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(vent) (so sorry, it's a long one) I was diagnosed last year at 32, and during the months of visits/follow-ups/research, and ever since during my gradual upward crawl of improvement from medication, I've been questioning the choices I've made for my life because of ADHD I didn't know I had. I pursued art in college because it was the only thing I felt I was good at and enjoyed enough to do all the time, and academic subjects that I thought were interesting were too ""smart"" for me because I knew I couldn't study and retain information well, so those felt off limits to my future. I went to two different colleges pursuing two different art majors (animation AAS followed by sequential art BFA) when the first one made me realize I couldn't stand the slow repetitive frustration of animating or keep up with the learning the programs, and all through the second one I turned in rushed assignments I couldn't stand spending more time than absolutely necessary on because they weren't *my* ideas or prompts-- I wanted to be drawing something else all the time. I berated myself for three and a half years thinking I just wasn't passionate enough about art and I would never be able to enter a successful career. I graduated with a 3.75, but I never got myself to go to any workshops, do any networking, apply to any internships, because my skills weren't improving like they could have been to keep up with my peers. I had under developed social skills, anxiety and depression by now, so I made very few friends and never dated. The frustration of not being able to start or stay on task long enough, e*ven on assignments that we were given complete creative freedom on* and sounded fun from the start, destroyed my self esteem and confidence. I had myself convinced that I just didn't care enough about degrees that I went into debt for... that I was lazy and stupid, even about the only thing I grew up thinking I was good at, which had to be the stupidest of all right?? How could I be so stupid as to be lazy about something I actually LIKE doing? I remember thinking I would have loved to be an animator at Disney or Pixar or something. Then, maybe not an animator, but a modeler. Well maybe not a modeler, maybe a texture artist... maybe not animation at all, maybe concept art.... well... maybe not concept art, maybe illustration......? because everything I tried did not hold my interest if I wasn't just sitting and drawing whatever came to my head instead of what I was tasked with drawing. I graduated in 2010 and it took 3 years to get a starting position in anything resembling requiring me to draw at all, because even when I had the freedom to develop my portfolio the way I wanted it to be, and improve and explore my skills on my own time, I still rarely finished projects I started myself. I would have loved to study Psychology, Zoology, Biology... but because of how frustrating studying and test-taking was, and because I only get hyper-interested in it ""sometimes,"" I knew art school was the only option I could survive. And while I am employed, there's nowhere to move up, and I'm often unfulfilled and feel remorse that I could be further ahead in the field I chose, with more confidence and skill, or otherwise earning more in any of the academic fields I thought I was too stupid for. Thanks for reading... this reddit helped me realize I needed help, and I've gotten it. Thank you for all your voices, and making me feel less alone. tl;dr: sad about how different my life could've been if I'd been diagnosed sooner. 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My bf has been feeling really depressed, frustrated and burned out, because of my ADHD symptom. I’m really working on trying to control them, but I have only been diagnosed for 3 months and I’m still just figuring out what having ADHD means and how I should handle it... 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Fix it in the last couple days The biggest mental stress we experience when doing homework, or work of any sort, is giving it 100% all at once and giving up too quickly, which is made only worse when done in limited time. Don't do that. It only aggravates you and makes you want to do it less. Take a tip from Dan Harmon, brilliant TV writer of Rick and Morty and Community, and also a very dysfunctional and troubled person himself. Just start writing and keep going- it doesn't have to be good, it can a complete piece of shit, but just *write it*. Then, when you have the time, go back over and make improvements. Doesn't have to be every improvement at once. Just keep going back and fixing things until you have a good paper. This is why you need to start a week or so earlier though, then you have plenty of time to do minimal, shitty work and still be making good progress and have plenty of time to fix it later. Neurotypicals can write a good paper in a matter of days, we obviously can't, so fuck their system of doing things and do it your own, lazy but work savvy way. tl;dr Write a shitty paper, keep going back and fixing things until it gets better, just give yourself enough time to make small improvements over a long span of time ",5.527653898768811,6.429964027131785,5.6962653898768805,81.25413816689468,67.64341085271317,8.086092111263111,24.866393068855448,8.124751697461798,1.3847539443684451,1061,25,198,13,17,336,134,258,0.1,0.7490000000000001,0.151,0.9422,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,2,7,1,6,17,11,2,2,13,0,25,3,1,5,2,45,48,29,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,17,16,1,4,0,2,0,4,4,5,0,0,2,1,11,6,28,43,5,46,0,0,0,1,21,11,2,3,29,136,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792212442131988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626202402127104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477428124499166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617708879743348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216318849048436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781466490191627,0.0,0.12568049673325613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971417193009567,0.0,0.09545335895541937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006807812917569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820967615848114,0.0,0.0,0.09531427310683888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008100656808386,0.050907980849824376,0.2804177911337785,0.2215078606069501,0.32690964362511343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598254187137585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942598502763445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623066049880196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921993641569504,0.2601657952995958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819583520646408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224996125290396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753921944880246,0.0,0.14821386445396115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508018530307619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001997884668166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501348682220595,0.0,0.0,0.2069039851663144,0.0,0.07781510232937314,0.0,0.11161631934364197,0.10186464918709663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326218145016034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420290266696075,0.0,0.0957335578333043,0.0,0.3409056239402165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039757704073383,0.05747218787101727,0.0773427326903343,0.15631976055791136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792375771549903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128107800008103,0.0,0.09929890925892527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buddingaddiction,2019/01/18,Meds didn't cure chronic laziness But I can focus intently on something utterly irrelevant for a few hours.,5.382631578947367,8.627205421052633,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,73.73684210526315,10.115789473684213,41.078947368421055,10.125756701596842,5.7991894736842085,89,6,12,3,2,30,19,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889173017167687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6642519428117952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603756816007942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilstevo29,2019/01/18,Why does this always happen to me? School is in session on the 22nd payments were due on the 16th it’s the 18th. I had since December 15th to make payments. I am supposed to graduate this semester. And now I’ve just been dropped from all of my classes this semester...,1.7377987421383665,4.2581560188679255,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,83.15094339622641,6.552201257861638,27.701257861635213,7.793537801064563,1.9181597484276736,211,10,42,4,6,68,42,53,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,8,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,28,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645944211649427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38344749709296005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874742820036453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924833856901024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434537195303941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624606210185992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953823108777493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sojayn,2019/01/18,"With an understanding that my brain still needs fuel - this neuroscience is also possible as a tool. Tl; dr Efforts put towards visualizations/meditations/goals/dreams is science and i can use it. The caveat is my adhd brain also requires fuel (sleep food meds love) and structure (safe environment, support, reminders) for this kind of tool to work! This bigger article supports the neuroscience of realistic [Fake it till you make it! ](https://cognitiontoday.com/2018/12/the-scientific-truth-behind-fake-it-till-you-make-it/) One of the links for resources to [Act as if](https://www.adlerpedia.org/concepts/127) in various contexts. Im going to add that this works for rehab of physical injuries - iirc the elite atheletes do visualizations of their body healed and doing its skill to help maintain condition while injured. So there's that. 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No idea how it is in other countries. But in my country, people with disabilities are given an ID that they can present to establishments for discounts and for priority queuing. NTs typically ask why I'm not hyper, and that's easy to answer. I just say I'm not that type. If they press on, I'll say females don't show as much signs of hyperactivity. But for medical professionals, it's different. They ask what makes me ADHD and that I don't seem to have trouble with focus and staying still when they converse with me or when they're doing a procedure on me. And I can't give a convincing answer. I can clearly see that they're not convinced. Feels bad. I feel like I have to prove myself to them, so they wouldn't think I'm lying just to get the discounts. No clue how tho. I show signs of hyperactivity when I'm happy, and I haven't been happy in a long time. Only physical signs now is I walk slowly or gently tap my foot while swaying when I'm waiting. Or if I'm sitting down, I study my surroundings or I play with whatever object is in front of me. Nothing disruptive. I can not do those. I can stay still. It's not like it's uncontrollable. But I'd get explosive angry. And I never want to express my anger because once I do, it's out of my control. I do lose focus, but it's mostly when people monologue or when they speak oh so slow or when they keep repeating themselves. Doctor consultations are more of an interview type. I can focus 95% of the time in that kind of scenario. The biggest impact ADHD has on me is memory and motivation/discipline/addiction. I have little to no memory of yesterday and back. I do remember some things but no idea when it happened. Same with waiting. One time, I thought I had been waiting for a month already, but sister pointed out it's only been a week. I tell these to NTs too, and they too don't believe me. They always say, ""Yeah, me too."" I am ADHD, and I am different. Why don't people believe me? Side comment: this is the reason why I chose an ADHD expert as my psychologist. Others wouldn't believe I have ADHD. Not even my own family. Like in all things, only SO believes me. And my psychologist. Okay, that's 2. That's plural. I guess I'm good. Maybe. 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It doesn't affect me too much until I get an opportunity to purchase something I would genuinely enjoy in the long run - and then all the times I spent a little bit of money here and there add up, and I realise that if I had just went home and made soup or something whenever I was lazy and ordered pizza, I could now be enjoying Kingdom Hearts III, or a fancy new instrument, or something long-lasting from which I would **actually** be getting continuous enjoyment. I used to just have a big jar that I would put all my spare change in, and it worked for a bit but it became *way* too easy to just dip into it for impulse buys, especially if I put in notes. And I've also tried saving money on my card but I guess if I can't physically hold the money, my brain just goes ""ha! It doesn't *really* exist! You cotally go buy some pizza now and it will not affect you in the future"", because my brain is a dick. **>!TO THE POINT! !<** So I made a wishlist of stuff that I would like to buy, and have sorted them into 3 categories: 1) Expensive (instruments, furniture, weekend breaks, etc) 2) So-so (new games, clothing, etc) 3) Cheap (cheap take-out food, impulse AliExpress buys, etc) My plan is to buy three clear mason jar things, label them accordingly, and whenever I get paid put a certain percentage into each jar and I'm only allowed to deduct from the jar when I can afford to buy something that **that specific jar allows** (meaning, no taking money from the Expensive jar for pizza). If I can't afford it, then too bad, I don't get the thing until I have saved up more. I'm also going to **tape each list to the side of the jar** so if I'm tempted, it'll force me to think about what I COULD have instead - and isn't going on a road trip/playing a pretty new set of drums/building that super cool new thing from Ikea WAY more exciting and fun than a boring pizza *(that you could totally make yourself because you already have the ingredients in your kitchen so you're not even missing out at all, really, because now you can have all of the above at some point, AND pizza)?!* I hope this works, wish me luck!!",1.499793735676089,4.003438605042017,3.17981054239878,87.67962796027504,84.16806722689077,5.982826585179526,22.09992360580596,7.348242739294969,0.9867668907563032,1880,64,371,30,55,621,225,476,0.048,0.813,0.139,0.9923,3,0,4,0,0,0,119.0,0,7,2,5,24,21,1,0,25,2,31,14,5,9,7,81,64,38,0,17,16,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,23,24,9,2,4,2,20,8,10,5,0,1,8,3,41,17,47,44,18,56,0,1,0,1,10,21,2,14,22,238,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.07348718580599381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310135699427552,0.12044336684658967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061969909499200365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575368991830066,0.2295272967523403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644279372816476,0.0,0.0,0.16813141322741815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966310458055892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180375649567954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519562069894316,0.049738491818038265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038076661691463634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317868527313377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967197589404064,0.0,0.12839334485848508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295736365518533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923723527976757,0.0,0.0,0.07553743396326539,0.07479523179368844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138393378567668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036790403773792536,0.07547577199285138,0.0,0.1999286689052198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251153857324195,0.10053384888089148,0.0,0.0,0.08202963295724833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071623486848182,0.0,0.0,0.2909216125649665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057273133210723075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423758457491678,0.0,0.0,0.07661264199934077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710811253576496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472765997818726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318950356876252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295866779629346,0.0,0.0,0.08620664093253534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648108895677915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008864056451188,0.04825264539933495,0.0,0.05978405828456476,0.04391117138769777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112740835453352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650396679011681,0.0829382345881817,0.0,0.08883412584848782,0.17932171117355178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980883967720634,0.0,0.0,0.08659746804162734,0.0,0.0,0.1096464238490121,0.0,0.0,0.2674738988779091,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mononiongo,2019/01/18,"Left the water running, came back to a flooded house I have no memory of this but I did brush my teeth just before leaving so it must have been me. Funny how a small change in routine (I brushed in a different place than usual) can completely derail everything. I'm just sad. 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I feel like I never get a balance with my emotions/reactions. I either forget myself and let loose and go with whatever my mind thinks, or I am completely aware of my ADHD and hold back a lot and am not aure how to apporpiately react to things/situations. Tldr; I'm not medicated (i dont have insurance but if there are ways around that, im open to any advice!)",5.617248062015506,6.953408011627908,7.5627906976744175,66.37038759689926,67.72093023255815,10.849612403100775,30.6124031007752,10.864195022040775,3.7885100775193807,363,14,61,11,6,128,67,86,0.078,0.882,0.04,-0.2481,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,1,25,12,9,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,7,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561476693416342,0.1854468797032831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290541660453269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269576944983635,0.1944479060682052,0.0,0.1689408465058024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592600534507347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989764919788529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607422861615212,0.0,0.22241602130807595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585334698789028,0.4269448420702697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959564316324844,0.13557598957388614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915011065035577,0.0,0.10785405609530503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499061133448104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940587851607568,0.0,0.09271495208948076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613407416783962,0.0,0.0,0.12667693238260566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117932247865324,0.0,0.0,0.1916196287962191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636692596378326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160077758039972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063533018269354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dorrianmv,2019/01/18,"Close your eyes when listening. It helps! Something I learned over the course of my 38 years of ADD. What my eyes see are too distracting for me to pay attention to what I am hearing.",1.91,4.431124444444446,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,82.33333333333334,6.933333333333335,25.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.5881333333333338,144,6,31,3,4,44,30,36,0.10400000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.069,0.0752,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,20,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146920092031113,0.0,0.3655621369747447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346036919768699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198663929538921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512120453803684 adhd,disgruntledandalone,2019/01/18,"How useful is getting treated? Hey everyone. I was diagnosed with ADHD at age 14, and 6 years later I still haven't done anything about it. I took adderall for 2 weeks shortly after the diagnosis but I turned out to be very sensitive to stimulants and ended up just dumping the pills. So I had to develop the mental fortitude to do things and surprisingly, I did manage to stick with math for over 5 years (self-studied in isolation almost the whole time with no support or mentorship), but progress has been extremely slow and in general I feel like I'm lacking the elements to be truly satisfied with my progression in all aspects of life. In particular, when it comes to organizing tasks, my mind goes completely blank. I never picked up many of the strategies that seem to come naturally to most people. All I have going for me is my insane unwillingness to abandon my one singular long-term pursuit, even if the relative lack of progress is soul-crushing. Lately I've been feeling extremely dissatisfied with my entire life and kind of hate myself. I feel emotionally drained when I look back and realize exactly how many things I started and failed to get done. My entire identity almost revolves around being a person who can't do things. I've been thinking of getting actual help from a professional, but I think I need a little motivation before making calls just to give me some hope. Anyone in the same boat who's benefitted from getting professionally treated? 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Also yes I realize writing a wall of text to an ADHD sub is a tad ironic haha. Okay so some background- I'm an 18 year old male whose a senior in high school. I have divorced parents and am not close with either, nor am I close to my siblings. Not sure if that's relevant or not but I digress. Last November (2018) I wrote a letter about a lack of motivation and about feeling down to the point where it was negatively affecting many aspects of my life and that maybe I should seek professional help. Around my family I never express or discuss my feelings and did not consider telling anyone face to face an option. I leave it in her car before I head to school. She reads this, and in my opinion overreacts, pulling me out of school in the middle of the day, and taking me to a crisis center/ER. There they ask me a large variety of questions. At first I was not particularly comfortable talking about what I had been going through, but I realized it was in my best intrest to be entirely open and honest. They refer me to a therapist and a psychiatrist. After meeting with them they put me on SSRI antidepressants. I take them a few weeks while researching them like a madman. They caused me a host of side effects including sexual dysfunction. After my resesrch and combined with the rough side effects I decide for myself to stop taking them. I don't think I'm clinically depressed. I'm pretty sure the source of my depression is the fact that I cannot focus or motivate myself to accomplish anything. This isn't to apparent if you look at my grades (I have decently high ones, a 4.1 weighted gpa) but if you look closer it is. All of my papers were written in their entirety the night beforr at 4AM, there's no other time I can motivate myself to work. I am ALWAYS the last person to finish a test. I very very often need extra time and my teachers are gracious enough to just let me keep working into the next class period. I can't focus during tests, my mind races and I overthink everything. Clearly I know the material well enough if I get an A, but it is a chore for me to go question to question because of how much effort I have to put into concentrating. Throughout any given day I often trail off into a random tangent of thoughts in my head or compelaty zone out. I won't do any work until it piles up, I'll make todo lists and start a task, find it too overwhelming, switch to another, and the cycle will continue and I'll get nothing done. Even the smallest assignments seem too much to focus on. I do everything last minute and get good grades so no one bats an eye. After my breif experience with taking medication (not even long enough for the SSRIs to kick in, I know) I buy a few adderall from an aquatience of mine. I take one and, wow, my outlook on everything changed. I didn't feel like superman or very high...I felt calm, able to focus, in control of my mind. Music sounded incredible. I opened an assignment I had put off for an entire month, forced myself to focus on it an finished. Then another, and another. I had zero tolerance so it would make sense that one dose of amphetamine salts would have such an impact on me. I interacted with people and was able to articulate my thoughts and speak significantly more freely without overthinking so much. I wasn't as indecisive. I do not want to develop an addiction or reliance so I had only bought a handful. I realize the danger and side effects from amphetamines but this experience made me wonder if I had some kind of dopamine related condition or attention disorder. I plan to talk about this in depth with my psychiatrist when I meet with him next week but wanted to post here. Does anything here seem typical for one with ADD or ADHD? Or am I doing mental gymnastics to convince myself that I could have something like this. I am sincerely grateful for anyone who took the time to read all of this. Thank you for any feedback whatsoever!",4.6696764198132,6.19501123234917,5.82576711964942,77.216877406932,70.18100128369704,8.966765526094463,29.73398698596787,9.40505699530331,2.772478978354212,3206,127,584,70,58,1068,378,779,0.081,0.804,0.115,0.9804,2,0,1,0,1,0,77.0,0,3,9,15,30,24,2,2,48,3,48,14,7,13,7,139,93,54,0,15,32,1,7,3,0,5,5,2,1,2,25,39,2,3,28,2,2,8,20,6,1,7,25,13,98,18,103,59,19,87,0,3,3,0,39,45,1,29,36,427,123,26,0.1262153400339561,0.0,0.0,0.06879667536045903,0.15168631136303232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046718091240416,0.05251063690416633,0.0,0.0,0.12874613899728093,0.19852168341574455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825270040456988,0.0,0.10386447060401184,0.05617920591811827,0.058997152556624535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846984989813382,0.0,0.0536999790849227,0.0,0.0662276062489828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482896091519942,0.06675954709953669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078061807814108,0.1007726787814229,0.0,0.0,0.08139845278734023,0.0,0.10870908742609693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232685723158262,0.0,0.05522594730694105,0.06458105694240866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956212786132568,0.0,0.08336404172720599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015131381561996,0.12346282137813558,0.05949229485320545,0.0,0.0957274024017163,0.045084132069637815,0.06059325982051497,0.0,0.057679267103678725,0.053679351877873364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891345873253754,0.0,0.07173108637494974,0.05293171948711712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953335200132032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229974095978868,0.20003015467335228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056092996733375866,0.0,0.06571692705277704,0.06936465006636026,0.15432352179705766,0.0,0.06682191051976717,0.0,0.06453186826781758,0.04457481364851887,0.09249365963626532,0.0,0.0,0.05584830208246302,0.10598909748285182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059714003249690034,0.08424971955084314,0.06398127225673803,0.06340013677942323,0.0,0.0,0.06357433827849154,0.06359768829471689,0.0,0.12744151348533045,0.0,0.0503719401252604,0.0,0.13917419617216828,0.04679353768320596,0.0486725255815439,0.0,0.13423144600792605,0.059222273280125436,0.0,0.0605535114045629,0.0,0.06622088383008004,0.0,0.21381695221420724,0.04799622678843481,0.0,0.0,0.07007359926462456,0.0,0.0,0.04375091239308069,0.0551031832825187,0.0,0.0,0.059657146367651966,0.0,0.060439703305035085,0.06420318802417238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903219164674426,0.2120850998633567,0.0,0.12624949569746985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160499364466074,0.0,0.11490170525025999,0.0,0.0,0.06477911639084159,0.0,0.07093566520680641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048583367540871635,0.0,0.0,0.04466793365141206,0.0,0.0,0.05276083790860021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895646428480948,0.0,0.2372455700316489,0.10144710936718658,0.055158885177990315,0.058101063768769425,0.0,0.07327286891295312,0.0,0.040436846770848536,0.0,0.10020088159666962,0.1103957696560162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011494342117927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621131080161604,0.11166761651809108,0.0,0.10124233258329053,0.07684814077539133,0.056741374271751084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060833541893910624,0.06843757614044213,0.13782940614324715,0.0,0.0,0.08965975626510639,0.0,0.0,0.040639270424697976 adhd,swethrowawayTSLA420,2019/01/18,"Swapping to an unusual career path because of ADHD After 2 years as a software engineer, I decided to quit and become a full-time poker player and stock trader. &#x200B; Backstory: I was diagnosed when I was 20 during my last year of college by my sister. I became increasingly frustrated by the college system (memorize information, regurgitate, then forget) and barely graduated by the skin of my teeth thanks to the meds and the light at the end of the tunnel. I hoped that working full time would be significantly more interesting and fulfilling than trying to get points on a test or assignment. And surprisingly it was! Having a set schedule meant I didn't have to constantly dwell on all the schoolwork I had to do and just focus on what I wanted to do. I lost 60 pounds and learned many other skills in those two years, but something started to feel off one year into my job. I started losing interest with the same black hole feeling I had back in college. I wanted to be in charge of what I built, not be at the mercy of my superiors hoping for a valuable assignment rather than random tasks that had dubious value. I felt like I enjoyed software engineering at first because of the discovery process, but once those tasks became routine, I got bored and my mind started to wander again. I know there are teams out there that better suit me, but for now my attention has been grabbed by two hobbies I've enjoyed since high school: poker and trading. I believe it's because I treat every poker hand and every stock trade as a battle, and whether I lose or win, I try to learn from each one. When my mind wandered during school or work, those two hobbies were the most likely culprits. &#x200B; I'm now 6 months into my new ""job"". Mondays thru Fridays, I wake up early to prepare for market open, and do market research all day. I don't day trade very often (only when I see opportunities) and most of my holdings are options with 1-3 month expiration dates. I spend Friday nights, Saturdays, and Sundays at casinos and home games. I ""work"" 60 hours a week, but it just feels like I'm having fun playing games all day and thinking about something interesting. The rest of my time I spend cooking, exercising, and spending time with friends. I'm absolutely enjoying the massive amount of freedom I have right now, coupled with doing something that constantly excites me. The money varies, but overall it pays significantly better than a non-Silicon Valley software engineering job. I've had bad weeks (worst was -25k between investments+poker in one week), but to me money is just a way to keep score now. I hope y'all enjoyed my story and I'm wondering if anyone else has had similar experiences swapping to non-traditional career paths and having it work out in the long run?",8.850312173263628,8.142960559223305,8.677912621359223,68.12592046303214,60.88349514563107,11.029873039581778,38.642643764002976,10.214889679676881,4.0333315907393565,2228,97,370,40,26,722,274,515,0.045,0.764,0.191,0.9978,3,0,3,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,0,15,17,35,2,1,25,0,31,7,4,0,3,81,57,37,0,8,16,1,7,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,15,30,1,2,14,10,10,2,3,9,0,7,16,10,45,26,64,37,13,72,0,3,2,0,7,23,0,14,47,247,60,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561823340861504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241109521818654,0.1933534220646784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563169959370054,0.08152081669114457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117837611495819,0.066431065251564,0.14550102987014624,0.0878701349516339,0.0,0.08963928868505477,0.0,0.14073249808847538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195682105210688,0.0,0.0,0.08803399681952602,0.0,0.1539329987217992,0.0,0.0,0.08075389935332801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066463960444377,0.0,0.0704684425112432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406907223290396,0.0,0.0,0.07782704164759457,0.0,0.0,0.1206870287001848,0.05683921013732374,0.07639213332362535,0.0,0.0,0.06767551733521257,0.0,0.0,0.06146951354164306,0.0,0.04156793538521935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363311309208121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406177128069807,0.07980731551987845,0.2370694773419583,0.07835268329041195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685944786551055,0.0707184874633027,0.0,0.0,0.043725272509781414,0.06485376474222307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116610131216795,0.0,0.0,0.0704099919895242,0.0,0.17801937136563747,0.08685147654213275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066352420928992,0.0,0.0,0.08837560375362204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067016559224326,0.0,0.12701148534397708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684161252027408,0.0,0.07466368057345868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473108459551527,0.16174009949735824,0.06051059419337755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521194094069403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462413150757521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794563454217087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104227063463633,0.06340072622345849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581462602939657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375247188317134,0.0,0.0,0.16894348082099214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732501308365913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098020801085558,0.0,0.0,0.1391799744543757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803494363465503,0.0,0.2331619556883667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564709956609775,0.09385562546340412,0.0631527250014513,0.19145985357794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628174909804652,0.2316887478068141,0.0,0.0,0.05651866292271013,0.0,0.1933534220646784,0.2049416435857309 adhd,Bretbrooks32,2019/01/18,"Anyone else?? So I'm 19 and have severe adhd.. my whole life I've been told I was and for myself I wasnt too sure or didnt know..I went all of my school years without medication and I'm really started to see the effects of it.. I'm so dumb, like honestly idk why I'm in college... in high school, middle school, elementary school everything would fly past my head like I cannot obtain information like normal people, if I really wanted to focus it would make things worse and if I didnt try to focus it still didnt work..so like I only got like a little bit of information from school..I wish I knew earlier because I hate being an idiot, it effects u everyday..i cant do college cause I dont know anything.. plz tell me I'm not the only one here... Now that I take a prescription I have learned so much about myself that I didnt know my whole life, i never thought adhd was this bad until I realized all of this.. Theres no way i can go back and learn everything again, so i guess I'm gonna have to drop out",1.7172919896640801,3.1630664372093023,4.051589147286824,87.28906330749355,77.65116279069767,7.19638242894057,21.71188630490956,7.984000788550335,0.9125297157622744,784,21,174,13,18,273,120,215,0.146,0.758,0.096,-0.8575,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,3,0,5,0,19,4,1,4,4,34,42,13,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,11,0,0,2,12,4,0,1,13,1,23,7,16,25,6,19,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,4,14,100,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522704261052247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338680114224026,0.10753854380072693,0.08636881608175677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070372386505352,0.08763283183668462,0.06397944111634207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458340336905372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781743881222812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300618470549267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767622567493033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865312258752864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964820280153956,0.0,0.08394190094237276,0.0,0.11561948923379613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362108624332607,0.10771385239240186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089045522059916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730411564989621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826528684925694,0.2563779455860961,0.10519223156140488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005811025185446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573086828177287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715381710170065,0.0,0.08094757303898667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283337046796792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112005448468471,0.1596456328136715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019118423746784,0.07276240824051497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447340004867342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310990486032694,0.08363534678277965,0.0,0.0,0.11856899270863565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742875118672565,0.0,0.08381699849471379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989186092780598,0.0,0.0789129098145466,0.0,0.09173507709629763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972727192727031,0.0,0.0,0.0833223475123395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028876084646286,0.0,0.0712573854729699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061905030515581785,0.08330819488026013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729410424650176,0.09470533672109263,0.2343564592448741,0.12069278220471875,0.1011726331609313,0.0,0.07640830761226038,0.0,0.10695785623532326,0.1491136854357009,0.0,0.0,0.06758741757591823 adhd,slowmotionCSGO,2019/01/18,Watched 30 ideas by Dr. Barkley Once.. twice .. three times.. anything else I like him.. ,1.4800000000000004,3.761094333333333,-1.0533333333333308,111.52000000000002,105.66666666666666,2.0,25.0,3.1291,-0.4969999999999999,65,3,14,0,3,16,15,15,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39400297609529145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999672036261899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404950850186763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339123728881474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098952084602946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791860170589176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neelie_jpeg,2019/01/18,"Accidentally double dosed I usually take my meds (27mg concerta) the moment I wake up - this works fine for me and really helps my symptoms. However, this morning I fell back asleep. After waking up, I completely forgot I'd already taken it and took another. It was definitely a little too much - I got a bit agitated when distracted from my work and got so into the research aspect of an essay that I'm writing, I didn't get enough of the actual essay done. I'm now worried about it screwing with my tolerance? I just hope that when I take my normal dose tomorrow the effects aren't lessened. Has anyone got any experience with this? 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I have had sleep problems my whole life, which cause some ADD, anxiety and depression issues. I'm thinking of getting soft palette surgery because I have some sleep apnea and CPAP doesn't work for me. Just wondering what others have tried.",4.726470588235294,7.584874980392161,4.121333333333337,83.68200000000002,73.70588235294117,6.432941176470589,29.807843137254906,7.554174236665415,2.139459607843137,228,10,37,3,5,68,42,51,0.15,0.7959999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,1,0,10,11,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,10,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781397069032122,0.0,0.0,0.15338542484994666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372314373359126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940109161426683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253487466553157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893914275101814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22921878985408445,0.0,0.12467044190298968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896053941816066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549443064686376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990311203782394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6585716266520238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405605243376241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893474268327062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449136936622366,0.0,0.0,0.2378924756722507,0.1597006620094546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aquendela,2019/01/18,"Sitting in my car after work How much time have I wasted doing this?! Oh my gosh. I sit in my car for upwards of 20 minutes whenever I get home just cause I don't have the energy yet to get out. I know this isn't exclusively an ADHD symptom but it doesn't help. Lol. I'm going inside now... like for real",-0.016623376623375208,1.907895606060606,3.1053246753246766,89.59227272727274,85.36363636363636,5.58961038961039,18.51948051948052,6.868970318607317,0.1837298701298704,234,6,52,3,7,84,51,66,0.149,0.8009999999999999,0.05,-0.6634,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,2,0,7,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,8,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859381543832587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298909348031537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335556340923753,0.0,0.18250666680923108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152479523065176,0.0,0.3221214925232995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648570121783538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688883183286492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360689061779577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655184220443943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337790171194085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725460111248068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337878575360549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EchoLotus_,2019/01/18,"Forgot to get my car keys because I’m AN IDIOT I forget things all the damn time but honestly... how the hell can I forget this? I got to school, put the car in park and go to my class. A minute later I’m like ok, I have my phone, my wallet, pencil, and ke- Where the fuck are my keys Fuck I probably just left them in the car. I go back to my car and I DIDNT EVEN TURN IT OFF AND ITS STILL RUNNING. HOW DO YOU FORGET TO TAKE THE KEYS OUT OF THE IGNITION. 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I often see people talk about how they thought they might be Autistic and it turns out they had ADHD. I'm just curious and no very knowledgeable on Autism,3.275526315789474,5.996745763157897,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,78.21052631578947,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.4520842105263156,161,5,29,3,4,50,28,38,0.057,0.883,0.06,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8409684402787375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474428381275792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170712758175165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858711389518912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747861198700394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185175529581861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537105055814125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924568043942065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,k83_,2019/01/18,"I wrote this to myself when I got my diagnoses (ADHD Combined Type). It may have been the happiest day of my life. &#x200B; Remember this feeling You are worthy You are allowed to love yourself &#x200B; Use that beautiful energy to disconnect and celebrate Dance Sing Yell Happy cry Because you deserve it &#x200B; Your brain tricked you And they were wrong You are special You are good You are smart You are capable Independent A force &#x200B; How beautiful is life now? You can finally grasp it You can run with it You can enjoy it Living is possible &#x200B; For you are not lazy You are not pathetic You are not a waste And you certainly aren’t stupid &#x200B; For now you can stop being upset about what you haven’t done And start being proud of what you’ve accomplished regardless of You’ve worked so hard So damn hard &#x200B; You are not a failure You are a success story &#x200B; And you may be different But you can use that difference to make a difference In your life And in the lives of others &#x200B; Set yourself free From guilt From self deprecation From comparisons From the cage you have been put in By yourself By others &#x200B; Because now you can And you will &#x200B; Thank you for not giving up on me.",4.327972896668548,7.1398930865800905,4.213536608319217,82.74216826651609,74.84415584415585,7.653754940711463,29.091097308488607,8.587818076936951,2.5707197816676084,1017,44,174,21,23,311,118,231,0.095,0.65,0.254,0.9929,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,27,1,4,8,17,3,2,8,0,33,6,1,6,1,29,43,12,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,13,8,0,1,3,2,1,3,7,6,0,0,6,4,34,12,24,31,0,17,0,0,0,1,32,5,1,2,8,132,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514606510503602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103433509041149,0.5723334290080933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220467170118215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780066115438874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703514899126884,0.027614999252657663,0.0,0.0,0.043460834690584274,0.0,0.13421161712899166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381915818129229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021650797652453632,0.0,0.0,0.04690660830646927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041076312787159466,0.0,0.03591491838051157,0.0342466212912135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558209475332115,0.07671562311417594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073391963410747,0.0,0.0,0.07562070772982235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864622032421128,0.0,0.028582311613605964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048272489784388174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304536839902701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485060833163302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467001904890917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030307823113644026,0.0,0.0,0.035798972818859034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394223913996243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396450353349478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03117306547651387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681634050665066,0.5723334290080933,0.0 adhd,LostOf95,2019/01/18,"Xaggitin Does anyone else have massive headaches when xaggitin starts to wear off? Also does anyone else forget to drink water pretty much on a daily basis because the ADHD clinic told me that I needed to keep drinking as the xaggitin would make my body work harder but I keep forgetting and I'm not sure if those two things combined would be creating this problem?",7.893955223880596,8.584964328358211,6.9693656716417935,74.92927238805972,62.43283582089552,7.894029850746268,33.167910447761194,7.1686216300943375,2.4363462686567168,298,11,45,2,4,91,55,67,0.11800000000000001,0.813,0.069,-0.5485,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,6,2,1,1,14,11,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103620566481776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042667759075475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455661933591374,0.359844419289308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704368880810976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505120963489214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073362195751139,0.0,0.0,0.34404087831362584,0.0,0.0,0.2933813254151611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121614096515141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721388029393455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908567258620104,0.13020463815832672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864759279139936,0.0,0.16802479195070302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242900713713207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550023951658147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666035631740924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677926333785625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153497709858315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278383643196905,0.0,0.0,0.2494813749901997,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shieldtoadinquisitor,2019/01/18,"Absolutely zero self-awareness. So I really suck at paying attention to myself. I never notice things unless someone points them out. For instance my dad mentioned once I have a tendency to get sick in October and February, but I never for the life of me noticed that. I feel like if people didn’t point out things about me, I’d never know about them. Makes me wonder what else I’m missing. Is this an ADHD thing, or just a me thing?",3.5922521008403336,5.420349905882354,5.1104201680672245,80.05117647058826,73.47058823529412,7.680672268907562,25.084033613445378,8.418075326091056,1.8144621848739504,342,11,62,6,7,115,66,85,0.08900000000000001,0.87,0.04,-0.4471,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,3,16,11,6,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,13,1,12,10,0,9,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,3,4,49,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163795912967867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040483477102548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103636762587274,0.12862447485918707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406629414777094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894824718812137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717139566158056,0.08796109149994473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018170736349765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165863523773538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099657787988404,0.0,0.19174248259285645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482081550284815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404022111941496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153416981611806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782662612572965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525518892282796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784566731756174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952515638562833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mawiewie25,2019/01/18,"Emotional break? So as we know, those with ADHD experience emotions differently than others. Often in a more intense way, which can cause emotional exhaustion. What are some ways that y’all take an emotional break?",5.835000000000001,9.331000277777779,5.94777777777778,68.45000000000002,74.0,10.266666666666667,31.222222222222207,10.125756701596842,4.4661888888888885,174,8,25,6,4,55,33,36,0.065,0.758,0.177,0.3078,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263903731776487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193513211870324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968119813646461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8475869427290176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426708352388235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352607873941244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163470032747796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29904691753018386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BillyMac814,2019/01/18,"I might as well just go to my insurance agent instead of going to the psychiatrist. I had a doctors appointment on monday and he wanted to change me from concerta to Vyvanse. That sounded good, I have been wondering if something else would work better for me anyway. The pharmacy called and said a PA was required so I called the doc and he sent it in and the insurance denied it because I haven’t tried Adderall XR first. That’s kind of annoying but I might as well try that anyway so that’s fine. The doctor sent in a new prescription for the Adderall XR and the damn insurance company not only required a PA but then denied it again. I look it up on GoodRX and it’s really not terribly expensive so I figured I’ll just pay for it out of pocket this month and go through with the appeal process. I called the pharmacy just to make sure they’d take the GoodRX coupon and to tell them to go ahead and fill it. The woman said they not only can’t take the GoodRX coupon I couldn’t even pay for it in cash because the insurance denied it. At first she said it’s a company policy and then she said it’s also my insurance policy. I don’t understand how my insurance company has control over what medication I pay for myself so I don’t know how true that even is. They make me feel like a drug seeker or something which is total bullshit. I’ve went through the most possible legit way to be diagnosed, it took 5+ months of an evaluation, I’ve never tried to get meds early or did anything of the sort, I wasn’t even argumentative during this load of shit even though it makes zero sense. I find it very hard to believe if someone’s insurance denied them viagra or something else that they couldn’t go ahead and pay cash for it. Today has been my first day without anything for 4 or 5 months, it’s been kind of interesting seeing the difference they do make, especially since there were definitely days I was wondering if they were doing much. 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For the first time in over a year! Sure, I was 10 minutes late to almost all of them, and stared out the window in the late afternoon ones, but I did it! A minor victory to some is a huge accomplishment to others. Wanted to share mine with you folks. Good luck accomplishing your goals this weekend, and remember that that task you think will take 1 hour, will probably take 2. Don't be disappointed if you fail, ask yourself what went wrong and try again. 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Hey redditors from all around the world and especially from Germany. I'm an Auslander who recently became a resident and an emplyoee in your country and after many years of having ADHD-like simptoms, struggle with myself and self-doubt I decided that it's time to go and get tested for ADHD. For now I can barely speak German but when it comes to English I would say that I'm pretty good at it, so... I have the Gesundheitskarte but I don't know what to do or where to go given my situation. I assume I can go to any internist and explain my situation and he/she will direct me to a specialist if deemed necessary, right? How did any of you German ADHD sufferes went about having a test for ADHD and aquiring help, what was the procedure like and how much did it cost? What was your experience with having undiagnosed ADHD up untill your adulthood? Will solid knowledge level of English language be enough for communicating with doctors? Thank you all in advance for helping me.",4.938437499999999,6.815808052083334,6.11866666666667,73.99300000000005,70.04166666666666,8.453333333333333,29.9875,9.029198982220553,2.80766,814,33,135,16,15,272,115,192,0.009000000000000001,0.867,0.124,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,0,1,9,5,0,1,8,0,16,1,0,3,2,29,29,19,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,10,14,0,0,5,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,6,2,17,3,30,19,4,23,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,3,8,105,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8030202613280426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146134626792598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913669909123568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592938190318703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398477092889728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506776998587374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893440350294983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636516434845072,0.0,0.18987051372189506,0.09340601849773868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928857119411015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061202203990034176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440634693539018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129046242560902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186463408599086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329622816540508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995754837986436,0.0,0.0,0.09510341152366764,0.0,0.08856034414584704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617591835711465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503534032393939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642080913522095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252810771516367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493667314845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323463623795938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791090950128644,0.0,0.0,0.07171413439436496 adhd,MrBubbles112,2019/01/18,"Do you have 1 or 2 or whatever number super-organised areas of your life? For me, it's my phone contacts list. It's First Name Last Name for close friends and family. For other friends, it has a contextual identifier at the end (always in caps e.g. Paul Patel JANICE'S COLLEAGUE / GYM). Any in-law has their spouse's name as their identifier. For colleagues, it's First Name Last Name JOB-TITLE DEPARTMENT CITY EMPLOYER-NAME. Multiple numbers for the same contact and personal and work emails are carefully categorised within the contact details. I get anxiety when I need to save a new number but do not recall the person's full name. I get anxious and a little judgey (on the inside) when I have to use someone else's phone to make a call or copy a number, or when someone sends me a contact and it just seems so sparsely and so casually saved. What's yours?",4.441244755244757,6.242732024242429,5.379393939393939,79.10139860139861,71.18181818181819,8.470862470862473,29.055944055944053,9.057496981413335,2.5538811188811192,684,27,124,14,13,224,102,165,0.025,0.853,0.122,0.8931,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,3,6,6,0,0,11,0,7,1,0,2,0,27,14,17,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,12,6,14,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,25,8,0,5,9,73,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466509047231286,0.0,0.0,0.12640317219484795,0.0,0.14219588918169268,0.209988830182136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898018572791398,0.0,0.18951464654165168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527692058163753,0.0,0.1646324215134208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522890043534153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162148587090427,0.0,0.0,0.2872172139180765,0.0,0.19422679474405036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445488065672927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30303017785785136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312908772810496,0.0,0.18629823147868385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407477098763076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782591806115385,0.0,0.17952178721972342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246023788763831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692160263680259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149870497758977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053860445569432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532113890115532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LifeStrawberry3,2019/01/18,"What are skills you use to help you get more done and produce higher quality work? ... Especially if you're unmedicated (like me). I literally burn time like kindle in a fire, yet somehow manage to not only accomplish little, but also whatever I do accomplish - it looks like crap.",5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,7.221,65.55550000000002,69.0,10.6,30.5,10.686352973137794,3.9696,220,9,35,7,4,76,43,50,0.172,0.7070000000000001,0.121,-0.44299999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,5,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,7,6,4,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,3,3,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,5,22,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27492265411713984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518087449963593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961211035910793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230430090266332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038641338089763,0.3445602709569608,0.0,0.0,0.2886906248839427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26146200001120823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046227699155847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969176068460721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027767529463396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawaythedraco,2019/01/18,"Read if you want it’s really long. I wrote this cuz I was bored and high. I don’t care about validation. I’m honestly curious about people’s reaction to this story so read if ya want. If not no skin off my back. Honestly don’t care 🤷‍♂️ I’ll start with the fact that I have not been diagnosed with ADHD. I’ve thought that I have ADHD for a really long time now since like middle school. I never really took it seriously tho cuz whenever I brought it up people would be like nah ur smart or u get good grades or nah that’s fake u can just pay attention. I just said okay to myself and tried not to self diagnose. Don’t want to try and pretend to be something I’m not. But it was always in the back of my head. Then one day in some class I ended up taking an ADHD assessment quiz on some website. I just answered truthfully and it told me I had a very high chance of having ADHD. After that I took so many quizzes or assessments or whatever and they all gave me the same thing. At this point it kinda clicks but I don’t know what to do with the info? Everyone thinks it’s fake so I just keep doing my thing try my best but my grades just keep slipping I became a “disgrace” and a “disappointment”. Even when I thought I did well it was always “you used to be better”. It was always “Ur too lazy”. And “why do u only focus on sports but not school”. “You’re just lazy you don’t study you just play”. “U can play games for hours but won’t sit still and do ur work.” Came to a point where i just gave up and started doing the bare minimum. I hid all my report cards they knew something was up but as long as I wasn’t getting in trouble i didn’t care. My parents are immigrants so they don’t know about the school system much so it was a bit easy to hide all of it. My parents were also super strict so I didn’t have a lot of freedom. This is relevant because I’ve noticed that boredom is something people with ADHD deal with. I was always bored and I used to complain about it constantly but they wouldn’t let me go out as much as I wanted. “Go read a book” “go clean your room” “fold the laundry” were regular before I went out. Sometimes I wouldn’t make it thru the tasks and just give up. Eventually I became so bored one day I decided to try weed. I figured itd be fun to be high. And weed was the safest thing I could think of. Looking back now it’s funny cuz from what I understand ADHD among other things is lack of dopamine. And marijuana = dopamine. So I guess it was inevitable idk. But yeah went thru my junior year getting like 2.9s 3.0. senior year I just started skipping school altogether smoking everyday. When I wasn’t skipping I was baked in class. (It’s funny tho cuz I definitely feel more focused and less crazy when I’m high. I might be crazy but I feel like I do more of what i need to when I’m high.) Anyway I almost had to repeat senior year. To this day I think my math teacher passed me cuz she felt bad. If so thnx to her but it doesn’t make me feel good. College almost killed me. I was going to commit suicide. The guilt was crushing me literally felt like I couldn’t breathe some days. I was guilty cuz I went to campus for college. My fam is by no means rich but they sent me anyway and they kinda believed in me. Or atleast tried to encourage me. It just made it worse. I started off so well but then it became so hard. I tried to get a journal to keep track of assignments but they would still fall thru the mental “gaps” if you will. Eventually I started falling behind farther and farther till I just gave up. This will sound bad but I was considering just buying adderall from a random cuz I came to the point where I was ready to fall into addiction rather than let my parents and friends efforts go to waste. I was on campus but I stopped going to class. I literally smoked and played league of legends everyday. I became pretty involved in the game. I stopped eating. I went out so many days in a row at 2am, 3am, 4am to smoke and think about whether killing myself was worth it. Eventually I made it back but I was depressed I guess? I don’t want to self diagnose ever but it seems obvious writing it now. I ended up tellin my parents I’d go back later. But they made it clear that I’m a disappointment and I understand. So many people gave me money and gifts like laptops and a new phone. Little did they now they made a horrible investment. This only added to my guilt but it just kept getting worse. See I got a job and told them I’d save to help with costs of college and stuff. Sounded good in my head cuz I get to go to college later and can save money right now. The thing is It sucked and the boredom I felt there was like none other. Amazon warehouses are truly hell. I can’t describe it in any other way other than I felt my brain was sizzling. I tried to daydream but it only helped so much. Eventually I was fired. I was gonna kill myself actually cuz I couldn’t face my parents. I’d told them I’d work while I wasn’t in school and got fired like a week after. I’d had the job for 3 months but got fired a week after I told them my plan. It doesn’t get funnier than that. I was about to walk to some train tracks that were nearby to kill myself But some lady stopped me and asked me for the time then she just started talking so I decided to just sit there and talk to her while she waited for the bus. She saved me but she prolly didn’t realize it. So yeah after that I kinda got back into just playing league of legends daily. Like every moment. Idk if I was addicted or not but I’ll say this. I don’t feel like I was addicted it felt like a hobby I loved so much. And there wasn’t much that I could enjoy anymore I stopped playing sports in high school and books/anime are infrequent and not really accessible all the time. Atleast the new stuff. My life became weed and league. Everyday day and night. I stopped sleeping much I stopped eating as much. I was suicidal and all of that just dealing with the fact that I was a disappointment to my parents I tried to tell myself I didn’t care but it hurt. I eventually came clean about maybe having ADHD. I regret saying anything. My parents... are the type to throw things back in ur face from the past. After I told them they went with me to a doc I told him my problems and he didn’t do anything. He prescribed meds. That’s fine but I was looking for a diagnosis and info. But it seemed like he was just doing it cuz he thought I was stupid and that it was regular for students to come asking for adderal prescriptions. That’s the vibe I got. We couldn’t afford that so we got like low grade amphetamines of some sort. It’s pretty much the same thing but cheaper from my understanding? I took it and I did feel it working but i stopped going to school so I stopped taking it. In my head it was needed for school but I wasn’t in school or work so it felt useless. I stopped taking them cuz I didn’t see why I should if I wasn’t in school you know? I didn’t know adhd could effect me outside of school too at the time tho. Since I was at home playing games my mom told me she didn’t think I had ADHD and that if I could play game all day then I could go to school that I should just focus. This is what I meant. Pretty much just thinks I was using it as an excuse. At this point I’m done I just told her she was right and just tuned her out. All that left me in a bad place. Just alone no one to talk to. No one around seemed to get it. But I felt like I was just looking for a cop out so I pushed it away. Despite that I started lurking on this sub. I felt like I could relate but I had the need to feel like I wasn’t crazy cuz even tho I related I can’t know for sure. I mean I could just be a lazy piece of crap without any mental problems. Just acting like a victim and being a pussy. I saw some people dealt with this. But everyone else said if they didn’t have it they’d feel good cuz they could change. I didn’t get this. If it turns out I don’t have ADHD I’ll kill myself. If my past was cuz of me actually being a lazy, unfocused fuck, obsessed with games and sports for no reason other than it’s more engaging than a job then I’m useless. I barely passed high school and failed completely at college I won’t make it in life like this if this is me. I clearly can’t improve. I tried. It always results in failure. Always. I won’t suffer and struggle thru this I’ll just end it. I tried to post some stuff but I ended up backing out cuz I haven’t been diagnosed so i felt like an imposter among y’all. And Like I said no one to talk to and also posting anon felt like no ones listening. But eventually me not telling anyone started affecting me and I started wallowing but I still had no outlet. I wanted validation I think. Or idk something like that. Eventually I said something pretty self deprecating. Someone told me to suck it up and change. Said I was shitting on someone else but I was referring to me. Anyway that’s what everyone says. Change. Ive tried. But I just must be weaker than ur average guy. I can’t lie I feel like something In me shattered that day I haven’t felt emotions really since then. This is long so i skipped stuff that I had been dealing with recently. All that plus the suck it up and change comment kinda became too much I guess? Idk I kinda realized that no one is gonna be there for me and I’m on my own. It’s like my problems are fake/small to others cuz they don’t relate. It’s just me. So I gave up on finding comfort in others. Idek why I thought I’d find comfort on the internet lmfao. I mean seriously. I think it made me kinda disconnect from everyone tho. I haven’t felt like an emotion for a while now I just laugh when I’m supposed to. I feel like a psycho sometimes. I don’t even listen to people I just hear them say words and then I’ll nod or laugh if they do cuz they probably told a joke. To be honest I kinda like it. I don’t have the urge to vent or whatever now. The thoughts of whether I have ADHD or not don’t chase themselves around my head anymore. I swear it would drive me crazy. Everything seemed fake one day and so real another. It’s exhausting. Now tho I guess don’t need anyone anymore. All I need is Mary Jane. She makes me feel good every time and even tho I realize I’ve developed a dependency i dont care. League lost its novelty and all I’ve got now is weed. Only thing I’ve got to look forward to. Lost a lot of friends. Feel distant from the ones I’ve got. I’ve read the books I like so many times over. Anime only comes out weekly. Working out only lasts so long. Usually on a day off i workout shower eat and smoke. Usually done by 12. Then I try to sleep cuz nothing else to do. What is life when u just wake up to smoke and sleep cuz there’s nothing else to do. I just wake up to smoke and work basically. If not I just try and sleep the day away. I mean I’m literally so bored everyday. And I just do whatever, impulsive or not cuz I haven’t been feeling guilt much lately either. Like I’m getting a tattoo soon. My parents will be mad but I don’t really care. Usually I couldn’t post something like this but another advantage of not feeing what I used to. Not really sure how to end this. It was kinda spur of the moment cuz I was bored. I’m gonna smoke again so uh the end I guess. Also yeah I’m looking into therapy but I’m in a waitlist and I don’t even think I can afford more than a session. I know this is what most people will say/suggest if they read this. 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Every time we have the next inservice, I find the previous inservice's extra cookie in the same pocket of my purse. I replace it. Repeat ad nauseum.",2.585238095238097,4.807432841269844,5.174841269841268,76.66321428571429,77.73015873015873,8.009523809523811,23.198412698412696,8.841846274778883,2.0866317460317463,251,8,44,6,6,89,42,63,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,8,4,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838843485837745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183635794285465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811576665805327,0.0,0.3719734193872803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950956228185832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32715568380472904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092414809232113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368196916903035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587495537007598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spaceyspaceyspace,2019/01/18,"How was your experience with ADHD and the UK Healthcare system? Hi. Anyone here who lives in the UK and has ADHD, what has your experience been like? From what I can tell, it is much more commonly treated in the US than in the UK, and I could be waiting a while for a proper diagnosis. &#x200B; I am currently on Sertraline for anxiety and depression, but after looking into ADHD I believe it is the cause of these problems for me. My mum thinks I have it too, and she often talks about how crazy I was as a child. I can't sit still, and I find it very difficult to focus. Before Sertraline I had frequent mood-swings throughout the day. I have taken looked at the 'Adult ADHD Self-Report Scale (ASRS-v1.1) Symptom Checklist' and found I have symptoms highly consistent with ADHD. That being said, I'd rather treat the cause of my anxiety and depression than just suppressing them. Any comments are greatly appreciated. Thank you",4.761182266009853,6.7572886321839105,5.533004926108372,77.5303448275862,70.72413793103449,8.419704433497538,29.095238095238088,9.04235418022936,2.6273100164203624,738,29,128,15,14,240,117,174,0.12,0.8029999999999999,0.077,-0.7679,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,3,1,0,9,9,0,0,11,0,18,2,0,4,0,26,26,13,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,3,20,5,20,16,2,16,0,2,2,0,15,7,0,1,8,98,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6760559085363731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190095493751345,0.13670794655235233,0.0765084093071033,0.0,0.1721346245097458,0.0,0.0,0.07866729570607855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573490929383728,0.12675651618359404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311507303574688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898274396641733,0.0,0.0,0.07255750958423238,0.0,0.1938036997685769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010626833029165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282907923619806,0.0,0.0,0.1233577818862803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240390262941779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886949827548017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496508730186261,0.0,0.09934547119976776,0.0,0.18895457328968346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270536459312558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765371090805684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070196288838956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736901767097248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984799041723578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338750642881011,0.0,0.09042861821259476,0.09833580867719044,0.10358104722875618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208974609867029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353316991805369,0.0,0.0,0.09282980443756514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670794655235233,0.0 adhd,kinkyk456,2019/01/18,"Other females with ADHD: How do you cope with ADHD symptoms while on your period? And how does it affect you when your PMSing? Does anyone else feel that their ADHD symptoms are worse during before/during your period? And what are some good ways to cope with it? When I pms I become a completely different person. I find myself getting extremely frustrated at myself for not being able to sit still, over thinking, and I am overly irritable. I will snap at my boyfriend over nothing and I will over react over the smallest things. I am usually very overwhelmed when this happens and I don’t know how to handle myself when I’m like this and I will act out to get attention. It’s a good thing I have the most patient and kind boyfriend I’ve ever met because I know I wouldn’t want to be around me when I’m like this. I’m normally a very calm and reasonable person but for some reason once a month I get possessed by a demon that destroys everything in its path. I am just tired of having to clean up the damage I create every month.",4.868817733990149,5.938780980295572,5.701453201970445,80.01208128078821,69.2463054187192,8.361576354679803,26.815270935960587,8.634040054169528,1.9534886699507392,821,25,151,13,14,269,119,203,0.098,0.797,0.106,-0.7455,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,1,0,12,10,2,1,8,0,15,4,0,7,1,36,28,18,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,1,2,13,13,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,26,6,25,21,3,28,1,2,0,0,9,12,0,3,15,112,39,0,0.12514622140258833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512043155880959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875051477992712,0.12822709292318046,0.0,0.11140666958800667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628797500178623,0.13821416929989505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121343213411313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307511653502582,0.0,0.0,0.21903260338981767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454360956947452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320192201503078,0.10544108904395104,0.0,0.11247335432170726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327768976437073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438137914700434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961512063891388,0.0,0.0,0.2099334259804657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066639028456576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303205315713921,0.13755418085285645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222802447949838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997810399178995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226167259158184,0.12008117464803945,0.0,0.0,0.13327664146293106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185457068279101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734231735120483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994193407007146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601496833392864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628317737435316,0.08018864549183488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383717174940305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378308823499655,0.2065174780594095,0.07381448381003806,0.09933524547225024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753469115004198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DentedByLightning,2019/01/18,"It's 1:00 in the afternoon and my brain isn't shot. What's the deal? Okay, so I took a secret break from my major task to draw a picture of my brother in MS Paint, but then I got back to it and finished the task! It's Friday. I have a few loose ends I to tie up. I feel like I could handle an entire second project today... if I could only think of one.",0.1910849909584087,1.524374582278483,2.553200723327308,96.85848101265823,81.65822784810126,5.020614828209767,17.614828209764926,5.288315135182226,-0.6954969258589516,268,5,67,1,7,92,56,79,0.042,0.8859999999999999,0.071,0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,1,4,1,1,0,0,9,8,6,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,10,2,9,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271416137762635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32976009894967656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717000105878357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045407389161073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616335504268161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936130596923816,0.2110312619625617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625550260084224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443157700986474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001682595777002,0.2246622890058018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892780987922312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800012670154253,0.0,0.3281962924283471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ala91Ska,2019/01/18,"Finally after 28 years. After 28 years of not being treated for ADHD today, as I write this, I am getting evaluated by a behavioral health specialist. I had to fill out a questionnaire, and I'm honestly surprised at what I selected after I was done with it. This is going to be a long appointment. 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Relatable? Is this a usual symptom of ADHD?,2.1563333333333325,5.0444633,6.480000000000004,60.478333333333346,91.0,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.1256666666666666,86,3,12,3,3,33,19,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141130925126483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758852127934539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898774280861456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740493074320064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44463124663409787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842006013661453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471143506748125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,duplicitousdarling,2019/01/18,"Can't get diagnosis? Depression (diagnosed) and ADHD (undiagnosed) Hello, I'm hoping anyone can help me with a problem I'm having. I am fairly certain I have inattentive ADHD which worsened or became more apparent in college and is now almost unmanageable in grad school. However, I've been treated for major depressive disorder for about 7 years. Depression also causes poor concentration, so whenever I've gone to the psychiatrist to sort this out, they say, ""It's probably just a symptom of your depression,"" and they start me on antidepressants, which never have helped my concentration, but are successful for my depressive symptoms (specifically venlafaxine and risperidone; which I only get prescribed if I have a crisis--I'm primarily unmedicated now). &#x200B; Now, I'm in law school. I had some behavioral issues in elementary and middle school but I was always an introverted kid and mostly kept to myself. I got good or adequate grades throughout high school. Once I reached college, there was a total change. I skipped classes, crammed for exams, missed a lot of homework assignments, and graduated with a 2.6 GPA. I did well on the LSAT and got into law school, while also receiving a lot of treatment for depression, so I've learned a lot better how to assess my moods, behaviors, etc., and how to cope. &#x200B; Ever since entering law school, I'm a mess. I can barely read two sentences without spacing out, losing my spot, and trying to find it. I do not have enough hours in the days to complete my readings. This is embarrassing for being called on, but it shouldn't be a problem as long as I focus on the lecture. However, I ALSO can't focus during lectures. I've tried taking handwritten notes, but then I just get half a sentence written, space out, then have to write on the next topic without knowing what was even said about the first. I no longer suffer from constant depression; I can usually go months without an episode, and episodes last around 3 weeks. I've gained so many coping mechanisms: scheduling everything in google with 3 reminders, setting multiple alarms throughout the house, setting alarms for before I have to leave to get to class on time, having friends memorize my schedules and due dates so I don't miss a big assignment, using rulers to try to keep my place line-by-line while reading, carpooling with friends so I don't space out and miss my turn for work and end up late to court (or having really loud google maps directions on), white boards all over my apartment for me to write tasks down on, getting rid of all non-necessities so my house doesn't get messy, meditation, getting notes from friends, having friends look over directions to make checklists so I don't miss details, etc. Today, I went to another psychiatrist. He said he doesn't think I have inattentive ADHD, and refused to prescribe even mood stabilizers or antidepressants for me. He said it's likely that I just have a naturally short attention span. This is even more disheartening than it being assumed it's a result of depression. At least when they thought it was due to depression, it felt like there was some way for it to improve. &#x200B; These are some reasons I think I have inattentive ADHD: Disorganized Forgetful Not detail oriented (I cannot tell you the number of times I've overlooked an assignment because it was in the middle of a paragraph. Or missed formatting details because I missed it. Even if I did read it, I cannot keep track of multiple directions; I need things explained step-by-step as I go) Cannot maintain focus (whether reading or listening; my friends repeat things a lot for me, and I have to ask google the same question 3 times because I immediately space out after asking the question) Spacing out frequently Misplacing things on a near-daily basis Father has ADHD hyperactive I can almost maintain focus when I am moving; if I keep my fingers or leg tapping, I can focus a bit better Can't watch movies without doing something else, like knitting Interrupting others, trying to complete EVERYONE's sentences--I would really like ADHD to be validated for me just to not have to say this is a part of my personality...because it's SO rude and I can't even think far enough ahead to stop myself from doing it &#x200B; This wasn't as much as an issue until now, when I am taking on actual indigent criminal defendants and I am holding their future in my ability to read the police reports carefully to determine the order of events. The other day I looked at a coworker's issue list of the SAME case and I had probably 1/5th of the issues they had spotted. This is what would be considered negligent. I do not want to have invested $100,000+ on a legal education if I'm going to be disbarred quickly. The rest of the issues have been addressed with coping skills, scheduling, and through the power of friendship, but the fact that I cannot focus on details makes me incredibly anxious for my future, and it makes me concerned that I might eventually ruin someone's life because I never learned to stay focused. For those of you who have depression and ADHD, how do you tell your depression apart from your ADHD? If you think that my case is similar to yours, how do you think I can best communicate it to a psychiatrist? If you think I'm way off-base and I don't have ADHD at all, can you explain why? I don't want to deny the medical expertise of the psychiatrists I've seen, but it feels like they're really afraid to even try to fix this, and the meeting today where he told me that this is just something I'll have to get used to was devastating, to say the least. I realize many others have it worse off than I do, but I still would like to be treated if there's anything which could help me. I would really appreciate any insight from people with an actual diagnosis on whether you think these are indicative of ADHD or not, and if any of you had trouble getting diagnosed, can you explain how you finally managed to get a diagnosis? &#x200B; Thank you for taking the time to read this! TL;DR: How to separate symptoms of depression from symptoms of ADHD? &#x200B;",8.663370515661489,8.248998435512373,8.581581122357314,67.71005599808353,61.1113074204947,11.77351620051506,38.88608732107564,11.139384194793337,4.505040019165119,4927,223,819,116,59,1601,453,1132,0.11599999999999999,0.777,0.107,-0.9468,4,0,2,0,0,0,166.0,0,16,5,11,46,56,1,4,53,0,96,10,2,14,9,164,170,80,0,20,39,1,3,6,5,6,8,8,2,1,48,39,0,7,25,7,2,8,29,31,1,3,29,16,103,23,145,127,28,121,0,22,5,0,60,54,0,32,59,579,151,36,0.0,0.0,0.06491821242972375,0.0,0.4397216676462165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661457131090928,0.0,0.0,0.07979930094894505,0.027676812544832983,0.21623745979894307,0.2425032610447025,0.04523886923966619,0.034878313816746574,0.0,0.037576814985926896,0.0,0.023257701578923217,0.0,0.027371954069247542,0.029610407391382532,0.062191328395754274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138163303957506,0.0,0.02830367983361738,0.0,0.0349066237149501,0.05883542057681039,0.03631370437157448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0339644221493943,0.0,0.033913026726432025,0.034169438889131376,0.035186994094623614,0.0,0.06974956158515086,0.035944618425275174,0.0,0.026557157794184157,0.0,0.0,0.04290273079997448,0.0,0.34378417920578197,0.06752085973324375,0.0,0.0,0.03812135954870857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027786297543634927,0.0,0.029460433864644794,0.06873748224689154,0.07419228440501477,0.13181620478576514,0.03008756155038518,0.0,0.031783454724592035,0.029893917971492743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016818366257941184,0.02376252023594969,0.031936925400340994,0.03643711105149899,0.030401045530361995,0.028292807839360862,0.0,0.0,0.1284914547456141,0.0,0.1737812512474214,0.0,0.056711019374796126,0.027898752791634642,0.05320563511962451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688484868555328,0.035143337430294116,0.0,0.033036866856840916,0.03275656395877277,0.07676021911125301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358545977710346,0.0,0.08869490719571116,0.0,0.0,0.018280033630407824,0.027113130061823875,0.03752120709908703,0.035219864019521374,0.0,0.0,0.023494073473579128,0.09750137611206112,0.0,0.0,0.029435997710416162,0.05586373648795282,0.03721189038558815,0.0,0.11311332194043527,0.0,0.0,0.06660832449677717,0.06744529425005552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033508164191701204,0.0,0.03528593471436823,0.0,0.0,0.026549568364800557,0.03535245150130533,0.02445154204702536,0.024663497666792024,0.05130771386614417,0.0,0.03537472393986972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035423154323405565,0.0,0.025297399726976155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601971805397674,0.0,0.02305981935009875,0.0,0.034751916444829764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172454845401191,0.06365486088445246,0.0,0.0,0.07452254626915505,0.0,0.2328983880801999,0.0,0.08523446069200698,0.034199078403434946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491989915231433,0.07935430248084785,0.0,0.20197871533858447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02751483314188493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028182951641107755,0.051213728703364506,0.0,0.0,0.02354315428874716,0.03545307640501203,0.026563233550032362,0.027808686136670827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382886345117833,0.07502709800501788,0.0,0.05814525266716305,0.03062336214886077,0.0,0.0,0.06629377723878448,0.14919150971571604,0.0,0.02640646905349184,0.07758181840600749,0.0,0.06305734715954997,0.031783454724592035,0.0,0.11291424212730315,0.03617971893645715,0.032492333355281275,0.0,0.0,0.05745571735885329,0.03663361082948622,0.0,0.039237811256412125,0.05280396761942094,0.026680928148169584,0.0,0.02990670979903622,0.030834389927527874,0.030013959255717083,0.0,0.0,0.1282542840612486,0.0,0.02421527562091352,0.0,0.03389702048766235,0.09451404184998087,0.0,0.2425032610447025,0.021419764371852414 adhd,whitesoxed,2019/01/18,"How do you like Vyvanse? Wondering how people like it. I am scared because I am switching meds (from Adderall), but for those of you on Vyvanse, how has it worked for you? As a teacher, I need to focus and control my impulses when I get frustrated, and hpefully Vyvanse works as well as Adderall did. (Of course, I am using other strategies, too, but medicine helps.)",5.041176470588237,6.580685470588236,5.331647058823531,81.0604117647059,69.29411764705883,7.792941176470588,35.65882352941176,8.238735603445708,2.993772941176472,284,15,50,4,5,90,47,68,0.099,0.8140000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,3,6,5,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,5,0,11,10,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,3,10,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035917196356774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33184256505930204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545794915610733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831494726344093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890935786171971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286440802998205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938332829831084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511851106155252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29621677236245564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555360694222203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660220226184028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208576221786231,0.43079273127832396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thespookykidz,2019/01/18,"Self Medicating Have you guys noticed anything that you do or have done to self medicate? For example: I realized the reason for my coffee addiction was that it helped me focus and helped me wake up. The addiction mysteriously disappeared when I started getting treatment. Just something interesting I noticed and I’m curious to hear about you guys. 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My meds allow me to think clearly and prioritize my time. However, except for on really good days, once I take my meds it often only goes from being unable to plan and ""This is too much information and I can't process any of it"" to ""I *could* get X, Y and Z done...but I have no desire to. I don't really care."" I still struggle with self care and often find myself going throughout my day in a hoodie and jogging pants because I have no motivation or desire to actually dress myself. I do very often experience periods of serious self loathing, but it comes from frustration with my situation rather than simply coming from nowhere. So how do I know whether or not I'm actually clinically depressed and should seek help or of I'm just lazy and need to push myself harder to change my habits? I've been able to get myself going to the gym and exercising regularly for up to 3 months at a time, but I cannot for the life of me get myself back into that same routine. I know I should prioritize and plan, but I have no energy to do it and feel like there's no point. ...Fuck now that I've written this I think I actually am depressed. Time to call the doctor.",4.000698679471788,4.897624522448981,5.924465786314527,78.25603841536619,71.12244897959185,8.866746698679473,26.656662665066023,9.168548406835145,2.0741572629051617,948,30,191,19,17,330,134,245,0.157,0.716,0.127,-0.8408,1,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,0,3,15,11,2,1,5,0,18,5,0,4,1,51,39,24,0,8,13,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,8,16,0,0,8,3,0,6,8,7,0,0,2,1,30,4,31,33,2,22,0,3,0,1,6,6,1,7,11,133,38,2,0.12067424994830565,0.0,0.3532819814391466,0.0,0.14502699787707676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650315408525434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206262806120285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279104943333588,0.0,0.07356190271059386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322190138720587,0.0,0.24607088067892285,0.0,0.12765735561078073,0.20790036220427732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634856923063488,0.0,0.0,0.1556498161700823,0.0,0.31180966396429505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351520822788722,0.0,0.1234916549018104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804257202254402,0.0,0.0,0.061016526629377586,0.08620970827492479,0.0,0.0,0.1102940782543838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156139955825088,0.1891419448559959,0.0,0.1371639143696069,0.10121583550562907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088540603633194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263882373462313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523579150004071,0.058955343032932685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680837752605277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632103500923764,0.0,0.08870945866916237,0.08947842727879962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851413781347953,0.0,0.09177820487565028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407617156576838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461402911530853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517791215441602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564291299476802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637061189000028,0.0,0.0,0.12615492723467325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073201786542012,0.0,0.10547461338769026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464637350844726,0.0,0.0,0.21109837674440574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995688942371834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ObeyHillReddit,2019/01/18,"Cant sleep I've been trying to fall asleep before 12am this week and I'm 3 for 5 but the days I did sleep we're days I had to use things like Advil PM. I don't know how people just ""fall asleep"" my mind wanders the who time and a friend of mine put it perfectly when he said ADHD makes it almost like you're scared to fall asleep.",2.3352000000000004,2.5317961200000028,3.318666666666669,97.98600000000002,74.46666666666667,6.533333333333332,17.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-0.7279333333333335,259,2,68,1,5,83,58,75,0.045,0.74,0.215,0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,5,6,5,3,1,11,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,1,5,4,5,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281789430180004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478954779569716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995181552118138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30242971066232444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811522612044096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885951963097622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910206737365896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651168686038142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674958632464074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255316069484285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357088296683193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230362893104271,0.0,0.23474708522963425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692820845282077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577258521929258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672233943905385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591908996908712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025082745635463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188079062325282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Misrta,2019/01/18,Overwhelming and debilitating fatigue Has any ADHD sufferer here suffered from overwhelming and debilitating fatigue?,18.098,22.209697466666675,16.220000000000002,5.4900000000000375,41.0,19.333333333333336,68.33333333333334,15.903189008614273,13.692333333333336,102,8,6,5,1,33,11,15,0.48100000000000004,0.519,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8703292016804239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924703856094456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeitherRealOrFalse,2019/01/18,Do you ever just think and suddenly you are walking around the house? Like you just start thinking about something exciting shit and you start just running around your house? I've been doing this since a little child. I probably do it my whole life.,3.7506521739130463,6.675579717391307,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,77.91304347826087,6.288695652173913,24.417391304347824,7.554174236665415,1.3397617391304353,201,7,36,3,5,59,35,46,0.07200000000000001,0.805,0.122,0.3527,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,1,10,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,3,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,5,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037909953928466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205148923937286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523381608226814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019190800613714,0.11080050670494804,0.2273080184760632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452320455726495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280165196933714,0.18760704159820504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745977539043343,0.0,0.0,0.32105312092758465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29064196158178546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532083480752195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gogogadgetfoot1,2019/01/18,"So confused Alright let me say that I have researched ADHD for a year now and i have always resonated with it, my childhood struggles make sense and I cried reading ADHD was the answer to that. I have had anxiety and depression since I was 8 I’m 29 now and my mom has ADHD which is why she pushed me to get tested. However when I went to the doctor today he seemed like he didn’t believe me. I believe this to be because I saw a psychiatrist last month who diagnosed me with BPD which I don’t believe. I didn’t want to try medications anymore because I’ve tried SOOOO many SSRIS and SSNIs that nothing worked!! Heck I don’t even take BC. I wrote down my observations and what others around me have said and he printed off a sheet and said think about the questions and come back in a week or so and we’ll take it from there however I won’t be seeing him since he has his own practice and my family doctor is on maternity leave and she wasn’t going to test me because I had Graves Disease (now on the lower end of normal) she told me to come back when that happens and we can test for ADHD. I told him this and he knows her replacement is a month away so most likely I’ll have to wait a month. I guess I’m just venting now, it’s so hard knowing they’ll give me whatever SSRI OR SSNI under the sun yet here might be the answer to this brain of mine and it’s like oh no let’s make her wait. My husband sees this doctor and he took the test that day and got his meds right then and there so that was in the back of my mind. I have a history of anxiety and depression... you’d think they’d say well she’s never tried ADHD meds let’s have her try a month and see how she is!! 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I've gotten published. I finished my bachelor's. I'm in the process of getting published in a magazine I really admire. I somehow got funding for a short film project. Another film got accepted to a film festival (for students, but still). People are really laying it on thickly with their compliments. And I'm like, that's great? That's wonderful? It's also terrifying. I am so used to having great plans and absolutely no ways to follow up on it. I'm so used to starting something and immediately dropping it. This sudden overflow of good things happening is not the norm and I don't know how to deal with it, so I'm freezing and spending my days playing Spider-Man instead. I just feel like I have done nothing to deserve this. I haven't worked hard a day in my life. I just have gotten good at writing through some random luck, and suddenly things drop into my lap, and I feel like an asshole for taking opportunities from people who work to achieve things, while I'm just lazily finishing things an hour before deadline and getting the benefits. I am so scared, you guys. I can't get by on luck my entire life. I'm gonna fall so hard, and I really don't wanna peak in my 20's.",3.88608,5.6338504480000005,5.285800000000002,79.42990000000002,72.52000000000002,8.040000000000001,29.7,8.697196308434329,2.4835599999999998,1012,43,186,19,20,339,140,250,0.064,0.691,0.245,0.9932,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,5,15,19,0,2,9,0,15,2,0,3,0,32,41,19,0,1,5,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,15,12,0,0,5,4,2,3,6,2,1,0,6,6,23,17,29,34,1,30,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,6,14,120,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885880438307122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962626345663633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519144584171886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159449241580492,0.12744670812634773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265060968276189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501189059290627,0.17662818934898786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375891601049386,0.0,0.07025604866293818,0.2073730455251312,0.19774028388042764,0.2725827937358996,0.0,0.12240315508486525,0.10931668591317427,0.0,0.2214783315946132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217407186586898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679382744194957,0.0,0.13944865288476135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463280901460831,0.18118334409300235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861664611387905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140497296076956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167763417491098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376510436465928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516865299708853,0.0,0.0,0.08749881477837015,0.0,0.09872302682142232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294679423135513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106379052152922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353583761474032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812373749135027,0.0,0.0,0.11114915313565613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340605286406359,0.1799935463511118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twitcher7878,2019/01/18,Wireless earphones/headphones Does anyone have any recommendations that are not too easy to lose and under £70,6.374210526315789,9.865068789473684,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,71.63157894736842,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.2249789473684216,93,4,13,1,2,28,19,19,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.6256,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394678303880826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058151923606108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078944514314879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492967675109609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SexyBatman1939,2019/01/18,"Sorry guys. Sort of a vent I’m 18 years old and a senior in high school. I only have a first and second period and then I get to go home for the day. Anyway, since the week started, I’ve been late 3 times and have forgotten my homework every day in my first period. My teacher called my dad and then he called me and then he started going off on me yelling at me for forgetting things. Then I told him how I really try to remember but I just forget and it’s not even cause it doesn’t interest me. Just last Monday I totally forgot I had basketball practice and wouldn’t have shown up but someone called and asked if I was coming so I quickly got ready and got there 15 minutes late. He told me that I’m just using my ADHD as an excuse to get out of trouble when I never even mentioned it. I never do. I even explained how I have reminders to brush my teeth and put on deodorant just in case I forget then he sarcastically says “oh I’m sure” and thinks I’m lying. And then says well that must mean you have low self esteem if you can’t remember to stay clean. Which totally isn’t true cause I hate being dirty. The reminders are just in case I forget since I have a tendency to do that. But he just went back to saying I’m using ADHD as an excuse and that I’m acting like a 5 year old. He also loves to say how he’s a teacher and has kids with ADHD who have it worse than me and that mine is practically nothing and that “he had it as a kid” but grew out of it and matured. I have no way to deal with this. I ended up crying like an idiot after I hung up which I haven’t done in awhile.",1.1899592030360535,2.8938136676470583,3.298595825426947,90.94803605313095,79.97058823529412,6.15180265654649,19.497153700189763,7.1029339738359605,0.2546593927893737,1237,29,277,15,31,421,169,340,0.135,0.765,0.1,-0.904,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,20,11,2,0,13,0,25,2,1,7,7,62,52,39,0,4,13,1,0,2,0,2,0,5,3,4,17,23,0,1,5,0,0,7,9,4,1,3,11,6,37,7,35,38,2,57,0,1,0,1,33,16,0,3,34,186,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34343810915363304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761763010831334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905163266403839,0.0,0.0,0.07324609217652267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918015089480554,0.0,0.0,0.1957085914568737,0.0,0.08205473042142476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463439737358778,0.12286466046106445,0.09820489809554464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748010388079248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436866689654593,0.0,0.0,0.1887473471068514,0.0,0.08025740667208678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620496487685247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953480364017324,0.0,0.10827251956479683,0.0,0.15237007462452345,0.0,0.0,0.09431855517025516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404571773046316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064334228450264,0.09554967555767788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764646811444112,0.21490615093067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930746772767361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597238578199011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376186221777314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469348157017782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914008358105294,0.0,0.19991059113791385,0.0,0.0,0.07244658719963343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957587310500995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102352272941802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581327605444175,0.0,0.0,0.30300602467134874,0.0,0.09640429959317777,0.0,0.0,0.09937292905603294,0.0,0.0,0.1575937274194465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071021866462083,0.0,0.0,0.10663145047120512,0.13484557294758934,0.10153037146075024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897777850408662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328394703746568,0.06103628851025411,0.0,0.0,0.055544621511666926,0.0,0.0,0.1820426485774625,0.0,0.06467266657160095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645414423094624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560989046134395,0.07640873008747646,0.0,0.08564671004504823,0.08830339650482183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707414505327612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268366267749177 adhd,claredelalune,2019/01/18,"It's 4am and I have to be up for work at 9, but so anxious I didn't set my alarm properly that I can't sleep And am constantly checking I set it for the right time. I'm not used to working Saturdays.",-1.98035460992908,-0.1869055957446797,1.5245744680851097,98.0841666666667,94.31914893617022,5.686524822695036,20.599290780141846,7.1686216300943375,0.4730312056737586,155,6,41,3,6,56,36,47,0.08199999999999999,0.858,0.061,-0.2193,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,5,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158324740174546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977702637382498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143434823502851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683518853564172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146339404937942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317908171630931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359420682263895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SauronOMordor,2019/01/18,"First day on meds ... Today is my first day on 20mg of Vyvanse. And... Wow! It's not like some massive shift in who I am and how I operate, but the difference is noticeable. My psychiatrist warned me not to expect a huge difference because it's such a low dose, but it's definitely more than I expected. I've been at work for two hours and I still haven't finished my first coffee. Normally by this point I'd be on my first or second cup of tea after 2 or 3 coffees and still feel half asleep and fog brained. After only being at work an hour I'd already finished two things I'd been dicking around on all week. My brain is a lot quieter and I feel like my thoughts and actions are more deliberate, if that makes sense? I also only have the last song that was on the radio when I pulled into work stuck in my head instead of my usual mash up of 2 to 4 songs incessantly playing over each other, and it's only there in the background so I only notice it when I take a break from doing something. My head feels clearer and I am actually able to think. One of the main reasons I dick around so much at work usually is because my brain is so fogged up and so busy and hectic that I can't figure out how to even dive into something so I just don't. I've started working on a couple things today that I've been putting off for months. I've been bored at work for a long time because I don't have enough work to keep me stimulated but I've avoided just taking the initiative to start something myself because I couldn't just THINK. Now I feel like I can!! 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How to handle appetite suppression? Food/meal ideas? She's only 7.5 years old, so I don't want her to miss out on any nutrition. I am thinking of making muffins full of fruit and veg (like carrot banana muffins) to make sure she's getting lots in small meals/snacks. Kiddo is already petite despite eating all the time before meds. Any ideas or insight would be awesome!! 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He's moody, stressed, stresses my Mum and me and is generally really easily irritable. Which would be no big problem if he did not ignore me every time I tell him he should probably get tested for ADHD. it would not be such a big problem if he would not cosntantly ignore us asking him to try and work on certain habits. It would not be a problem if he did not constantly put the blame for everything on everyone but him. I'm trying really hard to give him space. To remind myself that I am just as irritable on my bad days. But it's so hard when I am really working on myself (while being criticised by him too often), yet he seems to never do anything for it. I love my parents. I really do. But days like this make me want to do anything, just so I can earn enough monney and get out of this house. I can't stand this right now. I can't stand it much longer to see them drink every day and then tell him that it is because I get up too late and therefor they feel pushed to alcohol. I can't stand him telling my mother and me that somehow him being stressed is our fault, when there is absolutely no reason to be stressed. I'm sorry for this rant. I just really needed to get this out of my system right now, or else I might cry or explode or do something stupid. 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Getting rid of it for those months was magnificent, became markedly more productive (I also had an ADHD coach during this time). I had told my sister to give me back the password in the New Year. Well last weekend I got the password back and the flood gates opened. I watched 2 whole series and half way through another. So I cancelled Netflix, I figure if I don't have it I won't binge on shows. I may resubscribe in half a year to watch some of the good shows I have missed but if that time rolls around and I don't miss Netflix I likely won't. Anyways just happy I made a good adult ADHD decision :)!",3.2004027149321246,4.522184605882355,4.433529411764706,86.56780542986425,73.52941176470588,6.877828054298643,28.3710407239819,7.321109707123232,1.5335791855203629,653,26,133,7,13,215,104,170,0.068,0.857,0.075,0.2879,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,12,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,21,10,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,3,1,2,9,3,21,6,18,9,3,28,0,2,3,0,5,9,0,5,18,89,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38259448996498746,0.0,0.1410989061020846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729207512298776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690871560510107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416993691898738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447912785270065,0.0,0.09703151502959656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838589219637148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265461414503536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174368274737125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316229274830264,0.15269502639080554,0.09046273905552546,0.267016635030112,0.2546133470622735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694445944398965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675517018170748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974875271866584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777647945850536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506150977750696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541037034600566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373206815402554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230884050283486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742800303081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563227758787884,0.0,0.0,0.1520983965408159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634559199904874,0.0,0.0,0.14311731199960992,0.0,0.0,0.17771304266436955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317623823872804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050067774866577 adhd,randomtty,2019/01/18,"What music genre have you enjoyed lately? I just discovered Jazz-Rap and have been listening to it non-stop for a week now. It sounds similar to the music featured in the future astronauts podcast, which I enjoy a lot. What's your fav music atm?",3.9864893617021298,6.076256106382981,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,73.04255319148936,8.104255319148937,26.643617021276608,8.841846274778883,2.3025787234042547,195,7,34,4,4,64,38,47,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174542636059378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653521854874722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576236520062419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43906510786141095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eindhaas,2019/01/18,"People without hyperactivity, does medication help you? I have seen many contradicting views on this. Some say medications work as well as on people with ADHD-PI as on people with ADHD-C and some say about half of the PI group has a different disorder than ADHD altogether and ADHD medication is of little value for this group. My primary impairment (got plenty of other symptoms though) is my inability to get work done. So for people who do not have any hyperactivity symptoms, did medication help you with this?",7.633003663003661,9.063091439560443,9.127197802197804,56.63863553113552,63.17582417582418,11.780952380952382,32.74908424908425,11.538034831475384,4.441745787545789,415,16,63,13,6,145,59,91,0.079,0.8190000000000001,0.102,0.3109,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,0,0,9,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,4,5,1,18,7,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,2,0,47,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5823898563748499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823854228348831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265748405629669,0.13884716299262384,0.0,0.10601823998237496,0.12397741147258096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329531266108858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689386185376538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240714037343584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142304902050452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282599407108732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881791825041404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33595763989399363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926849741835001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518402386928437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902820292740612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892743226364167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678323972680645,0.0,0.17639571939989698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,istoleyoursock,2019/01/18,"My friend called me annoying... and she’s right :( We were sitting at her place smoking a few bowls over coffee while we talked about our current respective dramas. Well... some strains make her really open up and be brutally honest. She straight up told me that I’m annoying because 1. I always interrupt what she’s saying to either finish her sentence or give my opinion, 2. I have a habit of responding to her stuff with stories about myself, usually ones that relate to whatever we’re talking about, and 3. I’m constantly forgetting stuff she’s told me, so she’s having to tell me stuff over and over again and it’s making her feel like I’m coming across as self-centered “even though [I’m] really not” and it’s “annoying as fuck”. As hurtful as this was to hear, I couldn’t deny that she was right. And I’ve known about this issue for a long time, not just with her but with everyone. I will actively repeat to myself in my head not to talk about myself as a response to what people are saying, even if it relates to the topic. I tell myself to actively listen and stop interrupting people, but I almost always fail and slip up anyways without meaning to. And about forgetting stuff... well, I’m not sure what I can do about that other than write everything people tell me down so I can review notes before talking to them?? I mean this as a genuine question, what can I actually do to prevent any of this? I also struggle with borderline personality disorder, so that alone causes me a lot of issues in my relationships and friendships. To have to struggle with that AND all of this is beginning to wear me down and make me feel like giving up on friendships and talking to people. I just don’t know how to change these things even though I want to so badly, for the sake of the few friendships that I have. I’d really be grateful for any advice for how to cope with all of this!",3.7833424159854654,5.620449100817439,4.80715803814714,82.3865590372389,72.97820163487741,7.727120799273387,26.12979109900091,8.447377352677275,1.857715785649409,1488,51,279,26,30,486,176,367,0.124,0.7659999999999999,0.11,-0.7308,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,1,1,25,19,5,3,9,0,19,3,2,6,3,63,42,34,0,3,12,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,0,1,27,24,0,2,7,1,0,1,7,11,2,1,5,6,46,8,65,33,7,32,0,2,0,1,39,19,1,7,13,215,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.08328929068896829,0.0,0.0,0.08340303477422098,0.0,0.0,0.08546569885980053,0.08839686251913892,0.0,0.06825436627364663,0.14203607888224706,0.0,0.0,0.11608185714052682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126368713088918,0.052028569418151566,0.0,0.07262656592036043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715189539595193,0.0,0.0,0.0876779634496757,0.09028898578471184,0.0735214698670807,0.0,0.09223303170794127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781849740080947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911861536241754,0.0,0.0,0.08155558511479097,0.0767070789712571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086311051629008,0.12194811787690665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594120031842292,0.0789047021273784,0.0,0.1637509994141033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759372618313084,0.0,0.09619565602247844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913689430749144,0.0,0.0,0.1781664562548387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690612935454275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339540018771527,0.0,0.0,0.07553206652683825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256152009800387,0.0,0.0,0.17091536854385342,0.0,0.0,0.185942348167274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057835370663061166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366837810470677,0.07452433020058985,0.08917258693484577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561153622048613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403219160522298,0.0,0.0,0.09163396148659043,0.0,0.14577687181702995,0.0,0.1357474955922941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903866689554125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713564239256523,0.0,0.17845270845953265,0.3908213328459679,0.0,0.0,0.08044136741069416,0.0,0.0,0.34300549559965426,0.22379899277824866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056702749266118124,0.0,0.16771188849275995,0.0,0.04976827290486289,0.0,0.0,0.16311117022958194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400096974840864,0.0,0.050341642898316136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347980498995034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227435682125961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrTh0ll,2019/01/18,"Medication - Managing Anxiety vs ADHD Hey guys. I’ve been prescribed Vyvanse for 2 years now. It has worked miracles for me. It’s enabled me to work harder, stay focus, listen better, and retain information. I’m more organized and communicate better. Ive moved up a couple positions in my company and received awards and recognition. But the medication does stress me out from time to time. I get over-anxious and fidgety. Does anyone take different ADHD meds that aren’t as stressful it have less of these side effects? I don’t see my doctor until next week and I’m trying to look at other options. Thanks.",3.3577815934065924,6.331810258928575,4.943214285714287,74.96717032967034,80.33928571428572,7.731868131868132,27.365384615384606,8.617729084823388,2.822456593406594,487,21,77,12,13,163,87,112,0.09,0.8079999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.3612,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,7,1,6,0,2,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,13,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,8,4,13,13,2,15,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,7,44,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831641121004005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194962304375755,0.0,0.0,0.1114644666585941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197364012836673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763861714630048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665514461410642,0.0,0.16316477547045405,0.2790047549396029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328610812992371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578427865888212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386579864858236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707061998774842,0.32118132031768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942956028113465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953630279295775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703059920652804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991181349029974,0.0,0.0,0.3652114535574133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198578663744664,0.0,0.0,0.14676500674981044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859086544232349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823017686567032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787056433328273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210743958655145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265599993014543 adhd,introvertedtwit,2019/01/18,"What's Inside My Head When I ""Pay Attention"" Okay, here we go. In order to *be* engaged, I should *act* engaged. Shoulders lose, make eye contact, nod in response. Wait, is this too much eye contact? Crap, I folded my arms. Don't do that, it's a closed signal. Wait, what was he just saying? ""Yeah, absolutely."" What did I just agree to? Stop thinking and just listen, pick it up from context. There you go. Listen. Liiiiissssteeeen. Now my neck kind of hurts from leaning in too much. Will it look disengaging if I lean back a little to adjust? I'm looking at my hands again -- *stop looking at your hands!* Shit, I missed something else...",0.13644565217391147,2.1947009416666674,1.4897826086956518,93.67434782608696,106.25,3.4202898550724643,18.55072463768116,5.511479884284512,-0.2170688405797101,483,16,95,4,23,153,85,120,0.152,0.7709999999999999,0.077,-0.8606,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,1,11,9,2,0,2,2,8,10,10,2,0,17,21,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,8,3,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,2,10,13,4,12,16,2,18,0,3,5,0,9,8,2,1,6,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189136148165956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587817345110174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393081334790021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160735760272824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253861678033287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192437887915208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101521428237432,0.0,0.0,0.5303987650869392,0.2355390926553683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053630127984934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095405241767274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742892492124348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611507946330327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620830743250886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520397718416443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490477857711045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coochie_gamer,2019/01/18,"Off my meds, was rude my teacher. Oh god oh jeez. Ohhhhh jeeeeeeez. So basically, it's been years since I've been off my meds, and I'm very much not used to having this little control over myself. I was just talking to my teacher and apologizing for being useless in class and she just said ""we all have problems, you just need to power through it."" And I just got so angry! I responded ""alright, I guess I'll just throw away my entire mental disorder."" And then did the worst thing ever, and added to that already dry and sarcastic sentence with an extremely rude, ""thanks."". She just said ""you know I have feelings too, but we all are going through something."" I didn't respond, and just sped up my walk and left her. I'm so stupid. I forgot how bad ADHD is when unmedicated, I never snap at teachers, and I can barely read at this point without wandering off mentally. It's awful! I'm trying to power through it, but it feels absolutely impossible. I can't get back on my meds until after I visit a cardiologist over a possible heart issue. This is torture!",2.9885417201540463,5.205821892682927,4.562284980744547,81.57051347881902,76.41463414634146,7.047496790757383,26.399229781771503,8.032893268588372,1.8026097560975607,828,32,155,14,19,277,129,205,0.17600000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9871,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,2,0,3,15,10,4,0,4,2,15,1,1,3,4,38,31,19,0,2,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,2,3,1,0,4,5,8,0,0,10,4,26,2,24,20,4,27,0,1,0,0,14,14,1,1,9,113,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740635626463968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982905926653804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607728015938952,0.11136919940764564,0.12093120188351712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244480386247692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599349449029818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310115783268166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646588788137552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567032632872926,0.0,0.08231308636042876,0.0,0.11583780595229845,0.0,0.1595521164973722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163021016966626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511701439938945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959754577573458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736368595439054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516275150433625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826372092018514,0.0,0.29191929320924515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647041338796367,0.10739334096500804,0.11170570540732616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691591997670244,0.16327973661778206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858756514183673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487422632895675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554256447451586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980903508184755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150108356559853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164129123976751,0.0,0.13334463818469802,0.0,0.0,0.0962219595269744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833347944732282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250909649570202,0.0,0.1195040696793314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961580231337278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326901194852638 adhd,throwthrowthrowthr00,2019/01/18,"I lost my wallet two days in a row and other reasons my life is a mess First, I left my wallet in an uber (got it back that night). Then, the next day, I briefly came home after my internship to grab cash to put in my wallet before heading to school. I put the cash in my wallet and put my car key and wallet inside my backpack. I walk 5 minutes to the bus. Neither of these items are there. I run back home, assuming I left them on the table. Nope. Believe it or not my room really isn't messy and there aren't many places I could have been, but I tore the house apart anyways. Nothing. I run up and down the street checking to see if it fell out. Nothing. Ask neighbors who are outside. No sign of it. All in the spans of 20 minutes. When I got to the bus stop my backpack was fully zipped. It makes absolutely no sense to me. Now I need my car towed to the dealership (looked into locksmiths, too expensive) and have sit all day in the DMV for a temporary license (next appointment is the end of March). If this isn't enough, my filed an extension on my taxes but still haven't paid them (extension long passed) because I was going to study abroad and wouldn't have internet or service and needed a copy of a document I couldn't find. Just found it yesterday in my glove compartment. Sometimes I worry I'll eventually end up in jail. It doesn't seem like I can manage even the most basic parts of my existence. 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Hi, I've been struggling a lot with my ADD, and now I have strategies that helped to do my daily life. I have install rituals and habits. Everything is not perfect, but I have a shower nearly everyday, I brush my teeth everyday, I woke up at the same time, and go to bed quite early. I am able to finish what I need before the deadline, and my days are kind of planned. I wake in the morning and I nearly know what I need to do. Now, I feel I am ready to anticipate my work and to some project. It is something really new for me and I'm a bit lost. To be able to establish all my rituals and my planning, I have to use applications on Android (like habits, cal, wunderlist). So now I'm looking for an easy and effective tool to my planification. Could you help me? Thank you ",2.261959930313587,3.938010335365856,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,76.74390243902441,7.3686411149825775,26.34843205574913,8.192908349453996,1.5877749128919865,621,24,135,11,14,208,100,164,0.042,0.8440000000000001,0.113,0.9268,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,7,5,6,0,1,7,0,14,3,2,3,2,26,26,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,26,4,21,21,6,17,2,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,11,93,30,3,0.4106570335619591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747194446207633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241655607052274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393811291613966,0.0,0.0,0.13241990691935462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845360312235531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382026751609533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669292788415675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752547533178269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138180534239392,0.11284318301821088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502960368805606,0.1003131417551926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724242407876393,0.0,0.22414033121585067,0.17456296234994378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044969869698143,0.0,0.19830756099004312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183921519832786,0.0,0.0,0.13153870558705402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807192366171344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465394734008506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903891149568705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972870934318122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773379130600383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948160566738533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KleinerFuchs,2019/01/18,"Eating despite the medicine destroying my hunger? Sorry, if this has been discussed often already but I have this thing that whenever I take my medicine, my hunger just disappears. I could've been starving but as soon as the effects kick in, just the thought of eating makes me almost want to puke. But - as a normal human - I have to eat. How do you guys do this? Do you eat beforehand in the morning(which would mean I couldn't eat my cornflakes anymore since milk nullifies my medicine) or do you have any tips on how to ""force"" myself to eat without feeling disgusting about it? Or maybe I'm just the only one with this problem... 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I don’t eat breakfast because I don’t like how sugary the American breakfast is. Since I’m not eating before taking my medication I get an upset stomach a few times a week (mainly the 3 mornings I work out). I have tried protein bars and breakfast bars but I’ve never liked them and it feels like I’m eating candy not something to help me though the morning. I’m tired of possibly puking every morning. Any recommendations on what I could do or eat before I take my medication? ,3.3898305084745743,5.310861881355937,5.312000000000001,77.99528813559323,74.25423728813557,6.4149152542372905,29.59661016949153,7.1686216300943375,1.9537227118644072,474,21,82,5,10,163,76,118,0.168,0.7859999999999999,0.046,-0.9088,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,2,7,0,7,15,3,1,1,11,16,6,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,13,3,6,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,46,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058994529766106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901700072794627,0.0,0.2517362307269812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810122996779167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054319768241249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492561577738805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747922558771195,0.10567331371637884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728153621227071,0.0,0.0840657371645574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914694131542627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167971537396295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643045861785899,0.2980255218327062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408419834283133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667563692449197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236006810664035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387521959199842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336498816619269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453295984817976,0.0,0.0862527180797739,0.1700110511964346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004272443569687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186516439523194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768674332556992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zugunru,2019/01/18,"Interviewing with ADHD Hi everyone, I'm new to learning I have ADHD (33 years old here, but hey better late than never I guess!). Just last night, I was reading this sub and learned that freezing during speech and struggling to find words is an ADHD thing. That's annoying enough in everyday life, but goes way beyond annoying now that I'm trying to change jobs and doing interviews. I practice answers to questions as much as I can, but I don't want to have to feel like getting an unexpected question is going to undo any competency I was able to convey. Has anyone else experienced this in high pressure public speaking situations, and how did you deal with it?",11.139435483870967,8.185199879032261,10.640064516129033,62.95009677419358,58.274193548387096,13.145806451612904,42.54193548387097,11.20814326018867,4.7861567741935485,531,22,89,10,5,174,90,124,0.131,0.8140000000000001,0.055,-0.8283,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,2,2,2,0,11,1,0,1,1,23,18,10,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,5,8,2,16,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,10,58,15,6,0.14982104649520456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401673497364017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188344919933584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475835922228817,0.15350936716648966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250454054680635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849080163009693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544589203164805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515625972995467,0.0,0.0,0.1548051907197294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316043036606446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575402272673687,0.10703218555183472,0.0,0.0,0.1369337222595083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827531315808954,0.0,0.08514675335059611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504477368860213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829416136842894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867427087977314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212414924229442,0.1690046661920412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582303587429476,0.07319499556418634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013570780452664,0.0,0.11555122723164532,0.1446981002991012,0.0,0.1405969029797222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721198568400338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356677204637681,0.0,0.14986159019813314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840513351638586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566254874334979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953444606461788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171865605846414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883683349523369,0.1189209731121994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647984186695258 adhd,nimz97,2019/01/18,"Is dexamfetamine really that dangerous and addictive? Got it from my doctor a few months ago because I was diagnosed with adhd. I had the option between methylphenidate and dexamfetamine. I chose dexamphetamine. Now I’m on 30mg a day. I was looking about how it’s reviewed and realized that many websites review it as addictive and dangerous. Now I know too much is bad, but what’s the limit and is it really that dangerous?? I felt really good after using it :) Got a response on r/Drugs that it is in fact addictive and the amount I’m taking is too much. What should I do? Change it to methylphenidate or do nothing?",2.8761538461538483,5.637247726495726,4.258461538461543,80.56153846153849,80.28205128205127,8.386324786324787,26.09401709401709,9.057496981413335,2.7027914529914536,492,20,88,14,13,162,69,117,0.10400000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.071,-0.4341,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,6,0,11,5,0,2,1,18,20,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,8,1,10,13,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,6,64,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617381369048102,0.2064246697304942,0.0,0.15225674104257111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434141817470923,0.1047045839330668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170153044855145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077234710379363,0.0,0.0,0.17433491928494887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758057909103618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918950896849416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491855506207734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406590304968295,0.2747476895504445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439596000624564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442369073803119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741398136173908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709887214747346,0.0,0.2525298182518218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648103705652498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33010560478070794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291437256235933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483473090802916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,couverte,2019/01/18,"ADHD + Flu = Special kind of hell So, it appears that I've been suffering from the flu since last Sunday. Thanks to the stimulants, I haven't felt fatigued as I should have. The fever part of the festivities was unpleasant, and the body aches combined with my lady-monthly-aches even less so. Still, it was tolerable. The worst part of this ""adventure"" has been the boredom. I am bored out of my mind. And my ADHD brain is screaming at me that it needs exercise. I haven't set a foot out of the house since last Sunday, not counting my trip to the dr. yesterday. Has anybody been in the same situation? Any tips or tricks to offer? &#x200B; &#x200B;",2.745212307692306,5.300066192000003,3.5472,86.75698461538461,79.08,6.726153846153848,25.615384615384606,7.882392219407189,1.6112523076923082,514,20,99,9,13,163,82,125,0.222,0.7020000000000001,0.077,-0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,2,0,11,0,13,9,3,1,0,14,17,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,6,2,9,5,15,10,5,13,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,2,6,67,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648317157719249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289175790236909,0.3688703409776346,0.10321888281000598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859871805009066,0.0,0.16944205784456332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025244237177458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573723064321334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513930374651576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806053319169974,0.0,0.2474497741875477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532593996374128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125465210841882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328736338387782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511159439077125,0.17061249768862907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121555365718692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974306971050882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688703409776346,0.0 adhd,Tafafb,2019/01/18,"Anyone feeling completely stressed out/overwhelmed/exhausted by eating in the canteen? Having a break and going for lunch in the canteen should be relaxing but I just feel worn out during the stay and afterwards, longing for a bit of peace and quiet. My brain and body won't work well for quite a time afterwards (30 mins up to a couple of hours). I find myself in there again and again however, since it's cold outside this time of year and also because I want to socialise a bit... :/ I'd highly appreciate any advice or accommodations on this, if anybody has some! Thanks a lot :) ",5.259564220183485,6.8417026055045875,5.745768348623852,78.13590022935782,68.81651376146789,8.385779816513761,30.13876146788991,8.841846274778883,2.535118348623854,460,18,81,8,8,148,80,109,0.094,0.722,0.184,0.9112,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,9,0,5,4,2,0,0,18,11,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,4,5,3,15,7,4,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,10,54,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506420096710996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145060118187836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878785644098562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242194521817582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544694570044757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135173335717296,0.2103633260237573,0.0,0.2114155746184397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856589422384904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955018792006125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937874761867988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915168416544293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309387052438266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763149395813808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000949701837964,0.0,0.0,0.1865054422237155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759919560510353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610078071409291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143357453527727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666069644232766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018585252540532,0.0,0.0,0.21693914009456824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435967054232654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208630821068956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117038000304046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027928031602207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787406682617254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195731614366155 adhd,slytherst,2019/01/18,"Can Someone give Any Tips for studying the BAR EXAMS for ADD/ADHD law students?.. I'm taking the bar exams this year and i have 7 months to review.. I've already build my own routine and habit during law school but i feel it's not enough.. Can anyone give me, additional tips in reviewing? I am becoming more restless due to the pressure and anxiety..",1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,3.516176470588235,84.99279411764708,83.70588235294119,5.752941176470588,24.676470588235286,7.1686216300943375,1.3781117647058831,276,11,50,4,8,91,52,68,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,9,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,27,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237267034339653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972531050304759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831787491036513,0.0,0.20606496384309528,0.0,0.0,0.18834762025915786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29749461064219124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783280445807389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620001316900535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516802607677716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500611328462654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726137135544179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282337253089533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025304079201846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346347111127905 adhd,sammichdreams,2019/01/18,"I wish colleges were more forgiving of the past Hiya. I'm trying to back to school after 3 years of being out and it's not working well. I'll be married and moving with my military SO within the year so starting school here doesn't work. There's no guarantee I can even start wherever we move because we won't know that for several months so I was looking at online degrees for compute science. I don't have a lot of online choices, but I spoke with one today and they're very serious about their ""no more than 4 or 5 grades below c in math or science"" rule and I have documentation to show why I couldn't do my best and they said it wouldn't be helpful. It really sucks because when I left college I was barely functional. I couldn't remember anything (in and out of school) and I was having panic attacks multiple times a day. I was dealing with an insanely emotionally abusive mother and an alcoholic, veteran father that would call me and scream at me at 3AM, or come by my mom's house and bang on the windows and doors late at night. It was too much. After I got settled in a new state a year after all of that, I finally had a good therapist and whatnot and was diagnosed with ADHD. The people I work with noticed things in my past that no one ever thought up and didn't write me off as dumb or lazy as almost everyone else in my life had. I started meds, I learned some coping mechanism, and I am insanely better. I started prepping with Coursera to learn calculus months ago, have been teaching myself languages (im great at them!), and I've even been working on coding projects the last two years. I've done nothing but better myself and it feels like everyone is treating me like the person I was before and I hate it. I can finish my degree. I've never felt this confident about anything in my life, nor this emotionally stable and I feel like getting a decent chance at something is impossible. It feels so unfair to see how ADHD and my home life are written off so easily, when therapy and amphetamine have truly changed my life and given me mental clarity I didn't know was possible. This is mostly an emotional rant because I'm just insanely frustrated with everything.",5.371992656875836,6.18138467056075,6.334512683578107,76.8728037383178,67.94859813084112,9.385313751668892,32.34178905206943,9.516144504307137,3.0457246995994667,1741,73,318,35,28,579,234,428,0.132,0.7390000000000001,0.129,-0.7305,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,3,7,19,19,5,1,15,0,39,6,0,1,3,67,64,39,0,5,8,3,4,3,0,3,6,3,3,1,15,34,1,0,11,1,0,3,14,8,1,3,23,9,45,11,49,33,8,56,0,0,2,0,16,22,2,8,33,225,60,17,0.0,0.09614365112319158,0.0,0.0,0.19504123509956567,0.0,0.07193021760419678,0.0867194129642646,0.0812550764613293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355097403011984,0.0,0.0,0.09231424323841662,0.0,0.0623955579050268,0.0,0.14839586322860915,0.0,0.06904848665267715,0.0,0.08515675544100129,0.14353245854545574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285819947210077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584073542284447,0.06989930153614969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233186377919168,0.0836570146419614,0.0,0.08236054833638055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303959003879204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778630221750158,0.27383188026685124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071911203803496,0.07340037070571458,0.0,0.15507520309923453,0.0729279658399469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308817209364985,0.1159401230505117,0.07791200226246885,0.0888904690447098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042394955277126334,0.0,0.0,0.06806064338925652,0.06489913339892163,0.08946273741375912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011396720290535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438983680896297,0.0,0.08139513162965102,0.0,0.0,0.0936305278309554,0.0,0.0,0.08765061120710835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919042792736301,0.06614407067177729,0.09153518492307396,0.0,0.08816436709018448,0.0,0.22926067962804736,0.11893016220270886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814143047710021,0.0,0.0,0.0689866454305309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901338912794808,0.0,0.08177515533878169,0.0,0.0,0.0950361372351363,0.1295384577304255,0.1724887569373921,0.059650970636902674,0.0,0.06258408830391743,0.07837042412690183,0.0,0.07614916087131335,0.0,0.0778608929694095,0.09238421166047904,0.0,0.0,0.10997201282131598,0.0,0.0,0.09520626795809664,0.0,0.0,0.1549243216611758,0.056255781508567936,0.0708527541395502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147888567970552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198361622973462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192155760525747,0.0,0.07718755332899042,0.0,0.0,0.24636945994592085,0.06466212304921455,0.0,0.0,0.0916708436238089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246944714602048,0.0,0.0,0.2297396217346504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279647109949084,0.09421569239605022,0.05390918565755898,0.0,0.0,0.06442012970407925,0.047316348829799716,0.0,0.07691604800673278,0.0,0.0,0.0550921829688306,0.0,0.07926695253709479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695318938470506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295917225333877,0.0,0.07322081359190917,0.0,0.09331283762525698,0.0,0.0,0.2362983393439341,0.0,0.0,0.057643136824718916,0.0,0.0,0.20901908487202048 adhd,Kamytmts,2019/01/18,"Is Strattera withdrawal a thing?! I’m taking a break from strattera for the time being due to some stuff which I’m not gonna bore you with. I’ll get back to taking it a week from now. During the last 7 days I only took Strattera two times. Yesterday and today. Ever-since 3-4 days ago I’ve started experiencing pms-like symptoms! (Only mental, physical) I’ve been really irritable and very sad. Last night I kept crying for no reason. Now I wonder, is it the effect of Strattera withdrawal? Cause I though Strattera doesn’t have a withdrawal period. (I also quit smoking two weeks ago but these symptoms happen three days after quitting, not two weeks!)",3.412311827956992,5.8985142096774235,4.712580645161292,79.68053763440861,76.25806451612901,7.036559139784948,24.043010752688176,8.07648339933343,1.6882978494623662,518,17,89,9,12,171,84,124,0.084,0.875,0.040999999999999995,-0.7756,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,3,0,12,17,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,3,1,6,0,9,12,1,24,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,22,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783625314621665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728173250526304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315501745565088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781160583489496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736025864044094,0.25955185767452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213486468527792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008916176853643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186306422547357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187044396692637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554015152113604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519420067131085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258930648696172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405809361597288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853754649005424,0.0,0.0,0.08594154807860321,0.1379311474251328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097236193622327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949538536315549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357255504956654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788716966149192,0.2017320192809757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912498219809023,0.0,0.1318041829521736,0.0,0.1564508421226067,0.0,0.1271609156349091,0.0,0.149048400737672,0.0,0.0,0.3931425960674765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068988965854464,0.0,0.0,0.3228272110521191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548269992633756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeverSure88,2019/01/18,"I have this issue with concerta. It’s my second week and i only feel focused after 6 hours!!! I strted off with 18 for a week then my doctor asked me to try 36. On 18 there was no difference at all but on 36 i start feeling it after 6 hours and it only lasts for a maximum of two hours! I guess most of the dose is released at that time? During those two hours i get work done and i study with minimal breaks! Just like a normal human! Anyway is this how concerta is supposed to work or is this a problem? My major is very demanding i need to study more hours + i need to focus in uni and i cant do that since i only feel it after 6 hrs",-0.4826528776978414,1.5209982302158274,2.399563848920863,93.33229541366907,88.28057553956835,5.201618705035972,16.601169064748206,6.6274283507984215,-0.195615467625899,490,11,112,6,16,172,83,139,0.078,0.8690000000000001,0.053,-0.6491,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,1,1,21,19,8,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,3,15,1,20,17,4,21,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,15,78,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265824307105901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414660908171948,0.0,0.13858950780481624,0.0,0.13856307993479935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538969690087894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074186630922044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916037821188835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667176268116887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132432930055366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037056116757074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615049345440435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079747868518816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266504231642776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30893757352029844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956126240018598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200579082449283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583811033911027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895389442630445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919289527913921,0.0,0.264535821418542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172068802686494,0.0,0.0,0.21722235724686506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971482859421531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katepower17,2019/01/18,"Is vyvanse supposed to make me this fucking horny? I started taking 20mg vyvanse on Monday, switching from 27mg concerta. All going well...apart from my fairly healthy and robust sex drive has now gone completely insane. I'm 31/f. Since Monday I now seem to be constantly going between: a) Texting filth to my boyfriend b) Posting nudes of myself online (never even thought of doing that before) c) Really having to resist incredibly hard, my goodlooking male friend who is definitely DTF with me. d) Daydreaming about fantasies that never even occurred to me before. e) Masturbating A LOT, doesnt even take the edge off of my cravings. That's what they feel like. Cravings. &#x200B; I could continue but I'm in danger of writing this just to turn myself on. Is this normal?! Its in danger of seriously disrupting my life. I'm a student and I need to study, not spend hours in front of a mirror trying to take the perfect ass shot. 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Or imagine themselves having a conversation with someone that might never come up? Some of mine can be pretty dramatic. ,9.827692307692308,12.830160487179489,9.146666666666668,52.64000000000002,59.51282051282051,11.353846153846154,38.641025641025635,11.20814326018867,5.840394871794873,205,10,21,6,3,65,34,39,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.5514,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,13,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087740874137775,0.2503979928062636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051324718835887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25532692517952216,0.0,0.0,0.2138601250236485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414960208604893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105729302742916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161059832727473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185008560323807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769645579181381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486241067347089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746953374189857,0.0,0.0,0.2070638721876238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658996409625894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YepCoolMan,2019/01/18,"Started dosage with caffeine: Instead of black and white, its grey. Its worse Recently started dosage of 600mg of caffeine to see if it would improve my focus. It seems to just put me in a weird stage of being there and not. Instead of just static or clear, it's now blurry. It's like I'm in the passenger seat of a car, not driving but knowing that I could reach over and pull on the steering wheel. I can drag myself to do things, but only for a short time. That and the tired feeling is super annoying. I'm in this weird flux of being too tired to do anything, and yet trying to focus and finish something. It's like the fire is there, yet it keeps getting hit by wind and flickering. Anyone have any similar experiences?",4.413749999999997,5.418933986111113,5.021833333333333,84.7065,70.25,7.426666666666668,28.288888888888888,7.554174236665415,1.5969855555555563,570,20,112,6,10,183,92,144,0.14800000000000002,0.737,0.115,-0.7391,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,7,0,10,2,0,0,1,23,21,11,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,6,5,3,20,16,0,19,0,0,4,0,0,6,0,3,10,77,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022317303176738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446211575723162,0.0,0.1817862321261018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637489962059508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160877629806384,0.0,0.0,0.11169635258093727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541389700752415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963507726082469,0.0,0.0,0.1214037707502852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584633363138805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680084281641238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222070831885918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181173246301092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603291620681152,0.20110388028591075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006368545263592,0.0,0.0,0.3127158038982106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675965950594932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288116516438687,0.5077962710014221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998019197144635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512136397585336,0.1569247806299297,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skimulant,2019/01/18,Question for people with hyperfocus... Do you all find yourself naturally creating processes to quickly emotionally and mentally focus on something new if you want to switch tasks? ,10.633928571428571,13.375025964285715,10.520000000000003,44.57500000000002,57.21428571428571,14.171428571428573,49.714285714285715,13.023866798666859,8.375800000000002,149,10,16,6,2,49,26,28,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337597445080391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524408760044758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886045385105119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37242488105998733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673336653549294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319718455563319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968616883528352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274429765564629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CrownFlame,2019/01/18,"Vyvanse and Abilify I’m on Vyvanse (40), Lamotrigine (200), and for the last month Abilify (2). I have depression/anxiety alongside my ADHD. I started Lamotrigine about six months ago, and since incorporating the Abilify I feel fucking great. Wow. My downswings have almost disappeared. My anxious moments are so much more manageable. It’s saving my relationships and my life in general has improved. My boyfriend says I smile a lot more and I’m back to my calm self again. The problem is that I think it’s impacting my Vyvanse. I’ve read that Vyvanse and Abilify have the opposite effect on dopamine. I’m not feeling the appetite effect (I also take it for BED and CFS), my concentration is only somewhat there. My pdoc is increasing my Vyvanse to 50 mg, but is that really going to do anything if these offset each other? I need my Vyvanse to work, especially because it takes care of more than just ADHD for me. But I’m also afraid that he might swap out the Abilify for something else and this streak of feeling good will come crashing down. Any input? Please and thank you? Not sure if/how to maybe cross post this to another appropriate forum for more input TL;DR. Added 2 mg Abilify. Vyvanse not as effective. Help? 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I mean that kind of studying/that kind of exam where you just have to memorise things instead of actual problem solving. My brain constantly needs novelty, so I get super bored when I have to read & practise the same things over and over again with no real feeling of ‘I finished a task’. I feel like I could be pretty good at this exam - if only I could focus on rereading my summaries instead of my thoughts drifting away because I’ve already mentally dealt with a topic 2 days ago. Would appreciate any advice :( (Sorry if my grammar is weird, am not a native speaker)",6.7346875,7.523103093750002,6.5984374999999975,76.2528125,64.9375,8.275,35.53125,8.07648339933343,2.9412156249999994,548,25,90,6,8,173,91,128,0.086,0.7509999999999999,0.163,0.8937,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,8,8,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,1,0,22,16,8,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,12,5,16,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,9,64,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.15571533008238686,0.0,0.0,0.1559279828452274,0.14144738608953725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608723334187668,0.0,0.0,0.17289183917492001,0.0,0.10851169791272906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998387388865893,0.0,0.0,0.09727115927684224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781306374763247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724362983295714,0.0,0.2548040950109701,0.0,0.0,0.10290814607974316,0.16450758030890736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136472988296252,0.11399539647324353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336768338905284,0.15307214597557572,0.0,0.13383805059448048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33233099143677153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795685471783485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381630868538633,0.0,0.0,0.16080699259641426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730082509581252,0.11831763495731362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135863885582153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246760018516877,0.0,0.15268500630236945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961116091078542,0.1816232946036765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862328908259298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120197505709308,0.0,0.0,0.12667915184590406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133525144428636,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GarlicThread,2019/01/18,"[Follow-up] So, I waited half a year for nothing. Thanks, doc! This is a follow up on \[my previous post from about 5 months ago\]([https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/96prom/at\_24\_years\_i\_just\_learned\_about\_add\_and\_realized/](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/96prom/at_24_years_i_just_learned_about_add_and_realized/)). &#x200B; So last time I was pretty pissed about how none of the professionals I've been seeing all these years never thought AD(H)D might be the cause of my problems. On top of that, I had to wait 5 months for a diagnosis session with the neuro-psychologist I was sent to and was told it was standard waiting time. You know what? I can put up with that. It sucks, but I can put up with that. &#x200B; So about 5 months later, another failed university semester later, I am getting ready for my meeting which is in 3 weeks from now. I decided it was time to contact my childhood psychologist and ask her to transmit her documents about me to the neuro-psychologist. No biggie. &#x200B; Now what's important to note is that this person had recommended me the shrink I had been seeing last year. I had not asked her about ADHD after I learned about it because my reasoning was: * There aren't a lot of people qualified for ADHD diagnoses around, hence the long waiting times * In addition, she recommended her, therefore they somewhat share the same circles * Conclusion: there's no point in asking to her in addition to the shrink following me &#x200B; Fast forward to last week. I gave her a brief explanation for the reason of the document transfer, mentioning ADHD and the 5 months thing. Her reaction went somewhat like that: \> What? 5 months is madness! I work with psychiatrists that can see you immediately. There is a center downtown with a cell specifically made for students in your type of situation. Call this number, ask for \[doctor\] and you'll have your diagnosis by the end of the week! &#x200B; Do I even need to describe the utter rage I felt after reading this? **How on Earth** is it possible for the other shrink to just not know such a thing, when they know the situation and the urgency I am in? It would take them 5 minutes to ask a knowledgeable colleague for advice, especially for the **ludicrously high** wages they get in my country. &#x200B; I decided that 2 weeks early was still worth it, as I will take all the time I can to get accustomed to any treatment as early as possible. I made the clever choice to talk about my situation to the head of my department at university, and they told me they noticed the abrupt decline of results since I started my Master's degree, and are glad I came and enlightened them about what was happening. They told me that now that they know about it early enough, I should not worry about failing because of this, and that there are measures they can take to extend my time and give me breaks in order to get me back on track. I am determined to not let it get that desperate, but I am extremely comforted to know that they have my back.",6.750499999999999,8.76086767962963,6.020185185185182,75.94583333333338,65.72222222222223,9.251851851851852,31.277777777777786,9.642632912329526,3.068533333333334,2457,96,410,52,40,748,242,540,0.055,0.846,0.098,0.9677,1,0,0,0,0,1,138.0,0,5,11,6,30,13,4,0,31,0,42,4,2,9,3,65,86,21,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,35,19,0,4,15,1,2,10,9,7,0,1,25,4,67,6,80,54,8,76,0,2,3,0,43,22,2,4,44,301,102,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317215824929959,0.05158564989330704,0.04679503450244004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343186811847878,0.3848728203615901,0.03589892176961275,0.05535478141728317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699417630790668,0.24675701121082586,0.0,0.0,0.08118430284838643,0.0,0.06436042941890557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053904359422941465,0.06037754777679603,0.0,0.05422973801993032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358060672425858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403266873470587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046756155862464135,0.05454604722210145,0.0,0.0348672111917885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068655365521508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790264099011845,0.05064085346727696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668190760593712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417763638895591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055775395907863824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505965959655426,0.12909236920077355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053981218589605966,0.0,0.02579046391082533,0.0,0.0,0.04671737365575794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044880059600166416,0.0,0.09990210259849257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056001709643444426,0.0,0.0,0.2106818525228004,0.0,0.0,0.0391430196283008,0.04071480205441085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065330391384396,0.06010161676308633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036597848919917235,0.04609407819113432,0.0,0.0,0.049903490243600364,0.11902529296329632,0.050558102890492514,0.053706275982882384,0.0,0.05051277606078828,0.0,0.10613679980650588,0.0,0.0,0.05280415558239284,0.0,0.0,0.10855355678265162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620007473378508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043668325891682416,0.17801407670870262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373649416188588,0.0,0.042158058288708944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907423713949045,0.042430497775970896,0.0,0.048601819655587165,0.0,0.0,0.07014248772957228,0.0,0.0,0.04190926001005407,0.1846931859600642,0.0,0.0,0.1513289488313361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937939757202758,0.0,0.0,0.048936738270703335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038431654007061986,0.053610675358501364,0.0,0.037500408957253206,0.0,0.3848728203615901,0.10198483628336713 adhd,AddiAtzen,2019/01/18,"ADHD and heartbreak are a hell of a combo So I'm going through my 2nd big break up in my life. The first time was just a cloud of nothing. I spiraled into depression and was just a big numb blob of nothing and procrastination for a few month. And it turned more into a fight against the depression and getting your shit together... But this time... Oh boy. I'm more stable now so I got that going for me, but... I feel everything. Every little loose thought. Every single sting every tiny bit of chaos in my brain is like times 1000. The urge for highs and, contact and appreciation and satisfaction is unbearable and the lows are oh so deep. Like the deepest see. No in-between, no grey, just light so bright you'll get blind and the next second it's the darkest black whole you can imagine.",1.3823376623376618,4.028819506493509,2.5844285714285697,90.24807142857144,87.7012987012987,5.157922077922079,21.33636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.5745179220779222,620,21,123,8,20,198,97,154,0.196,0.665,0.139,-0.8772,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,3,0,1,8,11,3,0,13,0,8,5,2,0,0,20,19,16,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,4,7,10,3,14,14,6,21,1,4,5,0,6,11,2,0,9,77,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348220045379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484674095959264,0.0,0.0,0.1890101177562335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916593345835242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279623591376372,0.0,0.15216826284099216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561010904408639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401817198786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769188712023059,0.0,0.1924497888485521,0.0,0.13541565674371628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888925139562886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195912944881427,0.1654362719280329,0.1696968374710013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514460369839987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006707235708785,0.0,0.0,0.324922180125135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492112144748422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379811043217286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441618885373635,0.2961845921169989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416471825091854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903273266686849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aeolate,2019/01/18,That sounded better in my head. 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I was recently reading the ""Taking Charge of Adult ADHD"" book, and it talked for a while about how poor working visual memory was a common symptom of ADHD. However, as I tried to picture things in my head I realized I could hold on to an image for about a second and even when I can it's foggy, constantly moving, and dark. I'm not sure if this is a symptom of ADHD or not, but it makes my long term memories feel less significant and less real and I would be quite interested if anyone has any ideas on how to treat this problem. Thank you!",7.331500000000003,6.141238483333336,8.33666666666667,70.91500000000003,64.16666666666666,11.333333333333336,32.5,10.504223727775694,3.2502499999999994,478,15,90,10,6,164,81,120,0.064,0.813,0.12300000000000001,0.7949,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,0,9,3,1,4,1,25,14,16,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,10,4,14,9,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,8,66,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.584826324194364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030678385238847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341938046144535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528887533806387,0.0,0.12950963248074596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713664196242748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201707614470476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647187525973214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831127252625936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870973825380465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827488509362762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724010918905677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521084188767773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725278328322705,0.16225157439868512,0.1846278501375867,0.0,0.0,0.1601605138332874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287881752305565,0.3371917727545259,0.12195998738558128,0.13037638781911975,0.0,0.1493390372554204,0.0,0.0,0.10776357410550444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012836624370577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808912197566812,0.0,0.0,0.11522768098080748,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Heckintuna,2019/01/18,"As its Winnie the Pooh day today, I've got one for us... ""People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day"". - Winnie the Pooh &#x200B; This is genuinely how my days feel sometimes :D",4.085855855855858,5.955290918918923,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,72.24324324324324,7.095495495495496,28.54954954954956,7.793537801064563,2.038484684684684,152,6,26,2,3,51,30,37,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550012821297318,0.2859756239484943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553432247090394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829225764194253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899987069095372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823064030597605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516487346091602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947903542759226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631618362171656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715951337887168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276685338363584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308397982942973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830966896159412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859756239484943,0.0 adhd,starfilledjar,2019/01/18,"Did I already take my meds? There are many days when I sit in bed waking up, getting ready to face the day. Part of my routine is to go get my morning soda and take my meds and watch tv while I wait for it to kick in. However, sometimes I will sit there and wonder whether or not I took my pill already, or did I forget and need to still take it? Then if I give in and take a pill after these thoughts I wonder if I’ve just taken a second pill and how would I even know if I did, aside from my heart trying to beat out of my chest and my urge to get everything done that I’ve put off for the last few weeks. Then if I don’t give into those thoughts I wonder if I’m going to face the day med-free and all the laziness that comes with it. Any tips on how to track whether or not I’ve taken my meds for the day?",7.728976190476192,3.3993971833333347,7.8119047619047635,84.85500000000003,66.05555555555553,10.730158730158731,32.936507936507944,6.1826913282559595,1.7058174603174605,623,13,158,2,7,204,97,180,0.012,0.97,0.019,0.2824,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,0,9,9,5,2,1,38,33,24,0,7,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,12,1,1,6,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,9,1,21,0,24,22,3,27,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,11,12,103,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549608833261404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785583310782508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951122618904636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980062929946329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821822601077585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630061811211218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382294450328428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810650703716177,0.2216367922300661,0.13130664288499366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689309751030565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348739295189923,0.0941651408959996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171202959847677,0.0,0.0,0.5132717406495214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565745553855098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509812839214246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613064470704099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425335331365725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225532515753658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474300576166541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183421749780862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834822811106172,0.07843126555169315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266408388037743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758332192216387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820628976363119,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AutoModerator,2019/01/18,"Finish It Friday # Power Through One Last Thing Hey everyone, we're back again with one last day before the weekend. I was far less productive than I hoped but it wasn't as bad as it could have been. Like me you probably have a few things you'd like to wrap up today. So, let's all get something finished together! --- > Instant gratification takes too long. > — *Carrie Fisher* --- **Here's the plan:** - Tell us something you want to get done today. It doesn't matter how big it is as long as you can realistically get it done today. - Tell us how you're going to do it and when. - Check back in when you've done it. - Give yourself an ear scratch (don't deny your inner kitty). It doesn't matter how successful you were as long as you're building good habits for the future. --- **Examples from previous weeks:** * Go grocery shopping under budget. * Pay bills on time. * Go to a doctors appointment not only on time, or even early! * Finally finish re-painting my ukulele. * Finish two units in my foreign language workbook. * I have to make three phone calls to keep a project on track: a contractor, a seller, and a city official. --- # Just because it's past Friday where you are doesn't mean you can't still get something done! 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This takes it out of my immediate list so I can't see it and feel less overwhelmed. If I read something and can't reply right now, I mark it as 'unread' so it still has that green dot on it, and leave it as if it still needs a reply. Seeing the shorter list of things needing a response makes me feel less anxious. Also, I reply on breaks at work and on lunches via Whatsapp web because I type a lot faster/get annoyed at phone keyboard so can get more done in a shorter time without all the goddamn typos and a bad neck! Phone time is bad for you anyway. \-- **Do you have any processes that help take away your anxiety from stuff like this you can share?** I worry it costs me closeness of friendships, I moved to a new city a year ago so am very much forging new mates atm...and don't want to look flaky AF, too busy or ignorant.",1.5032828282828312,4.092668074074076,2.804604377104379,89.64912878787882,85.43097643097644,4.781481481481481,24.7483164983165,6.286939319323684,0.8726154882154877,1186,49,226,11,36,382,169,297,0.099,0.812,0.08900000000000001,-0.6911,0,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,6,0,3,17,13,3,2,14,0,18,5,3,2,2,34,40,21,0,6,9,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,19,10,1,1,4,4,1,1,7,8,0,0,2,6,28,5,26,38,9,31,0,2,4,0,24,13,2,4,17,143,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275067141599414,0.0,0.09791554772693244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666860220656286,0.0,0.2393653159431727,0.2684403976590676,0.07511614480580507,0.0,0.08450109927698153,0.12478762282364506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378019403359168,0.0,0.1844578842476353,0.06733499361095796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059299986298742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279134493407693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121139135964004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303826420224605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117031310871817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068123732000368,0.0,0.2308418022400884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403857292956885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070556918486025,0.09003911185635183,0.0,0.11696050101143746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396485816948099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275803285867816,0.0,0.0,0.09390858804770252,0.0,0.0,0.07373247286774855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740080646771918,0.08120033077746047,0.24571262190593898,0.0,0.2133646542320448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400931203805201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048924038807054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433168009613403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604359910015727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338493391190532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251987906839813,0.0,0.08503700304591279,0.0,0.0,0.15636739082667592,0.0,0.17642595682786116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644952688737726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610336650244228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338428294793314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881946882468834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499464690275998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114053076750232,0.06515178565991164,0.0,0.08860382657725224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647887022187533,0.0,0.1608314425735583,0.11217683024605324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684403976590676,0.07113219889464077 adhd,ajay_608,2019/01/18,"I become blank when I have to explain something So today I had to present something in the class that I had prepared very well for. I tried not to freak out in front and wanted to do my best. Then in the middle of explaining things, I became blank. This also happened when I was explaining to my friend so, I guess it's not about the fear of the mass. I don't know if it's only me or just an ADHD thing which bugs me a lot cause no matter how well prepared I am, I will go blank and will need a moment to get into the track again. It's like system crashed, reloading.....",1.9185000000000016,3.391040516666667,3.151666666666668,93.84,77.16666666666666,5.466666666666668,21.166666666666664,5.6839178017228535,-0.0549333333333335,442,11,99,2,10,143,78,120,0.019,0.774,0.207,0.9608,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,20,19,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,2,0,3,0,15,5,15,14,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,8,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558509228088134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024706701576178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351189131327848,0.0,0.0,0.22341362278456095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186954027142702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23955904519829055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447733035424653,0.0,0.1112255921118836,0.0,0.12098959014954527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23452097395524035,0.0,0.1882568302210635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169980967321079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400669627230934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809904134976947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785432040843972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191149754802306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277843414292719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828676693175601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179365508307726,0.0,0.0,0.14453749582678568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565552515421062,0.1255673082925143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828251300573407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cory0527,2019/01/18,"[Discussion] Concerta vs. Adderal Hey all. Long story short - current insurance doesn't cover my Adderal XR. Concerta has been recommended. (I would rant about how others pay full price [$140/month] for their fix when they're not acctually diagnosed, but I won't. I'd also rant about how I can't get my meds that have helped me in the past with because of other's abusing them, but I won't do that either.) I used to take a low-dose of Adderal XR (second from lowest dosage) so I'm curious how that would compare to Concerta. Has anyone made this switch before? What were your experiences?",3.643539823008851,5.828733752212392,4.898415929203542,80.06992477876106,74.30973451327435,8.059823008849557,26.34424778761063,8.841846274778883,2.189315752212389,466,17,86,10,10,154,86,113,0.127,0.8290000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.8399,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,5,1,14,17,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,11,0,10,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,55,18,1,0.0,0.3152262863620968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127604541456304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860286653443673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218188904681727,0.0,0.2263893431564916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700356132882565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260248397786537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390003828268601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832801305997173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354462821085906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517433750125527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955220806726997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235893631246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539752652093697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000368330919239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297821730234257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779892222365432,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lyzonee,2019/01/18,"What does caffeine do to you? Just asking because I'm trying to get a larger sample size. I recently asked my mom to buy me caffeine pills, and they arrived the other day. I do have noticeable effects from 2, mainly jitters that aren't very strong and improved reaction time, but I can sleep right through it (I did earlier today), I don't have any tolerance. This isn't a tell-tale sign I have ADHD (undiagnosed), but does it effect you in a similar way?",4.879588014981279,5.790017651685396,6.105112359550562,77.7117509363296,69.11235955056179,9.079400749063671,31.687265917603,9.2995712137729,2.8880546816479398,357,15,66,7,6,120,67,89,0.057999999999999996,0.914,0.027000000000000003,-0.3548,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,2,0,8,14,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,11,1,6,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27810787916583163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573656200773009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326711573881567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106438835330914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923924821329854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050140304011757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090131703106854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27102267432919397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263459951534734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848783810977424,0.0,0.0,0.19762147497903151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315754802713703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022611063075936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493607560687132,0.0,0.21934806733611967,0.0,0.0,0.1571110863429058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909361319790992,0.0,0.1836811849330213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lrrrrrrrrre,2019/01/18,"Are we worse off after medication? For instance, let’s say our focus ability/impulse control/etc was 70% before we ever took ADHD medication. Now we take the meds, and it’s up to 95%. We’ve become more productive, well-rounded, and in control. But if we were to stop medicating, would we start again at 70%, or be down at 60%? My apologies because I don’t really know how to word this clearly, but basically I’m asking if we end up worse off after starting meds, or if it just seems that way now that we’re used to doing better. I love how much ADHD medication helps, but I worry that if I ever stopped taking them, I’d feel worse than I ever had before starting. (I saw a post a while back that asked the same question and had a lot of great responses, but I can’t seem to find it anywhere. The top commenter said that our medicated brain actually creates new and healthier pathways/synapses that stay with us even after meds, but I can’t seem to find any source for that info) ",5.9596363636363625,5.657583882051281,7.056969696969695,76.04181818181819,66.58974358974359,9.552447552447553,32.086247086247084,9.095868883498916,2.6435128205128198,767,28,149,12,11,260,122,195,0.08900000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.128,0.8696,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,9,0,1,3,11,3,0,0,6,0,12,7,1,4,4,46,30,18,0,5,12,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,11,11,0,3,9,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,4,19,3,22,20,4,31,0,0,1,1,19,9,0,11,18,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.09030264698833906,0.0,0.2224226959958012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629282521222156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301898384639686,0.0,0.0,0.07115514932169892,0.0,0.056409623597598116,0.10219971451436782,0.15748413967824332,0.0,0.0,0.0818413510770906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033017626801526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757596062192965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196020992667524,0.0,0.10320308303524572,0.061119736986994,0.2511147193739129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046789427319969684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915406508314326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020222376902752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620255205605399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085584960148627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462523011336113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786715468476813,0.0835181477411432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083628406383979,0.4661058598164752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802525476755357,0.0,0.0,0.08937269604420538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886247521842534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366248447923122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928149533879981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802376430804278,0.07358904171605386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527263023271017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649424139922667,0.09863200243593144,0.0,0.15472995163739384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915243590625112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281187936601427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131047375428822,0.07992215385990399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345146868734485,0.0,0.0,0.08320176901015634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397569422983863,0.2829089613366203,0.06573554505878627,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ajc9630,2019/01/18,"Are there any safe ADHD meds? I took adderall years ago and it really was just so unhealthy, didn’t make me feel well or safe and I think it even caused me to develop serious anxiety for life. 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Can anyone share their experience of Strattera overdose due to interactions with other medicine? What was it that made you think of an overdose instead of a side effect?",8.202254901960789,11.506619029411766,6.877058823529412,65.94343137254904,64.58823529411765,8.062745098039215,40.74509803921568,8.841846274778883,4.4261098039215705,173,10,22,3,3,52,27,34,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756835539356147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28346269194675483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7931112258945778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835960153168958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597617384387623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ninjaobvious,2019/01/18,"To those of you in school, you got this. It just hit me the other day that I’m almost done. It feels surreal. I’m so glad I went back to school. My income will be tripled. Two years and a shit ton of dedication and sacrifices from myself and my little family. I never thought that I was “smart enough” to go into Engineering. Now I feel silly for not believing in myself earlier. Thankfully I have an amazing husband that believed in me when I didn’t and encouraged me to pursue my dreams. Believe in yourself. You can do this. I believe in you and you truly are capable of doing anything you set your mind to. You just have to believe that you have the power. 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And I didn’t take it during Christmas break and that was two weeks of not taking it but now I’m back on it and it’s the same routine, 8 AM except the weekends but I’ve been feeling very sad sometimes even when I’m on it and it gets even worse when it wares off after school, I feel so bad and depressed, I just don’t feel like doing anything when it wares off and I get so depressed, I don’t know what to do. This happened too even before Christmas break. And the effects aren’t the same as in my focus, i used to be very focused when I was on it and I still am but not as much.",0.4337943786982237,2.099283958579885,2.4938720414201185,95.99571930473374,82.19526627218934,4.2250000000000005,20.62167159763314,3.1291,-0.4744529585798811,595,17,138,0,16,200,88,169,0.145,0.8029999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9629,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,0,26,31,21,0,0,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,3,12,1,18,25,3,26,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,0,18,94,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833298150173384,0.0,0.1352222106346132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553178999214487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729792505459435,0.12736895955742136,0.0,0.0,0.12980482079905215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675820656599446,0.0,0.2627740988550018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022642098343825,0.0,0.2570520008142082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313944721405365,0.108978397830014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939725370701802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348953112276567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383491134525288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452593165909874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176020871292716,0.0,0.1121383527630502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336864795449156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438399473065342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087120923685324,0.0,0.21594470693987386,0.0,0.12182287925367058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587803455882333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901459927892027,0.0,0.0,0.13175016710704787,0.0,0.2517317082913845,0.0,0.0,0.12236264391713575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545670018485594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chronicataraxia,2019/01/18,"I really just want control over my life I don’t feel like I have the capability to do things anymore, I’ll end up forgetting about it or stress it too much. I keep telling myself to do things as a goal to achieve but an hour later I’ll give up on the whole idea because i know I’ll never actually get to it. 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TL;DR: I was just recently been rediagnosed with ADHD. Is blanking out a common thing when talking to people along with being given a “look” and asked “do you understand?” This happens a lot, ever since I was in elementary school, especially in college with my professor, and now at my first current real adult job. I’ve always been anxious about it and I get pointed out more often when I’m speaking with my manager, which leads me into a negative mental state and feeling incompetent at work along with other shit mistakes I do that doesn’t help overall... Also, I have a link below to my other recent post seeking help with doctors in Ohio. I’m reaching out as much as I can for any advice and/or thought on my situation. It would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for your time. https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/agviej/in_ohio_any_psychiatrist_accepting_new_patient/?st=JR1HV2KV&sh=0abd34dd Here is the beginning of my original question: I just had this thought and seeing if anyone one else had similar experiences. When I was in 4th grade, my teacher was asking me a question one on one. I remembered her asking me the question twice, I just blanked out like having brain fog. I just did not get what she was saying then responded yes. Then she gave me a look and realized I meant to say no... In 6th grade, I was talking to my literature teacher one on one. She asked me about a sentence I wrote in a paper, I don’t remember it exactly. I just know it deals with he’s/his. It’s kind of like “Ben let he’s dog out.” Or something. She asked me about the “he’s” and I just blanked out during the conversation and didn’t get what she was saying. Then she emphasized the question with “HE’S?” It took me a long while then when I finally got what she was asking and responded, “oh, H-I-S.” Then she said something like, “Yeah, now go fix it!” In an annoyed voice. I started to become really anxious about it when I was in college. I had many meetings with one of my professor who I worked under and collaborated with on a research poster presentation I did. I remember having weekly one on one discussions regarding my poster and remembered having constant constructive criticism along with the look I always get and him checking in on me here and there throughout the hour or two long meetings whether I understood what he was saying. Those moments definitely had a huge negative affect on my anxiety and my self-esteem. Now, as a 26 years old, this shit still happens. At my first current real adult job, many time speaking with my manager, I would get the same response here and there from him. One time that I know that I still ruminate on, my manager was trying to explain a new task/project to me, which then follows with the same look and question. I was too anxious to say no. So I said yes, then the next day went back to him and asked him how to do what I was suppose to do... He was irritated and stated he showed me yesterday, which I completely understand because I would be irritated with myself as well if I was him. What are your thoughts on this? Am I just dumb to begin with and now my past experiences are negatively impacting me, especially at my work? Also, I was recently rediagnosed ADHD. Below is the link to my original post regarding. Literally at this point, I’m really reaching out for any help, advices and thoughts. I would very much appreciated it. 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It's too late now to start on anything, so I'm going to go to bed so that I can wake up early and start procrastinating again. Other ADHD people have reported that they have trouble getting started on things. Is this constant procrastination more common among people who are being treated for ADHD than it is among people who don't have ADHD?",7.280454545454546,7.373834318181821,7.767181818181823,70.72327272727273,63.77272727272727,9.312727272727274,33.50909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.9266972727272726,372,14,62,5,5,123,59,88,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,1,0,0,5,23,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,14,19,1,23,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,14,49,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402152616480684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31422872984990513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330089129136546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191768690507313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326150164827416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484676812982255,0.0,0.17030861144133336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901965661425353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116287867163457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302675688167371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908654919640198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gtowers27,2019/01/18,"Went back to the gym after a long hiatus so OBVIOUSLY I forgot sandals existed and had to shower wearing socks :( Yeah, people noticed the weird person showering with socks on... thanks adhd",4.246818181818185,7.517631787878791,5.50628787878788,70.27943181818182,79.60606060606061,6.936363636363637,26.431818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.6398545454545457,151,6,20,3,4,50,30,33,0.122,0.743,0.135,0.128,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521460195801289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892916785708166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329448420228166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283315120826647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082512935773605,0.32850274706405874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463748901316178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34876178427130183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KeKoolKat,2019/01/18,"So what do perscriptions look like. I got diagnosed with ADHD. My diagnosing psychologist said the psychiatrist will most likely prescribe Adderall. My question is alittle weird, and I know it varies. What do Adderall perscriptions look like? Like would it be 1, 2, or 3 times a day and how long is the supply usually? The reason I ask is because i have really long days. I work on school stuff from 6-8:30, work from 9-6, and school from 8-11 with me completing some school stuff before 1 or 2 am. I then repeat that schedule. 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Just starting on Stattera saw this on the Wikipedia, can someone explain this? I am also on Wellbutrin. Atomoxetine is a substrate for CYP2D6. Concurrent treatment with a CYP2D6 inhibitor such as bupropion, fluoxetine, or paroxetine has been shown to increase plasma atomoxetine by 100% or more, as well as increase N-desmethylatomoxetine levels and decrease plasma 4-hydroxyatomoxetine levels by a similar degree.[15][16][17] ",11.146521739130435,15.11597517391305,9.41673913043478,48.03206521739133,58.13043478260869,10.397101449275363,47.73188405797102,10.504223727775694,6.655771014492752,393,25,40,10,6,120,51,69,0.019,0.8440000000000001,0.138,0.8094,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,11,8,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,1,33,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32578400932207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471841599311368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6903485271915638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28834775888011843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662862095820325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allonzy,2019/01/18,"Newly diagnosed and now I know why I'm so good at my job. I work with neuro atypical kids and get a lot of great feedback that I really ""get them"" from the kids and parents. I always thought it should be obvious why a kid did a certain thing or why a certain thing helped them feel better or be more productive. It turns out I'm not a magical child whisperer, I just have ADHD too! I'm honestly embarrassed how long it took me to even suspect I had it and how I was still pretty surprised when I finally got diagnosed this week. Getting diagnosed and taking about starting meds has also made me realize how little I know about the biology and the nitty gritty details of the disease. So having ADHD helped me be a good OT, and getting the diagnosis will help me be even better.",5.965555555555554,5.989473246753249,7.2508658008658005,73.55423520923524,66.53246753246754,10.740548340548342,33.994227994228,10.504223727775694,3.6398089466089454,616,26,114,15,9,211,95,154,0.028999999999999998,0.767,0.204,0.9798,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,15,10,0,1,11,0,12,3,0,4,3,28,29,16,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,2,16,9,9,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,7,81,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30948054926615576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296651509512364,0.10713571056865732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277492966320346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920553680455275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008488894582013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510314786898566,0.0,0.0,0.1410464365160507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690797981992144,0.0,0.0,0.2159896627886148,0.10297832374237514,0.14195448003356956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890827488159074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777094460467914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152239453443272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904782421296268,0.0,0.1139454381133771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094641597658637,0.0,0.1218324999700596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430194295397579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296884006606364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099163474814116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248470173707972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113450328380944,0.0,0.1028250958008246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680885330335873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710801757307952,0.0,0.0,0.10221826740605908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430531931771949,0.0,0.1400500830849933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032806863563157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485481046595769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373625507127957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExtraterrestrialPoe,2019/01/18,"First week on meds After months of working with a clinician on executive function issues I was finally able to see the doc about meds and started Tuesday. Is this what I’ve been missing out on?! I’ve been able to keep up on laundry and tidying, cook meals, replace my broken debit card, Function at work, SHAVE MY YETI LEGS, I could go on for days. I do feel extremely fortunate that I am able to get help and start moving forward. I’m not super open with people in my life so thank you for reading, Internet strangers! 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From buying cymbals when I was drumming, to today when I shoot off emails and I open my mouth. I also have a big mouth, and have for my entire life. Used to get in trouble in kindergarten with swearing, acting out, etc. Quickly became friends with the principal. (Side note my parents have always made sure to be really good friends with the principals at my schools. I know why now.) Recently I've become really stretched thin, stressed out, etc. at work. I do wear a lot of hats and ADHD for the most part keeps me working on many things at once (today I had one laptop on a support call, another that I was setting up, and still doing work on my work laptop while on the phone with support). I got into this position because I can't say no to helping people out. I do do a lot of things and am the go-to guy for any weird questions or issues. It helps that I'm in IT. Anyway, I have a habit of spouting off emails and saying things right from the tip of my fingers, without filtering, going over what I wrote, etc. I haven't gotten in trouble yet for what I've said (not swearing but more about filtering what I say to different people, instead of going to my boss). I should say that I have had a few bosses in the past year, and not all of them have been in my actual department, until now. So now that he needs to know what I'm doing, he knows how much I'm responsible for, and thus how stressed I am. However this is the second or third email that I've included him in on, where I said things that I should not have said. It's just hard to filter myself. Things I try and do are write the email in another program so I am not tempted to automatically send it. I also changed a few people's names to add 'THINK BEFORE SENDING' so that can remind my brain to not include them in an inappropriate email. Kinda out of ideas at this point. I can't stop myself from sending a possibly heated email in the heat of the moment. How did I get here? Thanks for reading. tl;dr impulsivity is my enemy",3.6265203467937184,4.942522835351092,4.8915207373271885,83.7217816136843,72.46246973365619,7.556635163633523,25.91337967663829,8.049812674583475,1.4978381473092246,1613,52,324,23,31,535,201,413,0.055,0.88,0.066,0.518,3,0,0,1,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,4,22,12,0,2,20,0,33,7,5,8,2,59,57,25,0,3,10,1,3,0,2,2,2,7,0,1,23,21,0,2,6,2,1,7,10,5,0,3,14,10,42,7,63,40,13,61,0,0,0,0,33,36,0,7,17,238,65,11,0.0,0.0,0.08330248132779512,0.0,0.2051807239101272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365303516218807,0.07102928666511485,0.0,0.0,0.0580501205914658,0.17902218663890426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203680925381585,0.09427730076548564,0.07263806788888923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529391932334998,0.08716569776076656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030328497481993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918670931934182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560866766036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319032870329242,0.0,0.08919783151965509,0.0,0.14554216623457586,0.07159887022489311,0.06827300475785546,0.0,0.0,0.08452330527186709,0.0,0.0,0.07646894648874117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443473565084655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636502318434097,0.0,0.08909733636003891,0.0,0.07587501846819507,0.0,0.0,0.1407406738271146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205895568344749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514602353027367,0.0,0.08077302628198185,0.0,0.08654521057546016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255040179680311,0.06329596817195676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090936244714012,0.05784453012977678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478608646295984,0.09244037315020108,0.08148913857497471,0.1775409487357726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069611798280167,0.09623454228369756,0.0,0.08684538820783913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562667835018288,0.0,0.08538662021551552,0.0,0.10937211307176488,0.0,0.08428617730759941,0.0,0.0,0.07289997934975179,0.2436007656659226,0.2715379882174887,0.0,0.0863924392112023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817141704888588,0.07136772474005702,0.1955672466568185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937390209561388,0.08045410702001816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859125992914028,0.0,0.0,0.28355864679017384,0.05469749655411315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618292706388083,0.0,0.0,0.05795622642341961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372667304482829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702729902426597,0.0,0.0,0.08228738672362236,0.0,0.2485826358749164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497130789186766 adhd,getsmarter82,2019/01/18,How do *YOU* explain your firing from the last highly technical job that you are highly qualified for in your interviews with your next employer? :) I was undiagnosed/underdiagnosed/misdiagnosed with anxiety/depression and my therapist atm was fixated on Freudian shit instead of the problem right under our noises. So here I am! What would you do?,5.095344827586207,8.706432931034485,5.95474137931035,65.28314655172417,81.75862068965517,10.486206896551725,33.11206896551724,9.827888789773867,5.218924137931033,282,15,38,11,8,92,48,58,0.15,0.802,0.048,-0.747,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,10,0,8,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,2,34,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432366053762821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967566827224752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280245221710658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301992744145248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003428879293452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702252147787019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117390614733425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988657237869164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327896118393677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006137230028289,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Schploople,2019/01/18,"Titration Process and dosage question Hey guys, I just had a quick question in regard to a recent dosage I've been prescribed to assist with my ADHD. &#x200B; Back in December of last year, I was diagnosed with ADHD-C with help from my former physician (new health insurance) and my psychiatrist. Back then they had prescribed me a dose of 20mg Adderall XR once a day. I found that it was working well however the medication would last about roughly 5-6 hours at the latest, and then I would feel drained for the remainder of the day. My doctor had given me a 90-day prescription however I lost that insurance when I graduated from Uni, and I now have coverage through my job. &#x200B; Back in December I finally made the time to visit my new Physician in regard to finding a solution for my ADHD, and I mentioned to him that my prescription of 20mg Adderall XR felt efficient however it wouldn't last long enough for me throughout my day. He prescribed me a dose of 15mg Adderall IR to take twice a day, once in the morning at 8 and then a second at noon. &#x200B; Things for the most part seem to be going okay with the dose, however I don't feel as though the IR is as effective as the XR was, even though the dosage for the IR is greater than what I was taking prior, and I find myself only being able to function properly up until around 3-4ish. Has anybody else experienced this before? &#x200B; There was a day where I attempted to try taking 3x my dose of IR at 8am, noon, and then at 4 o'clock, and that surprisingly worked pretty well, however my biggest concern is that 15mg dose at times just simply does not seem to function. &#x200B; I'm sorry for the longish post and I hope it's okay to post something like this, thank you guys for the help.",6.8870792533659735,6.614289130813955,7.04430844553244,76.80583231334151,64.66860465116278,10.149082007343942,35.25642594859241,9.682069395223575,3.2734209302325588,1407,59,264,25,19,454,169,344,0.018000000000000002,0.867,0.114,0.9812,6,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,5,17,9,0,0,24,2,20,11,0,2,0,35,36,21,0,4,3,0,4,1,0,3,11,0,0,2,12,15,0,0,11,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,14,5,33,8,50,17,4,53,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,6,35,175,45,5,0.06778175405522788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443814891499169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672075109996084,0.4118112512989702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034013167552275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563599548514577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057677280338917024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622817435260989,0.0,0.0,0.06879705357134235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937749743436844,0.05931626974690996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056622957948431765,0.0,0.0,0.07003667114401846,0.0,0.04476920928853057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854498292831203,0.0,0.06508111349149345,0.07425159842153861,0.1239025904729341,0.0,0.0,0.0743191947464453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038521932860721184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134229186293735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720488349429923,0.0,0.0,0.09086536193032912,0.0,0.0,0.06732257580720233,0.06675137414979505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726293200358646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575352879563748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0331147412427397,0.0,0.0,0.05998471937146714,0.0,0.0,0.07399179150812167,0.0,0.0,0.06413673458130606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828298620844757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092808088276572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437071182335098,0.0,0.05155107832181716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340103435809843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298323675550272,0.06895841185461647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186215425001956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692630487779921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234119263744663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218170578860158,0.0,0.07587612429088829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289033051847362,0.0,0.0,0.0624043323681945,0.0,0.0,0.04503118554435687,0.0,0.1331904584249975,0.0,0.07904817175206068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046019361692309455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218878743141288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869184845800097,0.0,0.0,0.09630042665460672,0.0,0.4118112512989702,0.04364922729946606 adhd,Aristhmetic,2019/01/18,"Help-Meds/Pharmacy issues and early refill trouble So last month I steers seeing a new psychiatrist after having some pretty serious issues with my last one. (Scheduling me for the same appointment time as other patients, calling in different meds than what we discussed, not responding to messages etc) My new psychiatrist is across state lines, but only about 15 minutes away. Last month my new psychiatrist switched me from 20 mg of Ritalin xr to 20 mg of adderall twice daily, when I let her know the Ritalin wasn’t working. When I went to fill the adderall at my home pharmacy, a CVS , the pharmacist told me they were all out. I went to another CVS and was told they didn’t have any either and neither did any other CVS in town. They called a nearby rite aid which was able to fill the script for me. Turns out the IR of adderall is pretty much useless since it only lasts for a couple hours, leaving me struggling the rest of the day at work. Just this evening we decided to try adderall xr instead. She prescribed 30mg and said that should last 12 hours or so. More than enough to get me through work. It’s a few days early so I explained to the pharmacist that I had to fill the last prescription at another chain due to the shortage but because it wasn’t helping she was switching me to this. Then I realized that I’d forgotten my ID and would need to go home to get it. (I know, I’m a hot mess. ) anyway I probably ticked all the boxes of being suspicious. The pharmacist told me the couldn’t fill out of state prescriptions but my doctor had already called in my antidepressants and those were filled no problem. Is this legit for restricted substances? She said I could try at another CVS closer to the state line, but I’m worried they will push back too. I don’t want to go back To the rite aid and risk creating further suspicion. I’m so lost. I don’t want to look like I’m trying to seek drugs but with the new doctor, having to use a different pharmacy, the new dosage and an early refill date I’m not sure what to do. I just want to be able to focus at work and every day is such a struggle. What do I do?",4.937107057620183,5.797539293556088,5.566357824752814,81.80758651551315,68.95226730310263,8.945141493351517,29.761421752471872,9.140100540675403,2.410226662120696,1680,62,329,31,28,544,201,419,0.124,0.83,0.046,-0.9868,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,4,5,17,11,0,3,27,0,31,5,0,1,3,48,59,23,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,3,5,2,2,0,17,16,0,1,5,0,0,10,10,9,0,2,19,5,39,2,54,32,12,60,2,2,2,0,23,16,0,2,32,216,56,6,0.1518794534703144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380137681317583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328323652819336,0.238888274365686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134787305062075,0.11678592475950048,0.0,0.046292152570691435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326288547011339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063169252621919,0.08402586323576447,0.0,0.14692452422198954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868170298262962,0.0,0.15545505631035406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806597374519133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846603768594301,0.08469286906989315,0.050157473303951115,0.0,0.06398249502792748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935074584496958,0.0,0.0863165934705584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180159617967492,0.0,0.1523474753244292,0.0,0.1495706678821394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852268990219406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346897563643313,0.3714060769767845,0.0,0.08040920578159601,0.0,0.07765351566059757,0.0,0.03710031461903628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377024454862867,0.0,0.08289718237732903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435191701682344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122873074549767,0.0,0.055824436887287235,0.05630834514533551,0.0,0.36671530645602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051458724171317735,0.115511168314463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451600582844768,0.08187586943882065,0.0726640626014314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447214029515354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605141302583557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281812669480515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877738133195232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157229373813517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044281065350375584,0.0,0.0,0.21769098966281236,0.0,0.15467426891577185,0.08260061604637121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558754170482507,0.0,0.0,0.13437365507661364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407937749821133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114010200389886,0.07712047870160882,0.0,0.05394540305545429,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aiziks251,2019/01/18,"Psychiatrist Appointment Had my first meeting with a new psychiatrist today after waiting ~3 months. I had an interesting experience I wanted to share. Overall she was awesome, looked at my symptoms and came up with 4 possible treatment plans she thought could help me. However, it was peppered with unhelpful advice given out in a kind of shotgun approach. Eg: Her: ""you eat junk food, have you tried cooking?"" Me: ""I struggle with it, mostly keeping the dishes clean"" Her: ""you should try an instant pot"" Me: ""Ok, that's good info, how will that help with my issue"" Her: ""Well, it won't exactly, I mean, you would have leftovers maybe"" There were a bunch of those, about my sleep, eating, exercise, etc. As nice as it was to have someone who understands the meds, I felt like she thought I was an idiot who just didn't know what I am supposed to do. Any similar experiences? Am I being too sensitive? tl;dr: Good psychiatrist, but a bit preachy.",3.8106258549931584,6.469349645348839,4.615184678522574,79.99465800273599,75.80232558139534,7.535430916552667,29.885088919288645,8.4952907291091,2.6345194254445956,737,34,128,15,17,237,121,172,0.023,0.861,0.11699999999999999,0.8966,1,0,0,1,0,0,44.0,0,4,0,2,6,11,1,1,9,1,20,8,1,1,1,26,32,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,10,8,5,2,7,2,0,2,2,2,1,1,13,2,25,9,18,13,4,11,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,1,6,93,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746127648172586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026196401404946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474767550166008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259354654670914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048426593315173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088241643207485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829743215969084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952254040213668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489114546228202,0.0,0.0,0.12835854687957715,0.18247326311813075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531416032243243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022950387081354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750417917457302,0.0,0.13413007607092298,0.0,0.15714290442770193,0.08293268618057227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372388905077297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672103948766686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160297478046986,0.16437828723488335,0.1676199092979508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044983428066765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574366198237976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012116422183807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101260643294778,0.0,0.12786015230334613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775723420796686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684664700545356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396012453179907,0.0,0.0,0.14303899240818,0.0,0.0,0.2049073124697937,0.0,0.0,0.1570959961926328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900686818014228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568048224655166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719760601757533,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Little_Menace_Child,2019/01/18,"How do you cope after feeling overwhelmed? So I'm starting to notice my reactions to situations a lot more and I just did the grocery shopping. First off UGH. I also had my 15 month old in tow so it wasn't fun at all. I lost my list (lol) and started to feel really overwhelmed because I really had no idea what I needed (even though I wrote the list that morning) and I am trying to save money so didn't want to buy stuff I don't need and miss the things I do need. I managed to find my list but I had already began feeling overwhelmed, then I had to pick which bread to buy, why are there SO many bread brands?????? Anyway. I'm back at home and feeling extremely frazzled and panicky and I think the shopping set it off. I don't want this to ruin my day. Does anyone have any tips to feeling less frazzled and getting my ducks all in a row so to speak? I am going out with a friend this afternoon and I don't want to be all hyped up because of the shopping LOL",2.009525899912205,3.57802579104478,3.5216739830260484,90.8729236172081,77.15920398009949,5.923441615452153,24.758852794849282,6.522977012572876,0.7216951126719349,748,26,162,6,17,247,111,201,0.106,0.7759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.4164,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,13,10,0,3,8,2,17,2,0,2,3,35,39,19,0,6,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,9,11,2,0,8,3,6,1,6,7,0,1,10,6,23,3,23,28,6,21,0,6,0,0,4,8,0,1,11,112,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172284355764406,0.12444368052845152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582219375702133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880824583784203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196568114383136,0.0,0.1897205123864641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003575281107916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617800755454712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278093593406072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934131075194695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222748643368754,0.13236436026928025,0.0,0.0,0.12022623773531126,0.0,0.08130138330123271,0.0,0.0884384686782554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609255281009712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566816487048556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987000001786826,0.13229662977943832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776718375336113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420883257629095,0.0,0.0,0.3461552606446669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716646129458866,0.16328969367172858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937937808171746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491556095417513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028740122538334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813968447600098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338237976552964,0.09971054356817853,0.15288900777967218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565102982588044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753537832729513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041655174656498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aninattentiveboi,2019/01/18,"New study identifies the most effective mental strategies that people use to get through doing things they dislike List of good options: [https://researchdigest.files.wordpress.com/2019/01/screenshot-2019-01-17-at-20.18.46.png](https://researchdigest.files.wordpress.com/2019/01/screenshot-2019-01-17-at-20.18.46.png) Article about the study: [https://digest.bps.org.uk/2019/01/14/study-identifies-the-most-effective-mental-strategies-that-people-use-to-get-through-aversive-challenges/](https://digest.bps.org.uk/2019/01/14/study-identifies-the-most-effective-mental-strategies-that-people-use-to-get-through-aversive-challenges/) The r/science thread I found it through: [https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/agxq35/new\_study\_identifies\_the\_most\_effective\_mental/](https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/agxq35/new_study_identifies_the_most_effective_mental/) &#x200B; I was thinking we could talk about each one individually. I'll post each dotpoint into the comments and you can comment your thoughts and experiences. :)",28.528800000000004,36.39723088,13.003000000000005,24.101500000000016,20.200000000000006,10.6,48.5,10.686352973137794,6.5985,928,36,61,14,8,201,61,100,0.038,0.8270000000000001,0.135,0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,136.0,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,1,7,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677185939947108,0.20945855088136675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763007795772786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861909335575073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890039524801522,0.0,0.0,0.2701817040302244,0.0,0.0,0.14458277317902313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211504687844066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329681499094469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680802438825312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950543651701455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509079997082254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855118013758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452050956401985,0.11045307995647982,0.0,0.13684914713336924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44663861926602016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945855088136675,0.0 adhd,bpdpole,2019/01/18,"Nearly 4 days of not depending on intrinsic motivation and it feels like a weight off my chest. I'm not necessarily happier, but coming from a perspective of motivation magic will never happen so any time is a good time to do anything, has helped me get things done. ° I haven't consistently had dishes pile up in the sink for more than 2-3 hours at a time. I walk over, see a few dishes and wash. I put away whatever is on the drying rack. Rinse repeat. ° I found my insurance proof today after 2, months AND the thing I was looking for because I saw I was near the place where I wanted to search so might as well. ° I plan things around simplicity and what's easiest and requires least amount of cognitive power. Like putting the insurance proof in bag with stuff that goes into car. ° I set alarms in *tasks* on my phone and it has a snooze function where you can choose how much time to postpone so if it's not convenient when it goes off I can snooze until a time I think it will be convenient. ° I use small Ziploc bags for pocket things and loose change when I'm switching hoodies/jackets, doing laundry. The bag is kept near my keys. ° I put things away or as close as keeping them in their final state the first time. Don't feel like it? Too bad. I don't move onto anything else until I'm done. Believe me. I am chronically tired and in a brain fog perpetually. But I've paid overdue bills and bought much needed groceries at times when my motivation is nil, simply because it is priority and my alarm for it went off. I've felt like shit and kept up with the most essential crap. My bedroom is a mess and I still haven't cleaned my car but even what's usually wasted time on TV and reddit isn't wasted. I've stopped waiting for the magical once in a blue moon motivation and have stopped using my internal state as an excuse not to do things. It feels like managing a preschooler.",2.8914479891260885,4.816602345646436,4.1450275845526505,85.80057008075478,75.67546174142481,7.338002718477652,24.41360837930759,8.199878495009871,1.4094091468777483,1495,49,306,26,33,490,204,379,0.109,0.782,0.109,-0.6499,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,8,14,13,2,2,21,0,29,10,4,8,3,58,55,32,0,3,9,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,19,20,3,7,11,1,3,9,10,6,1,1,13,9,31,7,49,38,7,69,0,0,4,0,6,31,2,5,31,193,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388661321012043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461937681624532,0.08363200388521934,0.0,0.0,0.1765310275769885,0.0,0.07844112297663554,0.11453741944426175,0.0,0.0,0.10584515603740034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487498911384352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938258491124907,0.08092630190007298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058750393947985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227908678492767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847996528414654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062050555429520426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250601016416878,0.2013454754365092,0.09020305036196836,0.1029134308335111,0.0,0.07991055927970174,0.0,0.10300711999112884,0.0,0.0,0.049082993311778414,0.0,0.0,0.07879758528894129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830762827438328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297013356594827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251804772749572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350366731022706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294867521306952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889111698549314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966203403146943,0.0,0.0,0.07498693196913238,0.09984990487397513,0.13812248054861698,0.06965989036991571,0.07245707343161857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004959880639644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098153746171647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833255293897663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748629296198923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643438751299108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750255280887093,0.15708639981101669,0.0,0.0,0.10754588159098763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744819422655719,0.06019690864222345,0.0,0.0,0.4382461107402316,0.1079772957137213,0.08904997882896201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227864459514713,0.10346842725685836,0.0,0.05541188170884104,0.0,0.0,0.11440111875676512,0.08446888410035967,0.08708903542366886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goombawrangler,2019/01/18,"I am so sick of losing everything if I don’t take my meds I don’t even know what to do. I’ve tried to many systems to help me try and deal with this, but nothing works because half of the day my brain is on auto pilot. I ended up putting those DQ ice cream cupcakes in the basement the other day because I remembered I had to finish my laundry. I look for my phone about 7 times a day in the house. This is basically just a rant in hopes that others understand. I’m usually on my medications (therapeutically WOOT! If you look back at some previous posts of mine, you’ll see that this is a HUGE accomplishment), and if I’m not, I don’t have things to do that day and it’s a chill day at home. ",4.070748299319733,4.027181517006806,5.630340136054425,83.78727891156463,70.56462585034014,8.982312925170069,27.897959183673468,8.841846274778883,1.7821918367346936,541,17,124,9,9,185,93,147,0.052000000000000005,0.8440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8542,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,8,0,12,3,1,0,0,15,21,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,4,17,1,19,19,1,22,0,1,4,0,5,9,0,5,10,81,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309495301160996,0.0,0.19517181911194253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787070330727577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162056826797441,0.16503989438027256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178718316130556,0.0,0.0,0.10573417699513793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387345557458886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730113859225623,0.0,0.16057761545423266,0.15899984072291753,0.0,0.18471580046366032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797815023559262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886100435193905,0.17909339496224108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230036416193275,0.0,0.0,0.17781758003813594,0.16126810064903715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360521298807572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331651763478826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092894718063294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134431671235346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756646892218518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036347841734855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635290232538758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334644855248436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737347662401052,0.0,0.0,0.16665341243562934,0.0,0.0,0.17631025097610106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654328430934532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,paniniwar,2019/01/18,"My parents don't understand... Last year I had an incident involving my harm OCD, and went to the police station and turned myself in out of fear for killing somebody later. After this, I was obviously sent for medical help. I have been going to the same place for a while now. They diagnosed me with Depression, Harm OCD, and later on, ADHD. They put me on Prozac, up to 20 MG (Recently decreased dosage to 10 MG because I was starting to feel more in control of my OCD). They later recommended that I be put on ADHD medication but my parents refused. They think it's normal for people to have the trouble I have (I struggle to read a page, take tests, CANNOT study for more than 30 minutes a day, PHYSICALLY HURTS my head to push through the ADHD and write essays). I'm starting to lose hope. I know I'm smart, and I've been told my whole life ""If only you tried"". Sad part is, I have been. When I pushed through the ADHD and force my head to hurt, I pulled a 1320 on my PSAT, a 90 on my ASVAB, and great scores on essays, but it legit takes so much effort and mental energy it wears me out. I'm worried if I keep going on like this, I'll never amount to anything. What should I do? TLDR; Parents won't give me ADHD medication psychiatrists want to prescribe, leading me to a lot of mental and physical pain and suffering.",3.2600036212203527,4.841910064638785,4.728506246605106,83.46782002534856,73.82889733840304,7.442983885569438,26.212022451566177,8.11559375814309,1.6351026253847554,1029,36,204,16,21,344,151,263,0.174,0.7440000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9804,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,4,4,5,17,1,2,12,0,17,10,3,2,2,34,38,17,1,6,4,3,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,4,1,0,10,4,13,0,0,9,1,33,4,38,26,9,37,0,6,0,0,15,13,0,4,15,133,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686928717511979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788044093095227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057691506155878626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061465140723114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103480196172584,0.0,0.08151306806563409,0.09605734239430867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649601719013063,0.04785269537545722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078706080504073,0.10757188869013556,0.0,0.0,0.10434064576874147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942553504670232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343502177512007,0.0,0.0,0.09399861446788786,0.0,0.0,0.20262759483152515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412014798379072,0.10470484857117893,0.0,0.052011525219103016,0.07714401824915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684684610961836,0.04623619577768959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105877659438274,0.0,0.08045932129653055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860187397035379,0.19074919374365928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957109716195004,0.0,0.07299200066143267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927268497796735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719777857349596,0.10070335432778396,0.0,0.31525868913274097,0.10248561418579814,0.0,0.06561127839942944,0.0,0.09887838365766173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902781536632704,0.0,0.0,0.0946653493254269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344532431415893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339729879916077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893800313712434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231461053451908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060641323025227005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043232580319148,0.0,0.0642541701042714,0.10294085896830038,0.0,0.09852330539496396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055820969779576735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773198571492412,0.0,0.10566188821976208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611124833661452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094488868776723 adhd,PremKek,2019/01/18,"Irritation Do trivial things (the biggest or the most minute issue) just infuriate and upset you a lot? Example: I was ordering my glasses with my mom and the pair I wanted the most weren’t the right size. I almost flipped shit and had to walk out of the room. It wasn’t even that big of a deal. So if you can relate to something like this, are there any techniques for managing that you’d suggest?",2.9336166365280287,4.948085291139243,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,75.83544303797468,7.0459312839059685,26.475587703435806,7.957251820313856,1.5990600361663652,314,12,63,5,7,102,60,79,0.171,0.799,0.031,-0.8855,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,1,8,0,8,1,1,0,0,13,9,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,7,4,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,6,1,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240018372581224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003409255193074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335794835714035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371046249349415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377159488219469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807665086797362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750818882855186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789533455765512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763212313745875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321330069170252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490947831110893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149610333140357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908459768918902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mindfulness8000,2019/01/18,"Wellbutrin - 2nd opinion or try it? I'm a 35 yr old dad (with an almost 1 year old) and was just formally diagnosed with ADHD. The psychiatrist prescribed me Wellbutrin, I think because I mentioned a few years I discussed what I thought were ADHD symptons to my not great general doc at a check-up and he gave me an adderall Rx. I didn't love how I felt on the Rx, but there's a whole host of reasons why that could have been the case. &#x200B; Anyways... left the office and felt great about being on the road to potential recovery but after reading all the info on Wellbutrin.... it sounds like an INTENSE drug as a first formal trial of an ADHD med. Especially because I have no other real anxiety or depression issues, and have done relatively well in life but feel like could be better if I got my ADHD under control. &#x200B; Not sure if I should get an second opinion or just try the Wellbutrin? &#x200B; Another thought here (and maybe doesn't sound important) - My wife is really into wine and I'm really into craft beers, so while I absolutely would understand cutting back, the thought of quitting alcohol altogether cold turkey for the rest of my life seems a bit over the top. For reference, probably have 2-3 drinks up to 2 nights a week. The inconvenience of my ADHD (at least as of now - not sure what life would be like with it being addressed) seems less intense than the potential side effects and social changes a life on Wellbutrin would bring. &#x200B; Am I overreacting? 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Wanted to share some tips I've learned to cope with my unmediated ADHD of decades. Hoping to give them a shot in the near future. With focus, motivation extremely difficult and worse simple tasks seemingly impossible I've found the best coping mechanism I have found is make everything as simple and automated as possible. I'm always barely on time with bills I have even if I have plenty of funds. Worse I'll pay the one due today and skip the one due tomorrow. Best solution has been bill pay for everything possible. Even my credit cards are paid minimum balances automatically and I can pay more anytime I get around to it.....I rarely do, but they are never late. Going to the gym is impossible. The activity seems tolerable but the preparation feels immense even when I know packing a bag is simple. Solution is I get everything packed and in my car the night before. If I don't want to go to the gym I still have to get my clothes out of the car and usually at that point I might as well just go. Staying in touch with people feels impossible. When I want to talk and have a social outburst it's sometimes too late or the thought of a full conversation daunting. Now I try and schedule all my texts that aren't mission critical. I know they'll get it, I don't have to deal with the immediacy of a conversation and the plus is when they do respond I'm usually excited and surprised rather than lamenting the alert going off. Waking up continues being tough. My latest experiment is with home automation. I have my Google Home scheduled to wake me up with words of encouragement, turn on the light and begin playing my calendar and music. To stop myself from snoozing or cancelling it I mute the microphone the evening before so I have to get up to cancel it. Having the lights on equally makes things more immediate. When setting goals everything is based off action and never accomplishment. I want to lose those pesky holiday pounds but it will take weeks and well that's ""not now"". The gym isn't automatic for me yet and when I don't go I feel like a failure. Instead my actionable targets are simple: 10000 steps and under 1800 calories. With that I can still eat anything I want and if I'm lazy all day I can knock off those last steps just before midnight which I've done unfortunately many times. Hope this might help someone while I try to get back on track finishing chores.",4.256198030634572,6.5441851422319495,5.235990700218816,77.87232303063459,72.85120350109409,8.683785557986871,28.492833698030637,9.321569398390272,2.7346254266958425,1938,78,350,47,40,634,233,457,0.10300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.106,0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,4,6,24,16,0,0,25,0,37,3,2,3,4,70,75,36,0,11,12,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,28,1,1,12,5,8,11,8,3,2,2,6,6,40,13,56,64,9,69,0,1,0,0,14,20,0,12,37,234,54,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109587875501268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999456884552949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922358275300375,0.07488462391913804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468307846387307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473974253575795,0.0,0.1765574755274487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425043327831943,0.08672401407766601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608395370488886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607574844687954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224183525199434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024064850139537,0.0822854897626424,0.0,0.0,0.12760078058163887,0.0600953363363001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446645023873395,0.0,0.0,0.2636953312769557,0.08069555772175924,0.239036639033685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563838548780405,0.0,0.16875841366116984,0.16710025751021304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246029110971793,0.0685690176806297,0.18978202126492494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109677714124162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410874967076396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123014905738109,0.08528446482132637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847602809340127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975704137509192,0.0,0.0,0.07894091042658079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400376201425334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058318208083079685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952057877681418,0.18966529473827698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531593557565467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574973443042133,0.07127459297266593,0.0,0.08319681921453181,0.0,0.0,0.08966071483833894,0.13435666238413935,0.07032807673007542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324776222076096,0.06761246005966944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588558228967232,0.0,0.0,0.06678187429054369,0.09810208312073944,0.0,0.07973591286615786,0.0,0.0,0.11422390033415605,0.09149839143534363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852925651110437,0.0,0.2480807423981673,0.0,0.06747598044769543,0.0,0.15126794348742406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145090897578455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Raunchey,2019/01/18,"ADHD and Obesity https://www.additudemag.com/adhd-weight-gain/ It’s not a coincidence that I was finally able to shed 70 lbs once I got prescribed Straterra. For the first time in my life my brain was properly stimulated and I didn’t try to fill the void with bored eating. I was able to remember to count calories and log/weight my meals which helped me keep track of what I was eating. I’m sort of bitter, because ADHD has the stereotype of an overactive kid that’s always zooming around and probably forgets to eat, and while that’s true for some people, for me I was more of a head-in-the-clouds distracted type and I didn’t get diagnosed until I was 20. I feel like my teen years were wasted academically and artistically because I couldn’t focus, but also socially because I was so overweight. The fact that obesity is linked to weight loss was a big wake up call to me, even after I lost the weight. Now I ask myself “am I actually hungry or is my brain just craving dopamine?” and 9/10 I’m just craving stimulation and satisfaction for completing a task. I can even see how my BED (binge-eating disorder) factored in. I had this weird ritual where I would go to the local convenience store, buy the exact same meal (foot-long hoagie, bag of cheetos, foot-long slim jim, soda, brownie, mozzarella sticks, etc.) and eat it all in one sitting. And this is all I did the entire day because it was the only thing I *could* do. I couldn’t focus on school, I couldn’t focus on art, I couldn’t do anything, but complete this Ritual. So happy I have the psychiatrist I did because she knew my history of BED and when I told her I thought I had ADHD also, I got the prescription and years after the fact, I found this article. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/16418753/ Anyone else have similar stories? 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It's my first ADHD medication. Any tips or advice on the adjustment period? So I understand everyone reacts differently to meds, but is there anything I should know about that helped you? My main concern is that I need to be ""productive"" for around 15 hours every (I work 12 and then have things at home to take care of) and the effects are 8-12 hours theoretically. Anyone have issues with the effects not lasting long enough to do what they need to in a day? I'm being impatient and asking for knowledge, though I feel like I'll have an answer myself in a week, but ah well. Thanks! 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However, a month later she called and said she changed her mind, citing there's no objective diagnosing process—which evidently is a blessing and a curse. In this case, I'm mildly comforted in knowing that mental healthcare providers are people, too. \*I was referred to the above psychologist by my PC doc, who I now need the actual prescription from (otherwise I would've scoped out an ADHD psychiatrist on my own). Figures... 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How do you deal with this? I hyperfixate on things a lot, and because of that, in addition to outside distractions, no matter how hard I try to focus it always gets in the way. I get mentally exhausted after trying to combat it and I also don't like getting the work done anymore because of it. If any of you can relate, how do you deal with this?",3.8740928270042185,5.3226078227848115,5.975379746835443,75.67336497890295,72.03797468354429,8.810970464135021,28.356540084388186,9.2995712137729,2.6103907172995773,314,12,58,7,6,110,51,79,0.166,0.82,0.013999999999999999,-0.8765,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,12,10,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,12,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722434242905064,0.1948052038408348,0.0,0.0,0.15920849139485374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321824720436158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854327196529461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827314324223938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395843338347376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669514907267319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972403648746446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437838935573733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903903043410812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359362095468168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553781427998176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790195375296826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858322315664658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044093122185516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whazzup101,2019/01/18,"What to do when you consistently... forget to look at your what to do list. Is it just me? When I actually try to impliment tricks to help, this happens...",1.9390000000000045,4.1718869000000005,4.043333333333333,83.885,80.0,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.7363333333333344,117,4,25,3,3,40,23,30,0.106,0.81,0.084,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.5331925980086943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483166138398435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662301112257157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588254925338432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709593093137837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Atalaunta,2019/01/18,"Will there be a time not everything in my life revolves around ADHD? I don't want this to be such a big part of my identity anymore. TLDR: Basically the title. Been diagnosed at 18, built my world around the disorder. --- So I've had this thought in my head the entire day and I'm about to head to bed and I want to write it down somewhere. I was diagnosed at a critical point in my life: I had just turned 18, had moved out of my parents house to another city and had just started at a university and some social clubs (sports and just social). My world came crashing down. I couldn't handle everything at the same time. I had a massive mental breakdown, dropped out of college, and went through a dark time until I kind of managed. After I started mistrusting myself and started to depend on that I would forget everything, I started moving forward. I gave university another try. In order to do so, I had to change my view of myself. I had to start seeing myself as someone who was different from most people. I was /mentally disabeled/and I needed to work very hard to function normally. I've been treated by two professionals, who listed my symptoms as 'very severe'. Of course I know that too, there's no denying it, I'm still working on accepting it. A good thing is that I don't care anymore if people don't believe I have ADHD, and I no longer have any shame to admit that I have the disorder. So I'm getting there. But I'm so so tired of labeling myself as mentally handicapped. Because it was such a significant thing to find out when I became an adult it became a major part of my adult identity and the world that I have built for myself and now live in. I have taken on projects to challenge my ADHD and I have become an organized (albeit still forgetful00) person. Everything I have ever done has been tied to me coping with ADHD. It feels like when I first started doubting my sexuality. I came out of the closet as bisexual only a little before I 'came out' as ADHD. Although accepting my sexualité has been difficult as well, I am now comfortable with the way things are and my life is not just determined by the label 'not straight'. But 'not neurotypical' is still such a big part of my identity. I am ready to move on from seeing myself as 'less then', as 'broken'. I need to change my mindset. But I just don't know how to do that.",3.8670915032679747,5.500510082788672,5.3214978213507615,79.61924019607844,72.35511982570806,8.324400871459696,28.43627450980393,8.920646497554287,2.3932705882352936,1844,72,345,37,36,620,206,459,0.085,0.862,0.053,-0.8977,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,4,30,13,0,2,22,0,42,9,2,2,1,61,72,35,0,8,13,1,2,1,0,2,7,0,2,3,19,24,0,0,8,2,0,8,11,3,1,2,23,5,55,10,69,44,8,63,0,0,3,0,11,31,0,5,24,267,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190270079469948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742076717315557,0.14624206366731887,0.0,0.0,0.1383126094846459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415414075627294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042508532125631535,0.0770145157970768,0.059337566746989374,0.078565105405537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392676014603661,0.07109734489654551,0.0,0.14753633612232686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044971955368289664,0.0,0.0,0.14155486299971334,0.0,0.07285604464694567,0.1598399027974289,0.0,0.0,0.07136097335999197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630774055615777,0.0,0.0,0.25068575724286224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035259052401397706,0.04981720182202691,0.0,0.0,0.06373461256417715,0.05931477403280305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643256515013826,0.0,0.0,0.058488652912372936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246698663968313,0.0,0.14313215854673694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046241075016743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261609058049044,0.07664676268653965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776324079684186,0.034067975418642,0.06989069108252481,0.06157543336918168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108231030131743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234512928635405,0.0,0.10341213210582363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832344196592298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303501713023971,0.0,0.0,0.07743013953489382,0.2265418246107704,0.0,0.096688033351395,0.06088808360292398,0.0,0.0,0.06592013562849525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113619511271487,0.0,0.0,0.07877833484812058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216783154020407,0.05908446477497036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29614385774331864,0.0,0.16706636589905194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247918935744459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389823321540048,0.0,0.0,0.0553601379476042,0.12198545441125387,0.08014771706846746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734406563599304,0.07584937717990592,0.06811891635887049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507390057721766,0.08226054909184427,0.05535073480801888,0.0,0.0,0.06269825688090921,0.06464310228150087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153277184446297,0.0,0.0,0.04953625553080797,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,umnotathrowaway,2019/01/18,"How did everyone’s initial prescriptions and dosages go? My doctor started me on a very low dose and it did nothing, so then he increased it and it still had no effect, now he’s increased it slightly again. Is this normal for doctors to give these medicines like that? Im seeing him again very soon and there’s a good chance he’ll just increase the dose again on this same medicine which currently is doing nothing (30mg a day). I’m frustrated and impatient. When would they decided that it’s time to try a different one? Because these are stimulants I can know if the dosage is working straight away, so it’s annoying having to keep on waiting for weeks at a time just for him to increase it again. 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I'm glad I am soon, just exhausted by how long it's taken. Thought I took care of it but, I didn't so paying the price of my ADHD. I've got classes, homework, and lesson planning. How has your guys week been?",-0.5215476190476167,1.628210873015874,1.903472222222224,95.44187500000002,91.06349206349206,4.419841269841268,18.98611111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.1500460317460317,227,7,51,2,8,77,49,63,0.063,0.8640000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.1308,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,7,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,6,0,6,2,5,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332979664488477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275743597091124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180693405792767,0.0,0.0,0.2746012902945801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24542920645168176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879266618718866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016983452529865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081249435095749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6673745956111187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fjakkandi,2019/01/18,"Today, I sat down to study 6 times. I never even got the website open. **TL;DR:** I decided it would be a \~great idea\~ to switch to a university program where I have to manage all of my coursework all by myself. The results were, and continue to be, disastrous. **The following is an illustration of my failure. Please enjoy.** Boy oh boy, a new semester begins! Last year in the fall, I transferred my major and my university, so now all of my study materials, homework, and tests are online. Sounds pretty great, right? Well, I think my testimony speaks for itself: I went from being a straight-A student to being on academic probation over the course of one semester. I learned the hard way that suddenly switching from having a professor breathing down my neck to being entirely responsible for everything I have to do every week is not conducive to productive learning, especially since I have ADHD and am still learning management strategies. (I was diagnosed less than two years ago and I've been doing research and teaching myself stuff mostly on my own. I see a psychologist regularly, and I was seeing a psychiatrist until recently, but neither of them specialize in ADHD. More on the psychiatrist situation later.) But whatever, it's a new semester, a new opportunity to do better! Last night, I looked at my schedule for today and saw the deadline for an assignment. *Okay, I'm* ***not*** *going to wait until the last minute*, I said to myself. *I'll wake up early and start studying right away! I'll bet I finish that assignment before noon and have the whole rest of the day to relax!* Except...that's not what happened. I sat down at my computer with the intent and determination to study *6 different times* today, and I didn't even get my eBook open. It's a tale as old as time: I sat down, ready to work, and then life got in the way. Then it got in the way again. And again. *And* ***again***, and each time, it led to further distraction that led to hours passing with nothing accomplished. I stopped seeing my psychiatrist in November last year because she retired. I was prescribed plenty of medication to get me by until I found a new doctor; unfortunately, the medication started becoming less and less effective over time, and now when I take it, I don't feel or behave any differently. But somehow, a miracle occurred! I found a new psychiatrist who 1) specializes in ADHD, 2) has good patient reviews, 3) is local, and 4) takes my insurance! Perfect, right? Well...the problem is, my first appointment with him is in February. That was the earliest he could take me. So for now, I'm just trying my damnedest to force myself to do things. I'm still teaching myself to remember to write things in my schedule (and to remember to actually *check* the schedule afterward), as well as other time management/brain management strategies. It's slow going, but I'm hoping this new psychiatrist will make a positive difference. Thanks for reading what I had to say. I feel better sharing this with a community that actually *gets* it. Now then, I should probably have a go at that homework again....",2.736434824204739,5.727085506194693,4.429826596508015,76.90197500597945,85.08849557522123,7.7266204257354705,27.45814398469265,8.524219190627866,2.877435302559197,2441,112,407,66,74,816,278,565,0.037000000000000005,0.8440000000000001,0.12,0.9939,2,0,0,0,0,0,136.0,0,0,1,8,20,19,0,1,35,1,36,8,3,6,5,70,76,38,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,3,5,4,2,2,24,27,0,2,13,2,2,9,7,2,2,3,19,12,54,17,76,48,14,105,0,0,5,0,12,30,0,5,63,293,78,25,0.0,0.0,0.13537530156453334,0.0,0.2500802070822713,0.0,0.06148554075329282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716877850255035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516821381046005,0.0,0.0,0.042282646524485434,0.07660526924519907,0.05902225353185465,0.0,0.0,0.12269072892116525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743132533412535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538019471772253,0.0,0.0,0.04473297941063818,0.0,0.0,0.07040132811866555,0.0,0.2174066872416028,0.0,0.0709953073188502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162635982561756,0.0,0.05844077388471496,0.0,0.062338410268415224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014337945476445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899958193561074,0.0,0.15210447957436884,0.0,0.0,0.1087168996805742,0.0,0.11826067081261725,0.05817785073072409,0.1664262299362194,0.1529444778666674,0.0,0.0,0.061336899589135525,0.0,0.06213504403608563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688924670920919,0.06830794561598895,0.0,0.0,0.07830165359972655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261583011054847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048992681135638164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824690707376597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629990916247555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975054649682536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053496522603230366,0.4019435558798855,0.0,0.06509186945388877,0.0,0.06655504831225592,0.0,0.07278412135582872,0.0,0.047001725430983216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613903435105697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056644910649486,0.07478434797517701,0.06637040412665163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938112332912452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684869555436087,0.0,0.15714804888660466,0.17770521113927507,0.06597948141866462,0.055159727020196,0.0,0.0,0.16581844464091888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737725508250471,0.07796619081854371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819006076514193,0.0,0.11078572923607727,0.057990032857737614,0.0,0.0,0.07940329926306389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645557136891594,0.0,0.0,0.06385953541634792,0.0,0.0,0.0921625303558453,0.04444459500372292,0.0,0.0,0.24267447460928535,0.0,0.19724220064187328,0.0,0.0,0.047092484548806116,0.0,0.0677569400307849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516982152014675,0.05563829561681406,0.0,0.18709525599909102,0.06429959604196171,0.0,0.07744058993077002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049661900654109,0.0,0.0,0.04927302539089081,0.0,0.0,0.13400124338388722 adhd,DaisyTex,2019/01/18,"Waterproof shower clock/timer? My teen son, recently DXed w/ADHD, cannot time a shower. It is a fight to get him out in under 35 to 40 min. I’ve been trying to find a good waterproof shower timer but everything I come across is labeled as “water splash resistant”, then in the reviews many say the item died after a couple of months use. Anyone have a suggestion? Also, anyone else have a Time Timer watch? His ADHD doc said many people swear by them. Thank you.",2.462333333333333,4.825203677777779,3.781111111111112,85.76500000000001,78.8888888888889,6.666666666666668,18.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,0.7692222222222216,361,8,68,6,9,118,69,90,0.09699999999999999,0.843,0.059000000000000004,-0.5171,3,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,8,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,11,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,2,12,9,1,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,7,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630969333365164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407584576790867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943469419735017,0.19741025778748567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596568498569486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131825306908776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995807766793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094867663815968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315680613747733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760942795219241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066063090583703,0.0,0.0,0.16160005969191654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906684882349268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378507650825365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335711388710588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023556155745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183270574656466,0.15321664631976606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738202091625194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246915225754732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308083440440463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640255254737787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hawkgrl,2019/01/18,"Diagnosed with ADHD, have taken my prescription Ritalin for the rest time and feel a bit euphoric/restless. Do I actually have ADHD? I was just prescribed today to manage a diagnosis of ADHD and have just tried 10mg of Ritalin for the first time but am feeling a little scattered, euphoric, restless, etc. (I’ve only just felt it ‘kick in’.) Does this mean I don’t actually have ADHD? I’ve heard that for people who actually suffer from ADHD, a calming sensation/stillness will often result from taking prescribed medication. Does anyone have any thoughts/suggestions? Thank you!",6.417058823529412,8.683828107843139,7.3138725490196075,65.33492647058824,66.94117647058823,9.41372549019608,34.318627450980394,9.827888789773867,4.057192156862746,465,22,65,11,8,155,69,102,0.068,0.79,0.142,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,10,4,0,1,0,13,18,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,4,5,2,10,13,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.3681817183483073,0.0,0.7557176998917513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552363550688502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793691027182761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730139894196122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276475184723264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011334047544592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025978092560415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127179821232514,0.0,0.12075288410411628,0.0,0.0,0.10697454758653437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604827685811554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699354922191662,0.0,0.12669370693833268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564896868044907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718872147331383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455865852771753,0.0,0.0,0.11578632739644636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666766147857166,0.0,0.11920929203455613,0.0,0.0,0.08538530382863205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dogs_are_perfect,2019/01/18,"Benefits of ADHD In what ways do you feel you benefit from ADHD characteristics? I'd like to see if I can change my thinking. I need to figure out how to benefit from these ""flaws"". 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Just saw this post in /r/science. I read the article and it had some interesting points. Wondering what your thoughts are on the matter. What are your more effective strategies? I think my most effective strategy is actually working with another person. I feel very accountable when I’m part of a “team” even if it’s just a friend, and I don’t want to let them down. Unfortunately this isn’t always feasible for most daily tasks. https://digest.bps.org.uk/2019/01/14/study-identifies-the-most-effective-mental-strategies-that-people-use-to-get-through-aversive-challenges/",8.552490079365079,11.4833950625,6.752619047619053,68.8146031746032,62.66071428571429,10.692063492063493,37.444444444444436,10.746095033038511,4.905978968253969,565,28,79,16,9,166,75,112,0.05,0.754,0.196,0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,6,4,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,4,0,20,16,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,8,3,9,12,6,6,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,6,1,50,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.2070237476762067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652234226152913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245342158138728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012033345673133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726731627982568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390335784184465,0.0,0.2216749017730447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693350545218368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275862401246681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297332826237933,0.0,0.14707522107949908,0.1852375738052565,0.0,0.0,0.2005464003164901,0.0,0.2031770822446485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220326017494948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593449492314932,0.0,0.1684201083715182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664518010544768,0.0,0.17504254436912076,0.12512911913136382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006312532564366,0.15444470580519135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,radditersaysihategd,2019/01/18,"Is this just me or does my brain want to do something but my body goes ""nah later"" and doesn't do anything? (Sorry if this is the wrong sub)",0.3689999999999998,2.211936566666669,1.6833333333333336,100.80500000000002,83.33333333333334,4.0,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.1723333333333334,107,2,26,0,3,34,25,30,0.175,0.79,0.035,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,6,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043228893672058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107765806020244,0.0,0.4128313070024717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236240411134429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284698524899734,0.0,0.4139730645877699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812407078769933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043302032582629,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gungabrain,2019/01/18,"Who is this Peter Hitchens guy and why is he famous? This guy is a nutbar. I just got in a huge twitter war with him after I happened upon an ADHD-denying tweet. Dude has like 43k followers and is some conservative pundit in the UK who happens to be Christopher Hitchens’ younger brother. It was so bizarre. He won’t directly address my arguments, just gaslights me and tells me that ADHD studies aren’t real because ADHD isn’t real to begin with. Sorry guys, I fought the good fight. I’m not linking to his profile but if you are so inclined you can search him up on twitter. I’m not completely anonymous anymore, but hopefully I don’t get too many crazies after me. My inbox is filling with some colourful language. You can join in and give me some support if you’d like!",4.044779249448126,5.79562649668874,4.868493377483446,82.5702014348786,72.11258278145695,6.622737306843268,33.113134657836646,7.1686216300943375,2.27840353200883,615,31,110,6,12,199,98,151,0.071,0.807,0.122,0.8719,2,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,5,8,3,0,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,23,28,10,1,3,8,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,1,17,5,14,22,3,12,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,6,5,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549307189904498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264313590590986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382565581822548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613778098298602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041466377265938,0.14765008035717714,0.0,0.12909728807405688,0.12310054244182707,0.0,0.0,0.4572025838695405,0.2722145041926191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287313915196568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039099099476527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604648433692206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503798012637386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229616021007735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746618495585189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345292115703886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888508827678267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yfuyhljnfyhh,2019/01/18,"Pre employment form is asking about what medications I take Hi guys, So I am currently prescribed Ritalin (although I don’t take it often as I makes me an insomniac). I’ve just been for a job interview for a health care related position and they have sent me a pre employment health screening form and it has asked me to declare any medications I take, and it says they are able to access my health records. I just feel that what medications I take is none of their business and I don’t really want to have to discuss having adhd. I’m in two minds whether I should be straight up or tick ‘no’ with the risk of them being able to check my health records. I’m in New Zealand if that helps. Any help would be appreciated :)",7.619195171026156,6.3428869154929615,7.860865191146883,74.83514084507044,63.64788732394365,11.77625754527163,36.48289738430583,10.914260884657429,3.7177573440643865,570,23,116,13,7,187,90,142,0.015,0.853,0.132,0.9348,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,16,8,0,1,0,17,29,10,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,3,18,1,15,22,3,7,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,3,2,78,25,4,0.2640934872449503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869452526297212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959262747812646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468917605737871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463045557724895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676680113623924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074703654570902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614380547463304,0.0,0.0,0.17701629764849916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103601789851466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814222672777057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990696065329303,0.0,0.0,0.13332956876343466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753156782592745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459252521467077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500887049680108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971308711363799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899048137687694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788459060169313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380221806324772,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dixonjosh77,2019/01/18,"Why does Vyvanse mixed into water not give me a crash, yet the capsules do? I started on Vyvanse 2 months ago, slowly titrating up to 70 mg. I’m comfortable here, but noticed that I’ll get a bit anxious and sad when it starts wearing off in the evening. Yesterday I mixed a 70 mg capsule with 20 ounces of water and drank it 3 times throughout the day. My focus and appetite were still fantastic, yet I didn’t feel like crap in the evening! Anyone else have this experience?",5.311935483870967,5.999415838709678,5.5539247311827955,82.85088709677422,68.03225806451613,7.920430107526883,33.77956989247312,7.793537801064563,2.3881053763440856,375,17,72,4,6,119,73,93,0.10300000000000001,0.768,0.129,0.3676,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,7,0,4,5,2,0,0,8,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,5,2,9,8,1,17,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,12,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311301288624215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160003582908154,0.0,0.16810345912774596,0.24633314057965716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624704465266701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504751037045725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038841266828112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008355261411896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175831156887166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351715840103733,0.0,0.0,0.1215608315913464,0.1717522187521826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560669147424824,0.2306275649177982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745441639717755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189661821596804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737135844412666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34033334388495123,0.0,0.19199538829001397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018767068635565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693675773953505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Maximumarty,2019/01/18,"Take summer off meds? My son who’s 7 was diagnosed about 6 months ago. The first level of drug did not do much, the second seems great. He did have a few head aches at first and a bit of trouble sleeping but now it’s good. We have heard of people taking the weekend off or students taking the summer off. Does anyone have any experience or input? Thank you",2.029523809523809,4.188742111111111,3.171428571428572,90.64500000000002,79.2777777777778,5.2253968253968255,18.61904761904762,6.1826913282559595,-0.1256452380952382,280,6,57,2,7,90,56,72,0.045,0.82,0.135,0.8253,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,0,7,4,2,0,0,7,13,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,3,3,8,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,8,37,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266141474553174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401291378027451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408325072238712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496619254801054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091484605416135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803261311150835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896634895449306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156804909051892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35055224281088954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728349200662973,0.0,0.2271839392023724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114789275315028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288882843122293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644766187361933,0.0,0.15147918427602658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285735508981698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759098735913315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062106854771929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647986447047098,0.0,0.0,0.1897140846649837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,forethoughtless,2019/01/18,"How can I decide what I want to do for a career/work if just the idea of committing 40hrs/wk to something is depressing? I am a recent college grad with a side gig online that has the potential to become a full time job that would require me to move states. This is a big decision even without these other doubts and fears that I've always had - nothing makes me dread the adult world more than grinding for 40 hours a week at something I don't care about. The idea of doing something I end up hating is really paralyzing. The idea of being locked into a certain trajectory is also scary to me even if I know that technically it's not true and people make weird career hops all the time. I'm worried that the reason I want to take this job because I'm scared to try anything else. The boss is amazing and the work lets me use my talents and I would have more freedom and power than I would in a typical entry level job, but the subject matter is uninspiring. The idea of trying to find a job that I like where the work environment isn't awful is also a discouraging task. Basically I'm commitment-phobic and scared of the idea of My First Real Job. Plus the whole thing where ADHD makes it really hard to envision the future. I have had some life events and medication issues recently that are also contributing to my fears and lack of hope. And I know I am lucky to have the support system in place (i.e. parents are fine with me living with them and paying most of my expenses) that even allows me to be picky about what job I take. I don't even know what I'm asking for. Advice from people who've made this leap from semi-adult to full-adult? Ideas for how I can talk back to these fears? I am just trying not to be overwhelmed by these big decisions but it comes at the cost of trying to plan or think strategically/critically about them.",6.109593875697419,5.977530700272478,6.626804203970419,78.67868301544055,66.24795640326975,9.497288179577007,28.37537303749837,9.107695989026183,2.116119865057739,1465,40,287,23,21,479,186,367,0.10400000000000001,0.797,0.099,-0.4462,8,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,6,17,22,1,8,27,1,32,2,0,10,4,69,55,21,0,9,10,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,22,16,0,2,15,0,3,2,6,12,0,1,3,1,29,10,48,45,8,30,0,3,0,0,6,15,0,8,12,198,51,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800455663356026,0.07155652225920521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567868217636187,0.060930683563622585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025953563871269,0.0,0.06845730780494952,0.0,0.0,0.05630699996882605,0.0,0.04463846544388937,0.08087340658871575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746597498106289,0.0,0.0,0.06307852836908219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307025963652092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061171715503487725,0.0,0.06485733754730444,0.0,0.0,0.19346282378311827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472020111804149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692810027213876,0.062286801227344174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559695865898986,0.07229644705898372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273087813587502,0.0721137894752321,0.0,0.0,0.4959858399194644,0.0,0.07642990466327526,0.4359986573856962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073084025075327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487951160013062,0.05172235618246436,0.03577498604218695,0.0,0.06466073320337908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928910504293108,0.14663866137193265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376844229642401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778286528528189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026322778737604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130985557743581,0.0,0.0,0.10153268578736524,0.0,0.07650657100413412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334829378250982,0.09382211092278156,0.0752894944456397,0.14460554623136934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662589113763366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691210372951971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830970683646345,0.0,0.0,0.11011509748664064,0.05885704386500998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486487278430932,0.04692086899273123,0.0,0.0,0.08539843993829742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886515315274325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632445684928917,0.0,0.0,0.08638229772741422,0.0,0.058738237560646174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175526798156478,0.0,0.0705881609845443,0.0,0.1599302622591098,0.07436551623476499,0.0,0.15605496027455176,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jasongoehring,2019/04/14,"Trying something new in the meantime I went to my local doc to talk about the possibilirt of me having ADHD. We did some paper tests on depression, anxiety, and ADHD. I scored highest on ADHD. I am trying to schedule an evaluation at the local psych clinic to confirm. Doc wants to see these professional results. I have always struggled with addiction to anything that feels good. Drugs, nicotine, sex, etc. I always fall back into these addictions when I dont complete my mental to do list or I feel overwhelmed with life. Just came off another relapse on snus which makes me feel like absolute crap. Moving forward I want to stop obsessed about what I did that day, and rather what I did not do. By the end of summer I hope to tell myself I did not use tobacco, I did not overeat, and I did not watch filfth on the internet. All of these habits that I turn to when I am at my wits end always make me feel worse for an extended period of time. I think we can be so consumed by what we didn't do and I know that I need to start looking at the other side of the coin. Celebrate the small victories my friends. Yours truly, Daddy Irrigation",3.4430512091038388,5.42472765315316,4.647022285443338,82.55660739687058,74.27027027027026,7.5565670934092,26.549075391180647,8.371475516178862,1.9265729729729728,897,33,168,16,19,295,133,222,0.078,0.831,0.092,0.4767,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,3,1,0,0,8,9,1,3,10,0,17,8,1,4,1,35,36,8,0,5,7,0,4,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,12,11,1,1,6,0,1,5,6,5,0,0,9,7,31,4,33,26,3,32,0,2,3,1,7,15,1,3,15,121,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27171319802969196,0.44931502004091306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108697496756044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067724856496155,0.09533564616568284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255345669544244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095826783624326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253460345356486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066401151800386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803710128637586,0.0,0.10733692305867952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460562968065378,0.0,0.14452219354557974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075656863396534,0.0,0.1389867016183181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25205092648604993,0.08903012856980995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962828068953499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452719338325303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237779694494888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848910503665755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802434932035802,0.06088411473752695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465126578594268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637257986903625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558987177296746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324536821501583,0.0,0.09240578635820552,0.0,0.12036090272301656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930776295899467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594026234855896,0.0,0.0,0.08820823853923432,0.0,0.0,0.10418974408108896,0.0,0.13028218765803234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001666082430668,0.10892530062636098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798528773140308,0.0,0.0,0.07266821026118367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922059435005352,0.1355531735080555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763357280156216,0.0,0.0,0.14701081140675118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552603311269714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700067426284298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cbia96,2019/04/14,"Adult ADHD Impacting Work I first came to the realization that I was somewhere on the ADD spectrum during school. I’m inpatient and it’s impacted me in sports, school, and now impacting me in work life. In high school, I would use the restroom whenever the teacher would let me just so that I could get up and walk. I struggled in high school to balance homework in class, stay organized, and was overall a huge procrastinator, which impacted my grades heavily. I was always test smart however, I scored a 28 on ACT but had a 2.7 GPA. In college, I struggled my first year, I transferred back home to a commuter ancillary campus and excelled there. Part of the reason I excelled was because I would take a class, and have almost one week to complete any assignments because the classes were a once-per-week schedule. The classes were 3 hours long, which was the hardest part. I’d sit near the door and get up and take breaks often and when I was in class I was the student who would ask too many questions and have conversations with my peers during class . I spent every night in the library, I’d never read the book or directions, however I’d make it through most assignments. I graduated with a 3.2. In my personal life- I jump from idea to idea, I’ll go a week reading every day and then stop, I’ll pick up cooking and quit after a week. I can’t handle long term commitments, I adopted a dog in college and had to re home the dog because I did not want to deal with him anymore and very quickly and rashly gave the dog away to a new family. I also used to golf, but lately I choose to not golf, because I find myself unable to focus, any distractions, poor play, or getting hungry completely takes the enjoyment out of it. I’m 23, and cannot make a personal or emotional connection with a girl. My resume looks great on paper and I consider myself a great people person. I walked in and nailed an interview at my first choice of employer as a financial analyst. I started with a small block of business and it has grown 4x in a year and a half. I started without any peers my own age, and for a long time I thought I was excelling. Things have changed more recently, more analysts were hired out of school and they’re running circles around me, taking 6 months to learn what took me 18 months to learn. My work has errors in it constantly, luckily my boss is very patient and tolerates the simple mistakes, but now my peers with less experience than I have cleaner work than I have. I often will socialize unnecessarily with coworkers, and find myself spewing every detail of my life with my coworkers. I’ll even lose my phone and keys at my desk and ask my cubical mate if he has seen them. My ADD has gotten worse since college has ended and I fear the little things are becoming a distraction to those around me and is negatively impacting my work product. I realized I was on the ADD spectrum when I visited a therapist for some personal issues back in college, but decided not to address them. I recently used a friends prescription for a day on the weekend. On a day I typically would have have spent the day playing video games, napping, and watching TV; I hung out with friends, played golf, worked out for a whole hour, and changed my sheets. I want to get a prescription and finally end the torture of how this ADD has began to impact my life. However, I do not want to see a psychiatrist, as I know the psychiatrist will discuss my family life, growing up, and work - I’ve been to two therapists and the conversations always turn into this. I want to see an ADD specialist but my PCP is requiring me to see a psychiatrist first. Has anyone been in a situation like this? Can you bypass the psychiatrist and see an ADD specialist to make this process less painful?",6.487972594808454,6.796569035961273,6.89662581620509,75.56468783170901,65.41770401106501,10.543008781240957,34.93290231271511,10.3657114227393,3.6183123870179177,2995,131,556,69,43,976,331,723,0.075,0.833,0.092,0.9434,4,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,1,2,17,18,22,1,5,56,0,48,8,1,10,2,115,89,51,0,12,15,0,0,1,3,7,6,0,5,6,18,57,1,3,13,16,3,11,9,9,0,7,26,7,77,13,86,54,11,103,0,1,7,0,28,41,0,10,49,368,95,48,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784321414298193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652759068877133,0.0,0.0,0.0451438990251203,0.09394362226259384,0.0,0.0,0.11516598695804735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559842910240791,0.03947189959622716,0.0,0.0,0.1005068384414403,0.1055482572885801,0.0,0.053037637041833306,0.08681477420629782,0.0,0.1376481894106382,0.0623457699413981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456498354320334,0.0,0.0,0.11943549050046105,0.0,0.11837574243642875,0.061003550359117024,0.0,0.045071584672973966,0.0,0.0,0.14562507621778142,0.05819857278918347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349985387324468,0.09999778212137396,0.0,0.0,0.03728539829271418,0.0,0.14268737959074726,0.0,0.0,0.05521997703146029,0.10643408659133877,0.06352314631055947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061839386154336165,0.10319050768819228,0.19206899986069986,0.0,0.0,0.08722791086610644,0.0,0.11797341328278445,0.0,0.03208244310191896,0.0,0.0,0.124475004459045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928730634174076,0.11325004874026068,0.0,0.11118586239577448,0.0,0.0,0.1274527700107403,0.0,0.058920248988799474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031024030883988987,0.0,0.0636792640200768,0.0,0.0,0.057725042142559836,0.19936529542882572,0.02757914057937217,0.056578800790718024,0.0,0.1498722574366412,0.04740467991301516,0.06315430594469555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304457957239945,0.05723252303849196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011740848616516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353854406816577,0.05452079365477271,0.0,0.05297550361761829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825270493064011,0.0,0.06006791690159813,0.0,0.0,0.12226201197795272,0.0,0.03913606299425117,0.1971635821217277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323811607112959,0.060042659970488625,0.11293268977380315,0.0,0.0,0.058041100254171474,0.111477239526214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856574751294585,0.17993677116444712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669690715129158,0.06345336611795416,0.0,0.05754475520970186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991271356805645,0.06016932788853824,0.0,0.04719562091571407,0.0,0.11802982711989313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977671213703074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108808281677625,0.07500716297192249,0.0,0.0,0.04481584268476826,0.03291707196670929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271921412554593,0.0,0.06140255211519796,0.05514449119121356,0.0,0.0,0.14626679462211464,0.0,0.09315608697131927,0.13318521101778766,0.0,0.18112656806175406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302560191383336,0.0,0.05441681550165866,0.0,0.28767935100212194,0.0,0.057528461475865586,0.20050609674801634,0.0,0.0,0.0727052744908206 adhd,dumblylickmahballs,2019/04/14,"My Friend Accuses me of just being lazy Hey guys, new to this thread and I’ve never related to a group like this before so this is pretty dope 🤙🏻 So I was diagnosed around age 10 and was prescribed Concerta. I’m now 21 and on 10 mg vyvanse and it’s working great. What infuriates me though is my friend accuses me of “acting” for the drugs. He described it as an easy way to get low-grade meth and completely denies anything I say about having ADHD. Anyone else have similar problems? Any advise to address people like this?",2.1372727272727268,4.589176153846157,3.868426573426575,84.16748251748253,80.73076923076924,6.858741258741258,23.87762237762238,8.00094639256281,1.6124346153846152,416,15,78,8,11,139,79,104,0.13699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.182,0.7601,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,9,9,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,1,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,5,11,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427232454373794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387841919596395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479383279709774,0.2167838373480521,0.17410839607523884,0.18834682116612705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003494695304648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183261494263407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147444161281873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536010902316435,0.0,0.17674396522632405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269250129316471,0.0,0.11053933104699384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332624502775539,0.0,0.20949275253567656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067299514806646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631798691631961,0.2043406862969598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667963239574516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524808290649225,0.0,0.2024489319057437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682531237589203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078716001889645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793857839611231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402929539524055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emhoep,2019/04/14,"anyone got tips for making studying fun? and please, please. please resist your urge to say ""reward yourself"" because that shit does not and will not ever work on me. I'm talking about making studying a rewarding experience in itself, like making it so engaging that I choose it over doing something easier like google searching my interests until I die or rewatching buffy the vampire slayer. I know the reality of it is that it's not inherently fun but I'm not looking for that negative reinforcement. if I've successfully turned cleaning around to be a fun and ideal activity, than I can do it to this too",7.218303571428574,8.12683779464286,7.928571428571428,66.71642857142858,63.91071428571429,10.685714285714287,34.75,10.608840637214634,4.027967857142858,491,21,78,12,7,164,80,112,0.075,0.647,0.278,0.9653,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,5,5,12,1,0,4,0,6,1,1,3,1,18,15,8,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,7,11,13,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,4,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366488398646226,0.0,0.0,0.17017466903727768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653055374030022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983959291750623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728711543069133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291693293168353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699307353200564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288967874915668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505761139748074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867841509376188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052789720802274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828062689764097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295152666739361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201965965174324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962250001967988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471658126324256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536487387033517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079293139906325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139168180294429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nathanre8,2019/04/14,"I don't know what to do about my mom. I got diagnosed with ADD. She knows I have ADD, yet holds me to higher standards then my sister. I've talked to her before, and it helped for maybe a week, then it's back to the same old stuff. She'll ask me to take the trash out, I'll forget, and she'll say I'm being defiant and lazy. I WAS DIAGNOSED BY A DOCTOR, IT'S A REAL THING, NOT ME TRYING TO BE LAZY. She complains about me not being motivated, yet does nothing to motivate me. I'm at a loss. If anyone has any advice, I'd appreciate it",0.4335664335664333,2.0723471196581222,3.182113442113444,91.19293706293706,82.07692307692307,6.305827505827506,18.32867132867133,7.348242739294969,0.1823743589743589,411,9,97,6,11,145,73,117,0.171,0.805,0.024,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,6,0,10,3,0,2,0,19,17,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,16,0,14,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,1,7,63,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498656081555386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142652007404375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466773097386013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610830217259692,0.0,0.0,0.1613015544780243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850033889246872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258278928939705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147103110752998,0.18357270296804226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777365974444405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406056059062018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057017442077896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074395360674109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456821796665005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128168559898432,0.0,0.2201202012897414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876621659213185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681894331613567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013850674114784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577222761461983,0.16860661503300664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936305306291885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242127245638728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826627295144878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Magi-chan,2019/04/14,"ADHD meds not working, getting frustrated Diagnosed with ADHD-C about 7-8 months ago, along with co-morbid anxiety and some on/off depression symptoms. &#x200B; Since then, I've tried various medications and have found no success with any of them. Tried Adderall up to 30mg/day, only saw slightly reduced appetite and nothing else. Tried Concerta 18mg, no benefit, had a handful of worrying side-effects and was taken off of it. Currently trying out Vyvanse, first 20mg and now 30mg. No difference. Hate to admit it, but I took some ""agency"" with increasing the dosage after a couple weeks, up to 60mg, and still feel exactly the same. Still debating mentioning it to the doctor. It's frustrating waiting a month at a time for either a new dosage or a new drug, especially when there's no noticeable difference. &#x200B; I'm just tired of all this. I'm tired of wasting almost all my free time pacing around daydreaming or talking to myself. I hate that I can't just sit down, keep my mind in one place, and just get something done. I hate that I can't just read a book or article line by line, I'm constantly skimming all over the place looking for the important information, or spacing out without realizing it and staring off for who knows how long. I hate that I'm always overwhelmed when starting simple tasks that might require just a little sustained concentration, how quickly I burn out and accomplish nothing. And then I just procrastinate or lay around and beat myself up about it KNOWING I'm capable of doing great work if I could just stay on task. I'm tired of the constant internal noise going through my mind. I just want to think one thing at a time. &#x200B; I just want some bit of CONTROL over my brain, and nothing has helped. &#x200B; Maybe I'll talk to my doctor about switching to Strattera, or maybe I'll get too anxious and chicken out and do another month of a med that isn't doing anything for me. I'm stressing that nothing is going to help me and I'm going to be stuck an unproductive anxious scatter-brain forever. &#x200B; Sorry just needed to vent.",6.238073987081621,7.347085816793896,6.458689567430028,75.67914415736935,66.1501272264631,9.404932472108044,35.217165785868076,9.565088089820216,3.487966607946761,1678,79,288,33,26,538,216,393,0.151,0.764,0.084,-0.9804,1,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,1,8,25,13,6,2,17,0,15,11,2,3,4,77,50,29,0,5,21,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,15,26,0,4,8,2,1,5,9,9,0,3,8,5,21,5,54,39,11,54,0,2,3,0,9,22,0,12,25,184,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568294531070056,0.0,0.053727130840150863,0.0,0.0606921857026273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050432396803632006,0.3283546879638077,0.3682390770062511,0.04121689592590756,0.06355489669911983,0.046366503812572776,0.13694415431091447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987688689493965,0.10791154600338483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066170450275313,0.0,0.0,0.1353216673834017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099581148964706,0.06797929766949587,0.048392173689921776,0.0670638406868218,0.0,0.03908845247549394,0.0,0.05220332637784717,0.06151790031950509,0.0,0.12664915347410685,0.0,0.12407385927242764,0.0,0.062025099708114366,0.0,0.0,0.07028838747667293,0.0,0.05063189921723836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030646250153818926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155485695226643,0.0,0.0664557648460424,0.0,0.0,0.09499871062548884,0.0,0.10333822320092748,0.0,0.0,0.06682276737706765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393594092384849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125124533028273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053872975761564086,0.0,0.0,0.06661937014163698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074716864068162,0.0,0.053637965514914725,0.05089715661675689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178183484233167,0.0,0.13464815014328704,0.06105822445918242,0.0,0.06429765921272243,0.12239769609112575,0.0,0.14513503293450047,0.0,0.0,0.04494156611720526,0.0,0.1170750811358174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326278175282136,0.06900491605293227,0.0,0.0,0.08214184411505049,0.04609665578593282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664915347410685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062642769781423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013723963875765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666055897112019,0.0,0.06784796162697307,0.042900088193894736,0.06460222304395563,0.09680648973668632,0.0,0.0694285797328336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629970239332412,0.0,0.09743208568436676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026660794003584,0.03883645718403567,0.0,0.0,0.10602658030782376,0.20898692556244552,0.0,0.0,0.06733996875594092,0.16460091578887115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149872709452701,0.0,0.048617706727536125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842590196274404,0.0,0.08824964123632226,0.061552423244070134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682390770062511,0.0 adhd,LittleLandOfLaLa,2019/04/14,"What up my ADHDudes... Does anyone else struggle with job interviews? Like even managing to get one or when you’re there do you feel the need to warn them about your slightly different brain/interesting filter(or in my case lack thereof)? I just wanna know if I’m alone in this really.",2.6176010781671124,5.585895396226416,3.1704043126684667,85.8179245283019,85.60377358490567,6.8021563342318085,24.552560646900268,7.957251820313856,1.8892447439353104,228,9,41,5,7,71,48,53,0.152,0.802,0.046,-0.594,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,8,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,26,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065394512727199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695166513875574,0.3032599917118839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304044894633339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092294804202832,0.0,0.0,0.2590085448183025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724801482135095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954878113536868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965317575269774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463402173902774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937081885424686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265938342048766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445977803040025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946071897809333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055941220052512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896083057429028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094159327061638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,benovelent210,2019/04/14,"shout out to all the SOs who have a partner with ADHD My poor poor boyfriend. He has to deal with me dropping everything, and everything else that comes with ad h d. I think he feels like he's dating a child - glad he finds it funny! Today I literally dropped his computer desktop, don't ask me how - it just happened. Anyone else with any stories?",3.1459313725490183,5.194426044117648,3.9270588235294133,87.09343137254903,75.32352941176471,6.886274509803924,27.509803921568626,7.793537801064563,1.6594921568627459,273,11,54,4,6,87,54,68,0.087,0.79,0.12300000000000001,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,7,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997235417099515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959670878230235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743823268760128,0.2555339816553873,0.0,0.0,0.23315004968053216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483114797516265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711462198821744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416673952452754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482791180048248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610127584449754,0.17816737209056124,0.0,0.0,0.2279419159738645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205385983583503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218414810705304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980182813905636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639668105200526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anckael,2019/04/14,Any advice to not lose count on how many reps you've done while exercising? Thanks in advance for your help.,3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,76.14285714285714,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.2344095238095241,87,2,18,1,2,26,21,21,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.7819,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975811082795919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766803002913571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163613689806161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27271120801334764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551748166714153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124944893623074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745841210305325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SavvyBacon,2019/04/14,"Clenching Your Jaw I have seen multiple people post about how it’s “normal”, or common, to clench your jaw. Does anyone have any tips on how to stop from clenching your jaw so much? I’ve been in a car for about 8 hours and I just now realized I’ve been clenching my jaw almost the entire time...",4.125,4.766139499999999,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,70.66666666666666,7.333333333333332,23.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.688333333333333,230,5,49,2,4,73,44,60,0.040999999999999995,0.9590000000000001,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,2,0,9,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,8,2,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36258776267503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623832384961275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531865870938733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31687345664374594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35659252938216723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26618290113752985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35477810318617065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103241351861344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467887585222432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30272924048904964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114162717345236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tinkabello,2019/04/14,"I’m Too Late I’ve had depression since high school, so I guess I’ve had it for about 10 years. For 10 years I have had no motivation, no drive, nothing. I barely have any passions and I don’t know what I want to do with my life. Honestly I just want to be happy and be married to a great person and have a family and be stable. That’s my dream. I went to school for art because I don’t like to do anything else and now I’m almost $200k in debt and I have absolutely NOTHING to show for it. In college I still had no drive to do anything and while I somehow managed to keep As and Bs Art is about portfolios and what you can do, not grades. Sadly. And having all these issues SUCKS when you’re trying to be an artist because you need so much motivation to do it and you need to not be afraid of failure, which is everything I am. Basically I feel like it’s too late now to be good at anything. I’m only 23 but I’ve wasted so much time and the debt haunts me and the fact that I went to school for something I might not even do and I’m in so much debt for it sends me into a depressive episode every time I think about it. Honestly maybe adderall isn’t the best thing for me because I think it makes my depression worse and right now I’m having... not the best thoughts. Even though I won’t act on them. I just feel like a failure and nothing is going to help me. Just wanted to vent.",1.3929526029526045,2.9705426296296302,3.1282996632996607,92.97997086247088,78.93265993265994,6.1853923853923884,21.860787360787363,7.010146845296331,0.4069923335923336,1079,31,251,12,26,359,134,297,0.136,0.7140000000000001,0.15,0.1507,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,1,4,21,17,1,1,9,0,32,2,0,3,2,47,55,25,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,18,0,1,8,5,4,7,11,6,0,0,7,2,30,11,34,40,6,27,0,4,0,1,7,8,1,4,15,168,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447212441599342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094845290809923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25756582694359936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079707707144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897726361819653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26957963427105924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871549115129723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378188853221394,0.0,0.08790311357434008,0.0,0.0937657048942934,0.0,0.0983536977340317,0.0,0.10550547230711547,0.14906774428922231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929354049010435,0.08750764030575922,0.0,0.11502496386344165,0.11493202719181217,0.0,0.0,0.1110619690067592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993066827985603,0.11023111154690132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889414369117817,0.0,0.09273391889358634,0.0,0.0,0.057337423635172614,0.0,0.23537914538239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369185806254036,0.15291212861474435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964155166082069,0.0,0.10481421004998737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067838429549087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300852044196568,0.15471978253843027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30032435824406906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793481978392603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109754206194964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089097846812357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167647117287602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086303432258628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031886915451199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331863091568373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931268046817676,0.13370179833979312,0.10250438195912348,0.08282692107910297,0.1216721390745341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083369611014435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846108479896424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343120626056767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632189540604584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437109895810176 adhd,jessamina,2019/04/14,"I can't finish my taxes because ... I misplaced the year-end dividend form from my credit union. Could I get it online? Of course I could, all I need to do is to log in to my bank online through ... two factor authentication. Oh my God. I left my phone at work plugged into the charger. It's inside the locked office. Time to email everything ELSE to myself so I can finish it off tomorrow ... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck argh. Hey, at least tomorrow's the 15th and not the 16th, right? Right? And at least I'm getting a small refund so nothing dreadful will happen if I can't get it in by close of business. But still. Argh.",1.0422499999999992,3.626633058333337,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,89.25,5.0,20.0,6.6274283507984215,0.40625,477,15,94,6,16,156,80,120,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.7859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,1,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,14,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,14,1,17,11,4,18,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,6,62,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830569561397802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884902661470452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032353426452076,0.0,0.21548035903506366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186509610502528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813227590374639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151381786166984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643323911839709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803944692979788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344075047088486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41553209363684296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428957254300214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186279606002306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376563661435201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711607062207746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666906123987165 adhd,chloapsoap,2019/04/14,"ADHD and Employment: What's Your Approach? As I come closer and closer to graduating, I'm starting to get concerned with how I'm going to approach managing ADHD in the workplace. I interned for 8 months with a wonderful company writing computer code for their software, and during that time I was able to see my disability in action. I didn't finish my project until long after my fellow interns did, and when my mentor asked me about it I was at a loss for how to explain my inattentiveness. I cried to my hiring manager (despite promising myself I wouldn't) over how inept I felt, and to this day I wonder if my disability is something I should have brought up. I wanted to start a discussion here to get advice on how to manage ADHD in a professional environment. Here are a few specific questions I have, but I welcome any advice you guys may have: * Do I tell my employer about my ADHD? If so, how? * Do I tell my coworkers about my ADHD? If so, how? * When do I tell them about my ADHD? Do I bring it up during the interview? Do I tell people on my first day? Or do I wait to tell people when I start messing things up? * Where I live, employment applications have a place to say that you have a mental disability. Do you check 'yes' or 'no' on forms like these? * How do you avoid being discriminated against as someone with a disability? (I know employers can't legally discriminate against applicants, but I find it hard to believe it doesn't happen) Any other insights are welcome and encouraged. I look forward to hearing about the experiences of others with ADHD.",3.6397601292567714,5.925770251677857,5.384914243102164,76.11361546109869,74.67114093959731,8.038975888640318,29.157842406164555,8.841846274778883,2.7146207805120555,1237,54,215,27,27,421,154,298,0.034,0.895,0.071,0.9241,4,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,2,2,20,8,0,1,11,1,26,0,0,7,0,40,49,28,0,6,7,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,12,11,0,2,8,0,1,8,5,3,0,1,6,6,46,5,44,39,2,38,0,1,2,0,25,16,0,9,17,171,58,15,0.086830287053623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7304719194948676,0.169699103145646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809514546775918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117459716798149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782799925692684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747966038176443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537899309223412,0.11199670371832847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493668216422487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337069237882819,0.0,0.07936130930372834,0.07385779781053903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073048239516462,0.0,0.04934765313732434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859756356213705,0.07678373608009212,0.0,0.07778288199354587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786404414247604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771965495648785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042420892287188684,0.0,0.07667273427295263,0.07684207165267054,0.0729155723584354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750450664858092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930710671694221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039437618048893,0.0,0.09071916908650536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726979354478467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905092937757258,0.0,0.0,0.06919249682657529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357102044560301,0.06684619711788814,0.0,0.0,0.1843767722687675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794674904234466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057686184456005374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063143865163912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121475299939062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883274847551828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,orange_flavored,2019/04/14,"How do you find balance between restlessness and fatigue? I feel like I switch between hyperfocusing on “I’m going to go hard for the next five days and do everything” and “I’m so tired now, I’m going to rest for a long time until I’m bored out of my mind and need to get it out with five days of craziness” If y’all experience this two, what are the things you do to get out of this exhausting cycle?",4.6325,4.487489630952382,5.852476190476192,83.02585714285719,69.35714285714286,9.100952380952384,28.704761904761906,8.841846274778883,1.904793333333334,315,10,70,5,5,106,55,84,0.19699999999999998,0.775,0.027999999999999997,-0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,14,15,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,0,2,6,1,17,15,1,14,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164844025219992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052113214796026,0.2400171988503489,0.0,0.0,0.12406554308528618,0.17529110336482187,0.0,0.0,0.2242621052626896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563895325311009,0.0,0.4183452369716417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980172734439066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198745168761952,0.0,0.0,0.21714315089764724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477519527138793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193742397353505,0.0,0.0,0.26095188258965074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301174066022933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143076180623974,0.2820146705006485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396890947673181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strykerent,2019/04/14,"Common symptom of ADD to feel hyper-attached to an online community?? Hey, I'm actually still fairly uniformed on the ins-and-outs of ADHD since I've only just begun to suspect I have the inattentive brand of the disorder (ADD). The indicators have always been there; I struggle to maintain steady focus on an important task, I ""daydream"" a lot, neglect priorities and sometimes even basic social functions. &nbsp; I'm sure about all that. What I'm *not* so sure about is if it's plausible that my long-winded fixation on an online forum might have roots to the disorder. Long story short, I joined a very niche game community in 2015 and have been with it for 4 years now (though I've slowly become less active). Initially met many friends w/ the same interests as mine, so I wouldn't say it was all bad... but I could never help but wonder *why* I feel super attached to and sentimential over this community. Over the years, though I've lost all interest in the game the community is built around, I still admire my friends in the fandom, and that alone makes it impossible for me to leave. I entertain the thought of moving on from it - just can't bring myself to ever do it it seems, haha. That's the odd thing. &nbsp; Sorry for the ramble, but what do you guys think?",4.537470639408441,6.343211028925621,5.6145585036972605,77.49470856894304,70.94214876033058,8.565811222270552,27.199652022618533,9.134995656068208,2.363814876033058,1007,35,181,21,19,333,145,242,0.092,0.775,0.133,0.9372,0,1,0,1,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,2,15,14,0,1,18,1,15,1,0,2,7,37,28,13,0,3,7,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,15,8,0,1,7,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,3,15,10,30,19,6,23,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,5,10,121,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.12814789577663693,0.0,0.15781929663982702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600634404952014,0.0,0.0,0.1092674969528537,0.2845670413503466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690129035522474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964544751871234,0.0,0.1450309464979521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484712261037513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30100471516217303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673461904517789,0.11878508533813355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279714062916168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029126673043173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300259433095903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802001059072072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904731183184724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242544891446176,0.0,0.0,0.1433496358527668,0.11164227763251863,0.0,0.0,0.08765610661989631,0.13313632977089515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930815760070728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395707645321301,0.0,0.0,0.10128090905420102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987362320371454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442972783897694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195474142812609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862800554142828,0.0,0.0,0.13386265534775862,0.0,0.0,0.1298773367698456,0.14700028969867854,0.0,0.0,0.20974221914351002,0.0,0.0,0.1372825899678342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753223089799103,0.13649018402727495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724216454596022,0.08414358103064895,0.2580394841796843,0.10425220650550378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835150065670206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849450496529106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240929235031102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912959427252952 adhd,arencari,2019/04/14,"Adderall working or wearing off? Man i feel like i've been word-vomiting over here concerning every anxiety I have over having ADHD but uhhh that's not gonna make me stop from doing it again! About a week and a half ago I was prescribed 10mg adderall IR twice a day. The first couple days, I felt great, which was probably in part due to the euphoric side effects, but also due to the tremendous difference it made. Energy levels were better (no longer feeling deathly exhausted all day every day no matter the situation), anxiety has dramatically decreased, other general ADHD symptoms got better. Not perfect, but better. The thing is, i've been dealing with some anxiety over whether i'm just Faking It. I got one of those kinda-quick-diagnoses, so i've been thinking a lot about 'if the medication is working, does that mean I have it', y'know? As the days roll on, i'm not feeling the intense reaction I was the first couple days, which makes sense since i know the euphoric feeling wears off and you build up some tolerance. I still feel Better than I ever did before (especially in terms of feeling awake and alert during the day and my anxiety levels), but i've still got some pretty noticeable symptoms (impatience, irritability, working memory issues, inability to sit and read an entire thing, i'm actually making MORE careless mistakes on account of not having anxiety dictating I quadruple-check everything, etc) and what it did help it seems to be helping a little less. For example: dragging myself out of bed isn't I-want-to-die sleep drunkapalooza, but it's slowly getting a little harder to convince myself to get up when I need to, and I don't feel quite as rested as I did. So now i'm sitting here wondering what exactly people WITHOUT ADHD feel like when they take adderall consistently and start to build up a tolerance. Since i'm still feeling pretty significantly better even as effects fade a bit, does that mean it's working? Does the fact that it's becoming less effective mean that I don't actually have it and was just riding that high? Was the last week and a half just placebo and i'm just desperately wanting to have this disorder because i've been trying to figure out what's wrong with me and how to fix it my whole life and I desperately want to FINALLY find the answer? (Years and years of extremely ineffective anxiety and depression treatments have been, uh, exhausting.) Obviously I don't expect anybody to answer that LAST question, but. I don't know, I guess i'm just putting my anxieties out there. I'm going to be consulting with an ADHD specialist pretty soon to just... Get the relief of a proper, decidedly formal diagnosis at the hands of someone who knows what they're talking about, so I don't have to constantly doubt myself, so I don't need to feel ashamed about taking these pills and hide it from friends and family, but. For now, I guess, i'm wondering how consistent adderall usage would feel to an NT person, and if what i'm feeling sounds about 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adhd,hangail,2019/04/14,"Looking for people who have dyslexia in conjunction with their adhd If anyone has these two disorders and doesn’t mind taking the time, I’d like to hear how you experience things and how it makes you 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adhd,GrinGod88,2019/04/14,"i have an assignment due tomorrow at 8am it's now 10:47pm, there is still time, there is still 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adhd,cmleich,2019/04/14,"A commercial artist with ADHD...takes me 2x longer than if I was at home I paint murals at businesses and because people talk to me, or walk by me or even exist in my area I take twice as long (make 3x more mistakes) then if I was home or alone 😑 trying to finish up a mural tonight while the place is closed or it will take me another week to do 2 days of work 😫",5.1386708860759525,3.541084101265824,6.153006329113923,86.12545886075951,68.74683544303798,9.418987341772151,27.34493670886076,8.07648339933343,1.373782278481012,280,6,67,3,4,94,62,79,0.028999999999999998,0.971,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,8,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,9,0,12,5,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,7,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985207497232545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572607827890656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046227128017424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141838878060776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601932760711308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406158217406022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498317921448817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982045523576207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658046083281648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220479621791213,0.0,0.25951836823640123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735220392557006,0.19964930832203032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864290010623134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924630479122216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083344627945366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hyyh420,2019/04/14,"did Adderall seem to speed up your metabolism? I have been on Adderall XR for about 2 weeks now and I've noticed no significant changes in my appetite but have been losing weight still. I've always had a very slow metabolism and as a result have been overweight most of my life. I'm wondering if this is normal because I've mostly just read that Adderall will decrease your appetite, and like I said, this hasn't been the case for me so far.",6.4348275862068975,6.423688574712646,6.386804597701151,80.26365517241379,65.55172413793103,8.799080459770115,33.49195402298851,8.238735603445708,2.417613333333333,354,14,69,4,5,112,64,87,0.09699999999999999,0.848,0.055,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,1,0,12,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,2,7,1,9,8,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,5,6,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412297715255536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419487170793753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493938240762895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902517381222957,0.1315920963038897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30133671083629104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639084020846502,0.0,0.30665977038853626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694255345956453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562160455263917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24520853086958494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151053693913662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222441401454004,0.0,0.0,0.21605844387154916,0.32799895630008696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921014525436767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,novamateria,2019/04/14,"Omega-3s and ADD? Hey, I've been taking krill oil for about 2 weeks and I've noticed drastic improvements in my ADD symptoms. When I take it, it's almost as if I'm a different person. All the executive functions (planning, focus, future-orientation, responsibility, etc.) seem to improve, I have increased energy, I'm more motivated, and I even experience more empathy. Astounded by the magnitude of this shift, I did a bit of research and found that krill oil supplements have been shown to increase dopamine and improve ADD symptoms (see: [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2661342/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2661342/)). However, I do feel a bit alienated by this as well. Taking the supplements seems to make my ""true self"" disappear (as Adderall does), dull my mental backdrop (which is usually filled with daydreams, memories, and imagined montages), decrease my creativity, make me less witty in social situations, and lower the quality of my writing. As a freelance writer who wants to be a journalist, this is a major problem. On the pills, I'm not as lazy and find it easier to manage my life, but I also feel like more of a blank automaton whose thoughts and concerns are governed by necessity, as I did on Adderall. Obviously the effects are not as intense as they are on stimulant medications, but I still feel like my existence loses its flavor, becoming more bland and insipid. I, in turn, mirror my decolored existence, becoming boring and bored. I also second-guess myself often, wondering whether my new volitions are really authentic. The problem is that this is KRILL OIL for christ's sake, not anything serious. I fear nobody would take this seriously if I described it to them. It seems absurd that one natural supplement could completely change my phenomenological experience and personality, and yet, that's what I've seen happen. Has anyone else been this severely affected by omega-3 supplements, or am I just insane?",10.944599253598716,10.941972981873114,10.327396481251114,55.6995432735028,56.34138972809668,14.072223209525502,44.84823173982584,13.120403394923596,6.518669664119424,1591,84,222,52,17,514,196,331,0.11,0.773,0.11699999999999999,-0.6292,3,0,0,0,0,0,89.0,0,0,2,4,10,13,0,1,14,0,21,5,0,6,3,55,44,30,0,7,10,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,3,20,17,0,0,13,0,0,4,3,9,1,1,8,9,27,4,32,33,12,16,1,2,2,0,10,6,0,9,8,153,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824102602566302,0.0,0.0,0.1728862627873716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558218667059285,0.11075558772586863,0.08895256201393498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876376207052355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360223922556786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434964658962743,0.0,0.11333502508903028,0.0,0.0,0.08630466131956224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293574418696173,0.0,0.0,0.09459422406971243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029908311021002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120553939313146,0.07139539679303125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147432247403727,0.0,0.12163636286729415,0.16396747894737107,0.1544454626475125,0.0,0.0,0.09879641332827672,0.0,0.0,0.11852003827149082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907827677472482,0.0,0.0955876080323402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763503410217414,0.10561902380213148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093009431499367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430783422706886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889383511658636,0.10893383038646516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439834022677197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306630298306752,0.0,0.0,0.07324762968841511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876789337485508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686367315931706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924810365428251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613732025931507,0.2952155150556126,0.1127661364653482,0.1221160154246054,0.0,0.0,0.12150274529131334,0.0,0.11018872855536403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086324406130163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470314516295609,0.3250944413703134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581495753307614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757577424688458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905081861748915,0.0,0.06375693584475288,0.0,0.08670688653375494,0.0,0.0971899357751866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722387261618475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678723034879756,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Seannj222,2019/04/14,"I just found the right med, and I finally know what normal is supposed to be. When it wears off, its like noise. Like a present, ringing. Its not close, its not far, its just rhere. A phantom noise im my world. It fuels superfluous thoughts and compels me to interrupt others. Right med - Quiet. I never knew what the world was like before, and now I don't want to go back. Needed something with a slow, cool burn. Not fast acting. Something to augment the periphery. Still getting used to the wrench in my sleep pattern. Although the other effects are great. I don't want to drink, I don't want to eat garbage. This is a great feeling.",1.5482926829268282,4.158198788617888,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,85.5040650406504,4.5808130081300815,23.64715447154472,6.079149491110277,0.5234383739837405,493,19,98,4,15,153,78,123,0.049,0.7929999999999999,0.158,0.9375,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,9,1,8,4,2,3,1,24,20,5,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,5,2,0,6,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,4,9,6,10,15,0,19,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,12,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279460399073378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469538337193556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691789327301348,0.0,0.17671383613248268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732162789536592,0.0,0.0,0.18918293275476644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893551589594697,0.0,0.0,0.09022791824059166,0.0,0.09814862425721813,0.0,0.0,0.3808017488959752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654418031665693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491066314693583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311551531122856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836585423860189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805386283230333,0.13319584761290004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920801239804306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949674118506266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282337375267445,0.0,0.0,0.2659037205149357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791736725072207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710343973694514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915618719214627,0.0,0.0,0.3055864197579127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eclectic_knight,2019/04/14,"TFW You're (hyper?)focused on the boardgame you're playing more than usual, and your friends keep digressing and distracting. No, I don't want to, much less need to, see that cute/funny thing. I want to be playing this long complex rich game we've gathered to play.",4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,70.6,7.4,30.5,8.07648339933343,2.0291999999999994,212,9,41,3,4,64,41,50,0.128,0.635,0.237,0.7818,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,6,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293247359787085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337370649967816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33589893695140305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790205061577386,0.28143916606051833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024604312350321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521630093881175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41803206588650943,0.0,0.4477490187011669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OhHumans,2019/04/14,"Feel so slow I wanna smash my whole room to pieces I'm at a point where I just can't take it anymore. There's this one part of my brain that comes up with all these crazy associations, intricate theories and ideas, but it's being held down by some sluggish system that doesn't seem to evolve at nearly the same rate. This causes me to not be able to order stuff properly, make irritatingly little mistakes all the time, look over important details, miss conversation cues, all that. It's an information processing disorder more than anything. I don't process things quickly enough. Once it's in my head, I can reason quite well and I remember lots of things longterm. But in the moment, during the day, I'm a disaster. And I know the solution is there, I know I can understand it, but it always comes too late. And that makes me wanna destroy everything around me sometimes, it's indescribably frustrating.",7.184470588235296,7.569190270588237,7.0741176470588245,74.62352941176472,63.941176470588246,10.8,32.882352941176464,10.577609850970193,3.404047058823529,726,27,133,17,10,231,116,170,0.17800000000000002,0.768,0.054000000000000006,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,2,0,8,0,8,2,2,4,3,35,23,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,17,8,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,1,2,14,1,20,20,11,23,0,1,1,0,2,13,0,3,6,95,31,0,0.16146513298251486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343519253435713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601300249431572,0.0,0.0,0.13287204672366654,0.14373820095054465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024848813405045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658691691909208,0.0,0.2781758299289763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413165309654863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850530310810558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683664472163948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511445019280755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164162272037342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570980913205344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822744815337244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747402881832436,0.0,0.18213970293043508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618304816609157,0.0,0.0,0.13559004567243005,0.0,0.0,0.13727188201393745,0.0,0.0,0.2155584601262684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719550969745063,0.10941295285943817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485100435771922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526367408116763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173804406297746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601304868594868,0.0,0.0,0.1829085199226385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699179286099207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969314517246697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483894707036785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140168541911595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454051945470676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415161751030787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809089780855266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517654573420505,0.0,0.0,0.18027005472265228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fatknot,2019/04/14,Alcohol and sex drive (venting) So I suffer from adhd and dyslexia. I was self medicating with alcohol for a long time and was pretty much fucking anything that walked. I'm permanently horny and it's worse as I'm no longer drinking...help...,1.775619047619049,4.553431133333337,3.4371428571428595,81.87000000000002,93.22222222222223,6.126984126984127,26.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,2.115857142857143,191,9,33,4,7,63,36,45,0.196,0.7340000000000001,0.069,-0.7089,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,3,1,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231151282951107,0.0,0.0,0.5746549796266633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212472664339443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485549343136753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802098832024607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793091321537685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27084619943019905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764160148423515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735252924139781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804775812456865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156773290681761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739893214849628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kimberly_Pine,2019/04/14,Friendly reminder to check on your laundry! Mine sat in the washer for 3 hours before I remembered lol,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,76.89473684210526,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.2249789473684216,83,4,13,1,2,26,19,19,0.0,0.7040000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501022321792943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086697626382393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209146882327172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992035491181879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Keeponmovingup,2019/04/14,"Hi all. So I'll keep this as brief as possible. I'm being treated for anxiety in 50mg of sertraline (it's not working at all). It makes me feel emotionally blunted, apathetic and generally meh. I've recently taken a DIVA 2.0 test as my partner has always thought I have ADHD. I have also thought this too but never questioned my docs ... Until now. Most of the questions on this test were a definite yes. Which has me worried. I'm about to have a phone assessment by an IAPT team tomorrow as my GP has referred me for anxiety. Do I mention the test? My symptoms? Ask for an official test for this? How long would it take for a referral and to get sorted as I am at my wit's end with feeling like this. Thank you to anyone that reads and helps.",1.4695,3.778643333333335,3.7995833333333344,84.51937500000003,82.33333333333334,7.216666666666666,26.70833333333333,8.278499904357787,2.088833333333333,580,26,116,13,16,200,100,150,0.059000000000000004,0.812,0.13,0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,8,1,11,1,0,2,3,23,24,13,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,13,3,23,18,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,8,79,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323275079398394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854244286988785,0.15455704363469608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841931063023369,0.0,0.0,0.12987917564399826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736491122485997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089412660382747,0.16451741163976802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783933036958048,0.132698260358875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704555533059082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450283018257735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651011729212786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074698912542764,0.0,0.0,0.16438095157055807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239880941131512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432601488693936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940272737120832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161600768452928,0.0,0.18579805888646564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340353670383167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930630783783163,0.1396592236595423,0.0,0.0,0.17101161169537185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949259986588112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352266054736293,0.1886359000980478,0.0,0.1319499027085955,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dibbersdob,2019/04/14,Do you wish your parents had put you on medication? My daughter was diagnosed with ADHD but her doctor said it’s mild. He gave us some ideas on how to help her if we decided against meds. But she is very forgetful of doing things like brushing teeth and showering. Looking back at your childhood do you wish your parents had put you on meds? Are the side effects really bad?,4.064166666666665,6.069639305555558,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,72.6111111111111,8.133333333333335,30.055555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.542372222222223,298,13,56,6,6,95,57,72,0.096,0.7559999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.5363,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,2,0,14,13,5,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,13,1,8,8,1,9,0,0,1,0,19,5,0,2,3,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138722743097685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683957517150333,0.14858842820759052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062475637122904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214869563757488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928224400067874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089418030687944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694183484273081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944083699448282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953449189447816,0.179275086765321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39520507576793856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35779612772455616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140051663867288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927987120723978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822812890703815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140629045947436,0.0,0.0,0.14683490779464825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092884008865937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sparklenun,2019/04/14,"Suggested Medication questions I (18f ) was recently diagnosed a week ago and I was suggested medication to cope by the psychologist. I have to wait a bit until I can see my family doctor as I am currently in a different province for school (ends in a week) to get prescription. Did your doctors just suggest a type of medication, or could you request a certain type? I would like to visit Japan in the future and I know there are only certain types of medication for ADHD allowed in the country. Can I just ask for that type to see if it would work first, or should I ask what the doctor suggests? I have a little down time before I leave so any suggestions for research or tips would be much appreciated.",4.9535820895522376,6.563701671641791,6.455402985074631,72.64743283582092,69.59701492537313,9.837611940298508,32.056716417910444,10.125756701596842,3.5354053731343287,560,25,99,15,10,191,84,134,0.01,0.9059999999999999,0.085,0.8466,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,11,0,15,8,0,1,2,19,22,9,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,14,3,19,13,2,17,0,0,2,0,12,6,0,5,11,74,17,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951321549130948,0.0,0.11765532857888032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025956453159728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481654520984557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294171845409755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449045565548118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597247623502552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471608594005194,0.0,0.1386724689483832,0.0,0.4075580750118344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755757719970727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251241086122773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289833534202265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934488118281752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294381591911506,0.0,0.0,0.14053974569624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484417712036708,0.13302828524233887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348378257950515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757032279469212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094559486188713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868569190809813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105284850924753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343277819679842,0.21153400023968366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739474109971547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293272766783167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662753597916347,0.0,0.0,0.28285840482570546,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bananananana66789,2019/04/14,"It's all or nothing I'm working on my thesis again today. I made myself little horseblinders with these weird goggles and a hoodie and I have done about an hour of work, which I'm really happy about! But... it's like I have to turn off a part of myself to do it. It's like I am this person who works and is hyperfocused on work OR I can't think about anything productive at all. &#x200B; It is so hot in this hoodie but I am scared to take it off because I have a deadline approaching and I don't know if I can talk myself into working again if I stop... How does anyone else here do it??",1.5846181818181788,3.2333670400000014,3.5682181818181853,89.72010909090912,78.6,6.1454545454545455,20.96363636363636,6.980632752743323,0.42811999999999983,460,12,100,5,11,156,74,125,0.046,0.894,0.059000000000000004,-0.2157,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,8,5,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,2,2,19,20,12,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,14,3,16,18,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,7,77,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957323701949898,0.20138553058323824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588540011644648,0.16981455769045958,0.1363853534073337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010301991310858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503535803745798,0.16960391216145734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844988928385105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764274330121216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321507557059728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910833344478739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619389881714107,0.1661094863640103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568219698076635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902670094863658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947428831701176,0.0,0.0,0.14471295298866355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617375009611828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659291244905004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385614442048395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461170109441053,0.13321109502349646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061959610528715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570969057511752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027151955769594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032833671755962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138553058323824,0.0 adhd,Teleo,2019/04/14,Forgetting to cash/deposit checks Most people cash their checks the day they get paid. My checks sit around for weeks (even though I have mobile deposit and an app on my phone!). Anybody else do this? I find it to be one of the funnier (albeit frustrating as hell) symptoms of my ADHD.,4.7705555555555526,6.289152537037038,4.3157407407407415,88.16583333333334,69.92592592592592,6.881481481481483,26.462962962962962,7.1686216300943375,1.1762740740740742,223,7,43,2,4,67,44,54,0.057999999999999996,0.893,0.049,-0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,7,0,8,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116352419954575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049100583357341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089318086838605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861264788754469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262272526884121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130515714831974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894941719352714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209633638405305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374560663861845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560031702605707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33651824515824874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747440536896333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Afca_ajax95,2019/04/14,"What are the main reasons why people with ADHD get depressed ? i got ADD myself and i am pretty down atm, i would like to know what certain things in life causes it for ADHD people",1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,82.8888888888889,3.6,17.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.6510333333333334,142,3,26,0,4,46,31,36,0.08199999999999999,0.723,0.195,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,8,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144630355034815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626143371444541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018373064259325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356218184487592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044599363282824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404939346649574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805672183294061,0.1248935700574506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544593865264367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600794062947216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628421360681464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983691599242853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306767764198765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816004539305656,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flamespond,2019/04/14,"Are there any meds that don’t suppress appetite? Hey y’all, I’ve been diagnosed and I wish I could start some sort of medication but my psychiatrist doesn’t want me to because my appetite is nonexistent and I’m underweight. It seems to me that appetite loss is a big side effect of adhd meds. Is there any hope for me taking something or is it a no go?",4.152083333333334,5.092275597222223,5.267666666666667,82.944,70.80555555555556,8.537777777777778,29.677777777777766,8.841846274778883,2.2237911111111117,281,11,58,5,5,93,51,72,0.081,0.8140000000000001,0.105,0.1926,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,0,13,17,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,5,15,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936390528694812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230767695124297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489422504458388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950788682683275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799138905124546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885925549358766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426763679875153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427945624572488,0.2461383405154097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224302746872476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880983709303676,0.0,0.0,0.1729391348919576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837069247859675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411308379738205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096923449912226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quiltsknitsreads,2019/04/14,"Is it just me? I seem to actively resist finishing...almost anything. Eg., my,husband and I spent several hours yesterday cleaning and sorting a file drawer. I have a stack of files with temporary post it note labels. All that is left is to make real labels and return the files to the drawer. This is a pretty common pattern for me. The only thing I can think of is “Did I do this Right? Could it be better?” ADHD or perfectionism?",1.0385742971887524,3.653445698795181,3.3147289156626516,83.61699297188756,92.01204819277108,5.658232931726907,20.16967871485944,7.1686216300943375,1.0747196787148598,335,11,59,6,12,114,59,83,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,1,13,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,7,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31396528174415994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615987635773675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498207375055195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310496483661589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858258204987892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25727334011243824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838430585115481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438282134991293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868831578641785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502001440496949,0.2657797112442037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973535864657881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310148945291408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378273025272749,0.0,0.2951320753417243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735593261079736,0.16739501244604713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaximumYogertCloset,2019/04/14,"I give up. I'm done. I've tried everything to get myself to be a more productive person and nothing is working. I've done therapy, neural feedback, counseling, and medicine and nothing is working. I might as well learn to be a minimum wage construction worker since I'm obviously going to college with my grades.",4.75293103448276,7.094130500000002,6.023655172413792,72.53686206896553,71.58620689655173,9.467586206896552,35.737931034482756,9.888512548439397,4.275382068965517,251,14,40,7,5,84,40,58,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,7,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,7,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,25,4,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897451465586529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505475461658952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501701643664448,0.2295448573293793,0.13599170202819275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538445458588556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592025854255498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893523465101504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979397847845568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736443021787289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624594317584046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151467781290673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484059976075862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImaginaMagica,2019/04/14,"Experiences with Adderall XR versus 2/day Adderall? Hi all. 24F. I've been on a low dose adderall 2/day since my diagnosis. Recently upped it by an extra 5mg because after the trial month it seemed to be an improvement. However, I've been interested in trying a longer-acting formula for a while for many reasons. Started looking up drug pricing and info on XR and the version my insurance seems to cover is a 24-hour dose. Has anyone else out there made a similar switch from 2/day to XR, and can share what kind of symptom changes they experienced? &#x200B; (OFC I will be talking to my doctor about this, but if there are particular symptom changes that most of you experience, I plan to ask her about those especially).",7.122132352941179,7.491368713235296,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,64.07352941176471,10.623529411764707,38.32352941176471,10.411451182825502,4.178282352941176,579,29,100,13,8,192,99,136,0.012,0.941,0.046,0.504,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,9,0,9,6,0,2,1,15,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,8,3,21,9,4,12,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,4,5,64,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277157528993953,0.193757688712201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114960306086666,0.16338252362271127,0.0,0.0,0.1490707547105712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720349727748463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337368691165635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308509688945635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632109796553475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491947692662414,0.0,0.1332058488631649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31195905503864074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703300884606006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604991069042746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390370609578614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088205354787534,0.0,0.16166435377538432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727704313358632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639483368344994,0.15744453443497872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29032729847001026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319044647541646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286447383010255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331473722242814,0.0,0.12816548342784628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826082494573867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193757688712201,0.0 adhd,Aces361,2019/04/14,"Not sure if anyone knows.... I was diagnosed at 14 and put on concerts and then retested at 21 for accommodations at school and still tested positive now ten years later I’m wondering if I need to be tested a third time or if doctors would just put me on medications. I know I should stay on them but I haven’t always liked them. I’ve tried at least 2-3 different ones concerta, Effexor, vyvanse. But now I’m a parent I think it’s important to be present and do the best I can for them.",4.895533333333333,4.8849900200000045,6.368000000000002,79.09233333333337,68.8,10.266666666666667,30.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,2.820266666666667,382,14,81,9,6,131,70,100,0.016,0.838,0.147,0.9263,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,1,20,15,11,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,11,3,11,10,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,9,55,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075388573281012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518932112140681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279709003365064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048524816638154,0.0,0.2269605260320208,0.0,0.2223454922108921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876933838897035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612826511966147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883773182377314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107429393516015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720158515235254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412097072347587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43675501409221534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984972422692087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153971617965455,0.17348123719155947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473797710506866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919307804154982,0.0,0.0,0.12666934745815875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474858276112848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557813324748444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543149187882807,0.0,0.0,0.13988986757134156 adhd,hippielettuce24,2019/04/14,"This toothbrush is a game changer! I've always had trouble with brushing my teeth and I know I'm not alone here! It's so fucking boring and I would NEVER brush for even close to 2 minutes. This is frustrating for those of us who get dry mouth from our meds because we especially need to keep up with oral hygiene! WELL, I just bought a rechargeable electric toothbrush and guys, this thing is awesome. It vibrates every 30 seconds so it gives that satisfying reward for actually sticking around long enough. It suggests that you separate your mouth into 4 sections and focus on 1 quadrant for 30 seconds each. Breaking longer tasks into small chunks with instant gratification helps me get anything done so this toothbrush has been the tits. It also has a pressure sensor that gives you feedback if you're pushing too hard! It's the Oral-B Pro 1000 :)",5.691666666666666,7.629326101910827,5.2959394904458605,80.39618099787687,68.23566878980893,6.7619957537155,33.46549893842887,7.1686216300943375,2.300367728237792,686,32,115,6,12,210,114,157,0.083,0.769,0.14800000000000002,0.9148,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,3,0,1,11,7,2,1,5,0,9,5,4,0,1,21,19,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,16,13,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,5,1,2,4,3,11,2,16,14,3,12,0,0,0,2,13,8,2,1,2,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.20014116721925712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124144784612022,0.0,0.16401278508699887,0.1706537922197998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877405065401332,0.182576237864356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502277935086575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988132924189365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211915877127678,0.0,0.13546198155509875,0.0,0.1727996844817053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960515874525247,0.21430523832203988,0.3934877567687026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030742986847451,0.0,0.0,0.18372302916236147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746950390027338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229606749949606,0.0,0.0,0.1127137402792058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815008368076576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781207015406105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207384880120567,0.1581803527267187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625466526112318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670160713880845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844032231585639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456921713220484,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hmmIponder,2019/04/14,"What do we do if we're creative?? I don't feel that there are any opportunities or resources to cultivate my creativity. If you're like me, you have a tendency to get sucked into the mindless world of consumption and consumerism when you're in the depths of a shitty dead-end job. But what do we do if we don't want to contribute to the mindlessness? What do those of us who would rather use our brains than hammer rocks do? This has been a topic I've struggled with since a teen, I haven't had an actual job in 2 years and I'm terrified of sacrificing my freedom for wage slavery. Wage slavery. Think about that for a minute. What are we selling in a day job? Our self. Creativity is selling an extension of your being, but wage ""labor"" is soul crushing when you listen to talks from people like Noam Chomsky. I've more or less felt this way for years, but it's starting to become a glaringly obvious problem that I can't bring myself to solve. My psychiatrist told me to just get a job and see what happens, but I know what happens. It's soul crushing. I have to fake interactions when there's incentive to be personable. It's not genuine, because I know I'm selling something people don't need. I'm not looking for exact answers to my individual problems, but I could definitely use some creative dialogue to inspire myself and hopefully others as well to look outside the box that people keep trying to put us in. We're lazy in a limited perspective. When all you know life to be is productivity, then yes I'm lazy as hell, because I am a philosopher before I am a laborer. I am a human before I'm a cog in an unnecessary machine. Sovereignty is my dysfunction.",5.454980340760155,6.1421609724770665,6.577046745303626,75.64284403669727,67.71559633027523,9.65364788117082,33.30843162953255,9.725611199111238,3.1959128877238965,1326,58,249,28,21,446,168,327,0.159,0.718,0.12300000000000001,-0.9249,7,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,8,4,0,2,10,12,2,1,20,1,30,2,1,2,3,47,59,21,0,11,14,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,18,10,0,2,8,1,7,2,7,6,1,0,4,6,31,6,37,50,4,21,3,0,3,0,20,9,2,7,11,166,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.1165700676732402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123295222334563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563634310837306,0.13192777880214396,0.20329345187550732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335039301722107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953744585813494,0.0,0.0,0.07703807676672826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058009652684848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603996326905604,0.0,0.1146947648696622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481977836455024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126590902000966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864497376241633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741594454497949,0.1061763815022718,0.0,0.0,0.19694671288176885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437403410329394,0.11671857645927253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062288529371414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885737756623864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248443504671388,0.10430279983085863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286030734153069,0.0,0.12008446441863285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518953157073977,0.0,0.124616782538203,0.0,0.0,0.09881374860219903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196167912375723,0.0,0.0,0.08455029755022077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487946607255712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601276107311338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654142797715575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414360714709612,0.0,0.08110156058471968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28737738905822663,0.2063401504773871,0.0,0.0,0.07045718208062574,0.09481718378297738,0.0,0.0,0.10740367162548016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485683633426112,0.0,0.0,0.15384917661278374 adhd,Atlamillias,2019/04/14,"A friendly reminder to do things little by little... Hey everyone. Try not to fully commit and/or invest yourself in...well, anything really. From cleaning, to hobbies, etc - Learn to break away, even when hyperfocused, to avoid burning yourself out. You'll find that, you'll hate cleaning less, and still have interest in all of those projects you've got lying around (you know, the ones that your closet consists of instead of clothes, because those are still in the laundry bag since you've cleaned them). Burn yourself out, and you lose interest.",6.972135338345865,9.004502063157899,5.477593984962407,79.96315789473684,65.21052631578948,7.533834586466164,35.67669172932331,7.957251820313856,2.9045639097744367,436,21,69,5,7,127,69,95,0.135,0.777,0.08800000000000001,-0.6,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,1,1,6,6,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,6,3,16,5,3,12,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907457037557132,0.20453691548683794,0.0,0.0,0.2158689866972118,0.0,0.0,0.14006079845404648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562453937992816,0.15175565121239698,0.0,0.0,0.2195474620445636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999832924165773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751357131096496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376168132447407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268424328609646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627120067410552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605638213332262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570449362043427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569269508163755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719143722589334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006152217324826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669765014622064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264368068481587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599333365453052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reevision,2019/04/14,"Stuck in my head Trying to get work done on a Sunday is fucking torture. I’m just staring at my computer screen. I have other things to do, too. I don’t want to take a break, I already had one. My brain is stupid and broken. I feel so imprisoned. Thanks for listening.",0.2252987012987013,2.5631632181818205,2.277922077922078,92.72545454545455,89.54545454545455,5.324675324675325,20.584415584415584,6.868970318607317,0.5288961038961033,207,7,44,3,7,69,44,55,0.264,0.662,0.07400000000000001,-0.9101,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,0,4,16,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,4,7,1,7,13,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,1,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561592768312561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602923268257778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33028217768145024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319055166709562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983743478098721,0.16862195664857915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312314756595425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187016810997552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426655345241785,0.0,0.0,0.2971420223777196,0.0,0.0,0.2144187275936026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912398839722125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036450886303624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23496361815058936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,liannus95,2019/04/14,"I'm about to cry I started a new education and my second class is tomorrow. It just so happens that I completely miscalculated how much work the few assignments I have to complete before class tomorrow. I procrastinated a lot and took the previous assignments as a sample, thinking 'its no big deal, I can do this in an hour'. Putting it off til 8 ó clock in the evening. Turns out the assignments I have tomorrow take a lot more work and effort than just' an hour'. I don't have any medication to help me on the way so its incredibly hard to focus. I have to read 60 pages worth of data and complete the appropriator instructions for it, all the while I am sitting here doubting myself for even taking on this education. I told myself I'm gonna do better this time! I finally have my diagnosis so I know what to do about it now! Class 2 starting tomorrow and I am still the same person I was before I got diagnosed last November.. I just don't know what to say to them when I show up to class with my half-assed work, and uncompleted assignments. I feel horrible. Why do I have to procrastinate so much? I literally had weeks to do this, but I just kept putting it off. I am so pissed and myself, and panicked for tomorrow. 'Hey, I know this is my first class with y'all but I only got half the work done:D' .. jeez..",2.5267684478371493,4.581913400763362,4.565973282442752,81.7706138676845,77.20610687022902,8.488804071246816,25.80216284987277,9.188382445141503,2.2290452926208646,1029,39,212,27,24,353,136,262,0.08800000000000001,0.89,0.022000000000000002,-0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,7,18,3,1,1,15,0,21,3,1,1,1,29,40,20,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,15,11,0,1,5,2,1,3,3,2,0,3,7,4,34,1,30,32,9,35,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,3,21,154,49,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263135890086375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679310211371102,0.0,0.0,0.10746623059939144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822045833630364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347366275879735,0.0,0.12527206902015856,0.0,0.12333067752764446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434750748955642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051317977464527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143939854126953,0.0,0.0,0.13310889733588124,0.0,0.10335683442934128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943662167074331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745140164149176,0.0,0.10884960957361148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144597819905926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932688312758754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003371054610251,0.09904733777474488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660789402608912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240912241925718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786485100556613,0.0,0.0,0.1173556721140744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241426902268893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609834865402933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24430338197021345,0.0,0.0,0.12154345914308555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966300876337734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201162313633736,0.0,0.09703850347858012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827216629339623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785907113871089,0.0,0.0,0.07085379440991245,0.0,0.0,0.11610856321556005,0.135002721618042,0.0,0.13216861476057648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644943989723284,0.09746845518793196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964439567028222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538445879563379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laterinterrogater,2019/04/14,"How do you know if your medication is hurting more than it's helping? I've been on medication on and off for so long. I've never decided to come off of it because I didn't like how it was affecting me before, just because I'm a student and sometimes my combination of classes and extracurriculars just feels easier for a few months or a semester and I often don't take it during the summer depending on what I'm doing. It's always felt very ""take as needed"" but now I've been taking the maximum amount of it every day for like three or four months and it just feels really intense. I'm really not sure if this is because of the medication or other stuff that's going on in my life. School has felt intense. The past couple of weeks, especially, the combination of anxiety, medication, caffeine and workload have meant I've hardly slept (maybe 25 or 30 hours cumulatively over the last ten days). Maybe I'm just bugging out now because it's the fourth or fifth night in a row I find myself laying in bed for hours, totally sleep deprived, switching between a trying to sleep with a racing heart and full on panic attacks while I try to decide whether to get back to work or waste even more time trying to sleep. Or course, the work has been taking way longer than it should have because I'm sleep deprived and scattered... I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get it in on time and if I don't it's going to be even longer before I'm able to finally just sleep. It's almost sunrise and the assignment is due at midnight so I'll see soon",6.8410008038585195,5.837205630225082,7.6607214630225124,74.75931370578779,65.04501607717043,10.47596463022508,32.9423231511254,9.673873057562805,2.899130064308681,1225,42,241,21,16,413,155,311,0.115,0.861,0.024,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,16,9,1,1,15,0,19,12,7,4,4,54,46,29,0,6,20,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,17,13,0,0,9,0,0,4,6,5,0,3,9,6,11,4,40,34,6,43,0,3,1,0,3,16,0,14,24,153,28,6,0.1767704925348968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850505691447806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354360528897166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761447147354052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100550977337661,0.0,0.06796279868400809,0.0,0.26939412881220104,0.0,0.15041866938522094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613606349485655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779659388067996,0.0,0.11400234382703085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675524315707855,0.0,0.0744683820047388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938047238465696,0.0,0.16972739414853635,0.09682171704928312,0.08078251385470338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235528641646258,0.0,0.15069411687777134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917582002401746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473694238529513,0.05924276749203972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408332744275393,0.0,0.09461823415644716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048574219874709695,0.07204577232964599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242911330096699,0.08636113363008009,0.0,0.0,0.07821816162519317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758971932038278,0.0,0.0,0.35615534805977395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410965206524828,0.0,0.0,0.06553654018192405,0.06816815069905252,0.0,0.0,0.08294356624121595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370104282969428,0.0,0.0,0.08437371856135567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324370398500958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945058788575216,0.07043159799874604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422453851763317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741526856340158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117996099132727,0.0,0.0,0.16660409722129182,0.0,0.265818822054018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307629574774292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800233413669754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292708462245172,0.0,0.07015609449252366,0.0708973132398776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869102389180986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notokrightnow,2019/04/14,"I need to find something new to do. I hate my job and my boss hates me. I’ve been doing what I do for the past 20 years and I just need to do something else. There are a few problems with this: 1) I earn a very good wage ($145k) but thanks to years of financial mismanagement I owe about $80k (plus my mortgage) and that means I still live paycheck to paycheck so can’t really afford a pay cut. I do have about $14k in savings. 2) I have no idea what to do. Literally none. I know I want to be my own boss. I know I don’t want to be tied to a 9-5 job. Beyond that, I just can’t think of anything. My background is in IT/Tech but I’ve been in management for so long that I’ve lost most of my tech skills. I’d love to do something related to cars/motorcycles but not sure what. I’m no good at sales, I’m an average home mechanic but wouldn’t want to do that full time. So what are some good businesses for folks with ADHD? Are there any great resources out there to help me come up with something? If I can’t get out of my job, it’s going to kill me.",0.13820132657042805,1.7200539184549368,2.366205618415922,96.96162212251272,82.77682403433477,5.953101833788531,19.603784627389786,6.980632752743323,0.0041690987124467505,805,21,206,10,22,273,122,233,0.139,0.738,0.124,0.6286,7,0,4,0,0,1,32.0,0,0,0,3,12,14,4,0,6,0,23,1,0,2,1,37,43,12,1,8,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,0,6,0,4,2,9,6,0,0,3,0,25,8,35,37,6,18,0,1,0,1,2,9,0,3,7,125,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629177630564578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843673313065377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701797980238018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120243726310685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863796650340478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886102352461525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794443096382177,0.0,0.07390896914253033,0.3272329211732632,0.0,0.14337778507631185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678988824373394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716807195675874,0.0,0.13044820700131365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680775425875192,0.0,0.0,0.3871561157533348,0.0,0.1438782476788513,0.0,0.1429413672766399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483429081588825,0.11508791080339645,0.0,0.0,0.14196216620662902,0.0,0.11737291112114785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416598099619419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285708930267528,0.0,0.1256006483999916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414501688841245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443785707117627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331173369763298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004675566907313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385607050017304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256819312861902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973022984171068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332916204797869,0.0,0.0,0.07583172043728953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073027751585148,0.2301160860805737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749260247327752 adhd,GoEasyPleaze,2019/04/14,"ADHD and Books You ever just open up a textbook and get good and deep and then realize everything you just read has been thrown out of your brain, so you re-read what you read and forget where the story takes place or the main characters name so you have to go to the title page to find those out too.",6.983655913978495,5.338594354838712,6.553870967741936,84.88413978494627,65.12903225806451,10.20215053763441,27.11827956989247,8.841846274778883,1.5582086021505377,238,4,53,3,3,74,45,62,0.03,0.924,0.046,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,16,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,37,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905161348356793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698540154024308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866137160221155,0.0,0.0,0.21725406677653888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209396166145985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629553476068664,0.0,0.13738245576649555,0.20275420263599803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525595735934488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7253953607033533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817531599078217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,changebegger,2019/04/14,Best Tips and Tricks for Regulating ADHD Share your best tips and tricks for regulating adhd. Here's mine. A decent nights sleep has a large effect on our ability to focus and recall information. Diet is just important. Eating carbs or sugars can help maintain mental acuity. If you ever find that your mental focus or enegry is dropping. Eat a snack. Those are signs your body needs more fuel.,3.5435993740219085,6.700988211267608,4.438779342723009,77.2897496087637,82.38028169014083,5.972456964006258,17.74804381846635,7.3871296695380915,0.8747264475743353,317,7,48,5,9,102,55,71,0.038,0.743,0.21899999999999997,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,4,0,3,3,5,2,0,3,0,5,7,2,1,1,13,6,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,4,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885859867358078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42664206226054746,0.0,0.0,0.2257889527137291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415995241416867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838708236733551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578658402868373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624868644900162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40969997899445815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072333539109506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907566514558913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034184268197947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PieKrust,2019/04/14,"How do i get help for ADHD in UK (NHS)? Hi, I'm an international student that is currently studying in UK and recently me and my friend were talking about ADHD and somehow i felt like that some of the habbits that I have match the symptoms of having ADHD, I have done some online tests and the results strongly suggest that I have ADHD. Therefore, my question is how do I consult professional help in the UK via NHS, because I have tried applying for a NHS GP appointment and it doesn't seem to be the help I'm looking for, so where should i seek help? (Private psychiatrists are expensive and ya boi is just a poor student :( )",6.355925058548008,6.3101421803278726,7.06943793911007,75.4204098360656,65.72131147540983,9.594379391100704,37.1007025761124,9.23628265651192,3.39348337236534,494,24,92,8,7,164,74,122,0.048,0.802,0.151,0.8992,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,8,0,16,1,0,4,0,18,22,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,12,3,10,17,2,6,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,5,3,65,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7629730523468014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675051933280687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241942234723186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523902321227126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262196419358568,0.0,0.08292146123711466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425530322196686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753959380741482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327970153555052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779588958508313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671082727827518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448717222220092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496451089933828,0.0,0.12756821955475695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775631875669646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,baroquebitche,2019/04/14,"Being a university student somehow disqualifies me from refilling my meds??? I despise the fact that the instant I have to see a new doctor regarding my meds they IMMEDIATELY ask if I’m enrolled in university and use that as a basis to judge me. For example, I recently moved cities for school and needed to find a new family doctor. Brought copies of my records, initial diagnosis from years ago, etc. Despite initially being warm/helpful, 3 different doctors immediately stood up and told me that they ‘don’t touch those medications’ when they find out I’m a student at ______ University. I understand that these substances are abused regularly as ‘study drugs’, but as someone that relies on them to have some sort of control over my attention/brain, it hurts that I’m turned away just because I’m a student. I’ve been diagnosed for fucking 5 years dude.",8.045295815295816,8.585771090909095,8.400216450216451,65.3139754689755,62.116883116883116,11.77950937950938,40.48773448773449,11.429527900616536,5.027081673881673,684,36,112,19,9,226,102,154,0.061,0.9390000000000001,0.0,-0.8196,1,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,4,1,3,3,2,0,8,0,7,7,0,2,1,17,21,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,2,15,0,21,15,2,16,0,1,1,1,6,7,1,4,7,70,24,7,0.0,0.1711255679305911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802820774007406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502226562509362,0.0,0.13569645015000245,0.0,0.0,0.08804299981287929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612313022543557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199018090038236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659309735469678,0.0,0.1508982880486341,0.0,0.4434897299086392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674925895512986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610772850600548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615545988607086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26401224419971275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352292312331815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680817822967848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461497265848642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32085765736588945,0.14549772011012396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350590573438722,0.0,0.1070927866990798,0.0,0.2789821934366367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260689691263342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617055923251684,0.11509176530248752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237480950301115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800876028883716,0.0,0.0,0.15709803107576148,0.0,0.15035640315951734,0.0,0.1247408815830505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601597291757585 adhd,bluemelodica,2019/04/14,"The best analogy I've heard for how to explain ADHD to parents who don't understand Imagine you are dropping off your kid on the first day of kindergarten. They might be confused, scared,perhaps understanding and enthusiastic, or downright throw a tantrum in denial. You don't just slam the breaks outside the school, get them out of the car and speed off, expecting they will know what to do -- No, you hold their hand, and guide them to the class, answering their questions along the way. Imagine your parents or any other person as the kindergartener. Lack of knowledge is not entirely the fault of the person. We dont expect kindergarteners to know how to approach their first day, and we understand if they get confused or make a mistake then and in the future. If you have any other good analogies please share :)",8.696756756756756,8.661925837837842,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,60.8918918918919,10.102702702702704,37.41891891891892,9.516144504307137,3.4827270270270283,656,28,113,10,8,196,94,148,0.085,0.762,0.153,0.9071,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,6,8,3,3,8,1,2,13,0,10,1,1,3,0,38,20,14,0,6,7,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,4,9,0,1,11,0,0,3,5,5,0,2,1,2,16,3,19,16,2,19,0,0,0,0,26,6,0,9,7,82,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824497084064036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243513765745668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731110704940612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276585545915294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933271202387189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806228578478564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236532917593025,0.0,0.0,0.13835720694867998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813109291960558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010936349896312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499217288011992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36632807583189175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880663090797965,0.0,0.1810720746859521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847883923971632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694420670606916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151748186592334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309343383590654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sistersick,2019/04/14,"Can you relate to how I feel? I texted this to my sister trying to explain how my untreated adhd feels every day. “I can’t even focus on things I like. Like if I want to play a video game for the day. I’ll be like.. Well I have to do something good first to play a video game so I deserve it. Like draw a picture? I spend a bunch of time trying to motivate myself to draw a picture. I can’t make myself do it so I don’t. Before I can draw a picture, maybe if I clean the area I’m in I’ll do it, if I don’t, I can’t draw, I’ll tell myself. Well I’ll just stare at the area I’m in and not clean it, or pace around, becuase I can’t make myself. I’ll get really tired from doing NOTHING and might take a nap. I’m nonstop thinking about the video game I want to play but I can’t make myself play it or do the steps before I deserve to play it because then I don’t deserve it. Then it’s the end of the day. I didn’t do anything I wanted to do that day. I might play the video game in the end or I might just go to sleep and try to tell myself I’ll do things in the morning but don’t actually do that. It’s every day. It’s so bad I don’t know if it makes sense but it drives me crazy” Does anyone have advice or anything..? This is really getting to me.... my mom refuses to help me...",-0.6318307856381082,0.9511671512027496,2.1509396847967786,97.5139175257732,85.39175257731958,4.838535371489513,17.250977603981518,5.727593064623523,-0.6490901528617128,975,21,248,6,29,341,111,291,0.043,0.818,0.139,0.9344,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,12,14,0,0,17,0,29,2,1,7,0,37,48,21,0,7,14,2,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,18,4,0,1,6,15,1,3,12,1,2,1,1,3,37,13,27,43,1,23,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,11,15,157,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.10973314978033807,0.0,0.13514079502788878,0.10988300694253042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862634399150067,0.0,0.18507045238886016,0.10010267220012656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388948794192066,0.06854733367989815,0.0,0.19137014543518213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625986921586557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840411251568204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919132587715144,0.0,0.0,0.07427092645683743,0.0,0.18948479138680333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371430201600807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564831821898401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749900903566213,0.0,0.06390686116510945,0.09431615271548527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753716083068093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061798549075165764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974589683957732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30023998813520897,0.0,0.11296925625335305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35786907379890803,0.0,0.1316978856884245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789700928725084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407429735819272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252933432417148,0.0,0.0,0.08656806083038063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454699613385279,0.0,0.19656923630940948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494110761829318,0.07205221844909589,0.0,0.0,0.06556940634027279,0.12924257862721214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903468804724345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989744537858417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220873884149929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd_opossum,2019/04/14,"Anyone here in the DC-metro area? I'm a recent college grad/aspiring journalist, and I'm doing a personal project on ADHD. Being recently diagnosed, looking back and seeing it all fall into place; I'm constantly astonished by this sub and its shared emotional struggles. Although it's 2019, ADHD remains a subject of unknowns and stereotypes for many. I'm looking to meet & hear anyone's story about their ADHD experience—(nothing specific or lengthy)—and take a portrait or two with permission -- in any public place. I've worked with a handful of large media publications, but will *not* be publishing this anywhere at the moment since I'm currently freelancing. Please DM me with questions, or if you'd like to help out!",8.243359375,9.406492867187502,8.0734375,65.6778125,61.734375,11.0875,39.4375,10.9516,4.936137500000001,589,30,85,15,8,189,96,128,0.013999999999999999,0.852,0.133,0.9134,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,7,0,5,2,1,0,1,17,15,10,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,2,16,11,1,16,0,0,3,0,10,9,0,5,7,50,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547766264458893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461466642271805,0.0,0.1033167154685334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124641377530064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168237805542936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418093453197732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420441692060674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708993212719662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123466952379618,0.0,0.1018345948508977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422468114158527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551636619013573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540318401595821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457796705314311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265826733795874,0.3174662783276249,0.16677207249858542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170194897403181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300022494702615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106749145146425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256769779909412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882884852697493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423146315392445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841224887349122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106058919405695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PlaySculptor,2019/04/14,"Concerta and Anxiety Hey all. So after being really inconsistent taking my 27mg ER methylphenidate, I’m back on it every morning and at first it was super awesome. I was a productivity machine. But the last few days I’ve noticed my anxiety go through the roof, and I’m worried that it’s because of the stimulant. Anyone else get this? It makes the focusing thing way less helpful when every snag makes me paralyzed with anxiety. Any suggestions appreciated! Thanks!",4.37559523809524,7.418461559523813,5.890476190476193,69.45452380952383,76.26190476190476,9.447619047619048,33.142857142857146,9.725611199111238,4.280057142857143,377,20,58,12,9,127,66,84,0.079,0.7340000000000001,0.187,0.9184,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,2,6,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624533674432008,0.0,0.4935513564084968,0.0,0.0,0.15037203433573834,0.22035010859071996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536465613940934,0.0,0.13109603588908048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386932171061373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796515478589247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623876185772629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292637634194767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123577933563574,0.0,0.12222118228526432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414738746439115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529920189107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871028685354471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448424840947653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777026941240866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616952176613674,0.0,0.0,0.19799451157707385,0.0,0.0,0.14287353536588254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070130522111546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839963108672025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caffeineculprit,2019/04/14,A reminder to my fellow ADHD people You are worth more than your productivity!!,7.1014285714285705,8.965137714285717,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,64.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.5986571428571428,64,2,9,1,1,22,14,14,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.3578,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8662090888300519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996817131216744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vagabond_chef,2019/04/14,"Curious about meds. First post, long time lurker. I had been diagnosed with AD(H)D about 30 or so years ago, and had been unmedicated since I was 12, so almost 25 years. I started on Ritalin, because that was essentially the only medication available. Dexadrine came next, but that was like going from weak coffee right to espresso, but still was basically ineffective. I just never felt as though I needed meds, and it has probably hindered me. Now, after coming to this realization, I've decided to seek professional help. I'm curious what, if any meds any of you might be taking, and if you've had success. I'm mostly curious about Adderall. Pluses? Minuses? Any advice would be helpful. Thanks in advance.",4.499010989010992,7.4658731746031775,5.702698412698414,71.44016483516486,75.19047619047619,8.63882783882784,29.53357753357753,9.265573868473778,3.3387284493284497,564,25,88,15,13,187,92,126,0.04,0.765,0.195,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,9,5,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,0,1,20,24,12,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,11,1,7,3,13,9,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,13,57,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306523689027873,0.13885049536487615,0.0,0.15685073663544974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31955846109157715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548531806558674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915260682813394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349301165382122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898468426657508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039743336438852,0.0,0.0,0.1332365476128861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902121552122838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998284268498185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652561276605817,0.0,0.0,0.13862005965418758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219698703896152,0.15779671424258526,0.0,0.16616859476547158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614539284468818,0.12080919469442948,0.0,0.16658672116488052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913056570215658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001629351693746,0.0,0.16888269395819694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337683423522997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957290760195478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086946955424716,0.0,0.12509163288902653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777258696932093,0.0,0.0,0.14421159865713465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538964380070431,0.0,0.09133711384034028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127142901943024,0.0,0.0,0.201739994969095 adhd,wacup,2019/04/14,"Trying to be healthy and not skip meals: what protein drinks do you like? Hi All! I am on Vyvanse, and while I do eat, I go a long time between breakfast and lunch until I'm hungry again. When I do eat for that late lunch meal, I find myself not really wanting anything of much substance. I have read a lot of people drink protein drinks. I have been eating a decent breakfast, a good dinner and a snack type lunch, which is too little calories. I'm thinking the protein drink would suffice and maybe be healthy? I was in process of losing 5-10 lbs before this round of Vyvanse, but I have absolutely no desire to lose weight that is a lot of muscle from lack of eating. I'd like to continue to do so in a healthy way, while the meds treat my ADHD (Inattentive), and I'm hoping this is possible. I 've Vega One Nutritional Shakes before, but I'm not a huge fan of the taste. Does anyone have any suggestions? I'm a 5""3 female if that helps. I'm kind of clueless on protein shake protocol! Thanks a ton for any help! I'm loving how much Vyvanse is helping me! I feel like a normal, productive human being finally...and I have motivation. That is the biggest thing I see! The best feeling...",2.1811974944731034,4.386630686440681,3.661739130434782,87.08547162859249,79.0,5.968754605747974,24.667649226234346,7.079830092131019,1.1031597641857045,926,34,181,11,23,305,137,236,0.086,0.688,0.226,0.9899,0,0,4,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,4,5,14,0,2,16,0,21,20,0,2,1,27,37,15,0,7,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,19,0,5,5,0,3,4,4,0,1,2,6,17,10,21,31,8,20,0,2,2,1,8,7,0,4,12,113,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134494073376571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220527600374728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825007449410154,0.0,0.09209239518787002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045433599034925,0.0,0.11744264138756208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793319572013212,0.0,0.0,0.4385167842331684,0.0,0.458047476123605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317011769947312,0.0799485268275914,0.0,0.0,0.10228371317676592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360103233840536,0.09386479901420276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250327434295665,0.0,0.0,0.11115188161766763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653704450582365,0.0,0.0,0.12623935519376045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402072058058076,0.1121632204669418,0.0,0.0990368289760689,0.0,0.2503973305236144,0.0,0.1902837612323543,0.1010031448479939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242863738295766,0.0,0.12430678242239412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645334540201778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096480398975514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583311269644545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758430367001434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261617109503288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194028508909187,0.0,0.07169241203802244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917778148427333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303169301904624,0.0,0.0,0.07434803176669456,0.07170740969103807,0.0,0.0,0.06525562133748694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597954447840631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600741787361722,0.08882894953704862,0.0,0.1362762320663491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949765360952361,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rhythmplusrhyme,2019/04/14,"Locking the car I ALWAYS forget to lock my car. Literally yesterday, I was at some school thing and as I was talking to my friends, I realized I forgot to lock my car so I ran out to do that. Do any of yall also have this problem? I'm just glad I almost always realize that I didn't later.",0.5666666666666664,2.287496698412699,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,82.01587301587301,6.73968253968254,23.198412698412696,7.793537801064563,1.212822222222222,224,8,49,4,6,82,43,63,0.085,0.812,0.10300000000000001,0.2675,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,0,12,2,8,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,36,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434972861935256,0.0,0.0,0.2743227973168093,0.5708606878375354,0.0,0.0,0.2332737193753321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502589529956816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282355727365466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471669897558703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27571635980236464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789541011738895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cityboy94,2019/04/14,"This is an update from my breakdown So I've been meaning to make this post for a while now. I feel like I owe to the people here who have sent me kind messages and comments about my rant 4 days ago. &#x200B; [This is the post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/bbo244/contemplated_suicide_i_broke_down_hard_this/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x) &#x200B; so an update: I'm feeling a bit better now. I do still struggle with my depression but now I do talk to someone online about my feelings. so its something! ive been stressed out lately because of some recent changes going on in my life. im moving to california in a few months and knowing ill be on my taking root someplace else is incredibly stressful to me. let's just say its incredibly difficult to find a room to rent when you're across the continental U.S. &#x200B; Another thing is that I've been reading up on us ADHDers. reading personal struggles, some possible advantages we had back in the caveman days and how I'm not alone feeling this way. I've been diagnosed since elementary school it's only now that I found such a community that can help me deal with the emotions I have. id like to thank everyone who personally messaged me. who commented on my post. you guys literally saved my life. you helped me realize that ADHD isn't some curse we have. it's just another way of thinking. sure we may be a bit messy, forgetful, emotional, but in the end, it isn't our fault. We have these minds for a reason. we are the pioneers for out of box thinking. we are so creative and have such originality. I guess it took me some time to realize that. To anyone reading this and was in the same dark deep pit I was in not too long ago. realize this: just reach out to someone. anyone at all. make a rant post like me and I promise you someone will help you. &#x200B; So what are my plans now? &#x200B; short term goals: \- start using reminders more often. my phone has this nifty reminder app that I've started to use. its a slow start but it is a start. \- overwhelming coping mechanisms. recently when I find I'm about to be overwhelmed I tend to start being indecisive. so now I've read up on this cool notebook trick that you can use to just vomit out all these bubbling thoughts in my mind. &#x200B; \- get a room to rent in California. probably wondering why. well, I wanna make my LDR into a CDR. haha. &#x200B; \- get into the habit of hiking or working out to calm my mind. &#x200B; Long term goal: &#x200B; \- Freelancing or finding a job that mixes well with me. i really wanna make money my own way and at my own pace. I've read up on how a lot of us do our work via freelancing. I can see the appeal. I do have some skills in coding. I have to brush up on that but as soon as I do I'm gonna see if I can pursue that as a career. I do like to write horror stories also I can spend easily 5 hours just writing a good story. maybe I can find something in that who knows. &#x200B; In the end, I want to thank you all who messaged and commented to me. even the ones who didn't message me and simply upvoted! I'm excited to see where this new mindset and new future takes me",2.940901194353966,5.3444552996742685,3.9677752442996734,84.84230347448427,77.43648208469054,6.829489685124862,25.868512486427804,7.908726449838941,1.631159913137893,2510,96,480,42,60,810,281,614,0.066,0.78,0.154,0.9942,4,1,2,0,0,1,129.0,10,6,0,8,37,30,1,7,30,2,46,5,0,12,4,96,92,32,0,4,14,0,4,4,0,3,5,1,4,3,38,26,0,0,20,5,5,4,5,11,2,1,12,10,65,19,74,72,18,87,0,3,3,0,42,37,0,14,44,321,103,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253540118001344,0.0,0.06825317261318796,0.0,0.0,0.039872822517931734,0.0,0.030787226547930736,0.0,0.4588440463884697,0.4677987618696016,0.0,0.08073804178608124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383807519461297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02960296052086101,0.0,0.0234683206524744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034048783650998775,0.08406075466732718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072629506209476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965667907951122,0.03969025015384245,0.033158690874919114,0.03907515442989437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032160546291680615,0.08661123337477919,0.06819646594434038,0.0,0.0,0.02542788790859348,0.0,0.0,0.036786954626631375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786396812883177,0.027503327165310586,0.0,0.0,0.14074768047946196,0.0,0.0,0.04221160443755444,0.0,0.0,0.04022774150886567,0.0,0.02187957764658864,0.032290704770094575,0.0,0.0,0.042410424343656286,0.038119555352669865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741417398218771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791325526181264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041584972878082514,0.0,0.03820380843377364,0.0,0.0,0.04009025042867808,0.04231552381968068,0.0,0.043427970780739934,0.0,0.0,0.03936731182530157,0.054385240519406304,0.07523366544319865,0.0,0.0,0.06813989992880509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03273003735706827,0.0,0.0,0.10279215741864084,0.0,0.03867690524631908,0.041936139110344335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166174930821134,0.0,0.030729125428799717,0.040917799546581486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436415826149384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02608757148148494,0.02927983455517748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02669000382372019,0.06723078866543472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340126015686305,0.14748363625632838,0.0,0.04150788094712425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254452870799596,0.0,0.024663116905257246,0.039582857068283,0.07602522383637518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03061554247942548,0.0,0.03896252469033202,0.09203493037443017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03184634669580735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978589305898009,0.059276033093204325,0.0,0.0,0.13624713803024768,0.0,0.030744941851320283,0.0,0.08819977472633395,0.08049395611422965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03628436886175572,0.0,0.057892142814437136,0.03094362595903014,0.0,0.07088846971776143,0.0,0.0,0.025576684435798858,0.0493365525837044,0.0,0.03056349875549342,0.02244877766029245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042773236160148304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261788054744972,0.0997509971383935,0.0,0.0,0.02270740539135156,0.09167492227105674,0.0,0.0,0.06922952749738245,0.0,0.03473889691580088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174996746269966,0.05605471483555681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677987618696016,0.0 adhd,aaaqpw,2019/04/14,"Harder to focus when wearing earphones? Is anyone else experiencing this? I somehow realized that it's harder for me to focus, when i am listening music to earphones, or just wearing earphones/earbuds at all. I dont experience this when working, while listening to music without earphones tho.",7.3338,9.937901380000003,8.165,58.7875,65.2,9.0,42.5,9.516144504307137,5.2098,239,15,28,5,4,80,34,50,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,6,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848341635325112,0.4173863786706716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774205059300263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34029531214206715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984742596361857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926785456000565,0.0,0.29656145310776005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,t_ergin2001,2019/04/14,"Trying to find my footing between anxiety/depression & recent ADHD diagnosis... anyone further down the path feel like throwin some tips? Hey fellow weird brains! Just for context I’m recently diagnosed ADHD having just tried a low dose of Ritalin with minimal success so far. Has really fucked with my sleep schedule, which was shaky at best anyways. Also had a depressive episode I’ve been trying to pull myself out of. Feel stuck in a bit of a catch-22. Trying to do lists... struggling to set a plan for being consistently active physically. When I try to focus on easing my depressive episodes I end up self-medicating to ride out the worst and then won’t get anything done which feeds a guilt and shame thought loop. When I try to focus more on productivity and tackling things from an ADHD focused perspective an emotional low will come and kick me on my ass after about 4-5 days. Recently started my first ketamine infusion as a way to help the depression since I’ve proven to be Zoloft resistant. Can’t really speak to its efficacy yet. Just reaching out to see if anyone else has found strategies that help manage the emotional lows of depression with the aching desire to be productive that ADHD brings. I realize this is an ongoing journey and I’m in the early stages of figuring out what works for me. It’s so easy to get fuckin exhausted. Sometimes it feels like spinning plates... except some asshole named Depression keeps walking up and punching you in the gut while you’re focusing on not dropping plates. Haven’t had much luck with CBT / DBT approaches so far. Trying to read up more on mindfulness but that only seems to be helpful when I’m already in a calm state of mind to where I can practice meditation. I try to be productive but get overwhelmed and stressed out from the anxiety, which starts my depressive loop, and I feel like I’ve been kinda spinning my wheels for a bit trying to figure out what approaches may help me break some of these negative cycles. On that note! Time for a shower and brushing and flossing! Woo!!",6.093795563373401,7.689690960422165,6.230090882439168,75.3974337926317,66.83641160949868,9.730909801622204,33.034398514609606,9.994966539143718,3.511280191537184,1650,72,280,39,27,525,220,379,0.128,0.757,0.11599999999999999,-0.585,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,5,14,27,2,6,21,0,22,13,5,0,0,52,43,23,0,2,8,0,4,3,1,3,5,1,1,0,15,21,1,1,11,1,0,8,5,20,0,1,9,7,19,7,62,26,10,60,0,10,1,3,9,28,3,9,21,178,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624441984324371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320109388682274,0.060293960504991785,0.0,0.08169127239071124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767754857173427,0.0,0.0,0.10543693419071387,0.07725186402188178,0.062044284773304585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912319656703587,0.0,0.16462528100870072,0.0,0.0,0.08416660090293249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494676959803923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048624026632732416,0.0,0.4545677917521885,0.07652510739330813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715603737436337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298348131198847,0.1696201597197313,0.06677826302129901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248944271783596,0.16158823393326024,0.0,0.0,0.06891035698511351,0.06413159331557898,0.0,0.0826675571717357,0.0,0.06970216344332512,0.11817351527090965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021447494939448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670152140163932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050367704807597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374769048122327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225644551293488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542455734340552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573418714905718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541616125309894,0.0,0.09660090650260422,0.0,0.22333264590611465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060080657676178685,0.06863746649867462,0.07865421889192294,0.0,0.0,0.06236815021047552,0.0,0.07545020800499806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456833261574528,0.0,0.10673101127215442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636558615664225,0.07882001653000639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050089591500548564,0.0,0.0,0.05985581013571172,0.043963872859018135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606989357213082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984564338832697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488900984880691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Em216,2019/04/14,"Beating Around the Bush Does anyone else have it where if someone isn’t direct with you and tends to beat around the bush, it’s hard to understand them and what they’re talking about? I’m not sure if this is an ADD thing or not but I find it difficult to understand what people are needing or asking for if they aren’t being direct.",8.39700980392157,5.9809368382352925,7.826470588235296,79.32245098039219,62.970588235294116,10.831372549019608,32.96078431372549,8.841846274778883,2.4588372549019617,267,7,55,3,3,84,48,68,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.7123,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,12,8,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,0,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170882274425079,0.25040512281508914,0.0,0.4351155460931733,0.22847046191817885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386621462748984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041554151856201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233668614028694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892428910509276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121113826649135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942836612657056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706976827017465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303334751386409,0.0,0.0,0.19643039479862665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623610053978731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088345499636855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Prkle,2019/04/14,"ADHD and outfits My ADHD does this fun thing where I either change clothes several times back and forth a day because ""NO THIS SHIRT/THESE PANTS JUST DON'T FEEL RIGHT, FFS"" and they end up in the ever growing pile of clean(ish?) clothes on *the chair*. We all know the one. ...Oooor I lounge around in the same sweats and same shirt for several days on end (if I got nothing planned) because who the hell has time to pay attention to such trivial things as what you're wearing, right? There is legit no in between.",1.9258843537414947,4.635654071428572,1.6827551020408191,97.54379251700684,84.81632653061227,4.491156462585034,23.472789115646247,5.985473137389443,0.331895238095238,401,15,82,3,12,117,75,98,0.11900000000000001,0.794,0.087,-0.3407,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,7,2,1,0,6,0,3,3,3,0,2,16,6,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,6,1,13,5,4,19,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,1,8,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397384339231724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286345028429133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406765338771186,0.0,0.22304809702937592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353584662435866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597401657957184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009995471876454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240771288722351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548789822333884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925045414170952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463210754856238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054401849356297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755445566202945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239710173818834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124749941552303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133607253970832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430864515703769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335813550152188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hnnhbll,2019/04/14,"Is it just me or do my symptoms feel worse than I remember when I forget my meds? I was diagnosed with ADHD (primarily inattentive) last year and I started medication pretty much right away. I started with a low dose of Concerta (methylphenidate) and eventually worked my way up to 54 mg. It has helped SO MUCH. Its very subtle, but I will suddenly realize halfway through the day that I have been on schedule and have completed several tasks already. I am a graduate student, so another example is that I will realize halfway through a class that I have been pay attention the entire time and have been taking excellent notes. While before these meds, I felt so lazy, unmotivated, stupid, forgetful, and honestly useless. I did well in school for most of my life but did feel as though it took me longer to understand/complete assignments. Essentially, it just took so much energy from me to do as well as I wanted to. So.. I usually felt very tired and depressed too. Now that I am in graduate school, I finally opened up to the idea of medication and began to try antidepressants. I went through several until landing on Effexor (150 mg) - which I take now along with the Concerta. I've been reading the posts on this subreddit for a long time. It's honestly life-changing to see you all explain things that I have also experienced for my entire life. Things I have wondered about my whole life are being put into words and explained to me better that I knew could be. <3 My question is though.. if you ever forget to take your meds.. do your symptoms feel like they are even worse than they were before you started meds? Or did I just never realize how shitty and hindered my brain was.. until it was no longer hindered? There's really nothing to be done, I suppose. I was just curious if others experience this as well.",6.364987932421559,7.3595039233038335,6.883852239206224,73.154064762671,65.8141592920354,10.765406275140784,34.58313220702601,10.735267742514802,3.9642908554572274,1446,65,254,39,22,473,178,339,0.12300000000000001,0.767,0.11,-0.5785,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,2,3,24,12,1,0,9,0,36,11,1,1,3,52,57,32,0,4,10,0,5,1,0,2,10,0,0,0,20,15,0,0,16,1,1,4,2,4,3,0,20,7,43,8,42,31,6,41,0,3,1,0,11,13,0,7,23,197,63,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236507474116514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399390285298148,0.06811526629730133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931452802381765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002571441323263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495711111257992,0.0,0.0,0.07533130539953951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508465501063387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010498003573833,0.0,0.17861096168745494,0.0,0.0,0.06800615495645715,0.0,0.0,0.054931513783398486,0.0,0.07336201770233232,0.08645191035498845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716468429311734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056257985875255316,0.07704662482765864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331853299458677,0.0,0.0,0.12920272915302025,0.06084979597010325,0.16356475451481,0.09330621294408742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709171916663758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961534067402936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942985912230279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406494872056688,0.04161272166077901,0.0,0.0,0.07537813485563831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37844561485989703,0.17161184370612695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878426189573444,0.0,0.06569303023094375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172872904705279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157512290409068,0.08665467676890448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562546845968336,0.0954166833026041,0.0,0.08519911221373086,0.0,0.054565966606562766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648787457465656,0.07273989186270154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240544488574722,0.06787429392021939,0.0,0.0,0.19244941213270148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808641660149654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770610842509797,0.192125395812496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317438215061143,0.0,0.1673700976155487,0.0,0.09933369386158644,0.09789735377970248,0.0,0.0,0.18926747863501087,0.05782895523994605,0.0,0.0,0.08867128481359307,0.0,0.0,0.09380939910784307,0.14055834361438535,0.0502390484165468,0.06760879368327004,0.0,0.0,0.2297505278908028,0.07895906315164855,0.0,0.09509603181416876,0.0,0.0,0.09236980626358468,0.06200918784124556,0.0,0.17360336868209547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548505915539651 adhd,glamb417,2019/04/14,"Hopefully I've come full circle with Atamoxetine TLDR: I upped my meds and the side affects are getting to me in a bad way. Grrrr Upped my dose about 2 weeks ago. This past week my brains been falling apart. Spend most of yesterday just being idle. Unable to make decisions or concentrate on anything. All week the only feeling that made it through the haze were bad ones. Already spoke with my psyche, we're bringing the dose down to see if it helps. At the moment I'm just listening to the rain, feeling nothing at best. 100% OK I am with not caring about anything. Hopefully my positive feelings come back this week. I'd also like to care about stuff again. It's easier for me to get out of bed and go to work when I can motivate myself with fear of financial instability, or the negative repercussions I would inflict on my fiancé.",4.2703461538461545,6.1966111500000025,5.06625,80.66144230769231,71.875,8.423076923076923,28.55769230769231,9.057496981413335,2.490221153846154,664,26,122,14,13,215,112,160,0.11900000000000001,0.723,0.158,0.6294,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,1,8,1,7,3,1,4,1,28,26,7,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,1,5,2,3,0,1,4,6,13,7,28,20,4,29,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,6,12,81,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906633590049962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067411802085896,0.11643691775617845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396341266317073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195803799152416,0.2431411946363692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279907065516382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253866067299533,0.0,0.0,0.296899465798705,0.0,0.0,0.25084441648480804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384139434789532,0.22086043799053676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214083094793793,0.0,0.08274829754507358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975931559916398,0.0,0.0,0.28922892080918583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113320277540831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777100998259634,0.0971896734567901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172968017293807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970790719415718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866287924048964,0.11073597950461872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389924513276582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602499716367372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667809648800488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557114840209085,0.4671687595510945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599912614721126,0.0,0.0,0.10343064024518613,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XenithRai,2019/04/14,"I need advice for a couple of things As the title states, I am in need of assistance. Please accept my upfront apology if this turns into me rambling or an incoherent string. Background : diagnosed 3 years ago, was on meds for a while, quit that job and lost insurance so I stopped seeing my doc and taking meds. I was on adderall xr 20mg. Haven’t been on meds in nearly 2 years and every has seemed mostly fine up until a few months ago. The minor issue; #1 : my house is a mess and I need to clean up tomorrow and I’m game for doing that now... until tomorrow arrives, then I just sit at my computer or lay in bed and do nothing most of the day. This has been going on for the last month and I want it to end. Does anyone have advice for kickstarting me or a supplement I can take or something to help? The bigger issue; #2 : over the past few months, I feel like my adhd is getting worse. I used to actually be good about making sure I have everything before I go to work, come home, go on trips, etc. and I was decently organized. Now, it feels like I’m in a constant fog 24/7 even after drinking my weight in caffeine and consuming enough nicotine to tranquilize an elephant. It’s been getting worse by the day as well; this morning, I went grocery shopping and as soon as I left the parking lot, all I knew was that I was heading home. Got home, made coffee, tried to actually start my day before my wife reminded me we JUST went shopping and I had to get the stuff out of the car. Then I proceeded to mess up putting things away and stuff of that nature. I’ve also been drinking more over the last few weeks than normal (having a beer or two every night. Nothing crazy) even though I’ve been happier with my new job and everything. Frustration at home has been at an all time high and I’m more active at my new job than I’ve been in a looong time. The drinking and the fog make absolutely no sense to me. I’ve been thinking about going back on meds, but my wife doesn’t want me to because I was becoming an asshole in her eyes. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!! TLDR; haven’t been on meds in a while, need help kickstarting myself to clean and adhd has been getting worse. Thinking about going on meds. Halp pulz",3.7184691862444654,4.982748020224719,4.7836976506639415,84.78383384405858,72.16853932584269,7.731018045624786,26.29383724889343,8.199878495009871,1.584947565543072,1739,57,352,26,33,570,217,445,0.044000000000000004,0.867,0.09,0.9328,4,0,5,0,0,1,54.0,1,0,0,3,15,13,1,0,26,0,36,8,2,4,3,56,74,36,0,9,9,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,0,14,21,5,1,7,7,2,11,4,4,1,1,23,5,39,9,65,48,12,82,0,1,2,0,8,32,0,10,39,233,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.12809332916115854,0.0,0.1577520956544139,0.19240238987511624,0.11635634446374897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248531313843032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463152289250297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589091893289655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061662750634677015,0.050466405291268716,0.0,0.04000822082367785,0.07248459545795945,0.11169477537060474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056535538736095514,0.0,0.07092410075994157,0.0,0.0,0.07261976608460849,0.0,0.12698024358471444,0.0,0.0,0.0666143705082578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743437785443704,0.0,0.0,0.19288101314340367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812983615868405,0.0678146594739642,0.07319622916140645,0.08669768660413063,0.0,0.11059437281591757,0.0,0.11797033009140075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637029716009235,0.09377400308356418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371585457142488,0.0,0.18649885242667105,0.055048406152483687,0.0524913323821443,0.07235872097916422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735663077218577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879825308175009,0.06934305367932765,0.2633341115603489,0.0,0.0,0.07572968851956903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700401538868548,0.19538676329992288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069965103354676,0.0,0.0,0.07130858079021986,0.0,0.0,0.06412825921800322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164429809454717,0.05579736963457365,0.0,0.062101906677709935,0.08761878180051265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374093580231905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571587913016208,0.0,0.0,0.1946590583231376,0.0,0.12677420379370366,0.0,0.061590512917140176,0.06430472229734217,0.1259499718526518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265248576131327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204343980348216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597756668991138,0.0,0.06980694796570006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229963507598753,0.059748254917061025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052616794918625,0.0,0.0,0.04645415976395001,0.0,0.0,0.0548706911900883,0.0,0.0,0.1502642333045825,0.0,0.0,0.061856707319014985,0.0,0.09869311349432623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720501598712177,0.08410775187868945,0.06448240211687872,0.0,0.0765402575799501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455933286657489,0.07138798918258397,0.06411222669135727,0.0,0.0,0.05668435590247664,0.0,0.0,0.0774220620796043,0.0,0.05264545623939403,0.07992122127256039,0.05901040523200207,0.12168171336344195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778035553883556,0.0,0.20065165261331025,0.04662258024335991,0.0,0.0,0.08452878862640686 adhd,kai-by,2019/04/14,"Anyone know what the diagnosis process is like in the uk? I’m 18 and female so I’m a bit anxious to go through it cause I’ve heard loads of people just get sidelined on account of not being male or a child The thing is I was great at school, until year 12 and I don’t know if that’s going to affect things or make things more difficult than they’re already going to be I guess I’m just nervous and I kinda wanna know the process cause I can’t find much on the internet :)",1.4604901960784318,3.0903617156862744,3.175098039215687,92.48460784313728,78.90196078431373,5.7098039215686285,22.117647058823533,6.42735559955562,0.2948352941176471,373,11,84,3,9,124,71,102,0.07200000000000001,0.83,0.09699999999999999,0.5336,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,4,0,20,20,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,2,1,5,2,13,16,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,3,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215306958676492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274255369112589,0.0,0.1407622032598933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978083339514146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136062616391259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839957459139524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051773397635135,0.0,0.3432311662105514,0.0,0.0,0.2219474620891436,0.22176813529163503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33190783716302397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983509948008132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343774875288768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479876642135745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395645639135981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373874066463285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012287334105481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963848624758662 adhd,Urbexjeep15,2019/04/14,Just did laundry... For the 3 rd time. Again. Hopefully the mold smell waahes out. 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I was seriously just reading a thread on here about others dealing with the bass from music from different apartments. Low and behold, it was like my upstairs neighbors *knew*. They have a history of this. Anyway, I keep seeing people talk about noise cancelling headphones and have a few questions. I have never tried them for studying before. I don't want to listen to music on them, just block out the irritations that come with apartment life. I have questions: 1. How much do you feel they help? 2. Do you hear your heartbeat because of the nature of the headphones? 3. Are there wireless versions? 4. What's the average price? (I don't have much to spend, much less just to try at this point.) 5. I know I've seen the name of another subreddit that might be helpful. If you know somewhere else to look, please let me know! **TL;DR:** Noise Cancelling headphones. Please read above questions. Thank you!",2.3203596037898397,5.2277514709302375,2.1932816537467694,90.68419035314386,92.43023255813955,4.176055124892335,23.812230835486652,6.037888025583468,0.7683236003445311,751,30,130,7,27,223,109,172,0.08,0.8240000000000001,0.095,0.6829999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,4,0,10,4,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,1,1,25,30,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,7,6,0,2,8,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,4,6,18,2,21,22,6,10,0,1,3,0,21,8,0,5,2,87,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446101297105999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406834792045542,0.0,0.11735082244891885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879681831598993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217863341795314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408606938922072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520568663594828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973118422122497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554340234485248,0.0,0.1848756545382393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258029542015887,0.0,0.0,0.2273743548753344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820436039059802,0.09740955455287424,0.06737561301753299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580924212802418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630018018687946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30413803995422234,0.0,0.10636430413925256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956090791785828,0.0,0.0,0.30276642340471666,0.13036904875006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634705882988673,0.0,0.2758936298732947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098960120485756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216928557919549,0.0,0.12696853396608707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726298852627854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134259306746325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,N3phys,2019/04/14,"The frustration of not being able to focus This has been a huge problem for me since I started University. Today I've started cleaning my room, made food, packed my back watched some show and lied around in my bed for a considerable time but I haven't been able to get back to my university work at all like it's physically impossible to focus on it. I know it needs to be done and I've already wasted half of my day but I just can't get my adhd brain to focus on it. And now I'm posting on reddit instead of doing anything I have a doctor's appointment end of the month to get back on my meds after I haven't taken them for years.. can't wait to finally work like a normal human being again tl:dr My Brain refuses to focus on my homework",2.338377171215882,3.947312425806455,4.514193548387098,83.93436724565758,76.35483870967742,7.091811414392061,24.18114143920595,7.882392219407189,1.2792481389578163,586,19,121,9,13,203,89,155,0.068,0.8759999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,8,4,1,0,6,0,13,4,2,1,1,18,24,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,4,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,1,17,2,25,16,2,26,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,1,17,82,22,4,0.3135769965359373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884293062952492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173020006631695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902357482869714,0.1395750045504616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616820315749354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500556342733131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111561059400333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604796716747921,0.0,0.16044906953202856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886807217360547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175413609131002,0.0,0.0,0.189589274460148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457465574151756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616685827461137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531978811215516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835706804844306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415667613890948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514708346796607,0.0,0.0,0.11625668480585087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361943895238264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016004099673794,0.0,0.0,0.15002541809323658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296970659748991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219514121200801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142463419975587,0.0,0.14861716356012775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282877881621661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096665237173312 adhd,annab640,2019/04/14,"Need advice about behavior off meds It’s happened too many times and it hurts me - I’m fine on my meds and can function and eat ok. I try to remember to have three meals and water during the day. But on the weekends I can’t stop eating! Yesterday, I woke up late and got us lunch plus a smoothie then we had a full dinner followed by candy and ice cream. It’s not always this crazy but I want to be able to control my eating habits when I’m off my meds. I’ve gained weight and workout but it still makes me feel out of control. Any advice?",1.1870813397129183,3.110047245614034,2.632519936204148,94.64748803827752,80.9298245614035,5.1980861244019145,20.012759170653904,6.1124844417494595,-0.07781403508771856,422,11,94,3,11,137,80,114,0.051,0.8740000000000001,0.075,0.3853,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,1,5,8,0,3,0,22,15,13,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,8,3,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,11,2,14,11,1,17,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,9,56,16,0,0.14945773049660588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920967289650278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436080458233705,0.0,0.0,0.10163638186165228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352591068014387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963878718407607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587977113840515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557031924142102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119535000301652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321649774864137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999759165492314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859482992069086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976419566478162,0.1515266804051693,0.0,0.0,0.4980415372446638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082101339120654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930647360932793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935713663701045,0.12495335496932802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715000455980143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147198834410412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977924754243027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815404176317046,0.0,0.0,0.1819992515978434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WeTheSummerKid,2019/04/14,"I'm sad it's hard for me to discover new pop punk bands (cause procrastination). Same with listening to their songs: procrastination and short attention span impede me. And no matter how powerful my computer is, it's not an AI that can help me with organizing information (such as searching for pop punk bands or organizing to do lists and flights).",7.453095238095237,8.546640619047622,7.971547619047621,65.96303571428572,63.444444444444436,12.64920634920635,34.79761904761905,12.161744961471696,4.705066666666667,281,12,50,10,4,93,48,63,0.1,0.802,0.098,-0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,8,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,29,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707249339056728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976829074115846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723878421417425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365743830204105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allinthemind0,2019/04/14,"How can you learn to not hate yourself? I'm not looking for sympathy, i'm merely looking for ways to improve myself through my downfall of ADHD. I keep a journal with me at all times to write down each thing, to keep my schedule in a place of continual access, a place to allow for lists to be made of things I need to do, I take meds, I've seen my doctors, my SO has a board that does things down that need to be done for the week and we can cross it off when done. And yet I still fuck up. I'll forget small shit, or I won't do the chores right because I over looked something. I hate it and I hate myself for constantly just falling fucking short. I don't want to kill myself, but there are times where you just think the world could be better without people like me in it. Or you just imagine some life ending event and feel like you'd be okay if it killed you. I'm just in a moment of emotional weakness and it always seems to come back on the fact that I just hate myself for being such a fuck up. I always feel like the cause and I don't feel like I'll get any better. But I want to. I want to be better so badly sometimes that I wish I was a piece of steel being worked over in a forge, beaten and hammered, working at the slag out by sheer force, fine tuning my whole structure so that I could become a functional human being. But through the end, I just feel lost. Like a dense fog has settled over my mind and life and I can never see ahead. As if i'm doomed, cursed to be my own worse enemy, constantly tripping myself up at opportunities. And through it all, knowing that most of the time it's my fucking fault. And the hate builds, coals in my stomach and tingling flames on my skin. I wish for violence, white knuckled rage, begging for the taste of blood in my own mouth and the need to feel anything but that clout of hatred repeating its mantra of how much I just fucking suck. I just need to think. That's what others tell me, or rather that is how they inform me of what my issue truly is. I just need ways to help improve and I'll gladly take any advice. Or ways to begin to feel comfortable in your own skin when my mind tumbles down the rabbit hole.",3.854825538233112,4.44527338752784,4.464817371937642,89.70931217520416,71.24944320712694,6.966622123236824,24.76622123236823,6.588339656340683,0.6705447067557541,1697,44,371,11,30,541,209,449,0.17600000000000002,0.687,0.13699999999999998,-0.9752,0,0,1,0,0,1,41.0,1,6,1,9,24,34,16,0,22,1,28,17,6,6,4,85,77,33,2,15,23,0,8,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,23,19,1,2,13,0,0,4,7,21,0,0,6,15,53,13,67,58,11,58,1,2,6,5,13,30,7,9,26,254,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882628972979025,0.07176657910405061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222190957238722,0.0,0.0,0.09988602699617456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043642975721478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647229127118025,0.0613209225967646,0.04476950332714364,0.08111081349564155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948601890422692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754450664370562,0.0,0.06326369774607768,0.0,0.1587292161248866,0.0,0.11727476946066652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517090126755091,0.06426950555434048,0.1503131335999246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261225756542065,0.1300954573702178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280660162026544,0.1574007337723675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394792864693421,0.03837036390447369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36254337990363306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492265605052033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665426750426473,0.0,0.13055707836313393,0.16250517203728132,0.0,0.040361750047830505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374837818335132,0.17940002425234078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501810892026654,0.0,0.08017051435630036,0.0,0.0,0.06949250579981467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157739962013644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831077524621422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053988250149846005,0.2722812080817003,0.056642924309125514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091536939016268,0.0,0.15346231780406375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271898517313662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852368934029445,0.06685875158230775,0.0,0.0,0.07538705959260562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565391661398296,0.07263592146658385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058650799811719626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043834446983107,0.0,0.06419146162609186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637461400439875,0.09411721391377308,0.0,0.0,0.1284736953745524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995381428518116,0.17488429608605066,0.05891066585179585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199526362556056,0.16890913143960604,0.0707953751686845,0.0,0.10693316234657607,0.0,0.07484357501473013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LostInWonderland85,2019/04/14,"Rick & a hard place Hi all. I have ADHD. My SO has autism. He has been working part time at a local shop. He’s had enough. It’s creating a trickle feed of a meltdown. I don’t want him to feel forced in to working somewhere that obviously makes him stressed and unhappy. I am unable to work because of my ADHD and other health issues but I am in the process of looking for part time and I’m currently studying a psychology degree. I know we won’t be able to cope if he packs his job in. So I am thinking of just hiring the bullet and trying to go back to work full time and seeing how I get on, but thinking about this 6000 tones a second is making me feel really sad, stressed and anxious! I literally don’t know what to do! I haven’t had a diagnosis yet as there is a 4.5 year waiting list. I’m not sure what I need from wiring this, but I’m hoping telling someone will make me feel a bit better!",1.5852352941176449,3.3073617526315786,3.549876160990713,89.51825077399381,78.84210526315789,6.154798761609907,23.808049535603715,7.048011613610866,0.7963374613003094,703,24,154,8,17,238,118,190,0.11199999999999999,0.831,0.057,-0.8405,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,5,8,6,0,2,11,0,18,2,0,4,3,31,39,14,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,7,1,1,1,5,3,0,1,3,6,18,3,20,33,6,16,0,1,2,0,9,8,0,2,7,98,25,6,0.13309957743780654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199196538247656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421333654544732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503646372162379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023453593030684,0.0,0.08113626702047345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771576002130735,0.14531026607376052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752744325300478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189743664216225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953903572878306,0.0,0.07564355713887119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923107796294855,0.0,0.0,0.14147862679955114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219791250403934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389213784892269,0.13208079300530834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629609381030942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177012306259117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665350044246785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869165017151164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826774381201803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906072962151944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526699751612267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606313075754914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277484003859925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049302325169534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544477656633538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163348972819922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056966979352284,0.0,0.0,0.2328343018873001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036587619454722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850557926395918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875923103321587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571176402888636 adhd,RealisticWishbone,2019/04/14,"Adderall Dosage Question Hi all - I’ve been back on Adderall XR 10mg for the past two weeks after taking a 1 year break. The first week back, I felt pretty good, but this past week it hasn’t felt as effective (not as focused) and I’ve noticed side effects like no appetite, irritability and anxiety (I also had my period so not sure if this had something to do with it). Before taking my break, my dosage was between 10-20 mg XR for over 7 years. Should I give the 10 mg more time or talk to my doctor about going back up to 20? Ideally I want to be on the lowest effective dose and in the past 10 mg was effective for me, just wondering if my body chemistry might have changed in the last year. Any feedback or similar stories would be great, thanks everyone!",4.6071710526315774,5.269186427631581,5.4761578947368434,82.8741052631579,69.59210526315789,8.71157894736842,29.673684210526318,8.841846274778883,2.213611052631578,595,22,121,10,10,195,98,152,0.081,0.72,0.198,0.9701,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,7,0,13,3,1,4,2,27,22,12,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,2,10,6,19,10,2,27,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,7,18,74,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141633115090988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947442291378743,0.0,0.10658150165983876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213917220479131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855337556713272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475613705965402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738496727283132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260271047653394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312883225558805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675433253699453,0.0,0.0,0.11850783690834935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336510510101864,0.07918031410589045,0.11685728982960082,0.0,0.15360379382718795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135666143029964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806604493641515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779939198793487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861984342322447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989979110498405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174129659156648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607333512818733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725743876511402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131001749733295,0.0,0.20950669735733696,0.11198232719968453,0.0,0.1282696446293926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124020011475827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609805586996054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217615168167286,0.0,0.3352688534307837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108954985347658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897086496947227,0.0,0.0,0.2691577969787076 adhd,babetteq,2019/04/14,"Quickly losing my recall memory. Hi all, I'm 49yf. On ritalin over the past 2.5 years. Over the past 6-8 months I feel like I've lost 75 iq points, and I am losing my recall memory significantly. I've always had memory problems, but it has gotten really noticeable now. I will be seeing a walk in doctor for this, but because I don't have a ton of faith in walk-ins I'd like to crowd source a bit before I go in. I have read that ritalin can affect recall memory, so I'm thinking of weaning off of it to see if I improve at all. Has anyone else experienced this? Is this a common side effect? I also have had depression for umpteen decades and I know that can cause damage too. Ugh. I'm scared. I just spent 2 years looking after my stepmother with alzheimer's. Do not want.",2.1702695417789784,3.967044647798744,4.424191374663074,83.57165094339624,77.36477987421385,7.561725067385446,22.048966756513924,8.418075326091056,1.341398562443846,605,17,123,12,14,210,104,159,0.161,0.76,0.079,-0.9031,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,6,11,0,1,6,0,15,3,0,3,2,18,29,7,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,8,0,0,5,5,13,3,17,22,4,21,1,5,3,0,2,10,0,1,11,73,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982989529893153,0.14549171813528194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226129570064695,0.17915758008520122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658877682822024,0.0,0.14878703976020932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089420908996346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179622214936971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506006481639772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789694730503137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460672598657443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841093963159917,0.1249150309759266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937299960242638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609464587551624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084870482730075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683249723795005,0.3912316028799169,0.19087272424008211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395660107495327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907131987823726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33383398136983056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652926194728561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731072378257553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490033568113506,0.0,0.11201532067977776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505837434480612,0.0,0.2786704340530253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203875366053867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313284028491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251992215841713 adhd,ChrisshinMC,2019/04/14,"My experience with ADHD thus far... Just thought I'd make a record of this somewhere incase I improve one day. I've never taken medication, sometimes I think about doing it to help me advance in my career.. but I'm too afraid to try anything that serious. My physical relationships with others are pretty poor, my verbal relationships with others aren't so bad. I'm a huge fan of texting, I'm often texting six friends at once. My work life is pretty strained, I do remote work at home so I have no supervision and my job centers around problem solving code or design issues which makes it difficult for me to stay consistent. I'll wait until the last few hours to do something, every time. The worse part about this is that I'll be doing something, anything else really, and in the mean time I'll be having anxiety thinking about the thing I should be doing. I often forget about things that I put in the oven or freezer, it happens so frequently that I have to ask someone to remind me or put an alarm on my phone. This is especially true for subscriptions to services that cost a lot of money. Everyone around me tells me that I'm just like them, or they're just like me, so they treat me the same as everyone else, and disregard the existence of ADHD, yet the ones who believe it's real also treat me as if I'm no good, and talk about me in a disconcerting way. So I don't ever talk about this or share it, I just manage it myself. My levels of hyper activity have dropped over the years, it used to be physical nonstop hyper activity, now it's just mental. The only real positives about this is that my ability to do a thing when I want to do a thing is 100x greater than most people around me when equally compared. The downside is that it's the opposite when I don't want to do a thing my performance ability is so slow that it hinders those around me. I hope that one day I can transition to a career that involves helping others directly, so that I can be of better use to those around me.",7.819158692185006,6.2841601742424285,8.301552365762891,72.6666267942584,63.419191919191924,11.266135034556086,35.74109516214778,10.186864033877496,3.4737141414141424,1583,59,301,29,19,529,192,396,0.08900000000000001,0.722,0.18899999999999997,0.9928,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,5,34,17,0,3,21,0,31,2,0,5,3,51,51,25,0,6,12,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,39,12,0,2,4,0,3,3,6,7,0,4,2,0,40,10,48,43,7,40,0,0,0,0,15,17,0,11,19,226,79,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192854729303316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295793229061429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979197664477223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015177936886678,0.4060776357439792,0.08528929462171153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617463239831429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278684886615846,0.0,0.08068699687254895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767375747274778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242470477973627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252426721584127,0.0768666154505483,0.17435153768393352,0.0,0.08924207771926762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048536072703761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652079503053248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067586310454572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230132854899625,0.0,0.0915128020211884,0.0906136319456306,0.08984481619355268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522215912008304,0.0905333536496224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436598630742702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443962546035675,0.08914236982071602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775619020326064,0.0,0.0,0.1217956942188321,0.0,0.0,0.09937803241155944,0.0,0.09190630789529147,0.09194006387040153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036348695511685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715874940936446,0.1854628188878542,0.06938579490527719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879500645965722,0.0,0.06324855175816713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563081036126786,0.0,0.08729638559141573,0.0,0.18342605027681474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768322367826095,0.058445342923239114,0.0,0.0,0.19589733881217505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730029661151233,0.14046919108278305,0.09023045287517872,0.0,0.0,0.09724081979762146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665711859626746,0.07974049941538286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030513333801482,0.1169151387264588,0.0,0.07242775406534419,0.10639583906636446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619403142669664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575897390175562,0.0,0.0,0.10762160355422504,0.07241545192328716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283548237693135,0.0,0.09297286428015243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875020332780926 adhd,ekkielynn,2019/04/14,"ADHD Medication and appetite reduction Hello, I'm new to this subreddit and I just had a quick question! I was just recently diagnosed with ADHD combined type a few weeks ago and I am being prescribed Concerta, which I've been on for almost 2 weeks. I'm not having any horrible side effects and I can already feel the benefits of the medication, but my only issue is that i literally cannot feel hunger AT ALL. The only way I know that I'm hungry is if I start to feel weak, and I only then I remember that I have to eat. I don't have an appointment with my doctor for another month so I was wondering if any of you experienced this? **Is this complete loss of any appetite just a temporary thing as I get used to the medication? Or will it remain a side effect as long as I'm taking concerta?** Thank you!! :)",2.4611111111111086,4.543492518518518,5.083728395061732,77.85077777777782,77.51851851851852,8.764444444444445,26.849382716049384,9.3871,2.719957530864197,636,26,121,18,15,226,95,162,0.045,0.86,0.095,0.7718,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,9,0,16,8,0,3,1,27,30,14,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,9,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,4,17,2,16,24,2,15,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,6,10,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401897633338423,0.0,0.1254602581389107,0.0,0.14172462154960191,0.0,0.15618492756065555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887414042972441,0.14840944642263698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839441317979754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365277902539889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486478404107112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482335409481462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468965838099968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394502908532162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772343713571115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778270721256653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525204481081678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277381175412345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129701041306688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366932280883764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229261405071191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585490900724155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397465325404833,0.0,0.16032903458105888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017762078160056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641502663731958,0.0,0.0,0.13030435611053565,0.0,0.0,0.09402808129779934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223886813801113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123421224502318,0.2270580967484029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348624817329992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mosthumbleuserever,2019/04/14,"Good Ol Fashioned Flash Cards This is easily one of my most useful tools for thriving with ADHD. Especially because I use an app for it. Get one like Studies that use algorithms to surface the cards you perform the worst on more often that the rest. I find myself asking questions with the constant fear that someone will give me a sideways look for asking it because, “how do you not know that?” or “we just talked about that.” At work I need to keep certain dates in my head for when certain company objectives are coming up. As they come up in meetings I just enter them into Studies and let my routine act as a prosthetic for my bad memory/attention span. My routine is simple, I have Studies pull up 20 “due” cards every morning before work and again after work. Due cards are those the algorithm determines I need to practice or that enough time has passed that I might have forgotten. 20 cards takes about 10-15 minutes max. I can do it while walking my dog. And because life happens, if I interrupt a study session without coming back to it, at least I got 5-10 cards in. When I get things into the app and stay on top of my routine, I have so much more confidence in meetings. When I reach for information that used to fade away, there it is, and I know it better than others sometimes.",5.187505315379163,6.265317526104418,5.523959366879282,81.54654854712972,68.51807228915663,8.107819513347508,31.11292227734468,8.313332769828598,2.3155143397117888,1020,41,189,14,17,325,148,249,0.059000000000000004,0.843,0.098,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,2,6,13,8,0,1,10,0,15,2,1,5,2,38,36,16,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,13,0,1,5,0,0,8,2,3,0,2,1,1,28,5,36,32,8,39,0,0,1,0,13,17,0,7,14,138,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516781838942592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597596577596605,0.0,0.11857711292383324,0.09704660556802047,0.105378890325853,0.230806731924622,0.0,0.10739420359780516,0.0,0.0,0.11162123040770908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261525422683502,0.0,0.13638663566369413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040719805018586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633616972284987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201973755737338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535235320871585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187754516485178,0.12107076761488575,0.0,0.10585776673006964,0.10094052865523116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160582811326557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952641150508168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121799824552736,0.0,0.0,0.13872186691053578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905682120175296,0.08914485059170764,0.061659135836747016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598341850580806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338873559597286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277782607474194,0.18716412179842928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104439659047813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138249078748188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069361180003637,0.0,0.12482351011379378,0.0,0.0,0.13452155083686826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094893143292899,0.10144167375334577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384737075298801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735932363774009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360147545596386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166056477226,0.0,0.2756440422761436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bayliebell04,2019/04/14,"Starting work when your office is in a different room, up a flight of stairs Honestly, do I even need to type out what the problem is? My biggest adhd problem is getting started with work. I have halfway walked up the stairs got distracted and sat on the steps for the next 45 minutes on my phone before realizing what I was doing! The act of walking up those stairs and entering that room makes me anxious and I feel pressured to work. It just feels like a commitment, hard to put into words. I can usually trick myself into doing work. Since I’ve moved house this has been my biggest obstacle. I could just move the office into my room, but I’m stubborn and I’ve already decorated the place and made it really cozy! Yes, that is probably the route I should take, but honestly, I’m just here to vent. Btw... the Pomodoro technique works like a dream so if you have the same problem try it out!",4.3459283819628665,5.812186316091957,5.0242528735632215,82.88064986737403,70.89655172413794,8.112466843501327,29.47656940760389,8.617729084823388,2.2474479221927504,705,28,135,12,13,227,108,174,0.11199999999999999,0.782,0.106,0.6852,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,5,7,11,2,2,14,1,15,0,0,2,1,32,28,10,0,7,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,11,0,1,3,1,0,8,0,7,0,0,5,3,15,4,19,21,1,33,0,0,0,0,3,20,0,1,7,88,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699692859868533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606960279602364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977367892073996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034503338575753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291895824711395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776243122297858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341203251649956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302075636128686,0.10103637788216237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389042911073923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311310000010162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266919424706905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318922461576565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818940896661075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382284010421278,0.0944044623932978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006317186459789,0.0,0.10486726346424666,0.0,0.0,0.15041055999012426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776243122297858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248358568599,0.4059832362790396,0.0,0.14217446500363445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060256544286277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699091893806544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020730205689333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633645127097713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960205055909233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576324860342064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148072918742643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheNewDanube,2019/04/14,"Tips for starting things? I think my biggest issue is not being able to divert my attention long enough to actually get started on something. I've asked everyone I know for advice, but I always either get advice that requires you to already be doing the thing for you to use it or get brushed off with some variant of ""just do it"". I don't know how to just do it, or rather I struggle so much with it that it's always much, much harder than whatever I actually have to do. Do you guys have any advice for this?",5.49032362459547,5.367123873786408,6.456456310679612,79.34869741100327,67.54368932038835,8.808414239482202,30.758899676375407,8.344100000000001,2.189441423948221,401,14,79,5,6,134,64,103,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.5122,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,2,0,18,21,5,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,11,0,16,19,6,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,64,21,1,0.16074679463641892,0.0,0.3137313671224964,0.0,0.0,0.4712397219156624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773880851035544,0.0,0.2675084205894687,0.0,0.0,0.1093133325952296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027655376282786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609440918617865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360045092764515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251950696854748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916459926510598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777789027204584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668446888063713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225585484660014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545021694630377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375073588895147,0.0,0.0,0.2275548172057375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680474516249448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358605529845856,0.10300005533193016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883361911351305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ntalattad,2019/04/14,How do you manage gaining weight when on Vyvanse? Have started to take Vyvanse regularly after a self-imposed break and finding myself getting hungry all the time as opposed to being able to stave off eating unless I need to. Any tips?,6.54829457364341,8.115704139534888,6.739534883720933,72.27271317829461,65.74418604651163,6.663565891472868,35.26356589147287,6.42735559955562,2.6329286821705438,190,9,27,1,3,61,39,43,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,7,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,21,3,1,0.3503899042478568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827715027033475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585363469810492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202500246342057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306426315952795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25980967422543016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655330873291519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480077776735729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634496014327684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043151709278938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266805077840932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rmoney27,2019/04/14,"If you procrastinated on doing your tax return, are there any questions you'd like to ask me (a tax accountant)? Feel free to drop them in here or PM me. And yes, I do have ADHD, so I am very understanding as to why you waited so long.",4.038707482993196,3.9871825306122446,5.951428571428572,81.48523809523812,70.63265306122447,8.982312925170069,24.49659863945579,8.841846274778883,1.3632802721088426,180,4,41,3,3,63,41,49,0.04,0.7979999999999999,0.162,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278010640779886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24206858115738314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33277946328183244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998672937100452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390664394741595,0.0,0.0,0.31501805064856203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987625540337867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705723860636508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370861651455665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321203277361163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sameguy789,2019/04/14,"Concerta 26mg month 3 heart feels like its beating super hard Been on 36mg for 3 months now, last week niticed my heart feels like its about to bongo mongo out my chest but BPM is normal",3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,73.87179487179488,6.225641025641028,20.69230769230769,6.42735559955562,0.02552307692307698,149,3,33,1,3,46,32,39,0.08199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.152,0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589186683866942,0.3658238857831326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293576811814009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068070335674273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087032540419312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017220342755864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087304784440556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508606075401943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537638084148846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Reformedhegelian,2019/04/14,"Keeping my phone on my desk helped so much at the office. Hi Guys, Just thought I'd share a tip that's been working really well for me. I usually have a serious problem of going to the bathroom at work then getting stuck playing on my phone for an hour instead of going back to work. It's really embarrassing because the longer I stay the more awkard it is to get back to my desk. But my stupid monkey brain loves being able to procrastinate on my phone without anyone there to judge me. My solution: I made a hard rule that I leave my phone at my desk when I go to pee or crap. I know this seems silly and TMI, but it's been a lifesaver for me! I'm much more productive and actually learning to deal with the boredom of crapping without a phone has been good for me too. Time to think. Let me know if this is TMI or actually makes sense for you guys.",4.530202597402597,4.8172545085714304,5.44883116883117,84.33298701298702,69.62857142857143,8.64935064935065,29.051948051948052,8.575989854853784,1.9046,669,23,144,10,11,220,101,175,0.11199999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.105,0.5149,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,9,12,3,1,11,0,9,5,4,2,0,21,25,10,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,6,1,0,6,1,21,6,26,17,4,17,0,0,0,1,13,6,2,4,7,95,28,8,0.14730981149849368,0.0,0.28750625265350704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300244532346596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265443043006714,0.0,0.0897986938092443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444646791199696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186994730283027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539265930394206,0.0,0.25115868189159635,0.1235564808182685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917197467981609,0.0,0.0,0.1319606565069017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873866148988217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450704910241744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093572893685013,0.0,0.0,0.16191523983036454,0.0,0.0,0.1559798205192472,0.0,0.15063426280229258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295285623642214,0.13938810544210775,0.09833044305467736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165793222710842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409555949794589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874087465847564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341053198186337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570126588633003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943901790987468,0.0,0.11694753566418475,0.08589753571889519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224094559218186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324492117343011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28400280304333164,0.0,0.32172989166687216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LoftyLazerus,2019/04/14,"Adult 48M Ritalin baby. Where do I start? It's taken me this long to make the connection. Partly because I was a drunk, 10 years Sober now. I have no interest in anything. I'll get excited and burnout in a couple of weeks. Job is ending and I have the opportunity to go back to school. I'm a high-school dropout, aced the GED. I think I made a semester and a half of college.... seeing the pattern yet. Anyway, where do I start? How do I get back on the medication? There might be some depression thrown in there too, but I think that's more function of having an overwhelming desire to do something coupled with a lack of interest in doing anything. Any advice welcome hopefully more specific than get help😁",2.043333333333333,4.525728057553959,3.813928057553959,84.2235779376499,81.37410071942446,7.15990407673861,25.813429256594723,8.238735603445708,1.9738111270983207,556,23,107,12,15,186,93,139,0.062,0.7809999999999999,0.157,0.9296,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,11,8,0,1,12,0,12,3,0,3,0,15,26,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,10,6,15,21,5,18,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,3,10,74,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501291872503648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483398721422584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27792300527797564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596935154520106,0.0,0.10293853359195773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736918101649985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454431727364914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956426376686907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646749706951669,0.0,0.09596986814281253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318664661417208,0.17841513852857735,0.0,0.1677210421037723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757245122207262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494402066863355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978414123541138,0.11271869540772747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701137169444596,0.0,0.17913907416054012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286433379036005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418007803843731,0.13456353797493786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000052313328747,0.0,0.0,0.2390470251812587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640374062783976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545331319396134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087435203111713 adhd,hanshotgreed0,2019/04/14,"Accidentally took my Adderall at night 🤦‍♀️ I take 15mg of Adderall XR every morning, and 2mg Guanfacine XR each night to manage my ADHD. Last night I completely wasn’t thinking and took my Adderall at 1am! I know a lot of people are fine taking their stimulants and then sleeping, and I often take naps shortly after taking mine, but last night was complete hell. Because I was nervous it took me about an hour to fall asleep, and then after sleeping for only 4 hours my brain was completely awake! I managed to snooze a bit for another 2 hours, but it wasn’t restful at all. Now it’s 8am and I’m up and about, but I know I’ll crash in a couple hours. Anyways, let’s hope that mix up doesn’t happen again! Maybe this is a good excuse to lay around all day..... TL;DR- took Adderall XR at 1am. Didn’t sleep like at all. Never making that mistake again.",1.3154802259887006,3.447383175141244,3.0450000000000017,90.74569209039551,81.65536723163842,5.0632768361581935,22.262711864406786,6.139981653823899,0.3598677966101693,670,22,139,5,18,222,104,177,0.083,0.7979999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6346,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,1,5,0,10,5,5,2,4,25,25,12,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,10,0,14,4,21,14,7,34,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,3,20,80,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160529960257263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610181223099344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900765415905862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061681737534408476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046835185004372,0.0,0.0,0.11295647455357664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182731937122116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195982373677542,0.0,0.06525627229935227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525314218392745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486959105103438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947799753831676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050002595772947,0.39858931446594015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121780175614557,0.16495936414408247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346902240691193,0.0,0.0494341209404943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602428796017032,0.0,0.0,0.06754210248341418,0.0,0.10165442825561134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804049030623357,0.0,0.0,0.37982292380432864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769561272332855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014928059939775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377570470289794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304315593029713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483557840342828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496832245300628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FelixTRX,2019/04/14,"I need help. I'm alone. Seperated from my (now ex) wife and the kids are with her because I can't have them on a 50:50 split. All I do is go to work, try to be invisible and come home to an empty house. Nobody comes to visit me. All of our friends stayed with her. I lock my gates at home because I had some stuff stolen from my yard a while ago. Nobody has asked me why they are locked. I don't talk at home. I have nobody to talk to. I'm lost, I'm lonely and I need help but don't know where to start. I've though about how nobody would miss me if I disappeared, but never considered acting on it.",-0.560356234096691,1.4132601908396971,1.4175267175572517,100.45463613231556,88.31297709923666,4.714707379134861,14.076844783715007,6.079149491110277,-1.026466055979644,459,7,116,4,15,151,82,131,0.10400000000000001,0.848,0.047,-0.5994,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,3,19,26,9,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,20,1,17,22,3,17,0,3,0,0,15,5,0,2,5,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341610998475372,0.0,0.0,0.1792483218173984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617970845580003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100372771136516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981689556768901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371345044223795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835966775265828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320103417968757,0.0,0.5208099550746863,0.0,0.0,0.19969953983298255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511474423576066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889263463356382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566584197781771,0.133482251191871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249983473511145,0.18446958921477485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981237400476491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27821421579106953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004039342824578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750316741921207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561687530684473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599701914390052,0.0,0.0,0.12294396032038855,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,maybef__kyou,2019/04/14,Are taxes due ON or BEFORE the 15th? Trying to figure out how long I can procrastinate. I spent 30 seconds googling but got confused because none of it was a straight clear answer.,4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,73.11764705882355,5.7098039215686285,28.98039215686275,6.42735559955562,1.4734627450980398,144,6,25,1,3,45,33,34,0.08,0.763,0.157,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,17,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531581918862741,0.0,0.4929727453623886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633483732125477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126946280161561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933314979481659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheRealShallowMouse,2019/04/14,"Any Music-Makers Here? Tl;Dr: Looking for people to make music with. DM me if you're interested! Hello, my fellow inattentive and hyperactive brethren, I've been trying to create music for a while, without much luck... Having ADHD certainly makes things difficult, as I tend to get bored before completing any work. So, I'm wondering, do any of you experience the same issues, and would you like to 'team-up' in an attempt to overcome them? I am hoping that having somebody to work with will help with keeping me interested, as well as giving some accountability to get things done. Currently, I am a fan of New Order, Depeche Mode, OMD, etc. - as well as contemporary synth-pop and synthwave. This would be easiest to collaborate on, but I play guitar, and am a fan of guitar-orientated music, also. So, wouldn't be adverse to working on 'real' music. If you're still reading, you're probably interested, so send me a DM! 😃",5.219881656804733,7.077880218934915,6.8657988165680495,68.99266272189352,69.29585798816568,9.460355029585802,30.159763313609467,9.851270322608157,3.3213218934911253,723,29,117,18,13,249,108,169,0.019,0.778,0.203,0.9753,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,4,8,13,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,2,1,24,25,17,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,3,2,0,2,1,11,10,26,17,4,9,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,6,5,81,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055983209435307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268013894533512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32348130045038825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492396124528686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624847368809206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622632293822196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768377286029053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510334650702326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568343725126033,0.1521064173890091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062802762160967,0.0,0.0,0.15748711721095007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549676922145906,0.0,0.14093654124924884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746502674586765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315153120063652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168175647941426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656077693550937,0.0,0.0,0.1531394615621864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099264191301585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095586603637708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860417783202707,0.18047743748860628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662723416610988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106821229265405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765269334858836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513124636935155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284740494828342,0.1719529323520159,0.3463034766461147,0.0,0.0,0.2252747521641328,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bas198,2019/04/14,"Why do I only need such a low dosage? I got diagnosed with ADHD a few months back. While I am not on the end of the normal distribution, I do 'fit' within the limits of ADHD. At first, I was given a dosage of 7,5 mg Dexamfetamine (three times a day) to start with. It was determined by the doctor to be too much, so it was reduced to 3x 5 mg. &#x200B; (Dont get mad at me) When my old best friends visited me (this was a month after diagnosis), they wanted to try the meds for fun one time. So I each gave them 7,5 mg. They told me they didnt, or maybe just barely, feel an effect. &#x200B; How come I only need such a low dosage, and why do my friends feel nothing even if I give them a higher one than myself? They don't have ADHD btw. We are all 20-21 years old slim build guys. Does this all have to do with the type of medine (dextroamfetamine), or just my bodily system, or something else/more?",3.1414520773344314,3.838033165775403,4.533368983957222,88.18113944878651,72.95721925133691,7.465076100370219,21.871246400658165,7.61054688173877,0.601016783216783,690,14,156,8,13,230,117,187,0.040999999999999995,0.868,0.091,0.8818,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,6,4,11,7,1,0,14,0,16,2,0,2,2,25,29,10,0,5,7,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,4,9,2,22,4,20,19,6,25,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,4,15,104,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292277803547735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579829845938502,0.2893195060477663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154271680003333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493646997773294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255172290924222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677791731341373,0.0,0.0,0.1208340562212576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185353863710625,0.10418215753965104,0.0,0.13952665121099167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544367284323716,0.0,0.0,0.07863193074892029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039132333270347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126454984800384,0.0,0.0,0.18395670585975604,0.0,0.06219912947314784,0.11420437559522775,0.0,0.0,0.09521580043162713,0.0,0.0,0.11787900935562093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960253033376447,0.0,0.13223860096004958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900504258456848,0.0,0.08751603632061057,0.17654931974835106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664450733503776,0.11423245362667295,0.0,0.24984757665653395,0.0,0.16134380657281247,0.1810869964000805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165112230340504,0.0,0.0,0.08426476914515879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883895797617307,0.0,0.0,0.11375814141792615,0.0,0.08082767864801757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021924646824433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484966005800127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893195060477663,0.07666481210635985 adhd,KittyCatherine11,2019/04/14,"Help teachers understand Hey everyone. I tried looking through the history of ADHD and didn’t find a post like this; I apologize if it does exist as I’m sure it does. I’m in my 5th year teaching and I feel like each year I’m teaching myself how to be useful and understanding of different needs. This year, I feel I haven’t been able to help my students with ADHD/ADD and I see there’s a real issue in general of teachers not being sympathetic or aware of strategies to help. To be honest, we don’t get trained in anything to do with specific needs unless we seek it out and do extra on top of the workload we have. Most teachers have no psychology background and I think you’ll find the best teachers you had were just more empathetic and educated (I have depression/anxiety and medication and I think this helps me be better for my kiddos). I’ve got what I call “stress pets” for kids to hold while they work. They’re just stuffed animals but it’s amazing how it can alleviate so much of the anxiety my middle schoolers feel. I also have a podium set up by a desk and place my fidgety kids there so they can stand when they need to and do their work there without wandering the entire room. How can I be better for my kids with adhd or add? They’re often labeled as problem children and I can see that they’re not getting the help they need. Its difficult because they ARE being a problem — they’re being juuls to school and shouting out/fighting. But for many kids, they’re just failing. It’s obvious most schools just have no idea what it really means and I want to understand and help my colleagues to do better too. TLDR: It’s spring break and I want to find out and spend time on how to help my students with adhd to be successful, especially when parents refuse to take them to a doctor and they’re telling me they want to harm themselves because it’s all too much. I’m asking for your experiences, strategies, coping mechanisms, and resources; anything I can actively use in a classroom or just read to understand more. I’d like to pass this onto the other teachers in my school as well.",4.799249246735855,5.9927872694174775,5.531272179444262,80.710145631068,69.50970873786409,8.498292601272183,30.71175092065618,8.841846274778883,2.479155239370607,1673,68,318,29,29,544,191,412,0.085,0.7559999999999999,0.16,0.9765,2,0,0,0,2,0,32.0,3,3,8,9,21,18,0,1,14,0,30,2,0,6,3,84,61,39,0,10,15,1,3,3,0,1,2,1,2,5,18,30,0,2,14,1,1,1,8,6,1,0,5,7,42,12,51,47,10,28,0,1,3,0,33,15,0,7,11,215,60,15,0.07898736076091374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797098322565469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631661638631553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085022956837065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299997354938514,0.0,0.07384251980152437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962999239713526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289236198567937,0.2095737052597223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806549266532535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252498039239345,0.0,0.08084691071984985,0.1382447433766134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547580813603477,0.0,0.07726479531039128,0.0,0.0,0.11981514871607996,0.05642858631001772,0.0,0.0,0.21657905027634575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253527182897383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317340803322942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706049405515376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891671159244758,0.0,0.08244228307380898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157677039862404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632948956402114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008078625507158,0.0,0.08604039180691077,0.0,0.0795714560748101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612959712296733,0.2342725086360139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770611660106484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252498039239345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564805748577061,0.0,0.0,0.15116047354422976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900873586250808,0.08990490907989321,0.050601325890407035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981827807193254,0.1258853999967524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047975488119188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444465274014353,0.0,0.05938866519387252,0.0,0.06903843481389188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012238228115065,0.0,0.0,0.04605816525921784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362723309012781,0.0,0.0,0.3289145127640112,0.0,0.1364394379802813,0.0,0.0,0.13976637560621188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101912332474114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614099710297896,0.0,0.11500747873774307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259581188304172 adhd,ExcitedAboutStuff,2019/04/14,"I’ve been exhausted for months, very desperate for help. Hi guys, I searched and saw many posts about fatigue, but none I could quite say were the same. Hope this isn’t considered a repost. I have been exhausted for 4 months. My immune system wrecked, and sleeping 12-14 hours a day minimum. I am not burnt out / overworking. Not withdrawing from any meds, but sometimes the meds help and sometimes they don’t. I haven’t been on them consistently but I am used to doing that. Have done all the tests, all came back normal- they’ve stopped looking for a cause, saying it will either go away or it won’t (helpful). But! Last week it alleviated about 20%, and I was able to get some work done. But it’s back this week. I wonder if anyone has any suggestions, or ideas about what I might have changed last week without realizing? I am very desperate and scared I will fail university.",2.9118907563025225,5.424631309523812,3.3653081232492994,88.53655462184875,78.16666666666667,7.048179271708682,24.763305322128854,8.124751697461798,1.4991746498599436,692,25,139,13,17,215,106,168,0.138,0.787,0.07400000000000001,-0.8672,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,5,6,0,1,6,0,23,5,1,2,2,33,31,13,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,9,4,14,1,14,17,6,19,0,2,2,0,10,3,0,7,12,88,22,3,0.1278163899415941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738390563421104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937219172625492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200877058083954,0.1965658284603661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618789941838034,0.0,0.1313026411150377,0.13521279270971262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205098685405516,0.0,0.0,0.0824309975262126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160108762597195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677878831753455,0.0,0.07264099993367003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655832130637856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25701789577195056,0.0,0.0,0.12695051524094073,0.12587339744137824,0.0,0.0,0.1442891463796047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837483445742933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733357617054463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958575782510132,0.0,0.0,0.2839503901652004,0.0,0.0,0.13559299107141765,0.0,0.0,0.20404364602378072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252329241535827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241276985051565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135948463933308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328944691160114,0.12796650408104365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790869740979985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528273558177295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106860225230255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039232252034696,0.0,0.2109238154341123,0.0,0.0,0.30757979473606817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232104387651851,0.13861142260950116,0.0930518541633376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theycallmerada,2019/04/14,"ADHD medication. Like it or not? And what do you do? Hi everyone! First off, it’s really nice to know that there’s a community for ADHD/ADD here. It really makes me feel like I’m not alone in this process. So. I’m a female and I was diagnosed with ADHD during my last year of law school at 25. I cried because everything just made sense and I thought finally I’ll deal with my problems better now that I can understand myself. I was put on Ritalin at 18mg for the start and then switched to 36mg. I was fine at first. It helped me with my school and I could really feel like things were coming together. I move away from the city I was in and move to another country. I get Concerta at 36mg. My doctor suggested I up the dosage to 54mg, but I hated it. I stayed at 36mg. After a while (a year+) I started to notice myself changing. I don’t know how to explain it properly, but I genuinely felt like I was another person, that I wasn’t myself. I stopped the medication. I’m currently 27 and I moved to another country again. I’m noticing high levels of stress and anxiety. My self confidence has been shot. I can’t socialize normally like I used to. I find it so hard to merge with the society of the country I’m in. I’m trying to find a psychiatrist who could help me in general, but this is not the point of this post. I hate Concerta. I hate Ritalin. I hate the medication so much. I don’t feel like myself. I am not myself while on it. I don’t know what to do, or how to deal with this properly. I just know I don’t want to be medicated. For my anxiety I smoke weed on a nightly basis and find that it does relieve me, but I know this is just not sustainable nor is it healthy on the long run. I’m wondering what do those of you that don’t take medication do?",0.6129177897574111,2.7376987520215685,3.3895141509433984,87.2812523584906,84.39083557951483,7.699218328840972,22.752088948787065,8.623443432112703,1.68289590296496,1371,50,303,37,40,483,162,371,0.113,0.7909999999999999,0.096,-0.9062,1,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,3,12,16,4,1,15,0,28,9,0,5,0,58,61,24,0,5,14,0,5,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,26,15,0,1,16,0,0,6,13,6,0,2,11,5,50,10,44,47,1,45,0,0,0,0,13,19,0,3,24,202,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27611214094050524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931645799247412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091054114016025,0.11717092995625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195185595217918,0.0,0.0,0.04668403066647145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677310696260529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101421638834372,0.06596911259146422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228991896333442,0.0,0.08412236937257572,0.0,0.15790655690964767,0.0,0.07772970783531384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838551690773339,0.0670179328614235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317793818087627,0.06882748588086851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616736226361428,0.16413183386600533,0.07353128767418497,0.08389247434304961,0.20998527533259434,0.13028220883931846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001123783104532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860295037500555,0.3024377758523997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266337973137593,0.08091370167994688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104389190133096,0.062425024993241124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244862849398873,0.0,0.0,0.067773174420796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246428999094008,0.051119467603433215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857444681552686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441854920670353,0.05629700886354121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186756458027269,0.07503466952350436,0.0,0.17437955249243572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686895594843716,0.0,0.0,0.07239529288199127,0.0,0.07334494337867352,0.0,0.0,0.07327918747471106,0.0,0.07698664632515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718228751673426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501132138271098,0.0,0.0,0.07989233419904514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806629722938277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084110902388309,0.08162684188891786,0.0,0.06402646699781656,0.087725087982934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758057021885742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087806401782756,0.0,0.0,0.06079801509042695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051994545600727436,0.0,0.0,0.07972516782614726,0.0,0.06614276153200703,0.0,0.0,0.04517039055941508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305054248299426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863334282786793 adhd,Julian_JmK,2019/04/14,"In essence, ADHD is simply not having control over yourself. Not a very revolutionary thought, but one that has made it easier for me to explain what ADHD is to others.",6.679354838709678,7.70646935483871,7.584032258064513,68.29604838709679,65.12903225806451,8.780645161290323,34.854838709677416,8.841846274778883,3.2601483870967742,134,6,21,2,2,45,27,31,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7717183268130204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36010302883116074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038005886033357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756275714569395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548906885404588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649132285302829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WumbleInTheJungle,2019/04/14,"I've been really struggling to explain ADHD to my mum, it's not that she's dismissive, but she never seemed engaged when I talked about it... then I sent her this video and I think she gets it now. [Psychiatrist explains the inattentive side of ADHD](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouZrZa5pLXk) First thing she emailed back was ""oh, that does sound just like you! Do you think your father had it too?"" To which I replied ""Yes, I do!"" What a relief that I think she finally gets it. It's nice to have that confirmation as well from someone in the family.",3.79466019417476,6.387368708737867,3.7784563106796116,86.31836407766991,75.50485436893204,7.6151456310679615,24.863106796116504,8.548686976883017,1.7282279611650493,439,15,85,9,10,134,74,103,0.048,0.809,0.14300000000000002,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,11,15,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,1,16,5,9,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,1,8,60,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530700897175548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977629649987958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321756538082688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814412302548074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418680934229165,0.0,0.18780653274117465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307106062961789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786837588470473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702892816221541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414457397045625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100178294062768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707731166806002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308209300564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746516305014726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668515188526635,0.42442598809485255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985195497365801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bungee1337,2019/04/14,"Hello Kinda weird story, but I finished doing the daily beat-your-dong activity around 45mins ago and I still have the aftermath inside a napkin, napkin itself is being held in my right hand side. Why? Because I've been browsing this sub the whole 45mins I haven't been to a doctor yet (see my profile, just have been ""recently""(ironic that I still haven't been to one isn't it) told I might have ADHD), but oh boy, if this isn't indicating something then I don't know what this is. I like this sub, I like you all, feels like family in here, I'm gonna like being here. Hello.",1.0656157635467984,3.539460931034487,2.696600985221675,90.48706896551724,86.24137931034483,5.038423645320199,16.04433497536946,6.5431188927421005,-0.2427320197044333,452,9,92,5,14,148,73,116,0.011000000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.159,0.9524,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,18,2,1,0,1,12,25,5,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,3,11,4,5,15,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,11,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736763521297837,0.0,0.20186089933002035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271994226850995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881658921620346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330820613759793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467506314775872,0.0,0.1151425642949016,0.16268390592248128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514948927386818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450118517515933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415759619122604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430962221882785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447246348068764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146412934723724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531072755727525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637165203809162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175971448720504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054827550038747,0.2542423297665375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chloelloyd1992,2019/04/14,"The amount of times a start a show or movie to be bored in 5 mins is ridiculous I fucking LOVE a good movie or show, I am a fan of good camera work, good character plots, nice dialogue etc and really enjoy film and Storytelling. I often daydream about the process of making films and really admire people who have a flair for filmmaking that makes you think.... but my high standards along with my ADHD make it impossible to enjoy any form of simple entertainment. Sitcoms typical arcs bore me, high stakes drama shows make me eye roll and tune out because the only time I don’t see what’s coming is because it’s not plausible at all and is just plopped in their by a lazy writer who didn’t know how to keep up the momentum and the story they started. Whenever I find a show or movie that really pulls me in I don’t want it to end because it’s the first time in my week I truly get lost in something other than my swirling thoughts and relax. Unfortunately watching a show to “wind down” is impossible for me 9 time out of 10.. I just can’t stay in it. Shows I used to even find at least amusing are just bad to me now. I think my need for more intellectual stimulation and entertainment stimulation have somehow combined and I can’t enjoy the simple things any more. Wish I was simple sometimes..",6.094705882352944,6.208754156862747,6.680784313725487,77.44352941176471,66.25490196078431,9.780392156862746,30.72549019607843,9.558583805096642,2.6118313725490188,1030,35,201,19,15,338,147,255,0.07200000000000001,0.726,0.20199999999999999,0.9881,0,0,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,2,3,9,19,2,0,15,0,15,3,1,8,1,44,36,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,1,6,13,0,2,6,6,0,1,4,3,25,13,32,31,7,28,0,1,3,2,6,14,1,5,11,128,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626175443925108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683949088718112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856334022735127,0.2377814919782699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120028540276744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151613250618396,0.0,0.1450094357181215,0.08587862214055315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767638335722904,0.11059705554475836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020368812603015,0.06793137961411626,0.0,0.0,0.32717006346397337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747517788884277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155699548963872,0.0,0.0,0.07145695493572249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193489689478356,0.0,0.11735036512455528,0.0,0.3471640616672833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641002182849573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888795550542782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014121666520948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498871913934003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361108294129648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000976578609552,0.1285955579428932,0.0,0.18406116192886185,0.13858666423849195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638115859901296,0.1666263109340506,0.0,0.10322332591489984,0.3032686161171905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229767650103584,0.0,0.0,0.07669062780228793,0.0,0.10429619107240498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951943584221167,0.0,0.0,0.09465791441003564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bradnod,2019/04/14,"I think my Dad has ADHD but has not talked to a doctor So basically after noticing a lot of things my dad does I started to think he might have ADHD and he seems to have almost all of the common symptoms. He even dropped out of high school because he “couldn’t sit still in a chair.” He has many problems relaxing and in other areas but I’m thinking if this one area is tackled who knows what other areas of his life it might change / help. Anyway I was just hoping for some advice on how to talk to him or what I should do. I know it’s not really my decision, but I think that if I’m right and he does have ADHD, getting it treated would be immensely helpful.",2.571506303915065,4.012501744525547,4.081871267418717,87.98049767750501,75.35036496350365,6.4416721964167225,23.40345056403451,6.980632752743323,0.7558671532846709,517,15,108,5,11,172,90,137,0.026000000000000002,0.8640000000000001,0.111,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,15,3,0,1,1,33,27,11,0,7,9,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,11,3,15,20,3,15,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,10,4,77,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043226913969616,0.13668829309612926,0.0,0.0,0.14006877000385565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526903565622722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797360054945574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317224414252813,0.2448183854386663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238886381551976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308108611357532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875161005150876,0.1477900090272177,0.0,0.13893156450174532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537478528107571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988007851455022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189202569607488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181551006403145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967793608284317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925334709662844,0.0,0.0,0.09478573672908197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338454619371189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961016963803713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945603559573338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156517444405492,0.0,0.12734073083062658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990071871166051,0.0,0.11170767528661887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538800265765636,0.0,0.22485913536853813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929294962950091,0.35851566234430715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936613964107084,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mgkbull,2019/04/14,"Are there any ADHD medications that play nicely with Atrial Fibrillation (A-Fib)? Hello all, I was diagnosed with intermittent Atrial Fibrillation ten years ago. I've been on a Beta blocker to prevent episodes occurring ever since. For some reason my ADHD has gotten worse over the years, and so my plan was to ask my doctor for medicine. He prescribed me a methylphenidate course (can't remember which one), and five days later I had a really bad Atrial Fibrillation attack, bad enough that I was admitted to ICU, and it took six hours to get back to a sinus (normal) rhythm, all the while being threatened with being put on a blood thinner. It was determined that it was the ADHD medications that caused my episode and I should never try them again. That was five years ago, and my ADHD has gotten worse. I'm 35 and I find myself struggling with daily life. I'm desperate for any help and hoping someone who has had a similar experience can point me in the right direction. Either with direct ADHD medications, or other treatments. I don't want to die, but I do want to be able to function like a normal human lol. TIA",5.616140350877188,7.142440215311009,6.2736650717703375,74.90032216905902,67.89952153110048,8.826921850079746,27.808931419457736,9.21078282632365,2.4500600318979258,891,29,152,17,15,291,126,209,0.08900000000000001,0.789,0.122,0.8396,0,0,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,1,1,11,1,21,8,1,2,4,33,32,11,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,11,12,0,2,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,5,12,0,16,4,20,16,5,22,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,15,105,27,1,0.10411581719297128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256348974815886,0.0,0.1845847799052631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416046519494436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733423447322352,0.11844677270439585,0.0,0.08005863673553999,0.17386471687108304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695562427897093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671460888028143,0.0,0.0,0.10567536283013132,0.10805578047867573,0.0,0.0,0.10656695066192994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757947107260586,0.0,0.0,0.09417871739406884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184524747369188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515997069731057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543962172614452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978663759721372,0.0,0.0,0.10341049878985847,0.10253310740080587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354008075391445,0.05086572918742155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31465719684723514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030053675575244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040227899359968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055157226848506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842310045352252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466515326060563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669925853168407,0.10704840053924107,0.0,0.0,0.11794292471405965,0.08891433900363728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861256798851938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821699403900732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884445809760142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567650381912473,0.07068780553229383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282041305644265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122058251654923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201141518103358 adhd,Latte_Kudasai,2019/04/14,"A bit worried. I have this friend whom ive known for a little over a year now. Her personality is calm, fun at times, would usually talk to people or do silly things . She usually sounds serious, is told often by others that she talks monotonous. She has been on and off from medication, such as anti depressants and adderall. Even then, she was still the same girl whom I come to know. Anyways, recently two days ago, she has been acting strange, talking loopy, not being so serious anymore, and laughing even if the conversation is serious. She is usually like when she smokes weed, but outside of that, not really. Its really confusing me whether or not this is really her. She has told me that this is how she usually is on the inside, but never brings it out. Is this alright? Should I not be as worried? I guess im panicking too much because its a sudden change of personality.",4.6174467099165915,6.428726740963861,5.8815662650602425,75.63808619091756,70.74698795180723,9.686005560704356,29.636700648748842,10.035473477838034,3.1804370713623724,693,28,126,19,13,232,107,166,0.11599999999999999,0.805,0.079,-0.6619,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,7,1,21,1,0,1,1,25,27,15,0,3,10,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,3,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,5,1,18,7,15,18,3,25,0,1,0,0,23,7,0,6,16,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515069050512848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288283317814707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918733224149155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181983889866254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741957534175264,0.11189946458947186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837763383777481,0.0,0.111884796099728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159869577671685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036231625073226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431022020167285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031694522645513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139099327348983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346377899613001,0.13019638878572828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086305926907446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549325286261502,0.0,0.1001887832799988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005800762709333,0.2268516302356711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496565214113141,0.0,0.12826300500607093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374027017860536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132320236108342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630142045719179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574716748271132,0.0,0.0,0.24825472954023184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689582518864997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722768168130875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384450194841985,0.0,0.0922789785618653,0.0,0.0,0.08365292346327796 adhd,Bean-King,2019/04/14,"Should I take meds? I just found out I have adhd and my therapist recommended to think of maybe going on meds but tbh I'm really not so sure about that. I don't feel like my symptoms are ""bad"" enough? Like yeah they're really annoying but I mean I've managed to live with them most of my life. My parents are also pretty against meds, since they think it can be easily fixed if I just pick up sport again and let out all of my energy that way. Is this a good idea? Should I just do a lot of sport and it might help me instead of taking meds? Thanks in advance for every helping comment",1.7972578241430703,3.6050294262295104,3.2436512667660224,91.56133383010432,78.50819672131148,6.731445603576751,20.10730253353204,7.686295010490155,0.5251377049180332,458,11,102,7,11,150,85,122,0.07400000000000001,0.688,0.23800000000000002,0.9715,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,1,0,2,1,12,2,0,1,2,27,22,8,0,3,7,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,15,5,16,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831843042024913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200162496641533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693975338892808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447138561904988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180020535921563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081582148350808,0.1000550448966888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535626563206424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959626522972693,0.11747116616467194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877513123381267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810461275985985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321533276565002,0.09892471643848418,0.1368472208547191,0.0,0.12367079091067007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906942522074986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407036853259835,0.1525605340859096,0.6222764165777322,0.0,0.0,0.14857581380305313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551407554358435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424858939359576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944514526665864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585462476203427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199981710176442,0.14557037087595434,0.21060728084454708,0.0,0.0,0.12894347250492172,0.0,0.1626142026527342,0.0,0.17948268419089822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116883433288977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oscillius,2019/04/14,"Medication and ADHD This year I have an appointment with the mental health team to determine whether I have adhd. I’ve been diagnosed with cyclothymia, bipolar and anxiety and while the treatments have helped there are still parts of me that are very difficult to control. TL;DR those of you who take medication... has it helped? For example I can’t organise or plan anything, it stresses me out so much more than what I would consider normal even for functioning daily tasks. Until I met my now wife this was a severe problem but I’m fortunate that she plans and organises everything and will remind me when I’m “slacking”. I “daydream” all the time and cant control it, while doing anything that requires focus, my vision goes blurry every few minutes and my mind travels elsewhere. It’s never anything important and I often don’t even remember what it is my mind was doing. Trying to force myself not to do this requires so much conscious effort that I seem to do hard and easy tasks with the same efficiency, as it’s concentration that is the hardest part of the task. I get bored if I’m doing one task for too long and I have never been able to sit still, I’m tapping or moving my legs and have a restless energy all the time. I forget things people have literally just said to me and my coping mechanism has been to ask people to repeat themselves multiple times even though my ears are functioning my brain just refuses to process what they said in a way where I can consciously author a response. I can even repeat what they say but it feels like they’ve spoken in a different language and I’m having to convert it to English. Repeating it doesn’t seem to keep it in my mind though and a few minutes later I’m being asked something about what was just said and I’m nervously asking what it is they said because I’ve forgotten or I’m using context to extrapolate what might have been said, which I’ve become pretty good at. I speak quickly and always have done, I feel like what I need to say has to come out immediately or else it’s lost in a tide of intrusive thoughts and obscure and unnecessary tangents. I have to force myself to speak slower and I’m better at this now I have children whom I read too. I still don’t do it with adults though and it requires a lot of conscious effort where I can forget the point of what I’m saying is. I struggle to make eye contact with people and although I recognise I need social contact to be healthy I often prefer my own company and will avoid phone calls and door knocks and social activity because of the pressure to be normal and control my behaviour. I’m impulsive and have a generous history of substance misuse. Fortunately I have control of that, which CBT helped me to achieve along with anti depressants for my anxiety/sleep problems/bipolar. I was pointed to this sub from another thread so Im asking if anyone has any tips on how they manage these things (even if I don’t have adhd I’m sure I can implement the techniques) and whether medication has helped in any way? Thanks for reading and any response!",5.647169491525425,6.788994420338987,6.202499999999998,76.8651059322034,67.50847457627118,8.950847457627118,32.03813559322034,9.188382445141503,2.8928440677966103,2468,102,436,45,40,802,269,590,0.079,0.836,0.085,0.9321,2,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,4,15,30,17,0,6,20,0,58,10,4,7,5,98,95,52,0,10,15,1,3,2,0,4,6,11,1,2,42,38,0,10,10,4,0,3,9,11,0,1,17,15,54,6,59,71,12,41,0,2,1,0,38,14,0,14,23,320,96,8,0.06666402906260496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403516244471725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055469812524111116,0.0,0.0,0.13600147730860407,0.06990304701591214,0.05099779976542125,0.0,0.0,0.04661303913645376,0.0,0.16457644732538373,0.0,0.24928747276441374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127554672683347,0.07362518257288303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895891631101476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441910355197351,0.06807142715819693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742515820089687,0.0,0.0,0.29907750860463705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057417630547862974,0.06766258623175635,0.0,0.06964972165511027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822044698757261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568924214043377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015481236209303,0.0,0.05616731968124202,0.0,0.059913330800061074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741467224801508,0.09524959136485564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03482920372887936,0.0,0.0,0.055914624724276905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971787589034069,0.0,0.0,0.07086074554301115,0.0,0.0,0.17873397385296436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200859099243521,0.0,0.0,0.059254052057956766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513735453962857,0.0,0.0,0.05899556792575018,0.0,0.0,0.07277166264349852,0.05667537358078777,0.0,0.0,0.0444987570539581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147098760703935,0.06718166174813434,0.07072000000626667,0.20193499672423626,0.0,0.0,0.07085331281803395,0.09801146364501648,0.09886106570615294,0.10283081784022426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063318873556534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045173271371453765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443812942251864,0.0,0.13864933190386286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603811036519927,0.0,0.0,0.06782128370773069,0.0,0.06378847263913244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336413859125346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551734955212445,0.0,0.3170637877379281,0.15904173482636128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137685666552828,0.0,0.07531137767928082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671217302713076,0.13591116486037427,0.0,0.051321226482178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971393916849966,0.0,0.07636342005697079,0.0696917174887413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283005845512757,0.0,0.050123053414297083,0.0,0.0,0.06137528136607605,0.0,0.0,0.08857723744967108,0.0,0.19649121024673946,0.0529237926314023,0.1166169943329769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526049979171395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057576317091631725,0.0,0.05500480559856367,0.0,0.10582960662951547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047356213561640735,0.0,0.0,0.04292944905027027 adhd,VOID_INIT,2019/04/14,"How do you deal with waking up early on vyvanse? Hey all! I started vyvanse/elvanse/aduvanz and notice I am only able to sleep 6 ish hours, and when I wake up I cant fall asleep, do anyone have any tips? I don't think 6 hours is enough since I do feel tired until the meds kick in. Been thinking of maybe try melatonin if my doctor is willing to prescribe it, but some natural ways to sleep longer would be better :) Also while am at it, I want to thank everyone who has given me help and tips these last days, it is greatly appreciated :D",5.720303030303029,5.035684545454547,6.363636363636362,82.09212121212124,67.18181818181819,8.424242424242424,30.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.6646060606060598,420,13,87,3,6,138,85,110,0.016,0.731,0.253,0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,16,7,5,1,1,14,23,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,10,3,12,18,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,56,15,1,0.1844038181781878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474676667738323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540091983753635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893943727252255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309019176127354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892520737767892,0.19011223939722746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874512176419891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905384384258348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620575072127695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324011118567788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330586054411834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360199225917855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36320123117007497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031372386497616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525842091776915,0.0,0.20483107113092372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994496921614436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024741327880544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525407439734743,0.0,0.3690739848206262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305219716277647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977426034415494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631704157750374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194506209832006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519808795845666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876614969967864,0.14637116757862914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099518162977042,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ValerianCandy,2019/04/14,"When the right meds combination made you live ""If you just try harder..."" and then you had to stop taking it Torture. It's pure torture. My life, it's falling apart at the seams. Zero overview. Tasks are mountains in their own right. My social life consists of asking people if they mind if I put on my headphones and listen to music or an audio book for an hour to refuel. Also people asking me if I'm stoned. I don't smoke. So no, I am not stoned. There are memories in my head of a person with *overview*, with *pace*, with working *executive functions*. My boss was proud of me! My parents were proud of me! Fuck, I was proud of myself for what might have been the first time of my life. My fuel tank felt *unending*. Okay, so the meds made me feel tired. But God damn it, I could still manage a busy Saturday on my own at work (restaurant job). Stopping the meds made the timelessness go away as if by magic, by the way. So it 100% sure wasn't me thinking ""Oh, I can work at 100% now. Now let's do 300%!!!"" I thought: ""I'm finally at the time in life where I can have a job and go back to school and have a social life and manage my household and maybe, maybe, maybe, I don't have to say farewell to my hypothetical future children. Because I can do it now, I can have effing have children without fucking them up by being fucked up myself."" (Fridge mom who had a fridge mom who had a fridge mom *ad infinitum*) ... Okay, that last bit about children? Completely out of the last field for me. My jaw is on the floor. Okay, so on top of my head falling apart, I'm quasi-grieving over something I thought I could have and believe I can now no longer have. No wonder I'm screaming inside. So I made a recording for my psychiatrist, because at home I can get my words in order, but there if he says ""I think you're doing well"" my head goes SEE? SEE? YOU'RE DOING WELL, YOU SHOULD BE DOING WELL IT'S YOU. YOU HAVE TO WORK HARDER AND BE BETTER It's thirteen minutes of me explaining that I'd rather take a Wellbutrin-induced psychosis (family always said I did best on those meds. They disregarded my psychosis as placebo.) over THIS HELL. Also me stating over and over and over again that this. Is. NOT. Acceptable. We're not nearly done with searching for the right meds. And that I've experienced that it can be so much better and that not allowing me to pursue medication that will bring me back to that place, it's like cutting off my legs and telling me to haul myself everywhere and good day to you, don't forget to pay my bill yes? Also me saying ""oh, fuck"" and ""okay, it's going to be okay"" to myself while crying. A lot. I hope it gets through to him this time. Tomorrow I'm calling to see if my apportionment of 8th May (!!) can be put earlier. Asap. Jesus Christ. Sometimes it hurts so much it's almost physical. (On the bright side, if my mom and stepfather ever pipe up with ""you should try harder"" I'm whipping out my phone and playing that recording. If they say again it's all just me not trying hard enough, I'm the one you hear yelling for them to get the fuck out of my life.) Pff... that should not be classified as ""On the bright side"" because it's just so fucked up. I just want to crawl in bed and hide from the world until my head magically fixes itself.",0.8650661944025089,3.290494548929665,2.3254577478419094,93.1350940657299,86.69113149847095,4.962768551852284,19.74637092091511,6.468844722299383,0.14040055742654767,2521,75,531,27,79,814,284,654,0.092,0.794,0.114,0.9055,3,0,2,0,1,0,129.0,0,9,6,12,34,35,11,0,27,6,56,20,6,6,4,86,100,48,0,17,24,5,3,1,0,6,8,10,2,4,34,26,0,3,9,2,2,8,14,13,3,3,18,19,77,22,83,66,9,83,3,1,5,6,43,44,8,16,29,362,111,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935195595522641,0.0,0.0,0.14219845604272482,0.049318727924410416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082190911397,0.0,0.05568762898471586,0.09115241941451853,0.0,0.10839427051027263,0.0,0.0,0.06677880778402548,0.06220189824853205,0.10484184531891444,0.0647092472418219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060522941085877316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062145155716408086,0.0,0.0,0.09464711570924923,0.0,0.0651070807408873,0.03822528522947968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065543600673407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061243417746389424,0.0,0.0,0.05361456488563119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587599915839612,0.0,0.0299695070834065,0.0,0.05691004092361297,0.06492915191694995,0.0,0.05041640144748415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287738918281177,0.09290091011837187,0.0,0.10105626615531987,0.04971421460228407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053095720703566884,0.0,0.2433190881363363,0.0,0.06680341254444143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059454257848763965,0.05887008286623281,0.058370596794856164,0.0,0.06345148471732237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763585493867247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662854655189587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060923731248575,0.25119174737393146,0.0289571148708987,0.0,0.05233791780655915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050390603509435285,0.0,0.22433692319699566,0.0,0.0,0.1786388975952427,0.0,0.3291869861102703,0.0597099116937693,0.0,0.06287781191990356,0.05984742997241579,0.2776727745259886,0.0,0.0,0.0871429069078014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040163977104770064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581410892279582,0.0,0.0,0.08218294318909172,0.051753683906733135,0.061926217450729425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191686785725684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185289404059368,0.056380874463323134,0.18854065401472428,0.0,0.05998603399006223,0.14169539847820709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083988491442807,0.0,0.04563018136254543,0.05862113816392087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733438455474147,0.09910744044590768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586279126283915,0.0,0.08912974901459779,0.0,0.05180599990953943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595770920288802,0.0,0.09411007575990987,0.10368525785751724,0.0681239968407965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207245981215516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034959931433029764,0.04704704539464363,0.0,0.0,0.15987688769836272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713571722277005,0.0642775330193869,0.17260175289735838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MindlessSkyline,2019/04/14,"My internship interview and ADHD-I Sooo... I got diagnosed last year as a 25 year old women. It was masked very well.. but when my psychiatrist found out I had ADHD, it was explaining so much! I've dealt with anxiety since puberty. Treatment didn't seem to work for 13 years. At this moment that makes sense: my fear had another reason. I was afraid I would lose something, missed a deadline or filed in the wrong papers. After my fear got reduced, my pattern still stayed the same: I would lose my bike, my keys, lock myself outside my house, was unable to follow meeting. However, I don't miss a deadlines or appointments. This is due overcompensating tricks. However, when I do not have my agenda and notebook with me.. I'm a mess. So.. I got an interview for my internship. It was in the field of mental health, so they asked if I had any experience on a personal level with mental health issues. So I explained about ADHD-I. After that I.. they overloaded me with questions if I'm able to do the administration work, the profession brings with it. I had counter-arguments for every question. ""I do at this moment another internship, which has a lot of administration"" and: ""I went to therapy for it, and I use meds. It won't be my strong-suit, but I am able to do it."" Or ""are you able to see the big line in your work?"" I never had problems at work with administration. My own administration is a mess, but it never affected my work. Is that strange? Or unusual? I always thought there are personal differences among people with ADHD.",3.381569301260022,5.700792701030928,4.833264604810996,79.60689576174114,75.59793814432992,8.434822451317299,26.585337915234824,9.150863307647796,2.4550169530355097,1200,46,224,30,27,400,154,291,0.125,0.853,0.022000000000000002,-0.9845,2,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,2,7,11,13,1,3,14,0,28,3,0,4,2,40,47,20,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,15,12,0,0,8,1,0,3,6,12,1,0,17,1,38,1,32,26,4,30,0,4,1,0,15,11,0,10,15,157,53,8,0.2758259283888133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419855530960225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650308945797415,0.0,0.0,0.06252369659283435,0.1928183570809354,0.07033536008289214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595333642672093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331917040815517,0.0,0.0960597962033456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746508031410636,0.0,0.0,0.08993689493676639,0.0,0.20692056907342565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100809631214052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206031921106215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546004245027312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608869608755238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596353580398513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494498187771419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057191068846876,0.0,0.07816578022920931,0.0,0.0,0.061371983007656075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212680864516016,0.0,0.18531177391013692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758793143461983,0.0,0.14182264006837628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647763764291288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637409896738517,0.16056037437806056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797605412093082,0.0,0.0,0.20599211034977194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453166437573401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326585120751679,0.08370052196926384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605535275657435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078142510311168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979979132849742,0.07342498090339435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514366252687576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299165902851272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940834729173034,0.0,0.07586175924961495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266687832795548,0.08523113299938555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346742682300137,0.0,0.0,0.13062588379660964,0.10052411760450744,0.0,0.17762285457410595 adhd,brita_water_filter_,2019/04/14,"Shout out to Vyvanse I feel like I've found the right medication combination. I'm currently on Gabapentin, Prozac and Vyvanse. I was skeptical when the doctor suggested it because my past experience with Adderall wasn't great, but after being on it for a little over 2 weeks (with a break in between because a family member stole my pills 😒😒😒) I finally feel normal. No insecurity, I'm not checking Facebook constantly, that urge to get attention is just diminished. No intrusive thoughts. I really like that it sneaks up rather than smacking you in the face like Addy does. My only problem is I keep forgetting to eat, not too big an issue now but on some days I just have p appetite. I guess that's where the Gaba comes in though.",5.3765467625899275,6.859051294964032,6.384956834532376,74.04304676258994,68.42446043165468,9.876546762589928,32.605035971223025,10.125756701596842,3.540159136690648,586,26,103,15,10,195,98,139,0.122,0.8170000000000001,0.061,-0.8125,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,1,8,0,6,6,1,0,0,23,16,5,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,5,1,1,5,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,4,3,11,4,18,11,1,24,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,2,12,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23062458690848506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629475767508285,0.0,0.20441850578290294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199478681863027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361682355158624,0.16553822432396453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935614509871138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503816790476907,0.17832648114158456,0.0,0.19129346482312032,0.13513841829666445,0.0,0.2072193313632624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074079773392083,0.0,0.0,0.0988301038357988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855338967197826,0.20838488487752188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743751286185496,0.0,0.16813718060180632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772471442149101,0.18959148850421945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905622915384529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853400340076168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438673403400218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057793310995254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100389039974507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118296047635856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154456685812976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585214544545334,0.15017466267277382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151735522698293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shar-Man,2019/04/14,"I might have ADHD but im not sure Sometimes I think I might have ADHD but I've never gotten it checked. I feel like that because oftentimes, my mind wanders off to something else. This happens during lectures, while watching videos, and sometimes when I talk to people. I have so many thoughts going on in my head, to point where I often forget what I was recently thinking of. I also have a hard time studying. I can't ever give 100% full focus on something for a long period of time without having thoughts of other things. When I read something, I usually have to go back and read the same part a couple of times to fully understand it. Do I have ADHD?",3.412166193181818,5.405624804687502,4.435681818181821,83.98659090909092,74.390625,6.217045454545455,27.26136363636364,6.980632752743323,1.4771624999999995,517,20,93,5,11,168,85,128,0.055999999999999994,0.9159999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.2831,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,0,3,21,23,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,4,3,15,2,15,17,3,22,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,14,71,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597983939051025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198559786499377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806260471671928,0.0,0.0777410303232023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110938504684115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653484931861472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153580764440167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448293847934687,0.09110737077482056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233828023018085,0.14495633790507007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277425049846095,0.0,0.11424172183133295,0.0,0.13088244784507438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775415315725625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062304656915541774,0.0,0.0,0.11285992945615148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292952803246945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705780956932724,0.12876882273432627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835890436695464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810243086014998,0.0,0.08841316033269077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055695660482235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551287800523006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259203698277561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453619334616143,0.25226062179089664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019540135448925,0.0,0.0,0.1025036856967078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472518463227882,0.16343199359037364,0.0,0.20248895681280465,0.22309109339150127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327631012363776,0.0,0.0,0.14045614402520856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293425208481824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Curious-ssoul,2019/04/14,"I have lots of fun at parties, then I start to feel disconnected Hi so I am a first time poster and a bit of a lurker, but I feel like I need to know that I’m not alone here. So I am very extroverted outside the house but when Im alone I don’t feel like going outside and spend most of my time by myself. I love talking to people and cracking jokes so I usually have a really good time at parties and social gatherings. However sometimes I feel so alone. I could be with my closest friends and still feel empty and like I’m not there all of the sudden. I hate this feeling because I just want to leave after experiencing it. I become shy and quiet and everyone asks me whats wrong and I cant really explain properly because I had just been laughing and talking to everyone. Does anyone else have this problem?",2.0238863636363646,4.172456672727275,3.950662878787881,85.10599431818184,79.24242424242424,6.791666666666668,25.46401515151515,7.865858978985527,1.5676742424242427,641,25,128,11,16,217,98,165,0.105,0.634,0.261,0.9792,1,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,10,12,1,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,1,32,28,18,0,4,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,0,8,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,2,8,20,9,14,24,4,15,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,14,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020734431662013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048293591122873,0.13259064321182648,0.0,0.0,0.12097614122297427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577680885407643,0.1429175784203439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127666804058306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331930687653124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132431263384228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810121418573353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473039123942399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925861249233517,0.18489381577990446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007176740102116,0.0,0.0,0.09997792796020748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354380388989552,0.10853871575755096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277605776471178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931591504875052,0.0,0.0,0.13977953046041378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111756532873509,0.0,0.0,0.1370211363348349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966213699291698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001544397144636,0.116793001683372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959521159542886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971308490217969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238230415482172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580022359587074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191202984729125,0.0,0.0,0.12798478470311794,0.0,0.0915934755387598,0.0,0.1033429443036932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080215620184068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263711660915667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425212482683665,0.10677261967868916,0.07632638051449281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414839766924648,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nevvie,2019/04/14,"Forgetting to even breathe in the middle of hyperfocus Sometimes I suck in a breath of air and thought oh wow that felt really nice. But then it was such a deep breath of air that my next thought was “Oh god how long had I not breathed?” I don’t even know how I’m alive sometimes.",2.2355172413793127,3.9514515172413813,2.7684827586206917,95.8747931034483,76.93103448275863,6.708965517241379,25.393103448275863,7.554174236665415,0.9226234482758616,220,8,52,3,5,68,42,58,0.048,0.76,0.192,0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,4,4,4,2,0,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,4,2,6,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857430664352465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803778387444127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048245901010252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25842191494250233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105586564802825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707071497805605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776157513293275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636506883039035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,speckB,2019/04/14,Getting to sleep with ADHD I just realized that the fact that I kinda shake my ankle a little bit when I’m trying to get to sleep is weird and wanted to know if anyone else people with ADHD do something like it.,7.553636363636365,5.304659818181818,8.276363636363637,74.90954545454545,64.45454545454545,9.70909090909091,28.81818181818182,7.1686216300943375,1.7493090909090907,168,3,32,1,2,57,35,44,0.073,0.868,0.059000000000000004,0.10099999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,10,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708201397967383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605459757607882,0.24333080794918144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592714308185595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838772292610632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481515694423493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051520236743422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602287037737315,0.2380217342653008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464176433615615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753117690102505,0.0,0.0,0.18282707518086144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123630250763007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007443804882008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alinkbetweentimes,2019/04/14,"I wrote three emails and feel like a badass After staying up until 1am finally finishing a one-page essay that was due a week ago (points taken off but better than nothing), I spent all afternoon and evening sending three emails. Other than putting away laundry and getting groceries (and eating), that's all that was accomplished. I planned to work out at 4pm and put it off until it was midnight and the gym was closed. I've had a lot of bad days where it seems like I can't get anything done, and it's been even worse since I've worked all day on Friday and Saturday too. I'm really hoping to take some time for myself tomorrow, because my focus is going to get worse and worse if I don't. &#x200B; Compounding this is stuff going on in my life as well. I got a dream internship that I never thought I'd get but now I have to worry about rent, finding a job there, and a million other things while staying on top of my classes. And I finally decided to break off ties with a girl I've loved for years, since she never felt the way I felt for her and wasn't going anywhere. &#x200B; ... you know, I was writing this to rant about how useless I feel, but after writing it down, with all the shit going on, is getting three emails sent really that bad? Honestly I feel kinda proud, like damn, it would be hard for a normal person to focus going through all this, and here I am, not curled up in a ball but trying his hardest, staying up until 1am on a Friday night not partying or drinking, but writing an essay. Spending Saturday not hungover or high, but writing important emails for my college newspaper, internship and rent. \*And\* I got, made, and ate food! &#x200B; If you think you've been useless, try writing what you've done down. It might not be all you've wanted to get accomplished. It may not be to the level of your neurotypical friends. But you're probably not as useless as you think you are. &#x200B; Take care.",6.5567769423558895,6.207299810526319,6.6208270676691745,79.82412280701756,65.36842105263158,9.448621553884712,33.358395989974944,8.841846274778883,2.6695501253132825,1528,58,294,21,21,488,192,380,0.11699999999999999,0.736,0.147,0.924,3,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,5,0,8,11,18,2,0,16,0,25,7,1,2,8,74,61,35,0,6,17,0,6,3,1,3,1,0,2,2,21,20,4,0,12,4,4,9,11,7,1,4,22,6,28,11,50,33,8,62,0,3,0,1,24,24,2,11,27,197,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583815657434215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32189721684411804,0.3609972336823295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061120000965615866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978152931497958,0.0,0.12402899586831692,0.04527587247588044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568805707786872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572584043589485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579933318929768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201326265761747,0.0,0.07275884784268341,0.0,0.07599938661020983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811267089186254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266333700453685,0.05306034257153922,0.14262663939661535,0.16272395145905574,0.06788378818226393,0.0,0.08981069276261709,0.0,0.0573828073674041,0.0,0.2328261303634501,0.0,0.21105408052463806,0.0,0.11880512665119533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653363876908516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847305355841512,0.0,0.07376942578095405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737040704511649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081826494065613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246091637296398,0.10885748578712767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631438874324901,0.06703389892342324,0.0702785065009684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879146510178738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456717752443905,0.0,0.0,0.06969978047387114,0.07277135414650332,0.07126653905797428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050329019152744264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485194784800574,0.0,0.0,0.07021159059286508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007839812380778,0.0,0.0,0.14932890462119378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516182707708352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761496298981319,0.0,0.0,0.07623973112913647,0.12287808345332332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749404868498925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502432905936469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168746644620074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049343398704115214,0.09518173440091687,0.0,0.058964128390863374,0.04330893589012008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008524063776097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380788919587884,0.05895411309916899,0.059576979782082526,0.0,0.0667799648929389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814263867231276,0.07542740540398989,0.227070298272758,0.05276110644604312,0.0,0.3609972336823295,0.04782910331424773 adhd,alk0rani,2019/04/14,"I'm Curious How does the ADHD diagnosis work? I'm going to go get tested for it this week and I'm a bit anxious, what do they do?",-1.9800000000000004,-0.1462713333333312,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,95.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.3500000000000001,100,3,24,2,4,39,25,30,0.07,0.8370000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412960516182708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41482490939981626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008809456456524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213341042370584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184380536534745,0.0,0.417369832664664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945410249887481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673217386651604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joaneunice,2019/04/14,"Catching the wrong trains, being generally unreliable, unable to control emotions Fuck. I want to be so many things and I can't even do something simple.",4.701111111111112,7.915480592592592,5.401481481481483,72.36666666666669,76.40740740740742,6.562962962962962,31.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,2.765355555555556,124,6,18,2,3,40,25,27,0.228,0.727,0.045,-0.743,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117634597190865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129677708204789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248351575472826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394024284155443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722085330277631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826318284102595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390245802703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654065460552696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40139507104443545,0.0,0.0 adhd,craftysob-,2019/04/14,"F ADHD Let me tell you. ADHD has reeked havoc on my family. I (mom) was diagnosed in third grade, yet my drug addict father, who at the time ruled the house, did not want me on ""drugs"". But my parents didn't do anything else for it either. I struggled for years, and more or less suppressed it as I aged. Currently, I'm 27 and my 5 year old son has just been diagnosed. Of course, as a mom, I want to do everything I can for my son so he doesn't have to go through what I did. But in that path..I'm researching more and more on ADHD. And it turns out all my shortcomings is linked to my ADHD. I'm consistently disorganized. My house is always a mess, though, I yearn to have a beautiful home. I can only focus if I have a ""project"". All I want is to function like a normal adult. That being said, we decided to try medication on our son. OMG IT IS HEAVEN. He's still himself, but able to slow his mind down to think. He's hardly gotten into any trouble, yet he's still my goofy little boy. And all I keep thinking, is what if I had started meds when I was diagnosed? How would it be different? Should I start meds now? Would I be able to function better? I don't think I truly realized how much it impacted my life until my son was diagnosed....over time I've just accepted that's how I am. But now I'm wondering if I can be a better me...",1.436881720430108,3.1285344372759885,3.649855197132617,88.77211612903228,79.17921146953404,7.188014336917562,21.91268817204301,8.109356740369918,1.03105952688172,1024,30,228,19,25,352,150,279,0.079,0.856,0.066,0.5476,3,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,2,1,0,2,14,10,0,1,8,0,34,8,0,3,3,45,51,22,0,11,12,8,1,1,0,3,8,1,1,2,12,8,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,10,3,38,5,27,33,9,30,1,1,0,0,22,11,0,5,19,157,50,3,0.19777229566304308,0.0,0.0,0.1078004972799868,0.4753677328105319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228119659996587,0.0,0.0,0.06724597147593221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137487401949609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491352371882848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011020755358053,0.0,0.10331497764024332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293530744208533,0.0,0.08260668771989081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887249345535107,0.0,0.09322105953377506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056199276644824735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858256523815831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919086895868458,0.0,0.0,0.2282026757784503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789455173669672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011177858992243,0.06984621062422537,0.04831077689822014,0.09910989845033977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968043590907912,0.09961739058987226,0.0,0.0,0.09984682003782444,0.23162852239668735,0.0,0.0,0.07269269664216554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688742935771932,0.0,0.0,0.10376437770866193,0.0,0.0,0.07520737140635242,0.0,0.0,0.10980136478029136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406337128777728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998424879872126,0.0,0.15794121078939527,0.0,0.0,0.1033772721980602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643085178814627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900867520483776,0.09715513817207418,0.0,0.11532261604379188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713720332038217,0.10755973296852432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497683612833187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723780912263252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049176447465458,0.0,0.0,0.1273588741875817 adhd,JazzHandsFan,2019/04/14,"Why am I going out of my way to tear apart my life? A lot of problems in my life come from inaction, which ADHD is famous for around here. You know clearly what must be done, but you simply don’t do it. But lately I’m noticing I’m becoming much more actively harmful. I know what I absolutely must NOT do. And once the idea is there, if I’m not overcome immediately to do it, the idea sticks around in my head, each time I’m reminded it begs me, until I’m convinced. Lately it’s what I say. Every time. Literally every time. I knew exactly what would happen when I said that. I knew those words would be taken too literally, and they ended a relationship before it could really get started. I knew that other girl who I thought would be a good friend would take it the wrong way when I wanted to hang out, but I just went on ahead and nearly burned that bridge entirely. Then, later, chatting about music, I brought up a song that I KNEW would make my friends uncomfortable and nearly broke some connections that were already wearing thin. What the hell is wrong with me??? Is there some part of ADHD that turns me into some sort of psycho, determined to push every button until there’s nothing left? I’m absolutely done with this fucking bullshit. People say, “if you knew that would cause trouble, why would you send it?” And I’m just blank. I make up some bullshit excuse about being shortsighted and dumb, when in reality this conversation is going exactly the way I imagined it would since the very idea entered my mind. I have nothing to say for myself, absolutely nothing. Goodnight, 2019 has been a long year.",4.156967741935482,6.015350438709677,4.9666451612903275,81.53996774193553,72.03225806451613,7.669677419354839,26.270967741935486,8.364918446050245,1.7870864516129037,1276,43,239,21,25,413,163,310,0.13699999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.076,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,1,1,15,13,3,0,11,0,31,5,2,4,5,64,62,17,0,15,9,0,1,0,2,10,2,5,0,1,26,15,0,0,12,2,0,9,3,9,0,0,14,6,31,4,32,33,9,45,1,1,0,1,18,16,3,8,17,164,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065485185631525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482873644815952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299642600801724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490578079729003,0.07312229447202591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827642861573555,0.0,0.07402330678187424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861017097359537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587772448065475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611075778795222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720570910757608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278259288233293,0.07944328347443111,0.04489622516270175,0.0,0.09767492855840004,0.07207616921278027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598989474939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819161636925585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910222617512715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944525948526024,0.0,0.19387138142981586,0.0,0.09336599721202296,0.0,0.1213934420528599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760476272100283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730568046651452,0.0,0.0,0.1147213259141108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676740695092215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631703322100927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736387803265386,0.0978348093794406,0.0,0.09151539081810738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305660768582874,0.0,0.05957482952400034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222587150382367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055050609766319335,0.0,0.0,0.0922594291847455,0.0,0.0,0.08174155984747866,0.20501110483644025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710843163566279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082352085743219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461060406225985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822086800891744,0.15032393149515466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346996848249167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709033762703024,0.050685260821127016,0.20462784126956085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966036053969174,0.1550815710090964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883523019283959,0.18790756779842802,0.0,0.05533776269118516 adhd,tmhthrowaway,2019/04/14,"ADD has taken over my life and I've really been struggling. Just figured I'd let this out for once. I appreciate being able to do this. Time and time again I do this when I tell myself that I won't. I always leave things to the last minute, usually it works out fine but comes at a massive personal cost (no sleep, no food, no personal time) but this time...I've ruined it. Last night, I was supposed to hand in 5 assignments that I had almost two months to do, to just watch a few films and answer questions on. This morning, I'm having to rush the last several parts of these assignments (not even typed, cuz that would mean it's latea lot more) and hand them in, lying to the teacher somehow about why theyre late. I need to pass this course, and I'm not sure if I will because I did something similar last semester. I'm doing a year that is a prep-year for universities and this semester will literally determine whether or not I get a chance to go into my biopsych program. I'm super interested in what I want to study and I'm typically super ambitious and motivated and I love learning, but what a way to fuck all of that up. On the bright sun I did quite well in school but none of that will mean much because of this year. How could I be so careless? I don't know if it's my ADD, unacknowledged depression, laziness, or a combination of those...but I'm really screwed. I don't do therapy or meds and I can't be doing either of those right now. I'm having to use my only long proper break to be studying for extra tests, and trying to finish work early and catch up instead of having fun. I'm super burnt out and tired and I barely got any proper sleep. Im just so fucked. Why do I keep doing this? Look at me. Im procrastinating right now even. How many sleepless nights, headaches, emails from angry course tutors, near-failures and lies does it take for me to at least *improve* for God's sake? All my dreams of getting into my preferred uni to study something I love that everyone gets seemingly proud of me for is now going down the drain. I dont know anyone who struggles or has failed like I have in my program. I cant ask for help from my academic counselor either, she isnt here. I dont know what to do. The depressive episodes I get in are overwhelming and I'm just done. I'm really done. I can't speak to any family about this because they never make anything easier for me (don't care about mental health that much) and I don't have many friends. I don't want to make them my therapists either. I've reached a tipping point where I've really screwed things up for myself. I really have. I feel like I've lost my livelihood. This time, it's different. This time I wont be getting any more chances and I have too much piled up. Im not loving my 'college student' life either and Im not the happiest dude out there. Im not enjoying this at all. I dont know what to do. I wish there was a way to fix this.",2.2274542476454458,4.060185899833058,3.730256717170128,88.44839291901596,77.31385642737897,7.0583173213217,23.48886508961477,7.966352962830772,1.1533733014143062,2290,73,489,38,53,757,267,599,0.16,0.701,0.139,-0.9548,1,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,3,11,26,31,4,3,16,0,55,16,4,7,5,88,101,36,0,9,25,0,3,2,1,6,4,1,0,2,37,28,1,1,14,2,1,6,25,13,1,1,11,7,56,18,68,77,18,62,0,6,3,7,17,28,4,11,27,315,93,18,0.06784287782140118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793484225473591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056450709127034676,0.0,0.0,0.1384064500498876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743731759820296,0.0,0.05582890785919332,0.0,0.06342393264769289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406916587530092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691703354297051,0.0,0.0,0.05844063202419712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416701751517747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686594251286027,0.0,0.0,0.07088136770288396,0.0,0.0,0.059369759566594,0.1388536371107363,0.23853404261787986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961916191923212,0.0,0.0,0.06482677710100625,0.0,0.0,0.06395622734851307,0.0,0.03430339747689691,0.04846696547125695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203587715640258,0.0,0.052415239113279714,0.12543929468063295,0.17722551775081075,0.0,0.07711334181127041,0.0,0.054260146958609784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211380664815835,0.0,0.0,0.04547365093719683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664097497169889,0.0,0.0,0.06030186699960347,0.0,0.0,0.1491386856244347,0.2212040011708965,0.0765297212102996,0.07183581187461895,0.0,0.06937393906798442,0.0958388619150291,0.06628920645482257,0.0,0.0,0.06003881198107775,0.056970930704581424,0.0,0.07405851531935857,0.057677588639485765,0.18369253798982974,0.0,0.0905712955087304,0.13756405950033956,0.0,0.14780156553731158,0.07535814317756745,0.0,0.06836966402881378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415153781823333,0.0,0.14961696390090026,0.05030463427058547,0.05232460975661652,0.0,0.0,0.12733189006560558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225045072778613,0.0,0.05159756570033434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346722544039658,0.0,0.0,0.11847556818372315,0.0,0.0,0.06413344829725448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599954973195493,0.07215925150795686,0.0,0.0,0.2173094237428016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158748939445799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866061431364258,0.0,0.0617616079683092,0.0,0.07664314123076191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578374627280446,0.0,0.0,0.10445752370007763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184821233388348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394110945919101,0.0,0.05100940097137363,0.0,0.05929766551178856,0.0,0.07758424335420208,0.07877081013999801,0.09014358691719396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735836581378175,0.07797540796520464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606086071727174,0.0,0.06627263367580463,0.0,0.0,0.058594463922747884,0.0747193451506897,0.0,0.08003097417483249,0.10770103717719412,0.0,0.0,0.0609988947635234,0.0,0.12243528989840037,0.0,0.07801596134649569,0.0,0.0,0.09878084611751037,0.0,0.0,0.04819363389706634,0.0,0.0,0.1310657670025808 adhd,ApprehensiveYeehaw,2019/04/14,"A (short!) interesting take on ‘self discipline’ i found helpful to consider Today [this video](https://youtu.be/mU2b2kHeEec) came up in my YouTube recommended. Essentially, she proposes that to hack self discipline, make doing the thing that requires more self discipline (like going to the gym or waking up early) the “path of least resistance.” Basically, make it easier to just do the thing than not to.",6.835318681318682,10.502587784615386,6.185274725274724,67.25615384615384,71.15384615384616,11.0989010989011,32.362637362637365,10.608840637214634,4.928802197802197,326,15,46,12,7,100,50,65,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,11,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,11,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671607910342214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611560118979193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275262235114976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656814418880247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411859198103505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118416789134038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7310451613721746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562801934026506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103690559977081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141274181514867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,karn_0909,2019/04/14,"Disciplined Life, Schedules - A Myth ? Complex Tasks, Short Deadlines - A Legend. Folks, what are some of your success mantra to motivate ADHD brain in following discipline or/and sticking to schedule on a daily basis, just with simple and routine tasks. E.g. some days, I get this ""motivation of life"" to do something, like going to gym; I would do everything it takes like - workout schedule, protien rich diet, good hydration and sleep for next few days/weeks ..& just when I seem to hit that ""feel good moment"" with my body, something else takes over and booom, my workout plan is off the rails.. A month later, I feel miserable from lack of results...and guess what, I'm back to the workout plan day 01 with ""motivation of life"". To be honest, I have been trying to complete a 90 day workout plan for past 3 years. I noticed that I have become so good at achieving things last minute, any long term activity which needs planning, I fail miserably.",9.666104651162792,8.222632354651168,8.505465116279073,72.37645348837212,59.75581395348837,11.158139534883725,39.523255813953476,9.827888789773867,3.8424162790697673,743,31,129,11,8,229,117,172,0.066,0.757,0.177,0.9601,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,10,5,11,0,2,7,0,9,7,3,3,0,23,21,5,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,6,1,2,7,5,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,8,23,17,5,25,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,4,19,70,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278810854152966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647943957081436,0.0,0.10342951853673626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695133088170985,0.0,0.0,0.1679764956173201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894277247633013,0.0,0.16978783324942273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594682558196015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942652324294905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705549122508816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669278631116366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380716219211876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794631318126422,0.0,0.08643884530045733,0.3827091106623986,0.0,0.0,0.16754930868327922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397736881802955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322286663925943,0.14861144199565812,0.0,0.0,0.1345989023159448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140042929816378,0.0,0.0,0.1127761914469567,0.0,0.0,0.16175429346331208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316066830584684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519147045531047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846117808630398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522044040980219,0.0,0.0,0.2341796508748948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287123662841515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104486955621526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326222467936824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200108441520352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804361390771798,0.0,0.0,0.09794391209975258 adhd,BillyBumblerLady,2019/04/14,The older I get the harder this is. I’m on the cusp of getting fired twice so far since January. I’m almost 40 years old. I can’t do this anymore. This job I’m about to get fired from hurts the most. Every day I come in to work I have a list of everything I screwed up on the day before. I just got turned down by 6 different employers for an interview. I’m actually afraid to work again. I’m afraid to not work. I can’t even list things I’m good at or accomplishments. I don’t know what to do other than go back to my old job that was destroying my knees.,0.3699726775956265,2.1576232377049216,2.689754098360656,93.88632513661207,83.01639344262296,6.689617486338799,19.183060109289613,7.793537801064563,0.4219978142076499,433,11,106,8,12,148,76,122,0.146,0.8290000000000001,0.025,-0.9349,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,2,2,7,0,8,2,1,0,0,7,22,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,2,2,10,1,19,20,1,17,0,1,0,1,1,7,1,3,8,60,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.17495099398008945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952258739436638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779715455090694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785491916134454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255370518854086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443347068660568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312409758984385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873089876378734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841246180809112,0.0,0.1510507657147878,0.0,0.16112491294283685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809985195487559,0.0,0.10188870824691118,0.1503711931989821,0.14338624557164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919224822019491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558146097976945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852736031791937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762474906428797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830190873108606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910537673512794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950046852169733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391552975427362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545016190122576 adhd,Ezpzjapanesey,2019/04/14,"Do you ever have days where you can’t focus on anything, and nothing sparks your interest to begin with? Having one of those days right now, and the only thing I can get myself to do is stare at the ceiling. Even going for a walk drives me crazy because I’m bored. I’ve scrolled through every social media and streaming/video platform but can’t focus on anything to keep my mind busy. But for someone who isn’t doing anything productive, my brain feels tired! As if I just took a long exam.",4.435684830633285,5.704669505154643,4.7771723122238585,85.4937113402062,70.44329896907217,6.36759941089838,27.259204712812963,6.1826913282559595,1.1182029455081002,390,13,73,2,7,123,74,97,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.7982,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,0,1,12,17,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,2,9,1,12,16,0,16,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,6,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236517610776616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930186508374036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367877984130068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27359014366324425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009836410577453,0.19186797981287204,0.1787140040029164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725049792620486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082007277445532,0.0,0.12054847208038895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853541448607253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771296587182454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141732477041357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352774920391206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437329793644926,0.16132118157882014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811429914642172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622207182702488,0.17972230775458056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409181785599294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437922172548509,0.0,0.0,0.2356648902609625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dragonsbhere,2019/04/14,"Ah, coming home after a long and busy day of ADHD... \***Ahh** time to relax, finally alone with nothing but my thoughts...\* *""O*h wH*a*t'*S* t*h*a*T*? The joke I told earlier that made people la*U*g*H?*? ^(Hmmm I bet they secretly thought I was annoying) ^(..maybe) I just *think* they were laughing.. they were probably giving each other looks or somethi-- OH GOSH I talked SO *much* DiD I eVEN finish telling that story about the one time **oh** dear, ^(I didn't even let anyone) else ^(talk...) whY DID I TELL THEM about my I'm ^(NOT EVEN FUNNY) ^(whyyyyyyyyy)yyyyyyy did I say that joke in the first place *^(I'm so tired from all that talking)* *^(je)**ez they probably hate me* ~~why didn't I~~ **~~shut~~** ~~up ""~~",0.19958559782608631,-1.1687479843749973,0.0608423913043481,99.58252717391306,153.84375,3.30054347826087,18.40760869565217,5.357612323033697,-0.00740407608695648,550,20,105,7,46,158,97,128,0.08800000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.109,0.233,0,1,1,0,0,0,99.0,0,0,5,1,8,7,2,0,4,1,9,1,0,1,1,15,20,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,2,1,2,12,2,18,5,9,7,3,13,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,2,8,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618728770078246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183560805540466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025076275955932,0.15021122093510006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628476581935644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945462546407258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246727954599312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904879999726364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059548264696832,0.0,0.12469970860143602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063413483899054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447392658401061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705390341232838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991062460685414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973828393853584,0.12310887807578752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871849312940246,0.0,0.0,0.1472815580872188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776944393189296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066871083172022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934140671377692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163546756072084,0.0,0.15316803756687936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31612381289855424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165839089073538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534997499222979,0.2562734708170236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393673419451692,0.0,0.2327714530745321,0.17096977795430435,0.16849759822031854,0.0,0.14008463087179734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26457126450040186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SingerOfSongs__,2019/04/14,I have a rough draft of an essay due tomorrow night. I also have plans to be gone all day tomorrow from probably 10 am to 8 pm. Why won’t I just finish the damn essay? I mean on one hand it’s just a rough draft so it’s not like it has to be good. I’ve been putting this off for literally hours and I just can’t seem to start writing. Every time I open Word my brain freezes. Help!,-1.2753048128342253,0.7076208705882365,1.3059893048128366,99.46240641711228,93.23529411764706,4.973262032085562,15.962566844919785,6.574015621080383,-0.4895882352941174,294,7,75,4,11,100,63,85,0.077,0.81,0.113,0.6018,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,4,0,9,2,2,0,1,11,13,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,4,7,2,9,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,10,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256823746283425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150384913692508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200140947049434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377731901093784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367034562074736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915869310271935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779189435610746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787302538263654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30740825070529537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648339578932634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912320705816828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042689513897493,0.0,0.0,0.2836979153293158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569124054574545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997489289859305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455829309571252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546496591929644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sideline_coach,2019/04/14,Even on meds I move at a fast rate. Always have. All my life. How do you unlearn that? I'm so used to scurrying around all the time. Everything is life and death to me and I know it is because I have been acting like this my whole life. I have to consciously tell myself to slow down. Does anyone have any practical tips to unlearn this behavior?,0.6260317460317459,3.0745424285714305,2.10904761904762,93.79484126984129,89.0,5.9682539682539675,19.206349206349206,7.3871296695380915,0.5804444444444443,270,8,58,5,9,87,51,70,0.062,0.902,0.036000000000000004,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,2,2,9,11,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,9,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126680365224408,0.0,0.0,0.17380725255320964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871168223588954,0.0,0.0,0.22752573802905354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580286062955775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236650414332923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881215041302491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297042272719065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404633880236615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415838764792471,0.12486641529739775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838984415498713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716474823413517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233934398658804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490342589443742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074425257428765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535265485493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DerpFalcon12,2019/04/14,"You are worth it I know how easy it is to start to beat yourself up for not living up to your potential, and the self hatred that accompanies that. I know how it feels to not be able to live up to people’s expectations time and time again. It fucking sucks. Plain and simple. However, please remember that you are worth fighting for. Don’t let yourself have, “zero days”. Did you plan on going to the gym today but never got around to it? Do a push up. Doesn’t have to be much, but do *something*. Haven’t written anything for that paper you should have worked on today? Write a sentence or two. They could be the worst sentences in the world, but it is something. Who knows? maybe you will do three push ups, or write three sentences instead of one. I don’t know how to close this post, and it may seem a bit rambling, but I hope it helps others the way it helped me",1.1374137931034485,3.5405415344827635,2.0443793103448265,95.90105172413791,84.80459770114942,4.629425287356322,19.044827586206893,5.985473137389443,-0.24760137931034445,673,18,145,5,20,210,100,174,0.066,0.831,0.102,0.3492,1,0,2,0,2,0,24.0,0,6,1,3,8,5,3,0,8,0,23,1,0,3,1,32,36,13,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,0,7,1,2,3,7,4,0,5,3,1,12,1,23,25,3,24,0,0,0,1,14,11,2,5,8,107,28,2,0.16458740906661856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354414139057203,0.14651768862636738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968682293553148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140965354032913,0.0,0.0,0.10614526287133977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322033932239578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521584075559123,0.0,0.0,0.0935388174908897,0.0,0.1316355863765318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206389418873405,0.0,0.0,0.16347243411213902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618117427616472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683017769087497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906673951738837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535017445878095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099068333396942,0.0,0.12693995636409694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152868793916702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410418595933736,0.0,0.0,0.18066755048381453,0.0,0.0,0.15762924172378145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644545007458105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983419574347134,0.17170056283662208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341485702552713,0.0,0.0,0.11649581526409805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194448360725586,0.0,0.3120192381890873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077798317218467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064182440378558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982159402707955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2_bewilder,2019/04/14,"Any advice on making friends? So in addition to my ADHD, I also moved around a lot when I was younger and didn't really settle down until highschool. So this meant it was really hard to me to keep friends once I made them because I would eventually leave. I never really had the chance to have that ""friends since second grade"" friendship some have. Now that I'm an adult, I want to extend my social life a bit. TBH, I've found talking to people and going on dates pretty easy. It's a straight forward get a dating app, select preferences, hit up a few people, and eventually meet. The rest just takes off from there. With friends it's harder to consciously make the connection. Asking someone you're trying to be friends with to a place/time that would be like a date would be weird. So, if I don't already have friends, what would be the best way to go about making them? I feel like going to a place and just starting to talk to people is hard if I don't have a good reason to. I can't just be like ""hey, wanna be friends?"".",4.3098613037448,5.136954660194178,4.9272122052704574,85.94466019417477,70.35922330097087,7.633287101248268,25.87933425797503,7.7094869923839395,1.2595489597780856,804,23,165,9,14,258,121,206,0.040999999999999995,0.736,0.223,0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,12,13,0,0,14,0,22,1,0,5,1,33,40,12,0,9,5,0,3,3,7,4,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,7,3,15,12,27,22,6,23,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,4,12,109,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633961374241995,0.10272676471312764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160078611832708,0.08406828652958959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148848754855862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358338418638236,0.09827752285527744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408311907891252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103220207201998,0.0,0.11476908448158625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531542714053389,0.07510119773376531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526394724790608,0.5685342663902586,0.0,0.054923383474320873,0.0,0.17923458612384605,0.08817371764970336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834239354587826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343977682981168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131201344059326,0.0,0.0,0.07425277453700019,0.1540760418928156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937336899686156,0.0,0.09947165354326187,0.21051491588755475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173105479595484,0.0,0.0,0.08107874766791852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195451032887643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864095670668585,0.0,0.2196661400083301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069497425722588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203696901466628,0.10808583113180303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696034359495512,0.0,0.0,0.1071615229015194,0.08907192515370786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440789394219241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790407872946765,0.16899070848998154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137285726226704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062005346919175336,0.08344319487025538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987106449615656,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,farhad1995,2019/04/14,"If you are good at school, will they still diagnose you? If you are not struggling with school yet, what are chances of getting perscribed",5.7323999999999975,7.938752040000002,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,68.6,6.6000000000000005,32.5,7.1686216300943375,1.8362000000000005,111,5,21,1,2,30,19,25,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.7212,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36262385399453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866600257410682,0.0,0.0,0.2996630463211429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7231572630078238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853181124329498,0.0,0.0,0.3734985698108656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bimbo-is-here-,2019/04/14,Is it hard for you guys to maintain eye contact during conversation I don’t know if it’s just me.but sometimes I can’t even look at people right in the eye during a conversation.(god I hope I’m not the only one),1.2747727272727258,3.6882442045454593,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,84.22727272727272,5.3381818181818215,20.163636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.3486327272727272,171,5,35,2,5,58,36,44,0.037000000000000005,0.888,0.076,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,4,7,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421713288791201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36304483523059017,0.0,0.0,0.3284497215172453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641698816193367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015032996933438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30789678681982835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484540546824244,0.27885668165116306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541915284908396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31312027974080003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626299115979475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BuzzTheToy,2019/04/14,"Tested out of my first college class. Maybe I am not as dumb as I have felt my whole life Started attending Western Governors University (WGU) this month and I just passed testing out of my first class. I was in college for 12 years and failed my Intro to IT class 6 times because I would get so bored and since it was a state run university I couldn't test out of it because I had tested out of all of my language classes for Portuguese. It feels real guys! I just tested out of my Intro to IT class last night and am planning to test out of 2-3 more classes this semester! Maybe I do know more than I thought I did and it was all just that I was really bored in class in traditional universities. They move so slowwwwww. I am so grateful that I FINALLY found something that I thought didn't exist! A fully online university that is accredited, cheaper than traditional college, and I can go at my own pace! Here's to moving forward as fast as I want!!!",3.5450175438596503,5.135189431578951,4.7521052631578975,83.55307017543862,73.10526315789474,7.592982456140351,28.98245614035088,8.238735603445708,1.9823403508771933,752,31,151,12,15,248,100,190,0.055999999999999994,0.9,0.044000000000000004,-0.4735,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,4,7,4,1,0,2,0,16,1,0,0,2,28,26,13,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,6,0,0,7,3,4,0,2,11,2,25,0,29,13,6,28,0,1,0,0,2,11,1,0,11,106,37,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283599454650332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241657634062574,0.0,0.17549274757599376,0.2002211750818972,0.0,0.3109367932027696,0.0,0.2004034501559932,0.0,0.0,0.0954924397897064,0.0,0.10387529464365328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097607311725267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004484084603706,0.14898609150034028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290994500549715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672442853568936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458893315774782,0.3885219863678484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715220386955779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803806486275847,0.11709040168624554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119344165524595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407091924332361,0.0,0.0,0.1293691481238725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902060076157648,0.10657762373289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780548252435247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406185863387225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983817854135474,0.0,0.0,0.11770116424565485 adhd,peepeehurtss,2019/04/14,"Almost Passed Out.... Adderall? Just started adderall (first time taking anything like this) and today I had 5mg in the morning and 5mg after lunch. Honestly I didn’t eat much all day because I didn’t feel hungry so a bowl of cereal, a hard boiled egg, and some pistachios for lunch. An hour ago I got super dizzy, cold sweats, nausea, felt like I was gonna pass out... I ate something and drank more so I feel a bit better. So...Adderall side affects or am I an idiot and should’ve eaten and drank more? I feel pretty damn stupid and I’m embarrassed... not feeling any benefits from the meds yet other than feeling calm yesterday. Today I was anxious like right now. Sorry for this whole rambling I’m just very inexperienced with ADHD meds and my anxiety is annoying me. Thank you",1.633220634367376,4.307212503311264,3.060467061693973,87.27570582084353,86.21854304635761,5.563053328685954,21.854653189264553,7.0608816371341465,0.9421443708609276,612,21,114,9,19,199,105,151,0.16,0.6759999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.6823,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,3,6,14,4,1,7,0,7,10,1,1,1,25,24,11,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,11,9,0,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,11,8,13,9,10,12,7,19,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,15,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121966940322332,0.0,0.14104168714225962,0.0,0.15932598919748767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820046500254553,0.0,0.12171894948326845,0.17974935815711882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093422572658253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699216644417083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407201367325377,0.1737072462246327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261298525927796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280956616969125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022547601823713,0.0,0.152770846714205,0.0,0.0,0.13533914599979954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272550476494098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253158277767575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669160223470655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233199777338001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534713648360562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169643832387248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187238358289005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587933296177734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249088788805325,0.0,0.17811096232744034,0.11261909435329262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963114947203445,0.0,0.0,0.14648739370093666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277849964376116,0.0,0.30163593384017995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312826667970912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764097580198554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blackwellsucks,2019/04/14,"I cleaned my entire bathroom today. Scrubbed every inch from floor to ceiling. Hyperfocus is a funny thing, huh?",4.047192982456142,7.3794460000000015,4.269473684210528,75.73298245614036,89.0,4.63859649122807,32.64912280701754,6.42735559955562,2.550249122807017,90,5,12,1,3,28,19,19,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884964659018905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46403666308375396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6620739270920428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Johnnyschuler,2019/04/14,"How ADHD Unknowingly Affected My Social Life, and How Things Got Better. Also an analogy (: **TLDR:** My ADHD medication allowed me to focus on what people are saying, block out distractions, internalize a conversation and contribute in a social situation. Rather than have an abundance of undeveloped, often disconnected thoughts which results in having nothing to say and being “*the quiet one*.” &#x200B; **Background** Normally, when I’m in a social situation I get very distracted by an abundance of uncontrollable, self-concise thoughts ^((think “what do I do with my arms” except it’s your whole body and everything you say)). I can’t really contribute to a conversation because I missed the story in the first place ^((because I was thinking about which directions my feet should be pointing)). So I get a lot of “*why are you so quiet*” &#x200B; **Plant Analogy** Imagine your brain is a garden and plants are ideas and thoughts. Most people pick a few significant plants ^((trees, flowers, etc.)) and water them consistently, so that they grow to be bigger and stronger. However, my brain is a field of grass. There are millions and millions of individual plants ^((each blade of grass is its own plant)), each short and underdeveloped ^((nothing like a tree)) and I don’t have a watering hose, but I live in the rain forest. So I have millions of insignificant blades of grass that all get watered against my will. Normally, throughout a conversation, people will plant a tree then take turns watering it. As a result, the tree grows tall and has a few, strong branches. But with me, someone plants a tree and ask me to water it, except I don’t have a hose it just rains around me, and grass grows. No one is interested in grass, their small and boring. ^((Some of the rain does hit the tree though, so yay to those few drops☺)) Now with medication ^((diagnosed 2 weeks ago)), I feel like someone has given me a hose and I can pick what plants I want to water rather than just have it rain everywhere.",3.090924369747899,6.209950588235293,3.853423529411767,80.15260588235297,86.53501400560225,6.777568627450981,25.907507002801122,7.908726449838941,2.213541893557424,1588,67,266,35,50,504,186,357,0.054000000000000006,0.866,0.08,0.8991,3,0,0,0,0,0,101.0,0,4,3,3,19,11,0,3,27,1,29,15,5,8,1,58,47,30,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,3,4,5,1,0,15,23,6,1,8,1,0,3,4,5,0,6,6,6,31,6,36,34,12,24,0,1,0,0,17,15,0,5,8,193,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346486444324665,0.0,0.08653722914511372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806937543020595,0.0,0.21154976585469606,0.23724616512193156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690549856162927,0.09126467476458933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902060309863295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633993937886368,0.0,0.10843755883394006,0.0,0.2179599385922357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908566776651513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543087083222939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887586550937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773759208828387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049361310208242234,0.06974215656306751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303839047157488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301254806155945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807832876532418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020490438864636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895427480876723,0.09538769696145873,0.0,0.0862032261429306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829958999488172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966905538633159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130035458588035,0.18734451697095497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230424694992654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303926293948926,0.0,0.1019956458109711,0.0,0.09228564133500557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254003198235468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329020715235226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184246800862838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194655210891887,0.0,0.2985442016875198,0.1654319328292362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340062647090183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648566306019693,0.1251062300169482,0.0959144674668634,0.2325061585286207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618619563159014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054950596232269,0.057580794222676014,0.0,0.07830758057987743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808990901238435,0.10899300866298292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724616512193156,0.0 adhd,hotratio,2019/04/14,"I've had the same phone number for 18 years and I'm still never confident that I remember it right My mom's number is two digits off from mine so every time I meet someone, I have to worry that I gave them her number by mistake. I've never done that, but probably only because I'm so aware that I might.",2.460769230769234,3.633470461538465,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,75.15384615384616,7.046153846153848,22.23076923076923,7.554174236665415,0.8735230769230773,240,6,50,3,5,83,48,65,0.094,0.846,0.06,-0.4614,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,8,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,9,0,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816427288154894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26551743612894824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860605396964194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752458231199177,0.0,0.3038761569810772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002227530545641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733085341253093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27974152501464195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939173506146374,0.22157723335213755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983942852013602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720491443374192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129308348466575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534545028169385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634939997549298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708359076469387 adhd,ltlaygo,2019/04/14,"The planning paradox I was diagnosed with ADHD in graduate school. I actually went in because of Seasonal Affective Disorder (or so I thought), but the doc quickly saw that the depression was not that simple (ha! What depression is ever simple?). She put me on meds and it helped heaps. I had a fairly simple life at the time: work all the time, occasionally rebelling to eat, sleep, or dance. Which is to say that planning when to take my meds wasn’t complicated. I took them when I got up, and after early dinner, thereby increasing the odds that at least two meals would be unperturbed by appetite suppressing drugs. If I was going to be out late I moved things around a little to help with being more comfortable and confident in social situations. Fast forward a bunch of years...I’m no longer in grad school, I work as a free lance consultant and I have a partner (there are other facets of my life, but let’s stick to those for simplicity). As a result, I juggle a lot more variables. I feel like I’m doing math all the time to be hungry at meal times, to be sleepy at a useful hour, but I also optimize for coworking time with my partner, a day a week of no meds, the occasional Saturday or Sunday afternoon nap, a relevantly long attention span if we’re going to go out late with friends so that I don’t get fidgety or verbally incoherent, errands, chores, activities, driving... Just because I’m not sleepy when I take them doesn’t mean I’m not getting progressively more tired or burnt out. Bonus: throw in a dose of anxiety and depression to keep things interesting. I really try so hard to be mindful of all of these things... (it’s almost objectively hilarious to watch me try to run all the calculations before I’ve taken my meds, or on a day when I’m going to try to skip them altogether. I have to keep repeating the last thing I thought so that I’ll remember the next thing I’m supposed to figure out.) but my partner is a normal guy and when he’s tired he sleeps and when he’s hungry he eats and when he needs to think about something, he just can. And this can be hard. It’s not an uncommon occurrence for me to ask for some information in order to plan, plan accordingly, then have him change the plan, and for that to be very challenging for me. The really rough part is that he gets frustrated at my frustration and apparent inflexibility. I wish I lived in a body where I could happily live according to my physical needs and wishes, but I’m not built that way. Has anyone experienced this? Any suggestions about how to become a more flexible person, work with my partner differently, or ask for a different kind of support/ask for support in a different way? I recognize that there are some unusual features, but that’s partly why I’m reaching out here...",6.0903429027113205,6.656963402255645,6.999904306220099,73.59039074960131,66.29323308270676,10.884575074048758,32.47459557985873,10.767703573000405,3.5611997493734338,2198,87,411,59,33,735,265,532,0.09699999999999999,0.784,0.11900000000000001,0.9341,5,0,2,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,3,11,24,16,3,0,32,1,31,15,3,4,5,78,67,43,0,9,22,0,4,1,5,1,7,1,1,6,26,23,5,3,9,2,2,14,10,6,0,1,12,8,39,11,72,44,16,74,0,3,2,0,28,26,0,13,34,272,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.07084821910318939,0.0,0.08725243625177177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269953325978261,0.0,0.0,0.05805908846748228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937125037664941,0.0,0.055539657157479036,0.0,0.0,0.050764390319093015,0.0,0.0,0.0646303880554431,0.2036167369181927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851393631212498,0.08018223172497188,0.0617782047664796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064347622667961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680235711657081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057966085748191315,0.0,0.0,0.09364343095960008,0.0,0.1875937116949125,0.07368860733180431,0.0,0.2275581503299419,0.08320717200098847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419424846839332,0.14857813882571375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567186843938355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670930708051152,0.05186625377102051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609144428343312,0.0,0.11379326420361917,0.0,0.1650435556105416,0.0,0.05806574693596421,0.0,0.0,0.07188652193519847,0.0,0.0,0.1300726842482832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732599912004718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149747762790165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290624204035462,0.0,0.07560289306016042,0.0,0.0591796017572982,0.16379444855786676,0.0,0.0,0.07423956284057573,0.10256063454516456,0.03546923941735518,0.07276539402731841,0.12821623601406046,0.06424970550648354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172287495593678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908390211120755,0.32257390490671844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330643372687402,0.0,0.0,0.07716349961147613,0.0,0.10766561931688837,0.0,0.0,0.07721211347647065,0.0,0.07113368173856963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723987344758192,0.0,0.0,0.06339249657302164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298417694899814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302027151142847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224291484846279,0.0,0.0,0.05773532365851885,0.0,0.1469524164114413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160669938925429,0.14530710090240134,0.07400769773343227,0.0,0.055891888215423985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477377848477148,0.0,0.0,0.10917401202095073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411647866447277,0.04651986541688681,0.0,0.11527435739353685,0.2116714810502084,0.16688861198956645,0.0,0.0,0.08066251431892861,0.14787418199043828,0.0,0.07092074370411412,0.0,0.0,0.06270405637828623,0.0,0.0599035264072196,0.0,0.11525477758551315,0.05823623826254564,0.0,0.0,0.06730196447918327,0.06551121732765468,0.0,0.16697540727146054,0.0,0.0,0.15856343746604012,0.0,0.0,0.05157375176160525,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cranberryb,2019/04/14,"ADHD meds for US citizens in the UK? Hi all! I’m from the US but am considering studying in the UK, and am wondering how getting my ADHD meds will work if I do! I have tried Vyvanse, adderall, and concerta; the first two worked for me, but the latter didn’t. Does anyone know what’s available in the UK, and/or anything about the process of getting it prescribed (and paid for, for that matter)? Will I need to be re-evaluated over there? I think I would be on health insurance through the university. Any knowledge or advice would be greatly appreciated! TIA!",4.009832285115305,6.0939971320754776,4.922201257861637,80.75036687631028,72.9622641509434,7.729979035639412,30.645702306079663,8.515128840125781,2.4721689727463314,440,20,82,8,9,143,75,106,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.9389,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,1,1,17,20,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,9,1,14,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,58,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248861404927068,0.17273750208406785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020959485476655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360162537413832,0.0,0.1454665673280124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469253220972187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036038808375968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470995546007216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488944067771255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789813937469294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971481150424549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39270302173566496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310726422678564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132670153540831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001515977375285,0.0,0.17267850829037218,0.0,0.4252648532842805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169941789536388,0.25738118751511035,0.0,0.0,0.2511445327840049,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dawn990,2019/04/14,"TIP: write every intrusive thought down It's specially helpful when you're trying to study or actually do anything that needs your full focus, but we know how that goes. When I study and get any idea that isn't relevant in that exact moment, I'll write it down. It really helps to ""remove"" it from my brain because that nagging feeling of *""don't forget xyzzz""* goes away since once it's written because I know I'll get back to it. It's also really funny how mostly unimportant it ends up being, but if I didn't write it down it would bug me and fuck with my concentration that is awful to begin with.",5.863678571428572,5.845679058333335,6.632380952380951,78.045,66.75,9.523809523809524,28.809523809523807,9.23628265651192,2.2874523809523803,477,14,92,8,7,158,76,120,0.11900000000000001,0.773,0.10800000000000001,-0.5379999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,1,7,2,1,2,1,24,17,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,8,1,14,12,2,14,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,3,6,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.21542628775980155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765387197813778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501218425153398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166361127867192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740779475836785,0.16974795517729824,0.0,0.2691419622976829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24643702034673434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195524542827606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859966895924898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116210096836886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040856264411129,0.2306720930063335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959365663434385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492069729928087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264375975454405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368798667342302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350982367203883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828442553923527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261187855421207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525583000905914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149879025353809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681892965673694,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sadomance,2019/04/14,"Buzzed on Caffeine; friendly and want to impulse talk but fear I easily irritate my friends ...and it sucks. I heard ADHD allows up to be hyper perceptive of the slightest mood changes in people, making us more emotionally vulnerable people. Correct me if I’m wrong. Drank some coffee, at work and I know my coworkers are annoyed by me. It’s hard and lonely to have moments where I want to talk and be my natural impulsive self but feel like people would rather me fuck off than sit down and talk. Sucks, you know? It’s lonely.",4.460699999999999,6.351192270000002,5.215,79.93750000000001,71.3,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.3857000000000004,417,16,75,8,8,135,71,100,0.287,0.5720000000000001,0.141,-0.9691,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,2,12,4,1,1,0,5,2,0,2,1,21,17,9,0,5,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,12,3,13,12,2,9,0,2,0,1,9,7,3,2,2,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267358383119696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958006415903756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222008394670194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229792858256735,0.09539350271818094,0.13478063231311652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915205852827997,0.17441557656413967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900467408968042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736811305763705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921710393320814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593378148797305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923847725962812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968162860309397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549196663826494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269379342480181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255623390153373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734865356939194,0.0,0.0,0.134020531035012,0.2062729871234258,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExoticCard,2019/04/14,"ADHD Diagnosis: My Story Hello r/ADHD, &#x200B; I'm a freshman in college and have been struggling with mental health for a little over a year now. Since coming to college, it's been a little worse, can't focus and always procrastinate. Been seeing the University Health Clinic for mental health treatment for Depression/Anxiety + Insomnia. Zoloft, Trazadone, Ativan, tried them all with little success. I have two younger siblings with ADHD so I said fuck it, let me run through the screening. I must note, I went in thinking ""no way I have ADHD, I've always been the smart kid and I made it to the #1 University in America, how could I have ADHD?"". A screening process and a survey from me and my girlfriend later and I'm told ""It is highly likely you have ADHD, we don't treat that here, please go off campus for help"". And so I went, saw a psychiatrist off campus who took down my history and told me she believed I had a mood disorder and that 60-70% of University students who come here for ADHD treatment just need a mood stabilizer. She seemingly brushed my possible ADHD aside, ""You made it to the #1 University in the US, I don't think you have ADHD, however after we try the mood stabilizer we will see"". And so here I am, on a mood stabilizer, hoping to get better. Thoughts and support appreciated.",5.0775582437276015,6.543208270161294,6.341397849462362,74.13765232974913,69.12096774193549,8.736917562724015,30.71326164874552,9.150863307647796,2.8122734767025093,1033,42,180,20,18,348,135,248,0.069,0.847,0.084,0.552,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,4,3,1,2,9,13,1,1,17,0,20,7,0,3,2,32,45,15,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,1,9,19,0,0,4,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,15,7,28,7,25,26,1,25,0,0,5,1,19,13,1,2,5,122,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7828969447526088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045448510701055,0.07842537213758828,0.08795149790278138,0.0,0.0,0.055371682657698665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154921311041677,0.0,0.06401559319876582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247005812444559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057790772742024016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295551968964318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669155706217074,0.03781636903879695,0.0,0.04113609920229097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308145880691097,0.0,0.0,0.04851582286813783,0.07647507472637606,0.0,0.07189120460210945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401503222461063,0.0,0.035361966019324884,0.21763596569125604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697833313747276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588714304717298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053669997359324116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945319898940299,0.0,0.08159931476536167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885142307169284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153574377931008,0.06589343873840646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987476075039945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566890498034991,0.0,0.0,0.08213771779954245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275834086764202,0.0,0.057462860439223364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832733330729788,0.08041855808680187,0.09828463356942316,0.0,0.07070625054629767,0.0,0.08706608472170063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745310014386078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419683196150994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376297655102312,0.0,0.0,0.08795149790278138,0.04661134088951757 adhd,jaxlieu,2019/04/14,"Vyvanse in Water I tried pouring my vyvanse capsule into water for the first time today, but what I noticed was a delayed effect? I started feeling the drug kick in at 5 and I still have some of the water left but I don't want to take it now because I know it'll keep me up later than I'd like. Could I store it in the fridge for a few days, or does it go bad quickly? If I can, how long is usual?",1.2336688311688313,2.2915078863636356,3.526493506493509,92.17045454545458,78.0909090909091,5.0285714285714285,23.935064935064936,3.1291,0.09967012987012992,306,10,70,0,7,106,66,88,0.10800000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.06,-0.6089,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,0,7,4,0,2,0,15,14,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,3,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,10,1,11,11,2,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,13,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494133871042465,0.15692550879925574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553503500420314,0.0,0.0,0.16601954066560065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252766751887695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985343512977113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016315692850458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896783137326964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630206844995255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881352736671334,0.0,0.0,0.14147550657422694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27969589978956244,0.0,0.0,0.1257661487940995,0.0,0.0,0.2278153734176693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930830908171271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822086187968014,0.0,0.20558205738139493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935535588840028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010813549163482,0.0,0.24401131619868904,0.0,0.0,0.17477647938056598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835201922781705,0.0,0.1518375003186732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Savingskitty,2018/12/07,"Got the box of cereal out of the cabinet. Three hours later, I might even pour some! I just went through the whole thought process. “Hmm, I’m hungry.” “I don’t want to go get food.” “What was I going to do for dinner?” “Why is it so late and I haven’t eaten?” “Do I have any food here?” And THEN, a sudden memory flashes before my eyes! “I took the box of cereal out!” “It’s on the counter!” “Hey! So THAT’S what I was about to do all those hours ago before, well, the last three hours happened ....”",-1.060651872399447,1.0139891553398108,1.1414216366158136,99.98303398058256,94.3398058252427,4.4962552011095696,14.153259361997225,6.1826913282559595,-0.8375070735090153,365,7,89,4,14,121,67,103,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.6259,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,0,10,5,1,0,1,10,21,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,7,1,9,1,12,13,3,16,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,9,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883096219813006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184754957805782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049354760391988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183457339361168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333267967811305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361339035654176,0.0,0.20366258370383195,0.0,0.14330544445585128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584469886844208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293642990714379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605442244465752,0.20212119440977952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900801126013653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224774408621088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907394764332212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568414358615454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110302340446128,0.16610029908127485,0.16168076036870369,0.20004643792998286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kung_Fu_Kunta,2018/12/07,"Help me Hi I don’t know how to start this post, I’m pretty sad ? I was diagnosed with depression about a month and a half ago. I’m 18 years old, male and live in Canada. I was diagnosed with ADHD (severe) when I was 6. My dad also has a pretty severe ADHD but was never diagnosed until long after he finished university. And two of my three brothers also have ADHD. So ADHD has always been a big problem in my family. I’m also the second child out of 4, just for your info. I also have a Tourette syndrome, if it even matters that I mention it. All my life in school, I was always the moony kid, someone recently told me that I was the most oblivious person he’d ever met, now that really hurt. I once asked a girl in my class if she could hook me up with a sheet of paper and as she did just that she joked with me (without any mean intentions) that this sheet fitted my personality... it was a rough sheet. Now that you know what of person I am. I got through high school with minimum effort, and then I went to college, that’s when my problems really started. Don’t worry I wasn’t bullied, no one ever bullied me anyway, they were just kids being painfully honest with me, And ever since I can remember, I was naturally marginalized. I don’t wanna blame anyone for that. I’m not mad against anyone, I’m just really depressed that wherever I go I always manage to be known as a muddle-head. But anyway, once I got to college I couldn’t handle the work and I would just procrastinate until the last minute to study/work for my exams and essays. And so, on the first semester failed 2 classes And on the second semester I failed 4 classes, and right now I’m in my third semester and everything was going great, I managed to motivate myself enough to currently pass the first 4 courses (out of 5). But that was until I sensed that the finals were coming, I started procrastinating again, I started to miss classes accidentally again ( by forgetting to set up my alarm, by staying up late and not waking up etc ...) All the while I start having two contradicting thoughts inside of my head; I want to succeed, but at all costs I don’t want to study. It’s hard to describe but when I try to motivate myself to study, I like have the book in front of me, all that’s left to study is to pick up the book and read it, and somehow, I can’t. I struggle to get myself to actually open the book, and study for more than 10 seconds. All I can think of when trying to study are dissonant thoughts, I shouldn’t study; it’s so boring; I should do something else. I have like a 5 second attention span so I like have to read the same sentence like 20 times over just to be able to not forget what it said right after I finish it. This constant rollback when reading only happens when I’m reading something I don’t want to. I have no self-discipline, I’m civilized don’t get me wrong. But I can’t ever guarantee to get something done by a certain date or a certain hour, or guarantee to not forget something. My mind is also very disorganized and my thoughts come in an anarchic order, for example: I never know where to begin to explain a concept to someone, random informations about the concept will just quickly come to me, but in a disorganized way. Sometimes i stare at my study books until like 1 to 2 am in the morning without being able to convince myself to study for my own good. It’s the exact same feeling you sense when you want to talk to a girl you find cute, can’t find the strength to do it. Today I let down my team members in college by arriving 20mins late to their presentation because I forgot to set my alarm. I’m tired of being me, getting up everyday feels like I’m watching a movie, no matter how hard I scream inside my head that I want to change my behaviour, when the time comes to change and take my responsibilities it feels like I’m being asked to put my hand on a burning pan. What is wrong with me? I don’t want to live like this anymore. Help me, please.",4.661484344800929,5.2834637839196015,5.841557788944726,80.44618477000391,69.45226130653266,8.434634712021648,28.87553150367221,8.502166056373571,2.0441823347506767,3116,108,613,46,52,1043,326,796,0.131,0.7340000000000001,0.135,-0.8406,1,0,4,0,0,0,93.0,0,5,2,11,43,36,1,3,37,0,59,10,4,6,14,121,116,56,0,16,24,2,7,8,0,4,6,2,0,9,31,32,0,1,21,10,1,10,24,18,0,12,26,11,97,18,108,76,12,107,0,7,2,0,36,34,0,7,65,436,128,30,0.1119465700120598,0.0,0.05462185192245306,0.0,0.269076045277926,0.0,0.04961693992308251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380907898365615,0.13972277115417098,0.0,0.0,0.03806375320982908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551045825563235,0.0782756446398321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046549312851434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03412079501442741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842462748729385,0.19286411527731656,0.0,0.06048723621772139,0.0,0.04469011348966128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641941671447117,0.17043511815818144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057280104070639624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046758497287480126,0.0,0.0,0.05783536601344975,0.0624250086514048,0.0369698268498593,0.2025241632759881,0.0,0.0,0.0503051793851676,0.0,0.052766631608889385,0.0,0.08490532412425703,0.07997465198459787,0.0,0.06131599777154938,0.10231713690790872,0.09522169526432628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697492481403073,0.0,0.06362181554757189,0.046947735828538,0.08953389855243632,0.06171074432220273,0.0,0.0,0.049496991076219764,0.0,0.10028213818356768,0.0,0.17233421612790562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503542614666367,0.059138848755466135,0.0,0.0,0.05512241077128695,0.0,0.05992055926597109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228436083434964,0.04562569793474692,0.1262806070229773,0.0,0.06081513793467307,0.05723647622474996,0.0395355865264552,0.2187657578728997,0.0,0.09885087227688732,0.04953459585377745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609713165023465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651706166615805,0.0,0.044677342075524894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863400960804319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058734546893825575,0.11921944352203692,0.037928946520087665,0.04257020549990754,0.05955952165643781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662114043105098,0.0,0.06144185847459741,0.0,0.0,0.05360693459071576,0.11388990722065676,0.0,0.10711774878702426,0.0,0.0562686113561156,0.0,0.0,0.22395372868752333,0.0,0.10757375895821696,0.0,0.05526686627603696,0.0,0.06340682057202791,0.09560175912463237,0.05324341179402736,0.0,0.0,0.11329590539433987,0.0,0.0,0.05839234358115436,0.12646775978932778,0.0,0.04630167976895533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485196549086766,0.17236387761971309,0.05535901010415522,0.0,0.19809089610092415,0.059660074333880486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851543059141654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420849443632665,0.04498920625749424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035865420929673694,0.0,0.13330960805454284,0.0652769452245008,0.06433305711157569,0.053056129401286914,0.0534848725056937,0.0,0.07600437267233988,0.0,0.10935553242895778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046183822126597496,0.198086962286188,0.04442898829582406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051887795972935816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791249866895886,0.0,0.0814984362459935,0.056843587931534524,0.0,0.03976181571628155,0.12239600064121385,0.0,0.0360449603876481 adhd,ellieisherenow,2018/12/07,"Impending Doom on Vyvanse Hello, I'm new to all this. So I started Vyvanse two days ago. The first day was great, i was more focused and felt more centered and collected. The second day, nausea started cropping up, and an hour long wave of intense, unexplainable anxiety washed over me. Today that same anxiety has been on and off for the past five or six hours, I feel like laying down and crying and not doing anything the rest of the day because it feels like an anaconda is trying to hug my ribs. I don't know what to do, I'm sitting on the couch hesitant to get up for god knows why and I'm scared of eating (even though i know i wont throw up). Is this temporary? Will this pass over? I've had one person tell me it doesn't stop and you have to deal with it but a source said it will and my doctor's office is closed and I'm freaking out a bit",2.16576271186441,3.782765011299439,3.5453333333333354,90.66138983050848,76.85310734463278,6.527909604519775,23.099435028248593,7.3011,0.7592594350282491,665,20,145,8,15,218,115,177,0.079,0.8370000000000001,0.084,-0.231,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,10,0,16,5,1,0,1,25,30,14,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,9,13,1,1,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,6,6,4,11,4,22,21,6,31,1,1,0,1,6,13,0,1,17,95,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380490682614868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309472188624375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242160543359664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201554559425032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479441197176162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580757068300653,0.3893918517274109,0.15561914619966755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450007212279093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445588657606166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969869654784932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264610569296022,0.21567232630310856,0.14493224892955253,0.0,0.0,0.12839496029403202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788632820766506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641897720829116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973036647854007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886863885788185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748960684754678,0.0,0.0,0.1335828447534346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578500729593266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228521071637683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440954519215054,0.0,0.13180060455517648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358462584049453,0.0,0.15112371401108995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368132687732888,0.0,0.0,0.12619797839151856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193383721181606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830410575270864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307957044712155,0.0,0.0,0.10248272081639603,0.0,0.14745273338363835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620567915296536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snootsnort,2018/12/07,"I feel like I’m bad at friendship. Like I’m sure I’m considered one or two people’s ‘close’ friend, but I’ve never had a best friend. Am I too aloof sometimes? Do I not do enough social things or stay at events long enough because they overwhelm me? I got diagnosed as Ana duly and am just lately realizing how much work I need to do on my social skills, which is a while other post I should make about rules for conversation, etc. that I’ve made for myself so I can seem more ‘normal’ with new people. 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Today me and my friends started arguing about this. IMO its fine to use it unless it against a person with an intellectual disability. I also think if somebody thinks its bad to use the word retard then they shouldnt be using words like stupid, dumb, brainless etc as in the end all these insults are implying that the insulted is below average intelligence ",8.569459459459459,8.503010945945952,8.527702702702705,66.87371621621624,61.16216216216216,11.724324324324325,38.770270270270274,11.20814326018867,4.552929729729732,326,15,54,8,4,106,64,74,0.294,0.5660000000000001,0.14,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,10,5,0,7,0,6,0,0,3,1,16,12,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,10,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,5,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225295432207968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117024514330232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400420983186914,0.0,0.2820627849563243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539852619061687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355961226871695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208322598954839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420018130060769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901181284806494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324110504094482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23973019693916106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655302088884307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,My_German_Is_Me,2018/12/07,What's your solution for not saying dumb shit? I just went up to a girl and happily told her she looked a bit like Gollum. Trying to not do that again. ,1.2714583333333316,3.107339062500003,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,80.25,6.766666666666668,16.916666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.16940416666666636,118,2,27,2,3,39,29,32,0.0,0.621,0.379,0.919,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,4,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,2,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436653140377961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985383544150172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412596238963333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231723132233851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171466201880256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883166607654136,0.0,0.2759075867344659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37672139284883904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bountifulerror,2018/12/07,I had my first consultation for an ADHD evaluation today and proceeded to fail my physics exam all within 5 hours! I wish to commiserate with every non-medicated/untreated fellow ADHD friend that's going through finals season. ,10.903846153846152,10.87503130769231,11.681666666666667,46.04250000000002,56.43589743589744,13.953846153846154,40.01282051282049,13.023866798666859,6.094374358974358,187,8,23,6,2,65,35,39,0.08800000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.156,0.4003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,6,2,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,16,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6792639964146158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810389126138426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30957605049853243,0.0,0.2403806299583931,0.0,0.0,0.21833716194863756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060890386344062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783054804736577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678731096570465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249776949462177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,girlinamber,2018/12/07,"insides feeling 'jittery' hello! i tried searching for something similar to my questions but couldn't find much. hopefully this isn't something that's a frequent post and i just accidentally glossed over it i've been on 60 mg vyvanse for about 7-ish months now. i've gone through all the other doses and this one is by far the most appropriate out of the others. however, it's the only dose that makes me shake really bad, lock up my jaw, and it also makes me stomach and (a little tmi) my bowels feel like they're 'jittering' inside of me. it's super bizarre. not looking for medical advice necessarily, maybe some opinions. but i am wondering if this is a common side effect for anyone else, and what the experience was like. i also use it to treat BED alongside the ADHD. i might have to look into knocking it back down by 10",4.177082728592161,6.113078503144656,5.35861635220126,78.42831640058058,72.1446540880503,7.659603289791969,29.211901306240932,8.384062270229773,2.3048902757619745,658,27,117,11,13,218,112,159,0.09699999999999999,0.802,0.10099999999999999,0.1939,2,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,9,0,9,6,3,4,1,28,19,10,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,14,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,4,11,5,19,14,4,17,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,8,7,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226200016312302,0.1725902739638797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824846795153011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349627688445612,0.18096727986855496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358092909476704,0.14746968523258094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475427089559162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727675040418463,0.0,0.0,0.17860798575359993,0.12617681797029912,0.0,0.0,0.1614267825930357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542275374470725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257447531362455,0.17701887468595162,0.0,0.0,0.29663135222994474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578942390186475,0.0,0.17743776247822565,0.0,0.0,0.17792529966324108,0.0,0.18736509920488076,0.0,0.0,0.14097578966760504,0.0,0.12983546102542987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968176571226564,0.1343268882584077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915240666758086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785396628638732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113146805607572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194023445411064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991286811065485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525423128219643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915360281010379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tinydot,2018/12/07,"Looking for advice on managing ADHD in mythic raiding in WoW About a year ago I was diagnosed and was finally able to sit and focus on games that I wanted to play, but could not do for very long. It takes me awhile to get used to new boss mechanics, but once I do, I do fairly well. My biggest issues are spatial awareness and paying attention to when mechanics are happening. I was hoping there'd be some fellow gamers here that could offer some ideas and tips that work for them. 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TLDR: made (big) rookie mistake last night at a job I really care about. Help me stop the self-shaming so I can do my job right tonight? Hello fellow space cadets! So I started bartending at a new place recently and they’re a great team, I love it there. It’s also temporarily my sole source of income. Which is why I’m so wound up to the point of crying after making a big mistake last night. Manager walked me through the bar closing protocol twice, this was my first time doing it alone. AND I was so mistakenly confident I didn’t take my meds that night, figured it was a slow night and all the extra time to double check would compensate. Well, in my hyper focus to get the cash drop sums perfect (plus all the other things) I didn’t double check the back door was locked properly. WORSE THOUGH: I completely forgot the part of the walkthrough where my manager showed me where to drop the keys after locking up. So I set the alarm and left the residential building door UNLOCKED. Plus a couple small lights on. Anyway after finding out my mistake and swinging by to apologize profusely to the owner in person, I still have a job. My manager is being super understanding about my ADHD. Told me not to beat myself up over it. Which somehow makes it worse. A part of me acknowledges this was a rookie mistake and won’t likely happen ever again. That I should learn from the experience and move on. The Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria part of me is anxiously crying whenever I think about it. I’m due for my shift in 3 hours and I’m burning with anticipatory shame. I know it’ll make me shaky and likely to make minor mistakes throughout my shift. What thought/advice has gotten you through moments like these?",3.4606296360186306,6.061770982404696,4.3777755735725385,81.53960453682943,76.71260997067449,7.061618078316371,25.27867862687597,8.124751697461798,1.838574538554425,1439,52,252,26,34,464,195,341,0.155,0.757,0.08800000000000001,-0.9605,5,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,7,20,20,0,4,24,0,20,3,0,5,4,43,40,18,0,8,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,2,1,18,14,1,2,7,3,3,2,4,11,1,2,11,1,33,9,42,24,9,55,0,1,0,1,10,23,0,2,30,173,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548618377932454,0.19147386221720492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146926140183074,0.0,0.07834803109372182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494817608695256,0.1106802729063012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533428409810837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988880256525012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272159194746262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840395819320574,0.2152348933286245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862112248547252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583524176872817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089544470897747,0.0833347822086246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118623364238452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080142802277858,0.0,0.0,0.0866361591204379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566844749513917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648251028692796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916657497298081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384275148672491,0.15972022299977184,0.0,0.0,0.10644667185781807,0.0,0.0,0.14359225124407726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842339492302037,0.09270330735250984,0.2615878092522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882460868210912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412854260098052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946217967159105,0.0,0.36775967466427056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182818095984379,0.0,0.0,0.08554521649773213,0.10235970232099913,0.0,0.09261503959748024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276325823480404,0.0,0.09673535535534987,0.0,0.0,0.08366740114526566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220597777594308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301120731257082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934496025620028,0.0,0.07824042404052829,0.08190883053619935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366261781077127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508812556826314,0.0627763879586113,0.09625681822124653,0.07777868354268082,0.11425631519009652,0.0,0.0,0.09361627493283788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199212243219108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880884344116594,0.0,0.08840433130550035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264930730439876,0.0,0.19968331428249225,0.06959637178770478,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lord_Steel,2018/12/07,"Emotionally Impulsive? I wouldn't say I am... I was watching a video of Russell Barkely (link below) saying a lot of things about ADHD. One of the things he argued for was that emotional impulsivity is a central characteristic of ADHD. He gave examples like explosive temper, a tendency to emote strongly in conversation, etc. I'm 40 years old, diagnosed with ADHD, and meds help a great deal (Straterra) but I'm having a hard time seeing myself, as Barkely suggests here, as ""emotionally impulsive."" If anything I'm the opposite--I don't get excited about things, I don't get angry easily. I am impatient, but I'm quite polite about it (as in, many would never know I was feeling impatient). I wonder though if there might be ways emotional impulsivity can manifest that aren't immediately obvious as ""emotional impulsivity"" (kind of like how ""hyperactivity"" manifests in many, including me, as mental restlessness)? What are your thoughts? Link to lecture: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSfCdBBqNXY](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSfCdBBqNXY) &#x200B;",8.014821428571429,11.58559441071429,7.960952380952381,56.68821428571431,66.20238095238095,11.104761904761906,34.904761904761905,10.820120047756994,5.206076190476192,863,41,112,29,16,277,106,168,0.08900000000000001,0.787,0.124,0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,0,2,7,8,2,0,8,0,16,1,0,1,2,19,28,12,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,6,10,6,21,19,2,9,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,5,6,75,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677064204551713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050309898970093,0.1239256227180256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392678362577745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514433485226284,0.0,0.10351487092814267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6883313021681957,0.0,0.0,0.11374269780317862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156779754555934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656821529629394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244125862834893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136050747037784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835987679547266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620398458173784,0.056049503199146186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996515980733493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670587850314909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067980460138522,0.0,0.0,0.11328479849284025,0.0,0.10277911962715336,0.10819231247846026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865882335406751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070184203779151,0.0,0.06910917267338126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847595126131593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220864507848162,0.0,0.0,0.08127060172112106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326731091171615,0.0,0.10020191561275578,0.08096645233900622,0.059469562076047484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095269986509092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060077832601402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724487875424734,0.0,0.1239256227180256,0.0656764191991432 adhd,throwawayby3by3,2018/12/07,"ADHD in grad school - to tell or not to tell? I'm a second year student with relatively severe ADHD in a top social sciences doctoral program. I only say ""top"" to indicate that the expectations are high and invariably met by most students. Apparently, I am not ""most students."" While my grades are fine and I am making appropriate (but not stellar by any means) progress in the program, I habitually arrive and turn in projects in late. I know that others have taken notice: my advisor just emailed to chastise me over turning in my final paper late, mentioning that he knows this was a problem last semester as well. Essentially, he wants a reason for why this keeps happening. I am seriously considering telling him I have ADHD. I do not by any means want to turn my ADHD into in an excuse, however, I know that it absolutely affects my performance. While the quality of work I produce is good enough, it takes me forever and a day to produce it. My primary reason for telling him is comprehensive exams: our program utilizes a series of six, 2-hour essay-style exams for which people usually write 8+ pages each. I for a fact know that I cannot match that, and am wondering if it may be necessary to apply for accomodations. This is really killing me inside...any advice??",7.1857933130699125,7.682377868085113,8.229620060790275,65.95750000000002,63.93617021276596,11.310030395136778,36.785714285714285,11.062562989136584,4.438890577507598,1009,47,166,27,14,344,141,235,0.066,0.862,0.07200000000000001,-0.5766,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,7,2,6,1,0,11,0,16,1,0,6,1,39,35,11,1,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,8,0,1,9,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,3,1,24,3,28,30,5,21,0,0,0,0,16,12,0,6,9,116,39,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932410988157765,0.10026360854679443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932306447654814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617120215719838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050197168778533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106017536616541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239785423702964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605951073445689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073252968800098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840694017454072,0.0,0.0,0.10104444054141383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119930169052463,0.113516313299207,0.0,0.2255542765214975,0.08363609387943333,0.23148394834925265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848908097370085,0.0,0.0,0.2235320436406681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681552890439377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780350956767624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711328132019404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817833478972744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573085936541281,0.21098835327516427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159495512434492,0.0,0.10384089897395414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159135082776078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459203123432194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714556745435153,0.0,0.35872227217037794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33481162402879244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300399870804992,0.0,0.12103719704740035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225347212489647,0.0,0.09258430540039901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126984680579036,0.07469705860330456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607372220745655 adhd,Deadliftingfool,2018/12/07,"Constantly feel like you are in control and life is good, but also like you are on the brink of losing everything? Wondering if anyone else goes through this. Somehow someway, I am in my mid 30's (diagnosed at 16 or so, have taken meds for 1 or 2 years here and there) and living a pretty good life. I am married, have kids, full time job, own my home. I really don't know how I was able to do all of this, but somehow I am keeping it together. Sometimes I feel, life is simple and easy. I goto work (job I hate) come home, see my kids, have a great family, great wife, goto nice places on the weekends, rinse and repeat, im generally happy. Sometimes I feel like, I hate my job, what am I doing with my life, my house is too expensive, I have so many things to do around the house, my wife keeps nagging me, I need to do more, what did I get myself into? Its just something that I noticed. Most of the time (90%) life is good and im fine, other times (10%) I think, what the hell did I get into.... Anyone else?",1.9425509049773737,3.3216128365384634,3.70484162895928,90.29309954751128,76.88461538461539,6.624886877828053,21.850678733031675,7.285733465282438,0.5825200226244339,762,20,170,9,17,256,120,208,0.079,0.7120000000000001,0.209,0.9841,3,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,3,11,16,4,0,7,0,22,6,0,2,1,33,38,15,0,2,6,2,3,3,0,0,6,0,2,2,10,11,0,3,6,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,4,4,28,11,17,34,5,20,1,1,1,0,6,12,1,7,10,110,38,4,0.1001277031738091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007208805295236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400232362883712,0.2051853288921931,0.0,0.08913488413050759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625115037149468,0.0,0.1082024761126604,0.11230173314083994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162751104982233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728769579094038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998832334104853,0.0,0.09439148741488797,0.0,0.15188272567661198,0.1430625023076606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462518457953776,0.0,0.0,0.25194710068647125,0.0,0.2207822924619376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658780189559486,0.0,0.19771075476344185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200872500394468,0.0,0.0,0.2310678521196277,0.0,0.0,0.21631020285568792,0.0,0.2980838863258553,0.17799620634188806,0.0,0.0,0.05502756709866754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536157893981833,0.14675201437523738,0.0,0.08841459632703373,0.0,0.0,0.11201728817692168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151377535380132,0.0,0.0,0.11121930605120436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424342318985931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399605370532992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461213872134953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018658706868294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414437056951296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978881585209482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770831977001804,0.1980577173952759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665203968619093,0.06415778921432291,0.0,0.0,0.17515580677892226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858422293013832,0.07289416042572233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644789580282332 adhd,DisposeWhenDone,2018/12/07,"I'm afraid of starting my first job because I'm late to almost everything Has anyone else struggled with this? My doctor made an emphasis of my slow-start in the mornings being loosely associated with my ADHD. I'm 20 and halfway through college, and landed my first job ever as a programmer for my University. But I'm afraid that my tendency to be late is going to really be an issue starting work at 8AM after Winter Break ends. I'm already using one of those alarms that make me scan a QR code before I can shut it off, and it usually works but I still take a long time to get moving and have to fight from getting back into bed or turning off my phone. What have some of you done to deal with a similar problem?",7.434047619047616,5.9536710555555565,8.16619047619048,73.15500000000002,64.1388888888889,10.72857142857143,35.154761904761905,9.606745405546679,3.2128761904761918,568,21,108,9,7,192,99,144,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.8611,2,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,3,6,1,4,7,0,9,1,0,3,1,18,24,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,2,1,12,0,23,19,1,25,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,15,72,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790957316671873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492242126449437,0.0,0.1644497094958858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419979105915253,0.15269086021507436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145888774758688,0.0,0.09084255332893892,0.0,0.1268069209186501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363535037856252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253054199155391,0.0,0.15250145568191034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448893062494312,0.0,0.1319894419829465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347991166019027,0.0,0.0,0.13393154934070675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535164238249415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571590346992284,0.0,0.0846927536319189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554046540929534,0.2957630890089045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362070776207001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187996245607786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100841409723167,0.0994734793807564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838702063333407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098130320540998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425941248225108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546744080673973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164360523032933,0.0,0.1190093258517504,0.0,0.0,0.15579036543019967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204615253099844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689604646081031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209336683441264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287073385912671,0.1641269057142791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169798809720388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sabkcuoh,2018/12/07,"Unintentionally being rude, Any advice? I unintentionally interrupt people when they are speaking. I know, it’s very rude but I can not help it. If I get a thought during a conversation, I have to say it. If I don’t say it, i’ll forget the thought and if I hold the thought in my mind. I’ll stop listening to the person. People assume that i am rude because of it and I feel bad but I can figure out away to stop. I’m a nursing student and interrupting and cutting off my instructor, patients and the nurses, dose not make a good impression. I was diagnosed with ADHD a year ago, and I have been doing this my whole life. Any advice on how to stop? 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I am unsure if I am the only one. I resonate so hard with a lot of the difficulties people have here -- I have terrible executive functioning and trouble focusing a lot of the time. Throughout my eight (!) years of undergraduate I would either be distracted every two minutes doing assignments/readings or I would focus for 2-3 hours straight. Although I struggle to start anything if I start and then ""lock into it"" I won't stop because I'm having so much fun. 15 hours reading, 20 hours gaming -- why would you stop?? I've lost so many days to Netflix... I have no sense of time or place. Everything is ""now"" or ""not now"". Cognitively I can tell you that an hour is 60 minutes, but I genuinely have no idea how long that's supposed to be. I lose things all the time, I'm so forgetful I'd lose my own head if I didn't see it. Since scouring this sub obsessively I've implemented a bunch of coping mechanisms that actually work for me and it's great! Being told ""just focus"" or ""just do it it's not that hard"" or ""just use a planner"" just makes me want to cry because it's not that hard to them but jesus I can't make myself do it. However! I don't experience racing thoughts (except when I'm hypomanic), my mind doesn't spin off, I don't have five million TVs in my head. Most of the time my mind is pretty slow and calm if everything is written down and I know where to find it. I find it dead boring and I really crave stimulation most of the time to fill my head. I've never been super hyperactive unless I'm hypomanic and I don't tend to excessively daydream. I'm curious if anyone else is like me here. 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So I was diagnosed with ADHD about 6 months ago and have been doing really well on Adzenys. Over the course of the 6 months, I've had some ups and downs, as to be expected. My marriage was on the verge of collapse, I hated my job, and generally everything about my life. One of the only good things during these past 6 months was getting a corgi puppy...or so I thought. It ended up being the straw that broke the camels back and I ended up having a complete mental breakdown, hospitalization and everything. During the required therapy sessions while I was in the hospital it came out that I am not a dog person and that it was just something that I always thought that I wanted because I do think they are cute I just don't want them in my home. It ended up being a blessing in disguise because the journey 'out of the darkness' has been highly effective not only for myself but for those close to me as well. My wife has said that she sees more of the old me each and every day (The psychiatrist said I have been depressed for quite a while, I think it was almost 5 years total) That was 3 weeks ago, and on to my actual point. &#x200B; I have been seeing a therapist for about 3 months and we have been working on my main area of ADHD - Inattentiveness. He is a big believer in exercise to not only general help keep depression and anxiety at bay but also to help the medicine work more efficiently. I have mostly been doing cardio and during our last session he brought up that strength and conditioning training is a huge benefit for all people with ADHD. Have any of you been recommended this or found a workout that really helps you? I am finding myself starting to get those normal feelings of when I stop doing something because I get bored with just running and want to add new things to help keep up the good habits I'm trying to form. &#x200B; TL;DR - Been journeying through ADHD and piecing my life back together. Do you have workouts or overall exercise that has helped you and that you'd recommend? 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What should I expect from Guanfacine and how exactly does it work? I read that guanfacine could also help treat adhd and anxiety.",6.4632352941176485,8.741473705882356,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,66.84313725490196,6.668627450980392,36.27941176470589,7.1686216300943375,2.7591529411764704,233,12,36,2,4,68,38,51,0.076,0.8190000000000001,0.105,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,10,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680211555880896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448868335153228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342601500441965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667101187433788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444945582999061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26797826071075065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898298364024234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525516652377612,0.3235419553852253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30630638243814423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302419725461958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293436530102964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,taylanae,2018/12/07,"My Dr. said ""Have you ever been on an XR?*checks computer- hmm.. They dont make Vyvanse XR though.."" SMH, sis. NEXT. Nothing more frustrating than a Dr. that doesnt know the very basics of the medications they're prescribing. Especially stims. Because of how Vyvanse works... needing to be metabolized first to activate and release the effective chemical, it's baaasically an XR.. it's a ""delayed release"" medication. & It's supposed to last like, 10 to 12 hrs... idk. To me that was an ignorant thing for her to say and i dont trust her lol. I mentioned IR boosters working for some people, didnt ask for it just wondering if she has needed to do that for other patients because of Vyvanse not extending the 12 hrs its intended to.. but she immediately shut me down and said she isnt comfortable doing that..which is fine. Just trying to have a productive life here, lady. After 4 to 6 hrs on Vyvanse i'm pretty useless. I get through work and thats it. My symptoms return and hit me like a train and then im EXHAUSTED. She bumped me to 60mg tho. Hopefully it works better.. i'll split the dose into a morning and then when i get off work, but I'm for sure going to look for someone else as I dont feel she knows what she is doing or cares to really get to know me, build a relationship with me and work TOGETHER so I can receive effective treatment not just bump up my dose until what? She caps and says welp, SOL? I also think she's heavily ""xanaxed"" half the time. 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To overcome the shame, I kept telling myself I just needed to reach the finish line, then I could handle it. Since then, I got diagnosed, started meds, and started trying to handle the build-up, and every little piece of action required feels like taking out a block out of a Jenga tower. Everything's so clustered together that I have no way of knowing if this is the one that'll make all the other things hanging over my head fall down at the same time. Does changing my address for this service mean this other one will start hounding me about this other thing I didn't do? Does getting that form required for this other step mean I also have to deal with the build-up from that department? As if it wasn't hard enough to get started on this stuff, the shame and the anxiety is paralyzing. Has anyone else had to deal with this kind of consequence build-up? How do you manage?",7.997465753424656,7.923086337899544,7.58412100456621,73.19344178082193,62.33333333333334,9.857077625570776,33.775114155251146,9.2995712137729,3.02302100456621,944,34,161,14,12,298,136,219,0.099,0.8390000000000001,0.062,-0.9071,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,6,9,6,0,2,11,0,14,2,1,2,1,31,31,14,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,22,9,0,5,5,1,1,7,4,2,0,3,5,2,14,4,30,23,5,33,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,17,117,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128589760806026,0.0,0.0992887347239822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498017333252476,0.0,0.0,0.08681383426541575,0.12721406538166852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134220779567862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991296877501486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560019307044872,0.0,0.12601728305887894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173021885869501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371768773526126,0.0,0.0,0.1282879215590975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460807688736627,0.0,0.1115847854318052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627777794799431,0.08869816677679775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946015606017853,0.11910321953931473,0.0,0.0,0.09930012158740396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122076303693076,0.0,0.12742144887278806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929096531751633,0.06823373343970493,0.2024099218589092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131419890767392,0.1244384659726601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828761177444483,0.2517525034508418,0.0,0.2704879041308025,0.13791103046295866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206123793379073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252397073869472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185224144923364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953849522821774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270439476207074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35151736513132004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842613429728593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933510136347744,0.0,0.1085191567885256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496949682112366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239725626211832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429481536669158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855047107541877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,krj623,2018/12/07,"It's amazing I've made it this far being so irresponsible some days im equal parts amazed and ashamed of myself. mostly ashamed. PAPERWORK. amiright?? I'm just trying to renew my license plates, which in Missouri they make really complicated. It's even more complicated if you recently bought a vehicle you were previously leasing (just for the sake of paperwork, dont ever do that). so of course now my plates are somewhere between 1-6 months expired and im finally digging into what i have to do. i was going to go into all the details but to save you the boredom lets just say it involved A LOT of fucking up on my part because when i bought my car there was A LOT of paperwork and A LOT of steps I was supposed to go through and my brain didn't have the patience for any of it. Tell me your best ""Man I REALLY fucked this up with my lack of organizational skills"" story and help me feel like less of a POS.",2.9163461538461526,4.891372324175824,4.471524725274727,83.2641002747253,75.75824175824175,7.4071428571428575,27.85851648351648,8.278499904357787,1.9597021978021985,721,30,144,13,16,241,115,182,0.10400000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.113,0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,3,10,9,2,2,9,0,13,3,1,2,2,26,24,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,4,0,0,8,2,19,5,25,14,13,19,0,0,0,2,11,7,2,6,8,106,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950445418836402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816107765124678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689887851623242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976032636368966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384963635037543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872343111755224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635737070685854,0.14565890177223398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142051507339741,0.11503832223534267,0.0,0.17639812952692824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29773528963769313,0.0,0.0,0.2745474998591547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793356792335353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478754029534754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466187803671564,0.0,0.07867006958995063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107003376311003,0.0,0.15236843724061355,0.10748733468969501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285308868938296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34875492087331306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631711740341155,0.0,0.1589955670660441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280558028484696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407454311740262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932733432162456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,addguyq,2018/12/07,"just started on ritalin instant release 10mg 2x a day questions about all day So I've just been diagnosed with ADD, and after going on ritalin I've noticed how severe it is. It's at the point where I can't even watch a movie/tv-show/read more than a sentence of a book. I'm 29, and it hasn't always been this bad, but when I'm on ritalin I can study my computer science textbook to prepare to go back to work for an hour straight, longer if needed. Since ritalin IR 10mg lasts about 3 hours for me, and I've read people say that the extended release doesn't really work, and my doctor said there's a lot of trial in getting it right (meaning he's open to try new drugs), I'm wondering what works best for an all day for people? Something that you take once or twice and it gets your through the entire day instead of 9-3 or if he prescribes me 3x a day 9-6 (which would be decent but i'm honestly incapable of doing just about anything in the off times so I'm hoping for like a 9-9.",5.416027574321412,4.197607104265405,6.543041792330892,82.31711331322708,68.00473933649289,9.758035329599313,32.451960361912974,8.841846274778883,2.412010426540284,773,28,171,11,11,262,130,211,0.039,0.856,0.105,0.9329999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,15,5,0,0,13,0,10,7,0,1,2,27,26,15,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,3,8,4,27,21,5,28,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,8,15,97,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364018308225808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238844309509054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050166748677398,0.11403325854109055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143325576358358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403933956394249,0.0,0.0,0.13861933793004252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978887557477318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583820267854207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090205580458357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270814730584094,0.0,0.15523585827411268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564840936773565,0.2689949877277747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113257192882192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672296658799608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161099981575844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876869774750645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126760029764853,0.0,0.13190364228025706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548995865424212,0.0,0.14544643593412687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893658880367167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910620466778486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529936980290722,0.0,0.2732211348204938,0.0,0.08749255086967651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166331155634059,0.12991277686987188,0.1086088152634468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428930364476118,0.0,0.11297510038977845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514103632323747,0.0,0.0,0.09666750314448908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268635691109712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963716950092882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272451534768003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810825274314568,0.29828164104775445,0.0,0.0,0.09701797309821723,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pantomchap,2018/12/07,"66% in a class. Why? Because of ONE assignment. It was a large project. We had a few class periods to do it and a weekend, and I worked mostly on it on the last day. I didn't finish it and I assumed I could finish it the next day. Nope. And then the teacher says that she's mad because many of us didn't turn it in and no one can turn it in late. Then a few days later, my grade drops to a D. It's still at a D and so far it has only gone up by 1% to a 67%. A bunch of work is still upgraded since we have a substitute while the teacher is recovering from surgery. I really want at least a fricking C. Hopefully after I get meds I can stop being such a failure.",0.34037676609105105,1.702123979591839,3.028163265306123,93.49238618524332,81.31292517006804,6.427838827838827,22.192046049188903,7.321109707123232,0.5681631606488748,503,16,125,7,13,177,90,147,0.08199999999999999,0.883,0.035,-0.7452,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,16,0,13,0,0,0,0,14,19,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,1,12,1,17,12,5,29,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,18,90,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251957108738835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747636847387932,0.0,0.0,0.3573691310471271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650365465098462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345928384207336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056377608124194,0.20836158020424514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726753713133867,0.0,0.0,0.20517181488990607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644179783276589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032933935674845,0.14048071983002502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833032763806872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688926733487584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527945009167569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29502021633807385,0.15442631607077495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018241411603781,0.0,0.0,0.222184085499491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894708605124913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667256898723834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689430049587953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meowser64,2018/12/07,"Insurance won’t cover my prescribed dosage, so I’ve adopted a compromised way to get me through the work-week. Hello, guys! This is my first post on Reddit, so I apologize if it’s not in the correct sub or if the format is off (I’m posting from mobile). So, I’ve been struggling with ADHD my whole life and my life changed dramatically, for the better, when I was prescribed medication 6 years back. However, about 2.5 years ago, I suffered a head injury which worsened my condition. My doctor increased my Adderall dosage from 40mg XR to 60mg, as this head injury really hurt my ability to concentrate and amplified all of my ADHD symptoms. The problem is, my insurance company (Aetna) denies to cover this dosage. They will cover my old dosage of 40mg, but won’t allow the extra pill a day. I cannot afford to pay for my prescribed amount (60mg) out-of-pocket, as this can amount to $600+ pre-deductible, so I have had to settle for my old dosage so my insurance will cover it. This dosage doesn’t cut it for me, so Mon-Fri I take the 60mg I am supposed to have, and I go without medication Sat & Sun. My work environment is high-energy and requires me to be 100% mentally present, and 2/3 of my dosage doesn’t cross the threshold that I need. I am a complete blob on the weekends. I have to go without medication so that I have enough to get me through the month. I sleep for extremely long amounts of time, don’t want to socialize, and any minor task I complete is quite a big achievement for me. I think a 4 day long 10 hr/day work-week would dramatically increase my quality-of-life, but unfortunately that is not an option with my current job. I do want to point out that I’m aware 60mg/day is a high dosage, but my concentration and energy issues are really that bad. Has anybody else encountered a similar situation with their insurance company? Is there anything I can do to actually receive my prescribed dosage? If not, what are some ways to cope with the weekend laziness? Any input or advice is appreciated :)",5.826515151515152,6.133305035353537,6.816717171717173,75.57840909090909,66.82828282828282,10.034343434343436,33.16666666666667,9.928628108626363,3.188269696969697,1598,66,305,34,24,536,196,396,0.07200000000000001,0.852,0.076,-0.3113,4,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,2,6,11,7,1,1,20,0,35,11,3,1,2,37,47,25,0,8,13,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,15,12,0,1,1,2,1,6,11,6,0,1,4,0,44,1,43,37,10,36,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,7,18,191,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0978267616627882,0.0,0.24095519672181706,0.0979603588566954,0.08886305362153102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861774968114787,0.0,0.1363430049400606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824948662865842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770838736839333,0.0837021864215297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866046138174645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604819683385504,0.0,0.21021446777084515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860448484747195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260721014825247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374363389118533,0.0,0.0,0.1035821080308728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527017814202617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104750001030273,0.0,0.1139455358445612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926044348240892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057650030055459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183324470309706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731665192046594,0.0,0.0,0.1046319839451714,0.09947983214310416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416150593287456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743115372688734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029653839302189,0.10102555304038456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001632206015742,0.0,0.0,0.07433199460419164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038504987020545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476596345254057,0.0,0.19201812568068316,0.0,0.0,0.095922987885139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066251881462994,0.0,0.0,0.12844178789734334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126820014997384,0.1003195514850282,0.1021893492740487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480009154923672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419517715234032,0.07537338403798445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423432860174605,0.0,0.0,0.058454921773964386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825673770995518,0.159143049748841,0.1608244405508545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192236761994276,0.0,0.19326935862064207,0.0,0.21894336656268093,0.0,0.0,0.0712127021046212,0.0,0.0,0.1291117611315414 adhd,HappinessResearch,2018/12/07,"For anyone who feels guilty about their medication... Or gets grief from people, use this! One part of Adhd is a major lack of dopamine. Now, being diabetic means you lack insulin. Would you tell a diabetic person to ""tough it out"" or would you feel guilty about taking insulin if you needed it? No way. If someone gives you grief.. Or minimizes your adhd.. Ask them what their life would be like with 35% less happy dopamine in their system. Their dreams... Their goals... Their ability to exicute long term. 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I've been on 30mg of Adderall XX / 20 MG short acting tablets for about 8 years now. I responded really well to the drug for about 6 of those years, it did exactly what I needed to function in my daily life. Now, however, it feels like the drug does nothing except for combat my hyperactive behavior. So i can just sit for hours and do nothing and not WANT to do anything at all, whereas years ago I would be unstoppable. At times, I even fall asleep after taking it, drink coffee with it and that barely has an effect as well. Where did my progress go? I am worried about approaching my primary care provider about switching / trying out another medication. I'm afraid of being cut off from my current medication (i dont know why since it ""doesnt do anything,"" but the fear is still there) while being given a new drug, i suffer from anxiety so i have all sorts of horror scenarios in my head. IF i am given a new drug. i am too scared to ask to change the dosage because i dont want to look like i'm abusing the drug. i already feel untrusted just because i take the drug in the first place, and i go through all the government hoops and mandatory ""secret"" piss tests they make you do ""for reasons"" every few months. i follow all the rules and just want to find a solution for my own happiness. does anyone understand my concern or relate? i would appreciate anyone's insights on this because otherwise i fear i'll stay in limbo with this drug for a long time. i would love to hear about your experiences with this if you have any. 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The first time I switched right away I had serious nonstop panic attacks. So she switched it again and for the first 2 days I was fine. Now today I had a panic attack again and I don’t know wtf is wrong with me. I seem to be focusing too much on how I feel I guess but I don’t know what to do. Have I not given them long enough? I’m thinking maybe I should just stop taking them for awhile. ,-0.15581818181818366,1.940764021052633,1.4413397129186618,100.1111961722488,87.73684210526315,4.7177033492822975,18.110047846889948,6.1124844417494595,-0.4481578947368421,342,9,83,3,11,110,66,95,0.21,0.774,0.016,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,3,8,8,2,2,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,15,21,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,5,1,16,1,7,14,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,11,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152631980644633,0.17147425694732787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770392277113645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885817324680717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228259582779633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104860139956142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105546340075472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006055676706323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615157047858704,0.0,0.0,0.19923134556645264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833559373090527,0.0,0.20272758912210653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416593130896834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428272582010494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802067162156899,0.0,0.0,0.15586263739150394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615035025766378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258662487747393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722488964626878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694510955531295,0.0,0.0,0.10642311330576736,0.0,0.17299824467641645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954615522546906,0.0,0.0 adhd,neutraldilfhotel,2018/12/07,"How do you guys deal with ADHD and long religious services? Morning services at my synagogue are like 2 hours+ and as interested as I am, it's still a *long* time for me to sit still. What's been your experience/how do you cope?",2.6480434782608704,4.506678804347832,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,76.17391304347827,8.078260869565218,26.71739130434783,8.841846274778883,2.0028000000000006,179,7,38,4,4,60,37,46,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670619545954815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31488015643897593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024191459189093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007824768470161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492154134353482,0.0,0.0,0.5405837016938315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878262073091886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780959957203079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JupiterThunderCrash,2018/12/07,"Lately, I can't stand hearing the alarm that reminds me to walk the dog, eat, or e-sign that form I've been meaning to fill out. How are you guys coping with hyperfocus? So, I feel like I have a million things to do, and a million decisions to make today. It's stressing me out and every time an alarm reminds me of something else I want to chuck my phone out the window. But if I turn off my alarms I know HF is going to screw up my day (and possibly my week). Please share any tips you have for dealing with HF. And I'd love to hear any HF rants anyone wants to share. Sometimes you have to hear other people vent about that time they almost left their kid in the car to not feel so bad about that time you forgot to feed the dog.",4.49750360750361,4.156792415584416,5.0287878787878775,89.48540404040408,69.64935064935065,7.623665223665223,25.552669552669553,6.42735559955562,0.6974063492063487,568,13,130,3,9,182,99,154,0.11,0.797,0.09300000000000001,-0.3844,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,0,5,10,1,4,8,0,8,4,0,2,0,24,22,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,7,9,2,1,5,0,0,4,2,6,0,2,2,5,19,4,23,20,1,19,0,0,0,2,16,7,1,3,8,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612073344344254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204746369634106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901547085736678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017782866327812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054865876051468,0.16073573556733514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953422922430344,0.13024228984206004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313603857479068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576649447013838,0.11138169967007096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860689951047288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437480855781308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271636424668499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568372359345026,0.0,0.17587258333173272,0.0,0.1693960088788689,0.0,0.0,0.07616945287297862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071431196540105,0.0,0.1040707287633396,0.0,0.0,0.16983103257419813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808794049601954,0.0,0.0,0.17114169197276624,0.0,0.17576441188510106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002666579096262,0.15419837372073672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859367996623812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035792712373153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27273605803656115,0.0,0.1477838721140957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958464627129638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839187958885271,0.0,0.1250611086875482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dutchie406,2018/12/07,"Hitting a wall with Adderall I take 30 mg of Adderall. The first hour or two is the upswing, heart racing a little bjt, lots of organizing going on in my brain, making mental to do lists, very motivated but then I hit a wall. Mentally I’m doing all of my lists but physically I stop. I almost enjoy having a organized brain so much that I sit here and think of all the great ways I’m organizing my day. Do I need a higher dose to keep the motivation going from my brain to my body?",2.6459848484848507,4.139860000000001,5.088775252525256,80.61982954545458,75.26262626262627,7.77828282828283,23.48611111111111,8.472884824447931,1.4600595959595957,376,11,77,7,8,133,65,99,0.027999999999999997,0.8220000000000001,0.15,0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,0,5,6,5,3,2,16,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,2,11,14,4,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,5,50,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783344878504127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782125670561487,0.0,0.5964323075986576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485529928411604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514858775367143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242879591566346,0.0,0.0,0.19634824251222768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104114985597305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538580350723848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829730681457949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784960466076878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514083626175259,0.0,0.0,0.11887850963083545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589518607657709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309189008439955,0.13205375756240584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889378411908816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390382748923074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411485056369733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739710550994725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469454372436108,0.0,0.1413619923774403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vitua101,2018/12/07,"Lack of empathy I’ve been dating my partner for almost a year and a half now and his lack of empathy has always kind of empathy has always kind of been a problem, but I want to try and make it easier for him and myself. I know that he is trying to improve by going to his therapy and taking his meds and it has slowly gotten better with time. Does anyone have any advice?",2.8479653679653687,4.191310441558444,5.199415584415586,80.64293290043291,74.45454545454545,7.730735930735931,21.924242424242426,8.344100000000001,1.328135930735931,292,7,56,5,6,103,51,77,0.063,0.78,0.157,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,13,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,8,3,11,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070447345676528,0.0,0.0,0.2261627783273061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758615988786448,0.0,0.0,0.15359024541156288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579241989578106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975182486129492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764864871337826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283595210594924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703898244564664,0.12412489076823255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076104653448244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25087578722444825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611428113038508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981606877424102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828672664923946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316988104336394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066836364439791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321608522877815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544425719845594 adhd,KnightWhoSaysNi1,2018/12/07,"Recovering from a concussion. ADHD makes it really hard. I am at the point where I can use screens somewhat, but I can never get myself to stop using them once the headaches and dizziness set in. ADHD gives me this very dumb superpower where I can't ignore my lips being chapped, but I can ignore pretty bad headaches until I get myself to turn off my phone or computer. The word ""ignore"" isn't really the right word- I feel the headaches and dizziness- but I'm too hyperfocused to stop using whatever site or app I'm using. I'm worried that it's setting back my recovery. Has anyone dealt with something similar?",4.226153846153848,6.395895931623932,5.210606837606843,78.54411538461542,72.58974358974359,8.098803418803419,27.939316239316238,8.841846274778883,2.437735726495727,492,19,86,10,10,161,78,117,0.158,0.764,0.078,-0.8676,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,6,0,8,1,1,5,1,23,21,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,14,0,9,20,1,15,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,3,5,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044518259426904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765717520012332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293880102457224,0.1404970824209575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508155712100432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758265841973293,0.1614183786122489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073543189579675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232046122456683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297789607236462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920035048290844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906802375318066,0.0,0.0,0.17118945272240876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559408698870636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370029112533145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954123240114074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813598279060042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302769580015565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813194722272591,0.0,0.13883904952461518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088472448966135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WildPipe,2018/12/07,"Do you have to adjust to adderall? I was diagnosed ADD recently. I was put on adderall at the beginning of this week. I was taking 5m 2x daily, but upped it to 10mg 2x daily on Wednesday. On Thursday, I took my 10mg three hours before I went to take my chemistry final. During my chemistry final, it was like I couldn't focus or really use my brain. It just wasn't working. I'm just curious if this was the effect of the adderall.",1.7790000000000001,3.5206592888888903,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,78.33333333333333,6.722222222222222,24.583333333333336,7.645422480735847,1.376,336,12,67,5,8,118,55,90,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,2,0,10,16,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,0,11,1,11,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,9,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237619218665076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654974325680178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413928960175848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210632562431761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421508164536325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161919424524262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908528706274754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236027346383524,0.0,0.2348288729757085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576377934913351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423837600608524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540914408992406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907732377688533,0.0,0.0,0.22047120581543053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314339696176487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDSux,2018/12/07,"[UPDATE] I Got Meds! \[[Original post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/a0bhh9/old_guy_with_adhd_cant_use_meds/)\] tl;dr: ADHD is destroying my life. Got meds. So, I had a stress test a few weeks ago and my new cardio doc - who is also my family doctor (cardio and internal medicine guy) - said it looked great. I never had a heart attack, but he was concerned one of my collapsed grafts caused heart muscle damage. It didn't. So, I explained to him pretty much everything that was in my original post and he prescribed me 10MG of Adderall XR once per day. I was flabergasted. When he told me he would prescribe it, I almost felt light-headed from the mountain of weight on my shoulders. I explained what my shrink had done and all the things I tried on my own (low dose anti-depressants, sleep, diet, etc) and he told me that wasn't going to fix the fucked up wiring in my head. So, somehow, I became a self-taught engineer with ADHD - which now sounds like a flipping miracle. Since he's my primary care doctor and cardio doc, he's better suited to treat my ADHD - something the shrink couldn't do because of the heart issues. Naturally, I'm super excited. It's only my first day, so I can't judge any affects yet. It did give me a slight headache, but I got two things done today that I normally would have blown off until the weekend. Where I would have blown them off until Monday. Then Wednesday. Then next weekend. Wash.Rinse.Repeat. So, my new reddit ADHD friends - anything you could share about your experience using meds - good or bad - I would love to hear about it. I really hope this works. It HAS to work. Anything I could learn would be way appreciated. Thanks so much to those who replied to my original post too. It was more helpful than you could ever know.",3.7674943009118533,6.3599202887537984,4.129109992401215,83.77095982142858,75.59574468085106,6.665691489361702,23.35115881458968,7.756953410329674,1.2894961246200602,1401,43,250,21,32,438,196,329,0.061,0.726,0.213,0.9956,0,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,3,1,5,16,20,3,1,12,0,29,17,6,6,3,37,50,21,0,11,3,0,2,1,1,5,7,3,0,1,19,7,2,0,5,2,0,1,5,7,0,3,19,6,39,13,25,21,7,39,0,2,1,2,26,9,1,4,27,160,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631328744607553,0.0,0.06832042141778552,0.0,0.07717731505720495,0.0,0.0,0.06163512146050897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241217342442968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268487588443103,0.0,0.0,0.0876814808988511,0.0,0.0,0.06435260118636503,0.046982887258048604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816466279106756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858089594222535,0.07917503628947117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846091712763148,0.0,0.0,0.09941121008825972,0.0,0.06638272324937541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777463303676895,0.0,0.15774454672244473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595658871112262,0.0,0.06971679533113931,0.0,0.0,0.06926809796049244,0.07539202560874726,0.07265741325250995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400201202456479,0.0,0.0,0.06555811743589847,0.0,0.0,0.05954628418324345,0.07125259767160119,0.0,0.07393529007143444,0.043802270518023205,0.0646450406129221,0.184926570131968,0.08497307703042592,0.0,0.0763142279323084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819793654901634,0.0,0.08686669097692627,0.2739950557314179,0.051660299320658895,0.0,0.0,0.07655071951189715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044401970878297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235721665656785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443882546311887,0.03765389601018242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472177342522871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956124627447888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683164772796563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331480948155405,0.0,0.059443324785966874,0.14887485625312835,0.08196783859275157,0.0,0.07551501805519226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208005809352842,0.05222655033144272,0.058617367054560714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214434244331264,0.07841078539517035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937483419247559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331391934141374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040377998363155,0.0,0.0,0.06375544882595123,0.0,0.07712850002984484,0.0,0.0,0.059334436859859924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828667661219551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095831504019483,0.0,0.0,0.10240753900344596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305603943152822,0.1472928009962009,0.0,0.052327398451198985,0.0,0.07528896453000511,0.0,0.0,0.06656618684440517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117683211101148,0.06182318244154815,0.0938539542941135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221988937343727,0.0,0.0,0.2737516673019277,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,esskyeetit,2018/12/07,"Adderall with Caffeine Adderall and caffeine is my absolute favourite combo. Now not everyone would feel likewise, but personally I find it mixes for a perfect effect. Every morning I take 20mg of adderall (two pills as I was prescribed 10mg pills) and 200-400 mg of caffeine. Now don’t ever take that much caffeine unless you have as high of a tolerance as I do. But I find the combo enhances the benefit of adderall, as well as making for a more even effect. It makes me focus really well, and takes away any potential jitters. What do you guys think? Does the combo work well for you or has it been unpleasant in your experience?",5.812750000000001,6.873086108333336,6.485000000000002,75.28500000000003,67.08333333333334,9.0,34.16666666666667,9.188382445141503,3.2266666666666666,503,23,86,9,8,165,77,120,0.033,0.8059999999999999,0.161,0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,4,7,5,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,4,2,20,16,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,1,11,5,16,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,64,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436912666265015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182793566158494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004525392004612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079484261155553,0.16543135654456725,0.15408980771334646,0.17475593766404054,0.0,0.17889814082614686,0.0,0.0,0.09247293570983882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343099901292302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108643965242874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322968313205144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441563869111334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344426587602326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968948275777484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716180815293414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125237792962124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718631775019014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865358664114336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933109215468402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314358786968655,0.0,0.0,0.129917359118391,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jimmy_Gee,2018/12/07,"trouble finding vyvanse/lisdexamfetamine dosage, and what GPs can actually do for you the UK Bloody hell im really sorry about the wall of text. I took my vyvanse late today so i blame that i guess :') I'd trim it down but it's been a good release. tl;dr at the end So i've been diagnosed with adhd fairly recently (about 2 months ago) and went through titration with methylphenidate (ritalin) and am currently trialing lisdexamfetamine (vyvanse). I paid £300 for the diagnosis and (stupidly) assumed this would include some degree of after care, however i was informed the day before my review i would have to shell out £150. Being a student i did not have this and felt i was stuck with ritalin (which i found awful) or nothing. Luckily i was able to get the psychiatrist to write a letter to my GP recommending a titration period of vyvanse, with the view i'll have a review at a later date when i've had time to find the money. I'm currently a couple days into the 50mg dosage and while im still unsure i feel the 30mg does was most beneficial for me. I've usually got quite a high tolerance for things like this so was almost expecting 30mg to not be enough, but at the higher doses I often felt uneasy, anxious, not quite myself, and the comedowns were difficult (led to me smoking weed again during weekdays). However, part of me worries i was just in a better mental state the week i trialed 30mg. I really dont feel 1 week is enough to trail a does, however i really dont have the time to experiment right now as im in my final year of university and have exams coming up. This is partly why i want to 'play it safe' with the 30mg, as im confident it wasn't hindering me. Whereas at 40mg+ so far i wasn't so sure, with some days feeling like my adhd was kicked into overdrive, and with the bad comedown it feels like there's a big countdown as to when i can be productive vs. irritable shit head. But what if I didn't eat so well those days? Or what if i would have had a bad day regardless? So, if i was to get a long-term prescription of lisdexamfetamine/vyvanse at 30mg/day, would a GP be able to alter the dose in the future to experiement? Or would i be forced to go back to a professional psychiatrist? As even with my diagnosis, i was surprised to be told they cant prescribe me any of the adhd medications without a psychiatrists recomendation.",4.435719454674678,5.536469833688702,6.0047528590812185,77.3248355624475,70.27931769722815,9.181650190605417,29.13749434644957,9.496760409515344,2.611671783937456,1868,70,361,41,33,638,234,469,0.131,0.7609999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.8814,5,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,1,3,20,18,3,0,35,1,44,9,2,1,1,65,65,32,0,11,15,0,6,3,0,5,6,0,0,0,16,21,1,1,11,1,2,5,10,7,1,0,27,7,38,11,58,27,7,56,1,0,1,0,6,18,2,13,35,238,54,5,0.1594330193249744,0.0,0.0777918141858227,0.0,0.287411260046166,0.0,0.07066387599683238,0.0,0.07982456940101765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420996016608613,0.0,0.0,0.09005696551625465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061297075323969774,0.13311991161468745,0.0,0.0,0.0678328783244086,0.0,0.0,0.0705027747030255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127629442777205,0.0,0.0,0.06866871449207862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820480170929576,0.0,0.30846332370001045,0.0,0.0,0.08091057928807864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952090961144273,0.0,0.186854311253701,0.0,0.0,0.08156989063317878,0.0,0.0,0.07060516644733862,0.16473692809517884,0.0,0.05265200280776447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595608569766947,0.0,0.0,0.16122824999387472,0.11389898086198524,0.1530807009881421,0.08732553982304585,0.14571889129034785,0.0,0.0,0.08740503825389469,0.0,0.0,0.0832971722420959,0.0,0.045304729508877546,0.06686242618071052,0.06375657501883751,0.0,0.08781672271199617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181213712730627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422486919850458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444300394288976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899236951060444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683637995396585,0.0,0.0,0.0705466025190349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030599688279033,0.08033549221661501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362895747273274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649014098731126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265042329463326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957664105036882,0.0,0.0,0.15320531204303905,0.0,0.07871043622032317,0.0,0.0,0.06807746368815525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182785161151772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923610608038197,0.0,0.0,0.06366170759047571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751318669507537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296010685464268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929666756947709,0.0,0.07556193015321913,0.07617254115847791,0.08856797538580444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779647312957478,0.0,0.047018862782481935,0.0,0.12788755125101814,0.0,0.07167471575451845,0.07389800310266055,0.07193175086048906,0.0,0.0,0.07684387062435652,0.0,0.0,0.08095598509371846,0.0,0.2831416064291679,0.0,0.0,0.051334818614208085 adhd,bozongle,2018/12/07,"How do you deal with the snowball effect of consequences from bad/impulsive decisions? I don't know if its just me but ADHD has been the root of my instant gratification addiction, impulsive buying habits, and overall recklessness with a lot of stuff I shouldn't be. Every day I seem to be realizing I'm failing a diff class more and more cuz of missed assignments (I'm in college) or I constantly spend money on random shit I think I want (iphone accessories, video games, etc) when I'm feeling down and need a lift-me-up. To put the nail in the coffin today, I got a return request on a speaker I sold today on eBay that I was gonna use to pay off old debts that are urgent. I should've known; the guy messaged me saying he needed it for a gig today, December 7th, and to ship it out in time. Of course, this morning he requested a return and I sent plenty of messages and evidence proving I provided the right item - even in my listing I put ""No returns"". Next thing I know, my ADHD ass accidentally clicks ""accept return"" in an attempt to close the page and now I'm out $450. Man this shit sucks.",6.255410958904111,5.748346926940641,7.153070776255706,76.28385273972603,66.03196347031964,10.222374429223743,32.40525114155251,9.725611199111238,2.9026100456621005,863,31,169,16,12,290,142,219,0.152,0.792,0.055999999999999994,-0.9743,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,3,0,15,0,9,4,3,5,1,37,28,13,1,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,9,12,0,0,11,2,6,3,3,5,0,0,5,4,20,1,27,19,6,31,0,2,1,1,13,14,4,5,14,102,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611551568879812,0.3662597022745662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723003402940894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466747982438426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827179794803598,0.15709597644981302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994277628493448,0.1006448400948202,0.0,0.1283858128564487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704736085085966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187134307487435,0.0,0.0,0.1508790886111516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674869396809407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954710937617306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225974078032747,0.0,0.0,0.16205671101423205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989604452781714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063658055685696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301307658128613,0.0,0.12117783389380968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872004658047382,0.0,0.0,0.3128295449961269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443740802410204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123378412120113,0.0976382596829545,0.0,0.0,0.08885337414047455,0.0,0.4333121992695726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160646285135896,0.0,0.0,0.08987703551298414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aslikeanarnian,2018/12/07,"How do you save sentimental objects without creating mountains of clutter? So I’m newly medicated and slowly trying to figure out how to harness this new ability to focus so I can dig my way out from 31 years of complete disorganization. One area I’m struggling with is all of the *stuff* I’ve accumulated. I’m starting to do better at getting rid of things that aren’t important right away (stuff like old mail, worn out shoes, pregnancy books I’ll never use again, etc.), but I’m not sure what to do with things that are too sentimental to throw away, but not actually useful. I’m talking about little knick knacks that old friends gave me as gifts, letters I’ve kept, and other memory-rich clutter-items. When I try to put them out as “decor” whatever surface I’ve put them on inevitably becomes buried under other crap that I end up putting down on whatever flat surface is closer. I know that the best thing for me would be to get rid of as much clutter as I can, but I want to figure out how to hold onto some of the sentimental clutter without turning my house into a junk pile. Has anyone here found any creative solutions for a problem like this?",5.4347234678624785,6.466701470852017,6.188269058295965,77.1749297458894,67.9237668161435,8.637249626307923,31.907025411061287,8.841846274778883,2.6442492675635285,920,38,169,15,15,302,139,223,0.07400000000000001,0.769,0.158,0.9575,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,2,10,10,1,1,5,0,12,3,2,5,3,36,29,15,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,15,10,0,2,4,1,0,4,6,3,0,1,4,0,13,7,43,23,5,35,0,0,0,0,8,21,1,1,11,111,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1251478854865078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721048555170352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967135923618777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097938294671598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163569502508047,0.0,0.0,0.1345844250449205,0.11342161469507553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134461652890428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358633781441882,0.0,0.14302623509161702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406131973245041,0.09908118700530484,0.0,0.13400465180311422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797664248154674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047968420092633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253073223035148,0.12853442633255285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919258673875866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942742774189071,0.0,0.0989098691903406,0.12385909276396953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691415281637084,0.0,0.08690162066380984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271242448720858,0.0,0.3867626681979249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951988610917164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077193800149287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406873163591948,0.29361796098936976,0.0,0.0,0.12086868496318028,0.0,0.0,0.10307786782541062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25559933743797203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741388508975453,0.1394929143280184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215237070600136,0.0,0.0,0.07564177949561521,0.10179431388413966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472457551450093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110103346663227,0.0,0.0,0.08258509032911067 adhd,BroodingBrooder,2018/12/07,Any tips for a daily routine? Hello I usually struggle with daily routines and getting the necessities done. Any advice would be great.,4.9294202898550745,8.461012086956522,5.869565217391307,66.63594202898551,80.30434782608695,6.544927536231885,33.7536231884058,7.793537801064563,3.624692753623188,110,6,13,2,3,36,21,23,0.091,0.748,0.161,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422749466403064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763844812870313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584427488710244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829990285440764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861684469436109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661730741042763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38576746028333175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488182372690984,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bitchy-hag,2018/12/07,"Neuropsych Eval Results - 18f Okay so I just got back from my appointment where they gave me my results. And while I'm not necessarily looking for an ADHD diagnosis (because if my only problem was depression, that'd be fine with me. Like whatever I just wanna function better), I am a little peeved at my results. One thing she noted that was important was that my grades in high school were decent, A's, B's, with a couple C's. Which is true, but I cheated literally all the time in high school, but I don't think I thought to tell her that at the time which is my fault but whatever. She also said in the report ""she denies sadness or depression"" which isn't true at all. She straight up asked me if my diagnosis of antidepressants made sense, and I said *yes* because a lot of what I've felt and dealt with over the years coincide with depression symptoms. She also said I often wake early, which isn't true at all lol. I often sleep in way too late and end up scrambling to get to work or class. This I know I told her. I did make an off-hand comment about sometimes sleeping for four hours, waking up, and then sleeping a couple more hours. But that's because my sleeping schedule is wack, so I'll go to bed at 4am, wake up at 8am when the sun shines into my face through my window, and then go under the covers and sleep more. She also said my test results of the Psychological portion showed over-reporting of symptoms, but I don't even really know what they mean by that. I tried being as honest as possible She also said I didn't report experiencing ADHD symptoms in childhood - also not true. I told her I often got in trouble for talking, one of my elementary school teachers was always letting me be her ""helper,"" and would let me stand at the front and ""supervise the others"" when she left the room, probably because if she didn't I often got restless and disruptive. She also said I reported not being disruptive *at all* during childhood, which also isn't true. I said that while I wasn't one to get out of my seat when I wasn't supposed to (because I didn't want to get in trouble) I definitely had the urge to be disruptive, and often was by speaking out of turn. So basically she concluded that I'm just depressed, which like...yeah I am and I know I am. I didn't go there looking to be diagnosed with ADHD even though I've definitely always related and felt like I had ADHD tendencies. Maybe it was because I was trying to be honest while also trying not to make it look like I was there to seek out an ADHD diagnosis (I'd read a lot about the bias against college students especially with ADHD because of the meds or whatever), or maybe she just didn't understand what I was conveying, but I'm pretty disappointed with her evaluation. Obviously I'm gonna continue with depression treatment and start antidepressants again (the first time I started them I only took them for like a week before I lost the medication), but should I pursue a second opinion? My like actual doctor was the one who referred me to get ADHD testing, because she herself has ADHD and from what we talked about she apparently saw a lot of my symptoms in an ADHD diagnosis. I don't know, just some advice on how I should move forward would be nice. \- This isn't proofread at all so I apologize in advance for any typos",4.6497282608695665,5.863262186728399,5.873974771873325,78.03951690821258,69.87962962962963,8.597745571658615,29.9820182501342,8.964715089967882,2.502576784755771,2619,103,490,48,46,877,261,648,0.094,0.8,0.106,0.6691,2,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,4,6,38,31,1,1,29,3,50,16,9,9,11,99,99,53,0,10,23,0,2,5,0,5,7,8,3,0,25,28,0,0,12,2,0,8,18,14,0,7,41,16,85,17,76,42,12,73,0,8,5,0,44,37,0,17,33,355,110,16,0.0,0.0,0.04710952756388856,0.0,0.5221555308495833,0.04717386272721047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088445991292359,0.08033749018415072,0.0,0.0,0.0328287190549537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045130695834643436,0.0,0.0,0.037120567116000966,0.0,0.2354243917640895,0.0,0.041078549004247386,0.0,0.0,0.042695397233814734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683094566905424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078963367926964,0.0489982037965711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941160386556576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275740410113772,0.0,0.0,0.0637704880269617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270332075652436,0.0,0.0,0.041062769934124166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088697564912022,0.0,0.08230754453706833,0.0,0.11583000703857245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201057369851073,0.0,0.0,0.09508248578992187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612291570569628,0.0,0.05445640826842876,0.0,0.05245103042098577,0.09872910783756583,0.0,0.1415086335114528,0.048384326084956616,0.0,0.0,0.12161676063169224,0.0,0.05269796730217159,0.1231252746730617,0.0,0.045679060784232166,0.06444799964801312,0.0,0.09699764022071122,0.052585729232537334,0.053622746121751566,0.04863207798006119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130878458043407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308498111044697,0.0734307680466587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054422914540474286,0.0,0.04911312537587873,0.05204871585242005,0.04619274485812218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828815750159338,0.0,0.030926261098994687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32144468212960736,0.0,0.0,0.14657091594846822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154978635455399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477453019372867,0.0,0.06833871940680822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070522571328567,0.0,0.07760338317616344,0.042194559596018734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03207182709090187,0.0309327307004469,0.04743003433206058,0.03832503191880442,0.08444878584598049,0.0,0.0,0.09225784139048228,0.0536354052336237,0.098326859032543,0.05250943926824394,0.0,0.050256074924890703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02847390095547752,0.0383185222597229,0.03872336815764888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035144843076679234,0.0,0.0,0.0685864827921162,0.0,0.0,0.031087577501618325 adhd,goli74,2018/12/07,"So I phased out presentation in front of 80 doctors Today I had to give a presentation to the clinic where I‘m doing my PhD thesis about my project, its methods and its aims. I wasn’t reall nervous and try to keep my calm. I thought that all had gone well and smooth, until one of my colleagues came up to me after the presentation asking why I kept phasing out. I didn‘t even reallize that my mind was wandering so much. Anyway, all the doctors in the clinic now probably think that I‘m either really slow or a stoner.",6.199735973597356,6.426670574257429,6.980940594059407,74.99471122112212,66.02970297029702,9.505610561056104,30.69471947194719,9.2995712137729,2.650226402640264,412,14,75,7,6,137,68,101,0.022000000000000002,0.932,0.046,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,6,4,0,0,2,15,16,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,9,1,12,2,14,7,4,17,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,8,59,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274336238211585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847431449465909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509640838089497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443528655667566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882447051938055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128648756878044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513779485134748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301374993111988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870128213346436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684202605594344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948971893675035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952308329702472,0.0,0.19764589548688766,0.0,0.0,0.2359843306034277,0.0,0.0,0.16902703995196208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384433251273175,0.0,0.22464706819326646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CanaryButt,2018/12/07,"I go from pursuing a passion non-stop to being anxiously paralyzed for long periods of time. I'm told I just ""don't actually want it enough"". I ""am lazy"" or ""lying to [myself]"". Is there a way to overcome this? Am I in denial? I don't understand it. Maybe it could be anhedonia but I don't think I'm depressed anymore. I get so excited to do a project or pursue a skill and I do it, then at some point my focus drops and it turns into a fear. Or I do multiple aspects of said 'skill' and never focus on one, thus never improve. It happens even when it isn't a depressive episode I'm not sure if it's an ADHD thing, I've been told it is maybe? But other people have also told me I just have no passions, I'm not actually trying, and I don't actually want what I'm trying to attain. Why am I trying in the first place then? Is that why sometimes I just stop for days/weeks on end? Why do I continue trying and stressing? Sometimes I get down to do it and power through. e.g. I practice it for 10-15 hours a week. Then just one day this anxiety hits and I'm almost afraid to try. Then I can't stay focused or am scared to try even though I don't know what I'm afraid of. And I'm stuck for sometimes weeks. Do I not want to do it and am lying to myself? I've looked into finding some sources but they're usually just iterations of ""pomodoro"", ""make it a habit"", and ""do it"". Which doesn't help too much after the 10th read and I am wondering if there are things that can make it easier to do so. Is it ADHD issues? Maybe some sort of burnout? If it's not ADHD, can someone please lead me in the right direction/subreddit/resource? I didn't intend for this wall of text so I apologize. ------- **TL;DR:** At times I'm so passionate about a goal/skill and I do what I want to improve non-stop. Then I randomly start anxiously fearing the act of pursuing that goal. My focus and drive goes from 110% to null. Any advice on how to shift my energy and ways to combat this? If it's not an ADHD thing by chance, can you lead me to the right direction?",0.9888229376257556,2.9382111619718323,3.295761234071094,89.4991549295775,81.74647887323944,6.592354124748491,21.879946344735075,7.7094869923839395,0.9213551978537896,1569,50,345,27,42,539,190,426,0.147,0.767,0.086,-0.9626,1,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,1,0,9,19,13,0,6,16,0,39,3,0,7,3,64,71,38,0,9,21,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,33,16,0,1,5,1,0,5,17,8,0,3,7,2,34,5,45,60,5,48,0,2,1,3,7,16,0,15,23,231,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.22839581087697605,0.0,0.3750381906742563,0.0762359065985013,0.0,0.0,0.07812131840633313,0.0,0.0,0.06238901865218398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053053259049280405,0.0,0.0596816932162925,0.17627076301432082,0.07737047646210171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062289079976918724,0.0,0.0,0.05031358496151002,0.0,0.1343893825744024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690986337985103,0.08061093288428442,0.0,0.10305708898754364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557839910148726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130481247648286,0.06635999921134188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151982483464533,0.0,0.04433804310920216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898890593501722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052292188309534963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682961588020087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142798013764914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287531390255148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904131947380464,0.06551342536115892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041519900551232,0.0,0.2351313612869299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057350416408629964,0.0,0.12034082552090725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057307309714742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408616926869169,0.0,0.08150966001554752,0.08563766206009085,0.07374992520243392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803667650437662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324973142943525,0.0742106671143145,0.0,0.07810718987431416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610233453306645,0.0,0.2314781640878025,0.0,0.055219818015384885,0.08315421133293176,0.0,0.1956735153939692,0.08936656541557686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352874615628383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549022317828712,0.04998922352728248,0.07664989590129538,0.0,0.09098300595451657,0.0,0.0,0.2236416451593827,0.0,0.3178046828463401,0.08485853131726863,0.0,0.08121695389110672,0.0,0.0,0.08592312221381232,0.0,0.18406240475064212,0.12385024736589215,0.1877381397692764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119073693715365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846045516540207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OGXED,2018/12/07,"Question about my adderall prescription now that I've been diagnosed I'm really just lookig for a Canadian's advice here. I'm 22m and I was diagnosed a couple of months ago. I've posted here a couple of times and finally everything makes sense. I plan on continuing with adderall but I'd like to know how much it costs. I've been prescribed 30mg once daily. Right now it's covered under OHIP+ so I don't pay anything. After I'm 25 OHIP+ will no longer apply to me. I'm getting a union construction job which pays pretty good benefits but I'm not sure if the package will cover my prescription. I'm trying to make a budget for myself and I know adderall is expensive. So how much should I expect to pay? Or if you know any sources which could help me figure this out I would appreciate that too. &#x200B;",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.580493827160492,85.42222222222225,82.33333333333334,6.809876543209876,23.19753086419753,7.984000788550335,1.5210345679012345,648,23,124,13,18,215,105,162,0.033,0.8029999999999999,0.163,0.9656,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,4,1,26,22,12,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,12,4,14,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,9,71,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622043823337059,0.1471409138675512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985106632042006,0.2016971070859856,0.11287950125915855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659636395668925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253022354678126,0.3673315381566024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369545304459248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491819140495032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183491285018372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672339206834781,0.0,0.0,0.1392252880675898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126019856098493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472035133148233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27367276599280976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109476719605932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160042386181386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249234943462676,0.0,0.2440448152373787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677488674037115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589733941178919,0.1688724158998574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859477921709181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633801833149108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175531811061745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564444549320324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679062624282066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269692236436543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791516991165853,0.0,0.2016971070859856,0.0 adhd,kittermcgee,2018/12/07,“The insurance company can take a while to authorize this because these medications are more for teenagers and so they have to really consider if you need it since you’re not a teenager.” Saw a psychiatrist last Thursday who diagnosed me and prescribed me adderall and have been waiting for a prior authorization since. And this is what the pharmacist told me today when I asked if it’s normal for it to take this long. The misconception of ADHD as a disorder of childhood only is alive and well I guess. ,10.858225806451614,8.722100172043014,10.352768817204305,62.24915322580647,58.03225806451614,14.461290322580647,43.68010752688172,13.023866798666859,5.7328301075268815,408,19,69,12,4,133,65,93,0.031,0.9159999999999999,0.053,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,0,0,12,15,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,7,1,9,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,8,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698016714441576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154583499241311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140492380084371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392221068197305,0.0,0.0,0.2641386005766681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538887014823619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786382008838826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039587080275244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321742902736797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089059351906186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581167820567996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528282939579554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764499111926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812943508434876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34656953314326905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845862309185293,0.2202239729073365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722021899760815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,camtronn,2018/12/07,"Classic overthinking and waiting and worrying and hyperfocusing Long story short - I've had ADHD my whole life and have always brushed off symptoms and the roadblocks I've been encountering because my older brother had a SEVERE case and my parents never listened to me because of it. I'm 24 and have been managing my behaviors and symptoms without medication for so long and it really has hit a point where I finally went to my doctor and talked about it. I was always so nervous because of the stigma but I scored super high and got diagnosed and am now waiting on a prior authorization from my insurance (still on my mom's until I'm 26) for generic XR 10mg to start. At this point I'm so anxious to try meds and I want to start on Monday but I am not paying $200 out of pocket. &#x200B; Do I contact my insurance, check with my doctor again, or go to the pharmacy for advice? The doc said paperwork was being sent over on Wednesday but haven't heard anything back and my prescription is still ""On Delay"" at Walgreens. I'm nervous they won't cover it because I waited so long to get diagnosed and insurance companies are so greedy and cautious when they don't even know what I've dealt with forever. &#x200B; Do places honor GoodRX coupons out of pocket for adderall? Please share your experiences with these roadblocks. &#x200B; I just had to get this out and see if someone has any advice for me. I am a nervous nelly basically all the time and the stigma and medical people scare the crap out of me. Thanks in advance from a fellow ADHDer. 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Ritalin, Organizational and management skills like any other are developed just like any other part of a person's toolkit. I however in typical ADD fashion seem to have trouble managing these routines. I try a few, and use what works best for me at a given time and modify these routines over time. However, I find it hard to maintain these routines long-term. I am curious what kinds of approaches to organization and management others here take. Collectively I hope we can steer this ship back into ADD Bay together with our unique approaches.",9.664748427672954,10.315060820754717,9.779245283018867,56.416540880503156,58.716981132075475,13.859119496855344,41.25157232704403,13.023866798666859,6.202545911949687,501,25,72,18,6,166,78,106,0.038,0.826,0.135,0.8834,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,5,12,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,47,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283005719045002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25514655643681344,0.0,0.32027406484505505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107247650592312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471256787603641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522789121818628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094719594750225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23388850817490925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522009965009564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300909415600208,0.0,0.0,0.20839571806137125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500596521552377,0.0,0.0,0.2056153368937192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437557167582152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770544818018732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746249492590796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987801601946924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338236185370573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143498245648378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dark_creature,2018/12/07,"Starting the morning better I often wake up not knowing a thing about what that day will look like. I feel like written memo's are not ideal. What do you guy's think about this: You wake up in the morning, and an electronic voice tells you everything you think is important. You decide what that is. It would be like an electronic agenda, combined with text to speech. I imagine being reminded about important tasks, birthday's... What do you guys think about that concept?",5.194285714285716,7.297964586206902,4.7192118226601,83.3648275862069,69.80459770114942,7.730049261083742,29.66995073891625,8.418075326091056,2.293057142857144,377,15,66,6,7,114,56,87,0.031,0.813,0.156,0.8490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,0,9,2,2,0,0,14,17,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,2,10,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,9,5,9,12,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,5,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281762157411936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247839043497614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264245461879195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273868133045658,0.17998369654446109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989140725968776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384578737056833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692507763606589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156345572882795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783221600709958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020386321891844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673756117737066,0.4842927760377583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896867060613786,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TiberiusWorld,2018/12/07,"Man of Steel At the risk of sounding pretentious, whenever I try to explain ADHD to people, I always direct them to the scene in Man of Steel, in which the young Kal-El is at school, struggling to concentrate because he's so overwhelmed by his senses. He sees, smells, hears, sees and feels everything around him. He can't complete simple tasks because that very task is just one of hundreds of different stimuli he's experiencing, all at once. It's only when his mother speaks to him and encourages him to focus on only her voice, that he manages to calm himself and make sense of the world, just in that moment. I do sometimes feel that ADHD has huge benefits. When I'm engaged in something, I know that my focus on that one thing is greater than most people get to experience. When my mind us able to, albeit temporarily, hush the noise, I can achieve anything, until, that is, something shiny happens to appear in my peripheral vision and I'm rendered useless.",9.889833333333335,7.938904205555558,9.180555555555557,69.31750000000001,59.72222222222222,11.444444444444445,40.27777777777778,9.827888789773867,3.9772777777777786,767,32,132,11,8,244,112,180,0.042,0.855,0.10300000000000001,0.8487,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,7,8,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,16,21,9,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,12,17,4,30,21,3,20,0,2,3,0,21,13,0,2,6,85,27,3,0.1627805851653096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39126126061378746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354464869383338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339545517863167,0.1449092322852902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984590676840113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067234651559218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700710654162906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629669379385712,0.15923064743704018,0.0,0.0,0.16461350973782024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504613722798622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394633387054515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346555001387901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945995252677959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865730460980333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436198748831712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335601061746786,0.22060867460533992,0.2476039403846287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257031235330308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474264262797364,0.2594301022066884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506328944002136,0.16099416101727626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017361106900752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814418770611142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051733212900522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580500130905196,0.0,0.0,0.13431103052336898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LaneyRW,2018/12/07,"Does coffee help while waiting to try meds? Sorry if this has been asked before. I’m on mobile and I had difficulty figuring out how to search here. If someone has never been a coffee drinker but is waiting for a doctor appointment to try ADHD meds, could coffee help with the ADHD symptoms in the meantime?",4.3468965517241385,6.587246793103452,5.209862068965517,78.3713448275862,72.44827586206897,6.708965517241379,27.11724137931035,7.554174236665415,1.8227958620689657,246,9,40,3,5,80,43,58,0.049,0.853,0.098,0.6007,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,1,12,11,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,29,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118857314962154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909377663198685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121775675215165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700354367158586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797897508789632,0.18636734047232248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854922589749104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731128045476587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642519429551431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044477979820264,0.0,0.0,0.2383971809046015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135245556284866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891788740399131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BallinBallas,2018/12/07,"should I look into SSI at this point? I was diagnosed with severe ADHD when I was little, and according to a doctor “bad enough for meds to be ineffective”. In addition to that diagnosis I have panic, depression, and dissociative disorders (also aspergers but I’m not sure i agree with that) . I have been chaptered out the military for it, and dropped out of college and vocational three times after a month or two. I was in special ed classes and three different high schools. The last being an online one that I only graduated cuz my mom wrote my essays (sad isn’t it?) basically I’m on my 7th job this year that I’m about to lose (I had over 8 last year) and I’ve come to a realization that I may never be able to function in this society. What do I do at this point? I’ve tried everything. 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I decided to take my ritalin (I only take it every other day). It worked really great! I wrote two very good posts on my blog. With nothing related to my task. Guess I'll try again on monday. Have a nice weekend folks! 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I wanna find a fidget toy that won't distract my peers and/or get taken off of me in class. I have one but I always loose it so I'm looking to expand my collection I guess. ,-0.5401550387596927,1.675772232558142,1.7491860465116282,95.28641472868219,94.11627906976744,3.7968992248062015,14.143410852713178,5.46131890053228,-0.907431007751938,158,3,34,1,6,53,37,43,0.073,0.818,0.109,0.1139,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,21,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33100600668029595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635869796643055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783693179311985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382275584468083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203033049913671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33405639293116063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695632720743517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026003589969187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,donaldtrumpsmistress,2018/12/07,"Only feeling adderall effects on a 20mg dose at once but prescribed 10mg twice daily Hey guys, back again. So I recently was diagnosed and prescribed Adderall 10mg twice a day to see how it goes (20mg tabs, doc recommended breaking a tab in half at am and other half afternoon). My first day I did a whole 20mg tab since it was already afternoon and felt amazing. More confident more social more able to complete tasks I'd been putting off. The next day I tried as prescribed and didnt really feel much. Even 1-2 hours after taking a half tab at work I still kept forgetting what I had to do, still took forever to do basic stuff my coworkers fly through. I was more talkative though I think. Is it worth it to reach out to the doc and see if I can get the dosage increased? I hate to just waste it taking it all as prescribed but I dont want to run out either and have to go a week or so without any....",5.7777005347593535,4.910113427807488,6.405673796791444,82.44380481283423,67.12834224598929,9.83294117647059,32.60374331550802,9.120678840339163,2.5177362566844916,709,26,153,11,10,233,113,187,0.055999999999999994,0.8370000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.8155,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,10,2,1,0,9,0,14,2,0,2,1,25,28,16,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,5,0,1,5,3,1,0,6,10,5,12,1,22,18,9,29,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,2,15,100,21,1,0.15796098075363274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431387021024927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741888362530644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146224385009614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561908298676015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056152944006021,0.0,0.0,0.160327070412414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851290930112598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433173802228418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973963613091366,0.0,0.1516673131131797,0.0,0.0,0.1343615295346356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252809284472136,0.0,0.08977286557451944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640620553611295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559537657313574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555974722582538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611949607731112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799329505974392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682232892139039,0.0,0.12013644385754155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587944147730386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119384909285603,0.0,0.1559674119395029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517489007670489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066695560314012,0.0,0.0,0.1610213273829573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229568655273643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808275311293734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375339980802445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012150182820752,0.15519586157873894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550046175552494,0.10724513710061907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316947907638227,0.0,0.1267067707010857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763577938995959,0.0,0.15226874859575862,0.0,0.11499747529484552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hevenucamembert,2018/12/07,"I feel like I’m having to discover what I like to do I’ve been on Adderall for 3 days now, and feel like I live more in the moment. I’m tired at the end of the day, but at least I’m tired because I worked well at work(completed my tasks, even lead a meeting with 12 engineers from our biggest customers for the first time. I didn’t space out, didn’t lose track of what I know and wasn’t anxious). Now that I’m not chasing after whatever tasks I didn’t complete, I feel like I don’t know what I enjoy anymore. It’s as if I don’t know what to look forward to. Is that what being in the moment feels like ? I have a list now that I wrote this morning, so I’m confident whatever needs to be done today will be done, and that this weekend I’ll do laundry, actually fold it, get started on a workout plan, clean the apartment etc. Anyone recognize this feeling? 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So in class or when having to do something I don't find much interest in I often fall into deep day dreams. The other day while in history I became almost unaware of what was going on and was in my own world. While listening to my councelor I day dream, or even a few minutes ago I fell into one. Wtf is wrong with me?",2.167083333333334,3.7013659861111137,3.84,88.90500000000002,76.6388888888889,6.466666666666668,21.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,0.6098722222222213,269,7,57,3,6,90,56,72,0.147,0.759,0.094,-0.6183,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,1,8,2,11,6,3,19,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,4,8,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341802675211574,0.0,0.2521101837066849,0.0,0.28479313612657897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502581347807067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488870137454771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878485423158139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994340060252896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163539740979946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389471909482141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090723157311034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272195523956165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189508710052808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109550715386289,0.0,0.0 adhd,askmartaj,2018/12/07,"I feel like an excited puppy 90% of the time. I feel like one of the ways my adhd manifests is that I just have so many fucking ideas and thoughts and things I want to do and achieve all the time. I’m either crippled with all the options, or scheduling my life so tight that I barely have enough time to sleep, let alone eat or shower. Am I the only one who just get so excited and tries to do all the things all the time? P.s I love this community so much, makes me feel so damn understood. 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Or serious problem? I am prescribed 30 mg vyvanse and 10 mg adderall. It’s finals time so I have been taking 15-20mg adderall instead but keeping the vyvanse dose the same. In a normal day I take 20mg adderall in the morning then 30mg vyvanse in the afternoon. Drinking the occasional coffee throughout the day, eating very little as my appetite goes away but I try for one meal a day. I have been feeling pain on my left side, and sometimes feel my heart fluttering. I had an EKG done a few weeks ago when vyvanse was making my heart race, dr said everything looked perfectly normal. Should I go back to dr or is this normal side effects of increased adderall+caffeine+not eating well? I think it also might be a mental thing— I overanalyze everything that happens in my chest and check my HR constantly. Any advice?",4.739912917271411,6.815702207547172,5.4328301886792465,77.89624092888249,70.94968553459121,7.659603289791969,31.72762457668118,8.384062270229773,2.672311659409772,677,31,115,11,13,219,106,159,0.048,0.863,0.08900000000000001,0.8105,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,11,0,12,11,3,2,2,23,23,12,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,3,4,1,4,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,6,4,16,2,11,14,4,25,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,3,12,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302627452697366,0.12067249553113507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088644326931512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257419131917248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279001679658098,0.10467683726314378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710995384820233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633809603960669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930994360399054,0.0,0.13335719281922315,0.0,0.27859333001627834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244692701483008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766450681074102,0.0,0.0,0.1491255703907727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736675482454966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038077002953325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226333254602879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100006691550395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790743790374555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643967808613355,0.0,0.0,0.11431630180767405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908689345990923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718868642212004,0.14441416976265067,0.13745416146007738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001403455816449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922463303166478,0.0,0.14485367541941954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302596057097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949237461514918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346376844230564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470812059257032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043982045411414,0.08722766566353468,0.0,0.0,0.0793794608565246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924244555979044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112322869524444,0.0,0.0,0.10919659967079988,0.0,0.1223987036455546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meepmeep060606,2018/12/07,"scared to get an appointment I think I might have ADHD because I've been failing so much at life in general and its kind of been spiraling out of control now that I'm getting my master's degree. I identify with a lot, probably all of the symptoms so much that it drives me a little insane but at the same time I feel like those are just... normal problems. Although I know that I am way more chaotic, scatterbrained, dysfunctional and terrible at adult life than anyone else I know. But I'm worried that I'll go to a doctor and be dismissed as normal and then I'll just have to accept that I'm a dumbass and incapable of taking responsibilities for the rest of my life. It's definitely not something that's getting better or that I can control though - I'm 26 now and I can't count the times that I've decided to change and get my life under control only to completely derail all my efforts within like three days. Control just slips away when I find the next thing I'm interested in. Idk I'm just hoping someone here will tell me they felt the same and to just get an appointment anyway. I've been planning to go to a counsellor for years and I did go once when I was freaking out during thesis writing but I just sat there for 30 minutes and cried while they told me that my thesis writing strategy of doing nothing for weeks and then everything in one night was maybe just how I worked and that I shouldn't change it so close to the deadline. IDK what to do but I definitely can't go on like this. tl;dr PLEASE TELL ME TO GO TO A THERAPIST i'm just worried that they'll kick me out and tell me i'm fine and then I'll feel guilty for wasting their time and also shitty for having to accept my many many flaws as just parts of my personality that I am completely incapable of changing",5.062119715765384,5.5892227008310265,5.959559195471518,80.29117066120679,68.52908587257618,8.937540647958569,29.82307599662772,8.964715089967882,2.3046039022040223,1429,51,283,24,23,472,174,361,0.16,0.735,0.105,-0.9654,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,10,22,15,0,1,15,0,22,6,0,5,2,64,50,35,0,5,15,0,3,3,0,4,6,0,0,2,20,20,0,4,10,0,0,6,4,5,0,2,9,3,34,10,44,36,10,38,0,1,0,0,12,15,0,4,19,194,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764648460387644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162959616159738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262986336726449,0.09177568990777944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415455033155,0.0,0.0,0.054601421414511964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921793861222501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842615326763146,0.0,0.18782619155984745,0.0,0.4018442875028407,0.0,0.0,0.0983891252517338,0.05776564289826384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167932974877806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482476343307619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805003018769271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057919822567737,0.06398927213805487,0.08600184620162628,0.0,0.08186592820994955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339847724093587,0.0,0.2545252506866022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896384065747609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327402206083177,0.09845134565308558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530655243980232,0.13127904843255306,0.08977329693413204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761497419909157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816211094338709,0.08998573155854493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502027801190033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168943047338053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525937545851486,0.08405596354173413,0.17552038900077113,0.08594543007274337,0.0,0.0,0.0953897919699393,0.06069537336032516,0.06812249624371282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699625788871254,0.0,0.0,0.07820961453337635,0.0,0.09832164829816448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657228283091338,0.08570699100095819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967582098389812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589289958765226,0.06895584287070321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309817497795446,0.0673459625255911,0.0,0.23486602175468016,0.0,0.0,0.10399839885937602,0.05950674298110885,0.05739323956437518,0.0880026839313984,0.0,0.1566880546019479,0.0,0.0,0.08558857030587957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109699266781339,0.07184815226737581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520848151705796,0.181926634361844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057680545578237076 adhd,OlympeMaxime,2018/12/07,"Do you think ADHD medication can mask symptoms of depression? I recently started therapy and my therapist thinks I am showing some symptoms of depression. The thing is, I don't \*feel\* depressed most of the time. I have gone through a couple of bouts of depression before - once in my teens, once in my 20s after a bad breakup (I'm in my late 40s now, and going through some difficult stuff with my family) - so I do have a point of comparison, and most of the time I don't feel like I did then. However, I wasn't diagnosed with ADHD until I was around 40, so I've never gone through depression while being on ADHD meds. Lately I do think that in the morning before my meds take effect that I am sometimes feeling depressed. But when they kick in, they make me feel (somewhat) motivated and focused for a while, which is pretty much the polar opposite of how I feel when I'm depressed. I kind of have the feeling this has been going on for a while, but I didn't realize it because of this ""masking"" effect. I was wondering if anyone else has experienced anything like this. 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How many of you coach yourselves, whether it be through books or videos? Which books and videos did you find useful? 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I've been taking 10mg of Adderall since the summer, and I've noticed a BIG difference even on that low dose. I've been losing weight, I'm handling my finances better, my apartment is cleaner, I have better impulse control, my moods are more even... but one area has actually gotten worse. I am *always* late in the mornings. I have a job now where no one says anything and I work very independently (i.e. my working hours don't impact anything or anyone else), but I hate it. Morning me is an asshole that snoozes and disables all alarms (including alarms that require me to scan/take a picture to turn off, including alarms in other parts of my apartment I have to get up to turn off). I lay around, doze off, surf my phone. I'll want to get to the end of an article/response/page/whatever. The time is *right* there. I know I'm late. I start bargaining with myself that I'll be ready to go in 10 minutes, that if I'm ""only"" a few minutes late I'll be doing better than usual. There is probably some part of my Jerkbrain that feels like I can ""get away with it"" since my boss hasn't commented and my reviews have been good. At this job, I want to work 8 to 4. Lately I'm coming in past 8:20. Today, past 8:30. Waking up earlier doesn't help either - then I start thinking I have ""all kinds of time"" and slack off/sleep more. This particular issue has gotten worse since the meds, as I find I often can't fall asleep until midnight or 1am (the Adderall is a low dose, taken before 8am, so I don't know why it affects me this late at night, but it's been consistent). I dislike my morning self, and literally every damn day I say it's going to be different, I'll get up on time and leave at 7:30 like I should, but I never do. I can't have nice things either - I could have a compressed workweek with this job, but I don't even want to ask for it because of this issue. I've been viewing my brain as a computer lately - in the past year I've deleted some bad programs, overwritten some faulty code, and increased processing efficiency. But this seems to be a piece of bad code I haven't found a way to overwrite. I've been like this since I was a teenager, but I'm not a teenager anymore, and I dislike appearing this way at work. It doesn't seem to be a case of finding the ""right"" alarm, and it doesn't seem to be a matter of shaming myself into compliance (I shame myself plenty for this) - how do I put my Jerkbrain in its place in the morning?? How do I overwrite the bad code? 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and creative freedom would be kinda awesome to I'm kinda lost at this point ",4.830535714285713,6.130209553571429,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,69.53571428571428,7.742857142857144,28.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7859785714285716,229,8,44,3,4,72,45,56,0.159,0.604,0.237,0.7414,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,8,11,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,9,5,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,2,2,25,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767238661561705,0.0,0.0,0.20586987799929932,0.14514920177842058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116481176150576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371088256592353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343397204181659,0.0,0.0,0.6179922605716921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532100433902716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048818932627827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623619755423816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130844040564944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104526941255606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112533434538866,0.0,0.0,0.14746338631983713,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrgoodcat1990,2018/12/07,"Vyvanse 30mg wearing off after 5 hours 60 only lasts about 8 Does anyone find these really aren't slow release long acting as stated and you really need to have them at hand There not skittles ",2.7797368421052653,5.37781407894737,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,79.26315789473685,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.7736631578947373,157,4,27,2,4,51,37,38,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919629357535123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243948521807622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33880554772558685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365056707756198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021632552728173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280505375108365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748632387488387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819277831077019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749492597386102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VGAddict,2018/12/07,"Taking meds too early? Is there such a thing as taking your meds too early? This week, I've been putting my Daytrana patch on and taking my Sertraline and Guanfacine at like midnight because I wake up in the middle of the night and can't go back to sleep. I told my mom about this, and she says it's because the meds have already worn off by 6:00, which is when I usually wake up to take my meds. 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I am very passionate about a few issues and typically, what happens is, I post a response or post that in my head makes sense and the connections are clear, but in peoples responses they are so disoriented they accuse me of being drunk or being ignorant and proud of my ignorance/do the typical Reddit attack thing. How do y’all cope with this? I’m about ready to leave these social circles because I can’t handle it and there are adequate ways of staying on top of these things. My ability to organize information and information recall is nearly nonexistent. And it’s driving me bonkers. There have been times when I’ve spent hours and hours trying to write an outline and make sure my sources are appropriate.... and bang. It still happens. I’m very intelligent I am just increasingly not articulate and I remember sharing a post on here about such with my boyfriend and he didn’t know how to respond - I think that it’s been an Issue since before I’ve known him. I was thinking of asking my pdoc for a higher dose or add on... but I don’t want to keep doing that. My adhd meds have been so helpful for sustaining attention once I can, my motivation to do things without jumping through hoops... but this is something I’ve found no help with. My phone is still notifying me of notifications from a post yesterday with which this happened and people are accusing me of being idiotic with something I know a good deal about. What’s helped other people? Ideas? I’m so ready to isolate because of this. 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First time poster. Tldr; Unable to get thoughs into lists. [Advice please](https://m.imgur.com/gallery/wLiszSJ) I am a Primarily Inattentive individual although I like to say that my hyperactivity is confined to my brain. I really struggle with my working memory and very much relate to studies that suggest ADHD-PI could be more of a working memory disorder. Even with my medication I really struggle with getting my thoughs into lists. Its a combination of the aforementioned working memory, too many tabs open on the computer or papers on my desk, and just plain stubborness. But, Im really looking for some advice on how to commit to reliable list making when sometime its the hardest thing possible to formulate my thoughts into words. I am a working professional working in Genomics with an increasing load of tasks and Im really starting to struggle. Sometimes I wonder what mu medicine is actually doing for me other that giving me the drive to start on things I want to do. FYI currently on Vyvanse for ADHD and Lexapro for Anxiety/Depression. 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It's a crippling condition and I wish people would see it for what it is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSfCdBBqNXY Going through life blind to the future, with no RAM to function, surrounded by disorder and unable to fix things. It's a god damn curse. This video is the best explanation Ive ever seen",6.832285714285714,8.629146228571432,6.221428571428575,75.39357142857145,65.28571428571428,9.028571428571428,28.285714285714285,9.3871,2.5013714285714292,316,10,53,6,5,97,55,70,0.209,0.6759999999999999,0.115,-0.7472,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,9,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,9,7,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,2,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690459165729584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222575251644678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208292695302061,0.3519359272438085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777680019310509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745184801459212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689700027863626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128879714975079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446999728654194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040077814574908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437427930993413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353122473530863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813812092360169,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,paddlin84,2018/12/07,"Writing things down! I just want to give a shout out to writing down everything possible in class lectures, meetings, grocery lists, that thing I said I would do with a friend next week, or even journaling. It makes me remember the lecture better and provides help when studying while giving me a task to do and something to focus on in class and at work meetings (so I LOOK like I know what I am doing to others) AND I can actually figure out what happened in that meeting or when we agreed to follow up or where I am going to meet that friend and at what time and what date... This doesn't mean I don't have a shoebox full of half filled out (or just 2 pages) journals under my dresser or a dozen notebooks I lost, found, started re-using then lost again. It does mean I have a mean preference for 3 subject spiral bound notebooks, pocket journals and legal pads. Writing things down is great, you look smart, you feel smart when it comes in handy and it helps me recollect what happened. 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I really think this is it. I have a big concern though. I'm in college and smoke a good amount of weed. I started using it recreationally, but then I found out that it helps a ton with my ulcerative colitis and have been smoking pretty often since. From what I've read though, drug tests are common before you can be prescribed ADHD medication. Is this going to be a problem for me? If I'm not drug tested should I tell the doctor about my marijuana use? It seems like it would be best for them to know everything that's going on with me but it's pointless if it means I can't get medication. The state is VA if that helps. 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I am prescribed lisdexamphetamine 30mg (starting dose) but haven’t started it yet. How early in the day should I take it? It will wear off after 8 hours or so right? I’m pretty scared of a) come downs and b) feeling anxious and jittery when at work and first starting out. ,0.7674999999999983,3.283641750000001,1.6916666666666664,96.2925,89.83333333333334,3.6666666666666665,20.833333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.2396666666666665,235,8,49,1,8,73,51,60,0.1,0.789,0.11,0.1619,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,1,0,10,13,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,7,11,0,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852609790916272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175123780451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284609270754755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767510038460345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478228180142456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486684810848542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28047829668980045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568903449902077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563955474663107,0.0,0.0,0.25280350611328894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53617715438324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797076014971885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382806619407294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Metalnettle404,2018/12/07,"Subconsciously faking? Hi sub, firstly sorry if this looks weird, im on my phone. After 8 months I've finally managed to get an appointment for a diagnosis (UK) at an adult adhd specialist clinic. I seemingly tick most of the boxes for symptoms but I'm having a lot of self doubt. I'm worried that this might be all in my head, as in, a figment of my imagination. I've been reading a lot about adhd recently and I relate to it a lot, and I've had a lot of the symptoms since childhood, but I feel like I can't trust my memory. I've recently watched the Netflix show 'afflicted' and it got me thinking about how possible is it that I'm actually creating these symptoms for myself in order to be a special snowflake or something. What if there really is nothing wrong with me but I've just spent so much time thinking that, and now my subconscious is feeding me these symptoms. What if I am actually just lazy and looking for an excuse? Is there a way to tell the difference? I know this is a common concern amongst many people with adhd before diagnosis. I guess I'm just worried that what if I've so convincingly convinced myself I have it, but really it's my brain just trying to be different and special and get attention. I just want something to help and I don't want to be a victim (But maybe subconsciously I do? ). Tl;dr: how can I tell if my symptoms are just psychosomatic? How can I tell if I'm just making up the symptoms to get help and have an excuse without being consciously aware of it? 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I have long felt there was a link. Not sure of the exact cause or if it's a combination of over thinking, forgetting to eat or drink, or a genuine cognitive cause. Anyone improved when medicated as I'm not yet? 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It’s so crazy to me that I set reminders in my phone so I don’t forget shit or to you know remind me to do whatever task I wanted to do then said reminder goes off and I clear it and don’t do whatever it was. I legit had one go off last night that is now 7 days passed the original day that I set it for. It’s weird to me that for some things I need no help remembering or actually doing but other things that I should do and remember I don’t. It’s dumb the one that’s a week old is to have wife (a nurse) look at my shoulder because it’s had a slight pain in it. She works on an orthopedic floor at the hospital and is studying to be an NP so she’s a smart person and could at least help me somewhat before I try to go see a specialist or something. Anyway it’s just frustrating that for whatever reason I know I have things that I should do and at least I know myself well enough to know that I need a reminder but then when the reminder goes off I just clear it and within idk 30 seconds forget about and don’t give it a second thought til the next time the reminder sounds. On that note I need to set a reminder to call my insurance about getting a vasectomy too hahaha. Not really funny but hey I guess sometimes you gotta laugh and keep going and keep doing your best to manage this shit and be a productive adult. So I hope all my other fellow ADHD people have a happy Friday and if you have a reminder that goes off today do whatever it was you wanted to do cause you don’t want to be 7 days later posting on reddit like me. 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I've been diagnosed for about 2 ish years or so by now and I'm currently taking 60mg of Ritalin but I can't really tell if it's helping my ADHD or not. When I started taking meds, I felt more creative and was surprised at how easily I could rhyme on the spot, but that's no longer there. As far as I can tell the only side effects I'm feeling would be a lacking apetite and allergic reactions such as a stuffed nose and like swollen sinuses or whatever. Could anyone please try to describe how you feel when you're on meds so I can see how other people perceive it as effective. Ideally this'll give me more insight in how to describe how I feel about my meds to my doctor the next time I see her. TLDR; I'm not sure how I can tell if my meds are working. What are your experiences with meds?",3.604310344827585,4.36020029310345,5.052356321839081,84.66577586206898,71.93103448275863,8.558620689655173,30.017241379310345,8.841846274778883,2.265434482758621,657,27,140,12,12,221,105,174,0.053,0.779,0.168,0.9658,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,4,15,5,0,0,5,0,13,7,1,8,2,39,26,27,0,8,13,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,7,18,5,17,19,3,14,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,7,9,92,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444922073584145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822397875329877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786424630130148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354841490365054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450642803307652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943294734362034,0.0,0.0,0.16969856462754954,0.0,0.10741531640538077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073184682317892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997179793660853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465534035056308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7455919629443878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189778639340634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508421402009861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755842995817412,0.0,0.0,0.12280260747758452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166850322241856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829608289045026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918405843411189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087735314897252,0.0,0.16822866468125866,0.0,0.2933449589036259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523385913736947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595420594024083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144464315391353,0.0,0.0,0.07947114181159326,0.0,0.0,0.07204233777953667 adhd,Malakhov,2018/12/07,"Diagnostic question Me and my ex are seeing a neuro pyschologist for our 4 years old since he has problems with agressivity and sometimes it is out of control. Well, after a few visits, she pointed that I probably have adhd and my son as well and it could be the problem, erm okay, I guess. Now last week I almost set the house on fire because I turned the oven on while using the instant pot on it and it caught on fire. I had no reason whatsoever to use the oven, so now I decided to go see a dr. and know if I had adhd for sure and what can be done about it since lately Im not really in my head at all. Most places do this in 4 visits and it costs between 600 to 100$ but Ive found a place and you fill out forms and see a specialist for about 30 minutes and it costs 200$. As anyone here ever been diagnosed like that? That fast? I'm afraid and am very nervous about all of this.",3.1162649115590315,3.8065901122994674,4.659572192513373,87.27632661456192,73.01069518716578,7.678979843685727,24.545043192102014,7.882392219407189,1.0862574249280126,689,19,154,9,13,232,122,187,0.068,0.88,0.053,-0.4018,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,1,10,9,0,2,10,1,15,3,1,4,4,36,27,18,0,4,3,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,13,15,0,1,5,0,2,5,2,4,2,0,6,5,15,5,25,18,5,29,0,0,3,0,9,12,0,5,12,106,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253897396606313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355588635519029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465759616325284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252356017266851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183497233540008,0.10808620573254647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740313615118913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385359899431249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224547593883622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843208981040254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769369342275651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913121637883858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389341704809584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620498434420507,0.0,0.0,0.14622861441180296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743987549829907,0.11034898299837488,0.152709297481131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613756059871304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205366295707847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828768665356742,0.0,0.12797346808050428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595752979959442,0.2590718646458574,0.0,0.0,0.15165138020765667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672491918427758,0.13918841213447378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32362989355784416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396778591433028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338896880772542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758967040850835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472495127158523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338416834771395,0.0,0.11169884589900564,0.0,0.0,0.10858994442507286,0.0,0.2434374049492668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717729045333758 adhd,t0n374,2018/12/07,"when to create a to do list or whatever.. and people say: 'just start already', well.. https://gfycat.com/amplesmoothdugong",14.498823529411766,16.700253000000004,10.47529411764706,50.238823529411796,48.411764705882355,11.505882352941176,34.64705882352941,11.20814326018867,4.224458823529412,99,3,12,2,1,28,16,17,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783876639993598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633639735396412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168071777310491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709801001532729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471253514309434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,baconguy22,2018/12/07,"Wow... The more I learn about my ADD the more my life makes sense ...and that honestly just makes me sadder,went through a break up recently which was my fault because I kept delaying to see help and finally get diagnosed with ADD so she felt like i didn't wanna do anything wth my life and i kept trying and trying and damn I just couldn't follow through on anything no matter how hard I tried, she said she needed space to think about us and I constantly kept getting filled with overwhelming emotion of sadness ,paranoia,panic that I just wanted it to stop so I told her if she didn't wanna be with me then don't,even though that wasn't how I felt,it just all came out I was so overwhelmed she got tired of my back and forth and got burnt out by me,now I tried to be friends but it isn't working and just found out she's with someone else now which just breaks me up, how do you guys in relationships make it work when you have trouble controlling your emotions, I've repeatedly ruined mine sigh...I just need to know there's some light at the end of the tunnel.",4.70998015873016,5.283696810185186,4.740105820105821,88.55833333333334,69.32407407407408,8.023280423280424,27.002645502645503,7.957251820313856,1.346370105820106,845,25,182,10,14,262,126,216,0.107,0.8440000000000001,0.049,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,0,3,20,11,1,2,5,0,12,4,0,7,1,54,34,20,0,7,9,0,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,8,19,0,6,5,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,15,5,32,4,27,16,4,25,0,4,1,0,17,9,1,2,12,119,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854278668814875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210407824094901,0.0,0.08094498678249867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518715723583046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143494268937259,0.14893055756555335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477478451439212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092549113536808,0.2987322887118567,0.11760879945825466,0.0,0.0,0.08770376377361043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549903692511169,0.14546034543084846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559276796423234,0.10258997408325188,0.0,0.13875019235266767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240185733797015,0.0,0.0,0.13147881136741066,0.0,0.0,0.1189499885093139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900351787073932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297559904264858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758106471253644,0.06487243106439065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659066432620668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691796559139693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110995093556166,0.1425622477094734,0.0,0.0,0.12630969653844107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581308498102192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250897128431324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101486848672036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508377433391133,0.1304613671789541,0.0,0.0,0.152617735177986,0.0,0.12688251537534273,0.0,0.3606113479344963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972495918547785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783205009206313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333927717501512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alsucksballs,2018/12/07,"ADHD blues What's the point of being yourself, if at the end of the day, you're being yourself, by yourself? Anyone else feel the same way around Neurotypical brains? 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My medication is so weird, I was quite busy recently so I decided to take 2 18mg Concerta yesterday and it was doing fine. Now Im just taking 1 27mg in the morning and feel so high right now. Possibly something different in 27mg because it is not the first time I have this problem. 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Does anyone seem to forget almost everything leading up to the moments before the adderall took effect? I can remember everything that happened while on Adderall vividly, even things from way earlier. But anything right before just goes ERASE.",8.590348837209302,12.213553093023258,7.262965116279067,62.13770348837213,64.58139534883722,8.951162790697676,38.656976744186046,9.516144504307137,5.0428651162790725,225,12,23,5,4,68,37,43,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794908488250214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313706924718852,0.0,0.20376475684995804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264097069442444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214015867968794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166881833482869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354633681556324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450779737057524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896374053315792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804977495780814,0.21146051834993893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541796916510196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645033619150444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751076342984473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965440171984796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yahself,2018/12/07,ADHD + Zoloft/Setraline Whilst waiting for a psychiatrist being ADHD is private in my region my GP put me on a 50mg of setraline to combat my anxiety and panic symptoms. Anyone here reading this been on it? What is/was it like? Would love to know what I'm potentially in for as I started it this morning and have nearly shat myself twice. ,4.250597014925372,5.686111970149256,6.191223880597018,74.54146268656717,71.08955223880595,8.345074626865673,29.817910447761196,8.841846274778883,2.64503223880597,270,11,47,5,5,94,51,67,0.113,0.789,0.098,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,11,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6498520879922538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068283919661256,0.0,0.0,0.1890454092841818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485854665243774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208662293597195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24401485851898866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172149314524973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271791378087391,0.0,0.0,0.2704380429906241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136565250240464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28101262953603806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205945247857065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,demonsquidgod,2018/12/07,"Dropped my wallet, again This is like the eighth time this has happened. I was running late, in a hurry, racing across the street, and as I pulled my phone out to check the time I felt it catch on my wallet in my pocket. When I got to my meeting it was gone. When I retraced my steps it was nowhere to be found. Every time I feel like I've started to make progress, I do something incredibly dumb feeling like this. Right now I don't have the energy to start the laborious process of replacing all my cards and IDs and such. Will I ever feel confident? Will I ever feel like I have my shit together?",4.349690082644631,4.9849152396694265,4.936849173553722,86.60709194214876,70.15702479338843,8.033471074380165,28.348140495867767,8.07648339933343,1.6259661157024787,468,16,100,6,8,150,73,121,0.073,0.7809999999999999,0.146,0.7982,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,6,0,12,1,1,1,3,14,24,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,7,5,19,4,12,14,1,25,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,16,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348542173725589,0.1559487362150727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743540905670935,0.3966911760072491,0.17771819331899422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029447916711982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480356864244098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367702442041593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087928331612776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617081312940294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355093611532765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806831003910235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899951836868078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424935435111402,0.0,0.0,0.2620193893293061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237874442048841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PastTenceOfDraw,2018/12/07,"Hyper-focusing strikes again and another job is the victim. I lost another job because I get too focused and end up working too slow. This last job was finishing wooden objects by sanding and oiling them. I spent three day working on finishing diffrent objects being persuaded to focus less on detail and more on speed. I was not surprised by the call that came the next day as it was I have been hearing all my life; ""You need to work faster"". Does anyone have any tricks to help you from hyper-focusing?",5.28645112781955,6.900134336842108,5.477593984962407,79.96315789473684,68.78947368421052,8.375939849624057,32.5187969924812,8.841846274778883,2.867932330827067,402,18,70,7,7,127,67,95,0.10400000000000001,0.841,0.055,-0.4149,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,4,3,4,2,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,8,14,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,7,3,9,1,11,6,3,16,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,11,46,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224235053356572,0.3769861745233934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569174061154212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957947740057626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183554136866702,0.20559651922291786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318594936364676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730839763791038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592132050990854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939167091847749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026015674278995,0.0,0.12048873392610372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351495010926467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652765662734715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696916670500755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622828964404526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328909311129447,0.0,0.0,0.19117583956294226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39260029180258016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,levelupmum,2018/12/07,"How do you avoid or break out of hyperfocus? I’m already medicated I’m a stay at home mum of a 2 1/2 year old and an 8 month old, and I constantly find little things taking my attention and I feel like I’m not giving the kids the attention they need, or I’m super snappy when I break out of it - basically it destroys my focus on them. I already avoid doing anything that’s fun for me, because when my 2 1/2 year old was a baby I didn’t hear her screaming right next to me because I was playing minecraft. I only noticed my husband bringing her back into the room after she had calmed down. Even as I type this she’s repeating her sentences at me because she knows I’m not listening 😔 So if anyone has ideas on how to avoid or break out of hyperfocus that would be great.",3.094420289855069,4.235108416149068,4.887220496894411,83.92018892339546,73.53416149068323,7.602691511387165,27.702380952380953,8.07648339933343,1.7233598343685306,609,23,127,9,12,208,99,161,0.09300000000000001,0.785,0.122,0.6771,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,1,7,11,1,3,7,0,9,1,0,2,0,26,22,13,0,3,6,2,1,1,0,1,1,3,2,1,6,7,0,3,6,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,4,24,6,18,16,0,30,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,4,14,80,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34653547843281024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978713358014676,0.0,0.12920831267666694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073329773857801,0.0,0.2871409847095793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696752626716691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370559929531373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939048562879995,0.11217011167214104,0.0,0.0,0.14350702864132722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062116751359078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731073761552732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696505147062433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574968313685308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724855440788478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629023324686044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670861604802492,0.1573682651140712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817406916397925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532627089871473,0.0,0.0,0.11642314283332104,0.0,0.0,0.16698509650097154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876033017808526,0.4942761628043224,0.0,0.0,0.11941545443049252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408823584663287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735495646016496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805422822852896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431245398502943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153752341532797,0.0,0.0,0.20222243581273988 adhd,OtherMarionberry2,2018/12/07,"Need advice on sleeping, I can function if I sleep well. Instead of ADHD diagnosis, turns out I have fewer & less effective dopamine receptors AND delayed-sleep phase disorder. Passed the clinical testing for ADHD but that doesn't make my problems go away. So I dropped $$$ on multiple genetic testing services to find what I list in the title. Looks like ADHD but with weaker prefrontal-cortex issues and minor tics. I do have a dozen or more ADHD related mutations, and had some anger/outburst/irritation issues as a kid, and am maturing slower than I'd like (as did my brother, father, uncles, cousins, grandfather...) but I guess I only got some of the problems rather than the whole sampler platter. # How do you people sleep? I've been struggling for longer than I can remember. Figure I'd finally ask the real pros, rather than pay to get asked if I've tried meditation and vitamins for the upteenth time. The rest of my family just drinks themselves into a coma, smoke and a wank, or eats benadryl like candy.",6.118907528641572,7.5179434521276605,6.682978723404258,72.90653846153847,66.6063829787234,9.401636661211127,34.14238952536825,9.661875296680813,3.5667458265139107,811,37,131,17,13,265,127,188,0.06,0.836,0.10400000000000001,0.7892,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,11,0,11,8,3,3,0,32,21,17,0,7,10,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,2,0,4,1,1,2,1,3,1,1,4,1,13,4,21,17,6,11,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,7,5,85,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551946572863438,0.11285722118265863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251352847539117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593842977796907,0.0,0.10850831985443388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236357438075716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313796661460125,0.0,0.11817691346112685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887536243515396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651558905507032,0.10555738564804608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033968317965814,0.0,0.06563663451048736,0.0,0.0923693189986245,0.0,0.12722720552666894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410868047585457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692703356073273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698399961788162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770916534131974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563568420839936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783669549148565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006745168292458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210200531439704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314549188477344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082966185541625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623007078793328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073707415912245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734417996069245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841133088324194,0.1256218816750691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384097140896834,0.0,0.0,0.1289424369733961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,not-anonymous111,2018/12/07,Focus better at night? I seem to focus better at night and worse in the morning. Do any of you guys have the same thing? I just got diagnosed a while back and am wondering if this is an adhd thing or just my personality..,2.1976666666666667,4.04331271111111,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,77.44444444444444,7.166666666666668,20.13888888888889,8.07648339933343,0.8328888888888888,172,4,36,3,4,59,36,45,0.064,0.8079999999999999,0.128,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883517269396681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316203786216354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449295469333912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42440084295354896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352600446126105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189559769670075,0.0,0.0,0.23757047521157196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503199957904431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949943230354892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184251488450386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188004172416756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601960993096037,0.0,0.0,0.2445112812578031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedHoodMeritedBetter,2018/12/07,"This is a tribute to my amazing neighbour. Love you, man. Thank you, you amazingly sweet person for helping me not get murdered/robbed/ .... when my ADHD led me to screwing up again and again. Thank you for taking the time to check my door every time you come back home - or leave it - to see if the weirdo that I am has left her keys on the lock for anyone to take *again*. Thank you knocking repeatedly on my door when you knew I was home to hand me said keys and not letting yourself in. Thank you for never mocking me for that when it happened multiple times or when I answered the door in weird mismatched pyjamas. Thank you for helping me phone the landlord and sheltering me from the rain when I switched door sides with my keys once. And for saying 'Do you have ADHD? Yeah, no worries, I get it, my sister has the same problem with doors. I'm glad I can help.' Overall, thank you for being an amazing honest guy. I don't really know you but you can bet your ass I'm going to buy you and your boyfriend the greatest Christmas present I can find this year. 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I just got diagnosed like day before yesterday, and today I took my first dose of concerta (18mg). Initially, I felt a bit weird but now I feel like I'm in an alternate reality where I can do something if I tell myself to, instead of just thinking of doing it. I also took cipralex (5 mg) yesterday for the first time. Everything feels really slowed down (fewer thoughts in my head) and I feel more alert. Is this what normal people feel like? I've felt really doubtful about my adhd and depression, does this confirm anything? \***(This question is just for opinions, I'll take medical advice only from my psychiatrist lol)**\*",4.798425196850396,6.6852380157480304,5.622842519685039,77.36969685039371,70.41732283464566,9.174488188976378,31.59763779527559,9.642632912329526,3.259857322834645,536,24,94,13,10,175,86,127,0.077,0.816,0.107,0.4291,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,3,1,6,4,1,0,0,21,21,6,0,2,5,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,10,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,6,7,13,4,13,15,2,16,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,4,13,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208233218766464,0.13992017805253976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145061820319248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783027863469694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184115437082747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632255897900751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234343868109078,0.0,0.1233263115582266,0.14533127039258387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530345981064686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868678192110514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619969508461317,0.3068773650629117,0.2749629645831975,0.0,0.0,0.24358870562444096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451931409831048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469506451055103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798147399460003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904790812675698,0.14424532180847208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402923560248392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889977569821524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926748132098584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604016353609026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345786031953173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023195325720322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076584185491316,0.0,0.12515130095797766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174811934069764,0.0,0.11367407670127593,0.08349319212504458,0.0,0.13572404744976332,0.0,0.318170911447536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ixazal,2018/12/07,"midday crash I am on Adderall 10mg XR (just finished first week!) and so far it seems to be working really great, no significant side effects except sometimes cold hands and feet on wear off. Sleep has been decent (not great)... &#x200B; HOWEVER - I get a mega crash between 1 and 3 pm (basically right after I eat lunch) for at least 2 hours. After that I seem to perk back up and am good till like 10 pm but that section is intensely bad - and given it is like a quarter of my work day I am worried about having to go to meetings and stuff when my eyes are filled with sand and I can barely stay awake. &#x200B; Does anyone know what is up with this? Why this section of the day only? And would it make sense for me to ask my doctor for a small dose of IR to take with lunch to counteract it? Is this something folks do? I am really liking the adderall but I really need to be able to perform for my whole weekday not just the beginning and the end...",3.1721875,4.6108639270833365,4.213458333333335,87.65237500000002,73.79166666666666,6.995000000000001,24.77916666666667,7.554174236665415,1.103076666666667,742,23,154,9,15,241,123,192,0.069,0.848,0.084,0.4572,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,6,7,0,0,7,0,17,10,5,2,0,26,28,14,0,2,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,12,3,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,4,13,6,31,23,4,28,0,0,1,0,2,12,0,2,16,104,24,3,0.13241978889141393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869535718788871,0.3218090751424731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925909953063258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379462725594165,0.0,0.0,0.10182264387173524,0.11056499254605348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079961803830615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553726503725835,0.11588144962008645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354985026724544,0.0,0.0,0.11728462868212353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263620478435618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918387427053048,0.0,0.07525721764222305,0.11106743630778763,0.0,0.2919865694714105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040681812284696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277445289806367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408086021134088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839123734153119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818759557793087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071121651613953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254494522698969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308577618383335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110000493457434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251542087928725,0.0,0.0,0.10194322293415993,0.13096655717884287,0.0,0.0,0.1411418759447019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158897712374786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995632014002804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621916721015734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948826289390445,0.1478419653139746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280636685004665,0.13447872342874698,0.0,0.0940672187191102,0.0,0.3218090751424731,0.0 adhd,potionexplosion,2018/12/07,"Submitted my final paper of the semester.. I'm honestly kinda mad at myself because I put off the majority of it until today, and then I didn't actually start on my paper until around 8pm, when it was due at 1 am. So the beginning of it was REALLY solid but then towards the end it just totally fell apart... Research papers are the bane of my existence. There is just so much to read and my brain can't handle it lol. Staring at all these books trying to find stuff to cite has literally turned my brain to mush. And even though I know this is my fault, will I learn my lesson? Ugh. Probably not. But I wish.",2.7743548387096766,4.289329661290323,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,74.96774193548387,8.508387096774195,23.690322580645162,9.120678840339163,1.8475541935483872,474,14,96,11,10,166,85,124,0.12,0.85,0.03,-0.9057,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,0,5,1,10,2,2,0,2,17,16,13,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,1,13,1,17,12,4,21,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,1,11,72,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.21082482129869007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232226560851406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316965693821323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823463405163566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134817403110824,0.0,0.0,0.14269302238471354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666232135977774,0.1974575316031752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873046651235945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881497008630635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292870435882165,0.0,0.0,0.21718084459531373,0.0,0.0,0.2160994325895149,0.0,0.13840137668096808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291490969828395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473152219673073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225915498062425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478157744828346,0.0,0.0,0.14667763653742374,0.2349905363667412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843645221349644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iFlyhigh2fun,2018/12/07,"Living in literal chaos Finally, I am medicated. I can stop long enough to think about where I might want to store my belongings. My problem comes in the way of overflowing bill boxes, piles of stuff on stuff (my floordrobe is clothing mixed w qtips and paper- lots of receipts)...now that I can “see straight”, I’m thinking wtf, and then sink into depression. If it were just me, the things I need to use today and maintain, I’d be golden. But I’m living in chaos, clutter, and overdue bills lurking in every cupboard, desk and basket. Please. Help. Me!! I am ashamed to write this. I am embarrassed to admit it. I have a family and they are a prisoner to my chaos. I need serious help and the mess is bigger than you can imagine. 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Then I looked everywhere again. Then I waited awhile, came back to it with fresh eyes, and looked everywhere AGAIN. I am an adult dammit. 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I'm doing the investigation for ADHD for the second time. First time was diagnosed negative because they wanted to talk to my family but I only have my mom and grandmother and they don't know me very well. I've always been a secret kind of person. I don't really show myself. &#x200B; Either I have always felt like a very sensitive person compared to everyone else. Super impulsive. I tried to kill myself once just because I got the thought in my head and I just did it like that. I find I'm always bouncing my legs up and down. I've been depressed or felt bad atleast for the major part of my life. I don't have the energy to do anything or to start anything. I am very forgetful and I lose stuff all the time. When I was at work I must have lost over 100 pens and other shit. When my boss told me to do a very simple task I found that I couldn't even bring myself to start doing that. &#x200B; Keeping a job is super difficult for me. I've never stayed at a job for over two years. I feel super restless all the time. Like right now I'm sitting in my computer chair and I am bouncing with my legs all over. If I focus on sitting completely still anxiety creeps up. &#x200B; Reading? I haven't read one single book from start to finish ever in my life I believe. When I start reading I can't remember anything and I feel like the text is moving around. I get super anxious and throw the book away after a couple of minutes. &#x200B; I know that I'm rabbling a lot of common things about ADHD but how can I make the doctors see that I'm suffering here? I'm quite certain I have ADHD. My father is diagnosed with ADHD and he is retired because of it. I don't talk to him. &#x200B; During my investigation I got to do a cube test where I was supposed to arrange a pattern with colored cubes. Didn't take me very long. I also got questions like ""who was martin luther king?"" and other stuff. I've heard about martin luther king but I couldn't answer in detail about who he is. I felt really stupid when leaving that test. &#x200B; I would very much like to try the medicine for ADHD and see what results it may give me. A lot of people have said ""Why didn't I have this before?"" and that it's supposed to provide major benefits to you but I feel like it's super difficult to get a proper diagnosis. &#x200B;",2.4904220095693788,4.5817672589473695,3.9726483253588527,85.80856100478469,77.46315789473684,6.339234449760766,23.848086124401913,7.348242739294969,1.115410526315789,1868,62,361,24,44,618,206,475,0.11800000000000001,0.76,0.121,0.5463,2,0,0,0,0,1,68.0,0,2,2,12,19,27,3,1,22,0,41,9,4,4,7,63,78,26,1,6,10,2,6,7,0,3,5,2,0,2,22,18,0,1,15,6,0,3,12,11,1,4,21,11,59,16,52,52,11,45,0,4,3,0,21,17,1,7,29,246,81,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34756957755359263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854634078365482,0.12032133764641853,0.36558051897311,0.4099866327870507,0.0,0.0,0.03687365076354218,0.05445343626275341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189960051314886,0.04290912979731453,0.0,0.0,0.04528644791263359,0.0,0.040245840956663066,0.08814868894559423,0.0,0.04101552051174318,0.05430604706135112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053785569046306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333351529681535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041515470593449864,0.0978460477096715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049335789627250284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040265769806112905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03183632118363379,0.043600584983031834,0.0,0.046058143211548455,0.0,0.0,0.0454396348271098,0.0,0.07311565672184545,0.06886964111222726,0.13884162340797826,0.0,0.0440548619069663,0.04099976565209055,0.0,0.05284993395366981,0.0,0.0,0.05036609032461657,0.04623881351248575,0.0,0.0,0.11565228433639915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946815572835759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566415583612756,0.04284328406244915,0.053327290519212325,0.050193948218104543,0.052980043494755914,0.0,0.0,0.05103792381786778,0.0,0.0,0.06809161622266904,0.16484009622006265,0.0,0.0,0.04265638867357463,0.0,0.05392461553985023,0.05261711066245072,0.08195757236288646,0.0,0.0,0.03217455722730838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645245573203943,0.0,0.051230059420399966,0.03543329808240498,0.0,0.03717560053777872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133251652375675,0.03266226072614066,0.03665905011274101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052197010895924635,0.0,0.06683304072904978,0.0841745483964649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399617722956715,0.051267721281489285,0.14464220103851072,0.0,0.06175761935146187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460236298000952,0.041163410388325536,0.04585021092122269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681994965649523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494776575770986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646772904692367,0.05137587730790562,0.03849339933656011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035727898347976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624117070349249,0.07748431314147661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032022617979032164,0.0,0.0,0.038266228259824925,0.11242561684118824,0.0,0.0,0.046058143211548455,0.0,0.0654506614159709,0.0,0.04708539571681589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386253526176469,0.028430212288364363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433385085053214,0.0,0.043493926186563774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035090918911096086,0.0,0.0,0.03424062387765322,0.0,0.4099866327870507,0.031039878564021173 adhd,Strive786,2018/12/07,"Maladaptive daydreaming? As long I can remember I’ve been a heavy day dreamer. When I was like 3 I started flapping my hands when I would daydream and would talk to myself. Overtime I got better at controlling myself from moving my hands and talking to myself while I daydream and by 13 I never did it in public. I still will pace around and talk to myself in private tho when daydreaming. My daydreams are extremely vivid and I do it very often. Like a few hours a day. Not at once but you know. Eventually I found out I have ADHD which I attributed my daydreaming to. I later found out about this thing called maladaptive daydreaming. It goes along with ADHD but people still aren’t sure whether it’s a symptom of it or is its own thing or what because it’s a fairly recent thing. It is at least related to ADHD tho. One thing I really don’t have a reference point as to how normal people daydream and think and picture things. Like I know mine are extremely vivid but I don’t have a reference point as to other people’s because it’s always been this way for me. Just how my mind works. It’s a blessing and a curse really. My drama teacher said I write really good realistic dialogue and I think that’s because I’ve been picturing conversations in my head since I was little. It’s really good for creative type things but also can be a huge distraction. It’s very easy to snap out of but if a teachers lecturing chances are I’ll fade into a daydream and miss the whole thing even when I’m trying to pay attention. I just sorta fade into daydreams and before you realize it your completely in it and it’s constant. Despite its setbacks I wouldn’t want to live without it. It’s how my mind works, it’s a part of who I am. At night lying in bed I like daydreaming about things. I’ve taken adderall and even though it does help my focus quite a bit it doesn’t stop the daydreaming. I can still do it on adderall if I want to and fade into it sometimes but not as much and it’s just easier to focus. Anyway that’s my experience and I was wondering if any of you have maladaptive daydreaming with your ADHD and if so what your experience has been? 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Also what do you guys think of it? Does it help you at all? 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So I did, but now instead of putting things off or doing something else, I find myself doing even less because I get stuck in the part between getting ready to do something and doing it, I basically find anyway to procrastinate no matter how useless. 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It wasn't until recently that I realized that it was definitely affecting me after well over a decade of not being medicated. \[My mom and I\] decided that maybe some of my problems were from the (now ADHD) diagnosis. Some of the issues were pretty self evident but the one that dropped my jaw was the anxiety. Because I didn't have a baseline of ""normal"" I just assumed this was unique to me. However, now I'm grappling with the idea that it might be connected. I gave a best man speech at my buddy's wedding and I was nervous to speak in front of the large crowd. I was so nervous that the piece of paper I was holding was quaking like a leaf. That's understandable for the average person, but what's not normal, I think, is the fact that I torture myself with that memory, and a hundred other things, on a routine basis. By torture myself, I mean that I physically cringe and also (when in private) will curse out-loud whenever something like that pops in my mind, and it happens multiple times a day. It passes quickly, but combine that with the fact that the negative memories/ general uneasiness are so constant that I find myself constantly looking for something to distract me. Another connected aspect is playing interpersonal reactions back in my head and thinking that I screwed them up. To cope, I am the YouTube/Reddit/Netflix MASTER. And When I don't have access to any distractions I'll have imagined conversations just to occupy my mind. Is that something any of ya'll experience? 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I upped my xr medication from 5mg to 20 last week, and, while I’m still not seeing great results, I actually made it to the end of a book! Been reading Allen Carr’s Easy Way to quit smoking after relapsing a month ago, and it only took me three days to get through it. I’ve owned it since last spring! It’s well worth the read if you’re struggling to quit smoking, I promise! Now time to dust off the other self-help books and fiction I haven’t yet read!",3.365176803394625,4.096155079207924,4.407439886845829,89.16227722772278,72.46534653465345,7.355586987270155,27.299858557284303,7.447530270364453,1.2212195190947668,377,13,85,4,7,123,74,101,0.064,0.828,0.109,0.5063,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,1,1,1,3,1,7,3,12,4,1,20,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,16,45,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.16940226169853956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388020628563964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195347743789064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537523582521205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901632466718568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069546403171228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138749953265893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635609604380198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830038217193204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642584124542485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748772366640581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856071385163213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320257156951422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692762127459064,0.5209215747025849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833158254063174,0.0,0.1810959299323865,0.0,0.0,0.143598376789534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863203168982136,0.0,0.0,0.18147766759213715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122379385361474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928688191867649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779047830483246,0.13924627322137087,0.0,0.15608144741825786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OccamsWriter,2018/12/07,"Mental Health is more than the medication you are taking. This sub has been the best thing that I have found on the internet in a long time. I never knew that such a community existed and that other people's stories and knowledge would be so uplifting and helpful with my own diagnosis. What I have noticed more recently in my own journey (in my second month back on meds after over a decade without) I have noticed that mental health is more than just ""Are my meds working?"" And I know that's a duh statement but it's not something everyone thinks about. My meds are working and I'm thankful but I feel better when I workout I feel much better so my girlfriend suggested going after a split shift at work. TL:DR - Much of our own mental health is more about what we do during our days to enjoy ourselves or feel productive than it does about the chemical we are using to keep level. They help but the extra mile is where we truly begin thriving.",3.6949795081967234,5.838601322404378,4.603958333333335,82.42593750000003,74.02732240437159,6.979371584699456,26.191598360655732,7.865858978985527,1.6839073770491804,754,27,136,11,16,244,110,183,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.9835,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,5,1,1,6,10,5,0,0,10,1,16,4,0,1,1,29,30,12,0,1,7,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,9,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,3,21,5,20,25,11,23,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,11,109,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946323723425626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915319710168266,0.21768884703285465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936924654268952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076984064748686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759758910339835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866819710188581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134938674984776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994288078352523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924493943148876,0.0,0.0,0.16498095253483866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938927546156037,0.0,0.0,0.06763543806966049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891208629122764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101053462761031,0.12397894937380705,0.3720734556217682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823240608959556,0.0,0.18093957497739974,0.0,0.0949183074235962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802294717754015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532046576526822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215156721308438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474443663689053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253248185538712,0.0,0.0,0.11330529013134255,0.0,0.0,0.08176149554741714,0.07885756917639092,0.0,0.0,0.07176245378184924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062919984651566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863400886149925,0.0,0.26878683174963885,0.0,0.0,0.08742460152841451,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GaseousGiant,2018/12/07,Starting to lose hope Spent 14 hrs doing work that would have taken any of my colleagues 1.4 hrs. I have a bad feeling about my future...,3.985555555555553,5.3091773703703735,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,71.5925925925926,5.4,24.61111111111111,3.1291,0.2799777777777779,107,3,21,0,2,33,24,27,0.196,0.665,0.139,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985316556220001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665424904282508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219690636934855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360210909378191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911231174581846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107229224120962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195935903771812,0.0,0.0,0.31184945454231244,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Positpostit,2018/12/07,"How do you deal with a spouse not thinking ADHD is real (crossposted to ADHD_Anxiety) I’ve struggle my whole life with forgetting things, staying organized, focused, all of it. I’ve worked hard and gotten to a place where I have good professional references and have a bachelor’s. I’ve also faced financial and personal obstacles that I was able to overcome. I spent a long time denying I had ADHD. I had an ex tell me “everyone has ADHD.” I eventually saw professionals (two neuropsychologists and a psychiatrist) and was diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety and depression. My husband doesn’t think it exists. Thinks I act like a victim when I explain to him that as hard as I try, I won’t be able to fully eliminate what he sees as careless mistakes. He thinks I’m using it as an excuse. I try to be honest with him and myself when I know I could have done better. It hurts a lot that he doesn’t understand all the anxiety and self-shame I’ve endured over the years because my brain doesn’t act like I’d like it to. I also am in awe because he majored in Social Work at a public research university and you’d think that even if he didn’t believe ADHD existed, he’d maybe have another scientific explanation? But no, I think he just thinks it’s all made up. I’ve worked years to not stigmatize myself about taking medication and admitting I have it. I don’t know what to do. Has anyone else gone through something similar? Also, he didn’t explain these beliefs before we got married. Shit is getting real I guess. 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My son and I play this game where one person says a super power, then the other person gives that super power a handicap. Ex: Run at supersonic speed. Handicap - you can only do that when your mouth is open. ADHD is kinda like that. Sometimes it definitely sucks, especially when a bug hits the back of your throat at supersonic speeds, but hey, that's still pretty sweet! A real life example of this happens whenever my husband and I drive in Mexico. He's hands down the better driver at home, but in Mexico, all of the patterns that his brain that he uses...kinda break down. He'll still do a good job, but by the end he's totally exhausted and cranky. But with me, it's the opposite. Be it Mexico or Manhattan, my brain isn't looking for patterns that I can just fall into. It takes all of the input in and let's me parse it. I throw some good music on (staying in a positive head space is key), and get into the groove, and it's kinda a blast watching my brain operate at the extremes. My ADHD has become a total asset in our relationship. If there's a pattern to a situation, he takes the lead. If it's chaos he turns the reigns over to me and I run this bitch while he watches in amazement. I fully kick ass when it's go time or a crisis. I didn't always, I had to learn it, but we've got a huge advantage over people that don't have our super power. I wasn't diagnosed until I was 31 (5 years ago), and started taking Vyvanse. But it was a decade before that when I really got that I'm just a terrible fucking employee. At that time we made a deal, he provides our family with security, while I go try and make us rich. He holds the steady job, making sure the lights stay on and there's food on the table. I went back to school and got a bachelors in technology and entrepreneurship, and am now a year into my 4th startup. Tomorrow I'll be pitching to investors for the culmination of a tech-incubator program my company was accepted into. Things are going pretty good and I'm super excited about my company, our progress and our prospects. I found out a week ago that this subreddit existed after my husband read that post on Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria and was like, whoa. Definitely an Ah-ha moment that fucked me up for a minute. But as I've been processing it, I've started to notice the established ways we've already been working around it. I am of course a terrible roommate for my husband's tidy engineer's brain. He used to get on my case about all of the things I'd leave about or forget, and then I'd get upset and it just a whole thing for a long time. Then years ago we figured out how to gamify it. For example, when I borrow his car, I always forget to scoot the seat back (I'm tiny and he's huge), so he gets into his car after me, he just does NOT fit at all. Used to drive him totally nuts. So the game is, every time I forget it's a point. When I get to 10 points, I must make him banana bread. Now he gets excited when I forget, and amazingly I forget less often. I think it's precisely because there isn't a bunch of stress about it. It's like, the more worried/stressed out/anxious I am, the worse I'm going to function (hence the music while driving in Mexico). If I keep myself out of the negative loops (the handicap to my super powers), then I can start to actually start to enjoy the incredible asset the way my brain works actually is. I actually love having ADHD now. Like, really actually love it. Wouldn't change it for anything. Ok, now I gotta go finish my slides for my pitch tomorrow!!! Soo typical! 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For once I am happy that my ADHD distracted me and brought me to Reddit. It’s nice to be able to relate to other people. ,2.831016949152541,4.613252440677968,5.212000000000003,78.71223728813561,75.4406779661017,6.753898305084746,25.359322033898305,7.554174236665415,1.6235532203389829,230,8,40,3,5,81,36,59,0.040999999999999995,0.8490000000000001,0.11,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,11,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,33,11,0,0.14715362208898192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8842502873415451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935782886090612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119960018625698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664776702420535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671380495008114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040355863750789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452964490676243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041560911101177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958182600224602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bunnyducks,2018/12/07,"Sitting at a 79.45% in a class. would've made an A. never missed a lab, turned in all my work, got all A's on my assignments. forgot to take the last quiz, so dropped to 89. would be fine with the B... but I missed 4 morning lectures. policy is that after 3 absences they drop you a full letter grade. so now i'm gonna make a C that is almost a B. i want to stick a fork in my eye. it is completely my fault, and i hate myseeeeelllllllffffff. &#x200B;",-0.4053125000000009,1.753997427083334,2.0341666666666685,94.7275,90.35416666666666,4.866666666666667,17.375,6.42735559955562,-0.30833749999999993,347,9,82,4,12,118,71,96,0.13,0.8009999999999999,0.069,-0.8576,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,3,5,1,0,12,0,5,1,1,2,3,12,17,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,9,1,10,11,3,13,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,1,4,48,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779014792667226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27893740389363514,0.3128192041029538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26992217235678473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589922412026904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416986058783003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984891659125726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359706300157524,0.1718439823526512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855450372262012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935637234977851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28002207063808865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184547418160455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742024039350466,0.0,0.0,0.3657576465655963,0.0,0.3128192041029538,0.0 adhd,monilia347,2018/12/07,"I'm finally able to get out of bed on time! So this is just a quick little shoutout to the angel on here who recommended the ""Alarmy"" app. I have the alarms set so that I have to take a picture of my bathroom sink to deactivate and it has legitimately changed my life. Thanks to whoever you are, I don't lie in bed for an extra half hour after waking up!",3.5370270270270296,4.130310540540542,5.330648648648651,83.20489189189192,71.97297297297297,8.622702702702702,26.962162162162162,8.841846274778883,1.7446951351351347,276,9,62,5,5,95,58,74,0.028999999999999998,0.897,0.07400000000000001,0.4912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,6,2,1,0,0,3,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,14,10,1,12,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,44,10,0,0.3576386717232093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783342934875895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917756836326082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685144498355527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522020508230032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526107704701668,0.0,0.3584479041168881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688997724539904,0.0,0.0,0.32926563865181346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854198553581568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yamsnz,2018/12/07,"Starting my 8 year old on Ritalin what should I expect? After 8 years he has officially been diagnosed and will start medication on school days. What should I expect for the first few days/weeks? How will he feel? Anything I should know/look out for?",2.4290070921985816,5.317635765957449,3.030957446808511,87.28416666666668,84.95744680851064,6.5375886524822695,20.599290780141846,7.793537801064563,1.093456737588652,199,6,38,4,6,62,35,47,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,0,9,10,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,6,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207535407962186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897141454189212,0.0,0.0,0.2985745187635191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874027468524822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021931055024105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616671430352878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470271898805584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963435014812285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30868002903031105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771391128086344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41642751527211735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359639765689061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788693369498107 adhd,TinySprinkles3,2018/12/07,"ADHD or bad rutines? I have always been called lazy and a daydreamer by the people around me. I would delay school projects to the last possible second, and I am yet to have any rutines in my life (I am 20 years old). My parents always chalked my behavior up to not being challenged enough, as I was among the top of my class despite never doing any work. A teacher suggested that I had ADHD when I was about 10 years old, but my parents scoffed at this and the teacher later denied this ever happened. It was only recently I discovered that procrastination is a sign of ADHD. I have a huge problem with procrastination. I dropped out of my former major because I did not find it interesting enough and failed half my classes. I pass my current classes as they are not very challenging, but I will not read for my exams until a day or two before they take place. Nevertheless, I can read for hours and be extremely dedicated to projects I find interesting. I have always thought this was because I was lazy, but then I remembered my teacher's suggestion in fifth grade. I thought one had to feel different to have ADHD, which I don't, but then why would I if I have never experienced anything different? I know this is very little information to go on, but I still wonder if I should look into this more or if I am just lazy? What are some other signs of ADHD? I am sorry for any spelling mistakes, English is not my first language.",6.568950000000001,6.702740374545456,7.2898522727272725,73.41077840909092,65.25454545454545,10.075,34.64204545454545,9.827888789773867,3.372968181818182,1133,48,205,22,16,377,150,275,0.13699999999999998,0.826,0.036000000000000004,-0.9788,5,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,6,7,8,0,0,9,0,33,1,0,0,3,47,42,22,0,8,17,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,9,2,0,2,8,4,0,5,11,3,41,4,29,25,5,38,0,1,1,0,8,13,0,8,22,163,53,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729075388738071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379943673213517,0.0,0.0,0.19450570844433715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845762441643403,0.08487381704840617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960585913650603,0.11623813290963016,0.0,0.08112827737365834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735395104700488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148713992117821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922237201494064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970257421817372,0.0,0.0,0.08624150828817154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048207338790111104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742801267351112,0.08109711442344013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054184559946827617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430984425936831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938918056689894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239699033784572,0.07771574399704458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734225798928681,0.0,0.09555685685860096,0.0,0.0,0.08006253489944813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706591038373992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000889506045987,0.0,0.06460561550309746,0.07251122376832403,0.0,0.0,0.21173007865499155,0.0,0.0,0.06609753330375223,0.0,0.09961118600747032,0.0,0.0,0.10748279609063066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122858300357402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190733856507303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413786145628217,0.0,0.10800291191796746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649031114145892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672658664447947,0.0,0.0,0.07613954765092702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168466259832625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513804111991194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313442804824602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733283038558316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603053828666385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339338589168176,0.06940947639323188,0.0,0.0,0.13545520313940776,0.0,0.0,0.12279312057325185 adhd,Mister-Totes,2018/12/07,"Did you know cannabis might help someone with ADD/ADHD? Whether or not you’ve been diagnosed with ADD or ADHD, sometimes we need a little help concentrating. You’ve probably noticed that certain varieties of cannabis help you stay focused and productive while others can send your mind completely off the rails. Finding that perfect focusing strain requires a little self-analysis first: What is it that’s impeding your concentration? Are you disengaged? Do your thoughts race? Think of these strains as your roadmap to the right strain. * blueberry-headband *Harlequin *Sour diesel *True OG *Green Crack *Cinex Please consult with your doctor if you are being prescribed medication to treat your ADD/ADHD or another medical condition and ask if it’s advisable to supplement your regimen with medical cannabis. 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She turns negative and slightly manic. What are some solutions? She has been like this since she was a toddler. It’s like there is a switch. My husband and I used to sing a made up “party-time” song when it happened because it was so regular and predictable. 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Every winter it destroys my work ethic, makes me lose connections with people, and basically just sets me back every year. Does anyone know how to beat it? 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How do I eat more on this? It's a constant struggle to force my self to eat and when I do I feel like I'll throw it back up Does anyone have any solutions",-1.1053846153846187,0.9100507692307716,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,92.58974358974359,4.1456410256410265,18.056410256410253,5.6839178017228535,-0.5113528205128208,136,4,33,1,5,46,31,39,0.063,0.8220000000000001,0.115,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064476381994515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227310238366084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23343747883962115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32806662520963153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656685430174988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212847682534327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350127227675706,0.2168805835702486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831588526887154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31670448667545764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31737207776721305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dazedanddisoriented2,2018/12/07,"I just don’t even know what to do Hi guys, just wanted to start off by saying I love this sub and everything your contributions have provided for me. I’m a final year law student (age 21) and my psychologist strongly thinks I have ADHD. I have been waiting for a psychiatrist appointment for an official diagnosis. I’ve just started summer holidays after a very hectic year of uni. I live in a chaotic house (always have) with my parents and younger sister, and my mum this year has taken up family daycare where she looks after 4 kids (two of which that scream like no tomorrow very often throughout the day). My feelings: I’m so overwhelmed by the noise and overstimulated by this job my mum has taken up. I get distracted by the noise, try to help, end up getting frustrated. Not to mention, my mum always guilt trips me into saying I never help (always been the case). I’m sick of it all. I can’t access the kitchen or living room without feeling the need to intervene and calm the kids down. End up not eating at all through the day. Any thoughts on this would be appreciated. My main problem is: my head is literally blank every morning I never know what to do - should I shower, when? What order should I do anything in. What do people even do in the holidays? I’m just blank. I end up staying in bed for like 6 hours before I get up. I can’t even get myself started to have fun. TLDR; how do I structure my holidays so I can actually start on fun things? And how do I stop caring about what my mum thinks so I can actually eat properly on time. (seems like she’s literally always mad at me). P.s: I strongly suspect my mum has adhd too, but since I come from a highly conservative background (wasn’t good for my oppositional behaviour growing up), she hasn’t really addressed it productively to say the least. 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I usually keep it on schedule M-F and give myself a weekend break. Unfortunately, my PCP has run out of scripts and has been waiting for them from the DEA going on 2 months. I have noticed a severe lack of motivation, fuzzy mindset and hard to focus. Like most of us after a couple of hours of “forced focus” I’m mentally exhausted and just very irritated when I come home from work. I am starting to feel so sorry for my kids and have to sort of meditate to relax. Fast forward to this evening, I went with my sister to Cost Plus nutrition and they recommended “Intellect RX”. I have read reviews here and there, but anyone else have firsthand experience with it? I feel like the reviews are very brief and typical. 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It infuriates me that other people can just go to their family doctor for meds, but I have to go out of my way and see a psychiatrist every 3 weeks, and when I need a refill, I get put on hold for 30 minutes and they forget me, or they just don’t answer the phone. Showing up to the actual appointments is also a problem in itself, I sit at work all day, then have to drag myself to the psychiatrist’s office to wait for over an hour. I think this doctor just sucks, but she works the best with my schedule and I’m happy with my medication regime. I was already turned down by my family doctor for meds (even with a diagnosis) which is why I have to see this woman to begin with. I have an appointment with the psychiatrist coming up on Saturday and I was contemplating just not going, but any other psychiatrist in my area has a wait of 2-3 months. I’m so sick of this. I just want to feel normal and it shouldn’t be such a chore. I’m not a junkie and have never had substance abuse issues. This woman takes a week to even give me a refill on antidepressants. WTF is wrong with this place?",4.3645997088791875,4.933253786026203,5.925572052401747,79.77077438136828,70.09170305676855,8.901426491994178,24.000291120815138,9.029198982220553,1.5634381950509466,883,20,182,16,15,302,129,229,0.127,0.802,0.071,-0.9225,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,3,4,12,5,1,0,16,0,17,6,0,0,2,40,38,15,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,12,15,0,3,3,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,3,3,23,2,35,33,3,32,0,0,2,0,8,13,1,1,11,133,35,6,0.0,0.15064050956412114,0.12407062899512672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030252376037228,0.10167408180793573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645978919505437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334259400656912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095201428130682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199499950377916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904005678858529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679499874011951,0.0,0.10712121769689452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971318962101665,0.0,0.06428597468089768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642557871773942,0.12196459669561925,0.2167703509212512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353432532256935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520762177435485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270148004933374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28244850601607485,0.2561610279849809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148220424694586,0.0,0.09346277687357246,0.09427294912198332,0.0980584660824676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457053610887715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814310142559546,0.0,0.13283459204190734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216561321228745,0.0,0.12781115538790147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262877583358066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355146830065249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559371084283974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146639444296153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829217772046526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499066503479558,0.10091808185679796,0.20396861919762316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147243790029531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27767903937553473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390080000180388,0.0,0.0 adhd,ClarkesMama118,2018/12/07,"Hyperfocus is killing me TL;DR: I hyperfocus so much that I don't eat, drink, or pee all day, and I'm blowing budgets at work and getting scared for my well-being. It is seriously a huge problem for me in many ways, like a waaayyy bigger problem than not focusing enough. Yesterday I got to work at 8, got started on something, and literally didn't leave my chair until 6:30pm. I didn't eat. I didn't drink any water. I didn't go to the bathroom. I literally didn't even stand up to stretch or socialize or anything for over ten straight hours. The worst part? The task I was doing was vaguely work-related but really not that important. I fixated on ""I have to find the answer to this one small aspect of this project"" and went down a giant rabbithole Googling every possible combination of words that might pull up something that would answer my question, and even when I HAD FOUND THE ANSWER I WAS LOOKING FOR, I still couldn't stop looking for the next doc, and the next doc, and the next doc. For 10 hours. I blew 10 hours worth of time that I have to bill to a client for that project and barely made any actual progress because I couldn't get off the hamster wheel. I have my Fitbit set to beep and buzz every hour to snap me out of it...but I've just started to ignore it and not even notice that it's going off. If I even feel hungry or thirsty at all, it's just a vague passing feeling that never feels as important as whatever I'm doing in that moment. I have already accepted the fact that I'm never going to eat an actual lunch every day, but I can usually at least snack and drink water. Yesterday was the first day that I actually started feeling kind of scared. My brain is such a dopamine junkie that it literally won't even let me take basic care of myself. I'm kind of just ranting I guess...but if anyone has dealt with something like this and had success breaking/managing their hyperfocus, I would love to know what worked for you. I think part of it stems from the fear of not being able to start working again once I stop (as most of us know, getting started tends to be the hardest part). My job is also pretty demanding and there's a lot of pressure to work a lot. I know I probably need to adjust my meds down, but that's only one piece of the puzzle. Side rant: it's so frustrating that the stereotype of ADHD makes people believe we can't focus on anything ever, when really it's just an inability to control what we focus ON. A ten-year-old with ADHD can sit and play Minecraft for waaaayyy longer than a neurotypical kid, right? Too much focus can be bad too, and I'm tired of having to explain that to neurotypical people who don't even believe ADHD is real to begin with. Ugh. End rant. P.S I'm (kind of) in therapy already. I had to stop seeing my (amazing) CBT therapist after I moved, and I've just started seeing someone else but we're still kind of in the ""getting to know each other and building rapport"" phase so it hasn't been particularly effective yet. Definitely bringing this up in my session next week, but I'm also hoping y'all can help me hydrate myself until then :)",5.043543689320386,5.6893938317152095,5.920613268608418,80.13286165048547,68.61165048543688,8.639546925566343,30.498543689320393,8.697196308434329,2.3206186407767,2460,93,478,38,40,811,282,618,0.10800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.2863,1,0,6,0,0,0,76.0,3,2,1,10,27,26,2,4,28,0,44,14,2,4,6,91,92,41,1,10,20,0,4,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,32,24,10,5,19,4,3,8,18,13,0,4,18,8,51,13,81,64,15,84,0,0,4,1,13,30,0,13,44,317,83,10,0.0582613288074121,0.0,0.1705639578549473,0.0,0.2100563860033388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285856501973932,0.09318312719609824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923940291026822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073767574551068,0.0,0.09588821884313156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864577597685904,0.03551556527889523,0.0,0.0,0.13128113299358865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503891112735805,0.0,0.0,0.05940130763317617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534503431885541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127212117239152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712217657352021,0.0,0.17884765297999364,0.04866986428816696,0.0,0.051602244444806655,0.06019952689293875,0.0,0.2308863492097033,0.05270070743032697,0.1472630469322551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556019252191131,0.11783471360835412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324979903700923,0.049557056520771116,0.0,0.06388053986175626,0.0,0.0,0.12175655861681822,0.0,0.09933376738230462,0.0,0.09319381384192513,0.0,0.06418142212165327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905134060350494,0.0,0.0,0.05786664538172751,0.22950269209728985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781537897084416,0.0,0.06445752819139433,0.24268083383236916,0.1280756105886989,0.0,0.0,0.06169033493526607,0.0,0.05957615603137361,0.0,0.0569270847238225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784968541522744,0.0,0.0,0.09906339661445494,0.052583123922835165,0.05512827801757053,0.03888988938558007,0.0590678429335691,0.0,0.0,0.06471520222863121,0.0,0.0,0.061806062903217614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192257223620915,0.08565756061571728,0.043200037084079296,0.08986945694653603,0.0,0.2478463365881893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066330909000726,0.06113546397298096,0.06204641373581898,0.07895876842988647,0.044310365914061116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892740247201448,0.0,0.08078213921926743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568089430484511,0.0,0.059272716722928824,0.06281556644790315,0.1114964466087398,0.0,0.0,0.06526602199578163,0.0,0.0,0.0663141472109563,0.07464739820122875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975485646703765,0.0,0.0,0.11665950781441295,0.0,0.09285347187967673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939008769701296,0.04936463483336218,0.1345572519208157,0.0,0.0,0.2474260103957998,0.0,0.09305514488965157,0.14612723895782612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380526855134145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662690701642894,0.06764589323693097,0.0,0.03733150701043995,0.0,0.0,0.0339726493527972,0.06696282687642423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008120502710649,0.0,0.06416662258282925,0.0,0.0,0.046245130965688636,0.04673372370012683,0.0,0.05238393150216997,0.05400883549974704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448964756523884,0.0,0.0,0.08277435277119949,0.0,0.0,0.03751838557927551 adhd,Palmbeachr,2018/12/07,"Hypersexual desires worsen when on Adderall XR coupled with difficulty achieving orgasm. When I was in a study for ADHD and Adderall XR dose was 90mg every day I was a HOTMESS and hardly ate. I didn't have a mate and wanted sex SO bad. I had a bad mix of low self esteem and horny as hell. Then when I was lucky enough to have a girl take charge basically ask me to come home with her I was SO excited, sex was great! She orgasmed 3x but she then got turned off because she could not get me off. Lower does is better.",1.747570093457945,3.6895404392523368,3.4708504672897185,89.23618224299067,79.18691588785046,5.775327102803737,21.914953271028036,6.742157984588678,0.4331988785046729,405,12,87,4,10,135,75,107,0.152,0.752,0.095,-0.6491,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,5,0,12,6,2,0,0,13,20,13,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,10,1,12,4,11,9,1,12,1,1,0,4,8,5,1,1,6,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761116362019053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147827338839625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836588371772252,0.14005183598134652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031928374368472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979069759957608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834345431223193,0.2542110436129709,0.0,0.14816801714972336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105343105384446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373904005288235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357202898795287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200334940690705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374992243783086,0.2532972352621187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205808474902258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304552979441468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23967656446270816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727413948812178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498991143870191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551092396107195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CherrySweden,2018/12/07,"Can you get ADD Can you get ADD or can you only be born with it? I’m starting to believe I have ADD and I’m 18 I have always found it hard to start with things and it feels like it have gotten worse way worse. Can you ADD get more “intense” (lack of better word) by time like as you age? Thanks",-1.0636538461538445,0.9110150000000026,0.6495192307692328,104.8773557692308,91.30769230769228,3.25,12.740384615384615,3.1291,-1.8357307692307687,225,3,58,0,8,72,39,65,0.10400000000000001,0.723,0.174,0.6313,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,19,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,4,7,16,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965518458050687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661361815886496,0.0,0.20891514321522797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943864294594025,0.16875379727309536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590002473159583,0.0,0.0,0.3702416126531726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160444212250493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308078337214162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796540191306849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343918613482591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747729603492108,0.0,0.0,0.15693238109899035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774029780265692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874984210088506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814515351686406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Doctourtwoskull,2018/12/07,"I had an adhd moment I posted something a subreddit, after i posted it i kept thinking ""wait...did i choose a subreddit?"" Even tho i knew fully well that i cant post something without choosing a subreddit",1.9138461538461515,4.67918602564103,4.3955897435897455,77.44107692307695,86.17948717948721,6.196923076923077,28.312820512820515,7.554174236665415,2.4819805128205132,161,8,25,3,5,56,27,39,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.3384,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,7,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31394064753844153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725360779498721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7505415388684162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40220620379846617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738187837227333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234871869729386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181074498572903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gothicshawtyy,2018/12/07,"Just started taking medication, any advice? My doctor wants me to go low and slow, and prescribed me 10mg a day. I have been taking 5mg every six hours on the days I have school, and same mg/time when I’m at work. I’ve only taken it for two weeks, but a dose at 8am and a dose at 2pm seems to be okay, but I feel like it’s half working half not. I crash after about four hours, but since I only have 10mg a day I don’t want to go over the dosage. Does it take a little while to work? I feel much more calm and centered, and much less anxious. Almost tired. I have no problems eating and it actually seems to make my metabolism a bit faster, so I need to eat more. No sleep problems whatsoever. The issue is that I feel like it’s not really working very well. I’d like to increase the dosage, or ask for xr, because while 5mg does work sometimes I have 12+ hour days with school and work and I would like to be able to be focused for at least 3/4 of that. I am planning on doing therapy and hiring an adhd coach as well, and I know that you can’t rely on the medication to do everything for you, but I feel like a higher dosage may be better. Is this fairly normal? I am a 130lb female, never taking stimulants before, this is a late in life diagnosis. I do NOT want to get high, and I hate to feel jittery, so I don’t want to increase too much. I know it’s only something a doctor can answer, but any personal experience would be much appreciated. Thank you!",2.162671489817793,3.2800220771704223,4.261177652733116,87.59225951232584,75.81672025723472,6.8553590568060025,21.961548767416936,7.333567415737692,0.5975175777063244,1130,28,254,13,24,390,158,311,0.077,0.741,0.182,0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,8,8,15,1,0,16,1,26,11,1,2,1,49,54,24,0,10,10,0,5,5,0,3,8,0,0,1,11,13,2,0,10,1,0,4,9,4,2,5,2,5,27,11,31,44,12,34,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,5,22,158,38,11,0.0819479669371779,0.0,0.07996939459433912,0.0,0.09848553135503227,0.0800786048608824,0.0,0.0,0.08205905152828487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145485526561257,0.0,0.0,0.0925778770775944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661028692387492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995472003137389,0.0,0.06973168411057612,0.0,0.0,0.07247631732503745,0.08946595555804257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139863715329127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677544331857629,0.1434264362086568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770645701821346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904469653140499,0.0,0.07364954864772395,0.08016083624656246,0.0,0.0,0.20717677172170715,0.17563093186169373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281443044707128,0.0,0.0931458362040747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090665161046585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658252632472115,0.0,0.0,0.2421067208167076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553238673219601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007291900838273,0.0,0.09244087610733298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788227253703016,0.2001781864690423,0.08213339137442392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054700904266958165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510791065165875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409647390110019,0.060763379124998684,0.06320332403386522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029160839758817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697536471762252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155380384910823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682627408840386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052497966017575684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587143506715407,0.0,0.14920470269842734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778820507735778,0.0,0.08200714877884965,0.0,0.0,0.06308754856366915,0.08104863470495778,0.0,0.05800319278200559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464586903457536,0.0,0.0,0.0754466778991689,0.0937146420287984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778451852916165,0.09418713296135904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005125619230953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761565500854919,0.1933401363926357,0.0,0.06573371605183807,0.0,0.14736212766342138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579545755550473,0.0,0.0,0.11642696902027384,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,askreddithoe,2018/12/07,I regret so many things I post on the internet I go back to look at it later and it's so cringy. I just go on spamming sprees and I don't even think about what I'm posting or how many people will see it. Then I'm really sensitive so when I get downvoted I take it personally for some reason. Lol I hate myself ,0.2584663865546233,2.1652670735294137,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,84.14705882352942,6.8268907563025225,18.537815126050425,7.957251820313856,0.6234932773109243,243,6,56,5,7,86,49,68,0.149,0.807,0.043,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,12,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,6,11,1,11,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,4,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751445235009392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610682307345387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274075765665462,0.0,0.2771842375130185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407627592418068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478225449501186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944746012320297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690628694619912,0.2129304687073444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671038436124886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622393093003878,0.2507302524820328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432605458586685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335351032834574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201075468550807,0.15625661210566422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,404introvertnotfound,2018/12/07,"Burnt Dinner. Also, First Time Here! ;) Hi there! *Wave* So, I was browsing the subreddit and I got off thinking about something, and the only thing that kept me going was the timer on my dinner maker oven thingy. Microwave oven thing. The thing that's the size of a microwave but works like a stove. Anyways, it was ticking and I was sitting there deep in thought. *DING!* Rice had started to boil over, veggies in the microwave (not the oven thing) were cold (hadn't been run) and the only thing that was done remotely right was the fish. It needed to be flipped. I out the rice in too early, the veggies were in order, but the fish needed to be flipped. Let's have fish, veggies and make some smiley fries. Juuuust great. -- Anyways, after that, I'm new here! Not to Reddit, but new account. I hope to learn lots! Also, do you guys like my u/ ? I think it's pretty neat. I thought of a username for about half an hour and am really proud of it ;D",0.5858004158004135,3.0836430000000017,1.6001351351351367,96.26369542619543,91.97297297297294,3.711018711018712,19.547817047817052,5.369823440869387,-0.2881185031185036,725,23,149,4,26,226,106,185,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.9908,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,3,12,6,0,0,16,0,18,3,0,2,0,25,31,12,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,13,7,3,1,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,16,1,11,6,20,12,2,22,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,10,103,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522810718531517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141755862210033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416921832465456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964437397084468,0.0,0.12615500227120738,0.1739032749828482,0.0,0.1561823418547499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566663382172875,0.15533709507742433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161294613657427,0.0,0.1541226012020175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341005642937632,0.0,0.0,0.10528926505973134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233916847129032,0.0,0.30468268267782656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399289859306798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047309160423676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104901067348787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470473568662936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214320258815387,0.0,0.0,0.11164556822188143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239602659456544,0.20214029912663395,0.0,0.2504477697467878,0.09197648383680593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483287979124185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilovetacobell88,2018/12/07,"another post about mydayis (and it’s cost) and my overall frustration of my experience post-adhd diagnoses hey y’all. so i’ve been on the struggle bus of finding a medication that worked for me. after i was diagnosed i first tried vyvanse prescribed by a doctor and after a month on 30mg i noticed no difference. my second psych visit i saw an RN and she wanted me to try mydayis (after i mentioned my experiences with adderall, how much i felt an improvement and wanted to try something that leaned more towards that, she mentioned that they “don’t like to prescribe adderall) but due to too many conflicts (and preference i suppose) when i went back to figure things out, the doctor i first saw had me try concerta, but he started me on 54mg (i assume due to my weight) and i believe that led to the side effect of 0 - 100 anxiety that lasted for hours as it was wearing off, and i just couldn’t take it anymore and stopped taking it after two weeks. this visit, seeing the nurse again, she said the dosage on the concerta was way to high, so i could go lower on that if i wanted but we agreed on me trying mydayis. so after all this stress, tonight i went to walgreens and they said because my insurance doesn’t cover it at all for 2018 (and it’s not on the formulary for 2019), the coupon has no effect. does anyone know if this is normal? i know i have super particular insurance but i was under the assumption that as long as i had insurance it would still discount it. i’m honestly at a loss. i’m thinking about trying to find another psych office, but i’m so disheartened after the first experience trying to find one. i’m genuinely trying to get my shit together. i’ve been without a job for 2 months now and i’m on the cusp of possibly getting another one, and with therapy (and i love my therapist), existing and getting through the day is a little bit easier, but i still have bad moments and bad days where nothing (and i mean nothing) gets done. if i don’t get a job soon, things are just going to continue to get worse. i just don’t know what to do. 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I feel like im on enough, but only for half my day. Currently on 50mg. Definitely need a higher dose. Only on 3rd week. 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You're in a public restroom with your pants half down, and you decide you need to fix your headband right that second. I did this yesterday and made myself giggle. At least I entertain myself!",3.4540243902439016,5.979324097560978,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,76.3170731707317,6.051219512195122,20.006097560975608,7.1686216300943375,0.6553853658536584,172,4,30,2,4,54,34,41,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,9,2,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.551764805604087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344239779956423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870465154399893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34042659474405346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920801347018975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,180onTheDVP,2018/12/07,"I sleep through stimulants Even if I'm well fed, got enough sleep before, hydrated, etc. I'm constantly so exhausted and if I try to take even the shortest nap I end up just sleeping for AT LEAST 3 hours Sometimes I'll take caffeine and ephedrine (200 mg/25 mg) right before I nap to wake me up in 20-30 min, but often times they'll just relax me, allowing me to sleep... 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It just really hit me as I went back to school to finish my Bachelors and I feel like the reading is never ending for my current classes, and everything is ""Referencing the text you read""....But I'm over here like ""Wait I read that!?"". Does anyone have anything to help combat this and retain things you've read? Meds don't seem to help this. 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Just curious, for everyone out there who has been professionally diagnosed, if you had concerns initially how did you bring it up with your doctor? I’m not against self diagnosis but I can’t think of a good way to bring it up. 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Iv been out of college for almost a year now, and have been having a hard time getting back to it. Iv switched schools for the third time (4th if you count all online as a seperate school) and every time I do it seems like a bigger hurtle is in my way. I had to request a transcript from my first college, a local community one, 7 times before they actually sent one to my new school. I just got all of my classes schedualed and signed up for after meaning to do it for almost 2 weeks. Now I just need to schedual a appointment with a general practitioner to talk about my adhd. I have a general question though. I was diagnosed with adhd in elementary school, and havnt gone to see anyone about it in about 8 years, am I going to have to be rediagnosed, since Im an adult now?",4.395673400673399,5.237747265432102,5.741290684624019,80.13126262626265,70.17283950617283,8.60695847362514,29.54208754208755,8.841846274778883,2.279437037037037,635,24,126,11,11,214,97,162,0.019,0.9640000000000001,0.017,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,10,1,0,0,11,0,13,3,0,0,2,22,23,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,2,15,1,29,14,2,27,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,5,16,90,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.13057741983233173,0.0,0.32162270679654875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679790006365835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356174638030047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289018224915968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386085186603112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581242179722894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273910940442973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658025134008218,0.0,0.11381711569692494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990921824191403,0.0,0.0760462363217268,0.0,0.21403714903523965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986578995774505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453572760863262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537188690357609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457562662642751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921702304593603,0.0,0.12923271290617375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813436856949804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989571411406216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416838310412403,0.10662774480321266,0.12181388394923486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068745685731296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754989563056844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146579526275706,0.0,0.3120983555831428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106210654769924,0.10733280002407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723360801482806 adhd,lelcatz1337,2018/12/07,"Too embarrassed/anxious to find a new doc/psychiatrist due to being unable to express myself. 26M The title really says it. I'll try to sum it up in a few bullet points, I am really just looking for others who have been through something similar and any advice or suggestions people might have: - I've been off meds since April (Prior to that 2.5 years of being on meds daily) - My current GP is the one who has prescribed them for the last year or so (I moved to a new state -- before that it was my family doctor). My current GP basically makes me feel terrible when I go, he appears annoyed like i'm wasting his time, throws his hands up when I ask questions (I very rarely ask questions, the last time I went was in February where my insurance changed and I asked for an alternative to Vyvanse -- which he just threw his hands up at and told me to call my insurance and prescribed me the cheapest alternative). I don't think he meant anything mean by it, but I get very very anxious at these appointments. - I have been seeing a psychologist for therapy since February. I do not have another appointment to see her until 2 1/2 weeks from now. I usually see here once a week. I really would like to talk to her about this but I don't know if I can wait anymore... I am having a hard time. - I find that trying to explain myself and get my point across to Doctors is extremely difficult. I felt like it took me a VERY long time to get my story out fully to my therapist (like 3 months of weekly appointments).... the reason being that I am very conflicted about my diagnosis and the usage of meds. I am apprehensive, and many times believe that I am too ""successful"" to actually have ADHD. I am also very anxious. - I am employed and make a decent living in software, however I struggle constantly with organization, time management and completing things at work but I am very very good and pushing it down and even better at bullshitting and procrastinating in the work place to save face. If I just ignore these issues they will go away right? I tell myself this. I struggle with avoidance, I am a chronic procrastinator and it has effected every aspect of my life since I can ever remember. I forget bills. I do not finish work deadlines on time. I do not remember my own brother's or parents birthdays without using facebook. I loop constantly in a state of wanting but being unable to complete very simple tasks that all adults should be able to do such as laundry, cleaning my room, cleaning my house, keeping my car clean and organization. I do not organize or plan anything in my life and consider myself to be a very lucky floater. I floated into my career, I floated into the state I moved too because of a girl, my relationships have been rollercoasters. - I am overwhelmed constantly. The only times that I do not feel overwhelmed are when I am exercising (very very rare lately) or playing a game. I am very good at appearing as though I am not overwhelmed. I do however visibly space out frequently, I believe that my forgetfulness is also obvious to anyone who knows me for more than a few weeks -- but at first I believe most are not aware. I miss what people are saying to me mid conversation, but I am very good at parroting or laughing and spontaneously come up with a way to get them to repeat themselves. With people I know for more than a few days I have no problem just blatantly asking them ""what did you say? ""or ""sorry I completely lost track of where I was going with that...."". - I was raised in a catholic household and am very restrictive about what I say, I prefer to remain quiet unless I have something important to say most of the time and know that it will be takin well. However I do trail off into my own head constantly -- nonstop. ** I just wrote all that and realize I am rambling a bit so I will try to stop now and say this final thing ** I only am able to complete basic hygene, chores, work tasks etc while on meds. It took a me a while of being off and on to realize this and this is why I want to get a new doctor -- but I don't know what to say. 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Hi to preface, I was medicated in California (vyvance and concerta) when I was in high school, but now live in Oregon. My ADD has gotten so bad over the past few years and I'm so sick of it affecting my daily life and want to try the medication route again, but can't afford a consultation with a psychologist or to go to a regular doctor for it; money is directly the issue. Anyone else had this issue?",9.131,6.9915948777777785,10.36055555555556,60.857500000000016,61.33333333333334,13.888888888888893,38.05555555555557,12.602617957971056,4.8715555555555525,369,14,66,11,4,131,69,90,0.133,0.852,0.015,-0.9326,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,7,7,0,2,0,13,12,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,13,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,47,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675671446624815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319294549830521,0.19332497468860085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753993310631892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312199255554746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761794339345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857752145260183,0.0,0.10723120184885948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005580350986191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935079731463545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938658344834785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327027600655025,0.0,0.0,0.16660791187470714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702258012416761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278544626620715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011642590792154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095425044740647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810134632718226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112883626144193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818808034192846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403287065147146,0.0,0.0,0.12150374489303772 adhd,OhWellTina216,2019/06/14,"Can consistency with ADHD meds be achieved? Sometimes I think having ADHD is great. I notice other things that people don’t. I’m pretty loud and outgoing, but there are days... when I need to focus and can’t. The motor in my brain won’t turn off or relax. I see a car driving and think oh, I wonder where they are going. I see a Penguin in a movie and I think I wonder if they ever get cold. School one of the hardest places to filter this out. I have been on Adderall XR for over a year. There are times when I felt like it was not working as well as it could, or there was some lag. I tried a few different stims and in the end they did not help. I even considered asking for an anxiety medication to see if maybe I needed that in addition to my Adderall, but the provider said I did not have anxiety. I initially begged to differ and said I feel tense at times and replay scenarios in my head causing lag. He might be open to the idea now, since he was willing to give me Propranolol to help ease on the onset of Adderall. I try to tell myself that it is working, but just not working the way I want it to. I think I do this to avoid another failed medication. At the same time....some consistency would be ideal. I’m curious what your ADHD medication does for you and how often do you get the same results? Meaning...out of a month how many days are good days with your medication.",3.64720640569395,4.629281149466195,4.964944839857652,84.4909759786477,72.02491103202847,8.039928825622779,25.793772241992887,8.395991825355821,1.5380034163701066,1077,33,226,17,20,359,152,281,0.1,0.7959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.2881,1,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,3,6,14,8,0,1,16,0,28,6,2,4,1,51,52,21,0,8,12,0,2,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,12,13,0,1,9,1,0,3,7,2,1,1,9,9,32,6,33,35,4,31,0,1,3,0,16,15,0,9,13,159,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34878178596696485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143850551799076,0.14800901573668174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043721898067893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799189689946433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937684583930717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723763286268831,0.0,0.0,0.1871645337209725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214179427200565,0.0,0.0,0.08465630752636134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568138926791534,0.0,0.0,0.06389471160969817,0.08750529897710309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891377339579468,0.0,0.09288390489492823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108350137684056,0.09280015858345084,0.054978585279917114,0.08113946688674163,0.0,0.1066542785742576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928136878302088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968323962193853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920572605609986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726142979426472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980774169429866,0.09718658960400754,0.0,0.10745440422914126,0.3898144980421169,0.0,0.10262401164336972,0.0,0.0,0.07721556011059222,0.0,0.0,0.14346039532247115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013715577167793,0.0,0.0,0.06555235190585937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706613240189767,0.0,0.1010708971360028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841759344278399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404048552955168,0.0,0.0,0.09790428869372082,0.2312636171526266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002289239537665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567661758244958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455350743892648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426860468443912,0.2479438961257299,0.0,0.0,0.16922658064453786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135786360854065,0.10522345312499116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705873504321138,0.07678633188629981,0.0,0.0,0.08697931794850353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981704342356708,0.2112798269948732,0.0,0.0,0.06872008783236816,0.0,0.0,0.0622962709104637 adhd,fifthsbusiness-,2019/06/14,"Motivation even with medication Hello, I need advice. I’m on Vyvanse 20mg everyday. I’m not able to sit down and move past all of the self doubt that comes with ADHD and I’m in a hard class this summer. I’m wondering if anyone has any recommendations or advice for this. I can’t fall behind but I’m falling behind. Any advice helps.",0.7029248366013086,3.197357691176471,3.494901960784315,83.46316993464055,89.73529411764706,5.963398692810457,17.84967320261438,7.3871296695380915,0.6456418300653595,265,7,52,5,9,93,51,68,0.077,0.8420000000000001,0.081,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,14,10,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,10,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,27,5,2,0.2147830267471488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581274594823221,0.6296504637959325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921196468237611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018128625572194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850165593537638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186216349952258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240340427957853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396453539671994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637130312730565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282803664301239,0.0,0.15925889282716088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503470223620648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406553933485748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292303047677146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhoIsJen,2019/06/14,"The irony of watching a productivity video while reading Reddit I have to keep rewinding it because I am getting distracted. *facepalm*",6.000757575757575,9.831087863636368,5.506363636363638,68.64621212121216,79.45454545454545,6.56969696969697,43.6969696969697,7.793537801064563,4.74567878787879,111,8,14,2,3,34,21,22,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906387073626148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334802672416269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695914019431693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409947002007155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luckyerin548,2019/06/14,"What were y’all’s experiences with non-stimulant medication? Right now I take 50mg of vyvanse every morning and it makes me suicidal sometimes. Minor inconveniences turn into huge, stressful events but it almost seems worth it sometimes because I actually feel motivated which is great. But being super suicidal definitely gets in the way of school if I get too stressed out :/ Have any of y’all switched from vyvanse to a non-stimulant and had it workout? Idk why, but I’m a little skeptical to try non-stimulant medication because I don’t know anyone on it??? It’s a bit silly, but I’d love to hear other people’s experiences!",4.829999999999998,7.149722982905987,6.420863247863249,69.86719230769232,71.30769230769229,9.466324786324787,33.06752136752137,9.888512548439397,3.848248547008547,507,25,83,14,10,173,83,117,0.158,0.619,0.223,0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,2,7,1,2,4,0,6,3,0,2,0,16,17,7,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,7,4,12,14,1,10,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,3,2,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.15194927500176375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591981720389195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588728687359082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108875175728242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983721285344507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999362260205106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311913343083685,0.0,0.0,0.30462606383323804,0.0,0.0,0.07873102058608744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270278646092046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166944234864742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549507349653368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557345475756034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606106981411705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053322269053364,0.0,0.10393679716431854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137203607435021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794883903225977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297441844799274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575855640136379,0.0,0.1417513944983936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079998628418502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567276852974052,0.0,0.0,0.3406401915078275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707359892459535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571601765646664,0.16936640293703295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359435506135305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050292446902155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_me_goat_gifs,2019/06/14,"Tips for finding a prioritization coach/tutor? tl;dr: I want to pay someone to work help me learn prioritization. Where can I find them? Hi folks, I've been working for (as a software engineer) for a while now I'm working to level up at work. One thing that has held me back is that I don't really have confidence in prioritizing, which makes it harder to execute efficiently or take on larger-scope projects. So, I'm looking to get much better at prioritization and to do it, I'm willing to spend money. I'm looking for a teacher who can train me in methods to more efficiently prioritize my day and be more confident in my prioritization. I'm asking this kinda like how a player in a 4th-tier English football team might seek out a coach to help them improve their ball-control and passing. I imagine we'd have several 30-60 minute videochat sessions over the course of several months. Maybe they would give me homework. Kinda like a therapist, but focused on skill-building. Maybe we would do some exercises/drills. Maybe we would dig into the psychology of how to assess importance/urgency of tasks. Whatever their methods, at the end of working together, I'd like to be able to confidently & quickly handle the following situations: - Identify the highest priority among a set of 10 tasks and explain why it is the highest. (Goal: 2-3x faster than current. 30% less verbose explanations. Roughly.) - Given a set of 40 recent emails from colleagues and error-monitoring systems, identify the subset which can be safely de-prioritized or delegated to another person/team. (Goal: 15 minutes or less. Roughly.) One thing I can imagine is that someone would present me with a scenario and ask me to rank the priorities in it, and then we would talk through my reasoning. Another is that they’d come with a particular method or framework (I dunno, a version of the Eisenhower Matrix?) and would have me practice applying it. Do any of you know any places to find such a tutor? Do any of you have experiences searching for executive-function-skills tutors like this? Do you know what to google?",6.282799650043743,7.890467551181108,7.195223097112862,68.60986001749782,66.4015748031496,9.948906386701664,36.420822397200354,10.168813456921066,4.099994575678041,1671,85,275,41,27,558,213,381,0.009000000000000001,0.89,0.10099999999999999,0.9821,2,0,3,0,0,0,68.0,4,3,6,10,8,6,0,0,23,0,33,0,0,4,0,48,54,19,0,7,5,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,17,16,0,2,10,2,3,3,1,0,0,2,3,4,29,6,51,38,7,36,0,0,2,0,24,18,0,9,16,182,46,15,0.09890523325194803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716377890631568,0.0,0.20177685064886744,0.2074215215416359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849260837309908,0.0,0.0,0.07605201931504511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747364136282121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519810077869575,0.0,0.0,0.11093062917474536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378569322170861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760068003269324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674829654670264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711927741187076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167390221118179,0.09487891207777399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258818603188274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871145919992617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932804042823947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661109720242353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660200112073981,0.0,0.2980908017054311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492282261591003,0.0,0.0,0.07894521357073876,0.0,0.0727067266221756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404149147815078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636023472291285,0.10333491784246428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336122503443736,0.10169105242633926,0.09765698582005312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234695226386533,0.0,0.0,0.1111736261420168,0.0,0.0,0.1676041663495246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436442649731416,0.07949628002426712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483659892569854,0.13141648433138625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058336869118230994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924658928494922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600209388153047,0.0,0.0,0.4215566398344646,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MiniVelle,2019/06/14,Funny thing I got diagnosed with ADHD last week and started on meds. I’m able to get so much done it’s insane. I always just thought it was lazy. Something funny I’ve noticed is that it does zero to suppress my appetite lol. I read up on Adderall and this forum and my doctor said it was a side effect but not for me! I’m always hungry. Does this happen to anyone else? Just thought I’d share. It could also be due to the fact that I also take abilify..,0.4391291866028695,2.6834820421052648,2.6834449760765544,91.20593301435406,86.47368421052632,4.296650717703351,19.16267942583732,5.565023196281405,-0.1366842105263153,354,10,72,2,11,120,67,95,0.039,0.863,0.09699999999999999,0.6476,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,1,14,16,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,7,1,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,46,17,2,0.18432163267878893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215187833581508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948038861193117,0.30674072817377274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888197126043482,0.1888592948022207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471658253062571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708257722908372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886610014230664,0.32260220575754306,0.18862502533438671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397707246781378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630044547983024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474188477548198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629950110463131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502467317138136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473978156848624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354976083377856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985140048035691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437151273031352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533208190669847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189979797634675,0.0,0.0,0.13046380030828375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858692866422995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245510250788735,0.0,0.0,0.2926615748415896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785169562543346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rositablush,2019/06/14,"I know this is a silly question but where could I get an diagnosis ? Would I go to a doctor like physician or can I make an appointment with a psychiatrist? I don’t have insurance also. I’m pretty positive I have it, I’ve always felt like I just never tried enough and it would go away and it hasn’t I just can never commit to doing tasks and I’m really clumsy and I kind of feel like no one understands me when I say I can’t do a certain thing because I just feel so tired or “lazy”. Teachers have called me lazy in the past and it has hurt me and so have managers or my mom have called me “forgetful”. When I was in kindergarten I got held back a grade and a teacher had told my mom I had it and my mom didn’t listen and long story short yeah I’ve been living like this my whole life lol I’m 21. Any advice is greatly appreciated sorry if this post is long and all over the place lol",0.2729147869674193,2.3750058052631573,2.595413533834588,92.5695614035088,85.68421052631578,5.5137844611528815,17.99498746867168,6.868970318607317,0.012761904761904752,693,17,157,9,21,236,106,190,0.128,0.6729999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,10,3,24,4,0,1,5,36,40,20,0,4,8,3,3,4,0,2,4,2,0,0,9,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,9,5,23,8,8,28,3,18,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,5,12,106,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746102511141022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043100112258466,0.10853360591821123,0.0,0.0,0.08870128376036679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225493728875198,0.10029760684815074,0.0,0.079512871576797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663804730281575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041429208537904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350727112433675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477575855076104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190521362752142,0.09318385210487563,0.12523948232929866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814768069230752,0.0,0.14826012251407802,0.0,0.1043219739510707,0.14380668698150506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396349566799496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582952870899245,0.07168448183838014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213114796598862,0.25489871504742906,0.0,0.11517780739404035,0.23086437212641495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706736767580059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582969100116988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120131927374146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838713905756691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451638567636895,0.0,0.0,0.13627836652851527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492209820829313,0.13270079965751602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611871680845226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356095334688926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037283294986796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601296778037512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665620582823917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991755338914414,0.0,0.12463765269972125,0.0,0.08855781234017936,0.0,0.0,0.1357889826627983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562767915747565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531667538063773,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glovesflare,2019/06/14,"I was just diagnosed with ADHD, and started on meds. I can't stop crying after I started a paper early today. I'm so happy!! My mother told me she got diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago and it made me start noticing symptoms in myself. They were always there, but I starting thinking about them as a possible illness instead of just me be lazy or whatever. I am fairly smart so I was able to push through high school with good grades and get into a great college, so I always figured it would be impossible for me to have ADHD because they always get bad grades right? Boy was I wrong. Not being able to read books (except when one hit me with hyperfocus), always procrastinating, starting projects never finishing them, not paying attention in conversations, going on reddit during lectures I knew I was interested, a lack of patience, running into doorways because I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. (I'm going to miss that one it was always so funny when it happened) It was really frustrating me because I would WANT to do these things but COULDN'T. Problems with my self-esteem ensued, thinking I was squandering the great opportunities I have been given and not living up to my potential because I just a lazy piece of shit or something. I wouldn't allow myself to ever be proud of my accomplishment because I always felt like I never used my full potential. But I saw a psych (thanks mom!) and he diagnosed with me ADHD, and he prescribed me some Adderall 15mg XR to take for 2 weeks, with also giving me permission to take 2 if I think 15mg isn't enough. 15 was helping a bit but I decided to try 30mg today because I had a paper due in a few days and I wanted to see the difference. In the morning I was just bopping around waiting for it to kick in. Started reading some of the newsletters I get but never manage to read. But I could do that on 15mg alright so I wasn't too excited yet. Then I thought about my paper and thought ""I ought to get started on that today"" AND WENT AND STARTED. I could never do that, it was either due far enough away to ignore it or due close enough I had to pull all nighters and stress about it so bad. But I just.. said I was going to do it and did. I didn't even realize until I was doing it, and when I did I started crying. I couldn't believe it, I was still on the fence about my ADHD diagnosis and people I told were doing that ""oh everyone has those problems."" Those comments were not helping the self-doubt, but once I took 30mg they all melted away! It was actually working! I could act like I have always wanted to! I felt so proud, so happy the treatment works, so excited that my life can change for the better so much! In fact I'm still happy and crying about it right now as I write this! I called my mom and told her how happy I was and how much I loved her for all she did for me, and texted a bunch of my friends and told them how much I loved and appreciated them. (I also put off telling all of them this for too long which also caused me frustration) I also have to thank this subreddit for all of your great information and support you give people! Without it I don't think I would have ever identified I had ADHD, and that has changed my life. I want everyone to know that you shouldn't be getting so frustrated with yourself, my doctor said that is a big sign to watch out for people who think they have ADHD. Don't let others get to you and also don't let yourself beat yourself up! Sometimes I think we can be more cruel to yourself than we can to others, so please remember you have a legitimate medical condition. A weightlifter wouldn't be as good with a broken arm and they wouldn't get frustrated they can't lift as much so you shouldn't either! Thankfully my treatment seems to work for me, I hope all of you out there can find whatever helps for you. We all on this subreddit will help you whenever you need it!",4.993981958762888,5.592466393041235,5.942696907216497,80.09921030927835,68.70360824742268,8.579134020618557,29.308659793814435,8.608573733854374,2.148088329896907,3075,107,595,46,50,1018,297,776,0.091,0.73,0.179,0.9975,0,0,1,0,1,0,76.0,3,10,11,9,49,42,6,1,23,1,80,13,2,7,14,140,150,66,0,24,25,3,3,2,1,10,9,2,0,1,37,42,0,4,21,5,2,11,25,14,0,2,46,8,113,28,92,79,26,80,0,1,3,2,56,30,1,8,41,459,150,23,0.09183440079117176,0.0,0.04480856395030422,0.0,0.3862848626779313,0.0,0.04070282766534948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359984283461225,0.2674475235555113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408760433638752,0.0,0.0,0.08628144254692104,0.0,0.07667788873514475,0.16794419503862135,0.0,0.0,0.0517329609126532,0.0,0.04061003232818485,0.050129690381342525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046886595454666,0.0,0.0,0.04716961328123775,0.09714861923006453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998344459782143,0.0,0.15131366558677914,0.029612795619941307,0.0,0.0,0.1398149755561337,0.0,0.04797370143546356,0.0,0.0469982002832581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233422735000506,0.0,0.03032787780585375,0.08306947313428271,0.0,0.08775170543275178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817542631670176,0.0,0.041967489301341886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547551512308929,0.0,0.16792889430895785,0.08809592528016241,0.10438321258843927,0.07702633833000068,0.03672417977243419,0.1518716266142726,0.0,0.0,0.04060442866593355,0.19551885459189244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310932612846905,0.04851404324717495,0.0,0.045606140584199116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025234892498882267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390689677998733,0.06486535314469047,0.044865649491806735,0.0,0.04054572919141092,0.04063527742006262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288413216842302,0.04344796524576208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510036583476428,0.0462567486640675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755534029238256,0.03665067128011189,0.0,0.1350177023661895,0.034047022278593325,0.14165670260275925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227703698752961,0.0,0.04890031984599326,0.062229366669071015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549961571877122,0.0,0.0,0.050403297357862566,0.0,0.051764744259886884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787311905041759,0.0,0.04615946881341272,0.0,0.0,0.13778887872637646,0.0,0.0294157343505256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201523702493281,0.07842607650101964,0.087355545018581,0.0,0.0,0.04647065820266593,0.036590063795306,0.04180129471070095,0.09580330836379984,0.0,0.04713334635816888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035349304175965345,0.0454132852910084,0.0,0.29250387697076197,0.0,0.07333907109916131,0.038388835566840813,0.05259799791511753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052106294865468035,0.0,0.047725552593037235,0.06904804046276769,0.0,0.04013365702827409,0.1268231668614717,0.0,0.0,0.030505347633911908,0.17653132774920632,0.0,0.07290625622607913,0.0,0.0,0.13057241105308973,0.17550341086550356,0.051015699152405836,0.03117476498440872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039657718369429495,0.0,0.0,0.10833261786782633,0.0,0.03683200847450741,0.0,0.0,0.04256570479145365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426254262222756,0.0,0.10028480627761152,0.0,0.0,0.09785478519655426,0.05020325042969545,0.0,0.0 adhd,blueasian0682,2019/06/14,"My god it's not stopping!!! I recently got informed about something urgent and i have to complete some paperwork by tommorow or hell will break loose, my heart can't stop beating and i feel like i can't breathe well, this is the worse experience by far, google told me it is panic attack, probably had to do with that energy drink cuz i was planning to do an all nighters on this shit, f*ck me!",2.9210439560439525,4.9879485769230785,3.7326373626373615,88.14807692307693,76.05128205128206,7.021245421245422,27.809523809523807,7.957251820313856,1.7489831501831508,311,13,63,5,7,99,62,78,0.252,0.596,0.152,-0.9234,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,1,2,0,10,4,3,1,1,12,13,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,4,1,9,2,8,8,2,6,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675893847012319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661694591637054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041974522199998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300839987784529,0.0,0.0,0.11893104494349692,0.1680366165660162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812177367916288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278729204931082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491346589586295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759724368514973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536000038561518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224501730924066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414433425409986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107889246578696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39329814204496494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475663951754066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114852413528486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397027157834242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ukjungle,2019/06/14,"I thought I'd feel better after diagnosis but I just feel worse. Hey all. I'm 19F and got officially diagnosed with ADHD yesterday morning after an uphill battle for years (teen girls = hormones = took years to be taken seriously!) I had suspected this for a long time, or other similar conditions, and I thought finally having a concrete label would make me feel better. Well, there is a currently undefined wait list for my medication appointment (NHS), which could be anything from 6-15 months. Additionally, because of the new diagnosis, my psychiatrist will not prescribe any medication or even advice for my consequent anxiety & sleep issues. The only thing they'd consider meanwhile are SSRIs which I can't take due to adverse serotonergic reactions and am actually banned from being prescribed. It's a logical move, and I get why it's been done, I'm just not sure what I'm supposed to do meanwhile. I have been feeling especially useless of late and seem to have worse brain fog every day. Even with a diagnosis I feel I should be able to fight this somewhat; I have no motivation and don't really care for much and I feel...well, like a lazy shit. I've been given a sick note, told not to work until my appointment (due to cognitive, anxiety and sleep issues) and am tired all the time so I'm finding myself mostly flitting between Wikipedia tabs and staring at walls. I really do feel like I have no direction and I really expected the appointment to give me clarity & purpose. This is just a vent I guess so delete if necessary, just feeling a bit empty and not sure what to do about it. Any advice is welcome, otherwise peace. :)",5.2003306010928965,7.183293190163938,6.46657786885246,71.33538592896177,69.55737704918033,10.19808743169399,32.380464480874316,10.411451182825502,3.906161202185793,1313,60,221,39,24,442,177,305,0.193,0.696,0.111,-0.9815,1,0,0,0,1,0,46.0,0,0,1,4,11,15,3,0,14,0,30,9,4,2,4,55,56,19,0,5,12,0,7,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,12,15,0,2,14,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,12,8,23,9,26,35,6,21,0,1,1,0,7,2,1,7,19,141,35,2,0.10156037843381792,0.0,0.09910827909068916,0.0,0.12205583870482745,0.1984872527797568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008125520312766,0.0,0.13812907997753715,0.0,0.1553868230377813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357553794597156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619102640439035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964380301620125,0.1108776293423302,0.0,0.0,0.11337497036589372,0.0,0.0,0.1035475744576822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108769813619694,0.0,0.0,0.06549804220933428,0.0,0.0,0.10308164628115396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393152814804307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415934423359105,0.0,0.08556899909369603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108158310725827,0.07255475464584267,0.0,0.1112544303421684,0.09282434596712097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306110598163279,0.0974259692756741,0.0,0.0,0.08122711235065899,0.0,0.1118802068631578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200529774042606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456453053205826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992345417797936,0.0,0.0,0.08987773899519944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779234123383651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046227931567149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106452512334471,0.10794260959432063,0.07465856383577019,0.0,0.0,0.0980876463541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724124428484501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518653708046385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245675418509304,0.0,0.0,0.10425026900045976,0.0,0.0,0.20326744824903892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143890951232928,0.0,0.0763607652371854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674722026444168,0.0,0.0,0.16125519214419026,0.1184413467833756,0.11672871487446533,0.0,0.0970452938679154,0.1128373173309194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131497712312292,0.0,0.09164244483017228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393716507808873,0.0,0.20699740433985603,0.07214557892977431,0.0,0.0,0.13080310784715074 adhd,adrian_0826,2019/06/14,I'm new to this but I want help I've had ADHD since I was a child I've been going through alot and I just want help to deal with it I have many moments of attacking myself with negative thoughts to the point of where I brake down I was wondering of other people with adhd experience this as well,2.513809523809524,3.8771076825396835,4.120825396825399,87.96028571428577,75.34920634920636,7.5796825396825405,23.711111111111112,8.238735603445708,1.2023549206349204,236,7,52,4,5,79,43,63,0.134,0.679,0.187,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,0,7,1,12,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480203486750364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593814776724712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505668588386824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302651377063928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295769361546339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056454940639636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311549329384989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020260040862946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580656161327842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553250164487844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860291086123215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810055290313284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689591239976526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499824561152907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472549038996533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pearlday,2019/06/14,"[USA, wa] Did you have to take a learning disability test to be diagnosed with adhd? The first available appt for me is very late Sept and I don't think I have a speech/learning disability. Im fine with taking the test as a bonus, but do I need it to start treatment for adhd? The original plan my psych told me was that id take the exam and start meds in july.. but ive now found out that this exam is months away :(",1.3043181818181822,3.0243526136363665,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,79.68181818181819,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.2730636363636365,322,8,74,4,8,108,60,88,0.045,0.873,0.08199999999999999,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,19,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,8,2,11,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,45,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950673219336151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935138337980978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905331160901156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519638218183706,0.0,0.22583341831271825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248091965781586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234101670567894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878415504500446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644017925831812,0.0,0.0,0.15272275511520075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29157059843308075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464587191582827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197605807931054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681137031730284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994527411949253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gibraltar12,2019/06/14,"Brain sometimes feels like it doesn't have enough horsepower? Hello ADHD friends, I'm a long time lurker who has gotten diagnosed a couple of months ago with ADHD-I. I come from a very old-fashioned Mexican heritage where mental health is not really taken seriously, so I'd like to first thank this community for the overwhelming support it has for everyone in it. Without that support I probably would have never convinced myself to schedule that first consultation appointment and probably would have gone on in life with my struggles, so thanks :) So on with my question, my psychiatrist put me on Adderall XR and I've been titrating it ever since. I'm currently on 25 mg and it's the first dose that I am actually starting to notice improvements with, but there are still some issues. The biggest being that sometimes I feel like my brain digs itself in a hole of inattentiveness and doesn't have the power to pull itself out. For example, I'll be at work and I will be doing ok doing the usual morning tasks, but then when I get to like some kind of assignment that requires focused but repetitive action, my brain fogs up and I feel like I would without the meds. This usually lasts about a couple of minutes to a couple hours, after which I feel normal? Is this something I should be concerned about? Has anyone experienced this before? tl;dr Brain feels like it gets stuck in a hole of inattentiveness during specific tasks even while on meds, any advice?",7.142731248633282,8.122022840148702,7.118722938989722,72.20831839055326,64.09293680297398,9.898184998906627,32.923901158976605,9.916854025145753,3.3688725563087685,1180,46,193,24,17,377,157,269,0.031,0.826,0.14300000000000002,0.9783,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,11,17,0,2,13,1,25,8,4,0,2,34,44,15,0,5,6,0,5,6,1,5,4,0,0,0,19,12,0,1,6,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,5,6,17,14,36,30,3,41,0,1,0,0,5,14,0,3,28,138,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.08488231461529341,0.0,0.20907198059803644,0.0849982342149224,0.0771046853332332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059151042333434226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082014487961674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401565035415654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884046819253649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492767058782193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887332481300777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828534619890614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987611296691125,0.0,0.05745108163666503,0.07868059732209938,0.0,0.08311544950238044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199046773765076,0.248561091654044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196165850719696,0.0,0.0,0.06720241780471566,0.0,0.09088947024591228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245826682931606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566018266983152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090787069193508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057882662106363,0.0,0.07090229844527768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143827014146419,0.25497136081888394,0.0,0.0,0.07697672271476726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323576534151168,0.0,0.08765784159264307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942855419134747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670862204545769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522432362460901,0.0,0.09903008508936363,0.09127343934267156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875635652815896,0.0,0.0,0.08744137747061903,0.09744024029002517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572317873320856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195277368011524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696333231798705,0.17205571569134304,0.0,0.06156661912208894,0.0,0.06946428938825787,0.0,0.0,0.09093293278231494,0.0,0.0,0.19741328551002926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016348961004373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050720160582780484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915977389727952,0.07176962299725965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769593744176425,0.0,0.06332425268103374,0.0,0.0,0.18536949036969716,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Socl_suicd,2019/06/14,What’s is some of the stigma surrounding ADHD? My son was diagnosed with ADHD. What kind of stigma are we going to face? And what’s some that you’ve experienced?,1.5571875000000013,4.203935343750004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,86.1875,6.95,17.375,8.07648339933343,1.0401000000000002,129,3,24,3,4,44,25,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8386147707314647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354123948841756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828667469762126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633233956203397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,littlehotdogprincess,2019/06/14,"Healthy, easy, freshy snacks? This year I developed anemia, partly because I get hungry with no warning and am never prepared for it. I started essentially living on cheese and crackers because it had protein and fat and requires zero planning (and also it’s delicious). I need some easy snacks that include fruits and veggies, and are also somewhat satiating. What do you guys keep on hand?",7.119117647058825,9.174737382352939,6.7198823529411795,71.10747058823532,64.88235294117646,7.792941176470588,38.6,8.238735603445708,3.663772941176472,314,17,44,4,5,98,52,68,0.084,0.753,0.162,0.7779,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,14,8,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,8,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,4,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032486490931163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836136602449375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439087602520988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115515245485915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796740804549056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778404263185213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330790624341424,0.24267635227512502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407337076105997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270985679654848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262334423689146 adhd,J-Fro5,2019/06/14,"Woop woop I got my official diagnosis!! It's official! I have combined type ADHD :) Feeling pretty relieved and validated. Meds next week. Bring it on. (Any hints and tips?)",1.325999999999997,2.3765941000000046,3.572499999999998,76.12875000000003,124.66666666666666,6.833333333333335,27.08333333333333,7.1686216300943375,3.069333333333333,133,7,21,4,8,45,25,30,0.0,0.638,0.36200000000000004,0.9017,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593393787219792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25991434106548417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325569613919072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056864113871876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245465898631744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064822228201427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888426349614704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065839608814323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beemoeee,2019/06/14,How do you force yourself to study? I really need some studying tips. I’m taking two summer classes and can’t seem to focus for the life of me.,1.311,3.3879067666666667,3.256666666666668,89.525,81.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,0.2320000000000002,113,3,23,1,3,38,28,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619858144616647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800037613922978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283132840766649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665503224087123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853276048331026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006268396410015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chackzo,2019/06/14,"How do I stop obsessing over waiting for my evaluation? My elevation isn’t until August 7th, but I’m really bad at waiting and just want it over and done with. I had an evaluation in my teens that said I had a “Non Verbal Learning Disorder” and another in my early 20’s that told me I had “severe depression, a significant math deficiency and possible autism spectrum disorder”. I’ve never been tested specifically for ADHD until now at least not by a professional, but I was labeled ADHD at 5 and put on ritalin until I was 13. All the symptoms make sense and maybe now that they are specifically looking for it I will be diagnosed with ADHD, but the wait is killing me!",8.81720930232558,7.162891767441863,10.174844961240307,60.40784883720933,61.55813953488372,13.871317829457364,40.1046511627907,12.745084868956482,5.325381395348838,534,24,93,17,6,190,84,129,0.22,0.753,0.026000000000000002,-0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,1,6,0,13,3,0,2,2,23,22,13,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,9,2,14,0,17,11,2,18,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,9,72,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6115167122225449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778514357197699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161771300973666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608530621333596,0.17215112387148598,0.0,0.0,0.3887767374850581,0.0,0.0,0.17357046595440054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764892830712096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243013282200118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321634989659568,0.0,0.1703965807216594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081410160102855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912103950055436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050543552860206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865685255400173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133846025653986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916116280774567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418020028397322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629028972609154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620701357468972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004068865140447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Scimusicgirl,2019/06/14,When should I start to feel Concerta's effects? Started taking it June 11. Don't feel any change in focus or appetite/other side effects. Still forgetful as ever 🙃 thoughts?,3.17625,6.225134125000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,82.75,5.7,29.875,7.1686216300943375,2.2610375000000005,140,7,22,2,4,44,30,32,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,8,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25238973571681594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926197223525805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357197841455678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753217608108113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253933697942238,0.0,0.2963950075745173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27905309092743125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29464581487732444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FloatingSpaghetti,2019/06/14,"Things are going good! Got diagnosed a few months ago and life is pretty good right now. I am actually excited for things (which i never am) and enjoying most things. I beat my self up pretty bad after the diagnosis off all the things i could have done if i got diagnosed early but tbh i have stopped thinking about the past and focusing on the future. Hopefully this feeling last, and i hope y'all be happy too. Just throwing this out there so i don't forget.",3.244333333333333,5.34994626666667,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,75.22222222222223,8.055555555555555,24.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9120000000000008,364,12,70,8,8,120,66,90,0.065,0.664,0.271,0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,10,3,0,0,2,18,17,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,10,7,7,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,10,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.1610689130351977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631042889006274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781321139973451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178220345620426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350527094752877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890756677930274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834562712313414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380400256404407,0.2768789600946442,0.2640175536361955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570307219580725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278717657532739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345410548008368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165825347164312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174454311111394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729983456779465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575627372106418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335838550251902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409552302283583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218733856821514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799255035924907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386182240166769,0.10575995066761434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,liquorandwhores94,2019/06/14,"Lol fired again cool (potentially ADHD + narcolepsy problems/come laugh with me at my repeated failure) So I just got fired for the second time this year and the third time in my life, which is pretty fucked up to type out. I had the job for a total of 9 days and it was communicated to me that the reason I was fired was for my lack of attention to detail. I do feel that the training definitely wasn't adequate and I felt afraid to ask questions because my supervisor was insinuating that I should know the answer and had even asked me 6 days in, ""do you really think this job is for you"" in response to my nervous apprehension when he told me I needed to work faster (how am I going to go faster if it's my 6th day and I'm still figuring out what I'm doing??). The mistake I made that precipitated my firing was related to a task that we had just BARELY touched on in training so granted, this could just have been a shitty job that I should be thankful to have been fired from. That being said I do have terrible attention to detail. And I do make mistakes pretty often. And I can lose focus sometimes. And my memory isn't great. And I do ask a lot of questions. I have had some suspicions that I have ADD or ADHD for a while. I know a person who has it and I can really relate his experience in terms of his communication patterns and his thought patterns. I also just googled ""why do I keep getting fired"" and it brought me to this engineer's reddit thread who described his problems (glossing over mistakes, asking too many questions, etc) and it was suggested that it sounds like he has ADHD and I was like, ""those are my problems too. The problem is that even if I did have ADD or ADHD, my situation is complicated by the fact that I have narcolepsy and take extended release Ritalin for it which honestly affects my focus negatively but it's impossible to focus when you're falling asleep so even if this is affecting me negatively, I couldn't stop taking it or I would be asleep on my desk. Literally I'm just like what the fuck do I do. I am very friendly and easy to get along with. I'm a good communicator. My technological skills are where they need to be. It's pretty defeating to be fired over and over having tried my best. Do you guys have any advice for me because I'm going to post this and then I have to call back EI to let them know that their girl will be remaining on the Government dole. Also fun fact, my supervisor fired me having not even secured a box large enough to hold all my things. Excuse me *WHO* lacks attention to detail? Don't even come for me.",3.5651034089288283,5.227845923976613,5.069093329529789,81.00529738981602,73.19103313840156,8.201759140398421,26.547282841249466,8.841846274778883,2.0023021822849807,2041,72,405,41,41,686,233,513,0.125,0.77,0.105,-0.562,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,3,3,5,25,27,2,3,19,2,64,6,2,6,4,86,100,35,0,18,13,0,11,3,1,4,2,2,0,3,37,27,0,4,16,0,0,6,7,14,0,2,22,14,65,13,52,65,10,41,0,2,0,2,32,16,2,12,21,303,102,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952778028471116,0.08035011475534434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315119090687078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559163738316256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30748014935910445,0.0,0.0,0.06322657622509498,0.0,0.10024818724215123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629091989477143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396175049465893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708302588364262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656506224882834,0.0,0.0,0.1590865448758068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496124722303684,0.0917035191183683,0.2715468765299517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043262495001323,0.0,0.0,0.04157584266459339,0.0,0.07894967711316665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352746068573642,0.1520328819648838,0.08591918916627785,0.0,0.1401924766480773,0.06896711243018072,0.06576349571287261,0.09065425130113304,0.0,0.08141648435716008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478930115703101,0.0730860824046733,0.0,0.0,0.1355674725710869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408146678929251,0.05807852482857606,0.12051413944271633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198965441680766,0.0,0.06990544747538288,0.0,0.0778040542737307,0.054886369994917535,0.08336407054054654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193879986041355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179641004542213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874960143888092,0.25095964365469875,0.0,0.2360370002989113,0.0,0.0,0.2763351931274822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535192518057793,0.08454183249243621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782155795707826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242526116723224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813234335266063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566564206065682,0.06874446315386748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364715947621822,0.0,0.0,0.07570248304948958,0.0,0.0,0.05462717780965382,0.05268698210806965,0.0,0.06527811238365948,0.09589306791788453,0.0,0.0,0.07857028992592695,0.0,0.0558259309290513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784490874476548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419600861457074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986137261218784,0.0,0.0,0.058410859789876965,0.0,0.0,0.0529507289696648 adhd,Cleopatra456,2019/06/14,"Is there such a thing as a movement-based curriculum for education? Like, has someone else a lot smarter than me already figured out how to teach ADHD kids using movement and physical activities to grasp concepts?",9.969729729729726,10.251074756756758,9.165540540540539,62.30074324324325,58.189189189189186,11.724324324324325,48.229729729729726,11.20814326018867,5.956578378378378,174,11,25,4,2,55,33,37,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,18,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816235130375131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422374897945041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33477512581531405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957861628489296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407032416295397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33955409736336195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662404323693999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34611925135785826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dunkirkcousins,2019/06/14,"Difference between intrusive thoughts as a symptom of ADHD and OCD I have horrible intrusive thoughts sometimes witch are pretty graphic,but they cause me no physical anxiety and I’m not really driven to do compulsions.And my mind is always jumping from one thought to another,so is that OCD or ADHD? I’ve already been diagnosed with ADHD and I hope I don’t have OCD.",3.9768322981366495,6.762157449275364,5.5267494824016605,72.99521739130438,75.95652173913044,9.739958592132506,35.944099378881994,9.957137785484203,4.733549068322982,300,18,47,10,7,101,52,69,0.14300000000000002,0.768,0.08800000000000001,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,12,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,0,6,1,7,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548502130543135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043270768771568,0.0,0.1511303226389503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894609665526725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865835639613927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435015411934635,0.0,0.18976420554647572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803991098673874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339405295906785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307687310205245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478253345604528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635653061089947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796362537524178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887826309226445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325806862345566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_BABY_KITTENS,2019/06/14,"Finally got meds just in time for test day and... I GOT A 94 ON MY MIDTERM!! I even only used half the time given! It's like for once my brain could actually focus on the test and what I knew instead of everything and anything else. I'm taking this summer class after failing literally everything this past spring, I honestly wasn't sure I was capable of turning things around but now I actually feel optimistic about next semester!! This is exactly what I needed, I can't believe it. I feel so much less broken knowing there's hope for all this",2.628087478559181,5.147454518867928,4.309691252144081,81.3276758147513,79.28301886792453,8.00548885077187,26.61749571183533,8.841846274778883,2.447898113207548,433,18,81,11,11,145,75,106,0.09,0.7979999999999999,0.113,0.525,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,1,3,17,18,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,2,11,4,11,11,3,14,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,11,53,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.35176337914593203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831663868824016,0.1604458374936915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306119566833114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119995550514688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390161430133044,0.0,0.0,0.11623556006817405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150561784622216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190423865306623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239641144754897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226273106369606,0.0,0.0,0.19743675665231825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882980491729513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790123216121658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905150126699044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805288030608574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001985516548745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249220417308216,0.1336406989058785,0.0,0.0,0.1916801458899324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919425689408496,0.0,0.13707553671783038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205306667893788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986774043480415,0.0,0.13551300184227005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973898759205115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019095860292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604206143869615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566369230578198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,connor_kershaw,2019/06/14,"Stick with methylphenidate or change? Took XL for approx 4weeks (new diagnosis) and IR for a week and nowback on XL... &#x200B; 1 of my main drawbacks on XL is I have absolutely awful sleep I wake up 4x a night minimum I can still go back to sleep quick enough but it's nowhere as good quality as the sleep I get on IR. My appetite on XL is practically gone which is a plus over summer for cutting but when I want to gain mass again it will be so hard. It does exactly what I want it to do but sleep is so important for me. &#x200B; IR release I crash HARD and gives me major depression... &#x200B; Should I stick with XL and see when my sleep improves or switch meds?",3.741333333333333,5.004296207407407,4.2720370370370375,88.4791666666667,72.1111111111111,7.77037037037037,27.574074074074076,8.238735603445708,1.5929407407407408,528,19,114,8,10,167,84,135,0.113,0.7859999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.1692,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,0,4,1,10,6,6,0,1,16,18,16,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,13,1,19,13,3,20,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,2,10,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645960670099401,0.4088826020070345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624887816081324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865695859292978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660857694376936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981573906288604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589766040853546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860220591176754,0.1076000322085805,0.06374663187220267,0.09407968029008723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095775296966426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459135342545967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083308073344089,0.0,0.10526037299057388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938193294112552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612359861841679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895760659454031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462076661287327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231705251687514,0.0,0.08997295358576887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088826020070345,0.0 adhd,IswagIcook,2019/06/14,"Can anyone recommend me a decent Psychiatrist for the NYC area? Half of them preface calls by saying they don't treat ADHD and its really frustrating. You can DM it to me to keep them private. I just moved here and need to find a new doctor that has medication. I spent all afternoon setting up appointments with doctors available soon, and they all followed me back up by saying that they do not prescribe medication for ADHD and the doctors don't treat it, they will only treat anxiety. I don't even know what that means, but I need a good psychiatrist to see. Please help me out if you can.",6.255225563909775,6.778657078947369,6.701779448621553,76.02078947368422,65.9298245614035,10.023057644110276,31.19799498746867,9.957137785484203,2.9552521303258144,473,17,88,10,7,154,72,114,0.07200000000000001,0.823,0.105,0.7761,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,6,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,9,5,0,0,2,18,17,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,3,16,4,13,15,2,11,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,4,65,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39896172687710896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697752911891028,0.0,0.0,0.11606007634633628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763167500729988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948852036566545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509675868888401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963105948084613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517066358981812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921974912168378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125577217961502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753446531440728,0.0,0.0,0.09122062606054608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080555403303664,0.0,0.33442342366613714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641503423493524,0.0,0.24615049878957934,0.0,0.1603086636002841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623853366221455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822009085516708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633378777438852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639947423604891,0.0,0.0,0.13226799072557865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hahway,2019/06/14,"Day Two Of Meds So far not seeing a huge improvement, but very hopeful. On 15 mg of Adderall, twice a day. Can y'all give me some of your experiences about first starting medication, how it went, things you were surprised about, if you changed meds or dosages and why... You know, whatever you're willing to share. I'd really love to hear from other ADHD folks. Thanks!!",3.8489047619047625,5.938528271428575,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,73.42857142857143,7.523809523809526,27.380952380952376,8.344100000000001,1.833238095238096,289,11,57,5,6,90,60,70,0.039,0.708,0.253,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,6,5,9,9,1,8,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,4,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254523689435303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240398105816828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731668313586315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071657786578184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801437000304292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316289175500368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386964076154903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034969264253908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639116603623513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114368704783416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470489443730251,0.2133504992856358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356745078672896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876474471466554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990208635503138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949826187697387,0.0,0.0,0.1407001429314184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068825825445088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474430750970613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632625794030584,0.19110247747717224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,one_small_fry,2019/06/14,"RSD vs Feeling nothing Usually I suffer from RSD, but the past couple of days, I’m feeling nothing. No connection to people, even people that I normally absolutely love. Does anyone else fluctuate in their emotions? Is this an ADHD thing or am I just weird?",3.8136170212765954,6.697771638297876,5.399404255319152,73.09400000000002,77.29787234042553,8.01531914893617,30.676595744680853,8.841846274778883,3.3579565957446813,205,10,31,5,5,69,40,47,0.039,0.6990000000000001,0.262,0.8958,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774957367903689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144995486042416,0.23658331978159716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554853602622024,0.0,0.14891075817487326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206127764829496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928864926284719,0.2597303055173662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250661693229034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334989520745582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839536935774688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623200305487354,0.4431076505575401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204192296268525,0.3201525980999663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339904083540568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543026358268685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marrygoldsallinarow,2019/06/14,"My take on my ADHD Lack of interest in staying organized, no drive to get started with ANYTHING, procrastinating, having lots of difficulty prioritizing, chronically underestimate (or overestimate) the amount of time and effort it takes to do ANYTHING. Even with all the lists, alarms, and life training, I still feel like I am leting thing's fall through the cracks. Intense desire to not finish things. When faced with a large task I do a lot of other small ones instead. My mind wanders in conversation. I tend to go off on tangents. I really struggle with schedules and planning. I don't feel like I have normal perception when driving. In difficult driving situations; like freeways on mountains with semi's, I just can't keep up with my eyes in my brain. People say, follow your instincts, but I feel like I have been training to do the opposite, second guessing everything I immediately think because my impulse reaction to things in the past have been wrong. And had negative consequences that I regret. Do you think I could remember these few and simple paragraphs when faced with a request to explain just how my ADHD affects my life? No. Of course not. Because, due to my ADHD, I am completely distracted by my feelings in the moment.",6.745842760180995,8.609579791855204,6.989635180995477,69.55196408371043,65.56108597285068,9.506900452488686,35.98444570135747,9.827888789773867,3.942956787330317,998,49,155,22,16,322,134,221,0.13699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.06,-0.9544,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,9,11,0,3,9,0,16,7,4,2,1,40,32,11,0,5,6,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,12,0,1,9,0,0,6,7,6,0,2,3,6,26,5,33,28,6,30,0,1,1,0,6,12,0,4,15,119,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593378470519562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096822136145424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553263254922575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422229239503783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357872107722282,0.0,0.0,0.10172024290826072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414791267679393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450082953552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576734023024889,0.27304834529875016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656236042570926,0.0,0.0724055728037112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034782193017648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324087683621473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799758000579678,0.2489690033567397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166254889380726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863984430186598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482704829922014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863309880421382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161975958827675,0.08832460325352806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161707394422532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432179036912238,0.0,0.0,0.10131529619653228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432053446023026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017589124700952,0.13579373108039092,0.10174351450100877,0.0,0.0,0.1331883799090678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158110951776652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539209645962961,0.16326829556239186,0.0,0.0,0.0742892130502372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929424143333352,0.0,0.0 adhd,yoshiIsMySon01,2019/06/14,"Hyperfocusing I've read that people with ADHD/ADD can hyperfocus. I have ADD, but idk if I do that. I get really stuck and obsessed with things when they interest me, which is also because I have aspergers. I will read one thing I find interesting for hours and hours and forget to eat or sleep, but I will still have to thing of other things every 5 mins or so. It mostly happens at night when my meds wear off so I go to sleep very late. And I find it really hard to get myself away from it. If I have to do something else my ADD symptoms get really bad again. How do you experience it ? Do you experience it at all?",1.8002380952380932,3.8274576746031777,3.957380952380955,85.39178571428573,79.39682539682539,7.374603174603175,20.02380952380953,8.344100000000001,0.9784571428571432,481,12,103,10,12,165,75,126,0.131,0.8109999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.8113,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,12,5,3,1,1,20,18,16,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,17,2,14,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,9,77,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349433126461378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544574753686998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356322734214098,0.0,0.12053572660941465,0.08800136046492855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771773685336329,0.12059541323272342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163069323250625,0.0,0.0,0.2824262708818486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388738137447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626859631124085,0.0,0.08204390198217404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765829611490556,0.0,0.1293194456160008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843337699446208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628459303726675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035295494132926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547338064164488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978230106701177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000820076597121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28880090275391085,0.0,0.27744479970781977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889312824035897,0.0,0.0,0.11113644713679413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528718864875565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004675414337273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836291586198608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911326148445114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrX101,2019/06/14,"Has Meds helped you remove the rushing thoughts/overwhelmed issue? Basically I've been researching ADHD for the last 4/5 months, my doctor agreed and I started ritalin this monday. It's only 5mg morning & 6 hours later so far, so small doses. However I can already feel it has greatly helped my motivation, I'm not longer constantly and utterly bored to tears of everything. I have more energy overall and I don't get that ULTRA bored unable to focus thing(state? not sure what to call it) when I try to study something I don't enjoy. But it seems to put me almost all day, close to going into rushing thoughts mode. So basically then anytime I try to study or do something I enjoy slightly, I go into the rushing thoughts mode super easily and it's very annoying. and I was wondering if this is something that most people felt when they took it or not? and does it generally go away as your body gets use to it or no? Also I've seen a lot of people call it hyperfocus, when you end up doing something for many hours without noticing the time, and I'm not sure I'd call it that exactly, it can lead to that sometimes, but most times I'm just pacing around the house thinking really quickly, unable to focus on one thing, constantly forgetting what I said 5 seconds ago and it just makes it impossible to write down anything or do anything that needs planning. Also so far the ritalin hasn't helped with constantly forgetting what I said/thought 10 seconds ago. But still a game changer with the motivation thing alone.",6.407555555555552,7.058118337931035,6.8878160919540266,74.37601532567052,65.6206896551724,9.754789272030653,34.042145593869726,9.725611199111238,3.3440536398467438,1218,52,213,24,18,398,161,290,0.068,0.8859999999999999,0.046,-0.44,1,1,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,1,5,14,9,1,0,9,0,14,5,1,5,4,54,36,27,0,2,15,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,25,14,0,0,9,1,0,10,9,3,0,3,8,4,19,6,26,28,5,43,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,11,22,136,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658316608555387,0.0,0.17198111981272576,0.0,0.09713816741931232,0.10046965443776276,0.10704927256729543,0.1551523979009332,0.0,0.10510668641470157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965644781005212,0.08635650290725856,0.0,0.0,0.0911409597281442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775254178029317,0.0,0.0,0.2971639681939459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144892440533536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256127698762373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929043726829848,0.08489119063233111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591911651380055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718333996869837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049049487075680014,0.0,0.09314161587611564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136396254340277,0.0,0.16539337823965405,0.0,0.0,0.10695019613726596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950645782619828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106405888632294,0.11193267281374653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124976035460986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907338335676481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247160184160165,0.0,0.0,0.06475270549331216,0.0983495375798321,0.0,0.0,0.10775254178029317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742979849539686,0.0,0.0,0.07192921663703074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044273674947186,0.0,0.0,0.06573423014351436,0.07377794382202514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345044213965934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751849677079616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062144956798956826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455111494546267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831122905114748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987218955285811,0.09594207708290617,0.0,0.06866182031571516,0.0,0.07746965196963655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285527689410305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334076330609187,0.062157957177549863,0.0,0.2310373806864901,0.11313073876650873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077779797069112,0.13172232248820911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378261665833124,0.0,0.08004066210932227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351096818771644,0.10519959558616307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeatAnxiety,2019/06/14,"Adderall, mood swings, and more! I have been on Adderall XR 25mg for a while now. Sometimes (when I actually eat something) food will go from tasting good, to poopoo. Rarely I have experienced intense mood swings, only when peaking or coming down. I'm not complaining, it has let me have a good cry twice now. It's been at least 10 years since I've had a good cry and damn it feels good. I've experienced everything from feeling intense anger at nothing, to love and gratitude. I've had happy and sad cries and after it I'm always thankful because before my diagnosis of GAD + ADHD I always felt emotionally stale. I always made an effort to be empathetic but it was always on more of me trying to reason out what feeling someone is experiencing rather than feeling it through an emotional connection. A good friend of mine who is also on Adderall for her ADHD said she experiences similar side effects. Is this common? I understand that it is a stimulant and often causes an array of side effects that very from person to person. I just thought it was interesting. I guess I'm just curious on others thoughts and if you guys have experienced anything similar. (p.s. sorry for mobile formatting, also I just want to say how much I love and appreciate this community so much. 💜 I mostly lurk, first time poster here, but the understanding and promotion of a better well being for each other is truely incredible. This has to be the most wholesome community on Reddit.",5.6818750000000025,7.3805181433823535,6.763264705882353,70.79644117647061,67.93382352941177,9.410588235294117,31.982352941176465,9.766711354998122,3.371603823529412,1173,50,194,27,20,393,161,272,0.087,0.736,0.177,0.9741,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,6,15,19,2,0,11,0,22,5,0,7,0,42,43,20,0,3,9,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,17,12,3,0,12,0,0,2,1,4,1,2,11,12,18,13,31,27,8,23,0,1,0,2,13,11,1,6,10,139,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0966385230635764,0.0,0.2380284693053207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838773736127482,0.3296019637429815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149285433512632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036747418653288,0.0,0.08426682479423148,0.0,0.0,0.08758355992199188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173059252767963,0.0,0.0853051599148626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263378218918119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133191827122172,0.0,0.22278975442857207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900134409819441,0.09686986955078647,0.0,0.0,0.20028919647399976,0.0,0.0950838658788284,0.0,0.0,0.08423445626686812,0.1197468846107861,0.0,0.07650995890466697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628075644404578,0.4153063006807246,0.0,0.0,0.1090921772681523,0.09805479087451374,0.0,0.10541876191233282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126439022199547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787560102806705,0.09370412308068483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559617842893974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502149205932307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531640984755622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729375083714378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181883645120783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419974785815596,0.07875224638787921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191823950947373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390738808827178,0.0762377600558478,0.09794272413762756,0.11085543621534892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911730738892598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572367490196062,0.05774490752852554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723454133206833,0.0,0.0,0.20618643857667204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170972244005277,0.05841017468205688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903942842845608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377176190753718 adhd,danieljunocha,2019/06/14,"Cant get myself to finish anything long term. Hello, new guy here So i really want to finish school or find a job out of going to school. That is pretty much my main goal in life.I find it really hard to get myself to be disciplined enough to push myself to study hard for a long period of time ( i have spurts of getting into grooves of studying for a week or 2 then go back to my regular self of fighting myself to sit down and study. I'm really really good at finding other things to do while i'm trying to study ( eat , shower, clean, mope,internet blah blah blah ). One semester i did pretty good. I noticed that if i had a regular work out schedule i had enough will power to get myself to continuously and into late nights. I'm constantly getting told you just have to focus and do it but my discipline lacks like crazy.. ( this is at my day job ) I feel like there's definitely higher powers at work. I feel like its beyond just being unmotivated to do the work . I feel pretty ashamed to even write this post right now. I have tried and failed at school multiple times. I finally found a subject i truly am interested in but again i'm lacking the will power to put enough focus to do good in school. I found that if i take 1 class at a time i can get myself to do some what well. I am trying to ramp up my courses numbers but i am afraid to fail again. I was once on meds but i was afraid to take it everyday because i read a bunch of site about how it could effect you long term. I did a couple days straight of taking vyvanse and i was hit with my first side effect. I had mild hallucinations of thinking people were saying things to me and i would ask them if they can repeat themselves, they responded with "" i didnt say anything. "" So immediately after that i stopped taking them and never when back to the doctors for another round. I pretty much got scared away from taking meds daily . I'm trying it fight the feeling of if i'm either product of not studying my whole life or if i truly have ADHD. Its been like 3 years since i went to the doctor to get meds. I have taken different type of meds from friends to get through the ends of semesters when studying begins to ramp up. Just wondering if i should give meds a shot again. And if taking meds will screw me up later. I kind of fear for what i could become from using it. Few of the thing i noticed when i was on it was that my personality really dies from it. I lack emotions , just not the fun happy dude i'd rather be not being on it. Also when its wearing off it totally drains me. Just wondering if these feeling get worse over time of use. &#x200B; I am 26 turning 27 and i just feel like i need a little guidance to ADHD. I want to move forward but i feel like i'm constantly stuck on level 1 and 2 when everyone is now moving onto level 6 and 7.I'm really trying to figure out if there is a difference between ADHD and lack of discipline for myself. I have a lot of fear for my life and future right now",3.1650758373709738,4.560334490099013,4.6850452917632195,84.43807773330526,73.73597359735973,7.401671230952883,23.619689628537326,7.987972078202968,1.1945091355944109,2335,65,475,34,47,783,266,606,0.10400000000000001,0.777,0.11900000000000001,0.85,7,0,0,0,3,0,52.0,0,2,4,12,32,26,3,6,20,0,46,7,1,5,2,89,97,41,1,21,28,0,10,9,1,5,4,2,2,3,27,20,1,4,18,1,0,8,6,11,1,2,20,12,67,15,90,65,19,93,0,2,1,1,20,35,1,16,56,334,94,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923688723726694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266838405614461,0.0,0.057810675484046385,0.06483278771917395,0.0,0.05594790699165963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781408117905908,0.0,0.04988020170721063,0.0,0.050129260334205575,0.08205419132097043,0.0,0.032525025181907155,0.0589269716081756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531670820292984,0.0,0.08520007028083101,0.05903685972479517,0.0,0.0688197831207278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537459820870277,0.11149030880636908,0.0,0.10922325578677536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054596009488793486,0.0,0.06001777008815745,0.04725714730514556,0.16539152166854965,0.0,0.0352408127874508,0.0,0.0,0.0509834786781264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007957051850572,0.1888470518575981,0.15246875511625346,0.0,0.05844835592869828,0.1462979153796053,0.04538417166168827,0.0,0.11700313095521013,0.0412223365905894,0.0,0.2508844779450036,0.051183469381036385,0.060646334645147,0.1342562173077503,0.04267327745178537,0.0,0.0,0.0528303459002708,0.0,0.05679793518028298,0.09559211818883133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058942264982418,0.0,0.0,0.055561555683969976,0.0,0.0,0.06018734208379616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305972913093365,0.15640084985006478,0.053476240504417134,0.0,0.14165384864319305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536094870218873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555956773785445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341693173094372,0.07844488167847083,0.039562436441183665,0.04115106049019263,0.05153108643569262,0.0,0.050070534064114144,0.0,0.0,0.12149120920057138,0.0,0.05682187945925093,0.03615507611025584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698999427043237,0.04658797548243378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109983213317983,0.21712695139434124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053637026937231776,0.0,0.0,0.05336995124281057,0.0,0.2050854452570048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113063226248133,0.0,0.0848608901204929,0.05341817594027474,0.2159945085921799,0.0,0.0,0.055661435925058914,0.0,0.0,0.04413623128690588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460759753780556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070023127227094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634109500157278,0.034188057998182385,0.0,0.0,0.12444811361090095,0.0,0.0,0.0509834786781264,0.0,0.18112445314196576,0.058035476160817036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216406354451616,0.0,0.0,0.06294092731271878,0.0,0.0427985737592686,0.0,0.04797301346201118,0.04946109461810026,0.0,0.05956952425249577,0.0,0.0,0.11572355458889115,0.11653034564696572,0.0,0.05437382550952159,0.03790222522375514,0.0,0.06483278771917395,0.03435920071010615 adhd,brainhack3r,2019/06/14,"What do you guys take in countries where adderall is illegal? Is it comparable? I'm on adderall but need to travel . What do you ADHD people take that live in EU, Russia, or China where adderall is illegal.",3.0096153846153832,5.588599641025642,4.8535256410256435,77.63105769230769,78.23076923076924,6.976923076923077,27.698717948717945,8.07648339933343,2.3077641025641027,162,7,27,3,4,55,28,39,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471525930282313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884861052182487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464503832842764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29092099595549265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200463221066945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899935840448911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,escavilar,2019/06/14,"Adderall alternative? I got diagnosed with adhd a while ago and was given a prescription for adderall. The medication works great! It’s helped me boost my focus and helped me feel like I actually know what the fuck I’m doing most of the time. But i was wondering if there was a different alternative to adderall because it just makes me feel depressed and feel out of it most of the time. It might just be the dosage but I feel like if it’s possible, I could try a different medication that might give me the same fulfilling results of adderall or something close to it without making me feel down most of the time. I know every medication has it’s side effects but If you know of any medications or are currently using something different, please let me know what it is and how it works for you.",5.891176470588236,6.822411614379085,6.573078431372548,75.18785294117646,66.84313725490196,10.303006535947716,32.94705882352942,10.355215969177356,3.4521796078431377,639,27,119,16,10,210,79,153,0.03,0.8859999999999999,0.085,0.8043,4,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,4,5,1,0,11,0,12,6,0,6,0,41,30,14,0,4,11,0,5,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,11,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,5,15,3,14,20,4,10,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,11,8,85,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.1138158511292657,0.0,0.14016880622833255,0.0,0.10338708866540504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931365042147502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710976868980508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312103352172182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045483256705408,0.11837886213885085,0.0,0.3655663457606628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826735517440068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948628125463997,0.16664361906506808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782425635326298,0.0,0.11188388817707028,0.0,0.0,0.09328113666975447,0.1285870149335752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635172721449067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25639123548803744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192639580658754,0.0,0.1139608510783935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570531722207234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699772325229917,0.0,0.24745590133154646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280267360245909,0.0,0.13148487492172348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957777651954798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402689084195064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918536319062773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007324621040592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242893138198924,0.1264822548925699,0.16981873665160369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chikibunnirat,2019/06/14,"ADHD, a source of anger? I’ve dealt with anger my entire life, sometimes to the point of rage. I’ve always thought I had an “anger management problem,” and I could ever only “manage” it (somewhat) through martial arts and prayer. I’ve never been on medication... getting to a point where I feel I’m going to have to. The more I learn about this, the more I’m beginning to think my ADHD and anger are connected, and not two separate “struggles.” I am starting to wonder if I find a medication that is helpful, if the suppression of my anger could/would be a positive side effect. I’d love to hear any of your stories and experiences with this. Thank you in advance!",5.630781250000003,6.1450130156250005,6.321875000000002,78.23562500000001,67.28125,9.2125,32.40625,9.188382445141503,2.7850437500000003,518,21,98,9,8,170,81,128,0.18,0.7090000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.8887,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,3,10,6,1,9,0,8,4,0,1,2,23,21,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,1,0,2,2,8,0,1,3,2,11,2,17,16,3,12,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,4,4,64,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197183942951005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452977530192686,0.0,0.0,0.11874752627327285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788395771964353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795370511031112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708117781964962,0.0,0.0,0.08829307286651948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959943356348416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123169542094274,0.0,0.09924051855372117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680932873214602,0.0,0.11704404435183627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333920603938715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760128572974108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35182237528026594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346776390025101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280630967188836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330144512799604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708767023447876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270355528440198,0.0,0.12359687054279472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255064321276146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076655152818434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118893870152733,0.0,0.13862870272471148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705782780884854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936784281324112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404497345319405,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohbabynomore,2019/06/14,"My doc easily increases my dose of Vyvanse instead of suggesting something else - should I be concerned? So I had a follow-up meeting with my doc (psychiatrist) after my first month on Vyvanse 30mg. While I said it was a positive life-changing month for me with no real side effects, I shared the concern that 30mg is not effective for the whole day (just told the recent example of taking it at 08:00am, feeling it kicking in at around 09:30, feeling it is definitely out of me at around 2pm-4pm, and I need and want to be more productive at least till 10pm; beside it helps enormously with my depression and negative thoughts span which I am so much prone to every day). I also said that some days it works way longer, but I still cannot figure out what exactly I do on those days. &#x200B; The doc instantly gives me prescription for extra 20mg of Vyvanse to take no later than at 2pm. I was kinda surprised - she increases my dose almost 2x times just after my first month on Vyvanse - and said that I am afraid to increase it for so much, as I do not want to take it more if not needed, and also I am afraid to be way more addicted to Vyvanse or to build tolerance to it and then to be in need for more dosage. What she said then surprised me even more: ""you cannot be addicted to Vyvanse, and it is not so easy to build tolerance for it"". I remember I read so much posts in this sub when people complained that initial dose is not effective at all. In the end we negotiated for extra 10mg (30mg in the morning, 10 mg no later that 2pm). &#x200B; At home I found an alternative method to mix Vyvanse with water and drink it during the day. I have not tried it yet, but will try tomorrow to see whether it really helps. &#x200B; I wonder why she didn't suggest me to try the water method first, and only then to increase the dose (and not on 20mg, but on minimal lets say 5mg of 10mg). Should I be suspicious about her easiness to increase my dosage? &#x200B; Also, do magnesium supplements really help to prolong Vyvanse effect? If so, when to take them?",8.027156611039793,6.132365646341469,8.309691912708606,73.92066110397948,63.26829268292683,11.753530166880616,37.432605905006426,10.5429385540328,3.755243902439025,1625,65,319,32,19,538,184,410,0.067,0.826,0.107,0.8882,0,0,4,0,0,0,65.0,1,1,1,8,20,7,0,2,12,0,27,9,0,4,2,59,48,34,0,9,16,0,2,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,24,19,3,0,11,2,0,5,14,4,0,3,11,8,39,3,63,27,19,60,0,1,1,0,22,24,0,7,28,231,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642247829493336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542437238165234,0.0,0.0,0.1807055745349544,0.0,0.32644658908267193,0.3660992063219514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410557777435209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968097349743845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288316207456584,0.0,0.06487496014026782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378714838448326,0.0,0.0,0.06292209082175075,0.0,0.06671317372774607,0.0,0.0,0.04974964846302076,0.0,0.06346226047187307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617040503462531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220725125486288,0.0,0.08258698045930551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225598411087449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146078807305866,0.0,0.07555437746723613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702212355517682,0.05320234632037429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036455011375985,0.0,0.16611160378586215,0.1675515247472132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057285979921407534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221897754465155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213791294990626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534265253280066,0.08573323255781556,0.09650674884596044,0.0,0.07437165394503546,0.0,0.08532544786934071,0.0,0.286594906758109,0.05989929172770001,0.0,0.0,0.06002209659076845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798676278718149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015246152639678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265318900368357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059797468210952026,0.04392102092941147,0.0,0.0,0.07197365614001712,0.0,0.1534166296257236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885405188098693,0.11957462274635043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796663237492644,0.08409462371215158,0.0,0.0,0.08168378797634684,0.05483550910300675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660992063219514,0.0 adhd,natmarisel,2019/06/14,What does it feel like to have racing thoughts in ADHD? Can anyone tell me what “racing thoughts” feel like in a person either ADHD? I’m awaiting diagnosis but my maxing thoughts (mostly fixating on work and my future) make me wonder if I have anxiety instead. Looking for some insight.,3.5548717948717896,6.5661642307692345,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,79.76923076923076,5.7743589743589725,27.89743589743589,7.1686216300943375,2.0465666666666658,228,10,34,3,6,74,40,52,0.039,0.8859999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,12,3,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,2,5,9,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,3,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160814820816868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425322782639498,0.0,0.0,0.1501308325492101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789492920899992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712853437851648,0.3067789767948124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097937711905109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030305444813305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433211729524662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874772498607391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876667641057058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113693419230673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328447795141348,0.15631207052165866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pixtiny,2019/06/14,"Inability to comprehend topic briefings Do any of you ever feel like you undervalue information, don’t fully grasp its importance or can’t comprehend a message being communicated to you when then communicator only provides you with the basics? Does that absence of all the puzzle pieces seem obvious to you, and prevent you from comprehending the message at all because you can’t see the whole picture?",18.55086956521739,11.718265898550724,17.18963768115942,33.269673913043476,49.43478260869566,20.176811594202906,60.58695652173913,16.52667757954773,9.27644347826087,333,18,44,11,2,113,50,69,0.038,0.866,0.095,0.4631,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,4,13,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,7,4,5,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,3,4,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624954415725396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353039939268367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377940388154892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34916203202021506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951748375503626,0.27576079362933464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885816865497956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935728599576574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075946083314149,0.35140285478085426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309588353748943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shayflux,2019/06/14,When you have ADHD but still do more around the house than your neurotypical housemate Like really? 🙃🙃🙃🙃,8.358571428571429,6.869667714285715,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000003,62.33333333333334,12.20952380952381,30.523809523809533,11.20814326018867,3.0671523809523804,86,2,17,2,1,28,18,21,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454270461038246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40401349417803134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236700043855872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172312102705935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29074129100449003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624369182552678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brownie63103,2019/06/14,"My medication works hard but my ADHD works harder I’ve been on 10 mg of Adderall XR for less than a month now but I always feel like the ADHD wins out. Sure, my head feels a little clearer at times. And when I can force myself to work on something, I can actually focus on it for way longer than I could without the medication. I don’t get carried away by distractions like daydreaming, social media, or external activity. That’s super helpful. But I still have an extremeeeee problem with getting to the point where I’m actually working. Like it’s still tremendously hard for me to motivate myself to do tasks that I know I need to freaking do, and that aren’t even that hard... and now I’m just confused. Like is ADHD medication supposed to help with focus *and* motivation, or just focus???? Because I don’t see the point of improved focus if I can’t even start anything :/ and if it’s a problem with the dosage, is that something I should bring up at my next appointment?",4.508888888888887,5.962494148148147,5.595634920634922,78.98964285714288,70.48148148148148,8.151322751322754,29.9021164021164,8.634040054169528,2.3663798941798944,770,31,143,13,14,255,106,189,0.10400000000000001,0.684,0.212,0.98,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,8,10,12,0,2,9,0,14,4,1,2,1,31,25,13,0,7,10,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,6,18,7,26,22,1,23,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,5,13,98,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.22286680592155986,0.0,0.411704175964915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501559853691327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396900726200112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728568277742316,0.0,0.0,0.06960943590090755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911717792345544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084342503067658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547624090185499,0.08157767731767893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931958981924085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068766305244376,0.0,0.11719234136656985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307889761785842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275608269032285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315073540238586,0.11444882562871757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34510458219026835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911457244215492,0.0,0.0,0.08467076868147172,0.0,0.0,0.1214428346031593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589376184759052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852966980655245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099500104009237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164027791823197,0.0,0.17581876808157712,0.0,0.0,0.08082458529386652,0.0,0.182385275092188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107623143806882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658536725903709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063906077254796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100755148850936,0.0,0.3325280182651621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_nameless_throwaway_,2019/06/14,"""One minute you're emotionless and the next minute you're bouncing around like an excited puppy"" An accurate thing my friend told me",5.96125,8.437912625000003,4.823333333333334,81.855,68.58333333333334,9.8,28.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.123066666666668,109,4,19,3,2,32,20,24,0.0,0.701,0.299,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162993527810741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612980310704215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284656159021524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973411708365335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31688542892589816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31067968989343137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468507121872615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kanto89,2019/06/14,Does the Weather have any impact on ADHD? When it‘s sunny i feel more hyperactive and i just want to know if that‘s normal for people with ADHD. Please help!,1.9450000000000005,4.753604500000002,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.33333333333334,4.333333333333334,14.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.5093333333333327,125,2,22,1,4,40,28,30,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7245176948496441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498192400907486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378237877346306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241146086026824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204137431739388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656573883250862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953362297568519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897278013926832,0.0,0.0,0.3308783108010491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779051909175525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sedared,2019/06/14,"Confessions of a 35 yr old ADHD father. Section 1. How to find lost items. What to do if you can't find something. (This is my personal note. I have not taken this idea from anywhere else or anyone else. If you copy and paste it just give me credit thank you.) This is entirely from my perspective (adhd, efs, narcoleptic) 1. Stop what you are doing. The instant you realize it, retrace your steps if possible. You are about to forget these steps. If you can't recall your path, walk common paths but TOUCH Nothing... Yet. Scan visually. 75% of my searches end here. If the item is not found, phase 2. 2. TURN ALL LIGHTS ON. From recollection, start cleaning heavy use area room surfaces in order of either likely path, or most used depending on where you think it is lost. Computer desk, kitchen counter, bathroom counter, laundry used recently, bed stand, front door area, car you drive, etc. No deep clean required. You will know what has been disturbed recently when you do this phase. Don't panic clean as that is kind of what phase 3 is. Just sort piles, check same areas of phase 1 in greater detail. As you finish a room, shut the door or shut light off. The hard part is at the end of this phase. Phase 3 in intensive. You need to decide if the item is replaceable, if it actually matters, or if you can live without it short term. 3. Up-end your existence. I very rarely actually get to the stage as you can tell. This is when I sort through rooms with enough frustration and Desperation to stick to my tasks. Pick the easiest rooms first. Your bathroom. Empty your drawers clean under the sink empty absolutely every nook and cranny that exists in the rooms. I start with the smallest ones and easiest ones first because at this point I literally have no clue where it's at I found my Pokemon go Plus behind the dryer because my wife did laundry and it fell out of the sweatshirt pocket and fell behind the dryer that's one example of phase 3 I moved the washer and dryer out and that's where I found it. If it's not something important to my life, it something I use constantly, I don't do phase 3, and I abandon my search in hopes that I find it later on accident. And that is usually what happens. In 15 years there is only one thing I have not found after completing phase 3 entirely. I lost my car key. The only one I had for the vehicle it was a chipped key. We literally moved apartments and I still did not find that key which means it disappeared at my parents garage and their pack rats it's gone forever, because I'm pretty sure my three-year-old took it and lost it. This is the only thing that I have not found after using these three research methods when it is something that is lost when I am at home or in my car or in an area I have full control of. Using the system is help me to control my environment a lot more. I'm very picky about where I put stuff now because I don't want to have to reorganize my life in hopes that I find what I need I've now created spots when I enter my apartment where this type of thing would go my wallet, my keys, my phone, the garage door opener, everything I need for the next day for work etc. I hope this helps someone. I have other quirks that I've taught myself as far as ways to cope with everyday life that everyone else has no issues with but I managed to succeed at. And as I remember them I will be posting more.",3.465880948414678,5.173366736131936,4.2293211727469595,86.74044908101509,73.54272863568215,7.459481370425898,25.69518018768393,8.167268648758528,1.5066314287300802,2651,89,537,42,54,848,301,667,0.081,0.828,0.091,0.9078,1,0,5,0,0,0,84.0,1,20,2,12,21,18,1,2,26,0,47,4,0,11,2,100,88,44,0,17,27,3,2,1,0,3,3,0,15,1,53,23,1,5,19,0,2,19,15,9,0,8,19,5,74,9,70,65,18,105,1,6,1,0,33,48,0,23,33,354,127,10,0.0,0.0,0.11987900301799112,0.0,0.1476358220595323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294804144198365,0.06293461172687385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977034811334908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644003245839639,0.06637590376273457,0.13778111738558466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039612432340291465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393185621206665,0.0,0.16320631643982453,0.06346586368690073,0.13700465174897716,0.0,0.0,0.05175110694442155,0.05869183272685144,0.055202584122346084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28069526966947783,0.10449189740194506,0.0,0.33673301472302786,0.0,0.0,0.03209072209946024,0.05892206065924153,0.06981564657369567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054315715540290216,0.0,0.055022497054044495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234041652654546,0.0,0.0616117774462049,0.18301921048381475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933852822274726,0.0,0.06410913387063917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396208373373094,0.033756200682834546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301535886201272,0.030007931836409117,0.0,0.05423719445120491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352495826184831,0.05221921458847749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669071111445706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056479781559507,0.0,0.1366320205334785,0.0,0.0,0.06532352754689506,0.0,0.0,0.05893654710482106,0.0,0.1289051666417583,0.0,0.20810738442217447,0.14014374139616495,0.0,0.07206607171062265,0.06820241944801073,0.06651458393088477,0.058634728122458527,0.0,0.05363175944427618,0.0,0.0,0.058064117760995515,0.06924464194209452,0.05882577803027611,0.06248876617551841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617465793740797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129462103383044,0.0,0.06957972100164916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204308649899514,0.1891441710425833,0.0,0.0,0.08695032590704875,0.0,0.04905208932484286,0.05135196186914656,0.0,0.0,0.07031406942024568,0.0,0.0,0.05788998109378299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053685973928459564,0.05654958733557872,0.0,0.0,0.1224191428604944,0.039357059057370615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824265958890059,0.0,0.06681004410386034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182959229870524,0.0676482080886308,0.10135999343187604,0.036228582996788564,0.04875432299112526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059209099922046864,0.0,0.04471631288959895,0.0,0.0,0.04363278302079633,0.0,0.0,0.07910815475881032 adhd,skelejules,2019/06/14,"Had the weirdest time driving last night I was driving to my friend's house and had the GPS on my dashboard because I couldn't remember how to get to her house. Somehow my brain tuned out the GPS and I managed to miss my turn TWICE. Not only that, but the entire time I was thinking to myself ""am I in the correct lane? What lane is this?"" It was honestly kinda scary and I had to put all my focus into driving. By the time I got to my friend's house I was so frazzled that I just had to sit down while everybody else was playing games. It was bizarre. &#x200B; Between hyperfocusing on projects that I lose interest in almost immediately, not being able to focus at work and this, I think it's time I make an appointment. I have not been diagnosed with ADHD but I've had this suspicion for months now. I've been on SSRIs and NDRIs for anxiety/depression since I was a kid, but I just feel like something isn't right.",3.6607104247104254,5.034600897297299,4.6803281853281895,85.04304054054056,72.45945945945945,7.664092664092664,28.349420849420852,8.192908349453996,1.8319961389961388,726,28,148,11,14,237,105,185,0.096,0.83,0.07400000000000001,-0.4625,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,8,0,20,2,1,2,2,28,28,11,0,1,8,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,4,2,0,4,5,2,0,1,15,1,23,6,23,11,1,24,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,3,10,104,33,3,0.14824529567474545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816203697406774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844624962966402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062371592735636,0.1801342605010209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036895628023718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549077763588618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768345593869854,0.15046585457090764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383992211539005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749572757658981,0.1059064688508488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906789539990516,0.0,0.07745204839111636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185653054165814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131655022427811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083970201095982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242516330755835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584856618197796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895488600647907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832798066496232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391181675790093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274722754951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902746777853176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679330213062033,0.12660067250769844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263004050676525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141264712202764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997919917138686,0.0,0.0,0.3457720962601283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124831198584474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792434084416476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801342605010209,0.0 adhd,hannandcheese,2019/06/14,"Feeling conflicted I’ve just been prescribed Apo Methylphenidate 15mg (I have ADHD-PI) and although I feel great in the morning and I’m actually productive, around noon I find I get really sad and overwhelmed for some reason. Like all the joy was sucked out of me. I just feel so empty and idk why. I’m trying to calm myself and listen to music to feel a bit better but nothing seems to be working. Is this a coming thing with medication ?",1.5929281183932351,4.276032267441863,3.1009513742071877,86.75535940803385,86.7906976744186,5.452854122621565,21.77167019027484,6.980632752743323,0.8954558139534887,349,12,65,5,11,114,66,86,0.086,0.762,0.152,0.5529999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,22,16,8,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,5,7,5,10,13,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2236606835295958,0.0,0.2754471429023577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403161790431928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270383132015413,0.25022093607492085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974306908913303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635503230683424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094795395266265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974462014246835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526876473507185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197281220020697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308892566951326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199182188453838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682780860061234,0.23565002687265302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864998391348755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522665825817512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560796041177358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681230709579745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685626096356526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrkarlj,2019/06/14,"OCD / ADHD - finally found a good doc - med question I have had lifelong OCD, anxiety and depression. Biggest problem is obsessive thoughts. I've tried SSRI's , mood stabilizers and even ketamine infusions. I've never gotten better I saw a video on youtube by Dr Charles Parker about cognitive anxiety that really piqued my interest. I ended up making an appointment for a phone consult. I was interested because he spoke about how these type of people don't get better with SSRI's/SNRI's alone. I was also interested in threads by /u/roland00 The only thing that ever made me feel better was Adderall. It did sort of give me what felt like a recreational high, so I dismissed it as an amphetamine high. My current psychiatrist things that I have ADHD and gave me Intuniv a couple of weeks ago. I know that my Genomind indicates that I may have an adverse reaction to Adderall due to 2D6. He believes that if I do 10 in the AM and 10 more later that it would help since it isn't too much at once. I am a little nervous about trying adderall due to it being an amphetamine. Has anyone tried to get better for years and found out that they were being given the wrong medicine and not a complete diagnosis? Any treat dopamine and serotonin A suggestion was also made to take 5htp to help with serotonin, even though I'm on Luvox (tapering down) and Pristiq. I thought that that was a no no due to serotonin syndrome Thank you in advance",5.697088632361572,7.137006687732345,6.249794560751322,75.47142829191942,67.62453531598514,9.08323224417922,33.860496967325375,9.414487439383343,3.3194862453531595,1145,53,196,23,19,372,164,269,0.128,0.778,0.095,-0.7248,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,5,12,18,0,2,16,0,22,1,0,4,2,31,43,15,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,19,11,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,20,4,20,11,29,19,2,26,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,4,13,130,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735783100370427,0.0,0.1008942922388042,0.0,0.0,0.11788287792303614,0.0,0.1820431381353253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740129572705873,0.0,0.17414351046124876,0.0,0.0,0.07958537726948721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938342971055393,0.0,0.0,0.12823581987015864,0.0,0.4026570835062879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933778482578168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593932776801536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803273662750828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008104664033222,0.0,0.0,0.15035367033880392,0.10295643053896228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755065775319972,0.0,0.10928475662947612,0.1246839125441219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495948417300977,0.0,0.0,0.11893218593382515,0.10918622292464564,0.0,0.09546656013002293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258188484902352,0.2405135140639584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255232779722836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055606553782056985,0.11407723601969365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539789514030014,0.07597553031878834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642802246773616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367057217712127,0.0,0.08778476564022182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121426063262865,0.0,0.0865650070526716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890824536191324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891007654679044,0.0,0.0,0.1275041073983053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291581121543385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415282798573443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557824569640307,0.0,0.0,0.1047898831106274,0.0,0.0,0.15123349583116955,0.0,0.11182727256385017,0.18072024828813588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318283050018142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129929392921836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085424576854383,0.12444396890154175,0.0,0.07329615193369934 adhd,Reevers1,2019/06/14,"Dexamphetamine weaker than ritalin? Got prescribed IR ritalin 10mg and was taking 5 per day in 2 doses throughout the day (3 in morning 2 at midday) to get through school. They were great while on them and felt great and really helped focus and all that. but the side-effects were awful and the comedown off them was awful as well. I told my psych about this and am now prescribed IR dexies 5mg which I have been experimenting dosages on. I am prescribed up to 6 per day but even when taking 3 in morning and re-dosing 3 around midday, I don't get anywhere near enough effect for school to focus in class. Are dexies weaker than rit? Should I ask for a higher dosage or does my tolerance off ritalin effect how the dexies effect me? Thanks",5.802500000000002,6.359382583333336,6.055555555555558,80.14500000000002,66.91666666666666,8.344444444444445,27.805555555555557,8.167268648758528,1.7967972222222222,588,17,109,7,9,188,90,144,0.11199999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,7,4,0,0,5,2,11,4,0,4,1,18,20,14,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,1,11,4,22,11,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,6,70,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479075633028698,0.18355825341739068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37988336327371797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182487614556388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287928415450407,0.0,0.1296855630665704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206536987020367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885242331118402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516675735032613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703690058480874,0.4329472603257529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160747992260574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578513065389146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974279712986476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295257520601359,0.0,0.0,0.180770246103856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761829300996616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765398346611493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yaxxi,2019/06/14,"I have my final today, if I get an a.. it will be my first quarter with only A+s 93 questions and 5 labs. It should be easy! After all! I did the course! To review I’ll be doing a few tests from each chapter! And then, I’ll get an A. I will! I promise! Wish me luck Good luck on your tests to",-2.206060606060607,-0.4141070606060602,0.8578787878787892,101.97348484848487,96.87878787878788,2.9333333333333336,13.393939393939394,3.1291,-1.637351515151515,218,4,56,0,9,76,47,66,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,9,4,6,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,5,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929124954326801,0.0,0.3050899868337187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747872601125379,0.0,0.0,0.30084077091972583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727895864366364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017996868525955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399833152634688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124601915285562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,H0tSquid,2019/06/14,"A question regarding control over my mind So I've finally gotten a correct diagnosis of ADHD after trying to figure out why I wasn't functional in most aspects. I've been on Adderall 10mg for a month now, and it's a godsend. I've been successful in tying down employment, and am much more engaged with my fiance and daughter in a healthy way. However, I've been aware that Adderall isn't a fix-all, but rather a tool to get me to a baseline. Due to this, I still find it difficult to really streamline my thought process, and achieve my goals in a straightforward way as my mind still runs at a million miles an hour. How do you guys effectively slow your mind down, or at least consistently control the maelstrom that we generally have in our minds?",8.354735812133073,6.944399013698633,8.466203522504895,71.5129452054795,62.28767123287672,11.904500978473582,41.40508806262231,10.914260884657429,4.491834833659491,600,30,112,13,7,197,101,146,0.024,0.883,0.09300000000000001,0.8045,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,12,0,8,0,0,4,1,25,11,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,0,12,2,22,5,4,25,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,9,76,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793276667736895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694414726668608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804165817580758,0.15052929714179136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604694065725413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307508173627955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219253198281325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6651846465784722,0.0,0.1314588954310802,0.0,0.12107062024218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449738019551198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550857081061282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630531158611775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075034615663958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181787473556408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614562753807598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861265829470496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DougJudyBK99,2019/06/14,"What’s going on with this slow (yet alarmingly abrupt) slide back into the cloud? Am I missing something here and how do I deal with it? Hi, so never posted on here but I’m always reading, learning, listening. You guys have helped me in so many ways. Since I’m here, thank you so much for all the feedback and info and openness and honesty and advice and love and support and kindness and understanding and encouragement. It’s nice to feel normal. So here’s my Q with a little info... I’m 26 now. My entire life I’ve known I had ADHD. I vividly recall my parents taking me to our family doctor and having me tested. They didn’t tell me that’s what it was for but I knew anyway. I was maybe in 2nd grade at this point? I lied my ass off. “Do you have a lot of friends?” “Yes” “Do you ever get excited and do things you didn’t mean to?” “No” “Do you get in trouble for shouting out things at school?” “No” “Is it easy to finish your assignments during class?” “Yes” I didn’t want to be weirder than I was. I didn’t want to be different. I wanted to just fit in. So I learned to manage it. It didn’t really get easier as I got older, it just morphed into an adult version of it all. Not doing college assignments on time, spacing out in lectures, cutting off friendships because it got to hard to maintain. Saying something stupid at a business meeting while internally screaming at yourself to shut the fuck up. Forgetting to do expenses...for five months. Putting off buying toilet paper until you’re stuck using paper towels and yet still waiting until you’re down to the napkins from last week’s take out. But the worst is seeing your job performance suffer. Knowing you’re capable but not being able to reign it in, having the shining gold star just out of your reach. Having your boss say “I just don’t get it, when you’re ‘on’ you’re really on, but when you’re ‘off’ you’re just completely checked out. I don’t know what it is...” and wanting to say something but knowing people don’t understand ADHD in adults because “it’s a kid thing”. I finally said enough a little over one year ago . I had one of those rare bursts of productivity and managed to log into my insurance (yes, I had to reset my password), find a psychiatrist in my network who wasn’t total shit, call and leave an “adult” voicemail, actually pick up the phone when he called back, schedule an appointment, and then fucking go. I know you guys understand how much energy went into that. He immediately diagnosed me with severe ADHD. And as long as I spent trying to fight it all, deny that I was different and just fit in, take some strange pride in my ability to self manage, the relief of knowing I would finally have help was overwhelming. I went home with a prescription for Vyvanse and cried of relief. The next few months were just insane for me. It felt like I had been streaming my entire life in low res and not realizing it was still buffering until that crystal view set it. Like listening to music with one ear out for my entire life and finally feeling the base pump through my brain. Like taking the local train 29 stops every day for work and then realizing there’s a 5 stop door-to-door express option. I got my shit together, made appointments and followed through like it was nothing, pumped my work out and turned heads at the office, cleaned my room, did my laundry, made my bed in the morning, joined a gym and went. All of it. And then it just started slacking off. Prescription was upped, got better but then again slacked off. Repeat. May ‘18 - 12.5 Mg June ‘18 - 30 mg July ‘18 - May ‘18 - 40 mg I slowly slid back starting in January and didn’t realize it right away then didn’t say anything to my doctor after I did out of fear of sound like a junkie trying to get high. I just started 50mg but I’m worried this will just keep repeating. Is this normal? Am I just always going to be in a pattern of up and down, slowly adjusting and upping until there’s nothing left but hooking up a literal IV of coffee into my bloodstream? Someone tell me I’m just not at a high enough dosage yet. That I’m just still finding the right drug. I don’t want to go back to struggling now that I know what the average person feels like. Sorry this is so long but I will appreciate any feedback, encouragement, advice. Love you guys.",3.82235082415605,5.4413062066508315,4.8291600086374435,83.16254516663071,72.44418052256532,7.430821276902036,27.009357230259845,8.05143319584413,1.7315464766429134,3374,120,644,49,66,1102,370,842,0.111,0.746,0.14400000000000002,0.9867,6,0,4,0,1,0,102.0,1,12,1,5,45,37,7,4,31,3,57,18,6,7,7,135,126,64,0,8,27,1,5,6,1,5,8,11,4,9,41,50,0,4,26,2,3,11,19,17,0,4,38,20,71,20,116,79,14,140,0,4,4,5,51,70,5,5,62,431,112,24,0.0579153308195216,0.0,0.05651700849294442,0.0,0.20880891897180315,0.11318838197997325,0.05133844636040365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638038948452374,0.0,0.0,0.039384410958592006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765938255847106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441335976104993,0.17813325800075328,0.0,0.07060929623382879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122140367042912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465266294446745,0.11827605617781092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060723122478988686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361727141081837,0.03735059716281506,0.05970816302128434,0.0,0.05878284167367799,0.0,0.12101838811317968,0.0,0.11855759035294712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716339685002819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196840369607114,0.0,0.0,0.05238773244152137,0.04879616408318309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054597419564198106,0.06517084859236795,0.08785119427000433,0.0413747239094965,0.055607799923436216,0.19033024210134036,0.10586712628871876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044745240925972665,0.10708358021487996,0.1512918499303604,0.0,0.13165846865622646,0.0,0.18528072289011524,0.0,0.0,0.17203584884000067,0.0,0.0,0.05188076068399977,0.0,0.0594378379941751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077638850891093,0.12238145356626827,0.058093798939418566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574720293562282,0.05147780708110148,0.0,0.0603099047973092,0.19097250720995526,0.04720872447414453,0.0,0.0613239730242556,0.06292517639338115,0.0,0.12272193275292705,0.1697670313323683,0.11609275276897592,0.0,0.10250649057219964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492375431909281,0.10454169446020124,0.10960177271109436,0.0,0.058717055280379724,0.0581837341577556,0.06308677372347803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924549290313123,0.0,0.08514886395144076,0.0,0.0446678734949075,0.0,0.061593611361664184,0.0,0.1134894552281601,0.11114264381288172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773478107155096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643081210577651,0.0,0.0,0.04015119817003997,0.05056943297315892,0.0,0.0,0.05474870751370884,0.0,0.055466877648994495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058220903795327676,0.0,0.0,0.05793100353055044,0.0,0.07420408785957378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989187521517601,0.0550907420866744,0.1842263824754072,0.0,0.058613406741301215,0.04615102034000014,0.0,0.060418320909080225,0.06542783888254604,0.11889850964114353,0.04790816013442335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907147186102847,0.13375815345578454,0.0,0.06483147125448288,0.1229783077278876,0.0,0.1387537740142578,0.09683961968393584,0.0,0.060545678539030874,0.0,0.0,0.06572163108627206,0.0,0.0,0.17418048449771473,0.0,0.10124110371559833,0.05332065544852347,0.0,0.0,0.11542911706910322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03377089514361613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864141592859111,0.06299524912574035,0.0,0.18087570563089195,0.0,0.050020250780222285,0.0,0.0,0.17079981325917035,0.04597049386778185,0.04645618498451797,0.0,0.0,0.1610642756957011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432610120974543,0.05881582972428245,0.0,0.04114138934216958,0.0,0.0,0.03729557421906365 adhd,Talks2Self,2019/06/14,"Finish it Friday, more like Focus Friday! Sometimes (all the times) I start projects I just don't finish. Often I get stuck on the what if's and then I over perfect one aspect that needs working and abandon the whole project after getting frustrated for trying to create perfection. Nope. Not this time! I'm no where near finishing this project, but I'm going too focus on the larger picture first then sweat the details. I'm making a board game that I'd like to play and not trying to think of implanted ideas of money making or anything. Just the thought that I'd want to play this! I've found that word vomit helps, too! It's hard to not focus on the details, but beautiful strangers and magnificent brains, I'm gonna get this eventually! I just need to focus.",3.6433212058212057,5.795105587837838,4.237837837837842,84.95664241164243,74.20270270270271,6.445738045738046,25.57380457380457,7.321109707123232,1.3094536382536388,609,21,112,7,13,193,89,148,0.055999999999999994,0.725,0.21899999999999997,0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,7,9,1,0,8,0,1,3,2,2,3,29,20,10,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,3,1,1,6,2,0,2,3,1,5,7,15,16,3,17,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,12,67,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387834008948966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587585721148074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797279964423894,0.0,0.23167480571005056,0.0,0.0,0.3311798137882107,0.0,0.12008420356990016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892794254991988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162703957438474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385271023608853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645679140427625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820830126666971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31334613701700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317942032648864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208976829144551,0.0,0.1495561689838332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353897392261219,0.0,0.1677451670066996,0.24641641900014405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28691179217805723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246276658354262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359040795706597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382577068198613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lee_Uematsu,2019/06/14,"ADHD and CPTSD Hey everyone, Just wondering if anyone here has been in a similar situation. I grew up with 4 brothers and was sadly abused by my father and my mother abandoned me and I my brothers when I was only 4 years old. Hence being raised by my abusive single father. Because of this younger trauma I ended up going to therapy and psychiatrist and eventually being diagnosed with ADHD, and later on CPTSD when they realized I had emotional flashbacks. &#x200B; Not sure what I'm looking for response wise, just maybe someone else who has this unfortunate combination of symptoms and maybe can relate? It's even further worse because 2 of my other brothers were diagnosed with ADHD as well, just wondering if there are any other situations like this and maybe I can get more tips. I've been in therapy and overall am doing quite well all things considered. Also working my way through a few CPTSD books as well. It just would be nice to know someone else is going through something similar. &#x200B; Thanks for listening. :)",6.4357915057915065,8.498945540540543,6.785193050193051,69.95222972972974,66.56756756756756,9.393822393822392,35.376447876447884,9.784248007369934,3.9866988416988423,835,41,125,19,14,270,117,185,0.122,0.768,0.11,-0.6664,0,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,0,0,2,0,18,3,0,0,2,28,28,17,0,3,7,6,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,13,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,3,3,0,6,2,14,8,21,18,4,16,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,4,7,95,24,2,0.0,0.2427139304434588,0.0,0.0,0.3692851078817352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190929548512185,0.0,0.22195505197414814,0.2489153542551024,0.06965256331635061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161799395279009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487475010913655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791859022066447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711260145545822,0.11521442335478015,0.09071821509124317,0.0,0.0,0.06765079605416838,0.0,0.0,0.09787154850793282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053512874256779135,0.0,0.11642106103672716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629014258166258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050039717962431576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601126659910678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086992641580185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107477886477126,0.0,0.0,0.07789888500030241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894167503118864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302601515207636,0.0,0.0,0.17356886735822313,0.0788518267837196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653442105159224,0.10645887080238978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429924783189822,0.2342639994291553,0.0,0.06804666863122727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130025705287464,0.0,0.0,0.2762773295891245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215124938731026,0.07456667448839205,0.0,0.1043799018602507,0.07275983457238798,0.0,0.2489153542551024,0.06595839017229911 adhd,thisaintausernamebro,2019/06/14,"ADHD's sad Irony My teachers, tutors, peers, parents, etc. have always told me that when it comes to anything, I always excel at the more complex, intricate challenges, but mess up on the fundamental, easy shit. I find it hilarious and dumb (ytf I liek dis) at the same time. Anyone else feel as if ADHD causes you to do the same?",3.934285714285714,5.6503960793650805,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,72.33333333333334,6.944761904761903,25.29841269841269,7.554174236665415,1.3606088888888883,255,8,47,3,5,84,52,63,0.205,0.637,0.158,-0.6837,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,1,6,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,5,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,2,7,4,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,1,2,30,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495145569028075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804609540806536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598566908329228,0.2342486044003464,0.18813509943329693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348561146465279,0.0,0.19693622065018684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909829980727656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549721654582736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559733734166512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895489263430844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253855885244168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346755427051945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331038663794828,0.0,0.0,0.2184565778466979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,birdclub,2019/06/14,"Problems with pronouns? This is less about people who appear to be one gender but request different pronouns and more about obvious things. I've gendered my sister male in conversations by accident, called friends (who have never changed their gender identity's) by the wrong pronouns, and just last night I introduced myself to my dad's friends as his son (I'm his daughter!). I figured it's an executive function thing because of how it feels in my brain when it's happening. Anyone have similar experiences?",7.788333333333334,9.339356944444448,7.43555555555556,68.47000000000003,62.88888888888889,10.444444444444443,40.55555555555557,10.504223727775694,4.844888888888889,415,23,62,10,6,131,68,90,0.11199999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.086,-0.3616,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,2,12,8,6,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,9,2,11,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,1,4,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711112927186209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491767553079911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731842687721364,0.2498826533095833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887734546692376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25567639722031504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393794509613332,0.0,0.0,0.1237358894663738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781343371391925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164017726766606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994764065048932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874025914127976,0.0,0.0,0.2296496241416533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582606506456127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965543587630585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341604026692245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251572067868936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755880439788576,0.0,0.0 adhd,JulieRogue,2019/06/14,"I’m afraid I’ll fail at having another kid. I have 2 amazing kids and I think we’re doing a great job with them, simply because they’re happy and healthy and we all love each other to bits. But I also feel overwhelmed, like I’m failing, like if I can’t get my shit together they’ll get some kind of complex and need therapy, like I’m not doing my best at work, like I’m underserving my family. And yet I still want a third child. I’m afraid of bringing it up and having my husband tell me something like “look around at this mess, how could you handle adding another kid?” Maybe I’m being unrealistic and two is a good number for (someone like) me. Or maybe considering all the chaos, the fact that I still want another one is sincere desire out of love and it will be fine and we should just do it and I should quit being so hard on myself. I’ve missed out on a lot because of my fear of failing. Any other parents struggle with this?",2.9403799654576868,4.291845145077718,4.346134715025908,86.81989291882559,74.23316062176166,7.011951640759933,24.78376511226252,7.554174236665415,1.098120138169258,735,23,155,9,15,244,116,193,0.149,0.623,0.228,0.9267,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,2,6,8,27,1,5,6,0,17,3,1,1,3,39,35,16,0,8,5,2,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,4,8,18,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,0,3,0,3,20,16,18,27,7,13,0,5,1,2,14,9,1,4,9,98,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052882278816341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953312216345406,0.4141700777620631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720506134833962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051708256410385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816874992286654,0.0,0.14373831107418386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511957054028086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411706349474524,0.14815378487318748,0.06657110869790046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757353584789198,0.0,0.0,0.11042992381919496,0.0,0.14515530246688108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015421663494482,0.11794124556381423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065195340214258,0.0,0.0,0.13710333460518026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859337231573326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056100268521638,0.0,0.0,0.11193238294655736,0.2376560693295768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26453976339772084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976240116825364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921603141955041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619253452389105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003631503062067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514680719670327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155485071220747,0.10135808223128263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102872396647868,0.0,0.0,0.13763932228930978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507639553707877,0.0,0.15056436031024184,0.0,0.0,0.08436223027820004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861241231570347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531262419647612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584984182088982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asstithero,2019/06/14,"Feeling like shit because I never feel like I’m doing good enough. I cleaned my room yesterday. I felt so accomplished and proud of myself for finally doing it. I want to keep it that way without having to be on medication. Procrastinating and being disorganized is a big problem I have. My car is still a mess. There’s my stuff in it. My friends leave their stuff in there and my siblings do too. I feel as though I have little time to clean it as it takes me hours to clean it cause I get distracted. My mom loves to tell me that I’m a hoarder and it pisses me off. Like sorry I just cleaned my room yesterday and I haven’t had time to clean my car I’m sorry it’s a mess but I can’t help it. It’s so hard for me to keep it organized. No one seems to understand how hard it is. They all just make fun of me. Ughhhh love being extremely disorganized *sarcasm*.",-0.279144821658786,2.008528083798886,2.125167597765362,92.0884561667383,94.97765363128492,5.658874086807049,19.17511817791148,7.1686216300943375,0.5718060163300391,673,22,148,13,26,228,95,179,0.138,0.664,0.198,0.9225,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,10,15,2,1,4,0,15,5,2,3,2,24,32,12,0,2,4,1,6,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,16,5,0,2,6,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,6,27,9,19,27,2,19,0,0,0,2,8,8,2,1,11,102,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614431921799713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451694435626303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146016182502362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435934718328975,0.20191094454265715,0.13568457195073932,0.15480368739851852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917962714282003,0.0,0.07383126081485132,0.0,0.0,0.11852832678915368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531809859616637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472047324664476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916682033755334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25121455005876725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496321926343285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711812919586492,0.14163476605556855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508462991464553,0.0,0.0943288673367898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423600067387052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655064332342648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089908484682194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957587088825809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521938075477008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864787881913173,0.0,0.0,0.1450578282943379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31638117092252666,0.0,0.0,0.11285435052634014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235437571164556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062513015880183,0.0,0.12351554854161645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388412810552223,0.0,0.16480383896733405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711391045025035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335125497949993,0.11216927825596718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622262800470802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,morsmordr,2019/06/14,"Psych recommendations near NoVA/DC area? Recently moved to the area, need a new doc. Anybody from around the area have any recommendations for someone they've had a good (/bad) experience with? Thanks",5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,76.64705882352942,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.514729411764706,162,6,27,4,4,50,29,34,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,12,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296952149793932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006869537502706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820238810607215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304039195188471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330549051445525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589961059645981,0.0,0.2504522104080495,0.0,0.3262204167262185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335071730980438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861914652049713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31097327896988297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fulltimeadhd,2019/06/14,"New MPH user, My eyes feel pretty tired and fatigue, is this a common sideeffect and will it go away? My dear fellow adhd'ers I (29M) recenty got officially diagnosed with ADHD (but symptoms Allready occured in my childhood and persisted since then). I went to psydoc and he prescribed meds. Now I stopped weed and alcohol consumption 2 weeks ago to get unbiased experience of being only on MPH. For one week now I am taking (as prescribed) 2 times a day 10mg of retarded Methylphenidat (Medikinet Adult 10mg). Besides some weak effects on nervousness and restlessness reduction. I am mainly experiencing some side effects. Namely strange feeling in throat (little alike to Globus pharyngis) lake of motivation, feeling litte faint and lethargig and as dominant sideeffect I feel very fatigue / tired. The fatigue sideeffect is probably the most recognizeable one. After a couple of hours after my first dosage my eyes feel like I have been awake for 24 hours and more, while rest of my body feels normal. This is really strange and annoys. My sleeping schedule anyway seems somewhat normal. Sleeping between 2-3am and getting up arround 9am. Usually I sleep for 6-8 hours. Since I am still pretty new to my meds and I will raise my dosage the upcoming week to 15-30mg MPH 2 times a day I am wondering if there is any chance of getting rid of those unpleasant sideffects once my brain/body??? adjusts to being medicated? Anybody of you experienced side effects especially like the fatigue?",6.507727272727273,8.5952421969697,6.5428484848484825,71.66427272727277,66.42424242424242,9.673939393939396,36.684848484848494,10.008157457239328,4.199729393939394,1196,62,186,29,20,380,159,264,0.142,0.78,0.079,-0.934,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,6,5,11,1,2,8,0,14,19,7,4,0,36,29,18,0,3,2,0,6,2,1,2,12,0,0,1,4,13,1,1,13,0,0,2,0,8,0,3,3,10,22,3,29,22,7,37,0,4,2,0,5,9,0,7,28,108,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411334803081259,0.0,0.08892880370331196,0.10721298933364527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822194280130256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425518947453512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286875784846635,0.0,0.11199177964059703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100364063311696,0.0,0.12939791360165914,0.0,0.0,0.1018240355702162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813350835699028,0.0,0.0,0.30435286473197104,0.07166957634433199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533326984277048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724125887936788,0.0,0.05701492227099486,0.0,0.08023613005462428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963888979085935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802386628964004,0.10054832541964184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286875784846635,0.10106318302308487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937819263018586,0.0,0.0,0.19658720124738716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683893955395954,0.13596065557397005,0.07629889014477008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412571228122964,0.10816335872932092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426841121098807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132876866529857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659736774452507,0.0,0.3011813348080171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801167416571494,0.0838731218034897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427227152553306,0.07542915306642355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699634554691493,0.2306092159805991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048976884784878,0.08277560160968726,0.0,0.0,0.24141515266885835,0.0,0.0,0.0929988755821691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879420015100348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blackchina49,2019/06/14,"25 year old going back on ADD medication So my story starts off roughly 15 years ago when I went skiing with my family. I wound up having an accident and suffered a depressed skull fracture. Every since then I saw a neurologist who when I was 14 or 15 years old put me on adderall xr for my adhd. I have not been faithful to my medicine as much as I should have.. for some reason I will be taking my medicine life starts really looking up and I decide to stop taking my meds (adderall) I would say that of the last 10 years since being prescribed I only used it for 5 or 6 of those years. I wanted to do a little experiment to see how I would feel on adderall having not taken it in close to 8 months. I took my first dose yesterday of 7.5mg and didn't notice anything different, I was slightly more focused but nothing to write home about. Today I decided I am going to make the best of my day off and study for the LSAT - I took 15mg then the other 7.5 an hour later for a total of 22.5mg and I felt great I was in the zone and I made that practice test my b*tch. The last time I was prescribed if I remember correctly I was taking one 30mg Adderall XR in the morning and either a 10mg or 15mg IR booster in the afternoon. Tbh if I was to be prescribed that right now I would soon start having stockpiles of unused tablets and capsules Obviously this will be the doctors decision at the end of the day but I am curious what other people are prescribed per day. Cheers",3.7848797736916566,4.6201021980198025,5.1863177746346105,83.5781188118812,71.57425742574256,7.751626591230551,27.629891560584632,7.957251820313856,1.6606584629891563,1158,40,236,15,21,389,167,303,0.034,0.894,0.07200000000000001,0.9408,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,18,0,27,6,1,5,3,43,48,23,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,6,5,1,1,0,11,11,0,1,7,1,0,6,3,2,0,2,15,7,36,4,36,23,6,54,1,2,3,0,3,15,0,6,33,162,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390575946415914,0.0,0.0987675289463305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916895578288984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567546820750356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692891510874502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557096764539066,0.0,0.09596629242046978,0.0,0.0,0.11641068242596457,0.0,0.11404357812845033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868547008602528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387655626978317,0.0,0.0,0.10899060510911864,0.10503730828443966,0.0,0.05633754030471686,0.0,0.1069811296980698,0.0,0.0,0.0947741996777471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664564800759925,0.0,0.0,0.12284146776466695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176382175789344,0.0,0.10972672458004278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164511751238552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869957705403018,0.0,0.1116725878211682,0.0,0.0,0.09356513759105728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542874810447453,0.07437403269763672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376303051072822,0.11224440719952114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893476065896351,0.0,0.08190686981479743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069109514232112,0.12685295002955632,0.23383409252882134,0.0,0.07550139789221094,0.08474029253882577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724492867684231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120083525807994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137880979252992,0.11455880603313393,0.0,0.0,0.12621767879983928,0.09515247742303358,0.0,0.08860603433575777,0.0,0.0,0.08878769344390056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433633770778146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365919584518837,0.0,0.0,0.0931525067309182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513229937425007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497017537743761,0.0,0.10561358287200688,0.0,0.24758449629984786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623151686664076,0.0,0.0,0.06571868334961556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328789721137326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744972729905406,0.0,0.0,0.35875566630824945 adhd,OhNoMyBaguette,2019/06/14,"Medication I had a talk with a psychologist today about medication. I'm going to get it soon at the pharmacist, but I'm scared of taking it tbh and I wanna know about others experiences with ADHD medicine in general. I'm probably taking Ritalin but also antipsychotics if Ritalin works out. But I would like to know others experiences with ADHD medicine so I know more and feel more secure.",5.307083333333331,7.6212666527777815,7.1177777777777775,65.405,69.97222222222223,10.911111111111113,30.055555555555557,10.864195022040775,4.158622222222221,317,13,50,11,6,110,45,72,0.055,0.8490000000000001,0.096,0.4478,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,17,13,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,12,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795968073068591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595654783999544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903607017797229,0.0,0.0,0.10088925438974716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424711054791788,0.0,0.11339849885248973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289723154269884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748114042959294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40201451786956105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151289876788656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997661028818688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30004610676452825,0.16037607258630293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913278023418484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526149952779382,0.0,0.0,0.14174163924964392,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cdabel88,2019/06/14,"TIFU by reading my flight itinerary wrong, twice I missed my return business trip because I set the wrong time on my alarm. To save embarassment, I blamed it on my Meniere's Disease, saying that I had a vertigo attack.",8.808780487804876,7.7094280487804925,8.522073170731709,70.47628048780491,61.19512195121951,11.126829268292685,40.012195121951216,10.125756701596842,4.186258536585367,174,8,29,3,2,56,33,41,0.353,0.581,0.066,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,1,8,1,4,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,18,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39204895428833336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007391332969572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34470794254846643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740514292694537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094759409504925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7535641188821,0.0,0.0 adhd,alexands131313,2019/06/14,"Help me understand - Parent of 8 yr old with ADHD Good morning and thank you for this wonderful forum. I am the father of a 8 yr old boy with ADHD and a few learning disabilities. Can you tell me what his world is like? How do I help him? When we talk about friends and best friends he says he doesn't have a best friend yet. He is always so positive and just wants friends. He is on medication and his teacher says he isn't a problem at school, but what I really want for him is a connection/a friend. I am quite willing to be that friend, but I'd prefer that he has friends at school. I hated school and I didn't have ADHD and I had a few friends, so I can't imagine what school is like for someone that doesn't have friends to see at school. Thank you for time and helping me understand.",3.057545454545455,4.034473012121218,4.075530303030302,90.33329545454544,73.42424242424242,7.4393939393939394,26.47727272727273,7.793537801064563,1.238363636363636,617,21,140,8,12,200,83,165,0.079,0.6409999999999999,0.28,0.9836,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,0,3,7,18,1,0,7,0,21,1,0,1,0,24,30,14,0,4,3,2,0,2,9,1,1,2,0,1,7,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,3,19,16,15,26,4,10,0,0,1,0,33,5,0,1,7,89,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240845170977826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479419973436575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188664282200787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250267413092823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539397411667542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874600751472576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075053706732006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782968760688534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055292480758992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864513187347226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998102306218341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601088675480159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560718640084803,0.0,0.0,0.057584695373809225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296544059326338,0.0,0.4548583871021245,0.07162927337638582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616199700505305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722487462333691,0.07856626615778528,0.1655139920024725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241454387327493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187153613944444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603680201603732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097479940083872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,salemunderground,2019/06/14,"GOT A DIAGNOSIS.....started crying at work lol GUYS. My doctor just emailed me my(f,23) TOVA and evaluation diagnosing me with ADHD-I. I felt so relieved I started crying tears of joy at work!! HUGE THANK YOU to you guys honestly this sub is what pushed me to get diagnosed and after months of going through the process, I can start treatment and I'm so excited. You're all awesome :)",2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,4.145000000000003,81.37500000000003,80.3888888888889,6.933333333333335,29.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.491883333333333,302,15,54,6,8,99,55,72,0.08900000000000001,0.5820000000000001,0.33,0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,7,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,5,9,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,31,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373798494833981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339314159492527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009559221152345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216940271285047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896495308858533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319569702685964,0.0,0.11225478643365573,0.0,0.15797425103439874,0.0,0.0,0.3911503790592641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765804386268675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194155928096783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818492604681674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875928477278439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Deafgrippin,2019/06/14,"Just one more hour I’m doing an internship as a mechanic after years of bouncing between jobs and it’s the first time I can actually see myself in a job for a long time. Would be great if I wasn’t completely losing all motivation and energy right now due to ADHD (and not getting my medication yet thanks to a very helpful “just try to get by without it” psychiatrist). I really enjoy this work and might get an apprenticeship if I do well, but I’m 100% out of energy and can barely pay attention anymore - writing this from the bathroom tho there’s still an hour to go. If any of you lovely people got any quick fixes to stay attentive just a bit longer I’ll be thankful. My wonderful partner already set an appointment with a new psych so I can get my medication but until then it is really touch and go.",6.2988888888888885,6.054315500000001,7.715833333333336,71.40805555555558,65.875,11.361111111111116,32.77777777777778,10.980518767755715,3.625944444444445,640,24,121,17,9,222,109,160,0.019,0.789,0.192,0.981,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,11,7,0,0,12,0,11,3,0,1,1,26,25,16,0,4,10,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,2,2,10,6,19,19,3,23,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,5,16,85,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.13775038772334036,0.0,0.16964515235001204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577197603563026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919853164372176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999135654114322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410858277313874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480020597037937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006939512923084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294998076409374,0.0,0.1604473200905577,0.0,0.11289739184868737,0.15562780568384627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094615604203271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802548572575025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801561702635399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492087954586455,0.0,0.15792031655468738,0.0,0.0,0.12740110746436165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844047879045293,0.0,0.14974692019890487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363318124391115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956526903646088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786156880844374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808595703466713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054863505129647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124850928098297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045623833411514,0.11272940470022033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25991966516110604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646213776646775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583739323913684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647059154121188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691849378343062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607181016992465,0.15308043193197945,0.10276510953592144,0.0,0.0,0.10027498773344062,0.0,0.0,0.09090148162534112 adhd,slimjim7777,2019/06/14,Another Adderall shortage? Or is it just my area? Is anyone else experiencing/has anyone experienced this more recently? I somehow managed to avoid the shortage in March but I'm afraid I may be screwed for a while. 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After getting into trouble for being ""irresponsible"" for 21 years, being diagnosed a few weeks ago at 21, and starting medication about 2 weeks ago, and finding the right dose this past week, I feel like I'm finally starting to do and feel better! - I'm more productive at work, literally I've been twice as productive this last week! - I'm ""in the moment"" much more - I find it easier to get back into work after being distracted - I'm checking my phone less (obviously going on Reddit on my phone to talk about how I'm checking my phone less doesn't count) - and my skin? Is literally so much clearer? Like I don't know if this is a side effect of the meds or I'm just less stressed now, but it is! - I'm just in a better place right now, like I'm feeling more confident and more understanding of myself. The medication hasn't changed anything, really, it's just like that feeling of your ears popping after you've gone for a swim - it doesn't magically make things better, it just helped me hear them better, if that metaphor makes sense. I just wanna thank this Reddit for being a place where I can look at stuff and go ""oh! Me! I'm not alone!""",4.5456823144104765,5.625690257641923,5.7080322052401735,79.6309566048035,70.00436681222708,8.69443231441048,27.41293668122271,9.017664075816787,2.0976133187772925,915,30,179,17,16,305,118,229,0.022000000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.177,0.9878,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,8,13,13,0,2,9,0,14,6,2,4,1,33,42,13,0,3,10,0,6,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,13,8,0,0,10,1,2,4,5,3,0,1,2,9,15,10,26,36,10,39,0,0,1,0,8,15,0,3,24,110,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867296623017999,0.0,0.0,0.10908560582214427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667403322044769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098892124064888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657598782235627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142056892867433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690331469917663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26627905922730555,0.0752446633193142,0.0,0.2307581961992955,0.1925314665930516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005660688750406,0.0,0.1197179849325887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870965909450334,0.0,0.07059756106865367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788422113176608,0.08585445999739846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582716383825125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844701660549484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061137458647238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699304993888,0.21220901722692134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485293905677736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054524798364754,0.0,0.0,0.22008576755559345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067474306537051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989505423424718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910007022330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206501728724102,0.0,0.12057266696679925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465676545864269,0.0,0.09696970488468763,0.0,0.0,0.06997367982530403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964771311916872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379435237712863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335665099390197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782626348280786 adhd,craftspace234,2019/06/14,"Best non-stimulant ADD med? What non-stimulamt ADD med would you recommend? Any experience? How does it compare to the stims like adderall vyvanse etc Looking for an alternative as these meds are too stimulating for me! Thanks for any responses!",5.08642857142857,8.536194785714287,5.386000000000003,71.40900000000002,77.33333333333334,10.026666666666667,34.590476190476195,9.888512548439397,4.737813333333335,199,11,31,7,5,63,36,42,0.0,0.685,0.315,0.9444,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094416576266776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876731859234585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991035476297775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537440021739928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225573931773803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115436773761474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105878982597208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7581674791498823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946907172332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616230813822562,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LiveBiggerNow,2019/06/14,Upped my dose to 80mg straterra... Sweating like a pig. What do you do to cope with this?,-1.6543859649122794,0.26173163157894663,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,101.10526315789473,2.533333333333333,16.859649122807017,3.1291,-1.3765929824561405,67,2,17,0,3,21,17,19,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eff2TheZedd,2019/06/14,"Adderall XR 15mg side effects? So I'm on 15mg of adderall as the title says and I'm getting side effects. These include: Shortness of breath, like I can't get a full breath, Stomach pains, Night sweats... What should I do? It's just annoying that I can't get a full breath. I was on Ritalin and it didnt help, it just made me hyper. But adderall actually helps with my ADHD so I dont really want to get off of it.",0.44927590511860416,2.348261168539331,2.8509363295880163,92.2359800249688,83.38202247191009,5.7533083645443215,23.372034956304606,6.937597516519254,0.7147143570536834,320,12,73,4,9,110,57,89,0.12,0.818,0.062,-0.5748,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,3,0,7,7,5,3,0,11,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,7,1,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2565171645352126,0.0,0.3159112230258774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080744330597883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493419753986853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523841480541493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842198207281344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487280972009745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667988316389056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27970563206229865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839729067609746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903985598897468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504388844592093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FanticalZappy,2019/06/14,"How do I know when I’ve got the right dose for my meds? I find that the meds I’m on (Methylphenidate XR 36mg) help to stabilise my mood long-term. They seem to give me more conscious control over my thoughts and as such help me control the mountain of anxiety that I have, help me retain focus while thinking, and other things. However, I am on the lowest prescribed dose of my meds and while mine do work to an extent, I, still, am not working. I can’t decide whether some therapy or a stronger dose is the right course of action. I wondered if people could share their experiences with changing dosages and what reasons made you think your dosage wasn’t quite right?",5.897307692307695,6.350140538461537,5.089038461538461,87.51971153846155,66.69230769230771,7.730769230769233,31.634615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.7413076923076924,530,20,107,4,8,158,91,130,0.034,0.862,0.10400000000000001,0.8385,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,5,4,2,0,0,7,0,9,3,0,5,0,26,19,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,10,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,19,1,12,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,5,4,68,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295093562706432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619286359805018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312013908177486,0.11788556060640315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442886790554182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134948337587253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163819259481705,0.0,0.0,0.1180882414470993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968976554071462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114392470479087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066455073973066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970887415647387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920136290828248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023610942344173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704268403868507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151807567701923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782738313689733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344139314529725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179125305061878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884928212026834,0.0,0.09809130875470376,0.1892147914843549,0.0,0.11721666272164998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601188363238527,0.2149801845463375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,r3allybadusername,2019/06/14,"A paper I coauthored has gone viral! Two weeks ago I thought I was a failure and thought I'd be kicked out of academia, this week everything has gone right! I struggled through undergrad and still struggle in my masters with ADHD and how it conflicts with academia but recently a paper I helped coauthor has picked up a lot of media attention and it feels wonderful! I'm so excited and while I know nothing else I do in my masters will get this kind of attention (my usual research is really niche), I feel so vindicated that all the struggle is work it!",5.8256738544474445,6.8186585754717015,6.123261455525607,78.13292452830191,67.01886792452831,9.453369272237195,37.78436657681941,9.606745405546679,3.7684894878706174,443,24,80,9,7,142,70,106,0.094,0.7709999999999999,0.135,0.8567,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,22,19,10,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,5,2,11,2,10,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,55,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917420658269,0.0,0.16166067000828968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523473638598634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390307457292627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442426593923456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528119201285226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222392723536746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991107656870887,0.10022619712068216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155045093611301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174989657255591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683137503343775,0.0,0.18006911843602505,0.0,0.0,0.15574362766041205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456415199105334,0.0,0.0,0.5719605277892928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895640157044307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781497273812555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085562064452986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925736372271151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777330355307787,0.1327680811087863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inliebe91,2019/06/14,"Does anyone else have a hard time with audiobooks? I’ve been trying to get back into reading, and a lot of times I can’t read from my phone/tablet, so I’ve been trying to make use of audiobooks. However, much like actual reading, it’s very difficult to follow along with the narrator without my mind getting sidetracked. Has anyone else encountered this problem or possibly have tips to share?",8.148013698630137,8.111026780821916,7.853527397260276,71.26193493150687,62.01369863013698,11.683561643835617,36.05821917808219,11.20814326018867,4.2325643835616455,317,13,53,8,4,101,56,73,0.106,0.8290000000000001,0.065,-0.4548,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,12,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,32,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.17021479881261564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439256933875568,0.3574404859483933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412297236246695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264153309843329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29142139742416945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822609687566859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625160420822568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521582515247474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482909080249281,0.0,0.0,0.11643083534519508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612072718887134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282233183699616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966393196522721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690230573772166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234201724705535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341862656478632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368478648740841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064822343127074,0.0,0.1439198729994905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814062141632494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Devonic96,2019/06/14,"Some words on working out Hey guys, I often find people who have a trouble motivating themselves, and use their inability to motivate themselves as a reason for not working out. Unless you're putting down 60 hour work weeks, simply say ""I don't want to."" It's hard for everyone to motivate themselves, and while maybe it's harder for us, you still sink if you don't swim. You're making the choice not to better yourself with the excuse of ""it's hard."" Which is OKAY, when you consider what it's like to be just like everybody else. Most people don't go where they want to in life, you need to push yourself and challenge yourself. If you put down a half mile everyday this month and a mile next month that's progress. If you can't make yourself get off the couch then you're spending your life on the couch. And besides, if you can't do the simple things, you can never do the big things. As your symptoms start to clear up a little from working out once a day, and the possible depression and anxiety does too, it's so easy to stay with it. Then you're just a more productive individual overall.",6.540833333333333,6.238191416666666,6.4531481481481485,80.85666666666667,65.3888888888889,9.607407407407408,32.35185185185185,9.075114841892004,2.5264518518518515,870,31,174,13,12,275,124,216,0.078,0.795,0.127,0.8939,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,10,2,10,9,7,0,0,14,1,11,3,0,7,2,38,20,19,0,7,9,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,13,12,0,0,5,1,1,5,8,2,0,1,0,3,15,5,29,19,3,35,0,1,0,0,18,15,0,7,16,111,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717170423658934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390196381135388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903491901115407,0.0,0.12066295697748318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122597406743357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703075456759512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338660425464302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804359027952197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319345418816109,0.0,0.07961878067546803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871531553735425,0.0,0.0,0.2509938296160168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796459895805815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790539867081552,0.13688593091438184,0.14041122481622145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870279757879373,0.0,0.14074348626618327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364375925199975,0.0,0.0,0.10387809810530098,0.10804930846694613,0.0,0.14899180536025278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919578519312893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942474023029878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793519734632458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28166679544854306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404020344146806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140855647686174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915941866621776,0.14932181147580076,0.11187943486294624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456115484585647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614476580785644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851611208052353,0.12099643621410396,0.0,0.0,0.16526241582591475,0.0,0.11237514277821986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079610784455845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nikkifrdm,2019/06/14,"What Would You Do? I have an 18 year old son with ADHD. I went quite a few years thinking we had somewhat of a grip on it, until 9 months ago he was hit by SEVERE depression. (9 months ago was when I noticed a drastic change in him anyway). He is doing much better now after counseling and some med changes. He didn't graduate high school on time and has to repeat 3 classes in the Fall. He DOES NOT want to step back into that high school for anything- says it was the cause of most of his depression. He wants to complete high school online. I, as a ""Normie"", see the value in perservering and seeing it through to the end. He's only 3 classes away and I feel the diploma from his local high school will be more valuable in the future than an online diploma, but I learned long ago he doesn't fit into everyone else's lane. Has anyone had a similar experience? Obviously his mental health is most important, but he's so freaking close to the finish line!",3.5202280701754383,5.1042428473684245,4.441578947368424,85.77938596491231,73.15789473684211,6.961403508771928,25.824561403508767,7.554174236665415,1.3188666666666662,751,25,148,9,15,243,123,190,0.087,0.868,0.045,-0.8286,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,14,0,17,1,0,1,1,24,25,10,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,5,12,2,26,14,7,38,0,2,2,0,16,16,0,4,19,93,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334257496245445,0.0,0.2952404356831701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776285124350372,0.0,0.09136087973376712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430794840744084,0.08536834872348911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818911302066473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140492194683145,0.2348911391228309,0.0,0.1164034780151728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124456716615845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971552851663582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927438567852487,0.0,0.09833171385583883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608538861606057,0.0,0.10859990822582337,0.0,0.0,0.05613558802279735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180102041928378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46919941722678205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825015195704308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331937914977552,0.0,0.11188312457281824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772319152825943,0.0,0.08161325956531698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639822228340114,0.11649793559396472,0.0,0.0,0.08443652536411099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808457215971692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828840969809769,0.0,0.4494369936504007,0.17693883523146745,0.0,0.0,0.12542220646805505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113781783434163,0.0,0.0,0.06473727782629822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096620526778008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291764273409784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886618168329505,0.0,0.0,0.14298785623793314 adhd,javi12135,2019/06/14,Just finished an assignment I just finished a very long history assignment and I closed the browser window that had the billion tabs I had used for research and it felt so great. The feeling you get when you close the browser window after you finish an assignment is almost orgasmic.,5.003529411764704,7.930748568627454,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,73.11764705882352,8.00156862745098,33.729411764705894,8.841846274778883,3.5992635294117648,231,12,34,5,5,73,35,51,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.7909,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,3,1,1,1,0,10,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,1,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,27,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129990831881427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085420564468778,0.0,0.3960070792508084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548287717861367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547165560661096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649964212901635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35621573667978274,0.0,0.3403061942297864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,85Throwaway958,2019/06/14,"Help me with my ADD spouse I’ve lived with my husband 20 years. I love him very much. Our relationship is friendly. But I have struggled for many years to feel happy working with one of his ADD* symptoms, and he doesn’t like dealing with it either. I’m hoping you folks can help me out with solutions. *(I don’t care what the experts decided to call it - He has ADD, not ADHD.) Basically his life is like this: He lives in one room if the house, his man-cave, where his computer is. He works there doing remote computer work. He only leaves that room for food, going to the office, and sleep. This is not an exaggeration. Sometimes he even sleeps in there. He gets upset if I enter the room and interrupt him. Even just to ask if he wants something from the store. I know this breaks his train of thought, but sometimes it can’t be helped. Texting does the same thing. He ignores checking his email. He avoids walking through the house when I am home because I might talk to him. Basically my best friend never wants to talk to me. I miss him. When we do talk it ends up being 1-2 hours just because I have so much backlog of the things I want to say and I’m so happy to see him. Of course he would avoid starting to talk to me for this reason. I’ve tried to bring up strategies to deal with this. One night a week as “date night” - he always has too much to do, or there’s a work emergency so it falls off the schedule. An “I’m working” sign on his door would never be flipped to “available.” I want to make this work. Please help.",1.6012496085186356,3.760807339805826,2.541432299822532,94.59541183839649,80.77993527508092,5.281595156070572,21.294602776907816,6.3737218528115,0.13545758429898713,1184,35,260,10,31,373,165,309,0.055999999999999994,0.8079999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9754,0,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,2,1,0,7,14,16,0,4,13,0,22,6,2,2,2,47,43,16,0,10,11,2,1,2,2,3,2,1,5,0,15,15,1,3,5,0,2,5,7,6,0,3,1,3,33,10,39,36,6,31,0,1,1,1,47,11,0,6,16,159,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081294380974922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486431190221063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411212452825921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969277888825636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442056815668244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918719628299578,0.0,0.09173294093324334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185515354874188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873552461051649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968891309447301,0.0,0.0,0.11885195056164467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549278986445951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879508140079533,0.0,0.13902503157489207,0.0,0.04700690794891496,0.0,0.05113343448165805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155475853423992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122663043495304,0.0,0.09024973454964733,0.0893629748958965,0.08860477040417354,0.20763232673264304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944652268294682,0.0,0.0,0.0952678665883129,0.0,0.0,0.06355022427276749,0.08791201925587852,0.0,0.15889469854080174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812036770416957,0.0,0.0600573298476566,0.09121797419578903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544658431813093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842037814144226,0.0,0.1387846482553677,0.0,0.0,0.1688661574032247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182903045298326,0.06842812626661411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876276612675307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250669556747396,0.0,0.09659677354588957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154972827988768,0.0,0.0,0.07169641873866536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007491649648014,0.0,0.0,0.06926521168420577,0.1779701689910859,0.0,0.06368298527800256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405877246853887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935158578128404,0.0,0.2892658891608355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954743724770885,0.0,0.0,0.0714281000478054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108540878489493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423671966912455,0.2122724020695451,0.0,0.07217049736090166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930062272768138,0.0,0.0,0.1278277384134058,0.0,0.0,0.115878656056121 adhd,NordWardenTank,2019/06/14,"What type of symptoms addy/ritalin won't help with/has nothing to do with it? I've seen many posts about you guys finally being able to start and continue on tasks. But what about losing car keys? What about rejection sensitivity dysphoria? What about feeling overwhelmed by messy rooms or too many steps? What about ""dude you asked about that already""?",5.127142857142856,7.980685761904766,4.425634920634924,82.03464285714288,72.33333333333333,8.009523809523811,27.96031746031746,8.841846274778883,2.4447269841269845,285,11,49,6,6,85,50,63,0.175,0.785,0.04,-0.8784,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,12,4,0,8,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,28,9,1,0.26029462370768425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872415898972789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433403359753257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161278272495894,0.0,0.0,0.285140037171077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25773260093305017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446999949607636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912031031427267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277957871658405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497597116323457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492902974322412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423787438937467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27054577906365873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,almost_chance,2019/06/14,"This subreddit has given me hope. I didn’t realize that i’m not the only one going through this stuff. i thought it was just me when i would think about why i’m so lazy and why can’t i just focus and finish stuff, but after reading through the sub I’ve realized i’m not alone. it’s crazy like half of the posts on here seem like i wrote them myself and it’s nice to be able to be on here and see support from people that are suffering through the same things as me and people who are making it through it. i always thought i was alone in how i felt but this sub is definitely reassuring.",3.9037000000000006,4.178655800000001,4.852550000000001,88.10202500000004,71.0,8.17,26.825,8.07648339933343,1.3459799999999995,465,14,106,6,8,152,75,125,0.047,0.73,0.223,0.9694,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,24,26,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,8,2,13,6,14,15,1,8,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,5,75,27,1,0.18373992167108247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805982915803741,0.0,0.0,0.1528863339285774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764191390717122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442363177383274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824952006321945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795320893331138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122647824479322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450692615087393,0.13974249006882952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547642533460779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597205455538056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378964430334696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641692868400005,0.16726992390050807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206765018445506,0.0,0.208505885695762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206863956241858,0.11773312271396486,0.0,0.29173794771685196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315934007830647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052356859924416,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,l0udmilk,2019/06/14,"Spouse- unrealistic cleaning expectations I have only recently been medicated for adhd. I’m 23. I have two kids, ages 4 and 18 months. My fiancé, and life partner of 8 years, has such incredibly high cleaning expectations for me when I’m home (teacher here as well) and even when I’m not. He wants all counters washed, floors swept, NOTHING out of place, no clutter anywhere, nothing stacked in a way her dislikes it or in a place he dislikes it, kids rooms perfect, no dishes in the sink, blah blah blah. And I just can’t do it. I can’t. I feel like there’s no possible way to do it with kids let alone my shitty memory. Right now as I talk the baby is pulling wipes out of a container while I cook and the 4 year old is reading books, splayed out everywhere. I tell her to clean up, come eat, get the baby settled, go to clean the babies mess, come back and they’re done. Well now I have to clean up breakfast. Spray counters, sweep, mop, wash dishes, load dishwasher, and I still haven’t even eaten. I don’t know if his expectations are too high or if mine are too low. Or what I should do? Any advice is welcome because I’m at my wits end and I do not have the ability to do anymore.",1.9356103329088583,4.034824376569038,3.3730689466982007,89.3874076769147,79.2928870292887,6.332253956703657,25.035655812261233,7.423996415210882,1.1326352919774418,922,35,196,13,23,302,140,239,0.11900000000000001,0.799,0.08199999999999999,-0.6075,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,16,7,0,0,9,0,23,10,0,0,2,32,35,18,0,7,8,1,1,4,1,1,4,0,9,4,5,14,6,1,2,3,0,4,9,2,2,1,3,1,21,5,22,30,1,37,0,1,0,0,13,17,0,5,15,117,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255141622697362,0.14030159037690398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870226760138386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763714962416732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238960852162394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040169918210786,0.0,0.08752308658986682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735740556978786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692891845958952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691491364646111,0.0,0.0,0.12716643176894907,0.0,0.0,0.18966224879721888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259674569057674,0.10257129688336317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501295375014416,0.0,0.08159800597876124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033935509568935,0.14401924013152945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890605617268559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468170088826903,0.10141254216008128,0.0701443736917312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463852416309586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460163449966099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755316298875989,0.0,0.15065970272472431,0.0,0.0,0.10919662864072796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000144011270112,0.0,0.0,0.1618612727799913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361565710700494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176477191058634,0.0,0.0,0.12261380542966235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466062048925554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540159580745699,0.12549245438745418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025367418627946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468531846521052,0.2279291668363164,0.0,0.0,0.2581855778883828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849175078014744 adhd,smoresy_,2019/06/14,"Freaking out about a phone interview And like, what comes after. I've been needing a job for sooo long. I haven't had a non-Lyft/Uber job in so many years I can't even remember my last ""real"" job (and I haven't even been Ubering mainly due to feeling self-conscious about my car being a 2006 with a few dents on the passenger side). The schedule thing feels like so much pressure, idk how to explain this but hopefully you guys know what I mean. They asked what days/times would be good for the phone interview. Idk what to say cause during the day I get so many collections calls and who knows what calls so I almost never answer my phone, when I tell them they can call today or tomorrow or whatever I'll have to answer every call I get that day.. Omg so stupid. Besides that, I just don't know if I can handle a real job? I'm also almost 7 months pregnant and now I'm thinking am I an idiot for thinking I can do a kennel cleaning job 7, 8, 9 months pregnant? And even though I'll have people to watch baby (due early sept) in evenings and weekends, how will I ever find time to pump every 3 hours at a part time job? If I even last that long.. I get so worn out doing things around my own house, am I really capable of a real job?? I'm putting this all here cause my husband doesn't ""get it"" AT ALL. He'd say this is all a load of excuses. Like, the hardest thing I've ""made myself do"" recently is a fundraiser for my nonprofit cat rescue, where I had to stand outside of a restaurant for 4 hours handing people lil papers to hand to the cashiers. I almost didn't do it but after a whole day of idk idk idk I finally made myself go early to ""check it out"" and just got out there. A 7 min drive from my house. Standing for that 4 hours was literally the hardest thing I've done in a really long time, I basically live in my bed cause there's no space for a couch in my room. Like for over a year. Before that a year primarily on a couch. Anyway the final push was ""this will result in a lump sum of money for food/litter for the cats, I don't have a job, I HAVE to do this"". I think what helped was that it was a one time thing, you know? I wish I didn't think so far into this. It's like, I need a job, someone might want to hire me, plus it'd be getting my foot in the door of a vet hospital which could be beneficial for my rescue. But it just feels SO OVERWHELMING. I remember the last real job I had, I didn't feel good and couldn't get out of bed one day so I no-showed and never came back and never answered the phone calls. I think that happened with my last 2, 3+ jobs actually. So like, part of me is afraid of fucking up with a place I might actually have to utilize in the future. Ah no one's gonna read this far anyway. This is so dumb. I still don't know what to do, I just woke up and saw the interview request in my email and it's like the scene where they show the inside of spongebob's brain and it's on fire and the little dudes are running around not knowing what to do. Sigh.",2.6628612381407417,3.4958979497645224,4.129961436079451,90.11729011671561,74.21193092621664,7.1089891474984634,23.109992491980076,7.34059242885,0.6700896457579684,2322,59,532,25,46,773,271,637,0.068,0.8320000000000001,0.099,0.963,12,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,2,4,0,42,19,4,3,43,1,55,6,4,8,7,95,99,38,0,10,12,1,7,7,0,6,1,2,7,1,39,28,0,0,23,3,2,8,17,8,2,3,20,11,58,10,70,65,10,90,0,1,2,1,31,34,2,10,53,340,97,18,0.0,0.0,0.09844638943526796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152829500126247,0.0,0.0,0.04033769448178782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980646842500822,0.04715557857799072,0.0,0.0,0.03878605873731021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429216237333677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630890066529923,0.2575297905408869,0.057691130731489876,0.0,0.15545057827826878,0.0,0.043450503627272534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027307901200077,0.0,0.0,0.13012123365975206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161871333323347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657920975394416,0.04562682320856102,0.08499753083852596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201805455358832,0.0360351006837126,0.0,0.11051142322672976,0.04610221162144937,0.0,0.06099352547171094,0.0,0.0,0.04663194373280076,0.15812022016507574,0.0,0.028666814697472832,0.08461512969281924,0.040342320583823366,0.0,0.0,0.04994457604694324,0.044604859482624784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033809576771413094,0.0,0.0,0.050099350222103725,0.14902283957083054,0.11640441319827433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506046169074218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663265122973364,0.16446477257918188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725006655493729,0.05055518973166135,0.04454037681660016,0.13391624255607756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545709412821388,0.0,0.10227862805841983,0.0,0.054945097589263636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701997915418933,0.0,0.0,0.08052313977094971,0.0,0.037079980186763915,0.07480280818789521,0.1167097565825848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254049547662177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092454970083789,0.0,0.06993895460397258,0.0,0.05270016797910407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050707193472772326,0.0,0.0,0.05045470634434256,0.2296518599884776,0.06462766453769762,0.0,0.049804457820305854,0.0,0.1142797677337646,0.0,0.0,0.0802255050162851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262102248372584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427385432970651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040282292701102174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408770646665775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675539823345495,0.16160296071228014,0.04955808169005491,0.0,0.1176503422080834,0.0,0.04781222343378657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029751441875559406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631563798059014,0.05800472537784185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03583187915539477,0.0,0.0,0.09744715940441837 adhd,picklebritz,2019/06/14,Blew through an intersection when the turn light turned green because I was focused on a car on fire across the street. The guy turning definitely saw my horror and me apologizing as I went through the light and did not honk at me. Coulda died. Went home and took my meds. Ugh. It's been awhile since I messed up that bad...,2.884285714285713,5.180756714285717,2.9272222222222237,92.77750000000002,77.09523809523809,6.104761904761905,23.198412698412696,7.1686216300943375,0.5942507936507933,255,8,55,3,6,77,50,63,0.22699999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,10,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,7,5,7,0,8,3,0,12,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806168346177252,0.13186569340336438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245043546894842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418923293421732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169850002247124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402809852132209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894082203806125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24033771009384625,0.0,0.7058769298230401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010586618659008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MitchStealsYoBitch,2019/06/14,"I just accidentally HUNG UP after waiting over an hour on hold!!! I was waiting for an hour on hold while my bank was sorting something out. For some stupid reason, I looked down at my phone and before I could even think what I was doing I hung up on the phone call and instantly was just like ""FUCK NOOOOO"". they never called back either :(",4.0813636363636405,5.566228045454547,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,71.57575757575758,6.492121212121212,22.29090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.42204,265,6,54,2,5,82,45,66,0.191,0.774,0.035,-0.9064,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,9,1,12,6,2,15,0,0,1,1,5,9,1,2,7,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925233956937305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204976278954332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291944058726589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689148307518554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115065746632493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395583410616027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103749543079343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659615449080786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760105847330136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998543876048452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664252743281396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994882955353315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660378447902713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chris5878,2019/06/14,"When I'm Bored, I Spend Money I ran out of Adderall a few days ago and the urge to spend money on anything right now is thru the roof. It's almost like this will take over the high I get off the Adderall. Any ideas how to stop obsessing over buying something?!",1.7633333333333354,3.6724034814814814,2.6071851851851875,95.60633333333335,79.0,5.060740740740742,20.059259259259264,5.6839178017228535,-0.2349807407407405,204,5,45,1,5,64,43,54,0.131,0.8270000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.5838,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,6,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29826642256092073,0.0,0.3369329577785225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881579389493625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768917749747373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699972995013192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579526472058002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555062621759604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798414035830713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438559109230486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28734938842297963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590363151982864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28130971010027817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529887134991828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_la_vergas,2019/06/14,"“You’re smart, I’m sure you’ve read this.” “Really? You’ve never read________?!” “Damn, you’re still reading that?” “I couldn’t put that one down!” “I think you just haven’t found the right author” Any of these resonate with you folks? Reading silently in a sustained and self contained way has always been the source of tremendous shame and hurt for me. “Sorry guys, I don’t think I’m gonna make this book club meeting, maybe next one!” If it’s on a deadline, or even if it’s just on someone’s recommendation, it feels like I’m headed towards some very familiar run-ins with my ADHD. Life’s so short and there are so many beautiful things to read. I just am so deeply inhibited with it and I am saddened by that and now I’m in the cycle and I now I have to stop typing because I’m gonna be late for work.",-0.6461260426320656,1.5259329879518118,1.1168674698795191,98.42690454124191,98.63855421686749,3.758665430954588,16.62557924003707,5.634304966280588,-0.6542392956441145,620,17,140,5,26,200,103,166,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.5058,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,11,6,1,1,5,0,10,2,1,1,2,26,22,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,9,0,2,4,7,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,1,11,3,16,16,1,17,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,4,8,77,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510722548800386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431335484327475,0.0,0.0,0.09342490042387352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374717698051708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073993237335462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946478633743955,0.09814617934425894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506329643186772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603040438268713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099421473776572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707094836146078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497359221976909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703741546642132,0.06711821425215891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170397327343954,0.1392844252138248,0.1380193187526036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595795472973857,0.0,0.14610798709825262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618805309543596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381074899250153,0.0,0.0,0.6870990456080475,0.0,0.08801083157767353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732401659565653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332004662055375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164038577875278,0.0,0.0,0.1537886082046868,0.0,0.0,0.10971394692473448,0.11485803146287454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294815042665369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127091579063808,0.17605848590620995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335505880321547,0.0,0.10904793819435978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001619190060863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bangbenzbattle,2019/06/14,"Making up conversations i'm excited about Ok so... I'm posting this in an alt account bscause it's too weird... Basically, If i'm really looking forward and/or excited about a conversation i will have, i will make up a concersation. I will give an exemple so it's clear. I'm really looking forward and excited about seeing my GP and talk to him about about ADHD. So what i do, i will imagine myself being in the (GP's room ? Dont know how its called) and talking to him and saying what i want to say and **rarely** talk as if i was him. But it's only things that would really satisfy me to hear like a full sentence/response. Never like a conversation where i say something then he does then i do then he does etc. Just a loooong speach from me then what i would like for him to respond. And i'll talk very quietly when doing so btw. Also, i noticed i only do it when i didn't sleep which could be the worsening of my ADHD symptoms and my ""stimulation seaking"" behavior due to it. Also, i'm not crazy, i know perfectly that i'm in my room and i'm talking alone even when i talk as him. but it's just a habit i have, it satisfies me. Do you guys think it could be ADHD or something else ? I'm pretty sure it's due to ADHD but i'm open minded :) Thanks for reading, hope i didn't sound too crazy.. (Lol ?) 😅",0.3234893911439123,2.575937136531369,2.9526648985239845,88.97722613007383,87.22878228782288,6.191928044280442,21.752882841328415,7.531066641456977,1.0021558118081186,1008,36,217,19,32,350,130,271,0.022000000000000002,0.815,0.163,0.9851,0,1,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,1,21,12,0,0,10,2,22,2,1,4,4,37,44,30,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,6,1,6,2,1,18,9,0,0,4,1,1,2,5,1,0,0,3,9,31,11,23,30,2,23,0,0,3,0,25,12,0,4,15,142,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787962841220051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315489539999607,0.0,0.15929913829298256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170207852721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590439628599364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432013554866654,0.0,0.11672970365628435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320248177146429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107961003256432,0.06578443540770551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554477803185266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861902159874966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225571306656178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892463391806806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947440280788094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597764340349775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672767488912717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296668729296982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056695714886296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681716358538851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339452714190867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149959697536833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953886514078022,0.10132835184181263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962630917228148,0.0,0.1914176938531655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376162169602352,0.0,0.0,0.07936779169696905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967128563587567,0.0,0.0,0.15335290073097574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387121448214543,0.10352186697506804,0.0,0.480325138406971,0.0,0.09169770556765668,0.0,0.0,0.06616938659075383,0.06381924578927985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217989973030335,0.05874628080058177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150504995891092,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JohnnyMilkyPiggy,2019/06/14,"I was misdiagnosed for almost 20 years? I am about to go into my senior year of college and will take the GRE soon to get into grad school. In order to get the accommodations I need, I need to get a report from a psychiatrist. Recently, I started my first appointment in a series of appointments to get this to happen. We mentioned how I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 4, and I've been taking ADHD meds since. Talking to us, she mentioned that she doesn't think I have ADHD, but could actually be on the spectrum and will take time to figure out what's really going on. I just don't know what to think, but I've been treated for the wrong thing for 20 years. Does anyone have advice? What do people think?",4.967198748043817,5.42927584507042,6.268967136150238,78.21914710485133,68.71830985915493,8.846322378716746,26.341158059467922,8.841846274778883,1.8494528951486693,558,15,109,9,9,189,85,142,0.036000000000000004,0.9640000000000001,0.0,-0.6898,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,7,0,15,1,0,1,0,21,32,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,0,15,1,24,23,0,20,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,10,77,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.13746942459500966,0.0,0.5078974048129826,0.1376571598226893,0.0,0.0,0.14106159804796248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850002745895473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124737439373423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298073511709095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327684708214998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198244951080415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294396382404955,0.0,0.1601200630734997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457144243465768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741882010290843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564755249257059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890759038841825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766196506888117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024533970093812,0.0,0.1390927630378106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425686092229358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652964979395435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970896462157493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177515709616434,0.1132264849969625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358819423348508,0.2707926555690443,0.0,0.0,0.08214280350721112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945003594829142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401993148058807,0.0,0.2721482221661756 adhd,World_War_Meme999,2019/06/14,"English assignment So i have to do this English assignment about how certain groups are misrepresented in the media, i hyper focused it in one night and the speech was brilliant, problem was i didn't understand the scaffolding and spoke about how the misrepresentations were wrong and not how they are actually being misrepresented, anyways i have to rewrite alot of it and it's due after this weekend. I need a text that shows a misrepresentation of ADHD that is Australian. It can be a movie, poem or news report. Fuck this is the only place i thought i could put this and my teacher is a hard ass stalinist marker.",5.019026548672564,7.545858380530976,5.9426637168141605,72.58319911504425,71.38938053097345,8.059823008849557,30.76902654867257,8.841846274778883,2.85002371681416,499,22,83,10,10,164,75,113,0.147,0.78,0.073,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,10,0,16,2,1,3,1,18,21,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,6,3,9,1,9,12,1,8,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,2,4,67,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.2697580698848477,0.0,0.3322179314309553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070871516808166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555572268013044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762906316990646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497106368742246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594130076335545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187317695133266,0.21023923697350647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888129402855977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645083986187551,0.0,0.2778908341679069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945638543437124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877757955297096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30223534842313005,0.0,0.0 adhd,HwntwHoyw,2019/06/14,"Year abroad paperwork :/ Tomorrow is the deadline for my application to reach the German university for my Erasmus year (year abroad at a different university in Europe, I'm in the UK); I finally got round to sorting out my application on Wednesday and found out that not only do you have to fill out forms online, they want everything duplicated in paper form. Managed to pay for a 1-working-day international delivery with DHL which arrived yesterday afternoon. Thing is, they warn it can take a few days for things to go through the internal post network and my application is still not showing up as received online... I'm simultaneously frustrated that they want an additional paper copy (and consider that the deciding one for applications, rather than a backup for the electronic forms) and annoyed at myself for not managing to kick myself into action any sooner. Like, the deadline was given out a decent while ago, I've had plenty of time, I just.... haven't. And if I'd managed to actually do the paperwork and send it off sooner, I'd be a lot less stressed right now :/",10.324272623138603,9.01314313402062,10.516666666666666,58.056111111111115,58.38144329896907,14.189232531500574,42.68957617411226,13.023866798666859,5.8371301260022905,864,41,138,27,9,291,122,194,0.08199999999999999,0.8859999999999999,0.032,-0.8593,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,3,0,4,4,2,1,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,25,20,9,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,0,2,1,1,5,4,3,0,1,5,1,12,1,32,14,6,34,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,3,15,100,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.20564381470052093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680100436790584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330483380536604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718091238980786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220169853678732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893921319739699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308463598380276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310565151191913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976372447010968,0.0,0.16854145177530966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295290115461272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915661989661344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279730502430366,0.16027101138962865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018227895181372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996378506518804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829066832124914,0.0,0.2413925371246221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844406946524192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800016560745221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287939309546975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485901224098745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071130633964177 adhd,SelenaPacker,2019/06/14,"Doctor doubts I have ADHD and should focus on alleviating depression. Idk Hi. I'm Camille. New to Reddit and this is my first ever post on this site. Would just like to say how amazing this forum is as I've come across so many countless threads and resources that I can relate to. I'm in my mid twenties and believe I have ADHD (Inattentive). I've been clinically diagnosed with anxiety and depression but even during times I'm not particularly sad or depressed: -I find it extremely hard to start tasks. I can procrastinate for weeks on something that will take me 15 minutes to do -I'm chronically unorganised, untidy, all over the place, clumsy, constantly knocking things over (however my mum is kinda the same so could be upbringing) -Fired from every single job I've ever had, poor performance, taking too longs to do things because it would take me forever to psych myself up -daydream too much making up scenarios that I play out in my head -Find it difficult to concentrate and focus long periods of time I'm currently on sertraline (zoloft SSRI) and its really helped with the depressive episodes. My quality of life is shit poor cos I can't hold down a job, or manage my business, I can't hack doing the sales process and admin to the point I'm in the process of outsourcing everything. I got fired from a job after 3 days once. It could just be anxiety and depression because basically after being fired from my first job things went downhill so there's a lot of fear of failure and work related anxiety. I know in order to have ADHD you must have had it in childhood all I remember was that I was really bad at maths but good at creatuve subjects and all my teachers said I never lived up to my potential and saw scho as a social hub. Ive been out of work for a while which has made me a lot worse but I'm currently in counselling on medication and changing careers to something a lot less profit and results driven which I think will help My doctor says I should finish this course of medication start CBT and then we can look into a diagnosis because he says he doesn't want to get bogged down with all the diagnosis so it's more like a process of elimination which makes sense. However speaking to girls and friends who have inattentive ADHD they said the ADD was the CAUSE of their depression and anxiety due to how bad your life can get because of it and once they started meds things improved for them almost I'mmediately. I could go private but it's £300 in the UK for an assessment alone and I don't have that money atmo. Also I've been told it'd better to put that same amount into CBT. I Start CBT this year so hopefully that helps. Would appreciate your insight. Do you think I should follow the doctors orders, what do you think of my situation? Literally would appreciate anything at this point. Thank you. Camille x",4.870425232823756,6.6842770405904055,5.662414338429098,77.4506888068881,70.1070110701107,9.073343876295906,29.87893164645932,9.546486929272694,2.8907020207344933,2284,92,412,53,42,745,276,542,0.156,0.75,0.09300000000000001,-0.9896,8,1,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,6,4,7,16,23,1,2,21,0,50,13,2,8,8,83,87,37,0,13,9,1,4,2,1,10,11,6,0,1,32,29,0,1,8,1,5,6,6,13,0,2,16,12,46,10,68,54,14,69,0,7,2,0,29,32,1,9,30,275,78,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185109121732897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663465561761766,0.06862200254799974,0.0,0.05298549250351732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274490458896746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452365308578218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064322376412256,0.16155797938679856,0.0,0.0,0.0746486590157742,0.0,0.05859870385158598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806392511888536,0.07009084752564998,0.057074316313649225,0.0,0.07159999977942362,0.0,0.15870185097321535,0.0,0.0,0.04273011719683219,0.0,0.3424010079071369,0.06724919826395036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344974840451666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376195309647382,0.11986603251051105,0.05582416262158413,0.0,0.059547287297391935,0.0,0.0,0.07455725502941342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111492338099583,0.11271590150658305,0.0,0.0,0.051189794380872525,0.0,0.06923282591996567,0.0,0.03765523326918079,0.055573011517145984,0.05299156910997373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935302652925594,0.0,0.06799853218801942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323149224933625,0.0,0.0,0.06580789456925634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262998370733018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641297254625223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359819239829087,0.06473939460163324,0.0,0.05850591691563644,0.11727026308288188,0.05563897595032797,0.0,0.0,0.16898733762096627,0.0,0.06269373114050437,0.08845377932706047,0.06717393680873618,0.0,0.0,0.07359630365983949,0.1334933936618263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048706328843444405,0.0,0.0511012838978347,0.06399117413126625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112253532555954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922419318366463,0.0,0.1252680742017645,0.0,0.06345564361802175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660632577399847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489153083421934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505597251343843,0.0,0.12605066824300445,0.15807006136222532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801159335348939,0.0,0.07447535386553468,0.0,0.067540404387396,0.0,0.10201535374446777,0.0,0.0,0.18758745155529674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494504723086082,0.0,0.0,0.0610003060030218,0.0,0.0,0.17607214074032054,0.12736393450398134,0.0,0.0,0.0772696779673061,0.0,0.0,0.06331115618881937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039079942984297615,0.0,0.05314716175093561,0.0,0.0,0.06142066347426407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964713943323947,0.0,0.06752128039654276,0.1882675535888447,0.0,0.0,0.042667169425883215 adhd,OffDaZoinkys,2019/06/14,"A line from one of Dreamville's new singles ""Y'all had a year but you let it go by"" I feel personally attacked",0.21942028985506928,2.581161086956527,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,90.30434782608695,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,0.6603449275362321,87,4,20,1,3,28,22,23,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856411449407972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584491813773868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260749918125585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43651688463530336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122863511342291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892670315243542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727378510125795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748987158719484 adhd,lordjupiter,2019/06/14,"Artists of r/ADHD I need your help. Good morning! As my title suggests I need your help. But before I get to the point I have a few points I need to highlight in order to explain my request for help. I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD and Anxiety. I'm in my 40's so this has come as a much needed relief to me as I have struggled through life to this point thinking I was just a failure and not worthy of any success. Turns out I just needed some therapy and medication! Now that I am treating these mental areas of opportunity I have decided to begin bringing my ideas to life in the hope that I can further help myself grow and if I'm lucky also help my fellow humans along the way. Which finally brings me to my request for help from the artists of this subreddit ( I also intend to ask r/Anxiety for the same help so you may see this post twice). I would like to commission someone to paint or draw the idea I have in my head. The reason I need your help is that I have yet to develop the talent to draw or paint human figures and this idea requires human figures. Had this idea been one requiring abstract shapes it would have been something I could do myself, but I digress. The idea I have is this, since I have begun my treatment I have come to the realization that the medications I have been prescribed are like TSA agents at the airport or bouncers at a nightclub denying unfavorable guests access and allowing those who have the proper documentation or are on the list through. The unfavorable guests being self-doubt, self-loathing, depression, or any thought or idea that isn't pertaining to the task at hand. The bouncers being Adderall and Lexapro. And the club being my mind. They stop the unneeded and unnecessary thoughts from intruding and distracting me from my tasks and allow me to function to the level of a neurotypical person. I think that this picture would express what I am thinking and perhaps others can relate to it as well, I don't know. But either way I like the idea. So with that said if any artist here is up to the challenge please PM me and we can discuss the details further. I wish you all the best in your journeys and I hope you all find the help that you need to live a fulfilling life. Be well!",6.226725476358503,6.493656788990827,6.4848623853211045,78.4371665490473,65.97247706422019,9.184756527875797,33.51235003528582,8.950670267944501,2.7786777699364857,1784,73,336,27,26,574,206,436,0.046,0.792,0.162,0.9923,0,0,1,1,0,0,34.0,1,8,1,6,12,19,0,2,31,0,41,8,2,4,2,83,70,34,0,17,15,0,1,3,3,4,6,1,0,4,24,21,0,3,19,4,0,6,3,3,2,2,9,3,56,16,51,52,8,36,0,1,1,0,35,19,0,13,10,251,80,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412350066969034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092102553730234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930239874690484,0.0,0.10447115691276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383449580999441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810299211649631,0.0,0.0716577948325398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176378734130022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451765774001193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881122634816303,0.06930483957990544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479964402574177,0.06240855320465631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03567455090850392,0.0,0.0,0.05727174074330438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007707878483327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119121462722965,0.0,0.0,0.1356389576069789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539574831982767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752602686861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144688885739698,0.10007747616014832,0.0,0.060294297790715025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757395584698784,0.0688122424735325,0.0,0.06894540165129723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050195160599119784,0.3544119044753147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626968166683499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962124899145375,0.0,0.0749531820276821,0.1936458131358323,0.0,0.0653953253706539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020531586518658,0.06742028302740896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495186237933402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441195032503667,0.0,0.14246613192114696,0.0,0.0,0.0564836142341753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578551561722353,0.05256685513333232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708684810128451,0.0,0.07138322032299789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808647068332734,0.0,0.0,0.13125713431435485,0.0,0.10841663502829753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427125859603657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839822003168917,0.0,0.0,0.1227875197782478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785209833226373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551681956523674,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PilotDave3,2019/06/14,"How do you view ADHD? I was diagnosed as a child aged 5 and again at 19, I’m 27 now and it’s only in the last few years I’ve been convinced that it’s not something I suffer from, rather an upgrade that other people don’t have. Any one else feel the same way?",-0.27408045977011497,1.5151679137931031,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,85.3793103448276,4.55632183908046,16.563218390804597,5.46131890053228,-0.7932160919540232,201,4,49,1,6,68,49,58,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.7105,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,3,1,4,5,2,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328041317103348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448995359746804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655225582602314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008409135444963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820916464822059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29355256143934594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440321991258425,0.2738937360118765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966756037073795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27724429469138695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285853015005944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319107636206849 adhd,MavenFutaba,2019/06/14,"Is it wrong of me wanting to get diagnosed so I could get adderall which would help me with stuttering/speech. (in a scenario where I don't even know myself if I have it or not) Look, I might have it, I might not. I feel like it's hard to get correctly diagnosed when it's done by questions and answers, and not by doing a blood test or something similar of that nature. Sure, I actually do have quite a few symptoms, but how can you not sometimes think of it just being you? How can you not feel like As for the topic of the thread- stuttering, and just really hard to understand speech in general has caused me tremendous amount of pain throughout the years, and has led me to being that suicidal 'isolated loner'. I have went to a few doctors to seek some sort of help or ways of dealing with it, and all of them have said them same: ""just relax bro, don't stress"". Which is quite stupid of them to say that because you can't simply just use sense to make a neurological issue go away like that. And either way, it doesn't matter the situation I'm in, or how stressed out I'm, the stuttering and horrible speech will still be there. I've never done drugs in my life, heck I never drank alcohol or even tried smoking, but after reading a bit about adderall, and how it has helped people that have adhd to speak more clearly, let's just say it definitely made curious if this is the thing that I'm looking for. And after all, I have nothing else left to try, so I might as well.",6.894774774774778,5.742499918918918,7.095189189189187,79.3408018018018,65.01351351351353,10.460900900900905,32.90900900900901,9.558583805096642,2.724007927927929,1160,39,240,19,15,376,155,296,0.14400000000000002,0.778,0.078,-0.9631,0,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,3,2,19,13,1,2,12,0,33,11,1,9,7,66,54,27,1,5,20,1,4,3,0,5,9,6,0,0,20,12,2,0,7,2,0,3,11,7,1,0,6,12,24,6,36,38,10,20,0,0,2,0,17,8,1,13,10,176,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.10057822415170402,0.0,0.1238661352705464,0.0,0.0,0.11014694950358107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683455017930427,0.0,0.0,0.06282849900562842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252213397023983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058778840359894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229036720156632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062572341349406,0.0,0.20922104632864288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549312689553668,0.0,0.21094602046187794,0.0,0.0,0.11952464157785887,0.0,0.08609899620125905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614915645971906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422723288555358,0.14726173116907684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154427844341482,0.0,0.0585751764162693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465502390798572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725029392116331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757484921100073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664275867023191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119822627708454,0.10539267587557193,0.07279905282728688,0.1510595392982267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310012707202804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752419631814682,0.06879781744718219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32801241916012724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898277394889446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889527100165382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967022736677004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145346714538002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545828331500635,0.21924822801684188,0.1030945836270908,0.0,0.06602716227137774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804002642795542,0.16392554104825136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115851280488766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793457751281688,0.1019355941094228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823091936205548,0.0,0.2361250956448755,0.0,0.0,0.1127382329930695,0.0,0.09713913776401012,0.10712575684840372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847293065566801,0.06604097478571788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995103721494145,0.0,0.0,0.1072960615435062,0.0,0.08901653023134988,0.0,0.0,0.06079140549413412,0.16361908600224345,0.0,0.0,0.09266933420459332,0.09554385635831164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321562109370734,0.11268724836756926,0.0,0.0663715706775207 adhd,Z3r0_man1c,2019/06/14,"How do I determine if my dose is right? I'm on 10mg Adderall ir twice a day and I have my second appointment with my psychologist Monday. It's been a month since I started the medication and I'm trying to figure out how to summarize my experience to my doctor. Can you suggest specific things I should consider? I have a hard time with self assessment. It almost feels like the dose is on the cusp of being effective. My attention drifts when doing repetitive tasks at work and I still tend to avoid things at home that require focus. But I'm not sure exactly what areas the medicine is supposed to help, and what areas are just up to me and my ingrained habits. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks friends.",3.4012015721504767,5.812338912408759,4.712700729927008,80.04503088152724,75.93430656934306,8.30297585626053,26.59685569904548,9.057496981413335,2.440972375070185,569,22,105,14,13,188,95,137,0.055,0.8170000000000001,0.128,0.9026,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,5,0,1,7,0,14,4,0,3,2,25,21,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,2,4,0,1,1,7,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,15,4,15,16,0,18,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,9,73,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226301870379214,0.0,0.0,0.2277598683984572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546748511888118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668743082245686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280629567402045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224912568960684,0.0,0.0,0.115006336007402,0.162491430185613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572850052039413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375190952575067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524559770701655,0.0,0.2281524462913677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112133654314936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913350386827214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815496543115193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942423778400904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728156822036045,0.0,0.0,0.18815026959048906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609913752191775,0.0,0.1816430987555438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437039069096314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094068248338509,0.0,0.0,0.3022174014365024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262882581495725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442466968493085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558743470434711,0.0,0.0,0.16157505264942376,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mistigris06,2019/06/14,"Financial success I know a lot of us here struggle with financial accountability and just general good sense. Myself included. But! for the first time in my 28 years, I’ve managed to do two things that I would’ve thought impossible a year or two ago. My credit score has finally reached the cusp of 700 after having been at 430 a few years ago. I have $1500 in a savings account! That I haven’t touched! (Because ooooh the temptation. “I want a new tattoo!”.. or “I want this new game!” .. or “I think I should get this expensive kitchen stuff because why not?!” I love this sub. It’s been so reaffirming and comforting to connect with people who go through the world the way I do. So know this! If you’re struggling with money and things seem like they’re in a sh*thole, they CAN get better!",1.8139215686274528,4.4298955228758174,2.8413398692810468,89.83102941176473,83.96732026143792,6.275816993464053,25.493464052287568,7.594959193182576,1.4912326797385629,617,26,124,11,18,196,102,153,0.034,0.7879999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,3,4,10,0,2,11,0,10,2,0,0,0,24,21,10,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,6,1,0,5,1,5,1,2,2,0,3,3,1,15,8,14,17,2,18,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,6,12,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851952617306786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612432930535115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227253317571878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622038017503286,0.0,0.1368321804279325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809125245319728,0.0,0.09142361643522867,0.13492641654280832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768150318728593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859079690196534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367621637664409,0.14518746683548506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107299597479876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152393851693157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644598261963562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363432643906109,0.1841526026946111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137438871364994,0.10307616839103707,0.0,0.12770930190128613,0.0938020135216961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142845945469661,0.0,0.19350148624861774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976537429294008,0.12768760996848674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515616518348598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142742927886253,0.0,0.0,0.31077647859067914 adhd,AnxyCreature,2019/06/14,"Is my new full time job causing my vyvanse to keep me up at night? I’m been taking 30mg of vyvanse for many years. Of course in the beginning, I had issues with sleeping from it. Over the years I could sleep like a baby at night even if I took it at 3pm. However, since beginning my full-time job, as well as a summer class I have insomnia 2-3 times per week. It’s really affecting my work, and it’s scary because I’ve never had this issue. I’m not SUPER stressed, but this new routine was definitely a shock to my emotional state I guess? I was just wondering if anyone has ever developed insomnia from their meds later due to a stressful life change. I’m going to stop taking it completely to see if I can actually sleep an entire week. which is really really going to suck considering my meds really help me in life in general.",2.860448013524937,4.5369503491124314,5.107206255283182,79.94699704142016,75.09467455621302,9.088926458157227,25.08918005071851,9.606745405546679,2.3773073541842766,655,22,130,18,14,229,105,169,0.11599999999999999,0.8,0.084,-0.8147,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,1,2,7,0,11,7,3,2,2,18,26,7,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,6,1,16,3,22,19,1,31,0,0,1,0,2,9,1,5,19,76,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.11599243757855003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831112687070418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245734164158911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210430198558432,0.12574052991726234,0.0,0.12462483739913525,0.0,0.0,0.09490185734982404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370406471700622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850741383247344,0.10751773576026316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510434393569598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094020025284908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796708796678411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481226744132672,0.2359049410213252,0.1056502543881233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679118847457514,0.05807010523558818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050769407329773,0.0,0.0,0.26405839132572706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167391668954736,0.22959585821383216,0.0,0.22308839255740195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30458487661106004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471784669286146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832410493894088,0.0,0.35684435779381035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993741870000226,0.2723126765094445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873928145033538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861910074050265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206036475581687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906883000584499,0.0,0.1068714630212525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890107054383998,0.0865331542807593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308682040738156 adhd,midnightlilie,2019/06/14,"What's something productive I can do in the morning? I am a University student, my schedule varies a lot so it's hard to stick to a routine, sometimes I have to be on campus at 8, sometimes at 12:30 sometimes at 9:50. I have a hard time being productive in the morning/before class. If class finishes at 9:40 it means I get stuff done afterwards. On weekends I will usually wake up at 6 do nothing until 12 eat and study. I could get so much done during that awake time where I'm doing nothing, but I don't. Is there any productive task I could incorporate in my mornings so I can get that boost of accomplishment I need to carry me through the day?",5.281384615384617,5.581236946153852,6.269038461538463,79.05971153846156,68.0,9.26923076923077,33.94230769230769,9.188382445141503,2.935769230769232,513,23,101,9,8,171,81,130,0.024,0.941,0.035,0.4993,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,0,17,2,1,0,0,8,23,7,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,14,0,18,16,2,21,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,2,9,72,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491904021544548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437980999840114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26984963469261986,0.0,0.0,0.10898461276816558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34587102049300483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291902656493952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264871004997828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027638133128812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436693114952781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840797236808607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422714320931585,0.12530399313068824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32430105321143793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009680938895826,0.5014064908452494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345319575654726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970789336522583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611868364116385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MorthaP,2019/06/14,"'You have potential, but you're not using it' - my life motto, apparently My boss just said this as I handed in my resignation. I'm looking forward to my new job, and I'll admit that my motivation hasn't been the greatest since I decided to leave, so no big deal. However, I've heard variations of this so many times in my life, and I never know what to do with it. People usually aren't able to give any specifics. So something about me gives people the impression that I'm capable of more than I'm doing, which is flattering, but not sure if it's true. I don't know what I'm supposed to do to unlock this 'potential' or why they think I have it. I mean yeah I'm generally smart, but I never really feel like I'm underperforming or anything.",4.304966887417219,4.9414498609271575,6.1625761589404,77.77472516556291,70.25827814569537,10.013509933774834,29.00728476821192,10.125756701596842,2.7770047682119205,583,21,120,15,10,203,94,151,0.11199999999999999,0.736,0.151,0.7337,3,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,5,7,0,0,2,1,10,3,1,3,4,27,28,12,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,3,5,16,6,14,25,2,9,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,3,7,73,28,3,0.18779108641407585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277043783923174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453606328123656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936043642139789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495281578176566,0.13415798965664907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602926435951727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635367662597954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641013986397452,0.0,0.0,0.19884364562018,0.0,0.0,0.2652847959529587,0.09174523912774814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576972161941437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039068664736225,0.0,0.20455954594836886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896721255915801,0.18136980145904186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038138843323777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030377862244596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863232690586736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534272726126502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457075296394406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769908765290468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032894550241215,0.0,0.0,0.10950249266396056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219120401806006,0.20682535076025368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694522464537168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daisy_storm,2019/06/14,Help. I want to enjoy my summer but I don’t think I deserve to after how badly I did in my exams. I had a really bad block at university. I failed almost every class that I took. I just couldn’t get myself to study for the life of me. Now I’m wracked full of guilt and anger at myself. I am going home for the summer and I want to enjoy myself before coming back to school in the fall but I can’t help just feeling like a complete fuck up even though the rest of the year didn’t go that badly. I don’t want to pretend that it’s ok for me to fail but I just feel failure so strongly that it’s hard to cope with.,0.6870343137254906,2.1247979485294124,2.9726470588235294,93.93607843137256,80.54411764705881,5.121568627450982,17.215686274509807,5.46131890053228,-0.6255078431372549,475,8,112,2,12,163,79,136,0.28600000000000003,0.5479999999999999,0.166,-0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,9,13,2,1,7,1,8,2,0,1,0,20,21,8,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,3,1,0,5,5,8,0,0,4,3,20,5,21,16,2,17,0,2,0,1,2,6,1,1,7,78,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106736307304625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672012181366667,0.4779519139706952,0.0,0.0,0.16236416041267512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436481025915906,0.20005930452326304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602735489188788,0.0,0.16076456959640886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295723616405008,0.13631378216823456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639957983931662,0.09968967681982704,0.0,0.21688197673856804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092712753976452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557901155137711,0.0,0.19139669599427875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477383635751256,0.09321949869284306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223694701393326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931086036041925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226251830195227,0.18746859101262608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199550009058216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376317665333133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287455478995453 adhd,Roke310,2019/06/14,"DAE ever say “it’s a long story” when really you just can’t bring yourself to say you didn’t do something or you forgot? I’ve just realized I do this all time...and that lots of other people don’t 😂 I think it’s just my socially acceptable version of trying to explain why the feck i didn’t do something I was supposed to do 😬 Can anyone else relate?",5.340600000000002,4.3374574266666714,6.983833333333332,78.38775000000003,68.06666666666666,9.633333333333333,30.75,8.841846274778883,2.3632,277,9,57,4,4,97,52,75,0.0,0.9570000000000001,0.043,0.3939,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,12,14,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,8,1,5,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908922629563521,0.2797270852746817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280616250614293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469497121932488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416018709437535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210008437901464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926810476810785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748947443081212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342109307888951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278295411561578,0.0,0.4203469776857699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493133131384225,0.0,0.0,0.15919209417078176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535326998275367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463456065579479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,D-REX555,2019/06/14,"It’s 3 in the morning, I listened to a song hours ago, and it’s still blaring in my head. Fuck If y’all want To or the song, it’s run up on me by x",-1.4624561403508771,-1.1160205789473654,2.0815789473684205,102.69938596491232,83.73684210526315,5.066666666666666,20.561403508771924,3.1291,-0.7450280701754384,110,3,35,0,3,41,30,38,0.107,0.8540000000000001,0.04,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,7,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111118875560079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287559899976719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759708075014954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567286570665547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37037431648572905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735487284919041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,knightoftheidotic,2019/06/14,"Dr and meds and the therapeutic relationship. Hi all so I have a Dr that i like. She has English as a second language. ( I am in a English speaking country and this has effected the relationships and medical issues in the past. But I have just discovered a particular pattern in our relationship. I was on track to being discharged from the surgery and I was offered a new medication to try, turns out I am allergic to it. This has been repeated for a while now but. I have had a relationship outside a theruptic one with here. My parents look after her pets. Every time I am on track to not needing her I find she finds a reason to keep me on the books. Yes I have really started to trust people and open up to my support team but questioning if I can trust her or is this actually the medicine working that i can think clearly. I just want to have emotional regulation.",3.3777712031558167,5.510014272189351,5.212284023668642,77.76028007889548,74.91715976331359,8.53033530571992,31.38500986193295,9.21078282632365,3.0685499802761362,688,34,129,17,15,235,101,169,0.019,0.826,0.155,0.9727,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,15,1,19,5,0,2,2,28,27,14,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,6,9,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,23,4,21,22,1,17,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,3,9,105,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.14518423998096733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673533501281841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535047741049374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719577465094519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528383857930442,0.0,0.13223924082764574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268460142959134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249346496298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525696698657905,0.2997530073149185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031576594632364,0.0,0.1436891097101895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008146937532538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519851155146045,0.0,0.14202384445376492,0.10314277676905337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666635422724592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953099286979961,0.15296684921591716,0.0,0.6389204155697276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053046544023872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882961986144607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532986700386308,0.0,0.0,0.08675267632955024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100936432299844,0.16182592834640366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775213599643908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831094250347142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,destiran,2019/06/14,"I often feel unchallenged AND overwhelmed by basically everything at the same time. ...and just right now, it's real bad. I can't do anything. I can't lie on the couch to relax, I got no patience for it. Going to the PC to reddit, so much text, too lazy to read and what's the point anyways. No patience to watch a movie, bored of the movie, but also missing half the plot since I am not paying attention, rewind for some minutes to watch that part again, but I cannot follow the dialogue in it. Maybe I should take the dog and go for a walk, weather is fantastic but it feels way too exhausting and I know I will be bored soon'ish again anyways (also I just fed him and I don't walk him for 2-3hrs after feeding so he doesn't get bloating). I feel like I'm losing my fucking mind right now. I need to vent all this energy, but I'm too lazy and exhausted to do anything.",2.6872380952380936,3.980070200000001,4.043174603174601,88.975,74.77777777777777,7.142857142857142,25.079365079365076,7.7094869923839395,1.1569365079365077,676,22,147,9,14,223,108,180,0.151,0.77,0.079,-0.8775,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,16,11,1,1,10,0,12,5,0,0,1,27,28,15,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,5,2,1,5,8,9,0,1,2,5,16,2,18,23,5,18,0,3,2,1,3,6,1,2,7,99,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30750348982579995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164302681685233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053062746744318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279256819583225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916401290729846,0.13735191560673665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777429972066295,0.10044888975731564,0.0,0.2185336984403609,0.0,0.15376937783092484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566209356419884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093929436288104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509184956215013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315288631778813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412967713334664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133459356792746,0.1425597376229137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820086527873866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174960805659565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923138949602856,0.21883609517930785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283811664143524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904100247414604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455699607447695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210944029200563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260852031155986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Grey-Seer,2019/06/14,"""ADHD meds do much more harm than good"" - according to one TEACHER who created such post on unpopularopinion subreddit Do they? Considering everything: people who use them to treat ADHD, people who abuse them, and people with ADHD who also abuse them. What's your (unpopular) opinion? Here's the link to the original discussion: https://www.reddit.com/r/unpopularopinion/comments/c0eonw/medications_for_adhdadd_do_much_more_harm_than/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share",20.222142857142856,25.344722642857146,14.102142857142859,18.892857142857142,36.85714285714286,12.742857142857144,35.42857142857143,12.161744961471696,5.539907142857144,412,12,37,10,4,115,41,56,0.182,0.672,0.145,-0.6777,0,0,0,0,2,0,28.0,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,6,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.4314824712723288,0.0,0.0,0.6564932250149462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561350134094975,0.0,0.19728928241202365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364647357298992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272446106894966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225565443125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338536030383567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338567161895418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787049380552061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438732774731242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726318546382992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrUtanvidsig,2019/06/14,"I forgot my wife's birthday and graduation day... My wife had her birthday about 7 weeks ago... and I forgot to buy a present. I just realised she is graduating from a two year diploma which she was adding to her master's degree. What the hell...",2.0137500000000017,4.391597875000002,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,80.66666666666666,5.506666666666668,24.18333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.8390783333333331,190,7,38,2,5,62,36,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,9,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,25,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944497441960133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597302708203156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448826058170759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474278130791681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35920033502382104 adhd,BR1996,2019/06/14,"How Are You Guys With Drugs? Alcohol, weed, dexies (lol), caffeine, LSD, MDMA whatever 🤷‍♂️ I’m a rec ADHD user (don’t take dexies on a regular basis though) and just want your guys take on your past experiences!",-0.3948504983388688,1.8081402790697685,2.9964119601328885,84.52093023255817,99.69767441860466,6.178073089700997,17.770764119601328,7.447530270364453,1.026736877076412,164,5,32,4,7,59,37,43,0.0,0.956,0.044000000000000004,0.1511,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295952348837089,0.0,0.0,0.2930898716914226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31804296008105964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682691486520602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431012840452006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618026806539036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124037755394072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944925686613225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175977016628806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luji2419,2019/06/14,"It all makes sense now I am an 80s kid and back then I was just a naughty child, or a lazy teenager and so on.. I sometimes joked that im just hyperactive. Although never truly knew what it means and that it's actually a thing. And now, diagnosed at 36, it all makes sense. I searched for a doctor because of my eating disorder that got out of hand. I couldn't not figure out why I can't i just eat normally. I thought i was just impulsive and greedy. I tried all the tips and tricks. Nothing really worked. During my 1st psych apt the doctor asked me if am ADHD.. I said i might be. Told her a few stories.. From my childhood and also from my adulthood.. So I was invited for a diagnostic interview. It was mind blowing! Im not done with it yet, it had to be split into two sessions coz i talk too much 😅. So long story short (i had to delete a big part of this post 😬) i see a light on end of the tunnel!",0.4588219895287935,2.4655362827225145,2.7146047120418864,92.60981282722513,84.07853403141361,5.914240837696338,21.068324607329842,7.1686216300943375,0.5066291099476437,694,22,159,10,20,236,120,191,0.069,0.898,0.033,-0.64,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,13,2,1,0,12,0,14,6,1,3,4,34,24,15,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,13,11,2,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,12,4,22,1,17,8,6,18,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,3,9,112,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.15047904358045314,0.0,0.18532100486686776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331539471747073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415818405538938,0.0,0.0,0.1185719264368435,0.0,0.09400019258345832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565119249915811,0.0,0.0,0.17672901055574095,0.31566484641064896,0.0,0.15780232587089427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31557456927595096,0.0,0.0,0.13657732539126868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233295370626356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331295423309721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364640404137721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058622501478953,0.0,0.0,0.16797133510119475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635841009457394,0.1557002021384231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335631477181353,0.0,0.1189301957325904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108535584763108,0.14796111107024812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698588947339152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768302359911167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987858387113904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668154596991992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287914003608745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525098582497824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394183812520272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244504914577024,0.0,0.0,0.12241927369173546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734675184769555,0.0,0.10469313017712488,0.0,0.15063308319812246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914344569337106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226099361305647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,enkelvla,2019/06/14,"Big assignment due this afternoon So all of my pimples have been squeezed out about 3 times, all my scabs have been pulled and I practically have no eyebrow hairs left. Well, at least I don't have to perform the daunting task of plucking my unibrow now. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; (also, what the fuck am I doing here, I should be writing my assignment)",7.5639230769230785,8.430703200000004,6.359807692307693,78.40894230769231,63.153846153846146,8.961538461538463,39.32692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.56076923076923,288,15,49,4,4,86,49,65,0.08900000000000001,0.878,0.033,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,2,0,11,3,1,0,2,6,12,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,8,1,6,8,3,9,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,4,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494438983756626,0.0,0.507855153240438,0.5695429964524829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444405742937314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975429094835878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110430337067653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047775720292735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695429964524829,0.0 adhd,firtrees,2019/06/14,"Consider this your reminder to stop scrolling on reddit and get to bed It's 2:00 am where I am and even though I know I've got to get rest for work tomorrow, and even though I turned the TV off two hours ago in order to go to sleep, I'm still scrolling on reddit looking at pictures of dogs, researching facts on wikipedia and avoiding sleep. So turn the phone off, brush your teeth and head to bed. You'll be happy in the morning.",5.62125,5.302523170454549,5.0853636363636365,89.95054545454546,67.29545454545455,8.403636363636364,30.1,7.554174236665415,1.5245381818181818,341,11,76,3,5,103,60,88,0.053,0.904,0.043,0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,0,4,4,4,0,1,9,13,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,6,1,16,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,5,44,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030925117260974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686986261390962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125449607723396,0.0,0.11560166686426215,0.0,0.16268425892024707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653199718359054,0.0,0.0,0.20875567571352469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003162755383055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178792312181983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708118050019569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071105475010314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244219075278118,0.17005850923566496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39969539067559307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424998028789173,0.19870042564509716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808371933087994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IncrediblePlatypus,2019/06/14,"I just finished my second attempt at school as top of the class Dropped out at 16 because bullying had destroyed me to the point of being unable to leave the house. Went back at 25, undiagnosed. Broke down badly about two years in, missed a lot of class but kept my grades okay-ish by forcing myself to at least come to the exams and the sheer luck of understanding teachers. And then I got diagnosed, two days before finals, after having not been in some classes for the whole last year. Not enough time to catch up on studying, but I managed in my strong subjects and barely not failed my weaker ones. Then, a few weeks of near-perfect attendance and near-perfect scores in exams because hey, I'm medicated and it's so. Much. Easier. And then came the oral exams. One I had to take, one I took as a make-up-exam for my messed up math exam, simply because a proper result would bump my final grade up one decimal. This time with proper studying. Because I can, now. First person to ever get full marks on an oral exam from that teacher. Also had my math exam stopped after half of the time because they ran out of stuff to ask. I organised gifts for our teachers, I organised private cards from me for my friends and teachers, I was part of the team for the ceremony and everything around it. I was cheered for, when I went up to get a gift card because I was one of those with top marks. I got to do it all over and this time around, it was fun. I ended up being one of the cool kids, more or less by accident (though we're all horrible nerds). I can't even articulate how grateful I am for my diagnosis and the resources this sub offers. I would have passed school, but the last ditch effort granted by my diagnosis and meds allowed me to finish it the way I did, with me being a successful, somewhat organised part of it all. I'm happy. I'm simply, stupidly happy. And for all of you who get the whole ""you can't be a good student with undiagnosed adhd""-bs: yes, you absolutely can. It's just going to cost you a lot more than it costs others and someday, somewhere, that's going to break you down. Get the help you need.",4.230571428571427,5.381228533333335,5.097619047619048,83.4507142857143,70.80952380952381,7.6,27.333333333333336,7.908726449838941,1.608919047619048,1664,56,328,21,30,542,214,420,0.071,0.7709999999999999,0.157,0.9927,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,1,6,1,9,14,18,2,0,25,2,23,2,0,3,5,51,46,27,0,3,9,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,17,23,0,2,1,1,2,11,5,8,0,11,17,1,41,10,70,23,20,66,0,3,0,0,17,26,0,6,26,241,58,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114877710475376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418564615907736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516439461809146,0.0867245169005093,0.0,0.0,0.07133201008030833,0.07745647591668546,0.33929900034907484,0.0,0.07893778838288099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061006055488795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991045916077061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059826967815570814,0.0,0.0,0.09415643775623833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216392736724837,0.09585299260509073,0.0,0.06127165407454945,0.0839129604554203,0.0,0.0,0.08337289655057922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324318098387398,0.0,0.07890746684211436,0.0,0.0,0.07167146691414153,0.0,0.19386747895004,0.0,0.10544311959201,0.07780846366827003,0.14838830818250262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750415278470768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217968903216917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704053268068033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123478896024842,0.0,0.09822673903852942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577341802039032,0.0,0.0,0.06192261753681742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304309885507673,0.09345287925853722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819433596937065,0.06878547139621473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771674614591399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091499748938904,0.0,0.0,0.08100046769664078,0.0,0.0,0.08769469328933997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777008482016444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755727150556606,0.0,0.0,0.10619589153347854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974915417496846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114299564743288,0.0,0.2163724716960176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306742498923434,0.0,0.0,0.1812395384305344,0.09657360115044587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363403709731735,0.0744120012803963,0.0,0.0,0.17199166760807388,0.0,0.20714183327145835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179787007594593,0.0,0.0,0.11947766771924807 adhd,mrcdesbenzodiazepine,2019/06/14,"Neuropsychological Testing My therapist who was also my psychiatrist wanted me to start Strattera but she’s never explicitly told me any of my diagnosis so I don’t even she meant that as “you have add/adhd”. Then, she sent me to get neuropsychological testing done and the neuropsychologist said I don’t have ADHD. I stopped seeing my therapist/psychiatrist so I never started strattera. I finally felt like maybe I wasn’t stupid and lazy like everyone has told me/found something that describes everything I experience and now I feel so hopeless. Can neuropsych tests be wrong? :(",5.265265526552653,8.571367227722774,6.21665166516652,66.84614761476149,74.74257425742574,8.821242124212421,31.954095409540955,9.339509955726095,3.773269306930693,474,23,72,13,11,156,66,101,0.21600000000000005,0.725,0.06,-0.9584,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,3,12,22,10,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,9,4,19,2,4,12,0,9,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,10,50,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082726479706505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583539214298962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550927395730635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382372140039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121896160426938,0.0,0.0,0.16230661114197356,0.15265743015516092,0.16615373054111818,0.0,0.0,0.0858853153606003,0.0,0.16309033039170034,0.18607115135274094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624054468931525,0.0,0.0,0.08874380149794392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596809121343606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064520517403067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620099430730716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157386806905474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535484528299954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076499741477066,0.0,0.0,0.24045275262305335,0.0,0.0,0.1420089051446486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944364912915727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246132222839471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018665731653532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571307316186886,0.0,0.0 adhd,samsam800,2019/06/14,"Scratched my head bloody Last night while I was lying in bed I started scratching my head out of boredom. After scratching found a while i noticed that the spot was moist. So i wondered if i had scratched it bloody so I scratched it more and tried to taste if there was blood on my fingernails. That didn't work but when I turned on the lights i noticed that my fingertips were red. Now (the next day) it hurts whenever i touch the spot or slightly pull the hair that's coming from there. Why did I do this?",4.484384724186707,5.493347396039606,3.823281471004247,93.35039603960396,70.0891089108911,6.9595473833097605,28.289957567185287,6.868970318607317,1.0932987270155587,401,14,87,3,7,118,65,101,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,0,8,5,4,0,0,9,13,10,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,10,14,0,8,5,1,16,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,10,58,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914459878038076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333083642674574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436822068290904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561787860025978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791985651526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811608509503396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636205323647,0.208563619421864,0.0,0.0,0.5060590383630518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730746893771455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089102690505732,0.2417407600939967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005432197151775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410172354714408,0.16179835848825666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dupdupdup12,2019/06/14,"I am suspicious of ADHD even though I was diagnosed, is there ""hard"" evidence for the existence of it? What basically makes me suspicous is the fact that doctros also prescribed cocaine 50 years ago for depression. They also used methamphetamin in germany for depressed people. The pattern seems to be that if there is substance doctors are eager to find a use for it. I am just wondering if this might be the case with adderall, ritalin etc. ?",7.6351898734177235,8.748698594936712,7.4504810126582335,69.78787341772153,63.050632911392405,10.876962025316457,39.85063291139241,10.793553405168565,4.813975189873418,355,19,55,9,5,113,60,79,0.11800000000000001,0.852,0.03,-0.8105,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,10,3,0,3,1,12,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,10,11,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587588606077307,0.0,0.19085790900602775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443641054656301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708896254027902,0.21853349765418112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203772746910488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401257844470092,0.1422091700902438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967879804357121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928740389274312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372003143594156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840819153051764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492677373410142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600868440452152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115394135563892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719146623507325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349277948321795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865155288609793 adhd,duckinterpreter,2019/06/14,"Friend trouble I've been really struggling lately. This isn't strictly about adhd but I suspect my RSD is making everything worse so here goes. I used to have a pretty big circle of friends, not huge, but like 20 people I'd consider a friend. That was right out of high school, so of course that dropped. But I've always liked entertaining, just in small ways, dinner parties, games or movie nights, the occasional house party, you know. It gave me something to focus on and to plan and look forward to. But more and more people have fallen away, some have moved, some just stopped talking to me- those ones are hard, the not knowing why. I've always been the person in my relationships who initiates contact, and always had trouble with feeling like my affection for people wasn't evenly matched. That's painful but not insurmountable. Now I only really have one close friend, plus my wife, sister in law, and my sister. My friend lives a full days drive away, and my sister and SIL don't really get along, so entertaining just doesn't happen. It's also coming up to the one year anniversary of my oldest friend's death, which, as you can imagine, is compounding things a little. I have no idea how to make new friends. I can't work or study atm due to a disability, and don't make friends well online. I'm just really lonely right now, I think. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to, and I don't know how to change that.",5.194914832535887,6.358588770909094,5.330373205741626,82.62566507177034,68.56363636363636,8.116746411483254,26.83732057416268,8.371475516178862,1.7059454545454544,1132,34,216,16,19,356,157,275,0.156,0.6679999999999999,0.177,0.9132,0,2,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,2,16,20,0,1,9,0,21,2,0,7,0,49,38,24,1,0,14,4,3,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,11,15,1,1,9,3,1,6,11,5,1,3,6,5,21,15,29,32,5,35,0,1,2,0,21,19,0,4,16,134,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120726667403188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457484458413273,0.23278331672254365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522959358488066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864990989087262,0.08032969153874481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060140836641350524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061593102124152165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381029383306983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430361180588012,0.13324073512801998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763798020741417,0.0,0.048721140345718415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246382214818122,0.0,0.08353688000018764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852751449697628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760209693054984,0.0,0.10527192733263074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374916643283762,0.0,0.10519408646751302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223593148887493,0.09346457365981048,0.08234460896907086,0.0,0.15661902110433595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867424421625453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911378464573337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006487700909012,0.0,0.08751215633482863,0.0,0.08947931349398734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895730931573586,0.07092354057946929,0.09922837114571413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939508468557672,0.08142541856097214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948724038503148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389624940468663,0.0,0.0,0.10011943278608053,0.0,0.15927607497124344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437758931819848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179115255165346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796415841003315,0.0,0.09748887672352118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749536855218713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195352685658866,0.05975312091718664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054114149285012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402034162861834,0.0,0.0,0.08384615687471267,0.0,0.08414684039456552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788970809958346,0.0,0.09503335259853556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600522403102864 adhd,Gehirnschaden,2019/06/14,"Finding this place was truly amazing I see so much support for people who are just like me, up until a couple years ago I just thought I was an idiot. And with my struggles with dealing with it not having the support or understanding of my family, this sub has really helped and I can't thank you all enough. Seeing all of the people here who have done such great things, and all of the advice and wisdom you have shared, have really helped me get the motivation to start doing things I would have otherwise avoided. So thank you so much for just existing and being here and improving my quality of life. \^\^;",6.491758241758242,6.853013316239316,6.661904761904763,77.07000000000002,65.41025641025641,9.762637362637363,28.68009768009768,9.606745405546679,2.4726200244200247,486,14,89,9,7,156,74,117,0.09,0.69,0.22,0.9574,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,9,12,1,2,6,0,14,1,0,1,3,23,24,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,13,9,12,18,6,6,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,5,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336146879645086,0.14819054493856504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497595054203575,0.0,0.0,0.17235007762582466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710780602254935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273645693468676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575977056387566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279491539020704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734203418838106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431102046697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241077484344933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180806418312708,0.08167325746846743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457857111857589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317961823380647,0.0,0.17466228677997978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141931631390518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664336511332497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832732081451144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476760074481584,0.0,0.0,0.3794164029255761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078245466147384,0.0,0.0,0.22212727462461704,0.0,0.0,0.13271827117764146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740350639325334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875631886764886,0.0,0.0,0.10765521473946464 adhd,queerferrets,2019/06/14,"What helped me I was struggling a lot. I've known that I have adhd for 4-5 years now. But I didn't know what it was. I thought it was just not being able to focus, which didn't really describe me. So about a month ago, I stumbled across a Tedx video about adhd. So I started watching videos, mostly from a channel ""called how to adhd"" but also tedx talks and I read a lot about what actually is adhd and how it affects daily life, and during this one month I've seen much change in myself. I just wanted to share this, because it's something that really helped me",3.685517241379313,4.461577034482762,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,71.75862068965517,6.834482758620689,23.98275862068965,6.6274283507984215,0.6862965517241375,440,11,92,3,8,144,71,116,0.019,0.953,0.027999999999999997,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,3,0,18,13,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,2,12,1,10,5,4,8,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,3,6,66,24,1,0.14919548069521096,0.0,0.14559326745169776,0.0,0.7172158988789343,0.0,0.13225279169611406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931157200911767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094818024941444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234526684456254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782903596076867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000517160848205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199393439118828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538118024958068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536813248123793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23817281856600805,0.0,0.10967584496300786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101098718928464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492358551111498,0.0,0.1911568906039485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485797007087073,0.0,0.0,0.10560132914099517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597151023444752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199176759584461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844454637508504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799936003564966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607699800173708 adhd,Gr0oGrux85,2019/06/14,"Uh oh... Sorted my medications for the week before going to bed. I was absolutely exhausted. Now, it’s 3 hours later and I’m wide awake. That’s when I look at my Thursday medication and see that the PM is still there but the AM is empty. Oh sh.....",-0.4247899159663859,1.812941647058828,2.984761904761907,86.64000000000001,93.31372549019608,6.0515406162464975,17.089635854341733,7.447530270364453,0.5035635854341738,188,5,41,4,7,68,41,51,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.47600000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,3,7,0,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,7,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885301250081135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270565530390493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33392320537188064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284739845967748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6831701644349965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27020100441197026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707878672266273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719876559930681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nashwillis1,2019/06/14,"DOT Drug test. Im sure this has been asked before, if so i apologize. I tried to find in the FAQ. I am not great at navigating reddit. I have random Drug test at work, will fail a drug test if I get on meds for ADD? ",-0.7337500000000006,0.9616847916666664,1.9206666666666656,98.39100000000002,86.5,5.506666666666668,13.766666666666666,6.742157984588678,-0.8525883333333333,162,2,43,2,5,56,37,48,0.142,0.7709999999999999,0.087,-0.5615,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,0,23,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074637327862313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883620020149025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7720646150056875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028293830997715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594319659045348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24466580242107244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970993671367816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246501297330482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915545115412065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506680160127139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155922699683356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WonderSeal,2019/06/14,"TIL: Russell Barkley is a right-winger. OUR Russell Barkley. What do you guys think of that? Do you dislike him now? Most right-wingers tend to be loons when it comes to mental health issues? What do you guys make of this?",0.590963455149506,3.0388067674418617,-0.022192691029898626,106.16279069767445,97.6046511627907,2.4571428571428573,20.096345514950173,3.1291,-0.9279142857142856,173,6,38,0,7,48,32,43,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521389679088804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796468535853122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111311454112735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30550740128899345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538249485637071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497724318526203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999360060589409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755319420251051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,phantom_baller,2019/06/14,Took my medicine at 4 pm... its currently 3:30 am and i have to be up at 7 Can i get a rip in the chat,-4.774615384615384,-3.6177326923076905,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,106.69230769230772,4.138461538461539,14.192307692307693,5.985473137389443,-1.1905076923076927,74,2,25,1,4,28,24,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42554221243120394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9049385755061812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,infinite-bliss,2019/06/14,"Finished my first semester at University! Looking back at who I was a few years ago, I never would of imagined going to University. I haven't been scoring rediculously high but I am still proud that I've gotten through it. Some people have been giving me shit for doing three units in a trimester instead of four but I know my capabilities and know that being at University at all is a success. I know you guys will understand what this kind of accomplishment means to me so I thought I'd share!",3.5801988304093584,6.029671557894738,4.6740350877193,80.35269005847955,75.52631578947368,7.590643274853799,28.450292397660817,8.515128840125781,2.2931520467836264,398,17,74,8,9,130,69,95,0.05,0.7859999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9038,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,4,5,1,0,3,0,11,1,1,0,2,14,21,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,5,1,12,4,12,13,3,14,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,1,7,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799411196403265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890980548794154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918026112690324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590981389540625,0.139762560965396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435004352006757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598290188191468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560888587595622,0.4054552199196284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651168757131144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26788004292105994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966942138230208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049064414463005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524343533997069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639281339339165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523378956981224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601241447829465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469520934957758,0.0,0.0,0.15836504916798827 adhd,AndrethSaelind,2019/06/14,"How do you deal with people who don't believe you? I don't mean the folks who don't believe in the condition in general. I mean people who believe it exists, but don't believe you have it. I have a friend who is a teacher and works with many neurodivergent kids. When I started looking into this she said that she didn't think I had it and that I didn't exhibit the same symptoms as adults she knew with it. It was initially brought up by my therapist. I was tested by a psychologist who diagnosed me. I was seen by a psychiatric nurse practitioner who confirmed the diagnosis and prescribed me medication. My therapist is focused on helping me learn coping skills. I tried to talk to my friend thinking first that she's my friend and this is a huge thing so of course I would talk to her about it and second that she's a teacher and probably knows about more resources than I do. But she was being cagey when I talked to her, so I just dropped it. Turns out that she isn't convinced that I have it. So apparently she thinks it's possible that I could fool 3 professionals and 4 hours of testing, but not that I could simply have ADHD. I've been joking about taking it as a compliment that she thinks I'm so clever. I've said I'm glad I know so I can avoid the subject with her. You know the truth though? It hurts. It really hurts and I don't know how to deal with this because she's one of my closest friends but also doesn't always deal well with people who counter her world-view. I don't know what to do.",3.890064935064935,4.9561483961038935,4.773246753246756,85.7762987012987,71.53246753246755,8.067532467532468,27.63636363636364,8.438071523408619,1.731416883116883,1198,42,254,19,22,389,140,308,0.067,0.7859999999999999,0.147,0.9795,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,3,16,15,0,1,13,0,31,3,0,2,1,44,53,25,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,1,3,2,0,2,33,16,0,1,13,1,0,1,11,4,1,3,13,4,46,11,30,36,2,15,0,2,2,0,40,8,0,0,5,184,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785253705540452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842085755947037,0.0815961799841006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977822744710235,0.0,0.0,0.4419331842800477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659047614173066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032956004304413,0.0,0.0995317689591306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834122439849763,0.0,0.0,0.30305258167597465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572948796897755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657219320725996,0.0,0.20995670347330592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694639983932388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234812967843648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942037869775523,0.0,0.21363847026925425,0.0,0.09878804475384888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644995202919746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395338159445464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105511740514877,0.0,0.0,0.10572838103108267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282159826214481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865605287882247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940941814113284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192489013231376,0.0737310890670116,0.2364577088418895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277171465539151,0.06514862661827246,0.2513389607614426,0.09634629135512614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657826517026287,0.1066642646558831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817031482731208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139095171194276,0.0,0.0,0.06966106336598014,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hikarinchi,2019/06/14,"What are some ways to manage ADHD-like symptoms in the workplace and at school? I am not diagnosed with ADHD (yet, possibly) but I have depression and my symptoms have a lot of overlap. School and work can turn me into an anxious mess even though I know I should be capable of doing my homework ahead of time, or switching tasks easily at work, but I get so overwhelmed, and then feel super awful about myself for not functioning in a way that's normal and feel like a burden. I've started a new job, and thankfully my manager so far hasn't pressed me on why I struggle so much and avoid doing things like keeping my drive-thru headset on while speaking to other people, but I feel vaguely judged by others, even though I'm still in training. School might end up being a disaster because I took the minimum credits in my first two semesters, and my grades still tanked the second one. I tried to see an academic coach, but the advice they gave was super unhelpful for me. I just don't know what to do to make myself a functioning member of society.",9.175019157088123,7.015109118226602,8.784991789819376,72.2524411603722,61.26600985221675,11.780842911877393,38.319102353585116,10.25414643259724,3.826830760810071,833,32,152,14,9,268,129,203,0.135,0.721,0.14400000000000002,0.2798,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,6,12,12,0,3,12,1,15,3,0,1,0,31,30,20,0,2,8,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,10,0,2,5,1,1,1,4,6,0,4,3,6,22,6,25,23,3,26,0,2,1,0,3,12,0,4,13,115,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30911848260864005,0.1256721494184638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528800571827816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839693324885891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110768031238166,0.1305322318921995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390661197316715,0.0,0.0,0.1698859036868739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950809477044012,0.09187604583343052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939207137940488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719124927011719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762146316246786,0.11431078967761332,0.0,0.0,0.14135682503265234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256606455817187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933609574847013,0.0,0.0,0.08584540435369542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364304847676931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454009825152587,0.0,0.0,0.12420833253612527,0.0,0.0,0.12600642862247907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871466531561633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915910427358874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449837739060892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904679622271463,0.10248221279475933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102788344916532,0.0,0.2054095978788216,0.0,0.0,0.13444675905598918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26734144351038663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840298909481507,0.0,0.0,0.08544001303429606,0.0,0.25270919178146584,0.0,0.07499110608780883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288583276755548,0.08731493109254003,0.13988623606589107,0.12562922951533542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041626772335922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160467773973374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872531828042681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trashed-Panda,2019/06/14,"Forgetting how to make words Whenever I try and say something or explain something it’s like I forget how to make sentences and what I was trying to say. It’s so frustrating because I feel like I seem really dumb because I can’t get the words out, but when I’m thinking about it in my head I can come up with a really amazing way of saying it and tons of examples for whatever I’m saying/explaining but then when it comes to saying it I completely forget! Or if someone asks me a question I completely blank on the answer! Sometimes I even forget my birthday or age, that’s how bad it is. I especially hate when people ask me questions related to my degree. I’m almost finished it and I know so much information, but any time anyone asks me a question I blank and am like “uhhhhhh” I hate how dumb I sound, it makes me feel terrible. I’m scared that it’s going to be like this forever. I plan on going to grad school and there is a TON of explaining and speaking and I’m so scared that I’ll do horrible because I can’t get my words out of my mouth. Tl;dr it’s really frustrating that I forget my thoughts before I can say them out loud.",3.2055128205128227,4.5631904914529935,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000003,73.57264957264957,8.618803418803418,27.95726495726496,9.150863307647796,2.377018803418803,901,35,180,20,18,312,113,234,0.225,0.7070000000000001,0.067,-0.992,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,13,15,6,2,6,0,10,2,2,7,0,50,37,26,0,1,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,0,0,17,14,0,0,13,0,0,4,2,10,0,0,2,10,30,5,21,34,3,19,0,0,0,0,16,7,2,9,11,115,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086186012602067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376438221709634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584583866011398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304218805342131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056922391168803,0.1983697732948853,0.0,0.09230131046541074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687729290453212,0.22746073925873986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716444440783284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969296251375923,0.07749210599584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334382892081883,0.0,0.12329377750864652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418642226315598,0.11132311727525518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961313402910898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119749055064582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721683099508468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973907940973503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520052366412462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645389249894808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846898172602304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313047015504588,0.21719791436150704,0.10977901237261622,0.0,0.09874843668502548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190760298835243,0.16701341666273412,0.1072811490231218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950419742502784,0.0,0.08611430431412223,0.06325064045787722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729014149149602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609967745707707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mariposa159,2019/06/14,"“Best friends” and RSD With RSD, it really helps to have a friend I can feel a lot of confidence in instead of the insecurity I usually feel. Not sure that that’s really possible though. I’ve had my best friend for the past four years, but I’m not sure if we’re “best” friends anymore? Is that even a good way to think of things? Can you have more than one best friend? I was so happy when we became best friends cause I had never really had one of those that had worked out. I feel like at the moment she’s a bit closer with some of our other friends, and I don’t know how to feel about it, but I don’t want to be possessive either, i just feel like I don’t belong. This might not be making a lot of sense, but my head is pretty scrambled right now. Does anyone sort of get what I mean? And do you think it’s really possible to have a best friend who you’re always closest with?",3.0444913151364763,3.7539456989247344,4.200752688172045,90.4288213399504,73.19354838709677,7.873614557485527,21.834574028122415,8.139509932561175,0.7209020678246487,684,14,160,10,13,224,100,186,0.036000000000000004,0.597,0.3670000000000001,0.9976,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,0,7,9,21,0,1,9,0,19,1,1,3,3,38,32,11,0,2,9,0,5,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,9,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,5,17,20,21,24,12,14,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,6,9,112,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328635872738909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734781002207287,0.06158484682173927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5545825069397472,0.0,0.09615627381168232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904784014375234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707597591670508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058173423778262276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226695759837781,0.1258431460962269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443789211282809,0.0,0.04601611944432785,0.0,0.0,0.07387404173881984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375863073593664,0.0,0.0,0.09039147362900032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590355435168745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048404313177924485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605905291764536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497582764479322,0.0,0.0,0.05879147096381083,0.0,0.0,0.0959406774506724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934348081203159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679297068220102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936526986382155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407858958443702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985851053529724,0.0,0.08960504283291569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256951826403919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521649573976512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166021336409018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851383755800554,0.1128711984073361,0.08653430677368923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970033648340228,0.0,0.051949557174564405,0.06991069703055057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412043919299441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056718111345693524 adhd,exxtraacccount,2019/06/14,"Help I feel like this keeps us so isolated... No friends that I can talk to... Like I can't have a future kid and have him go through what Ive been through, make or to grow up in this world... I can't find a place to move to and me lease is up in 2 weeks... And my work is all day and I can't do anything when I'm at work and to tired when I get off and still not paid shit but I can't just find a new job... I want to kill myself but it makes me feel so cowardly and I know that even though my parents don't care that much I know they would be devastated, but I just don't see a way out of this and even mentioning suicide gets you locked up with more bills to pay... I'm waiting on a call from a psych and I just want to make it, but idk if I can. Currently in therapy but it's only once every 2 weeks...",0.266811594202899,1.216262347826092,2.3407391304347844,100.12889855072464,80.41304347826087,6.211014492753622,19.331884057971013,6.742157984588678,-0.29787202898550724,608,13,170,6,15,205,104,184,0.174,0.758,0.068,-0.9781,3,0,0,0,0,2,25.0,1,1,1,2,11,6,2,0,6,0,17,2,1,3,1,37,36,21,2,4,11,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,10,11,0,2,6,0,3,3,8,2,0,0,2,3,23,4,23,32,3,25,0,0,1,0,11,12,1,2,11,110,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239135522015206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186901328334695,0.0,0.1516392030384316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591794856826936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964683011291052,0.0,0.12531065933048205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040377706982502,0.10625208005853268,0.0,0.0,0.271871358044613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490771349929317,0.0,0.15540960501553508,0.0,0.08452616011797953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996899631110225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759065649940695,0.13219723450440918,0.16454668414254306,0.0,0.16347521874656382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453230257510435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978334350364601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807546800104666,0.10933298224843296,0.0,0.0,0.1436434662903522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839160963247145,0.0,0.1131151626331671,0.0,0.0,0.16514603558418328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553902267781033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185178158209573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526682569878294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877523047835675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268546705978834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195427957838872,0.0,0.0,0.17008465778696447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612555989496714,0.0,0.0,0.17094219143199854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789027632844238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544852235961808,0.11805421603426675,0.2386029836470309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655307419961545,0.0,0.0,0.10565286680016088,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamthejubster,2019/06/14,"Duck yeah! I did it. I am so ducking drained. Had a huge pile of dishes to do but got delayed and when I tried to get back to it my ADHD was pushing back so hard. I wanted to sleep, to eat, to put it off. Anything but dishes. I got so mad I said to myself not today. I made some tea, blasted some music in my ear buds and got to work. To anybody who says ""just work past it"". Please grow out of your ignorance. I fought it tonight and I did do it. But it required so much anger so much emotional willpower. To ask that effort of anybody on a daily basis would kill.",-0.8810000000000002,1.2256939000000031,1.3966666666666685,98.4075,93.33333333333334,3.6666666666666665,18.333333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.5911666666666666,428,13,99,2,16,143,75,120,0.226,0.7120000000000001,0.063,-0.9781,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,10,5,4,0,2,1,8,6,2,1,0,17,17,12,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,9,4,4,3,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,10,4,13,0,17,6,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,7,69,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400650936142003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338442406311148,0.0,0.17425100640549254,0.0,0.0,0.2866473055060044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072516296121625,0.0,0.2096654881522478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738192994229793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472232241305968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697028308557066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621471453845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636826036260936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740385786743387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793189472364607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460202960626825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737506274077592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730111664386303,0.14822609975356413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865262327154424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766774643225378,0.0,0.0,0.12654767689148924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109938608435406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713906427905554,0.0,0.0,0.13240726108154924,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peptodismal-,2019/06/14,"How do y'all manage to live as human beings? What am I supposed to do? I can't read, I can't write, I can't go to school. There's literally nothing I can do but my job that cannot support me. It's time for me to actually grow up and get a legitimate degree and do something, but I just can't. I literally just can't do a damn thing. I can't get out of bed on my days off, I can't do errands that aren't simple. I literally can't will myself to do.. life. I can't even work on a legitimate method to end my life because of how involved it would be. Like I'm even procrastinating hard on my suicide plans and I just want to give up being a person. I haven't genuinely felt like a person in years. I have no idea how anyone with ADHD manages to do anything at all. How do you do it? Is there anyone on this sub like myself who is just so close to walking out on life completely?",1.5737478411053551,2.5857743886010383,4.284994818652852,87.2582348877375,77.13471502590673,7.011951640759933,23.22936096718481,7.554174236665415,0.8117988946459418,679,20,160,9,15,243,99,193,0.11199999999999999,0.845,0.043,-0.9223,1,0,2,0,0,2,20.0,0,2,0,2,13,5,1,0,5,0,32,3,0,4,1,23,40,11,1,2,6,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,1,3,9,7,0,0,2,1,0,3,13,1,0,0,1,2,24,4,26,34,1,20,0,0,0,0,9,13,1,0,7,116,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.16534487459961367,0.0,0.20362887470110785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369468663484985,0.0,0.13943120562740294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032864755466214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776501860115047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927205754135624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006980508815074,0.0,0.0,0.2238214622652396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268491468809435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704639804353356,0.1625382341458244,0.09629425535084084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178117345859546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127236572348394,0.0,0.0,0.1681388619158281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590324952211178,0.24833328280550615,0.0,0.1496148931739692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625781954312446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958895658663309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948162632111766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147804963361565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304399371656031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185335236867028,0.19227370910472602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256559984249488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987993627322826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993760978520493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335126187491255,0.0,0.0,0.12036231292185495,0.0,0.0,0.10911108366858284 adhd,piggy-geek,2019/06/14,I have a crush on your brain power. I got this in one of my classes today. One hell of a confidence booster.,-0.5997101449275384,1.5585783043478258,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,92.04347826086956,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.3807797101449277,83,3,18,1,3,29,19,23,0.243,0.627,0.129,-0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193050379386053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37205433019977857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6304485349512547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409450053339923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VyvanseRefrigeration,2019/06/14,"Dealing with anhedonia. Hello dudes. I'm ADHD-PI, I take 30mg Vyvanse & 30 mg Lexapro everyday and it works for my symptoms pretty well... when I'm working anyways. Off my meds, I feel generally unfulfilled at work (I'm overqualified), so the Lexapro helps me feel okay with my station in life, and the Vyvanse helps me power through the day and look forward to the menial tasks I have to perform. I work night shift, 12 hour days, so only three days a week most of the time. This leaves 4 days a week where I'm at home, with nothing to do, which sounds great, except my meds make everything super uninteresting, and without a constant stream of tasks to keep up with, I just sort of chill on Reddit and sleep. I think the anhedonia is a side effect of the Lexapro, the way it sort of levels you out. To deal with everything being boring, I drink, and then things are fun again. It's not great for me and I really want to stop using it as a way to avoid boredom (I work at a brewery, so that's easier said than done.) Any tips for dealing with anhedonia/boredom? Maybe a less self destructive vice I could pursue?",4.6024657534246565,5.557830799086761,5.2985205479452055,83.07901369863015,69.77625570776256,8.214429223744293,28.75525114155252,8.447377352677275,1.9376725114155249,871,31,175,13,15,282,132,219,0.07,0.79,0.14,0.9475,1,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,9,9,9,1,1,15,1,7,4,1,3,0,33,21,13,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,8,14,1,3,4,1,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,5,18,6,34,17,2,29,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,3,16,103,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692350475978193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344471642695933,0.0,0.07747731669562714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311946041289112,0.0,0.09096502010495128,0.0,0.0,0.29390553010395154,0.3523750750451412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659146534959774,0.0,0.11160948115735726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478854479586756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521436417575445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512197289120478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273174568227266,0.0,0.11428256888781788,0.0,0.11219956300185947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012675387277515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063699223608253,0.0,0.0,0.08047317722905377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567375304516164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605015094817291,0.0,0.11445949014228365,0.0,0.2531043917010376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691698076762117,0.0,0.10932033263279466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665002831256734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590927938093945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729874266908659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837493230847037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885538641703702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401376498318723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952518229969817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184184365298067,0.08566229779223837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569101616087112,0.07300269525372904,0.0,0.0,0.06643436513212493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840022274215372,0.0,0.0,0.06719974173206629,0.1808670194810424,0.18277793009525373,0.0,0.10243808766079768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098258859117497,0.0,0.41471739008639735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zyvonic,2019/06/14,I just hyper focused for 6 hours I had an engineering assessment that was due today and i got home from school and no joke hyperfocused on the assessment from 3pm to 9pm and now its done. I'm glad that i hyper focused on my assessment and nothing else because otherwise i would have failed. Don't know why i told you guys this but i just want to see if anyone else relates.,3.2149783549783564,4.64948064935065,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,73.67532467532467,8.25021645021645,27.119047619047624,8.841846274778883,1.998395670995671,298,11,62,6,6,100,56,77,0.053,0.8240000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,9,2,7,6,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643809507020672,0.2585464350469308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538207216900537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582257225513544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215860618055009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181488862197489,0.0,0.0,0.2498507499399365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311199955840946,0.0,0.24849857696896446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386763993262053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212168359847444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553759067588633,0.2010778646461019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391835275566126,0.24111635396677103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883337997335744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22769256792737194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925113370304582,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rbust0,2019/06/14,"Has anyone found any good anxiety pens? So I destroy pens. Usually either from chewing them or obsessively taking them apart and putting them back together I've found a few fidget pens and pen toppers for chewing, but I'm really hoping to find an entire pen I could chew on. Maybe a pipe dream, but boy does chewing help me concentrate on bad days.",3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,74.0,8.036363636363637,27.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4572303030303044,279,11,49,6,6,90,51,66,0.131,0.7040000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.5335,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,2,5,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,11,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,5,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,25,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672606002558224,0.0,0.18755668820204047,0.0,0.0,0.17143067519930985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885229177174412,0.20470922969203312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575070548490475,0.0,0.0,0.15811631437388068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455256081569532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240836973657741,0.0,0.0,0.5376391205531218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056394958916652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433430637816454,0.0,0.0,0.24351212747825396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463092507311497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646660098913603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706411376351795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433959786896084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700234422639078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,binbML,2019/06/14,"Tips for staying consistent in reading, studying, and research? I'm studying to go into a career field that I know I'm passionate about and that I love studying for, but the problem is that it's a very research and reading heavy field (urban planning/urban design). I *love* getting a topic and diving into it, I'm currently waiting for a book on the urban development and history of Japan and I'm so excited to get into it, so much I want to learn. And once I actually start on something, it's hard for me to stop sometimes. But I face two problems: 1. Making myself get started on a book or document, and 2. Not getting burned out With anything that's info dense I can get burned out/mentally exhausted quickly, I have the same issue when studying any language. I went through two ~20 minute tutorials for Blender yesterday and was completely drained. And even when not burned out, my mind can wander and I wind up staring blankly at the page or reading the same sentence over and over again. This wouldn't be such a big deal with many other things but this field requires constant reading and research to find best practices and expand on your knowledge of what's going on in the field, and you have to be familiar with a ton of legal documents and ordinances. The single best thing I've found that works for myself concerning the first problem is changing the setting - working in a cafe, library, or other public space rather than at home. But burnout/exhaustion proved to be a bit of a problem last semester and I don't know any methods to get through it, and I've got three more classes coming up in a couple months, one of which is exclusively reading.",5.540995670995674,6.865489380952384,5.839805194805198,78.69633116883121,67.8888888888889,8.266955266955268,34.95310245310245,8.575989854853784,3.025920634920636,1325,65,231,20,22,423,169,315,0.081,0.8240000000000001,0.095,0.5427,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,6,10,11,0,0,20,0,13,5,1,1,1,58,38,29,0,7,10,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,18,27,0,3,8,7,0,4,4,5,0,5,4,2,17,6,46,30,10,41,0,0,1,3,6,22,0,3,13,163,35,17,0.0,0.0,0.09837400710185458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710571124183155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295634470572416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158342601953734,0.0,0.11005616076108328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664143319425494,0.08683711361946977,0.10569520647471213,0.10893756977887632,0.0,0.0,0.11154206751163932,0.0,0.0,0.10392855902533824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658269320940778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213663029138837,0.0857471817275834,0.0,0.11053070228427113,0.0,0.0,0.3160079257491488,0.0,0.11458295012397746,0.0,0.08062531809209426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030411297538084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111858256180567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521729797398324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108028142411704,0.08217192524032409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819662021664085,0.0,0.06729008231377223,0.10220342808613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178728164720373,0.0,0.08046393543868495,0.0,0.07410543454471408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073571654103421,0.068310068644875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858383342574943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041760971339612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760687675482676,0.0997016296860341,0.0,0.1427047566787801,0.10744785044180824,0.0,0.08427995119130985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339446311250338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694941758961607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317710743903046,0.059459134482146764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344996974448848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677876095148973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tired_Wolfman,2019/06/14,"All or nothing attention According to most of my professors, I don’t pay attention to details, which is why I struggle in classes despite knowing the material. According to my friends, family, and coworkers, the intensity I focus on fun, interesting, or work-related things is superhuman verging on concerning. I guess there is no in-between. Either I like something and get in the zone or I don’t and I just stumble through.",6.0363596491228035,8.245321144736844,7.67105263157895,62.62570175438599,67.8157894736842,11.908771929824562,44.24561403508772,11.538034831475384,6.4541824561403525,341,24,51,13,6,118,52,76,0.078,0.768,0.154,0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,9,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,1,40,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33530204748368825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747963368486335,0.0,0.1858273429556352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918199816246589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954716089506085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376655543838673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34128312593043025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738186961908581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718324078769935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362969996350297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209445357328993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589381935779737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hallowolfyx,2019/06/14,"finally scheduled my ADHD testing appointment! after my doctor said that I 99.9% am possible to have ADHD, and having to have a referral sent off to a psychologist for testing, I have finally set up an appointment! it’s July 31st, which is worlds away, but I’m so proud of myself for finally getting it done. what do I need to expect for this ADHD test? any advice? I’m just really excited to get medication and have an easier life. I know medication doesn’t fully treat and cure ADHD, but I’ve heard it makes tasks a lot easier.",3.452319309600864,5.532905213592234,6.057799352750808,72.01500539374327,74.53398058252428,10.014670981661274,26.00755124056095,10.25414643259724,3.239870334412082,419,15,73,14,9,150,69,103,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,10,4,0,1,0,11,20,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,7,3,13,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,50,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6898438363598952,0.14022803966106795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758596501373093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482441637896225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687990225953795,0.0,0.14685189348003874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715967535044312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499472589770538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886469101852228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135937836449928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199987381412775,0.0,0.0,0.0957883892504014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891253997673823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640457026797076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617764197683674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193075820473127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365028217764381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thebristolsound,2019/06/14,"A few years into diagnosis, medication, and therapy, everything in the past makes sense now, but... ... this broad, acute awareness of all of the things I perceive to be shortcomings, and the even longer list of things I know I could change, or actions I could take to improve myself - make me feel like I'm absolutely paralyzed. If I know how to fix things, or feel better in the moment, why don't I just do it? Why is there that disconnect between being intelligent enough to recognize something should be done, but just failing to do it. Sitting, staring at a wall, thinking about how I'm not doing it. Knowing I won't do it. I wish knowing that I had this (ADHD-PI) somehow made me feel less shame and guilt over my failures and lack of initiative, but it doesn't. &#x200B; Medication helps me feel baseline functional enough to keep up appearances, but left to my own devices, and lacking some sort of external structure on consequences, things will inevitably go to shit, or carry on as a self-fulfilling prophecy. Maybe I'm overtired right now (I know I am, I didn't sleep last night) and being exceptionally hard on myself, but seriously, I just wish I had some willpower and self-control in every area of my life. In the past, I have - I had some issues with substance abuse back in my 20s, mostly as a means of self-medicating underlying anxiety/depression stemming from PTSD and ADHD that went untreated for 25-30 years. I stopped all of that. I've tapered myself off of a dangerously high dose (prescribed, mind you) of benzos that I was given for insomnia years ago - on my own, I've lost 50 pounds by following a strict diet and exercise plan in the past. I've created art, music, software, etc... at some point or another. I know that the drive and push to actually EXECUTE on something I know I want to do, or should do, is there. But the perfectionist in me who looks 10000 steps forward into the process, spends more time researching the correct way to do said thing, attempting to know every angle possible - just keeps me stagnant. The perfectionism and incredibly high standards I hold myself to just lead to berating myself for not being there. I'm a highly sensitize and emotionally intelligent person, who's been told by many loved ones, friends, family, etc, just how strong and kind of a person I am - and I just CAN'T see it. It feels like a facade, cultivated over 30 years of self-learned coping mechanisms I developed in order to get by. &#x200B; If I take a step back and look at it pragmatically, I know that a lot of what I said above is being a defeatist, and I know in my heart that I don't feel like this every day, at least not constantly. I have a job, i'm actually pursuing therapy for my issues (including anxiety/depression), i've been actively dating again, so on paper things are looking alright. But lately I feel like I'm slipping again, maybe it's in my head, maybe it's med or lifestyle related, I don't know - but I just feel like the worst person, worst friend, worst son. Feeling like a failure without the facts to back it up (outside of those I keep inside my head). I'm still optimistic. &#x200B; Anyway, I just needed to vent - I typically write in a private journal when I remember, but maybe someone there's a chance this will resonate with some others and you'll know you're not in this alone. None of us are. &#x200B; Thanks <3",6.083763666947013,6.932367227272732,6.5696895787139695,75.67697339246122,66.38244514106583,9.923449805030968,33.115834543925374,9.982072881682312,3.2970145576878966,2673,112,487,59,41,870,304,638,0.11800000000000001,0.772,0.11,-0.9007,2,1,2,0,1,0,126.0,1,2,0,7,31,24,2,2,29,1,43,13,5,7,4,117,101,41,0,12,32,1,10,6,2,6,6,2,0,3,35,21,1,5,25,2,1,11,13,10,0,1,15,17,60,14,78,72,25,79,0,2,5,1,17,40,1,18,33,337,95,5,0.0,0.06078695902163244,0.10013078503700462,0.0,0.1233150959737788,0.0,0.04547798152912779,0.0,0.0,0.0531355662032424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223518464613196,0.2493603463355361,0.0,0.05379681313650584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834903846052887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537429967527088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427292603907116,0.0,0.0,0.05544149670902607,0.05754190099922583,0.081924284688582,0.0,0.0,0.033086894682160015,0.0,0.0883762775210982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250189791932716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771019750182434,0.0,0.10602168176302182,0.11443524710734948,0.033885868520295084,0.0,0.1296777292375687,0.0,0.04610880925838405,0.0,0.048364931440420776,0.0,0.2334680112215804,0.21990991895463152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927482752642295,0.0,0.02680427026692129,0.0,0.02915729745533947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045958388758796286,0.0,0.10530559804845377,0.0,0.0,0.060795595348313226,0.034388051032755024,0.16261676811534506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709628443516722,0.05091139437986464,0.13680430119521425,0.0,0.05342531632415996,0.33834464309633555,0.041819681970444965,0.05787324976692373,0.0,0.0557420454379484,0.0,0.03623759700982504,0.15038752557855167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924754657318466,0.0,0.05600447625657837,0.043616903870774916,0.04630394554899979,0.04854517177947983,0.06849175880684084,0.0520142962009357,0.2061674222664409,0.05588519586251929,0.11397455976881345,0.1033669492762454,0.0,0.0,0.05180250717836754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804133371367272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814541436007158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034764980104251844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469266813084518,0.0,0.13439026120191916,0.0,0.0,0.04849894933658243,0.05783765449090076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059971737401370226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058117534440166214,0.04381341374903604,0.09760387891192984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088271849597175,0.0,0.214085425416638,0.0,0.05266291257959909,0.0,0.0,0.0513411426179155,0.0,0.043469790169268,0.07899279212734611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040971513677542565,0.042892517669472836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714858374474695,0.0,0.0,0.04723391445439666,0.1173413994617099,0.0,0.2045049519862772,0.03287359021138038,0.0,0.0,0.02991582828162957,0.0,0.0,0.04902325793715692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171250506807974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0302604823607208,0.0407227997576557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755940673694259,0.09258792532517708,0.0,0.11799434639008627,0.04945531333489022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493603463355361,0.1321526112064803 adhd,CharlieDied,2019/06/14,"I'm at a family reunion and I'm so stressed I don't know what I'm meant to be doing My parents are angry at me for no reason I'm sitting in a chair rocking back and forth https://www.reddit.com/r/teenagers/comments/c0ew0b/im_so_uncomfortable_at_this_family_reunion/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share",19.684999999999995,21.009309404761904,13.109523809523811,38.477142857142894,38.285714285714285,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.8412,273,6,33,2,2,73,32,42,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.8232,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,10,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230932663331162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002609425649447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681170567236928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146018310951208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335903864353833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014863974284168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44730234793041146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,colefaj,2019/06/14,"School starts soon. I need tips. Last school year, I had one notebook which I used in ALL classes. There was a time I got so confused because I realized it was disorganized. However if I have a notebook for each class, I end up writing on just the first few pages. How about you? Do you have different notebooks for every class?",2.2838095238095235,4.897779285714286,2.9041269841269863,90.27142857142859,81.53968253968254,6.139682539682537,26.46031746031746,7.447530270364453,1.4758317460317456,257,11,51,4,7,80,49,63,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.6758,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,10,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,9,0,6,6,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,37,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752972804408099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004447778280949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546977091532268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422863649964377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446030963191503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999242715284124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344042910721501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132261997328063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486184809424675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820633456022755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035403650582716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768177541731186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483642918547978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851827756908866 adhd,XanderSharpe,2019/06/14,"How to stay on track after being diagnosed? 2018 and this year so far have been the worst years of my life, I lost my sense of self and somewhat still dont know why. I was diagnosed with ADD earlier this year a while after i completely fell off track getting work done and staying on top of what i need to do and want to do.. before i start junior year and hopefully get my first job soon, how do i get out of this what feels like lazy and unmotivated mindset? what can i do to stay on top of my work and sometimes just force my self to get up and start doing what i’ve been putting off? I always feel so out of energy and eat like shit 24/7, i just want some tips on whats helped other people, thanks",5.315867346938774,4.508448435374152,5.784413265306121,86.31906887755105,68.04761904761905,9.254761904761905,26.53826530612245,8.472884824447931,1.3746469387755098,548,12,126,7,8,177,84,147,0.096,0.7759999999999999,0.127,0.2032,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,8,7,1,0,2,0,13,5,1,2,0,26,28,14,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,13,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,5,2,14,4,23,22,3,29,0,1,0,0,3,12,1,3,14,83,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199721444664053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145339007091154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112457122288252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732304594293833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774158741913425,0.15774911562687344,0.0,0.0,0.1377284583141763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611467501046726,0.09615760739598388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448990600885008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812898491289098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021892398594987,0.0,0.0,0.13368725376222873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356881479560076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397213256693468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950713085469376,0.13151662017409238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693079236890907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980350998574836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331405228366717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530924874898087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280832384245418,0.0,0.13816401814607074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331219286943779,0.0,0.19053983874450325,0.4303941208359864,0.1074909966413231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392074600741533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878004573621368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214547313101933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597946202849667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34670956994991525 adhd,jinxedit,2019/06/14,"I need coping tips for dealing with coworkers Hey, how do you guys deal with coworkers who don't get you? I'm out to my bosses but not to the 10ish or so coworkers I work with on the daily. I'm guessing if I told them they wouldn't get it and wouldn't care. They're justifiably frustrated with me forgetting things, missing things, and managing my time badly. Oh yeah, and I'm a team lead... So the pressure is for sure on. When I'm ""switched on"" I kill it but I can't make that happen every day. I really can't deal with another six months of people being ticked at me every day. I work part time in another department, and I want to make a complete transfer. But in the meantime I gotta do this job and the stress and constant social rejecting is killing me.",2.1662362637362658,4.045664762820515,3.808278388278392,87.60576923076925,77.65384615384616,7.534065934065935,24.60439560439561,8.418075326091056,1.5813549450549451,597,21,126,12,14,199,92,156,0.259,0.6990000000000001,0.042,-0.9913,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,4,4,10,3,2,7,1,10,0,0,5,1,30,26,15,2,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,1,0,18,2,18,21,1,16,0,2,0,0,13,7,0,3,7,78,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30526040288068995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121534807839588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840603040339154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261474065305558,0.15729643295748744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774567138612366,0.4501915633958074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527770056606474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209604182019654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034849167864504,0.14412525455373146,0.1287164139950723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444380487911365,0.0,0.32207660974644603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432212308126012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161829665552253,0.0,0.0,0.10792937516659702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762507474668175,0.0,0.1009115547006064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324814964846326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837799892978082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673613931758946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718664475858744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340446764638294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975202175243428,0.0,0.0,0.13908685845802954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585384986800743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119358415875544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonymousannotations,2019/06/14,"Making sure my newly-diagnosed ADHD partner gets fed? (Alt account since some IRL people know my main and I don't want to broadcast mine/my partner's medical history to them.) Hi all, my partner of 8 years was recently diagnosed with ADHD inattentive type at age 24, after struggling for years with executive functioning, disorganization, forgetfulness, etc. and being told it was just anxiety and depression. I'm actually a clinical psychology student and I've done a lot of independent research on ADHD, so I'm feeling pretty prepared to support them as they start treatment! However, I do have one concern. They've been prescribed Adderall, which they can't start immediately because their insurance has to authorize it. I'm actually on Ritalin for a non-ADHD condition, so I'm really familiar with the appetite suppression of many ADHD meds. My partner has always struggled with feeding themselves, and I'm worried that's going to get worse on Adderall. My partner enjoys food, but has always had trouble with the actual act of motivating themselves to make food, usually because of the amount of brain and coordination it takes to plan and execute a meal--sometimes even a PBJ is too complicated for them. Theoretically, the Adderall would help with this, but it may not (particularly if it turns out this isn't a good med for them), at which point the appetite suppression is going to make it even harder for them to feed themselves. Do you have any suggestions for how we can prepare to make sure they get fed while they're trying this new medication? Even I struggle to eat enough sometimes, and I don't have trouble with just thinking about what to eat (most of the time, anyway). I try and make food for them when I can, but I'm a full-time graduate student and am not home for most of the day, and sometimes don't even have the energy to make food for myself. My partner does a lot for me, so I don't mind putting in extra effort where I can, but I'm not sure how to best do that in this context. Any thoughts or experiences with this?",9.465318713450294,8.18936560789474,9.535964912280702,64.29564327485383,60.026315789473685,12.654970760233919,41.90058479532164,11.645159339076185,4.995751461988304,1641,79,278,40,18,544,192,380,0.067,0.843,0.09,0.8893,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,10,4,16,13,0,3,16,0,30,16,1,10,4,62,61,25,0,3,11,0,1,0,6,2,5,0,1,6,16,21,10,2,5,0,1,4,9,6,0,1,9,1,28,7,51,49,12,27,0,1,0,0,22,10,0,8,13,189,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.2160777235350179,0.0,0.443514036927956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122828246508212,0.0,0.0,0.1003838677904378,0.0,0.056462876255808786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998527698389022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745688517209204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239407688667354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047600018842835684,0.0,0.06357067527301301,0.14982702199407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458983045517275,0.07553115377708998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104790875910118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626333776783896,0.08231536943736523,0.1949978075085527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219833329440048,0.0,0.0,0.037319514905293096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35699544249155885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568481557701325,0.0,0.08389351261958429,0.06190660285774693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947191003724241,0.0,0.07403538722859382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056291658038701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549775166628,0.0,0.0,0.2956042603365652,0.07482967208150652,0.0,0.0,0.16396797719202727,0.14870748012289775,0.0,0.0,0.07452498463465508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128417365186322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050014174008461657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051169136095073016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697723652961544,0.0,0.0,0.07508921496837181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419737107880958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728325982224986,0.0,0.07287644188504358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061054695194925984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899383597319647,0.0,0.10448328736825484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314802700541025,0.0,0.0,0.08375638184448952,0.20868934534519906,0.0,0.05549438947390975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047293151216668085,0.0,0.05859526426787345,0.04303800654560677,0.0,0.0,0.07052665485721929,0.0,0.10022150017336123,0.0802818501756016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128902441639872,0.0,0.043533838530342664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495555133774615,0.07521660201311357,0.052431046801504864,0.0,0.0,0.095059793975621 adhd,Trblmker77,2019/06/14,"What could your parents have done to make your life easier? What could your parents have done differently to help you learn as a young teen? My daughter has ADHD, I'm struggling with how to help her at home with completing chores and other tasks. She hasn't needed medication yet, but we are open to it if needed. &#x200B; I read this thread so I can better understand some of her struggles, but I'm also realizing that I exhibit so many of the same traits. This makes it harder for me to provide structure in general, let alone guess my way through what will work for her. &#x200B; For those of you who were diagnosed later in life, what do you wish your parents had understood better, or done differently? Bullet point replies are perfectly acceptable if the is easier for you, anything feedback is welcomed at this point.",7.620694444444448,8.171665703947372,7.066403508771932,74.48093567251466,63.01315789473684,10.439766081871348,34.65204678362573,10.25414643259724,3.560927485380118,665,27,115,14,9,207,99,152,0.044000000000000004,0.7609999999999999,0.195,0.9801,5,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,8,0,4,5,7,0,2,3,0,19,4,0,3,1,28,29,11,0,7,5,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,13,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,19,5,20,19,2,11,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,5,3,87,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552901590148075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679690860273426,0.0,0.09018305347290632,0.0,0.2443750028884347,0.27405859823434564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280105344773147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947384814965236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823841250507705,0.0,0.0,0.18007718511020232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446035049396434,0.0,0.2356437137990859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34621214061964123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423014331733195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117625878441335,0.0,0.1131186652228358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531614846496682,0.15930720639167606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505512458981751,0.11433225301823402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360507650358295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723676792629422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756570726918139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321038836122536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280167443050065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578579698284804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739875147742602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951249532468755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968126507063849,0.0,0.0,0.08209874536040829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27405859823434564,0.0 adhd,FlamingNipplesOfFire,2019/06/14,"Holy shit, is this tourettes? So I got my test back from my psych guy and he said ""this is the most textbook case I have ever seen"" and I felt kinda proud about that tbh uwu. HOWEVER, holy shit, is the random outbursts I have when I'm in my room and the inane mumbling I do and the *wiping off my hands when they get blasted with air of some kind* actually comorbid thing? Do I legit have tourettes too?",2.3481184668989563,4.0455685853658565,3.0810104529616744,93.8376829268293,76.5609756097561,6.149128919860628,22.68989547038328,6.868970318607317,0.4236285714285719,312,9,70,3,7,98,57,82,0.094,0.872,0.034,-0.7125,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,2,0,4,0,8,3,3,0,1,11,14,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,11,2,6,10,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,4,4,45,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.2838178533788341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363798195132448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630814008280975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792519778777684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195187865015236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261129014691195,0.0,0.0,0.2879772928773593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028650697106701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766554100618911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970860927733773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932211505736772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sxreics,2019/06/14,"Things are looking up! I was diagnosed 4 months ago, failing university. Since I was diagnosed and on medication my grades went up a lot. I think I might pass this year when I was willing to drop out. I’m so excited and hopefully shit will get better than they are now. Just wanted to share :))",2.242631578947368,4.707304754385966,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,80.40350877192982,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.1591894736842105,229,9,46,6,6,76,45,57,0.142,0.677,0.18100000000000002,0.3553,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,1,0,1,0,8,4,1,0,0,9,15,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,7,4,7,8,1,12,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,3,5,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614079294215605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256252314362018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178652401811499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332851355444422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533831034919004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142292576549243,0.0,0.0,0.2168865216830569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569978161670412,0.0,0.2706327959695073,0.0,0.0,0.20362742198873326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186810427737084,0.21103072043010507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948462548172527,0.16346503312807942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047126644093986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364907498030066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428332614360353 adhd,here-for-the-puns,2019/06/14,"How do you communicate when you can’t communicate? I had a terrible day, symptoms at an all time high, and just feel so tightly wound that I might explode at any moment. Everything my spouse says or does irks me in these moments. I know I’m being irrational, and she is literally doing her best to try and comfort me. But every time I want to say something, explain my mood and how she can help, the words won’t come out. They get stuck and I clam up.",2.5281593406593394,4.40676921978022,4.017678571428572,86.51794642857145,76.58241758241758,7.187362637362638,25.660714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.4964604395604404,353,13,74,6,8,117,72,91,0.08,0.805,0.115,0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,2,1,20,17,11,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,15,2,7,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,6,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618252869863152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188731008506994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317352244186764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708445032902286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267216816463849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828513794473872,0.0,0.2328433999101397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309980707168393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535802640414907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365511813329118,0.2737310706232043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423829818839672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748417593082214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41205986236081626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945158618449646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692821651829002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30214196724049885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589755923107686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281144122171975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHD_throwaway777777,2019/06/14,"Eating and drinking too fast. I don’t mean over-eating or anything. But if there’s food on my plate I usually have it done in like 1 or 2 minutes flat - I don’t sit and enjoy the food, I just get a sensation from the taste and shovel it all down. Spicy food especially for the constant kick. I don’t know if this is an adhd thing; the indigestion isn’t very fun.",2.2362770562770566,3.4276934285714304,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,75.75324675324677,7.2112554112554115,23.222943722943725,7.793537801064563,0.905538528138528,282,8,64,4,6,96,56,77,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.8516,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,6,0,0,1,12,10,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,5,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461486225172908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854583737933726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213329671839283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959753143497928,0.0,0.20064137340736854,0.0,0.2095775532421858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7429917299482403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700772929190737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256133076085607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006258620819522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231042983349444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607042412198692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255755141874037,0.16899437015738158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KestrelLowing,2019/06/14,"How can I struggle through the forever monotony of chores? I have a problem. Every time I get a handle on my chores or similar, I can make the system last for about 6 months to a year at most (which I'm honestly thrilled with! Way better than my previous 10 days!) but at that point, I'm hit with the ""oh god. It's this forever?!"" thoughts. I'm starting to hit that wall now. Every time I pull out the cleaning schedule, I just get more and more convinced that my life will forever be the same and boring and that I cannot get out of the drudgery, and at that point I fall off the chore wagon and lose all of my progress and live in a pig sty again. Actually, that's an insult to pigs. They're not nearly as gross as I am. Anyone else have this struggle? How have you worked through it? What are your strategies and systems?",2.512857142857144,4.133021714285718,3.27809523809524,92.93357142857144,75.90476190476191,6.466666666666668,25.690476190476193,7.1686216300943375,0.9493761904761904,640,23,142,7,14,202,102,168,0.1,0.773,0.127,0.674,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,4,6,11,1,2,12,0,10,1,0,3,1,23,21,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,12,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,0,15,4,24,16,5,27,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,2,10,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.1881932395354377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484481597592415,0.19759704638197303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055966243319148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437193804287802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110096546768035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249679500238734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022676264677908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719803701631313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621526629873856,0.0,0.0,0.17028959317510953,0.0,0.0,0.2157492000717815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287285020942927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393058717530836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646101201081545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453087405927676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649982982135592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032162242116516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310091790492822,0.22490412456569125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307491310517385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403966928472191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418871981690548 adhd,LilMama351,2019/06/14,"I feel I messed up my assessment yesterday Hi all, I am a 24F nursing student and I feel like I'm struggling way more than I should to be caught up in all my coursework and I'm really scared of messing up when my Nursing program starts this Fall. I especially struggle with putting in all the time for heavy reading. So anyway, I did actually have a diagnosis of like ADD and some sort of processing disorder when I was 8 but idk what happened with all that and I guess nothing was ever followed up on because here I am. :\] I had an assessment done yesterday and, while I know it's not actually possible, I feel like I failed it. I am so afraid of just being told that I'm slow or lazy and am making things up. There were several times I was supposed to do things as fast as I can (I think) and I was very cognizant that I was taking forever. I'm just looking for experiences from others. How did the assessment go? Is it supposed to be stressful and make you nervous?? I am waiting til next week for them to go over the results with me but I almost want to ask to redo it. I normally am good with knowledge and critical thinking stuff but this was very much....not that, you know? &#x200B; Thanks!!",2.8048694959155185,4.749852531380757,4.252755528989842,84.8431659693166,75.98744769874476,7.564933253636182,28.95417413827456,8.418075326091056,2.1785646941621835,941,42,189,18,21,312,135,239,0.128,0.807,0.065,-0.9316,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,1,11,14,0,6,6,0,25,0,0,4,5,46,52,22,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,1,8,1,0,6,1,9,0,0,13,4,30,5,31,35,6,30,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,5,17,139,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.2586145282494505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268615454222152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435707756029709,0.16100994391448098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387572340878683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077475401859331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186396924575496,0.0,0.0,0.13560019086627326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198597472928335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961681750341586,0.0,0.0,0.20099785682326327,0.18932539054400765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061303521499073,0.11114019505338583,0.0,0.0,0.14597088751733112,0.0,0.11717509152854225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564425287679253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420799990595364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112721170020132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689828244390812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740754981983683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409222035121105,0.0,0.12982827076198586,0.12714359431131872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938120904266575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332056664956444,0.0,0.0,0.132542393418973,0.0,0.08488707951686865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266215775592596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969466836786902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378880767056703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178578845742444,0.2770492018322076,0.15168828097183046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962842388026588,0.0,0.0,0.1219942148609376,0.0,0.0,0.1760629083355406,0.16980967484155887,0.0,0.0,0.15453125260899567,0.0,0.0,0.1266156728920442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866353760731574,0.07815578762741653,0.10517752002474476,0.1062887499215407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100994391448098,0.0 adhd,spidermanns,2019/06/14,"Will I lose my medication if I tell the truth to my new therapist about past drug use? Hi, this is my first post here and I am not sure if it breaks the rules, I am sorry if it does but I wasn't sure where else I could ask? Basically, in my adult assessment for ADHD a year ago, I flat out lied about my drug use (said I had never touched anything except a very small amount of weed) because I knew that I needed ADHD meds and was worried they would not give that to me (I was diagnosed when I was 13, now 20 but not considered for medication due to other health complications at the time of diagnosis). After struggling for so long, I knew that this was the best path for me. At the time, I was recreationally using a drug on almost a weekly basis because I had pretty much given up on hope for my degree and decided to have fun in my last few months... since then I have obviously realised that I can do it, but I just need some more support. In the year since, I have used a handful of times, only on birthdays or if offered at a particularly boring party, and I would really like to open up to my new therapist about the drugs I was using last year and how it has impacted me now. However, since the drug I was using is a stimulant and known to be dangerous with vyvanse (what I am prescribed), I am worried that as a result of lying about my use in my original assessment will mean my therapist will have to alert my doctor due to the somewhat unsafe circumstances of my orginal prescription. My therapist is not the same therapist as the one who assessed me for ADHD (the NHS doesn't really offer that much in therapy for adult ADHD as far as I know, and I am now doing CBT for other issues), but I am worried she will be obligated to tell someone that I lied in the first place and therefore could still be in danger if I am using regularly with my Vyvanse. Does anyone know what my best option is here? I really feel that telling my therapist about my drug use a year ago is important because of its impact on me now, but all my doctors records show me saying that I have never touched drugs. I really can not afford to lose my Vyvanse, it has changed my life and I finally feel like I have the ability to act like a somewhat competent person for the first time in my life. If anyone has any advice, please help me out :) &#x200B; TL;DR: I lied about my recreational drug use in my ADHD medication assessment as I thought it would prevent me getting the prescription I needed (which has now drastically improved my life), it has now been a year and I hardly use at all anymore and want to open up to my (non-ADHD related) therapist about my drug use in the past but am worried I will lose my meds due to the implications of the previous lies and the dangers of combining Vyvanse with other drugs.",9.88785257985258,6.376261664864867,10.003230958230963,68.27688574938577,61.180180180180166,13.478296478296475,39.821867321867316,11.479024033405116,4.341054054054055,2204,81,430,47,22,741,221,555,0.106,0.768,0.126,0.935,2,0,10,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,9,21,19,3,1,31,0,53,21,1,17,8,91,84,34,0,16,20,0,6,3,0,8,20,2,0,3,26,19,0,1,10,1,0,1,9,8,0,4,16,8,77,11,72,55,13,72,0,3,0,0,17,29,0,13,43,322,103,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31003780179039736,0.042015299573986975,0.07622691183542371,0.0,0.04305439185295181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658626555851824,0.05224497794387429,0.029238828155756093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264058619854095,0.06012775749644365,0.0,0.035382133761037535,0.0,0.04019555736700972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863008593490475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024352637038613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548418167570873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686577879686348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043640145031259694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801667783060006,0.07525236852721119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49861835458692105,0.0,0.03591773148258488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348024865708491,0.030716428478606086,0.0,0.04710013519050731,0.0,0.10971740368791837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02246369207416168,0.04124578508772602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03851606788849145,0.0,0.0,0.04570285270989007,0.0,0.0,0.028819385185190977,0.0,0.0,0.04270483719273852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487676649804866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725907353425092,0.07009513402666848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110826886500092,0.06301718033638751,0.0,0.0,0.03805020298312119,0.0,0.14430494218202602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046835366859776115,0.09551796745216272,0.12994216757614616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03431908357016352,0.0,0.06321417383521627,0.09564320887582088,0.06632249894882489,0.08305181896290492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029135275844089207,0.032700477966676286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208930128233237,0.0,0.037542543474644856,0.04492178209099151,0.04719681560580155,0.0,0.0,0.04117838668757578,0.043742499689177934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017763224448486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089914516022352,0.03419223118899984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670047569594986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036430463174963935,0.0,0.0,0.048130623283604734,0.0,0.0,0.03433674776068927,0.0,0.0,0.04494886802388935,0.0,0.0,0.04879147435943281,0.08104664678091833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274148178647607,0.0,0.0491697971780265,0.34945257097051163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03413410740949088,0.10028550644653852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456179939037575,0.0,0.03547629240058469,0.025360218763564563,0.0,0.03448888472554415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465854090894706,0.0,0.09162960550529632,0.0,0.05224497794387429,0.13844042084417074 adhd,ACLShort,2019/06/14,"Research on ADHD/ADD in adults - symptoms, co-morbidity, and coping. An online survey. Dear [/r/ADHD](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/) community, I am currently conducting my Master’s of Psychology (Clinical) thesis at Bond university in Australia. I am conducting a study on adults who have been diagnosed with ADHD/ADD and their symptoms, coping, treatment and other diagnosis. I need your help! If you are over 18 and have ever been diagnosed with ADHD/ADD I would be very grateful if you could please fill out a survey that takes 10 to 15 minutes. Your participation and the results will remain completely anonymous, you will not be asked to reveal any identifying information about yourself. The research has been approved by the university's ethics board, and all data will only be used for academic purposes. More information on this in contained in the invitation letter within the link. If you have specific questions before starting the survey, please let me know in the comment section. I will try to answer as fast as possible. You can find the survey by clicking on the following link: [https://bond.au1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_bJzc9U3vdnw3ScZ](https://bond.au1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_bJzc9U3vdnw3ScZ) Thank you in advance!",9.944699057287886,12.480751319796958,8.526283538796234,58.99615482233504,58.64467005076142,11.1108049311095,37.42168237853517,11.062562989136584,5.033631182015954,1018,46,128,27,14,311,129,197,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.9522,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,8,1,3,2,2,0,0,12,0,21,5,0,2,2,30,29,11,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,16,2,26,16,3,22,0,0,1,0,19,15,0,4,4,93,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7477576570537166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462280732409032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633369464170044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588844882191922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130471954983894,0.0,0.0,0.09935443943953412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526059912458314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256222654201516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373501865121788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340885847865451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838843630634067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724733876811098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226996368711593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464148944816528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731933723228987,0.0,0.14028630856612884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394001923617012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807858563498801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586795972155147,0.09356266363081946,0.0,0.0,0.1145667395447043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448593270590743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747536756428244,0.0,0.10267523172937966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839791629759752,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,planariansarecool,2019/06/14,"ADHD Since 3rd Grade- Story Time Story time of my life. I’ve never posted on Reddit before and I have really been looking to share my experience with ADHD with other people who can relate. I was diagnosed with ADHD in the 3rd grade ( today I am a senior in college) and that journey to where I am now was a difficult one. I always had difficulty making friends because I was crazy and spastic and my teachers did little to help. They put me in the back of the room as to not distract other kids but of course that is the worse place for someone with ADHD to be, so barely learned a thing. I was the victim of bullying many times from getting tricked to break the school rules to getting dirt kicked in my face. I never got any accommodations in school though because I always thought I never needed them even though at the same time my brother who had also been diagnosed with ADHD was getting lots of accommodations. I guess I didn’t really want to stand out in the crowd anymore because I already felt like I was a weirdo. Middle school was the worst time of my life as it probably is for many people. I was bullied so much to the point of fear of going to school because the other kids would hurt me. I tried to be myself but I just kept getting put down. I never talked to anyone about my ADHD because I saw it as a forbidden subject that would just make me feel more shame. My mental health was declining and I got pretty depressed. Luckily throughout that time my parents were very diligent in supporting me through those hard times and I got better. High school was so much better and I actually felt like myself and I began to tell my friends about my ADHD and they didn’t judge me or make fun of me but instead they helped me. College was much of the same thing and I have extremely supportive roommates who I live with who all have ADHD ( our house is a disaster and we never get anything done) but we all have fun together. I am going to be graduating with a bachelor’s degree in science next year and I am excited for the future’s possibilities. I just wanted to share my story because I have learned to embrace my ADHD as my secret superpower even though it can be very annoying and frustrating at times.",5.272581417624521,6.249625967592598,6.062247765006387,78.13166666666667,68.25925925925927,8.458620689655174,29.711366538952745,8.641336200584522,2.3091988186462324,1766,64,322,27,29,580,196,432,0.153,0.722,0.125,-0.9545,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,4,2,18,24,4,3,20,0,40,6,1,3,7,59,67,29,0,5,9,2,4,2,2,2,5,0,1,2,17,23,0,1,7,0,0,5,8,11,0,1,29,6,59,13,57,32,10,49,0,2,2,0,25,20,0,3,23,244,76,13,0.0,0.0,0.05548154753728258,0.0,0.614949849951221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274007961962991,0.045466323890065184,0.09461458246706343,0.0,0.0,0.03866284021561021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638413968275233,0.03975381414440009,0.0,0.0467862041803832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371740952537157,0.0,0.20794694181630133,0.0,0.04837877998778259,0.0,0.0,0.10056592938821343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896848297596816,0.11541173574683697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818163802735017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510339300570013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561436683874567,0.0,0.06397683866572489,0.028747217525421438,0.0,0.10917799356917424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785090639790087,0.0,0.148519997567858,0.0,0.06462316196679238,0.0,0.13641461449680214,0.0,0.06263136715227709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093024147799785,0.0,0.0,0.06043341006374045,0.0,0.0,0.07621641186107579,0.06006963757261063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560217212085878,0.06086365145757641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031567755688661,0.0555522303243515,0.05698289553214787,0.05020334514763618,0.0,0.04774325163253376,0.0,0.0,0.048335450973267934,0.0,0.0,0.11385196183419966,0.11528257353516258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729571262729875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538324839832693,0.04215670663196672,0.21924751617085492,0.0,0.06046514081122495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385259117977336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312991735833179,0.0,0.0,0.07883115788862129,0.0,0.05940059136202249,0.0,0.053745644002120604,0.06409462536213888,0.05445065637915896,0.05784121261990888,0.06129849845987701,0.0,0.0,0.11430845077326712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284457790358095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28769768598470297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047030423845833634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817242227394184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903506029679404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045697293258812666,0.04969312122407499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755428759899244,0.0,0.16757703848252858,0.04513592451945842,0.2652173671960761,0.0,0.05389118204378738,0.0,0.0,0.038600304338348296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382142247421434,0.06706822042699351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057939338844068135,0.08077525719792443,0.0,0.0,0.03661227352865911 adhd,TheLernaeanHydra,2019/06/14,"Emotional dysregulation or what? When I watch movies, ever since I was a kid, I want to cry when I see people achieving things/being heroic/getting what they want/need. It's really obnoxious. Is it ADHD or just low self-esteem or depression or ... what do you think? Anyone relate?",1.7469230769230784,4.5235994615384625,3.7373076923076947,79.84519230769233,92.84615384615385,6.4461538461538455,18.03846153846154,7.645422480735847,1.2421846153846152,220,6,37,5,8,74,41,52,0.242,0.703,0.055,-0.8964,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,5,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,4,3,24,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35690092038759663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076487305812231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32620823139457894,0.0,0.0,0.2557803206382492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340519251354385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268626886496974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515486815363258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588200425701825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024695437348785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366470989449973,0.0,0.3098050760509289,0.0,0.0,0.2456571280132097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028675297598796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35032187813275845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PeterPanLives,2019/06/14,"Do you ever get stuck in an emotion? Sometimes I will get stuck. Maybe maybe it's sadness or anger, I don't guess I would notice if I got stuck in a good emotion. But it'll just linger far longer than it should. Today has been one of those days. It started out fine but then something irritated me and I've just been irritated, annoyed or angry all day long. It's like once I'm sensitised every little thing sets me off again. But even without getting retriggered I still stay in a bad mood. Anyone else experienced anything like this?",2.4518701298701298,4.954971676190479,3.304155844155844,88.37493506493506,79.85714285714286,5.7229437229437226,23.831168831168828,6.980632752743323,0.9104285714285713,426,15,83,5,11,135,77,105,0.253,0.6629999999999999,0.084,-0.9634,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,16,19,8,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,1,8,4,8,9,1,18,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,4,11,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062364726370392,0.17675782528699105,0.1419617893609624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403941351387595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251054555431965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411073864259802,0.3881031342932954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394183654077165,0.15604600476805458,0.14534789154477926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038950878762497,0.0,0.0,0.14469397607565382,0.13797274294995185,0.0,0.1900402288841513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856024458474594,0.172901263404999,0.0,0.1526667367636258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466208150138701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640482731433545,0.0,0.1837185010554274,0.11689786490227895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280733535105574,0.17061771227556036,0.0,0.12210411801716288,0.18387368881569885,0.13776744460536824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460859068258696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352018223613804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629437208321066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254680892361496,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theMiggler,2019/06/14,"Will this affect my chances of an accurate diagnosis? I've read (I think on this subreddit) that if I go see someone about having ADHD then I should bring any documents that reference my inability to focus on stuff i.e. Notes from teachers talking about focus etc. However, as I was home schooled and a pretty average college student so I don't really have anything other than a letter of termination from my recent job that says I was underperforming (couldn't focus on getting work done / my mind would drift) I'm just worried I will end up spending money on seeing a private psychiatrist as I'm from the UK and the NHS is really not good for this sort of thing, and end up not getting an accurate diagnosis/giving an accurate portrayal of my issues Do you guys think it will matter?",6.905195195195192,7.508522432432437,7.965225225225224,67.24524024024026,64.54054054054055,11.172372372372372,35.36336336336336,10.980518767755715,4.230997597597597,632,28,105,17,9,215,97,148,0.055999999999999994,0.9,0.043,-0.4299,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,0,14,0,0,1,0,17,24,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,10,3,0,0,3,1,2,3,4,0,0,0,3,3,13,1,20,15,1,13,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,2,4,75,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625456557216385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236630586621634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480764201266444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841425015583235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187492987178089,0.0,0.20068219915755656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802388389770167,0.0,0.10226483050872456,0.15092628859935284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781702521948147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804958712579284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781204589780834,0.1785640498813189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816894938441086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306506908571446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999007029987632,0.0,0.2305501057536398,0.0,0.17767040012371876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309660420155587,0.0,0.18211027872697733,0.2867799585424762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246374362092802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059898244743701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144630061655645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954505434477228,0.23059833555077616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309994645341538,0.1827392014922785,0.0,0.12782519046172866,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mediocre_Ignoramus,2019/06/14,"Anyone here able to relate? How do I break the loop? So I'll start with an example here, of a situation I find myself in far too often. Dating a girl that I find really interesting. We're taking things slow. She seems to like me, so all I need to do is go with the flow. Easy right? Wrong. I had a bad week and the negativity leads my brain to decide to pick apart every. single. interaction and hyperbolize them until I become an anxious arsehole... Example: taking a while for her to respond? Logic: she must be busy right? My brain: No she obviously doesn't like you anymore. So I cave. I send her messages in which I basically give her an out and demonstrate my anxious overanalysis. Which... well, weirds her out. I delete her social media to try and stop myself from digging my hole deeper that night. It doesn't help- then i realize how that must look. I then feel the need to compulsively apologize and overjustify everything. Everything. Result? I kill it- She thinks we should stop seeing eachother. I don't blame her. I cringe when I look back at it. It was too much. Worst part? This is just the latest example. Ive done this to friends. Past girlfriends. I push people away with my overthinking, my compulsive negativity and my lack of ability to control my impulses (especially over text) Is this just how I am? I'm sick of being this person and I'm sick of ruining my own relationships like this. I don't even know if this is an (PI) ADHD issue or whether I'm just a bit broken... (Sorry for the text wall)",1.2975511945392526,3.9603293993174056,3.295418941979527,84.48271885665531,89.47781569965868,6.616006825938567,20.294283276450514,7.822599999999999,1.2592280546075083,1186,38,229,27,40,398,169,293,0.159,0.762,0.08,-0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,1,2,19,12,1,0,15,0,20,4,2,7,4,46,37,21,1,7,6,0,1,3,2,3,2,0,0,2,16,13,0,3,9,0,0,5,7,6,1,0,3,4,45,6,28,29,8,33,0,1,3,0,26,12,0,4,18,164,61,1,0.12431457701981802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940196359427202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28088017458972697,0.12328665608033892,0.08692364271014315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679763729575435,0.09559023624734896,0.10379747918819694,0.0,0.13729568341810602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135719320912477,0.0,0.0,0.2775523625063089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394293688107666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272169733905311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210860568289073,0.0,0.10474039278293894,0.0,0.22345185195042533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285718537632427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272425424953213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960451338298699,0.0,0.0,0.1192538699444063,0.07065083895091423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332544053756535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975212046761014,0.0,0.0,0.1375356607355092,0.0,0.06832004042303721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220146888015207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878587054074726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138551792812524,0.18435536735181846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166608092327001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462057254536858,0.11867233025300825,0.08618407504054107,0.10854669361693924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963910129556717,0.0,0.0,0.1334673322875784,0.0,0.2123279390632314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906262282225063,0.11317132198985495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973479314687326,0.0,0.12672305596786834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915999118936054,0.08799049745824364,0.0,0.0,0.20786510565369445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693818155780706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258908111298577,0.07965576135168405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440143757330555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971765514560653,0.0,0.11177373432133084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359184747419302,0.0,0.0 adhd,cancerofpassion,2019/06/14,"How on earth do you overcome blurting? I’m in my early 30s, just diagnosed 6 months ago. Been on Vyvanse the whole time, and while I know it works, I still feel like I’m getting used to it such that I still have a really hard time knowing what to do with all that mental breathing room. I don’t really have any support system outside of therapy, which averages about every other week. No family support at all, and I’ve always had very few friends. The ones I thought I did have have been shutting me out, and stuff I thought I’d shared in confidence has been spread around so even though I’m probably fucking things up, I still don’t feel like I can trust them. Anyway, I realize more and more as time goes on how much of a problem I have with blurting and not being able to slow my brain/mouth down to be in sync. I’m not a psychopath, so knowing the ways I’ve upset people inadvertently is upsetting enough that sometimes I can hardly get past that. But when I say stupid shit, everyone thinks I’m doing it on purpose. Because I’m smart and able to otherwise function as an adult, I’m often written off as “you’re smarter than that.” It’s really getting in my way at work. I’ve asked for years to be able to work nights simply because our open office is so distracting and stressful to me, that that’s how I feel awkward or anxious and end up blurting. It’s taken almost 5 years and I now get to work nights one night a week. And I feel like a shitty choosing beggar, but because that’s so disruptive to my sleep schedule it actually feels worse. It’s the same reason I’ve been a night owl all my life—it’s SO much easier to focus and feel calm. I’m sorry this is so all over the place—I’m just really at a loss for how to try and curb blurting. I’ve tried headphones, but ultimately someone needs something from me an off they come. I know that I should “simply” not open the pressure valve on my brain, but doing so in a loud open office during the day time feels so fucking impossible I just feel hopeless. And then let’s suppose I do better and am able to control it more—how on earth do I overcome people’s perception of me as the asshole that doesn’t give a shit how anyone feels and says whatever he wants?",5.239678902849633,5.295431241685146,5.864134023158416,82.77076291368975,68.06873614190687,8.721392789685472,30.229202595056247,8.401726058763845,2.0559745585940705,1754,61,359,23,27,571,220,451,0.102,0.816,0.081,-0.8454,0,0,1,0,0,1,35.0,1,1,2,7,28,25,5,6,19,0,32,8,5,8,4,73,72,41,0,4,11,0,11,3,1,1,1,3,1,1,24,23,0,2,20,0,1,1,7,14,0,2,10,14,35,11,49,57,12,58,0,2,0,2,12,27,4,3,30,225,59,4,0.2998407656153375,0.0,0.07315033367253486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644768684035862,0.0,0.07506180371372584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062372884183722624,0.0,0.0,0.050975500649099385,0.0,0.0,0.08468367971614395,0.0,0.052413908740823724,0.0,0.0,0.06673046283287938,0.07007766008055771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708511077330585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629619772135056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736072886080436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457156746544973,0.0,0.0,0.08407422865385042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834312215356276,0.0,0.0,0.07608301637525883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663924802202254,0.0774539158423875,0.0,0.04951049945583013,0.0,0.06315719426427559,0.07162767523479406,0.0,0.0,0.0706657971693435,0.0,0.3411191256796844,0.16065472714996118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057914057931807914,0.13859897812082567,0.15665442456279394,0.07190864604120867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342992156314604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478464326873413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665187441877082,0.052946600024756,0.10986528940317808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755422421098864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983250961659915,0.0,0.11020873142397043,0.05558203210880675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813802467594869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158993136047954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155798461741462,0.10393591670221396,0.0,0.07831744555355022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081976467855727,0.07172677957849155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208567231478832,0.07707156136539026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119222705772214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389111853828116,0.0,0.0,0.07501432675758571,0.0,0.06351352692145343,0.05770801756627685,0.07413754602552332,0.0839117971953314,0.0,0.0,0.17958991705538638,0.0,0.08586664598904241,0.0,0.08581148508872448,0.0,0.17012787377322766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572351171574373,0.0,0.0498002203483287,0.048031463891708384,0.07364800746058747,0.11902003768002482,0.1748395616858671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178609889402053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474153768088985,0.0,0.06185000837448507,0.044213463041571685,0.11899982165330872,0.12025708803022493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369037671961695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182876484542488,0.0,0.07639083906882008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654381119531058 adhd,DecorativeLemons,2019/06/14,"Forgot my iPhone passcode that I've entered thousands of times before I was trying to restore an old iPad that I haven't used a long time back to factory settings as I can't remember the passcode from years ago but then I needed to remember my iCloud password and after trying every possible password I can think of, I decided to reset that password using my phone. Which then prompted me to enter my iPhone passcode.....and I drew a blank. I mean I'm always on my phone! I must have entered this code thousands of times. I do use a thumbprint many times but I use the passcode very often as well and it just evaporated from my memory. I now have to wait 15 minutes before I can try again. Sometimes I have an amazing memory for recall on exams and sometimes the most basic information just won't come to me. This strange little holes in my memory really freak me out like I'm getting dementia at age 30. Anyone else ever experience this?",4.453461538461539,6.121099730769231,5.623956043956047,77.89604395604398,70.92307692307692,8.057142857142857,29.48351648351648,8.634040054169528,2.4649736263736264,749,30,131,13,14,249,107,182,0.038,0.884,0.078,0.7844,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,4,2,26,24,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,6,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,2,0,24,3,21,20,1,27,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,17,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393295467832563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633295598790824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775826496559112,0.14325166508496714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750510852787068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793568967137196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043376563928013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679315036637328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646597103458332,0.11779578893648705,0.0,0.0,0.13676081468730045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304485160688831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830400765762111,0.14012615191347633,0.0,0.12372727605676948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174519617953674,0.0,0.15229386206560133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036671973671493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467068696604184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761454602224367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956573980723348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167545049102924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276550940098726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958447646080016,0.0,0.0,0.326096881693586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847650365487455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483003122410425,0.0,0.11535772950448953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570580333839593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003292925822394 adhd,noewhit,2019/06/07,"I got my driver's license today! I had tried to get it at age 18 but my dad didn't have faith in how much (rather, how little) practice I had, and because I go to school out of state, I've had close to zero opportunities to practice more. But I took initiative and a couple months ago scheduled my test for today, practiced as much as I could in the short amount of time I've been home, and I did it! Only missed three points! And didn't get distracted by squirrels and other fun interesting things while driving. I'm just very excited about it considering driving used to be scary for me because I'm so easily distracted, but praise be to Adderall 🙌",5.353846153846156,5.671696192307698,6.087500000000002,80.36125,67.84615384615384,8.961538461538463,30.09615384615385,8.841846274778883,2.2377692307692305,515,18,103,8,8,169,85,130,0.071,0.72,0.21,0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,2,0,11,0,0,3,0,16,20,14,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,2,9,0,11,6,18,8,4,21,2,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,8,66,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934758222029583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661006051509359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426420220915878,0.2415024125441391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806545295425584,0.0,0.1240431503050531,0.0,0.17456381494226464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893427463294549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187555563729157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421440147871145,0.0,0.32089491658943364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599785321730134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063278488484593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089248634014386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500337086119985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727014874140127,0.0,0.4137731296905343,0.0,0.24249677245822215,0.14818536286797518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850802532205,0.0,0.18008875541842373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Paralissa,2019/06/07,"Hyperfixation hopping is exhausting Background: I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 3 (I'm 24 now) and this past November I got diagnosed with Asperger's by my therapist (who is qualified to do so) as well. Does anyone else have issues with ""hyperfixation-hopping""? For example, this past week I've been fixated on Slashers and slasher moves and wanted to design a character related to that concept but I tried to hold off because I was going to see the new Godzilla movie and knew that I was going to be fixated on that next. Guess what happened. And now even that hyperfixation is starting to fade into something else! It frustrates me to no end because there's always a specific thing about the thing I'm fixated on that I desperately need more of but there's just not enough content for what I'm looking for specifically and I usually end up consuming it all in a few days and exhausting myself on it before hopping to the next one. It's like a mental marathon that I can't get a break from. Does anyone else deal with this? How do you handle it?",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,6.631502463054191,73.34410098522169,67.9655172413793,10.134975369458127,33.71182266009852,10.290406445055957,3.7058532019704433,847,39,151,22,14,285,118,203,0.083,0.892,0.025,-0.9018,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,10,5,1,0,8,0,13,4,0,1,1,23,28,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,19,12,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,3,1,1,7,2,12,2,29,20,4,26,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,1,15,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838306191140175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965782450724966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842978814162385,0.2700639009274622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160672972093206,0.0,0.11214152464546116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849920871004289,0.13586720902989524,0.0,0.2675232408071847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306564001150275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302748394321499,0.0,0.23344935992203136,0.13617180000568793,0.0,0.08704445419906613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885357163535681,0.0,0.14979583842744262,0.0,0.10540256738910092,0.0,0.14517887811267086,0.0,0.1165393224648547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755199486511335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438475513026401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066837632028588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328108846749771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006934202959495,0.0,0.0977188212876398,0.0,0.1272812667554887,0.28031517455320804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930267543839371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516123158953331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501763930071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901604869171838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145651825726397,0.0,0.0,0.09327992799606244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530155388338436,0.17510762552822715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894751165981106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514540144026267,0.0,0.07773172965337566,0.0,0.10571204801214487,0.0,0.1184928621899494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IWantThatAutophagy,2019/06/07,"Will going on meds (dexdrine/dextroamphetamine), decrease my IQ? I've been prescribed dexdrine/dextroamphetamine, but am a bit concerned about long-term affects. I've read studies that it causes neural apoptosis, but none are done on humans so I guess even just anecdotal stories would be good to reassure me. My max dose would be 30mg a day, but usually its only 15mg-20mg, and I don't plan to take it on weekends",6.6392207792207785,7.706390584415589,6.200415584415584,78.03776623376625,65.23376623376622,9.276883116883116,36.17922077922079,9.3871,3.4820877922077926,333,16,57,6,5,103,60,77,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,2,0,10,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,6,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941061451236053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27673965315930443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373546694307104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756814091510953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779307863943866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310160523866725,0.2259531154779936,0.0,0.0,0.29676551123367795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840332360183306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992336323986066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488465289087546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26946476665387586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254915654138408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966970803301556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38273650388457703,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ninja-fish,2019/06/07,"When I was a kid, my doctor said I'd likely fail school. Now, I've graduated with an honours degree while running a business. This was meant to be short, lol. So first: Tl;dr: Was likely to fail school without meds. Luckily, my parents medicated me, and I've graduated from a 4 year degree while letting my ADHD impulsively throw me in to starting a business. Meds are good kids, but you can also be competent without them in the right situations, play to your strengths. - - - - - - - - - - Well, more specifically be told my mother I'd fall through a rigid school system that wasn't built for me if I wasn't medicated. And he was right, before medication I was failing hard and the education system didn't really have a response. I was going to fall through. Luckily my parents got me diagnosed and medicated. I made it through school and into university, where I did 3 years unmedicated (because my dose stopped helping and I kept forgetting to actually fix that). I learned to work off my meds around deadlines, and now to forgive myself for needing to work in stupid high stress ways because it let me achieve solid results while playing to my strengths. I went back on Ritalin for my fourth year of study for my honours degree because I got asked if I wanted to start a business from scratch, while I was still studying full time, with no prior business knowledge. I couldn't rely on deadlines anymore. Luckily my ADHD ass had an impulse driven lack of risk management so of course I started the business, and it's been so worth it. I wanted to share my story to tell everyone that you can make it through this. ADHD is a bitch, and medication is often a necessary side effect ridden solution to fitting in to rigid systems, but it doesn't mean you can't follow and achieve your goals. I switch on and off the meds now at times, largely because I forget, but I wouldn't be where I am without the ADHD to bring me into stupid situations. And to parents, don't be scared of medication. I wouldn't have come this far without them, and being medicated was the single best decision my parents could have made for me. Yes, giving your kids drugs is scary, but so long as they react well to them it can be absolutely life changing.",7.1099122807017565,7.2576721722488085,7.434557416267942,72.78148524720893,64.11961722488039,9.93317384370016,36.79465709728868,9.621722640351123,3.5524972886762365,1760,81,311,31,24,575,202,418,0.138,0.725,0.13699999999999998,-0.353,4,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,6,4,17,17,25,3,5,17,2,41,14,1,6,0,56,65,30,0,10,10,5,2,2,0,2,13,1,0,3,13,19,0,4,7,2,1,11,14,11,2,1,24,3,51,14,53,28,5,60,0,3,0,1,27,23,2,3,24,221,64,17,0.0,0.0,0.0665173652975457,0.0,0.327675261211959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545100165582029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759949177238063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067962167608688,0.06372330898233296,0.0,0.0,0.052413226168708506,0.0,0.1662064032130982,0.0,0.05800178841324625,0.0,0.07153298139454599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210753507571964,0.05871648597205367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442269896672284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918412451579008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976783411393997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904757031602411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513277520148407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057979508797514186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538826874238701,0.0387386677375846,0.057171984912431174,0.10903253600740127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106076033311245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04568829759141648,0.07201807092751869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940280175015352,0.04814562228623249,0.06660210757631059,0.0,0.0,0.06032220972569384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899517060589955,0.045499406987994116,0.0,0.0,0.07424961237522099,0.3028554075139771,0.4806701540901655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054208433706104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302748280141697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366703537876247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642185152948135,0.06483872932428246,0.0,0.06824316691210723,0.2759388362200018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323638907834344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473860589827756,0.0,0.054435149810826165,0.056987414316133835,0.07808061523952646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059577564865432274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949291827692759,0.0,0.0,0.06513277520148407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040873977065614,0.05410470608849671,0.0,0.0,0.12257364866315044,0.06318788832199097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628272327465123,0.0,0.09924711565345312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168442919024395 adhd,Kpakpo13,2019/06/07,"I think I’ve discovered the perfect 1:1 comparison for what ADHD is like At least for inattentive. I’m sure it works for the others as well. When someone goes through trauma or just a very troubling event like a serious breakup or the death of a loved one, he might stop eating, have trouble sleeping and act impulsively in a breakup by randomly texting her at random hours. We do the same thing in a sense but do not need an emotional trigger for us to do so. It’s like that all the time for us. And we don’t necessarily need to be sad to act this way. We might do the same when we’re happy, curious or just neutrally emotionless. I can stay for hours in my room but instead of going through a breakup I‘m thinking of every single Black Mirror episode(great tv show) and how the themes and lessons can relate to the people’s lives around me in some way or another for hours. I don’t have to be emotionally unstable for this to happen and that’s what makes ADHD so hard. Or at least one reason. I think this is a great comparison to explain to a neurotypical person for them to understand because most people have gone through at least one type of trauma in their life. That experience may have happened years ago but if they can picture losing the emotional pain but still having the same symptoms their entire life, maybe they can understand what you’re going through.",8.331005244755241,7.21935360984849,7.929242424242425,74.38405594405596,62.1439393939394,11.153379953379952,36.595571095571096,10.214889679676881,3.5349158508158496,1099,43,207,20,13,349,145,264,0.127,0.773,0.1,-0.6734,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,5,0,5,4,11,17,0,0,19,0,22,7,1,4,3,49,39,21,1,3,13,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,1,1,13,9,1,1,8,2,0,5,3,8,1,3,1,2,17,9,38,33,10,30,0,2,1,1,15,11,0,13,14,148,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495911364702399,0.0,0.09204794437042152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108885352788216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243966528753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329993438191557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106254301075146,0.0,0.3504182598243721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874897258379652,0.0,0.0,0.10157550019738007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802939373824026,0.0,0.0,0.22896805684644184,0.0,0.0,0.18365083732088716,0.11053967060232084,0.09302029398807883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067846147770084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669060505870266,0.1521930187204304,0.0,0.09169267196260096,0.0,0.0,0.11617046150338073,0.0,0.0,0.09371970480474187,0.0,0.06931404376914227,0.0,0.10432129339128628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031577960005488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399217167147408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109412821842694,0.0,0.11049314094459592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397924041628718,0.09066913167725424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676487219407743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391504813336863,0.0,0.08798334254856753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067968342935797,0.08292680292653111,0.08681493653842642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786802396515723,0.10792957792147044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898671918062142,0.1996095451880453,0.0,0.0,0.06054997176378276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620232100510567,0.2498136039669087,0.0,0.0,0.08567892128197943,0.0,0.16484680632977058,0.0,0.0,0.0933646811113706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559679756023838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686959158988284 adhd,corpio,2019/06/07,"Finding medications in US. Hello people. I have a long term problem here. I have adhd I have prescribed concerta back in my country with universal healthcare everything was easy I was taking my meds. but currently I am in USA when I came first I had 3 months of supply. To be honest I was planning to quit medications after they are finished. They finished last month. I can now see I am not ready to drop them yet. Currently in America I have no idea how can I get my meds here. Unfortunately I don't have insurance(also I don't need insurance other than psychiatrist visit and getting my meds from pharmacy) when I check internet retail prices are hundreds for 1 month supply and psychiatrist visit also cost more than 500 dollars as I understand correct. Looks like you have to have insurance here to get healthcare here but I am not a citizen or permanent resident I will go back. I don't want to pay hundres for insurance just for meds. Do I have other chance? What is the cheapest non-illegal way to get my pills. Ps. I am also kinda physician btw. Thanks.",2.9857937584803267,5.738069815920402,4.645818634102215,78.02726255088197,79.69651741293531,8.032654907281772,28.041836273179555,8.841846274778883,2.8310577114427864,847,38,147,22,22,284,119,201,0.062,0.838,0.10099999999999999,0.8187,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,3,3,14,4,0,0,3,0,27,4,0,1,1,19,40,11,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,6,4,6,1,0,1,5,2,31,3,21,33,2,28,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,2,19,109,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545797748195692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103322562211273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892997972089635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794614147597135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625474034312692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822691350334665,0.11002816800659868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703278206562076,0.0,0.07351467321098634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602455161237612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544050793986197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319567062556802,0.0,0.0,0.1144739299087074,0.10862450660025552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747310791478015,0.26062043330659257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097466025780221,0.0,0.0,0.09591410934961657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967754957585702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377399527818338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758355348520274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103078129748192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097257863685286,0.0,0.0,0.11909148270375006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466173529109313,0.15559654148537752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629614765780789,0.10267492455382768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Clairemydia,2019/06/07,"Question: Mum chose to not put me on meds as a child, now I’m an adult do you recommend them? My ADHD has got a lot worse as times gone on. Also which medication should I query at my GPS office do you think? Thankyou Guys :)",-0.9364741641337382,1.185229212765961,1.3392097264437697,97.42000000000002,97.29787234042551,4.387841945288755,15.224924012158056,6.1826913282559595,-0.6081161094224923,171,4,40,2,7,57,40,47,0.062,0.821,0.11699999999999999,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668888551270604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441333836924552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441613819694453,0.0,0.0,0.3022765307752161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595392850967472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390987568633305,0.3075388408731615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30689207400400786,0.3419849766673971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956119610714016,0.0,0.0,0.17801200902051198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31110777451697297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,atpartyinbathroom,2019/06/07,"How common are seizures on Wellbutrin? Hey all! Finally got on meds for this bullshit :D Doctors decided to start me on Wellbutrin. Come to find that this was the same medication that gave my mom a seizure like a decade ago. (She was also going through big depresso and was switching medications at the time though.) I took 150mg about three hours ago, and I feel fine outside of a little tension (like a leeeeeettle tension) in my left shoulder. That said. Anxiety. Hi. I know that Wellbutrin is known to cause seizures, but like, *how* known? I'm kinda spooked tbh – gonna try to get off this and onto something else next month unless I can get some peace in this thread 😂",3.5175721784776925,5.941508362204728,3.4036417322834644,89.51023950131236,75.61417322834646,6.1230971128608935,28.69356955380577,7.1686216300943375,1.5313049868766409,530,23,102,6,12,160,92,127,0.044000000000000004,0.843,0.113,0.8662,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,0,6,4,1,3,1,19,19,9,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,2,8,4,17,11,3,23,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,12,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31692228449287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295537917433682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675193596273816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363713846423171,0.0,0.1539870659726743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296980646265526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933216158407167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903871047831017,0.0,0.0,0.19582431040531506,0.1633846264093106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679084430596815,0.0,0.10159418919313626,0.0,0.14297177391823793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604391136849992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824255756174492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942247191774034,0.0,0.0,0.26200128371494696,0.17916582517087554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985635501042776,0.3601664872121094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093631211271353,0.14268559626606164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901147133073383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004297046650124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761921317591214,0.0,0.0,0.12652819667409348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563210912694088,0.0,0.10423717503203232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861042644643265,0.12136721579417464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,A1za91,2019/06/07,"Urine testing for adhd? Going to get some ekg work and urine testing before being seen by a psychiatrist. Had a 2 hour long assessment with psychologist today and from the results, was almost confident I am dealing with “combined ADHD”. I did mention I didn’t do drugs, which I don’t BUT I do smoke vape (5% nicotine). Does anyone know if this will show on urine sample, if so, is it something that I, or they, will be concerned about? Haven’t done any hardcore drugs I.e Cocaine, meth, acid. Have tried Cannabis but this was many years ago. And will it affect the route if which the psychiatrist will prescribe me medication? Need answers. Thanks",3.33263736263736,6.166333563025216,3.6472268907563037,85.21779573367812,78.91596638655463,5.6783451842275365,25.96056884292179,7.010146845296331,1.3378760180995473,510,20,90,6,13,158,86,119,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.7464,0,0,6,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,19,6,3,2,0,18,25,10,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,8,1,8,12,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,5,58,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670546716096303,0.0,0.1722473924285162,0.0,0.1945771263901624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213999586833647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586867409370262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534666755081415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032891753119506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004524964709686,0.19885040430741566,0.0,0.0,0.4506844594729187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015209009764279,0.0,0.11043296751699863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135987697844026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678974116696846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196153136490086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970036177590109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957506344550538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408116447486485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495921983242441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889797052119655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841866901886489,0.0,0.0,0.13192626375458252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146270560151394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513166766403486 adhd,tinyginger,2019/06/07,"The curse of ADHD memory Something has been bugging me all day. I knew there was something very important about today, but couldn’t figure out what it was. I’ve been racking my brain ALL day with no success. Ran through my friends and family’s birthdays and anniversaries. Nothing. Checked my smoke detectors to see if that was the day I needed to swap out the batteries. Not it. Even double checked my cat’s rabies vaccine schedule. Nope. Just got home and logged into Reddit. It’s my cake day 😂😂😂",2.509573863636362,5.2471175520833375,3.1782196969696983,87.8205681818182,81.8125,5.990909090909091,26.43560606060606,7.348242739294969,1.6037833333333331,399,17,73,6,11,125,69,96,0.052000000000000005,0.838,0.11,0.7715,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,2,17,12,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,8,1,8,2,9,3,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,6,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759429222149893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631728035936363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5923099249782822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516532182446082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645298832245405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739375210300207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363764472858105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303144815966111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025063650177152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203140512443896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829670036873676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535252796328524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764053166881844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944977169569055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leaving_again,2019/06/07,"Looking for tips to learn guitar with adhd I have picked up and started learning the guitar many times over a couple of decades. I never get past learning a few cords. Maybe a little riff or tow per attempt. I never seem to get to the point where I have some momentum that would encourage me to make further progress. I am wondering if there might be some good learning tips and tricks specific to the adhd mind.",6.085063291139242,6.813557759493673,5.807443037974688,81.56762025316458,66.34177215189875,8.345316455696205,32.255696202531645,8.238735603445708,2.397266329113924,329,13,60,4,5,102,57,79,0.019,0.865,0.11599999999999999,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,2,20,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,10,10,3,11,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,7,5,40,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048323064924338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239503638510398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946480235597035,0.0,0.0,0.1761638330787719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050599431770006,0.0,0.0,0.1763729372298511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019716037659008,0.212938220696698,0.21100412420004533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280944096233174,0.21207119026616905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239773336347494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049812183577911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854695212054765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912041118284432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866084994000986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247062269860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277693952952901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919982280581134,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tttt1232,2019/06/07,"I just wanna be done with this I'm so sad and bored all the time, I feel like I'm living in my own head. I don't study nor work and my only way to cope is keeping my mind busy and try not to think but I'm so exhausted, I don't feel happy, I just don't want to wake up anymore. Currently 1am and I just want to sleep but my mind won't shut up and it seems like I'll be awake all night(as usual).",-1.5477659574468101,0.004749755319151561,1.2568510638297887,102.794,88.6808510638298,4.611063829787233,14.719148936170216,5.6839178017228535,-1.1586391489361698,303,5,85,2,10,105,57,94,0.16699999999999998,0.778,0.055,-0.8482,1,0,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,2,24,18,10,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,2,10,3,9,14,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840760320270236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253703290226466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270840395192254,0.15733136246586446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443744970169755,0.0,0.0,0.2260180890657862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957493068120676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151851486246501,0.0,0.19446589676010115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447362304854491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066696311042624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749378123063716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048785467081304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038765573727526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111360037838033,0.0,0.0,0.12841707309658829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495207695083873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255069944675695,0.0,0.25979307934729384,0.17480721924011988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032905045824966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Igrotzny,2019/06/07,"Inattentive ADHD is starting the day... by putting your toothpaste on your comb. It’s a wonder I don’t inadvertently poison myself somedays.",6.942499999999999,9.662881583333338,7.281666666666666,64.23000000000002,66.5,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.94265,114,6,15,2,2,37,23,24,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635470334553423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024126315945199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713910370376905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33190182124724205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085204151153179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imaginethecave,2019/06/07,"I feel things deeply and suddenly, so I just wanted to give a shoutout to all my ADHD brothers and sisters who cry like pregnant women... ...and if you're pregnant with ADHD, just know everything will be okay :)",4.755384615384617,6.498013256410258,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.28205128205127,7.2512820512820495,30.948717948717945,7.793537801064563,2.1873179487179484,163,7,29,2,3,51,32,39,0.073,0.753,0.174,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,6,5,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7490267483405906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423060531450341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800689663819235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575672502542496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989396400239647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126126221318025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224451148982082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070301801470725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838048336814179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stromanthe,2019/06/07,"Managing people in a work environment Hi Everyone, I have been asked if I want to be the head person for the volunteer job I do at a small festival every summer. I would be training and supervising about 6 people. I am beyond overjoyed to be asked as I care a lot about the project etc, but I have never been in charge of people. I know I am kind and know what I'm doing etc, but I am concerned that my issues with eye contact and general awkwardness will get in the way of this and I really want to do a good job and project confidence. I am obviously going to practice eye contact and read about team leadership etc, but if anyone has any advice on this stuff it would be gratefully received. Thank you.",6.059071428571428,5.901901478571428,7.165000000000003,74.86250000000003,66.35714285714286,10.714285714285717,32.5,10.411451182825502,3.294071428571428,557,21,107,13,8,189,84,140,0.013999999999999999,0.779,0.207,0.9786,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,8,0,19,3,3,0,2,22,30,12,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,14,5,18,21,4,12,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,3,2,81,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819932980012246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313325814072767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604343481670972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835612133262693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462636438506694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074193153937328,0.0,0.0,0.12777917110298548,0.14491658592745446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923552001252987,0.0,0.0861912524768463,0.12720429673963413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564579334765197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829249787677502,0.3009961299509689,0.0,0.0,0.15792941492620366,0.1666955393812531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893498032671238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696869943265376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154235738006033,0.1324227088310241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169994919434632,0.0,0.0971565800027424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736131657443757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962714659835962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890470673552855,0.12037978214038465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040949137476593,0.0,0.0,0.21546827407195251,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThatOneBarofSoap,2019/06/07,"Trying to understand I'm trying my best to get my shit together and it's been so damn hard. I took up a new job, recently, that is entirely different from any of the jobs I've ever worked and it's given me a better idea of what's blocking me from performing efficiently. When I'm medicated, I learn things faster, solve problems, create my own efficient processes, and implement creative ideas in daily tasks. Hell, I have a big project starting next month and I already have a shit ton of ideas on how to track progress and team management. However, there is just one thing that continues to fuck me up: Understanding verbal directions. &#x200B; Under the effects of my meds, the directions coming out of my visor's mouth are surprisingly in english. See, that's great and all, but I still don't know what the fuck to do 5 seconds after hearing them. When I don't know what the fuck to do, my anxiety flares up. I always turn into this sweaty dude who is on the verge of panicking. How do I improve upon this? Should I bring a notepad to write this shit down? It's starting to knock down my confidence.",5.6141851106639855,6.519229375586858,6.18770288397049,77.79813380281692,67.45070422535211,10.029376257545273,32.11569416498995,10.125756701596842,3.2355891348088535,879,36,165,21,14,286,129,213,0.165,0.713,0.121,-0.9185,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,7,9,13,8,0,11,0,13,8,4,3,2,28,32,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,9,0,1,9,1,0,3,2,9,0,2,3,3,20,4,30,28,4,31,1,0,1,3,5,15,8,0,13,111,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148322972560034,0.0,0.09914101924423124,0.12909724899693445,0.14477835571489442,0.08102500240249526,0.0,0.0911482050846917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503890207259738,0.10537708332921757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263580234426566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244847256688162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777655533298082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304523464868125,0.06225012488811204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313615391367944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673356936794068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428891391520945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035121454773837,0.0,0.0,0.2364728177126021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096169676343727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234701987824612,0.12002948481105005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951031215721452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507427375601262,0.1267156823496546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073804403819633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400893397156273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176446775521322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494585402985044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669123821398077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866771118456286,0.0,0.09515207158724716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831381436130793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237826400227468,0.1617878942317821,0.12959925228094293,0.0,0.2480753869630381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674145920699766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477835571489442,0.0 adhd,TheArbiterV36,2019/06/07,"Is Emotional Support Possible After a Certain Point (chronically invalidating environment during childhood) Anyone else find that after having NO genuine emotional support (and a lot of excessive punishment and humiliation) during their childhood that they simply CAN'T get close enough to anyone else for their support to be meaningful? I can't attach. It's reached the point of toxicity, because when I'm at my darkest, I'm unable to trust enough to reach out. Anyone else like this?",8.52111111111111,10.971256111111114,8.758950617283954,56.31027777777783,61.96296296296296,10.8320987654321,39.425925925925924,10.864195022040775,5.354051851851851,399,21,50,11,6,131,58,81,0.114,0.6409999999999999,0.245,0.853,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,1,7,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,11,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017127205986506,0.4421196470527071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767885115189558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36046035756392375,0.32358401572924994,0.0,0.2972344838896338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314601405600806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514645406809031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026920941305434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222811003872916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719360782725563,0.16214933677826113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896576584242136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bliv_,2019/06/07,Help with taking adderall XR Have been taking adderall XR for 7 years. Couldn’t ever swallow the pill so I would twist it open and take all the tiny white dots from a spoon and chug it down with water. Is this safe and the best way for me?,4.612933333333338,4.532198960000001,4.361999999999998,93.47433333333336,69.4,6.666666666666668,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.12233333333333316,188,3,43,0,3,57,40,50,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8827,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,2,11,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,6,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34969552949833826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014180303885867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335142624610632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7516235594092018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449580983648724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367110765255833,0.0,0.0,0.21458379661440946 adhd,Philomelia,2019/06/07,"Assessment day nervousness So... I‘m having my assessment at an ADHD adult clinic on Monday and am starting to get a little nervous. I have no idea what to expect or how long it‘s going to take. They didn’t ask me to bring any school records or something similar, but I already translated them weeks ago (I‘m from Germany but live in the UK now), so I‘ll bring them anyway, just in case. I‘m just so nervous about being taken seriously. If I can make myself understood. I‘m afraid of seeming like I already diagnosed myself. Of being to tired (it’s at 9:30 in the morning and I’m NOT a morning person). Of being to foggy in my head or to nervous to listen to the questions and answering them properly. About forgetting important questions, memories, attributes and quirks. I’m afraid of focusing on the wrong topics. I’m afraid of downplaying everything in the interview. I’m also afraid of exaggerating or making it seem like i’m exaggerating. I’m afraid „waisting“ the interview and coming up with the good, the real answers as soon as I’m out the door. I‘m afraid of being told „Nope, that’s not it but we don’t have any other explanation either.“?Or worse: „You are perfectly normal. Just deal with it“... I KNOW that I will be taken seriously. I KNOW that I have 4 pages of notes that I‘ll be taking with me. I KNOW that they know how to talk to people who are nervous and foggy in their head. I KNOW that it will NOT be the end if the answer is „no“. It‘s just that... I think I’m putting so much hope in this diagnosis. In finally having an answer that would explain it ALL.",2.547335526315788,5.0876898519736855,4.145921052631582,82.25894736842106,79.75657894736842,7.089473684210527,24.63157894736842,8.17850203761792,1.8147486842105256,1241,46,228,25,32,413,154,304,0.1,0.8270000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.4283,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,6,1,16,19,0,11,15,0,22,5,2,5,2,58,61,24,0,6,16,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,2,20,12,0,0,17,0,0,5,6,14,0,0,5,1,24,5,41,46,3,30,0,0,0,0,20,15,0,11,12,157,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531586168648934,0.0,0.11296824113552917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812673402739499,0.1019140561354297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332770855265198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913958752565305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977863565756968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218852664967419,0.1313854749439851,0.0,0.12934934154815894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287438392134998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145352301846794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960474854878208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665823584328619,0.0,0.0724273263466078,0.10689097614780738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615812706120115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657709015048632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386471968518652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501896040590983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452190182372275,0.12772877851449976,0.11253222380445263,0.11278075950744497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701349370515058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368337062398686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486455135933948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835113951270401,0.11127605728647301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811281924869125,0.2855248682700484,0.0,0.0,0.14505509580523146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289765066134367,0.0,0.23203394022061194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810985985927408,0.0,0.0,0.09020298370747247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163866817965808,0.10243178053445984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165867395876515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647401310989086,0.0,0.12177478062316725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222501613557816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298726733588924,0.09053001641751204,0.13933609101947633,0.0,0.0 adhd,jagoorlover,2019/06/07,"My mom doesn't want me to get help So I want to say, I cant be confident in saying I have adhd, since it's not a formal diagnosis I've gotten more of a(from therapist) ""oh yeah you could have adhd"" so keep that in mind. Other than that, I personally would fucking love to get an actual diagnosis, and idk fucking help for it, but my mom disagrees, you see she thinks that it wouldn't make a difference, and she also doesn't believe in medication for disorders and I just. want. help? but I don't know how to get to the therapist without her help. And it's not like what it could be affecting is a minor inconvience, since it makes me have a terrible fucking time with my emotions, having them constantly go from one to another, I have shit tier focus and lastly, my grades. I literally cannot for the life of me get good grades no matter how hard I try, and (I hope people aren't sugarcoating things) lots tell me I'm not stupid even, I can answer questions I shouldn't be able to(grade too high and stuff), I can figure things out quickly, I can do everything but the actual work that counts. Sit me down to do just one simple block of minus and plus equations and I might take 10 minutes, 20 minutes, an hour even, even though sometimes it takes under 5 minutes. And, with how I want to try my hand at a career that would need that I can actually get good grades, it's absolute hell. Going back onto the other two points, those are terrible for my relationships, my mom and I have a terrible one, my friends and I have had several arguments worse than they shouldve, and it's just generally stressful. Counting onto the fact my mom isn't that good of a parent, I have terrible anxiety, and I feel so trapped and helpless.. I really just feel like shit, constantly, and all I want to do is get help for my obvious disorders but it's so insanely hard. Lastly, my mom doesn't believe medicating for mental disorders is any good and that's even worse because therapy doesn't work, at all, I feel better for a few hours maybe but then it goes to same-same, and if medication then works, I want it! because I don't want to feel like absolute trash all the time, I want to feel fucking okay for once but to my mom that's too much to ask for. That's all, sorry for formatting issues, spelling mistakes, and any nonsense that might be in this, I just wanted to let it out since I'm starting to feel bad with how much I vent to friends.",4.19847857661583,5.201065006172843,5.353841684822079,82.13758169934644,70.74897119341564,9.009828128782377,27.874364560639076,9.325443323948027,2.2448530137981124,1907,66,390,40,34,633,207,486,0.195,0.69,0.11599999999999999,-0.9895,1,1,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,2,4,23,29,8,1,16,2,43,12,3,7,6,91,86,39,0,19,16,7,9,3,2,6,4,2,0,1,32,25,0,2,11,0,0,2,17,16,0,4,2,12,53,13,51,71,9,30,1,1,1,5,29,14,7,6,16,263,85,7,0.05796283463734899,0.0,0.16969009609990754,0.0,0.13932012669647745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046352857918092634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883343036737993,0.06077908598991333,0.0443414098463169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418742597839665,0.0,0.0,0.04456984200386191,0.048396545812966166,0.07066721200669497,0.0,0.0,0.13060853156756555,0.0,0.05126341693694065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527446513744386,0.0,0.0925572139582853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055882543554724,0.1992912904766812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652003873827624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313562246982435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520932583068964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584650468574994,0.0828173212928882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956388451557558,0.21434282648622036,0.18169913262143472,0.0,0.06588322935690766,0.19446590266298214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384662954814478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942563312664935,0.06124091717480936,0.0,0.057570173319707575,0.11416343278776413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049814014418053,0.0,0.05152003065705505,0.0,0.0,0.031854858057604976,0.09449489285184792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059270925518885326,0.04094086426902863,0.08495313956382397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927792923809236,0.05231372128036272,0.0,0.07738128441843545,0.0,0.058231458127710314,0.0,0.0,0.17517437369294658,0.05841290431024634,0.1229788155188464,0.058525939636944115,0.40731222831676456,0.0,0.0,0.08521870549536571,0.0429787074391834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172852718649763,0.1178313505206559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436086842576459,0.0,0.0,0.04018413133603301,0.050610911474578135,0.0,0.0,0.054793613976146585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493164021171094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713247609189189,0.0,0.0,0.062230392415201126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218874512290356,0.0,0.0,0.04618887473246855,0.0,0.0,0.06548150467526682,0.11899603361384675,0.14384236735026326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057326725562182136,0.0648846478893458,0.041026392689388236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663962312411073,0.0,0.06635357817307615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716167616702362,0.0,0.05066207228839584,0.0,0.0662855529189369,0.13459863699810312,0.07701586356424553,0.03714024399892984,0.056948190737809615,0.0,0.06759719000361375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870591987673572,0.0,0.056621267111409426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30769183470933137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587410418182687,0.0,0.12659290185005634,0.0,0.11813816079791555,0.08235026938280607,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AwkwardPiece,2019/06/07,"Tell me your success story and give me hope, please? I love my family and they love me, but I'm so sick and tired of being the butt of jokes. I'm always called lazy and I'm notorious for not remembering things. There's other stuff too but I'm so riled up right now that I can't focus enough to remember it and write it out...They think I consciously make these decisions. It hurts because I know it's so much more than that, but until I provide proof - like a diagnosis - they won't understand. I know I'm capable of so much more, but I keep getting in my own way. I'll be taking the Quotient movement test in the next couple of weeks. My therapist seemed pretty convinced I have ADHD but she wants me to be tested anyway... Hopefully, I can get the help I need after that and be able to be a better version of myself. Can anyone relate or share what it's like on the other side?",3.408720781980449,4.391588248618788,4.964861878453043,84.26550786230347,72.59116022099448,8.000169995750106,23.86782830429239,8.384062270229773,1.31719260518487,687,18,144,11,13,232,112,181,0.105,0.672,0.223,0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,2,8,12,0,0,7,0,10,5,1,1,1,30,32,17,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,9,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,22,11,16,26,7,13,0,1,0,3,12,6,1,4,7,96,36,3,0.1493165508082388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944947746810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424333177194663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440560410785274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102198346658406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205835510909228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246889296641414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521592342313005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428391181489598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407623552692962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602346996788308,0.1432380414067962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008373654895517,0.0,0.0,0.2966100524004458,0.0,0.0,0.15984645587857846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327194110394533,0.0,0.0,0.1641209427181028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589704890919264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26952803362360145,0.0,0.09966995712651837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195296908531782,0.11071633044116368,0.0,0.0,0.1587998457438979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390473386878246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190861244097795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338293089087487,0.1275155185384632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359321799183681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709317270036418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226746353376657,0.0,0.13050924679978532,0.0,0.0,0.17336802406051338,0.09919928154722324,0.09567601661984956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716174098021062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544379532236965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807077032513197,0.1185205279182273,0.11977273042286694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Origami11,2019/06/07,"Inattentive ADHD It’s ruining my life. I’m sick of being labelled daydreamer or spacey or lazy. I’m sick of things not going in my head and getting left behind. I’m sick of my brain not functioning how I want it to. I can’t multitask, i can’t cope with any stressful environment, I can’t do anything that requires me to work at a normal human pace. It’s not fair. It’s not fair. I can’t organise. I can’t think rationally.",0.2911848825332015,2.6082988539325878,3.2103983656792643,86.45643513789581,88.5505617977528,6.831869254341166,22.6976506639428,8.00094639256281,1.5397101123595505,334,13,70,8,11,118,54,89,0.26899999999999996,0.731,0.0,-0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,7,6,2,1,0,13,14,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,9,13,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,41,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597388286525317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355598700255284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463246858464289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33415344542898123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638858669434108,0.0,0.17011724234456427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072009326462372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252250338727004,0.0,0.21142700491866595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29328175172708026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428837314461399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886284346140626,0.19179982374193535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655373647393546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791722085007087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JordanRedditting,2019/06/07,"My brain has everything important written on the walls in invisible ink, and my consciousness is a lighthouse revealing today’s forgotten text Took a Celexa for my anxiety and ADD for the first time today then had a panic attack at work mid meeting, left and had this epiphany. Additional detail. Sometimes there is a ton of writing. Like blocks of text, but that lighthouse keeps turning baby. Better write that shit on a google doc fast!!!!",6.5065384615384625,8.684111705128206,6.121025641025642,74.33230769230771,66.56410256410257,9.302564102564103,33.51282051282051,9.725611199111238,3.5960358974358986,355,16,56,8,6,110,60,78,0.172,0.745,0.083,-0.7592,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,7,0,5,2,2,0,0,12,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,2,8,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,7,34,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806218368569984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686067320899187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881818063088675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26357441384996183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219848525044732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008331919797051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986347985908935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25653183842615673,0.0,0.0,0.11535035510424704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770216557444436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236128535971002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335166722917911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767636919012394,0.0,0.4476052140080167,0.0,0.2623244767334126,0.0,0.25681750924801144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188930576380212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,em578,2019/06/07,"Ideas to remember meds I forgot to take my meds today while heading to work, and just happened to be lucky I had a short shift because it just spiraled into overstimulation and a whole mess, and wiped me out for the rest of the day. Does anyone have ideas for making my meds more obvious/in the way so I don't forget? I work retail, so overstimulation needs to be avoided at all costs, and it's the main thing my meds really help stop I don't want to keep them in my work bag (it's adderal, I don't have any kind of locker at work yet, so it would just be n in the break room used by a few hundred of employees), and I'm currently keeping it on the counter next to my keys",4.891901408450703,4.312600126760569,5.957852112676058,83.96241197183102,68.85915492957747,9.071830985915494,28.31338028169014,8.472884824447931,1.6763915492957744,526,15,119,7,8,176,85,142,0.064,0.878,0.057999999999999996,0.0354,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,7,4,0,1,9,0,10,1,1,2,1,26,20,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,5,3,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,13,2,20,14,6,18,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,7,77,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407644776700896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673106266996503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433123166410983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921833328289501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210629146862747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233426036410053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197751154186256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927268825757706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123397153287239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459272138977568,0.0,0.1440605932754105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234351883217376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146615061284679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257790652146848,0.0,0.0,0.14712694746505875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862462108369823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671309160537927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565905394079933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401502049319583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919074411968106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113084668305755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948198272574853,0.0,0.0,0.08159695331020722,0.10980844095200336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445249686240106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402854828231141,0.0,0.0,0.09827329319664307,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aflorek601,2019/06/07,"How do you switch psychiatrists? I’ve been seeing the same psychiatrist for over 2 years and I really hate him. I’m scared of him and when I try to speak up to him it doesn’t go well. He’s very knowledgeable about ADHD and is great with those meds but he tries to medicate me for other issues even though I don’t want to be. I tried to tell him long ago that the antidepressants he prescribed me make me nauseous but he was insistent that I take them and these expensive natural supplements that “make them work better.” It’s all too much and too expensive and I’ve been taking the scripts for everything but only filling the adhd meds for a long time now. I’m about to switch insurance and I recently got diagnosed with a semi serious autoimmune disease so I need a dr I can trust and be honest with and want to start fresh. How do you switch psychiatrists that prescribe you a controlled substance without seeming shady to your insurance, pharmacy, and to the new dr? In the past I’ve only switched because I moved. Someone please tell me the best way to make this transition. I could use any advice. Thank you! TLDR: how do you change psychiatrists when it comes to adhd meds? Help",3.252143707820561,5.672116248908299,4.0826458912266785,84.33178146089719,76.46724890829694,8.006431123461692,25.256252481143303,8.841846274778883,2.051164192139738,947,34,182,22,22,303,129,229,0.025,0.797,0.17800000000000002,0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,2,4,14,10,1,1,11,0,13,4,0,8,1,34,32,20,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,11,14,0,1,2,0,2,4,3,3,1,0,4,2,26,7,25,25,4,20,0,0,1,0,20,3,0,1,12,115,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086426554220928,0.11075580775712066,0.1004702248795846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707597144606314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909180520773953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894470299328005,0.10024117031685592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199000681357443,0.09763349504802704,0.0,0.0,0.1271219068878031,0.09049380633229262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503903488927104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486086048681717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186385321768622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441447341594625,0.0,0.09064939248424267,0.1249591846887334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190106980021068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597028505362936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829887144482915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060696981569004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269685959560729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776899039546257,0.11417943683636665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046386606293732,0.08331889758978622,0.08404113868783047,0.0,0.1094657349608636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724023338148712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819709681864828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441471294949025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260933981034888,0.0,0.11191086132581468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134744150381564,0.0,0.09031834269839484,0.10318166379917663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603371668941513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022355634471312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043710598747078,0.0,0.1981305859152131,0.10434944224903266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135725295111888,0.0,0.06609022418880438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308539107629233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789049339635368,0.0,0.09351844354067763,0.1337032720240269,0.08996504927901161,0.0,0.0,0.1019074415102786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925696975061053,0.0,0.08251381715259917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298808192397163 adhd,MyShrooms,2019/06/07,"Have you found ways to be concise when talking or sending email/messages? Irony of this concise post aside, my outbox is full of 2000-word emails and I ramble *on and on* in conversation. Even when medicated. It's become a serious issue in my life, damaging relationships. Have you overcome this or found management techniques?",4.274285714285714,7.691739285714287,4.629285714285718,74.34071428571431,84.71428571428571,7.085714285714286,32.0,8.07648339933343,3.3921857142857146,264,14,38,6,8,83,44,56,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,3,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31345878443495945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874615653474664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.622391719842194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962361302778719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047167024282936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859205173524113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718227464972037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047183035845096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812514278253904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528446580406794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheekbeek,2019/06/07,"My mom won’t pay for me to get tested for ADHD despite my struggles and the recommendations of 4 expert administrators at my college because she doesn’t want that label for me/thinks it’s not necessary. What do I do? Hey everyone. I’m 19 years old and just finished my first year of college. A little backstory. I did an early college program my junior and senior year of high school and did very well. I was only taking college classes at my local community college for those two years, so I was a full time college student. Fast forward to this school year where I’m now at a top 30 university majoring in Exercise and Sports Science as a pre-med student. I have never struggled in science classes this much before, high school or college other wise. I knew it was going to be hard but this is a whole different level. I was always getting distracted and I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t just sit down and grasp all this material. I knew that something needed to change or I wasn’t going to survive the pre-med track. There was the fact that my family was getting upset with the Bs that I fought tooth and nail to get in my science courses and with myself because I knew there must be an easier way. I talked to an academic coach to see what I could do to be doing better since it was always hard for me to focus, I was horrible at my note taking, and I always ran out of time during my science tests. My coach told me that within 5 minutes of talking with me she highly recommends me getting tested for ADHD. She’s spent 25 years screening students. The more we talked about it, the more it explained the struggles I was having in school and in general throughout my whole life. I thought I was just really lazy but to have someone tell me that it’s potentially not my fault was really comforting and freeing. I had the same comment from 3 other professionals at school in different spaces. I told myself that getting tested is the perfect option and that at worst, I would get a better understanding of my brain to help me in class. Here’s my problem. Since I’m an out of state student, I don’t qualify for the scholarship for the testing. I would have to pay out of pocket. I don’t have a job and am on a full scholarship at school so my mom covers all extra expenses. She has always been iffy about mental health. I haven’t even told her that I went to therapy my first semester because I know her views on it. My mom is usually very reasonable and supportive, but there is that 5% of the time where she is not. I talked to my mom and told her that I think it would be a good idea to get me tested. I explained to her all the pros and cons in specific detail: Pros: extra testing time on exams, access to on campus resources for studying, specialized meetings that my campus offers for free based off my testing report, etc Cons: the cost of the testing (~$800-1200) My mom said no. She said she doesn’t want me labeled with ADHD and that cost was not the problem. She told me that I just need to get a private tutor in the subjects I was struggling with. I was shocked and upset. I calmly told her how I felt and gave her about a week to think about it. When I talked to her again, she told me that she actually believes that I DO have ADHD but that I STILL don’t need to be tested. She told me that she doesn’t want me medicated (I don’t have to be), that I’m high functioning and successful without that label (IM ALWAYS STRUGGLING AND STRESSED and early college was different), and that it would hurt my chances of getting into medical school (I’m like 99% positive that’s not true). This was AFTER she talked with my aunt who is a medical doctor. I was really heartbroken when she said this but I know she’s doing what she thinks is right even though she’s wrong. At this point, I don’t know what I can do. I’m feeling really stressed about starting next semester with 2-3 more science classes on my plate. I’ve tried watching YouTube videos and getting my hands on articles/books to help myself, but it’s not really helping. I’ve tried going through different avenues and departments but they have all told me that getting tested is the best option. I can’t afford it by myself and I don’t know what else to do to convince my mom. Does anyone have any advice/tips? It would be greatly appreciated. I’m just trying my best to stay positive.",4.615189481825212,5.686445248259865,5.536433874709978,80.95770572312453,69.8352668213457,8.298870843000774,29.21585460170147,8.59863814320734,2.1877563186388245,3452,128,659,55,60,1134,317,862,0.08900000000000001,0.79,0.122,0.9804,6,0,2,0,0,0,83.0,1,0,1,10,28,37,1,10,34,0,78,10,3,2,9,110,145,43,0,17,21,7,5,1,0,7,7,3,0,0,52,39,0,0,20,5,10,7,24,18,1,3,44,12,119,21,96,84,20,85,0,1,4,0,64,46,0,4,31,468,171,52,0.0,0.0,0.04267926690891016,0.0,0.2102449468669508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195603753993048,0.0,0.0,0.029741450090405925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0305806834853684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998175453474582,0.0,0.03721545190206755,0.049274617442060464,0.0917948325845846,0.07736049791001186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048822970849973515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046266064836963564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03491901527840181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827759899150809,0.0,0.044764852012490586,0.038272986708194734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03653516524531438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877633240642932,0.05777340211538098,0.0,0.0,0.04179087798964206,0.0,0.0,0.041229674114989,0.0,0.022113841882862046,0.0,0.04199267085139318,0.0,0.0,0.07440231344544596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741981750202533,0.0,0.07456720208349699,0.03668302845241926,0.0,0.04821823565802892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835633525954025,0.0,0.0,0.046488494874674935,0.0,0.0,0.0879443904067136,0.1848346492757916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468194587373979,0.04937174114878988,0.04724154378607935,0.0,0.043400458483173227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614293495965867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030891480064762968,0.02136681987650966,0.04383418119375331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217590222897824,0.044074816231711535,0.0,0.0,0.3073329741770996,0.0,0.0,0.03215041974512592,0.09728733682873332,0.0337312987006484,0.0,0.046512903801628536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589275748494072,0.0,0.0,0.03326260642859788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134392040914798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369740003787261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400895126944986,0.04496709137821698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03734963985141169,0.12480663158351528,0.0,0.0,0.309836650633298,0.03485130879592298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235645367702437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037056710909094986,0.03366950990983576,0.0,0.0,0.03095601459620685,0.046615926532773515,0.03492700406292973,0.0,0.10019709600081304,0.2286077451242809,0.0,0.0,0.049630210614740905,0.0,0.0,0.06576688669862367,0.21091628434088167,0.038226510946435685,0.0,0.050015036886413865,0.0,0.0,0.11209505491180438,0.042969632671682335,0.0347208802791938,0.10200943652331808,0.0,0.0,0.3761179019067786,0.0,0.08908003280808731,0.0,0.04272295603532024,0.09105981513420006,0.0,0.0,0.04816816717254262,0.07217227545536371,0.07738849963005574,0.034714982799601175,0.035081756295920516,0.0,0.03932321615485421,0.0405429881210909,0.039464234461310935,0.09765762495940226,0.0,0.04215919244223484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534123121157867,0.047817598599235706,0.0,0.16898429082443736 adhd,Kristen_Calamari,2019/06/07,"Feeling guilty medicating child Hey everyone, My 9 year old daughter was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD in February. After struggling with grades and just observing general inattentiveness around the house I decided to speak with our pediatrician. The Dr had my husband, the teacher and I complete an online questionnaire of about 40 questions that he would get the results of. My initial visit him I was just looking to have modifications put in place at the school. Work with Educational Assistant, have exams done in private etc. When we received the ""diagnosis"" I made mention of the fact I did not feel comfortable with medications. I should state that my husband was diagnosed by a psychiatrist during college and medicated with vyvanse. He likely would not have made it through without the modifications/medication that were provided to him. Anyways after 2 more appointments we decided to try our daughter on a low dose of vyvanse. She had 3 weeks at 20mg and has been on 30mg since. Her grades have gone up significantly just since February. However the lack of appetite and moodiness have concerned me (these were dicussed side affects) and I am very inconsistent with giving her meds. Maybe twice a week.. is there even a point taken them if you are not consistent? I have spoken to the principal to have an IPP for next year. Basically just looking for feedback from adults or older teens with Inattentive ADHD. Will the supports from school be enough, or would continuing the medication only on school days despite side affects likely be the most beneficial?",7.986707602339178,9.970200107407408,7.870623781676412,63.944649122807036,62.740740740740726,11.165692007797274,39.02534113060429,11.10113133989139,5.082148148148149,1279,67,189,37,19,410,168,270,0.057999999999999996,0.905,0.037000000000000005,-0.6814,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,1,1,10,7,0,1,19,0,28,8,0,5,1,46,39,10,0,6,11,4,2,2,0,5,8,1,0,2,5,17,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,14,5,24,4,39,18,5,32,0,1,2,0,26,15,0,5,14,141,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641932006396125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784774965868627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524389973055868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088615174223557,0.0,0.0,0.2231230422665668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124813174042426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357168893629675,0.12258440039532645,0.07259789233536705,0.0,0.0,0.10502859619841476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111527625759079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742610745835139,0.10544058736347396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682727738372238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073979396848473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460201612973515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080086660395202,0.0,0.0,0.110424499786651,0.0,0.2441818132568001,0.4429116314429271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168959645357955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533741634986165,0.0,0.0,0.08359539275441588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148378938360334,0.0,0.10390530495645596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049504250267914,0.12313007644390415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337198727732553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184582667722474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490713622450925,0.0,0.0,0.12473036223813842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746251434540414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906914755105278,0.0,0.0,0.17633453964995244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595424197989356,0.0,0.08001950785590344,0.0,0.0,0.2342416177510687,0.0,0.0,0.14156345195135833 adhd,eatplov,2019/06/07,"Got diagnosed with ADHD, having dilemma now... Hi All, thank you for taking a time on reading this. I’m 29, Male. All my life I had an issue with concentration, making sure to complete tasks on time or following on ideas that I had (I had and have tons of them still). I get super excited when I have new ideas, but I never act on them. I speak a lot on social events, and from one point it’s good as I’ve become sort of a trainer who teaches people and that helps a lot while I’m on a stage teaching the material. On the other side, I interrupt people on regular events which I think makes me look very bad. I lose concentration on my regular job when I’m on meetings or taking to other people about some task (I’ve even started recording meeting to make sure I’ve complete tasks afterwards). So today I went to the psychologist, and after filling some test she said that I do indeed have Anxiety (another story) and ADHD. She said that medication is really addictive and it should be up to me to decide if I want to go with it. But before she can prescribe anything I have to go through health evaluation to make sure those drugs won’t kill me. So I have a dilemma dear community, should I go with medication as I’m scared as hell that it might do something wrong with my health and life. Will it kill my energy of talking? - I like to talk, but I need it to be controlled - but I don’t want to lose the hype - as it will effect my work as a speaker. On the other side I need to have a concentration as I need to learn new materials and new information for my regular job. Will it kill the creativity that I have now (on which unfortunately I don’t act)? I have too much thoughts in my head now, and I’m completely lost on what to do? Anyone had the same issue? What happened when you started taking medication? Did it help you or did it ruined you by getting hooked onto them? Is there a crash after effect goes away for that day as I have 2 kids with who I want to spend time after office time. Thanks People! Sorry if I broke any rules of community.",4.80489849133917,5.172590004842618,6.147857142857145,79.27773281802945,69.04842615012106,9.162562860867943,28.23328366548705,9.162432508145574,2.1521667722108395,1604,51,327,29,26,544,190,413,0.16899999999999998,0.73,0.10099999999999999,-0.9911,2,0,2,0,0,1,47.0,0,4,3,8,13,22,4,1,17,0,33,11,1,7,6,59,70,31,3,10,9,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,2,28,15,0,1,9,1,1,8,4,12,0,1,12,5,47,10,60,49,9,55,1,5,1,0,26,20,1,11,27,227,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527816795410947,0.1880255211313703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531965379980342,0.08202705228684498,0.05984287332882686,0.0,0.0,0.05469761851188385,0.0,0.06437354510392787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734961445322294,0.0,0.06531565799725388,0.0,0.08639475614217011,0.06656478400362119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605622989073306,0.0,0.087737400168506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504494649751134,0.0,0.0,0.0793980053177373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071762419821412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166770570305819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173998237094393,0.0,0.1333733556025043,0.06561247387132553,0.06256468470412045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917522168819012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028270908259827,0.16630170866280788,0.0,0.0,0.10486682372612008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661584731525531,0.0,0.1632957792648322,0.15525498130146614,0.0,0.2596372931968572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105070390371306,0.038217398344829165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569035501417586,0.17503034661528868,0.08539320146230689,0.13301033447167218,0.0,0.0,0.20886653886396414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641417563619305,0.0,0.08298569784689404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750530052924521,0.17401133753080664,0.06033291273954805,0.2266542225836229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053008136997384415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169289510374834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394909886194202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824742723249685,0.0,0.05011374403417514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882217016447905,0.0,0.07831813103525039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974181886399173,0.0,0.06022239527155891,0.0,0.08756789146049615,0.11073789621751047,0.0,0.062471590764516666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118196745748936,0.0,0.1764492321309674,0.12575060619929535,0.0,0.14404045685129993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501242275501146,0.0,0.062102910970475815,0.18245744069894085,0.0,0.07414934591881914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454485544577303,0.13841962139260736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251652497042134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056949647564192865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855281330643509,0.0,0.0 adhd,aswaniswhite,2019/06/07,"The Confusion and Intense Nature of Personal Relationships in those who have ADHD. I'm 25 and I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I've never really had any close friends or have been involved with someone romantically (for many reasons, but mostly relating to being fickle and thus non-committal), and I was wondering, is this a typical ADHD characteristic? If so, how does this affect you? Also, I'm not autistic. I think I just fear rejection and so I've become used to my own company over the years, but when I do like someone, I tend to show signs of possessiveness and obsession over them. I can't stand rejection as it makes me depressed. Am I alone in this?",4.299831378299121,6.658720991935486,6.125718475073318,71.22221407624636,72.95161290322581,9.992961876832846,30.62756598240469,10.230975488527342,3.8259290322580646,529,24,89,17,11,182,89,124,0.196,0.741,0.063,-0.9667,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,3,3,0,11,1,0,6,1,27,18,16,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,12,2,13,13,2,10,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,5,5,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6268839782838723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007979134978214,0.0,0.13904602139706826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823947150180435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920288554709134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975639438371754,0.17647723969205725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215726561470974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956552480367775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433369982022592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494547112508559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160614491990006,0.17627973646206666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410142811835346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181902898531988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138737279851813,0.17877020465955207,0.17167842130586494,0.18667432525092656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946437312348773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141067441608217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017027988204396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855764289478089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119683874326518 adhd,TearShitDown,2019/06/07,"What to do when your stimulant/other psychiatric medicine has had no effect? I don't mean in that it didnt help the prescribed issue and just had side effects, I mean no effect at all. I was taking 5mg IR of Adderall, then 10mg XR, and one day I tried 20mg IR on my own just to see if I would notice anything. I haven't felt anything at all. No side effects, no anything. My doctor switched me to 36mg Concerta last week. Same thing. I think maybe the first day I mightve noticed some jitters, but by and large I could take it or not take it and I don't feel any different at all. It stands in stark contrast to most of the posts on here that, for better or worse, describe rather distinct experiences with their medications. I was wondering if anyone could offer a similar perspective.",4.163310463121782,5.079998138364778,4.964253859348201,85.21646655231565,70.76100628930817,8.045969125214409,28.919954259576894,8.296473431620573,1.8807937106918249,620,23,128,9,11,201,104,159,0.083,0.89,0.026000000000000002,-0.6518,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,6,5,1,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,4,4,34,23,11,0,6,9,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,3,16,1,16,14,7,18,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,7,7,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373798047587343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666522098622774,0.0,0.3766024152963188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349164515751277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359458696037856,0.0,0.0,0.19676188750478352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938035986504845,0.0,0.1561395066468237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492213730062822,0.0,0.0,0.07713293368405441,0.0,0.14647015716011946,0.0,0.0,0.1297573876879206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224981663909323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592206466687145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243471114228078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532551314380872,0.33233933637818064,0.0,0.15367622317372978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473541844153685,0.0,0.0,0.10337058176793934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609896988579354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156113371877453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440916963141768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134621966249173,0.09774670184654076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357018769142558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236493306893365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543197317062594,0.0,0.0,0.1554596084579476,0.1083658366457608,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonymousavocado1,2019/06/07,Can only focus to white noise I wish I could focus on any sort of school work while listening to something other than Cabin Sound white noise on repeat on Spotify. Even classical distracts me too much. Anyone else?,5.963076923076925,8.00566735897436,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,67.71794871794873,8.276923076923078,25.82051282051281,8.841846274778883,2.186035897435897,173,5,27,3,3,54,32,39,0.057,0.875,0.068,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,7,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351821433981984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241818427373548,0.35435256938819265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612402332656033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890381759066164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842316866863735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423120270956745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263025879743901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35000718034815154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662434912787395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976973833689064,0.0,0.0,0.2517746583511469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,guerilla_munk,2019/06/07,"Diagnosis of Bipolar & ADHD; my experience and struggles. Hello everyone. First off, I would like to show my gratitude for all those who contribute to this reddit. Your stories and testimonials have resonated with me so much, that I feel that I've developed a bond with kindred spirits across the virtual ether. That being said, a little about myself and my related back story: I am a 38 year old mixed race (white/black/hispanic) male that was diagnosed with Bipolar and ADHD 10 years ago by my then psychiatrist. During my 2 -3 year consultations with said Doctor, he prescribed me a plethora of medications (Lithium, Abilify, Adderal, Xanax), that led to a huge chemical imbalance in which I experienced rapid alternating episodes of schizophrenia and hypo-mania that required hospitalization and extensive medical leave. Having survived the crisis (just barely), I was able to tamper off all medications and went back to self-medication with supplements, marijuana and practicing self-care by implementing proper sleep, diet, exercise and developing a support network with friends and adopted family. However, all that can only do so much. My entire life has been filled with battling our related symptoms. Growing up as ward of the court (orphan), I was heavily medicated (for SED/MPD) in the foster homes, group homes and institutions that raised me. Some of people in my life saw tremendous potential in me and considered me gifted; high school counselors presumed I had learning disabilities (mild dyslexia), which led to me getting grants and state assistance for college at 16 years old. I of course had enormous difficultly with my college studies and at 19, dropped out after three years. After my failed college excursion, I lucked out and got a decent computer operations role which led in turn to an almost twenty year career in tech. The time dilation, spacing out, emotional dysregulation, mood swings, irrationality, manic-ness, alternations between hyper-sexual and hypo-sexual, suicidal tendencies, and the inability to form romantic relations has been truly maddening and came in waves of varying magnitudes throughout my childhood and adulthood (and created insane methods of coping). It has hurt my career trajectory, dissolved potential relationships, and kept me stagnant and ostracized in social hierarchies. Currently, I'm trying to ascend from a System Administrator role to a System Architect/ Site Reliability Engineer role and concurrently pursuing my remaining college classes for degree completion. I've been working on these goals for years, but I can't seem to make any decent momentum and am barely get anything done. That all being said, I made an appointment with a different Psychiatrist and am contemplating getting back on medications for ADHD/ Executive Function disorder. Knowing what I know now at 38, I realize I am more balanced, disciplined and informed by all the recent medical breakthroughs of mental illness. That being said, I am scared fucking shitless that getting back on medications will obliterate my recovery or I will be one of the stark raving mad empty shells of a human being that walks the derelict streets of Los Angeles as a homeless bum ---- or god forbid, really blow my fucking head off this time. Does anyone relate to any of this or have experience being diagnosed with BP/ADHD? Your experiences and insight would truly be appreciated. Thanks for taking time to read this.",12.719679035752986,11.840381512323944,12.021901408450706,47.78192849404122,53.419014084507026,15.358179848320697,48.43066088840737,13.991409890343128,7.37271213434453,2801,151,357,94,26,919,334,568,0.085,0.8490000000000001,0.065,-0.9267,4,0,1,0,0,0,94.0,1,2,0,6,9,16,4,2,23,0,34,23,2,5,5,74,60,36,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,4,18,4,2,2,24,41,1,4,9,3,0,8,1,10,0,3,19,7,41,5,75,30,10,66,2,2,1,2,21,29,2,7,26,250,65,17,0.0691548368144059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33244270011767346,0.0,0.06130159027188255,0.0,0.06924857967414624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492923679582315,0.0,0.09405532090839322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048354669830677856,0.0,0.05690853832428535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127032033478129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909471025694338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725075306740747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038140733748605,0.0,0.07225208561433641,0.07925743428339682,0.07078290582088544,0.060517863722508086,0.07076940810764523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778988342964183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608041014158976,0.0,0.20294010053185516,0.06519302552575769,0.0,0.03496676336371715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588230688665689,0.0,0.0,0.053428855376820183,0.12786506457744756,0.14452219189958634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055309440415050544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097281374248443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306588195842914,0.13873587973118248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403168310417664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601137951594455,0.0,0.0,0.07322498701628684,0.0,0.0,0.0976922127870214,0.033785560121784936,0.06931131411553262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543597868779251,0.0461613905697244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681543385881211,0.48766355842880704,0.06969181011771418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167352423219013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451327362820678,0.0,0.046861107166685366,0.052595369633650864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047943256441108986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917355109537958,0.0,0.04430235927410914,0.0,0.06828205845254919,0.07424641426347095,0.0,0.0,0.26312834443513666,0.0,0.06923605581004419,0.06998838685671116,0.0,0.06295596616180693,0.14428715381383936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920477961050142,0.07049464725833156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229565056326727,0.0,0.0756441671907547,0.07847608929509475,0.0,0.07187835436426382,0.05199583085880195,0.0,0.0,0.06366848249335896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097422442483832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695159475427186,0.07522060414278069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410722655961684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034554483101882,0.0,0.0,0.09825122384750896,0.0,0.0,0.3117341330466307 adhd,RegularConstant,2019/06/07,"Mixed Vyvanse and Ritalin for a week, now I've been feeling emotionless for a month. Is this plausible?",3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,76.89473684210526,10.115789473684213,35.8157894736842,10.125756701596842,4.772347368421052,83,5,14,3,2,27,17,19,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079522203542452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6439956888650301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471819980741869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,austinkeener13,2019/06/07,"Do they work?? I just recently got diagnosed with ADHD, was put on Adderall 10mg. I’m on day 2 of taking it and don’t see anything different. Isn’t it supposed to show immediate effects??",0.5902631578947393,3.0518722368421076,3.8318947368421057,81.12626315789477,89.78947368421049,7.2505263157894735,28.65263157894737,8.238735603445708,2.7536147368421053,147,8,28,4,5,53,33,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002753172067318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408131652716994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479717725887265,0.0,0.0,0.3380505111530491,0.0,0.3479784814392314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663797857354032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348188982945362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288581472470084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654069720341175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042087172396993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424728101420021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamLijou,2019/06/07,"Betrayed by the person closest to me, how the f*ck am I supposed to handle it? Ok so this will be a LONG quite meaningless rant and I usually feel quite strongly against venting on the internet but on the other hand I am just human and sometimes we knowingly do stupid shit. For the greater part of my life I have been a real asshole, but about 10 years ago I came to realize that the person I was being was not the typer of person I wanted to be so I changed up my whole perspective on life. I started focusing on being nice person and tried to be more caring and helpful towards people in general. We all know how our feelings are one of the most significant features and most of the time it really is one of the things I like most with having this diagnose. But the last few years have been quite rough for me with getting jaded for the second time which made me realize I had to make some serious changes to my life. So I told all my friends that I would not be able to go along with things the way I used to and that I needed to start focusing on my health. Since then I quit using social media (except reddit), stopped doing drugs, stopped drinking, stopped eating meat, started eating vitamins. I also filtered things that could bring me negative emotions and started following only things that would bring me joy, happy thoughts and things that would get me to evolve as a person and to help me to get back on my feet. Now we get to the difficult part: I have been in a relationship with a person on and off for about 5+ years which is completely eating me up and even though I KNOW that this person is pure poison in all the possible ways I just cannot stop wanting it to be us two. When I look at ""our"" situation objectively I would consider myself to be a f\*\*\*ing idiot but I just cannot help the way I feel. We all know how it feels when you have this connection with a person that makes you feel like the world stops existing and that the only thing that matters is you two, that sense of having that missing part of your puzzle suddenly found existing in another person that also feels the same way about you. The thing is that this person have had a pretty bad upbringing which explains a lot of the issues but it certainly does not excuse or justify being a bad person. I have put my whole heart into getting this person to recognize the important steps to finding happiness and to be able to truly love yourself only to find out that while I was doing that the other person was spreading lies about me, seeking attention from other persons while lying to my face in regarding everything from the daily routines to more serious stuff. Whenever I caught her with lying she always blamed it on some WEIRD thing like that not even would work in a movie. For some reason she never seemed to care if her lies seemed credible or not because ""Even if I have confessed that I have been lying to you over and over again it does not mean that I am lying now"". She once told me that she would turn on the position service on her Iphone so I could see were she was, but when I noticed that her storys did not match her GPS she tried claiming that the GPS had to be malfunctioning. She gave me access to her phone once so I could help her setting up dropbox so we could share pics and movies, but then I found some pictures that you only send to people in some specific type of situations if you know what I mean? She tried claiming that she had been posing in her underwear looking sexy and sent it to her friend (a girl) + that the pictures of her pussy (which also never was sent to me, her boyfriend) was also only sent to her because ""all girls do that"") which ANYONE with half a brain would realize was complete bullshit. And that is only a fragment of the bad shit that has been going on between us, so how am I still so f\*\*\*\*ing in love with this piece of shit? Why do I still hope that she will change and show me wrong? A ""normal"" person would NEVER even consider giving this person another chance so I am guessing that this probably has something to do with this ""disorder"" I am having. If your want more context to this shit, please let me know but for know I just feel so f\*\*\*ing sad and betraid and honestly I actually do not even know why I ranted out like this but hey, sometimes we all are morons...",9.760126796280645,6.841011538461545,9.060980557903637,73.10088757396451,60.83431952662722,12.16601859678783,37.75232459847845,10.158995162802928,3.590289264581571,3430,115,659,53,35,1091,328,845,0.139,0.733,0.128,-0.9245,0,0,3,0,0,0,81.0,10,9,0,6,41,38,8,0,43,1,82,23,9,10,11,157,148,62,0,22,28,0,9,4,2,10,8,0,0,19,68,40,4,5,31,2,0,13,14,18,0,6,32,12,106,20,103,90,27,86,1,2,3,2,84,33,4,20,39,523,174,3,0.07960222089865514,0.0,0.038840142419337496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03528128295174233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731573458632844,0.03311771229432153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346986925773847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02782986184808208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03060459715960365,0.09969679419508322,0.048524775018717985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443120227897461,0.0,0.04552186721722379,0.08115976941609844,0.0,0.12631289224943162,0.0,0.08346141411660984,0.0,0.0,0.12711179219181967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039728929927434,0.0,0.0,0.04561552078142805,0.0,0.06966043993831354,0.0,0.0,0.03898993579933978,0.04615665210495422,0.12217941704333612,0.0,0.044770892172483964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144129039284094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035770671681438715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087246132918724,0.02843392125763752,0.0,0.0,0.07275498778554695,0.0,0.0,0.0872797265234009,0.06150047840445439,0.0,0.10397218739760117,0.03818085185947576,0.04523977657060619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043845410376802986,0.0,0.0,0.0847380443439014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042306719223803184,0.0,0.04716450751732837,0.10671138145113307,0.0,0.0,0.03953148325510207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04154201865596605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749891953119117,0.032443217199649606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040699332042172826,0.08433810410710432,0.07777924853519076,0.0,0.0,0.035222730279750585,0.06684581722324116,0.0,0.0,0.03383748080283959,0.07184411223923827,0.0376607730577442,0.0531351005712277,0.0,0.0,0.0867101547493371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029512019080137095,0.0920912101174504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038996637664439116,0.0,0.04531382804654329,0.0,0.08477376732162108,0.053940525002597904,0.1816232280206384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930217208016784,0.0,0.05518615711679363,0.556044711103302,0.0,0.043689667224211685,0.0,0.044869771804881504,0.0,0.04049203808446032,0.04291232880036882,0.0,0.0,0.04001110914204484,0.0,0.16933352071353397,0.0,0.045302377263328975,0.02549761051951891,0.0409221704074933,0.0,0.04273149747280368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03171633196097285,0.0724668722558024,0.0,0.0,0.16342107167563558,0.032923889857010516,0.08947623149240208,0.0,0.04057221983106121,0.0,0.0306408393302159,0.07872863189228788,0.0,0.11268572332490115,0.0,0.0635704364360466,0.1663775525569485,0.0,0.0,0.04556274913223399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153671391327766,0.0,0.039104388935188895,0.03159763586958692,0.046416695150109086,0.0,0.0,0.07606333334689899,0.0,0.08106702414476216,0.04329217899229137,0.07775980316290328,0.0,0.09575167057813401,0.06875076073417259,0.04383530010140434,0.0,0.07042717846268103,0.12636907554191087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182862302761067,0.08887303687415399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028975682436048082,0.0,0.0,0.2261885353084485,0.04351626619334671,0.0,0.07689183059610682 adhd,r3rider,2019/06/07,"My therapist said the average person has 60k thoughts a day, but I probably have about 80-90k. Would you guys agree with that? Afterwards I realized every thought I have has at least 6 more thoughts to that. Do others just think one thought when they look at something or someone brings a topic up? I can be talking to someone about something, then look past them and see a red car. Then think of the brand, their license plate, the license plate frame, what the lights look like, what kind of person drives it, apples are red, I want a caramel apple, Disneyland has caramel apples, I want to go to Disneyland, Star Wars, new land at Disneyland, I saw mark hoppus went to Disneyland yesterday, blink 182 is dope, I haven’t seen them since 2016, then I loop back to the conversation I was just in not knowing/caring what they’re talking about... but they’re still just talking about what they had for dinner last night. And then people ask me if I’m okay or mad... like no I wasn’t even thinking about what I’m currently feeling lol.",4.574382402707276,6.211935406091371,4.2670253807106615,87.86202707275804,70.57360406091371,7.689881556683588,28.36175972927242,8.238735603445708,1.8022638917089684,813,30,161,12,15,246,121,197,0.067,0.8270000000000001,0.106,0.5803,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,5,0,12,6,2,0,9,2,15,1,0,0,0,24,38,12,1,4,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,9,3,1,0,9,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,11,13,19,4,20,25,2,26,0,0,8,0,15,6,0,3,17,95,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803418286204332,0.0,0.0,0.10530973188373773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832446937891666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090457305989267,0.0,0.115390264888843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924842534982949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783452786987177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560671240594566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261727372912072,0.0,0.11163638217237083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381832419887366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450224349932285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227172942312831,0.0,0.12852273437054346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280406789979788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073878433174466,0.09494716397271193,0.2391671712597764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766036020361595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302753083514431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913518638155237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329036599730208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320825926758016,0.21086888075866514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937222244586077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302370670960194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901499463424815,0.0,0.2632651785450573,0.0,0.4349070231812542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155889353387018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695840466048527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728870912875844,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grainnethebald,2019/06/07,I just want to fucking lay here. What helps you get started? I'm so frustrated. There's so many things I want to accomplish and I have so much free time now. But mostly I just resign myself to doing nothing. All the things I want to do come screaming at me at once. It's too much. And I get overwhelmed and just.... you know. Kinda disappointed in myself right now.,0.14749688667497196,2.535329602739729,1.7077708592777086,94.63881693648815,95.43835616438356,4.298381070983811,17.595267745952675,6.1124844417494595,-0.19170136986301367,283,8,59,3,11,91,48,73,0.154,0.669,0.17800000000000002,-0.272,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,11,7,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,15,13,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,2,7,13,4,9,0,3,0,1,3,4,1,2,4,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213044141397112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375082939546413,0.26844876941242485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220073313518086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119050523793306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604654718809166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777154512148513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651118000197225,0.0,0.0,0.27359977323692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939894068298896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181841560914495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34135793882074833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980574378978032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545948744734246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CornflakeJustice,2019/06/07,"I hate when people ask me what I'm even doing Or ask about the ways I contribute to x, y, or z, or when the last time I did something specific was. I don't keep track of these things, I don't remember them, I can't tell you the answers to those questions and despite knowing that I do all of the things I can, though sometimes on a different schedule than others would like, I can't answer those questions and it makes me look like a worthless garbage pile.",12.274964539007096,5.773499404255322,11.066170212765956,71.53166666666667,60.276595744680854,14.235460992907806,46.226950354609926,9.725611199111238,4.44042269503546,360,14,77,4,3,115,63,94,0.077,0.8640000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.3818,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,15,18,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,13,2,7,15,1,7,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,5,7,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883135801365791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698589561274534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717352488612472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050452543986755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459935300454472,0.0,0.0,0.11413786273980485,0.16929042801623606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292812199040874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440250976311622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386308864351165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398214735273152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465307905284188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526583218823535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598855247020629,0.2054050883449693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152523682605134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759524480814561,0.0,0.2040487754162368,0.0,0.121102388531708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485013458173015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753297168054252,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrandonCole84,2019/06/07,"""He is just a lethargic person who is indecisive and does not wish to work a job."" Way too muchProcrastination,lack of focus unable to get shit done and late diagnose. I am in turmoil af. All my meditation goes down the drain if i smoke just one cigarette and I have to take the pills. My dopamine system is fragile af. The slightest of pleasures can put me out of focus and make me just kill time in worthless stiumulations. I dont think so meditation and pills alone would help me to stay away from cigs/porn/alcohol for months at end. Is there a way If I can completely get rid of my bad habits ? However when I am detoxing from my vices I dont even seem to need that much medicines, meditation can help me focus 60% better etc..etc. How do I go bout this ? Confused.",3.5883991228070187,5.18934595394737,4.643421052631581,84.33228070175444,73.01315789473685,7.961403508771927,26.48245614035088,8.59863814320734,1.7244456140350883,603,21,126,11,12,197,100,152,0.17800000000000002,0.752,0.07,-0.9472,2,1,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,2,3,6,0,15,5,1,2,1,22,24,10,1,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,1,1,16,2,18,22,2,17,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,5,5,78,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788899989165085,0.0,0.16270519459676774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759787590878956,0.0,0.13116949801022695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893959895183175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471329717198602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945022709529774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747671143769005,0.1607648535255939,0.36823321035754736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914138204406845,0.0,0.35040953695896315,0.10376113826634377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415347841113845,0.0,0.08928188961497059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059771956458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589460923563458,0.0,0.1738046407126335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721234642080613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486351930754342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539338870311534,0.0,0.11548442800140613,0.11648549261579165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645304561880987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371711088145854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579259536888876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301527947174894,0.0,0.0,0.1612578928117901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744458249908414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811745152993325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066146414961248,0.0,0.0,0.09160456940400513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939269617457324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065388648804787,0.0,0.0,0.11436854365255865,0.0,0.0,0.11159725673082704,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hisfootstancewack,2019/06/07,"Guys I lost my AirPods That’s it, that’s the whole post. Do you guys also lose stuff often?",-1.3761666666666663,0.6345750499999987,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,98.5,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.8913333333333333,71,1,17,0,3,23,17,20,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704469035984064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117623965961352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34560452893792504,0.3372246897362202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29586173664721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35364160723381793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449002112307921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,usegao,2019/06/07,"I hate the ""edited _ minutes ago"" thing on reddit I know why they need to have it, but I still hate it. I wish I could be forced to proofread by a browser extension or something. It speaks to a larger problem I have, which feels ADHD related. When theres a button to be clicked, I have to click it, even in real life. If you need me to hold your soda from a fast food place, you better believe that when I hand it back to you all those little soda buttons on the lid will be pressed.",4.377433333333337,4.2382064100000045,5.1880000000000015,87.55233333333338,69.9,7.466666666666668,27.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.076666666666667,371,11,81,2,6,121,68,100,0.14,0.75,0.11,-0.5023,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,1,6,4,2,0,6,0,8,5,1,0,1,13,15,5,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,14,1,12,10,1,11,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,6,59,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25235947834383243,0.0,0.18613778960625416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146442505705827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365796075211162,0.0,0.1857134279602377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765481617999375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869218582658685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617401625863858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539129997505856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146306592256628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540149370733058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831762495287687,0.0,0.2104587294872768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31140035388781323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938816678403605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092594401956407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390073053533404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165563231949046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769317230747474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950377173870446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947753599419595,0.0,0.2414707742582895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mjede302,2019/06/07,"Do all medications make you feel triggered? I just got diagnosed with adhd, I’m an adult female, I’ve been on vyvanse and biphentin now and ultimately...I end up just being unbearably irritable and just feel like everything from sound to repetitive things just send me to the moon. I really just want to know if there’s hope that something will work or if all of the medications are going to affect me this way?",4.068351648351651,6.4202199743589725,5.094175824175828,78.38653846153849,73.61538461538461,9.072527472527472,26.52747252747253,9.606745405546679,2.6588549450549457,330,12,61,9,7,108,59,78,0.064,0.843,0.092,0.3046,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,3,2,22,14,6,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,2,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047979986998109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741562077304275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246291265090913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279343445083987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564724565285592,0.1811838273930438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413622017165315,0.0,0.20284045030011624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189861692957793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938111046908822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390431321159558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929112244452418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109843044326671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624733578405996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524653297309905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684916719438588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958970579238476,0.2013091385052465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463598451720498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stanzin7,2019/06/07,"How weaponizing the Art Of Small Talk turned me from an introverted hermit to, apparently, the social butterfly of my new group. (Was asked to repost this comment as a new post). August 2018 I was an emigrant hermit who hadn't made a single friend in three years. September 2018, I joined a writer's group. Last month, the most introverted member of our group (I don't count coz because I'm fronting/scripting) casually mentioned that she's my friend, and, when leaving for the evening, pulled me into a hilariously unbalanced hug. Still warm, my heart's cockles. Getting to this point wasn't easy, but I acquired an overpowered weapon for my communication arsenal, something so dangerous it should be outlawed. And that's: ***LISTEN! DO NOT TALK!*** **Let THEM begin**. Your preferred topic of conversation probably isn't theirs. **Don't make them do the hard work** of talking about your interests. ***YOU* do that work.** Talk about what interests *them*. Think back to your last conversation with them and pick up literally any thread that was left dangling that time. **HELP them talk** if they're fumbling here and there. That what smalltalk is *for*. Ask after their family, their work, their pet, their crush, the boss, the traffic, the weather, the beer, the coffee, how the stain on your pillow looks like Pikachu, ***literally freaking anything*** - just keep hopping from small topic to small topic **until something you say triggers their tongue.** In the last 8 months I've gotten progressively better at triggering the most random stories thru sheer dogged but smart smalltalk. **WAIT for them** to ease into the conversation. *Wait* till they find their rhythm. *WAIT* until they say something you can relate to. Wait to ***Capture The Opportune Moment!*** Then, and this is important... **DON'T launch into a story** that explains how much you relate to them! *Don't* be frantic/anxious to establish that connection. Instead... **Drop exactly one short and sweet sentence/fact/tidbit that describes how you relate**, and *Keep. It. Short!* Until the other person's done with their story, **speak only one sentence every minute or two**. That is ALL you need to establish empathy, to commiserate, to acknowledge and validate, and to **make them feel heard.** **NEVER interrupt** someone when they're telling a story because **that ruins the nice dopamine flow** they've got going. You don't wanna be the person who ruins dopamine flows. **Let your own story take a back seat** until your conversation partner reciprocates by asking after you! And if they're worth getting to know, they ***will*** ask after you. And when you're done, you can pass the ball of the conversation back to them. That, folks, is how you get rhythm. I, lifelong introvert, have recently been designated my new group's social butterfly. They wouldn't believe the sheer irony. tl;dr: To Small Talk, help the other person find a topic they'd like to talk about, shut up and listen, don't interrupt their flow of speech, and don't be over-eager to tell them how much you relate.",1.8063429486716984,3.359406308128545,2.2238268950489903,86.31130680096396,118.24385633270323,4.866684944948701,20.6733286194606,6.4020812378328875,1.107497369370409,2383,88,392,43,131,728,260,529,0.055,0.848,0.09699999999999999,0.9711,2,0,4,0,0,0,184.0,1,18,24,7,22,20,3,0,33,0,36,3,1,15,3,64,68,35,0,7,7,0,3,2,3,3,0,7,2,4,23,18,1,6,8,4,1,6,13,6,0,4,12,12,56,14,58,46,7,59,0,2,1,1,87,18,0,6,35,256,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588372234855178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762532782326584,0.0,0.3073006011837781,0.0,0.0,0.18956896819448305,0.0,0.10018964889703652,0.0,0.0,0.09258624013263876,0.0,0.07267958644934078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819284290405628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427766220431653,0.0,0.0692383412352161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746991669066497,0.0,0.04155156510812789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021804179267914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698072965748405,0.0,0.12880352701980766,0.0,0.046703537822081836,0.0,0.06572509415855134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361516789839921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738108928356684,0.11016409490598013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460868098830864,0.0,0.0,0.045162770029105084,0.2009576266393415,0.0,0.08701442521003226,0.08928642071093887,0.16806473749033513,0.0,0.08029584474333115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900865542651774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777586218254671,0.10970863993262216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118707270176286,0.0,0.12082027775811732,0.06093379781237567,0.0633805858595704,0.23810349546540235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137160881729907,0.06249992036684676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526345699827185,0.0,0.0,0.07768458370127558,0.0,0.07870361685328899,0.0,0.0886015680485834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114066400701263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070217069334858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753983746568232,0.06962898370118276,0.1897934570466729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562729764642976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178747883547439,0.4623598225117797,0.14365403957042436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052656216377271504,0.0,0.0,0.04791853633794625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938584901325583,0.08027577020386753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947925252820993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291980922805377 adhd,TwoWheelsOnline,2019/06/07,How do you focus on something / get in the zone when you absolutely have to? As someone who's easily distracted I was wondering if any of you guys had tricks to improve focus and attention like certain foods/rituals or habits to get in the zone or improve flow state etc.. (Preferably without medication as I'm already on those but trying to quit as addiction might be a problem for me),10.673515981735164,7.87196475342466,10.549315068493154,62.76954337899546,59.0,14.116894977168947,46.251141552511406,12.45797560212912,5.782711415525112,309,16,53,8,3,103,57,73,0.086,0.7959999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,2,5,1,1,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,13,10,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,14,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,2,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864120954214515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899266739459791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866392164267442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930109596065223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745288764080021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601418401238053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835553816527973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467063046247563,0.0,0.27871269025303913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513950341460629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794433681211689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226084227256125,0.20226070558068215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837493860333556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532602355339653,0.28491710515440205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deathbysanta,2019/06/07,"Can't seem to finish anything lately lol. It's frustrating as hell, but on the bright side at least i'm actually starting or attempting stuff. With that being said, at least when I get bored there will be a bunch of projects that i'll have that I could just finish, I guess. Idk, this disorder thingy is weird yikes",5.387903225806454,6.094252145161293,5.109838709677419,86.03475806451617,67.87096774193549,8.780645161290323,26.79032258064516,8.841846274778883,1.6867612903225804,251,7,52,4,4,77,53,62,0.22699999999999998,0.687,0.086,-0.8170000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,13,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,7,8,3,9,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,5,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.31038995735952196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174410349322963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253952620283571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645352119829161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661781898969058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35038942211733426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35879625872849924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255693893143704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289558533882432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251312345885546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641134887624836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xzillerationer,2019/06/07,"I have a doctor's appointment in a few days about possibly getting an adult diagnosis. How should I prepare and what should I expect? Basically speaking, I scheduled an appointment to begin the diagnostic and possibly treatment process. Should I come with specific examples?",7.849666666666668,11.099133911111114,8.201944444444441,56.29625000000002,65.44444444444444,12.5,44.58333333333334,11.698219412168324,7.164666666666667,226,15,28,9,4,74,34,45,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31324632971713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345197147300649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722041196216512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899885098596253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8199059091015669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,samragsdale27,2019/06/07,"First Time Taking Adderall I just now took my first ADHD pill, and I didn't realize how scared I was to do it. I'm hoping for some of the success I see in your stories. Any thoughts for someone who's just starting meds and a little scared?",2.6237999999999992,4.058050379999997,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,75.2,5.8000000000000025,26.5,5.985473137389443,0.8017999999999996,189,7,40,1,4,61,41,50,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.8837,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,1,6,2,5,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944487423527501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666119962523334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168027426791948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433455313739151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455596620399369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721456405570284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905860661465259,0.0,0.1952374922152285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075921839837121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734160026566479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421348399036933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945068299417205,0.14286455270390738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722098879587094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mwh1t,2019/06/07,Adderall Side Effects? I recently got diagnosed and just got prescribed 20 mg XR daily. I’ve never taken any stimulants before so I’m curious what negative effects you guys have experienced?,5.10318181818182,8.586695606060609,6.9365909090909135,60.02488636363637,77.78787878787878,10.572727272727274,38.55303030303031,10.125756701596842,6.070157575757578,157,10,19,6,4,54,29,33,0.11699999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.3573,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512527913222786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143924099965381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750050513106662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909990484978336,0.0,0.0,0.3658341475429041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849586327398802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36480780922843065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_YOUR_APPLEPIE,2019/06/07,"Making (to-do) lists causes me to hyperfocus on them and I end up not doing anything on the list - looking for advice ... because I'm too busy ""perfecting"" the system, or adding sub-sub-sub-sub-tasks to everything. Then I get too overwhelmed by the sheer amount of shit I have to do and freeze up with anxiety. Doesn't matter what system I use - tried all the different apps, post-its, pre-printed to-do-list notepads. If I set myself a (1/3/5 minute) timer for the to-do-list I can't get myself to start because it doesn't feel ""finished"" to me. Like I was trying to bake a cake but only had half the recipe. **Really hoping for some tips/strategies cause I'm at the end of my rope..** (I'm on meds.)",2.2828723404255307,3.9495014893617046,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,76.65957446808511,6.402127659574468,21.679078014184398,7.1686216300943375,0.5337843971631204,534,14,115,6,12,174,90,141,0.039,0.897,0.064,0.4521,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,9,0,8,2,1,4,2,17,19,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,13,3,19,17,3,14,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,4,6,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959334577241905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625273393990285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808254444305046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249021064378132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196475133742182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340056780534594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618144814826392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356913004123207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327628735815757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342718033405356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286898873481685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978753765109256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152080094896408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634024366915853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268786715608923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534335996421506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956175977755564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084949097075493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966243117450795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457109152882347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734831167115903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640872737921928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stratusmonkey,2019/06/07,"Boredom is WEIRD As a kid, I was never bored. I'd mentally escape from wherever I was long before boredom could set in. I was 14 before I could recognize feeling bored for the first time: I was at a high school speech tournament; it was running late. I couldn't teleport myself to the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. But I was done talking to the walls. (How you rehearse when you're right outside your performance space, waiting to go on.) So I just waited. Thinking about how I was waiting. And it was dreadful! Twenty-four years later, I'm nearing the end of my second month on Adderall. My compulsion to engage in escapism is down to negligible levels. Sometimes, I can't escape if I try. So I'm bored all the time. It keeps me doing productive stuff. ""If you can lean, you can clean!"" But it's such an alien sensation! I can't imagine I'll ever get used to it.",2.3248485903237044,4.672780698224852,3.787650539505744,85.6133449356074,79.29585798816568,6.106648103028194,27.100939784197703,7.285733465282438,1.6052712147580928,674,29,126,9,17,222,107,169,0.063,0.851,0.086,-0.2656,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,2,9,6,0,1,8,0,19,0,0,3,3,22,30,11,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,0,4,3,1,0,3,4,5,0,2,9,2,20,1,19,18,1,28,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,2,12,89,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476698593886948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262163566837993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090586194720194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093945662651215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479113590641189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032946787558872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376815631476114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673259367819203,0.0,0.11610217144748912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584259104584144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158148866447907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23044693963679666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078937518207436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058753068777112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306156574837566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575603046163866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446172720849426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067514188204296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204708799829926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338620794518519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419979509350527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309001704517456,0.0,0.0,0.23824516860435904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386988508708101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644014217104814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315554463426308 adhd,iamapersoniswear-,2019/06/07,Finally! Found a doctor! I finally have an appointment to discuss my untreated ADHD. I’m so relieved I could cry. I feel like this disorganization in my head gets worse every day and I am so excited that I might finally get some help.,1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,4.90388888888889,73.2625,87.66666666666666,9.222222222222225,27.5,9.2995712137729,3.5850000000000013,186,9,33,7,6,67,36,45,0.127,0.631,0.242,0.7006,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,2,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24936525374442325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566560547901266,0.0,0.2279203940042731,0.133815277405878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123770173271355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482109334612184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491427022735796,0.14823244012422113,0.0,0.6818925554120701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750444299804906,0.0,0.0,0.2168121787122056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129468170194235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907762068940085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137018824217496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011639139444686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114522369653899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shycandid,2019/06/07,Derealization? I feel like my chronic and disorienting derealization comes from a lifetime of untreated ADHD and never being able to trust my perceptions of reality and truth since everyone always disproved them. Anyone else ever think that way or experience similar?,10.577857142857141,13.30502773809524,11.222380952380957,39.53928571428574,57.33333333333333,14.171428571428573,42.57142857142857,13.023866798666859,7.449371428571428,223,12,24,9,3,76,37,42,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,11,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,17,5,0,0.2871486951605388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450969301345763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389307173759326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007810441959627,0.2942177718548272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735317499771156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398758886908475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597424343457553,0.0,0.27438288371288594,0.0,0.2808865233816468,0.0,0.0,0.14519100812608826,0.20513908519771115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028634801459802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146677586334915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375323679495378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839932893027418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792526854684986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bmartin29,2019/06/07,"Random anxiety attacks Hello reddit, ive been having some issues lately with my anxiety :( Sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes in advance! So at work weve been super busy and after i get off its hard for me to get out of that rushed state of mind, if that makes sense? With that energy I usually end up arguing with my boyfriend or getting anxiety attacks or just talking too fast. Any suggestions?",4.920833333333332,6.852724855263162,5.963157894736844,74.87043859649127,70.1842105263158,8.750877192982456,32.40350877192982,9.2995712137729,3.3476035087719307,323,15,52,7,6,107,58,76,0.253,0.68,0.067,-0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,3,3,5,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,9,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,7,1,14,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,5,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787493762659233,0.0,0.4703641696097096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663259795144274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815270297935019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32123757427687555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835971305508587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213917100294252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311952807707317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368073459811044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069435402360185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942747821707302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647330087740421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572615851622926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492078181635574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrpilosa,2019/06/07,"How are you feeling right now? This is your chance to say what’s on your mind, i’ll be reading it and responding to all of you (with positivity) :) I’ll start; Today I spoke with an ADHD coach and found a new way to organize my tasks and schedule my responsibilities. I’m feeling kinda anxious about facing my tasks head on and being held accountable for doing them but know that it’s exactly what I need. Not facing your tasks/responsibilities is like leveling up your problems before facing them and that frame really helps me to start executing my tasks more than I usually would. Feel free to share whatever, love this community so much!",7.315928571428572,7.6586331166666675,7.9107142857142865,68.88000000000001,63.66666666666666,11.190476190476188,32.14285714285714,10.914260884657429,3.526035714285713,514,18,92,13,7,171,82,120,0.037000000000000005,0.7609999999999999,0.201,0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,2,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,7,5,4,1,2,23,19,8,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,16,5,14,13,3,13,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,1,8,60,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574782150167655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420333851279217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823048452688953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32498279478358355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349061748256142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198749244987349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360243452597105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177422413655031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466821151939423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933624939273464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163241568496268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749311099026558,0.15885832345354184,0.0,0.20691703376468687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500142794807089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430077972661124,0.0,0.13724942533424755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296218280187776,0.0,0.17037447568931122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303284316737781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030771260939528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23595817904844002,0.0,0.0,0.17005596450763652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219194002764866,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emowerewolves,2019/06/07,Stimming When I stim I hand flap or when im sitting i bounce my knee. Especially when im anxious or nervous. When i feel overwhelmed i hand flap. Are there any good stim toys that yall use?,-0.551916666666667,1.6635489750000012,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,96.75,3.6666666666666674,21.66666666666667,5.46131890053228,-0.11058333333333303,149,6,34,1,6,48,26,40,0.107,0.636,0.257,0.73,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387791608548267,0.0,0.0,0.3966748285595702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775409266197636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945096061172872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7585572423965573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30326195609747564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skedlyio,2019/06/07,"Could an Alexa skill help parents of children with ADHD? Hi, I'm creating an Alexa skill that helps parents of children in secondary education (11-18). It will provide information about their timetable, homework, performance, etc. The idea is that it helps parents communicate with and help their children, not micro-manage them. Whilst building this, some people have suggested that parents of children with ADHD might benefit from the skill. Early data support the suggestion. So, would any parent with a child in secondary education like to complete a survey and potentially participate in the beta-testing of an Alexa skill? I'm keen to hear what features you'd like the skill to have, so you'd have the opportunity to drive the product. I appreciate this is a spam-like approach to research/marketing/sales so understand if people don't want to participate, although I'd also be satisfied to get data demonstrating it's not a good idea. Personally, I'd like to ask my son, who is dyslexic and struggles to recall information, ""How did your lesson on the Industrial Revolution go today? Do you need help with your homework on Linear Equations?"". And so, I'm curious to know if this idea might help other parents too, and ultimately benefit their children. Please contact me if you're happy to participate. Thanks in advance.",6.818496168582377,9.123286232758618,7.13666666666667,66.8527777777778,65.98275862068965,9.638314176245213,37.02681992337165,9.994966539143718,4.352263601532568,1074,56,158,26,18,348,128,232,0.024,0.746,0.23,0.9934,6,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,4,9,8,12,0,1,15,0,17,0,0,1,0,31,30,15,0,7,5,7,0,3,0,4,0,1,2,7,12,10,0,0,8,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,1,12,11,28,21,2,13,0,0,0,0,38,6,0,6,6,102,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357836214935401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844699086668094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670835057189776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170611482743174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285133745957332,0.0,0.0,0.07832132951609186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940248951846232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125088591237996,0.0,0.055749972318443114,0.08227790893196109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044245569851232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056083531938672,0.0,0.394508351694349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322138705631802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391075914930735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377361963819554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812779300144524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273662124352802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535411214328033,0.0,0.0,0.13601423193683432,0.08565326688628913,0.0,0.1076794769112254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255078726051077,0.0,0.0,0.11131768890156596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903132201246621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298312913543903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212094656648787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785930800126274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968427752132368,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rrff737,2019/06/07,"I turned in an essay earlier today... I turned in an essay earlier today (very last minute as per usual), and barely decided to re-read it right now. As I'm reviewing my paper I realized that I completely forgot to go back and finish a final thought. So my conclusion sentence of one specific paragraph is half written... Decided to not read the rest of the paper, because I don't want to cringe any further.",4.393076923076921,6.045717025641029,6.423589743589744,72.16307692307696,71.05128205128204,9.815384615384616,32.230769230769226,10.125756701596842,3.803600000000001,320,15,53,9,6,112,56,78,0.018000000000000002,0.96,0.022000000000000002,0.0879,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,7,0,10,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,35,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480398297748519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673937514223397,0.0,0.13270464049809166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282487028849635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384738526055647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372088863267225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745019831293393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751553151945346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435507130492101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591004503639336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282523853209694,0.0,0.0,0.4126981552124401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735785418755638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975990569101716,0.17962088836284346,0.1284019471919913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sogrizz,2019/06/07,"New Diagnosis I got diagnosed with ADHD recently and even tho the meds they gave me work, when I take them I feel like I’m not myself so I don’t take them as often as I should. Does anyone else have that problem? How do you deal with balancing feeling better and feeling off from the meds?",2.7511864406779623,4.513593949152547,4.212,85.88172881355933,75.61016949152544,7.431864406779661,23.664406779661018,8.238735603445708,1.343722711864407,229,7,47,4,5,76,45,59,0.046,0.804,0.15,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,3,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,12,8,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,11,2,6,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562388942945128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908249905326085,0.2184604670707345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188568322253936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198117841172735,0.0,0.2164052727458444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658289659941416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781109222330285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082424237330912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341855404995623,0.15231840036117075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705247833805252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416441167951784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736600161114838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592107933912532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040146939141609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105207201342225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206171578432712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155220574680554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xxqqxxyy,2019/06/07,"Medication Holiday *not seeking medical advice* DISCLAIMER FOR THE POINTDEXTERS: *NOT SEEKING MEDICAL ADVICE* ****I have already spoken to my doctor****, just curious about other people’s experiences with a med holiday. What was your experience like, and do you have any tips? When you started taking the meds again, how did you feel?",3.0976797385620927,3.5217340185185217,4.659934640522877,67.3108823529412,134.7407407407407,7.937254901960784,29.10239651416122,7.285733465282438,4.245365141612202,263,14,33,9,17,87,45,54,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797589692114471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442817705011247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213885601157574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888661502641813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801489373723178,0.0,0.0,0.09825000998740406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493105166375733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316737620414844,0.5872468376539974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471150804467508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753506782575936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609847780425492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tommymcgrath99,2019/06/07,"3 weeks without using Adderal! After using 10mg XR of Adderall pretty consistently for the past year, I have officially gone 3 weeks without using it. My girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me because I was being so moody and irritable and because I felt Adderall was one of the factors, I have flushed the pills and have not gone back since! It was harder than you would think",5.525833333333335,6.807232138888893,5.9232222222222255,78.24400000000001,67.8888888888889,7.426666666666668,32.455555555555556,7.554174236665415,2.273652222222223,302,13,53,3,5,97,49,72,0.136,0.82,0.044000000000000004,-0.7775,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,0,13,15,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,6,1,7,0,10,7,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651916486994088,0.0,0.26191776177633963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627128820291246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455749312827457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508033727177694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185601887026399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777102838084782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765492232954146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566345860944979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446486692493904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141785105991066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260965889230044,0.0,0.0,0.27668802394720643 adhd,kick0a0cat,2019/06/07,"I am a burden to my loved ones My mother can no longer support me. In this time I am once again thinking about switching my studies. This time to a different university. I have high hopes, that I found a field, that I could actually function in, social working. Up until the term when I'm accepted arrives I can work more, but once I study again I won't be able to support myself fully. My partner is stressing out over this. I believe it could work out, but I probably don't see the situation clearly enough, since we can't really plan the future. Last weekend we visited my mother and it seems, she won't need to stress anymore, but my partner now shoulders more than he deserves and I think than he needs. This stress in turn gets to me and I can't function anymore. I am trying really hard, but I am still being a burden. I don't think they know how hard I'm trying. I wonder if I would be better off dead - realistically I know they wouldn't want that, but I can't help but feel that I will always be a burden, as I have been for so long - probably right after I finished school. Any words of encouragement or maybe some experiences in a similar situation would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.",4.34084139985108,5.5466866582278485,5.679970215934478,79.17078183172003,70.60337552742615,8.276892529163566,28.709108960039714,8.671277953709913,2.152757954827501,946,35,183,16,17,318,132,237,0.11800000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.152,0.8483,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,2,5,8,15,0,3,9,0,28,2,1,1,1,38,50,16,1,10,8,2,3,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,10,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,2,4,37,9,22,35,5,27,0,0,1,1,17,11,0,6,15,130,47,4,0.10766510050128973,0.0,0.10506560721179646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895859884884485,0.0,0.0,0.07321596033448906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354969844351507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130169931757293,0.0,0.0952210320818027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171923643922635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248711467532292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124682951333187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053171276032976,0.0,0.0,0.054438709787761136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180492255339298,0.0,0.0,0.056250571298775316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870115339386628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928935649364676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216564738309841,0.11375408990381587,0.0,0.10693573796249506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833984709976285,0.08776142677809283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528022592051168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717195672858686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816406462662466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596646156043429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293196364502309,0.07295665849437565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321623764200356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379460406071723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194540755598672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896282967269244,0.08579514565197517,0.0980142638779932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906168371511651,0.24204016790865415,0.0,0.10975101137524734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598148833700997,0.0,0.369990026585472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443541603193977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912355927914117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696234722502296,0.0,0.0,0.12556077184421002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619507183513364,0.1171087125335123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350366578222716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675820880794748,0.2351444263502913,0.0,0.0,0.1529643966669469,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,akusbros1,2019/06/07,"Do you know of any famous people with ADHD? Since joining this sub, I have been talking to my son more about his ADHD and my ADD. This morning asked if there was any famous people who had ADHD.",3.306153846153848,4.688828333333333,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,73.35897435897436,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.13524615384615402,151,3,29,0,3,49,32,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8211612980990849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309766021364178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129226557194114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251696468825485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157969513169681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884034798860019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306297003730165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tsabracadabra,2019/06/07,"Remember, kids... If you take Vyvanse, drink 2 glasses of water for every alcoholic beverage you consume. Vyvanse works its magic in your liver. If your liver's already trying to focus on filtering out alcohol when you put the Vyvanse in your system, well, i hope you like hangovers. :) I only had 1 shot of vodka last night in a screwdriver and i forgot to hydrate... i am paying for it a hundredfold.",3.1170270270270284,5.870751716216217,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,79.13513513513513,7.483783783783783,29.52027027027027,8.472884824447931,3.0541675675675672,313,15,47,7,8,108,56,74,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.8689,0,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,6,2,0,0,7,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,11,3,11,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,4,34,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435478497330135,0.0,0.0,0.2806310846955729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491213691315153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426231482145905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525815195745298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729192090500168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242402205073343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386473295640967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934098560863023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556460298174043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880771633050385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120516185239209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265590578977671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286500786908269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513653669854285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,steppedonalego1,2019/06/07,"Getting excited over ideas that can't be realized soon. I don't know if this is specific to ADHD or something normal. But often I will get an idea for something like say a video game, or painting or statue or piece of clothing or whatever and I get excited but at the same time depressed because there is no way to realize any of these ideas because learning the skills to realize them would take years and I could only focus on one idea. How do you deal with this? Maybe I am overrating the ideas and they aren't actually that great?",3.5573333333333323,5.574537495238097,4.580952380952382,82.99904761904762,74.04761904761905,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.435095238095238,427,18,81,9,9,139,75,105,0.11199999999999999,0.84,0.048,-0.8721,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,28,16,12,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,10,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,7,4,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.13621465961300366,0.0,0.1677538413086993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492247158575272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701792346848196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144712935956654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390583151755665,0.12022421032604393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187819389951441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389276885463085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7878714188597894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671217260875085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819409767986208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023172412428006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676349762478085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458629390758183,0.10616055383947706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100346006351074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491844466276214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495042129683056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139303741436324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079594163628294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915705899312233,0.0,0.0,0.08988805463678218 adhd,miswish,2019/06/07,"If you're a parent/guardian of someone with ADHD Here is a person who makes really informative videos about it that I wish my parents had when I was a kid: [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-nPM1\_kSZf91ZGkcgy\_95Q](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-nPM1_kSZf91ZGkcgy_95Q) Also good for people who have it but want more information!",16.732424242424244,20.668178909090926,9.170909090909092,55.434696969697,44.0,9.503030303030306,28.303030303030305,9.725611199111238,2.65249393939394,288,6,33,4,3,71,39,44,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.5487,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34398641862703977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288937566516848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24007166440441186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105718267001096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356372235502611,0.0,0.0,0.19843213973003213,0.24992033232238603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336284596455252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425172250115257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882271989480388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291442326055093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kraxel007,2019/06/07,"Im tired of people telling me that I over-react! Yes I am hyper! I am still hyper. It's more like the thought doesn't leave. I just need an outlet and a solution. And the more people delay the more I get annoyed. I'm affected by those small things and I just need space!!!! I'm gonna quit Tom and in a haste but if I don't I'll just be buying time before I lose it again and soon!",-1.137906976744187,0.7229598604651173,1.4849302325581384,99.7339069767442,89.93023255813951,4.370232558139535,14.413953488372092,5.6839178017228535,-1.0467311627906977,292,5,74,2,10,100,57,86,0.154,0.7609999999999999,0.085,-0.7372,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,6,1,5,1,0,1,0,15,12,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,3,9,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261099786029709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882885629055672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870255205485836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813613899912367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981842052609135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29727511716931665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39405921509111663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368436563053986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826282153035621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220605253207125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322528716004819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653398946813315,0.0,0.0,0.21095370594085586,0.15494472276116,0.3054085225418788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,i_am_fear_itself,2019/06/07,"Middle-aged, pre-diagnosed, and trying to wrap my head around this. Not a somber post... a ""putting the puzzle together"" post. Would be interested in feedback from my older, late-diagnosed kin if you folks are here. tl;dr: am old guy. self-diagnosed pre-appointment. trying to figure out the difference between behavior and thought processes unmistakably associated with the disorder and those that are neuro-typical. minor to moderate regret wondering how my life might have been different if I had been diagnosed earlier. ... I flipped the odometer on a major decade birthday recently. It was a tough few weeks of retrospection for reasons unrelated to ADHD (failures, disappointments, trajectory, what the fuck am I doing with my life). **As recently as a month ago I was *still* in the camp of ""this is a bullshit 'disorder' perpetuated by drug companies and phychs who need jobs, and people looking for any excuse for their lot in life.""** I'm a strong believer in the ""bootstrap"" mentality. One mundane evening I settled in to my routine 2-3 hour consumption of 7 minute YouTube videos on stuff that interests me. Something on ADHD popped up in my recommends. The speaker started rattling off a laundry list of ""Have you ever..."", ""When 'x' happens, do you..."" and I was sucked in to hours of internally shouting ""YES! OMG!"" so frequent it could have been the main timecode to an EDM ID (song). I watched anecdotal personal experience clips, humor-driven ""here's how I deal with it"" clips, and the clinical straight-talk from Barkley (among other clinical presentations). **In just a few hours I managed to travel the distance from mild-depression over ""where I'm at"" to the baseball-bat-to-the-solarplexes disbelief that not only is it ""real"", but my lifetime of challenges and out-right fuck ups may not have been entirely without explanation.** I was (and am still) facing the Chinese water torture of assorted memories being recalled and wondering how *that* situation might have turned out differently if I had only known then what I believe now. Reason for my post... A month into this self-realization (assessment scheduled for July), combined with a nearly insatiable quest for more information (online print, youtube), I find myself unintentionally hyper-analyzing my day-to-day behavior, noting those times where ADHD hits me sideways (because now that I'm aware, I can't *NOT* see it). I find, however, that I'm having some difficulty separating the ADHD influenced behavior from the ""neuro-typicals do this too"" category. This failure to identify the color of the puzzle piece leaves me, sometimes, at a loss for how to counter-balance the behavior to make my life more manageable or easier to live. Does it need a counter-balancing understanding or approach if it's neuro-typical, I find myself wondering at times. **At the most basic level, if I can't identify what the problematic behavior or thought process is, I can't fix it.** As you can imagine, this leads to a small bit of indecision paralysis - not a lot, but enough to make my brain hit a bit of school crosswalk speed zone. I don't know if anything I've said makes any sense. My brain was awash in self-analysis even before being hit with the baseball bat. Anyway. I'm glad to be here. I'm learning more every day from what I read here.",5.075626585489601,7.801896506849317,6.024695585996955,71.13090816844245,71.94520547945207,9.599898528665653,33.58878741755454,9.950812598591193,4.125788406900051,2616,133,413,77,54,861,310,584,0.075,0.89,0.035,-0.9738,4,0,2,0,0,0,150.0,0,4,1,4,23,14,4,1,38,1,42,15,4,11,1,80,72,31,0,11,18,1,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,2,29,19,1,0,17,4,0,4,10,9,0,1,14,8,42,5,75,46,15,63,0,3,4,2,13,30,3,22,26,288,71,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306547070763373,0.0,0.0609718888923962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354945851699367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056602464313695214,0.0612313619789287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192941615837252,0.0,0.05852918003864763,0.15498954376215,0.0,0.0,0.15018621985044314,0.0,0.0,0.15356892392006605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491754708178948,0.0,0.0,0.13307783669310302,0.07091214751895357,0.05924260919857181,0.2792527741214358,0.0,0.2155904659299761,0.15766232019726886,0.0,0.060192377498343524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976632447401617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107112038932142,0.0,0.09086091075165634,0.06221806907294002,0.057952558088117036,0.0,0.0,0.06728287257889433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859896780237173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717736156693313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681058829825427,0.060824489480521465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059109714274953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321189760421227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825641282029883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780128187416439,0.0,0.07759010483723293,0.07283115744147378,0.0,0.0,0.1943335798397608,0.0,0.0,0.060736559033328426,0.0,0.057760310845720114,0.0,0.0,0.11695352024081873,0.0,0.0,0.1377393554287629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931698320322792,0.14593557006507954,0.0,0.0,0.1098037058012604,0.0,0.0,0.10200329454037238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217608084874179,0.0,0.046609071752781915,0.1046249867037581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047685400850159466,0.06005857339245513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762500860355425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914581038357112,0.0,0.0,0.06880151155906468,0.1565799926742575,0.0,0.14144054969509928,0.13582962735054924,0.0,0.0,0.05874021900888095,0.0654282870566003,0.0,0.0,0.06961196484885884,0.05481106429842263,0.0,0.2152666906009939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731485916381119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052952435254892766,0.06802804482695098,0.0,0.0486848891785118,0.0,0.10986022227483527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873996196573972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055285087906296215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921187566438567,0.08021572184083274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339814533298772,0.07481604144152484,0.0,0.07160542250434784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055173491799029264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630425908111752,0.22377635616941455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048861397211745566,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,momen_mkawy,2019/06/07,"Do you guys get unreasonably mad when someone tells you to do something ? Being given orders pisses me the f**k off , I would do anything with enthusiasm is asked but for some reason a majority of society don’t have the manners to just ask nicely , this extends from small and big chores to even personal relationships , I would lose it if someone says “hey you have to respect my opinion/respect me/treat me someway” , like no I don’t have to , I used to respect you now I don’t , maybe if you had some manners and asked nicely to be treated a certain way I would be nice and treat you in the best way I can , I have ADHD and I don’t run around ordering people to treat me some kind of way what gives you the right to tell me what to do ? I know this sounds petty but I don’t know if it’s related to ADHD or I just have anger issues or I just find it weird because I don’t tell anyone to do anything",4.800997067448684,4.641106333333337,5.91314760508309,82.78517595307919,69.0,8.484066471163247,29.812316715542522,8.00094639256281,1.8384903225806453,702,24,149,8,11,235,96,186,0.095,0.695,0.209,0.9783,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,0,2,7,17,3,0,6,0,25,1,1,2,1,28,34,12,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,2,26,12,20,26,5,14,0,1,0,0,19,6,1,8,3,106,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32545095794484197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467540488589624,0.0,0.22284668373014224,0.12053544066263085,0.3797444800991621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825390860179702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209481200014318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943096774678737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375390082182162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074134246497205,0.12988880894977956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406810418235265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132328279244002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099912292896594,0.1488255044819254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661500036093192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147888869714599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602832756157296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938698833226366,0.11822677751182027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921459881074014,0.0,0.14536981342928046,0.0,0.11563156451250292,0.0,0.10767617042635247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294493588239637,0.1042381699725112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35503886657345707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694283903119235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32242461687277485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885545831727377,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rokuda323soichiro,2019/06/07,"ADHD Tax: Half of my keys My key set has \{had\} a pop-off ring to effectively divide the keys into two bundles. I kept the important keys on one side, and misc keys on the other. I never imagined I'd lose just some of my keys, but somehow, when I pulled out the car key, my metal tangle had become a bit lighter than usual. At least I have the house/car set left ノ( º \_ ºノ)",-0.5478481012658207,1.5916628860759516,1.8302405063291158,96.01143670886078,91.0253164556962,4.1726582278481015,15.49493670886076,5.6839178017228535,-0.7696896202531645,284,6,65,2,10,96,58,79,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.455,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,3,1,8,0,9,2,3,14,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,3,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897261912787646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35814605437759417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540339949333031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523353712872071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627906995504006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501077103709741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974314140408344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167782186242457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35715286598376284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustADamn_Dirty_Ape,2019/06/07,"People who were medicated as kids: how would you talk to your kid about medication if they had ADHD? I wasn't diagnosed till my mid 30s, and medication has helped me (mostly) get my shit together. My daughter is diagnosed ADHD at 6, and isn't on medication (but has lots of other help from the school) - however, looking at some of the things she struggles with and that are familiar from when I was a kid, it seems inevitable that she will reach a point where it would help her. However, I know a lot of people resent having been medicated as kids, and I don't have direct experience of that, so I want to help her make an informed choice and respect it (while letting her know its an option) rather than force it on her. Any suggestions?",12.00802816901409,7.173683183098593,11.357830985915491,64.21604225352115,58.71830985915493,15.021971830985914,42.48450704225353,12.340626583579946,4.892564507042254,580,20,112,13,5,191,93,142,0.054000000000000006,0.846,0.1,0.6809,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,0,6,4,2,1,7,0,17,8,1,2,0,23,24,14,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,18,1,18,15,4,10,0,0,1,0,22,7,1,7,3,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084723413098132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727358141113672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605187683918633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553824149655754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705080137225353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440864245010481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106135100679068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312333084956374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777078287440446,0.0,0.0,0.21821510742794906,0.0,0.0,0.08566596422252205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6464302810110977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779454752253042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213199757481659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988392616559008,0.0,0.11683321230684192,0.0,0.0,0.13173611726399845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416572893839032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315244356728204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852614202807089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569650551916776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823338881922672,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheOGGizmo,2019/06/07,"Juul and adhd Any science or experience on how it works with your superpower(adhd)? I used to use one to prepare for edc, but then when the event was over I noticed I pretty much forgot all about it and never touched it. I would use it when I didn’t want to get up for my early lectures. It would give me a boost of “wake tf up” and I would start my day. But later I noticed sometimes the nicotine would not work because my brain was already stimulated by something.",6.4061290322580655,5.748540795698926,6.889806451612905,78.79470967741938,65.7741935483871,8.730322580645161,33.65376344086022,7.554174236665415,2.24481247311828,366,14,73,3,5,120,66,93,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.8922,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,5,2,21,15,10,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,12,0,13,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,55,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859621094931929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719952394098182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091971339843319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788559221428088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925583565064576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355818618363644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707406474220525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389429221095865,0.15403905712365948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804177946567325,0.0,0.12384605096536334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656335051215385,0.0,0.0,0.10881040112379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336344171948028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123619190511398,0.15881369370644272,0.0,0.11365646473886498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160581224983047,0.0,0.0,0.09471183973054532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233802368705176,0.0,0.0,0.4562741140419039,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FirstAndrea,2019/06/07,"How do you guys manage to go through home-cleaning and every-day tasks? In the these few months i happen to be the one in my family that works less in terms of time, and i have plenty of free time. So i have to do different chores in my free mornings like buying stuff, cleaning the house etc, and I don't even mind it, I'm happy to help more. But since i have the entire morning i end up doing in several hours things that would take only one hour, losing time just walking around and thinking. it's exhausting. It's a temporary situation but i hate it. I have learned metods to manage my time while studying for university but now, here I'm hopeless. Any advice or tricks a could use? ( I'm sorry if my English is bad it's not my native language)",2.605430161943321,4.375761111842107,3.8752631578947394,88.10414979757088,76.03947368421052,6.519028340080973,23.534412955465587,7.321109707123232,0.903901214574898,587,18,121,7,13,192,99,152,0.13699999999999998,0.795,0.067,-0.9129,1,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,0,2,7,10,2,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,0,19,21,12,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,10,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,6,0,2,0,0,14,6,16,18,5,20,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,12,81,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597155826799078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854202244476648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208902908899662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326983076595328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743765110901836,0.0,0.0,0.10293690465077956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676116614541597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136936344841447,0.0,0.1780102096817359,0.10542259859651336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046852791562942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907115030548028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804154073150375,0.1411448704684258,0.16991055109131875,0.0,0.15758437035525985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069849426574763,0.0,0.1601044239309234,0.0,0.3143724642267631,0.18417147832540068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779786404348027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856564097774527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611631974929969,0.0,0.12740123233780049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216315219458002,0.12139255357656398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803167746743358,0.0,0.13203316911519314,0.17941121865815873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867320690487948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271820819642373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200087902651924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106039500661542,0.1022732913929882,0.0,0.0,0.3722854976820282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785401509719145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619985353863793,0.0,0.0,0.11338419178292795,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JBaller30,2019/06/07,"Need Help about three or four months ago I was diagnosed with ADHD. that's now on top of diagnosed depression and anxiety. I haven't felt like myself for what feels like forever. and I know take a fistful of pills every morning that seem to do nothing. but I've been through countless different drugs, therapists, and countless other ""coping"" strategies. how do you guys deal with this monster that is ADHD. for the last month everything has felt like too much. and I've lost most of my friendships. and even ruined my relationship with my SO. I don't know where to go from here. and feel extremely stuck and lost. everyday I wake up with either a headache or a migraine which is often incapacitating. I feel like my life is just a routine and I don't know how to move forward healing or getting better. any help would be appreciated. thank you. I just recently found this subreddit and it's been a tremendous source for all my questions about my new diagnosed ADHD.",4.008612284692884,6.531467066298344,4.534728631784205,81.51442313942152,74.4696132596685,7.79473513162171,28.87910302242444,8.671277953709913,2.469166135846604,773,33,139,16,17,245,113,181,0.131,0.753,0.11599999999999999,0.0041,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,4,13,10,0,0,6,0,14,9,1,2,1,38,32,16,0,2,7,0,5,4,0,1,8,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,11,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,9,5,17,6,19,21,4,15,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,7,13,95,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301540004720009,0.0,0.10575907479759968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113332521183814,0.0,0.09127006166412488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551796258090676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300099684874136,0.10275954462381903,0.3632844032173644,0.0,0.124651150041601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835905086137387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880160866691498,0.0,0.10052188044182044,0.0,0.1072260650808004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809766692321617,0.17046688518604686,0.2291081981775192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081473168546662,0.0,0.0,0.062333347451640375,0.0,0.06780531366591304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813337758354354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599388688342503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967051703563084,0.09725169686107094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427055475610204,0.23315085720623174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604768898824724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046053100607405,0.1268052006116988,0.08770488503248368,0.08846514560123933,0.0,0.11522811723946505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447895304127705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336519255164793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780195742376218,0.12809181694501018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861324648727133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970454013623917,0.0,0.0,0.10984249792542997,0.0,0.13852543188525204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475276486106488,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EtTuBruteIF,2019/06/07,"Cant take a nap to save my life. It takes awhile to fall asleep at night, but as long as I'm not sick, I can stay asleep. My body normally wakes itself up at around 5-6 AM and I get to sleep around 9 or 10 PM, so I'm normally not tired during the day. Although sometimes after work or school I'm just beat and want to sleep for a couple hours and I cant. I lay there forever and I'm never able to drift off. I don't normally notice my adhd acting up during this, but I cant help but think it's related. Is this with anyone else, and how can I remedy it?",-0.1699866666666665,1.3973493280000011,2.5381,95.41888333333335,83.72,6.086666666666666,16.016666666666666,7.1686216300943375,-0.27733333333333343,426,7,107,6,12,149,80,125,0.026000000000000002,0.884,0.09,0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,0,8,9,6,1,1,24,17,15,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,17,17,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,62,16,2,0.16412066527782632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724114618510571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475698515779463,0.1681610164600525,0.0,0.29220437539782523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230106076812974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815963945049712,0.0,0.105844251740319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371017563358299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574627377700927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000662242057964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616257957081962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592327951042873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524162419472822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657997478033847,0.0,0.0,0.1540161265244705,0.4824102175667476,0.0,0.18685246520325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609887524530326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284783825190035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231953451431502,0.0,0.0,0.17493079223680047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467966304402368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051618954080184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886325616116825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680262060067464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948179898994707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Born2BeBrave,2019/06/07,"Just got an acceptance letter! For the first time in my life, I am a college student! This is a big freaking deal!! (30m) Pending financial aid details, and registering for classes; I have managed to do something I never thought I could do. On July 1st I will begin pursuing a Bachelors Degree in Psychology with a focus on Mental Health.",3.706666666666667,6.20739736507937,5.7367460317460335,72.63464285714286,75.34920634920636,8.009523809523811,34.3095238095238,8.841846274778883,3.6315523809523818,266,15,42,6,6,92,52,63,0.048,0.88,0.07200000000000001,0.3331,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,7,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,6,1,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,32,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28468374337440355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675971830341956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032893244338747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851732006085453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790060698805009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25184851614793263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593281074321531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500066386237004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449691929434955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28306841107427105,0.2079127090028076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,d-j-salinger,2019/06/07,"How do you get through college? This is my first post here because I only recently found out that I have ADHD. For some background, I'm 23. I've been to college on and off over the years and have dropped out twice. There's a certain point in the semester when I start to do poorly and then I just totally give up and end up failing courses because my confidence is shaken. I'm considering going back (this time with a major that interests me) but I want to succeed. I did fine in high school, coasting by was actually pretty simple for me. But there's so much accountability that goes into taking college courses, especially because I have no choice but to take mine online. I'm totally lost and still don't know much about the recent diagnosis so any advice you can offer will be valuable.",4.369901960784311,6.1282065947712425,5.5014542483660165,78.3290441176471,71.2875816993464,7.975816993464052,30.39705882352941,8.59863814320734,2.5003294117647057,631,27,114,11,12,209,104,153,0.063,0.799,0.138,0.8937,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,4,11,7,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,1,3,21,27,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,5,0,14,5,20,20,6,26,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,1,11,85,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.17937056796156442,0.0,0.22090208116192367,0.17961552551859575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499607376346238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413373801641849,0.0,0.3361438416474932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279976163594834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634740457055302,0.0,0.20153651792787985,0.0,0.0,0.09603234768999616,0.176325848894952,0.10446259864747326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420375758992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101633707774302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064867584569407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702407734506793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979463657877392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375843173159972,0.0,0.17603772054206998,0.18699931093751204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629774108524359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602400122897328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301005926788514,0.0,0.1467896946152947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640221293803896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718020652556448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084150075489264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836663879620013 adhd,reakan,2019/06/07,"ADHD and long-distance relationships, advice? I met this girl on a trip and fell head over heels for her, I was off my meds so I couldnt stop thinking about her and became really hyper. We spent almost 3 weeks together until I had to fly home while she stayed there. I live in Sweden and she in Norway so a long-distance is the only option. Ever since I got home Ive felt like When I dont take my meds, like abstinence from her. This is kind off a rant but I still need advice on what to do! Does being in a long-distance and having ADHD work? Ive been taking small Attentin 5 mg sometimes when my anxiety takes over, over the fact not being with her. I appreciate any help!! Thanks",1.5016428571428548,3.6259007357142856,3.228571428571428,89.72642857142858,80.92857142857143,5.7142857142857135,17.857142857142858,6.868970318607317,0.052714285714285485,533,11,111,6,14,177,92,140,0.027999999999999997,0.8240000000000001,0.147,0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,6,0,13,2,2,0,2,18,23,12,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,7,1,21,4,17,13,0,22,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,10,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370941266434808,0.27409130048855906,0.0,0.0,0.1404349650528954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537131134648004,0.0,0.10728693104657333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227292186632287,0.0,0.16436592685560925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268595015085899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465705518273927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216662303158764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393168299670744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400317080662113,0.0,0.2813540510622974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604343616432686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703310529462812,0.0,0.12383877733785473,0.37233685319077453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31156083836656034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398978375924424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666253273644401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984444599003305,0.0,0.0,0.1505704902751406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601199421316565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138705748730868,0.0,0.0,0.1494823564267274,0.11199972324012468,0.1172509794454158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31634003429004504,0.0,0.0,0.1291186210027633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898632409473798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249596412109264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209992554623863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grimlockizdafool,2019/06/07,"Intermittent Concerta use and worsening of adhd symptoms. I've recently gone back to using concerta after a long period of not taking the medication as I would again be entering college. The first time I had taken the medication it had worked well and given positive effects, nothing drastic however the change was palpable. Recently I've taken the medication again and it seems to have worsened my adhd. It has only been a day and perhaps I'm being paranoid and will be keeping track of the effect of the medication but would this be a sign that I need a higher dosage or is this a common occurence? Thanks for any help offered! Dosage: Concerta 18 mg taken once after breakfast Adhd subtype: Primarily inattentive",5.803963068181815,8.391486640625004,7.293494318181821,63.497528409090926,69.3125,10.279545454545458,35.07386363636364,10.436869588844218,4.762240625,582,30,81,18,11,199,84,128,0.043,0.866,0.091,0.7959,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,12,0,14,6,0,4,0,18,27,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,0,4,2,10,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,13,59,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016398097852506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461659261997388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698625099437388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471864147680007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897305850170614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834818678733905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325927882949424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366960893951405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313012462684975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606556262886438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316686294521343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350381529644484,0.0,0.0,0.14817426775969794,0.0,0.10581846118351844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747581166258745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666330720683322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446145716668493,0.10461222818209136,0.0,0.0,0.12809684370059946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113075581033427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403359895770505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250991028386752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129196008265504,0.0,0.0,0.19767506891498046,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Paul_newoman,2019/06/07,"""Why am I like this?"" I ask myself, as I probe the depths of my unmade bed for the pen I was writing with mere seconds ago, lost amongst the detritus of work supplies and discarded clothing. Again.",3.867280701754384,5.537495026315792,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,72.42105263157895,7.171929824561403,31.08771929824561,7.793537801064563,2.0689192982456146,153,7,30,2,3,48,32,38,0.12300000000000001,0.812,0.065,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,1,5,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209566318298367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443953087861449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200467606587385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183927452291095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285095763104163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457217159572537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,atlalias,2019/06/07,"Appointments are a pain I'm kinda pissed... I need to get an appointment with a new neurologist for University stuff but I couldn't get it done over the week. I tried making an appointment with one but when I got there they just told me they dont accept ADHD patients. so onto the next one which I cant get a hold off! they have one hour a day for calls and only on three days a week. And when I called they didnt pick up either! I made an appointment online but they then called me right in the middle of a lecture so I didnt hear it. they said they'd call again over the day but they didnt do that. It's not that I'm not trying to do it but it's hard with everything else in my life rn and them being so hard to reach. I just feel stressed..",0.4954629629629643,2.3283139012345657,2.2710956790123475,96.81368055555558,82.82716049382717,5.778395061728396,16.297839506172842,6.9077264865688965,-0.4116679012345674,580,10,142,7,16,191,91,162,0.062,0.927,0.011000000000000001,-0.7323,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,9,0,9,4,1,1,13,0,13,3,1,3,0,25,26,14,0,2,10,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,8,5,21,1,17,15,1,22,0,0,0,0,16,10,1,1,12,97,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628188824481091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553354963439318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26211735910937045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864158768440202,0.1587798446069158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317493930664678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175937966361322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850202253432178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123458427486541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835456785811444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427243294986068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269416539795716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341907579110426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569250222210003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819307409154634,0.09043298014548456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045562375287452,0.0,0.13084602204054535,0.14408296854221367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754113029328689,0.10303753762877094,0.14415872279122866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569793635600842,0.1288711196431306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519021444755338,0.0,0.15509051995208473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945555462229094,0.0,0.18396207669691325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173454321556998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PixelBased_,2019/06/07,"Starting vyvanse im in euphoria for first 2 days then when it wears off and the crash is 10x worse than original ADHD side effects and I am no longer able to put thoughts together, work becomes impossible and it's getting harder to get out of bed, vyvanse just brings me back to normal.... ...normal as in before I started taking vyvanse and wasnt taking any long lasting meds, by day 5 reality was just a blur once I crashed off the vyvanse until I took it again, the crash would often happen during work and people would just think I am high which is frustrating. I also noticed that I get back into programming at an addictive level, to the point where I ignore my school work and just code, my main issue is that I keep coding even when I crash off the vyvanse and I'm just typing nonsense, I dont realise its nonsense either. Has anyone else had these issues?",7.107797619047616,6.588555613095242,7.353095238095237,75.59190476190479,64.29761904761905,9.371428571428572,33.54761904761905,8.515128840125781,2.7034476190476195,685,25,123,8,9,223,112,168,0.14300000000000002,0.818,0.039,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,14,2,1,0,7,0,12,2,1,2,0,27,26,13,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,5,0,14,0,18,19,2,31,0,0,0,0,0,13,0,2,15,85,22,6,0.13752296598965508,0.0,0.0,0.1499203320809086,0.16527588035703422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997706621624803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935203327364122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615925538819363,0.1409085303686378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149334411991885,0.0,0.0,0.15188331130487312,0.11702191501214053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738187214442136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611758919222693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148827915227912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908326220261849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697696461716088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155502210354825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161110464808216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453005641028426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854840232827488,0.2870764938098633,0.0,0.12223673097020606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209957222733176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170349730548215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275701288106305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694866155588968,0.0,0.15657080827530365,0.0,0.14645747051491115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534110886095633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000365421114846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382485649176849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918058358227936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467892630859848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068003109598635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811916367218448,0.0,0.10917787353141856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279307534065664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003550713932663,0.0,0.14014765125913456,0.19538473862479372,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mari_free,2019/06/07,On my way out of an unproductive funk but need help forgiving myself for wasting all that time I have two exams in one week and I have a ton of studying to do before then. The past month I was soooo unproductive. I was just feeling unable to start the work and it was impossible to concentrate on anything. My life has been feeling like a mess. Today I decided to take my adderall that I have been off of for a while and Im finally able to get some work done. I really want to take this momentum and do the best that I can for this week but it is hard to shake the guilt of my unproductive month. I need to find a way to forgive myself for being a lazy ADHD piece of shit for a month.,2.7242657342657357,3.9624131748251727,4.498181818181816,85.96727272727274,74.5944055944056,7.997202797202798,24.188811188811197,8.575989854853784,1.404613986013986,536,16,118,10,11,182,81,143,0.135,0.71,0.155,0.5006,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,2,11,0,15,2,1,0,1,19,24,8,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,6,3,15,4,24,17,5,20,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,13,88,22,3,0.16603115990355966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995371894598648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662949782897907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128028830517664,0.0,0.17423945901023766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699075213688169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790068625082413,0.1186126938096974,0.0,0.18187902013536836,0.15174947224377955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867444283661972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873130743025995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128718669671037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934214378592886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727271836462268,0.08111443817105322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39757346341607774,0.0,0.0,0.2462200025906025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250701087084364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849552894528354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063638125050466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042859970912533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751770953742972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496695388293601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681410452698494,0.0,0.1573781260746094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218831795467453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792947983014112,0.263575613234159,0.2663603632589097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174532366272425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,True_IamSLATE,2019/06/07,"I've hit the H part and I don't want it to end. It's so rare for me to feel this way. I feel like I have so much energy and I can just pour it into anything I want to do. There is no problem too big today. I wish everyday could be like this. But I know tomorrow I will be disorganized, confused, and distracted. It's like Theodin being freed from Saruman's mind control, but only for a day.",0.5614411764705878,2.2361008352941205,3.130220588235293,91.54474264705885,81.82352941176471,6.602941176470589,22.389705882352942,7.645422480735847,0.8342058823529417,301,10,71,5,8,105,58,85,0.136,0.728,0.136,0.254,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,17,7,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,4,7,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042954772000976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784428604449681,0.19821409939952786,0.0,0.0,0.16010610422248633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988321987071696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510537721713025,0.17735582190437932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643630207438318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36385948387329203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506701729781176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824984594865872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888116696407377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26883961115211824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375497223836409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353198970804539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928584256219469,0.19705593059919704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854848619411449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Noor2019,2019/06/07,adhd and bedwetting is there a connection? Are there any scientific studies that have studied this topic?,6.9241176470588215,10.809341705882357,7.160294117647062,58.866323529411794,73.11764705882355,10.458823529411768,37.911764705882355,10.125756701596842,5.852082352941176,87,5,10,3,2,28,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8703292016804239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924703856094456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BarryTheTank,2019/06/07,"Elvanse/vyvanse advice. I was diagnosed on Monday. Took my first meds this morning. 30mg elvanse. I don’t feel good. ADHD kind of felt like they were clearing up 45 mins after taking. Begin to feel funny in arms, legs and stomach. Like I’m on recreational drugs and close to peaking. 2 hours in and I’m a t work and can’t do work properly. Can’t focus attention to read emails. Feel jittery like I’ve rattled gallons of coffee. It’s almost 7 hours since I took the pill. I’ve left work and am in the back garden. I don’t feel like my adhd symptoms have cleared up. They feel more pronounced. Still got the jitters and the occasional slight euphoria. Jaw is clenching but I’m very conscious of it and am focusing constantly on it but it’s more like a secondary task that my brain is working on. Like I’m not thinking about doing I’m just doing and my first thoughts are on typing this. So my questions are: Did you have these issues on first taking the pill? Did they pass and how long did it take? Was it a sign that you needed a higher dose? Was it a sign that the drug wasn’t for you? P.s I am also aware that I am out my tits on amphetamines. 🥺🥴 P.p.s I’m quite light in weight. Only 55kg. 5ft5 tall. Could this be a factor? Thank you in advance. Life has been very wild for me up until the last few months and I’m hoping that this is the beginning of me taking control. Peace and love BarryTheTank xx",0.5764148404459846,2.9750209965397936,2.1989648212226065,93.59545607458672,88.16955017301036,4.73360246059208,19.792483660130717,6.286939319323684,0.10458008458285306,1104,34,232,11,36,359,159,289,0.008,0.85,0.141,0.9876,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,3,10,7,11,0,0,14,0,30,16,6,2,2,38,58,17,0,3,4,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,1,0,17,13,1,1,11,2,0,4,6,0,0,3,14,8,21,11,28,42,3,40,0,0,0,2,10,19,1,3,23,136,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502097806090906,0.10172281084362374,0.0,0.0,0.10423854650215636,0.0,0.0,0.08324668291149025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800445036477998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620716699352147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249234831033757,0.11675412739335447,0.08311333311067383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565670751403107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143995678282484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631739601064724,0.07436722992820123,0.09994986436050678,0.0,0.0,0.2656356806868899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873119914455328,0.08325623000272132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339224329972962,0.2050300136005357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865067906312888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840146188818398,0.0,0.08485330500972832,0.0,0.0,0.11310217009194642,0.0,0.0735270984142682,0.3051404978783341,0.0,0.0,0.09212295615785447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395200129928982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156287856307404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308958121759223,0.0,0.0,0.07718693066256208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917079179318216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661295347050077,0.11072043805840437,0.1041256074349067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611047575681821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313234780809083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819709543725256,0.3130732707239634,0.0,0.0,0.09583893423280596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670143448107622,0.0,0.08264173733230591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313121659191141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171782575294646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676263448458602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031366962753091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,getshawt,2019/06/07,"Relationship Advice for Younger People Hey guys, I’ve been dating a girl for a about 9 months, and this is the longest relationship I’ve ever had. Usually I am attracted to girls with ADHD characteristics like myself, but this is the only girl who I have dated that does not have them. I’m currently very unhappy with relationship, but she wants to keep it going. I feel bored in a way with her, and I am never mentally there when we are hanging out. I feel that she has become more of a stressor than a stress releasor. I’ve also having thoughts about how my previous relationships with ADHD people have gone, and maybe how I should approach relationships. Maybe this girl isn’t the one, but I did learn a lot from it. So, I am curious. How have relationships gone for you with other people, whether they have AHDH characteristics or not?",6.412974683544308,7.222914474683543,7.077063291139242,72.46508860759496,65.64556962025317,10.370632911392406,30.35696202531645,10.355215969177356,3.1100511392405066,669,23,121,16,10,221,97,158,0.096,0.858,0.046,-0.8621,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,2,0,10,4,0,1,9,0,18,0,0,3,2,30,27,14,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,10,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,6,2,17,2,17,20,2,16,0,0,0,0,20,2,0,2,9,92,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28285332649169365,0.11499404762340824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410743706178984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996663441862094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298122990833199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064469213868358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900354955093782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687939146156299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652019549698298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459803904750906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057491760621901776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000460345401705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644769823915301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859222845949302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392983914132344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076089757725474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974198284690229,0.08949978600024895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447503205047708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7580558783959882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480029998805446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342356743446276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960621902017627,0.09709706938137794,0.06940981580059838,0.09340769907000933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Darkchick21,2019/06/07,I did it!!!!!!!!!!! I just cleaned up my room!! Y'ALL know how hard it can be sometimes. I'm super proud of myself for doing so. Just wanted to let you guys know.,-1.716363636363635,0.2066646363636373,0.5718787878787914,102.7178181818182,99.6060606060606,2.64,12.66060606060606,3.1291,-1.7599648484848485,115,2,28,0,5,38,28,33,0.038,0.738,0.223,0.8302,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275746221915816,0.0,0.0,0.3868303635209879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746394322454135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415702996709423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270859475204412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470156173996944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sylwen,2019/06/07,"Accidentally took my Vyvanse twice this morning I usually take 50 mg daily, but I forgot I had taken my pill already and I took it again on my way out the door. Kind of freaking out cause I'm not sure what to expect... Luckily my employer was understanding and told me to go home and try not to panic. Any advice?",2.1366666666666667,4.2474470317460336,4.612936507936507,80.69178571428574,78.6825396825397,7.374603174603175,24.785714285714285,8.344100000000001,1.7777428571428575,245,9,48,5,6,86,49,63,0.114,0.77,0.11599999999999999,0.2869,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,7,0,9,2,7,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922921960810216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588652680896502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595226935987157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409786549470867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333174284186004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530323451940655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442793539317876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27522951739905593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108921966304168,0.0,0.1763752420254436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241515932981865,0.5212548379243104,0.15926467086857618,0.0,0.0,0.2442064348687316,0.0,0.0,0.25835713288088563,0.0,0.0,0.18619897643161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sandygoats,2019/06/07,I came here awhile ago to post but forgot the moment I opened the app. So here I am I feel like I have been working on drivers ed forever now and I think I’m only about 5 hours in. It’s actually a form of torture for me yet I really want to drive even though I am now so far behind. Is this an adhd thing and has anyone survived and gone through?,0.6694924812030081,2.2856296710526323,3.083759398496241,92.29131578947369,81.23684210526315,5.9218045112781965,20.06766917293233,6.868970318607317,0.18807744360902268,269,7,63,3,7,93,60,76,0.071,0.8009999999999999,0.128,0.5006,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,10,2,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,13,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,9,1,9,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2818059343277133,0.0,0.34705536189254604,0.0,0.25598451208423145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192048050795292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302854089717488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073532351391756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460149699074199,0.20630325347673756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438842556733485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108247575486574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196288868501887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27656975655509464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499875407253255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185145057316394,0.18503745478078093,0.2837231836387064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032890537547934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023401957476456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,damb85,2019/06/07,"What way do YOU procrastinate? For me, porn mostly. Then social media and just daydreaming. I realized removing sexy things from my news feed an IG feed has removed some of the triggers. The anxiety that we have to push us to be productive, in my opinion, should not be removed... Thoughts?",3.5548717948717896,6.5661642307692345,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,79.76923076923076,8.082051282051282,29.82051282051281,8.841846274778883,3.09791282051282,228,11,39,6,6,72,46,52,0.031,0.9,0.069,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,12,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,6,3,2,7,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501607098036369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665961097993917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040941813224314,0.0,0.0,0.36338494755763395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505904925165837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633232251791904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AspireToRetire,2019/06/07,"Starting to think I may have ADHD. Reluctant to seek diagnoses (UK) Hi everyone, I’ve been doing some reading the last few days mainly on here but also various online resources, because every now and again I go through periods where I’m really down and then periods where I’m quite bubbly (for want of a better word). I’ve always struggled massively with anger in my life, mainly aimed at myself and my own perceived failure to perform how I think I should. This affects all areas of my life but especially my hobby, skateboarding (which I’ve been doing for 18 years). A lot of things I have read have made me question whether ADHD might be something that has been affecting me and I wanted to get some second opinions based on some examples of behaviours below. It’s also worth saying that my mum and gf have often suggested I might be affected. • I am a master of procrastination. I am late to work everyday, luckily my boss is very chill. I spend my days at work reading about random things like quantum mechanics, instagrams algorithm or interesting articles on Wikipedia and then rush to catch up on my work last minute. • As mentioned I do struggle with my temper to the point where I criticise myself aloud. I have had moments that would be considered a meltdown, close to tears, shaking and have physically beat myself up (rare). These moment can be caused from simple things like spilling water when washing dishes, as well as things I’m passionate about. • I go through phases of obsession with ideas. Last week I wanted to start writing grime lyrics and spent hours and hours after work everyday writing lyrics and rapping along to instrumentals. I was telling my friends and trying to link with producers. This week I am completely uninterested in doing this. • I can go from sitting on the sofa looking at my phone and feeling pretty down, to doing a choreographed jig with my feet that makes a pattern to match tiles on the kitchen floor. • During conversations I often don’t hear anything that is said to me. • I say things without thinking that get me into trouble, for example: spreading a rumour that my old boss slept with one of the girls at work on a night out. • I’m very fidgety, rapping, chewing pens, humming and “beatboxing.” I also quite like winding people up (sometimes). • There are certain friends in my life that I think are constantly criticising me, and making fun of me when I’m with them, but behind my back. They probably aren’t doing this but in my mind they are and it really affects my mood. • I can definitely relate to “hyperfocus” that a lot of you guys talk about. • I have some irrational obsessive tendencies that I can normally ween myself off. An example is that I used to have to smooth the toothpaste tube out every time I brushed my teeth because I was scared I’d break my ankle if I didn’t. • I smoke weed most evenings as a way to relax and calm my mind. It also helps me focus sometimes. I should also say, I don’t struggle with being organised most of the time. I like things to have their certain place in the home so I know where they are, and I can be on time for things if I think they’re important. Sorry, I’ve written a lot more than I planned to but hopefully somebody could give me an honest opinion on whether it’s worth seeking a diagnosis. I am concerned that I might just be looking for an excuse to my undesirable behaviours so I’ve tried not to be biased in what I’ve written. Thanks, Mark",4.521822657278609,6.6487142720247325,5.132236819508844,79.60733570897018,71.65842349304482,8.069254107275745,30.064943614402647,8.788703293910665,2.6277936573358525,2742,117,481,53,54,880,313,647,0.095,0.767,0.13699999999999998,0.9831,1,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,5,13,27,29,2,7,23,0,58,13,3,13,3,102,95,43,0,11,13,1,2,4,3,7,5,5,3,2,30,30,4,0,11,6,4,6,6,10,1,2,13,10,78,18,90,66,16,80,0,0,2,1,31,38,0,23,37,351,108,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556117588303826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275417265417002,0.057313825579252624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056682517134042126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296460479939527,0.0,0.08397743379672214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091891953524142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075891623937093,0.0,0.0,0.07221955563786546,0.07443500177637395,0.0,0.054995216925032835,0.0,0.0,0.08884403238126587,0.0,0.0,0.06991193027455013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549470763280279,0.0,0.11606904069003482,0.06581796142314167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034827887375910464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643330858689384,0.0,0.07197409966776283,0.06607614271461885,0.1174385767003899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820220507878139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776329661328495,0.0,0.04616893106517513,0.0,0.06909243420695355,0.06841355815995026,0.13566620001978738,0.0,0.0,0.07775733630506149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785474419711177,0.1684396140003927,0.07769984046091198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595631925059735,0.1346055018720486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568400241499632,0.0,0.0,0.17567839126748366,0.0,0.06517608942998965,0.09195610672653742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192129499389649,0.13909868754371688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463938053881488,0.06748794933097495,0.0,0.0,0.07227815942259165,0.0,0.046674990925962855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775284227472843,0.0,0.07196512511826726,0.0,0.06511403180486394,0.0,0.0,0.07007590341676882,0.07426448138102783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716156280050983,0.14652509485928966,0.2066964524467408,0.0,0.08825281100433945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552082223104644,0.16432884545441118,0.0689610739496288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302732584203927,0.136248513673496,0.07710571943937654,0.09750748835726028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602555112650126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536327756223591,0.060204311176171026,0.06341561312405401,0.0,0.0,0.32032650504209464,0.2206781825012957,0.0,0.0,0.1204937563088336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353023825579124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949035782032153,0.0,0.1136667203526769,0.12188193998958982,0.054673878813349785,0.11050304724936608,0.0,0.061931551774421674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639803314210257,0.0,0.2507279479966109,0.0,0.0,0.0489305018470352,0.0,0.0,0.04435657600268823 adhd,Ariviaci,2019/06/07,"Questions for issues only sometimes apparent. There are times when adderall is extremely useful. Nice to have the motivation and with a sleep disorder it helps to keep me awake, but the come down make the exhaustion worse. Adderall doesn’t help with “focus” so much as getting out of my chair and avoidance of doing things that are extremely not stimulating. However, there are periods (like days) where I get extremely irritable and can’t get out of what I’m doing. Not that it’s too much most of the time, but during these periods my eyes feel awful and I’m just angry. My vision is distorted and maybe I see a little double, but I already had that problem before and I compensate - it’s just worse on these days and I can’t see anything although I can “see” it. Maybe it’s more like my brain can’t see it although it’s there, camouflaged. The opposite of hallucinating? Whatever. But the meds hadn’t worn off, and instead had just activated. I couldn’t snap out of it, I was down and nothing mattered. Two sips of beer like 3 hours later and Then 5 minutes after that I was just fine. Happy again and on top of it. I just don’t get it. I was hateful to my wife(although I think her mood triggered it partially and I was offended of course. She takes it out on everyone when she’s had a rough day) and I couldn’t handle my 5 year old yesterday because he was bouncing of the walls. I get so aggressive and cynical and ugh. But other days it’s just fine and great. Optimistic and what not. Psych doesn’t think I’m bipolar and I don’t think I ever had this issue before meds. These types of days make me want to give up on meds. I miss being aloof and fun with the kids. Also diagnosed fibro and with sleep apnea but I wear a cpap for that. Are these dehydration symptoms or mineral/vitamin deficiencies or has no one else experienced it?",2.5804539858418,4.9635200332409966,4.010584025854108,84.16927092951678,78.58448753462605,7.556817482302248,24.98622653124039,8.515128840125781,1.89352810095414,1456,54,283,32,36,480,180,361,0.16699999999999998,0.713,0.12,-0.9692,2,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,19,19,4,1,12,1,31,10,5,6,1,66,58,37,0,4,17,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,28,29,1,2,6,1,0,1,14,9,0,2,11,8,30,9,35,44,5,37,0,1,5,0,9,16,0,4,23,197,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114982306662592,0.08054777562458666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288606498646489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061399523054096364,0.0,0.1714149190890994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124396610843347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676354615470129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247885156634389,0.0,0.0,0.1022312538160976,0.0,0.0,0.1154367524120836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414075436881248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911093002582276,0.0,0.09624469948810346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509283405596553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263116839372932,0.0966222344386608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104695148792436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722101246724904,0.0,0.0994426516186386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502438544054934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919140891992484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210256318031092,0.0,0.08952681789047838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762383014834968,0.10095044180085193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446614976561386,0.0,0.20237865082025688,0.0,0.3356400935745674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808530644189674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664598976434544,0.0,0.10569135814550906,0.0,0.06825219709250642,0.07660402733593971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637786404699586,0.0,0.0,0.11283229172084876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32105128230730745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201590553160356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961716354219806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468928084231093,0.07573081197463731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691557734011121,0.1936168021541034,0.0,0.0,0.11746424142573515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983912820850996,0.0,0.0,0.08699193179270136,0.0,0.0,0.059408761345605764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528973823936786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486201084615993 adhd,lady_spite,2019/06/07,Just threw away steel spoon instead of teabag. I was making coffee. Can't even reach down and save spoon because it's lying snuggly within food waste. Only solace is that it was one of the spoons we'd accidentally 'liberated' from the hospital when my little sister was born so my mother shouldn't miss it too much... Or even notice,4.756666666666668,6.677036730158732,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,70.5873015873016,6.944761904761903,22.123809523809523,7.554174236665415,0.9488628571428568,266,6,47,3,5,85,53,63,0.146,0.784,0.07,-0.6162,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,6,10,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,4,1,6,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169726376940614,0.0,0.0,0.20565918894957624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456628048867824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40795225409292857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381359488179196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251988120298876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480076595330987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841009101292219,0.0,0.0,0.2286123865441821,0.2565870441420221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asmith3179,2019/06/07,"Being a Manager/supervisor Has anyone here learned to successfully be a manager? I feel like the open-endedness of the position really, really makes it difficult. You don't have set tasks in the same way that i used to when i was hourly. Any given day, there are a million different things i could work on, and therefore it's easy to put important things off and feel overwhelmed. Because of this i just gave up a 55k a year position to go back to a 36k supervisory/assistant manager position (same field) however i've been in my new position a couple weeks now and although it's nice not feelibg overwhelmed, now it's more like struggling to stay engaged for a full 8.5 hr shift. I always do fine until about 6 hours in, and then those last 2 hours just drag... I'm training still right now but I'm afraid once i'm on my own I will struggle with making it through full days again. Ugh. Why can't my brain just work normally? I worry so much about getting out of work and then end up not doing much of anything when i get home anyway! It's like I'm in a rush to go do nothing but I literally can't help stressing about those last 2 hours. All I do is watch the clock. I miss having a specific job, but the money is too good, I can't go back to 12-14 /hour. Hooray for golden handcuffs. I wish i could work 6 hour days 5 days a week.",3.1336263736263734,4.473449175824175,4.564981684981685,85.48835164835167,73.72527472527473,8.276923076923078,26.553113553113555,8.841846274778883,1.8738014652014647,1047,37,223,21,21,349,158,273,0.075,0.79,0.135,0.8887,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,5,20,17,0,6,16,0,21,1,1,4,1,29,39,15,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,3,0,1,5,6,9,0,1,4,3,19,8,30,30,9,51,0,3,1,0,3,13,0,0,33,138,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178416492087591,0.0,0.0,0.06683976228724944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872582232979282,0.0,0.08088331711535572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115605807513235,0.0,0.05991594720689225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097228196960789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695123629941027,0.10875470044214486,0.0,0.253552608749096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269088831080236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705471332451109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939555268592126,0.07021754657493519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270369457575884,0.0,0.16757938992672047,0.08243999180547848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588091850950689,0.0,0.09859169191476508,0.0,0.5807680833273482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753647920175586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602369996115276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405684561840645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121708980332336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445071714168176,0.0,0.0,0.09492794662345952,0.0,0.0,0.09630216657975436,0.09431076549856096,0.0,0.0,0.10467437644816124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880740310982276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593265895205855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393810798041904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476279531694953,0.07849357182907138,0.0,0.11258950149050463,0.20550561313834712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059743788877304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488997525477238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780170836014414,0.1576827117918473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869036453246784,0.0,0.1130272825247261,0.0,0.0,0.2862217015456118,0.09981705913112686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329477208100416 adhd,yunus-is-zest,2019/06/07,"what can i do about this? in my 'normal' state (no meds or anything), i am an overwhelmingly depressed person. prescribed with adhd, i started taking vyvanse to treat it and this worked wonders on my depression, going as far to say that it temporarily ridded me of it whenever it was in my body. so you could imagine my distress to find that after my most recent intake, these effects have suddenly dropped substantially, just barely making me feel relaxed at the very least what i can say is that i did not abuse them, what i can't say is that i was taking these exactly as instructed by my doctor the packet calls for one pill a day in the morning, they are 30mg a pop sometimes i'd skip mornings and take 2 around the afternoon, sometimes i'd skip a day entirely, sometimes i'd skip TWO days, but certainly i did not abuse them?! it's been about 4 weeks since i started them! what can i do to remedy this? take a break to lower a tolerance? start to religously follow a consistent dosing schedule? ask for an upgrade in dosage? (this one sounds like a shitty idea but i'm not a professional so). i don't want to say goodbye yet, i really don't, my exams are approaching for god's sake. i'll appreciate any advice, and tell me off if i did something wrong.",4.731912360085733,5.753643696356278,5.841652774470112,79.05930697785189,69.52631578947367,8.88868778280543,29.91402714932127,9.168548406835145,2.5492569183138842,991,38,188,19,17,330,148,247,0.087,0.81,0.10300000000000001,0.7001,1,0,1,0,2,0,30.0,0,1,4,2,7,9,0,2,14,0,21,4,1,2,2,26,36,11,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,19,5,0,0,6,1,0,3,7,5,0,3,6,6,28,4,26,29,2,28,0,3,0,0,13,9,0,4,14,128,47,5,0.0,0.281053383436898,0.0,0.0,0.14253931069303222,0.1158987414809398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065498568354086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760122658636056,0.10558296546199847,0.11087900262992874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174263100312486,0.0,0.0,0.12110824290042972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469587625357118,0.0,0.0,0.22946986938099795,0.0,0.2043074058370282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139651856981715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996989370217965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840217420227073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740555238816044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388980911901407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579440661435201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916928589632226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174263100312486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620702409747735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073867554287846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356069300523886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598094650021005,0.0,0.11710742983476652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37727557374684906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811069597636653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130737847330618,0.35190803251524777,0.0,0.2518461850199385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567026684310636,0.0,0.103665378915437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585915941936067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786096215730077,0.06995588436071065,0.0,0.09513720895248792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862129536809272,0.08634533715600835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296751745028993,0.0,0.0 adhd,DarkLuzer,2019/06/07,"Time dilatation with ADHD That happens a lot with me, when I am ""sober"", time feels like a bullet, 10 minutes looks like 2 minutes, when I take my meds 10 minutes are 10 minutes and I can actually ""see"" how much time has passed and I don't just ""feel"" it.",1.3419230769230772,3.2906324230769246,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,80.53846153846155,5.6984615384615385,23.861538461538462,6.742157984588678,0.6500338461538462,194,7,43,2,5,64,37,52,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,2,11,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2693210092240197,0.0,0.3316796736182711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790920578098977,0.197163344218084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440521351990281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696641207699869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317574271818897,0.0,0.0,0.2346321077051961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065565045900337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288032386342295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992387258498988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750595759995666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827862516969218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brxxn0,2019/06/07,Can’t remember to take meds I would like to take my meds everyday but i usually forget to on weekends or days where it doesn’t affect me as much. I’m glad it doesn’t affect me when it matters. Any tips to help me remember to take it? I forget to take my evening meds a lot (i missed consistently this week). How do you guys remember?,0.5065714285714265,2.741237014285719,2.825357142857144,90.39089285714287,86.0,6.928571428571428,21.607142857142854,8.07648339933343,1.2047142857142856,261,9,58,6,8,89,43,70,0.102,0.75,0.147,0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,13,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,8,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098748058252882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420086300230856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671707868980944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599821268213399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829860671429366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893613720578897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736311819174846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384117005677506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877434072512665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490902639010995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859294946130435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794922570874913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296036726288533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477643197726445,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dinosaur54,2019/06/07,"Quiet in busy environments Maybe it is just me but I've had a few people call me out on my demeanor in busy environments (music festivals, exploring a new city, large events). I'm normally a pretty chatty person but when there is a ton going on around me I seem to be the opposite. Anyone else find peace in madness like this? I think it's because my brain is so stimulated by my environment that it stays kind of quiet for a moment.",4.5218992248062015,5.586000802325582,6.327906976744188,75.22387596899226,70.04651162790698,9.454263565891472,27.124031007751928,9.725611199111238,2.5089751937984497,343,11,65,8,6,119,64,86,0.042,0.7559999999999999,0.203,0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,11,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,3,11,7,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763192835567718,0.25837233266145154,0.0,0.22447986957593524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371714047232193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28149898106428084,0.257488151160559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106510851454404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304737873216101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331089814136885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26259052566958685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319483880454513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253333136393646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354204825437284,0.0,0.0,0.24706767326589466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748191158511819,0.22018031750942507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565419542424925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956109281986506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26877380855553235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157683151328892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yoloswaggiezs,2019/06/07,"I became a motion sensor Yes, you read that right. I became a fucking motion sensor. How? I honestly don't even know. I had a panic attack. And then my eyes for some dumbass reason looked at everything that moved. Rapidly. It. Was. Horrific",0.1881212121212137,1.4007972666666717,2.787676767676768,82.36272727272728,120.77777777777777,5.191919191919191,17.424242424242426,6.574015621080383,1.0783333333333336,187,6,30,4,11,64,36,45,0.282,0.607,0.11199999999999999,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,1,3,1,3,2,1,2,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,2,6,1,2,4,1,6,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,1,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654019889909741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214412432539426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886664379857346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29693660101397623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651858814161878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697201792004818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413760035963482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37684931876058414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212786731107072,0.0,0.0,0.3302386175853104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742960030057538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,riversong2424,2019/06/07,"People with Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, how did you figure out you have RSD? I think my SO has it but don’t know how to tell him My partners gets so deeply hurt from perceived slights from others. Half of the time I don’t even notice they said something hurtful, I would just brush it off as being annoying little comments or people just being people. But he gets down on himself for days. I’ve seen this happen over and over with comments from well meaning people (including me on a couple occasions over the course of 3 years) . If I try to tell him there are other ways to interpret what people said he just gets mad with me. How do I tell him about RSD? Should I even try? How did you find out if you have this ? Did you realize you reacted differently than other people ? Was it hard to accept that you have RSD?",4.253291666666667,5.720048412500006,4.802500000000002,84.37916666666669,71.125,7.833333333333335,25.208333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.5492083333333335,646,19,125,10,12,206,95,160,0.134,0.831,0.036000000000000004,-0.9563,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,1,0,14,7,2,0,3,0,16,0,0,5,0,30,26,13,0,4,8,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,7,5,22,2,25,15,0,14,0,3,1,0,22,10,0,3,3,96,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548335407243152,0.0,0.09024540551558542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462005207374478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484925679717504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789650592530238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193281294323397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374255972706093,0.0,0.12535275583346858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996029949550058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690368501278129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402499336943293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524283923099707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931499553915535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820728078317225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26621723546182524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772749493146616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669236298886662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896636117676767,0.0,0.0,0.08159623562576139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001105765080173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107254437634352,0.0,0.0,0.12581684676596674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940460519209668,0.0,0.0,0.09011246071018214 adhd,amb1818,2019/06/07,People constantly ignoring me I get that I say alot of pointless stuff. But when people don't respond to me at all or don't recognize that I said anything at all I just continue to blabber on and on and it just gets more awkward for everyone.,3.3427551020408166,5.06331791836735,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,73.89795918367345,8.981632653061224,32.65816326530612,9.516144504307137,3.3254448979591835,194,10,37,5,4,66,35,49,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,8,4,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28028372971022514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680662217158237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254566776908824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558975521448841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722565409497909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32398738371428304,0.2708577766816441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899040524929757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PursuingABA,2019/06/07,"Natural supplements? Hello! I’m looking to try out a natural ADHD pill. I’ve heard of different brands but am looking to spend no more than $30 to try it out. Does anyone have any recommendations for holistic pills I might be able to buy locally? (Fairway/Whole Foods/cvs, etc) thanks!",2.782222222222224,5.519985740740744,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,80.48148148148148,8.044444444444443,27.51851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.698874074074074,226,10,41,6,6,75,45,54,0.052000000000000005,0.795,0.153,0.6698,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,9,6,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,20,2,0,0.2759271246076073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33161078301160163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876399066774492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929346611508417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882851171201593,0.0,0.0,0.2414656861841969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077316819788501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634185812965483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927150748067405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540366243603469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37467281055282897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,baileyx0,2019/06/07,Forgot to take medication!!!! i know i cant be the only person who often wakes up in a rush and gets all their stuff together and runs out the house and gets to their destination and is finally settled in and thinks “MY MEDS” i totally forgot to take them this morning and it’s not the end of the world i just have things to do today and i know they won’t go as smoothly now bc i didn’t take them. i’m just in a mood now bc i haven’t forgotten in a long time and now i’m a little scattered. have a good day everyone!!!!!!!,0.0342625368731575,1.9748839823008884,2.7019690265486744,92.46292404129794,85.28318584070794,6.244542772861358,19.151179941002948,7.492282038375204,0.4115905604719763,402,11,95,7,12,140,69,113,0.019,0.9420000000000001,0.039,0.4412,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,9,0,9,2,1,0,2,20,22,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,1,13,1,12,17,2,20,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,9,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800803674621334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895346316441799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044798597088704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344193046529393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360543360071,0.0,0.12161737803718445,0.1794875071422599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469196468901578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23521034730859974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447760018761575,0.0,0.1893774208742434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376984208371324,0.2155758325327488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627516200486823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868507786789263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449712401642858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826892044104763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216770315268434,0.1371183270431943,0.0,0.0,0.12478126969741404,0.0,0.20284071716756746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rdpl_,2019/06/07,"Any CEO/founder/entrepreneur here? Are they any founders here who achieved major business-related achievements when being on meds? Eg, you've raised a $1M seed round on Vyvanse or doubled yearly revs on Adderal, etc.",6.325384615384617,8.457963589743592,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,66.94871794871794,7.2512820512820495,38.641025641025635,7.793537801064563,3.1850102564102567,176,10,29,2,3,52,35,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,14,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245608647521135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121436287503534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100818681368959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957179696070001 adhd,Salted_Strawberry,2019/06/07,"Day 3 - I doubled the dose. I think it is too much. I feel awful Uagh... I can hardly focus writing this but the feedback here always helps me. Also begging for sympathy 😂 &#x200B; **Stats: 41, f, Medikinet Adult (ER), prescribed 1x 10 mg** &#x200B; So Day 1 and 2 were decent but i wanted to know if the dose was right since I noticed the effect only very subtle. I think that is supposed to be but I wanted to test the contrast. For science you know / 🙄 &#x200B; Asked my doc and she gave me the OK to try 2 x 10mg. I did this morning and I feel awful. I am so miserable. It feels like a hangover. I don't drink because I hate hangovers. My head has a pressure feeling, I am tired but also buzzed so I cant nap. Haven't gotten done anything of value today. Thought formation is difficult. &#x200B; It's progress nevertheless. Now I need to pick up my toddler and go to the playground. I want to crawl into a hole 😂",-0.10421658986174977,2.221401489247313,1.9727572964669733,92.75056451612906,95.93548387096772,3.73241167434716,22.77188940092166,5.543175910156928,0.3513308755760369,711,30,142,5,28,236,122,186,0.111,0.74,0.149,0.7317,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,2,8,6,1,2,10,3,15,5,1,2,0,26,33,14,0,5,5,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,10,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,7,5,24,2,12,25,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,86,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618374480337212,0.08419518702605876,0.4385416695009027,0.4918101843077463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326778195270296,0.0,0.0945956207420483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168228758963683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305137084619547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354881388184474,0.0,0.09912414564101124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465152773880005,0.07228758124641058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750656047024717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064313543877026,0.09990061698708426,0.10384643417834977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782310806404772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121879355591947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943456177594688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438364343401174,0.07502843022145596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152013820682761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695681349994772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864126289834006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370243208531226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967231316691738,0.0,0.08033069548941425,0.0,0.11629887664102935,0.09591287162973168,0.0,0.0,0.06869892057413825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348937348021591,0.17904707335113118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918101843077463,0.0 adhd,malhoward,2019/06/07,"How do I stop feeling terrible about mistakes? I've always been a people pleaser. I try really hard to at LEAST not inconvenience others. When my mistakes cause others any trouble I feel awful and KEEP feeling awful for days and days. I sometimes even mentally beat myself up for things that happened YEARS, DECADES ago! Also, if y'all have advice, I'd like to know what to say to my 15 YO daughter when she has mistakes like this. She's less of a pleaser than me, but I know she feels terrible (tears) when a forgotten responsibility affects her theatre cast mates. What I've said so far: Let this mistake and awful feeling remind you to be ON TOP of your assignments in the future. Be sure you offer a heartfelt apology.",5.18824817518248,6.7177472773722675,5.945700729927008,76.83606934306572,68.92700729927007,8.107737226277372,31.94817518248175,8.548686976883017,2.690603503649636,575,25,99,9,10,188,97,137,0.198,0.637,0.165,-0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,8,11,0,0,5,3,7,0,0,3,1,23,17,11,0,5,3,1,6,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,8,17,4,15,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,11,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167543308292015,0.1738750703526394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686102131316212,0.1632124478854661,0.0,0.0,0.13338867285053166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015000013073806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530009445087735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295551731809588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958964696433889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345472773942489,0.0,0.17571180184440596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434706272548262,0.0,0.0,0.21559773412596267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005765842420637,0.0,0.19165788740632886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976729858634418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598565795210746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565866238394854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865834931749639,0.15598629041504086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939972878503642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639901173407344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848689796236629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031329198029107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317292104267187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263141183832816 adhd,AdorkabelleMe,2019/06/07,"How to deal with impatience? In periods I get extremely impatient and at it's worst it makes me short tempered and annoyed/angry. I hate it. Is anyone else like this and how do you deal with it? Example: Partner suggests we go out with the dogs together. I get dressed and when I'm at the door, shoes on and leashes on the dogs, tightly gripping the door handle ready to go. My partner has barely made it out to the hallway, no shoes or jacket, realises they want to pee before leaving or whatever, and I get unreasonably annoyed because here I've been waiting for all of 1-2 minutes and they're just soooooo sloooooow and now they have to pee as well?!",2.890520833333333,5.128537843750003,3.9653125,85.63177083333336,76.8125,7.079166666666668,30.979166666666664,8.07648339933343,2.3744041666666664,516,26,99,9,12,167,85,128,0.14,0.813,0.047,-0.925,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,2,0,7,6,3,0,5,0,5,4,4,4,1,25,16,14,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,14,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,2,2,10,2,18,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,4,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391561192929486,0.25485007331003234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162159243153578,0.0,0.21164824827640197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128529664688299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777938542861216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38984857403007095,0.0,0.28271442627961785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455662917894033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336584387910955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151538586716552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535138003278544,0.16602711830217984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670555326088733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363532861754207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,syunie,2019/06/07,"I left 5 mins early to grab coffee before work today, and since I left o.n time actually showed up 9 mins early. Usually I leave about 7 mins after I should've left and show up 3-7 mins late... Who knew there was so much traffic just 15 mins later. This is a really great feeling, not feeling like shit for being late in the mornings. Wonder if I can keep it up :/",3.654,4.178154400000004,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,71.66666666666666,7.6,23.0,7.554174236665415,0.8722000000000003,280,6,59,3,5,95,58,75,0.077,0.778,0.146,0.7322,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,8,6,1,21,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,2,15,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.18079026986616084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576454348882285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873493961512063,0.13235214850710986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042534576727994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646705457786632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417970175287337,0.19616709956798956,0.6038673980571015,0.0,0.0,0.09051029718716584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618985242734308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186844228581156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901701294698762,0.153251727762182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802852821550853,0.0,0.17560795935902118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040413665180432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009101611807784,0.134873899034963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dia_Ann,2019/06/07,Foods to stay away from? Any foods/drinks my newly ADHD diagnosed 15yo daughter should stay away from? She was prescribed Concerta 18mg and I would like to know if we should limit/stop any foods that can make her symptoms worse or counteract with the medicine? Things such as caffeine or chocolate is it OK?,3.1340601503759373,6.148180000000004,2.2839598997493766,93.19105263157898,82.33333333333334,5.3624060150375925,23.932330827067666,6.868970318607317,0.9138541353383464,248,9,46,3,7,71,48,57,0.052000000000000005,0.84,0.107,0.5095,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,0,11,8,5,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,8,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455328410160652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27786647319542435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38389931456416254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073635291567892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013943581835736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940886754784845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227973997019056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981226309477836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637402617443226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355202271921905,0.0,0.17080669059296388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123493347680092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573002144501334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820249694661205,0.1451311887194106,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wheresmythemesong,2019/06/07,"A possible link between a low carb diet and increased attentiveness and overall brain function? I've changed my diet recently for the better and have been eating lots of fruit and vegetables etc, but for a few days in a row I was only getting 75% of my recommended carbs. Soon I started to feel much more awake, have much more energy, and was much more in tune with the reality in front of me. My brain just worked much faster, and my recall was better. Then last night I decided to try and get my carbs up to 100%, which comes to 200g for me, and I woke up this morning feeling totally sluggish with all the great mental improvements I had experienced non-existent anymore. Therefore I'm thinking it is something to do with the carbs, or potentially the fact that I overslept by about 2 hours. I'm not sure, but I'm trying a low carb diet at the moment while still trying to meet all nutrition targets (using cronometer to track everything), so I guess I'll see how it goes!",11.333650793650794,7.151650301587303,10.735767195767199,66.18238095238097,59.211640211640216,13.974603174603176,43.402116402116405,11.491704259439757,4.793738624338624,773,31,145,15,7,253,120,189,0.055999999999999994,0.8220000000000001,0.122,0.9127,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,11,0,9,8,2,3,5,33,23,15,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,12,6,0,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,5,14,4,25,17,14,23,0,2,1,0,1,8,0,3,12,96,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979891240104584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671791559065495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372387844690385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597886322375626,0.13011437672107734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741338881276784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545596937039914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845831752177076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575209783596076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274869649848347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783256944701926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653082452236867,0.16639627268218554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875173871627434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312418493627285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284155088106182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522207394686502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441502959061132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417482061602552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487872168535256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702837929960984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914156215102686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036560671008972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628404005311994,0.0,0.0,0.10691246919928343,0.0,0.12062703467515415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236084237918747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678538453653816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076547930376274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130456873728835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996465797323048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,littfucka,2019/06/07,"Whats crackin' yall Whats up fam! I am officially a diagnosed member of the ADHD Gang. The reliefe is through the roof atm and I'm gonna celebrate my diagnosis with a sixpack and a pizza later tonight. What comes next is trying to get my mother to understand <3",3.723888888888887,4.982518981481481,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,72.14814814814815,9.103703703703703,32.01851851851852,9.516144504307137,3.0929407407407403,211,10,41,5,4,74,42,54,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.6114,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840141247679665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469240669814339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087717010004907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041455323598984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42831759353928617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734334071213497,0.0,0.0,0.4192655983461439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,titanium_penguin,2019/06/07,"I like to think that I’m not an emotional person but I’m just good at hiding it. I like to think that I don’t react strongly when I don’t want to. I can keep myself in check emotionally 99% of the time. But today one of my bridesmaids told me that she’s planning her wedding to be during my honeymoon in two months, and I’m devastated. Multiple people have told me that it’s not a big deal, but I’m not coping well. I’m angry, frustrated, and incredibly sad and I don’t know what to do. There’s nothing I can do to change the situation and it’s going to take some time for me to convince myself that it’s not a huge deal.",2.3457777777777795,3.2621181333333347,4.709074074074074,85.34583333333336,75.07407407407408,7.77037037037037,23.87037037037037,8.238735603445708,1.2094592592592592,488,14,110,8,10,172,74,135,0.196,0.696,0.109,-0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,19,23,8,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,7,2,1,2,2,0,16,6,14,20,1,11,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,7,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900484054928652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878846279134359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232168593103161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069122996385115,0.157785198584824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672087117998826,0.0,0.0,0.10338522148474016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381077351419697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015470218573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050514728324266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747422752488394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041795103387172,0.1642581575118542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114535127491309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144199260303414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410779759170803,0.0,0.0,0.2193872736030363,0.0,0.17831471030463258,0.3595113195838086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376481949704274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095739453598848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914147309389976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catn2p,2019/06/07,I pafloved myself into being able to start studying. I am on medication it still can be hard to start studying. And I don't know if it works for everyone but I thought I might as well share. For the past year everytime I study (and actually get work done) I put on the same playlist (I only listen to it when I study). Now everytime I hear that playlist I am able to start studying and get things done.,2.6142328042328025,4.435767037037039,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,76.16049382716051,7.097707231040566,26.386243386243386,7.957251820313856,1.4304835978835981,314,12,68,5,7,101,50,81,0.016,0.91,0.07400000000000001,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,10,18,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,12,2,10,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,48,17,2,0.3798488513791377,0.0,0.1853388425452427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38871725566519816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148092777883906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984553471624182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013498045884104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405863103895892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043774974061563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913288778192649,0.0,0.20147980214851507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444608405931275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130435471740647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909265052963845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032884581161935,0.0,0.15167389169107184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261773492268124,0.0,0.0,0.15077877923330166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076486770150048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765344877819978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230510322718842 adhd,Thelifeguard1,2019/06/07,"Goals! What are some little goals and big goals this month for you fellow brain! Mine are - make food - reach out - go out alone to a very public place - save money",2.576666666666668,4.855314838709682,1.7625806451612895,100.83053763440859,78.03225806451613,4.133333333333334,10.333333333333334,3.1291,-1.995331182795699,124,0,27,0,3,35,27,31,0.059000000000000004,0.7909999999999999,0.151,0.485,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,13,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670102650111095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39558314186096427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42849372220376575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013910499261584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35516198247770364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365381640484123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828469056112462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37023095424453695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29238425051620165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JJonesUK,2019/06/07,"Seeking Diagnosis in the UK I’d like to start off by saying that I’m aware I’m not diagnosed, and it’s possible I don’t have ADHD. I decided a month ago I’d take the plunge and book a doctor’s appointment to see about possibly diagnosing the symptoms I experience, which are mostly inattentive-related ones. I told my mum who acted exactly how I thought she’d act, just sort of acting like I’m being stupid. I started the appointment by making it clear that I have a history of anxiety, depression, self harming, struggling with dealing with minor stressors etc, and told her that the counsellor I had noticed how I just seemed to by very fidgety and distracted, and how what I had said to her seemed to point to possibly ADHD. Immediately, she focused on hyperactivity, after explaining that I’m mostly struggling with getting tasks done at home, work and at school. She seemed to ignore everything I said apart from when I told her I was extremely poorly behaved in lower school. She gave me a form for autism but told me to treat it as though it’s for ADHD and also told me to ask teachers if they can write about how I act during lessons. The one thing that stood out from the whole session though, is that she said “you don’t look like you have it.” What is that even meant to mean????? I’m a bit annoyed tbh, mostly because she just didn’t listen to what it told her, and just seemed to be unaware about the symptoms that aren’t very well known. Have any of you had similar experiences?",8.205660098522166,6.8376829551724185,8.276157635467985,72.62103448275863,62.55172413793103,11.733990147783251,36.57635467980296,10.7630783206399,3.7654975369458126,1187,46,226,25,14,388,154,290,0.099,0.84,0.061,-0.7683,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,1,2,17,13,2,3,13,0,20,5,0,5,2,43,53,19,0,1,7,1,0,3,0,0,5,5,1,1,20,12,0,1,11,1,1,4,5,8,1,2,19,7,32,5,37,31,7,19,0,1,2,0,33,9,0,9,9,154,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30877491778216803,0.0,0.07591641502697727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848783078226242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582394579480608,0.0,0.06551585189348473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006365578348168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522065334819375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349882055992027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829308258767883,0.07376327991309256,0.17384953855580398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765815750098914,0.0,0.0876414418171755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551340474018237,0.05656569556607679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769694560392322,0.16754850708073024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447443804157306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859058515292397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552098205358114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191766254756382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571666618952457,0.0,0.0,0.09328918259588148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683585817377241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750391960371099,0.0,0.0,0.1160663938573708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095931794708544,0.28964526798793144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443952984690549,0.06810591039675798,0.0,0.17334843680620746,0.06824554037833516,0.31186083325843217,0.08934322424109235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123561593904375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790631071221564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802954074020047,0.06439208277700853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689670139280707,0.0,0.16828554811006574,0.06799013635155815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910072791794557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132714405725694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077002391836029,0.0,0.0,0.0956161707791998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234835440972225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UltraFetus0110,2019/06/07,"I have to work in 3 hours and still haven't slept. I just got my meds refilled and doubled up on them for work earlier. And now I find myself in a little pickle. Any advice for not looking like a hot pile of garbage in the morning?",1.9970408163265283,3.383360489795919,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,76.75510204081633,5.716326530612244,24.494897959183675,5.985473137389443,0.4868734693877554,180,6,40,1,4,59,39,49,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,9,3,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,4,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121166990836817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720484255929864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919283536057309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554555804257941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31454739859900777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604406419871475,0.32012549475441565,0.0,0.0,0.2682178907778879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547844833505556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550754719590437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650580544713326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fatkoalaho,2019/06/07,"[ADHD X BLAMES] Why we often take all the blames eventhough sometimes its not really our fault? Is it a bad habit ? Got any stories to share? I already try my best to make sure I'm doing the ’right’ thing. Listed down all my problems, tackle them one by one. Its not something I can change in a day I know, but then the never ending blames is so demotivating. Like right now, I just wanna give up trying. Fuck this shit.",1.5103882195448437,3.8727665180722894,2.7922088353413663,91.46962516733605,82.6144578313253,4.6527443105756365,17.655957161981252,5.82211442006289,-0.37316492637215504,323,7,66,2,9,104,66,83,0.215,0.667,0.11699999999999999,-0.9084,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,1,4,9,2,0,5,0,4,2,1,1,4,14,11,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,9,4,7,10,3,10,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,1,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428230326358111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296554364609253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739990831759152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687020576575393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120374350075687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374052198164945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030456723533926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895499954050273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679058218381392,0.0,0.19382333174747884,0.0,0.0,0.16159664267217608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104057139687508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871069107749918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348689424656819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583225884461668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738265848727258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933331269435007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943744263961993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450966294971925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739988140190055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554680624674722,0.19983113254578885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904283197983459,0.0,0.15191532650990838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423204525558907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743553369355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231734432334296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ladyathenaa,2019/06/07,"Random Example .. 1am thoughts on ADHD life So I wanted to write this down before I forgot completely and thought maybe someone could relate or something. But I just realized I had an example of a regular occurrence that kind of defines my ADHD. I love music. I listen to a lot of songs with... Well I don't know the musical term but songs with melodies in the middle that are the climax of the song and give me chills. So when one comes up on my playlist, I think, oh I need to pay attention for my favorite part! And then suddenly the song is over and I don't even remember hearing the part. ..... So I start it over. And sometimes do it again haha. But it feels like it's a good representation of my ADHD. (I'm thinking of a song I have been listening to lately, ""Or What?"" by Vexare (ft. Sam Mendoza). If you hear it you probably can figure out what I mean by the musical thing!)",1.6298547979797997,3.8574220738636384,3.576742424242425,86.83441919191921,81.10227272727273,7.092929292929293,24.550505050505052,8.167268648758528,1.6325148989898992,679,26,139,14,18,229,112,176,0.009000000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.9597,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,12,1,10,2,0,0,0,34,29,16,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,11,9,0,1,11,5,1,1,2,0,1,1,5,10,20,6,23,23,4,17,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,5,8,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207500936086892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290394513947933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244183665385775,0.15143784025535487,0.0,0.0,0.11531996842050725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539826444664752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303091244858434,0.10318472723769744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855566206031886,0.0,0.12114561790973767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325578539494966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040731365009805,0.07937795592893195,0.0,0.1629294991316278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201904255114036,0.070563873974127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279386987870995,0.13035864905634656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510484110712635,0.15733256741972626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709706942723256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787321117301484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128190735387976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572586356554974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361722929396055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237970337175805,0.1111934797868654,0.1428503711112439,0.0,0.10223216769424097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595650705421714,0.1850968317614589,0.0,0.2293312560738453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519178125247641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986483178336972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Machiko007,2019/06/07,"Did you self medicate before getting diagnosed? I took caffeine pills and energy drinks. A lot. So glad I now know why, and have proper meds. I would even take them together. That was so bad for my brain and my stomach, it make me shaky and I felt funny in a bad way a lot of the time. But it was the only way I could mildly get any study time. I never thought of it as self medication. Not until it became unbearable and I discovered what ADHD was, went to a psychiatrist and got tested. So glad for my medication! 😭",0.7306730769230789,3.172134567307694,3.1876923076923083,86.45730769230771,87.94230769230771,6.661538461538463,19.53846153846154,7.882392219407189,1.055388461538462,401,12,82,9,13,138,71,104,0.10099999999999999,0.789,0.11,-0.1502,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,7,8,2,1,1,18,17,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,9,1,13,2,8,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890704824434876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698436087922723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26271461223663145,0.0,0.0,0.13386944229254888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562339148670167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560882272841464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967852746954148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411567564466191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390970316417866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510537999657682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438851288702086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582478218654072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646006178621242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674990922211883,0.0,0.0,0.10501366259136652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747492862216626,0.4754561186700184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133643188700095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965047699838804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32824233195463703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182865717556002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489610205764565,0.18347145712336607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479054055725424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497497759160545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583907842705368,0.14195864319316714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175704136042806,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoldenOwl25,2019/06/07,"My ADHD and my mom's PTSD constantly clash... It also doesn't help neither of us take our meds...she's so infuriating and she never fucking listens to me! She assumes shit and jumps to conclusions, getting upset and mad before I even get the chance to explain which in turn makes me frustrated and upset when she jumps on my ass over whatever she thinks I was trying to say. I need to get out and I can't wait to move tomorrow, i can't take it anymore!",2.5456521739130444,4.37885595652174,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,76.39130434782608,7.208695652173913,25.630434782608692,8.07648339933343,1.5833434782608693,356,13,72,6,8,120,62,92,0.261,0.7190000000000001,0.02,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,2,0,0,1,4,6,4,2,1,0,4,3,2,1,1,15,17,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,1,2,16,0,11,16,1,11,0,0,0,2,11,4,3,1,4,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558598390540377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025300001995644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113580587126493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811589705413857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300651402469437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140615920497723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681908991738836,0.3336884047633727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269982329646996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421098548110651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493414355675761,0.0,0.2262749493259872,0.0,0.15785982153313774,0.16419866037671182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488642442052408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930358914421076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185348716688864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320142867575194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641527720824478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454253286844554,0.23156991159928544,0.0,0.0,0.25608789401903936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Exc0re,2019/06/07,"Someone from Austria here?Its kinda hard to get diagnosed!? hey :) i went to a few docs, and no one would listen to me, just doing these concentration/logic tests...is this usual in Austria? It seems like everyone is against Medication.../diagnosing...",4.050000000000002,7.411746380952383,4.840000000000003,72.83000000000004,85.19047619047619,7.561904761904763,30.809523809523807,8.344100000000001,3.4292095238095244,196,10,29,5,6,63,38,42,0.076,0.779,0.145,0.6155,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139920915678188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890186813482659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802570398276966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709496160574554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477693315475527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495840402344911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753531687243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562779782876313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331229404326362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038848496029084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148627641415633,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Not_World_War_Meme,2019/06/07,"Just started using adderal, should i be concerned? So i just learnt a bit about adderal abuse, i take 2 5mg tablets a day. What worries me is then after a while my body will start to build up a tolerance and the doctor said i should take more then. But what if i become addicted or my body stops producing endorphins naturally? Advice?",2.4151648351648376,4.984573769230767,3.643736263736266,85.47769230769231,80.53846153846155,6.791208791208793,26.20879120879121,7.957251820313856,1.8455714285714289,265,11,50,5,7,86,50,65,0.149,0.815,0.036000000000000004,-0.787,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,5,4,2,2,0,11,11,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,4,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,35,10,2,0.0,0.26491135257749043,0.0,0.24374036574960975,0.0,0.2184844173892542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469317759297165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409662493783424,0.4967044786207428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419365870434026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288484524844662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268028534021044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165088553605313,0.0,0.0,0.18692685164971445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362157936208907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931054258080108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706115355282805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HairyAwareness,2019/06/07,"Why am I so stressed out about a group chat? I’m in a group chat with an extended group of people from a club I’m loosely involved with. This is the second group chat of theirs I’ve been added into after the first one died a few months back. There’s 12 people in this group, of which I know 3, with 2 more being from a previous group chat. I’ve interacted with all of them and been cracking jokes, but I feel like maybe I’m posting to much? I also worry about being to familIar with people in the group who I don’t know very well. Half the time I post something in the chat and it just gets lost, which is to be expected. Just now I posted a suggestion for a particular member who I’ve only spoken with in chat. It was a joke, in the vein of what others had been laughing about and nothing he’d take offence too, but I’m just worried that I was too familiar without actually knowing them? This is kinda stupid and definitely a rambling post so thanks for reading. I think part of why I get so stressed is that at least one of these guys is a troll online and in real world. He’s funny, but also someone who thrives on talking shit about people. It’s a bit of a weird mix.",3.505486981677916,4.307717147540984,4.7092864030858275,86.86348601735779,72.19672131147541,7.380520732883317,25.82835101253616,7.510576382923642,1.1526806171648991,920,28,198,10,17,304,130,244,0.11699999999999999,0.763,0.12,0.1741,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,2,18,12,2,2,19,0,17,2,2,0,1,29,31,13,1,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,13,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,6,1,5,7,1,14,6,38,20,7,22,0,1,0,0,26,12,1,1,7,136,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.12042883544634253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737936957967386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489347272322328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473005384877573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807847692075305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062399015214613385,0.08816301411205528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497115592299676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895163268884405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219375773348384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034661534539138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029113012675996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471489018825802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239803650862526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850343933105717,0.0,0.09071940287259916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184137264137392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724950540328093,0.0938576795298652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363931433083906,0.0,0.3422234945784067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727646886651532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344183596152475,0.14046582213502173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667699011507486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045635706390826,0.095005846214385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827279018694707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278778842371932,0.09919102935098753,0.0,0.11361791099935872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907514526394156,0.0,0.0,0.07196045372135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182488728253614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095900821448353,0.0,0.222713844082682,0.0,0.0,0.11896133220874565,0.0,0.0,0.250654522182998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,freeshavakados,2019/06/07,"Struggling with the decision to start medication Hi there! I (24/female) have been struggling with various mental health concerns (namely anxiety and depression) for almost 2 years, and finally (after almost a year of finding it impossible to motivate myself to get help) started seeing a therapist about 4 months ago. I was diagnosed with inattentive type ADHD and have been continuing therapy, which has helped somewhat. However, the past two weeks have been particularly bad and I am considering beginning the process to start medication, but am running into a few issues... First, I don't trust my emotional memory. I think this may be a common issue among people with ADHD/anxiety, but I find that I have a terrible memory for good emotions, but an ability to recall every negative/bad emotion I have ever felt (and exacerbate it in my mind). Because of this, I whether I have really been feeling ""that bad"" lately. But I think the reality is that I have, and it is certainly impacting my daily functions and all of my relationships. Second, I lack a support system to help make such an enormous decision. My mom, though she has many wonderful qualities, is completely unwilling to accept that I have any genuine medical condition, even after a gentle and thoughtful approach to ADHD and how my diagnosis could better help her understand the way my brain works. Because of this, I have completely refrained from discussing my mental or physical health with her. I also do not feel comfortable discussing my diagnosis with the rest of my family. I graduated from college 2 years ago, so my closest friends are spread out across the world. I don't have an easy way to create a support system where I live now, but I should mention that I have an awesome boyfriend who is incredibly understanding and helpful, but a. doesn't fully understand what I am going through, and b. is only one - albeit wonderful - person. I had two really bad days in the past week. I got stuck in the mindset that I would feel as bad in that moment, forever. And if that was the case, life wasn't really worth living. I told myself I would look more into ways to help myself, because I know that life IS worth living, and in my brain I know things will get better. I know that ADHD is often coupled with one or more mood disorder. For me, anxiety is a constant and depression comes and goes, but they all feel so frustratingly intertwined. I don't know anyone else, particularly and females, who have been diagnosed with ADHD, let alone anyone who has sought treatment. I should mention that medication in general (like, we're talking ibuprofen) kind of frightens me. I have been trying to research ADHD treatments and many reviews either say they don't work, or the patients ended up having seizures - neither are outcomes I would like. I am also worried that once I start medication, it will be hard to stop, or I won't like the person I am when I don't take them. So, I know that none of you know me, and I know that the choice to take medication is extremely personal, but I'm hoping that some of you may have some insight and advice for me.",9.290781954887217,8.39018853684211,9.428233082706763,63.725131578947384,60.122807017543856,12.774436090225565,39.83082706766917,11.899873341045813,4.988766917293232,2486,111,402,66,28,825,273,570,0.127,0.731,0.141,0.9273,1,1,1,0,0,0,81.0,0,2,3,6,16,26,1,2,27,0,65,15,2,3,4,101,106,42,0,9,16,1,6,3,1,10,13,1,0,3,28,31,0,2,27,0,2,4,11,10,0,6,15,9,68,15,52,77,14,55,0,2,2,0,32,16,0,16,33,309,96,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39092527315266296,0.052976902712192235,0.09611417110676317,0.0,0.10857417900876287,0.05614893988470214,0.0,0.08670919305394274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036867107228363616,0.0,0.12441976738874075,0.0,0.0,0.0758148196368819,0.05554824011515806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226330458493828,0.0991443225458711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958950475857272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104061476907485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046700216208554496,0.11368385679438718,0.05858564212764629,0.0,0.043285148392713635,0.05998631750900134,0.0,0.034963287177068016,0.0,0.09338818889753532,0.11005132611732647,0.0,0.0,0.062133482723787575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528850646524093,0.18294900996461905,0.04801715836564923,0.0,0.0,0.035807571659429625,0.049039305206392735,0.045677296417583634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110775742162347,0.0,0.10964810087582737,0.0,0.05205355806047593,0.05938834912564753,0.0991004969186529,0.04611406067111065,0.0,0.0,0.04188529306458802,0.0,0.056648737085588215,0.0,0.0308108383706342,0.04547179573643971,0.043359568620439284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048564737180836835,0.0,0.0,0.11525304383075435,0.0,0.0,0.21802940081279207,0.0,0.0,0.05384633760175361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316982703495168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645512203883137,0.20856063819543771,0.0,0.0611553024515821,0.0,0.0,0.05543707933159483,0.07658533827561127,0.07945807993106445,0.0,0.14361480675957936,0.0,0.045525770159448906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618799913727232,0.10992816296942796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276869921048923,0.10926911573885216,0.0,0.05474028168457759,0.06349431337609893,0.04327277848552587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057735714917595125,0.07347307716643428,0.04123188594269507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350603165610807,0.0375848842791747,0.142011673846726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419186160146228,0.0,0.0,0.0582051177867732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311283088729719,0.0,0.0,0.0432012203346662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349066114961188,0.0,0.0,0.04532499732692776,0.0,0.11335165201578447,0.0,0.0,0.1230419021895748,0.0,0.0,0.08152376083289714,0.043574838300120836,0.0,0.0,0.06199797663923572,0.0629461683942396,0.03601710704552751,0.06947577197212572,0.053264586980623856,0.04303954287451297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180341830436172,0.0,0.03680747589037143,0.0,0.10591761978511643,0.16931480939275728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909669731099122,0.08697376000091124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758467373094272,0.07893629331458381,0.05505654263688438,0.0,0.11553535844395267,0.0,0.0,0.10473534328010443 adhd,Madam_T,2019/06/07,What does high-functioning ADHD look like? Is it more difficult to diagnose ADHD in such individuals?,5.815882352941178,9.42584735294118,7.854411764705888,53.88985294117651,75.47058823529412,12.811764705882355,32.029411764705884,11.20814326018867,6.035023529411768,83,4,11,4,2,29,16,17,0.16,0.7120000000000001,0.127,-0.1663,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7744119173076341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701284995003904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28194786566298924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404080746376557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574042106020837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705557919427549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,McB4ne,2019/06/07,"My friend stole a pill I was just recently diagnosed and my whole week since the diagnosis and prescription of meds has been a complete turnaround. One of the biggest changes has been social. There are lots of improvements there, including hanging out with people more. One of my friends came by to watch a movie. I had exactly 7 pills for 7 days. I should have 4 left today, but I found 3 remaining. My friend is a recreational drug user and always kind of pushing for anything she can find. I didn’t think she’d straight up take shit though. I’m not sure how I should confront her or if I should confront her.",3.868813559322035,5.908812830508477,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,73.23728813559322,7.770847457627119,28.749152542372883,8.548686976883017,2.1117735593220344,486,20,96,9,10,150,86,118,0.1,0.792,0.10800000000000001,0.0018,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,6,0,15,5,1,1,2,21,20,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,7,1,15,5,12,9,3,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,3,4,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943287177517456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778687741011032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054025738971196,0.0,0.0,0.1899819051842859,0.0,0.18829620058026428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582038683197846,0.0,0.0,0.182279587982234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082668335986964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641415727049808,0.0,0.0,0.19691064506862044,0.4162512655697766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187014854755208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512454485219247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268059233888118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994834771929501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338902049043065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450476450350186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732299052092368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434606708367107,0.14855831126313054,0.0,0.0,0.1830689049342553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926100236359606,0.0,0.13502897293159558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150737163887105,0.17644579690972734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702298712561621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405588462723504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050529163155603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,supervegitos,2019/06/07,"(rant) my routines! idk if this is a thing for other people but before i start a long task like going to my job, it’s important for me to get in that zone. i have to do a little mental rocky training montage. this usually involves me walking to work by myself with headphones on. its a nice way to wake up in the morning, and it gets me in the right mood. i also like to walk home from work to de stress and decompress and get myself back into the “home” headspace. recently i’ve been getting off work later and my parents insist on picking me up unless the weather is perfect. i tell them every day that i like to walk and that it’s fine but they show up anyways. it’s really frustrating!! i appreciate the ride, it’s certainly nicer on my sore feet, but i like the walk home!!! my decompression time is important to me!! i want to enjoy the weather!! even if it’s dark out thank u for reading.. i’m sure i’ll get it through to them eventually that it’s Fine and i like walking. i just wish i didn’t have to explain it! or justify it!",0.7639788732394379,3.0321801924882616,2.9397946009389706,89.7930721830986,85.10328638497651,5.803521126760564,22.959507042253517,7.1686216300943375,0.931294366197184,803,30,169,12,24,272,117,213,0.052000000000000005,0.69,0.258,0.9936,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,4,5,16,1,1,11,0,8,3,2,1,3,24,20,14,0,4,8,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,19,9,0,0,1,2,0,7,1,2,0,0,2,0,26,13,32,18,0,30,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,3,13,113,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581211344678438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135726749745382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323074040270875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339660625152094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956519235208627,0.0,0.12201668700490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783110956811567,0.0,0.08230426747370526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357973428013836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437110221521005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35375749841255016,0.14514719900936135,0.0,0.12816071315358069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594400873163635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080493265009296,0.0,0.0,0.10039961689681803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485870474608772,0.0,0.09277508932271568,0.0,0.1429917994407202,0.0,0.0,0.1236750741271605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250399776539322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658902645986076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649067857478248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657863887660634,0.13333035186266426,0.0,0.0,0.09621165046678844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444542352939445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594982353065047,0.0,0.08541830181329156,0.11495098983937062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665352946470742,0.0,0.0,0.3162909941070502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FaxCelestis,2019/06/07,"ADHD is ruining my marriage. Help me. Books, audiobooks, podcasts, whatever you have. I am trying to make myself be more mindful as a husband and father and I cannot get myself to do what I need to.",1.0684615384615377,3.623828153846155,3.790461538461543,81.7795384615385,87.97435897435898,6.196923076923077,25.748717948717946,7.554174236665415,1.981724102564102,154,7,27,3,5,54,33,39,0.054000000000000006,0.872,0.07400000000000001,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,9,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577788394432144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424821493839603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108806337616085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098019219546942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686261986990238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441371196628876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31510520186216745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cease_to_fire,2019/06/07,Combining vyvanse and Prozac Hi my doctor is recently switching me to Prozac over from cipralex. I take vyvanse daily for adhd but while I’m weening off the cipralex and onto the Prozac if I take vyvanse I get severe depression (something that I’m not prone to) once I’m off the cipralex will the vyvanse and Prozac play nice with each other?,4.058512820512823,6.525273646153848,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,74.07692307692308,6.17948717948718,30.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.958333333333334,277,13,49,3,6,84,42,65,0.12,0.7829999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.3919,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,8,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,9,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38496405051090826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758923349565597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32786250529303274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735470011128634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411318152122765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162787185859281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618719831953333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465990475730195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816836260805079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pajszerkezu_Joe,2019/06/07,"Where is the border between ""executive dysfunction"" and ""I stopped caring at all""? I procrastinate on sick levels: I didn't made any progress at work projects for months now, neither at school. I imitate hard working, do the bare minimum not to get fired immediately, but shit is pilig up, and I do nithing. I feel incredible guilt, self-loathe and self-pity. And just sit and watch the world burn around me. What am I doing?",5.178076923076926,7.025692192307693,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,69.38461538461539,8.78974358974359,30.948717948717945,9.2995712137729,2.680010256410256,333,14,64,7,6,104,61,78,0.203,0.747,0.051,-0.8811,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,1,3,0,7,2,1,1,1,13,11,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,8,1,9,9,2,13,0,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,3,40,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915442585950042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23452555843361694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686039211167805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320778354885693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764128421264274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359986519353648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492819136470531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028256263500256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666245597388159,0.0,0.0,0.5496697465015628,0.0,0.2704267210280865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202552487476397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38358817307400334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uhhhhya,2019/06/07,"Major avoidance I’m not sure if this is an ADHD thing but, it feels like it is. The biggest thing that interferes with t life is avoidance. I avoid everything. Absolutely everything. Family member dies? Avoid even thinking about it. Homework assignment that I know will be easy? Avoid it until you can’t turn it in anymore. Get to my boyfriends house before him? Avoid going in and talking to his parents because interacting with people is hard work. UGH",2.6316510318949358,5.609331658536591,3.27487804878049,82.81805816135086,92.17073170731709,5.937711069418388,25.81988742964353,7.321109707123232,2.00940225140713,364,16,59,7,13,114,63,82,0.255,0.6729999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9425,1,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,2,9,0,6,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,17,14,4,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,3,0,7,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,38,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633295497504505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729981892365816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356839073498428,0.0,0.18644782362988588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740323578433824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472113782808307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938467350054679,0.0,0.20655890536914506,0.0,0.1107894027998081,0.15653336272874666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447676158446375,0.0,0.12452616527155945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628094554917025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282535484392465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041799887174115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476499497943966,0.1070468544719106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432974891133671,0.0,0.0,0.1519043868641283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651007924541448,0.0,0.0,0.1761135951761067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29113600679100826,0.1403978586836491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383304889999271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951584616056372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ileftmykeysinside,2019/06/07,"How to safely describe to the doc that my dose is too low? I was diagnosed a month ago and recently started medication. My first prescription was 30mg Vyvanse, However while prescribing the Doc gave me a whole speech about not building a tolerance and use it only when I need it etc. Basically be super cautious. Vyvanse has been working great upto certain extent. I now have hope to catch up on all my university courses and for the first time I have a feeling that I will reach there. I can plan and follow through way more than I used to but still not enough. I have a disability advisor who I work with to also learn and apply strategies to plan and Study better with Predominantly Inattention. That being said half of my day goes to waste because the Vyvanse wears off and I push myself to sit and work but it just doesn't happen. I try to stay in momentum to trick my brain as if the meds are still working, but that usually lasts for about 15 mins. I have read few posts here where people are refused a refill or a request to increase the dosage because of a misunderstanding doctor. Is there a way I can make sure I dont freak her out or say something to mislead her in anyway? TL;DR How do I ask my Doc to up my dosage with her misunderstanding me for wanting to get more advantage?",6.183809523809522,6.424107222222222,6.695333333333334,76.98300000000002,66.06349206349206,9.577142857142855,32.67301587301587,9.3871,2.8314996825396825,1028,40,196,18,15,336,155,252,0.076,0.8079999999999999,0.115,0.8336,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,11,17,11,1,0,15,0,20,6,2,5,3,36,34,20,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,12,0,2,2,1,0,4,4,3,0,3,5,4,28,8,34,26,9,34,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,4,16,146,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328859739014447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122454336704599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002373491905667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695672875306996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300752092397275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526251176367872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089696963238051,0.0,0.0,0.1411662139067839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423572396597088,0.0,0.0,0.16300412074624213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437098129469018,0.15511419629324838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032449225649409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660768415887434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266507382607792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333938616893095,0.0,0.0,0.12299054746785587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814069998361075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337112510448208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283891448294708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448974580211206,0.14011138757999006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101464234090452,0.0,0.0,0.10312820663347223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577881132593134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964225693774782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332029703226399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912053591465395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732758279499233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229968576312182,0.11060430295360164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707280993852113,0.0,0.0,0.09844359113601102,0.14824386381381902,0.2221435641781976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108398548752975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110035636133613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094428158173569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402459364081309,0.1531801627812208,0.0,0.08203469681724959,0.22079506148290465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528108880003091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050160251653995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justlane,2019/06/07,"I’m so glad my parents never got mad at me for short lived interests. Skateboarding, unicycling, juggling, guitar, ukelele, my Minecraft YouTube channel when I was 12, game console collecting, art, theater, long boarding, basically every short lived hyperfocus I had my parents funded and never questioned me when I was done with it and wanted to move onto the next. (Thank god they never agreed to buying me a drum kit though, good on you dad)",7.685769230769233,8.9126703974359,6.9837435897435896,72.77792307692309,62.97435897435898,9.316923076923075,37.3948717948718,9.3871,3.7428071794871802,353,17,55,6,5,109,62,78,0.022000000000000002,0.805,0.17300000000000001,0.8861,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,8,8,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,11,4,7,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135491183367022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581945189321188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502844585835167,0.16689813511460516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685313943478581,0.1846726615352136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217907262654258,0.0,0.0,0.4828339183622359,0.0,0.22193045689555527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634224353120922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376610331499095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921218315350549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502418537727915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308315669853925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lnhrl,2019/06/07,"Good Day I usually don’t like to boast about my life but I felt like just this once would be appropriate for this sub. Was able to actually study consistently last night for finals and got a 96! I didn’t forget anything going to work (very rare occurrence) and found $180 in a random drawer that I put there a while back. If losing money for months doesn’t sum up my ADHD, I don’t know what does. Anyways, I doubt anyone really cares but if you made it to here; thanks for the read! I’m honestly so glad to have a genuinely good day for the first time in a while.",3.675833333333333,4.388904564102564,4.939391025641027,85.69831730769235,71.73504273504274,8.585042735042737,22.31730769230769,8.841846274778883,1.1520948717948722,442,9,98,8,8,147,83,117,0.071,0.701,0.228,0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,7,10,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,0,15,17,9,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,1,2,4,2,0,1,6,1,9,8,14,9,0,17,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,14,58,14,2,0.18195706448878568,0.0,0.17756384731894867,0.0,0.2186770318990059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722861020303566,0.0,0.14973516032760634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991375105257622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551735404896846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23469450732579394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592318533211558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470731658736569,0.1993250701564173,0.0,0.1547725861013516,0.0,0.1995065294447123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341039295117356,0.3052339055974827,0.14552768656585915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999884405470204,0.14831929304424868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852165575812108,0.17779006140576284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356341234838726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217217395705245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523639290329413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075437891313686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937783352443892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829171066896676,0.0,0.0,0.1820063046545766,0.0,0.11656635478843592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752161827867892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610062756336233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039999983395587,0.1501336342886185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246691004601482,0.0,0.0,0.129257078009612,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ap911209,2019/06/07,"Need to finally get diagnosed So I am a 27 1/2 year old Female. I've always had certain difficulties growing up, I.e. It would take me forever to do my homework, then forget it at home, and the trouble regulating my emotions, etc... my mom when she was working at a behavioral center got diagnosed at her then-charge nurse's urging. Her doctor even asked if I had been diagnosed due to my problems. After a really long blow up fight/heavy emotional discussion, I have decided I HAVE GOT TO get diagnosed. He made multiple comments along the lines of I'm ""not normal"" and I'm ""nowhere near normal"" and after I got in a pickle yesterday at work due to leaving my id at home, he told me I need to be more careful. He has this little routine he does before he leaves where he checks for certain things. My problem is I try to do that, and I get good at it for a while, but then one time I mess up, and it's a downhill spiral after that... and I just want so bad to finally, for once in my life, get my stuff together. Anyways thanks for reading this.",5.576857142857144,5.299916733333333,6.7997619047619065,77.48107142857147,67.3809523809524,10.23809523809524,33.214285714285715,9.928628108626363,3.1330000000000013,814,33,162,17,12,277,125,210,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.7677,0,0,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,8,0,13,6,0,1,2,24,31,14,0,9,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,10,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,0,1,9,0,23,5,29,20,2,32,0,0,0,0,14,15,0,1,16,105,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312914740500586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046331722646763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345127626254564,0.0,0.0,0.09523848048106046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411325852063905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543991537193055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455823500002403,0.09794482966785588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517972847599013,0.0,0.0,0.12482405948077055,0.07392428075533437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452129977489859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390120863710365,0.0,0.0,0.09387594965783083,0.2685458501302847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453638104936816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702121785484395,0.0,0.0,0.07905473320385899,0.0,0.11217654486663944,0.0,0.09904859402960936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590452789465496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310832103619027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597941009377554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932213101409556,0.0,0.0,0.11744467054849185,0.11919465636409016,0.0758421212707328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419095543428265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195358300524108,0.0,0.07170092871888545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812539532933492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415238879309438,0.0,0.0,0.10304393264138943,0.0,0.0,0.07435686392119109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526337336152475,0.0,0.0,0.10694750471327166,0.0,0.07598857044801792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601525920712295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296298347939034,0.0,0.0,0.07950709751196604,0.0,0.0,0.07207493241266141 adhd,shhh14,2019/06/07,"ADHD and self harm? TW, but not actually going into the details of self harm. Just more generally wondering - has anybody else struggled with self harm as a coping mechanism for ADHD? Was it before or after a diagnosis?",4.458846153846154,7.397784564102569,6.9714743589743575,62.44644230769231,75.15384615384616,9.028205128205126,30.262820512820515,9.516144504307137,3.88417435897436,174,8,24,5,4,62,33,39,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.2153297640369002,0.0,0.5303745598001322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877631706679061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843309194629181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254046690773808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6905812850913072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067899418085985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392935064021944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluecheesywheel,2019/06/07,"I probably have ADHD. Any advice on where to go from here? (F27) Hi all. Sorry for formatting on mobile. I've just been given a screening on ADHD and my psychologist is more or less under the impression I will definitely come back positive for my diagnosis (I am going through the process currently). I don't know where to go from here. One on hand I am looking forward to the idea of getting some serious issues sorted out (anxiety, memory loss, motivation, the list is LONG) that I had no idea was associated with ADHD. To be fair, I don't know a lot about it and have already learnt so much. I geuss I'm scared and nervous and excited but also just really looking for information and support? What has everyone else found works to support their diagnosis? Is medication the only route... to be honest this scares me the most. I really don't want medication for this. Basically any advice, information, coping mechanisms and info on adults diagnosed late I think would really help. I would love some success stories too, I geuss to help me remember this is positive. Thanks for reading... TLDR; new diagnosis to ADHD as an adult, help!",4.0322248803827785,6.631543358851676,6.0443516746411525,70.34021172248805,74.74162679425838,9.730239234449762,29.110287081339717,10.008157457239328,3.6461634449760765,898,39,149,29,20,311,130,209,0.062,0.698,0.24,0.9932,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,4,11,13,0,3,9,0,20,5,1,1,1,33,38,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,11,1,0,5,4,5,0,1,5,4,17,8,27,28,8,19,0,1,3,1,10,10,0,6,6,107,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192584674701408,0.21110458087143225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919868683334517,0.08638060607656095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469095930667667,0.0,0.0826321834045751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305787685914012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304648879598686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963428345631067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902337687385934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321421552578737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184343113564763,0.0,0.0,0.056434065069440285,0.0,0.1841644788824146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720317213656776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438745380308881,0.0,0.1127409667251446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872588095262655,0.0,0.12184710535310073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559103748242632,0.1814129957836849,0.0,0.0,0.09183160618285904,0.09748893926460972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217630141891387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940441819959904,0.0,0.0,0.10432282769934788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319464883035184,0.08215127305345585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116459854140623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804554324261048,0.0,0.20759404709902846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236142553447295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628634480994835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091541841173645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451512627348829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099446908095587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921249153888047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371081971535854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786371619640034,0.0,0.0,0.1534633785132436,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kattyjunes,2019/06/07,"How do you fix self loathing? I know it's my brain...but it's REALLY freaking hard not to blame myself for failing tests at school and not working hard enough. I'm so broken after I get my grades back I know that if it were my choice I wouldn't put myself in this position. But dammit I just feel like I COULD do better, maybe I'm being lazy & I just don't try hard enough. I know that's the wrong mentality but its really hard to break. On top of that.. I can't tell if everyone else probably thinks I'm dumb when I have to retake a class, or if it's just me projecting my feelings about myself. ugh.",2.2534883720930203,3.4194818294573683,3.710767441860465,91.43452325581396,75.66666666666666,7.330542635658915,20.651937984496122,7.908726449838941,0.5489342635658918,472,10,110,7,10,156,82,129,0.231,0.711,0.057999999999999996,-0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,8,7,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,19,10,0,5,11,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,6,19,2,10,15,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,4,4,67,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299409785349665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277049769628412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120838055506213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823599469670753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747740077310046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337741242574794,0.0,0.0,0.3299477918694973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256422495511934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614601707327184,0.11406282023750447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834169920734884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721044464372421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632387687691006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800296311131068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040229838148998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090210356664433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172143025985711,0.0,0.0,0.1605047685199724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456758945216494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158682995117854,0.0,0.0,0.1665626601395282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955193802644722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023051919258532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840026036073276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623609796957615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456572391983574,0.0,0.0 adhd,gavinc244,2019/06/07,Finals start tomorrow How do I make sure my brain doesn't freeze up from stress and cruise through?,3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,77.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.1712947368421056,81,2,17,1,2,22,19,19,0.195,0.691,0.114,-0.165,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720221368828508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631935406758211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822447112463655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928379827558577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484354460005024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985156638140836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alices-whiiterabbit,2019/06/07,"Dear ADHD Dear ADHD, I have dealt with your crap my entire life. I have given you ritalin and I have increased my exercise regimes to try and exhaust you into submission.... I eat well and I try to stay mindful! CAN YOU PLEASE LET ME FINISH THIS FUCKING AUDIO FEATURE?! I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO COMPLETE IT FOR MONTHS! Yours truly, Frustrated.",1.3203030303030303,3.859200539682544,2.751572871572872,85.53610389610391,99.15873015873017,4.830591630591631,23.187590187590185,6.574015621080383,1.29196507936508,266,11,44,4,11,86,45,63,0.113,0.6629999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.7911,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,3,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,2,33,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474422759772294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388001758116753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330535340139509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055881794208786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289822608348104,0.16087237678688204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299708904827224,0.0,0.18179445000520855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500101471973268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275997400344995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638986727747256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478200566866409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Abeefyboi,2019/06/07,"What do you think of the adhd experts podcast? I know it is put on by a certain magazine we cant mention, but how what do you guys think about the podcast/webinar and the ""experts"" that come on there to present on subjects?",8.136666666666667,5.750293000000003,8.131666666666668,76.8375,63.444444444444464,10.777777777777779,44.72222222222222,8.841846274778883,4.085888888888889,175,10,35,2,2,57,35,45,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485734440216597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481571277567079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40019237274423597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212155578209256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063030198113328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179523176182739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CadynOconnor,2019/06/07,"What should I do Way back when I was a child around the age of 2 my mom had me on adhd medicine and from what she told me years ago it worked. Then we moved and I stopped going to a doctor and got off the medication as a result. My freshman year in high school I started to experiment with pot and for some reason I was able to relax a lot. Not getting distracted in school just able to listen to a conversation and being in the moment where I could respond and be logical. I’m 19 now and haven’t touched any drugs for a while now. I need advice on should I go to a doctor as an adult to get back on the medicine or just try to fight through it like I’ve done for years. My adhd isn’t as server as I’ve seen on this page except for when I get stressed then suddenly I forget things that were once second nature, things at work I do on a daily basis, focusing on the road when I’m driving. Anxiety from the smallest of things that are completely made up in my head. Lose of all train of thought not paying attention to any conversations I have. Snapchat is especially bad for me. I can send a text one minute and get a response immediately and forget what that person was responding about. Has anyone experienced this before and what worked for you",4.342832329782303,5.0670274055118085,5.242570634553033,84.08781611857344,70.22047244094489,8.338675312644744,26.75220009263548,8.4952907291091,1.6199757295044002,987,30,208,15,17,323,146,254,0.079,0.89,0.031,-0.8576,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,1,1,0,4,12,7,1,2,17,0,20,5,1,3,1,35,36,21,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,14,13,0,1,4,1,1,5,4,5,0,2,11,4,23,2,43,20,4,42,0,1,1,0,15,17,0,3,20,148,37,8,0.2406481520634368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28921231375688794,0.11757929451967156,0.10666003346280342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636489955798965,0.0,0.09204758882278567,0.0,0.0,0.08413339163549445,0.0,0.0,0.10711393785374487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850435746128524,0.10046557754647137,0.0,0.0,0.1023869264160378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615750445791096,0.0,0.0,0.09606898385215087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463135807722417,0.0,0.1231333054073546,0.0,0.0,0.13953772783090565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770003473901522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145745413390885,0.0,0.13676589055649166,0.0,0.09623415541609663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348721550531863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271289925776989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587842657452559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461186337281764,0.0,0.10229522661248937,0.0,0.11385355005565838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121384786713604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409221036067573,0.0,0.12788545064700454,0.0,0.08921877775668778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814121402075446,0.08153470793065586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506234207492908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237131901071707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354877747986997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516600031987084,0.0,0.0,0.1005963153179899,0.13783082256171628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398139087175057,0.0,0.0,0.09552387603946767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497481102330452,0.0,0.0816921493457503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550765092924524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26279208121176023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245427995389706 adhd,vanillalemonade,2019/06/07,"Does ADHD get worse as you get older I feel as though my ADHD continues to get worse and worse every day. I was diagnosed early, like 1st grade or something, but I never felt that having ADHD impacted my life very much. It did, but I just was able to sweep it under the rug. I mean sure, I had a hard time concentrating in school, but school sucks for everyone. And yes, I got hyper focused on reading or drawing to the point that I couldn’t eat or sleep until I was done, but it was fine! I did good in school, read a ton of books, made lots of friends bc I was so “outgoing” and “chatty”. Now I can never shut tf up, and getting adult tasks done is the most difficult thing in the world. I have a ton of appointments that I need to schedule in the next week, and I’ve already had two anxiety attacks about it and not been able to actually bring myself to deal with it. I feel like my emotions are always all over the place—I keep having angry and frustrated outbursts for no reason. I’m constantly forgetting what I was going to say or do, and I can’t. Stop. Moving. What’s wrong with me? I felt more functional as a 10 year old than as a 20 year old. Even the way I’m writing this is all over the place, I can’t even bring myself to proof read it because I’m losing my attention. Do any of you experience this? What is happening to me :(",3.166630434782604,4.14723906884058,4.627507246376811,86.46495652173914,73.16666666666666,7.9837681159420315,24.669565217391305,8.395991825355821,1.3682295652173921,1037,30,225,17,20,347,155,276,0.16,0.743,0.098,-0.9545,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,7,12,3,0,13,1,26,4,1,2,6,42,47,23,0,2,10,0,5,2,1,0,2,1,2,1,15,10,1,2,7,4,0,4,7,6,0,1,17,6,29,6,33,29,8,36,0,1,0,0,7,13,1,6,20,151,44,8,0.1882075090105059,0.0,0.09183168976734284,0.0,0.3392832773529883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384583313464,0.0,0.07830186224296874,0.0,0.0,0.06399378001881456,0.0,0.07198911462321565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070566060088172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736477530693136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169272764892218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068913664651635,0.0970168388129217,0.0,0.09551332995436113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235082972155776,0.19260162596917887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962916338869407,0.0,0.1058540577993286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430928467414702,0.0,0.07928647183232708,0.08992017015757325,0.0,0.09205152900089844,0.0,0.0,0.09516337155861973,0.06722774102137193,0.1807087235288106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270432729630241,0.0,0.19666131095904268,0.0,0.053481332307208834,0.07892976455661428,0.07526336901942621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321563932657335,0.0,0.08429848017560236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364374081060909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646826478570858,0.09194868217404603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527803048320136,0.0,0.08000364689825942,0.0,0.08904324784646506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250657611717426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001739842412724,0.06917708727812939,0.06977674158130134,0.14515723357379562,0.0,0.1000804105001551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974921207957832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966367889896507,0.0,0.08895846502897542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823876609530291,0.0,0.0,0.09675433258958073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483508263071577,0.0,0.2857140705569836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417171511133017,0.0,0.0,0.07244566771162163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867495245358623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869167494901156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251835303780864,0.0,0.09245646101055244,0.0,0.054872656014360366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192569434130284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764545280927151,0.0,0.07469518015704417,0.07548435561314487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876992960485483,0.0,0.10288768289662437,0.0,0.12119946517719635 adhd,Shiznorak,2019/06/07,Learning Sign Language I'm just curious if anyone here learned sign language. I was awful in foreign language classes in high school but I'm curious on if sign language is easier to pick up since it's a more kinectic way of learning?,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,4.177777777777782,81.14000000000001,80.1111111111111,6.266666666666668,35.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,3.1258000000000012,190,12,31,3,5,62,33,45,0.043,0.778,0.179,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,17,2,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520940593256597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320285107319936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096197600009263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165419897456171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996947687313859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Andrew_Korenchkin,2019/06/07,What Are Your Favorite Cities? Do you feel that your favorite cities are influenced by your ADHD? It seems some cities and how they are may be better for certain people or not.,4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,73.54545454545455,5.612121212121212,23.12121212121212,6.42735559955562,0.5463212121212124,141,4,26,1,3,41,26,33,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,10,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171971561681217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542004934846282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596704563024041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35603659244035063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675240968158416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dirrtybutter,2019/06/07,"Hi. I'm new here, kinda. Hello. I've been lurking and thought I'd come out and say hi. I was diagnosed 4-5 months ago with ADHD-Inattentive. I'm 33/F. &#x200B; TRIGGER WARNING I will mention child abuse but it won't have graphic details. &#x200B; I'm in a similar boat of many people who were diagnosed late, wondering what could be different if I had known sooner. What upsets me the most is my symptoms were greatly altered by severe child abuse in my home. So, as an example, girls being chatty, I was silent because I was miserable and terrified of getting in trouble anywhere. I was punished for bad grades but no one helped me with my homework or checked it. I was offered rewards for good grades only to have them not given, or told ""I wouldn't have said that! You aren't given rewards for something you should be doing anyway!"" and so on. &#x200B; When the topic of ADHD was naturally broached my mom and step dad would make comments about them (the child) not trying hard enough, or not having a quiet space to study (thus blame the parent) and how the parent doesn't have proper control over the student ect. Basically they thought it was fake and lack of effort, after all, they just wanted the kid dosed up to make the hard job of parenting easier. My mother's words. &#x200B; As far as the emotional swings go, I was only allowed to be respectful, calm and happy. I literally was not allowed to be upset. To clarify, I was not allowed to have tantrums as a child, or do anything my mom thought was disrespectful in any way. This includes scowling, eye rolling, ect. As one might imagine, I have severe emotional problems. &#x200B; I was constantly threatened with burning in hell forever and the 10 commandants on the wall were pointed out to me especially the one about respecting your parents. Apparently not having good grades disappoints parents and is somehow connected to respect because if you really love and respect your parents you do everything perfectly. /s &#x200B; Anyway basically I had an awful childhood with ""I know you're smart why can't you do \*this thing\*!"" screamed at me a lot. &#x200B; Anyway, hi. 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In January, I started working at a small pharmacy in their shipping department part time. After three months, I was offered full-time to split my day between accounting & shipping. In May, my boss approached me and asked if I would be interested in Quality Analysis / Quality Improvement (yes please, my degree is in neuroscience). He put me on a trial period, of sorts, where I was tasked with analyzing 6 months worth of data to present to an FDA official. Today, I sat down with my boss and presented a rough draft of my report. I am now being offered a full-benefits salaried position as the QA/QI coordinator after presenting to the FDA official. This is all after years of being massively incapable of dealing with my mental health. My junior year of college I went through a nasty break-up, which led to a spiraling depression. I chose to abuse substances and ""self-medicate"" with a combo of Weed & Alcohol. I began to drink myself into a black-out for 6-7 nights a week. I entered into what was essentially an alcohol fueled manic episode in 2017. * March: I spent $1500 on 6 pairs of shoes and bought over $700 worth of new clothes in one week half way through it. * April**:** I was arrested at a horse race from being drunk enough to not remember my own name. * May**:** I broke 4 of my teeth and have veneers on them for costing about $8000. * June**:** I totaled my car into the back of an F-150 at about 50 mph. The arresting officer took nearly 2 hours to get me to a hospital for a blood test, 3 hours since i had stopped drinking. **I had a BAC of .22**. Nearly 3 times over the legal limit. * June 2017-August 2018: Lawyer, Court costs, probation, 2 Days in prison, new car, SR-22 car insurance, 1-yr of a breathalyzer in my car, watched a pregnant 16 yo girl have withdrawal seizures during an AA meeting. : \~$10000 & my sanity * *I was a drunk driver. I was a potential murderer.* ***30 people die every day from drunk driving in the US.*** *Hundreds are severely injured. Do not drink and drive.* &#x200B; My original depression was now suicidal, as I could only dwell on the fact that I could have killed someone. I started seeing a psychiatrist & CBT therapist for my suicidal thoughts/depression. I was initially prescribed an SSRI and saw my therapist once a week. Around the time school started again, I approached my psychiatrist about the possibility that I had some mutated conglomerate of ADHD, anxiety, and depression. After a couple more sessions she diagnosed me and prescribed me on the lowest dose of vyvanse, and tapered me off of the SSRI. All the while I was going through therapy, and began to actually understand how many of my day-to-day actions/speech/habits were not *normal.* That along with physically experiencing the change that comes with being able to focus on a singular task for more than 5 minutes changed my life as can be seen above. Thank you to everyone on here and the other mental health subreddits. Subjective explanations & analogies of how other people felt, and so many people opening up about their experiences with mental health professionals made me seek out help. I'm only 23, but i'm finally perfectly content that I am doing \~okay\~ 9/10 days now, after spending nearly 7 years in and out of depression which was generated by my diagnosed ADHD. # Thank you for everyone's posts I read, you saved my life.",2.854976815522903,5.881145703987732,4.179934370095592,78.59785918105295,85.05828220858895,7.940533599657582,27.673419888714513,8.638961771785754,2.9854774004850904,2837,131,476,80,86,929,346,652,0.08199999999999999,0.863,0.054000000000000006,-0.9343,3,0,6,0,1,0,167.0,1,3,3,5,16,16,2,1,42,2,36,23,3,7,5,68,61,25,5,5,5,0,2,0,0,3,14,0,0,2,12,34,8,2,3,7,9,16,3,8,1,4,25,7,65,8,103,25,9,110,0,5,4,0,18,41,0,5,51,303,77,15,0.059057191966925285,0.06997311537731084,0.05763130025735967,0.0,0.14195053638505994,0.0,0.0,0.12622835554738848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119075425786349,0.07176095237159832,0.0,0.0,0.04517859020805503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514684340471267,0.055210502354170035,0.0,0.0,0.04541133523965951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494935679360783,0.05087254159835655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430472451628592,0.06534565962565919,0.0,0.2285220188344477,0.060885371725302825,0.2543293645188083,0.11988361340460885,0.06129204133352272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735606944593631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102186628434855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049758231347938164,0.11286335552951733,0.0,0.05776926593031514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670416569268375,0.06469426710702891,0.0,0.05023401731768616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03085494530700965,0.0,0.033563563168326586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832510026612825,0.0,0.0,0.039584790903251225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631887584403552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058605150352960926,0.0,0.06533803286045856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685536485959826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226375646927727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588134298226807,0.0,0.11974944652330635,0.0,0.0,0.06559922678434409,0.059493907774966666,0.17854727730860506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141666156856894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407560802062547,0.0,0.055421174017059024,0.057863509098458325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289398202653687,0.04001868168892983,0.08983131141967676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395318381883566,0.0,0.12282846274776907,0.0,0.0,0.064827062237781,0.0,0.06657811043655915,0.0565604649886326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936878963263355,0.0,0.0,0.059073173681797236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690028598698894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059769031183530975,0.047060935837219764,0.0,0.061609531116485164,0.06671781696125859,0.0,0.0488527194752232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003896710574414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540295331966586,0.0,0.0,0.049374456890355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919796528337654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874385555833878,0.06753704589949439,0.20570985511882034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331017068381401,0.0,0.05597931260843954,0.0,0.06561471327115515,0.0,0.06423726616043289,0.0,0.06148061960130745,0.07103853041595462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687685009732938,0.1421163513628877,0.0,0.0,0.05474660862202757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299433911968323,0.0,0.0,0.041952534739688345,0.0,0.07176095237159832,0.11409268608181004 adhd,tamm94,2019/06/07,"Communication and ADHD I understand some people may just generally have communication issues, but I feel that my ADHD directly prevents me from being able to have an honest, intellectual conversation with someone. Most of the time, when I am talking with someone in a very general and casual conversation, i don't really have any issues with being able to figure out what i'm saying or want to say. However, when I begin to have a conversation on a more serious topic, I will immediately begin to shut down because I don't know how to formulate what i'm thinking and turn my thoughts into words. All throughout my life, I literally cannot recall a time where I have been able to speak passionately about a subject and I really hate that about myself. I want to be able to connect with everyone that I talk to and not be embarrassed because I'm not sure how to keep the conversation going and not let it just die or hope that someone else chimes in. Also, a common factor that a lot of people have with ADHD is that in their minds, they may have a thousand words per minute going but when it comes to speaking, they can only get one or two words out. I'm NOT like that ( I know there are multiple types of ADHD and that's not mine). To me, I feel that my mind is normally quiet. Someone may ask what i'm thinking and I am literally not thinking of anything. Like not a single thing is going through my mind, no images, no words, no ideas, NOTHING. I've been told it's a blessing but I whole-heartedly disagree. I want to be able to express emotion and be able to communicate normally. Do any of you experience any of this? Serious replies only. &#x200B; Tl;Dr: My adhd prevents me from having an intellectual conversation and being able to keep it going without having the conversation become awkward",6.516892230576437,7.105315467836263,7.771370091896408,68.35236842105265,65.37426900584795,10.373934837092731,33.53717627401838,10.290406445055957,3.60048604845447,1438,59,246,33,21,493,156,342,0.094,0.7879999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8299,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,3,0,12,13,1,2,15,0,34,2,0,2,2,75,66,22,1,6,16,0,2,2,0,4,1,5,0,0,18,19,0,4,11,1,0,5,14,5,0,3,4,7,32,8,42,50,6,23,1,0,0,1,19,10,0,10,10,186,50,1,0.5202939765795318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466373224325564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059439843584802185,0.0,0.08053404374962791,0.0903163043653964,0.15163617673490182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116537297215406,0.0,0.06948637622539673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090618965408225,0.0820891171014861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402674154944643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714042912348265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062091264966761636,0.08360867057103738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710233130471816,0.0,0.07270676366877289,0.0,0.0,0.07516464789812083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883316120297855,0.0,0.1689686040397391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338322643965857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807869533779585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382418799980177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390693845111423,0.0,0.15515763855147013,0.0,0.1321317692708764,0.0,0.0,0.08169713219003301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600512029256933,0.052499860368433036,0.07262553025510557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319076185703479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514939880216214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456507509076652,0.07131944327631537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036638054917722,0.11305914700949965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030589520683102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523246979586812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821675807061148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519105131074663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005298792855978,0.0,0.0,0.11948359713973634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938002843208068,0.14287858784664675,0.0,0.0590079000004282,0.08668217195338558,0.0,0.0,0.0710233130471816,0.0,0.0,0.08084720576315585,0.07260737334950436,0.07737776839598492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132814575305385,0.1315212290308769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298423486885073,0.0,0.07164926095554526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903163043653964,0.0 adhd,hemulaformis,2019/06/07,"Advice for driving with ADHD? I'm 20M, haven't been officially diagnosed or treated (mostly cause of weird practices in my area) but I definitely have the symptoms and driving is super hard for me. I've failed my driver's test twice for these reasons: - I have terrible spacial awareness - Poor memory and focus - I get super anxious while driving - I can look at things and not process what they are Would taking medication help? Would practice help? I feel so guilty being driven by other people.",5.774904761904764,7.8346391888888895,6.206507936507936,73.465,68.22222222222221,7.80952380952381,31.74603174603175,8.418075326091056,2.7982698412698417,397,17,61,6,7,128,72,90,0.204,0.606,0.19,0.3717,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,0,13,16,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,2,3,9,3,8,11,1,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981089103354085,0.24239241346224016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022684832026223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548165450520261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517663847509118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254219595812944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959632782196887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220483364938687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332526503457868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830023536155887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988512858141265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719672223878709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550375799556533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578198033964759,0.18650336402411646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479395841848754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35241640463073703,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,John450822,2019/06/07,Cold turkey aderall XR It sucks dealing with depression when you suddenly just stop it’s been 3 months just can’t wait until this drought finishes how did you guys deal with this,3.1838235294117645,6.140048264705883,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,81.05882352941177,6.9294117647058835,26.14705882352941,8.07648339933343,1.945611764705883,147,6,27,3,4,44,29,34,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,6,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7626358255955938,0.3185669716497725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36622770649010256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952252990392712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092264087981362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,labcoatninja,2019/06/07,"I want to Do All The Things! Before meds: ""I should wash dishes.... nah, reddit..."" With Ritalin and Zoloft: I should go back to uni. I should volunteer. I could start a charity. How do you paint a house? I need to learn finances. How hard is it to write an app? What can I do to save the world? I mean, those thoughts were always there anyway, but I never thought I'd act on them Now it feels like some of this is *actually possible*. Focussing on everything is nearly as bad as not focussing on anything. How do I tame this feeling before I accidentally take over the world?",0.3256355042016814,2.755185544642856,1.9401260504201687,92.88722689075632,95.33928571428572,5.135294117647058,19.088235294117645,6.794906146795322,0.3711065126050421,439,14,92,7,17,142,77,112,0.092,0.805,0.10400000000000001,-0.4879,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,13,4,0,3,2,24,23,7,0,6,2,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,13,2,14,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.2109847841499144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798997878153398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791820214745668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662482144375257,0.1805220517867749,0.0,0.0,0.3679488733186277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726220114550065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431101364469536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863937664809927,0.1544568162059958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287422110465206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936771139578904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494714141739464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056267880429394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551050722056815,0.24015489224934944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031318598746494,0.1667505393342831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437385274466848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303093353646086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255916981816915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363692157367852,0.0,0.0,0.3432850637681108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752324545921606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,riv94,2019/06/07,"Stopping Wellbutrin and starting Vyvanse Hello! After talking to my psychiatrist about some breakthrough anxiety that my Lexapro wasn't fixing, we decided it could likely be caused by my ADHD-PI, rather than just anxiety (all of my anxiety lately has just been internal ruminations and worries, not much physical panic). So, she prescribed me Vyvanse. I'm hopeful that Vyvanse will work well for me, seeing as the first few months on Wellbutrin were amazing, however it's kind of fizzled out. I'm currently taking 150mg of Wellbutrin XL, and will be stopping it cold turkey once I can find a pharmacy that has Vyvanse stocked. Anyone have any experience stopping Wellbutrin cold turkey, especially at the same time as adding a stim? I'm taking the lowest dose of Wellbutrin XL so I'm not too worried about withdrawals.",6.866496212121213,9.092535131944448,6.723787878787878,70.17272727272729,65.7361111111111,8.847474747474747,38.78535353535353,9.339509955726095,4.2359527777777775,665,37,95,13,11,210,98,144,0.106,0.8190000000000001,0.075,-0.129,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,1,1,21,21,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,3,9,5,16,13,5,13,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,11,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233643911687774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449082025782632,0.0,0.3863856509377981,0.0,0.0,0.11772148048067835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295246994087726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344220503595905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646887409714101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538783218045064,0.14320723887966866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721982882241568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532141021926298,0.0,0.0,0.18991782288278736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225236921961494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438363560652436,0.0,0.123764238699319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929829205590442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753461087769206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416141173261667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916633157628916,0.0,0.0,0.4222704067883611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317208075062564,0.13532168251445476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817228166491487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137618572933606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256834952792428,0.3419562423496749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thehouseonthehill3,2019/06/07,"Writing is a complete mess. HELP. I've been working on my statement of purpose for grad school for months. I'm applying internationally so I need to send them SOON (deadline is a month away) so they have time to travel and process. I didn't realize with my last app that I needed to send a physical copy too (I sent it the day of the deadline a few days ago), so I have a feeling it won't be accepted. Anyway, I'm trying to get this other one out soon, but I'm so backward and confused when I sit down I don't know what I'm even saying anymore. I have great credentials and I've been working hard to make this perfect for a long time - which is an accomplishment in itself I know. I'm just so sad I can't figure out my thought process, or navigate it properly. I'm new to medication, so the dosage likely isn't strong enough anyway. Nonetheless, I'm just aggravated and sad out of frustration. I just want this done, it's aaaall there in front of me. Just PUT IT IN ORDER. UGH.",1.54455223880597,3.662978417910448,3.417062189054729,88.46410074626871,80.74129353233829,6.6070646766169165,24.47786069651741,7.734863291789972,1.2600863681592047,766,29,164,13,20,257,116,201,0.171,0.748,0.081,-0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,5,18,11,1,1,10,0,15,1,0,1,1,29,32,13,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,8,1,0,6,5,6,0,1,6,3,17,5,23,24,2,31,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,2,14,105,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644862019787743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402393341316334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433809393388505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945543057291353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393394543271227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898905249322982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917312859348465,0.0,0.1225594810113892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382383190516463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694653247076568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045786372673932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622375404142914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124375790605556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039559343940812,0.15125474842969885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065439316517876,0.0,0.0,0.1642132213548893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238615797599536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693042572362714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962216663865967,0.0,0.0,0.2751781979049118,0.0,0.17921332426704156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573907959291325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653730332695173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756337650412735,0.0,0.18779486609765647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731253176948236,0.21640102782234555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598187850795464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944706968519936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701772472485023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,edooze,2019/06/07,"Would you like an ADHD mentor? So, I'm 35, male, and live in Brisbane, AU. I attempted to make a similar post previously, but apparently it was 'creepy', so I'm trying it again. Some things in my life work better than they did 10 years ago. Some things don't. I'd like to offer to mentor someone in my time zone (or city preferably) who may be having a hard time with their ADHD. I can also recommend a few healthcare professionals I've found instrumental in learning about myself. I don't have it all figured out, and I'm quite opinionated about things, but if there's someone who could do with an extra ear, please let me know. If you'd like to do something similar in your own city, please feel free to put your details in this post as well.",3.850853808353808,5.1619868986486495,4.885651105651106,83.99890663390666,71.9054054054054,7.814250614250612,25.61670761670761,8.296473431620573,1.4994648648648656,583,18,119,9,11,191,97,148,0.01,0.804,0.185,0.9793,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,2,4,8,6,0,0,5,0,15,2,1,1,1,24,22,11,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,3,13,7,18,13,6,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,7,8,78,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886480407938563,0.0,0.14333142492394466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930613718368214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300465431204862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290990064364292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175703102760715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728844479213396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144845508233206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886245273682762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534243562050815,0.11420881579608468,0.236985653355726,0.0,0.1427782164759193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079315863990579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549815502040849,0.0,0.0,0.3097151228029476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254650642837648,0.0,0.17198081235067825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740045515043577,0.12447946317804198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322265689753867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885694198032823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097791908616782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538176678242712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771470604918545,0.0,0.0,0.1148623376010865,0.0,0.0,0.104125235084989 adhd,raxch,2019/06/07,"Hey yo yo...am I disabled? Hi, I just turned 21, female that recently moved to California from the East coast. Was screened positive for ADHD in middle school. I've denied having it, or thinking it's real ever since I was given meds and hiding them all over my mom's house. Now I accept it, and now that I've changed my mind,* I want to help myself the right way, I may not need a prescription, I'd rather not take drugs. There are so many things I want to accomplish and succeed with! To excel with the help of smart people would be amazing * I'd love advice on how to cope with the fact I waste too much time on meaningless tasks, seem to suffer with responsibility handling, and worst of all: affecting my relationships due to untamed and raw emotional thoughts and outbursts. *. What types of social engineering/ habits would be best for me to learn? *. Please offer me reputable sources! I do not wish to be mislead. Thank you",3.5266737288135594,5.774872553672324,4.1243750000000015,85.1963930084746,74.87570621468926,6.910875706214689,24.621822033898304,7.865858978985527,1.349395762711865,730,24,140,11,16,231,122,177,0.10099999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.222,0.9712,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,4,9,10,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,2,4,36,23,9,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,17,8,23,13,5,15,0,1,1,1,11,7,0,3,6,87,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948072462807944,0.1583978101587329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701091876412698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147550647847398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797927486495414,0.0,0.0,0.18233557812000087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466246261809238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172983436862877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703640063860855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462974837444808,0.0,0.0,0.1643393573207364,0.0,0.0,0.1800515172882769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367020913651445,0.189844246858769,0.0,0.17228182407795598,0.11915881605055945,0.12019173171117856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237658413579804,0.0,0.0,0.17793214172517838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450012380133415,0.0,0.0,0.1600497141049203,0.1740298644400397,0.0,0.1384286394980496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640492621479104,0.0,0.1475656213908423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340870418197025,0.0,0.0,0.16523591109169253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187561494476827,0.0,0.0,0.14923572387082593,0.0,0.0,0.107689022804107,0.1038642273903596,0.0,0.1286856911698385,0.09451916785585714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763133165678894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121620733520087,0.12866383339343898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864017824860841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302959319567096,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xnty96,2019/06/07,"Just lost yet another job (somehow) Well, here I am again. I can't really tell you how I got into this mess or why my life is turning out the way it is. I actually had a fantastic job making approximately $15/hr and I had it for about 6 months until... yesterday. Apparently, I was on a ""safety final"" and I managed to break a major safety rule again which, of course, led to an automatic termination. I thought things were going well at this job and they were. I even won awards and such for performance. Corporate, however, takes safety very seriously and because of my violations, I was determined a liability and my employment had to be terminated irrespective of my performance or likability. Yet, this isn't the first time... I have had over 20 jobs in 6 years. Most were very short, lasting only a week or two or a couple of months; I quit most of them, but some I was fired from. I also quit college a few times (and I am only 22). Nonetheless, I feel disheartened. I don't understand my inability to appropriately function in society and I'm not sure how to mitigate these potent feelings of failure. I recently financed a car and started renting a room and was saving up to visit a good friend in California (I live on the east coast), yet here I am again facing the possibility of losing everything I have or want. I do have some really good job prospects but if I get another job, I know I will repeat the same mistakes (somehow). At this point, I am not quite sure how I will ever get my life together and I am utterly depressed. I am convinced I am just stupid and incapable of of anything. I let down everyone.",3.9408626198083065,5.693537118210863,6.106857507987223,73.57895718849842,72.38658146964856,9.864230031948882,30.09188498402556,10.17224662633116,3.36016508626198,1270,55,238,38,25,446,173,313,0.145,0.728,0.126,-0.8788,10,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,2,10,22,20,2,0,16,0,31,3,1,5,3,49,48,25,0,3,12,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,9,14,0,0,5,0,2,4,5,9,2,2,15,3,40,11,32,29,7,43,0,4,0,0,6,16,0,12,21,179,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.09606666230136236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872523707627614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645320132322026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101061842839145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060010248220046025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892586820156486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847892484307721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650210080091655,0.08904778818613591,0.0,0.0940669897558674,0.08847467652443003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955199019143038,0.0,0.0,0.10784005016807537,0.0,0.08373599686539564,0.0,0.0,0.07605720940033728,0.0,0.10286533872735153,0.0,0.05594771372714809,0.1651394863014444,0.07873426562845708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5861399443986515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054101976992388015,0.08024459738172228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066515578068068,0.13906712079683342,0.0,0.0,0.08692742035459314,0.0,0.0,0.11013310359207687,0.10746271700390787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571180542818575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715333635283102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974144639640602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306093398082324,0.11098026286774534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141203624150864,0.0,0.0,0.12613086290078895,0.0,0.09720108696666384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967882102466477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556368085690794,0.0,0.07401726590774255,0.0,0.08604396429508268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540149183943625,0.0,0.0,0.07815314840590634,0.11480640132541703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070782669806062,0.0961650020540586,0.1024831627074574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245240642228215,0.058064531082011775,0.07813987378285195,0.07896544338992137,0.0,0.17702507097952036,0.0,0.08882995326672435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339439098736921 adhd,Dr41n4life,2019/06/07,"Road side drug tests (Victoria, Australia) My chemist just told me I can still be prosecuted if found driving with amphetamines in my system even if it’s a legal prescription! I always have a copy of my vyvanse script in the car just incase but now I’m a bit worried, anyone have anymore info on this",5.309655172413795,6.489111862068968,6.137413793103452,76.88646551724139,68.3103448275862,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.6957793103448284,240,10,43,4,4,79,48,58,0.09,0.887,0.023,-0.5635,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,5,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785670630118923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33201571644295597,0.2340887199619825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654973620060215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38824309182562106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112163967017207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670733180787034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673588926522873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199004083529839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399893491306508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LightningColin,2019/10/02,"How to get motivated for homework It’s really hard for me to get started on homework, and to not get sidetracked while doing said homework. Any tips from people who have similar experiences?",5.708725490196077,8.393756735294119,6.530000000000005,68.4316666666667,69.88235294117646,9.239215686274509,34.86274509803922,9.725611199111238,4.13610980392157,155,8,23,4,3,51,27,34,0.047,0.8690000000000001,0.084,0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574836075760423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37037599221476747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934607683920284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391810388823732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624966351329194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256216830385866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601669460394372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679985774123085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Raenning,2019/10/02,"Do you think it would hurt to get a second opinion? I’m sorry if this isn’t were I should post this. I’m also sorry about grammar and spelling and if anything doesn’t make sense. My mind just sucks thinking there nothing wrong with a sentence until I look later on. I don’t entirely believe my doctor did a thorough job of my psych evaluation. He diagnosed me with anxiety, but I knew that from a decade ago. So here’s the thing. I relate to so much of you guys and I know that isn’t enough of a diagnosis obviously. In addition to there’s SOMETHING else wrong with me than just anxiety. The reason why I don’t believe he did a thorough job is because he had a lot of information that was simply untrue. He said that I only drank 1-3 time a month. And then the following line said that I drank 6 beers a day and that I use nicotine. I hate beer and I get on my SO’s case about smoking so much. He also called me some other persons name. He was super unprofessional about all of it and now I’m pushing off if I should get a second opinion because I always push things off, and now my anxiety is sky high thinking that these people think I am some druggies trying to get pills. But Is it normal to only talk for 20 minutes and the other 1.5 hours is just me doing some tests in addition to a 600 true or false question? I thought he would talk more to me than just asking questions about the questionnaire he had (like your name, DOB, how many siblings I had, medical history). His suggestion for my forgetfulness was to self help, search myself for resources that I can use to get more organized (because i am not organized and I’m messy) like use of a large calendar, date book, lists, and other stuff. Problem with that? I do it for a bit, but never follow through. Do you know how many damn journals I have started but never finished past like week 2? Most of the time I miss it one day, then the next day I catch up, but then a couple of days later I do it again but then it’s two days in a row. But then I have to catch up and tell myself oh I’ll never do that again. But then here I am, it’s 13 days since I’ve written in it last. No motivation to catch up. But now I can’t use it because I feel like it be weird to go from July 2 to October 2. Anyway, I’m just upset because I feel like it was a waste of time and it took all my energy to even go to the appointment.",2.8717346437346443,3.9747007292929295,4.478880698880701,86.77958230958235,74.03030303030303,7.3715533715533725,25.4995904995905,7.824948511530503,1.2688345618345616,1851,60,400,25,37,623,223,495,0.092,0.833,0.076,-0.4143,2,0,4,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,0,2,30,17,3,1,24,0,37,8,0,9,7,84,78,41,0,9,19,0,2,5,0,4,4,2,0,3,32,19,4,0,15,3,0,10,11,10,0,4,18,5,48,7,53,55,13,60,0,2,1,0,30,13,2,13,41,271,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701729419782492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661273781150015,0.06586969375406483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167770719718584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514414292003669,0.0,0.07400642232466173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412841836387879,0.0,0.0,0.17837847013155309,0.0,0.0,0.08642514675982138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808339501483544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759200291853292,0.0,0.3063202889888045,0.0,0.0,0.08034845677108611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102636034711691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661302636202684,0.0,0.0,0.08179621294348614,0.0,0.05228620544722872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005406208245636,0.11310767294689712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067961724516374,0.0,0.0899799539812747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838350199951591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815676025215905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053061077662847435,0.08363972080525599,0.0,0.0,0.07795929653765774,0.0,0.08474528931436777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711349553021914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701148046571312,0.064528152257182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337444099032644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066476715995719,0.0,0.0,0.06730128210801141,0.0,0.0,0.05284170553680309,0.1605170707503795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974807467416761,0.0,0.0,0.07993174297384302,0.0,0.06318689822605704,0.0,0.11638736099709485,0.0,0.18316542380609405,0.0,0.08419041133364967,0.0,0.07756262140230236,0.07595872926148721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536426826720126,0.12041357508859322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755697382619555,0.05488143680398762,0.06912180125176938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581596762109215,0.0,0.0,0.07574799637105009,0.0,0.0,0.1773606441338129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139242253624572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506036789990814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258394299298764,0.0,0.0,0.06548418933048385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609433008268174,0.0,0.17723228470015542,0.05603175439702108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062233240211257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725593175430538,0.0691916740815911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518433791090973,0.20289700298527552,0.0,0.06284632765648536,0.13848119100625705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795265346267818,0.05374626530674193,0.0,0.07733043839497086,0.0,0.0,0.2734845640708957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349952919424033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143200833978096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246979727221833,0.17310393314622732,0.0,0.0 adhd,StartingOverMan,2019/10/02,Career suggestions for older worker? I am a 59-year-old unemployed individuals who is really having a hard time trying to get work again. I’m trying to update my skills but it’s extremely difficult for me. Can anyone suggest a viable career for an older worker who seems to have difficulty keeping jobs?,5.2221818181818165,7.915319581818185,7.150909090909092,63.38636363636365,71.36363636363637,9.49090909090909,27.363636363636363,9.888512548439397,3.5278363636363643,247,9,34,7,5,86,43,55,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.8171,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,23,6,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356022048277952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604166866054136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018396459027213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343693647025633,0.2994952821884947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535707386740601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585781808877488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067452323989501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647736265961707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575317868169807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453024993652068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698376753933424 adhd,kingsnootsvan,2019/10/02,"Feeling useless at work, and pro tips? I've been working at my job since completing my masters degree. I could have never dreamed of getting this position whilst I was studying, but now I'm here I feel disconnected and appathetic towards the company, and its showing in my work. I feel as though people pity me because I struggle with certain tasks. When I confided in my boss regarding my diagnosis (at 24 years old), his response was to speak to me as though I am a child - patronising and condescending tone. I'm late most days because I can't get up in the mornings. Short term memory is a disaster, and reading is far more difficult than it's ever been. Does anyone have any tips that might improve my situation?",5.9915555555555535,7.096302674074074,6.954814814814812,71.91666666666669,66.7037037037037,10.148148148148149,37.22222222222222,10.25414643259724,4.099666666666667,571,30,100,14,9,191,97,135,0.127,0.8170000000000001,0.057,-0.8909999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,1,3,17,19,11,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,17,1,15,13,3,20,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,2,10,67,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280270545698993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163967531727844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952990795203101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973928853079917,0.0,0.0,0.1503147513314163,0.0,0.0,0.1214157283248347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647524832497567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702970011951073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855782115076416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672199690765896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186824544522672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237178159136294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972003567521796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520202634149856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975530631165492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051965267595608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831653361764428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573523845061374,0.2116184069933712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681606761715556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699399652796768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41117876712429385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123686503220694 adhd,mval96,2019/10/02,"For the uni students Cannot emphasise this enough; emulate exam conditions at home to study. All the time. - Set your study desk up against a blank wall - Set your table up so there's nothing, except your essentials i.e laptop/book/pen - nothing else. - Pomodoro timer. 25/5 x 4 (more if you're mentally capable). - Flash cards (active recall/spaced repetition) - e.g anki, brainscape etc (for all your core content in question form). If you decide to procrastinate, do it elsewhere, not on that table. If your mind drifts and you're bored, that's okay - just try and read again until your timer goes off. You can fidget/go crazy, but on the desk until your timer goes off. Your phone/other procrastination catalysts in a separate room. It would be wise to eat close enough to your desk during break/play an instrument/something not visually stimulating. I would suggest not going on your phone bc YouTube/reddit/Twitter/Facebook etc are all going to screw you over. 5 minutes will feel like nothing. Symptoms of restlessness measurably subside, the more you get through the intial shit period. I love you guys and really want to see more of us flourishing and graduating.. we have it pretty shit, but we can actually do reasonably well. Sincerely, A fellowaspiringadhdpsychiatrist",4.707149321266968,7.963386809954753,4.623210859728508,77.66149502262445,76.82805429864256,7.879891402714933,27.392036199095024,8.726425361277474,2.71359098642534,1019,41,162,24,25,314,148,221,0.077,0.7929999999999999,0.13,0.9218,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,3,15,0,0,5,11,3,1,9,1,11,6,2,2,3,29,18,12,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,6,7,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,5,1,0,0,2,20,6,26,14,11,25,0,0,1,2,23,14,3,4,7,100,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.14395489027365435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509462760141317,0.12323116316042095,0.0,0.0,0.3048480956018414,0.3290399338163386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458880886053247,0.1053858652344961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707131795109831,0.0,0.25151119434298946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460645942597911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797114488017812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206914348797631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313946152085282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866200368457858,0.0,0.1489496808400369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424638374927557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007738222151826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525231625413067,0.0,0.14755648749038386,0.0,0.09450289046186068,0.15167160014937367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175516051931748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028472731572234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356546060134505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533261966261597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601809675487787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015406603109964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744426736102442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700909348220022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263511013113094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958307406511367,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FuegoPablo,2019/10/02,"For My Unmedicated homies, Quick Question 🖐🏾 I’m curious to know other folks who are unmedicated experience day to day emotionally,physically and sensory wise. I know I personally have a few coping mechanisms that help me in specific situations, but I’m curious to hear others perception of their daily experience 🤙🏾 thought it’d be cool to hear each others stories",5.621818181818185,8.414216030303034,8.545454545454547,53.388181818181856,70.51515151515152,12.884848484848485,36.75757575757576,11.855464076750405,6.1799575757575775,302,17,45,14,6,111,51,66,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,7,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210497726704697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869590192366658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610741759610007,0.0,0.16683759646684634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27358634436642737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733661833217652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788336091015333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797827035898615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976049246417292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sayori563,2019/10/02,"Are there any hyperfixations you may have? I just really wanna know about them \-A fellow ADHD human",3.0266666666666637,6.053970555555559,5.105555555555559,69.14500000000001,93.44444444444444,6.844444444444445,11.555555555555555,7.793537801064563,0.8187555555555552,82,1,12,2,3,28,18,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7425891234699828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201894539199033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395786622386943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958390438937963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GlassAxolotyl,2019/10/02,I forgot to eat today Was wondering where this headache came from. -.-,1.7650000000000006,3.2617054999999984,1.7033333333333331,89.97500000000002,119.0,4.933333333333334,20.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,1.1154666666666668,54,2,9,1,3,16,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434228501541566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861772381687484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503682698043152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515258886939768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohwellwhateverNVMind,2019/10/02,Are we broken? How can we be fixed? It’s a fundamental physiological neurological insufficiency. What do you do what that?,3.399285714285714,6.282821190476196,7.809880952380954,48.420535714285755,99.0,9.719047619047616,24.29761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.6675619047619055,99,4,16,4,4,38,18,21,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mitchy93,2019/10/02,"ADHD awareness month 2019! In case you have forgotten already, October is world adhd awareness month, this year it's focused on knowing the myths and facts and breaking stigmas. I'll share one myth: ""ADHD only affects kids""",5.183461538461536,8.302377025641029,4.8535256410256435,77.63105769230769,73.61538461538461,5.951282051282053,35.391025641025635,7.1686216300943375,2.9769948717948727,180,10,25,2,4,55,34,39,0.046,0.8290000000000001,0.124,0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8377996030416008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25642878262817925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277058243171158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37095495356753694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574615894947395,0.17672972328886216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496402425231629 adhd,JackZoBell,2019/10/02,"Starting Vyvanse again. Tips? Hey all! TL:DR - Starting meds again after a few months of not. Looking for useful tips or insights. I'm starting a second try on ADHD meds. I've been on Vyvanse before, but I think the dosage was a bit too high because I was getting headaches at night a lot. Personally I have a but of a difficult time taking meds it's a physiological thing. I'm trying to get past it but sometimes it makes me feel weak. I think it's just the stigma around ADHD just being a lazy thing that gets to me. But I just got married and I haven't been being the husband I want to be because I'm so bad at the day to day stuff and I'm part of a startup so I figured if it would help me be a bit more normal in terms of Productivity it'd be good. Last time I was on them I also felt a lot happier. Not because of the meds themselves but because of the things I was doing that were made easier because of the meds.",0.8116153846153829,2.8446691743589767,3.098653846153848,90.21259615384615,82.8974358974359,5.130769230769231,22.57051282051281,6.2581,0.3974051282051283,719,25,156,6,20,246,103,195,0.098,0.8109999999999999,0.091,-0.3468,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,18,0,17,1,0,3,1,30,38,12,0,4,12,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,10,3,15,1,20,21,9,24,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,4,16,108,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527375499206687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408769084428203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093604984738882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779509969898504,0.3204895524751939,0.0,0.0894741326541491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295911500699412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562493108273535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316654026738158,0.0,0.10095961785300354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480818202777714,0.0,0.0,0.08819406956402809,0.08409733438595629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047921988734837,0.11109578873249228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571054400281418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829875476373171,0.0,0.0,0.1787879956200821,0.0,0.09949461320317657,0.07018783537369648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839846849606685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392900201482252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867529980163382,0.10302378484633792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386621987924975,0.1003767061354462,0.0,0.09181213130249148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399514059533804,0.0,0.22327520544800186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203705535846088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790590311815632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095691533283402,0.13475058477653076,0.0,0.0,0.12262656220701824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427786625347764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081505491380323,0.0,0.0,0.06201965875201864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469489804750408,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,minardh,2019/10/02,"Find Actavis/Teva ""generic"" Concerta in Los Angeles Does anyone know a pharmacy in LA that carries the generic version of Concerta manufactured by Actavis/Teva? If so, please share. Thanks so much!",5.388636363636364,8.943050212121213,6.5790151515151525,62.58852272727276,77.18181818181819,9.36060606060606,41.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,5.8768242424242425,159,11,19,5,4,53,27,33,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.8371,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31316963935327724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919447205983115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093562054013944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461443371768313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292449418749894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916401454940747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123497434774266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Liquid_Is_A_Paper,2019/10/02,"I am so much slower than everyone else at university It takes me 3x longer than everyone else in my uni class to complete work. My flatmates keep telling me I have so much more work to do than they do from their courses... but I don't really, it just takes me so much longer to finish work. Partly because of getting distracted every like 10-20 minutes whilst I work, and partly because even if I AM focusing it feels like it takes so much more effort for me to understand and get through the work than everyone else. Do you have any tips on how to focus on work and how to work faster?",5.525604395604397,5.6468900341880355,5.855067155067157,82.8546153846154,67.46153846153845,9.42075702075702,30.38949938949939,9.23628265651192,2.3612525030525027,462,16,95,8,7,148,66,117,0.027000000000000003,0.9179999999999999,0.055999999999999994,0.5267,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,11,16,11,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,14,2,18,16,8,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,66,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081897281029313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682736738207702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262697220955699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30181420406059256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954360891416583,0.0,0.10146839995333476,0.3452312448225419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060893585141726575,0.08603600533949457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258405633052975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704469943009258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767310920012634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35412287606330545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083030116735245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715124955593093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716476089434678,0.0,0.10526209381970401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253730273381752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137269504042103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,conarthesonar,2019/10/02,ADHD and emotions I am kinda freaking out. What is some good ways to keep control of yourself and not let your emotions good completely wack?,5.721538461538457,7.7041365384615395,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,68.23076923076923,6.7384615384615385,36.07692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.7720615384615384,114,6,18,1,2,35,23,26,0.083,0.726,0.191,0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31957208785837066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788015252525265,0.0,0.298240621660342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5982258104165439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460653030172933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363529829322016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719109416062148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106694260303047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,newmoodwho,2019/10/02,Having trouble sitting in silence I’ve noticed that I have trouble with silence. If i’m alone in my room I always have something playing in the background like music or a podcast. In class whenever there’s long periods of silence I get really uncomfortable. Idk if it has anything to do with there always being “activity” for a lack of a better word in my head. Like i’m always thinking. Maybe I need that same energy outside? I’m not sure. Just wondering if anyone with ADHD has experienced this.,4.4374468085106376,6.6392205638297925,6.064840425531916,72.50875,72.08510638297872,8.104255319148937,33.026595744680854,8.841846274778883,3.3043872340425526,399,20,63,8,8,136,63,94,0.166,0.7140000000000001,0.12,-0.532,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,1,16,14,4,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,12,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,4,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26810322028367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104740418341965,0.0,0.0,0.5568704542940539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598528940800355,0.0,0.1835788529088106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972993779065479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655201042771747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894820563324636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179748260865852,0.0,0.0,0.19742202841030584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411753155902855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654137150359932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539822375191446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291311174344934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174070847776235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025371941432408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294300836988974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419247246081177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bitch_williams,2019/10/02,"I hate this. Please, how do I change? New to the ADHD diagnosis as a 23 year old in college, but not new to the symptoms. I have developed some **bad** procrastination habits, and I just seem to keep putting things off further and further until anxiety takes over me and I lose all forward momentum at all. I just lost my lovely (now ex) girlfriend to time and space (I broke up with her) because I have to graduate and I can't seem to get myself to do that with her around. So frustrating because I'm graduating a semester late, thanks ADHD, but she got a job and moved when I would have graduated, and I would have just pulled the trigger and moved with her right away. Then I didn't ask her for long distance initially because I've grown to be so anxious about school and failing to meet people's expectations that I thought she would inevitably be disappointed in me. Then low and behold after a summer of struggling to get my head straight I got diagnosed and medicated and thought I could turn my life around and be with her, but to nobody's surprise school isn't going well again and I can't be for her what she needs **and** graduate in December. Distance messed up what we had and it's my fault for blowing all of my life on youtube and reddit instead of focusing on my studies. I am consistently a disappointment to myself and others and jeez it hurts I have lost so much so many times in a row in the exact same way. This time just hurts especially bad because I thought I had figured it out and that I had a bright future with this person, but of course I don't. Of course. I am not getting the support or resources that I need to make significant change in my life even on meds, and that is extremely frustrating and frankly agonizing. I have failed so many college courses just because I can't focus in class and have to teach myself everything or do homework but just don't turn it in on time. How do you fix longstanding bad habits? How do you handle procrastination? What can I do so that I don't just lose everything again?",4.105183119088039,5.744041208020054,4.837697469480156,83.30329856900315,71.75689223057644,8.05565526720026,29.16169455897809,8.654491914285503,2.1655721723664,1618,65,321,29,31,521,183,399,0.215,0.735,0.05,-0.9974,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,2,0,6,26,27,3,1,12,0,36,8,1,5,4,73,62,44,0,7,16,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,18,32,0,1,6,0,0,7,10,21,1,0,11,1,52,6,52,43,6,55,0,12,1,1,18,28,1,5,21,233,70,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341163525139925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792251061665339,0.1003050695030998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580801338548817,0.08300471340589277,0.0,0.08341916722218502,0.0,0.2224025966822246,0.270621439102298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785167873265526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708899239956359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011786298264693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058643579325987724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959370271128795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916406026883718,0.0,0.050460217220919854,0.0,0.14202361032006616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765968252057625,0.0911220143129343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009859498895096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810830370554239,0.07891877685898152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015663348060874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881405867070582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785745092377352,0.0,0.19866192772676688,0.1938449914008253,0.0,0.08013455822395839,0.0,0.05926662154696945,0.18003401645249795,0.0,0.0,0.09862335582373816,0.08944448164190154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873500089198292,0.06526933231045227,0.13167022530161845,0.0,0.1715038397878262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931679792262028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615543596099574,0.07752618114455544,0.0,0.09746246624373564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925637620718521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758243927906128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971621674846594,0.0,0.1616583631725678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282040485659253,0.0,0.0,0.10075547177707844,0.0,0.09228463815645442,0.066757460975406,0.0,0.0,0.08174398149258967,0.0,0.0,0.05898674431782532,0.0,0.0,0.2114630562542834,0.20709178492924085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315150706003534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047571280441241,0.0,0.0,0.07983099701570857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921715837940986,0.0,0.0,0.05717650510995486 adhd,t1mpieslimpie,2019/10/02,"Recently diagnosed with ADD, starting medication Soooooooooooooooooooooo, I've been recently diagnosed with ADD and I've decided that I want to try medication. Because, right now, my span of concentration is non-existant. Also, I'm a huge procrasinator. My doctors want to start with methylphenidate. What can I expect and what can I do to prepare? Does it really help with concentration or are you just less likely to procrasinate?",6.804940476190474,10.150257708333337,6.4492063492063485,67.14500000000001,69.1388888888889,11.336507936507935,35.285714285714285,10.914260884657429,5.2193547619047616,353,18,52,13,7,110,50,72,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.7394,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,0,14,11,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,9,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624410754211986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434640572343626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473781169502659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557633321260895,0.1928629184414709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477213499929902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767038565909864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440352050542069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118611890573765,0.0,0.4352128862556607,0.0,0.0,0.18821004483924414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31198335075652284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962890348064728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599809626609488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slow-wheels,2019/10/02,"Trying medication again, appetite affected. I’m trying Adderall again for the first time since middle school. I’m completely shocked at my lack of appetite. A little scared by it, actually. I generally overeat a lot due to being a depressed emotional eater, but I’ve just not been hungry today, and have had to force myself to eat what little I can, mostly junk food. I remember that I got pretty damn big after I stopped taking medication, and I’m way overweight, but I’d like to lose weight at a healthy rate and only eating 2000 calories a day isn’t going to be very healthy for me. I have installed a calorie counter app on my phone so I can manage my calories to make sure I get enough to eat, but I’d like some advice if anyone has had any similar experiences. I’m going to talk with my doctor about it next appointment, Does anyone have any advice on this?",5.466899350649353,6.306324315476195,6.310411255411258,77.02246753246756,67.75,8.728138528138528,30.74891774891775,8.841846274778883,2.519790476190477,687,26,125,11,11,227,110,168,0.12300000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.128,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,7,0,12,10,0,2,1,20,22,8,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,7,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,4,1,14,3,19,16,5,21,0,2,0,0,2,8,1,4,12,75,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.12969202933062512,0.0,0.0,0.2597382867047058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075423018360115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585468714819767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934398142419901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571003441133848,0.0,0.11446728168726444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360296209533294,0.1163024033501743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079721533382912,0.0,0.14949553475121075,0.0,0.13732207388377587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000250381278422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130453697603067,0.16070419930751695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943519326965923,0.0,0.15106119762796852,0.0,0.10629292662607967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298572553291889,0.2664030722550834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486820230781959,0.0,0.11298752474634186,0.0,0.0,0.08871232946790678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677671889299129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134152999788238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107706249401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520791283947595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055072180752635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305690574467655,0.1345027252673802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993693181948204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111103658276156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252574502114849,0.0,0.09992487707094504,0.10682064507428454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749553701226251,0.0,0.12597443785410414,0.0,0.0,0.18046186613868626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965709515573782,0.0,0.10549048504200258,0.0,0.16183739530072702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ibbobud,2019/10/02,"For those who take vyvanse twice a day.... When do you take your second dose? I recently switched to 30mg twice a day and take it after my breakfast and after my lunch.",2.2454901960784315,4.07033688235294,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,77.23529411764707,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.4219921568627454,130,4,28,1,3,41,26,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464028023827136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552174151771336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8114792548537264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rayvonuk,2019/10/02,"I cant answer your questions Not in a timely manner anyway. There is not much worse for me than being asked a question and not being able to answer it, I can see you looking at me but I cant focus on the question long enough to find the response and I know that you think im lying because I cant come up with an answer on the spot. More often then not I just end up saying any old shite just to stop you looking at me.",4.510978260869563,3.4902272717391334,5.822956521739132,86.08726086956526,69.76086956521739,7.3599999999999985,26.00869565217392,3.1291,0.5936539130434784,327,7,73,0,5,111,60,92,0.086,0.894,0.021,-0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,22,14,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,13,12,3,14,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,4,6,57,15,0,0.18931581975990844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874124935281786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698473571838252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540516655973004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307881555487258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767762439494704,0.1956138491205412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303122951530178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449357209847788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404302350363502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753854306609656,0.3179552163814744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391689104809389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865510648934576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6362311352754975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055153845369265,0.0,0.0,0.1508601975468351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827650232054322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130593306438756,0.0,0.0,0.11039157693949628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292899403830965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,recoveringscapegoat,2019/10/02,"Immature sense of humour. Is it me or ADHD? I don’t even want to say how old I am, but my appreciation for bathroom jokes and a sense of humour probably more suited to a 12 year old has really never changed, no matter how old I get. Just wanted to ask if this might be a ADHD thing...",1.6829999999999998,3.0970479666666684,4.626666666666669,83.265,77.66666666666666,7.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,0.9407333333333332,218,5,47,4,5,79,47,60,0.017,0.7170000000000001,0.265,0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,10,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849834628672858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886303588577772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344890017330645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326905134739328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541797588550147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404908689031227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561964550999433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6351799301885757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175452376205544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926084168094398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045785310151392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404890267030814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380216859492596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993508723275274 adhd,ValyrianBone,2019/10/02,"Why is meditation so hard?! I've been told about the benefit of meditation numerous times, and it makes sense and I'd like to make a habit out of it. But... I can't. I panic just thinking about sitting still without any information getting into my brain. It feels like torture. It sounds so easy, right? Just sit there and do nothing. Why can't I do it? Can you meditate? What helped you succeed at it?",1.1215189873417728,3.675660708860765,2.8758101265822797,88.51523417721522,87.48101265822784,6.197974683544303,24.355696202531647,7.554174236665415,1.400690126582278,312,13,64,6,10,103,57,79,0.045,0.737,0.218,0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,8,6,1,1,2,0,7,1,1,2,0,14,13,6,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,6,4,9,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168693156599504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769233188769241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542945217609605,0.17721815839937746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960406978976616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222181079658388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662731841457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423847042094405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33117151110733123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380256929235489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29105160546122233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118467198215645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810555800169127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895045966812954,0.0,0.0,0.144649082322371,0.0,0.0,0.2370373705286013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476813513682045,0.0,0.0,0.23912644579023884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ewan_In_Braemar,2019/10/02,I always feel tired when bored Is this normal? Anyone else felt like this?,1.9192857142857136,4.75181378571429,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,89.7142857142857,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.2738857142857145,59,0,11,0,2,17,13,14,0.3,0.56,0.14,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32324582950131425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716337015685933,0.3980428668265569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32452453777736145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642676493540268,0.0,0.3730009706150978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897913228977588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38062715134357866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44649971308057457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caz-,2019/10/02,"Best premium organisation app? **tl;dr: What's the best paid app for organisation?** I've been using the free version of todoist. I wasn't expecting to pay for a premium version, so IIRC I compared the best features of free versions and I guess todoist must have seemed the best. I *did* consider buying it, but it turned out to be a subscription rather than a one-off payment, so I decided not to. Well, I've been given funding from a disability support service, and I can spend some of it on apps, so I'm planning on doing that. The thing is, the app that has the best *free* version isn't necessarily the app that has the best *paid* version, so I'm curious what people would recommend for the latter. Todoist is great in a lot of ways. I like that it understands natural language to some extent, when scheduling tasks. I like that the paid version allows adding tasks via email, and has sub-projects. And I like the general feeling of the interface. But it also has some quirks. I've had an awful time trying to get certain tasks onto the right days. For example, for taking out the bins, I put ""recycling"" as every second week, and it was fine. Then I put ""garden waste"" every second week, and it was on the same day as the recycling (which I don't want it to be), so I said ""every second week starting next week"", ""...starting next monday"", ""...starting on blah blah blah"". I could get it to start later, but it would then skip the actual week I wanted it on went on the same week as recycling. I even tried waiting a week and adding it then, thinking it would start the next day, but it started eight days later...the same day as recycling, lol. Another thing, if I automatically reschedule all my overdue tasks, I can put them for today, or use the smart schedule, and the scheduling of them for the future doesn't change. But if I want to manually reschedule some of them, it changes the underlying schedule, so if I do something late one week, now it's scheduled late every week. There are other mi Anyway, those are just examples, and I'm not asking for help with that. I just want to know what people think is the best premium app out there. Cost isn't really an issue because I have plenty of funding for it. Although I said I like todoist's NLP aspect, I'm thinking maybe I'd be better off with an app that just has a clearer, more precise way of scheduling tasks.",3.7945822022896247,5.572285172489082,4.824903812109053,82.51767083677565,72.82096069868996,7.746111176678863,27.88056178449192,8.441846121484758,2.022656131240412,1851,71,355,32,37,605,196,458,0.042,0.7829999999999999,0.175,0.9967,0,0,1,0,0,0,90.0,0,0,3,9,18,21,0,0,35,2,35,0,0,3,4,64,73,34,0,14,15,0,1,7,0,4,0,2,1,0,32,14,0,1,8,1,12,4,7,0,1,5,14,3,28,24,48,51,24,61,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,11,45,242,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.06412914581086739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255290531091991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890875114014132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061435406453625226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04005974461959736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48275277914748,0.058120288957408624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903721562777166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052468722743994264,0.0,0.0,0.2119062876334087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340466925257397,0.0,0.22147359918330525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033227885417321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866759131733714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245190672689235,0.07239336779031506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404791868986361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685902266501437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036115687670267266,0.0,0.14826058025931652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842169105666273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586922717351713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602035866935997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096685116228244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906146006519566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111812923534232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981876037828768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209922726804525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056120938185902094,0.1250215581578873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059825200525476366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050591237075291146,0.0,0.0,0.27908390900908964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457351645541775,0.0,0.0,0.04941010673431141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731732124225121,0.1263241025752401,0.0,0.0,0.038319414218444314,0.0,0.062290898949487174,0.0,0.0,0.08923343544425713,0.07147992479256668,0.0,0.06841247033032581,0.0,0.11351471145828547,0.0,0.0,0.15504353710205535,0.10432429397294096,0.4744192918410806,0.0,0.05908640061529344,0.06091920937570985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004786663372482,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tntn13,2019/10/02,"Anyone being medicated with a stimulant and non stimulant combo? I’m at a point where I’ve tried to go off stimulants or anything quite a few times over the years and While it may be good for a while the little mistakes add up and eventually leads to a mental breakdown. Currently at the tail end of one of those. I’ve read limited studies about combining non stims with stims. Leading to the ability to take a much lower dose stimulant for the same effect but with less side effects. But there’s not a ton of studies on this and the sample sizes are SMALL. In short: I wanna do some data collection! if you’re on or have tried a stimulant non stimulant combo post the following. -medication amount and name(example: 80mg straterra, and 27mg concerta once a day) -how long you have been or was on this combo -how would you compare this time to other methods of treatment you’ve had? What’s the same? What’s different? Etc. And if anyone else has been put through the wringer and ended up on something out of the ordinary feel free to speak up!",3.3553439291297518,5.721558698019803,4.328593017196456,82.964739447629,75.88118811881188,8.015007816571131,26.968212610734767,8.841846274778883,2.316164356435644,835,33,156,19,19,270,125,202,0.024,0.925,0.05,0.787,3,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,19,0,13,3,0,12,0,42,18,19,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,13,0,1,3,1,1,5,1,1,0,1,4,3,3,3,32,10,9,35,0,0,0,0,3,19,0,7,10,106,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520532275096138,0.18467515019574646,0.14832053251235686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623861165315474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831036833841136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056573738916915,0.0,0.31927477503394097,0.0,0.20101303515672836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113375804500118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024334198879695,0.15117509915504565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064584544706164,0.0,0.15950497521646115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631416846492783,0.1816375309010229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249568255112826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194760809633865,0.1221339463943907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038318620334794,0.0,0.1726181999861924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811889913529489,0.0,0.19170531933647425,0.1802867941498173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875603279929102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551655952669014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101964768416756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447395677806819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803591754556193,0.0,0.0,0.11606737501769072 adhd,TRCBINO,2019/10/02,"Canadians with ADHD. Just wondering, has anyone from canada with ADHD claimed disability tax t2201. If so, how did that go or not go for you? I'm looking into it and would like to know what to expect . Thank you",1.6248780487804881,4.2538061219512215,3.4372682926829263,85.02419512195122,85.34146341463416,6.206829268292682,20.39512195121951,7.554174236665415,1.0211619512195125,165,5,31,3,5,55,36,41,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,7,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7140079100333342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770867721825936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376478906156624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325437799572515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512670702844396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494524828906009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348953731867737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221448940823359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110202779990226,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wonderkat4,2019/10/02,Need for stimulation How do you overcome the need for stimulation in order to get things done? I get so bored at work and find myself procrastinating and tired. This happens whenever I have to do something I don't want to.,3.8935714285714313,6.440724785714291,5.081190476190475,77.33464285714288,74.95238095238095,8.009523809523811,27.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3158380952380955,179,7,33,4,4,59,31,42,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.7062,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,0,9,11,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759693617005104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151788739073704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447128533254591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172489834098103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892256553960008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396914834094764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191674585690081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791655641640728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458051112179944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016735676114506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZugTheMegasaurus,2019/10/02,"Scheduling the Unschedulable? TL;DR: How the heck do you plan for frequently-recurring-but-unschedulable things (like household chores)? &#x200B; I am at my wits' end here. I must've tried every damn method and program for getting general life stuff organized out there and I'm still a damn trainwreck. I never ever have any clean dishes. Or clean clothes. I moved OVER A YEAR AGO and still haven't unpacked! And it's not like it's out of the way, it's sitting right inside the front door of my apartment! It's so miserable and stress-inducing. I think a big part of it is that I have no idea how to tackle things like this. I can work around things that I can actually predict and schedule: a meeting, a doctor's appointment, a movie. Things that have set lengths and start/end times. But for anything else, I'm utterly hopeless. I have no concept of how long things take or how difficult they'll be until I'm in the middle of it (and then it turns out my estimates were way off). So I feel like I can't possibly plan enough to ever do those things, and they don't get done, and I hate it. Washing the dishes? You just have to do that when they're dirty enough to justify a dishwasher load, but not so dirty that it'll take more than one. I'm not good at that. Unpacking hastily-packed boxes and putting the stuff away? That could take 30 minutes or 3 days; I don't have any way of knowing, so I have no idea when to do it or what to expect. Does anyone have any tips or recommendations on these kinds of activities? Like they're regular enough that I need some kind of system, but not so regular that I can stick them on a calendar. Any advice is welcome!",2.9822010271460044,4.985499462006082,3.790713761660203,88.09142857142861,75.6565349544073,7.334283618069385,25.022639136358872,8.216663640201805,1.4650162666387176,1309,45,270,23,29,417,168,329,0.111,0.853,0.036000000000000004,-0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,1,50.0,0,2,3,3,19,15,3,1,15,0,28,5,0,4,3,45,43,32,0,3,13,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,4,0,31,15,2,0,5,0,0,3,12,6,0,1,2,1,24,9,31,37,6,42,0,2,0,0,7,16,3,6,22,180,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.09503757623138748,0.0,0.0,0.0951673643720194,0.08632943674269249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552089724677534,0.11833824590105115,0.26491132907522924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809662509319908,0.0,0.08014281583228182,0.08669682187405639,0.0,0.0,0.09150013357381223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775715978273443,0.0,0.0,0.06280782227870442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968172707145714,0.08522573500726091,0.0996627185926204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135597922847664,0.0,0.17251542360331398,0.30188648752756786,0.0,0.0,0.1761877795114429,0.08205439897679202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924278428204657,0.06957469233518038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101763423821268,0.0,0.0,0.0816852388862641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615143529672614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988056276219048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283123001450232,0.05352242536076878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878870243533589,0.23789663224184535,0.0,0.0,0.08618616476475052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350905173671714,0.0,0.07221267967530108,0.07511236963110328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599327960166247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054627529707064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979141920623586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790280360290997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316963953877925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893240699953904,0.0,0.15554989818588838,0.0,0.11155872439965583,0.0,0.2229741177164372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967313267569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882053847257736,0.06240291304135603,0.0,0.0,0.056788285636425476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661207109200655,0.10593122231071732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319084696016385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090032262604064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833824590105115,0.06271529708406498 adhd,ewzzyxz,2019/10/02,"I was late for class today ...and I'm the teacher. This is my first semester teaching as a PhD student, and my fear of being an unorganized mess was part of the reason I sought a diagnosis in the first place. I've been on time and prepared (some days more so than others) for all my classes so far, but today I was everything that I worried I would be. I was late, had to throw a powerpoint together in the last minute, and pretty much prepared only half of the class. I don't know how this happened, because I started on time, but suddenly it was 20 mins until my class started and nothing was ready. I feel terrible. I wanted to ask good questions but instead ended up rambling and answering my own, terribly phrased questions. I am behind on grading, uploading files and essay prompts, and I am so worried I'm losing my students. I want to be able to give them the best me, but I really didn't do that today.",5.408651515151519,5.6818275722222245,6.459595959595963,77.89590909090913,67.72222222222221,9.212121212121213,34.141414141414145,9.095868883498916,3.0042777777777787,713,32,135,12,11,239,108,180,0.133,0.765,0.102,-0.6966,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,5,7,0,1,10,0,18,0,0,2,1,24,29,18,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,9,1,22,2,19,16,7,26,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,17,102,28,9,0.1431751073095575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338493981156419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872782165126056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025344191921872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233609963356287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268106484529628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128676554465617,0.0,0.0,0.16111180077248294,0.07239363618634426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435693462729443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373466091884659,0.0,0.1200884871143004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660927455078852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868529462479909,0.11670682178430505,0.3230155146277922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017632230528933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525017781151258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373803769175182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889112082634733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504468890389692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958751387028082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566055651402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320777774698649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172163995065363,0.14720785609467435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026801557438758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697311291183245,0.0,0.4071397821107346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889677566059086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908025427159033,0.0,0.10170748833819873,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snakkezdatnigga,2019/10/02,Just got diagnosed and medicated today any advice on what to expect?× I just got diagnosed and got put on vyvanse 20mg and bupropion xl 150 mg what should I be expecting?,2.391363636363636,5.2013268484848485,5.1487121212121245,72.8430681818182,83.54545454545455,10.572727272727274,29.46212121212121,10.125756701596842,4.395612121212121,138,7,24,6,4,49,23,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591457911624593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803419071603584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383353219060292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363027549374285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671563784567492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665945375719416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137414878741043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DNetherdrake,2019/10/02,"Hyperfixations I was talking to a friend of mine and we got on the topic of hyperfocus/hyperfixations. She's long been diagnosed with ADD, I have not. I, really not being educated on the subject of ADD, had related some experiences I'd had thinking it was just kind of a strange way my mind worked and not expecting her or anyone to relate. She immediately identified it as hyperfixations and said she does the same thing. As a result I've been looking through things like this sub and a lot of what you guys say makes sense to me. Thing is, I wasn't diagnosed with anything as a kid. I'm in my later teenage years, and wouldn't I have been diagnosed before? How do you even go about getting diagnosed?",5.519673202614378,6.45236541176471,6.7886274509803926,73.30604575163402,67.67647058823529,10.456209150326798,32.02287581699346,10.504223727775694,3.382460130718953,560,23,108,15,9,190,88,136,0.017,0.935,0.048,0.6081,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,14,4,0,3,0,25,22,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,2,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,3,16,3,18,10,3,8,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,3,4,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511418235091428,0.0,0.13547770837698106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400892925946542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683900843294748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407014719436284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873756221512627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104121084713138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719389920734953,0.0,0.08601317106671676,0.0,0.09356388325050698,0.0,0.13167086099356998,0.0,0.0,0.16301108203222248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143838748538465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043064180368963,0.0,0.0,0.14569370909757887,0.1382490081200739,0.0,0.0,0.13996382578888286,0.0,0.0,0.10989281387345454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662308978102065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546716339731907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566022699000191,0.13092158763140124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232457469440506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281215874191142,0.10548922654007313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067683272069944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985370282803945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601729725733257 adhd,govindani,2019/10/02,"Poured some whisky to try to sleep. Forgot whisky and went back to bed. Happy ending: remembered whiskey and now back in living room drinking whiskey and typing this. Which doesn’t help with the sleeping part I guess... *Sigh* gets exhausting doesn’t it people? I *think* this is a Rant/Vent? Feels rather mild ¯\_(ツ)_/¯",1.6680971659919024,3.549505877192985,0.40421052631578996,99.97408906882592,113.03508771929823,3.1573549257759788,16.66531713900135,5.369823440869387,-0.5664537112010795,253,7,47,2,13,69,46,57,0.044000000000000004,0.838,0.11800000000000001,0.644,0,0,5,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,6,2,0,0,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,4,3,1,3,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,5,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374238310574576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383878413243108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215533596582186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304377406202364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127138990118063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26807463304111395,0.0,0.0,0.2590478678029581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311065501486074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488024195875566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635215562580959,0.0,0.1687064699690972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756652042116263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870463518646621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592720933678295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521693348349376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255855086870677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,l2k2020,2019/10/02,"I need help with trying to stop procrastinating, I just go to sleep it end up going something else v that I find better Have like 4 assignments due Friday but I just won't get to it... Any help",-0.31641666666666524,1.957541525,2.055000000000004,92.20333333333336,96.25,4.666666666666667,14.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.5178333333333334,151,3,33,2,6,51,32,40,0.040999999999999995,0.7240000000000001,0.235,0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,17,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101950710778424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733692423769491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582090527609093,0.0,0.27376625871689364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28250705791258696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148928154870773,0.0,0.35133140884462205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41435947331072426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100811187747654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291898861412745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093180359955091,0.0,0.0,0.23795628683676784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841710269600304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985508743740933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bred_Stix,2019/10/02,"Not sure if I'm overreacting 19M here, currently in 2nd year of college. So recently I've started to really struggle in college. My first year I just didnt put in much time or effort so I figured that's why I did bad. After doing really bad last year I started this year off confident and extremely motivated to do well. But I feel like I just cant focus. I've always been really fidgety in class, even in high school, but I just didnt pay that any mind. I never studied in high school because I couldnt sit down and focus for long periods of time. I would work on homework for hours and hours because I'd keep getting distracted, but the work in high school wasnt too hard so i still did decent. Now that I'm in college with an engineering major I'm getting a lot of work that requires a lot of focus for extended amounts of time. I'm finding that I just cant keep up no matter how much time I put in. I sit in class and take notes, but dont seem to learn anything. I spend hours trying to figure out homework only to keep getting distracted or sitting there staring at the problem not even knowing how to begin. I recently spoke to someone that was diagnosed with ADHD at a really late age, and this was the first time I realized that ADHD even exists in adults. I was always taught that it was a thing for young kids and disappeared with maturity. So everytime I experienced ADHD-like symptoms I always brushed them off, but now I'm starting to think that maybe I should get tested. Of course my parents brush it off too saying I'm fine and dont have it but I just dont know. Now I'm falling behind in classes and I just dont know if I'm using this as an excuse for my failure or if I actually need help. Sorry this is so long, it really turned into a question/rant. Any advice or help is welcome TL;DR Always brushed off fidgety and lack of focus tendencies, questioning if I should get tested or am overreacting.",4.463153846153848,5.188282648717951,5.902564102564102,79.46076923076926,69.94871794871796,8.76923076923077,29.871794871794872,8.950670267944501,2.4112564102564122,1523,58,297,27,26,517,176,390,0.10099999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.077,-0.8734,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,8,25,11,0,3,10,0,26,2,0,4,2,70,58,32,0,11,23,1,2,1,0,3,2,2,2,2,18,14,0,4,13,0,2,4,14,6,1,2,12,9,29,5,49,42,7,67,0,0,1,0,11,26,0,13,35,192,47,21,0.0,0.0,0.07109144234298131,0.0,0.26265592641261953,0.07118852842705896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246934099098624,0.0,0.0,0.0990814855752517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994963883625608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216540148896932,0.08881780628414522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394158167664835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34152031634842345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435092667627414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03683533080717195,0.05204431157455802,0.0,0.0,0.06658390903254502,0.12393295760633327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903065309557197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525961308332562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766012106582944,0.23091121457205446,0.0,0.0,0.21522878935246592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942582411013196,0.0,0.0,0.1201099575812298,0.059382766419038564,0.08217837895679586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03559100596891069,0.0,0.0,0.12894055185536998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386954144272885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318797814098421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355809606270032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710679339883873,0.05401761868452793,0.0561866885354208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055405981366616924,0.0,0.0,0.08089170326370526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697079556421299,0.0,0.14646946594275292,0.1632181510567924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334902953776185,0.0,0.143861883076325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793353008697132,0.0,0.22118536014137005,0.0,0.06632023146476201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061725873423202286,0.0,0.0,0.08155001341364525,0.15469157880792606,0.0,0.0581783914154923,0.0,0.0,0.07615901353858001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866060193288913,0.07571941770367302,0.05477440420651289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839854195894458,0.04667956897083077,0.0,0.0,0.2123981531394193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049460612259367855,0.07924027192032644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291932055759057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550122240805838,0.0,0.06573611854215011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159107788664436,0.0,0.0,0.05175080540036238,0.0,0.0,0.18765297279129306 adhd,jubybear,2019/10/02,"3am wake ups on Vyvanse? Hello all, I have zero issues falling asleep with stimulant use but trouble *staying* asleep. Every morning I wake up around 3am (after taking 30mg Vyvanse the morning before, around 7am) and I am up and wide awake for the day. Wondering if the meds could be causing this delayed reaction or if it’s some kind of placebo. Caffeine also tends to affect me with a delayed reaction (coffee after dinner = sleep like a baby until 3am, then toss and turn). Could the Vyvanse still be affecting me 20 hours after ingestion? I am wanting to up my dose but can’t function on this amount of sleep. Any advice is helpful. Thanks!",2.95745333333333,5.301570392000001,4.426100000000002,81.88288333333334,77.08,6.086666666666666,28.016666666666666,7.1686216300943375,1.8022666666666685,509,22,87,6,12,169,86,125,0.081,0.828,0.091,0.4985,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,9,9,6,5,1,25,16,11,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,19,12,3,21,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,5,11,58,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021101871178794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566259160213025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236957360381665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34656188949974104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563393798136064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999605265142284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108264828390632,0.0,0.0,0.1255339993655831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400213373722453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304706778317611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169234230757687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316540780706036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026993977515614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950968035427265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621373735966434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895837930236954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747240970206016,0.15544879691525754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635356922888554,0.0,0.0,0.1792087847503356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117247424268336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681162446302766,0.0,0.0,0.11481039275411906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109105506566805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nadimethyltryptamine,2019/10/02,"I think I'm looking for support I'm a 22 year old female student in the UK and I'm pretty certain I have ADHD. I remember being screened as a child, I was probably about 8 and I remember being really scared. I found some kind of child's health book that my mum had and found the pages on ADHD and when I took the test I remember lying and saying what I thought sounded ""normal"" instead of what I was actually experiencing. The results were ""inconclusive"". I recieved SEN support all through school for ""undiagnosed learning disability"", and I think this support is why I didn't struggle until I started university. About a year ago one of my close friends, a medicine student, asked me if I had ever been screened for ADHD. She had done work experience at an adult ADHD clinic and noticed similarities between me and her patients. I told her I was screened as a kid and my results were inconclusive and she encouraged me to go to my GP and even pointed out specific examples of symptoms I was experiencing, but I was stubborn and in denial and didn't even consider it. Now I've failed my second year of university twice, dropped out, changed university and course. Reflecting back on the past three years at my old university, everything I struggled with is perfectly explained by ADHD. I feel stupid that I managed to ignore it for so long especially as I lived with a girl with ADHD and I noticed her symptoms while refusing to acknoledge similar symptoms I was experiencing. I'm making an appointment with my GP tomorrow, and I'm anxious. I don't know what to expect and I'm worried that because I lied on my screening as a child that I missed my chance to be diagnose and that I'll be struggling forever. I'm not even sure why I'm on this subreddit. I know nobody on here can tell me if I have ADHD, that's why I'm going to the doctors. I think I just needed to vent.",5.550174953959483,6.504175762430941,6.851616022099449,72.8049746777164,67.61878453038675,9.7902394106814,36.07780847145488,9.928628108626363,3.757402946593002,1494,76,269,34,24,508,178,362,0.127,0.8079999999999999,0.065,-0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,13,18,2,4,15,0,25,7,0,3,5,60,57,29,0,5,5,1,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,6,13,25,0,3,15,1,0,3,4,9,0,4,20,11,50,9,42,33,3,34,0,2,5,0,20,13,0,3,17,185,63,10,0.0,0.0,0.07175708998850887,0.0,0.6186022315537947,0.0,0.06518210382302203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830707683870888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874293947988852,0.0,0.0,0.05654193562767069,0.0,0.04482471524044539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778761019972161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746339159172759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526360565279439,0.0,0.07524925350724816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457025219077819,0.0665143349115775,0.0,0.0,0.06608624857967722,0.07192887190502614,0.0,0.0,0.03718022958001903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124913041497935,0.05681100902719161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835804020332528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816158410762092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765727589116679,0.08082305221389935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493052402805316,0.06507392787176479,0.0617487607287377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490834991292379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054523399683046536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204621465917282,0.0,0.16743442399123354,0.15431992942597608,0.0,0.04982750918945849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019506930172859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951195819761417,0.0,0.0,0.07480896411950666,0.07928044666003753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710678742594264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989388511387775,0.0,0.0,0.058475976781377136,0.0736188369354069,0.07441879204547233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052046665417344984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306163305095817,0.0,0.0,0.25033134918869343,0.06930348898807975,0.2292851948548087,0.0,0.0,0.06427062563620192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413499257099574,0.0,0.058376572774594876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026343257024133,0.08169728712944009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905486869855527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053532518742948114,0.07467579935341115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894100163312474 adhd,billyquits,2019/10/02,"Can’t tell if it’s adderall?? Hey guys, so I ran out of my script a few days early (I’m too nice sometimes) and today I found an orange round pill in my car that on one side has a capital A and the other side has an 80 or 08, it looks just like the brand name ones that say AD and 30, same shape, same lines and everything but I can’t remember if this is what my meds usually look like. If anyone has the same pills or knows what it could be please lemme know!",2.2926025459688835,2.757179108910893,3.589618104667611,95.02564356435644,74.74257425742574,7.355586987270155,20.369165487977373,7.447530270364453,0.16042743988684596,354,6,90,4,7,116,73,101,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,8,2,0,0,0,21,15,11,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,6,3,4,11,4,12,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,5,6,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580961249954415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805244479513778,0.0,0.0,0.14581740736894794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320634763443385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479097206686724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387702257265552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485200415825123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209245210342009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797383089013171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114890610249024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30642581086755044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481926474588026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25613005620953416,0.0,0.0,0.17980578291977306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236211537144412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976235506841716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214318732325886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490199599938694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SnazzyBees,2019/10/02,"ADHD Medication is Making me a Mess Tw: medication, possibly co-dependant? Hi! Standard longtime lurker intro. Anyways. I have ADHD. I was originally diagnosed in 5th grade but due to my narc father being the way he is he essentially bullied the psychiatrist into taking the diagnosis away. Anyways. In the summer before grade 12 I got re-diagnosed and started taking medication for it to help me with school. I was originally on Ritalin but that stuff gave me such bad panic attacks and caused me to disassociate so badly they took me off and swapped me onto Vyvanse. I've been taking Vyvanse for around three years now? Anyways I'm in my third year of university and the medication is starting to make me act really wonky. I'm on 40mg of Vyvanse. I'm trying to bring it back down to 20mg but I find myself completely exhausted. Beyond that, it stopped helping me focus. Like, at all. But on 40mg I get a bit too hyper-focused, and on top of it I can't sleep. It's also making me completely disassociate because I get so focused on things. (I should be focusing on my lecture right now but all I can think about is this). I feel like I'm becoming co-dependant on my meds, which worries me because I want to be able to function without them. Before, I could stop taking my meds and I'd still be able to go around and live my life but now I find that when I don't take them I can't get out of bed until 3pm and then at around 7pm I end up taking these huge naps. Does anyone else have this problem and is there a way to make it so I can go back to normal? I need these meds to be able to do my readings...etc., and it helps keep me focused at work but I have a feeling I'm about to drive myself into a wall if I don't do something to make me at least able to get up at a normal time without them. I don't even know if any of this makes sense but I'm just all over the place. I'm going to try and speak to my doctor but she's not in my city and I'll only be able to visit home at the end of the month.",1.6069558694836843,3.3720471258907385,4.034352419052382,85.87110357544695,78.9287410926366,6.711863982997875,23.43049131141393,7.669130373188453,1.0882313539192403,1564,52,334,24,38,546,200,421,0.10300000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.08,-0.93,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,4,2,25,9,1,1,14,0,28,10,1,9,3,63,67,30,0,9,15,1,2,2,0,1,9,1,2,0,18,19,0,3,6,1,0,8,8,7,0,2,6,3,50,2,64,53,5,69,0,0,0,0,15,36,0,2,25,224,68,6,0.3608872137733894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348651997654238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057720274893924076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908313614315575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050468146183204665,0.07395431963773379,0.0,0.19275967967446814,0.0,0.08211226100739875,0.06781308340414513,0.11099999646138464,0.12053029969271613,0.08799739835289727,0.0797143148288631,0.12283537532875655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879907369432969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414611590070112,0.0,0.0,0.15135335098993066,0.0,0.0,0.05762781490764021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651717014552773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073876671079534,0.06316296654982208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029499181436795,0.0,0.1278555817612621,0.0,0.08049692791680267,0.047672520217789824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299016749253083,0.05156357952567685,0.0,0.0,0.1319377501462983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508389393009166,0.0,0.12306031214191332,0.0,0.05772689450579355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513705532979446,0.0,0.07239986007190842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415462747352818,0.0,0.0,0.0396668349347714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098106235820219,0.07052450541295689,0.0,0.06373400430443191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890740210346543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405186029821645,0.2908447204929515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761134619381314,0.0,0.0,0.053518659245537316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414371383548935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489419765506782,0.0,0.08468467757380996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541006549304011,0.0,0.0,0.0813692218458445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906406493966281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046238718037695865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163914174164783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304742543749601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222956844063484,0.0,0.0,0.055565721703357766,0.0,0.0,0.10217513095404017,0.0,0.057640999019289436,0.12068714806971367,0.0,0.0,0.08262590365222154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256107261476153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795148579593908,0.0462483909197946,0.0,0.0,0.04208724730587177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019179465298187,0.09800749155730344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257212578976778,0.1145821889504836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915295831491667,0.0,0.05254603795459981,0.0732996966938217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295981340719356 adhd,pahobee,2019/10/02,I’ve really got to learn how to motivate myself without creating a crisis Because “maybe once my savings run out and I’m in danger of getting evicted or starving to death I’ll be motivated to face my fears and get a job” is maaaaaaybe not the smartest or healthiest mindset to have,11.845090909090905,7.4979499636363665,11.440454545454545,62.02068181818184,58.45454545454545,14.636363636363635,51.13636363636364,12.161744961471696,6.169545454545452,228,13,40,5,2,76,45,55,0.265,0.604,0.131,-0.8448,2,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,3,0,3,1,1,3,0,12,7,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,24,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774993765607395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019569369729165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732515988389049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856908934808626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35447261130726443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588622224329415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804135628044218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288358101140057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34433458903201464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kuviraa,2019/10/02,"Anyone having trouble getting Activis brand generic Concerta? Its the only ""authorized generic"" and the other generics give me bad side effects, and I've called several different pharmacies in my city (walmart, walgreens, cvs, kroger, etc) and they all say they don't have it and will not be ordering it. My own pharmacy says they're heavily backordered and try to keep getting me to get those trash generics. Is anyone else having this problem, and if so how have you solved it?",10.473117647058821,9.369944988235293,9.49514705882353,64.83566176470592,57.941176470588225,12.735294117647054,45.95588235294117,11.698219412168324,5.699882352941178,384,21,58,9,4,121,66,85,0.10800000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.023,-0.8217,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,13,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33233882903650985,0.24349905682463435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842663983478875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266577347996898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482921878341528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852489631392065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26504098910026386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372484727384279,0.2279741751479283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123297945627054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074245587858767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273975983507341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779753827063962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268475254293006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134778788347595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DJDarren,2019/10/02,"FINALLY got my referral for assessment. I now have to fill in five forms before I can book a date. I love the irony that I have to fill in these forms to indicate to the assessor whether I have ADHD symptoms, but have made it halfway through before drifting away to mindlessly look at Reddit. Still, at least I’ve made it halfway, I guess... Tell you what though, it’s an eye-opener seeing all the ‘Oftens’ circled. Same from my mum for how I was as a kid. I never really noticed just how bad I was, but no one ever thought to get me tested. Mum just thought I was “a little boy”. Apparently my older brother was really quiet and shy, so she figured I was normal.",2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,4.165151515151518,84.7927272727273,77.4090909090909,7.127272727272729,25.393939393939394,8.07648339933343,1.6483666666666668,513,19,101,9,12,173,87,132,0.09300000000000001,0.8859999999999999,0.021,-0.8379,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,4,3,20,20,9,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,10,3,17,1,16,10,5,16,0,0,2,1,9,6,0,2,7,79,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282404271155399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843100573204873,0.0,0.15857074708714686,0.0,0.0,0.32320665068068544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717886164098493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804214668665647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922253307159327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518920439448269,0.0,0.209212328317827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034430814175074,0.0,0.0,0.1594804215469394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140532918184878,0.35940354759815385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464738370614901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860759721993703,0.0,0.21621901560822446,0.0,0.0,0.12869103891943456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433282944548245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513373372088864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166603419456334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739397249095494,0.0,0.0,0.16599371952701772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659011710163104,0.30154193621654873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CFJ561,2019/10/02,"No meds? No filter! Yay! I have a hard time controlling myself and thinking before I talk when I am out of medication. I am impulsive and definitely people find me annoying. It's a whole different person, and I hate myself. I hate that I need meds to feel like I can make eye contact with people and to not embarrass myself. Just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.",1.90446031746032,4.670501985714285,4.13190476190476,79.29198412698413,86.28571428571428,7.682539682539683,22.063492063492063,8.515128840125781,2.107301587301588,289,10,51,8,9,99,50,70,0.212,0.616,0.172,-0.47600000000000003,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,1,2,1,4,2,1,2,0,15,13,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,12,3,7,13,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723154818361643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22712478694839616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157295666581247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239180567581456,0.14466847237424935,0.0,0.0,0.18508444271848504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140327438041384,0.39986037434290544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893293441702762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135172594723052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498712617328593,0.2040008752247234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003074165056522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807807257378325,0.17681816156795532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276456554897348,0.0,0.1864379273346904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297560046389344,0.0,0.0,0.11808136343881542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260878189002984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Revolutionary_Table,2019/10/02,"Need some medication advice Hey guys, Recently diagnosed and started medication 1x/day (20mg methylphenidate SR, don't really want to say brand name because it gives away where I live) . I've been on the medication for about 6 days now, the side effects subsided within the first couple days but I've only seemed to notice incredibly marginal benefits for the first few days at work. And now it seems like I'm pretty much my unmedicated self. I'm thinking maybe my dose is too small. I was hoping medication would help me with the core ADHD symptoms plus procrastination, task initiation, getting back on task after being distracted (mostly for work life but I could benefit from this at home too) . I realise it won't solve my problems but I was hoping it would at least lower the barrier to entry by a good amount (or am I barking up the wrong tree?), I just had a few questions about medication and also what I should be expecting 1) I got the script for 30 days, should I ride out the 30 days before talking to my GP or should I be looking to talk to him sooner? If that's even allowed because what would happen to my unused meds? 2) What does the successful dose feel like? I've heard about people on this sub feeling euphoric, based on responses I'm not meant to be chasing this, but I don't think I've felt anything of the sort. Others are also more focused/more concentrated /able to stay on task, listen to conversations better/remember details better / prioritise better, which is what I was hoping to achieve. The closest I felt to a positive effect was a genuine sense of accomplishment/happiness on my second day of meds when I made the most kickass spaghetti (lmao like it was seriously good spaghetti), would that have been the euphoria? Or do I just lack the ability to feel nourished by my accomplishments 3) How sustainable is being on medication? Doesn't tolerance build up? Wouldn't I just need to keep upping the dose? I'm just trying to be realistic about my expectations with medication, if I know what I can and can't do on it then I can try build strategies to cope with what I can't do. To that end I'd love to hear about how meds helped you **after** the honeymoon period. Sorry for the giant wall of text haha.",5.132305770104498,6.628324992957747,6.0843783128880835,75.91651294865973,69.02347417840376,9.252642738149326,29.469635014387396,9.618343705623,2.800069453278813,1781,67,323,40,31,589,227,426,0.051,0.7490000000000001,0.2,0.9976,2,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,11,21,19,0,1,22,1,40,14,0,6,0,67,73,20,0,21,14,0,5,3,0,9,13,4,1,2,20,9,0,2,14,0,0,1,8,4,0,3,14,10,32,15,58,43,10,44,0,0,1,1,18,23,0,15,22,215,52,6,0.07473047402529955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898115074463923,0.07302575431951876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952386615731085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149681267377169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021174032354445,0.057463121688584876,0.0,0.09111000668528016,0.0,0.06359012923603911,0.0,0.0,0.19827909410346375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596662026351864,0.08268784811266112,0.0,0.3373648141391665,0.0,0.0,0.0758498580715588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539714141931723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618901880657384,0.0,0.0,0.04935877329382407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113357919200095,0.053387465575528745,0.14350594873513775,0.0,0.0,0.12713140605967888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390435882916492,0.07168828019964374,0.0,0.12536075209819209,0.059768786836754774,0.0,0.0,0.07399491839343589,0.06608391137939187,0.07955197920744937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422667547193051,0.0,0.100180522976746,0.0,0.07496075859778806,0.22267266786473894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642387897155781,0.0,0.0,0.04106991415356924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278434384674688,0.10952860448014066,0.0,0.065988377690092,0.0,0.06275477683042563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674471704803378,0.07071178143000788,0.0,0.0,0.07507680561682073,0.0,0.24902612958804315,0.52698163375114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493549700714178,0.11082339916672304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508113998805038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056835892980370714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180870124494632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602775817410203,0.0,0.07150697107124332,0.0,0.0,0.08371523378076268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787425524375801,0.0,0.07378732754842159,0.0,0.0846550592353888,0.0,0.0,0.05942867240651566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606363374463173,0.07796018251917376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365464739730044,0.052894614150745936,0.07965274210500951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767357629974098,0.0,0.1201310485629824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576854054224893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147417285205973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440779697799398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880935025213614,0.0,0.0,0.21234553850210647,0.08170604196031568,0.0,0.0 adhd,al567287,2019/10/02,"Did getting diagnosed with or realizing you had ADHD cause your symptoms to be more noticeable to you? For me, I've not been diagnosed but now that I know what I may have (ADHD-I), I and my wife notice little things we didn't really think about before. The staring, the ""laziness"", the quietness (when I don't feel like talking), etc. We are learning as we go.",4.342714285714283,5.521224985714286,5.547142857142859,80.22785714285716,70.57142857142857,8.457142857142857,29.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.4102285714285716,279,11,53,5,5,93,55,70,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.395,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,1,0,15,14,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,12,1,6,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,3,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906149766268694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736874853562663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968312076646814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143464173245432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276430377056205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320706566475964,0.14582034596813784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664206459606666,0.0,0.11600369522151455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121766884079302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972065431791986,0.20457762340838265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647743111487158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307617881342477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215443824706426,0.0,0.16406052314083625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560544696025542,0.1307891427715153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anon1812,2019/10/02,Overwhelmed I have been on Straterra for years and my major side effect is exhaustion. Anybody else have this issue?,4.275833333333331,7.690396250000003,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,86.5,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.6756666666666669,95,4,13,1,3,28,19,20,0.121,0.821,0.057999999999999996,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629601826016489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033805204140605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43397197640765184 adhd,Throwaway154879251,2019/10/02,"If I think I might have ADHD, Where do I start to getting tested/treatment? I'm really sorry if these kind of posts aren't allowed, but I'm just kind of lost on what to do. For about 5 months I've thought that maybe I have ADHD based on reading about those with ADHD and seeing a lot of similarities, but I never tried to get help for it. I'm at a point where I really want to look into it more and get treatment if I do have ADHD, but I don't know where to start. I don't have a regular doctor, and I just moved so I don't even know where to begin to find a doctor. What kind of doctor should I be looking for? Are there websites that help people find specialists for ADHD? I really am lost and I know that if I don't try now, I probably never will. I appreciate any information.",4.067784431137724,3.83438526946108,5.902640718562875,82.48809281437126,70.55688622754491,8.83568862275449,25.083233532934127,8.548686976883017,1.4039465868263468,608,14,135,9,10,212,79,167,0.077,0.862,0.061,-0.3639,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,4,0,18,3,0,1,2,30,38,12,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,3,17,3,22,31,2,18,0,2,3,0,3,9,0,6,7,95,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121075865925754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927145696632621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127883654322062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728064244125177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862048943823985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596602302798261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655545906404068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31822908149133755,0.16794644750247106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710813061043683,0.0,0.2223946032176608,0.08660168506427597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233673523990723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806229904348473,0.0,0.0,0.0813073939896022,0.10826600505211376,0.0,0.0,0.15712859993427236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062012426964051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629502242613824,0.0,0.09755817935574794,0.0,0.10982732449255904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189221878427404,0.0,0.1957713148596136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117293979070993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402913898573327,0.14420065103966434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527075637584565,0.0,0.08086915590134597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383188253087209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008241142150704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,newyorkbro992,2019/10/02,Fuck adhd I hate this fucking shit fuck adhd I have so many pain in my life adhd is so fucking bad for me I keep on making mistake ADHD is the reason why I’m 100% fucked up and ahead,-1.7006504065040635,0.233712146341464,1.4652439024390242,96.7284349593496,98.26829268292684,2.7333333333333334,14.150406504065039,3.1291,-1.3356373983739838,142,3,32,0,6,50,31,41,0.503,0.4970000000000001,0.0,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,10,7,0,1,0,3,8,1,2,0,5,12,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,12,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,3,6,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6605240121892716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472527830141055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6351315989465307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565643957865967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212958086038225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705139009954304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171717982244064,0.13930448395851186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620585852579224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127256828872892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104160579839395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239843091251997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MonkeyF90,2019/10/02,Xaggitin seems to work like Concerta They changed my Concerta to Xaggitin. They’re the same apparently. Seem the same to me.,2.943181818181817,5.813551954545456,3.1822727272727285,82.0434090909091,97.63636363636364,7.654545454545455,32.77272727272727,8.07648339933343,3.6936909090909102,101,6,17,3,4,31,15,22,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637804976763733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418537303764854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7982254577817435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31916828554996673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,antidote--,2019/10/02,"Why is the 'TOVA (Test of Variables of Attention)' test so difficult to (pass/fail) for many with ADD/ADHD? I don't mean this to discredit (ADD) as a diagnosis, I am genuinely curious. If you look at TOVA, as a search, across this subreddit, you find a lot of discussion about the results being confusing, false positive or disappointing. [https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/search/?q=TOVA&restrict\_sr=1&include\_over\_18=1](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/search/?q=TOVA&restrict_sr=1&include_over_18=1) Has any of you taken the TOVA, and what is your experience? What are your thoughts on why it's conflicting for many who take it? [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Test\_of\_Variables\_of\_Attention](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Test_of_Variables_of_Attention)",20.01399678972713,25.673693224719106,11.11239165329053,38.03786516853933,38.10112359550562,11.827287319422153,32.939004815409305,11.491704259439757,4.7102667736757615,663,18,66,15,7,164,65,89,0.131,0.805,0.064,-0.7271,0,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,15,9,1,3,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,4,0,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361800504287629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445311138760037,0.0,0.10113138633094776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547193085026874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592293229557556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488325220339012,0.0,0.0,0.12643228326212072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015475949618207,0.0,0.16199437113608228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181526802298902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806319956128973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26838454274624546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,estelle2839,2019/10/02,"I'm tired of ADHD costing me money. I am so frustrated that there is no way this isn't going to turn into a rant. Also my first post after lurking around here for a few months. I (29/f) feel like a typical ADHDer who received a ""late"" diagnosis at 27 (I'm more the inattentive type, always did well in school and didn't really struggle until college even though it took me FOREVER to settle down and study when I was younger). I have a great memory when it comes to things that excite me, even academically or work-related. My short-term memory is pretty meh. My short-term motor memory? Essentially nonexistent. Yesterday I was running late to a doctor's appointment (for my sleep apnea, natch), and ended up having to drive and park in the garage instead of taking public transit. I pulled up to get the ticket and for a second I debated just putting in my phone number instead of getting a stub. That was the mistake right there. Took the stub, parked and rushed to get to the doctor's office. In my rush, I noticed I was holding the stub and knew I had to put it somewhere or risk losing it. And that's the last I remember, until I asked the receptionist if they validated parking. They did, but no stub. Took everything out of my handbag. Checked my pockets. Nope. Walked all the way back to the car. Nope. Went back to the office, checked the waiting room and even had the doctor check the room we met in. Nada. I surrendered. So instead of paying $8 or $15 for parking (since I was right on the edge of 60 minutes) minus whatever validation discount, I ended up paying $33 for a lost parking ticket. I figured instead of putting it away in my bag or wallet, I threw out the stub instead. Cut to this afternoon. I drop my phone, it lands face down and MY PARKING STUB IS FACING ME through my clear plastic phone case. In my rush, I put the stub in my phone case because HEY I'd never lose my phone. SO. I know spending $33 instead of $12 isn't the end of the world, but this stuff happens to me ALL THE TIME and it adds up. It's exhausting and I hate this about myself. TL;DR: I paid $33 for a lost parking ticket that would've cost less than $15 and I had it with me the entire time.",2.4977917320774448,4.395389063492065,4.125215419501135,85.62708006279435,76.73242630385488,6.790650619222047,24.913134484563056,7.702957570686157,1.3412924123495549,1711,60,342,25,39,572,216,441,0.09,0.861,0.049,-0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,0,2,5,25,15,3,2,32,0,19,8,3,0,4,41,44,29,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,21,21,0,2,5,3,11,20,8,11,1,2,21,1,48,4,56,23,5,71,0,4,0,0,14,27,0,5,21,231,69,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679652795982436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771817316306179,0.08086504334181265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651454618172423,0.0908541122295252,0.0,0.09130775916105836,0.14945730875223584,0.0,0.05924258898331499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371558683035925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984164538139181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582290779482695,0.0,0.0,0.19256775136022936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734289645910309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049139253813416335,0.06942841505603611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266483463315663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232420703814795,0.0,0.05523202298280815,0.0,0.0,0.10714592846353248,0.0,0.0,0.08593967101292366,0.0,0.0,0.09594928175685474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340989716276745,0.07921809760535131,0.21925603126370494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047479293315878114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174485319786687,0.21217607869737706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775715047767243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495444966493535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064486086484487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307560363908242,0.09887127424739567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907878715982711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622586898952887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100907586795421,0.1659895591385746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835560329018392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803917781701583,0.0,0.09725438969025756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159803141290202,0.11125266294381037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307042700043945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456486708290406,0.0,0.09548298741158356,0.0,0.11333778226405032,0.11169894660689124,0.0,0.0,0.32392568094403795,0.0,0.1057085072622427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428059583260487,0.0,0.0,0.08738027112741246,0.0900907311443056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075125827611548,0.0,0.0,0.06903687046898993,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,__zero_or_one__,2019/10/02,"Post sleep-reset fogginess Anybody else just have those days where after going-going-going on a busy set of days, finally resetting on sleep and oversleeping (today was 14-15 hours)? The next day is so tough to get back into things. I took my meds, got onto campus, ate a meal, got chores done and and all, but when it comes to my studies I'm blanking on half the stuff I was looking at just last night in full detail. I'm also in my final year studying mathematics so maybe it could just be the nature of this shit being abstract.",3.8827857142857134,5.352333885714288,4.8125595238095285,83.93598214285716,72.04761904761905,7.154761904761906,23.60119047619048,7.645422480735847,1.1082619047619051,418,11,80,5,8,136,79,105,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.8111,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,5,0,8,4,2,0,1,11,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,1,5,0,13,7,2,28,0,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,14,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393710745068779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340100060638423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150126165022448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914782110656138,0.0,0.0,0.3371871468665876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834820840252447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455879725450935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818288575552479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105372889543976,0.0,0.09904692914167937,0.0,0.2787741163742981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162998153360834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206087114893765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635069896056518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508695804047653,0.0,0.19358498781766348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853479877864393,0.16354929505805538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691137171145706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788951729376002,0.0,0.0,0.3488102779565601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995080757199249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157834073358652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519637624649938,0.0,0.19363068883439216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223014013991854 adhd,thatboiii2468,2019/10/02,Uncontrollable Irrational Anger When something happens I get so angry I scream and yell and have self-harmed to release the anger. Is this an ADHD issue or just straight crazy?,5.615376344086023,8.648767096774192,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,71.58064516129029,6.713978494623658,29.68817204301075,7.793537801064563,2.1853139784946247,144,6,23,2,3,42,28,31,0.5,0.456,0.043,-0.9639,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235323825686398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275942513776083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38521864911975295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546756624713163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544482245118865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353627091769236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,petra_moreiras,2019/10/02,"Vyvanse improves my motivation/concentration for 12+ hours, but at 4-5 hours on it I crash *mood* wise and get more anxious until around 12-16 hours after I first took it. Does it get better? I can fall asleep around 2-3 hours after taking it, but 5+ hours after taking it I get heightened anxiety/ insomnia until at LEAST 12 hours or more. My doctor will raise my dose to 20 mg in 2 weeks. In your experience, when you raised your dose did help with the crash side effects? It's my 3rd day on Vyvanse so I hoooope the drop off will get smoother soon, when I took Concerta the first few crashes sucked.",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,3.5231404958677714,89.39561983471077,77.18181818181819,6.383471074380165,23.396694214876035,7.348242739294969,0.8561008264462813,473,15,99,6,11,152,75,121,0.135,0.76,0.10400000000000001,-0.6117,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,4,6,4,1,0,3,0,4,5,1,1,0,8,13,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,13,2,17,8,4,32,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,18,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992025819855,0.14649814605797035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088012054685125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468880532146936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363096400499004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327299471023824,0.1134812531003436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684902989010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060645090825745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710036083357916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869197876001565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7662345879479291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500199375530167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881519296091849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401910088113196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nickbitty72,2019/10/02,"How did you guys find a psychiatrist? I just moved to a new city to start a job, and don't have any clue about how to find a psychiatrist that is good for adults with ADHD. PS. Anyone in Northern VA have any recommendations of psychiatrists? I'm in the Springfield area",2.8877358490566034,5.1492283396226455,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,76.9245283018868,7.258867924528303,21.92075471698113,8.238735603445708,1.0495841509433967,214,6,45,4,5,70,41,53,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.504,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,26,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418892923156596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869118749488018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989148065843056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200185470702557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386080583526125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28167960881390364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230218624711645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023568785935366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747522474367701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013561815572759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Akrazykraut,2019/10/02,"Language learning and ADHD At the moment I am studying political science and really want to focus on international relations. Language learning is a pretty important aspect of international relations for obvious reasons. From elementary to highschool I dreaded language courses. I enjoyed my German courses in highschool however I never understood the language, I would remember what I needed to remember to pass the test and fail the written exams. I want to try languages again. I've done some Russian on duolingo because eastern Europe is the area of international relations I would like to focus on the most. I guess my question is does anyone have any advice on language learning beyond the grammar and memorization I experienced in school?",8.991626016260163,11.481331739837401,9.50260162601626,51.275528455284565,60.86991869918701,10.995121951219511,47.0,10.980518767755715,6.626570731707318,616,41,67,17,9,206,75,123,0.057999999999999996,0.8290000000000001,0.113,0.584,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,1,2,23,14,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,12,2,18,9,2,13,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,4,4,55,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567054591393144,0.20872725917417895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525519332948686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493539514150302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302084597137577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692263042645169,0.21858676270960525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353042687360803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435407629972666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838155028994522,0.16474133907807986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173077941160824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392806683205157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683750582448662,0.21961617647266712,0.0,0.0,0.4839338848077486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161744081143908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502024781355854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25197340055876755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30347034866275285,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SatanicCucumber,2019/10/02,"Guess who had a meltdown in PE. So I had P. E. Yesterday and for some reason I got really overwhelmed. I was wringing my hands, hitting them on the ground and hurting myself to keep myself from going into full overwhelm-meltdown. We were playing volleyball and had to throw our ball to our teacher. He kept telling me to throw it again because it was either to high or to low. I ended up snapping at him telling him that I don't get what he means. I was all teary. He explained it again and that time it worked kinda OK. I calmed down a bit after that with the help of my friend. I'm working things out with my school, and all my teachers are having a meeting about my adhd and hsp in like two weeks. In those kind of situations I just want to run away to a more quiet place, but I can't just leave in the middle of class. I'll have to talk with my teacher who's organizing all this next week. I just need to be able to remove myself from these situations in all of my classes. I just can't participate in the class while being on the verge of a meltdown or while having a sensory overload.",4.104095665171897,4.805577645739913,4.97122869955157,85.90049028400603,70.74887892376681,7.381644245142003,27.422720478325854,7.3011,1.3085990433482817,857,28,179,8,15,279,132,223,0.032,0.9,0.068,0.3714,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,3,0,1,2,8,9,0,1,11,1,16,1,1,1,4,34,28,12,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,2,3,2,0,5,3,3,0,1,9,2,28,6,38,16,9,37,0,3,0,0,18,21,0,5,12,134,42,6,0.16518041113818896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851475476943006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551924336709618,0.0,0.0,0.10069244548069356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803342276114964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630081612491638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761797589763876,0.0,0.0862999472496514,0.0,0.09387583423390124,0.0,0.13210986430493682,0.0,0.18196484547293065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107169477322967,0.17452217340137746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682904646595352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681993900106602,0.0,0.17200997955392253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490220522679598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069880529727312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992989202633508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247918186557735,0.0,0.0,0.17567124117637148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257837278102822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581880106128297,0.16983297340868475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717139463312153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371339405814504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276575755010836,0.2887499199122196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973852544736913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631802608035696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135726002953787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742768616618502,0.0,0.26499552457249786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050661319560676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Generic-Username1942,2019/10/02,"Armpit Oder caused by amphetamines I have read that amphetamines cause sweat to smell particularly bad. I am definitely experiencing this problem. I shower daily and use a good deodorant and antiperspirant. I have to reapply every 2 hours, I have started changing shirts mid day, and bringing a shower wipe to wipe my arm pits with before putting on fresh deodorant and a clean shirt. I have also started getting my armpits waxed and not just shaving them and that has surprisingly helped a little. Does anyone else have this problem and have any recommendations?",7.138749999999997,9.907875375,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,66.08333333333334,8.966666666666667,33.875,9.516144504307137,3.633900000000001,460,21,69,10,8,144,66,96,0.09300000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.132,0.4349,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,8,6,6,3,0,15,13,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,2,6,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387029838078654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934909665668238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328119865966665,0.2099594370930343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710953058597625,0.0,0.0,0.17436740940537454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210079095691654,0.2167726967344508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321530993493369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932232987727045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118002846739105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264956412454371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705952993167617,0.0,0.0,0.17187281931236306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735007676655936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017998094978692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053784712402196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392151594906694,0.0,0.2059959804640573,0.0,0.0,0.20497026142868274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900795123949939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698060199740193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thisismyusername108,2019/10/02,"Any tips for filling a prescription when your regular pharmacy doesn't have your meds in stock? Backstory, I'm overseas for school. I have my normal prescription shipped monthly as it's not available overseas, adderall 30mgx2aday (whatever generic is available, not picky). I have 3 months left in my program and up until now there's been no problem. I always fill at the same 3 letter pharmacy and my mother picks it up and ships it. Last month, I called the head pharmacist and she told me there was a backorder for the medication and she wasn't entirely sure when a new shipment would be in. I chalked this up to start of the school year, my script was already 4-5 days late at this point so she decided to fill the script for a 25 day supply as thats what she had on hand, and I agreed to that. I called in today and the other pharmacist told me they were still on backorder. I'm not entirely sure how to proceed at this point. I'm planning on giving a call to the head pharmacist tomorrow whom I have a much better relationship with and seeing what she recommends. Speaking to the tech today though, all the 3 letter pharmacies in my area are very low in stock as they all use the same distributor. Would it be out of the question to call around? From my browsing of this subreddit, calling and inquiring about adderall quantities over the phone is not something most pharmacies disclose but I'm legitimately trying to fill my prescription and can't see another way to do it.",6.672841051314144,7.1443007021276586,6.7382770129328335,76.2979411764706,65.02836879432624,10.606925323320818,35.027951606174376,10.46071229359064,3.683588402169379,1186,52,218,28,17,379,151,282,0.032,0.9329999999999999,0.035,0.1986,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,2,11,5,0,0,18,0,20,4,3,3,4,35,31,20,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,15,13,0,0,3,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,8,4,26,3,41,19,6,47,0,1,2,0,25,23,0,2,19,151,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081836046038985,0.0,0.0910994917333385,0.0,0.0,0.07445290146126222,0.1148035618651716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097464007425076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682973611542696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589772286483934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121629662081842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502706731166714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247244220513279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924410511257308,0.12350276573254827,0.0,0.11895472963591172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161208685608525,0.11029365183712683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621673481931786,0.0,0.08048336668003428,0.0,0.0,0.10574036791906186,0.0,0.0,0.10727111338390076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699561204230105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047614399876513,0.0,0.0,0.12264718122430016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754488553378516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160738679103967,0.17448920961765113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428616277774033,0.0,0.0,0.07749336691247148,0.0,0.08743409564529812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637482372416915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756751326538076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075561362776989,0.20923338381178344,0.0,0.07433247633259576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455905805784463,0.0,0.09033579896708943,0.0,0.08690333476516922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554864130848384,0.0,0.0,0.07050413208394997 adhd,PancakeHunters,2019/10/02,"Ritalin Come Down So, i just got my first dose of ritalin today. 10 mg, gonna increase it within the next days. It was really good, i was more productive in 3 days then in a whole month lol (it doesnt mean i did too much, i just havent done shit before that). but now i feel anxious and depressed and exhausted. is there any way to prevent feeling this shitty ? i still feel like i could be productive, but im too depressed lol",0.6860227272727286,2.9532628295454586,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,85.47727272727272,6.247272727272727,21.3,7.554174236665415,0.8614736363636362,331,11,72,6,10,110,66,88,0.19699999999999998,0.626,0.17600000000000002,-0.7959,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,2,2,9,5,1,0,0,13,16,6,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,5,3,8,2,6,8,4,16,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,10,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830529430159413,0.0,0.0,0.2297613774567244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306130038167292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519376029869455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238228701428153,0.0,0.0,0.2623263980448827,0.0,0.3503415895844829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081282317969118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30850493843957794,0.14529462870389187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299482416816162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058539615801066,0.16266147115080276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968517327616874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936113748075442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154031491132986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233588186392647,0.0,0.14950761483562666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629681234611825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302903605768006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087665267512632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162419436890696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278034803603114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143348418382678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270663757104738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RosieDosieDoo,2019/10/02,"I can't comfort people who are crying and are upset, I will mirror their feelings and start crying too. Can you relate? I honestly don't know if this has anything to do with ADHD, but it is a problem I have. Whenever I'm in a situation where a friend or even an acquaintance is crying and upset in front of me, I completely shut down. I mirror them and start crying too, and I'm of no help whatsoever in calming them down or comforting them. Can you relate to this? Is there anything I can do to train myself to be less sensitive? I first noticed that this doesn't happen to everyone when a girl in our group of friends got into a fight with her boyfriend, and broke down crying miserably while we were all there. I started crying too and just couldn't stop, I could relate to her pain. No one else reacted this way out of the 10+ people there, and they were all like ""Why are you crying? What's wrong?!"" I also reacted like this when a friend of mine divorced her husband, and the husband came to us (close neighbors) for support. He was bawling, all torn up and even threatened suicide. I almost couldn't bare to be in the same room as him because I started bawling too, I just felt his emotions like a heaviness in the room.",5.892646370023414,5.73179618032787,6.392388758782199,80.27450819672133,66.70491803278688,9.102576112412176,31.77283372365339,8.634040054169528,2.39754074941452,964,35,189,13,14,314,132,244,0.24,0.62,0.14,-0.9841,0,0,0,0,2,1,30.0,3,3,5,1,15,19,1,3,12,0,25,1,0,2,3,38,38,19,1,5,6,2,2,3,4,1,1,0,3,1,9,17,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,8,0,2,6,2,33,11,29,26,5,29,0,2,0,0,29,17,0,4,12,147,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627778264915707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688371912829556,0.0,0.0,0.0773729922010401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923823619072314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058979466305237996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065916050735368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144322482235713,0.0,0.0,0.07724905124942827,0.0,0.7439470554205975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082435400712118,0.10883361438868656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278083149047253,0.0,0.0,0.09245122320437377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489210045389673,0.0,0.0928976363404516,0.0,0.0,0.08229768334816477,0.0,0.0,0.22425237782631768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738186567190443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555797472351362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485120563933308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053172680062393216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180524999214764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015343784289673,0.0,0.0,0.06556204280494618,0.0,0.10295155195553453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415209417993068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257913909400252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875393813552252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739278572382331,0.0,0.0,0.08088947760145444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583160380023003,0.10979366550663824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638142425915173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679768355518614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730414205886478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578374262179398,0.0,0.0 adhd,blatantlybanal,2019/10/02,"Want feedback from your experience with non-stimulants. I have a bit of a heart thing (PVCs) and my doctors are uneasy to put me on a stimulant. I was wondering if any of you guys have had success with non-stimulants. I tried Strattera and it gave me stomach aches and didn't work. Not sure what else there is and it's making me pretty bummed.",3.0074019607843177,5.021489250000002,3.9270588235294133,87.09343137254903,75.61764705882355,7.4745098039215705,26.03921568627451,8.344100000000001,1.7052274509803924,271,10,55,5,6,87,53,68,0.069,0.782,0.149,0.6499,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,3,2,2,1,13,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,9,2,7,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,37,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805110407876305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019011003164841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830420110412444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310068319196621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270501158951196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738099544809161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32769150991678553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458712125180865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813322516858626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27799083375109657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606279452761314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837154378205082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774693757940453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310561807616178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998869368957858,0.2013184410936414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImTalmBout,2019/10/02,"Do your symptoms ever go away when you're engaged in something you truly enjoy/love doing? ...I know it's hard to land on 1 thing you truly enjoy/love that you don't completely forget about 1day/week/month later. With that said, what things do you guys/gals get completely lost in and absorb?",2.4905263157894737,5.016770596491232,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,79.87719298245614,5.203508771929825,18.271929824561404,6.42735559955562,0.06322456140350853,232,5,43,2,6,73,45,57,0.07,0.74,0.18899999999999997,0.775,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,1,7,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457683121002298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485351164733376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366191801691961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666769615105456,0.0,0.14866514288694893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343293455830627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376062227073566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28555161800389245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879515575913152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248827838502318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138139940161748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718876309575581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475717408846132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098282153573955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,X211499Reddit,2019/10/02,"Do I need to get re-diagnosed in the USA? If I have a diagnosis from a professional psychiatrist in my home country, ADHD/OCD. I take Adderall for almost a year now and I have documents from 8+ years with multiple diagnosis's confirming. I'm wondering if a diagnosis from a different country holds any value in the US or do I need to get re-diagnosed? Also I have a disability card for ADHD in my country, I am a dual citizen BTW so I am also a US citizen.",3.2724772036474192,4.451914606382979,7.3471428571428605,66.30500000000002,73.14893617021276,11.754407294832829,33.641337386018236,11.491704259439757,4.7140869300911845,359,19,68,15,7,141,53,94,0.0,0.963,0.037000000000000005,0.4137,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,14,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,12,14,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,3,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502540545533643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757791197887375,0.0,0.0,0.29960584608461904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273867333418115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802598030592175,0.0,0.19571369433756025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573810119065624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879012303139213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777967224522262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084432388354265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506553784697424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314487091251435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412610092286853 adhd,hidinginthebushes13,2019/10/02,taking my math placement test for college tomorrow & i remember absolutely nothing from school... i’m basically just going to go fail this test so i can start college and learn math all over again. that’s my only option :( i didn’t pay attention in highschool (graduated 2014) and what i did know i’ve already forgotten. someone give me positive advice or something bc i’m freaking out!!!,3.7049647887323935,6.703636450704228,5.155757042253524,73.90574823943663,78.85915492957747,8.057042253521129,32.818661971830984,8.841846274778883,3.6379140845070426,312,17,49,8,8,104,58,71,0.18100000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.049,-0.8306,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,6,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,26,10,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156986902441244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179728123473312,0.0,0.0,0.3122026696144233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764128882268024,0.3275164564332008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835578087241267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27648084647907634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914563007931925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32640969152976196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916159586439332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414251114906155,0.2218264518594392,0.0,0.0,0.20394900014804146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664757172387064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crowetography,2019/10/02,"Diagnosis in Toronto Hi all! I’m a 35 year old male currently living in Toronto, Canada and I’m having trouble being taken seriously about getting diagnosed ADHD. I have suffered with the symptoms of ADHD my entire life. I was taken to a doctor in the 80’s and they told my mother i was “normal” and she worries too much. 3/5 of my siblings kids are on ADHD meds, my older brother just got diagnosed - literally 2/3rds of my immediate family are on drugs to help them be functioning members of society. But because I’m a moderately tattooed adult and sport an 18 inch Mohawk - I must be a drug addict and lying to the doctors. Are there any “ADHD in adults” friendly doctors in this city?",4.715038167938932,6.402600541984737,6.7235801526717545,70.19040839694658,70.29770992366412,8.5987786259542,32.18396946564886,9.120678840339163,3.243640610687024,545,25,87,11,10,191,89,131,0.107,0.8490000000000001,0.045,-0.8016,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,8,0,11,10,0,0,2,11,19,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,12,1,16,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,4,59,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638243331956582,0.645502453199995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131339079093972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185439496926449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257792933320485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41231652253906775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114388334948883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658499613169666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037425613653042,0.0,0.07015451789135553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739408463592866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000346278419143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484425886060506,0.0,0.0,0.11856960453276875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915217263586755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987095058699392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156356441125153,0.0,0.0,0.14090178138449405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956586821635025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283080267359144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636544799294806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647038918567099 adhd,PeacockFeather27,2019/10/02,"I need help I myself have ADHD diagnosed and treated with meds at 5 until at 17 I decided I was sick of taking meds, trying new meds, and I was old enough to make the decision to live unmediated... Worst decision I ever made btw... At 29 I realized how negatively my life/children/ and marriage were affected by me not being medicated and have been trying to find the right med for me since (I'm now 33 and currently on vyvanse which works well when I remember to take it). I am trying so hard to best the best Me I can for my self and my family and most of the time I think I do ok.. My 8yo son has ADHD combine subtype, anxiety, and various other things. I don't want him to struggle like I do/did.. We have tried a few meds with minimal success he has been on Vyvanse combined with guanfacine.. He is still struggling and has been having major issues falling asleep/staying asleep... He gets up and binge eats anything that's eleven slightly sweet... The other night it was half a can of frosting that was meant for a birthday cake... He didn't even peal the foil off he just stabbed through it with a fork... I realize this is far more informative then need be but I need advice/support/help... What do you take/ have you taken that worked... Also has anyone ever done a sleep test?",3.191793713532846,4.960612083003955,4.49987577639752,84.25884057971018,74.41501976284584,7.506794654620742,26.6721249764728,8.269060116576782,1.790152418595897,999,37,197,17,21,330,157,253,0.071,0.8740000000000001,0.055,0.0694,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,2,0,5,11,11,0,2,11,1,29,6,2,4,2,39,43,17,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,15,1,0,10,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,13,2,28,8,26,28,9,22,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,13,141,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293391150905655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082594633436048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731856402384622,0.0,0.0,0.07067075966798192,0.0,0.08317231094855207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213425643189693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258430813962892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034300895804631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342023094207103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044327203091826,0.0,0.06675603274287939,0.1828478901156602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952801591881916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237649623463168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052805102000437205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053920819396097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354906904234433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549121776401926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138899836851763,0.049377882383967994,0.0,0.08924699719554126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563523729305433,0.067465263444383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613320372196792,0.1018177746614904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482721823568802,0.0,0.09761440277002427,0.0,0.0948477048925422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605636189495238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449303799604578,0.08631355224247036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543844892397272,0.0,0.0,0.08360646273133578,0.0,0.10114337177474718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772757719016207,0.08071493599006457,0.0,0.0,0.21132141172249802,0.0,0.0,0.11469346943484207,0.0,0.0,0.22797704208672825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714666942799677,0.06476181843214557,0.0,0.0,0.05893495133827634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27448061422208353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059613928740759076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087440964429212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716088069943764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ninaruminatti,2019/10/02,"Found an app that keeps me off my phone! [For a bit] A posted a few days ago about how I'm a top-tier expert when it comes to time wasting...as I'm sure most of us here are. A big part of this issue is my phone; I can literally be on my phone for *hours* at a time without realizing, and then I want to punch myself for not using that time to get actual stuff done. [I'm typing this on my phone right now but I swear after this post, I'm off!] I'm constantly trying new ""productivity""/habit-tracking type apps -- have yet to found one that REALLY works for me tbh, open to suggestions! -- and the other day I stumbled across this app called ""Forest"" that's meant to help with phone procrastination, and you can use points earned on the app to plant actual trees around the world. I've been actually liking it, so I figured I'd share. Basic gist: On the app, you can pick a little virtual 'plant' to grow. In order for the plant to grow, you can't use any other app on your phone [which in theory forces you to put your damn phone down and do something!] When your plant grows, you get credits/coins. There is a timer to set when you want to ""plant"", so you can choose how long you want to be phone-free....the longer the stretch of time, the more coins you earn. When you reach a certain amount of coins, you can cash them in to plant a real tree 🌲 Good for the planet, good for you, amirite? This is their sponsor page: http://trees.org/sponsor/forest-app/ And with that, I'm off to clean the bathroom!",4.302157190635455,5.0119107458193985,4.447857859531774,89.80121822742477,70.30434782608695,7.719130434782608,21.973411371237454,7.734863291789972,0.5443389966555183,1159,21,259,13,20,360,160,299,0.017,0.873,0.11,0.976,0,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,15,2,3,14,7,1,0,20,0,16,0,0,6,2,33,35,15,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,10,0,1,6,0,3,5,3,1,0,1,5,0,30,6,46,28,7,50,0,0,0,0,29,22,1,1,20,153,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.3673185316947773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122057612649902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532312891719858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169388844628618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697950154952854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811773673202045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808031515306936,0.0,0.1355872665840264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618340728877643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839820805552352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27514026293696725,0.0,0.0,0.1311046040962913,0.0,0.0,0.2104746578398131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409913367155139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356155564950427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095689447274322,0.0,0.11152248981388656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061297748473336536,0.12575276194017646,0.0,0.11103599491607156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117860911578195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502094829658817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587055108733218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860863005298017,0.0,0.24032897469282494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261308614067476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281103399837208,0.08037856604332834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714972290745636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965920601007455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436318292428749,0.0,0.0,0.11825291791377082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926476105500161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518512155178484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092359284866785,0.3250944372593521,0.0,0.0,0.22201435742280248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209475059507662,0.0,0.09134282612692228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Totipotentsoul,2019/10/02,"ADHD or just anxiety? This is a repost because I posted before late at night and it had no responses, so I want to give it another try. As I've bounced around from psychiatrist to psychiatrist, due to moving, doctors leaving practices, and other unavoidable issues, I've had one psychiatrist diagnose me as ADHD Inattentive, with the next saying the issue was entirely anxiety, and with my latest cutting me off of my anxiety medications. I took some type of test once, but it came back inconclusive, though honestly, I really quit trying on it half way through because it was so long and hard to focus for. I am now about to lose my second job within a year because I work at half the speed of anyone else and cannot stay on task. This has been true for me my entire life and I always struggled with homework until I got to college and could pick my own classes, where I excelled and got into a good law school, but then nearly was kicked out of law school because of failing to do a pass/fail paper. I've never held a job for longer than a few years. When I was getting things done, it often involved a lot of energy drinks and cigarettes. I'm rather absent minded too and always have been. I've lost my driver's license a few days ago, and some keys that were very expensive to replace a few months before that. I have piles of unopened mail around the house. I'm not organized. I have a real problem with distracted driving. Life has not been good lately. I'm 39 now and financially in dire straits, with a number of medical conditions. I wish I could get some type of treatment to be ""normal."" But it all seems kind of hopeless. I was prescribed adderall years ago by the doctor who thought I was ADHD innatentive, but mainly it just made me more anxious and felt like it didn't solve my focus issues. We never looked further than that because when I returned that psychiatrist had moved into the emergency psych department and I was assigned a new doctor. I guess my question is, what do I do? Is there something I could say to my current psychiatrist? If this is something I could treat, I'd love that, since I'm going to be permanently unemployed soon at this rate.",6.084338682899838,6.691650546762593,6.653009592326139,75.93006225788602,66.31414868105516,9.389005718502123,32.10560782143516,9.367010060515213,2.8980935989669816,1726,67,310,31,26,565,230,417,0.109,0.795,0.096,-0.1421,5,1,4,0,0,1,44.0,1,0,0,6,19,17,1,2,18,0,36,10,0,2,4,66,59,29,0,10,11,0,2,1,0,0,8,2,1,0,22,26,1,1,4,1,1,7,7,8,0,4,25,5,36,9,52,28,11,54,0,4,1,1,9,16,0,10,29,221,58,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514279776947793,0.0,0.14021228882776351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316139848961153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292995915702465,0.18150476834071894,0.08934616932478391,0.0,0.055299698608144585,0.08103431364193966,0.0,0.14080897881084953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060813273461017725,0.0,0.2410545054275985,0.0,0.13459498213863708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045483412509064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525791840476981,0.0,0.0,0.05100478382728462,0.0,0.0,0.08027197314275747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284769426883554,0.0,0.08093379507570722,0.0,0.07747547257777668,0.0,0.0,0.06606731427802505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593623742726778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263972933970011,0.07586777153105899,0.0449471510694318,0.1326693969036605,0.12650672192975865,0.0,0.08712360817395566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084671155182831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125615804173452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763986869095725,0.15696393932614938,0.0,0.0,0.08235728182395226,0.0,0.0,0.17842790156647556,0.08374206104116412,0.0,0.0,0.1117234373102384,0.03863807360456264,0.0,0.0,0.06998979654512409,0.06641343686575124,0.08847849027468731,0.08633316097709394,0.06723721807425584,0.07137940129360341,0.07483434200326483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934432509810273,0.0,0.0,0.079855656015027,0.0,0.06312675067085345,0.16811462701481136,0.0,0.0,0.12199404586229345,0.07638303420476764,0.08411027055200873,0.07421809980356198,0.07748878960831494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842254231866713,0.0535916202475565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075743798465368,0.0,0.0,0.0756758919171016,0.0,0.0,0.08859590734302003,0.08411910837746192,0.0,0.09001869368126968,0.05066536746226875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578683511378436,0.0,0.16008119640973667,0.0,0.07199813309703801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542185498581281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177057790017705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429656874200278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267924692336534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254210651412079,0.0,0.07770289820970268,0.0627865042901201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786893140592326,0.10739020856412614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525532829335197,0.04664775513521127,0.0627758397526785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094652411900507,0.0,0.0,0.05757651670804807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278893875235872 adhd,Some_Fly,2019/10/02,"Did I just inadvertently get high on my meds TL;DR: Concerta (small dose) + total lack of sleep + skipping meals = actual drug effects? Did that happen to anyone? So yesterday I skipped breakfast, then skipped lunch because I felt like it. I took 36mg of Concerta (my usual dose, helps without much side-effects) around 1PM to finish getting results for a presentation I started preparing way too late. I worked the whole night, went to sleep almost not feeling tired at \~5:40AM, woke up 50 minutes later, took 36mg again because there was no way I would make that presentation without it. I was constantly energized the whole morning (skipped breakfast, no time), didn't feel hungry or tired at noon and kind of expected the fall at any moment. Went home and laid down trying to sleep. *And I got high as fuck* while doing nothing, which felt kind of weird since I'd never used drugs. I spend a few hours daydreaming, then hyperfocusing on I don't remember what, crushed on an imaginary person in my head (no hallucination, daydreaming again), and stayed half-euphoric half-hyperactive for some time. Also noticed a faster pulse, though nothing too surprising seeing how the rest of my body was doing (still went from \~60 to more than 100 IIRC). I actually wrote this post once during it, and I'm writing it again because I couldn't finish. Just want to know if this is common when you push yourself too much while on stims, and of course I'll talk about it with my psych at the next appointment. Guess I'll pause the meds until then.",6.309951816160119,7.519687556338034,5.9866567828020765,78.76412527798371,66.04225352112678,8.936693847294292,31.49666419570052,9.134995656068208,2.6683549295774647,1222,47,220,21,19,379,180,284,0.048,0.895,0.057,0.6763,0,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,0,2,18,7,1,0,10,0,12,16,5,5,2,38,36,20,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,11,8,4,0,7,0,1,7,10,2,0,0,16,5,19,5,34,18,10,57,0,0,1,1,6,15,1,5,32,129,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.1865195663886487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569672739777707,0.0,0.0,0.0764250403394225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498896040637038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682279519623872,0.0,0.0,0.08507505275519814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747706000511183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615359431946858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327417209685928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216551794177128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966432766519113,0.0,0.1835189619217176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835031914117032,0.09985981565415013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764338050950493,0.0,0.10527802451545627,0.0,0.0845097427874312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807949912225368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405666713997896,0.20194394804214175,0.09586167489210268,0.0,0.09411442301474866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903702605100052,0.05252122353191068,0.0,0.10780394309341862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046689297486959935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637918355934525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123071886389372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050574867821847,0.0,0.0737073017303566,0.0,0.10163678147369357,0.08968332572968117,0.0,0.1833985757920529,0.1088038692984176,0.0,0.10177592908418763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344557649270264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152694245409536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825898667778422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615467035277676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905415991600241,0.0,0.2869085962559584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764294278915747,0.10186189962277456,0.07632007441665051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681328028964099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938942703831738,0.0,0.1114519838665941,0.2196808327543132,0.0,0.0,0.21235730954184906,0.06488384289227445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253936058331232,0.10525374854649784,0.0,0.056367999577224125,0.15171356042245462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26577520347006983,0.0,0.2133946899890428,0.0,0.18424670485564434,0.0,0.06957404616899779,0.0,0.0,0.06788818362251094,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,minixvan,2019/10/02,"Apparently I own the store I walked into the 7-Eleven convenience store, grabbed a banana, and walked out to my car without paying. When I unlocked my car, I realized I did not pay for this banana. I walked back in and told the store clerk I grabbed a banana and forgot to pay. They looked at me really weird.",5.145499999999998,6.040107216666666,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,68.5,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.0363333333333338,243,8,48,4,4,77,38,60,0.038,0.9129999999999999,0.049,-0.10300000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,6,5,2,1,0,0,3,3,11,0,8,1,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,33,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081598755712877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457464396282304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400502703152318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072113923359635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116815852417775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alybarr13,2019/10/02,"heard someone say “having adhd isn’t a personality trait” but like... it is?? Like sorry but i’m not me without my adhd. so yes, karen, it is a personality trait.",-0.2731250000000003,1.9931154375000024,3.8685000000000014,78.7265,97.75,5.0600000000000005,18.9,6.742157984588678,0.5732050000000002,122,4,24,2,5,46,23,32,0.042,0.718,0.24,0.8358,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6587250186199024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267780206482849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785909171055131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794063172196887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220707985941205,0.0,0.0,0.3067836780120857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641805688113465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImBoredOnHere,2019/10/02,"Just wondering Was anyone else violent before being put on meds? Or when they are off there meds? I know I was before I would get aggressive with people and things and break things and on one occasion I threw a chair at my teacher. I know she has reddit so if she ever sees this I’m sorry for my undiagnosed behavior in first grade.",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,76.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,21.60606060606061,8.841846274778883,1.5720787878787883,264,7,51,6,6,88,51,66,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,13,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,1,10,0,7,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,3,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490310331514612,0.22698978428610456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770215923175188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506487859693085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039197078544305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843838549324954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574340235154475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435007542294304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921530486670905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011850872566362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358514972322254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270484154814044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765354881510714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479913843972502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943573132803134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402463126663065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737279906763532,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,D-Daniel,2019/10/02,"Is it possible to count seconds while doing something? Has anyone here watched dr stone? For those who didnt, Ill tell you. Basically humanity froze and then what people did to not perish in their frozen state was to think. The guy managed to count seconds all the time and also think. Is this possible? Like for example watch a youtube video and in one sub-part of your head count the seconds that pass? While still paying the same amount of attention to the video? I want to expand the abilities of my brain and for example do 2 activities at once, or even 3. Has anyone heard of this? I would really apreaciate if someone linked some info they know or share some thoughts. I have ADHD, and I think a good way to master it would be to learn to divide your brain to be attentive of various things simultaneously and then, maybe artificially and gradually learn to not fall into a hyperactivity spurt or lose attention towards something. Multi tasking. Brain multi tasking.. Is this possible?",3.7305248618784494,6.690777453038678,4.62900276243094,77.99400138121547,78.33701657458566,7.818895027624311,26.17707182320442,8.697196308434329,2.415673812154697,793,31,137,19,20,256,114,181,0.015,0.895,0.091,0.8955,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,2,4,4,0,0,9,0,15,6,4,0,1,33,22,16,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,10,8,0,0,12,2,1,2,3,1,0,4,5,4,10,3,24,13,6,15,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,6,7,98,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182838777947024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433720358851908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994314703070248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478822772738349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443376109584327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992080155603416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156791142835104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673378789460031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857542241411877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985045331298033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599526600985931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436377902516676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226390555278274,0.0968836854130034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482819225347014,0.0,0.09912099085054336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48354911516578897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159356443925527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114241006608688,0.22013856471111795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418016722938157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249666133572664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949863597132556,0.27483817590729825,0.0,0.11350632620784658,0.08336998000330663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433046832445194,0.11348704670695085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313093817492786,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TryAgainJen,2019/10/02,"Mad for nothing The time before my booster is so weird. Today I got upset thinking that I left them at home because I'd taken a trip this weekend and left them home in a different bag. At the same time, I was reaching into that bag and taking them out. Literally was thinking, ""Argh your so dumb!"" while I was swallowing my pill! Then everything synced up and all was well, but wtf??",3.5343999999999984,5.194821573333332,4.546333333333333,84.73150000000003,73.26666666666667,7.133333333333333,27.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.6204666666666667,298,11,58,4,6,97,53,75,0.152,0.809,0.039,-0.8662,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,3,6,3,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,10,10,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,6,0,10,1,7,4,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,6,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143463789784266,0.0,0.1974283007890343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424070599016651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852078117519776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556417744650416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654613970317545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041715475188016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222625354183217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444695718410527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973326278064292,0.0,0.0,0.27058048052516953,0.0,0.21992378685664168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861000875234464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,angstyslut,2019/10/02,"A professor made me cry today. i went to his office hours about how to write a narrative because i haven't done creative writing for so long and he told me, ""Everything you say to me sounds like an excuse."" dude im fucking trying. im at your office hours for help. im telling you my reasons for doing something not excuses as to why i cant. it made me so frustrated i just started crying. im so tired of having adhd.",1.6564655172413794,3.511071701149426,3.9776867816091968,85.91411637931036,79.11494252873564,6.648850574712642,25.81752873563219,7.645422480735847,1.5127252873563215,326,13,66,5,8,113,62,87,0.18100000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.8993,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,6,3,2,0,3,0,5,2,0,4,0,9,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,2,13,1,11,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,1,1,0,6,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177648378094362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010841358757676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247420217652722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512690224760066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284918794299055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665525715603966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907921562326916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911416914889123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386747463724189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221635435544425,0.0,0.0,0.1308141808594534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797377227122476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198140968432347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175507188944612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379743324817287,0.0,0.0,0.1046262631702945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919935096729135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989491936257392,0.14011407557841687,0.14124632824012576,0.0,0.10035864411025136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370286647101901,0.13338265388559614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tacolesbians,2019/10/02,I only have 2 tabs open on my phone browser right now instead of the usual 60 I've cleared my tabs out completely twice this week. Never before. 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I was taking adderall IR 15 twice a day. It was working well, but each dose would wear off in about 4 hours leaving me with hours left in my day and no coverage (long days at work + graduate school). I was hoping to adjust to adderall 15 mg three times a day, but my doctor switched to adderall XR instead. Adderall XR does not agree with me at all! I have been taking it for a week and have daily headaches (not just when it's wearing off), stomach upset, more anxiety, and less overall ability to focus. I tried my new meds for a week before calling my doctor to tell him about the issues I've been having. I asked if I could switch back to adderall IR or perhaps try vyvanse. He told me since I had just filled me medication a week ago, I would have to finish out the month on my current medication since all ADHD meds are controlled substances....!?! I am super annoyed with this response. I told him I would gladly bring in my unused medications during a follow up visit, but no such luck. Is this common practice? I would understand if there were concerns I was misusing my meds or asking for refills before they were due, but I super responsible with my regimen and always follow my doctors instructions. Does this have something to do with prescribing rules I am unaware of? I'm bummed I have to suck it up and feel crappy for 3 more weeks when I really think I shouldn't have to... :( Thanks for letting me vent/listen.",6.155931888544892,6.407627936842108,6.474551083591332,78.50303405572755,66.12280701754386,8.670794633642933,31.5015479876161,8.313332769828598,2.3460588235294115,1162,42,213,14,17,375,162,285,0.095,0.78,0.125,0.9025,1,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,5,11,10,2,1,8,0,28,11,3,2,2,41,46,15,0,9,12,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,4,0,0,5,5,3,1,2,11,1,36,7,34,28,6,40,0,0,0,0,11,12,1,6,23,147,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107163401678305,0.0,0.07904263729658459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741954685875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821378112432265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672132113940036,0.0,0.0,0.06856519577826664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762788720024066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105117190051704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001023477976276,0.07119391959243268,0.0,0.0,0.28753204602508936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650716091888908,0.1560641911887367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508635390591996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856459945073318,0.17562633762834026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306891469005717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441673640284393,0.09688201040539876,0.09118099659876068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891145846101562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595207732087544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961851201805965,0.2694841329379494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117357399560804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611964783880728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712372713261508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024344479078683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752247461748644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864639114608996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408747085610084,0.0,0.07793733943875257,0.08209452228933131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057135677097948076,0.0,0.0,0.05199496294217137,0.0,0.0,0.17040895246161214,0.0,0.12107933442504365,0.0,0.0,0.09282772015589803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861028831403399,0.0,0.08017333440602889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298316934985756,0.0,0.0,0.2533714318366149,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SleepBotNineThousand,2019/10/02,"What's your impossible task? So there's something important I have been meaning to do for about 2 years now, but I keep putting it off because it's also kind of an emotional thing and I can't ever bring myself to actually do it. I talk about doing it soon, but never do. The other day I was ready to do it. I had the time, the energy, the want and was in an emotional state that I could finally do it. I was ready. I opened my laptop and first thing was distracted by an email. One of my accounts had been logged into suspiciously. *Okay, no big deal right? It's important, but it'll have to wait, this won't take long. I'll just start anyway.* Open up Word, and another email pops up. Another account with suspicious activity, and then another. One of them was an account with a credit card linked. *Shit, I use the same password for EVERYTHING.* This had to be addressed immediately. So instead I spent the day changing passwords for everything and making sure that everything was secured with a double verification where possible. It's all finished, nothing else with suspicious activity. And now I have the time and energy. But I can't bring myself to do it. All I need to do is write an email to my advisor, and I can't bring myself to do it. I'm no longer ready, emotionally. Fuck. Just needed to vent about it, I feel a little better now. How about the rest of you? What's your impossible task?",1.8465446197315745,4.392593324817522,3.791403343536616,83.62283376501063,82.9051094890511,7.4770897103838,23.437249823404755,8.460557738077197,1.825204520838238,1097,40,216,27,31,370,137,274,0.083,0.78,0.13699999999999998,0.9042,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,1,2,19,9,2,1,16,1,31,2,1,3,5,42,48,18,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,21,16,0,3,3,0,5,4,7,3,0,3,12,1,26,6,31,32,5,33,0,0,0,1,10,11,2,0,17,164,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.12287855433488452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069719390538956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961104243971387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675891271651124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136491831147828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332053611432402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053589077257488,0.0,0.0,0.16241437773495454,0.12981672154432874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518897377764233,0.4249250000457386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390073535297808,0.0,0.0,0.33950301028875235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366831293414307,0.0,0.0,0.13793785634484984,0.0,0.1071064404041892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640987271513825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192238731541336,0.0,0.13112502078897248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620368637159735,0.0,0.11143414794350646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405175594027246,0.0,0.0,0.13716245356051926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867343430885716,0.09711631713403501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082245469864925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065163306620496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195449216414194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658314162776987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753394053523248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292538066580432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693842004631413,0.0,0.0,0.0891259526474518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867694939388652,0.0,0.09467524334334196,0.10120873663242433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673096696825847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468484933826805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875338711725006,0.0,0.0,0.07427015227309915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108755868952355 adhd,snickerdandy,2019/10/02,"What's your favorite meal? We all know that eating can be rough (especially while medicated) -- but eat we must! So despite the lack of appetite, what's your favorite dish or snack or meal you like to indulge in? For me, it's spaghetti! Bonus question: What strategies do you have to REMIND yourself to eat?",4.184210526315788,6.464243210526316,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,73.03508771929825,5.963508771929827,30.69824561403509,6.742157984588678,1.688799298245614,241,11,44,2,5,74,44,57,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,2,10,6,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,6,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8776506551808009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712485133705767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396777994368891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28801726646940035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202768725852381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uhhhhh_idk,2019/10/02,"Question about Diagnosis (in Canada) Okay so, everyone says to go to your family doctor and talk to them. But I am away at school in Ontario and my family doctor is in a completely different province from me (Halifax, NS). I only got a family doctor this summer and saw her one time but couldn’t bring it up because my family was in the room. Who should I talk to in this case? Should I call her and have her refer me to someone in Ontario? Thanks!",2.6020505617977534,4.596609022471913,4.791446629213485,80.52514747191012,76.75280898876404,8.49494382022472,23.484550561797754,9.188382445141503,2.08318988764045,349,11,67,9,8,121,59,89,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.7142,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,7,3,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,13,2,16,6,0,14,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,1,2,51,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515169083219808,0.0,0.0,0.09830767950299224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646729997860459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908677982900966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849108470365046,0.0,0.4951949197936045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409880403797424,0.0,0.0,0.6081177307229526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091652510581957,0.0,0.12898101875739718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927959670360228,0.12265183495554192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806574419529027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824705194916752,0.0,0.1632121636057811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664213597253982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592427560955515,0.0,0.14847421476526687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403686237895673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ToonlinkFTW890,2019/10/02,"A very odd question... I have ADHD and I like spicy foods. Is there a correlation between having ADHD and liking spicy foods? Me and my weird ADHD brain. Lol",0.2240000000000002,2.1931340666666688,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,108.33333333333334,3.333333333333334,15.0,5.46131890053228,-0.4949999999999997,122,3,22,1,6,40,22,30,0.129,0.631,0.24,0.5729,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7520372174165478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328502488243469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044444986479496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380854496210868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366334395934366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721047695934081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anthonybourdainfan,2019/10/02,Just got my vyvanse prescription this week! So I recently got diagnosed with ADHD and my psychiatrist is starting me out with 30mg of vyvanse. Here's the thing though - I have some experience with it and the 30mg is just like...not enough. So I took 60 today (I missee 2 doses when i was sick in bed this past week) and i feel so much better; relaxed and focused. I don't have another check up until a few more weeks. What should I do? should I try to make an earlier appointment? Should I take as much as I need to function ? I dont have enough to double up until my appointment. should i skip non-essential days to make it last? I checked and i dont really have any side effects. I know were meant to take as little as possible too feel it as per my doctor but I feel like this is it. Is it okay to experiment a little more than guided with my dose?,1.7592613636363623,3.592292767045457,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,78.7159090909091,7.354545454545455,22.363636363636363,8.278499904357787,1.1918704545454548,661,20,144,13,16,224,99,176,0.013999999999999999,0.904,0.08199999999999999,0.8697,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,5,1,18,5,0,3,0,27,32,18,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,10,10,0,0,6,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,23,4,23,22,9,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,13,103,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698413002807905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448693522727697,0.14569528521946273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288500279835247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960762314138691,0.0,0.0,0.1410256093339996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221544879976322,0.0,0.0,0.3256835303009701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287133349789981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27182850757440896,0.0,0.0,0.21076334266763846,0.09926188466277427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222530086966068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636019125227515,0.1132582050355064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357624002560601,0.2785175185880362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549288987108706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042801960733864,0.10302548873069356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263812167501668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566388987781563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890113203744278,0.0,0.13719080158101754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983455392106107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893774663653947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230846454550297,0.0,0.13651213665263892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317030150577716,0.0,0.15437230589822354,0.09433410570540852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343583743949033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dmillz648,2019/10/02,Just a reminder to drink Water Gotta stay hydrated guys!,3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.45454545454545,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,46,2,8,1,1,15,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585402174409386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645485252068061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6077152196447356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SirSpudAlot,2019/10/02,"Question about adderal and adhd Made a post yesterday asking the same thing but no one really responded so I deleted it. But my psych gave me 20 mg of adderal to take in the morning and after lunch. And this is the first time I’m taking it, my brother told me that 20mg was a lot to start off with and I tried to break it in half and it probably came out more like 15mg to start off with and I just feel dizzy and have a slight headache after 2-3 hrs of being on it. Any advice how to manage this? Is 20mg a lot to start off with?",1.005641025641026,2.3754849914529963,2.9918034188034177,94.45180769230772,79.42735042735043,6.047521367521367,20.247008547008548,6.742157984588678,0.08440239316239273,412,10,99,4,10,139,73,117,0.05,0.917,0.033,-0.2073,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,22,17,11,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,12,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,7,1,21,11,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,9,69,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963062143843334,0.2029747072519948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125194025702878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418358483991066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756829874074215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502591712900497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668054351477358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147806362854599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353180273104508,0.0,0.1965430315477976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075168200922453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893160510022748,0.0,0.22394970969577696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326860602471157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306624537545886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410609211434831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123486017866179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799526556593564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211191013690099,0.0,0.0,0.1984786411939584,0.0,0.14102346987177874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tipsy-Wizard,2019/10/02,"ADHD and monster Does anybody else get drowsy after drinking monster energy drinks? I feel as if my body just skips the energized part, and go straight to a super crash",4.399892473118278,7.131386193548387,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,74.16129032258064,6.713978494623658,29.68817204301075,7.793537801064563,2.2907978494623658,136,6,22,2,3,42,29,31,0.071,0.633,0.29600000000000004,0.8176,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799545800584458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511748148297591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27666770229673504,0.0,0.0,0.6194193410120864,0.0,0.0,0.2641053414127304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985650321287226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517694241111786,0.0,0.1796770885640534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34236299094173417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LegalizeHollister,2019/10/02,"Strattera (Atomoxetine) Impotence Duration? Long story short, I’m 22 and started taking Strattera in 2nd grade and stopped taking it in 2017. 2ish years later I decided I want to go back onto it. I’ve been taking pills that I saved while I wait for authorization from my healthcare provider, I’m on day 3. I was on 80mg and was just re-prescribed 80mg. Right off the bat, I wasn’t able to get or keep an erection and when I could, my performance was horrendous and I would cum before orgasming, generally after 1-2 minutes. Obviously I never experienced this side effect when I was originally first prescribed, again I was in 2nd grade. How long will this side effect last? Just the month or so it takes for the medication to take full effect or will it be on going? This is a deal breaker if it will persist. Any response that is not relevant to what I asked will be ignored. I asked to go back onto it, I don’t care how much you think it does not work, as it worked for me. Thanks",2.976217194570136,4.928124528205128,4.435324283559581,83.69389140271494,75.51282051282051,7.46003016591252,25.82956259426848,8.313332769828598,1.6952413273001508,773,28,155,14,17,257,118,195,0.044000000000000004,0.897,0.059000000000000004,0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,0,5,0,18,3,1,6,2,32,38,16,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,4,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,7,1,18,3,20,23,2,36,0,0,0,1,4,14,0,4,19,101,32,4,0.15083379688033646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102572154189916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820184780344471,0.0,0.0,0.2319637587726736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834845171109058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378510846510254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204285133511921,0.0,0.0,0.09727532081913533,0.15550302149383133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199567210100266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829915057293334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788044334345903,0.0,0.2571669681999251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406800906157967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229496759761702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669663275526292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519491818366926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039409763152308,0.0,0.11088019586615143,0.0,0.11633232276273987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288112383939429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676093776919414,0.0,0.0,0.12610380808230068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670412187819027,0.0,0.0,0.1388674950076963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664820663913848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896568136894538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196176011014712,0.0,0.0,0.10714800167074147,0.0,0.0,0.09713201991065186 adhd,DrizzyDoe,2019/10/02,"Question about meds & euphoria I see so many warnings about having a general sense of euphoria while taking prescribed medications. I understand this and the possible consequences stemming from it. My question is regarding the euphoria I get from accomplishing things I would not have without being medicated. Is this type of medication-driven euphoria okay? Is it the same as the former type? Can it lead to dependence? After 4 months of taking my meds seriously, I’m healthier, mentally & physically, I’m more driven, and I’m so happy I’m finally taking care of the necessary steps in order to accomplish my long term goals, but also to remember my phone/wallet/keys when I leave the house at a much more frequent rate haha. I have a very addictive personality; this is something I really want to watch, but I’m finally doing adult things and I’m a happy person right now. I’m trying to follow the “build positive habits and they’ll stick when you get off meds” model, but there is still a little apprehensiveness after struggling for so long and then so many things just clicking.",6.176260575296109,8.211681685279189,7.202050761421317,66.81938747884942,67.17258883248729,10.938612521150592,31.91505922165821,10.93419730881044,4.233076074450085,880,37,137,28,15,295,117,197,0.046,0.77,0.184,0.9833,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,5,13,8,0,2,12,2,13,3,0,2,0,21,31,18,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,3,13,5,21,27,5,26,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,3,16,93,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686850636612454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306693716402556,0.0,0.2521896538478736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865448029714205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25497143090299024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160474037593676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777173925847626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342838546911781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322682652548925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664069368655165,0.0,0.2059806126142701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597676498425946,0.0,0.0,0.3878070530962874,0.23447590449240405,0.11728101220028575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289130285689147,0.0,0.08555075421186839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323245338364002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119799360848186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607385671976741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455432036780414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318328687277806,0.09938563428287248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273769289478544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959298166448076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293911443870413,0.0,0.0,0.12166289068136843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250388659793755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319478514452861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901259198028762,0.0,0.0,0.12115294177932374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602351458147193,0.06864238541996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218362742972536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267114143892641,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlexasBitch,2019/10/02,"ADHD cause you to be unable to focus, fidget and not really comprehend what you read/hear? Hey I really don’t know much about ADHD but it has been suggested a few times by friends and family members. The only things I honestly know about ADHD is the same as I probably knew when i was like 10 (“ADHD = hyper”) Which I’m sure isn’t accurate... I have been diagnosed with anxiety So maybe symptoms overlap a little and ADHD isn’t something I have, idk But can you please help me understand if there’s can be symptoms of ADHD or maybe just anxiety • Finding it extremely difficult to behave in classroom settings... even in training at a job (I’m 24) I couldn’t not be silly/misbehave • Not being able to focus on what teacher is saying - You could ask me what she just said I chances are I wouldn’t have any idea • When I read, most of the time of you ask me what I just read, I wouldn’t be able to tell you • interrupting people as they talk - never been aware that I do it before so could just be a bad habit? • Spending money impulsively and in excess • Not being able to control over eating I could have the thought that I should stop after eating X amount but I’ll always eat the entire If these are symptoms, is there anything else I should look out for like common symptoms?",2.319166666666668,4.620024773809528,3.887231746031748,85.14665714285717,79.03968253968254,6.7304126984126995,22.77841269841269,7.839951260653429,1.2842648888888886,1001,32,191,17,25,332,140,252,0.079,0.813,0.10800000000000001,0.8442,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,1,1,13,7,0,0,9,0,35,8,0,2,2,42,46,16,0,10,14,0,0,2,1,4,5,2,0,0,12,6,3,2,7,2,2,0,11,2,0,0,7,3,27,5,24,24,5,18,0,0,1,0,18,9,0,4,10,137,39,4,0.2490767889938967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986837948298206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908394718949075,0.0,0.0,0.056460252574295065,0.0,0.1270287078847863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832299154138287,0.0,0.15523544987620586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069322904955159,0.0,0.0,0.07064866735381782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529015788532265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312026609530308,0.1988675484488449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426923260119536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254867737229297,0.06935723212297155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054837623343774934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826914313230053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588389091130819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414536977166503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357588118191768,0.0,0.055650307116410586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372579234771763,0.0,0.0,0.0823900932991369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125739287351378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112422516522551,0.08321345913073294,0.0,0.0,0.0697205903875274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682074182682974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061033366351056675,0.0,0.0640344582563562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314470728661015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057559494598623126,0.0,0.0,0.09113717265311784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895156353275964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914419271036786,0.0,0.10637664600345456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897635478131781,0.06602528660607668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391716031947224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941311617307427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782506419746766,0.345181538085114,0.0,0.06673282937740513,0.07256803069484621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515851699971217,0.0,0.0,0.06591304943794643,0.09682578578987926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643257383580018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cowkittybell,2019/10/02,"Question Is there anything saying a dr cant prescribe add meds if the patient is naturally underweight? Long story short, my dr changed and this new dr wont prescribe my medicine that i was already on because im naturally underweight. Even though im underweight i have maintined my weight the entire time ive been on meds give or take 3 pounds here and there. My vitals are all healthy and ive never abused my medication. I understand doctors have to go by the rules but it amazes me how some new dr can just stroll on in and change things that have been working when they know nothing about me.",6.345369458128082,6.744174620689655,6.029753694581281,81.34775862068967,65.72413793103448,9.042364532019707,34.67487684729064,8.841846274778883,2.789794581280788,480,21,93,7,7,149,80,116,0.0,0.914,0.086,0.8201,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,0,4,0,14,7,0,1,2,16,19,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,13,2,7,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,6,59,18,2,0.0,0.1999347270173797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621383364306274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886240653271958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286512615414073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570187693776404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727172219335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145419973947032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618751716698344,0.09590143019365807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645461935317015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273760488548337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493336380157231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748743622163152,0.16999240559813794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014621833575266,0.32594912240167145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191496993620252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890325420264249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419245825293047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268749192182341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210639696179972,0.0,0.16579068731167354,0.0,0.09839631817834256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566905275783326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054854312274108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284805969885165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,villanellerabies,2019/10/02,"Sensory overload sure does exist h u h Certain food textures, too many sounds, physical contact at the wrong time, all things that kill me on sight TM",12.755714285714285,8.341868857142856,10.922857142857143,66.62214285714289,56.85714285714286,14.057142857142859,49.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,5.515528571428571,120,6,21,2,1,37,27,28,0.297,0.5760000000000001,0.127,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228990544934827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461750790591177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082244444589095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740903203012007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477616203663116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451355639360801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151566511775507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034244176855981,0.0,0.0 adhd,chezzylilly,2019/10/02,"Diagnosed with ADHD many years ago. Came across the condition Sluggish cognitive tempo (SCT) tonight and feeling quite confused. I am 32 and was diagnosed with ADHD about 15 years ago. I have come to terms with it, I'm medicated and live quite a productive life. But tonight, by accident really, I came across the condition ""Sluggish cognitive tempo"" (SCT, and as a side note, awful name right??) and it kind of shattered me and took me by complete surprise. I hadn't heard of it before, and having a further look into it I basically related to every single symptom and probably a lot closer to how much I relate to the ADHD symptoms. Has anyone come across and felt similar? I'm kinda in shock. Here's the definition for those interested: ""Sluggish cognitive tempo (SCT) is the term for a syndrome that may comprise a novel and distinct attention disorder from ADHD. Symptoms of it include dreaminess, mental fogginess, hypoactivity, sluggishness, staring frequently, inconsistent alertness and a slow working speed.""",7.881206896551722,9.699375339080463,8.239712643678164,61.814051724137954,62.85057471264368,11.317241379310346,40.36206896551725,11.20814326018867,5.4866413793103455,815,45,111,24,12,268,110,174,0.14400000000000002,0.807,0.048,-0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,12,1,8,7,0,1,1,30,19,14,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,19,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,7,5,8,3,22,11,5,25,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,4,11,74,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687123508017407,0.0,0.2097382285673118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272071530496168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066775659900977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706158901385812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381636773234285,0.12403920496941645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401515814529811,0.0,0.0,0.13558631834559812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967599081436478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981791805164855,0.0,0.11359012862008346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319512464840587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356141971152457,0.0,0.0,0.10446435670875956,0.0,0.09934533354919096,0.0,0.0,0.10057759651874447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994140877132435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917855687879005,0.11922232959136858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696685016683957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755142490988866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516611479243906,0.0,0.0,0.07578839565411911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103073485488703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688886042718781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143979157076385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861265208804655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236744047907747 adhd,meghawega,2019/10/02,"I have a paper due at midnight but I just spent 2 hours trying to learn how to juggle Now I’m online trying to learn how to use Morse Code. ADHD continues to add random skills to my resume, yet ADHD is also making it REALLY hard to get a degree on my resume too. Ugh.",1.4573684210526316,3.0601189473684234,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,78.82456140350877,5.963508771929827,14.908771929824562,6.742157984588678,-0.1869901754385963,208,2,41,2,5,75,42,57,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.7807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,10,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,9,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,26,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6965427387138207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174502756389745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514033596090844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595949970288579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853848615433788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343713306920535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856469499817488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393496892974891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502855910645728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kind__mango,2019/10/02,"Today’s microwave surprise... I open up the microwave to warm some tea. I find a bowl of oatmeal that has clearly been sitting for a day. I promptly accuse my boyfriend and ask him how long it’s been in there. Plot twist: It was me. Not only did I forget the oatmeal in the microwave yesterday and somehow not notice I hadn’t eaten all day.. I forgot it ever happened!!",1.2074733637747317,3.748669534246576,2.7678538812785405,89.66523592085238,86.53424657534245,3.792389649923897,25.9193302891933,5.033348758259628,0.6818627092846272,288,13,53,1,9,94,54,73,0.027000000000000003,0.87,0.10300000000000001,0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,3,14,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,1,9,2,6,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32010123638809657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416441175241096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097237476869445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31295077666885923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027864592031454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030164977812133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898288794386127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604134415164473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245586693482393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonymoustwig,2019/10/02,Treatment options when you’re broke? Got diagnosed with ADHD inattentive subtype by a pro-bono therapist/psychologist a few months back. Got really bad recently and I can’t focus AT ALL. I really need medication at this point but my parents are bankrupt. What are my options?,4.184761904761904,7.4555826122449025,5.6562244897959175,69.056037414966,80.0204081632653,9.797278911564627,32.656462585034014,9.725611199111238,4.623731972789115,224,12,33,8,6,75,41,49,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.861,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,4,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31437012741706005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114002537820785,0.21840962443156373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26549971406230644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184212394976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635158393064524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087918559443843,0.0,0.0,0.1939593661626816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904552972702949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472790660727691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33515161138922905,0.0,0.2582801716918897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30371628038668835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trifit555,2019/10/02,"Smartwatch recommendation to help with focus and adhd consequences I tend to realize too late when I feel stressed, depressed or moody and this totally affects my focus, I was wondering if anyone has a recommendation for a smartwatch to track pulse, sleep schedule, track breathing (not sure that this is possible), set reminders, use the pomodoro technique, meditation ...",12.512146892655366,12.791622474576275,10.680000000000003,53.520790960452004,53.067796610169495,13.290395480225987,50.17514124293786,12.45797560212912,6.887842937853106,302,18,38,8,3,93,48,59,0.13,0.7909999999999999,0.079,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,2,2,13,7,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,5,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36158146344059705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037192003764366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591347272381465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212646828290816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166357929020184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393890128299793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391802696603889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30108244795017897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446400319661333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835618590452661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25985090437474223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32627543926444474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluefaer1e,2019/10/02,"Forgot to print something? I forget to print things all the time because I always forget there are so many steps involved and I am usually out of ink. (Unless it is absolutely required) I figured out telling people you are trying to reduce your carbon footprint and you will send them an email with it usually works as a well-received/""justified"" excuse. It has worked best for me with those in-class presentations where you aren't required to bring print outs of the slides/notes for the entire class but everyone does it anyways. I just emailed the class the documents and it was all good. Of course you know the people in your life. Some professors/bosses/etc would love this. Some would hate it and be a very bad look for you. This is just a little trick I picked up and I wanted to share!",3.803342857142855,6.250687753333335,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,74.8,6.419047619047619,22.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.9106285714285712,633,18,119,8,14,192,96,150,0.085,0.8009999999999999,0.114,0.5411,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,7,1,5,6,7,2,0,10,0,12,2,0,1,2,29,19,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,16,4,20,13,5,14,0,0,1,1,16,7,0,2,4,85,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964526601888565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019747065714626,0.11695781622117192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134823039204056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679004782412387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139778011142157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333318102607846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609254607553118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942484882678265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544280801964886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551840926338934,0.0,0.19229698590960687,0.0,0.0,0.16111647715902064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316371838115285,0.0,0.0,0.1945188219349756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660270931510316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770540013275588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676965928563466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746515620297152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187677426359037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026228502674533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226196594446711,0.15830694971761136,0.11316568347387598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725077493617704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27935688851157797,0.0,0.0,0.27258773620008536,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gtrmtx,2019/10/02,"HOLY FREAKING SHIT! Clear your sinuses people! So not to be gross or anything but I've had a sinus infection that I've been fighting for the last few weeks, and today I took some extra time in a hot shower to really clear my sinuses out completely. Guys: **MY MENTAL FOG COMPLETELY DISAPPEARED!!!** I realized that I hadn't actually been completely and properly decongested in years, as pollen goes hard pretty much year round in East Texas. Blown away by the incredible difference in my mental clarity, I did some googling and found [this article](https://www.nextavenue.org/surprising-connection-between-your-sinuses-and-stroke/) where Dr. James Stankiewicz states that ""chronic inflammation in the sinuses associated with allergies can cause lethargy, fatigue and cognitive impairment."" So people! For real! Do what you need to do to clear that stuff out! Taking a hot shower, one of [these](https://www.amazon.com/Vicks-Personal-V1200-Targeted-Congestion/dp/B0000TN7MY), neti pots, and really spicy food are all really good ways of clearing it all out. When you're done it should be as easy to breathe through your nose as it is to breathe through your mouth. If you are chronically congested like me, the difference in mental clarity is absolutely amazing.",7.665217391304349,10.769998347826093,6.965531400966184,65.6059782608696,65.52173913043478,11.556521739130435,35.654589371980684,11.20814326018867,5.2078966183574895,1026,50,148,36,18,317,136,207,0.069,0.747,0.184,0.9826,2,0,0,0,2,0,63.0,0,5,0,0,4,8,2,0,7,0,16,17,5,1,6,27,20,14,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,1,11,0,2,1,10,9,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,8,5,13,3,27,9,7,23,0,1,1,0,7,12,1,4,8,94,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.13545749770688084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422792670336393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304155642982459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259501353277218,0.0,0.0,0.4366155840491335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290051587432798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204973454239678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784831590297064,0.15219683321133434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642634942817286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374426697446009,0.0,0.0,0.12434554143575137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314780908829465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781503441947362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196602765961648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204053922002708,0.10292506689889946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406052715977638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246527652735493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121859020892522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799495784568515,0.26677367563609355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248537764589386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589030215045243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436704457905832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094060661485257,0.0,0.13157464043720093,0.0,0.15422183488442326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018007204780884,0.11134415530497113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877680698143486 adhd,solutionary88,2019/10/02,"Why is it so hard? Boiling the kettle for the fourth time, for one cup of tea. Keep getting distracted. Doesn't help I've got baked goods in the oven and doing research for my studies for next year..",1.939,4.171886900000004,2.4700000000000024,95.165,80.0,5.0,22.5,5.985473137389443,0.20425000000000004,156,5,33,1,4,48,35,40,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.6729999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001025152270281,0.0,0.0,0.3212435498783992,0.30632134753507656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430941821895381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567178825196961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34042939788367965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073265202672276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25953177950393075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333129850736694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455993495201425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466404572191473 adhd,kawnah,2019/10/02,"Visited sub out of curiosity because of a conversation about ADHD, finding the posts here uncomfortably relatable. Oh shit... I guess I always misunderstood what ADHD was - a lot of posts here I actually find myself relating to and going “oh wow, I know what that feels like” especially the big rent thread where everyone says to set bills on autopay. I absolutely have to do that otherwise my rent would always be late. Same with all my other bills. There’s other posts that I saw that make a lot of sense to me, like the marbles one. I also had a really hard time in school but I never got tested for ADHD. I’m 27 years old, what would be next steps for someone like myself curious on getting more insight?",3.8017661691542273,6.0782209925373145,5.496343283582089,75.54560945273633,74.1492537313433,8.944278606965174,26.092039800995025,9.516144504307137,2.6536338308457705,559,20,100,15,12,190,91,134,0.038,0.868,0.094,0.8022,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,7,0,8,1,1,1,2,18,17,3,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,2,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,4,4,13,4,16,9,5,19,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,3,9,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.13635798411248748,0.0,0.5037910536127785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174339119666113,0.2325359386232681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517914828461176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351962884275398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065254674043707,0.09982435546308152,0.0,0.0,0.2554244874145097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300404681443236,0.0,0.07941274607422545,0.0,0.1117562064141919,0.0,0.15393022268087694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517215843042664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679288883837476,0.0,0.15762344556351593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479755367920066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375897915051416,0.0,0.0,0.09327199577800208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776970237406633,0.0,0.1486062497545856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146624915309952,0.0,0.09468581721344957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40147303384830185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951570600822369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112025744346804,0.0,0.1414159418258468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343258357941474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183942172246756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147867883050762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852278327808406,0.0,0.0,0.0899826344747893 adhd,thegivingtree902,2019/10/02,"Adding Intuniv to Vyvanse Does anyone have experiencing of adding Intuniv to Vyvanse? I also take Prozac. I was taking Adderrall XR and IR before Vyvanse. While it would definitely help me concentrate and push through, I’d crash and had poor sleep. With Vyvanse, I’m unsure how much it really is helping me focus and I do notice myself being snappier.",5.052380952380954,7.887354793650798,6.2986507936507925,68.60607142857145,72.49206349206351,8.644444444444442,31.13492063492064,9.2995712137729,3.578853968253968,284,13,41,7,6,95,48,63,0.115,0.768,0.11599999999999999,0.0202,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,0,7,10,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476224390777619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651049785512508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634844974303896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709718182250105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150961016427975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276241925265981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525320938937664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836607087137093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098679267150696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656279637540965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199624303566597,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustHalfBlack,2019/10/02,"No money for co-pay for the next 2 weeks... It's rough. Didn't budget appropriately, short the $30 co-pay. I'm on day 3 and I'm seeing how bad it's effecting me. Hell, I'm at work right now typing this up instead of doing the work I'm supposed to be doing. And it's just a spreadsheet, in fact, a spreadsheet that I did about 8 times last week. This week I'm struggling to even get it started. &#x200B; Just wanted to complain to people who get it. Wifey doesn't get it. Friends don't get it. ""Just do it."" I'M TRYING. Sucks.",-0.1611912865895171,1.921185964601776,2.001769911504425,96.19283866575908,87.58407079646021,4.184887678692988,18.426820966643973,5.369823440869387,-0.5367788972089858,406,11,94,2,13,136,71,113,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,2,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,9,22,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,2,1,12,19,0,15,1,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,9,49,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169837726081831,0.2433402265277804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721038908108796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915241040327727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227114965141654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472190965177027,0.0,0.4185144779924426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324024302267467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298088858191794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883644220293595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102263745334598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958287075034436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174646080522968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935730394701027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167743715116984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359647394716343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811970492837455,0.0,0.4819142443214548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915862143696045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433402265277804,0.0 adhd,b0nelessbastard,2019/10/02,"A happy update! Hi there, I'm the overly emotional ADHD gay guy who uses this community to vent about how miserable his life is, but today I have great news! It's hard for me to have a normal job, had a mental breakdown after a week of trying to maintain a 37-hour job at a factory, and I have been scared of a job ever since, because the job triggered an urge to hurt myself in the machines. But I'm not scared anymore, and here's why! I take night art classes every Thursday evening, I've known the teachers there for 10 years now. I told my teacher about my problems, because that art school is another place for me to take a breath and a break. Another teacher overheard, and told me to come by next week with a job application for him, because he needed an assistant in his workshop. When I came home that night, I immediately wrote a job application. And last week, I started working for him. It's in his private home, up to 20 hours a week, which is ideal for my brain (but tbh I'd love to be able to work like a normal person). My job consists of mixing porcelain, pouring it into moulds, pour it back out, clean the workshop, clean the moulds, help him carry stuff, last week I helped him finish a sculpture, and I went to a gallery a few hours away with him to pack up his exhibition. My clothes have never been dirtier, but I have never been happier and more relaxed. This job is ideal for me in so many ways. 4 hours every day, where I control the music in the workshop, because he's working on a sculpture outside, get to organise his workshop, clean up. He knows I have ADHD, and he thinks it's the perfect neurological disorder for artists, I slightly disagree, but I know he said it with the best intentions. Next week, I'm going to help him set up and open up an exhibition, which is a tea party, using the porcelain cups I've been moulding, which will be decorated by him. I'm honestly really excited for it. So yay! Something great happened for once in my life, and I hope to keep this job until I've saved up for art school (I'll be selling my own art on the side, because I know it would take me YEARS to earn enough money to go to art school, if I had to save up with my salary)",6.949704545454543,5.664614197727271,7.415909090909093,77.51636363636366,64.97727272727272,10.0,35.22727272727273,8.841846274778883,2.8475,1717,67,345,22,22,567,207,440,0.061,0.736,0.203,0.9974,11,0,1,0,0,2,59.0,0,0,0,9,14,21,0,3,33,1,22,8,2,6,4,54,51,21,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,5,2,18,19,1,2,5,7,2,5,3,5,0,0,12,2,43,16,62,34,5,63,0,2,0,2,29,24,0,2,32,214,61,17,0.06377757183284671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329649496507589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375268987133695,0.0,0.0,0.063250213713407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059921128166242586,0.049041015984892834,0.0,0.1943910791364175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693062687507931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711968626748433,0.0,0.07294455163777598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054938730881850084,0.0,0.0,0.07153196992754536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041131257645310906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309462275013964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174118408546742,0.0,0.065899280522921,0.0,0.042124484694989764,0.057690465057705816,0.10747070994658237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033321148960459415,0.0,0.07249252765465287,0.0,0.0,0.1406299962006421,0.0,0.06314982321007792,0.05639829614312083,0.06789241115519465,0.0571321771704568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824628607812366,0.0,0.12794820930739964,0.06334551937115225,0.2512322449673418,0.0,0.06827520972617787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696045910299329,0.05668843624744911,0.0,0.0,0.10515145665520664,0.10397446664577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009597022483452,0.03115850006794078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057561748621796735,0.0,0.0,0.0646604475527812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427279176252386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047290261391377486,0.09837839032015756,0.0,0.13565634237001947,0.11970186150784927,0.12497695827103646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792103252721013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055688115708817626,0.06663398820111753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102652289481759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085754563418315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066707573003088,0.0,0.12770495098408574,0.19363892285069115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052757466479373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909909068716888,0.0,0.0,0.045142093604649616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301006109823556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385839040466014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040866092805007415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060453680781802535,0.12188440602816332,0.0,0.043300784804736835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016668961708903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050623667919300584,0.3069511267228829,0.0,0.0,0.059122448049198924,0.05754933861242687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929249564458066,0.0,0.0,0.04530575716212422,0.0,0.0,0.08214133046104723 adhd,Marlboroman1214,2019/10/02,Does adderall permanently shrink your penis and reduce size? It gives me ED but it's gone within a few days. I'm more worried about the long term effects on the penis,1.820454545454545,4.488617636363639,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,84.75757575757575,4.512121212121213,20.37121212121212,5.985473137389443,0.1856121212121216,134,4,25,1,4,43,30,33,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.5006,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32587885362559804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421943607648688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847330104837054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471775577139651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131600729711857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gentriofied,2019/10/02,"Building habits with ADHD If I want to make something a habit, I need to do it every single day; if I don't, my brain will decide that if it isn't worth doing every day, then it isn't really worth doing at all, and I won't be able to continue the habit. I also happen to be a notorious procrastinator, so I end up not doing things until it's just about bed time, leaving me to choose between breaking the habit, or sacrificing the amount of sleep I'll get that night. So when you see me walking my dog at 2:30am, it is not because I am disciplined, it is because I am cursed. Cursed to live in constant fear of the self-hatred that will consume me if I miss even one day, because just that one day will strip away my ability to continue. The habits I have made were to improve the quality of my life, and for the most part, they have, but they also happen to rule my life with an iron fist, and they are unforgiving if I fail.",12.290959860383945,5.49620512041885,11.77578534031414,67.33463787085518,60.62303664921466,14.827574171029667,42.8280977312391,10.504223727775694,4.2329783595113435,722,21,155,10,6,242,106,191,0.071,0.902,0.026000000000000002,-0.7915,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,1,9,3,0,1,10,0,21,4,2,2,1,25,30,17,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,6,3,0,2,2,1,23,0,23,22,5,20,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,7,13,115,34,2,0.1551181139433749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864218289419569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480957993557719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573857422586536,0.0,0.0,0.2836756875168025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316311580114627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762757445323356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001534035683508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738860745835008,0.0,0.0,0.10245405130582433,0.0,0.2613874023733786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455100358901604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104281227136217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743408717493763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424768537850695,0.0,0.0,0.2191290225316657,0.0,0.0,0.13697213650758885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677651001230912,0.10354254556909777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501811599452755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455678419466402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022409699274627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797780125082085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937263581843983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360905360295565,0.0,0.16182202284654953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552301383901419,0.0,0.0,0.11941750249898805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030535823045148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045061966721037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149268257555296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bojyo,2019/10/02,PSA Stop browsing Reddit and go drink some water I was feeling really shitty and then I remembered I hadn’t had any water in 36 hours. Hydration is key and our meds make it so we’re pretty fucking dehydrated,2.9945121951219487,5.405680097560975,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,77.29268292682926,8.002439024390245,24.88414634146341,8.841846274778883,2.311726829268293,168,6,29,4,4,58,35,41,0.141,0.743,0.11599999999999999,-0.2766,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753577190931806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277752835362596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918106102434993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093272755637165,0.0,0.0,0.19015779698717244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295082388540844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233444643906896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716591229248418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404029525054962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434984044456787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790304067925304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797360310829041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,binary__dragon,2019/10/02,"Necessary but not sufficient - or - why I'm only a fraction as successful as I could be ADHD creates a lot of challenges, but I think one of the largest for me, and also one of the least publicized, is my complete inability to do anything that is necessary, but not sufficient. In case you aren't sure what I mean by that, I'll explain. Say you want some pizza. You call up the pizza place and order a pizza. That action was necessary - without calling you wouldn't get pizza, but it's also sufficient - calling is all you need to do to assure that you'll get pizza. In contrast, consider writing a cover letter to help apply for a job you'd like to get. That cover letter might be necessary - they'd never hire you if you didn't write one, but it also is not sufficient - the fact that you put the effort into writing the cover letter in no way ensures that you'll get the job. I have ADHD, which means I don't get a feeling of reward when I do something that might have long-term benefits. I don't feel accomplished for writing the cover letter, because I never see any direct consequence of it. Because it's not sufficient for getting the job, I can't ever get that jolt of dopamine that can come from dealing with something urgent - after all, how could something ever be urgent if I can't see that it will definitely lead to an intended outcome? Of course, it's not just writing cover letters. It's schooling. It's making an online dating profile. It's putting in effort at work in hopes of a promotion. It's cleaning the house. All these things might be necessary to achieve certain goals, but they're not going to cause the goals to be attained by themselves. And because of that, they're not going to get done. And so I live a life of intense mediocrity, unable to set myself up for long term success. The world seems set up to reward people who can put forth effort without the promise of payout, and I'm set up to be unable to do that. tl;dr: I can't ever bring myself to do things that I know would help me in the long run, if I can't draw a direct connection between doing those things and having a reasonable certainty of achieving my desired outcome as a result. And my life is a pale shell of what it could be as a result.",6.60767722473605,6.098748029411768,7.263540723981901,75.78868966817498,65.31221719457014,9.448114630467572,33.80128205128205,8.72156446121922,2.8243345399698345,1767,68,322,23,24,587,187,442,0.039,0.8170000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9933,3,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,11,1,18,10,12,0,0,29,0,46,7,0,8,12,77,74,27,0,12,20,0,2,1,0,8,2,1,1,0,34,10,5,0,9,0,0,10,21,0,0,3,3,5,33,12,57,51,7,40,0,0,2,0,32,14,0,11,12,241,67,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001496473950405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997738960201481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662671885644901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852443368641338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228256570938273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550851269937302,0.0,0.0,0.08554162568506035,0.0,0.07173006543194889,0.08730741684365005,0.0,0.0,0.1994538855607412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584811296012756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521451711279669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596849801398866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420801967155897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480427242255191,0.0,0.0946489601876385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162877074307424,0.0,0.0,0.08270628346121202,0.0,0.0960828468975327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478990318189386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576322717491402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763267435646793,0.040681705106026485,0.0,0.07352927760802891,0.22107501729666731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079350554173243,0.0,0.0,0.05558363015656368,0.0,0.0,0.181411726733999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650101655819752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061743937099539375,0.1284465123508341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692785085544068,0.06333088188166476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057729201864028724,0.0,0.08699983157486643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511292161448831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561582685196475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621995424372139,0.0,0.08427407758485908,0.13271143531785226,0.07580623321997787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923168371989092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848135460616089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596343581201353,0.05335630189847886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911503191620566,0.06609615755533084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513857269678068,0.0,0.0,0.16053936377577466,0.0,0.06062183373118332,0.0,0.0,0.05915289402429165,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sir_Uniform,2019/10/02,"Thank god for my meds. I feel so sorry for people who can't take their meds cos it makes them depressed, for me the worst thing is being not super hungry. When I'm on my meds I am on the brink of ""normal"" I can study ok, can pay decent attention and am able to sit down and work. I just hate to be dependent on meds. TL; DR: I can function on meds",-0.3189473684210533,1.5094910526315817,1.93342105263158,98.12144736842106,85.84210526315789,4.852631578947369,14.76315789473684,5.985473137389443,-0.8914684210526316,264,4,65,2,8,89,55,76,0.207,0.713,0.081,-0.8907,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,3,6,1,0,2,1,9,1,0,3,0,10,15,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,11,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,42,13,2,0.15943198325819208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731853356230728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806136011304419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740607616202065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064220868344824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8854649601600759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620949297779407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105300628324209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847105236882518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987300985503042,0.0,0.0,0.146783549821654,0.0,0.0,0.10591952539255232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606838263772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theallwaystnt,2019/10/02,"Newly diagnosed, needing sleep advice Hey anyone who sorts by new! A week ago, I went to see a psychiatrist about having ADHD. I've always expected I had it, but I just put off seeing someone. He diagnosed me and prescribed me adderall(amphetamine salts). I take 20mg around 8-9am and then 20mg again around 11am-noon. I go to bed at 9-10pm and wake up at 530am. The problem is I cannot sleep at all. I lay in bed tossing and turning all night. My whoop picks up that I sleep around 2.5-4 hours a night the past few days that I've taken it. I have had problems sleeping beforehand, but never this consistently. I knew that taking adderall would make my sleep worse, but I need it to focus at work even when I get quality sleep. I used to be a very heavy coffee drinker, but I've since cut that out. I tried taking 2 benadryl and a 10mg melatonin last night, and no dice. I was able to fall asleep. I just consistently woke up having to pee, despite nothing really coming out when I went? Does anyone have a recommendation for being able to fall asleep and stay asleep? I have about 9-11 hours between taking my second pill and sleep. I don't feel the effects of the adderall at all at night, but still having the problem. Does anyone else have this problem? Do you think it will subside once my body gets more acclimated to taking it?",3.5062407906558875,5.107690218867926,4.33746630727763,86.44100628930819,73.22641509433961,6.858939802336029,24.31716082659479,7.447530270364453,1.0123764600179697,1048,31,212,12,21,337,151,265,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.9778,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,2,12,5,1,0,11,0,18,16,13,4,4,41,41,16,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,12,14,0,0,4,0,0,7,4,5,0,1,8,4,26,0,30,29,5,42,0,0,2,0,4,16,0,1,18,126,38,1,0.1615645947324378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708462305466777,0.07893952604709391,0.07160863249024023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721734274361094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945458180128786,0.08277101006192991,0.0,0.21574011449263736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973092130852986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958679622755079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052097898848491836,0.0,0.0,0.1639846627454228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138626561494716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674832436914832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335594553439603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040845956784812835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441083241496501,0.0,0.04591044122199555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910858110219064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658483542230717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392281077677047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197980998165562,0.06230428779949205,0.078020046182651,0.0,0.30323485494118163,0.0,0.07751279303349515,0.0,0.0,0.08603051024604698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711584354353201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091909947676336,0.0,0.08120852107329866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175120824174409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874606416315745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682395116256352,0.0,0.5658844616268707,0.0,0.06844657840993387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610318056571208,0.06451284702740995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30369117069222634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176203430606925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484587722239681,0.08786794231380399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976996791147981,0.0,0.06665385553371475,0.0,0.0,0.06479868623411937,0.0,0.0,0.14977199796337987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058810474595125485,0.0,0.0823240624409176,0.0573854262916215,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,89abc123,2019/10/02,ADHD awareness month...what’s one thing about adhd that you wish other non adhd people knew? Mine would be that the comment ‘have you taken your meds today’ is extremely hurtful.,4.803958333333334,7.517227312500001,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,72.75,5.5166666666666675,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.9884666666666662,142,4,21,1,3,44,28,32,0.107,0.8140000000000001,0.079,-0.2484,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8037351699328323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864510537339664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761867539528065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793607299443046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105929500442142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454766129296255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481010189915314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113061985198326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25635197728782816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835904767394876,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,okay_narwhal,2019/10/02,"Strattera and nausea Hi guys, I've been on Strattera for almost a year, but because I'm stupid and didn't feel the need to take the pills over the summer, I have to get used to them again to survive uni. I have terrible nausea about 30mins after taking the pill (I always take it with food), which sometimes leads to vomiting. Do you have any tips how to avoid this?",4.451917808219179,5.369890356164387,4.4903013698630145,88.87353424657536,70.0958904109589,6.935890410958903,24.189041095890413,6.742157984588678,0.6970789041095888,288,7,59,2,5,89,55,73,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.9109,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,3,3,1,1,5,0,6,4,0,3,0,11,14,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,12,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748158451729293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835924577826985,0.0,0.0,0.18663121056114168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672984070631996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876704290513264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33185855986392204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338557014461525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27174253253552394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349661711656228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27143195822678456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190427992965116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703134637457876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673282386766956 adhd,aqua_alien98,2019/10/02,"ADD might make me lose my job I've been at my job for almost 2 months now and I really like it! It's pretty easy, not too stressful, and pays really well, but I'm really afraid that I'm going to get fired soon. I'm pretty decent at what I do besides making some small mistakes here and there but my biggest problem is showing up on time. It feels like no matter how early I leave my house, how early I go to sleep, and how fast I get ready, I'm always late. I was just recently diagnosed with ADD and I know people with ADD struggle with being tardy (I have all my life) and with past jobs they were pretty easy on me about being tardy and I've never gotten fired for it, but this job is a bit different and I HAVE to show up on time. I've already gotten a warning about it and told them it wouldn't happen again but today I was 5 minutes late. I feel so terrible and I really don't want to mess up this job mainly because it would make a family member that helped me get this job look bad. I dont live in the city I work at and it takes me about 45 minutes (or more depending on traffic) to get there. So I've tried asking my supervisor if I can transfer to her location in the city I live in because the commute wouldnt be as hard as me and she said she would let me know if there was an open spot but I still havent heard anything back. I really dont want to lose this job and disappoint my family and myself. Any advice or tips to make showing up on time easier?",2.5860869565217404,3.49155843949045,4.3528191636665765,88.17103710883413,74.47770700636944,7.499086125726946,21.93242869011355,7.893859768569023,0.8015925228468568,1146,26,256,16,23,389,155,314,0.14800000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.113,-0.9422,8,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,3,20,14,0,3,7,0,24,3,1,8,2,59,53,30,0,10,11,0,5,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,15,22,0,0,4,3,1,2,9,11,1,0,10,8,37,3,34,34,5,38,0,3,1,0,10,18,0,8,20,164,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072969016694727,0.0,0.0,0.08272623900954161,0.0,0.09116688057303214,0.0,0.06874167511849384,0.0,0.0,0.05618052380424366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798448957728072,0.0,0.07723317280202183,0.0,0.0,0.06352525972751384,0.06897944898294245,0.1007217615120916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019336544683984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838517259887747,0.0,0.08631430899514905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936465743408055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576272717150047,0.0,0.08354449541141759,0.059019637590501536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265014597449824,0.0,0.09390316564780007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305550953072942,0.0,0.0740061420152802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537459117018502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953257539252882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738732773493381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080526386057652,0.0,0.18638494763665933,0.0874765635033165,0.0,0.08447866917614537,0.058352888842046625,0.08072230029432663,0.0,0.14589979481024634,0.0,0.06937516410785044,0.18484843045328664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058261684229424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764066514011656,0.0,0.0,0.06594190715108501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371720356066762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788646508026673,0.057274319703104086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521451816010477,0.0,0.07905068113504396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646240240047003,0.0,0.08157160643856508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785850713991358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267391426077761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597584775469023,0.0,0.09463434566705307,0.0863663528694733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062115635459464476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445191027867314,0.0,0.07830865034140484,0.07894145741248502,0.0,0.05608965364774352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745605168152284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428013343437667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014415883119415,0.0,0.0,0.11737358751956538,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ramblinator,2019/10/02,"Nervous about Doctor visit I finally made an appointment with my Doctor after putting it off, I'm going in today in a few hours. I am not sure if I have ADHD but i think it's a possibility. I'm nervous about the appointment. What do I even say? How do I explain why I think I may have ADHD? And what do I do if they immediately brush me off and ignore my concerns, which I am so afraid is what they'll do.",1.0609482758620707,2.7676422643678222,4.113318965517242,84.9417025862069,80.3793103448276,6.648850574712642,22.36925287356322,7.645422480735847,0.9527252873563214,315,10,69,5,8,114,53,87,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.8069,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,3,4,0,12,2,0,2,1,15,19,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,2,15,1,8,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,54,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251426494987234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447248475467695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443044311387227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933490989991746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416760751802178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151594640042475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067317056953631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463041437084212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963343203326466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374460896549035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059154589105182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799872006880713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709414200852028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971448346729268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LunaPilot86,2019/10/02,"I have a suspicion that I might have ADHD. I don't know where to go for support. Where do I start? Many people in my family have been diagnosed with ADHD and I have been struggling with a lot of the same symptoms they deal with. I'm in my senior year of college and I am failing all my classes. I've been struggling for years in school but I'm really hitting a wall as work becomes more demanding and I can't get away with skipping classes or my procrastinating anymore. I need to sort out what I am dealing with and ways which I can cope or my whole degree and all my hard work is going to be for nothing. I feel like my brain has officially turned off. I don't even know where to start though. For those of you who have looked for help in the past where did you start?",2.152848214285715,3.9169937312500025,3.395892857142858,91.07125000000003,77.3125,6.321428571428572,23.30357142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.7044196428571423,607,19,133,7,14,197,92,160,0.10099999999999999,0.863,0.036000000000000004,-0.7759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,3,6,5,0,2,5,0,20,3,1,0,2,24,36,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,3,22,2,25,29,6,22,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,5,8,97,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445131756000071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214631579638726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466464549493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829836085353294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000533644592416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955369284941797,0.0,0.14547843709582586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466909204995884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512016502634033,0.0,0.07247270391333079,0.10239603935854157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488478354070675,0.0,0.16291716855799954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839685467316425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960720710666978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575424680975465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002452213786663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036234589885028,0.0,0.0,0.1218553003888194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453156259521875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205205188417487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627847773433796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753042262191492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682611783585732,0.09936800248154323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182181756250488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450591118565248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30435228198492786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996823711130188,0.0,0.0,0.1626508671849493,0.0,0.14897629041136942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082245330210252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590349371249587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376985885666704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002448095748678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086940518881284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460155016324428 adhd,Jennelope,2019/10/02,Parenting for ADHD My 11 year old is getting tested today for ADHD. I set a lot of the same suggestions on medical websites on things to do to help your child but I'd love to hear from people. What things work for you? What do you wish your parents had known or did to help you? I want for her to be able to succeed and any tools I can give her are great.,1.1033082706766921,2.827194894736841,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,80.3157894736842,5.9218045112781965,20.06766917293233,6.868970318607317,0.14505112781954832,276,7,64,3,7,91,55,76,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.9809,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,14,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,11,3,14,11,2,6,0,0,0,1,16,2,0,2,3,44,15,3,0.19223466993888955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620574328172045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072616756616254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043468084966413,0.18440901201830567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193940225562727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166624442113811,0.0,0.2577016942542125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343104200519298,0.17349929496245803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936562058504335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171794874873702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269077030554633,0.0,0.0,0.1332713155333805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554243457029178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822159896920943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338498895851358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106038335947198,0.0,0.0,0.13994912921938055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379282477941793 adhd,ballerinavet,2019/10/02,"Mornings with adhd Friends, why is it so hard to wake up in the morning for adhd people!!!",1.125,3.451149277777777,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.0,3.6,25.66666666666667,3.1291,0.4298000000000002,69,3,13,0,2,23,17,18,0.085,0.733,0.182,0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8258139542572804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544300304716834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077731761265068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381896800115553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100204404232897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jackal000,2019/10/02,It's ADHD awareness month! Besides Spooktober. It's [ADHD awareness month](https://nationaltoday.com/national-adhd-awareness-month/),15.089791666666665,20.9130100625,13.040000000000004,11.071666666666687,73.375,9.633333333333333,49.08333333333334,8.841846274778883,8.297358333333333,115,7,5,3,3,36,10,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8330130241133091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532533792554726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Doctor_Cthulhu26,2019/10/02,"Kvk-tech Dexedrine problem Has anybody else felt like this is the least effective brand of generic dex. They kinda make me tired. And they just suck the most out of all brands or dexteoamphetamine 10mg tab I ever tried. Where Mallinkrodt (Specgx) brand, white diamonds work the best. Any input on either brand especially kvk-tech dex lmk asap. They are just terrible omg. Whats the next best brand if the mallinkrodts are gone?",3.828686868686869,6.933006038961043,2.4583549783549827,92.67578643578643,79.51948051948051,6.01962481962482,22.841269841269842,7.3871296695380915,0.9469174603174608,343,11,64,5,9,96,61,77,0.156,0.721,0.12300000000000001,-0.2477,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,4,4,6,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,2,2,15,8,3,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,3,4,6,6,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,4,3,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935185750254817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972810721223653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377232144062295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574114753565391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732335444295338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902740191750526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995387901442187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026453261904693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722967699865393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32707340946216074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932055650710084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717165175736166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,youngpizzalord,2019/10/02,Started medication a month ago can’t sleep I’ve been on vyvanse for a month And I can’t fucking sleep. I went to my doctors and she told me that I need to sleep or I might get psychosis which I don’t need in my life lol. Any help on getting to bed and how to fix my fucked my sleep schedule? I wake up at like 5-6pm and I go to sleep at 10-11am anyone else dealing with this please leave some comments so I don’t feel like the only one. Ive got melatonin pills but they don’t seem to work on me and I’m still wired after I take them. Help me y’all,-1.1739733333333326,0.7342934160000034,0.9704000000000016,102.94786666666668,90.84,3.6533333333333338,17.133333333333333,4.604124745555138,-1.0892666666666666,427,11,111,1,15,141,81,125,0.034,0.853,0.113,0.7791,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,3,4,2,0,3,1,8,12,6,1,0,15,23,9,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,1,21,2,16,18,1,16,0,0,0,2,9,7,2,4,9,62,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930186767435436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152271090615437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410526539345954,0.13789868269062214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387516738203847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775389555795667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124288612858906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805043975722193,0.09614786162911236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24884413188524224,0.14063066991852946,0.0,0.07648800421212124,0.0,0.1076402669534907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804195602331679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142506543023245,0.0,0.0,0.09506167287863886,0.13150329070017286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355806666194936,0.0,0.14277387813596862,0.0,0.0,0.21484962033527186,0.0,0.0,0.19958678939863572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119857382946077,0.10235828794144064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773439234193375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252152531501315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6734131547735582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526026357434632,0.0,0.1074801022126614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119149772824323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286021506393933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476204656461015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797979955796388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CrystalPippu,2019/10/02,"Alcohol on Ritalin/Concerta? I know right off the bat, you aren’t supposed to drink on either, i’m taking Concerta daily now (18mg), Is there anything I can do to make drinking safe for me? Would skipping a day of medication work? Would that be a stupid idea?",2.4176470588235257,4.702595078431377,4.352705882352943,82.02317647058824,78.6078431372549,8.00156862745098,27.84705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.515734117647059,203,9,39,5,5,69,44,51,0.09,0.85,0.06,-0.3527,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969312675437279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22864234572715705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918671395163152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443636577334209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136526158187721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526960683425793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546335809481174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798990982674809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372776808494522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890448227371985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022741016731331,0.0,0.0,0.3947455153925804,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sophia333,2019/10/02,"Communication help needed: better speaking, listening and responding I am married to someone with severe ADHD and he grew up without support for learning to manage it so things can be complicated now. We have very significant communication problems. Some of it is me, but some of it is he struggles to find words so he takes longer to get his message out. He also doesn't practice active listening consistently in person, on the phone or in SMS. Messages sent through SMS are intermittently addressed so take all this together I feel chronically unheard. There is a very stressful history of him not answering the phone, having electronic problems where he doesn't even know his ringer is off or a setting has been changed and he doesn't remember to check it again, he has gone through about 9 phone numbers since I met him and sometimes one works and sometimes another one works instead. There is a tendency to ignore messages, and not see how all of that creates insecurity for me as his wife (or not trying to repair that insecurity). Communication is hard in person as he reacts to his internal interpretation of what I'm saying rather than seeking clarification first. He reacts to his negative self-talk about a problem and doesn't make me feel heard the times I try to talk about all of this. He also needs to monologue to get an entire thought thread out of his head, and if I do any of the normal listening stuff (reflecting back what I'm hearing or responding to part of what he is saying) he gets very angry with me. In the past he's said he gets so mad because it's so hard to find the thought thread and articulate it that if I say anything he loses it, but it's hard to shut off the type of listening that everyone else wants to see. Then there are also times when he doesn't inform me of a decision he has made, or doesn't inform me of information he has said to a third party that will also affect me. This is especially bad in logistics, coordinating people's schedules, etc. I understand that coordinating things is hard for persons with ADHD but how do I get him to (1) remember to include me on the front end and (2) not resent me for needing to be included to avoid unnecessary complications from miscommunication? How do I get him to see these problems clearly and help solve them without being defensive? I am wondering what has helped you in being able to listen, respond and choose your words better? I'm willing to help him get treatment of some kind to fix the ADHD related pieces of this but I don't know where to start. He is on meds but they usually wear off when we are with each other. He is in therapy but I don't think it is addressing any of the ADHD symptoms.",7.258699488146551,7.317491291015627,7.820126616379312,70.44195312500003,63.82421875,10.81206896551724,35.6239224137931,10.47874826744603,3.7498940463362067,2159,92,387,48,29,717,234,512,0.127,0.81,0.063,-0.988,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,2,2,6,28,19,3,5,17,0,43,4,2,8,4,93,87,42,0,12,20,1,6,0,0,2,2,13,2,3,28,21,0,3,23,0,1,4,15,15,0,4,10,22,38,4,76,71,10,38,0,1,3,0,73,19,0,11,14,272,66,5,0.07236367540674879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478683017822853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314768203140047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841956146550744,0.07587962316906656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954913907501621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564319964467928,0.0604206463318942,0.04411222487260208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279995806511255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655117349939779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045056529832123,0.0,0.0640927377335862,0.0,0.08070462655224006,0.04779552512808069,0.0,0.0,0.06914659292833025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317849714163514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227817668650602,0.0615525053339798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26464923589626865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592945579602361,0.0,0.07426600788818452,0.0,0.0815591214151397,0.0,0.1940153850573285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535563231373864,0.07953836705988993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095644286884353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847225935033865,0.04830331524715329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037973015402615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097024519190758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090103763554023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980709984845048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836280867681941,0.06907931629628734,0.05016786109058125,0.18955551050428612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769690577457026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394787556077492,0.0,0.1376688528534922,0.17263949744611046,0.0,0.0,0.1729934410276214,0.0,0.0754910953804266,0.08175035570833207,0.0,0.059859980082050936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613135073431357,0.0,0.14313905062332707,0.0,0.05121938190669008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828923456870927,0.07565022537353741,0.0828390954830711,0.0,0.08211744130322775,0.0,0.07521356630406123,0.1088169562707074,0.1163263624092767,0.0,0.0,0.08275416938446338,0.0,0.09615042098963172,0.04636772128349674,0.0,0.11489735034395558,0.08439168212587526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826037104955104,0.0,0.0,0.07533313814050678,0.0,0.0,0.07969836499747805,0.17912283224320813,0.04268197063308085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951200157665405,0.07847531915089326,0.10536323508665524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,it-stud,2019/10/02,Blood analysis for Ritalin prescription can detect other drugs? I have used amphetamine and 2cb like one week ago and next week I need to do the analysis so that then my therapist can prescribe me 10mg of Ritalin. Are the test able to detect other drugs?,4.685624999999998,6.8454529791666685,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,71.29166666666666,10.633333333333336,28.66666666666667,10.686352973137794,3.662441666666666,205,8,36,7,4,68,37,48,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.4329,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,1,0,4,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,23,7,1,0.26526318510291497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351398085289969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152421584636554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959419328025626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966892906161975,0.0,0.0,0.282110406702173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797491992909243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079910030626899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291022230876369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255562533217778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,feythedamnelf,2019/10/02,"I wish I felt as smart as everyone else. I'm really sick of hearing about my peers grades and their GPAs. I'm not trying to put down anyone, I'm proud of them for having high grades and such, but they always ask me about my GPA and I'm too insecure to tell them. I have a 2.7, and these people have over 3.0s, I don't want them to think I'm dumb.  I was never the best student, I struggle on simple problems in math and science, and I have always been behind anyone in my grade. At some point, after years of tutoring and trying my hardest to get on the same level as everyone else, I was discouraged and just...gave up. I shouldn't have.  Now I'm feeling pretty dumb when I see my grades and Gpa because I'm not smart at the typical school things as everyone else. I'm good at art and writing, I'm working on an academic paper outside of school for fun, I read my poetry at open mics, I'm smart at my own things, but it's never enough.  I just really had to get this off my chest, it's been suffocating me lately. Tldr: I have a 2.7ish GPA and I feel dumb when I talk to my fellow students about grades and such.",3.760769230769232,4.012794564102567,5.117931623931625,86.15484615384617,71.30769230769229,8.291282051282051,24.57435897435897,8.238735603445708,1.2204994871794863,864,21,191,12,15,290,120,234,0.14400000000000002,0.745,0.111,-0.8774,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,5,3,10,14,3,2,6,0,13,2,1,0,2,32,34,20,0,4,5,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,13,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,5,31,7,35,27,5,27,0,1,1,0,11,18,3,1,8,121,37,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280238909418537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161569273195253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280955733312033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352636127543855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379445151483095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34338887492034764,0.0,0.0,0.14157869633735115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39278657913384296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856325786102458,0.0,0.13156106727804948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317500260548885,0.0,0.0,0.1149262067961848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544319439861087,0.0,0.0,0.14476957071117288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456497423086038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113571519866666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499268971288063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952856258500606,0.0,0.0,0.13939900187138696,0.0,0.13111001341577036,0.0,0.1377433426920702,0.0,0.0,0.1370574750927263,0.0,0.1755575478375521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773439106853807,0.10918751506553392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324346761849702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101318036045106,0.119761865022269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206052457248806,0.08779713674903866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605570848096087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081817929933112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756669257922282,0.0,0.0,0.09975247977645024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882366422653558 adhd,SensitivePassenger,2019/10/02,"No earbuds? Ok This is like mild malicious compliance. So I have started a new school and with that have told all my teachers about the fact I always have earbuds. I explained that I need them to concentrate and most were chill and understanding since I genuinely am interested in their lessons or topics it's just hard to concentrate in class. So cue this one teacher who I get where he is coming from was like ""No and I bet most of your teachers have said the same. In my class you concentrate and do not listen to music or use your phone"" sooo one of the things that helps me as well that isn't as discreet and non-disruptive as the earbuds is a fidget cube. I happen to have one I bring to school in my pencil case every day, just in case. My favorite part of it is the clicking button like the end of a pen. Sooooo instead of me quietly minding my own business everyone got to listen to a good 45minutes straight of me clicking my cubes buttons and like it isn't the occasional click, it is a constant like tapping your foot on the ground click, click, click, click... Teacher didn't say anything after the lesson but his facial expression spoke louder than words would have. I'm gonna try explaining it again next lesson but if it's the same anwser the fidget cube shal click once more. Also luckily I can avoid this specific teacher starting in two months since we only have one teacher for a few months per subject since the schedules change a lot. And I will most likely just wear the earbuds anyway since I don't want to annoy the whole class too much. It's just that I need almost constant and consistent background noise and music works well for me. At home I always wear my wireless headphones and walk around the house doing stuff with them on.",5.410833759590794,6.478029423529414,5.306982097186701,83.34359335038364,68.0,8.0306905370844,29.48849104859335,8.18289091462,1.9797404092071609,1404,50,265,18,23,436,182,340,0.026000000000000002,0.878,0.096,0.9586,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,4,3,4,17,13,1,1,22,1,24,4,4,1,2,50,45,22,0,5,10,0,1,6,0,3,0,6,1,0,18,16,0,1,6,0,1,3,7,2,2,5,7,15,34,11,35,35,13,29,0,0,8,0,22,13,0,9,19,185,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230485909658616,0.0,0.0,0.0896885778663433,0.1866402783609038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229222329144232,0.09983979674240248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186428235163606,0.09660973260794413,0.0,0.2423947330496441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232929736741907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933411891675407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449359663453152,0.10716683554979142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859522489120617,0.0,0.0,0.0940684729955444,0.08969886374207225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917637743850016,0.0,0.10046690688246288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751736780658119,0.0,0.1124984331676364,0.0,0.0,0.12940930823194516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287532469399843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953483256927228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324238741879422,0.0,0.17903863828037947,0.0,0.0824452347360742,0.16631980515917258,0.0,0.10831790236638483,0.119275807363699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943910399060664,0.3039906413808772,0.08529728123861118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145058599478367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066830243492295,0.08918843213471747,0.0,0.22700930362257896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371095920697989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876470105896706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838815835697498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450935698971611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716683554979142,0.0,0.07614440986443992,0.0,0.10955701875354038,0.11675505161796206,0.0,0.09686403613052423,0.0,0.0,0.0661506450869879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016777268953596,0.0,0.0,0.12521462981468587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816485961877331,0.0,0.0,0.07967015281889732,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HiddePoel,2019/10/02,"Been on ritalin for 2 years, how will i manage without it when i get my degree? 2 years ago i went to a psychiatrist because i was depressed. I felt like a failure because I failed college 2 times already. After a while we came to the conclusion that I have ADD. Im 22 now and ritalin has done wonders for me. I managed to get my ""propedeuse"" on a university of applied sciences and I'm now in my second year of an actual university. I'm afraid though, when I'm not on meds i feel so fking tired. I just cant get out of bed without it. How do you people handle things after quitting meds?",1.8358643815201208,3.653224926229512,4.40430700447094,83.2400223546945,78.42622950819671,7.059314456035768,27.484351713859912,8.00094639256281,1.8817770491803285,459,20,93,8,11,162,79,122,0.121,0.856,0.023,-0.8987,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,3,9,4,0,1,6,0,8,3,0,2,0,16,19,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,6,2,16,1,17,12,0,19,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,13,65,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.17338154200152525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749487156668232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196064677944322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166135290439525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320861462602147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302801498360366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818194078054124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983593868684943,0.0,0.17059229345518698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784777354568999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191547328225114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680121394223554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947054827216008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317489615182692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897527857185786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803690513104065,0.0,0.17456113263979325,0.0,0.10360155342445196,0.2042070023461089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647030585784671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425375515832815,0.1926769265574196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432434415955074 adhd,notdeadyetpeeps,2019/10/02,"Best ADHD Coaching Credentials Hey all, Can you help me, I have no idea what to look for when getting an ADHD coach. Which credentials are worth anything, which are made up internet certs. Thanks!",3.9381428571428567,7.025128457142862,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,78.71428571428572,6.928571428571428,25.892857142857146,8.07648339933343,1.9474285714285715,156,6,27,3,4,46,31,35,0.051,0.6709999999999999,0.278,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,7,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6938454095171526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23754907576349085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029391391105128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150817057176155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348800049908035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258709088274583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424083230929738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731445353663421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657666075585565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,creativeusername311,2019/10/02,"Motherfucker I hate the process of waking up. Normal people already struggle with that shit, then there's us with scatterbrain x10 and then you forget to take your meds and you're fucked for the rest of your school/work day",4.23,6.860714142857147,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,74.23809523809524,6.104761904761905,22.404761904761905,7.1686216300943375,0.6989333333333332,182,5,34,2,4,53,35,42,0.39,0.61,0.0,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205620861765769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873415202556945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685526100751401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867979721271636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226680458029779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846177663874284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013886544430291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399060685468137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981830177334355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036824127060285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218411747357294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494227738596154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147961743429605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,madness_despair,2019/10/02,"Mindset in high school What should be my mindset in school for getting better grades. One week is full of A’s and B’s and second full of D’s. I am studying chemistry focused school and it’s not that easy. Some people have A’s nonstop and it really demotivates me, because they don’t have to learn. What should i do? Just learn all the time?",0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,93.28571428571428,3.9428571428571435,19.857142857142858,5.6839178017228535,-0.14688571428571429,270,9,57,2,10,86,49,70,0.036000000000000004,0.877,0.087,0.5352,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,6,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,40,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237007887389726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355730420101463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391616736970182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814230891418653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049186824241445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465991197990325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170636505972597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8087091063026307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531617508131987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136572610817968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tag0sa,2019/10/02,"Can y’all recommend interesting, entertaining documentaries about ADHD? Especially those about treatment of one’s own ADHD. Also, how about favorite characters with ADHD from TV or movies? I think Barney from how I met your mother is supposed to have ADHD, as well as the main father and son from modern family",7.387222222222222,9.555736425925927,8.030555555555559,61.53250000000003,64.37037037037037,10.585185185185184,30.16666666666667,10.686352973137794,3.932755555555557,253,9,35,7,4,84,44,54,0.0,0.768,0.23199999999999998,0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,5,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,11,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9371003833509208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155890185985431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376823792602226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209362538147332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490706732189565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527080428061198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhalesAndKrill,2019/10/02,"I forgot my meds this morning, should I ask my english teacher if I can write the timed essay tomorrow? I'm a senior in highschool in AP English. After being diagnosed with ADHD inattentive presentation this summer I was put on concerta and my life has completely changed. I have straight As right now and i'm going to fight tooth and nail to keep it that way because for once in my life I feel capable. That being said, I'm worried that I might just be making excuses for myself if I say I can't take the essay today. My English teacher is a reasonable and good man who already knows about my diagnosis, so I'm not worried about stigma. It's first period right now so I have about 5 hours until I have his class. Although this is a (hopefully) one time thing, I want to know what to do for next time as well so any advice is appreciated. TL;DR: Forgot my meds, have a huge timed essay today during english. Is it a reasonable request for me to ask my teacher to make an exception for me so I can take it tomorrow?",3.559282178217821,5.171295856435648,5.339690594059409,79.26616955445543,73.10891089108911,8.218316831683168,28.46658415841584,8.841846274778883,2.395008910891089,801,32,150,16,16,274,114,202,0.037000000000000005,0.8740000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.8411,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,8,0,19,4,1,4,0,25,39,14,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,13,5,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,4,3,25,3,24,30,0,30,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,4,19,107,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909836895728896,0.12936291500335834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608768345699752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002482619099769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752004740675304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069931054195907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004342198609412,0.0,0.13880082027107338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343657293808358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693670839412287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260472027715755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523618145394645,0.11103639030881546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148596535098458,0.13037036630514054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766789250808556,0.0,0.0,0.14550822140356398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870117371654356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767330597626342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940948375971588,0.0,0.0,0.1404372033623947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407905824245927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409833342299961,0.08970599402680057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330812526399798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722230808069819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261083320213999,0.12592633380502505,0.10527609565864704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907074221900609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794923294609927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30877384138763697,0.0,0.2509667820400092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808279026073507,0.10507928440804938,0.0,0.0,0.11902801271797255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688822668326705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2gdismore,2019/10/02,"I have a tendency to wake up on time then fall back asleep, any good solutions? Should I have my Ritalin pill by my bedside to take as soon as I wake up?",3.66181818181818,3.4309492727272755,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,71.42424242424242,10.236363636363636,28.62121212121212,10.125756701596842,2.341375757575757,118,4,29,3,2,40,25,33,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41675603318754895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712404487985147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140258251250448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607836324775394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573552061510704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mockingbirdbae,2019/10/02,"I don't know what to think about something which happened this morning. So this is a weird one. I was meant to have a really important exam this morning. I just couldnt leave the house for it. I wasnt anxious, or tired, and I knew that I needed to go, but I didnt go. Is this my ADHD or some other thing or just my own mind? Obviously now I feel terrible as I've wasted £90 on the exam entry fee and another year of my life where I cant apply to the course. I want to do the course. I just cannot get myself to the exam.",1.2964272030651358,2.229667818965517,3.8814942528735656,90.19070881226057,77.70689655172413,6.879693486590037,20.64750957854406,7.3871296695380915,0.41416015325670497,401,9,96,5,9,142,74,116,0.095,0.836,0.069,-0.7775,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,0,11,2,0,0,1,20,22,8,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,2,0,1,5,1,15,0,11,16,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,69,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038573042358436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651184672412523,0.0,0.2856304248313096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784045430735458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209531632765428,0.0,0.28738274851494106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358024863448625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917364604092029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389509401938266,0.0,0.0,0.2677146726289714,0.0,0.0,0.17858411336324384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25529023935923795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747318842829414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713268445014534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619719182349762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464394590408912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797165808648995,0.16200580185750899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905954602831025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912802884993215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628167900768092 adhd,Donsdeks,2019/10/02,"The never ending cycle of doing nothing For me it begins with studying. I sit down, start to read a few words and immediately start thinking about other things, doodling, pulling my chest/ armhair, etc. I catch myself, and try to get back to reading, same thing happens within a few seconds. This keeps going on for hours, absolutely nothing gets done. I get insanely frustrated and demotivated and just give up, I'm not doing anything useful anyway so might as well do something I enjoy. Start feeling extreme guilt, hate myself for giving up, continue doing nothing anyway. Next day: already demotivated. Sit down to study, realise I'm just going to be distracted again and immediately give up because I don't have the motivation or even any reason to believe otherwise. And the cycle begins anew",7.1687142857142865,9.04913558571429,7.57,65.725,64.57142857142857,8.742857142857144,35.42857142857143,9.120678840339163,3.6399428571428567,642,30,91,11,10,210,96,140,0.11,0.825,0.065,-0.7635,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,2,2,5,0,9,1,1,3,1,21,30,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,2,0,4,3,4,1,1,1,1,9,2,20,27,4,26,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,13,71,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635920354594168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096354530303232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659936785119555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895139719172682,0.0,0.08637333158042447,0.0,0.0,0.15963689077261053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137877547418664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499877332174174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254958983399305,0.0,0.15802257740122394,0.09358536668397034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164307191969972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220826177251745,0.4077678723591569,0.16105217266231533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252966122463423,0.0,0.0,0.1398902254326268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953679159725246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594119860152014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031143451889456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928059771596148,0.0,0.15068965989291352,0.0,0.0,0.4078681252529953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345807385819616,0.0,0.0,0.14568163138246884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908041817196952,0.0,0.0,0.3008682062317825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826600149322686,0.09078967512100293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619868000751987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223752660575654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273969497484488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZorkianGrue,2019/10/02,My ADHD morning... Last night I,-2.375,-8.055015166666665,0.9233333333333356,92.005,200.66666666666663,0.8,18.666666666666668,3.1291,-0.5589333333333331,23,1,4,0,3,8,6,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6950878937427167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47144843748907794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542760712249349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jumpmobile,2019/10/02,"How do you deal with a self reinforcing, negative self-image? How did you overcome a cycle of negative self-image and negative self-talk?",5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,7.221,65.55550000000002,69.0,11.4,32.5,11.20814326018867,4.6814,110,5,17,4,2,38,16,25,0.40299999999999997,0.597,0.0,-0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357632710235997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9542695836882842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380762139705095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,guesswhobitches2019,2019/10/02,MEDS WHY IS IT SO FKN HARD TO GET PRESCRIBED MEDS? 😞,-3.729999999999997,-3.5981206666666665,-1.246666666666666,111.125,130.66666666666666,1.6,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-2.1228666666666665,40,1,11,0,3,13,11,12,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.1725,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998746873960552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34289692439659497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8503676273181345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454006514119617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CoffeeQID,2019/10/02,"24 hr release adderall? My doctor just refilled my script for 20 mg extended release. Not sure on the brand but was taking the orange capsules previously. For some reason my pharmacy (CVS) filled blue capsules this time labeled R3060 and my script according to the CVS pharmacy app now reads ""24 hour extended release capsules"" instead of 12 hour I believe it said previously. 24 hour release can't actually be a thing can it? Has to be a mistake in typing. How could any one sleep if it's supposed to last 24 hours?",4.117083333333333,6.659749041666673,5.040833333333335,77.92083333333336,74.20833333333334,7.6,33.583333333333336,8.515128840125781,3.142945833333333,412,22,69,8,9,134,69,96,0.054000000000000006,0.946,0.0,-0.6275,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,7,2,1,2,1,11,9,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,5,1,8,4,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,7,40,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.18708080246751396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036902347305895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599093986349416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530644238477996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622278083431352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7551809012756864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626881700918918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990730819232074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191761363830797,0.0,0.0,0.1971092792578072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235962081030072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184793481862908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068392037309114,0.0,0.14414167382054932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273632629966034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178734211140527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laurS5,2019/10/02,"I stopped taking my Adderall XR cold turkey How long did it take before it was out of your system? When did you start to feel normal/regular again, if at all? What did you feel like during that time? I somewhat recently decided to stop taking my Adderall XR 25mg that I’ve been taking for approximately 18 years now (got diagnosed when I was around 7-9 yrs old and I am 25 now) . I had some issues with my insurance coverage for a few days and I didn’t want to fill my Rx if it was going to cost me the full price. So I figured I could just go a couple days without my pill. No biggie. But after a few days turned into a week, I figured I might as well just try to stop taking it since I’ve already made it this far. It’s been one month since I stopped cold turkey. I should add that I kind of decided to stop taking my adderall probably during the worst time of my life since I lost my job the month before and I’ve been unemployed since and have been a little more depressed than usual. I also switched up my birth control from the Depo shot to taking a pill to see if it would help regulate my hormones. I’ve been seeing a counselor to help with my mental health issues but I can’t stop using stopping adderall as an excuse for when things get worse in my life. I honestly didn’t really know how going off adderall would affect me. I’ve been on it for 3/4 of my life. I don’t know how I’m supposed to function without it. I’m just curious if anyone has either weened off or went cold turkey. Sorry, I’m not the best writer (typer?) so this paragraph might be scrambled. I just have so much to say and I need to get it out quick before I forget my thoughts, haha. Forgive my scattered-ness.",3.4410857142857165,4.395653508571432,4.738,86.02900000000002,72.48571428571428,7.2,25.142857142857146,7.404127859558343,1.1157428571428567,1328,39,275,14,25,441,180,350,0.096,0.831,0.073,-0.7633,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,3,20,10,0,0,13,1,28,8,0,7,1,63,59,24,0,10,15,0,2,1,0,5,8,1,0,0,17,12,0,8,10,0,2,5,8,3,1,1,20,8,41,7,39,32,11,49,0,2,2,0,8,13,0,9,31,183,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893140889845566,0.06472391049448763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659182639700671,0.0,0.0,0.07204955437885302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660987459639069,0.0,0.0849365782202779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077579342475453,0.0646202316418218,0.08955334281409222,0.0,0.1565896710698579,0.0,0.06970943410447912,0.08214760085457422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184661414808198,0.057820176915800076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457068183006584,0.0,0.1379921464881197,0.0,0.06473133331371253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603041304372754,0.0,0.0,0.10849841811348172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895079974115373,0.08031577231442147,0.0,0.0,0.08428163467104365,0.08895982143660983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150093566170008,0.03954088736067962,0.0811184084083247,0.0,0.07162517184243976,0.0,0.0,0.08835041385923498,0.0,0.0,0.07658291451446092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156372142102059,0.17171907420304008,0.0,0.0,0.12920352930986534,0.0,0.05949673994950425,0.06001248118029617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792993857037419,0.0,0.0,0.08492795675120629,0.0,0.054843837230920234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726191581612558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184920988598255,0.0,0.07991382035092179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436297950039617,0.0,0.0,0.128989871533186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780198468437816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060041453921147,0.057286404498118434,0.0,0.0,0.4736585999198845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259727820587492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376980065389047,0.0,0.0,0.06425356810783912,0.0943880198973674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054949739264078784,0.08803433848338478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990209181362815,0.08913877140106344,0.0,0.04773772239028352,0.0,0.06492139598353762,0.0,0.07277053251841899,0.07502781114955978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603743460282632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247996012434777,0.11498819499216352,0.0,0.0,0.052119663788926435 adhd,teteroo,2019/10/02,"CONCERTA - is it worth it? I’ve never been on meds because of my adhd. My doctor recommended me to at least try Concerta and I picked them up from the pharmacy yesterday. I’m so scared though! I’m afraid about the side effects and all. I know it works differently on each person but any advice or wise words would be so nice right now! Is it worth to give Concerta chance?",1.8440540540540555,4.2816027972973005,3.485067567567569,86.55165540540544,81.83783783783784,7.483783783783783,21.41216216216216,8.472884824447931,1.4280864864864875,293,9,60,7,8,97,56,74,0.028999999999999998,0.755,0.21600000000000005,0.9365,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,2,2,12,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,9,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328573450609534,0.2671631371341847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592125095915066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666199094536374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28564461876449426,0.0,0.27983629782221925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227001709685993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025338949722364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30368556330609026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108627935705245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387221748358667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23348195003740754,0.0,0.0,0.273720911977289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26861393224910285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562052942742852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990383230805123,0.0,0.0,0.19421538589813367,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheProffiteur,2019/10/02,"What are some of your Productivity Applications/Tools for Success? As the title states, what are some of the daily tools/applications/resources that you use to be successful every day/week/month? I recently downloaded [Any.do](https://Any.do) in order to help me remember my bills (due dates and amounts,) as well as schedule meetings, important events, etc. It has been beneficial in that I don't clog up my entire google calendar with ""events"" for remembering simple tasks, etc. and while the paid version has some better usability options, the freeware version works splendidly.",11.620212765957445,12.149762723404255,9.94412765957447,57.25300000000002,54.744680851063826,13.477446808510635,43.26808510638298,12.688352899677879,6.062615319148938,472,23,65,14,5,145,71,94,0.0,0.754,0.24600000000000002,0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,4,1,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,13,6,8,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,7,45,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157418655582444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731875610961135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441069916945418,0.0,0.0,0.20552688362716087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635053837924473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470765578399948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408577027018344,0.0,0.5526646313662196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068267258842135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567101440183626,0.0,0.21932806127661694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758855758131736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jm3142912,2019/10/02,"Acting out the motion So I have add and I’m unmedicated I have been for 3 years the best thing I’ve found I often forget and can’t think of the name of what I’m looking for but I know what I need to do so I can act out the motion, like if I want my phone and can’t find it I’ll type on an imaginary phone or use an imaginary controller for my xbox if I can’t find it. It works really well just makes you look a little crazy but people get used to it and even pick up on it after awhile like at my work if I’m looking for something my bosses can tell and will help me. Tl:dr/ act out the motion of what you’re looking for it’ll help you remember.",1.4324304267161452,2.1846699795918383,3.5891651205936945,93.13213358070502,77.09523809523809,6.705998763141621,19.4860853432282,6.980632752743323,-0.013457142857142834,505,9,127,5,11,174,81,147,0.028999999999999998,0.825,0.146,0.9488,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,4,6,4,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,6,0,33,27,13,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,6,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,2,4,15,4,18,23,1,16,0,0,4,0,8,8,0,5,4,79,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737140864270398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956532848133767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163318704071984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30895432992689226,0.0,0.0,0.1853168438686517,0.0,0.0,0.08830365715445952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265751418238656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928865347029474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651449360711787,0.16939799869173064,0.0,0.0,0.5677220297114707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128192024509064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532290028787155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171741121276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827569920037504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146168818482015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011643973562728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772705397806182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228643164413472,0.10829834987316553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919503646567853,0.0,0.0,0.09968975962040154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196529140833853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460906894133803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884048283945294 adhd,chansen2890,2019/10/02,"Multitasking Listening to music , watching family guy,& posting on redit!!!",13.714,18.8715144,13.09,19.025000000000006,55.0,16.0,60.0,13.023866798666859,12.106,64,5,3,3,1,21,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444569500493819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737108952406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975525499066874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812546907351782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,titty8cat,2019/10/02,"Why did I take my meds so late ughhhh It’s 12:40am PST and I can’t sleep because I took my Adderall XR way too late (around 10am). Also, I haven’t taken my meds in 3 days because I was sick so I’ve been REALLY feeling my normal dose. WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF AHHHHHH",-1.4799590163934442,0.46461598360656,2.278831967213115,92.3054610655738,94.08196721311475,5.017213114754099,17.46106557377049,6.6274283507984215,-0.05305081967213132,209,6,50,3,8,77,45,61,0.062,0.89,0.048,-0.196,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,0,4,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,11,0,3,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717752184712353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121724644923435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618797702323558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852801719829425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860916714554096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846067674858758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771880204380508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104580702838581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376061688436474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149547957242862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150261966981688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865033684318826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049797992172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38764658439572813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itsreallye,2019/10/02,"Can’t even find the focus for homework I need someone to do my Principals of Financial accounting online class for me because I am losing my mind trying to force myself to sit and do it. Completely off my meds and that “natural” focus thing people keep telling me to try is getting me nowhere. They just don’t understand how fast my mind is going... Please help me catch up before I get behind and fail 😭",5.608101265822788,6.218129810126584,6.255544303797468,78.35496202531645,67.35443037974684,9.357974683544304,30.98987341772152,9.3871,2.7643549367088616,321,12,59,6,5,105,59,79,0.075,0.833,0.092,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,0,10,13,0,6,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,40,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709769653503068,0.0,0.19137437385424694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358046507279985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854513502019862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205555641071704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500321047005265,0.0,0.12781654643833154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074654736037418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990253833212607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516069381909994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498145555806851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541722410677879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667614052584047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591818856273365,0.0,0.0,0.2468740034966039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905580742640911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965735796049872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494143774953784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305386331577617,0.0,0.0,0.2341301020668631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kingsuccjin,2019/10/02,"Tfw you fail at cheating on a quiz.... This peak ADHD moment happened to me yesterday. So I had to do this little online multiple choice quiz for college. We got 2 attempts at it. I do it for the first time, get a passing, but not super great score. But the good thing was... the test showed the correct answers after you completed it. So basically all my friends suggest to take screenshots of the correct answers and the use them to answer everything correctly the second time. I mean I usually am against cheating, but literally everyone used this easy opportunity to get full points, so I thought why not... So I start doing the test for the second time... while looking at my screenshots, and I’m trying to pay attention to the fact that I am looking at the right picture for each question.... but at the same time I am not paying enough attention to actually checking the right boxes.... and so I still checked some wrong answers. woohoo TL;DR: I didn’t get full points on a multiple choice quiz I knew ALL the answers to, because my ADHD ass couldn’t pay enough attention to actually check the right boxes.",5.356666666666668,6.881227758454107,5.867362318840582,77.57582608695655,68.5169082125604,8.611787439613527,33.60676328502416,9.029198982220553,3.0641957487922697,874,41,154,16,15,282,111,207,0.134,0.775,0.092,-0.8175,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,1,5,6,9,2,0,18,0,10,1,1,2,6,35,25,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,12,1,6,1,5,4,0,3,6,2,19,5,24,18,9,28,0,1,2,1,7,15,1,2,12,108,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.26208725905919866,0.0,0.32277101884745724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185941457045383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079617053706014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775063829155838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831589503820712,0.1206874732136304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142234849077814,0.0,0.0,0.10374892322632108,0.0,0.21047646004402668,0.0,0.0,0.11263260919645758,0.10740067042127552,0.14805063600617996,0.0,0.0,0.11874854354317048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458971104980072,0.0,0.0,0.22553260524205726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627667005887587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538870876559757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043089726891815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440381751306892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504822369878398,0.0,0.10724086219123508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009662555151612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921355923040804,0.0,0.0,0.10660797388950348,0.3132126621765872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117128497623823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195973697154926,0.14789690431071342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211721028726858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468205086373013,0.0,0.0 adhd,GracefullyPantsless,2019/10/02,"I got an interview tomorrow!! Hi all! I have an interview tomorrow at American Eagle tomorrow! I felt like I had to tell you all, since I've been putting off getting a job for extra income for more than a year. I did the resume, I did the job hunt, I even did the phone call after I missed the call! It's not much, but I'm nervous and happy that I'll be (fingers crossed) getting a job again, even if it is delving back into the horrors of retail! Any advice on interviewing? I'm trying to over prepare so I'm not as nervous ❤",1.0398181818181842,3.0493698909090914,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,81.9090909090909,6.545454545454546,25.45454545454545,7.686295010490155,1.5060000000000002,408,17,85,7,11,143,73,110,0.124,0.812,0.064,-0.7444,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,10,0,8,1,1,0,2,9,16,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,7,2,9,2,13,8,5,14,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,8,58,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667202347813226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686584543793734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547589411869099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110243629353949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658648283897315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932441888610857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030338090224504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096852894644886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424836851342885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991678708977702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983270102106412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795157486354948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232505771093576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664869597026049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591286648508805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664446941734693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960687166179147 adhd,holystormi,2019/10/02,"i cant process textbook information Everyone just calls me lazy and that i dont want to, i do want to though. i have textbooks and lessons that i have to read and i just cant soak up the information i can read it over and over and over again but nothing. if i read story books i remember them for years but i cant freaking read my lessons in class and out of class and its bugging me. ive struggled with this for a long time but its finally come to a point where its just gotten worse. for some reason its even the basic vocabulary that i just cant seem to process and its making me feel so stupid. any advice on how to deal with this? thanks!",2.395030303030304,3.870487681481485,3.3563636363636355,92.85818181818182,75.8888888888889,6.686868686868688,24.124579124579125,7.348242739294969,0.7401851851851853,507,16,117,6,11,162,74,135,0.132,0.8109999999999999,0.057,-0.8403,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,10,4,1,1,4,0,10,0,0,3,0,33,18,15,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,17,1,19,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,5,83,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611834009794725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216899107193276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842839040275165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208644314042065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005216637358034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933155780464924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894533061395366,0.0,0.0,0.15761304865294862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340169444276854,0.0,0.0,0.18069036883171974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459720908089376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010278964922142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827021298687746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592736148222971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599628695362083,0.0,0.0,0.16959204262071556,0.0,0.0,0.18685175503940749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501607168659069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243745711035147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186018984118507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205868674402568,0.0,0.09618138607780967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945789439247775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809414790199456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621986795737808 adhd,floppicus,2019/10/02,"hand tremors with ritalin? ok yes my last post was positive but just wanted to ask if you guys have hand tremors caused by ritalin? honestly not sure because i already came down from it hours ago but now every day, my hands are really shaky thanks yall in advance!!",4.4314705882352925,6.205067392156862,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,71.15686274509805,9.02156862745098,30.39705882352941,9.516144504307137,2.8138588235294115,211,9,41,5,4,66,46,51,0.079,0.601,0.321,0.9444,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,2,3,5,3,1,1,11,7,3,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,4,6,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811214622636624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887372750642617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616662742057777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062284967802052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32012804610721474,0.0,0.287531718535583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805106597859579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358256210813251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27714241930838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756425459296181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815372844869025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26806432671055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930943379510506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637999755346129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576919092692569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509073120483167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Abithowyagoing,2019/10/02,"Outlets after you've really screwed up and how you cope with it generally First up, context rant. So yesterday was just a really shit one for me. I was completing a film photography assignment and went to collect the last batch of film I was getting developed. To my horror, the roll that contained the most important images that more or less make up 50% of the series came back completely blank except for the tail end of the 35mm that had a snippet of the last image taken. These were photos mostly featuring people as subjects so recreating them is difficult. The assignment is due today and I am looking at the few images I have available before me trying to scramp together something that even halfway resembles what I set out to achieve. I am so furious and upset at myself because I was really proud of the work and effort I had gone to capture these photos and now I have no option but to submit a far inferior piece. On top of this, the exact same thing happened with a roll on the assignment prior to this one which netted me an extension to rectify that situation. However, it is the last week of the semester and the assignment was due yesterday. I feel so unbelievably stupid and angry at myself for making this mistake twice, and after being so meticulous in preventing it. All signs pointed to the film being loaded correctly, yet here we are. I apologize in advance for the emotional bomb. I'm so embarrassed that this happened yet again and feel ashamed to vent to anybody I know personally. I'm at uni just seething with anger right now knowing I should've started sooner ect ect xyz to prevent situations like this, but yet again it's all too familiar territory. So I put it to you guys, what do you do when you feel SO FKN ANGRY at yourself to cheer yourself up and reset? I need to submit this tonight but am so angry, restless and distracted. Every time I think about it I want to put a fist through my laptop.",7.1795316159250575,7.338312846994537,7.7787275565964125,70.33516393442626,63.9726775956284,11.233723653395783,35.73458235753317,10.914260884657429,4.107609055425448,1546,67,265,39,21,514,201,366,0.179,0.772,0.05,-0.9952,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,4,1,7,25,16,5,5,24,0,21,2,1,3,4,50,42,28,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,24,18,0,3,6,3,0,6,1,13,0,4,12,4,30,3,50,28,9,51,0,1,1,1,9,18,2,4,27,203,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559197615020527,0.0,0.08371008544483817,0.0,0.1168507246450932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570595388806012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879585574318864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446852490319013,0.12162634207562753,0.0,0.0,0.09069974375374408,0.0,0.11569952634159272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083020613721918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680584000766515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174496481504647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597015666115794,0.2428664015888717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093692331219605,0.3358067481413988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708848766639929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531571386429047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332671536227785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182236343785278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186105590604599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520163516135988,0.1199040857470562,0.0,0.0,0.12981347296792073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27609264452901383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639155550217147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727205391339725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095883873936094,0.0,0.3087108793651027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571701888136632,0.0,0.0,0.09719706607915443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123049199903636,0.08799025489495776,0.0,0.0,0.08007343703466578,0.0,0.13016499538408094,0.0,0.0,0.0932324778466136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809959465651072,0.0,0.11015125265140556,0.0,0.0,0.12729867028602926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999718948355122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sovietsatan666,2019/10/02,"dealing with otherwise supportive people who infantilize you I'm 25. Since my diagnosis last fall, I've been working with my therapist on the idea that it's ok to do things differently from other people, if those ways work better for me. I'm a graduate student. My work involves processing and managing a lot of information and condensing it in meaningful ways to make some kind of coherent argument about the things I'm writing about. I'm currently in the middle of writing the second chapter of my thesis, and it's become very hard to manage /mentally organize an argument. Basically I've got most of the things I need to say written out and cited, but no idea how to put them together into an order that makes any sort of sense. Tonight, I was writing out a plan for what I was going to work on tomorrow, talking to myself about a strategy I wanted to try: taking everything I'd written, printing, cutting them out, and laying them out in a few different orders. Hopefully this would help avoid the concentration/memory problems that come with the attention switching that happens when I scroll up and down in a document on the computer. My partner overheard me and asked, ""Are you sure this is the best use of your time?"" It was so condescending and hurtful. I explain to him quite often that I do actually have a good reason for doing things the way I do them (even if there are other times where that isn't true). It's starting to feel really bad to have to do that, almost like I'm just being defensive and if I tried harder I could do things like a ""normal"" person. I know he didn't mean to be shitty. He tries very hard to be understanding and supportive, but it really, really hurts when his attempt to do that means treating me like a child. How do you deal with well-meaning people infantilizing you? Does it ever stop? How do you shut it down without feeling even more like a defensive, pouty child?",8.440523415977964,7.433911523415983,8.788498622589533,67.97244490358129,61.86501377410468,12.474380165289256,37.52203856749311,11.645159339076185,4.474883195592287,1525,63,267,40,18,508,199,363,0.11,0.775,0.114,-0.5189,4,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,6,4,9,16,23,3,1,22,1,25,0,0,7,3,69,54,21,0,10,7,0,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,4,28,20,0,4,13,0,0,4,4,8,0,1,8,5,32,15,49,41,6,38,0,2,0,0,31,18,0,10,15,192,60,9,0.0,0.0,0.08818697529281164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049136343203824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145392632663646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844826888386775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545422663947324,0.0,0.0998053102471601,0.0,0.0,0.09483654733833452,0.07992391636424236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784477443650753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215218443601817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633266117736974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888324574688908,0.0,0.0,0.07908240177651786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937556462262287,0.08174381110499898,0.0,0.0,0.0812177078477386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138642572822472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051358707900850405,0.07579711551052064,0.07227623580689288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991288789153671,0.0,0.16190550358599853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060572344572606414,0.0,0.0,0.08975667234861152,0.0,0.0,0.1934834756983953,0.20403089519527112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941052654076002,0.04966436424483047,0.07366268544320191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659864875910825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682837645943683,0.0,0.0,0.1206438367466688,0.0,0.0,0.2953145559544306,0.0,0.0,0.09107055981905128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700736751586371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885422994871521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879511751638518,0.07890660626052406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647079816255593,0.0,0.09084566825869232,0.0,0.0961184104719868,0.0,0.0,0.17367782470779894,0.09291424299353522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186494770716234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475405805715794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396354698842509,0.0,0.0,0.07555241666319491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509903164927426,0.08517158474620624,0.0,0.06794613910256557,0.07263506968429921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049252161576592,0.3001852883607259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538962252462464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840635798430177,0.0,0.0,0.09407717434025574,0.0,0.07804968340188052,0.0,0.1491275538071486,0.053301897299761286,0.2151917934981924,0.0,0.0,0.08125246150275482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711235997102072,0.0,0.26315843680407536,0.0,0.0,0.06419544809918219,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eccentric_amy,2019/10/02,"Social skills vanish when medicated Anyone else lose all ability to communicate when on their medication? When I am not medicated and around people I am comfortable with, no one can shut me up.... As soon as I take my meds, I am dead silent and withdrawn. Is this just the cost of meds or is this something uncommon?",5.82279661016949,7.008243101694918,6.762500000000002,72.85019067796613,67.13559322033898,10.645762711864409,30.00423728813559,10.686352973137794,3.3159457627118645,249,9,46,7,4,83,46,59,0.147,0.767,0.086,-0.6072,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,8,7,8,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,8,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084587153141166,0.22104445363953276,0.0,0.19204854332644009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802176477059599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413505916522849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792625451924664,0.6519863814267096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618659534307982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495624378625122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199131240316317,0.0,0.16608217958289664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220473533085225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,agneshoehandle,2019/10/02,"not being able to concentrate on work when there's one other person in the room I'm a thirtysomething with ADHD, and I work for myself. I'm not medicated, and I generally have managed to do okay with self-managing. However, recently, I've encountered a problem. We have a new roommate here in the house, and he and I now share the office. He's a great person, but I've found that I cannot concentrate on anything. He's looking for a job, so he's in the office literally all the time, and I cannot. do my work. I move at a complete snail's pace and get almost nothing done. I get distracted by the sounds of him playing video games or working or talking to people on Skype. Even headphones don't really work, because he's always moving in the periphery of my vision. It's just the peripheral awareness of him that just sort of never goes away. I can put headphones in and take my laptop to a restaurant and get TONS of work done (I finished about 10K words of a book manuscript last week, even!) but I can't afford to keep going to restaurants and paying for food to use their wifi, but working in my own office is seemingly out of the question for now. I don't know what it is about a single other person. Is this a thing guys? It seems completely off the wall that I can work in a coffee shop or a restaurant just fine; there are people moving there all the time. But with this, there's just...one person. Always there. And it's wreaking utter havoc on my productivity for some reason. Help/advice/acknowledgement that this has happened to someone else is much appreciated.",4.201158954284914,5.568285729903541,5.39151684607857,80.49178526492383,71.12218649517683,7.981042919054942,27.026562281560178,8.456263369488248,1.8898540752131967,1246,42,237,20,23,414,157,311,0.026000000000000002,0.904,0.07,0.8623,3,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,1,8,17,7,0,1,23,1,20,2,0,2,3,44,35,19,0,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,15,15,1,1,6,5,2,5,8,2,0,1,3,2,22,5,41,31,7,33,0,0,1,0,18,17,0,9,11,164,37,13,0.09506853042214584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425389895206005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519740059701157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820926618482184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782333001736641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932001379625845,0.0,0.0,0.05795289375114295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935509078627447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457622742122935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941755824032387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558373546232576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149572443504255,0.104237736617807,0.0,0.0,0.1490081500100391,0.0,0.05402963669404879,0.0,0.0,0.10481339041181124,0.0,0.09413279177098544,0.08406878748366034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372243198334966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969631996193044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434084712908787,0.0845012779743192,0.0,0.0,0.05224717806315112,0.07749354092177803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983362193338336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577154268364764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30312840762258586,0.06988630858558542,0.0,0.07332271145055427,0.09181777909121812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122081895249326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442089660695176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181709750080234,0.33204069520182605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096774432851258,0.0,0.09557013117855236,0.1064985115280966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090333495727535,0.09774628291534868,0.09386870463890168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309363914405307,0.09917721090636963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805512573176422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147970345286149,0.07641248362139233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315930728763422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087044922004599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821086863483828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625824065929014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536881792644383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,metalmeridian,2019/10/02,"I just want to read a book in peace I want to read a book, article, post without skipping mf paragraphs. It’s like my brain decides whatever I’m reading isn’t interesting enough so it says skip 10s so I’ve gotta go back and read half the page. Of course medication helps but jfc the skipping is a constant but I’m getting better at recognizing it and trying not to at least",2.3594805194805204,4.341591961038965,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,77.44155844155844,6.997402597402598,27.883116883116887,7.957251820313856,1.7774467532467533,299,13,62,5,7,100,55,77,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,9,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,8,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,33,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664703076901436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867073211129974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128995148581617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060937117747772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970581894444784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996400147657765,0.0,0.1083869667052814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783134472787652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317305986456784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921239461028862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826509660137436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7630610703533943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516631553397008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948205484851333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497571313946144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838411604518028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ScungilliSally,2019/10/02,"Benefits of Adderall Persisting Longer than They Should I was recently diagnosed with ADHD after having the symptoms attributed to my anxiety/depression for my whole life (I am 25). Recently I have begun taking 30mg of Adderall as per my doctor's orders. I definitely feel better and extremely productive after beginning to take meds for my ADHD but I am currently on 30mg not XR and I am noticing what I believe are the effects of the adderall much longer than the 6 hours that it is expected to be active in my system. Additionally, I have an extremely fast metabolism so much so that most medications don't have noticeable effects on me unless at very high dosages which has thrown a wrench in previous diagnosis and treatments. This adds to my confusion regarding the adderall as medications typically have a very muted effect on me, the adderall seemed to be the first medication that has an immediate and tangible effect on my symptoms. I don't mean to complain about what is ultimately a good thing but I am skeptical about whether my experience with the drug is an abnormal response or if I'm not even feeling the adderall and have just been having a week long manic state or something bizarre. I intend to discuss this with my physician later this week but I was curious to see if other individuals have had similar experiences with adderall. This week has been what I imagine people without mental disorders feel like and I'm anxious to see if this has just been an abnormally good week for me or if the medication is really having such an amazing effect on my functionality and overall mood. tl;dr Was diagnosed with ADHD at 25 years old and began taking 30mg Adderall. Feeling major improvements but skeptical whether my improvement is a result of the adderall because the benefits seem to last longer than 6 hours (I was not prescribed extended release).",9.767610403211734,9.279401676557862,10.068772909757373,58.1823669052191,58.9406528189911,13.50804677954268,43.859137720370036,12.627914446148155,6.043232990050619,1523,81,228,47,17,512,168,337,0.045,0.831,0.124,0.9805,1,0,2,1,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,8,8,12,2,1,22,0,36,12,0,8,0,55,52,26,0,6,20,0,4,1,0,1,12,0,0,0,15,15,0,0,13,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,6,29,7,42,40,5,34,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,11,22,179,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442824616187738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787689309344713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582100190936635,0.0,0.0,0.10758490253758794,0.0,0.08445343728639079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224568163748941,0.1938413505707901,0.0,0.0,0.1094401915157806,0.09773839942108664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110738467073472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307046262872244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681573254923126,0.0,0.0,0.19313112082477965,0.06821831110711384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122402624446083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601855172382669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089077683498784,0.0,0.0,0.18807748073446945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783736418862308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744764433569171,0.046651752023350965,0.0,0.0,0.08450593748551544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040169637391712,0.1060682303040088,0.384785847083592,0.09623179346296112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039276018282884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743274809857804,0.10020103853681074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620097173526973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117355081446409,0.0,0.18857036243233885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218686028463124,0.17386162083352935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351312156603444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850203172958525,0.21539053359445465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343953244065988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757904624853378,0.0,0.0,0.3063863325885375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066115437188696,0.0,0.09204927091102312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061492641994659286 adhd,makeupjunkie_xo,2019/10/02,"Homeschooling my 12 yo. m!! So I'm just struggling majorly and this may be long but I really need to vent! So to start my son was living with his dad up until a yr ago... Until he broke up with his gf and pretty much abandoned him completely. My son was on adderall at the time, I didn't like it and honestly felt like it made very little difference and his dad who had the insurance doctors info all that disappeared(getting ready to go to court) so he just went off of it and I was fine with it. So fast forward to now. I switched my son to homeschooling because our schools have no resources for the help he needs, extra help, tutors, etc. So I figured he could be here where I can help him one on one, he can work/learn how he needs to. Let me tell you I am struggling!! I have a 5 year old who started K this year, thank God after what I'm experiencing plus an 11 month. I knew I was going to have to help him but I literally have to help him every step of the way. He has gotten an F on every single quiz almost (thank God they can be retaken 3x). So I recently spoke with his advisor about special ed classes which gives me a little hope but the fact of the matter is that I'm so stressed because of his inability to focus. His baby brother cannot walk by him with out him being distracted. I'm considering moving him upstairs to his room and packing all toys etc up but I'm scared he's just going to sit up there stare at the wall and fidget around etc while I'm downstairs busy. So in conclusion I'm going to be taking him back to the doctor so what are some recommendations as for as meds go? I don't want him lethargic or anything, I just need him to be able to focus, WANT to take care of himself and love and care about himself and where his life is heading. I'm crying writing this, I'm stressed beyond my limits. I get so frustrated that sometimes I'm meaner than I should be or just react in ways that I later regret. It's just so tough to deal with and now I'm really dealing with it full time. What are everyone's thoughts on coffee? Any advice? Tips? Helpppp??? Thanks in advance and sorry for it being so long if you made it to the end🤣 thank you so much!!",1.9883333333333333,3.7819860000000034,3.6392777777777785,89.00825000000002,77.8888888888889,6.455555555555558,22.805555555555557,7.365786028017652,0.8056888888888887,1700,52,364,22,40,566,224,450,0.11900000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.152,0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,3,1,3,31,24,1,6,14,0,33,5,1,4,3,65,77,39,0,11,13,6,1,2,1,2,3,1,1,0,21,22,0,2,6,1,0,11,4,11,0,2,14,4,49,13,62,51,12,59,0,3,1,1,54,25,0,7,24,240,70,6,0.08395529023880012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204013795934081,0.0744212992243487,0.0,0.08406909585760937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057092476311958434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690880504122017,0.0747380078676971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455643594284421,0.0,0.10235673136948303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119602745047927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802552449914187,0.0,0.0,0.06703146775153962,0.0,0.0922209440906013,0.0,0.17310843554355884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771540932689513,0.0,0.17186359409932606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435946790122122,0.0,0.280897023584932,0.0,0.0,0.14147190597633166,0.08022287764809588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061024457689148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772634804590985,0.08053756448599476,0.2385686309656645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616234888682922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813673067275109,0.0,0.0,0.08338654657582384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584997241411504,0.05930010434856859,0.08203262813032937,0.16829051333080433,0.07413405941308067,0.14859557988485195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577292727389329,0.15888105115589393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932554010899278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701231168842015,0.08923118697839615,0.1234335966900442,0.24900713567380156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809695430568935,0.0,0.11378055489160033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541271264452495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756781745009124,0.0,0.08289572066913323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405389164783847,0.0849672358806952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830339287773861,0.0939810739014872,0.11884797309306028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234100262645826,0.17553659601081145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624785978958225,0.0,0.07338062414792001,0.309179006011647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665112255268522,0.09791000977760793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927190695629012,0.09903801077881827,0.133279603188926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782739516342803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112045119652735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812890866294686 adhd,_Podent_,2019/10/02,How do I tell if I have ADHA? Im really starting to believe that I have ADHA and I was wondering what are some definite signs of it to make sure I know what im talking about,-1.1053846153846187,0.9100507692307716,2.580205128205129,90.45646153846157,92.58974358974359,6.196923076923077,20.620512820512825,7.554174236665415,0.981211282051282,136,5,31,3,5,50,28,39,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386281943231169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6493127496373546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517991489531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062613293728765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254643136752375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127379139671559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283274241678055,0.0,0.0,0.2415787418464,0.26270268647514616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259444974264174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,klb000,2019/10/02,"ADHD makes everyday tasks stupidly hard I've been trying to sell tickets to a show I couldn't go to for a while now, and yesterday someone finally contacted me. They would send me money, and I would email them the tickets. Easy, right? The first fuckup was me realizing they weren't front row seats like I had advertised, but second row seats. I apologized and gave him a discount. I send the tickets. Nope. Wrong tickets. Sent him tickets for when *I’m* going at a later date in November. I went to find the real tickets, and realize that they in fact *were* front row seats!! But now I feel to stupid to ask for the discount back so I let him have it for the trouble. I felt so fucking stupid and can't believe I fucked up something so royally simple. Do any of you have any stories like this?",1.6829487179487153,4.2293003717948725,2.9938461538461567,89.03448717948721,83.74358974358975,6.030769230769232,24.69230769230769,7.3871296695380915,1.3356692307692302,622,25,122,10,18,201,94,156,0.099,0.7829999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.4587,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,4,1,7,9,5,0,10,0,13,2,0,1,1,18,25,12,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,7,4,8,4,7,0,2,9,3,21,2,15,12,0,24,0,0,0,2,16,5,2,0,13,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366334296686592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677951196673754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407328155995428,0.0,0.0,0.1514025980774646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183689824050248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955766977274566,0.0,0.1890531948109202,0.2156924051897814,0.1799614305717048,0.16748154824401193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640585130015609,0.0,0.0,0.22380362249219996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763821544825622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013417977393227,0.0,0.1923890754602767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143110875855474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241133115062474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815002703531012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683124565573235,0.1515818900564456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368098491780633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252664753328326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27974173064951835,0.21527732340158529,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sataros_M_M,2019/10/02,"Can we talk about ADHD and the negative effects of blaming our shortcomings entirely on the disorder I used to think that it wasnt that big of a deal but recently, I realized it's been self destructive to me for a while now. Looking back it made me bitter and depressed. I've felt a lot more hopeful and full of energy when I adopted this mindset, it has felt freeing almost. Also on a semi related note does being ADHD have any positives in your life or do you see it as purely a disability?",7.210000000000001,6.209044897959185,8.549918367346944,68.6736530612245,64.3061224489796,12.329795918367347,37.967346938775506,11.602472056035307,4.587222040816328,392,18,71,11,5,137,76,98,0.177,0.679,0.14400000000000002,-0.42,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,2,0,1,5,5,2,0,7,0,7,1,0,3,1,17,15,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,5,9,3,11,9,3,10,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,4,5,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870522550583498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290821171854448,0.0,0.0,0.16204596215011274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377977502061394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581267811267474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890627365037345,0.17452796399504114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322355827587937,0.0,0.17732596917861745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891199353682847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012608185502933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312605607738355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016113213101436,0.0,0.0,0.1722717824705044,0.0,0.1917367472382958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007616673530995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614726897720029,0.0,0.21139096637136667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628691572181017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129839385177314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501031130079225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rttnmnna,2019/10/02,"Procrastinating going to bed! Anyone else have this issue? I could have and should have gone to bed literally hours ago. Now I'll get 6 hours of sleep at the very most and wake up cranky instead of early and ready for my kids to wake. It's something about the transition but also like I'm giving up, quiting, giving in to stop and sleep. It's definitely worse if I'm doing something productive but totally true when I'm not too. Seriously I'm thinking I need to set locks on devices so I can't use them after whatever time. But then I'd just read til 3 am. Gah. And now I'll stay up waiting for replys. I wish I had some self control.",2.041386768447836,3.975974557251909,3.9804770992366407,85.96832379134865,78.23664122137404,6.809414758269721,23.13040712468193,7.793537801064563,1.0950758269720104,501,16,105,8,12,170,90,131,0.051,0.768,0.18100000000000002,0.9482,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0,2,0,9,4,4,2,2,24,23,14,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,5,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,18,19,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,13,61,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778717915863094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234736482204405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446246366351088,0.18238309739489292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964329851090426,0.14211934381169408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869702565545934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299819500815447,0.3415096282649629,0.10116209125113687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35059033134683304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578683630200596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696231540270391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198551334711495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932601322161288,0.1780492064123768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569390197007407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562591740477019,0.0,0.0,0.27406778895090284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972542144135535,0.0,0.14881683712684451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405587701706366,0.0,0.0,0.1037938360067506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537357444752352,0.0,0.14686949713981992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469240770540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139826355714567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Awkwardstare_0,2019/10/02,"Withheld diagnosis Hi! I just found this community and I am so happy that I did. I have a dilemma. I didn’t know I had adhd until I was 18. I was diagnosed as a child but my parents never actually told me because they didn’t want me to use it as an excuse. I really started struggling in college and my academic performance was suffering. I got a found a wonderful psychiatrist and was put on medication. It helped so much and I really thrived when the problems was addressed. I know my parents were trying to protect me but I feel betrayed for some reason... should I?",1.5864478764478775,4.2517291441441465,4.404845559845562,77.60371621621623,86.38738738738738,7.4957528957528945,28.64929214929215,8.418075326091056,2.873269755469756,449,23,80,12,14,159,72,111,0.165,0.7120000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.7743,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,13,2,0,2,1,21,24,12,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,14,1,21,1,8,9,2,7,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,65,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.18047375620246986,0.0,0.22226070192729688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273707910179676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770916083479794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935106996374958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055520681654383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479125881904315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968709716726136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396069272941307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327524183501056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863065549339294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595142173535268,0.0,0.14263633419679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107056785592924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696161700076085,0.0,0.18591474456326107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23695327864473245,0.19014806191135086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130900754297389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333836519550185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671711048568287,0.0,0.12556142039511342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972789050968986,0.0,0.0,0.10908179565594336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005584231628245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mada1yymn,2019/10/02,"So I am 17/18. I have less than half the credits I need to graduate high school, and have never had a real job.. and have lots of on and off anxiety/depression. I was for a long time quite fearful of leaving the house, and had not so long I had convinced myself I wasnt. [Long post warning im sorryy] Well now I have been trying to get back on track...by going to a school/program for students 17-21 to get the rest of their credits. Which is amazing and all and I did well the first week cause it was so new.. but I have had the same assignments to finsh for the past 2 weeks! I have now just skipped two days of school which is a habit I am not fond I may be aquiring again.. ughhh! I have had terrible adhd ny whole life, along with some other things. But to be honest, those are not things I think about, at all. Like that's going to make me feel better anyway, reminding myself oh yeah right there are lots of things supposedly wrong with me? Idk. I guess I just subconsciously tell myself that I am just completely normal and have just made bad choices. Which is true, is it not? I mean most of the worst parts happend when I was young and I don't remeber any of it cause I was so medicated for just about everything under the sun. Anyway... I dont even know how to explain anything ever, even right now I don't even really know what I am asking, or what the point of this post is, because there was a point. OK right, so there was a conversation last night with my mom that I did not anticipate happening. I mean I never do anticipate myself starting to cry mid conversation. I mean, to be honest crying feels good. But I never do it, why? I mean emotions make me uncomfortable. I am just so used to ignoring everything, and not on purpose, cause there are so many things I wish I could ignore, to focus for example? I ignore these things on a much deeper level, and I wish I knew how. Cause those thoughts are not ones I have access to on a regular basis. Anyway the point is, my mom brought up ""ADHD"" which yes, I am diagnosed with, but when she said that I thought it was silly, I mean I never even think about those things, I mean I have not taken any medication for that since like, let me see the summer after grade 6. When I stopped cold turkey taking all my meds because it was causing more harm then good. You mean when I started to become somewhat of a normal person, and when I starting going down a downwards spiral of being a terrible student and having the attention span of a dying goldfish? It was kind of a realization that if I had maybe stuck out just that one medication, I may have done better in school, I mean in life. But also the fact that I have been so fearful and resistant to ever taking medications again because of what they did to me, because of how much of my life I do not remember. So now I really don't know, my mom thinks taking meds will be very helpful to me, and I will be more productive and make more progress in life, but at the same time the idea of meds scares me, but right now it is all in my head, all those things I don't let myself think about because I know it will make a mess of everything. So from the perspective of someone who does medicate their ADHD, and had gone long periods of time unmedicated, does it really help? Would you recommend it? I have tried lots of things throughout the years that failed but meds has always been something I strongly avoided. I am sorry for ranting like this, reddit of all places, and I hope my post isn't out of place or idk..sorry.",4.603573100135487,5.1911720226628875,5.4214312107402405,83.52976105431705,69.56657223796034,8.462076610420002,26.82091390565341,8.522441849386874,1.6721196945436618,2752,81,568,41,46,899,284,706,0.11599999999999999,0.762,0.122,-0.644,1,1,1,0,0,0,90.0,0,2,3,7,53,37,0,4,31,3,81,11,1,14,14,129,133,48,1,9,27,3,2,3,0,6,10,1,0,1,44,24,0,5,25,0,2,5,20,15,2,5,33,5,84,22,75,85,24,83,0,1,1,0,19,31,0,13,47,435,128,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770731500214944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037198326513417715,0.03870451611670277,0.0,0.0,0.06326409664233376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03827818812960177,0.0,0.043485594092770766,0.0,0.0,0.035767450163282546,0.03883839301674656,0.14177669641551413,0.05137257430334174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227813373593397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389205035877545,0.0,0.0,0.048770482983406624,0.0,0.0,0.037138739881761265,0.0,0.10218990480490033,0.029998567085865138,0.0,0.04006362209997858,0.04721212385865675,0.048275612734858336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141183172097778,0.04760137577121697,0.054515670040033534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052323533167059504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289185912837873,0.08415163480641316,0.0,0.0,0.12541505218978388,0.0,0.0,0.10468545201666926,0.04703913984550368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039565952012409575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048604724469561815,0.0,0.07930727426906034,0.0780297749468495,0.0,0.0,0.051241926902764766,0.0,0.04113339020575213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773819178136695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235654725340398,0.04914604482586926,0.0,0.04620026036721776,0.0,0.053672494491562785,0.0,0.05251019358408659,0.05024458428440358,0.0,0.04615932968054536,0.0,0.0,0.048438602390148834,0.10225452878519076,0.0379162368409376,0.0,0.04925306309617421,0.0,0.0951302396111106,0.13142073263417114,0.06817518413684695,0.0,0.0,0.16465856332964562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186371186611236,0.0,0.044013970072168215,0.12419748913479935,0.047159286750749416,0.04673094368020605,0.40535101605468704,0.20667237044461667,0.23429672020540254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343472595160982,0.0,0.0,0.0683883017023223,0.03449055925035798,0.14350209114770984,0.044924836532448865,0.0,0.04365152597218877,0.09115037763277503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304004034917683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050371615433710895,0.04440418629264343,0.0,0.04061542900978704,0.0971973277592135,0.0,0.13191618608305694,0.0,0.13364660620634322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947482425196655,0.0,0.05294467731740365,0.08939681598653254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052692849314397695,0.15889549554130833,0.04424677107820138,0.0,0.046570002458093535,0.18830416087810709,0.03706672944787466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03847799673692154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941232409774564,0.03580980621928363,0.0,0.1041403022942384,0.0987714600224388,0.0,0.0,0.03888893415806455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492131343595716,0.0,0.04065648573730201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722197234422616,0.1192206897362366,0.0,0.07385601975736875,0.08137046316282764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316176903886106,0.0,0.04543875989988399,0.0,0.0,0.04017434693590861,0.0,0.0383800537249035,0.0,0.0,0.07462365197196158,0.0,0.0836458121425149,0.0,0.04197288859969667,0.05193275213979392,0.10698076534345632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033043185971213335,0.050857257628507964,0.0,0.029954374767809468 adhd,disasterlex,2019/10/02,"Could I get some peace and quiet.... FOR TEN MINUTES? I don't even want to completely stop having feelings. that would also be terrible. but for maybe just a few hours I would really, really like to not feel things at 100% intensity without having to resort to substances. It feels like I can't even just talk normally anymore without my rsd somehow getting bumped or just feeling sad or irritated or guilty or anxious for NO REASON. It's like having a 13 year old emo constantly whining in your head about how much everything sucks when in reality you're just sitting at your desk listening to a conversation happening in the living room. Dear brain, I know you don't have enough dopamine but like can you just work with me a little bit????",6.318193445243808,7.283414856115113,6.5628297362110315,75.51860111910474,65.90647482014388,9.918784972022383,32.71063149480416,9.994966539143718,3.2863039168665065,591,24,105,13,9,190,99,139,0.184,0.669,0.14800000000000002,-0.5979,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,1,12,9,1,0,5,0,12,2,2,2,0,31,23,10,0,5,14,0,4,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,6,11,5,17,19,5,14,0,2,0,0,7,7,1,6,10,74,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430340075612516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560025602189905,0.15415234203278036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969761240116293,0.0,0.0,0.17351977933929036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297337701924433,0.167972836453853,0.0,0.12410428370843145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160608602477025,0.0,0.2053301512016948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969730141465556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143757044731546,0.1110446598180571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241947180612246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374529654004563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952383186462898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307473557065568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542444554682793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30375585963805235,0.15578932039246587,0.13725425759675916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561579717274992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142645284118928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229585551210295,0.0,0.0,0.16310562453335015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915462666288195,0.1598157514309097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299528022015935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493486324416853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326584145169578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168112977304486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996726189472853,0.0,0.11316043151251068,0.0,0.0,0.22083683719251945,0.0,0.0,0.10009672477655993 adhd,ikkoden,2019/10/02,In a unsurprising display of ADHD... I can't find any of my THREE fidget cubes I have purchased. Ugh.,1.939,4.171886900000004,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,80.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.2574999999999998,78,3,15,1,2,27,18,20,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7257531522076688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41066292390844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519405085583077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,super_wtf,2019/10/02,"Symptoms getting progressively worse over time Has anyone else noticed this? I was diagnosed in college about 5 years ago. Back then ADHD was more of an annoyance and was only really noticeable during lecture or taking tests. Now it feels like just holding a conversation is often challenging and I lose my train of thought so much more easily. Also been noticing a more pronounced lack of energy/motivation over the past couple years. Been taking the same meds since I was diagnosed (10mg adderall IR).",6.746509740259737,9.173606215909096,6.878766233766235,68.13636363636367,66.38636363636364,10.028571428571428,33.02597402597402,10.290406445055957,4.106261038961038,409,18,59,11,7,131,71,88,0.12,0.802,0.078,-0.5974,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,1,0,5,0,8,3,0,0,0,10,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,4,2,7,6,6,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,9,42,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863785497144404,0.0,0.1465132655177558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217662784222595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556960510329604,0.16935180232675456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709230205268168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288231929641616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33551720788599537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380726046167305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357197035644699,0.11807809428668965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863534623697369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074884711530282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849092208194318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835919754594016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150190546353165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645268282298616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257050481392504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778117341172698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588441994086024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672367365709165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179215696107455,0.24854425272312025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121611309391268,0.09637775347181383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843733498961008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128734605575968 adhd,IDontFeelSoG0odStark,2019/10/02,"How do you guys/gals remember to wear your bands for braces? If had them for over a year and I just can't remember to wear them at all It's like the littlest and easiest thing to do, but it slips my mind the day after I get my braces tightened, and then poof, 2 months later I have an appointment in a week and I haven't worn them at all. It just slips my mind every day, and then I'll think about it while I'm busy, not have time to do it, then forget about it. Does anybody have any ideas of help so I could help myself remember and get into a somewhat habit of wearing them? Thanks",1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,3.067400000000003,95.33470000000004,76.6,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.17515999999999998,455,10,109,5,10,146,75,125,0.019,0.84,0.141,0.9318,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,4,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,10,3,3,1,2,25,16,14,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,15,2,16,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,13,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850657311499822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087774726307696,0.0,0.0,0.2437409689960097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536955494085168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592159860935798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974588087171864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533261873356546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332494698361693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232155097849197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816131256006332,0.0,0.15083462984752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422009815147286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397885460669765,0.0,0.0,0.12554375289786565,0.12108481030738576,0.0,0.0,0.11019034943787293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158091709518018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216909512823976 adhd,Bombspazztic,2019/10/02,"Breaking down in tears when trying to research for a paper Been doing this college thing unmedicated and was so proud of myself! Until this past week. I was already given a 2 week extension, it was past due, and I can't do it. Somehow despite all the willpower and passion in the world I am failing. It must look like I have done nothing, after all I have nothing to show for it besides a page of brainstorming and 1/4 of a first draft. My chances of having failed this course is high, as I didn't get my marked work back in until after I finished all of the other assignments, which means I made the same mistake over and over again not knowing it was even wrong. I just want my brain to function enough to learn something and apply it when I really need it to.",8.133330179754026,6.269125417218548,7.826830652790921,77.36913907284769,63.03973509933776,9.953074739829713,36.140964995269634,7.957251820313856,2.728431598864712,602,22,117,5,7,192,96,151,0.095,0.8220000000000001,0.083,-0.4021,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,8,7,0,0,8,0,16,2,1,1,4,21,24,12,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,9,1,14,3,23,14,6,24,0,2,1,1,0,8,0,1,16,95,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862890052406034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152341043177472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116597939549293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274420481654248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470956683685407,0.0,0.13085552598920566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685196561780041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103508838276761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932327304968304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888085056135836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679078438459893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636980181004715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746469442374075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580933347539466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690249799712662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802004519534472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37825341367008336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269199056867017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252144646947718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162125407101954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450958539661773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685553621349876,0.0,0.3178377249489098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423276562232273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661168590166308,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProbablyNotPoisonous,2019/10/02,"received a verbal warning at work I am a programmer who works from home. I have a meeting with my manager tomorrow to discuss my productivity. I have been underperforming since at least May, and have not managed to improve. My manager knows about my ADHD and depression and has been very understanding (he suggested I apply for FMLA, which I did and got), but those are the facts. I'm not any less productive at home than I was in an office; I just get to be stressed and miserable in a more comfortable setting. My manager will ask - again - what he and the company can do to help me. I *want* to improve, but I don't *know* what will help. I'm on Vyvanse and intend to talk to my doctor about increasing the dosage, but I haven't been able to see her in the last couple of weeks because she was out of town. I had an appointment today, but I missed it and had to reschedule for the day after tomorrow. I can't focus on work, but I also can't think about anything else. It's been like this for months. We use Google Hangouts for meetings, and the chime sound when someone joins the meeting triggers physical tension and a feeling of dread. The thing is, I'm good at what I do! But feeling like I have to perform or else disappoint my employer causes me so much anxiety that it's exhausting to actually *do* it. The very fact of *having a job* causes me unsustainable levels of stress, and no amount of understanding and accommodation changes that. I've been an employed adult for a decade, had my current job for a year and a half, and it's always been like this. I was pretty much at the end of my rope when I was diagnosed roughly a year ago, and while I've stabilized somewhat since then, I haven't been able to make any headway back toward functionality. I need to work to eat and pay rent, but work is killing me. I'm not going to deliberately harm myself or anything (incorrigible tongue-biting habit notwithstanding), but I feel like a health crisis from chronic stress/overwhelm/lousy self-care is inevitable at some point. Maybe not this year or next year, but if things continue as they are now I'm going to collapse. Things just pile up and pile up and pile up and I can't cope.",4.524207178555201,5.869189300469487,5.391890049977285,80.8813016810541,70.31455399061032,8.595365742844162,29.469635014387396,9.023248300946321,2.3669708617295173,1726,67,338,33,31,564,215,426,0.145,0.772,0.083,-0.9815,6,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,1,6,12,17,1,5,24,0,41,6,0,6,2,62,65,39,1,3,19,0,4,4,0,3,5,1,3,1,19,22,1,0,8,1,2,4,11,11,0,1,16,6,40,6,54,45,9,48,0,4,1,0,18,19,0,7,28,234,59,15,0.18599596060530044,0.0,0.09075261365544897,0.0,0.11176550007729508,0.0,0.08243709836125428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437045124878452,0.0773817695246788,0.0,0.0,0.12648363128486315,0.0,0.07114320038486166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153058827695246,0.0,0.08694055777843387,0.0,0.0,0.07150970642999863,0.0,0.05669070561644982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015297082247682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910690864869835,0.09837953206807144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290049635502722,0.0,0.059976003764254965,0.0,0.0800990241633972,0.09439099241508346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518737350159996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951601508208458,0.15537575860534714,0.0,0.08236860728518343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106771935302995,0.13287555142017682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858760635804789,0.0,0.10570579069058643,0.0780022936185728,0.07437898037520899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885250428010288,0.0,0.0,0.12466917176715014,0.0,0.1865691136707832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457229125322624,0.0,0.10288848640778324,0.0,0.10221851573407996,0.07580576622174598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173646266577495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062076873993170925,0.0,0.09342897099214548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742301006250898,0.0,0.1367284320144119,0.06895682402128547,0.0,0.0,0.09890440709095227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791315098970734,0.0,0.0,0.09461237934522057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410734981211313,0.0,0.09701717556153393,0.0,0.0,0.15385778064192773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879688692058268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195866166879265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747482538663863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853511773764472,0.05958935068407607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815121135849356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936283544899738,0.0,0.08032039584283535,0.0,0.15346614657216287,0.05485261827708877,0.0,0.07459737024708868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385181863046454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395506010254134 adhd,SealedRay,2019/10/02,"Evaluation/diagnosis question I‘m in my mid 20s. I have an evaluation scheduled in a few weeks and the person I’m working with sent me some questionnaires for people to fill out. One is for a parent, and I sent it to my mom even though she is very convinced that any issues I’m having I should be able to solve on my own & that I never struggled with attention/hyperactivity as a kid (I did, i was just bright enough to be good at hiding it and for it not to affect my schoolwork). There’s another form I’m supposed to send an informant who knows me well to answer questions about my behavior in the last 6 months. The problem is that there is simply no one in my life close enough to fill out the form accurately. I don’t have a significant other, I see my parents a few times a year, I just moved into a new apartment and never got along with my previous roommates, and my local friends are people I go out and do activities with, but there’s no one who spends a significant amount of time around me. Is it totally pointless to even do the evaluation if I don’t have a current informant and the form from my mother will probably say “has never EVER struggled with anything in his life”?",5.794792043399639,5.871590194092832,6.845054249547921,76.1385759493671,66.8902953586498,9.809403254972878,31.696503918022906,9.606745405546679,2.7879465943339365,944,35,185,18,14,318,131,237,0.036000000000000004,0.88,0.084,0.773,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,2,17,0,21,2,0,1,5,39,31,11,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,10,19,0,0,6,0,1,7,8,3,1,3,5,3,26,5,34,22,11,36,0,0,2,0,19,16,0,4,13,146,36,1,0.13168450510428312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268010626328564,0.0,0.08954997912500458,0.13808268538535473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836512745382616,0.11722712827915735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721305905195932,0.0,0.1739527473504655,0.11911617394701993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173912198603058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483933892137509,0.11045071515244533,0.10532012834037277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744441062036267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237036015798884,0.1073404473567597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860253206572728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422730083394534,0.10510931563077744,0.13995978887924074,0.0,0.0,0.3046896252859671,0.1271817156078065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769848604132296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292440118215596,0.0,0.0,0.18258691042764508,0.11498183054891607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197816887906234,0.12600428700392186,0.0,0.0,0.2950335662631282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472080388794526,0.0,0.0,0.10493550131776358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753304730127813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937935766620687,0.0,0.15357258781009112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865350782806586,0.0,0.0,0.10562936690775533,0.0,0.1184001847620462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586788807080444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480050384106615 adhd,tepcog,2019/10/02,"Managing without meds I’m older (early to mid 30’s) and something to consider as you cross the age when heart attacks become a thing.. ADHD medications significantly increase heart attack risk. Folks that have stopped taking medication do you have any tips on managing after meds? Any homeopathic stuff that actually works?",5.5410317460317495,9.218632203703708,6.4296825396825446,62.70500000000001,78.81481481481481,9.011640211640213,31.78835978835979,9.23628265651192,4.284458201058201,265,13,35,8,7,87,46,54,0.177,0.784,0.039,-0.7941,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,1,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,19,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.17721538995458205,0.0,0.21824789261567995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469884352435151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41319240077434427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005629166468332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303937149075846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40343329070810025,0.365885760660632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980454118356772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518257195750598,0.0,0.0,0.20788853623903286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654058886801326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064696120677802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505590582815608,0.0,0.1322069524530848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wonderwithshel,2019/10/02,"Coming out as adhd This might be long and rambling… But here it goes. I am 51 years old and I was a special education teacher for 23 years. I was not formally diagnosed until I was 49. I have always had all of the “character flaw“ symptoms. Messy, late, forgetful…. I’m pretty sure I didn’t ever tell my mom and sister and that part of my family about my diagnosis. I decided a couple of years ago that I wanted to be a life coach and to help other people with ADHD in ways that I wish I had been helped. I quit my teaching job. I took an eight month long life coaching program. But I never told my family. I knew that they would roll their eyes. That they would say that my life is such a mess how can I possibly help anyone else. But now I’m to a point where I am trying to get clients and I’m not getting them… Because I’m not putting myself out there. If I am afraid to speak out and market myself, there is zero chance I can be successful. I have a business Facebook page that I have never used. But today is the first day of ADHD awareness month. And so I wrote a short post promising that each day this month I would post information on ADHD. Symptoms, science, perspectives, strategies, stories…. And I shared that post on my personal Facebook page. So now I have “gone public“ That I have ADHD That I am a life coach That I am an expert and I know what I’m talking about And it feels like a really big thing today. So I wanted to share it. Thanks for listening!",1.5863982102908238,3.75346258389262,3.3309798657718126,88.8734720357942,80.87919463087249,6.120984340044742,21.342729306487698,7.3011,0.7258868903803131,1142,34,235,16,30,380,155,298,0.018000000000000002,0.856,0.127,0.9806,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,3,14,10,0,1,13,0,29,8,1,2,5,45,50,22,0,7,8,2,1,1,0,4,7,3,0,1,20,17,0,0,5,3,0,4,6,2,0,3,12,5,41,8,23,31,5,40,0,0,1,0,20,10,0,2,23,165,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374483365964674,0.0,0.07928328752155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442136130589098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253862541236797,0.09164199288520568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054521879136172784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704476096181613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896381363249508,0.0,0.11536298208842552,0.0,0.0,0.0907798593091646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471576018727287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090372709383692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863240787832506,0.0,0.045223622114343436,0.06389605382315999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607773731749018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345756319535904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984952139464105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875553802134062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915396183316632,0.0,0.10089237355750458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25269686351231285,0.043695934564376815,0.0,0.0,0.15830341860773556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488185433710053,0.0,0.10475121088625908,0.21417079910393988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796349941765418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385238138528083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685495564523666,0.0,0.06200653145019276,0.07809568030296894,0.0,0.0,0.08454984182363225,0.10083031912130384,0.2569767914885824,0.09099277659985648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899120441426179,0.0,0.09513059819942088,0.0,0.0,0.057297643872441226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112638912131128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429627338521875,0.18592510277020846,0.0,0.07188859652790279,0.0781746245156602,0.08234446416796609,0.0,0.0,0.059420054726652474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955758934848789,0.08546388655762623,0.09937128637027964,0.06072398399436134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724756407057165,0.0,0.0,0.10550822366685307,0.0709934199652471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285174689175723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906071276886622,0.0,0.0,0.17278955307687147 adhd,Jmart_Gustave,2019/10/02,"Diagnosed young but off medication for 14 years. Now I my ADD is destroying my attempts to build a career. I just wanted to share what I am going to. This seemed like the right group to share it. I am 31 years old. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child, but I quit my medication going into my senior year of high school. I think I quit because at the time it was a way to take control of my life. Make decisions for myself. Fast forward to now, I am attempting to get into a new career. My job is extremely detail oriented. It requires a high level of focus and my brain seems to want to look at everything all at once on a superficial level. This has caused me to make countless mistakes. I haven't been able to advance because of these cognitive demands. I am at the point of desperation. I will never be able to go anywhere career-wise unless I get help. so, this post is just about admitting to myself that I do need help, and I almost certainly need to start my medication back up. I do have one question for the group, what types of jobs do people here do? Are there some career paths/jobs that work better than others for people with ADD brains?",3.20342105263158,4.995105131578949,4.668070175438596,82.96815789473685,74.43859649122807,7.60701754385965,24.280701754385966,8.371475516178862,1.557891228070175,902,28,176,16,19,301,129,228,0.053,0.841,0.106,0.8785,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,9,9,7,1,0,10,0,20,8,2,4,3,34,38,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,12,8,0,2,6,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,3,1,27,5,39,33,2,36,0,0,1,0,9,16,0,5,16,124,39,10,0.2207016577522236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262025189305293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050041497522044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848529758555723,0.0,0.1345376820870293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759634057593143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246376040472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336069879056962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376783790599513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400753688510813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917620953132752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530750705053812,0.0,0.1881447572584312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793166900003446,0.23318341877707066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32851851074194033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794405389691839,0.05391184095319889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266690368949687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147320070326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33350055179003435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364748272272264,0.0851093621420682,0.1065775181680877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157946318980256,0.117520031291609,0.07477657754835172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530067405551093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431720182796816,0.0,0.10568559027678504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361818331484355,0.2347433797235225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942390049135142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168093017220712,0.0,0.2009185002430556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781068846511111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297008998473476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070835537263491,0.0,0.0,0.06434645573551921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017555592503996,0.08759135155356858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033671769383813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318694740652172 adhd,Cathyg_99,2019/10/02,"Advice, to claim or not to claim disability for child Not sure how to word this politically correct. My son has ADHD, anxiety and other mental health issues, I have been looking into applying for a disability tax credit/payment for him to help cover the cost of some treatments. My question is if any one else has had issues in general after filing for disability? Has it impacted your job prospects, tax issues when you reached adulthood or others? There shouldn’t be but unfortunately there is a stigma around mental health and I want what’s best for him. We can afford the treatments but it would certainly lighten the load by applying, but I do not want a huge headache for himself later in life.",6.434548611111111,8.026933843750005,6.826979166666668,71.44788194444446,66.03125,9.126388888888886,32.19097222222222,9.444778638647367,3.1716274305555565,564,23,91,11,9,183,89,128,0.063,0.8109999999999999,0.126,0.8144,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,13,3,0,1,3,26,16,10,0,5,9,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,11,3,17,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,5,3,71,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139216270623366,0.17393971692113525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104622706693045,0.0,0.13616965137029058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845789945160235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868002083763368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869631086477367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784117377931744,0.0,0.0,0.1193097693407114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573578296587458,0.17663771391085434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257267920355735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947532167313302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587646330155229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061752942677326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940094014092866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776306418636394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099782373335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644622161283905,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LilRamen68,2019/10/02,"I can’t focus and I have no motivation and it is slowing wrecking me physically and mentally I’m in 10th grade, all throughout my life I have been a good student (came from second gen Asian immigrants). I have always had high standards, ever since this year has started I have 0 motivation for anything and I can’t focus on anything. I struggle with ADHD but it’s not horrible, I used to be able to focus. I’m taking 3 AP’s and a bunch of honors and I need to get good grades but I just don’t care. My parents yell at me everyday and force me into a room and make me study for hours upon hours with minimal breaks and I just can’t handle it anymore, I stay up late and wake up early, I don’t think I can do it anymore. I’m constantly falling asleep in class and I feel like my mental health is slowly deteriorating. I myself have high expectations for myself and high standards to get into college and I have aspirations of being very successful when I grow up. I know if I want to achieve these goals i need to work but I just don’t care. How do I care? What can I do to make this better? I just want to be happy and successful and have good grades. TLDR; I want to be successful but I have no motivation to do anything in life. Edit: I know my grammar sucks I’m sorry but pls respond I j want validation.",0.7041944444444432,3.0577664333333345,3.2591435185185205,86.72427083333334,86.51851851851852,5.893518518518517,21.770833333333336,7.292943589461545,0.9279722222222224,1027,36,211,17,32,356,131,270,0.045,0.691,0.264,0.9965,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,11,7,15,1,1,3,0,29,5,2,7,2,53,55,23,0,8,11,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,8,20,0,0,7,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,3,2,39,13,29,48,2,31,0,0,0,0,2,15,1,1,12,142,47,16,0.11283150420378348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560154156863888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938848502408948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237970668810877,0.0,0.0,0.2785521422774948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979029631331482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904918215343505,0.3451177150839514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193077191806492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206255527784673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705099873280424,0.08060684914798348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789960799575833,0.0,0.0,0.2839131374150264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011123431822285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993461272961753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576380372122408,0.0,0.0,0.2222326069300068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240184878232853,0.0,0.12727885133626188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593924564862761,0.05512377361454852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063181041402895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22741523596880464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673262613686139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528603271002736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333538624596208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630563130482828,0.07986271941600298,0.1202633707718976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795598653983508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483524910729019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229787195732736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745019248479493,0.0,0.09309780763917293,0.2662037781714491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821426788770837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265978938105909 adhd,Tirannie,2019/10/02,"For those in the community who were diagnosed as adults This may have been posted before, but for those who haven't seen it: [What It's Like to be Diagnosed With ADHD as an Adult](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNCDwUv_gkQ). &#x200B; I'm not advertising the channel (though, another video about the Wall of Awful was mindblowing), but man - I am watching this crying, cause this is what it was like for me getting diagnosed at 29: ""Part of me was in mourning for the person I could have been, had I known earlier"" &#x200B; Don't worry - he then talks about moving past that initial sadness, telling the people in your lives, and making a go of things with this new self-awareness in your back pocket :) &#x200B; (Note: naturally, I came to post this before I even finished the video. Thanks, brain! Hahaha)",7.699583333333332,8.72765590277778,6.629166666666666,76.0325,62.88888888888889,9.733333333333334,32.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.099158333333334,646,24,109,12,9,195,97,144,0.106,0.78,0.114,-0.1206,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,1,16,4,1,2,0,12,23,7,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,16,4,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,9,2,9,3,20,11,1,16,0,2,2,0,10,6,0,1,7,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789845275735504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729710708080312,0.4182748957113133,0.0,0.12031774757533573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823006980695959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952752087481477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809082433718402,0.0,0.13123510501945831,0.0,0.11787238180876193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161272602188723,0.0,0.12603949112031768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34938433951271225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578648505907926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994833589367485,0.0,0.06521093259388505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211499520815148,0.0,0.10131992483104886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659165726231623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219533535437442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081923495327077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425518525130902,0.10953491060827733,0.07954815528856972,0.10018891814803743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197836178092774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197016824652675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222585276637284,0.1002901956480592,0.10563968133016848,0.0,0.0,0.07622996529725044,0.0,0.11273414080627935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652680292426347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182748957113133,0.0 adhd,FourAM-Throwaway,2019/10/02,Is long term planning difficult for you? I literally cannot stick to a single goal or dream that I have and it causes so much anxiety for me.,4.010344827586207,4.867084000000002,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,71.06896551724137,9.937931034482759,28.29310344827586,10.125756701596842,2.7466413793103452,112,4,23,3,2,39,27,29,0.157,0.773,0.07,-0.3566,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443395628835585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966807362538376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140234477717489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269828415532299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,b4ttleborn,2019/10/02,Can alcohol (binge drinking) make ADHD symptoms worse AFTER? Not just hangovers. I’m wondering if binge drinking ~2x a month can make ADHD symptoms in day to day life worse. Like it permanently damages your brain or anything?,5.4250000000000025,8.603907846153849,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,73.1025641025641,6.976923076923077,35.391025641025635,8.07648339933343,3.3893025641025645,182,10,26,3,4,56,31,39,0.21,0.7340000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.7882,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,2,0,7,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612655258668728,0.0,0.0,0.205088301473318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579216318913002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142296750442005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475259619165133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759880826020073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554832122454016,0.09375518939513924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619642829700456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317690332125425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989259732584513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811300811398487,0.0,0.0,0.39113559653957375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ElliementaryMyDear,2019/10/02,"The unfuckening of my life part 3- interview So some of you may remember that a few days ago I posted about the success I had *finally* applying for a job at McDonald’s that I had been putting it off for ages. Well today I was called in for an interview. They only gave me about an hour so after the call I was rushing to get ready and try to find a ride. I ended up showing up only a few minutes late. The manager had me fill out another application on paper and then came to talk to me. She only stayed for about five minutes and didn’t ask much. She seemed happy that I had McDonald’s experience but other than that I don’t think she was very impressed. She told me she’d call me by Friday so I will have to wait and see what happens. I stopped to get some food on the way home and arrived to an empty house. It wasn’t that it was that bad an interview but I felt completely terrible. My head hurt and I had no appetite. I felt sluggish and apathetic and when I got home I ended up crying for awhile and then taking a nap. I’m very frustrated that I felt this way. I was only out of the house for like two hours but it felt like I’d been out all damn day from like 7am to 10pm or something. And even though I don’t think the interview went too bad I was still so emotional and my anxiety was still through the roof. It doesn’t bode well for how I’m gonna feel once I have a job so now I’m really nervous. I kind of dread her calling me and saying you got the job cause that means I have to go to work for 8 hours everyday and it doesn’t sound like that’s gonna be easy at all. But I also dread her calling and saying you didn’t get the job cause then I gave to apply to other jobs and go to more interviews and my social anxiety can’t take that. I feel like I’m in a lose-lose situation. I know there isn’t really anything you can do to help with that, but I promised to keep you all updated about my unfuckening journey and I needed to vent. TLDR I went to a job interview today and felt emotionally horrible afterwards",1.45478098290598,3.1828511412037064,3.5892592592592614,89.05858974358976,79.25462962962962,7.393732193732195,22.65099715099715,8.303829127061777,1.194121723646724,1591,50,359,32,39,544,197,432,0.145,0.755,0.1,-0.9757,6,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,1,2,21,21,2,3,22,0,32,3,1,3,3,56,71,36,0,1,6,0,7,5,0,4,1,3,2,0,21,23,1,3,14,2,0,10,10,9,2,2,30,11,53,12,52,35,10,52,0,1,1,0,33,13,1,5,30,236,74,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060901594067549275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054942242298798766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204171261798119,0.10511612845756252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056537207022390734,0.0,0.06422858959234155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472926874021395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35077027412770445,0.07857861297879283,0.0,0.1411550403326288,0.0,0.0,0.07203441510029307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546767605602912,0.08861627368391739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456460043474618,0.12170199059673208,0.0,0.0,0.04537807835485387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720530178636931,0.0,0.0,0.06947720666913651,0.04908186396027256,0.32983114001465313,0.07526143312986608,0.06279384367293922,0.0,0.08307666311067192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768438256394812,0.0,0.07809167575278393,0.0,0.10989708662764416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607543645932643,0.07313625734315055,0.0,0.0,0.07050971227999485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605057336218108,0.0,0.13783062058454068,0.0,0.2029776134938068,0.15854945496393227,0.07354862235304868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090663177673653,0.061066914419889484,0.0,0.07154422466222428,0.03775770056913015,0.0,0.07750065078015078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048527382897640414,0.16782553753956134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686175218261806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483835909966141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050504948357045,0.05094284719154521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731670893609508,0.0,0.20900872796642675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439930124659203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579905521603177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906609179984168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802656794970826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782778328485987,0.0,0.0,0.1092717169826924,0.0,0.0,0.054747872322013134,0.06254517506498271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722572243897434,0.0,0.07003466585810876,0.0,0.05289138610209335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322889389701155,0.10973356382251012,0.05743928406251584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331311047962027,0.05522134942547141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804498261710103,0.06750093596221765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024595473246184,0.06564923187818432,0.0,0.04664523304969278,0.0,0.06711343197860954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133753267332574,0.0,0.10906743600950693,0.0,0.0,0.12354557069539565,0.1273778468523995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050017037417945484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lutei_penguin,2019/10/02,Advice for stopping skin picking Ever since school started back up I’ve been picking at my acne/scabs again during lessons and while working. I know it’s a gross habit and I try to catch my self but it’s hard. I know some people with ADHD who also do this and I was wondering if any one had some tips or advice on how to break this habit.,0.7860915492957758,3.0597851267605627,2.1642077464788763,95.3536355633803,85.05633802816901,4.113380281690141,18.734154929577464,5.148860815047168,-0.4650436619718308,268,7,57,1,8,86,55,71,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,1,18,8,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,0,7,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,6,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924320372263054,0.4755530936476307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945886928710643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547085615343388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871036153224147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201034045716617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797339808633154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745255716382416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488482412858976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869245915009154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462601409920717,0.0,0.0,0.253843362001518,0.0,0.0,0.20128279390831968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722282613242491,0.0,0.0,0.20343245447445246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520321246525346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26387799444449234,0.17714511685763354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sarahreneedes,2019/10/02,"I always have to make sure I have a book with me while I’m eating. I’m obsessed with multitasking, and one of the things I HAVE to do is read a book while I’m eating. I just can’t fathom sitting down and only focusing on eating; I get bored and I have to bring a book with me. Is anyone else like this?",3.3948507462686592,2.968390238805973,5.208171641791047,87.55613805970152,71.98507462686567,7.894029850746268,22.720149253731346,7.1686216300943375,0.5444059701492532,234,4,56,2,4,81,39,67,0.065,0.853,0.08199999999999999,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,8,3,0,1,1,9,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,2,9,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,38,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037520183919601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121927000037354,0.25089894476768004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7516914999228749,0.20455802845736784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279348214068562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196314432682924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345307750474908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593070718060704,0.1862351831913496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493694121700504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078771395436995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626811962462425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChancellorWolf,2019/10/02,"Simultaneously Terrible/Wonderful Motivation Method First post here and was worried that I would forget to mention this by the time TipThursday comes around. Typically when I need motivation to do something I will reward myself beforehand just to get myself to do it. Recently I thought about doing the reverse: I pick a song I *hate* and make myself listen to it all the way through (which is somehow easier than making myself start working). Once it's done, somehow, I'm usually in a better mindset to get started. Maybe it's a ""well, it can't get any worse than this, may as well start"" kind of mentality, but it works. Hopefully this can help at least one of you :)",4.0284146341463405,6.696379097560978,5.1001829268292695,76.7532012195122,75.09756097560975,8.002439024390245,28.949186991869922,8.841846274778883,2.7326211382113823,531,23,91,12,12,174,87,123,0.024,0.784,0.192,0.9582,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,7,9,7,1,0,6,0,11,0,0,5,1,20,26,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,3,2,11,6,17,20,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,8,70,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630555735611173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225203428279532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126121623895986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732630475027195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502200565002402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547714565955466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26806671728194115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885568936313974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463710647939368,0.0,0.0,0.1698703472329712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810034277064246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832631717982296,0.0,0.17182157776568974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235696482906246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681580643807328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214026018505508,0.11589364928442795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379846651895155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887046451058674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316664488135968,0.0,0.0,0.363165533643282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577788979660832,0.0997283617170924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836423620219225,0.0,0.0,0.13575482738206798,0.0,0.0,0.30755114885272594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902223905744936,0.17368821040987292,0.17429312123797894,0.12149406583423712,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ILoveJPGR,2019/10/02,"I told my mom about my diagnosis and she said that I just faked it to get medication I didn’t. I did the test and got a genuine diagnosis and I’m not even on medication. She thinks that I’m trying to abuse drugs and fake medical issues. She said “I raised you! I know you don’t have ADHD. You aren’t stupid!” It’s pretty invalidating. I wish I didn’t tell her.",-0.3915584415584412,1.8143301688311693,2.7376753246753265,89.14937012987015,91.46753246753245,6.196883116883117,16.790909090909093,7.554174236665415,0.2964659740259745,281,7,66,6,10,100,48,77,0.154,0.765,0.081,-0.7494,1,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,0,9,16,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,2,17,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,0,40,21,1,0.0,0.2325269770086704,0.0,0.0,0.2358572212512927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275904529679298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962284505025864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253376770949407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696095502340984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483649510833346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785517473996133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931108734011589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984841369870584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996592228630861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37336190645159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171533228918249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575059977179984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752755779717045,0.0,0.1332424826069522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256805498399471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,candicedotcom,2019/10/02,"“You look so pissed off in meetings” Anyone else have to deal with this? I get unbearably bored and restless in meetings, and unfortunately it shows up big time on my face. It’s absolute torture listening to people drone on and on, describing the company’s history or the different services they provide while they flip through a corporate packet that they prepared. It’s the fake polite laughter, the scripted back and forth greetings, and oh god the small talk. I just feel like I’m trapped and forced to be somewhere I don’t want to be for hours, and the entire time I’m just waiting for it to be over. And idk about you but idle waiting while trying to look interested is one of the worst forms of torture for me. I’m screaming inside because I hate everything about it and there’s nothing I can do but maintain my posture and try to smile and look engaged even though every cell in my body is fighting it. So yeah. Today I had to attend 4 back to back meetings at logistic type companies. On the drive back one of my colleagues told me I looked really pissed off at all of the meetings. I know it’s a problem. I’m sure I come across as extremely rude and disengaged. But I don’t know what to do about it because it literally depletes all of my energy just to endure it. Anyone else deal with this? What can I do to make future meetings more bearable?",4.390471698113212,5.929360075471699,5.028820754716985,82.60813679245284,70.88679245283019,8.016981132075474,30.98584905660377,8.548686976883017,2.4254566037735845,1080,47,205,18,20,347,143,265,0.191,0.711,0.098,-0.9856,1,1,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,2,3,0,15,17,7,1,11,1,14,4,4,1,3,33,34,22,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,15,15,0,2,3,1,0,3,2,13,0,2,2,7,23,4,41,29,5,30,0,0,4,0,17,16,2,1,12,141,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401959159955586,0.2696561044139907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40473398690387774,0.0,0.16043035589161928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616524956885574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335191134753447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713240990653065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374820605075357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985074959759507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869130170657895,0.0,0.11086905531654834,0.0,0.11826333220755435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653514062117771,0.09400690894491416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874960273630541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991648140270148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295882463158075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463528615150173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428753414451706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44200506825035213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783639998012154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262627929514291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833565678170554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122695389234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591250110779226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429901485281295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240206808146817,0.0,0.0,0.10576591735508227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928511325146172,0.0,0.15346072020678767,0.0,0.1247305890510638,0.12573852876637487,0.0,0.17868001832880753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761435473495859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RavenX420,2019/10/02,"Adhd and noises? I always be hearing and sensing what I consider to be a bunch of frequencies smashing together in my head. Other people might call it white noise or static dots in the air, but man I cant tell if its my ADD or its just me. Cause when I zone out thats like what I zone out too. If its not my thoughts taking control again... idk its annoying... any one else have this problem",2.123410714285716,3.8802446625000013,3.617142857142857,89.48500000000001,77.375,6.571428571428572,23.92857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.008607142857143,303,10,64,4,7,100,63,80,0.07400000000000001,0.884,0.042,-0.369,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,17,8,8,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,9,1,6,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,5,3,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31942751182539003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211582830374265,0.0,0.0,0.1807460781727024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140095250313484,0.0,0.0,0.2730391884842738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810569609083337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220331494735152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277686401877976,0.0,0.2995642556315216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985139877048124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196081915716475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010594738087296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426507916545345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543248019869967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998407409233766,0.0,0.23231187164014386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100729527618492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throw_away1574295,2019/10/02,"the path to becoming the funny friend Can anyone relate to this tweet: “the path to becoming ""the funny one"" in your friend group is easy 1. be born with ADHD 2. devote all of your formative years to figuring out how to make people laugh so they don't abandon you for being annoying” and has anyone one changed how they are like this BC this hits so close to home it hurts.",4.619054054054053,5.481087121621624,5.171189189189189,84.34813513513515,69.67567567567568,8.622702702702702,24.259459459459467,8.841846274778883,1.5267221621621618,293,7,59,5,5,94,54,74,0.062,0.659,0.27899999999999997,0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,0,4,8,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,1,10,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,5,5,11,6,1,5,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884911881272703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33569444950402194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302285710460841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539390784642361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709211593452466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078783360479114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569764739634909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727538463174568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023398205288242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253256330475268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641913940044598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458311701426009 adhd,planet-jenna,2019/10/02,"Desperate - Adderall and Hunger Hi everyone! I’ve been on Adderall about three months now. It has been life changing in a great way. I take 15mg XR in the A.M. and 10mg IR in the afternoon. While I’ve been getting used to it, I also moved out of my parent’s house across the country to start grad school and a new job. I’ve been more productive, attentive, and happy. I feel more in control. The only issue is that I’ve started binge eating. I won’t eat all day until evening time. I drink lots of water all day. If I eat before or right after taking my meds they aren’t quite as effective, and I will still binge at night anyway. I will eat tons of food. Sometimes I’ll go to the store and buy food on my way home. It’s been most peanut butter causing an issue. When I start binging, I’ll throw the remainder away because I feel guilty. (Don’t lecture me, I know how wasteful it is, and I’m extraordinarily poor already) Last I weighed myself, I was a perfect BMI for my height. I don’t think I’ve gained (or lost) anything, because my clothes still fit the same. I’m extraordinarily active - five days a week I walk about 3-7 miles, and I also work out (cardio and free weights) 3-5 days a week. I was actually hoping my meds would cause a bit of weight loss, because about two years ago I put on some weight (a pant size) when leaving a bad relationship, and I haven’t been able to lose it. How do I get this under control? I have no other side effects. I’m scared to talk to my psych about this because the meds truly are helping. Do I need a higher dose?",2.5119554277498217,3.9849601152647978,3.818769470404984,89.6737473040978,75.57320872274144,6.309178049364967,24.18416007668344,6.844919456158928,0.6984046489336206,1211,38,264,11,26,397,184,321,0.077,0.8109999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.9141,3,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,11,15,10,0,1,18,0,23,16,0,9,3,39,42,22,0,4,3,1,5,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,9,12,13,2,7,1,4,5,6,5,0,3,9,6,32,6,31,29,10,50,0,3,0,0,6,18,0,7,25,151,41,6,0.08619233339472719,0.0,0.08411128399968505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640430300661764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511538320922637,0.13785595575066195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092894632109979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098053450245991,0.0,0.07196699812842612,0.21016818571644305,0.0,0.07334332735358963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409970444841168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708653833466886,0.09118006003606532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933440619701119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234769810306332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443567296279998,0.0,0.35278510000970953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056929223307960776,0.0,0.0,0.08236046824996253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871628671084424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844822334358634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006387348275101,0.0,0.048985089371326014,0.0,0.0,0.09502735185335397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175334163861404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777290421807416,0.0,0.0864579380882137,0.08560843518800362,0.0,0.09945438033331457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992480518570536,0.08553259119904459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736905230948822,0.07025825565419595,0.0,0.09126523587454416,0.0,0.0,0.0608801940868257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964271739236697,0.09408911367128132,0.07327763958518663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872207551926487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879789819284449,0.0916088098245264,0.0,0.06391052307309937,0.0,0.0832450926910526,0.0,0.08088566606215908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555315352198464,0.0,0.0,0.09570638605988974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664710154392714,0.0,0.0916761561893209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253830948563553,0.0,0.07360778177218848,0.0,0.0,0.0862935621022553,0.08723124298452753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524642165964334,0.0,0.18302213161887973,0.0,0.1376666175764102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296118158891849,0.0692781326751208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055228566945456886,0.0,0.0,0.05025944274284954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419738549076781,0.0,0.0,0.07444250202372228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683092465169985,0.13827658161569206,0.31487712517490146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274904525709764,0.0,0.0,0.061228560664757126,0.0,0.0,0.05550503677954957 adhd,Rachelnm02,2019/10/02,"My mom doesn’t want me to medicate For some context: I’m 17 years old, living with my mom. A while back, my doctor prescribed me some controlled drugs for my ADHD. On the first days, just like with any other medication, I had side effects, but nothing too bad or something I couldn’t handle. My mom decided for me that I no longer needed the medication. I want to try it again, because it’s getting worse, but my mom keeps insisting that “dRuGs ArE bAD” (I agree, but as long as it’s prescribed, and controlled, it shouldn’t be a bad thing). I almost failed a class yesterday (I did fail it, but my teacher cut me some slack) and now I’m going to fail another one because I lost all of the assignments of another class. Please, what should I do?",6.2462837837837855,5.602814168918918,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513514,66.0945945945946,9.832432432432434,32.68918918918919,9.188382445141503,2.6059702702702703,579,21,119,9,8,188,88,148,0.187,0.703,0.11,-0.9494,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,8,5,9,1,0,6,0,9,6,0,3,1,26,18,10,0,6,6,4,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,3,0,20,1,13,11,4,13,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,5,11,78,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413465981653665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777128703694535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998009669063261,0.24665257627824844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043625924542063,0.2946029669576825,0.14339019430750527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263823399527283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584991878323658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203807205572602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727848325462742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004058654310732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144734168377919,0.0,0.06684152940827721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453882354866167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745921313520087,0.0,0.10385342558149592,0.10408279351951796,0.0,0.0,0.1283872365891622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554447213673501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509823476704737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720770263592792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285174999764183,0.0,0.12341386078647705,0.0,0.07969683896718566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910250217736033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054335447428492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781360925926386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985073150478103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874104242486104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985653141615055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573818065501961 adhd,styrothrowaway69,2019/10/02,I forgot what shirt i was wearing :/ Someone asked me if i liked Green Day so i was like yeah how’d you know they’re like my favourite band and they were like bro you’re wearing one of their t shirts. i’m so unaware of everything oh no,-1.5113725490196082,0.306782568627451,0.039607843137257966,104.871568627451,105.66666666666666,3.050980392156863,17.43137254901961,5.033348758259628,-0.9075333333333327,185,6,45,1,9,58,38,51,0.125,0.63,0.245,0.7672,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,9,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,5,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34376482200448805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714639962516945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33047943035056737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208709700506106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7185898542224747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491738781762808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115645735307339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shmiracles,2019/10/02,"Professional Women 40+yrs with ADHD - Manager in need of Advice and Commiseration I'm a person who lurks, but I'm in a crisis and need help. (that's what reddit is for, right?!) I lead a team of 4 in a high profile office (serving 100 ppl with \~$20MM activity) and my top performer has accepted another job and is leaving. Today I had a conversation with another team member and uncovered that my employee is leaving mainly due to my poor communication style. I could go on and elaborate on other details, but at the core, it's my communication and inconsistency that's the main issue. It's the same reason that I've been unable to keep friends my entire life. My. Entire. Life. I am filled with thoughts of dread and failure. I'm terrified that my other top performer will leave. (She confessed that she feels unimportant.) ...If I've never maintained or repaired a relationship before in my life, how will I be able to repair this? Have you ever left a nice enough paying high profile job due to ADHD challenges exceeding your abilities? Do you have any advice or reference materials that helped you get through a similar situation? Is it possible to improve your communication style quickly and in a notable way? This situation has stirred up **all** of my deeply ingrained insecurities and fears. I'm feeling fairly nihilistic and hopeless, and I've cried myself into a exhaustion headache. Largest problem - I have to present a plan to my boss tomorrow morning. I'm capable of forming a plan for the change in my office, but if I can't correct the core problem does it matter? And if I can't believe I'm capable, how do I pull it off? Please help! (and for you fellow lurkers out there, direct message or chat is okay.)",3.489076157108613,6.297717473354233,5.0847916282500485,75.31818135718238,78.0282131661442,7.765480361423568,30.385487737414717,8.671277953709913,3.0114723584731697,1370,67,229,32,34,460,173,319,0.154,0.725,0.122,-0.9528,3,0,0,0,0,1,54.0,0,6,0,10,5,12,0,3,17,1,21,4,0,5,4,52,35,25,0,8,9,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,18,20,0,1,7,3,2,4,3,7,0,0,3,2,29,5,33,28,6,32,1,1,0,0,23,19,0,6,8,153,47,10,0.11434559756887346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748423751210881,0.223474389116178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777589274244517,0.2398026580545593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729968157990196,0.12882833183647593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096248054270052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129565527278928,0.0,0.1256032696737918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006460299390532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814956879357705,0.0,0.0,0.10343213941005164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867058723340716,0.11563313966321816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834312503519287,0.0,0.05974085528923957,0.0,0.06498523819372083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299303312459959,0.2416248036809173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934709594299722,0.2269407235439162,0.10163562098206376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632264328735766,0.12423682632928405,0.0,0.2422970314918847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957162345902754,0.08819037402760417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984216528183708,0.0,0.1255171287921217,0.0,0.12890748051716347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882658832629268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175663185331842,0.0,0.1227643791436752,0.0,0.09765051555008736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257058485120292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907776319424934,0.0,0.0,0.10838625641550373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076221300070557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clay22262,2019/10/02,"Amazon Alexa skill idea I always think about how great it would be if there was an Alexa skill that remembers where you put things. For example, if I put my phone charger in my desk drawer, I could say “Alexa, remember that I put my phone charger in my desk drawer.” Then, when I inevitably can’t remember where I put my phone charger, I can say “Alexa, where’s my phone charger?” and Alexa would say “Your phone charger is in your desk drawer.”",6.119534883720934,6.135150023255815,5.524976744186045,86.0863023255814,66.2093023255814,8.74046511627907,28.827906976744185,8.238735603445708,1.7093283720930232,346,10,71,4,5,105,44,86,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,9,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,16,1,5,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,2,44,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139872617661974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608304151262392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410289951380875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826789327199785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6349966117774203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366639844548144,0.0,0.0,0.37674332063083693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491234456644012,0.10118616854687366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243579293094888,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,merikurisumasu,2019/10/02,"Sometimes envious of the neurotypical brains I recently got myself a job, hooray!! And I enjoy it very much. The work environment and my work mates are nice. But. It requires me to remember so many things while multitasking at the same time while considering customizations that customers might ask for super fast. I personally don’t have problems with these and I try to memorize the stuff properly. But my working memory is horrible and I think it’s reaching the point where even the person trying to teach me is starting to get frustrated as well because I’ll have no recollection of stuff I’ve already learned. I feel like I’m lagging behind my peers more and more on my progress. I’m still trying to do my best but I’m afraid that one day they’ll just tell me that maybe I’m not meant to do this job and just fire me. I’m also very clumsy because of my low awareness so I’ve gotten lots of bruises and messed up lots of things but luckily I haven’t broken anything. I just wanna be, y’know, not so forgetful and feel so dysfunctional on a regular basis. I’ve already given them a heads up on my adhd since the start of my employment so they have been patient with me but it feels so sucky to be inadequate in stuff others can do despite practicing and learning it for quite some time. Tldr: I love my new job but I’m struggling horribly cuz of my forgetfulness despite doing my best.",4.7705555555555526,6.289152537037038,5.670555555555558,78.45250000000003,69.92592592592592,8.955555555555557,30.16666666666667,9.3871,2.756866666666667,1115,45,207,24,20,366,151,270,0.141,0.7340000000000001,0.125,-0.684,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,9,14,15,2,2,10,0,18,3,2,1,0,43,37,26,0,2,11,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,16,11,0,1,10,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,5,4,29,8,28,28,9,21,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,4,12,145,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298725525367214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442237488245893,0.08849172756094603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910606286083739,0.0,0.10344861465462192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349099916004788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23225372145794396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352892154458064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136409818929887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308738011052719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785330704627588,0.07905281532076851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781330020832881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850187617668269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135651911610898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294276282842983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060813756634106174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406103254742803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881518976288521,0.09987154577224426,0.0,0.0,0.1121880242007807,0.11116903163165344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738874718244564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134504331014404,0.0,0.0,0.10687245281627164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498350865324797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932414608710201,0.0,0.0,0.1046058814458604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058830442184097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117696495492922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925965326910267,0.0,0.12535190969566135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915359566809122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944181671330458,0.0,0.15664606359732836,0.0,0.08837018865432758,0.0,0.0,0.11568189202872366,0.3800246431036505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671840097841708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703013195952352,0.07090402838392236,0.0,0.0,0.12904904660367136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253848996152363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826059167889478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949321802231556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416771065434607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tangledwires101,2019/10/02,Is ADHD Hereditary? I’ve read statistics that indicate ADHD might be hereditary but I wonder how much of that is just based on all the adults who only find out they have ADHD because a child is diagnosed. I don’t have ADHD but my boyfriend does and I wonder how much more likely we are to have children with ADHD than if I were to marry someone without ADHD. My bf insists that there’s not enough evidence to suggest it is hereditary but I wonder if he’s just saying that because he wants to marry me and doesn’t want me to be worried about it.,5.0958701298701286,5.6219603272727285,6.20038961038961,78.59772727272731,68.45454545454545,8.83116883116883,30.259740259740266,8.841846274778883,2.4624285714285707,436,16,81,7,7,146,67,110,0.027999999999999997,0.958,0.013999999999999999,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,14,1,0,2,1,24,19,9,0,4,9,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,11,1,12,15,5,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,6,1,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8187100253984221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384244959401589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523957414421344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935863980524567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731601483114985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377248021718734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546936213993278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044681023995492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692828283293912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863514351864021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356960613894472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029067521288883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620112534346703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339363472978317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944742954829692,0.3693842192922037,0.0,0.11530424486776587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theMBEatemyhomework,2019/10/02,"Help me out, friends :) I'm trying to explain to a family member why--for some reason--when I am alone in the house with the dog, I have a much harder time getting anything done. For me, it feels like it takes a great amount of mental energy just to ""be in charge"" of the domain, i.e., I have to be on alert if I hear or see anything abnormal in the yard or street or with the dog because...I'm the on who's supposed to do something about it. It's like hyperfocus in a million directions. And the dog herself with distract me just by being in the room or looking at me because I get super concerned she has bigger feelings than she probably does and is very offended I'm not playing with her at any given moment:P Or when I let her out, even though she's fine to roam the yard for a half hour and I could get back to work, I really can't dive back in because more than half my mind will be on the fact she's out of the house and I need to be ready to let her back in. Then there's....you know....everything else that goes with ADHD, so it's not like this dog runs my life. It's just a factor on top of the other factors that make getting shit done difficult. Is this relatable? What's a good way of explaining this, or does anyone have any favorite resources to walk someone through some of the lesser known things with ADHD? Thanks!",3.2458029197080265,4.292845222627741,4.266138686131388,88.87767518248178,73.05109489051094,7.231824817518247,25.74379562043796,7.554174236665415,1.1518808759124086,1037,33,224,12,20,337,149,274,0.051,0.7909999999999999,0.158,0.9817,1,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,11,14,2,1,20,0,20,2,1,1,1,37,38,15,0,3,12,0,2,3,1,1,1,1,3,0,15,13,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,4,0,3,3,5,23,10,45,26,5,30,0,0,2,0,14,20,1,9,10,154,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29072241477115945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527014632599542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450347688119218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457268800705095,0.0,0.19906693907704495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790146492235296,0.0,0.14746284694737705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657060104842667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169241462630226,0.24755247397157704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104015932333243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988787946070251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870416362219397,0.0,0.11402310112616318,0.0,0.12231427404762715,0.0864083754517436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344747740353487,0.0,0.2527704209007836,0.0,0.0,0.10144908376376184,0.0,0.13335038121394732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363220770788323,0.0,0.08107180354984443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191136903389814,0.2791255206461131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647224257034498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473639236649869,0.08543221432062639,0.1772736105113712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156950249084927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073662577565774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218915098452954,0.0,0.1221273831818422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891388643099547,0.08968462710117897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304070790972931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748516579650873,0.12435914951129427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638335476854948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415583828665253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248252468856217,0.09311502008505702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094110654228832,0.0,0.0,0.11135666368208864,0.0,0.0,0.08035535985358001,0.0,0.1188350593752596,0.0,0.07052828179093361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211869894864422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979834717830678,0.0,0.0960063371665822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805474363589635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weeds96,2019/10/02,"5 days into Strattera, should I talk to my doc? Just got diagnosed last week and am taking 25mg Stratt once daily, and it gives me massive nausea, which I knew would be a side effect but not this bad! I usually take it at 8 am, it makes me too sick to really wat anything until at least 3 pm. Should I give my body more time to adjust, or talk to the doc about switching? Any other new diagnosee advice greatly appreciated!",5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,6.449411764705888,79.1023529411765,67.82352941176471,9.15294117647059,27.588235294117645,8.841846274778883,1.9398705882352945,330,9,66,5,5,111,69,85,0.051,0.8320000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.7816,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,0,14,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,9,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,7,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767022544452604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451959396712274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488428666143105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744373466197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360596977282388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370565918092526,0.0,0.0,0.21570139565741808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077334482750052,0.0,0.0,0.1699701365990146,0.23430195292855915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323061400822448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185748042031338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525130300728409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263248381710027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361445351999964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31957432247840806,0.3416279937185628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392101177272913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405866024541716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046919905144373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509667591378957,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,christinaburger,2019/10/02,"Let’s focus on our positives go.. I’ve been diagnosed with adhd as a child. It wasn’t until my late 20’s I decided fully to acknowledge it and not think my parents dismisses me. So I decided to take meds regularly and went to therapy. I still felt like I had a mask on interacting with people just to fit in. I told my doctor this and they didn’t care. I was able had amazing relationships (for periods of time before I needed a thrill but didn’t understand it, or why I was leaving them) and I just left them. I hopped from one to another for a thrill. It wasn’t until recently I started dating my best friend whom I thought loved me and he does but not the way that’s healthy. He hated everything about me he didn’t understand me I looked into more. As I told my drs I’m struggling so much everyday. I’m the life of the party, but does anyone really care when the party is over? I try to smile all day everyday caring about everyone. My boyfriend at the time wondered why I cared how they were doing?? I do everything to try and please and fit in. Recently I took a hormone test with an expert in the field . I knew I was suffering but the numbers showed I was Significantly suffering behind what I thought.. My self satisfaction is so far low even with the drugs given when I took the hormone test. It was alarming and hard to hear. It’s hard for people to understand. I can’t expect them too, they don’t know. Why would they get it? We can’t expect them to but we can strive to be the best and do the best we can. We have amazing characteristics and see things in an amazing way. Let’s not forget that! Everyone has flaws let’s own ours and make the best of it for our future. Also it’s prob nice we forget things, why hold grudges? Love your self we are amazing and be you always!",1.5007374204742625,3.75753243406594,3.4144707923655315,87.64368710237133,81.8021978021978,7.018392134181608,22.21631000578369,8.119692808369301,1.2661329670329668,1402,46,294,29,38,471,177,364,0.062,0.665,0.27399999999999997,0.9983,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,9,2,8,4,14,25,1,2,19,0,33,7,0,2,1,57,67,29,0,4,11,1,3,1,1,1,5,1,0,3,16,23,0,1,13,1,0,4,11,6,0,1,24,6,54,19,39,37,8,37,0,3,2,2,35,14,0,2,18,203,70,3,0.0825915116323135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925894701889773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604840201286982,0.06872275394613467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660440123303978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774990528160959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027929324683005,0.0,0.34669878386710035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33683020217938786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053264692377561,0.0,0.0,0.0838286457691363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453591185767638,0.1445527768076255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577993242395524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455091449404539,0.0,0.0,0.1578394574922993,0.1484558502474207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930080324561949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380999701002256,0.0,0.04315065598895186,0.0,0.04693865938277623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797154359278974,0.08154201876344251,0.0,0.0,0.09308663617784617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539013483849013,0.0,0.09316682255427984,0.08745248554576629,0.08973591904801016,0.2533662491704648,0.05833682718708213,0.040350040725153566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935606856740474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490841276721347,0.0,0.055130475348167625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174055050000036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607142641508768,0.061240559362116524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596614576717707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170809962125506,0.0,0.0,0.11451710984941492,0.0,0.0,0.0906606780068205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291023722818325,0.0,0.1630983076454093,0.08867237448272919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581474161189542,0.0,0.17232191834377472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058458697029528925,0.0,0.06595768787737043,0.0,0.0,0.08634258049782452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062098538107054874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445059147316226,0.0,0.10974026082810596,0.05292130575491244,0.0,0.13113686934936686,0.09631954923228914,0.0,0.0,0.1578394574922993,0.18352441671864567,0.11214842989826317,0.0,0.0,0.2579420290660117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111459523060578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656315873210172,0.2981039718412277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956697124723499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867064019736192,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ktkatq,2019/10/02,"Want your alarm to go off at 7am instead of 7pm? Switch to a 24 hour clock. Takes a little getting used to, but you’ll never have your coffee maker accidentally make coffee at night again! Hard to mix up 6:00 and 18:00!",1.9313043478260887,3.611918869565218,3.5167391304347824,90.33206521739132,77.69565217391305,5.469565217391305,18.02173913043478,5.985473137389443,-0.3869826086956518,172,3,38,1,4,57,38,46,0.155,0.82,0.025,-0.7035,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813718929608695,0.0,0.2155307683343423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397244499687955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734748983104152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38009799837001057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531455705526223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249318156225784,0.0,0.0,0.35589094512945796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851411993152105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275415001548536,0.0,0.0,0.22368551212141247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lov3lyleslee,2019/10/02,"Need to find the right med...will I ever?! I was officially diagnosed a few months ago. I started with focalin and that gave me a super charge of energy but not in a good way - I would have fast heartbeat and would be super talkative. But it wouldn’t give me the focus I need. My psychiatrist switched me to concerta, and it gives me the focus (barely, but I am on a low dose) but it gives me really bad shakiness and heart racing. I am scared. Scared I will never find the right medicine, scared whatever I find will do damage to my heart with this heart racing side effect. I’m scared. I almost want to not take any meds but then I’ll be a failure.",2.149249363867685,4.1106276335877885,3.710248091603052,87.90572837150131,78.00763358778626,7.114758269720102,20.84033078880407,8.07648339933343,0.920801017811704,504,13,106,9,12,167,75,131,0.259,0.67,0.071,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,1,11,0,5,9,0,12,5,3,1,2,27,22,10,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,17,3,9,13,1,14,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933457146025242,0.0,0.12350843998212993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387627596173852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298478737474696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518876707894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156921726961018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381949894796489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35496048273695313,0.0,0.10345278418620073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384799065777419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27400863518344315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844980479213614,0.0,0.0,0.18291194021867255,0.09512837167533016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901555970130482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210665498133134,0.0,0.0,0.4939444120790723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730156784738043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273726602284273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727498617978657,0.09790253899710284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523616283311852,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ButtrFlavrdPopcorn,2019/10/02,"Why am I like this I think and forget faster then I can complete any thought. It makes any connection hard, learning difficult and socializing a nightmare. Any advice?",4.1208620689655175,7.489912034482759,3.920258620689655,79.86935344827589,83.82758620689657,7.037931034482759,31.38793103448276,8.07648339933343,3.10168275862069,135,7,21,3,4,41,24,29,0.198,0.7170000000000001,0.085,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001818055924162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266977256995694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322082111752024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751812535033248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007716370404894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505122733993225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131407820001203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968344845377302,0.0,0.2438739720616045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27719054168732105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Broskisup,2019/10/02,"How to manage days without coffee/stimulants? With Coffee: I love my job, my current life, and I have my future planned. I feel happily connected to society. Without Coffee: I hate my job, my current life, and I have no idea what my future entails. I just want to quit society and go live in the woods.",3.3724137931034512,5.3707258965517255,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,74.51724137931033,8.088275862068969,30.565517241379307,8.841846274778883,2.82452,234,11,42,5,5,79,35,58,0.036000000000000004,0.763,0.201,0.872,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,11,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,12,1,7,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,29,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138732265406594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653139094755358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422200003157942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470651289743201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28249614491005104,0.0,0.0,0.4966590978380217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35351088804268865,0.0,0.0,0.22097091957275947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258558825861043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661663606115225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760098453876722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824544996928557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Izzymz,2019/10/02,"What is the CPT Test and how bad do u have to do to get diagnosed with ADHD I'm going in tomorrow to take a CPT test, kinda nervous bc o don't know what to expect.",3.6873684210526316,2.1383187894736864,6.414736842105262,82.91315789473686,71.63157894736842,9.705263157894738,26.894736842105264,8.841846274778883,1.676536842105263,126,3,31,2,2,47,30,38,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,17,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582265193952275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38782961170831104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714474065940991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24267676845037844,0.0,0.2639802782447076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552714666713757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492385505604177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iwatchpeopleo-o,2019/10/02,"Lil bit if interconnectedness This morning was one of those mornings you drag your ass out the door despite possibly risking your life as 101 things failed before 7 am. When I got to work I put on that same old face & carried myself in like a god damn ray of sunshine. See, I work with highschool students in need of extra support. All living with varying degrees of intellectual, mental or physical disabilities. Well, my student this morning saw right through it. She is a 15 year old spitfire who lives with Down Syndrome as well as ADHD. She seen me shaking my foot ferociously all class (I am not aware of what I'm doing, as you know, it just happens) and blurts out ""OMG MS TEACHER, YOU HAVE ADHD, TOO, DON'T YOU"" I told her that was a personal question I didn't feel comfortable discussing, that she should be focusing on class work, anyhow. Next thing that comes out of her mouth ""UHHH AUTISM?"" I told her the same thing, to focus on her work. That sucker leaned in for a hug n whispered ""we all get stressed sometimes, try relaxing your body, like you tell me to do"" Oh she made me laugh and want to cry all in the same note. 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I can honestly count on one hand the number of times I've been on time or early to work this year, so this is a masisve success for me! I've been really focussed on time management recently, because I'm so sick of being late to literally everything, and I think I'm finally making progress. (I should probably note that I haven't actually been diagnosed with ADHD, but my doctor thinks it's possible. I could just be really bad at time.)",6.860106382978728,6.2073601170212775,8.186680851063834,69.85300000000002,64.85106382978725,12.626382978723404,35.821276595744685,11.979248473330829,4.476338723404255,377,16,71,12,5,131,67,94,0.083,0.809,0.107,-0.4393,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,0,10,4,1,2,0,11,16,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,7,2,12,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,10,44,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.1812486172724645,0.0,0.2232149745536168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550792982791241,0.11322111387548925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482926885608028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851508699421735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010559733809648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692484572199096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346142471611275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951491578623685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757450569679104,0.12397822082101202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125857488704832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093860524290144,0.0,0.0,0.20025158958057374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379706336047712,0.0,0.18338893210239648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380204157349752,0.0,0.0,0.5415120343460808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704316744958698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196059635469162 adhd,Spongegar-Is-King,2019/05/12,"Physical discomfort is frustrating Before starting meds, I was almost always uncomfortable. Staying on one task or sitting in one position too long was almost painful, but the more I switched tasks or positions, the more I thought about how uncomfortable I was and would convince myself I just needed to do something else and then I’d calm down. Obviously this never worked and I’d keep going until I‘d cry out of frustration. Unsurprisingly, this still happens on the days I don’t take meds. It’s not worse than it used to be, it’s even a little more bearable. The feeling just seems more pronounced in comparison to the “normal” days I now get to have. I still get so irritated that I cry. I can’t watch movies with my roommate. Last week I tried to watch TV and restrain myself from doing 1000 other things at the same time. Ended up punching a wall because I was so frustrated to the point of anger. I’m a 20 year old girl for fucks sake, this shouldn’t be how I deal with things. It’s like an itch that I can’t locate the source of, let alone scratch. I NEED to move, I NEED to do absolutely everything I can think of, but at the same time I want so badly to just sit still and do one thing at a time. I’ve been working on it it therapy for a while and can confidently say some progress has been made, but sometimes I *really* hate that aspect of myself.",3.5536329715061044,5.355612660447762,4.439267299864317,84.93239484396202,73.51492537313433,7.559294436906378,25.98778833107191,8.296473431620573,1.61653880597015,1075,37,216,18,22,347,156,268,0.19399999999999998,0.725,0.081,-0.9890000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,15,12,6,1,15,0,23,3,1,4,2,42,43,19,0,7,9,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,16,9,0,2,4,1,0,2,6,9,0,3,8,5,23,3,33,30,7,39,0,0,2,1,3,14,1,6,21,149,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321509131852792,0.12005642398241766,0.0,0.0,0.0964533311541184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678695818965284,0.07066273407511317,0.0,0.09863795548890633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546616704633424,0.14951545791491375,0.11950670154577002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968348849486078,0.0,0.10266922821721687,0.0,0.0,0.0765629594032021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417991468229026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861178730465118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716462216925286,0.12112507932618755,0.0,0.0658790545694062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250619062241274,0.0,0.0,0.11444534578649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303353202942987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094488905044306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853433945943816,0.0,0.05663183758898679,0.116180612957756,0.0,0.10258406853807643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968472045943653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257518250929621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320283292166548,0.0,0.2578559041819322,0.08940335720154764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357534521459825,0.0,0.0,0.12163678092570107,0.0,0.23564776792846245,0.0,0.12334526902641793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109580283796792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426024627611655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921829034477964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552768810348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923958866760834,0.1146461859401979,0.0,0.08204758598363142,0.1235535094001744,0.27771756859376323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715615303951728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256270527522518,0.0,0.2310329500231264,0.07427578110574279,0.0,0.09202620063642153,0.20277871982544285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870093256063421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011621324048584,0.0,0.0,0.06837163052549684,0.0,0.09298268700580853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687798401401007,0.0,0.11813067480000748,0.0823450511371506,0.0,0.0,0.07464759978609509 adhd,SammyTheCrab99,2019/05/12,How do you find inner city driving? Curious to hear others view on their experiences. Eg if you find it allows you to hyper focus or you struggle to cope with the various information needed,3.5344285714285704,6.521141228571429,5.6910714285714326,69.84517857142862,79.57142857142857,8.071428571428571,25.892857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.874000000000001,153,6,23,4,4,53,29,35,0.061,0.878,0.061,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36426475243953776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6807077213330661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41970584326998905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761193406999493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38929847554820973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,knux0o0,2019/05/12,Vyvanse problems What could be the reason for vyvanse not working at all anymore? I started on it at 20mg and worked my way up to 60mg which was the perfect dose and I only took that dose for 1 month. Then I was forced to switch to adderall for 2 months before getting back on 60mg vyvanse and now it’s not working.,2.8446268656716427,3.930932567164181,3.9016716417910473,90.95638805970152,74.07462686567162,5.36,29.817910447761196,3.1291,0.9081665671641792,250,11,53,0,5,81,46,67,0.08900000000000001,0.8540000000000001,0.057,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,10,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,11,2,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,35,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523535580453306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956621827401414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652467045699592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316368307806865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294359030043926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062112470715589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352646622283215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434815518161276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616247860619727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801063944284193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827117491865893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019765937649767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557444761245571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arealgrillomg,2019/05/12,"Trying out Vyvanse. Face is tingly? I woke up and took it for the first time today. Stimulants tend to cause my anxiety to worsen, and it definitely did for a while. Maybe like thirty minutes I was on the verge of a panic attack. Although my PTSD may have triggered that, but it definitely didn't help. Anyway, my entire face is numb. Like... Entirely numb. It tingles in a way that I can only compare to ASMR tingles. My body occasionally feels this too. Whenever I touch my face I get a feeling similar to your foot being aseep but more dull and almost...pleasant? I was wondering if I should be worried or if this is fairly common side effect.",2.638574108818013,5.212936772357725,4.313008130081304,80.99251407129456,79.65040650406505,6.711444652908067,24.908692933083177,7.882392219407189,1.7336358974358976,505,19,90,9,13,169,86,123,0.184,0.747,0.069,-0.9329,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,2,7,1,1,6,0,13,9,5,4,0,18,20,10,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,6,3,13,2,11,10,1,13,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,5,7,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244639596443544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148186245308686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25501447381848996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899133710586904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302741697783517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266841629821157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067046599877266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711440004586038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502497895052791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902660356136008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519894896684564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048385660009946,0.0,0.2630035786011023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606047507686146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620311605400059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070955658142774,0.0,0.2124775638356964,0.0,0.249050118302648,0.15218999320639706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792785307388798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430920657204022,0.0,0.2276454618847429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADDitorbreak,2019/05/12,"IT major, looking to get certs, but feeling lost on plan of attack Hello! I just recently graduated college (Yay!) and now I'm trying to get a plan going to get my certifications and land a job/internship. I was wondering if anyone else here is an IT major and how they did it. I'm feeling overwhelmed and anxious on how to build my plan of attack. But, as all IT majors know, in order to land a job you need your certs. Any advice or tips would be super helpful! Thank you! Tldr; Advice/tips on how to make a plan of attack to get some IT certifications.",2.40837837837838,4.364448081081083,4.6849459459459455,81.24417567567569,77.1981981981982,6.602162162162162,22.811711711711716,7.554174236665415,1.1007398198198195,431,13,83,6,10,150,66,111,0.151,0.713,0.136,-0.6083,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,6,6,8,3,1,5,1,5,0,0,4,1,21,21,12,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,3,8,3,15,16,5,10,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,4,2,54,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798707797442544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690373161882307,0.0,0.0,0.1942077672601607,0.0,0.12020247849471585,0.1761406587746704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867124929890344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360756249290504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384428995068613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592605579698919,0.0,0.0976996095061248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152266996872033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411854859281012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447646156630704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435991366216738,0.0,0.1876585259399872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475031422349165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746803624755673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973898677124755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827032682671274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671464366327698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642752542506894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211892525545705,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cappntone,2019/05/12,"How to deal with sleep issues with medication? Hey friends! Just seeking advice for dealing with medication side effects. I've been dealing with some pretty intense Depression lately which is only caused my ADHD symptoms to get worse. (I assume that it's partially due to my ADHD symptoms) when I'm on my medication I feel much better about myself and my depression eases. And with my depression medication as well, my symptoms are very minor. However, my ADHD medication causes me to have horrible sleep problems. I need to be able to wake up early enough to take the medication and go to sleep early enough so I can wake up early enough.. etc etc. TL;DR: My meds put me into a vicious sleepess cycle. How do I wake up early and avoid the sleep issues I get when taking my meds? Advice?",3.6638584474885865,6.410547897260276,5.178602739726029,75.27073515981736,76.87671232876713,7.181004566210048,26.17168949771689,8.238735603445708,2.2351530593607305,627,24,100,12,15,210,84,146,0.158,0.7509999999999999,0.091,-0.9191,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,1,3,0,7,16,7,5,0,22,15,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,18,3,21,13,7,16,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,2,8,70,21,0,0.0850700904960096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067131514565691,0.16625901573694515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523758189614428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747808331486352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263110583658742,0.21981223286936508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637004324529449,0.1897512763318107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301399382500337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572494089173347,0.0,0.08889122229132614,0.0,0.048347292869887065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758214514890036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596276747182528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898738572391854,0.5141949980837699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253630480463265,0.06307839418358842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469963722730812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654686528403388,0.0,0.08140058763800713,0.0,0.08551893746514745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340526108391907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652611903437416,0.12792424189921764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019173391981569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648822786306632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669368995658959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TenereAmir,2019/05/12,"Clonidine ER duration? My daughter is on this for severe mixed type ADHD. She is 6.5 years old, and is supposed to get .1 clonidine er in the morning and another at night. Does anyone know how long this stuff stays in the system? Thanks.",1.892666666666667,4.6882728222222285,2.5438888888888904,90.18250000000002,87.44444444444444,4.777777777777779,23.055555555555557,6.42735559955562,0.7858888888888891,187,7,34,2,6,58,37,45,0.053,0.88,0.067,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451578553577996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30115360168440297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008164911352672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513301215024755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004982750414644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783727377514725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541624224221905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269517171999257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013674475607144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324453562528784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061163365367537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32877458958145106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644146117633474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494699089258676 adhd,oopsgoop,2019/05/12,"Small mental trick to skip ""starting"" things and magically just be doing them already This is a way I can trick myself into doing that thing i need to do. Before you try this, note how the boundary line between different activities is not really a line at all. Normally when we have decided we are ""doing"" some new task, actually we are still in the process of moving towards the actual action, or are focused on it mentally. So, when you can't get your ass off the couch to do the chore, just stop whatever you may be doing and close your eyes for a moment. Feel your surroundings for a moment, in a sort of mindful way. Notice that because starting a task is basically an abstraction, and won't change anything in the external environment at first, having begun the task will actually feel just as relaxing and easy as what you are doing now, except your immediate goals will have changed somewhat. Now, since ""actually being started"" on the thing is just a convenient abstraction, tell yourself that you actually are already in the process of doing this task. Rather than going through some mental event of ""getting started"", simply recategorize the current moment from ""before beginning"" to ""after beginning"". If we think of the aversion to getting started on something as a sort of mental barrier, then for me this trick is doesn't spend energy breaking through the wall like kool aid man. That takes a lot of mental energy. Rather, it's more like closing your eyes on one side of the intact wall, and opening them to find you are on the other side of the wall.",11.022925407925406,8.594744381118879,10.456048951048954,62.54766317016318,57.986013986014,13.44941724941725,42.36480186480186,11.855464076750405,5.063989277389276,1247,53,205,28,12,406,153,286,0.049,0.887,0.064,0.8036,2,0,1,1,0,0,38.0,4,11,2,2,13,6,3,0,25,0,32,3,3,1,1,42,48,15,0,5,10,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,15,13,0,2,5,1,1,3,4,3,0,2,0,4,21,3,42,41,6,53,0,0,2,1,19,24,1,9,25,165,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.4850047223945471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938274074624536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817984752683874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605938690520708,0.0,0.16916569778082724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103059546962835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385278926926164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052016841212696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908506263256636,0.08455035897204463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579861064697156,0.0,0.056491824978206276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712452245047697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450709477904103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008636642394895,0.0,0.10036657798738163,0.0,0.0,0.105647431034356,0.0,0.07370451151661156,0.0,0.09600201340757916,0.0,0.0,0.09739178204117743,0.0,0.11316858911107384,0.0,0.0,0.06735662571019832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367876501702327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222545575578455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652367291984181,0.0,0.0,0.3517823606885904,0.0,0.07938169109497023,0.0831036074166315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473710992763187,0.0,0.0868807721991005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811263325211945,0.06369208625974672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748668961472372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779962323708047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xfullxofxbeansx,2019/05/12,"I did it! After months of planning and a hellish week, I’m actually going to Europe! I’ve been talking about doing this for two years now and now I actually did things to make it happen. My friend and I planned it all out - 7 countries in 3 weeks, all transportation + lodging for under $1500. I wanna take a drive and yell out the windows! I can’t believe I made it here!! This week was finals week, and initially I had planned to leave right away hoping there’d be no complications, but life did it’s thing. Very close family friend/additional mother passed away suddenly in a car crash so I was gone all last weekend at the memorial service, came back to get surgery on my wrist on Tuesday (bc what the doctors thought was a sprain was actually a fracture and didn’t heal due to improper care for 5 weeks), and then had 3 finals to complete starting Thursday. I never thought I’d make it through this week, but here! I! Am! I turned in my final essay this morning (completing my junior year in undergrad!), am 3/4 of the way through packing (ugh), and I have some stuff to do tomorrow, but in just a little over 24 hours I’ll be off! On a plane to Europe!! Ahh!!",3.1627136021872855,4.877751792207796,4.323007518796995,85.7233082706767,74.36796536796537,7.287400318979268,28.17521075415812,8.032893268588372,1.8032978354978355,908,37,184,14,19,297,140,231,0.048,0.912,0.04,0.3855,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,1,0,11,0,19,4,1,3,4,28,35,13,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,14,12,0,0,2,1,0,7,4,2,0,1,16,1,16,3,34,17,4,54,1,0,0,0,3,19,0,2,27,120,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.32197706703750945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666172833860996,0.0845686774688347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391103809453152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578907954240084,0.11213306169987032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306261825539361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257031654356442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368039337686824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614367589182119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699422506769795,0.0,0.057460585649289075,0.0,0.06250479386495032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725592385338573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923604842210127,0.10830922987484286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896492757967101,0.0,0.11645410529175547,0.0,0.0,0.07768290373034792,0.0,0.11022995565878184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406677641721314,0.1468264770501049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877858650473904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482420473763679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392325880332153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784518892299418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125902047194508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269210017362569,0.08839864248041664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461331122776721,0.0,0.0,0.1746254173970892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962785535222398,0.10743555419843344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907459259712584,0.0,0.08729787828774899,0.5293212286327722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416484455534359 adhd,almostambidextrous,2019/05/12,"Confused by ""being in the moment"" and ""being mindful""? You hear a lot about how great it is. But it doesn't make sense. People will report, ""*I noticed I was feeling anxious, and realised there wasn't any reason to be.*"" — GOLD STAR! Excellent pupil! ...and I'm like, wot? that happens to me all the time! Noticing a feeling, second-guessing and/or analysing it; then either suffering through or taking some action to change things up, with neither being very productive in the long run. Oh, to ""notice"" things. There's a word they love to use: ""Notice your breath."" ""Notice the feeling of your chair."" ""Notice the different sounds in the room."" I think I grok the intended meaning; it comes to me sometimes during aimless walks, being struck by a subtle curiousity about the architecture of surrounding buildings, a scent in the air, the accidentally picturesque way someone walking in the park is temporarily framed by a couple of trees standing between our two positions. It's the novelty of small things. Perhaps this is what some people experience when they ""notice"" their chairs and the sounds of a room? Novelty? That would explain a lot; there's nothing novel to me about noticing ambient noise, or in noticing my thoughts; indeed there's SO MUCH of it that it becomes an issue to pick out which bits are actually useful.",4.8754197292069605,7.600915089361706,4.945270793036752,78.63295454545455,72.57446808510639,6.9961315280464245,30.25628626692456,8.00094639256281,2.4434680851063817,1046,46,167,16,22,326,146,235,0.057,0.8340000000000001,0.109,0.927,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,3,3,1,10,6,0,1,22,0,14,2,1,7,1,34,30,11,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,16,7,0,0,8,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,3,7,15,4,31,20,9,25,0,1,0,1,10,13,0,7,6,122,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.08013687954974012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584414110524207,0.0,0.0,0.09277176877443813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069464168767176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965332976104311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687164362483872,0.07073876036548435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086377074844912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579749928501865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032872215031063,0.0,0.0,0.1245664050742361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053714421279688,0.09046399295450164,0.0,0.07261808731020132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925547526712534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571152261348976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011948645836222,0.0,0.0,0.07267325807837509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963028735001495,0.07411614131990679,0.0,0.054815467826655216,0.0,0.0,0.0894523139470697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291738203377161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036735167189247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879596689184704,0.841443336331843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138627757317312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844326214217617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957966698372978,0.0,0.08121837998110665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174371608792464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366983139693891,0.0526189211072965,0.0,0.06519378617100413,0.047884596665245006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021891259562704,0.0,0.0,0.14184992867493632,0.0,0.06775726674665178,0.0,0.06518271274716182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833540468855487,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,want2bepurdy,2019/05/12,"Forgot mother's day :( feeling really hard on myself I forgot Mother's Day, or at least didn't remember it in time. My mom called me sort of early in the day seeing if I remembered, or at least would say it, and I did once she said it but until that point I honestly didn't remember. It's not because of a lack of care or love, or even that I didn't know about Mother's Day, just that I remembered a week ago and then forgot. My dad then called me, looks like my dad did wish her but didn't do anything yet and was on his way to get her something, and he was also mad at me that I never remember special dates for them and how it's an indication that my priorities aren't straight and there's something ""deeply wrong"" with me. I got really mad and lashed out in response and hung up. The worst part is that I ALWAYS forget Mother's Day, and Father's Day, my parent's birthdays. But, I'll remember others' birthdays (my sister, my friends). I'm not sure why I always forget. I do want to do better, but it really sucks feeling like it was a moral failing. I'm 25 years old, so not even super young; I'm their adult child. I did finally order her flowers but nothing could be delivered by today itself; they arrive tomorrow. Does this ever happen to anyone else? How do you not feel like a really bad person because of something like this? Thanks <3",4.761762566844921,4.970173261818182,5.951550802139035,81.20497326203211,69.10909090909091,8.797860962566844,26.721925133689844,8.671277953709913,1.7905058823529418,1057,29,213,16,17,355,146,275,0.168,0.684,0.14800000000000002,-0.8183,2,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,3,11,20,3,0,7,0,19,1,0,2,3,52,41,26,0,6,15,10,4,4,1,1,0,2,0,3,17,11,0,3,10,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,15,8,33,13,22,23,5,37,1,1,2,1,29,12,1,6,27,139,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872020861823294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101726714932577,0.1477856247083477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062094468999161885,0.09099114105418828,0.07307888733681414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414840373332109,0.10826931712917362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854074029331806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135951663781336,0.0,0.09054254048218277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090350720000793,0.0,0.0,0.3436309833022298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771378909154891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418512038129815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730963202134008,0.08032913964481543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347073164572734,0.12688451359873784,0.0,0.09728145556122804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861046545191883,0.0,0.046396908489003685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102541171803099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852990268112378,0.0,0.07955177053170505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880486481930119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354240431773293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457377165489312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014991279087379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400725590164832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849183349584148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521072147286554,0.0,0.09318583112434896,0.0945743477928428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860736084562033,0.09616708076124353,0.0,0.0,0.07754103592085249,0.0,0.0,0.0839493592541177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756283801905866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035920172811985,0.0,0.08447382064411534,0.07062124143589102,0.0,0.0,0.07076602832124658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050991116971189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369759168752326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175964444078054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178286643633891,0.0,0.08417668605560777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237944614579258,0.07048921664185967,0.07123395491783094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801326328924596,0.0,0.10212128211594547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308447141395088,0.09709424562911594,0.0,0.05718746068883565 adhd,Razzamoly,2019/05/12,"My last assignment is killing me I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD, but having found this place and finding that I can relate to most of the things on here, I'm going to post anyway. &#x200B; On Wednesday, I have to give a presentation - my last ever uni assignment. I've known the date for at least a month. I've barely started it. I've always had trouble focusing (there have been times when I've handed an assignment in with less than a minute to spare! Also, you should see me in the lab, constantly forgetting where I put things, fretting about a million tiny things about my experiment and generally taking 2 hours to do something that should take 1 hour) but I just absolutely cannot bring myself to focus on this one last thing. The past few days have been spent entirely on Facebook, TV Tropes watching football (last day of the premier league today!) and of course Reddit. That's just when I'm in the library. In the mornings before going to the library I get way too carried away playing games. My exam last week went pretty badly. This whole semester has felt like a shambles compared to others, and this just feels like the cherry on top of a cake made entirely of shite. &#x200B; Just needed to get this out of my system. That felt good. &#x200B; Tl;Dr I have two days to finish my last assignment and I can't be arsed",5.778117647058824,6.829851909803923,5.8545098039215695,79.80529411764708,67.15686274509804,8.352941176470589,29.509803921568626,8.4952907291091,2.1910392156862746,1067,37,192,15,17,337,152,255,0.042,0.88,0.079,0.8494,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,1,15,7,1,0,16,0,19,2,1,1,1,28,39,10,1,3,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,6,3,1,5,3,3,0,3,10,6,18,4,34,26,5,48,0,0,2,0,3,15,0,1,27,130,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229042945143028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471974718000818,0.07774520872387686,0.30370958394788683,0.3406003963715282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778503665768067,0.0,0.07801412534088938,0.0,0.0,0.07950610254536616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096978680064232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077307974673304,0.0,0.0,0.09483431888468437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451709346724934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091397128120915,0.0,0.0,0.047243424184059545,0.06674981421927338,0.1794240523345192,0.0,0.08539768177254675,0.0,0.0,0.10244639629121016,0.0,0.0,0.09763161584190146,0.08963113969618403,0.10620225940867294,0.07836864723522542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402884348958395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337172308402412,0.0,0.0,0.4569708204077814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912950124394844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841023305160227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457873737109973,0.0,0.0,0.06928069375256041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331381433797774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919405480038252,0.0,0.0,0.09761944202141948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948467635680725,0.0950567456035094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392774488398037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445541003399543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193064629681158,0.0,0.0,0.06613360701244472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050262916892742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24829562244205305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448256239209718,0.0,0.08856523142887011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127218802888247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416416679794167,0.0749477319494821,0.0,0.0,0.08661496250357059,0.0,0.10431657749032716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406003963715282,0.0 adhd,TheDerpofYork,2019/05/12,"How do I overcome the shutdown part of ADHD? I missed a week of work because of my own shortcomings with this So I started a new job with Grub Hub and I got to make my own hours. I scheduled myself for way more hours than normal this past week and the anxiety and pressure got to me and I released the shifts and stayed home working down off my anxious mountain. Later in the night I would feel really guilty and I would start feeling ready to go work the next day I was scheduled. However as soon as I woke up for the next day, I felt overwhelmed and shut down. Any tips to overcome this? I’m going to talk to my therapist in a couple days and see what they have to say.",3.456739130434784,4.509403804347826,4.157217391304346,89.83669565217392,72.55072463768116,6.969275362318841,26.84347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.1475773913043479,527,18,113,5,10,168,85,138,0.08800000000000001,0.873,0.039,-0.7471,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,2,9,0,5,0,0,2,0,18,19,12,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,5,18,0,23,12,4,29,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,18,74,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455228772873035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876933036465327,0.0,0.11110949599771733,0.16408176931806326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853798669055968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607071684443769,0.0,0.2810066252637219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687712589136212,0.0,0.1394548002067101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508840007386594,0.0,0.23232609659410525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568925826053042,0.0,0.2860676176599144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412996706185313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694995649876174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027533013353094,0.308932372015334,0.13629948797161265,0.14230601935522005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728259754978552,0.13864962840793738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304554631927413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155020221816272,0.0,0.0,0.1157388231455288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560563275373592,0.15480831748197627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673976949132095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863679764211598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152860937955116,0.2330082471992028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172130423953263,0.0,0.0,0.20635106006129494,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DimLight90,2019/05/12,"Do you guys have amazon prime and hyperfocus on cheking the package location 24h? I just seem to be very impatient with amazon, i'm checking the tracking package every 20 minutes or so until it arrives. &#x200B; Its normal with ADHD?",6.989285714285713,8.825141261904765,7.570000000000004,65.72500000000002,64.95238095238095,8.457142857142857,40.19047619047619,8.841846274778883,4.298419047619047,191,11,25,3,3,63,37,42,0.057999999999999996,0.855,0.087,-0.1162,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852589989418772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34733399469105136,0.3895237507071153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27009135557225794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174115321920936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140874019674715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918319757640184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450118309751025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895237507071153,0.0 adhd,finalstation,2019/05/12,"Ritalin - daydreaming Does it make it harder to daydream for anyone else? Not as deep of a dive into the fantastical world and harder to not be present in the real world? I just noticed that the other day. Maybe this is why it’s harder to fall asleep.",2.502244897959187,4.939483714285718,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,79.20408163265307,6.3689795918367365,22.044897959183675,7.554174236665415,1.0672334693877557,198,6,37,3,5,65,39,49,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243009298225046,0.3560976313779721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413570120548754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30413615985348763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903265674571296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198684153405436,0.0,0.3491524378406844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956786280000801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955786401953174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136024061077755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZephyrLegend,2019/05/12,"I had a meltdown today So, I woke up with a headache and a backache. Not a good start. My girlfriend had come in about an hour earlier to tell me coffee had been made so I forced myself out of bed (after a lengthy argument with myself) so get said coffee. Except she'd drank it all. Okay, I breathe, successfully shove my boiling temper down like a good adult person. Not without a fair bit of growling and grumbling to myself involved, let's be real. Then I find out there's not enough milk. For either coffee or breakfast. My girlfriend did the thing. You know the thing where they just leave like the teensiest bit of milk that you can do exactly nothing with in the carton. *Instead of just finishing it and throwing it away and giving me false hopes howdare$%@&@#%@&!!!*. I lost it. I lost my shit. There was screaming and crying and my bossy 6-year-old telling me to relax and have a cup of tea. I'm not kidding about that last one. My 6-year-old told me to CTFD. I just needed to share my meltdown. I havent had one in a couple years, I was probably due one here quick anyway.",1.95996855345912,4.535507481132079,2.6050000000000004,92.11916666666669,82.67924528301887,5.042767295597487,22.040880503144656,6.42735559955562,0.453820125786164,854,28,168,8,24,265,127,212,0.14300000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.8457,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,1,3,15,14,2,0,14,1,15,8,2,1,2,32,30,12,0,2,11,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,8,13,6,0,2,1,0,2,6,5,0,3,15,2,28,9,27,12,5,21,0,2,0,0,16,9,1,2,12,123,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425378541460666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232422203228238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864159042465069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129947212744853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514145281346194,0.14408839693007178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355377293095894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989059084307804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853296169927699,0.12583398135719087,0.0,0.2200449292201841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302853049285768,0.12917989294427995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208975857070908,0.10692425625529396,0.0,0.13889424633426425,0.0,0.13413422540424208,0.0,0.12816990760415026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863836685766263,0.0,0.0,0.12411993929018245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726380313385764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586491861740534,0.0,0.2752899364781551,0.0,0.26666053873897994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453601151347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142767694480135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930464403914004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477644100289205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464814877814538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284557911564806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930358398444298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429225396079392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433754293754905,0.12534230647297695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644698254622794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534151205782876 adhd,Apu000,2019/05/12,"Show your talents Hi, I'm sort new on this community (long time lurker) I'm having this idea of every week everyone can show what are they good at, maybe we can share a few experience and reinforce our weakness if someone it's good at them, or just dimpling showing it off in a secure way with out judgment for moral improvement, what do you think gang?",3.501304347826085,5.5718692028985535,4.45731884057971,83.58858695652177,74.3623188405797,7.498550724637681,27.44202898550725,8.344100000000001,1.9585246376811591,281,11,54,5,6,91,59,69,0.037000000000000005,0.748,0.215,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,9,8,1,11,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418605465318864,0.2742982629438132,0.0,0.2807998968643179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815448474909279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32405595400463233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540391883119576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839049148764123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27724446945167586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432251228436771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839365450429165,0.0,0.0,0.167387074573777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785497549046624,0.2302623269933268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,R-H-P-997,2019/05/12,Counselors who specialize in ADHD for adults? I’ve just been dx with ADHD and started meds. My MD did not mention anything about counseling - but it seems like a prudent thing to pursue. My question is are there counselors who specialize in adult ADHD? I was told that this was an important criteria. Thanks.,3.650753246753244,6.839418490909092,3.7797402597402616,81.95818181818184,82.27272727272728,6.779220779220778,29.675324675324674,7.957251820313856,2.7088961038961035,247,12,39,5,7,76,46,55,0.042,0.7979999999999999,0.161,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,4,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8075001592963609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843070650307254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941973928379743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487786117946697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508960768152783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389259136013854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585261197482277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062001852242876,0.0,0.0,0.14879477830690074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401158433945647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brainsaresick,2019/05/12,"“Can you stop shouting in public? People are giving us dirty looks and it’s embarrassing.” You mean can I stop being an impulsive idiot with poor volume control? No I can’t, thanks for asking. But now that you’ve successfully triggered my rejection sensitive dysphoria, I’d rather go home and hide in my bed anyway.",2.3375670498084284,5.256381913793106,3.8095402298850622,79.22837164750959,91.93103448275862,6.715708812260536,21.961685823754788,7.793537801064563,1.9052697318007668,253,9,41,6,9,83,49,58,0.332,0.551,0.11699999999999999,-0.9268,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,2,3,5,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,4,10,0,6,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716424167707542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32589739202786405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27873987765704505,0.16513683132233772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914639969383806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440044421123515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165143880944506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144368098062565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858567201726042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675165274112548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951824857965885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uncertifiedgenius97,2019/05/12,"Strattera (and a Neurology appointment) I’ve been taking 80mg of Strattera for a little over 3 months. I titrated slowly for three months, (so I’ve been on Strattera for over six months). I’m 22f 116lbs (I don’t think it matters but some will say I’m taking a little too much for my weight). Anyways, this is the best medication so far. I tried others but I don’t feel like listing my experiences. However, there are some unusual problems I’m having with Strattera. I never had much of the typical negative symptoms. For the past month, I’ve been experiencing untypical head pressure. It feels like it is inside the brain and not my head. I believe it’s related to the medication because the pressure doesn’t start until after I take the medicine. I also believe it’s related to allergies because I feel the pressure more when I’m outside (and around trees). I’m going to the neurologist soon to check it out. I wanted to write this post to see if y’all have any input. Also, I know I said that I’m not gonna talk about my med experiences, but I had bad experiences with certain medication and supplement combos. In short, I believe that I have a deeper neurological problem. Should I bring all my experiences and theories up or just go in complaining about head pressure? If it matters, I’m going to a renowned clinic.",3.9046640316205554,6.0754137549407154,5.498952569169963,76.12060276679844,73.50592885375494,8.236363636363638,30.47233201581028,8.97023862654752,2.8506458498023717,1052,48,187,23,22,356,134,253,0.12300000000000001,0.807,0.07,-0.9343,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,13,12,0,4,14,0,16,12,4,0,3,35,40,17,0,6,9,0,4,2,0,3,7,2,0,0,12,9,1,0,5,0,1,4,7,8,0,2,6,8,22,4,28,31,7,28,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,5,13,126,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614979447004276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866586845903384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988838019728006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430917779875846,0.12310578041333675,0.0,0.0,0.3412897880931358,0.10596611598143653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272051913988465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950882838907329,0.0,0.0,0.1531666566260307,0.14427187206051315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215776883976794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108857539716749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549273913290944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866171545560018,0.2024052028875798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215949137231887,0.3051624278009528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223863371691954,0.0,0.14845520217816718,0.0,0.07787747108801074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639122904857178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670530120365524,0.0,0.0,0.1932372041004694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604951698811393,0.08029867806731955,0.0,0.0,0.08046330552584546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147000633182846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495077956589956,0.2277599298595383,0.08115917791721394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470014299979515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855480366663652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955715586256932,0.0,0.0,0.12295928328963203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shivanthing,2019/05/12,"No, I can't try harder. So how about you shut the fuck up and 'try harder' to deal with me instead of being a hardass you fucking piece of shit.",3.0329032258064537,3.1543266451612944,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,72.87096774193549,6.2,25.177419354838708,3.1291,0.2291806451612901,110,3,26,0,2,36,27,31,0.27699999999999997,0.723,0.0,-0.8612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795250598409599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6806590612166241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778793526981405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499871149538413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JesseAster,2019/05/12,"I'm going through my English lessons amazingly!!! So I procrastinate pretty bad, executive dysfunction doesn't help either. I had hardly donw any of my lessons on Edgenuity so I was hardly done on English period. And now I'm travelling through them at warp speed! I'm almost at 40% completion in less than a day when I started out at like 14. It's not even medication, either. I'm literally being bribed. But it sure as hell works like ADHD meds are supposed to. (The meds never worked for me after my Adderall stopped being effective; They either did nothing or made me really pissy) Idk if this even belongs here but I'm really proud of myself for doing so much haha",3.628832020997376,6.080402480314961,5.447736220472443,74.85512139107612,75.37795275590551,8.32782152230971,27.906167979002625,9.075114841892004,2.8046908136482944,533,22,90,13,12,182,92,127,0.086,0.7659999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.8819,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,6,8,8,1,0,2,1,9,1,0,2,2,18,17,10,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,2,12,6,17,10,5,18,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,11,63,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245788112800795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871211333628182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270765287172592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602682808947885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592735881249596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051428769513657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123066371659347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24684887154770105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620129110635712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347937325692196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252535638429375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825883601088884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176818853937251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151360536506119,0.18824967381968868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373693523884823,0.0,0.14412398638848245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930471758291713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901117578415064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394246269606328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226600807456074,0.0,0.0,0.15622986877564907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612071322128886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208400382733083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,golden_gains,2019/05/12,"Straterra Stimulating Effects? Doctor prescribed me Straterra for my adult ADHD, as I admittedly self-medicated in the past with your standard stimulants and found them to trigger mania for me (I have bipolar as well, and am taking lamotrigine which is super effective). &#x200B; I took my first 40mg Straterra dose yesterday, and about an hour later felt like I had taken a 15-20mg dose of Adderall. Shrugged it off as placebo/initial side effects, and didn't think much of it. However, I felt the same exact thing today after taking my dose... Reading through other people's experiences, it seems like they were either fatigued at first, or felt close to nothing until a month or so had passed and it built up in their system. &#x200B; Has anyone else felt these amphetamine-like effects? Did they ever go away? I actually enjoy the feeling, because it's not nearly as euphoric and gives me a really nice kick of energy, while still allowing me to think clearly and focus on my tasks.",8.438715083798883,8.660697368715088,8.332899441340782,67.20169553072628,61.3463687150838,10.288491620111733,38.01173184357542,9.888512548439397,4.011064357541899,795,36,122,14,10,257,124,179,0.032,0.821,0.14800000000000002,0.9599,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,4,7,5,7,0,0,7,0,9,6,0,8,3,36,25,16,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,14,1,0,3,2,1,1,2,12,5,19,6,25,13,3,27,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,3,15,89,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.1224958465002292,0.0,0.150858570238739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720160202789031,0.30505709804106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777111186307014,0.1286168276939988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793636539845223,0.0,0.0,0.07651984547296135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284817860726359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486136051264293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354598912383715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278909377768404,0.0,0.0,0.06347001663816959,0.0,0.4821008546117282,0.0,0.0,0.2135457102983313,0.0,0.13763342918986732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204165452878921,0.07133965507472728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361840785164835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265190465324274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394317459232158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019412825276368,0.0,0.09227648849785383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044615062943435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982933582778328,0.08702433371807898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556056141875316,0.0,0.08041554921710539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427469503534718,0.13095161193473678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024569863247386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876075062457745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339429010365401,0.1608647434035997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898453190974236,0.0,0.13946466259007506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286348147171955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30505709804106,0.0 adhd,Purple_Lord,2019/05/12,"Don't forget to down that morning coffee. I know, this would have been more useful before lunch, but for the rest of you who forgot to do this even after lunch, here you go.",5.487142857142856,5.187919571428573,5.395,87.55250000000002,67.57142857142857,7.0,20.357142857142858,3.1291,-0.19442857142857184,135,1,28,0,2,42,30,35,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.3463,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883679936282174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790721196992548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261748638515042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154142288217664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956870197437318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40769992858972093,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PinkCloud1995,2019/05/12,"What's with FDA guidelines? Saw my psych, wanted to change to IR and increase 20mg from 30XR 10IR, but he would only switch me to IR 20mg 2x day. He claims the FDA guidelines say max IR dose is 40mg/day but I read its 60mg/day. Anyone have experience with talking to their doctor about this? Are you above 40mg/day instant release? Might try a new psych because I need to up my dose a bit but he was pretty set on 20mg 2x day is the max. Even though I've seen some of you on as much as 30mg IR 3x day. Feeling confused",0.07594395280235844,2.0269180619469007,1.6577212389380518,99.94964970501476,85.19469026548674,4.120648967551623,18.26622418879056,4.7782277997778095,-0.8174359882005899,403,10,98,1,12,130,75,113,0.027999999999999997,0.8959999999999999,0.077,0.6474,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,13,12,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,8,0,15,7,4,9,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,3,4,45,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273199298181421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099895111858203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987925709828322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926246066678732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7045888850095422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637444186872987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026718608504962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811667723427604,0.0,0.0,0.09206899505312248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193166238553522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385538578729808,0.13501569711650133,0.0,0.1758614024853916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384858751794686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524861802223846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821369415110311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480342046904493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635516857470296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890020733799294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123625572667465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074000231370926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934985357789638,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waytoocaffeinated,2019/05/12,My lacking ability to keep up with basic house cleaning throughout the work week makes me feel like a total piece of shit by the weekend I'm once again spending my first day off in in recovery mode instead of doing something enjoyable. I will gladly accept any motivation ideas to get through today 🙏,13.176250000000005,8.866855553571432,11.765714285714285,60.579285714285746,55.964285714285715,14.057142857142859,49.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,5.690707142857143,245,12,39,4,2,78,50,56,0.057,0.706,0.237,0.8591,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,1,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,4,11,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,7,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989468852922204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895721125318127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862891761908847,0.2099964769707205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500319793894081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357567363714286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33917647254597866,0.0,0.3318314604393262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612744474828635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360812237102974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962125417444065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130449774368396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017333504910539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262954958786381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862828982659776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578731791874766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139976113128636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,majoraswhore,2019/05/12,"Any tips on organize/designing my house to help my adhd? Since I got diagnosed, I realized that my house is not productive the way it's currently set up. Just got a tile slim for my wallet so it'll ring when I lose it. I also have my yoga mat out so I remember to do yoga in the morning. Any other tips?",0.2413186813186812,2.2707963846153842,3.643736263736266,85.47769230769231,85.15384615384616,8.021978021978024,21.59340659340659,8.841846274778883,1.7920329670329669,235,8,51,7,7,86,47,65,0.045,0.909,0.045,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,7,3,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902324224480081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312503598658445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284524355229363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451143364182605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862943688093449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187032537564475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573101481559339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701733317605167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735689847877446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976878534654535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168905038265108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,April-98,2019/05/12,"Dextroamphetamine and swollen legs/stomach? I recently started taking meds, dextroamphetamine twice a day, 15mg total. Mentally, i feel great but physically im getting weird side effects. My legs start swelling when my meds kick in, they get very ‘puffy’ and full of water it feels like. Also my stomach gets very bloated and hard for some reason. The last thing is im getting bad hot flashes aswell all day long and my face gets hot & red. Im going to my doc on wednesday to see what he says but in the meantime im wondering if anyone here has any idea whats going on?",2.4593243243243244,5.0496914414414436,3.112995495495497,89.219222972973,80.53153153153153,5.8621621621621625,25.466216216216218,7.1686216300943375,1.2578162162162174,454,18,87,6,12,142,80,111,0.083,0.865,0.052000000000000005,-0.5196,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,5,3,2,2,16,16,9,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,8,8,2,8,16,4,17,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,3,10,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824368181659587,0.0,0.14665754284164048,0.0,0.09204632827900262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464365801042472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301612330479965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745860986205882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687953635565964,0.09669794029497307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35358810619940284,0.0,0.15385121081769046,0.0,0.0,0.1492298302511135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125187131285554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279979556052073,0.5848283300945112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033273431837662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661278219674286,0.0,0.0,0.11978528880192355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006987195864759,0.0,0.1364064291206005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916791690282973,0.13364714951131534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764006409041553,0.0,0.0,0.1078607465550996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161052827422265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177043191485596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992412771192501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233647969084732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467871809384998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cutebugsmallhands,2019/05/12,"Failing @ Life I received my official diagnosis for ADHD in spring of 2018. Prior to receiving a diagnosis, it wasn’t really lost on me that I had ADHD. My university allows students, who meet with therapists on campus, to also meet with one of the two available psychiatrists, contracted by the school, and receive a prescription for medication. The thing is, they only meet with students during the school year. In July of 2018, I met with a psychiatrist, covered by my insurance, and started Adderall IR 10mg and was advised to take it twice a day, once in the morning and once at noon. My body grew a tolerance to it after two weeks and I was always really really fatigued, even after taking it and staying hydrated. After finishing the 30 day prescription, I decided to wait until September to meet with a psychiatrist at my university. In September, I was switched to Vyvanse and it was great. I started at 20mg and the psychiatrist I was seeing at my school moved me to 30mg in October, and for December and January, I was bumped to 50mg because I kept growing a tolerance to the medication and it would wear off really early on in the day. I continued to take the 50mg and had no issues. In February, I had a corneal ulcer and I had to miss two weeks of classes. I also couldn’t make an appointment to meet with the psychiatrist because I was told by the ophthalmologist not to expose my eye to extreme levels of light until my follow up appointment. After I was cleared to return to class, I completely ran out of Vyvanse. Basically I ran out of Vyvanse and felt so uncoordinated and lost. I left the iron on in my brother’s apartment when I went to visit him, I lost my wallet several times, and I always felt like such an idiot. My university made it so hard for me to get in contact with the psychiatrist that I was off of it for all of March and I failed my classes. At the end of March, I sat in my university’s counseling center for two hours until a psychiatrist could see me. The psychiatrist , who wrote me a 50mg prescription for Vyvanse. I took the 50mg, after being off of it for a month, and I lost my mind. I couldn’t sleep at all and I always thought there were bugs crawling on me. I was honestly convinced that I was dreaming. So now I might get kicked out of my university and I feel like the ultimate failure. Is there anyone in this group who can tell me how they were able to successfully complete college/university? I want to transfer to a different university, but I have no idea what to do after I transfer.",5.789802903882794,6.425376309572303,7.385874778266871,70.32001313974118,66.9633401221996,10.816135602128641,34.16864857762302,10.738412736547279,3.8939450890217473,2012,90,364,55,31,699,204,491,0.055,0.9,0.045,-0.6987,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,7,12,15,1,0,32,0,29,9,4,4,3,55,61,31,0,5,2,1,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,18,30,0,2,6,1,0,12,6,9,0,6,35,8,61,6,91,20,2,78,0,8,3,0,23,33,0,1,34,275,79,15,0.08709852928654348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935101278602825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930532480523386,0.21741886105233166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609013168188273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061889100675116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674683107945048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826423016761506,0.0,0.0,0.06954108836347354,0.0,0.0,0.16851403772481505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099942512745827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714344473474441,0.0,0.0,0.057527757147968435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403963342526352,0.0622232067254157,0.16725649397686262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101077338598676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602643602323396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802317434609854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577450668458361,0.0,0.0,0.09832363789508557,0.0,0.09090823566682482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463280691668673,0.0,0.06152026704461192,0.08510388378551018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38031333413903584,0.0,0.0,0.0824147343652624,0.058138944629931785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548521005234766,0.0,0.09239777550657212,0.08794468557971813,0.0,0.06952121510807914,0.0925719526453268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551418220336569,0.05902021757221699,0.06624235633246174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231901925850631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644450848196059,0.13881250231354786,0.0,0.0,0.0983965464830916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871614308027462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329757464537093,0.09283544339137967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964617634333042,0.0,0.07612795361951682,0.0,0.0,0.10112810562023526,0.057864392676341976,0.0,0.0,0.06914650325338473,0.05078785285480194,0.0,0.0,0.08322637725876478,0.0967696708078584,0.0,0.0,0.34033042880663705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137296921828373,0.0,0.13973037298273497,0.0,0.0,0.08074120925145059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187229622627311,0.0,0.0,0.056088597223079885 adhd,danentre,2019/05/12,"On my way to my next dopamine rush A short draft of how the days look like: &#x200B; Watch endless videos on YouTube to entertain yourself and feel like you are educating yourself, so you feel satisfied. Then you go on Spotify and listen to your favourite songs, always skipping to the drop so you hear the best part of the song, giving you that dopamine rush. You start to feel like a freaking DJ Then you are annoyed and get back to Instagram, clearing the unwatched stories so no colored circles are left. Get back to YouTube ... &#x200B; Gosh, these cravings never end",8.06935897435897,8.499270807692305,6.260384615384615,81.05128205128206,62.07692307692307,8.856410256410255,40.4102564102564,8.344100000000001,3.3996717948717947,460,24,81,5,6,133,65,104,0.085,0.755,0.16,0.8441,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,8,0,1,6,7,1,0,7,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,14,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,10,10,5,12,14,2,19,0,0,3,0,11,5,0,0,12,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351981558896284,0.35209865962368153,0.3948671670838267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498774710614799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051498061598416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478753789638592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391094797337586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646755468680215,0.2321545452523686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978042293551504,0.15586767334111126,0.09234234404309233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831291795884356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653731952973234,0.0,0.0,0.23814169759791756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364440746570975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531624236676112,0.0,0.17280159823418487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595232285775478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500569433375192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897075908284372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948671670838267,0.0 adhd,LaCroixPolloi,2019/05/12,"I frequently forgot how old I am, what I look like, and my name Sometimes my reflection in the mirror is a surprise. I constantly forget how old I am, last week it took me a few minutes to get the exact year right. And I’m hardly ever called by my first name so I forget it often. People usually call me by my last name. So my question is...how come that the brain would do that some time how time? I don’t forget how to play the piano, or any random question people ask me (which is very often). Only personal information. I’ve heard of SDAM and I have Aphantasia. But these aren’t memories, they’re facts. If anyone could relate, then I could pin it down as being adhd related.",1.99163952835486,4.052675474452556,4.023649635036495,84.9851768669287,78.92700729927007,6.843121841661987,20.75743964065132,7.882392219407189,1.0012643458731052,528,14,104,9,13,180,89,137,0.045,0.9,0.055,0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,6,0,12,1,1,4,3,32,20,14,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,3,17,3,8,13,2,19,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,8,15,70,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047286459806925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777789013126794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081912733933312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816573162881005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692603326856562,0.32366978399890994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136524157983291,0.0,0.1712702019551293,0.0,0.25308098836658244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336228812067028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481058152275835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280391140898047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197492837472242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25837922141129044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742967333821818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309076364449626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33261488992619304,0.0,0.0,0.12053795394117248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975250205260602,0.13838639853499252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550876907001397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353486587947647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674957947238607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483230993349106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608700487944398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455313757621793,0.13076994482291618,0.0,0.0,0.1271302395875222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258597075452086,0.0,0.0,0.10206165847677552 adhd,plutolover69,2019/05/12,"How do I find a mental health provider to help me with my Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria? Backstory: I tried going to a therapist, but it was the worst! I felt like I was talking to my mom and she just let me ramble on and on. At my very first appointment I told her I have ADHD and I thought I had RSD. Then, five weeks later, she is like ""my patient told me about this thing called rejection sensitive dysphoria and it sounds applicable to you"" and then she just proceeds to read me a full-ass article! Like, lady, I know. I've read that article. It makes me cry every time I read it. I told you about it 5 weeks ago. . I'm going home from college for part of the summer and I'd like to try again. I don't think a therapist is right for me, maybe I should look for a psychiatrist or psychologist instead? **Which has worked better for you?** . I know that RSD isn't a common diagnosis, so **how do I find a doctor that will be receptive?** . Should I look for someone with a specialty. **If so, which one?** ADHD? Anxiety? Bi-polar (since RSD is a mood disorder and often mis-diagnosed as bi-polar)? . Also, **is it okay to prefer a female doctor over a male one?** I just think I'd be more comfortable. . And when making an appointment online, **what do I put for ""Reason for Appointment""?** Do I go into details abt my issues or just say like ""evaluation""? . **TL;DR: What kind of doctor should I make an appt with and what should I look for in a doctor. Sorry for all the questions, please answer as many or as few as you can!** . Thank you so much! P.S. I have a final essay due tn that I haven't started the reading on ;)",-0.4541329179646922,1.6972148691588769,2.0940654205607494,90.6369029075805,101.24299065420557,5.493042575285566,17.47092419522326,7.016131500887134,0.5334282450674976,1227,37,254,25,54,418,164,321,0.075,0.8,0.125,0.9434,0,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,5,0,3,16,14,0,0,19,1,26,5,0,6,1,45,47,27,0,6,9,1,1,5,0,5,5,2,1,1,17,13,0,0,12,4,0,4,3,3,0,4,8,6,43,10,35,31,6,28,0,2,3,0,19,8,0,6,21,180,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195286459807513,0.0,0.08096105045524953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303883780026955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986937131952538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077647340237333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326103953980648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032483422577954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270090834529432,0.0,0.0,0.10467534541130684,0.3739321204632686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695185543067452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769384768096716,0.1000506600566666,0.16695311916614536,0.07768766561058174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557196703359757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708253620933742,0.0,0.0,0.06121847630676872,0.0,0.09161428365115036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532775418112996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510909642587508,0.10038827875214468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339401516289204,0.0,0.22310305699633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008974425627945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828961363526385,0.09259716279230856,0.09175611205200172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204201930542598,0.0,0.0,0.10696791637840072,0.0,0.0,0.06714014505020922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237789899049664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989045635715169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025602972971777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181472880253114,0.10231368141116262,0.0,0.36543021709964,0.0,0.0,0.09390536924723056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799774488409357,0.0,0.07263153885721849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555146765899767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738601751529214,0.0,0.0,0.10223963496040978,0.0646458530446033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340987580856702,0.0,0.08408700656365056,0.0,0.21208892951570452,0.06067747944319296,0.1170447898636018,0.0,0.07250807164249949,0.05325691249881739,0.0,0.0,0.2618173229690605,0.0,0.12401800393744655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535915675582103,0.0,0.0,0.14652338756362754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649139405981623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waeldon,2019/05/12,"what exactly is hyperfocus? I have been diagnosed with ADD, but sloppily, in my opinion, I was asked a series of question and did a test that you can find online. &#x200B; I always hear that people with ADHD/ADD have this ""hyperfocus"" Even though I don't think I have experienced it. my question is what is hyperfocus and how do I know if I have ever experienced it? bonus question, if I have never experienced hyperfocus does that mean I don't have ADD?",5.562480620155039,6.88503765116279,7.151162790697676,69.32155038759693,67.83720930232559,10.38449612403101,31.77519379844961,10.504223727775694,3.6002542635658905,362,15,64,10,6,125,50,86,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.7423,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,16,1,0,1,3,21,21,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,12,1,4,18,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,2,52,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905922719969696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585910528240797,0.20651057242693727,0.2315948739885508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818143311904047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345082124858454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667917519758748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588679098785735,0.1724048987019535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742011949462364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481542557022368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474651928974343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207614804579876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469993039633376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213519521950845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6405330664149904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212615348731448,0.18725949897020053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315948739885508,0.0 adhd,lmsprototype,2019/05/12,"New meds and coffee is a big no So pretty much the title, I recently changed my meds and drinking coffee( I really like coffee but I dont feel very confortable drinking under these new meds), so what do you guys recommend and what do you like to drink while working/studying?",1.8177897574123991,4.587430132075472,3.1704043126684667,85.8179245283019,87.30188679245279,6.047439353099732,22.66576819407009,7.447530270364453,1.402829649595688,219,8,39,4,7,71,37,53,0.028999999999999998,0.768,0.203,0.8585,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760120842686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784005453983195,0.5211742877518718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966795587229154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559354804928867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732778114238832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909511436832061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036461209464395,0.0,0.0,0.34255033344506114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041757593462207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360794120714195,0.0,0.17510092485556075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632329481721099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pineapplebro6,2019/05/12,"Videos without video really kill me. I was trying to listen to a video put out by a local university professor and as invested as I was in the material, I couldn’t stay focused with out anything happening on the screen. He just had a still image on the screen for 10 minutes, sometimes changing it out for another equally boring image of a page in a book. I found myself pulling out my phone at least 3 times during the 10 minute video. Anyone else deal with this? Any advice?",5.588623188405798,6.428109021739129,6.422608695652176,76.32601449275363,67.47826086956522,9.1768115942029,30.55072463768116,9.2995712137729,2.717755072463768,378,14,68,7,6,125,67,92,0.026000000000000002,0.894,0.079,0.6823,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,7,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,5,1,2,2,2,0,0,4,3,7,0,20,2,3,15,0,0,2,0,4,10,0,0,2,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389506566213972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628792981363785,0.2564097068496925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098018198878642,0.25054859325751605,0.20122631947388345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586789856908826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25209839578973176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427238670525694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681131441895935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623595898954315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705348230851498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458189250102757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665137364693682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241845178430148,0.0,0.0,0.26063510339665963,0.19528096923863986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258667591320814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601896453558346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571698126768484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-mjneat,2019/05/12,"Meds to sleep Hey all! So I've always had major issues sleeping. Before I got my referral to my current psych I slept 10 hours over 7 days. I have always had issues since I was around 11 years old(31 this year) sometimes sleeping 3-4 hours a night for weeks on end. I have read that some people take low doses of stims to sleep. The general concensus here seems to be take meds early to avoid issues sleeping but I was wandering if any of you actually dose at night to sleep? I'm hopefully getting meds this week so thought I would ask here to see how common it is. Nothing seems to work longer term with sleep for me. I ended up with a 10 year benzo addiction that was hell to get rid of so benzos and z drugs kind of scare me after a 2 year withdrawal.",2.6296353646353654,4.342812902597402,3.8183116883116877,88.78647852147854,75.81818181818181,6.816383616383617,22.235764235764236,7.61054688173877,0.8254171828171826,593,16,124,8,13,193,102,154,0.09699999999999999,0.872,0.031,-0.8975,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,6,1,2,4,0,10,12,8,1,1,16,23,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,1,13,2,23,13,4,24,1,1,1,0,3,6,1,5,18,66,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.09017989654576307,0.10074173202572473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537868649548172,0.0,0.0,0.0628427123173909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822654652767412,0.0863918976026026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863503395208557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959751016343388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716752958277506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369759909720094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965619641856328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390959318131941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917850668969426,0.18201262409648694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28935951657314324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962319330115488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30794367601338696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734431018208676,0.0,0.08867093630866464,0.0,0.09696989714056524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406621641367766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924361009983298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251962558288733,0.0,0.07363967681095841,0.16825517714295646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644341128139329,0.0,0.6473448200130825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139693416393352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896328283419082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733640856165183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825320969837488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727637649250079,0.0,0.0,0.06564618923680263,0.0,0.0,0.2380388569299356 adhd,VVarhound,2019/05/12,"The progression of TOO MANY TABS * Step 1: Leave things open in tabs for months because ""I'm going to need that information for something at some point in the future."" * Step 2: Have so many tabs open that I can no longer see what any of them are. Split off some of them into a new window, maybe even splitting off related tabs if I'm feeling particularly organized. * Step 3: Repeat steps 1 and 2 several times. * Step 4 (optional): Maybe go through and bookmark some sites and disregard others to close those tabs. Barely make a dent. * Step 5: End up with 4 windows open with approximately 50 tabs each. Use up 100% of computer's ram doing absolutely nothing. * Step 6?: Get fed up with this, go through and copy and paste the URLs into a .txt file with a short description of why I think I'll need them. Save this .txt file as something like ""notes7.txt"" along with all of the other notes files in my gigantic dump of a downloads folder. * Step 7: Enjoy not having my computer fan rev up anytime I open my browser, for a while, until * Step 8: Repeat from step 1. *WWHHYYYYYYY*",1.4453571428571408,4.14758836764706,2.5798599439775916,89.54294117647059,89.34313725490196,5.659383753501401,21.501400560224084,7.1686216300943375,0.9020929971988793,833,29,163,14,28,265,128,204,0.040999999999999995,0.895,0.064,0.6808,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,0,10,0,5,1,0,2,1,35,19,10,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,19,1,1,3,0,0,13,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,3,35,18,5,43,0,0,1,0,4,20,0,5,11,85,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633764502607026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132505474375262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454707637307767,0.0,0.0,0.12270678709704096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393660018147217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706305396790266,0.0,0.3167513580802513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967155569159663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076335204534126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240104508576974,0.3767061284622527,0.3732845444885413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828884983387386,0.0,0.0,0.2755089387244353,0.0,0.17942872345996047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782621542322135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734925884510458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756233648581238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804363156366807,0.0,0.0,0.2098799723641094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860470204553182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342483115363752,0.11904114639314235,0.0,0.0,0.1083305617380584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045538154248065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676387139646243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Insynchwiththeworld,2019/05/12,"Whenever I talked with a doctor They dismiss my symptoms. And they write me off as traumatic stress victim Yes I've had my fair share but it's not what keeps me up at night Whenever I have found Adderall through the grapevine I take some. And every time I do I feel like my thoughts are in order. I can actually stick to a to do list. And it baffles me that I haven't been diagnosed. Any thoughts as to why I feel like this or any input about this scenario?",1.8806264775413688,3.947501223404256,2.9195035460992886,92.73388888888887,79.31914893617021,6.305437352245864,25.33806146572104,7.3871296695380915,1.0840770685579195,361,14,79,5,9,115,66,94,0.064,0.8079999999999999,0.128,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,1,3,1,8,3,0,0,0,15,15,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,16,3,12,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,52,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.2195256454139015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059570371991857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283266861034997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302530887157341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953602994434307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274901029709473,0.3214187449849933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665381102025855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995217590792846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198053182986661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111069668975125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576875584006933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338165255048409,0.16913971695193494,0.18081196797129787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571815640084273,0.1311742739096503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029887617183076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whyisthereapostlimit,2019/05/12,"I made a goal to write 5 songs this year. I just finished my third one and I'm so excited!! I wanted to share with you guys; I'm just so stoked that I'm actually following through on a goal for once. I'm back on medication for the first time in years and it's really made a difference. The song is Indie Rock. Sorry in advanced if your ears bleed. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7U2V7TObjA&feature=youtu.be",3.774666666666669,6.912056866666667,3.8653333333333366,82.19266666666668,80.33333333333334,7.066666666666667,20.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,1.1339333333333337,335,9,63,7,9,103,54,75,0.019,0.865,0.11599999999999999,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,2,0,10,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,6,2,10,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.2461837279914237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733395452127668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939836816529232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635733802589259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458474127823346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497916275999621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774168647630093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541402318430053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686643350813721,0.17094787387214552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161364046500773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824008862144555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710341339281582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879816143712155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249132869435631 adhd,gexwht,2019/05/12,"Reminders Forgot to set a reminder Have no idea what time I put my contacts in Have no idea when I need to take them out by Happy Sunday!",0.9440229885057472,3.0358190344827563,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,82.79310344827587,3.8666666666666663,20.011494252873558,3.1291,-0.5104574712643681,108,3,23,0,3,35,24,29,0.149,0.733,0.11800000000000001,0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609807114474215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7656104579927059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514400639354496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408914792812363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496273310649586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977332822353523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JohnnyboyNOLA,2019/05/12,"ADHD medicine and high blood pressure??? So as of lately I have been having slightly higher than normal blood pressure138/88 HR about 90.My Doctors not concerned but I am. I am 32 195lb on 30mg Adderall XR and 150mg Wellbutrin. Any advice, insight, or experience from my fellow ADHDers out there ?",4.728888888888889,7.374531888888887,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,72.7037037037037,5.060740740740742,31.170370370370367,5.6839178017228535,1.690574814814815,238,11,37,1,5,73,48,54,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,8,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193065955811871,0.340938275106255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372620387960673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571110360322983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34128837894287983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686290143387878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935712029960788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418451472791926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,golfbang,2019/05/12,"Should I take Adderall late in the day if I forgot? I forgot to take my Adderall 30mg ER this morning, I usually take around 6AM. It is now 1pm, should I take it now or just skip today? I also have to be asleep at 9pm so...",-0.8147058823529392,0.6674032156862744,2.2703529411764727,96.95258823529413,85.47058823529412,4.864313725490196,18.04313725490196,5.6839178017228535,-0.5299521568627448,168,4,43,1,5,60,36,51,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,11,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,0,5,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116456409541367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356003214340857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068149440280445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985439658527797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7959547543585727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508633377312857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29148165280664085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sugar7653,2019/05/12,Was diagnosed with ADD in kindergarten and now again at age of 36 Am I the only one that feels like I need to prove that I really have it to be in this group...??,0.9556190476190488,2.326619800000003,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,79.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,17.38095238095238,7.793537801064563,0.02623809523809495,123,2,31,2,3,41,30,35,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,7,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054275868255552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517878565433719,0.3557488250948991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328227570551825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692373633171317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33743637081927075,0.3787275146519456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190113984932605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CanadianIron28,2019/05/12,"A token of ADHD love...❤️ So, my boyfriend recently got very into coding. He has ADHD (like me) and definitely gets hyper focused when learning new things, so he’s been learning how to code for close to 10 hours each day! Yesterday, he said he made a game that he wanted me to play. I was super excited that he was involving me! As I sat down to the game, I was bummed because I realized it was based on math (I’m terrible at math). He said he knew I could do it, that I need to try and we can figure it out together. The game asks you to figure out 3 numbers that result in number X if added together. Then they need to multiply together to result in number Z (ie 280). It was really tough, but there were 5 levels and we figured them all out together! Once we won the game, a message and a heart popped up. Turns out he made the game just for me. :’) Here’s what it said: https://imgur.com/a/lS4MWyw I hadn’t seen him in a few days so it meant so much to me and reminded me how loved I was. He says as he gets better at coding and makes more games, he’s always going to hide an Easter egg in them for me like this. I can’t wait!",1.7732627118644049,3.2927774279661044,3.762000000000001,89.10799999999998,77.68644067796609,7.262372881355933,21.122033898305087,8.07648339933343,0.8488498305084753,867,22,194,15,20,295,136,236,0.024,0.846,0.131,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,1,3,3,10,10,0,0,10,0,14,3,1,7,1,40,37,18,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,13,16,1,1,8,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,20,5,25,8,30,16,5,25,0,0,1,1,34,16,0,1,10,116,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728923887903279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908756667721438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503345061912212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457092137067118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720729698169068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386537907718947,0.0,0.0,0.20010285193806465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210680923832976,0.0,0.08816872105507323,0.0,0.12407834102974223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383973671952675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527800619126546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158556004956314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800369043195694,0.29359138759355474,0.1035560786465454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140445656176317,0.2300662978728535,0.0,0.1498336218403933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521732003035702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938562388599524,0.0,0.15318044209651308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44271639990951067,0.12337227292132293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030670514741486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532878188775788,0.16874601701360667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800541749055758,0.09150464072814024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oShockwave,2019/05/12,Mother’s Day is today Don’t forget to wish your mother(s) a happy Mother’s Day.,4.801764705882351,4.594677411764707,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,69.0,6.8000000000000025,22.882352941176467,3.1291,0.6144588235294117,64,1,11,0,1,23,14,17,0.10400000000000001,0.546,0.35,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758108563642041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475224800381955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42315610674387416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133635710881908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PoniesCanterOver,2019/05/12,"I'm not magically capable just because it's a holiday. I do my best every day of the year. I don't suddenly become cured because of what day it is. Jesus Fucking Christ.",0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,85.0,8.071428571428571,28.75,8.841846274778883,3.0577142857142863,134,7,25,4,4,50,28,35,0.062,0.741,0.19699999999999998,0.6923,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466619126605928,0.4046181932004398,0.0,0.0,0.3844744567035376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725465358700303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30867589881815793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33869588924189664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359252025299326 adhd,sneakyrabbit,2019/05/12,"What is realistic in terms of treatment and results? So I have been on meds now for a year. First Concerta for 9 months and now Dextroamphetamine (off brand of Adderall I think) for the last 3 ish months. I'd say I have about a 40% improvement over all. The days I haven't taken it, I do notice but while I knew it wasn't going to be a perfect fix, I find I am still struggling a lot. I cannot afford an ADHD coach as my health care only covers basic counselling and I have found them to be woefully lacking in any real knowledge about how to help me cope with very ADHD specific issues. How are all of you doing since starting meds? Are you sitting at 40% and wishing you could still improve? What if anything are you doing about it?",3.628083538083537,4.883885837837838,4.566732186732184,86.28539312039314,72.37837837837839,7.003439803439803,26.29238329238329,7.348242739294969,1.261154054054054,576,19,116,6,11,187,100,148,0.049,0.804,0.14800000000000002,0.9414,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,2,10,3,0,1,7,0,18,1,0,3,3,23,26,11,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,1,17,2,20,18,5,21,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,13,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40574184649461664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479325479099728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891221201627862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210804704763827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477713446115286,0.0,0.0,0.10886532291202282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428480084199844,0.14358552959624954,0.0,0.18508607635120866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593582695534517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943192483139936,0.0,0.0,0.11314649851424492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761886647222704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759868447991128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351205726401467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750088176052881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26947723646631444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921857221983708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838388320556116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921371569560011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342405887760875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963732093545486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194811167597546,0.0,0.26961593764222325,0.0,0.0,0.17647173929634566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816349034921892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928188403742572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411753119998787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870494821940532 adhd,hitmiker,2019/05/12,"Do you feel like, as good as medication’s been for you, you’re realizing how bad your ADHD really is? I’m a guy, 24, and I’ve been on Vyvanse 50mg for almost a year now. It helped me so much with college, being structured and making plans. The thing is, I feel like sometimes I get so lazy and it basically is worse than when I was off medication. It’s never been easier to complete tasks, yet it’s been a nightmare to start them. Once I start something I can’t just leave it unfinished, but I really gotta start to make it work. Besides the ‘’If it takes you 5 minutes to do it, do it now’’ tip, what’s a good one to improve productivity when your biggest struggle is to start things? * Also, I’ve never really been a late person, but somehow I became one in the last few months and it infuriates me.",2.218129870129868,3.85401661818182,4.453701298701301,84.12340909090909,76.75757575757575,7.3809523809523805,23.90692640692641,8.192908349453996,1.3416926406926408,622,20,132,11,14,216,98,165,0.109,0.809,0.08199999999999999,-0.5018,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,1,2,10,6,0,1,8,0,15,2,0,3,2,18,27,14,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,2,15,4,15,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,16,88,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293399062251258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440901932724313,0.0,0.0,0.11507288841328282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201464282043766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087131256259909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455154088328669,0.20559742807365755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751792696000286,0.0,0.0,0.24138482633442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424788079768284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644987660050083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172937414126682,0.16231998123920902,0.15236417239453112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059979022451646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921022415250795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899184223254703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485572485722036,0.0,0.1057794818770492,0.0,0.2219615997477296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532436237998511,0.19501413661856612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564368261607106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765487266425921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107775059097491,0.1423159690686732,0.0,0.4073988720426031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043043931638256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819123443484242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119506912909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475737292003587,0.0,0.14664143707029922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092663749910966 adhd,a_crunchycupcake,2019/05/12,"Feeling really proud of myself after seeing everything I am capable of accomplishing now that I'm back on Adderall So, I have a small business in my area called Party Princesses, and I dress up like Disney Princesses and perform and kid's birthday parties. I have wigs, costumes, makeup, accessories for every princess and I've had this business for about 3 years now. I absolutely LOVE what I do, I truly do. Theatre and music are my passion and who doesn't love playing dress up, right? Getting paid to do it is even better!! But. I have ADD. So all of the maintenance can be extremely overwhelming. And taking on the business was kind of an impulsive decision because I knew nothing about wig care or costume care but I figured ""hey I can YouTube it and learn what I need to know!"" So I also have 4 kids and my husband works a lot. Party Princesses was kind of becoming more or a stressor for me. I'd see all my costumes, my wigs desperately in need of some TLC. but I just could not do it. Even though I really wanted to, I just couldn't. Each time I had a party to prepare for, I'd spend about 4 days stressing about everything I needed to do, and last minute throw some shit together and make it work. It was really upsetting because I have such a love for my business and the joy it brings to everyone I visit, but I just did not want to have anything to do with it anymore. BUT I GOT BACK ON MY MEDS YALL. And I have been rocking this shit. My last two parties, I looked phenomenal. I fixed my wig for Elsa (Frozen) and it was fucking gorgeous. Yesterday I was Tinkerbell and I spent the entire morning CUTTING AND STYLING her wig and that was so huge. I actually took my time and did a damn good job! I didn't impulsively jump into it and screw it up like I usually do. All of my tattoos were covered nice and neatly, I was just so proud of myself for being able to slow down and pay attention to what I was doing. I really amazed myself, and I can't wait to see what else I'm able to accomplish now with my medicine again. I've been off it for 5 years and it feels so good to fall back in love with my ""art"" if you will. I feel like I'm getting a hold on my life again. Sorry this was so long. Thanks for reading my post!! 💜",2.717602987513125,4.443416629711752,4.161522347998602,86.36549276461668,75.60753880266076,7.230738709300969,26.724296884117173,8.032893268588372,1.6418390243902437,1744,67,358,28,38,578,214,451,0.11,0.715,0.175,0.9863,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,0,8,28,33,6,3,12,0,44,10,2,1,3,68,79,40,0,8,14,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,22,29,0,2,9,4,4,6,6,9,0,1,22,7,57,24,51,52,8,44,0,1,4,7,14,17,5,6,23,252,79,8,0.19465678028287905,0.0,0.0949784689889782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783347843233034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652361010171637,0.0,0.0,0.08009297217011573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451857288734164,0.0,0.11866096652152963,0.10749156020796112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607905177237263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993831683007892,0.0,0.19846556069273572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770879984475422,0.0,0.0,0.06276875986440643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813053810569282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856896752502348,0.0,0.08200336643320881,0.09300144769667383,0.17494496257660208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476364753392771,0.06953142136417627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997852835697626,0.10170013353548082,0.0,0.0,0.1632688718728921,0.07784240471375606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658340919841177,0.0,0.0,0.20270508207222468,0.053489137864437535,0.15867125642492244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874592029935245,0.14264920552867885,0.0,0.0,0.0861325625293497,0.08173133493737599,0.0,0.0,0.08274511680208364,0.35137068822682005,0.0,0.06496745618674626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810990033219177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165033041389717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338921530190923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321369370351844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973547285860621,0.0,0.24940423584188065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311791338750048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232674377380729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998123876672784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895116437067694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148934206871436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317883671875818,0.0,0.0,0.08960690516062622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562464915073636,0.0,0.11350593397130722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813542262304353,0.0,0.0,0.0950756947999733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719347128940834,0.0,0.1148136123941137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417124543969999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535258442894018 adhd,Gulaf,2019/05/12,"I just replied to an email about medication that's been on my to-do list for seven months! Last October I told my doctor that my medication didn't seem to be having any effect, so he gave me a prescription for an increased dose and said ""let me know how it's going in a fortnight."" I took the increased prescription for a month and it still didn't help, then after it ran out I spent the next six months thinking ""I should really reply to that email."" Well, today I did! Of course even though my brain had classified it as a Big Task that had to be put off, it actually ended up taking about two minutes to do.",9.126290322580646,5.672037758064518,9.117483870967742,73.86622580645162,62.54838709677418,12.500645161290322,35.283870967741926,10.355215969177356,3.2162374193548384,478,13,101,8,5,158,82,124,0.02,0.9209999999999999,0.06,0.5612,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,8,0,12,5,1,2,0,10,23,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,12,1,12,1,18,7,2,22,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,10,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1806514093322015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258886401653135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066562790466152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947920595411102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396227493009066,0.0,0.0,0.12227068633037674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052085405238496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408271603900928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173767004284304,0.15089833726946955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929878301983727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729798994030242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443285490720028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968783025685732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609775364408204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859326428889096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609248020190224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852722193404632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783788393522113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918796678085876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861807333879225,0.18188046006492772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547307922956426,0.17689106568235807,0.20567626224689892,0.0,0.0,0.18083633524190185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644602713094275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,axiilotov,2019/05/12,"New to everything Hello I’m new to reddit in general and was just diagnosed with ADHD at 20 two months ago. Its been an interesting struggle separating out me and whats the ADHD symptoms. It was a relief to know at first but it feels like I was left with a lot of bitter emotions over everything. Its been hard for me to cope with having this flood of buried emotions from childhood coming out and this grief of not being normal and knowing exactly why I fuck up the way I do. So is this a common thing with people who get diagnosed later in life? And is there any tips for moving past this bitterness and grief over my childhood?",5.4258870967741935,6.141670298387097,6.15661290322581,78.52991935483874,67.79032258064517,9.103225806451613,28.403225806451612,9.188382445141503,2.315712903225806,503,16,94,9,8,165,83,124,0.19,0.759,0.051,-0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,3,1,6,0,10,5,0,0,1,23,17,8,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,13,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,2,5,4,6,3,23,11,1,23,0,2,0,1,2,10,1,1,11,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785707419943535,0.0,0.1396149682724026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071059542357342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567300491057116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197200210391288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543344327210653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310315124977425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963714376677718,0.11251861276345712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397011165725448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560696431326714,0.08228767454167381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108979274509914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311665639329674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112509490495953,0.0,0.11124748255492477,0.07694694189086812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339015595087134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571564683431544,0.16739843927397696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042305346045203,0.0,0.0,0.15431735681772246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503523482465217,0.1091912330041342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646540475517308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637036513984554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463654213569376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385540920247176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501681484010105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211998666214876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,staystrxnge,2019/05/12,"My senior year is coming up... Hi everyone. So I’ve been a bit down lately. Today I watched the graduation for the 2019 class. My school is a bit small, about 40 people in each grade. I noticed that 8 people got honors cords for having and maintaining a 4.0 for all four years. I also noticed a lot of other cords that were given, and medals, that I realized I’m not going to achieve. My grades aren’t horrible, but they really aren’t the best. I know they could’ve been better. In my high school career, I’ve moved a total of 4 times now. Two times my sophomore year. And during that year things were really rough, so my grades were not well at all. I know it’s too late for me to fix anything. I feel like if I didn’t have ADHD I would’ve done so much better. I feel so upset saying that because I hate using my disorder as a crutch, you know? I’ve been diagnosed with it since I can remember. I don’t even know what I’m trying to say. There are times during the year where I’m super focused and super optimistic about doing my work and studying and all of that, then there are other times (the majority of the time it feels like) where I just don’t feel it at all. I get a hyper-fixation for school and then it goes away instantly. There are moments when I’m really upset if I get below a B, then there are times where I’m like “Well I mean it’s better than an F” I just wish I had that drive in me that was like, “You’re going to regret this in the end if you don’t try harder. Keep going, don’t give up.” But i’ve never really had that. No ones ever been on to me about those things. I don’t know. I just wish I could go back in time and fix it all and get straight A’s and be happy. Not have to worry about college tuition or student loans because I’d have a full ride somewhere with my 4.0 and 36 ACT score. I’d really like some words of wisdom or if anyone else feels the same as me. Tldr: I’ll be a senior next year and I feel like if I didn’t have ADHD my grades would be so much better. But I feel bad saying that because I should embrace myself.",1.057758764375798,2.825718931662873,3.0200222234568592,92.48142396799824,80.64009111617312,5.831901772320683,17.541030057225402,6.807656815369643,-0.1306363575754208,1597,30,360,17,41,537,193,439,0.071,0.7440000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.995,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,2,11,28,23,1,2,20,0,39,1,0,1,8,67,73,34,0,11,16,0,8,6,0,2,1,3,0,0,24,16,0,1,15,0,2,9,14,5,2,3,15,12,45,18,38,52,17,58,0,1,1,0,9,20,0,9,35,237,69,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626552622806455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586448712532924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127657379916481,0.07513896220609079,0.06034732271786685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688993521398405,0.05638902892923545,0.06123051146750645,0.13411048647587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695911227192652,0.2594305180994925,0.16012264460539188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317042220304839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710186038018595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443208296713863,0.0,0.0,0.0840466844752744,0.0,0.0,0.07504575649594529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126083146121925,0.0,0.06495182277963563,0.0,0.0,0.04843616589890076,0.06633445979345423,0.0,0.0700734187446484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595577800223205,0.15716866325738196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494137274392048,0.07034829273585884,0.1667087500932228,0.0,0.05865159690188894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806500456444784,0.0,0.0724017697079763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748099824818792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518229297075018,0.0,0.0,0.2015112048626213,0.0,0.1654470402693298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496262176916686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234562323866515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798818131655188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794203490988312,0.10781730052069273,0.0,0.05655941038705117,0.0,0.07799113926079496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698163006593367,0.0,0.0,0.04969276035504322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016806002681105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348969812792253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307269852307317,0.0,0.0,0.1749535195312635,0.0,0.22265262256836735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060662330169810715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974392002143061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993299742483901,0.0,0.0695116992587175,0.0,0.0,0.09957743158359814,0.0,0.07163629318853272,0.0,0.0,0.06333670421683163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187146691143364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866009302549265,0.0,0.0,0.0533877504287926,0.07447385313764426,0.0,0.1041882024655824,0.0,0.0,0.28334669051803923 adhd,gumblebean,2019/05/12,"Quitting Adderall Has anyone quit adderall, how did you feel? I have weaned off of it about a month ago and I feel so much better mentally, but I'm not sure if I'm kidding myself.",0.21891891891892,2.60791467567568,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,91.43243243243244,4.0410810810810815,20.913513513513514,5.6839178017228535,0.07498270270270302,141,5,29,1,5,46,31,37,0.07,0.825,0.105,0.0634,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,7,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27116890263498283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389792168696956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27055068490437545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309352459144454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30828322052412216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417277329172235,0.0,0.22487751027986214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6507414293013903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883145826145553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ponzu008,2019/05/12,Recently visited my doctor question 26 yo made in US recently visited my doctor for adhd assessment but got off track and got treated for anxiety. How many people here have been treated for anxiety first and how long after we’re you eventually treated for adhd? I was prescribe lexapro and Xanax and have a follow up with my general doctor in 2 weeks and a random appointment with a psych tbd. Sorry for a similar repost.,8.911153846153843,8.387402038461541,9.715000000000003,60.14250000000003,60.66666666666667,13.441025641025641,41.294871794871796,12.602617957971056,5.802964102564102,341,17,51,11,4,117,52,78,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,3,0,14,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,3,12,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,36,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42152921258112697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683201633598224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385059598719526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917242515569376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805240705626137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155199837014106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594244097390062,0.0,0.17780098330543476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158175306025515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645821331811628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34631992006722817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631603259295016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109524666249125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406738694817778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sullyismenameyo,2019/05/12,"I have almost never had a good experience with school but I love to learn. I’m a 21 year old guy who graduated high school a few years ago. The same year I graduated I enrolled in a local community college and dropped out 3 months in the first semester. I was diagnosed at a young age but never understood, nor cared what it was. I’m hyper, I’m goofy, and I wasn’t as mature as my peers, that’s the most I thought about it. I had a girlfriend at the time from high school, she moved and broke up with me shortly after. My parents had complications as I started community college, and I tried/had access to weed for the first time in my life which I abused for a year or so. I had a part-time job that I went to full time and struggled with but I managed to last for almost 2 years then I was fired (showing up late, careless mistakes, skipping work). I’ve worked at my job now for almost 2 years, being medicated for almost half a year. I feel confident about working at my dead-end job and I push through, but it’s not sustainable. I’m pressured by my parents (that I live with) to get back to school and make up my mind what I want to do with my life with the threat of being kicked out if I procrastinate too long. The pressure of getting started again always has me down when I leave work everyday, feeling drained from working in a shop 8-5 and trying to find the energy to do the work to get enrolled again, requiring I take tests to qualify in algebra and reading sections. I have never been good at math and struggled my whole way in school in every remedial math class and it just feels like an obstacle that’s so tall for me and so basic for many. I’m not stupid, I’m not lazy, am I just scared to fail? Being recently medicated again has made me realize what my ADHD actually is so it’s good to know how I can help myself and structure things around me but my time and self awareness has definitely taken a tole to some progression. Glad I’m not the only one here, haha.",4.517196029776677,5.007282171215883,5.622245657568238,82.36106079404469,69.71960297766749,8.780645161290323,29.39578163771712,8.841846274778883,2.12205905707196,1557,56,326,26,26,518,200,403,0.135,0.7490000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.8290000000000001,5,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,0,11,19,19,2,5,22,1,22,6,0,3,3,62,48,32,0,3,13,2,4,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,15,23,0,1,9,3,1,3,9,11,0,4,14,4,43,8,58,31,7,67,0,2,0,1,9,26,0,8,37,216,58,29,0.0,0.089779326700652,0.07394410419043017,0.0,0.09106514346779727,0.0,0.06716872544877198,0.0,0.3035052640703574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304970620346588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745456990639416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058265222012913426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725623635699372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769086100845313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711291976934189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384252700690382,0.0,0.0,0.07412112168006106,0.0,0.0,0.11494022835914768,0.05413267575894483,0.0,0.0,0.06925569864169055,0.12890597275630633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876573738834847,0.0,0.0,0.19066590462030056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502777818764769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078944757163634,0.16011793962184248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558082106997585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164318950817407,0.061765598256129324,0.08547592249521853,0.08023330270997585,0.0,0.0,0.10704227068288974,0.03701915402012068,0.0,0.066909477999156,0.06705725250844029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838863338258852,0.07169881348034159,0.05057946711919994,0.0768225383682449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526678626219677,0.0,0.0,0.07650973647529298,0.0,0.0604817654676791,0.08053534622597662,0.0,0.0,0.17532381736471764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795116478522301,0.0,0.05134615313476285,0.05762923811814653,0.0,0.0,0.1682752336185599,0.08205542589689907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579410650254023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481728968098153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586259350263176,0.3834346483126323,0.0,0.0,0.07904839154516834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072658897121084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584300401437312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056972317878637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034061360031513,0.0,0.0,0.0601557752720481,0.17673678460284314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144530123027168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469323314916357,0.060145557574392036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024288735361205,0.0,0.08459851958563543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309845043163212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415700033678273 adhd,deeppurplecircles,2019/05/12,"Tapering off Vyvanse 50mg I've been on Vyvanse 50mg for the for the past year (started on 30mg in May 2018 and went up to 50mg by August) and now that school is over, I'm trying to taper off. I found that while it did some beneficial things, like make me need slightly less sleep and helped me focus a bit more, I'm either very resistant to it or it doesn't work for me because it didn't do much else. It did, however, make my skin's healing time 3x slower, worsen my skin, added to anxiety, gave me hot flashes and sweat that smelled, and made me obsessed with research and unable to turn off my thoughts. It's impossible for me to get drunk, impossible to relax, and I lost any interest in anything non-school related (this isn't a problem though). My affect became extremely flat and I stopped making facial expressions when I talked, even if I thought I was; people would ask me why I never smiled or laughed. I didn't even notice this until months later when I started losing friends. Never did lose my appetite, though. Anyways. I like the help focusing and the bit of extra energy but don't know if it's worth it if it's killing my health and social interactions. Now that it's summer, I started tapering off 10mg per week and I've been deathly tired since the end of April. What I want to know, from people who have had experience tapering off in the past - is it better to go cold turkey or rapid taper over a week, and push through the fatigue? Or is it better to do it gradually? Because if I taper 10mg a week, feeing exhausted and then finally adjusting, only to reduce it again by 10mg, won't I just force myself to be in a perpetual state of exhaustion each week, prolonging the exhaustion? Thank you. DISCLAIMER: Yes, I know the people here aren't doctors and I should be talking to my doctor. Please don't recommend this, I'm looking to hear people's past experiences.",5.819687272727273,5.84169648266667,6.633727272727274,77.86186363636367,66.84,9.69818181818182,31.97878787878788,9.457814108942452,2.776253333333333,1491,56,290,27,22,495,198,375,0.109,0.7859999999999999,0.105,-0.5096,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,6,13,19,1,1,14,1,26,15,5,5,2,49,54,30,2,9,11,0,3,2,1,4,9,1,0,0,24,16,1,1,7,2,2,3,10,10,0,0,16,7,32,9,41,32,9,48,0,4,1,0,13,14,0,10,32,183,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432761206930125,0.0,0.07236465539827729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784334456359104,0.0,0.08843323704494345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153280525482942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732257788091304,0.20654573616669547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936432840931376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902169966979992,0.0,0.08378279090037484,0.0,0.0,0.12495776056328975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506345604884986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036238254422016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037181613207762,0.07308359907323829,0.0,0.04942180520002929,0.0,0.053760324778377534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054969932177148,0.10661505588896288,0.0,0.1268096122315879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465497507944377,0.0,0.1559602525555078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924283446834444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943568948420549,0.21165445461581908,0.10326124488074688,0.0,0.0,0.08950775377191345,0.18942800873802007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550455451617671,0.0,0.06953795873916771,0.07014074121863355,0.1459144655565394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769664650892764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194350094728306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709039175475798,0.2623201045424299,0.0,0.0,0.10383652959766967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905143136007042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146969062854732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824967963393717,0.0,0.09466297436721756,0.0964273425043732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008637600490222,0.0,0.0,0.07908537078942765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520632078231607,0.0,0.08709005303087346,0.0,0.0,0.06284448832754347,0.0,0.1858775448313474,0.1501951862142137,0.055158906510385734,0.10872264535482014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422356426447147,0.10289182570815032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805050062352263,0.055794380880276086,0.0,0.3035125191076978,0.0,0.0,0.08769019681475218,0.0853569667021071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886603854048175,0.0,0.0,0.06719733186761828,0.0,0.0,0.060915859140007536 adhd,sublime_424,2019/05/12,"ADHD and appearing less stupid Hey guys, 30 year old here with life long adhd issues including procrastination, inattentiveness, and scattered thoughts. Dispute all this I’ve managed to work my way up to a construction supervisor at a road construction company. The company has recently been sold and the new owners are doing evaluations of all employees and cuts will be made. This worries me because although I know I’m perfectly equipt for the job, I’ve come to realize that my adhd makes me look stupid and unaware at times especially at first impressions. I hate that I come across this way but it’s the reality is the situation. I know it’s kind of a dumb and childish question but what can I do to appear smarter. I don’t have the luxury of someone taking a long time to evaluate me as it will all likely be short and intense. Let me know your thoughts. Thanks guys.",5.704243353783232,7.416176024539883,6.4301993865030695,73.15466513292435,67.8957055214724,10.341308793456037,33.828732106339466,10.504223727775694,3.928648670756647,704,33,123,20,12,231,104,163,0.125,0.795,0.081,-0.6613,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,1,10,5,0,10,0,14,1,0,2,4,27,31,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,7,0,1,4,1,5,0,1,5,1,13,5,16,21,4,22,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,3,10,78,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056888793069001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550002571000204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163983881053894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930345394659468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27775510748899546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384758194713229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639299870057682,0.1391845054308665,0.0,0.0,0.14605721019117712,0.23124652343627145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342339288099276,0.09906843211134526,0.0685230147579069,0.0,0.0,0.2482479799923621,0.1177814650142857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271558965306268,0.09362335967948482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546213078927766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717726440324794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712115279057354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384879363307444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765596213652655,0.0,0.0,0.11884021876811922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054566232569266,0.0,0.0,0.12913079877260544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226985022131765,0.16357123251686556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266067598695333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210955505888787,0.14243889181186833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032160705976547 adhd,RampantSavagery,2019/05/12,"You don't need medication, just ride your bike! There's a school of thought out there that exercise, not medicine, is the solution for those with ADHD. I could not disagree more. I have severe ADHD, and it's rather insulting to suggest that cycling would fix ANY of the day to day struggles that I have to deal with even with the assistance of excellent medicine. In the past twelve days, I have flown in a helicopter, swam with sea turtles, bombed down the side of a volcano on a Kona hardtail, watched a sun rise above the clouds at 10,000 ft elevation, driven a turbocharged mustang, and sprinted on a horse. All massive endorphin enhancers. And none of that will help me prioritize and focus when I clock into work at 3:30am on monday. It doesn't work that way.",7.566171328671326,7.584727601398605,6.646984265734265,79.24432255244757,63.195804195804214,9.9472027972028,36.05681818181819,9.516144504307137,3.2181755244755252,609,26,114,10,8,185,97,143,0.061,0.8590000000000001,0.08,0.3813,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,4,6,3,1,1,13,0,9,2,0,0,1,19,12,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,1,8,1,23,7,3,23,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,0,7,76,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087284556664023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393042210281046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898666988857178,0.0,0.0,0.4094935344663228,0.21820362162258167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979395973474362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186568122195506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213216833093303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693706272395105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204550812965613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420283223300984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391061904554173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126432404399535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680278177148323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799927752178428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30816993439774104,0.0,0.0,0.15035130372116726,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jaeyoon25,2019/05/12,"I've procrastinated taking out the recycling for months now... ...and now I have tons of boxes that I can use to move out of my dorm in two days. Thank you, ADHD, for once being useful in my life.",2.663666666666668,3.735598700000004,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,74.5,7.333333333333335,18.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.2725833333333334,148,2,33,2,3,51,32,40,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,9,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689402086529624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197982018848858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683487323773645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503508501291554,0.3262799168713491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32693245749972905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308169519660413,0.0,0.0,0.2826335270096497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998829041806589,0.0,0.0,0.5302785489413144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,charleycme,2019/05/12,"Is it a possibility that it takes a while to adjust to methylphenidate? I'v been prescribed to take 5 mg of methylphenidate once a day, right now I'm on my second day. Is it possible that it takes a while (a few days/week) for your body (brain) to react to it? It is a starter dose, but from what I read also a very low dose. Because yesterday I did have te feeling the constant wave of thoughts was a bit less, but very subtle. I still had to read things 3 times before I actually knew what I read. Today I actually slept through the working time unfortunately. (I took the 5 mg at 11:30 AM, slept from 12:15 till 14:15 PM). I heard that methylphenidate can make it hard to sleep, but that was not the case.",4.7422695035460976,5.204534148936169,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,69.21276595744679,7.9687943262411345,27.723404255319142,7.793537801064563,1.279076595744681,549,17,123,6,9,171,87,141,0.064,0.9229999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.7506,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,12,0,11,7,5,2,0,10,23,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,14,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,3,10,0,16,12,3,18,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,13,75,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.2919457605306353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962265920662712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118531411695087,0.0,0.12728537995075218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633075163910375,0.16615464225389626,0.0,0.1669857566506703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164768822786732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293923697912516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563441050341174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399831783992128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984880577713562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930259540858255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33726806439026513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44887489629270216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774433351020453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969251387133176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945836354185155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374067517831477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993772856134275,0.0,0.0,0.11875337293207053,0.17444783312857368,0.0,0.14178860203111612,0.0,0.16619386758934604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468457329880213,0.0,0.0,0.11998765166728652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889928716474724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Exarillion,2019/05/12,"The Times you don't want to learn Hello everyone. I think most of us has this habit. The thing is this: There is course in school or anywhere. You don't like it so yo don't want to learn anything about it and yo curse on it and etc. You are totally distracted. Totally not in control of your brain. For you it is better to watch a cut line up video instead of learning that course has more benefit. For example for me it is DBMS (database management systems) and I have a quiz tomorrow. I cam school at 12pm and killed my time on youtube for like 2 and half hour. And walked in the school to see the girl i like and etc. So my question is if you have this damn habit(hope you don't) how can you overcome it? I need help and my finals are knocking the door :')",1.84714285714286,3.6196438917197473,2.7631892629663355,95.22574840764334,78.2356687898089,6.5239308462238395,23.953139217470433,7.447530270364453,0.8056336669699729,589,20,136,8,14,186,91,157,0.147,0.78,0.073,-0.8590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,8,0,2,6,9,3,1,7,0,16,1,1,2,2,24,21,13,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,8,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,2,18,5,19,21,6,14,0,0,2,0,13,7,1,4,8,94,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423437709027873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501432992821945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566213547946065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658307213614715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909504560394098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748043571829035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200251477065047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748149781990246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726081589300777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939131113213035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568879483976629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299623773238007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634537258684906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321555435657704,0.13966953228263246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164432961905404,0.1123075748919883,0.0,0.0,0.20440567054534053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108313007535828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676058605961664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawaysziget987,2019/05/12,"I need advice quick. Desperate university student here. (Well, feeling good at the moment). Please hear me out. I don’t know if I have ADHD. But I’m looking for advice. I’m a university student and I procastrinate on a very unhealthy level. For even the smallest tasks I need a lot of effort. I actually could not SIT DOWN and START to study. But if, by some miracle I do, I can do the task, and afterwards I’mangry at myself for not doing it earlier. And I never learn. I’m afraid of the assaignments even though I know there’s no reason for it. I panic a lot and do everything last second. I thought that it was just because I hated university and I got burnt during the 5 years there. This procastrination got worse and worse. And I seem to be unable to learn from my mistakes. In the last moments however, I always managed to get shit done and I also got relatively good grades. When I got them, I calmed down and didn’t do any school work unless I absolutely had to. Now it’s the exam period again and I am overwhelmed. I tried amphetamine and I got no euphoria. I tried it from three different sources and they were the real deal, according to my friends. My friends get so hyped from it. But not me. It calms me down and all the racing thoughts of guilt, regret and shame seem to be gone. I still know that I have work to do and I can do it but because of the calmness, I seem to procastrinate further. When I start an assaignment, I can’t stop doing it before I believe it’s perfect. I’m recording a presentation and I have started over for at least 50 times now if I mispronunce an English word. I haven’t slept for exactly 48 hours, and then I slept for 4 hours. Woke up without an alarm clock. And here I am again, a lot of amphetamine in my body and I have a change in preception and I am able to focus DEEPLY. No hunger. So I get the effects, but I am not high. And I did so much of this shit in the last days that I think it could be dangerous for those who get high off of it. So what’s the problem with me? I need to focus and study and do presentations from tomorrow. They are not done but I don’t really care about that right now. Will start to study soon though. I’m just afraid that if I run out! I will crash, and that would mean that I fail some classes, which would be very very unfortunate for me right now. I still have some, and I should keep that for emergencies, when I have to study or do a presentation. I wanna know what’s wrong with me. I don’t feel hunger, but sometimes I have stomach pain that tells me I’m hungry. My friends can’t eat while theyre on it. I can, but don’t have real appetite. What should I do? I probably won’t be able to sleep for some time even If I don’t redose today. The thing is, I don’t get a REAL high but I still feel a LOT better than usual. I don’t know if I’m getting addicted. I told myself I’m doing this in order to survive this very last semester. But I just know that uncounscously I was seeking a high. I should get to work asap. But I’m afraid I’m doing some damage to my health. I need to survive for a week and do my best. Any advice? Am I fucking up? I can’t possibly maintain this for a week, right? At the moment I’m feeling perfectly fine, but in the back of m6 mind, I know something’s wrong.",1.2400091232948114,3.3137101107828717,3.1430156833782266,90.26124174559044,81.57016248153619,6.404804935268049,21.625010861065245,7.565006747945744,0.7700962029715872,2543,79,560,41,68,852,258,677,0.131,0.78,0.08800000000000001,-0.9823,2,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,0,3,12,34,36,5,8,32,0,66,14,7,2,5,118,126,59,0,21,29,0,4,0,3,8,3,1,0,0,35,31,3,2,22,0,0,2,23,21,1,2,20,6,87,15,72,91,13,81,0,4,1,1,11,30,3,19,47,397,122,13,0.12307093334273665,0.0,0.060049738873472085,0.06708274164781458,0.07395367278550685,0.1803952375396002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920989046494149,0.05120243777403497,0.0,0.0,0.08369245495519148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731697551260813,0.0,0.07502289866262798,0.0,0.05236214983605685,0.06932939867034661,0.06457767583500361,0.05442311964416801,0.0,0.06835203129394064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273950939532945,0.0,0.06509636442660574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826212590118533,0.0,0.0,0.03968528530088946,0.06344036412490649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429146551513043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259442941250147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296614475090559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193078614489206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530410961442958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445672353176095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262644671492256,0.056888547368380324,0.22504819087145392,0.0,0.0,0.10322605982700438,0.246077670344772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075353361096189,0.0,0.06540932354351589,0.06935494320012592,0.0,0.0,0.26006239627944233,0.0,0.0,0.12120007859094173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054695550161417784,0.0,0.0,0.2367279823377183,0.2006384734659815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167429390064456,0.0,0.0,0.2092610129395402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703016294533021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213327954839312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045235648364997466,0.18251107529501046,0.04745994543814785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547807511132395,0.07219861158188537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675474636513332,0.0,0.06937199279820185,0.0,0.0,0.06634564083451365,0.058881131058198935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012249870041744,0.039421195655356255,0.0632687084556683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765285693981276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622771774931992,0.0,0.16805873324134502,0.0,0.0,0.12633054449948475,0.0,0.0,0.06157990684946981,0.0,0.0,0.04737300859451542,0.06086014999579184,0.0,0.17422048012521316,0.0,0.14742690951707255,0.05144640551306482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053784710156259866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408814297573235,0.03942944234977053,0.12091656714398002,0.09770457391747714,0.07176365094237863,0.0,0.058328427251196364,0.05879977544898324,0.0,0.0835570851514823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777262287326379,0.20309281807715848,0.0,0.0,0.09872007920328206,0.0,0.05532777465001668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059317993972950074,0.0,0.1343956578618811,0.0,0.1254197953202341,0.08742605996909944,0.13455874561149686,0.0,0.03962682301683679 adhd,nissenice,2019/05/12,"Another suicide post... I mean, this is my first post here but these posts are pretty common it seems. My history so far: So, I've been depressed back and forth since I was 12. Mom sent me to loads of psychiatrists, I went but I never got anything out of it really. Started taking anti-depressives at the age of 16. Stopped after 3 years, don't know why but I told them that I was okay, but I knew I wasn't. I was sad. Got diagnosed with ADD at the age of 22. Explained so fucking much about my struggles. Still sad though. Always struggled in school, hated it, but I have always loved math. I am currently studying to become a mathematician (It's actually going pretty decent somehow). Still sad though. I'm very tired of being sad and the feeling doesn't seem to go away. For 15 years I've been thinking of ending my life, about every week for 15 fucking years. It's probably the ADD that has kept me alive for this long. Otherwise I would have gotten it over with a long time ago. So now I'm sitting here, crying, researching what it would cost for a Swede to go to Switzerland and get assisted suicide. It's expensive. Sorry for rant. Needed to vent.",2.2202892166251686,4.565355303964758,3.5939321968971463,86.87466002681481,79.66079295154185,6.41478643937943,23.085424248228307,7.586124646067393,1.1329446083125836,902,30,177,14,23,295,137,227,0.162,0.7020000000000001,0.136,-0.8206,1,0,0,0,0,2,37.0,0,0,1,1,15,12,3,2,7,1,17,6,0,0,1,28,45,14,2,3,5,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,8,0,2,5,4,10,0,1,14,1,19,2,28,28,1,38,0,5,0,3,6,7,2,3,22,109,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.10578917822717546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609588682679553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040590740141066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367374480982333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920937342790634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185154464464888,0.08335796374104652,0.0,0.0,0.11972654372936635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907953097775575,0.0,0.0,0.18674084638962213,0.11003039050258448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601604764242844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913372139936032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548136209843209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221057632495597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004402613413305,0.0566379605127191,0.0,0.18482986242357435,0.0,0.17340528045047945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702904818025777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595774179031628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765707690632847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918728129769728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784116536176718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808653938298372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696446906995906,0.0,0.0,0.07969130518934862,0.08038210088431698,0.08360983279523035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31147059416884826,0.2205769169150032,0.11688062187293095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944802710799378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971324027228957,0.0,0.1973785467073424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967503811935275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135228403192468,0.07673073092634329,0.0,0.17314725979902762,0.09063274985153104,0.0,0.2266601771270473,0.0,0.2371583933542457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150825215972315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946255524819127,0.2130178167662882,0.0,0.06321274498605609,0.12459740937267536,0.0,0.10358712696148514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944677666914545,0.0,0.0,0.08695721454710996,0.0,0.0,0.10049398002450052,0.09782007132261844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401783943238032,0.0,0.0,0.2094308379027843 adhd,dredj87,2019/05/12,"Brain won't shut up How many of you have a brain that just won't shut up? One thought after another constantly? So today I'm going to seek some quietness. When I had elbow surgery I got hydrocodone and got high without knowing. (Never been high). But when I was all I did was state at a computer screen at work, the chaos was gone, my brain silent. It was amazing! Granit I was high and euphoric, but damn, it was amazing. So today I'm in Washington state going to try a edible for the first time to see if it will stop the chaos for a little while.",1.6177840909090904,3.710234366071433,2.9201948051948072,92.26116883116885,80.33928571428572,5.858441558441559,21.788961038961038,6.980632752743323,0.5398107142857147,427,13,91,5,11,138,71,112,0.124,0.789,0.087,-0.6372,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,1,0,7,0,13,4,4,1,2,14,23,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,13,3,7,2,13,7,2,27,0,0,2,0,1,11,1,2,11,61,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672432161829849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341436784860117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235619879728314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566539376768694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128806958365712,0.0,0.2551236158725061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055420520149314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765365299324282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985474582037135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617017380205342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301149543889706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807716561981834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709595474030366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333440065868941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662030727018636,0.0930021509620336,0.0,0.3023630556895386,0.0,0.0,0.10828585983515852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374638714150266,0.0,0.11611342787031473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pops9000,2019/05/12,"How to manage my Adhd before an official diagnosis? I'm going to get an adhd assessment at the start of June, but I'm not sure I'll be able to cope until then. I've struggled in secondary school (high school) for the last few years. I know I'm somewhat smart, but I've never had the energy or motivation to do my homework or study. When people said they were going home to study I always presumed they meant they were going to do their homework. When I realized they actually managed to do their homework and study I wanted to break down crying. Most nights I'm lucky if I finish half of my homework, never mind study on top of that! Recently I'v stopped even trying to finish my homework, instead doing it in school during class or knowing that since I'm quiet teachers presume i have it done. I have * 2 orals (speaking exams) * 2 essays * 1 art project due for tomorrow and I'm having a mini breakdown! Everything I haven't done all year is piling up on me and i have exams in 2 weeks! I don't know how to help myself. My mother has given up on me and her boyfriend thinks that *I'm not trying and I need to be harder on myself*. Most people I'm friends with think I'm just lazy and I don't care about school. If anyone had any help they could offer me I'd be so happy, or even just support! Thanks for reading all of this, I never really reach out for help, so this is a step in the right direction TL;DR: 16 year old girl struggling with school wants some help on how to manage before she can access professional treatment.",2.319552959676514,4.444895130293162,3.8363405593620143,86.41312703583063,78.15309446254072,5.928293833539258,21.986858362349768,6.953978226594392,0.711267864764686,1203,35,233,13,29,398,163,307,0.081,0.7759999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.976,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,7,2,13,10,0,2,8,0,25,0,0,4,6,51,53,23,0,6,12,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,7,9,0,1,10,2,0,4,8,2,0,1,9,3,32,8,38,40,7,44,0,0,0,0,19,17,0,11,22,150,39,20,0.1007663045919246,0.0,0.09833337756753006,0.0,0.2422030325176115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384563764083901,0.0,0.0,0.06852454254632881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045814310395451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148940683741054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273796325362464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804536947878217,0.0,0.1106870539730885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623782982247388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331103876666275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056225711839358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785179696609486,0.0,0.05264623517343271,0.0,0.17180343917997404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726760497992392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016611962171017,0.10646513325539296,0.10107681948798083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661355772115818,0.08213798734193586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174524239338738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471693804970278,0.23315155844077,0.0,0.0,0.09456235076284444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057372859522953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397173358861043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007935733850225,0.0,0.0645534749902816,0.0,0.09949456924696064,0.0,0.0,0.08605387354376932,0.09585183091848648,0.0,0.0,0.5099043995163968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335492844869984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132290903148766,0.0,0.0,0.08424514265528822,0.0,0.21068564053966446,0.0,0.0,0.1143484083161816,0.09497104955765807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277207488825948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913395843491246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368274126879295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188691544264899,0.0,0.08082865141384685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467058921238892 adhd,wintervenom123,2019/05/12,"Long time partner broke up with me Today is her birthday. She broke up with me because it took me 4 hours after I got up to remember it's today,making me essentially the last person to do so. We are long distance and it seems my adhd makes her think I'm not being attentive while I care deeply for her. I'm feeling very much like shit. If only I had remembered to make a reminder on my phone calendar. God I'm stupid.",2.595665024630541,4.053908862068969,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,75.32183908045977,7.270279146141214,25.072249589490966,7.957251820313856,1.399149096880132,329,11,68,5,7,112,64,87,0.141,0.755,0.105,-0.6469,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,14,16,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,14,2,11,12,1,13,0,2,0,0,8,4,1,2,9,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370879675677537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025789859384675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113649814092455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974890536494667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778000612643894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427757418837605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080664454595078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637931324197302,0.0,0.0,0.3491669172744635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633671370471558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502089657633122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500376369883071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722541950367408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469515434962752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795930794483831,0.0,0.0,0.20250145063099734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640678950659284,0.0,0.0,0.11503348992901305,0.0,0.3739900331527515,0.0,0.2191814051311521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627737394638142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vigilantepro,2019/05/12,"Hey forgetful fam, it's Mother's Day. Call yo mamas. That is all",-2.8585714285714268,-3.2548447142857126,0.946428571428573,94.51107142857144,139.0,4.257142857142857,10.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.5505142857142853,50,1,11,1,4,18,13,14,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8454872013250816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339956857461312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vestillion,2019/05/12,"Pressure to perform I'm quitting my underpaying delivery job to get into academics, And I'm facing some backlash from my mother, who expects me to work a job and go to school at the same time. I am confident this will burn me out and send me spiraling back into the horrible depression I recently crawled out of because I don't handle excessive stress well. any advice?",7.371142857142857,7.5398599714285695,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,63.57142857142857,11.571428571428573,40.35714285714286,11.20814326018867,4.9380000000000015,298,16,49,8,4,100,53,70,0.127,0.77,0.10300000000000001,-0.4153,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,7,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,8,1,11,6,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,34,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632596374315748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832047701017508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071559646646456,0.0,0.16422690562981426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203829868198805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140753094486556,0.0,0.1531091800983916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346861699447023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865455853783829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660051276218072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27265243901223984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086027393064725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709233502111802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422276235157569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961301897081956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhatIsMyPlace,2019/05/12,"Why aren't we talking more about neurofeedback ? We're all talking about prescription meds here, which are I think great but obviously not perfect. Neurofeedback had been proven to give long lasting results similar to those induced by daily stimulants. So why aren't we talking more about this ? A solution which could be the ultimate solution ?",7.270344827586207,10.236809482758623,6.634000000000004,68.16100000000002,66.24137931034483,10.846896551724136,39.18620689655173,10.793553405168565,5.333485517241378,282,16,41,9,5,87,43,58,0.063,0.7659999999999999,0.171,0.7879999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,3,12,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,6,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658899795757849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482143880061967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28527027204103017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091392438811107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898358770185046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874103836829344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239148424937014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657950896209328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669591388831572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Generalkrunk,2019/05/12,!!!EMERGENCY ALERT!!! IT'S MOTHERS DAY! I forget every year and my wonderful sister just texted me a reminder so I thought i'd share the love.,1.1338888888888905,3.7708437777777815,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,92.70370370370372,5.662962962962964,25.26851851851852,7.1686216300943375,1.6665629629629626,110,5,20,2,4,36,25,27,0.147,0.44799999999999995,0.405,0.8815,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31614449946976264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130225496228624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424331092321179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891714949615712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316111673613748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567877194910715 adhd,broadwayravenclaw,2019/05/12,"Study blogs/studytubers with ADHD? Hey there everyone! I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD (february this year). I realized I had symptoms my entire life after getting diagnosed, but it wasn't untill college it affected my studies negatively. I always loved studytubers and studyblogs, they're helpful with motivation, but they feel a little unrealistic for me. I can barely focus for one hour, imagine fourteen hours? Nah. So my question is, does anyone know of any studytubers or study blogs aimed owned by someone with ADHD or aimed at people with ADHD? Thank you so much in advance!",6.37873487348735,9.273686653465347,6.895577557755775,65.61276127612763,68.60396039603961,9.637403740374037,34.984598459845984,9.994966539143718,4.501850605060506,476,24,64,13,9,155,76,101,0.033,0.8109999999999999,0.156,0.9435,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,0,17,10,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,10,2,13,7,2,10,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,6,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7182119318106742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431499465132835,0.0,0.0,0.10159894276935393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446582469359568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032811420388201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307432883856756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276065922287873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554248192465246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805673172923791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014146430494893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29426308154050523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210780339351267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055275282684663,0.0,0.14974073062706034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348417479652079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982815719363508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123911968305807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357700383757916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673651892869965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751711826385686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658840236199964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528658540270854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375499109796168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621042484593004 adhd,Elmwych,2019/05/12,"Intolerable FOMO I've just had the biggest burn-out I've ever experienced after over-subscribing my time to way too many cool activities at the same time as some big deadlines for university (somehow convinced myself that I could manage my time effectively and do everything). I suddenly became crazy overwhelmed and crashed, unable to do very basic stuff like get out of bed and eat, without the help and encouragement of my partner. I'm feeling less emotionally turbulent now but still pretty exhausted, I've had to arrange with my university advisor to extend one of my deadlines and will probably go part-time for the remainder of my Masters course. I know I need to preserve my energy after this, but it's taking a huge amount of restraint to say no to things right now, especially if they're exciting and new. I'm currently running lots of decisions through friends and my partner so that I don't do anything too irresponsible, but it feels EXTRA painful to make sensible choices at the moment. Anything I can do to dull this pain or take my mind off it? Tl;dr: I'm very burnt out, but turning down exciting activities feels totally agonising at the moment. Any tips for letting go of the FOMO?",10.379636363636363,8.83257041818182,10.421818181818184,59.52772727272729,58.45454545454545,13.70909090909091,44.72727272727273,12.516099999999998,5.807172727272728,972,50,156,27,10,325,136,220,0.121,0.726,0.153,0.5861,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,0,1,8,1,11,4,0,2,2,34,26,15,0,3,8,0,3,1,3,1,3,1,1,2,9,10,1,0,6,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,2,6,16,7,32,21,7,29,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,5,15,106,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513156633627573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544410550793708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343348289944192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819178508656578,0.0,0.17390132128813454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984224301776285,0.0,0.0,0.13894221818946434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345073452495832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944160519722816,0.0,0.08077078605448401,0.0,0.17572258533734558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362341093930333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496271461000611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808636536459902,0.0,0.0755285043067606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314332222374656,0.0,0.0,0.10319499732678376,0.15673754772593135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609935218245288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463204914801092,0.0,0.1493111790960764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475923210094697,0.0,0.3290051702186705,0.0,0.0,0.1674139712884453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157281183886366,0.16668219720047128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202537629264272,0.0,0.1229420961155704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346172205482908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769770913898608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247608272863185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270767530370427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044104633881394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681576301673283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551181714950461,0.0,0.12271225868157155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490264235083277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lockedinaroom,2019/05/12,I don't remember the last time I finished a book. I'm 33 with a MS in Math. I don't have the attention span to read more than a couple pages of a book. I've started many but probably only finished three books in as many years.,1.4934000000000012,2.6468861399999994,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,77.6,7.4,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.1855999999999995,177,6,42,3,4,61,36,50,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,22,3,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32944091386643226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426958254338589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037182472965135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644280811802925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32101141497172936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781810198576664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372785810065496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074015616770966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736131480741248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173320759985274 adhd,free00thinkr,2019/05/12,"Running short on supply! HELP!! Hello guys. Is there any way to make your Concerta last longer?Im waiting to receive my prescription from India and its taking a while. I might be looking at 4 days without medication and I've 2 tabs of 36 mg left. Would halving the tablet and drinking coffee at regular intervals help to strengthen and lengthen the effects? I dread not having the medicatione even for a day. I feel like a zombie!",3.029367088607593,6.0573725063291155,3.9213797468354414,81.01903164556964,83.43037974683546,6.197974683544303,29.418987341772148,7.554174236665415,2.3885382278481013,344,17,56,6,10,110,65,79,0.037000000000000005,0.8079999999999999,0.155,0.8577,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,12,10,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,10,7,0,12,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,5,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687677882942825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201052152978221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431174192776697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639175169268956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548494353555448,0.17729656164805374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573267281295896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326934904364957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680720286384429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022960817180232,0.0,0.0,0.2696433078332419,0.0,0.0,0.12124596892483368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840483883403035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565901250028545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001061500788363,0.0,0.26327488992226245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865970216211454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699008790605965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392322379413576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629668992465106,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2her0ck,2019/05/12,"Newly diagnosed and started medication but it is not working Started to take Dexamphetamine (Adderall) since Wednesday. Day 1 - Took 5mg in the the morning and 5mg in the afternoon. I had a massive headache and thought I was able to concentrate but it may have been me just imagining it Day 2 - took 5mg in the morning and felt nothing except for a minor migraine. So I Bumped it up to 10mg in the afternoon but still nothing except for a migraine, maybe less hunger and a dry mouth. Day 3 and onwards - took 10mg in the morning and in the afternoon (20mg in total). Again nothing except for the mentioned side effects. By the way when I say I feel nothing, I mean I was still disorganised, had less focus and felt the same as always. 20mg is the highest dose I am prescribed for each day. It's been 5 days now. Is it too early to go to the doctor and tell them it's not working? Or do I keep following it, till it starts working on me?",2.628605263157894,4.329588636842107,4.194934210526316,86.13766447368424,75.78947368421052,6.855263157894738,29.769736842105264,7.645422480735847,1.9027105263157904,731,34,148,10,16,244,97,190,0.015,0.985,0.0,-0.3443,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,16,0,13,8,1,1,1,31,28,17,0,0,10,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,9,10,1,1,7,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,12,4,12,0,24,15,5,35,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,19,102,21,4,0.1249882346125026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400022379631757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030353565320069,0.0,0.0,0.12686042715002055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279307543308749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319780689633148,0.0,0.2400166120012146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103369408528218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109528578607553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556748122881758,0.13614882904956302,0.0,0.12591249694290654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797183282480996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939566082426393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339155926424028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654019473089272,0.0,0.19963153123085828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397559745088052,0.0,0.10924522613076942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922669696104122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165995827041792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920984291195993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297877020177475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TsukaiSutete1,2019/05/12,"Another post from someone who thinks ADHD is a joke. [https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/bnkjtd/how_much_wood_could_a_wood_chuck_chuck_if_a_wood/](https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/bnkjtd/how_much_wood_could_a_wood_chuck_chuck_if_a_wood/) I hope the next time this person needs any medication that they have to go through twice as many hoops as we have to for ours and the stigma attached to it is twice as big.",24.48418439716312,29.849867063829798,11.860425531914895,37.933333333333366,27.29787234042553,8.819858156028369,28.43262411347518,8.841846274778883,1.921913475177304,380,6,39,3,3,85,39,47,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,9,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593081522822567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331229144720125,0.313499874027782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991357937960555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969482312794424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031122915266464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30118443535411843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216851265301515,0.0,0.0,0.3179618016279201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610522042786991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863340524781529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253319350116522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915702025686582,0.0,0.0,0.1743339029010888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,givenanypolynomial,2019/05/12,"The Two Game Changers of ADHD First of all, sorry for bad England :)) Hello everyone! i am gonna give the summary and links, you do the research if you are interested. 1-)DOPAMINE RECEPTORS [https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/5crla0/the\_dopamine\_challenge\_are\_you\_tough\_enough/](https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/5crla0/the_dopamine_challenge_are_you_tough_enough/) the logic is simple. if you increase dopamine, you decrease dopamine sensitivity(receptors). thats why adderall and other stimulants makes you miserable after you quit. they increase your dopamine too much. then your receptors desensitize, then real life becomes less rewarding. but what if you cut all dopamine sources and increase your dopamine sensitivity? Dopamine boosters are: Porn, masturbation, ciggerates, sugar, music, internet. ***it doesnt cure the root mechanism that causes adhd but it fixes the inability to focus very succesfully. you will feel like stimulant focus all the time but not because of high dopamine, but because of high dopamine sensitivity. so it cures your focus problem artificially. (it takes 3-4 months)*** but of course there is a question of why some people can focus all the time even with all of those porn, ciggerate, sugar, internet addictions. well that is why we call it adhd. it is not an ordinary attention deficit, it is an attention disorder. but the thing i talked about has a potential. But it takes 3 months to upregulate most of your dopamine receptors. i warn you. you will feel like reeally bad. so warning: **DO IT IN YOUR FREE TIME. DO IT IN YOUR FREE TIME. DO IT IN YOUR FREE TIME.** i know you are impulsive and if you start your low dopamine life at the middle of your final week, you will be miserable. check nofap [https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/](https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/) subreddit. &#x200B; 2-) Meditation check ""the mind illuminated"" subreddit. if you can progress to stage 6, i think your adhd will be cured mostly. i am currently at stage 4 and feel like %30 improvement. [https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMindIlluminated/](https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMindIlluminated/) &#x200B; But remember that these are tough challenges. it may take 2 years to progress at meditation until stage 6, and for dopamine receptors it may take 3-4 months of full dopamine receptor recovery.",8.460583923154704,12.889604517441859,5.986986855409505,65.45851870576342,73.59302325581395,8.340141557128414,31.3154701718908,8.841846274778883,3.659086147623864,1910,82,252,46,46,544,172,344,0.106,0.7609999999999999,0.133,0.9148,1,0,0,0,0,0,154.0,1,25,1,6,7,18,1,2,15,0,27,7,0,5,5,52,40,24,0,6,15,0,3,3,0,7,3,0,0,0,22,8,2,0,11,1,5,3,3,8,1,2,0,5,33,13,26,31,14,35,0,3,0,2,33,11,0,11,21,165,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014637473053844,0.44742457350403786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016899863013233,0.2261887438171401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542480747673987,0.1134733650569324,0.10279226109121677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503835058569042,0.0,0.0,0.09561202302155182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667018321870472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147410481572663,0.0,0.0,0.08893562503886335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118212713911268,0.19947497287458105,0.0,0.1019573634790619,0.0,0.07916818895559218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928448899688303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667432048515346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115070815111431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314809939439998,0.13641289000541082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212721915897546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939776046788682,0.0,0.222870906655275,0.0,0.06841966029053692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452537853279673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905867673252657,0.0,0.0,0.10426351209088064,0.0989950206100416,0.0,0.10593790885512937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543402190404497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418805450879708,0.06587783361498632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991846339537985,0.074808875688853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183383321088555,0.05963767843557825,0.0,0.0,0.27135924852165483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091919053365713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679530482334769,0.0,0.0,0.07465786970094461,0.0,0.08368416686859471,0.0,0.2519528084119344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261887438171401,0.0599362199327538 adhd,iexistaspixels,2019/05/12,"Did methylphenidate make you more spaced out? I'm titrating up to a therapeutic dose, every 30 days. Currently on 36mg concerta xl. Can't really tell if it's making me slower, or if it's just not the right dose yet. Did this happen with anyone here? If so, how did it work out for you? Thank you muchly xo",0.93809523809524,3.2178218571428587,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,84.39682539682539,6.139682539682537,16.936507936507937,7.447530270364453,0.1886888888888892,239,5,52,4,7,79,52,63,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.466,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,3,0,12,9,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,7,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,3,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720287732974974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800358115929495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978720824543781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312633608308351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719804151423892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598920417248674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648630883853105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019206043225437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900890428944705,0.3254914597222988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573807987220682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OtherwiseJello,2019/05/12,"I was a part of a long-term study that used stimulants to determine if cochlear implant users would hear better. About a year after getting my cochlear implant, I was invited to become a guinea pig in a research study to determine if ""uppers"" could improve speech discrimination in cochlear implant recipients. I never was told exactly what the drug was (obviously), but I always suspected that I was one of the people getting the actual drug and not the placebo. I do recall having a better understanding of speech during those hours I participated and afterwards at home. I also felt a bit more focused and calm, not so jittery. I chalked it up to being away for several hours from my abusive husband. Anyway, tonight I used my google-fu to see if I could find the actual drug used and 'lo and behold, I found the study conclusion. It was a d-amphetamine: AKA Adderall. Once a week I was getting a 10mg dose over the course of several months. I'm going to call my pcp next week and see if she needs the information. I just thought this was a neat tidbit and how funny it is that I was actually getting treated once a week without even knowing it. AND getting paid for it! For those interested: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/7678371_Pharmacological_Enhancement_of_Aural_Habilitation_in_Adult_Cochlear_Implant_Users",9.12855246523388,10.43874161504425,8.353501896333757,63.924336283185866,59.84070796460178,10.350948166877373,36.05436156763591,10.290406445055957,3.8739087231352722,1079,45,167,22,14,338,128,226,0.037000000000000005,0.841,0.122,0.955,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,20,0,16,4,0,5,3,38,37,16,0,8,9,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,12,8,0,0,9,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,14,6,20,6,23,19,3,20,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,4,12,116,32,2,0.0,0.12821485761171378,0.3168011992876601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653799671500248,0.09004198851136025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166979280065484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951289434217476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141142987678456,0.11814070520344933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049769925697946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727987493592168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764786077270573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147374827276255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390156978255556,0.0,0.09890483551687884,0.0,0.0,0.1186501057659443,0.0,0.0,0.2826844565818942,0.0,0.061500012531443465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196405621137403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854658721885213,0.0,0.21313625988322807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059471103309681826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576521007859118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637468371086847,0.0,0.0,0.08023866079108312,0.08346063288530667,0.0,0.11508588575460582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304868921923373,0.07332801386485628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117184268742829,0.0,0.07502135535413275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246369994838504,0.0,0.0,0.2445000585074965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590913347729402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340227800897313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265367913885385,0.0,0.2803841862546955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604061239239511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431359060286406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687149899065045,0.0,0.0,0.06968570439107326 adhd,RetroSpock,2019/05/12,"I’m in the UK and I was diagnosed a few weeks ago. GP won’t prescribe Elvanse I paid to see a psychiatrist and he diagnosed me with ADHD. Apparently he hasn’t got the licence to prescribe Elvanse and thus has given the recommendation (along with his diagnosis and the summary of our diagnostic assessment) over to the GP but she refused to prescribe it because Pan Mersey (the prescribing authority for Merseyside) has deemed it a red drug based on out of date NICE guidelines. I wrote a 4 page letter of appeal stating my case along with the new NICE guidelines which say that Elvanse should be used as a first line treatment and what not, but she wrote me a letter back saying that she is unable to do it as a GP and it must come from a specialist before she can repeat prescribe it. I’m now stuck and don’t know what to do. How can I get this medication going forward since the psychiatrist can’t prescribe it and the GP can’t prescribe it. What else can I try? The psychiatrist has a plan B if I cannot get the Elvanse, which is Atomoxetine (Strattera), but he wants me to exhaust all possibility of getting Elvanse before he does it as he believes Elvanse would be better. Are any of you on Atomoxetine and what’s your experience of it like? Thanks !",7.337635327635327,6.861648930041152,7.96748971193416,71.23267806267808,63.814814814814824,10.604495093383985,36.79930357708136,10.035473477838034,3.5953744222855333,1002,44,187,19,13,335,129,243,0.034,0.871,0.095,0.9481,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,20,0,23,5,0,3,2,33,41,17,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,18,16,0,1,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,7,4,18,5,28,28,3,17,0,0,2,0,20,6,0,1,10,127,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107040476049019,0.0,0.1554131667241414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922557966928778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481248307768182,0.0,0.10687520859928147,0.0,0.29837373848222765,0.19752886324151234,0.0,0.15505885185136253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102514861438215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35589809280228857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342624559625775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331889514412327,0.0,0.146459780590556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149943168460566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912956366123614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747969270300997,0.0,0.0996400407029886,0.0,0.14022173399612264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635287718679196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565390987065202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176619370313807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932794306415716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765021969083066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788476037397053,0.0,0.0,0.13970964700095942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450289092534872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141376497620846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903273620059532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142268855424182,0.0,0.0,0.10340998505546113,0.0,0.1406334498648759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245443532944331,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rin_the_wizard,2019/05/12,"If a magic cure existed, would you take it? I was talking with a friend who is on the autistic spectrum (they told me this). They were talking about how they hate that people are trying to ""cure all autism"", as if it is a disease that is inherently bad for everyone. This led to me thinking about ADHD. If a magic cure for ADHD that would permanently get rid of all your symptoms, making you into a ""normal"", neurotypical person existed, would you take it? 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It’s not like I don’t need money, I’m in uni paying for my living costs and am very much in debt but the dread of going to work is enough to make me want to drop everything good in my life and move back home to live with my parents. I’m pretty sure that it’s the fact of being paid by the hour that feels so horrible? Because if I got the same tasks all at once I would be productive and get it all done and get to go home, but instead it’s just doing simple menial tasks and helping customers for so many hours which feels like such a waste of my time. It just feels like there’s so much I can give, and I can be so determined and efficient but I can’t use any of it. There are so many other useful things I could be doing and I know I need the money but man is this killing me Is there any way to get over this? I cant seem to make myself not feel this way even if I think about the positive aspects of my job.",2.869540229885061,2.967080551724141,4.12389655172414,93.044091954023,73.22413793103449,7.3935632183908035,21.932183908045978,7.0316486544052195,0.2862852873563213,816,15,202,7,15,269,120,232,0.151,0.7140000000000001,0.134,-0.5328,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,18,10,2,2,8,0,20,1,0,7,4,44,49,23,1,7,10,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,16,10,0,0,7,0,7,5,5,4,0,0,3,5,24,6,25,40,7,18,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,8,134,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548358463925718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753912113288792,0.0,0.0693983347690746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908952870386539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650208725268145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763143532840395,0.0,0.07519298477648069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231577775705578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302520835074532,0.16266056137087628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784366027022289,0.10920967848239384,0.2588010069589408,0.0954870684080288,0.0910515634570511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198199359187199,0.11239752499827146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630733136587974,0.0,0.2283899215454036,0.0,0.22422710340522292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297274851496796,0.0,0.12595168019109715,0.0,0.06256576538759125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041148712667816,0.1668554978106573,0.0,0.2010529333676366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30396740601130817,0.23084019109935786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099831057354135,0.2510656392668049,0.1688279835646547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124030007253253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641045164245104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582042424240124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363943487705032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729676036223816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563299202541804,0.07294673196386067,0.0,0.0,0.1327668741445494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664957981642234,0.0,0.0939333432149454,0.06714822694055674,0.18072836825174649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657597884036423,0.0,0.0,0.08087161500598067,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sctbrtzs,2019/05/12,"Writing Mails is a fu..... Shitshow How am I supposed to organize all my thoughts in a logical order? And then I forget something. And it takes me at least 1h to write a 5 sentences mail. Excuse my frustration.",1.6454999999999984,4.314182550000002,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,86.0,6.2,30.5,7.554174236665415,2.4613500000000004,162,9,29,3,5,54,34,40,0.133,0.8,0.067,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756947039335071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622542244895025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936714536733427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,topcat90,2019/05/12,I prepared the coffee machine for the next day yesterday! But forgot the water. Our kitchen smells great though 💯,3.5693333333333332,6.808418600000002,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,88.0,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.5121666666666669,92,4,14,1,3,27,18,20,0.0,0.718,0.282,0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33402469912339805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710242630278441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508288773354855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088677031433215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,melodymelancholy,2019/05/12,"I’m really damn proud of myself Just finished 3 AP tests this week. Psychology, Literature, and 2-D Art. The latter being taught by a particularly nasty and stubborn teacher. I just hope I passed.",3.197714285714288,6.3477733428571455,5.008571428571432,71.62142857142862,87.0,7.371428571428572,24.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.394542857142857,157,6,25,4,5,53,31,35,0.239,0.608,0.153,-0.5531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6953414136761913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44849176110079214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615651864668124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mindqueen95,2019/05/12,I went off Atomoxetine and realized a few things Up until a little while ago I was taking Atomoxetine for my ADHD. I went off at because I'm switching insurance as soon and I didn't think it was really helping that much. I realized that it doesn't help my focus but it does make me calmer does anybody else have this kind of problem with this medication? I'm hoping to switch to a different medication like possibly a stimulant. the only reason why I was taking that one was because that was the only medication my psychiatrist would prescribe but I'm switching my psychiatrist when I switch insurances.,5.313352999016717,7.391420079646021,7.0588790560472,66.81677482792531,69.44247787610621,10.33195673549656,32.024582104228124,10.504223727775694,4.0029614552605715,491,22,80,15,9,170,67,113,0.052000000000000005,0.838,0.11,0.7452,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,3,0,14,19,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,8,0,12,3,11,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471197547828345,0.0,0.14361757665394462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975271308982257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927243482758125,0.0,0.0,0.283562918793864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534373701437935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719207357579368,0.0,0.0,0.16091863310070975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687149298288885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915292652387325,0.16238278523973187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108147064687829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896427984053371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910054123661835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978636313921307,0.2464412259617367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264891048454174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502761275954452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379171977074014,0.16657962674947785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436320229517662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076363573113184,0.10381343242002568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30038126200848475,0.1461944111800749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509165267720352,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MusingLife,2019/05/12,"It's mother's day y'all! I just remembered and it was just in time. If you forgot to get a gift or anything, it's okay. Just acknowledge their importance in your life, they'll understand.",1.7881578947368406,4.1399507105263185,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,81.36842105263158,8.010526315789475,22.657894736842106,8.841846274778883,1.7891894736842104,149,5,31,4,4,49,31,38,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,10,5,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384859589522628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016139681388097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443427343645614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33033518361097736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297886171951305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727071175720403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868698535789699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,051118,2019/05/12,"Can't concentrate or bring myself to do anything productive at all The past month or so I was feeling very positive and motivated and thusly studied diligently for my SATs, but these past 3 days I haven't been able to bring myself to do anything productive at all. Thursday and Friday I barely had enough energy to get out of bed let alone concentrate and today I simply can't focus on the work I need to do in any capacity. I was prescribed concerta (minimum dose) a couple weeks ago as my new ADHD medicine and it worked mildy but now I simply can't do any work I want to do. I'm pressed for time because the school year is ending and the SAT is early June (my only safe chance to take it) so I'm at a loss. I direly want to study and I don't want this ailment to take away the future I've just now started building for myself. Sorry for this, just very exhausted tonight 😔",4.37683520599251,5.162393106741575,5.57477528089888,81.51399812734084,70.17977528089888,8.629962546816481,28.316479400749067,8.841846274778883,2.123223220973783,695,24,138,12,12,232,104,178,0.064,0.8270000000000001,0.109,0.6042,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,7,0,17,2,0,1,2,23,32,14,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,2,16,1,22,25,3,28,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,19,87,21,5,0.1591396756147575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125496456308555,0.0,0.14106772049390412,0.0,0.0,0.16482070992186568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164408731000807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619167869036224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951696379784427,0.0,0.0,0.09701006917368976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760850241827231,0.0,0.10263192547463326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095051743645118,0.16443382562680828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046580160305941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314391226082272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273110035898794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702377079463262,0.0,0.0,0.11800005301683485,0.0,0.1536980903708189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210328944134516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038336548078415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105784778393098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814383789357946,0.1126398814875406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393064617706054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279562461833582,0.0,0.15084580476893236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626137976745377,0.2815941115332135,0.0,0.127652248620902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475667375757972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248073349668782 adhd,TheEntertainment89,2019/05/12,"Do I need to be diagnosed? It has recently become clear to me that I probably some kind of ADD, or at least I have many similar symptoms and would be helped by treatments for it. I want to just try following online advice for coping with it because talking to my parents about it, seeing a professional, possibly going on meds, all just seems too intimidating. The thing is though, obviously every time I've tried previously to fix my problems by myself I've failed miserably. And this is my last year of high school; if I can't get myself organised and motivated now then my grades and uni options, which are quite important to me, will suffer. So, TL;DR, I want to manage my symptoms myself rather than talk to anyone about it. I want to know if this is likely to work, because if not, I will grit my teeth and get diagnosed.",9.351537070524415,7.226484569620254,9.493869801084994,67.19841772151901,60.898734177215175,12.82603978300181,37.7613019891501,11.491704259439757,4.243246654611212,654,24,119,15,7,218,105,158,0.096,0.833,0.07200000000000001,-0.785,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,1,2,0,13,5,1,1,3,29,24,12,0,10,8,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,19,2,22,19,3,11,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,7,7,87,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202932051966947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878396928312503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896781832379293,0.17182401636647088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31581741240707106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310814332666261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625664877806706,0.0,0.08841873688947946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428085939941442,0.16437702266281345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620108651886754,0.08550176853016635,0.1268170845603986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600770199385526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773198381387638,0.0,0.0,0.1728124259069064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535934294685993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275129792099153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539116451271372,0.0,0.0,0.16773972805073034,0.14886742801470906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547667947886333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361480856556453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745355211102285,0.123975767492128,0.14163264712833334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323410860653747,0.0,0.2500958991321788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335931379309507,0.0,0.15285489622558535,0.0,0.09071896164985148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112549153753924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752923482122656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132628600633125,0.0,0.0,0.1105183651804807,0.0,0.0,0.10018732855317897 adhd,medphysdoctor,2019/05/12,"I'm so grateful to everyone here You guys have no idea (well, you probably do actually) how amazing it feels to be part of this community of like-minded individuals. I was diagnosed rather late in life, and I just struggled so much with EVERYTHING. It feels nice to know that I'm not alone, and there are so many others who think like me. I've been lurking for a while, but I really appreciate everyone contributing here, and I will definitely try to be more vocal from here on out. Thanks so much for helping me. You guys are awesome.",3.6352319309600847,5.761248941747575,5.141294498381878,78.58587918015104,74.14563106796116,9.23797195253506,27.94929881337649,9.725611199111238,2.830258683926645,423,17,82,12,9,142,73,103,0.039,0.7020000000000001,0.258,0.9782,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,12,6,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,1,0,15,16,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,9,5,13,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1851276729667488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964803076165147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254965858250228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36254830758794376,0.1704973462081162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184416156286865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37568155394712893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271572945963229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415727614768312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425857278232237,0.0,0.21399892255742428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399639293463006,0.18536352327139427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233416802082995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915510320673176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789144623792396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543531112997648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453734403509893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153182268819147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832402448411432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465766726629306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155724646813165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879930058123826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057030327755734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RH_C,2019/05/12,"How many tabs/apps/projects you got going on? ESP. females I did a conference call with an unexpected screen share for work and heard an audible gasp at the tabs I had open. Anyone else live like this? Everyone is constantly in disgust at how I organize ideas. I’m currently in a corporate research role, it’s something that would have seemed impossible a few years ago pre-diagnosis.",4.139879275653925,6.871914295774647,4.9854325955734415,77.38507042253524,75.05633802816901,9.690945674044269,31.269617706237426,9.957137785484203,3.753280080482897,309,15,55,10,7,100,61,71,0.059000000000000004,0.8640000000000001,0.077,-0.1431,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,4,2,7,5,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,5,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430659431073645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173031847804947,0.28095514357705703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799936809545984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963178934454728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290628615767809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201436440310666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583686360189192,0.0,0.2193065667236236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095437568883124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396257744685144,0.0,0.24212779480369984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780005518285525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962568216397105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109619283366668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996243047094101,0.0,0.0,0.19478716848966796,0.0,0.0,0.17657885199033405 adhd,hopedarawrasaurus,2019/05/12,"About to graduate and am feeling very lost Hi. This might be kind of off topic and I don't know if any of you can relate to this but I've been struggling a lot lately with trying to figure out what to do with my life. I am about to graduate college and I even decided to spend my last semester at home to give me space to figure things out. Of course, that didn't happen and now I'm about to finish my degree and have like no plans or goals. There are things that I want to do but I feel so conflicted on everything. I can't make a decision and I keep trying to make decisions, pretending like I have, and then getting discouraged and giving up. It's so overwhelming to try and make up my mind. To top it all off, my entire family is leaving my home state over the course of the summer so I have to pick because I don't have anywhere to go. I feel like such a failure right now. I mean college is supposed to be the time in your life where you figure this shit out and here I am more lost than before I started. It doesn't help that my major was pretty much picked impulsively in the middle of a break down (classic) so it's not like that's any sort of guiding light. Would love to know if anyone can relate to this/if any of you have been in this position what you did to try and get out of it. I'm just so frustrated by this whole situation. All of my friends have direction in life and I feel so fucking incompetent.",3.3078932178932163,4.161556720538723,4.626050986050989,87.08606060606064,72.7037037037037,8.08138528138528,24.917267917267928,8.418075326091056,1.3623793169793172,1114,32,245,18,21,370,148,297,0.12300000000000001,0.762,0.115,-0.7687,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,5,17,15,3,2,8,0,29,6,1,5,2,54,54,24,0,4,7,0,4,4,1,2,3,0,2,0,18,18,0,3,13,1,1,1,7,8,0,0,7,5,29,7,51,43,7,33,0,4,0,2,11,21,2,6,13,175,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236333142995894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830674171836461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241911138880129,0.0,0.10108967872827516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846599141469582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676938763553652,0.0,0.11199365578909357,0.0,0.24027451578651446,0.08487043206209424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178424823852836,0.1098282823526808,0.1241357375498143,0.22792673331625865,0.06751652980168253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505406186003592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962884337723862,0.0,0.2383312974801617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559451074861284,0.0,0.12371146424971252,0.1305782666920322,0.09683750040206048,0.1340110824260626,0.12579158468144375,0.0,0.0,0.2517349355374331,0.23215786415225936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593675148388935,0.1009991407660114,0.10722124450604817,0.0,0.23789889383960475,0.0,0.0,0.12940755218154426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602756337236612,0.11995369341302364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733134859054098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086186552197185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145417831097812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219460449676476,0.0,0.13353568713299374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408694266223578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419509815558667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785030267319494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692729809685698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322628422243198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980220817695615,0.07007106067530111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132635470321454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439180154392148,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noidleft1,2019/05/12,"I hear that I'm smart but I make too many mistakes I learned English myself(it's not my tongue), learned nearly everything myself, was top student, I could memorize roughly entire textbook to prepare tests(though not anymore), I always catch everything very fast, learning was never a problem to me. But still I also make too many mistakes. I say stupid things other people usually won't say, um...it's difficult to bring an example....well... It's like, I forget that refrigerators run for 24/7 and I ask people to turn it off at night. I can't believe myself, I can absorb a lot of information within short time and have(or used to have) good memory, then I forget that refrigerators run 24/7, not only for daytime. I skip and forget details, such details so obvious that even stupidest people won't forget. I entered top ten universe in my city, then I say such stupid things, like 'let's close the wind before the windows get in' Is this symptoms of ADHD? Or am I just weird?",4.2620604395604405,6.571329752747253,5.119876373626376,78.61574862637364,72.90109890109889,7.187362637362638,30.05631868131868,8.07648339933343,2.389976923076924,773,34,130,12,16,251,115,182,0.16899999999999998,0.715,0.11599999999999999,-0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,2,0,5,0,11,1,0,3,2,30,20,10,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,4,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,7,7,0,1,2,5,21,4,15,14,1,23,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,10,85,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243969424372405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139812712520905,0.12631363311896154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505494258476435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191685956316413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129174579790531,0.1710318611518382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120366392853316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026554240107324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728644695643909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931166631801652,0.0,0.0,0.12732654162724535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109487811944782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552305440084183,0.0,0.14832817219423647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905888842245428,0.0,0.0,0.20266157093356926,0.3078121853700379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708110778585144,0.0,0.0,0.14245838444559253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545428010544295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31572669971944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525655241138585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621634620583584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123139294515632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778316068683854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017045337776394,0.0,0.1491473020057475,0.0,0.08851851464980058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651198719752854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111048086366156,0.16719137981091034,0.1252547379917093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reginafalange21,2019/05/12,"Getting it off my chest I'm ... I don't know where to begin but I can't sleep and thought I'd just share here . I'm only 22 and I feel like I can't get anything done. I can never seem to remember when I left my things, I'm always forgetting things at home or things I have to do or even why I'm doing something or going somewhere, I'm always extremely late to everything even if I get up early because I don't seem to have a notion of time ,I either get things done at the last minute as it takes me hours, days or weeks to even find a motive to start, or I start and basically obsess over it for example it either takes me a week or a year to finish a book, no in between. I just graduated college and the idea of going to another country to do my masters and not being able to stick to due dates or times schedules and eventually failing everything is eating me alive. I was never officially diagnosed an I'm not even sure I have ADHD, my school psychologist once suggested it to my mom as I didn't seem to be paying any attention to most classes but also wasn't talking or doing anything else I was just...there, but my mom doesn't believe in mental illnesses so I never followed up. In college once again a professor of mine who is a doctor said I seem to have some kind of attention deficit problem but again, not an official diagnosis. I just... I feel like every week I make a plan to start whatever I have to do on Monday, and start exercising and getting places on time and stick to my skincare routine or whatever but on Tuesday I give up and there goes another week. I don't know how to get past this and I'm just feeling really desperate and lonely right now. Sorry for the length and any mistakes English is not my first language. Thank you for your time if you actually read all this nonesense.",6.034048913043478,5.3915921331521774,7.169695652173914,76.43182608695655,66.52717391304348,10.294782608695655,33.34565217391304,9.766711354998122,3.0271593478260868,1427,55,285,27,20,486,178,368,0.099,0.851,0.05,-0.956,1,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,5,18,11,0,1,13,0,28,7,2,3,5,67,65,35,0,4,26,2,3,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,12,13,1,0,16,3,1,3,16,5,0,1,8,4,39,6,43,55,5,54,0,2,0,0,11,17,0,17,36,196,51,12,0.08350257314323298,0.0,0.08148646599680763,0.0,0.10035386590893937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677697757399467,0.1389616602136713,0.0,0.0,0.11356922632528413,0.17511945732831072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743100563309274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090239354525194,0.0,0.0,0.09407880522567988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053852251681865776,0.0,0.0,0.08475335402502543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546842191908413,0.0,0.17090424759937933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544397876576587,0.06975568504501478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206106481183278,0.0,0.07035451930962226,0.0,0.15009345692827886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666422985843875,0.11930850987625735,0.0,0.0,0.07631983907625241,0.07102724605832471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617598881543808,0.08010327699589803,0.09491287326970506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375988924631925,0.0,0.08223321423362702,0.0,0.0,0.09426424111057413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695508020652154,0.09178166083714917,0.06806574205170964,0.0941945396216432,0.0,0.09072579004535418,0.0,0.0,0.08159027871978873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573861598121495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415095371357252,0.0,0.0,0.1955944088998371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932069965352225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785503033673958,0.0,0.06350746964548434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971265457831203,0.0,0.0,0.08724241631794945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799006852292425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352517012542265,0.0,0.05349388656114154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459213751748227,0.07131074121401274,0.079430068956058,0.0,0.0,0.084509062010569,0.0,0.3040704258091218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356287770291455,0.0,0.0,0.06428436037227775,0.0,0.09347429417749427,0.2364142042246624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870018697513577,0.0,0.12556708596052465,0.06711620527127722,0.0,0.07687795042577351,0.0,0.0,0.22190159679729546,0.0,0.0,0.06629171574779519,0.1947640876388972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26792290951173864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753480842673587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537729193648412 adhd,CuestarWannabe,2019/05/12,"16(M) First day on medication after getting diagnosed 3 weeks ago... And WOW I took my first 18mg dose of concerta and could feel it kicking in within 15 minutes. I was starting to feel more awake and within 30 minutes of taking it I was able to(for context: I was in a car with low battery phone so not much else to do)start taking the thoughts that were bouncing in my head a bit ago and pick which I wanted to think about, I was able to not get distracted from what I was thinking about(think like 80% of what hyperfocus is like). Anyway got home from errand w/ parents and they left shortly after. I decided to do the most stereotypical shit one does first time on a stimulant, I fucking cleaned the kitchen. I wanted to be productive though so after 20 min and realizing I was losing track of time I decided to set a timer for 40 min(kitchen timer it clicks out every second quietly very helpful) & be done with the kitchen after that. After I finished with the kitchen I went on here and took a 15 min break surfing for organizational shit, well found what I was looking for & made a list looked somewhat like this. &#x200B; HW 30 min Read 30 min Set up bullet journal 15 min &#x200B; Then I used the Pomodoro method from an app to keep track of time & got everything done, the list above is accurate of how many tasks I completed plus like 2 more that I will complete before bed tonight if your curious why the list is so short I took the meds at like 11:50am & got home at about 1:30ish so I had less time to do stuff. I already Have my day planned out tomorrow(bullet journals rock) & I'm feeling confident about desperately scrambling to pass my classes with 3 weeks left *yikes.* So yeah that was my first time on meds, hope you all enjoyed. Any advice you have for me however off topic is welcome :)",4.513846153846154,6.196482435897438,4.776296296296298,83.97333333333334,70.7948717948718,7.593162393162394,30.663817663817664,8.167268648758528,2.1666911680911682,1449,62,277,21,27,455,194,351,0.042,0.8440000000000001,0.114,0.9694,2,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,3,1,7,13,16,3,1,16,1,24,10,3,5,1,41,53,17,0,5,3,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,7,0,13,14,3,1,10,2,0,6,2,6,1,6,22,7,31,10,51,27,8,58,0,2,3,1,9,20,3,4,34,169,44,3,0.14342573247105928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007698291183571,0.12713825802209072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913693114429209,0.0,0.0,0.5439060242341412,0.17427796368106158,0.04876720817912729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102236726426059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829187645968334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503791517071531,0.0,0.0,0.057256888360035764,0.0,0.0,0.09249773212902923,0.0,0.0,0.07278704968508731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275641250718954,0.1467743206686003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059906897745776476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060421182753992775,0.0,0.06445090010018555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087805396976646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399570954162725,0.0,0.07862945634663822,0.0,0.06629738926901572,0.07493402553732581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172065990670674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359808992006324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806762259533248,0.0,0.14386770388789746,0.07122705720420698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374169051730756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558324779878353,0.0,0.0,0.1751764204294451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044149258192233,0.08022835387678814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785644797662366,0.0,0.07270559058339593,0.0,0.0,0.15931365575845416,0.0722431681561247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271720807125853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859449410476057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962865130901188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173227275559359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722445329838468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151747165120947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820940746867552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078383012655952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378521271353062,0.0704575269702985,0.05693200538611965,0.20908174500765514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390268991386635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061936891363842825,0.0,0.05917062502323005,0.08459621304402319,0.0,0.11504747128146604,0.0,0.06447847911474927,0.06647854546079865,0.06470970755475937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427796368106158,0.0 adhd,bluerivergreenvalley,2019/05/12,"Trying not to get anxious. Or overthink the situation. I’m a member of a and entered into a contest for a news station to get more media coverage for the cause. I got a message from the station and the told me that we should have a phone interview to see if it would be good for the station. That was two days ago and after I replied to the message they haven’t called me or messaged back. I’m trying not to freak out but I can’t help but feel like I did something wrong. tl:dr I got a response from a news station about a charity I am a part of. They haven’t got back to me since Friday morning. I feel like I did something wrong.",1.0875774971297325,3.0052538656716443,2.9598507462686605,92.20105051664757,81.23880597014927,5.317106773823191,25.233065442020674,6.297961479604792,0.7263566016073484,494,20,108,4,13,165,73,134,0.065,0.789,0.147,0.8163,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,16,0,11,0,0,1,0,20,22,8,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,7,3,14,3,17,12,2,8,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,7,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518337387286992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935031949493887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263415047314705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490104477931356,0.0,0.0,0.17595678604349707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046459745135084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732135949233292,0.2447319490716728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897859279064712,0.0,0.0,0.14366565666372474,0.4109765711442503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480866521202965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736231101289234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854848668582216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649189761556646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168864826484254,0.19253141635223725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637269851924306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636700725711093,0.0,0.2325824220611024,0.0,0.1673204692298226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167588626391675,0.3745463225181747,0.0,0.0 adhd,MouseCop101,2019/05/12,"Where should I start? So big surprise I have very severe ADHD, but along with that I have anxiety, depression and a multitude of unknown mental illenses. Whenever I forget to take my pills (Adderall and antidepressants) I can't seem to not be stressed out or constantly angry, although I mostly still am angry practically all these tme because of some fucking reason. But like it worse when I don't take my pills bc today I was raking the leaves and the wind made me so mad the I went inside my house, downstairs to the basement and punched a cinderblock wall for about thirty minutes straight. I ended up tearing the skin on my knuckles and I broke one of them. Also because of. My depression I always feel useless, like I'm in my bed bc I'm supposed to be cleaning but u can't focus for one good damn second to get anything done. So when I get yelled at even though they know about it I can't help but feel like.....well just idk useless I guess, it tears me up inside knowing that I can't do anything about it. Also my grades have always been the worst because its not that I just don't want to do homework it's that i can't. And I've gotten yelled at sbd sent to the office for not working when I just couldn't but they didn't listen and just thought I was lying to get out of trouble. Oh and my therapist think I either have antisocial personality disorder,a mood disorder or OCD... So that's always fun.having depression and ADHD is the worst hell I've tried to many times to kill myself, I'm 14 and I've tried about 20 times to kill myself and just o fucking hate it and people don't understand what goes on inside my brain I can't control this monster it does what it wants. I can never hold a steady realationship because all of my friends leave me bc of how I am.... I've gotten used to it but it still hurt. I had a teacher ask me if I go to a psychiatric hospital bc of the music I listen to which happens to be deathcore and no it's not what makes me angry I realate to it and it calms me down and makes me feel better and wanted. I also get verbally emotional and psychologically abused by my mom, I was raped when I was 10 and my older brother sexually abused me from ages 7-10. So that's great. I'm sorry if I scar d anyone but his my mess if a brain.",2.5033387096774216,4.275673933333334,4.093427419354839,86.42014112903227,76.33333333333333,6.628494623655914,24.958333333333336,7.461004344511776,1.181323655913979,1789,62,366,23,40,597,220,465,0.271,0.66,0.069,-0.9989,0,0,0,0,2,2,41.0,0,0,3,3,27,30,9,1,15,0,32,8,3,7,3,73,72,45,2,8,22,2,4,2,1,1,2,4,3,1,26,22,0,2,10,0,0,3,17,21,0,3,14,8,59,8,45,53,7,32,1,7,0,3,13,14,4,9,17,247,85,3,0.0,0.21378070587554512,0.0,0.0,0.2168424665971805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643537692193307,0.2251990161782665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901444113971633,0.0,0.0,0.0630806203527104,0.0,0.1484789747684062,0.0,0.08433910725121925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199775857577521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978808258639739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142017363033604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749066651807983,0.10118410602393776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331068615933298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339452507209401,0.0,0.07894799818516479,0.09232155200431473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148004569340774,0.07990395945770966,0.0,0.0,0.05958634062362456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684666646055665,0.06444981300241358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970010039788987,0.16680514256903362,0.18853503811901773,0.0,0.051271421796305484,0.0756682953898621,0.0,0.09946266305908252,0.0993823002530825,0.0,0.07977707285700639,0.0,0.0,0.08906891021427041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046939953724645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040963188799328,0.09657732153521904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961967835946315,0.0,0.09915991548533072,0.0,0.0,0.19104990779509107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322238844092286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536387785226708,0.12043879789391382,0.09146413257404876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091578189082387,0.0,0.0,0.10565904386021292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695795843921388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222644150333522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254391496466223,0.07877250144042935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275633165465766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821286013180778,0.0,0.1019175859724414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098861827241663,0.06385483847378967,0.0,0.14409207592795584,0.0,0.10334129674203428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566132403811515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474689170672838,0.0,0.05780630774399592,0.08863605310047118,0.07162085400254907,0.10521050879716497,0.0,0.08551353544378895,0.0,0.0,0.12250050446087447,0.0,0.0,0.09391728655471007,0.0,0.07791703495522828,0.0,0.07443705288943761,0.15963392600970205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363046701865348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567779722323748,0.0,0.09193707612140024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clod3863,2019/05/12,Thinking about Heidegger while masturbating Like when I jerk off I just can't think only about sex stuff and I be thinking about literally anything else. This time I came while thinking about Heidegger's philosophy like ??????? Also I very often watch a random YouTube video in a screen and porn in another. This kinda pisses me off but I also think it's pretty funny.,4.821094527363184,7.350726059701492,5.496343283582089,75.54560945273633,71.98507462686567,8.048756218905472,27.58457711442786,8.841846274778883,2.5116189054726368,294,11,48,6,6,95,46,67,0.049,0.763,0.18899999999999997,0.8849,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,13,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,8,6,0,9,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,3,6,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448987604424748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612016130471946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774555588289894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663778797272676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014179571980632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107042503041499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164005981966573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938613932514694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685928646790245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6908756381535897,0.0,0.0,0.12574298591706007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779278020835163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ijswizzlei,2019/05/12,"I have nothing to hyperfocus on. Depression got me so down lately that I literally cannot be remotely interested in anything without feeling this uncomfortable heaviness a couple minutes in. The only thing I can do consistently is waste time fidgeting with the short hairs on my body because I like the way they feel when I press them down. I don’t know, I think it’s the way they feel snapping now that’s so satisfying to me. But yea other than that there’s no life goal or any goal for that matter that I can focus on and I spend all day looking for stimulation/distraction. Basically escapism. Thank u for reading have a good day :)",3.9220661157024783,6.292286330578516,5.376033057851242,76.11132231404963,74.12396694214875,8.697520661157027,30.00826446280992,9.339509955726095,3.0222165289256195,510,23,92,13,11,171,85,121,0.124,0.747,0.129,0.1377,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,2,5,5,0,0,6,1,9,3,2,0,1,12,17,6,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,15,4,15,15,1,16,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,1,7,64,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830769899365612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946830206846695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294476160898444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422472249899727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413108429081847,0.0,0.2812981576431385,0.0,0.18783935667622384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308163854406113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292233651553155,0.1744253437521551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985576875892927,0.0,0.24601339431582545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540423991764709,0.1065470540630863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831394629212303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092618546623717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658661768999716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181475773001241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007866444090846,0.0,0.0,0.14488834822985047,0.1397423428582256,0.0,0.0,0.1271691928304213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34621709459109506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102295887904788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jokdok,2019/05/12,"I just can't stop moving I cannot focus on tasks at all, and I only rarely experience this magical 'hyperfocus' wizardry that some of you describe. Instead, I'm constantly jumping around my room and have this insatiable urge to go outside and wander about aimlessly just to let off some steam, even though I have tons of work to do and it's 3 AM. I get a lot of exercise out of it at least, but I don't end up being productive at all. I just have to move, move, move all the time.",4.66090909090909,4.678190393939391,5.982373737373737,81.5602272727273,69.30303030303031,9.832323232323233,29.631313131313128,9.725611199111238,2.475113131313132,375,13,81,8,6,127,68,99,0.0,0.983,0.017,0.1139,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,3,17,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,17,11,8,19,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,4,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917623235558193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536614164980455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831937294560456,0.0,0.0,0.1255198810917495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589596110690973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928825683308114,0.0,0.10800432951450024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432916791896485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615655382765518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8079314101250566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453427531863247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888227018214002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671371205504286,0.0,0.1108140759745426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835166267217133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thismakesmetired,2019/05/12,"Tests I had some tests a few months ago testing for autism and adhd, but the guy who did the tests said that I didn’t have adhd because I “worked very fast” I don’t see what correlation that has. I have always considered adhd because I’ve seen diagnoses papers and symptoms and I 100% have many symptoms. I’m just wondering what correlation that has???",4.764117647058826,6.234811882352942,5.331647058823531,81.0604117647059,69.88235294117646,8.381176470588235,28.30588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.1803905882352947,280,10,53,5,5,90,43,68,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,0,7,14,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,6,0,1,9,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,32,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6827376032651532,0.0,0.16786010863928538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756634448960358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308695524899168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220087262087374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875005207170118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919857724004948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511488517054481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012890157931355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508989039851689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936442209373649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624545591820246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535760626667987,0.13785953329036374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mechageno,2019/05/12,"I think strattera is working I think strattera is actually working for me even though it’s only been a couple of days I’ve noticed that I’m slowing down my thoughts, taking my time when speaking so I can explain properly and also I just feel more positive in general. I was so afraid it would have no effect that I’d be stuck with my adhd. I can’t take stimulants they cause me and mania, psychosis and extreme mood swings because I have schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. I can’t wait for a month to go by and see how much better it gets.",5.29873015873016,6.0186781851851885,6.051216931216931,79.15833333333335,68.07407407407408,8.764021164021164,33.94708994708995,8.841846274778883,2.9081756613756613,436,20,81,7,7,143,79,108,0.069,0.8640000000000001,0.067,0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,1,2,0,11,1,0,4,0,18,24,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,3,14,1,8,18,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,55,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.20978757007758275,0.0,0.2583618447479701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719178723853653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104862657081726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013061905645248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208416802365066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786912817802006,0.0,0.1386430603578715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463834750975277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199097738450764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869936364152914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231716050008178,0.0,0.12217698245198813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159343196301474,0.0,0.15803360563103303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447539397297577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350049760685365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130967600555885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232734850277276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754985135739431,0.2112148468847433,0.17066856186337273,0.12535543229271456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130131678699394,0.0,0.0,0.15271424178063148,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PostNationalism,2019/05/12,"Vyvanse and Hair Loss [Somehow stumbled on a couple articles that Vyvanse causes hair loss](https://www.google.com.hk/search?client=opera&q=does+vyvanse+cause+hair+loss&sourceid=opera&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8) -- and other meds too. Not surprised that this isn't mentioned in their side effects - that's the kind of thing men & women don't really like to read! I've seen some ADHD blogs that blame the victims for this. Probably 'sponsored content'. So i'm putting this piece of 'non-sponsored content' out there. Personally I think the vasoconstriction is probably a factor - my god does Vyvanse make my hands hurt when I am constantly typing etc! Not hard to believe it's also affecting hair follicles..",7.602988505747124,11.348711827586207,6.0834482758620725,68.66471264367817,68.65517241379311,8.694252873563219,34.666666666666664,9.2995712137729,4.120318390804597,596,29,78,14,12,176,86,116,0.142,0.826,0.032,-0.8905,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,1,0,5,0,4,4,4,4,0,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,6,5,3,8,7,3,7,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,45,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698812846280614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111642195829784,0.0,0.7527488505689557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654647153213186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273755826929416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501530968533761,0.0,0.0,0.15374298233655487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215940647577664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496340974099687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446984313468536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874638190752426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469264310351565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678828255432588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274866574901952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543395662783522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213237683216986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996182333432983,0.0,0.0,0.13968081167319835,0.0,0.0,0.13898529680399066,0.0,0.08901345175035212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231067487153924,0.08903207286833556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Johnny_Carsonogen,2019/05/12,"I just bombed my Stats final and will fail this class, which is my last class needed to graduate on the 31st. More details below. I have a 3.876 major GPA in psych and a general courses GPA of 3.62. This is after graduating high school with C's, never applying myself there, after my mother disregarded my ADHD diagnosis. This is after fucking up on drugs, then joining the army Infantry, going to Afghanistan, losing 6 friends and having 12 friends become amputees. This is after coming home from the war, physically and mentally fucked up, relying on painkillers to numb my survivors guilt and the countless other mental issues and bad physical pain I was in, which led to a severe heroin addiction. This is after 2 years of being a junkie, then fighting to get clean, get a place of my own, get into college, get the GPAs I have now, and on my way to a masters program this fall, with eyes on a PsyD program in two+ years and finally accepting my diagnosis of ADHD at 27, and getting the help I needed to get where I am (30). Now this. I know I could've prepared more and there may be other things I could have done, but with no study guide, a shortened time for one section while another was stretched, no concrete timeline from my professor (this was an online course. I have 2 final classes I needed and decided to take this online so I could still work a bit as the in class schedule was horrible.). This professor was an absolute shit show. He changed things and then reworded problems and equations different from the book. So, coming across the regression line, when what he really wanted and what the book showed (supported by another website I just checked) was the regression equation. Theres some overlap,but to word it so differently, as many of you with ADHD know, the change through me into a panic as I couldn't recall reading that. This happened a few times where he asked for WAY too much given the alotted time and how much had to be plugged in via words equation inserts. So,frequently, I had moments of panic when I hit the dumbass walls he put in for no other reason than incompetence. I am emailing him and the dean tomorrow (or Monday) and pleading my case. I know I don't have a mind for math and have trouble with functions and equation retention, so I pass/failed it. I had a 63.something% before turning in my 2 final papers (1 made sense and had us recap one subject in our course, the other was about neural networks and coding..... because it has regression in it, yet his videos had about 4 minutes of regression, and the other 67-minutes were of coding, calculus, and programming. Nothing we did in class). So, with the, maybe, 40/100 I got on this final (which is being generous since most answers were empty), I'll be lucky to pass by pity. I know I gave more detail and background than needed, and my writing is shit at this time, but having ended that sham of a final less than 42 minutes ago, I'm still upset. I know you people in this sub will understand the feelings I had taking this, as well as pre and post feelings. As for what I want out of this post, I haven't the slightest. As I picked the flair for rant, I figure it's just a way to get this shit out to people who understand. I don't have anyone close to me right now, as my ex gf and I broke up (amicably) 2 weeks ago but we have to live together until I find out what I'm doing after graduation, although she has never been the one to be a good listener and give me her full attention, so wouldn't matter anyways. I hate how this rant is making me sound pathetic and whiny. I'm not that bad. I do complain. Dont get me wrong, the 3 people who will read this. But for the moment, I'm just so..... I don't know. It's 100 feelings and none at the same time. Fuck it. My life hasn't killed me (not for a lack of trying, that's for sure), so it's not all bad. And I'm sure I'll get past this class and graduate, some way, but it still sucks. It sucks bad.",5.998888888888889,5.996183958602848,6.496655454937475,79.08028000574963,66.46442432082794,9.354940347851086,31.53741555268075,9.029198982220553,2.5441102141727763,3092,111,595,48,45,1008,349,773,0.158,0.789,0.053,-0.998,3,0,2,0,2,0,122.0,4,2,0,4,33,39,12,4,45,0,62,13,5,7,5,116,116,64,2,12,13,2,3,0,3,5,5,2,2,0,50,48,0,1,18,7,1,7,17,30,1,4,22,6,67,9,98,79,20,99,0,4,1,3,30,40,8,7,46,425,117,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584100409666156,0.21775425183411626,0.0,0.10707555053283142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666180841411884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223057566687595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564624924506841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171392556592105,0.036817092271827535,0.06670309212256692,0.05139289833986892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659372395421087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277827915678086,0.10405232241931843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466486182032898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620279196653794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180649882328109,0.07078414523928728,0.0,0.07004066351059772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349329456644775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161472208752557,0.0,0.0,0.396967904189765,0.055201226538462315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332423642582223,0.16750652947366582,0.2839916932396011,0.057937741921938166,0.03432467286482794,0.05065764502913278,0.0483045281194016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340834780843949,0.0,0.0,0.059628953097451726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048244196727396,0.0638121254372592,0.0605825258161645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303816281166516,0.0,0.0,0.06681968157907099,0.0,0.1991537317139441,0.04923113690990583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04265977204077023,0.0,0.0,0.0533311384484145,0.0,0.0,0.06756813640003846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057148545507340213,0.040315074100788925,0.061232482335719075,0.06067631384149862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217307561335249,0.0,0.0609831591970726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879662447165257,0.17913269733775658,0.09316287275274852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795198636512231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277851584754873,0.0,0.06426604079898457,0.14172435306513909,0.0,0.0,0.05765520940057602,0.1256138027170338,0.0,0.06310139598326897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568613547261605,0.0,0.0,0.057791209720857314,0.0,0.06071507581900566,0.0,0.0,0.12082551256824435,0.0,0.038691488166452494,0.06209757070589037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157820598189961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061124393513690416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823075458245059,0.18598814747895076,0.04996053625577709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649610878037639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446979582980111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853713278617903,0.1138458073920544,0.0,0.09082117103203216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024938510297178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608816811985764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041005199330154916,0.06569395316074463,0.058998518735706114,0.12574959009913855,0.07264944741107904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124673741485105,0.1917594429953525,0.048446358777122216,0.0,0.05430362784687396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396930736827307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603399550633028,0.0,0.07778661851022398 adhd,HappyAntonym,2019/05/12,"Just paused Youtube on my laptop to browse Youtube on my phone. I... I have no excuse for this. Do you ever just feel completely bored with something, so you click out of it, only to go back three seconds later? I've noticed I do this a lot with Youtube and Reddit. Like, my brain thinks if I check again, maybe something new will pop up.",2.5012437810945265,4.454680044776122,2.678432835820896,95.74859452736321,76.91044776119405,5.063681592039801,23.106965174129357,5.46131890053228,0.09639502487562136,261,8,56,1,6,79,51,67,0.069,0.8740000000000001,0.057,-0.2006,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,11,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,9,1,10,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,6,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229691971882497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32370265978629204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040282543947321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622946613360532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661765375917987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479675602850652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166480049840188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465223080747018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913140564579905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800550413777157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301330126442677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205354157051996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464664776342944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580120582656648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoinToRosedale,2019/05/12,"I'm still a mess I've been taking Vyvanse for a few months now. I thought I was seeing benefits, but looking back, I realize not much has changed. I still get off to a slow start in the mornings. When I don't have class, I waste a lot more time before I do anything. I take too long to cook. I take too long to eat. I take too long to use the bathroom. I take too long to shower. I'm still late to everything. I'm still slow when I get back in the evenings. I can't relax because of everything I've put off, but I can't do any of them there. I still don't keep my apartment clean or organized. I still don't go to the grocery store often enough. I run out of food all the time. I still don't use my planner. Or develop a schedule. Or organize my time at all. I can only think about one important thing at a time. I should be capable of juggling multiple things, but I can't. I still don't do much on the weekends. I still get stressed out by simple tasks and put them off forever. I still find it hard to organize my thoughts. Especially when it comes to writing. I plop down a bunch of ideas I want to communicate, but I see so many different ways I could connect and order them. It's hard to pick one. And when I do, it's hard to commit to that one and ignore all the others. I still get this feeling like I have no energy when I try to do something I don't want to do. I still feel like I waste all my time. The one benefit I've been seeing is that when I sit down to work on something at a library, I can actually focus on what I'm doing. But I still sometimes waste a bunch of time on unimportant details. And I still find it hard to direct myself at the right task. Besides the improved focus, nothing else has really changed. I still feel I'm just as much a mess as I was before. I'm panicking as I realize how much more time has gone by without anything getting better. Would a different medication change anything? Can I even expect medication to solve these problems, or are these things I need to learn how to do?",1.9547615303983217,3.5284961061320783,3.6976729559748454,89.52961215932915,77.3254716981132,7.069601677148848,25.22117400419288,7.8897218956490685,1.2794802935010483,1575,57,350,25,36,528,179,424,0.092,0.79,0.11800000000000001,0.884,3,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,3,37,11,0,1,21,0,35,5,0,5,5,55,71,26,0,8,12,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,15,8,3,2,12,3,1,6,12,5,0,4,7,11,53,6,51,60,15,70,0,0,4,0,4,19,0,6,44,246,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.055046261695411915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038359507167067285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925741548490814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674884072986558,0.0,0.034385912332049816,0.0,0.09599843918999204,0.0,0.0,0.04988846483622299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901717370647013,0.04859066558326092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503735402164799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786911656632798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577196661789435,0.047121809085217216,0.0,0.0,0.05828474467226213,0.0,0.07451416207933019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139209754374123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556503535824689,0.08059605207808854,0.0,0.0,0.10311213728443447,0.0,0.06820901374040186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735476957683066,0.0,0.03205807735282282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212265339026295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367798653699565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013819583968238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363090133881805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511638993384545,0.0,0.0,0.19967791133955706,0.04736867733886349,0.0,0.0,0.0479562305224512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718905648290376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365064477250973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502448337409525,0.0,0.16586605601119792,0.04182596211687439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412518478935071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289461213729294,0.04290097442507465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397502487031312,0.0,0.11341163277816095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613653436467151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048172290631847074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485008553467975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685156929282463,0.05578914756897217,0.0,0.039926011010138665,0.0,0.6757148652487853,0.0,0.06461539720624393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205971413658167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242529558600786,0.03614409392625108,0.0,0.08956361252515119,0.2302445063767161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03829746192107268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743713929451822,0.0,0.0,0.06654203022345395,0.04477419989469464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437548739990181,0.0,0.04106583804347078,0.0,0.0,0.040070763556507405,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,angeldubz,2019/05/12,"Can you just stop taking Adderall if you have only been taking it for a week? I have been taking Adderall XR 20mg for a week now and I haven’t been feeling happy like I was before it. I was diagnosed with ADHD-C and it does help a lot with focusing and impulses but the comedown at the end of the day isn’t worth it in my opinion. I just want off this drug probably indefinitely now. I have been prescribed Adderall a few years back but stopped taking it a few months in for other reasons. I don’t remember how it was coming off it.",3.3291216216216206,4.314864288288288,5.0230518018018016,83.76268581081084,72.78378378378378,7.712162162162162,27.388513513513516,8.07648339933343,1.6805756756756756,420,15,87,6,8,143,65,111,0.06,0.8320000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.431,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,0,14,2,0,2,0,21,21,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,7,1,10,2,11,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,12,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174767322506925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391457763607477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539822000861932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587956748661394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670314455788967,0.0,0.0,0.1836688832433582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835784320732754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098541979776208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027535813854699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914979625786064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263349401453664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129254586419545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840709343227332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384429051128826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444392026825825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376269548453906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510367266838166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186055289080342,0.0,0.0,0.20499049814958545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025785126176453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442325372440717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067339042016174,0.0,0.29030769431733755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653122359687723 adhd,sadlittlepushpop,2019/05/12,"One of my favorite ADHD YouTube channels deserves more attention! MeWithADHD This channel definitely deserves more views for the quality of the information and how much effort Chris puts into each video. I found his channel while I was researching medication options, but his videos about emotional regulation, time management, etc., are really helpful. For whatever reason, the amount of views and attention his channel gets doesn’t seem to match how well-made the videos are. I don’t know him personally, at all. I just noticed the amount of work put in and know how much it helps me to watch videos like this. 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Has any one been on this combo and he has me on gabapentin 600mg 3x day. I'm nervous to start the meds bc I read they're major interaction with the snri and addy. Is it even safe?,3.1534615384615385,5.552113576923084,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,76.69230769230771,8.775384615384615,27.707692307692305,9.3871,2.88888,214,9,39,6,5,74,42,52,0.138,0.809,0.053,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,6,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416883853171515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358911450165413,0.0,0.2653632067398532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370970943430876,0.0,0.2987683122736621,0.3520771668848563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291117940630359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853068698908793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350557123091124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469751209214829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552433408765026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,86throwthrowthrow1,2019/05/12,"There's a little asshole living in my head. A few days ago, someone untied the asshole and started giving her espresso ... that is to say, I've had off the hook anxiety the last few days, for no particular reason. Seems to latch onto different things. My life isn't perfect rn, but there's nothing especially or unusually stressful going on to set this off. (To be clear, I don't have an anxiety dx, but my shrink said ADHD can be anxiety-inducing just from thinking 1000 mph all the time). Do y'all struggle with occasional bouts of anxiety? Do you ever ""visualize"" or anthropomorphize it (i.e. as an animal, as a shitty person camped out in your brain, as a freight train or storm, etc)? What do you guys do when your brain kicks into overdrive and you just have free-floating anxiety?",4.996529484029483,6.592220925675676,6.161326781326783,74.85296068796072,69.47297297297297,9.165601965601963,31.022113022113015,9.573946990214177,3.0531135135135137,619,26,110,14,11,207,104,148,0.19,0.778,0.032,-0.9755,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,6,0,1,6,3,0,2,10,0,13,6,3,1,4,19,19,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,11,1,19,15,4,19,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,4,8,76,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961432727374968,0.0,0.1446732869837008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994120778542853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643863000746981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051021390145774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705167300047729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820191089088756,0.0,0.14763020674079402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565631654014248,0.09275438180394452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616007332723544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749761637614155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330356064154309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527803335872155,0.0,0.16357643568103708,0.14411489942420053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660165766985487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250618411334645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780412751591325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524736927367788,0.1297888726254398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857765548116414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828488461502694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551885749058513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695323356170465,0.17061954437437007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842757532876683,0.10457654871488804,0.0,0.0,0.09516739892185608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DEtourREX,2019/05/12,"You can Take a break That task your doing thats draining you.... Take a break :). You deserve it.",-1.454473684210523,-0.057630263157893324,-0.0743421052631561,104.05585526315792,114.78947368421049,1.9,15.276315789473689,3.1291,-1.4692210526315792,71,2,16,0,4,22,13,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ScootsMuhGoots,2019/05/12,"I don’t normally ask others for help, but, help. So my ADHD makes my brain super speedy which exhausts my body. Without my meds I’m incredibly tired and if I start working too much and not sleeping enough the depression sets in due to exhaustion from lack of sleep, overworking, and ADHD. I’m on meds now but I’ve been working 6 days a week for 3 months straight and this week I worked 70ish hours. I work in construction so it’s physically and mentally exhausting. What’s worse is I’m “the guy” everyone uses to make fun of (which I’ve always been in every friend group) and apparently us with ADHD hurt a little more with words like these. I’m going through a divorce with a precious 3 year old in the middle and I’m only 23. I have literally no friends and when I talk to my parents about how I feel, dad doesn’t listen, mom gets upset. I am SUPER down. Like when the General Contractor at my site made a “joke” saying “Next thing we know, Logics going to be hanging from a beam with his feet dangling below the ceiling grid.” Which is slightly humorous because my nickname is Logic and he made that suicide song, but as times gone on, that kind of thing seems reasonable. Like what in the actual fuck?!?! I haven’t thought like this in agessss and never so intensely. But FUCK I’m lonely (Friendships and romantically). I’m overworked (Which I have to because of bills). I’m tired (So much so I’ve been late to work 4/6 days this week). I feel absolutely and totally hopeless, so much so that I’m going to Reddit for help and advice.",2.818453169347212,4.994878182119205,4.050203405865658,85.23518211920532,76.78145695364239,7.095742667928097,25.355250709555346,8.07648339933343,1.5973780510879854,1209,44,237,21,28,395,169,302,0.187,0.645,0.168,-0.868,2,2,0,0,1,2,39.0,2,0,0,7,13,23,2,1,12,0,13,12,5,7,2,45,42,29,1,3,7,3,2,4,2,0,5,3,0,1,17,18,0,0,8,2,1,5,7,10,0,0,7,5,21,13,35,34,7,39,0,4,0,2,19,15,2,2,22,138,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0912155290309006,0.0,0.337006797038121,0.09134009758977096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777648224368243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738402843260999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395975268705742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038267078554737,0.0,0.1043460545947389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056386460198275,0.0,0.08050759718791285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965819232035966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875448542330109,0.08931683509529056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452485632220796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144433009867719,0.1728273608296616,0.04883544439965982,0.0,0.15936746994546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255232116646643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879576355744224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920514351490656,0.0,0.1000640827966186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973370675232497,0.0513699584721421,0.0,0.10544088098932797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266347291329887,0.09368384971930772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768915932946994,0.12478703750328099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076534157109474,0.0,0.094198142814772,0.0,0.0,0.10947368538466187,0.07460873715704837,0.0,0.20613879464304455,0.0,0.07209163790103963,0.0,0.09940890353351374,0.0,0.0915830559163236,0.0,0.0,0.09808350648595024,0.0,0.0,0.0710899334050597,0.0,0.0,0.10378998180697302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610514252269407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433296359378766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509371591202906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870797071335604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616020968935132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224357857980276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512953341976952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419775049184165,0.0,0.0,0.07420660410697058,0.05450447835993616,0.2148654295697845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243572684517963,0.08073009805085299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249336404977556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010400882333702,0.0,0.3402449164449515,0.0,0.09525630915054924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060193128115190425 adhd,mj1222,2019/05/12,"I started on Ritalin today. Tell me how meds changed your life. I'm a 22(f) architecture student. Today I took Ritalin (LA 20mg) for the first time (prescribed). Didn't feel different, I just did things without reasoning with myself not to. I cleaned my room! And worked on a school project! And did (half of) the dishes... Continue to have 40 random tabs open on google tho. Still working on focusing on what's important ahaha. But I'm sensing some progress. Hoping to hear your stories. How did meds change your life? Do you have any advice?",2.2272886519421142,5.074663168316833,2.9786138613861404,87.54527037319119,85.63366336633662,6.276009139375478,26.581111957349574,7.61054688173877,1.8712431073876608,424,19,78,8,13,133,75,101,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.8097,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,4,5,1,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,3,0,15,14,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,2,11,1,12,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,7,48,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790216467235426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458278812204195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876041911408642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140578515985374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263180071860906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583045923429678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648055308076665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819596755187284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25880020671393705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069894538026558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836087684386493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540893352042276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967042951231705,0.0,0.14630435078595336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601255251310349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171043385714055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682582707133204,0.0,0.3473057683691224,0.0,0.203542767382272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765989796550518,0.0,0.26674464704364725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,novaturientfox,2019/05/12,"I hyperfocused on Minecraft ..... for roughly 9 hours, give or take. That's excluding various breaks. I'm just now forcing myself to pull away from the game, as most of my body hurts from sitting in the same position for so long. If only I could control what I hyperfocus on, I would be unstoppable.",5.166964285714286,6.55019891071429,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.82142857142857,9.885714285714286,33.64285714285714,10.125756701596842,3.5174071428571434,233,11,44,6,4,76,48,56,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,6,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,11,3,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30515267161828513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607705700707445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36428172161495626,0.25931989515633114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31156997570256423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319854586748392,0.0,0.3476964351445445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28743060154421995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470188675974912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442030800048661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307228395192344,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psych0tits,2019/03/29,"Any experiences/advice to help with the painful realization of ADHD?? Reading through these threads and discovering that other people have been living like this is kind of devastating. My two brothers, mother, and grandmother all have ADHD, and as a 22 year old female, I never knew my symptoms were related to it. I made decent grades, so I was never tested. I never really put up a fuss, and I was agreeable, yet unrealistically active and ""sensitive,"" so fortunately/unfortunately for me, I blend in. Yet, to this day I have suffered from an inability to stop thinking, stop going, pay attention, sit down, calm down, complete tasks, to remember, to connect with others. My hyperactivity, although stressful and anxiety provoking, has made me successful. I thought everyone was trying this hard, and that's especially painful. I have what seems like thousands of painful memories coming back to me in an entirely different perspective where my symptoms were exacerbated. My teachers, family members, coaches, and so many people I trusted treated me like shit for things I wasn't necessarily aware of. This is not to say the responsibility isn't mine, but the realization is painful. I also am having a hard time accepting that my family didn't question it because the results were positive in a parent's perspective. My father is also dually dicked with ASPD and NPD, so I'm sure that didn't help. A difficult part of this is apologizing to my fiancé for all of the emotional outbursts that I believed were completely justifiable. He has ADHD, but he's more inattentive, so you can only imagine how lost we are navigating the beautiful mess of a dual ADHD marriage. I'm unable to stop focusing on some things that hurt sometimes, and my emotional reactions are so swift, so intense and disorienting. So cognitively blurring. I read about RSD (rejection sensitivity dys.) and ironically, I burst into tears. It feels humiliating trying to complete graduate school as a licensed mental health professional with ADHD, and a family history of what appear to be intimidating diagnoses. I've always wanted to help people and I am endlessly fascinated and distracted by all aspects of a client's unique and individual consciousness. I have never lost interest in it, unlike almost everything else. Yet, I hope that maybe this realization will equip me with the ability to consider all aspects of life for my clients. I am a black female too, and doctors never take me seriously or consider what I have to say. They always tell me that I'm fine, I need to rest, de-stress, be mindful. I've had a doctor recommend me Claritin and then found out my entire lung was infected, so naturally, I feel distrust. I'm in therapy, I exercise, I meditate, I try to sleep well, I'm fucking trying. Yet yesterday I left chicken in the oven for three hours while getting no homework done because the Sims 4 had sucked me into a timeless vortex. I missed class Monday because I had begun painting and looked at the clock too late. I feel defeated. I want to see a doctor but I'm afraid they just won't believe me. I want to show this post to my therapist so she can refer me to a psychiatrist, as that is what I would want my clients to do if they needed help. But I'm still overwhelmed by all of this, and I know how I can get. The fact I'm overwhelmed by all of this is making it harder to focus on the variety of options and choose a direction. It's reminiscent of drowning. Please offer with any feedback or advice as to how you coped with related issues. This is my first time using this website, so if I have offended anyone or broken some kind of rule, perhaps go easy.",7.552522522522522,8.210537698198202,8.514911411411415,63.67038513513514,63.159159159159145,11.705045045045047,37.520870870870866,11.407655852321104,4.7634445645645656,2921,139,467,84,40,994,335,666,0.133,0.738,0.129,-0.5378,2,0,0,1,0,0,92.0,1,2,3,5,28,39,5,5,29,0,49,19,4,9,13,101,91,53,1,10,11,4,5,3,0,3,14,2,2,0,35,33,0,3,17,5,1,5,12,24,1,4,23,10,68,15,76,63,11,52,0,9,3,2,24,17,4,14,31,339,103,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813911184922836,0.12404367729954073,0.0,0.0,0.06355571831555001,0.0,0.0,0.10151336347954804,0.10562371969711176,0.0,0.0,0.08632312041432784,0.0,0.04855413298224956,0.0,0.0,0.04437947737644881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880426768462605,0.0,0.11607158707233435,0.0,0.0,0.14301719391258064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467351102671702,0.19964026195030007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093269415432692,0.0,0.0,0.0644203911723894,0.0,0.0663123088245836,0.0,0.1948917268084212,0.0,0.06495152085735763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053020775033528186,0.14278969885932874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064800105500029,0.057042457605163785,0.0,0.17950070251045622,0.0,0.09627653476251463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398727905946679,0.0,0.06959123027293881,0.0,0.058676698243660126,0.06632057842873887,0.0,0.07214256584493897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371273665665467,0.0,0.0,0.06746530395708515,0.0,0.0,0.17016955976181145,0.0,0.0,0.06303971526535525,0.06250485174579573,0.0,0.06794560725917333,0.0,0.0,0.06624585803473955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321878135861522,0.03488127733466976,0.0,0.07159656580596978,0.0,0.06895999516927713,0.0,0.04483051339631144,0.09302424189798587,0.0,0.05604489199724797,0.0,0.053298547606220124,0.0,0.13856931089515773,0.0,0.0,0.12011309542385785,0.042366505564572964,0.06434829555622948,0.06376382644310513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396251119639805,0.0,0.06408628561636343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412392991742652,0.24475865758198395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660075447693165,0.0,0.0,0.04827155319095372,0.2701448662419769,0.0,0.07047557069629823,0.06873148049724585,0.0,0.13200565769750724,0.0,0.0,0.06967065121435745,0.0,0.0,0.060786410685880615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380456082279744,0.07110056952455845,0.0,0.12697371553298795,0.0,0.040660303503535916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189877699600375,0.0,0.0,0.1009472771767533,0.0,0.06423470663739239,0.05057711908199565,0.05778041471017984,0.0,0.0,0.06515071645750646,0.0,0.0,0.06351551901441904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277313838306646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050686970007702975,0.1591904883313435,0.1454086125080073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981942412310224,0.1319386033462861,0.047721301941428484,0.0,0.055475299580521414,0.0,0.07258311276936842,0.07369319269150701,0.08433287291048487,0.04066880941240579,0.0,0.05038783785124108,0.0740193639317599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236699119086435,0.0,0.062000656778377135,0.0,0.0,0.054817426821436574,0.0,0.0,0.1497442514726712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057066866492651774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508704103675405,0.0,0.0,0.040872394252876094 adhd,yasmin555,2019/03/29,"Is it rude asking a psychiatrist her diagnosis rate? went in for an evaluation today and the psychiatrist told me that she believes I have ADHD. There was virtually no time left for our appointment so she told me that her main reasoning is that I admitted to speeding/texting when I drive. She then told me to come back next time for her in-depth reasoning. Now, I'll accept it if it's valid, but I've heard stories of people getting prescriptions easily and I don't want that to be the case for me. I want to take it if I truly have it. Would it be rude to ask her diagnosis rate so I can know she isn't just diagnosing me for the sake of it?",2.1963636363636354,4.137960757575762,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,77.78787878787878,8.33939393939394,23.87878787878788,9.075114841892004,1.8648060606060608,508,17,108,13,12,176,76,132,0.083,0.84,0.077,0.2603,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,0,15,25,9,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,1,21,1,13,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,2,8,76,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954420228880545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34155970117450585,0.0,0.0,0.14046858326785255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581624891558786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736145629373968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541495469251704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954420395526608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039539249797186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984808559403453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428078559674888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266463542350628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756480943963301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735158815878548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304274562769854,0.0,0.17315797240747896,0.5236717519013252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549716710017608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934491160127085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976965086533698,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DAmazingTriniBoy,2019/03/29,I'm trying to convince my parents get medication to cope with my ADD I've been diagnosed with ADD for a little over a year now and I've been contemplating medication as I see a lot of people having the same problems as me and medication seems to help them a lot. The problem is that my parents are (understandably) worried about the whole thing as the more you look up about it the more negative side effects you see about them. Not to mention the stories they hear about people selling their meds making them even more worried. I do understand that medication doesn't help everyone but in my eyes it's worth a shot because if it does work it'll seriously help me out. Any advice on how to reassure my parents that the benefits outweigh the risks ,8.578839285714286,7.382801506944446,8.657857142857143,69.63000000000002,61.70833333333334,11.839682539682546,39.32142857142857,10.914260884657429,4.24537619047619,603,27,110,13,7,198,88,144,0.095,0.787,0.11800000000000001,0.6708,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,5,2,7,7,0,1,13,0,8,6,1,3,0,21,18,8,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,16,3,21,15,7,9,0,0,4,0,16,7,0,4,2,81,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153977295459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458063066410114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758190697898797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624004523553845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884315806182293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214984090681479,0.0,0.0,0.11884756142104386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649818533272074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018192771810165,0.0,0.2501018605804045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465843725649813,0.0,0.0,0.10444536176119228,0.0,0.0,0.21148176926236809,0.0,0.0,0.08302261879520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381548173514359,0.5011870026574964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143178458305107,0.0,0.0,0.17245471395836215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380239987838538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822474482368246,0.11322815701664928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263055763332189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444382426528385,0.0,0.0,0.2589617039113907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886248792706013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054794331269682,0.2526217785175193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009471543816554 adhd,nuTt_inMybuTt,2019/03/29,"I (M20) have to deal with car insurance claims for the first time and my ADHD doesn't help at all. I feel horrible because I keep putting off and procrastinating getting in contact with insurance customer support, contacting the other parties' insurance company, getting repairs on my car, etc. I just wish I didn't have to go through all of this mess, not to mention the fact that my ADHD brain forgets to do certain things that I need to get done. 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I just want mornings to not get wasted so going to try and do something, anything in the morning to be productive.",1.6241304347826109,3.2284503260869606,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,78.34782608695652,6.339130434782609,26.71739130434783,7.1686216300943375,1.3036695652173913,169,7,36,2,4,58,32,46,0.055,0.848,0.09699999999999999,0.2071,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874559961100228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972408348913801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825023619292772,0.0,0.3970468585851305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34400433005583914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590122090453961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378385979199772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371615549521817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603468958325413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543050509685369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gg1780,2019/03/29,Weight gain? Hey r/ADHD I’m a skinny person (5’1” 90lbs.) who needs to gain some weight (yes my doc did say I really should) I’ve been trying to eat fatty and protein foods but after trying for months I can’t seem to gain a pound or make any progress. I would say I have pretty healthy and balanced diet but I also have skinny genetics from my mother. If I can’t gain some weight or at least stabilize well then I could get taken off my medication (Adderall) which really is helping me with my ADHD. Any tips would be highly appreciated so please help if you can. ,2.1295494770716026,4.318081504424779,3.7668061142397455,86.35331456154465,79.08849557522123,6.232984714400643,19.122284794851172,7.348242739294969,0.4712725663716815,442,10,88,6,11,147,79,113,0.0,0.662,0.33799999999999997,0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,1,13,9,2,1,0,18,19,11,0,7,6,1,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,13,1,9,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,7,3,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654190355541848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157767177825735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067700968793644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138292097560267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556379433767847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383427500415214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942896619692705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038038951151516,0.16062716436675742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148065104667928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315339380969087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134823250802422,0.0,0.0,0.11272770269587297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274600661144945,0.0,0.16688237441020531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466832067098962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947875575910029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179939489398794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840164593228418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643565302247813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553917140037906,0.13669248118756433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159943199093657,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,michellistic,2019/03/29,"How to convince my mom to take my ADHD more seriously? Hi, my mom has agreed to letting me get assessed, but she’s still largely convinced that my ADHD is made up because I’m not hyperactive. She says she has experience working with children with disabilities so she says knows better but the disabilities she deals with are largely dramatic compared to ADHD (things like epilepsy, NFB). I’m really worried because she’s said if my assessment comes in and the doctor has prescribed medication/CBT she’s not going to consent to it. How do I get her to take the process more seriously?",5.110833333333332,7.376272861111115,6.134444444444448,72.45500000000001,70.3888888888889,8.503703703703705,35.14814814814815,9.150863307647796,3.5939925925925937,471,25,77,10,9,156,67,108,0.08,0.7979999999999999,0.122,0.7037,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,3,0,14,18,7,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,3,15,4,12,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,1,2,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910765874201359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987413403382834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499271694651514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122087428998384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901623462028278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780082063457574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603660046352635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130507796631506,0.0,0.0931715928867864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009782596816064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764103995426322,0.0,0.08009341589310005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512517881963442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840120314377642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502496550586413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594567507641538,0.2607453311920666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092369751231292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246526841092448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089152847526564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935118571307765,0.16649030171171553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BenPlaysBaseball,2019/03/29,"Why do I lose interest in partners quickly and abruptly? This happens like clockwork. I gain interest in the same manner that I lose it, every damn time. Doesn’t matter how great she is, or how much she genuinely adores and cares for me (don’t ask me why. I’m a nut case) I will undoubtedly lose any and all interest in a potential SO. I haven’t had a serious relationship in 4 years and even that was just a silly high school thing that damaged me far too harshly and for too long to justify itself. While in college I’ve tried to date. Found girls that define inner beauty and ooze confidence to no avail. It used to take a few months for the feelings to disappear, almost as if Thanos existed for the sole purpose of ruining my sex life and emotional stability. Recently I’ve noticed the process has been, well, expedited of sorts. I tried to get serious, to the point where I drove 2 hours to visit her in her college town, and when I got there I felt nothing, plain and simple. Prior to this I was entranced by her dimples and smile and she knew just what to say to rebuild my self-torn down walls. But I felt empty. I had no more gas in my tank to “put up with her.” Which took minimal effort at best. I just feel like giving up at this point. It doesn’t seem worth it to go through this never ending cycle of winning the race only to be dissatisfied with the prize. 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Whenever I crash I become extremely cranky and introverted. Everything annoys me. I snap at people for little and petty reasons. My forehead stays in a worried position. I lose interest in talking. I get a sense of being lost and unsure of what my next steps are. I get apathetic. Lately I would go straight home from work and play the guitar. I’m a beginner but it’s been very soothing for the soul. Or I try to meditate, but when I do I get sleepy. What do you do though to cope with your crashes? 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But instead I'm about to sit down on the couch, eat more calories than I should for the day, get high, and watch TV. The entire time that I was walking into my house I kept telling myself I need to work and that I can't do this, yet every action I took was telling me I had already made up my mind. I continued to tell myself, out loud, ""What are you doing? Just get to work. You need the money"", while my hands continued to unbuckle my belt and take my pants off, then put on my pajamas pants. It's like my non verbal self had already made the decision while my verbal self tried in vein to course correct. 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Basically, I met with a psychiatrist that sent me to another psychiatrist to take a test for ADHD. My psychiatrist believed that I had it, to be clear, I went in with an open mind and not looking for a ADHD as a diagnosis, she suggested that I had it. The test was pressing spacebar every time a X came on the screen and also a questionnaire on how I felt the last 24 hours. The psychiatrist that I took the test with called me back a week later saying that I had slightly above normal results and I didn't have ADHD, that's it. I went back to the first psychiatrist and talked to her about it, she was understanding and took my case to a meeting to talk about it. Well, I got a call back today regarding what they said. Basically the department is going to stick with the results and that's it. The doctor that I took the test with said that she is right and won't look at my case again. The psychiatrist who actually believed me said that since it's in my medical record, most likely no one at Kaiser is going to diagnose me and go back on another doctors tests results even if I went to a different facility. I'm not sure if me being a 20 year old college student had an impact on that decision. So here I am, stuck and not sure what to do next. I'm just looking for some advice. Should I try to go to a different Kaiser facility with a different doctor to try to get a diagnosis? Or should I go out of my insurance and see a private doctor? One thing stopping me from going out of insurance is, I don't know if my insurance would cover the medication if I am diagnosed outside of coverage. Would appreciate any and all advice!",6.491585888559183,5.789317922848668,7.783476755687437,72.60523821299046,65.61721068249258,11.524497197494233,33.85575337949225,10.980518767755715,3.599035080778106,1328,51,265,34,18,459,150,337,0.036000000000000004,0.94,0.024,-0.3649,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,16,4,0,0,29,0,24,9,0,4,4,52,56,21,0,9,10,0,2,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,23,21,0,1,4,0,0,15,8,0,1,3,23,11,37,4,41,25,3,43,0,0,5,0,20,12,0,7,17,194,60,11,0.0,0.0,0.07724910811015008,0.0,0.2854061668538259,0.15470920683063896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330452421491288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538317703134388,0.16601311304720795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434777719530453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837327234284567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166318943902575,0.09053838176165986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410383464672591,0.0,0.2481172339784631,0.0,0.3240959972464587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228468187407537,0.0,0.06669603107342477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600637511784421,0.0,0.0,0.06733377552219177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135802931931204,0.0,0.269931996138242,0.0,0.06331178425275323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795702487364536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350447251458808,0.06452627196467324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867376124649435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942433677142926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594915017735279,0.0,0.0,0.07992941383450974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418795810053817,0.0,0.07756036129704781,0.0,0.0,0.08306549857085195,0.0,0.10728223914465797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760252871528406,0.2258989358143321,0.06295150838690103,0.0,0.0,0.06308057087068712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548228117991184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618161903636563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921543541155569,0.0,0.05951875124159324,0.12725222363053612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259063646679918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615905192949878,0.0,0.07503478061939098,0.07564113176381615,0.2638502718036114,0.10748939837750636,0.0,0.0,0.08240874332266884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349767887488547,0.0,0.07117468494640325,0.2201473853212436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124665200031524,0.0,0.0,0.05097668687185106 adhd,DoubleSoul1224,2019/03/29,So I found out I was diagnosed about 2 years ago. I’m 24 now. I sometimes find myself wondering what it’d be like had I known I had it earlier. Does anyone else have this kind of thought process? Like kind of daydream about that from time to time? I remember being diagnosed something just clicked and suddenly everything else made sense in this context. Any stories about how you got diagnosed?,3.371621621621621,6.1885815000000015,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,78.5945945945946,8.024324324324324,30.871621621621625,8.841846274778883,3.0048432432432444,317,16,58,8,8,98,56,74,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.6747,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,11,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,8,4,9,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,8,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738308970167111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207368107563984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414371806186025,0.1819160183382932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406138615357305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537098356747905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966324317589493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956615970085855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227307811564795,0.0,0.0,0.1946691259407755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199909959242585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369771967386024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347921369364466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799754228009234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112407869681592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668295371905442,0.1755967229443097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409510410158811,0.2070560446018016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254017425570355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433327494151455 adhd,pompompompi,2019/03/29,"If I can't stand doing the same thing every day, how come I consume the same media over and over? When I like something, and I mean *really* like something, it's like that's all I want to watch/listen to/wear. I'm on my 4th watch of Peep Show, I've watched each episode of Nathan for You like 2-3 times. Love a new shirt? Have to force myself not to wear it every day. When I discover a new band I really love, my husband has to brace himself because that is exclusively what will be listened to for the next 2 months. What is the meaning of this? Why this happen?",0.9296327683615822,2.9657004661016977,2.4450000000000003,95.04738700564974,82.47457627118644,5.289265536723164,20.002824858757066,6.42735559955562,0.0005740112994350178,437,12,99,4,12,142,75,118,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.9636,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,8,4,2,1,1,13,17,6,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,12,6,13,15,4,14,0,0,2,2,7,3,0,1,13,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189898035937776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812423068043935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676733581890516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093213668792289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232514013651445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35872061646238285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313475601399236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999102684973573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651912481243393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545747311010599,0.1952225181567505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351917442283149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263324679684537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195184102522065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703771129172167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827087065692416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563806167689285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kuragins,2019/03/29,"metadate & alcohol? hey guys! longtime lurker, first-time poster. i'm currently on metadate xr and i have a friend's birthday party tonight. i took my meds at around 10 this morning and the party is at 8ish. can anyone else on the same meds can tell me if they have found 10 hours to be long enough to be safe in the past? i recently switched meds and everything i've found online so far has said to avoid alcohol (or at least go lightly) while it's in your system, but i can't find anything that says how long that is. i'm a pretty light drinker anyway (only every couple months, and never very much), but i figured i'd ask somewhere where people might have had actual experience with this, haha. thanks!!",3.2694364508393288,5.248904618705033,3.9533992805755385,87.34985911270985,74.75539568345323,6.647721822541968,24.53297362110312,7.492282038375204,1.151517505995204,558,18,109,7,12,177,101,139,0.012,0.845,0.14300000000000002,0.9595,1,1,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,5,1,13,2,0,1,1,20,22,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,5,6,2,2,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,9,4,12,14,4,23,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,3,10,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.13603731406722727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979590321770822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104319795010016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747388708827666,0.14283494733273452,0.1147168713674266,0.12409831198974047,0.1303230781714748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542468759463869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164534001856827,0.0,0.0,0.14404066456286796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745312208958535,0.0,0.12528651531156132,0.13636297875809014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741190565784435,0.11857620355931366,0.0,0.3056966022569008,0.1077024873604235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792259928815642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380309834952362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728397046812374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467347091387621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645362455876295,0.0,0.0,0.14788465680845966,0.0,0.0,0.11127022247883124,0.0,0.1024773166229758,0.0,0.1075162627565558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602233742859972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330760303978217,0.0966445553521307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182306652344695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764374111259614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260426875525694,0.11085893839995442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218444516962619,0.12834364282438515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488197067980114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502215494964395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,possiblymaybebipolar,2019/03/29,"Let’s Talk About Apps, Baby! Sex quiz : hey ADHD apps which apps are you using & please tell your experience good & bad! For example, I use Match however I can never seem to respond in a timely fashion or over respond and with zero emotional intelligence, placing an obfuscation later between us just makes things bombshell and quickly.",4.364714285714285,7.59866623333334,5.2561904761904765,72.64500000000002,78.33333333333334,7.428571428571428,30.23809523809524,8.418075326091056,3.123309523809524,274,13,40,6,7,89,54,60,0.054000000000000006,0.785,0.161,0.7170000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,7,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,2,4,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25860864072264866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466302266737561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966915800513725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205237183541325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049066411779174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048563386731495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003961446583772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363659619992458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596271038665447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248208625845731,0.2362067643320235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958948935106477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295627286961499,0.18807978375210413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295829513435315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547517604250902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588391457707531,0.3716987509894464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShadowKal,2019/03/29,"A poem I wrote while on adderall. (2017) Maybe you can relate. “Indifference” There’s nothing that I want. No song to make me sing. No food to make me taste. No one to make me feel. I’m probably guarding myself too much. I’ve tried honesty. It punched me in the teeth. Made me bleed. Honesty never worked for me. Yet, I never did like putting on a show. Song and dance- made me feel like a phony. People like you, until you take off your mask. An inevitable desire. Look at me. Don’t be afraid. Don’t run away. Indifference. The only logical way. No pain, sadness, or discomfort. No laughter, ecstasy, or emotion. A sort of limbo. And I can’t decide if it’s worse than it’s counterpart. 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Had my first psychiatrist flat out didn’t understand why I thought I may have adhd, because I wanted my girlfriend in the room? She said she’s never had anyone with adhd do or want that?",5.064469696969695,6.102184386363637,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,68.77272727272728,7.684848484848485,30.57575757575757,7.793537801064563,2.142039393939394,179,7,32,2,3,59,38,44,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,13,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,7,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6652655964697887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352928041806286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687210098829159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542682081362995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460483289777049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134678895658627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632788070647774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973043797824507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881351639239085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265011098308526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497486657288561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AuntMolly,2019/03/29,"I was on time! Today marked 2 full weeks in a row of getting my daughter to school on time!!! I’m not a morning person so it’s been rough figuring out the best routine for school mornings, but I think I finally figured out what works! She’s been on time every day since 3/15 so 2 full weeks plus 1 day! I’ve been really hard on myself about it. My kids are young (2yrs and 1yr) and I don’t want “late” to be “normal” for them. So I’m trying to get myself together before they’re old enough to know/remember. 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How many of you have let your superiors or coworkers know at work about your diagnosis? From my understanding it's none of their business (except for maybe a handful of careers depending on what meds you take, or if your job requires you to take random drug screens). Just curious as to how they responded and what your experiences have been. Thank you! 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Feel like nothing fits me. Please help. Been working odd jobs for the last 6 years after getting my bachelor's degree (psych). I've spent a ton of time thinking and I'm ready to take steps to go back to school and start again with an actual career path. But I am stuck. I hate corporate offices and want nothing office-politics related. Preferably a skill that is somewhat helpful to people where I can hyperfocus and where I have some interest. I am naturally creative so one option I've contemplated has been UX design. However I worry that I will hate working on team projects or that it will become super corporate/office politics centered. I've also had some interest in being a lawyer for a really long time, but have always been afraid of (again) working in a shitty office setting and also feeling scummy for being in the legal profession, and while it is kind of interesting on the surface everyone says how horrible law school/lawyer life is and I don't want to be miserable and in debt with a middle of the cuff salary. I've also considered healthcare, particularly going to dental school because it is hands on, I can work independently etc. But I am deathly afraid I'll fuck up on a patient because my brain wasn't focused that day, or that my mellow persona will be off-putting to patients. I also have a very surface level interest in health sciences. These have been the options I've been most focused on after narrowing down from many others. I am not interested in trades (welding etc) and am not a teacher, salesman, or leader. I don't always vibe well with people because I am not naturally bubbly. I'm a great writer (but only like creative writing), and am good at strategy and can be pretty vicious if I need to be. But I am mostly a creative/artsy who loves making with things. I would probably like to just work on projects all day and either make stuff or help people. I am terrible at listening, and any kind of support role or role of insignificance is an instant turnoff. I honestly feel like nothing fits me just right and I'm losing my mind here. TL;DR: Stuck between three career options but feeling like there just isn't a fit for me out there. 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I was not enjoying the workout. And after my phone died, I also stopped enjoying the wait (between sets). But I definitely got out of the gym faster than I would have otherwise.",2.119333333333333,4.69245115555556,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.8888888888889,7.155555555555559,29.0,8.238735603445708,2.4004666666666674,182,9,35,4,5,60,32,45,0.272,0.593,0.135,-0.8101,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,3,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25102229750974153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136643654691775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515484086642195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021021716745893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624308810381889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889930099386984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298251660713064,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,botanicalfanatical,2019/03/29,"I really relate to the ""you can't have adhd because I have those problems too!"" discussions. In short, trust yourself. Trust your doctors. I had [this lovely conversation](http://imgur.com/a/oPrQ64I) with an acquaintance recently, and I was more discouraged than I can say. Just because someone doesn't know what they're talking about doesn't mean that what you're suffering with isn't real. We are here to support you. 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So I'm on vyvanse 70 mg and guaifenicine 1mg to help with my concentration. I also take 225 mg effexor xr for anxiety. Lately, i'm noticing extreme anxiety and hopelessness in the afternoon/evening time. I know the vyvanse is helping me with concentration, however I think it may be increasing my already high anxiety. ugh i'm tired of trying different things. I have extreme anxiety and shit concentration. If i try to improve my concentration my anxiety increases. I feel like I am going around in circles. Nothing is working.",3.9807545454545488,6.9923351300000025,5.891454545454548,69.0157272727273,77.7,10.03636363636364,38.09090909090909,10.018931242160765,5.2787000000000015,443,29,68,16,11,152,63,100,0.22899999999999998,0.675,0.095,-0.91,2,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,11,15,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,1,11,13,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,2,3,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753302193592733,0.12705786459682405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6077214115083245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414386500226911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659978561824368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494005148022786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033550459703127,0.11350532057481015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029629251364976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129904885584199,0.1678675385222597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731738286744176,0.0,0.17922579751000509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762171157349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245154799229452,0.18088819098467407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309007260333144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945947829183624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055541298213446,0.10180515948871216,0.0,0.0,0.09264536212396676,0.3652229345074624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236113120038102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566797607607912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cliolios,2019/03/29,"Forgot about reddit until I found it scrolling through my phone during a red light WOO! I completely forgot about this page and I am having a nervous breakdown for my first psych appointment this Monday! I was at a red light looking at my phone and I was like post this on fb..nah people will call me nuts, post on ig? Nahhhhhh, OH REDDIT! SO HI GUYS! I may get diagnosed on Monday! WOO! sorry I forgot about you guys! Also of course I got distracted at the red light then people started honking then I yelled at them, then i saw a cute dog I wanted to pet and felt better again! YAY! PS- its Friday! Gonna get downnnnnn to the grounddddd anddddddd sleep early! Or attempt to! 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Hi guys.. my impulse control is horrible and when I get a craving for junk food I HAVE to have it and I’ll actually get agitated. I’m not happy with my weight and I recently tried dieting but relapsed after 3 weeks... working out is just as difficult because I can’t seem to get myself to get up and go to the gym. Plus working out can give me a migraine so i get anxious even though I know I have to. I want to lose weight and be healthier... hoping to go on a stimulant this month and maybe that’ll help? 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I think a few of you who play sports may find this article intriguing. &#x200B; Link to article: [https://montrealgazette.com/sports/hockey/nhl/hockey-inside-out/canadiens-andrew-shaw-learns-to-live-with-add](https://montrealgazette.com/sports/hockey/nhl/hockey-inside-out/canadiens-andrew-shaw-learns-to-live-with-add)",17.260714285714286,23.656707000000004,11.253928571428574,29.962321428571443,50.42857142857142,8.071428571428571,23.035714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.316571428571429,510,10,50,8,8,139,55,70,0.036000000000000004,0.848,0.11599999999999999,0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,2,13,4,3,6,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,3,0,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636170537855475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376665168406198,0.2665352498525222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009653427985493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810723660706838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648421919253166,0.19797267492488155,0.20755504521102505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100774469861492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931309842269915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405511455097147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665352498525222,0.0 adhd,grayson115,2019/03/29,"Doctors, ADHD, and Marijuana So, I got diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder in 2014... Lexapro has worked well, but at 20 mg I'm a bit lethargic. I got through college because I was an Advertising major... a lot of being active with information, not a lot of sitting down and studying. The thing is, it was always hard for me to sit through class, focus on studying, etc. When I graduated, and started a job, it was hard for me to sit through my shifts, pay attention etc. I went to a new psychiatrist, told him my issues, but he said it was because I smoke weed and he can't treat me with stimulants until I stopped. He put me on wellbutrin, and maybe gained some energy, but no focus, but taking a B12 supplement for energy seemed to work better, because I am B12 deficient. Sometimes I smoke weed before I go to bed... I don't smoke weed all day, just to calm me down before I go to bed, and besides, my symptoms were here before I started smoking marijuana. I move back home, go to a new psychiatrist here, and he tells me he can't treat me for ADHD until I stop smoking weed again, then he would put me on strattera. In order for me to stop smoking weed, he put me on 3x a day gabapentin... as soon as I started taking it I got a rash, and it lasted for three weeks. I'm no doctor, and I know he did not do that to me on purpose whatsoever, but common sense tells me that weed is a little less strong than a 3x a day nerve medication. When I called the office to say I had a rash, the doctor didn't call me back for a couple days. I'm going to a new psychiatrist on Monday. I'm tired of my forgetfulness, my inability to finish anything I start, my unfocused energy, my impulsive financial behavior, the physical mess I leave everywhere I go, etc. I'm not going to say I smoke weed to the new doctor, because in my experience they stop really listening once I am honest and say I do. I'm going back to school this summer to get prerequisites so I can go to grad school for counseling psychology, and I need to boost my GPA - I really want to study and retain information, but it's very very difficult for me and takes me so much longer to study than the average person, which is why I didn't study in college. I got by. I can't do this in graduate school. The wellbutrin isn't giving me relief, and I can't see an upping in dosage helping my focus issues. I'm not really feeling another SSRI or SNRI like strattera that I have to take every single day. Adderall or Vyvanse seems like the best option for me, as I've taken it a couple times to study and my grades on those tests increased. But I don't know what language to use for my doctor to actually help me, but I must be using the wrong language, considering my friends who have less struggles with studying and show less symptoms than I do are always able to get prescribed and it helps them so much. I just don't want to seem like I just want the drug, because, quite frankly I do, but it's because I feel I truly need help and most other things just have not helped. I'm so anxious about meeting this doctor, because at $400 a session with a new physiatrist, it's getting expensive and I want someone to take my issues seriously. Advice?",5.464091919940699,5.517427092331772,6.7014912280701795,76.96697368421054,67.59154929577464,9.668412816077753,31.526274606704554,9.4824395486982,2.7449255086071966,2508,94,493,47,38,852,266,639,0.121,0.7559999999999999,0.124,0.7947,1,0,5,0,0,0,84.0,0,0,2,7,20,18,0,1,30,0,37,14,2,3,2,78,91,43,0,8,20,0,4,3,1,2,12,5,3,1,23,24,0,5,10,1,2,14,17,5,1,1,17,10,78,13,78,70,18,72,0,0,1,0,33,19,0,10,38,319,101,23,0.055070069502716666,0.0,0.053740443881622066,0.0,0.13236704361174445,0.05381383456102185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164541879509666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774576952141284,0.042128452436169535,0.062213503465991624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531797492671638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703645252519527,0.0,0.2349914225886561,0.0,0.14058171913361042,0.0,0.05779264038981045,0.04870500125342355,0.06012225287401422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246539633032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218679689105873,0.0,0.1775781949803588,0.0,0.0,0.0558949613294012,0.0,0.0,0.06311507069718705,0.3381992979280719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386379703321787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425305383292453,0.0,0.0,0.046398908708660584,0.0,0.0,0.05386909509150184,0.0,0.0,0.05569016362204233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042546999090585035,0.0,0.08631551514561496,0.05282822870611095,0.25038071670914874,0.0,0.17617826131164832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866393082084024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456153380213333,0.0,0.055239769850235584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724365347228035,0.05464854653032273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060530139983909985,0.04488945674897927,0.0,0.05831125211306139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071336278711279,0.05519467706808152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363720753377623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532528673591127,0.0,0.0,0.055477301358834094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058530768635699164,0.08096567505581148,0.08166751749189492,0.0,0.265935081445237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058647826727754995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808506053816992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660818909164695,0.0,0.058573797624982965,0.0,0.0,0.10583789001948528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052384247016107416,0.13138178885790416,0.0,0.16720155116232774,0.043883715447731134,0.15040116896433042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046660691180521616,0.0,0.05446570687621781,0.0,0.1559155145524602,0.0,0.0,0.18416417591500334,0.0,0.05757119363824285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447777633266945,0.20702919355665628,0.0,0.09626733611388533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731722143306262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03211180038880178,0.0632949437588852,0.0,0.05262181138582785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512571707806446,0.0,0.0908771494879687,0.12992701523601505,0.0,0.044173887979694015,0.0,0.04951460613241356,0.05105050615243553,0.049692172124833074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018333295867998,0.0,0.0,0.03912019733724662,0.06021047595687901,0.0,0.0 adhd,Errorizer,2019/03/29,"Tricks for expressing thoughts in a more orderly manner? I think you all can relate to the feeling of having a complex set of thoughts in your head that you want to express, yet are unable to. The second your mouth opens, the whole string of thoughts that were perfectly cohesive in your head suddenly seem like a complete jumble. You stammer out something, but the words don't explain what you were thinking. So you have to try again. And again, and again. And suddenly you have spoken for 10 minutes and not said a single comprehensive thing and you leave embarrassed, feeling that not only did you make a fool out of yourself, but you never even got to share what you meant to share. Does anyone have good tricks on how to alleviate this thought/word salad problem? It's the cause of so many of the problems I have in professional and personal relationships.",7.068797468354433,8.041627905063294,6.330227848101269,77.81951898734178,64.25316455696202,9.357974683544304,34.154430379746834,9.3871,3.112709367088608,691,29,121,12,10,211,97,158,0.131,0.764,0.105,-0.6673,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,13,0,1,8,12,2,1,11,0,11,4,3,3,3,34,25,11,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,9,1,0,11,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,3,15,5,22,16,4,17,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,1,8,91,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564458354080588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699011622772555,0.0,0.0,0.173408343345895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473396616035966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923858243007252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725237918599153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872134514015275,0.13227754889178348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394758569010682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512420533387602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080123478576352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039915703681327,0.16767957355689592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755901915643592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257866021783782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441223108793616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31651192411899776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756704134188653,0.0,0.0,0.15732383199252906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056490952549575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273253573095895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987781451104063,0.21195055938598853,0.0,0.5252049702523744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228900209529856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755134931116026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846521084693512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ethicalhoe,2019/03/29,"Diagnosed with Adult ADHD, how do I fix my university grades? It's been a really long journey and my ADHD has been missed my entire life making me so incredibly frustrated as I'm 22(f). I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD a few days ago and I have a month until finals for my university exams. It's my last final year and I present with mostly ADD symptoms but some ADHD symptoms too. What are your best tips for revising and catching up with mountains of work? How do you focus? I have about 2 weeks before I start Concerta, does that help? Thank you. 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Hey Everyone! So I have recently been put on Adderall 10mgs twice a day and I feel like my asthma is being triggered a lot more for no reason. I can't tell if this is just because of the seasons changing or if my meds have something to do with it. Have any of you ever experienced this? 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I’m currently prescribed 25mg of Mydayis and am interested in maintaining my brains natural function and health. My question, does taking NAC alongside amphetamines dull the intended effects of the amphetamines or should I take NAC before bed? Does anyone on here use this combo? I asked my doctor and she suggested that I ask my pharmacist, and my pharmacist did not really know. I also posted this on the pharmacology subreddit, but it’s not nearly as active as this subreddit. Thank you! 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TLDR: Anyone have tips for socializing? When I was younger, I would talk way too much. I dominated almost every conversation I had. As I got older and after being told to be quiet so many times, I became self-conscious. I was constantly reminding myself to be quiet. Then of course people would always comment on how quiet I was and say I should talk more. I want to contribute to conversations and be ""cool"" around others. But I can't balance talking too much or too little. There's always that little voice in my head telling me I'm talking too much and I should shut up. Has anyone been able to find that ""sweet spot""? How did you do it?",2.3457475083056494,4.9177995271317885,3.8283776301218175,84.02668604651166,80.86046511627906,5.856256921373202,20.8421926910299,7.1686216300943375,0.7902797342192684,525,15,96,7,14,173,88,129,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.8153,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,0,1,18,1,1,2,0,16,22,12,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,16,3,14,6,4,15,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,2,6,73,20,0,0.1422939585211124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248684513917126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679994484183736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984857328918709,0.0,0.0,0.12667179115488042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376921830644674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988879714214508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005410021588434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934942131637374,0.11380547742982555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603465325068854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852318568046966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442637400204914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138072961971792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864871435828614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131578670772873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844363189675616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505077121153576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718524692995963,0.1243711916075522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297275151136302,0.0,0.0,0.13596797524055074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839286634450926,0.11294632103547116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216309104056224,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,watermeloneating,2019/03/29,"ADHD doesn't feel real to me? I'm diagnosed and take adderall everyday and it helps me immensely. Night and day as far as productivity goes. At the same time however I don't truly believe in ADHD. I know the differences can be shown in the brain, but it's still hard to believe. I have no problem with it being diagnosed and being treated with stimulants, but I also don't really believe in it and I dont know why. Thoughts?",2.5562647058823518,4.726390670588239,4.9349264705882385,78.60591911764706,77.58823529411767,8.485294117647058,28.27205882352941,9.188382445141503,2.815500000000001,337,15,63,9,8,118,54,85,0.124,0.8540000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.8027,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,9,3,1,1,0,17,15,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,10,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045866584977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460903561880902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568932184579598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879058015755813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855537234767504,0.0,0.0,0.34169163281241643,0.0,0.1758632683337738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972750512729419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510992085433712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078568273438936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282435901077045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501347772278628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579611333398627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610638063406282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159012307379036,0.10783297991464444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442415692493556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655906991208848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363084479885232,0.09815136504642803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188667303360812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glittergloves,2019/03/29,"What are some stupid/irrational/unproductive things you hyperfocus on? I literally just rewrote my friend's essay. It is bomb now, but it is also now 4AM. I'm studying design and am done with all my general education classes but I used to love being a peer tutor in high school and I truly miss persuasive & literary essay writing. I offered to help a friend write an appeal to the uni but then I got too into it. I looked at the clock a few times but didn't notice the leap between 1:30 and now. I felt like I needed to tell someone who understands so I wrote this post. Watch me wake up at 8 (or not). xoxo",1.6812570356472811,4.017845105691059,3.641463414634149,85.80714821763603,81.6829268292683,6.711444652908067,22.46966854283928,7.882392219407189,1.2311968730456535,480,16,97,9,13,162,93,123,0.031,0.762,0.20600000000000002,0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,7,2,1,1,1,22,17,11,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,13,4,12,11,3,14,0,1,2,1,11,7,0,2,7,66,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841580300028696,0.0,0.2552814006029132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411090035627576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622083300637216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36406064218621415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843741134307865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792321892273184,0.2489330130702021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151062719555682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978515596717119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126456112024417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747005047321442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26824151236757504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256475401525413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844809031493705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963007449557515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059319632188383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652762773397272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373850438477769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527645914646035,0.0,0.20348984880303614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TrippyNT,2019/03/29,"When you are meeting someone important and want to say X amount of things, how do you remember all those details you want say and remember to make sure they get addressed? (without reading off a piece of paper!) Im just so sick of walking out of a meeting I finally got with someone I needed to talk to, and realising what other things I didnt mention, or in the way I was planning to, and for the thing I didnt bring up to end up not being adressed or resolved because the conversation moved on and I forgot to return to the main points. (Trying to memorise EXACTLY what you want to say makes you stumble in speach trying to nervously remember to say things EXACTLY the way you wanted to say them.) ^Fuck ^it ^sucks ^walking ^away ^from ^the ^conversation ^and ^realising ^nothing ^got ^fucking ^done, ^and ^you ^forgot ^so ^much ^other ^shit.",8.596645569620254,7.857936734177215,8.244145569620255,71.13305379746839,61.40506329113924,11.19113924050633,40.003164556962034,10.411451182825502,4.22466835443038,676,32,117,13,8,216,101,158,0.038,0.897,0.065,-0.1112,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,7,2,2,5,7,4,1,8,0,7,4,1,3,4,32,23,13,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,10,9,0,2,4,1,0,4,4,5,0,0,8,5,15,2,29,14,5,19,0,0,0,2,20,9,4,2,4,88,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128935274352146,0.0,0.0,0.07324793540189528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229645839437794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642538948780553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162853450437326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217049551685847,0.06277822463395688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220458417442168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979255960277658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160414403269801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127710217631601,0.08833084053982933,0.08909652713804564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529599682515305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358928654440005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019172065730785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083508630442799,0.0,0.0,0.4777771087746102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233416960386528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362100701581395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324862762194285,0.0,0.0,0.0965794165211593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31931374333774976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316042394121072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834920466411813,0.1907535661632762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582918463973035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tortillasalami,2019/03/29,"Survey for Personal Project Hi All -- I have an odd request, but perhaps you will understand. I was diagnosed with ADHD and Bipolar 2 this year, and before I got that diagnosis and started treatment, I sort of burned my life down. I'm working on piecing everything back together: it feels grim, massive, and honestly, like it's going to take forever. To recharge, I started a little creative project to dip into. I'm really into sharks, and I always have been; they're definitely one of my ADHD hyper-focus subjects. I'm trying to use this to my advantage: as I feel like I'm in a pretty dark place, I'm almost using them as a point of meditation -- trying to get out of some of the obsessive loops in my head. SO (\*\~BAD AT BEING SUCCINCT\~\*), I'm basically putting together a personal website that is a mix of shark fandom and issues of mental health. I added a survey just because that's another way I can get out of my head: learning about others' thoughts and opinions. Please consider taking it, even if sharks aren't your jam! It would seriously make my day to read \*\~any\~\* input you're interested in sharing! [Selachimania Survey](https://www.selachimania.com/survey) &#x200B; THANK YOU!! <3 For more background, you can check out the ""What"" and ""Why"" tabs at the top of the page. &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.483744976251369,7.2310296470588264,5.2532151991231295,75.83027584947024,73.95798319327731,8.004676653270003,30.936061381074172,8.841846274778883,3.0596943368651814,1048,49,170,23,23,339,150,238,0.045,0.785,0.17,0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,4,1,3,5,11,0,1,11,0,11,6,2,3,1,31,33,13,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,11,14,0,0,5,1,1,2,1,4,0,1,4,2,20,7,34,26,5,24,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,5,7,106,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351240010262965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561443298756136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776070479183158,0.3428348521638822,0.3844781090511418,0.07172421032999003,0.11059602320715244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110104323411954,0.08806426448671996,0.06429442374614051,0.0,0.08974844507028841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802036698411112,0.0,0.0,0.10705131287681728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696629053426581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479094841277848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665907960702882,0.07534883289609277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020897051909484,0.0,0.0599418619434976,0.0,0.08435516245650554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648829524637356,0.11211123109936903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008480306014704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744976121485243,0.10305605666484663,0.10571011238614242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040301929483454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062904256534114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147019167566546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418722324671025,0.1101952284109567,0.115775991820994,0.09970462214445523,0.0,0.0,0.10730239363059013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602794983549714,0.0,0.0,0.10550000319215484,0.0,0.06756771874258595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930648607431626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586028253492036,0.0,0.0,0.09710395085872188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373255885027056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321639753964585,0.0,0.0,0.10979951067352672,0.0,0.18218695673735014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371833654216412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517158862163848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678447985212714,0.0,0.0,0.07492389985337672,0.0,0.3844781090511418,0.06792016294158401 adhd,30Thirty30,2019/03/29,"My mate has adhd and gave me a 50mg Dextroamphetamine whilst we were clubbing So I've taken them before, I'm pretty sure I have ADD but not been to a doctor about it but have had a doctor write a prescription for adhd for me, but as I said, never been tested. As I also said, I have taken them on nights out, which at my age I assume is pretty common (early 20s) Usually I take the 5mg dexies and have about 4, on the odd occasion more. But now I'm home and really need to socialise which I'm usually like, unfortunately I have work also. Basically I'm curious as to whether or not the slow release 50mg dexies will affect me over 12 hours after taking them? I don't have a tolerance to them but I have taken more than 10 x 5mg fast release dexies in a night before but curious as to whether the slow release will last longer Side note: I've drank a decent amount as it's my birthday but other than that can't see how anything would affect them. Apologies if this isn't allowed here, and apologies for the long post, chances are majority of the post is just random stuff I didn't need to post. Thanks in advance!",5.4165451505016735,4.998128126086957,6.54739130434783,79.63295986622077,67.73913043478261,9.163879598662213,28.561872909699,8.617729084823388,1.9575886287625408,879,25,179,12,13,297,125,230,0.038,0.8540000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.9344,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,5,2,9,3,0,0,13,0,22,3,0,4,2,33,39,24,0,4,14,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,1,0,8,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,12,3,22,3,27,24,4,29,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,4,18,119,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260872873603103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169834044558168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164119942015792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088280483265075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777189060544005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608362182437492,0.0,0.1336032524382005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058554140778483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627934166195777,0.0,0.0,0.12005975467465857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118859285318247,0.1046336461955065,0.0,0.0,0.2546258824767435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897903256233593,0.2760413017438386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691083398277409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580980362453193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810788954096366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530461266552786,0.0,0.0,0.1278631881942538,0.0,0.20400724013841404,0.0,0.0,0.12490262375596135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988329033249439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987661460986374,0.0,0.0,0.09637292397433993,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Prackmiester,2019/03/29,"Once in a while ADHD works in my favor! I replaced my homeowner’s insurance last month. They take pictures of the house as part of the application process. I had the new insurance take effect on 3/15. I kept forgetting to cancel the old insurance. I received a letter the other day that the new company was canceling the insurance because the photos showed some wood rot at the computer rent of the house. The letter said the insurance would be canceled on 4/30. I called them right away to cancel right away so I wouldn’t pay for two insurance for next month. I mentioned to the agent that I forgot to cancel my other insurance. She said ok, we will refund the entire amount since the other coverage was still active. The other thing is I didn’t have be declined by another insurance company since it’s easier to keep insurance instead of trying to get new insurance again. I finally won one!",5.243256563795487,7.1758329940119765,6.095449101796408,74.24166282818979,69.35928143712576,10.168401658222017,30.211423307231694,10.389873798559362,3.608685306310456,718,29,120,21,13,236,98,167,0.047,0.8640000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.8404,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,3,4,3,0,0,18,1,11,0,0,1,0,9,20,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,8,1,0,3,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,9,2,17,3,21,6,3,23,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,13,84,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749971126343126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268669084631772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27361419887054744,0.0,0.0,0.08876361479364864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486859500073772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390757862516327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595106328730237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607616676515236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360329833120573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942647730227566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869306897623025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324519332166277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218984133626878,0.15485982396853573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279511199427176,0.15507183751475698,0.09867033863116036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157683412786957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487033996993888,0.27702037380936234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409032067144169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628578864913297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896393612713774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673802393349312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886086850654974,0.0,0.14224159126383198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600714019361628,0.0,0.0,0.1034384601016392,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eyez19,2019/03/29,"How do you manage without prescription medication? After many years, I realized I have ADD. I definitely have this. It makes so so much sense. I've been to the doctors about it describing my symptoms but what's the point. They don't listen to me. How do you survive without meds? What do you use to be able to function normally? I usually need to research what I can use OTC and look for herbal products ",1.7930769230769208,4.5284206153846185,3.336615384615385,85.03338461538462,86.43589743589745,6.70974358974359,27.03076923076923,7.908726449838941,2.144544615384616,320,15,60,7,10,105,55,78,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.3378,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,5,0,13,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,10,13,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,45,17,3,0.23046480929969101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358904979483681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353239576631648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383704979611673,0.23365514374772084,0.0,0.0,0.2559944485597619,0.2321690492417929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941815245609804,0.17088673588672568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258065808014648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178637375977557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954118026181015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398095198423728,0.25382442762060065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443197040180071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841178110341974 adhd,svdiem,2019/03/29,"Has anyone else felt this? So I have been on ritalin for a month and a half. I forgot to take it one day and .... never took it again. I took it for the first time yesterday in 2 weeks. I felt better... but my come down was REALLY rough. I felt very low and how I felt when I was severely depressed. I had to isolate myself. Has anyone been through this? I took my meds today and feel so much better, however my come downs now scare me a little. I’m trying to get on concerta or ritalin extended release because I always forget to take my second pill. Anyone relate and have tips? Thank you :-) ",0.4663305322128864,2.852669134453784,2.774588235294118,89.30031372549021,88.74789915966387,5.862408963585435,18.01736694677871,7.3011,0.5321256022408964,453,12,92,8,15,154,76,119,0.163,0.755,0.08199999999999999,-0.8876,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,6,6,0,1,4,0,9,3,0,1,1,18,25,11,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,0,5,1,3,0,4,13,6,17,3,12,12,1,23,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,1,11,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233032765135292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283184189062144,0.1383228539062379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229439021359257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879202347425324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325800842875984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870634542921497,0.0,0.11627479810937275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277468827880628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825976037720034,0.0,0.5184824355891188,0.0,0.0,0.11483043322362292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053162231258929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530487920035422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995391635000316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775524488555364,0.0,0.09924010307451273,0.0,0.1041198711067221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147909724831356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648408194775094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515796500513405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251091261415736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300551801818006,0.0,0.0,0.12428932336031502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871924437846403,0.0,0.1279636601177136,0.0,0.4499679511866043,0.09165574102233166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138865545290826,0.0,0.0,0.10828838747493784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SirRatcha,2019/03/29,My headphones broke and I can't make myself start working on what I need to do. I've ordered a new pair but I need them now. The dumb thing is 75% of the time I'm not even listening to music — just wearing them helps me focus.,1.5164285714285732,2.783375693877552,3.15484693877551,94.26247448979592,77.77551020408163,5.716326530612244,22.45408163265306,5.985473137389443,0.1554448979591836,175,5,41,1,4,58,41,49,0.13,0.8,0.07,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636598241051786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675672155543481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664610037787621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591985496825389,0.0,0.3855381335138122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825472298526908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652026839105804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232769657887656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906135245470799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,watdoido1212,2019/03/29,"How does hyperfocus effect your hyperactivity? Do you notice you have more, less, or about the same amount of hyperactivity when you're hyperfocusing compared to normal?",9.742222222222221,12.495661925925925,10.652777777777782,42.732500000000044,59.37037037037037,11.325925925925928,32.01851851851852,11.20814326018867,4.349607407407406,140,5,19,4,2,48,24,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034012597485481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636185055282495,0.0,0.6549208745410985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unicourtx,2019/03/29,"Somehow my job simultaneously makes me feel really dumb/incompetent and also like it's beneath me and I'm not living up to my full potential. How do excel and move forward at work with ADHD? Or am I just on the wrong career path to begin with? (Video Production Coordinator, lots of scheduling, contracts, licensing, MUCH attention to detail, etc.)",4.8556989247311835,7.700404032258064,6.90129032258065,63.98860215053765,73.19354838709677,9.93978494623656,29.68817204301075,10.125756701596842,3.9567655913978506,278,12,42,9,6,97,54,62,0.048,0.86,0.092,0.4137,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,6,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,10,6,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,4,32,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369818596680258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460828779568117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431881730440962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559203860446652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053637557659642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503360239568786,0.0,0.2717216304282949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616118011124539,0.0,0.0,0.20540490948078688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32705673752088804,0.2262089679681663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713275497493352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402319235068174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364425632884309,0.0,0.0 adhd,Noorbeam,2019/03/29,"How can I minimize making carless mistakes during exams/become a better test taker? Hello Im a university student with ADHD, and I’m waiting to start medication in about a month but that’s after my exams, unfortunately. I’ve always had academic difficulties in highschool when it comes to studying consistently, practicing etc. and have started developing coping strategies in university but it still isnt enough. Previously I had really terrible time management skills, planning, and couldn’t spend enough time working on drilling 100+ math problems (which is still pretty difficult for me but I manage practicing one topic well out of 3-4). I am studying pure math, and CS at university at this time. I haven’t done as bad in CS but I make the stupidest mistakes when writing math exams, especially combined with some test anxiety i’ve developed once i started university (it developed as a result of me having to rely on finals and exams to pass courses in highschool, so it really makes me anxious to write tests if theres a lot of pressure). I really love my major, and I love math. I quickly grasp ideas and intuitively understand a lot of the material, but feel like Im not cut out for it anymore. I havent been able to fix this issue, I lost about 20 points (almost two full letter grades) on my most recent test because I was too focused on doing the topic at hand and completely miscalculated the final fractions ): Similarly, I also messed up evaluating an integral because I left something I thought I cancelled out and turned the question into an unsolvable mess. When doing questions I think too fast and think up too many possible steps in my head, then end up rushing and messing up on things that arent directly related to the concept being tested. This has been a constant problem which I only just realized because before I wasnt studying for tests, so I would think I got a poor score because I didn’t know the material. Once I fixed that, I found that I also have this problem. Even when I know the answer 100% I mess up. I saw a proof I was too excited to write out and missed a key step, I thought I wrote it down but I only did it in my head. I felt so stupid when I realized after the exam. I already write in a smaller room, but I can never redo the test at the end, which is common advice but i never have enough time to do so, and I NEVER catch mistakes during my test I just cant make myself go through a question I already completed when Im writing an exam (working through a challenging problem set question is different though, I can get really into it). Also, I feel like Im never actually problem solving on the spot during the exam but my anxiety spikes up the moment I run into a weird question and i spend 5 minutes freaking out. I don’t know if the problem is anxiety or ADHD or something else. Has anyone had these issues? And if you’ve fixed them how did you do it? Time sensitive exams are a mess, but less formal in class quizzes I have never had an issue with. Does anyone have any advice on how to be a better test taker when you have ADHD? Or should I just give up on studying math at this point ",6.4018151815181525,6.678941409240927,7.506683168316831,71.22540429042905,65.60066006600661,9.967656765676569,34.49009900990099,9.793970653908694,3.4631306930693064,2498,107,432,49,36,849,267,606,0.16899999999999998,0.757,0.07400000000000001,-0.9954,2,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,1,8,33,33,2,1,35,0,46,6,3,8,7,109,80,52,0,15,20,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,23,27,0,1,23,0,3,8,15,24,1,2,21,5,62,9,66,54,11,88,0,2,1,2,19,43,0,16,38,313,85,32,0.0600471551899593,0.0,0.058597361559129126,0.0,0.21649503482282054,0.11735477018394053,0.0,0.0,0.060128552129147875,0.0,0.13252705783844715,0.14405906493291246,0.049964043395355706,0.0,0.0,0.04083412463386224,0.0,0.13780772809208264,0.06783619362145857,0.05955064279651673,0.08397273414943854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013686641226812,0.14641675386501915,0.06631736524192376,0.05109570638469803,0.0,0.0,0.10621365817042276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051725307257666005,0.1259165995434733,0.06488964261765169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627364967880093,0.0,0.0,0.05254767015737147,0.0614490876863165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501616930785488,0.0,0.10636791311678134,0.18613428878277866,0.06696845078543527,0.039660579684759896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060723291758366785,0.08579539933139169,0.0576546856337609,0.13155744685768522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583860631426684,0.0,0.0,0.031372160231819685,0.05760270281427589,0.034126182081688244,0.0,0.0480251954174303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232514096591799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778592924461388,0.2594449269948822,0.18802088783287613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900103837088403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524140980949564,0.0,0.0,0.058672013853697885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554856317012964,0.10209988807182664,0.10838980391280212,0.0,0.16032776945239774,0.060878390588937736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049119157276015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792906638934866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315603393609637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789652110032732,0.04068950638930726,0.09133713470081413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352794122060827,0.06769414522582244,0.0,0.0610895441701529,0.0,0.34474210782807896,0.0,0.0,0.33633278124901006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387098083988834,0.0,0.059289321607306225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245446740761312,0.0,0.0,0.12750505651339447,0.0,0.0959074714015479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989266174148668,0.11542737734360195,0.05899602509807578,0.095341467777011,0.17506989538847906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531406187199823,0.05865734542768801,0.06251120622941406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398960388920655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743008827291412,0.0,0.0,0.042655776209899236,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GreenFiend62,2019/03/29,What’s your medication regimen? I’m prescribed 30 mg of Adderall and have been taking it on an as needed basis for school. I’ve been debating taking it more regularly but am still unsure. So I was wondering if I could hear from you guys what your experience is/was with daily use vs PRN (as needed). Pros? Cons? 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I got a position as a part-time math specialist, and I’m doing very well there. It makes me second guess my diagnosis- because I’ve actually been able to keep up for the most part! I think the reason this job is so good for me is because it’s part time, and I change locations/activities about every 30 minutes. I have noticed that there are still things I can’t do. I zone out a lot when I’m observing in classrooms and get distracted when I’m trying to plan in another teacher’s classroom. If I’m in one place for too long, I start to feel very sleepy. I graded some activities today for record keeping purposes(students that work with me aren’t graded for it) and barely spent 15 minutes on it before I lost focus. I’m late every single day no matter what measures I try to take to be on time. And in professional development I often embarrass myself because I’m fidgeting constantly and getting distracted, having to ask my neighbor what we’re supposed to be doing or what was going on. But the majority of the job is so fulfilling and good for me. I spend most of my time tutoring small groups of students, which I enjoy over large groups. When I’m in the classroom, I walk around and give support to the students I often pull out. A lot of my planning is fun for me because I find education and math concept teaching so interesting! And my principal doesn’t monitor me very closely, so when I am late I’m able to just adjust my schedule so that I can spend extra time at the end of the day pulling out students(I often just tell admin that I had to adjust my schedule so that I could have the maximum amount of productive time and they’re fine with it... I’ve never been in trouble for lateness). Lately I’m only 5 minutes late at most(for a few weeks I could be as late as 45 minutes). I’m trying to get into a full time teaching position, and I’m a little worried that I won’t do as well. But I am doing very well right now. 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This is actually my first post here on reddit lol. I was prescribed Adderall XR 20mg last year but I have one problem. I honestly got scared about all the story’s of getting addicted to adderall and I stopped taking my medicine and even went as far and stopped seeing my doctor because I got so spooked over it, has anyone else had this fear and how do I get over it? Adderall has actually really helped my adhd better than concerta or vyvanse ever did and made me focus and get stuff done, so I really want to get over this fear. 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(Vyvanse) I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was a kid, and was prescribed Adderall 25mg in my adolescence. I'm 25 now and back in school so I started taking Adderall again, to my surprise it was proving to be more negative than good. I went back to the doc and he prescribed me Vyvanse 50mg, I've been taking it for a week now and I still don't feel any different, and it doesn't have any positive or negative effects on me. I know the point of the drug is for it to work in the background and help manage your ADHD symptoms but it's not doing anything for me, nor am I experiencing any side effects. Any idea what's going on? Does it take a while before it starts to work, with repetition(week+)? 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I feel great and I can actually get things done. You all gave me hope so in some way I hope this post also gives others hope. Legit kinda want to cry right now because of it. Thank you and if you’re struggling never give up or lose hope. 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I seriously could cry. After a LOT of deliberation and anxiety, today was my little dudes (7 y/o) first day on medication and his teacher [sent me this](https://imgur.com/a/p9qA7Aw). He literally never, never ever ever finishes this assignment. He has 45 minutes and he maybe will get through one or two sentences and it’s complete chicken scratch. She said he finished this right away in less than half the allotted time and got to read the rest of the time. I could cry!! 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Hi all, I'm a young adult guy who recently started exploring ADHD, and a few months ago I discovered this subreddit and it has been absolutely eye-opening. So many things I struggled with for so long and simply wrote off as normal or just a part of life seem to be common experiences for many people here and that is so incredibly validating after feeling like I've been fighting for so long. Despite this, there are still many questions I have and things that I'm exploring and trying to work out. &#x200B; About two months ago I was prescribed adderall XR and it has absolutely turned my life around. It's definitely not perfect, but I've found that I just have so much more control over how I live my life now, and can be a lot more intentional with what I let capture my interest and how I choose to spend my time and pursue those interests. I feel like I'm no longer at the whim of my thoughts and emotions, and can rely on myself a lot more consistently to do the things that I plan and the things I say I'll do. Just in general, my life is so much more consistent now. &#x200B; So my question is this: has anyone else here with ADHD experienced difficulty in establishing an identity? Before I started on medication I would become interested in things and hyper focus on them almost obsessively to the point they would take over my life, and as soon as this interest would pass I would just drop this pursuit entirely. Pretty much rinse and repeat over and over again, which would make it hard to have any consistency in the things I do and who I am. I've found since starting medication I have been much more confident and can have better consistency in the things I do, say, and think about, and I feel like all of a sudden I'm playing catch up in establishing a more focused identity. &#x200B; I in general have had difficulty with low self-esteem and a lot of insecurity throughout my life, and my psych believes probably some PTSD from when I was younger as well, so I wasn't sure if I just am experiencing this because of my depression or if this is anything anyone else out there has experienced. I'd love anybody's feedback! 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Yoo. Wassup y’all? I lurk but never post. I was wondering how you all get yourselves out of bed in the morning? I always end up just laying there for a way unnecessary amount of time and I feel like working on that habit would be a great start to my overall productivity. Any tips for a bro? 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My reason to turning to you fine folk of reddit is that Im currently attempting to go back to school and get a degree but low and behold the whole college application and signing up for classes and everything is incredibly hard for me, i can do it though my real concern is actually showing up on time and absorbing the school work. I went right out of high school and after the first week i couldn't stay awake to save my life. i was always pushing the envelope on being on time and frankly it was just boring sitting in class like that not being able to move. so as you can imagine i just boiled all this down to me being a lazy ass person who couldn't kick it in gear when i needed to. that is until i found out about adhd! it all made sense from my childhood until now i straight up was hyper focused (i think) for what seemed like months without actually doing anything about it. which brings me back to my question. I went to my primary doctor and laid it out and without batting an eye she referred me to a clinic that does the eval for ADHD. I called them up and they basically told me that a new test is coming into circulation but it wont be ready until fall of 2019. I cant put my life on hold until the fall as school applications are going to be due soon. Is there any natural ways y'all deal with your adhd? Im just feeling trapped between staying the same person and moving up with my life and having an actual career. If you guys have any suggestions on what i could/should do up untill this new test comes into circulation please please please share them. 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I’ve been smoking regularly for almost 5 years now. I’m thinking about quitting because while it helps with anxiety and sleeping most times, I feel like it makes me scattered brain worse and inhibits my creativity. Does anyone feel this way? Have you quit or do you smoke now? Just wondering how weed affects other Adhd folks. Thank you! 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So whenever someone tries to get my attention, they have to address me several times for me to finally register that they’re talking to me. Does anybody else have this problem? If so, do y’all have any tips to fix it or at least make it a little better?",6.1316470588235275,6.254870635294116,7.421176470588236,72.13529411764708,66.17647058823529,11.505882352941176,38.17647058823529,11.20814326018867,4.5283411764705885,344,18,64,10,5,118,58,85,0.054000000000000006,0.905,0.040999999999999995,-0.2817,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,7,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,1,11,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,3,40,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041122556648454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208622851986991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633278661946409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642627327481114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970532914656188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584026408311783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324120368876727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420880801719282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620470680511056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364207093339257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745638127915573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257119689186653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719016000722819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664851286553534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986626053274986,0.18159731056966552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959700776865174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375475866367603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601517656649999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RamboHiggles,2019/03/29,"Getting really excited to do something, then crashing when it’s time to do it I’ll have some idea I want to work on (writing), some amazing-sounding job that I want to go for, but as soon as I sit down in front of my computer, all of my energy and excitement disappears and all I want to do is rest my eyes and listen to podcasts.",7.61304347826087,4.813107115942032,8.600289855072464,74.36826086956523,64.79710144927536,12.678260869565218,38.94202898550725,11.20814326018867,4.114368115942029,257,11,55,6,3,89,47,69,0.044000000000000004,0.779,0.17800000000000002,0.7541,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,13,11,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,14,11,5,11,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,4,41,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636426306588424,0.0,0.20272434948408136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40267787288347295,0.0,0.0,0.3539758553684313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285151208870649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746098540592788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799824939057368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631183662791242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596863564760289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spleenangst,2019/03/29,"Adhd w/o medication; balancing physical and mental health in my early 30's I appreciate the supportive atmosphere here, being new to reddit this thread warmed me heart. I hope to gain some insight into my situation, and feel the people here will likely have some good input to offer. I have had prescriptions for medications a couple times in my life, coincidentally these periods have also coincided with times of great difficulty on a personal/relationship level. It seems that in at least two previous relationships, whatever the u underlying cause of an issue would be, medications are the easiest scapegoat of problems. I'll admit to taking medications less seriously than I should have, but will not negate the fact that it just seemed like a handle to all of my personal problems to my, at those times, significant others. I am single now, and not taking medications. This is what I've observed: Physical health is overall easier to maintain. I can regulate my diet with proper attention, making sure to keep up caloric intake, fiber, vitamins. I enjoy exercise, obviously endorphins are my friend, and have actually been able to gain/maintain weight with a lot of aerobic walking. I cook dinner a couple times a week, complete with protein, starch, salad, and canned veggies. Mental health is fair to good, with outliers. There are also many extraneous factors here, such as a recent family member passing, and my relocation to a place where I have no existing friends. I am well aware of an absence of linear, task based life management mechanisms, yet the day-to-day goes okay. I achieved a customer service management position through a lot of hard work. I learned that medication was not necessary to complete tasks like information organization and a few writing projects, if I could find ways to work around the inattention and need for outside stimulation. After all that hard work, I got fired from this job, for leaving the building for a few minutes as a supervisor. Awesome. I have a new job now, so I'm not super hurt, but it was a major pain in the ass. Career and academic goals are spotty at best. During my year of hard work at my last job, I got my student loan rehabilitated out of default, which is a nine month process. I was stoked to finish my associates, literally two math classes, and move on to a trade program. Got the FAFSA done super early for the year, and once it came back, learned that I had four other loans in default, so I didn't qualify for aid. Awesome. My hour for writing this post is almost over, so I'll conclude with questions/conversation topics; and to say thanks for reading this far. My main social motivation is to establish a relationship and find some friends. Mostly I'm trying to find a gf though. It's hard to feel accomplished with student loan debt, and little to no career direction. This is a struggle. I'm a very social and compassionate person, so I'm kind of lonely. I have just about given up on pursuing consul or medications, mostly because of misunderstandings and stressful situations that seem to happen at the same time. I feel like now I have a better environment, and a low-stress lifestyle that would lend itself well to therapy and maybe medication, but I'm super skeptical. It's a lot of hard work to gain trust with a therapist, and the responsibility that comes with medication. I don't know if I could go through that again, but the student loan thing really hurt. Wow I feel better already, nice to have this here. Thank you everyone and I would certainly appreciate any input you may have, about anything, seriously just talking about this makes me feel loads better. 🤔❤ ",7.389282452707107,8.520988722983262,7.93232767993042,66.05339041095891,63.59665144596652,11.066884105240268,35.429767340726244,10.964006827780404,4.294290889323767,2929,130,470,79,42,970,334,657,0.096,0.705,0.19899999999999998,0.9977,4,3,0,0,0,0,91.0,0,2,0,19,29,44,1,2,41,1,46,24,2,6,6,102,79,36,0,12,14,0,13,4,4,7,17,1,0,2,31,34,5,1,20,3,6,6,9,11,2,4,13,14,44,33,84,55,19,58,0,3,0,1,20,25,1,17,29,327,75,30,0.055030711805081865,0.0,0.053702036446146635,0.0,0.06613622150167497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510530870293877,0.0,0.060727758902244376,0.08801608069695081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0374227711109721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045285586895056115,0.04898900069494847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042315220534989616,0.0,0.03354621113977764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577513369143197,0.1460105777047048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294047395611219,0.0,0.05653169993104575,0.0,0.04740408546784741,0.11539730864904413,0.0,0.0,0.08787509097316737,0.1217808718229122,0.0,0.07098051307415679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056315524431644275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052584203419100715,0.0,0.0,0.05187805748190222,0.0,0.13912590688265253,0.03931395150920663,0.0,0.0,0.1508912208733235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754977429307013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03127522170207924,0.09231430029533083,0.13203926214515824,0.0606715540405818,0.0,0.0,0.048663476707517216,0.0,0.24648354321989496,0.0,0.0,0.17548521989011215,0.0,0.06521165845156879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054657913753652455,0.054194166035265695,0.0,0.11782303031918714,0.0,0.0,0.05743776569672129,0.16382847026523767,0.048913825160829816,0.0,0.05730601799090375,0.03024344003062762,0.044857374972404974,0.0,0.05826957799406905,0.0,0.0,0.07773963839884876,0.10754090431736266,0.055155230315413285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035542977941076,0.0,0.0,0.07346685490074496,0.05579250435859512,0.055285746638602994,0.0,0.0,0.4989388735719614,0.11091602827594252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392498913920105,0.05848893763176001,0.0,0.04080457551185083,0.0,0.10629800875883673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058605912064270224,0.0,0.0,0.058556557314277176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815136655283378,0.09610138982938476,0.05749538114636076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270421001550565,0.0,0.0,0.10531391827499237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504560389723826,0.0,0.03525408312424546,0.0,0.054336188952979016,0.17724716942905086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376263079843987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502936796550655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371365153070392,0.0,0.1121937610086594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607498888670854,0.05753004842720263,0.0,0.0,0.062448199612967735,0.05186579461456669,0.0,0.08275249324167158,0.044231601622610466,0.0,0.10132977164162907,0.06293241492320076,0.06389489789744188,0.036559959659845084,0.0,0.05406739494230792,0.0,0.16044425299402354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037362241004856106,0.0,0.10751401831679094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045406100521564095,0.0,0.04368081756208266,0.0441423176086711,0.0670125816185129,0.0989584376711408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003150680335697,0.0,0.0,0.11727671627422305,0.0,0.0,0.07087594829942774 adhd,sa4m2818,2019/03/29,"Adderall XR dosages I have been on Adderall XR for about 6 months now i started on 25mg, it worked good for a while but i didnt last throughout the day so a my psychiatrist prescribed a 10mg IR to take after school. Everything went fine for the next couple months, but my XR started to wear off before the school day ended. He upped the dose to 30mg XR but it still didn't last the entire school day, i tried vyvanse for a month but it didn't help with my adhd at all. Im currently back on 30mg XR and 10mg IR, but the XR still doesnt last throughout the day. I talked to my psych and he said he normally doesn't do this but he offered to up my XR dose to 40mg. Ive only heard of that dose prescribed to people with narcolepsy, is anyone here prescribed that dose of Adderall? TL;DR - Im on 30mg Adderall XR and it doesnt last throughout my school day, my psych offered to up my dose to 40mg XR. Is anyone here prescribed that dose for ADHD?",2.5061247947454848,3.446883389162561,3.754995073891628,92.24546469622334,74.71428571428571,6.398555008210182,24.37077175697865,6.42735559955562,0.5315664367816093,740,22,170,5,15,242,86,203,0.016,0.9590000000000001,0.025,0.1588,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,11,0,12,7,1,0,1,13,18,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,2,14,2,29,11,1,33,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,23,91,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822755514733128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423090160118595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030265065813092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999311742377575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994302506321273,0.0,0.3786892987105194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401530002296834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055457927385929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985015073172783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871628362051783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370660314809024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829109063226453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812139154127493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248967527342148,0.0,0.11506440452357068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931696778438154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141679240693328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171052711850384,0.0,0.0,0.4754145117871499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624658469608694,0.0,0.1875724383409456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829883661025616,0.09439229711856187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973276174885101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088662962016318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549633621896288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,burned00,2019/03/29,"Days where I don't have the energy to leave the house Twice this year I've had days where I wake up in the morning and felt like total garbage and super unmotivated, so I end up skipping all my classes for the day and do nothing besides some cleaning. Even my meds don't seem to do very much. I don't think its depression because it's occasional and I'm generally happy. I am feeling stressed because of finals coming up. It just feels like I can't force myself to do anything. Could it be that I haven't been getting enough sleep? I generally get 6-7 hours each night. 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I had focalin, didn’t seem to do anything. Switched to Adderall and I still can not get anything. Took a few day break and took a 50mg vyvanse. I’ve taken Adderall a hnd full of times in my early 20s, worked great. I’m not eating anything acidity. Any suggestions ",1.2193939393939388,3.862148212121213,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848486,89.6060606060606,5.963636363636365,28.54545454545455,7.3871296695380915,2.090981818181818,266,14,50,5,9,87,51,66,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,1,3,1,5,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,23,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628061798826628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310459466504802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387266764241254,0.0,0.0,0.21832979592287485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201088872690489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238489933323784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371570077760139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893617133788564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212392911139565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582597873791727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178529369864748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543103454864302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779851574770272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31320194709708143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Death_By_Pun,2019/03/29,"Question: I often get really really into new hobbies. I'll get hyper focused on a hobby. I'll go from forum to forum, to web page to web page about them, and then it'll fade. It'll still be interesting to me, but it won't be enough to motivate me to work on it. Does anyone else experience this? This is why I have no hobbies that I've perfected. I get to a point where I'm good at it, and then I lose interest and stop. For example, over the period of a few months, I studied a ton about perfumery. Even went as far as making some custom fragrances. And then the feeling just faded away. It's been the same chain of events for so many hobbies. 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It uses the best metaphor to explain why easy things are awfully hard to do sometimes and the visuals are amusing! Where has this been all of my life!?!?! 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The video is amazing. Just watch it till the end.",14.959193548387098,20.971421612903235,4.942177419354842,73.43326612903226,58.67741935483871,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,-0.1259741935483869,214,3,23,1,4,46,29,31,0.0,0.713,0.287,0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679598004227771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448756279855532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855480019012072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138933583459721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924040508904991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003143151487137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129693683388364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blasphemous_Rex,2019/03/29,"Everyone thinks they have ADHD and that i should just STFU and stop making excuses. Told my parents and a few friends that I was diagnosed with ADHD and after explaining what I face daily they just say that they did something similar a few times. 'Stop making excuses and just do your shit. This ADHD thing isn't real and if it is then I also have it and you should stop being lazy'. That's all I'm greeted with ever.",4.26991967871486,5.508918903614461,5.301385542168674,81.69296184738957,70.80722891566266,8.424899598393575,25.88152610441768,8.841846274778883,1.917330923694779,331,10,63,6,6,109,53,83,0.122,0.815,0.062,-0.6124,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,3,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,10,3,2,2,2,25,16,10,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,10,1,3,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,12,0,1,1,7,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6375311842592754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414076252682147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947458782354994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599491691665299,0.0,0.16896474537915596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366152680544937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236065350903514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634425951403972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201266610403708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406190697812202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150926701655185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612923304378494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44350316349744395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747528484484135,0.11330291036317705,0.0,0.0,0.10310861662625023,0.0,0.0,0.16896474537915596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kmfoh,2019/03/29,I GOT TO A PLACE ON TIME!! And when I arrived five minutes early I realized I forgot my medicine. Ya fuckin hoo!!,0.01463768115942088,2.32551539130435,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,90.7391304347826,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,0.9446927536231886,86,4,18,1,3,29,20,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557241205215258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.725956119471913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40516467574537895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nalasore,2019/03/29,"I got a 100 on my pre-finals tedt in math!!!! So I practiced like my life depended on it and did the every on of the 50 test level questions my teacher gave us, and got a 100, I am so happy!!!! 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This morning I accidently took 108 mg of Concerta extended release instead of my normal 72 mg should I puke it up because its too much or am I fine?,3.4391869918699167,4.549800073170736,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,72.65853658536584,9.369105691056909,33.178861788617894,9.725611199111238,3.3561642276422763,157,8,31,4,3,56,30,41,0.078,0.805,0.11599999999999999,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311285079224784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733899092700054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27872151297496994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7429800281525112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42125358687173603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EnduroElite,2019/03/29,"Two motivating and inspiring reads I found this week that I think y’all will really connect with and appreciate. Let me know your thoughts! Would love to chat about some of the ideas in them with fellow ADHD-ers. https://getpocket.com/explore/item/why-your-brain-loves-procrastination https://getpocket.com/explore/item/7-strange-questions-that-help-you-find-your-life-purpose ",21.16357142857143,28.000178452380947,10.700238095238095,37.04892857142858,38.285714285714285,9.914285714285716,27.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.2372666666666667,333,7,33,6,4,79,39,42,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,2,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32508599083467066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019651904271438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472302415231225,0.0,0.0,0.2965870591863266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130908555159309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30535927982600586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865860863183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27660249824452643,0.19106071379795045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413497633009976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705711677763948,0.0,0.17328792427494402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332417514286985,0.0,0.21474517102865945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642372090477359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697715308985624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215399492231747,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doc_nastiest,2019/03/29,"The Inheritance Does anyone else have anxiety or fear of passing on the ""gift"" to their children? I was recently diagnosed with ADD (age 19), and on one hand I'm glad I'll know kind of what to expect in my children possibly, but on the other hand, I'm terrified of bringing children into this world knowing that they'll have to deal with some of the same pains and frustrations that I did. And that worries me to the core. I know ADD has a pretty strong genetic bearing, and part of me feels like it's unfair to my future children who will be at a higher risk of having it because of me. Has anyone else dealt with this?",7.477446236559137,5.955030346774192,7.790967741935487,76.01478494623659,64.08064516129032,10.847311827956991,35.182795698924735,9.725611199111238,3.1799827956989244,489,18,96,8,6,161,78,124,0.18600000000000005,0.6759999999999999,0.138,-0.797,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,0,8,1,2,7,0,10,4,2,0,0,19,17,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,10,10,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,2,3,10,4,21,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502827531625969,0.0,0.0,0.2747230620506863,0.4025699115041941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975333233087505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025300313283183,0.0,0.1993913422105059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191362167119673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32821543944637144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105945551197526,0.09933038871860568,0.14034302355950454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457113885169714,0.3238892800494648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597493439884586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311875457941366,0.0,0.2090353166558841,0.0,0.0,0.21273484837724485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146644440856447,0.0,0.19985899951570496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396943714945114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950323764631084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jamothebest,2019/03/29,"Can’t sleep because I can’t stop what I’m doing So it’s basically what the title says. Anyways, I find that my sleep has been extremely impacted in a very negative way because whatever I’m doing, regardless of if I find it interesting or not, always gets in the way of me going to sleep. I’ve noticed it’s worse with things I enjoy but it’s still there even if it’s something I dislike. Usually it’s video games, but it could be literally anything. Once I’m in the midst of doing something, I find that it consumes me so much, that it’s impossible for me to pull away from it to sleep, even if I’m absolutely exhausted. This leads to me getting either very little sleep or just none at all. It’s like there’s an urge inside of me that I need to finish whatever I’m doing at all costs. And the best part is when I do put what I’m doing down, I get distracted from going to sleep and pull up something else and the pattern continues until I eventually push myself hard enough to go to sleep. Any advice? Pretty sure this is an adhd thing but I’m not fully sure about that. Any extra information needed I’m willing to supply",3.1741991341991347,4.5985728484848485,5.148333333333333,81.00916666666667,73.76190476190476,8.077056277056277,25.82034632034632,8.680891452615391,1.8594346320346324,892,30,178,17,18,308,121,231,0.079,0.82,0.102,0.8055,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,12,8,0,1,8,0,15,8,7,1,4,30,31,15,0,7,12,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,23,4,0,1,4,2,1,8,6,2,0,0,1,2,17,6,27,27,9,26,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,5,8,123,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116873007151039,0.09502946503697696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091799434318528,0.0,0.0,0.1322637337409295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002668735604812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091367548126486,0.0,0.0,0.11856276289779275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020556097538534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764448816784224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812380928552292,0.0,0.0,0.10048301607363316,0.0,0.12846256405570086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666482955291045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242395000448594,0.0,0.16580456790436074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711496440304695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751038309239519,0.09746788493060862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148835285271088,0.14421608423671056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071731190100847,0.0,0.10356577718319072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530993542025333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893601585590824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776094056399194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773353866628865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812265078594165,0.0,0.0,0.22459841805117534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766225170100055,0.08130354981641995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833098791326944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921428922753184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710475814615543,0.16047930741925304,0.0,0.15438161985613966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910385842402827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_badspoon,2019/03/29,"How can I survive sitting through Endgame at the theater?? Im asking the important questions. Three hours... Its almost stressful enough for me to not go see it... Is there hope? How have you been able to sit for three hours, focused on one thing, where you cannot tame the beast by checking your phone etc to alleviate the restlessness?? 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I’m the most impulsive person I know. I spent my last pay check in 3 days and don’t even know on *what.* I’ll tell myself “I’m not going to do that” and then 2 minutes later I’m doing it, whatever it is. I can’t plan ahead at all and it’s really starting to affect my quality of life... do any of you have strategies for controlling your impulses?",0.6007142857142861,2.9363366904761925,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,86.85714285714286,7.1695238095238105,22.685714285714287,8.238735603445708,1.6948371428571432,318,12,65,8,10,112,63,84,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.6759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,1,13,16,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,10,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920241777187124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334134797703401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821080354618776,0.2911154598531755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865055335482322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047979751428387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103710137362729,0.23017270736454196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994492884482333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465583094433447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089617957702656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998659524070284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468075466808715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spicysweetsmiles,2019/03/29,I don’t know is destroying my relationship again Lately my SO has been getting pissed off at me because when he asks some question about anything I truly don’t have an answer and respond with I don’t know. It feels like that is destroying the relationship. I’m not going to lie to him and am honest. I know I don’t get things done around the house like I should. Most the time I lose focus on prioritizing what needs done. I feel like my world is crashing down on me again. It feels like the same pattern is happening that happened in previous marriage. ,3.768032619775738,5.653218688073395,4.5058103975535175,84.32937818552499,73.12844036697248,7.413251783893987,26.790010193679922,8.167268648758528,1.6864915392456674,443,16,87,7,9,142,71,109,0.12300000000000001,0.738,0.139,-0.0422,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,5,0,15,1,1,0,0,18,29,4,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,3,14,5,11,25,3,14,0,1,0,0,8,8,1,3,9,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372847305972266,0.14851175006782508,0.15596109329087232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169643090978316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414446904687836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305882893479664,0.3575445706927395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432085557351693,0.0,0.09481185251476164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950498270099823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249641393180492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750519183880578,0.0,0.18818856685384291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32601375160720353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663718102386226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370039874409118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688486145522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35822037536398776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108327076378301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727839499663173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EVMChaosti,2019/03/29,"Having someone say they hate you Just a heads up, this might be a long post and for that I’m sorry. Anyways, my wife and I had gotten into an argument this morning over the car ( because I had to fix it again after it just got out of the shop), and I was frustrated from the car. Frustrated from remembering all of the homework I have to get done. Just life as a student you know. Fast forward a bit, we are picking up one of the kids she babysits, and the steering starts acting up. Making it hard to turn, frustrated I yell stupid effing car. Try to turn into a parking spot with the steering fighting me, and see that I’m really close to hitting a car, so I quickly( as best as I can) turn the wheel to get into another spot. Wife then goes on about how I’m driving like an idiot, and how she hates me. Because I’m always angry and yelling about small things. And always taking it out on her. Having her say I hate you this morning just added to the already stressed and pain in my ass week I’ve had. From loosing my wallet Monday after one of my classes, and dealing with the stress and anxiety from that. The constant gripping I get from her about how I’m always aggressive and alienate everyone, and that no one wants to hang out with us because of it. Stress from trying my best every day to not maybe once let my emotions get out of hand, and often failing. Just all in all, I’ve been going in a downward spiral mentally for the past month now. I don’t have anyone I can really talk too, no good friends, family doesn’t really care, and when I do try to talk to my wife, the moment I get emotional, I get told I’m yelling at her all the time. Just for clarification aside from my ADHD I’m also deaf, I do wear hearing aids. So my volume control is iffy at best. And dealing with all the stress, I’ve been dealing with a lot of self-hate. Constantly telling myself I’m a fuck up, I’m not good for anything, this is why you don’t have friends. Everyone hates you, you know the normal with social anxiety and general anxiety and depression. Now I will admit, I’m not perfect, and I DO try to keep my anger and other emotions from running wild, and try to keep my impulses in check. Though I often fail, I do still actively try. But damn, having your wife of 6 years say she hates you just sent me spiraling even more. Your wife who helped you to understand that you have ADHD and to get properly diagnosed and medicated. The one who says she understands ADHD, only to turn around and act like she doesn’t. I feeling myself get ever closer to my breaking point, and I fear this time it might not go so well for me. Not kill my self bad, I fight daily to never return to that point after the first time. Because I’ve seen the joy life can bring. Idk I just feel so alone right now. I cried for the first time in 4 years. And I’m pretty close to crying now. Idk what to do, I’ve tried explains things, only to get met with a blank stare. Maybe I am this bad of a person as she says I am. Maybe I do need to just change and actively be something different. Idk. I honestly don’t. And I’m sorry for the long post/rant I just needed to get things off my chest. Thanks for taking the time to read though. 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I'll make this TL;DR for you guys. So Adderall and Vyvanse work wonders for my focus, but also tug at my addiction strings. I've been clean for 13 months but for the last 6 of them I've been super demotivated, stressed out, and most importantly unemployed. I've been getting a lot of ridicule from my peers and myself. I know I can work, I know I'm capable once I get a successful interview. It's just this good awful fear of rejection and crippling anxiety:/ It's ruining me. On meds I just pushed through that fear, but even after a year my old self hasn't improved much.. I'm really lost and my loved ones are worried about me. They're not much of help because they have long work schedules of their own. But I don't want to let them down. Sometimes I just cry because I don't think I will ever be a useful member of society. I've literally had one job for 7 months and I'm almost 21. It's pathetic..",2.647564292048475,4.422821678391959,4.214490097546558,85.69624297960394,75.93467336683419,7.697428318060893,26.78125923736329,8.4952907291091,1.866896896245935,770,30,160,15,17,257,122,199,0.20600000000000002,0.633,0.161,-0.8094,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,6,10,11,1,3,6,1,13,2,0,2,1,29,28,13,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,5,0,23,4,22,20,6,15,0,3,0,1,11,4,0,5,10,97,29,7,0.0,0.15654177906047745,0.0,0.14403139054651998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230009551700253,0.0,0.0,0.10565711505230883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107220249488054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107946920146474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451287133207626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726467368253565,0.11951100753650765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973457110775799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805553761978714,0.0,0.0,0.11081682540330448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616411218054715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855792054302697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110970476146672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452204914188744,0.10769624802364428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351026728032951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692292638348192,0.0,0.0,0.1442256775081493,0.1123245485369827,0.1192443598170515,0.0,0.0881917926737245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935132903670238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091544156034034,0.0,0.1942482723944022,0.09796604655370904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863876315668444,0.14070455182025873,0.17905721628828195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928019003923242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378310163275037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067104619522135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134415780096194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465780125574676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411012253004373,0.0,0.0,0.07792838826317418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327958735643542,0.2885569821651988,0.13417528764565365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701631830142048 adhd,which_wayisup,2019/03/29,"Should I tell my doctor? I think I have ADHD and I am scheduling an appointment to see a psychiatrist about it. I smoke cannabis 2-3 nights a week, and I don't know if I should just be up front about it with the doctor. Should I lie and not tell the doctor? Are new patients typically drug tested? Will they deny me treatment and medication if marijuana comes up on the drug test? I live in Tennessee, if that is relevant. TL;DR Should I tell my doctor about my marijuana use? 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If I don’t smoke then I’ll attempt 8 things at once and maybe two will get finished and the rest will get messed up or abandoned if I do I find my brain slows down enough to the point where I can actually concentrate on 3-4 things and finish them. I’m at the moment not medicated and it’s helpful but sometimes detrimental to my day as I can get burnt out and lose steam pretty hard. Just wondering what other peoples experience is. ,3.8954999999999984,5.645610150000002,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.5,7.800000000000002,27.5,8.472884824447931,1.9317,405,15,79,7,8,132,73,100,0.091,0.845,0.064,-0.1655,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,1,0,0,17,13,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,0,11,11,2,14,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,4,6,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1904002400129011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780845926472847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583048632719082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160187146031636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817120921923491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832796526522254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305812412654494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747811773781095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077882427053253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827935784336874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960152747622249,0.0,0.0,0.1965538564820509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077869008636581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053087105045703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844430080248787,0.0,0.0,0.1984980818724887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296981775118116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279508797784024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592462243429865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905951454261592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115896112007014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sarabnew,2019/03/29,"Did you make a planner to share??? About a month or 2 ago, Someone shared a planner they had made in this community. I can't find it and would like to see it. Anyone?? Anyone??",-0.5599999999999987,1.6493052222222246,1.6402222222222242,96.12700000000002,94.0,3.991111111111112,18.31111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.4175488888888883,132,4,30,1,5,44,30,36,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32047140440496963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055754306355635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304286460471417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766235729418452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34208508940279625,0.2413217275368344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856698099924244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880897914061044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632020675350835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568180331967699,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cosmic-melodies,2019/03/29,"Dull headache after starting Vvyvanese? I’m also sleep deprived, so I’m just separating what’s what. I’m going from Concerta 36mg to Vyvanese 30mg. Will this go away?",1.1381818181818204,3.7702106969696985,3.074909090909092,84.77236363636366,93.54545454545456,5.0642424242424235,27.81212121212121,6.742157984588678,1.774277575757575,135,7,24,2,5,45,27,33,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849054283619349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452208932895496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470819655240717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816600931324875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406754612662237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,B_McD314,2019/03/29,"Any suggestions to remedy a lost libido on Vyvanse? I’m a 21 y/o male who’s muscular & fit, but I lost almost all my interest in sex on ADHD medication. I know the easiest fix would be to “stop taking Vyvanse” but since we’re a community, I was wondering if anyone had experience with dealing. I am going to start by trying to eat more, which is difficult. On behalf of my girlfriend, thanks",3.728846153846156,5.216507269230768,6.574871794871798,71.07846153846157,72.46153846153847,10.328205128205127,29.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.59334358974359,309,13,56,10,6,113,63,78,0.133,0.711,0.156,0.4327,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,0,1,10,15,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,11,9,2,8,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,3,2,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722647183059157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685347016364055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546290283252936,0.0,0.15405930371298174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840649297536094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355936516891146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231813499150167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216058257446949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875152576498505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450396308673517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494604260134053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822163908320744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187401502595512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603506903639155,0.0,0.0,0.1894029137064244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033468007380262,0.0,0.0,0.20857346477914676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381011783697454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456798800364031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093204497848668,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CyberCrutches,2019/03/29,"First time poster; about to do “cognitive testing.” What should I expect? My Doctor is screening me for ADHD, today and has 6 “cognitive tests” prepared for him. He told me 2 weeks ago but of course I forgot them all but basically, they’re a mixture of IQ, behavioral and “achievement” testing. Any of y’all get screen similarly? Thanks ",2.689549180327869,5.669729983606558,3.632930327868852,82.59726434426231,85.22950819672131,6.328688524590166,25.6577868852459,7.645422480735847,1.9125229508196717,263,11,45,5,8,84,51,61,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,8,1,7,5,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,5,27,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151743905679964,0.0,0.30622841618082297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349238561953524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535917591382323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384711120890944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804879846187724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180520842624956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143982660165768,0.0,0.3274545850757397,0.3301007241164478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771062421667802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheDarkend24,2019/03/29,"My struggles, our struggles I just can't focus in school and my homework, of course I should because its required and ""if he or she can do it so can you"" get the second I get home and my vyvanse wear off I can't. I can't sit there and do my homework. I get distracted by every and anything I can see or do. My grades are just going down and down but all I want is to make my mama and my dad proud of me. I once drove myself to tears just trying to do my homework. Ik this sound like a rant and it is but I need to just let this out. For someone to listen, you know?",0.5295781818181808,1.9162804159999995,2.5298181818181824,97.1649090909091,80.84,4.865454545454545,20.163636363636364,4.851557810540192,-0.4518,432,11,106,1,11,145,73,125,0.087,0.841,0.07200000000000001,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,2,6,5,0,3,2,0,15,1,1,1,1,25,26,14,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,3,24,2,14,23,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,1,81,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066328134421896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864536965311273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544954374785676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821961269903265,0.0,0.13858247274238786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445959577137461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134010583317523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493475653914897,0.0,0.11913012626431554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276812541467267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080763831195584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25968647923763744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678369496380195,0.1943125294887436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660868931618764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098385197059065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555443779014906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382582879464176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shadowside,2019/03/29,"If you were able to design the perfect house what adhd proofing would you do? Following on from a freakout I had about renovating our new place, I got some great advice from /u/Herminigilde about making a list of adhd proofing things I could do. Which is also making me excited about and giving me some control over one aspect of the project. So what things would you do if you could make your home work for you? So far my list includes: * A front door system that prevents me locking myself out of the house. * A whiteboard wall in the kitchen/hallway * Cabinets with sliding doors (where practical) that I can leave open as I need to see things in front of me to know they exist, but that I can then close shut at the end of the day and when we have company ",5.048367346938775,6.0658507414966,4.9933401360544245,85.44511224489797,68.79591836734693,7.784761904761906,28.305442176870752,7.908726449838941,1.666241360544217,597,20,117,7,10,185,97,147,0.021,0.909,0.07,0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,6,1,3,8,3,0,0,10,0,13,0,0,4,3,26,22,11,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,21,3,22,15,2,23,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,4,5,89,30,2,0.16198779764772014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893557075454291,0.15829260108503526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954158325430246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168308916392967,0.2586681507092902,0.0,0.0,0.10446872856663716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347310819024942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539345599174936,0.0,0.0,0.12955643964581615,0.17859211877377354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248696871837376,0.0,0.0,0.3738243391748786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902425724029718,0.0,0.0,0.17152168851738628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32438433835714914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201118994158534,0.0,0.15644882437802596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976712396324914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924277119663134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908330209437133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228524847196815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792904595289892,0.0,0.0,0.23014296758394956,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vitalyeet,2019/03/29,"I don’t think I like who I am on my medicine I’ve been taking vyvanse for years now, it helps me so much with day to day things but when I don’t take it I feel happier. I feel more myself when I’m off my medicine but when I’m off it for too long my life will spiral out of control. Who else has this sort of problem or switched meds for a better fit, my doctors appointment is next week and I plan on telling him all of this but it would help if I didn’t feel so alone in the matter.",2.6030537352555707,2.5818842201834857,3.690196592398429,96.34009174311927,73.77064220183486,6.962516382699869,24.74574049803407,6.1826913282559595,0.3334969855832237,376,10,98,2,7,122,72,109,0.066,0.7559999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.8894,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,1,18,17,11,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,15,2,14,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,11,65,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387761214246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911768442455436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24244294950334816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27881193347287725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124994983413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180574783882944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327892499623896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897763325603357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268091163852748,0.10560534913582603,0.0,0.0,0.19129568869656194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010614837932226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890321169319485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298896828672319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683689018406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250523508657485,0.0,0.18893424749562035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360776780807868,0.13850724486350707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339132090506698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355457716310034,0.0,0.0,0.13920060116670185 adhd,bakakun028,2019/03/29,"2 days since I started taking Adderall and have not slept since. Should I be worried? 2 days ago, I was prescribed 20mg Adderall XR and have taken one dosage each morning. Ever since my first dose I have been unable to sleep at all. I understand that insomnia is a common side effect and the body needs some time to become used to the effects of the drug, but I am beginning to become worried. I don't feel the need to go to sleep but I feel mentally exhausted and feel crappy in general. Is this normal or should I stop taking the pills?",3.965443925233647,5.3416112803738365,4.844941588785048,84.14909462616824,71.71028037383178,7.592990654205607,26.45911214953271,8.07648339933343,1.6373747663551406,425,14,82,6,8,138,71,107,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.9404,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,12,9,4,3,2,26,26,7,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,3,10,0,9,19,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,10,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426270142451407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355400007677503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872221471965094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075327374033705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659144244515646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455421110478019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406569393702265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686037579066165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144245500097647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214807397889078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386087360543509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764659134664144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902914214399297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39929127130078335,0.0,0.3220298541542449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388494777718225,0.0,0.0,0.13451854112600894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195163863433425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382134217514372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750125018401038,0.0,0.13896484070618031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32680093686649103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XenosArrow,2019/03/29,"Can you guys help me help my teen? Transitioning from Focalin XR to... what? My son's been on ADHD meds since 2nd grade, and it turned his whole life around. He is less anxious about school, and has gone from refusing to go at all to winning ALL THE AWARDS and testing into the gifted program and competing on the math team. He was so very anxious about being ""bad"" and ""dumb"" when he was just so easily distracted. He is in 8th grade now, and we've increased the Focalin XR dose over time to 25mg, but he's hitting puberty and his medicine isn't doing it for him anymore. He came to me crying last night because it's so hard to pay attention in class, even on the meds. Next week is spring break, and we have an appointment to increase the dose, but after six years, I wonder if it's time to try something else. We have been really lucky that the first med worked so well for so long. Is there a drug you guys would recommend for a smooth transition? I'm on my first month of vyvanse after getting diagnosed and it's working well for me, so I'm inclined to suggest that, but I know he and I are two different people, so I'm open to advice. Thanks in advance for any answers you have to give. 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One thing that I don't understand is. 30 mg makes me hyper, energetic, sociable, etc for the first hours and not so in control of my emotions, impulses, etc. And I feel really lethargic for the next 6 hours after this, solving it with coffee. 50 mg puts me into ""zen mode"" and I'm calm as hell, less sociable, in control, but still productive and lasts longer. Shouldn't be the opposite? Do you guys experience this? 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I came across the following FDA for Vyvanse: https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/drugsatfda_docs/label/2007/021977s002lbl.pdf. Inside, it says: > Human Studies In a human abuse liability study, when equivalent oral doses of 100 mg lisdexamfetamine dimesylate and 40 mg immediate release d-amphetamine sulfate were administered to individuals with a history of drug abuse, lisdexamfetamine 100 mg produced subjective responses on a scale of “Drug Liking Effects” ""Amphetamine Effects"", and ""Stimulant Effects"" that were significantly less than d-amphetamine immediate release 40 mg. Intravenous administration of 50 mg lisdexamfetamine to individuals with a history of drug abuse produced positive subjective responses on scales measuring ""Drug Liking"", ""Euphoria"", ""Amphetamine Effects"", and ""Benzedrine Effects"" that were greater than placebo but less than those produced by an **equivalent dose** (20 mg) of intravenous d-amphetamine. It seems that it is using a 2.5:1 conversion for Vyvanse to Dextroamphetamine Sulfate, or a 0.4 Vyvanse to Dexedrine conversion factor. Elsewhere, I have seen this document: http://www.uacap.org/uploads/3/2/5/0/3250432/stimulant_equivalency.pdf and this book: https://books.google.com/books?id=6vfMjBwzpIgC&lpg=PA91&ots=NrG8r7wdAA&dq=%22vyvanse%22%20%220.2948%22&pg=PA91#v=onepage&q=%22vyvanse%22%20%220.2948%22&f=false State a 0.2948 Vvyanse to Dexedrine conversion. What is the correct conversion here? It seems that 28 mg of Dexedrine isn't very high. My theory is that Vyvanse has a bioavailability of near 100% due to cleavage of L-lysine in the bloodstream, which is different than Dexedrine, as it is dependent on stomach pH, which reduces a portion of the drug actually getting absorbed. Is this correct?",16.492028985507247,19.257989612648228,12.069422924901184,38.57225032938078,44.17786561264822,14.651805006587615,50.85876152832674,13.5591,8.071233148880106,1584,86,163,50,15,452,129,253,0.042,0.934,0.024,-0.644,1,0,6,0,3,0,119.0,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,0,17,0,14,10,1,11,2,24,21,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,2,17,7,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,3,2,35,16,4,16,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,4,5,98,20,4,0.0,0.353718553662981,0.09710996412850052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6469313056654289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381592901487535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396950972756247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770152413205589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199123772273235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514054868365616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723368098971734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568383318288009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913643109730242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811851071318918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594695452736836,0.0,0.08210833489128455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979466308725545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aderlieariel,2019/03/29,"Prior Authorization for Adderall Hello all! So this is my first time writing in this subreddit but I really need some clarity on this situation. I’m a 28 year old medical school applicant currently studying for the MCAT this summer and I was recently given a prescription of Adderall from my doctor last week because my concentration level has seriously dropped over the past few months. So today I went to my local pharmacy (Walgreens) and I was told that I needed my doctor to provide a prior authorization form to my insurance company. Then I called my insurance company Meritian Health (basically Aetna) and they said that once my doctor provides the form then I’ll be receiving a decision with a few days. I wanted to know how long does it typically take for these authorizations to go through so I can receive my medication? And is there a possibility that my authorization gets declined? I really need my medication because I have not been to be productive especially for my exam. Any advice is provided to me will be greatly appreciated ",6.8176833976834,8.975690216216224,8.316003861003864,58.97709459459463,65.75675675675676,12.204633204633206,37.53861003861004,11.765960540728905,5.64453667953668,850,45,124,32,14,294,117,185,0.012,0.934,0.054000000000000006,0.8569,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,9,0,13,7,0,1,1,17,26,11,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,7,1,24,1,18,15,6,28,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,18,93,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383349436369711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626854231551972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259250187852562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455292388449928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129722791230338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346910157823053,0.12388382641933518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041447606830052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396147614002478,0.0,0.0804542238447736,0.0,0.0,0.15607508193832334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047617457869505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780000785408778,0.11539375552624408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527990371165387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278332562179629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299523124881915,0.0,0.0,0.31490428589702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854786341907655,0.15076130275784572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513909196449642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595924179253954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137936300747207,0.0,0.13977761534474614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466001665837785,0.0,0.0,0.14327057558545872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912414478973713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643869575728598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254725077859627,0.0,0.1341863533585162,0.13527070448546746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349826060626267,0.0,0.1135542998142523,0.0,0.0,0.1312314751186896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116273361722743 adhd,Ira-Deorum,2019/03/29,Whats your way of describing your ADHD to others? 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Don’t know what I’m doing here tbh ",9.460540540540542,9.615415189189193,9.165540540540539,62.30074324324325,59.270270270270274,10.643243243243244,34.71621621621622,10.125756701596842,3.769281081081081,170,6,24,3,2,55,34,37,0.195,0.63,0.175,-0.2163,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875485214072261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230687149320774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106610985723661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315098398310279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23163360198990185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992059266880648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540395412354443,0.0,0.2665310037977825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515769922896537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547307790276522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522731799512299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446018375138109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lobsterp0t,2019/03/29,"Under pressure and struggling. 2016 * Moved from one end of the country to the other * Changed jobs and fields - promotion to more senior role * Boss left after prolonged absence - no support for induction/probation 2017 * Flew through probation anyway - and got an amazing new boss in June * Therapy, lots of therapy, about family stuff. * Grandpa died (expected, long illness). * Did a work-based qualification - achieved a Merit. * Supported a lot of really emotionally intense and draining cases - terrorism, domestic violence, etc. 2018 * Job changed - went up to 13 direct reports, all case workers, lots of other stressors in the mix - contracts ending/up for renewal, etc; staffing problems (turnover, PIPs, etc) * Off sick - stress breakdown August to October. More therapy. Online CBT also. * Returned to work fully - phased through October, then compressed hours. * Changed jobs in December - new field, short commute, no management responsibility, opportunity to expand on data analysis skills in an otherwise easy-for-me job in graduate recruitment. 80/20 split of the easy stuff and the data. 2019 * Not succeeding with the data analysis - in fairness to me, I was not given initial training on the systems or methods needed despite my weaknesses in this area being a known quantity from the outset, but in fairness to them, I was also making lots of simple mistakes and not catching them/lacking the context to understand them fully. The rest of the job - acing it. * Diagnosed with ADHD-I in February after 5 years on various waiting lists - now on 36 of Concerta XR and it’s working really well * Probation extended from initial 3 months to 6 months (end of May) On one level, I know I’ve had... just so much going on, pretty much constantly. I feel like I finally hit a limit-break in 2018 and decided, proactively, to really change my life. Taking time off sick was the first step in this. I had EMDR, my therapist was amazing, it really helped. Changing jobs, trading seniority for work life balance and a new skill set, all felt like the right choices - hard ones, but the right ones. Now... it feels like I was doomed either way. Last job would have killed me with stress. This job... well, I might not have it come May, no matter how hard I’m working to improve. I feel like I gave up stuff I was proud of, but maybe toxically proud of, to make some needed changes... all for nothing. I just feel like... so much has been happening, and like maybe therapy would help, but ... I almost feel too raw to talk about it all? Every time I try to, I just start crying, and I don’t feel better from talking it out. I feel like I’ve talked most of this to death. Now I feel like I have to go on a job search, again, and to maintain income levels, I’m going to have to return to a field of work that I worked hard to leave. It’s exhausting to think about. I feel like I can’t face that. I applied for one thing that I didn’t get an interview for (it was adjacent to my old field but not a service manager role) - that was fine but I just can’t face having to hold this tension between “invest in keeping your job now” and “invest in finding a new job pronto”. I’m sure I will figure this out, but I just need some... idk understanding, and maybe some practical help to think it through from people who might get it. TLDR: I’ve had a lot of big life events happening, plus ADHD diagnosis, my new job isn’t working out as planned, I might have to go back to a field that I was miserable in, I’m sad and confused and feel like all the work I did to change my life was pointless.",3.40668800186198,5.947719104387296,4.4068623298033325,81.58009915047134,76.5642965204236,7.638040265332247,28.020970557430463,8.571798326834134,2.419032147096474,2772,118,495,59,65,898,311,661,0.121,0.752,0.127,0.7024,13,0,1,0,1,0,144.0,0,1,2,21,23,39,1,8,30,0,37,12,2,5,6,102,83,32,3,8,19,1,14,10,0,8,10,0,0,0,29,24,0,3,20,0,3,10,13,15,2,6,23,14,41,24,97,50,25,86,1,3,0,0,15,37,0,17,46,318,70,36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011382787056535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213467252296645,0.0,0.0,0.06729893769242662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03235510338196886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03721424802367417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115879036216823,0.036246156032003936,0.0,0.04547097418801307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046220305325962135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270791295872927,0.04366994107026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733167495031518,0.07453658914820845,0.0,0.14078305447073294,0.0,0.0,0.03545222158454494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039667048685111665,0.0,0.2127571612950121,0.24048216208771386,0.040401127460634234,0.046093991498416975,0.03845819533384343,0.035791214132498965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396765433056127,0.0,0.09565475672074443,0.0,0.03365332791347842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441822587198008,0.0,0.11307988598909922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461125368384459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041437993766822216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010667107792615,0.03740053460379743,0.046552667892670985,0.0,0.023124767316483802,0.03429888787831794,0.0,0.044554139058849286,0.04571747264686225,0.0,0.11888270960052295,0.20557006633709748,0.0,0.0,0.03723738213750416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886449931880766,0.0,0.0,0.05617429509781693,0.0,0.126817917436746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391316115366458,0.0,0.0,0.06717193230627498,0.044721866029560776,0.0927957078962004,0.09360009772736114,0.0,0.20319420643487604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037462482941757,0.0,0.0441533988450166,0.0,0.14256446946803514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029171333467578945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280808113686346,0.0,0.04026261319529284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782403964344747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186813935154139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02978276604030568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639957556021826,0.04398867927186317,0.14450647242819986,0.0,0.095498401234831,0.03965767224005515,0.0,0.031637144272189485,0.10146122542830144,0.0,0.0,0.19247776711771505,0.048855376408652916,0.02795451044516668,0.053923297915788,0.0,0.0,0.049071613731724806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028567951555270137,0.0,0.0,0.08760860224389734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0333992674541653,0.0,0.0,0.07566569288514917,0.039006388436491415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756971693837577,0.0,0.0,0.05978148810091824,0.0,0.0,0.027096616838223314 adhd,Riot101DK,2019/03/29,"ADHD is like playing the life-game on hard... ... it's not like playing Crysis on a Commodore 64. I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age og 28. Although i have been very lucky because i have been good at developing coping mechanisms, it has definitly made my life a bit of an uphill struggle. And it has been terrible for my selfesteem. Despite this i am attending the graduation ceremony for my second law degree today, which i passed with very high marks. Next monday i start working in ministry of taxation. ADHD is a bitch, but it dosnt have to define you life. Keep fighting.",3.7694444444444457,6.176784462962964,5.3386666666666684,76.02300000000002,74.74074074074073,8.023703703703704,29.31851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.8231674074074085,454,20,76,10,10,153,76,108,0.087,0.8170000000000001,0.096,-0.2625,0,0,0,0,2,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,0,10,2,1,7,0,12,3,0,1,0,9,15,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,1,10,6,12,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,7,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6351559882517543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738985085022762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232888538895185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880593453258153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776063530321554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781115091136705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613025120365165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658544467655322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732961736580634,0.17213272799750115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666936034228015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735574747980546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469200543581277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841681403083369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698584604155334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907126734750249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282517729918565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,khharagosh,2019/03/29,"My conflicted feelings on hyperfixation Ok. So I had a conversation with an (also ADHD) friend tonight that has me anxious and frustrated. I have been an obsessive person all my life. I think a lot of us experience that intense level of interest for something. When it sits in your thoughts all through the day, especially idle time. When you can't get enough of it, and you get that unique sense of joy when immersed in it. For me, it was usually TV shows, comics, or historical periods. They can last from a couple weeks to months. You almost always want to bring it up in conversation and info dump to whoever will listen. But after a while, the high starts to wear off. And then you get that odd sort of depression where you haven't found a new special interest, but the old one is getting tiring and almost stressful. Well, that's where I'm at with my current one. Not to mention, it has a unique problem. Though this series is pretty long running and therefore has a ton of content, there is next to no online fandom presence. So all of the pent up energy and thoughts I get on it have no where to go. The social aspect is completely gone, and it feels isolating sometimes. I managed to get one friend of mine into it, and have been sending some in his direction, but I'm getting the impression that he's starting to get sick of it, which is understandable. I told him that I appreciated the emotional labor he was giving me and that I didn't know what to do with my fixation. And then he had an attitude that surprised me for another ADHD person. He kept telling me to just find something else to be into, and that he can limit his fixations to a day. It just doesn't work that way for me. I can be into other things, but I have never been able to control when and for what I form an intense special interest. So him just telling me to ""find something else"" sort of felt like when people tell me to ""just calm down"" when I have anxiety. It just made me feel embarassed, which I already kind of do because my current special interest is kind of silly and cheesy. My sister, who is also ADHD, once pretty much said that she judges me negatively for my obsessions because she feels like spending that much time on movies or shows is a waste. She hyperfixates too, but on goals like getting a promotion or getting married. I've brought it up with therapists, but their advice was also along the lines of ""just stop thinking about it!"" And to be quite honest, I'm not sure I want to lose it. Sure, the low period and info dumping on innocent victims and impulse buying can be a problem. If you're fixating on a fictional thing someone else is writing, you're basically placing your mental state in someone else's hands. When your brain is always thinking on it, it doesn't get the calm and rest it needs. It can lead you to glorifying people who shouldn't be glorified. But I love the high and creative energy it can give me. A few of my favorite paintings that I've made were inspired by special interests. I wouldn't know all I do about, say, India during WWII or 1930s Jewish Mobs if I hadn't discovered the topics while exploring my obsessions. I don't know if I want to like things a normal amount. Would I even be the same person if I did? I guess that's where I'm at right now. I want a mental break, just a bit of calm. But I also want an outlet to express my feelings on my current interest without dumping it on one person. And i wish I had better control over how much my brain thinks on a thing, but I also don't want to lose the passion my obsessions can create and the creative work that results. Also, I have an underlying anxiety that I have depression and my interests are basically unhealthy self-treatment via distraction. 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Finding chosen shoes, jacket snack food and other needed items for the morning and setting them by the door. My only problem- this makes me feel like an insane person. Seeing all my things “lined up” freaks me out a teeny bit. Like some kind if tell tale sign to anyone that might drop by of my mental illness. Nevertheless- these “getting out the door” activities I discovered are where I lose a MAJORITY of my time in the morning- like as much as 45 minutes sometimes due to indecision or by simply having misplaced the things i need. 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I am hoping to get my son evaluated for learning disabilities (since I have ADHD that's at the top of my list). The wrinkle is that his English is very poor he would need to be evaluated in Chinese (Mandarin or Cantonese). We live in China but will be coming back to the US this summer. It would need to be in Denver CO or Orlando FL. I have no idea how to start searching for someone who can tic all of these boxes, any guidance would be a huge help.",4.167597087378642,5.8201603592233,5.58464805825243,77.95522451456311,71.62135922330097,7.0917475728155335,30.350728155339805,7.645422480735847,2.1343019417475726,419,18,74,5,8,141,72,103,0.047,0.861,0.092,0.5864,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,1,1,16,21,4,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,14,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,3,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459763852722531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617648701415116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267211421894535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598299857783084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798249077617404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693923902101938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436643360685455,0.0,0.0,0.1842873560727924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094569308823266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638390167862035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127362436834189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348416284373054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721108381049895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132921097778452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318694819172846,0.0,0.0,0.1530934797915758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954160429262881,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Delta-9-,2019/03/29,"""I know that's hard for you with ADHD"" -- I'm pretty sure this is meant as understanding, but it feels like a slap in the face I've been with my partner over 4 years, and was diagnosed just 4 months ago. We'd often had conversations where she would express bewilderment at some things I do out of impulse or lack of situational awareness. But, when she would ask me to handle something mundane like walking the dog every X hours or whatever, she would just ask me to do it. Since my diagnosis, she almost always follows up the request with ""I know it might hard to remember with your ADHD, but please try."" Now to be fair, she helps me to set reminders in the moment among other things to help keep me on the same page with chores etc., and I'm grateful for her patience, support, and understanding. Still, every time she adds that on I have to fight the urge to snap at her. Somehow, ""I know it's difficult for you"" just feels patronizing in the extreme. I honestly don't know if my feeling on this is valid or not--thank you, ADHD self doubt!",8.743333333333332,6.413278823529414,8.520588235294117,74.34598039215689,62.235294117647065,11.419607843137255,36.392156862745104,9.725611199111238,3.2044745098039216,816,28,164,12,9,264,125,204,0.069,0.759,0.171,0.9717,0,0,1,0,1,0,32.0,1,4,0,0,9,8,1,1,8,0,15,2,1,0,1,44,32,12,0,5,10,0,5,2,1,4,1,0,1,2,11,10,0,1,11,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,5,26,5,31,22,5,25,0,0,0,0,23,13,0,10,11,113,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451070944612569,0.0,0.11090178335656274,0.0,0.12527882142552446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410090129527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392048229039336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698323448692125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952986210398982,0.0,0.0,0.21081984366236325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897769567499378,0.08937805860419692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414659147879135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771615878538587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232073897931942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112028316654022,0.0,0.0,0.2750270427348859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224410011512912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272112172821582,0.0,0.0,0.09986099343264546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733236447345706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272810640545808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172436851826348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305162117526421,0.0,0.0,0.10349164754501076,0.14062801591009025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631519720841213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991239234632797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197247110678587,0.11791396826463485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518376963473778,0.0,0.0,0.16623402591721068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295219786516863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494095449382998,0.0,0.0,0.2604862403966845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666220213862398,0.0,0.0,0.08056624197711082 adhd,44072564,2019/03/29,Terrible at counting money Is anyone else bad at counting money? I always forget what number I was at and constantly have to start counting the money all over again. ,4.6080000000000005,7.503802466666666,5.616666666666671,72.60500000000002,74.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.286666666666667,134,5,18,2,3,44,23,30,0.251,0.71,0.038,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616066908940398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038695475547313,0.4452801885462316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628574695542359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469628303590157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36303714853995467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075990814249689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frequent_Sell,2019/03/29,"I’d like your opinion! I’ll start out by saying that I will be contacting a professional in the morning to seek a diagnosis and possible treatment. What follows is a list of symptoms and facts about my life that I believe point to myself possibly having ADD. These started when I was 16 and persist today at 30 years old. I’ve had over 30 jobs. I’ve enrolled and left college 4 different times. I’m extremely impulsive when it comes to purchases. I regularly walk into rooms and forget why I’m there. I lose personal items daily. I can’t pay attention to any job related duties for more than 2 minutes at a time. I can have a full conversation with someone and not recall what we talked about when it ends. I have a fairly volatile temper and general anger issues. I’m a workaholic when I can hold down a job. I had a bad drinking problem which I believe was a coping mechanism before I quit drinking 2 months ago. I can hyper focus on things that I’m interested in for about a week and then drop them like they never existed. My taste in music, movies, clothes, cars, food, etc, changes weekly. I regularly have identity crises and change everything about myself and my interests. I’ve always had to work 10 times harder than all of my friends to accomplish the same thing. I’m sure there are other things I’m missing, but you get the gist of what a completely insane life I’ve had. In your opinion, could this be ADD? I’ve never been diagnosed before but I just can’t live like this anymore. It’s hell on earth. Thank you. 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It also makes me enjoy doing them more & makes me feel much better about how I spend my time in general. I feel like a much more aware, responsible, intelligent, & caring person while medicated; it's as if a portion of my potential is catalyzed. This is profoundly helpful for me. However, once I come down from my the medication, & especially if I forget to take it the next day, I feel like I sort of undergo the opposite effect of it; I get this crashed feeling & sometimes end up being/feeling sluggish, irresponsible, & slovenly (seemingly more so than I normally am if I don't take medication at all). This effect can compound into me replacing more & more good habits with bad ones, & I want to be able to avoid/mitigate/manage it better since it seems to largely determine what kinds of things I end up doing with most of my time. (If it matters: I'm on Vyvanse now, & switching over to Adderall soon. I don't expect any major differences, as I've taken Adderall before to very similar effect.) I already have a daily schedule for myself to make routines out of doing basic responsibilities like taking my meds, but when I get knocked out of sync I will often take a long time to get back on track & I end up losing a lot of time & energy to being unfocused & distracted from my goals. I guess I want to figure out how to increase my success rate of sticking to my plans. Do you have similar experiences with ADHD medication & routines? What approaches do you have to consistently maintain good habits? Any advice for someone like me? Thanks so much! TL;DR: My meds help a lot, but sometimes I crash afterward & fall out of my routine into bad habits. I want to deal with that better. Advice? Thanks!",6.71025974025974,7.538785542857145,7.505402597402598,69.5884155844156,65.0,10.363636363636363,34.19480519480519,10.33465798735191,3.7466,1500,64,251,35,22,501,175,350,0.07,0.747,0.183,0.9864,1,1,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,2,1,11,11,20,0,1,9,0,19,6,0,8,1,48,45,15,0,10,6,0,4,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,15,11,0,0,10,0,1,4,2,4,0,1,1,4,42,16,53,40,17,36,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,12,21,170,57,2,0.048198711716192735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585097010731853,0.09419844651627426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318847691571087,0.03854449234572442,0.0,0.7833492601092867,0.0,0.06555355354252361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03706183418083173,0.08048782204297515,0.0,0.0,0.04101355366761978,0.0,0.0,0.17051137474484296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914179887040431,0.0,0.0,0.04151892233789978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031084181677010405,0.04969075538106536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050357395170566484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280692573349266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047147588666097216,0.0,0.0,0.12185358426477053,0.06886633856121213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755455126297404,0.0,0.0,0.08085358523030786,0.0,0.0,0.053096314926193135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969197414343763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019154123482476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418982373425468,0.0,0.0,0.042654343143825366,0.0,0.05392202965743649,0.0,0.08195364219773046,0.0,0.0,0.0965190430190666,0.048865928593277305,0.0,0.0,0.10707580618985407,0.2913307877544862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172639570500206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512598767126336,0.0,0.047224503926394365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051330054941965166,0.03266069445135578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042085255959602434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775659385881772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987047240337844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083861202639872,0.0,0.09533951665036396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495773122757202,0.0,0.0,0.08874979609425128,0.0,0.0,0.0640421647549099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242022562193647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953796988659834,0.0852865468673116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03423898191458618,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TimbuckTato,2019/03/29,"Ritalin effects - not really noticing anything Hi all, So this might be an odd post. I'm a 21 year old male, started on Ritalin 10 days ago, 20mg in the morning, 10mg in the afternoon. Is it normal to not really be noticing much from it? Let me quickly give some more info, I have ADHD, it's genetic i've had it my whole life, I also have ASD (high functioning) and OCPD (high functioning), for the most part i've ""brute forced"" my way through life however I am currently attempting to build a software company and I was consistantly noticing I was getting distracted more, in an attempt to solve that I remembered I have ADHD (I sometimes forget because i've had it my whole life it's just normal to me) and my mother (also ADHD, on dex) recommended I attempt medication. Now as stated earlier I just started on Ritalin 10 days ago, issue is it's been hard to tell what's form what. See my life lately has been nuts, we're getting our first office, I met a girl who, within two and half weeks, I had feelings for, stressed the ever living fuck out due to not being good at processing feelings (what makes me good at my job makes me bad at relationships), then hurt me by using those feelings for fun while having no feelings for me at all. I also burned out (turns out working 90 hour weeks with a bad diet, no exercise, no social life and little sleep is not sustainable), and I have abandonment issues that mean I stress the hell out whenever I develop feelings for someone (also the reveal that the girl was leading me on was 4 days ago). So unfortunately it's hard to tell right now whether increased anxiety and stress ect is from the Ritalin or from everything else, though based on current evidence I believe it's from everything else. The thing is, regardless, I am not noticing much from the Ritalin, increased sweating, elevated heart rate, less leg shaking, and in the beginning increased mood shortly after taking it for a short time. But i'm not noticing any increased focus or calm (which I was told to expect). I've spoken to my psychiatrist and he said it might take a bit for my brain to get used to the medication, but it's tough as the ASD alters brain structure in a way that can make drugs unpredictable, plus when they first trailed me on medallion for a bit I felt literally nothing other than a decreased mood after a week of using it. I don't drink, or smoke, or do drugs, or go out and party (partly because of sensory overload issues with lots of people, bright lights and loud noises). I was just wondering if anyone has experience in this regard? (I also inherited a high drug clearance from my father which my sister, also taking ADHD medication, vyvance, inherited as well). 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I'm not sure if this is the best place to post about ADHD medication side effects but here we are. Please don't comment to lecture me on how I should be treating my ADHD holistically. &#x200B; Anyway, title basically says it all. &#x200B; I've been experiencing pretty visible joint pain, swelling, and redness recently, and after ruling out many other factors... I'm wondering if methlyphenidate may be to blame. Anyone else experience this? 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I've never really thought about it too much, just thought it was a trait I had. I recently moved and had to get a new physician and filling out ADHD forms the last checkbox was ""Do you often find yourself finishing or trying to finish other peoples' sentences?"" Y'all I'm *thirty* and I had never made this connection. It blew me away and I laughed out loud and brought it up to my doctor. I've desperately tried to curb it recently since finding out and have mostly stopped, I *always* want to continue it though, and my brain is just fighting back *saysomethingsaysomethingsaysomething*. It still happens sometimes, mainly around my wife who doesn't have a choice anymore if she finds something I do annoying. 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If you have an ADHD diagnosis you can get all sorts of accommodations to help with testing, like extra time, separate rooms, etc. I personally got time and a half on the ACT, and it made a world of difference. It’s super great to be able to show yourself (and colleges) that you are just as capable as everyone else, just not necessarily under the same circumstances. As a homeschooler the process for getting accommodations was different (more difficult) for me than most, but I definitely encourage all students with ADHD to ask your counselor/teacher etc about this. Give yourself the best chance of success, and good luck! (this applies for college and beyond as well, I know people in undergrad and med school who get accommodations that are super helpful in allowing them to actually exercise their true potential)",8.077856016815552,9.338048398843933,8.14132422490804,64.70534419337889,62.12138728323699,11.608828166053598,38.270625328428785,11.389717465364855,4.888299421965319,795,39,125,23,11,258,111,173,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9955,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,2,4,5,13,0,0,9,0,8,1,0,2,3,30,19,14,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,8,12,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,5,0,12,12,28,12,12,15,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,4,5,92,20,9,0.1340248633078816,0.0,0.13078893326953164,0.0,0.4832155221537525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053675502141866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529515516621947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065082536465295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532887389932366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800549128373787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119605755989016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448419451382738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280665004000184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800898376245254,0.1285688613627907,0.0,0.11241369657608086,0.10719192659158117,0.14776288494627132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966808150480829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365655982103195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095555670978534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681756624754156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488714093924127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291596491361843,0.11702534106047414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564031691353556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445292678267796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050444785280234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RE89,2019/03/29,"Meds making your brain forget words? So this is my first year of school knowing I have adhd. Prior to this, I didnt know, and struggled. I've known I have adhd for 3 years, found out at the age of 27. I've noticed this year that I have a hard time with words? Like I have a fairly high vocabulary, but I'll forget a word when I'm talking or writing. It's even making writing paper hard, sometimes paragraphs take hours. Anyone else experience this? I definitely didn't have this probably before the meds.",1.8612545454545464,4.346402180000002,3.2954545454545467,87.62772727272728,82.2,5.236363636363637,21.090909090909093,6.574015621080383,0.4575,398,12,77,4,11,130,69,100,0.073,0.8390000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.526,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,0,8,1,1,2,0,18,15,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,8,1,7,12,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,10,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919807511241553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402927357935985,0.16709465245135124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876900260750488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205112723109806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136232349254665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771275073981204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952345674714402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871569873294864,0.0,0.17880871755664993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921751567214365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230289178541855,0.0,0.0,0.16060087367186998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924892094846276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967261262767923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771422915349048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362290060226885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566757260433367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758277388301848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504558794854485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129021325330606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048654339991884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261580614128935,0.13107746431368292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509321423897578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31505436983207685 adhd,imuselessthrowmeaway,2019/03/29,"Stopped meds; thoughts around worrying if I'm 'crazier' than I can fool myself into believing otherwise? Does anyone else get this sometimes? A worry that despite your possible unacceptance that you are 'that bad,' you may just be and it's out of your control? I gotta say since quitting my meds (which included an anti psychotic though my doctor assured me I was not psychotic and at the dosage I was at it did not work as one, other meds was large(?) dose of basically extended release methylphenidate I felt weren't working anymore after about a year of increasing dosage), I get these worries that it's not just my life right now that's holding me back (as I am kind of in a waiting period before I may be putting too much expectation on being able to do the things to get my life on the track that I want it on when the time comes-- like get a job once I figure out where I'm going to be living). Anyone else on or off meds just get these worries that maybe you are 'crazier' than you would otherwise like to believe/are currently being treated for? May be just looking to relate in the case of finding out I'm/it's more 'normal.' Or find out I'm not and go from there. I appreciate any and all attention from this sub because you guys are knowledgeable and awesome. :) Thanks.",6.665973502304148,6.546240931451613,6.782281105990784,77.98806451612907,65.08870967741936,9.988940092165901,34.64976958525345,9.606745405546679,3.1429979262672814,1013,42,193,18,14,325,145,248,0.07200000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.09,0.6662,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,7,0,4,13,8,0,0,10,0,21,4,0,1,2,44,39,12,0,5,11,0,1,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,18,12,0,4,8,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,7,3,25,6,34,21,4,31,0,0,1,0,9,17,0,6,11,135,43,4,0.10335720640224223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028644462315359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250257584117786,0.1445395237823925,0.2118033442973221,0.0,0.09200982669825823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947531186371894,0.08629895011247668,0.06300559369590071,0.0,0.08794937003035032,0.1164481778676176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903308144303128,0.0,0.0,0.11592389562176104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057904803725272,0.090448587834525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268336688404598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923912672055188,0.0,0.1889332283559549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269999372168975,0.0,0.117480564532301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023398841350621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256607907564863,0.0,0.0,0.1076306254324968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600850303527224,0.10099022054796496,0.0,0.09126630684498213,0.0,0.08679402220027535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383620598380988,0.0,0.4592262243944237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597943913823788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126811746140577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007205160408384,0.07003751796368549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651972051289836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039025398862166,0.0,0.10993311149879477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882664895333336,0.0,0.08219379898556528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549814919983513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222291996874204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641125258161718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515742917656367,0.0,0.0,0.0686659353054435,0.0,0.10154793051700296,0.0820540767713923,0.060268418229783766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060962758228921485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504905544784389,0.419857040718671,0.0,0.07342199396502998,0.0,0.0,0.0665586522239216 adhd,MsSloth420,2019/03/29,"Adderall shortage/constant backorder When exactly is this shortage or whatever it is going to end? For the past 4 or 5 months it's been getting increasingly more difficult to get my prescription filled due to pharmacies being out of stock, with no real idea of when they'll have it again. Cvs, walgreens, Hannafords, local mom and pop pharmacies, all of them have had issues for months. It's just getting annoying to deal with month after month. Rant over. 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My six year old is undergoing formal mental health testing, but it's been suggested that she has ADHD. She's not the ""stereotypical"" ADHD kid (as I'm sure lots of people with ADHD aren't), so this was a little surprising initially, but, the more I read, it seems likely. We're on a waiting list for a therapist (6-12mo, thanks American mental health care...), but I'm hoping to find some strategies to deal with some of her more negative habits in positive ways, as I have OCD and I think we sometimes trigger each other. She talks constantly. Like, never stops and to no one in particular. She has an incredible imagination and a flair for creative play that is astonishing and I don't want to squelch that, but, the noise. The constant, ever-loving noise is making me lose it. Eventually, I just beg for 5 minutes of silence (and get maybe 30 seconds). She also interrupts conversations every 5-20 seconds. She's wicked smart and I don't want to hold her back from anything, but I need to find a way to deal with the noise. She does very well in school and can stay relatively (at least age-appropriately) quiet in class, but I'm not sure that I can structure her entire home life, or that I want to, in the same way. tl;dr Any tips for an anxious, noise-averse parent trying to help their potentially ADHD kid in positive ways? 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Before I went I stumbled into the bathroom to find a a trail of ants. Begrudgingly, I picked up an old washcloth and swept them up. At this stage in the game I was pretty proud of myself, I actually dealt with a problem instead of just looking at it, then thinking I should grab a cloth and clean it up, proceeded by looking at the mirror, then remembering a message I was meant to send the day prior, running out of the bathroom, grabbing my phone, scrolling reddit, watching an hour of youtube, realising work is soon, looking for my work uniform, remembering I should eat, realising I need to put fuel in the car to make it to work, racing out the door, fuck lost my keys, going back inside to find them, losing my phone in the process, cursing myself for not going to the gym, feeling hungry, realising I'd forgotten my meds, looking for my keys again, finding my phone, needing to pee quickly, seeing the ants again, feeling dirty, having a shower, seeing I need to be at work in ten minutes and it's a 15 minute drive and I still need fuel, racing out the door, god dammit I forgot my badge again. ANYWAY today was different, i straight away cleaned the ants up! However, I'm still me... thus I was running a little late for the gym so I decided to fill the sink with hot water and leave the cloth in there until later when I could drain the sink and wash the cloth. Eventually, I return home to find...Yep...I'd left the tap running hot water. Mess. Oh God. The moral of the story is....stay in bed kids, don't you worry about the gym, oh and by the way, let the ants and mess fester - if you interfere you'll only make it worse.",5.2333722060252645,5.478573309037904,6.020233236151602,80.9919436345967,68.09620991253644,8.282604470359573,29.452866861030124,7.957251820313856,1.8678283770651116,1347,45,266,15,21,443,177,343,0.083,0.835,0.08199999999999999,-0.3582,3,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,3,2,8,15,8,2,0,34,1,13,6,1,4,0,44,40,15,0,9,3,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,7,1,7,15,3,2,12,5,0,11,2,7,0,1,9,13,36,1,50,24,0,61,1,2,7,1,12,25,2,1,23,167,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.09938983639984038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569039602107676,0.07831551882419463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666591401363588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131806066798505,0.0,0.0,0.06568411599336456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641042507976063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421685327737253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299573006258657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723522048507071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415766865999974,0.0,0.0,0.1157661561477502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216275288446748,0.0,0.1003006524989489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055973492920083634,0.0,0.11488999759935806,0.10784328131999213,0.11065912994934994,0.10414740269439353,0.0,0.0,0.10207935639725244,0.0,0.0,0.3421097052684235,0.11394286931594545,0.11118010771098977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359698658116678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313116984931078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020786810239328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687328974278963,0.0,0.0,0.07746067940263604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723389720151614,0.0,0.0974556441493078,0.0,0.10238627729192104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307499032524515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232077682777402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855737802638016,0.16267332928468947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766388483276037,0.06526066387628973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896225504413021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084291767334248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441495246664243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29658885446915617,0.10343250377003016,0.10379273225854392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,windlep7,2019/03/29,"Vyvanse/Elvanse makes me feel weird I was prescribed 30mg Elvanse for my ADHD, but I’m finding it a bit weird. I’m quite sensitive to meds, so I split the dose in half by dissolving it in water. The plan was to take 15mg for a week then go to 30mg. The first 3 days I got a rush of physical anxiety, but also felt much more focused. But say 4 my head feels a bit tingly, theres not much focus, but when it wears off I feel depressed and irritable. I’ve heard having the dose too low can cause side-effects, so I wonder if it will improve by increasing to 30mg, or is that just going to make things worse?",6.431794871794871,4.091552076923076,7.292307692307691,81.37102564102564,66.69230769230771,10.512820512820516,33.205128205128204,8.841846274778883,2.4206666666666665,470,15,108,6,6,159,89,130,0.162,0.778,0.06,-0.9034,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,8,0,6,5,2,3,0,18,20,12,0,1,8,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,4,0,2,5,6,8,0,13,14,6,13,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262232017279015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053233407279915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400009449340428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110101175984036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933703176132956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139670639876401,0.0,0.16212746946949286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855334706186181,0.0,0.18073616685056007,0.0,0.1720443771130302,0.16011352295894335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213957816988838,0.0,0.15054959777480334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318453561807386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512981050195736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908786246179933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27675037141286457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002122533604748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969289491399815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153011426290324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505569476907005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099163808247787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041340112218068,0.0,0.0,0.19182865832568785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeutronDecayToday,2019/03/29,"First day on Stratera, any issues I should expect? Just wondering what experiences others have had with Stratera. I'm not really expecting much immediate change, but probably next week I guess? &#x200B; I'm pretty lucky that I don't really experience any sleep issues normally, so I'm hoping the Stratera doesn't alter that.",7.8402631578947375,9.768510877192984,8.392061403508773,60.276513157894755,63.03508771929825,12.015789473684213,33.54824561403509,11.698219412168324,4.943214035087719,268,11,37,9,4,89,43,57,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,11,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050856239988102,0.2299968407848559,0.2574348145500053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200233945975357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207043116692325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370305806133402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100211746314955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851409645468624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879985029587537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951198727762521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914313726520713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130223522990048,0.0,0.1854549563452897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256658022425435,0.20407667278464528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251620288374875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941745594973136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182960815084984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052669096624949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299968407848559,0.0 adhd,dead_pirate_robertz,2019/03/29,"Saw this on another sub, it seemed appropriate for this one [Distraction!](https://i.redd.it/g8eotzm3vvo21.jpg)",16.60153846153846,23.06774492307692,6.91423076923077,57.06826923076926,61.30769230769232,11.830769230769231,37.269230769230774,10.125756701596842,6.152569230769231,96,4,10,3,2,22,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6786337144661386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385517692586168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891762276857648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catshaiyay,2019/03/29,"How do I get a diagnosis for ADHD? I've had a feeling like something is seriously wrong with me for a while now. Ever since I was young, I had issues with focusing. I was constantly distracted, daydreaming, would forget things people asked me to do. My parents got mad at me all the time for little messes I would leave or forgetting to do tasks. It was never intentional and I felt a lot of shame for this. It was really bad when I was waitressing. My coworkers and managers would get angry with me for dish dumping (forgetting to bring back dishes I cleaned off tables), I would make little mistakes with orders so I always had to write EVERYTHING down, and I was just constantly forgetting even if someone asked me to watch their section for 5 minutes - I would say yes, of course, and then be distracted the next second and completely forget. Again, it's never intentional, but it's constant. So it looks bad and makes me feel horrible. I can't sit and focus on work (I've done two 6 month, full-time at a desk internships) for more than half an hour without needing to stretch or walk around or talk to someone. I just can't. It's made my studies increasingly difficult too. I'm late everywhere. To everything. I set personal goals for myself and feel like I never have the motivation to follow through. I lose train of thought in the middle of sentences. My brain is constantly inundated with racing thoughts. I've tried to talk to my doctor and my therapist about this but they take it very lightly. But it's been years and I'm terrified of this controlling my life going forward. Something is not right with me and I don't know how to rule out ADHD. Should I see a psychiatrist? Also, I tried ritalin ONCE when I needed to write a thesis paper and it was the most calm and focused I've been for hours just sitting probably in my entire life. I've tried cutting down on caffeine and sugar and other things that could make me jittery/unable to focus. Nothing's worked. Please help, appreciate and insight or advice. Been following this sub reddit for a while and can't believe how much I identify with the posts. I keep feeling like if I can get diagnosis and treatment for this, my life would improve substantially. &#x200B;",3.95564762971258,6.283872453900713,4.903088839119075,79.73644736842105,73.86997635933807,8.140574841358717,28.38926216249845,8.916525866297963,2.557996690307329,1780,73,317,39,38,579,220,423,0.115,0.799,0.086,-0.8761,1,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,2,6,19,18,3,3,15,1,35,9,1,11,5,87,65,38,0,13,14,1,5,3,0,7,5,1,1,1,18,27,3,2,10,0,0,7,9,14,0,3,19,11,44,4,52,37,7,53,0,1,3,0,12,18,0,8,28,224,62,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933442696636644,0.07860413179220442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432709812647493,0.06693175310665651,0.08715570267968732,0.0977422789655338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160782961177846,0.15039935074954064,0.0,0.0,0.061852682419929736,0.13432653309076564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906272903511977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979660897888016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433883829202746,0.3477042483929593,0.0902192609582841,0.06422405491295273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233280036389334,0.0,0.0823171001815303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053129249498930144,0.07276174732945083,0.0,0.0,0.14458690528885604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626896502204329,0.17239707083843078,0.07723412522372998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607828792658152,0.0,0.045715379267657084,0.0,0.06433447543753364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053916615476653405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843256863191746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395749415064482,0.0,0.07149794460163783,0.0,0.0,0.0442072112079342,0.0,0.09073877874309877,0.08517336449730414,0.0,0.0,0.17044948972964208,0.11789540473492978,0.16124216777631767,0.0,0.0,0.06754856275754605,0.08999074788274833,0.0,0.0683864238785364,0.0,0.076113396411713,0.1610811188190332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420570114432779,0.0,0.05913197456236946,0.1192891077255576,0.18611871750366307,0.0,0.0855478673754113,0.0,0.0,0.07718346060947777,0.0,0.0,0.08566498817710877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931807195243731,0.0,0.0,0.055766325436671565,0.07023629642099725,0.0,0.08829794745406726,0.0,0.0,0.07703839713151933,0.0,0.08672692639432185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153133033270376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869452937522409,0.0,0.06396837994494932,0.0,0.0,0.06409952720751731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654003294780797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631153211764094,0.12385185756821647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048017260954765,0.1293077608245459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339596433478163,0.1068802925063803,0.0,0.0,0.1277192786737175,0.04690467071221485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383855252220833,0.0,0.07857728668978815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637066001264076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754039651199911,0.0,0.11712120726642028,0.0,0.0,0.34284966001600475,0.08794749948582749,0.0977422789655338,0.05180012612425038 adhd,sanbriego,2019/03/29,"My boyfriend’s response to my ADHD made me cry. When I first started dating my boyfriend over a year ago, I had just recently been diagnosed with ADHD. I had done a ton of research into it myself and I was always quick to correct people who would assume that I just can’t pay attention to things, including him. He caught on pretty quickly and started looking into ADHD on his own time. One night when he came over he was giddy to show me something, and asked me for a piece of paper and a pen. He drew a lightbulb and a flashlight and explained: « Regular brains are like flashlights. They can easily put all their attention into just one thing. YOUR brain is more like a lightbulb: It’s just as bright, but your attention goes in many different directions at once. » It’s not a perfect analogy but I was so touched that he’d obviously taken the time to look into ADHD and come up with an analogy for me. I was in tears and I still have that sheet of paper to this day. 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I am an artist and designer, about to graduate design school this spring... well.. almost... and that is the reason I decided to speak with a psychologist. &#x200B; ADHD runs in my family. My mom has it *really* badly.. like... calling me on the phone, and then proceeding to engage in a full blown conversation with the dog while I am still on the line and speaking about important things! Our house was always a mess when I was growing up. I was messy too (my room was horrendous) but my mom was a major culprit, leaving papers everywhere, never cleaning up, always a whirlwind. My dad hates mess and would come home from work only to hide in his bathroom for an hour to read a book on the toilet in peace lol. &#x200B; My mom would forget doctors appointments constantly, or drive me all the way to the dentist only to be told at the desk that the appointment was actually *next* week... or even next *month.* &#x200B; I was never as bad as her.. so I thought that I was fine. I thought that *she* was the textbook case of ADHD so there was no way that I could be. &#x200B; I've always had trouble focusing, especially on things that I didn't want to do. I just assumed that I sucked because it was really hard to get me to do homework or study for the SATs. Nobody has an *easy* time doing the things that they don't like.. but I had a *really* hard time. &#x200B; Then there was the hyper-focus.. a term that I have now been acquainted with which is apparently a hallmark indicator of ADHD. I could not relate to this more. This is where my artistic talent and creativity played in. My mom is an illustrator and author as well. I could sit and draw for hours on end. If I was really interested in what I was drawing, sewing, sculpting, or generally making, I would voluntarily pull all-nighters on my own to complete my projects. Sometimes the hyper-focus was directed towards things that I wasn't interested in.. but that was rare. &#x200B; Another major thing that I've struggled with my whole life is completion of tasks and meeting deadlines. Even with projects that I was invested in, when they hyper-focus wore off I would abandon them completely. I have never been good at long-term planning, no matter how hard I try to visualize it or use strategies to manage it. Most of my hyper-focus projects are slightly unpolished, rushed at the end, or were abandoned and never continued. &#x200B; I work really well under a lot of pressure. This is when my best ideas come out, this is when I can work without idling. I will pull multiple all-nighters for projects at uni, that I didn't put enough into the whole semester, and somehow come out with something acceptably complete in a matter of days, or hours. &#x200B; Right now.. I'm in my thesis year. We have to create a large body of work under a small number of criteria and it is basically our calling card to the industry when we graduate. It's really important. Our thesis show gets a lot of press attention and it's in your own best interest to do a damn good job. We've had the whole year of basically open studio with some soft checkpoint deadlines along the way..... and I. Have. Struggled. &#x200B; I'm really talented. The department head, several professors and critics, have all told me that I am one of the most talented students in the class... they just want to see me work harder. I've had nearly a whole school year to work on this body of work, and believe me, I haven't been sitting around doing nothing, but I don't have many final pieces at all. I've done a lot of material exploration, process, research, etc... but all that matters in the end is the 6+ final pieces. &#x200B; I'm a motivated person, it isn't that I don't care about my work. I love what I do but I find it really really hard to work on this assignment. I'll have periods of hyper-focus and then long stretches of being physically unable to sit down at my desk. &#x200B; I have tried adderall in the past, a couple times, to push for deadlines.. and it really helped me but I just thought I was being a dumb college student seeking some kind of an advantage. I was initially intending to see a psychiatrist before my thesis year... but procrastinated on doing so.. go figure. Now, at the very end of my final semester, still having credits to fulfill after I ""graduate"" , I am finally looking into this issue. &#x200B; After my first meeting with the doctor she said that she knew I had ADHD the second I walked into the room. I managed to lose several of my personal items while I was there. My debit card and drivers license were loose in my coat lining, which was revealed when I had to pay her for the appointment. Honestly, when I went in there I felt like a bit of a fraud, a stressed college student seeking adderall... but everything came to light when she started asking me pretty simple questions, I would answer with a really prefaced, round-about sort of way, and instead of reminding me of the question when I got off track, she just let me talk.. for like 7 minutes.. and then would be like ""yes.. but I asked this""... and I was like WOW. I do this ALL the time but people either put me back on track or are just polite enough not to say anything. I was embarrassed! &#x200B; She wrote me a script for adderall IR and told me to try it that day.... which I wasn't able to do because I lost my debit card and drivers license between my trip from her office to the pharmacy.. and I don't even know HOW. &#x200B; I managed to pick it up eventually.. and here I am.. a low daily dose of adderall.. actually feeling rather capable of sitting and working for long periods of time, giving enough time to get in the groove to really enjoy what I'm doing. I also haven't been driving as aggressively as I usually do. I've been a lot more patient with people. I notice the difference.... but I still feel like some kind of a fraud? &#x200B; I'm just bewildered that I've been struggling with this for my whole life, thinking that I was just lazy or not as good as other people when in fact my struggle was very real and harder than most people's? I was misdiagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder when I was very young, which I was later told I ""outgrew""... which I never really had in the first place or only developed temporarily due to undiagnosed ADHD. I was a daydreamer, not really hyperactive. I could just stare off in to space and imagine incredible things, worlds, ideas, etc. and be completely numb to the world around me. I did well in school when I *tried* but could only maintain that amount of effort for about a week at a time. A lot of things make sense now. &#x200B; I'm sad because I know that if this was discovered and treated earlier, I would have made *amazing* work at school.. and this is one of the top design schools in the world. I know that I have a future career but I could have had more opportunities. My thesis collection would be way further along, I would be *amazing.* I'm sad that I'm not truly ""graduating"" and still have so many credits due, due to dropping classes due to ""illness"" or whatever other blame I could place on something when it was really just that I always take on more than I can handle. &#x200B; I don't see myself as a different person.. but I'm viewing myself through a new contextual lens and it's really startling to look back on my entire life, my struggles, my achievements, relationships, creativity, and actions... and now have an explanation for a lot of those things? I don't really know what to think.. or how not to feel like a fraud... somehow continue wondering if I *actually* have ADHD or if I just suck at doing things... or if adderall is cheating because it helps me function like a responsible adult. &#x200B; I'm sorry that this was long.. I've just learned a lot this week and I'm sure that there are others out there who were diagnosed in their adult life... I would really love to hear about your experiences, what lead you to finally getting diagnosed, how that made you feel, how you manage it, and how you've coped since. &#x200B; Thank you!",4.382979601646916,6.188428196658101,5.314609693397706,79.49123842665162,71.33933161953728,8.350651033502624,28.974313959077893,8.95680238790136,2.4798202039835298,6438,254,1175,128,123,2106,530,1556,0.098,0.7829999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.9906,3,0,2,0,0,0,343.0,5,6,5,25,76,74,7,9,86,2,142,18,3,17,12,230,215,111,0,25,55,5,12,9,0,11,13,5,6,5,84,68,0,2,34,7,6,22,27,29,4,5,74,25,163,45,190,114,46,209,0,7,7,2,64,83,4,40,103,870,247,59,0.01983751294325848,0.0,0.058075653110926787,0.0,0.16688584881352955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01986440368986566,0.0,0.0,0.015864051933627783,0.06602559967527874,0.4083848027339088,0.4579902414510073,0.0,0.020801361985623386,0.015175643103932076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0163245828866559,0.035319184632956,0.03709079346908449,0.0,0.0,0.03050764591353788,0.03312698938830325,0.048371055060288486,0.0,0.01688026241284569,0.022350083908785054,0.041636491913321125,0.0,0.021657426263231437,0.04407000966557893,0.0,0.0,0.04051263736395717,0.022688830033339626,0.02022566654658409,0.0,0.0,0.05126478260153528,0.10399627448264297,0.021437304086078142,0.0,0.11087047924450713,0.021949830756189042,0.0,0.025587109463804585,0.0,0.0,0.06040397418312116,0.0,0.041451957652606064,0.022735508474496426,0.04060907016964446,0.0,0.020300663178337574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028059352774722,0.0614923613155617,0.04424814148291848,0.03930747062094543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017828677503182042,0.01940489417879839,0.01870104170946425,0.0,0.05015221297341689,0.02834384642077273,0.019047123362981186,0.1086551288968374,0.01813112744328952,0.033747556751074964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145712699880022,0.019029950028938987,0.011274115761318971,0.04991629401713544,0.01586587129201911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108206045008257,0.01958543705847784,0.020359011402405886,0.0,0.022358318833577823,0.0,0.02659333353807984,0.0,0.019898642934028068,0.0,0.058607862859284515,0.02288982650104902,0.0,0.04478827496512888,0.0,0.0207052095650948,0.019685670617722043,0.0,0.0,0.041315434103331966,0.04360871327132887,0.0,0.0,0.021005061896161213,0.0,0.020285201017104244,0.056047288227116264,0.08722446113333562,0.0,0.0,0.07022229881862603,0.033317029334068264,0.022193102744212916,0.021654988753187,0.11805600875727625,0.035808259879012566,0.03754146879581561,0.026483387860875097,0.04022424900737805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293382160868063,0.01583411357039584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649956462860964,0.01915919361596644,0.04219484013366598,0.03723232413453431,0.0,0.019034628689739225,0.022585139968050283,0.02081613280509028,0.0,0.02688482433844435,0.06034929002366854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01893715076571752,0.055011334796141884,0.051964053400527684,0.041451957652606064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020181882377931688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988435933163025,0.0444451090491295,0.0,0.01984288125599176,0.0225794327137134,0.2287515376800241,0.020396267238784856,0.0,0.021298064919087745,0.0,0.01694112766321351,0.018870017553793292,0.015775586511947017,0.0,0.1003831108642402,0.04742378833295426,0.0,0.0,0.04482148620463181,0.0,0.01640979570186583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03054377327382989,0.01961980754477516,0.022206471618872084,0.014041093764357129,0.0,0.06336905384658538,0.0,0.022723804052542627,0.10369237857064473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01869662118169874,0.0,0.014915340924383375,0.015944641472156268,0.0,0.018263716664233803,0.0,0.0,0.11861245916161108,0.025422154580749333,0.0,0.04724630821574645,0.0809718932838707,0.0,0.0,0.07582237494089747,0.0,0.0538734764796941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017133241893582108,0.02184821788428066,0.04910407719183326,0.023401358212342932,0.07873047207067996,0.04773736890824159,0.0,0.07134522610207668,0.01838957324193822,0.0,0.11073937381359568,0.0,0.019122654574000964,0.02151293657531661,0.15886140254964135,0.0,0.0,0.1409200002883912,0.0,0.4579902414510073,0.06387353968524254 adhd,NerdyINFJ,2019/03/29,"Sufferers of Anhedonia: Do you have any advice on how to manage this symptom? > ***Anhedonia*** - An inability to experience pleasure from activities usually found enjoyable. A major symptom of my ADHD is Anhedonia, and it seems like this is very common for those of us with Inattentive symptoms. However, I have no idea how to manage it. Any advice?",2.963272727272728,5.822175933333334,6.007272727272731,61.70863636363637,98.0,9.515151515151514,30.45454545454545,8.841846274778883,4.756,276,15,38,11,11,99,45,60,0.11900000000000001,0.745,0.136,0.2869,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,10,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192353749387355,0.3934161515701439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27378186913083985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691007203206407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071511094352775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724325029330145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834503471402448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183256002129905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276834745074239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421391706470883,0.0,0.22170356188112628,0.16609362029702587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tessav24,2019/03/29,Is it a bad idea to ask my doctor to check my thyroid levels and to ask for a higher dose vyvanse all in the same appointment? So basically I’m a 21 yo female ... I’ve been on vyvanse since 10th grade and have been on 50 mg for a long time and after thinking about it I really think I need to raise my dosage. It doesn’t work the same anymore and I have no focus- but anyway- I really want to check my thyroid levels - specifically for low levels. Does it matter to ask for all of this in the same appointment? I just don’t know if me indicating that I think something is off with my thyroid will make my doctor feel weird about giving me a higher dose of vyvanse or even being on it at all for that case. ,4.423197278911566,4.467170367346938,5.790884353741497,82.63625850340135,69.81632653061224,8.438095238095237,26.537414965986393,8.167268648758528,1.498178231292517,552,15,117,7,9,187,82,147,0.063,0.893,0.044000000000000004,-0.4158,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,8,0,10,7,0,1,3,25,23,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,14,0,24,19,6,14,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,2,3,82,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980195893963286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367559085660428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979803094081454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917802113184382,0.1674818316850507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640763161147858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676973402607028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835934142931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604976126174785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517989472175587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936922561571596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775061395419102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190915293220838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452115730065789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831520399044094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473371084057538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36789430485142177,0.0,0.0,0.11159781838000096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288351379716476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933016710807675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kinako_nike,2019/03/29,"Fear/aversion towards change? Please share your experiences & coping mechanisms! Hello everyone :) Been lurking on this sub for a while. First of all just want to say I'm so happy to have found this community online. Now on to the main thing: I've been experiencing strong negative (emotional) reactions towards change. It happens to me with change in plans, change in environment, whether expected or unexpected, big or small, positive or negative. Last weekend I moved houses and moved in with my boyfriend, which I had been very excited about. Packing up & sorting through logistics was stressful, but ultimately worth it. However, having spent the past week in a new house, I have found myself extremely frustrated and easily irritated at the smallest things. I don't know what's going on with my mood, but it's clicked that it might be because I have a fundamental aversion towards change & transition. For example, I've always had negative emotional reactions to last-minute changes in plans with friends, even though logically I don't have a problem with the change itself (like change in venue or change in times, etc). I've tried researching the correlation between adult ADHD and struggling to adjust to change... but nothing conclusive comes up. Please share any similar experiences you've had so I can feel not-crazy, as well as your personal coping mechanisms, if any. Thank u & love u all",7.233800453514737,9.312745171428574,6.9126190476190486,69.74543650793655,64.63265306122449,11.158730158730162,36.8764172335601,11.095144083064902,4.7801247165532885,1137,57,180,35,18,357,150,245,0.109,0.7140000000000001,0.177,0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,0,5,8,15,1,2,9,0,17,1,0,0,2,33,29,18,0,4,10,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,12,9,0,0,7,1,2,4,5,4,1,1,10,4,13,10,36,17,4,31,0,0,1,1,10,18,0,7,10,115,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689010854403817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015908619993724,0.3133464872475878,0.0,0.09833245897692264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407318502619144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7648342479561778,0.06227973171445556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265471102086795,0.0,0.0,0.0806332019928503,0.04775322551690702,0.0,0.0,0.06908539736688357,0.0,0.14144582796300842,0.0,0.08135718726932255,0.03655686664837745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061498030630847765,0.0,0.1585456309531537,0.05585851686840899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108954740276021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393432641354263,0.07696430340348337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668481379768584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03973398732704725,0.11786770068967962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035321948536260916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525324126780609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669848486665197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368613519356855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982743577841474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937344749682417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901818027546436,0.0,0.06312925053706529,0.0,0.1587265710402699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918098420455046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749556980894055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281898497011257,0.07558327401962038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656378801789249,0.0,0.0,0.09606532671749753,0.0,0.07103402203150562,0.0,0.04215849723911051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049086704723193805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059654768798370075,0.04264419657877206,0.0,0.05799440429637639,0.0,0.06500605262409867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zadcost77,2019/03/29,"Once daily extended release meds, or twice daily instant release meds? **Background Info** I've been taking Vyvanse for about 4 months now and I'm currently on 50mg daily taken when I wake up (around 10:00am). I've been experiencing a few issues with it recently however and am going to go to my doctor tomorrow to try and switch to something else. I've been researching and I'm wondering weather I should stick to once daily extended release medications, or try two instant release doses at two different times a day. Personally, I've only ever been on Vyvanse because I was only diagnosed 4 months ago and it's all I've taken. However, Vyvanse seems to make me very irritable about 5 hours after dosing. The comedown also seems to be more drawn out but almost torturous for me. Those two reasons are the reason I want to switch to something different. *My research I've gathered & my own personal experience is as follows:* **Instant Release:** * About 15-45 minutes time to take effect * Lasts shorter (4-6 hours on average) * Come-downs are harder * Supposidley higher amounts of focus while in effect **Extended Release:** * Longer Time to Take effect (45-90 minutes) * Lasts Longer (8-12 hours) * Comedown not as pronounced or hard * Less amounts of focus in exchange for longer lasting Weighing out the differences between all the different meds is really hard though so if any of you have experience with any of them I'd appreciate your input :) **I've narrowed it down to a few that I think look promising, however there may be others I haven't considered, if you know of any I'd love to hear from you. The ones I've found are:** * Adderall XR - Taken once in the morning, possibly with an Adderall IR or equivalent IR booster later in the day * Adderall IR - Taken twice daily * Dexedrine - Taken once daily, possibly with an Adderall IR or equivalent IR booster later in the day * Amfexa - Taken once daily, possibly with an Adderall IR or equivalent IR booster later in the day",2.3693894652833194,5.291260206703914,4.009918196328813,77.69988128491622,92.18435754189943,6.467757382282523,28.73922585794094,7.645422480735847,2.7826566640063843,1566,80,241,35,56,519,178,358,0.039,0.9079999999999999,0.053,0.8291,8,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,0,4,1,3,11,3,1,0,15,0,17,8,1,6,3,43,42,21,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,6,13,1,0,12,0,1,3,2,1,0,6,12,5,16,2,49,26,9,46,0,0,1,1,10,16,0,13,27,139,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008065724774443,0.0,0.07916574358859503,0.0,0.0,0.06322311443431129,0.0,0.08565993375430753,0.0,0.16128762755599454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037889377563664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819337395924754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810196265172751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394496392743874,0.0,0.0,0.08024279017837159,0.0,0.3303975394384168,0.0,0.08091980224056446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604329543303893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151300792094976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466891439648975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668364763732697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986162096615659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164191030338208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891047606303981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357031581877985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251661298117251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344852565128686,0.1933298730399901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638929218751655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713534512335229,0.0,0.052772213188080015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634487654098606,0.0796431976464685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620760174202106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420974014705804,0.05357213695489738,0.12025521869062986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806179776169106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673799960401202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050646948012037736,0.16257076603954404,0.07806080581857955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394391619265565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172630807225356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832662992425286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065754307127752,0.07767464923534273,0.0,0.13829907381077228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073511667353381,0.0,0.2316862224326673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523160464676632,0.04663079629237367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573565294729166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuicidalClownShoes,2019/03/29,"My 7 year old So my husband has ADHD, so going into having kids we knew that they likely would have it, and hoped we would have the perspective to handle it ok. My son is 7 and just having the worst time with school since K. He has kind of a hard time picking up on tone and has a lot of anxieties as well as what I am pretty certain is ADHD. His doctors and therapist agree that it is a likely culprit, but no official diagnosis has been made. Partly because I worry about the main treatment being amphetamines. My husband's medications help him, but he was an adult when he started them and often states that he doesn't want our son on them because his brain is not fully developed. I have gotten a call or message from the school nearly weekly from his school for 3 years now. Does anyone have some advice of things I can say or do that can help him? I have talked him through most of the emotional side of it, and he at least is talking to me about it now. But I really don't want to talk about medications unless it would help him. I want to help him get through school, which has to be torture for him, I want him to do well to have advantages in his future, but I honestly can't imagine sitting there in his situation. Does anyone have and advice or tips to make it at least a little easier? 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Hi to everyone, I was prescribed with Medikinet adult (retardiert) 5mg once a day since Thursday. On Saturday I took one 5mg with a hearty breakfast and afterwards barely felt anything even though I was afraid that I would have anxiety due to the medication. Thus, the next day I decided to take 10mg. Took it with a decent meal in the morning too. The effect was better, but I couldn't really say that it was helping me with my concentration. I also didn't have any side effects whatsoever! I was thinking to try 15mg today but decided to stay on 10 for a week to taste out the medication. Today I took the same 10mg in the morning but while I was cooking, about 15-20 minutes before breakfast and it kicked in while I was eating. I still finished eating and went back to my room, started to study. This time I could feel the effect so strong that I almost had a panic attack! I also felt all that ups and downs which obviously didn't make it easier to calm down. I was forcing myself to study, but it was impossible literally because I was too tense. I felt also: increased heart rate - it was periodically getting normal (probably also caused by the up-downs and anxiety), agitation, vision problems - photosensitivity and slightly blurred vision. I found it difficult to read, especially from a macbook screen. All this side effects were very intense and lasted for about 2- 2,5 hours, then everything came more or less back to normal. How is it even possible that yesterday a 10mg dose seemed to be so low that I barely felt anything, and today it was so nasty...? Does it really make such a huge difference whether one takes the pill before or after a meal? Also, I feel the effect like I just got high, like on weed but with my head clear. It feels like I have high pressure in my head. Is it how it suppose to feel? &#x200B; Thank you guys for helping in advance =)",5.685180365296805,6.610812416438358,6.408647260273972,76.20347317351602,67.30136986301369,9.151826484018263,31.372716894977174,9.2995712137729,2.76712100456621,1512,59,277,28,24,497,187,365,0.086,0.77,0.14400000000000002,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,0,8,22,15,1,3,20,0,25,16,3,11,4,63,49,30,0,7,9,0,8,3,0,1,5,1,1,2,22,16,8,0,18,2,0,7,3,8,0,2,27,11,31,7,40,18,6,52,0,1,1,0,8,19,0,5,28,184,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299704303848092,0.0,0.0,0.3314142779356962,0.0,0.08980552554936043,0.10071396892010524,0.05636443053536382,0.0,0.1268131199403947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364140730909795,0.0,0.0,0.09429329898877208,0.0,0.1274664188475201,0.0,0.05052573690776927,0.0,0.1410575306314952,0.0,0.0,0.07330477157932196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479800310998424,0.0,0.08514540690641789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617667951764365,0.0,0.0,0.10690753463096146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659685855754727,0.0,0.0,0.07253294960862823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962345739731138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948911033004673,0.0,0.0,0.07919987197325305,0.07449141374456246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763595599915618,0.05921283814980899,0.31832919672753496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087878301346762,0.0,0.0,0.043303828892767286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629045719295963,0.0,0.0,0.08206887289939405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701272056254544,0.0,0.0,0.09821875515283937,0.1666675790516733,0.17514444853841185,0.0,0.0,0.08162472249472492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756208374129702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147981665624855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065234660002514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669952078549914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814880671103048,0.0,0.16241879362952386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826948837414389,0.11232962023613384,0.0,0.0,0.09724732365505699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909824983591168,0.0,0.09344003282655436,0.0,0.0,0.08936371304063835,0.1586189064785052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290711844782048,0.0,0.10619610789655703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591323118132827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545510763755688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856307097782548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058666209248568475,0.0883440499676818,0.06619181944152823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463794151205497,0.0,0.0,0.07630908542184814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310916176521874,0.08143378579359925,0.0,0.048330728506786234,0.0,0.2356949802318933,0.0,0.27626381651986776,0.05627326291575178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838854854281702,0.0,0.0,0.06648509772688715,0.0,0.0,0.07683493678690767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058878904756075476,0.0,0.10071396892010524,0.0 adhd,laurenncarterr,2018/11/11,"Would taking Reactine react negatively with my Vyvanse? I have no previous know allergies but recently I have a very bad allergic reaction to something that caused my face to break out in hives. I have small itchy hives all over my face and my eyes are swollen red, itchy and watery. Unsure what caused it, so initially i took Bendryl to try and help it. I took one pill but had it had no effect or help on resolving the problem. I was advised (by a friend who is an allergist fellow) to take 40mg of Reactine a day for 2-3 days. I have never had allergies before so I’ve never taken Reactine. I know taking a recommended dose of 10 or 20mgs wouldn’t be a problem but i’m wondering if taking this higher dose of 40mg would react with my Vyvanse at all? I presume it will just make me incredibly sleepy, but just wondering if it will have any other possible side effects? 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Does anyone else find that they have trouble reading social cues because of tiredness/anxiety, or question whether they're doing it right? I've become aware of the fact that because of... ADHD/autism possibly? I really probably don't read social cues that well. I've been trying to force myself to focus on reading cues during social interactions, and I'm driving myself crazy over it. I don't know when I'm actually kind of over-reading into things because of anxiety, and when I'm actually noticing cues I'd miss if I wasn't forcing myself to pay attention. I'm afraid that if I don't constantly focus on forcing myself to do it, I'll end up back to floating through social situations halfway paying attention and be walking around unaware because it's easier. &#x200B; I'm basically trying to convince myself I have ADHD and am not autistic, to be honest. I'm wondering whether it's possible (undiagnosed) ADHD/frustration from it all/anxiety and isolating myself could all add up to make it seem like I fit a lot of symptoms of high-functioning autism, or whether I'm just autistic and won't accept it.",8.54788311688312,8.156739719047621,9.10593073593074,63.78058441558444,61.33333333333334,11.636363636363635,40.99567099567099,11.022393298168332,4.913047619047619,911,46,140,21,11,307,110,210,0.071,0.848,0.081,0.6067,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,14,1,0,1,2,31,26,15,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,8,3,2,2,6,3,1,0,2,0,13,6,24,20,2,16,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,8,6,87,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.19096432431708774,0.0,0.3527703888273732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601452416569644,0.1188918323966062,0.0,0.0,0.2245524284760017,0.0,0.0,0.06841518120967208,0.1002532995939002,0.0,0.08710238973955567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523641590292683,0.0,0.2385805070960457,0.10806161324460242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573519376937386,0.0,0.07812090789527977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856244211261444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173656262390061,0.0,0.0866612255095651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942814197977605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033781343546476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189003740956873,0.05377280334857374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047801902610360235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831839336264837,0.0,0.0,0.06531199389380404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139666355626664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206100472668469,0.0,0.0,0.10549296892067002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960828373150154,0.0,0.3914840944776283,0.0,0.06268172129739644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355870723991236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907399943526045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998136866304868,0.0,0.4987009613941002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016979467775056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500356835167341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286004741402113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879739970582625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610823582133988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188918323966062,0.0 adhd,vedett75,2018/11/11,"Can't relax I'm stuck in an endless loop of trying to relax but can't decide on what to relax with. I have a board game that has been sitting there for 3 months waiting for me to actually try it (and I bought it because I thought it looked fun). But nope. I have a few video games that I know I like and played a lot in the past. Nope. I turn on the tv and start watching a movie. After 5 mins, turn it off because meh. Nope. Pace around, find something else. Rinse. Repeat. It is driving me crazy. How do I break out of this? 🥺",-0.63835651074589,1.4512153097345184,1.2375031605562583,100.56639380530977,90.5929203539823,3.5825537294563845,16.920986093552465,4.65589566412798,-1.0134217446270544,402,10,97,1,14,131,77,113,0.105,0.8220000000000001,0.073,-0.3281,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,18,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,8,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,10,6,16,14,2,16,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,1,7,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.2396469026973698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218614843304068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994018897194565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051473660328568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244521568735368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349622325313813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997610490420893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062221204401223,0.0,0.0,0.20878006527197834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601654415435973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344302276678213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905652204504048,0.0,0.0,0.17382006663021618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496003611294124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334601786889555,0.5342326757976771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justmeh123-,2018/11/11,"Frequent instances of no motivation. Hey y’all. Kind of pissed I spent the first 3 hours awake on my phone in bed instead of studying for midterms. So right now I’m at the library. Got a good chunk of studying done so far. I have about two hours left until I head home but I keep on having frequent “oh shit I did good enough let me go home.” For a split second the thought of going home feels so good. “Hmmm I’m hungry I’ll stop by ____ on the way home.” I grab for my bag but I put it back and continue studying. I’ve had that feeling like 10 + times in the past couple hours. That feeling comes when I’m hyper focused and realizing I’m understanding things and also when I’ve read the same line like 10 times. 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Its my 3rd day on vyvanse. Obviously i felt amazing the first 2 days because i was having euphoria, and amazing confedince. This morning i didnt really feel euphoria but i did feel in general, happy... Yea that lasted just an hour. I layed down for a little while because i felt tired and fatigued. Later at the store i felt totally spaced out of reality. Of course im aware of my surroundings but i feel very out of mind. Its starting to scare me and not want to take it again. Does anyone know why this happens? I take 30mg pills. Is it possible its too high of a dose? Also has anyone had the same experience? 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I called my doctors office on Friday to have it refilled but my doc is out of the office until later next week. I ran out on Thursday and it’s been three days without taking it. I woke up today feeling exhausted, my head hurts, and I have no energy. Just getting out of bed for a few minutes just feels like too much to handle. Does anyone have any experience with vyvanse withdrawal that could give some advice? I’m a student and I have loads of homework and a test to turn in tonight and can’t bring myself to do any of it. 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I've been on concerta for years and have been on Wellbutrin for about a year but I upped my concerta from 36 to 54 a few days ago. I was out last night and drank around what I normally drank. I've definitely drank waaaay more in the past and been completely fine but last night I was just gone within an hour of drinking. Couldn't walk, was throwing up, barely remember last night at all. I've never thrown up from drinking before. I was super embarrassed. It was literally like I was drugged. The only explanation I have for why that happened was that I upped my concerta. I've noticed that Wellbutrin makes me drunk quicker but once I'm drunk I never get that bad, even when drinking tons. 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I feel like no doctors actually listen to how the drugs make me feel they're just concerned with their diagnosis being correct. I remember them working as a kid and they didnt make me feel like any of these SSRIs do. Just at ends I guess, feel like I'll never get the help i need.",3.5583333333333336,5.741936333333335,4.661944444444448,81.67625000000005,74.55555555555556,8.055555555555555,26.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.2002222222222234,370,14,70,8,8,121,64,90,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.9133,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,4,3,22,15,8,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,10,3,9,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,8,42,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.15470360988533835,0.0,0.19052372847621515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319106811648757,0.0,0.0,0.2156133422830581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245268583031569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838458938632264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041161323049736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247764535453025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32063260833546553,0.3397642223548017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282602336738881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464002034190265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626014026999553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235105047990526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164165108459568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609245572988824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754889663919177,0.24453811197124825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133599507544035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936767051371128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958497723165665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909516324434965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274213958141066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406697421804474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308252438083771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208891302440404 adhd,justunjust,2018/11/11,Letting people know you about your condition. Hi! I don’t like talking about my mental health in the work place or even with new friends. But sometimes i get embarrassed because of the high energy and It just makes me feel awkward. 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Do you ever feel like the one person you trust that you think understands you actually doesn’t as much as you think they do? I’m in that situation. Worse still, I’m self harming after an argument because I’m convinced I’m in the wrong, that I’m failing everyone including myself. In fact the self harm is not an attention thing; I’m doing it because it’s the only was I can punish myself for messing up again, assuming I am messing up of course. There are times I feel like so much of a failure that I feel I cannot do life anymore. It’s sad, I know, but it’s true. It feels like I’m dreaming all the time, I’m just waiting to wake up. The majority of the time I feel like I’m being ganged up on by either my spouse, or my family, or my boss. The boss thing has been like that for every job I’ve ever had. I just don’t know if that’s ADHD, ASD or something else. As for the failure and self harm, is this ADHD? The self harm is my only means of coping. Yes it hurts but I makes me feel better, but I have to hide it because I feel ashamed. Is there any such thing as someone that my wife and I can visit who can explain the ins and outs of ADHD so my wife can understand my problems and what she can do differently? I’m open to change, and I want a life, and so I would also like something like coaching to better understand myself. I just don’t know what it’s called.",3.2028716216216253,3.7131589493243236,4.852270270270271,86.63462162162165,72.68243243243244,7.676756756756758,25.610810810810808,7.734863291789972,1.1891545945945947,1083,32,241,13,20,368,133,296,0.153,0.721,0.126,-0.8566,2,0,2,0,0,1,32.0,0,5,1,3,14,26,1,1,16,1,27,3,1,3,5,51,57,21,0,4,12,3,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,5,22,8,0,1,19,2,0,1,5,14,0,1,3,7,33,12,29,52,5,21,0,3,0,0,19,12,0,5,15,160,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.08628129041786539,0.0,0.3187766560909859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070626667641766,0.07356921922662732,0.0,0.0,0.060125931829513965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768494295621297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169277241503227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156393585702638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028265140600514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353243543778993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237593221161676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386024717162061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995472080531722,0.07449431802577684,0.08448530496874837,0.0,0.0,0.08335076358602225,0.0,0.31294060708108085,0.2526577159539453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465118801479078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877392662495196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577341225046506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490171251507914,0.3023692409019632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901838611032033,0.0,0.0,0.09631097593994377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999190960828613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991298966921585,0.1344887489021913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720146640756126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846021991814052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689488054603545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938332140420328,0.0,0.0,0.07491461469341701,0.13613395792190838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060915519967532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621904340107467,0.11330684296773615,0.0,0.0,0.1546682930991322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27613261393733524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215006485338445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010348743543717,0.06280821042517411,0.19333809648751174,0.0,0.0 adhd,yagunnersya5829,2018/11/11,"Does this happen to you when you study? even when im on meds ill be studying something and while im reading the bullet point or whatever, that voice we have in our heads will be having its own conversation about distracting b.s. Like random thoughts will just continue to pop into my head even though im reading stuff on medicine. Do you think this is a sign the meds arent working or need to be higher? Trying to figure it out thanks guys",6.326551724137932,6.288519586206903,5.979908045977013,83.18089655172416,65.7816091954023,8.799080459770115,30.043678160919534,8.238735603445708,1.9327857471264367,352,11,70,4,5,109,67,87,0.055999999999999994,0.879,0.065,0.1926,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,3,0,1,7,3,0,1,3,0,10,3,2,0,0,13,15,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,10,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,5,46,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717632067020114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222163919967114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665256248374929,0.1487218970314449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452044388786118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449929986044185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216473822186175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736223399379645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470407558751075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898539965780084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33645301111723386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947394529409698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252700048520374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483846288748904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776358971555752,0.1652369721073846,0.13351692275502908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418385482371203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224377662162945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grizthewald,2018/11/11,"Parents refuse to let me take medication and get help After nearly failing two years of high-school, I finally convinced my parents to get me tested for ADHD back in August. My results came back (full psychological analysis) and I was diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive form) and severe depression. It’s always been obvious that I have some sort of attention issue, and my parents realized that something was off about my attention/focus-span, but they always dismissed it, by saying I’m “too smart to have ADHD or ADD”, when they were confronted by teachers or coaches, about my misbehavior or inattention. Growing up, I was pretty smart, I got straight A’s and was placed into all gifted classes (not trying to pull some r/iamverysmart-type shit) but it all fell apart when my attention issues started becoming more and more prevalent. Soon, my straight A’s dropped to C’s and B’s, and I was forced to leave the IB program. I’m enjoying regular school much more, and I’m not really considered a “nerd” anymore (music and weightlifting have become good outlets for my anger/frustration with life), but I’m not really showing any signs of improvement. I take a resource class (doesn’t really help, my resource teacher found out I smoke, and now blames my weed-related habits instead of the legitimate attention issue I was diagnosed with) and visit a therapist, but my parents still refuse to let me take medication. Does anyone have an idea on how to convince them to let me try medication? I talked to my therapist about it, but she said she couldn’t help me. Should I push the idea (more than I have), or wait another two years until I graduate? I’m worried, because my grades aren’t very good, and I know I could be doing much better, if I was able to focus and organize myself. TL:DR- Parents think I’m “too smart” for ADHD to be a problem, and won’t let me take medication or get help, apart from taking a resource class at school. (Sorry for rambling and unnecessary details, I tend to write a lot when I’m venting)",11.188523430592396,8.054240177718835,10.644360742705569,63.51299557913352,58.36339522546419,13.979062776304154,43.96622458001768,12.10132525352546,5.283712431476569,1605,71,275,37,15,525,193,377,0.07200000000000001,0.77,0.158,0.9887,6,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,3,2,16,15,2,0,12,0,27,8,1,2,3,64,51,32,0,5,14,5,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,6,23,0,3,9,3,0,6,7,6,0,2,13,3,42,9,41,28,13,36,0,2,0,0,21,14,1,10,15,185,48,10,0.07099134774732073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412712171304797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814097664813368,0.0,0.0,0.048276550865222013,0.07444061796270335,0.0,0.0,0.07040434102115313,0.049638800975977976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917592876662027,0.0,0.04327566666889955,0.15680873215997831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278607803182296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119518951210294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668081455769465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114474379012647,0.14410944721480026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062125006815930625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776755142752607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783834856570547,0.0,0.0,0.11127014741445343,0.0,0.0,0.11908834865754415,0.05677826597656905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903360158465721,0.07500625659050066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028118102035674,0.0,0.22228956875105446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901498813779211,0.0,0.0,0.07516958692299854,0.0,0.29037385153040396,0.050143288377509185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060354305180152536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860652567473962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043736179268874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941374520690609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417084865780561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222372250923573,0.0,0.06792913220325167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364366256128533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752902856275811,0.05645516911272725,0.0,0.2155411019023808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020001607071654,0.07287159828954518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465260781933506,0.0,0.07946900165588036,0.05024804132601519,0.0,0.05669378201427264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668832926187413,0.0570601562148379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648528527845779,0.0,0.04548838913149745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639693025195456,0.0,0.13869646260570953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857529670692875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209515963942875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143220081302224 adhd,ravensong96,2018/11/11,"A simple test my father came up with My brother and I mostly me had ADHD symptoms and were diagnosed at an early age with it and medicated which I resisted the meds until higher doses. before stronger meds were implemented my dad came up with a theory since it's known stimulants calm adhd but stimulants cause hyperactivity in non-adhd, well he thought a good test was to give your kid a cup of coffee and see the reaction, in my case id calm down more. Any insight or debate about this finding?",10.096875,7.343274937500002,10.486666666666668,62.625000000000036,60.04166666666666,13.35,38.583333333333336,11.698219412168324,4.458945833333333,398,14,70,9,4,136,71,96,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,4,4,0,3,0,19,9,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,8,4,13,2,2,11,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,3,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6206001960035166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705425841357768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646989674951758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937415794936536,0.0,0.17682485865797684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747082607580305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732364222904666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651227183391448,0.0,0.14437442286135355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38239510782459496,0.17340280056429302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716527248835572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238766100602185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890890988064098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665194132073247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547654835743234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Imperator_Andronicus,2018/11/11,"How to feel better about someone being too honest with me about an insecure topic Recently, a family ,member (not my parents) was telling me about someone dying. It felt really traumatic since I'm emotionally immature due to ADHD. It feels worse because they pulled me aside to tell me about. How can I feel better for when it happens?",5.363114754098362,7.6067971147541025,6.384393442622951,71.01921311475411,69.65573770491804,9.47016393442623,30.2327868852459,9.888512548439397,3.5263154098360663,268,11,41,7,5,89,46,61,0.139,0.732,0.128,-0.2006,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,8,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,9,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,3,9,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536491500037131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865821101125635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733250160091825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904354266148085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374103904682804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896548193027636,0.0,0.3201498412489757,0.0,0.2026475390075768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663675097880547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343534987627709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352083323719762,0.0,0.20839303832946093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458829090503364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576553297130509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689457331997439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150848178215941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hurricanesaints,2018/11/11,"Figuring out Ways to mitigate Apathy While on Vyvanse Greetings All! So as I have been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 5 (I'm 18), I have also been taking stimulants since that time. I am currently on 60mg of Vyvanse in the mornings and 15 of Adderall in the afternoon. I am currently in high school, and I've noticed that even when I take my meds (always as prescribed) I still somehow can't seem to get anything done. I read posts about people not being able to fall asleep on Vyvanse, yet I seem to be able to without fail during what should be the ""peak"" of the drug. What I'm asking, is what should I do during the day so I'm not literally constantly wanting to sleep? Any ideas or questions welcome!",4.241785714285714,5.395228178571429,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,70.78571428571428,8.457142857142857,30.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.4795142857142847,555,23,107,10,10,184,91,140,0.017,0.912,0.071,0.7926,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,16,4,2,1,1,19,26,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,11,1,21,17,1,21,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,5,10,73,16,3,0.3319389142390836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946303470414348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327257148953843,0.13809988385946104,0.0,0.0,0.11286492217648085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657872169515028,0.0,0.15515903817693574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935402141638135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070365695314925,0.0,0.0,0.16845550534670853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984437799801758,0.0,0.0,0.19247187844338728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962126113222766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671219120823635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535584380230726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735931521620955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435465172398927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895732696875345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506232406315588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895286172511425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859237758685288,0.0,0.16601437081172382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796995129140505,0.0,0.3021847207695158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745833000206628,0.0,0.16608931827657486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254342284715384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495767532002097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677812513742348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789308592946336,0.13173882981915433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599886340293494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FaZeTofuFanboy,2018/11/11,"So the doctor gave me some 5mg Ritalin to try and it put me right to sleep. I am obviously going back to talk to him, but I was wondering if anyone else ever had a similar experience? It definitely calmed my thoughts but I was so tired that all I wanted to do was lay down and go to sleep. 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I'm taking 15mg 4 times a day right now but got bumped up to 20mgx4. I'm still adjusting so going with 15mg, 20mg, 20mg, 15mg for now and it's working alright. But all the posts I see here seem to suggest people take way lower doses. Is 80mg a day too much? Even all the official dosage guides seem to say 60mg max a day.",-0.0549642857142878,1.1608135750000024,2.4371428571428595,97.94500000000002,82.0,5.571428571428572,17.67857142857143,6.1826913282559595,-0.5310178571428574,266,5,70,2,7,92,54,80,0.046,0.9179999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.168,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,9,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,6,10,3,13,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,7,30,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572005835705358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608031529400646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343002371984322,0.0,0.1889984388122585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496741517714965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371480532277506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382737830917676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263193519094326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180717599020986,0.0,0.1879229427258433,0.0,0.0,0.18830822025723346,0.43025491594961424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887172161171997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553509412973815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779407506351965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757162508680605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203626185351692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LegBroke,2018/11/11,"Once you see it, you can't under it. I started realizing how ADHD effects me and now I can't under it. In a way its helpful because I don't beat myself up as much and I also try to prevent some of my common issues. At the same time it's stressful because it takes lots of planning and I'm still 2 months away from being tested for ADHD by a neuro doctor person . 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I’ve always been able to get by even though I was unable to focus. I would put things off until the last minute and then cram. I started law school last year and I was able to do the same but then I started to notice it was getting harder and harder to focus. I am now putting things off to the point where I have to read hundreds of pages in a night and can’t keep up. When I sit in class, I can’t pay attention. I sit there fidgeting and tapping things. Sometimes I even start humming to myself in class. I drive the other students around me insane. I’m starting to think I need to get medicated not only for my benefit but for the sake of those around me. 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Lately I've been feeling random bouts of paranoia and I'm not sure what to make of it. I've read before that paranoia happens in adhd patients (which I have been diagnosed with all my life but have never been on medication for) but whenever I read the testimony of people afflicted, what they describe sounds to be of a more personal nature such as questioning the loyalty of their spouses or thinking their friends talk badly about them. I'm only concerned because the things I suspect are more frightening than that. Recently I've moved back to my childhood home (an apartment building). Everything was fine at first but lately I've been feeling very unsafe and unsettled. The neighbours in another apartment of my building are very reclusive and I don't see much of them. Without going into specifics (which I have very good reasons for believing, but can not post them due to how dangerous I believe them to be) I've begun to believe I've been being stalked and targeted. I don't know if the neighbours are really in on it or not, but every time I've seen them I've gotten really terrible vibes that made my hair stand on end for reasons even I couldn't understand. I'm nervous that they may have moved there to watch me before doing something and have friends in a certain organization who help. I have family members who ten years ago had significant debt to very scary people which again I will not elaborate. That is why I believe my paranoia may be founded in reality but the truth is I know my behavior is erratic and that's what worries me. When I walk through the halls to my friends apartment, I may hear another door close or footsteps and come to the unshakeable conviction that someone is following me through the building. The other day I stepped out my own door only to see the hallway door swing shut and after further inspection heard footsteps heading downstairs and was so shaken that I went to my friends to complain I thought someone was listening at my door despite the shared laundry room being downstairs as they pointed out. I'm even nervous about posting this as I've had the thought bumping around my head that someone is monitoring my internet. I know none of this may sound too bad but I promise I have other reasons that are just too dangerous to post. It may also sound like overthinking but I'm just concerned because the thoughts that started out as idle musing months ago but have slowly gotten worse to the point I was on the verge of tears last night and taken to the habit of locking my doors and considering buying a gun. It hasn't gotten so bad yet that I've altered my life drastically but it has scared me badly and I'm hoping that it's just typical paranoia associated with ADHD. I'm sorry for such a long post when I know how hard it can be to read large paragraphs. If anyone else has had any similar experiences they would be greatly appreciated.",8.286243194192378,7.87944372232305,8.010199637023598,71.47450090744104,61.867513611615244,10.794192377495463,40.23411978221415,10.165852483727232,4.203451542649727,2365,117,404,44,29,756,253,551,0.154,0.745,0.10099999999999999,-0.9836,1,0,1,2,0,0,30.0,0,0,11,1,23,25,2,3,23,0,52,8,3,7,5,80,90,38,0,5,23,1,4,1,6,7,5,6,7,1,33,21,0,0,17,3,2,8,11,11,0,2,24,14,51,14,61,51,6,65,0,0,4,0,29,27,0,14,26,280,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539217241883168,0.0,0.1248600575221927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056321116375191764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789334471913703,0.14769945711932295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924478165857917,0.07216164251503561,0.0,0.06269570713434705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415465995126088,0.23521721087453745,0.08586431236607538,0.0,0.11985780527891254,0.31739222289197994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066734608387678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542012897603266,0.0,0.0,0.07148277278560472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058833421307487914,0.0,0.062378160125081974,0.0,0.0,0.09303384517898254,0.0,0.059338490801971074,0.0,0.06329599932435764,0.06889193932703297,0.06639309747993186,0.0,0.07122086173612975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990588278164536,0.0,0.0772204889001557,0.217649490856832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400257631831532,0.05907152884856694,0.0,0.07764693971204567,0.0,0.0,0.06227910429918656,0.0,0.06308950915483444,0.0,0.14455855985294225,0.0,0.07937729164327152,0.0,0.04720629506474315,0.0,0.07064486356226254,0.06995073393335728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154821191042661,0.05740808761537956,0.1588913371246736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949052915232956,0.03440748405967918,0.0,0.0,0.06232642014228613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664052291907893,0.04701112855537011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094863711277108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621482814273236,0.1497072915283223,0.05177256425082565,0.0,0.05431829018368766,0.0,0.0,0.06609175478223596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712708836316724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765158995856944,0.061494871363727485,0.0,0.0,0.13315414185770547,0.0,0.2698016019110176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788952964077848,0.0,0.21134068946197476,0.0,0.09023575249517324,0.2172346407301037,0.06953899326515134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051055178756932,0.0,0.11224373667070583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901983504488256,0.054218790265251504,0.0,0.07883819830907977,0.04984918602422244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637740356643722,0.07320148972251875,0.0,0.056607228195619225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678912594993076,0.04512731465582996,0.0,0.1677355088378563,0.041067038536834834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331786283161036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244136765633205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528731114740284,0.06355016918768584,0.0,0.0,0.06788992233326681,0.0,0.0,0.07152288784739587,0.07177198344930348,0.05002991523880847,0.0,0.0,0.045353218420602026 adhd,DieEeneGast,2018/11/11,"Wasting time just to lose interest again? Am I the only one wasting a complete week of intense gameplay on some stupid game on the internet? It's like every minute every second of spare time is spend on this game just to come to the conclusion it's not worth it and the interest is completely gone. I've literally played the game at school in hyperfocus just continuously playing. It's driving my crazy how many times this happens. What did you spend intens amount of time on just to get the same conclusion? Let me know!",4.051818181818181,6.454265696969697,4.671717171717173,81.16090909090913,73.84848484848484,8.036363636363637,28.171717171717173,8.841846274778883,2.4071292929292936,420,17,77,9,9,134,66,99,0.147,0.727,0.126,-0.5264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,10,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,5,3,3,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,5,13,7,3,16,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777392157852624,0.4571041708912553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673218572321436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388764740968467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276253868906698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979831022007074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290341741601186,0.0,0.1064959756868885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386834720437556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100157053353967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771160553487803,0.16578666109301954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206114540706061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084329130215461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485362291330356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhiskeyRosex3,2018/11/11,"I have an important exam on Tuesday and a rough draft for a paper I haven’t started due on Wednesday. Guess who isn’t working on any of it?? Lmao I sat down to study for my exam 30min ago. Got through a few questions and then opened my phone and am browsing Reddit. I promised and lectured at myself to get the work done this weekend and somehow it’s almost 4pm on Sunday with nothing to show. I know why I am the way that I am but also WHY AM I THE WAY THAT I AM ahhhahHhHhHasdggksl We all know how this is going to end. Me studying frantically the night before the exam and writing that paper the night before it’s due",0.7606976744186049,3.093132356589152,3.22291472868217,87.27344186046514,85.89922480620154,4.370232558139535,21.778294573643407,5.6839178017228535,0.161912248062015,490,17,101,3,15,169,79,129,0.026000000000000002,0.9229999999999999,0.051,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,10,0,10,0,0,1,1,19,18,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,14,1,15,15,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,12,71,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598323503950178,0.0,0.198797274571466,0.0,0.0,0.15876289755802514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500595639302346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33786568317043464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316323484232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583702318370031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037227694774607,0.0,0.1128281282209774,0.0,0.1587811051768045,0.0,0.21870115013386388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182117691841805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726104583588883,0.0,0.1904931235328506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239697412880907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405192532298703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315164824834104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35828157003592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289061729390495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ethical_np,2018/11/11,"PMS moodiness and ritalin (X-post to /r/TwoXADHD) I started taking ritalin about two months ago. Just diagnosed at 21, though a teacher wanted me evaluated when I was 8. I resisted diagnosis for a long time for various reasons, mostly misconceptions about ADHD (probably due to my college friends who took adderall to study because they ""have trouble focusing""). I've now accepted it and my life has improved so much! Started with IR 10mg 2x a day, now I'm on 27mg ER with a 10mg booster later in the day. I actually have a short term memory, my mind isn't racing, I can listen to people better, I have control of what I say, I'm not forgetting things at work, I can finish one task before starting a new one, etc. All amazing. No issues with sleep or jitteriness. The one issue I'm having is with my period. I used to get (pretty bad) cramps and some fatigue. Now I'm actually getting the mood component. I used to think PMS ""bitchiness"" was a sexist myth to discredit women, but I've gotten in 3 (crying) arguments with my SO today! It's been ridiculous! I've never had this mood component before. Anyone have similar experiences?",3.9369943676395285,5.887565589861758,6.240698924731183,71.79215949820791,72.82488479262673,9.614848950332822,30.94956477214541,9.994966539143718,3.6191681515617,891,41,152,26,18,315,144,217,0.07200000000000001,0.877,0.05,-0.6515,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,3,10,11,1,0,10,0,14,9,1,4,2,25,31,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,5,1,4,6,2,17,4,22,25,7,28,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,21,95,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.2648919060572129,0.0,0.16311252731140866,0.0,0.12031014444192514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490059370350162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332293600182143,0.082735408169526,0.0,0.2309803495490953,0.0,0.0,0.12003585832820345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522247511412934,0.0,0.0,0.14908521108538933,0.1750600595937126,0.0,0.0,0.13775586668165413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136688839097492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276302022921133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485916073698233,0.0,0.14181920652781213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331885049331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586508424275576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201104782213282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370414189796781,0.0,0.10833270827907523,0.0,0.09977193358314096,0.0,0.10467785242973038,0.13108200365200026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759080089241205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940931561785558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998500217256378,0.13807896264296068,0.14633222049700995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395457256851103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793228202716164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358208978606214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881960599683669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020467151546257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016825096924308,0.08696574152313047,0.13334704090950472,0.0,0.07914110302713144,0.0,0.12864942097786944,0.0,0.15079311403853166,0.0,0.0,0.13258153286405022,0.0,0.0,0.2344419834656853,0.0,0.0,0.0800528713300278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880787339713627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1111mort,2018/11/11,"Struggling with instant gratification & self-control I've found the biggest problem I have with managing my ADHD is that I have very little self-control and I give in easily to things which give me instant gratification. This has haunted me in many forms, including porn (I've been on & off trying to quit using /r/nofap and /r/pornfree for a year or two now), sugar, shopping/spending, etc. I'll have days where I'm very motivated and I avoid them, and then days where I give in immediately to whatever I want. Before I was diagnosed I had tried to narrow down the problem to a ""lack of discipline"". I was motivated in my attempts but not disciplined (i.e. doing something you know you should do, even when you don't want to). I'm sure its a mixture of that and my ADHD but at this point I'm sick of identifying the problem. I just want to fix it. &#x200B; Has anyone else struggled with this kind of stuff?",4.1838014527845,5.943094615819214,5.407380952380952,78.81266949152544,71.76836158192091,7.994995964487491,29.59200968523002,8.634040054169528,2.364309443099273,725,30,135,13,14,241,106,177,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.8195,0,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,4,6,8,0,3,6,0,14,4,0,3,1,30,26,10,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,8,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,1,19,2,23,20,3,20,0,0,0,1,7,14,0,1,6,92,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746285922676585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713911145645816,0.13883434209884907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798909099250244,0.1170694454933412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722399818662326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562971085256677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737218079126366,0.0,0.0,0.11596809995827904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544677433733073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274263729461621,0.075465443188516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252765250511354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32881618458084005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898072411733128,0.06279246963581266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451518482452773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583831509561007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800947019169704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279845650237204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152601694952815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383892196771099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087960355258685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889172761786426,0.13079653455450574,0.0,0.0,0.10768554536700596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590704478400953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514553777265233,0.0,0.11161215000252077,0.0,0.0,0.09868106537994208,0.0,0.18854741295260008,0.2021746065988259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883434209884907,0.07357753990607938 adhd,megpIant,2018/11/11,"Thinking about treating my anxiety is causing me anxiety TLDR; dealing with being burnt out, everything is piling up and I’m completely overwhelmed. Psychiatrist brought up possibly starting anti anxiety meds on top of my adhd meds and I know it would probably help but I’m nervous about it. I would just like to hear some personal experiences or comforting words if you have them I’d like to preface this by saying I know every experience is different and I’m not asking what I should do or looking for medical advice. I just take comfort in knowledge and I have very little when it comes to anxiety medication in conjunction with adhd meds. I’ve dealt with some level of anxiety my entire life and on and off depression for the last four or five years. A little less than two years ago I started learning about adhd and was diagnosed this past June, as well as starting 20mg adderall 2-3x daily depending on how long my days need to be. It helped tremendously— to an extent. I’m currently in my third year of college, but because I transferred schools after my first year I had to complete a VERY intense course this past summer to catch up and I’m now two years in to completing my undergrad architecture degree. I didn’t have the gpa to go right in to my major when I transferred so I took the entire first year of studio over the summer, effectively cramming two semesters worth of an already very demanding course into just 10 weeks. I made it through with an A- but it really took its toll on me. I had six days between when the summer semester ended and the fall semester started, much of this was spent either sleeping or trying to cram in as much fun stuff as I possibly could bc I hadn’t done anything fun in weeks. I was physically and mentally exhausted and although I was able to catch up on the sleep, I was still mentally drained when fall classes started. I started off behind and although I was doing alright at staying afloat for a while, eventually I had to get a job. They scheduled me WAY too much (about 28 hours) for the first three or four weeks I was there, even though I said not to put me over 20. I’m now down to about 18 but during that first month I absolutely crashed. I’m at risk of failing pretty much all of my classes and I feel like I can’t do anything about it because I’m so stressed that I can’t focus to get anything done, even with my medication. I’ve spoken to my advisor and I have a meeting with the student accessibility services in a few days to figure out what I can do, but I still know I’m going to need more. My psychiatrist brought up possibly starting medication for anxiety last time I saw her and I said I wanted to wait until my next appointment to make that decision because I was in the process of building some new habits that I thought might help. I still am and I still do think they will, but with my current ability to function I cannot solidify those habits on my own. I plan on telling her I do want to give anti anxiety meds a try next time I see her, but I’m nervous about it. I don’t really know why, I wasn’t nervous about starting adhd meds, but I think that’s because I had done extensive research on them before I started them. I’ve done a bit of research on anxiety meds but I think what I’m most nervous about is how they’ll interact with my adhd meds. I also just feel some sense of shame, I guess? Which I know is irrational but at first I thought now that I’m finally treating my adhd I should be doing great and I’m totally not. And I know it’s not my fault, I’m just burnt out and in a really shitty situation where I never have time to rest and recover, but it’s just really tough to go from expecting to do better than ever before to doing possibly the worst I’ve ever done. Sorry this was so long, but I’d really appreciate any support you have to offer. Thanks 💕",5.07,5.787315404699742,6.205426631853786,77.85935143603133,68.58224543080941,9.52225587467363,32.29127937336815,9.642632912329526,3.019519665796345,3064,130,588,65,50,1027,309,766,0.1,0.7959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.8278,4,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,6,10,41,29,0,8,24,1,58,9,2,7,5,111,125,57,0,11,29,0,2,3,0,7,7,4,1,1,28,33,0,1,19,0,2,13,12,14,1,14,32,9,88,15,110,82,21,124,0,3,3,0,26,42,0,14,70,417,116,15,0.04471121746364761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224051681096685,0.0436912842372917,0.03963379656103252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049339940285989016,0.035755544451961045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030405161088257405,0.0,0.2736316718376526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038056698987406,0.0,0.04179895275781167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902217268529148,0.0,0.07609190584958568,0.0,0.0,0.03954343842804889,0.04881306936650685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045930736606849515,0.0,0.03851475484317715,0.14063658253237268,0.0,0.0,0.0356982689598454,0.0,0.0,0.08650510919195946,0.04609530194205008,0.03850970608545095,0.0453809445618685,0.0,0.04671370595197077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287754943422416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960086768035621,0.0,0.0,0.059062674906408874,0.08088771192275465,0.037671129092119934,0.0,0.040183559260381585,0.0874723001788561,0.0,0.0,0.04521466994277932,0.03194170268975352,0.0,0.048978953264382084,0.0,0.19015669366921314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046719531474618006,0.04289107392141056,0.07623124576500517,0.0,0.0,0.04929427509813517,0.04925444682343606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039279159383687,0.0,0.08990695978160462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403154281279035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436898427863775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743269491200414,0.07289121951914751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03158085516236478,0.06553092720572752,0.08962477191371825,0.0,0.07913604095073387,0.0375461618615979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230683503611469,0.029845084845278307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34764858225755113,0.18016739094391596,0.09011678202555598,0.04743153607382326,0.0,0.0,0.03568806720958706,0.0,0.1314715574975925,0.06630560243103067,0.034484047267089535,0.04318237243962173,0.09510177402058437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853638324975226,0.0,0.03904011049720423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162071882556684,0.0,0.04548738213335938,0.04820625462969348,0.0,0.0,0.04494712287209388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321575401684042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03818313541601332,0.08506121314740922,0.035556154703957066,0.0,0.04525013909118848,0.035629051537687736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050257281755716116,0.08948701474035912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050050547389264614,0.2848214686332881,0.04765620879946834,0.14282574408921234,0.0,0.05121654854117324,0.0,0.05118364693081956,0.0,0.050737759725848805,0.0,0.0,0.03361727115299397,0.0,0.03907957478991062,0.04116408189901198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145965711634861,0.04392854414678335,0.07099142474936257,0.0782144113834176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993516154823113,0.06071196347284274,0.0,0.13102908800396573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067431083501364,0.05274366897551809,0.03548968328677591,0.10759392513082676,0.0,0.04020075410117268,0.0,0.04034491937593824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352313211735297,0.0,0.0,0.17275534879045407 adhd,BuroKy,2018/11/11,"I wanna cry Me when not taking my ADHD pills: i do not study Me when taking my ADHD pills: i do not study '' carefully''",7.837600000000003,3.94797436,9.264,73.17200000000003,65.4,11.6,29.0,8.841846274778883,2.1126,89,1,19,1,1,32,13,25,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7494933700341577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179209670044306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425192997755325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468899217631132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,liliannereid,2018/11/11,"How can I stop burning out? Really at my wits end here as I think I have to quit my prestigious job because of burnout. I burn out again and again and again and again. I volunteered and started a project for a social issue I care about a lot - burnt out so hard I wasn't able to come close to it for four years. Had this amazing ranger job working outside protecting nature all summer long - burnt out. I don't have a competitive grade for my masters because every single semester of my studies I burnt out (always managed to salvage it in the end but the grade is not good enough for the programmes I'm interested in). And now I don't have any energy to keep going in my ridiculously interesting job, no energy left to cope with the difficulties that come with it (toxic boss). I go back and forth on whether it is right to just grit my teeth and get through the last months for experience, or whether I should put myself first and leave now before my mental health deteriorates further... but I know if I go I will just burn out on the next big break I get anyway. Any advice on how to stop burning out?",6.450122324159018,6.035998798165139,6.705091743119269,79.34720948012234,65.60550458715596,9.835474006116213,31.928134556574925,9.2995712137729,2.5499896024464825,870,30,176,14,12,281,126,218,0.11599999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.055,-0.8423,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,15,6,1,0,10,0,12,2,1,3,1,40,25,18,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,20,0,4,2,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,2,1,24,5,34,21,4,45,0,0,0,0,1,19,0,3,19,122,30,10,0.13892951122337624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576031045774475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156004827489486,0.0,0.0,0.1889536634556677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682821852383516,0.0,0.16938028108933534,0.0,0.11821878140908568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164789585878218,0.0,0.0,0.2393509445186213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461006209605748,0.14355132329303236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170541051863803,0.0,0.0,0.13589972045956347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817337127443013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516987102019968,0.0,0.23687052858026175,0.11652748254815355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445355351912298,0.0,0.0,0.14767557379361745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450063146970124,0.4135983081418374,0.12348693300078713,0.0,0.0,0.07635202604776367,0.11324609432190612,0.0,0.14710629254773402,0.1509473204464619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294824557592812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811290227577817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400082707433912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089221039364736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477531113070017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966253136797502,0.0,0.14776863635762075,0.0,0.0,0.08900180238314498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864504348681065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162114088633268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833502311017568,0.0,0.0,0.2323025844689112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902042106414569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114233881311067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946605024490589 adhd,AGirlWithInterests,2018/11/11,"I feel like I can't have a good friendship. I don't feel like I ""fit in"" (rant) I don't know if this has anything to do with my ADHD or just me. I try not to blame ADHD for all of my problems. I think this is a rant and I'm pretty sure there isn't any structure to this. I never really felt like I belonged anywhere. I have friends, but it feels like I'm annoying them or I'm not wanted. All my interactions with them end up with me overthinking situations and berating myself for saying something stupid or so on. I try to keep telling myself that there is nothing to worry about and distract myself with other things. But now I think there is some truth to my overthinking. Somedays I listen closely to my friends complain about things or talk about whatever they have in mind. Other days, I get a little too hyper and go off on tangents and do impulsive shit that I regret. Most of the time, it's a sporadic mix of the two and it gets me so exhausted after the day is over. I feel like I can't ever be myself. No matter who I am with, I just can't seem to be me. I want to go someplace secluded, no one but me. I want to get away from everybody. A beach or a mountain. For a little while. Why is having friends hard. 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Physiologically, I feel exactly the same when taking my meds, but my focus, attention, and performance are amazing. However, I can definitely tell when it wears off as I feel I will collapse from exhaustion. I've never been this exhausted, by the end of the day, in my life, but I've also never been this productive. I feel like it's a small price to pay, having the life energy sucked from me at the end of each day, in order kick ass and take names throughout the daylight hours. Work and school are so much better now for this 47 year old. 20mg Adderall IR TID",4.2563273960983885,5.147273801526719,5.489720101781174,81.62905004240885,70.5267175572519,8.87565733672604,26.005937234944874,9.150863307647796,1.8749484308736208,512,15,106,10,9,171,87,131,0.147,0.725,0.128,-0.4205,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,7,0,9,6,2,0,3,20,16,12,0,1,5,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,3,13,3,14,12,3,19,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,13,66,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585492077327369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024720716987336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912023129814176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009308247841612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576929884728313,0.1213640445081218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729997688592205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399859737445552,0.08299597596389932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661032594299032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488313561950752,0.0,0.2620476114246573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826303676218386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193009239370882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554608958753064,0.0,0.2969694696759313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367643495098875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939871742417832 adhd,KringleMcDoyle,2018/11/11,"What activites make you hyperfocus? I'll start: * Sound design on synthesizers. * Reading fiction. Especially fantasy, but it can be anything so long as I like it. * Planning the modular synthesizer I will never be able to afford. * Daydreams. &#x200B;",4.3422222222222215,6.941313000000001,5.613333333333338,62.733888888888906,106.5,7.777777777777778,36.944444444444436,7.793537801064563,5.023861111111112,200,13,24,6,9,66,36,40,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.564,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,17,6,1,0.3267218068898272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540029412621987,0.3970027568549854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688642085682177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961977149044473,0.0,0.0,0.2891385177618221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808934313536854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25198799923392984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268102224508496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125537654453096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970027568549854,0.0 adhd,attractivepotato,2018/11/11,"I can’t finish unpacking from moving. What works for you? I moved three months ago to a small apartment and I have 4 or 5 boxes of random stuff that I have no idea where to put. It’s all useful, but I don’t use any of it on a regular basis. I feel so overwhelmed and defeated thinking about trying to organize it and put everything away and it makes me so upset at myself. 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We sat down and she made what she thought was a realistic schedule for me. I wasted 4 hours worrying about health insurance on Friday, so I was 4 hours behind but managed to finish and sleep at 4am. Saturday I was ok in the morning but I crashed and spent the evening watching TV and fell behind and didn’t write my paper. So now I’m scrambling for another class and going to my job. But I’m realizing that even though stuff is going to get turned in late and I’m not going to get everything done, I did manage to do something this weekend. And that’s much better than nothing :) Trying to focus on these small wins. 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Because I didn't remember I put it in there. Yesterday I spent 30 minutes before going to bed because I realize forget something every time I leave my room. I once spent 5 minutes searching for a key that was in my hand all along. I once forgot my glasses in the bathroom and missed the bus because of it. I usually forget what I was supposed to do on my smartphone just after I unlock the screen, because I get distracted instantly. I always lose track of what people say when talking 1:1. I look like a fucking dumbass because I can't give reasonable answers since I couldn't listen to what they said in the first place. Like I just can't keep their sentences in my mind. It is like my ears have a mirror inside that reflects their words to outside one after another. &#x200B; It hurts when these things all happen so frequently.",5.9028311688311685,6.530811085714286,6.257974025974027,78.53184415584417,66.71428571428571,8.64935064935065,33.62337662337662,8.575989854853784,2.7964857142857147,720,31,128,10,11,232,109,175,0.122,0.8140000000000001,0.064,-0.7744,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,7,8,1,1,9,0,9,3,2,1,2,20,23,4,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,12,3,0,2,5,0,2,3,4,5,0,2,8,7,25,3,20,14,3,22,0,3,2,1,8,10,1,0,12,88,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253348827156571,0.16320579196472454,0.18302997459195305,0.0,0.15794699496051354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591083263635844,0.0,0.12817366113317913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691091071637067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812442713548453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925351452496218,0.0786971140841939,0.14449647207702174,0.08560558229639062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320018319284682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125080126496347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388542933840494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594937104479616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076826079276565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648990647738248,0.1685146333072338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520917292903982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320828627599425,0.10206969181232932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442675611604854,0.0,0.15737460246556506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142313053131376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487106666400796,0.0,0.0,0.17063259669389824,0.0,0.14328208746781596,0.119785737348533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246013564312282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596108963179752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106938997506175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000708057396606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783262247985711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589588520452178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302997459195305,0.0 adhd,anon97ymous,2018/11/11,I never remember what day it is I ordered the weekday special at a restaurant only to have the waitress inform me that it's Sunday. lmao.,4.508888888888889,5.962494148148147,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,70.48148148148148,6.881481481481483,35.72222222222222,7.1686216300943375,2.922200000000001,110,6,17,1,2,38,24,27,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38052098065051343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550680395219211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487449247413745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683897479833941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Unquitter,2018/11/11,"Eating well with ADHD? Raise your hand if you eat like crap (processed foods, fast foods, frozen meals) because the planning/decision making/preparing of healthful foods is too much for your executive dysfunctioning brain to handle? I know I need to eat better. I know I feel better when I have a few servings of vegetables. But I get too overwhelmed to go food shopping and I end up just surviving on breakfast bars and cereal and the occasional cheeseburger. It's horrible, and it's really hurting my health, but the planning/prepping... I just can't keep it up for longer than a few weeks at a time. Anyone figured out how to have a healthy balanced diet? Help. 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So you're sitting there debating back and forth with yourself, eventually coming to the conclusion that you hadn't taken it. So you take another one. Fast forward approximately 1hr. You're brain is computing callus at the speed of light while you ponder the true meaning of life as you're cooking yourself a 3 course breakfast you wont eat because hunger? What's that! Then, you realize, you had in fact taken your pill twice. Anyways hopefully I'm not the only one sweating my ass off and missing the sweet sweet taste of food. 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I had the pretty common experience of feeling lazy or unmotivated despite my overachieving tendencies, and would wonder (like many of us on here) why I wasn't able to just do tasks or projects like the typical person, and the diagnosis really helped me start to challenge that negative self-perception. Presently, I am seeing a lot of similar symptoms and tendencies in my dad now that I know what to look for, such as procrastination, forgetfulness, long time completing tasks, etc, (which I know now aren't all *chosen* habits, per se). I also notice that he has some quiet, but still noticeable issues with self-esteem issues that is probably connected. I can see the stress and toll these tendencies are taking on my parents' relationship, and I want to suggest to him getting evaluated because I think it could really help him, but I also know he is the type of person who might see the suggestion as criticizing him, even though I myself have ADHD and he's supportive of my getting treated for it. *P.S.* : I'll be finishing up my last year at college next year and to save on costs, I'll be living at home for that year. Seeing them clash so frequently is pretty stressful and it's somewhat important to me that I care for my own mental health since I suffer from depression as well, so there is also an, unfortunately, selfish reasoning for my wanting to bring it up. *In summary:* I am wondering if anyone else has had experience with bringing up something like this to a loved one? I really care for my parents, and I want to be able to help them if I can. Any advice is appreciated, and 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adhd,2uu2i282,2018/11/11,"I just want to know anyone having the same issue My life is still a shit hole and I tried to post this in my community at Reddit I got so many backslash of people saying you're lying we don't care about you you're trying to help the community I mean they don't give a shit about disabled people I mean no one wants to support me what did I ever do to my life every time I want to talk about my life my mom and my grandma go stop you just want to cause problem and every time I want to say something if they have to tell me stop acting stupid stop saying that he just want to get attention she's very nice women and she actually cared about me I was bullied one time at work and she literally called the American with Disability Act to stop this man from harassing me at work so prompt for her anyway my parents it seems like they just want my SSI money paycheck and it's it's sad because I don't want SSI I really don't want it because I have been gaining weight a lot and the system really fucked me man I'm sorry to say this but the system of fuck me so much and I've been home for 7 years each month changing social worker this is the 15th time in two weeks My life is still a shit hole and I tried to post this in my community at Reddit I got so many backslash of people saying you're lying we don't care about you you're trying to help the community I mean they don't give a shit about disabled people I mean no one wants to support me what did I ever do to my life every time I want to talk about my life my mom and my grandma go stop you just want to cause problem and every time I want to say something if they have to tell me stop acting stupid stop saying that he just want to get attention she's very nice women and she actually cared about me I was bullied one time at work and she literally called the American with Disability Act to stop this man from harassing me at work so prompt for her anyway my parents it seems like they just want my SSI money paycheck and it's it's sad because I don't want SSI I really don't want it because I have been gaining weight a lot and the system really fucked me man I'm sorry to say this but the system of fuck me so much and I've been home for 7 years each month changing social worker this is the 15th time in two weeksIt's pretty sad every time I get sick my mom and my grandma always you just want to get attention and it's very sad because now my sister is in special education and my mom is trying so hard to get her out and she didn't do this for me maybe because she likes her more then me all my life I was and this retarded classroom and these teachers men they fucked up my life in high school I thought the special education teachers cared about stable people know they don't they don't give a shit about disabled people or maybe it could be the state I live in because when I was in special education high school I had this dipshit teacher his name was Robert all he did was being racist against me piece of shit he was fat as fuck I hope he 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adhd,indigochildray,2018/11/11,"what are the social issues you struggle with? let’s face it, most of us (probably) struggle socially. what do you struggle with? how do you combat 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adhd,robinreddhood,2018/11/11,"My brain is like a computer But not like a good one, more like my 7yo laptop with like 50 chrome pages open including Spotify and various word documents whilst also trying to load Sims 4. 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So... I've been living with my fiance for one year and I've learn so much about myself and him. I don't remember how but the other day I saw a video/post about ADHD and now almost everything make sense because it described a lot of his struggles. My SO have always though he was lazy and that he let his mind be lazy, and that other people can achieve what they want because they have more mental power. &#x200B; I send him a page with the ADHD of dms-5 and he realized he has almost all of the symptons. Now he is more depressed because of it and because all the things he does is for gratifaction and fun and he never work hard for his dreams. &#x200B; I don't know what to do to help him. I'm looking for some therapyst in my country that can give a diagnosis and help with ADHD adults. &#x200B; TDLR; I suspect my SO has ADHD, he is depressed because he procrastinate without reason to avoid doing the work to achieve his dreams. PD: I know that you guys can't diagnosis ADHD and I'm not looking for one. PDD: Even If in the future we realize that he does not have ADHD he struggles with almost everything that you guys seems to struggle. Do you have any tips to help him. It breaks my heart to see him so sad and impotent. 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He keeps saying that he thinks he has ADD too because he forgets things sometimes and doesn’t always pay attention and that I’m “over exaggerating things and I need to just work harder”. It’s been going on for years and it’s starting to get to me. 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After, I became diagnosed and began taking medication, I noticed that I was able to have more control over my reactions and thoughts. I could now think about situations more throughly and not just react instantaneously with my initial thought/emotion. This aspect used to ruin a lot of social interactions for me and would maintain my head fogged with excess alternative thoughts because my emotions would just take over and run a muck. This was a kind of situation (besides the forgetting things I was doing/thinking halfway through because random thoughts somehow would always win lol) I would find myself consistently dealing with before I began medication So my question is: - Did you notice any change to your emotions and how you handle them after starting to take medication? (As in do you feel it stabilizes them a bit) - Have you found any coping mechanisms for these kind of situations to utilize when you're taking a break from meds? Any answer would be super helpful to helping me understand all of it better. I also want to see if I am the only one that feels this way. Thanks peeps 😁",8.009657738095235,9.648459816964287,7.670607142857148,66.66605952380955,62.4375,9.366190476190477,38.594047619047615,9.558583805096642,4.1714069047619065,1045,53,148,19,15,331,138,224,0.028999999999999998,0.85,0.121,0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,2,4,12,8,0,0,7,1,17,6,1,5,1,45,40,16,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,13,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,3,26,7,29,22,5,15,0,1,1,0,13,3,0,6,9,113,35,0,0.08053039921127535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935637808473117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440013115442503,0.13401548659911486,0.0,0.0,0.16429029890617178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818116780610328,0.0,0.06852543838462953,0.0,0.0,0.07122259386889597,0.0879183387481791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519048441565437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032169035427906,0.06429697095198039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302330550886171,0.0,0.0817366600478582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452929300086401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143717901796138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360332594791391,0.0,0.0,0.08829742613499318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754507811950593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264742261150343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795565816671347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677200368536698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846406561509832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890223848952333,0.3245036199106845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336878650785826,0.0,0.0,0.054569482648672896,0.061246997438943775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021247736429087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417230186545278,0.07331185093167238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27155862841480205,0.0,0.08209060056358759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099949314829216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421953523001596,0.0,0.0,0.07414157199338826,0.0,0.0,0.053500818906063334,0.15480188441874934,0.0,0.25572856656348275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383498563600293,0.0,0.06955240878329981,0.0,0.0664460131749774,0.04749891592550827,0.06392128251236913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860324253483037,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,philmtl,2018/11/11,"how young did you start medication? pretty much I'm thinking about getting my daughter seen by a paediatrician to see if she is ADHD like her dad. shes seems to have most of the same symptoms as I did growing up and i want to help her as much as i can. shes is starting school next year and i want to help her how i can. &#x200B; Personally, i started at 6 years old on Ritalin, just i question if i want to give such medications so young to her. i feel i have some dependencies on my meds where if i forgot to take them i just won't study since I've convinced my self i cant off meds. my partner shows similar add symptoms to mine, though she was never medicated, and she has created coping techniques and is able to work without meds. i question is it better to let out daughter learn the hard way or just get her on meds so that she is able to complete school more easily but, is set for a life of daily meds if she wants to succeed. 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In high school i loved art. Anything that required me to hyperfocus... Loved it! Especially drawing and the viola. It's been years since I actually sat down and sketched something out and since i've even attempted touching a viola. I want to get back to it but I don't know how to start. I think it would be easier with art because I wouldn't have to buy a 400 dollar instrument... But what can I start drawing that can get me back into the grove? :/ &#x200B; Any suggestions would be appreciated. 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I thought I'd share my **work habit**, since its working really well for me at the moment. &#x200B; ***Background:*** I have a really tough time getting started with studying and doing boring tasks. Like **really tough**. I can't seem to start and really get into whatever I have to do, since I expect to find it incredibly boring and unsatisfying. This has made me realize that getting started is my greatest challenge, since I don't feel like I get any reward for starting. My solution was to set the bar incredibly low for myself. I am really happy with being productive 50% of the time I sit down to work or study. ***Solution:*** I came up with the idea of setting a timer for 10mins and then taking a break for 10mins. It has worked somewhat, but even 10mins of work just seemed overwhelming to me. As a result, I changed it to 5mins and eventually 2mins of alternating work and breaks. It all adds up to the same; 50% work, 50% chill. I now start working with a 2min timer and if I feel like its not enough, I change it to 5mins or even 10mins. **It is simply awesome!** The less I'm able to focus the shorter the time interval I will use. &#x200B; I prefer these timers here, since they **loop automatically** and you can **adjust the volume** as you like: 2min timer: [http://www.infinitelooper.com/?v=3tlBquCNE4I&p=n](http://www.infinitelooper.com/?v=3tlBquCNE4I&p=n) 5min timer: [http://www.infinitelooper.com/?v=8obqKGb8yPM&p=n](http://www.infinitelooper.com/?v=8obqKGb8yPM&p=n) 10min timer: [http://www.infinitelooper.com/?v=8kxkONdTOSg&p=n](http://www.infinitelooper.com/?v=8kxkONdTOSg&p=n) &#x200B; Good luck! <3",5.513638983966854,8.430414139194143,3.228669909325647,79.88586560980005,103.57875457875458,5.160127304389602,18.76112412177985,6.636973602784848,0.8050467663484059,1432,39,213,23,61,395,148,273,0.049,0.8370000000000001,0.114,0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,162.0,0,3,1,11,6,19,0,1,14,0,18,1,0,3,1,43,39,16,0,4,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,16,1,0,10,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,5,2,29,13,33,31,8,26,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,10,15,136,42,10,0.06556638747374714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6393703809101191,0.23901101213801715,0.04458739184937746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499048018504187,0.0,0.0,0.13872108830899596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709717854915123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774760526053314,0.0,0.08661196111016478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630467111248292,0.09368128062405727,0.0,0.0,0.059926490315743264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127865651093513,0.0,0.0,0.05499397503679541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979663866782483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394776744352137,0.0,0.0,0.06512221692447176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401647068974783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812970013406638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204050115658598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001753369493145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937835330960594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694877305054647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320411326113126,0.06988504516156886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505782703667407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492977635426572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205238781760445,0.11469686342058842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566283071819143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204354651253289,0.0,0.0,0.058952056545482474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818648877823509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901101213801715,0.0 adhd,Comrade_Soomie,2018/11/11,"How do you come to terms with your medication treating your ADHD but also being sensitive to its effects? When I first started taking medications it was life changing. It has eventually stopped feeling effective and my doctor is upping my dose starting tomorrow. For a while I was taking weekend breaks to avoid tolerance build but I found myself cruddy and unable to get anything done so now I’m going to try everyday with the new dose. The problem for me is how sensitive I am to stimulants. They don’t affect my appetite but I can’t sleep on them so I take a medication for that. Then I started getting fluttery heart so now I take a beta blocker for that as needed. But at first they were great and now it’s like when I come down at night I get irritable, start picking at my hair and scalp, and go into an agitated depression and feel like the medication is changing me (this is only late in the evening when medication is gone not when medication is in effect). The thing is that I have adhd friends who don’t get this at all. They don’t get racing heart, they can go right to sleep, they don’t get revved up or agitated at night, etc. But I do and it makes me doubt that I have ADHD regardless of any benefit that the medication brings me. My doctor is trying to work through this with me and has said I may just be sensitive to the adrenaline effects that the medication is causing or I may have comorbid bipolar II or mixed depression. He’s telling me that we will keep trying different doses and medications (maybe switching to Dexedrine, back to Ritalin, or trying non-stimulants). But I face so much doubt everyday trying to balance the benefits against the side effects of medication and wondering if I even have ADHD at all and that’s why my body is sensitive to the stimulant medications. 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Trying desperately to use the holiday to catch up on work, but it's always hard when you're not under the pressure. Anyone want to hold each other accountable here if you're also struggling?",5.576666666666667,5.907133877551023,6.6738775510204125,76.30564625850344,67.36734693877551,9.798639455782316,28.578231292517003,9.725611199111238,2.5545047619047616,196,6,37,4,3,66,33,49,0.18600000000000005,0.649,0.165,-0.2773,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,5,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,9,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,24,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485969280332913,0.2586628138810669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173625494288911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569441508417419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305008821484595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32498137148032585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105548587710452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684857134744513,0.0,0.0,0.18335497726981856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526237492749466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rcki,2018/11/11,"Who helps with executive function stuff? I've been in therapy on and off for about ten years. I always start because I am trying to accomplish something and failing and I feel like crap about it. Therapy inevitably ends up with the therapist wanting me to work on identifying my emotions because apparently I'm terrible at it. And this all seems fine at first because ... I'm terrible at it and it will probably help me in the long run. The problem with this, and it always takes me a few weeks or months to realize, is that it has never helped me actually accomplish anything. This has happened 4 times. Once I just totally gave up on school and dropped out. And it's just now, after seeing a therapist who wrote up a treatment plan that didn't address anything like time management or goal setting or identifying priorities or keeping track of things, that I'm realizing how annoying this is. Is this not what therapists do at all? I do need to work on anxiety and depression, but when a huge source of that anxiety is the inability to do anything because I can't get myself organized, can I please get some help being organized? Who out there in the world teaches people to manage their lives/be grown ups? I really need that kind of person in my life because if I haven't figured it out in 40 years on my own, I don't think it's going to happen.",6.728820512820513,6.825774753846152,7.463076923076922,72.42858974358975,64.92307692307692,11.241025641025644,36.56410256410256,10.93419730881044,4.123556410256411,1076,50,197,28,15,359,145,260,0.081,0.831,0.08800000000000001,0.4039,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,8,8,11,2,0,9,0,18,2,1,1,4,42,38,17,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,25,15,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,7,0,2,4,2,19,4,39,32,6,43,0,2,1,0,11,24,1,7,16,141,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.10820340998914917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845229794781109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964661554342308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373570443565165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379587328294305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550124456126284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247256806892497,0.09820724522768376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056064531398663665,0.07921307821743602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431492864042204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586100894264625,0.0,0.0630159647618808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961025864246801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972835483712521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855571647310593,0.0,0.11546501715504764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831820283495425,0.1083412597595301,0.0,0.0,0.09812578657022547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850378725142242,0.0,0.0,0.16443302733853032,0.08551790616653576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808415379624353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687060361113729,0.09681660857185337,0.0,0.12171353348584105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954797324491072,0.10609769974086722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103291164590447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221702368202184,0.08835743271673713,0.1009414770505833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536125497851739,0.0,0.0,0.07848181521328268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693168761743065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336836502310503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536031161637988,0.3862225508158255,0.0736641022585434,0.07104777133511385,0.0,0.0,0.12931066630610655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528060664172315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540021389298874,0.0,0.08894167905293658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144470390933124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280686170818396 adhd,zorosepai,2018/11/11,"Medication problem/mess and weird reactions to meds Hey everyone, I am 23 and was diagnosed with ADHD and Autism about 3 years ago - very late, probably because I am female. Further I struggle with depression and also childhood traumatas so some form of chronic ptsd and dissoziation. (it’s like i couldn‘t get enough of that mental disorder bullshit when I was born 🤦🏻‍♀️) Since my diagnosis I‘ve tried all sorts of AD‘s and stimulants. Currently I am having probably the most ugly medication plan ever, I am prescribed on Sertralin/Zoloft 125mg, Strattera 50mg, Trazodon 25mg in the evening for sleep and through out the day I was until recently on Medikinet the short acting ones 10mg 5 times a day and since that didn‘t work properly I am currently trying Vyvanse which is also confusing me. When I started taking Sertralin it made everything worse, it made me so tired, I am still not sure whether it’s actually doing anything useful, same as strattera, since I got a depression again and my mind doesnt stop thinking and i am stressed all the time. strattera made me incredibly tired as well in the beginning and kind of depressiv, thats why the sertralin was added. further ritalin doesn‘t seem to work very well with the strattera, while the vyvanse seem to make some sort of difference but not sure about this. I don’t know how to treat my new/old depression while being on this messy medication without making my brain explode. ritalin as monotherapie made me extremely depressiv, especially the retard version, while compared to vyvanse I not really sure, wether the short acting ritalin is actually working at all. generally stimulants work somehow and make a huge difference, thats when I realised all that other shit going on in my life. but still it’s horrible, i don’t know what symptom belongs to what disease and what is sideeffect or interaction of medication. i certainly don’t want any more medication on top of that, but i feel overwhelmed by thinking of lowering the dose of one of the meds. sorry for the long text and yes i know it’s a medication mess, plz don’t judge i am not the doctor, but i need some advice or experience or tips on how to proceed from here 🙈 thank you 🙏🏻 ",6.619330797790455,7.8068207383863095,7.0801249660418355,71.2821235171602,65.33251833740832,10.655836276374174,37.153038123698266,10.66633372479733,4.344860834918048,1778,90,299,47,27,581,219,409,0.14800000000000002,0.775,0.077,-0.9828,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,6,20,20,1,4,19,1,26,20,3,12,9,75,51,38,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,0,17,0,0,0,19,18,0,1,8,0,0,3,13,10,2,2,10,1,32,10,43,39,13,48,0,4,0,0,3,17,1,13,29,200,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.1478079063215526,0.0,0.09101569585712108,0.07400488015246147,0.06713225339306406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112643645731434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150066750457813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232135900668696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461658026559537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454246785839481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768233871020657,0.0,0.19568476184509875,0.07686684935299022,0.0,0.15824859675341124,0.08679595648332794,0.07751537844923746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782518722902793,0.0,0.05002057337332602,0.06850434281285102,0.0,0.07236560778061152,0.06806344878793176,0.07408087453139199,0.0,0.0,0.038292605592404334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03956708286234364,0.0,0.04304050037434305,0.0,0.060570163881618413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886369958572112,0.12486173281448976,0.0,0.08542950978474795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053492073812933166,0.03699905292934277,0.0,0.0,0.06702084098160592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663952649899976,0.1516560086757323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824337337536294,0.4577548957512401,0.07632050384816251,0.0,0.07646819232878309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561546570100242,0.0,0.07314287855987396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946847369296893,0.0,0.102636545206769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330479448001906,0.07246573313079017,0.08852718912057432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851615097600831,0.0,0.07477666451891496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788796846003254,0.0,0.0,0.07773827845561004,0.187940012237311,0.0,0.07578714973327985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477628492197466,0.05360382261591192,0.0,0.12096007543063568,0.06331572484168588,0.08675127322939044,0.07917200697900635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413083243231956,0.07871501990824332,0.056941382386894425,0.0,0.0,0.06972427111497799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970526005687686,0.0,0.0,0.08832040900405656,0.1740866364697184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283473372461467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540852690767113,0.0,0.12497441617597944,0.044668965097651614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618514727734055,0.0,0.06833676270446262,0.0,0.0,0.0730033857000624,0.0,0.22053652166723986,0.0,0.07717784334009374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876921910214041 adhd,Sevendevils777,2018/11/11,"Finally diagnosed and I feel so relieved! My NP wants to start me on a stimulant but has to wait to get my most recent EKG back from my doctor, what were you started on? I just had an EKG 2 months ago so hopefully that will be recent enough. I know everyone is different but what were you started on for medication? She said I need a stimulant to focus most likely. I am so relieved I am finally heard after all these years after “suspected ADHD” but was too shy to speak and just would shut down during my meetings and reviews. Now that I’m older I was finally open to telling my symptoms and showing my true self. It feels so good to be heard and hopefully be able to have better relationships with people and feel more... normal. I feel like I don’t think the same as other people and I just have never been on the same page as everyone else. Hopefully this medication will help me be focused and able to have proper conversations without cutting people off and offending others constantly and coming across as rude when I’m just really excitable. **What medication were you started on?** ",4.385626598465471,6.396524777777778,5.519210002841722,77.18023017902817,71.7536231884058,8.928559249786872,28.601591361182145,9.478462496947786,2.8373310031258883,867,34,153,21,17,287,119,207,0.055999999999999994,0.7290000000000001,0.215,0.9903,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,12,14,3,0,5,0,22,6,0,2,3,45,45,21,0,7,8,0,4,2,0,3,6,4,0,1,10,13,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,10,8,22,11,26,28,8,31,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,5,22,118,32,2,0.2219667504750723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338044969709764,0.0,0.09838006579439694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533936496275092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815577642927646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560235062750004,0.0,0.11993360106539525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126457896844035,0.0,0.11595400551592455,0.0,0.11359618732389308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271236893529967,0.0,0.0,0.11467549434662368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120987422550496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446611678962955,0.07928654544522275,0.0,0.36473058824459015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798423289172501,0.0,0.0,0.09308758957867212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438981699257492,0.0,0.0,0.3306946004973708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060993560564541076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844174230848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33541222352568245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858587127143917,0.0,0.0,0.08229276647339165,0.08559722089124491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087401437310351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308256948386553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109879206890632,0.0,0.2191653878258304,0.11915461063640052,0.0,0.0,0.10557060478809877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577986494750575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142184168857021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115354221647211,0.0,0.0,0.0970043617478846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111366553993301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546087019519918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698401327800372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883940550014963,0.0,0.0,0.07146965492008411 adhd,SmarmyYardarm,2018/11/11,"A good idea to stop self medicating? Those who made the jump from a bit of overdoing it with cannabis to actual legit medication/therapy, what was your experience with that? I’m a professional in my early 40s and weed just is too easy to overdo it. This used to feel like medicine. 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I have to apply to jobs all morning so I can be employed this winter. Then once it wears off ill go back to staring at my phone and interrupting people 👈👈😂,1.0415853658536598,2.9676930975609785,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,81.4390243902439,5.0756097560975615,22.445121951219512,5.985473137389443,0.34026341463414633,151,5,32,1,4,52,36,41,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.6124,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080037125598733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348270441649505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574070307837045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494569800391181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823490606888894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140003315804729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293187994250028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,applefreakemily,2018/11/11,"Fidget Tools for Class Hi everybody! I am a college student (trucking through... lol only 3 more semesters... thank goodness!!). I was just curious what everyone does when they start feeling restless during long lectures? I’ve been using Crazy Aaron’s Thinking Putty, which I really like. It’s inconspicuous, doesn’t draw attention, and it fits right in my pocket. The issue though, is that after a week it loses its firmness and I have to swap it out for another tin. I’ve been buying the large tins and just using a chunk at a time, but it’s still starting to get expensive. I do think it’s worth the investment, but I’m open to cheaper alternatives. What do you guys use? 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I've had a decent career in IT, but back in college my first choice was either medicine or engineering which I struggled with too much. Years later, here's the way I see it as the types of intelligence needed; Engineering: Quantitative. You need to be able to look at any situation and make a math equation out of it to be sure it'll work. Medicine: Encyclopedic. You need to be able to absorb a huge amount of encyclopedic medical information and be able to retrieve it constantly as you deal with patients. Is that a fair assessment? We know that ADHD people have malfunctioning prefrontal cortexes, specifically lack of dopamine, which make these 2 disciplines particularly hard to learn in school. Opinions anyone? 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I’m only 15, and I was wondering if there is anything I can do about it bc there is a huge difference when I am on vs when I am off the meds. Is there anything I can do or do I just have to obey in silence?",3.404505494505493,2.2161004395604422,5.512395604395606,87.95760439560442,72.07692307692307,8.598681318681319,28.090109890109893,7.554174236665415,1.3217762637362638,304,9,77,3,5,108,61,91,0.026000000000000002,0.946,0.027999999999999997,0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,0,10,21,9,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,12,0,10,18,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,8,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39018642904097467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289430272860735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476937917116564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548494928277434,0.1347356621619861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932484500774515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633378111190441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892316720726825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064872341372866,0.18030685786114029,0.0,0.0,0.26324466208809644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825152573947456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472017389347304,0.2265361228906041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611055417576723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570986333552591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AbsolutelyNotBees,2018/11/11,"Ritalin 'honeymoon' phase? Hi everyone This is my first post here, and google sent me..! I guess I'll preface this with: I'm a lass with inattentive ADHD. Two days ago, I brought home my first prescription of Ritalin and it's been working really well! I have some questions for those of you who've been on it for a while, if that's ok! A brief history: I was diagnosed at 23 years old, and struggled my whole life as I'm sure many of you had. Was a ""promising"" who couldn't stay ""on task"", failed to turn in homework, disorganized, and would do better if I could only 'pull up my socks'. Grew up thinking I was just lazy and disinterested/apathetic with no work drive, but always had a strong and passionate career goal that I aspired to achieve. My rational for doing so poorly in grade school was that it was 'boring', and that I'd suddenly be able to show off my ""full potential"" once I was in university studying what I loved. I got into my school of choice, and...failed my favorite course. That's when I got my diagnosis. I opted to proceed without medication, as I really wanted to develop healthy coping mechanisms first and foremost. I've pursued my dream career and, since I've been unable to hold a job as an employee for more than three months at a time, I've been working as my own boss for my own company. I've been scraping by well enough, I pick and choose my jobs and make a comfortable living. But energy-wise...time-wise...it just hasn't felt sustainable. I can't keep my head above the water with my piling workload, and that's despite me only accepting the *bare minimum* amount of work I can afford to accept. Now, at 30 (and by the encouragement of my fellow ADHD friends), I've just started on ritalin (two doses of 10mg a day). The only stimulant I've ever had prior to this was coffee (lots and lots of coffee). These past two days, I've been able to structure my days into six hours of productivity (with a lunch break between doses), and have the evenings to relax. Previously, work was an all-day affair from sun rise to sunset--because I would spend more time in the day trying to wrestle with myself to get work done, with only an hour of productivity each day, MAX. I couldn't enjoy time to myself with the looming anxiety of knowing that I hadn't completed even half of what I needed to get done on any given day. With the Ritalin so far, I feel like the barrier of entry to any given task has been significantly lessened; if I tell myself I want to do something, I can then sit down and do it with little to no mental resistance. I still have to make sure I sit down with myself in the morning and plan out my day, but once the road map has been drawn, I can get the work done before dinner. Also--I *CAN* ACTUALLY sit with myself and organize what my day will look like before I start on it. I don't want to overstate how amazing all that is to me, but...it's amazing!! It's so nice to be able to make plans, and then follow those plans to a T. And that's really...all I've felt with the ritalin! It hasn't given me any more ""drive"" or ""motivation"" than I use to have. I've always been a pretty ""motivated"" person...but that motivation rarely translated to actual completed tasks (just a growing pile of started/half finished ones). I haven't experienced any difference in mood, I'm generally a pretty content/happy person until disaster strikes (specifically when it involves fallout with another person). There's no added euphoria. I do get a little sleepy when it first starts kicking in, but that doesn't last. I've been keeping myself fed and hydrated, as I've read these are easy things to forget. I definitely get the appetite suppression...but I have a husband who reminds me to eat <3 I'm really quite pleased with the effects of the medication, but I've been warned not to grow too attached to this ""honeymoon"" phase. I'm not wholly sure what that means, and I'd like to be prepared for what comes when my puppy love for this newfound control and mental autonomy fades away. Are they talking about averse effects that arise only after extended use? Or is it more like--it stops feeling novel and exciting as you settle into the 'new normal' and (perhaps) as you pile higher expectations onto yourself? Thanks for reading all this! I didn't expect to ramble so much..!",5.687037770612619,6.18587531017964,6.5989670658682655,76.35177164900969,67.1556886227545,9.680561953017042,30.66847075080608,9.661875296680813,2.7860736987563333,3384,122,637,68,52,1127,369,835,0.05,0.787,0.163,0.9987,4,0,1,0,0,0,147.0,0,4,1,26,24,31,0,1,36,1,63,21,1,15,6,118,110,55,0,15,17,1,4,3,2,3,12,0,2,2,41,46,5,6,16,6,2,12,16,3,2,11,37,6,71,27,113,64,17,96,0,1,1,3,22,32,0,10,49,417,112,24,0.17193340701526508,0.0,0.11185480236984424,0.0,0.1377536956717944,0.0,0.050802863816957734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583169449075948,0.09537491195651186,0.0,0.0,0.15589415015750518,0.060095722801808464,0.04384286192141602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384569853083519,0.0,0.0,0.034936336362772505,0.0,0.09753511058413132,0.0,0.0,0.05068704216162747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936846870645765,0.12017927072369836,0.0,0.06427931192065371,0.045758278384343334,0.0,0.0,0.3696094127632309,0.0,0.0,0.05816959631690286,0.0,0.059877938723555735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759475693805192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864359953291099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921772338116925,0.0,0.07570692919400121,0.05184120333954149,0.0,0.05476324614912479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795646440518212,0.040943086775208165,0.11005535566225698,0.0,0.0,0.1949952908999504,0.0,0.0,0.04427844125357907,0.0,0.1497135147929957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167390133716544,0.0,0.06313467725700568,0.0,0.0,0.06100876961882073,0.0,0.0,0.05881775946226225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748774194314751,0.0,0.11287984837506355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374491780182115,0.10188154134535282,0.0,0.0,0.031496701349514884,0.046716224787862616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040480550016601495,0.11199730396775352,0.11488162823733054,0.05060678278683936,0.0,0.04812691978591815,0.0,0.0,0.09744775616503984,0.10345107503977556,0.0,0.11476688426747506,0.0581044962327227,0.0,0.062428628081683216,0.0,0.11546987950404285,0.11551229006832035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574520171306681,0.0,0.04213027902252725,0.04249548091384308,0.0,0.05535145196007184,0.0,0.0,0.0561527446520453,0.0,0.0,0.060138396116798686,0.12206897811458678,0.03883550875503036,0.21793850608525686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054709963888862616,0.0,0.15012561922506718,0.0,0.06291041675654875,0.0,0.0,0.054888225712399014,0.11661205740673415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420158822193082,0.06095744735404264,0.11465328975799227,0.0,0.11014494314047996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600385799064394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047408363664610466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044120912208873285,0.0,0.0,0.12169535042179397,0.06108604513684825,0.045768746979275535,0.04791467564436723,0.0,0.059914042585754286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204520136359468,0.0,0.0,0.04606451994572156,0.05009245866767205,0.05276439373263818,0.0,0.0,0.038074971947315066,0.036722661616228114,0.0,0.0,0.1336743363765791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038910499119373165,0.06233805830397456,0.16795395575276242,0.0,0.0,0.09899684032657692,0.0,0.0,0.10141077809857456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305918751921232,0.0,0.0,0.06398583627886666,0.0,0.05524588963492609,0.0,0.2920623253895841,0.0,0.0,0.08142437288880372,0.0,0.0,0.036906492353218016 adhd,koi_division_,2018/11/11,"If it’s not perfect, it’s terrible! I don’t know if this is an ADHD-related trait or not. But I feel it is, for some of us. I feel like if I’m working on something creative, cooking or drawing, and it’s not as good as people who are masters of their craft, then my work is awful and I’m a bad person because of it. Intellectually I understand that the only way one gets good at something is practicing over and over. But when I can’t quite do what I want, I get frustrated and wind up quitting. Thus, I never get good. Anyone manage to overcome this cycle?",1.951293103448279,3.5966329224137965,4.294344827586208,84.9351379310345,77.5344827586207,6.708965517241379,26.255172413793105,7.554174236665415,1.429088965517241,433,17,90,6,10,151,76,116,0.171,0.7290000000000001,0.1,-0.8587,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,6,1,8,1,0,3,1,8,1,0,1,2,23,18,15,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,2,11,5,12,18,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,4,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221611642164523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925571523854262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434716026762385,0.11268659068578893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693764320924824,0.13206126747070507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897391195188895,0.0,0.0,0.4651456938824016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159210330672618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031137537631444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425724556340703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526330848519418,0.1405914287914344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815597591421993,0.1614092562482915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932345308282009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846225845285153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924417670437608,0.22235918261870494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090329442299366,0.14673020416312973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691549514863568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kazsud,2018/11/11,"Frustrated after a week without meds There was a mix up at the pharmacy and I was shorted a weeks worth of adderall. This was more then a month ago and now my attention has been the worst it’s been in years. How do I get better after this?",2.529600000000002,3.9404533599999993,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,75.4,7.4,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.2509999999999994,188,6,41,3,4,62,39,50,0.146,0.76,0.094,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,7,3,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209232983879744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32019164932607763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189149002126086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021406670159492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889738868280153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808072963911242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489900330795999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331394801009577 adhd,pikachuuuuu,2018/11/11,"I hate that when I finally get the rare combination of remembering to do something + actually having the motivation to do it it's always at the worst possible time. ""Oh, it's 3AM, you haven't slept yet, and you need to be somewhere early this morning? *Better clean the freaking fish tank*."" [https://i.imgur.com/RuSxOv5.png](https://i.imgur.com/RuSxOv5.png) Fuck you brain.",6.68563559322034,10.682859830508473,5.486249999999997,68.86462923728814,77.81355932203391,7.695762711864407,26.019067796610173,8.472884824447931,2.633354237288136,306,11,44,7,8,91,47,59,0.213,0.71,0.077,-0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,2,0,4,0,5,3,2,1,0,4,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,5,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2940700565777561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507438675937559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665158945423589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364016029326047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301096227824733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785893603716627,0.15744075652669634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975166154164021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234441116853084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33972214084166524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413660770693709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319907393269599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571717453524546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,phatta_d,2018/11/11,"REFERRAL COMPETITION Hi everyone, hope it's ok to share about our latest project here. :) It took our whole team months to plan and prepare this big initiative to promote our platform. 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Why is is that when I have to do something I don’t want to do I somehow find 50 other things to start doing? I really need to unpack my house (just moved in) but instead I went and bought a bunch of art supplies and 6 canvases and started on a painting I likely will never finish. 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Something she struggles with is keeping her room picked up. Yes this is a struggle for most kids but worse for her. She likes patterns and systems so something I was thinking of to help her clean/pick up her room would be to have it split into sections then she could focus on that area one day and another area the next. What do you think? I’m open to other suggestions too that works for you personally or your kids. Thanks! 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I’m already 26 and it was about five years ago when I was diagnosed with ADHD. I have been taking my medications before but I stopped in the middle of my progress because the meds were too expensive. So I decided to live with it since then. The thing here is there are a lot of times where I cannot control my anger or impulsivity every time that there is something that triggers me. I need tips and advices on how you guys deal with this type of situation especially when you badly want to outgrow from it. 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Every. Single. Time. So annoying.",-1.9839583333333333,-0.4014498124999975,0.8712499999999999,98.31541666666668,109.625,3.3833333333333333,8.458333333333332,5.46131890053228,-1.6301416666666666,114,1,26,1,6,39,31,32,0.096,0.863,0.042,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308374857804486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410402961847582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33789333512313163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115825432122802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500884569058345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840852786242796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189229520488999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338495372447248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365436694661777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweetoe,2018/11/11,"Advice needed on medication I recently got diagnosed with adhd. I was seeing a counselor and after a good number of sessions, she said that she thought I might have adhd. I scheduled an appointment with a psychiatrist and got put on the lowest dose of Vyvanse. I didn’t feel much of anything during the day while on it, but I could definitely tell when it left my system. At around 6pm for that first week, I would start feeling really depressed. I know you’re supposed to give meds like these a while to see if they work for you, however, I was miserable so I stopped taking it and waited for my next appointment. On the second trip, the doctor switched my prescription to Mydayis 25mg. The first 5 days or so I felt a huge difference. Those first couple of days were great, I finally felt “normal.” I’ve read on here that some people experience a high for the first couple of days or so when on a new medication, I was really hoping that wasn’t the case, but sadly, it was. Other than those first couple of days, I felt exactly the same. I went back in the following month and was upped to 37.5mg, same thing, I didn’t feel any different. The next month I was upped to 50mg, the highest dose for that medication, again no difference. The only thing I’ve noticed is when I skip a day, the next morning when I take the pill again, I feel a tiny bit off for an hour or so, but that’s it. So, in about a week I have my next appointment and was wondering if anyone here has any suggestions on what pill to try next. I would give anything to feel the way I did for those few days when I started Mydayis, but I know that might not be realistic. Any advice? Other than Mydayis 50mg, I am currently on 40mg of Citalopram and have been on that for anxiety for close to 7 years now. &#x200B; **tl;dr: I’ve tried Vyvanse and Mydayis and have not seen an improvement.** **Any suggestions on a different medication that may work?**",3.0157223954585426,4.971743532981531,4.331834972415447,84.46125609658594,75.41160949868075,7.865707203965781,25.205165107539766,8.666027191798058,1.810490941073,1505,52,301,31,33,496,174,379,0.063,0.866,0.07,0.3379,5,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,1,7,18,7,0,1,29,0,27,10,0,0,1,50,56,29,0,8,11,0,8,1,0,5,10,1,0,0,23,12,0,2,12,1,0,4,6,3,0,6,22,12,34,4,47,27,6,70,0,3,3,0,10,21,0,11,44,209,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409169380398908,0.13342298841555802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396923064885888,0.08295408050942944,0.18570053622682028,0.0,0.052225455286805916,0.0,0.0,0.047735141562982135,0.0,0.11235883287238127,0.06077371763365181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249450341746492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453186261639383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545070923072067,0.2266144301482591,0.0,0.3081941577197496,0.0,0.058799828828791624,0.0692914084154715,0.0,0.2853055183375826,0.0,0.0698760231727516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677999913014902,0.0,0.0,0.17259381617237038,0.0,0.19664630013826054,0.07478514797720318,0.0,0.2903470884350107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097933280850468,0.0,0.05726064157372252,0.1092016128835907,0.07526660763336157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212974943108745,0.0,0.06780633549954193,0.06723102935957828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503750877209349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417426536291075,0.0,0.0,0.0333526937697103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583126143373947,0.2750945884792043,0.0,0.14484484488346386,0.0,0.0,0.10898303084930216,0.0,0.05018543285918298,0.05062046000407509,0.0,0.0659344452600268,0.3630232869939664,0.0,0.06688894215695182,0.0,0.07772449638342145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051921508797623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047328999271849866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862901330281178,0.0,0.0,0.06828728777416268,0.0,0.08746949979925231,0.0,0.06740721708694923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493927481475419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880281075631076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664203481146454,0.0,0.0,0.057075784763593936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265930283139282,0.0,0.0596699518622617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907095320805038,0.0,0.0,0.0541978120309728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270008584697302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054188606317066734,0.10952224817768047,0.0,0.0,0.06328587385146414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403461583193002,0.09940101826729636,0.0,0.0,0.09699241242924518,0.0,0.08295408050942944,0.04396287746088772 adhd,FightTheCock,2018/11/11,"Whats the point Whenever I am on my medication my mind is constantly thinking of something to do, for example making this post. Whenever I find something I'll stay focused on it for a while and then my mind is just like ""what is the point?"" Or ""thats stupid"" and I loose all motivation and interest in it. A great example is right now: Mind was racing and I chose to make this post, I thought and thought about what I was going to say/ask until the thought that ""nobody will help"" or ""it won't change anything"" came over me and I had to force myself to finish this because I need to know if this is normal and if so, how can I help stop this?",4.6252272727272725,4.633646068181818,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,69.37878787878788,9.024242424242424,29.37878787878788,8.841846274778883,2.001906060606061,499,17,110,8,8,164,78,132,0.059000000000000004,0.79,0.152,0.9092,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,5,0,13,1,0,4,1,30,23,16,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,14,3,15,14,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,8,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260724452915836,0.0,0.1432234766094685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339070460675077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522262608292655,0.0,0.0,0.16206772730755425,0.0,0.0,0.16555726816152472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400241334519698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706840183290171,0.0,0.0,0.16890608473866686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537655454222795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084195981549857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484690883866114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452745962380456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543352069856729,0.0,0.0,0.4640719721572049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135975697032585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501057333030926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896513996730385,0.0,0.2934509228825458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083393341976782,0.0,0.12183262391934264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358852420181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163293275452003,0.0,0.12808398891532374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816585253138603,0.0,0.3648765575889808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,monkeytine,2018/11/11,"Missed another deadline at my brand new job... Ugh. I was supposed to finish yesterday, but had been distracted all week due to other issues (worse than normal--as I'm ALWAYS distracted). I thought I'd have the weekend to get it done for Mon, but woke up to a message from my boss asking for me to send the project. I scrambled and finished it, but took until 6pm and haven't heard back. The worst part is, I really love this job and really wanted to do this project. I hyperfocused once I started, and had fun with it despite the heart palpitations and nausea from anxiety and stress. I really hope I didn't fuck it up too bad...I wish I could just tell my boss how I struggle during the regular work week, but I will ALWAYS get my stuff done over the weekend if need be. I wish I could change that, but nights and weekends just are easier for me. My only saving grace is my skill level, but if I miss another deadline, I'm not sure they will continue to trust me. Just venting here as I wait anxiously for a response that probably won't even come until Mon after all that...which I don't blame them, just am frustrated with myself. 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Whenever I'm reading, the attention and effort that I need to put and exert into it makes my head hurt (even my stomach at times). Course readings are the most difficult- there's always this need to reread the sentences because I feel like the words don't register to me as easily as I'd want them to be. And so as soon as I feel the creeping headache, I would immediately stop the activity and take a break, sometimes a nap until many hours have gone by and I haven't continued still with the work that I left ""for a while"". As I'm trying to remember now, I think the same also happens whenever I do other complex tasks like writing. Could this be a symptom of ADHD? 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My managers are constantly telling me to stop talking and do my work. I have a hard time concentrating on a task and and not talking to people or going on my phone. I motivate myself to make sure I stick to a certain task and not get distracted but I end up getting distracted anyways. I also work slower compared to everyone else who can clean much faster than I. Does anyone else have any similar situation or am I just childish?,3.331810344827588,5.320037525862071,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,74.60344827586206,8.088275862068969,31.427586206896553,8.841846274778883,2.8799510344827586,467,23,86,10,10,158,74,116,0.083,0.804,0.113,0.5142,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,6,3,6,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,2,2,18,13,10,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,16,2,14,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,8,57,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939345341061895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100312931887134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313611610266615,0.16578584960215484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485109221253675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104349269347106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159451569765835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27033056334412314,0.0,0.14330904775069708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460928551615538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788461383829973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381406498983056,0.0,0.09195612688432203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494331769177568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080044690873582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894350310300784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231445190986994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217352628101207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187286321816706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527419004602492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249700340945002,0.0,0.0,0.2601015468315704,0.1414225742438041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943483772982996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889709747992588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yawaworht711,2018/11/11,"Finally got an appointment with a LCSW, what should I expect? Hi r/adhd, I’ve been lurking here for a few years but this is my first time posting. I’ve been concerned that I have adhd for a very long time, and I finally convinced my parents to let me speak to a professional about it. I have an appointment next week and I’m a bit nervous, could you share some of your experiences and what I can expect? I already somewhat know what I’m going to talk about, I have a list of things that concern me. I’ve also heard that social workers can not prescribe medication, but that they can diagnose adhd. If I get diagnosed, what’s the next step? 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I wanted to start a discussion about masturbation and Vyvanse. I've been prescribed Vyvanse 40mg for over a year now, and have been taking it regularly. I noticed that the drug works so much better when you cut out masturbation. I've been practicing NoFap for over a week now and holy shit - my focus and mood have been fucking amazing! &#x200B; I'd really like to know if there is any science behind this. Could it be due to masturbation depleting the dopamine reserve and thus, Vyvanse's effectiveness is sub-par when you've masturbated (even masturbating the day before taking the medication)? This is a really interesting experiment which has motivated me to learn more and possibly cut masturbation out of my life completely. I've been getting so much work done, and the Vyvanse seems to lasting even longer than usual. &#x200B; Any thoughts on this? 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I work in a cafe, we make iced drinks and milkshakes. Today I was day dreaming while holding a large banana milkshake, while one-handed and simultaneously trying to put a lid on an ice coffee to take-out. Of course I tipped over the iced coffee and the reaction was to release my other hand and drop the shake. Now, we have rubber mats on the floor, so the shake bounced upwards and explode everywhere. I stood there welded to the spot, blinded by the shake in my eyes as it dripped from my face, hair and shirt, on down my pants as well. A puddle slowly flowed off the bench onto the floor where it joined what remained of my self of esteem.My manager tried not to laugh. I wanted to scream and cry and laugh all at once. That's what I get for being inattentive, now excuse me, I have to go and do twenty things before forgetting to take a shower. &#x200B; &#x200B;",6.096793206793207,6.447267780219782,5.839650349650352,82.66444055944059,66.25274725274726,8.156643356643357,28.63336663336664,7.686295010490155,1.6341472527472525,744,22,143,7,11,231,112,182,0.10400000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.882,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,3,15,0,8,9,7,1,1,18,14,15,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,7,12,1,1,0,2,0,6,1,4,1,0,3,7,16,3,28,10,1,28,0,0,2,0,4,15,0,0,6,96,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850106697542404,0.43177691339520935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511840557974943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516211587102086,0.11458243036342393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404892787267526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282522463366452,0.0,0.10097393657989444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859608251760136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892127161992612,0.12039376768799875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786073894814523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185348523828472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26717140757653457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803603131009208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168410354191619,0.0,0.0,0.2412524898876264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479434973178184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159746637524026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934585192260495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43177691339520935,0.0 adhd,Fit_For_Funner,2018/11/11,"Keep your pills in this box and sends an alarm to your phone if you forget to take them https://pillbox.tinylogics.com/collections/all-product/products/memo-box-mini Im kind of sad that this product already exists because I thought I had a great kickstarter idea...but here it is haha. Been around since 2014. So if any of you tend to forget your pills, this might be a good option. It's about $30. You can use their App set it up the pill box to trigger an alarm if you havent taken your pills by a certain time. Theres bigger versions too on other parts of the site and other manufactures have similar products called a smart safe--same reminder capabilities but if you want to be able to lock your pills in a safe, it might be a good option for you (costs >$100 though)",6.18,7.623878111111113,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,66.5,6.871111111111111,24.816666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.6735133333333336,624,15,121,4,10,190,94,144,0.059000000000000004,0.8079999999999999,0.133,0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,11,2,0,7,11,0,2,10,1,11,5,0,2,1,21,18,9,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,15,8,17,9,2,10,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,8,1,76,25,0,0.20767948380982715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291794746616577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412291706236351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487877119820628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265994857191931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206397292813384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34838339546662445,0.0,0.22896736407331875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444485838764376,0.22432948049296236,0.0,0.0,0.18459506750605367,0.0,0.2162662238079305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406302260110807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248966427480868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179461510805832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614912579433055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204044038396822,0.1648743121215493,0.12109957712367828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936839374097316,0.0,0.0,0.12249474034092166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PregnantMexicanTeens,2018/11/11,"Who here is really obsessively organized, somewhere in the middle, or a total slob? I've been a slob most of my life. I love piles of things. It's like this at work and at home. In my car, I throw all my shit into bags. Whenever I do get organized it's short lived. I'm not a hoarder, but I like my stuff. 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I've never been to a psychiatrist and never been diagnosed with ADHD, and I have my first appointment on Monday. Should I be honest and tell the psychiatrist I've been taking adderall illicitly for the past few years to stay productive (and employed) at my desk job? 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I'm 25 and have been the same since 14. I haven't done anything. I feel sad because my depression kept me from enjoying high school and college. People are supposed to have memories from those times but I don't because I dropped out of hs due to being apathetic towards my life. And the adhd has given me a terrible sense of time so time just flies for me and I'm in the same place. 5 years ago feels like last year to me. Everyone else is growing up except for me. When I see other 25 year olds they seem like actual adults. I feel the same as I did at 18. Lately I've been wishing I had good memories, but of what? I've been staring at my wall for the last 10 years. I know I should count my blessings, but this is how I feel ",0.8206323529411783,2.957992475000001,2.683088235294118,92.58955882352942,83.625,6.014705882352942,21.286764705882355,7.285733465282438,0.6295220588235297,596,19,132,9,17,198,97,160,0.095,0.772,0.133,0.8043,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,6,0,16,2,0,1,0,24,28,12,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,8,6,22,5,19,18,3,25,1,4,2,0,2,9,0,1,16,82,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.1442414086554165,0.0,0.3552782122932975,0.0,0.13102480153615378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163517955377025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020742117315933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546173738007589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126112733797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347643439354315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123895621351806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989490621546968,0.1055956183558398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397616175124672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616956493636525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123260645763385,0.24097004072061365,0.16673631524536284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880539534580825,0.14442517037849495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510191402390927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247296411614483,0.0,0.15443017279331173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959178802808765,0.11778557220624025,0.13456083170571634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227010395890253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585679046164132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997440627666469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807396254981869 adhd,the_king_of_diaper,2018/11/11,Meds dont work I take Vyvanse 20mg and sometimes I take 60mg just to see if it will work and no matter what it doesn't work I cant focus I am lazy and unproductive,-0.8550000000000004,0.7641065128205149,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,86.43589743589745,4.925641025641027,17.442307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.601723076923077,130,3,34,1,4,46,28,39,0.068,0.833,0.099,0.0026,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,19,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34939209238331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331141907888301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375614598534432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29484633890845696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482952908778205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6511003947329931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,A9F29,2018/11/11,"Curious What How My Appointment Will Go Hey, I recently contacted a hospital and set an appointment for a general practitioner on the 15th, I was just curious about how this will go, I'm 18 years old as well. Can someone tell me what I should expect from this appointment? I know there's all sorts of similar threads on this forum, but they all seem to be about psychologists or psychiatrists, rarely any about a GP, has anyone been diagnosed through their GP here? And if they have, what was the procedure like? Thanks to all in advance, this subreddit is what motivated me to see a doctor, so it will always have a special place in my heart.",10.560991735537186,7.8080179917355395,10.133950413223145,65.51001652892565,59.16528925619835,15.299834710743802,42.38181818181818,13.662883650711644,5.653636694214876,511,22,96,17,5,167,84,121,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,10,4,0,0,8,0,13,3,1,3,3,18,20,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,11,4,15,12,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,4,71,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382951125915284,0.0,0.0,0.17475649126439027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968770621893124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608311996399449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630318443079573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292097450077331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045247661306061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412305210601545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554836632870098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696592549501463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684913696864332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373860481746874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478128748375884,0.2339466527643367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773991370922796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224613490800634,0.23659438928509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310575731702569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165487905787565 adhd,Cerulean_Dawn,2018/11/11,"I found a way to read online without getting distracted!!! So for my fellow people who get disgusted at an assigned 10 page article to read for class and for the people who get sick of reading huge blocks of text, I offer you the chrome extension Spreed. It takes chunks of text and speed reads it to you one word at a time. It can do it directly on a webpage or you can copy and paste any text you want into the extension. Best part is that it's free! I hope this helps!",4.625,4.889419833333335,5.277083333333334,85.72625000000002,69.41666666666666,8.9,27.458333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8047833333333327,368,11,79,6,6,119,66,96,0.08,0.736,0.184,0.8808,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,1,5,1,1,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,4,14,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,3,50,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427021469291265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917755105805369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036618429114672,0.0,0.0,0.286424047706097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248750754316325,0.0,0.0,0.1815031456834479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383009896959295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978908036817633,0.17444705786436185,0.25337933945562946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7311622107220417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373985650477555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655780517528528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778543564123574,0.14505137955458472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615589959974398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrigadierNasty,2018/11/11,"Ritalin and anxiety I’ve recently been put on my first ADHD meds trial (I haven’t been officially diagnosed yet) My psychiatrist suggested I start with one 5mg Ritalin tablet twice a day (I’m not feeling a difference yet. Should I be?) Incidentally I also have serious anxiety issues. Basically I’ve been having nonstop anxiety attacks for the past few days, the problem is I have no idea if it’s been triggered by the stimulants or the fact that it’s just been a shit year and my episodes pop up randomly, not to mention I’ve been taken off of my mood stabilizers. Has anyone has experience with Ritalin and anxiety? How to you manage it? Was it definitely the pills causing the panic? 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I didn't realize how much I fixate on things for weeks at a time before I did it to her. I go through phases of intense interest, I was the guy who was all about his succulent garden, and then for a few weeks my whole personality was about hiking and being outdoors. This is something that I've always done. Everyone told me how they we're amazed at how I always had some new hobby I was having about. Then I did it to my girlfriend. She became the focus of my new hyperfixation, and I'm experiencing a pretty strong negative consequence of something that was always just a benign habit. It's opening me up to how many other things I do that hurt others. 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I've been on Straterra for only a little over a week. All the websites say effects are generally felt in two to four weeks, so it's early, I understand. But there seems to be a ton of anecdotal evidence that effects of reuptake inhibitors are often felt earlier than the stated averages from the research. A doctor has told me a lot of times those research averages are kind of hedging or being careful in some way. So, anyway. I think it's possible I'm getting effects. (I certainly felt effects from Zoloft in a very short time when I started on that--a feeling of complete ease that I had \_never\_ felt before. A certain constant impending doom feeling went away, and I \_hadn't even realized it was there\_ so constantly until I had this puzzling feeling of ease and realized what had happened only after pondering a bit.) &#x200B; So anyway. For the past couple of days I've felt the same kind of pressure I always have felt to do something different from what I'm doing now. All my life while doing something boring or something that gives me feelings of dread, I felt a constant, growing pressure to turn my attention to something-anything-else. This is where my procrastination and detail-dropping have always come from. &#x200B; As I say, I've felt that kind of pressure for the past couple of days. Why is this remarkable? \_Because. It's. Reversed.\_ What I mean is, I'll be doing something purely fun and interesting, when something will come to mind that needs doing that's more important but less interesting--and rather than what I used to do, which was to dismiss it with an ""I'll get around to it I'm sure"" and put it in the ""to be dreaded later"" file, I instead \_felt that familiar pressure to do the other thing."" &#x200B; So I did it! &#x200B; To be clear, it wasn't a nagging negative feeling. It was the same pressure I have often felt to do something fun that I'd rather be doing. It was, dare I say it--the pressure that comes from actually wanting to do something. &#x200B; I have been not \_making\_ myself do necessary but boring or dreadful tasks. I have been \_wanting\_ to do them. Wanting to do them enough that I would \_interrupt entertaining activities\_ to do them. &#x200B; You have to understand this is unheard of. &#x200B; So this is why I think the meds are working already.",4.39463414634146,6.946391594594598,5.004585805317512,78.47031970995386,73.36936936936938,7.394770380136234,32.901340364755,8.331364938255728,2.960225730608657,1924,98,315,34,41,616,200,444,0.08,0.8079999999999999,0.113,0.866,1,0,8,0,0,0,101.0,0,1,3,6,22,26,1,9,22,0,51,3,0,7,8,77,94,22,0,8,11,0,15,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,35,11,0,0,30,1,0,6,6,14,0,2,25,18,30,12,54,61,11,41,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,10,21,241,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.047026085112225946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053178407148032784,0.0,0.08019519291461655,0.3654937788054112,0.4098893565170183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042898948879784016,0.0,0.0,0.0452757029361303,0.0,0.0,0.029375924725571212,0.0,0.041005788885075986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261054759838031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049132495229341364,0.0,0.0,0.12453318563330848,0.050525864728553915,0.1562274704242655,0.0,0.0,0.10664172203466367,0.0,0.06215659349309975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034786138994996,0.0,0.04932408387586658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025621607049451,0.0,0.0,0.0497927248696456,0.0,0.03182876747741843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047138662573605376,0.0,0.0,0.1218305146573021,0.0,0.4626956029404143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503541401169486,0.04622784257111958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261389230182045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786313284066157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054611656219755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034037730166937175,0.0,0.048298625654505545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04096906327061785,0.0,0.0,0.03216692326886505,0.0,0.0,0.05249258709343016,0.053527767173062006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486577451818904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03573196787263057,0.037166779997138286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330070426486908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920048263933308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054326518298552236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048443844608859615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496688041203827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043869989786925925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596908867859259,0.0,0.0,0.034108837441924694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541811509147817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032015020070747933,0.061755882595087935,0.0,0.0,0.056199470980068236,0.0,0.0,0.04604721513727008,0.0,0.0,0.05241643225725176,0.047074223909488434,0.1003341183423762,0.0,0.04162033046776131,0.0,0.039761455785436516,0.0852704002174577,0.03825065082040305,0.07730955927520428,0.0,0.0,0.044672229589968665,0.08696721303237766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035082592996466926,0.0,0.0,0.034232499709916916,0.0,0.4098893565170183,0.0 adhd,aquamarine_dream,2018/11/11,"Reasonable Concerta dose? Hey so my psych gave me Concerta 54mg to “try out” since I was having anxiety and irritability with Vyvanse. I was actually really positively surprised by Concerta because I actually felt like myself for the first time in months, just a more focused, logical, and reasonable self. However 54mg seems like too low a dose for me. I noticed my symptoms coming back pretty strong. Using what I had on hand, I tried taking 54mg Concerta, plus 10mg Ritalin every 4 hours (so 3-4 10mg Ritalin/day). At this dosage, I feel more comfortable, focused, and “in my self” (not constantly spacing out, able to recognize my bodily needs, much better that linear thinking, etc). Does this dose seem reasonable? I will ask my psych for a higher dose of Concerta but wondering if I will seem like a kooky addict if I tell her the dosage that’s been working for me? Tl;dr: Is 54mg Concerta plus 3-4 10mg Ritalin per day too high of a dosing scheme? It’s working for me but I’m concerned my psych will think I’m taking too much. 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Dropping down to 10mg is miserable! Should I cold-turkey the rest of the way? Two months ago I switched from Adderall 30 mg once per day to Vyvanse 40 mg once per day. The Vyvanse did not help me focus, and after reading that it's not an equivalent dose anyway, I had it increased to 50 mg. &#x200B; Then I realized that the increase only exacerbated the side effects, without increasing efficacy, and dropped back down. Little by little I've worked my way lower (25mg October 10, 20mg October 24), because of the high blood pressure and related side-effects. For the last two weeks (at 20 mg), I've had pulsatile tinnitus (blood whooshing sound in the head), which began to hurt, prompting my decision to quit Vyvanse altogether. In hindsight I see that it was a mistake to treat Vyvanse as picking up where Adderall left off; it is *not* the same medication, and my body had no time to adjust to the side effects of a 40 mg dose. &#x200B; With Adderall I was able to skip a day here and there with no repercussions, but one day off of Vyvanse some weeks ago had me dizzy, nauseated, and more or less unfit for human contact. Same now, going from 20 mg to 10 mg; I don't remember 25mg to 20mg being bad. I want to get this withdrawal over with so I can start back on something effective for me and start being productive again. ***Have you had a difficult experience coming off of Vyvanse? Can you recommend any life hacks to make it easier (foods, electrolytes, soothing music?) Could cutting cold turkey be much worse?*** ",4.346520618556698,6.369518329896909,5.237031786941582,79.1116301546392,71.88659793814433,8.148969072164949,32.05627147766323,8.841846274778883,2.906045704467353,1218,58,216,24,24,397,165,291,0.09300000000000001,0.83,0.077,-0.5619,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,0,5,9,8,1,2,15,0,19,9,4,5,0,33,28,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,10,11,1,0,7,1,0,5,7,7,0,3,9,3,17,1,41,14,10,47,0,2,1,0,5,18,0,2,20,136,27,2,0.11631651123305885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062151381428302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520577826489883,0.28267458524952244,0.07909921630160714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178880434696938,0.09711942833568413,0.07090546563684784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920142229949624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001963750595094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286926945893684,0.0,0.0,0.3000581084817446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377986737453248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406503870884801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077057633231485,0.0,0.06610535384880059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937429783942155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796450563269178,0.12289478033733953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245192309902957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948134812128933,0.0,0.0,0.12637822979223706,0.0,0.08215779177181744,0.0,0.2331594033988953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764217446057886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171766479496868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284272954198007,0.0,0.08550601930561304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477465766058959,0.07881907830649197,0.08846394821547797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371692737873062,0.11634798813291665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131763932678318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268919990327176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954613305779317,0.0,0.0,0.1646588506571136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782509309260172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272486600491593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860649198214751,0.1846532650577124,0.1866041784147191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121249660642858,0.0,0.08467980550062955,0.0,0.11853646214404792,0.0,0.0,0.28267458524952244,0.0 adhd,samuraiche,2018/11/11,"First day of work, let's see how long before I'm fired for incompetence Forgot to wear a bra, lost my nametag, lost the holster for my scanner, forgot my lunch in the fridge, kept spacing out and forgetting steps to how to scan and sort merchandise. So, so far so good. Hoping I get approved for aderall or vyvanse before I lose this job because I desperately need it. ",9.707699530516427,7.04813685915493,9.096338028169018,71.9992488262911,60.69014084507042,11.72018779342723,40.568075117370896,9.725611199111238,3.8312215962441294,291,12,55,4,3,93,54,71,0.203,0.677,0.12,-0.7051,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,13,11,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,3,6,2,9,5,0,8,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,3,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821064314572396,0.0,0.4137738233012657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679963751644085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068074423615356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270261202243351,0.0,0.0,0.20392708078580896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148433683548445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412703960557411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486183264217089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516363573438466,0.0,0.2720018430046053,0.5308132818559402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027885041028088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374424534048088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770025529340993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,no-your-username,2018/11/11,"Unmedicated amongst you, what has worked? Hi all, I'm 40, severe ADHD. The only way I can get anything done is by having someone breathing over my neck. I have never actually completed a project on my own. I'm a terrible employee, the only reason I have a job is because I work in a field that has a major shortage of workers. &#x200B; Due to health issues I can't be medicated (according to my doctor). I have high blood pressure. I talked to a psychiatrist last week who told me I would be better off with just a good therapist. I keep reading posts about how much medication helps and it is making me super depressed. I have tried so many coping mechanisms (Lists, reminders, diet change, etc...) and I'm looking for my 5th therapist to try to help. &#x200B; So anyways enough with the rambling, has anyone found some other good coping mechanisms to manage severe ADHD without meds?",4.1374545454545455,6.56117207878788,5.434545454545461,75.69181818181819,73.66666666666666,7.551515151515153,29.78787878787879,8.447377352677275,2.6464424242424247,703,31,115,13,15,234,115,165,0.095,0.795,0.11,0.5362,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,5,6,7,0,1,10,0,17,8,3,3,2,15,26,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,17,4,17,20,7,11,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,1,4,80,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.11040458375595223,0.0,0.2719353860409447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516599012838175,0.27494566463491416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910744199005353,0.0,0.093101429706609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896676034232949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005975019600184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968306862563438,0.0,0.11862112380720564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744401913968302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157996660037296,0.0,0.11577758396758114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689990885247348,0.12617673794555126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404797301093146,0.0,0.0,0.05910898033222928,0.0,0.0,0.1897865066820812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025846032064072,0.0,0.0,0.15166558252975568,0.11953457729560316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808476983880654,0.1122701934847874,0.10056062794207753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222108024114607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500589038370844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551927330828154,0.1147023209555554,0.0,0.0,0.12566878233695486,0.22794558146625898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316810401442801,0.0,0.08725759044880176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720903137921863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835317902298497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316678822718435,0.0,0.0,0.1163228275903554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556233427953211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585991137137273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909345695093061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26271963125906056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810646066366647,0.0,0.1536240686316354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980222725627131,0.09075101288748373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905923250758298,0.0,0.1647289612822749,0.0,0.0,0.08036869053376826,0.0,0.27494566463491416,0.0 adhd,galdutro,2018/11/11,"Bad Ritalin Experience. Hi! I've been diagnosed with ADD and I've been on Ritalin in the last 2.5 months. Well... it started pretty good but the efficacy of the medication deteriorated as time passed. Now, I've been pretty depressed and manage to correlate it to the medication (Didn't take retalin for 3 days and my depression was gone. This happened 2 times). Not only that but Ritalin managed to destroy my urinary system. Its hard for me to urinate and the liquid very foamy (this goes back to normal once I stop the medicatio). I think I should stay away from the medication for some time. Even if the medication was supposed to help, I am not feeling any good effects as of now. Maybe later I will try some vyvanse. Have any of you had any bad experience with Ritalin? P.S. I take 30 mg of ritalin LA alongside 37.5 mg of Effexor XR.",2.8862819089900107,5.55364538993711,4.978401775804663,76.02855715871254,79.37735849056604,8.521050684424713,28.84979652238254,9.168548406835145,3.0618935257121707,663,31,120,19,17,228,100,159,0.155,0.7559999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,1,0,8,0,11,11,1,1,0,20,18,9,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,8,2,10,3,22,8,2,19,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,12,73,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688437253963153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381117294412873,0.10133029696330044,0.22006074685213864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498687206964242,0.0,0.2270029709293486,0.1337534129222579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703911323705511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781126413382244,0.0,0.0,0.06663167192074816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106077540468766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653217172676572,0.0,0.11804854288960205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832901733207604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741787634521263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239021453510202,0.0,0.0,0.5310159069781876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518513521404436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291159251174087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034086076349528,0.0,0.10022424373473256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26813424286227544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327420443151832,0.14045940725571754,0.0,0.11017355804882653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816355932018426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443897901578609,0.0,0.0,0.23052504885559094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946962649304785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873188397992807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848559158458626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bro_v1,2018/11/11,"Optical illusions hurt your head? I see how they are happening, but pictures that are “moving” and show like Brain Games give me headaches. Does this happen to any body else?",4.703763440860218,7.51073141935484,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,73.51612903225806,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.1801526881720434,138,5,25,3,3,40,30,31,0.065,0.828,0.107,0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114700416204014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122213589557592,0.0,0.31378310687257016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245978818361817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348099155212246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964173159853866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971239439841424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884736470579787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009066218001517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732362058507186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987481918904035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239878434715526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CaliKushQueen,2019/01/27,"Finding/making good friends that aren't enablers? Feel free to skip to the TLDR, but reading the backstory is always appreciated. <3 I was diagnosed 4 years ago at the age of 23, and immediately began medication and therapy which gave me the first opportunity of my life to actually learn to function like an adult, and grow/mature as an individual. It's been a lot to take in over the last four years, but one change that I have definitely noticed is my ability to finally take responsibility for my actions (or lack thereof) in life. I realized that I had been living my entire life in the ""victim"" role, and would manipulate any situation to where ""it wasn't my fault."" Because of this, I've grown in every way possible-- and it's been wonderful. I lost 80 lbs and went from morbidly obese to healthy for the first time in my life. My day finally had a routine and rhythm to it. I budgeted myself, balanced my accounts, and even got on board with meal prepping and daily exercise for the first time in my life!! However, I have noticed a downside; I have separated myself from my close/childhood friends a great deal more than I originally realized. This came about when I realized that I no longer felt the need to run from my problem, or bury them under layers of addictions--addictions that my friends and I once shared (not drugs; but pretty much everything else-including alcohol.) It became difficult to connect with my once close friends who haven't changed their ways, and now it's left me feeling more alone than ever. The hubby and I moved to a rather secluded town while he finished up his apprenticeship for plumbing, which has turned me into a bit of a shut-in these days. We're not into the bar scene anymore, and there's not much to do as far as adult-congregating activities/clubs/common interest groups go in this tiny town. Does anyone have any suggestions for ways to connect with others? TLDR/In Conclusion: I was diagnosed 4 yrs ago as an adult, and have made an 180 degree turn as a person. I've had to step away from 98% of my strongest connections/friends in my life since I've grown away from those bad habits that once connected us. I live in a really secluded area with only my husband, but am starved for friendship. What do you do as a socially awkward ADHD'er in need of friends? Where do you find common interests and build friendships in this kind of situation? 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The diagnose wasn't seen by family because my brother had a much worse case of it combined with depression. My new diagnose has presented a whole new world for me, and so much stuff makes sense now. As treatment, I am currently taking ritalin. My psychiatrist told me that the medication could change me a bit, and make me a more goal focused person. I didn't really think much of it, as it's pretty much out of my hand anyways. ​ Recently, like the last month or 2, I've been having doubts about my relationship, and I feel like they're so unfair and irrational to my gf, but I feel like I have no control over them. I just don't feel the spark I had for her anymore, and feel like I'm just in the relationship just to have someone. I've come to the conclusion that the right thing is to break up with her, as I generally don't feel right about the relationship anymore, and it's unfair against her that my only interest is just her presence. I don't really feel intimate with her anymore, and would just rather see her as a friend. ​ I still really care about her, and she is a super interesting person, and we share so many interests, but for some reason it's not enough, and it makes no sense to me. I've been thinking about this for a while, and have decided I'm gonna call her tomorrow and end it the relationship. The reason I'm posting here is to hear if this is something related to my recent ADHD diagnosis, as I just have no explanation for why I feel this way. ​ If anything here doesn't make sense, just ask me to clear it up. I'm in a really weird emotional state right now, and have an important exam early tomorrow which I've barely prepared for...",5.7009657570893575,5.7420528258426975,6.865248796147674,76.03619850187265,67.08988764044943,11.050615302300697,31.27822364901016,10.813802987103665,3.28348303905832,1410,51,283,38,21,478,168,356,0.08,0.768,0.152,0.9808,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,1,5,21,16,0,1,19,0,27,6,1,7,1,59,53,28,0,5,14,1,8,4,2,2,5,1,0,2,17,21,0,1,13,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,9,11,38,12,42,41,9,36,0,2,2,0,27,12,0,5,23,192,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822976541744773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295231846490655,0.0,0.0,0.0644327453152381,0.0,0.07319824542307747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772985461509977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548135289527131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995121417326398,0.0,0.07983023091464389,0.0,0.08282911125643268,0.0674469643714619,0.0,0.0,0.08781808661542137,0.06251473972666569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743812299667279,0.23841306767786824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807493382737686,0.06934896307639668,0.08090296871060064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381257248419605,0.0,0.2771294496850205,0.16780874436706528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060492993360018364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824775941187436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382348149323955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301017771743802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090586199931985,0.07938208313756284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887719685204107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062496874441296424,0.0,0.23023273783012466,0.0,0.0,0.15124177460141955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954930764615436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673393235835832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498802983031735,0.07965741582912485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063932169241475,0.16100717568133482,0.2319300729603769,0.4203148105427957,0.0,0.20059869921130555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239352631053049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663418088722917,0.060277777937216476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252904187068417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963270375213156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588705003823599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201784344668275,0.10034064716011767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748172833524098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062149464898429124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065194497013544,0.08741714160590128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979255271660612,0.05562079320156648,0.0,0.0,0.05042147224828797 adhd,DoubtingStream6,2019/01/27,"I finally got around to starting work I'm more than a month behind on... Only to realise I could make moodboards for each of my OCs on Pinterest, so spent the rest of the night doing that instead Brain, why do you do this to me?",4.140992907801415,4.453914872340427,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,70.48936170212768,7.9687943262411345,28.43262411347518,7.793537801064563,1.5797858156028368,177,6,38,2,3,58,39,47,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,11,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29835286846471165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741361246738056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675884901357606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671383664902149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680485554725359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237139621729232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751201945446673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145137924498151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489523576897155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372195533114896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024190352927147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399181161775374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tinybluemoon,2019/01/27,Question from a newb- how do I know when my meds are doing enough? Been taking concerta for about a month. 18mg for the first 2 weeks and 27 mg for the last 2. There's somewhat of an improvement but I've never been medicated before so i don't really know how much to expect from my meds. It'd be helpful to hear from other students- reading is definitely easier than it was before but I'm having a hell of a time with time management and keeping my thoughts organized.,1.912105263157894,4.294683631578948,4.013947368421054,83.20513157894737,81.10526315789474,7.1684210526315795,23.184210526315788,8.238735603445708,1.6394000000000002,375,13,72,8,10,128,68,95,0.067,0.8,0.133,0.6617,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,7,0,11,1,0,2,1,15,18,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,5,0,13,12,3,8,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,8,52,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575365315009175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707566941056755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869959738048316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367829234652707,0.0,0.1408166532265597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867346676413736,0.0,0.0,0.230916257474526,0.1712486598460583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466717815567025,0.21164019789106212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676891598866013,0.0,0.15443786081410338,0.0,0.16203177610455427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534512886945885,0.0,0.21014350268195434,0.0,0.1345868877267674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795901538235374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678533339255092,0.2450064304666143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851883859976802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awonderingeye,2019/01/27,"What song is currently on loop in your head? This is mine right now: https://youtu.be/BR6Tvp73_kQ I needed to share my pain!! Go on, share yours",3.3610000000000007,6.5125458000000025,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,91.0,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.12199999999999987,115,2,22,2,4,30,22,25,0.113,0.7170000000000001,0.17,0.1739,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29201982308598906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273349177710291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809963374704832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467483386793379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388055975141055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waqert12345,2019/01/27,"I’ve gone from Adderall 10mgXR to 20mgXR, now I’m on 10mgIR 3x day. I feel like this working, but im thinking about asking for a dosage increase to 20mgIR. Hey all, my psychiatrist and I have been adjusting my dosage for about 5 months now to find the right thing. The 10XR was just a starter dose, then we moved up to 20. The 20 only lasted me about 3-3:30 hours(I’m 5’10 140, not sure if body type makes a difference). We now have switched to 10mg IR and it’s been great, I just take one every 3-4 hours. But I feel like my dosage is just a little too low. I can tell that *something* is there, just a little bit. I do notice that I can focus a little better, but I still have songs stuck in my head and I’m still a bit impulsive at times. Am I supposed to know it’s there? Sometimes it doesn’t feel like it at all.",0.4567816091954029,2.4275585862069,1.8788505747126472,98.80954022988509,83.82758620689657,4.7862068965517235,17.712643678160926,5.82211442006289,-0.6081011494252873,630,14,151,4,18,202,107,174,0.043,0.8340000000000001,0.122,0.9335,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,2,15,7,0,0,10,0,13,3,2,1,3,25,25,8,0,1,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,5,4,16,6,17,20,5,25,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,15,88,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564137960853145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832203174858633,0.31680564391951394,0.16116443870048028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935722993027313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159019793309078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222462187288002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008853589412528,0.31096113663330954,0.0,0.0,0.13261140624105386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996437805164734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489061913107851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288633612484036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672419504386245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797387367299954,0.11826929772872988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126537816560476,0.4362607281065705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684999780743704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581100368515106,0.15420977225847834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518813739973298,0.0,0.0,0.09831805477117032,0.11034895983054087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390772552643675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169886534688732,0.143499640429389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317412242852813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674743805184522,0.0,0.1090910833170098,0.0,0.12681675231749942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639263903918872,0.09296905774820838,0.0,0.0,0.08460427806079654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562866166549942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elizasher,2019/01/27,"Vyvanse and all day nausea? So, I’ve recently started back on medication after being off for awhile. My new doctor recommended Vyvanse because I was previously taking adderall but was having an unpleasant crash as it wore off. Today is day 5, and frankly this week has been a rollercoaster of side effects. Most went away fairly quickly, but the one that has stuck around is nausea. As I was searching this sub to see others experiences, I only noticed people reporting nausea right after taking it/after it kicks in. Mine is delayed, but lasts hours. For reference, he started me on 20mg and I worked my way up to 60mg to mitigate any anxiety, as I also have GAD & PD. I take it with a good breakfast every morning and feel fine. Then, after a few hours the nausea creeps in. It’s never made me actually puke, but it’s really strong and unpleasant. The worst part is that it sticks around essentially until the meds wear off. My doctor seems pretty unconcerned with it, but it’s getting pretty disruptive. Had any one else experienced this? Is there something I’m doing wrong? Any tips? At this point, I’ll try anything.",4.454476190476188,6.694509114285713,5.536190476190477,76.15047619047621,72.14285714285714,8.095238095238095,27.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.4984285714285708,894,34,150,18,18,295,136,210,0.16699999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9611,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,8,0,16,5,1,2,2,23,30,17,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,15,9,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,9,3,12,3,27,20,5,37,0,0,1,0,1,15,0,2,20,102,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.12731462787888398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433249186487953,0.0,0.14135833739815296,0.0,0.26616120133365634,0.0,0.09980506035340726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736124782907808,0.23228230459715785,0.0,0.0,0.12257578442926174,0.10031922274358514,0.0,0.07953000799681442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682777452536805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670720885711241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898643075637388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992205068573263,0.0,0.0,0.12761941101294386,0.0,0.0,0.06596682075861256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816236771412422,0.0,0.0,0.10942751493032922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569626978263834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634606022738813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344875710575695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449167572117158,0.13142935688776594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006223408455025,0.12600352170042073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485348095078329,0.0,0.0,0.17681237607610525,0.09922420571977092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128044592443753,0.0,0.0904477252108651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333121497093875,0.0,0.0,0.26545879801995825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357896219960972,0.0,0.12881805113373185,0.0,0.0,0.1114160538240192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396339327746698,0.11877007008862912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043802144455807,0.0,0.0,0.1846870278883156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942794234724758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366518405506673,0.0,0.0,0.08857689810375438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035567252452121,0.10465083099214062,0.0,0.0,0.12094198939150685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497978115151053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264255720972965,0.0,0.0 adhd,A_CANADIAN_MALE,2019/01/27,"ADHD or lazy? *sorry for mobile formatting* (and my grammar is garbage) I was just wondering if I may have ADHD or if I'm just a lazy person. -I daydream and zone out constantly. Whether it be while I'm talking to someone or if I'm in class. It annoys my parents because they'll ask me to do something and I'll reply ""yep"" but have no memory of it. I also have zoned out while driving which is a big no no when your learning to drive. -I can't get through a paragraph without zoning out or getting distracted. Even books I really want to read. I have never actually read a book for English, I generally just find chapter summaries online. -can't seem to do even the simplest of tasks without it feeling like a huge effort. Like getting up and moving some laundry from one pile to another. Sometimes I wonder why I'd prefer to lay on my phone instead of just doing the chore. -doing homework or studying is a nightmare. I do sometimes ""get in the zone"" and study for an hour straight but most times if I can even get up and open the book my eyes and brain just go blank. -I can't remeber things for the life of me, I can't tell you how many times I've walked into class without knowing there was a task or having to find all of my clothing and get changed in 30 seconds becuase I forgot I had an outing. -no matter how easy the test I'll always get a question wrong. I'd like to think I'm good at math but ""whoops I forgot to add a negative sign"" or in physics I've completely changed the SI units for my final answer which is beyond frustrating. -I constantly procrastinate even when I truly want to finish my work. I've had projects due the next day and I would keep telling myself in ""5 minutes I'll start"". This is excruciatingly painful becuase I know I have to do the work and I want to but I can't seem to get off my phone and out of bed. -I'm completely disorganized. This is the only category I've made some progress in and I'm super proud of myself for it. Before this year my binder was full of loose paper and I could never find anything but now all of my things are ordered. (In my binder, other areas could use some improvement). -I can never sleep. Don't know if this is related but on average it takes me an hour to fall asleep which isn't that bad to be honest but it's still annoying that I can only seem to think or be somewhat productive at night. There are a few other things I'm sure I wanted to write down at the start of the list but this pretty much sums it up I think. I'm completely overwhelmed, my grades are slipping and I'm freaking out. I really do wanna do work but I'm complelty unmotivated. My parents say I'm just super lazy and I kinda agree but I would like an outside opinion. I'm currently seeing a therapist for anxiety and depression but I think I'm going bring this up at our next meeting. Sorry for the wall of text and thank you for anyone who provides any help. 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Gives me the willies. Glad my limbs and features are firmly attached!,3.25416666666667,6.018497035714282,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,78.64285714285714,3.733333333333334,23.619047619047624,3.1291,-0.1476809523809517,119,4,23,0,3,33,27,28,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831743726409326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172807873832856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072453754022415,0.4250270029372034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710503611824718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900348444935605,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pazeamor,2019/01/27,"So happy I'm getting back on my meds on this Wednesday after 4 months off them There was a general shortage of Ritalin and other ADHD meds in my country for the last months and I haven't been able to concentrate on anything since. Everything became so hard to do; not just studying, but literally everything. This month they got back to local drugstores, next week I'm getting new prescriptions and then I'll finally be able to properly function and not dissociate all the time. Plus it will help me with my binge eating and all the weight I gained in the last months. <3",6.319200524246392,7.2210327155963325,6.396618610747051,76.93642201834864,65.88073394495413,9.89829619921363,33.002621231979035,9.957137785484203,3.2745979030144166,462,19,83,10,7,147,77,109,0.027000000000000003,0.8859999999999999,0.087,0.8183,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,0,2,14,11,10,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,8,1,15,6,2,23,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,16,55,12,0,0.3120348605182792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750263238985984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838905155668304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399355469760867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964478094926352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804368125098746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090946877714427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302533585687426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478139144172773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608345564318142,0.13976097256581135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457519479641728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543500580604513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466003868118802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981264973589465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068260635042088,0.16592630705975084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290592305499988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097501824304298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514777172756195,0.18998719871520445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeverFallDrums,2019/01/27,"I’m going off my meds (Adderall 30mg XR) for a bit. What should I expect? I’ve been on my meds for close to 3 years, but due to issues at my doctors office, I’ve decided to take myself off until I can find a new doctor. I’m looking for advice on: 1: what should I expect as far as mental/body changes for coming off of the meds 2: Since my problem is with my doctors office and the way they run their practice, how should I go about trying to find a new doctor? The doctor I see is a GP, but my medicine is the only thing I see them for, as I go to a Nurse Practitioner on the off chance I get sick. Thanks in advance! 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I finally managed to put my finger on what that was. I lose this general sense of motivation that I tend to get, but it is easier to build motivation for specific things. My thoughts often don't sit around long enough for me to remember them. When I think about something that I want to do, I start to feel motivated, but I've probably bounced to a new thing before I could do anything about the first one, and so the first doesn't get remembered. That vague sense of motivation remains, but it's directionless. When I can dwell on thoughts a bit by writing them down, or talking to myself/someone else about them, it helps. Then I can sometimes direct that general sense of motivation towards something. However, most of them time I only get things done if I get started as soon as whatever it is came to mind. Unfortunately, there's a lot of stuff that can't be done immediately, or in one attempt (I've started using alarms/reminders on my phone to help, but if I'm in the middle of something when the alarm goes off, I'll probably be distracted by something before I finish, and the alarm doesn't get remembered). A general sense of motivation and bouncing thoughts can be fun, but it's a problem when that's all I manage. When I was on adderall, I didn't have the same general sense of motivation, but could focus on specific motivations that were normally so fleeting. There are things I'd love to make more consistent progress on. So yeah, it'll probably only be something I use a few days a week, but I'm going to take care of getting a new prescription as soon as I can. **tl;dr:** I ramble a bit, coping strategies are great, but medication can help.",7.185208237986274,6.958350959420294,7.737955758962624,71.92647597254006,64.04347826086956,11.321128909229598,37.2883295194508,10.882677951670544,4.093521739130435,1431,66,265,35,19,475,159,345,0.059000000000000004,0.747,0.195,0.9941,1,0,6,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,4,15,19,12,0,4,16,1,29,3,1,12,1,55,58,28,0,7,12,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,22,5,0,0,18,0,0,4,5,7,0,4,12,3,28,5,49,39,9,45,0,2,0,1,11,16,0,7,25,184,50,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960408150859022,0.07529623951429527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503861959428267,0.0,0.05156062611904385,0.0,0.14394672979124304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846840771808589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673969533800617,0.08623736071227682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350642757229865,0.0,0.0,0.054548629666479234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311425649943826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065771461387932,0.0,0.0,0.0873961958452796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276738638745065,0.0,0.08121233701749409,0.09265584916407134,0.0,0.14389143705090912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093355718091041,0.0,0.04807010861083499,0.0,0.0,0.09325235869151384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008133390189314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041322672304984466,0.0,0.0,0.14970546704404908,0.0,0.09462603382040544,0.09233164563589034,0.0719089040933231,0.07633888892000174,0.0,0.056459387051131286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520783666748677,0.0,0.0,0.08540407937984917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338035505638202,0.0,0.0,0.08287276154254662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146304023563659,0.12865740371310225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735822936205033,0.08093390253049625,0.0,0.1700572821438491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874460018469026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166636544170726,0.3906938326006555,0.08365412415196671,0.0,0.1796035050260832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682657455111156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359541390045656,0.06798410301560598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247710661682901,0.05419696576164516,0.0,0.20144685538746104,0.09864131728145993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461040166903248,0.0,0.0,0.0498888717626923,0.0,0.0678468732211009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Deannerzz,2019/01/27,"Feeling like I don’t actually have ADHD Hello, Just wanted to vent a little and see if anyone else can relate. I was diagnosed in college after just “getting by” in school. I was medicated in college and had decent grades. I have my first “real job” and it is so easy to me it makes me doubt my diagnosis. I always get commented on how organized, detail oriented, and timely I am. My supervisor even said he wished everyone had as great of a work ethic as me. In reality, I think you would have to be drunk to mess up at my job (at least I would). We are assigned clients and I just happen to have extremely easy clients compared to my peers. Even not medicated, everything comes really easy for me if I’m alone and not having to listen to someone teach me anything. I have trouble remembering what people say though and following oral directions. I just started medicine again but honestly I don’t even want to take it for work because I don’t want to medicated for a day that consists of me on Reddit for 90% of it. (I am on Wellbutrin as well and it helps some of my symptoms vs no medicine). My house is a mess though and even medicated I have trouble completing simple tasks. I just wanted to see if anyone else has a similar situation and how you manage it. Having a job where I have to do nothing most of the time is a blessing and a curse. I’m afraid if I got work elsewhere I wouldn’t be able to perform as well as I’m perceived to perform at my current job. EDIT: I also wanted to add that I am ADHD inattentive. I see a lot how people say their meds “calm them down” but my meds stimulate me to feel like a normal person. On typical days I don’t care to have conversations with others but when I’m medicated I am (relatively) outgoing and feel like what a normal functioning adult does, I.e. I can make a to do list and actually follow through with it. 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I'm currently on 50 mg of ritalin which I take once every morning around 8 - 9, so the immediate effects tend to wear off by 4 - 5pm, give or take an hour. There are lots of sources that tell you to avoid drinking on ritalin, and it seems to primarily be due to the fact that combining the two can lead to higher amounts of ritalin in your system and because the ritalin can cause you to get drunk faster without you necessarily noticing (however, were I to drink, I'd be in a very safe situation with people who would know when to stop me). What are your experiences with drinking past the point of buzzed/tipsy while being on ritalin? Would I be medically safe? &#x200B; Would it even matter at all if I didn't take my meds the day I drank? Or if I drank after the time my meds tend to wear off?",7.366334355828219,5.977881914110429,8.065452453987731,73.52738113496936,64.21472392638037,11.830981595092025,36.32592024539878,10.9516,3.7531723926380374,644,26,131,15,8,217,104,163,0.043,0.904,0.053,0.3911,2,1,4,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,2,5,3,0,1,9,0,13,16,2,3,2,26,25,9,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,7,5,7,4,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,14,2,28,14,3,24,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,6,11,85,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722426346773532,0.16510721143795454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096064455888103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283025300400212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958461623353055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763037100954196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324366772434652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974644671066978,0.0,0.11448346980403515,0.0,0.0,0.1329152148814984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099089142979692,0.13034700802667445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381292049161386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467525256459875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551901455848593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30186069300651314,0.13688326151813032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546985365816619,0.0,0.14470613398297416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971137281535736,0.0942010211183746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844907220106172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369865416256802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527330912817519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360048360585105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064910932873715,0.0,0.11876377024630072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923182748214938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327335194658848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121139665655618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098199445916256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28957249568354265,0.0,0.16510721143795454,0.0 adhd,BadgerMama,2019/01/27,"I honestly don't know where the ADHD leaves off and the depression begins. I feel like such a crap person because I have all these wonderful ideas of what I want to accomplish and who I want to be, but when it comes down to doing what is necessary to accomplish that, I fail so miserably. I hate dealing with authority figures or mentors or anyone ""above"" me in any way because I know I will only disappoint them (at best). I have so many truly good things in my life, but I still can't help feeling that I am a failure as a human being. 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Now, here comes the hard part: sticking to it. I have set myself a chart of all the topics broken into little segments for each subjects. I like it because I don't get so overwhelmed by all the work that I have yet to do. I have come up with doing 40 minutes a day, per subject, about any topic, done or not. 40 minutes of *pure* work. Anytime during the day, ideally inbetween free periods. With that chart I can keep track of it all, which is great because every time I had to revise, I always got lost as to where to start because I forgot where I finished last. All great in theory, but I struggle to start. Like, badly. I've been trying to start for the past 4 hours and each and every time I found something else to do.^like^writing^this... I thought, maybe if I had a **physical** reward system, one that I can **see**, would be beneficial for my dopamine deprived brain. Trouble is, I cannot think of *anything* that would grant me this sense of accomplishment, or anything that will get me that *sweet dopamine* As a kid, my mom used to have this chart on a wall. Each time I did something good i got a star. For every X stars I would get something. Like an ice cream or a toy. Amount of stars equated to price. However I do not think this will work at the age of 19 where I can just *get it now* **TL;DR** :: I am working on a **physical** reward system for my brain, since it's lacking the original, chemical one (dopamine). But I can't think of anything that will suffice. What are your ideas?",1.9716964285714305,4.339099205357143,2.9391190476190485,91.08921428571428,80.75595238095238,5.506666666666668,23.885714285714286,6.742157984588678,0.7712807142857145,1327,48,269,14,35,421,164,336,0.071,0.7659999999999999,0.163,0.9887,1,0,3,0,0,0,77.0,0,1,0,11,11,18,0,2,20,0,35,2,2,4,5,48,58,16,0,6,11,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,15,0,2,6,1,2,3,5,6,0,2,12,5,34,13,41,39,13,38,0,3,2,0,3,12,0,4,23,185,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791958415401976,0.0,0.0,0.06472440267387633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497051189715784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794697758203677,0.17405914208399534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125005751517129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459626338554252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276405979094067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740028789678748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950912749399383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405750775133639,0.0,0.08553997996882742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435792378998693,0.0,0.0,0.19890661056657608,0.0,0.0,0.07983091267017778,0.1522453151407426,0.3148027239560393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052184678190038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373130104769337,0.0,0.0,0.10744454103989692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845987088086298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758289176387992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599693684653426,0.09539350589295438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389818896225987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635321511290341,0.0,0.09561923987274423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147149357284487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899034911397786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613731286465606,0.09085830942183044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584465913269595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873234542380522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198183589514282,0.0,0.0,0.2021027435931527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950086296944842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829589373536212,0.0,0.07556081595049484,0.16649742596613465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461971307324449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822033585001756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771632936877487,0.0,0.0,0.20283547110644687,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BenevolentTengu,2019/01/27,"Looking for a android app for texting. I need to update my social game since I quit social media. Specifically I am looking for an app that reminds me to reach out to specific people if I have. Ot texted them in awhile. Does anyone know of any apps foe this or at least with a similar feature? 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I’m taking precalculus and intro to writing. The details are overwhelming me, and there’s hw due every class for math. 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Having ADD, you'd think I'd be forgetting stuff, losing stuff constantly. Forgetting appointments and stuff like that is another thing entirely, I struggle a whole lot with that. But physical stuff, IE items and belongings? Never a problem. Does anyone agree with that? My (neurotypical) friends forget their stuff all the time. ""Yo I left my charger at your place"" ""Dude I left my sweater in your car"" I never leave stuff around. I feel like with ADD tho I should. DAE?",1.9509042553191485,4.684118638297875,2.1416755319148955,90.17187500000004,96.65957446808511,6.1797872340425535,21.832446808510642,7.413659706084162,1.4205978723404256,408,15,75,9,16,123,64,94,0.07200000000000001,0.748,0.18100000000000002,0.8681,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,3,22,9,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,15,4,8,6,4,12,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,53,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117324741846186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745059108910501,0.0,0.0,0.09485676678168893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151483747574312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324722053970633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053877537876862884,0.0761230945043543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232432465479546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937349128895314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947112053698123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282662826026554,0.2315451897527748,0.0,0.0,0.10411502924753344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920807306551208,0.0,0.09058946620849748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436396108885912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132756094343096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195898714981236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139468674977776,0.8538619062250253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079057579877274,0.0682763040317774,0.0,0.0,0.06213322530290244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896513540219135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dddulcie,2019/01/27,Thinking too fast to use punctuation People hate texting me and I hate reading what I texted,3.8764705882352932,7.004732235294122,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,79.58823529411767,5.752941176470588,32.029411764705884,7.1686216300943375,2.427964705882353,76,4,12,1,2,24,15,17,0.363,0.637,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7723206099534873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711605791413839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912362565385922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250620574275585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378110937790934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RatCity617,2019/01/27,"Willful focus training experiment When it comes to things i dont find interesting its almost impossible to sit down and focus on it. So i got the wild idea to try training myself the way lab animals are trained, via electric shocks. If i drift off or stop paying attention, someone hits the button and a shock collar goes off around my leg. This is beta testing my hypothesis to subconsciously train my mind to associate pain with not focusing. Any thoughts?",6.483052208835344,8.271740457831326,6.86524096385542,70.48091365461848,66.10843373493975,9.870682730923695,34.315261044176715,10.125756701596842,3.8287767068273086,370,17,60,9,6,120,68,83,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,15,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,11,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,2,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694507859904667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298772526892684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954361299925755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179378519277866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153668188304388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632177673275235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459397531766895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152126767459508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037653704819753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717001788069434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863265040086119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279957169065851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496796690069013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787687991955601,0.0,0.0,0.21362424771863897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826917486188918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358796279062803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ikverveelme,2019/01/27,"I'm finally getting the therapy I need!! After 5 years of intensive therapy (day treatments and inpatient admissions) for my eating disorder, ocd and depression, my psychiatrist and I are almost certain what caused my mental health issues; my ADHD. I am going to switch treatment, I'm finally going to get the therapy I need and I couldn't be happier. After 5 years, I can finally see myself fully recover and I can honestly say that I am looking forward to the future. &#x200B; (sorry if this is a very random post, I just wanted to tell somebody)",6.209830268741161,7.647352217821782,8.146053748231967,62.35831683168317,66.42574257425743,11.712022630834513,37.20084865629421,11.491704259439757,5.32508090523338,438,23,63,15,7,155,67,101,0.102,0.848,0.05,-0.7143,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,1,1,15,19,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,14,2,8,17,0,13,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,10,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145910597301628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428613058025044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458062333995926,0.17335712919083318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146559245587782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200900079310316,0.0,0.12287966378595468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350978763120524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598489133691253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688571730223409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490761915216825,0.0,0.16216292465424784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164931929207545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890823412398904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980511447604204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377569971841572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157289842127394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663642290244574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345525010886286,0.0,0.0,0.11368785480337833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159705047393737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469804366791895,0.0,0.4894595739423199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771596901632968,0.08414923105577705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335712919083318,0.1837469159029872 adhd,panmetronlegomenon,2019/01/27,"Everyone else in my family loves going on long, unplanned, meandering walks. To me, it's a waking nightmare. Okay, I'm exaggerating a little. Some people have war in their countries. But compared to how enthusiastic my parents and partner are when someone suggests just going into the woods and walking around for a while, I do probably seem like I'm having a nightmare. We live in a beautiful wooded area near my parents with lots of options for exploring. I actually love the outdoors, but **there's something about the unpredictability of this kind of outing that just gives me the time management willies**. I say yes and am immediately filled with dread, like I just sold off an unknown portion of my day that I desperately needed. It doesn't help that I'm a freelance writer = every minute means more money, nor that I'm a new parent = all the money is absolutely needed. I feel like if I didn't have ADHD I'd be able to budget a 45-minute walk every day, but with non-plan plans like these I have no idea how I'm going to get back into work mode once we're home, whenever that is. I also realized long ago that if anyone wants to walk *to* somewhere, this reaction gets switched off. Same if there's a clear goal established (getting groceries, getting the dog to poop once, collecting mushrooms, etc). Anyone else feel the same? Commiseration? Success stories? Hiking-related trauma? 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I avoid obvious sources like oranges and berries for about an hour before and after each dose (20 mg IR 2x/day), but it seems like every food I eat is loaded with vitamin c (nearly all fruits and vegetables, which make up ~90% of my diet). I’ve started eating oatmeal and grains more, but I sense a high likelihood that it’s all bullshit, so I’d love some actual data or expertise on this if anyone knows.",9.18095238095238,7.896308365079367,8.895238095238096,68.69142857142859,60.587301587301596,12.844444444444447,40.04761904761904,11.855464076750405,4.869057142857144,538,24,92,14,6,174,91,126,0.115,0.7390000000000001,0.146,0.6292,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,14,0,1,3,23,10,13,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,9,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,3,13,10,6,13,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,4,7,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.16102712329854255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307593286764759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041237340920948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641856982507593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444024088515284,0.0,0.0,0.16164815081204936,0.0,0.33769529542174664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403110131259176,0.0,0.0,0.13902904877386718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.598596576444526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743433874010735,0.0,0.0,0.1625027882317598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720575122882549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612322698089347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892904607453655,0.0,0.1101462540840689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329023868141286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021999466182528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335915464459028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406788284324564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,instantp0t2k,2019/01/27,"How can I stop staying up until 5am? Hi all, I'm believed to have untreated/untested ADHD and related issues. One of my struggles lately is staying up all night. I know this sounds ridiculous and I should be able to just stop, but for some reason I can't. I haven't had morning classes for a month and I've been staying awake until 4 or 5am, then sleeping until 1pm. I've tried everything: forcing myself up at 10am so I ""will fall asleep sooner the next night"" (didn't work), setting obnoxious go-to-bed alarms and reminders (didn't work), melatonin (I just stayed up sleepily). Usually, I do work until 11p or so (sometimes I quit at 8, sometimes I work until 2). Then I watch Hulu for a few hours -- it relaxes me and makes me feel ready to sleep. So, maybe the operative issue here is Hulu -- that's, on the surface, what keeps me up until 4am. But if I block it, then I just feel miserable and putter around uselessly on different websites, OR go to bed but can't actually sleep until 4-5 anyway. I have anxiety/depression and I think one reason I watch Hulu before sleep is that it 'numbs' my mind and distracts me so that -- combined with me getting super sleepy at 4am -- my mind isn't active enough anymore to worry or feel depressed. I don't know how to quit this cycle, but I have morning classes starting soon and I can't be up all night (I did a similar thing last semester and got like 3 hrs/night, it was a wreck). If anyone's been here, how on earth do I break this cycle? Thanks...",2.3819725818735726,4.112457805280531,4.143118811881188,86.11525704493526,76.55775577557756,6.773749682660574,25.515232292460013,7.61054688173877,1.3677805026656509,1157,42,234,16,26,390,152,303,0.12,0.818,0.062,-0.9316,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,7,15,12,1,4,7,0,26,6,5,6,3,48,40,37,0,3,13,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,12,12,0,4,8,1,0,2,8,8,0,2,8,6,30,4,31,28,6,45,0,3,2,0,1,14,0,7,24,151,42,6,0.09326443363307496,0.0,0.09101263366958852,0.0,0.1120857252007361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924932572631082,0.06521266050233901,0.0,0.0,0.08302511914161287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936116377162852,0.105077079136219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065704005290826,0.0,0.0,0.09744148282374077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636709109756376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382005922401135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147189978269856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872681722573916,0.0,0.10600865382678598,0.0,0.07459208744452461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184668043906948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946876757047247,0.0,0.0828977138549527,0.0,0.0,0.10251138729816964,0.07602296124909441,0.10520634345089908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556429130461168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225473366027346,0.0,0.09369665917631892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883409825359353,0.0,0.07444278113132177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918778323070612,0.35008941223455897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263967878645709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839641062965785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917827418885758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733271523666244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448181925700827,0.0,0.06601304615489595,0.3976299081004159,0.0,0.1559464852442892,0.0,0.09750023591282976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586536001750067,0.0,0.0,0.06196074554515652,0.059760083219298314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332042839864863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271759734689563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715904738356885,0.0947145595177296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jabroniii92,2019/01/27,"Tips for managing medication induced irritability? For me, the worst side effect of my long-term stimulant use (3.5 years now) has been a drastic mood change from relatively stable to extremely irritable. During my first year (approximately) on stimulants, my mood seemed to only get better once the meds kicked in. I would sometimes experience random irritability but it was much easier to redirect. Now, I’ll be in a pretty decent mood, take my meds, then about an hour later, I’m highly annoyed by everything and pretty blah, and it’s really hard to not be. What’s interesting though, I’ve noticed I’m only really irritable after my meds kick in and I’m around certain family members, and/or in certain environments. If I’m in a more stimulating atmosphere when they kick in, such as at work or school, my mood is usually positively enhanced and I feel pretty happy/stable. It’s really confusing and I end up feeling rather guilty later on for being miserable to those certain people when I fail to keep my irritability in check. Thoughts? Thanks! 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Never mind the times I’M cleaning or organizing and he’s on his computer. Or how we have young kids so one is usually keeping them wrangled while the other does things around the house. Or how I’m working on all my fun personal projects and goals *after the kids go to bed*, instead of sitting on my ass on the computer/in front of the tv like him. It’s not like I’m sewing while he’s scrubbing dishes. If I *really* did what I wanted to do when I wanted to, then he’d have a right to complain. Plus we have 4 people in an 1150 sqft house. So to keep something clean you literally *have* to do it one or more times a day. So kudos for keeping the kitchen clean two days in a row but that’s literally how cleaning after two little kids *works*. Of course the floors dirty again, kids are crumby! Sorry for the stream of consciousness, I’m just feeling unnecessarily judged. At least **I** know what I do around here so I’m not going to take that shit.",0.5133356140951051,2.9754412869198323,2.1435511460827925,91.10313376667808,96.04641350210971,4.756254989166382,19.90751511004676,6.5153245180268975,0.4008782985517159,943,32,189,13,37,306,132,237,0.06,0.871,0.069,-0.5492,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,6,2,4,19,5,1,0,16,0,14,5,2,4,5,38,31,25,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,10,10,3,3,4,2,1,4,4,2,0,4,1,1,20,3,33,29,4,38,0,0,0,1,21,15,2,5,20,132,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986370402451312,0.32011046103791946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460344460016276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489292354569284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842295044099456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060633688208965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043627242053148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532232592928571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31961923903820283,0.0,0.0,0.06587357293978009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711801960004566,0.1201342202974702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210274660954891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489147777675127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244454873160005,0.09116121664731087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309791560832007,0.10465975276174368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678731036410677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023623514742438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303765230457307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092276397337895,0.0,0.13417682093203856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901220627346536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963165456341258,0.0,0.11776479397810445,0.0,0.1397861644266267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341774785033608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320121660503663,0.0,0.21209491793524587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745233906153966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,banjomamay,2019/01/27,"What achievement(s) are you the most proud of lately? I'll start with my own: I've been meditating every day for 150 consecutive days; I've also quit drinking 2 months ago, and I've exercised every day for over a year now. I've never been good at keeping any sort of health commitment, so I'm SUPER proud of myself. I thank the apps that helped immensely with the discipline (Health for exercise, Days for drinking, and Insight Timer for meditation. Gamification works wonders for me.",8.056404494382022,8.236562730337079,8.057617977528093,68.99721348314607,62.14606741573034,11.614382022471911,34.65393258426967,11.20814326018867,3.9995869662921364,389,15,67,10,5,126,62,89,0.026000000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9337,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,5,3,5,0,0,4,0,3,6,0,0,2,12,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,13,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,11,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652128284482607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904639838172767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674341341689369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807934979707274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36515891914905024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140629628334831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632500185417803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962221416319416,0.0,0.0,0.12492522721805045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566130674227536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102424725987941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876512060781247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374618330005773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982359169481642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191928920009466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159179768556718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202118962329458,0.13568538474142092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002130454196885 adhd,thegirlontheledge,2019/01/27,"Today is my last day on my meds... ... for at least the next 3 - 4 weeks. I can't afford to go to the doctor. Not just my ADHD meds, but all of them - depression, anxiety, and insomnia as well. With that in mind, I've spent the day cleaning and organizing my apartment. I know today is the last day I'll have the energy, motivation, and focus to get this done, so I'm knocking it all out. I can't make myself not be mentally ill for the next month, but I can give myself the best start possible. Wish me luck!",2.3576428571428565,3.4483821333333324,4.58779761904762,85.54741071428572,75.28571428571429,8.29761904761905,22.648809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.3507380952380954,384,10,86,8,8,134,72,105,0.06,0.728,0.212,0.958,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,7,0,8,3,0,2,2,18,17,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,12,3,12,14,4,18,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,12,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203420783355489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948544535385692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776306829781643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274811724499672,0.0,0.14578565147617095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324746965616222,0.0,0.17321443280018844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843273586112729,0.16237213393087424,0.09619585083330504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302231247425004,0.27594326222360394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298411698795867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760252392083277,0.0,0.1705769156921096,0.0,0.17090700058722022,0.0,0.13510381295900506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36002544530892977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081817827859274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980495764703135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208823555726717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577226855718172,0.0,0.15218742811145455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464366616796092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smol_emo,2019/01/27,"Starting is always the hardest bit Does anyone else find that simply getting your laptop/notebook/textbook is the always the *hardest* part of doing your work. I’ve sat around all day just thinking about opening my laptop with dread, and now I’ve started it’s actually not *that* bad. If you’re dreading your work just know that the hardest part is starting, and once you’ve crossed that bridge everything is a little bit easier!",4.901084990958406,7.404225582278485,4.6443399638336365,81.8660759493671,71.65822784810126,6.033273056057867,30.273056057866178,6.868970318607317,1.8914650994575049,347,15,56,3,7,106,54,79,0.085,0.847,0.068,-0.3227,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,2,5,3,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,12,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,11,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,33,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.1797176383318385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30647864141329684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877185136037295,0.18869792881389832,0.0,0.1639451330297675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537693675146014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40211909382469696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877063721840456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116328328185536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384551070113572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551485745662706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832269099984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621816403015623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121179711286324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458085372376887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612880265790744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988636420971723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910569865646937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800494711181105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681473801119352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,futurecrazycatlady,2019/01/27,"Going to try to limit my screen time, please help me figure out what 'counts'. So, I've been reading/hearing a lot lately how cutting back on screen-time/time online would be great for most people and I decided I'm going to give it a go. It's just that when I go over my day, a lot of it does involve screens, but not in such a clear-cut 'social media is eating my brain' type of way and I was wondering if that doesn't count (the way I'm leaning) or that it's just my brain tricking me into NOT LETTING GOOOOO. Like it starts right in the morning, I get up, read the paper (on a computer screen because I want to save trees/not leave my home to get the paper), do yoga (with Youtube), meditate (with an app on my phone).. Then there's reading, one of my most treasured hobbies, which I do, once again, mostly on screens (no late fees on e-books..) or I listen to audiobooks (app), I listen to music/podcasts (spotify).. So yeah, what I'm wondering is, can I still use my phone/computer for planned activities and get the screen free benefits, because the way you use the screens matters most, or, is it the doing things in other ways (get out to get a news paper) that makes it a better experience brain-wise? So if anyone has tried the less screen time thing, please share your wisdom. Second hand, but not personally tried wisdom is very welcome as well! 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Because of the self-experienced issues I’ve gone through alone, I’ve become really attentive when people show signs of issues. I’m always the first person to circle back and make sure someone’s joke wasn’t hurting them, etc. Combine my impulsive ADHD nature with my empathetic personality and I’m always trying to check up on other people who don’t seem like they’re not doing well. The part where I feel like I’m failing is when people get annoyed. I totally understand that if I’m being annoying (I’m very blunt with people and tell them to say it to my face if I’m ever annoying them) that I should stop, and I have. I’ve accidentally done that a few times. I understand that if they don’t trust me, they don’t need to share with me their sensetive troubles. The part people don’t seem to get is that when they start to show signs of failing health, I get worried for them. My empathy for people I care about gets really out of control. I don’t know how to explain it to people who aren’t ADHD, as most times they respond with “just don’t think about it.” and other comments. The point I’m trying to convey seems to be this: Am I alone in this super empathetic state, or is that something other people deal with? How do you people deal with things you mean well with, but end up pushing too far? How do you guys deal with explaining ADHD to people with out it effectively? Thanks. 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I dont complete tasks and postpone everything. I take ritalin on and off but the nousia makes me dont want to take it. I am writing this because i hope that you guys can give me tips to actually get things done in time and help me with tricks i can do for myself to become a better adult. I want people to be able to rely on me but the case is that i can not even rely on myself because of the way i do things. I dont have to explain what i go through every day because if you are on here, you know what i am yalking about. Tips i could use in everyday life are really appreciated. I feel frustraded and i hope you guys can help me out. Thanks a lot in advance.",4.406729559748428,3.751076213836477,5.920125786163522,84.08446540880506,69.8805031446541,8.827672955974844,28.9874213836478,8.167268648758528,1.7049044025157238,574,18,131,7,9,197,88,159,0.048,0.772,0.18100000000000002,0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,3,6,1,0,6,0,19,2,0,2,0,26,35,8,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,1,27,4,22,32,2,18,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,5,4,96,36,0,0.13483804174334968,0.0,0.13158247812014895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465880561758707,0.1489180234186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925329042475698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137512136680302,0.0,0.0,0.1076572044607498,0.0,0.0,0.08695938205158467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379861314716168,0.4740875421056153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905925488362385,0.0,0.11360686568582623,0.12884352724310444,0.12118373751180042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817816533527782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044731157596121,0.12934893621571358,0.07663156646663699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670217210652805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27113729134989795,0.0,0.0,0.2678491996405109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410346142271189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952400965179673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292689624723856,0.0,0.0,0.09000543989823946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998069942607064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934797204520583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554947446909513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638070226617629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276285317931075,0.0,0.0,0.12414075277503807,0.0,0.0,0.17916080694032147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725029295871032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645677521439644,0.0,0.0,0.15906194110685104,0.10702816134164272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedwallAllratuRatbar,2019/01/27,"Any tips or script how to talk with a psychiatrist? TL;DR I say less than half than what I intend on any doctor visit. Should I just give him/her a printed story/biography instead? Doesn't it feel fake if I do? After extensive networking I've finally found some psych that deals with ADHD. I'm so hyped but also worried I will fuk up and cut off my only way to get medicated. I live in a conservative, adhd-is-fake drugs-are-worse-than-genocide country. So because I absolutely HATE being not listened to by ANY doctor and I have excellent detector of that built in, I need to prepare beforehand. I am writing a biography so I can print it, hand it to the psych so I wont be worried I'm not listened to which makes me shut up instantly and waste my and docs time. I also tend to ramble a lot and concentrate on not important things. Then when the visit is over I finally know what to say, on my way home! So I have another idea to make another print to either hand out or read, paper listing my symptoms but I'm WORRIED it will make me look like I'm some drug ADDICT who just wants to get high from Ritalin! Because lets be honest my symptoms list already looks up like DSM sheet! So I think this sub has excellent stories and I think I will just copy paste these stories that are 100% me. Last question. Should I admit I took speed twice? I was very reluctant to do it but I was 100% sure it won't work, and the speed made me clean the whole house and I was living with drug addicts so they were convincing me every day to take it. Basicly when I made my mind to take it I was soo tired everyday so wanted to check if it works on me, so I can eventually microdose it instead of Ritalin. 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Hey guys - I'm new to this sub and to reddit in general so I apologize if this has already been posted. I tried searching it and nothing popped up. I was recently informally diagnosed by my therapist with ADHD. Within the first five minutes of my appointment regarding GAD with her, she told me it's incredibly likely I have the disorder. I turned 21 a month before and had never thought it was possible. I mean, I grew up with good enough grades and go to a pretty decent uni. My Asian/Pacific family don't even believe it's a real disorder. Although I have yet to undergo formal testing (too expensive and time consuming), things are finally starting to make sense after years of struggling to focus. **For a personal essay (required uni writing course), I was wondering what were some symptoms, behaviors, or stories that you can now attribute to your ADHD that you did not know of previously?** Here are some of my own: \- When I was in elementary school, I once screwed over half of my class because I was daydreaming. We were walking back from recess and I zoned out so hard that I didn't realize I led half of the class in a completely wrong direction and lost our teacher. Everyone except for like five people got some form of minor punishment. \- I ditched so many lectures since they are just absolutely painful to sit through. A lot of my friends judge me since I'm paying for my education, but they don't understand just how hard it is to relax in that environment without shaking. \- Someone could say something to my face and it'll be like I didn't even hear it. Drives my family crazy. \- I talk at the speed of light with no control. It's a miracle people can understand me. At my hospital job, I would leave appointment reminder messages and later be told that they couldn't understand a single word I was saying. \- I sometimes turn to drinking just to help me fall asleep. It's so much easier when your mind isn't screaming at you and you have the urge to do eveRYTHING all of a sudden. I don't need a lecture on this I'm just trying to graduate college. &#x200B; Thanks for making it through this unnecessarily long post and for being a part of this community. Nobody in my life really gets how it is to live like this and being validated with similar experiences makes me feel a lot less isolated. 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But you will forget it, trust me. So just write it down. Your phone works well; notes app, to-do or tasks app, self text, or even a notecard or scrap of paper. But somewhere central, I call it a “brain dump” list. Don’t rely on saved links, screenshots, or anything else, you’ll forget about those—trust me. Just write it down, grammar doesn’t matter, please ramble and throw in any details that will spark when you come back to it later. And yes, come back to it later, schedule and inventory that list daily. Take what matters and do it, or add it to a project or to-do list to work on at a later date. 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No, you're not the only one struggling. No, you're not the only one that doesn't understand what's going on. Everyone, including those without ADHD, is having a hard time. When students say that college is challenging, they mean it. Just because you're not completely understanding one or more concepts and you see people that do participate in class does not mean that you're the least knowledgeable person in the room. This also does not mean that you shouldn't also participate in class! _You will **not** embarrass yourself if you make a clear effort to ask questions and learn more!_ If you've made it this far; you already have the willpower required to succeed. We've worked exponentially harder and longer than everyone else - why should we make ourselves suffer? You've decided to come here. You wanted to learn more about your field, the world, and yourself. Why should we hinder our potential by not using the resources we're given to make ourselves better? As a freshman with ADHD Primarily Inattentive who just recently had this revelation, I feel like I needed to share this. Please, if you're given the opportunity: go to office hours, use the library and ask for help!",4.60657342657343,7.4870372941176475,4.879763471822297,77.96918037844509,74.24886877828054,7.457095845331137,27.24002468120115,8.438071523408619,2.330889592760181,986,38,160,19,22,310,124,221,0.062,0.8190000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9194,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,7,1,7,7,9,0,2,12,0,11,0,0,6,1,48,34,13,0,8,14,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,14,10,0,1,11,0,0,3,12,3,0,3,4,4,13,6,22,26,4,15,0,1,1,0,21,8,0,5,5,103,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939802572236741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058716353245535,0.17477360779234574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764072936523616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064708098029212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661274056100787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664444360328488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941303336357196,0.11457226794477687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125375897926816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912848498259346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883299669037006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525248679723479,0.0780657476159969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420646972905308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978885171183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146488831009914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761340250871823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338601674821013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339820448646313,0.21882479626143134,0.0,0.0,0.3570960013783309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102568099113774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221417531355847,0.16621641162787062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575720165960523,0.09541430657524204,0.0,0.11995062179600277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241248468140027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789541753962396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689949393977882,0.0,0.0,0.08707765431774295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423746706820702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371885847056315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751728352368344,0.0,0.18875622138962206,0.0,0.0,0.06445295027909254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720653743358985,0.0,0.0,0.10533674954065388,0.0,0.07955316087281543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Couldnt_Find_Name,2019/01/27,"Help? Tips to help me get stuff done at work? (Fairly recent diagnosis) Hey r/ADHD, just found this so sorry if I am breaking a posting rule. I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI 2 years ago. I am not sure if my life was always shitty or I am noticing it more after my diagnosis. &#x200B; Basically, I am 23, full-time engineer struggling to get stuff done at work. 1) I take 20mg XR Adderall. 2) I tried a bullet journal for a while but it suddenly felt overwhelming, haven't touched it in 3 months. 3) I only get stuff done at work by using a bunch of sticky notes. I just had a meeting with my boss who gave me a warning saying that I am not living up to my interview and I want to improve. &#x200B; Any tips to help with ADHD combating at work?",0.8580224458204313,3.132949717105266,3.2681114551083614,87.55707430340559,84.72368421052632,5.944891640866874,22.75696594427245,7.285733465282438,1.0190436532507745,575,21,118,9,17,198,96,152,0.07200000000000001,0.835,0.09300000000000001,0.6044,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,6,0,12,2,0,2,1,18,21,7,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,3,17,1,18,12,2,15,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,3,7,75,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960196524050131,0.0,0.09736669191513747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913958286127496,0.23802357759980014,0.26693568185247657,0.0746950887672761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148547026447858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372139185462987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546379773969557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204340875934864,0.0,0.0,0.17216088120035733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087067133732347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758336727281333,0.0,0.0,0.09699089102881882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767338348955937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505377258922531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353840623986794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519652950989322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845392622269724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873493195489361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122957088411405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482880466849445,0.37722218012589387,0.0,0.0,0.10352306944967267,0.0,0.08258614534544433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457427190857742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486664853559323,0.0,0.0,0.06478658384019667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985983600885226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693568185247657,0.07073347446654528 adhd,Streetmamamona,2019/01/27,"I set an interval timer and interchanged between a body weight exercise and folding laundry—I feel like a genius. This kept me focused as I was able to change my focus every minute. I have a difficult time cleaning my house because instead of cleaning one room at a time, I clean a little bit in each space and it’s so hard (impossible?) to get something 100% done. This forced me to stay in my room and clean and I didn’t get bored minute 2 with either cleaning or exercising. I did get distracted by needing to post this right now...mmmk back to her.",5.255119047619047,5.964235120370373,5.723439153439156,81.50833333333334,68.16666666666666,8.764021164021164,32.09523809523809,8.841846274778883,2.546879365079365,435,18,85,7,7,140,75,108,0.113,0.7879999999999999,0.1,-0.0941,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,5,4,1,0,0,12,11,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,4,7,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,3,12,1,13,6,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,4,52,16,0,0.21774271914169127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674307105640256,0.0,0.13273394057392404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771865443290235,0.24186307438415114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034292519768446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282640033931375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345763204334545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100972612347166,0.15555544206187671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34128475125666724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505470732225674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251245863192429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637809396305407,0.21823540764477786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145346723558796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754810171627364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853733529085844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595109242099972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762898314204214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320847670143911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539350611441661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651519716845103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yuleogy,2019/01/27,"Loneliness in Solo Tasks I find reading/studying to be a very lonely experience. What are some things you do to feel less isolated, while still focusing on the work ahead? 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Preface: I am a college student with pretty severe ADD. I have jumped from medication to medication trying to find a sweet spot, but to no avail. I began with Vyvanse, which worked wonders, however the insane productivity and critical thinking capabilities during the day followed by a crash to what feels like abysmal stupidity every evening was taking a horrendous toll on my mental health. I tried strattera, adderall, concerta, and lastly Mydayis. I found that the duration of Mydayis was the best, however the effects of the L-amphetamine were more depressing than those of D-amphetamine. The pure D-amphetamine from Vyvanse was the only thing doing the trick, but the window of efficacy was just not cutting it. Mydayis is a newer drug consisting of three different time-release amphetamine formulations. Upon doing some research I found that, unlike Vyvanse, the amphetamine salts in Mydayis are a ratio of D to L amphetamine isomers. I also found that, generally, l-amphetamine has a more sedating effect than the ""go go go"" mental agility that D-amphetamine provides. Any l-amphetamine containing medications (adderall, Mydayis etc.) simply depressed me and caused mood swings, and did not provide the same effects of vyvanse. &#x200B; QUESTION: To get the point. I see no reason why a triple-release medication that lasts upwards of 14 hours (such as Mydayis) cannot be formulated with D-amphetamine alone? From reading others' experience, it is obvious that there is a large market of people for whom vyvanse is the OPTIMAL drug. The shortcoming is the same for everyone, the time-frame of efficacy. Is there a medical reason that a solely D-amphetamine formulation that releases throughout the day is impractical? I know that, in Vyvanse, D-Amphetamine is conjugated to a lysine molecule (an amino acid) and its breakdown is regulated by your digestive system. Whereas mixed amphetamine salts ""lock"" amphetamine into different salts that take different times to ionize. I guess I'm just wondering if something like this will ever exist... or why it's not talked about more... or if anyone has a similar experience? \*sigh\* The perils of living as two different people. 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Maybe it’s just me? I’ve gotten better about this but when I got mad I used to have thoughts of fighting or just brutally beating someone up. Of course I’d never do it but it would concern me because it was like extremely graphic. For example, a while back some guy was talking shit about me and the first thing I wanted to do was curb stomp him and vandalize his car. Of course I’d never go through with it but I wanted to know if you guys have had the same experience.",2.72277777777778,4.87015090740741,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,76.96296296296295,6.912592592592592,26.540740740740727,7.908726449838941,1.6528896296296305,430,17,85,7,10,140,75,108,0.237,0.72,0.043,-0.9764,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,5,0,3,0,9,1,1,2,2,23,19,9,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,8,0,10,2,12,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,3,7,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484113154140882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445283308648477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893831483656484,0.0,0.12600142928001795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828079421958816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808831672710813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219070256033528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581755783677144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747146701878003,0.0,0.1653155968647412,0.0,0.0,0.4093278363698121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359603784538898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098240002122016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797279048341013,0.0,0.20765633013669452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31883710522303194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121729425603668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513488792999662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661363484708045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373212358428748,0.0,0.0,0.3281908905215324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852105678496666,0.0,0.0,0.2438321494682163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468326165583698,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeleteYourCount,2019/01/27,"Still can’t focus on adderall I see that almost every adult with ADD uses adderal, or something chemically similar. However my doctor put me on 10 mg and said I could break it in half if it was too much. I tried 10 2X a day for two weeks and then switched down to 5 2X a day thinking it was too much, and that didn’t help either. But I missed a day and boy did I feel that, like I was walking around in a fog.",2.709812734082398,3.0813222471910144,4.3815168539325855,90.06905430711613,73.71910112359551,7.281647940074906,24.94569288389513,7.1686216300943375,0.8133355805243441,316,9,75,3,6,107,62,89,0.027000000000000003,0.9079999999999999,0.065,0.4588,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,16,13,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,6,3,8,1,9,6,3,15,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,7,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325278318234407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067188512853009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540322934610928,0.0,0.0,0.4492746305757159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376799018570804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956495143966064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174138980049588,0.1658930531380941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564751615781106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134475693079406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414066289129374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23343825829975665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088779188938715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504374038574886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876895490937464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854456459617617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879274951399185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765742171517355,0.0,0.2268384131971648,0.0,0.0,0.20055752248197156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626730612360368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BoilingPee,2019/01/27,"What is Vyvanse suppose to feel like? Title Second day taking 30 mg of Vyvanse but the only thing I feel is dry mouth, headache, and that I can't sleep. What is it suppose to do?",0.7620270270270275,2.9308262162162184,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,84.13513513513513,3.7,22.763513513513516,3.1291,-0.13867027027026954,138,5,29,0,4,45,29,37,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951582735047155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628218162622727,0.3269584157551084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359367574792385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480774621263682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579989497483426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441096996284649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040545666760133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ashes2952,2019/01/27,"Constantly frustrated with lack of consistency Anyone else ever get enraged by the fact that programs (or anything) don't work together? I'm trying to study- so I thought I'd move some notes from one note over to power point (first I tried to find a way to print flash cards but we don't even need to touch that subject). I'm sitting here, trying to stay focused, but when I take items from one program and move them, the formatting is all wrong and now I have to sit here and fix it. I tried to just write my notes out by hand, but I had to keep throwing them away and starting over because I messed up, or they weren't formatted in the best way for the information. I guess my question is, do the rest of you do this? Spend insane amounts of time attempting to get the information to look right so that you can easily read and understand it? 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Long time lurker, first time poster. So, I'm currently a graduate student and the only thing I have left is to finish my thesis and defend it. It's probably about 2/3 complete. Until recently, I was living in the same town as my school. Long story short, my field is extremely difficult to find a full-time permanent position in, and when an opportunity came up (on the other side of the country) I accepted right away knowing that it could legitimately be years before I had a similar offer again (also, my funding ran out and my university's town has a very high cost of living, so it was a no-brainer to accept the job and start earning a stable income rather than hemorrhaging away my savings without a guaranteed income after I graduate). The new job is great, but I'm finding it REALLY, REALLY difficult to make any progress on my thesis at all on top of a full-time job. By the time I finish work, commute home, and do all of my chores I barely have any time or energy to work on it. To make matters worse, my new town is basically in the middle of nowhere, and there are almost no good study spots (libraries, coffee shops, etc) to work in (I have trouble focusing on it at home). The few that do exist have super annoying hours and are closed on weekends, i.e. when I would actually have time to go. I really want to finish this and not be another ""grad student that moved away and never finished"" statistic. I've put so much work into my project that it would crush me to have it die at the very last stages. But my god, I have no idea how people manage to have time for any other obligations after working full-time. Any advice? Has anyone else been in this position? 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adhd,secure_account-1,2019/01/27,"looking for other peoples view in my shoes so im 17 im from the UAE and im currently in a very difficult program with the military as a part of my military service and ive been perscribed ritalin concerta adderall XR and IR all from the lowest to highest doeses my tollerence seems to build up very very quickly ive tried really hard to do things to ""reset"" it and nothing seems to help ( take breaks. switch from adderall to ritalin back to addereall and reapeat ) right now i take 2x 15 adderall IR 1x 30mg and ive had it with my side effects no sleep not eating feeling exauhsted and not being able to focus at all the only reason i still take it is becuase of my situation i cant fuck up now if i dont do what im tasked with ( making a project ) i could get into some trouble **im not asking for medical advice** ive tried CBT that helps me with my paranoia but not my focus. i do abuse but i realised that things were getting out of hand so i stopped doing that. my doctor knows that the medication dosent help he suggests vyvanse but i feel like the whole cycle will repeat it self i lack in the ability to focus and the motivation what would you do in my position 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adhd,RtB107,2019/01/27,"Undiagnosed. Hope you don't mind if I post here. My girlfriend and a few friends seem to have always had an inkling that I have ADHD. When I went to get diagnosed the psychiatrist told me there's no way I have it as I ""never got into any trouble at school,"" and apparently if I did have it I would've been diagnosed earlier. I kinda went away from this feeling... not totally solved or content with the answer, but satisfied enough. Trouble is I'm still having difficulty concentrating -- on just about anything. In a day I can never decide what I wanna do; I wanna do everything at once. When I sit down to do my assignment it can take me hours to even get started. I feel like I have a billion tabs open. I do think I have it, but I'm disheartened to go for another assessment or to seek help because of what the first psychiatrist told me. Am I being stupid? Maybe it isn't ADHD, but from what I've read on it it sure feels like it is. If it helps, I'm 21 and female. And I don't really know what to do. It drives me crazy not being able to concentrate fully, because I want to concentrate but my mind feels floaty and I get so frustrated.",3.9558928571428567,4.8292858744588765,5.518547077922079,81.21210633116884,71.20779220779221,9.238203463203462,27.85741341991342,9.516144504307137,2.336006277056277,891,31,185,20,16,303,129,231,0.125,0.7659999999999999,0.109,-0.6905,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,9,10,2,0,7,0,25,2,0,0,4,40,48,18,0,7,12,0,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,9,1,0,4,8,5,0,2,8,4,28,5,26,38,3,25,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,8,11,134,44,3,0.1300067114143309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312485605974245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081759985172333,0.0,0.0,0.08840902188183991,0.1363233724119131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698444620428267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214558493300545,0.0,0.0,0.15850176919901446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384357367535339,0.0,0.0,0.26390815093153897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433168587555214,0.0,0.08586820676666848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684164933805632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629411982227683,0.1857536412219344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058364231507056,0.0,0.0,0.1004428627431207,0.0,0.2037694226545637,0.0,0.07388581010260448,0.0,0.10397824345714753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428151647432774,0.0,0.0,0.1291259986796006,0.1280304228853621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144828862408675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270294246087913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060921570538242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625394355620403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053838100452887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845290469620336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451049236062008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004189307678493,0.0,0.0832856283441234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157373267837078,0.0,0.1183532273610026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920194194799348,0.0,0.10382352767199997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252978694177545,0.0,0.09774886744871136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330305123337466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484539681432285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766813267499177,0.10319327620638376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103504792518204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235303771396554,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lereas,2019/01/27,"Do you guys ever accidentally link two thoughts? I have two sources of anxiety right now. One is external, the other literally internal. I've been unemployed/underemployed for a while and until recently I didn't really consider that I was without life insurance (I have health insurance through my wife). I have some OCD symptoms and the biggest one is basically hypochondria. I'll have some small twinge of pain, and my brain will decide ""hey....you know that could be cancer..."" And suddenly it IS PROBABLY CANCER every time I feel it. I also have a pet with a wound that won't heal. He is on high doses of steroids to combat some autoimmune disease, but because he is immunosuppressed, the thing is healing stupidly slow. At some point in the last couple days, I felt the twinge of pain while I was worrying about the pet and now the thoughts are linked. Every time I feel that pain I not only worry I'm dying, but also think that the pet is going to get septic and die. I'm trying to just do some mindfulness meditation and write down some intrusive thought/flawed thinking tables, but does anyone have any good advice on how to handle this kind of thing?",5.424722222222222,7.105798509259259,5.900000000000002,76.80750000000003,68.53703703703704,9.288888888888893,29.703703703703702,9.673873057562805,2.897431481481481,922,35,163,21,16,297,132,216,0.14400000000000002,0.825,0.032,-0.9742,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,11,0,24,13,1,1,1,36,36,16,2,1,6,1,3,0,0,2,12,0,3,1,11,8,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,4,0,4,7,3,14,2,20,25,6,24,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,6,13,110,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208839949102366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978551616871184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412426877351195,0.0,0.09463469145829552,0.0,0.0,0.08649805671817924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540998163624042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809672055732822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876911238884893,0.13687824937287435,0.0,0.07978008552366976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677443203674183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082558856685955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189908842305377,0.20845514875243093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509886185871855,0.0,0.11877708445560214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463123828443047,0.0,0.07030492607335256,0.10375865788578924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248831144308572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314936099559835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070209814139466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882068101025967,0.06798553934521871,0.10083683694782324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087377150874631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490771626444082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765266807835855,0.0940839278112254,0.3948954676298837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694208123940135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333759064542127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924918107516167,0.0,0.12214467362809894,0.0,0.0,0.10564418116477743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857781873768448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436943505083312,0.15853151912428334,0.0,0.29462605109513984,0.14426783545248772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398820052509999,0.0,0.24168542054199216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924809400698495,0.0,0.0,0.25125873651200265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Danny_hughes,2019/01/27,I feel like I’m being robbed As the title states. I got diagnosed about a year and a half ago after years of telling my parents I had adhd. The doctor I go to makes me go back to her to get another script every time I run out of the 30. I have to pay 20 dollars and then 30 more for the actual medicine. I’ve asked her multiple times if I could stop having to come see her and when I run out she just send the script electronically. She refuses. Does this happen to anyone else? Does anyone have a doctor that doesn’t make you go back every time? I don’t know if I should continue going to her or if I should go somewhere else that will not make me go out of my way just to be there for a minute to get a piece of paper. ,1.9776923076923083,3.0304088205128217,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384616,76.1794871794872,6.9948717948717976,20.05128205128205,7.492282038375204,0.3144974358974357,560,11,132,7,12,189,90,156,0.027999999999999997,0.9540000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.1179,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,10,0,12,3,0,3,0,24,31,10,0,6,7,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,2,10,3,0,0,1,2,2,22,1,21,23,2,28,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,4,14,86,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.13284794898735058,0.0,0.16360760153074372,0.0,0.12067530616076702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274923111008006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903772662418618,0.13948621322744395,0.0,0.0,0.12726768210259376,0.0,0.0,0.20935855066346026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726809530472612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869257830258497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817397913003795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786795185247247,0.2382650009736841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744635136835764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939891865332426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883385660393042,0.0972547443302965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224965190264488,0.0,0.4642113408208412,0.0,0.10887945363349467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038357386447406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481613816302693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650859779374191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261315318747764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116160981558102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848182802541503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381480724808707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898783517099933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381439291424827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805748547417908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533272455234972 adhd,Rueinn,2019/01/27,"Weird diagnosis experience So I'm not sure whether I'm looking for help or just anyone who can relate but here goes: I started noticing I had sort of weird kinks through my cousin, who has autism (Asperger's) and I started doing research and found out I had a lot in common with ADHDers. I didn't want to be one of those self diagnosed people so me and my mom got me an appointment. I went and they asked me questions and at the end of the day the doctor told me that I did, indeed, seemed to fit into the ADHD category and that I should go for a second eval with another doctor (still confused about why). Anyways I went to the second appointment and the lady said that since it didn't effect my daily life enough for it to be extreme (ie. I get good grades and have a healthy social life) they didn't want to give me any medication or written diagnosis. So we're back to square one. I didn't have the courage to tell that that yes! I do struggle in my daily life and all of those aspects (studying, making friends) feel 100% more difficult than to everyone else so I just said okay and went home. So yeah, not sure what to do about this. Any advice?",3.4188744588744626,4.904019653679653,4.382099567099569,86.50267316017315,73.24242424242425,7.2112554112554115,26.25324675324676,7.793537801064563,1.383503896103896,904,31,186,12,18,293,134,231,0.10300000000000001,0.804,0.09300000000000001,0.3267,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,1,13,11,0,2,11,3,17,7,0,2,3,37,40,19,0,3,8,2,1,0,1,1,7,2,1,1,13,14,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,5,0,4,16,5,24,6,27,21,4,17,0,0,2,0,17,6,0,7,7,127,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080181463176326,0.12261698505405852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066054467417052,0.13157605690248986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773809085060236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730626954666948,0.0,0.0,0.0964858877379028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809238109770555,0.0,0.0,0.12735891604514246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568668979988532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482190985263216,0.0,0.11113747479057806,0.12965372871764771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990091233690038,0.0,0.12274289839391282,0.0,0.0,0.0634461381186174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758164911001194,0.09694504757265608,0.0,0.06555779021558641,0.120371242497955,0.07131281586089408,0.10524613959571938,0.10035731243795888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410617461615276,0.0,0.12586603592493284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658893630413991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537106537809997,0.0,0.0,0.1066780705215629,0.0,0.0,0.08375845174372566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264072610146756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695991792028756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285909084418186,0.0,0.0,0.17005613283463988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699159365648344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056560818775585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387192247435409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423170291585118,0.13090234567026104,0.0,0.0,0.10379782893635492,0.0,0.0,0.12791041252666446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762988340754873,0.0,0.10020798446440513,0.0,0.0,0.13117827873574014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365256365605012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967449736447628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990091233690038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480219632671571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489618906155374,0.11322561152606815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thyras15,2019/01/27,"Concetra capsules and using them after a long break Hello everyone, i'm new here and this is the first time posting and i'm really hoping for some help, if you can call it that. I honestly don't know if i have ADHD or ADD, but i always had trouble focusing in school, now i'm not hyperactive and i can hold myself back and focus in school at times when thw subject actually interested me, but in most times i rarely paid attention, my dad took me to the doctor and i believe what i had was ADD and was given Concerta capsules, I don't remember which ones but i first started taking them when i was about 12 years old in the Sixth grade, i kept taking them every day before i went to school, and when i had a day off (but only when i needed to study), as i grew older i started to think that the drug isn't good for me, i didn't eat well, when friends wanted to play i used to turn them off and stay home, i just stayed in my room after finishing my homeworks and just stare at the ceiling until the drug's effects wore off, i stopped taking Concerta at the age of 15 just before high school, the reason why is because i saw that this drug was slowly destroying my body and my parents saw it too, i talked to my doctor and he said that its okay for me to stop taking Concerta, high school went by but my grades have dropped drastically, my father said i should go back to taking the pill and i told him ""no, i wanna do this on my own, i know i can"". Today i'm 19 years old, i work as a receptionist at a hotel in Tiberias and i'm re-doing some major exams so i can improve my overall grades, i didn't want to fail again and gave in, i visited my doctor (i don't know how to identify the amount needed for each person but its measured by the person's mass, which right of this day i weight 54.3Kg) he gave me a perscription for 36Mg capsules, my question is, before i go buy them, how effective would these capsules be considering i stopped using them for 4 years ? And i'm so sorry for the long post i thought it is necessary to give a proluge of my usage of this drug, thank you ! 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I’m self pay so it’s not an insurance thing. Will a pharmacy fill Adderal Rx for 6 moths. The doctor is writing I’ll be way etc. thanks. 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I’m on concerta XL 90mg and at the time was studying biochemistry and even with medication was struggling to focus and barely scraping a pass. I dropped out and registered for a degree in computing and IT. For the first time in my life I’m a straight ‘A’ student! I’ve not had any marks below 90% so far. I thought I was just broken and even medication couldn’t help but maybe it was just because I was studying something that just wasn’t for me. Message - don’t hate yourself for having problems even on medication. Perhaps you just haven’t found your click. 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Hey all! &#x200B; This is not medical advice, but seeking general advice how to find it myself! So please follow the SUb Rules :) &#x200B; I have a psychiatrist and we just ended our sessions. I have dexamfetamine short (2.5mg) and long (10mg) twice a day. The medication works really well. Still I have the feeling that sometimes I have a big dip in my mental state and concentration between taking the dosages. &#x200B; I am wondering if you have advice to find out, what the best time is to take my second doses. My psych explains that every person is different, so finding the sweet spot to take medication will take a while. At this moment I try to perfect it. &#x200B; I tried to write down when I took the meds and how late I have the feeling I feel worse, but I keep forgetting to track this! 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I'm so exhausted, how can I be so smart yet so dumb. 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However, in the past week or so I found myself finally knocking off some of my older tasks. I finally signed up to not get any more junk mail for five years. I also applied to stop receiving all those pre-approved credit card things. Most surprising, I did my homework pretty much 4-5 times this week. Not as much homework as I should do and I am admittedly still behind. Last month was terrible, and I found myself going so long without doing homework that I would plan to cram…but would not do it. So many things seemed to pop up, and everything got lost in the motion. However, I would still be in dire need of that “sit and do it!” mental push. It took a month to have that push, but I am one step closer! I just wanted to take a moment to note my little steps towards doing better. I am optimistic about 2019 but am trying to just focus on doing some homework today. 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Some Reddit post made a meme based on what looked like a scene from the show. So I spent the majority of the last 12 hours reading the bios on the fan wikia of all the major characters. I’m pretty sure I’ve got seasons 1-7 down pretty good from this. Just for kicks, feel free to AMA about the plot to see what stuck (nothing too arcane). Note: This was not what I had planned to do for the majority of the last 12 hours.",2.7957524271844685,4.107582398058252,3.2933859223300987,94.38240898058254,74.53398058252428,6.315048543689321,22.583737864077676,6.6274283507984215,0.2432339805825237,389,10,90,3,8,121,69,103,0.018000000000000002,0.8,0.18100000000000002,0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,12,0,4,0,0,1,3,8,12,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,3,5,18,6,5,12,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,8,50,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345097045347965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258175206062647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675360147454734,0.17807864121276992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385433525950636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629893224339185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877865684322904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869752755413228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068284335740575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717263208769874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364479458266147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324325704203875,0.4530431546845921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271662657384794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774283015422883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985099614299801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jamiedrinkstea,2019/01/27,"Surviving on coffee alone I have a 1L French press which I fill with 3 table spoons of coffee. I drink one filling for breakfast, then another one while studying. Sometimes a third one during the day or a take away coffee at university. Sometimes I go for a week without drinking water at all. I should drink more water. Seriously. 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Help! Tl;dr - lost job and today I have to do an exercise for an interview next week whilst really unable to focus/ill - I have a presentation to write today. It is due Thursday for a job interview on Friday. I lost my job last week so really need this new one. But I'm ill. I've had a cold for 38 days (yes have seen doc, yes have medication but isn't doing anything). Luckily I am not starting from scratch, I have an old file from another interview a few years ago I can update and refine. But hell I do not want to spend Sunday doing this. I am going to eat a good lunch whilst watching my 45-min tv show so I can't want to do it later. I do have pets that are a distraction though - my guinea pigs are sweet! Any tips once I'm fed and hydrated? I haven't studied in years but maybe those tips are applicable? I'm fine when presenting (hurrah for a crisis!), it's the actual work that the hurdle. I was only diagnosed a few weeks ago, and at least I know this about myself instead of thinking I was the world's greatest procrastinator. I haven't started medication yet due to an administration screwup. Because I'm stressed about work and jobs and feeling ill my brain is double busy and double distracted 😔 my concentration has been super bad recently which led to me seeking a diagnosis in the first place! I can read but can't take in the words? Thank you! 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This time they gave me meds. I'm on anti-depressives from before (Escitalopram) but now they gave me Concerta (Methylphenidate). But I'm feeling so weird. Sweaty and just light headed in some weird way. Don't have anyone to ask how this should feel so turn to you guys for some help and support. What should I do? Should I just truck on and it will get better or talk to my doctor for and alternate medicin? 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I feel like it has had an effect on my ability to maintain relationships though.",4.5801176470588265,4.317978541176473,6.0329411764705885,82.08823529411767,69.47058823529412,9.623529411764707,33.47058823529412,9.3871,2.815047058823529,316,14,69,6,5,108,63,85,0.085,0.6709999999999999,0.243,0.9158,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,5,1,4,1,1,1,0,13,10,9,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,8,1,10,8,1,13,0,1,2,0,4,9,1,5,3,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979687420823325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24673091753099766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936184695782547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278360230905326,0.18760877177242694,0.0,0.0,0.2400209555180164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720298512057752,0.0,0.1492474224846966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811296391754415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128298073583062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662455137426871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820608396167104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399577375826355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28194506428535265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092663206882312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695655855993173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008190846793753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295328805397633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580131777312105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justsap,2019/01/27,"First week on Ritalin So I was just diagnosed recently and my psychiatrist gave me instant release Ritalin until we find the right dosage for extended release. I don’t know if you allow to discuss dosages so I’ll just say it’s low. Now I know Ritalin suppress hunger but for me it gives nausea also... like I want to vomit for 4 hours. Could it be something that will go as my body adapts to the medication? Or maybe when I change to extended release? I couldn’t get my self to eat lunch at work for the past two days :/ Any of you that use instant release has any tips how to go around it? And if I won’t experience it with extended release? And I don’t want to stop taking it because I really feel it helps me. 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Hello! I am doing my bachelor thesis in product design and I need some input on ADHD. I am going to research how product design could help improve the ability to focus for children with ADHD in school environments. What problems did you have as a child with ADHD and focusing? What triggers/surroundings/situations made it more difficult to focus? What helped you (if anything) to regain focus? I’m helpful with any input I can get from anyone, either if you’re diagnosed with ADHD or know a lot about the disorder. 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I have found the right level of adderall for me (20mg XR) and most days I’m comfortable, relaxed, and productive. Occasionally tho I do feel a little too antsy. Like if I’m in a situation where I have nothing to do (waiting rooms, idle time, etc), I feel the need to read or do something to occupy my mind. Also in social environments, I feel less content with just ‘chilling’ I suppose. For the most part I’m happy with the medication but I was wondering if anybody could describe the comparison between adderall and non-stim medication. I have been considering trying something non-stim for some time but I’m also hesitant to mess with something that is working for me. 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A non ADHD sibling (F16) trying to understand a ADHD person (F19) Hi! I need some advice. I’m a non-ADHD person and I’m pretty uneducated when it comes to dealing with people with ADHD, despite living with my older sister all my life. She doesn’t really like me, and she is pretty cold with me all the time. Her outbursts when she was younger were normally aimed 100% at me. My mum has told me all my life that she loves me at the end of the day and that she doesn’t really mean it but recently it’s making me feel really upset that she takes it out on me. Mum has said it is jealousy but I don’t really think so. She’s only nice when she wants something from me, or when I obey her ‘rules’. When I don’t she gets angry and yells at me. To the point I’m scared of her most of the time. I have pretty bad social anxiety and she gets really angry with me when I can’t do the stuff she can’t socially. Point is, I’m REALLY trying to cope with this and if there’s any advice for me to calm her down when these outbursts happen, or to calm myself down and not yell at her back, can you please help me out??? Thank you!",0.8424004384362469,2.685262487394958,3.1708622579466588,90.75968761417612,81.68907563025209,6.1559371574716835,16.230179028132994,7.255503002510835,-0.07173423456339023,864,14,194,12,23,297,114,238,0.102,0.7659999999999999,0.132,0.6776,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,2,9,0,16,3,0,2,3,36,36,20,0,4,6,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,11,16,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,5,41,6,26,32,5,26,0,0,0,1,32,11,0,5,15,131,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036260408866325,0.20474921631090204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712434186051444,0.0,0.0801445175860465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055739541584571,0.08747393983309143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902452972968032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756440337828737,0.10800754787832016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279020706679132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297205379830936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947020238507776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926428572479192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022140257311428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799645874000786,0.05118261847003711,0.0,0.09250892882638004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455400650716607,0.0,0.06993108396190624,0.0,0.0,0.1141191989275964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768151229569645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264691751503416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967808518035922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263047863617278,0.1829525537766403,0.0,0.11499990605375822,0.19807253644548176,0.0,0.0,0.3197493278038231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026887363493164,0.0,0.10344225561239444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965498287826376,0.0,0.10488749087249026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358832719049867,0.0,0.08065279202745651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993023070805513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876982839075819,0.0,0.0,0.09645303011929662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712882943142442,0.0,0.0,0.12217798671239008,0.0,0.0,0.10010692166798613,0.0,0.1422563694196782,0.0,0.0,0.10906348728782403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061792787031890076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaxwellSlam,2019/01/27,"Holding Yourself Accountable I'm looking to get out of my current job and be my own boss. Not MLM shit, personal training. Sweet jesus is it hard. I have these great ideas based off of what I'm good at, but I don't work 6 days a week and don't have the motivation or willpower to put pen to paper and create the business plan I need. Start networking, writing, social media and all that jazz. The thing that terrifies me most is holding myself accountable for marketing, invoicing and maintaining the quality of service I provide. I don't trust myself to do what needs to be done to make it so I provide the best training service in my city. Are there small business owners on this sub whom have words of advice towards this? Specifically, how they overcame this fear of failure?",5.092002457002455,6.711407094594594,5.523488943488946,79.42593366093368,69.27027027027027,8.354791154791156,33.04914004914005,8.841846274778883,2.9237891891891894,622,29,110,11,11,199,100,148,0.136,0.747,0.11699999999999999,-0.7223,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,3,7,1,1,6,0,13,1,1,4,1,22,21,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,2,2,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,1,3,13,5,18,18,4,12,1,0,1,0,6,7,1,2,4,77,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220268160047372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844269859093895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653154358903506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325145414030351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556742265624121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870775830490365,0.0,0.0,0.1905728252976175,0.0,0.2504996394214249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353537889799145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25649224171312945,0.0,0.0,0.22547069697580546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079903273279972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166432567190494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369464195898457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983908594467232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840863467563066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23322762514621365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161180822238586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082028694019562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094811492593854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225402034043714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541146211459803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpenceySmuckers,2019/01/27,"Should I tell my psychiatrist this? I used to abuse stimulants quite often; sometimes for **self-medication purposes**, sometimes to get a shitty high. Anyway, the only ADHD medication that ever had a self-medication affect on me was **Vyvanse.** It made me who I wanted to be. **Every time I used it.** No other amphetamine or methylphenidate did this for me. My psychiatrist and I have went through **Adderall XR, Ritalin, Concerta**\- should I just tell him my experience with Vyvanse so I can get a *real* prescription of this miracle? 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I've been off medication for about 6 months now but thinking of going back on it for a number of reasons. I have really only tried methylphenidate, ranging in doses from 20 to 60mg er. Especially at the end, I felt it had lost all positive effects and the loss of appetite became too much, I was wasting away. I gained 10 pounds within two weeks of getting off. Wondering what medications have worked for others? Thanks for the help! 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Please, people of Reddit, I’m fortunate enough to have access to therapy in my medical insurance, so if you recognize any of the attributes, please let me know. A few things that describe me: - I’ve always had a really hard time focusing on things in which I’m not interested (a constant complaint by bosses) - I struggle to follow up on long term projects, but am great at dealing with immediate problems that need immediate solutions. - I struggle to follow up on long term problems that I’ve let go for a long time, and now need a solution. - I talk a lot, and fast, when I’m nervous, or when I’m super excited about something - I’m really dependable when it comes to projects that I’m interested in, and when I’m working for people who I care about. Am I a normal human, am I lazy, or would I benefit from talking to a therapist? I want to be better, but I struggle to get better. Why can’t I just follow through with things, even when it’s not exciting? (And what do I do about it, if it’s not just normal human behavior?)",7.1548750000000005,5.9207440708333365,8.385833333333334,70.56250000000003,64.54166666666666,11.666666666666664,36.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.9655416666666654,947,40,179,22,12,329,122,240,0.13699999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.171,0.9167,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,4,14,18,0,5,10,0,14,1,0,3,0,44,36,21,0,12,15,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,13,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,1,1,17,11,35,31,5,32,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,10,16,122,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632154938759388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111971345516366,0.0,0.0,0.07446942807226496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937024596054457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165105348400013,0.0,0.0,0.0943317404959449,0.0,0.11833961464531915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289829257864226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441291020565343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315139118387148,0.0,0.07232922739549387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721358914396042,0.0,0.0622361146394172,0.0,0.0,0.12073333415795455,0.12063578529678133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809796521150342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734011336125649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060182921124148116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395939916026272,0.0,0.05350024464476474,0.0,0.0,0.2907343111453111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310007670209787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031813416413104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623980967143374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145898495716932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183859254783388,0.0,0.0,0.2404145505608621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956938861453045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403076965994596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430487211744102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457927585387965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603731513032286,0.0,0.0,0.12523233334698647,0.12714762594807374,0.21825743033354586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277103902596202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459085764483295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881424613494637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972337754722346,0.0,0.0,0.07779158453406701,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BeIIaRose,2019/01/27,"What meds have worked the best for you? I haven’t been diagnosed with adhd but I have depression and anxiety and really bad concentration and low energy so my psychiatrist gave me some meds that are for adhd to see if they helped with that. I was first put on Vyvanse and the first week or two it was like an instant change. I felt so great I finished half of my online course in that amount of time but then something bad happened and that energy was drained completely. After recovering from what happened I stayed on Vyvanse for months and it never worked the same so eventually I stopped it. Recently I talked to my psychiatrist and he put me on Concerta and so far it’s made me a bit depressed and really tired. I’m starting to think nothing will help me and I’m desperate because I’m behind in high school by a lot and I don’t know if I’ll ever graduate because I can’t do any work. I know for everyone it’s different but what meds have personally helped you the most and which ones haven’t? 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I've suspected of it for a short while now. I'm curious if anyone has experienced this: I'll be planning how my day goes... let's say tomorrow. I'm thinking of something that's going to happen and then decide after some intensive thinking, no, I don't want to do that. Five to ten minutes later I remember said thing that was suppose to happen BUT forget I decided against it until I'm planning to do it it again or just about to do it. I have no idea if that would count as an issue regarding short term memory or just an overactive brain! I'm beginning to feel like I'm going a little crazy. I'm taking Lexapro atm so who knows if it could be affecting my thinking this way.",4.4434467373117705,5.252967220858898,6.1154712771890685,77.61049637479088,70.04294478527608,9.853653095370886,30.76910206358059,10.018931242160765,3.103274846625768,639,26,123,16,11,220,103,163,0.08,0.8759999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.5367,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,0,13,2,1,3,0,33,36,16,0,7,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,14,1,0,0,11,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,4,7,2,20,28,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,8,15,82,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240877111626941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037660062980974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815012114145226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887249042411566,0.0,0.0,0.12025075178764667,0.0,0.0,0.18925215231930256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427936863909936,0.13320648217310296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741723064916312,0.0,0.21193810859446388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297704908143393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519604706588386,0.1836247422285251,0.0,0.0,0.21048972895697127,0.0,0.1946149501291271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247309417242566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066715417159247,0.0,0.0910945415298399,0.18688109237869266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643219341736674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882994606519026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122191355850126,0.0,0.17736538785669712,0.14827983134524927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354539358207535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401941053062946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387520022092015,0.3584265590516981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997846090692556,0.14800262559533153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324552583836466,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sullenpretzel,2019/01/27,"How do I tell my parents (who know nothing about mental disorders) to let the doctors give me a diagnosis? The past few months have been miserable for my mom as my dad developed a schizoaffective disorder (schizophrenia + bipolar) And for her to deal with another mental disorder hidden in somebody else in the family, namely me, is unnecessary. She doesn't deserve it, I bet she's had enough of mental illnesses. She's going crazy herself. I really wish I'd had a proper diagnosis earlier in my life, so many things in my life would've gone right, like my studies, my social life, and so much more. I really want to know what it's like to be normal. All my life I've always been seen as the deformity of the family, the most forgetful, incapable, unreliable, or the one who's always been slow at basically everything. She'll just think that I'm just the way I am and that it can't be helped. How should I approach my mom about this?",6.053626318432947,6.440243845303872,7.2560020090406825,72.34800100452038,66.34806629834254,11.443696634856856,31.924158714213963,11.20814326018867,3.7413933701657447,740,28,138,22,11,252,111,181,0.111,0.8340000000000001,0.055,-0.8740000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,11,0,16,7,0,2,1,21,26,10,0,4,3,4,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,7,1,23,2,18,14,6,13,0,1,1,0,18,6,0,3,5,94,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490616311315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291113535648123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694045600625464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233490492336901,0.1260276134859568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285836939430253,0.0,0.0,0.12722503473307611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106602868743533,0.0,0.23214987651767274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811642950135505,0.06997697300764769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253068455986272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533681115622226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590760943743787,0.3478782423786221,0.12030909053689948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483334598619067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722548152040013,0.0,0.0,0.2884140833696466,0.09828028746318182,0.0,0.09051388513290363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064014759111392,0.11814546934159274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343530733919717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672003623806234,0.0,0.1175404365210578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775901105958806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515138023286663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551437461444898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762005747566987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180134851314526,0.07889600668271035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262459631582836,0.09773396398627704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159212123553733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746721485911715,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweetpeaches-xo,2019/01/27,"side effects of ADHD meds Just wanted to know if anyone else ever experienced this side effects on ADHD meds!! Basically I keep having meltdowns, depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts as side effects. It made my life quality so low and shit. ( p.s I know it's the pill, because the minute I stop it my happiness and mood comes back and I have none of these effects). There's barely any research about it, although I discovered suicidal ideation was actually linked to it and few cases was conducted and linked to it. 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I’ve thought about coding for 15 years or so and have downloaded some learning apps a few times in the past two years, but gave up after a day or two if I ever opened the app. I recently got inspired to go for it again and I’ve been learning using Grasshopper and Codecademy for 10 days straight. At this point I don’t know if I’ll ever actually get good at it or be able to recall the necessary codes, but I’m learning and having fun. I guess I’ve always held myself back thinking it would be too hard or that I couldn’t do it. But I want to try anyway. 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New-ish diagnosis. Some insight please? A bit of background- So I was always considered the ‘problem child’. Diagnosed with anxiety/mood disorder at 10-11. By 18 it was apparent that these were just misdiagnosed outbursts and whatnot from having AD. I haven’t been to see anyone about it all for a few years now, felt like I’d hit a wall with my last treatment plan. The last few months things are unravelling slightly and I feel like I need some treatment again. However I’ve never received specific treatment for AD as I think I require now. Can someone with some first-hand experience give me some insight as to what to expect when I approach a professional, and tell them I’m a 25 yo male who acts like a 5 yo most of the time? Thanks, sorry for the wordy post. 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Sooo... Listen up here's a story, about a little guy who lives in a blue world. Nope, wait, j/k... I meant to start off that I went to the doctor the other day in West Philadelphia where I was born and raised... NO. Um, we'll, I had a baby, and so hadn't taken my adderal since Oct 17 (breastfeeding) but then had some health issues after the birth (a diagnosed DVT, then weird strokelike symptoms the neuro thinks are a migraine and put me on Effexor for but only for one day because it mixed badly with my wellbutrin the OB had me on for proactively PPD and almost caused serotonin syndrome. So then the neuro put me on 100 mg of Topamax for ""migraine"" prevention which was bad.... super twitchy all over, panic attacks, even worse ability to focus, etc.) I'm slowly coming off it now. Anyway, a few weeks ago, I tried to see my PCP to get back on my Adderall, but she was out until March so I saw another doc in the practice. She got real nervous and wouldn't wrote the script cuz of the Topamax (but tried to double the wellbutrin and added vistaril? I'M NOT ANXIOUS WOMAN, I'M ADD!!) since I hadn't been on it since Oct 2017 (which is the month I got pregnant (baby born in July, was breastfeeding until started the topamax). She referred me to some godawful ""neuropsychological"" testing facility downtown that has a 1.3 star review and doesn't take my insurance, and would require 2-3 days off work for testing. Also, they STILL haven't even called me to set up an appointment based on her referral (and as a cruel joke, she handed me a piece of paper in the office in case I needed to follow up with them, and I have no idea where that paper is now.) My life is a dumpster fire! I'm late to everything, can't focus for crap, house is a disazter zone, forget to pay bills half the time lately... some of it is so much worse than normal cuz of the topamx but still. Anyway, sorry for the long story morning glory, but 1)i needed to vent and b)can my neuro write an adderall script? should I wait till my regular PCP comes back in March and ask her? should I go track down the number to the crappy rated test in ng place that probably doesn't take my insurance and do that? I am clueless and feel like I'm just going to be stuck as an unfocused mess, quoth the raven, forevermore. TLDL: Nervous Nellie substitute doc filled in for my regular PCP and wouldn't wrote my Adderall script cuz I hadn't filled it since Oct 2017 (the month I got pregnant) Can my neuro do it? Should I wait and go back when my PCP comes back in March?",4.657237749970765,5.531631538767396,5.287459361478192,83.50406005145598,69.59642147117296,7.826195766577007,26.52373991346041,7.928766900206844,1.5012802479242189,1996,59,391,24,34,644,257,503,0.129,0.821,0.05,-0.9909,0,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,1,0,2,3,26,14,3,3,35,0,36,9,2,4,1,66,73,39,0,10,9,0,3,1,0,7,7,1,0,2,15,23,0,5,5,1,2,12,13,10,1,2,21,7,45,4,63,43,9,80,0,0,3,0,18,31,1,4,37,261,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523347841765308,0.0,0.09628293972361604,0.0,0.0,0.0768931995112977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008243848393336,0.0,0.1086250692932992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988970138849169,0.10938746358310038,0.0,0.2957416571332732,0.1605668094696499,0.05861373252691088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818255514381824,0.0,0.0,0.09877520669154964,0.0,0.2484808529986777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860314175548546,0.0,0.0,0.09759286504209587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841626047326904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723556583416084,0.12701577097647382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641575695858576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861764364151533,0.06869143667924386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502357649675661,0.0,0.16393721531715685,0.0,0.2307060538723561,0.0,0.0,0.09520619112772294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220571754195976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094719074848987,0.0,0.1085445817080404,0.0,0.10035833320976688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692864191033687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679154249769486,0.04697530352306868,0.0963701654323168,0.08490450743072367,0.0850920252876371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534961760018101,0.0,0.07068322448778272,0.14259186916580144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942091329070806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515549023450068,0.07312838513089033,0.0,0.11281435890940875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045900200185534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036687655508526,0.0,0.0,0.19331984112876072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944270932618233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662117331107997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181536974594753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763496361307136,0.13611461040302494,0.0,0.15357518119122102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099939367612343,0.14458957777949788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061610703632435336,0.0,0.0,0.056067354320801836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305626076065491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712781591494347,0.0,0.0,0.08913442354677267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000023799950025,0.0,0.19597542797002335,0.06830404831402659,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gissane,2019/01/27,"Looking for fellow ADHD business owners to interview on my podcast to share your success/struggles/coping strategies/etc with other ADHD entrepreneurs So, I shelled out for a load of fancy new equipment a while back but because I was overthinking things and wasn’t sure (still not but I’ll get someone from Fiverr or r/ForHire to do it) how to record a decent intro with music, I’ve put off starting my podcast, thanks ADHD! 😩 I’ve bought the software ready to record Skype calls, I’ve got the hosting and everything else in place ready to go, apart from the actual episodes. Now I’m looking for others to interview. I’ve got some good guests lined up so far including friends who own SAAS businesses, coaching services, other podcasters, and a millionaire ADHD business owner with a pretty cool business. Any fellow ADHD business owners interested in jumping on an interview with me?",8.56557638888889,8.883993793750003,7.789583333333333,70.87930555555556,61.0625,9.861111111111112,39.65277777777778,9.444778638647367,4.037256944444444,717,35,109,11,9,223,107,160,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,9,1,3,0,0,1,1,15,13,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,3,6,7,24,8,2,19,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,2,6,64,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.12851589951002626,0.0,0.791362540320571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955751792219978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126578040430227,0.0,0.08028040992644954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447592287273466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001476748113444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687539613534514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835950542058625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017476869306008,0.0,0.06880551076854495,0.0,0.07484563929803474,0.110460013485619,0.2106579895065014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211822561353568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719242244627005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375938626295159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339817614785003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239044353307075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158524689586699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093214817151568,0.0,0.10517226910007338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412153597522645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124760634290555,0.0,0.0,0.08749269883735301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bronze_Lemur,2019/01/27,"Eating help Whenever I take my meds(currently adzenys), I have zero appetite and can hardly force down some food, im wondering if anyone else has this problem and if anyone has any strategies for mitagating it. 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But in the past 24 hours I've done at least 5,000 words of research ... Can anyone give me some feel good stories on churning out thesis work quickly? Surely a month is enough ..lol",3.0475862068965505,4.965218931034482,3.3788275862068997,91.49893103448278,75.20689655172414,5.329655172413793,21.944827586206884,5.6839178017228535,0.09003724137931003,230,6,47,1,5,71,50,58,0.052000000000000005,0.735,0.213,0.8655,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,8,7,3,13,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,7,27,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285080776497665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822465248216823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28498256652877524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394564078967492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549793130118451,0.0,0.2645793990084881,0.0,0.23133399460150925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716145358395693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402933529427722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26328918157469405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202599869806499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599450228834378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31716466963138,0.0,0.0,0.2007909271643912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaliciousMilkshake,2019/01/27,"Anyone take Dexedrine? I've started Dexedrine recently, and me and my Doctor are going to settle at 20mgs instant release, twice a day. I'm curious what experiences others have. Effectiveness, dosage, side effects, etc. Thank you in advance. 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I am taking 50 mg of generic Strattera daily. So far without any of the awful side effects I've read about, like nausea, headaches or dry mouth. However, I do wake up a few times a night, every night. In addition, currently I have slight chest tightness like I had an espresso earlier. I could reduce my coffee (strength and amount) in the morning and see the effects. Any thoughts? How soon would I feel side effects? Usually, my body reacts within two days into a new medication; headaches and nausea are quite common. But, I don't have this while introducing Strattera. As for focusing more, it's subtle, but definitely there. Playing Scrabble is no longer a mental chore or frustration. Is this normal or just placebo? Thank you! 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Anyone have a doctor in the twin cities area or surrounding that is easy and chill enough for me to get my script back ? Last 2 years have been a real struggle. Hoping to get in sometime this week. Thanks ",4.1875,6.546841321428571,3.949428571428573,86.69557142857144,73.28571428571428,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,1.6633542857142856,238,8,44,4,5,72,46,56,0.076,0.7809999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,12,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,2,6,8,1,11,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,7,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992191041987534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800699296768675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714394952511726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34562351028104304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281071183626525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300316684718933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322172593889921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348355195956628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974569867357398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321826257002755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831936972552921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872561755850295,0.0,0.2453310638646076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558041619070057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227433653458528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349478158527699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069110767235479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027346390921206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894513337758734 adhd,Snewpea,2019/01/27,"Am I missing something? I'm taking medication, I'm seeing a psychiatrist regularly, and I swear on my life I'm trying my hardest to do the right things, but my life is the same. My life feels the exact same. Please for the love of God tell me I'm missing something.",3.5494444444444437,4.764746722222224,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,72.51851851851852,7.622222222222224,28.314814814814817,8.07648339933343,1.835348148148148,209,8,42,3,4,72,35,54,0.095,0.708,0.19699999999999998,0.836,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,6,13,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,4,13,2,2,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637460445569996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715171606813472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342581252773704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717066906259238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960630290121859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033276570755215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214925722856454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152752941341782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279002643042435,0.0,0.23574037191980465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791848171646815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311689579545545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDokaywithme,2019/01/27,"A Message to the ADHD Community (serious) I'm the father of an 11 year old boy with ADHD. I don't remember the exact year that my wife and I had him diagnosed, but I always knew he had it. My wife didn't always know, but that's a long story for another post. Many of you are probably wondering what the point of this post is. Maybe I am too. But I have been lurking here occasionally, and some of the stories I read break my heart. So here's my message to this community... It's okay. It's okay that I asked you to take out the trash and you forgot. It's just trash. It's okay that sometimes you're late for school, and sometimes you forget to bring your homework home. What I care about are the other times. The times you come home happy that you made a new friend, or that you got an A. Or a B. Or a C. It's just school. It's okay that you are sometimes irritable. Irritating. Infuriating. You're also kind. Humble. Caring. Amazing. Beautiful. And that's more than just okay. It's okay that sometimes you're a little hard to follow. That sometimes you talk about three different things at once. I wish I knew as much as you, that I had the passion that you have about the things that excite you. It's okay if you choose to take medication to make your life easier. Don't like meds? That's okay too. The point is this. You are all wonderful, beautiful, amazing people. You come from all walks of life. You've all taken a different path. Just know that there are people who care about you. There are people who get you. There are people who love you, and want you to be happy. It will be okay. 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Hey guys, I am on here because I was just finally officially diagnosed with ADHD and wanted to tell my story up to this point and share some concerns I have. I have known that I have always had it, but never did anything about it (20 y/o M). I was tested when I was in 1st or 2nd grade, and the doctor told my parents that I probably needed medication. The only problem being my parents were scared of what would happen to my 'personality' if they put me in meds and instead gave an 8 y/o kid coffee (fine by me at the time! lol), which did help and I showed improvement; **but now I wonder what would've happened if I had gotten the medication when I was younger**... This got me all the way through high school with decent grades and into college (where I am now). The reason I finally decided to get tested and get help was that I am studying Mechanical Engineering at a decent sized university (not my first school, and a year behind) and my major classes are actually becoming difficult. This was leading me to really struggle with achieving the grades I know I am capable of but not getting there. Am I grateful that my parents finally understand and want to help me through this?? YES YES YES YES YES! I just wish they would've done more research before walking out of that psychologist's office when I was younger. &#x200B; Now for the questions: 1. My doctor prescribed me 10mg of short-term Adderall and started me with half a pill to get it into my system. I BARELY noticed a rise in focus this weekend at a church retreat and my appetite was still there, I am afraid 10mg 2/3 times a day (depending on my schedule) may not be strong enough... **Thoughts?** 2. **Was it daunting to anyone else when they started taking the medication with regards to the follow-up appointments and everything that goes along with that?** 3. **Finally, were there any weird things when adjusting to the meds that were general among a lot of people??** TL;Dr - I was finally diagnosed with Adult-ADHD and have questions (**in bold**) &#x200B; THANKS!",2.261134020618556,5.118146597938146,3.707018556701029,82.30653814432992,85.59793814432992,6.506061855670104,26.05896907216495,7.770157013224466,2.0312348865979377,1632,71,286,33,50,535,201,388,0.048,0.792,0.16,0.9943,4,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,3,4,18,11,0,3,19,6,33,9,0,3,2,61,55,25,0,8,11,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,21,26,0,0,10,2,0,4,4,6,0,2,23,0,44,5,44,28,6,48,1,0,0,0,19,17,0,10,25,209,65,14,0.0,0.0,0.07320915446229538,0.0,0.27048006980093525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242303873699851,0.16256929041900067,0.18231615886066602,0.05101649047178482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245605519938087,0.07686733447801243,0.06173545260691414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573178068246192,0.08285421231174987,0.06383689233691572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838199525887614,0.0,0.0,0.22843258607848224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357325478240758,0.0,0.07677198481804026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266997419281603,0.0,0.0,0.07751619717824974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742355885499272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930875311485252,0.0,0.06381237134420663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567803916843318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060000721122038664,0.0,0.0,0.07428205754115015,0.13268070332958756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508539140355612,0.07926324283929201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041229286991634286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377971872411822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666165451121856,0.22672568540427204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562672608162949,0.05786040941284412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541129949836743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705644609704812,0.0,0.0,0.24990405330559845,0.0,0.0,0.05200974621725859,0.06550497855994733,0.0,0.0,0.07091859055991108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088475252137332,0.07178445567660302,0.0,0.07541629064494255,0.1680801857151612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048060032499096766,0.07713353524684761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751085754090895,0.1518494365539874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061997460709734,0.0,0.05991144226552824,0.0,0.0,0.0784276813367032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056406055159052476,0.0,0.06557119526924174,0.0690687671703131,0.0,0.0,0.0498402651183806,0.0,0.0,0.05955787133953078,0.08749007581346492,0.0,0.0,0.07168527164228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780989524222119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884980309075122,0.05954775519823537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626983526951305,0.0,0.08135649686134631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987716304129934,0.0,0.18231615886066602,0.04831072143714565 adhd,SamAmongstElves,2019/01/27,Intuitiv What’s everyone’s experience with intuitiv? Is anyone else on it as an adult? Thanks!,1.6035294117647076,2.1293211176470592,4.477176470588237,69.01929411764709,131.94117647058823,10.771764705882354,26.929411764705893,8.238735603445708,4.989950588235296,77,4,12,4,5,27,15,17,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.5502,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141458787600772,0.4603387777780325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37531442347014143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293047307622371,0.0,0.43948045032313215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41363515565785947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpeedyNiglet,2019/01/27,To all the self-diagnosed people who pushed themselves to see a professional. What symptom of ADHD gave it away the most. Im saying this because I experience most (if not all) of the common symptoms but feel that it is a normal thing. I am really torn if it is worth seeing a professional and feel scared I might be right.,3.934285714285714,5.6503960793650805,5.4319365079365065,78.56028571428574,72.33333333333334,8.214603174603175,25.29841269841269,8.841846274778883,1.9229898412698407,255,8,48,5,5,86,46,63,0.111,0.851,0.038,-0.664,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,13,10,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,5,7,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,5,1,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647474509807045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069710197289894,0.0,0.0,0.13428759139334434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235911316117216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548725759781048,0.0,0.0,0.22277189942959336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379525117561603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369436064447746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583879749577287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272231792131408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112431027783284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812765002083295,0.0,0.1751845613345661,0.2205501192858652,0.0,0.3510874455556263,0.0,0.2298119716146778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579342206495329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635181611722758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,polakprincess,2019/01/27,"Delegation/procrastination Who else gets critiqued for not delegating things (or asking for help), but you know it's because you totally forgot that the things needed to be done and if you tried to delegate or get help, it's just way too late. So you're the only one who can do it, and then you end up doing all.the.things.",8.503010752688175,7.2353204838709715,8.457096774193548,71.2389784946237,61.903225806451616,11.492473118279571,33.56989247311828,10.504223727775694,3.2301440860215056,258,8,49,5,3,84,47,62,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,11,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,5,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251069285749234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117346368861144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873565463544945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457290295223884,0.0,0.2487060207647278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934134892910049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764294995894591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432068803033386,0.0,0.3167553524424548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082101163557304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902777806659632,0.21356153988422635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37310293560222746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064520214583847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228864776322272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xxmeemoxx,2019/01/27,"Stunned by Med, Accepting diagnosis... I was off medicine ( Vyvanse 30mg) for 6 months so couldn't remember/didn't know what to expect. I'm on day 3 myself, and since I got diagnosed as an adult have had this, like, guilt for being on medication, like maybe I'm just cheating and I didn't really need it. Fuck that, now I can see it so clearly. It's like...the first day I was like...oh my god, my mind is so quiet. It's like me, only clearer. In the last 3 days I have \-cleaned and reorganized my living room and dining room. \-rounded up ALL my art supplies (a lot) and sorted them, created an organization system for it, and even went through and threw out the duds. \-Sorted and reorganized all of my jewelry, retrieving everything from all corners of the house \-sorted and reorganized my makeup \-dyed my hair, and made no messes because I set up right \-finished nearly all of my sentences \-have not ONCE walked into a room and not known why I was there \-cooked multiple meals all the way through \-finished two books \-felt so much more like myself...no anxiety or depression symptoms..just--me. happy. healthy. steady, doing shit. &#x200B; So, basically...I never thought I ""actually"" had ADHD, I thought maybe I was just being lazy or not trying hard enough. somehow none of it clicked until this time because, well, the last 6 months have been suuuuuper rough, especially emotionally, with my emotions being tidal waves all over the place and struggling... Does not being on the med make sense for my emotions being chiller? Is that a thing? HOW is this doing so much for me.? &#x200B; tl;dr: Meds and self-reflection have made me accept my diagnosis. Totally floored and trying to process the experiences. 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(25M) Sorry I'm new to this Subreddit. I have had ADHD for a long time but I stopped taking medication in highschool because it made me lose a lot of weight and I could get by without it. Fast forward to now I've been in college getting by only taking a few classes not really studying much but now that I'm in a nursing program I need to do a lot of reading and studying and watching videos from home and I simply can't concentrate. I was thinking about asking my doctor about taking medication again to help me focus on schooling. Anyone take medication as an adult?",2.6013289036544838,5.2368612093023295,4.377214839424145,80.09180232558141,80.31782945736434,6.166334440753047,27.81893687707641,7.447530270364453,1.9465588039867119,532,24,92,8,14,179,86,129,0.059000000000000004,0.9109999999999999,0.03,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,7,0,8,7,0,1,0,15,21,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,4,4,1,1,1,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,2,10,0,21,15,4,18,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,2,12,66,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718152282500514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914498725584406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445378807846571,0.0,0.0,0.10056774716404306,0.0,0.07972703054748691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442341809017996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677337158666453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124803809395983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666245760092696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766430720634169,0.0,0.13119082981154462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574308966487035,0.0,0.1463180969053542,0.0,0.2223822255396224,0.0,0.12375458115399922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270198062521101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096144083561732,0.09697749843507757,0.0,0.12631567475892572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947001741515192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147786546464735,0.0,0.0,0.13082319565490785,0.0,0.08378601537022913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236423867703515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818902184953694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464062372758306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934445927885024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933446033037272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380354293765731,0.0,0.0,0.15252683894850158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926430914965473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260747745502099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mytorchsong,2019/01/27,"Plan a wedding?? Little bit of back story: We have been together since 2005, engaged since April 2017. We decided that we wanted to get married by the courthouse (which we did Aug 2017) and then plan an actual wedding for friends and family to attend which we’re trying to have in November of this year. Here’s the thing, I’m the one with ADHD, I’m terrible at planning, and every time I think about it I don’t know where to start and I feel overwhelmed with everything that I would need to do. And i can’t seem to pull the trigger on ANY decisions. I don’t have help with planning besides the two of us and can’t afford to hire a wedding planner. We’re aiming for a small low key wedding (50 ppl max)... I just want to ask if anyone has any tips for planning a wedding, in general, and what has helped or what didn’t. Have any of you experienced any disasters or just ditched the whole wedding all together? Thanks for the help!!",4.209330024813898,5.208102397849466,5.025483870967744,84.51591811414393,70.72043010752688,8.303722084367246,29.36145574855252,8.617729084823388,2.11617088502895,730,28,148,12,13,237,108,186,0.048,0.8540000000000001,0.098,0.7859999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,5,1,0,6,6,6,0,1,12,0,15,0,0,1,1,32,28,11,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,3,2,13,3,25,24,3,16,0,2,0,0,17,8,0,4,6,94,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.16411112034417488,0.0,0.2021094566284216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574495344930952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758941966799985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721764658520748,0.0,0.0,0.12931349924824445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835997167888009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169173793388376,0.0,0.15114169617930787,0.0,0.15853711885157712,0.0,0.08503256099164098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992888007064496,0.0,0.08786266525098843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381654251099184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242265573048493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168552018487801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469703284220285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139573575008574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153097013205298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27822639743113353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903264991914699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482971828268888,0.0,0.0,0.11172566883067493,0.10775750369541537,0.0,0.0,0.0980621512855972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141774062148433,0.0,0.16427911459527858,0.0,0.20228960238802304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983838101553984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775746870774931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194642051569703,0.0,0.0,0.10829692922855176 adhd,bingbadaboombada,2019/01/27,"People who got diagnosed during adulthood; how did you realize you had ADHD/discovered you had it? (Have been kinda on-and-off lurking in this sub, so my apologies if this has probably been asked a hundreds time before or if this breaks any rules ;n;) &#x200B; I am thinking of speaking to my doctor about ADHD/ADD soon. The thought about me having ADHD never EVER crossed my mind my entire life until I only recently properly learnt about it. I am 20 years old. Things start to make much more sense and I feel like a dunce that I haven't thought of it much earlier. :/ &#x200B; Now I'm currently curious about other people who learnt they have ADHD later in life... How did you know you had it? Did things make more sense to you too? How did you deal with it? Did treatment help?",4.162400000000002,5.978801706666669,4.625,84.1675,71.93333333333334,7.4,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.7066,616,21,114,9,12,195,94,150,0.025,0.917,0.057999999999999996,0.7039,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,7,1,0,12,1,0,0,3,0,17,4,0,5,2,20,28,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,14,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,2,18,1,13,15,4,16,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,4,13,82,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860797813472239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641929613871272,0.29628379255382226,0.08290740312995606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397547332976465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374196497243128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569056185604374,0.0,0.1237426848122202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478670745948582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028045734034164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164464739148591,0.08709717451815585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750776519808094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171806246057554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700212197596292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222646395687893,0.05956224540908948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276042567462962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310091412811028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792453160490853,0.0,0.09402952347551292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793086194464562,0.0,0.0,0.09272299474121552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904310572699058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144661113184605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203778391694061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629312873525384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619918153546364,0.07811917272188967,0.0,0.19357617127502827,0.07109049366448499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29628379255382226,0.07851023111641957 adhd,DreadPirateJarrett,2019/01/27,"Always forgetting what i like. I am constantly thinking about and talking about the things that I enjoy but when someone asks me what I like, or I have to choose one of the things I like (picking a new computer/phone wallpaper, people asking me what I want for birthday/Christmas) suddenly I completely forget everything I am interested in, or downplay how important they are to me. I also constantly worry I'll be judged based on my interests so even if I do remember them I won't mention them.",7.976129032258066,7.708491129032258,8.539268817204302,66.96890322580647,62.44086021505376,12.601290322580645,40.105376344086025,11.979248473330829,5.200296344086022,397,20,66,12,5,133,67,93,0.07200000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.8863,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,11,9,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,19,6,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,8,54,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024364012838794,0.17713693950018333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980364992402791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232053248664249,0.460104984202296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406081899451424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132684193896968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31201380819358754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056051554012284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425603177354154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147587292376491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411566142037042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037632735708595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110847948045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828619755005597,0.13640777759177514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556478075984726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619452104821066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jalfa97,2019/01/27,"I have a big decision telling my professors about my adhd or not. What you think? I am 21 years old and doing a very hard engineering bachelor second year. was a very low functioning adhd person in many ways, who managed to come by without diagnose and medication until now. For many years I thought i was weird and not normal. Finally got to a doctor and got medication after years of high struggles. 1 and 2 second year I have come so much late to class or not met up, always tired, sleepy, very depressed and disorganized. I managed average grades anyways, because i find math easy. I go in a very small class of 6 or 20 people depending on the subject. So my professors know everybody. Probably very irritated with me. I made an improvement after diagnoses with medication and fighting my demons. Meeting up regularly to class not delayed and more focused. I am a great student in many ways last two weeks, but I wonder. My professor thinks probably bad of me, because of my behavior before. I am scared this can hurt my job opportunities. Jobs are very linked to school. Should I tell them that i struggled before, but my bad times are over. Because I have gotten medication and help. And i am on a great track now. What the people here think? Please need some help! I really dont know what to do. One of my last stuggles. 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This is silly but I'm sure I'm not the only one who does this. Maybe it's more of an OCD thing? Whenever I'm watching something on YouTube, Netflix etc, I can't resist the urge to repeatedly tap the screen to pull up the play/pause controls. Then it annoys me to see the UI overlay and I tap again to make it disappear, but I end up tapping so quickly that it either zooms the video in and out or skips forward/rewinds. When I watch things on desktop I constantly click in the middle of the video to put the cursor's focus on that area in order to use the keyboard for media controls (as opposed to clicking elsewhere on the screen and the arrow keys and space bar scrolling instead of pausing the video). I guess it started as a habit at the start of a video so that I could make sure the keyboard controls worked and I could sit back and not worry about it, but now I can't quit doing it lmao",4.193724489795919,5.335229698979597,4.620000000000001,86.875,70.88775510204081,6.824489795918367,29.816326530612244,6.868970318607317,1.5235551020408162,775,31,155,6,14,245,111,196,0.032,0.884,0.084,0.8664,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,10,4,1,0,19,0,6,1,0,6,2,27,16,18,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,7,1,4,0,7,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,9,10,3,27,14,3,32,0,0,9,0,2,15,0,3,12,104,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273336286785168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895118660426138,0.5571922877904543,0.2644309556372474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449147745096837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466695107339755,0.0,0.1846840766825665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242341747096288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210741455163783,0.0,0.16636412724999072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122125990678128,0.12594374060628366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647040599617965,0.0,0.17613245762489166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195911764176915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274844180214112,0.0,0.0,0.2344203711683305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31214583069968976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003015789455152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302236675485228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055635853584785,0.1681714713262356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,virtualcoffin,2019/01/27,"Life attitude G'morrning For the whole life, I was heavily tending to the depressive state, which leads to the temper tantrums and add here that I couldn't finish anything - this is how people saw me, a wicked, ill-tempered loser, balancing on the edge between sarcasm and bitching. After I started taking my ADHD meds, the life has changed a bit, I finally able to finish things, even my mood is neutral now (or close to it). Thanks to the neutral and stable mood I can control myself and react in a positive way (not to say I feel in positive way, but I do my best encouraging and cheering people. It sounds weird sometimes, but still better, that negative, right?). Doctors have recommended me meds for depression and anxiety. Some had negative effects (like Prozac: I develop an anxiety on it), but most did nothing. (it was not a weekday experiment, but a year-long one). The local doctors though aren't on the bleeding edge, that's why I am asking here. TLDR: Do anyone here has/had/knows this state of eternal sadness? How are you fighting it? Is it possible to become a truly positive person? If it meds what helps you, please write the name.",6.240406228842247,7.371725298578203,6.7295633039945875,73.65882701421805,66.15639810426539,9.630467163168586,34.976641841570746,9.784248007369934,3.6289238997968862,902,42,151,19,14,294,131,211,0.16699999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.182,0.8343,0,0,0,0,2,0,44.0,0,2,0,6,9,17,4,0,16,0,16,7,0,6,0,28,23,15,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,15,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,5,4,17,6,17,17,5,21,0,4,1,0,10,8,1,4,9,111,32,3,0.13051414905573505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685264442201188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968593358940406,0.0,0.0,0.091258527624886,0.0,0.10740202414666918,0.0,0.12201311125205053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414262365613875,0.0,0.0,0.13696654735088218,0.11542915871997406,0.1424876479006186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380666641423807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638271600935773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248232906748972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671735238331344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620336454305755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766788147821395,0.0,0.0,0.06599187527398118,0.0,0.0,0.14297187080935145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748088299187068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717271630811617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765580097200198,0.06376262070432041,0.0,0.0,0.11550091487356952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349153918764586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523184600504314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843976513289224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096415538265728,0.11395992079006112,0.0,0.14326534299980978,0.0,0.1471350929490979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145837017640277,0.0,0.1037900897834877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908183065427206,0.0,0.09237858645428787,0.0,0.10422876802790927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813039740365362,0.0,0.0,0.12015989332158612,0.0,0.0,0.08670780129862038,0.0,0.12822948879073062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071921131737048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776871934551975,0.14571438649176102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404683291743152 adhd,Katini13,2019/01/27,"Is this what adderall is supposed to feel like/what does the correct type/dose of ADHD meds feel like? I’m 30F and didn’t get diagnosed with ADHD until this year. The diagnosis has made SO much of my life and behavior finally make sense (to the point where I cried when diagnosed), and being medicated has greatly reduced my generalized anxiety disorder (turns out when m brain isn’t firing in 5000 directions at once I’m a lot calmer). However, I worry sometimes that the Adderall isn’t working like it’s supposed to. We ramped up slowly - started on 10MG XR in the am and 10MG in the afternoon, but I didn’t really feel like I finally felt something different until my current dose of 30mg in the am and 30mg in the afternoon. Even then, the effects of the Adderall are less obvious than I imagined - the best way I can describe it is that it feels like all the buzzing in my head has stopped. For the first time, I can HEAR when people are talking to me, remember (most of) the things I’m supposed to, and am aware of my bad habits (interrupting, forgetting things, turning every convo to myself, etc). I just feel a sense of extreme calm when I take my dose, and I can tell it’s wearing off when I start to feel the million thoughts returning and interrupting my focus. However, I’m not magically more productive or organized, and I still procrastinate. I do find that I’m able to get my work done on time and better organize my priorities, and I remember to ask people questions/slow my roll etc. My therapist reminded me that Adderall isn’t mean to fix bad habits, but to treat the ADHD so I can focus enough to be functional and actually attempt to tackle those habits. I’m just worried that perhaps I’m trying to tell myself it’s working when I could be on a more effective drug. TL;DR how did it feel when you were finally prescribed the right dose/type of ADHD medication? Was it a huge difference or more subtle? 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The only endowment nature chose to bestow upon me was above average intelligence, which makes the former disorders all the more cruel. The cerebral palsy is most noticeable by observing my gait. My legs get me from A to B perfectly fine, but it just looks bizarre in a way that is not immediately identifiable as a disability. There are more subtle problems that you wouldn't notice outside of athletic activities that require muscular coordination, so I have avoided them most of my life. The autism is also not immediately identifiable and is easily mistaken for general social awkwardness. I generally come off as polite and friendly, but also distant and disinterested in other people. I managed to build a reasonably sized friend group in school, but I was always a bit awkward and pushed them all away immediately after attending uni even though we all stayed in the same city. I have repeated this pattern of building friendship groups and dropping them all once we were no longer bound together by some common occupation. I now have no friendship network and alternate between longing companionship and being fixated on activities that isolate me from others. I have a number of fixed interests that enthral me and I'm constantly reading about them. I tend to lack interest in having conversations with people outside these areas, but I've learned to fain interest in other people's interests over the years. I usually ruin it though by assuming other people are as fixated on their areas of interest as I am and quiz them to the limits of their understanding, which makes them feel uncomfortable. I did terribly in high school and I looked to be headed for a very limited future, but I managed to squeak my way in to uni. After a rough start, I switched from ritalin to dexamphetamine and I actually managed to excel for a while and beat many students in my course. Sometimes, I even managed to top subjects! Around this time I went through a bit of a rough patch. My first girlfriend dumped me because I was working too hard and not paying sufficient attention to her. My father had an affair and my mother lent heavily on me for emotional support. I graduated from the first university with a degree but I decided to pick up another degree at to a new university that was much more prestigious and more demanding. I picked up a new girlfriend who turned out to be a bit of a man eater. I was also doing another degree in my field of practice till recently, but I couldn't summon the energy to finish it off while working a full-time job and more-or-less abandoned it having nearly finished it. The job was actually reasonably flexible and I could have completed the degree, but every time I'd sit down to work on it, I'd just suffer a collapse in motivation or be overwhelmed with anxiety. Often I'd end up doing work on a weekend to avoid doing uni work. Despite this I managed to hang on for several years chipping away at one subject at time till it came to my capstone. The lack of a clear structure, direction, or particularly interesting topic area sent me off the rails. I really tried to do it; I'd spend weekends reading through hundreds of academic articles, but I wasn't taking proper notes or building a clear idea of what I was actually going to do. The whole thing collapsed in a complete failure and my academic advisor ended up really hating me. This pretty much caused me to drop out of uni without telling anyone. Around this time I switched into a new job that paid really well, but caused me to work even harder. I was still at uni at the time, so I put the degree on my resume with '(continuing)' next to it. They didn't ask too many questions because they were aggressively hiring at the time. The job basically markets me out as a contractor to other companies, so I have a feeling the question of my completion will come up in the near future. I've seen quite a few people fired for various reasons since joining and fear I'll be fired for being unmarketable, despite my reasonably good job performance. My family is already asking what subjects I'll be enrolling in this semester and is getting suspicious that there might be some trouble with my enrolment. So here I am sitting on the edge of oblivion. I am typing this post in a relatively nice apartment, but there is garbage everywhere because I can't summon the motivation to clean it. I am overwhelmed by a sense of foreboding, shame, and a loss of identity. I tend to just avoid any negative feelings by numbing my mind with reading news articles or watching videos on youtube. I just can't deal with problems that raise my anxiety levels. I've thankfully avoided drugs, alcohol, and binge eating as avoidance pathways. This has been my life for more or less five years and it just seems to be getting worse. I'm writing this because my parents are coming over for a visit soon and I had a panic attack in the shower while thinking about the need to buy dishwasher detergent before they arrived. I don't know what to do, sometimes I wish I'd get hit by a car or something to give me an excuse for the failure that will eventually become apparent. tl;dr: I felt like almost overcame my developmental problems, but they came back with a vengeance and now I'm a wreck",8.679859400418312,8.318647686807658,8.9336329305136,65.02521351382758,61.05438066465257,12.109760632117126,40.042780230846695,11.475606834967179,4.8925093500658425,4335,208,700,111,52,1437,445,993,0.165,0.736,0.099,-0.9975,9,5,3,0,0,0,82.0,2,1,12,20,35,44,5,12,64,0,63,10,3,12,7,143,107,64,0,10,27,3,9,1,4,4,6,0,2,2,43,49,2,10,21,6,4,14,14,27,1,4,23,13,91,17,150,68,25,130,0,6,4,0,43,62,0,17,47,520,134,35,0.0,0.0,0.1614980279315177,0.0,0.13259421869502114,0.0,0.0,0.05895416321485938,0.05523936193746015,0.0,0.060875489723424714,0.1323452926508044,0.0459013526726364,0.0,0.0,0.037513808501565854,0.11568975152294095,0.08440151087741958,0.0,0.0,0.038572359472384084,0.0,0.0,0.09821634989582873,0.10314287793253146,0.06275767762838193,0.10365788434154664,0.042418159658564436,0.0,0.13451127249972633,0.060924948491509284,0.046940997554243406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806763132686698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618717518196385,0.0,0.11333844621995155,0.0,0.14255821241773042,0.1735170489680987,0.059613317261489475,0.0,0.044044431197380766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687226339161713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644678401251258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397340334467969,0.05644714084518144,0.0,0.062052731565945964,0.0977188946537414,0.0,0.0,0.10930706153461034,0.0,0.046478540886446144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200425986729534,0.06207549318305295,0.08367861288934256,0.0,0.052966651188827416,0.0,0.0,0.09384593320708001,0.0,0.0,0.08524004084855681,0.0,0.1152848723237694,0.052918895211369416,0.031351304110983566,0.04626943543231809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049416631449975934,0.05446360551605962,0.056614777725249824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828441128718598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227410019399305,0.0,0.0,0.2737116857901831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030317012451408613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792875357165484,0.026950629061405468,0.0,0.0,0.04881892053096909,0.09264871328629448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364557578556295,0.1118564586318123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058520905580589276,0.055700503750322684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110463248412204,0.04090383972902677,0.0,0.1598348956916617,0.058668160454923964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561048804498634,0.05788595077461376,0.058748481124478974,0.03738094949746787,0.04195515161609068,0.0,0.06472375294551631,0.0612537417658197,0.0,0.0,0.19122088189193884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528324221604291,0.056122213516159015,0.0,0.15835516900935598,0.0,0.05545564304776116,0.1235939172121886,0.0586743249691784,0.1655385356683494,0.0,0.10601953441391276,0.22687351823225402,0.05446837117012216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165900733817502,0.0,0.05021976504498498,0.0,0.0623202774593149,0.0,0.04563271358392711,0.0,0.0,0.05623334590948157,0.0,0.04246839152965839,0.109118367410351,0.0,0.039045776181181886,0.05879810620389494,0.04405450769775414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260011570499589,0.0,0.0,0.041476901527276434,0.0,0.04821627751735581,0.05078813695542935,0.0,0.0,0.036648898111724434,0.03534723770320159,0.10839784654266793,0.0,0.1930014738079049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03745313114545341,0.06000322601488368,0.0,0.05742827697957995,0.0,0.0,0.06075599520835308,0.09103311749510676,0.0,0.08757415747522597,0.0,0.0,0.0495995856293081,0.051138121639418194,0.0,0.06158928751470896,0.06343654864993149,0.05317669000842838,0.0,0.2409628430745337,0.0,0.05621742349973922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209673270786005 adhd,they_ca_ntseeFCE300,2019/01/27,"I am almost certain I have ADHD, but I don’t know how to convince people who can’t experience life as me, including the people supposed to diagnose this sort of thing. The title kinda explains my situation. I have only seen one ‘professional’ who apparently knows about ADHD, but then again this was a paediatric doctor and probably isn’t used to evaluating 17-year-olds. Maybe I’m wrong, but she also didn’t actually seem that ‘able’ for lack of a better word. I want to kill her. It took me 2 or 3 minutes to choose the word able. I want to explain myself in depth, but I’m quickly losing interest in this post and I HAVE to post it so I’m giving the key details. I relate to almost everything posted in this subreddit by those diagnosed. I read (some of) a book about ADHD and related to everything in that. Apparently, to this doctor and others with their opinions, because I’m not hyperactive, climbing the walls, throwing furniture (most of the time), I do not have ADHD. Because my teachers perceive me as attentive in class (I’m great at acting like I’m paying attention, but people talk at me and nothing actually goes in), I do not have ADHD. I do absolutely NO homework and very little work in classes, I get terrible grades, and I have forgotten where this sentence was going, but I don’t have ADHD. I hate that I sound like I’m trying to convince people I have ADHD right now even though I haven’t been diagnosed and I may not have ADHD. I need help because I never feel happy and I feel like I’m ruining my life, but I don’t know what to do. I live in the UK if that helps. I’ve ordered methylphenidate (illegally, class B drug without prescription) because I don’t know what else to do and no one actually seems like they’re going to help. It’s like doctors and teachers and anyone who might be able to help has given up on me, which is why I’m here. I know this answer is rambling and disjointed so please reply asking for additional details (please specify) if they might help. I’ve forgotten a whole lot but this is just about the last resort. Thanks to everyone on here for making me feel like I’m not alone. 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Anybody else with a Ritalin prescription notice that it makes them a little... incontinent? I've been taking it for about a year now and this is the only side effect I've noticed. My doctor doesn't seem to think it's related but I'm certain at this point that it is. Every time I take my prescription (10 mg instant release, lasts about three hours), I plan on being on the toilet within the hour. Anyone relate?",1.9735714285714248,4.279500438775513,3.7646530612244895,85.52677551020409,80.3265306122449,6.3689795918367365,21.02448979591837,7.554174236665415,0.9348865306122448,385,11,74,6,10,129,69,98,0.013999999999999999,0.9520000000000001,0.034,0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,8,0,6,3,0,2,1,11,15,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,10,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,6,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778004715434642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632452866622076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655486494694206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807054216586907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686434126878527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162721367814473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227754107350468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118270955874613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107701487760205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671251244760287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812441888513081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074034279994268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979300039296785,0.0,0.20241379954307412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924040776334021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178161018594409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542382488410842,0.0,0.0,0.12323922834178155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070948601894716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610174583097784 adhd,olrustyeye,2019/01/27,"Tired All The Time, Until I'm Not? Has anyone noticed that when your disinterested in something you get just absolutely exhausted? As I looked at the long list of things to accomplish today I made breakfast only to be met with a pull to just go back to bed for a few more hours. I've encountered this before. I tend to drink a cup of coffee and then not only does it help me focus but I again get more done, but I was doing some thinking about the last 10 years of my life, from 16-26, and I feel like I don't feel more tired than I used to. I get plenty of sleep but it seems like as soon as there's work to do I get exhausted but when I'm enjoying something I'm not tired anymore. This includes the times I feel super tired head to bed and all of a sudden am wide awake watching youtube and enjoying myself. I have a few theories as to why this happens. 1) Hyper focus makes me ignore how tired I really am. 2) Coffee is actually making me feel awake and focused not the work. 3) ADHD is maybe hyper focusing on the only thing that is ""interesting"" which is dreaming and sleeping for me? Thoughts? TL;DR: I'm tired all the time it seems. Looking for ideas as to why that might be? 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Distraction during sex? Hello, I'm a dude, diagnosed with ADHD but not taking medication anymore cause I simply fucked up too much and now I'm unemployed. Anyway, to the point... Have any guys around experienced loss of erection during sex due to being distracted?",6.036875000000002,9.413970604166668,6.5915,64.90350000000001,72.125,9.673333333333334,30.43333333333333,9.888512548439397,4.210328333333333,231,10,30,7,5,75,42,48,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.9468,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,5,0,1,0,3,2,3,1,0,2,18,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688266154782825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869825486369406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043561075223362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732004779184953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152643903654732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114906678717025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371830086399225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038730346435016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091631381609557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256021973894095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901137642039861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307458856259439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thetalldoctor,2019/01/27,"How do you manage the side effects of adderall? I’m extremely sensitive to them (on some days - not sure why). I can get agitated, feel short of breath, sweat but feel cold, and have my heart racing. I’ve cut down on caffeine but it still happens and I’m not sure why? I’m also really good about eating before hand and all that. And my focus issues are too severe to give up my meds. I’m also on a relatively low dose - fast acting 5 mg as needed. I’ll take 3-4 on a long day, 1 if I just have to study a bit or have just one class. 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I continue to demolish everything I care about because I'm not thinking, I'm not acting, and I procrastinated. I failed to put in a leave request in time to not have to work on Saturday. I may miss my daughter's birthday party (it depends on how well I can beg and plead to my chain of command for some time off). I'm a horrible fucking person. My wife fucking hates me. I hate my brain. Sometimes I wish my family would just leave me behind. At least I know they could be happier without me constantly fucking things up.",2.5693889716840563,4.5689394262295115,4.50102831594635,82.54657973174369,76.86885245901641,7.7150521609538,29.943368107302533,8.575989854853784,2.517924590163936,478,23,93,10,11,163,79,122,0.145,0.726,0.129,-0.2398,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,7,10,5,0,3,0,7,4,1,2,0,19,21,4,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,0,0,20,3,19,16,2,17,0,2,0,3,5,8,3,4,7,65,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225112359353906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725034186699446,0.0,0.0,0.17101939391140866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126447123270853,0.0,0.13392461447362106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075150249380095,0.0,0.31625566567097385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652113947912923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312117865204909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921840535606308,0.0,0.0,0.3552192404912177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646177250854256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686223527845177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589651506603215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395525379375894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143723319981468,0.1074793124446168,0.0,0.0,0.1956179799191915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345487737706823,0.0,0.15081601017137133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288965915819128,0.16169280689417867,0.0,0.1221147788869756,0.0,0.0,0.119155791399055,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,On24-7StandbiForYou,2019/07/12,"Anyone else do this? When I work on english, learning new words, spelling words etc. I tend to think about everything those words apply to and i think I am going crazy. irreplaceable now means that time i got kicked out of my friend circle and a new person replaced me illusion now means all those fake friends i have, etc",4.436557377049184,6.450105114754102,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,71.62295081967213,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.190741639344263,256,8,49,3,5,77,46,61,0.08900000000000001,0.809,0.102,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,6,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,30,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541312086320946,0.21308348400197466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372706539133226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638692083434801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869044493632547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213446242812895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819061722614176,0.0,0.1663276447158709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530670788616185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40170545823122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158596425664866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665096052522377,0.0,0.0,0.12126536126514613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514001195969792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Archon-Narc-On,2019/07/12,"How do you do it: Regular exercise Edition! I really really really need to exercise regularly, I need the increase in stamina and the endorphins more than I need gains (and certainly not weight loss) but exercise only ever comes into my mind in times of stress, and the motivation/drive/routine leaves me as soon as exterior validation or the stress are no longer a factor. I’m not a defeatist however, I’m certain it can be done, but nothing I’ve tried so far has really worked and I (as well as many others) need your help! Regular ADHD exercisers, how do you do it? (Routines from home are better than at the gym, a place I’d have to *shudder* commute to, but gym tips could be worth sharing to)",5.311384742951908,6.3018279328358195,7.036069651741299,71.1362106135987,68.17910447761193,11.0301824212272,32.79933665008292,10.980518767755715,3.9763625207296838,549,24,99,17,9,191,86,134,0.07,0.732,0.198,0.9413,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,4,6,8,0,2,8,0,13,5,0,2,3,23,20,15,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,6,1,2,3,3,1,0,1,1,9,5,16,16,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,68,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778850532564268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555419743383116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417677484157014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140063420842285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841850276678624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886851598145673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103118991413151,0.0,0.16508325962552794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426234029881785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668543469055222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617495832154794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881244085425653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791521865494626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516754969451607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194700939754812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217266877028273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770427618127164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596565472665683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173637737649966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004093680495887,0.14797368999860389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119813370044313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fallrain27,2019/07/12,"Is it common to go through several different types of medication Basically starting adderall tomorrow, been to several therapists and doctors throughout my life and it's pretty much a general consensus I suffer from severe adhd, generally the medication will work for a couple month but then start negatively effecting me or side effects seem more intense, I've tried concerta Biphentin One that started with a V Pretty much on and off through the years Starting adderall tomorrow I'm getting concerned cause there seems to be no doubt about my diagnosis but going through so many different medications is making my mom distrust all the doctors and I basically have a massive invalidating conversation with her whenever it comes up now I'm just wondering if it's common to go through several types of medication",13.025635491606714,11.475280496402874,12.545719424460433,46.37838729016789,53.38848920863309,16.460911270983214,54.82134292565946,14.790194502661405,8.467027817745802,675,44,90,25,6,225,95,139,0.098,0.843,0.059000000000000004,-0.6716,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,7,0,6,7,0,4,1,23,21,10,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,18,18,4,20,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,6,12,63,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353311380320857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567790104796125,0.0,0.09700053447370853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459695761358908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23529966440336986,0.0,0.2305150618634173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883225197527126,0.0,0.19199061795695307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953730569906074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516571748133608,0.11416532328381593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453756833905678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188337942629355,0.08988143914608933,0.0,0.1655574778715815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630508307225622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22912259972633914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502546859524495,0.0,0.5088532006327129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188138594850435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074483317263194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645242621682248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221169528089763,0.08197887785673119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251489822579224 adhd,thekermitsuicides,2019/07/12,"First timer. Feeling terrible. I've felt that I've had adhd for my entire life, and it's only now, at 25, after being berated 5 times in front of an potential candidate at work by my boss that I've officially decided to seek treatment. Please send me positive thoughts, I feel so worthless and scatterbrained. I'm so fucking sad",4.532380952380954,6.397043825396827,5.993841269841273,74.53171428571432,71.06349206349206,10.11936507936508,33.234920634920634,10.355215969177356,3.977593015873016,263,13,46,8,5,89,52,63,0.155,0.736,0.109,-0.6264,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,3,3,4,0,8,4,0,9,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062931819213748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418756385628606,0.0,0.32459920891009897,0.0,0.0,0.28756127671588344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31253929730064434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387880977270937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571166709357482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710981876074849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683889841437568,0.1971307237994809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461182224512009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tiredbih,2019/07/12,"Too Smart For ADHD This is super long and unnecessary im sorry but TLDR at end dw dw Sooo about 4 years ago I realised, after a councillor I was going to suggested me looking into it, that I probably had adhd, and he agreed. I live in the UK and I've been trying to get a diagnosis forever so I can actually get help but I kept getting sent to my school nurse, who was WHOLLY unprepared for my mental state. I eventually go to the GP and he pulls up Google and I'm listing all these symptoms and my difficulties mentally emotionally physically etc and he's like 'riiiight, so how's your school work?' And like an idiot I tell him that I did really well at GCSEs (at 16) all A*-B. And after I say that he closed the tab and was like 'I see, well people with adhd don't usually do well academically so-' and I cut in telling him how I never studied, i only did well out of sheer luck (and the fact that cheating a few years ago was EXTREMELY easy) and that now I'm doing a lot worse because I have to actually study and apart from a few moments of motivation, like once every few months, there was like an emotional barrier stopping me. This dude is just like. Blank. He's like 'welll I can't really do anything about this anyway because I can't diagnose you and although we should have an ADHD specialist in our province we actually don't due to lack of funding. Try meditation.' So idk if there can even be advice about this I guess i just wanted to get this off my chest. I finished high school and luckily I'm going to art school because my grades were C U U. TLDR: Went to doctor, told me good grades equal no adhd and I'm IRKED.",2.1795253873891447,4.237029848942601,4.473891433583471,82.00467011012573,78.30513595166163,7.654653542539713,23.97047071435533,8.558390810932622,1.7224095312347718,1284,44,258,28,31,446,185,331,0.081,0.735,0.185,0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,2,0,3,22,18,3,0,12,0,25,4,1,3,4,44,44,27,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,13,23,0,3,1,1,1,6,6,3,4,0,14,3,35,15,31,28,9,36,0,0,2,0,20,13,0,4,23,167,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.2430404278915876,0.0,0.4988567981346162,0.08112411208094825,0.1471806842274686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831664212792223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518207883555619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426140126671004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849723185330218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676788348182774,0.07352920117330837,0.0,0.09258688162210836,0.05483252715673813,0.0,0.06994614491273288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349366464633986,0.0,0.14154292402859184,0.06963145946612609,0.0,0.0,0.09145355496735603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564513540479312,0.08771294882098339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967355695630035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28390840136241663,0.0,0.07330630950210014,0.07346821188481267,0.0697141110919769,0.0,0.0,0.07057883331379565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732499520295066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626408023483672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402850738620215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841133339738885,0.0,0.06313883910306944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755414546180186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895073164327842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636676017596372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601915072364438,0.0,0.3360741090030838,0.06615450245370101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293172052502707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940666545181291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628736489181392,0.0,0.0,0.14512257356017816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793271425385182,0.0,0.11272738294155095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914324667709186,0.0,0.04896609687977888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985721787192153,0.07695840700969142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060438005793731986,0.0,0.08460231271760775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692158647893622 adhd,katie2373,2019/07/12,"I suck at explaining my ideas!! I have a really awesome idea for my master’s project that I’m SO excited about, but I have a hard time explaining it to people. My thoughts get jumbled and my statements aren’t usually concise or convey my main points. I just tried to explain it to my parents, but they had only had questions and skeptical comments about it. I just want them to be proud :(",5.195921052631576,6.0041678026315815,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,68.34210526315789,9.237894736842106,34.93684210526314,9.3871,3.2584136842105265,307,15,58,6,5,100,53,76,0.129,0.733,0.138,0.1885,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,5,4,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,14,6,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,13,2,8,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,2,2,42,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955345511676634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927724496960326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030672140193787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314847039184547,0.0,0.0,0.2965929919493126,0.0,0.0,0.18517978444596436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252504391354597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29922326894610823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111689838808605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205475086619474,0.1557534362177136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134951276557926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941828838243936,0.0,0.1575478393884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AutomaticMaximum,2019/07/12,"Wow i am surprised by the amount of people here Hi guys, i been diagnosed with adhd just 6 months back and its been life changing for me. One of my friend suggested that i should look into A.D.H.D on reddit. I didnt even know what reddit was. But after checking out the forum for the past hour, i am blown away by the amount of stories people share. No one could understand what my frustrations was, but reading these stories brings me so much joy for some reason. Finally a group of people who can understand how it feels. I am thankful for my friend for suggesting to check out reddit. I cant wait for you guys to read my story lol.",4.392124444444448,5.635354648000003,4.741866666666667,85.80337777777778,70.52000000000002,7.795555555555558,25.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.4973822222222215,501,15,99,7,9,158,84,125,0.027000000000000003,0.777,0.196,0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,1,0,5,1,12,2,0,2,0,18,20,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,5,2,2,1,3,1,0,2,5,2,14,7,21,13,4,12,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,1,6,73,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035051240095481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909374341587296,0.1302064739553702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913165386159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519846522674292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186923159231807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184272000015663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561975356387118,0.0,0.0,0.18549580981658628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26165220858329713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353321967726854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675870240517848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306088062125427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960476720320705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219690777031138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515982859203368,0.0,0.12447909459305738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294885806620013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164732178638108,0.3521821358333058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387572556440719,0.0,0.0,0.17410232480999932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589889530706455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525628415297697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rayyexo,2019/07/12,"Waking up completely empty I sometimes wake up in the mornings and feel vulnerable and empty, completely dead and sad. I have no energy at all and i have no motivation for anything. I just lay in bed and watch TV or do nothing. Check my phone every 5 minutes for something but i don’t know what. I’m usually not like this, i’m energetic and happy. But some mornings i wake up like this and I don’t understand why.",0.8989923329682377,3.4431863253012054,3.559956188389922,82.97877327491788,89.36144578313251,6.873603504928808,24.41292442497262,8.00094639256281,1.9573228915662657,327,14,63,8,11,114,52,83,0.205,0.6579999999999999,0.138,-0.2267,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,1,1,18,10,10,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,8,10,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,2,3,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196789079358429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597885879563359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491873502768572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497904911949585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841755719785589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670994313373353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608387131386644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256147827638784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551283924441652,0.2640225435022148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779066460933888,0.0,0.0,0.2940101243926072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088283121644397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlexanMorale,2019/07/12,"Medication working? I'm [23F] on my third day of taking 20mg Adderal XR. I've never taken ADHD medication, though I was diagnosed in grade school. The issue is I don't feel diffrent, there is no crazy focus or clarity. I will admit I am a bit calmer, but other than that there's not a huge diffrence. Took my dose yesterday half way through the day, and I was worried I wasnt going to be able to go to sleep, if anything I actually knocked out earlier than usual. When the doctor gave me the prescription, he said I should be able to feel the effect after an hour or so. Three days in, nada. Anyone else else had/having this problem?",3.983429571303589,5.019989110236222,5.4298687664042005,81.26655293088366,71.28346456692914,8.164129483814524,27.496937882764648,8.515128840125781,1.9161100612423445,495,17,98,8,9,167,96,127,0.109,0.8490000000000001,0.042,-0.8438,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,8,0,11,6,1,1,1,14,22,8,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,7,3,11,0,13,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,9,62,14,4,0.32677071705797506,0.0,0.1594405413029778,0.0,0.19635745036475866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424284158227305,0.16740760780133576,0.13445222873459348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783744950767981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161101191531828,0.0,0.0,0.16583269967214395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723183768484867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297500379935263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652250929059841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857113289381769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609016666768552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053186545546678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291871194129017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601286088541086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633772243759295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541689083169827,0.0,0.0,0.16535470555932466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635033534809228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228454560550456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605252852019548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152714505268647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994588951009313,0.0,0.0,0.1296876926378611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894648691933132,0.16592576250022273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dontgowiththeflow,2019/07/12,"My psychiatrist won't diagnose me with ADHD I'm 23 year old female, living in Italy. I think i have ADHD inattentive type, i have really hard time concentrating at what i'm doing, i've been having this issue for a very long time. Some years before i thought that me not beingas pruductive as i wanted at school stemmed from the fact that i didn't know italian or didn't work hard enough. But once at university i started to work really hard but without any purpose. I mostly spend my time alone because i have hard time focusing in conversation, can't watch TV, have difficulty reading actively any thing, even simple narrative books/magazines. I suffered from depression as well which caused me to seek psychiatrist help all the other depressive symptoms have improved such as lack of motivation, lack of energy, insomnia, mental confusion, depressed mood, being tearful, pessimistic approach to life, but lack of concentration is not improving. But the psychiatrist is continuing changing my antidepressants because he think my problems are due to residual symptoms of depression. I don't know what to do. I'm not socially active, i'm failing university. I think im such a disappointment to my family. Please suggest me any possible ways in which I can handle this situation.",9.694733333333332,9.773053017777778,9.6585,59.211750000000016,58.82222222222222,13.366666666666667,41.861111111111114,12.602617957971056,5.842844444444445,1039,52,155,33,12,342,136,225,0.259,0.6559999999999999,0.085,-0.9924,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,4,11,0,1,5,0,19,5,0,2,2,28,31,8,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,7,2,1,1,9,9,1,0,4,5,22,1,24,25,7,19,0,7,1,0,5,6,0,4,11,99,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617580984961809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278963586774605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221712969998849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277130504767662,0.0,0.0926675867337345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187235937218194,0.1152038832523142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37518855535760826,0.11053324448354962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252488431569194,0.0,0.07192874838008556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266311993492387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902192300611363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299471956975645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763285496981465,0.11366540141896495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196993897542192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692070798355173,0.0,0.0,0.09616246713883736,0.09637484902878704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974760878017524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427433679637032,0.11597708301334728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954170075429944,0.0,0.12277064978513642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420451292392796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089314771811551,0.0,0.13953082824054416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021464483318867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241041840391526,0.0,0.11101188153007004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708140089427158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638176569694066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234965427693629,0.2093400259681907,0.0,0.08645602888850183,0.2540065436141806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985556071078278,0.0642332251357431,0.08644134398817878,0.0,0.0,0.09791598267484417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497764833128237,0.0,0.15856391586347993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025864371085953 adhd,shockandguffaw,2019/07/12,"[Vent] Fucking service jobs I'm currently working part time at a credit union to help with health insurance and extra money while I focus on my real career pursuit: freelance writing. But I am just failing terribly at my job. I've been a supervisor and manager in operations, previously, so I thought I'd be great at taking a frontline customer-oriented role again. But each day I go on with such anxiety and leave feeling so fucking defeated. My QA scores are awful (at least according to their metrics, I'm at 93% and am supposed to be at 95%), in part because everything I do has like 47 steps, even if it's simple. We're expected to handle a wide variety of issues, even though I wasn't trained on all of it. There is an internal knowledge base, but, I kid you not, it's all just block paragraph of text that go on for multiple pages. There are no offices, so I'm also constantly also picking up bits of conversation from other employees, which obviously distracts me from the task at hand. I'm expected to fill out forms while the member is there, so I'm constantly juggling paying attention to the member, finding the right article for me to reference, reading the article, filling out a form, and solving the issue all at the same time. Some interactions take several hours, by the end of which I'm just exhausted. My shifts change week to week, so it's hard for me to develop a rhythm, and my manager expects me to remember a process he talked to me about a week ago, even though I haven't been at work since and I've completely forgotten it due to it's complexity and unfamiliarity. I've talked to my manager about how I work best, yet, despite my company being big on ""leveraging different points of view,"" he won't make accomodations that vary from the instructions he laid out (like finishing all work with the member in front of us). I'd love to quit but my freelancing isn't covering bills right now and my wife doesn't make enough to compensate. It's just so frustrating to be at a job that I should be excelling at and not caring about, but it sucks up my time and energy and it just fucking sucks.",8.164117647058822,6.959990313725492,8.706686274509803,68.97458823529414,62.529411764705884,12.865882352941178,39.517647058823535,11.979248473330829,4.799335882352942,1680,78,311,48,20,565,215,408,0.105,0.8029999999999999,0.092,-0.4848,6,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,1,9,29,19,6,1,20,1,21,7,1,4,5,58,42,31,0,5,13,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,15,19,0,1,8,1,4,6,8,11,0,0,4,4,28,8,60,31,17,56,0,2,1,4,16,29,5,2,23,208,43,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934400216599507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120299936661525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710385706962664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061440475539207465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577258898944343,0.0,0.1100362658544272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276183301527972,0.0,0.10662215556959134,0.0,0.10567609989992098,0.2178357541609316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500102886614742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053038015000046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926977263862854,0.10414271969184656,0.0,0.19971197106899824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090583298021132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050962308936032825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211997470712507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795354057511896,0.0,0.0,0.11456223690736758,0.0,0.0,0.11112101800181952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902877886561798,0.0,0.0,0.10713475525075693,0.0,0.0,0.06755722225681943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992575679793912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039655558189668,0.3000547238558826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672175663913952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848152856434576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096665402298687,0.0,0.1345558365045706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182908816590693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952788599863616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720226969990634,0.10081699139426537,0.11472076278733252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417510074801443,0.1721477339703994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386369072803025,0.0,0.08337429482712351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156264639360567,0.16202191217544348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805076898729368,0.08001577639435825,0.1763138822517599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123761875711468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425422925389833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935044553644408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whyparanoid,2019/07/12,"Prescription question Hi, today I met for the first time with a psychiatrist in what was about a 20 minute meeting. I stated that my main problems were focus, motivation, and getting things done. I said that this can affect my mood if I underperform or can’t meet deadlines due to these problems. I explicitly stated I’m not depressed. Anyway, I was prescribed bupropion, which turns out to be an antidepressant sometimes used off label for ADHD. Before I waste money on the prescription, is it worth it to try or should I tell my psychiatrist I’d like to try a stimulant?",5.72192857142857,7.648275704761906,6.385892857142861,72.65598214285714,68.14285714285714,9.05952380952381,31.220238095238088,9.516144504307137,3.1424523809523817,459,19,76,10,8,150,78,105,0.081,0.826,0.09300000000000001,0.0777,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,4,1,16,15,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,6,1,11,1,12,7,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,4,5,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28163317241162833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940751847975505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183815458806276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981291101286845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933092217113502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243386115608924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448751289090188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484666984208327,0.0,0.0,0.2625163249033561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229126113115321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176992394245866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482496646895326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568620626418087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664652421903584,0.0,0.2221285216784344,0.0,0.0,0.31820525042661996,0.2548964662836869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239597975163412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnarchySoda,2019/07/12,"Contemplating asking to switch to Vyvanse, advice/experiences/general info appreciated... So I (31F) finally got diagnosed a couple of years ago, and generic Adderall IR basically saved my life. Everything clicked. It didn't all go away, but things were manageable, y'know? After the testing period, I was taking 10mg 2x/day, after about a year we bumped it up to 15mg 2x/day, and then later switched up a bit to try 20mg in the morning, 10 at night, and vice versa. I'm now finding myself at a crossroads of sorts, I think, though. 30mg/day doesn't quite hack it anymore...fiest couple hours go well, but I feel like it's wearing off faster and doesn't help as much as it used to. So I feel like I'm at a point where I can either ask to try something else, or ask to up my dose to 40mg/day. Unfortunately, I don't always remember to take my afternoon on time...if I'm not going to need to function that night, skipping isn't a big deal, but I work almost full time and I'm working on a Bachelor's in the evenings, so sometimes skipping isn't feasible. But if I forget and have to take it a bit later, 20mg will really screw with my sleeping ability when I take it even slightly too late. Also I don't want my body to 'get used' to it any faster than necessary, since this isn't exactly something that just goes away. I've heard that Vyvanse is 'smoother' (which is good, now that I'm used to the adderall I can definitely see the ups and downs during the day), and that it also lasts longer than even the Adderall XR. It's also, from what I can tell, covered by my insurance. So I'm leaning towards asking to try it out, rather than asking to up my dose. Pros/cons, experiences from people who have switched, anything like that would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!! :-)",6.351628430049484,5.748471675213676,7.079124306492728,77.2124156545209,65.86609686609687,10.010556305293148,33.28849902534113,9.414487439383343,2.831948148148148,1382,52,276,23,19,460,189,351,0.035,0.852,0.113,0.9818,0,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,1,0,0,3,20,9,1,0,15,0,20,8,3,3,2,39,51,26,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,22,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,9,1,1,0,5,5,22,8,49,43,6,48,0,0,2,1,11,22,1,4,26,167,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887801147001894,0.0,0.0891035654637037,0.0,0.0,0.21347888595952486,0.07404093818768792,0.0,0.0,0.06051145368761671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322538157291335,0.0,0.4159352069626151,0.0,0.1672048111944702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429265825942627,0.09883999168891043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691587144889866,0.0,0.2869331894793066,0.0917375086613275,0.0,0.09031581569934023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433383217667754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631718708338973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997213295894237,0.08704239431354903,0.0,0.0,0.08998490086276906,0.12713886681304987,0.0,0.09747646636446287,0.08132879930838878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648991592130263,0.0,0.15171317409793114,0.0746346721687301,0.07116778954851588,0.09810401056606932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964339208977354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763027618819234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048902699250696895,0.07253297624971716,0.10037663734040024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285128531388721,0.13041771609779124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541270279461589,0.06597972592693127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700893128646174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616895697925541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411764448263066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464431471617744,0.0,0.0,0.057004752853449366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080033005080843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090788619071461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360761130288396,0.0,0.08904720702492191,0.0,0.0,0.13700683614286888,0.08800640750384206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761640112001583,0.0,0.07777501566813635,0.08192354015803321,0.0,0.0,0.059116314481832175,0.05701667793002629,0.08742529128481108,0.0,0.1037733411638839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124073518179906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305580823625401,0.0,0.0,0.05248444619751835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000635362329522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956128691059166,0.0,0.0,0.06321093080306164,0.0,0.0,0.11460419781231244 adhd,ShadowKingpin,2019/07/12,"College & My Future I am about to turn 31 (early next month) and I still work basic jobs that are beginning to hit their limits in regards to where I can be promoted. With a High School degree, I have worked my butt off and make around $34k/year, which honestly isn’t bad given my living situation (My roommate owns their home, so costs are kept pretty low). So, I have been looking at my future and to be honest, it’s terrifying. I feel numb when it comes to getting myself excited to try/learn anything in college, as I am currently paying off a ton of student debt (that I have knocked down substantially) from when I attempted college two other times and didn’t succeed. I keep thinking that this might be a better chance for me to try, as when I attempted college before, I wasn’t medicated, but my Adderall has been a big help in my focusing, so I’m hoping it will assist with a better performance in school. I’m just out of ideas for what I even want to do with my life, as I am pretty limited in my options. I can’t do manual labor, as I have a physical disability that makes it difficult to perform such tasks, so that takes out field choices. My background has always been in film & photography, which are overly saturated fields. I am incredibly lucky to live near a state campus and also in a state (Tennessee) that pays for my community college, but the nearby campus doesn’t really have many choices that interest me since all of their concentrations require a ton of math — something I have always flunked. When looking at different industries, I just feel ‘lost’ mentally and don’t even know what I want. It’s been like this my whole life with ADHD and it’s maddening to see myself stuck, but I’m also terrified of being committed to a 4-year degree and going back to more student debt that I have already struggled for years to pay off. I’m sure this is a dumb rant, but I’m just confused about life and thought I would vent to you all to hopefully get ideas from potentially similar situations. Thank you all for reading. :)",8.328319529788939,6.978282299492387,8.61005877638258,70.2673083088432,62.2994923857868,11.949559177130645,36.98049692759818,10.992663274268294,3.993773604060912,1622,64,298,36,19,538,206,394,0.11599999999999999,0.735,0.14800000000000002,0.8849,5,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,3,14,22,22,1,2,12,0,37,6,1,2,5,52,70,27,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,1,0,22,17,0,5,7,2,6,2,6,9,0,1,11,5,43,13,56,51,8,41,0,3,3,1,6,22,2,6,16,211,65,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514832507673515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149139932659624,0.16655117012941514,0.17329495847627532,0.2256573774898617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856930623091264,0.09270096242193912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007229404650068,0.08694718834397001,0.0,0.0,0.08861000546119993,0.0,0.0,0.1841953756285428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970185721821522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087974257787514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375584929192167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053061322573732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881099357122086,0.0,0.05918151239286699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979854259396895,0.11002284296349604,0.10445446971919732,0.2068562794530078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510826977652116,0.0,0.0,0.10333650853770524,0.0925587091760161,0.0,0.0,0.057229091388232275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206578781668205,0.05087440644085827,0.0,0.1839037151753708,0.0,0.1748919583735937,0.0,0.11367410202236555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901994445284285,0.10557510413771956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490362488113096,0.10494215459940097,0.11046927064338913,0.0,0.0,0.08311842882716806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074724205215407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118825719634468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416175847606148,0.0,0.06671063684827498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077748163733773,0.08298097980546447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614037218123895,0.2341010104092861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016711619779426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316121026566431,0.0,0.0,0.10886302602070376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814466531963248,0.0,0.07829549141128933,0.0,0.0,0.09587220825003412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672459234168718,0.0,0.08267042945637608,0.06072112701473719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069986426050412,0.11326743064470343,0.10172337494571748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284136515657608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162614215158798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516209706742838,0.0,0.0,0.07397350639314844,0.0,0.0,0.2011758311065748 adhd,thesunatethemoon,2019/07/12,"Appointment to get an evaluation in the next couple weeks. I'm terrified that I'm going to get a doctor who tells me I don't have ADHD or assumes I'm just a junkie looking for amphetamines. I'm in the US. I'm an adult and for years I actually thought I had just straight depression. I found out very recently that my symptoms were far more like ADHD-PI than depression and started doing more research. I feel entirely like ADHD has been my problem all along (even my school records could back this up—numerous comments from teachers and individualized education plans stated I was ""flighty, forgetful, unfocused"" and struggled with paying attention.) My depression isn't there because of general depression but rather because I'm unhappy with how my life has become as a result of underachieving when I know I'm incredibly capable. In high school, I was on track to be a ""fifth year senior"" and was pulled out in my senior year to do homestudies. In an individual and more controlled environment with a curriculum that worked for me, I wound up *graduating on the Dean's list.* I pulled my Ds and Fs up to As easily when I was at home with far less distraction (and far more caffeine and food that I could access at my leisure—one of my big problems in school was that I'd get hungry every 30 minutes and just shut down or I'd struggle to stay conscious because my body didn't and still doesn't activate before 11am.) I'm certain that my problems have always been ADHD and I went under the radar because I'm a girl and I didn't have the hyperactive variety of it. Also, my parents were very anti-ADHD medication to begin with, so even if my school had suggested it, my parents probably denied it. I'm terrified that I'm going to get a doctor who tells me it's something else, though. I'm at the point where I'm *so certain* that this has been the problem. I hear so many horrible stories about people having to fight for years to get their diagnosis taken seriously. Can anyone give me advice on how to make it clear to this doctor that this is it? I'm sure that if I took any kind of evaluation, I'd probably score full marks down the line for ADHD symptoms. But idk. Like I said, I'm scared that because I'm an adult, they're going to just assume I'm trying to get drugs or something. I don't even want the stimulants either, I'd be fine on some mild day to day thing (honestly, I'm kinda scared of the stimulants.) Anyway, just throwing this out—does anyone have any thoughts or their own experiences they'd like to share? I could go for any advice or anecdotes you guys got.",5.1815596971461835,6.157386073267329,6.30205299941759,76.33471025043684,68.46534653465346,9.5055329062318,31.090564938846825,9.701314574385464,2.9392434478742,2057,82,386,45,34,689,233,505,0.138,0.797,0.065,-0.9882,2,0,3,0,1,0,52.0,1,1,3,3,24,26,1,5,21,0,36,11,1,7,5,70,81,33,0,11,16,2,1,4,0,0,9,2,1,4,25,21,1,1,9,0,1,9,6,15,0,0,22,4,42,11,59,53,10,58,0,4,1,0,22,30,0,11,21,237,67,14,0.0,0.0,0.06380135886573944,0.0,0.4714436637370952,0.12777697848318015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522842886613193,0.05440132078018165,0.0,0.0,0.13338173786738475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143030341049516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050273113451538384,0.0,0.19927492485886866,0.07220697154701683,0.055633486095769236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262233874115112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332912598481475,0.1566016091445871,0.07234162445541444,0.0,0.08432926359617669,0.0,0.2252464752077187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075731810831812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581993632245551,0.0,0.05461652361579699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954843750450742,0.0,0.05508539214936207,0.0,0.0,0.06395409526717541,0.0,0.0,0.03305804583944595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905764405237088,0.07168569431983668,0.0,0.0,0.20494982027380776,0.06271836506122676,0.1486276331752107,0.0,0.05229028485067297,0.0,0.0,0.06473638775474848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368790777837997,0.0,0.0,0.06907746221623774,0.06558137829376924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808311306165597,0.03593108750472717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617976240576685,0.12776528197359502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490265621696429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364159615213225,0.06628496474562426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586337881195248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953227368382411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519330088393118,0.0,0.0,0.0453261959832135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180514554222406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098119723648725,0.2502389681314245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455477147988853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062191264183605974,0.0,0.13091338668684646,0.2646718287159281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066529442390823,0.0,0.0,0.0462762352624509,0.06968628266094966,0.05221247883849894,0.0,0.0,0.13669855030351266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061619789379479824,0.1359095154859752,0.0,0.0,0.11428984233885657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043435505629546865,0.0,0.06423542747972225,0.10380868760258594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263948322510673,0.04438866575887766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864397908989176,0.0,0.0,0.10789054217619043,0.038562763566334285,0.0,0.0524438183967297,0.0,0.0,0.06060782956098777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047597351562789166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841006828246108 adhd,nermasnek,2019/07/12,"Friendly reminder that flossing is just as important as brushing your teeth! For those who are forgetful like me (ADHD-inattentive type) who are good at remembering to brush their teeth everyday but terrible at remembering to floss, it is just as important to incorporate into your routine. You don't want to risk your dental health!",10.545789473684213,10.700207087719301,9.623508771929828,59.90789473684214,57.07017543859649,13.915789473684216,43.561403508771924,13.023866798666859,6.247940350877192,272,14,40,9,3,86,42,57,0.10800000000000001,0.705,0.187,0.4891,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,8,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,3,11,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879986680679387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943034953407514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707882665878104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431706561446486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772645719147108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7314441358897983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042318798583405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamtheepilogue,2019/07/12,"Your favourite advice? I recently explained to a friend of mine, who has a child with ADHD amongst other things, some ADHD facts like how we perceive interactions differently, etc. I wanted to share more with her, as she was very grateful and said it’s helped her as a parent to understand her neurodivergent child (worth noting: child is adopted so mom has no familial experience of adhd or anything similar). What are your favourite ADHD explanations? Favourite videos? Books? Things that explain ADHD and how to talk to us and work with us!",5.464198830409359,8.38161195789474,5.2950877192982455,75.90005847953219,71.52631578947368,8.011695906432749,30.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.9075730994152043,436,19,70,9,9,135,67,95,0.025,0.8490000000000001,0.126,0.8745,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,17,10,9,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,7,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,12,3,12,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,23,0,0,2,2,50,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7854280317463691,0.12772633733201527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756154063189798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365620321903323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577396252774552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278574973806312,0.12321986244044347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098467062678353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761081204200215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385732272902192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308362085641272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513575721694613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905837368061995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243332325198998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050581330914304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367316429246885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360716296640481,0.31445124220681825,0.0,0.0,0.10784778250758296,0.0770949603942423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515697512943766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Raebyx,2019/07/12,"Please help I always have to choose my seat and in my head it’s just confusing because if I don’t sit there my head just goes all weird and I don’t know why I do it but I have to sit in the corner of a table by the wall (so like when in a restaurant in a booth I like to have the seat and the wall on my left) I’m not sure what it is but I’ve been like this since primary school and I’ve even lashed out at people because I’ve asked them not to sit there and they’ve gone out of their way to sit there, my old friends used to be really accommodating of it and I think that made it worse because I knew they’d be ok with me sitting wherever I wanted even if it meant them moving. Can anyone help me get over this? It’s stupid and I don’t want to be like this Thanks",1.9801724137931025,2.3326654655172447,3.4925862068965543,95.84853448275864,75.3793103448276,6.949425287356322,20.24712643678161,6.816661863887847,-0.09968045977011508,597,10,157,5,12,198,91,174,0.077,0.74,0.182,0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,9,11,1,1,7,1,14,2,2,2,2,30,27,13,0,4,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,21,8,21,18,1,23,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,3,6,97,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479507427172794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167588381266012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626812697367822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31823522442062896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987157126872515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344441647898283,0.0,0.09091606607749288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35718080049051776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233278226852415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563452521553936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906866092099045,0.0,0.0,0.3400612931341625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465794447286644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495124149600856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826002950605068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064063555301024,0.0,0.0,0.19101707733965348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147896859887756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611326594168816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394765661326886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640078191458245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021035621828233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150228937777254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029376755062265,0.0,0.0,0.2052780386444071,0.13812563135496192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702218066406304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733695277051173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Lemon_fairy,2019/07/12,"What are ways I can benefit from a diagnosis? Can it do more harm than good? Hey everyone, I need some advice I am 15, and for a while now I have been wanting to see a psychiatrist because I have a VERY STRONG feeling that I have ADHD, I won't go into detail because I guess it isn't really relevant for what I'm asking, but in short my (what I assume to be) ADHD symptoms cause me a lot of stress and make it hard for me to function in the way that I'd like. I don't know how I'm going to get through high school, I just got a job that I'm terrified I'm going to get fired from, and emotionally I'm a wreck. Something needs to change. Unfortunately, my mom is not on board. At all. She is a reasonably well-informed well-educated person in my opinion, but she is so locked into her own perspective that she fails to see how I'm hurting. She is very anti doctors, anti pharma industry, anti meds, and pro homeopathic/herbal/supplement stuff. She has always shot down my requests to be tested for ADHD and my emotions built up, leading to an emotional outburst where I went on for an hour or so about how I can' t handle it anymore, I need help. She listened, and I thought maybe I had convinced her. However, after everything, she informed me that I could start taking (seretonin?) supplements and will be required to meditate everyday. She told me that I'm different, and that maybe my brain works differently than other people's, but getting an ADHD diagnosis won't solve anything. She believes that my ""quirky personality"" is simply the product of zodiac, myers briggs, and numerology, she won't even consider ADHD. Surprise! Serotonin supplements have not helped. Is she right though, about me not getting anything out of a diagnosis other than medication? I have accepted that as long as I am under her roof I will never be medicated. Ever. Out of the question. Is there anything else I can gain from it? She said that I would regret being diagnosed, because the diagnosis would ""follow me around"". I think maybe she's worried future employers would find out about it. Is that possible? Thanks",5.48858240740741,6.5593373675,6.67827777777778,73.56946296296299,67.825,9.625925925925927,32.314814814814824,9.816601858774405,3.258212037037037,1657,70,294,37,27,559,210,400,0.128,0.787,0.085,-0.965,5,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,0,6,16,13,0,1,16,0,40,6,1,7,3,56,76,22,0,9,8,1,3,1,0,8,5,2,0,2,23,15,0,1,10,0,0,6,9,5,0,0,7,7,52,8,47,55,5,37,0,3,2,0,29,19,0,7,11,213,75,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813577872561954,0.07827842224547835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066654410039964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944338955304434,0.0,0.0,0.1977606468054752,0.07131111042929897,0.07488807277040578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464951846213065,0.0,0.0,0.09025176080856072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942452150534416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229068238484177,0.08474127317434514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395793165279245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130566089610525,0.0,0.1673869405760525,0.0,0.08199164044677723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669180841170113,0.2703245965360449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290909944603038,0.0724602466932715,0.0,0.07654448720450996,0.07199389246667136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050387951803327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321521404034179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740781488677794,0.0,0.13657784952905294,0.06718891148194638,0.06406789463120892,0.0,0.0882455266128699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175902721106653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738640567866782,0.08463613428956637,0.0,0.0,0.07888803821146533,0.0,0.08575487361464575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949260697175348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402403113334697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03913562837909094,0.0,0.0,0.07089107743701563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810305313687387,0.0,0.0,0.05347121729776918,0.0,0.24143101070348194,0.0,0.08897944158512558,0.16139625270085953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381889876882388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819221962490314,0.0617825010142937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553524821253053,0.13989052083765055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030720907600234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973678504705186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051317801528782514,0.08236206359380778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840988194619943,0.07619892245902855,0.0,0.0,0.08107130646948095,0.12766783989803418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166932819919008,0.0,0.0,0.056699269724585985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176087823117997,0.0,0.09170193086461062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326055731385114,0.06022956276045414,0.0,0.0,0.07375062190293838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132853692683894,0.07870350316725312,0.0635950260944215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654448720450996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219128386062348,0.04724845312875229,0.12716844845267225,0.0,0.0,0.1440493983663825,0.07425884271291477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831794784361625,0.08135128841562801,0.0,0.17071450216127915,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dextropod,2019/07/12,Hello Eveyone! I Recently moved to a new state and haven’t been able to see my doctor. Will I have any trouble getting a different doctor in my current state to prescribe me my medication? I know that since ADHD medication is a controlled substance that some doctors are hesitant to prescribe it.,6.253333333333334,8.14021674074074,6.937962962962962,69.36583333333336,66.77777777777777,9.103703703703703,39.425925925925924,9.516144504307137,4.356459259259259,240,14,36,5,4,79,39,54,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.6114,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,26,10,3,0.2055158710150601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24699013917364065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397578397297494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050352471260574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472034338734494,0.0,0.6310626073110434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737356025060384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294614800552505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140712373629134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843084648282984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848850887679625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292212900795414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637695409694844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000485224606934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2dumbcats,2019/07/12,"Adderall question Hey there! I was diagnosed with ADHD as a 31 year old adult, which has been incredible for me and changed my life and understanding of myself in the most positive of ways. Here's the long version of events leading to a somewhat unrelated question just in case you're interested in my experience: My psych started my on Strattera which I actually benefitted from a great deal but had to come off of it due to it making my heart race. Then tried intuniv which didn't seem to have much effect until I doubled by dosage but it slowed by heart rate down to dangerously slow, so had to stop that also. Finally put me on basic old adderall, not extended release or anything and it suits me just fine. I truly have very minimal negative side effects and feel generally great. Crushing my to-dos, feeling positive, and the brain fog that has plagued me my whole entire life has just been magically lifted. Woohoo! Until today??!! Its been almost exactly a month on adderall and I am just wondering if I need to make an adjustment or if I'm just having an off day or anybody else has days like this. I know medicine isn't a catch all for everything of course but things have been going so well it took me by surprise today. So, I basically am taking a low dose, I'm a pretty small person and I'm an early riser. I take 10mg around 7am, and if I have a long day and lots of work to do into the evening I will take a small 5mg dose again no later than 1pm. I have taken 20mg once or twice and found that it felt unpleasant and didnt lead to productive day. This week I've been busy, had company staying for 5 days (I'm an introvert so this is a lot for me), a lot of really early starts and am generally really tired. My company left and I put myself to bed early last night and got 7.5 hours for the first time in weeks and woke up just feeling like a zombie. I took my 7am dose and went about my day... but the fog never lifted. At my first meeting, someone asked if I was sick or what was wrong with me because I just felt like such a mess and it showed... the funny thing is that inwardly, I knew that this is how I felt just about every day until a few months ago and I just faked it every day, ha! I went ahead and took my second small dose around 11am and had a cup of coffee, and improved a little but I just feel like my initial dose never kicked in. I even asked myself if I really took it! Maybe it's just that I had a big old sleep and my body wants more. Or maybe after a month I need to adjust? I'll talk to my doc but I thought I'd see if anybody else had a similar experience? Thanks in advance. This sub has been immensely helpful and encouraging to read.",3.2729361588697827,4.470104504553738,4.806694211204409,84.45045981607358,73.1712204007286,8.051908125638633,25.594251188413523,8.556025622055003,1.6121730063530142,2099,67,443,37,41,706,266,549,0.073,0.782,0.145,0.9906,2,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,9,28,19,1,0,30,1,37,15,5,7,4,100,80,52,0,9,30,0,7,4,0,1,10,0,1,2,28,29,0,1,20,2,0,14,8,5,1,4,32,8,51,14,58,47,12,90,0,1,1,0,12,25,0,22,53,290,79,5,0.0,0.0,0.06757671419647808,0.0,0.08322344615246613,0.0,0.061384769107539074,0.0,0.06934254161220718,0.0,0.0,0.055378137623482815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056985756320355824,0.12329199850934675,0.1294763200403509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042213347436848014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691966310181361,0.0,0.07730441936580798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325591245876084,0.059651598847998685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572773148252443,0.07139233967398978,0.0,0.07028594395499307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569675857709125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147618892428154,0.0,0.11668998491119252,0.0,0.06223624081329687,0.13547697711764578,0.0,0.0,0.14005683611142752,0.0989425295905137,0.199468753003272,0.07585853483991127,0.0,0.11780576929755117,0.0,0.0759275940693015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935561588083032,0.0,0.05538448862887555,0.1526938097168106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412001842348067,0.04641592484380478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819599239880247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03805725887727848,0.05644690981419888,0.0,0.0,0.07523888426312128,0.0,0.09782476929128653,0.1353256121445776,0.06940536117663469,0.0,0.12256579039469652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661823259977438,0.0,0.0,0.0924480519750942,0.0,0.13913919646165854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582088689242902,0.0,0.05090574144701632,0.10269402502224144,0.10681768909642957,0.0,0.0,0.06498518722047755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179944957489885,0.07374757517366536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060465268955835365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045079431799763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392280830479084,0.15514872088864556,0.0,0.0692674112287435,0.0,0.13308741663466067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518222557341086,0.06304138978523571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929868211717928,0.0,0.058674174687912174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802913229482617,0.07380987004843792,0.0,0.05789499017002935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619914871700416,0.05565945910265569,0.0,0.0637548729151788,0.0,0.0,0.09201148069852742,0.0,0.0,0.054975710062802635,0.04037945726664351,0.07959116106108419,0.13127928719854745,0.0,0.307751288345605,0.04701530238349577,0.0,0.0,0.07209030927407163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713740634024805,0.0408446606542089,0.054966372219822326,0.11109421461149717,0.0,0.062262872158850076,0.1283884246080237,0.0,0.07731366877825423,0.0,0.0,0.07509723035057561,0.05041385763956039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571255150654549,0.0,0.044593874074383054 adhd,4ShitKTSays,2019/07/12,"Yesterday was a bad (see post linked below); today I see why my adhd can be a huge benefit sometimes. My nephew made the Little League All Star team. They live about a two hour flight away from me. Their first tournament game was last weekend and I was going to try to fly up and make the first one, but I just couldn't make it work. They kept winning and had games every day this past week but there was no way I could get away from work. Then Thursday happened (see link below). I felt like crap. Work is the last place I want to be today and by some miracle I have no meetings scheduled (oh and they recovered the data last night so things are okay). So at 7am I bought a plane ticket to fly home at 11am so I can watch my nephew in the finals tonight :) It was impulsive, I probably could have used that money in a smarter way, and I was running around like a crazy person this morning trying to pack myself and my dog, and get my dog to boarding in time to make the flight. But I made it! And in a couple hours my parents will pick me up at the airport and take me to surprise my sister and nephew at the ball field. And I knew I could make it. I knew I could buy a plane ticket and do everything I needed to to make a flight less than 3 hours later. I knew because I often leave packing for a trip until the last minute and I know I can throw things in a bag and make sure I have everything. I know exactly how long it takes to get my dog to boarding because I've done it at the last minute so many times. I've been in crazy person mode so many times just because I'm always late to everything that I somehow knew how I could plan a trip like that at the very last minute and somehow still make it work. So that's the goal. Accept that having ADHD just means that my brain is wired differently. Things that are easy for some people are hard for me. Things that are easy for me are hard for others. Handling those bad days is the worst. Being around people who love you helps. And in the midst of those bad days, cling to good moments, and seek out the benefits of ADHD. (Btw this is as much a note to self for me to remember on the next bad day as it is 'advice' for others) https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/cc3cf1/i_just_messed_up_bad_at_work_and_im_freaking_out/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share",4.48158338350391,5.8228313024282565,4.220590006020468,89.25281155930162,70.41280353200885,6.815412402167366,22.33654425045153,6.980632752743323,0.4200675496688744,1832,39,382,15,33,555,209,453,0.086,0.777,0.13699999999999998,0.9782,2,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,4,10,19,18,1,0,29,1,37,3,2,13,3,69,71,33,0,8,6,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,28,21,0,1,12,7,3,5,3,6,0,4,18,7,46,12,56,43,6,71,0,0,4,1,20,26,1,5,40,246,74,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196325883021056,0.06497333005960769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532506735858708,0.07204196659476324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838052382583923,0.0,0.0,0.12493922508875177,0.0,0.2220657355097126,0.1215951945568643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422491134234419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654345657462939,0.0735700013975295,0.0,0.17152238665713299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946797486291965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804242980233248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056020754412416385,0.0,0.1792709716163119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638408973626518,0.07283662524400221,0.0,0.11311284469196785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042149570007266,0.0,0.037787840896325614,0.05576871884786147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879695219437741,0.0,0.11912409131394608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456689455361402,0.0,0.06669496474603147,0.0,0.1964379862586419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308241079288295,0.3251897040981871,0.07500369873770132,0.07040338717053865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745107375021367,0.06664052097256502,0.05871195284059416,0.058841622511911135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060009887060273735,0.12582902995708534,0.3106784814207661,0.1348209965059965,0.0,0.07242718200983851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048877854289819764,0.049301546827449465,0.0,0.0,0.07071294722231626,0.062396429590661225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045055394415603564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382935778229713,0.0,0.06347229843247114,0.0921916898309333,0.1161131346527634,0.06946797486291965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367911062641816,0.0,0.0716875447281821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532029153509748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895193966121254,0.0,0.06936364735326866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576038259800135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053099058391815585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266610716708204,0.0,0.09998452059518588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669220086909398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631268924558714,0.0,0.1260496299349765,0.0,0.0,0.09028479043701317,0.0,0.06495114018663273,0.0,0.0,0.057426075128148076,0.0,0.054861273840861736,0.03921756790540901,0.10555345058658176,0.05333432614741916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999694924517025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362226089635526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,420moshdad,2019/07/12,I've been forcing myself to do homework all day And it's fucking torture holy shit I hate college and my brain so much,-0.21860000000000213,2.043859040000001,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,98.6,2.5,26.25,3.1291,0.2788000000000004,96,5,19,0,4,31,23,25,0.382,0.618,0.0,-0.9145,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,12,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950190255712654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859782624564542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099476117339759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377992963493515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259750313606333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551786554792727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kristeneitz,2019/07/12,"Question about medication When i first started my adhd meds I would have SO much energy and an almost euphoric mood. Its been months on the same dose and im not feeling that energy. Is the med still working?",2.116500000000002,4.902167650000003,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,85.0,6.2,23.0,7.554174236665415,1.40685,166,6,30,3,5,54,35,40,0.031,0.743,0.226,0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30877588831661146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572749131923131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990982705129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854166551234105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752485594292764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707751457387391,0.25882655593227233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507638980268653,0.0,0.18887063997472345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28781663298232674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818539955061968,0.0,0.2051819435659274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704565114504296,0.0,0.0,0.18251331078089747,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Magic_Hoarder,2019/07/12,"Did you ever wish you were in a mental hospital or on a deserted island? I used to crave an escape from the responsibilities in our world when I was younger. I actually wanted to be on an island like LOST because I felt I would enjoy surviving more than the things that I had to deal with on a daily basis. I sometimes thought I was crazy and maybe I should let them take me to hospital, at least I wouldn't have to do all the things that are so hard for me to do there. I would be taken care of and could read, draw, or play games with other people and I wouldn't have to worry about getting everything right about working to be like a normal human. &#x200B; I'm reflecting on this now as a 25 year old who just this year realized most of my problems stem from the ADHD I was diagnosed with in the 5th grade, but didn't really understand. I wasn't given any treatment, because my teacher at the time was willing to work with keeping me on track and getting me more organized. She put a system into place for homework, because I would forget to turn it in. I'm realizing now just how not okay I was to have those thoughts.",5.12291378225299,5.40168771365639,6.0163908118313385,80.80745594713656,68.33920704845815,8.952674638137195,29.430144745122718,8.841846274778883,2.1649713027061037,889,30,179,14,14,294,133,227,0.054000000000000006,0.87,0.075,0.3448,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,1,4,11,8,0,0,14,1,28,1,0,2,2,40,46,11,0,11,6,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,10,9,0,1,7,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,16,2,27,6,37,18,5,25,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,3,10,138,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.13473973135662884,0.0,0.16593740773712504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960248263197284,0.16777430669213872,0.0938946539051556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525048085395681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077504415440262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024038317930007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234762348205313,0.0,0.14014160527409014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248953046839828,0.0,0.0,0.12409147836707217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325721269191439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442753164729802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236866554607603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272599137659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411894170353596,0.0,0.13491138806347905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072343800742868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871329921363762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391455226100378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528262656684528,0.0,0.0,0.14488481791248586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572271780367377,0.0,0.1442573265853032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211760666391478,0.0,0.13880191372305048,0.0,0.0,0.13811077516427173,0.0,0.08845336236268445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791393817955713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655813355051455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381402127697277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834596774711392,0.0,0.0,0.21922973003585303,0.08051171604193763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150184221887926,0.0,0.14373928979090456,0.0,0.11925109506388225,0.0,0.0,0.0814392748943037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877760798864932,0.0,0.0,0.20103817463678086,0.14022025064465996,0.0,0.2942501679805524,0.0,0.16777430669213872,0.1778294989443822 adhd,non-non-heinous,2019/07/12,Help with note taking i have to take notes on 100 pages of textbook in a month. i feel like everything i write down is unimportant and i’m missing all the actual information. i’m also having a horrible time focusing. any suggestions on taking notes?,3.4127659574468083,6.197358787234048,5.1483404255319165,74.89400000000002,78.14893617021276,9.71744680851064,26.421276595744683,9.888512548439397,3.420722553191489,201,8,34,7,5,68,38,47,0.166,0.726,0.10800000000000001,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,10,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.30287762412045843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482038221457414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106313190676515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789417179550064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693305847899755,0.22172932380015573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803534479600425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163174318385425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477354162041795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7000817902375905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809800051040653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ryniffer,2019/07/12,"A funny reminder that my brain is a little different I was just explaining the (very ADHD) system I use for revising my writing projects. She just stared blankly at me and said ""huh... gotcha"" like she had absolutely no idea what I was talking about. She fully supports me and appreciates my work, but nothing will remind you that you have a unique brain like telling a neurotypical person how you get things done! 😂",6.621315789473684,7.783596394736843,6.330105263157897,76.75173684210529,65.31578947368422,9.237894736842106,33.62105263157895,9.3871,3.087755789473685,330,14,58,6,5,103,58,76,0.023,0.826,0.15,0.8197,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,1,7,2,2,2,0,10,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,14,3,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,0,2,40,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27037063270296624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022826076290663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350461248779696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302227678851807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753771837877505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539641326170436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981829080603066,0.2254793844985299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586511061838592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643542511078524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399831291777505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552936780655304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808226391625332,0.1966339948641939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946029876498002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430214357705636,0.0,0.18562409293791984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378108834899893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gracerr236,2019/07/12,"Seeking advice: (NEWLY DIAGNOSED WITH ADULT ADD) &#x200B; (TW eating disorders: binge eating) Hey, I'm newly diagnosed with adult ADD. I'm taking medication and love how it makes me feel as far as my mood, motivation, and focus. I'm basically taking generic brand Adderall and the number one side effect is loss of appetite, and man, it has hit me HARD. It's not that I don't feel hungry, or I'm too focused to be distracted by hunger. I', still hungry but the thought of food makes me feel queasy, and I have to force down every bite. Flavored drinks aren't the same, I can drink coffee, and juice and tea just fine: its just the thought of having to chew and swallow food. The problem is that before medication I had a sorta ED where I would feel guilty if I ate anything when I wasn't productive and then would inevitably binge. I was also a big boredom eater. I was wondering if anyone has dealt with this, I enjoy eating, and the meds are putting me in a good enough state of mind where I'm less guilty, more motivated, and over all less helpless, I just want to enjoy eating again (not to mention I need food to SURVIVE). Another problem is that when I get low blood pressure I get really really angry and irritable. Also, i work out a lot and I've noticed i've been feeling fatigued faster like if i go to the gym before a good breakfast. I haven't felt it as much but its usually because i can force down something before its really bad. I've only been on the meds for about a week, but I can feel how hungry I'm getting. does this side effect eventually go away? does it get worse? anybody have some advice about how to cope and get some calories in the mean-time?",4.867181818181816,5.692661475757575,5.6357575757575775,81.37363636363638,69.0909090909091,8.181818181818182,28.333333333333336,8.296473431620573,1.8909696969696983,1317,44,255,18,22,430,173,330,0.158,0.736,0.106,-0.9648,0,0,3,0,1,0,47.0,0,0,0,7,17,17,0,2,15,0,24,22,1,9,1,64,56,32,0,9,12,0,8,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,13,20,15,0,14,3,0,3,6,9,0,1,10,9,25,7,30,42,10,27,0,4,0,1,6,15,0,9,9,157,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366082925367954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211844784009614,0.0,0.09627694662128884,0.10797145666064388,0.0,0.09317472265992326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213115420972405,0.0,0.07312206210604577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348444436863363,0.0,0.0741922103693653,0.05416664114500278,0.0,0.22683328666132385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180376763981746,0.0,0.0,0.10183826896083197,0.0,0.15551940429136024,0.0,0.0,0.17409283071543294,0.0,0.3636931793151945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181343855018012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486618476959513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695738022044417,0.0,0.0853170305887512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223401317190528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321215981590608,0.0,0.10099940667565704,0.14905872844519255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959876945930018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341123315160678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554337672627325,0.08019726509897247,0.0,0.11862599769849955,0.0,0.0,0.09679174883599677,0.19740106109630773,0.17902894743184924,0.0,0.0,0.08972063507155505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532040685249947,0.06588662992715077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101164729223646,0.0,0.0,0.06021206816232993,0.06758005034195452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004904652291755,0.0,0.08932622108498925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077296105336806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840676119533882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096162767440525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361940001506842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108568684909292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978638631157122,0.0,0.05241039175241358,0.0,0.07127603970698296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636205073451462,0.064689239335558,0.0,0.09055327328981193,0.12624348302944707,0.0,0.10797145666064388,0.0 adhd,sprocketous,2019/07/12,"Generic brand Adderall I had been taking Dexedrine for years, but my clinics pharmacy just gets whatever manufacturer that was the cheapest bid. Often the difference between manufacturers is huge. (Some just make me wanna go to sleep) Where I live seems to have a scarcity of Dex and often have to wait days if I get it anywhere else. Since Adderall is way easier to find than Dex, I recently switched to that. Anyone have any feedback on generic brands for Adderall? My first script from the clinics pharmacy had a Barr/Auro split. The Auro worked well but the Barr seemed to do almost nothing but make me tired and grumpy. I'm getting irritated with rolling the dice on what I'm going to feel like, so any help is appreciated. TL;DR What are the crappy generic brands of Adderall to avoid?",5.78746081504702,7.704336034482763,5.745391849529781,77.34924764890285,67.9655172413793,8.031347962382446,32.492163009404386,8.575989854853784,2.7324482758620685,635,28,108,10,11,199,95,145,0.095,0.774,0.131,0.6982,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,9,0,12,4,1,2,0,22,26,7,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,1,8,2,19,22,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,5,68,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624578819918376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665464139892825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703386175840235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639096906354413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475752076275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371624872093615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909344089621742,0.1400082420867972,0.0,0.0,0.1791222858536392,0.1667005961470213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071745831654599,0.0,0.22276004539292008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136134823132864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574599084991757,0.0,0.1730540429097323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616365135387196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804821773746044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350673246928884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568258947519638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211678648794195,0.0,0.19612166178311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473526656860321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252503264658384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555990291001684,0.0,0.0,0.1762096706909215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267586677116115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620477650680526 adhd,shoelessjoejack,2019/07/12,"Unclench your jaw I know, repost x100, and yet, I still think this is helpful. Every. Single. Time.",-0.0049999999999990035,0.4798862777777799,0.8917777777777793,95.08100000000002,130.66666666666666,1.4400000000000002,14.711111111111107,3.1291,-1.1936355555555551,75,2,13,0,5,23,17,18,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991201024601745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970712856198421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32556595091921503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730890853406238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795841385642756,0.0,0.0,0.3454315100572134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thewaterballoonist,2019/07/12,"How to Do Laundry with ADHD: Step 1: Take clean, dry clothes out of dryer. Put in laundry basket. Step 2: Take clean clothes out of washer. Put in dryer. Step 3: Start water in washer. Add detergent. Step 4: Put clean, dry clothes from laundry basket into washer. Step 5: Use your preferred expletive to express your frustration at the situation.",1.5886559139784922,3.983592112903228,2.792741935483871,84.24244623655915,103.67741935483869,4.6473118279569885,24.521505376344088,6.42735559955562,1.4796731182795706,269,12,43,4,12,86,38,62,0.045,0.838,0.11699999999999999,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,8,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,13,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071349683819419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7707289507056283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28726156097634803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808875733932128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38430052123047226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072287262664686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,millennialintent,2019/07/12,"I am the most absurd human being when I'm tired. I leave doors unlocked, forget everything I need. Today, I had to wake up early to take my pet rat to the vets to save its life. Meanwhile, I left my room door open and my rat cage open. There are four cats in the house... The rat was fine and had the good sense (or laziness) to not attempt to leave the cage, but my God that is the most ridiculously counter-productive thing I've done recently on little sleep.",4.400322580645163,4.861380161290325,4.665752688172045,89.2186290322581,69.96774193548387,7.920430107526883,25.177419354838708,7.793537801064563,1.0614387096774194,357,9,78,4,6,112,65,93,0.098,0.815,0.087,-0.0102,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,7,0,8,4,2,0,0,12,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,9,3,9,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,4,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959060800959945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219198280318972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456865643379776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814235999800925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165019609346053,0.26499405857544583,0.0,0.1722711793083496,0.0,0.24444818028895254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084602628424995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081818600765784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440724528016703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337967470736405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203387347272427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803229341167495,0.2311851874356295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sh00tmang,2019/07/12,"Adderall IR never working when I eat...? So I’ve been on 2x 15mg IR a day for the past few weeks (taking weekend breaks) and when I take it on a completely empty stomach, and don’t eat anything for a few hours after, it works great. But if I take it and have a small breakfast, or anything as much as a piece of toast, it doesn’t work AT ALL. What gives?! I don’t eat any fruits or juices or anything acidic or have anything with vitamin C in it during or after taking the meds. When I eat something before or shortly after its usually an egg scramble with veggies and a half avocado with water. This sucks. I feel like I’ve wasted the meds.",3.672878787878787,4.364955681818182,4.880000000000003,86.19833333333338,71.72727272727272,7.078787878787877,27.54545454545455,6.937597516519254,1.2576454545454547,498,17,104,4,9,165,81,132,0.063,0.861,0.076,0.3937,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,10,0,6,10,1,0,2,18,13,18,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,8,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,6,2,15,12,5,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,14,68,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956687996718578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335423171785196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207496283149676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809475601974922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494163988644718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390862181705878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659620884371603,0.09409319169387943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263476177097552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521003220368564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129707186830406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434653943713273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925988100454426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968215328255042,0.0,0.10158237653761386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573148546477173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139629854904199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961161832288276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505925011283066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564930242619154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876579438916169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dumpsteraccount123,2019/07/12,"Why is Vyvanse max dosage so low? Comparatively, 70mg Vyvanse is roughly 25mg Adderall XR (this is probably inaccurate but just a ballpark). I've seen people on doses of 40mg XR or more. Why is Vyvanse capped out at such a low dose in comparison to other ADHD meds?",2.532264150943398,4.705466000000001,5.24211320754717,76.35901886792455,77.67924528301887,7.258867924528303,29.467924528301893,8.238735603445708,2.3986407547169817,210,10,39,4,5,75,42,53,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.7043,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365691366334932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035010860878999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518394425804436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916568041526099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555731121596639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Knicker79,2019/07/12,"PSA: Be careful with the length of your ""drug vacation"" Hey r/ADHD, I am an adult who has been diagnosed with ADHD since he was a child. I take Adderall 20mg XR every day to treat my symptoms. My family and I recently went on vacation for a week. I had no chance to do anything productive, so I decided to stop taking my meds during that period. Once I returned home and resumed my medication, I noticed it was stronger than usual. I've read up on this before, so I knew what was happening. What I didn't realize was how much it was going mess up my sleep. The first night I didn't sleep and stayed up cleaning all night. Four days later I still have not had a good night of sleep, and I am literally exhausted; however, I am still taking the meds daily in hopes of building up a tolerance. This whole process sucks. Keep your drug vacations short if you are on strong meds. Don't do what I did. TL;DR Keep your breaks from ADHD meds shorter than four days.",3.8615332834704574,5.088130445026182,5.052180254300676,83.14037958115185,71.77486910994764,8.807928197456992,27.25542258788332,9.23628265651192,2.1902741959611083,749,26,152,16,14,248,118,191,0.078,0.8290000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.38799999999999996,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,2,5,8,1,0,8,0,21,9,3,1,1,17,33,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,2,9,6,0,3,3,1,0,2,5,3,0,3,13,0,23,5,20,19,3,29,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,2,16,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37443238998615996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546194580434943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837102188191573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588477698097573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092925290664893,0.0,0.0,0.10540833220359462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408723853940445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750040194542792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790310871376326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833707685257712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590218982546499,0.0871067404634574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918366238394293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417275319163584,0.1031491912386678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461815167221016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614278727716262,0.10462069696996001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634370406910075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923762483962032,0.0,0.0,0.11823701844847295,0.0,0.1105997652687576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388083139863287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025420393971164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085908049269649,0.0,0.3117831857201662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069318933742787,0.16587384446853626,0.0868255303033854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794274824245678,0.2342529790653969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437910700152087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833043936008363,0.0,0.0,0.0962725187332234,0.0,0.11594786132025715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quibbii,2019/07/12,Showed up late to the party I organized because I forgot the time I organized it This morning I was living my life as normal and I remembered I had to organize a little get-together so I did however there was a conflict for the room and even though I had the room I had anchored to the wrong time and showed up almost 30 minutes late but everyone understood and life went on and we all had a good time. I thought it was funny.,5.568620689655173,5.342336666666668,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,67.39080459770115,10.63816091954023,33.49195402298851,10.355215969177356,3.3824409195402296,338,14,67,8,5,115,52,87,0.046,0.8370000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.7814,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,8,2,0,0,1,15,12,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,6,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,0,12,1,8,0,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158397291692621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139578195808832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236711969162508,0.0,0.0,0.2059649150274119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261469515092774,0.0,0.0,0.18079105301456672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862940356140646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044952091308953,0.0,0.2160352650907516,0.19033243004110414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111908276825059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417334845260846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117743672237684,0.1711206727495304,0.3770625182377151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981473242528014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23566740174129636,0.0,0.0 adhd,loosegooseroose,2019/07/12,"I dropped my phone on my toes except I didn’t Was sitting on the couch and I dropped my phone and before it actually landed on my toes I said “oh shit!” Then it landed on my toe, but my toe was fine because I was wearing my slides and it landed on the strap instead of actually on my toe. My sister was like “what happened” and I explained I dropped my phone on my toes but I reacted before it actually hit them, and then when it didn’t hurt I said “I guess I expected it to hurt but then it didn’t.” When I started writing this I had a way to relate it back to ADHD but now I forgot so I guess this is gonna end without an actual point lol",0.6891754288876584,2.3710780503597126,3.2663309352517977,90.6887825124516,81.44604316546763,6.003541781959047,22.92252351964581,7.010146845296331,0.6523941339236305,495,17,114,6,13,173,65,139,0.08800000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.068,-0.5635,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,4,1,9,8,8,1,0,18,19,15,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,11,2,27,2,13,6,0,26,0,2,0,0,9,11,1,2,10,82,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.621783951482442,0.0,0.19143799687497806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248569501866972,0.0,0.09710290847476764,0.0,0.2710914738678582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410854080476715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350956134816908,0.0,0.14086136598570734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34105070410582405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782201204266781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058240255533045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030462883490093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635109215822896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112747678626125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643855403403542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355177798619124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katastrophic_me,2019/07/12,"Advice for gf (23) of person (m23) with ADHD? So I’ve been dating my bf for almost two years and at the beginning of our relationship he was diagnosed with pretty severe ADHD. He’s currently on medication (60mg Adderall XR a day) And is going to start seeing a therapist, but I was possibly wanting advice. Recently it’s been difficult to decide whether to stay with him or not and this has been because of some maladaptive habits relating to ADHD that he says either can’t be changed or can’t be changed anytime soon, so I’d have to wait years to see any change. Some of these include addiction to porn (misses social events to watch, misses sleep, lies about it, etc), addiction to games (stays up all night multiple nights a week despite not wanting to in order to play), and then not getting any work done due to those things, such as school, cleaning, or exercise. Usually when he wakes up he just goes right back to games. He also has a very volatile temper and will yell at me almost daily. Now, I’m not trying to police anyone’s actions by any means. The reason I bring this up is because marriage has been a topic for a while, but I wouldn’t feel comfortable starting a family with someone who has so many addictions currently and who I would basically have to do a lot of things for. I have spoken to him about that several times and he has basically told me that he will try to moderate himself but it will take years, and then I don’t actually see any changes being made after those conversations. He said changes can’t happen that fast and he is trying, but I don’t see any sign of him even trying or thinking about it. Such as, he still stays up all night and does not try to cut himself off at any time, etc. Am I just thinking about it from too neurotypical of a perspective? I know things like addictions are really difficult and even more so I’m sure with ADHD.",7.311736698694965,6.491239915531338,7.633621109995698,74.73683063243944,64.01362397820164,11.105062383479137,33.757206367417176,10.426177893888326,3.3316572207084465,1487,53,284,31,19,488,192,367,0.053,0.903,0.044000000000000004,-0.4666,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,1,21,10,2,0,11,0,34,10,2,2,3,55,61,31,0,4,17,0,1,1,2,5,7,3,1,1,19,16,0,1,7,4,0,3,11,6,0,1,10,9,18,4,53,43,9,48,0,2,5,1,31,11,0,9,31,190,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.06948080072828268,0.3104734636438346,0.34227362172289977,0.1391513744767481,0.0,0.0,0.1425927665480224,0.0,0.0,0.05693850893272871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051011183187553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049784603374665226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054748303795021415,0.0,0.08680555768975994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766000993268887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591802481682823,0.0,0.0,0.07226636754988354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230748453163144,0.07286218530777103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881334791531138,0.09405368298244357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712089918014799,0.0,0.036000792714626424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037198992505546084,0.0,0.04046452594016951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296180837110589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912958556447044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034784659193078604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053158187284757,0.0,0.06737103689906694,0.0,0.07218549116584845,0.0,0.07755752950403327,0.0,0.07172637667725368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004487594836979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216897866752698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026715349906448,0.0,0.07243586284657112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045612458791397914,0.07320532290417814,0.07030128030176676,0.07644201271648247,0.0,0.06080429847419159,0.06772737933175099,0.056620993002770716,0.0,0.07205806787007386,0.22694830693671855,0.0,0.0,0.16087116981953795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125128796462375,0.07257929929171786,0.0603274173339393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079126645222793,0.2276687583997639,0.05686030677405346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710503322983992,0.0,0.053533440007056836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266853479230912,0.14190608624165246,0.0912440013271056,0.0,0.0,0.08303443152629884,0.0,0.0,0.06803452533651876,0.0,0.2417001843704523,0.0,0.06955192555553359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841659585917903,0.058747347977220726,0.08399105406274167,0.0,0.057112239617362115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051834352087821146,0.0,0.0,0.050578343595890016,0.0,0.0,0.13755114236195673 adhd,megdle,2019/07/12,"Ritalin - First time! Hi, all. My doctor recently prescribed me 10mg of Ritalin on top of my 40mg Vyvanse. We added it because I take my vyvanse early in the morning and it wears off earlier than I’d like it to, so she advised me to take the Ritalin as needed after I feel the effects of my vyvanse wearing off. Anyway, I’ve never taken Ritalin nor do I know a lot about it so I was wondering if anyone could enlighten me about what it’s all about. How does it differ from vyvanse? How long does it typically last? Should I worry about any possible bad side effects? How effective has it been for those who’ve taken it? Stuff like that! Thanks so much!",2.0170111567821465,4.243845404580153,4.193435114503822,82.94585437463303,79.68702290076334,7.389547856723429,26.87081620669407,8.384062270229773,2.1665790957134465,512,22,98,11,13,176,85,131,0.047,0.82,0.133,0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,4,0,6,7,2,6,3,20,15,10,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,14,3,18,9,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,10,71,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412940118479828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528099475872194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734833074149264,0.1266576101535403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658912979518094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170804786424904,0.0,0.21266634650966054,0.36365031435705264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505719887576882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767331674400999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141876148439039,0.16936422083831504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030165773093322,0.0,0.0,0.18387418956997006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766427335500582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273840967999153,0.15406240651518646,0.1602487606949165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423490630296764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051525821786483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785247494245934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31244163415548665,0.0,0.0,0.1912911514814038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115517643658236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532294411343265,0.0,0.2110054292966071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lumpy_Space_Dicks,2019/07/12,"Made an appointment with the psychiatrist. I had a follow up appointment with my therapist. She called in sick, but I didn’t know until I walked in. Saw the emergency clinician instead. All I said was that I wanted medication for ADHD. She immediately made me an appointment. Asked if I was in school and if it was affecting me, to which I answered yes. She was understanding and kind about it. Never questioned nor waved me off. I needed manager clearance for the appointment because I hadn’t been seen in a long time, and she called her boss immediately to get the approval I needed. They’re booked to shit because it’s government services, but at the very least she said I could start medication a couple weeks before classes begin. I really didn’t think it would be that easy. I was turned off from the way my last appointment went. Went in thinking I’d have to fight for it. I brought a document explaining adhd with an outline and comments on my own experiences with these symptoms. I suppose I’ll save it for the psychiatrist.",4.807882124352332,6.9718392538860146,5.744426813471503,75.36254695595858,70.96891191709844,9.38458549222798,30.71534974093264,9.827888789773867,3.293145336787564,828,36,146,22,16,272,111,193,0.07200000000000001,0.815,0.114,0.8420000000000001,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,14,1,14,5,1,4,2,31,37,10,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,7,1,0,5,5,2,0,0,19,4,27,2,25,15,3,24,0,0,2,0,15,10,1,3,8,104,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393176275626881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319748213176382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211174934416365,0.0,0.1201252066816538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288300549928704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271269628744734,0.1562018345288287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380912729229789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375545811077981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700675082598816,0.07758329768103774,0.11507232881410435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493093935596945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671567886763652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28442769086654524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093514180581533,0.10887894734474192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581426218366256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043706743447548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685698484178624,0.0,0.0,0.14287149861767315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490889713008448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992079798453417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672960282995598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390916108936673,0.0,0.18091197272985074,0.0,0.0,0.08231731726709092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355233808729107,0.0,0.14696286830230942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164799708542456,0.08326567807825963,0.11205411383222973,0.1132379968646501,0.0,0.0,0.2617318655892665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002830628233578,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VeryBerry1019,2019/07/12,"Picking up my first script in a couple hours. I cried. I knew in highschool it was ADHD. Thinking back to kindergarten I remember symptoms. I couldn't afford traditional testing but I've read and watched everything I could about ADHD. It was addicting to see my issues laid out to a T by scientist and doctors who don't even know me. Plus it turned out my aunt was diagnosed at 40 a few years ago, which I didn't know until I was already seeking treatment. I'm 19, I refused to lie and say I'd never done recreational drugs, I laid it all on the table. But to have a good and honest doctor say yeah it's ADHD, and I don't think you're out for drugs so we're going to get you help meant the world. I almost failed 4th grade from not doing homework, in highschool I had probably 10 different teachers who made exceptions just so I'd pass because they knew something was off. I can't manage to get my shit together for college, or even putting in job applications to make more than 500 bi weekly. To feel like I finally have a fighting chance at doing what I need to to get somewhere, to not be my parents. He wrote me a script and gave me the world. I know its not a cure all but I'm at a standstill in life, if it can just help me get somewhere in the next 6 months I'll have climbed Everest.",2.9288220551378434,4.365945766917297,4.166541353383462,87.75126566416044,74.41353383458647,7.021553884711777,27.32832080200501,7.62386473244151,1.4717012531328324,1018,39,213,13,21,334,155,266,0.066,0.84,0.094,0.8014,4,0,3,0,2,0,22.0,0,1,1,3,8,6,2,0,12,1,20,10,1,3,3,43,43,15,0,4,11,2,1,1,0,0,8,2,1,0,11,10,0,1,10,1,0,4,9,3,0,1,14,5,27,3,36,26,4,32,0,1,2,1,15,17,1,3,12,133,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792958633459092,0.4230982157993747,0.0,0.1040243164130927,0.0,0.11750977635705358,0.0,0.1294994173018259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023544588728252,0.0,0.07153589847236518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369498629686417,0.12984631925049214,0.12890423531945264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910849188922228,0.0,0.12260650632580695,0.0,0.24022683128098915,0.0,0.12009051100805805,0.0,0.0,0.2721791148979568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501806326342632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546724376175433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933604071210252,0.08383536465539382,0.0,0.12855195752216952,0.0,0.09981844681396047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452435924125104,0.0,0.0666931080549886,0.09842820081764364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731540324276544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155668025560208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248364377841894,0.11645246380626602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347862980454456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828882709973799,0.05733162517831356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104007125474986,0.07833250454671932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366821040888666,0.0,0.0,0.08701405827504931,0.09050809549854327,0.0,0.1248038024433204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030406658359633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265239043392494,0.0,0.0,0.11796986756756575,0.0,0.0,0.11738245834486115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293546873623988,0.0,0.0,0.18664397601484525,0.0,0.0,0.09351331571143996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045880879534104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903423033116121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197231172108974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038718231558965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276438652150535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413165432099896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557000432261148 adhd,mynameissydney25,2019/07/12,"Big Pharma Sucks And I'm Pissed. Over the last month or so I've been seeing a lot of discrimination and misunderstandings about ADHD that just flat out makes me livid. I have struggled my whole damn life trying to understand why things were so hard for me to grasp and why everyone else seemed so normal, only to incur *more* issues than I likely would have if people (my family and doctors included) had just been more educated and open. Now that I *do* have an explanation, I thought ""hey, things are going to get better because I can make the right changes and adjustments and understand myself better!"" JUST KIDDING. I'm sorry I didn't see this all sooner and that ignorance is on me, but holy hell am I tired of people either misunderstanding the disorder completely or just claiming it doesn't exist. I didn't spend my whole damn life feeling like I was messed up in the head to be told ""oh that's not real"" *screw you!* To add insult to injury, I just read that two of the top ADHD researchers and one of the biggest ""advocate"" groups for the disorder have been funded by big name pharmacy companies. *Cool.* I've been linking one of these guy's videos to people unknowingly all along and that's just the worse. I high key want to start my own damn advocacy group that *actually cares* about the people that deal with this everyday. I mean why not? Depression and anxiety get all this freaking attention and that's great and all, but I deal with my ADHD on a daily basis a hell of a lot more than my depression and I have pretty severe depression too. I'm sorry for this wall of text, I'm in a mood and I need to get it out. TL;DR: I'm pissed off.",3.6362548884288017,5.5663663291925465,4.818875086266392,81.75502990568211,73.59627329192546,8.124407637451116,23.727168161950768,8.841846274778883,1.713021025994939,1306,38,252,27,27,430,174,322,0.245,0.68,0.075,-0.9966,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,3,13,25,10,1,15,1,22,8,3,2,4,62,47,23,0,5,14,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,18,22,0,1,10,2,2,1,5,17,0,3,11,5,26,7,37,34,13,23,2,3,2,1,11,17,9,7,7,167,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.09202468783000273,0.0,0.3399963320227642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214041053958263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057485335981870535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680407575267345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614669230915317,0.0,0.09975851232007392,0.0,0.09887335758207308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944414684872272,0.2436653027573238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161554411821088,0.09652160945027134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877682584598722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010915087521466,0.0,0.0,0.08889908764980453,0.0,0.047681685825010464,0.06736903019733062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780596813934122,0.0,0.05359373134451186,0.0,0.0,0.10396776715059386,0.0,0.09337333844109956,0.0,0.0,0.08447564606899145,0.0,0.09678057336292104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963474147807888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984262945632276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686833129407598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332159156170078,0.09214192611378706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034357311134373,0.0,0.0,0.125894003942904,0.0,0.0,0.10272200905378503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752705796832269,0.0,0.0,0.06992338786406088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239547498937696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780231136019604,0.07172056116936068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615072224185238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593855563381842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432704698521367,0.10733578370040313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053298936049973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029221655830627,0.08584856905721215,0.0,0.10653388438472766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112567925453404,0.06674710663978664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985844317592567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529948945785824,0.0,0.0,0.07486487937328297,0.0,0.10838573372150527,0.0,0.09010915087521466,0.0,0.06402454716124492,0.0,0.09211888996866724,0.19634243201663512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055621484277817435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552773831263245,0.2105685758447804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610131308286264,0.06698909960137757,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0879,2019/07/12,"Any advice for a high schooler? Hello everyone, I'm a 17 year old who got diagnosed last week. I was given Ritalin, today is the first day i took it so idk how it's gonna go. I go to high school. I've been doing REALLY BAD and struggling a lot. I want to start doing better but I don't know how. I need some advice, ideas, opinions, just anything you wanna share or that you think would be helpful for now or the future. I know people here probably relate to this so what worked for you?",0.6610695187165767,2.7984469607843114,2.9498930481283416,90.429064171123,84.29411764705881,5.6698752228164,18.09625668449198,6.980632752743323,0.2036352941176469,378,9,80,5,11,129,76,102,0.071,0.826,0.10300000000000001,0.4653,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,3,7,4,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,2,0,18,21,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,5,0,10,2,7,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,10,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479780047158574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108052524953528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652048698444006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866482810627174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747130170245796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482791827487895,0.0,0.0,0.1807176284289832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701349948386475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144976395520807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238053776157425,0.0,0.14240334373500785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934357550183305,0.37624050526450026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009974743197864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957039254737377,0.14513501704265072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137226751524294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320222765147037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683417131764754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234378792395279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196867972294146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406378456626105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801967301824823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602514321082486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186137163935318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408764607424972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877116610655898,0.0,0.1978207869392603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501886710295602,0.0,0.14282146519669828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296229698275328,0.0,0.0,0.1264820498720393,0.0,0.0,0.11465875979902412 adhd,Relper,2019/07/12,"Effect of meds fading? Hey everyone, Im 22 and diagnosed about a week and a half ago with ADHD. I was prescribed Motiron (ritalin) and had quite noticeable side effects but still also quite noticeable positive effects. It's been a week and a half and I still feel hyper, forgetful and easily distracted .Ive noticed that it gets worse without being on the meds but it's not really that noticeable anymore and I feel like it's fading. Is this normal? What do?",2.9696511627906967,5.8507368953488434,4.640744186046511,77.10832558139533,81.20930232558139,8.556279069767443,27.20465116279069,9.120678840339163,3.169547906976744,367,16,60,11,10,123,57,86,0.109,0.757,0.134,0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,5,0,7,2,0,3,0,19,10,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,4,1,5,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406441904979095,0.0,0.12838814861901415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582509255662765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363814002802253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700523190879067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383967606784126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646660850251875,0.10347068481722066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567069863137159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644745800892834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075942883135833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217597225376632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190827807911685,0.0,0.6595858203562008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081012849403268,0.0,0.0,0.09278548666405764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133202531467714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235699577636426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961648923167527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475999973191231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stjer0me,2019/07/12,"How did you figure out what you actually enjoy doing? This may seem like an odd question (or maybe not), and I wonder how much of it was due to my being diagnosed so late in life. Anyway, I have a *really hard* time predicting whether I'll enjoy something or not. Even when I find something that I enjoy for the moment, it's even money whether I'll just hit this point somewhere in the middle and have no clear idea why I had any interest in whatever it is. Meds make this happen less often, but far from never. It's also really inconsistent in another way: I can have something I really liked to do for a time just suddenly stop having any appeal. I've been reading a little about the concept of salience as it applies to brain function, and more specifically *incentive* salience. Dopamine seems to be involved in this process, and of course dopamine levels are implicated in ADHD. For example, a study I found from 1998 hypothesizes that dopamine is involved in converting a purely mental concept into an object of motivation. The authors also mention that other researchers had suggested that dopamine is involved in mediating reward-learning somehow, and/or the ability to predict that something will be rewarding ""based on associative correlations."" (I don't want to overstate my understanding of brain chemistry, so I say all this only to draw the connection between ADHD and incentive salience.) I've heard that ADHD can mess up the desire-reward connection, but I always kind of assumed that it was in terms of result, i.e. that it could make you not feel good about having done something that you wanted to do. At the least, I think there's more going on, even if that isn't itself inaccurate. Instead, I'm beginning to wonder if I'm not getting a lot of false positives, so to speak. In other words, I wonder if I'm getting motivational signals from my brain that are directing me towards a reward that I don't actually care about. For example, I can imagine cleaning a room, and I like the idea of it *being* clean, but the idea of actually doing it sounds horrifying. But it's like I can only feel one or the other. I can't make that connection to ""yes it will suck to do, but it will be worth it when it's done."" It never feels like the payoff will be worth the energy expenditure. Maybe this is an example of that whole executive functioning thing? Meanwhile, I'm also thinking that perhaps the fact that boredom is so uncomfortable unmedicated (i.e. most of my life) means that the only real incentive I ever learned for anything is ""will it stop me from being bored for the next 2 minutes?"" The result seems to be that I haven't the faintest idea what I actually want to achieve with my life, or really how I want to spend my time. I just sort of sit here and hope that I can find some way to kill time for the moment, and that I'll then be able to find something else when that wears off. I can sometimes make longer-term goals, but they don't go past ""do this thing that will take awhile,"" and I virtually never maintain interest long enough to actually finish. By way of example, I was looking at the [""toolbox""](https://howtoadhd.com/toolbox/) put out by How to ADHD. One of the sheets they have there is called ""Goal Setting,"" and it asks what's really important and what we want out of our lives, and then gives a bunch of categories such as job, romantic partner, etc. I haven't the foggiest idea how to answer any of those. I mean, I could give some vague platitudes, like saying that I want a job that is ""fulfilling,"" but I couldn't begin to say what that actually means. Sometimes, meds do help with this. But even then, it's less that my purpose is clear and more that it doesn't seem to matter that it isn't. I should add that I've also been diagnosed with dysthymia, and so some degree of anhedonia is probably a contributing factor. To be clear, it's less that I don't know in and of itself and more that I don't even know how to start figuring it out.",8.448599443770952,7.267269614775728,8.480732368252161,70.74860407901309,61.95514511873351,11.677444198816232,36.44954717250232,10.758950730005283,3.81209515795479,3160,121,578,66,37,1033,302,758,0.068,0.809,0.12300000000000001,0.9929,2,0,6,0,0,0,114.0,2,4,2,7,38,21,2,0,36,1,73,9,4,14,10,134,124,56,1,14,24,0,4,6,1,8,5,6,3,1,74,26,0,2,36,1,4,3,20,4,0,2,12,11,52,17,89,90,20,66,0,0,1,0,25,29,1,27,35,424,126,10,0.054034873537717736,0.0,0.31638145169157794,0.0,0.2597576697000297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284667538340304,0.044961343426849466,0.0,0.0,0.11023670082124566,0.056660276291712525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446609685193485,0.0,0.05051531258601365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096236782110012,0.055175647343050124,0.0,0.055092154807244866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628489932438146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968851843126233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059287227293843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045139203237232216,0.0,0.0,0.05583246879663595,0.060263167468305866,0.17844762178316534,0.04887763666975775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196496688087758,0.038602524452023786,0.0,0.0,0.1481606864676051,0.0,0.0,0.059246449808264524,0.0,0.0,0.05646198243259502,0.10367034881681113,0.061418527731268636,0.04532188825622696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477828602164935,0.0,0.04840463315899062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0362184367260823,0.0,0.0,0.0536688216568072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049939753833554,0.0,0.0,0.10724254853683816,0.0,0.0597815816369221,0.05626900567916532,0.0593923067246098,0.0,0.060953690943971926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449928754224616,0.15839225882184232,0.054157138755414634,0.04771378329857962,0.04781916270257278,0.04537568474103032,0.0,0.0,0.045938517176404035,0.0,0.0,0.1442747906963842,0.0,0.10857058649855028,0.17657945444568082,0.12004112642027615,0.0,0.0544544433881284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972184938245718,0.0,0.12502507684973135,0.0,0.05746670101963775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323085748535245,0.12328786869027013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051582400965136325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108042110776621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058258732828296425,0.0,0.0,0.054319972437621815,0.06053142482399576,0.0,0.054049496141896164,0.061503515825230386,0.17308061815137907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891210071463174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676527784326606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495921133264335,0.10688374319388316,0.0,0.0382461616059644,0.0,0.0,0.09035114759800966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062750017737948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179673792921427,0.06924673026080773,0.0,0.0,0.1260326771871419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625220899492993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122701044706866,0.12867110249371486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875806878085378,0.06032800660828005,0.0,0.0,0.17579554613481202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,carlotahansen,2019/07/12,Memory Matching games My 6 and 8 year old school me at this game. I can’t for the life of me retain where the cards are in my brain. Is it because it isn’t important enough for me to retain the info or is my adhd really that bad? Does this apply to anyone else here?,2.629827586206897,3.1436793965517285,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,74.0,7.868965517241381,19.67241379310345,8.07648339933343,0.5712965517241377,207,3,47,3,4,72,44,58,0.073,0.8959999999999999,0.032,-0.5169,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35785325175743105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820280704542507,0.3050933728735795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486196603987917,0.18151355592951066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332401974734313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057440051890945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874277135049697,0.0,0.0,0.3076687673645109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031880684906015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312452170534098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075459706174025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30135204428391243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174960403278726 adhd,zivanas,2019/07/12,"Xaggitin So I got diagnosed with mild ADD a d was prescribed Xaggitin, which I'll start taking from Monday. Has anyone taken this medication and can tell me their experience with it, just curious and anxious of what I am about to face... Also, stupid me didn't ask, but how do you refill your prescription in the UK?",4.195,6.232968500000003,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,72.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,27.0,8.841846274778883,2.2369,250,9,45,5,5,82,54,60,0.066,0.905,0.028999999999999998,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,6,3,1,1,0,8,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703405267456145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819031934835117,0.0,0.2363742246223851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31603352932141143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431162535799729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068029124508985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703715305716173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405524102394834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392753566505017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541734696128252,0.0,0.2954728559061177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mingyoso,2019/07/12,"I'm 22. Was diagnosed with ADHD a week ago. I'm not here to tell my whole life story but if someone wants to talk or whatever I'm down. So uhh, yeah as the title says I was diagnosed about a week ago. I'd say the 9 month process was more rough than receiving the actual diagnosis and I think I'm coping with it in a healthy manner. However I do have some questions and could prolly use a TLDR on tips with psychiatry and medication. Routines and structure aswell as other tips. Do I have the right to ask about other medications and dosage that I think would be appropriate? Should I be careful not to tell people except close friends and family? What type of psychiatry would you recommend? Cognitive Behavioral Therapy does not work at all for me. If you have the time and care to write anything at all I would very much appreciate that. Cheers from Sweden..",2.8881963146704446,5.432413921686745,4.425464209780298,80.726233167966,78.4578313253012,8.484195605953225,24.824946846208363,9.168548406835145,2.364887739192062,685,25,130,19,17,228,108,166,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,9,1,15,5,0,1,2,33,26,14,0,8,8,0,1,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,6,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,11,4,22,16,6,14,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,6,85,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.14179340234946158,0.0,0.17462428775236888,0.0,0.2576022041819759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957083693988935,0.0,0.1358373824512316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962893316703411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601150492075918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949561324259073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715441000927044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697741770028685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225965632331893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263081770691923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29275215255620857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597835148125693,0.0,0.10681339518680884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073383480033588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627710467026123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408677314823023,0.0,0.2310993298325609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311357481597295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678792277691975,0.2540000070110137,0.0,0.16616504364740828,0.0,0.0,0.18620679751151265,0.0,0.0,0.08472653189699585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549393065251252,0.0,0.11988903785484305,0.08570264877233855,0.0,0.2331043593700865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622240482470713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578129589862802,0.0,0.0,0.3096542648540057,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swallowassault,2019/07/12,"How do I get diagnosed in the uk as an adult? Hi there. I’m 21 and from the uk I experience a fair few of the same things as this subreddit says so I was thinking maybe I have it but I don’t really know where to maybe get diagnosed if I do have it. Like I relate to a fair few of the posts I’ve seen and been doing it all my life. I don’t know just thought I was imaginative and short attention span but a lot of things I relate to so worth a shot. I got diagnosed with depression, anxiety and dyslexia earlier this year (after finally getting professional help) so I thought I would see if I have adhd. I never really thought I had it because I was Fairly calm as a kid except getting a bit hyper and other stuff. Sorry if this makes no sense I might be rambling on but yeah. And also does the adhd medication effect your imagination. Because for the most part I like to be imaginative and don’t really want to lose that part of me. Also I’m a bit nervous because Ive got dyslexia, depression and anxiety and don’t want to be considered too broken. I know it sounds stupid but I worry. Sorry if this is a stupid question and not saying I’m already diagnosed or anything just curious. TL;DR: I might have adhd and how do I get checked.",1.885761154855644,3.90439462992126,4.332775590551183,82.8488221784777,79.07874015748031,7.855380577427822,25.150262467191602,8.72156446121922,1.9998482939632547,972,37,197,23,24,340,125,254,0.16699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,12,9,2,1,15,1,25,6,0,4,2,51,47,30,0,7,13,0,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,2,14,12,0,0,13,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,11,5,27,3,20,30,10,10,0,3,2,0,8,5,0,10,6,143,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467954213952201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614510606898317,0.1538419396703399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716608219775545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915397359072036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590470341789294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100232953436232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569200584485955,0.3905124445720533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417417716058294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940896617098176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536851401240792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512695391969667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385958293229138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447233706298984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858611652915408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793995293728214,0.09398453772924392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760901400718287,0.0,0.08177502485738676,0.0,0.0,0.06420578699888403,0.0,0.1932661948057024,0.0,0.0,0.09689861150553768,0.0,0.20407910501668955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418559555680009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083230013010208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212086965671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775181860196828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848601921212748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298404459271006,0.0,0.0,0.07664884539146997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534767292585374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011147563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780517068706054,0.06163295461437841,0.0,0.2290859778000929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113467553982093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768289857722214,0.0,0.06832871662742131,0.0,0.0,0.061941484306153816 adhd,PM_ME_FIT_REDHEADS,2019/07/12,Adhd compulsion control So I have days where my mind fixates on a very specific genre and I have to keep going until it passes or I make a purchase. How many others deal with this and how can I force it away before buying unnecessary things? For example today I was fixated on finding a key from a comic book.,2.647759562841532,5.001157737704919,4.817622950819676,78.63058743169401,78.18032786885246,7.3453551912568305,24.92076502732241,8.344100000000001,2.0194568306010923,246,9,43,5,6,85,49,61,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,4,0,11,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433745278326677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684391328839165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431228605563325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204542465815317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426287145495465,0.2945601517331453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611388058617774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237871231487694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539570788552568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907173258473462,0.28967068885617336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884912232757395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981669349620686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082490175561325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574522362031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lowercase_alan,2019/07/12,"Stimulants Helping With Anxiety/OCD? I know that the general advice from professionals is that stimulants, due to their biochemical action, could make anxiety and OCD worse. However, due to the similarities between those conditions and ADHD as well as the rate of comorbidity, I wouldn't be surprised if some people saw OCD and anxiety get better with the use of stimulants. I just wanna ask if anyone here who takes Adderall, Methylphenidate in any form, or another stimulant has seen their OCD symptoms or anxiety improve with the use of that medication.",13.068297872340429,11.33859210638298,12.15372340425532,49.78250000000003,53.46808510638297,16.634042553191488,49.03191489361702,14.90622815163357,7.638774468085106,454,24,64,17,4,148,65,94,0.099,0.8,0.10099999999999999,0.3036,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,7,0,24,14,9,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,5,3,14,9,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,5,2,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594753677081233,0.21097947237474354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682252892887893,0.22639479392025486,0.4954992748306442,0.0,0.0,0.15096551351891768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184165223353445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095006981534451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723822515478142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128012402493886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447162995905568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865551954018012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441179943221231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750116610235493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968106190664718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440754358354612,0.16233338649459214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729444995346208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412416085707548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200252285169332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Angusrhoton,2019/07/12,"I hate my medication At first I was able to focus on it. Now I just get depressed when I’m on it. I fixate on things and it makes me bored out of my mind but I don’t know what else to think about. I used to benefit but now I just hate the person it makes me when I’m on it. I don’t like the same stuff that I like when I’m not on it. I’ve just become depressed for no apparent reason. I have good grades, a good social life, eat healthy, exercise healthily, run every day, play sports but I still just feel numb. Everything makes me bored. I hate having adhd because I’ve never been able to focus on anything without it but with it I’m a different person. I just want to sit around and work. Off of it I’m happy, energetic, extremely social, and have a good outlook on life. But not taking it means I’m sacrificing my work life and academic career because I can’t focus on anything. Does anyone else have the same issue. I’ve taken Ritalin, adderall, vyvanse, guanfacine, and strayers. I used to be the same but now I just feel numb.",1.3827614597240758,3.413902425233648,3.382416555407211,88.96269470404987,80.82242990654207,6.132265242545617,21.8727191811304,7.2636822038024595,0.7409971517578993,805,25,170,11,21,272,103,214,0.138,0.6940000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.8316,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,15,17,3,0,7,0,10,9,0,6,1,40,33,14,0,1,15,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,0,2,14,8,1,0,6,3,0,1,8,9,0,1,3,2,22,8,24,29,3,24,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,0,12,109,36,5,0.2313792957341304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903647483041348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089289170694691,0.11853771580987885,0.19040544559551256,0.10298831423137483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104667109454702,0.1277701267951593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746102521084826,0.0,0.1992866483724032,0.0,0.0,0.1208710587347141,0.0,0.0,0.10124079046724804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837939172026013,0.19328771164311487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974735179816006,0.0,0.10397439579136064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169923240931354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840555537564163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044306609641446,0.0,0.0,0.2911049633181856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231537813947517,0.0,0.3426587279008507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074993525907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358000492206803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514505891359184,0.11304023647603012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167121488831285,0.0,0.0,0.1260199421096682,0.0,0.11654514905781913,0.0,0.0,0.11681356493431927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922698847564227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020314763195628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894822609098635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586205371915356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238990222904866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324369683020398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698421744171038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685906142851305,0.07412925500997533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998374218743351,0.0,0.0,0.06823675172741467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152069214913927,0.0,0.16844688300855898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,missmolly314,2019/07/12,"I want to get better at my job, but I don't know how! :( Hi! I am a young adult with ADHD, and I am not prepared to manage it in the real world. I was always pretty bad staying organized and meeting deadlines when I was in school, and I have the same problems now. I just don't know where to begin with working around my symptoms. A (not really) brief history: I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was very young, around 5 or 6. I have a genetic, neurological condition called Myoclonus Dystonia; ADHD is comorbid to the condition so it was easy to diagnose. The main issue I have is that my brain just seems to be operating at 50% speed all the time. My head feels foggy every day. It takes me a few seconds, sometimes longer, to understand what a person just said to me. I feel like I am always on a delay and it sucks. So that is what drives me the most insane, but here are the other symptoms that affect my daily life. \* I've always been very disorganized and messy. My desk at school was always full of random shit, and now I struggle to keep my stuff at home clean & put away. \* I have a very bad short term memory. It comes with the brain fog I guess, but I have to focus super hard to remember what exactly I am doing. My long term memory has always been great though. \* Sometimes I won't even hear someone if they are talking to me. Like I register that they are talking to me and will respond, even though I have no idea what they just said. When this happens, I am thinking about or doing something outside of the conversation. \* I'm chronically late. I always say ""this time you will leave on time"" and never do. \* I forget stuff/tasks all the time. Last ski season, I had to get my ski pass reprinted 4 times because I kept forgetting it at home. \* I get fixated on topics that absolutely do not matter one bit. This week, I spent like 4 hours reading about the history of the feud between iDubbbz and Tana Mongeau because I saw an article about it. I don't even like YouTube very much, nor had I ever heard of these people before. This happens all the time, usually with much less embarrassing stuff. \* I can't read anymore. I used to read a ton and read 1,000 page books in 2 days but now I try and just can't get into anything. \* I'm super impulsive and have trouble regulating my emotions. I just decide I want to do something, then I do it. For example, when I was a teenager I fixated on getting a dog for a month and then got a dog. After being told not to get said dog. I've actually gotten pretty good about not doing anything too crazy though as I've gotten older. I don't do anything too crazy these days. ANYWAY, now I am an adult with a job, and I am having a really hard time managing my symptoms in the workplace. I feel like everything takes me way longer than it should. I'm a graphic designer and spend a lot of time getting stuff exactly ""right"", but make very dumb errors once or twice a week (a word was misspelled or I put the wrong address on a flyer, things like that). I try to proofread everything I do but then I forget what I have actually proofread. I'll either give up and hope nothing is wrong, or check everything an unnecessary amount of times. Despite my struggles, I am actually super good at my job. Most everything I turn out looks really, really good but a fair amount of stuff is late. Part of that is because my workload is intense (I do between 15-30 graphics a day, plus customer service), but the other part is because I spend too much time on stuff that doesn't matter. My brain gets stuck and I can't move on until whatever insignificant detail I am obsessed with is perfect. To offset the times when it takes me too long to do something, I work for free on my own time to ""catch up"". I need help figuring out how to manage some of these symptoms, especially the proofreading issue. Should I make a checklist that I can follow for proofreading each task so I don't forget what I've already checked? How can I stop spending so much time on useless stuff? Any advice would be much appreciated!",2.358719881458576,4.627288484924627,3.910854271356783,85.20016170596574,78.72361809045226,6.7453678649658535,24.526736245329214,7.838174586533798,1.4507446720783408,3158,114,615,53,78,1047,329,796,0.114,0.752,0.133,0.9678,3,0,3,0,0,0,117.0,0,1,3,7,42,32,4,4,43,0,74,14,5,7,8,112,127,53,0,9,26,0,5,6,0,6,9,6,4,3,41,32,0,4,12,7,7,9,18,15,0,3,24,13,88,18,80,94,29,96,0,1,2,0,24,32,3,14,59,430,129,17,0.0,0.0,0.13289747074005295,0.0,0.16366858956439415,0.044359654091786466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009472077105381,0.0,0.2266346066960257,0.04918566918617051,0.0,0.030870285733760574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501983023368426,0.0,0.0,0.11206911986228199,0.08082268652847342,0.0,0.0,0.04265027513864772,0.0,0.07580617465513717,0.1106899454451541,0.0,0.03862796300905477,0.0,0.0,0.040148356380216084,0.04955979001433089,0.0,0.0,0.15202813473401575,0.04635356427585215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910393645090074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710456789159085,0.0,0.0,0.092150324178606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510634785034193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994928419891901,0.04106254810091944,0.03824740528792154,0.0,0.16319307798656035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885951581244867,0.0648606653320009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973690443967148,0.043547202514021464,0.0,0.11422599434092312,0.036306680215359315,0.050048357017444936,0.050007919467494936,0.0,0.0802856328466177,0.0,0.08133034707990366,0.0,0.04658856125095523,0.0,0.051163678130433786,0.0,0.030427438835745838,0.0,0.0910701533408741,0.045087666281660985,0.04470511779179831,0.0,0.0,0.05124564376664549,0.0,0.094761568228533,0.13514316386180128,0.04034933048032103,0.0,0.0,0.04989601825844454,0.03700313850511674,0.10241550274725383,0.048066951453928114,0.0,0.0,0.032063965053460035,0.13306678043027031,0.0,0.0,0.08034662894554473,0.03812052636422916,0.0,0.0,0.03859336702357696,0.0,0.0,0.060603283386509575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623400740577181,0.04824790263666906,0.16685343871523867,0.03365995803892578,0.03501156890113258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355790893148722,0.0,0.0,0.04834439560199294,0.030760955447590436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983171336564522,0.0,0.03147130882229373,0.03963732876231085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092366455790946,0.0,0.043437065887642574,0.0,0.091269407976125,0.0,0.0,0.18162989754619585,0.051669664268194665,0.11632528399353312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142390078397052,0.03876724405707661,0.12954366269095116,0.036100076961238604,0.0,0.09188471122929716,0.0,0.0413260758730028,0.0,0.0,0.04659750998687534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846319700753744,0.10484230475711756,0.08979400693529688,0.0,0.0,0.04838523230832383,0.0,0.0379524113377609,0.0,0.09491381747003373,0.36376642134692655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873193485425124,0.10239459969344054,0.0729738680496333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0301585469918147,0.02908740464864935,0.13380163049388122,0.0,0.3441139030271884,0.0,0.0,0.04337704922535498,0.0,0.061640708116100465,0.04937693094929452,0.0,0.04725799353278617,0.0,0.03920686882135422,0.049996388184435095,0.18727892878376,0.053550518189819686,0.03603258869385025,0.07282656612944184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609647766208251,0.0,0.0,0.03224744038477479,0.09926502758766652,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeatForm,2019/07/12,"I hate taking my Vyvanse So I recently went off of my vyvanse for two months (for summer break from school), and those two months were the happiest I’ve been in a very long time. I just got back on it two days ago and instantly felt like that all came crashing down. It really does help me with work and school, I just hate the way it makes me feel sometimes. Any words of encouragement are very welcome, thanks guys.",5.6099999999999985,5.9144975609756125,5.196243902439028,87.01826829268295,67.29268292682927,8.999024390243902,27.37560975609756,8.841846274778883,1.6790312195121952,328,9,70,5,5,100,61,82,0.078,0.721,0.201,0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,13,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,6,2,8,4,10,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,10,40,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456602298465056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174359099854617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635233992837078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879389037800133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597314397570144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379799774433033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308539413020025,0.0,0.1577734717806628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142213387624174,0.0,0.0,0.16270315303243862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32446499580754085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101405833985026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027870779543804,0.0,0.0,0.14541849272849575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096852256295289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623181488314409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526793523607936,0.0,0.16224669351119275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326022855498632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251719973756318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354858398228195,0.0,0.0,0.15128426118848354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581661887873867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815518252420088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711632824022973,0.0,0.13042998332927802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232677185177096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962729839975075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redheadronin,2019/07/12,"CBD to settle down. Hey guys. Im having big troubles every night to cool down and get calm. This is mostly because of medication am im thinking about trying some cbd. Do you have amy thoughts/advice for me?",0.22369337979094084,2.5237021707317098,1.9479442508710816,91.52902439024393,100.46341463414636,3.3184668989547035,18.052264808362374,5.288315135182226,-0.3144662020905926,163,5,31,1,7,53,36,41,0.07,0.8220000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29840272243438565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614990210813775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572862682912655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954252233888055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023629855064669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6597011132629504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076268006885289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865678031733501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566790845005025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073252766643356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aldpdx,2019/07/12,"Speaking Clock I downloaded a free app that says the time out loud in whatever intervals you choose and have been using it when I shower and am getting ready for work in the mornings. It's a total gamechanger! I used check my clock and think, ok, I have 10 minutes until I have to leave, and then go to look for my shoes and 15 minutes later I'd be shocked to find that I was gonna be late AGAIN. This app has really helped with that! (It also helps me not lose my phone while I'm looking for my shoes bc it's talking to me!😂) Just thought I'd share in case anyone else could use the tip! Good luck out there!",2.3995348837209285,3.6018027906976755,3.344875968992252,94.05777906976743,75.35658914728683,6.4003100775193795,22.97751937984497,6.742157984588678,0.4005621705426359,476,13,110,4,10,152,88,129,0.027000000000000003,0.802,0.171,0.956,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,5,1,10,2,2,3,1,20,21,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,12,6,14,14,1,16,0,1,2,0,8,5,0,1,10,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247941842804975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420650725600073,0.20817736691420288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221914862117728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972710580686742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569877700575946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615084205228156,0.0,0.11546935044423533,0.17041401645935042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27236858435714084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291908764493507,0.21513357717261355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412325913075705,0.2273014764500376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301594635408474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615733567027213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330481545815764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018669217516718,0.0,0.16129869623650014,0.11847330037950643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264353376369191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791422430422838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ammerie876,2019/07/12,Can’t finish thread before moving on to new one Anyone else open up a new thread to read it and only get half way through before thinking of which thing theyll read next and never finish any of them!?,17.45048780487805,6.4233150243902495,14.790243902439027,62.04926829268295,57.29268292682927,16.400000000000002,45.878048780487795,3.1291,4.060687804878048,160,2,32,0,1,50,33,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,19,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561061876520353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051113513911588,0.2352076050188673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39067108701962816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917648717310852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993371661840252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439820676677448,0.0,0.0,0.17704800635826715,0.443413900406736,0.2441357790903527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555332156209625,0.1745879459526927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592369360313077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250703659241566,0.14709043795558008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221114312781492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MagicManChuck,2019/07/12,"Afraid of seeking treatment I was diagnosed when I was very young age5. I was put on heavy heavy doses of ritalin and experienced psychosis from it. I still experience the intrusive thoughts even though I havent taken ritalin in 12 years. I'm having a hard time concentrating on things I love like comics. I want to read the bunch I have but get so distracted. I'm afraid of talking to my doctor about it or being put on meds because of my bad experiences. I've also lost a lot of motivation to move forward in life because it seems like anything I try to do crumbles. Help? Advice?",4.229636184857426,6.03853400884956,5.388082595870205,78.79553588987221,71.7433628318584,8.56204523107178,30.254670599803337,9.150863307647796,2.7146428711897737,465,20,87,10,9,154,77,113,0.11199999999999999,0.753,0.135,0.1743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,3,4,0,8,7,0,1,0,8,17,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,5,0,0,6,2,11,3,16,10,2,14,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,3,8,54,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775118716607335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527001732072678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948718326313715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167494226432032,0.22147128727985188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843767366314571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859323315255252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998189285287045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553883112908187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490761853245618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272784840813173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176000305141728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830881047284615,0.177495622494937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198298682103232,0.15443720097252192,0.16395138375154328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017785586629516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930712868729462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652283537127231,0.0,0.0,0.18170488320456865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653725491508849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450704963083537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146007990425384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068399162915147,0.0,0.17847582708889584,0.14421435417965436,0.10592491384252392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333231279871446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988499730965166,0.1071452528981412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698033081626978 adhd,Zmorda_15,2019/07/12,"I applied for an internship position in my dream field, I received an aknowldgement and I'm very frightened Some backstory first, my issue will be stated in a bold part I graduated from engineering school at the age of 30 and with a lot of struggles, after that I realised that I only have 2 choices: either I treat my ADHD or I take a stressless job and fuck it if it does nothing to have to do with my training. I obviously began with choice #1 because I really love engineering and my field etc. For two months I went to psychiatrists that underestimated my struggle and tried to reassure me ""don't worry, it's not ADHD, after all you DID graduate! If you had ADHD we couldn't even have this conversation, you would be elsewhere in seconds!"", I also had my share of ""ADHD? Oh it's for kids only, with adults we talk more about BPD, schysophrenia and those kind of disorders. Plus, It's fairly abused in the US, college kids when they want to better perform while party just say they have ADHD"" I didn't gave hope in finding someone comprehensive, and I finally got to a neuropsychiatrist who told me straight forward that she mainly work with people having alzheimer but she'd make some tests ... which have nothing to do with ADHD, it's for testing the short and long term memories ... intended to detect early stage alzheimer ... (plot twist: I don't have early stage alzheimer). I then decided that I won't give up on myself, and if I won't be diagnosed with ADHD in my country, I just have to go elsewhere, in a country which take ADHD seriously. Before that I had a lot of savings to do, at least to be able to pay things for the first month, airplane, etc. So I took a job at a call center. I'm very unhappy, but I'm not stressed, I'm not anxious, there is no deadlines, there is no reports to make, I just have to show up in time (it obviously doesn't happen often), answer calls for 8 hours and head home. After 8 months I realised that I kinda gave up on myself, but I did also receive some pressure from my parents who encourage me to go abroad and I finally did it, I worked a lot to write a CV t as well as a cover letter. I read, reread, rereread them several times and I was pleased, and sent them. **Issue** I received an email back today, telling me that they're reviewg my application and I'm so frightened. What if they accepte me? I'm going to ruin everything, I'm going to procrastinate for deadlines, I'm going to be late, I'm going to forget meetings, I'm going to be worthless, they're going to regret accepting me. And why do I have that little confidence in me? I know that I want to go to that country not only because they're very good in the field I'm applying to but also and foremost to have a treatment for ADHD. And what if I *don't* get accepted? How can I go forth in this country? My parents made so many sacrifices for me to succeed, I don't know what to do. ADHD make me very creative, make me see and think about things in very different ways. And it also make me anxious, and depressed and feel worthless and strips my confidence. I don't know what is this, a rant? a cry for help? a need for advise? anyway",4.25517948343791,5.33639181219904,5.539108054866485,80.56881967751352,70.68539325842697,8.103443747263972,29.568400700423172,8.438071523408619,2.1728173354735145,2461,96,476,38,44,824,269,623,0.106,0.7809999999999999,0.113,-0.6053,5,0,0,0,1,0,92.0,3,3,5,7,21,27,1,4,23,0,46,4,1,8,3,90,98,46,0,12,18,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,34,32,0,0,11,3,1,17,16,11,1,4,17,3,74,16,81,69,15,70,1,5,1,2,44,25,1,15,26,334,108,17,0.05409072122613463,0.06408865967277938,0.0,0.0,0.650065354936339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302532088840214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221423734771593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041592425801934896,0.0,0.06594640321505704,0.0,0.0460272197935744,0.0,0.0,0.047838847288680264,0.0,0.0,0.06812536984885409,0.0,0.11046534815413933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941611736231375,0.0,0.0,0.04658825893215952,0.054900943443789686,0.0,0.05651329105815716,0.0619926527254684,0.0,0.04733515465592835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065090480712085,0.035726411228120335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048613252448210985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027349893896258057,0.0,0.0,0.1185074823393294,0.04943793926464855,0.09201907968538474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000600016729166,0.028260169328467005,0.051888748600031565,0.3074100339397213,0.04536873064759541,0.043261291045961735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783224614292073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055512685151465666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036255870254409385,0.0,0.054257403677646164,0.053724291012676034,0.05326846466168565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129133194990396,0.10735338896346633,0.0,0.0,0.05632716245257768,0.08918053737394678,0.0,0.06101668956906025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054213112810922524,0.0,0.04786858614939746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795799065189154,0.048818987749340785,0.05118194828309319,0.18052988219889368,0.0548395014488979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295240928813558,0.0,0.0,0.04010758440813883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380301170258983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341529274117292,0.0,0.0,0.12012268943267768,0.05857497998559996,0.0,0.037499695441243416,0.0,0.0,0.059375368767565426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410535894349069,0.0,0.03465190108953747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301511256160178,0.0,0.054742697646632435,0.04310330166794405,0.0,0.0,0.061107118673857964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045830892563878935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196073841106685,0.1130947323605026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813389813774768,0.043476072801462984,0.047277674496687336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187094337445181,0.03465915007411058,0.0,0.0,0.06308146906603315,0.0,0.05127167906035123,0.05168600213850534,0.0600967815379792,0.03672404910435305,0.0,0.052838774948737184,0.0,0.06506447762019697,0.0,0.0,0.22315254925077704,0.06380821764287352,0.042934696793474336,0.0,0.0,0.048634054416766534,0.05014264048837345,0.048808462633097766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875737854001316,0.054931753031230365,0.0,0.038424496420437486,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Virginia_Blaise,2019/07/12,"Instead of sleeping, I’ve been doing some useless research about earwax Despite being so sleepy, my curiosity had to satisfied and now I feel compelled to complain about my inability to regulate my attention. Like, contrary to my disorder’s name, I don’t have a lack of attention, I’m just unbelievably bad at prioritizing tasks and carrying out what I want to do (e.g “I really wanna sleep rn, but wait, I just gotta quickly read this one more article). The instant gratification monkey is strong in me. Gonna sleep now; good night <3",6.146580086580088,7.705305303030308,7.446926406926408,66.86181818181821,66.67676767676767,10.909668109668116,36.36507936507937,10.914260884657429,4.567665512265512,431,22,71,13,7,147,78,99,0.09300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.172,0.8424,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,2,0,8,3,3,1,0,16,14,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,10,3,13,9,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133205321538245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928096308250591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918163657768122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142899309496129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481778492986187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975674651880416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312424523443204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555556099213709,0.0,0.16367117584638358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7670129427843005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069254040760727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noni4gurj,2019/07/12,"Feel like I might have ADHD Hi guys, Firstly - I know there’s probably a million posts like this. Secondly I am in the process of seeing a doctor. Around 3 years ago - I got disgruntled with work a little and even after changing jobs I find it near impossible to sit down and complete a task. Thinking back; I was like this with school too. - I know what I have to do; and how to do it I just feel like it won’t be good enough and my mind will wander - I’m obsessed with writing lists and breaking things down - if I’m put on the spot - I will feel really agitated and in turn disappointed at myself - I have to have things clean around me; rather than starting work or a task I will spend ages cleaning - I do have problems with social anxiety and public speaking; I overanalyse and it makes me upset at the slightest gesture that may indicate someone doesn’t like me/ not happy with me - I do find alcohol is a release for me and relaxes me (which I know is bad) - I constantly feel like I need to “clear my mind” and will go for walks, gym etc. But none of it really works Do these traits sound familiar? Is there any other symptoms or traits I should be looking out for? I’ve just started a job so I really want to make a good impression and I’m finding it hard.",3.1951185770751,4.7057095691699615,4.361681818181818,86.32252272727274,73.86166007905139,7.7477470355731235,26.483992094861666,8.395991825355821,1.6978665612648234,983,35,204,17,20,322,145,253,0.079,0.79,0.132,0.905,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,12,16,0,2,11,0,26,3,0,3,1,51,48,17,0,6,8,0,5,6,0,8,3,2,2,1,15,19,1,0,11,2,1,3,4,5,0,3,2,9,29,11,29,36,3,27,0,1,2,0,6,12,0,5,15,142,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865128844780566,0.0,0.0948918844611188,0.1144021078988217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279653435586651,0.0,0.08189167844713306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905914162034778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823135570670844,0.0893808830482319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324293765693777,0.0,0.11223813595650182,0.11568121370327004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956850044489794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060953936342303,0.1193871834421149,0.07070441150588533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165074057213187,0.22942604222585766,0.0,0.0,0.2935206992483514,0.0910552537018788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083803212678796,0.1795741184707864,0.08561632750792476,0.0,0.0,0.10599467552181874,0.0,0.1139549364508804,0.09589427607568048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124578968024055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764928856845403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137904370811499,0.1072905479568965,0.0,0.0,0.08989363529286876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291118129494973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356136003775692,0.21617659186644225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937497932252505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252270799817044,0.0,0.11541620388498502,0.10243079336806032,0.0,0.10761313728475498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057337014724384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833862367634738,0.08530365837567985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912229019013173,0.09070170151789424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153871604938418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112642015865866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422363058863212,0.0685922466053717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643784191820933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313987779057688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23379737468711526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893561396193845 adhd,tyang41,2019/07/12,"troub;e with creating goals hello everyone, I could really use some help. How can I manage that feeling of having 1000 things to do when in actuality I don't have that many responsibilities. I always feel those constant thoughts if things to do and how to organize them. I am always searching for ways to plan. In fact, that's all I have been thinking about. So how can I come up with a to-do list that doesn't overwhelm me or take up too much of my mental energy? thank u so much for your time.",4.243549783549781,5.32960792929293,5.301471861471863,82.24363636363638,70.71717171717171,8.485425685425685,26.26406926406927,8.841846274778883,1.754534199134199,391,12,81,7,7,129,69,99,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.8684,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,8,2,0,1,1,0,12,0,0,4,2,18,20,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,11,1,15,17,4,9,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,60,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.22268036282302606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37974444634870624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965653381107754,0.0,0.24659214642240154,0.0,0.1821910157972736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180451668321297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075927449253816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295083680649624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134867754663505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299616835214835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354915701357831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618425185742465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157035783963906,0.0,0.0,0.21008654240291308,0.0,0.0,0.3031983746096341,0.14621483278814498,0.0,0.1811572404607443,0.1330593282264333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708275241831288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811264701830301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,poodlepunk0907,2019/07/12,"For those of y’all on Adderall XR, have you ever taken it twice in one day? If so how did it go/did you have any adverse effects? So between my two jobs I’ve been doing work stuff since 6:30 this morning and I won’t do my final clockout until probably midnight tonight. Obviously 17.5 hours is pretty far beyond the scope of XR’s effectiveness but my second job is at a busy cocktail bar so I really can’t do without my focus and energy. I took my first pill at 5:00 AM and I was thinking of doing the second around 4:30-5 this afternoon. Obviously I know no one here can give medical advice, just wondering if y’all have any opinions or experience here.",3.1602272727272727,4.941183053030303,5.0915151515151535,79.93227272727273,74.53030303030303,7.830303030303033,27.15151515151515,8.575989854853784,2.1099606060606058,521,20,99,10,11,179,96,132,0.037000000000000005,0.922,0.040999999999999995,0.1431,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,4,10,1,0,0,3,0,16,3,0,3,3,20,22,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,5,2,0,1,4,1,0,7,5,0,14,0,13,16,0,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,8,75,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885689209515465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26245364574918945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178500485536086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445026036566365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455321835670165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887625592359919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113901783302963,0.0,0.16414094098113888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511526197964545,0.109669804154592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003745623372825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38298766608456536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605175485932916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439787073111456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615241392184231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632077004678888,0.2080552580983202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362209383246887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962751482604495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090550187745767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364795488548215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439775979738648,0.0,0.0,0.1885045203675053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601705237424734,0.20926869928902636,0.1404851066427123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Seyzen,2019/07/12,"I officially been diagnosed with ADHD So the doctor called early in the morning and I was asleep, but I have gotten my results back and i'm offically diagnosed with ADHD and low spectrum anxiety. I meet with my counselor again, on the 25th to go over my results. I have a long journey and its scary, I wish I really wish I asked for help a long time ago.",2.1497384305834966,4.387470211267605,4.320643863179075,82.15126760563383,79.28169014084506,7.437424547283702,25.635814889336014,8.418075326091056,1.9784913480885304,279,11,54,6,7,96,47,71,0.122,0.733,0.145,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,4,1,2,0,12,10,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,8,7,0,13,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829536084079087,0.0,0.1781108396272162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370962110755934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878408635359416,0.0,0.0,0.1545014818198534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517028822548944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40787604722871795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565865797440286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141921993108872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467802300470794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556304952215201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287198321084574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171629239959114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621153226279943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ekmonks,2019/07/12,"Yesterday I impulsively bought a German Steel Helmet, I now know extensive amounts of usless information about German Steel Helmets Nothing like a 3 hour hyper focusing session with 10 tabs open at once. The helmet is airforce, owned by this 18 year old that was KIA. Still working on tracking down what group Regiment 61 was with. Engelbert I wish you hadn't painted over the sticker but I understand you had to do a sawdust paint coat for better camouflage.",8.194756097560973,9.141245060975614,7.78648780487805,68.44753658536588,61.8048780487805,10.950243902439025,39.57073170731707,10.793553405168565,4.7230556097560985,373,19,57,9,5,118,69,82,0.057,0.871,0.07200000000000001,0.2911,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,6,2,11,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878952372025606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205707942051728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788968130592856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903221522094238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123444059607243,0.0,0.3415775921549927,0.3466672734355975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599600155409706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388769176250229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37433096031946855,0.0,0.0,0.23698181981063424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962366153588624 adhd,ADHDysaniac,2019/07/12,"Went grocery shopping unsupervised My wife was out of town, so I was left to my own devices. I went to Walmart knowing that all I needed was Q-tips and toilet paper. An hour later I had spent $70 and left with: - A 1-lb. T-bone steak - Shaved coconut - A teeth whitening kit - Summer sausage - Smoked cheddar cheese - 2 packages of vanilla wafers - Breath freshening spray I did not remember to get Q-tips or toilet paper. This is why my wife doesn’t let me go shopping on my own.",1.133064516129032,3.7112138387096802,2.4045430107526897,91.62681451612906,88.03225806451613,4.390322580645162,23.87903225806452,5.985473137389443,0.6053161290322584,369,15,72,3,12,118,70,93,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,2,2,0,1,10,15,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,8,0,10,0,8,6,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105018853954365,0.0,0.15343235471157493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658698501206169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837056193174816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866547337649644,0.27606654248934337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001821813903661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058277322459046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005369085054445,0.24360939868073905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nannyhap,2019/07/12,"Finally talked to HR about ADA accommodation (posi post) So I've been struggling with ADHD in my boring office job and today I finally went to see my HR representative about what we could do to make life a little easier. I was super anxious about going in at all, since ADHD can be hard to explain to people who don't have it, BUT It actually turned out really well. My HR rep has a son with ADHD and she was really in tune with all the things I've been struggling with. I'm meeting with my doctor early next month to see what kind of accommodations he'll suggest and have him fill out the paperwork, but in the meantime I know I've got an ally in HR. SO yeah, just a cool little success story I wanted to share with everyone.",5.16013605442177,5.387147054421772,6.834421768707482,75.15462585034012,68.25170068027211,9.526530612244898,27.217687074829932,9.444778638647367,2.224164625850339,575,16,112,11,9,200,92,147,0.055,0.8009999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9472,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,7,9,0,2,7,2,12,2,0,1,2,22,24,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,6,4,11,6,25,15,2,20,0,0,2,0,11,10,0,0,6,72,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.13896501115250898,0.0,0.5134230301181363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608751171097925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136973921776683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575574066051875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607238939456398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311991557014492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093103763364802,0.0,0.1138928722934093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756532377244853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413132331914316,0.0,0.0,0.14829105107024745,0.07826109137147948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058361313654804,0.0,0.2854508954641544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505526220462676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136649000587556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144745127239914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872446985906484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638293102596952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245431193080128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269538755593702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779742390660072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977415513584028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445832261767885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460637879087734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498161183597734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489382277560668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399311494829087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803760624976904,0.132009221443005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bampoisongirl,2019/07/12,"Surprise tattoo I thought that you would all appreciate the ADHDness of this conversation between myself and my Husband. Good job I love him. Please bare with me if this doesn’t work as I’ve not posted an image from imgur before! https://imgur.com/gallery/HU0vDFv",6.4129545454545465,10.102627113636364,5.005636363636363,74.84845454545456,73.31818181818181,7.156363636363636,26.981818181818184,8.238735603445708,2.335450909090909,219,8,32,4,5,64,41,44,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.9259,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,4,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,23,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132305397299656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258370305599696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288397849693209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412095301368465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310330284540487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774345994010031,0.0,0.0,0.3293050110248176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729716611310604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503206315693749,0.0,0.0,0.24425506257327725,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abbsand,2019/07/12,"Moving apartments with ADHD LAAAAAWD. I want to pack up my stuff neatly but as I’m putting clothes away I keep getting distracted by something that needs to be cleaned. After getting halfway through cleaning, I realize I should go back to the pile of clothes that should be put away. As doing said task, realize I need to put my hangers away after taking the clothes off, and find a box for hangers. Start filling hanger box with shit that I feel like should go in there with them (electronics apparently). Walk back to said clothes, realize I haven’t showered, so I shower, now I’m laying on my couch naked on reddit. Back at square one. There is a huge mess of boxes, clothes, and cleaning supplies everywhere. Would rather lay on the floor. Will give an update. Fuck this shit.",3.82291625615764,6.4028235724137925,3.50445812807882,88.38456896551727,75.34482758620689,6.0738916256157625,29.66748768472907,7.1686216300943375,1.7470591133004931,618,28,113,7,14,185,94,145,0.13699999999999998,0.804,0.059000000000000004,-0.9418,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,3,1,6,0,10,3,2,0,0,20,27,6,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,2,6,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,8,1,5,0,1,2,4,12,2,27,18,0,29,0,0,1,1,4,13,3,0,9,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771227969374652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154066726263179,0.3399796682061676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452004119374331,0.10528870400916693,0.0,0.0,0.1347031650107952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362509560927676,0.15400052303586104,0.14138086596727825,0.1675195412417472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309986165625884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200269884405623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664221493173638,0.0,0.2185616407590499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986888406346872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44447451929307896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803853313872084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025680610249125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134607581416504,0.0,0.0,0.10431672140566536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871548471138656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081184201113108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869288748483379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469492375221268,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,3506,2019/07/12,"Diagnosed at 32, finally medicated and cleaned my appartment for the first time in two years I got my diagnosis this May (you've probably read all the other accounts of being diagnosed as an adult, so I won't go into that here) and this week I finally got my first batch of Concerta. And what an impact it had! Suddenly, I'm clear-headed, calm and even motivated! But instead of telling you, let me show you how much of a difference it made: https://imgur.com/a/ffr3fIE For the last two years, I was ashamed to invite people over and have lived a hermit's life. Not anymore! My message to you, my dear fellow brains: It's possible! You can do it! And if you feel overwhelmed, get external help! **TL;DR** Getting medicated led to the cleanest appartment I've ever lived in.",2.344265350877194,5.243853229166668,3.9185672514619903,80.46736842105267,86.15277777777777,7.753801169590644,26.328947368421048,8.532816995589336,2.6332416666666663,611,27,109,17,19,202,98,144,0.022000000000000002,0.875,0.10300000000000001,0.858,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,0,3,6,4,0,2,8,0,9,6,1,4,2,18,17,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,2,0,4,5,1,15,2,15,8,2,18,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,11,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936826452832022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813463849764515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057393581191669,0.0,0.15735920231510264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947889190620544,0.13623866449758198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615478423454257,0.0,0.0,0.3299797718398191,0.0,0.256223778618038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737882609742002,0.0,0.08559720522139166,0.0,0.2409189810980376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457305158205265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095315129679087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277022263124672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401265617438692,0.10638287148290057,0.0,0.0,0.2659892154216031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251427237660175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034548035139544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071835874152322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441653726414177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697942543737011,0.0,0.0,0.1623869830179308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506544029714774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164296410300738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782402747417956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942552918634304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208131809676691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398049835226366 adhd,respinosa325,2019/07/12,"Do these symptoms seem like ADD symptoms? Let my start by saying I’ve always had problems keeping focus and not being distracted. It’s always been very easy for my mind to just wander off. I feel it’s had an impact on my productivity. Often times if I have several task I need to complete, say chores or something. I’ll start doing one and then without finishing start on another and so on and so forth and I never actually get anything done, jumping around uncompleted task. My family and friends could tell you how I sometimes doze off in normal conversation, and they have to repeat what they say. I often just daydream and stare off into space until someone does the typical waving their hand in front of my face. I have poor short term memory, not sure if that’s a symptom of ADHD but I’m just gonna throw that in. Sometimes when I’m driving I’ll just not pay attention where I’m going and literally take random turns until I realize I’m not going where I’m supposed to and whisper to myself ”wtf am I doing”. Even today I was working out with a friend and I remember starting a set and then deciding to stop, not even counting to the typical 10 reps. I don’t even know why I stopped. Then my friend swears I only did like 3 reps. And when I try to remember how much I think I did it’s just a blur. I literally had no attention towards how much reps I did. And for the life of me I cannot read a book, it’s impossible, even if the topics is something I know I enjoy. I just doze off instantly. Studying independently usually consist of me just starting at book or waiting for myself to start to take notes that never happen. (Although this is probably typical of many college students regardless of whether or not they have ADHD lol) I’ve never been diagnosed.. One possibility why I think that may be is I’ve always had decent grades? From what I understand, ADHD is a learning disability and is often recognized from academic performance. But I love math and science and did well in those because I usually enjoyed it, English and history were a little different but I still pulled through fine. But I’m a 21 year old adult now and I feel it’s having an impact at work and school and just taking care of responsibilities in general. Another reason why I don’t think I’ve been diagnosed is because of the H in ADHD, you see, I was never a hyperactive kid at all. Many people would say I’m overall a quiet and calm guy. But I do feel like I have attention issues. Which might mean I just have ADD? But I heard that term is outdated and people just say ADHD instead regardless. But anyway.. Do these symptoms sound like what someone with ADD/ADHD experience? Should I talk to my doctor about this? Any genuine input would be helpful, thanks!",4.4848644859813085,5.990043446728972,5.9036331775700965,76.55881425233646,70.60747663551402,8.789252336448598,30.01051401869159,9.255337874911486,2.7622532710280376,2184,89,396,46,40,738,254,535,0.036000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.127,0.9934,1,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,4,3,33,18,0,1,17,1,48,11,2,5,6,113,89,50,0,12,31,0,4,4,3,6,8,9,1,3,20,30,0,4,20,3,2,7,15,2,1,2,16,15,53,16,52,62,5,64,0,0,2,1,23,25,0,14,35,278,73,14,0.0,0.0,0.061961638479785225,0.0,0.4578495250788383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849795510301515,0.0,0.0,0.043178552768946,0.13315939491323706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225070312464299,0.05652371774747009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741152271176463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473704752894156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657295321772964,0.0,0.0,0.050695327203446584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889150652952874,0.0,0.06633841575860558,0.0,0.0649894850096397,0.055564613399198236,0.06497709205371179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775052220370515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210997070744819,0.05985712377873509,0.0,0.09631443851199134,0.045360604770884036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716747307806247,0.0,0.03317334430923816,0.0,0.07217096813163469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286970569056126,0.0561481267836909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255913873697344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066271938807308,0.0,0.056436979895875664,0.0,0.0,0.06979001995360183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649276017358349,0.044848163019377725,0.124081153640864,0.06363833975830817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730641846529985,0.0,0.0,0.1287472585296034,0.0,0.06916430948036031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067357810647045,0.06411151617249934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335177614332224,0.0470804930967905,0.1958840145969692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062211295180219076,0.0,0.0,0.06662697497104146,0.0,0.08605126298292799,0.04829055753986922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803841858872669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158069991680402,0.0,0.0,0.06845799314397784,0.060755823827915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351185232989183,0.0,0.0,0.0652830955463967,0.0,0.0,0.1438541666076913,0.0,0.0,0.2524675494547112,0.0,0.06425999562638747,0.050597031124485214,0.05780316266604715,0.0,0.07173090380146459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075976552971158,0.09776259771646874,0.12559570391506406,0.0,0.2696511244130136,0.0,0.05070692529813429,0.10616877406250204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598429748301504,0.2639810942655906,0.14322026897480658,0.05103461042618854,0.05549714002027792,0.05845736114676085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205446175963132,0.0,0.0,0.03702425255379016,0.0,0.06018552270557297,0.0,0.0,0.04310871287458624,0.06906396775689952,0.0,0.06610019049089448,0.0,0.0,0.13986081658566885,0.052389752260425096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708933352697425,0.0,0.17188219051129466,0.0,0.0,0.061206595846192674,0.0,0.0924497516215904,0.0,0.0,0.09020958330778746,0.0,0.0,0.04088848557768433 adhd,ChemicalReflection,2019/07/12,"Touch Aversion? Ever since my wife started stimulants 6 months ago, she's become completely averse to touch. She won't initiate any hugs, kisses, hand holding etc when up to this point she was very affectionate. I've tried initating basic affection and she pulls away but when I ask why she's behaving this way she claims she isn't acting differently at all. It's been nearly 2 months now that she's avoided physical contact of any kind but is otherwise herself. She says nothing is wrong, she isn't upset with me or in any pain... I'm baffled. This started happening the same week she was first put on Vyvanse. She's since been on several generic stimulants with similar side effects. The only conclusion I can draw is that she was using touch (pestering, poking, tickling etc) to stimulate herself while undiagnosed and now that she's medicated that area of the brain is being satisfied or overwhelmed. On days when she ""skips"" there is a slight improvement in her demeanor but it is quickly replaced by irritation by the end of the day. So any progress we make with romance is completely ruined by mood swings. Has anyone else experienced this? Is physical contact overstimulating on medication?",6.5166104651162815,8.497703623255816,6.7194622093023275,70.8210537790698,66.25581395348837,10.39825581395349,35.763081395348834,10.550175099000144,4.339936046511628,969,48,155,27,16,311,135,215,0.067,0.764,0.16899999999999998,0.9728,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,4,9,12,0,3,6,0,19,7,2,7,2,24,26,12,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,5,6,23,5,22,19,4,35,0,2,0,2,24,13,0,2,18,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021359752973555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688885865134825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482443753787208,0.13895253330065585,0.0,0.0,0.12678075077299886,0.0,0.12741378429403902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977496973881954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513900352159147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843773243620452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491957677507827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168772950592978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328806618719735,0.0,0.12011372066826377,0.0,0.3024908379051047,0.0,0.12267059542491003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535316938479273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992298141307725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122107575020493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052337472404963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732336049306072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649154612483004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301252569849629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031405314124033,0.14430282029826896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819903127030385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363294916939116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784566814598284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320517951499868,0.0,0.22436254655464832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919765249134432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207298032785516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171269238148952,0.0,0.111895723801557,0.0,0.107644053138449,0.1087813426470017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122370510045892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827258173460156,0.0,0.0 adhd,peatfoot246,2019/07/12,"Concerta comedown I’ve been taking concerta for about a week and a half, started at 18mg and went up to 36mg a few days ago. The comedown is never pleasant but last night I couldn’t talk at all, and my brain felt like it was split in 2. I could think perfectly clear but couldn’t react to anything or respond to my girlfriend. I just stared blankly, but I wasn’t panicking I was perfectly calm inside. Went away after a couple hours, and I have a dr appointment in a few days so I’ll ask him about it. Is this normal while taking concerta? I can’t find anything online about it",2.6079831932773097,4.293474210084035,3.924949579831935,88.11784453781515,75.80672268907563,7.1129411764705885,25.345378151260505,7.908726449838941,1.3862766386554628,457,16,95,7,10,150,74,119,0.07200000000000001,0.75,0.179,0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,0,11,2,1,1,5,22,19,10,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,7,2,10,5,14,9,3,19,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,12,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098807060370498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360358681237555,0.0,0.1908752748741128,0.0,0.19182834106591526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792588313961615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630164501900605,0.22591482075032845,0.0,0.2633508801157638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603920905604214,0.0,0.1866114801453385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010704164341038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664291883368585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974917964749803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574716964564979,0.0,0.0,0.19160361477046373,0.2000473231251944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451551887336908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070271118525145,0.16410745304242355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082655531587056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377619277629052,0.0,0.0,0.37854297728068814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brynn2019,2019/07/12,"Memory I’m 19 y/o with ADHD. I know ADHD can cause your short term memory to not be the best, but my long term memory is just as bad if not worse. I can’t remember things in general. I don’t really have memories either. I know things have happened but I don’t have memories. I’m not sure if this is my ADHD or something else. Last time I went to my neurologist I forgot to tell him about my memory issues which really upsets me. My SO helps me keep track of things that I need to do so much, but I feel bad. Even if I write something down as far as plans go, I still forget about writing it down. Facts I’m usually fine with, but it’s everything else that’s the issue.",0.8044155844155831,2.68381558041958,3.494270729270731,88.20316433566435,82.006993006993,7.722077922077923,17.906593406593405,8.634040054169528,0.9141572427572426,520,11,117,13,14,183,82,143,0.139,0.7879999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8656,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,1,2,29,23,13,0,4,13,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,1,20,3,15,20,5,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,7,76,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220758204675774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418092007447655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196199560064752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875274574100128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419289393076251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956411295810382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301397542302121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321683472368422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229497976387455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804896697562548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705851402018123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022737815079723,0.0,0.1287077127743134,0.0,0.0,0.1591600730456205,0.11803391198244262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281462507259083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644699284931768,0.10736971740788677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552924004441845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403376643550713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222953112838016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156400003859486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647527614358285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656435497973514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28860238009200073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844358941986034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594802365638695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423399137020606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756680337477232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wastingtimeoflife,2019/07/12,"Quirks to help me now I have meds: how do I concentrate and how do I not forget to eat? So I’m on my 8th day of meds today. The past 7 days I was on 20mg of lisdexamfetamine and today I started 30mg of lisdexamfetamine. I realise now that its not an easy fix. I’m not going to sit down in front of my computer and finish the four lab reports that I need to in one go. So I need some advice of how to study now I am medicated, does one just open the word document? When it’s not the academic term and uni is finished I work 9am-7pm and when it’s not busy I can study during work time but if I get a customer I have to obviously stop studying and work until they’re done. Apart from one email a week to my manager, training up staff, managing staff rotas and future bookings I can do what I want as long as I’m on site, do you think I should study here or leave it as a home activity? Secondly, the thing that’s happened most is that I am forgetting to eat. It is currently 3:18pm here and I’ve been in work since 9 and all I have had all day is water, I don’t even feel hungry now but I know I should eat. Does anyone have some advice on how to remember to eat?",2.0603884711779443,3.014542357142858,4.192155388471178,88.63003759398498,75.82539682539684,7.686215538847119,23.18379281537177,8.20500826718156,1.0041873015873022,902,25,214,15,19,312,134,252,0.031,0.948,0.021,-0.4819,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,16,0,0,0,9,0,23,6,0,4,3,43,37,25,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,10,5,1,4,1,0,3,6,0,0,5,4,1,26,0,29,31,6,39,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,5,23,142,37,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401428101881018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591661134105354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773139631422105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150563655938288,0.12574313406568705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029245944657694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115735767927673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212896972091603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419678303602147,0.0,0.13966466387761595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865739309882713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236009520862704,0.0,0.1232530043081886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752853627412699,0.0,0.0,0.13010620839645626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873994432080317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297143373957544,0.12378299333841082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221956594963384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497885444497797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729748268010738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919269996498174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164294253855127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697110631954356,0.0,0.0,0.10272846913105448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163226668561067,0.07873293014133831,0.0,0.0,0.07164902899478319,0.0,0.2329410569535637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247448266009728,0.0,0.09856240205619628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578159977637546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway64738282627,2019/07/12,"I'm certain I have some form of ADHD but I can't convince my family to get me tested without them being condescending and dismissive (throwaway account because I don't want my friends/family finding me here) My past 3 years have been the absolute worst for me in terms of getting anything done. I originally shrugged it off as me being lazy and it bugged me so much how often I would do nothing. Around 1-1.5 years ago I began seriously looking into adhd and realizing I showed a lot of the symptoms of it (hyperfixiation, inability to get work done unless it was for someone else, unable to break down tasks or breaking them down too much, etc) It felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders to realize that there was anything explaining why I couldn't finish work until 4am in the morning despite having plenty of time to finish. That it wasn't normal to have a breakdown every other week in the middle of the night angry at myself for being unable to pick up the pencil in front of me and finish a normally 30 minute worksheet. I've been attempting to bring it up to my parents ever since. My dad outright denies it and says I'm not trying hard enough because people my age do more work. My mom (who works as a registered nurse for gods sake) tries to be sympathetic buts ends up laughing along with our family doctor every time I bring it up. It hurts and I hate it. I hate being treating like a child looking for an excuse to avoid work when I'm desperately trying to pull my life together right before college. Even solutions I attempt on my own to at least make my life easier is always met with confused or condescending remarks so I can't even attempt to manage my own problems without dismissive commentary. I don't even know how to end this, I'm just discouraged and frustrated at this point. Even if I don't have ADHD is it too much to ask to get personalized help so I can get along with life?",7.667941426146008,6.7922456102150575,8.223208828522917,70.9784974533107,63.32795698924731,10.734804753820033,35.170345217883416,9.93914555978268,3.4254817204301076,1525,58,273,27,19,510,201,372,0.154,0.773,0.073,-0.9884,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,8,18,16,3,2,13,0,29,7,1,5,2,49,52,22,0,7,10,3,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,18,14,1,2,6,1,1,4,10,10,0,0,10,6,38,6,58,35,14,47,0,2,2,0,15,21,0,7,22,199,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230716296253121,0.0,0.07943145153836552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456043939122188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747832100199354,0.0797694814776182,0.08377071535965046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924753843507956,0.0,0.0762491996274679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171685316025477,0.0,0.1833987270336635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485538844303906,0.0,0.15873091527759986,0.09258827891890603,0.09993580936597303,0.23673906648485035,0.08105491937603791,0.15099600464812415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534213202979745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603704587718697,0.0,0.08189943509660068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408053998225065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027052667536679,0.17693728492356178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006187427992274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592645187037258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924582039068565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987682614558254,0.08755518640243203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504951024194008,0.0,0.0,0.07618090930104328,0.0,0.0,0.05981355853445833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049469691684312,0.0,0.0,0.1976149944144678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409036678743509,0.1755922276998222,0.08598060665775985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949828566029574,0.0,0.0855402927866706,0.06212240879401956,0.0782416249282561,0.0,0.0,0.08470784793786504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574206999530262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652413176490551,0.0,0.07125930958718171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412407210952818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592396177481256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313627910826387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045014569461653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251239356918533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052852698324433706,0.0,0.07187755898084935,0.10911753275948233,0.0,0.0,0.08085663717060815,0.0,0.0,0.1727564501497943,0.0,0.3261758534061985,0.0,0.0,0.06365444428941767,0.0,0.0,0.11540830727055053 adhd,Reddywhipt,2019/07/12,"Small victories build up Someone on another thread mentioned the tyranny of the grandiose plans! I started to write a response and 15min later I realized I should just make it into a new post. I've recently made some serious strides to getting my shit together with the following steps: 1. Narrowed my scope. I just clean a little, organize a little, move forward a little, plan a little, and try to do that little bit every day. 6 months and it's starting to really make a difference. My kids came to visit a couple weeks ago and they were effusive in their praise. My heart was filled to bursting! 2. I will NOT beat up on myself if I drop the ball or backslide. And I do drop the ball and backslide. All the time. Self-flagellation is not productive though. 3. I am using my work skills to help. I am a systems administrator. I have been creating little systems all over my house, and implementing tools to make those systems work (hooks, shelving, over-the-door storage, and an [over-the-sink drying rack like this.](https://smile.amazon.com/gp/product/B06ZYG1F6B) Yes, I'm aware some people call those things 'habits', but my brain deals with the concepts of interconnected systems well, so I'm going with it. 4. Finally just allowing myself to get rid of stuff. I own a lot of crap. Admitting I'll likely never use the crossbow I bought 15 years ago and never put a string on isn't easy, but it's just in the way. I also know that if I try to sell stuff, it won't get done so I'm offering stuff to friends and family and craigslist free ads. (Ad says ""this stuff will be on the corner. come and get it"", and the stuff disappears. And no I didn't do that with a crossbow... lol. Giving that away to a friend). I know that my post won't be applicable to everyone. I am lucky that I found a career that makes sense to me, and I've been able to take those skills learned over the last 27 years and find a way to apply them in some small way to help me unfuck my situation. But maybe it will help someone. And I'm not bragging. I'm 50 years old and i'm *just* realizing that I can take stuff I already know and apply it to small adulting tasks. I still fuck up all the time. During a cleaning binge last weekend I somehow lost half of THREE PAIRS OF SHOES, and a week later, they're still lost. I had to choose between dress shoes and slippers to go to the grocery store. (Went with slippers, of course) Speaking of unfucking. At times I find the snarky iPhone app UFYH ""Unfuck Your Habitat"" to be helpful if I'm having a hard time getting going. I hope this helps someone.",3.189605215501629,5.218995394422317,3.950382107931912,87.06114722926478,75.13545816733068,6.874393335747918,25.552517203911627,7.7669595915474945,1.3597115537848603,2016,71,403,29,44,642,255,502,0.064,0.8290000000000001,0.107,0.9718,1,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,0,1,3,10,13,15,3,0,34,2,27,7,6,8,5,77,68,32,0,5,15,0,1,2,2,6,0,2,2,2,28,29,0,0,11,3,4,14,10,6,1,2,14,3,42,10,51,45,9,79,1,2,0,1,24,27,3,11,31,239,70,4,0.06773876698233038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009265961302425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475141379614854,0.05417066748242716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103000343286972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364280140375309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395318935787225,0.0,0.0,0.07561886650755735,0.06916885473713963,0.07747510361435665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835094975494134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495165725400905,0.0,0.04368590081522941,0.06983569435950576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077259403491752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932027702048746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707283273167706,0.06472729473270211,0.0,0.0,0.06385808091506454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420450818437092,0.12382401166123044,0.0,0.0,0.07427206163980356,0.10466960667454343,0.06262339854721523,0.1769535496688204,0.06498119771277887,0.11549250694966814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060680629966373675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027076502350834,0.2270193381816499,0.0,0.0,0.06727987994436711,0.0,0.07816144231666182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168236443506707,0.11043227212678568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618747986056582,0.4073522407733995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478897320801114,0.05758907732714661,0.0,0.06409605917354651,0.18086461184340613,0.0,0.06805269614285905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406843753976237,0.07199558914147962,0.0,0.0,0.10448862611859096,0.06542252325850904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108044106085606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696153191936776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975002808880454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809617039022473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339518867914117,0.0,0.06688386032931204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386858633937423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066630723871002,0.0,0.06953287087512412,0.0,0.07614121223121897,0.0,0.0,0.17218451233056328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958916958392274,0.0,0.108192533627643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652680910205485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186224515429236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500262684323387,0.0,0.06655299463163424,0.0,0.1579960790725237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198035258311524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700909116993613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130364075151002,0.10867190586757636,0.0,0.06090528661598962,0.06279451563828628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862925825591504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086463510171986 adhd,6K6L,2019/07/12,"I feel like I never do things for myself. It seems like I only do things because they're expected from me, or because they're something that everyone does in life, like going to school (college), finding a job, or even socializing. Even though I know I need to do them to function and have a happy, normal life, it's like they're meaningless to me. Like I'd rather do anything else than be there doing them the moment I walk in or start that activity. I think it stems from a few things, but the first would have to be my inability to keep an interest in anything; school subjects, hobbies, music, people, jobs, and even video games. There just isn't a single thing that I can remember doing for an extended period of time that I've developed an adequate amount of knowledge regarding. It might also be the result of my short term memory loss (which is incredibly annoying, but not severe) or complications with medical procedures/drugs I've been exposed to (cancer related), but it never seems to get any easier. I'm tired of not having any constants in my life, besides only family and maybe musical instruments, to varying degrees of success. I have tried a lot of ADHD drug options, but they ever seems to make a big difference. I want to start becoming interested in the things I do, not feeling like I subject myself to them and only doing them because others want me to.",7.696563706563706,7.413308830115831,8.25434362934363,68.8335617760618,63.01544401544402,11.569884169884169,35.488416988416986,11.062562989136584,4.090439382239383,1093,44,186,27,14,365,143,259,0.073,0.792,0.135,0.9274,2,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,5,3,10,12,1,0,13,0,21,7,0,2,3,43,38,14,0,7,13,0,2,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,16,5,0,1,10,2,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,2,25,10,30,32,5,20,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,10,17,136,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054638980086932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021338784958174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642085536010562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508393997302426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343388324484872,0.11077832294253924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839341640460587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479674329812184,0.0,0.0,0.08777705135504063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264250560467514,0.0,0.08379145062426517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875031924349687,0.0907310671418024,0.0,0.09584514716442613,0.0,0.0,0.09455805604447644,0.0,0.10143383109390933,0.14331495860014534,0.0,0.0,0.09167639918499657,0.08531886651579781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240490608888965,0.0,0.0570052987728059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677589284085733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907326815934803,0.08915515432552537,0.0,0.0,0.055124671897969255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254388005449287,0.2940219627844283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527520907953537,0.0,0.0,0.06695396204396722,0.0,0.10076924585962856,0.0,0.0,0.10104612465801036,0.0,0.10640711133633272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437443739034898,0.1547218648439098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827700973397714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288580351682142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953843747782408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362532552185535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203026803971374,0.0,0.2739400600901832,0.0,0.11331541500143845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224769831636744,0.0,0.07721922312955819,0.0,0.0,0.14199193304016924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331889128371301,0.06427100572695063,0.09854855808579777,0.0,0.058488298918731016,0.11528514582772922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810009954819299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832426106187133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125336380760937,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ccrn93,2019/07/12,"Advice for loving someone with ADHD Hello, I have been with my SO for 7 years now. We dated in grade school/high school and broke up for several years. I dated other people, he says he tried but couldn't find anyone to replace me. Long story short, we were in a long distance relationship for and I moved in with him roughly 2 years ago. He has been on/off adderall trying to treat his ADHD. While he took himself off of his adderall, he got into lots of trouble. He recently got put back on his adderall, and his daily life is much better, however, he has been lashing out more lately and it is starting to get violent. I am trying my best to support him because he says I don't understand his ADHD, but I feel like I'm honestly trying my best to support him. Supporting him is taking a toll on my mental/emotional health. Just looking for advice/positive vibes/anything to help me right now because I feel like our relationship is going downhill, especially when I try to tell him how much I'm struggling too just trying to be supportive of him. Thanks",5.639249530956848,6.272566463414633,6.504390243902442,76.51606003752347,67.29268292682926,8.844277673545967,31.378986866791745,8.841846274778883,2.636542213883677,835,32,149,13,13,277,118,205,0.062,0.711,0.22699999999999998,0.991,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,0,3,9,17,1,1,2,0,15,3,0,1,0,22,34,10,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,11,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,7,6,29,13,28,25,6,31,0,1,1,1,31,11,0,1,18,98,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343700185858396,0.09315422951062076,0.0845032560995862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665613453403191,0.0,0.07844750465594275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330198607403361,0.0,0.11622314007657222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008345180429174,0.0843106034365884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723210298880408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964022416512451,0.13620587058787514,0.0,0.0,0.08712882371332142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980537919163041,0.0,0.05417757101779663,0.0,0.15248634782192866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133008865330324,0.0,0.0,0.06389690539201617,0.10072014295047196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753507262052547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067333571930706,0.09314570231463208,0.0,0.0,0.1687260296870483,0.0800522081315459,0.0,0.0,0.08104516238704347,0.08603799108019618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096069039192971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131945993813657,0.14015531764566724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608900779445885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583180428226856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412571919964127,0.20469497548613533,0.0,0.08141030006489229,0.0,0.15161862388016034,0.0,0.19295573091395926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769444377651753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077180841713971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747423662226111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996583913620934,0.0,0.0,0.432712106944415,0.0,0.0,0.07167541644001099,0.0,0.08332159932368383,0.08776597895334028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059138378792578,0.38833210866544604,0.0,0.0,0.09924067411922652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841659233797204 adhd,SmileAndLaughrica,2019/07/12,"Remember to double check your work rota so you know for sure what time you’re in today/tomorrow Sincerely, Someone who was 45 minutes late today because I thought I started an hour after when I actually did.",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692309,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,69.0,9.302564102564103,36.07692307692308,9.725611199111238,4.096292307692308,168,9,26,4,3,57,35,39,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,4,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.2776525354460332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344203672625452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801969646191046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636591013703258,0.0,0.3209533317121112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223080850753514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107465953340665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013862130829352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681587204257869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258787730120012,0.16590712974622002,0.0,0.5393873818168617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713548389674186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wntsmk,2019/07/12,"Meditation I really want to share this with you guys. &#x200B; Started to meditate couple of months ago, and since that I had couple of breakthroughs. &#x200B; Now I feel I don't have ADHD anymore. I can't explain it better. &#x200B; I had a lot of problem with alcohol, eating a lot, porn etc... But now I feel no need for these, and I mean it. I don't force or try not to do those things. I just find myself in this state. &#x200B; As a western person I never been a spiritual kind of guy, I still don't consider myself anything like that. &#x200B; But what I learned is so so important, and hardly explainable if you don't experiment with it. &#x200B; I do mindfulness meditation every day as an exercise. What changed this in me is basically I can let my thoughts just go when I don't want to focus on them. I just simply get not distracted by my mind. The other important thing is basically I learned how to welcome any feeling, emotion, or even distracting voices. My anxiety is just gone. Almost completely. When I feel any sensation what I don't like even heat I realise it first, then just say welcome to it and try to enjoy it. &#x200B; In the last couple of years my anxiety and my OCD was getting stronger, much stronger than me. But now when then visit me, I happy to see them and just keep riding with them, just let them go.",3.498970514742627,5.6294395900383165,4.6594069631850745,81.86868065967019,74.55555555555556,7.75752123938031,28.97234715975345,8.587818076936951,2.3719350658004332,1067,46,199,21,23,350,135,261,0.05,0.804,0.146,0.9713,0,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,4,2,19,12,0,2,7,0,21,4,0,1,1,48,40,22,0,5,15,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,19,10,2,1,11,1,0,5,11,3,0,1,6,8,38,9,26,32,4,27,0,0,1,1,16,4,0,6,19,153,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219393069905565,0.0,0.053249510466178734,0.06419786345804214,0.060152647782414914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556099789418413,0.5109517368574121,0.08170097664511174,0.0,0.09190863503928652,0.0,0.05957450686092279,0.0,0.0,0.04943349419931624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312811088386503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635473837223112,0.0,0.06298352940571025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994029811779746,0.0,0.03874096618695784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061467853039808014,0.0,0.06757203513771633,0.0,0.0,0.06699528742980497,0.07935294618435612,0.0,0.05061259220459985,0.0,0.0,0.058761178186677636,0.0,0.0,0.12149525148998855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054904005175382485,0.05109654753442535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276946434847998,0.0,0.06827971531758363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189599008516046,0.0,0.06394692881982149,0.05381201233948365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339405886375349,0.0,0.0625549297727776,0.0,0.048966060451719966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285378116835967,0.0,0.0586955258201803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214080313487847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654351671276283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130961205488155,0.0,0.047948273274002216,0.0,0.04415925727801695,0.04454204715387823,0.046330626767925515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052451870698795686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748004304568756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848316060611455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777104381433269,0.0,0.0,0.04786898347814247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049691532474207226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042518717444215835,0.0,0.04797295247129958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798172963049085,0.0,0.0,0.04768983725012138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156882799231838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086312180089946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109517368574121,0.03868389502437139 adhd,TheUnsmoteable,2019/07/12,"Back to work after 6 weeks off sick. I'm terrified. I've been signed off work for six weeks following my ADHD diagnosis. I've had a horrible time coming off my old anti-depressant meds to start on stimulants. For a couple of weeks I had awful vertigo and brain shocks. Really intense suicidal ideation. I'm just about starting to feel normal. I'm on titration week two with dex, and disappointed it hasn't solved everything like I hoped it would. I've had some bursts of good concentration, getting tasks done etc, bit it's not fool proof. I still get zoned in on my phone. It's 2:30pm and I'm still stuck in bed. It's not perfect. I'm dreading going back. My team has moved office space to a bank of desks in the middle of a big thoroughfare near the lifts. It's loud there, and outside the floor-to-ceiling windows it's a busy part of the city. So many distractions. Before I left to go off sick I'd stare at the computer for long periods of time and just not be able to even start. I'm worried it'll all be too much, that I'll be shit at my job, that my colleagues will be nice but awkward (they know why I was off), that I'll be thrown in the deep end by my well-meaning but inattentive manager and drown. I'm scared. But I also feel like weeks of sitting around is not helping me either. I have to try and be a normal person. I'd love some advice from anyone here who's been through going back to work after a period off sick. I know my manager will try and be receptive if I ask for things that could help but - what do I ask for? I'm only just coming to terms with having ADHD. Any assistive tech any of you have used that's helped at work? Should I ask for part time hours to ease me back in? How do I deal with the snappy irritation at work? It's always been there, but it's not helped now by coming on twofold as the dex starts wearing off..... ANY advice on how to do this and not break would be so, so appreciated. Thanks so much",1.811387656313027,3.708261074626869,3.2945609788893395,90.79372932634129,78.80099502487562,6.734005647438482,21.063869839989245,7.730073105063049,0.6946402312760522,1520,41,335,24,37,499,201,402,0.136,0.7809999999999999,0.084,-0.9356,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,1,7,24,16,1,4,15,1,32,8,3,4,3,53,65,23,2,8,16,0,2,2,0,6,4,1,2,1,19,16,0,0,4,1,1,8,7,8,0,2,9,4,24,8,59,41,11,66,0,1,1,1,15,28,1,4,30,202,43,11,0.08229027221999956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779383156997216,0.16082620324312652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580750096367717,0.0684720986233033,0.0,0.0,0.16788062088981992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753927168035448,0.0,0.0,0.07325578882664535,0.23079088846648985,0.0,0.0,0.2531045594472612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002296069428199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983966427059288,0.0,0.0,0.09186315882451608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126573491165922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570208634727663,0.09105262102543696,0.0,0.0,0.08483765730509188,0.07087649088196853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421151905333144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728847561400946,0.0,0.0917754059763784,0.05435194870326858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395719056395199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321686836091803,0.05878818691634154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598654165843213,0.0,0.14030237424807973,0.06902117610261442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206297394582947,0.0,0.0,0.08173280799449814,0.0810393420236668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081660397581044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044916307114724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940862154511645,0.0,0.0,0.08040574072897486,0.0,0.0,0.07282430139084893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427018350528211,0.0,0.0,0.08342942006213204,0.0,0.08963823066752888,0.09140594142248393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874615363258238,0.12098563704355005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125398979292044,0.0,0.0,0.08634979798113608,0.0,0.0,0.06258546016499351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822469137154445,0.0,0.0,0.07185269161873785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271725554697894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238691814627723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446978189084238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329819128920895,0.0,0.1314342353871394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001220155703782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576182661342594,0.0,0.0,0.054670000333941315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439523584769634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173938632408953,0.0,0.08038563871472336,0.0,0.0,0.07107237401516647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300414635109062,0.0,0.0739888373901792,0.0,0.07425417124548686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29954149124285817,0.08356976590427985,0.0,0.11691329672367012,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mulliganking,2019/07/12,"Should a 4-year old be taking guanfacine to treat ADHD? My son just turned 4-years old and was diagnosed with ADHD over a year ago. We've moved around a little bit and had a few different pediatricians. HIS SYMPTOMS DO NOT fit SEVERE ADHD, he hasn't been kicked out of preschool, he hasn't broken anyone's arms or anything. My wife babysits and he's been aggressive towards other kids, knocking over babies, etc...behavior is really up and down, but never really hurt anyone beyond a slight bruise here or there. Our newest pediatrician just put him on his first ADHD medication, this drug called guanfacine, and he hasn't reacted well the first few days, always drowsy/sleeping or staying up all night. I read on several places online that the FDA only approves guanfacine for 6 years to 17 years, so is it safe for my 4-year old to take it?",6.6400000000000015,7.5568187643312115,6.4667579617834425,76.66255732484079,65.17834394904459,9.082547770700637,29.712738853503183,9.120678840339163,2.4655177070063705,674,22,118,11,10,212,112,157,0.033,0.8540000000000001,0.113,0.9268,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,8,5,1,0,7,0,12,5,1,1,2,20,15,10,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,1,2,4,0,8,3,18,9,4,30,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,3,13,72,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160542781548902,0.0,0.09515909931637992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932361325003936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012291878303102,0.0,0.08833971886100596,0.09556406012142976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171981520526773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961612372881267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923172469986821,0.0,0.0,0.10895776295324144,0.0,0.11215766769339117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449165887120975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972337688083395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826233292657511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492015547760386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759267735822517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081436055589832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409582300086453,0.0,0.0,0.08279476516125676,0.0,0.0,0.10074049271038923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33793659523359565,0.0,0.0,0.08164434202037213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215766769339117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791617509528052,0.0,0.0,0.10737882638211302,0.0,0.13754203071787394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254938198061005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074273027325438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442057788249912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157752076758448,0.16142734342733325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676573003268595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965203408211469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147784168915461 adhd,spanishpeanut,2019/07/12,"The most ADHD moment I’ve had in a while. (Funny) We have self defense training for work in 40 minutes. I’m super excited and getting very bouncy and loud. I come back to my desk (intentionally in a quiet corner) and take out my coloring book and pencils to settle myself a bit. A coworker comes back to see what I’m up to. My response? I’M COLORING TO CALM DOWN BEFORE WE DO SELF DEFENSE! IT IS REALLY FUN DO YOU WANT TO COLOR WITH ME? I HAVE LOTS OF PENCILS!!! (Caps for excitement and volume, not anger) (It came out more like one long word than three complete sentences. My coworkers know me well enough to where they aren’t phased by this at all any more.) At least it’s easy to see the humor in it. Happy Friday, everyone!",0.7060653357531734,3.192834924137937,2.8483847549909282,88.23377495462799,89.41379310344826,5.5353901996370265,20.04537205081669,7.0608816371341465,0.7088620689655176,564,18,111,9,19,190,102,145,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,1,2,4,12,3,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,23,19,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,13,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,3,1,2,2,7,13,9,24,17,8,20,0,0,5,0,6,12,0,2,6,76,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283789125739157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922679248632166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922424000549111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170137856810626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746334371772696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734348701217712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273877232443274,0.1992426484672832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635159993262505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158163443183184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928273659533918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022902746103483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443541813942668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283897018743648,0.0,0.0,0.16817040884021248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155655554072135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876912253388814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173796725749902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028583230445968,0.0,0.3964850878028124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287877346330274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679450119590044,0.11208451002581336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708596278423343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834397058355674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,canaryellowsunshine,2019/07/12,"I have finished TWO long term projects today!! Just things at work that were hanging on, finalizing a file, writing instructions for a client...it's been months. And today I just DID IT. Thanks for letting me toot my own horn, and I'd love to hear what you're proud of today :)",1.8227777777777767,4.322238314814818,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,82.51851851851852,5.0814814814814815,21.962962962962962,6.42735559955562,0.3027629629629636,215,7,45,2,6,66,45,54,0.0,0.757,0.243,0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,3,6,4,2,11,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687838346128417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276542613892223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090090871119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713906816262246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145023200497796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958468875954784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589784067883534,0.0,0.0,0.16300867570634847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6977280201812172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396845881224702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862762578506444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vgn96186,2019/07/12,"Experience with Atomoxetine (strattera) My doctor started me on 10mg Atomoxetine and I have been on it for 5 days. He has asked me to take half of it(5 mg) for the first 7 days and then take the whole tablet. I have doubts regarding this dosage. Did everyone in this sub start taking such low dose and then gradually up it ?? I am also on Aripiprazole because my doc suggets a possibility of Bipolar also. I know Atomoxetine takes time to show effects but my depression has hit me worse since I started taking it. Zero motivation to study. I have exams starting Monday and I have almost f'ed up. I am also emotionally not well. Hope you guys share your experiences with Atomoxetine and anyone who has taken Aripiprazole. I am from India and I don't think there are many options available to me apart from Atomoxetine. So, I really hope it works and make me better.",3.7284549689440993,6.3851649937888215,5.6312694099378895,72.61162461180126,76.0807453416149,8.24860248447205,26.21156832298137,9.017664075816787,2.5078847826086954,688,26,120,17,16,236,103,161,0.107,0.807,0.086,-0.3783,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,2,0,5,7,8,0,1,3,0,14,3,0,3,0,21,31,14,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,1,3,3,0,21,5,18,27,1,19,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,5,11,85,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496412407057126,0.0,0.0,0.3233539612152243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424230343969976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260024345505865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216150329133487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920321404473945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384573280908613,0.0,0.11608704047465693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379544956479762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516109576259391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878942376797145,0.0,0.26368418467651106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464500791318565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345479716898226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677367254415953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407234418408813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899676451623799,0.13664720618940554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194580098129906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634442961610976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149258430592862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381595934211914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066942744675365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636249238953866,0.0,0.0,0.07859213051224842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118468414428345,0.0,0.0,0.15047864330808486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981224797815018,0.0,0.13735378277426044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tardis912,2019/07/12,"I sometimes have trouble remembering the names of people I’ve known a while and I need to know if this is normal Does this happen to anyone? I’m only 26 but I’ve noticed this happening to me in the past few years. I never forget close friends names. It is usually acquaintances or people I hung out with a few times but haven’t seen in 5+ years. It seems to get worse especially when I deactivate social media which makes me think I’m so used to seeing all of their names pop up on my feed that I rely on this and never store them in my longer term memory. I say I’m only 26 because this seems very concerning and I can’t help but be fearful something is very wrong with me. But, I wondered if this could be somewhat related to the fact that I have ADHD and am just not very good at learning and remembering names in the first place.",2.073023255813954,4.077480197674419,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,78.41860465116278,6.625581395348838,21.796511627906977,7.645422480735847,0.8565279069767442,662,19,138,10,16,220,103,172,0.126,0.841,0.032,-0.9524,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,1,6,0,11,1,0,2,4,42,27,15,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,9,1,0,9,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,3,17,2,19,23,5,22,0,0,2,0,10,11,0,7,11,88,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124779498354142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963377848549172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686185205778263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376833466931505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246957832543848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034321005449442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120369415841364,0.0,0.0,0.11008903090410886,0.0,0.07444623293046307,0.0,0.0,0.11951559986401335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201055921176857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955094405374826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830992307038256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511457277469147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565607503698854,0.21979735962254415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396119887316464,0.0,0.16222818246688844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674330217914625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602481783020834,0.1975721397272796,0.0,0.14887390025454056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32283150880001743,0.0,0.0,0.11331542469086847,0.0,0.0,0.11354774271686388,0.25943888393282216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452527355464113,0.0,0.10969736806820203,0.1409283149381248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130317407511017,0.0,0.0,0.08308828027713118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306741052273068,0.15693489978461253,0.3527126777081732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452658717529058,0.0,0.0,0.14521160739488195,0.0,0.15579272545768666,0.0,0.18352046107346925 adhd,ajago12598,2019/07/12,"Supplements to make me less stupid? So my boss, a neurotypical, has this little powdered drink shit ([Axio](http://www.lifevantage.com/products/axio-regular/)) and she says it really helps her energy and focus. If I'm already low on energy, focusing is even *harder* so my interest was piqued. Anyways, are any of y'all familiar with vitamins or supplements (doesn't need to be caffeine) that actually help you be more productive? &#x200B; I think it'd be great for us to share and see what products can help us because doctors, despite the rumors, aren't always super down with handing out much-needed medications. Or medications in doses significant enough to actually do things.",6.48718577075099,9.694651426086963,6.751620553359686,65.27754940711463,69.52173913043478,10.442687747035574,33.06324110671937,10.436869588844218,4.616130434782611,554,26,78,18,11,178,93,115,0.092,0.706,0.203,0.9036,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,2,0,1,4,7,2,0,2,0,12,8,2,2,0,13,17,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,10,4,12,12,3,6,0,1,1,0,12,6,1,3,0,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.3205536203805208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812454821264664,0.0,0.13666276580618072,0.17795648300152855,0.19957239366408694,0.11169040839190036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012059264911433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810897208037973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608949439981949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697062192981322,0.0,0.10848050207440828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107773549075928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302644911544225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461395070424573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096330226695436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309137125604756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073700173961895,0.2435671954736956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521783461606128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061208352763104,0.0,0.0,0.13087986297159526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859237926612342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091152980919223,0.10523984560062392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951265720130616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957239366408694,0.0 adhd,morganfreemonk,2019/07/12,"The you that you want to (can?) be vs. the you that you are now This might be something generally applicable to anyone with high hopes and dreams, but particularly I'd imagine with having ADHD. Anyone notice this vast distinction between who you want to be and what you can do so far? I feel as if I've gambled in every single academic subject there is, run into an interest in almost every skill or tool you can use, and developed a liking for collecting information and know how in general...only theres one problem, I usually quit or lose interest before things start to get useful. Currently I'm in organic chemistry over the summer (bad idea, chemistry and mathematics are my only weak points) but at the moment I'm procrastinating for a test I have in an hour. I do like chemistry, and I really do want to know it, I just can't focus on it at the moment. For whatever reason, I'm currently invested in building my own camper RV out of a small truck and also to learn some basic electrical, carpentry, and even welding skills while doing so. And I cant afford to just flunk or drop out of it for time and money reasons. This isn't the only time though. I feel like I'm in a battle against myself as well. I try to limit my consumption and ideas about the trade skills and stupid van idea, but in reality, it just leads to my mind going elsewhere and NOTHING being done. Just a collection of book knowledge on random things and projects that won't help me without committing to one or the other. &#x200B; Tl; dr I want to be a renaissance man or jack of all trades, but I'm really more like a extremely competent Jeopardy player without the life experience in most of what he can spout off about, just regurgitate facts.",7.270625836680052,6.9114381174698805,7.95273092369478,70.89702141900939,63.90963855421687,11.233199464524763,33.805890227576974,10.746095033038511,3.633549665327978,1373,51,247,32,18,460,187,332,0.095,0.7879999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.5937,3,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,7,0,8,17,15,2,0,18,0,24,3,0,6,4,72,43,32,0,7,18,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,16,19,0,1,13,2,5,3,6,7,1,2,1,2,23,8,48,35,6,39,0,2,0,0,12,23,0,12,16,177,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369365670016276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409680846605726,0.0,0.0,0.09111965922692923,0.0,0.12345649281804255,0.13845243156922968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934228624100102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951371061096249,0.0,0.0,0.09695655089600456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166025879535671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752578501179516,0.0,0.1920026948648164,0.0,0.0,0.1114574859124524,0.0,0.0,0.11522535540689186,0.08140044037446058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595301771020229,0.0,0.06475606550926205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763731580001129,0.12038635273738152,0.0,0.1131704669385543,0.1122102666267008,0.0,0.0,0.3858811452388463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523947567850874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048085421705448,0.2226659146092462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747234865982102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208748312996122,0.11504929609901428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933076158453676,0.1297241250905707,0.0,0.0,0.15442057567285694,0.17331658912081885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771235383459678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902744440655858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211917187867387,0.0,0.0,0.14598877910501504,0.2343034337097579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771839073208079,0.0,0.0,0.08064898453020919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139647387960875,0.0,0.11194778416443553,0.0,0.1328814056883232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735937890801428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681921987237733,0.1254914051378864,0.0,0.2688246098382976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024478600594635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196727261846255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845243156922968,0.0 adhd,ferdinandfoldvik,2019/07/12,"Why do I all of a sudden feel down? The day was good until now, but now I feel down. Why? Nothing really bad has happened today. I don't understand why I should be sad now...",-1.0540540540540562,1.018765756756757,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,94.13513513513512,5.122162162162162,15.508108108108113,6.742157984588678,-0.1915037837837832,131,3,30,2,5,46,27,37,0.10800000000000001,0.726,0.166,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210883743490143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707674781228462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677712992588057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220930727795536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341526944261611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540728989298053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696310890954237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509897144253479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27565545980104084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167946704106372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OMGmewtoo,2019/07/12,"In crisis. I need advice about appealing University's decision to remove me from study Hi I'll try to be brief. I am in my final year of studying biomedical sciences, and have had 3 repeat years. So far my inability to complete satisfactory work has been chalked up to depression and anxiety, and more recently BPD (which I never thought was accurate). I started struggled during A-levels, never understaning why I wasn't producing work to a level I know I could. This constant disappointment pushed me deeper and deeper into depression. I lost many friends and ruined relationship with staff at my university as I regressed into myself, blaming my short commings on simply being stupid and lazy. Today I've checked my final results and found I failed again and my university is no longer willing to have me on board. Turns out I've been working through one of the most difficult degrees out there with undiagnosed ADHD! What a laugh! I'm genuinely so panicked right now and am not sure how to process failing. I really, really adore this degree. Even tho the stress of deadlines tend to send me into spirals and ""episodes"". I want to finish with honors. I know as soon has my diagnosis is complete and I can start medication and therapy I'll be able to do well. Or at very least pass. At times when I'm hyperfocused on my uni work I always do well. Basically I'm asking for advice on what to put forward in my appeal letter. My university is unaware that I am in the middle of diagnosis. I think telling them will obviously help. If they do allow me to continue I would like to work from home, where I have family and life long friends that will support me. Has anyone else been through this? Any help would be so helpful.",4.918767319636885,6.973001583850932,6.06049689440994,73.6702054467272,70.42857142857143,8.92900143334926,31.32871476349737,9.466822959209583,3.1892480649784987,1378,61,235,32,26,459,191,322,0.166,0.718,0.11599999999999999,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,10,16,21,1,2,5,0,32,2,0,4,4,44,49,23,0,6,3,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,0,8,21,0,0,6,0,1,7,5,11,2,1,9,0,38,10,45,30,3,50,0,7,0,0,13,24,0,3,22,165,46,11,0.10778274214070008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953391069197445,0.21064809637862475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968387575651318,0.0,0.0,0.07329596068339182,0.0,0.0824535027232971,0.0,0.0,0.07536419937835719,0.1104361564983288,0.0,0.0,0.10076231430086804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357485906124529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260163089640813,0.11647485373345424,0.0,0.08605574923779936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566623574037164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003865067916186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118948466068142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160797687185152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361414512726453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817821351943555,0.16654535842250587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167335002826476,0.0,0.10811487843475208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184691526366134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613013828834954,0.052657203493348285,0.0,0.0,0.09538433506942336,0.0,0.0,0.11765759526008053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927478336035304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857977338717814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991953758716243,0.16625739066838666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303637551382967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835142564453967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809676910035756,0.0,0.10642245485704346,0.11571832849389732,0.0,0.09204587287326016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257835928383365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346476696229898,0.11267792422773194,0.0,0.0,0.12231057849798525,0.1015839589112514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420686734763564,0.0,0.12325895899701066,0.0,0.0,0.06906282908738062,0.0,0.08556745781058885,0.0628489837080942,0.0,0.10216543684413867,0.0,0.0,0.07317740686852645,0.1172366728555436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893205018799176,0.06357305386914118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381925874289976,0.0,0.0972571602488708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923355998234652,0.0,0.0,0.15313153515761407,0.0,0.0,0.13881710428519956 adhd,love_jacques,2019/07/12,What is everyones experience with Vyanese? I just got my first prescription for medication for my ADD and it’s vyanese. just wondering what everyones experience is with it? what should i expect??,4.5636363636363635,8.046465969696971,5.22036363636364,69.39054545454547,86.27272727272728,11.124848484848485,33.872727272727275,9.888512548439397,5.393065454545456,159,9,25,7,5,51,21,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753317275589119,0.0,0.5889686942509168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560726980871138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407769249322503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032758735447155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32647552848060946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beefnfries,2019/07/12,"Absolutely stunned and shocked. Discriminated and devastated. So, I’ve been in the recruitment process for my dream job 3 times. This process is generally about 6 months, it’s includes cognitive testing, physical tests, group performance, personality profiles, and a panel interview. This is the first time I’ve passed the panel interview. I’ve been told tonnes of times that if you pass that you’re in. But you have to pass the medical assessment first. So you all know. This work place is a shift work environment, I currently work shift work and have done for 7 years. My treat meant is concerta for 12 hour shifts, Ritalin for the 4 hours after my ‘post night shift’ sleep and before starting my next night shift. My psychiatrist has written two letters describing my treatment for me to submit to the medical stage. Last Tuesday, my psych got a call from the doctor reviewing my paperwork for the medical stage. He was told: - adult ADHD doesn’t exist - my medication means I’m too unstable for working shift work - that he’s not going to pass me. He was also inflexible, and not willing to engage in a discussion with my psych. I’m floored. How can this opinion still exist, particularly from a medical professional. Especially one gatekeeping my dream job. It’s a few days after the phone call and I’ve been given the formal no. I will be disputing his decision due to lack of fairness... I’ll be honest. I’m a straight white male in a predominantly white country, I wasn’t expecting everything to go perfectly, but I was hoping to be able to openly express my ADHD and it’s stable treatment to this doctor. But I was wrong. It’s a great reality check, but holy shit. Have you had this kind of thing before? How have you dealt with this feeling misery and this inequity. Not going to edit this because ADHD. Tldr; apparently adult adhd doesn’t exist and now I can’t do my dream job.",4.29175,6.777432557142857,5.397910714285715,75.8431517857143,73.42857142857143,8.946428571428571,29.223214285714285,9.516144504307137,3.0796642857142857,1505,64,263,40,32,496,182,350,0.081,0.8390000000000001,0.08,-0.1177,5,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,0,10,9,10,1,0,19,0,29,10,2,2,2,35,46,20,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,17,13,0,0,5,3,1,7,8,3,0,4,16,3,27,7,32,25,3,40,0,0,2,0,24,8,1,3,22,158,44,21,0.08790514461857063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225796050919832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029771239221692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358616025342671,0.0,0.1496016071011456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795219620798591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566915460678077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799492807540378,0.0,0.08995748295912802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790034758267254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044447482373215386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954414221238446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987555838475913,0.0,0.07030577443925679,0.09691573227439616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730964320582317,0.17313772061268987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616968761428051,0.0,0.0,0.09153968091213407,0.04831036856422929,0.07165442540749711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575447276582068,0.0,0.4427759255647716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016504777054408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934881185639725,0.16498604673344355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059566800996567464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675538162144559,0.09184216647010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418882931826271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902333677200911,0.0,0.0,0.08796862866271947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221971380632061,0.0,0.07020116204409492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058400272061372965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377459022460693,0.0,0.0,0.16799426555051472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587055317525798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839759533652333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611047605961924,0.0,0.05660803105098289 adhd,m33kup,2019/07/12,"Almost 6 months on 50mg Vyvanse Tl;dr 50mg Vyvanse + 10mg Dextroamphetamine combo doesn’t work as well as it used to, but I’ve been staying up and my appetite left once again. And my attention span is short. Don’t know if I should ask for a different medication or just adjust my dosage or what, and I just hope I’m not being an amphetamine fiend. I was diagnosed with ADHD in October last year. Started with Concerta, made me feel really strange and emotionless. Adderall XR didn’t do much until I was on 20mg, but when it did, my appetite was gone and my focus still wasn’t great. And it wore off within 3-4 hours. Adderall IR at 10mg was better, I went back to eating but still not feeling there mentally. Switched to Vyvanse and worked a little too well at first. 30mg and I was really talkative and I just started a new job too. Wouldn’t last me the whole 8 hour shift so I got 10mg booster Dextroamphetamine. In the beginning, it was baaad. My appetite went downhill yet again, and for whatever reason (I think because of the time duration) my psych still bumped me up to 50mg. I’ve been really productive though and didn’t take the booster dose all the time. I slowly regained my appetite and found motivation, but these past 2 weeks it feels like it doesn’t work the same anymore. When I focus, it’s not on what I intended to focus on, and I really can’t tell if the hyperfocus is from the Vyvanse or ADHD. For some reason I can’t sleep and I’ve been sleeping at 3am nightly. My appetite is nonexistent again. And going through issues with my bf right now (which started after those symptoms) is only exacerbating these issues. I won’t see my psych for another 3 weeks, but what should I suggest at this point? The past appointments have just been him asking me if I’m ok and telling him I have no worries and the dosage would stay the same. He diagnosed me with depression and social anxiety before, but the medications seemed to help with that. He brought up a while ago that I may be bipolar and I should just watch out with my mood swings. I don’t know if it’s just a lack of dopamine making me feel like this.",3.8733073529411786,5.269492762352947,4.832511029411767,84.07123713235295,71.96470588235293,8.230147058823531,27.63419117647059,8.751876143730069,2.0103073529411764,1684,61,339,31,32,549,208,425,0.051,0.866,0.083,0.9294,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,6,24,10,0,0,18,1,36,10,2,7,1,79,66,40,0,11,22,0,4,2,1,7,7,0,0,0,19,26,1,0,14,0,0,5,15,1,2,1,22,6,40,8,40,35,7,63,0,1,2,0,12,22,0,12,36,222,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150038402302414,0.0,0.07929232505938771,0.0,0.08957158966138336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379647580987904,0.06842926161667219,0.0,0.0887106965287375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724797706980254,0.0,0.0,0.06878178635425915,0.0,0.05452809410985196,0.0,0.07611564695452043,0.0,0.0,0.07911155240892351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704344266305406,0.18158041469282796,0.0,0.0934565617847998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915300242437119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091510870198532,0.12780667472650892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608640945319955,0.0,0.0980776755773588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083668689652101,0.0,0.07154160452921547,0.09861931038146272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995667417432806,0.0,0.0,0.08884436613687542,0.1761811236126083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672582011246505,0.0887656553052902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831912983104524,0.14582792398369376,0.0,0.0,0.09718805095846417,0.0,0.0,0.08740183096746892,0.08965273534939514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464007001579328,0.05970879336105577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022360418876054,0.09014489897117016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139840417675426,0.0,0.06575628868351031,0.0,0.0,0.0863916911680497,0.0,0.08394308008398818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526168767968406,0.0,0.06803101073093944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078093299201091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455947969836873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229216701027196,0.1839396851029973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639009754038747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128033600650889,0.08143222567619875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902987039003776,0.09118335202338697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899402230281362,0.19068431122446347,0.21430545979359966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929731482284112,0.06725551986340754,0.0,0.1563670713529807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731616297087384,0.08788450020195762,0.0,0.1043184196294426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725636955536208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350332672523375,0.0,0.16085318785517105,0.16584271385052435,0.0,0.09986810483166347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536272819324335,0.09084115745139458,0.0,0.06354295169380522,0.0,0.0,0.05760308314541025 adhd,bgchv,2019/07/12,"Going through customs with medication in Europe Hello. I am going on vacation outside of EU which means I am taking two months supply of medication (I will be in the countries where Elvanse/Ritalin and even Bupropion are not prescribed, and maybe not even sold) from my doctor in Germany and a letter from him saying that the confiscation will pose danger for my health. Still, I am anxious. Please, share your \*experience\* of travelling with medication especially if you are a savvy in Ukraine, Poland, Latvia, Russia and beyond. Not going to the US!",6.353749999999998,8.927900208333337,6.667083333333334,68.63625,67.75,8.966666666666667,31.79166666666667,9.516144504307137,3.4658791666666664,444,19,66,10,8,143,68,96,0.059000000000000004,0.894,0.047,-0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,5,2,1,0,5,0,8,5,0,0,0,11,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,1,0,1,1,1,10,1,16,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957680762968013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989405248177324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25675212629168964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190125989875454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313858451389852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066006063367244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526548363103746,0.2117201578784325,0.0,0.5874060155577677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551400635650508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213354093741529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545666249871565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521991487096892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461380789531241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986608719403286,0.0,0.23379682426505155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crutnacker,2019/07/12,"Grief and ADHD. I lost my father almost a year ago and mentally I’ve felt adrift. During that time I’ve been trying to sort out my emotions, and I discovered a thread on Twitter about ADHD that made me wonder if indeed I’ve had it since I was a child. Disorganization, hyperfocus on my interests, doing okay in school but losing my way in “real life”, not being able to start or finish something (but usually doing pretty good in the middle), and other things I’ve read are me 100%. What I’m curious about is if anyone here has experienced grief of losing someone close to them and what it did to you. Also, I started on an antidepressant (Zoloft) because of severe panic attacks I started to have, and I’m wondering what medications might help me if I truly have ADHD without retriggering panic.",10.866710816777044,7.633249986754969,11.182615894039738,59.71334988962478,59.066225165562926,13.245474613686536,39.0739514348786,11.20814326018867,4.4005487858719645,632,21,105,12,6,217,99,151,0.18,0.696,0.124,-0.8898,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,4,11,1,2,5,1,13,3,0,1,0,24,23,13,2,3,8,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,7,2,15,3,17,14,0,18,0,5,0,0,5,9,0,9,8,74,24,2,0.12970062971336455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676248567897501,0.0,0.11497178255270728,0.0,0.1298764454407892,0.0,0.0,0.1037215467222308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068969598543372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755319048980212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790643000355458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589575120003767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453294429967035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878673459887324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869355981249315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161139046986512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29020365702607104,0.14158355867279573,0.0,0.0,0.12272587186481533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065973923791613,0.13070772883739634,0.13759187170532405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30435148681364266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195216863656056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297357285457634,0.1476277116953014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126396165607074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465247937596237,0.0,0.10728970118822063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098949226616818,0.0998498813527996,0.0,0.0,0.27540831982979097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616733519589369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756294802106977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805821380243946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284691966232596,0.0,0.0,0.1029503227990872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502677866591874,0.2813096005313977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352295313322428 adhd,boricuaPrincessAmber,2019/07/12,"I think my mom might have undiagnosed ADHD. My mom always makes a point of telling me how normal all of my problems are. The other day she asks me if I think she might have ADHD. So I started going through the battery of questions with her oh, and it turns out: maybe. I'm trying to convince her to see a specialist. Anyone else have any experience with parental family members potentially being ADHD and not realizing it?",4.0662857142857165,6.3056832000000025,5.387142857142859,76.79500000000003,73.25,7.571428571428572,28.92857142857143,8.418075326091056,2.386107142857143,336,14,58,6,7,112,57,80,0.035,0.9390000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,18,16,5,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,1,9,13,1,5,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,4,2,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580887884396449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879913142987534,0.0,0.0,0.10526369421153793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823398675581228,0.15860243455642062,0.0,0.0,0.14470938564308644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982786952173978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930863998428166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141602820783928,0.14592388048629704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797171550667153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332469134932752,0.0,0.15550911265136658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32841915849521397,0.0,0.3625804403905709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166304409035333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718779137628913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463282315497656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481147942872065,0.0,0.0,0.17340217945729114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123348979313868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956239337886801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352948073079208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836859916033575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509343363511264,0.16836896831397088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThePathOfDopamine,2019/07/12,"Motivational content for entrepreneurs & creators is fantastic for ADHDers! Even though I’m neither a creative (most of the time) nor an entrepreneur the mindset that their motivational content conveys really helps me and I find myself going back to those videos and podcasts every time things get rough. Maybe that helpful mindset is the reason why ADHDers are 3 times more likely to start a company? Just think about what is addressed in that type of content: - Impostor syndrome. Many creatives and entrepreneurs get “the evil voices” on a regular basis. The thought that maybe their business idea sucks in reality and that’s why they haven’t found success so far. - Failure is part of the game. Every successful person has failed many times before they hit their gold mine and will continue to fail afterwards. The important thing is to always keep going! - Your own perspective is as important as everyone else’s. Many great ideas have been belittled and not been taken seriously until they were successfully implemented. - Managing distraction. That us a huge part of it. How to keep at your goals when your inbox is flooded and the internet has so much great content to offer? - Lateral thinking. Many entrepreneurs have their own takes on certain topics and their own life philosophies. The benefits of these very individual takes are discussed in depth rather than rejected from the get go. My personal favorite is Chase Jarvis (Creative Live). He has interviews with many successful creatives and entrepreneurs and I just like how calm and interested he is in exploring the career paths and lives of his peers. Other names to google from the top of my head: Gary Vaynerchuck (aka Gary Vee), Seth Godin,...",6.615535289452815,9.580928154639178,5.805927835051545,73.37171490880255,68.14089347079037,9.013005551149881,33.529077451757864,9.565088089820216,3.7616803066349465,1387,65,207,33,26,420,180,291,0.085,0.745,0.17,0.9771,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,3,8,10,12,19,2,1,17,0,21,2,1,5,1,35,40,22,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,13,13,0,2,11,2,0,4,4,7,0,0,6,2,20,12,31,32,9,26,0,3,0,0,24,11,1,1,13,136,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578378735605965,0.11170402564576926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927414283707822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772675134855126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612313415911693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680936630203101,0.0,0.173724957364914,0.09851225162286137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422749895617356,0.0,0.0,0.11303899004313528,0.0,0.0,0.16158956757751966,0.0,0.17577479411375066,0.0,0.0,0.2273264976692516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580581553294054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138205597861374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232764738195443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327218969832293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281946212991254,0.10073459268200953,0.0,0.18207058457217784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226137195839932,0.2071467486390217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578711891378431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232849486668523,0.0,0.0,0.18003818030150442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604567306628477,0.10599943417549272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297158724203723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503010232311512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698425424940716,0.13211897890596,0.1012908909677337,0.08184638033876541,0.24046346384926684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401129756282273,0.0,0.0,0.08506465647378167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605546388950406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lifeanalyser,2019/07/12,"Medications, atomoxetine and Acne Has anyone ever experienced a side effect of acne on atomoxetine? I also had my period stopped for 6 months while I was on this tablet. When I came off it and went onto elvanse my acne disappeared and my periods came back. Anyone else had similar experiences or any other side effects? Also what medications are people taking? And have people noticed any positive effects. I am taking elvanse and the difference is very subtle - I'm wondering whether it is the placebo effect...",5.3709612983770345,8.492375134831462,7.6239700374531845,58.01575530586769,72.93258426966294,9.798252184769039,32.36079900124844,9.994966539143718,4.572130087390762,413,20,53,13,9,146,60,89,0.05,0.909,0.040999999999999995,0.327,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,4,1,16,16,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,0,6,10,0,18,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,8,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901136587486977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670167000279306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536630077798688,0.1858546090589746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947705184047296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149217060835887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951304413284867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152735075877471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407686145885242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743338433950545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654609500085496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478308064576084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065127376314679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515047807005735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164944274258862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727641175886843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966503674684148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814954963482096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670878431329447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TinyFemale,2019/07/12,"Career satisfaction/Crisis of confidence I am SPIRALING TONIGHT. So I am a healthcare recruiter and I really like what I do, I talk to people, make sure they are a fit for a job, hopefully help them get hired and manage them on temp contracts. It’s not super competitive or sales-y. It’s a lot of Different projects. I like my coworkers, my boss seems to really get adhd because literally 5 of my coworkers have it. The problems are: there is no growth, besides commission. This is my first job out of school and it involves a lot of cold calling (100 calls a day). My pay sucks, and according to Glassdoor I’m underpaid by 10-15k a year. A ton of people have left (when I started there was 18 people in the office and now there is 10). My benefits suck, and they have no work culture. They have replaced my existing team with people from India, and while our outsourced team is getting better, they suck but my boss constantly sings there praises. I live with my aunt who is a SAINT. And as much as I like living with her and just nailing my student loans as much as I can (I impulse spend a little) I don’t really have any privacy, and I’d like to move out. I’m frustrated with my life and but I’m like wow I love my job, I love my aunt! I’ve started applying around and I want to do HR administration stuff and internal Talent Acquisition, preferably in healthcare but nothing that interest has opened up in my 5minutes of looking. I don’t know I think that my boyfriend triggered this (unintentionally) because he just started a great job at a company with great benefits and he’s a straight university hire. He’s got imposter stuff going on even though he went to a great school and he’s there with Ivy League kids. We were talking about benefits and I was embarrassed to tell him that I really don’t have any and today I also found out that I use my personal cell for work and the other recruiters get 50 bucks a month toward there phone plans and I don’t! They told me that I just had to use my personal cell! Also one time in a meeting I got frustrated and cried and it was very embarrassing so that’s pretty up there as well. That was 2 weeks ago. Anyway I woke up in the middle of the night and caught a negative wave and I am going to try meditation and try going back to sleep.",3.108761904761902,5.014551685714292,4.520439560439558,83.43289377289378,75.0,8.007326007326007,26.83150183150183,8.768130331264683,2.071336996336996,1807,69,360,38,39,600,224,455,0.08900000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.187,0.9944,5,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,7,9,23,30,5,2,22,0,30,4,1,6,1,61,64,40,0,4,8,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,19,36,0,0,5,3,5,7,8,8,1,2,13,2,55,22,50,51,5,47,2,0,1,2,40,22,3,5,23,237,74,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244161308067903,0.0,0.07555989395633787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363323921280641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593190392529228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588144802427105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554410504626765,0.0,0.10392271901462743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538763059681282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407862714875869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211388613260224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093631861156213,0.05497258606183522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905739480705725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630004995652695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725048865132453,0.0,0.09346098453487024,0.0,0.0,0.17813700176191052,0.0,0.14533114023768573,0.0,0.1363480273190396,0.2819313708693524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713440663007231,0.0,0.0,0.08466230343091165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33834919063397983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684553655318529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261323613281143,0.0,0.06020735519102094,0.2082191774092087,0.08543262126343593,0.15053651914672686,0.0,0.07157992054485954,0.0,0.0,0.14493557191269402,0.15386440197226442,0.0,0.056898194008603124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803755400294681,0.0905963628149059,0.12532204588948764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999172965055569,0.0,0.08178983759630808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776065959279712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363780356460537,0.14885612104658874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671946844797837,0.0,0.08156292741689053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842706226188527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253435239163314,0.0,0.07759906563609681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530130760799652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099939810441928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515823715933275,0.0,0.0,0.08033745417241357,0.0,0.0,0.13702496200958322,0.07450329726644525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461818899647297,0.0837476200968012,0.0,0.04970398281920618,0.0,0.08079731473786382,0.0814502325428254,0.0,0.11574438786919855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723954901518396,0.0,0.07033171952550514,0.05027661213986047,0.0,0.06837418464913972,0.0,0.07664077076673298,0.07901810082244087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411110418943505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054891603326872124 adhd,ADHD-Buddy,2019/07/12,"ADHD Buddy - A dedicated app I am currently designing + developing. # - Project ADHD Buddy - # Hi. I'm a professional UX designer and developer with ADHD and for the longest time have wanted an app that works specifically for people like us to help manage it. &#x200B; * I'm sick of forcing to-do, calendar, Pomodoro apps **designed for neurotypical** people to work for me so decided to make it myself. **Free for everyone!** * I would love to get some **help from this community** on your ADHD and what **features would you like to see** in the app: # 7 Question Survey, 3 Minutes: # [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/MDYWZ2D](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/MDYWZ2D) &#x200B; **Thank you for your time. Let's do this.**",3.707076964333602,4.801815663716816,4.646339501206762,67.84965942611964,126.87610619469028,6.3254491820863485,24.66318047733977,6.850034144686104,2.5924005899705023,562,24,78,14,33,181,78,113,0.028999999999999998,0.838,0.133,0.8977,1,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,4,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,16,11,1,5,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,2,5,47,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322323376739626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849976042354417,0.3196155212019373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567029495153134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871229477899353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763063777456184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448522006638275,0.0,0.12850529518536255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869938350531264,0.0,0.08778873429871452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182354896556522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473293330025827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480215938310926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108334311050235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337744254741728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581989659692786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775722361929163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149213677254776,0.0,0.0,0.18685205273104455,0.0,0.3196155212019373,0.0 adhd,bobhoper,2019/07/12,"Tips for learning with ADHD So what tools, techniques and advice has helped you prepare for exams? What general advice does not work for people with ADHD? What are specific things specifically work for people with ADHD? In my experience the following things work well for people with ADHD: 1. Work groups: interaction is interesting. Scheduling meetings provides scaffolding. Preparing quiz questions and explaining answer to self-devised questions helps things sink in. 2. Speed reading: Working through a book is boring. Skimming through it first, jotting down key words and then asking yourself specific questions before your read each chapter really helps. 3. Notes, notes, notes during class. They help focus, provide a doodle outlet when I can't and make me look engaged. I rarely reread them, but it helps keep me head in the room. 4. Try to work 3 hours a day really well, and then accept that the rest will be half-arsed. That's ho my life is and always will be. So focusing on the few good hours, not wasting my best hours on BS, and letting me go a bit on the rest. But I really want to hear what worked for you!",3.888520441271901,6.96575995024876,4.079952411853778,81.37672290720312,78.8507462686567,6.679731775903092,25.654553320354747,7.893859768569023,1.9614562405364484,894,34,145,16,23,277,127,201,0.028999999999999998,0.83,0.14,0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,2,9,5,8,0,0,9,0,11,3,1,1,0,28,20,14,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,11,12,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,2,14,7,22,15,6,20,0,0,1,1,19,8,0,3,10,91,25,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396455052159412,0.17873792325968627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760980515759624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549826516639951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782163803289005,0.0,0.09597658861547256,0.0,0.09984539020546386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898103721079689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003306061902933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946073312816502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779174522719481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051976096962248426,0.07670828154086665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093859418610686,0.0,0.10307665560735303,0.0,0.3065024592143588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701948451847324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128958264697889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935191368693523,0.06459751143762582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679933326137034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061047055240837735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021055832136974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073522588832725,0.0,0.18295989539336616,0.0,0.17576562624262346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540771779949099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227631058708052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062092076586820526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053942645669213335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644584137763565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660633167562178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zedruu,2019/07/12,"Help regarding current med shortage Does anyone have any tips on actually getting your meds from the pharmacy? I’ve currently been using cvs and finally got my medication covered by my employer insurance. But does this mean I’m going to be spending every month hunting down the one CVS (after going to 5 or more) that actually has my medication in stock? The pharmacy I got my meds from last month wouldn’t even take my prescription this month. She just said to find another store. This is really starting to stress me out and not to mention I feel like I’m being judged now. The last time I was on meds for ADHD I went through mail in because of my parent’s insurance. I will have to do research to see if that’s possible now with this controlled substance, what with my state cracking down on laws. I feel like laws have changed and those of us on a stimulant are made to feel like drug addicts. I’m considering just using GoodRx and going to all the pharmacies listed there. Feels like a waste that I finally got Caremark to cover my medication though. :(",5.6196162046908285,6.944925990049755,6.270977256574272,75.67444029850748,67.70646766169153,9.921961620469084,32.76510305614784,10.125756701596842,3.461832693674486,848,37,152,21,14,277,123,201,0.054000000000000006,0.8809999999999999,0.065,0.3174,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,7,0,13,5,0,5,1,28,36,8,0,2,6,1,4,4,0,2,5,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,0,2,4,2,1,0,1,8,6,19,4,29,24,2,28,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,18,95,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.1940795303349036,0.10840502587378484,0.11950838046935228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762307653203732,0.1042722297961518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695312398503449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061811928726887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519506055676273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153118510336353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404242909546544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531962557764808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567963533870941,0.0,0.0837830669026948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112079505424574,0.28416178415012355,0.0,0.21786482205716956,0.09088698559914712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051953654237818864,0.0,0.1695433006105785,0.0,0.2385954023233165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665299579048864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211486272837056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432678519216726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409318158752852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083200592271747,0.44182473995153293,0.3005280887432105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381178208386244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738358246409394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041711393101497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210443236930644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370424985654488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459086419372197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924135221330758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038462945831402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390896998220965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476702042059301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976999692307554,0.0,0.057984663760826324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961490160071117,0.17176965019073098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218251229231138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,darksteel1335,2019/07/12,"Getting tired after 10 hours on Ritalin I’ve been taking Ritalin for 10 days (6 days on 5 mg then 4 on 10 mg) and the past two days I’ve been getting tired at dinner time and really wanting to sleep. I get 7-8 hours sleep every night and this sleepiness has only been occurring past two days. Is this a common thing with Ritalin? Should it resolve itself after I increase to 20 mg next week?",6.703500000000003,5.357258350000002,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,65.5,10.5,32.5,9.516144504307137,2.80625,308,10,61,5,4,104,52,80,0.078,0.86,0.062,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,7,11,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,10,7,1,21,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,16,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311979207967336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083311977453655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261990715325471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292229191032391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776849080710888,0.15686121927871394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712694460748014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191317896827217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708211792501504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33454626311774033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567781451958188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110486379076158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746791802213232,0.3842342263473876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265672446342268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985908257755334,0.0,0.13407958570348874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,selement,2019/07/12,"Admitting adhd gives me issues makes me use it as an excuse. Let's say i get late to work a few times it is because i am forgetting my keys where my phone is etc. Last second so i end up late. Other times i get late because i was just late like to lazy to get out of bed. But if i admit that adhd makes me be late sometimes i will also use it as an easy out. So i end up blameing everything on myself cause i think blaming adhd is a slippery slope, but that makes me close up about it aswell. I find it hard to find a balance. Wondering if some people feel the same and how you cope with the balance. (If you have a better example than me pls share because there problably is)",1.3290209790209782,3.055190993006996,3.1405594405594397,92.1385314685315,79.62937062937063,5.798601398601399,21.48951048951049,6.67199483983844,0.3486755244755244,524,15,116,5,13,175,87,143,0.04,0.856,0.10400000000000001,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,8,3,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,7,0,28,24,12,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,20,3,16,20,4,18,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,11,80,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40513288519496704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986051290972134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549515829345436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938021400100842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543271436848285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990490893633501,0.0,0.1253198333437284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009889599227744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681655103253602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054043214813076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761226598095105,0.10779346143099597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065950422767486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728282025342628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159477883780964,0.6337790321759227,0.0,0.0,0.1149037191444029,0.0,0.05489724573175785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250191968661606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790170476798337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935940838735418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113465693000568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200076813458685,0.0,0.0,0.13104517041245192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409945338114365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185811814914928,0.08180511840339601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,muttileone,2019/07/12,"Coffee addiction withdrawal symptoms when starting methylphenidate medication? Hi I was wondering if any of you were addicted to coffee and then had to quit because of starting Ritalin medication. Did you have withdrawal symptoms or did the new stimulant replace the old one?",10.416742424242422,12.78383325,9.43909090909091,53.51196969696972,57.40909090909091,14.048484848484847,51.03030303030303,13.023866798666859,8.24499393939394,229,16,27,9,3,72,34,44,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.1431,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,0,5,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783750529918219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920522622792093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374931555329458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420617316686927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119059862965312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302321925107665,0.0,0.14867680060134053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336782588820304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105967696196367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560986457855408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793903514436784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bbbbbbbbbbbbbbv,2019/07/12,"On and off meds? Most days I can keep a handle on my ADHD because I've delt with it for so long. But other days it's like all my ADHD comes out at once. My question is, do any of you take your meds only when you think you need them instead of everyday? And if so, does it still work the same as taking them everyday?",2.057391304347824,2.76249155072464,3.8151884057971017,92.2888695652174,75.52173913043478,6.679420289855073,21.046376811594204,6.742157984588678,0.1843889855072467,243,5,58,2,5,82,53,69,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,2,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,9,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,10,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,8,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917943117450185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913938190168434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247261745874172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625031380097533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639084285585407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790524570228483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186358725662333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996036177742404,0.0,0.0,0.1810702431746688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545432149674826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171306792443595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789915974491306,0.0,0.1556124023827291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920601685901956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339895136993748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076771286211253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110353233663527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895591066270847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway25481010,2019/07/12,"I have my first hospital appointment to see if I have ADHD in 2 hours. I am shit scared. Like fully scared, I’m worried that I’m going to forget half the shit that I wanna tell them then they won’t properly diagnose me. I’m scared that if they come to the conclusion I don’t have ADHD then I’m fucked because I’m going to get no help and be like this for the rest of my life and it really is fucking my life up. I am terrified to go to this appointment.",0.456969696969697,2.3542884848484853,3.1699898989899005,89.9683181818182,83.34343434343434,7.192323232323233,20.001010101010106,8.238735603445708,0.9785628282828288,356,10,81,8,10,125,57,99,0.27899999999999997,0.6509999999999999,0.07,-0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,2,0,9,4,3,3,0,9,7,2,0,0,8,22,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,7,0,2,0,1,13,2,11,20,1,10,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,2,6,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023423541430328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020398599745794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419232691308362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989810841412264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238250379578646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950013988294034,0.08745476873790357,0.0,0.2853960970307581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219850495718207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484619054699826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364661029420071,0.1635573503719989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723481380776984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027620881974179,0.0,0.13338877185753312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436484407036437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463069113817642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699934526887169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikyuo,2019/07/12,"adderall xr 20mg help writing this at 0314 am &#x200B; so, basically, 5'4"", female, 120lbs &#x200B; took 20 mg adderall xr by accident (thought they were two five mg as usual; they were ten mg instead) i literally cannot stop chewing my cheek. i cant sleep, everything feels horrible &#x200B; does anyone have tips on how to manage? i have to work today, so i dont know what to do",7.232837837837838,6.834404581081082,7.411486486486485,74.87641891891893,64.0,10.102702702702704,37.41891891891892,9.516144504307137,3.5048216216216224,305,14,56,5,4,99,55,74,0.09,0.847,0.063,-0.461,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,2,1,0,6,13,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,1,7,0,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655634773044315,0.5221142607511701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014857214157108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534006874806958,0.0,0.1678625252919887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872437933743824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242054253603371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600292432211638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871453937840069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333175860021524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197452895450568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370728797227217,0.0,0.0,0.1357637008892402,0.0,0.15913193448422885,0.0,0.0,0.13991325755199666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577457602383123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427192339791656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221142607511701,0.0 adhd,two-eyedraven,2019/07/12,"What's it like for girls with ADHD? I am not diagnosed with ADHD. However, I am trying to seek help from a doctor about my situation. I'm 19(female) and a current sophomore at college. Up until last march, I did not suspect I had ADHD. Only because ADHD is apprehended as hyperactivity etc. Up until a relative of spoke of their ADHD, I did not think I had it. The symptoms of theirs resembled a lot of my problems. I'm not asking for a diagnosis. But I would like to know if any of my problems are similar to those who are properly diagnosed with ADHD. To make easy, I am going to list all the symptoms I've had in my life. Early Childhood: \-never completed my homework or class activities \-day dreamed in class a lot \-very shy \-late to school Early Adolescents \-never finished projects (A. either too eager to start the next one or B. just didn't finish it) \-got off task in class a lot \-excelled in things I had interested (hyper focus kinda) \-missed the bus \-very shy \--late to school High School/ College \-never did my homework unless i crammed it in the morning \-whenever i came across something i was interested, I would fixate on it for hours or days maybe. (ex. musical artist, tv shows, career i'm interested in, or event) \-i would always make detailed list/plans but never execute it \-hid my report card \-got called home a lot about missing assignments (like essays projects etc) \-skipped classes that i was not prepared for (didn't finish my homework) \-start something with a lot of energy and then slowly lose interest before its complete \-lots of missing assignments \-messy book bag \-failed a few classes that i had absolute no interest in ( didn't write a final paper etc) \-never complete essays unless I'm pressured in class to do so \-terrible time management skills \-missed classes(not because i didn't want to go but because i feared that i was unprepared for that particular class) \-very impulsive(randomly painted the room in the middle of the night because i wanted to) \-drift off in conversations because of the activity in my mind \-very difficult to listen to someone or something i have no interest in \-missed credit card payments \-bad with bills \-bad with returning items(library books, equipment etc) \-will start a task then suddenly get sidetracked before i complete the task (ex. i pick up my phone to call my friend, but then i remember that this person works at a store, then I'll remember i need to apply for a job. Next thing I know I'm looking for job applications instead of calling my friend.) \-i never put 100% in anything unless its something i'm really interested in \-told that i am smart with a lot of potential all the time \-zone out a lot (lots of thinking, day dreaming, people watching etc) There may be more symptoms or not. Either way, this is making my life difficult. I don't want to fail in life. I really hope I can pinpoint whatever this is...",5.721622679286496,7.671307876865676,6.261894794321082,73.45267200582455,68.17910447761193,9.03523844193666,34.15526028394612,9.500547302748984,3.5741363851474333,2346,113,379,51,41,761,258,536,0.07400000000000001,0.826,0.1,0.9459,4,0,4,0,0,0,133.0,0,0,2,6,7,34,0,2,28,0,34,9,0,4,8,76,71,24,0,11,23,2,0,3,2,5,9,2,5,2,22,11,0,0,7,7,3,5,19,17,0,1,20,4,46,17,76,45,20,73,0,8,2,0,20,28,0,19,42,263,68,33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925488187705336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045297404238157465,0.0,0.0,0.03702021943290712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479845597301123,0.0,0.050892886200083975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909081711878471,0.16592679546024966,0.0,0.09264673992165373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676416303261418,0.06226343180618413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831199087242324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532547796928868,0.0,0.0,0.11050837855299456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055720371378885816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30356800413724994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125873300618431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963499394653087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411849243597386,0.0,0.0284420020333478,0.0,0.061877596760028734,0.0,0.08707928912903229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03648914921602996,0.057517532384891525,0.05460650882120867,0.0540699659815375,0.05361120673451973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080441264062064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983623088839282,0.04437485026798944,0.12281857115719574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535510546343967,0.07978807603603899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045714842521147284,0.060903040714371526,0.0,0.41653693631819344,0.0,0.0,0.10901487284597604,0.0,0.05469104535321582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054967622689504864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040365646222079214,0.2519191382785522,0.0,0.11579246472272373,0.051087082747983736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688910852516924,0.04140312544122875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03774097747232519,0.04753382010035168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041810707261168,0.0,0.054725983749034576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974971945799407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333699192402806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528477586382426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119144027217785,0.0,0.0,0.04612577951466576,0.16763844954051446,0.0,0.0,0.11559609060449268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974812856997107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233337825529829,0.0697643107105497,0.0,0.0,0.06348735036188853,0.0,0.0,0.05201856226806733,0.0,0.0369603404409408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967069300307373,0.0963281625199672,0.04321094892630675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963206119787443,0.0,0.0,0.11601518652822575,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedPacketSecurity,2019/07/12,"Exercise....oh it so hard, to get back at it ...... I dont know the best way to explain this, so bear with me. I'm not a fatty, but starting to get more of a tummy than i would like, i drink most nights to chill the brain and relax. After months of this, i have some internal urge to exercise. And i'll be sitting at my desk at work and think , yeah that's a good idea, i will do that ""later""... this is where it all falls apart. ""later"" never comes..... I was in a routine where i was saying to myself ... ""ok, if you want to sit down and have a beer, you need to do 1hrs exercise to earn it"" and that worked until something broke my routine.... now i just cant get back into it. &#x200B; I feell like i need to trick myself to get back at it, then my brain cant do it later as it was caught by surprise... and i think once i do that for a week i'll be able to make it a routine again. &#x200B; Not sure if i explained that how i was thinking it in my head...... meh..........",-0.008913043478258942,1.6217467922705353,2.127659420289856,98.2427934782609,83.4927536231884,4.912946859903382,18.079468599033817,5.6839178017228535,-0.5799389371980679,714,16,178,4,20,240,110,207,0.055999999999999994,0.851,0.09300000000000001,0.8552,0,0,3,0,0,0,74.0,0,2,0,4,11,10,1,0,9,2,18,7,3,2,3,33,36,15,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,18,9,2,0,7,5,0,3,6,2,0,0,5,2,23,8,29,27,5,33,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,4,18,126,41,4,0.13142502984160406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28479792984916097,0.3193915928878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031732066957293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792246053877305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29342759634040505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132110260411073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402915617181215,0.12874649521335224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274656614896682,0.0,0.0,0.11023307961283056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773101223141925,0.0,0.134879996739513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483628615815576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222775933948478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284152620918606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772722795135247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490220495164544,0.0,0.0,0.19489998869408603,0.10136308510993508,0.0,0.0,0.12333348753066235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399633675323433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045144587444884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117740881808623,0.0,0.0,0.09302331256280362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386653527437128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526355572371497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751788770568674,0.10431907135666453,0.10542123150334076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135797397847726,0.0,0.0,0.09336057043115673,0.0,0.3193915928878274,0.0 adhd,beeru4me,2019/07/12,"A little ADHD rap/""freestyle"" that I wrote..... Someone mentioned Joyner Lucas(a rapper with ADHD) on here and how he has ADHD so it gave me the courage to post this. Of course in good ADHD fashion, I can't seem to finish the song, and as such it's reflective of my life with ADHD; living a perpetual life of constant conceptualizing, often void of meaningful action. [https://drive.google.com/file/d/1r64Kip77H64BPgLc3-XJ0nn0OVGwqVzX/view?usp=sharing](https://drive.google.com/file/d/1r64Kip77H64BPgLc3-XJ0nn0OVGwqVzX/view?usp=sharing)",15.011848739495795,20.58303564705883,8.154453781512608,53.901470588235334,52.82352941176471,6.8268907563025225,27.36134453781513,7.957251820313856,2.248787394957984,456,12,46,5,7,115,53,68,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,11,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9036032287302465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625011602555642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612679997559562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242758253355165,0.0,0.15071451940478814,0.13278323198177938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440169796712132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368950842271579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741162771354156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dhanidarling,2019/07/12,"The moment you are on your way to work but realize that you forgot one essentiall important thing that you need for you to able to do your job. Took my medicine... Forgot my hearing aid. Guess I won't hear the patients. Hopefully lip-reading will save me. Also I can't turn around so i have to live with my mistake. >.<",1.262812499999999,3.8364446562500016,2.2800000000000007,92.965,86.8125,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.0416625000000006,254,10,52,4,8,80,49,64,0.046,0.804,0.15,0.7876,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,15,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,13,2,8,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,36,16,2,0.23900376234130025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911312223946568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127640202239219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632895897413648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387492208459977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738466395128255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371743552382191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104470089927935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772182613703978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195513482845153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390684401537029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587834796812899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655419740500776,0.0,0.2599674617692846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897100618370998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739975855055377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MysticLeverage,2019/07/12,"I forgot I had ADHD for basically my whole life. Sooo. Yeah, when I was a kid I was diagnosed with ADHD and then just kinda- forgot. I forgot why I was taking this medication (which I no longer take and should probably get back on??) Every so often someone would mention ADHD and I’d just think “oh yeah I have that” and then just forget again. I thought I was weird for being so obsessed with “the stupidest things!!” Not understanding I wasn’t just “obsessed” I was hyperfixating. I thought I was weird for suddenly not liking that thing anymore and liking another, noticeably different but altogether similar thing. I never understood why I couldn’t just stand up and do my homework, why do I have to be so LAZY?! I didn’t understand why my entire life everyone asked me to be quiet or when I didn’t think I was being loud AT ALL (I still don’t.) I didn’t understand why I had such a problem with raising my hand (JESUS JUST RAISE YOUR HAND WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ISNT IMPORTANT ENOUGH FOR YOU TO SHOUT IT OUT AND DISRUPT THE ENTIRE CLASS BUT GOD DAMN IT IN GONNA DO IT ANYWAY (props to my 6th grade science teacher who stuck with me on this and ended up rekindling my love for space because he never shut me down about my outbursts, love you man)) Anyway, recently I started actually reading up about ADHD and actually learning what it is because my parents never actually told me. AND EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE. I feel like I’m not some weirdo who sticks out like a sore thumb. I feel complete, and that everything I do isn’t because I’m broken but because I’m wired just a little bit differently. AND THAT IM VALID. That’s it, that’s the conclusion I came to after this session of “why am I the way that I am.” I’m valid. And I feel that much closer to feeling complete.",2.3244588536663504,4.767639991354468,3.981846781940444,83.68265169708613,79.92219020172911,6.852673711175152,24.91266410502722,7.984000788550335,1.6702245276977268,1395,53,265,26,36,465,169,347,0.10099999999999999,0.782,0.11699999999999999,0.9282,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,1,22,12,1,2,8,2,33,9,2,1,4,64,64,24,0,4,14,1,6,4,0,3,5,4,1,2,24,20,0,3,14,1,0,1,15,6,0,0,22,10,47,6,30,34,6,32,1,0,0,2,16,14,1,4,19,193,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.24272408992263805,0.0,0.39856599456929104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693818126277497,0.0,0.0,0.0822242685364316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750949500383837,0.0,0.0,0.06375253822717966,0.0,0.20216424076507428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051605618224963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482675314443643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385874959291736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415172782361749,0.0,0.1732462427503465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343349660942393,0.08566801311733342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985510400398573,0.07922389145650315,0.1490280105233934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768679609443554,0.05923079602952134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433169619391579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955683912823309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712332362043652,0.1620222115540917,0.0830974265206709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965870937767126,0.0,0.05534295244447028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352292681311395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094826159910231,0.0,0.1918355063712273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439338605542064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206154969749507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939081498102118,0.07933350595595771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829322622528956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186345053973383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593322113475716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024922624321975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586840013484202,0.0,0.06621189388431149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467574130735624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652448123628094,0.10625053708305224,0.0,0.13164228093962807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922389145650315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589361575041258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580996048734923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488793312480965,0.09256585948734028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889676136153881,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucylucyx,2019/07/12,"Any tips for enjoying museums? I like museums (in theory). i want to learn about new things and read about history and explore fun/cool museums in new places when I travel. I really want to. But 10 minutes into a museum, I can’t focus on anything anymore. All the plaques just mesh together and I can’t remember what I’ve just read. The music, ambient noise, children, people, etc are all so overwhelming that the experience just becomes terrible. Even when I’m basically alone, I get distracted from one exhibit to the next and can’t really absorb anything. It’s a shame because I would like to learn about all the stuff! Does anyone have any tips? How can I not let a child distract me from the photos I’m looking at? How do I remember what the descriptions say? ahhhhhhhh (posted from a bench in a quiet corner of a museum because it’s too hard to pay attention)",3.9627882960413103,6.00254459036145,6.094526678141136,72.48674698795182,72.97590361445782,10.285025817555939,29.929432013769365,10.451354775682146,3.748960068846817,686,30,121,23,14,240,102,166,0.094,0.8240000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.4145,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,4,13,0,9,0,0,2,3,24,15,10,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,8,1,2,4,5,0,1,0,4,11,3,19,13,4,16,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,7,80,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404247587538645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541890409766573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707859938913835,0.11074875809604033,0.0,0.2606800942512884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931040333419095,0.17492739554422795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860663868375805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664478431544178,0.10461395570708763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493411619112046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275133159963319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188477545152092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196273282325518,0.0,0.15476101225255054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300625209354125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059447480077039,0.1684477174598015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732798796659897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098064805017897,0.0,0.1654820264445256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516921759910062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168622556510953,0.0,0.20293515755615288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588460582078505,0.0,0.0,0.12595670613321647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131667017901865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522612583157412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868430056301231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251447958004948,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trippinco,2019/07/12,"Camp NaNaWriMo Dropout Oh adhd, how I loathe you. I got maybe 3,000+ words into it, before laying in bed for a week (yay depression too) and not writing anything. I’m screaming at myself but can’t do it. It’s like my brain is just avoiding it. Why does my brain hate me? Why do I stand in the way of my dreams? Haven’t done much anything else productive with my life either. Btw if you don’t know, NaNaWriMo is where you aim to write a book in a month. It’s in November, so Camp NaNaWriMo is in July, same concept.",0.5917912772585652,2.8067958971962668,2.1136682242990648,95.79019080996885,85.35514018691589,4.68816199376947,21.06619937694704,5.985473137389443,0.04483862928348882,399,13,88,3,12,129,76,107,0.136,0.8009999999999999,0.063,-0.7882,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,1,5,6,1,1,4,1,9,3,2,1,0,15,13,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,12,2,11,11,3,12,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25344246815502136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34708033370914715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794473755325652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470834211971181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816347116663068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845466511236086,0.21580829964770298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616713442504295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866378580250596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082050144035412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589673423762975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489541236399793,0.10302762842720424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186205930324967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683261820580373,0.0,0.15502454358783935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739048531345352,0.16915901257741384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805813413266992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MyDogsNameIsToes,2019/07/12,"Knowing I have a short day tomorrow and I could try to take a nap is what is keeping me awake tonight. Except I can't take a nap for the life of me. That's it.",0.2669369369369363,1.1878441621621647,2.6145945945945956,98.28423423423423,80.35135135135134,6.014414414414415,23.144144144144143,6.42735559955562,0.19578198198198216,122,4,33,1,3,42,29,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446525217524205,0.0,0.0,0.2783907539140841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836871860624227,0.0,0.0,0.23723395919343554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304900536859368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6491226389910898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930748733922183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MamaTried247,2019/07/12,"Self treating symptoms and a better way to treat my symptoms Let me start off by saying that I am ADHD as fuck. So I am just wondering how difficult it is to get on desoxyn and is it even worth it? I legitimately need stims for purely therapeutic reasons. I was prescribed adderal and vyvanse as a teen (not at the same time). And I always hated the negative effects. Now as an adult I feel that I cannot even function without them after using them again. However, my issue is that I have no regulation or consistency in the substances. I've tried pretty much every stim in the book experimenting to see what works the best. I've found only two concoctions that work for me. I snort a 1mg dextro and pop 2, then pop 2-3 more 4-5 hours later and I'm good. If I use that method multiple days in a row then the dose goes up and I end up taking 60-80mg a day. Or the other option is 1-2 lines of meth and a redose of another line 6-8 hours later. Roughly .3-.6 a gram for the day. Again, the dose goes up if I am too busy to comedown and regulate tolerance. I can sleep and eat on either no problem and do understand the complexities of pure methamphetamine because don't get me wrong it CAN be verryyyy strong shit (the rabbit hole can be an interesting adventure sometimes). But there has to be a more legal way to get my daily medicine.",3.9332763643425928,4.884824704797055,5.560823460866189,80.59848514274618,71.32472324723247,8.36208972616042,28.28529811613905,8.6894789155246,2.06769667896679,1049,38,211,18,19,358,166,271,0.096,0.7859999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.6425,1,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,6,10,14,3,0,21,0,20,8,2,5,2,36,36,23,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,11,11,1,0,7,1,1,0,7,6,0,1,2,5,21,8,28,30,6,28,0,0,1,1,5,10,2,6,16,140,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037455307234433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103664990435268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992836473675682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134662816617191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400419412640596,0.1180209604335792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581823047032999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654720506449305,0.0,0.0,0.11819236321957174,0.0,0.0,0.17627788314144768,0.0,0.1124328842611654,0.0,0.0,0.13053448674205634,0.0,0.0,0.0674736313338521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631518553575035,0.0,0.12336744093292508,0.20915798656485127,0.0,0.0,0.11192705234660943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174897788623582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628322259630161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928155848535154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645620938867234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809718187378423,0.09894752697436864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149067969530773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576119681035007,0.0,0.12768852069377407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720333906162352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612055234198793,0.0,0.0,0.10633811952055068,0.0,0.13921188703367118,0.0,0.1369790292380265,0.0,0.0,0.13354103545153131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319801841863865,0.0,0.09445281952786927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27740020045954555,0.10033377941707147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781265631055442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060016685082717,0.0,0.13035604578748505,0.1389206006862012,0.0,0.2305066872510745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118443247979082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286358934484755,0.144715044993214,0.19429860841824095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590079083704555,0.0,0.0 adhd,snowcaps122,2019/07/12,"How many of you can relate to analysis paralysis? New recipe? Let me look one up. Got IT! Oh wait, maybe there’s a better one out there. Let me check the reviews. Oh, that person only gave it one star because she said it was too dry. Let me look up another one. Six hours later.....let’s order pizza. UGH!!! SO FRUSTRATING!!!",-0.8800520833333323,0.9766402656250008,1.4243750000000013,94.34979166666668,107.28125,4.633333333333333,14.708333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.1637354166666669,243,6,51,4,12,81,49,64,0.14,0.8190000000000001,0.042,-0.8325,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,11,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,5,1,5,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,2,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482207032980274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163190270330624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745165273763966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334244501749334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418713238980273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6819362773105662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28000820568605805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902947253625716,0.16749419479422567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102070124579942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518993183762008,0.1267992431476749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557481707988312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859036240962754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,atiredturtle,2019/07/12,"ADHD and relationships Hi everyone. Looking for some resources on how ADHD can affect our relationships, especially in things like communication and emotional regulation. Any recommendations would be highly appreciated!",12.771999999999998,17.695544199999997,13.483333333333338,16.205000000000013,57.0,16.0,46.66666666666666,13.023866798666859,9.722666666666667,186,11,15,9,3,64,27,30,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002461302445884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698227766294532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809090197155321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386246439366821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638500582682724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200389248474387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970760327850868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362262167935725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590737881180953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739874235586145,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,e1543,2019/07/12,"How do i regain my emotional sensitivity? Ok so I am pretty sure there was a post about this a while ago but I couldn't find it. I, over the years, have lost my emotional sensitivity but I kinda miss it. At first it was nice but now it's messing with me.",-0.3900793650793659,1.8143753888888907,2.7148677248677267,89.33833333333332,91.4074074074074,6.048677248677249,16.973544973544975,7.447530270364453,0.26353227513227484,197,5,46,4,7,70,40,54,0.08,0.6920000000000001,0.228,0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,1,9,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,8,3,4,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574770571950743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6534613596867448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654770261176275,0.24706684769145776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31707360906199306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781823261382789,0.29550429954823537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27375701843639433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870480191183076 adhd,truevillen,2019/07/12,"Productive at work, opposite at home You guys have been great and I appreciate all the kind words that have been directed toward me and to others here. You’re fantastic. *Now let’s talk about me... * I’m 37 and was diagnosed a little over a month ago. No testing, but we are treating me for ADHD with 10mg of Adderall twice a day. I started meds about three weeks ago and didn’t think I felt much of a difference. I have an ADHD compadre/babysitter at work who says he can tell if my meds are wearing off when we work on projects together. Otherwise, I’m not sure - I think I am noticing when I get distracted sooner and am reeling myself in more quickly, but that’s it. I have been fairly productive at work but I don’t know if that’s due to medication or being hyper aware of my situation now. Yesterday, I accidentally took my morning dose twice (classic; *of course* I did). I was incredibly productive and focused, and there was no crash on the tail end. It was excellent. So, today, I thought, *what the hell*, I’m doing it again. Again, spectacular. Got so much done at the office, and therein lies the rub... *I am only productive at the office.* I am junk when I get home. I drive for a rideshare service part-time and last week I set a plan to drive several nights this week to prepare me for vacation. I couldn’t do it. I just couldn’t. I’m exhausted and overwhelmed and I don’t even know what to do anymore. Vacation starts on Saturday - nothing huge or luxurious, just a trip to the Cape, only an hour away. The place is paid for but I literally have zero dollars to spend and am a couple hundred short on rent. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I am in debt. Rent is late and I suck at everything other than work lately. The money thing is bad and I’m digging this hole further by being *too fucking tired* to go out and earn more cash. I am almost forty and I can’t seem to get out of the cycle of living paycheck to paycheck, or out of credit card debt. I feel like a pathetic failure whose rent check is going to bounce. How do I even start moving in the right direction here? If I do the part time gig too much, my full time job, *which I love*, will suffer. If I don’t do it, I’m going to continue to struggle terribly because I can’t keep up. I don’t know what I’m looking for - advice with the meds? How do I get my dose increased? I have a follow up in August. Do I tell my shrink what I did, or will that look like drug seeking behavior? Do you think the meds are why I crash after I get home? It’s generally a couple hours after my second dose wears off, since I *of course* don’t leave the office at 5 because I’m more productive if I’m there late, alone. What about money advice? Motivation? Energy level? What the fuck do I do, guys? I need an adult. I don’t know where to start and it’s all too much. I can tell other people how to get started but I feel like I’m in a hamster wheel right now. Not. Going. 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I'm constantly bouncing from thing and idea to the next. Everything is exciting for a second and then it fades just as fast. Never steady or the same. My roommate even said it was hard to analyze my behavior because there was no consisteny. And I don't understand how it is possible to be 'constant'. Pick ONE THING..and done?",2.998750000000001,5.494853375000003,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,77.75,8.5,26.25,9.188382445141503,2.4655,330,13,64,9,8,106,54,80,0.051,0.907,0.040999999999999995,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,4,1,17,13,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,2,4,1,7,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125737388920211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991275310786036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889825684492243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197346611998724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597040387328654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542895959248755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847110178036266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424296741614721,0.0,0.19639972334188555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754135846069558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802763205648166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081888261556644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566442793864592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907488759909481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844980862986663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatonekoolkat,2019/07/12,"I was diagnosed at an early age and having ADHD has really affected my self esteem. So I'm one of those children who was diagnosed with ADHD at a very young age. My mom took me to the doctor when I almost flunked kindergarten cause I was to busy running around causing trouble. Currently I'm 15 and have been taking Adderall. Different amounts but it would slowly increase over the years. Currently I'm taking two 20 mg capsules a day. One of the worst parts about having ADHD to me is not the small attention span or the low impulse control. It's the people liking who you are when you take the meds then when you don't. When I was in elementary school, any time i would show a little more emotion, excitement, playfulness then I usually would, I would be instantly bombarded with people asking, ""Did you take your pills?"" Granted, there were days when I would forget and be a little extra rambunctious at school, but for some reason it's like everyone would try to avoid me of they knew I hadn't taken my pills. I will admit, that I could and still can be a little annoying. But that has to do partly with the fact that my dad left me before I was even born and doesn't care about me at all. That's sense of abandonment gave me trust issues and attention craving since I didn't get too much at home. So yeah, sometimes at school if i didn't take my pills I would act out, do things that I end up regretting and everyone likes me a little less for. And the fact that no one liked me when I wasn't going full drugged homework zombie really hurt. They wanted me to take my pills because they didn't like the real me enough to bear through my annoyingness. This has led to me constantly being hurt deep, down inside whenever anyone asks if I've taken my pills. Talking about this actually reminds me of a time in 7th grade when I was doing something and my friend said to me, ""No wonder no one likes you when you're off you're meds."" Now I'm just a shy and awkward teenager riddled with anxiety and insecurities. Anytime I forget to take my meds, but I'm already school I almost cry. I stress out over whether or not I'm annoying my friends or if they actually like me or just deal with me. Welp. That's my story. There's probably a whole lot more things I'm forgetting but I'm writing this on a whim soooo..... Sorry if there's any spelling errors.",3.6668681127479417,5.318924540772535,4.64163438116228,84.21672253798866,72.90557939914163,7.784618953717666,25.899315624637516,8.441846121484758,1.7239278041990485,1860,62,365,32,37,605,227,466,0.157,0.733,0.111,-0.96,3,1,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,6,4,1,23,27,2,4,21,1,41,9,0,6,3,72,70,37,0,14,18,2,0,7,2,8,9,1,2,2,18,19,0,3,6,2,0,6,12,14,0,5,20,1,58,13,43,37,16,60,0,6,0,0,26,27,0,13,34,251,76,7,0.0,0.0,0.13259876438396068,0.0,0.24495108097828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606366403504794,0.0,0.07497318842200508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240270085688232,0.0,0.05197371230082895,0.0,0.0,0.04750504328988705,0.0,0.0,0.06048076935657126,0.1270289644774379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141543264712775,0.0,0.057811711582780874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926908909134079,0.1395856480582195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341871889346964,0.07620019127965268,0.05424435111904504,0.0,0.07462861010775793,0.08763101878279053,0.07004288488877451,0.0,0.13791480442353493,0.0,0.07098256418485735,0.0,0.06953919894354954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878852465497296,0.0,0.0,0.07642305888511944,0.06017444076877694,0.07019990902144005,0.0,0.044873555063090216,0.0,0.0,0.12983865903260192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498014344809667,0.0,0.03549570810109992,0.0,0.038611717804117915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814909496403024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546178571799007,0.0,0.0,0.07091143338668658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381672226553491,0.0,0.0,0.23234346367062825,0.2723738566775096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775993424381284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639719329522945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957019801774701,0.0,0.0,0.049943523417682927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841508944108712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714422744114616,0.0,0.09420171746258456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325052666303035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733029379653751,0.08704786952450506,0.06985336425082099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462624725263401,0.0,0.0,0.2750345610101184,0.0,0.0,0.07087596205395227,0.0,0.0,0.056200451927020466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230332822944622,0.06719413640306059,0.07605297246590723,0.0,0.0,0.054256761160665384,0.0,0.07782473837311374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35757558538674106,0.0546073865165553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902722838394475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923241317244929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548354684268963,0.04612662125790905,0.0,0.06636725032326005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748260210672197,0.056057397662107926,0.04007261672033574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758522892973213,0.0,0.0,0.07367774588885656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33783707560747145,0.0,0.0,0.04375096267750545 adhd,DirtyMikeAndTheBoyz5,2019/07/12,"Just got diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive) and talking about my experiences has never felt better. From Australia and just got finished with a psychologist who went through how I was going. He was awesome and in the end said I have definite clear signs of ADHD and referred me to a psychiatrist for medication. Apparently psychiatrists are hard to come by and the wait is gonna be a while but I’m so happy I went through with this. Jesus I’m so fucking happy I wanna yell!",3.6245568039950062,6.312205662921354,5.2374531835206,75.12586766541824,76.64044943820224,8.000499375780276,28.990012484394512,8.841846274778883,2.8243772784019976,380,17,65,9,9,128,65,89,0.031,0.763,0.20600000000000002,0.9613,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,5,0,7,3,0,1,2,20,20,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,4,6,3,14,10,0,9,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654760217903669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127382773038613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681830787403934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965577195638719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152257008202226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943364901453813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594103367086826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790327222237434,0.0,0.0,0.11005970289765417,0.0,0.3097702946430905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123028313396936,0.17347858182657888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508899520276207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493601721513575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421209872347796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556541142903638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590438505814291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,splarfblob,2019/07/12,"Worried I'm becoming too dependent on audiobooks Okay, so, my favorite strategy whenever I have to get any sort of manual task done is listening to audiobooks. Usually I have to find a story I REALLY like (epic fantasy, space opera, and epic horror are particularly effective genres), and it just turns any task that's more manual than mental into the highlight of my day. The two processes complement each other. I would not be able to enjoy the audiobook without a manual task occupying my attention, and I would not be able to enjoy the task without an audiobook giving me some sort of mental stimulation. The problem is, I find that when I do not have an audiobook running, manual chores are just as difficult if not more difficult than they were before. I tried to hang a particularly large load of laundry the other day while my wife was home. My wife does not like it when I wear headphones in her presence, and the audiobooks stress her out. That's fine, so I don't use them around her. However, hanging the laundry proved excruciating - almost physically painful. I felt like I was wasting my chore time when I could be listening to an audiobook, and I'd rather do anything else. Is this something to worry about? Does anyone have any alternate coping mechanisms for people who just can't HANDLE manual tasks on their own? As it stands, my only workaround here is trying to do the chores when I'm home alone, or trying to take charge of chores that occur outside of the house. TL;DR - Audiobooks are absolutely great for getting chores done, but they seem to be treating the symptom (providing mental stimulation during a manual task) rather than the disease (absolutely requiring mental stimulation during a manual task).",10.022365591397849,9.132046612903226,10.017741935483873,60.04994623655917,58.67741935483871,14.073118279569895,39.69892473118279,13.023866798666859,5.568821505376345,1390,59,217,45,15,461,161,310,0.073,0.852,0.075,0.3511,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,4,2,15,14,0,1,20,1,28,3,1,6,1,45,40,17,0,7,15,2,1,3,0,2,2,2,7,0,11,9,0,1,7,2,0,3,9,5,0,1,6,3,28,9,33,27,5,20,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,8,12,153,39,1,0.22089296703497416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105961992812735,0.1143892480074765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253221884895728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722674928407858,0.0,0.09088804528460892,0.09832078634485583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197946370555225,0.09398182270549188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818252997655524,0.0,0.0,0.14245768971833805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933049240237424,0.2260501976768493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226386479563947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604594449829736,0.0,0.2018921700564549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540745825477584,0.10595033098259823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176763798836847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215736564477316,0.0,0.0,0.1274404131504495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187571893781694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452163123818708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839995276242062,0.11752284551868845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656968516184172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568236860282444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707548454851447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054633051449878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502709893873918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265160737095658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479618557791198,0.083042010370682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644022327261394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495773723236584,0.12013405856089605,0.10789016589485301,0.0,0.0,0.09539030037753354,0.12164119783285217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293293763780427,0.0,0.0,0.22432753042379835,0.0,0.15691602605280552,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,airjones1,2019/07/12,Finally have insurance and so can afford my medication I have insurance and can afford my medication thanks to the affordable care act I have been on and off my meds due to not being able to afford them without insurance. It’s still not cheap about 120 a month to see doctor and 25 per 30 day supply of vyavanse but It is now something I can afford with my job.,9.475416666666668,6.567461263888893,9.831111111111118,67.32500000000003,61.361111111111114,13.488888888888884,37.888888888888886,11.855464076750405,4.322522222222221,289,10,55,7,3,98,49,72,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.4678,6,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,10,10,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,41,10,2,0.25598625138346026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26099504387476263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508995492813305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201277535720313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804204258814651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25402685517151585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434301731755696,0.5157584342986135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432578360298306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398789970092504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970707226716932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443095102575265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567774743636266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467616114429725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ObamasLostLeftNut,2019/07/12,"Sleeping with music? Does that help? i struggle with endless thought while trying to sleep, can music work as a fix does the type of music matter?",3.3055555555555562,6.173302518518517,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,79.37037037037038,3.6,23.814814814814817,3.1291,0.2501703703703706,116,4,19,0,3,35,23,27,0.08,0.768,0.152,0.2593,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471445392008563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953983955337527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256833093796351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32681400152392603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481820949309401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212245666786623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275880891441538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dottywine,2019/07/12,"Can’t believe I had a job interview I’ve been on Zoloft and it’s helped me to start getting my life together. I’m taking out shitty loans to get current on some bills (don’t worry, I can pay them back on time now that I actually go to work — But I do need to make a bit more quickly). I was planning on dog walking or doing ubereats temporarily just for some quick extra cash to help but while I was applying for a loan, I saw they were doing on the spot interviews. So I asked to be interviewed! And they really liked me! Like they want me to be a manager for one of their locations type of like me! I just kind of can’t believe how super easy that felt and was. And I by no means plan to work there long term. I just wanted some quick, fast, low effort cash to get my life back in order then go back to hustling. But this just gave me a little boost of self-confidence.",2.530140515222481,3.6879239071038254,4.080534738485561,89.08881147540986,74.95628415300547,7.632943013270882,23.453942232630762,8.192908349453996,1.0863352068696337,677,19,153,11,14,226,113,183,0.059000000000000004,0.7929999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9619,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,6,14,6,0,0,6,0,15,3,0,2,0,23,32,12,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,6,3,4,1,0,1,9,2,23,5,25,21,7,28,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,4,18,104,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.15835835924265476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517065297282198,0.0,0.0,0.3743416081603478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656598688580169,0.0,0.0,0.1771638012531709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581079380853144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543481662666075,0.0,0.1844508373032812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754090261400671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103428886074495,0.0,0.0,0.16898590042986605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292412429704483,0.23784015867229075,0.16264358587515546,0.0,0.143609508815056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832075811935957,0.0,0.0,0.17676657422534664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032589553898315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996268942420244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039584181459894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928967796575015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486007223623534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201165840453243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946246747254222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142965212003868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362783060354727,0.16479956283948555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raven-jade,2019/07/12,"I love checking out e-books from my library to my Kindle. I can check out a book, and it will *return itself* when it's due! No remembering to go to the library! No late fees! My library even has a option to automatically ""borrow"" an e-book when I'm next in line for holds, and it will automatically download! If you haven't looked into it, look around for the Libby app for Android and iOS. That's the most common eBook app that libraries in my area use.",2.4432608695652185,4.251033108695655,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,76.6086956521739,5.9043478260869575,22.369565217391305,6.6274283507984215,0.4583434782608693,354,10,74,3,8,120,61,92,0.063,0.89,0.047,0.45299999999999996,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,1,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,14,9,1,15,0,0,2,1,2,7,0,3,7,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870199291979435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295371626533055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832372939076179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36370098062668055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414989898508166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909943794564765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428946662710588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652361730613231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784651982389553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rosabria,2019/07/12,"How do I even? Been severally struggling at my job that I love, but I can't keep up with the workload. Got this job with the help of DVR (Department of Vocational Rehabilitation). So I reached out for help. They're gonna meet up with me and my supervisor to figure out ways to be more successful. But the DVR rep wants me to create a list of things that will help me be more successful. Dude, if I could figure that out on my own, I would just ask for the accommodations. I have ADHD, I don't KNOW why I'm struggling, just that I am. ADHDers aren't particularly well-known for being able to self monitor. TL;DR: My DVR counselor wants me to make a list of accommodations to ask for, but if I knew, I'd have already asked!",3.3688978829389815,4.643689376712331,5.104171855541722,82.10838729763391,73.04109589041096,8.322789539227896,25.601494396014942,8.841846274778883,1.646254794520548,563,18,123,11,11,192,84,146,0.037000000000000005,0.768,0.195,0.9774,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,6,0,14,1,0,2,0,25,27,8,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,18,3,24,17,3,9,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,0,82,24,4,0.16926716863485095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342624310307555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867905296833454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747258598562529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351460607600609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179936848663134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537841760741964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403686454114752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359430930350038,0.15045243683926354,0.0,0.0,0.09302480916282654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277022832444315,0.0,0.11298714944486828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658257268392658,0.19122372057335785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539095929992745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245358553502974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996763232439038,0.13435639972417046,0.0,0.0,0.15219151277246915,0.0,0.1527372918690655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024254008587568,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bamstrup,2019/07/12,"Filing cabinet analogy. My partner and I (he has ADHD) heard an analogy that he really agreed with. It was that it’s like a person who has ADHD, their brain doesn’t have enough filing cabinets and their papers are all strewn across the floor, in their brain. He was like, yes! That makes sense! The person we heard this from went on to say that it helps to build more filing cabinets outside their brain. Like actual physical receptacle to help organize the person. A tray for keys a strategically placed clothes hamper etc. to which my partner says no matter how strategically placed these things are he still can’t seem to consistently put his keys in the key spot and his cloths in the hamper (legit daily they are sitting in a pile next to it). Neat analogy. But he became very exasperated at how to actually *use* the “filing cabinets”. Anyone else hear this one and thoughts on the recommendation?",4.987038961038959,7.310656296969705,5.52642857142857,76.4325,70.87878787878788,9.07792207792208,25.119047619047624,9.606745405546679,2.438722943722945,719,22,126,18,14,231,101,165,0.03,0.84,0.13,0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,5,2,3,4,0,0,12,1,10,3,3,4,1,15,18,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,5,14,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,5,11,4,18,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,26,11,0,1,5,79,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.2690940731753182,0.0,0.3314001927311973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640606874909773,0.1412702023451932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617454694774661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517766285651065,0.0,0.0,0.14246271104318886,0.15376812809147786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539621412749724,0.0,0.1848306835414296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207767170573068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203326604032397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663263506734378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342831075033264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611638795057347,0.2881020409152803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860340952218764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832686292518772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219288975870203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551708497263764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010791032521804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915986535246091,0.0,0.0,0.10945810196906476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908055099361167,0.0,0.11376209679318737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781238529105612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VizionaryHawk29,2019/07/12,"I have some symptoms of adhd, but I'm not sure if I should get checked. I have some symptoms of adhd such as being messy, figeting, getting easily distracted, mood swings ect. My biggest struggle is that I cannot stop procrastinating no matter what. I just cannot get myself to do the things that need to get done. But I can do things like listen to music, watch YouTube, and anything I like doing for all day long. Today I was supposed to study but instead I spent all day long on my phone and screwing around. I really want to break out of this because I cannot seam to stop procrastinating. However, it just feels impossible for me because I have been trying to stop this for years and I can't for some reason. Because of this, I kind of think that it is adhd that is causing this. However I feel like I'm just being lazy because I don't show that many symptoms. Should I get checked for adhd anyways? If I am just being lazy how can I ever break out of this?",3.0751878238341948,4.80878525906736,4.215929404145078,86.3210961787565,74.64766839378238,6.483031088082902,25.53400259067357,7.1686216300943375,1.1158396373056996,757,26,152,8,16,247,95,193,0.105,0.765,0.13,0.456,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,2,1,0,25,4,0,3,4,37,39,10,0,6,10,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,15,6,0,3,4,1,3,0,7,3,0,0,4,4,23,5,23,30,5,17,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,5,13,111,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554464272604849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949148568935672,0.10267690691732034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28124037230936183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848578271359606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876930393500248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118032696687856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433148439481177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166385726439274,0.08239880141256065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013015174438272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010868953407824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904765252034776,0.0,0.0,0.20414424948509546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693648973130348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552302643852662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388965196379034,0.1185885605515027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892878007594286,0.0,0.12057823886001252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870642981663947,0.3596467552559417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532533230579648,0.07390510926715196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093286775689304,0.0,0.0,0.07830817708991715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803042323535394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427507239362363 adhd,Maybe_WeAre,2019/07/12,"Anger issues on the comedown? I've noticed something that has been upsetting me more and more lately. At first I noticed that my mood would be really good when I was ""on"" adderall, but when it was wearing off, I was much more easily prone to an outburst. &#x200B; Now, saying that, a little info on me - I was given adderall for the ADD I seem to have experienced all my life, but it was also to motivate me to be more activate to help supplement my other medications for my other mental illnesses. (Doctors used to think I was super duper depressed, then they thought I was schizo, then schizoaffective, then bipolar with ptsd, now it's just severe depression with ptsd, but anyways). Because of all that, I've always been basically a hermit with crippling social anxiety (depression+ptsd). I am not really one to ever get mad, I'm the type to just get super depressed - well I used to. But now, for the passed few months (I've been on adderall for almost a year now), I've noticed the mood swings on the comedown and it's worried me a bit. However, all that said, I've also recently been ""hypnotized"" (if anyone else has gone through therapy for psychosis inducing ptsd, I think you know what I'm talking about), so I'm not 100% sure it's the adderall, or the change in my personality because of that. I have seen someone talking briefly about mood swings on adderall comedowns, but they suggested it might be because they didn't eat enough during the day? Could it really be that simple? I do only eat once a day now.... I've lost a ton of weight, I only saw it as a good thing... but is ""hangry"" a real thing? Could that really be all it is lol? &#x200B; I'd like to hear your take either way",6.826751874573957,6.535855322085893,7.21873210633947,75.56571915473758,64.79754601226996,10.189229720518064,34.062031356509884,9.725611199111238,3.179005998636674,1329,52,246,24,18,435,164,326,0.135,0.758,0.107,-0.7865,1,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,3,5,17,17,2,1,18,1,29,9,1,4,6,41,49,19,0,4,13,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,22,6,3,0,8,0,0,2,3,7,1,2,19,7,27,7,34,21,14,31,0,4,2,0,14,10,0,5,19,175,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656979968692526,0.0,0.0,0.13827224008921904,0.07193549611829114,0.18734273108941046,0.21009876486916115,0.0,0.0,0.06613600912157827,0.0,0.0,0.060449674215224965,0.08858091424006709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810212375079075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438385780987814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145539693228444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805074687135782,0.0,0.0,0.11150956129526647,0.0,0.22338451590774286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848790844529468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692520349527033,0.07222006131862159,0.0,0.0,0.08932865515750113,0.0,0.0,0.0782013341894259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353654490404335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033583982469466,0.0,0.0,0.14502469313594932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743837333243052,0.0,0.057947361354060666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023406252262826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751209288036059,0.0,0.09752230836761848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106403432200928,0.042236377783001086,0.08664822596006827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943732350517236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709190811761992,0.08712389582716926,0.09171255597312597,0.0,0.0,0.06900564755983682,0.0,0.06355261485262337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952806044612515,0.0,0.09206920689299866,0.058582525152383276,0.1315022094336141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548708339529976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40423389332740745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840199573007144,0.2215350198409745,0.0,0.08536152149637546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223622844284313,0.06875058449299211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870320814333243,0.0,0.09766684021793308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812754746553518,0.07325101490992983,0.06655544196746528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148056069499511,0.0,0.06500160267810183,0.13897466441729814,0.0,0.0,0.09886609261342202,0.0,0.1148705436485856,0.11079068186619208,0.0,0.06863371455864667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493345928598645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862205684928789,0.0,0.10527598708305592,0.07773127787654392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877968207734744,0.0,0.0614134528642877,0.0,0.21009876486916115,0.055672645624568584 adhd,Youtookmyrook,2019/07/12,"Children of an ADHD parent - how did it affect you? My dad possibly has severe ADHD (previously thought he may have something different, but if I am diagnosed there's a good chance he has it too). My childhood was characterized by the issues my dad has as well as my own. Anyone else?",3.4205555555555516,5.7412399444444455,5.229407407407408,76.80633333333336,75.48148148148148,8.023703703703704,27.46666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5224266666666675,223,9,39,5,5,76,44,54,0.031,0.8079999999999999,0.161,0.8205,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,6,9,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,2,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706719348229654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601148396539336,0.2432676307178681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409790598803859,0.0,0.2480562062450647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833621449950528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991389104381722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478076320192101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636298299630101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676584398147234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682200903360103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827796068454033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848711679356647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213471535758274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SleepIsTiring,2019/07/12,"Hey, young musician here I’m in high school, and I start taking Vyvanse tomorrow. I’ve just got a couple of questions I forgot to ask my doctor. Will it affect my musicality? Music’s always been like therapy to me. A lot of my playing is based upon improvising. Maybe I’m just paranoid. I just hope it won’t make me worse at playing.",0.4085074626865684,2.8637932089552294,3.4021044776119425,82.60464925373138,94.52238805970148,5.665074626865673,21.62537313432836,7.1686216300943375,1.2335982089552242,263,10,49,5,10,93,51,67,0.078,0.7829999999999999,0.138,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,13,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,7,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171056796771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439242344022149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887021366595615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26706186156876643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086809230034714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27567546467164433,0.0,0.2591516426155956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274719436229341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218241768324693,0.0,0.0,0.1741655948591471,0.0,0.2621284105207216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922892228436185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640641644388831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846799556604397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617876974569026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838384931082124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658989600078617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trickster333,2019/07/12,"Feel better at night Okay. I took a day off meds and noticed that I feel better at night. Not at night but starting from 7 pm I feel more concentrated, have no mind fog and I’m less tired.",-0.238500000000002,1.9622421500000016,1.3949999999999996,99.31,90.0,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.9421500000000004,146,3,35,1,5,47,29,40,0.161,0.708,0.131,-0.5033,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,5,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39184334272335297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428658900013724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360304790404504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606535420300035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236780261016871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6236611992250682,0.0,0.0,0.25220872462405103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679718415050128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546114536669358,0.0,0.0,0.24612344464170405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brockclan216,2019/07/12,"New Intuniv RX Just confirmed with my doctor today that the anxiety/depression I have dealt with pretty much all my life (I am 47) is all related to ADD/ADHD. I didn't have a clue that ADD was an issue in my life until I began researching it and talking with my doctor today confirmed it. It is like a puzzle piece that finally fits! My behaviors make a lot of sense now. She gave me an rx for Intuniv but I won't take it until next week until I have a stretch of days off. I work in healthcare and need to know how I react to it before I go back to work. My doctor wanted to try this first due to me being thin to begin with and she is concerned I would lose too much weight going the stimulant route. Is there anyone that has experience taking Intuniv **alone**, without a stimulant? I would love your feedback on how you reacted to it and side effects.",2.1900650289017314,4.200489867052024,4.246528179190752,83.87534140173412,78.0751445086705,7.330780346820807,23.529263005780354,8.278499904357787,1.5601332369942198,669,22,131,13,16,229,104,173,0.052000000000000005,0.925,0.024,-0.7611,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,5,7,3,0,0,9,0,15,9,0,8,2,29,27,10,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,11,9,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,2,23,2,23,19,6,26,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,2,17,100,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767080428970097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522843872091053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281060847701746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130611884941748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511634204086364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482570416305228,0.0,0.12664142144119114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514910540822095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382888831714613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610701532839388,0.0,0.12506828241893245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712727436370214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346681340704602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808068404414355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771097962761415,0.07183409598329735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449506328645214,0.0,0.1250042853126518,0.1327052382639884,0.0,0.09814730757623068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617595423394725,0.10902492637502424,0.0,0.14200775811744487,0.15637387385950385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958791734802765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110472587572091,0.1181815286610189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874483677677364,0.0,0.0,0.09982742189236377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867253205758276,0.0,0.11794297249607655,0.17904957190491502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173693109114707,0.0,0.2140871240072097,0.0,0.0,0.20889953633734573,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Solcypher,2019/07/12,"Reapplying to college Ok so filling out an application for another undergrad school, I've gotten kicked out of 5 schools over 15 years or so, (got diagnosed last year) and I've got to explain why. It kind of makes me feel like the ship has sailed and I should just move on, but I want my degree. Mostly just ranting but anyone have any advise?",3.2042288557213934,5.332269746268661,4.087388059701496,85.64710199004975,75.41791044776119,7.451741293532338,26.092039800995025,8.344100000000001,1.7852009950248755,271,10,53,5,6,87,55,67,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,15,10,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,9,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,29,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654863932396351,0.25517376772771483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015602794797752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246995199780468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304510784586542,0.17384933948274667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892585647675968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534116514279148,0.0,0.1983627875222933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188885526972054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624380621645002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25864261372830505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925665277718002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353417697159732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195855885679353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134189346034901 adhd,cheeseniz,2019/07/12,"Good advice for those starting on medication I wanted to share [this article](https://www.additudemag.com/adhd-medication-mistakes-adderall-dosage/?fbclid=IwAR0KooCH_N01_58YMJP8Lz2CWJ5ud91GiTNaa6lQWbYJkGV7lSQVsgQFyvo) from ADDitutude (*10 ADHD Medication Fallacies Even Doctors Believe*) as I *wish* I had read it before starting on ADHD medication. Specifically, this section on how doctors evaluate the efficacy of medication: ""Judging a medication’s effectiveness requires more than a physician asking, “How are you doing?” It requires at least two steps: * Taking careful inventory of the challenges you face (writing them down, one by one), before you started medication * Regularly reviewing each challenge as treatment progresses, in order to track improvement (or not), worsening symptoms, or new side effects. During this titration phase, experts recommend talking with your physician weekly and using an [ADHD medication tracking log like this](https://www.additudemag.com/download/adhd-medication-monitoring-log/). In-office visits should take place every three to four weeks, to review side effects, physical health, patient and family well-being, and other therapies, when indicated..."" &#x200B; Good luck everyone",12.305836562169779,17.170596970059883,10.074709404719977,40.328788305741476,58.34131736526946,11.594082423388514,45.75167312433956,10.966923227221727,7.4903683691440675,1022,60,84,32,17,309,125,167,0.018000000000000002,0.8370000000000001,0.145,0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,4,1,8,4,8,0,0,5,0,4,14,1,6,0,21,14,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,13,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,8,8,19,12,4,20,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,8,62,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527561946415027,0.08579214442030486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512571999542707,0.1066803935338732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207636498253608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494139595533334,0.09891476955416167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951273533019302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797235676623246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798769278444815,0.0,0.07397097622478667,0.08389177390716797,0.0,0.0,0.08276520297032643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727636638422895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332185608250176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289214556917433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191087630784223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479284592851018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189841709227793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172696745815673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781864241482902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642501204800987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125250040406377,0.1320216529278648,0.07056620204553858,0.0,0.0,0.10040110110808502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576284444775936,0.0,0.0,0.07582659110077176,0.0,0.0,0.05178369719494531,0.0,0.1408475202733561,0.0,0.07893814434296789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095978364361692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066803935338732,0.0 adhd,Moldydrpepper,2019/07/12,"I can't eat on Adderall Im interested in trying a new med although adderall is great for AddAdhd. What medicine had the least affect on your appetite? Im trying to gain muscle too, and the adderall is making it impossible",3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,5.342034883720931,75.90979651162795,75.27906976744184,7.090697674418602,31.68023255813953,8.07648339933343,2.705655813953489,179,9,30,3,4,61,34,43,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032518124681916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267396121070763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402425755050537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978236098661672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291908287821916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862277940530881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024200245542522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway__shame,2019/07/12,"Having a breakdown. I'm just so disappointed in myself. I'm drinking myself to sleep every night, and I'm afraid I'm losing control. My relationship is falling apart, my self-esteem is crumbling, and I can feel my hope fading. I feel lost, alone, and afraid. I am drowning, and tired of kicking. Before I explain, I just wanna say that I am not in a state of taking harsh criticism, and I don't to be judged. i do enough of that, myself. I am fully aware that this is not okay. I am posting for the sole purpose of not feeling so alone. I would really love to hear from anyone that has, or has had, similar problems, and any meaningful advice. Please do not give me the advice of ""talk to your doctor,"" ""stop doing this,"" ""you shouldn't do this,"" etc. I know all of this. I am just in a really horrible mood, and I just don't want to feel so alone right now. Over the past 2 years, I have gone through a lot of changes. I graduated from college, only to realize I had no fucking clue what to do in the real world. I've moved three times, been in three relationships, gone through four jobs, etc. At first, I thought I was just ""being free,"" but I've realized I've just been getting more lost. &#x200B; About six months ago, I started to realize that... life is moving on, but I am stuck in place. Everyone I know is now advancing and... being an adult. They're moving up in life. They're able to afford apartments, they're going to yoga classes, they're getting engaged, they're traveling the world, they're having vacations, they're... not with me, anymore. They're not living in a tiny room in a basement, in a house with four roommates. They're not sleeping on a futon mattress on the floor, because they made (and saved) enough money to buy a proper bed. I've started having this background feeling of defeat and failure. I've kept pushing myself, and telling myself I was on the right path. I've been working towards my goals, and my dreams. But they twist and turn and push me in different directions. Every time I have tried to make something of myself, I have repeatedly failed. &#x200B; After college, and after bar-tending, I cut back to getting drunk once a month--which was a huge improvement from those days. But slowly, it turned into every weekend. Then it turned into Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Sorta like it was in college. &#x200B; Well... over the past 4 months, I have started drinking every night. I know I shouldn't, but I do. Once I have one drink, I just don't stop. So, the solution should be ""just don't even have one drink."" I could just \~not\~ have a drink... but drinking is the only thing that makes me deaf, blind, and numb to all of my failed attempts at being an independent adult. &#x200B; I know I'm not physically addicted. I could NOT drink. I just can't STAND the feeling of failure and utter hopelessness of constantly trying but never succeeding... from long-term career goals, to simple goals like ""ORGANIZE THE DESK DRAWERS."" I'm constantly fucking treading water only to be swallowed up in these waves of regret and failure. &#x200B; I'm just... so tired of this. I'm so tired of the feeling of ""THIS is going to be the month!"" Getting all excited, doing my best to stick with all these goals, setting all these alarms, writing down all these reminders. I'm so fucking sick of the shoreline getting further and further as I continue to swim towards it. After typing all of this, I don't even know why I did. A few minutes ago, I had an urge to be heard. Just now, I had the urge to ""Select all-Delete,"" but I don't need anther wasted attempt at something. If anyone has been here and made it out, I am proud, and I hope I will be out soon",4.1307578827073925,5.6262075708274875,4.785250896057349,84.27195041816013,71.46844319775596,7.1328138797984515,28.07046387200665,7.594959193182576,1.6523647291049812,2870,106,546,33,54,920,295,713,0.147,0.7809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9924,5,3,9,0,0,1,175.0,0,2,2,19,31,33,4,3,32,1,71,27,2,6,8,114,129,41,1,14,32,0,7,2,0,5,11,4,4,2,26,29,10,4,18,13,3,13,21,18,1,8,23,12,66,15,86,90,15,97,0,9,1,4,17,43,3,6,39,377,92,18,0.05160139358503412,0.0,0.0,0.056253135659449914,0.0,0.1008485691984178,0.09148304392640726,0.0,0.0,0.16033044476410074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795504419527497,0.3135067062990027,0.03509071712500709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051174716728273374,0.07216178837363421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967828650295375,0.0,0.03145573058261747,0.0,0.04390898531864206,0.0,0.054152479014500515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054587432312348534,0.0,0.0,0.11152554946901287,0.05787535066117205,0.08239902786807761,0.0,0.0,0.03327862998556553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391247349958748,0.0,0.052816212872547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538480460033633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663606699063756,0.11509838811937813,0.06816446759716316,0.0,0.17390559858098972,0.049307342899641365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263850531493656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043892119022845885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311397062675635,0.13479799189600716,0.04950075869669552,0.058652522257913425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815852084538688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250365396431653,0.0,0.05954108006140822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051206420907497184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179388210654373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728951806472324,0.050419668837158975,0.0,0.04556497591694051,0.04566560952159606,0.0,0.057728760296356166,0.11265803338643145,0.04386965954269905,0.04657227236340758,0.09765297255931914,0.06888866181879645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475096021425273,0.16453234523644225,0.0,0.03826177950441882,0.03979817585778707,0.0,0.0,0.09684882461057588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990760016151707,0.06993287949556326,0.11773555520780325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851873799260738,0.0,0.0,0.05391247349958748,0.0566428345486979,0.0,0.0,0.049419871111811765,0.0,0.0,0.04937556474045243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587336828825145,0.06611434811954249,0.0,0.0,0.11080117085573862,0.0,0.08813461635278938,0.0,0.04103549930710318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053831507354965655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327731898871684,0.0,0.0,0.07945054759551197,0.0,0.0,0.1095711959112071,0.0,0.0,0.08628215118908421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879782610327821,0.04147524553760152,0.0451018924168083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034281673014566034,0.0,0.0,0.04096574257492088,0.06017837513369654,0.17792463316304946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006791807960742,0.16838249552200985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030435838882460462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639584991118585,0.0,0.046562231627150535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375664290995363,0.0,0.0,0.036656149486498896,0.0,0.3135067062990027,0.03322960565061748 adhd,theredponytavern,2019/07/12,"I am off meds after proving once again that I can't use adderall without abusing it... So I have a history of abusing everything...I know part of it is my brain setup/traumatic events that I have endured, but the reality is that it is mostly just my lack of self control...I am prescribed 3 20mg IR and if I take them as prescribed it changes my life... I am able to focus and get thru my day with little Fatigue and drama...However, I always end up taking more than I am supposed to...I am talking staying up for several nights in a row, and basically turning myself into a zombie...I have had my wife distribute my meds, but then I end up looking for them(and always finding them)...I suck! It is at the point where she doesn't trust me, and I don't trust myself either... What is wrong with me...I am so tired of this bullshit...I don't drink, I can't smoke weed anymore due to work and now I cant take stims either...I am massively depressed and at my wits end...Not sure what to do next...Does anyone have any advice for me? Honestly, marijuana was an effective treatment option for me for 20+ years...I was able to focus and other than getting tired, there seemed to be no side effects...However, it's not an option here in Texas... 😐🙁👎",2.043003952569169,3.751361976284585,4.053102766798421,86.4866106719368,77.4584980237154,6.655335968379448,26.12450592885376,7.520522993642371,1.3926616600790518,952,37,197,13,22,325,145,253,0.152,0.79,0.057999999999999996,-0.9783,2,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,1,2,8,8,1,0,7,0,27,6,1,2,2,29,38,15,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,13,11,1,0,5,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,1,26,4,31,34,5,24,0,2,1,0,5,13,1,5,10,131,39,1,0.2510217535902535,0.29741973062354155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226477761958981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887020792050645,0.0,0.0,0.0853517001720429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447306400210635,0.08776012332839428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011164744248872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277386550088394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077112073221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094413227708498,0.0,0.10810233427075333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229528767693846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334961497157017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471466756949507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311485057101026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897749549360496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865204407799954,0.0,0.12579487143914073,0.0,0.0,0.1053975257858356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788285794352185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348224136146986,0.11778345553225812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366498755491996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359160486234659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864834727196855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426038837541867,0.13093521740243494,0.14179156552776942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337778949100649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182925160191928,0.0,0.2831056779857752,0.1008808885004088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885125789603015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365197925975419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840109939977516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098800636441907,0.0,0.09137341313418032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372264407479454,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheDarkAgniRises,2019/07/12,"I'm not even sure if I should even be medicating I feel weird guys. I always felt like something was wrong with my attention. I always space out in conversation. I always forget objects. I always lack motivation to do any one specific task unless I really enjoy it. Last week after hours of tests and months of therapy I've been diagnosed with ADD. Today is my third day on 3 different 20mg of Adderall IR and I feel way more motivated and energetic (but there are spasms of confusion and head-fuzziness. Probably gonna take only two thirds of each pill and try 15 mg). And yet I feel like I'm just a poser. That I don't have ADD. I don't know why, I'd rather not take Adderall to be motivated, but on it I've finally been able to consistently go to the gym and submit job applications. I'm not gonna lie, Adderall does give me a head rush and my depression and anxiety, while still there, are smothered over just a tad bit, and I remember reading that if you enjoy Adderall then you don't have ADD (could be just an urban myth). I'm also taking it with 50 mg sertraline/zoloft (also on day 3), if that also matters. I dunno. I still can't believe I have ADD but it explains so much.",3.4879166666666706,4.764572625000003,5.392500000000003,80.14916666666669,72.75,8.833333333333334,26.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.215291666666668,930,32,188,21,18,321,138,240,0.084,0.828,0.087,0.1729,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,3,15,10,1,1,5,0,19,4,1,3,1,52,36,23,0,7,14,0,4,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,7,19,0,0,11,2,0,2,7,5,0,4,4,4,21,5,20,25,5,24,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,5,16,116,28,6,0.12182933750103035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228063155154,0.40548707338240464,0.0,0.0,0.0828481272066956,0.0,0.09319910972672753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725994400044295,0.0,0.0,0.13300608302935293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727081265115596,0.0,0.0,0.15713968799707914,0.0,0.10493142987136043,0.12365421307613805,0.0,0.1272857276358819,0.0,0.0,0.10661367424056926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609342568391672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480172080759855,0.08703490305338872,0.1169752693923754,0.13345808426140746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686980174050647,0.06923842006002001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063019810717658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500640960815542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997735678729765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089681889460865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695421777813985,0.09930717040841057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903932093093607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273024043592952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724301487364444,0.0,0.08955858092649227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255471205873467,0.09265670100973604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135263135512953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121862306249969,0.0,0.07804699322163691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380088901786751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379017605120073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945861326033873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148227088037348,0.0,0.2748014998579485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932246496447254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547996682044635,0.0,0.0,0.08271412307545524,0.0,0.11900956024340123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670245741943087,0.09772414591097192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993202775342296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320125546757158,0.0,0.0 adhd,Being_Cassandra,2019/07/12,"ISO rad articles/books about ADHD Fellow AD(H)D-ers, Can you share any specific articles or books you've read and loved about AD(H)D? Especially interested in ones that critique, chronicle, or support medication.",8.479313725490197,11.852492617647062,7.918235294117648,58.478725490196105,64.0,12.768627450980391,37.80392156862745,11.855464076750405,6.2249333333333325,175,9,23,7,3,55,28,34,0.0,0.696,0.304,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,10,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719803363138175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670671485867135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544505499557114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956301302600414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661213028620108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928322793487335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456608131865297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,labelle15,2019/07/12,Drug testing and adhd? I'll have to get drug tested for a new job and I take adhd medicine. How does this work? I'm also really nervous that I'll come within a margin of error because I split my afternoon Adderall pills myself and they don't always split perfectly evenly. Also does taking it at a slightly different time of day throw things off? Am I getting nervous over nothing?,2.6714864864864865,5.3145495945945935,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,80.08108108108108,5.8621621621621625,25.466216216216218,7.1686216300943375,1.6113297297297309,306,12,50,4,8,102,57,74,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.8959999999999999,2,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,6,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,31,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507044920612308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999055740033081,0.15602449371362245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430520000261404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152445496052598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092933102673235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590948777426834,0.0,0.0,0.3281849536179213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349073518237001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238495014652604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593391904416185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607611633359986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109966428743746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992223131327836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201245948651228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819704511872018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457423235051494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933939663907707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651052167834293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kodsorch,2019/04/25,"Meds make it impossible for me to get proper sleep at night. Does anyone have any tips for getting to sleep? Whenever I’m in my meds (I take concerta xl and ritalin at 8am every morning) I can never get to sleep until 1am earliest, and I’ve had this issue for years. The second I come off my meds (I only take them for school) I sleep like a baby and have no trouble falling asleep at 9-10pm Any tips would be very much appreciated, Linda concerned as to the effect this chronic sleep deprivation is going to have on my long term health.",2.9038124362894986,4.5743469449541285,4.830581039755352,82.0009378185525,74.9633027522936,7.413251783893987,24.037716615698265,8.167268648758528,1.4195190621814473,423,13,84,7,9,145,75,109,0.085,0.8590000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.3008,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,9,6,2,1,8,17,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,10,1,17,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839893361750859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459054009051764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653127171358905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838396239042498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397877509193535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120337947924678,0.0,0.0768824315899882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379573433323448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119660394178324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609070830947482,0.0,0.0,0.1197180603630574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030008643651924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507949326157533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944596461630288,0.0,0.10433585513468034,0.0,0.0,0.12695060410106665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288612118184956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691003032431606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6768857592374143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342662831166453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161971769124808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609864322136286,0.0,0.0,0.08711553347908045 adhd,MojoGuy39,2019/04/25,"Is there Anyone Here That Has Stories of How They Got Off of Vyvanse? I have been prescribed 40mg vyvanse daily for the past few years when i was taken off of adderall. I have noticed recently that the crash comes a lot sooner and the effects wear off in about 4-5 hours instead of most of the day like it used to. As soon as the comedown comes, i turn into a zombie and can't seem to focus on anything except my own thoughts. It really bugs me, because i feel like I should stop taking it, but after trying that for a few days of being off of vyvanse, it left me in a huge brain fog and all i wanted to do was sleep, sit in my bed, was extremely depressed, and couldn't think straight. I am really regretting even taking these stimulants, but when you are a kid and your doctor tells you that its okay, you are supposed to believe them. I guess my question is have any of you successfully gotten off of vyvanse, and how long did it take you to recover from the symptoms and brain fog? I'm only 19, so my brain isn't even fully developed yet, and im scared it will be too used to what vyvanse does to the brain and ill be stuck on it forever. If i could give my past self any advice it would have told him to just deal with the adhd. If anyone has any advice id love to hear it, because I feel like I am slowly losing myself, and don't know what to do anymore.",8.036648998822145,5.009635583038872,8.201139575971734,78.26894140164902,64.19434628975263,10.846760895170787,34.53739693757362,8.344100000000001,2.549688103651355,1062,31,227,10,12,350,158,283,0.10099999999999999,0.823,0.076,-0.7497,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,2,3,15,10,0,1,13,1,30,10,6,6,1,44,55,21,0,8,6,0,2,3,0,3,3,1,1,2,17,14,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,11,3,29,6,39,36,6,31,0,3,0,1,18,14,0,7,17,162,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556406020838246,0.20419232396498269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314893616156808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036155933599478,0.14610899675225944,0.0,0.08597772945523882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737947163224225,0.0,0.0,0.11771262279431208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665347190665318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799996826748668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834183822664591,0.0,0.0,0.13476127324630388,0.10771378081147276,0.08998804358885211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693919938770738,0.09143071791254187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380154538743706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056559528301251,0.14928035688299576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022626038869636,0.0,0.0,0.08356180363002823,0.0,0.11509595263742352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775599420176752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289126551964924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285579295365508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741920295247217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351728665884055,0.0,0.0,0.15313022438347834,0.0,0.0,0.09246107314766376,0.0,0.11688584000966988,0.0,0.08882473796878455,0.09429683139583428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895060764272375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946137072071961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947501709447496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170409555933664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386449106083168,0.0,0.10316090557143652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460220997177666,0.0,0.0,0.09511421634850048,0.1089949086706621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455495771927016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734954351872702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859420900960323,0.2356667528291101,0.0,0.09131969150387513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669462473831292,0.0,0.08294505559981276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983464331960017,0.0,0.07093472491371514,0.11364369816695395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804734915979624,0.0,0.0,0.061624718353772014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421924188661118,0.0,0.0,0.06728137499789097 adhd,Fatiaaaa,2019/04/25,"Difference of Adhd manifestation between men and women My brother and I were talking about adhd because after previous conversations and research, I think I might have it.He himself has adhd and was the one who suggested I may have it. I looked online and couldn't find any authentic sources of the difference simply that it is more rare in women. I'm curious to see the differences of the manifestations between man and woman",7.617922077922077,8.928177805194814,8.499116883116884,61.55724675324677,63.15584415584414,11.354805194805195,38.77662337662337,11.20814326018867,5.078970909090911,349,18,51,10,5,118,54,77,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,13,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,9,8,1,2,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,2,1,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6756646018697436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744020936100364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423889904476513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873875605460941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128260154591451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737100403628873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880456709359492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269888667761249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933562674168832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062712898632166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008003327737687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JessicaHouseman,2019/04/25,"ADHD or Alzheimer's? I was trying to unlock my door a few minutes ago and was looking through my wallet for a while, my bf asked what I was looking for and I said ""oh.. my debit card."" A specialist once said “It’s also not necessarily forgetting where your keys are — in fact, I don’t know where my keys are right now — it’s forgetting what keys are for. "" Jk though, I'm just a 21 year old who woke up too late to take her Adderall this morning.",1.1900241545893702,3.1624951521739137,2.890144927536234,92.54857487922706,81.17391304347827,5.828019323671497,22.17874396135266,6.937597516519254,0.4893729468599033,342,11,77,4,9,113,64,92,0.0,0.976,0.024,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,16,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,11,0,8,10,1,11,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,6,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29038111475993955,0.0,0.21418216268133344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322397809598246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588272828460426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278841202088648,0.0,0.2725586620096072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058010509044678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535402686527916,0.2573181486685745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634274863782812,0.4596732125865098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166868843627826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739110065602506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640445877701808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559580219089494 adhd,StakeESC,2019/04/25,"For the third time this week, I'm counting my pills to see if I remembered to take my dose. It's my mood stabilizer this time, but it applies to adderall as well. Ironic how my adhd makes it harder to treat my adhd lol.",3.745579710144927,4.127297760869567,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,71.3913043478261,7.872463768115942,26.20289855072464,7.793537801064563,1.3096028985507244,171,5,37,2,3,58,33,46,0.035,0.77,0.195,0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,5,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,6,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7082204013824741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668014094513944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337792769291309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347966814134456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215389791263356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34362378338188176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363492287957057,0.0,0.264924359361318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,squee_chan,2019/04/25,"Working out with ADHD How? Can it be done? What are some tricks? I've tried to start so many times, I start out so gung ho, full of energy and enthusiasm, all about that lean bod then BAM! Like the fire nation attacking; it's all gone... even little things like squats, sit-ups, planking, I just lose interest or have 0 motivation, I feel like I'm just gonna jiggle forever. Any advice is greatly appreciated!",1.9181293952180027,4.4967542025316485,3.5168776371308006,85.48251758087203,82.92405063291139,7.055414908579465,20.17018284106892,8.167268648758528,1.1356824191279884,318,9,64,7,9,105,67,79,0.107,0.647,0.24600000000000002,0.9093,0,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,13,12,6,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,5,6,8,4,10,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,2,7,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929547080100274,0.23820153054057186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576660617757344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27731461154121057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494532896150725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100258674153026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325345628160965,0.17414371313620197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26874860696453745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572695889040476,0.2443136911271608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27270746958733394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471365380785545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34507217804097323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194472656314424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213965727256048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654984841234192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746173256752187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,momewraths,2019/04/25,"Alarms and To-Do Lists not Working for me So, like many others with ADHD, I have a really hard time not just remembering to do things that I need to do but also actually going and doing those things when I remember I need to do them. For example, I can have in my planner, on a to-do list, on a sticky note, and on an alarm on my phone that I need to re-order my ADHD medication. I look at all of those things every day, multiple times a day. But it's like I just... gloss over it? I know it needs to be done. I know things will get harder if I don't re-order my medication. And yet, that alarm goes off and I'll snooze it until I forget about it. Or I'll turn it off and then just not do it. &#x200B; Does anyone else have this problem? If so, how do you deal with it? Is there some special app that works or some way I can trick/force myself into just doing whatever it is I need to do?",1.6512500000000043,2.7121620416666694,3.844708333333333,90.29612500000002,77.02083333333334,6.995000000000001,19.570833333333333,7.554174236665415,0.2913058333333329,680,13,162,9,15,235,103,192,0.091,0.858,0.05,-0.7549,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,3,12,7,0,3,5,0,19,2,0,1,1,37,30,19,0,8,13,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,21,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,22,3,23,27,3,20,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,6,10,120,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.12505311967380475,0.0,0.3080159103655618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247921867593184,0.0,0.13884736874350315,0.15571279712165947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960345733595855,0.13130188496352538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528860325198164,0.13211407070025394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214242262663156,0.13113901226642985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705048897573016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796948935254942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695158968781789,0.0,0.07282897076458124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479466354618167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085262964991305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252124357603697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761131988987492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992108281505033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258189516308722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475097389448108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261950288018275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209433696890776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903314494860566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405410530527572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944725152653324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938728602002726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171723211127327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865852830396027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571279712165947,0.0 adhd,Vnslover,2019/04/25,"Is it normal that my doctor asked me for the medication pills back when I changed to another brand? I just started seeing him 2 weeks ago, he put me on Ritalin and gave me 100 pills to try for a month (10 mg), I had another appointment with him today because the medication was giving me bad side effects, he did change it for me but asked me to bring back the old medication to destroy it. Is this common? I know he did this because he is concerned about abuse (and I haven't abused it nor do I plan to). Just found it odd, do you think that he believes I'm abusing it? Or is this normal practice?",3.299826958105648,4.427435303278688,4.688469945355191,85.59250455373406,73.01639344262296,7.717304189435335,27.489981785063755,8.167268648758528,1.6555052823315115,465,17,99,7,9,155,75,122,0.158,0.802,0.04,-0.9549,0,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,6,2,1,0,4,0,11,7,0,1,0,13,22,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,1,16,0,11,16,0,14,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,1,10,63,27,1,0.0,0.4821363356506545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202373432292648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844623120132012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253611587354522,0.0,0.0,0.20859873254075773,0.11325436283867353,0.16537068782416026,0.0,0.0,0.1528206794049382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869798622015253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883405804325746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872308426687006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301189697691192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454461040613937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40993136483189097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082671547667752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657982768971211,0.0,0.0,0.14233215279370487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635642075362914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808811848426472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960072229444324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691311743667329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285715735619372,0.0,0.0,0.09209116743289618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880283014201032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pinkfx,2019/04/25,"Need guidance: How did you overcome or deal with your impulsive/ emotional impulsive behaviours in the workplace? Been using Reddit for over 7 years or so and only found out about this sub - glad I found it! A bit of a intro/back story.. I was diagnosed ADHD at the age of 8, put on ritalin and attended anger management till the age of 13, decided to stop taking it, simply because I felt spaced whilst on them. Now, I'm 30(m), post-graduate educated, relationship, in a great job but stuck..... I've been put forward for many promotions but never got them. I have everything going for me - my technical competencies exceed my grade if not the next but my impulsive behaviours let me down and at times can turn self-destructive (massively derived from my close call to mental breakdown 2y ago). Quite frankly I only realise this behaviour when someone tells me and when realising, it feels like my heart's been ripped out - disappointment in my self. I've recently started a course of Concerta XL (Ritalin) again which has its pros but really struggling with my impulsive behaviour. Fortunately my bf has been supportive yet I think it may be having an impact on our relationship. Despite all of the above, I feel like a child stuck in a man's body, as a man terrified by the thought of lossing everything! :( Anyways! This is my make or break moment! If I can't make a change now, I never will. I am hoping to begin a course of CBT therapy too either this week or next! What are your experiences with deal with these behaviours? Has therapy helped? What type have you used? Thank you for taking the time to read this.",5.185953177257527,7.035524719063545,5.976321070234118,75.36976588628767,69.36789297658864,10.283612040133779,30.7257525083612,10.472087959537523,3.585188628762542,1277,53,226,38,23,418,186,299,0.09699999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0.061,-0.9339,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,5,2,4,11,11,1,1,17,0,21,5,2,5,3,43,46,20,0,4,12,0,3,2,1,2,3,0,0,4,14,11,0,1,8,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,13,3,30,7,37,29,3,45,0,2,0,0,20,16,0,8,27,148,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857015063862762,0.0,0.09483203803667298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226164354358492,0.0,0.06521451213367528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167953426748563,0.11883156885807004,0.0,0.0,0.10923937373894506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317151758818275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058504641860333,0.0,0.1085832757455913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203390181486332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922949175137077,0.1046477655117234,0.0,0.0,0.10818542940307103,0.15285423185569755,0.10271835965691158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459788457292546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607996627897916,0.0,0.08556233099278936,0.11794672670073357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267727813918216,0.0717069855322539,0.0,0.0,0.10625608849943502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061619519159864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939513196188673,0.0,0.10453084523091014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282105005493484,0.10846175555567823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781149980963947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932491910157054,0.16502040005454735,0.0,0.22755062178782565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627274617682796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245804896507148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509053563827332,0.0,0.11378726575188634,0.1070097659704208,0.0,0.06853464977275947,0.0,0.10563064898765824,0.2297147186652857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232086443107065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064449775850192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572157179738631,0.0,0.0,0.08944075199368523,0.0,0.11183957632574544,0.0,0.0,0.12140056158404824,0.0,0.0,0.1608725185719035,0.0,0.09350594806699647,0.09849356153353908,0.2446837718578652,0.0,0.0,0.06854898683950922,0.0,0.08493081758824284,0.12476274760281705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636440688687273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479415178611827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581355716460537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889213764111261 adhd,Ijustdontkknoww,2019/04/25,"Tuning out the same specific things in every conversation Dates, names, hours, places- in literally every conversation. It’s like my mind goes “oh yeah this detail is not important cause I can fill it in later” which means every conversation is Receptionist: “ok so your appointment is on April 28th at 2pm” Me: “ok thanks!” Leaves office, comes back 20 seconds later: Me: “hey so just to be clear, what time and date is my next appointment?” “April 28th, 2pm” “Thanks!” Leaves office again thinking I’ll remember it, end up asking my mom if she remembers the time and date",4.013942307692306,6.626317125000008,4.6910000000000025,79.95400000000002,74.86538461538461,8.390769230769232,23.861538461538462,9.120678840339163,2.109649230769231,447,14,81,11,10,143,74,104,0.013999999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.163,0.9381,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,1,16,12,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,8,11,1,24,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,15,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357136089220708,0.0,0.0,0.13453950948378413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797402230887188,0.0,0.15071934698054945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496961984956706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422539881068544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230812986637767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705314703330815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854804744804344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905913289170363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666769404634067,0.204920281445528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608033902120827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182804208018208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39640902931009503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221738561304649,0.0,0.0,0.11624089339946292,0.1121123608490941,0.0,0.0,0.20405037075923052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ValleForte,2019/04/25,"I finally made that doctors appointment I've been forgetting to make!! I've been off my Adderall for about 2 months now ( long story short, can't take it with some meds I have for a different health issue) so this is my small victory :)",3.262391304347826,5.2736158913043525,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,74.8695652173913,8.947826086956523,26.71739130434783,9.516144504307137,2.4945391304347826,185,7,37,5,4,60,39,46,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.555,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,5,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284452337626703,0.0,0.3217666016291275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443722442169502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341560250551808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281161026316495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782037406306392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974604142407844,0.2098415372728657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491894097702332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509236922722933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636387345633755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lonleyterpy,2019/04/25,"I'm kind of worried/unsure about all these meds given to me. Ok, so after cutting out my slightly off-topic rant: Got diagnosed with “add” (so adhd inattentive) recently (1-2 months ago). Seemed lacking, was just asked verbal questions for an hour or so. The questions were obvious as to what they were trying to achieve/find out, so anyone who wanted drugs probably could do it. I just spoke the truth, expected more follow through after, but nope. They seemed like the best option though, others had a max appointment time of 15minutes AFAIK. --------------- Initially given afterwards: -> 50mg vyvanse (once a day) -> .5mg clonazepam (as needed) Don’t like the idea of meds, for some reason, benzos gave me a bad vibe (not the best description, or logic, but yeah). Along with taking more than one medication. So, avoided taking clonazepam. -> Vyvanse was bumped up to 50mg twice a day (from once). It’s not perfect, but I think it certainly helps. Also diminished my anxiety tremendously somehow it seems. ----------- --------------- I am currently given (as of today, been over a month or so now) -> 50MG vyvanse twice a day (morning/afternoonish) -> .5MG clonazepam (wants me to take it at night now) -> 50mg desvenlafaxine (morning) --------------- I don't like that idea of taking medicine, just instinctive feeling pretty much. I wanted help after dealing with many things for too long. I guess I just want to be normal, don't want it to change me, or something. I really don't know what it's all doing to my body, my health, my brain, etc. Need to do read up on research, after this semester is over. Just in this state of flux, but know I wanted help. I expressed my concerns with my doctor and parents. Parents they love and want the best for me, but I don’t think they understand the feeling/concern (idk). Honestly whole thing is uncomfortable, worse with parents involved, just doesn’t feel right. It was sort of addressed but seemed kind of lacking. Like no real science given or actual response. Perhaps I didn’t push or express it enough. (some analogy about taking vitamins for your body not die and to function, something something, meds will help function if you choose to take)(some other ones). I just don't know, ya know? Taking an amphetamine, benzodiazepine, and a serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor. It’s weird to think about. I have no idea if this is going to fuck me up for good, and/or change me (for the worse, subtle or not). I don't really know what this is all going to due to me. I don’t know what to expect. Just seems like a lot of medicine that's going to impact me some way or another. If anyone. could share some insight/experience/I really don’t know. Just talk words to me.",3.3516300496102085,6.010953477911652,3.951568627450982,84.1238235294118,77.47389558232929,6.717127332860856,25.628159697613988,7.861635385654353,1.7127391448145532,2104,79,375,35,51,664,246,498,0.1,0.765,0.135,0.9706,4,1,4,0,0,0,182.0,0,3,4,4,25,23,2,1,18,2,31,11,3,1,7,104,80,32,1,19,30,3,2,5,0,1,6,1,1,0,26,13,0,1,26,1,0,5,18,5,0,4,15,3,40,18,63,61,19,39,0,0,0,2,27,11,1,27,26,250,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.06292193326255803,0.0,0.07749089589440973,0.0,0.05715649822647645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156361212855686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761156390939219,0.04932604722213728,0.0,0.0,0.09017004577405456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060278902766518025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053837041096179455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299932782569946,0.0,0.0,0.14324265291143753,0.0,0.07197958015676459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641988041668268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296202854801796,0.0,0.0,0.12475032798075646,0.06647473298810933,0.0,0.06544454739207277,0.06691873542834674,0.0,0.0,0.06599670600832598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747748489697885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662375793629936,0.07191082121958743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520476024585667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058932385424019434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059609541158195015,0.0,0.0,0.10993423394753632,0.05408169435238742,0.05156952566759504,0.0,0.0710305836629763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853786823996229,0.0,0.0,0.17287491764398366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349855469467319,0.0,0.0,0.21836589238405274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428933717188027,0.24805074235908445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157505237516411,0.0,0.0,0.05706164153723903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481750519507177,0.05819456564832785,0.0,0.0,0.06537130559886613,0.0,0.0,0.21486397936715632,0.06495553072424706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293260435093657,0.0,0.047399281011167166,0.0956203133837736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605089143791906,0.06317545919616246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733547298145174,0.08738490394080023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478797671725747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559804262578778,0.06951896982677977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446185461375066,0.0,0.06449617265990583,0.07339090387524468,0.1239201646180188,0.06629486698425037,0.0636649609828048,0.0,0.0,0.055064477820739484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29349504248700514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489166151835259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393598307579129,0.051825555781016414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567359802474123,0.12394608802577907,0.06335001875863455,0.0,0.0375980623728295,0.0,0.061118290864560075,0.0,0.0,0.04377682096664421,0.0,0.0,0.0671246254417133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662185531898698,0.05118020971609826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198819245642404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141865625047236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rantingpacifist,2019/04/25,"Wrote a reminder on my hand and found it on my face I wrote “take extra Ritalin and coffee tomorrow” I b-ball point before passing out on the couch. Today it is on my chin. Guess who forgot the Ritalin?",1.730853658536585,3.8281590975609774,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,79.97560975609757,7.0268292682926825,22.445121951219512,8.07648339933343,1.3639219512195124,157,5,31,3,4,54,30,41,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,5,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36292660957965217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676436409193516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469846278464538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031876033726048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206806849336494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40427939667620455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yesman782,2019/04/25,Momentum. Does anyone else feel like momentum is the key to everything? If the day starts off bad it will just continue that way or if a job is going good it just gets better until the momentum starts to go the other way. If you get started on something it may be easy to continue but if you stop for any reason getting started is tough.,2.1254157782515968,4.539632671641794,3.817484008528787,84.74089552238807,80.49253731343283,7.410660980810236,24.49680170575693,8.418075326091056,1.9048950959488282,267,10,51,6,7,89,47,67,0.09300000000000001,0.804,0.10400000000000001,-0.0516,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,16,7,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,10,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468215720566246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138482569212777,0.20292768731070493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536515437719845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516090690523445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772716098500375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733166472009421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654470395406711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799637468389878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100141046244734,0.14148839437457725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104220002835062,0.0,0.2251150409696084,0.16611662813314726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965360584120996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675820731153427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036304501519936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524701120130292,0.0,0.0,0.5607289236582357,0.0,0.0,0.1655803472054096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31440893141360204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wewillbewillwe,2019/04/25,"Are the meds worth it? New to ADHD. Hi I have just recently started visiting a psychiatrist. Today we found out that I most likely had ADHD in childhood which has followed me to my adult life. Honestly I haven’t felt a relief as such in a long time just as it all makes sense now! My question is about medication. The doctor said I should think through the pros and cons before making a decision as I have learned to live my life “successfully” around it. What is your pow on using or not using meds? What changes has it done to your mind, work and relationships with people? I am in my mid twenties and just a bit of afraid of changes as my job is built heavily on my character(entertainment). I would be happy to hear your stories and advices. I will go do some extra computer test next month to get a full diagnosis. I wont make any hasty decision just want to get more info on the topic. Thank you everyone in advance!",4.021738095238098,5.646027983333332,5.092063492063492,81.45500000000001,71.94444444444444,8.253968253968255,27.301587301587304,8.841846274778883,2.055325396825397,727,26,143,14,14,239,120,180,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.9573,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,0,3,8,7,0,1,10,0,18,4,0,5,1,34,35,9,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,8,8,0,0,8,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,5,3,21,6,25,25,7,25,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,4,11,100,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273192287856733,0.13307166456160566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260577865607228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122738162509965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587753424774365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867121684232812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881167492879873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393840570799134,0.0,0.1393574776959378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012401161300924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075233286274304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931225924474034,0.0,0.0,0.14229487481073688,0.0,0.07739315321609554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449641210960557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348261733113194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351357529524526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237324048020985,0.06652974169226906,0.0,0.12024775838013325,0.1205133344093975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27269982025067513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025263428627363,0.1371851104353954,0.0,0.0,0.13750106233865322,0.0,0.10869606127330872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315216588519273,0.1448269556800889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440874904591293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255063932139964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445944642295052,0.14620431760552266,0.0,0.0,0.12953655884408638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638756103204342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253744996073234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725742870680876,0.0,0.0,0.07940654600560633,0.0,0.1290809171811979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352283128948993,0.0,0.0,0.08032137242223551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913927964759392,0.0,0.0,0.09673701605007963,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ButteryBakedSalmon,2019/04/25,"I took 6 hours and I STILL didn't finish 😔 So I had my math final today, and I wasn't too worried about the material. Ok I lied, I was a little worried. My issue with taking tests is that it takes me *SOOOO* long to process each problem. I get extra time for my exams but this is the first time I actually ran out of time. I took 6 hours and still had about 4 pages that were blank....I started rushing halfway through because I was afraid I wasn't gonna finish...and I was right to be afraid. &#x200B; I feel so bad...Like I failed. my current grade without the final is a B right now and I'm hoping my prof shows me mercy and understands that I just ran out of time. And if I had 2 more hours I would've been able to finish. &#x200B; Is there any way for me to speed up my processing? *(yes I know this is dumb question lol*) I'm curious since this sub always has pretty good tips and advice.",-0.0762249827467194,2.126970878306881,1.912137106050153,95.98958592132507,88.8941798941799,4.345157579940189,18.27030135725788,5.7926816847441245,-0.3843325971934672,692,19,156,5,23,229,111,189,0.073,0.799,0.128,0.8211,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,1,2,5,3,18,0,0,0,0,21,33,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,5,0,1,15,1,27,3,16,16,4,32,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,3,20,94,34,6,0.1178854983117592,0.0,0.11503924116470607,0.0,0.0,0.11519634459476535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809017820575723,0.2554577763375002,0.28648756731915165,0.08016618131798285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842946700976486,0.07186190559721202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059606450009328585,0.0,0.0,0.25827560240579506,0.0,0.10027334464214764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159030732338223,0.0,0.0,0.09887676294431916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708689908196784,0.34828040883531913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230418326234838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478678690002161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815223894000056,0.0,0.10432495636561416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199319323847152,0.0,0.11280050110005015,0.0,0.0,0.13205873747287614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134714288564545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751610239861364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834399624583931,0.0,0.1882870224613539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772704473983212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495992830260696,0.0,0.11174166841002976,0.0,0.2619502523887451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272296119793275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935720214415914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363741361871844,0.0,0.0,0.23943689166770746,0.0,0.08374247570049229,0.0,0.28648756731915165,0.0 adhd,TheAndrewBen,2019/04/25,"I have achieved so much in one week I still can't believe it I finished my senior year of college. I earned the Vice President position in my university's AIAS After Friday's interview, I landed my first architectural summer internship And I remembered to write my birthday ""thank you"" letters from the beginning of March!!!",4.76074712643678,7.8005258793103485,5.6765517241379335,71.58195402298853,74.6896551724138,9.383908045977012,33.804597701149426,9.725611199111238,4.2857494252873565,263,14,40,8,6,86,46,58,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.5229,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,11,1,7,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,29,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314445878135809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257303366646388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28150648985311394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594914632642913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337987252679928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058180388556631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35256161633680083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071730369630447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466021435459739 adhd,quiidge,2019/04/25,How have you other desk-using leg-bouncers solved your wobbly workspace woes? Because I'm in an open office. Next to my boss. And my leg has the same resonant frequency as my monitors. And the only thing more frustratingly distracting than the gentle rocking of twin flatscreens is trying NOT to move my leg.,5.1126785714285665,7.701812053571428,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,71.32142857142857,8.051428571428572,29.057142857142853,8.841846274778883,2.6472828571428573,249,10,41,5,5,77,47,56,0.141,0.778,0.081,-0.5678,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,3,2,2,2,0,7,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585251761558318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507472644649446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510312402666083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225443566364757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817507459167028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879335581926196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101356470767471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TwilightFruit,2019/04/25,"Do people with ADHD not experience much stress/anxiety, if any at all, compared to a normal functioning person? I was thinking earlier that I dont actually know what stress/anxiety feels like. I dont know how to empathize with people who experience stress, because I dont think I ever really experience it myself. Is this an ADHD thing or a me thing?",6.87318181818182,7.43993859090909,8.723787878787878,61.90568181818182,64.60606060606061,12.054545454545455,34.68181818181819,11.698219412168324,4.651072727272728,281,12,45,9,4,100,45,66,0.055,0.902,0.043,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,14,11,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,5,10,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.1331398082239197,0.0,0.3279340758787744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277973236487908,0.0,0.20874312428373026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316884076208236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796985536300342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234122759951266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003756094093972,0.0,0.0,0.06898508059339857,0.09746840736122267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499610097560203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665471332450718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029461678243927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367625700147134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189172179025968,0.1191288213508198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740305166972788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688537237980374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128124517837665,0.1748426718019802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mr_Byan_Inch,2019/04/25,"A struggling college student trying to figure out life I have no idea how to organize my thoughts or make any sense at all but I'm just gonna make this post anyway. Currently, I'm a 21 year old studying mechanical engineering at a pretty decent university in California. I'm at the end of my 3rd year and I'm on track to graduate in 4, and I feel like, to a great extent, I've wasted my time here. The uni I'm at is on the quarter system so each class is only 10 weeks long. At the start of every quarter I think to myself, this is the time when I find a club I really enjoy participating in, or this is the time when I will try really hard in class and get better grades. I've gone to some meetings at a few different clubs but never found inspiration to devote myself to them. Speaking of grades, I actually did really well on high school, graduating with a 4.1 (due to AP credit). However, in now at a 2.9, though I was at a 3.0 past quarter. Anyway, I constantly question why I haven't done more with my time at college. Don't get me wrong, I've had many wonderful memories that I'm very great full for, but I never was able to find a passion to excel in. I want to talk about about my past. Throughout my childhood, I was always known as the spacey one. Many times when people were trying to get my attention I was blankly staring into space. I'm confused if I really have ADHD because I'm definitely not hyper active. However, I still struggle to maintain attention. Anyway, I worked with a psychiatrist for a while, mainly due to a lack of energy/depression which really started happening to me toward the end of high school. Anyway l, I tried a few drugs while I was working with him including adderall (I told him I may have ADHD). Anyway, I used the adderall for a while (while I was home for summer) but I didn't really see it as ""the cure"" for me. I could converse more easily with people but I felt like it gave me to much of a buzz/high so I gave up on it. Now, though, I'm back at school and I've decided to take it a couple times and it really seams to work miracles. Normally I would say I feel in an uneasy state most of the time, but when I'm on adderrall, I feel a rare state of well-being and I'm able to relax and talk to people. I feel like my mind stops racing and I can actually have cohesive flowing thoughts. I would like to feel this way all the time but I'm very wary of developing a tolerance and relying on Adderall to feel well-being. I've tried so many things while at college to improve my self. Running in the mornings, meditation changing my diet, counseling, etc.. Though I feel I still struggle to just feel normal. I want to be able to feel happy/well while talking to my friends. At this point, I feel pretty lonely and separated from them. Anyway, I'd would so so much appreciate any helpful thoughts. I want to make the most out of my college experience but I find doing this to be a constant uphill battle. My brother has been diagnosed with ADHD but he's more hyperactive (classical ADHD). I technically have been diagnosed too, but I'm not sure if I really have ADHD or I'm just weird/bad at life lol.",2.760338824629045,4.549352854889591,4.790466175955139,81.62887370019864,75.65615141955837,7.977053394088094,25.14768080383223,8.735056554316923,1.8867111578455429,2466,85,490,52,54,849,270,634,0.066,0.7759999999999999,0.158,0.9965,4,2,1,0,0,0,81.0,0,0,2,5,32,24,1,4,35,1,36,7,0,5,5,95,87,46,0,12,20,1,12,4,1,6,5,2,1,1,14,20,1,1,28,3,1,3,8,7,1,4,22,16,64,17,88,56,18,89,0,1,2,1,20,37,0,12,48,324,78,19,0.16745340708015855,0.0,0.10894024657724158,0.0,0.33541075696937195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644488303448235,0.0,0.0,0.07591603935767513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292044458756182,0.04660553345948197,0.03402601423657755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049366310201871266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059047833720466326,0.0,0.0,0.12063842942728426,0.0,0.04456597324858665,0.06176133663982989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807579138208652,0.11330778887988885,0.0,0.058317723252620385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057120991341383424,0.0,0.0,0.06473092975825702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887601057904173,0.0,0.06225160440115907,0.0,0.0,0.04702890589042002,0.0,0.0,0.054600521304662815,0.0,0.0,0.2822315801054888,0.07975249831789206,0.05359384366595879,0.0,0.1530493803970109,0.0,0.0,0.061201339235560974,0.043124695641331416,0.0,0.08748749381488269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307864831222215,0.0,0.0,0.04935949828587159,0.0,0.05000178718089244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037413496333166936,0.1769237184102053,0.055989806872554435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301150469824529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078851529070867,0.10907903506807952,0.0,0.0,0.049396998604841286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177644952302182,0.16977147192776446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636006851684128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206501442658617,0.0,0.08610026047687475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937919014252184,0.0,0.0,0.05857139401186893,0.0,0.03782358745525111,0.04245195394132563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656881653731316,0.11609110811912235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052765865138397296,0.0,0.05345802519524282,0.11357354372469901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252871314744081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28606650790692323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438855679925445,0.0,0.16947178787585654,0.04447956172572868,0.0,0.058230141271895214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901625560619499,0.0,0.0891523381350658,0.0466661821287449,0.0,0.17505865911281876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052607618147792745,0.0,0.0419680407635458,0.1345927055887075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03708286765057412,0.03576579392824568,0.1645221222488697,0.1329393004945658,0.2603824754481829,0.0,0.0,0.05333630217440022,0.0,0.18948311912850224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820865965095407,0.0,0.09211106532041294,0.09876835806405286,0.044305573408568936,0.04477367417529843,0.0,0.1505607233107948,0.0,0.0503668847261729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053202563144151,0.12190807471480825,0.0,0.0,0.11895409591678348,0.061028004455305686,0.0,0.07188966932267535 adhd,alltheworldadream,2019/04/25,"Best Work Schedule I recently asked for accommodations at work, especially regarding scheduling when I leave or start. I’ve found that I work best if I come early or stay later. I get so much more done before my coworkers arrive or after they leave. However, I’m terrible at getting up early and I’d prefer not to have to stay later so I can get to the gym or go for a run earlier in the day. How do I ask for a flexible schedule (coming and leaving as I please as long as I get my work done), and how do I justify this to my boss? What strategies have you found most helpful? Thanks!",3.269094304388421,4.542106815126051,5.333053221288517,80.3774696545285,73.28571428571429,8.986367880485528,27.507936507936506,9.444778638647367,2.4217219421101768,457,17,93,11,9,159,73,119,0.046,0.792,0.163,0.9435,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,6,5,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,18,21,16,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,15,3,15,17,5,23,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,6,13,63,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541707193281029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567475480124928,0.0,0.2853208602487409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342001963531581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766992304118325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27822721922497345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810194165901865,0.0,0.0,0.2840917328809481,0.0,0.07725771936454273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111758043596192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318218505728612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030244256219545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993139222281136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922107514259894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342241496305344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621888798940488,0.2897874724564101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515510098273305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958631649820841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dkyguy1995,2019/04/25,"I'm considering going to a doctor to go on medication again and just had some questions about your opinions on Dexedrin or a similar d-amphetamine only script. I was once prescribed adderall for ~2 years before I decided to go off the medication because of the uncomfortable physical effects. But I think I've recently come to terms that I need help to manage my life again. You guys may frown in disapproval at this but I'll be honest I bought some evekeos from an aquaintence and took them for about a week straight to see how I felt about it. If you guys didn't know evekeo is 50% d-amp 50% l-amp compared to adderall which is 75% d-amp and 25% l-amp. Levoamphetamine online is likened to the body's ""fight or flight"" feeling and I think maybe that's the really anxiety inducing side-effect I've been getting from adderall. The worst days i would haev numbness and coldness in all my extremities and it would feel like my heart is racing because it felt like the feeling of fear manifested as general anxiety. Adderall wsa such a double-edged sword. On one hand I was getting comments from coworkers and managers about how good of a job I had been doing but on the other hand I would have times where I needed to go sit down because it felt like my nerves were going to make me pass out. I'd like your honest opinions if you guys have noticed a difference switching to something like Dexedrin if the lack of levo-amp made a difference in terms of side effects?",8.199510348308934,7.106769508833923,7.8462216052498786,74.81290636042405,62.39222614840989,10.9125694093892,38.23548712771328,9.957137785484203,3.6676200908632004,1173,51,220,20,14,373,157,283,0.092,0.7559999999999999,0.152,0.9582,1,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,5,1,2,11,12,1,1,16,0,20,9,4,7,1,49,45,18,0,9,9,0,8,5,0,4,5,0,0,3,9,9,0,0,14,0,1,8,1,4,0,1,14,10,23,8,37,26,7,32,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,11,14,133,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189016340245062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654674030418866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751644163186159,0.0,0.08150387483219397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639279366011352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250816490616368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177180532064985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014470660695488,0.0,0.09803747392101456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778197077494564,0.14529156912746646,0.06842705564765401,0.27589873673558635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008483301898387,0.0,0.2721770839163453,0.08033783836132022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845192786715897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350275437706453,0.06420100810781923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504937747849468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263957131013936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765403067535446,0.23397251998441101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063174193969924,0.0639355798077705,0.0,0.09622642132210668,0.0,0.0,0.19298163604106705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204305861111155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904904058972097,0.0,0.1020052640896251,0.06490471842720283,0.07284692707972619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729834987893372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136073874906315,0.0,0.09457368904512777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632627214405098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373806795558785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274715014722208,0.0,0.0,0.055851561120216095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641791058109837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683096477131282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412347481252568,0.0,0.0,0.06168080633193851 adhd,lunadivinr,2019/04/25,"How do you Deal with it All? I am 30(F) and I’ve been recently diagnosed (last week) with add inattentive type. It’s so hard bc it explains so much and things make sense but there’s still a part of me that feels like I’m still a fake. But long story short, - I’ve been in and out of college 4 times to try to get my degree, studied hard, spoke to professors , went to tutoring on weekends, stayed after class to ask questions, and I still failed every time. - sensitivity issues - I do not like loud noises, crowded spaces, and disorganized places. There is too much to process and triggers my anxiety BIG time. This also makes me feel self conscious bc with the exception of going to concerts(specifically, prog metal) I don’t like most parties and social gatherings with lots of people. I get so paranoid that ppl may think I’m boring even though I don’t think I’m boring. I love my hobbies bc they make me feel more like myself. - I am VERY forgetful, and have been called ‘ditzy’ and several times ‘you don’t listen’ I have also forgotten certain events with ppl and I feel stupid be they’d ask ‘do you remember this’ and I say no. Id also feel shame when I was with my ex bc he’d ask me if I remembered saying some things and I’d say I don’t remember. This is very complex bc I really think he was a narcissist and the relationship was bad overall. - I’m very sensitive emotionally - I can get easily triggered with feeling sad/depressed and it takes a long while for me to control my thoughts (if I even can) and calm down. I’ve tried self calming (meditation, affirmations) methods but they NEVER worked because the noise in my head and fog in my mind was too thick and loud. - My Hyperfocus is insane - it happens mainly when I’m doing things I like (digital drawing, learning guitar , singing ). I can do these things for hours without breaks and I think this may be a good thing, but the con is that it makes me feel kind of stupid bc I’m not up to speed like other ppl when it comes to regular adult issues. - I have this HUGE sense of underachievement (I know I shouldn’t - I have valuable IT skills and have a full time w benefits being a Help Desk Engineer) - I understand that I shouldn’t compare myself to other ppl but I’ve had years of conditioning myself that I can do a certain thing (like graduate college, get a good job) and always wondered why I’m not as advanced as my peers my own age and I always felt something was always wrong with me. Just never knew what. - I’ve had friends in the past day and ask ‘there’s something wrong with you’ when I’m emotional - granted I knew I had bad depressive episodes but I also tried to be the best friend I could be. Only to realize I’m pretty shitty in relationships (not understanding some social cues, extremely low self esteem) - now there’s this part of me that feels defective in a way. - I constantly felt that I was just not good enough and felt different and did not know why. - So now I have all of these experiences and not so great memories of being idk - I was mocked for being myself at some point then pressured(by family) to be/do/pursue something else and I was shamed for that too, so, altogether I just thought that ‘there really is something wrong with me’ and no matter how many years of therapy for depression got to the root of it in the past pre - diagnosis. I’ve been on a few meds but antidepressants I’ve been on for at least a year and now I’m on 30 mg Adderall CER which I’m seeing is making a bit of a difference with being on time with work and setting up a plan to organize my life. Been feeling anxious(must be the meds ) and focusing too much on the past , esp traumatic parts of last relationship with narcissistic ex - (constant suicial ideations while with him. It was ugly. So my question is is it normal for meds to make you more anxious ? I’m noticing things about myself and I like that I can start organizing things now, I’m depressed sometimes but it’s nowhere near as bad as when I was with my ex, which I’m thankful for. I don’t want to hurt myself and want to live my life. -these things are by no means perfect, but it’s a start I guess? I also noticed I’ve been unintentionally isolating myself since my last relationship- I think it’s just a phase or me having RSD but I do hope to get social again (still feel scared and sensitive as all hell) . My last therapist kinda didn’t believe I had adhd - and ever since I’ve started taking my new meds, I’m making small changes. I’m even seeing an adhd coach - expensive, but I think worth it. Now I’m just kinda stuck with where I should go from here with social life and just achievement - it’s still hard to believe that I’m the way I am bc of something neurobiological, not bc I’m lazy or dumb. It’s that tiny sense of ‘that explains the jealousy I’ve felt towards my peers , the anxiety I’ve always felt in social situations, some of my impulsive behaviors, inattentiveness, etc’ I’m just easily overwhelmed. Not sure where I was going with this but this is my story.",3.1797797190414343,5.189069623350257,4.354626962578209,84.24199356628498,75.10152284263958,7.586471490969187,25.260594971077794,8.428315365350997,1.6817897532758828,3949,136,784,74,86,1292,379,985,0.154,0.726,0.12,-0.9912,2,0,6,0,0,2,116.0,0,5,3,10,55,52,5,4,31,0,78,6,1,13,10,177,170,79,0,10,34,3,19,8,2,5,4,7,0,4,55,56,0,1,42,4,2,6,23,25,0,0,37,28,98,27,97,116,26,100,1,7,2,1,48,34,2,19,63,504,153,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136245891556038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862027647223873,0.14035827565454662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452124959083835,0.09528223214777808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769640380650252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056328257002479,0.0257069905962371,0.0,0.0,0.09502433158046908,0.044255760174839766,0.0,0.04603970309050921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430612061881207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461122291979855,0.036326498222632085,0.0,0.09114352769235612,0.047298252739449584,0.033670033970126426,0.0,0.0,0.027196743240398148,0.04347634850299986,0.14528694526171032,0.042802578094564114,0.0,0.0881192344672258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035228377578985934,0.09487317796892264,0.0,0.043573815018349546,0.0470317033847874,0.0835604496412226,0.038145995416030185,0.0355308039628314,0.0,0.0,0.04125123436349301,0.03975497352835025,0.0,0.2132287527210153,0.06025380198896555,0.20245339720923794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516226893983698,0.0,0.11016277943254027,0.0,0.07190008673473497,0.10611285607048768,0.033727922915610754,0.04649356860843587,0.0464560032193802,0.0,0.03729158958929275,0.0,0.11333053562345835,0.0,0.043279512015441286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028266266854586893,0.0,0.0,0.04188522122574335,0.04152984403617278,0.0,0.04514482305937665,0.0,0.0,0.08803093121199924,0.04184811340746334,0.0,0.0,0.04391450526146428,0.046352050025900975,0.1374996552406651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935966620554057,0.1648205816435221,0.0,0.03723767929465433,0.07463984290301748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035852193048330885,0.03806088574376035,0.0,0.19704583300621886,0.04275467589799559,0.0,0.045936475375303334,0.18736946260727008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258058970093017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930013962027532,0.0,0.06504959913974376,0.04072892017784304,0.0,0.0,0.041318530475943575,0.0,0.09602370343995628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03207287145575815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370009328412431,0.12077069380779085,0.029235993809278632,0.0,0.0440596172336129,0.0,0.03986513346770206,0.0,0.0,0.04290296830261108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448212357168216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403151965971597,0.0,0.04163867843761662,0.1811030679932481,0.14331423457394796,0.0,0.0,0.1006079822589658,0.04222042992694343,0.0,0.06720949841835283,0.0,0.13198034454047186,0.04764111607388904,0.0,0.06976841224873145,0.04740186102201704,0.0,0.21493962069133374,0.0,0.16232610418468305,0.04170810063372711,0.0,0.08954634499776636,0.044948570782813835,0.1683886850613691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974557629973435,0.0,0.0634145405188947,0.0,0.0,0.03882530095360686,0.04822610195495052,0.04896366783578157,0.2521482625064666,0.16212846825744084,0.04143269734854951,0.0669579717041009,0.14754115339291896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589382337374868,0.0,0.0,0.08780279296072617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438623255449243,0.04974698151645302,0.06694659862633003,0.033826954076392336,0.0,0.0,0.03909284887915775,0.07610536003512343,0.0,0.0,0.04065124489810964,0.04573254460129701,0.061401838183955386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832178453800525,0.0,0.08147003526751426 adhd,PastorChad95,2019/04/25,"Prescription help I recently moved to a new area and ran out of my vyvanse prescription. Every psychiatrist I’ve called has a 3-6 month waitlist and every GP I’ve gone to says they don’t treat ADHD. My old doctor in the previous city won’t do a prescription over the phone and has been unbelievably unhelpful, going to the point of saying she won’t talk to me because I’m no longer her patient. I’m in grad school online and finals and term papers are coming up, and I’m falling apart. What should I do?",5.679117647058824,5.689943774509803,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,67.13725490196079,9.937254901960783,29.745098039215684,9.725611199111238,2.6054392156862742,403,13,79,8,6,135,69,102,0.040999999999999995,0.9009999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,0,9,17,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,3,2,8,1,11,11,1,20,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,43,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27335549133888504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865383931012226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322559515846901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593146962902536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280879372250685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38327958807772705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916472487119426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926734247870372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152457612946986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155160236811224,0.2417475918822221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967647797872009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867469745431996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501753731984585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245833718871874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617610795587039,0.0,0.2301955780104092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828188989289068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,makerone_and_chees,2019/04/25,"The correct medication So I started ritalin for the first time a couple days ago, and im not sure how effective its been yet. Its definitely quitened my mind and slowed the racing thoughts but not much else. Im on a low dose atm so that may be the problem, but I see people on here talking about it helping organising thoughts etc. I was curious to see what you guys think should be the effects of medication, so I can hopefully find the right one for me. Cheers in advance :)",3.425080645161291,5.426354451612905,4.550201612903226,83.14530241935486,74.3763440860215,8.090860215053763,30.97983870967742,8.841846274778883,2.606441935483872,376,18,75,8,8,123,69,93,0.09,0.723,0.187,0.9054,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,0,8,0,7,4,0,3,2,20,14,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,4,2,7,3,8,6,2,13,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,2,7,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443560330527512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525352705164912,0.0,0.11963291477820838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496243264969958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068828503902836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954471761058126,0.1577872086913637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836753323590982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124337530557331,0.0,0.0,0.1842445272609928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007462124812493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37374584567212576,0.0,0.0,0.18730331105713166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636471112040746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570040017447046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860316122874332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774995764934605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841699390444666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295640846607898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129868976254427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483266655302987,0.0,0.0,0.14909882158482224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886166574381805,0.0,0.2945344320013929,0.10816722964531962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yellowsnow9,2019/04/25,"COST! I need help with paying! Hello folks, &#x200B; I just recently got a diagnosis for Adult ADHD, I stated out at 30Mg Vyvanse. I being impulsive and not thinking, forgot to ask for the price from my doctor. Long story short, I Paid $299 for a month supply. Yes im an impulsive idiot. I would like to know how I can make this cheaper.",1.91452025586354,4.276355761194033,3.99360341151386,83.4782089552239,80.94029850746269,6.216631130063965,21.51172707889127,7.447530270364453,1.0377309168443491,264,8,49,4,7,90,55,67,0.052000000000000005,0.815,0.133,0.6351,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,3,1,0,2,0,12,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,9,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145798183867991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28361249255583715,0.31806216361288897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470650475748001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679183348004613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935016728817746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544951432159295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827413735454292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385423987346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788074893442206,0.0,0.0,0.23164580334826465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747241477315147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089311241601856,0.0,0.0,0.19408874082023828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25845244957373376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772266131337304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859439364635757,0.0,0.31806216361288897,0.0 adhd,Lolli_bot,2019/04/25,"Maybe I’m wrong here. But it seems to me people are saying they have adhd when they obviously don’t, and it’s driving me up a goddamn wall. I’m fifteen, and have some extreme adhd. I’ve never seen anyone with as bad adhd as I have. Because of this people sometimes think I’m dumb, and I always come off as a bit of a ditz. Sometimes I’ll say something like, “sorry. I have adhd, it’ll take me a little bit but I’ll get the hang of it,” or something more casual but still along those lines. And people will tell me, “I have adhd too” in a tone as if to discredit me. The people who say this to me are usually people I’ve known a while, and I’ve (more often than not) NEVER EVER seen any symptoms from them. Ever. At all. Maybe they were diagnosed when they were super little, and, unbeknownst to them, they had grown out of it. This is driving me CRAZY because my adhd is a constant struggle, and it seems to me they don’t even know what it’s like. Idk. Maybe I’m wrong. Just really gets on my nerves.",0.9438938254727702,2.945186870813398,3.027313738892687,91.08452950558217,82.20574162679426,5.320665299612668,19.04329004329004,6.42735559955562,0.034636181362497354,772,19,165,7,21,261,107,209,0.11699999999999999,0.821,0.063,-0.7998,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,8,1,10,9,1,1,9,0,16,2,0,0,6,31,30,19,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,13,11,0,0,5,1,0,5,5,5,0,0,5,5,22,4,23,23,6,24,0,0,2,0,13,9,1,6,12,112,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6460310701205539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454749354567881,0.0,0.0,0.06092544629543024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626446183256673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748053494328791,0.10922856990739804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956219227105347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717533944215442,0.0,0.09681682837283022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093371657247404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917449043650344,0.16208169180242493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361595873615666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923726989407345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753998429352662,0.17958889321846955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700207938432494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381973253633929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105581127489585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739475416482745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137408107393224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312188606974656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794417633099054,0.17721701685465682,0.10029060290685972,0.0,0.0,0.07154806856518191,0.0,0.0,0.093660725055109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312010796048584,0.06736182854895817,0.0,0.07830711793303002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057406760827505024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867262938758736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590897730800005,0.0,0.0 adhd,greendart,2019/04/25,"Where's the line between acceptance and totally blaming all your problems on ADHD? I was relatively recently diagnosed with ADHD and at first it was so nice to know what ive been dealing with this whole time and i keep finding new things about it (Hello, rejection sensativity dysphroia!) but also i fear I'm just looking for a medical problem for all my shit, you know? Its like I flip between ridiculing the idea of me having anything wrong with me and also feeling so mentally broken.",4.7620000000000005,7.244564922222222,5.841944444444442,73.21625000000002,72.0,8.944444444444445,34.58333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.929666666666667,393,21,62,10,8,130,69,90,0.29100000000000004,0.625,0.084,-0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,7,10,2,1,3,0,5,3,1,0,3,21,11,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,2,10,3,12,8,4,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,5,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43680152459707744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906543295379661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954598969290198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735274886971912,0.0,0.1844492681848405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449360710695266,0.091886725394124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660953554881491,0.15457705134329236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514787277575872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152747253321875,0.0,0.0,0.19974501739721945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878272355108532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260506684870462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307102094950908,0.183138260521722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551324838809187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477767478948253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794336721735382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654034465806849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073146723557175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596658340823686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028919130113083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869014958000408,0.0,0.0 adhd,TypingPersona,2019/04/25,"Videos for people with ADHD. What would you do? Hello everybody! &#x200B; Hope you're all having an awesome day. I'll try and keep this as concise as possible. (Reading back, I realize that I failed to make it concise. Sorry! TLDR below.) &#x200B; **TLDR; Hi, my name is Brent. I also grew up with ADHD. I have been given an amazing opportunity to make animated videos that provide people with ADHD useful skills. To make these videos genuine/relatable, I would like to hear your experiences. What sort of challenges do you think these videos should be centered around (ideally specific examples)? What sort of videos would you personally find useful? Feel free to tune in with any other information. Thank you so much for your time.** &#x200B; My name is Brent, and I am an undergraduate student in Canada. To give you a brief background on me, I was diagnosed with ADHD around mid-high school. At that time, I was doing quite poorly and not really living up to my potential. Perhaps some of you can relate to this, but I couldn't kick the feeling of knowing exactly what to do yet not being able to bring myself do it. Long story short, my diagnosis gave me some perspective into myself and I eventually developed effective personal strategies. &#x200B; Things have gotten better for me--I got into university, as I mentioned. I also began making animated videos about two years ago. These videos attracted the attention of a local mental health clinic. Given the experiences that I just mentioned, the professionals at this clinic asked me if I would like to help make some videos. I said yes, and here I am &#x200B; The videos that I am making will be a series of short (1-2 minute) videos meant for people with ADHD. They will provide clinically proven strategies for dealing with every-day challenges. I want these to be genuine/relatable, and I don't want them to suffer from the awkward disconnect that clinical videos often have. &#x200B; To make these the best videos that they can be, I would greatly appreciate your input. After all, it will be the insights of real people that make these videos effective. &#x200B; **Q: What sort of challenges do you think these videos should be centered around (ideally specific examples)? What sort of videos would you personally find useful? What sort of tone should they take? Feel free to answer any number of these questions, or don't--that's totally ok too!** &#x200B; I am entirely invested in making this the best product that I possibly can so your input won't go to waste. &#x200B; Regardless, thank you so much for your time. Honestly, any input that I get would mean a ton.",4.550897090751196,7.56138385957447,4.972092922275294,76.49928571428573,75.29787234042553,7.666521927920106,27.03864524533217,8.603709575120403,2.5343933999131583,2114,82,332,45,49,670,215,470,0.028999999999999998,0.794,0.177,0.997,2,0,0,0,0,0,117.0,0,14,4,14,15,24,0,1,16,2,45,6,0,14,4,88,85,17,0,18,6,0,3,2,0,14,6,2,0,3,34,18,0,1,18,16,4,4,5,3,0,1,11,5,50,23,60,52,11,34,0,2,0,0,36,19,0,13,13,239,84,8,0.04343850971945755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26102323650512993,0.0,0.03850561793659914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694755210574978,0.0,0.4235904641935313,0.4750428950186583,0.08861902853759998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600844944754204,0.040609142819910654,0.0,0.0,0.03340153267507606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911720720149828,0.038417831853810584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602849038160386,0.04478319614219964,0.0,0.044089172991803136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498239540428221,0.0,0.0,0.06589144708601456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940402185725677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02269482847004468,0.041670176682797225,0.024687106114417042,0.0,0.034741744406031845,0.0478911103171126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046173104555493234,0.04895835746855328,0.0,0.029115917420465463,0.045895170458283854,0.0,0.04314424145998511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861014331761454,0.0,0.0,0.02387266892664346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244372337009845,0.0,0.03835699991267127,0.03844171417153582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609598828896446,0.0,0.0,0.04731727151997569,0.0,0.0,0.043775800950690516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386460548557706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045917288409988,0.11378649355681085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794078590533983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048661072255760315,0.0462022020384929,0.04345026479709802,0.04944253396078036,0.02782782163289561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04131997006183902,0.0,0.0,0.04396209090744451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862585526776155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0326603533197961,0.0,0.0,0.07998468720367974,0.0,0.0,0.028858615688131087,0.055667286116161764,0.0,0.0,0.07598803302197225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02949189672084676,0.0,0.042433112133583036,0.0,0.0,0.11255077639756828,0.0,0.0,0.05124231697103025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160022969508107,0.0,0.4750428950186583,0.027972976071846414 adhd,lily_pad121,2019/04/25,"Any women get diagnosed in early adulthood? I'm an 18 year old girl, just finishing my second semester at college. I also have bipolar 2 and I just switched to a new psychiatrist after 5 years of going to the same one. After seeing my new one, I realize how much better she is than my previous one. Since this new semester began, I started to think about some differences in how I study (or how I fail to study), and my constant boredom finger picking, my clumsiness, how I interrupt people without meaning to, my forgetfulness, impulsiveness, the list goes on. None of these are new things. They have all been happening since around 7th grade. I know some of these things overlap with bipolar 2 so it can get kind of complicated. My grades are not terrific, they're okay, but they're not as good as I think they could be. I brought this up to my new psychiatrist as possibly ADD/ADHD, and after some questions she seemed to also suspect I had it too. She gave me some tests to fill out, which I did. Now, I have to wait to go back to get to hear her opinion on the tests and what medication she suggests based on the tests. I am frustrated that nobody (including myself for that matter), especially my old psychiatrist, suspected an ADD/ADHD (not sure which one). I feel I could have been doing better in school, and led a more productive life up to this point. Are there any women out there who got diagnosed in early adulthood, and can share their experience?",5.475223112128148,6.683073467391303,6.150625476735318,76.83861556064076,67.94927536231884,9.578642257818457,30.46834477498093,9.811843763644266,2.944415942028986,1151,44,211,26,19,376,155,276,0.081,0.8759999999999999,0.043,-0.8115,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,3,16,9,1,0,8,1,19,7,1,6,2,47,40,18,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,15,10,0,1,10,0,0,5,5,2,0,5,8,4,35,7,41,29,9,40,0,1,1,0,17,15,0,8,20,157,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25594606883372784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703103786173072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482549703077802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479330584109093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187959715455267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835282957470986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507133835382645,0.0,0.17003756468321046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615796847190666,0.0,0.11125308073530613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416175162710092,0.0,0.0,0.053841492802307066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690043214743286,0.0,0.12103458384521923,0.08931369876160739,0.08516495527568911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416341965314172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001516894058513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088666461626652,0.05852080303417163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521277444099576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599225604995013,0.0,0.10727139327781866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827796736847759,0.0,0.0,0.5142143905588178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234740200180597,0.0,0.2886251653295731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382257459012136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006617667305216,0.12004467239483127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928641215866485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776745871483223,0.08485393454589593,0.09693900358191113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761692744520867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536989935527531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035987796943976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414864311747842,0.13646125182991078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264674353979264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714436605394548 adhd,finette_micha,2019/04/25,"Please help me out of this ADHD panic attack Hi guys, Idk if any of you are familiar with this feeling but right now I'm feeling like I'm going to explode. Literally every fiber in my body is just bursting with energy and chaos and I don't know how to handle it. I am just crying and want to punch everything near me. I wanna scream. I want this fucking energy out of me. &#x200B; I can't do any of the things above. If any of you guys know any techniques or tips to help me calm down, please comment them here. I fucking hate ADHD sometimes. I fucking hate it.",0.7799254658385131,3.1963457565217404,2.5944409937888224,91.09228260869568,87.08695652173913,5.024844720496893,20.388198757763973,6.5431188927421005,0.35955900621118003,442,14,90,5,14,146,70,115,0.207,0.597,0.196,-0.8166,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,5,10,6,1,1,0,6,4,1,1,0,21,20,8,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,3,15,2,17,20,0,8,0,0,0,3,9,6,3,3,2,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304574514652537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896356348338952,0.16705777969806734,0.3739746023375757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640759011261318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271342999678233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101942112753747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583597173634025,0.0,0.12356151108103602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903180912767807,0.09821840383209646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38130447764454095,0.0,0.0,0.07813517179400814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722610147510277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714734390922854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430489171508507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111492445649202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716760566689679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130753405499088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018316988245095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741035380273147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597492393470315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133808086208033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218293149055127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705777969806734,0.0 adhd,Cant-all-be-winners,2019/04/25,"What are your past or present hobbies/interests/projects? Share the things you’ve gotten really into for a period of time and then completed or moved onto something new. Or the things you love to do but only get to when the mood strikes you. I’ll start. These I tend to periodically circle back to in some form or another: * Drawing * Photoshop * Graphic Design * Jigsaw Puzzles * General Home Improvement Stuff * Magic/Slight of Hand * Video Games * Collecting Various Things These I've yet to really go back to (though sometimes things I've learned come in handy): * Figurine Sculpting * Model Making * 3D Modeling and Animation * Small Electronics/Soldering (I was making LED lighting for a display case) * Coin Collecting * Calligraphy * Cosplay/Sculpting/Moldmaking and Casting (I didn't get past the planning stages for that one) * Wood Carving * Screenwriting I'm sure I'm forgetting some, and none of that is including the numerous random projects that don't really fit into any category. It seems like I've always made stuff just for the hell of it. Right now I've been into woodworking with hand tools, which comes with all kinds of related side skills and projects like learning how to properly sharpen chisels, and searching for, purchasing, and restoring vintage hand planes. Not to mention all the youtube tutorials and articles and reddit posts to fill my brain. I'm hoping this ends up being one that sticks. I know I'll eventually put any tools I've purchased to good use, but my wallet might appreciate it if that happened sooner rather than later. So let's hear what everyone's got!",3.731330935251801,7.0147286618705085,4.098917266187051,78.05413129496405,86.12230215827337,7.672086330935253,28.89244604316547,8.395991825355821,3.158766618705036,1280,61,199,34,40,400,183,278,0.043,0.805,0.152,0.985,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,0,2,10,10,1,0,9,0,10,5,4,6,3,47,32,21,0,3,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,20,16,0,0,4,3,3,7,4,1,0,2,6,5,9,8,30,23,7,36,1,0,0,1,8,11,1,12,18,115,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702707030322622,0.0,0.0,0.17494007414000895,0.1348754932988057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978107873329432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358906701366708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159968329692006,0.13486183098759355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139243878350267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290757968526925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440346979632753,0.0,0.07310107510588405,0.10788531994303137,0.10287389924781924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374347717167918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449707612460653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902228630792226,0.12775456226969126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394410326094336,0.07068944233870066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315287189241891,0.0,0.12568025573637387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608991561926604,0.1217089565216181,0.17171760216604326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645177562525307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670899804999326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422771604795765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432050590752465,0.09782580904799172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557599189565396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318807685649845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930457735119408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472031759969793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984583375805762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709620765240072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902251810150464,0.12721432485325201,0.0,0.09104208893779787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944918121907833,0.0,0.0,0.1212284083439042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34181338599876315,0.0,0.126374314340812,0.0,0.07500280893384575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109149746068413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fabulousmrbrown,2019/04/25,"Hiding behind the ADHD I was diagnosed in childhood, 100% of the symptoms, the stereotypical combined type ADHD. Luckily I've had treatment and respond well to low dosage stimulants. Now though, after 20 years I have a good mastery of skills, tools and balancing my ADHD it becomes apparent that I am also on the Autism spectrum, that the over lap of symptoms made it hard to tell but now it's much more obvious.. Anyone else in the same situation? It with any advice? Suddenly the biggest issues I had trouble with regarding ADHD turn out to be Autism spectrum so I'm suddenly having to add a lot more skills and gaining understanding of social situations but being just over 35 and having such mastery over ADHD people just don't believe it accept it",5.5599011857707525,7.703612500000002,6.489683794466405,70.87962450592889,68.92753623188406,8.786297760210804,32.83530961791831,9.339509955726095,3.4970202898550724,607,28,92,13,11,201,91,138,0.079,0.851,0.07,0.1102,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,9,0,10,3,0,2,1,19,14,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,1,5,3,19,8,5,16,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,7,71,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7465398555078019,0.12140234058666095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935177830532783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448499023240721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686895688368311,0.1272948402077502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720930728748126,0.0,0.1399718426856726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609729798562333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378354348920857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420357081033836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129138288359652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296704901801362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562131702126652,0.0,0.11755545495763275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132802502494533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612985449450387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792937650232564,0.0,0.12664333134024025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25825831043842323,0.0,0.0,0.10858806124488288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206160041027313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513349260629642,0.0,0.12933444012972636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170341468391908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800041475019754 adhd,hayleefrommichigan,2019/04/25,Help studying any suggestions Hello everyone I’m a college student and spend 9 hours Saturday and Sunday studying and an hour everyday mon-Friday and somehow still can’t retain information I know when you’re studying you HAVE to learn to understand I look up definitions I don’t quite get and I reword things in my head to provide more connections. I’m taking really hard classes because I’m going into the health field and I really want to be successful but the highest grade I have gotten is a 77% with all that studying... it’s really stressful and sad and want to know if anyone knows methods that help everyone else study. I only sometimes take my medication for ADD because I’m really scared off addiction and I don’t think my add has to do with my lack of retaining information.,5.541989017693716,7.231173912751678,6.7195729103111645,71.01253813300794,68.26174496644296,10.25039658328249,33.00854179377669,10.436869588844218,3.9473838926174505,639,29,105,18,11,215,96,149,0.12300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.075,-0.8759999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,5,0,9,4,1,0,1,31,26,12,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,14,0,2,8,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,13,1,14,24,3,12,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,2,7,62,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352598269989192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824554225072557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129997549579232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406514843674466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297161910994573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30420011367112026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316320054168318,0.0,0.09046372654003297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259096266601734,0.0,0.16336110779096627,0.1691972758837524,0.0,0.0,0.21338543118660447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135137626188904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243787954142883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366824922732565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603536721283357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106097243380595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930390104803394,0.0,0.0,0.4078904080106723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936353907630854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742972150314088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711863350619573,0.0,0.1823362505121212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393619776841683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574985605179528,0.10199393410265556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570844791511946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777295841240144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pusherpencil,2019/04/25,"When asked about my greatest weakness during a job interview, is it a good idea to answer with ADD related struggles? I'm a graduating senior looking for paralegal/ policy analyst types of positions. I have a few interviews lined up, and I'm wondering if i should disclose my ADD as an answer to the ""greatest weakness"" question. I have prepared an answer to this question that goes something like this: ""My greatest professional struggles are symptomatic of ADD, such as procrastination and difficulty focusing at times. However, a lifetime of ADD has given me a life time to learn how to deal with it"" and then go into details on the steps that I take to overcome these struggles and highlight my academic success (3.5 gpa, multiple internships and honors societies) Is this a good idea? Or should i steer clear of the topic all together?",10.68649613899614,9.696143074324327,10.275984555984557,59.04662162162162,57.44594594594595,13.862548262548266,46.81853281853282,12.785403640627713,6.3956262548262535,677,38,100,20,7,221,95,148,0.092,0.6970000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9676,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,3,12,0,8,3,0,1,2,28,16,12,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,5,20,13,5,11,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,5,6,74,18,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750559417143215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472283229324868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182998435616132,0.30056905253843685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045363233439918,0.0,0.0,0.1778047674409067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265574747545614,0.08753645864288505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504629120237553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014367827150338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793862066431192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619417173591236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471823113683218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895820887282435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430898540492664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Audioslave212,2019/04/25,"The time I locked my keys in my car... Now, I’ve locked my keys in my car numerous times, thank god I have a spare key. However, one time in particular was the worst. I woke up late, and had to rush out the door for my shift at work. This was at a restaurant, and I was frequently 5-10 minutes late but my boss was understanding and always let it slide. I’m half-awake, annoyed, and rushing. When I get to work I immediately get out of the car and go inside. Later, before I was about to leave, I noticed I didn’t have my keys in my coat where I usually leave them. So I’m thinking “damnit, I must have locked them in my car again.” I go out to the parking lot to check, and sure enough, my door is locked with the keys inside, but here’s the kicker, THE CAR IS RUNNING. I worked 8+ hours and I left my keys, in the ignition, with the car on, the whole time. I had to have a coworker drive me home (5 minute drive) to get the spare. My gas tank was basically empty, thankfully there was a gas station right across the street from my work. And that’s the worst time I ever locked my keys in my car.",2.4098319327731086,3.301237887445893,3.757030812324931,92.32865546218493,74.88744588744589,7.340056022408963,22.246243952126303,7.724431198458867,0.5676888719124009,836,20,203,11,17,275,113,231,0.096,0.8590000000000001,0.045,-0.909,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,4,9,6,1,0,18,0,18,0,0,2,3,23,30,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,13,0,0,2,0,1,15,1,3,0,1,11,0,34,3,28,17,5,49,0,0,0,0,2,19,0,1,15,125,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856873718525185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212542654661371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723726682950622,0.0,0.0,0.12889649674195305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233460606076169,0.0,0.16196840925631967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429358900784861,0.0,0.14033062574775115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214851519623863,0.30176703288114404,0.15482316977605626,0.14571261328793875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114566769187173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223352992379014,0.0,0.0,0.09655950682565953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169147260458454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430152995490785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26238378227083325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130618366185972,0.0,0.0,0.4154550953995769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834417470779449,0.0,0.0,0.15694007276134328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909256742038855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149574155352733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coffeecorgi,2019/04/25,"I'm like a cocktail of mental illness... I got PTSD from abusive and manipulative ex boyfriends. Anxiety makes me fear that anything I do will just lead to bitching from my fellow subordinates. ADHD and paranoia has me taking long to process stuff and on top of that anger and ADHD go hand in hand. I feel like my boss don't like me cause of it and I just never look forward to going to work. I'm afraid of explaining this further with my boss because I dont want him to think I'm just using this as a crutch to be a dick head. On top of that I got schizotypal personality disorder which means I suck at keeping relationships holy shit and my boss wants me to be myself but at work I keep on a serious mask once I'm in uniform...😥 when I try to be myself everyone just looks at me like I'm an idiot. Sorry for the wall just needed to let it out and see if anyone could relate. I feel so alone amongst neurotypical people.",4.562301587301587,4.9378431798941795,5.848796296296296,81.18208333333331,69.58201058201057,8.628042328042326,28.97751322751323,8.59863814320734,1.9876592592592592,727,25,151,11,12,245,113,189,0.165,0.754,0.081,-0.9199,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,7,12,5,2,6,0,10,6,5,8,1,36,36,12,0,5,7,1,4,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,9,1,2,5,1,0,4,3,8,0,0,2,7,22,4,28,28,0,20,0,0,3,1,6,14,4,1,8,92,31,6,0.0,0.16178089898380374,0.0,0.0,0.32819584012768754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141716918779862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445487383644504,0.0,0.0,0.09547390562980564,0.0,0.1123630961917134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323522797444119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026707552567094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901832102513304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648988665894634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160027153216453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047250377117406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364861935204113,0.13808029202793864,0.09754620880462957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520084801690134,0.0,0.2184115128120964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013231287193634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427310417501065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962427150382428,0.0,0.26683167437706,0.0,0.0,0.12083608769278745,0.2293231378638262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114338413284716,0.0,0.0,0.14873514602542984,0.0,0.0,0.13760303452899625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124476147179336,0.10531023057275186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541363347991856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466159022639002,0.11922391261683488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596112348203091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659587530147572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088069391467063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015922950185786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528484938276434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630884675718232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266319811384808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749111754923689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270360323904604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792914528542832,0.0,0.0,0.16107297087385952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880957983620906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,circa7,2019/04/25,"How do I set up a diagnosis appointment with a psychiatrist? Do I just call the front desk and say I want to be evaluated for ADD? I’m a 35 year old guy who’s struggled with this forever and it’s hitting a breaking point. Do I just call and say I think I have ADD? Or do I call and say that I’m having serious mental issues with work and life performance and I need to figure out what’s going on? Planning to call a psychiatrist direct since i have PPO insurance.",2.404252577319585,3.9448375051546383,4.831533505154642,82.01884664948456,76.01030927835052,8.561340206185568,25.527061855670105,9.188382445141503,2.056423711340207,366,13,78,9,8,129,59,97,0.057999999999999996,0.9259999999999999,0.016,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,20,15,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,10,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7186015043309851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998851066276444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742043483839618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363152474248226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426883391918485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730215602601554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304543504925827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461528699930504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631643314341887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197342213496941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553611717730314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839265574322141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273271572609425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377163959793677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808353850713314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329704677680555 adhd,weeklongcape,2019/04/25,"I’ve just been diagnosed with ADHD Tell me everything I need to know. Tips, tricks, advice for management? Anything and everything that might be useful on educating myself about living with adult ADHD and how to help my 4 year old who has also been diagnosed with ADHD. Thanks!",4.576599999999999,7.464603460000002,5.3020000000000005,74.861,74.4,8.8,24.0,9.3871,2.6458,223,7,35,6,5,72,40,50,0.027999999999999997,0.807,0.165,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,11,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,8,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615522590515169,0.17930275719532088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673562055162606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099533272721266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724737611226331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32981511507772554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298841795187453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084043518797066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620236336198611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946522136968207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605433601827133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192540227264718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037696378517066,0.16893148166166988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847507886599402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816052445813788 adhd,lumillion_,2019/04/25,"What medications do you guys take? •Medication •Dosage •How often? •How long for. •Does it help?",2.570208333333333,1.4007489375000013,2.4125000000000014,82.51583333333333,153.375,6.066666666666666,21.416666666666668,6.42735559955562,1.7646166666666665,77,3,13,2,6,23,15,16,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31736442726851616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590884003039433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430819880498942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209408850120764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7306794881974811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726736547826449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShadowsFromAbove,2019/04/25,"Trying to be prepared just fucked me up I have been trying to get a 2 month prescription filled for when I travel this summer and do course work for 2 months. I got the prescription from my doctor, but I had no choice but getting it filled within the same month as I had my last prescription filled because of how my schedule lines up. So now I've been calling insurance, the pharmacy, and just freaking out because it looks like I'm only getting 1 month worth of medication for the next 2 months. &#x200B; That is all.",8.069603960396037,6.952479326732671,7.476118811881187,77.44091089108912,62.66336633663367,10.456237623762377,35.05148514851485,9.3871,3.0204598019801976,416,15,79,6,5,130,67,101,0.09300000000000001,0.836,0.071,-0.4854,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,5,0,8,3,0,1,1,10,15,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,5,1,9,1,13,9,2,19,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,12,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503443232845573,0.20751008306760169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820547487509408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743801719911229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479525158937925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787855749284913,0.2676683649855498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658421394963302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392042609352283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343194466357984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340782737282204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203765190393044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815541093824496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816209449299576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298819363366368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318897683676041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432609361094785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751008306760169,0.0 adhd,makeouthill1313,2019/04/25,Is this normal for adderall So I started taking adderall and I’ve noticed it makes me feel very strange but I’m a good way. It’s like everything is more clear and vivid now. It feels like the feeling of being unmedicated is now a distant memory like that time wasn’t even my experience. Everything just seems and feels so different now,2.922395604395604,5.6177884923076915,4.188351648351649,81.57307692307694,79.46153846153845,7.406593406593408,27.747252747252745,8.418075326091056,2.3428021978021984,272,12,50,6,7,89,48,65,0.022000000000000002,0.711,0.268,0.9561,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,14,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,4,2,12,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710988760985002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989545277562055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079282097545017,0.221996380309756,0.0,0.0,0.4590021318142315,0.16213000832393135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035123284153846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33262252411947196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148797487072055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223585390088461,0.0,0.25837911175905376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066027843220296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063328985750686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063487519127074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233382590583012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725391808540212,0.0,0.1801388830954354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KailortheDestroyer,2019/04/25,"Sharing ADHD War Stories When people tell me ""everybody has ADHD"" I tell them about things I've done, because of ADHD that non-ADHD people just don't do. Got any good ones? Here are a few of mine: 1. I once left raw hamburger in the microwave for two months because I got distracted while defrosting. 2. My car was stolen because I got a bag out of my car but forgot to take the keys out of the driver door after unlocking it. 3. A few weeks ago I put hair gel on my toothbrush, because I wasn't paying attention to which tube I picked up.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,78.0909090909091,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,1.1138363636363633,420,14,86,6,10,140,77,110,0.062,0.9,0.038,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,7,12,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,2,7,1,13,2,14,5,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6811040558679391,0.0,0.1255938594848217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634962735531807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454757460815345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499139513795592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883738388382285,0.3399516745094051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539395194495675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309040483930323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088828594404693,0.09600839525847284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196450975774156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243103421979394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065283469109648,0.0,0.24767521916970506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412821084002383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384041760239728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364994429684493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sectoral,2019/04/25,"I'm afraid to take the medication just from what I heard/read! what are the personal benefits you guys experienced while on your medication? Give me a little bit of an idea because I'm honestly scared to become addicted to such medication, but also I will never know what benefits they could provide in my professional life. Since I do struggle with ADHD in my daily life.",7.741521739130434,8.133776159420293,8.751992753623188,63.0392934782609,62.76811594202898,12.697101449275365,36.09057971014492,12.161744961471696,4.88760579710145,301,13,50,10,4,103,53,69,0.071,0.821,0.10800000000000001,0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,3,4,0,4,6,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,3,9,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599492768259206,0.2270939008022617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511117103831748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518861785406735,0.20869211863508252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062960168579072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086965008988906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812682100014857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710068604004249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331349844947348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384779496452724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669368967579248,0.0,0.18938814642831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710737247489189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457380510724777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499309299308146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901171895227534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918250855862487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631014736475066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975426296518253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207484238336826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,d_diamond90,2019/04/25,"Has anyone responded better to adderall than vyvanse? On vyvanse I’m still scattered, dazy and say silly things. Also feel slightly euphoric for a bit of the day. Curious if anyone was the same and adderall worked better for them?",5.062317073170732,7.987078097560975,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,72.90243902439025,6.051219512195122,32.201219512195124,7.1686216300943375,2.556117073170732,186,9,26,2,4,58,34,41,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9094,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,6,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507784388971405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460583715923313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564200890732579,0.3482294194785984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057073672194178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127933021247362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536554097527398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547275073881739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190754255094385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221181969487295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gemilitant,2019/04/25,"NHS Assessment referral time? Sorry if people have seen this frequently, I'm getting to the end of my tether and need some sort of confirmation here. I finally plucked up the courage to see my GP in October. I'd been procrastinating the appointment for 6 years. I came armed with a list of ADHD criteria and my notes scrawled on the page under each relevant section. After a nice chat with the GP, she said it clearly means a lot to me and she'll happily refer me for an assessment. She sent off the referral along with my notes. Now precisely 6 months have passed and I still haven't even received a letter. Does the letter come soon before the assessment? Every year seems to get worse with the mounting pressure. It's looking like I'm going to be in uni for another 5 years now and I'm horribly afraid that I'll struggle even more. I'm so tired of fighting with my own brain. What's the waiting list like now?? I am thinking of going private and asking my uni for some money from the hardship fund (which I've used before) to help pay. I just can't really afford anything right now as it is. &#x200B; TLDR How long is the NHS waiting list? Do you have an assessment pretty much as soon as you get a letter?",3.837423475005505,5.538686347280335,4.917463113851575,82.21130147544596,72.55648535564853,8.211495265360053,28.06011891653821,8.841846274778883,2.256902928870293,963,37,184,19,19,316,142,239,0.094,0.807,0.099,0.5148,1,0,0,0,3,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,13,8,1,3,19,0,12,3,2,2,2,32,36,12,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,15,0,2,4,1,3,7,2,4,0,0,5,4,18,4,32,29,9,32,0,0,3,0,15,8,0,6,19,115,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818033489213442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064021259322028,0.1801527609739366,0.0,0.15546408337273507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200577619245445,0.0,0.13860357346369795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231756698604885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550777416747842,0.0,0.16957053900464678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277133109834903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974378106321713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131481557835553,0.0,0.0,0.19584935172384293,0.0,0.12491588339146348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624121538711541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323800090322209,0.0,0.16851974153259106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937590204863446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486520329397234,0.0,0.0,0.13120589562487758,0.12450149729866893,0.0,0.0,0.12604579313314965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149917146256876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834013339812575,0.0,0.10898854203110883,0.10993329774137206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278517754154336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083425050676924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497948619931534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661367487774358,0.14102970681705476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181444399064012,0.13497081006980174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659655150252482,0.0,0.0,0.118401043610338,0.0,0.0,0.15499408739067538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499935537845336,0.0,0.0,0.08645190209201603,0.17040365892007167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804948772248687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109013718005498,0.0,0.0,0.1801527609739366,0.28642474389324923 adhd,editorss,2019/04/25,"My girlfriend is constantly frustrated with me because I “have bad hearing” or hearing loss. After a hearing test, I have ZERO hearing loss. Now she just thinks I don’t pay attention. I think it’s due to ADHD and it’s hurting our relationship. Here’s the background, I am not diagnosed officially but every adhd symptom fits me to a T, including the less known ones, like rejection sensitive disphoria and things like that, and my dad is diagnosed by a doctor as well so It’s pretty safe to assume I have it, I just haven’t been to a psych yet. My girlfriend and I for YEARS have had arguments because she thinks I am inattentive and not paying attention to her when she’s speaking. We get in to very heated arguments about this because for a while, I simply thought I had hearing loss(years of going to concerts and playing in bands) Well I got a hearing test from an ENT. This was a professional audiologist that deals specifically with hearing loss and prescribes hearing aids. According to the audiologist, not only do I not have hearing loss, but I place in something like the 99th percentile for my ability to hear all noise and sound. Now, with my perfect hearing confirmed, my gf has even more reason to simply think I’m choosing not to pay attention. Sometimes to me, unless we are actively engaged in conversation, she may as well be talking like the teacher in Charlie Brown. If we are actively engaged, it’s fine though. Is there something adhd wise to blame for this??? This is seriously threatening my relationship. I can see her point of view and how it can be frustrating, but I am also very distraught because I don’t feel I am doing any thing wrong. And it hurts to hear her frustration with me Over something like this. I haven’t 100% told her I have adhd since I’m not technically diagnosed, but is there any way I can explain this to help facilitate better communication between us? Anything I can do to help?",6.209448291782085,7.347770853185601,6.7831752077562335,73.2214479455217,66.22991689750694,9.783979686057249,36.094298245614034,9.928628108626363,3.783456971375808,1542,76,266,34,24,505,175,361,0.149,0.674,0.17600000000000002,0.9202,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,5,0,0,6,18,30,3,1,13,0,36,5,0,2,2,51,62,25,0,1,15,1,1,5,3,1,5,15,0,0,17,17,0,1,14,3,3,1,10,14,3,2,7,19,46,16,40,52,3,20,0,7,3,0,40,9,0,4,14,197,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827703037634424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703990738666957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000191207212644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840546856043353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911388715016081,0.1434293054354074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052023251496142994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356565164108023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064286721260322,0.0,0.17910918113787525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060206777809066574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038851355785383214,0.0,0.04956004588394418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029742154947252106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030732051034312962,0.0,0.03342988055623187,0.0,0.04704530212759636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7955596098550751,0.0,0.07885425186250151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594026887687426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368721429397513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039859288543633145,0.04473675807167269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145643802518859,0.0,0.0556057736800907,0.0,0.0,0.05984308938967696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060478780954595524,0.0,0.1263055624755584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687349361605896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865814063642036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585207663700233,0.05817643145091829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113854835857384,0.0,0.047278870574925316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815740500333672,0.150762970526229,0.05779228592287821,0.04669807293725299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056206912174447315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707555861928473,0.0,0.0,0.0970685695800667,0.0,0.046690141083856766,0.0,0.0,0.15866404319482186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431258911397751,0.0,0.07575883901094821 adhd,octaw,2019/04/25,Have you had genetic testing to learn anything about your ADHD? What did you learn? Was there anything that came back as surprising? In particular did you find that you had a predisposition to mineral or vitamin deficiencies?,6.126315789473683,9.555602947368428,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,72.15789473684211,11.168421052631581,35.8157894736842,10.686352973137794,5.367610526315788,184,10,27,7,4,60,29,38,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,23,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579230350140286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6271091067048763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929879236324325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43579588015130816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34825377203995284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,X220user,2019/04/25,"Feeling like world is tearing apart after taking Concerta Warning : sensitive stuff that could trigger unwanted emotions, long read Hey, Don't really know how to start this, but I've been getting these weird feelings of everything falling on my head and the world never being good again. After an unsuccessful attempt at trying Strattera for a month and ending up in a mental hospital after few depressive episodes, I've decided to give adhd medication another shot. Brought this idea up to my psychiatrist and she recommended trying Concerta 56mg. So I started taking it last week, having pretty good results for the first two days. I could pay attention to what my colleagues were saying, focused more on work rather than being distracted by reddit and feeling like I can finally think rationally instead of being so impulsive. Then around the third day I started noticing some not so awesome side effects. Being paranoid walking on the street, fearing someone is out there to kill me. I didn't want to go from work to home so I stayed there for about 3 more hours until I felt a little better. On day 4, I was locked up, didn't talk to my colleagues at all and acted very strange. I was supposed to go that day on a concert but I didn't go because I had a major mental breakdown. I don't really remember much of it but it was mostly from being exhausted. On the extended weekend I decided not to take Concerta, waiting until Tuesday when I feel better. Tuesday came, took a pill in the morning and felt the same way as before. Locked up in myself, acted strange, weird paranoid and vulnerable feelings. This is how I'm feeling for the past three days and don't know if it's better to continue taking Concerta, overcoming the initial side effects or stop taking it, fearing it might develop into worse mental illnesses. For the record, I had a psychiatric analysis when I was in the mental hospital, showing no other outcomes than adhd and depression.",8.248025210084034,8.449224075630255,8.393908963585435,66.67523319327732,61.74509803921569,11.061568627450981,39.97885154061625,10.686352973137794,4.678371540616246,1573,79,240,35,20,515,199,357,0.214,0.711,0.075,-0.9952,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,9,15,16,1,3,19,0,27,5,1,6,2,55,57,26,1,6,8,0,8,2,0,1,4,2,1,0,15,13,0,2,18,4,1,10,10,9,0,4,16,10,23,7,50,33,9,70,0,2,0,0,5,26,0,5,34,178,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061980612178868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899549116906755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636841608833256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052294820759096736,0.0,0.07299822558313397,0.0,0.0,0.2276142887846355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811721479701213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698751589213207,0.0,0.0,0.2766268590762197,0.0,0.14777604427587052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649857337748673,0.0759816182796852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709962027816761,0.0,0.0,0.1930679402083206,0.2602582211049659,0.12257217597178748,0.16473751105937762,0.09397521692482637,0.0,0.0729701855440316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482004833029246,0.08229448992399106,0.14626380066855627,0.1439077506348085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804197888958537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605112824496315,0.0,0.08448269127008581,0.0,0.0,0.0968428250527635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949103542875735,0.0,0.0942923341745023,0.06992767004688505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838221683533011,0.08598088383969896,0.0,0.07591859481739154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642114887256618,0.3458115608843549,0.0910062096989876,0.0,0.0,0.06847418399379382,0.0,0.06306314912749347,0.0,0.06616404815509465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766880999194456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189318208973402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727598934690807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580998841830438,0.0,0.10991440734257144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717969101588507,0.0,0.0,0.06822108535641051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268685462773636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216095904963234,0.091437286043466,0.0,0.07172158375548665,0.0,0.0,0.09820533112179353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225048861263341,0.06895215883260906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549687004119859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531226164006032,0.11648717575680742,0.0,0.08380121220753896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078307228947056,0.0505992615504712,0.06809354759921955,0.06881297496215175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490758535458538,0.0,0.0874240509608762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YoureJustFam,2019/04/25,Finished my First Term of Exams with ADHD Accommodations! I’m done my second year of uni and I was finally given accommodations for my ADHD! I was in a quiet room with less than 15 people and my own desk and I was act able to focus and do my work well. The Vyvanse definitely helped too. I can’t wait to start next year with actual academic help!,2.0062857142857133,4.2558847714285735,4.661428571428573,79.45357142857145,79.85714285714286,7.428571428571428,20.0,8.418075326091056,1.2300000000000004,274,7,54,6,7,97,50,70,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.8114,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,1,9,1,10,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,37,9,4,0.238315713104368,0.0,0.2325617585349559,0.0,0.5728183507793411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387971595407198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610632149258069,0.0,0.20271122382293694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194759980284502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534514645193139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521810871988574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686810883395154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427444664739229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349667746642414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30693501150327906 adhd,lala_lauralee,2019/04/25,"5yo son is being secluded facing the wall in a single desk (others in group tables) to help him focus and stop disrupting class. I need advice. First off, I have spent the last hour rewriting this and I am so emotionally and mentally exhausted please be understanding and thank you for reading this. My family is anti-adhd. It simply doesn't exist to them despite my efforts to educate them, not a huge surprise for most of us. Problem is, they found out my son is being secluded, and while he is not upset about it (why I didnt see it as an issue) they said he will be made fun of and labeled as a misfit of sorts if I allow the teachers to do this and it will lead to him being bullied. His teacher started making small changes that have eventually led to where he is now, seperate from the class in a way. Is this not okay? Will he be emotionally damaged at some point? Have any other adhd parents with adhd kids switched them to Montessori or somewhere else for education? He is not on meds and the thought of making the choice for him at such a young age is overwhelming. My nephew was (against my family's will) medicated with not much positive results. He has other issues however as well. Anyways, they are making me feel like I am being neglectful and not raising him proper which is causing his issues and that I am wrong to let him be treated different. I dont have any friends who believe adhd is a thing either so I feel very confused, I dont even know if Im just not trying hard enough thus using the diagnosis as an excuse? However, I also dont believe it is right for my son to hinder his classmates education, which was daily, if I try to put a stop to this all. He is academically strong, not enough to skip grades or anything. Any and all advice appreciated, Im sure some of you personally dealt with this and some have children that did.",5.495932446999638,6.086892906336093,6.493592046951729,76.61730506647505,67.59504132231405,9.067864414899988,30.93412384716733,9.085049710711278,2.5933838543538146,1467,55,274,25,23,490,193,363,0.1,0.818,0.08199999999999999,-0.8281,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,6,4,11,18,0,3,16,1,45,3,1,11,3,62,62,25,0,5,15,5,3,1,1,4,2,1,0,3,21,16,0,3,6,1,1,3,13,8,1,1,9,5,36,10,40,40,11,28,0,3,1,0,38,14,0,11,11,206,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43163697641427023,0.17548205509000495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180444029998014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831793312871775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388891200124229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232350126464949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223830555990188,0.0949851334569826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381066801333923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156970386872936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750074068094626,0.20200166866232297,0.0,0.18555261944684184,0.0,0.059304960661027924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929065015580658,0.0,0.09080029736231693,0.06414546664077797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637470030169688,0.0,0.09844929117223362,0.06937096101061285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043354225234736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060183849573916676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842433630020195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939756215293945,0.2811499843171737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934583014715997,0.07319023246013409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181560369946863,0.0,0.043866497932629804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496077062155301,0.17980508862617184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973562842869398,0.09045323505293497,0.09048645733354874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600543878002345,0.06657759998186849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997003494951462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840052015617906,0.0,0.09856164635486553,0.08487987494800563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591619733183199,0.0,0.09026300816818147,0.0,0.0,0.08981356014759534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667953906082428,0.08541014959921893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155041667789515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355330171430212,0.0,0.0,0.150135686887708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462531672673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266588878802505,0.0,0.0,0.059651995862069165,0.0,0.0,0.07128264438924742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192202981379062,0.0,0.0,0.09347378822436514,0.10800542660324544,0.07754909337412286,0.0,0.0740855445581888,0.0,0.07127053674862273,0.0,0.0,0.08073132970328792,0.0,0.08102084303678342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817046253114872,0.0,0.0 adhd,BootstrapRenny,2019/04/25,"First appointment after ADHD diagnosis. Went to my first appointment with a psychiatrist after my diagnosis. It went completely different from how I was expecting it to. After going through the paperwork I had for him, doing more questionnaires, and discussing symptoms, the doctor said that he wanted to address the major depressive disorder first. He’s ordered an EKG and thyroid check, plus doing a mood diary. I’ve been prescribed another antidepressant to take with the one I already have, and I go back in two weeks. When I heard that and realized I would have to wait longer to treat my ADHD, I cried. But now I understand why he wants to go that route. There are so many things going on, that we should address each one. I guess from here I just wait and see. Today is turning into a downer, though.",5.329285714285714,7.543255074829933,5.884098639455782,74.69512755102042,69.68027210884354,9.253741496598641,29.93707482993197,9.725611199111238,3.2153768707483,644,26,106,16,12,208,97,147,0.057,0.924,0.019,-0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,1,0,24,28,11,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,7,11,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,1,0,6,7,3,15,1,20,19,3,21,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,1,11,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526835172693922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619209498155921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385990762154145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282683281151905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538443222702698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117675780371307,0.0,0.0,0.12637891635726595,0.0,0.0,0.15330232653924186,0.16816606701197984,0.1501850645456893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744271145150339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335616986522273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164038233660125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487618753209153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885700715142152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957447400079426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692535160301602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250935468729607,0.11032320760320873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748134132318624,0.0,0.1441621443202918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390835242179839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960084087160956,0.14333454979270085,0.15275180860234333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730911089022992,0.0,0.11769849774570555,0.0,0.0,0.27204161363661705,0.1324016127242959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042332624247618,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sushiyung,2019/04/25,"Ritalin Saved My Life - and Being Female with ADHD SUCKKKKSSS (You can skip the background if you want- the following paragraphs are how its changed it). I got diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 28 - after being refused on 6 different occasions by various GPs when I requested referrals to a psychiatrist for assessment. The Irish medical system is a JOKE by the way. GPs are gate keepers to the help you need and they make you go through courses of crap with them for months before sending you anywhere else- all the while - letting you suffer. 'No - it's just you B12'... 'No it's just your vitamin D' ... 'No- it's just your copper levels.' bla bla bla. Finally, after years of doing everything the doctors wanted and STILL being unable to read two pages of a book, after failing my course in Ireland's top university that I worked so hard to get in to, after working in jobs I was way too skilled for with people who bored the pants off me because they had no interests. I was always late for work. I was forever tired, I could never sleep at night, and I was riddled with anxiety because I had so many thoughts going round and round and all these ideas and nowhere to send them. Then I made an appointment with a private clinic and got my diagnosis. &#x200B; I got my ritalin - it changed my life. I was able to start a job in a university which involved loads of reading which I could finally do. I was able to apply myself and enter a business idea competition and I got to the County Finals - I have to present next week. This involved writing a 40 page business plan which I would have procrastinated on and given up on before. I was able to come off my other medications because the ritalin sorted out all of my anxiety- because seeing that I could finally DO all the things I always THOUGHT about reduced my anxiety. &#x200B; Now - that's an important point I want to close with. They say you need to 'see it' in order to 'become it'. Before I had a diagnosis and treatment, I couldn't even imagine, or 'see' what it was like to concentrate and read for hours. I had no fathomable idea of it. I had all of this intellect, all of these ideas, and I couldn't send them anywhere because I couldn't properly apply myself. I did loads of things in my life, work projects, Shakespeare plays etc, but I was never great at them and always riddled with confusion and anxiety when doing them because I felt like I was always acting and 'fronting' like I knew what I was talking about. This is because I never felt truly connected to anything I was doing because I day dreamed and struggled with smaller details so much. Ritalin helped me to 'see' what it was like to focus and concentrate. Once I knew what this was like, I was able to go there again in my mind on some days without even needing ritalin (though probably some coffee and red bull). Because I knew then that I could go there, my anxiety fell away. I now had confidence in my own abilities and didn't feel like I was tricking everyone any more. Then I was able to come off all other medications like my low dose naltrexone, and my paranoia faded away. It's just my clear, calm, head now and my ritalin. I tried Straterra for 2 days and went from being so happy to hating myself and wanting to die. I will never try Straterra again.",5.3542383442750685,6.50535278628389,5.961815956381442,78.29038611327476,68.1866028708134,8.95855494974222,32.28474463113386,9.22739947703685,2.9201384889284525,2595,111,470,49,43,843,276,627,0.08900000000000001,0.816,0.095,0.7095,3,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,10,8,8,25,23,3,2,23,0,51,21,3,3,12,97,88,40,1,16,8,0,6,7,0,2,18,1,1,0,34,38,0,1,13,7,0,15,14,9,0,1,39,12,84,14,80,35,16,84,0,3,7,0,31,27,1,6,45,351,118,14,0.2780086782441189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364496239020496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850603928879856,0.12048891469068156,0.13512438945312685,0.037811086905958566,0.0,0.21267587791353615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575549086407101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447932187856697,0.0,0.0,0.30504871777383896,0.06140774861761505,0.14193894532743592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763852757881894,0.095791943894649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757384624471415,0.0,0.0,0.10757555903000393,0.0,0.0,0.05643459127621546,0.057705823221529284,0.05809197952684126,0.0,0.05691073248384285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464481154757066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201063290348295,0.07344884400718019,0.0,0.0,0.053129841172485336,0.04997125478055158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02811390818927319,0.039721891057271815,0.10677277147878766,0.2436359344476767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029049611999501675,0.0,0.1263989908469096,0.0,0.17787914925432274,0.06130110984419851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918908150824615,0.04980823384745838,0.05489520269032711,0.05706342187681624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453734274224177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475650949735748,0.0,0.0,0.2510703667239926,0.0,0.0,0.11035228628580376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272117965300927,0.0,0.0,0.05685654183376757,0.11781945068232184,0.19014939640105152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261170666464195,0.037114590300143024,0.05637143291041316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803869720076475,0.0,0.0,0.056141902732195575,0.0,0.0443807749233906,0.0,0.04087367331958528,0.12368394736970582,0.1715339450825891,0.0,0.059133076650462114,0.05217846234155129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921403382165316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385472425874773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052561612257352834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994807519431473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668503468044258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421673187820231,0.0,0.0,0.17722953812452202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564189055734477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935519467280029,0.0,0.04440361791284062,0.0,0.0,0.05812700653125037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469056895821146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387864505690972,0.0,0.05462842296953794,0.08828313466205043,0.0,0.06390601578258569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549985742353467,0.0,0.05431481648072165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118137710789035,0.08826813942054575,0.044600358492493566,0.0,0.0,0.051543365996412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359808901290245,0.0,0.1619149030632768,0.0,0.0,0.039497877713194164,0.0,0.13512438945312685,0.03580569478333154 adhd,bronzelily,2019/04/25,"Anyone else constantly take on more than you can chew? I was a bit of an overachiever growing up which I’m assuming is the reason I was never diagnosed until I turned 20. I have a horrible habit that only started to become a big problem a few years ago. I constantly take on more than I can handle. It can be anything, from helping out at work and then having so much to do that I get overwhelmed and figure out the workload I took on was just unreasonable, to trying to help out a rescue I foster for and agreeing to take in multiple dogs at one time. It has been ruining my life and relationships. I’ve lost 2 jobs in the last year and I can honestly say it’s in part due to taking on so much that I end up not doing much at all. My boyfriend always grows frustrated because while we love fostering, some dogs are just not good for our routine, like taking on 2 puppies plus our dogs when we know we are not home often enough to interact enough with the fosters. How do you deal with it or scale back, or even gauge how much responsibility or projects you can reasonably take on?",7.031931818181818,5.966846578703703,7.473737373737374,76.45409090909092,64.69444444444444,10.81750841750842,33.52525252525253,10.018931242160765,3.0541722222222223,855,30,171,16,11,282,133,216,0.07400000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.107,0.7394,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,3,0,2,10,9,1,1,10,0,19,4,0,4,2,34,33,17,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,8,14,1,0,5,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,6,1,21,4,34,26,13,37,0,3,0,1,15,18,0,6,17,129,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365272413184763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972963795283892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176122724086564,0.11981014542112538,0.09622466558391096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991310976105155,0.0,0.07128036026148475,0.1291416606707373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765891870297946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527228329233033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205512474338912,0.0,0.11868301640673015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768126828603944,0.0,0.10356660651302564,0.2416430053022145,0.0,0.07723215638874835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610918853061499,0.0,0.0,0.09807659879859812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675344627364846,0.0,0.11729183374514628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603647610094395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642624972443918,0.0953147833922186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259218021043291,0.057126827010711125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127644550887856,0.0,0.10553524876939756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34383244258463463,0.0,0.09018478542223483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923581414639573,0.08893167885319772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662542525835652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188765854825204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404501245561928,0.0,0.12554067620918336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298862623577404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276472123597248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275076377082802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818370103047416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991520476449073,0.07938881645696975,0.12718789994945304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512752844571359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060011121992434 adhd,HardCactus,2019/04/25,"I have an unhealthy expectation for pills Recently I switched from Ritilan to concerta in what I hoped would change my situation. Which was that I have been on and off Ritalin since middle school and decided to switch meds after Ritilan wouldn't last me all day and I was failing most my classes. I switched medicine in hopes that it qpuld help bring my grades up and when it didn't I kept getting pills of a higher dosage but now I just end up feeling brain dead all day and dissatisfied with most things. I was wondering if anyone haa experienced this. note: I have noticed I saw meds as a winder drug that would make me a hyper effective student with amazing grades and a perfect life.",6.676125954198476,7.258273969465653,6.379456106870233,78.49071087786263,65.03053435114504,10.21412213740458,34.6956106870229,10.125756701596842,3.3906099236641216,554,24,105,12,8,173,88,131,0.099,0.7440000000000001,0.157,0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,0,11,6,1,2,3,28,20,10,1,7,3,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,16,4,15,10,4,16,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,6,8,71,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457974288742308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148605627841295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360810814285807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825490432215824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232044990642691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047160061804306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973187913302406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005578132136969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129008817554056,0.0,0.0,0.3823329689145942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688902276999864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594749922829186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847545223559928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427582335882113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912876754610872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900412494293985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479026826703594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921346128118385,0.2163447359982652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786874727003547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087258828023854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734508267779241,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MagicCandy,2019/04/25,"I don't get it.. How can you be hyper aware of your surroundings yet unaware as well? I've been told by my close friend and my ex in the past that I am so unaware of my surroundings or don't notice when people are looking or talking to me sometimes.. just generally unaware of what's going on and then other times I've been told that I notice a lot of details in the environment.. like I'll notice a cute little snail just crawling by the sidewalk or snake slithering by on the grass or something ""trivial"" or random to people. It's not like I have bad hearing or bad eyesight but sometimes I feel like I do when I don't notice someone speaking to me.",5.155883458646617,5.2315634887218065,6.153900375939852,80.55310620300754,68.24812030075189,8.15375939849624,32.41447368421053,7.645422480735847,2.1968052631578945,516,21,101,5,8,172,78,133,0.033,0.8370000000000001,0.13,0.8765,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,18,15,0,0,10,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,4,14,6,15,13,1,15,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,8,9,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937641621774356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755080939598799,0.1066847149824932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537559224448915,0.0,0.07802119924377306,0.0,0.08487033191052394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831102150622862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887212336129536,0.14967256661075284,0.0,0.0,0.12540350825368093,0.0,0.0,0.12695899248180115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6800740265274048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255683593744206,0.2070597083546047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653077760027442,0.11496512145296893,0.2953916056208498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002954755698665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707824446106849,0.0,0.0,0.28539134525993703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426979879631448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kindanerdykat,2019/04/25,"Foot in mouth. Sometimes I *really* put my foot in my mouth. I was a Door greeter at a retail store, and once *accidentally* said “Hi! Welcome to Old Lady” instead of Old Navy. 🤦🏼‍♀️ Sometimes by brain and mouth simply cannot process at the same speed...which has gotten me in trouble this week. 😔 I said something to someone that I should not have said...I didn’t even think about it. It came out and before my brain could make that U-turn and stop my mouth from opening, there was a massive accident on the highway of me. It’s like a six car pileup and it’s all my fault. I *never* meant to cause the pileup. That was *truly*, *never* my intention....but here I am: at the center of the biggest foot in mouth pileup accident I have caused in a rather long time. The worst part? It was purely meant to be a helpful nature. I meant to be helpful and still caused casualties. 😔 I am feeling like a total soggy bag of crap...which is hard to deal with because my inner speech is “you are a worthless person. You are terrible at everything you do. You cause problems, and you fail over and over.” That’s my every day inner speech. It’s terrible today. I am not looking for advice, as I have already taken the steps in getting everyone out of the pileup, but kind of needed my people, if that makes sense? If you have ideas of how to curb the brain/mouth processing, I’d love that.",0.8409486166007909,3.2436228840579737,2.5073254281949917,91.98286561264824,86.46376811594205,4.9396574440052685,19.957839262187086,6.42735559955562,0.20368985507246373,1060,32,219,11,33,347,149,276,0.115,0.823,0.062,-0.7784,0,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,6,0,1,8,13,0,0,17,0,23,11,10,7,5,44,39,13,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,13,13,0,2,6,0,2,4,6,8,0,1,13,7,28,5,35,22,5,35,0,2,1,1,15,20,0,2,13,144,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918715122762937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330348296263377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681132442314056,0.0,0.09507912820866367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742030743456796,0.0,0.12779624669832418,0.0,0.4591347104059727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921212455815973,0.0,0.0,0.07206049295024153,0.11519493628740825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380059123336638,0.0,0.09414242087180666,0.10676856099412432,0.10042113520853704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056497091936426186,0.07982423915745908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058377461746124626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009353192469182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978860559885074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613637257243562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635587646783126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091771564024577,0.0,0.0,0.09888286670535347,0.09383012023483292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084612575024034,0.0,0.14916932973196714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285084732868438,0.1723554228089598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344963261089608,0.1189952208076509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099922734521235,0.0,0.07746369141204516,0.09756358786916333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691628641073406,0.0,0.11232556762644533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158095929196262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188596434848409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467357206326137,0.0860198515891808,0.22101957319803392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923253453921705,0.09341632077686952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159593362968497,0.0,0.0,0.0651541752013178,0.0,0.10591268750786342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153671026292068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962790008361048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amegirl24,2019/04/25,"Started Adderall yesterday and I think it's really going to change my life I started Adderall yesterday. Suspected I had ADHD when I was younger, and only got diagnosed a few weeks ago after struggling with my master's thesis. I've always had issues focusing in school and getting work done, but I was naturally good in school so it kind of evened out and my parents didn't think it was an issue for me. My overall feeling is stillness. I sat yesterday on the couch and read an article without moving or changing position, when I'm usually shifting every few minutes or at least moving my one of my limbs. Most excitingly, I had a two page paper due today that I've been struggling with and yesterday I just sat down and wrote it in two hours straight. I even revised it. This has literally never happened to me. I cried a little, I won't lie. I didn't get the intense focus that I always hear about. It just keeps me focused enough to get tasks done, which is really all I've ever wanted. I don't know that I can go back after this. I also didn't feel panicked by time for some reason, when usually that's a big issue for me (only have five hours left to do this, etc., which makes it hard to do anything). I also even had cleaned a little without stress. I walked into my kitchen and decided to do dishes because I was in there, and ended up cleaning half of my kitchen and picking up around the rest of my apartment. It's been a mess for weeks. I know it won't be exactly like this after awhile, but I really feel like it's really a new beginning for me. I almost feel a little lost because this was such a big part of my personality that I'm not sure I know who am without it, which sounds a little silly, but. TLDR: Started adderall yesterday, feel in control of my life for once.",4.907004018998903,5.483013277310931,6.1637583729143826,78.51740957252467,68.88795518207283,8.785726464498843,30.92790159542077,8.841846274778883,2.5194224576787234,1408,55,267,23,23,475,176,357,0.08199999999999999,0.8540000000000001,0.063,-0.3336,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,18,12,0,3,15,0,29,6,0,4,5,53,60,21,0,1,11,1,6,2,0,2,3,2,5,1,25,15,3,2,13,1,0,5,11,5,0,5,21,8,39,7,41,36,11,58,0,1,0,0,5,22,0,5,33,197,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985520713729716,0.0,0.07269100747422375,0.0,0.08211449328389762,0.0,0.0,0.131156072570542,0.1364666854778779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748175644923178,0.07300035265632529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305550180579507,0.0,0.09997694211957396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349730747514894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919737115627433,0.0,0.0,0.09007681142412274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323165748843363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167835762526989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263061372648694,0.08473136452339597,0.09145539361138086,0.16248728543295404,0.07417671005722898,0.06909134536684919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731674706546888,0.058583197937770774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853007179304712,0.0,0.09320876855085417,0.06878050563578814,0.06558555705935203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251527711807237,0.0,0.07345887984560719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242371683352978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151353064435084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677052555703994,0.0,0.0728883307652081,0.0,0.0853938529735526,0.1352006627890186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909686193885345,0.0,0.1158427593538635,0.08012537333668372,0.3287555334257874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951632559922458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473786197131475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431313205180654,0.0,0.0,0.06324602624866954,0.07919933062505184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733087402777888,0.05556758113771715,0.12473446089058092,0.0,0.0,0.0910549975674514,0.0888016191660691,0.0,0.0,0.07160214791880293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202552490712761,0.0,0.21013374138172197,0.08431308461830332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659835031863299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412714485863495,0.0,0.06548796817327934,0.0,0.09393454162477988,0.17145537830716845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728717148652359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050888500946119,0.0,0.0,0.0478168032990807,0.0,0.07772957189300858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602106828325989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806301733224622,0.0,0.04836769081424441,0.0,0.13155625576305288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371448620007957,0.0,0.05969940354522989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alexten09,2019/04/25,How do you deal with that feeling of subconsciously always thinking about every little thing you do? Anything from the way my hands are located to even just where i’m looking. Then when I notice i’m thinking about it I start thinking about that and can’t stop. I’m not sure if this is an ADHD thing or just something I do but it’s very frustrating.,4.41,5.605222857142858,4.872857142857144,85.06214285714286,70.42857142857143,7.314285714285713,28.285714285714285,7.554174236665415,1.5786571428571423,280,10,55,3,5,89,52,70,0.111,0.871,0.019,-0.7287,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,9,2,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,15,15,7,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,7,15,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853620819779421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975728005818272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539654770932047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447947979626228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682981737513058,0.0,0.2000571868847432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200590464458196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379817140654253,0.0,0.0,0.1993935329621364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27033207585941793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279633523136066,0.0,0.0,0.16806440119587487,0.0,0.0,0.19851418914743546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378858057801576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31549507875344057,0.4564344407664693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591653537396445,0.0,0.18847234932674345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FrettingFox,2019/04/25,"First week on Vyvanse - please tell me the nausea gets better. I'm 27/F and was diagnosed with ADHD last October. I started the process of searching for the right medication in November. I've tried 27 & 54mg Concerta, 20 & 30mg Adderall ER, & 20mg Adderall IR with little luck. (I felt a tiny bit more put together on 20mg Adderall IR but nothing significant.) So, now I've been on Vyvanse 50mg for a week and god, the nausea is awful. I had to make myself vomit this morning just so I could function at work. The nausea has been distracting enough that I can't even tell if Vyvanse is helping. I always take my meds with food because I take others that can upset my stomach if I don't. However, I usually eat a pretty small breakfast. Should I eat more? More carbs, maybe? I'm also considering taking it 1-2 hours before I wake up but I'm worried I'll just be super nauseous when I wake up instead of at work. Has anyone else experienced this? Did it eventually get better or did you find a way to manage the nausea?",2.9749019607843152,4.635409985507248,4.949161693662977,81.2671867007673,74.74879227053141,7.382665529980107,27.635407786302927,8.124751697461798,1.93259670360898,805,32,155,13,17,277,130,207,0.064,0.8109999999999999,0.125,0.9074,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,6,9,6,0,2,10,1,16,10,3,1,0,18,27,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,7,2,17,4,17,17,5,22,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,4,9,88,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529316044150347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176299862373417,0.1058834627653372,0.4136309227445154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897722507424317,0.13038422532367572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757134857669143,0.0,0.10828167531684732,0.0,0.0,0.22508726587775685,0.13892570752035174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159998821752513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915761932244602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042015704925103,0.10630232063689414,0.0,0.0,0.13148484187407875,0.0,0.08404843217099017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218141977110265,0.0,0.11630558855818672,0.10824008221803293,0.15387304922537848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296733947208295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529401490736502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253171193261783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372697696681957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753945829522914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494138110848179,0.0,0.12784126070024332,0.0,0.1413477575498803,0.1281925239685584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210127029723272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396839616110193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946054874520144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792292980236902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086721071192221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006928440452001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870319306147382,0.0,0.2224468834982976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639543251301607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401495769045093,0.0,0.0,0.10100633752958724,0.20414699543490367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528125161855394,0.12923010064456056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dollomeister,2019/04/25,"Methylphenidate and jaw cramps Hey there, searched on this sub on this subject but since most of the posts are about Adderall in this context i'm just gonna post this here. &#x200B; Since a month or two i'm on a brandless methylphenidate, 10mg, mostly 3x a day. The last month I started getting jaw cramps, and they seem to get worse over time. Now it's getting to the point where jaw cramps + hunger is a standard sign I have to take my next dose of meds. Usually dissapears on my meds. Also, i'm not grinding my teeth as far as I know. Usually the case is I notice i'm not able to relax my jaw when i'm not thinking about it. &#x200B; Do you guys recognize this? I've been reading that maybe it can be linked to magnesium deficiency? Does Ritalin cause this? I also have muscle spasms occacionally, but not really that much overall. Is this a sign of this? Or is it just an annoying side effect of the meds?",3.7547252747252737,5.2488141428571495,4.1327472527472535,88.58725274725279,72.4065934065934,7.397802197802199,27.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.5016219780219786,722,26,151,10,14,226,108,182,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.9357,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,11,2,1,0,11,0,11,11,5,2,0,23,25,11,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,14,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,11,1,19,22,3,23,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,5,11,89,25,1,0.1264534368773308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224953556886607,0.0,0.2740244920498001,0.3073095336487091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990251287533866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815520055540565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106602547660256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982001047858105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520878348958234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694955018647086,0.10307642857041782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270394738404072,0.0,0.4213837844519331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186785375865215,0.0,0.09295782602376652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448466470200482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439680760125775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953937121199396,0.0,0.2422148751399533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648765697323178,0.0,0.0810093096889266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511845967417625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092071794373772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950439347404245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507724720735958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102625638500241,0.0,0.0,0.07373601595477333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352663342612825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785411910267662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886685539734696,0.0,0.0,0.3073095336487091,0.0 adhd,ElCidCampeon93,2019/04/25,"Any AD(H)Ders That Work Private Investigation Or Law Enforcement? How Has Your AD(H)D Helped? Quick background, I have always wanted to work as a private investigator and bounty hunter as a future career, and still very much do. Just wanted to know how many people here work as either or or has ever generally worked in law enforcement, how did you get into the field, and whether or not it has hindered or helped you on cases and assignments. Please and thank you!",5.72194492254733,8.198633518072295,5.3836833046471595,77.5831325301205,69.24096385542168,7.634423407917385,26.314974182444054,8.418075326091056,1.9388395869191053,374,12,62,6,7,115,58,83,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.6654,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,4,8,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,1,25,11,17,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,5,4,46,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877717846355533,0.0,0.0,0.15346028734823405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412737624667726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117900916624952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30251767329110185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401986436911512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878941074027806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589011757852798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156448052886418,0.0,0.0,0.2477129673667193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021677031272754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776248539884526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861976819605175,0.2662067329059177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6571487249718881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shyanguine2,2019/04/25,"Has anyone seen a naturopath for ADHD? If so, how did it go? I’m curious and I’m considering",-2.474,-2.030160399999998,2.490000000000002,84.33500000000002,128.0,5.6000000000000005,19.0,6.742157984588678,1.2218000000000004,72,3,15,2,5,28,18,20,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8000948868541391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655036681310926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783576442816507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mynameislizlemon,2019/04/25,"Have you tried more than one type of medication? What were the differences in its affects and side affects? Some background first: It was recently brought to my attention by my therapist that I have some sort of ADD/ADHD which mostly interfers with my daily routine- Managing my time, keeping my environment tidy and such. As a highschool student listening wasn't easy but I associated it with regular public school boredom and it didn't really affect my grades, as high school level material was rather easy for me. I'm in uni now (I'm 25 y/o so there was a few years of a gap before I had to sit in class again) and I find writing essays without checking Facebook every few minutes or changing my location impossible. My doctor said he didn't want to waste time on diagnosis as he feels we can first try medication and see how it goes. Im taking 10 MG of Rephenidate now and I find that it does help me focus. The side affects are pretty brutal but I'm getting used to it. I can now focus on work much better, however I experience chills, sweating, nosia. Time feels like its going by faster. I talk very quick. Hence the question in the headline. I want to hear other people's experiences to understand ADD medication better.",3.988563253627632,6.338941291845497,5.2976578786020845,76.84286123032908,73.84978540772532,8.214919272430002,29.12098916819947,8.976282227363876,2.7311967708972005,983,42,172,22,21,327,148,233,0.068,0.8390000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.8434,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,5,10,4,1,0,7,0,13,5,1,6,0,37,31,14,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,13,10,0,2,7,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,10,6,21,3,26,21,7,26,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,6,14,109,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461251946375704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947183021149552,0.0,0.0,0.2275612644599132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609483522366514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441205945432938,0.0,0.1316789136901987,0.11258264211413614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839332782647966,0.0,0.0,0.251689130045383,0.0,0.0,0.13009879607508082,0.09190771645096882,0.0,0.0,0.2351678731610629,0.21885955990204772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721441078450596,0.0,0.07311486375168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499810626766754,0.0,0.08623150584504358,0.13592598173983644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896427413773513,0.0,0.0,0.114350193781997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285198104905784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38880457410374936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457268719532072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717669350342483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918983833343963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308834867012507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411764795359835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824166015151964,0.0,0.12702653525294128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237578464211535,0.0,0.0,0.2604017070319768,0.1025175394670868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672892691396301,0.10340414392460888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937277819164202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250508688790893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469005889387246,0.0,0.0,0.13392937761031876,0.0,0.11111245202677576,0.0,0.1061498743239488,0.15176242230633208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401418553334005,0.0,0.09365886545072652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284649989930237 adhd,Journey2TheSky,2019/04/25,"I feel like going overboard is a common problem. What is something you went way overboard with? One of my favorite examples of going way overboard on something was when I was taking Intro to Theater in college. For our final project each group had to pick a short scene from a play and perform it in class with very basic props and costumes, in fact they weren't even required. We chose a scene from Little Shop of Horrors and I ended up building, sculpting and painting an entire Audrey 2 puppet. Here is a link to a video of it! https://www.reddit.com/r/cosplay/comments/bhb1h5/self_built_this_audrey_2_puppet_for_my_seymour/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share",11.626366158113733,14.270703786407768,7.791289875173372,65.4106796116505,54.825242718446596,6.662413314840499,33.16088765603329,6.1826913282559595,2.0359081830790564,562,19,73,2,7,154,74,103,0.06,0.856,0.084,0.3433,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,14,12,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,4,1,3,1,1,0,1,5,1,8,2,17,7,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,51,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773014378990997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266791520597745,0.0,0.0,0.16904019849050006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294065464173637,0.1828373595119575,0.0,0.28036021039641995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909032918158897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503509714808275,0.25651038084488764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734256607240664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448916732873881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940568102165651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924284735635784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117011153542095,0.0,0.4062926792034346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372508631463341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mDanielson,2019/04/25,"Don't you hate it when you show up to a doctor's appointment a day early? I mean, I'm late most of the most of the time to almost everything. I just think it's ironic",1.0164912280701728,1.9786378421052648,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,78.47368421052632,7.171929824561403,17.929824561403507,7.793537801064563,0.190235087719298,130,2,32,2,3,46,28,38,0.046,0.862,0.092,0.3607,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666623038597092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361467439844555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37478636304594576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32908634309639845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615130655859812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130511378460371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39886206205332375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346243540250527,0.0,0.0,0.21351430861579174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SilvioDante09,2019/04/25,"Finally saw a Doctor. Was prescribed Lamictal? After a solid two months of searching for reputable psychiatrists in my area that would take my insurance, I finally found someone and scheduled an appointment. It took a while, but I finally saw this doctor in particular and explained my struggles. I told her my issues dealing with work, being unable to focus for prolonged periods of time on any given task, even those that are meant to be leisurely such as watching a show or a movie, to more damaging ones like being unable to keep a full-time job or succeed academically. I explained how at my age (27), I felt embarassed being unable to self-motivate and follow through with tasks even though I have goals and an idea of where I’d like to see myself, as well as being unable to maintain adequate energy levels throughout the day (brainfog, lethargy, etc). I also elaborated on my issues with hyperactivity stemming from childhood and behavioral problems caused by my ADHD, which I was formally diagnosed with but have not had formal treatment for since I was roughly 9 or 10 years old. She seemed very understanding and empathetic, asking me appropriate questions and how I function day to day, but she seemed more concerned with the depression side of my ADHD. I told her that I was depressed primarily as a result of my failures in life brought about by my ADHD and not necessarily because I’m chemically imbalanced. She then stated that I have a mood disorder and prescribed Lamictal. From what I can gather, this medication is used to treat seizures and bipolar disorder, and can be used off-label for depression. I don’t believe I have a mood disorder though. I don’t have manic episodes, nor do I go through phases where I feel unnaturally self-confident with high energy. I did mention to her that my depression comes and goes in waves, but not in the sense that I go from one extreme to the next. My depression is mainly just from me feeling as though I’m not where I need to be at this stage in my life. I’m hestitant to stick with this medication as it seems like there are very damaging side-effects and function more as a mood stabilizer than something used to treat ADHD. I’m giving it a chance because my options are limited and I cannot easily find another doctor at this time. I’m just concerned about the medication choice. Is Lamicta typically used for ADHD? Has it worked?",10.208917995444187,8.647595603644646,10.011957858769936,62.3771623006834,58.79498861047836,13.153576309794989,42.678929384965826,11.979248473330829,5.260393075170843,1926,91,314,48,20,634,216,439,0.136,0.758,0.106,-0.9659,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,5,18,19,0,1,18,0,32,10,0,8,0,63,69,37,0,3,13,0,4,3,0,1,10,0,0,0,18,22,0,2,14,1,0,6,8,9,1,3,16,8,46,7,61,45,5,45,0,7,4,0,16,18,0,8,22,227,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357596491327123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799220997463307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049314379438740695,0.07604091042286203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779406333212289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841197676000385,0.0,0.0,0.08170237745134082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449543734881915,0.0,0.06246739587444721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030334408356446,0.07476234721188442,0.3122960362649982,0.07360372513457059,0.0,0.0,0.2493339759947829,0.2226741693111144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087616967596112,0.09579423547690093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333404296998693,0.0,0.06962816196644586,0.2383180946268601,0.06627967143370472,0.0,0.0,0.07951168398029476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956538357931588,0.08242672064415217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661870890714645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186341853412572,0.0,0.15137883633909333,0.0719624184748453,0.0644568764463879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244249454598284,0.10628514678199834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191612236580346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057882768083361666,0.0,0.0,0.05377079943281325,0.0,0.0,0.07712317253862076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609490624105561,0.0,0.09827945500236734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693894435368364,0.0,0.0,0.08123618439684369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057787050082446376,0.19805159601292596,0.15130311358443635,0.0,0.0,0.05998721650464326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061443833335898076,0.055827506129087295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581102502685567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452412702309382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374419506850592,0.0,0.08457106233474815,0.0,0.0,0.13858713734500344,0.08056959885074833,0.0,0.0,0.07083904981990283,0.0754932638035376,0.0,0.2505273093143686,0.0,0.11966904659807533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520193185999533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055871917449569,0.0,0.0,0.051514343753669915,0.0,0.0,0.04669888551483802 adhd,Nonplussest,2019/04/25,"Medication advice?? So I was recently diagnosed with ADHD inattentive, unspecified depression, and unspecified anxiety. I finally had my psychopharmacology appointment and despite my psychiatrist thinking that a course of stimulants would be the best move, the nurse practitioner thinks my depression should be treated first. I know I get depressed, but I know that that is primarily caused by my rejection sensitivity, my inability to pursue my interests, and my self-esteem being crushed by my focus issues. Should I try to see someone else or power through?",11.813820224719102,12.927230382022474,11.769977528089886,42.3814831460674,54.1685393258427,16.108764044943822,48.13707865168539,14.554592549557764,8.326665617977529,460,27,56,20,5,154,65,89,0.212,0.736,0.052000000000000005,-0.9397,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,2,0,15,15,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,1,14,3,7,7,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347558168693273,0.19088000073943825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943144449312282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499299725300296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006637980669674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047276261881342,0.19826184747694706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317809658554716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398095291834998,0.0,0.16615263415492815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102054956246968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387995109368828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470302681711828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967803894812288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761117009406435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928706559521192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565743837885612,0.0,0.20377796621991395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550749151579405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032674102256186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326202678050111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876103343264173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Maryk8_gets_fit,2019/04/25,"Applying for jobs and a lot of companies ask if you have a disability... What should I do here? They sometimes have a list of things that can be considered disabilities (noting that it’s not at all exhaustive) and they don’t list ADHD. I recently got diagnosed ADHD-PI (female, 39), I’m on medication (Strattera) and I’m relieved to finally have a name for what was “wrong” but...I have spent most of my life thinking of myself as perfectly abled. But...turns out I’m not. Has anyone else been presented with this? The choices are usually “yes”, “no” or “prefer not to answer.” I feel awkward about it; on the one hand I don’t want to get discriminated against (although it’s against the law, which is why they are even asking), but I also feel like it’s “not a big deal” compared to other disabilities (lifelong conditioning) and then I’m also like...it’s none of your business. Just wondering what anyone else thinks.",4.084458128078818,5.912482454022991,5.3973727422003295,78.50275862068966,72.16091954022987,8.879474548440069,29.095238095238088,9.424239791934726,2.736965188834154,713,29,134,17,14,238,111,174,0.031,0.8859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.7998,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,3,1,6,6,0,1,8,1,16,5,1,0,2,29,31,12,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,7,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,4,3,12,3,20,25,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,6,93,25,1,0.1532951367795139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684619292982961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451801309971396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437504785139952,0.31413796642352065,0.0,0.0,0.28662051913298264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804055485281096,0.0,0.15559133699392744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611683275393304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124999208200124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502125431843414,0.10951407634510137,0.0,0.16792732933486834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009038194385251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226041246598289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212176942602526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827688858315816,0.14978452118804278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032604340397508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544287228390233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387675199112108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136045390667172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516128100214371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184247727996698,0.1964506677239644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674108900945564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688329357888392,0.0,0.09041744341259808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832501741025854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624203670465107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760416739466935,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrookeMargot,2019/04/25,"Just a lil ""woohoo!"" for your Thursday I just got a really great job that will enable me to go back to the school of my choice to finish my degree debt free while also making a well beyond livable wage. I did everything right for my interview and feel so proud of myself. I was diagnosed with ADHD about a month ago and although it has been rocky from various factors, everything is overall on the incline. My friend saw that I had gotten this new job on LinkedIn and congratulated me and asked me to help her apply to jobs. She isn't happy in her position rn and has been looking for a new one. She has also been struggling with undiagnosed ADHD symptoms. I told her she could come over to my house and we could work on her resume & and applications. We did, we sat down for a solid 2 hours and she sent in 4 very nice applications to a lot of really great jobs she was extremely qualified for. Afterwards, she hugged me and thanked me for sitting down with her and helping her stay focused and get the applications in. I have no doubt she'll get one of these jobs and am so happy for her. She has had a lot of the same problems as me in the past and it feels good to be conquering this together!",6.405236562600577,5.863231171548115,6.885439330543934,78.44239781139362,65.73640167364017,10.366398455101383,31.35532668168652,9.851270322608157,2.7115855165754743,946,31,192,18,13,310,132,239,0.07200000000000001,0.765,0.163,0.9749,7,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,1,0,4,10,15,0,2,13,0,22,3,0,1,0,32,38,20,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,7,20,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,3,1,2,15,4,37,13,37,18,4,28,0,0,2,1,26,12,0,3,11,145,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26169384710793314,0.0,0.09651136262823508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413503706409966,0.0,0.11796631558472792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178368556939818,0.0,0.0,0.08371836643813703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378640942165163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385609655024944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050611288973686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957001547151722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101012213211465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411676782305219,0.0,0.11376567564060372,0.0,0.06187632813407215,0.09131941558964893,0.0870775038133081,0.2400707513430383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179951072833255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459536044349207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722021517524692,0.1256274501252053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402095563275144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142781053394708,0.0,0.0,0.18512373173365687,0.0,0.0,0.0726750918685661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690320622354109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030483916675105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475534088713183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393377001894888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041789347864968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949657887263794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297889044626677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018759144314476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604655743362267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138200773749908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316309890825305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023772588366983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403499154772614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983350468061363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978919481259433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926249730802143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheGamingNinj4,2019/04/25,Tips on hour to stay focused while trying to learn things? I'm a 15 year old Male and I've always wanted to learn programming to make my own game but I can't manage to stay focused long enough on any tutorials or things like that for me to actually learn any type of programming or coding,4.465677966101693,5.314048745762714,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,70.01694915254237,8.611864406779661,24.91949152542373,8.841846274778883,1.5617084745762708,232,6,48,4,4,76,43,59,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,10,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,25,6,7,0.0,0.0,0.2468052524181392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104427232543283,0.0,0.0,0.3439771405872803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613253048964709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906699471885746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355983958791812,0.0,0.0,0.2238188198100372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688204662995254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653881946803213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391402593292758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360464767958536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171038441639067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491738227074178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286678744443048 adhd,tsm17h,2019/04/25,"Discussion: Age/Medication and the future of ADHD? So given the relatively young age of ADHD and when diagnoses first began, I’ve always pondered something. I was diagnosed around the time I was in second grade and was off/on meds through high school, started taking them regularly again in undergrad, and am now around the age of 30 with a career working full time taking medication as needed. A good majority of ADHD medications are speed/amphetamines, right? And ADHD has not been discovered, realized, around, or whatever long enough to where any initial diagnosed individuals have reached old age/became elderly right? It’s hard to imagine any drug relative to amphetamines/speed be healthy for an elderly person to consume on a prescriptive basis. Can anyone theorize how we’ll adapt to our old age with our disorder while maintaining a need for the medication, especially those who are still working or required to perform difficult tasks? I am no expert and pardon me if their has been documented theories, studies, or examples relating to such. Thoughts? Thanks for any input.",9.459793611793613,10.504322232432436,9.53017199017199,56.69103194103195,59.10810810810811,13.429975429975428,41.683046683046676,12.719339214003902,6.230297297297298,883,46,123,31,11,291,125,185,0.048,0.88,0.07200000000000001,0.6553,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,2,5,11,3,0,0,10,0,15,7,0,1,0,24,24,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,8,1,9,2,24,14,3,29,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,4,18,85,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152740418229347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918856247861971,0.0,0.0,0.21867346767848825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494797195380591,0.0,0.0,0.28625872275202496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263790803496698,0.0,0.0,0.12284612804933236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430343658648416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075331055679004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117360807314186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899037651970081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960189202482158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324944810865382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485753883917132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238122233183656,0.32394030100622906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895630315324275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249504398755408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359196526092443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307502913776896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847944311473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251815187937621,0.0,0.0,0.07586784366242783,0.0,0.08560005279775347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611832770884911,0.0,0.0,0.0986838222029642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509487901477232,0.1250037526340966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606751096459226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CleverClerk,2019/04/25,Vyvanse not working Ok I recently got perscribed vyvanse after being on concerta 36mg for 3 weeks I felt literally nothing on concerta switched to vyvanse three days ago my first day I felt the euphoria and was able to focus second day didn’t really feel it or couldn’t tell 3rd day it really feels like I didn’t even take the medicine the first day I took 40mg second day 50mg and third day 50mg can switching to 50mg be the reason? Can someone help me understand?,4.046977443609023,5.3528051263157925,5.3533834586466185,80.85368421052634,71.42105263157895,8.796992481203008,30.413533834586467,9.23628265651192,2.6953007518796985,377,16,73,8,7,126,61,95,0.021,0.865,0.114,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,1,8,0,0,1,0,11,16,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,7,4,7,2,7,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,14,39,9,1,0.15397842019876856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364925789799619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6951233989792936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170129433621954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557122315727237,0.11000221415634336,0.2956868608632301,0.0,0.0,0.26194793112232023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315060882933512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103208489333438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522607835869058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774644700167608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972850376442376,0.15831546103400418,0.1520351138512598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046541575555667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577260913864085,0.0,0.13458392612731931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107569044166412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029696576756547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351220084832315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209812377883713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,schatzburger,2019/04/25,"Recurring nightmares/anxiety dreams because of past ADHD induced failures Does anyone else get recurring nightmares or dreams that are related to past failures because of your ADHD? Things like being late to something, being unprepared for class, realizing you missed an exam, frantically finishing an assignment, etc. I'm not in college anymore but even almost a decade later still have anxiety dreams at least twice a week about being overwhelmed and failing at school (was only diagnosed a few months ago, still unmedicated). All those failures continued in real life after college and ended up in a failed career. It feels so real and it's really terrible when I wake up and just ruins my day. Has anyone managed to tackle this? Therapy is not helping. Please share any personal stories, tips, suggestions. Thanks.",7.175121654501215,10.191410642335768,7.1223540145985424,64.33321472019466,66.66423357664235,9.822141119221412,36.234184914841855,10.125756701596842,4.790071046228713,666,34,84,18,12,212,104,137,0.235,0.6779999999999999,0.087,-0.975,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,7,10,0,2,6,0,8,3,1,1,1,16,13,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,1,4,3,15,9,4,24,0,5,0,0,6,7,0,2,18,58,10,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622113566442077,0.0,0.13358170998470675,0.0,0.1508989187043579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247752582257497,0.0,0.2305619811980455,0.0,0.14944859451867168,0.21073839856616486,0.15440447159413245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372411322143886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971855790674446,0.0,0.0,0.1529518921045208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187389894487025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588603879359966,0.0,0.13347072651680078,0.0,0.16806436298554192,0.09953239147957353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761957401437653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873173207685781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100744372427024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699901228308971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644008400436067,0.07362179143873215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028302755615665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461006772875425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877101793240391,0.0,0.13158075104356293,0.0,0.16541746694573595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430469934715871,0.09653884804529707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251102547137138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601209963638145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068987556989765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387393822227684,0.17233245919296605,0.0,0.1001148257835883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087815408422845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blackmagicremixed,2019/04/25,"ADHD & Unemployment is a repetitive, non-productive, hell on earth! I find myself unemployed, and it seems like there is no (internal or external) motivations anywhere. I find myself doing nothing, waking up and going to sleep at the loopiest times, no assignments or deadlines to meet, no self accountability for self-progress like fitness or starting my to-do list or 'projects that I want to do'. I just find myself existing, surprising even my ADHD self of the tasks I can find myself procrastinating on, or the deep holes of research, internet and thought bubbles I find myself in! Having no external motivators means that normality and sleep patterns are out the window; Not even the sun and the hum and drum of my family can keep me in order - up until I feel guilty for not sleeping (aka the sunrise). The motivation seems to come and go, in spurts, where I get on top of the mountain of life and clean and cook and finally have a look at my CV or apply for a few jobs, or tell myself all will be okay. But then it all comes to a screeching halt! And then I find myself shifting to ruminating in my own thoughts and juices, asking these questions about where is the future going, comparing myself to my peers, freaking out about things I read on the internet and reddit like not having a career path at 27, still a year away from finishing my ONE degree or not having a solid savings account that I'm supposed to have by 30? It is definitely a never ending war and battle, and sanity definitely teeters on edge. And now it's time to play another level on a Switch game, while I multitask trying to finish a cover letter and watch a new episode of this murder doco I've been binging over the past few days on Youtube. When does it end and how the fuck did I end up here >:')",12.271371681415934,7.590531395280241,11.6133407079646,62.11700221238938,58.05604719764011,14.721828908554572,43.88421828908555,12.00992498983062,5.0813793510324485,1409,53,254,29,12,465,193,339,0.107,0.8,0.09300000000000001,-0.8481,5,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,4,13,13,5,0,24,1,18,7,4,4,3,61,37,33,2,2,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,11,22,1,2,16,5,2,5,9,6,0,1,4,3,28,7,45,31,5,56,1,0,2,1,8,27,2,11,26,182,39,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378369478190035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072121058794068,0.0,0.0,0.1037575305581116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925047393399757,0.0,0.09296662807702966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704730440570825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381445825324619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659166822548937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629205542756286,0.0,0.0,0.13071086681515026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328109899627356,0.0,0.05003201015147645,0.0,0.0,0.10839470862149228,0.5426301444252523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147752885238697,0.05169720526476165,0.0,0.16870641616100185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819244394126164,0.0879511606367587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989119540517948,0.14502567504492936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309294102050334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778537945617826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631621352602819,0.09556636812778584,0.0,0.0,0.09694983016297287,0.09494503625786206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705096966183115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445881479373802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084646196510717,0.0,0.09897661315170103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016042865276446,0.3096787770682976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706388892682634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003720315676892,0.0,0.07902146678508294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864865179853618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573787419699527,0.0,0.0,0.15711023383441086,0.1153968901178672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671804433524218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836317692794873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372045013520489 adhd,yskevinwn,2019/04/25,"I'm going to law school! Failed out of college at 20. Diagnosed at 22. Community College at 29. Transfered to a top 5 public university at 32. Graduate in June at 34. I just got accepted to The University of California, Hastings law school with a partial scholarship! I'm so excited, I've worked so fucking hard for this. I'm about to graduate with a 3.6 GPA and finally take the next step towards my dream of being an attorney.",2.4183400267737625,5.0062317710843365,5.209076305220886,74.14191432396254,80.68674698795179,9.472021419009373,32.11378848728246,9.725611199111238,4.030329049531458,339,19,61,12,9,121,58,83,0.064,0.821,0.11599999999999999,0.5153,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,19,6,0,14,0,1,0,1,1,9,1,0,3,33,3,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036441683989212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277184659023012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27657139173390993,0.0,0.0,0.17002123872184505,0.0,0.2392679964956172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679913046947955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181632661520949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055378964423088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493336006207648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177942418835289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_artbreaker,2019/04/25,"Apparently I was diagnosed without ADHD as a kid Hi everyone So a bit of a back story. I was a pretty crazy kid, I was the type who would be running around, throwing my grandparents ornaments, talking too much and running around department stores hiding between clothing rails. My mum had one of those kid leash things for me. At school I got into quite a lot of trouble for being disruptive to other students, to the point where I had a child psychologist in who decided that there was nothing wrong with me, due to the fact (I think I remember this correctly) that I would get all my work done, and I would only be naughty because I didn't have enough work to do. Now I personally feel that growing up I've had a lot of problems with maintaining concentration and my mind being everywhere. I could apply myself to things but never achieve the same level as others, I did really well in high school at creative and IT subjects but came average at the rest. In my job I work in human resources, but I'm the creative one who pushes through completely different ways of doing things and challenges the status quo. I struggle these days with keeping on top of things, I always forget my actions, be working on multiple documents at the same time, and have lots of ideas but get bored fast when a project starts. What I'm wondering is, how common is it for a child to be diagnosed without ADHD but have it? All the symptoms I have experienced, but I suppose the learning difficulty part seen at times I haven't. I don't really know what to do at this point as it would be good if I did have it for it to be properly recognised in my work, I feel at times people don't understand me properly. It seems quite hard to get a proper diagnosis as an adult in the UK",8.49443181818182,6.864872436950147,8.605159457478006,71.32773918621704,62.16715542521994,12.044061583577713,38.61455278592375,10.9516,4.14161715542522,1395,59,260,30,16,459,177,341,0.066,0.862,0.071,0.564,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,10,12,8,0,1,22,0,37,3,0,1,5,53,54,20,0,7,9,1,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,25,13,0,1,11,0,1,8,7,5,1,2,14,5,33,3,50,27,12,46,0,0,1,0,14,25,0,6,12,203,58,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295014014843189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944859792587322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999828628737432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341969495983522,0.0,0.05820488603868044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424151600343384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920586824459863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011096590165572,0.0,0.0,0.07623453561447098,0.0,0.0,0.061577932858556325,0.0,0.0,0.19382425732248054,0.0,0.09975827354780688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771114442982982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865833684106218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123705668847808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655704510284717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965607114308893,0.0,0.0,0.08008569590827821,0.07636560577852619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553303670418172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008818801207651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778745416924394,0.0,0.0,0.09475106246670964,0.08486870864012902,0.0,0.0,0.05247436060858272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435259159724817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640951015733557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019019005945375,0.0,0.07364153518119003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161746770203784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294020264671699,0.07261829505196557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339760376806728,0.0,0.06619513402497276,0.08337112080811908,0.0,0.0,0.1805225346559257,0.0,0.0,0.09713942872566823,0.0,0.09136329265236164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311352853996556,0.0,0.0,0.12233631286078385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816239082088913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326558069172628,0.0,0.08692314471528341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758258726374441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981842356362428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924226374738243,0.0,0.07674474238015007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537357529544413,0.061180952467792114,0.0,0.0,0.16702880850836238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994000355472372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578909575462313,0.0,0.0,0.0858497039086601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408230771059625,0.10354605829151377,0.3475598379245677,0.0,0.0,0.2713104371077641,0.10439447946479302,0.0,0.0 adhd,WickedRedSox,2019/04/25,"Shutting off the background noise For as long as I can remember, when I am home I've needed to have the TV on. Usually it's on a show I've seen before and in the background. I've recently have started wondering why I am this way. Is it just me? I'm thinking listening to a story in the background helps a little to quiet the bombardment of my adhd brain. I don't like silence. If anyone else has experienced this, what helped you deal with just being quiet and still?",2.851710526315792,4.608107894736842,4.6917763157894745,82.57555921052634,75.31578947368422,7.697368421052633,26.61184210526316,8.472884824447931,1.9693421052631568,370,14,72,7,8,126,66,95,0.025,0.94,0.035,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,9,1,1,0,0,10,16,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,13,14,0,14,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,7,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270534751170943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739997979760229,0.23064862288915505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154939360157688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25129374983137925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207533143761724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804793144227755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017688225739453,0.0,0.2258005766904911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997586167460092,0.22561625339872926,0.0,0.19921252447148646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691391543218026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222659085173052,0.0,0.2550022378733308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593318237765523,0.0,0.1797706626317311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423941331274484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792344956819734,0.0,0.0,0.17867938085640572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312396581685985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441188326820799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway9182987,2019/04/25,"How should I approach seeing a doctor for the first time to discuss ADHD? I’m 26 and as long as I can remember I’ve been living with an overwhelming feeling of not being able to do what I’m capable of. I’ve done plenty of research on adhd and all of the surveys or checklists I’ve done are pointing towards me having it. It’s probably not necessary to go into specific symptoms, as most people here are already familiar. But it’s gotten to the point where it’s affecting almost every aspect of my life, work, relationship, family, etc. so I made an appointment with a general practitioner next week (I haven’t had a family doctor since I was 18) I guess I’m just wondering what people’s experience seeing someone completely new and wanting to discuss ADHD has been? I’m so nervous I’ll seem like someone chasing a diagnosis or something, as doctors probably see a lot of that. Should I write down a list of symptoms I’m experiencing so I don’t forget to mention some things? Or does that seem suspect to doctors? I’ve never posted on reddit or really discussed this with anyone so any help is appreciated. Thanks!",3.5736511627906964,5.950828074418602,5.781104651162789,72.76188953488374,75.23255813953489,8.393023255813954,30.284883720930228,9.120678840339163,3.2003069767441854,896,42,147,22,20,313,130,215,0.035,0.88,0.085,0.8723,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,2,11,0,18,7,0,3,2,37,36,17,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,8,5,10,2,27,25,5,18,0,1,3,0,7,8,0,12,8,101,20,6,0.10440966019612714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764403650512844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045511927422536,0.0,0.11521865633709913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100214929317372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300566205465013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947154223872547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274708457074165,0.09136959724191464,0.21369466528076747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644437056591055,0.0,0.0,0.08796964186695627,0.0,0.0,0.10213268231482996,0.19685627082222704,0.0,0.05279266135443428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881080362512611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059338416011022486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501901195520765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998359436828443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374763075701345,0.0510092860361801,0.0,0.09219564282682986,0.09239926369317493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876535937396554,0.0,0.09879494499754504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052716659463277,0.1008395004351932,0.11104085812035074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447690239555076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197401754139914,0.0,0.0999955929720702,0.0,0.22514254590837354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688750188378584,0.0,0.0,0.11209690082610436,0.11827579155536515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960294363611324,0.19010126657992055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636874985389413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769319325240494,0.08037965741345339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704322937730494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612638722834628,0.0,0.0,0.0693651388408179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088211250060726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158352274469235,0.0,0.08375113151571588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322782266478468,0.07601147613583184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6inchesnjacked,2019/04/25,"I have no idea how to get ""tested"" for ADHD I have a strong belief that I have ADHD. It would explain a lot in my life, but I don't even know what to begin telling the doctor if I ever get the motivation to go get checked out. After reading up a lot about it, I definitely do fit the bill in a lot of areas. Things like craving praise, if my work is praised I'll work hard which I rarely ever do. I'm a residential painter right now, the only job I've been able to stick to for a long time. I can't for the life of me work somewhere where progression isn't seen consistently. If me going home is based on the time on the clock, I'm going to hate my job. With painting, if I get my work done, I can leave. I don't care if I need to stay later, as long as there is forward progression with an end in sight, then we're good. It's fulfilling, to take on a project that you're being paid for and finishing it, rather than endlessly working on the same thing. I also get lots of praise at my work, which genuinely does give me a boost of energy. One day I was working and then somebody said ""Man, take a break, you're a machine"" because once I start painting I can't stop, and that just put me over the moon. I still barely take breaks. On the opposite end, when somebody tells me I did a bad job, I lose most of my motivation and it makes me not want to work with them anymore. I stop caring and my quality of work goes down because I just think ""fuck it"". I can't study. At all. I've tried, but I literally just can't keep at it. I'll study for 5 minutes, then distract myself for 30 minutes because that's the reward I feel that I deserve after studying for just 5 minutes, because it's not easy to buckle down and study for me. Having said that, there are instances where once I start studying, I really focus on it and can go for hours. It usually only happens when what I'm studying isn't difficult and doesn't take a lot to understand. If the work is hard, I'll drop my study time to, as I said earlier, 5 minutes, with 30 minute breaks or longer. I procrastinate a stupid amount. I don't do work until the day before. I just can't bring myself to. If I'm not being held accountable by somebody else, I won't do a good job. I only do a good job for other people, for myself I just don't care. My sister is taking Concerta. Heard ADHD is hereditary and we obviously have the same parents so who knows I can spend 12 hours a day in front of the computer, yet when it comes to reading, writing, basically anything else where I'm not moving then I just can't do it. The computer has so much variety, which helps me when I switch between multiple websites, and my phone. Reading, writing, whatever is just too much for me. I'll read half a page and I just can't finish it. I've taken ADHD tests online which I know don't determine if you actually have it, but are more of a guide, and I always score almost perfect on them. I just really don't know how to get checked. I'm in Ontario. I also find it super hard to get up and do anything that isn't enjoyable for me. That could also be depression or something since I do get depressed fairly often.",3.6247080900750666,4.208607432721713,5.11018209619127,84.89886780650544,71.76758409785933,8.147289407839867,27.2489574645538,8.296473431620573,1.6417137614678894,2447,81,528,36,44,826,264,654,0.092,0.785,0.12300000000000001,0.9764,6,0,1,0,0,0,80.0,1,1,2,23,36,24,3,1,35,0,54,4,0,5,5,89,109,45,0,13,28,2,4,1,0,2,3,4,1,1,33,20,0,4,13,4,6,10,23,9,0,2,12,10,70,15,72,91,14,80,4,3,2,1,23,28,1,18,40,348,103,29,0.05601196423943905,0.0,0.05465959727471389,0.0,0.2692619849661004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608789127432702,0.0,0.0,0.13437824269714235,0.046606441272115516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055548817661754166,0.0,0.0,0.09218614808081237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676765051862232,0.13657749406442385,0.0,0.04766205609166218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132379163151315,0.0,0.0,0.04824934755401773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472099571018062,0.0,0.0,0.10836924954075082,0.0,0.09648604544858733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733061882921135,0.04901644736389925,0.05731968635556017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358161764756527,0.0,0.099219950168716,0.0,0.0,0.0369953741187335,0.101332056800087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028321332090678268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051193920572556915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178215837459413,0.2341115160522998,0.053731779963953424,0.1273315602939826,0.14094053440319335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953119499458335,0.0,0.1505271542626282,0.055300218493672254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754363894816274,0.0,0.05618456706857077,0.0,0.11032100404971344,0.0,0.0,0.06323068982660712,0.0,0.0,0.2779161585988879,0.04978600741031244,0.0,0.0,0.12313084282632886,0.0,0.0,0.05930858264038667,0.0,0.0,0.07912581362578583,0.027364616453792626,0.0,0.0,0.09913765151636007,0.0,0.06266306067835457,0.0,0.23809684494787475,0.0,0.0,0.03738842106985593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059531853679028565,0.08235047707038823,0.041532161758522236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930182776449115,0.037955156569672126,0.1277988683996046,0.0,0.0,0.062194657718831786,0.0,0.0,0.038831643439613296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056307494668967735,0.0,0.0,0.22410848748975945,0.0,0.07176539712019853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783391141630786,0.15984061380736436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633367563053155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043120746568503,0.0,0.0,0.0792911131613455,0.059701301250258874,0.044731226995219836,0.0936570203078104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057013166550093,0.0,0.09791385114505813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442372035149547,0.03589020502064328,0.0,0.0,0.09798308035290428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802844699668319,0.0,0.0,0.058310430141270325,0.0,0.0,0.06168926529903944,0.0,0.033037307728373766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485511477214466,0.0,0.0,0.03978929233393398,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sansende,2019/04/25,"Hyperfocus: Online shopping edition I have been wanting a reasonably nice watch for a long time now, and since I just started a new job I thought it would be a good time to reward myself with it. So what do I do? Have a watch already picked out ahead of time so that I can know what I want to buy when I'm ready to reward myself? Nope. Spend 8 hours doing nothing but comparing every watch in existence that I might like before finally forcing myself to pick one/half-impulse buy anyway and pick one way above my budget? Yep. Ughhhhhh. No control. Still stoked for my watch to get here though.",2.8451410658307235,5.115663137931037,3.883072100313482,86.00550156739813,77.10344827586206,6.287147335423198,24.33855799373041,7.348242739294969,1.1409586206896551,468,16,90,6,11,151,81,116,0.025,0.8140000000000001,0.161,0.905,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,5,1,10,0,0,5,0,17,17,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,12,5,12,12,0,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,13,60,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412763256966728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282447665045647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779568046023896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112183214459106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248784204555686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611218744364452,0.0,0.0,0.17035196054924034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001413442778407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015469688096833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161931112489576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922516788348336,0.0,0.0,0.17973849792295804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154586695433753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615676159183384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488143377656014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525375983463823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088222401378889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800771722350102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437563363694132,0.0,0.1621971758942647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954626099631712,0.1612399596513149,0.3552904757197971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395891359414141,0.16121257240295278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427752782379696,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotInVogue,2019/04/25,"Would you pay over £1000 for an ADHD diagnosis? I would just like to apologise for swearing and being generally pissy in this post, I didnt realise how frustrated and upset I was with this whole thing until I started writing. &#x200B; Long story short I was sick of the NHS fucking me around (was told maximum 6 months wait, waited well over 6 months only to be told its actually over a year and a half minimum waiting time. Also the doctor who lied to me about the waiting time in the beginning also kept trying to shove anti-depressants down my throat even though I was there for ADHD). I started looking into private clinics which I understood were expensive since they were private so I was prepared for a high price, but then I saw my GP before making any final decisions to make sure that the private clinic I was looking at would be recognised by the NHS... &#x200B; and she tells me there's only one clinic that she can wholeheartedly recommend (that she could guarantee the NHS would accept a diagnosis from) which was this place called ""The Priory"". When I phoned this place the lady over the phone tells me that the diagnosis alone would cost £900. Then any follow up appointments which are basically mandatory if you want to get on meds and then transfer to the NHS, would be like £200 each time. I actually had over a grand at the time that I could have spent on this clinic, but I couldn't bring myself to do it and I'm regretting it a bit now that I don't have that money anymore. I just couldn't deal with the thought that what if I don't even have ADHD after all this bullshit? Then i'll have essentially wasted £900 for someone to stand there and go ""oh sorry you just gave us all your money but nothing wrong with you lol so fuck off"". and I know you might say its worth it for finding out so I can move on and really figure out whats wrong with me, but I disagree. &#x200B; But i've just read an article on how people have ended up waiting like 7 to even 15 years trying to get a diagnosis off the NHS and I don't know what scares me more. Losing a huge amount of money or waiting for my entire fucking life to find out i've got something I know I have.",4.8863948395317385,5.750583212471131,5.657583817790876,81.09431870669745,69.06928406466514,8.466640121048021,27.864059886915665,8.641336200584522,1.9604527992354857,1733,56,337,27,29,566,213,433,0.091,0.789,0.12,0.8440000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,6,1,1,23,17,4,2,25,1,39,11,1,4,3,71,74,32,0,14,12,0,0,3,0,7,7,1,0,0,27,20,0,7,10,1,9,4,6,10,1,2,20,4,45,7,53,39,7,56,0,2,3,3,23,28,3,4,25,239,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.1493153441193086,0.0,0.2758317931437217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923592479255354,0.0,0.12236175987922945,0.0,0.2486788338196833,0.2788852043033556,0.10405180727059504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587222773431024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810551313228783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650999701936386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352345299646381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781199788355272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216575307467258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887311400574076,0.06589349262152278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830592892985612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776056603785154,0.0,0.0,0.15159214372541782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380729492910324,0.13984804587362193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121824304179398,0.07994122561394494,0.0,0.04347945441078998,0.0,0.061187896428704175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083154673406763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261351511330498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403761955505705,0.1121291774788052,0.0,0.0,0.06770436158241384,0.12848956749261722,0.0855893286382305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213512789099433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497961244605147,0.0,0.0,0.08115952807774764,0.0,0.0,0.12213084089155267,0.08131252022832441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340844176723339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184164855642449,0.11637073185421418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053038811956143364,0.0,0.15986251526511105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327047329846849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652552707580837,0.0,0.049010949133988894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083970655180039,0.07659467498217852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328558081314051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482228892462659,0.05889715103642084,0.0,0.0856408866839853,0.1083010160849316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210489101899878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373717614760489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508264054666917,0.0,0.07516560093155046,0.06073628441273436,0.17844231193572951,0.0,0.0,0.1462072753355732,0.0,0.10388350688158926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920258832216238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045124527239424714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878702444176947,0.0,0.0,0.08541490361004357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326080990713056,0.16729202975867544,0.2788852043033556,0.0985331964154103 adhd,ReliantMove,2019/04/25,"What is your best tips against anxiety? I keep having anxiety, I think it is mostly related to work/performance. Any tips? Anyone ever got better from GAD?",2.0603571428571463,4.7450986071428565,3.8725714285714297,77.27242857142859,98.64285714285714,7.954285714285715,23.457142857142852,8.238735603445708,2.922748571428572,123,5,19,4,5,41,24,28,0.106,0.655,0.23800000000000002,0.7383,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351347124093313,0.0,0.5290245320265662,0.0,0.0,0.2417696579943303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36286313368764905,0.3058044979753885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31276777033342473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765429800230135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073352900010101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215547528707904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517238810223722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yellowtrails,2019/04/25,I should have gotten 100% Just took an in class pop quiz... I knew all the correct answers and could even justify them but I clicked the wrong answers for half of them and didnt remember to check my answers and now I'm kicking myself. Why cant I just slow down and do things right?,1.3500574712643676,3.5427027413793084,2.21793103448276,96.37850574712644,81.93103448275863,5.2459770114942526,23.459770114942533,6.42735559955562,0.43488735632183895,221,8,49,2,6,69,45,58,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,16,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,1,8,0,5,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068193748317993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538158504416828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353186762992293,0.3281762975856598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553011062061869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269534831660937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467563918712301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201540504852091,0.0,0.0 adhd,antieverything77,2019/04/25,"Does anyone else get words stuck in their head? For years it drove me crazy. The most recent one was ""fuselage"". It would just pop up in my head randomly and I'd think about it. Eventually I decided that it's because I like the way it sounds, and since I've turned it from something I hate to something I like it doesn't happen as often. I hope this makes sense.",1.2712162162162173,3.5664857837837864,2.2093918918918938,95.69760135135138,83.05405405405406,5.321621621621622,18.70945945945946,6.6274283507984215,-0.10096756756756696,284,7,63,3,8,89,55,74,0.10800000000000001,0.787,0.105,-0.0516,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,0,12,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,8,3,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,36,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577949437766229,0.2312273897858793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756741207789294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748688052288207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851980036719446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790418187697635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956079467430252,0.0,0.0,0.2228041449326359,0.4632086701607022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241429803603293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050364850165832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506376541315799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529210269984333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282364065768728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667801433059333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474662968701125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460135346475028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454660747993219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912774126485512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031074555250174,0.0,0.0,0.14532521639317747 adhd,WhatsWithThisKibble,2019/04/25,Car alarm keeps going off and I can still hear it over head phones. I want to jump out the window. Maybe with any luck I'll land on the car and kill the alarm. I can't even work with headphones on but the alarm is making me rage internally. I already got the nerve to ask a coworker to stop popping her gum earlier and now this.,1.8630434782608705,3.5267036376811625,2.9181884057971037,94.62336956521742,77.84057971014492,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.17345217391304324,257,6,60,3,6,82,52,69,0.23,0.728,0.042,-0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,3,6,0,3,1,1,1,0,12,10,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,1,1,6,1,10,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31908976477971196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663533525792207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032091904083394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098416955825093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643334665521632,0.0,0.23126369149352416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967564809660039,0.0,0.32589873281295023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570142756324951,0.31990719768963205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930132271727679,0.0,0.2904950916924188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309195796638193,0.24174655173617898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705511278435438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050830492050795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-ganjathrowaway-,2019/04/25,"First day on Concerta. I took my first 18mg concerta pill about an hour ago. Everything is really weird. I realize that the medicine doesn’t make you feel like this forever, but it’s pretty damn interesting at the moment. I took the pill, and then I just kind of waited for it to kick in. Eventually I started feeling it a little bit. At the moment things are very weird for me. I feel like I am on fucking cloud nine. The reason being that I actually feel like I can focus on things, and that I can actually devote my time to doing things that are productive. I drank a cup of coffee which was probably a mistake, I’m not shaking, nor jittery, but it kind of added to the “fast” feeling. I am either completely hyperfocusing or just going off the fucking rails. My family isn’t even awake yet and I kind of want them to wake up, like now. I feel really social and I think that’s why I can’t stop writing things down. I kind of want to go somewhere today. I need to do atleast something otherwise I think this hyperfocusing/nonfocusing is going to drive me nuts. I think I might need a higher dose, but my psychiatrist said that she can change the dose as needed. I can’t stop writing absolutely huge paragraphs and just writing and writing and writing, I feel like everything is going crazy in my head right now. I feel somewhat nauseous, but I think it might be from mixing it with the coffee. I feel ridiculously awake - but also like I could do my schoolwork, which is surprising considering I can’t focus on it usually. I really think this medicine is going to help me in many ways. I feel really fucking good, and I feel really fucking happy at the same time. I just need my family to wake up so I can actually talk to someone, I think my parents might be a little freaked out considering I’m kind of tweaking a little and feel like a bit of a meth addict. Well, this is the third post I have made today and deleted. So I think I’m going to shut the fuck up now. Goodbye.",3.4109606777493617,5.161792790281332,5.0193022698209715,80.8396183663683,73.78260869565217,8.161157289002558,26.28524616368286,8.841846274778883,2.0419903452685424,1555,55,303,32,32,525,171,391,0.08199999999999999,0.762,0.157,0.9815,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,2,14,30,7,1,21,0,31,14,3,3,0,68,78,22,0,8,12,1,12,7,0,3,5,1,0,0,23,12,1,3,21,0,0,10,7,12,1,4,6,13,50,18,40,65,5,55,0,0,0,5,13,22,6,5,28,204,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.18458089107847453,0.06873297848100351,0.0,0.0,0.05588934746355024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042045478905307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376668818686599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669773633903374,0.0,0.06610592902393461,0.0,0.0,0.050339688116219486,0.0,0.0,0.04066154414080037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164342866936541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332918371154507,0.0,0.11887442526855276,0.0,0.3825550845209116,0.22521194978835826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725930339408968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914400340563464,0.0,0.0,0.2149940178240989,0.05288271151779479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711708882859876,0.0,0.0,0.06470671038266577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226057683613302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062090801516596336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282804081221857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561871892159354,0.1895757076077881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059658715757280364,0.04208585756926645,0.06392203382166838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006558415072083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870008515253556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000872011774738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038374390764304,0.06414374412362328,0.06797774497243694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019547894226012,0.06482511999337767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384370682801338,0.05997426577524439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427076063552681,0.05342141680984218,0.04853838558658997,0.0,0.0,0.044626576885690265,0.0,0.0,0.10542397630731486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050676591191079916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754845510249433,0.2827958521345147,0.0,0.0,0.07352903824111143,0.0,0.11952661553801792,0.0,0.14010005198985356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694398307988797,0.0520222264014997,0.07437615110467255,0.05004555234903032,0.0,0.0,0.05668883905172496,0.0,0.05689213280182389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LifeBoot,2019/04/25,Audio Books are a blessing for people with ADHD I can’t read more than 5-6 books. My mind drifts wondrously after a few sentences. Audiobooks let’s you drift in an out to the topics that interest you. It also lets you ingest large amounts of info when you get hot on a topic,2.505357142857143,4.446894535714286,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,76.85714285714286,6.622857142857143,21.91428571428571,7.554174236665415,0.97139,218,6,42,3,5,73,50,56,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,9,3,3,7,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,30,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997125588844936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659747717630897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376629151228715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.680198442776894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358244590800221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057834275257566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326833418892872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHD_with_Michael,2019/04/25,"Two Tricks To Help You Get A Good Night's Sleep - A Video I Uploaded Hi guys. As an ADHDer, I know that when I don't sleep well, everything is much much harder the next couple of days. I put out a video with two of the tricks that help me most. I hope you find this helpful. :)",1.2344067796610148,2.6200826101694936,2.4120000000000026,98.78681355932207,78.83050847457628,6.07593220338983,16.884745762711866,6.742157984588678,-0.524073898305085,210,3,53,2,5,67,43,59,0.076,0.645,0.27899999999999997,0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,8,3,6,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240591871464783,0.0,0.13059387590657198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819913344039484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507867883433202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579637583492968,0.0,0.0,0.16984495821515544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050396335885096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071886085757593,0.0,0.0,0.20112530881818788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128710918787774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977173329782967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535796077742148,0.190029808744784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356551335101705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052866775412941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956204811202457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820692098355436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tsheaby,2019/04/25,"Benefits of the Bursts... Total Power Focus mode. Conversation starter I suppose... I’m 90% introverted and like to find projects to do on my own at home. I enjoy being home, away from people most of the time. Yesterday I was grateful for the advantages of ADHD. I spent a solid 8 hour push working on my backyard, totally power focused the whole time. It’s shaded 75% of the day and this year you can really tell what damage 3 dogs have done to it after a couple years. I mowed, de-thatched (raked up dead grass), aerated by hand (felt like I was in the 80’s), laid compost, and over/re-seeded the whole backyard. It’s not incredibly huge, maybe 3,000 sqft give or take, but probably should have just rented a de-thatcher and lawn aerator. Oh well. I work in bursts, as they come. I can’t force the power focus bursts, but when they are there I get some serious shit done! What kind of projects/things do you like to do or have accomplished & are proud of, when you’re in that magical power focus mode?",3.102614045618246,5.062358607142862,4.198307322929171,85.49795318127255,75.1734693877551,7.468907563025211,24.284513805522213,8.313332769828598,1.5032278511404569,781,25,155,14,17,254,129,196,0.065,0.779,0.156,0.9308,6,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,2,9,6,12,1,0,11,0,16,2,2,0,2,18,23,11,1,1,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,3,1,0,6,2,15,9,23,15,7,22,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,4,14,93,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959181686579936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766319290125197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316250638249354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042715777968146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803783527647898,0.0,0.10513431079171474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336517921085894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652461175143922,0.0,0.14899718081274446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517113823640493,0.15638348548306755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32704438358210675,0.0,0.16054170499153156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697600776539003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238929778772763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377534108220262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301743125197625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576296025809102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443468415025678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733752355810452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257063194471035,0.0,0.14248652593871572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901163598678996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465744144552852,0.0,0.0,0.36401166016404896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736077080088056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099588648615319 adhd,helloitmeee,2019/04/25,"Okay; I need good suggestions on medication induced excoria. I’m starting to look like a damn pizza It’s only when I have pimples. Feel like a zombie when I do it, total trance.",1.785,4.337196571428573,4.342500000000001,79.51375000000003,83.28571428571428,6.928571428571428,25.892857142857146,8.07648339933343,2.134285714285714,140,6,25,3,4,49,28,35,0.076,0.648,0.276,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,1,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104327434041092,0.2973185532266245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490714256936037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40664833801854544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494857688811921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192568296558307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085916548828462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31652308814623337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29457382895487955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Czral,2019/04/25,"Stimulants, depression, and adulthood So long story short, I’m kind of having a rough time atm dealing with depression and unemployment. I haven’t been on adderall for a few months, and I miss it terribly. I think a lot of my problems have stemmed from neglect of my depression for so long. I’m now seeing a psychiatrist who is very reluctant to put me back on stims. She says they come with too much baggage and can exacerbate the depression symptoms, which I understand, but I wake up everyday and my first thought is that I must be in hell. So far the meds I’ve tried for mood (Wellbutrin and Lamictal) have been totally ineffective. I don’t want to seem like a drug seeker but I long for the days where I got up in the morning and felt the drive to act. Now I just want to go back to sleep. I don’t exercise, I do nothing to improve my situation and I don’t have infinite time. I am just so miserable and unmotivated. It’s an incredibly helpless feeling, like I am just a spectator of my own life. So I was wondering about everyone else’s experience with medication in general. I realize everyone is different, but how many of you are on/off stims? How many of you have tried going off of them and found it to be a complete nightmare like I do? If you’re depressed, what medications are you taking? Do you have any advice for someone like me? I just want to be my best self, and when I was on stims, it was much closer than I am now.",4.0054329004329015,5.27884145804196,5.564785214785219,79.4228554778555,71.48251748251748,9.783283383283383,31.101565101565104,10.07000556051586,3.137244622044623,1131,50,230,31,21,384,149,286,0.171,0.74,0.08900000000000001,-0.9740000000000001,3,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,2,3,20,20,1,1,13,0,31,8,2,3,2,44,51,23,0,6,8,0,3,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,8,15,0,1,9,1,1,6,4,13,0,2,9,5,36,6,35,38,7,35,1,9,1,0,11,13,1,4,20,166,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513393737649307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731636608439777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545735934837774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290717127163112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267770207352846,0.11280417379127597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938548417071289,0.11091870317672388,0.4633277664701028,0.0,0.0,0.11240676308586432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476814731166963,0.0,0.08987613014031016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056102587003681,0.0,0.10524189766585486,0.0,0.0,0.05439982322842368,0.07686102683648811,0.10330153771134387,0.0,0.0,0.09151446231409413,0.0,0.11796490082764335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222896993194739,0.0,0.08604810660182098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203654727151112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599272273398318,0.21024862715266185,0.0,0.0,0.28563649657281537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146763460799903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181550828731436,0.0,0.0,0.11950622880555414,0.21676757192475174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587586949202891,0.0,0.15817940275768255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323377320252553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294737094660034,0.0,0.10815585038937678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555844963705833,0.0,0.0,0.08573386062087747,0.09794425050877363,0.11223794979191387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209336371099022,0.10766589227070762,0.0,0.09115912710056266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182532768884433,0.08089293189397305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893817008690427,0.0,0.08541300781331934,0.12547108150393907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609064203953553,0.0,0.0,0.1120031035935106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877152707254392,0.19037491188044536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667480629836108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DaisyBinks,2019/04/25,"Is my restlessness and short temper my anxiety, depression or ADHD? I was recently diagnosed with postpartum anxiety and depression and also ADHD. I’m a 35f and nursing an 8 month old, so I can’t take stimulants for ADHD. I also am seeing a psychiatrist that I will ask this same question to at our next appointment. I’m currently taking lithium for depression, Librium for anxiety and zyprexa at night to help me sleep (all low doses because I’m nursing). I’m on these odd meds because my body had bad reactions to SSRIs, and the Librium apparently lasts longer than the lorazepam I first tried. Anyway, I’ve been on this current regimen about a month and I feel insanely restless and edgy and quick to anger. Im just wondering if anyone else can shed some light with their own experience and if adhd meds helped with those symptoms. Thanks in advance!",6.949556962025317,7.892770917721523,7.674531645569626,68.18154430379748,64.50632911392404,11.88962025316456,37.31898734177216,11.602472056035307,4.934101772151901,687,34,112,22,10,229,106,158,0.21100000000000002,0.755,0.034,-0.9790000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,7,10,2,2,6,0,8,5,2,1,1,24,19,16,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,3,3,12,1,17,15,4,19,0,4,1,0,6,7,0,6,11,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5704221367594478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978375117436644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723223379623371,0.0,0.0,0.08296940819380172,0.12158057304985792,0.0,0.0,0.11093051680691926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907563870707656,0.14466733209162033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180383838278845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066034900127929,0.12043678851483695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912469876995524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607165760052515,0.0,0.0,0.059997755602494415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009316210635379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906978293450835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817250902740435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672324446495248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636076767655769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942559457591654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619561311122413,0.11135380432368433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451307475612905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292567926510618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171618377273731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455617520650494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874508974152763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333254563479115,0.1784341959114287,0.0,0.0,0.10924562884141538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056194043218706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868105258106527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frosty_Fig,2019/04/25,"i literally cannot do work without addy whenever I'm off pills I tell myself it's a myth I created for myself so i wait until the last second to take addy and get the job done and whenever I'm on it I remember how much I need it only to deny it again once I'm done with my work I'm spiraling I literally cant do work without addy but i cant let go of this idea of myself as a capable person without it &#x200B; I stayed up all night doing a paper that I turned in a week late",4.055,3.1349367222222213,7.0540740740740775,76.54833333333333,70.66666666666667,10.162962962962963,29.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,2.4959888888888897,378,12,83,8,6,143,67,108,0.019,0.9259999999999999,0.055,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,13,19,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,0,14,0,15,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,60,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739040862829267,0.1989375597105658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350845346738509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553687376658711,0.0,0.09304577393737287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848198029750732,0.0,0.0,0.16246670664732116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345354385861571,0.1846831422933607,0.0,0.0,0.16741465743924855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203529408645479,0.12139620767048702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536400054747876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435631623238385,0.0,0.12451633715011373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429538738095949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546269521721107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450359571730148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309696558292753,0.0,0.14309838091901864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780802030923492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132620271769546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734603313227298,0.0,0.3575700414989264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989375597105658,0.0 adhd,barnebyjones,2019/04/25,"Social Fatigue So I noticed recently that when talking with someone for long periods of time, I will gradually grow more and more...tired I suppose? Like my energy is being drained in an unusually fast way. Not sure if this is a byproduct of being an introvert, or due to ADHD, but I have a hard time with social stamina. My head will start hurting, my voice gets gravelly, and I notice my temper will gradually change as well. I can start off my bubbly self happy to talk about anything at all then end up curt and almost standoffish, unable to form thoughtful opinions so it creates tension for them and I can feel it. Anyone else feel something similar? Really wish I could just hold a conversation like a normal person..Like there's maybe one day a month where I wake up normal. Then it's back to my old weird self.",3.7362362637362665,6.005615096153848,4.867252747252749,80.01346153846156,74.3205128205128,7.534065934065935,27.16849816849817,8.418075326091056,2.14449597069597,649,25,115,12,14,213,108,156,0.126,0.7090000000000001,0.165,0.8605,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,9,10,1,1,7,0,11,3,2,0,2,23,18,13,0,5,5,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,4,16,5,17,11,3,25,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,4,19,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911004969863427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409040504858075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839001566685038,0.1441774112600434,0.11579506171607952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819984700062628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885602038065507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234812531108976,0.0,0.0,0.0907484417846672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175479116612081,0.0,0.12463022365552295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229775147766535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351689492969353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979193134495025,0.1260514837327265,0.0,0.1444124482805016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063650493260192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749082772505142,0.0,0.0,0.12452684828159645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136542955426432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231601878184308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757383282535465,0.0,0.3204060642314411,0.1476549446678885,0.0,0.09535097818765302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228654316889232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901445473275177,0.0,0.13893741440974136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935893342665782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868789911073249,0.11922592798333853,0.1083279779900579,0.0,0.0,0.19919520520601275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262062612250072,0.0,0.0,0.22620005131259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171064754884304,0.16410212123770876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169167305110854,0.0,0.0,0.1265181615511705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181335808576347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skepticofgeorgia,2019/04/25,How to manage weight? 've had weight problems for as long as I can remember. I'm 20 years old and over been 6'3 and 140 lbs (190 cm and 63 kg in sensible units) for the past 5 years. Even before that I was always a skinny kid. I've tried so many times that I've just given up on any hope of being a reasonable weight. Am I the only one who has this problem? 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My friend is also in it, but we do not weigh the same at all. I am f/170 and just wondering if I should be on a higher dosage? It’s been an hour now and I feel a lot calmer, and a bit focused. I noticed while I was doing my makeup I was able to resist the impulse to pick up my phone and post this immediately. My biggest issue is that I am sleepy, and I want to go get coffee. I know the effects it could have and I have had heart palpitations in the past. Maybe drinking a soda or something will help? I’m definitely going to be weaning off my caffeine addiction for a while.",1.4759460976979248,3.408896167883213,3.5929927007299263,88.07276810780462,80.02189781021897,5.9672094329028615,23.6771476698484,7.010146845296331,0.8368847838293094,513,18,109,6,13,175,94,137,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.9490000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,0,18,5,1,2,1,23,27,13,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,17,1,11,17,4,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,8,81,22,0,0.2189936986864139,0.0,0.0,0.238735456252182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751291817192811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908440009487805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748486487216572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453045294085496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110729794080258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627592822968086,0.0,0.0,0.16919398836776595,0.0,0.11441516893206337,0.0,0.2489183313505114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950858735694937,0.1467868600404542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156646802848093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285725250794784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035320961805684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618061133441471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000860508421755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493257774349441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905426504969607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973542789201716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859204831290048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465600731010907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769698680472186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916815741633192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748932457966504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zombietarts,2019/04/25,"I walked into my bio II class without knowing I had a lab exam today. This is my first time od it happening ever. Feels bad man. Luckily my grade isnt so terrible where I'm teetering on failure of the class. Even still... That wave of utter defeat when realizing what was happening sucked so terribly. It's no one's fault to blame but mine. I had a ""feeling"" that my exam was coming up sometime, but ""guessed"" it was on the final exam along with it being a cumulative. I fucked up when I chose not to confirm my feeling by NOT emailing my professor and I took a gamble and lost hard. The whole situation is hilarious, typical of me, and at the same time annoying as hell. Haha. Oof. I just needed to rant. Hope the rest of you guys are having a better day than me!",1.606348039215689,3.894327784313728,4.1040808823529416,82.67023897058826,81.61437908496733,7.223692810457518,23.94158496732026,8.278499904357787,1.7537192810457518,593,22,116,13,16,207,103,153,0.228,0.653,0.12,-0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,9,13,4,0,10,1,11,1,0,0,1,23,26,10,1,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,5,0,1,3,5,10,0,2,7,4,17,3,19,18,3,20,1,2,0,1,4,7,3,2,10,87,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602949859404297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979039638328394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537346653166896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381098999612013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680074599561078,0.17365658141857046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912120330365002,0.0,0.0,0.21030431899161733,0.0,0.16329778935019873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748208979015398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148722473912665,0.1900900331602446,0.33953393498388224,0.0,0.17197605473448005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067910669769844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550699308606758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956846256351366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235047541049933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300903770284508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579316644342855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987277942342196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331519378853228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388975161815844,0.0,0.18197425741387915,0.0,0.21329645125265326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433841947339727,0.0,0.18506152854116512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sparrows_Shadow,2019/04/25,"Step-Dad Keeps Losing Jobs, Recently Diagnosed with ADHD. What Are Some Good Jobs for Him? Hello ADHD Redditers! &#x200B; As the title implies, I want to help my step-dad who has fallen on hard times who was just diagnosed with ADHD. For the past 10 years that he has been in my life he has lost many jobs, mainly because he cannot focus, then makes easy mistakes, and has trouble finishing things. We've finally put two and two together and concluded that he has ADHD (confirmed by doctor). He recently lost his 5th job, he usually works as a paralegal, and has commented that he is having ""dark thoughts"". &#x200B; What jobs would you recommend that would best suite him, someone with ADHD, and what medications do you think would be good to start on him? He's 52 years old, and we're hoping with him understanding a little more about himself now that he can find his happy place within the world like I know many of you have. &#x200B; &#x200B; What jobs have you found that you're not successful in and vice versa? &#x200B; TLDR: What jobs are good for an adult with ADHD",5.004925742574258,6.976002599009902,4.930779702970298,82.19785272277228,70.03960396039604,8.020297029702972,26.981435643564357,8.660442795831766,2.0418405940594058,863,29,154,15,16,267,118,202,0.087,0.77,0.14400000000000002,0.9295,7,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,0,7,3,13,0,0,6,0,21,5,0,2,0,30,33,10,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,6,1,15,8,20,23,4,23,0,3,0,0,26,8,0,2,14,93,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457623885618697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349011780115428,0.3755807521556379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376839369444205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648746211507221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548879635956214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327377551459605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771906084633386,0.056500918779016536,0.0,0.0,0.06778071015404784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555108102532814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580686089976343,0.055377164722617535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414355859280679,0.0,0.0,0.061399642625031975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294167233190065,0.054947054837005294,0.0,0.0,0.03397378864479682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436641804240979,0.030201358957912962,0.06195830022951442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915900290961957,0.13496422266417554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126427744774093,0.12534835647818204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227555764614904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486803606628024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901267975013875,0.0,0.0,0.06458709475973458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214458957938635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207646996391926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052378549284986364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375539804846044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106941343603823,0.03961074940450368,0.0,0.04907692275720856,0.03604681964069645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077523360267255,0.06435515859177109,0.0,0.0,0.06808425940455658,0.0,0.03646210760499664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500454827128581,0.0,0.0,0.13174210234091466,0.0,0.3755807521556379,0.0796180753606664 adhd,MrPrudente,2019/04/25,"Overnight shift work Anyone here work overnight shifts? This Monday is my first 7pm to 7am shift and I’m on vyvanse, I’m not sure how to prepare for that, it’s a physical job",2.1320175438596465,3.371234131578952,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,76.10526315789474,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.618919298245614,139,5,33,1,3,44,31,38,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.2411,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,15,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064684745935713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728164466756995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349435915768085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130911120598688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6381729988426353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FrequentNight2,2019/04/25,"Wow, I got the full report after testing for ADHD/other conditions I finally received a full (17-page) report about a battery of cognitive and neuropsychological tests I underwent. It did confirm ADHD but what really spoke to me was just how ""smart"" I am in some areas and really not in others. I was in the high average and superior range (over 90th percentile) for verbal reasoning, yet ""borderline"" and low average for other things (recalling shapes, or basically recalling anything a bit later). So weird. Or maybe it isn't. I've always felt smart but stupid!!",6.955367965367963,8.714976686868688,8.162077922077923,61.73454545454547,64.95959595959596,11.71774891774892,34.34487734487736,11.491704259439757,4.8947362193362185,448,20,65,15,7,153,72,99,0.095,0.7959999999999999,0.11,0.3704,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,8,10,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,3,6,4,11,2,4,15,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,3,4,49,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941444386523741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056804111482144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034148534182966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26986552853083323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733946734333486,0.27078262606958314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769901048177727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611679390491369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483338037480585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31671022251442765,0.25415067199353925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422087787931736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MalloryTheRapper,2019/04/25,"Constantly moving while sitting down and people look at you weird? lmao whenever i’m in a meeting at work i keep adjusting the way i’m sitting, crossing and uncrossing my legs, bouncing my leg (looks like i’m vibrating if people can’t see my legs lol), and clasping and unclasping my hands and I swear my coworkers and giving me the side eye like what is this bitch doing?? but I can’t help it!!! and it probably looks so unprofessional :/ same thing when i’m at my desk in a rolling chair I move the chair slightly left and right and take the cap on and off my pen with my thumb but it just feels so good to do!! I do it unconsciously because it helps me focus but I feel like I look so so childish ahahahahahhahaahah",3.7123776223776233,5.195948349650352,4.910769230769231,83.0092307692308,72.4965034965035,8.276923076923078,27.685314685314694,8.841846274778883,2.016292307692308,566,21,117,11,11,187,86,143,0.11900000000000001,0.725,0.156,0.6974,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,0,6,1,6,5,5,0,0,21,20,20,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,9,18,4,10,20,1,20,0,0,6,0,5,11,1,1,6,70,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606908316663953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880327139559566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595975087955087,0.12430598420978375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691712428109978,0.0,0.14594335489478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23325772019759214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465962958870572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890520405710348,0.0,0.0,0.2550235496713439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844663509441471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698699661873449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126006093219265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760195675898486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859546700450527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386558619266755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082671320651296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559819335695025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811348922458566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667442843099327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BeepBoooLoopdieLoop,2019/04/25,"Quitting Smoking with ADHD So I’ve got ADHD and I’m in the process of quitting smoking. Currently I’m using a Juul and I want to be off nicotine within 30-45 days. I’ve quit cold turkey before and went a month before picking the habit back up because I had lost any and all focus which is why I’ve opted for an alternative nicotine deliverybsystem. According to my counselor, I’ve been self medicating for years with nicotine and caffeine. I’ve recently been making a bunch of healthy choices in terms of changing my diet (I’ve essentially stopped consuming lots of sugar and fast food) and I exercise intensely 5 days out of the week. My current project is quitting smoking. Anyway, what can I do to make up for it besides for taking actual ADHD medication once I’ve stopped using the Juul? I don’t want to trade nicotine for amphetamines because I feel like that’s trading one evil for another. I want to stay quit forever. I’m currently in college making good grades, and I really don’t want to lose that. So how can I get rid of nicotine, maintain my current GPA, and not pick something else up to overcompensate for what I’m losing? Thanks!",5.162772727272729,6.662588231818184,6.346136363636365,74.05420454545455,68.95454545454545,8.772727272727273,34.65909090909091,9.188382445141503,3.3855000000000004,921,46,157,18,16,309,122,220,0.075,0.845,0.08,-0.5027,4,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,8,5,7,1,0,8,0,11,6,0,8,1,30,31,12,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,12,3,2,1,1,2,1,3,4,0,1,6,3,13,3,31,24,4,26,0,3,0,0,1,9,0,1,16,88,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.10105747221549836,0.0,0.3733690457090556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042285362057964,0.1085893803152675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962955423107124,0.0,0.12625574464361208,0.0,0.1762401169920397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095504187492447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357242485630394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650925177667915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236193410783966,0.07398171140692703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522250010470265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410467513572465,0.0,0.0,0.08685936748920038,0.08282463104833643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050593109075946684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317093732547649,0.11304556937511477,0.08804113638813346,0.0,0.0,0.2073769024198192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086471728075345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265884616782332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102856748465802,0.07017344385464296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507323254606763,0.0,0.0,0.06634177698985462,0.0,0.1022508319757724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080333681733823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972385208688583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037883360180162,0.0,0.17315791186631016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786257598368512,0.0,0.0,0.09534210674250417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788813752966288,0.0,0.0,0.2443242888201449,0.0,0.08306781884779108,0.0,0.0,0.09599911601867407,0.09344480508748462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668782647748604 adhd,textsonread,2019/04/25,"Question about diagnosis New to the group. I’ve always known I have adhd but have always had strategies in place to make my life slightly easier...as I add more to my plate it’s getting harder to manage and have decided to look at medication options. For adults that have been recently diagnosed did you go to psychiatrist or neurologist for your initial evaluation?",6.436363636363637,8.506153545454545,7.436787878787879,65.25518181818182,66.57575757575758,10.734545454545453,34.41212121212121,10.793553405168565,4.442797575757576,298,14,46,9,5,100,53,66,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,11,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,2,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364596605351005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659012644845302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841553184443001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626847757256084,0.0,0.15910873403578227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197745288072858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350973890725977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687666530707467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820320447338394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270388836332671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292500478309769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313621271264203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27642848766961065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CuttleFishStew,2019/04/25,"ADHD Coaching Suggestions? Hey y'all! So I'm interested in enrolling an online ADHD/life coaching session over the summer to help me keep a routine while I'm off school and learn more about my silly brain. Does anyone have any suggestions or advice? What is the best class or best value? Have one of you done this before? Thanks!!",3.054055299539172,5.8954815483871,3.6610599078341046,84.59016129032258,80.29032258064517,5.478341013824887,21.76036866359447,6.868970318607317,0.8423658986175115,264,8,45,3,7,83,53,62,0.0,0.6890000000000001,0.311,0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,6,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,29,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451138980830034,0.22161610872262247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542246606638494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857651590837932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929811903455122,0.0,0.476003250111172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531721247299616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846505028238146,0.2320844338283277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201224471275024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015809589522373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536784581949027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295231170153453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879733358379896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustMyUsrname312,2019/04/25,"Accepting the truth Hi everyone! First time posting here, I've been lurking for a while and although I'm undiagnosed, I can certainly recognize many issues I've struggled with my entire life that seem typical to adhd. Sadly, reading all the comments about how people with adhd get treated by medical professionals and all the stigma attached, I don't think I will ever get diagnosed. I managed pretty well 40 years on my own and I intend to continue this way. Anyway, I dont remember much of my childhood (surprise) but I do remember being a trouble kid who visited psychologists quite a few times. I grew up in an eastern European country and I don't think adhd is a recognized condition there even today, let alone decades ago. I've been living in the US now for about 15 years. I've always tried to find excuses and explanations for my issues. Forgetting, lack of focus, irritability, procrastination, leaving things unfinished, struggle with social interactions and a general feeling that I could have accomplished much more in life is what I always though is something everyone deals with me or less. Perhaps it's true but from everything I gathered, there is a spectrum to this and everyone is different. I may not forget to pay my bills or lose my stuff, but it's only because I've learned how to do it along the way. I keep a simple routine, where I keep my stuff, my keys, wallet and phone, I obsessively check my bank account and my bills sometimes more than once per day so I'm usually on top of everything, but if someone moves my stuff or my routine gets interrupted, then I may leave my keys or my phone behind. I always know where all of my stuff is as I tend to spend a lot of time actively thinking where things belong so it makes sense to me. Ut if my wife moves something and I can't find it immediately, I can feel my anxiety going from 0 to 60 in no time and often times I will overreact and lose my temper. In these situations I usually just get outside, take my dog for a walk or do anything to get my mind off of it, but I can dwell on it for days if I don't find what i was looking for. What seems to really help me is that I overthink and overanalyze things so I am generally aware of my issues but I don't always do something about it. I'm not sure if that's a blessing or a curse. At work I've done pretty well as my job requires decision making and problem solving which I do well, but I often times struggle with basic things like following flows and forgetting details about the issue I'm dealing with if I don't have it right in front of me. Fortunately my overall performance has been great so I've been promoted and moved up the ladder quickly, but I feel like I'm winging it and improvising more than I'd like. One of my major issues is social interactions. I struggle with building up solid relationships, business or personal. I don't remember names. I don't remember conversations. I say dumb things which caused many people to quietly disappear from my life. I seem to cope pretty well with all of my other issues but I can't seem to figure this out. I'm completely lost at events or big gatherings and I avoid them as much as possible. This seems to be caused by my inability to remember names and conversations. I'm tired of meeting the same people over and over again like it's the first time, or not remembering where they live, work, etc. Even those I'm close to I rarely reach out to. Anyway, I'm not sure if there was a point I was trying to make but my dog just reminded me that we are late for his walk so I have to go now.",5.470377777777778,6.169351631428577,6.558380952380954,75.74839682539684,67.68571428571428,9.993650793650794,31.984126984126984,10.047579312681364,3.1772174603174617,2842,115,536,66,45,954,309,700,0.11699999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.4581,2,2,3,0,0,0,61.0,2,0,2,13,37,33,2,7,22,0,48,6,0,8,10,128,86,60,0,9,31,1,3,4,0,4,6,2,0,2,38,33,0,4,25,1,7,13,15,15,4,3,9,6,81,18,82,69,18,72,1,4,1,0,31,28,1,25,32,377,119,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339891568355768,0.0,0.045091059528199286,0.0,0.0,0.052683494257554565,0.0,0.0,0.1693036773683746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891357589422557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185970180972857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031008417720442282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451007767193016,0.0,0.0,0.0533337123452578,0.0,0.0,0.04061364063983385,0.0,0.0,0.06561078955366516,0.104884527054511,0.0,0.05162954473801276,0.0,0.05314581691964554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205521715838618,0.0596164500813612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056730821882857774,0.06719514205505082,0.04601265775525982,0.0,0.1458185192648548,0.0914330404797126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771605631117704,0.03633982465439082,0.0,0.0,0.1394761985993554,0.08653591165025319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288111142768982,0.0,0.057818460320102974,0.0,0.0,0.05608171019969376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409548102269195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185553607049699,0.05047824545985593,0.09042692282427127,0.0,0.0,0.027955503465511882,0.0,0.05738087009554998,0.10772289051096463,0.0,0.05201556888908245,0.10778787375704282,0.09940536262686266,0.0,0.08983404807231885,0.0,0.04271597390246612,0.11381566923401215,0.05552799591849938,0.043245815727622,0.0,0.0,0.10186355692497986,0.10314352781077628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124375693849013,0.0,0.0,0.05136177676209499,0.0,0.0,0.1621926305674471,0.11218061994629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417233542722062,0.034469203220320405,0.038687103100266206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579557009404388,0.04441562754923354,0.0,0.0,0.04808632525149145,0.05734557766048344,0.04871710110501468,0.1552519137851544,0.0,0.04867342478768424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410395558076255,0.05088136696592925,0.0,0.03258708804141404,0.0,0.0,0.05461276731094992,0.3457384585191329,0.04344065372000027,0.0,0.04045195836540934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315397696264495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717731532185678,0.0,0.10370622758224972,0.04309995365439403,0.1174810943345691,0.050309358535579135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127114463895665,0.23292493486703156,0.0,0.0,0.09588422478532163,0.0,0.03824610575474423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897087069704014,0.09778171523581758,0.04997716017589954,0.0,0.20762915238726345,0.058464824963935125,0.048216538401561385,0.0,0.0,0.06907152472290166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118746140650124,0.0,0.11204695299841937,0.0,0.0,0.08075266871073945,0.0,0.0,0.18294433070151034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406443940154507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551413517442298 adhd,rathic,2019/04/25,Finals is coming up and i just wanted to say this Good fucking luck.,3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.85714285714286,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,0.056514285714285524,54,1,10,0,1,18,14,14,0.0,0.623,0.377,0.7696,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069550117737947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175219362951683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367522036938032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962503104195199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37569381955297626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786503577177445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ozzy-1736,2019/04/25,"I have a sort of dilemma, I was diagnosed with ADD at a young age. My dilemma here is that I’m often choosing in the morning weather or not to take the pill, this is because I’m choosing weather to not be social and super focused at school or be social but not Pat attention in class, tips? What should I do?",6.9727604166666675,4.953606171875002,7.664375000000002,78.1097916666667,65.40625,9.783333333333333,38.52083333333333,7.793537801064563,3.0222458333333333,241,11,49,2,3,81,45,64,0.049,0.875,0.076,0.3853,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,0,15,11,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,2,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280083507699812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796377955447428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785435322804237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7625634474092032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28122787738261723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SomeLungsman,2019/04/25,"If there was a zombie apocalypse, would we be able to survive it or would ADHD get the best of us ? I was wondering about that. I was thinking about the people that always die first in horror movies. I think I would be one of them lol. I always do stupid stuff out of inattention.",1.5720238095238095,3.9185502499999987,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,82.21428571428572,5.8761904761904775,18.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,0.2524976190476189,218,5,45,3,6,70,41,56,0.175,0.7140000000000001,0.111,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,1,3,3,2,1,0,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,13,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,8,1,8,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,38,12,0,0.22677038670003904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725339366486132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773822558627036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798153022064175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353518589678615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289077508134747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847816744822147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536654828916829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721403308328846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595978384318705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906106144209903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727768536988777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592281099914065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832735290543779,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatwentwell,2019/04/25,"Feeling of ""stuckness"" when planning out my day. Trying to plan out my day seems counterproductive? So everytime I decide ""I'm gonna plan my day"", it usually goes: ""Ok, what are the things I need to do? What do I want to do?"" ""Fuck, I want to go to the gym, but first I need to walk the dog, but also I have so much grading to do! Also, I have to make progress on my research, and fuck fuck fuck"" &#x200B; And then I sit on my computer and just ignore it all. &#x200B; I notice that the times when I actually get things done in the morning are when this thought process doesn't even occur and I just kind of do things without thinking about them at all. &#x200B; When I am consistently going to the gym for example, I generally just wake up and go. However I do find myself stopping and questioning myself if I start shaming myself for missing a day or two of going and this is usually how I fall off the wagon and stop going altogether. It also feels like crap having to constantly restart my progress at the gym because of my own inability to be consistent.",4.309059011164273,5.510711229665073,5.483234449760769,80.56730781499203,70.67464114832535,8.44414673046252,30.679744816586922,8.841846274778883,2.465131802232856,833,35,163,15,15,277,113,209,0.155,0.7809999999999999,0.064,-0.9725,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,6,15,11,5,1,9,1,16,6,2,2,2,38,41,23,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,8,3,0,7,2,8,0,2,3,2,27,3,28,36,4,34,0,1,0,4,2,9,5,4,18,124,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.09579715582635442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551314128113834,0.0,0.3190927916303771,0.35785216223947913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059841894807169026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608401197529983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323923342901444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045926423723547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648385973554567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992727059390812,0.07013076203644503,0.0,0.0,0.08972316356088478,0.0835010829753338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363016468628888,0.05128837958521994,0.0,0.2789537869669417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222617052460756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795960009323205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552745680377113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216428475165618,0.14557966652370796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176415883331307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996987918068793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936785270747773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948334329089947,0.0,0.0,0.16414457142021302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956540413165683,0.0629016629179028,0.0,0.07793389670054808,0.05724216108983099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666491749740867,0.0,0.09589521969562276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162348958029835,0.0,0.11580327241094955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462980553348886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35785216223947913,0.0 adhd,Phancy-1979,2019/04/25,"Process for getting ADD treatment, What’s it like? Hi all! So I (23 M) am considering treatment for ADD, as I’ve been dealing with its symptoms for years. I was just wondering what the process is like for possibly getting medication. Is it difficult? Are there certain tests that need to be taken?",3.277878787878784,6.094492454545456,4.0759090909090885,82.16719696969697,79.0,7.303030303030304,34.62121212121212,8.344100000000001,3.2211212121212114,235,14,42,5,6,75,42,55,0.044000000000000004,0.818,0.138,0.6632,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,2,8,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,7,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35122513529963884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559814790656441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33287714516731365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34319829567671045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526091944710567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840644342548519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540959704952878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694518909305138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193861347986684 adhd,sllep79,2019/04/25,"School problems How do people get their work done and use their time productively? I go through my school day barely remembering what my teachers taught me. Every day I go home, put my homework out, and say today is the day I get it all done. Next thing I know its midnight and i never even picked up a pencil, and then I’m super tired the next day and fall asleep in history again. I don’t know if I have adhd but i figured this would be the best place to post this, but how can I focus on doing my work without spacing out or getting distracted?",2.3659459459459447,4.311476450450453,3.515576576576578,89.62795945945946,77.2882882882883,5.881441441441443,22.811711711711716,6.742157984588678,0.5753344144144141,430,13,89,4,10,139,77,111,0.063,0.858,0.079,0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,4,4,4,0,1,4,0,10,2,1,4,2,24,20,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,3,1,16,2,8,15,2,23,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,11,61,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253988610610575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939710832358747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918208351827716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31086836176444144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032060602890668,0.0,0.12797220939631265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380656676156576,0.0,0.17264292630615932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235607024005224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694736933248566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171454061518809,0.0,0.3230692690193041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530002995665844,0.0,0.15869065525338535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546673933132132,0.0,0.0,0.14533632411112246,0.0,0.15268941384484794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205952010500686,0.0,0.0,0.12078745141871244,0.0,0.3074375743200731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090765273282093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856712706868668,0.1745729376373885,0.143972085038463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118248385242973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464146330537215,0.0,0.2211525779606782,0.0,0.0,0.10789689293560356,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hyperfocusqueen,2019/04/25,"Sometimes I forget how bad my adhd is, then I try to study off medication. I have an exam today and so when I woke up I took my Vyvanse which always take 2 hours to kick in. For the past 4 months (only recently diagnosed) I have only studied on medication and that has become my new normal. So I was sitting there trying to study I was getting so frustrated because I couldn’t recall things that I had gone over so many times and there are certain words I have to know for my long answer questions and I couldn’t remember them for the life of me. Skip ahead 2 hours and now I am whizzing through my practice material and able to recall the important words. Sometimes I wonder how I got through 3.5 years of a biology degree non medicated, then I remembered I used to study for finals for close to 15 hours a day and still saw below average marks. Now I can study for a lot shorter periods of time and see higher marks on my tests because I can actually remembered what I just looked over 3 minutes ago.",5.677998324958125,5.904895422110556,6.650364321608041,76.91949958123953,67.14070351758794,9.648408710217756,32.16122278056952,9.516144504307137,2.8626077051926293,795,31,153,15,12,266,120,199,0.055,0.924,0.022000000000000002,-0.7824,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,13,3,1,0,7,0,14,5,0,3,1,28,26,17,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,3,28,1,27,16,1,35,0,0,3,0,2,9,0,3,23,105,33,3,0.12204354431444182,0.0,0.11909689425797748,0.0,0.14667262361094954,0.0,0.10818423834865824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155000557410956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019012617403073,0.14879322369371933,0.13478750622099592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870798967230244,0.0,0.0,0.12387162848273267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336927373551534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376271474276403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760937127820753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36056492204949375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707194024079867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620296460568802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800469623191128,0.1024858397720602,0.0,0.0,0.10375705705769316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237329984431184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688380937942256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741399270845727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787041560034855,0.0,0.0,0.11957676113015622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856392298877283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650437256301972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671670060941266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050327656762012,0.0,0.4147546342234428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725290378766137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414083719446613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746413213958627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176155681796808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108030789578972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232914427587234,0.0,0.11568300983301515,0.0,0.1355948682977067,0.16571911088171426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540643740323503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235101777996194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859204118372412 adhd,ThunderBunny2k15,2019/04/25,"Trying to figure out meds. Ugh. Quick bio. 39 and recently diagnosed with ADHD-PI and GAD. Started Strattera over 2 and a half months ago. It fixed some anxiety, which was awesome and maybe had a minor moment of clarity. I shared with the doc and we decided we were going to try Adderall XR 20mg and keep me on the Strattera since it was helping with the anxiety. He gave me a weeks worth of Adderall to see. Really the only thing I noticed was a boost of energy like a did a little meth. I can feel it kick in but doesnt really help with focus. What are some of your experiences finding the right med? I have no idea what I'm supposed to feel. I've read so many stories of people having that life changing moment and being in tears, while doing the dishes or doing laundry. Well, I can do that. I should be focusing on something else, like work. Haha.",2.362323529411768,4.4842791588235285,4.10198529411765,84.57768382352944,78.0,6.838235294117648,23.56617647058824,7.865858978985527,1.3699117647058827,667,22,128,11,16,224,117,170,0.075,0.784,0.141,0.8496,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,12,1,18,3,0,0,0,26,26,11,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,14,1,1,6,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,7,3,11,5,19,16,2,18,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,3,11,86,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530129353405104,0.0,0.14405225166990018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863413220907316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191038251411375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649407277190143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575337030869378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589625886597296,0.0,0.0,0.16433638911525558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852804283023607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235621744471154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217849430218668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345011481277546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144443288544486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478318229731364,0.15878498381156095,0.16287425530495284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475613549319332,0.16325967204282335,0.0,0.3610162855901506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297111779683066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501478449113146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359355425422355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266158042717128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255052678238302,0.0,0.20821171455486684,0.0,0.16045561338817424,0.0,0.0,0.13877970595179684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949668071700704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442709762344218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510548169720856,0.0,0.0,0.11502297264959414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796213105309677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206625607540811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035295232803776,0.0,0.14611290488369594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830670399072253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goofff,2019/04/25,"As a child, I always wondered how everyone else managed to just ""do things"" automatically. How did they just KNOW how to stand, or what to do with your hands when sitting down? Did anyone else just feel like they had a script on what to do, and you didn't? I never got how other people just KNEW how to sit. I would sit in class and change my position so many times because I just didn't know how or which position was comfortable. I think this was due to trouble focusing. I remember I would zone out during conversations, and then not understand what people were talking about once I zoned back in. I still have trouble with this but I feel like it was so much worse when I was a child. Can anyone else relate?",4.41,5.605222857142858,4.872857142857144,85.06214285714286,70.42857142857143,8.171428571428573,25.42857142857143,8.548686976883017,1.5059428571428572,560,16,115,9,10,178,82,140,0.066,0.8809999999999999,0.053,-0.3935,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,0,18,5,0,0,3,0,17,1,1,6,1,33,26,18,0,2,9,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,12,3,16,3,15,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,10,87,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381337962263315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321564020706269,0.34019416331149216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765160679164786,0.0,0.1011982851471518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561679345157405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160406936195309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862987297340614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678795037377218,0.2371954590348627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277353285898608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246974332198915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220840939003242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830829990394688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203660811996007,0.0,0.12803731066473595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767954591258271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018115846705275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188057209857191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132575970746951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334327210566119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028980909973173,0.10637264145308052,0.0,0.0,0.09680189036584347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728224866596506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003099474990011,0.0,0.0,0.16917858995279006,0.23585778485661624,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yesyesokaynah,2019/04/25,"Psychiatrist only wants me on one medication? I take Concerta xl 36mg twice a day at around 8am/9am, and since January I've noticed that I've been really struggling to sleep in the evening, so my average time I fall asleep is around 3am (which is horrible). I booked an appointment with my psychiatrist and told him I start to feel anxious around 6pm and my heart is still beating fast until around 1am. I asked if there's something that will help me sleep, or help relieve my general anxiety. He prescribed Melatonin (you need a prescription for that in the UK), but I asked again about an actual medication that will help aid me falling asleep or reducing my anxiety; and he simply states being on two medications isn't good. What should I do? My sleep hasn't really improved when taking melatonin, and if anything makes me more angry and depressed. Is it normal to only be on one medication? &#x200B; Thankyou!",7.364736842105263,7.741989479532165,7.502391812865497,71.73113157894737,63.561403508771924,11.284444444444444,36.39824561403509,11.00357731598739,4.170260350877193,735,33,129,19,10,238,111,171,0.16,0.789,0.051,-0.9594,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,1,6,0,13,10,6,1,0,23,23,14,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,4,2,1,19,2,17,16,1,21,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,4,8,84,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.1118139751308966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414785233805388,0.13922776873011258,0.0,0.0,0.17530743673711688,0.12944327636510713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428993427371588,0.40800351479300295,0.21423447708539695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389490090949367,0.0,0.09868795988419923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567929600505707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057935310173350324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610463178430258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577836594074708,0.23040254891972414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648332940832565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617109310172449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495993994723569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226449756346074,0.0,0.13045058351174654,0.0,0.0,0.1552853348494716,0.17428716645644082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680632000501326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478211902362398,0.0,0.3439895477749357,0.0,0.0,0.0882096159655894,0.0,0.0,0.08110062090802518,0.0,0.09150408258005563,0.0,0.0,0.1197843476675098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230045327280866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681277248083317,0.0,0.0,0.10948651489739224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119284348029508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675825086336862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922776873011258,0.0 adhd,imortaldogs,2019/04/25,"Should I try learning to drive again now that I'm diagnosed? I'm at my late 20's and still can't drive. It's not that much of a trouble because I can always get a lift or public transportation, but it's a bit annoying to depend on others everytime. In driving school I wasn't diagnosed yet and failed pretty much at all things, I have trouble telling right from left and the instructor was an asshole. My parents tried to teach me too but my dad kept screaming and that makes it a lot worse. I finally gave up for good when I almost killed my poor mother trying to put the car in the garage. I was 18 then and it was almost 10 years ago, this time I got my diagnosis and meds and I'm thinking if it's worth it to try again, are we better at driving on meds or it's just that I'm bad at it and it has nothing to do with adhd?",3.8588443759630167,3.886672655367235,5.085454545454546,87.26204930662556,71.03389830508475,8.24427324088341,27.39034411915768,8.00094639256281,1.4397502824858752,648,20,147,8,11,216,107,177,0.187,0.738,0.075,-0.9728,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,8,9,2,0,8,0,11,2,0,2,1,27,21,15,1,2,7,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,16,10,0,1,2,0,2,7,3,7,0,0,7,1,15,2,19,13,5,30,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,7,12,96,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675491949158806,0.0,0.1303726344344763,0.0,0.29454765277451994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237773224288374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280103042797585,0.08965522545174494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300754076012731,0.16056721788800904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985549611198583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611128815047395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684033484542498,0.0,0.0,0.1233590787781113,0.1176288808173751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271609860862182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659063964957592,0.0,0.15979683064555286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503744608511633,0.0,0.0,0.09817334380791988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267331380143349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623330076101008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411219105675339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330878225209572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962759959474592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785045409569325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560078486269358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884720500495588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745385338811115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854956022429215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977097357478755,0.09423937507939062,0.0,0.0,0.08576030011066897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994156152795271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988143921382047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471112993080524 adhd,blinkablonka,2019/04/25,My closest group of friends are having a sleepover right now and didn't invite me because I'm 'too high energy'. I understand that I am often hyper and that can be annoying but God do I feel like trash,3.7838211382113833,4.9800330731707385,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,71.92682926829268,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.251530081300813,160,6,31,3,3,54,36,41,0.075,0.731,0.19399999999999998,0.7076,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753123450990862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283600942491061,0.32264794793106344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489318791836695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771768984410572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064592062516455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38569359959331817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470167691270044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abotez,2019/04/25,"ADHD is the best and worst that ever happened to me. My little story and how ADHD improved my life as an adult. I was diagnosed in middle school and started taking Concerta, the progress was ridiculously noticeable! It makes it feel unfair I remember in 8th grade I was thinking that I wasn't as smart as my friends and that 70/100 is all I can do at school even though Im putting the same effort as my friends. Luckily my parents are very attentive, we visited several doctors and I was tested, diagnosed and given the pills after a while. From the first semester my grades have dramatically increased without putting any extra effort, I was so happy and confused I understood that I always had this ability but couldn't reach it without the pills which is not fair comparing to the rest of the people. I grew up holding hands with the little square white Concerta36 box which I hated and loved, it ruins my mood, makes me anxious, Lack of appetite, headaches and tiredness but it did so much good that it was worth it. I took the adderall all the way through college, at college I took it only when I studied for exams. I finished college gained a year of experience and today Im a QA Engineer at Google. A position where I never believed that I could get because of the difficulties that I had. In comes the Hyperfocus, the best thing that came out of the ADHD. While growing up reading and studying the symptoms of ADHD I learnt how to control the Hyperfocus and to dedicate it to work. I know how to trigger it, suddenly I feel free and not depending on the pills anymore! I can put my ADHD into a good use, its ok if I forget minor stuff and its still hard to organize my day timewise, but if I want something to be done, i will make sure that its done perfectly with no margin for errors. This is the secret power of ADHD, this is where we have a huge advantage and the reason why sometimes, after all I've been through I think that Im lucky to have ADHD.",6.558016310865916,6.668239664907652,7.0383988966178945,75.28441053010317,65.27968337730871,9.8460542096426,35.169225233869035,9.573946990214177,3.337563588390502,1559,68,281,28,22,511,200,379,0.099,0.7240000000000001,0.177,0.9879,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,12,12,21,2,1,27,1,29,10,1,11,7,68,51,33,0,6,9,1,4,0,2,1,8,0,0,1,30,23,0,2,10,1,2,11,8,5,0,1,18,6,39,16,42,29,12,44,0,1,2,1,9,17,0,5,15,217,69,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394649146969641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063248404170182,0.0,0.0,0.051691037059225925,0.0,0.0,0.08587237341034636,0.07538387344644594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633645215852161,0.0,0.0,0.08563994252245162,0.1595406437329647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693793311411799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547795008047341,0.0,0.0,0.08525436756350517,0.06068971443358796,0.0,0.0,0.04902170821234784,0.0,0.0,0.15430196737462273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780191003783142,0.0,0.1555741477173709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502054718365442,0.06875756557412033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435471065383073,0.0,0.0,0.07686830445820289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465610671151037,0.0,0.0,0.1174539799191214,0.0,0.0397133405383737,0.0,0.0,0.12751118573000034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721751231248432,0.08091661087008184,0.06809217804468433,0.07504650590174514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463193001509709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177442591800199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368980449803641,0.0,0.1523687834762331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860415670883152,0.0,0.15221659727060236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587785845892796,0.0,0.058625447175270476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654061866698796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578108537532856,0.0,0.0,0.08440277226187466,0.0,0.0,0.05269742575969855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292403635694873,0.0,0.0,0.07603296780353534,0.0,0.0,0.07815340475368493,0.0,0.0,0.08610722894110266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385720930129146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587237341034636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851805743246935,0.07517820502569403,0.0,0.05380196637468754,0.0,0.0607035990476816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701600963887418,0.0,0.0,0.07164078532767225,0.07900598590946442,0.05715186326279879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050499259503173834,0.09741135048877776,0.07468179487219287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720508651887963,0.0,0.16890514156076947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565030614551255,0.0,0.06271818882185763,0.04483408161757753,0.06033510326328824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858936601452581,0.0,0.0,0.1465464778814929,0.0,0.055337930879248785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048949491998995 adhd,Jmdaan,2019/04/25,"Struggling with chronic tension headaches. Hello fellow ADHDers. So for about 2 months now i have got tension headaches. It hinders me a lot with my studying and the root of the problem is something i cant seem to find. So first i thought it had something to do with stress, which should lead to a tensed body (especially a stiff neck and jaw pain), which therefore leads to my headaches. After doing meditation everyday and trying to work on my posture it seemed to help a bit, but the pain didnt quiet subside fully. Massaging did help for an hour or so before everything became stiff again. So after some digging on the internet many articles talk about the inflammation is not coming from the neck, but is reffered pain from the digestive system: Mainly the gallbladder was the cause according to the articles and in this case it could be true, because for the past weeks i ate alot of nuts and these can turn gallbladder into overdrive. In Eastern medicine, all of your internal organs — your gallbladder, your liver, your kidneys, and so on — are thought to be connected to channels inside your body known as meridians. And the gallbladder meridian runs along the side of the head, so this could lead to my headaches. So you could in this case ease the pain by pressing with your finger in upper right abdominal in which the gallbladder is located, which i did. So it was a really tender spot and by pressing the headache went out of the window at first, but after a while it came back again. I changed my diet to a moderate fat consumption; not to many carbs and the same protein intake. Still this spot is tender to touch and i dont what i am doing wrong. It is like i am searching for a needle in a haystack and i am so frustrated. Sidenote: Although the pressure point at the gallbladder is tender and should cause referred pain in my right shoulder, my left shoulder is as painful/stiff as my right. TDLR: Got a chronic tension headache; there is a good chance it is referred pain from my digestive system but i am not sure? What should i do? EDIT: i do take ritalin for my ADHD",6.742692307692307,7.405498410256412,6.359807692307693,78.40894230769231,64.8974358974359,9.474358974358976,34.967948717948715,9.408791572840183,3.2183333333333337,1660,73,297,29,24,516,188,390,0.132,0.815,0.053,-0.9854,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,7,0,6,17,22,1,6,34,0,38,30,12,7,3,60,50,31,0,7,8,0,4,1,1,3,17,1,1,0,19,21,5,2,8,1,0,7,6,15,0,2,13,5,31,7,55,29,7,46,0,0,0,0,12,21,0,6,17,221,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409770726618147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300189723392164,0.0,0.057873668794624564,0.0,0.08078572731810536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364832546571986,0.21091068945945016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858442786087093,0.0,0.19505611912917376,0.10043241468184542,0.08178116838432506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274021597739353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112672925727974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532466166630498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677212959016298,0.16150939189606006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962996503596949,0.15186208845732455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743435874369748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727063946896136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349536383281253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315103001095006,0.0,0.0,0.04638218793476173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071337398566443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250560994909327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577905780946123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061279689034457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062960400289187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974763195739463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908433861623794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082007657703752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432310505114105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285701013129515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617669314713466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581806163985992,0.0,0.1087518068689367,0.09925040281126382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947847513349166,0.0,0.07138198656537838,0.07630802333821192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074123371446685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445705454873363,0.1032658977782384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615399123515706,0.0,0.0,0.08800900205727911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911640693873211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038004184823525,0.0,0.0 adhd,wjohntucker,2019/04/25,"An exceptionally bad day It’s only midday when I’m posting this and my ADHD has been so bad already. Although, I took my 20 mg Medikinet this morning, my day has been terrible so far. Yesterday, my girlfriend made a ‘joke’ about saying she will dump me in a couple days and I don’t know if it has anything to do with ADHD or not but even though I know she wouldn’t have said it in the way she did if she was serious, I start worrying. Things like that become the only thing I think about until an explanation and being a very non-confrontational person, I usually wait for it. So whilst I was already worrying about that, my school wifi stops working during an assessment which long story short sends me off on a meltdown. Whenever I’m short on time and need to do something and it doesn’t work I get extemely frustrated. I just really need some time to relax but having ADHD, you never get to stop thinking about things and have some time to yourself. Sometimes just wish I could be normal.",4.605633284241534,5.916829077319591,5.446244477172314,80.69680412371136,70.08247422680411,8.429455081001473,27.77466863033873,8.841846274778883,2.131914285714286,787,27,149,14,14,257,119,194,0.11599999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.066,-0.779,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,12,9,2,0,9,0,20,0,0,1,1,33,36,18,0,8,9,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,3,4,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,8,2,22,3,18,23,2,28,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,5,17,106,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328910498363719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26499350087341433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880478406708187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050160276862755,0.0,0.1326043984586218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586360676521184,0.1328516816161372,0.0,0.2322995487564848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930301953994308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545994312988992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319711973081717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058658596244314874,0.0,0.0,0.10625538060669186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361015297253645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780560901966583,0.0926029536783334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764001667407295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263249391396094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048377389106492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499084912106268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691789616519913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421106577054628,0.09548197523127014,0.0,0.12151405842082096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243332414274266,0.11874918099645995,0.0,0.08498393172342493,0.0,0.0,0.20076251932703526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393012325133349,0.15386797392073914,0.11796506678215485,0.0,0.2100358307195892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339868396417154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223666817677082,0.09906772253516127,0.0,0.09530347386458066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807094765435185,0.0,0.0,0.17482018805060826,0.2438674210059012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adaneth,2019/04/25,"""Even if you had it what would you do, drug yourself so you're not yourself anymore? "" Some people can be so indiscreet. So many opinions on what I should do. Sure, so her sister has adhd and she didn't benefit from meds but couldn't she have worded things out a bit differently.... I wish I hadn't shared the whole thing at all. It's just that she's my new roommate and she keeps complaining how I leave cupboard doors open and shoes in the doorway etc. Somehow became I've been feeling so guilty I thought I would feel better if she knows I'm really trying hard.",3.396007866273352,4.997852415929206,3.92613569321534,89.27695181907573,73.51327433628319,6.792133726647003,24.944936086529,7.3871296695380915,1.0250853490658804,445,14,92,5,9,140,83,113,0.13,0.775,0.095,-0.4471,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,14,2,1,1,2,27,21,12,0,7,5,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,15,4,5,11,5,6,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,5,1,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404828513712655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984466996079372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769733199121647,0.2184587705141488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090632468080197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320539552880265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316582008420474,0.13216500735133238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235443771704503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925144177797242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785921056669365,0.0,0.0,0.10997042964810146,0.0,0.0,0.21187836175157326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287128941829413,0.0,0.0,0.2222674109811916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325906183471184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872503151852175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819000299228533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859308703070576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26587679626648514,0.0,0.0,0.15885806372211836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585563321364913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234059315893543,0.2301065951536899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842924143403,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,surgeonerindustries,2019/04/25,"Bad habbits Please ignore my first post, im quite new to reddit and im trying to navigate it. Low down on me. Im 19 from australia, i have ADD ADHD and depression and anxiety. Im on 72mg of concerta( the highest dose you can have in australia) and setralin for my depression. Also i have tried ritalin but makes me hyper agressive, ive also been diagnosed since about the age of 6. Now i still live at home and over the last year ive been struggling more to keep my pearents happy, with things like finishing chores, or remembering to do them. Is it partly because im so burnt out from focusing( or at least trying to) all day. I will add that moving out isnt a viable option as i cant handle my money well enough and mum and dad only charge me 160 a fortnight for rent.",2.6070827285921614,4.153128169811325,4.468050314465412,84.81322206095794,75.47798742138366,7.408030962747944,24.809385582970492,8.139509932561175,1.4887896468311563,605,20,123,10,13,206,107,159,0.096,0.8240000000000001,0.079,0.0772,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,7,9,0,1,5,0,13,3,0,1,1,21,15,14,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,4,12,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,6,1,1,2,0,16,3,23,12,5,21,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,3,10,81,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181586679856332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204113993542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663685686354108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547454595212637,0.07700541407349648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146797529011357,0.0,0.21760387194036368,0.1282153287155884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052557263319267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745039893574113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344733322300488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671240986789814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6822533455060475,0.0,0.0,0.1122818116398846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297021978449993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171510571112793,0.0,0.11154564757341368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432167732351026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342615069787117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200367644434727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607444083082214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679565126329818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386648743465962,0.0,0.0,0.12098264983636645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436020954284464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430994931732496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449580736319997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088182333050186,0.0,0.0,0.1320603743399204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839234815635683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572953613722278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357967427648825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134796093525898 adhd,Sleeves-2825,2019/04/25,"I struggle to finish RPGs! Hi guys, first time posting here! I was wondering if any other gamers here share this problem, or perhaps have some advice? &#x200B; I love RPGs, they are one of my favourite genres, but I really struggle to keep playing through them without being distracted. I generally have this problem with most games, but they're generally shorter and easier to revisit, whereas coming back 30 hours in to an RPG is tricky. I can't remember the last time I finished a Pokémon game, and hyped as I am for the new one, I'm concerned I'll never finish it!",7.4711526479750825,7.488249028037384,7.57621495327103,72.50799844236762,63.39252336448598,10.12398753894081,38.39408099688474,9.725611199111238,3.8670137071651087,454,22,77,8,6,147,81,107,0.124,0.762,0.115,-0.2434,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,3,8,0,3,4,0,8,1,0,0,1,19,13,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,5,0,3,1,0,11,3,11,11,2,14,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,5,11,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054362533000876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001854886149339,0.22450149871389646,0.12564194684237515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206769117431192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591528742968062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571552745822231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293971691543767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194966128987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422162331298756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060263455794615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675153567727752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424969537594359,0.1784406708728787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25039394597764325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769473333094794,0.0,0.0,0.35357738961745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836086709715775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929508280065176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862988801601924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546804480151768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810036160454198,0.2003624427985378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450149871389646,0.0 adhd,crave303,2019/04/25,"Do you need a diagnosis to get meds? (UK) Hi i am in UK. Would you need a formal diagnosis (in UK) to try ADHD meds? Or is there anything your doctor could give you without a diagnosis? I guess this only applied to UK people, other countries guidlesline may be different, but would like to hear from anyone. thanks.",2.009714285714285,4.658740733333339,4.076190476190476,81.10500000000003,83.33333333333334,6.095238095238094,23.57142857142857,7.447530270364453,1.3956428571428576,244,9,44,4,7,83,43,60,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.8243,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,15,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576780555828126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991981831344248,0.0,0.1764404090842871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118820868497198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401186040559828,0.0,0.21945678499147128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201989811799072,0.20568073262712036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619578111637785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165462289747425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474944928405644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763203193448392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179632412628678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630677716798868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864426373242967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739907978114632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556969533108155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066827078670561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30462012624366663,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cat-pants,2019/04/25,Guanfacine might be making me depressed Has anyone else felt this way?,4.335000000000001,7.687262500000003,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,90.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,0.10986666666666656,58,2,8,0,2,16,12,12,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830762554631641,0.4148103994622751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486914424411626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33819511507386235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887136148280349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702364349753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429475381974674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213462296904207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hypolaristic,2019/04/25,"Undone stuff during holidays I wake up and I'm already worried about undone bureaucratic stuff. Worried about phone calls, etc... &#x200B; The only mental break is during lunch time, because offices are closed then. &#x200B; Buddhism teaches that if a problem can eventually be solved, you shouldn't worry about it. But I just can't. &#x200B; Anyone can relate? &#x200B; Worrying is one of my biggest issues.",5.5437681159420285,9.227949173913048,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,79.0,5.385507246376811,32.30434782608695,6.937597516519254,2.7336782608695662,339,17,42,4,9,102,55,69,0.131,0.7709999999999999,0.098,-0.3387,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,0,7,9,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123140281305107,0.0,0.0,0.44110361711293256,0.4946833250259207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116521093339957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062042633710393515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392623098591584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350884246658426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622929198819517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256780544101657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896708400176159,0.07740639295450674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973873447125895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330218288830247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934729247347063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134400623818436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946833250259207,0.0 adhd,spidersarefab,2019/04/25,"ADHD and Birth Control - Big shout out to contraceptive implants. I was thinking about this earlier (instead of doing my work) Sorry if this is TMI for some people! To my strong and wonderful fellow ADHD women, Did anyone else opt to get the implant or the coil, not because it lasts for 3 years, but because you know that remembering to take birth control pills is a struggle and didn't want to risk forgetting to take them? When people ask me why I got the nexplanon implant that's honestly my only answer - I don't have to worry about it until it needs changed.",5.933230974632843,6.882021121495327,6.362082777036048,76.6751401869159,66.75700934579439,8.357276368491322,32.10814419225634,8.418075326091056,2.594509746328438,448,18,77,6,7,145,77,107,0.063,0.81,0.127,0.8471,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,4,4,4,0,2,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,19,18,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,9,2,14,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,6,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42443614506171295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347071932336134,0.18092982868032426,0.0,0.0,0.1650809738580944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528633197215408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680106703352015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961049934199023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475121749844204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922571648949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122930458075988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704522581230003,0.1439384567078204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093382368911805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429908930171086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448404003260308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000337597233076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766985917144475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460256290145888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655364067393161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314705465277017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415304289771074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933840781600653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149638970979616,0.12855429799809448,0.17932828846370938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371345985134827 adhd,Noire_balhaar,2019/04/25,"TIL not everyone is like me Context: I (combined type, 25F) was watching a funny video about ADHD and I was laughing because a lot of things applied to me. My boyfriend (27, non-ADHD) was sitting next to me. The video adressed at one point that we talk to ourselves, mostly when we're alone and doing stuff (like cleaning, preparing food, etc.) and I found out that my bf doesn't do that while I'm pretending I'm in a freaking cooking show, talking to an imanigary audience how to put peanutbutter on a slice of bread (it's more funny with simple, generic food). I've been diagnosed a year ago and I keep realizing that not everbody does stuff like I do. Sometimes that amazes me and most of the time it makes me laugh and I realize that is why my boyfriend and other people love me. I may be an adult and do adult stuff but I never stopped playing. Message: never stop playing and never hide your goofy and fun personality trades. ADHD can be hard sometimes, but this is the fun stuff. Keep your head up. People who don't like our spontanious dancing, ""random"" life questions, improvised love songs we sing to our cats, etc., are not worthy.",3.6653742153549023,5.787215155963303,4.09482858522453,86.1405866731048,74.04587155963304,6.607822308063737,28.44616127474649,7.475848149327749,1.6861064220183484,896,37,169,11,19,281,132,218,0.078,0.769,0.154,0.9604,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,4,2,0,0,3,14,0,0,10,0,18,9,1,2,3,37,26,16,0,0,5,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,1,3,16,14,4,4,4,10,1,2,8,1,0,1,5,3,23,13,17,18,6,21,0,0,1,2,17,6,0,6,16,112,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826398017250341,0.0,0.09407707789947817,0.0,0.0,0.1099177807118298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469533783301866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771884167403573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928743243769287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672408701052175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141093999271376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566635513160023,0.1163651225838096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507086229468156,0.0,0.10891911445663408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866490944682396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496214920180055,0.2073973453124289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022719842033497,0.19157138228205764,0.0,0.07084202411903981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556000301708836,0.0,0.11286954290558135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719158509562866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715316359528946,0.09266787023024564,0.0,0.0,0.10032633994229108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668909735366604,0.1188889240218131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992886357281246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774574240288685,0.0,0.0,0.4859698900734989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060516300615214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705074838854332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061884754183202065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576504025127963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834368567527946 adhd,JimothyExcel,2019/04/25,"I just want to sleep I take Adderall IR in the morning, but the effects for the past couple weeks seem to continue very late into the night. The next morning, my ADHD, anxiety, and HPPD are all collectively worse. I quit xanax about 3 weeks ago but at this point I just want to sleep.",4.241785714285712,5.395228178571434,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,70.78571428571428,7.742857142857144,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.4959785714285712,222,7,45,3,4,71,41,56,0.111,0.8420000000000001,0.047,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,1,1,11,5,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601303477023786,0.0,0.1918695039655143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558334584442674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394973572083389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441645682656341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019659723326025,0.203123279901166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066256278612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046148276413433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022078497315124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704757977014628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43321181969401706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274315610583814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785935822805432,0.2553351553911873,0.0,0.34724561419468536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205806266041696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-0110110-,2019/04/25,"Why do I do this too myself *gets diagnosed with adhd 3 moths ago* My dumb ass at 1:30 am: Google: adhd test Why, why do I keep second guessing myself? I show nearly every symptom except hyperactivity. Medication has improved my grades by a whole letter or two in most cases. Sorry I just had to get this out of my system or else I'm not going to sleep. Comment about whatever you want I love reading what y'all have to say.",0.8303422459893035,3.3362601411764707,3.388342245989304,84.53299465240643,88.76470588235294,4.973262032085562,18.31550802139037,6.574015621080383,0.27723529411764725,332,9,63,4,11,115,68,85,0.096,0.805,0.099,0.0571,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,11,15,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,12,1,12,14,2,7,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,4,1,44,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456226917824778,0.0,0.16434338704284038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881742044322222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487552898607984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620509479059064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937247175341833,0.0,0.10536547269049344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042358623257281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478950519568494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673281660509928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676812361893588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854473208668122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743525478991598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855310413694074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753693047380495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192698625906722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181106076061004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935204240596737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018762729430993,0.20698929679880626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sidisking,2019/04/25,What Task Management Apps Should I use? Hi Everyone. I'm trying to get my shit together in work and was wondering what task planner apps you guys use?,1.6846551724137946,4.448609793103447,3.106465517241382,85.70383620689658,89.0,8.417241379310347,24.49137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.648924137931034,120,5,23,4,4,39,24,29,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,10,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302666563692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057871079933355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342230505797195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35478678456312607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234661773095442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970309969710594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37482369218599537,0.2516245695025733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bearycurious101,2019/04/25,"does 10min work; 3 min break work for you as recommended by Dr Barkley ? The only way I would want to do something is when I start a stopwatch and see time pass, that physical act of clicking tells me I have begun a task. The problem for me is when I get too interested by means of hyperfocusing, that the 10 min work interval does not help. Neither does the 3 minute rest break helps especially when the time ends and my inertia is so great that starting is a pain. I ended up using two stopwatches - one for work and breaks - with no fixed time, I stop because I feel like it. I start based on my whims. What time ratios work for you? If applicable",4.3371267361111085,5.408562695312503,5.0754166666666665,84.00569444444444,70.484375,8.501388888888886,27.503472222222207,8.841846274778883,1.8525649305555558,507,17,107,9,9,164,85,128,0.095,0.7809999999999999,0.124,0.5918,0,0,1,1,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,5,5,5,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,1,0,13,16,9,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,3,14,3,13,15,2,24,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,17,62,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795332917759574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787880068802326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555831031445726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295361395178164,0.10307551287844803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538169951302942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907206754327224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341916075132912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048918667796847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716604107421173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776961870994308,0.1097334131841915,0.1535268510506224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805895518912273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497454585593855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111075788681091,0.0,0.0,0.30637188467295523,0.0,0.0,0.12062670783870146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610934531783372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365293598001325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094312774729428,0.0,0.0,0.12461383463870335,0.0,0.0,0.08510161126267382,0.11452480608842396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251972285209263,0.0,0.0,0.10249421400979328,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,av929,2019/04/25,"My frustration with my fleeting motivation. Sometimes i go through phases of my normal ADHD self and then other days i cant do anything because of my motivation. Heres my day so far. 1. get up to study at a cafe but i do 1/4 of the chapter reading. 2. I swap study methods 10 mins in to multiple choice questions. 10 mins later i use my study app. 3. I’m rereading things 5 times before they sink in so i just give up. 4. I have an urge to paint! I go buy a canvas. ( i w paint when i got home because my urge went away) 5. I walk into a shop to buy shoes that i desperately need... I walk out because my motivation is gone 6. I go into the grocery to buy dinner i couldn’t decided on chicken, stew, pizza, noodles, seafood. So i walk out after 20 minutes with nothing. ( i still need to buy dinner) 7. I have an urge for sushi, i walked over and got a sandwhich. Ate some of it decided i dont want it so instead i ate popcorn. 8. I turn on netflix get in bed. 9. I stand up to make banana bread but i sit down because i dont want to anymore 10. I stand up to draw then i sit down again oh my gooooodness! Its 5pm and i didn’t complete anything i set out to do. My motivation is so incredibly fleeting from a few minutes to seconds. Im literally standing up and sitting down every minute. Is this common?",-1.0470733402850172,1.037392481751823,1.9842127215849847,92.45639902676399,98.63503649635037,4.215363225582204,22.21724018074383,6.052691113681939,0.438299200556135,996,43,217,11,42,349,148,274,0.034,0.924,0.042,0.47100000000000003,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,4,11,1,1,0,9,0,13,7,1,6,0,30,33,14,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,11,6,0,7,3,5,9,5,1,0,1,7,0,40,0,42,25,2,51,0,0,0,0,4,22,0,2,13,133,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776736470223763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466164787129147,0.0,0.0,0.2433176615930372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889952770827574,0.0,0.0,0.3604849228851703,0.0,0.12580002827293768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500629018943282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906877402284844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34653221592953576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456066258164243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447946308568772,0.14182055901283455,0.2520607879496589,0.0,0.2364805721967824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482944863338663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969139806725915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868362411018984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924136522395288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485074805420156,0.14185542669714862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656134199288114,0.0,0.14787892284901338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422823137646954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621646769922605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806434892065533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821760633227464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620606053978158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080628709300768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768535594443742,0.0,0.0,0.17439844551809894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704815583924854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Masdrako,2019/04/25,Have you guys even think about volunteering and stuff but get so overwhelmed with your own stuff that it just seems crazy to do it? Like I've always wanted to volunteer in a home or anything but I've never been able to get my shit together so my reasoning it's once I do I'll help and well I finally got diagnosed not long ago and I'm trying pills so hopefully if everything goes right I'll my finally do it. Anyway any of you identify with this?,1.4980434782608685,3.863477065217397,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,82.69565217391305,8.027826086956521,22.243478260869566,8.841846274778883,1.7924791304347831,358,12,75,10,10,120,65,92,0.08,0.7559999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.8162,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,8,5,1,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,1,17,13,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,8,3,8,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,4,6,47,16,0,0.18400483316104035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310918238092734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531067615098393,0.0,0.0,0.1251295963440969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142029946367322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867610323871464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153345691195495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537167934500885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40313660128546064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226986161444892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471654742402895,0.0,0.0,0.1821937140280891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333456101242783,0.0,0.18457185049758185,0.1827583175153951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989546703935405,0.0,0.0,0.16283848705310006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191587087193994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959591420484008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918761445123652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713912213420098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675110893715859,0.0,0.0,0.1888783170193042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212830223975167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790286730007267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492720332187787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853081799921972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544244310387018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,angelcerda9988,2019/04/25,"am i just DUMB? I feel braindead ever since i was born i always felt like i can't learn anything and I'm super slow at doing things that stress my brain out such as doing things with any type of complexity. 1. I'm not creative 2. I do the same things everyday like play guitar and video games 3. I can't come up with words when having a conversation 4. I lack logic 5. I feel like my brain is in shutdown mode and everything i learn falls off my brain 6. I have trouble making decisions about simple things 7. I don't really have emotions, and I don't care about no one but myself 8. I'm always anxious to do different things at once but that's impossible like watching multiple YouTube videos at once and opening and closing tabs",2.3138223938223947,4.443058567567569,3.7612355212355233,86.92527027027029,78.18918918918921,6.66100386100386,23.40926640926641,7.7094869923839395,1.1492320463320462,580,19,117,9,14,191,96,148,0.1,0.8,0.10099999999999999,0.0414,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,1,2,0,14,3,3,1,1,29,23,10,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,8,5,0,2,6,3,0,1,2,4,17,7,14,21,2,16,0,0,1,0,2,9,1,0,9,71,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419162418432545,0.0,0.0,0.0988554698447528,0.0,0.0,0.16422486959272026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196257742760692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868374986343777,0.0,0.0,0.14821273154014114,0.0,0.0,0.1252219705373696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187899635417976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635198392038991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314940043169034,0.0,0.0,0.13064770876197174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700522151797102,0.10385118558889896,0.13957642261665096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840785518607828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703450925231027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30962511865376435,0.0985053630494733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312669392811107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025020977120608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665189654864099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48288139579000205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peachiichi,2019/04/25,"Foquest too strong? I'm 25 and was recently diagnosed with inattentive ADHD. My doctor initially put me on Dexedrine and that did nothing so he swapped me to foquest 85mg. My question is, is 85mg too strong to start on a new med? My doctor said that it would take too long to trial it and slowly up the dose and since I have been on a stimulant already it's ok, but I took it for the first time today and since about 2 hours after taking it I've gotten the worst headache ever and I've just been super miserable and unmotivated and have just wanted to sleep. This has been going on for about 8+ hours now. I'm not sure if it's because it's a new medication or if it's because he put me on too high of a dose to start out.",2.9057126099706743,3.6841968967741927,4.674486803519064,86.64627565982407,73.58064516129029,7.7008797653958965,25.703812316715545,8.00094639256281,1.3066129032258058,569,18,127,8,11,194,89,155,0.102,0.826,0.07200000000000001,-0.7652,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,11,7,0,1,7,1,11,7,1,1,2,23,22,13,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,8,1,8,5,19,13,1,26,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,4,14,80,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826213660207631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768702587320555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526171480818504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423195854692778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110664411606232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745273872845618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292535427746653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635999426866674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054966667082238,0.0,0.0,0.299291746852082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447611883487676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878865991412487,0.1530795019795532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935197554994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458057074588496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055151389439049,0.17022529500371428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003804005803406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454478225124942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139884896788245,0.0,0.15206556056923018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511022286573225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432165619262755,0.0,0.2285037308494452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860666057617887,0.0,0.14403634953129366,0.0,0.16882850708129055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962747961266816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794505462681374,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abras1,2019/04/25,Can't fall asleep? Try putting a thick or thin towel around your pillow. The texture helps me fall asleep instead of my head sliding on a smooth pillow case. The minor stimulation of the fabric takes my mind off thoughts at night. If you try it let me know if it helps you too!,2.8243636363636355,4.921940890909092,2.860000000000003,94.15000000000002,76.45454545454545,5.127272727272729,21.909090909090907,5.6839178017228535,-0.0039818181818187534,219,6,46,1,5,66,41,55,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.6696,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,3,1,0,8,5,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,6,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691359407301541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102756614041265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052880559560561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615151499504427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091507754425589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30526500917385946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371426706628505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039230571342725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273129661803813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24001459338724085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105216166071159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,picturesandcomplaint,2019/04/25,"ADHD Test is tomorrow, im scared. What to expect? Hey yall, kinda freaking the fuck out for the last few hours because I somehow lost all of my gym shorts and i forgot to switch my other doctors appointment and i was supposed to start my math homework like 3 hours ago but I was wondering what actually happens during the test and how long does it take? Im just freaking out because if it turns out I dont have ADHD then I dont know how id react to that. ' &#x200B; I also bought 3 books for no reason but accidentally shipped them home instead of my dorm again. This is turning into a stupid rant but I just need to put all my thoughts into something that isnt my head so thanks for reading.",3.9129577464788734,4.8896555070422565,4.9888450704225376,84.58678873239437,71.39436619718309,7.088450704225353,28.9887323943662,7.1686216300943375,1.5425498591549296,550,21,111,5,10,181,91,142,0.171,0.782,0.047,-0.9416,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,9,8,2,1,4,0,8,3,1,4,2,28,22,12,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,8,8,0,1,4,3,1,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,16,2,15,16,3,16,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,4,10,72,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.1377807457712027,0.0,0.33936507901811896,0.0,0.12515611874882496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290932375018342,0.0,0.1529789425785622,0.17156089643748654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213581809962966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445136044108302,0.12355602692991652,0.0,0.3309464707122268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052756979961586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485355409761892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449013290731362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416247454702886,0.0,0.2780867582284424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30501813201810457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759414722168356,0.1150884209621052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897813834590144,0.0,0.0,0.12494841016921117,0.0,0.0,0.15412519740667785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046903472745971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193460974487218,0.0,0.0,0.14122787250336968,0.0,0.0,0.14516649028849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135548497567638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869470169272248,0.0,0.0,0.09993477128537984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615705648981998,0.0,0.0,0.12998847371095465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208882263395292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30714762284952724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311416848369586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156089643748654,0.0 adhd,silvermoon1030,2019/04/25,"Starting to question why I am such a jerk I have been seeing a psychiatrist for my ADHD and mild anxiety. I used to think I have no friends due to ADHD but now I am suspecting there is more to that. I just realised I am a jerk in general. I want friends simply for the sake of looking ""normal"" and the truth is I rarely care about others. I reach out to people only because I don't want friends to fade away and end up with no friends again instead of genuinely caring about the other person and wondering how the other person is doing. I think I lack empathy in general. In the past, I don't even care if my actions are distrubing other people. This is especially the case when I live with them during camp or whasoever where I usually stop being friends with the other person due to arguments. I experience schadenfreude whenever I see another person struggling. I just can't bring myself to feel sorry for the other person unless that person is in a really sad situation (eg. cancer patient, child with HIV, etc). I think I experience schadenfreude as seeing other people struggling reminds me that I am not doing so poorly myself. Tl;dr: I really don't know why I experience schadenfreude so frequently. In the past I think it stems from me seeing myself as a victim due to my ADHD but I think there is more than that but I don't know the reason.",5.2481452991453,6.439153438461537,6.608717948717949,73.40850427350429,68.46153846153847,9.162393162393165,29.44444444444445,9.444778638647367,2.8087649572649567,1074,39,184,22,18,365,127,260,0.184,0.708,0.10800000000000001,-0.9639,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,16,15,3,2,15,0,22,2,0,3,1,40,44,16,0,5,9,0,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,7,13,9,0,1,12,0,1,2,8,6,0,0,1,6,36,9,33,42,4,25,0,1,5,1,14,9,0,4,14,149,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144707135303376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145959018833348,0.06672438564788725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194768764619195,0.0,0.0,0.05316955778964008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667851040112117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772525650806318,0.0,0.09727528633509913,0.057609130863903686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559587690172623,0.0,0.0,0.04410192802526021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33693646589343235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958695648677437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701838664456584,0.0,0.07324428687151778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854587776698086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633605695550558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652602359059465,0.18140569856600056,0.456951908420386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770830059874458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175294892082224,0.08967846645427678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780177085909395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804088033997806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763758715388912,0.061735990286194815,0.0,0.0,0.07292127283156455,0.0,0.1823661826812921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794408175371838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533157123401918,0.09606241434684804,0.0,0.10289127382286338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157408091909489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458824687950368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thiccchimm,2019/04/25,Does concerta cause you to be emotionless? I’ve been on concerta for about a while and I tend to react very emotionless to certain things and it’s kinda awk when you’re the only one not reacting appropriately to a situation. Anyone else have this?,3.4127659574468083,6.197358787234048,5.399404255319152,73.09400000000002,78.14893617021276,9.71744680851064,26.421276595744683,9.888512548439397,3.3511480851063817,201,8,35,7,5,69,38,47,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.4066,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,8,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556451067669522,0.3746137191375087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755852582137767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31995039541833553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054227425739343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477488272961894,0.27806515756440026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410964324541842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24289702778931035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016690106555032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dadraik,2019/04/25,"""Pay Attention"" You begin to tell me something that I need to remember. In my head, I prepare to make a real effort to catch every word you say. I'm ready this time... I realize that you were already talking while I was getting ready to listen! I yell at myself, mentally, ""PAY ATTENTION!"" And finally I manage to catch enough words to know what you are talking about. I'm relieved now, because this time, I'm paying attention. This time I'm not going to disappoint you. This time I'm not going to look like I don't care about what you're saying. This time I'm going to try hard enough. Only now I realize that I've stopped processing what you're saying again, and you just paused to give me a chance to react. Fortunately, through a lifetime of practice in this exact situation, I can tell from the tone and rhythm of your voice, that you expect a mildly surprised response. My eyebrows go up... It doesn't seem like your expectations have been met, so I blink once or twice as if stunned and say ""wow! Ok... "" You smile and continue. - I definitely didn't catch all of what you said, but since I've maintained eye contact and responded appropriately, you know I'm interested and will keep talking about it. I can probably figure it out with context clues from this next part. I'm going to catch all of this next part...""",3.4640427807486667,5.4887872705882375,4.524964349376116,83.26552139037436,74.33333333333334,7.616755793226383,26.88502673796792,8.438071523408619,1.936529411764706,1034,39,199,19,22,337,137,255,0.036000000000000004,0.8740000000000001,0.09,0.8995,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,12,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,1,11,2,2,2,3,38,38,13,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,19,9,0,2,10,0,3,9,5,1,0,1,6,11,29,8,30,31,6,30,0,1,2,0,27,5,0,3,18,119,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898673289051016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125268993938184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917318284373925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415492019071967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848159194608964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280430240764527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061068170048004536,0.1121278109219587,0.33214535993921623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470699899329268,0.0,0.11995887417546973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038937483405121,0.0,0.0,0.12847510237288054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142093018969856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815489688545558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802238844876948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779371057917075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666957215941712,0.0,0.0,0.2486194156682061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244798962103535,0.0,0.08889715646596523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531525410724156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602299989685836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133041986878486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324091810976386,0.0,0.11118546066322722,0.3718101159287639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640872786587316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668940101937676,0.13138488899769693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998464077107518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772202476479748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818458915797858,0.20432723046210607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340786164002385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935799851336406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eggs_n_cheezels,2019/04/25,"How to accurately educate ignorant people about ADHD I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD and started medication/ therapy and decided to inform my semi-traditional immigrant parents about my situation (have moved out of home). My dad is very unsympathetic, and since coming home this uni break to visit consistently berates me with statements like ""it's not that hard to turn off your phone and concentrate on studying, you don't need medication for that"". As someone who has worked in science/technology their whole life, I think he is a little more open to the idea of ADHD having had an impact on my entire life up compared to the classic Asian parent stance on ""mental illnesses aren't real"" so I want to send him through some easy to understand information about how 'real' this condition is and how it impacts me. &#x200B; Would y'all be able to contribute some points which would be useful? I am female as well so more female ADHD anecdotes would be appreciated!!",9.689203596660246,9.510159988439307,9.708978805394992,59.690918432883755,58.94219653179191,12.775594091201027,39.45343609505459,12.06081838636515,5.174331278098908,790,35,119,22,9,261,124,173,0.03,0.871,0.099,0.8756,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,17,6,0,4,0,32,25,12,0,5,1,3,1,1,0,3,6,0,2,0,8,10,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,2,1,14,2,27,17,5,17,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,2,3,87,22,1,0.115764071338019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565036695193109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543032292902545,0.14066601768472808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972049700630388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749809559353125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370186953794996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322416047549372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068354568943086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353517427272432,0.056556477786648386,0.11602601179344993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332402457501177,0.1166629559085606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303888731206172,0.0,0.08583759205591936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570846029333473,0.0,0.0,0.0802562310098506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094344656690624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263529714326474,0.0,0.0,0.1143030545646671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576123608371433,0.13012366650838678,0.0,0.0,0.09808652197609284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193840552745509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238630451388156,0.0,0.0,0.0741769425650745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259180671258527,0.0,0.1205144809021287,0.0,0.09998298892070606,0.0,0.09551748264819283,0.06828064861882889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408580283894266,0.0,0.0,0.12924645147557404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427762267751315,0.0,0.0,0.24670642453518196,0.0,0.14066601768472808,0.0 adhd,Its_a_Zeelot,2019/04/25,"Any Concert Band Musicians Here? Back in highschool I was in concert band and could *not* for the life of me keep time and count long rests with the rest of the group. Thought I was just awful at it. I started medication recently and found that counting is *waaaaaay* easier to stay on top of. Anybody else relate to this at all?",2.3585714285714303,4.991110253968255,2.9041269841269863,90.27142857142859,81.38095238095238,6.139682539682537,26.46031746031746,7.447530270364453,1.4758317460317456,258,11,51,4,7,80,49,63,0.046,0.877,0.076,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,0,0,1,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,12,3,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229889425829052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005369627050716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24925712464115696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607934434786097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422985908319132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27748749457366884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050797926180388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27627701002886673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144970829768646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30824849391083314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209686363456168,0.33275141688286297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784280754774465,0.18203963249927171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nonstopman,2019/04/25,"Fear of starting college again So I tried out college for the first time a few years ago, it was going good until it all came tumbling down... and left me in 3k debt. Now I have an urge to try again but with ADHD and Anxiety I am so afraid it will happen again. The school that is closest to me doesn't offer grants or anything so I will be stuck paying a loan, and probably will fail and end up having to pay more if I keep going. The tutor they gave me before was a joke.",2.951457142857141,3.64834106,4.141428571428573,90.815,73.4,6.514285714285713,22.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.25677142857142865,366,8,82,2,7,120,74,100,0.165,0.789,0.046,-0.8858,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,0,2,7,0,11,0,0,0,1,12,19,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,3,0,1,5,0,9,2,11,10,3,20,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,11,60,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806826928557899,0.0,0.20702870513040408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866573359929544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921924202600129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987345410461221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671199127874861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206856699818793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628095969560515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865820324123148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654646197705479,0.1958913421999416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652821367554253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759069466451596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375364297879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518072791690182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363658926440071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530846836371327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361853579205689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31713134431498874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039906707466869 adhd,wowbigempty,2019/04/25,"Modern medicine has allowed my life to flourish. Thank you. I’m pretty sure stories like this are a common theme on this sub, so excuse me if I sound like a broken record. I guess I’m mainly writing this for myself, and posting it to see what effect it could have on the community. When I was about 8, my school decided that I was “gifted.” I guess this meant I have a high IQ or something. I don’t really know. I knew I was smart, and I held it with high regard. However, my school life wasn’t so great. Even at such a young age, I was constantly getting into trouble. Trips to the principal’s office became routine for me, and I felt like an outcast. I became somewhat alienated, as I was an asshole to everyone. I don’t know why. I guess I was frustrated that social life was so confusing and I didn’t know why. I thought it was like that for everyone. By grade 7, grades started mattering more, and so did homework. Again, my teachers all said the same thing: “smart kid, disruptive in class, always talking.” I was pissed. How come the other kids didn’t struggle the same way that I did? I would be attending high school next year, and my parents knew that I should probably be getting checked out. They took me to a children’s mental analyst (I don’t know her exact title). They filled out a few forms, talked with her while I was outside the room, and when I came back, the doctor broke the news. “Have you ever heard of ADHD?” I kept it together for a few minutes while she explained what it was, possible medications/coping strategies, etc. I don’t remember what she said. I wasn’t even listening. I was distraught. In the elevator to go back to the car, I broke down. Bawling my eyes out, I felt like shit. All I knew about ADHD was that the weird, socially awkward kids in my class had it. Was I actually like them? I was on CONCERTA 18mg for a little bit after that. I didn’t feel much, and when I did, I dismissed it as placebo. I stopped taking it. High school starts. It’s worse. For two years, I struggled and struggled. Kicked out of class for talking, sent to the office for being disruptive, hell, I’m on r/adhd. You know what I’m talking about. My parents knew it was time to step in. Grade 10, I’m 16. I’m still getting in trouble with my teachers and peers. We go to see the doctor. My doctor prescribed me the same. I didn’t notice much until I took 2 at a time. For one of the first times in my life, I sat down and did my work. I did my work, without looking at my phone, without getting snacks every 5 minutes. I upped my dose. School became easier. Not perfect, but easier. Fast forward a few months. Here I am. 1 pill of CONCERTA 54mg every weekday. My grades went from C’s to A’s. C’s. To A’s. I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I thought that I was normal. Hell, I didn’t even know how ADHD worked. I am so fucking grateful. For all the support in my life. I am a new fucking person. Note: medication will not change your life unless you change it yourself. It is a tool to help you overcome genetic setbacks. My parents, my doctors, my teachers. Thank you. Thank you for helping me. For letting me understand why I’m different. For allowing me to be “normal.” My life is forever changed. I’m not retarded. I’m not disabled. I’m ADHD. That’s my fucking superpower. Thank you.",0.763587904204833,3.1989883755656123,2.638104145973585,90.54962062686238,87.56711915535446,5.4664238678585875,23.168322113085384,6.9665159083501145,0.938426715226428,2555,100,522,37,82,847,279,663,0.081,0.825,0.094,0.9059999999999999,7,0,1,0,0,0,117.0,1,9,3,6,23,36,8,6,32,0,55,21,3,5,7,85,120,30,0,6,10,3,3,6,0,3,14,5,2,5,33,23,1,3,22,0,1,14,18,20,0,3,52,12,100,16,69,59,17,74,2,2,4,3,42,29,7,7,37,348,133,20,0.0,0.0,0.05384243830821132,0.0,0.3315456602575121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590967669130689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848517040294481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060236359387921073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310502934967782,0.0,0.0,0.17510219285616546,0.04752802158479212,0.0,0.059624127887691135,0.0,0.04405241847109432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057645700558943226,0.0,0.22589411275530094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061534249735336936,0.10932688391386612,0.04990857314116031,0.09297393915157894,0.10544336550136622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0278979292188115,0.0,0.10595251293977287,0.0,0.0,0.046931475887631656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302405104107344,0.11530577875405465,0.0,0.06271397907818681,0.0,0.0,0.06083017743227007,0.1823430854982553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396472585674728,0.23317992368734936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225757220530875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056419753846604886,0.27280009969017743,0.16173309867280644,0.05529943149569172,0.0,0.0,0.04633275737182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558259218138995,0.055603006934644594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044039829295635324,0.0,0.08111934047061377,0.0,0.0,0.053287960360896586,0.05867879968088476,0.0,0.10811876202749764,0.0,0.06281663349128676,0.0,0.0,0.03738772837659495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837945496284695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817632156660324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220105720068213,0.052842003099614204,0.0561323910452717,0.05948753717610464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534625353795018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250205192266421,0.0,0.104967335011217,0.0,0.0,0.2791981405824575,0.08793400541812739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056635921123556435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248708718397962,0.0,0.0424760929951581,0.0,0.0,0.07810571393935492,0.0,0.044062496798798964,0.046128425651491146,0.0,0.17304137542808193,0.0,0.0,0.0626114679746255,0.05200139569458628,0.0,0.04148442319020367,0.1773889736212914,0.0,0.20318938868810946,0.0,0.0,0.03665554423638901,0.0,0.0,0.08760491872689576,0.09651823690970246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260199355686027,0.0,0.0,0.053897554744454124,0.057438691357848966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379501934153238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114739532427746,0.14935944991034855,0.0,0.0,0.10637266675830084,0.0,0.12050327034005652,0.0,0.05622761829478494,0.039194443878720286,0.06032474991009412,0.0,0.07106125067854363 adhd,mr_epicbut,2019/04/25,"It's no joke.. Before I start I'm just going to say that I'm not condoning my actions or recommending anyone to do things I did, but I need this off my chest. I don't care if it gets removed or whatever. Annnyywayyy; Last year around October. My ""friend"" offered me 70mg Vyvanse. I took it. Biggest mistake yet. It started to work and didn't feel amazing or high or anything like that. I just felt concentrated and ready to learn. After realizing it's potential, and completely owning that day. I asked for more the next day. I needed that productivity. And again, he supplied it. After a long weekend with Monday off. I needed my fix. After asking him he said he had none left. I needed my drugs. I got a appointment with a doctor at our mental health clinic. I talked to him about my inibility to focus and all that great ADHD jazz. He supplied a prescription for 7 days of 30mg. Not what I wanted, but I knew it was a step in the right direction. After a week I told him it was.. meh. He upped me to 40. But I'm done now. It's affecting me in so many ways. Sure my marks are better. But I could become medically unfit for the Canadian forces. My dream job. So I'm quitting. Ive abused my meds from snorting to taking 3 at once. You think it I've done it. But I've had it. The point of my story is that you can get addicted. I don't care what people say. You can. I have ""high ADHD"" apparently. But I can't live with myself like this. Make smart choices. Research the drugs your prescribed. Listen to yourself. I'm done, please don't judge, no throw a way cause no shame.",0.03827430555555367,2.4002930843750008,2.3758333333333357,90.69472222222224,93.15625,5.094444444444445,18.67361111111111,6.742157984588678,0.2962902777777776,1217,37,255,18,45,412,180,320,0.099,0.802,0.099,0.3079,2,0,3,0,1,0,55.0,1,4,0,3,9,13,0,1,12,0,21,8,1,3,2,42,51,18,0,8,15,0,2,2,1,0,7,4,0,0,23,9,0,0,6,4,0,6,11,2,0,0,15,7,42,11,31,35,4,41,0,0,0,0,23,14,0,5,21,160,65,5,0.0,0.12200173985635253,0.0,0.11225169629518868,0.24749809007553936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199850335164477,0.0,0.08473493049638771,0.09166447546751627,0.19252472350934094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372146190085257,0.08761925938594524,0.0,0.0,0.09106794605692574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996805382008688,0.10577779803540012,0.0,0.0,0.10796131394417736,0.0,0.0,0.08221257839972904,0.0,0.0,0.1992199700052876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539340460455243,0.0,0.3161199208685064,0.0,0.0,0.2388233106883547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206435361991731,0.0,0.09886664091354026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955379772817706,0.0,0.1075943807940954,0.0,0.0585198055029318,0.0,0.08235392662270173,0.1135239767710238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945151228057594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758536106216225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218110582972226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393369306100561,0.0,0.0,0.11187640632197776,0.0,0.0,0.10061116215593563,0.0,0.0909237463541603,0.09112455814348472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687327831063446,0.10439467175285924,0.0,0.0,0.114375639240389,0.10373070028768328,0.10376879920621508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054016173352279,0.0,0.0,0.10950898013311493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965890531465078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138592242799234,0.0,0.0,0.113029330481259,0.09733923682812402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952048670948933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793518860725343,0.09794734952727703,0.16377058279660767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576434968989144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704731247029548,0.0,0.07742007163874637,0.08276279377633458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840820342919998,0.06597854647879144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839154414076612,0.11440264072981852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060733939587051575,0.1634644174415035,0.08259573235051881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496285035032524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630882985943179 adhd,rjellis,2019/04/25,"Sooooo.... Great idea for a subreddit? Or maybe a sticky/regular to this subreddit? I would love to see an LPT subreddit for ADHD. And it goes without saying, that being one of you all, I sincerely do not feel capable of being a mod for it. But if some other awesome soul out there was able to do that, or if it could be done as a regular thing within this subreddit, I think you could be an awesome tool for all of us.",3.4959215686274483,4.3849412,5.205588235294119,82.97348039215687,72.29411764705883,9.431372549019608,27.10784313725491,9.725611199111238,2.3773137254901964,322,11,68,8,6,110,55,85,0.023,0.762,0.214,0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,2,18,15,7,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,6,3,14,6,3,2,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,5,0,58,15,0,0.24945359755677246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997947480824857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983367988502188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255277638739768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261312341666687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750234719549026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816027480453437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251416111136834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060966758816644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690362136143165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983755131114171,0.0,0.0,0.19878222038659696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572588586500225,0.1598397928195789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000619634494397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404643662723409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720467853096916,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thisis-myusername97,2019/04/25,"My adhd makes me feel stupid I make so many careless mistakes and I’m so forgetful. My dad always says I need to get it together and scoffs at my forgetfulness, hard time starting tasks, and me always misplacing things. I used to work at Taco Bell and it’s a very fast paced environment with a lot going on at once. I also have very shaky hands because of anxiety so it made it difficult to do things quickly. My and my coworkers always got annoyed with me and yelled at me, saying I need to pay attention more. The pressure of feeling like people are watching me and waiting for a chance to pounce at me made me so anxious. I tried my best and only ever got attitude from people. I’ve literally been called stupid and a dumbass by multiple managers I’ve worked for. All were fast food, thankfully now that I’m out of that and I’m working a less overwhelming job I feel much better about myself No one understands. I’m actually really smart but people think I’m just some dumb blonde because I’m so forgetful and inattentive. I do my best but no matter how hard I try I always mess up and people make me feel like a failure. I already have anxiety and being treated this way is like pouring fuel onto the flame.",3.297547320183301,5.364899707112971,4.795851763299464,80.9494421199442,74.94142259414225,8.067025303845389,27.28053397091054,8.841846274778883,2.3275186690575813,966,38,180,21,21,323,137,239,0.191,0.706,0.10400000000000001,-0.9451,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,12,20,4,3,8,0,9,2,1,7,2,46,36,22,0,3,3,1,7,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,16,1,1,7,0,1,1,2,11,0,1,6,12,27,9,24,29,8,18,0,1,2,0,4,9,1,3,10,114,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.10577169508545567,0.0,0.13026210396684626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960957950398465,0.0866783707488503,0.3607521856025752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583405359718245,0.1224483320848258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214543994088992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749441932260844,0.0958609600073582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067693853179986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804374664867103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921824906638648,0.15486575805393202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106399565060334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056628600297364766,0.0,0.061599772234330524,0.0,0.17337662280190058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941898959692667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755901855223313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885967032289008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921481611291928,0.0,0.20511993810625212,0.21705081286558714,0.10988908707380536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967813508626426,0.16073763323515924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543038348803275,0.07344695987113094,0.08243445868979228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005721925772027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943654984991847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239002269836987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671805009957508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978971393296478,0.0,0.0,0.1440172165297902,0.06945107558913755,0.0,0.0,0.06320229819558461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717756810723373,0.0,0.0,0.11283641564731035,0.0,0.0936129999570694,0.0,0.17886398867583506,0.0,0.08603387174885327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367247020695359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Waffles-And_Bacon,2019/04/25,"Finding out someone is interested in me makes my anxiety spike hard! Does this happen to you? It's illogical and when I'm comfortable I'm not shy or nervous much around people I don't think are interested in me. Normally I'd talk lots and about whatever without giving it much thought. Recent situation: Brain: wow she's cute. let's get slightly nervous but it's ok she's here with other people breifly and wouldn't be interested anyways. Everything stays somewhat normal. Friend later on: you single right now, she thinks your cute, we are coming by for a couple mins later again. Brain: Anxiety level 1,000,000+!!! I go quiter than normal but it was still ok and managed to invite them to come back and chill have some drinks, smoke and hopefully a fire this weekend. Why does finding out someone likes me make me so nervous and act differently? I mean they are interested so shouldn't that calm me and allow me to be more myself, not make me super anxious? In time I get comfortable and can be myself again but often I just come off as weird before then and it's just so dumb because I'm normally not shy and anxious and don't want to be. Any advice or suggestions anyone?",2.0776579188281983,4.8846325973451385,3.4785138846505994,84.00376106194693,85.85840707964601,6.126090936832467,23.722306988098868,7.503015589744147,1.504290082392432,941,36,169,17,29,307,136,226,0.11800000000000001,0.66,0.222,0.9774,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,2,1,16,21,1,3,2,2,16,3,2,4,0,53,36,23,0,8,11,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,20,1,0,6,2,0,5,8,5,0,0,2,2,24,16,20,27,7,29,0,0,0,0,13,10,1,7,14,113,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098753776321546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646327213443023,0.0,0.1720330713557869,0.2540511094556496,0.0,0.07862088486912391,0.0,0.0,0.10009572195024796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645966418683239,0.0,0.06854257435542542,0.0,0.0956784291869997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510411627654384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29057213400873005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441307346469264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747620084120415,0.0,0.0,0.1967945603977228,0.0,0.0,0.11014870538229718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105410782524016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553682765537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687111093880392,0.0,0.11749085093702863,0.1078629989122922,0.06390242403426875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943060206472608,0.0,0.10072443959851828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167860662302463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497784344762868,0.0,0.05493265990389415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559273764934556,0.0,0.0,0.225164356581654,0.0,0.0,0.12248046955363105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653131428854395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406705540739294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590391819885469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102124934412776,0.0,0.0,0.09602341739896224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638762874728438,0.0,0.0,0.1905406334954105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984641856531005,0.08979498337795053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903752686240748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440944315524498,0.0,0.08926505296362068,0.06556485377690521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632021291610399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145989822350962,0.0,0.0,0.10838845432483812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sarcastic_wafflez,2019/04/25,"Texture issues Does anybody else have issues with certain textures? I for example absolutely hate how paper feels. I don't kno why but I always have. Some papers are ""ok"" but most are terrible and feel like I'm short circuiting my brain when I touch them. I was told the texture thing could be related to ADHD but wasn't sure!",2.508095238095237,5.17777219047619,3.8406349206349217,83.55714285714289,81.06349206349206,6.7746031746031745,24.87301587301588,7.957251820313856,1.7847206349206348,260,10,47,5,7,85,50,63,0.152,0.774,0.07400000000000001,-0.7183,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,9,1,1,1,2,13,14,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,7,4,3,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038413014074184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036704118289606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822314680603492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018567238673156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124506226588805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119921920970355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25566744302525274,0.18061512918035325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496080589667698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277581658874836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351540343702044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382804789327237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796281175767974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24158097389835526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281313208513948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Frizzella_,2019/04/25,Friendly reminder to check the clock and go to bed at a decent time! 🙂⏰ Paying it forward as thanks to folks whose similar posts have helped me in the past.,4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,5.031250000000004,87.48875000000002,69.0,7.65,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.3692625,124,4,26,1,2,39,29,32,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368936846989088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27139009255644075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32007686469947355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558543843142242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573396975558851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396435038335233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27845034056019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blueberryisland,2019/04/25,"Mydayis My Dr prescribed this new medication, however my pharmacy (rite aid) said they can't get it. Anyone else experience this? I'm also worried even if I can find a different pharmacy to fill it, it will be very expensive. The issue is that my 20mg of Adderall xr and 7.5 ir booster isn't lasting long enough. The ir gives me headaches. Suggestions to ask my Dr? Thanks !",1.867916666666666,4.591842180555556,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,85.52777777777777,7.6444444444444475,28.83333333333333,8.515128840125781,2.816766666666666,295,15,55,8,9,99,58,72,0.032,0.9179999999999999,0.051,0.3296,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,3,9,1,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237662288939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820591281063554,0.2464832727518391,0.0,0.0,0.22489215295448312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133514623899306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009579289722498,0.0,0.0,0.2485639199215004,0.0,0.15888833622118262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353149135707397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986848513295704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568324473617332,0.2307681250438319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510832862256835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608940185798504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128890014161736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423399975852085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233540715476275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288286918153228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214763383260451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848809916885085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443014717911341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fineimherenow,2019/04/25,"33 and just diagnosed... any tips? Well, like many people I had the image of a hyperactive young boy in my head as the picture of ADHD, so I was surprised to recently be diagnosed! At age 33! It actually explains quite a lot of things, but I never realized most people's brains aren't attempting to move at the speed of light. So... being diagnosed later in life, I'd love some tips on managing my ADHD. Thanks in advance!",3.267142857142858,5.192856585365856,5.383449477351917,77.33036585365856,74.60975609756099,9.075958188153312,27.567944250871076,9.606745405546679,2.8310675958188147,328,13,61,9,7,114,61,82,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.9373,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,5,0,5,7,2,0,1,9,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,5,5,13,4,3,14,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,7,40,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.17841416970497387,0.0,0.43944847635260414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432959860877782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409698754477976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567010092944398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876347102857253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913712361731794,0.08932073354585529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543418912235785,0.16500979186642858,0.0,0.0,0.1853593271249984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943176820670688,0.0,0.0,0.14100855255061187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535004196148083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944605350255078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052101332693385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832385017619833,0.0,0.0,0.1214630818274423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643847110910154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,freckledfrog369,2019/04/25,How much? I made a really long post earlier but it wouldn’t post and I forgot to save it (of course) so I will keep this simple. Has anybody ever gotten a diagnosis and treated adhd with no insurance and payed for all of there visits and medication out of pocket? How much would doing this cost? Thanks!,1.3369915254237306,4.0057408983050875,3.486250000000002,83.20361228813563,89.16949152542372,6.339830508474578,17.54449152542373,7.645422480735847,0.8782694915254234,239,6,44,5,8,81,45,59,0.045,0.809,0.145,0.8009999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,2,17,10,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,7,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290565197035507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476693763453991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433675935418082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423059503454521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590778549540005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758264777934996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025516098623516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244528195789984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754044249097311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25207988332010745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945009215990124,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PATMYFURRBY,2019/04/25,"I'm currently struggling with how i can explain to my SO that my ADHD is a big part of me. Bear in mind that my SO suffering from Bipolar type 2 and is very insecure. And i can only imagine that i have worsen that insecurity with my past behaviour. This frustrates me ALOT and i am almost constantly walking around with this anxiety that she will leave me, because i can tell that she's starting to get annoyed with my symptoms and my ""bullshit excuses"" everytime i try to explain how my ADHD affects me and that i am doing everything i can to improve. I feel like a worthless POS for unintentionally making her feel this way.",5.5953099173553715,6.5399171570247985,6.887262396694214,72.62362086776861,67.51239669421487,9.686363636363636,36.61260330578513,9.827888789773867,3.821751239669421,500,26,88,11,8,170,73,121,0.24,0.7190000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.975,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,3,3,0,11,2,0,4,0,22,19,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,23,1,13,18,2,9,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,70,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010988947943152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087601064996044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594847205100407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855891790302452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708595188079794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529011965041984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736613856726111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082498090517127,0.1489363710532043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108920891643132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074757576088366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185157821808516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391603532787448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105028495471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855653672282166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257608216658286,0.19901536801062605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756145089387013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179459532897912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668795205199293,0.0,0.0,0.18221852817441295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154254090625726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201577495396456,0.0,0.16547973944593578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Azzer_,2019/04/25,"How has your diagnosing process as an adult been? Hello, I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for the majority of my life. After moving away from my country to America, I was surprised to find that 3 of my uncles had been diagnosed with ADHD and so has one of my cousins. I don't know if ADHD is hereditary but I thought I would bring that up with my current psychiatrist. The only reason I didn't seek psychiatric help as a young child is my parent's hatred towards psychiatry because of the stigma surrounding it due to the dramatization of it in movies back home. After bringing it up to my psychiatrist she told me that she had noticed that the majority of my symptoms aligned with ADHD and that she'd refer me as soon as I got my depression and anxiety at a manageable level. once I got my depression down, she would refer me to someone who could officially diagnose me. I'm scared of the process because I don't know what it entails. If you guys have taken the tests as adults, could you help me understand what that usually entails to help calm me down? My psychiatrist didn't know a lot about the process itself since she was a something nurse something and thus not very experienced. I looked it up on the internet and I saw some papers but she said that it was 6-8 hours of intensive testing and not just screenings (Which is what has me worried since I don't really have mental fortitude. I'm a sprinter and not a jogger when it comes to working on something that needs thinking). tl;dr How do they test for ADHD when you're an adult?",6.475263935031375,6.828308488372095,7.083161683277961,74.06393779992618,65.44518272425249,10.409819121447027,34.99464747139166,10.25414643259724,3.6139455887781473,1249,55,228,28,18,412,153,301,0.131,0.8540000000000001,0.015,-0.9882,2,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,1,9,7,0,2,17,0,27,5,0,4,0,41,46,22,0,7,8,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,5,21,13,0,0,10,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,17,5,39,2,41,24,4,28,0,3,3,0,24,13,0,4,11,170,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986628626851759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587094046909167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745963635212676,0.07976351131050803,0.0,0.1264681387851829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893559400039616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656431355935949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680326799861221,0.3158574143419567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480917623036443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659279261125097,0.0,0.0,0.10271099684038572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858813555726985,0.0,0.10405166201485172,0.0,0.1021551328544559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102519663984275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326898511109105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710876131354378,0.0,0.0,0.08818924387931225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453746623616576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025070835854107,0.0,0.07691596969626406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180995788660033,0.0,0.11047120328572343,0.07029149336130616,0.07889286657886521,0.0,0.0,0.11518211924977813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645338066233554,0.10665378097043056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867289418837556,0.0,0.10385383640262337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161637823888212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789179392416137,0.23957390339760185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844321760353023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781727479561462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664672823391875,0.0,0.08235162753247463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991203791719651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798867884120593,0.0,0.0,0.11424615188377668,0.08558977045914458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551813741133201,0.10534488959787347,0.0,0.1473764848161158,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,high_on_life_420,2019/04/25,"sad ADHD and it’s symptoms the anxiety all this shit is catching me up to me fuck I’m so depressed all I want to do is get fucked up on weed or something fuck I’m so sad bro it’s the symptoms the impulsiveness is killing me all this shit is killing me holy shit",-1.3167432950191582,0.6944285517241369,0.9612643678160956,99.649061302682,99.6896551724138,3.9570881226053647,21.961685823754788,5.82211442006289,0.06337318007662862,208,9,50,2,9,69,33,58,0.506,0.47600000000000003,0.019,-0.9917,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,3,0,5,8,3,0,3,6,12,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,12,3,4,0,3,0,3,1,3,6,1,0,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805168104704406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879859552596593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627118258297562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032059768814107,0.09479319859077566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014657010631619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587265626873542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967885260073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37716444956018175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701607935256588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BossGamer121212,2019/04/25,"Is it possible I could be hyper focusing on social media I feel compelled to do it all the time. Some days I'll be on for hours. I just cant not use it. I get so into that like 4 hours can pass and I'll be like, fuck I haven't done homework, showered, etc... is this just being addicted to social media or could it be an ADHD thing?",-1.3917808219178092,0.6048035890410972,1.804945205479452,95.12413013698631,95.30136986301369,4.5638356164383564,15.519178082191784,6.2581,-0.4360838356164383,254,6,59,3,10,90,51,73,0.051,0.852,0.09699999999999999,0.3021,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,14,2,0,2,1,13,18,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,6,10,3,8,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,6,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375410818642029,0.2618711610435925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479477898411817,0.0,0.0,0.1405262422629374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298539942019505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430139699253377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101758217792356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014432737187964,0.11384275899549992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291714542865085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212908001348039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456473575107287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442393258955818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447618092846151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705812899593225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881939892032672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neoneonjohn,2019/04/25,"About expired medicine i have been on a hiatus with my ADHD medicine (Vyvanse) and i realized it has an expiration date and has been expired for two months now, so i was wondering what are the possible risks of taking it.",8.807142857142857,7.429653523809527,8.614285714285717,70.7057142857143,61.38095238095239,12.20952380952381,42.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.766914285714286,176,9,32,4,2,57,34,42,0.054000000000000006,0.946,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488685398752823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245649712867289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584096865776087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057321255990741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972144894256519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409685209606783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,singledad_1,2019/04/25,"Local services in east bay This is for folks in east bay (the area between Oakland and San Jose). Last few years I've tried to research organizations that help kids/teens with ADHD and they're almost always very far away - Berkeley, Cupertino, Redwood City and Stanford. It's understandable why. Given the economy, the towns in east bay have become bedroom cities for people working in the valley. I'm however, optimistic that something will come up one of these days or I can help contribute with a few like minded parents. What kind of services? Social skills groups mainly. A more affordable version of these types of camps which are local and more accessible: &#x200B; [http://www.viaservices.org/services/altitude-via/summer](http://www.viaservices.org/services/altitude-via/summer) In the hope of discovering parents/providers with similar needs.",9.136910299003322,13.395724224806207,6.1151993355481755,67.63133720930236,66.44186046511628,7.406644518272426,30.91971207087486,8.418075326091056,2.9994270210409746,711,28,90,12,14,198,96,129,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.9022,5,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,11,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,19,9,6,19,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,3,4,51,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420311451727916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166257865419016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675722676550682,0.21820553114503166,0.24471038889312846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892121443928036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224189741923798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734792951750566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987962174294598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26997438735279783,0.0,0.0,0.2000252986665884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097162620528565,0.0,0.16415939083761438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838877862182413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334607107418606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932782543636525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646679476015736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361930122759532,0.0,0.0,0.13961818088527242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052913202599624,0.0,0.15503954149330734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673030861610586,0.0,0.0,0.20965366030985055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616749880073994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817227762640716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661401637619306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471038889312846,0.12968828988577474 adhd,gianny-cc,2019/04/25,"School I’m 14. I have ADHD. I see a lot of people saying it’s hard to focus. Sometimes when I’m tired, I can hear everything happening. I get so distracted. I hear the hum of the AC. I hear every single conversation. I hear the kids from the next class. When I’m feeling good,not groggy, school goes by so fast. The day is over before I know it. I can hyper focus all my attention and not hear anything and just do my work, sometimes if I don’t event like what I’m doing. Maybe it’s because school right now I’m eighth grade is genuinely easy. Some days were I don’t feel good I spell everything wrong. The day takes so long and I just can’t remember what the teacher just told us about 5 seconds ago. Looking at a definition needing to write it down, I need to look at it at least 10 times before I get it down. But most of the time I can hyper focus because it’s a small school,15 kids in my grade, and the teachers are shit because it’s easy.",1.2740782861676792,3.179958402010051,3.0223750330600367,92.04843163184343,80.55778894472361,5.998518910341178,21.528960592435865,7.0608816371341465,0.4903206030150749,738,22,164,9,19,245,109,199,0.077,0.853,0.069,-0.3434,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,12,0,13,2,1,0,1,22,36,11,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,12,20,2,16,34,6,22,0,0,3,0,12,9,1,4,14,94,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221786286012352,0.0,0.09011771626018338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365961611671294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591763992996072,0.0,0.17301468383151306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966918024926678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565508271448731,0.0,0.1827354886971239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280727939920267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062289724062874,0.0,0.0,0.17053944652826095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989985687256152,0.0,0.09106967588892982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729054100859066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587107855915535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049667186564699865,0.0,0.0,0.0899681572691443,0.1707418746065366,0.0,0.0,0.08642986418947984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213369545656296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076298474557448,0.0,0.0,0.10811927484450698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048001138937479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516385077613582,0.08681926189043357,0.0,0.08084613988418053,0.0,0.4115517108308357,0.08101188974284697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043551462424408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109372213379934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643758524475394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856050044989618,0.1168461456091138,0.0,0.0971429228032236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228752979875265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401154690969104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115203874186116,0.0,0.0 adhd,near_things,2019/04/25,"Forgetful Jones During my childhood, there was a Sesame Street character named [Forgetful Jones](https://muppet.fandom.com/wiki/Forgetful_Jones). He was not only absurdly forgetful, but also the show's token ""country"" character, lending an unfortunate sense of rube-ish dimness to his foibles. There were not a lot of alternatives to Sesame Street in the early 80s, so every kid (and parent and early education teacher) knew Jones. I was a quiet, polite daydreamer who could do anything she put her mind to. I was near constantly absorbed in a book or my own thoughts, appendages waggling throughout. When I wasn't interested in whatever was in front of me in class, since I had deeply internalized that I wasn't allowed to be disruptive, all that energy just mentally channeled me to another planet. A little ditz. In other words, what I've since learned is a typical ADHD little girl. The day before my kindergarten class had our first trip to the school library, our teacher told us all not to bring anything distracting to school, and to remember that we were not to bring anything with us into the library at all. Got it; no problem. The next day, as we were lining up at the classroom door, she made this cartoonish chiding noise, pointing at me and then at her wrist, flapping her hand around. The whole class looked at me, and I looked at my wrist. All I saw was a junky plastic charm bracelet, so I looked back up at her, confused. ""There goes Forgetful [*MyLastName*]"" again,"" she sing-songed in Extremely Kindergarten Teacher voice, ""you're the only one who forgot not to bring anything on library day!"" My protests - that I didn't know wearing a *bracelet* was considered ""taking something with you"" - disappeared under playground mob laughter. It was no loss, though. My words were probably mangled anyway by the executive dysfunction nebula of fuck that had swallowed me as soon as the teacher singled me out, and that frustrated me into tears as I had to do a walk of shame to my desk, get rid of the ""distraction"", and get back in line. You know, I'd likely been looking forward to the library trip more than anyone else. I was a born bookworm. Instead, I had to choke down sobs during the walk there, and spent the whole orientation blind and deaf with embarrassment. It was more of a distraction than a dumb piece of jewelry could ever have been. **Tl;dr - Kindergarten teacher gives other kids a new name to call me and a hatred of the library because 1985 + little girl + ADHD = dumb ditz.** Bonus: [big elementary school mood](https://imgur.com/a/vgMEKxN).",7.5839484653277776,8.740435945054948,6.867427055702915,73.77153846153848,63.17582417582418,9.880257673361122,35.909435392194005,9.921728534948242,3.721233421750664,2045,92,333,41,29,630,241,455,0.18600000000000005,0.772,0.042,-0.9971,3,0,1,0,0,0,105.0,6,2,0,3,18,18,5,6,31,0,31,8,4,2,5,55,53,22,0,3,8,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,4,15,19,1,1,6,3,2,11,10,14,0,2,32,10,43,4,60,18,12,61,0,2,6,1,30,33,4,3,20,231,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376933397205014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908236853778211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369488082347048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691462496187623,0.1013245825890521,0.3255124694420665,0.08803314522933063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208074881805111,0.0,0.060282480460279175,0.0,0.08414818223819713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097783756187348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068650549862421,0.0,0.1579113787981223,0.0,0.0,0.19132777951992333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260998015704762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945174716955538,0.08331916517450765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411585928374851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142229389375407,0.10333198005003703,0.09486438444229063,0.0,0.0,0.07909143804735047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869481355741682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831270241056453,0.2973415459573542,0.0,0.0,0.3321710750071102,0.0,0.0,0.08407281742307565,0.0,0.09357219338355437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965795063138982,0.0,0.0998507996112628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955086642910463,0.10517073165809722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701048368038817,0.15042073786107005,0.0,0.0,0.1098057411098992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348309831586972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662024178022264,0.09462445988542342,0.0,0.09941185318712024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202319349726454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002461490247845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360580723690346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613042193385915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743530399915309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715901046372176,0.07850768462768297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449371799167353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379052023812125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081450585789456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,complexcodeartist,2019/04/25,"Reflecting on why I am living in anxiety and how to fix it at 6 am It's 6 am ish right now, I woke up from my sleep and couldn't go back because I was feeling really anxious. I decided to open a doc and start writing down a few thoughts. In the flow of writing, I started reflecting on why I am living in anxiety and stress and what I should do about it. Sorry for the length ¯\\_(ツ)_/¯ TL;DR : My brain wants to do a lot of work and doesn’t want to do any work all at the same time. ____ Why am I living in anxiety? What exactly happened to me? When did it happen? And how can I fix it? What is causing this general continuous anxiety inside of me? I think I understand it. When I have something to do, work I mean, I need to get it done but my brain feels some strange discomfort. I probably feel this discomfort because my brain knows that this work will require energy and brain power, and doesn't expert it to provide any instantaneous gratification, even through in reality I might actually feel really good if I make progress with this work and get it done. But to avoid this discomfort, I (we) procrastinate by doing something else and ignoring the work. However, in the back of our heads, we know that we still need to get this work done and that reality keeps hovering over us, creating slow but steady cloud of anxiety and stress. If the work gets done (in time) then there wouldn’t be this cloud. But because we procrastinate, this cloud builds up and it rains anxiety over us throughout the day. Now, as a person, if you do this over a long period of time, if you accidentally adopt this as your personality, your lifestyle, because of whatever reasons (your brain being a little broken or whatever), the cloud only gets bigger and bigger. It becomes part of your personality to keep ignoring work, and building up this cloud. Your temperament, your patients, just starts to drain away. In my case, it’s not just the procrastination part that is the problem. The other side of the problem is the desire to do so much, so so much, in my life, that my brain ends up creating countless intentions, ideas inside my head. And it also doesn’t have a proper grasp of time, estimations etc, so it thinks it can do 20x more of what it can really do. And so it also says yes to all opportunities that come it’s way. And now you have commitments and people relying on you. You have 20x more work on your plate, and now the consequence of you procrastinating is that these people will get disappointed or even hurt because of you. I create more work for myself, and thus create more stress and anxiety for myself. My brain craves for continuous non-stop stimulation, and at the same time it’s terrible at keeping up with the work and getting things done. I want people to realize my potential, I want to prove myself, which creates a desire inside me to do more than everyone else. I want to show people that I am exceptional. The idea that I am not, that scares me. To my brain, it’s not sufficient to be just good at something or to live a good life. It wants to live a extraordinary life. I want to do a lot of work and don’t want to do any work at the same time. So what is the solution here? Well, it’s simple isn’t it. Lower your expectations from yourself, make them realistic, in fact have childish expectations from yourself. You should have radically simple expectations from yourself. But can you really do it? Can you satisfy yourself by doing simple things, getting simple fewer tasks done? Can you satisfy the monster inside of you by taking baby steps? Can you calm yourself to the point of being okay with small but steady progress? It’s not going to be easy. Reduce the work on your plate, make it as minimal as possible. You have some responsibility in life, and you have dreams of who you want to become, use them together as guidelines for what very very few things you should focus on doing in your life. Also, work doesn’t just mean things that make you money. It’s hard to define work here for you, because with any task, sometimes I am extremely thrilled and motivated to get it done. It gets done so smoothly then. But otherwise, it’s all a drag. Self improvement feels like work, trying to live a healthy lifestyle feels like work. Feeding myself feels like work sometimes. Brushing my teeth and taking a bath feels like work sometimes. The definition of work for your brain is not the same as it is for other people. Sometimes you are in a state, probably infused with sufficient dopamine, where everything just comes so naturally, it just clicks. But sometimes you are not. And every single thing in life, which doesn’t give you instantaneous gratification, becomes work. And thus it becomes difficult to get done. That is why you are living in anxiety. You have this problem because your brain is running on autopilot. You procrastinate on autopilot, you create more work for yourself on autopilot. The solution here is to deliberately train yourself to be calm and to focus on the present moment, nothing else matters. Practice meditation on a daily basis and train your mind to be mindful. When you start getting good at that, your brain wouldn't be running on autopilot all the time. You will have some more control of it.",5.046981707317073,6.807950076219512,5.691840650406507,77.62307804878051,69.57926829268294,9.069138211382114,29.48178861788618,9.524654893830556,2.7603306666666665,4161,161,761,94,75,1348,322,984,0.087,0.78,0.134,0.9945,3,1,3,0,0,0,131.0,7,42,2,31,38,31,0,8,43,2,89,22,15,15,8,167,150,72,0,29,28,0,10,4,0,9,6,1,1,4,76,45,1,8,26,3,1,8,16,17,1,0,13,13,97,14,129,119,28,95,0,2,1,0,60,53,0,13,36,555,173,31,0.0,0.0,0.030420137491535187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478658501951707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847942400584109,0.0,0.19077673690032734,0.035216369508119565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029287853859323608,0.04793988875821792,0.0,0.1330184655754764,0.13771154980757874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827904631277717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03202303298604271,0.0,0.0537051811447972,0.0,0.0,0.03496292452463766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020103864860887367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871052009457468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812257547046059,0.0,0.02760983136105085,0.0,0.03476589092552182,0.04117865565626037,0.0,0.026264412431794774,0.029786928089701487,0.02801608549643651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260951575346374,0.08907936379246388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195437897324866,0.029903771993661007,0.03543241959584057,0.10458499875456148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055131974510624564,0.0,0.02792468878408048,0.0,0.06398453322978426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03337110675098219,0.07038055068509731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312340006629998,0.0,0.0,0.03426349035650793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132109542494169,0.06091778472086117,0.031243315907669888,0.19268295691101447,0.027586930201466263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300396724998005,0.0,0.0,0.08323229341190802,0.0,0.0,0.06791259416376053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03306939440732175,0.06295124482205176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583116158694454,0.04622844418941209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029911124067922536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02370830462117252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751416803378345,0.0,0.1080564065006176,0.08165660983832038,0.0,0.0,0.02946835394266816,0.03514262673863765,0.0,0.0,0.06721906053255153,0.08948442421481331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988032683661919,0.03205081064862925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02662138461666184,0.0,0.024789846605069617,0.031209391878915624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03252000907463748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031195293571948363,0.0,0.0,0.07199498924729526,0.1541533872885262,0.034895376134178924,0.0882570192422857,0.0,0.024894623144052073,0.02606184070925364,0.1071249458116026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687610356645267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035490526185874,0.03994851867788738,0.0,0.024747706050679656,0.12723969484805436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0211642720383493,0.0,0.0,0.03245196434896869,0.07499403458883364,0.02692327401379341,0.0,0.05144161794331949,0.16547862483446985,0.024743502554390843,0.0,0.0,0.02802807378564153,0.0,0.11251434481041936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446597393588108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,plupien79,2019/04/25,"Question about ADHD and abilities Ever start doing something new and you're instantly good at it... However that's the peak, you don't get better. This happens to me all the time... Sports, games the list goes on. Is this just me, or are others seeing the same thing too?",2.8817307692307668,5.212891403846154,3.6698461538461538,87.27515384615386,77.26923076923076,6.467692307692308,21.93846153846154,7.554174236665415,0.96138,211,6,40,3,5,67,45,52,0.045,0.863,0.092,0.3599,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,8,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898979066813479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692909527122434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934625682941727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694995861563607,0.0,0.0,0.27211376477707644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868895027457376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133333758598257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634322074812272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585261153170029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975956147263675,0.0,0.0,0.229630922790194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553471631830529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917584633962808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GlitterTomahawk,2019/04/25,"Switched from Adderall to Mofafinil and ADD symptoms are worse I was diagnosed with ADD at 13, but spent most of the time untreated because I still had a very high level of functioning. I have struggled with daytime sleepiness since adolescence, but only was diagnosed with narcolepsy about 18 months ago. I was prescribed 30mg of Adderall 3x/day for a little over a year. I started experiencing a lot of sleepiness while on the adderall and began drinking coffee twice a day as well to stay awake. I didn't like taking such a high dose of the adderall combined with the caffeine without effective results, so about 1 month ago my doctor switched me to 200 mg modafinil in the morning and at lunch. I was titrated off of the adderall and onto the modafinil and had some initial discomfort for the first two weeks (headaches, akathisia, irritability, tearfulness, difficulty focusing). After a month on the modafinil, I am extremely pleased with my wakefulness results and I am able to make it all day most days without a nap, however I have an extremely difficult time focusing and caring about or taking pride in my work and I've felt slightly depressed. I find it takes a degree of mental warfare to focus my attention enough to read even one section of a chapter and after I've made it through the passage, I often have little comprehension of what I have read. Because it is so hard to focus on tasks, I find that I am often only doing the minimum amount of work necessary to still be successful.Is it possible that this is related to post-acute amphetamine withdrawal despite the modafinil and that over time my focus and attention levels will improve at least back to baseline? Or is it more likely that this is just how my brain works when taking modafinil and my focus will stay this way unless I make a change? TL;DR: Switched from 90mg Adderall daily to 400mg modafinil daily. Past initial withdrawals, but still no focus or motivation. Could it be amphetamine post-acute withdrawal syndrome that will get better or just how I am on modafinil?",11.175016756032171,9.081974361930301,9.825735589812336,66.13903233914212,57.39142091152815,12.756635388739946,45.8326072386059,11.20814326018867,5.227970643431635,1659,84,271,32,16,516,189,373,0.098,0.8290000000000001,0.073,-0.8672,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,8,19,10,0,2,24,0,27,9,2,9,1,53,40,27,0,1,12,0,2,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,16,19,2,0,7,4,1,0,4,4,1,4,11,3,25,6,53,23,10,48,0,1,0,0,0,20,0,10,27,195,41,7,0.09760856801782404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304821236762344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505496378837205,0.0,0.11900255418738358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632684633562111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896344299947194,0.0,0.0,0.0995184403642185,0.0,0.10325692252861106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077932499080766,0.0,0.0,0.2517978056645482,0.0,0.08407011660651605,0.19814128378775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990650539540982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561923668752176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008557431773284,0.0,0.06446953860744324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371953236462773,0.0,0.1784249256799692,0.08302579809260104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099644814423593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743810466733466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062576223861747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537323186859316,0.19565885568951014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298331401333009,0.0,0.0923595871349053,0.1303089541896996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836647878175782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23373068325530685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614209181847297,0.1484714287761684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317842281269896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071448963807142,0.0,0.11003899448325602,0.1869640533215528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526996456511808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074281612345446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908784683155833,0.2080754925475492,0.23385098551548505,0.0,0.0,0.10204166838446664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145267582371023,0.2935579824529296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074902287551266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534938787376326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053729101090719,0.0,0.07747713798768235,0.07829570560583729,0.0,0.08776182496579263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881823527986198,0.0,0.21318060008823084,0.0,0.0994714697434212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628567175808692 adhd,Its_Skecchi,2019/04/25,"I am having trouble finding a post describing what having ADHD is like, please help me find it. Sorry I cannot seem to remember which subreddit it was in but it was a long detailed comment in a popular thread this morning that I saw when I woke up. I've been trying to talk to my mom about exactly what ADHD is like, the post described it perfectly and I just can't remember where I saw it.",4.762375000000001,5.060915487500001,6.285,78.50000000000001,69.125,9.9,32.25,9.888512548439397,3.107575,309,13,61,7,5,106,56,80,0.037000000000000005,0.741,0.222,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,2,10,14,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,2,8,4,7,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,4,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725391908207844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593694639864617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177382445031033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209326883368646,0.0,0.0,0.17398083741123574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302502820231799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580283043124707,0.0,0.0,0.3765683038445881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454087714077567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897316618419198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007257484857132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801602181738114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347544455074967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OhGeeBurn,2019/04/25,"I want to be great at just ONE thing!! I'm sick of being barley past biginner on on my attempted hobbies like: Guitar, piano, trumpet, base guitar, singing, basketball, volleyball, swimming, diving, running, comedy, woodworking, auto maintenance, programming, web design, graphic design, gaming, game development, videography, video editing, animation, cooking, photography, longboarding, skiing, snowboarding, and dirt biking. Just to name a few. I would give all those up to be great at any ONE of those hobbies I barley surpassed beginner in. Now I'm between hobbies again and just disgustingly bored until the next thing come around.",9.80991341991342,12.27852274747475,8.996421356421354,55.7527272727273,58.898989898989896,12.121789321789322,41.41558441558442,11.765960540728905,6.238473593073592,508,27,58,16,7,160,76,99,0.105,0.747,0.147,0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,11,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,10,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,14,5,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849360618261625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336604996833144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610100513011536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179220182571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787644341619477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823318031970776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791476511179245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35572290550317165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056434096539226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487565911260605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481594804604207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864563863800752,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sspevann,2019/04/25,"RSD and a Break Between Me and My Fiance. Hey guys! I am brand new to this community due to my therapist encouraging me to do some research on my ADHD. me and my fiance of 1 year (dated for 3 years prior) are currently on a break due to my childhood. I was passed around between three different families when i was a child between the ages of 5-12. During those years i developed horrible coping mechanisms some of which being lying, manipulation, trust issues, and attachment/abandonment issues. Me and my fiance thought it best that i figure my stuff out before we get married due to lies and manipulation between her and i. I know that she deserves better and that is why i am going to change my life around for myself and her. I have a serious problem though, this break has been tearing me apart. My daily life is debilitating and this should be a good and happy time for myself, but i cant get past anything and i feel so lost. Anytime i hear she is going to a party or she is having fun my head tells me she is going to leave because her life would be better without me. I am so confused and i would really love some tips on how people deal with this. Thank you.",4.215662404092072,5.582843226086958,5.64212276214834,78.7087340153453,71.08695652173913,8.194373401534527,27.007672634271106,8.671277953709913,2.021726342710997,922,31,173,16,17,311,131,230,0.09,0.764,0.146,0.9557,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,4,7,14,0,1,7,0,23,5,1,3,0,36,35,20,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,11,18,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,5,2,42,10,26,24,4,29,0,1,0,1,17,7,0,5,15,134,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638452551135495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121900884162148,0.2427297820882737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310706897808882,0.0,0.11600897528194128,0.0,0.14307262064609508,0.24115015755975935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422178148442186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055289281831085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243851822616846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285222132428957,0.0,0.06893384347793388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245628129584692,0.0,0.2324428231077677,0.11434929104722312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349906779876211,0.0,0.1451285553336507,0.0,0.0,0.1399165482610709,0.0,0.15365671418333313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845915645027661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492481479614042,0.0,0.0,0.14435650623849625,0.0,0.0,0.2888871770268553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882310437825014,0.0,0.12304546675863555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167084517152852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014486394587788,0.0945158378245313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304518569021714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733813502091269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156068174803625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916067485004918,0.12551671314334126,0.0,0.15829262102908956,0.0,0.0,0.13394605734201373,0.10823283169248467,0.07949661763680554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301893880505604,0.0,0.0,0.131419731965316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936934916100178,0.0,0.0,0.2633811147702257 adhd,NE0_1337,2019/04/25,Crazy adderrall moments Ok so when I started using adderrall I felt shaky and like bubbly? But yeah. Adderrall helps.,2.3710714285714256,1.7729402500000049,1.4542857142857173,89.72500000000002,146.5,1.1428571428571432,27.857142857142854,3.1291,0.7197142857142858,95,5,13,0,7,27,17,20,0.16699999999999998,0.465,0.368,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680720153100719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965671951847289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890478786398376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187694004953202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109913484467916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tacos_on_my_tits,2019/04/25,"Have you ever gotten out of the shower after only shaving one leg? Or maybe leaving conditioner in your hair because you forgot to rinse it out? I feel like I do this so much that it lengthens my routine by at least 10 mins.. which isn’t a lot of time UNTIL you’ve added 10 mins to each “routine” and you’ve wasted hours. So aggravating. I feel like I’m stuck.",1.8046332046332048,3.807399000000004,3.522046332046333,88.64013513513515,79.27027027027026,5.3096525096525085,21.382239382239387,6.1826913282559595,0.2547050193050193,282,8,58,2,7,94,57,74,0.109,0.8240000000000001,0.068,-0.4684,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,10,9,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,7,2,11,6,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,9,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421975372539148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733593360468889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056051867789429,0.431786852757884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297608450586882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199886646817619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295281616546842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692163962768483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036028893948988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215350646160525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478014020598426,0.2298385125527204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621662637284255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HughJamerican,2019/04/25,I lost my razor and there's a chance Target won't have the one I'm looking for... 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My coworkers all know this about me and laugh when I make self-deprecating jokes about it. I use humor as a coping mechanism to avoid the shame that i feel because I do understand the importance and seriousness of punctuality. The director of my department is one that is certainly not amused by my tardiness and has made comments to my manager about it. Though our hours are pretty flexible and we don’t need coverage or anything , there is still an expectation to be at work by 9:00 AM especially if there is a meeting or something. For the past couple of days, we have had some important on-site full-day meetings that start at 8:30 AM. The real meat of the meetings don’t start until about 9:30 so the first hour is just an overview/intro and some “fun” icebreaker games (it’s a newly formed team that we are trying to unify). Therefore, I didn’t flag this time as “important” in my mind. I showed up at 9:00 yesterday which is actually pretty good for me, but today, I strolled in at my usual arrival time of 9:20. When I walked in the room, people were mingling, eating breakfast, and chatting. I walked in quietly and passed by the director who looked up at me frantic and angry. She said loudly “there you are! I was just texting you!” I said “Hey! What’s wrong!?” as I was immediately concerned with what could be going on that she needed me so urgently. She said sternly “we started at 8:30!” I felt my face flush and I started “oh! I’m sorry! I should have ...” and she snapped back “when we have big meetings like this, you need to be here on time. We start at 8:30!” I quickly said “okay. Sure thing!” as cheerfully as i could and walked away shaky and confused. As I sat my things down, I felt all eyes on me and I wanted to crawl in a hole. I made it through the day, but not without ruminating on how humiliated I felt. I’m not proud that I’m late! I hate it. It causes me unnecessary stress and it burdens the people around me. It’s the worst character trait to have. Am I even cut out for a corporate office? I know this is why I’ll never get the promotion I want. I’m seen as unreliable and lazy even though I’m not this way in any other responsibility at work. I don’t want to be like this! I’m so disappointed in myself. But I’m going to get better. I say this all the time, but I always mean it and I’m always trying something new. One day, a new trick or technique will work and I am going to be so proud of myself for not giving up on myself. My history of failure is no indication of my potential to succeed.",2.4492271115409423,4.539443756286269,4.245054400386849,83.81169507575758,77.58800773694391,7.4031108961960035,24.50390876853643,8.344100000000001,1.6046067375886528,2030,71,411,40,48,685,239,517,0.138,0.772,0.09,-0.9864,1,1,2,0,0,0,69.0,7,3,0,11,27,30,3,6,22,1,39,5,2,7,6,80,86,43,0,11,16,0,4,2,0,2,1,7,1,0,29,26,2,1,8,6,0,8,12,14,0,3,17,14,64,16,70,59,7,73,0,1,3,0,30,30,0,8,36,288,93,10,0.0,0.0,0.07894587213729799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462909852594335,0.0,0.0,0.055014176345302486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657308342980217,0.07201736919000794,0.0,0.0,0.0760073870999899,0.06220643034956193,0.0,0.04931535320802005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154869821822649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310568182895553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291827303975339,0.08951333852433596,0.0,0.20869296139306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277999714465986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686621272272542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090502626192912,0.0,0.2330275281541181,0.0,0.0,0.06881275089049245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845329033401234,0.07760580835281869,0.13793050414581587,0.0678543443586882,0.06470241724053402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987113326913811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933867635347665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889200822782313,0.0,0.2737731962002091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904644817596203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793488657229804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153097408465125,0.05400079137724959,0.0,0.0,0.08812285902482091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168505033858474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995701918338197,0.0623943892928126,0.15626575011433586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963867598368236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722736480326148,0.11217052853344148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646069793813558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920809106293542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078143586645362,0.06433422797420406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439542651720401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456019124885467,0.0,0.09055994251302718,0.28630407071053443,0.0,0.0646061424338872,0.0,0.09266966963480523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624646402463843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749156239336632,0.0,0.15896595102841804,0.0,0.1886917118270936,0.0,0.1533658146106235,0.0,0.0,0.10985038543520367,0.0,0.0,0.08421883789350826,0.0,0.06987086591577098,0.08909895230411417,0.0,0.14314919255129552,0.06421395660790175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299887353802158,0.0,0.0,0.07798386563339876,0.0,0.2355820940088326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845048892205302,0.0,0.0 adhd,givekimcheeachance,2019/04/25,"Adderall causing constipation Hello everyone, I am an adult with ADHD, recently diagnosed. I have been instructed to take Adderall a few times a week. I noticed that I wasn't having ANY bowel movements on the days I took Adderall. Many people on here have talked about how the stimulant causes them to have frequent or more regular bowel movements, especially right after taking their dose, but I have read on a few sites: "" Muscles in the digestive tract are slowed down by Adderall use, which may lead to constipation, abdominal pain, and other gastrointestinal issues. "" - [https://americanaddictioncenters.org/adderall/side-effects](https://americanaddictioncenters.org/adderall/side-effects) American Addiction Centers, which is of course very doom and gloom about the medication, for obvious reasons. "" Affected patients may experience frequent bowel movement urges, or diarrhea, that can occur in conjunction with abdominal gas or cramping. Alternatively, certain patients can experience difficulty producing a bowel movement, or constipation...."" [https://www.livestrong.com/article/164782-side-effects-of-adderall/](https://www.livestrong.com/article/164782-side-effects-of-adderall/) Livstrong So if I'm of the group of people who experience a medical side effect of my digestive tract being slowed down, what can I do? Gentle laxatives have only helped once or twice, but most of the time don't have any affect, and I will not have a bowel movement until about 24 hours after my last dose. What happens then, though, is nothing short of that scene in Trainspotting, and it happens several times throughout the day until I'm in tears. Its very painful. I don't want to stop using Adderall because it can be very helpful for me and at the very least just takes the edge off of my inability to focus or follow through. So I'm appealing to you all to find out if anyone who has had this same experience has been able to find a solution? I try to drink plenty of water, I have plenty of fiber in my diet. And honestly, those things just make for a smoother ride, they don't ""wake up"" your digestive system. Mine is pretty much out of commission while I'm taking the meds. Coffee doesn't even work, though I'm sure I have built up quite a tolerance to caffeine anyway. Do I need to just deal with it or should I maybe talk to my Primary to see if she can prescribe me something to counteract it? Has anyone gone that route? Any ideas are appreciated!",10.321007556675065,12.06110773047859,8.942242821158693,59.235187909319905,57.3375314861461,10.78524937027708,35.779244332493704,10.70791436637684,4.166408040302267,2007,79,284,44,25,617,223,397,0.07400000000000001,0.838,0.08800000000000001,0.755,7,0,2,0,0,1,100.0,0,2,3,5,14,7,0,0,20,0,40,21,6,13,4,55,60,27,0,6,16,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,1,19,11,6,1,5,2,0,10,6,4,0,1,6,1,28,3,55,48,8,52,1,2,1,0,16,21,0,13,20,203,47,5,0.09393305940185204,0.0,0.0,0.10240089978833576,0.11288928344112735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163310448535234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136035837238286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726072115623285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299025411552906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211581048521527,0.09684085965651222,0.0,0.09534007801751293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201863752461352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062041899831141084,0.0,0.0,0.08975706367129575,0.0,0.36753822574379996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170622910487826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612938842073036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592269938629722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925051421369103,0.0,0.0,0.10603899049340412,0.0,0.09804170944053728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656798049094034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270104655289636,0.09523337885682302,0.09436838363046704,0.0,0.10433845330303414,0.1892553501766232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905160673669941,0.06965017332499937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013130388469863,0.10694341071313436,0.0,0.1000356426195535,0.0,0.07144032446087603,0.19990279595336846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024271222812822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556369095611318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990937112269606,0.09395847902175627,0.0,0.0,0.0965788295940553,0.09274756399060614,0.0,0.0,0.08021831948766478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485248678907787,0.0,0.0,0.1061176201417366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231425828161539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853224370392231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853079683414979,0.0,0.2825038822268504,0.15099967005231596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062404950795864673,0.0,0.1845775078762549,0.0,0.16431936698062094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436308524094214,0.06377438140590011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225600791182596,0.0,0.3100184458893136,0.055404152156862084,0.0,0.0753474342973666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838438598188634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,curiousblogger566,2019/04/25,"suicidal thoughts on adderall come down? Anxiety, depression and general haziness is not fun on the come down. Sometimes every negative thing I think about myself and all my greatest worries (which I typically put out of my mind) swarm over me. I am going on hours of this. And it happens at least once of twice a week. Suicidal thoughts too. i don't think I'd actually ever do that, but the negative thoughts about myself I usually don't have overwhelm me to the core. &#x200B; Adderall XR seems shit. Vyvanse is fucking expensive and doesn't seem to work ritalin gave me hives when I was in grade school &#x200B; supposedly concerta made me really angry around fifth grade. IDK HOW TO LIVE WITH or WITHOUT MEDS.",5.270117973629424,7.613042923664121,5.5385149201943085,76.56559333795975,70.14503816793894,9.34378903539209,34.80985426786953,9.800150414767053,3.8807801526717562,577,30,97,15,11,183,93,131,0.228,0.742,0.03,-0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,1,4,0,9,3,1,2,2,26,23,8,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,7,0,1,4,7,4,0,1,6,0,14,1,20,17,3,19,0,2,0,1,1,10,2,3,5,69,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.12954088694514052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766033736621843,0.3226016895934154,0.0,0.0,0.10155027945487162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817202885673972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286977434267794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114333882139864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007630103717536,0.1118441782997993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272148091515135,0.0,0.0,0.07544257586499699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738679483500855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072800958862466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721709553374755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560741647823884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474508120172798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403555606575482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137009192654604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344633266171524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504044722646936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434597652302008,0.0,0.24169383327191624,0.0,0.0,0.13626179805050975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128912727965233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29040502191651985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819050290139824,0.1701164744281004,0.0,0.3161563414256163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620089682820442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064807845895322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796234746754287,0.0,0.09664062407602324,0.1348099439808296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226016895934154,0.0 adhd,LeopoldStotch90,2019/04/25,"Not being allowed to work longer Like most ADD people, I take a little longer sometimes to do work. I have had an issue lately working as a contract employee and being forced to stick to a 5 day 8 hour schedule. I have always been a contractor and with all my past employers, none of them really cared if I worked a bit over my hours as long as i never charged more than 40 and were ok with me flexing a little time. For me, this has always been critical because if I am in the middle of a task and know if I stay an extra hour i can finish it, whereas if i wait till the next day, it will take me twice as long because i have to mentally ""reset"" and cant just pick back up. I had been operating under my usual work routine till it my inconsistent hours were brought up. Since then, my supervisor has really pushed me to stay consistent but now I am getting really stressed out because I CANT finish my work in the allotted time! I have never minded working longer because I know what someone can do in 40 might take me 45. I never ask for compensation and I dont record that time. Has anyone else dealt with something like this? Where you are willing to put in the work but arnt being allowed and then having your performance suffer because of it? How have you gone about addressing it?",7.090567908653848,6.009407425781252,7.5314062500000025,76.14027644230772,64.5859375,10.376923076923076,33.36418269230769,9.466822959209583,2.8838038461538464,1015,35,197,16,13,335,137,256,0.053,0.9059999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.7031,4,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,9,7,6,0,1,13,1,32,0,0,4,4,35,43,22,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,2,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,9,0,32,4,32,28,7,46,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,7,29,149,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542824865263249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482422830791985,0.09499123829812367,0.0,0.0,0.08667031987272243,0.0,0.0,0.07128743234069579,0.0,0.282572467622634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121412276708024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452291662040484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195791599171224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865415683100862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744640155812747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484365811826724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651984222844732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967640197578557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019007892514951,0.0,0.1045796931879186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058578501371754,0.18583737480911053,0.0,0.16408894314652794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342878001405996,0.09834950716090758,0.09360957487089112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450848956397653,0.0,0.09859698187398963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850114871285979,0.06427268787578093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319806501503564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817511290351098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668977174684542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855196204038734,0.07137185139943808,0.09169148657681107,0.0,0.0,0.19763073417188706,0.0,0.0,0.1061977478373718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911669684357215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217794002005534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210577103225714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399455488110116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tylerstockman14,2019/04/25,"The most embarrassing moment with my psychiatrist Today I tried to get back on medication because I was quitting everything I tried to do with my life, so I scheduled an appointment with a psychiatrist. I looked like a mess because I was to laying off going to get my haircut and my beard was out of control so I thought I would shave. I used a mechanical razor to shave and I just finished the left side of my face, then of course of my razor dies. No big deal I will charge it and do it in the morning. After waking up late, and having to drive back to my house because I forgot something 3 times I finally get to the meeting and the girl laughs at me because I have half of my face shaved while the other half is a hairy mess. Sometimes I hate how forgetful I am.",5.59854256854257,5.531303038961042,6.484632034632039,79.04774170274172,67.31168831168831,9.182106782106784,32.046176046176036,8.841846274778883,2.484614141414141,604,23,121,9,9,201,89,154,0.10800000000000001,0.853,0.039,-0.8479,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,11,0,11,5,3,3,0,18,20,10,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,5,1,25,2,23,13,1,23,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,13,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454199733206625,0.0,0.4352969779099852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002255612226232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840464663013428,0.0,0.0,0.18527576165134424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044242631453978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955601306784113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798082769682598,0.0,0.10145713202643156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625171813961232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598831860028288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137853830229305,0.0,0.1939626974030688,0.0,0.12609408227144062,0.08721594231611103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991198934964625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798402996017208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987818541411616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743355590956827,0.17656102230500365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172508164979356,0.10409655230558848,0.0,0.16921625637837492,0.0,0.0,0.24240696705795245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418411710849636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268156135444135,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonymous101707,2019/04/25,"Adhd medication and roommates So in a few weeks I'm moving in with one of my friends and a few guys he knows. I've met one of them and he's really cool and apparently the other guy is also pretty chill. As this is the first time I'll have roommates since starting my meds Im a bit paranoid about my medication. I feel like I should tell the other two that I've got adhd because in my past living situations theres been times where I've forgotten to do something and it upset my other roommates. Also with having adhd, I always find it hard to keep it a secret that I have it. The problem is I've read tons of stories about people having their meds stolen and because my medication costs me so much, i can't afford to have any go missing. The guys seem really nice so i dont want to seem like a paranoid weirdo and ask for a lock for my door or get a safe or anything but I also dont want to lose any of my meds. Does anyone have any advice for what to do?",3.8246832579185535,4.0461225392156885,5.511372549019608,83.49848416289596,71.15686274509805,7.845550527903469,25.496229260935145,7.61054688173877,1.1823812971342385,754,20,162,8,13,259,110,204,0.09300000000000001,0.823,0.085,0.3462,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,10,10,0,1,12,1,16,3,0,0,0,24,31,17,0,4,3,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,3,11,9,0,2,6,1,1,2,3,4,0,4,3,3,18,6,21,27,5,12,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,4,8,104,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684179033572462,0.09985355649269936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245150835471237,0.08502572877032598,0.0,0.0,0.20846698764266847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144981103107159,0.0,0.0840891753281088,0.0,0.0955287573574088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458150257226665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115590595391636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942238551350956,0.0,0.23951905563579245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166757716378279,0.07300066065080303,0.0,0.0,0.09339482454533814,0.08691812330641945,0.0,0.0,0.07894752737735196,0.0,0.05338720819095786,0.0,0.0580738327898037,0.0,0.081726316811339,0.0,0.0,0.3035363002883797,0.0,0.0,0.09153728284163624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037684549942954,0.0,0.0,0.09082632029146814,0.0,0.0,0.056157954564087335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998444160505439,0.0,0.09023082693139657,0.0,0.0,0.11431837007353668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34051198691050794,0.30882054162198275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086060017874876,0.07511739940207574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848578693602165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754671234233638,0.07084189851624559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039584201025068,0.0,0.09777681096237212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022121993888043,0.0,0.13092407452888882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860499472456675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452811305828792,0.11485971196700585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866665641131196,0.0,0.0,0.07232674816546628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931379786873707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916926196996945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981945422746777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054218642499655,0.0,0.0819662797654907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sesquipedalophobia,2019/04/25,"Cvs and Walgreens won’t tell me what generic brand they carry over the phone. I called a Cvs and a Walgreens (in California) and neither of them were willing to tell me the generic brand they carry for Concerta. One of them said it was policy, while another said it was because it was a Schedule 2 drug. It’s a bit frustrating because I’d rather not go driving around different pharmacies and stand in their lines to find out the generics they carry are incompatible with me. Any suggestions?",8.043478260869566,7.900115521739135,7.875130434782608,71.37421739130438,62.26086956521739,11.273043478260867,39.052173913043475,10.793553405168565,4.320501739130435,396,19,69,9,5,127,61,92,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.4404,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,2,10,0,11,2,2,10,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,2,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588884964924852,0.2557943403100087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715999990093027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974094227050393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663213624014015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490919430154197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548673536289366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828951448252269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295846717336704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386377971662817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530133725752638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640891971541917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264319263339639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cicadaselectric,2019/01/24,"Feeling phone addicted since I started meds... So since I started medication several months ago, I feel like I’m glued to my phone. I’m on it constantly even when I don’t want to be. It’s like I have to constantly be doing something with my brain. When I’m reading a textbook or otherwise studying or doing something else it feels like I’m zoning out and reaching for my phone. It’s worse at work—our system is slow and work is slow so there’s a lot of lag time and I can’t do anything not work related on the computer. Can anyone relate? Advice? Ways you’ve overcome it? 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So I did just write this whole thing out and an IG notification popped up, clicked it, came back on reddit and everything I typed was gone. I'm going to try again quickly, and see if I can summarize this a bit better. I was trying to make it short before but I'm not very good at summarizing... LOL. Basically, my teenage years and childhood were very similar, I'm sure, to most of yours. Can I just get some appreciation right now as to how fucking hard it is to write something out and not get distracted 7 million times during writing it out, and get off track, and start rambling about random shit? Thank God for editing hah. So, I grew up in an amazing household with twin brothers my mom and my dad and myself. Everyone in my close family is diagnosed with ADHD other than my dad. My twin brothers are on the very hyperactive side of it, and because of the way symptoms present differently in males and females, I got missed and didn't end up getting my diagnosis until I was about 14. Something that is kind of important to know about me so that this makes more sense, is that I'm extremely stubborn, hard-headed, strong-willed, and independent. When I got my diagnosis at 14, the doctor put me on Concerta. I took the Concerta for about a week and a half, figured I didn't need it, that it couldn't help me, and said fuck it and stopped. I was a baaaaad teenager. Drinking, ecstasy, risky Behavior, running away from home, dropped out of school, and bounced from shity entry level job to shity entry level job. My whole life I've always had dreams and career goals and aspirations, and figured there would be time to get serious about that later . From childhood to about the age of 20 I just struggled. I sucked it up, and figured everyone was dealing with the type of shit that I was. I'm at my boyfriend when I was about 20, we've been together for almost seven years now, and I really think that he is one of the only reasons (obviously along with my parents) that I'm not some random bum on the street. In the areas that I really really, struggle in, like money? impulse control, etc, my boyfriend helps balance me out. He is super responsible and I am so grateful for him. 3 years ago I decided I needed to do something different job-wise, 9-5 office-type jobs we're soul-crushing, and quite frankly I sucked at them. I took some courses in cosmetic tattooing and became self-employed. After working in that field for about 3 years, I realized I needed something more.... Something that would stimulate me mentally, something I was passionate about. Nursing! Well, now you see where my problem is. No high school diploma, how the hell am I going to become a nurse? How the hell am I going to go back to high school? I couldn't do it before how am I going to do it now? I was anticipating my impending failure. When I get overwhelmed, I tend to shut down. And then it dawned on me, why DON'T I get help? What is the harm in trying? I did some research online, and felt like I was ready a biography when i was learning about ADHD in adults. Because of how I am as a person, and I think partly because of the stigma attached to ADHD and ADHD medication, I I hadn't wanted to try medication or try therapy, it felt like I was failing.... Like it was me admitting that I couldn't do it on my own. But my drive for pursuing a career that I'm truly passionate about, coupled with support from my boyfriend and my family, had me finding myself talking to my family doctor about getting myself re-diagnosed. My original doctor threw out my diagnosis from when I was a teen as they only hold onto the files for 10 years. I was referred to a a specialty clinic for adults with ADHD in my area. I filled out but tons of paperwork, got my mom to fill it out, and was told I would need to wait 3 months to get an appointment. I'm sure as many of you can relate, I'm one for instant gratification, so knowing I would have to wait that long felt really discouraging. I was put on the cancellation list, but told not to get my hopes up. Until yesterday - I got a call from the clinic telling me that it was my lucky day. They called the four other people ahead of me on the cancellation list and none of them were able to make it, I had an appointment at 2 p.m. yesterday. My best friend took me to my appointment, I met with the doctor who was amazing and didn't make me feel insecure or ashamed or like a failure. She told me right away that she barely even needed to look at my paperwork to know my diagnosis. I told her how important it was to me to start seriously looking into options as I needed to finish my high school and start my nursing course. She gave me a prescription for Vyvanse and booked me an appointment for cognitive behavioral therapy. I left the clinic feeling like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. I was so happy and hopeful. I felt understood. Today was my first day on 10 mg of Vyvanse. I went to my college. Did my assessments. Even had a kid humming beside me, and for the most part, I was able to concentrate. For the first time in a long time I feel proud of myself, I feel hopeful, and my goals feel attainable. I have a lot of problems organizing my thoughts, so I'm really sorry that this post is all over the place. But the TL DR is that I've started my meds, I am so happy to have found this Reddit thread, I feel understood and surrounded by my peers, and I cannot wait to work my ass off and see what the future has in store for me. Any advice, or tips, or tricks, or things you found being on medication, or apps that help you or anything really, I'm so totally open to it and thankful for the help. And I hope if if there is anything that I can help anyone with, you won't hesitate to ask me back! Here's to this awesome community that I'm so grateful to have found, and to all of us being so successful in our futures and reaching our full potential.",5.796403714310507,5.866590426860565,6.622866069104031,77.7555215035767,66.88708297690333,9.856366769566458,32.16871846369373,9.653516015845867,2.871240180508549,4655,178,912,90,69,1546,444,1169,0.095,0.7490000000000001,0.157,0.9981,8,0,7,0,0,0,153.0,3,6,4,18,53,55,10,6,49,2,82,24,4,15,6,183,186,92,0,23,23,7,12,6,1,5,14,1,1,5,54,67,2,8,31,3,2,19,16,24,1,10,66,19,148,31,163,109,23,153,2,4,6,5,58,72,9,27,65,637,202,26,0.08416282520959867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528684014657228,0.041121469365442816,0.037302633227009004,0.0,0.04213845607624984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03501510635887109,0.0,0.0,0.028616803604389413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029424302134853912,0.0,0.06925883401004337,0.0,0.03934044021234955,0.0,0.07907374475520754,0.09707402628752858,0.0,0.07695731561500553,0.046475614053323545,0.07161636536838624,0.0,0.044161846311896,0.03721758973922263,0.04594200357413143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593965450697567,0.048129925403657854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047197882491425286,0.0,0.04656228264595065,0.0,0.08141708946507152,0.04338408860692136,0.0,0.0854234959741898,0.0,0.0879322391998127,0.0,0.17228843577257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122376379160481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037271641142852925,0.0,0.046931898773404826,0.05558875229243095,0.0,0.0,0.08042118620640966,0.03782006022404495,0.0,0.11901183196197493,0.0,0.1276657597077669,0.030062969573132464,0.1616190213893751,0.0,0.03846164875171797,0.1431777122573709,0.0,0.13842029063013242,0.032511994991010616,0.07780717572457636,0.21985801239753566,0.0,0.11957918274920748,0.035295892353807666,0.1346253994810356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959289243699338,0.07539336012420209,0.0,0.043187669820354525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923770298533702,0.13338396854053666,0.042211087951273485,0.1671853512585372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703723496710965,0.0,0.0,0.04382131556565802,0.0693805315307489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572157792366599,0.0,0.029723346217990918,0.1233531155067017,0.0,0.0,0.074481451860838,0.07067557622688736,0.0,0.0,0.03577611215104493,0.0,0.0,0.11235867872491076,0.04266394744238605,0.0,0.0,0.04674296282853741,0.1271777880305776,0.04240816625176291,0.0,0.0,0.0985704836902132,0.03358898206105621,0.0,0.0,0.1872170054088943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703090851306052,0.06400962109405303,0.0,0.0,0.046726428698202704,0.09114013809455136,0.0,0.029173952956183306,0.036743866330759975,0.04396611959990635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030236089854974,0.0,0.0,0.08053245728776519,0.0,0.08460688526395091,0.0,0.04475876220866815,0.0,0.0,0.16175058282472746,0.04326670080710597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187459287113304,0.04002905993368682,0.0,0.0,0.17035454470181322,0.1006003126415056,0.0,0.04390009096187672,0.0,0.08639193062535636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437796400989046,0.0,0.04710669615507892,0.11914176173407595,0.0,0.0,0.035181945218535605,0.0,0.08798525861755747,0.0,0.0,0.047753488336625315,0.07932246673392318,0.04373870038149623,0.0,0.0338234454361591,0.036781009429936035,0.07748582182082035,0.096247525490124,0.0,0.055914041334231335,0.05392814004837535,0.0,0.03340794106880903,0.12269005049807155,0.0,0.039888258698924976,0.16084237241281932,0.14026199333971673,0.14285258431094022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050618758015900496,0.0,0.0,0.104164717563029,0.02482070744611589,0.03340226659716256,0.033755170879891265,0.0512438237540845,0.03783624370620112,0.039009891080281085,0.037971929530807136,0.09396478871875306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127153912699825,0.0,0.0,0.11957371255895265,0.0,0.0,0.13549525012091598 adhd,tnbmac235,2019/01/24,"Ok here it is now that I can organize my thoughts. So when I was little I had so much trouble with never paying attention, talking too much, over eating. Always looking for distraction. Finally around grade 3, a teacher called my mom in and said “He does well on all the assessment parts of school but interaction with classmates and his unwillingness to sit still, pay attention, or stop talking while teachers are instructing is affecting his learning.” My parents had known for awhile that I was smart, but would NEVER slow down or stop doing things when asked as well as how forgetful I was about anything. But they ignored it and punished me thinking it was just laziness and bad behaviour. They would always boil it down to me being upset about my dad leaving when I was little. Finally I got thrown in the pool, when I moved from Ontario to Alberta at 9. Loved it and excelled at the sport always put ACTUAL focus into what I was doing when swimming. But at school was a different story, I was slipping in my grades as my new school had longer classes then I was used to compared to my school in Ontario. I was also being bullied at the time so this failing from then on was what my parents thought was happening. But still I knew in my brain and what frustrated me the most about school and chores is that it was so easy for everyone to focus, but for me it was like everything in the world was poking me and saying “Hey over here!” All at the same time. This kind of lead to me feeling like I was dumb. After a couple more years of me struggling in school and me now going on to junior high. At home my parents were frustrated with me. I had turned to binge eating (that I would hide for the next two years). I would never save any money cause I would always have to have something new. I would never remember anything that my parents told me to do. They would call me names cause of it and I was REALLY starting to struggle in school now. So tensions were high when I was at home. But I was still swimming and my love for it had grown and grown, but my dad lost his job half way through my grade 7 year and I had to quit. And this is where the downward spiral started. Grade 8, I had no outlet outside of school and I was struggling to pick up on anything in any of my classes. So I started turning more and more towards food and now alcohol and weed. So next year dad got job back and I swam for two years. My parents believing all my “memory”, and “behaviour” problems and attitudes would go away. But three years passed of me being ridiculed at home for everything that I would forget, my dad was smacking me on the back of the head for “half assing all my jobs”. And my last year of swimming my drinking, smoking and eating had gotten worse. (was hiding my binge packages in my room). And school was rough hated it, high school from 9-11 was just terrible I could not pick up anything that everyone thought was so easy. So I kind of isolated myself from my family. Grade 12 dad lost his job summer before and I had to quit swimming again, I had to move schools again back to the school I went in g9 cause I left in g10 so I could go to swim club in another town. And grade 12 was the worst year for everything. I NEVER Showed up to class because I felt stupid and behind everyone else. I was smoking and drinking Friday-Sunday. I hated myself was severely suicidal but never came out about it as my parents looked down on mental health because of the stigma it had. This lead to me spending a year struggling with borderline alcoholism, and a bad binge eating disorder and suicidal thoughts and in the middle of this I had to have surgery for my chest cause of puberty Gynocemastia. And finally in February of 2017 I decided I wanted to swim and start upgrading my high school marks to get into university. Was a bit of a struggle. But I got to do it on my own time. I swam all summer and from sept to October and that’s when I started to make plans for suicide and couldn’t cope anymore. I stopped swimming and struggled through my classes that semester. I couldn’t do lifegaurding anymore I was constantly standing on deck thinking of how I could hurt myself. And this is when I went to my doctor and go my antis . So in February 2018 I got into antis and it helped my mood, but it would always plateau my thoughts of suicide would come back. And struggled all last year to figure out why no councelling or anything would help with my depression and why my habits of forgetting or not listening would not get better. My parents were constantly berating me for being on antis and going to counseling as they didn’t believe in it. So I would finally get to uni after a year at home of fights and screaming and not getting any better. But I was finally moving out. I was hoping everything that would get better. And I have seen a psychiatrist that my doctor finally referred me to for about 2 months as she couldn’t figure out why none of my antis would work when I was making out on dosage. And this psychiatrist did 4 sessions with me of assessment and QandA. And when I was in my first few weeks on uni I was just struggling like I was back in high school and stopped going to swim practice for the uni team and stopped going land or classes. I went back to see my psychiatrist and told him what was going on and he told he suspected for a couple appointments that my depression was actually a co-morbid symptom of adhd and that’s why I had done so much assessment. So here I am now 20 years old just finally on my first week of meds and I feel GREAT I’m swimming feel happy. Going to classes and loving them. Anyway moral is, whether you have your own stigmas about mental health or your parents do, or your a parent who does. DROP THEM go to a doctor, psychologist, or whoever people need to get help and feel supported. We need to treat whatever it is that’s someone deals with mentally like a broken leg. It’s serious yes and In my mind deadlier than any broken bone because it is the silent and drawn out killer of young adults and any age for that matter. And we need to start taking the concerns of our children, friends and whoever serious because I don’t know how I can even count how many times the ignorance of others had isolated to state where I thought there would be nothing better than for me to end my life, because I would never live up to expectations, because I was “Lazy”, “stupid”, forgetful, or just wasn’t “putting my mind to it”. So this is not an attack but if you read this and have ANY stigmas about mental health please do research or look at how it is affecting those around. And if you are struggling please get help! Thank you, Thomias ",5.203606786745301,6.152230918335906,5.564984326018814,81.73773754494094,68.39907550077042,8.679680498733685,30.48194392788198,8.874584343797972,2.405402288224146,5284,202,1010,88,87,1687,440,1298,0.185,0.741,0.07400000000000001,-0.9995,15,0,5,0,1,5,100.0,3,7,6,17,72,67,11,12,34,2,118,27,6,18,13,228,199,131,4,33,37,15,6,4,1,18,10,4,6,2,53,86,10,7,25,17,4,36,21,40,2,7,84,15,156,26,183,86,21,214,1,6,5,4,68,81,2,14,96,742,209,47,0.0,0.0,0.053147024817423616,0.0,0.0327263511599322,0.0,0.0,0.05820328115955455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02177660818237395,0.11329180118597415,0.0,0.0,0.11110801805250592,0.028554061189149205,0.0,0.0,0.054011638176001193,0.0,0.0,0.11204389860507044,0.04848269838567788,0.025457294262806303,0.030979175657307418,0.02558440599329444,0.12563367563443026,0.045473468644008135,0.09959853111515796,0.0,0.023171561850537484,0.061359988250302276,0.0,0.09633437029475532,0.02972918192314535,0.0,0.0,0.03039878413284292,0.0556117588369336,0.03114499144478835,0.0,0.11189488734638177,0.0,0.023457081644691832,0.0,0.0588540397525253,0.0,0.06522517510301136,0.060261132029418726,0.0,0.0,0.028073948944866124,0.046908013484059964,0.0,0.0,0.028450582611864113,0.031209067011855867,0.08361619844363273,0.04766003546309018,0.02786675117596574,0.0,0.05335199503608335,0.0,0.11145638001141148,0.022747993049477847,0.0,0.024118569368053785,0.0,0.0,0.017985808206162752,0.0,0.0,0.07806111692585345,0.0978938107416838,0.0,0.025670948356263167,0.0,0.05507521513269885,0.01945382051410751,0.02614601516764765,0.20881148463505747,0.0,0.0463253224053541,0.032927814118349816,0.0,0.021038590800954604,0.0,0.09958945708792456,0.0,0.15475995827809055,0.0,0.08711642247360328,0.0300222561535451,0.0,0.0,0.024080269347607892,0.02898788898031343,0.0,0.053769918390009434,0.02794684587175904,0.0868357883033321,0.0,0.0,0.07300941867120045,0.14385514916918374,0.10925958950418052,0.027046511556848105,0.0,0.0,0.02915133173170016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809019981602452,0.0,0.0,0.05671375914029837,0.014965436734265253,0.044393773098225765,0.0,0.028833680365708013,0.02958654395019233,0.0,0.019234049417401637,0.05321473345219073,0.05458519989877071,0.024045457894682463,0.0,0.06860150514926637,0.0,0.0594516718988109,0.0,0.07373107907806355,0.0,0.03635378673752437,0.027607943850937858,0.0,0.0,0.030247484599014506,0.0,0.1097697088888434,0.0,0.05499106261068466,0.031892599515716505,0.02173551174569741,0.08682667992424731,0.060053719751032124,0.06057428910263556,0.1470154959661592,0.05259970834824811,0.05792092113371105,0.0,0.0,0.02612886371071248,0.0,0.02857433711546418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721310679086137,0.029488502188867945,0.0,0.01887853570539571,0.0,0.0,0.059782886560016985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026056374201907755,0.0,0.05474932062777882,0.0,0.05792700713233774,0.02723835323591821,0.0,0.017444865732407725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030847396673036057,0.0,0.02590290175440096,0.02165517156367839,0.0,0.3858289364646397,0.021699568756064075,0.0,0.0,0.030763261092235383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023072724498070057,0.02096374198024183,0.0,0.0,0.11564538440909775,0.0,0.06524009734138317,0.1138316103393574,0.0,0.2562096339788583,0.0,0.11914510754768852,0.03090139810584379,0.0,0.028303419084134526,0.020474311139155963,0.0437744671286102,0.0,0.02507063160250021,0.0,0.0,0.01809105587005365,0.034897030202177506,0.0,0.12971015808351624,0.06351442336260395,0.0,0.0,0.07806111692585345,0.0,0.0,0.05923898235136545,0.0532014293855837,0.0,0.0,0.023518827167949844,0.0,0.0,0.016061539979119174,0.021614687716222897,0.04368610586675389,0.0,0.04896785011193898,0.07573018535356861,0.0982869107284521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0198244807769258,0.0,0.027750699251688767,0.3481939771454973,0.0,0.0,0.21043033183698232 adhd,Toyidreddit,2019/01/24,"Someone who knows about medications, please 70 mg Vyvanse 15 mg dextroamp. ER capsules How much of a difference between these two medications?",8.279565217391307,11.536935434782613,7.3645652173913065,62.74510869565219,64.21739130434783,9.817391304347826,46.28260869565217,10.125756701596842,5.950408695652175,117,8,15,3,2,36,21,23,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507956173307504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845238000726093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.676481664653447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468207415465049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368561426012592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844866393149936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279867501977203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lil_Jim_jim216,2019/01/24,So I might be getting add meds So I'm wondering of I should take them cause I have addict genes in my family and I dont wanna get addicted so should I take then and how much and when cause I'm scared I'll get addicted ,-1.3008163265306116,0.7319156530612254,1.5889795918367329,96.13816326530615,96.55102040816324,6.06530612244898,15.16326530612245,7.447530270364453,0.13091020408163254,173,4,42,4,7,60,32,49,0.069,0.9309999999999999,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,0,12,14,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6296865057014209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955803741296135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256538139938476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815082636188192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017804269842732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138669881693176,0.0,0.0,0.20425303589434707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153803026137654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276473470205194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895301421735718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879990664645007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VeryOriginalName98,2019/01/24,"It helps to put the pasta in the water when you want macaroni. I was just sitting here on Reddit waiting for my macaroni to be done. Then wondered how much time was left on the timer. Then I realized I didn’t set the timer. Then I realized the pasta was still in the box. Good news, there was still water in the pot!",1.0383956043956069,3.265848092307692,2.7360439560439573,91.98538461538462,83.46153846153845,6.175824175824177,20.05494505494506,7.447530270364453,0.5988021978021982,246,7,53,4,7,81,41,65,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,0,7,4,0,1,0,8,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,6,1,8,3,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347330541914672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743528360542173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924573788881507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553910592907405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404533979207783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328822100447258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224390146506556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073246808647315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929298574591588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547219566781044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alertthepuppies,2019/01/24,"How do you know what is normal and what not? How do you know what is normal and what not? How do you know that the way you function is not the ""neurotypical"" way? How did you discover this? The brain knows only one natural way of doing things, doesn't it? Asking this because because sometimes I go in a frenzy of doing random tasks one after another / get involved in a series of events that I don't find abnormal, though if I were asked to vocalize what just happened it would sound quite absurd.",5.687560137457048,6.130927051546394,6.164484536082476,79.66088487972509,67.14432989690721,8.940893470790376,28.537800687285234,8.841846274778883,2.134870790378008,392,12,74,6,6,127,58,97,0.025,0.9390000000000001,0.037000000000000005,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,0,13,1,1,4,0,20,22,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,1,8,0,7,19,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043184067956687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395579615154581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141312326350931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273460851999286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598643757114342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948826933679206,0.0,0.10321202130640904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605953697986509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39922806706917374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558745955536422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612458495050546,0.13812108061547934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316248081483767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961497266922444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065229693072076,0.0,0.17842895477848913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324559725758219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900912479687904,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twistedpigeonstix,2019/01/24,Intentional bluring Strange title and I’m sorry for that but does anyone else’s ever fine themselves somehow bluring their own vision. It tends to happen when I space out during a conversation. I have to snap out of it because I look like I’m staring through a person.,2.9529411764705884,5.851820274509804,4.15245098039216,80.43102941176474,81.54901960784316,4.968627450980391,28.10784313725491,6.42735559955562,1.6040431372549016,218,10,35,2,6,71,41,51,0.053,0.784,0.16399999999999998,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,7,6,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24824536698497174,0.3637703899792296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642311140712686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106893158726367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965821711774077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211451369522688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139520286522269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344981985388844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981359468936324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099986718434893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39742723619654624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hansen5852,2019/01/24,"Imposter Syndrome? Is this like when you are going to college and you feel completely separate from everyone else? Like, ""the capable ones know better than I do!"" I completely relate and am very intimidated by every normal functioning person that I know, especially my peers. Not just at school either, like other mom's at my son's jui-jitsu classes and even family members. I feel like i'm trying to fake it until I make it! Hell, I even feel like an imposter on this forum!",3.4657927590511903,6.114008438202252,5.2374531835206,75.12586766541824,76.97752808988764,8.000499375780276,25.61922596754057,8.841846274778883,2.4974109862671665,377,14,62,9,9,128,64,89,0.10800000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.8335,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,12,5,0,1,3,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,10,6,9,12,1,6,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,7,41,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672519494420734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953064034742628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747914536252072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902326097956465,0.0,0.15883106253089668,0.18013307742195706,0.0,0.0,0.17771409543676311,0.0,0.2859548243736209,0.26934868688715763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713677427702784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720458123606306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604917633018232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583446930163555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078516131951526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470356326793305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774187428994796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460303635793186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078609653427506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798854054982012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554368211098682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noah_4m0,2019/01/24,"Need advice for situation I can't find online Alright, about a month ago I was diagnosed with add by my doctor and was super exited because it ment I might be able to actually do my homework. He put me on 20mg vyvanse and the first two days were epic. In those days I did more than the whole month before. But after that it didn't no hardly anything. Be bumped me to 30mg and then 40 for 2 days which sent me into a depression which still persists even though I'm back to 30. I've but cutting myself and I just can't take it so now I'm quitting it at least for now. I'm just so fucking desperate it's so bad.",1.1615909090909111,2.846175310606064,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,79.98484848484848,6.218181818181819,21.60606060606061,7.1686216300943375,0.5438969696969704,479,14,108,6,12,164,89,132,0.115,0.8540000000000001,0.031,-0.8903,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,4,12,6,2,0,4,1,11,3,0,0,0,14,18,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,6,1,11,2,15,9,3,20,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,1,13,74,20,2,0.1857994161811045,0.0,0.18131342830475672,0.0,0.0,0.18156103913054186,0.16469997194927075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152897088380803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286828232975382,0.15513475166442364,0.11326159957616914,0.0,0.15810161839649445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594757579038541,0.0,0.16002876490223375,0.18858249637683566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017357545673494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271876207159176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981730034929707,0.1580408884879717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176856632752555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643978217369665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971038189298816,0.0,0.0,0.2966066427318591,0.0,0.0,0.13776791284243498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867797314051065,0.0,0.1976205496108032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884632847793486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837965376912016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969803794554514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825469830427731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181499031897854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074384128865248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LizzieIzzat,2019/01/24,"Never stick to hobbies Im always seemingly switching from hobby to hobby, I get all excited about this new idea, buy the materials, do it once then give up (usually when I realise it'll take a lot more mental effort and focus than I feel prepared for) I feel as if it's one of the biggest things that holds me back in my confidence, I feel like I'm almost a jack of all trades but master of none kinda individual. I can sing and play guitar reasonably well, Im alright at art, but I can never seem to push myself to do more and focus more and to improve for some reason. I meant, I want to do more with my hobbies but it feels almost like my brain is like nope, unless I feel extremely motivated and can focus on it. I feel almost as if im wasting my talents / potential So I end up feeling as if I'm a massive failure who could be so much better than I am at things, whilst my friends seem to be progressing in stuff and have things they're super good at",5.41090909090909,4.827621101010101,6.8057575757575774,78.32863636363636,67.7878787878788,9.422222222222222,30.626262626262626,8.841846274778883,2.3204080808080816,750,25,153,11,11,258,116,198,0.037000000000000005,0.7070000000000001,0.256,0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,7,12,0,0,5,1,13,1,1,3,4,42,30,20,0,5,7,0,7,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,15,4,2,1,4,0,1,1,1,7,20,12,29,25,10,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,12,12,110,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35828204518983026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992385980800608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170794437527732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548079996631454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331399399207014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952239389639476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563399057683433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221301714971771,0.08520342403030691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214436679488856,0.0,0.062311394126245076,0.11441050572465215,0.0,0.10003439199290612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346364331357331,0.3864821942585578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480155745109602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139541426025797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019175160679944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767399604675466,0.0,0.18397008638625265,0.1151875347831096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127014054415912,0.0808175098779109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452499608391916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257249812125049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653066698485972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967294688736746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377044503933325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135429433717272,0.0,0.07034598681673923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072341675485912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thesoulsearcher,2019/01/24,"Heard the “I know you’re smart, why can’t you apply it” lines again today. The disco version. I’ve heard it from so many people throughout my life that it needs a remix now. 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I just want to be able to fulfil my potential, you know? But anyways, my psychologist has told me he isn’t too eager on recommending to people to take meds and he isn’t a big advocate for them. He claims they haven’t been around long enough for him to be able to have complete confidence in them and that he’d sooner suggest taking anti-depressants rather than stimulants. And then I made the mistake of googling long term side effects of consistent ADHD medication use. It’s a horror to read. One of those includes heart death. Look I want to be able to work at full capacity but at the same time I’m not to keen on dying young(for now at least). What do you guys think?",5.259348198970837,6.448265352201261,6.077461406518013,77.23533447684395,68.43396226415095,9.55540308747856,30.17781589479703,9.800150414767053,2.8769572327044024,657,25,123,15,11,216,107,159,0.08199999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.049,-0.7248,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,3,2,10,4,0,0,5,0,13,5,1,5,1,23,27,7,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,2,14,2,24,18,5,17,0,1,1,0,13,10,0,0,7,80,19,2,0.4034878376855193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32327598088524223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194213611258284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972990664311076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101644037863573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158411611206725,0.0,0.13958555766781014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897026514228158,0.0,0.08883330380228599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800519139560961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317213185871274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593783434585115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391545449113336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094998464103424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23804935955326575,0.11294272088239644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545266319638744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493946759489262,0.4064715473947175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113793372100762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324255426481697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453234240823342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033726392585405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861795714213548,0.1321415839687917,0.0,0.07842566763922144,0.0,0.0,0.1285166399999762,0.0,0.09131391871706623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616131423930523,0.0,0.0,0.15865838711754635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791465045067056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kazz_oh,2019/01/24,"I hate being so defensive I’m tired of over reacting to what people say to me, and things that happen to me. Its like people don’t understand what I’m trying to tell them or trying to do - they misinterpret it, assume the worse, and I’m on the back foot having to explain myself better. Then the next day I re-read their email, or reconsider what they said, and realise they didn’t mean anything malicious at all. I know it’s an issue that affects my relationships at home and at work. I need to stop being so defensive.",5.850224358974358,5.728956394230771,6.941153846153848,76.17051282051283,66.78846153846155,10.01025641025641,28.871794871794872,9.725611199111238,2.4927487179487184,411,12,80,8,6,139,68,104,0.115,0.807,0.078,-0.7165,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,2,3,5,3,0,4,0,6,2,1,2,1,18,17,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,9,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,13,2,13,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,6,56,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713611273398683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012123043286838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416851007514992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342954963544665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414309718900773,0.0,0.0,0.20559070924429074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088784693234551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734509711627267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444148864171695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173397245395983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268309005520021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440493410275094,0.0,0.0,0.2214621783427296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873032813731153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829313222314394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356837170252572,0.0,0.0,0.19808086389664104,0.16559824578088433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740952726343472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200812447111586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834326399102306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393375461938811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275820973118304,0.0,0.0,0.21678183225361355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159885621419364,0.0,0.2122110693863265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sqadsh,2019/01/24,"Weird thoughts on ADHD I’ve always thought my mind was a little different and I was doing some thinking about what ADHD is from a “performance” perspective. You might’ve heard the saying that a computer is stupid. You have to tell it exactly what to do without any possible issues. That’s what my thought process feels like. I can’t process things spontaneously and in real time like people seem to do. Machines are incapable of genuine human thought. Think a Chinese Room kind of thing. See when it comes to focus you can tell yourself ok I’ll focus but then the professor starts talking then he starts saying things and then next thing you know you’re telling yourself I need to focus on _____. You can’t simply keep flowing with continuous focus, it’s discrete and it’s hard to focus like that. It feels like a constant conscious effort. You’re running up a hill that expands faster then you run. It’s my long winded take on what poor executive functioning feels like. I’m curious if anyone can relate to my rambling. 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i have at least 100 20mg concertas sitting around my house, in various places. my psychiatrist would call in my afternoon medicine, even if i didn’t need it, and by the time i got to the pharmacy, they would already have it ready for me. i rarely use it, i just took one because i’m slacking on homework, just browsing reddit and youtube, finding something to keep me entertained while i procrastinate. i was also using it during marching band season because my medication lasts 8 hours, take it at 5am, and my practice starts 6pm. it helps a lot but i don’t like the thought of taking a 20mg on top of my normal 36mg long release. should i stop asking for them? ask for less of them????? should i go throw these away in a local pill bin? it’s such a waste that i keep getting these and don’t use them. anyone else do this?",3.0436666666666667,4.795671588888889,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,74.77777777777777,7.2444444444444445,27.0,8.021203637495839,1.6433999999999993,706,27,144,11,15,231,113,180,0.049,0.879,0.07200000000000001,0.4039,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,1,6,2,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,3,0,26,30,8,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,11,5,0,4,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,5,0,27,2,19,20,4,29,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,2,13,93,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542248514990428,0.11176327943260664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772104402976238,0.14319712278068872,0.0,0.12441297841119082,0.3919605847427176,0.0,0.13130589907294318,0.0,0.0,0.17038861716323053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270708483568312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674868199987196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230789714964246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277349741006032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301704017084004,0.0,0.07942688005936847,0.0,0.11177609693100668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367588368015556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763207073650832,0.16126031899692658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484441236773623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392025852448108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827800127251632,0.0,0.0,0.12368016755904812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881603902458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815800845343326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036277266369547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693176656864972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470266951991056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460158711513169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759143633705298,0.0,0.0,0.09892042036239188,0.0,0.0,0.2336855026839042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210159097125856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095110650939498,0.0814931805130837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527469282629594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621144161687642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855811662453174,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaltyResearch69,2019/01/24,"College student looking for study tips I am currently a university student of bio and although I am passionate about the subjects that I'm learning, I find it impossible to stay focused on my homework. Even if I'm alone I find something to do on the web that's distracting. How could I train my brain or whatever to indulge in my work or just any little study tips really?",4.195,6.232968500000003,5.478888888888887,77.155,72.33333333333334,8.688888888888886,35.611111111111114,9.2995712137729,3.6679277777777775,300,17,53,7,6,100,52,72,0.061,0.853,0.087,0.4215,1,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,1,0,10,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,9,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,1,35,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30441535752623106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998775693882318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32811502849194163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467342305306624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413322408641293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372801919763069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945878417662309,0.0,0.0,0.2468211087903637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829445914065085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627611575139256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132825757260844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397928438628744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,israelhazan,2019/01/24,"Add with great capability to stick to projects I have been diagnost with add 6months ago and while reading about it I saw that jumping from one project to an other was repetitive information Nevertheless I am in disbelief about it because I am doing meditation for more then 9 months in a row beside of 6days vecation and been playing guitar for more than a year. I have also been able to go through 4months of intense study session 8hours a day with a self program. even though I feel like I am much slower in progression then others I still think that if anything I am obssesed with anything I decide to do. This is my strength not my weakness I think we can do much more than what those books tell us if we learn our strengths and not fight our thoughts I never understood why i should feel bad if I prefer to do a more uplifting job with high intensity for Short periods? Why if I need slower tempo or more visually appealing study session I should give up on harder subjects? We are capable of deep thinking to intense levels especially on something we care about so don't be afraid to go with what ever floats your boat. 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Sure, most other people act more “normal” by typical societal standards. But after having so much experience around these “normal” people ive begun to just think theyre weird by our standards. How can people drone on in small talk about sports for hours, or sit in a room with their friends and be completely silent for so long? Its so strange, and its all so boring. Everyone else does the same thing day in day out... homework... school... more boring small talk.... work.... small talk... small talk... small talk.... Its lame! We’re interesting as shit! I vote we all just start judging all normal people for being too bland and have an adhd uprising!",3.0160714285714287,5.848063395161294,3.1852534562212007,88.00145161290324,80.37096774193549,6.123502304147466,20.147465437788018,7.447530270364453,0.7606723502304149,527,14,97,8,14,161,86,124,0.11599999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.083,-0.7571,1,0,0,1,0,0,39.0,3,0,1,1,10,9,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,4,25,10,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,16,8,8,21,0,1,0,0,11,12,1,2,7,59,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448236629868246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218368176160298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349793471806882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653023542078514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976946914335493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286624443427166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615563457336584,0.0,0.1338779803378913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573978081514528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478218843872766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211191807321633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060983050442984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022891554157511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795334481259763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138512356920993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048759251851833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687212192895836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899147296991156,0.0,0.0,0.5500252611107634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092549498739347,0.08769609047461306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963767402287613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rustisamust,2019/01/24,"First psych appointment in 20 years coming up, what to expect? Title basically says it all. I don't need a diagnosis, I've known about my ADHD (ADD when I was diagnosed) for the better part of 30 years. I'm looking to make a solid effort towards finding a medication that works for me this time around. Does anyone have an insight into what sort of questions to expect, the typical treatment path, etc? And what red flags should I watch for? Backstory: diagnosed at 9, only took meds (ritalin) for a few years because current thinking was that it would go away in late adolescence. Tried again at 17 (ritalin again) and 32 (adderall from my GP) but each time I quit after a few weeks due to unpleasant psychological side effects. I've had reasonable success with self-therapy, but I've never had any formal psychological guidance.",4.867469635627528,7.199636921052632,5.893684210526319,73.63309716599194,71.23684210526315,8.887449392712552,30.771255060728738,9.466822959209583,3.2464012145749,660,29,109,16,13,218,111,152,0.027999999999999997,0.9109999999999999,0.061,0.5705,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,8,0,8,5,0,3,2,26,16,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,4,7,2,23,9,6,28,0,0,3,0,2,10,0,2,15,69,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785732528128927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195634144964448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511548467355445,0.0,0.0,0.1465586092707193,0.0,0.0,0.15467847649760147,0.0,0.0,0.1003589781625141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560484260856002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181707610611508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341988230174591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407177710486244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360973351857932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047192341576354,0.14003706583608835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356494176789357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571361946884987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138250572174212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989405712512501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287056720748085,0.16585080638167304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207356251534165,0.12697540918113984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521110139234698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828190320172996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844270596509723,0.17510786089081154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692705305569825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309230687881465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717485167576314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882726138184572,0.0,0.0,0.10549041997258693,0.0,0.0,0.19199809141408544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291373879297074,0.11177525573559592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205896399067227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198550587703527,0.0,0.0,0.11695082700988978,0.0,0.0,0.3180554899922252 adhd,ElleyDM,2019/01/24,"Having trouble getting started right now? Ok, after you read this post, close Reddit and go get started! <3 <3",3.3338333333333345,6.514426050000001,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,88.5,2.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,3.1291,0.7081666666666666,91,4,13,0,3,27,18,20,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.095,-0.2003,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242629722060565,0.0,0.2307535619644246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888600473387051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061352239407496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34674342846407163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747736618277944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,woresofsun,2019/01/24,"I finally feel normal! I remember to brush my teeth before going to bed, showers daily ( I don't have body odor, I just forget sometime), control my appetite, remember the house key when I leave, remember to exercise daily. Non-ADHD just look at me weirdly when I excitedly tell them. I thought I might post it here xD",4.116499999999999,6.134970983333336,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,72.5,8.8,32.0,9.3871,3.3713999999999995,249,12,42,6,5,85,45,60,0.092,0.78,0.128,0.6239,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,1,0,11,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,12,1,4,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,26,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333677024703161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523364078331187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156912010105348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779038690962996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981836957301272,0.0,0.0,0.21271568057783366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035747835517264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240586832813972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560953183644448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306304731267632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059952449847985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025605001657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597162224515773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6599073071357776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204987178541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972266237002975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415794156765178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jiera12,2019/01/24,"Your experience with adderall I was curious what this community’s experience with adderall was. I have seen a psychiatrist and therapist for 5 months and tried 2 different anti-depressants for 2 months each. Just had my 6th meeting with my psychiatrist and she suggested we up the dosage or change medication. I asked her what she thought about adderall for my case and she said there was “immense risk” and that it seems that I don’t trust her. My symptoms are: some sleepiness during the day, little/no sex drive, brain fog, lack of pleasure from things like socializing, etc. I don’t struggle with motivation or mood. I am an athlete at a top 25 university so I have a pretty stable life, just since about halfway through the summer I have been feeling these symptoms.",5.79220779220779,7.9138212857142864,5.8936363636363645,75.47681818181822,68.28571428571429,9.090909090909092,33.44155844155844,9.573946990214177,3.3754285714285714,620,29,107,14,11,196,96,140,0.048,0.7829999999999999,0.168,0.9407,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,2,6,6,0,2,7,0,12,6,1,1,0,21,18,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,3,19,3,14,10,4,8,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,4,5,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697901481404393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133223396940334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026456130688475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208909546833185,0.0,0.16305216743756318,0.0,0.0,0.19778834425816252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113035755157256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703624250796361,0.0,0.0,0.09572067257258944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337150398481167,0.09248715714576568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190709606623529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022103932587029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259602323236175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800768764344519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234044114355587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565989403293092,0.0,0.0,0.1929773990845465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790760225664752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39353052792398013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198031530482218,0.12576895296786247,0.0,0.0,0.15029075590942265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852885986290508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mandicapped,2019/01/24,"You know what's worse than being lazy? When its not my fault! Because of my ADHD I have the tendency to slack off, so I try to be cognizant of if I've gotten side tracked at work. Well my boss is out of town for about a week, and I was stressing a bit about being a slacker if I don't have supervision. I asked for a list of things to do before he left, but I finished them all yesterday. Today I have asked multiple times what I should do, even called the out of state office to ask if they needed anything, but nothing. I feel so fucking lazy. Plus even though he keeps saying I'm doing good, since I'm still fairly new I'm still learning, so my anxiety is telling me he doesn't trust me with anything and is wondering if he wants to fire me even though there has been no such indicators!",5.458489159891598,4.76835605487805,5.978861788617888,84.6528590785908,67.71951219512195,8.996205962059621,29.807588075880762,8.167268648758528,1.7885848238482391,619,19,136,7,9,201,104,164,0.132,0.8240000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,16,6,1,1,6,0,18,1,0,1,1,23,32,15,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,3,19,3,21,25,2,17,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,5,9,93,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361470840092373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687808835768422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514537312141375,0.0,0.4284926516767876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313470949092688,0.0,0.13000653667707032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679876846458844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156007873175422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027339265221363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725135256668797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124483129720058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281465961094647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579998281958205,0.0,0.0,0.08396519027207919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659984827962389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132861851480616,0.0,0.14755815677614972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659879641467152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149866609342527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638314823556132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440243824891022,0.0,0.17501167889139546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335385180992018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150181216388324,0.0,0.3002157888949861,0.0,0.08908862362920313,0.0,0.14481981432180888,0.0,0.0,0.10372919455548192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011499526248608,0.0,0.1225527946989205,0.0,0.13736969140531652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568595377889594,0.11122737879533556,0.0,0.155698278922676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sister-Rhubarb,2019/01/24,"Jeff Tweedy - 'I know what it's like' - those lyrics sound familiar... I discovered this song today and these lyrics hit me like a 16-tonne prop: ""Even when I'm wide awake I keep turning back one page I can't find the plot And something else is taking shape I know what it's like To keep losing your place"" https://youtu.be/zz2v2Ix7FwE",3.2059907834101367,6.085154161290326,2.13847926267281,95.50629032258064,79.96774193548387,5.478341013824887,18.534562211981566,6.868970318607317,0.002043317972350245,266,6,53,3,7,75,48,62,0.044000000000000004,0.8290000000000001,0.127,0.5994,0,0,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,3,1,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,25,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977555144616969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148408559609678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986493805221645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350578242241376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571867302911018,0.0,0.0,0.2826787603483164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769354133704279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877185911441021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427179675971466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686983202266019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979896978772556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933673234724508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437765308082388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27973794538582714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aa12bb,2019/01/24,"Strattera and sexual side effects for men Did anyone NOT get sexual side effects because of Strattera? OR did it eventually go away? I started taking it briefly, 40mg at night, it immediately made me have decoupling of orgasm and ejaculation. After that, I gave it a try for like 3 more days and said forget that shit. At least adderall didn't ruin my sex life for me. However, adderall was OK, it just made me have motor tics (eyelids flickering). I would be a spaz/angry especially while driving/ irritable but focused as hell and energetic. I was concerned about lasting effects from taking strattera and got really nervous about it. I discontinued but I think it was boosting my energy.",5.21144428152493,7.796756669354843,6.506363636363641,68.49318181818184,71.01612903225806,9.025219941348977,33.8533724340176,9.573946990214177,3.908025806451613,553,28,84,14,11,186,84,124,0.115,0.743,0.142,0.4002,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,2,1,2,1,10,4,2,5,0,18,21,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,11,1,11,2,13,8,2,13,1,1,0,2,3,5,2,1,7,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609752887059205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366188837056869,0.0,0.0,0.1535238122352836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242071147998466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315798502481569,0.0,0.14313065771274186,0.0,0.20142533936042628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052892108720228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778872373850863,0.12303989810681212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766081202290964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634168543105466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613398668344999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956451048622535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585176944513524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825885666297214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787157417420397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137361823540253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709878247894723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789051376903504,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SilverKingPrime,2019/01/24,"What to do while waiting for my first appointment/assessment Hey guys. I don't want to seem dramatic or what have you, but I believe I potentially could have ADD. I did only consider this about a year and a half ago, before that it never crossed my mind. I thought it was a thing kids had. After reading a lot about it over the last month or so, it really makes a lot of sense to me. Especially recently, reading a couple of stories from folk who discovered the same thing around my age (24). One story had me break down the other night - it was so close to home in almost every aspect it was as if I was the author. Anyway. My GP has referred me to a clinic that can't get me in till late April. Super disheartening, because I've been in this exact position in 2017. Took a lot for me to get to that stage, then I never even followed through. Remembering the fact that I did that and essentially wasted all the time since then, instead of getting whatever is going on with my brain sorted, makes me so fucking sad. So I went emailing a few other clinics in Melbourne, just from Google search results. One got back to me, and I'm going in for an assessment in the first week of February. Relieving to know the ball is still rolling and not a complete halt until April - in which case I know the chance of me being able to push start it again is minimal. My question is - in the interim, waiting for this appointment... what can I do? What're some exercises/habits/stuff like that that help? The easier the better of course... I've been meditating daily (well, I might miss a day or two..). That's about it though. I wanna go back to the gym but because I abruptly stopped last year and forgot to cancel, they're gonna charge me for the time since, so yeah no. Not in a position financially to do that. So I just cancelled the card registered on their system. Anyway any help would be great. Sorry if I went on a tangent. 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Anyone know why some days just seem so much worse than others? Not on medication, but I exercise regularly (6 times a week, no Sundays) I eat very healthy and avoid sugar. My sleeping schedule is also very consistent. Yet, some days are just horrible and I can’t talk without stuttering and I zone out frequently. So, sleep, exercise, diet, anything else I should keep track of? 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Overslept, was 15 minutes late to my psychiatrist appointment because I accidentally drove most of the way to college instead, forgot I took my meds so I took a second dose and then threw up, forgot which parking lot I parked in and had to spend 15 minutes aimlessly wandering campus until I remembered where my car was, got into the shower with socks on, and forgot to rinse conditioner out before I got out of the shower. It do be like that sometimes. 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I was put on vyvanse last month for ADHD and Binge Eating Disorder.. it was helping me a lot..and now I can't refill due to needing authorization from medicaid. 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I don’t trust myself to determine if this is ADHD fallout or a fair call. Any thoughts would be appreciated. I’m sorry this is a long post but this problem has been causing me panic for years and I’m hoping for any insight! So in college I went through a film program, didn’t know I had ADHD at the time. I felt pretty insecure so I worked on things but often didn’t share them. Finally, after I graduated, I decided to shoot a script I wrote. I got a crew and cast together, raised $2.5 k through a fundraiser and then put $3 k on credit. I got the equipment and locations locked down and after 6 months of pre-production we filmed it over a few days. It was my first time directing and I was really nervous but it went ok. The lead and I threw a rock/drag show months later and raised another $1.6 k so I could finish paying crew and cast. At this point the short was in its first cut (rough draft). Over the past two years the editor took my notes and I think the project is on version 4 now. I’ve decided to end it there and i feel like a failure. I realized that I couldn’t do much with it - it’s not that great. I could do the soundscape stuff and add in music, pay to have the special effects in as planned but it was likely going to still be crappy. Logically I’m like, ‘hey you pushed past wanting to quit and got a finished product in a sense. You completed stage one and two and decided that it wouldn’t be smart to spend anymore money or time on it. It took two years, it was your first time directing and you did this all while struggling from not having your medications - good job on pushing through! It’s ok to be done because you analyzed the situation and determined that it would be best to take what you’ve learned from this project, call it done and put your time and money elsewhere.’ The louder part of me is like ‘stop not 100% finishing things dumbass. Everyone says you can’t finish things. Your peers, your friends, your gfs. Make the footage work! Figure something out so you can have this thing finalized and show a real return on it like winning a shorts competition. How can you spend so much money and have a mediocre project? You’re proving everyone else right. Way too go loser.’ I don’t know which me to believe or if there’s another way to look at it. Sorry for the ramble.",2.529295485636116,4.526989113445378,3.7251084619894463,88.07187512214192,76.98319327731093,7.116982606996287,25.565565761188196,8.057270187336151,1.5050878053546994,1862,69,386,32,43,605,235,476,0.096,0.7659999999999999,0.138,0.9675,2,0,1,1,0,0,52.0,1,13,1,13,14,24,1,4,28,2,41,1,0,6,2,74,67,40,0,11,13,0,3,5,1,3,1,1,0,0,35,25,0,1,17,4,8,12,10,6,0,7,24,5,42,18,43,32,7,71,0,0,1,0,22,22,0,8,38,250,77,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911611140904774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816733184167744,0.2501849101073173,0.0,0.0,0.07887317529777997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048481232744993365,0.0,0.0,0.08960396819969439,0.08346265975049899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624196618169699,0.0,0.0,0.08170003135100165,0.0,0.0,0.08338652248161499,0.0,0.0,0.12699773217923624,0.0,0.0,0.05129078154860218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627752258370245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643777171199966,0.0,0.07044067589652997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519901603223735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021315816758948,0.05681681383633786,0.07636203260254328,0.17424419083418388,0.0,0.2029465536426088,0.0,0.0,0.061445292766523066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039836398643863,0.06670665518172746,0.19082411938754168,0.0876829791652407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899202169226445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892203945268814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741608696282865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427363905915598,0.0,0.0,0.07038224840601556,0.0667858351033909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617484271606126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011890607449458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269614391268049,0.0,0.116928566389642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389212306557487,0.0,0.0,0.09331224877639636,0.0,0.08612409772992176,0.1518422804969604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518230524971642,0.0,0.07616851458294603,0.08091140749996703,0.0,0.0761002272641595,0.0,0.15990082541980274,0.0,0.16918157427984487,0.0,0.0905234530261187,0.050949461983539404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791886198712997,0.0,0.06324607808708979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939594263867763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122668935598871,0.0,0.17805642116472886,0.0,0.0,0.0635133933824101,0.06649130342959306,0.0,0.08314285199030191,0.09104372948991532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979725800271945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134689769060647,0.05096012032701593,0.0,0.0631385653284979,0.23187522249797096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767232728958026,0.0,0.0,0.2330700831003163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046909321809396685,0.12625568198417775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474516823025347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579872785274604,0.0,0.0,0.1129927858532888,0.0,0.0,0.15364566796571394 adhd,Russianvodka,2019/01/24,Rough day Missed a work related class that's scheduled and required for the 3rd time in a row. I work night shift and lost track of the days. The class was this morning. I know you guys know what I'm talking about. Also yesterday got put on antidepressants and adderall cant be filled due to preauthorization shenanigans. Feel free to post any encouragement. 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What do I need to tell him about me? ! This is not an how to make my Doc diagnose me and give me meds question. I got tested for ADHD today and seeing how many questions I answered with yes and severe, I am pretty sure I will be told that I have ADHD at my follow-up on tuesday. So here is my question: What do I need to let my doctor know about my trainwreck of a mental health, habits and general life circumstances and what questions should I ask him so we can find the right medication as fast as possible? This is important to me because I think I need new anti-depressants and I also want medication for my tic disorder (which has gotten more severe with more painful tics and I am afraid it will damage my body in the long run) Any advice, warnings or pats on the back that I can get through this? Thank you all in advance. 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I was diagnosed with an overactive bladder a few years ago. I will suddenly need to go to the toilet urgently to pee. Thankfully I have not had any accidents but it is having a big impact on my quality of life. I recently started using dexamphetimine after a recent diagnosis. I'm 34 year old male. Anyway my symptoms have gotten worse despite being on medication. But they were becoming worse prior to the Dex. I am literally at the point where I have to give up all caffeine and dexamphetimine which has put life mode on hard. I know this was a longshot because overactive bladder seems like ab uncommon problem. Any advice would be appreciated. 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Her appointment was at 12pm, and I was 150% sure I had the color I needed at the salon and that I didn’t need to go buy more on my way there. I get to work and go look in my locker and the color tubes are SQUEEZED EMPTY from last time I did her hair. Like there was barely any left. She walks in the door, and I had NO time to run to the supply store and get more because I book on a tight schedule with people coming in after her. Thankfully for color theory and innovation I had other colors that I could mix to create the shade we use on her head. So boom, crisis averted. Even though my brain is in “WTF Beth?” mode like crazy. So we get talking, and I start talking.. and talking... and talking.. as us ADHDers are wont to do. And I go to wash her hair. I keep talking. Scrub her hair. Keep talking. Put a towel on her and head back to my station to blow dry. Start blow drying her hair then I remembered.. I FORGOT TO PUT CONDITIONER ON HER HAIR. So we laughed and I made self deprecating humor and so on, we went back and conditioned her hair and all was well in the world. Although I am now sitting in my car going over the entire situation constantly. Thankfully, my clients are understanding, loving, and like my family and they don’t think of my ADHD brain as annoying and they are always so gracious with my brain slips. 🤪 ",2.0235555555555536,3.8797746000000046,3.768666666666668,87.83322222222225,78.0,6.711111111111113,22.44444444444445,7.662118739084242,0.9332111111111108,1140,34,240,17,27,382,154,300,0.068,0.79,0.142,0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,5,0,2,1,14,12,1,0,13,0,21,14,12,2,2,43,46,31,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,28,0,5,3,1,3,11,4,1,1,0,12,16,47,11,36,32,3,43,0,0,6,1,26,18,0,0,15,162,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628411909047185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743385562922168,0.0,0.0,0.07145708624363703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615979935970449,0.0,0.06405497058072031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519075796330331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905159538702243,0.0,0.11355269227451915,0.0,0.08389675280481865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940345822073457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905880076715544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469777516489192,0.0,0.2388744764867619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568202302939485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867974668502739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565312554116318,0.0,0.0,0.11416826218793492,0.0,0.0,0.15400836401993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823960243045441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483758542120407,0.09942796063785743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582897711337249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284830623564256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112661351243403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190336281625593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961995019895122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811280678186972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487504205771057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990353853774669,0.0,0.0,0.5067494380576838,0.0,0.19348460887015934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733015691879392,0.10323924147425123,0.0,0.12254441328775288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939058189151947,0.12639667962543474,0.0907542168826302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340654246235579,0.0,0.0,0.09447832703560848,0.09740896257368743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649850969041712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bornlax,2019/01/24,"Questions about long term concerta use I am a 19 year old male. I’ve used concerta daily for the past 13 years, 7-8 on 52 mg. The effects last about 24 hours. After about 16, its weak enough that I am able to go to sleep, but I don’t feel withdrawal until 24 hours after last taking it. The appetite suppressing effects end about 8 hours after taking the pill. At that point, I get extremely hungry, frantically binging on the worst foods you can think of. Ironically, I didn’t feel the need to binge nearly as much when I cut out many addictive foods, but I’m not sure if that’s due to my meds. However, if I don’t take the next pill immediately after those 24 hours, I get violent withdrawal symptoms, akin to every last drop of dopamine being drained from your body. Is it possible that my extreme dependence to concerta is related to the length I’ve been taking it? 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I struggle a lot with maintaining relationships because I can be quite awkward and impulsive. Coupling that with depression I can end up being very self-depreciating. No one wants a friend that can't stop being a miserable shit. To actually get to why I'm writing is what tricks do you use to relate to people? Does anyone else feel like their thoughts are out of their mouth before you've even processed it? How do I slow this down?",6.5366172506738565,7.706183254716983,6.679865229110515,74.14235849056604,65.50943396226414,9.453369272237195,33.06738544474393,9.606745405546679,3.1875460916442044,459,19,79,9,7,147,82,106,0.218,0.645,0.13699999999999998,-0.9006,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,2,10,2,4,4,0,11,3,2,3,0,16,18,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,1,8,3,13,14,1,8,0,2,0,0,9,3,1,1,6,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.17379096443183298,0.0,0.21403057461665706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186743767861148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452525220852055,0.1824751056115288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856251965160227,0.0,0.15154218303774447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705412088680666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338937468243022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584848928872425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877203999804392,0.0,0.315471238180465,0.0,0.0,0.11762731648565415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004807688749955,0.1272281276570023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751850737191905,0.0,0.09304511052935832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930222903072808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700618595687815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140645879149262,0.0,0.0,0.1188770148388866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947367363205147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067895839503455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346576082377073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894215239848805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120290747743504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578758041398946,0.0,0.1828076822450852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154117813095136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488919119116519,0.0,0.1861792077475493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413842295492556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381330073940874,0.0,0.14694358953491055,0.10504258828488378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606992777601658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deepc55,2019/01/24,"Cycle of self destruction I am not sure if this stems from my ADHD and the difficulty i have with inpulse control or from something else entirely. So I am in a lifetime struggle with cyclic self destruction on every fadvet of life. It constantly in advades my thoughts. I will vive a few examples and hopefully some of you mat have insivht. I will work incredibly hard on somdthing and succeed at it only to make decisions afyerwird that ebd up puti g me back where i started. For example todaay i had an incredible urge to just go get drunk and go to a strip club at lunch. I just staryed this new job and i eirked very hard to get it. Everythibg is going great. For no reason i i had to combat the urge to do this... To make matters worse i am married and we recently had marital problems that i caused because of the same type of behavior. Which i also lied about. Things have started to get better in my relationship but this would have caused me to lie ahain to ny wife and to my job. Nevertheless i ended up sottibg in the parking lot and by chance my wife called me during my lunch break and we had a 30 minute conversation preventing me from going in. These types oc things happen frequently, i will have an overbearing urge to shoplift even though the conseauences of being caught would be catastrophic, i will sinply not pay bills for no reason and get us in a huge financial mess. I i will be drawn to the grimiest bars just so i can cause chaos. I am constantly combati g this. It makes no sense. Consequences dont seem to deter these thiughts or behavior. In fact a lot of timed i think it pudhed ne more towards the behavior. I then put myself a d my family in whatever hole i dug for us. Work incredibly hard to pull us out of it. Only to start being nudged back in that direction. Its the definition of insanity and i sm not sure how to fix this. 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I was on 10 mg of Adderall-XR now I'm on 27 mg of Concerta-XR and I really like how calm I am. On Adderall I felt super irritable with people but the Concerta makes me feel normal. I can do tasks as well as work with others efficiently without it being about finishing. It probably could be stronger, but I'm going to wait and see how I feel in a month. Thank you all if you read this. Not much of post worthy of discussion haha hope you guys are doing well",1.7197222222222237,3.6179604166666657,4.027555555555558,85.42300000000003,79.0925925925926,7.653333333333332,21.91111111111111,8.548686976883017,1.3804822222222215,407,12,86,9,10,141,77,108,0.017,0.6579999999999999,0.325,0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,7,11,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,3,1,22,21,9,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,4,12,11,16,16,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,6,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286976110473612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189531710971681,0.0,0.20788853638493554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305057199399046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143840784346196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504843724059028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31733515548802776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445255705019537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404995660828549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728203588737206,0.0,0.15916357710678494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213891553873904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010437084660191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073617015628771,0.0,0.23343999483456415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657378194890592,0.0,0.13870517481491393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725345740051561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993380970932326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770626869668505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893463162326995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087129166659391,0.0,0.15762563690416406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zookamochie,2019/01/24,"How do you respond to those little ADHD-related jabs and jokes? You know those little quips... people notice the ADHD symptoms, maybe it’s the child-like enthusiasm or in-attentiveness to details or they’re coworkers who have noticed my mistakes (who knows). And they make little jokes in groups about my incompetence. I’m sure you’ve heard it before, “you’d lose your head if it wasn’t attached, huh?” I usually laugh along or make a joke back but there are always some people who take this too far and it stops being funny. I’ve read that you’re supposed to be able to laugh at yourself to lighten the mood and address your quirks. However. I’m also working on setting boundaries better and I don’t want to be walked all over or be made out to look stupid. Sometimes it’s too much for me when I’m feeling sensitive. There is such a fine line between people being playful and being disrespectful. Can anyone relate? How do y’all handle this? 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But I can't for the life of me find someone to diagnose me. Looking for some insight So I know that I'm not supposed to ask you guys to diagnose me, but I thought that I'd give you a rundown of what I'm going through right now. Excuse the length, I just wanted to get it all out. Reading through this subreddit was a little freaky for me, because people's examples and testimonies of how they feel or behave on a daily basis is exactly like me. I've had this weird feeling lately that something is 'off' within me, and to be fair it's been there my entire life I just thought that it was something I had to get over or push through. Knowing that I'm not alone and that it could possibly be something like ADHD has motivated me to no end to see someone and talk about it/get a diagnosis (if there is one). A few weeks ago I went to my family doctor here in Canada and told him my troubles. He said for me to see a psychiatrist would probably be about an 8 month wait. So I did some research in my home town and found a psychiatrist who does adult ADHD screening. I went through my family doctor's referral process and the psychiatrist hasn't responded yet. We've called, emailed, faxed, and done everything we can to try and get ahold of him but with no luck. Yesterday, I saw a psychotherapist with the hopes that maybe he could help me, but basically I just rambled word salad for 50 minutes, it cost me 150$ CAD, and I left feeling even more confused than when I went in. I don't think I can afford to do that anymore, and I know that it's going to take many many more sessions if that method is even going to help me. It's not going to be an overnight fix. What are my options? Would any of you be willing to pick my brain, answer a few questions, and let me tell some stories about my daily life to see if I even likely have ADHD? I understand it's impossible and unethical to diagnose me, but it'd be nice to know that I'm not crazy and that my suspicions MIGHT be true. If you've read this far, thank you. I'm making it my goal this year to figure my shit out. And in the meantime, I am certainly not looking to take any medications that I have not been prescribed, so that's not the purpose of this post. My philosophy has always been to try to fix things with therapy first and if that doesn't work then I will try medication as needed. Cheers",5.732173549319338,5.208937100616018,6.5397216518366434,80.30194539508709,67.11088295687885,9.76101604684767,32.205414860445664,9.250403328903447,2.5646118944406417,1876,69,394,31,27,623,224,487,0.063,0.82,0.11699999999999999,0.9745,1,1,4,0,0,0,44.0,1,4,1,4,20,15,1,1,17,0,43,13,2,4,5,87,89,35,0,12,22,0,3,3,0,5,10,1,1,2,34,22,1,1,18,2,1,8,13,4,0,2,18,11,55,11,56,55,8,36,0,0,7,0,26,15,1,17,15,268,89,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752219791938616,0.0,0.06918998077384499,0.0,0.07815960197802406,0.08084019299878148,0.0,0.0,0.06494701114049703,0.0,0.0,0.10615851589602976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740839208158719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296976289481417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047580869652508594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713385042278501,0.07970165278765366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463920983132305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376688801613616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978273552587707,0.0683054029897668,0.07987613314152922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913249577824561,0.0,0.0,0.1546613886055568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014971902500053,0.0,0.1471643447652908,0.0,0.1183990337344741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133975560028108,0.0663925191154992,0.0,0.0855819586884146,0.0,0.0,0.1631195477079299,0.07487631358812853,0.17743908436746386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728552977035176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104635628486828,0.0,0.07829432163724682,0.07752503133526252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715853002826228,0.0,0.08804808182018227,0.0,0.08480567787900263,0.07981529485075617,0.16539511359761686,0.11439942642069224,0.07823040919157481,0.0,0.0,0.1310910607988423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210151501531507,0.15826859649884908,0.07841552935716782,0.0,0.0,0.1572619758529462,0.0,0.08280274295620678,0.0,0.0,0.0623017953953662,0.0,0.0,0.057875900815312985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289127230670258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054112674347982816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799392733968732,0.07475396063171726,0.0,0.0841551938096913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743811511749765,0.0,0.1561498371941311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665751541744949,0.07424703426034658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865963095728263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012110006560845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226945633584772,0.18026887687603907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737348155193697,0.06273668470510517,0.06822245817909886,0.07186144861948147,0.08926131833194711,0.0,0.05185547386641744,0.050013720886796134,0.0,0.1239319908692668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458374712542314,0.0,0.1589802119622729,0.0,0.0,0.08125675448766907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603815126237645,0.0,0.06261004712413959,0.0,0.0,0.21706995300375911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682409319982505,0.0,0.0,0.11089435459774608,0.0,0.0,0.050264085614339864 adhd,EmeraldSnorlax,2019/01/24,New Journey New Diagnoses Before the holidays I (f 29) was diagnosed with ADHD inattentive and lower functioning on the scale along with a reading disability and major math disability. I tried Concerta and it tried to work but wasn't the right fit. So my doc put me on Vyvanse. I was excited bc I've seen on here that people usually find it helpful and the side effects are low. I started taking it Monday and it seemed like it could be the winner. Yesterday I had the worse migraine imaginable. In school I use to get these all the time but they could never find out why. As I got older the went away almost completely. However yesterday knocked me out. I thought it was a one off however I took my meds later in the day today. I was fine this morning and now after the meds have been in me over an hour or more I'm starting to get this migraine back. I'm so upset bc I didn't want this journey to be like my depression meds journey were I never found a good fit and got all these site effects. I'm trying to not get too down but dang. My counselor keeps telling me how much greater my life can and will be learning new skills and taking meds that help my brain. But if these are due to this meds idk if I can keep searching. I know this is the second try with ADHD meds but I spent years trying different meds for different things such as depression. My docs practice no longer has the DNA study to help match me to the correct meds for my body. I'm so upset. I just wanna know what it's like to be functional and discover awesome traits about myself. IDK if it's worth it.... I guess I'm reaching out bc I need encouragement and maybe hear some journeys.,2.34213855421687,4.548026873493981,3.597213855421689,87.75136295180725,78.4578313253012,6.921084337349397,24.832831325301214,7.972316293177498,1.475151807228916,1310,48,264,23,32,426,180,332,0.121,0.742,0.136,0.7601,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,11,12,0,2,17,0,23,7,2,4,5,57,53,26,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,21,18,0,2,11,2,2,7,6,5,0,2,17,2,33,7,33,29,7,48,0,3,1,0,7,19,1,8,25,169,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159977959463336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756553042170278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098442577262122,0.05809550763689909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428994336027499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083922226917834,0.0,0.08434201038012312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792157661136929,0.0,0.0,0.1206456673079017,0.0,0.0,0.048725362732789365,0.0,0.13014718427205535,0.1533691828555608,0.0,0.15787337569056795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810794262297302,0.0,0.0,0.08283984252992481,0.0,0.0,0.1184197976953996,0.0,0.0,0.06337017827152515,0.12085309360464687,0.0,0.08323002456476447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515359632962997,0.0,0.15192452567766393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440437617886866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430975744678975,0.0,0.0,0.0830437832558425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336523949527374,0.11073397495735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590303147300888,0.0,0.671377815342672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554006625695119,0.05602150947810811,0.11654209056172846,0.21890835147118587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119659255575963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052378859873732087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595152076664591,0.0,0.0,0.07557333416106023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452175394491247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646355671436801,0.0,0.0687805121009095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069534466644173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361273892259892,0.0,0.06603655465677008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050193981947157386,0.0,0.0,0.05998055411075756,0.04405549685084799,0.0,0.07161530410829528,0.0,0.08394203904861705,0.2564772592682666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525343765260776,0.08321083262511665,0.0,0.04456305113124742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003828454966117,0.06817473034993128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500340264140876,0.0,0.07699484802133495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865358308007788 adhd,WhatsTheAskMe,2019/01/24,"Anyone on Concerta (Methylphenidate) get really suicidal lows? I've been on Concerta for years but recently I've been getting really bad lows. I've got a lot happening at the moment so I'm sure it's not just the medication but I'm a lot worse during the evening when the medication is wearing off. &#x200B; Hope somebody out there can reassure me I'm not 100% crazy &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.143089802130896,6.165046657534248,4.384292237442923,78.07619482496195,82.42465753424658,8.723896499238965,30.02891933028919,9.150863307647796,3.555698325722984,318,16,54,10,9,104,49,73,0.195,0.653,0.153,-0.5456,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,4,3,1,0,1,10,12,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,6,9,2,11,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,3,4,29,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43683066876503296,0.4898913527672533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396778286338574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220904557173073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876254364711414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042521637429328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748301054305807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883958365957285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347841448372127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850512633388015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707651816953301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218582987672662,0.0,0.1326927402172732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699954941999946,0.0,0.12665986598561074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695368177683284,0.0,0.0,0.4898913527672533,0.08654198957059199 adhd,TheDrugsLoveMe,2019/01/24,"In-Browser alarm clock and timer for Chrome - total life saver. This thing has saved my life! [https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/lightweight-alarm-clock-t/mmcdcdolfnjmabjmkkgegfldahfignip](https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/lightweight-alarm-clock-t/mmcdcdolfnjmabjmkkgegfldahfignip)",53.52833333333333,69.09903961111111,20.838888888888885,-43.65499999999997,-13.777777777777775,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.08068888888888859,275,2,15,1,3,52,17,18,0.11699999999999999,0.732,0.151,0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9049236148989718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255740255210336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sleepymayonaise,2019/01/24,"Is it worth it to get treatment? I've had many friends over the years ask me if I'm sure I don't have ADHD, and I've always brushed it off with ""I don't have it, I was tested when I was 5."" But over the last few years the more I've learned about what it means to have ADHD, especially as an adult, the more I've begun to think that maybe it would be worth it to talk to a psychiatrist about the possibility. But I want to know: would it actually be worth it to go through the trouble or getting a diagnosis of terms of medication and other treatment? I already take medication for depression, and I've already been directed to start regularly seeing a therapist (still trying to squeeze that into my life somehow). Would looking into the other treatment options available like cognitive-enhancing meds or stimulents really help me with all my shit or would it just be more pills to carry around? This is all of course hypothetical as I do not have a diagnosis, just a lifetime of symptoms that match up",8.635317460317461,6.779989765306122,8.9778231292517,69.48463718820864,62.06122448979593,12.180498866213153,39.124716553287975,10.980518767755715,4.125173015873015,798,34,154,17,9,267,108,196,0.052000000000000005,0.853,0.095,0.6633,0,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,13,0,20,6,1,1,3,32,33,12,0,6,9,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,17,8,0,0,4,0,3,1,3,3,0,0,4,4,11,3,29,22,7,16,0,1,2,0,5,7,1,6,9,111,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.14073897775395752,0.0,0.34665144276192256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31830311380319865,0.0,0.12000349853330908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838734497357565,0.13482724887186753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421741177224163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114248548392667,0.0,0.15069913195679666,0.0,0.08196416789134364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966683552418425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926013826202052,0.11755943565889172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186761958448358,0.07045913871227034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110939091771898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462175468454758,0.14488946753600418,0.15709904470166622,0.16019711646015858,0.29057514668056666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258760711259213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239172197007753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149255347753338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804087432770466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208042839407787,0.0,0.11517514718133133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592666866127018,0.14990093170886354,0.10843630964631533,0.1159194475432815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745179901691995,0.0,0.09241104980336187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791665183672472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506533434678662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40980209206347895,0.0,0.0,0.18574730440635934 adhd,Schpqrtanerin,2019/01/24,"What job brings you joy and works with your ADHD? Had ""the speech"" today with my boss. That brings my counting of jobs I had longer than 1 year in the last 10 years to: 0. My fellow attention-seekers, chaos-bringers and careless mistake makers with long-term jobs; what are you doing?",3.3333333333333286,5.632353814814818,2.8257037037037063,94.03966666666668,75.66666666666666,5.060740740740742,21.91111111111111,5.6839178017228535,0.06576000000000004,222,6,44,1,5,65,43,54,0.096,0.835,0.069,-0.1179,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,7,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,25,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31195263566667225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7727493639047038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158415213326864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297112359787897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460419601887356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889700137623926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33430907262854925 adhd,dudeinthepnw,2019/01/24,"Well, I finally wrote my appointment time on a calender. I even made it to the appointent early! But.. I wrote it for the wrong day, the appointment is actually tomorrow 😂 ...Now I'll be late tomorrow, guaranteed (assuming I remember to go again).",2.3113333333333337,5.210926244444448,5.166111111111113,71.38250000000002,86.55555555555556,11.888888888888893,31.94444444444445,10.504223727775694,5.451444444444443,191,11,33,10,6,68,34,45,0.08199999999999999,0.868,0.051,-0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,5,1,4,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.32309623119563585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352575973157714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186819249574855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362693081518242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816616520461266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37348411639490187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132855103232869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37506060373062655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306133208319995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976898118995638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619951093633556,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sharc0vitz,2019/01/24,"First time here Formerly diagnosed with ADD in November, been on a trial run of concerta for the last while. I'm 16, and while my family always had a strong hunch something was up, we never tried looking for medication as I was pretty slight and appetite loss effects could've been to much to handle. While sitting on my own today I was thinking ""hey there's probably a sub for this"", and after discovering r/add was no longer active I wound up here. Just curious as to how things operate around here, and what % of ppl have add, adhd, or are just curious?",4.537686915887849,6.05598570093458,5.727184579439258,77.82386098130844,70.49532710280374,9.46214953271028,28.328271028037385,9.827888789773867,2.8145710280373835,438,16,81,11,8,146,78,107,0.042,0.831,0.127,0.8519,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,2,1,16,12,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,1,6,1,18,5,2,18,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,10,60,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095805050892165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434062637915924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293151806166312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566955921079508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614546625526193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428387179314129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191111474448291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099752372545475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631588267817925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595010133493785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936280432604247,0.0,0.19867402560063085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206788467934544,0.27773221026612344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831009571116276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711354310927722,0.16505720700893034,0.0,0.0,0.15020638238092834,0.0,0.24417102341702485,0.0,0.0,0.1748908718841074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Darkwolfhhound,2019/01/24,"On Ritalin and can't focus I just started ritalin and on a 5 mg tablet I feel so confused and tired like I cant focus what so ever. I've always been really sensative to meds but I'm so frustrated at how out of it I feel. Is this temporary or did anyone else experience this? If you have is there any way to feel less confused and tired? Many thanks.",0.18448948948949,2.4515406621621665,2.9247747747747748,88.73809309309307,88.32432432432432,6.5321321321321335,20.384384384384386,7.793537801064563,1.0389447447447444,275,9,59,6,9,96,53,74,0.23,0.701,0.069,-0.9339,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,2,1,0,7,4,0,1,1,16,13,11,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,5,2,7,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,3,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810908897919274,0.0,0.0,0.16190865832186055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647733781073007,0.2439502772342952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889277652754772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153650966380878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328966901569098,0.0,0.0,0.361154798307996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631824031090222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413848375452932,0.0,0.0,0.2644631630485892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252588543183535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852059247375376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219200327601428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547296474168456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889839356071955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dirtybirdy15,2019/01/24,"Who else zones out during a conversation? I tend to find myself zoning out mid conversation and looking around every possible spot I can lay my eyes on... &#x200B; ADHD sucks...",7.8948387096774235,9.223850258064516,7.96467741935484,65.56701612903228,62.54838709677418,10.070967741935485,31.62903225806452,10.125756701596842,3.4659548387096777,142,5,21,3,2,46,28,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369428914136371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33306222788769096,0.37351842954813375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27364661785073985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678898114798954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899344721531914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809533546279752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581342827941332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465415442617251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37351842954813375,0.0 adhd,please_dont_pry,2019/01/24,"Lost my perscription papers... I'm about to cry. 3 months of my meds in limbo right now waiting on a response from my doctor. I haven't filled them in so it should be okay and I think my doc trusts me but waiting on a response is so stressful. All this cuz I wanted to clean out the house and work on my self care. I only have a day left on my XR's but i have enough instant release to last me a few days if I stretch it out. I hope I can get back to normal in time because I was finally starting to make breakthroughs in other areas of my mental health and I'm worried this could be a huge setback. Sorry not much to discuss here just needing to vent.",1.575191846522781,3.1338503021582724,3.10447841726619,93.43619004796166,78.35251798561151,5.2088729016786575,23.813549160671464,5.46131890053228,0.26806426858513177,508,17,113,2,12,167,92,139,0.098,0.773,0.129,0.6529,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,1,6,1,10,2,0,2,1,22,23,9,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,19,4,21,17,4,25,0,1,0,0,3,15,0,2,9,79,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257432002061785,0.0,0.1130285552586698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904511105285576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804048264252234,0.0,0.20367199959765328,0.23915740620787865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978227892494864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915854498874518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031153916381964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687279229302044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970897278660686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416103682429946,0.0,0.21394646168544856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113969994111695,0.0,0.0,0.2014562432002633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240468932214126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376736726287373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595662081497265,0.0,0.18685684619975013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799817605242574,0.0,0.13630291742997738,0.13748444492972828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166940963485725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101807483338832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834520721858222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343049393647005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755928530774506,0.13123919174049442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123946842870192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880780356117103,0.0,0.0,0.1081182136480835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936382125777656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349858715312826,0.1883000855315306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,camtheenbydragon,2019/01/24,"Did Konmari work for you? Or was it a complete disaster? I’m looking for ADHD experiences with trying out the Konmari method of decluttering. I want to have my spaces decluttered, I know I’m happier when they are, but I have tried a lot of things and had a lot of things that work for NTs (neurotypicals) be a complete disaster for ADHD-me. I’m hoping I can get some idea of if I should go for it, or maybe just try to take bits and pieces but not try the whole method.",3.4330803571428565,4.519970552083336,4.877321428571428,84.52125000000002,72.64583333333334,8.402380952380952,26.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.7592785714285717,367,12,79,7,7,123,61,96,0.091,0.833,0.075,-0.5439,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,19,19,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,13,14,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,7,1,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152299717149821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860103451085092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36225550929844175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898513573186244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025607365331073,0.0,0.09817925130788777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158225452412829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501659360883325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494027979934733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450686273350396,0.0,0.0,0.2937360688493162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355314902898855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988841306580126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953822687124464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691505478661746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018939257639275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287204498335173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153181764869137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,huge_forehead,2019/01/24,"Why does 60 mg of vyvanse stop working within 3 hours of ingestion? Is it my metabolism just fucking me over, or am i just expecting too much from the medication? When i see it as ""worn off"" it is because i feel fatigued, a little bit said, unmotivated and i dont feel like doing anything. However, i am still significantly less restless and my heart rate is still elevated.",5.239718309859157,6.545951563380285,7.2325070422535225,68.5008732394366,68.5774647887324,10.187042253521126,35.32676056338028,10.355215969177356,3.978676619718311,295,15,53,8,5,104,56,71,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.8809999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,2,0,7,5,1,0,0,9,13,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,8,1,7,11,3,9,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,1,6,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356348003965515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338604875339026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567959515608826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583990823913625,0.0,0.2756724736791307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786548035502386,0.16803901174709196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745424855292836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278733177915843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316412813627048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491510386361363,0.2357491434742916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23695629673633106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291149762214586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237451511920276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874374283685205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756890658257439,0.1966518740432948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122466809862188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124071622528095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MySpaceIsNotEmpty,2019/01/24,"Reddit Casually assumes that if you're a Redditor then you likely have ADHD. When you create an account and choose to subscribe to health subreddits, the /r/ADHD is featured. Pretty cool! 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I just recently started drinking Bang® as I heard it was a healthier energy drink, and my god does it work. I feel like I'm more energized, and I can focus a whole lot better. Now every time I need to study or finish a paper, I just drink a bang throughout working on it, and I seem to be more attentive. Is it in my head, or does this stuff actually work?",1.3661363636363646,3.575533064935069,3.9481655844155874,83.89939123376625,81.98701298701299,7.486363636363637,23.910714285714285,8.472884824447931,1.798196103896104,294,11,60,7,8,103,53,77,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.9109999999999999,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,4,1,0,0,12,10,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,3,5,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,6,40,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.18626889996955587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881563216104226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340763630219023,0.0,0.0,0.5609618296052458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608225213767845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651339631518968,0.13636292002482958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589537724959072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325310209145594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227721975982914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153324337968395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846849793040896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376770189959675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351040728647841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850906386544666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130220188801916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310790569167032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168832674420909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CrimsonQuill157,2019/01/24,"Sick with cold/flu, took nasal decongestant. Needed to get schoolwork done, took adderall. Heart now flying. I got pretty sick yesterday and I've been taking mucinex fast-max. Today, still very sick, but needed to get some work done for classes that's coming due soon. Didn't think to check for an interaction but my heart started flying. Apparently the nasal decongestant in mucinex, phenylephrine, is also considered a stimulant and you really aren't supposed to take these together. Anyone else done this? Trying not to worry, cause all that will do is make it worse. According to my smart watch, heart rate jumped to 145. I don't have insurance so I'd rather not have to go to the dr. 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The thing is, I'm literally so afraid of getting a rejection or not hearing back at all that I cannot even bring myself to get started on some of these applications. Which, I know is ridiculous, because I've finished cover letters in, like, 15 minutes before and I know my resume is strong enough to get me an entry level position in my field. I'm so stressed out about sending in the perfect application that I can't even bring myself to try and submit anything at all. This really sucks, too, because I know I'll have to submit A LOT of applications before something sticks. Please, y'all, does anyone have some advice for me? It's been weeks since I've submitted anything and I've started every day since then with the intention of getting something done. My last semester of college starts next week and I don't want to be a nervous wreck for the whole duration of it!",5.3741883116883145,5.969406068181819,6.3612987012987015,77.44409090909093,67.86363636363636,9.194805194805195,32.532467532467535,9.23628265651192,2.829064935064935,885,37,169,16,14,295,126,220,0.14300000000000002,0.789,0.068,-0.9522,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,9,10,2,3,9,0,17,0,0,2,3,29,38,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,3,1,19,3,29,32,7,28,0,1,0,0,5,10,1,6,15,113,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881605911665428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921738133816518,0.0,0.2169584451592035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136386743882976,0.11006682621530686,0.16071634064795728,0.0,0.22434358736136592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501502800912575,0.13590388205845105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535932923433426,0.1349008531934092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362085552488828,0.0,0.17413589815787278,0.0,0.11106669160298498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754886258619089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521806452991412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857427366404447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081413837006475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28978622891721506,0.1074534636206606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440213374560698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207133035197243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463124456441955,0.1401954183562089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470223587216566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444928711948113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809094820837469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296780643020945,0.0,0.0,0.3732204237744605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510029759894219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875774451291161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949926755792985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775271085966982,0.1046350827197394,0.2114811632295871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471758422700088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unethicalpancakes,2019/01/24,How much do you pay for your Vyvanse 20mg prescription? I just got prescribed Vyvanse today and I have highmark insurance. Any clue as to how much it would be?,1.7408064516129007,4.4699042903225825,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,86.74193548387099,5.680645161290323,27.10483870967742,7.1686216300943375,1.6478967741935482,127,6,24,2,4,40,27,31,0.061,0.9390000000000001,0.0,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31479023865177136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37022619836483894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6805746373198899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387783712263451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32883334939561065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Audiobodio,2019/01/24,"Any luck with Racetams? Or tips on surviving a tine wothout meds? Since moving, I have had a really hard time finding a doctor who will continue prescribing my ADHD meds! Got an apt in two months! Bleh! So long! So I'm trying to survive. Oy. Somebody recommended I take aniracetam ( legal here) - but I don't know...I didn't get that immediate switch flick like I do with Adderall. I don' t know if I feel much at all? Has anybody had any luck with them? 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When I masturbate, I don't want to have sex with my girlfriend. It is incredibly frustrating and I would really love to stop masturbating competly. I have cheated once in the past and it ended really badly in a sort of traumatizing way. I have now been with my current girl for over three years and I still find her very attractive but when I avoid ""release"" for only a day or two I sort of become this thirsty beast with no thought of consequence. I have many female friends of whom i value their friendship highly. Problem is that they have almost all displayed sexual intrest in me and it haunts me at night thinking about it. I'm sort of lost in the dilemma and dont know what to do, any advice would be helpful. 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God help me.,2.255714285714287,5.171803142857144,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,89.0,5.6571428571428575,42.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,3.9739714285714296,60,5,10,1,2,19,14,14,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589503244468742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38463122606966704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061651843843109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6902559399355519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amphibian_throwaway,2019/01/24,"Q: Long Term Med Tolerance TLDR: \-On adderall for 6 years now. Doesn't help with symptoms anymore, take it just to not feel terrible. \-Doc doesn't want to increase dose above 30mg qd; concerns about heart health \- Q: is long term tolerance a thing that happens with stimulants? Seems like it would. \- if so, would switching to ritalin/methylphenidate help at all, since it works differently? Obviously I will talk to my P.Doc about this next time I see him, but I just want to see if anyone else has experienced similar, and has seen positive effects from switching up meds. &#x200B; The story: I was diagnosed with adult ADD in my last couple years at uni, and began taking Adderall. It was a life-saver at the time. For the first time in my life I knew more or less what it felt like to be on top of things. To be able to keep track of all the various things that required my attention. Classes, assignments, work, home life, etc. I also felt more confident than I ever had before, and, bonus, it nuked my hunger and my boredom induced eating, so I lost 60 pounds over the course of two years. Now, 6 years on, I have found that basically all of my symptoms have returned. I have as much trouble as I ever did keeping track of the things going on in my life. I can't remember appointments or obligations, even when I've written them down or logged them into my phone calendar. The calendar app is basically pointless for me. When I even remember that I should look at it, I will forget about whatever was on it within a few hours. I'm back to being constantly surprised by everything. My wife will say, ""Hey, aren't you going to get ready for \_\_\_\_\_\_\_?"", to which I respond, ""What?!? That's today? Right now? Since when?!"" It's not that my meds don't do anything. I can still feel them kick in, and feel them wear off. It's more like, the period of effect has slowly shrunk from 8ish hours to about an hour, maybe an hour and a half. The rest of the time, it's like what people always say about smoking. You start smoking because it makes you feel good, but eventually you smoke just to not feel terrible. That's where I'm at. Can't remember anything anymore, can't sit still and listen to my wife talk about her day for more than a few minutes, can't find anything ever, can't get my chores done, having a hard time with my duties at work. But still must take the adderall, or else I will feel like I'm hungover from the worlds worst and longest bender. &#x200B;",4.033681795002551,5.645451064989519,4.453770751883962,86.09312595614485,71.8930817610063,7.672480027197008,26.518726273443257,8.27314431278463,1.6393083914102782,1926,65,383,30,37,607,233,477,0.061,0.8340000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9746,1,0,2,0,0,0,101.0,0,4,4,10,28,13,0,0,20,0,37,12,2,5,8,68,73,25,0,8,15,2,9,5,0,8,8,3,2,1,28,14,2,4,19,0,1,3,12,5,0,3,14,17,43,8,65,48,18,69,0,1,4,0,23,25,0,7,45,253,71,7,0.07007368074812681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603789717735346,0.058306915867966914,0.15184960762824162,0.17029438411108788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389885238848625,0.04899714687332109,0.07179876685093026,0.1729940057734819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538823351051334,0.0,0.04271626538366809,0.0,0.059627541146196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572475475756922,0.0,0.0,0.07753519492509321,0.0,0.04519172703157173,0.0,0.0,0.07112331091995687,0.0,0.07321208195911247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170970446764159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170286931891054,0.11707513721347815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815067717512653,0.09256601050702973,0.1901569680918441,0.0,0.0,0.06297770587939826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125881507886654,0.05006065152784525,0.13456344507755566,0.0,0.06404607471202371,0.05960463704720026,0.0,0.07683217406674063,0.0,0.0,0.0732212120127619,0.0,0.07964897523553399,0.05877447878826411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061965924463684006,0.0,0.06277225407672461,0.0,0.0,0.07448504584221992,0.0,0.08303764907814858,0.093937822231347,0.0,0.07028961524906835,0.0,0.2760338410753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245694142801605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711940241930591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979804521493648,0.1711723042760057,0.0,0.0,0.12402600474391146,0.05884424332095708,0.0,0.07649370023528006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677472603042318,0.0,0.07039843085434222,0.0,0.2335081869919163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151221813091796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452415444420844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858026713151036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381394607198447,0.059842540482813525,0.0,0.11145080696502377,0.0,0.0,0.11167930217245337,0.06379244716970174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593134567257395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049598511900779615,0.0,0.16788279588995278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566677006091694,0.1580600614362648,0.1126451404829879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621535919379464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430263380922967,0.0,0.06642165584879584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845180398687248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266254490341972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530434224744382,0.0,0.0,0.09955666458269888,0.0,0.17029438411108788,0.18050061178369856 adhd,yugemonz,2019/01/24,"Prescribed Concerta, received generic, feel nothing has changed? Hey! I was finally able to get my ass to a my doctor and as a trial he prescribed me 18mg concerta for a month before I get a full eval by a psych. I pick up my meds and notice it's a generic methylphenidate. I took it yesterday and this morning, however I don't notice anything different. My mind is still thinking too many things and once and I'm still jumping from one thing to another. I read people's posts about how concerta has helped them; so I'm kinda sad that I feel nothing. Is it because my dosage is too low? Should I give it more time (like a week) to see if the effects will work? Or is it because it's a generic? Can I ask for real concerta and return what I have?! Thanks :>",1.8093073593073608,3.9203816623376646,3.432181818181821,88.74160606060606,79.77922077922078,6.4443290043290045,27.14978354978355,7.554174236665415,1.5928853679653687,592,26,121,9,15,196,98,154,0.07400000000000001,0.905,0.021,-0.8082,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,9,0,12,2,1,3,0,18,24,11,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,3,17,2,11,20,2,15,0,2,1,1,7,3,1,3,9,77,28,4,0.15603504985189032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361635471632968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284035509802303,0.0,0.145871708428086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023503624948085,0.0,0.13277433489950002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650643932340293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302341672777293,0.0,0.1597084852945929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779201906757415,0.0,0.0,0.17092877017976374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163043746876855,0.14968303788573292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104587004838033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623084372282947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819504988033373,0.0,0.0,0.1733197648014333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755091975772573,0.0,0.12454568813056953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994396772429097,0.3552938768994484,0.0,0.16617223565913314,0.105733387998471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817505692229533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494384456865138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156077275152378,0.17760204715122727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433973280595015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492195847408207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436561099335278,0.0,0.0,0.2073255075570447,0.09998095952592008,0.0,0.0,0.09098529236926893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336068165950114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251619051020691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359537466065073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,babeigotastewgoing,2019/01/24,"I got a new job! I had been having so much difficulty but I was recently hired at my dream job. With this I’ll have time to go back and finish my education. I’m 25 and was diagnosed as an undergrad at 20.",-0.3926666666666669,1.5565306222222226,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,87.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.4595777777777772,158,5,38,5,5,59,36,45,0.044000000000000004,0.889,0.067,0.2389,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,5,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,25,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519929063148568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326242225858477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624820839186404,0.0,0.26210393482501915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.650413914698735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090851913168476,0.0,0.0,0.31650956587207524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235794118339164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910934793784129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwawayaskaway777,2019/01/24,"I think my mind is floating away I can't concentrate. My mind is floating in 50 different directions. I feel numb and distant from lunch sitting in front of me. I'm trying to find an anchor or something, it's not even to start a project but just reconnect with my life. So much time passes I don't know where it all went like I'm in a walking coma?",2.3964840182648395,3.91748839726028,3.8645890410958894,89.02555936073061,75.98630136986301,7.0584474885844735,27.235159817351605,7.793537801064563,1.5310474885844747,275,11,59,4,6,91,56,73,0.026000000000000002,0.924,0.05,0.3716,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,9,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26762842827046457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761037679701635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814247954988528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403005161117585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603501487372031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654755918985272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011998408798235,0.13916460947319068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752399199448895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939946300331155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929347581140493,0.0,0.0,0.20162016186899406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825220672851174,0.0,0.0,0.1660998627591133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339624160644375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26406124736188336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bitchhhhhhhh,2019/01/24,Driving with ADHD I have a fear of driving because I think I might get distracted by someone/thing. Do you guys ever find yourself drifting off while driving and did going on meds help with that? ,4.722342342342344,6.749865378378381,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,70.89189189189189,6.014414414414415,33.954954954954964,6.42735559955562,2.216592792792793,157,8,26,1,3,49,32,37,0.15,0.777,0.07200000000000001,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38927867604179534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745344324487046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29299649496898805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644904889333265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29604924177295616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923038918109898,0.0,0.18408636932472305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207233091284059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711104989992508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35979265457235143,0.0,0.0,0.3436189129418523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754940947291275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zman_woah,2019/01/24,"Working on a Lab for a Psychology course titled: Stress Management and realized somethings about myself that I find interesting and may benefit others. (personal experience) Hello r/ADHD, this is my very first reddit post. I am trying to get out of my shell and be active in this community. I also posted a comment for the first time a few minutes ago. &#x200B; Anyways, in the course we did stress assessments test and learned about the five dimensions of health and how they are related to stress. My journal entry is lengthy, but I found that since I have been medicated for the first time ( two weeks ago) it is easier for me to make changes in my life. I believe that the changes in addition to being on medication have improved my life a lot. I feel less stressed and am able to manage time better, which also helps me feel less stressed. Doing the assessment helped me discover aspects in my life that I have either recently improved or have been able to maintain healthy. The dimensions of health are: physical, intellectual, emotional, social, and spiritual. Each dimension contributes to stress and how it is managed. I will try to copy and paste my assessment (it is quite lengthy and consists of my opinions and personal findings about my overall life) but I think it is worth a read if you don't have anything better to do. Maybe we are similar and what I find helpful for me could be helpful for you. Or maybe we are opposites and these things may not work for you at all. It is also may be a little philosophical some points, I tend to that without knowing. &#x200B; TL;DR I have completed a stress assessment relating to the five dimensions of health: physical, intellectual, emotional, social, and spiritual and found many interesting things about myself, my life, and what works **for me.** I posted the assessment below for anybody who wants to read. I think what I found that works for me could benefit others. Also, I just recently started medication and believe the in conjunction with things I began to implement in my life, I am seeing a big change for the better. (: &#x200B; P.S. I have not proof read the journal so I am sorry for any sentences that may seem clunky and have grammar errors. &#x200B; Lab Activity 1.1 Review: To manage stress in my life I have recently implemented a few things that will help manage time and better my overall health. There are other ways that I manage stress and I have found that I have been doing them naturally with little or no thought. For physical health I recently started meal prepping healthy home cooked meals that I enjoy eating. An example would be spaghetti, I love eating pasta but there are a few things that could be bad for my health and time. Cooking pasta can sometime be comprised of unhealthy processed foods or made with from scratch with healthier ingredients, the latter will be more nutritious and health but will consume more time. The former will be quick and easy, but it will not be as nutritious resulting less beneficial food for health. I chose to meal prep because it helps manage my time by forcing me to allow enough time during the week to cook the foods that I enjoy and by not having to allot time to cooking or buying lunch and dinner. While meal prepping, I switch out certain ingredients that are not as nutritious or calorie dense for ingredients that are nutrient dense and offer more to a balanced diet. An example that I enjoy is swapping ground beef for ground turkey. I find that ground turkey offers more protein and less fat while not differing in taste too much that it is noticeable. A few more examples ingredients I enjoy switching are: making homemade sauce for my spaghetti using only fresh vegetables and olive oil (as opposed to vegetable oil), swapping regular pasta for veggie pasta ( which taste the same but is infused with a half serving of vegetables per serving of pasta, and switching regular peanut butter for PB FIT peanut butter. Meal prepping helps me eliminate excess sodium and unnecessary calories from my diet while maintaining healthy ratios of macro nutrients in addition to having a more micronutrients available for my body. In addition to meal prepping I have been getting more exercise by going to the gym, martial arts practice, and walking to nearby places instead of driving. For intellectual health I have been reading informative articles and books about topics that interest me or ones that I am worries about or don’t know enough of i.e. how sleep affects the body and what is the minimum amount of sleep needed. I have also been consistently sticking to a schedule that allows me to effectively manage time for studies, work, and school to allow my self not to get overwhelmed with too many things to do/process at once. For my emotional health, I have a best friend that I have always talked to about my feeling and problems since ninth grade. I discuss how I feel about work, school, and life in general whenever I need or want to. I maintain this habit to better understand myself and get an outside perspective of what I’m doing and how I can to better, or just to vent how I feel. I have had a rough life growing up and have been through some traumatic experiences, and even though I am not to blame for my childhood, I have learned that taking responsibility is a major way to help yourself. Although I could not control the circumstances I was put in, I have learned recently, that I must take responsibility for said circumstances. I take responsibility for the circumstances in my life because I am the one that must make a difference in life through my own actions, I cannot hope for someone to take responsibility for the hardships I have faced because it is my life and I’m responsible for anything that happens in it regardless if am the cause, because I will always be the effect of my life. For my social health I constantly remind myself that I am lucky to have the friends and family I have. Although my friends may not be a many, I can trust that our relationships are not built on lies or expectations. We simply hang out when we can and enjoy each other’s company. My best friend is my girlfriend and we have been together for six years through thick and thin. She is the biggest component of my social and emotional health, and life. We connect so well to the point where we play 20 questions ( A game where the opponent has to figure out a random word given by the other opponent while only asking 20 questions) and guesses she guesses the most random word I can think of on her first try without literally no context or clues. This may seem strange, but since we live together, we know each other’s characteristics, thoughts, feelings, fears, joys, emotions, and practically everything, which gives a sense of connection that is greater than any other. Regarding spiritual health, I was not the best at keeping that dimension of health in good shape. I would constantly stress about creation of existence and ponder life after death. I would get wrapped up the question of creation, how anything can be created without being created by something, that I would get mild panic attacks and severe anxiety. I also would think about life after death because seizing to exist is petrifying. Not knowing if when I die my conscious will end and nothing will no longer exist. Also, living on for eternity can carry almost the same amount of magnitude. Existing for eternity with no end can seem redundant and scary. I began to choose the later over the former because since my grandmother passed away, I have hope that one day I can reunite with her and the rest of family members that I will someday lose, whether it be through angelic bodies floating through the heavens or just conscious spiritual entities wandering the cosmos. Believing that my conscious will carry on helps alleviate the stress and anxiety that comes with the knowledge that death is inevitable. I recently gained a new perspective on life. That perspective focuses on the fact that our lives are marked by death. Meaning the death actually gives life meaning, and actually life is important because of death. If one stresses over existence and life and what comes after it, they may get so caught up in those aspects that they forget the most important part of life, life itself. Respond: To better improve my physical health I have planned to wake up at 6:30 AM every morning with the exception of Saturdays, to maintain a consistent sleep schedule for my body and have more time during my day to allow for things that I enjoy doing. Reflect: Waking up earlier has helped me manage my time with greater efficiency. I have completed more assignments in one day than what I have set for myself. The most difficult part was not giving in to the urge to go back to sleep, however, it has begun to get easier as the days go by. On my fifth day I managed to wake earlier and spent some time having a well-paced (not rushed) and nice conversation with my mother and sister, who have coffee before my sister leaves for work. I have found, for me, it is easier to manage time when there is more time to manage. When it is easier to manage time it is less stressful and helps me maintain a sense of control and balance. 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I take it only twice a week (Wed and Thurs giving my brain a 5-6 day break to avoid addiction and damage to brain), but I am HORRIFIED I have brought on things before they should have happened (or could have happened) Last night when walking my dog, I became euphoric in a way, I thought I was the worlds ONLY dog walker (literal grandeur delusion) . I for a moment convinced myself I was the ONLY person in the world allowed to walk animals. I got inside and started to frantically explain my ""insight"" to my father, he calmed me down and called my therapist who was able to talk me out of that space and reflect on it (just saw them this morning to talk about it), they have contacted my psych and as of now I am no longer taking the meds. (20mg twice weelky with a day or 2 break between doses). TL;DR - Took 60mg vyvanse twice a week for ADHD for a month, discovered family history of schitzo, possibly dev. schizo like behaviors and thought patterns. How likely is it that my use of my medication has caused my brain to start these sort of thought patterns (Therapist/psych said it could easily be stim withdrawl, but im not addicted I litteraly take 5 or 6 days off between 2 day dose regime)",5.054398064125831,6.533447789272035,5.500701754385967,80.0921052631579,69.19157088122606,8.559870941722123,32.127646702964306,8.99025400887824,2.8342137931034475,1087,48,196,20,19,348,153,261,0.059000000000000004,0.836,0.105,0.9209,1,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,2,12,0,18,8,3,5,1,34,37,16,0,3,7,3,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,11,10,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,12,2,28,4,31,21,1,35,0,1,1,0,18,10,0,4,20,123,39,1,0.10294974505079496,0.0,0.0,0.22446083611694465,0.2474511747671629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760265043121529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34477788900470363,0.10512320016839816,0.0,0.0,0.10575774697960126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643939886521251,0.0,0.0,0.2655762749514081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705185734121498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875877633513637,0.0,0.0,0.08233831575531145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207623910332751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120339091980612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391778273583124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005920904786664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435395839273442,0.10371103727618036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057349714875835,0.16434700860337015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966113617231812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489376061294076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827718065744843,0.0,0.0898917464215735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321207381226693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165045328787548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979287827977062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573671885276496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096215840973729,0.16549421080959262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390651777097591,0.06839523608889289,0.0,0.0,0.24519179391665336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143809547638085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891552534247013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171671570512785,0.16516015129370892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dhoae,2019/01/24,"Unfinished texts I think the number of partially finished texts you stumble upon weekly should be admissible during evaluation for ADHD. I’ll be so sure I replied and I wonder why someone who was replying quickly suddenly stopped. Then I’m whatever probably got busy. Days later I have to text them for an unrelated reason and find that not only did I not send the text, I didn’t even finish the sentence haha. 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I made payroll mistake causing about 17 people to have their funds not being direct deposited into their accounts and having checks issued or mailed and getting them late. These people are temporary workers and depend on these funds. Thought I was doing everything right, but did not follow the correct steps. I was never properly trained and put the pieces together along the way. That is no excuse. I know there upset and my boss is taking the brunt and trying to ease everything. I know what to do next time but it is as if I let everyone down. I am just beating myself up, as I should. It was all my fault for not paying attention. I have good reputation at work and people say I am a hard worker but I am just kicking myself. I do not want to make excuses for what I did. I know to use this as a learning experience but its wearing on me and just getting distracted. 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I wasn't diagnosed until adulthood because I had good grades and was well behaved, but in retrospect it's obvious I had ADHD. I got a good chuckle out of some of the comments, most of which were repeated by different teachers, in different grades. * needs time management skills * needs to complete homework * attitude affecting progress (this is a class I would read books in during lectures) * focus attention to task * needs to proofread and revise",5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,76.64705882352942,8.576470588235294,34.382352941176464,9.120678840339163,4.214435294117648,405,22,57,11,10,125,64,85,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9274,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,1,16,12,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,5,4,12,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,38,8,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25862497339397683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118209305734216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562995890489235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184204238794548,0.0,0.44967012271414736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23595240168337925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609940652137023,0.1721126985277754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786975434862576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525523412337802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779085156386024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548310054497114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348794600520172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286977361508194,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Elihzbah,2019/01/24,"Being the resident ""weirdo"" at work is exhausting. I'm sure a lot of you know exactly what I mean without me even having to explain it. Keeping this as short and sweet as possible. Having add can be alienating, we all already know that. I have always gone through intense phases where I become totally obsessed with a subject and ABSORB EVERYTHING I CAN ABOUT IT AT EVERY OPPORTUNITY. It bleeds into my work and it always has. I carry around items associated with my current interests (books, etc) for mental fuel, but too often the attention they receive for being unusual is more than I wanted. When I DO fully engage and share exciting trivia about a subject, I often feel the most alienated. It often makes me question if I am on the autism spectrum. I feel like I'm on display, rather than engaging with people. The attention isn't necessarily negative. Recently I brought a walkman and a small case of cassettes to work. People thought they were cool. I don't hold it against them. But I brought those things to help me focus and to brighten my day, not as a conversation starter. And then I get pigeonholed as ""quirky."" While that's true, it's also usually sort of patronizing. Who relates? And how do you deal with this? 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He gave me these forms to give to my teachers, and they ask questions like: does this student speak out of turn, forget easily, etc. im curious what is the next step in the process after the forms. Any responses help! Thanks! 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So we went to a doctor and he prescribed with 10mg of adderall just to note that I go to a charter school so you do your work online and come one day in a week to school for 4 hours. My mom told me to take it on today when I go to school but instead I was so desperate of getting some sort of help that I took it yesterday at like 3 pm because I haven't done my school work for 3 weeks now and I really need to do it because I have lied to her and told her that I have been doing my work because she knows that I dont do my work and I get failing grades often. I also need to do my work because when I come in school they do a weekly grade check to see if anyone is failing in class and if you are they message your parents and you have to go to school for the rest of the week and catch up with the class. I tell my mom that I am doing my homework when im not because I have anxiety and I dont do very well with confrontation because she gets mad when im doing bad and I got a new pc for christmas and I told her that I would do good in school. So my anxiety kicks in and I just tell her that I am doing my homework when im not. I also hate lab because you need to be in there 4 hours a day and it gets me so anxious and I get so distracted in there because there are a lot of people also right next to you doing their work. so I mostly just waste time and stare at my computer screen until the 4 hours are up and fake act like im doing my work when the adults in there walk by to check on you. So I decided to take my first adderall and waited 2 hours but I didnt feel focused or concentrated at all like the other people say online so I decided to go to sleep because I heard that people wake up and take an adderall then they go to sleep and the adderall just makes them wake up and they are ready to do whatever they need to do. But in my case It didnt wake me up I slept for 2 more hours which makes me 4 hours after I have already taken the pill and I still didnt feel focused and concentrated. I really knew that I had to get my work done and my anxiety was building up because I didnt want to get in trouble so I decided to take my second pill so at this point I had taken 20mg but my doctor said to only take 10 mg a day I kept thinking in my that I have to get my work done and to stay focused but obviously that didnt happen I stared at my homework for like 3 minutes then I got distracted and started to watch youtube videos. I kept going back and forth to trying to do what im supposed to do then getting distracted I was like youre such an idiot dude you have to do the work or else youre going to get in trouble then I went back to getting distracted and watching youtube videos again forgetting about the work that I am supposed to be doing. It kept happening again over and over and over and now it is 4 am and I have taken my second dose at 7 pm. I dont feel like the adderall is helping at all for me besides keeping me awake or it is because I had slept for 2 hours at 5pm. I have school at 11 am and my anxiety is going off like crazy because im not going to have enough time to finish 3 weeks of work that I need to do in the time that I have and im probably am going to get distracted again if I even attempt to do my work. and to let you know I havent even done one lesson yet but I want to but i just cant i dont know whats wrong with me and I need some sort of help. I've always have done bad in school and starting in 6-7th grade I started to be depressed and always being absent and tardy to school like in 7th grade I had like 90ish absents and I ended up failing and taking summer school I also failed that to. Im currently now enrolled in charter school redoing 7th grade and im still doing bad I have failed my first semester and now im failing my 3rd week of second semester. I feel like I need some special education or something. I dont want to be a dropout and be a bum for the rest of my life. I feel like my depression is starting to come back and I just dont want to live this life anymore its so stressful. Im planning on taking 20mg to 30mg at one time before I go to school and just try my best. And btw the other adderalls I took would be gone by then even tough it didnt help me so I would be on 20-30 mg when I get to school. But I still know that taking the pills before I go to school isnt even going to help because im still going to get in trouble. I just dont know what im going to tell my mom because im going to have no excuse and shes going to be really mad at me.",1.972659535586363,2.6359911876172646,3.9227292219975136,91.59650264369776,75.67917448405254,6.850983163178286,23.69406203552545,6.980632752743323,0.6040768158670602,3730,105,896,35,77,1275,286,1066,0.14,0.777,0.083,-0.9967,2,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,1,12,7,28,62,44,5,6,27,0,97,16,7,2,4,142,200,96,0,18,29,5,5,11,0,3,8,3,3,1,38,60,1,5,17,3,2,30,22,29,1,8,44,14,146,15,134,143,14,145,0,9,6,0,54,48,0,16,77,599,184,53,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0295528808173852,0.0856652308555458,0.04456694183666519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194785136349611,0.030254273774701367,0.02655899976757167,0.018725505905771243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177751452568595,0.06708164484169543,0.2448766093816897,0.0,0.045576362916253284,0.0,0.028104418930079627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030629688284873887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920693172673596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181350377051082,0.0,0.04613190642952772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03069270370259952,0.05482182902366679,0.0,0.13702843738857445,0.2197053286979044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02237162072903948,0.0,0.023719520454201733,0.027671352764463614,0.0,0.0707529106094491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770497411788574,0.0573958537782845,0.0,0.0293366623468249,0.0,0.04555885614827218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958834397158514,0.0,0.2587389947449499,0.022462161980650597,0.0428375276581808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047363708238003364,0.0,0.0,0.02644013953750323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770218414040976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846133681124564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628395216017903,0.0,0.0,0.023803685026930848,0.0,0.0,0.07358914563038832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027384813718332342,0.037831632681951166,0.1439192695526973,0.0,0.02364761863193341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02923401313985413,0.02276777190159356,0.0,0.0,0.0357523025080645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254597078303811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588588518600715,0.0,0.02586471525346516,0.028481301120973707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054441356465060466,0.02036773093767073,0.0,0.0,0.02973650870405385,0.0,0.0,0.0556985541276711,0.0,0.0,0.029396880447846607,0.02531617143742562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028873843167751174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02678768656875225,0.0,0.06862494093181573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022870348923060158,0.0254743305297577,0.02129688030021681,0.0,0.4065485162063742,0.021340542927830875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359955982914734,0.0,0.0,0.02061689062517884,0.0,0.0,0.07582133138623395,0.028544385151172275,0.08554757399901954,0.0,0.03067690285277726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108446050507624,0.0,0.07022185329771945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03431964844348636,0.0,0.0,0.06246355831045214,0.0,0.02538472519804961,0.10235942999466686,0.08926216066572322,0.03636432087883707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022096667180754502,0.06318318806509511,0.0,0.15037157181685584,0.0,0.02407883122344057,0.04965147125389408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729507037291701,0.0,0.0,0.05707216734748171,0.029280206421749968,0.0,0.0 adhd,Riothegod1,2019/01/24,"Today is the day of the final exam for my first semester of culinary. I remembered to take my meds today, I remembered my schedule for cooking my breakfast + 3 course meal, I have my recipes. For once, I feel calm but ready.",4.636287878787879,5.567652477272726,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,69.68181818181819,8.593939393939394,32.84848484848485,8.841846274778883,2.8022666666666667,175,8,33,3,3,58,31,44,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,6,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708108552815777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391965832438202,0.0,0.0,0.29013789969285925,0.0,0.22528723068422635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941964215963313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820640632393414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000627051854398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913950371879327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021069381493313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nanashay,2019/01/24,"Finally passed the test to move up at work I have taken this test 3 times now. Failed over tiny little things. Was supposed to be at work at 8 to take it and woke up at 710. But I passed it on a miracle this time. I took it for the first time after I take my medicine in the morning. By afternoon, the medication is not working as well as the morning dose as there are 8 hours between them. So I think it's time to explain that to the doctor. I passed though and I will get a needed raise because I passed. I am so happy that it's finally over because walking around feeling like I am a failure is not the way I want to live my life. 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Audiobooks! Hey guys, haven’t really made a post here before. I know what you’re going to say! Yeah I put the headphones in and I just don’t pay attention! That’s not the point of what I’m getting at! Usually if I’m feeling some symptoms of adhd or add and start to get angry or stressed, I put on an audio book and strap on the headphones. Basically having someone talk to you is very calming, it can be very annoying at first but once you get used to it it really calms down my racing mind. 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Input needed! I’ve written myself a financial management plan that I think could help with keeping on top of things while dealing with the symptoms of ADHD that can make money management difficult eg. a deficit of self control, impulsiveness, struggles to acknowledge long term consequences. Would anyone be willing to take a look at it and give me their thoughts? Neurotypicals welcome!",8.416086956521738,11.707365898550727,7.1935507246376815,63.97119565217396,63.92753623188406,10.397101449275363,41.934782608695656,10.504223727775694,5.761713043478262,353,21,43,10,6,107,56,69,0.114,0.7829999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.1984,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,12,14,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,9,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,28,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337616680338386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527409214828494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906651384933115,0.17730206712548288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289408578408044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156806244790912,0.0,0.0,0.21302646568246705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488465247075591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738294927461836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652190503234904,0.18647996960797472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482311437161121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465952993751407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316638382141321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215216951722506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081216887852596,0.16696640594108828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753114562792596,0.14229127591335866,0.0,0.1762960323146669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577497027567442,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WorthSummer7,2019/01/24,"Are things going to get better for me? I was diagnosed with the inattentive version of ADHD about a month ago, but the symptoms have been there my whole life, and now I'm 23 years old, can't keep a steady job, not even part time, for more than a few months, and because of that, I live at home where my mother basically berates me for being too lazy and not being able to hold a job. I'm on the chopping block for being kicked out of the house within the year, which makes my anxiety skyrocket. When I got diagnosed and told her that I literally have an inattentive form of ADHD, like my doctor had said, she just said I was making excuses and not actually trying to face my problems like a man would. My parents always told me that I was just lazy, that I wasn't trying hard enough, and all that. But after explaining to my doctor that I always end up getting distracted when people are talking, I don't retain a lot of the info and end up missing out on important details (like how to do my job). On top of that, even when I do manage to work decently, my mind shifts over to something else mid-work, and I end up not giving it my all unintentionally. I was prescribed Wellbutrin by my doctor and he told me to try it for a while and to see how I felt after taking it for a while, but all it really did was amplify how bad I was feeling. My anxiety was even worse, I had terrible mood swings, and I couldn't sleep. I currently have stopped taking it and I have an appointment to visit with my doctor again in about two weeks to try something else. But learning all of this now, and how my life could have been so much better had my mother just actually believed me when I said something was wrong in the past really saddens me. Now I'm in my 20's without going to school at all, and I can't even keep a job and I won't have a home soon anymore. I just wish I could turn back the clock and somehow make all of this right.",8.153861697350695,5.421364305343512,8.43860499925161,75.73700044903458,63.707379134860055,11.588025744649006,34.568028738212845,9.773937934552695,2.978514863044454,1504,45,316,23,17,500,179,393,0.126,0.815,0.059000000000000004,-0.9832,6,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,29,12,0,1,20,0,36,11,2,7,6,66,65,31,0,6,13,3,3,3,0,2,9,3,2,1,16,20,0,6,5,0,0,3,11,6,0,1,23,7,47,5,50,34,15,50,0,1,1,0,18,18,0,2,32,237,63,12,0.07738291091955891,0.0,0.15102911687678067,0.0,0.18599844229337126,0.0,0.06859528151251756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877756180163868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839543009424243,0.0,0.07674305422375582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950268193511185,0.06461149833148322,0.047171904254351416,0.0,0.0,0.08718404152300421,0.0,0.13687779250559154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356791532899615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708405137174813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168187532834488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292869850300806,0.0,0.20561487182972205,0.07995723273587985,0.0,0.204442731387017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912712485724728,0.0,0.0742997297437084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085875418720824,0.07423273936128594,0.08795698313093454,0.0,0.061890182925815586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931988863120978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524273813843084,0.0,0.0,0.08928948957267258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071623948345095,0.1375629735105783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093156769340808,0.11341614454045815,0.0,0.06833052806261962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578818362472745,0.0,0.0,0.15496108178086967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813468064053024,0.0,0.12353260243991608,0.0,0.05688534331772304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120034780334814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859245649260776,0.08379815161626268,0.073870744531601,0.05364756701447475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404499495962243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914694847549786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660845831122614,0.22082660637838694,0.0,0.0,0.07831563712703751,0.06166416120363762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743879593237017,0.0,0.0,0.17871943623854392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469557850613232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804304738328244,0.11636463717884026,0.06219745258457305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051409767542189067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045122597654079985,0.0,0.0,0.2218280626662984,0.0,0.210151667866806,0.08417038601822932,0.07559185979167876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207190347443828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639525653862155,0.08898652859438712,0.07459436471083901,0.0,0.11267136155091967,0.0,0.07885979723406211,0.05497059969307617,0.08460606531766889,0.0,0.09966411506760484 adhd,setupbefore30,2019/01/24,"Can we ever be as good as neurotypicals? Got diagnosed and medicated 4 months ago. Also 4 months into my college course. Did a particular subject and worked the hardest I've ever done on any academic project. I got awarded an A (was hoping for an A+) and it's made me feel depressed. Other peers in my class did manage to get an A+, yet all my hard work did not amount to that. Will we ever be as good as neurotypicals? Then I got the other side saying that you did your best considering you had to change your meds 4 times and found it difficult adjusting to academic studies so quickly. Anyone else get depressed about this too?",3.934672131147544,5.8235636147541,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,72.68852459016394,8.158688524590165,27.77377049180328,8.841846274778883,2.27811868852459,499,19,93,10,10,166,82,122,0.08,0.797,0.12300000000000001,0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,4,0,4,9,8,0,0,9,0,11,2,0,1,4,17,20,11,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,12,3,12,5,13,5,3,14,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,10,68,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937992186496004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574129718507104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692563782646716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994282648972538,0.1611065106806498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500912015797606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633447519792713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708536799883549,0.15959088091525833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090666700040485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135021443392225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266859579147735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950307200661429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240078088807054,0.0,0.0,0.1642982810509274,0.0,0.0,0.2637636162835689,0.37726715322980797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408522634219764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617048435677713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487801793756243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465336742128607,0.15839838125087832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510080007865945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250401045184873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916853753887142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893886027014976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rebecca1307,2019/01/24,"BUSPAR/BUSPIRONE to treat ADHD Has anybody else been prescribed this? How are you finding it working with your ADHD symptoms? I’m currently on day 1 and just want to know what to expect ",3.130714285714287,6.0171540000000014,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,80.42857142857143,4.642857142857143,28.75,5.985473137389443,1.4925714285714289,150,7,24,1,4,47,32,35,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.5204,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7605938980681235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040763136301226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26434332110804104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892185735804716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390603380102396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32890021476354225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664331446537846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037061231805556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wayfaringfellow,2019/01/24,"Why can I follow my goals for a few weeks and then have a period where everything falls into chaos? For a couple of weeks I managed to keep things clean, everything was going smoothly, bedroom was spotless, was following one habit I set out to do, but then something happens, I don't know what.. and I become lazy and unconscientious, is this normal? How can I begin to fix it?",5.133333333333333,6.3172445555555585,5.9232222222222255,78.24400000000001,68.72222222222221,8.537777777777778,28.288888888888888,8.841846274778883,2.2253188888888893,296,10,54,5,5,97,53,72,0.092,0.8809999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.6474,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,16,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,1,7,0,8,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,41,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982404024340204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29879656670360577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853930479910009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347120984754184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879743257563615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400259220290232,0.0,0.0,0.14840813522173762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26458402830558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298758878793805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078916846732502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794040437002154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332231408883549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436710902080988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Abbey_Hurtfew,2019/01/24,"Got my first night’s sleep with melatonin I have to wake up at 6 am in the morning but it’s very hard for me to fall sleep before midnight unless I’m exhausted. And if I’m exhausted I’m not going to be well rested anyways. So I tried melatonin at 9pm last night and fell asleep before 10:30 and woke up at 6 feeling pretty well rested for the first time in such a long time. Unfortunately I still don’t want to get out of bed but that’s bc my mattress is soft and it’s dark and raining outside but at least I’m not fighting to stay awake. **tl;dr: tried melatonin because I’ve seen it pop up on the sub every once in a while. It works well for me**",0.7278571428571432,2.6599252142857166,2.5542857142857147,94.5607142857143,82.57142857142857,4.8571428571428585,20.714285714285715,5.773587663045528,-0.10814285714285754,510,15,116,3,14,169,86,140,0.083,0.789,0.129,0.6679,0,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,0,5,0,5,6,4,0,0,16,16,12,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,3,2,3,4,7,3,23,12,3,26,0,0,1,0,1,12,0,1,10,69,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435544086989378,0.0,0.291339061990103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423441351963534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655848070989773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29122715298649376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943937153669294,0.0,0.09729085455955257,0.0,0.1369157643057431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533520355709307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395421713053252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149719068524767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32129922283708323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823110742839522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416111602349166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34262596847405297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246507318514216,0.13671203870633564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964377719400572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324526674981648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124914489946608,0.10097191595922952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617593629846325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462788808205474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CloneNoodle,2019/01/24,"Meds allow me to stick to my task and function in society, but add to my anxiety to a point where I question if the trade-off is worth it. I'm 26, I got a diagnosis of ADHD at 21 after a very rough go through HS, ignored recommendations from teachers to be assessed, and a failure in College. Since then I've been prescribed various meds through various doctors due to moving around for work and doctors moving away (ritalin, wellbutrin, vyvanse, concerta, dexedrine, generic alternatives, and a couple others I can't remember). At first it was all benefit, but after a couple of years I started to notice a considerable increase in anxiety to the point of nervous ticks I never had before and intense social anxiety, as well as a reduction in impulse control especially for methylphenidate based meds but also wellbutrin gave me anger issues I've never had before or since. I've never been able to manage a sustainable lifestyle without meds and treatment, but as the symptoms increase they're adding more barriers and issues that get in the way of the benefits. I'm looking for any suggestions to counteract these side effects or approach the issues from a different, scientifically backed perspective. I should also mention that I've been really into running over the past few years and run intervals of 5-10km multiple times a week, which originally helped quite a bit but I'm not noticing any difference if I run or not in the past few months. 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I’m clumsy and stupid and can’t do anything right or properly, I get too excited by things and become an child I’m so fidgety like a child I’m not even a man maybe I don’t have adhd maybe I’m just the village idiot ",0.2052649769585244,2.3391200564516157,3.3755760368663594,86.63693548387097,86.33870967741936,6.4460829493087575,22.566820276497694,7.7094869923839395,1.2832529953917051,453,17,95,9,14,163,72,124,0.188,0.743,0.069,-0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,1,7,0,10,3,0,1,0,15,23,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,6,1,0,0,0,13,3,8,23,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786238672633069,0.39383873427906496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363387545566261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534703451762122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348369911288462,0.0,0.0,0.18640634989000185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997664371378352,0.18096267571893945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082233076380006,0.0,0.13805315114046576,0.0,0.14726043826214236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712127747513242,0.15718265030415535,0.09312138983576557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564000295663107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314683247329105,0.08005025967219696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930189226216316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938368412671345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496837557820067,0.0,0.0,0.17591671471765905,0.0,0.13992949751289538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129464717763598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885659862925794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151631323466865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005882034317384,0.0,0.0,0.14732345208763092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791474448183061,0.0,0.0 adhd,solostatsea,2019/01/24,Small Win Today I was officially diagnosed with ADHD and was prescribed medication for it. Its a small win because I have been trying to get tested for it for over a year but my parents would never listen. Now I can say that I’m on the road to doing better. ,2.2476923076923083,4.421373000000003,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,78.61538461538461,6.467692307692308,21.93846153846154,7.554174236665415,1.0871492307692303,204,6,38,3,5,71,41,52,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.8248,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,3,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867731826608452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961825842804747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846295850127405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266473511562091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681411807398348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32420656723177393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482126100655258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573504921378781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559295286486156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050541047904247,0.0,0.0,0.2184992208002652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286164715565908,0.0,0.0,0.20724585919367133 adhd,fluppets,2019/01/24,"Conviction Statement (adaptation of 'The Serenity Prayer') #*Jokingly:* *""Lord, grant me the excitement to start the things I cannot finish, Procrastination to finish the things that are useless, and the Anxiety to deny the difference, Amen.""* #**Seriously:** **""I have the Conviction to start the things that I fear I cannot finish, the Experience to ignore the things that are exciting, but useless, and the Clarity to see the difference.""** >#Serenity Prayer: >""Lord, grant me the Serenity to accept the things >I cannot change, the Courage to change the >things I can, and the Wisdom to see the >difference.""",4.039515951595156,7.219359821782177,4.123085808580857,75.49615786578656,94.34653465346534,8.977117711771179,28.383388338833882,8.680891452615391,3.8778312431243127,486,23,74,17,18,150,46,101,0.13699999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.7788,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,1,18,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,7,6,10,11,0,5,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485345024166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453042299309547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115519550065954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964845596359653,0.0,0.18365404644505093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26011082611563435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103851212637816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505676966066969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nagromtrebmal,2019/01/24,"please help I’m overthinking sleeping So I have recently started having trouble sleeping when I take my meds. I’ve been on 60mg of Vyvanse for about 5 months now but within this past month I’ve been getting 3-4hrs of sleep a night and sometimes none at all. I think I’m overthinking sleeping. Since this problem has become norm when I end my day around 8pm I start to worry about if I’m going to be able to fall asleep that night. I overthink about how tired I’m feeling and questioning am I feeling tired or just relaxed. I start thinking about ways I can get myself ready for sleep. Seriously when my day ends or when the end of the day is approaching all I do is just worry if I will be able to fall asleep AND THEN when I close my eyes to sleep I cannot shut my brain off, it takes me forever to doze off but then when I start noticing I’m dozing off I think “sweet you’re about to sleep don’t loose it” and then I wake all the way back up OR I get really excited about the next day(idk why I am only ever at work or school) but I think about what a productive day I’m going to have and about things I want to look up in the morning about whatever topic my brain is obsessing over at the moment and sometimes I can’t wait and I just let myself stay up all night hyper focusing on dumb shit Even though I feel soooooo tiiireddddd :( PLEASE MAKE ME FEEL LESS ALONE lol And also help me find a way to get into a healthy sleep schedule ",1.7780428571428573,3.722351823333337,2.9452380952380963,93.03000000000002,79.1,6.152380952380952,22.047619047619047,7.1686216300943375,0.5534619047619049,1137,34,251,14,28,365,153,300,0.153,0.725,0.122,-0.9115,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,27,9,2,1,10,1,20,17,15,2,5,43,50,30,0,4,12,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,10,1,0,5,4,6,0,0,2,7,34,3,40,44,6,60,0,0,2,0,3,18,2,7,33,154,41,2,0.150108482501749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773355876106207,0.0,0.06002084961197384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681418713647057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057712078700093865,0.0,0.0,0.08289151274933328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757071032770168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420188826217696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942734140768814,0.0,0.0,0.049572618492794894,0.06789085814782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179871801626274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685982167810738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685097321605068,0.0,0.08531010985708068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061455166991136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674804675944144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302665975704914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009928884069339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336834226219851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981515861443738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982103704210759,0.21129996330062256,0.0,0.0,0.08544975112028219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570821325449304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164776583837643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477403705563234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181677258039965,0.0,0.0,0.0840779271710171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808166881899495,0.0,0.07410700862410771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595889910058867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704210008559463,0.06208564395185199,0.0,0.6008675562104046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484611274581887,0.0,0.21249511303771465,0.07999783488887229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286289761017093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986270288764202,0.19236690894450126,0.07374041095778723,0.0,0.0,0.17252761878593784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426893607810347,0.1787236896527243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772477878847086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464038152233568,0.15244245041966298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CollegeAdderall3245,2019/01/24,"Feelings of incompetency I have always been a “below” average student. The only reason I was able to have get good grades in high school is because homework and effort are weighted much heavier than in exams. I am now a junior studying Bio at UW, which grades on the bell curve system. Ever since the intro chem and bio series I have barely gotten by (below average- despite studying) no matter how hard I study . This same pattern (mediocre grades) quarter after quarter have made it harder for me to concentrate and study as nonaggression how hard I try I perform slightly below average. This breaks me down every single time. I have a my first biochem exam of the quarter on Monday and haven’t started studying. I feel so useless. I know that after seeing my grades on the first exams I will only become more and miserable. How have u guys dealt with stereotype threats and studying for competitive courses when you are below average ",5.5638207945900255,7.911776071005923,5.875253592561287,74.44048816568049,69.35502958579882,6.958748943364327,31.598055790363478,7.7094869923839395,2.5780174133558758,752,33,110,9,14,240,110,169,0.09699999999999999,0.8640000000000001,0.039,-0.8215,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,5,7,4,1,1,8,0,14,1,0,5,1,18,22,12,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,4,6,16,1,23,17,4,24,0,2,1,0,2,12,0,0,10,89,21,11,0.19901319525520414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559492106700352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131659665387715,0.21979443848671376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800188288287845,0.16767720037123865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125410239696606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385610444362775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397618055412354,0.0,0.0,0.16692282606297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970543521126384,0.0,0.0,0.3565534655467467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102683673697492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937244746757094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831109728822668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629759726430652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027170057392411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204618710323214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141197840567968,0.15858775029314795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462577166071932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086256391692806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160461945750312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511689600905322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234445735388166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kapitalist_Pigdog,2019/01/24,"In hindsight, I wonder if Hal from ""Malcolm In The Middle"" was unintentionally written with undiagnosed ADHD Just about every scene with Hal makes me think of this [Exhibit A: distractions](https://youtu.be/AbSehcT19u0) [Exhibit B: hyperfocus](https://youtu.be/SVZVhfbgCsw) [Exhibit C: impulse purchasing](https://youtu.be/iLKC49C2m6s) [Exhibit D: emotional regulation](https://youtu.be/iQtX8YIhwaU?t=189) And before anyone points it out, this is obviously isn't meant as a serious post.",13.161218637992835,18.787153903225807,10.316021505376348,33.371810035842344,66.41935483870968,13.078136200716848,40.759856630824366,10.746095033038511,7.764725448028674,410,21,36,16,9,122,53,62,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.5796,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,9,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128092505636659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401767884449263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922854135239264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863809729455173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894058552395541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292828092097613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247098787161782,0.0,0.32896928406319564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009506672861168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725011738114557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Punk_Trek,2019/01/24,"Why are green pens so rare? I find them so useful in taking notes, but they only seem to exist in silly glitter sparkle packs, or in the 4 in 1 pens. End rant. ",0.9987254901960796,2.51390573529412,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,79.88235294117645,4.533333333333334,17.215686274509807,3.1291,-0.9100666666666668,121,2,28,0,3,40,29,34,0.083,0.723,0.193,0.4803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901925608590749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026506148139615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350547119535268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010560864012698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312353968139779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804898732185809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975238001352967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Usernamepassword443,2019/01/24,"Methylphenidate and how quick do you notice it? My doc finally prescribed Ritalin at 5mg twice per day due to some Blood pressure issues. What I want to do is increase my dose until I can actually feel a difference then I’ll know how much I should be taking. Otherwise I’ll be on 10mg a day until my next appointment in 4 weeks which is ridiculous considering I felt nothing at 5mg. I took 10mg today then 5mg at lunch. 10mg I could feel almost easier to breath almost like I’ve had a coffee. I’m thinking tomorrow I’ll got 10mg then 10 again in the afternoon or 15mg in the morning and 5 in the afternoon. My hours are 8am to 5pm it the afternoon stretch I don’t mind if I’m not as focused because I want my mornings to be the most productive. How do you know it’s definitely working for you? What are your thoughts about my dosing protocol. Also, I’m not intentionally going against my doctor, I just don’t want to waste time with such a small dose. I’d rather know quickly where I should be at.",1.56888625592417,3.5207888625592405,3.7917985781990535,86.66798222748821,79.80568720379148,7.253175355450237,25.241943127962088,8.238735603445708,1.62720644549763,794,31,170,16,20,273,118,211,0.052000000000000005,0.873,0.075,0.316,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,12,3,1,1,9,0,18,8,2,4,0,32,36,14,0,8,6,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,8,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,5,3,21,1,22,24,4,36,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,6,22,100,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.17031541804029915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495317611425213,0.0,0.0,0.13957101601912822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639143973001663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934744233985402,0.0,0.0,0.22511391665869268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234596904250935,0.0,0.17863813125683675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649451349739226,0.0,0.16757549528552448,0.19118831430039304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918902170189248,0.0,0.13958702262956058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187620162035694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216324227756134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877502124314316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852661988601257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762248375933275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829911513590322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185613887702198,0.0,0.0,0.1674655678693446,0.19870276178263546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122431115313535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183132654493017,0.0,0.13855676696835453,0.10176943680057184,0.0,0.16543336669377734,0.0,0.193908471099332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088257043902691,0.0,0.13999687487322346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705940709016225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theactualTRex,2019/01/24,"I think I found my concerta dose I'm currently on a train travelling to meet my grandparents and to form their end of life documents (will, agency declaration, etc.) I'm also wearing a new three piece suit I need to break in before I need to use it for a job interview. Upon getting on the train I felt this horrible anxiety of dressing like a fraud and looking like fool for dressing well (I'm a lawyer, this is the stuff I need to wear when I find an actual job). This the typical anxiety I get when I start to think too much and can't rein it in. I had forgotten to take my morning meds so I take them on the train. My current prescription is concerta 54mg but I've been testing 72mg since I'm tall, heavy, hence it would make sense my daily dose would be somewhat high. Also 54mg doesn't really feel like anything except that I can achieve much more. But that comes without any weird feelings or side effects. So I take the 72mg partly because I have to spend the day with my grandparents (they are... strength sapping), partly because I want to get rid of the anxiety I'm feeling and partly because I'm experimenting with dose. Aaand now I feel like I'm drunk. Not a lot but enough that it's annoying. I honestly can't see why anyone would use this stuff recreationally. So now I'm chugging coffee to tone down the effects. It would seem it's 54mg for me baby! TL:DR Took 72mg of concerta instead of 54mg and now I'm slightly high.",2.8781632653061244,4.483332615646262,4.3990646258503405,85.34206632653063,74.8843537414966,8.029251700680273,27.556122448979593,8.72156446121922,2.047281632653062,1135,45,236,23,24,379,153,294,0.07200000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.09,0.7131,6,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,4,13,10,1,0,15,0,16,7,2,5,0,41,52,16,0,8,7,0,5,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,15,8,1,1,12,2,1,3,5,3,1,1,5,7,27,7,29,41,12,26,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,4,15,138,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.09965869995344906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333771971668645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694481059636348,0.0,0.23437469981198705,0.0,0.0,0.07140776729704018,0.0,0.08403969412065149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867622912535212,0.0,0.0869003575589971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797114304865145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065861800809854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045192186070668,0.10552182295860617,0.1138957209948516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989727655233792,0.0,0.0,0.20654869613630303,0.14591540867801114,0.09805545614348993,0.0,0.09333986754676207,0.0,0.0,0.1119741527168564,0.0,0.0,0.16006737949862626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580010842842615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268545282410672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213349632885671,0.19957132774348707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857587900923526,0.0,0.0,0.08682252783995592,0.0,0.0,0.06816884175723173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343720565187745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014639504447694,0.2271718849102521,0.0,0.09863239889579777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33177237692751194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542351695985323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137993873443923,0.09297023425833667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447837356349691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722841884089135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338160501987691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035455748429054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087440638991726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346398559846105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640541483099803,0.0,0.0,0.06023562745301984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182211607208014,0.0,0.0921514024471509,0.0,0.0,0.09844429424825113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901850246819883,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,getinjiggywidit,2019/01/24,"I can't keep up with board games and table-top games, the rules just fly right over me It takes a ridiculous amount of mental energy and repeatedly reading the manual (think 10-15 times per page) to even begin to understand how to play a new board or tabletop game. I have several friends that LOVE trying new games, and I tend to humor them, but it's almost always a miserable experience, with me pretending that ""I totally get how the game works, for sure."" Even now I wince at the thought of those experiences of being lost while BSing my way through it. Anybody else have several difficulty getting through the rules of a new game? 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Does this happen to anyone else and how do you deal with it? 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Today was horrible my largest client was reassigned at work to a team of two. A client I grew into a million dollar spender gone after 4 years of hard work. Basically I was told (again) that I need to listen more and talk less... but I have no idea when I'm not doing this. Since september it's been one major hit after another, I'm anxiety ridden doing the work of 3 people and it's never good enough. I always say the wrong thing, am to loud, to aggressive to... everything. Why does ADHD make me feel like I have no control over my brain and the words that come out of my mouth? I'm devastated and just dont know how much longer until they just decide to fire me. 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It’s a supplement women use for, among other things, PCOS (for the men: cysts in ovary, fertility issues, irregular periods etc.). It’s a type of vit B. I just started taking this recently and feel pretty clear-headed. Then I was reading something about the supplement and it mentioned ADHD! Wonder if the supplements have something to do with feeling awake and focused. And does anyone has any similar/different experiences?",5.751585365853658,8.847544097560974,6.97091463414634,63.34100609756098,71.4390243902439,9.953658536585364,33.420731707317074,10.125756701596842,4.602092682926831,384,19,52,12,8,129,66,82,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.7877,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,9,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460270768976309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218081022265978,0.0,0.2784257938173379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314115567682198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138831072802677,0.0,0.0,0.17914706030804864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283108091313155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005001740269071,0.0,0.0,0.20701962956988168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009616271414916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366877751758867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826826804815704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476992358203264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021308964183901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151984854669472,0.0,0.0,0.14489799440126014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391984570606132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600323396732286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680762123201746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220041697433684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,handintannor,2019/01/24,"I feel like distractions are a an attempt to escape reality, but I can't handle real life. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I have always loved tabletop rpg's and at one point I was in four at once, but lately I have been feeling like it's a waste of time to pretend like I'm in some other world and not live my own life. I'm currently only in one. But here's the problem: I do full time night shift work at a hotel, which I can't quit because of health insurance, I'm also a full time student. I haven't done homework in two weeks and I have only cracked open two of my textbooks. I have also had two meltdowns where I was bawling to my wife about it. Due to some family issues in going to drop all but one class. I don't know what my question is. I am so tired and I feel like a failure and a quitter. I hate homework and my job so much. I am on a light dose of Adderall and have recently been doing a lot of research on ADD and I want to get an official diagnosis. I don't know how to find a doctor that will know what to do about ADHD. I don't know if I should find a psychiatrist and get meds from them, or a psychologist and just keep getting me meds from my current GP. The idea of searching or calling doctor's offices is just too overwhelming I feel so overwhelmed and I feel like I can't do anything but I don't want to just distract myself. I just feel bored and like I should be doing something productive or at least real but I can't bring myself to do anything. 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Recently diagnosed with ADHD, started on Adderall XR 20mg earlier this month. Day 1-2 I didn’t really notice much. After that (and up until last week) meds seemed to be working ok, although it was not nearly as noticeable as I anticipated. I definitely suffered from the lack of sleep aspect of the meds, and although I did feel like the meds did give me some positives, I honestly feel like they could of been placebo effects. If my doc gave the meds to my wife and she “drugged” me, not once would have I thought to myself “am I on adderall??” I recently started IR, (can’t recall dose off the top of my head, think it’s somewhere between 10-20?) and the doc said the effects should be more noticeable. Honestly I’m left wondering how the hell college kids get hooked on this stuff and what the Jazz is all about because I really don’t feel much different? I know everyone responds to meds differently, but I’ve never taken any stimulant (recreational or prescribed) before so I wasn’t sure what to expect, but surely it’d be more than this? The doc did warn me we might have to increase the dose, as my metabolism is extremely high. Seriously I could eat fast food all day every day and never gain a pound. Just looking for general suggestions/advice. Thanks guys. 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I stopped taking prescription tablets when I was around 11 and had been on many different pill for years before and never found something that worked/helped. 9 years on and I'm now thinking of maybe trying some alternatives and see if it helps. I've seen stuff like ""Optimal Mind"" advertised and it's something I could order on amazon but before doing anything like that I just wanted to know if anyone who is in a similar situation and has found the same or similar alternative that helps",6.131645962732918,8.151673717391304,6.2096273291925455,73.95152173913044,67.26086956521739,9.604968944099381,30.534161490683232,9.957137785484203,3.2644422360248453,410,16,68,10,7,130,68,92,0.016,0.836,0.14800000000000002,0.8705,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,23,16,11,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,4,2,8,9,2,12,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,4,8,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275186761447791,0.0,0.15007653849894073,0.16234966029826825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103701171984571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560912618946562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053982456093752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999227607128587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667201305160309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022682940192616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781954013800971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489648699328495,0.1832170907507172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841436353906156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065645579860309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532679629921802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049936619991024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807976042916135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247107842709334,0.0,0.0,0.208772198819218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712097589291572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685655269582848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238185521050216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756767450251288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348830546959133 adhd,LordTarbeck,2019/01/24,"Need help focusing for 9+ hours, not medicated Hi all, So, I’m participating in a table top gaming tournament this weekend that will require me to remain relatively focused from about 10:00am to about 7:00pm on Saturday, and the 10:00am to 3:30 pm on Sunday. I’ve attended one similar event before, and by the end of day one I was struggling hard to remain focused and began to start making poor mistakes during my games. The game is incredibly detail oriented, so being able to remain calm and attentive is key to my success. So what can I do? I’d thought about buying a couple five hour energies, and maybe doing some jumping jacks or something between breaks? Need some help here, because I’d really like to do well. Thanks for any replies, I greatly appreciate it.",6.8910015649452285,7.830905126760562,7.432347417840376,69.8783020344288,64.63380281690141,10.254773082942098,36.20031298904538,10.25414643259724,3.993748669796557,616,29,101,14,9,203,104,142,0.062,0.738,0.2,0.9620000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,1,17,17,9,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,4,2,2,1,2,1,3,3,1,6,6,20,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,11,62,10,2,0.2028403605695072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793840087961087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364960110701208,0.0,0.17260220694616465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443900088484145,0.0,0.13081525200298252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965635325586324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363221361726016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170512116311094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719192359968909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995137921636657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099097554311892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539751576135914,0.0,0.20378040578957335,0.0,0.0,0.20434032338553687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008071143628265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748997557433809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994472900510373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615641944980793,0.0,0.0,0.14357145122470344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120527862312216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674815155049296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610325888040465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237784429998646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frankiezz04,2019/01/24,"I've been Diagnosed ADHD I've been diagnosed with adhd just a few days ago and I would need some tips in order to concentrate a little bit more. (I'm 18 so I think it's Adult ADHD, right?) As from what I've searched, ADHD's tends to become distracted quite frequently but also has the opposite part of this which is Hyper Focusing.. I need to know if it's healthy to use Hyper Focusing for things that are really important rather than for personal interests. I've also found that there's not pure ADHD (2% I think) it always comes with something extra (my case is ADHD + Dysthimia) And lastly, if someone has been diagnosed like me -a little bit late- Thank you if you took your time to read this! 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I’ve taken many online quizzes and all answers point to adhd. I have issues with anxiety and am currently weaning off 20mg lexapro as my dr wants me to try Effexor as the lexapro doesn’t seem to be working. My question is how do I explain to my dr that I think I may have adhd without sounding stupid for taking online quizzes and reading up on dr google? Thanks to having anxiety I’ve also thought about how this conversation will pan out and can’t bring myself to explain WHY I think I might have adhd. Sorry in advance if I’m rambling and not making much sense, I’m actually pretty confused ",4.43348692403487,5.972696794520547,5.26581569115816,80.94948318804484,70.78082191780824,7.226899128268991,32.4508094645081,7.686295010490155,2.3628301369863007,596,28,107,7,11,194,97,146,0.07400000000000001,0.863,0.062,0.0711,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,1,1,0,14,4,1,3,1,30,30,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,8,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,1,12,1,21,24,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,6,2,69,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.15831990229569698,0.0,0.5849320148325441,0.15853611199462656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297408647655792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822171131504844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220302193036736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933327029985568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829445268357868,0.16448284689804976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210781157718005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926285715444965,0.120296674684432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533663981077159,0.0,0.1553781929404928,0.16505334723215845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174256194948948,0.0,0.16228089673205914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476944653207722,0.0,0.0,0.16653394200650073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816110312345599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198202816652078,0.0,0.0,0.1493660260168693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079098286686204,0.0,0.12879805047154974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014826879738454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569158194454312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639365192059645,0.0,0.0,0.15639067190553455,0.0,0.11811046320835104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bietz,2019/01/24,"Adderall shortage in LA. Where is the stock? I went to three pharmacies today (Walgreens, CVS, Rite Aid) and all indicated they have been backordered with no way to tell how long it will be. &#x200B; Has anyone in LA had any luck finding 20g in the last few days?",2.8794117647058783,5.27905105882353,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,77.62745098039215,6.432941176470589,25.88627450980392,7.554174236665415,1.3743615686274513,208,8,41,3,5,65,46,51,0.085,0.8590000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,6,3,2,10,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277463521702329,0.3675568482476943,0.20570267126786546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150711424681312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508017062687294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764691682190953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465686421383856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676929579468001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643884340215369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867238941156234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401014299299251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041003153306265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675568482476943,0.0 adhd,waitshhhhhh,2019/01/24,"Successful writer in Los Angeles who struggles with attention daily. Where do I even start to get diagnosed/treated? Successful screenwriter here who performs very well under pressure, but struggles to get started on a daily basis. It can take me hours to get anything done, and some days, nothing gets done at all. Yet, by having a very organized writing partner, I've done well in my career. This coming year, however, I'll be directing my own project and the level of detail that's going to be required secretly terrifies me. I don't even do the bills in my own house (my wife does). I know there's a whole new level of success and peace out there if I could just get organized and do the things I need to do when it's time to do them. Yet, I wait and wait and wait until a deadline is upon me or the pressure gets so great I *have* to perform. I've read tons of books and tried various strategies. Some of which have been helpful. But mostly I find myself in the same struggle over and over. Despite my best intentions. I've been to a few therapist who suggested I had ADHD, but I've always been hesitant to get treated. Why? In part because I've been sober 20 years and don't want to do anything to risk that. Yet I know several people in AA who are on ADHD meds and stay sober. I also have no idea what the actual process for getting diagnosed or what therapy would be like. My wife and I have looked into getting my son diagnosed, he's 15 and very bright, but having trouble in school, not paying attention or following up on assignments. But the notion of me getting diagnosed... it... i don't know how else to say this... it *fucks with my identity*. I've been this way for so long, it's who I am. Who else am I other than the scatter-brained guy I've always been. *Go out to the car to leave, come back and get something, go back to car, realize I forgot the other thing... go back in the house... etc.* The things I do to make my life harder just seem absurd. Like I workout regularly. But I always refuse to put my gym back in the car so it's ready to go in the morning. Instead, I'd trying to throw stuff together as I'm getting the kids ready for school. Or I forget my bag all together and have to come back for it. Another absurd example is is baffles me to pack a suitcase. Like I get a sense of panic when trying to pack for a weekend away and end up just grabbing things out of a drawer and throwing them in at the last minute. However, if I force myself, I can make a list of things I'd need on the trip, then just go get those and put them in the suitcase. So, I find myself thinking, how is the fucking guy who can't pack a suitcase/gym bag going to be responsible for a film crew and schedule? Anyway, I'm just wondering where to begin on getting diagnosed in Los Angeles. What that might look like? If any other sober people have gone through this. And what are some success stories that might give me some confidence. Sorry this is so ramble. I'll blame the ADHD. While I still can. 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Looking for advice. Everyone says that it’s a bad thing or something to be minimised but I love it. I feel like a god when I hyper focus I get so much work done and am incredibly detail orientated. Sure sometimes I forget to eat and struggle to sleep but surly that’s a worthy trade off? I suppose maybe I’m lucky to have friends that ground me and are patient when I hyper focus. (As I can get a bit short if distracted from my target) Is this a bad thing? Tell me about your negative experiences with hyper focusing. 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I try to complete this process so many times but I get overwhelmed or distracted and it’s infuriating. I just want to get this stuff over with but it’s like I have the pieces of a puzzle and I don’t know what the picture looks like and I’m missing some of the pieces? I just feel like a failure and I don’t know what to do. ,-0.7048571428571435,1.4758968000000008,1.3000000000000007,98.21000000000004,95.28571428571428,3.9428571428571435,19.38095238095238,5.6839178017228535,-0.31764761904761896,384,13,89,3,15,126,62,105,0.142,0.72,0.138,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,20,18,10,0,1,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,11,4,12,18,4,9,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,3,7,63,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617698684466975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126238543233135,0.17836131596419358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928911978276569,0.0,0.391320268489469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637856527506687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744196172640481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659223343944265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965641387637912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531219609406761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526751449119275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858076387191518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911643017741877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695067073437506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725937278025875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077660631411805 adhd,mrsblackmomma,2019/01/24,"Ran out of adderall, of course I didn’t book appt soon enough Ok so I ran out of adderall at the worst possible time. I’m about to move to a new country and have 200 photos to edit and I’m behind. I booked an appt and thought it was a week away and turns out it’s 2 weeks away. This is day 1 of not having it after 2 years of consistent use. I’m sluggish and all i want to do is sleep. On a positive note I don’t feel on edge. I think it’s good to take a break from it but not right now lol. Makes me worry if I will need something forever. Why can’t I feel normal. I got on it to manage adhd and for the chronic fatigue. I don’t like feeling this way....",-0.8291891891891865,0.9443900675675678,1.8107432432432449,98.55570945945948,87.5135135135135,4.781081081081081,18.033783783783786,5.985473137389443,-0.4721837837837839,502,13,127,4,16,173,92,148,0.10099999999999999,0.812,0.08800000000000001,-0.5787,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,2,11,3,1,2,1,24,28,9,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,2,0,0,6,3,11,3,25,21,3,24,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,1,10,78,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285907746929516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35740979234046005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226672019002004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653375101465345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885217641291425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953585599997575,0.1521251972485457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292509486826338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696405157944074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215898732396045,0.0,0.14103541622853055,0.0,0.1837022407598932,0.0,0.0,0.18636159761156587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144288035798888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243497378398153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190343468850661,0.0,0.0,0.14642995170184928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301131897448865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187639143476715,0.0,0.15100240056784475,0.11091070900083667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068896223954832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427700405456475,0.0,0.0,0.1121884883727524,0.15097675220960546,0.3051437275911776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163142444292273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316353171721545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248649500223904 adhd,Jrowj,2019/01/24,"My 9 year old son starts his meds tomorrow. He's excited. That's really the only reason we're doing it. I work at a school with a lot of ADHD kids, I know it helps a lot of them. I also witness all the problems they go through while 'dialing in.' And then it all changes when they go through puberty and everything's up in the air again. I'm scared. A few months ago we sat down and explained ADHD to him. We then explained what the meds are supposed to do and what they might do. Then I asked him 'On a scale of one to five where one is no way and five is gimme, how much do you want to try medication?' He didn't think about it very long. 'Four.' I asked him on the way home from the doctor today. 'Why are you so excited for meds?' Of course the typical response, 'I dunno.' 'No really, what are you expecting to happen?' Small, quiet voice: 'Maybe I'll have friends?' Que my tears! 😭 ",0.2743559718969557,2.4597790273224085,2.1878064012490235,94.89819672131149,86.59562841530054,5.8900858704137375,19.09679937548789,7.2636822038024595,0.32208321623731395,674,19,155,11,21,223,114,183,0.07400000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.049,-0.6654,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,3,4,1,7,5,0,1,12,0,12,2,0,2,2,23,25,13,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,5,2,2,21,3,22,22,6,28,0,0,0,0,23,10,0,4,14,103,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32726301135206903,0.0,0.12069293761569022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088828744758322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457255349389224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403363246144074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936011771648693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236707637940406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519279320931492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475972171568367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204011626953924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126163383841528,0.0,0.1365742781156996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748270692922655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204926361131174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150773542987346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678570924511102,0.0,0.4537115754513889,0.13716154874344713,0.0,0.1444386337190498,0.0,0.0,0.10867739260654466,0.0,0.10008937992389738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287146718704613,0.0,0.18452391394045453,0.10355179429953557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028167186375633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744483906659913,0.13998972108938926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363146196954523,0.1377958381055948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637100636358507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872424421485091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905874739325687,0.0,0.0,0.0924401124261483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234189717101906,0.08030757713914781,0.21614654676523176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285845061176022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912225236847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767917090756704 adhd,YesBunny,2019/01/24,"I can’t remember things like schedules. I always have to check my schedule a thousand times, unless it’s the same thing I’ve been doing for months. My brain just doesn’t find that information to be important to store and it drives me nuts. People make me feel really stupid for not retaining it. Anyone have any tips? About to start writing it on my hand the day of.",2.8145238095238088,5.16871727777778,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,77.6111111111111,6.8920634920634924,21.3968253968254,7.957251820313856,0.9954658730158727,292,8,58,5,7,92,57,72,0.08199999999999999,0.816,0.102,0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,7,2,2,1,0,12,10,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,7,1,10,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567981734025924,0.0,0.0,0.20987349913806894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157956330171804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445241472575432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903561664786845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604852356675716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820748577561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077708851803734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060075383376335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463390843748325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139595908490788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771111450430334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496084905057357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844419431219456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100694007616486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799599323769833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pastajewlia,2019/01/24,"I love Vyvanse I am in grade 12 and it's exam time. I was diagnosed about two years ago and was prescribed Vyvanse almost immediately. I tried it for about two weeks and it wasn't working. I moved on to Concerta and gave that up pretty fast. I stopped taking medication because it was making my dermatillomania worse and I thought it wasn't working. Flash forward to 4 hours ago. I have one paper due today, two due tomorrow, and a fully choreographed and memorized dance number that must be performed at 9am tomorrow. I was feeling hopeless but then I remembered my leftover pills. I popped a 20mg Vyvanse and boy oh boy am I glad I did. 2/3 papers (3 pages long each) as well as the whole dance completed all in 3 hours. Without meds 3 hours would give me one finished paper if i'm lucky. I think it's safe to say that i'm going back on my medication.",2.611676470588236,4.795565388235296,4.17139705882353,84.08003676470588,77.47058823529412,6.838235294117648,27.095588235294123,7.865858978985527,1.7507352941176473,676,28,132,11,16,225,105,170,0.035,0.831,0.134,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,3,0,13,5,0,1,2,25,24,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,9,9,0,2,5,2,0,5,3,1,1,5,9,2,18,5,15,12,4,30,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,3,20,79,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482107959560404,0.0,0.14019412060529304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765469372655076,0.0,0.08534534477854762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679188436710036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210145568054156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079039979241482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430491803944075,0.07956769150673032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136282126759664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389943317027355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263593808936007,0.0,0.09345398255519913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551325744765876,0.2820792820254328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880245423586802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897411251100825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243474389201402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859762238081135,0.0,0.0,0.11133706868852357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704989528261682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526583818314493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970912646016803,0.0,0.11114780548438064,0.08163765518827666,0.0,0.13270774184638545,0.0,0.0,0.0950537551609702,0.0,0.410291683472414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230303475819478,0.0,0.1258807134224385,0.0,0.0,0.15630984318042576,0.0,0.1349591854604008,0.0,0.20384965055432547,0.0,0.14267638100462193,0.09945506456963396,0.0,0.0,0.09015820324562104 adhd,NetworkNooob,2019/01/24,"Uneasy about Adult ADHD I think I have ADHD. When I was a child I was diagnosed with it (My mother just told me) and they chose not to treat it because I have “those kind” of parents. I’m 22, and I’ve achieved a lot in my life with extreme difficulty. I have a bachelors degree in finance, an associates in Electronics and Telecommunications, Working as a network engineer with a surplus of certifications and I’m in the Air National Guard. However difficult that all was, (and I mean chewing my cheek to the bone and isolating myself to study difficult) somehow I feel like this ADHD, which I assumed I would be grown out of is growing worse. I can’t focus, I can’t read subject matter I need to at work, fuck I’m at work now and I’m doing this. The words look like a blur of black markings on the paper, I’m drawn to other extremely random subjects and I’ll lose myself for hours. I’m scared and I know it’s pretty tough to get medicated this late in life. Are there alternatives? It’s honestly and quite possibly ruining my life. I find myself doing things in excess to distract myself from what I need to do, snowboarding, motorcycling, small projects, stuff that requires a kind of hyper-focus so much so that I can’t really think about anything else and it makes many days wasted. Minutes will turn to hours in a blink. The real priorities I have, I promise I’ll “get them done” but I push it back and back until I literally can’t anymore. What if I go get checked out and they say I don’t have it? Then what is wrong with me? It’s creating so many other issues I’m constantly uneasy. It effects my demeanor and my relationships as a result. Help. 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Even if I read the lyrics along, or read their meaning (like on Genuis, if I can’t interpret it, which I usually can) I just feel like I’m listening to the tune. 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Today, I had a packed day from 7:30am to 8:30pm. I’m exhausted, my meds have long worn off, and the post med hunger has kicked in but I’m okay with just hitting the hay. Anyway, apparently my elderly neighbor called me around 6:00pm to ask if I could take her to the bank. I didn’t realized she called and left a voicemail until she called again around 8:40. I didn’t answer bc I was talking to my friend. I’m struggling to decide if it’s wrong to wait to call her back until tomorrow. I’m exhausted, but if I push myself to stay up much later, I will get the second wind. Considering I have to leave my apt at 6:00am tomorrow, I need to be in bed soon. It sucks bc she can’t drive anymore, and I’m sure that is very very frustrating because she used to be independent. I am just trying to set boundaries for myself and wish I would have known before tonight. I feel guilty and don’t know if I am just being lazy by not taking her or if it’s okay to not always respond right away. (I know I could be better about it, but I do take her to the store and bank other times.)",1.4979889807162543,3.5937759545454533,2.775557851239672,93.12273071625349,80.77685950413223,5.686225895316805,20.00068870523416,6.816661863887847,0.1808093663911845,919,24,201,10,24,296,142,242,0.132,0.789,0.079,-0.8958,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,11,11,2,1,8,2,23,3,0,2,1,42,45,17,0,10,14,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,6,10,1,1,7,0,3,2,6,6,0,1,5,1,32,5,31,31,2,31,0,0,0,0,18,10,1,8,15,127,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303431180891864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280350190569594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046526802974575,0.11576189836454436,0.0,0.11633991325779275,0.09521562294233793,0.0,0.07548403034761374,0.0,0.1053679923796418,0.0,0.0,0.1095152676866268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057664579664556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773219712292825,0.0,0.0,0.15971685090319146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261085124344709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566873780422214,0.0,0.0646947028259352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640983543806298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610459527461638,0.0,0.0,0.13111533148467833,0.13453882641111178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916669497896013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750886407476555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102738270171347,0.09181644399196556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185924148536736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574791830022824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531993403774208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198352675121858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945127851500896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670585385563167,0.0,0.2793083704073612,0.09952776918063663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220474951187808,0.0,0.1173738912050631,0.0,0.0,0.08407067260484996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069471111958372,0.0,0.2043411373913664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239539257794315,0.0,0.0,0.09014781795492216,0.0,0.0,0.08796342825350162,0.13538581710832648,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jake1313134,2019/01/24,"Not going to have meds for a few days... need tips on how to stay focused in school. Hi everyone. I’m a junior in high school and I have pretty bad adhd. I was officially diagnosed last year around this time of year, and now I’m stuck in a dilemma. It’s not too serious but any tips are welcomed and greatly appreciated. My meds usually refill every month on the 28th (give or take a few days if I accidentally don’t take it in the morning) and my parents are changing insurance, meaning that I have to go to a different medical office than my old one. So I haven to transfer all my records to the new office, which obviously takes time... the earliest they can guarantee a refillis February 1st so I know it’s not a huge period of time but whatever. I’m mainly worried about my grades and how I’ll be able to effectively pay attention in class. (If it gives any help, which I highly doubt it will. I weigh 170 lbs and take 30 mg of adderall xr In the mornings everyday, including weekends.) thanks for your help! :)",3.958916666666667,5.352557725000004,5.599,78.6686666666667,71.75,9.333333333333334,30.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.943633333333333,795,34,156,20,15,271,125,200,0.08800000000000001,0.75,0.162,0.9575,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,8,6,0,1,12,0,10,3,0,3,2,25,26,15,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,4,1,1,2,4,3,0,1,2,0,15,3,23,22,4,31,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,4,16,94,24,7,0.1281397593924409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539990894605729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427886097288395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407155306588493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069913466913626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555487471144947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527908814064313,0.0,0.0,0.13005915846258248,0.0,0.13387877540757154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796327391063666,0.12244303140822713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458466668612413,0.14564955648927636,0.0,0.0,0.14127453710325602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177875930110126,0.2707733823181904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042226061786942,0.10445100649070048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958176343606374,0.2846687712881332,0.12908732660147176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227993342243176,0.0,0.0,0.09501400793649924,0.0,0.12375817811060065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344611220547098,0.0,0.08683081724735665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228403848716978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303642023771716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25936855512081325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365799339748421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853806074931839,0.0,0.0,0.1179738743289368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415797252314146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112784152192648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013214571496395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503560764338618 adhd,Dear_Lingonberry,2019/01/24,"If you start on one medicine and it works but want to try another Pysch is great but, I've just sent a report to him about anxiety problems on concerta. He said it's normal and to keep going. I wish I didn't have to go up to 54mg because I'm getting panick attacks on 36mg.",2.7958196721311492,2.9831114918032817,4.865696721311477,87.33985655737708,73.42622950819674,8.067213114754097,28.364754098360656,8.07648339933343,1.6470950819672132,215,8,50,3,4,75,48,61,0.14300000000000002,0.696,0.161,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,1,4,1,10,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28727995342041385,0.209585220767542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116788214776277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670087090237172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313728016212146,0.0,0.31140532557498346,0.0,0.0,0.3020513366639301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435158700779629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684310482672574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564820632904444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621509394913491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606068663985932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391637746528526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600668822045008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159377212565795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150503566893799,0.0,0.0,0.19945239580642726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OpisAndBenzos,2019/01/24,"Help please Was finally diagnosed with ADHD the other day. Doc said she is willing to give me meds, despite knowing my past history of opiate addiction. She said she wants to wait until I’m off Chantix which I take to help me quit smoking. She said she generally uses Concerta for adults. I don’t have insurance and after some research I found out the cheapest I can get is $90. Generic Ritalin is ~$30. How do I go about having her put me on generic Ritalin? Thanks for the help!",3.5355319148936166,5.51329164893617,5.186117021276598,78.80875,74.0,8.529787234042553,30.89893617021277,9.188382445141503,3.025557446808512,381,18,69,9,8,129,69,94,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,2,0,11,24,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,15,1,13,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,5,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425713715243046,0.22517811756084288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083588958235712,0.0,0.0,0.19017304957280065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525083814579168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054376920672912,0.0,0.0,0.09789126097879892,0.1797390161407258,0.10648469763265599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767634385876896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297172623459434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081219384853286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886252154958676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567214768537506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883550796184117,0.0,0.1992873320684058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346853330438515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087628706724686,0.0,0.0,0.17250189618524125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182449436653684,0.0,0.0,0.11051361393610884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,obrseamus,2019/01/24,"It's not Past me, Present me, and Future me, it's Planning Me vs Doing Me, and then the result. <ramble> I've realized just how poorly I can stick to a plan/routine. When I'm prepping/planning/starting, I have to try to account for the ways that Doing Me will need my help... I'm used to thinking of DoingMe as a bit of an idiot, but that's unfair. He just can't do all the thinking he needs to at once. This has only really been relevant with trying to establish some healthy routines. I needed to give myself far more help than I've wanted to admit, but the habit tracker doesn't lie. &#x200B; Good Intentions weren't close to enough. I've added reminders, started prepping the night before, etc. My reminders aren't just ""Exercise"", that wasn't enough. ""BR, pills, hair, clothes, splash, exercise"". The things that I'll let me an obstacle to me are astonishing sometimes. I've managed to be very consistent with it since. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.363097826086957,6.6477115054347875,4.478695652173915,83.43532608695655,72.53260869565217,6.773913043478261,31.06521739130435,7.645422480735847,2.2200826086956518,783,36,136,10,16,243,114,184,0.07200000000000001,0.873,0.055,-0.4441,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,10,0,16,4,1,4,1,26,28,8,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,3,1,14,1,19,22,7,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,85,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854616195303291,0.5444293785064289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354287672206077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152569749830323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543183567039679,0.08328230126593747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163501011664637,0.0,0.06263379955395426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010608089557417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763601889583883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611157287552275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007737571532466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952637754208994,0.0,0.056793659400099825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128568307429585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478386808717244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177188480934754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385542840729074,0.0,0.1057106185070296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961071421674874,0.095697376914261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139876948633712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449517494850376,0.0,0.06161464885713246,0.04404521634936519,0.059273494199353426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444293785064289,0.0 adhd,th4d89,2019/01/24,"""I didn't get it""... Might be the phrase I most often have to bite my tongue on to not seem stupid. :(",5.1986363636363615,2.364734318181821,5.326363636363637,96.05954545454546,69.45454545454545,8.8,22.0,3.1291,-0.3179636363636362,73,0,21,0,1,23,20,22,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.6348,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500912782381943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7108533227439255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100193853030146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,piecat,2019/01/24,"Got an offer for an internship at my dream company doing my dream job. Except my GPA is 0.083 points too low for them to hire me. I'm kinda freaking out here, I don't know what to do at this point. Essentially the past 3 years of college have been very spotty, huge issues with depression and mental health, just got diagnosed with ADHD in September. Since Sept. my life has turned around in every aspect. Friends and Family say I seem happy again, I can focus on reading, I can focus on homework, I noticed a 500% increase on my notetaking abilities... So this internship requires a 3.0 or higher, I have a 2.917. It's because there are 2 classes I got D's in, over freshman and sophomore year. Junior year I withdrew from a class and did poorly (C's) in some others because of a suicide attempt and going to the mental hospital. It's so frustrating to know that if I had my mental health figured out back then I would get this job. But I don't think I'm going to get it now, and I don't know what to do. My previous grades and cumulative GPA say nothing about my actual ability, work ethic, and knowledge. Obviously my resume was good enough, my interviewing was good enough, everything else is good enough, to get the job offer. So clearly the engineers all think I'm proficient enough to get this internship in a very competitive field. I don't know what to do, anyone been through a similar experience? I really need advice on what to do. I scheduled an appointment with my academic adviser tomorrow, but I'm freaking out right now.",6.195190207156307,6.650747277966101,7.161666666666669,72.9073964218456,66.05084745762713,10.623352165725047,33.33804143126177,10.504223727775694,3.6259340866290017,1217,50,217,30,18,409,162,295,0.051,0.87,0.079,0.42100000000000004,3,0,0,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,1,3,13,10,1,0,14,0,24,4,0,0,3,38,46,16,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,13,15,0,1,9,3,1,3,4,5,0,0,9,2,28,5,37,36,7,35,0,2,0,0,8,21,0,5,11,146,41,18,0.0,0.0,0.09615642701831817,0.0,0.11842051394960555,0.0962877431184061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688983076023084,0.0,0.0,0.08771747929425415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757677116996692,0.0,0.12013264362657433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848684755289553,0.1000114509958539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823137604029426,0.0,0.0,0.40725401687554097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302040245148909,0.0,0.08855734728768666,0.09638661939821126,0.09289049314010857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612827727873253,0.0,0.2059229122590404,0.0,0.1119999825739752,0.2479406890275952,0.23642350484689145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048928643033584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947724215360888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028454541170075,0.29334381686585725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166101195811613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959853257730343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29790180272137506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730628193430507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454746282042216,0.1121833115964249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406327736309184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629578028873925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856215786401218,0.0,0.06312435980772703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414877242849167,0.0,0.1567187575361207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970301187466277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150957784898817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778183612211424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627513014394146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717832094414956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260420199768727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173501228153699,0.0,0.0,0.06999678693550118,0.0,0.0,0.1903608801737639 adhd,Ratheragressivepoet,2019/01/24,My psychologist says that I have a lot of the symptoms of ADHD but its not servere enough to have the disorder? Has anyone else gotten this diagnosis (or lack there of)?,6.293125,6.9718670624999985,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,65.875,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.188324999999999,134,5,24,3,2,45,28,32,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122742218444866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986550307687116,0.3514908199761883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931600487303446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28657063194015725,0.0,0.0,0.3544578707280731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29164515440044986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728036792642806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565557926523859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,new_speecies,2019/01/24,"smartwatch for reminders? i'm in the process of seeking a diagnosis for ADD atm and of course executive function is just not a thing for me. my memory is terrible, i'm forever forgetting and losing things and i want to try do something NOW that will help me improve things a little. so i figured that something like a smartwatch would be a huge help - less likely to lose it and miss reminders like I do with my phone, and actually be able to remember to do things (like taking meds! -\_-). &#x200B; my problem is i don't know which ones have the function of notifying you of things you need to do, like a quick vibration and a message that says 'remember to do this thing' (it can't be an actual alarm otherwise it'll stress me out and i'll feel like i can cope with it). plus i am unemployed and have very little money, so anything above £30 is a no-go for me. i still want it to be of decent quality though as i have a tendency to break things cos i'm a clumsy shit. any suggestions? anyone else use a smartwatch for this purpose?",3.1715905197030274,4.905872703883496,4.601901770416905,83.65209308966307,74.38834951456312,8.14802969731582,28.137064534551683,8.841846274778883,2.2382065105653903,811,33,163,17,17,270,112,206,0.10300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.2188,2,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,7,14,1,2,14,0,23,1,1,2,0,28,34,13,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,18,13,0,0,5,0,2,0,3,8,0,1,0,2,17,6,24,27,1,9,0,3,0,0,8,5,1,0,9,113,35,1,0.11596815830031215,0.0,0.22633638778631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565145106740344,0.14091400568234544,0.07886232436180833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810876326775633,0.11882308266158065,0.09543191315369168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687651555085708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863698528991955,0.08284767546127668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590737684932417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554620240096727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373306697250349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399371062055649,0.2324611210904728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259477411263957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881448072176194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598891995248321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858302534381806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096586565151992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627386334257236,0.0,0.0,0.09222253410145656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119039647988056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855590790236062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261232102080627,0.0,0.1328411335175002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719362262646099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393086396941877,0.0,0.1139381267275566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873476713607486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001592545293182,0.0,0.09568587576580044,0.13680204879380048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238045236753268,0.0,0.14091400568234544,0.0 adhd,Adamrocks2469,2018/12/14,"Is getting meds easy? About to go see a doctor with 59 reviews, all good, about my problems with ADHD. Will he give me medication after telling him about my symptoms?",2.3485483870967734,5.2285947419354875,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,85.45161290322581,4.390322580645162,27.10483870967742,5.985473137389443,1.1291870967741942,131,6,23,1,4,41,27,31,0.075,0.753,0.172,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734693318181968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31807279307645203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235762259942707,0.2981062768747914,0.17661027325617146,0.2606480931760549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451807935192537,0.3130548224727773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973523267300769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763296722160635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322995342861927,0.0,0.0,0.2716151748453839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pluto098,2018/12/14,"Always shaming myself for the immature things I do Basically what the title states. I shame myself less on meds, mainly because I think medication has reduced the amount of silling things I do by around 80%, but there are still moments where I blurt out silly things, or phyiscally interact with someone in away that you wouldn't expect an adult to. I can recognise the immature behaviour straight after I've done it but I just carry on uneffected emtionally without a second thought. It's only when I have time to myself at home where my brain replays all the stupid shit I've done and it's like a constant battle to stop the shaming. &#x200B; Constantly being refered to as immature, a kid, on drugs, crazy doesn't help too lol. I don't see a lot of people mention this on here, I feel like I'm alone with this issue, it's a shitty vicious cycle. Thank god for meds though, this was an everyday thing for me before the diaognosis and I was a lot worse with my actions beforehand to.",6.848210678210678,7.05433996825397,7.031544011544014,75.25259740259742,64.66137566137566,9.835690235690237,34.11303511303511,9.573946990214177,3.1875883597883607,790,32,141,14,11,255,124,189,0.205,0.716,0.079,-0.9811,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,10,11,4,3,15,1,14,4,2,0,1,22,20,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,13,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,2,18,4,26,13,6,23,0,0,1,0,6,12,1,3,11,106,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461098903736894,0.0,0.0,0.1173846860803492,0.1528533816059552,0.1714200839004476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558557350917174,0.0,0.0,0.13254346010198662,0.0,0.0,0.08599726684123116,0.0,0.12004339613913212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748499429364884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049012774353293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887349132617477,0.0,0.0,0.16360079674914446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133114192159143,0.10078313656446136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945587809743538,0.0,0.14150850371513768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472443741203316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378430459164642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987176568788654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134023333733605,0.14211699155746768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072929666590018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780279615277636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241753771432164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481020780568776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953135592655945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126617028784868,0.1179439968808649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988178269249329,0.0,0.0,0.37489260333716296,0.09039438186472702,0.1386042725030886,0.11199682316428038,0.08226125555805765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599008961565062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376623401115793,0.0,0.0,0.1714200839004476,0.0 adhd,humansyrup,2018/12/14,"The highs and lows of frantically working under pressure. This semester I've written all my papers the night before/the day of (depending on its length). I've written maybe ten overall and the lowest score I got was an 89.5%. Not bad, right? Well, maybe so for my GPA but certainly not for my state of mind. I typically spend the first few hours of the writing process thinking, ""Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck I am never ever going to do this to myself again."" This is, of course, a lie. After some time I do end up getting in the ""zone"" and I can bang it out with relative ease but holy hell, the first stages = desperate panic without fail. Every time. It's my last day of the semester today and I have a paper due at 11:59PM sharp. Have I started? No. But I know I will be fine as I have been before. I do know this is completely unsustainable and it'll bite me in the ass eventually. Today is not that day, however. Hopefully. Anyone relate? TL;DR: I thrive in chaos but not before flailing frantically first. 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I work in university administration with a great culture so I'm not concerned about discrimination. Im wondering though if there are any do's or don'ts that i can harvest from our collective intelligence. Specifically, any advice around wording some common issues (e.g. lateness, forgetfulness) and things that can help support me to overcome them, would be highly valued.",7.523728070175438,10.102116197368428,7.360526315789478,64.85201754385969,64.65789473684211,9.27719298245614,32.40350877192982,9.725611199111238,3.6022087719298237,365,15,52,8,6,116,62,76,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,11,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,2,37,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365408171507091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814362925554299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073317426255074,0.0,0.0,0.1664421798665952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322114728119551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935784183497389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613414372932207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532147754813536,0.19754316826413487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195876194763324,0.19514721250917105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090934070078068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217037140744133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421399284119038,0.0,0.18369623683370628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027600634690996,0.4083472956459464,0.0,0.0,0.13281751704378467,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,murphy1414,2018/12/14,Medication Break Advice? Any advice for surviving a medication break for a month? I’m not necessarily having troubles with tolerance. I take 10mg IR Adderall twice a day. I just think it’s healthy to take a break especially because long term adderall use seems to come with some depression and anxiety for me. I’m just getting nervous about premise of not taking it for a month.,5.060047619047619,7.4504899571428576,5.985714285714287,72.92761904761906,70.85714285714286,9.23809523809524,34.52380952380953,9.725611199111238,3.82252380952381,307,16,52,8,6,101,47,70,0.10800000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,11,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,10,11,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178565915975772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539509654044985,0.0,0.16356065022923522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303338705936784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417453807926665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788688336714156,0.0,0.18415039531564567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170456833560524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892111717557156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307731691289807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413150788590253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464053047691812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822654651157616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369979547152805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465933637586465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hi5yourface,2018/12/14,"Did things get worse before they got better? Ever since getting diagnosed about 4 months ago, I feel like my life is falling apart (more than normal). While I usually feel scrambled, I've felt even more scrambled, forgetful, and just a hot mess in general. I let my anti-depressant prescription run out earlier this week and just realized it today, which I've never done before. It's such a relief to understand that so many of my behaviors now have an identifiable cause, but man if I don't feel like a hot mess. Did anyone go through this? Or is it all in my head?",5.671035386631715,6.411878908256885,6.288361730013107,77.71256880733947,67.25688073394495,10.26526867627785,30.25032765399737,10.290406445055957,3.0651483617300133,447,16,84,11,7,146,82,109,0.099,0.816,0.084,-0.1479,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,1,3,21,17,7,0,2,5,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,6,9,4,8,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,11,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136771594843488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728678964787246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098057242687505,0.0,0.0,0.16099982574355684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870055029086869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679101807179668,0.18476704244708095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629039955903676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023588167708768,0.16466584649757135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27613509110059026,0.26009921096568434,0.17478720722416313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021705560381266,0.0,0.1034576807368583,0.0,0.1455942338620944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682583595733354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861485099976515,0.12858042649034535,0.17787136172849352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456026174412588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530280699597126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040067888977278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836081409472915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505855927526938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093946672132493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725528908437845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951034138767295,0.0,0.0,0.20049163929081248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602172434286148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551458758129175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MexicanMcMac,2018/12/14,"I just discovered an effective way to read! Pacing, holy shit why I have I never done this. Normally I would sit and try and focus on the words, followed by getting more and more lethargic and falling asleep. Found myself waking back and fourth through my living room and burned through 30 pages!! I swear I'll never sit down again, I need like a desk I can wear or something....",3.9987499999999976,5.987974708333336,3.84,88.90500000000002,72.75,6.466666666666668,25.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.1502888888888885,297,10,57,3,6,90,56,72,0.141,0.782,0.077,-0.5714,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,4,4,4,1,2,16,8,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,6,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,5,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262845312502301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829781505433409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031922482603609,0.0,0.0,0.14447140250914678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509474749020434,0.0,0.2441741113285413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050376593059192,0.4265418351273285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709329810951214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27659696582047794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838459978513397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128802491749755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774037827778528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194903997199327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495182165740204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964333908989153,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mage-The-Destroyah,2018/12/14,"Drinking and Vvyance Hiya, I take Vyvanse and now that the semester is over (Just ended yesterday) how long do I have to wait to start drinking alcohol again? 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What’s one of the small ways that you manage your ADHD that is unique to you? ,5.167200000000001,7.233169919999997,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,69.8,9.8,24.5,10.125756701596842,2.6082,108,3,19,3,2,36,22,25,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7550379868752162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257204746003312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49867796811318005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawaylifeissues,2018/12/14,"My symptoms of ADHD have vanished. (This is NOT medical advice/request) Before I go into this discussion I wanted to get a few things out of the way: \- This is NOT medical advice nor medical requests. \- I am NOT a licensed practicioner. \- I am NOT discouraging traditional treatments such as medications nor am I debunking any theories, findings, evidence, etc. \- ADHD DOES exist, although I have a different perspective on it. I am here to provide insight as to my own symptoms, how I conquered them myself and the general strategies I underwent in this surprising solution to my problem. I had symptoms of ADHD my whole life. Went through therapy, medication, the usual treatments, etc. It took me decades of suffering, failure and confusion to realize the cause of my own personal symptoms. I had always thought genes played a part in the development of symptoms and I was destined to deal with it forever. Among the problems I had that were consuming my life that I wasn't aware of, it was excessive video game binging. Yup, video games, that which I grew up with and wasted decades of my life into, was what caused a large part of my symptoms with ADHD: short attention span, impulsiveness, brain fog, etc. all of the signs that the executive functions of the brain were not in order. That was one part, the other part was....^(excessive porn binging). This part is something I was not proud of admitting but it was true. Not only does it kill your sex drive, but it also messes with the executive functions of the brain apparently. I have no science to back this up, but my symptoms have pretty much dissolved slowly after I stopped watching porn and playing video games. This is a process. Your brain needs time to adjust so it takes a few months to notice the effects with clarity. Here are the effects after a few months of abstinence: \- Improved memory \- Long attention span \- Deeper level of analysis \- Improved social skills \- No distraction \- Faster learner Pretty much everything that I wanted in a brain I already got it so it seems that those two problems were critical issues directly affecting my executive functions (I think, but I'm not sure like I said I am not a licensed medical practitioner). My best friend always sends me blank stare emojis at work because I am so concentrated on my task at hand now. But at the same time I realized my brain is \*supposed\* to be working that way from the start had I not indulged in so much time-wasting activities, so I felt like I was catching up. The results were life-changing. I feel like now I can tackle complex issues at work and reach resolutions most of the time. People have noticed changes over time and even my family is surprised I am self-sufficient and independent now. I feel like I can teach \*them\* a few things. All of this makes me think ADHD symptoms, at least mine, have external causes rather than internal ones which, metaphorically and literally, divided my brain to pieces like a jiggsaw puzzle, so lifestyle changes are a MUST for me if I want to stay that way, and I have never felt more alive! &#x200B;",5.701976782210593,7.841198854316548,6.104368868541531,73.8040549378679,68.55035971223022,9.443034663178553,34.5788096795291,9.855512778267206,3.8541489208633104,2457,122,400,61,44,790,263,556,0.098,0.813,0.09,-0.1275,2,0,1,0,0,0,104.0,0,2,2,9,17,23,1,2,31,1,42,28,8,10,6,83,65,29,1,10,17,0,5,5,1,1,17,1,0,1,34,18,0,2,19,8,0,7,16,9,0,3,23,8,60,14,62,40,26,54,0,2,2,3,16,24,0,5,23,307,94,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065014037175632,0.04984327029546033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628728985579634,0.04079013235228523,0.0848835140184057,0.05526586385991048,0.061978864452727774,0.034686383999798134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922109306551207,0.0,0.031093281624766538,0.0,0.04340304361344993,0.0,0.0535285065547829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398583329607589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719415161599545,0.16187534429723285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258578762689348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053291266505721316,0.0,0.0,0.08927281687639414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065824875468746,0.033689520932190416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584163731079654,0.0,0.04808468666429865,0.0,0.05158115753792439,0.07287855912936222,0.0979490846546463,0.0,0.0466193057865769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03940773953820373,0.0,0.026648956147861204,0.0,0.02898834900334458,0.0,0.040794810341861214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647572790048017,0.0,0.0,0.05643148465054351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411049045576013,0.12459676929643243,0.0,0.0,0.04513942709714853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03404744577556881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083040057763061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142630784616488,0.0,0.11248763610828792,0.037820907782476924,0.03933960099410248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161431962459526,0.0,0.0,0.06912707721969151,0.03879298204725677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761770559219039,0.0,0.035361703879290086,0.04453718433425954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378453837119184,0.0,0.14641990296405605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851916248947609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643468963321275,0.053211233294278786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199502550449758,0.0,0.0392675389487585,0.0,0.0,0.036102886917869566,0.054366479216955074,0.0,0.04264398213652365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807332046899265,0.4241248961437434,0.03835077777925087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833073942033003,0.0,0.06777332421578516,0.06536621629628546,0.0,0.04049371441252065,0.1487124230701284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667044939536029,0.0,0.0,0.04982624768271294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617680167021339,0.0,0.09025542490956978,0.12146050918227964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047283829476796685,0.0,0.056947288540964765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140070867794588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061978864452727774,0.0 adhd,lil9woadie,2018/12/14,Ritalin It’s really ducking fun I snort it up and smoke it off tinfoil it makes me fly HIGH,-0.9051666666666698,1.2225601499999996,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,97.5,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5041666666666669,73,3,16,2,3,26,17,20,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.5542,0,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7523297220529185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753050973456505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561634068544081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissVaultGal,2018/12/14,"I feel like I’m stupid. I suspect I have ADD along with my bipolar II. I just feel so stupid all the time even though I’m trying really hard. Information just doesn’t stay in my brain. I don’t even feel any of it process. I’m overly frustrated and angry with tiny tasks that I know should be EASY. But they’re not, and I feel like an uneducated idiot. I look people in the eye and what they are saying right to my face just doesn’t process. I feel anxious at work cause I just cannot focus on simple things. I forget simple things and make myself look incapable. And I can’t remember conversations I had. Just silly things like the way I said something, and that repeats over and over in my head. Or one word they say sticks out and that repeats. This results in just acting out the conversation to myself later out loud! It’s weird. I’m getting back on insurance to get on my bipolar meds again but even with them, I had this problem for so long. I’m worried the psychiatrist will be scared to prescribe me anything for my inattention because of mania. But I don’t really get mania, just hypomania. Idk just wanted to vent! I feel like I’ve gotten so...dumb.",2.6901888341543483,4.736310810344829,3.9263300492610864,86.58977011494255,76.67241379310343,6.660426929392448,22.685550082101802,7.62386473244151,0.9442308702791462,916,27,186,13,21,299,126,232,0.149,0.7979999999999999,0.053,-0.9552,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,1,16,12,4,1,6,0,14,6,4,3,1,48,35,15,0,3,13,0,7,4,0,2,2,4,0,0,11,16,0,0,10,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,4,14,29,5,27,27,1,25,0,0,3,0,9,15,0,1,11,118,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001499222701337,0.0,0.0,0.14953851701971005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089278434316439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178306240995268,0.0,0.08069049526125258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776681460389698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597872041017733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622840678515732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015763789212192,0.28369184866244584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747094138048874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857600903595525,0.0,0.13584807782605532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274616332399053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586738870167526,0.0,0.0,0.11714179198688768,0.2223120909187474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835687706321083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703135590702346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969619489080931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176752179895062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665859920967132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959706211970074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994749544185465,0.11304181641066333,0.12591257809914136,0.21052919140989254,0.13252377357024234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190359459974303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410870099389079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381887713569097,0.0,0.1300511958623977,0.0,0.07718502803172472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986939592642477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807426079858883,0.1050678059532488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636570866719574,0.13442644758665953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BetaFan,2018/12/14,"The Negatives with meds I'm a high functioning person with adhd, so take this with a grain of salt. But in the same breath my diagnosis and treatment that followed where life changing for me. My life was so full of almosts, he almost got good grades. Almost didn't fail, almost not to much, almost more then a fly on the wall. For me the clear head and the minor hurdles no longer feeling like mountains has drastically improved my life. I keep hearing the same negatives about medication. 'It makes me stupid', 'I feel like a zombie', 'I'm not me', 'It makes me boring', 'it limits my creativity' To me atleast, from my experience trying different meds and finding what worked for me. All those negatives explain either being over medicated or being on the wrong medication. In my experience experimenting with dosages with my doctor, he'd give me my pills in half form. 10mg, in 5mg pills so I can build up too 10mg. Because 5mg worked for me but didn't feel like it did as much as it could. While 10mg made me feel like a zombie, after getting used to it 10mg just felt like an increased effect of what I had with 5mg. I'm on 20mg now, and i'm exactly where I think I should be. I can think and be myself, but my thoughts arent firing 100 miles an hour. I'm not bouncing back and forth between 5 different things and my head feels clear. I just find it frustrating that it feels like the loudest voice for adhd medication is nothing but negatives. That personally I don't think is an accurate portrayal of proper medication. Personally my negatives are a lack of appetite(which I can keep the reigns on because foods awesome), and a headache for a few days after not taking my meds. 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I don't know what to do. So I'm 18, but ever since I was a kid I had a lot of troubles which I didn't knew they could possibly be related to ADHD **(forgetfulness, lack of concentration, hyperfocus, inability to finish homework in the right date, get distracted by everything and never notice, time blind, unable to keep up with uninteresting activities, etc.)** until recently, two years ago to be precise. In that year my mom was starting her psychology course, and one of the subjects she initially asked me for help (since it was her first time in a classroom after ages), was to **write an article about ADHD**. That's how I got informed about the existence of it, and suddenly a *light* in my mind started to shine. At the same time, I remember how I was laughing so much at myself in a while, after seeing how all those symptoms would precisely relate to myself. However, while I'm certain about having ADHD, I still needed an actual report that could prove my ADHD was a real thing and not just some ""*Dr. Google excuse for being lazy*"" (and as you may know of course, it only gets harder as you get older); Despite telling my parents how serious it was, it wasn't until one day where I felt **completely out of mind and started breaking stuff in home**, mad depressed for failing so much in life, that they finally pictured the seriousness of the situation and sent me to a psychiatrist. * He gave me **Escitalopram anti-depressants (SSRI)**, because I often felt depressed, was very timid, and according to him, also had severe OCD so he said those meds should be enough. They worked wonders, my social life finally got interesting, and I used them until the end of 2017, to the point I felt they weren't necessary anymore because I already had a solid relationship and high school was over. **He didn't do much about my lack of concentration complaints though**, instead he bet it was being caused by some hormonal dysfunction or something. I stopped to see him because mom said his sessions where too expensive (despite the fact he just asked a few questions and gave a new med receipt renewal, so whatever). Well I have to say thanks to him, I don't believe I would still be alive if weren't for those SSRI meds. * During high school I had a psychopedagogist who helped me (and also let me skip a lot of classes by going into her room), and I would talk a lot with her about how school was rough, since most times she made me feel better. But still, whenever I talked about lack of focus or any other related symptom, **she said she couldn't do much and I needed an actual psychologist out of school**. By 2016 those two where the only professionals that helped me in any way. In 2017, I was taking my SSRI meds continuously, and had during that year: * a *single* session with a psychologist, I didn't like her too much; * *two* sessions with another psychologist. Expensive so I had to stop; * the third one was a lady which I spent the entire remaing year and just ended in 2018. She would spend one hour just talking to me about my school, my family, my friends and social life, and giving me **moral lessons** every time I did something wrong like she was an older sister or something like that. **She wouldn't even write anything at all**, and when I asked why, she said she would write down the stuff after the session so she could pay attention to what I was saying **(a blatant lie, of course; she would forget everything I said, and sometimes even text with someone else in her phone while I was talking in front of her!)**. Anyway, I just stayed all the way with her because I needed some kind of professional help and she had a deal with my mother so we could afford the expense. I quit her at the same time I stopped with my SSRI meds. Only good thing I learned from her is that I should really stop using ADHD as an excuse for everything, like having a tag, or anything else really, because the way I did seemed like immaturity, but outside of this, well... **She was really bad.** In 2018 things were much better, college was a far better place to school for me, and the place is full of PC and tech stuff so I would feel like home. However since I chose a Mecatronics Engineering course, things became incredibly harder at the second half of the year, to the point I failed in 4 out of 6 subjects (one which I already failed once in the first semester... *well Chemistry, here we go!* *^(for the freaking third time, dammit)*). Seeing things become even harder I asked again for professional help, but this time I went for neuropsychologists. * The first one was awesome, **she just had 30 minutes to speak with me but it was enough for her to get the ADHD signs**. Unfortunately my mother **refused** to keep me with her because, she follows the *psychoanalysis theory line*, and I didn't had a job to pay for myself so I got very upset because she was the **first professional in a long time to understand me**. I insisted many times but mom always said no because ""*psychoanalysis is for crazy people"".* * The next one was a free service provided by the university where my mother study, and instead of just talking about random subjects and things alike, she went with the actual diagnosis and exams and since the last 2 months, I've been tasked to solve puzzles, memorizate words and spell then in order, draw people and objects, then reproduce them by memory, etc. **I was pretty confident my score would be below average, since I felt I was unpurposely taking too much time to complete each of them, despite trying my best**. From all so far **she was the best professional help I had**. Today I finally got the report... that shows I may have **severe anxiety**, which can become **GAD** **if remains untreated for any longer**. *Of course* *she came with that disclamer that ""the report isn't necessarily 100% accurate"" but she seemed like the report was very close to being completely right*. I was a bit of shocked, because... well, I knew I was anxious, specially when it came to talk with other people, but not really THAT anxious. I mean, sure, it's not that bad news either, because it's something that I might be able to treat easier than actual ADHD. But, I have so many questions, so many issues, and anxiety just explain a part of them! I was pretty sure I'd get a ADHD diagnosis because **that's what I really see happening with my life everyday**. I explained to her how I felt disappointed, not because *I did want to have a disorder, or a tag, or something*, (nowdays non-ADHD people either chase an ADHD report to buy Ritalin, or to novelize on the disorder, unfortunately), but because since **I knew there was something in my mind that was causing so much trouble and pain, to simply forget about it and realize it was being caused by another thing instead?** This just blows my mind. *I don't even know how to finish this post anymore.**^(Just formatting it because well, I think it would be boring to read otherwise.)* I just wanted to share this here because I know some people get misdiagnosed with something else before ADHD, so I just want to know how those of you feel with this oddity and how you keep going *(aside from treating the said cause adressed in the report)*. At this point, I just feel like **my anxiety is so high it's interfering with the tests results**, so I should get rid of that \[anxiety\] first, then take all exams again? I think this is the way to go. I'm sad, because after so many successful ADHD stories I've heard and seen, the definitive ADHD diagnosis is mandatory (""after taking the meds, everything started making sense"", and all that jazz) before anything else. Seeing that I'm actually still far from it, though... I don't know. 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Weirdly specific sweat patches? Cravings for toast and mayonnaise? Singing in public? 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Hey guys. I was diagnosed earlier this year with ADHD (primarily inattentive) and was prescribed METHYLPHENIDATE ER 27 MG. I've been taking it every work day (so Monday - Friday and occasional weekends) for the past six months. At first, it was night and day. The first 2-3 months were euphoric for me. I've suffered severe depression and anxiety my entire life and it's culminated in chronic executive dysfunction. I never felt physically tired just mentally tired and it made it really hard to sleep or when I did sleep it made it hard to wake up. But after being medicated I found myself energized. I was able to start and complete tasks. I began to not only do well at my job but excel. It was life-changing for me. However, in August, a couple of months after I began the medication, I fell down the stairs and injured my knee. This kicked off a domino effect of other minor illnesses and skyrocketed my stress which in turn amplified my depression. After a four-day hospital stay and some at home recovery, I was finally doing better in September and a lot of the old energy came back that I'd seen in previous months. But as October wrapped up I noticed a sharp decline in my ability to focus. By the end of November, I felt worse than I did before my diagnosis and subsequent medication. Now I've reached a point where my anxiety is nearing its peak, my depression is awful but also weirdly stunted, almost like I'm tunnel focused on a void. I'm normally a ""coping by way of suicidal ideation"" depressive but can't even foster the energy to imagine that. I don't know what's happening but my work and social life are already being terribly affected. I don't know what's happening. I'm scared and frustrated and confused. Any advice is welcomed. TL;DR: Diagnosed earlier this year. Started taking medication in June. Got injured/sick in August. Finally back on feet in September. A sharp decline in effectiveness come November. Really in the pits now. Other Medication: METFORMIN HCL 1000 MG - treating PCOS LOSARTAN POTASSIUM 25 MG - developed pre-Hypertension as a result of stress and antidepressants last year DULOXETINE HCL DR 60 MG - treating major depressive and GAD Daily Iron Supplements - treating reoccurring Iron Deficient Anemia",5.4295566239316235,7.956745235576926,6.786858974358975,66.9859188034188,70.20192307692308,10.583760683760683,33.43055555555556,10.62613485830676,4.5693485042735045,1862,91,281,62,36,630,233,416,0.187,0.735,0.078,-0.9941,2,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,9,11,22,1,4,18,1,21,20,5,6,1,48,45,29,1,1,9,0,6,1,0,0,15,0,1,1,19,20,0,1,8,1,0,3,5,13,3,3,20,7,27,9,46,23,3,66,0,6,1,0,4,24,0,5,38,173,46,5,0.07666977855306255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428434924955706,0.07492082025938161,0.0,0.0,0.07677370829432577,0.0,0.08460700714812283,0.061312794208856075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213807853481587,0.0,0.11730434147736125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179086543286202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524033455263774,0.0,0.0,0.06780818862671681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768980160264425,0.0,0.0,0.08110645965929651,0.06604422541731839,0.08038680410930638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483365168646925,0.0,0.14833699330259642,0.0,0.33017783961212865,0.1556364226903973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790666700209208,0.0,0.0,0.050639665644394934,0.0,0.06459759517138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723002167556576,0.1679759896314225,0.0,0.13043054894092093,0.0,0.0840644548503302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061319825826446975,0.0,0.0,0.07591513477294477,0.1355976639372823,0.0,0.13736212420860186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690603916036047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608292487300902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427141040966578,0.06249610249977509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246239596026316,0.03745698106092313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065181903988587,0.0,0.1450935965291981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861836791120719,0.0772651038571196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447883430748011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059132459762043,0.0,0.0,0.0719493934188128,0.07512010444666073,0.0,0.08728905104653242,0.08045203534648639,0.0,0.0,0.058310821462143364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318997899517099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247772259512962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823324676594697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675982348262549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661502658013646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345029710041475,0.07815518398196325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853452775408444,0.08171978269892691,0.0,0.06409936791578777,0.17564994458478247,0.0,0.0,0.08386429372844477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293839540069875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624126373339266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339470278459538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085690153097995,0.0,0.0,0.06893533858944892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744953575785496,0.0,0.0781330544279998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811847101222544 adhd,Huffle_Pukwudgie,2018/12/14,"Pregnant and ADHD Hello all, I am pregnant for the 1st time and have ADHD, I am guessing there is a pretty wide age range in this group. I am looking for any advice on how to handle adhd brain with pregnancy brain, because to say I’m dreading when that kicks in, is to say the least. Also, any tips of being a new parent and having adhd?I fully plan on going back on meds ASAP after the baby, so I know that will help then, but did anyone find they needed to change their dosing? Or type of meds?, (no I’m not breast feeding so I don’t have to worry about the drugs and baby safety). Also, anything that I can expect emotionally wise with adhd and during and post pregnancy. Okay, anything and everything would be helpful! Thanks!",5.321507381507381,5.8153456573426565,6.202470862470863,78.89379176379177,67.95104895104896,7.474436674436674,25.67909867909868,6.937597516519254,1.2602236208236202,571,14,102,4,9,189,96,143,0.040999999999999995,0.831,0.128,0.9197,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,9,4,0,1,6,1,15,6,3,1,1,20,23,16,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,9,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,8,3,18,18,2,15,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,2,7,73,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.693004031579289,0.11269634279939487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445413838844776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685281477482532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063941515691883,0.0,0.1898088132531931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886794490585521,0.0,0.07030235183147614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574864500624311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200081832212467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374286410988356,0.0,0.0,0.12972750567539695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364859372667584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540691320714556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655430692469423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704584267794908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460269687611256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633807780189577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684574857025284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562048994684555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551361022606345,0.0,0.11138366684111033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280571367614949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104515171645297,0.117329158422236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834255352798872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617773237148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724818058483717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712030497637725,0.0,0.08192508869627381,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,processus,2018/12/14,"My mind is like my internet browser... Just saw this on facebook and thought it fit in here: https://www.facebook.com/NeuroNewsResearch/photos/a.479172065434890/2242516929100386/?type=3&theater",26.70157894736841,35.24126784210526,10.472894736842102,36.89776315789472,28.47368421052632,8.010526315789475,35.8157894736842,8.841846274778883,3.5818210526315784,175,5,15,2,2,36,18,19,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191492069878598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791741068182062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769861010809944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536552840295301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saguarocharles,2018/12/14,"First time adult ADHD diagnosis for a 25y/o Male. Any experience with depression co-morbidity or can tell me about your Vyvanse experience? Hi all, TL;DR: Dealing with rumination/decent mood swings, nervous to take vyvanse as it was prescribed to me very quickly. My brain has undergone a lot of chemical changes recently. I quit smoking weed altogether, down from smoking constantly. I'm exercising and I've cut out drinking as well. I've been diagnosed with depression, which has been on and off for a couple years. Currently I'm taking Lexapro 20mg, and this time around I've decided to seek counseling, as the ruminations can get pretty bad. After just 2 sessions, a clear pattern of behavior in my past has been emerging. Here's some examples: -Hyperfocus on the courtship aspect of a relationship, then falling apart a year or two into said relationship. -Left college after 3 years for a job, would do well on tests but could never do the homework. Once I learn something I struggle to see the need to repeat it over and over (more common with high school assignments) -High scores on Impulsivity, frivolous spending of money being just one example -Inability to carry friendship over the years, definitely extroverted and love being social but very few long term friends -Constant music in my head, I mean when I'm not able to focus on something, there's is ALWAYS a song playing in my head. This subreddit actually helped me see that this is not entirely uncommon. -Hobby hopping: In the past couple of years I've been into climbing, running, hiking, guitar, biking, snowboarding, I bought a skateboard but haven't tried it, I buy books I never read or read about 50 pages of, the list goes on Can you relate to any of these? Well today, I saw a psych and his main concern was that I am able to focus on my work and then we can try to get the emotionality and rumination under control. So he prescribed me Vyvanse 30. I'm a bit nervous to take this tomorrow for the first time, so I guess I'm looking for feedback. Have you been on vyvanse? How has it affected your emotionality? It just seemed like he was very quick to prescribe and didn't even officially say ""I think you're right you have ADHD"". I scored high on innatention and impulsivity with my counselor, but with taking this new med I may just be looking for something to worry about. 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I looked up 'ADD reddit' and this subreddit popped up, so I guess I'll ask my question here. &#x200B; I'm 19 years of age, and in september of this year I started my first year at my university, a bachelor sociology. Recently I've noticed that my concentration and focus for things (school, friends and my study association) is absolutely deplorable. This is not new to me. I have always, for as long as I can recall had these problems, especially in middle school. Only recently I've been confronted with my severe lack to focus, my tendency to procrastinate and the chaos that is my mind. I found this peculiar. I looked all over the internet, and I finally decided that I'd ask for help here. Not asking for a diagnosis, or to tell my psychologist something to get a diagnosis. I simply ask for people to talk to me about this. Sorry for the long 'essay'. &#x200B; As I do, I self-reflect a lot, like a serious lot. So, when I was thinking about my lack of focus I thought to myself: ""why would I not be able to focus when I'm studying something I voluntarily started because it interests me?"" That seemed logical to me, but, then I deemed it yet another distraction keeping me from focussing on my exams. Oh, right, I'm in the middle of them now, to add to the mess. Usually I'm not the type to complain, you know, I didn't in the past as I deemed my feelings as nothing serious. In middle school I was merely to graduate, and my lack of focus seemed pretty normal. The feeling that I think differently to other people (my mentor told me once: ""you think differently to other people, I like that"") I have always had, but I never payed too much attention to it. Now I do. And I'm noticing that my feelings of chaos aren't normal let alone ideal. People around me, and the majority of them then, are able to concentrate for long periods of time, learing entire chapters in one afternoon. I can hardly focus for more than 30 minutes, as I get distracted easily and start thinking about nonsense like my messy room, or what I'll have for diner (at 02:00pm mind you), or when I'll go home at the end of the week, you know, that stuff. And those are the 'best' things to get distracted by. Often I just lose my train of thought and sit there thinking fuck all (pardon my french). Very, very annoying. This behaviour is not new to me, as I said, but it only now confronts me with who I am, and it worries me. &#x200B; A very good friend I made this year with whom I discussed this mentioned that it might be ADD. ""What? A disorder?"", was my reply. I couldn't possibly wrap my head around that. Me, the perfect child back home and the one who ought to go far in life, a concentration disorder. I've never been tested, for a reason (I never really payed attention to my concentration and my parents aren't the ones who check their children for those things). I looked up a list of signs, and that shocked me. I ticked almost all of 'em. That got me thinking. Would I really have a disorder? A neurological error in my mind that caused me? Seemed too easy for me, you know. I was thinking ""oh well that's just sticking a label on me being unmotivated"". But when I looked more into it I saw more of myself in all I read. &#x200B; To talk about my problems I requested a conversation with the local student psychologist, to discuss matters. I'm kind of afraid. What now if it is ADD? Why has it not been diagnosed before? How will my relatives respond? Is labelling it really the solution? Am I not just lazy? Do I care enough for what I do? All these questions have been haunting my mind ever since I read it, and I do know that there is the risk of conforming my behaviour to what I read on the internet, but I just feel like I'm merely identifying parts of me, and not changing me. &#x200B; Is there anyone out here who can, I don't know, relate, or maybe help me how to deal with this? Of course it'd be great if I don't have ADD, but what if? What if I do have an attention disorder? I'm very anxious as to how I'd handle that. &#x200B; I really hope someone can help me with this, or at least talk to me about it, because it's really worrying me! &#x200B; Thanks, &#x200B; Mentis \[Latin for 'mind'\]",3.63271265340669,5.4190107625899255,5.011460713781919,80.97769043588661,73.26858513189448,8.311158132317676,27.73233178163352,8.966502688444479,2.2923134997884045,3352,129,647,71,68,1118,314,834,0.121,0.777,0.102,-0.9014,3,1,2,0,0,0,167.0,0,5,3,6,38,36,4,5,35,0,59,6,1,6,10,133,116,53,0,17,27,1,5,4,2,5,3,1,3,2,63,33,1,1,31,3,3,2,17,18,1,4,19,11,112,18,107,84,19,75,0,1,5,1,42,32,1,21,44,474,175,15,0.08110020492779414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040605070167427794,0.041997676881554036,0.0,0.0,0.06748186730188531,0.3514881526238289,0.3941825033882185,0.0,0.042520318061962166,0.0,0.04581007365642648,0.0,0.028353574479600838,0.0,0.0,0.0721963766276648,0.1516354877691205,0.0,0.0,0.031180525786289662,0.0,0.04943793217909604,0.0,0.034505150540606475,0.0,0.042554830793347063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041343531984603867,0.04165612527022588,0.04289663165509476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041805375091253774,0.0,0.04115750042790434,0.0,0.08473245285082594,0.2323696525987486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03591535487494348,0.04189909557085545,0.0,0.0,0.03667988921577335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201340079999746,0.02896900130250165,0.0,0.044420655175849685,0.0,0.0344918964407614,0.0,0.04446109434623344,0.06265781714945715,0.037487916312226914,0.06355726468088227,0.0,0.04609111541542139,0.034011502060136395,0.03243162126273578,0.044706631120883786,0.04467050952295768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632492695581725,0.0,0.04161610383280246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153963676622543,0.0,0.08135011804910265,0.04027540132542465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036042794234575584,0.0,0.042226691698261584,0.11142637918681488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146522712283169,0.028641736579250617,0.07924292719627342,0.0,0.0,0.1076566939297213,0.13620749306159924,0.045365192342594514,0.0,0.06894849405883735,0.0,0.03836948741179914,0.0,0.0,0.040738028229200175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301725063463869,0.20472021976861013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029808991065553205,0.0,0.09382421656403757,0.07832708328662777,0.0,0.0,0.07946098162530993,0.038908916956420465,0.09233312083883263,0.0,0.0431845357118721,0.08243339662331083,0.061680360362785285,0.0,0.0,0.045026090005068055,0.043911809389762385,0.038709661141522994,0.1124493412576388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045714147763190466,0.0,0.04125403223076729,0.0,0.0776019432939819,0.0,0.0,0.09085079017295628,0.04313002538112758,0.12168322769253972,0.0,0.12988716991544386,0.041692258942914624,0.08007666836457318,0.0,0.0,0.03462956594217245,0.03857243332319494,0.0,0.0,0.1231166056803406,0.0,0.11074587098337754,0.04230260051858331,0.04581007365642648,0.0,0.03354346379133233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034357970227603785,0.062434899950941126,0.0,0.0453925198225466,0.08610471370253497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642016579414658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977779090496972,0.03544257687156085,0.0373330862706732,0.0,0.0,0.08081905875760946,0.1818800782224368,0.0,0.06438450373187042,0.02364509084198425,0.0,0.0,0.0387473606407183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466020898865787,0.1338323251319751,0.0,0.0,0.032526846252063264,0.0,0.036459411986575166,0.0,0.07318032061739771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823611948018042,0.0,0.05761125870215101,0.0,0.3941825033882185,0.10445174599766892 adhd,tinka777,2018/12/14,"Why did I try to rush to finish a project TODAY, that I’ve had 3 years to do? OMG you guys. Like 3 years ago, before I was medicated, I thought I’d get back into sewing. I found this neat black velvet fabric and some lavender satin at an estate sale. Obviously I needed to make a holiday cloak! So fancy! The fabric was super pretty but also only like 2 bucks, so low stakes as far as cost. Of course I never did it. Once medicated I felt able to at least start it. This was like 2 summers go. PLENTY of time for the holidays (2017). I got it all cut out, but because the fabric was vintage, it wasn’t really the right size for the pattern I got. I was pretty proud of myself that I did make it work. But then I put it away. For another whole year. Last summer I finally sewed it together and it was looking like it was gonna be done! But the hem...the lining and the shell didn’t match up. Ugh! I kept putting it on my list to finish. I even gave myself entire days to work it out. Did I? No, of course not. Till today. Because my in laws are coming today at 4. I might want to wear it this weekend! Also, ooops, I’m going to see my family across the country on Monday-I should bring the cloak! Ok, I got this. I tidied up the house, did some laundry, left myself a couple hours to finish the cloak. Got myself medicated, coffeed up. Figured out a janky way to make the fabric line up, pinned it, started sewing it. But no, it was soooooo slippery-the pins kept twisting and the whole thing was just WRONG. I rushed it, I did it wrong even tho I knew it was wrong. Took so many stitches out and redid them. Plus it was dark in the room I was in and I’m like super blind now, too. Finally finished, I mean, it’s a black velvet cloak and I’ll prolly only wear it at night, no one will notice! Ok, now I have to trim the excess fabric. Fine. But ooops, I cut a huge hole in the shell of the cloak! Right in the middle of the back of it. Oh god, I should just put this away, right? I “fixed” the hole, turned the whole thing right side out. Looks decent. But the hem IS pretty f-ed up. I should steam it down. When I knocked over the steam iron spilling boiling hot water on my hand is when I finally called it quits. Maybe I can finish it by New Years. I’m usually pretty good at last minute stuff- so I dunno if this is an adhd thing or if I have other problems today.",0.0020431808024241604,2.197900636916838,2.005933234778425,95.56387080138893,88.26977687626774,4.559411420909684,15.861003197304635,6.009577979403852,-0.6086792106439307,1806,37,406,15,59,599,235,493,0.08,0.777,0.14300000000000002,0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,0,1,1,6,18,21,2,0,31,2,36,9,3,3,3,54,69,31,0,8,13,0,3,5,0,6,4,0,1,1,38,15,2,3,6,3,3,10,7,8,0,1,34,9,44,13,56,28,7,90,0,1,6,0,5,40,0,7,44,254,82,3,0.07278661852883328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747537088801201,0.0,0.06452094563255291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641486508085397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632311590966229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677084819360869,0.11193683359768268,0.0,0.08874009414841727,0.0,0.06193605138026868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432327554975614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269922689493157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053700897854363,0.0,0.04694134746438454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448598172918333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961497501426918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686167461058245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698865682537125,0.2392025484495916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980677031420616,0.0,0.0,0.03802800402442248,0.0,0.08273262535643634,0.0610499622842595,0.23285643208660656,0.0,0.0,0.07207019583940846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168015750312114,0.08398598526380427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866161760312766,0.0,0.0,0.07908287400234885,0.0,0.0,0.1777993260953693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224485557182158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575689919605556,0.0737942068767193,0.07312394149868356,0.07928596570630014,0.0,0.21997458188147267,0.0,0.07721509988514451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397035536323532,0.05613752736213536,0.07029776973727547,0.0,0.0683053107885478,0.0,0.0,0.08286804762153603,0.0,0.07751537323495898,0.049322096447630866,0.1107150065636494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962006332221211,0.0,0.06964696388454418,0.0,0.21951196626123776,0.0,0.07741752828738298,0.0,0.0,0.046628971637457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486374980971866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058001511252211174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303748645075554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332326416960241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450685853355582,0.0,0.0,0.057784444767707686,0.04244246259864358,0.0,0.2759728145976683,0.0,0.08086861135255209,0.0494173361419552,0.07917093975570519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016417709349989,0.0,0.0429314334445647,0.057774629849968034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567860198798041,0.24379098068232166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597905034686678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387422233794336,0.0,0.18748878371816224 adhd,xdoodahx,2018/12/14,"Newly diagnosed at 28, meds and other ideas? Hello, I've just been diagnosed with ADHD at 28. I'm a woman and have been struggling to figure out why I am the way I am for a long time. Knowing what it is has been freeing in a way. Understanding my life and behaviour in a new light and it has made so much sense. I'm trying meds and the difference when the meds work is incredible. I really hope I can find the drug and dose that keeps working for me as I am so productive when it works. My emotions are so much easier, I'm calmer, I can focus, I get so much work and housework done. It's like a miracle xD I guess I'm partly reaching out for familiarity but also I know meds aren't the be all and end all. What are other things I should consider or things that helped you understand and adapt to your adhd? 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Also Me: Hey let's make some pointlessly weird sounds and call it music In case anyone wants to hear the pointlessly weird sounds: [https://soundcloud.com/fountains\_parachutes/sets/cananaaska](https://soundcloud.com/fountains_parachutes/sets/cananaaska) Also, if anyone wants to pipe in with gift ideas for 2 brothers, a mum, a dad, and 3 sets of grandparents (yeah... I know lmao).",10.06914712153518,14.456396298507464,6.459275053304904,65.8005970149254,63.626865671641795,6.8136460554371014,20.01918976545842,7.957251820313856,0.8889249466950973,380,7,54,5,7,104,49,67,0.053,0.872,0.075,0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,14,9,6,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,10,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299118965120052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758966234817872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27447062129383537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25684595859608444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808694803597621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30295246424995265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034378025286206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772317237552993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748619733746757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942332055150098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930872069920336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170855192644501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,creatrev,2018/12/14,"Does anyone else forget (or for some reason choose not) to take medicine? I do really good for weeks and even though the medicine sits on the bathroom counter I simply forget, or ignore, or can’t force myself to take it. 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Granted, I'm 26. It hasn't been easy. I also can't tolerate meds and so my docs recommend I don't take them. And honestly, I'm much less healthy emotionally on them and would rather not take them. Up to this point, I've been able to coast by and get A's in a lot of classes by barely doing anything. Now that I'm in upper division and graduating in a few months, that doesn't work anymore. I'm in a study abroad program and I've gotten D's on a couple of tests. Everyone in the end, get's A's and B's in this field based program and we were told this by the professors in the beginning. But I just want to be able to focus and study well enough that I can get good grades of my own accord. I got much lower than the average on theses tests. I know it seems trivial but it's so hard to remind myself that my grade on a test isn't reflective of my intelligence. I've also noticed some of my symptoms have worsened in the past year. I leave items all over the place and forget to pay bills until they get sent to collections (not because I can't afford to pay them, I just genuinely don't remember or avoid dealing with them on purpose). School has constantly made me feel stupid and I'm so exhausted. 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Would really appreciate some feedback! I'm a 23 yo college student and I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 8. Recently I've noticed I haven't been doing very well in school. I've been using video games for instant gratification a little too much lately. I figured out it's because I don't have a lot of immediate goals to work towards. Most of my goals are 2-3 years out and it's been a little demotivating. So I decided to go ahead and go back to a similar system my mom used for me when I was younger. I have a large whiteboard set up in my room with all the tasks I'd like to accomplish in the coming week. And because I'm obsessed with video games, I've assigned each task a tier level, based on how much I don't want to do something: \- Blue: Main Quests worth 1 point, these quests are my first priority throughout the week like homework, going to my professor's office hours when I'm supposed to (I commute 30ish minutes to school every day so this one's a bit harder), and studying for exams when I'm supposed to. \- Pink: Side Quests worth 2 points, these are things that I would normally try to avoid but are necessary to the upkeep of my mental health. These include chores like dusting and vacuuming, running errands when I'm headed home from class (instead of just going straight home to play games or study), making appointments, and giving my dog a bath when he needs it. \- Orange: Legendary Quests worth 4 or more points depending on how daunting they seem to me. These quests vary from case to case on what exactly they mean to me. This could be something as simple as finishing all of my weekly side quests before the week is out or simply ordering an important gift for a loved one that I REALLY don't want to forget. &#x200B; As I gather points I can spend them on various things that I'd like to do. My current list only has three things on it at the moment, 1 point per 10 minutes of video game play, 10 points with a night out with friends, and 20 points if I'd like to buy something for myself like a new video/board game, a nice new pair of shoes, or a cosmetic in a video game. I've been using this system for about 2 months now and it's been working really well to help keep me on task with my studies. However, I was just wondering if anyone would be willing to critique my setup or give a suggestion on how to improve it? I would really appreciate some feedback on this! &#x200B; TL;DR: I turned my life into a pseudo RPG to help motivate myself during my schooling.",5.8919537953795365,6.0424426871287125,6.373415841584161,79.35035478547856,66.68316831683168,9.26798679867987,31.090759075907588,9.029198982220553,2.476563036303629,2027,72,392,32,30,659,244,505,0.011000000000000001,0.82,0.16899999999999998,0.9975,2,1,3,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,3,9,21,15,0,2,24,0,33,6,2,9,3,65,59,32,0,11,10,1,0,6,1,5,3,0,7,0,21,22,0,2,6,13,5,7,4,2,2,4,10,2,40,13,70,41,13,74,0,0,2,1,19,35,0,14,34,242,61,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709359741000318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704015835328702,0.17611541751858262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050671976200843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144830163896036,0.0,0.08835280097048674,0.0,0.06166574053151731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911732625155052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242558527812968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057860561291595815,0.0,0.0,0.0467364788104769,0.0,0.0,0.07355446078480876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105821759060619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164205352047057,0.0,0.0,0.055989332520990184,0.0,0.0,0.13903764433416324,0.1647431017969781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437405200902432,0.07703110713760301,0.0,0.0,0.0971488218441074,0.0,0.14538453515572158,0.0,0.07136731992659665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644137342535165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817481343416508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051186963934257146,0.21242801629104666,0.14526585629101746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161051144621954,0.06540605852501317,0.0,0.04837358816713283,0.0,0.0,0.07893993369091454,0.0,0.0,0.07303165870110083,0.0,0.0,0.08487476067851464,0.05784402606416592,0.0,0.10654603615721037,0.053734809631136936,0.0,0.13998193078043702,0.0,0.06800720223751804,0.07100418631009257,0.0,0.08250638213289492,0.0,0.0,0.09821367472512206,0.0551159035452675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795460854944522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570186520885892,0.0,0.07155434734572437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200273449631956,0.0,0.06597301212525801,0.07560092179042956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737041920546455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443545468619773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920166139715191,0.07882540975427818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877697200256815,0.0,0.05979447493357455,0.08548813094927228,0.0,0.2325208880254357,0.0,0.13031658197520327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858948708729352,0.1582747803942619,0.0,0.0,0.2059194569599186,0.0,0.17611541751858262,0.046667629077405216 adhd,Pineapplepeanuts4j,2018/12/14,"Are we inherently bad at avoiding burnout? Self-care seems impaired and I rarely know if I'm going to burn out until it happens. My life is a series of running headfirst into burnouts, and if I'm lucky I see the signs in retrospect. Other people seem more self-aware of their impending fatigue, and juggle self-care & recovery in short bursts like it's natural for them. I can't tell if it's because I'm always mentally fatigued and other people have a wider spectrum of fatigue to experience, or if I'm just numb to my own self. It's hard to switch gears when you've finally got momentum going for work. Doing frequent & shorter self indulgence undermines my work ethic, and it's just not as restful.",6.660091240875914,6.849248029197081,7.195319343065695,73.97721259124089,65.05839416058393,10.061678832116787,36.10310218978103,9.827888789773867,3.6165481751824817,568,26,100,11,8,187,92,137,0.152,0.79,0.057999999999999996,-0.8693,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,4,3,8,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,0,0,22,17,13,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,2,9,2,16,16,3,13,0,3,1,0,6,6,0,8,5,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749864306654614,0.30600354316301764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790506473697013,0.0860807529387592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813119432900364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468945706377835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050662897362591,0.0,0.11293912403971483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487218595705232,0.0,0.1264970812887002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776057265736238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974131771061368,0.06898843193335215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230720702238334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957954861028336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252667259572208,0.2571058979455381,0.7365679637885251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342440586476795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560619271679395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vorlinath,2018/12/14,Do I need to get re-diagnosed? I was diagnosed at a young age around 6-8 y/o now I’m 17 and the symptoms are still very present and I was looking to get back on medication (I stopped at 11ish) will I have to see a psychiatrist again or will my general physician be able to prescribe me?,-0.3989754098360656,1.8140899836065567,2.278831967213115,92.3054610655738,91.78688524590164,6.328688524590166,25.6577868852459,7.645422480735847,1.5372770491803274,223,11,52,5,8,77,46,61,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,0,7,14,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,8,9,0,12,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,8,33,7,0,0.2711730233365052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414014827890444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085153164339854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504698210785096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335342487906423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277170429315495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731782921625569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010713607831163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160897907095088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655912672500732,0.2267127898335222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818526015428289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237461437890533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SooWooSamuel,2018/12/14,"Reasons for requesting my doctor to replace Adderall with Dexedrine? Been taking Adderall for over 5 years, focus is easier than when I'm med free but still hard to achieve.... Not comfortable trying any drugs foreign to my system; I'm a senior in college I would rather not risk a complete change in drug type, which is what intrigues me about a potential switch to dexedrine since Adderall already contains dextroamphetamine in it anyways. What are your thoughts? Pros and cons? Reasons in-general for potentially preferring dextroamphetamine (dexedrine) over Adderall in general? THANKS IN ADVANCE ADHD COMMUNITY! ",8.558400000000002,11.466662640000004,6.513000000000003,70.63150000000002,62.6,9.4,42.5,9.827888789773867,5.0436000000000005,504,30,67,11,8,146,72,100,0.049,0.81,0.141,0.8648,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,2,0,13,10,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,4,17,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,42,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179906130334145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120753407803174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247893851743454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164150662834745,0.0,0.21967488718738928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444981930074586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859470667456862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768633405499074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327264714479984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308373282613803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733148633212398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673207745201919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753092364247248,0.0,0.0,0.19289536657909886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633332105640242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224848350270086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148835067985853,0.0,0.0,0.13492226230620147 adhd,IDE_IS_LIFE,2018/12/14,"Separate issue - focus exhaustion? Hey, so I know I literally just posted like 5 minutes ago, but this is related and yet unrelated, just want to know if anyone else understands / experiences this for themselves or have a way to cope? &#x200B; So sometimes (frequently as of late), despite taking my meds in the morning, I will feel incapable of being productive. I'll sit here at work feeling like I am accomplishing very little - I just cannot bring myself to do things. Or, perhaps I will want to study or practice a skill like programming, but I cant bring myself to focus. When I try, I just get really tired and my brain goes into a fog, and it feels like I'm becoming physically exhausted just from trying to muster the focus to do something, until the point where I'm constantly yawning and feeling like I'm going to nod off. &#x200B; What the fuck is this, and how do I deal with it?? Probably the single most horrendous part of my ADHD is this. It feels like my mind is being a stubborn, angry little child that is stomping its feet defiantly, refusing to comply. The harder I try to push myself to do something, the more my brain fights me to the point where I may develop a headache and feel like I need to go sleep for a few hours. :/ ",7.959943977591037,7.017372571428576,8.357605042016807,70.46803221288519,62.78151260504201,11.630812324929972,35.79971988795518,10.864195022040775,3.8687383753501403,984,38,177,22,12,327,139,238,0.163,0.731,0.106,-0.9682,0,0,2,0,1,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,14,12,3,0,14,0,18,9,4,1,0,37,40,18,0,4,11,0,6,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,9,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,0,6,22,7,26,35,5,26,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,6,15,121,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200691544001222,0.0,0.08856178950203873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649902611755914,0.24279659914302665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985750405482205,0.10236683085624966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103397586899647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305916646711574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796429384355982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300003486515363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345972566274695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772850581914057,0.0,0.0,0.3030967832498958,0.35686895975137456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236268491199734,0.05219743843764135,0.0,0.11355923692586214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983885613893043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042772598924934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981287373776856,0.0,0.11269978110999747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34166760687780656,0.2002667135904623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109744829414681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087788820332944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740799937782926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818986525691432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888937449721632,0.0,0.09568357227253976,0.0,0.1077169624318568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400317184392773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997944746975636,0.0,0.0,0.15382703438761208,0.09881086998685758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751178526866529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637396787400385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482873935334062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349148690780725,0.0,0.0,0.10400701815595956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243398202138102,0.11785582292582054,0.07930176095791085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273370109837474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279659914302665,0.0 adhd,strangebackburner,2018/12/14,"Anyone get LOW blood pressure on adderall? I’m on 150mg wellbutrin with 30mg adderall xr + 10mg xr at noon. My blood pressure consistently hovers around 90/60 and dips below that which makes me feel exhausted and cognitively foggy. Measured about an hour ago by my doc at 95/57, and I just feel really tired. It’s not a thyroid issue or anything - I had those tested a few months ago. Electrolytes are fine too. My doctor thought it might be hydration but I still have issues when I chug 16oz every other hour. Just wondering if it’s happened to any of you guys and if you have any information. When I search, all I find is stuff about it raising blood pressure.",3.711775898520085,5.742616527131784,4.351078224101482,84.75507399577168,73.65116279069767,6.8614517265680055,26.45595489781536,7.686295010490155,1.5112263565891473,528,19,100,7,11,168,93,129,0.099,0.89,0.012,-0.8107,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,3,3,0,7,7,3,1,1,22,15,10,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,12,1,12,11,2,16,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,5,9,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318971267460323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546156684208404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090016025992224,0.0,0.15405620207711074,0.16665477711718965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161528241349998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577307827134357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931594173257899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110468626873745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780843374081358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853653157793704,0.16554738307358655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687242659999996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907929496215872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496276873685107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985980641018183,0.0,0.0,0.1494276096883798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993021458279787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950452076795298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143083280775642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862221098121048,0.0,0.21516801361813867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301904969517776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SimonHolgesen,2018/12/14,"Attention deficit - what's your experience ??? Hello everyone. **Be attentive:** I'm not searching for a diagnosis - I'm already under treatment. I would just like to know how you personally have experienced coping with ADD. I will try to keep this post as short as possible. My first language isn't English - I hope my phrasing will be understandable   I'm a 23-year old male, studying law and I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for about 5 years. My head is feeling foggy, I'm tired and need to take a nap every day and I spend a lot of time feeling that I'm not good enough. I take Bupropion and Brintellix for my depression. Generally I just really struggle with my studies and I have to push myself to keep up with the others (my grades a good, but I work my butt off). Sometimes when having a conversation with someone I feel like I fade out, and struggle to keep up. It's hard for me to get things done, and I feel restless when I try to get some studying done. It's not like I sit on my couch all day and doesn't do anything, I get things done but it's just hard for me to get started. I started going to a new psychologist. We have been talking about my symptoms and how I feel in general. He believes that my depression and anxiety might be morbid to ADD. *Can anyone with ADD relate to my symptoms?* Thanks a lot Simon",1.4695824658801762,4.1041687595419845,3.2246842470506607,86.08414873930144,86.59541984732824,6.381864445986585,25.49664584779089,7.686295010490155,1.734489567430026,1053,46,204,21,33,349,136,262,0.141,0.8009999999999999,0.057,-0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,0,2,10,14,0,4,9,0,22,5,2,2,1,55,49,19,0,3,8,0,7,3,0,4,3,0,1,2,10,22,0,3,9,1,1,2,5,7,0,1,5,8,34,7,35,37,5,24,0,3,0,1,9,8,1,5,15,139,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149112294728478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457812773126706,0.0,0.0,0.07064379591590585,0.0,0.08314057734921697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382826090452634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031432829179695,0.0,0.26105566915669903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31017188045863603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439287500410484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851236637261445,0.09654023126263132,0.0,0.09882850401920748,0.0,0.0,0.25542361301979544,0.07217715062253935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593761236935976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113981887632374,0.0,0.05741871017508,0.1694813902253013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100932765095706,0.0,0.10368779245434427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034739125084584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269405164626939,0.0,0.0,0.0555244446980394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480771281763801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178727664499124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071787924617104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491381252067564,0.0,0.09757715892875653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060158971049648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821708607854531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389819394291255,0.09676055340914433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472356937008232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560393112303563,0.0,0.09992305090297368,0.0,0.14302168089542916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168611760901047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002148558808725,0.15192670641861242,0.08120554790437899,0.0,0.09301652351853568,0.0,0.0,0.1342421005176568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058912465271564074,0.11612121185709898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718794438516801,0.0,0.0,0.10517768511548116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355236643682246,0.0,0.0,0.07177010442089607,0.0,0.0,0.1301223560477028 adhd,thesilversound,2018/12/14,"Does taking your meds at different times from day to day alter its effectiveness? I was prescribed 10 mg Adderall IR twice a day about a month ago, after seeing a psychiatrist for the first time. It’s been difficult to really get a sense of how it’s affecting me since the past month has been interrupted by things like thanksgiving break (during which I would wake up too late to take my medicine or would just forget) and then trying to get myself caught up in school. For awhile, I really didn’t think it was doing anything because I would still get distracted or my mind would wander and ruminate, or I would take my first dose and still be tired until I took my second dose. This week has been pretty good though in terms of motivation and not feeling like I want to die every time I study. I can feel the mental fog clearing a bit. The days when I was taking it consistently at 7 am definitely helped me be more alert. But then I realized when I take it later in the day, like at 9 am or 10 am, it is pretty much useless until I take my second dose. For example, I took it at 9 am this morning and my brain still feels like it’s stuffed with cotton, and I’m still sleepy even after getting 7 hours of sleep. Anyway I might be overthinking it, but I was wondering if other people have found that the meds’ effects change from day to day. It has been frustrating that I can’t seem to get a consistent sense of how it’s affecting me. 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I'll start! Keyboards, computers, watches, cars, sushi, cooking, counter strike, photography, fishing, audio... Can't think of anything else, haha",4.886842105263156,8.00827373684211,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,74.78947368421052,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.0528736842105264,174,8,28,2,4,51,36,38,0.046,0.841,0.113,0.5487,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355089366707683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44210146146788026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908494581184883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890429251021074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745897740522542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35159507136526835,0.3391074548799716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,karelkerl,2018/12/14,"Hair loss with the medication Strattera? So basically, I'm (22M) prone to hair loss. It runs in my family. I'm able to counter it with finasteride (daily pill that helps against hair loss) with regrowth in progress I believe. 4 days ago I started Strattera and I believe it's beneficial for my ADD. But my scalp is getting itchy again, the same kind of itch I had before getting on finasteride (the type of itch I had when I was starting to lose my hair (which stopped with finasteride)). My question is if an SNRI like Strattera may contribute to hair loss? Because I'm worried this will help me lose my battle with my hair slowly falling out and I'm way too young to have to deal with this. Any info from anyone who knows anything about this or experienced this would be greatly appreciated because I'm kind of scared. Thank you.",3.7995148247978463,6.000955371069182,4.275763701707098,84.63580188679245,73.90566037735849,7.058580413297397,30.225067385444746,7.957251820313856,2.096744474393532,660,30,126,10,14,208,98,159,0.152,0.735,0.113,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,7,5,13,1,1,4,0,10,11,9,0,0,20,21,7,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,7,15,5,23,14,1,15,0,6,0,0,6,4,0,4,9,72,25,1,0.16655676039214748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764251862777322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326430854134008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646035950376067,0.0,0.13706202224702288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306291042218952,0.0,0.1417275356086597,0.3753048661883763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741533155593568,0.17171270648149747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701489052564488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403806585624834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836294163293601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223278971250056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468864710071816,0.09153523967593594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137122002067107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726688226189522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778841343518666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865816899445154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675237321431524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357794645370061,0.0,0.0,0.13924890960587644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334308736260338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220500382023154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914647503577152,0.0,0.11831714383567067,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gotBanana,2018/12/14,"Adult life with ADD I'm not sure if most people have same issue, but here's mine. &#x200B; 1. ADD and anxiety issue; it wasn't bad at all, but suddenly got real bad past few years. 2. Only tried non-stimulant type meds due to anxiety issue. (my doc think my anxiety can get worse with stimulant type) 3. Tried multiple different non-stimulant type, many gave me real bad stomachache; stopped taking those.. (Atomoxetine) 4. Can't focus at work, and work performance drops a lot (and I am a data engineer) 5. Barely can remember 5 minutes of meeting. Now I gave up to remember anything during the meeting and ask people to email me; so at least I can search email. 6. I'm afraid of losing my job due to my bad performance.. --> started having depression. :( is there someone with same track as me? how did you solve this issue?",2.0515789473684194,4.774645522292996,3.791867247737176,82.59439155212874,84.22292993630575,7.381696278913845,24.18672477371773,8.371475516178862,2.1069821656050967,645,25,117,16,19,215,105,157,0.153,0.748,0.099,-0.8172,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,5,5,8,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,2,2,27,20,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,12,1,14,15,7,13,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,3,8,62,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286583244783259,0.1442861161777947,0.0,0.0,0.2725149165420649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771562480029547,0.0,0.11100896370016718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39658280867645707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022734370813873,0.0,0.0,0.12406148351057622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203847741837791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496987071982133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957486517902084,0.11783441067862888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387191001296104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284338815667948,0.0,0.10095131405931124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038707669191125,0.0,0.0,0.13189704629290105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030963642166644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335392345749225,0.1646433170153852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703117611734227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690260404087605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061081943073208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404712448642243,0.0,0.0,0.09927472236163974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191416240824904,0.0,0.08928018973929815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608591704533567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612378230711328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289308472626522,0.0,0.12100957525504855,0.0,0.0,0.1442861161777947,0.07646679712290654 adhd,pancakesiguess,2018/12/14,"Grades this semester I got an A, a B, and a D. I'll have to retake the class I got a D in, but otherwise I think I did pretty well! I wasn't on any medication this semester, but I'll be on adderall again soon. Hopefully it'll help me focus and sit still in class.... I kept getting distracted by my phone this semester, and I'd like to actually pay attention in class.",3.51923076923077,3.711263743589747,6.076051282051285,79.2856153846154,71.8205128205128,10.855384615384617,29.70256410256411,10.793553405168565,3.1120379487179486,284,11,64,9,5,103,51,78,0.06,0.715,0.225,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,8,3,8,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,39,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.3112901964593162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692551236615945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666016458884125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102541178890279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381362700558587,0.0,0.0,0.31683105216118296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558433881084524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32135090058178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245295641365665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547474393055915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043972061427828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868121354657379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alex23126,2018/12/14,"ADD or childhood trauma? Hello there. I’m 25(M) immigrated to Canada in 2014. I have basically started from scratch. First ESL classes, Reading and Writing and then been doing high school upgrading from grade 10 to 12. When reading Terry Fox book in Reading class, i noticed that i would skip letters or words. It felt like i was “skimming” rather reading the whole text. And that was when struggle began. First i got my eyes checked (nothing wrong), a psychologist told me i might have depression, anxiety or I’m just too stresse d out. I took a month break but i could not stop thinking about school so i started again. Got my ears checked (nothing wrong). In the mean time i was passing school by 50% till courses got harder. I started failing courses except for english. I was diagnosed with ADD so i started taking meds. I tried 3 stimulants and they helped a little bit. While taking the meds, i felt more anxious, impulsive and occasionally wished i wasn’t alive or whats the point of living. The only advantage the adderall had for me was helping me to follow the teacher in class and not having racing thoughts or distraction but other than that it caused more damage then good. I started seeing a different psychologist. He did career assessments, identifying my interests, weaknesses, strengths and potential career choices. I was really excited but it was almost impossible to concentrate when i was out of class. Trust me i did everything i could. There are so many resources out there but nothing seemed to help. When going through this, i felt (feel) useless, stupid, less, hopeless, ashamed, failure, mentally ill, not normal so on. I would not waste time watching tv or playing video games instead i’d do research about various of topics, read news, watch ted talks, did an extensive research about everyday toxic personal and household products. I noticed I cant read a full paragraph with out skipping words, getting distracted, bored or frustrated if not understanding. I would basically give up very easily. My background: I grew up in a toxic environment like a war zone. My dad was really abusive to us ( my sister and 4 half brothers and sisters.) He physically and verbally abused my mom and my brothers and sisters. Since age 3 I witnessed my mom being beaten and abused numerous times. He never touched me but he’d always intimidate, public shame, yell and would snap at me like he was about to hit me. I’d beg my mom to stop complaining but she would not understand. They always fought in front of us. I was shaking and was terrified because i though my dad was about to hit her in any moment. Non of our family members and relatives got along. Our life was filled with fear, lies, intimations, threats and deceptions. I left home for boarding school at the age of 11. Boarding school wasn’t my favourite. Lots of bullying, fear and anxiety. Before leaving the country at 18, I separated my mom from him and she is good now. I became a refugee in a different country then came to Canada in 2014. Canada is the best thing ever happened to me. Such a beautiful country with incredible people and culture. But my life turned into hell when I began failing school in 2016. My psychologist thinks my 18 years of abuse and trauma has something to do with my current issues but I don’t feel that way. Im not angry at my dad even though i haven’t spoken to him in 7 years. I feel like I moved on but maybe i have not. I do not know. Is there anyone out there who knows anything about this. Thank you ",4.205627993006814,6.7920858964451325,4.723682570248563,80.08758228393344,74.11591962905719,7.581108267666659,30.54473357488535,8.50408056420428,2.6835323130716806,2793,129,478,54,61,887,328,647,0.20199999999999999,0.698,0.1,-0.9977,3,0,1,0,4,1,90.0,4,1,2,8,31,43,7,9,21,0,47,7,2,2,2,103,92,55,1,11,29,12,8,4,0,6,5,2,1,1,13,37,0,2,15,11,2,10,15,29,0,3,35,14,79,14,69,45,9,79,1,6,4,0,45,30,1,12,41,317,92,26,0.0,0.27338319285461365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577619322210388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599498361087434,0.0,0.0,0.03922692058741956,0.0,0.08825580491270488,0.06516620605930902,0.0,0.040333811530478283,0.0,0.047468802233253685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035163471900215584,0.0,0.04908461329053547,0.0,0.060535525288535584,0.0,0.06297570304298321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597483030558042,0.0,0.059257089681869886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211154366401393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049682919885672236,0.05854778086336165,0.0,0.12053445981772608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809956558870287,0.052178244392156535,0.0,0.0,0.05184242515444593,0.0,0.054379095418604965,0.12982048684365824,0.0874998949397167,0.0412092746754705,0.16615630640746268,0.0,0.0,0.0981315178706195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030137372824906212,0.05533549865894629,0.03278299820244217,0.09676476699253388,0.1845398223889057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100953990427068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599258301484157,0.060946037322537165,0.057861493472989065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230833671157916,0.06020683682196645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634029488010835,0.0,0.0,0.06107875073862809,0.06267355121618337,0.0,0.08148746154910651,0.1127254446509878,0.057814260551357424,0.050935798362118805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049040652117429216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584822575366739,0.057951069058400986,0.06283450235092332,0.12814726034702886,0.0,0.05813164156323965,0.061193331405363274,0.0,0.27023399184851266,0.04604261014389504,0.06130868569086005,0.0,0.0,0.044489255615269965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565178168136769,0.1660473099613281,0.131346638379359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043871082846969285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039990641570387724,0.050367215939183314,0.0,0.0,0.05452977839790688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461960943021296,0.0,0.07390736057446079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502741408040612,0.04596647165318658,0.052513109546215936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771658499750707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044407760463452135,0.0,0.0,0.20414423684407407,0.0,0.0,0.0964523774406976,0.06607652814450081,0.06030356849716621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674198581329225,0.04636400439613113,0.0,0.053107436826907536,0.0,0.0,0.03832251304969575,0.07392282158236507,0.11334796140463956,0.045794445438845366,0.10090755629359263,0.0,0.0,0.05511928460768117,0.0640887565016323,0.039163472328638316,0.06274334374172066,0.0,0.12010161327428467,0.13877287123841955,0.0,0.0,0.047595125814228284,0.0,0.04578666707017329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440183460110149,0.06633345308373506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488436583172026,0.12613622652773102,0.0,0.07429287337528452 adhd,spacepunkk,2018/12/14,"Do you guys take meds to do your hobbies? Or housework, or anything else besides school? The semester is finally done and I originally got medicated to manage my classes better (or at all). It feels weird/taboo to continue taking my meds since I have no schoolwork. I planned to take a break from them until the winter semester, today the first day off, but I’ve been up for hours now and haven’t even showered. Withdrawals haven’t even kicked in yet, I just feel like I always used to: lethargic, unmotivated, and mildly depressed. It feels weird to have to take meds to do the things I enjoy :/ I guess I’m looking for reassurance. These are the first long term meds I’ve ever been on for mental health and idk I’m not quite used to it. 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For some reason, on adderall my body doesn’t only still have an appetite, but an even more intense one. Im having to eat every two hours or feel dizzy/get headaches. Does anyone else experience this? I’m trying to eat healthy, high protein snacks but it’s really hard because although I know I need to eat, it’s hard to eat an entire meal. Any suggestions for snacks? 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For lots of my tests and quizzes this semester the problems I got off where because I didn’t understand the question and I couldn’t focus enough to read the full question. On every test I end up rereading *everything* but even that doesn’t seem to work. Exams are next week and I am scared that I will mess up on those and fail out of my classes because the only reason I haven’t already was the fact that I’ve gotten my homework done. I’m riding on the edge with a need for advice, any ideas?",4.722500000000005,5.695538119658121,4.939391025641027,85.69831730769235,69.51282051282051,7.217521367521367,29.15491452991453,7.1686216300943375,1.5730350427350432,468,17,91,4,8,147,79,117,0.12,0.848,0.032,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,2,1,21,16,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,11,0,15,9,4,14,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,6,3,62,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620598671081704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830118822428117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277893180259947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219271561422908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971497568874327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688767944635228,0.17136015892738912,0.0,0.10953774206316412,0.0,0.13972988620171806,0.0,0.14904900113035452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263980279614965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232214362897745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872165684951299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099379400381273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297048834889195,0.0,0.0,0.17637591946052752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613108004433374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868936017297752,0.0,0.0,0.5573463686008204,0.0,0.16588788653706618,0.0,0.0,0.17051423237568092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603778161762986,0.0,0.0,0.1509772450033838,0.17301042538370687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264841912146825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302925677081656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851577947918064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207356843233205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Newdescription,2018/12/14,"Really bad constipation from ADHD medicine?? I just got diagnosed and started on 10mg of dex. It has been life changing, effective and everything I thought it would and could be. I am a different person now. It's been 4 days and I am hella constipated. I have never been constipated. My stomach is in pain. My mind says yes but my body says no. I am fearful for my soul. I need to wait 3 weeks before I can use my script at a different pharmacy and find a different type of dex if it's available. 2 months to see my psych. High fibre diet didn't work. I'm trying laxatives and its been ok not great. Low and high dose same thing happened. 1. Have you had this problem? 2. How did you fix this problem? My current plan of action is to do an all liquid diet until I can renew. This will involve protein powder, green juice, coffee and multivitamins. This was the only thing I came up with. If I end up switching to another constipation inducing brand of dex, I will forego dex and change to ritalin. Until then I refuse to go off it until I need to. I have been waiting my whole life for this moment. I will not let constipation ruin this for me.",1.068270676691725,3.569297982456145,3.31904761904762,85.77000000000002,86.71929824561403,6.415037593984962,22.177944862155385,7.7094869923839395,1.295915538847118,892,32,177,18,28,304,139,228,0.12300000000000001,0.82,0.057,-0.9531,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,3,3,9,0,1,5,2,28,10,2,4,2,36,41,17,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,14,11,2,3,4,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,12,4,27,2,25,22,3,25,1,2,2,0,7,9,0,2,13,122,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574780412423094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374011298603196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940835926920384,0.0,0.0,0.11150073391668712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554982325654398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986859437109076,0.0,0.0,0.2772343164518645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046204098618914,0.0,0.0,0.08450643166097152,0.0,0.0,0.13299728973757546,0.0,0.41070958384791856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605770050826965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776538644659625,0.0,0.0,0.14745027606523506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197631865678419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446994311487343,0.0,0.1048002839068186,0.1444660319639786,0.0,0.0,0.1158734021680763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768903505688622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339916848291076,0.18510712744038568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230752159694414,0.0,0.10459051173729224,0.0,0.0,0.19432088738747894,0.1010619075910332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965766473910616,0.13942997858611947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441429739535257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25076469730098544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839440752758929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084078352608679,0.0,0.0,0.10441755534578412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274691479484587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410703860620275,0.0,0.0,0.10402678015441366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896384456615533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317176230938007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510799611878907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462953732791968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953946984843928,0.0,0.0,0.09308317057759836,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Restlessme,2018/12/14,"Using a recorder at work? Hello all! I am currently working in the accounting field and learning more from my supervisor. Since accounting is not what I got my degree in there's a lot of basic things I don't understand all the time, so he teaches me. I understand while he's talking and can comprehend at that moment but usually after going to my desk…its hard to recall. Would it be completely unprofessional to ask my supervisor if I could record his talks for later review?",5.042238095238098,6.919995700000001,6.468730158730158,71.585,69.77777777777777,10.031746031746033,30.63492063492064,10.290406445055957,3.5838253968253966,383,16,65,11,7,130,70,90,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.7987,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,2,14,13,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,11,0,11,9,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,49,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994062855730406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466704412392285,0.0,0.0,0.1878396274406361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370628530980885,0.0,0.1881625804249531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075085745429495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001353699563704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946132958397669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37819352346073903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629933638070306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718467144047047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898374599985051,0.0,0.2031930643079767,0.25911070240818057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425508396836672,0.0,0.0,0.16712521108807246,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fatumaesir,2018/12/14,"currently failing 4 classes i’m a B/C student normally, and when i’m on medication i’m a straight A student. recently, i’ve missed about a week of school due to illness, haven’t had access to meds, and i have shit ton of other things going on in my life. i’m this 👌🏽 close to giving up. my parents and teachers won’t stop badgering me about my grades. i’ve just totally lost all motivation to do anything. feeling pretty suicidal tbh",1.277865168539325,3.667463359550567,3.923696629213485,82.78352247191012,83.94382022471909,7.1555056179775285,29.1247191011236,8.238735603445708,2.513866516853933,345,18,67,8,10,121,63,89,0.225,0.6509999999999999,0.124,-0.8867,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,4,0,5,4,1,1,2,11,14,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,12,11,3,13,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,0,6,37,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098595175252658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894564339562964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463817295249424,0.14493359558536728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012798470270122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27838417209873506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28326944185851594,0.2569055593414239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249865200091159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831692425218006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594467575674777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518012281536475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580935924663024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617740991204736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132079222728916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789502049726327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942378405602335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456145345472135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrightTap,2018/12/14,"ADHD & My Life Living the life with ADHD is not a good experience. Most people talk about the gift ADHD is to them. It is never the one for me. After I fed up with my procrastination at studies, I feel now is the time to make change and study like never before. While this exaggerated level of motivation looks funny and childish, but it is my response when I feel motivated about taking action. Because I know that being an ADHD person, action is rare and inaction is frequent. One thing though, This motivation of study didn't born out of my Sincerity. Semester exams were near and now I had to operate on coffee & adrenaline. Fear of the consequences guided me to concentrate and study hard. Fear gives birth to adrenaline and fight & flight response kicks in. So far throughout my life, I've always chosen to fight than flight. Fear of the consequences forced me to take action. But here is a catch though. When the control is in the hands of others, I feel fear and I take action like studying for college. But when it comes to my goals like fitness goals where I'm the evaluator then it becomes hard to take action. I choose to pick up new interests. What can I say. I have more interests than anyone in this world. Today was the last day of this semester's exams & I feel relaxed now. I studied 4 months material in 2 weeks. I have done well. But it was always like that. Pushing myself in the end than regular activity like other normal people do. I'm now somehow became habitual with this. But ofcourse long term goals cannot be fulfilled in this manner. It seems I can only think in terms of time frame of 15 days. Long term goals are almost non existent. And then I remember what I was doing at starting of the semester. I was watching movies after movies. I researched best movies by reading reviews on the google and imdb & collected the movies I had to watch. People binge-watch TV Series. I was binge-watching movie everyday. And then I knew it is getting addictive, so my smart brain created an excuse not to watch movies. It said that successful people don't waste time by watching movies. So I shouldn't watch movies. But hey there are educational TV shows like mythbusters & channels like NatGeo, Discovery & History. So I can waste my time consuming them & living in delusion that I'm getting educated. Then again my interests changed. I glanced at books as if they want me to read them so that I can avoid the burden at the end. But I rejected the offer. It is not that I hate study. I'm good with Maths. There is an inherent joke in the friend circle that all the girls I've attracted wanted to learn Calculus. So I guess I'm good with studies. It is just that there are more interesting things in life than studies. Study is good. Thanks but I want to run my marathon songs of Linkin Park, Enrique, Avril Lavigne & Backstreet Boys. I wasted a week in watching them. Then again my brain created another reason that pop music sucks. I shouldn't watch it. Thereafter I felt it was now the time to reinstall Counter Strike. I hadn't played video games from a long time. So maybe I should play it. So I ran on a video game spree for another 2 weeks. All interests lost the battle with video games. Then I felt it is now the time to read self-help books. Course books were not appealing to me. So I was reading the book. Books don't have very good history with my ADHD brain unless exams are near & I need to read them to get through the exam. I feel my abilities sky-rocketing in that duration. But it was not the case with self help books since I'm the master here. No fear of consequences. So let things roll by the speed same as wheels of vehicle used by the Flintstones. Book has 250 pages. I'm on 19th page. 231 pages remaining. My focus is on the number of pages remaining than the actual meterial I'm supposed to absorb. Longer the book, longer the anxiety. Reading books with ADHD is like Gladiatory in battle ground. Also Google is another distraction. I can search anything out there and find more interests to compete with my previous interests, thus more chaos in life. When half the semester passed, I felt intense desire to watch movies again. I had forgetten the excuse my brain made to quit watching movies. So I started binge-watching it again. This is the unending cycle of my life. My brain is so much full of influx of thoughts that sometimes I forget the principles I established at first. While the principle of not watching TV appears naive but it becomes very significant when there are other important things to do in life and your brain is playing a colossal circus with you. I've a smart brain but a weak work ethic. And then I started studying 20 days ago. Exams finished today. Sure I tell myself to toughen up. Act like a spartan. But when there is no special deed to display as an exhibition to ourselves then every toughness crumbles at its own place. Now I'm questioning myself that why I'm writing this thing on a subreddit full of people with ADHD and whether they can finish this massive writeup I've written because I know what ADHD feels like. And Ironically, this is why I've written this post so that I can share to others that what it feels to live a life with ADHD or possibly learn something from them.",3.9324016294373085,6.196831143426298,4.53504856976588,82.64106293925424,73.72111553784859,7.659769909127535,26.61954429473119,8.51134518750558,2.0087658937284574,4204,154,772,79,89,1338,394,1004,0.109,0.745,0.146,0.9884,1,2,1,0,2,0,124.0,0,2,8,16,48,57,6,7,52,0,67,19,8,11,5,110,124,66,0,10,23,0,13,10,1,3,10,3,0,4,57,31,1,2,26,33,0,13,17,18,1,4,28,28,85,39,119,90,20,126,0,2,12,0,33,43,1,9,79,492,142,37,0.0,0.0,0.038480847280978565,0.042987709604833405,0.4265164241414137,0.0,0.034954909446136564,0.0,0.039486379081646934,0.0,0.0,0.031534496489403416,0.06562270628846531,0.42725558593990587,0.0,0.0,0.12404658266151655,0.030166080279336868,0.0,0.0,0.027572418557703256,0.0,0.03244993800348106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048075891089149635,0.08710113684474471,0.03355451545577248,0.0,0.041382422774615985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30814130485509605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342961368492306,0.033967973918679624,0.0,0.0,0.04422737929778715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762929247461002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040353573879372266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985173583477795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033223940687111105,0.0,0.0,0.03857296798565309,0.0,0.2218650224708696,0.13956930466364853,0.02817089004724568,0.11358537793549875,0.0,0.03604097976364794,0.033541626513364294,0.0,0.0,0.03046578063023098,0.0,0.061806228538303386,0.0378276555631439,0.0,0.16537233625569128,0.0,0.0,0.04343981344006535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064831214310377,0.03893185037139277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052862117862869366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043342609483239536,0.03214309754285985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032283825954632,0.2228211331169546,0.1926493569589622,0.0,0.10445998769170588,0.10469069526681477,0.033113726208417266,0.0,0.043045696627348674,0.0,0.0,0.03731238780929698,0.026321784151373963,0.0,0.03961567407873616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031474985135419804,0.0,0.028987737649572024,0.029239014803680838,0.060826206629042937,0.03808456542819267,0.0,0.0,0.03863589484908319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053441542064154496,0.02999051696173701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668912829334362,0.03443130978117399,0.041199014556430616,0.0,0.0,0.04445469889668481,0.03776584261762795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417390150841555,0.041941770448321834,0.2366615812623457,0.0,0.0,0.04054361523331898,0.0,0.0,0.04466981790490415,0.0,0.03750974245386235,0.03135864529192263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035898254621452554,0.08227428315374184,0.0,0.0,0.03261932368333966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030357392774131638,0.039000171881182114,0.0,0.08373248345479592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716506586619309,0.0,0.11859461075545373,0.031694692039092844,0.03446611519719775,0.03630454006588935,0.0,0.0,0.13098741848272907,0.025267026599943305,0.07748529870898756,0.031305338358702264,0.16095559288279862,0.0,0.07475560571286717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03405738701598613,0.0,0.0650725870162208,0.06977568386833116,0.0,0.09489214347938986,0.0,0.03545493596882625,0.0,0.07116416421151768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02870763960248935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dunrad,2018/12/14,"Possible adult adhd, need some help right now Ranting I suppose. I posted one other time, but I'm really struggling today. I just requested a full psych eval from my dr, I feel like a million things have gone through my head in the past few years and the past 6 months have been torture for me. I feel like I'm trying to grasp abstract ideas, nothing is clear to me. My Dr. tried Adderall, but I think it made it worse. I have tried so many things over the past six months and I'm trying so hard to be positive and hopeful and every once in a while I'll get a glimpse of the life I want but I can't get there. There's something just blocking my progress. My mind will not stop running, I can't relax. I just want to go with the flow and feel love and appreciation for things again. I've tried meditation and research and things to change my mindset but it's not sticking. There's things I know I want, but I just can't do them, not without a huge struggle. Even things like making plans to hang out with friends or family. I'll make the plans but i'll be anxious about it. I want to go but I want to stay home but I don't want to stay home. It's like no solution is the right solution. My mind just runs all day and I can't have any clarity or feeling of rest. I'm just so run down at this point, it's hard to stay positive. I've been on anti depressants and anti-anxiety meds forever now, but I just need something to work, I can't just live like this every day it's suffering. I don't even want an extravagant life, I just want to sit on the couch or go grocery shopping without feeling like I'm overthinking or anticipating anything. &#x200B; &#x200B;",1.7792743221690586,3.8493267573099454,3.0465550239234465,91.67906698564596,79.67251461988303,6.250717703349283,24.106326422115888,7.348242739294969,0.9336479532163748,1309,47,285,18,33,423,158,342,0.129,0.66,0.21100000000000002,0.9772,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,4,21,15,1,2,14,0,19,6,1,3,2,70,52,27,0,11,27,0,7,6,1,1,4,0,3,1,16,13,0,2,9,2,1,9,13,5,0,3,4,7,32,10,31,45,5,42,0,2,0,1,6,13,0,6,21,168,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909526384666262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399847029177528,0.1839189374915727,0.05146498687091379,0.0,0.057894983510010385,0.08549684474455507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227818159388966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005939226787302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761466254382124,0.0,0.06518306258393414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997183635357586,0.0,0.12752730751932775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134435713692541,0.0,0.1913303787655744,0.1621973951847605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847017083008274,0.0,0.0790793400823341,0.0,0.12903204331203375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558880798102066,0.0,0.07766950114404049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050726700546364856,0.0,0.1518263966340436,0.07516730402945812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543349440907996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159174208377023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691002699084756,0.2218405157263953,0.0,0.06682681573548414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830414371963077,0.0716102343073738,0.10103395902196066,0.07672762916984079,0.0,0.0,0.08406340559674877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283042744614886,0.0,0.12081408844099313,0.0,0.0,0.11223150400932792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261698937991548,0.0,0.0,0.08059671706303119,0.05128271833634737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167353351286424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154205039031655,0.08531781510006049,0.07248050841682907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048482538071678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926059211930147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116524303972574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199439230690786,0.0,0.06327185851348599,0.0,0.1582343102390371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016705264795431,0.04849268034842174,0.0,0.0,0.044129609479561065,0.0,0.07173577939113049,0.0,0.0,0.2569087197044944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571041407699949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590561515545325,0.0,0.05509593245151894,0.0,0.07712437307478161,0.0,0.0,0.1839189374915727,0.04873543086743986 adhd,scruntled,2018/12/14,"Feeling heartbroken and unlovable tl;dr - My partner and I will probably break up due to (what I think is) disordered behaviour that I'm struggling to change, and it makes me feel helpless and unlovable. My (LDR) partner and I are on the verge of ending things. I really thought me talking to him about how my ADHD affects my inability to self-reflect/register my emotions when I'm (or we're) having a problem would help give some perspective, but he's not convinced. Honestly, seeking advice from my parents who are together (my father also having ADHD) was the only reason I was able to gain some real insight for myself at all. My partner still thinks I'm making a choice to not engage properly, and that I'm making a decision when avoiding conflict or avoiding to address issues/my emotions. ""Running away from my issues"", as it were, until things come to a head and I end up freaking out or breaking down. And I do run away from my issues/emotions, objectively I know I do, but it's not something I actively choose to do, because a lot of the time I fail to recognise that I have a problem, if I truly do. I usually say nothing is wrong because I genuinely feel like nothing is wrong. I have wanted (and in my heart have felt like I've tried) to change. I think I've made some progress too, but he doesn't see it/think so. Getting paralysed with anxiety to try and do the right thing always ends up being counter-productive, too. Understandably, he feels disrespected and even unloved because of my avoidant behaviour. I've always wanted to keep trying to be better about it (it's been an ongoing issue in our relationship) but my response about it being ADHD-related isn't enough for him. We've been actively struggling for a week now with me ""trying to find the root cause to this problem"", but I think it's that simple--it's my disordered behaviour making things harder, not some hidden Freudian cause of wanting this relationship to fall apart for whatever reason. I need time and support and understanding of my disorder to work past my problem/s. But I don't think he is willing to accept that. I'm scared this will be a deal-breaker for him (as he said it would be if I couldn't find a reason and solution to this issue), and that he's going to leave me. I don't want to use ADHD as an excuse, I just want to explain that it's a debilitating factor, and I need his true understanding to try and deal with it and change it because on a lot of levels I don't mean to behave/react the way I do at all. I feel so, so hopeless, and lost and disillusioned with myself. He is an incredibly patient, wise, and open-minded person--the most emotionally intelligent person I have ever known. He's put up with my crap over and over. So if I'm unable to make things work with him, how could I make things work with anyone? I feel doomed to live alone, ashamed of myself, because of these ugly symptoms I have that people don't want to deal with and that I struggle to not only handle, but recognise I have in the first place. I try so hard to not feel trapped by this disorder, because I abhor such a victim mentality in myself, but I'm finding it so hard to see past that right now. I feel like a broken person that is fated to unnecessarily ruin/hurt the things and people that I love.",7.0639334799340325,6.4172731448598155,7.654491478834528,73.81520615722926,64.4361370716511,10.107458310426976,34.770203408466195,9.402419484367199,3.1387649257833976,2597,102,479,41,34,864,265,642,0.191,0.7090000000000001,0.1,-0.9951,1,5,1,0,0,1,89.0,1,0,0,9,23,36,2,8,24,0,45,5,3,17,4,133,100,53,0,18,21,2,11,3,3,5,1,2,1,5,39,34,0,5,32,0,0,6,13,24,0,1,10,15,68,12,82,78,10,51,1,5,2,1,34,24,1,13,21,333,107,4,0.05189078745772658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945057046371874,0.05070707694228516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374320636351746,0.0,0.04149704398231882,0.08635458409828417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969631037382975,0.0,0.0,0.03628324511134637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975062059136064,0.0,0.0,0.1897928544081239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589318464624476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066122653886871,0.16468071797219702,0.044699318670503176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143057139319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049137005625494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23788535213419745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334806063235766,0.13787950705750754,0.05361705472566849,0.0,0.034273375722156336,0.0469381880591611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099003302586976,0.07414157785613892,0.049823293521552035,0.0,0.14228171896645264,0.044138277303121184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027110794733391626,0.049778371669237535,0.02949073033589225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296790634548767,0.0,0.05325491842417147,0.0,0.0,0.061490832981806486,0.034781301022059084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555016120428973,0.0,0.0,0.1624815013681157,0.0,0.04612291613009136,0.0,0.0,0.02851781972543692,0.0,0.0,0.05494485147950488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605365294078366,0.0,0.04582051600846949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664492429092322,0.08823138372887873,0.04683346163220368,0.04910031775925229,0.20782502139960413,0.0,0.0,0.05652427984707713,0.0,0.0,0.052293708913925284,0.0,0.05239490293160207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695272278824766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958122013593113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893056430007543,0.0,0.0,0.05761857861113059,0.0,0.09907125638677576,0.07194907672744655,0.13592710226132915,0.05421482850220509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055947045395404,0.19860990237249165,0.0,0.052164573726681714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906307646602019,0.033242567184971664,0.16005711571496964,0.0,0.11142257228901506,0.0,0.08862889792490558,0.049360021743059215,0.041265636930087765,0.0519517306662473,0.0,0.08270047856181599,0.0,0.054133408278642346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039948063339460035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414400498938032,0.0,0.0,0.1627425532460409,0.0,0.0,0.058885050673375926,0.0,0.05393439679623673,0.0,0.04170784937042666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413175341115288,0.19949712806848172,0.0,0.041195488984229436,0.060515870922518235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113826308982951,0.0,0.0,0.1620604193112069,0.0,0.04481697963372072,0.057150371309453336,0.0,0.18363918531906706,0.04118849176660019,0.041623659694539655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133313338565624,0.0,0.0,0.07372345318108757,0.1134688602654782,0.0,0.0 adhd,Krasso,2018/12/14,"How do you guys handle group work in school/university? This has been a severe struggle my past semesters with me letting my groups down a lot in projects. This semester was my first with a diagnosis, understand myself a lot better as a result. It's been better, but a lot of the time I still just can't keep up or feel like I function properly in the work we do together. If anyone has any stories, experiences, tips, etc. about this, I would love to hear them!",3.995571428571431,5.613362144444443,4.895396825396826,82.86500000000002,72.0,8.253968253968255,27.301587301587304,8.841846274778883,2.0371587301587297,363,13,72,7,7,118,68,90,0.039,0.812,0.149,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,1,5,4,5,0,1,8,0,10,1,0,2,0,16,15,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,11,4,11,10,4,9,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,5,5,55,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275929230220778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119329360372425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318820038961669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092539135487685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183535394384002,0.0,0.0,0.09486994469017522,0.1340409018277428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595955917289257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857804165304423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146947914652675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677166717435568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918615136227209,0.0,0.09166516748319348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785417812718951,0.1693408641795121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791113830495772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898887329371891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196531843065172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983931608064938,0.0,0.0,0.1961486769288528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094069231853282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953265215298056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731896574946677,0.0,0.0,0.13328497229210404,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lollipopsnollilpop,2018/12/14,"Adhd or anxiety inattentiveness? I've always had a tough time with concentration. Struggles: \-**sitting through classes, meetings, presentations,** without internally dying of boredom. i cant get through **ted videos**. i always skip to the end.\` \-**poor spelling** on phone/computer (not an issue on paper) \-**reading**: again, always skipping to the end. reading a page then forgetting what i just read \-bad with **time management and multitasking**; always **late**: *but maybe im just always late because im anxious and thus avoiding getting things done/taking my time?* \-always **losing my things** or breaking them: *but* *maybe because im anxious and thus not paying attention to my things?* \-**listening** to people; i find a lot of conversations boring unless the person is ridiculously funny and can't remember a lot of things people have told me. *but i do feel this is mostly because of my social anxiety- my brain freezes and goes blank and i have to say pardon a lot* \-spending $$ on impulsive **hobbies** only to give up in the end: *but maybe this is bc of an avoidance issue associated with my anxiety and bail when things get tough?* \- i hate studying because i find it so boring, have switched majors 4 times I'm not the typical hyperactive adhd kid. I went to a school for smart kids & despite not being to able to pay attention in class, I still got into a great uni. Especially with my social anxiety, i don't appear to be hyper- unless i smoke pot or drink in which I'd want to stay up the whole night and won't shut up.",1.2721043113003887,3.241739014234877,2.7517531065865484,83.5387036929001,110.81494661921707,5.11664430313284,23.467767341462,6.636973602784848,1.5862840091009869,1217,53,201,23,61,394,161,281,0.132,0.82,0.048,-0.9438,0,2,2,0,0,0,101.0,0,0,1,1,6,13,2,3,15,0,14,2,1,2,0,46,27,20,1,1,16,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,10,13,1,2,6,5,4,2,9,11,0,0,4,4,21,2,36,20,7,31,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,8,15,127,31,10,0.08010181681642634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253363534245801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999067704841394,0.08679028505441236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451106824650084,0.1809845058537697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688167118659234,0.19531729621243854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942011882847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313303940953151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197196935998892,0.0,0.078469285399943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283930266151915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050188537268492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464232188068933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255496796180445,0.07684096164695094,0.0,0.0,0.06406474034832102,0.08831253582436492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908396057586373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595711231075548,0.1672109713019817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807166767169721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961344376635692,0.0,0.2042991005677475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141912422414535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517012883633171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060921041214998736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106502804236734,0.06994181677299767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403704805169701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907397435370363,0.0,0.0,0.06370017978393315,0.0,0.08106731505012546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330742956938538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537787884045134,0.06396941438133304,0.0,0.0,0.08373981090555993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660804390339005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683205418962168,0.0,0.0,0.07654071865604209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047246126924839364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425518669458933,0.0,0.08943081787474673,0.0,0.07721529297103602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikey4g5,2018/12/14,"Any UK people on ADHD meds? Hi guys, &#x200B; Hope someone can help. I'm a 23 year old male and suffered from ADHD all my life. I hate it most of the time, and it gets in the way of so so so much things, although it's definitely a good excuse at times to blame my problems on! Except the problems I create for my self wouldn't be there if I didn't have ADHD. &#x200B; I was diagnosed early on and took ritalin when I lived in New Zealand. I then moved over the UK when i was 17 and stopped taking meds. To be honest I don't really need them. My ADHD creates my personality and I like who I am, albeit a last minute, messy, unorganised, forgetful inattentive dick at times who obsesses over things and then loses interest/motivation on something I've been so concentrated on in seconds. I'm in sales, and I've done pretty well but had a new job as of recent. Been there about 6 months. The meetings here are longer, around 2 hours and there are a lot of them. I'm hoping you can all imagine how that works. 20 minutes of focus, note taking, and then the other hour and 40 minutes of aimlessly staring at a wall, becoming so aware of not paying attention that I pay even less attention. &#x200B; This job requires a lot more organisation as well. The sales lifecycle is 3-4 months from start to finish whereas previous jobs have been less than a week. This provides me with less stimulation, and the ability to lose focus or switch my attentions to newer things while neglecting other areas of my pipeline. &#x200B; So after all that - I basically decided I need to go back on meds while I'm at work to allow me to concentrate, not make impulsive decisions and allow more ""downtime"" to focus on admin organizing myself for the days/weeks. I went to docs this morning told them about it, about my previous, my previous prescriptions etc etc and she said she will refer me. She said what I have to do now is wait until March, and then call the doctors again to chase up and see what stage your referral is at?? I mean, fair enough there are processes but 4 months wait time, and for me to have to chase it up? I asked why etc and she said things can get lost easily in the system blah blah blah but is there any of you out there have gone through for re diagnosis and to get meds for your disorder and face a similar problem? Or did you get it sorted quicker and if so how? &#x200B; I don't mind waiting till March, i'm not desperate and I;ve been in this job 6 months already so I'm coping but feel I'm not reaching full potential and feel like medication (which helped before through school) could help me get on this job, and stop that constant typical ADHD thing.. Fear of rejection, fear of not doing well not doing good enough, constantly seeking reassurance etc. Just really annoying and slow. Any help would be appreciated. Sorry for the novel!! &#x200B; Cheers &#x200B; Mike",4.272274359392853,6.046410220825857,5.1509951852456375,80.67973906479519,71.5673249551167,8.51067406561123,27.560347641586407,9.095868883498916,2.3056394973070016,2291,83,432,48,44,746,272,557,0.11199999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.126,0.8873,5,0,1,0,0,0,91.0,0,5,3,6,31,26,2,3,21,0,38,7,2,6,3,85,76,55,0,12,16,0,2,5,0,3,5,3,0,4,27,27,0,7,10,1,4,5,10,14,3,1,18,7,45,12,72,51,19,78,0,6,2,1,32,28,1,10,44,295,72,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27965407810061194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135692679538178,0.0,0.0,0.3529747927579915,0.3958497218288603,0.09494431629793726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041429563151166963,0.04350766832030682,0.0,0.0,0.035785606494126376,0.0,0.0,0.05139865213251582,0.03960124815501609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047521506669332095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058421819808724,0.0,0.037157592308907667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723608975325378,0.0,0.0,0.05333770832518838,0.04763462278609936,0.0,0.04762553925849879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617442353827904,0.20761307951348545,0.030738560423118587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473859261496947,0.04706301792967645,0.033247459912782884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157349319582765,0.0,0.026449177451922348,0.07806938454728612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046080911624376816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045947612318336974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477640156934905,0.0,0.0,0.09244742523606866,0.09166305057593828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091380577030304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037935483942346686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03287186115970412,0.045473194222649234,0.0,0.0410947760548227,0.0,0.0,0.10413043916124556,0.05080279929513677,0.0791315609513257,0.0,0.0,0.03106513361622712,0.0,0.0,0.050694597624051305,0.20677728180723665,0.04688313085701653,0.0,0.0,0.04699110769486685,0.0,0.1485878940694132,0.04946357551460597,0.03421150854126607,0.06901613480754686,0.0,0.08989528270111527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048834835660779424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032264272132150884,0.04063604627948615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047346878427412094,0.0,0.13359456916786644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962813049513883,0.0,0.045951632809144265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280769508688595,0.0,0.0,0.04709993703512702,0.03708554532096827,0.0,0.0485503107360008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039432330645385365,0.035827984050977035,0.0,0.05209658308137784,0.03294053285018909,0.0,0.0,0.07781735004331483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998304917507478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459216722580074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108549024758419,0.0,0.0,0.044469994190554786,0.05170652430620085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03694047978140352,0.07466153255075017,0.0,0.12553240884724054,0.04314210499859581,0.04199419494522615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776187016268602,0.0,0.0,0.0330599594066662,0.0,0.3958497218288603,0.02996958025592846 adhd,soccersteve46,2018/12/14,Applying to college is already a nightmare but for my ADD it’s living hell Like holy shit I’m so stressed out about my college decisions coming out and I’m writing this AP lit paper at 4:30am right now and I have a calc test tomorrow and I’ve had a sinus infection for three weeks I’m in a pit of nothingness my grades are in the gutter and I just want to enter a coma like holy shit. And I’m literally procrastinating writing this paper at 4:30 AM LIKE HOLY SHIT HOW I’m disgusted with myself I’m pretty sure this is a new low. And to top it all off my dad STILL won’t let me get ADD meds even though I have been diagnosed by TWO DOCTORS. Life can suck my ass ,0.2876971214017523,2.5666985957446826,2.624847726324574,91.01647058823532,87.86524822695034,5.870838548185233,20.350855235711308,7.285733465282438,0.6436204422194405,526,17,115,9,17,179,92,141,0.244,0.628,0.128,-0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,6,1,7,0,11,10,4,1,2,21,21,10,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,2,1,10,4,16,17,1,17,1,1,1,1,3,10,6,0,8,67,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713738193142112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169142965525016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905168508845912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212425020125445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397752995917458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806823213224544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194130864420125,0.13258175059740085,0.27510987281813754,0.0,0.16574715144013416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849818840940765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128687470809127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096369374191866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029923543000055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780301441733076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990163411004198,0.0,0.2150156995507096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690995193068276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441942924700808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336072891242386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071340420884886,0.0,0.15056580824206034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mollzor,2018/12/14,"Gentle reminder to not do double punishment Don't feel bad for feeling bad. Don't beat yourself up over feeling beaten. Don't put yourself down for feeling down. You are your own best friend. And best friends don't do stuff like that. They love you no matter how your day was. 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For instance, I would make arithmetical mistakes (like I would write 2+8=11), or sometimes I would just forget about some details while solving the exercise. Generally speaking, I have a tendency of unintentionally ignoring details. However I have no issue solving the problem itself. Because of stuff like this my academic results are suffering. Is there a chance I have ADHD ? 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This is an odd question, I was just wondering if I were to go to the bathroom while I have the medication in my stomach if it's possible to get rid of it through a bowel movement? It can get uncomfortable having to wait when you need the toilet but I also don't want to remove my meds from my system early in the day and then struggle concentrating later in the day... I'm using extended release so the pill stays active for 7 hours after you ingest it from what I understand. Can I use the bathroom or should I rather just hold it and wait til after work?",7.2371428571428575,5.469703190476191,8.239682539682539,73.39142857142859,64.71428571428572,10.939682539682536,33.698412698412696,9.725611199111238,3.020326984126984,486,16,96,8,6,167,79,126,0.07,0.9,0.03,-0.4065,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,10,0,11,5,2,3,0,21,24,13,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,2,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,15,0,17,21,0,22,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,12,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013999640728125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744185867808675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223112817627759,0.0,0.12091349821290165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952069534391668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363227036050113,0.21432815328187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577550437604852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398491541829535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383341508707123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676838846126104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224175890407278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148532773498766,0.0,0.5512557056195659,0.0,0.0,0.12548833736902168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307235860641451,0.15488808265799794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lostlegolobster,2018/12/14,"Time to go post-it note pro Tldr: get a post it note widget on your phone to document your ideas. Group physical post its in a notepad to organise your thoughts I've always found post it notes incredible for cataloguing scattered thoughts + potentially even organising them. I'll often gather up semi-related post it notes from my desk and stick them inside a notebook in thematically linked groups. This actually makes for a reasonably good approximation of how I wish my brain would function. Even better, a few weeks ago I started using post its on my phone. I have got a widget and dedicated a whole 'phone landing page' to just that. (not sure if all phones have that similar function, but I know there'll be a way to make it work). Now, all I need to do is scroll to the final phone screen and I can see every seemingly important thought from that day. I've also been using them to write snippets of prose, something which I love but struggle to sit down and do in a more structured way. I also now use digital sticky notes on my laptop to keep track of my thoughts at work. Just a few ideas for people who find post it notes as effective as I do. Would be super keen to hear any other tips you guys have",5.154601063829791,6.204559744680848,5.70408244680851,80.32718750000002,68.57446808510639,8.938829787234043,28.730053191489358,9.188382445141503,2.268196808510638,960,33,188,18,16,310,140,235,0.013000000000000001,0.857,0.13,0.9781,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,3,5,10,7,0,1,11,0,13,2,1,8,3,39,35,12,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,1,13,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,21,6,30,24,7,28,0,0,2,1,20,10,0,3,8,113,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.09516889872652816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644872636987676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597906568318015,0.08114739058792418,0.0,0.0,0.06631934558939244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625163837449469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088685140320283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289460984487624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882674547199904,0.0,0.08216778137603024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683226175709172,0.08913474092933843,0.0,0.0,0.10692951849539452,0.0,0.0,0.05095202003117008,0.0,0.05542487033615028,0.08179811118175055,0.07799847702001338,0.0,0.0,0.09656362873269833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099161077037213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201843927342908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668339566091332,0.0,0.0,0.0535963824072663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801879467863723,0.0,0.1301954290097918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231246283109899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761053732825098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6538040957385451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002704328200784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771362812686254,0.08878176027628414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507837905510124,0.0,0.0,0.06902765748931575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019527696680778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191477421893536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096911618504538,0.0568667554339546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526870569258527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548192797875204,0.07822749437568673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888154006335944,0.11214724819895336,0.0,0.0,0.14199658474554774,0.0,0.0,0.13855583726666626,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nihaogailan204,2018/12/14,"ADHD in Uni: a survival guide hey all! first time poster here but wow am I ever glad that I found this sub-reddit. I was diagnosed only a few months ago, during the latter portion of my 4th year of uni. For the first 4 years I was forcing myself to study in ways a neurotypical would, yaknow? In dead silence, with study snacks, at a public library where there are people walking by etc. Only now, in my 5th year, have I found study techniques for ME. Realizing that my lack of focus isn’t just due to....a lack of focus but rather ADHD has completely re-routed how I take on my study habits/due dates/assignments. 1. Find your environment that keeps you the most focused!! I often switch between two: a) at home, with a movie/music playing in the background, b) at a cafe that is not too quiet. I found that the trick is to find the perfect amount of stimulus surrounding you to keep yourself focused, but not having to force yourself to focus. e.g. watching a movie that I’ve watched repeatedly before helps me focus on reading without finding something to distract myself 2. Eliminate distractions. PRIMARILY snacks and your phone. I find that when I eat snacks I focus on finishing the snack instead of studying. Also I have a horrible habit of always checking my phone and spending way too much time on it because I get distracted. StudyBreak is an app I’ve found helps a lot because it almost makes you feel guilty for even looking at your phone lol. 3. Be comfortable. If I’m uncomfortable (my back is sore from crouching over, or there’s a draft in the cafe I’m at) my mind will be drifting between studying and the discomfort. Do what you have to to be comfortable. Sometimes I’ll even crouch into a ball and read my textbook off the floor (at home lmao) because it’s a comfortable position that doesn’t cause back pain. And if I know it’s gonna be a cold day, I avoid going to cafes because I know it’s inevitable that it will get cold. 4. Mini due dates. Create due dates for everything. Even if you don’t meet them at least you’ll have a gauge to as to how much you’ve fallen behind. Schedule out your readings, assignments in a way that creates bench marks for you to meet throughout the term to help you keep on track, and remember the due dates lol This is just what works for me, I know ADHD is different for everyone. Let me know what tips you guys use to help you study, I’d like to try them :) ",4.111666666666668,5.6568920084925685,4.669612526539278,84.88662685774948,71.59023354564755,7.441401273885352,27.733014861995755,7.984000788550335,1.7189027600849252,1900,69,369,26,36,605,237,471,0.1,0.757,0.14300000000000002,0.976,1,1,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,14,2,5,22,15,1,5,29,2,29,8,0,5,3,58,51,18,1,7,13,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,2,1,21,10,5,4,15,5,2,4,6,7,0,3,6,7,47,8,61,35,13,59,0,0,3,0,28,26,0,8,27,236,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067810800334052,0.0,0.07542620353208405,0.0,0.08520427352119804,0.0,0.0,0.0680455875348984,0.07080080708644243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308562717254424,0.0,0.2074776907583891,0.0,0.07240441335107753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740977116214281,0.0,0.0,0.08921412547334942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487532138916133,0.0,0.0,0.08636347405504635,0.0,0.08889982284299949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706721908749779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489665052565067,0.1686013096845265,0.0769678096991692,0.0,0.08130612016290972,0.07647244479215604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043023520248538505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110789663852603,0.14475320281361992,0.0,0.3731824846609535,0.0,0.0,0.08891090926658234,0.0,0.04835800047333652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425141954580641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813326792940616,0.0,0.17070227143204503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268928549391725,0.0,0.0,0.1870506052680272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870091970984065,0.0,0.04157015377397248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145327200891496,0.0,0.0,0.07233956649305823,0.0,0.0,0.056797522299075816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591556437933077,0.0,0.06791717308413421,0.0,0.1251003097725338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942793285584744,0.09054062200724597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898995119506115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553358724047773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638917194817184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655056163030097,0.08415512867024268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397628681053423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923208009378616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057769798897304936,0.0,0.0831195218722948,0.0,0.0,0.0734895167958345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261889905667613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202269326643884,0.0,0.0619457553142768,0.0,0.0,0.06044473540026305,0.0,0.0,0.1643834458182613 adhd,ImproveCunt,2018/12/14,"Is caffeine meant to do this? So I was running on really little sleep yesterday. The previous day was a 12 hour shift. I had a lot going on. So I took 400mg of caffeine. Every few hours I had 200mg more and somewhere in there I had a coffee. I estimate 1350mg using Costa website data and my caffeine tablets. I didn't get anxious. I didn't get jitters or heart issues or anything at all. The only effects I had were that I was slightly more awake and I didn't get any more tired as time went on. A few muscles were a bit tense. I was actually calmer and my hyperactivity, zoning out and social issues were really reduced. I have 2 coffees a week, starting a month ago. I have no tolerance to caffeine other than that minimal amount. I even slept as soon as I got in and had better sleep than normal. Got into work early today. What gives? 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(The ADHD is strong in this one) Cute (but very broke) boy walks over to my house to meet me. We'd been friends for a while, and I knew his $ situation, so had offered to take him out for supper. We walk out of the house, go to the local pub, grab a snack and pint, and I go to pay. NO BANKCARD. ""Fuck,"" I think. 'I left it at work.' The waitress was a friend, so she was like, just go and pay me when you get your card sorted. So, cute boy offers to drive me to work to go pick it up. We walk to his house, get in the truck, and drive to my workplace. As soon as we pull up, I look at the time and realize it's now after hours, and I need keys to get in the office. We turn around, go back to my house, I pick up my keys, go back to work, and....my bank card is NOT there. So. I figure. Why don't we just head to the bank that's just around the corner, and I'll just get a new bankcard, because lord knows where this one got to. Cute boy drives me to the bank, and I go in. Hand them my drivers license. My stupid driver's license is frickin' expired, and FOR SOME REASON the bank decides that they can't use it to issue me a stupid card, and I need another secondary form of ID. SO. We head back to my stupid house. AND, for the LOVE OF ALL THAT'S HOLY, I HAVE LEFT MY KEYS AT WORK, AND AM NOW LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE - and now I have no keys, no card, and my phone is in the house too. Thankfully I had a roommate, and I just needed to wait for them to get home, BUT, in the meantime, it's almost -20C, its now snowing outside, I'M STILL ON A DATE, and so the cute boy invites me home with him to wait for my roomie to get off of work. I was thinking, well, maybe I'll get a smootch at least! And that's how I found out that he still lived at home with his mom, who I met about 10 minutes later, who he then told the whole story to. And then his mom told the story to his dad and his little brother and his brothers girlfriend, and I had to sit through a family supper with them all while they laughed at me. Surprisingly, he asked me out again. \~ Disclaimer - this happened about 7 years ago, and is still not the worst first date I've ever been on. But it's pretty far up there! I had a similar day to this today, and so was reminded, and thankfully I can laugh about it now. Ugh. Enjoy! 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Hey all, Does anyone else play a video game/play an instrument/do anything for 5 minutes and then get bored? It's driving me nuts! On my meds I don't have the ability to hyperfocus anymore - maybe it's that. I don't know. 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I have to come up with a name for my team at work. It must start with a D. Boss’s last name Dinmere so it could be: Dinmere’s Dragons Dinmere’s Dreamers Dinmere’s....... I want something kind of badass sounding and maybe a little mysterious. I know this isn’t the ideal place for this post, but there really isn’t a better one that I’m subscribed to. 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Do you find it helpful in kick starting a sluggish, unmotivated brain? Does it make things worse by increasing racing thoughts and a tendency towards anxiety and increase in noticing and being distracted by every slight thing in your surroundings? Have you ever given up caffeine and noticed a difference, positive or negative? Does anyone drink ‘bulletproof’ coffee? Adding fat to coffee is supposed to help spread the release of caffeine slowly rather than giving you one big hit at the time you drink it? How do you find caffeine interacts with meds? I am primarily autistic but have some traits that cross into the ADHD zone and wondering if giving up coffee could help me as I doubt I’m bad enough to get a diagnosis and don’t really want to be medicated for it as there are too many other complicating factors. 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Like damn brain why you gotta do me like that.,-1.3580000000000003,0.05599120000000113,0.1100000000000012,112.085,87.0,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.4730000000000003,64,0,20,0,2,20,18,20,0.115,0.556,0.32899999999999996,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667960812998399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403216080944103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496103762839814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581485529199678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269623300025504 adhd,EliSmelly,2018/12/14,"Anybody else isolate one track on a song? When listening to music, I find myself isolating one track and listening to just that in the whole song. For example, there's this song that has a whistle sound every two beats; I only listen to that sound. Sometimes it ruins songs for me because I don't like the track. Does this happen to anybody else with ADHD?",4.971911764705883,6.494217073529412,5.331647058823531,81.0604117647059,69.44117647058823,7.792941176470588,28.30588235294117,8.238735603445708,2.040096470588235,283,10,50,4,5,90,48,68,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.7327,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,9,5,1,9,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266900473287278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570667413583492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378826036094828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541626342423496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903075068284945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484501380601104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403807346078368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280371301648833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684017080294954,0.20674099673486407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26884946390999503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655410222636063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349147121417314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lettherebestupid,2018/12/14,"What's your hyperfocus? They say people with ADD have highly creative brains and can hyperfocus on the things they really really like. What's that one thing you're creative at? What makes you hyperfocussed?",5.3116666666666665,8.677683500000004,5.292222222222224,73.15000000000003,75.1111111111111,9.155555555555557,22.88888888888889,9.516144504307137,2.6661888888888883,170,5,27,5,4,53,28,36,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.8749,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940417200359249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729420898344889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244789305651645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356164738904249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391879598284304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471145453073265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522552526413062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807033667312293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469007624854322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lumpyspacehannah,2018/12/14,"I just failed the last class I needed to finish my bachelors degree title basically sums it up. I mostly just want to vent. I’m heartbroken honestly... the last two weeks have been such a struggle stress/focus wise and it’s really taken a toll on my mind and body. The final project really just came down to time management and I couldn’t pull through. I can take the class again next semester, but I’m so tired. School is such a struggle and it sucks. It’s especially hard to see close friends and others around me popping adderall like it’s candy, and then getting to succeed and live normal lives after the pills wear off. Idk. I’m probably a little bitter but it still sucks to see ya know? I’ve worked so hard to earn this degree and it never shows. It always feels like I’m lagging behind the pack just a smidge. even after 16 hour days in the library and writing center :( I want a normal brain ",2.407365792759052,4.792693606741576,3.513857677902621,87.48317103620475,79.2247191011236,6.202746566791513,21.124843945068665,7.3871296695380915,0.7876357053682903,714,20,138,10,18,230,112,178,0.18899999999999997,0.71,0.102,-0.9418,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,12,12,3,2,13,0,5,5,3,0,1,30,22,14,0,6,6,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,3,6,10,6,17,18,1,26,0,1,2,0,3,9,2,1,17,81,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216963974190488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019851544698074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162457029906589,0.0,0.16326964864887006,0.0,0.16727747360358328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943227795711413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660046183602176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395123917358895,0.1044850486893296,0.0,0.1602158897503923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299673411700915,0.0,0.07641252829070454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620326273579303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403233100458745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037826732815026,0.2384357119110581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290622275736906,0.1465865603366677,0.2582927951927169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767648982339138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084466937419082,0.11280135541624745,0.0,0.15554451785956205,0.0,0.28659892163094564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768830206191525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873901986612485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801850208374875,0.23309359684598974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679993213103065,0.0,0.16753532584036432,0.3057962723288235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996602927963932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528283188260956,0.1680993274201669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287049517249198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253071555038682,0.0,0.1173174414564192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647583788056758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Donnietello666,2018/12/14,DMV DRIVERS TEST How did everyone do on their drivers test I recently took my and the lady was super rude to me and gave me anxiety from the start and I ended up failing so you guys have any tips for dealing with failing and driving with adhd ,2.1177551020408174,4.459495877551023,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,80.0204081632653,6.3689795918367365,28.16734693877552,7.554174236665415,1.928049795918367,194,9,36,3,5,65,39,49,0.198,0.7340000000000001,0.068,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,1,3,2,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,7,3,0,7,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,26,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018736611890587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273977208967949,0.0,0.25580862061726073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447430051511869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296171660788417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195254562314091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33110020764215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301713145048834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366840603207885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715213161100068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,A_Hennessy,2018/12/14,"Adhd and food addiction/binge eating that involves immense insatiable actual hunger? So I was diagnosed with food addiction, and then GAD , and then finally ADHD. The Dex I was provided sort of worked, not for my ADHD but for food, as long as I was super OCD about my diet (no sugar, white catch carbs, set meal plan every day). Any deviation would result in overeating and being obsessed with food then hating myself. I feel like when I was 12, something just snapped in my brain leading to immense hunger, binge eating and then hating myself, cognitive distortions, OCD etc. I always said it felt like something was wrong with my brain chemistry and turned out I was right. I know many have binge eating/being distracted by food, but I was just wondering whether others' binging is an actual ravenous hunger that won't quit, or more of a distractibility type symptom done out of boredom. Would love to hear... Thanks so much.",6.998346111719606,8.30829392771085,6.573767798466598,74.81049835706466,64.5421686746988,9.650821467688939,31.35596933187295,9.800150414767053,3.14241686746988,736,27,120,15,11,229,105,166,0.163,0.7240000000000001,0.113,-0.7592,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,6,11,2,3,3,0,14,19,2,2,0,27,25,19,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,11,13,0,4,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,10,6,15,5,19,11,3,17,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,3,10,79,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.20026995777219575,0.11186274985606903,0.3699607826037134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538180384469138,0.0,0.0,0.06978000543451184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290989283228769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617656096834193,0.0,0.0,0.10414950767596654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500819378753493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999636945819586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444004008043104,0.0,0.0,0.08645544041493455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188395327307284,0.07330637653287649,0.09852407301300788,0.1124069566691173,0.0,0.0,0.6203970933148754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261716102405936,0.0,0.0,0.11565172310947595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056393135704394075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026254957770486,0.0,0.0,0.09080881616740756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261176986035988,0.0,0.0,0.10403294950561084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754319798704241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914100377317547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763049763499263,0.09760796692481144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579922012776091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066536567994318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447178557225568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161291280868096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127885788728144,0.07470310787272966,0.0,0.0,0.1457859240245239,0.1121906389896012,0.0,0.0 adhd,argh_fuck_this,2018/12/14,"I realised I've been angry my whole life and it's doing my head in. **TL:DR;** psychiatrist helped me make some uncomfortable realisations about what my emotions actually are and I don't know how to deal. Self harm mentioned. On Vyvanse intermittently when I can afford it. I saw a psychiatrist under a different health system recently and he did the whole going through your childhood thing. He was very nice and I got that reassuring 'I'm taking you seriously' vibe from him, so I'm hopeful he'll be awesome long term. Two things though that came up; I said I was the weird kid which was why I struggled to make friends as a child. He asked what made me the weird kid which, strangely, I'd never really thought about. Every school has a weird kid, right? I just was. My family were very religious and strict, so I was doomed to be a bit odd. But of course this started me thinking and I realised that even though I rarely physically fought with other kids, I was an emotional wreck. Constantly crying. Completely unstable, disagreed with someone and burst into tears which, much as I might want to, I couldn't stop. Not great at staying out of those disagreements either, even though I knew it wouldn't end well for me. I grew up in a household where being angry had severe consequences and couldn't be shown, but that didn't stop me feeling it. It had to come out somehow, so I either turned it inwards in the form of self harm or into frustration which came out as tears. The realisation that my 'sadness' was actually unprocessed rage was quite the eye opener. This connects to the other issue, which was being asked why I self harmed as a child. And my quick-as-lightening reply was 'control'. Because it was. I got a tremendous feeling of relief and that I was the boss from self harm. And then, of course, I started thinking about that too. What was I really trying to control? An excess of emotion. If I was angry and my other outlets were blocked, self harm was my release of emotion that I was always in control of. I never, ever cried during, it was a sheer release of horrible, difficult, pent up feelings that was angry then calm. Short of putting me in a straitjacket in a padded room, no-one could take that away from me. I could always be really, truly angry to myself if necessary, even if all I had was my teeth. It's massively freaked me out. I mentioned it to the psych nurse I see regularly and she suggested that some things that affected you in the past might be better off staying there if they're not helpful now. I think that's generally good advice. Realising that being an overemotional nutter made me the weird kid was a revelation, but not relevant to my current life. I do have friends as an adult, I know the issues I have that affect relationships and am better at controlling them. I can hold down friendships as long as I keep my shit in check. What I don't think I got across is how much it's affecting me currently. The relevance now is realising how much of my 'sadness' wasn't actually being sad, but being so fucking angry I cried out of rage. Who fucking does that? Do other people do that? I still do it! I still get angry and cry! And then people see you as a manipulative fuck, even when you're still angry and ignoring the tears running down your face because you're fucking angry damnit, no-one else can ignore them with you. How the fuck do I not? I'd rather be proper angry, because I feel that would be easier to hide. I do also get the more typical angry feeling of wanting to swing for someone (not normally an individual, just general unfocused anger) but I can control that better. Is there a way to aim the anger towards a particular response? It's much more controlled on medication, I just have less excess emotion in general. But I need something for when I'm not on meds. I'm also nearly freaking 30 so if people 25+ could weigh in I'd greatly appreciate it, though all opinions are welcome. I mention my age because the life experience of someone still developing and possibly in college/with parents is going to be very different from someone who's been out on their own for several years. Also I feel like I've regressed back to my teens with this shit and fucking hell someone please tell me I'm still an adult. 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I don't know if this is my ADHD or just my weirdness, but sometimes I kind of get ""stuck"" repeating something in my head. It usually happens to me when I have unexpected conversations---I'll find myself repeating the last thing I said in my head over and over. Not quite the same, but related, I am also very attracted to repetition in general. I'll make a pattern out of tapping my fingers or clicking my pen endlessly. I feel like the auditory stimulation helps me think more clearly.",6.297585034013608,6.807111071428572,7.516734693877552,70.26278911564629,65.83673469387756,11.431292517006804,37.76190476190476,11.20814326018867,4.5354231292517015,407,21,74,12,6,139,70,98,0.03,0.82,0.15,0.9304,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,5,3,3,2,1,18,15,8,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,16,3,11,12,2,13,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,7,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679061903667963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782688240659426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271491127842287,0.15925389654789646,0.0,0.0,0.20374459071540754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23293271196252624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712717719115666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457559901724559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494183931589907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213659045588644,0.12251085136436027,0.1817093291065552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890731784372924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488006478733466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710256796326254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204770719942806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161449568002202,0.22047330871334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809796039201892,0.1428379590943645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455145839450449,0.18393211970593085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011503794564456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ryvit,2018/12/14,"How likely is it that my work can give me more relaxed rules/responsibilities due to my disorder? I’m not sure where to begin. I guess I’ll do a few bullet points -have ADHD and opposition defiance disorder (ODD) - symptoms for ODD for those unaware are pretty much what it sounds, an uncontrollable disregard for rules and bosses, annoying people on purpose, getting annoyed and angry when disciplined by management - we all know ADHD symptoms. I fall on type 1, inattentive. Very bad time management, extreme procrastination, zone out and day dream a ton. I am officially diagnosed with these btw, not some bad self diagnose like a lot of people do. If I turn the paperwork into my work (Walmart) how likely is it that they can give me more relaxed rules or guidelines? I’m uninsured so no medicine, so it is very hard for me to perform up to standards, and I’ve already had two “talking to’s” by managers and I’ve only worked here for three weeks. I’m trying so hard, but between this and college I cannot do it. I need to get more relaxed rules so they understand I have a disorder causing a lot of the things they yell at me for. Anyone have any experience with this? 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I routinely sleep more than 10 hours a night, usually more. I get off at 5, sometimes eat, and go straight to be, usually by 8. I wake up at 9am. I talked to my psych and she did a blood test, said it came back fine and it was probably the vyvanse wearing off making me feel this way. Idk what to do. I start getting tired around 4pm, and I take vyvanse at 830 am( wake up to take it then go back to sleep) I've tried other adhd meds and they didn't work at all, so I can't just switch. I try staying awake but I'm just so tired. I honestly can't deal with this any longer. If I'm gonna sleep 10+ plus hours every day, I rather be dead. I do NOTHING productive because I'm so tired. Is there anything I can do about this?",0.5350493096646929,1.961228461538468,2.4892071005917167,97.2833570019724,80.95266272189349,5.926785009861934,21.325838264299804,6.742157984588678,0.1367748323471405,586,17,148,6,15,196,101,169,0.10800000000000001,0.846,0.046,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,1,11,2,0,0,4,0,13,12,8,2,1,18,29,12,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,9,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,2,17,2,19,21,3,27,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,12,81,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081304545221018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967818919415458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641919754399712,0.10430427116767517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801897640119305,0.0,0.0714244637313505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400886259795194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556360181144688,0.12079495906761673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989201169867153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871900833699476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059243610247527535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243078262573412,0.0,0.13317843430022075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461603365853864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564209648431084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014712220257432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199082721240169,0.0,0.11242575914835913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632681226641193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145350314984988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690100651139868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115882048109249,0.0,0.08293204198840448,0.1248853906735804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619135668081826,0.09417511899362077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040017914983873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909862466757313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258087774835671,0.0,0.0,0.09300242452773734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529962595174642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kmac2018,2018/12/14,"Wanting to learn more about adults with adhd Hi! I'm a 24 year old (female) and I haven't been officially diagnosed with ADHD yet but these past 4 years I've been to like 13 psychiatrists, many hospitals and a few therapists. I definitely have OCD and depression with a history of anorexia. I have been misdiagnosed as having borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder.. my hyperactivity was viewed as 'hypomania' (mild mania) and my mood swings and impulsivity were viewed as a personality disorder. ADHD makes so much sense for me (combined type! I'm inattentive but also very hyperactive and been this way since childhood). Could anyone share about their experience with ADHD (those 18 or older)?",6.924380165289258,9.598219330578516,8.048008264462812,58.91383057851243,66.43801652892562,11.78214876033058,33.58760330578512,11.407655852321104,4.996219173553719,573,26,85,21,10,194,85,121,0.102,0.8220000000000001,0.077,-0.629,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,18,15,15,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,7,2,13,8,3,8,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,8,54,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6660641664023255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080228823234486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688079431742623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106247981204386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933711593053355,0.14063028760073698,0.0,0.0,0.47638769218098403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553326016033065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769091615182679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248645892634266,0.14047290222863962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185377982270234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539004011095286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226631167252922,0.0,0.2419615554586565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461402930343514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087289589239495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432228741972293,0.0817232586138989,0.10997841529442308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844960125533124 adhd,UsefulLobster,2018/12/14,"Anyone find themselves getting stress when picking up a new hobby they like? I picked up photography a while ago and noticed that whenever I pick up a new hobby, I get stressed out about forgetting to do whatever the hobby is, or completely ditching it. ",10.957826086956523,8.988653478260874,10.3104347826087,62.10739130434784,57.69565217391304,13.547826086956524,46.91304347826088,12.161744961471696,5.9006000000000025,204,11,32,5,2,66,37,46,0.11599999999999999,0.828,0.055999999999999994,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302955724512879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816570552241727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723936395378369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745099609439735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714678425781075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692435668186333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018297535777798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29578215690771986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951962914834817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,futurepersonified,2018/12/14,Does one type of amphetamine affect insomnia more than another? Im on adderall xr and it fucks up my sleep regardless what time i take it. Id like to have xr (i also have ir boosters) to have a base level of productivity throughout the day. Would a different medication with varying proportions of l-amp or d-amp or even methylphenidate affect the time it takes to fall asleep?,4.3258333333333345,6.396297694444449,5.478888888888887,77.155,72.05555555555556,9.244444444444444,30.055555555555557,9.725611199111238,3.0798722222222232,302,13,56,8,6,100,53,72,0.05,0.914,0.036000000000000004,-0.2406,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,5,2,2,0,8,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884593929860388,0.0,0.5106809198820497,0.0,0.0,0.2471129109697117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519829592714028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462173853810209,0.0,0.0,0.2062300354087534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565300475214935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786638831355545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545561788017265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151329017853096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374053986143853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596911588715675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583291398008385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543780754815406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27483365574036184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740803563336173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thefrontpageofreddit,2018/12/14,"I have a 20 page research paper due tomorrow. I have a page done. I feel like it's impossible. Technically he gave us a 10,000 word limit but I thought just doing 5,000 would be fine. Any tips? I'm feeling really desperate right now.",0.6957142857142848,3.2161878260869616,3.133726708074537,84.29978260869571,94.65217391304348,6.976397515527951,21.7888198757764,7.957251820313856,1.7415689440993791,184,7,36,5,7,63,38,46,0.081,0.784,0.135,0.0799,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,0,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,18,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25697579812793103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867091187582252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821415667527584,0.26996221195600073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461627037455824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420837869343469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227130311881945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999996938390165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545509666699961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684397482397676,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marokintana,2018/12/14,"Does this sound like adult ADHD? I’ve been struggling more and more the older I get and I’m wondering if it might be adult adhd. I want to know if any of this sounds familiar to those of you who have been diagnosed before I go down this path of seeking help from a doctor. For starters, my mom has me tested when I was around 8 for learning disabilities (I am horrible at math and needed weekly tutoring just to get by from grade school all the way through high school). They found I indeed had some, but also briefly mentioned in their report that I could have ADD. The topic was never discussed again by experts, nor was I ever medicated. I remember having a horrible time following directions starting in the the 4th grade when I moved to a new school. I always figured it was because I was unfamiliar with the teaching style since I’d been uprooted from everything I’d ever known. It was like I couldn’t process what people were telling me. And I’m starting to feel the same way again. Over the years, I feel like my brain is slow, or “foggy”. I’m not quick to process information and it seems to get worse as the years go by. I get frustrated at how quick I forget information as soon as I hear it. I often find my mind wandering while people are talking to me. I started a new job over a month ago and I feel like I have to ask so many questions to understand anything, or I forget what I’ve been taught. I forgot the entire conversation of a 2 hour interview for said job within a day. I feel like it takes me so long to get anything accomplished at work, even though it seems like an easy enough task. Today for instance, I looked at my to-do list confounded that I ran out of time and couldn’t figure out why it had taken me so long to get these relatively easy tasks done. It doesn’t help my self esteem when I hear about how great a worker my predecessor was and how quick she caught on and completed projects. All of these things build up and I feel like my brain is betraying me. I feel so dumb sometimes and beat myself up for forgetting stuff. I’ve also noticed that I can’t recall words or I can’t articulate what I’m trying to say very well. Recently my boyfriend has mentioned in frustration he feels like I don’t listen or I’m easily distracted (I had asked him a question about something he had just spoken to me about a few minutes before. I’m sure there are many more examples, but these are what’s really troubling me presently. Does this sound familiar to anyone with ADHD? 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One of the themes is that adverse childhood experiences (ACE) are associated with all kinds of physical and mental illness—including executive functioning issues. ACEs are not things like—getting bad grades in school or having your tonsils removed. We’re talking about abuse (verbal and emotional, too), neglect, insecure attachment, witnessing violence...that type of thing. I do have ACEs. I’m trying to figure out if it’s worth exploring in order to explain and hopefully improve my adhd symptoms. I realize the majority of those with adhd do not have any history of trauma, but since I do, I’m trying to make sense of it—how it continues to affect me. I guess I’m informally polling to see if anyone else has experience with this school of thought.",7.73609271523179,9.224785026490071,8.03807284768212,64.3283675496689,62.97350993377484,11.338013245033116,39.60331125827815,11.20814326018867,5.160183576158941,693,37,103,20,10,227,109,151,0.08199999999999999,0.848,0.069,-0.4263,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,3,8,0,1,4,0,10,2,1,2,1,27,20,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,2,1,2,2,6,0,1,1,1,8,2,19,19,2,10,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,5,4,61,15,6,0.0,0.18129927615615365,0.0,0.0,0.3677916776724508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405632085972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699254418296664,0.15678326647145002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776220636721902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699665974320953,0.0,0.0,0.1562467350927393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782547138331873,0.17212272504347495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490378643610277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994469332735238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856468898654242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519796969125522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970924651946775,0.0,0.13600790466101026,0.0,0.1593429139058719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475602763361225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213955833785872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154204425328943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036877947166418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530576932441304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097212988645178,0.12193416795167758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265766520664237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904250886309115,0.0,0.12298869362008685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331444091632905,0.0,0.0,0.12147783809739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077760263402777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lewissunn,2018/12/14,"Suspected Adult ADHD I turned 18 about 6 months ago, in the past few months I have started recognising that some of the issues I've dealt with are actually symptoms of ADHD. I'm lucky enough that my mum is a CBT therapist and has frequently worked with ADHD, when I suggested it a couple days ago she perked up in a way, said she's suspected the same for a while, gave me a self referral number for an adult adhd clinic and suggested Ritalin could help. Been procrastinating it for a few days now but I'm finally going to ring it tomorrow. For the past few months when I suspected adhd I was worried and upset, but after reading around here I've found so much I relate to and I'm actually excited to get some clarity and possibly even some help. Just needed to vent. Would love any comments or messages, thanks.",5.786962025316456,6.441415291139244,6.8530126582278506,74.071417721519,66.9746835443038,10.876962025316457,30.98987341772152,10.793553405168565,3.4577726582278485,648,24,120,18,10,218,99,158,0.071,0.777,0.153,0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,11,0,8,4,0,0,0,24,21,12,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,5,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,10,4,18,14,9,24,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,5,18,77,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.22037518957955127,0.0,0.6785023118314456,0.0,0.20018256717897556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678526573608545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051723388821966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015249287590857,0.124936987920609,0.0,0.14564013825488295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667015398627965,0.0,0.0745785094610816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236915644342153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238041693525666,0.0,0.0,0.05899280765082689,0.0,0.06417152279364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136749927235713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785268624900593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190912589840316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038018805502145,0.0,0.0830046455755207,0.08372416261304072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557802451848884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729336006462347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294437042941224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740689444793128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779373395248732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992097895948426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736068703455985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395586980193078,0.0,0.1311016412891097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281780599223678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962573012372681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822026016421323,0.1146694594370248,0.0,0.08021073405697524,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flametailvonkarma,2018/12/14,"Having friends is so fucking hard. I've got nothing between 0 and 100 on the ""emotional intensity"" dial. So when I'm friends with someone, I love them so much it hurts. And dear *god* does it hurt. Caring so much is exhausting and fucking agonizing. I constantly stress over whether they secretly hate me, their well-being, whether I do them any good by being in their life. And then there's my good old buddy rejection-sensitive dysphoria. I'll fuck up, or I'll do something I know will upset them but has to be done, and I just want to die. Even after they've gotten over it, even if they never thought it was a big deal in the first place, it still destroys me. The worst part is knowing that all of this intensity is completely unreciprocated. I'm being absurd and melodramatic. Because for most of my friends, we're nowhere near close enough to justify the theatrics that go on in my head. I'm at a 100 while they're at a 62. God, I wish my dial had a 62. 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Does anyone have any experience with this med? I’ve been on adderall and Wellbutrin in the past, but they’ve made me extremely anxious.",5.398888888888887,8.786569629629632,5.838518518518517,69.23333333333335,74.92592592592592,9.525925925925927,34.925925925925924,9.725611199111238,4.5579481481481485,128,7,19,4,3,41,26,27,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.5105,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165526253627947,0.0,0.0,0.3597507220998135,0.0,0.22266322839051592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786722142646473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6229980559967944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30131911392502264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537191454954348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30399052951420874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoldenTypo,2018/12/14,"ADHD meds and legalized marijuana Hi guys, I have a quick question. I have had add for my entire life, and I’ve been kicked off of my meds for taking my yearly drug screen and testing positive for marijuana.. (My state at the time required a drug screen before prescription of controlled substance plus once randomly a year) My question is, states with legalized marijuana do you experience this? Do only some states drug test before prescription? What is this like in your state? 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So I'm 45'ish and going over all the check lists at the moment am very convinced I may have been un-diagnosed with either ADHD or a related condition after all these years. I'm located in Melbourne Australia and wondering where/who I can visit to get diagnosed and hopefully some treatment to get me on track. I'm hoping there is some coverage under Medicare as I'm not in a position at the moment to just throw money at the problem.",9.003711340206182,8.557546278350518,9.371876288659797,62.42441237113404,60.44329896907217,12.708453608247426,42.080412371134024,11.979248473330829,5.546618144329896,427,22,64,12,5,143,66,97,0.049,0.8590000000000001,0.091,0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,2,19,16,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,16,14,5,16,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,7,4,45,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862750129429322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160216841502605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849078279071122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139742491453845,0.0,0.11497753041112642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018792896615342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358350768098326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692707579501245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939674664398884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028111484934904 adhd,chilisprout,2018/12/14,"Hello, combo ADHD/epilepsy adults! Dear Psychiatric practitioners: We are not Faberge eggs. We are deserving of treatment. We are individuals that have rights to individualized care. We might be hyper-sensitive, but we won't break. Please listen to us. Best, Just one patient (of many) with dually-diagnosed ADHD and epilepsy ",5.6391105121293785,9.357875283018867,6.287385444743941,63.470754716981155,79.18867924528303,9.066307277628033,30.21293800539083,9.23628265651192,4.088867385444745,262,12,35,8,7,85,43,53,0.043,0.7829999999999999,0.174,0.82,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218137200029862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714894563558445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376166496437736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257482894008083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622809702140469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744395823222729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530166468062644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839746700047152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209281967806365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31118397990174224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bigol_pupper,2018/12/14,Got into photography... I finally learned my camera's technical settings and now shoot exclusively in manual. So proud of myself. Hoping I can make a career or at least stick with a hobby/side job out of it. And now I have a long-term plan/goal of upgrading to a new camera/lens financially which spurred on the motivation to dress up and go apply for a job today. Was well received and told I was guaranteed a call from the district manager! Bonus the job was for studio manager at a photo center. Feeling good.,4.207857142857144,6.143290551020414,6.044642857142858,73.54410714285714,72.06122448979592,9.389795918367346,28.5765306122449,9.827888789773867,3.0936081632653063,406,16,71,11,8,140,72,98,0.025,0.777,0.198,0.938,3,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,10,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,11,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,5,16,6,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,5,49,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553173779871475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662966071509615,0.0,0.0,0.2526789959380292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310905559443915,0.1934683798984531,0.1844815089932712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22909945671945636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6866894646237289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412865156597249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396870634788062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227748406824451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864064832515512,0.2204074690746191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739288010923715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway19931989,2018/12/14,"Vyvanse cost Ontario, Canada without insurance? Hi everyone. I recently received a 14 day free trial for Vyvanse from my doctor and have noticed it has begun to improve the quality of my life(more focused, less lethargic and generally in a better mood). I am told that it is a fairly expensive drug (cannot really find how much it is out of pocket, although I read around $300 for a 30-day supply). I have another meeting with my doctor soon where she will review how I've been feeling using it and if we need to increase the dosage. Although, I am a little concerned at how much it will cost me per month. I am a 25 year old male with no health insurance and I make $27,000 / year before taxes and no health insurance whatsoever but will be unemployed before the year is up because I am enrolling in school. In this case I am no longer eligible for OHIP+ and need to find other ways to pay for this. I was wondering if anyone can shed some light on a few questions: - I have heard of the Trillium Drug Program where the subsidize the cost of medicine if they are high cost, does anyone have any experience going through this and is it any good? - I found this link: https://www.vyvanse.com/coupon-binge-eating-disorder where the company helps pay for the cost of medicine, again if anyone has any experience in this it would be great. -Finally there is a Vyvanse Assistance Program: https://www.shirecanada.com/-/media/shire/shireglobal/shirecanada/pdffiles/patient/support%20and%20advocacy/vyvanse-applicationform-en.pdf This one only states ""British Columbia, Prince‐Edward Island or Newfoundland, as well as patients over the age of 25 residing in New Brunswick or Nova Scotia are eligible"", because these province don't have a public drug plan in place, so does Ontario have one? If anyone has any information that could lead me to the right place in terms of getting the medicine for a lower rate or other information i would appreciate it very much. I understand I can ask my doctor however I want to view ALL options. TL;DR 25 y.o male making $27,000(pre-tax) in Ontario looking for cheaper ways to get a legitimate vyvanse subscription ",10.63568765237344,10.640780539509539,9.305555714900331,62.74990965151299,56.95640326975477,11.43203786031837,39.20679764807113,10.771109862388434,4.3481149863760225,1746,73,267,34,19,540,199,367,0.037000000000000005,0.8740000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.9606,4,0,3,1,0,0,77.0,1,0,1,3,12,6,0,0,22,0,35,8,0,7,1,49,52,24,0,11,10,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,19,12,0,0,10,1,10,4,6,0,1,2,5,5,25,6,42,39,9,43,0,0,2,0,16,22,0,12,14,184,44,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536957400295859,0.09779731217248418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608544339246501,0.0,0.0,0.08302632605533425,0.08719092312628891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137079191043578,0.0,0.15872463484684154,0.0,0.0,0.08248601155407646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446514372391229,0.0,0.0,0.12029743694440255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106890674813371,0.28638446236067583,0.16323504160965818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32447611730215803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911945858255622,0.0,0.182463676656324,0.0,0.0,0.04715798544049208,0.0,0.0,0.10216811348420043,0.17048648370582553,0.0,0.0,0.10226112412829423,0.0,0.0,0.09745505110862776,0.0,0.05300509742297016,0.07822691917739512,0.0,0.10282586206288148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982743456395354,0.0,0.0,0.06251409267162576,0.09854042714081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587638524531235,0.0,0.0934768227737448,0.0,0.0,0.07831977350078406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245112772810276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444386328591468,0.0,0.20568325950924254,0.1383108021366835,0.0,0.09007668057162477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618371938535684,0.09786675697342777,0.0,0.12639862526052031,0.07093283555076339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488579860849056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447902899872444,0.0,0.09329102844010746,0.0,0.0597484528921465,0.0,0.09208871535686326,0.0,0.0,0.0796484745459588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438995808851583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105836912553505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911945858255622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709297595277773,0.0,0.08055169691058668,0.0,0.07695404383281079,0.0550105790172384,0.1480600849099178,0.0,0.0,0.08385714543527953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990489277734233,0.10114277014443487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250668171704666,0.0,0.0,0.18018033159011013 adhd,Kiecamus,2018/12/14,"""stuck"" or ""slipping gears"" feeling when off meds I wondered if anyone else had the problem with feeling obsessed to the point of discomfort with some topic when unmedicated? Either in the case of something particularly interesting or something stressful, like you can't transition off of the topic and like your wheels are spinning trying to get traction in order to do so?",11.682760416666667,10.833457171875004,10.430000000000003,58.28166666666668,55.40625,11.658333333333333,46.33333333333333,10.504223727775694,5.300214583333332,305,16,42,5,3,96,48,64,0.14,0.708,0.152,-0.2185,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,9,7,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,3,12,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,4,32,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950596673078951,0.28583385908711584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330404806419631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821074056526113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574833604104198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725776079225841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309868581981412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637132477457885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669329973238589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295236504164304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31955486247531084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939975155270328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025269656818824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notsosilent,2018/12/14,"Today, I was so paralyzed by my shame and anxiety that I just stayed in bed and played games the entire time Instead of asking an ex-employer for a copy of my W-2 from 2016 and subsequently filing my 2016 taxes today, I played FB games until I needed to take my dog for a potty. I feel like a piece of shit. I can deal with having little short-term memory, but remembering all the shit I have to do and not doing it because I can't even motivate myself to email my old boss-- that's just painful. What have you finally completed after waiting too long? How did you do it? What was your breaking point? 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Been told by my doc to take meds as needed. This week with finals I have been taking them everyday plus coffee. Last night I slept at midnight and woke up... for no reason, I took my meds and coffee and had way way way way too much energy so much that I got down to do push-ups cause I couldn’t sit still. this is not normal for me FYI. Now that finals are over I would like to go on a stim vacation. Should I still have a cup of coffee tomorrow morning or go with something like green tea to prevent caffeine withdrawals. Or nothing at all. And how long should I do this Vacation. 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My ADHD will fuck something up for me, which makes my anxiety worse, which feeds back into the ADHD making me fuck up more, making me more anxious, and so on and so forth. I just recently lost my job due to being unable to control my emotions when I'm stressed (most often anger). I routinely go ballistic and kick, scream, punch, whatever I feel like venting on. Obviously this is a terrible coping strategy, but no matter how hard I try I just fucking can't get a grip. This has happened many times, and for as long as I can remember. I have had trouble controlling my anger since I was under the age of 10. I've had anxiety issues since early highschool, mainly social, however in recent years it's become more general anxiety. I've been quite sure I've got ADHD for a year or so now, unfortunately unmedicated, except when I'm self medicating by snorting copious amounts of caffeine to help me focus. Which doesn't really do much except make me go faster and more anxious.",6.435268703898842,6.714039214611876,7.359908675799089,72.3005374077977,65.5296803652968,10.39142957499122,33.74113101510362,10.214889679676881,3.5110376536705314,904,37,160,20,13,304,141,219,0.188,0.763,0.049,-0.9769,2,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,13,12,5,1,6,0,13,7,0,7,2,29,31,16,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,8,6,1,3,2,0,0,5,3,10,0,0,6,5,21,2,28,23,10,33,0,1,0,3,3,12,3,4,17,106,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395431669719332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170803600312325,0.2478078015330975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433491729021204,0.0,0.0,0.12112973625682642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460243796459617,0.0,0.12135562125007528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233719714945052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985707023666157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545603544791794,0.0783533396957909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041841253649613,0.05730175619650391,0.0,0.18699606445134254,0.0,0.08771879331114288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698709427235724,0.0,0.098249135739041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735142459290757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447439380263075,0.10883759488051686,0.09748604277922826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493635367247444,0.0535826893742645,0.0,0.0,0.09706077911716857,0.0,0.0,0.11972550688416655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928412544371893,0.11119536140914668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048813616674748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062528557884355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665509261044987,0.0,0.0,0.0702619564978295,0.0,0.216585802615666,0.0,0.12424277012838934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441713139629935,0.0,0.0,0.1814520552897872,0.0,0.0,0.1118019879787616,0.0,0.08443478726873398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256347435473383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336936553110372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395359700300876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744635491694072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879763512386114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117703313694346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125690855740808 adhd,Iwilldoit2morrow,2018/12/14,"How to deal with family members who also have mental disorders? My dad is bipolar and my mom has adhd just like me. I have a perfect production of my family. I haven’t diagnosed as bipolar but I have adhd. We, as a family, still struggling with my dad’s bipolar. When the season change has begun, the mood-swings not only affecting him but also our whole family. I usually try to keep my cool but my adhd is already a challenge. Any experiences?",1.7024630021141682,4.412772988372094,4.473044397463003,76.91815010570825,86.55813953488372,7.778435517970403,24.097251585623678,8.575989854853784,2.550223255813953,351,14,59,10,11,124,56,86,0.044000000000000004,0.85,0.106,0.4871,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,5,1,8,4,0,2,1,13,9,10,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,14,4,7,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340062297872271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344549093012992,0.2368905386812716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072137201777524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668306400922746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526971701185942,0.0,0.15033076083583927,0.0,0.0,0.1697494080405612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488214783653386,0.5585079856004784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316489248278006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236013735298509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926225684339878,0.0,0.0,0.1734672134418809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264599897421892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182825907612186,0.0,0.0,0.1548390254867575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055845849866928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312465836240725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653619770389292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Muccas,2018/12/14,"Newly diagnosed with ADHD, but skeptic to use medication.. I just got diagnosed with adhd. I have been doing meditation for periods the last year, and it has done wonders for me, at least the times I am focused and disciplined to do so. I wonder what your experience is, would you recommend it? How much of an impact as it has..",4.217741935483872,6.091219483870969,6.375032258064518,71.44254838709679,71.90322580645163,10.121290322580649,30.14193548387097,10.355215969177356,3.6227961290322575,256,11,45,8,5,90,49,62,0.037000000000000005,0.8590000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,10,3,0,2,0,12,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,9,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187262190219367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380876260683532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084977337210368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110475278809213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260392177396475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759149221587718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174070674254693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864605473644275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584123923269652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863915752941872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680760550026705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330607603251992,0.0,0.0,0.1389753294268002 adhd,j_ben1,2018/12/14,"Failed a Class Just failed a class this semester. The teacher made everything due on the last day, so as you can imagine, it didn't go over well for me. Now I'm not going to graduate.",2.6278070175438586,3.990165815789478,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,75.05263157894737,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.72339298245614,143,5,32,3,3,47,34,38,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.8133,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,5,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,20,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918264977406478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066798184031739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143348798194642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688497044916984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42816854221929296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068538396909618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grayandgaye,2018/12/14,"Friends, I Need Some Help Tonight... I just had one of the most awful, tense dinners with my parents that I've ever had. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD as a 21 year old senior in college. I've told my parents pretty much since I could intelligently articulate (well...as best I could with ADHD) how it felt inside my head and that I felt like something was off, or different. They brushed it off. They are truly amazing parents, and I can't express how grateful I feel to have them, but we all have our downfalls; their downfall happens to be a misunderstanding of mental illness. &#x200B; So, I struggled with this invisible monster until this year, when I decided I'd take it into my own hands and seek testing. Lo and behold, unsurprising results. I felt relieved. Finally, I feel like I'm not crazy. Finally, I can get help. Maybe I'll finally feel a little bit normal. &#x200B; We talked at dinner about job searching. It got tense. I told them that I feel behind my peers, unqualified, lacking any relevant experience. Things got worse. They asked how I could manage 4 years at a university of this caliber and still feel like I have nothing to show for it. I tried explaining to them. I finally brought ADHD into the conversation. &#x200B; ""I'm forgetful too. I lose my phone everyday, ask your mother. You never seem to forget to do all the fun things that you do - all the concerts you go to and your weekend trips. You have a hard time remembering to do things, and you have a hard time focusing on things that challenge you? How does that make you different from everyone else here?"" &#x200B; I tried to explain it to them. I used just about every analogy I've found on here. &#x200B; ""Well, the other weekend when you went to Dallas, you didn't forget to go to the airport, did you? Don't act like a victim to ADHD."" &#x200B; Friends, I could use some help. The last thing I've ever done is act as a victim to my circumstance. I take full responsibiity for everything that I've done - missed deadlines, forgotten responsibilities, and credit card debt. None of this is from ADHD alone, but I need some help in explaining to them what it's like to live with this, and how it affects my decisions, my daily life, my school, and my work. I can't seem to get them to understand that it goes beyond a normal level of forgetfulness, or anyone that's a little scatterbrained sometimes. They just don't seem to get it. 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I love new games but get really exhausted and bored with slow tutorials. And then I don't actually read half of what it was trying to teach me and get stuck trying to figure out the actual game lol. Having ADHD is sometimes like being a damn toddler.",3.6963184079601934,5.946582537313433,5.144104477611943,78.07098258706469,74.37313432835822,8.048756218905472,23.106965174129357,8.841846274778883,1.8332606965174123,278,8,50,6,6,93,53,67,0.215,0.631,0.153,-0.5974,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,3,1,6,3,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,3,6,10,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,2,1,0,6,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.4444654661109269,0.0,0.2736885643623177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796023317998785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483734434864436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125792736775468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110724735375914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398882904286011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779275808356236,0.0,0.14589039378278046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252319114364243,0.0,0.1611892665097218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092289783056025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mynameistag,2018/12/14,"Today's ""Yup, still have ADHD"" moment * Get out of car and walk to passenger door to get something from that side * Try handle. Oh right I locked the door earlier * Go back to driver's side to get the key out of the ignition * Think to myself, ""I wonder if I will remember to unlock the door when I go back to the passenger side of the car."" * Go back to passenger side * Try handle *sigh*",-0.29919913419913513,1.9621698051948082,2.083928571428572,91.55065476190478,97.7012987012987,5.683549783549784,15.507575757575758,7.1686216300943375,0.2942303030303033,293,7,61,6,12,99,42,77,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,14,9,0,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,7,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27076201897020113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197161684660015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531235949913753,0.0,0.38412273847158745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552164572930413,0.19240155912765566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344387328735122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799216823535622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436058434119126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355427162754112,0.0,0.0,0.3059224001017315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432390929283315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CLPALAN,2018/12/14,Failed the same class 3 times in a row I'm tired. I cannot focus in class at all. Not even sure if I should go to college anymore.,-0.7300000000000004,0.8399713333333345,1.2900000000000027,103.625,85.66666666666666,4.0,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.2813333333333334,100,2,27,0,3,33,25,30,0.28,0.72,0.0,-0.7999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,15,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786962995811236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188105424690285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27432243069408724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549272578810316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814589638499127,0.5547782768831253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,missourifarmgirl,2018/12/14,Affordable gift for 8 year old foster child I hope it's ok to post this here. My brother and sister in law have 4 kids and recently became foster parents to 4 cute kiddos. One of the boys who is 8 has ADHD and can be very active. I'd love to get him a gift that he will really enjoy and would maybe help him manage his ADHD. Anyone have any suggestions? Thank you!,1.6610714285714252,3.523493039473685,3.704812030075189,87.83868421052631,79.13157894736842,6.448120300751881,17.43609022556391,7.447530270364453,0.27347218045112776,285,5,59,4,7,97,63,76,0.0,0.657,0.34299999999999997,0.9824,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,1,0,1,3,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696332835252801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116173182057386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570933480975836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381780482003645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884980074125207,0.0,0.0,0.2353851352193297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138932653376117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808890706809235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486817640637005,0.0,0.16059096100194328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26315001056364784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269714804162049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182224408774628,0.0,0.2339996224818467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818909981735998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554206110431047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835131958326452,0.0,0.0,0.15261417358016327 adhd,Remembersix,2018/12/14,"obsessed with chaotic situations? Anyone get this like if a flood or severe weather power outages etc is coming you feel excited hyped then when it's over you're left with a deep low mood almost depression, everyone else just moves on but you're left sad",3.780000000000001,6.596542,4.379000000000001,80.76600000000002,76.91666666666666,7.173333333333334,26.266666666666666,8.238735603445708,2.119911666666667,208,8,35,4,5,66,42,48,0.254,0.6759999999999999,0.07,-0.8184,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,4,1,10,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,3,3,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586451860762147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806059075126264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224983181330097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224691516458461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577237403509533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880672625782083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24681199322049174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060174027032262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349485050520344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612766641647293,0.0,0.0,0.1261899164648237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27452676544682736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29179989041211146,0.0,0.0,0.2903344629899555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jay_Jay416,2018/12/14,It's really crazy how I can create a whole skit in my head and not realize it Especially in the shower when I tell myself I will get out on time but then spend an hour because I was entertained and distracted by the swirling thoughts,20.910000000000004,7.08908340425532,18.305957446808513,47.53,55.38297872340426,23.05531914893617,61.8936170212766,15.903189008614273,8.329782978723403,188,7,38,5,1,62,40,47,0.105,0.7859999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.0396,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,5,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765421987982056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122557060736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169431557862845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400087325974845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26026254998916193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550918632219163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32252752777568383,0.23689528539525465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535782516648261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lambiereddits,2018/12/14,"ADHD Drug Dependent High Schooler: A vent and a warning Hello internet. Before I start, I want to give some context. I’m a short person of barley five feet and averaging 100 pounds. I’m also 15-17, and have a medical disorder (GHD) that basically requires me to eat so I can grow. With that context aside, let us begin. I was the stereotypical 9 year old ADHD child. Anger management issues? Check. Impulsivity? Check. Forgetfulness? Check. Short Attention Span? Check. Long story short, I was tested and told I had ADHD. Now me, being the ever so dramatic child, thought this would spice up my life. That it would be like the movies and I’ll meet Danny Devito at the end. I’m still waiting on that. I was given the magical drug of “Concerta” which is eight letters for a pill that I loathe. It went from 20 mg to the now whopping 72 mg that I take daily. 72mg. 7. 2. I can’t skip a day. I experience withdrawal. And I don’t give a flying frick what the doctor says, it’s drug withdrawal. It’s not in my head. Trust me, I wouldn’t choose to have a panic attack willingly. I wouldn’t choose to just feel like a piece of anxious goo, to feel like I am going to explode with anxiety. And so I’m drug dependent. I can’t spend a day not taking it. Apathy has taken place and stripped my ability to truly feel. I feel like in exchange for this drug I gave up my childhood. That I gave up freedom to this drug, because one day without it and I’m a mess. My sister, however, was weaned off the drug. She’s the poster child for ADHD successful rehab. And I’m angry and jealous that my parents didn’t make her take 72 mg of concerta everyday. I’m happy that she won’t be dependent on the drug but I need to admit that I’m waiting for the day she screws everything up, when she realizes that ADHD isn’t something that can be ignored. That feeling makes me feel nothing. Because I can’t seem to feel. This makes me sound like an over dramatic prick, but recently the talk about raising my dose was discussed at the doctors. And that’s when I realized “Oh. This doctor actually sucks.” I just can’t explain my anger for the experiences that taking this drug has stripped from me. That I can’t manage myself at night because the drug isn’t there and I don’t know how to function. So please. If your child has ADHD, don’t use it as a solution. Don’t keep on raising the dosage and raising the dosage. The child might at first seem happy about it, but at the end of the day it’s not worth it. ADHD drugs are a tool, not a solution. Don’t make the same mistake the adults in my life did. I will repeat again: ADHD drugs are a tool for success, not a solution. And so my journey begins. Please give me some advice of how to wean myself off this drug or work around it, because everyone in my life seems content to let me suffer with it. TL;DR ADHD drugs are a tool for success, not a solution. In my case, it was used as a solution. Now I am dependent on the drugs, and I will never really forgive that decision to make it my solution that the people in my life made. 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When shopping most food seems to prepared with families in mind and since I live alone and don't have much of an appettite, I don't want to buy a box of something that's going to expire before I can eat it. Most recipes I try seem to have two problems: take too long, or require me to buy a packet of [ingredient that's going to expire in two days] but only use [small amount of ingredient]. So I usually fall back on eating plain toast, because I can just buy a loaf and freeze half of it+it's super easy to make. But, to put it simply, I'm sick of eating plain toast. I need something that's either quick and easy to make (~15min/not much cleanup) or something I can make in bulk and freeze. Note that I don't have a microwave, though. So far, I've tried: Oatmeal * Pros: good and simple to make * Cons: if I make it with milk I have to buy milk, and I usually can't get through the whole carton (0.5l) before I don't feel comfy using it anymore, water-based oatmeal is kinda gross Scrambled egg * Pros: delicious * Cons: I don't want to eat it every day, I need more ideas Toast, but like, with something inside * Pros: see abovee * Cons: if I buy cheese and ham to put in toast that means I'm eating toast with cheese and ham for the entire week Several varieties of pancakes * Pros: sweet and wonderful * Cons: way too much hassle to make often, can't be stored for long (at least as far as I know) Please help, I'm so sick of eating fucking toast half the time but I'm so bad at this whole meal planning thing. I can only thank the heavens that I don't have to cook dinners, because I think I'd end up dying of malnutrition. 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I am not sure if I am the only person here but I feel extremely helpless about my predicatement. Today I was supposed to study, complete tasks and do my homework but managed to do none of that. The reason was I was wasting my time online uselessly debating adamant people (toxic lot) and spent a lot of time in explainations, stat searches and arguing straight for 4 hours that I forgot to hydrate or eat anything. From 7 to 11 I was straight involved in arguing with asshole and I completely forgot to eat or drink water. I finally ate but I still haven't hydrated. I want to but I am not able to since I keep forgetting to do it",4.391450381679391,5.9986413129771,5.642664122137407,77.94002671755727,70.98473282442748,8.90412213740458,32.94732824427481,9.3871,3.2657016793893128,536,26,96,12,10,179,81,131,0.16699999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.047,-0.9502,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,4,0,11,5,0,1,2,26,19,11,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,5,3,3,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,8,1,17,1,16,11,4,11,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,5,7,70,20,2,0.19344006099518388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918468803766042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056364472045546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894976163749224,0.0,0.395874949524484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780910706266864,0.0,0.0,0.21190413154474155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049949454727613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193841424644105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289116447521247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711988312982716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410698191892678,0.16890439993001716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988886000997128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001561740965015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448148258746724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231496821887302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383893655101646,0.0,0.18335855947078453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409595983412135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aphrofiteme,2019/10/20,"I feel like such an asshole I got stuck with a billing hold blocking me from making my psych appointment on time to refill my script and now my life is fucking collapsing around me. I was just finally doing okay enough to want to respond to everyone I have isolated myself from and now the depressions back again. I wanna talk to these people, these people I love so dearly, but not if I'm not me, not if I'm drugged up on self pity and self medication, shitty coping mechanisms, excuses, wanting nothing more than to sleep and dream without end. The moment that plugs pulled and the medications yanked out from underneath me, it's like everythings impossible, and the moment the negative feedback kicks in, my rejection sensitive, stimulation seeking ass goes hey what if we only embraced things that magnified and maximized the negative feedback we get bc ay who said masochism and self destructive impulses weren't healthy. I'm dissociating so heavily that at this point I don't even know if I'm actually the original me or just some coping mechanism semi personal personality I dusted off and took off the shelf to keep me alive till my meds are back. Every morning, the moment I wake up, all I can think about is wanting to fall back asleep, to feel nothing, to disappear. I'm losing it. My rooms a mess of dirty clothes, trash, dishes, hell, half my beds covered in what used to be ''clean''laundry that I've been sleeping in because the executive disfunctions telling me fuck you sleep in it you pig good luck cleaning s h i t, you fucking I d I o t. Thoughts of every ex on my mind, beating myself up, blaming myself for something that's an abusers fault, victimizing myself to validate what little sense of self I'm maintaining. Every day pulls me closer to the shittiest, most self destructive coping mechanisms in my Arsenal, every day closer to erasing any progress I've made since being diagnosed a year. And a half ago. Escape into Netflix hyperfocuses the moment I'm off work till unconsciousness claims me till I work again. And I hate it cuz it ain't me. So I dunno what to do. I fucking need help. Instead I'm getting as stoned as I can to just dissolve and disappear, like some fucking coward. I've learned these lessons, no fucking clue why now I'm pretending this is new news.",5.496481643356642,7.2385726480186525,6.086922348484851,75.30038352272727,68.44055944055944,9.465064102564103,33.45287004662005,9.827888789773867,3.527270920745922,1842,86,318,44,32,598,241,429,0.228,0.6709999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9974,0,0,2,0,1,0,43.0,2,3,0,6,19,25,11,0,18,1,16,19,6,6,1,60,52,27,0,9,13,1,2,3,0,0,5,1,3,7,21,18,1,3,7,3,1,6,10,17,0,2,9,3,46,8,52,41,6,54,1,4,0,8,22,24,8,10,27,203,67,6,0.0,0.09849898234646846,0.08112579232815423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369236711111724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056533274311436565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400597369762063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177238074858535,0.0,0.05067709044984069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722778397378756,0.0,0.07160231026114815,0.08437822052582468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640785898264603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363114140543398,0.08589858687125962,0.0,0.054908546485891684,0.0,0.28017247050979666,0.07943712098511083,0.07471455822526005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406906088596246,0.059390214539319836,0.0,0.09106811150728347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611305793733993,0.08686709736184949,0.0,0.0,0.0697279959037312,0.06648903510821108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207660255291721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572228132681198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389240864175567,0.0,0.0,0.045687709397652335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871927935857023,0.12184371833619186,0.0833210815918844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300453535522923,0.0,0.0,0.07503075640911186,0.0786624317958002,0.05549190690056351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234199515244466,0.16749545421980827,0.0,0.0,0.08394060703462712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164204819928065,0.0,0.08029034608504572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953666482350146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632263742294084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526787603685247,0.14517701580207165,0.0,0.0,0.07858753310601145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907849726840012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336291220631151,0.0,0.0,0.06876845667396546,0.0,0.24957904039433415,0.0,0.0,0.06399982629893343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681913694606315,0.07266188510428764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055229855163213416,0.05326825414548986,0.0,0.06599829676063453,0.048475506740575235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236379499918276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071800199359545,0.0,0.0,0.14710194912613744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501458017381048,0.0,0.0,0.080137222087041,0.0,0.12104359301746755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053534910808889336 adhd,Stimbiotic,2019/10/20,"Constanlty tired. Is it pretty common to feel drained while on your meds all day? I can't seem to ever not be tired laitly. Meanwhile still being hyperactive and distracted. And constantly not being able to sleep still. Even on days inskip my meds. Bit of info. 27 year old male. 245lb. Recently diagnosed with adhd. 20mg Dexedrine SR in the morning. Dr has stated from the get go thats the highest she would go. Haven't tried to ask asked for more or a booster. Tho i have dosed up to 40mg. I definitely find 30 to be around a sweet spot for most of the day and could deal with the rest of the day with out. Or with a very minor boost. Was wondering if maybe dividing it up throughout the day might help better? Maybe 5mg 4x a day? Or maybe anyone has had better luck on different medication. Trying to get some advise before i go in to see her again.",0.9575636766334448,3.4224959302325613,2.6287043189368795,90.80422480620156,86.7906976744186,5.834330011074197,18.65559246954596,7.2636822038024595,0.4466569213732003,668,18,139,11,21,219,117,172,0.06,0.807,0.133,0.9219,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,11,0,15,7,1,0,2,28,26,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,3,8,4,27,17,6,29,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,10,16,85,11,1,0.11687051159106923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404556435500667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171857907921969,0.0,0.0,0.1040395333033864,0.21851630395652627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994481974440856,0.0,0.0,0.2067249402418305,0.12759232946032595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629550402005885,0.0,0.09331159366538873,0.0,0.0,0.4522308691202804,0.12048836568344935,0.0,0.11862110915999287,0.0,0.1221048099922665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719187067385529,0.10571606869718354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059093242226409076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681753030640027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212003730770744,0.0,0.19926061505760348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833584039483979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35223641207296325,0.0,0.2596335836136102,0.1177347450265886,0.0,0.12398114390432315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263594217869395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188993259954607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539553083260748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313066646193788,0.10639452440306693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169549140768366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866658830488443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686509214543101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869481157694654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643041173275654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674108445826646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830214582555058,0.0,0.0,0.07526077771441221 adhd,skskskskaks,2019/10/20,"Not allowed to go on meds I’m super pissed because my parents won’t let me take meds for my ADD. It took them long enough to get me diagnosed and now they won’t even help me with any solutions. I’ve researched side effects, risks, types of medication and I at least want to try before I reject any form of meds. Ugh.",1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000001,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,78.54545454545455,6.218181818181819,23.12121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.6908666666666674,249,8,55,3,6,81,51,66,0.161,0.708,0.131,-0.4939,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,2,5,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,2,0,8,9,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,9,5,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758225593711852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362528935045612,0.0,0.17256827021851867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583821673239852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954710624647047,0.0,0.13394780337379586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595487972047384,0.0,0.11525618545441607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593288586906838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073772293902677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947204168870695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6757968404609904,0.2043001463679627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251859315244523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248072097988238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531879357955675,0.1376882127093602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961697658191678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reeceislame,2019/10/20,Adderall and caffeine?? I just started Adderall four days ago and went to Taco Bell. I went on autopilot and got baja blast without thinking about the caffeine in it. I’m on 20ms XR and took it at around 11:30am or 12am. I’ve had about half my drink. Which is I think 32oz and baja blast has 72mg of caffeine per 16oz. How bad did I mess up?,0.1255405405405412,2.13625175675676,1.7310135135135134,99.12733108108112,85.48648648648648,4.2405405405405405,22.763513513513516,5.148860815047168,-0.09812972972972922,266,10,63,1,8,86,55,74,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.7608,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,2,6,0,5,0,11,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555212954653281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566086965679277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068147825304476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590108680825054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823808567047949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305444247634537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402887590432947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694052407329584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202627012469075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344318640528324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778682189947497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1234byfeist,2019/10/20,"New to Concerta, what to expect? Hey everyone, I’m 22 and just got diagnosed with ADHD and have been prescribed 18mg of Concerta daily. I’m supposed to take my first dose tomorrow. What can I expect in terms of physical/mental changes over the next few days-weeks? My main problems are impulsivity and trouble concentrating and I’m really hoping it helps with that.",4.669754901960786,7.0967307794117644,6.0094117647058845,72.16401960784316,72.08823529411767,9.827450980392157,30.450980392156865,10.125756701596842,3.704198039215687,295,13,49,9,6,99,52,68,0.079,0.8290000000000001,0.092,0.2303,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,10,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,9,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483246527950774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066063886087746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941758381363514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769492115300252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465330119390312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180706476085194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426990412967432,0.0,0.0,0.2878709789954073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799238915757545,0.30824219670679537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773323995890575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567535285562992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791941557775735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248769139647604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xdmhi,2019/10/20,Decided to double dose today(2x18mg concerta) and wow So I was in Straterra for about 6 and a half months. I went through the nausea which stopped once I started taking it after eating something and then the irritation that kept growing and that’s where I drew the line and decided to ask my doctor to switch my medication. I’ve been on 18mg Concerta for 2 weeks and it hasn’t been doing anything so today I decided to try and take 2 and the day that I thought would be wasted doing nothing again turned into one of the most productive days I’ve had ever. Is this how neurotypical people do their homework and study? I had only 2 or 3 breaks here or there and I was able to get back to doing my homework without any major distractions. I had my phone in front of me and only touched it 3 times for less than a minute.,3.5277902097902114,5.1023972848484895,4.735757575757578,83.71594405594406,73.12121212121212,7.5011655011655005,27.237762237762237,8.139509932561175,1.7696993006993011,652,24,128,10,13,215,106,165,0.055,0.897,0.048,-0.2869,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,7,0,15,4,0,1,1,25,24,17,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,8,12,1,2,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,10,1,15,1,20,12,4,22,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,13,93,23,3,0.18694517840163236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712913193643405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538399530630293,0.0,0.17476850606145442,0.0,0.0,0.14374930275365866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112834896062996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134631163954754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129158841982175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910261667772503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767113983715943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883275996093801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492178578391457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937894061570936,0.0,0.0,0.1990905137671438,0.12667889106419067,0.2843604644936252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960424811054233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391953164863872,0.0,0.0,0.13232075947422806,0.0,0.0,0.15629453999473114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811190170870288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841358967183144,0.10900923689929268,0.0,0.3544043403975721,0.0,0.0,0.12692350473090916,0.20334267144162166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995614575445992,0.0,0.0,0.17330005330191006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802084808249252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280049101731847,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Meatball-Princess,2019/10/20,"Do you get brainfog while on Vyvanse? For the first 1-2 hours while on Vyvanse I'm fine and can focus, but for the past couple of days I've had serious brain fog and towards the end of the day I feel really stupid. For instance, I had some trouble understanding stuff in a book I was reading but the next day when I didn't take vyvanse I could understand it just fine. &#x200B; Does this happen to you? Did you try taking any other medications that didn't do this?",4.942695035460993,5.454740574468089,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,68.78723404255321,8.394326241134753,29.49645390070922,8.344100000000001,1.9584028368794328,370,13,75,5,6,120,65,94,0.115,0.846,0.039,-0.8393,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,5,1,0,6,0,10,2,1,0,0,10,18,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,1,8,2,10,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,11,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179066879778515,0.22630165595431026,0.1266494023008183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790513098398247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486972693160427,0.2060707180436772,0.0,0.36032765435207215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297964208623658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495312120704025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416840297046376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841541853239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973025717551585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469117748150516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340861814333495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876169337740925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806806486722026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777868950033908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629012833389105,0.0,0.119309939477998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131999324900117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800581971036182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264445510422607,0.0,0.0,0.3877642524259329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630165595431026,0.0 adhd,NonyLem,2019/10/20,"Phones and Phorgetfullness Anyone start typing out a post to this sub, get 2 paragraphs in, realize you haven’t finished your sentence, go back to change it, not doing it cos ya boring, before deleting and accepting that the post is too niche and random anyway? Wait a minute...",7.7215333333333325,8.412900620000002,6.958000000000002,74.86233333333338,62.8,9.066666666666668,30.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.534066666666667,221,7,36,3,3,68,44,50,0.047,0.8740000000000001,0.079,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521591677041575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27730032544946026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30686748325456564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814961299938642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884130103244951,0.0,0.2049529471155508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6907630117523152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552540357625443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Caidmoon,2019/10/20,Is medication forever? Or does your brain get permanently changed after a while and you no longer need it? Not a fan of taking amphetamines for the rest of my life if thats what it calls for.,2.16,4.604149473684213,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,80.57894736842105,8.010526315789475,22.657894736842106,8.841846274778883,1.7031368421052626,152,5,32,4,4,51,34,38,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.5457,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196735586084677,0.3838769443800968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976948500861071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328987774622719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641322153511065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655376586832313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787201685669257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787548712122756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282660220167924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cementfilledcranium,2019/10/20,"First-Time Parent With ADHD? Hi everyone, I (25F) am getting married in roughly six weeks and we hope to start a family shortly afterwards. I am still in the middle of being assessed for ADHD, so unmedicated, but even without an official diagnosis, I relate very strongly to much of what I see on this subreddit and I would appreciate reading about your experiences or advice from an ADHD perspective about being a first-time parent.",7.556753246753246,8.851816103896105,8.80561038961039,59.35984415584417,63.28571428571429,11.354805194805195,37.477922077922074,11.20814326018867,4.995464415584417,348,17,49,10,5,120,59,77,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.8220000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,13,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,4,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343191935870616,0.17192168690518486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620343599760224,0.0,0.0,0.16811347221873574,0.0,0.17209823042223574,0.16585589983621926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930051379922634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191879802517444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474319411332925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933249925934884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907100873978384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598265258080345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019745013498247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452772830262268,0.0,0.14050195185351974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451648351075018,0.0,0.0,0.14112447850223325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695951022890363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249792060563292,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TeagueOlive18,2019/10/20,"ADD with anxiety/depression Hey everyone! I was officially diagnosed about 9 months ago and have been trying to find the right treatment and dosage. So far adderall 30-40 mg a day (broken up into 4 small doses) has worked the best and has improved my anxiety some but I am still struggling with it along with the depression. In the past I have tried every SSRI on the market along with Wellbutrin and I take amitriptylline at night for migraine prevention. Does anyone have a combination that works well? I know benzodiazepines work well for me but I doubt that would be prescribed along with another controlled substance which is understandable. Just wondering what has worked for others?",6.58925,9.221892758333336,5.6099999999999985,76.215,67.25,9.133333333333336,31.16666666666667,9.642632912329526,3.288316666666668,561,23,89,13,10,168,89,120,0.113,0.807,0.08,-0.7229,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,6,6,0,2,7,0,12,3,0,1,0,26,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,14,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,8,3,18,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,3,6,64,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976171527247326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771561256815162,0.12924433211998915,0.0,0.0,0.11813198096751495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729991909740567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948892417671406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895712461350723,0.0,0.291028371663302,0.17147809919760534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784704663470494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234550809178587,0.16143652268760478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441490294293947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284909678563556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348522378328479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585457312446947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127945196184396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428019393947014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492164690133407,0.0,0.0,0.17662055074059596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702745201054375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940844875285404,0.0,0.0,0.1758802473052241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038080835969095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832162960458698,0.4919830051246749,0.0,0.0,0.12001541677599616,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nebaritralk,2019/10/20,"Clonidine + Adderall, suddenly depressed and don't know why? I posted this to several FB groups and no one responded, so I figured I'd try here. I've never posted anything here before other than a few comments, but I hope maybe someone could share their experiences. I was having a lot of anxiety and very elevated heart rate so my prescriber added .1mg of Clonidine at night with my 10mg of Adderall IR (twice a day) because I had taken that combination as a teenager and I have a bad history with SSRIs and Wellbutrin. I took half of the .1mg tab at night for 3 nights and found myself depressed with no real reason why which isn't normal for me at all. I also was just finishing my period at the time (sorry if thats TMI) so I suppose a hormonal component is possible but that's also not a depression trigger for me. Usually when I'm depressed I know why, but I can't think of any reason for these feelings and that is why I assumed it was the Clonidine, also the timeline worked. I emailed my doctor and she said that isn't a potential side effect of Clonidine but after not taking it last night I don't feel depressed today at all. Has anyone else had a similar experience with this or should I look for something else as the cause? It wasn't an extreme depression but its certainly not something I want to feel every day either. Obviously I'm in contact with her about this, but I was hoping someone here may have some insight because I know it's a fairly common medication combination. She has since gotten back to me and said it wasn't a side effect of Clonidine and she doesn't know why it would be, then when I asked her what I should do, if I should give it another try or if we should switch meds she never got back to me. I didn't take it the last two nights and don't feel that way anymore, so I don't understand why that helped if the Clonodine can't cause it? TL;DR: Had anxiety and high heart rate, doc added half of a .1mg Clonidine at night to my existing 10mg IR adderral 2x a day and I had sudden, unexplained depression that stopped 24 hours after taking it and hasn't come back since I stopped taking it. Doctor said that Clonidine doesn't cause depression and then said to try not taking it and see what happens, then never answered after I told her I felt better not taking it and asked what she wanted to do next. Has anyone else experienced anything like this? 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I lately have been realizing that I'm not sleeping as much as I want. I regularly get like 5-6 hours a night when I really want 8-9 hours. It's just hard to fall asleep because I lay in bed for like two hours and get so bored that I inevitably reach for my phone or computer and then its 3:30 AM. Should I really just lay in bed for two hours and do nothing?",5.472210526315791,4.366472852631581,6.352631578947372,83.3584210526316,67.84210526315789,10.126315789473685,28.47368421052632,9.3871,1.964536842105264,351,9,81,6,5,117,62,95,0.046,0.826,0.128,0.6552,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,7,3,3,1,0,13,13,11,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,9,2,10,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,12,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801798250477228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515681385378566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587342007018524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6980155766940489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443965444532073,0.19988655590135426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731395458148492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302605887211974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628789808134284,0.0,0.1700258293916011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703457736370625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732552112186095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323050597219274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461925193629445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090314134201308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410941330329145 adhd,kranzberry,2019/10/20,"Staying in Shape Hello, all! So I am just trying to find ways to stay in shape. I sometimes get hyperfocused on a regime, but I don't stick with it long-term. Because of this, I have been all different shapes in my life: drastically skinny, toned and in-shape, a little bit thicker, and just plain fat. I am currently not fat, but a little thicker I guess. I have some musculature, but I'd like to get a little leaner, and maybe put on some more muscle. Anyway, I don't know how to sustain any sort of regime for longer than a month or so. Once I get bored of the excitement fo the new regime, I just stop. Or one interruption in my routine compounds, and I just continue to not go if I start missing it here and there, until I just give up on it altogether. So I am wondering if anything one has any ideas on how to start and maintain a regime so I don't give up on it at the slightest hiccup. I don't need to be an Adonis or anything, but I would just like to have a leaner, more healthy body. Any tips you guys have would be greatly appreciated!",4.0844459279038725,4.574042224299067,5.259279038718294,84.58168224299068,70.6822429906542,8.170360480640856,27.435246995994657,8.192908349453996,1.5618461949265692,812,26,176,11,14,270,111,214,0.057999999999999996,0.8440000000000001,0.098,0.8851,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,0,11,0,17,6,4,2,2,40,30,22,0,5,17,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,7,3,1,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,1,0,20,4,27,25,7,31,0,1,0,0,5,18,0,10,10,120,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27777601500923943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409261334070785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300055975218715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864910433725048,0.15124067341381384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225597038154586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444580543927433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341056602936584,0.2612300273358835,0.07738164220186014,0.0,0.0,0.15011450698323905,0.14999321902822707,0.13481767522391885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370563605888798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482879186905504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617231399324937,0.13303969287925768,0.4093977978942437,0.0,0.12049540994644058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678885815753153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867989444385864,0.0,0.0,0.10095931829148014,0.0,0.13150209707385785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500366333037187,0.18452816182312956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687624327220685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466359221785484,0.0,0.19274644979681127,0.2902522970215307,0.0,0.11383405682642572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244224046876166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807576131263984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476573769531443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934452558810089,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway3838929292,2019/10/20,"No meds, no motivation Hi, My mom’s final choice was for me not to take medication due to the long term risk and possible addiction. I am really struggling without medication. I jus lay down all day and have no motivation to do anything. I am also in my last year of high school and my grades could be better if I had the motivation to do work. Any tips on how to gain motivation without medication? Thanks!",3.4105786618444824,5.5435132405063285,5.689909584086803,74.36987341772152,74.82278481012659,9.577576853526224,27.74141048824593,9.957137785484203,3.0293132007233274,322,13,62,10,7,113,57,79,0.154,0.6709999999999999,0.175,0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,7,2,4,0,2,2,0,9,4,0,5,1,14,11,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,12,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,42,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844098243745306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557036235594245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378752400358653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979624726787485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099188948177973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533717854433548,0.0,0.0,0.1173951274198656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994063881222713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232605937481093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483798023579933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109196955580427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219573482514333,0.5501321428555146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131928548787297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521293653727052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661390996476663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422539063867696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029863474011585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686488118602555,0.0,0.0,0.16758996149924976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509433487978084,0.0,0.13252095211738826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722218706593884 adhd,karokara,2019/10/20,"Is your apartment/house/room a horrible mess too? Are you ashamed of it? Mine is, and I am. I clean it up if I'm expecting someone to come over, but once I finally manage to get it cleaned up it takes about 4 days and it's back to chaos again. But... Today I happaned to get unexpected guests. It was a nightmare... I felt so ashamed I could barely look them in the eye. Dirty clothes all over the floor, clumps of dust and hair and shit, old dishes, pots and pans and glasses and wrappers and bags and trash left on the tables everywhere. I get so angry at myself for not being able to keep my house decent looking. A bit of a mess is normal of course, but this is far beyond normal...",2.219004796163073,3.937570942446044,3.2742625899280604,92.21892386091127,76.98561151079137,6.072182254196644,23.09412470023981,6.816661863887847,0.545330455635491,527,16,115,5,12,169,93,139,0.226,0.762,0.012,-0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,0,7,5,1,2,7,0,9,4,3,0,1,22,19,15,0,5,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,10,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,5,13,0,19,15,2,18,0,0,3,0,4,11,1,1,6,75,20,1,0.20165885767535005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506321389392802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015924339525555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371124979175706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100818872317355,0.0,0.0,0.1300532803795469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362412770022053,0.22090742157625565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160752899188808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326872465208481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924365836666942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219102938910122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386853027323461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951657285844991,0.0,0.0,0.21160704845913855,0.2147601019911098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699991948809401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086489570059624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162236421737113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911490177249104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jma177,2019/10/20,"difficulty with ""channeling"" Does anyone else have an almost inability to ""channel"" energy?? Like whenever I talk to my family about my ADHD, they always ask why I can't do my college work if I have the long term goals in mind. They ask why I can't just think of the future I want and use that to motivate me. Motivation is a big struggle for me and I wish they understood that I can't just conjure up the motivation to get tasks done. I'm constantly trying different things to try to get that motivation but it's difficult.",4.030412621359222,5.648902563106795,6.157463592233013,73.84842839805826,71.9126213592233,10.586893203883497,28.408980582524272,10.686352973137794,3.4144961165048544,416,16,79,14,8,146,70,103,0.083,0.7809999999999999,0.136,0.3086,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,6,3,3,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,5,0,18,18,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,15,1,12,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,51,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287429800076426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059075708811188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837209646177242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308508528464916,0.19501839636486198,0.0,0.0,0.35587085918305844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056820873902275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198857215024912,0.0,0.0,0.1665614734410825,0.1947764868735549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899859088786614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179428778904727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988820138968081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298696828956007,0.0,0.0,0.16843849562845936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921818212162233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897711750722014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298225595501488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644862273149915,0.12195754184224375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844688895624546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438638656631396,0.0,0.0,0.11226318816849183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434914076717657,0.0,0.21887327098266607,0.0,0.0,0.1385645099222124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Royalmalepostbox,2019/10/20,"Concerta may have brought on high blood pressure - anyone else experienced this? (details in text) I've been taking Concerta 36mg for 5 weeks, and for the first 4 weeks I had 0 side effects whatseover - no racing heart, no anxiety, absolutely nothing, and the drug was working great. I had an alcohol heavy weekend last weekend and took Concerta on the following day when i was hungover. As usual it worked great, but after 10 hours or so, i started to feel palpatations, high blood pressure etc, which eventually turned into a panic attack I presumed this was just because i was hungover and the Concerta didn't react well that day, but every day since I've had the same symptoms. To see whether this was the Concerta, i've now not taken my dose since Thursday - i.e. 3 days without any of it at all, yet I'm still having these symptoms! I can feel my heart beating strongly almost all the time and feel my heart skipping beats every few minutes or so. Is this possible, that even when i'm not taking the drug, the Concerta has semi-permanently raised my blood pressure etc? It feels like some sort of switch has been flicked, and this is now the new normal, but i cant understand why it's not going away when im not taking Concerta? Anyone had similar experiences?",7.6522915319974185,7.461277163865549,7.613865546218487,73.08294440853265,63.07563025210084,10.516354234001293,37.21525533290239,10.035473477838034,3.7649537168713634,1007,45,176,19,13,324,142,238,0.11699999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.046,-0.9415,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,7,12,10,1,4,12,0,21,12,6,2,2,35,39,18,0,1,12,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,13,7,1,0,7,2,0,4,9,5,1,1,15,6,12,5,15,23,7,37,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,6,25,111,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108067784769786,0.1038246564386995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050874852232808,0.0,0.07931805837725213,0.0,0.0,0.14499667736149194,0.10623662086848848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795564050928645,0.09741463198930612,0.0,0.0,0.06320486951961747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267470686844149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404812941538155,0.0,0.08661476729188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312703748493971,0.06848237508007023,0.0,0.17471666471349526,0.0,0.0,0.10142295247306704,0.0,0.0,0.20970320027324066,0.07407194705495568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819364880088094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892606764562713,0.0,0.0,0.22862418892608286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685984995219273,0.0,0.2190959042747473,0.0,0.0,0.10210796023166503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199662829129248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451638607739964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050654817596828834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013875703880706,0.0,0.0,0.10158841104709547,0.09948769744135988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165096006357802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688825228797417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262280958380114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153713019280567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338814488811889,0.0,0.08280226211652855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553497508151725,0.23387263539104775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045903683969345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115196858372093,0.0,0.11277853522750834,0.0,0.10793881243635364,0.0,0.0,0.11419339593821105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663382736801116,0.0,0.09322446452757753,0.0,0.09355877991155433,0.0,0.0,0.099947779572889,0.0,0.15096653014101305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WarKittyKat,2019/10/20,"ADHD and managing special diets? **Disclaimer: This is not a post about trying to fix ADHD with diet. It's a post about dealing with ADHD and other conditions that require dietary management.** So basically the problem is, to manage some stomach stuff, I have to be on a pretty restrictive diet. Low fat, high protein, ton of different seasonings I can't eat, few other things. Which means that I can't eat most stuff you might buy out, or stuff like microwave or premade oven meals. Everything has to be fixed at home. And I feel like step 1 of the expectation on me just ends up being ""stop having ADHD."" I saw a dietician who was absolutely no help. When I tried to explain I just got the plan for people who have trouble cooking. Actually *cooking* is the easy part for me. It's all the other stuff. It's expecting me to be able to plan meals 2 to 3 weeks in advance, regularly have a lot of different fresh stuff that goes bad easily on hand or ingredients that require a special trip to get, do recipes that often have to be started hours before they're ready, that sort of thing. Or just get up 30min earlier in the morning to fix this one thing before work. Plus dishes, I absolutely have a massive struggle to ever stay on top of the dishes. (The people I've seen also struggled to comprehend how anyone doesn't have a dishwasher.) When it comes to the actual cooking, it's often the fairly easy tasks that are the challenge too. I know how, but managing something that starts with ""chop a bunch of different stuff up"", for example, is a problem. But I don't know how to get this across to anyone, honestly. The fix seems to always be ""well just, you know, start meal planning, it's easy!"" and then present this ridiculously complicated sample plan. And they can't help you if you ~~won't~~ can't do it because you're not invested in your health enough.",4.372863179074447,6.163414526760565,5.309572434607648,79.57751760563379,71.33802816901408,8.339034205231389,29.01659959758551,8.942964678507748,2.4851951710261573,1467,58,267,29,28,480,185,355,0.063,0.8340000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.8695,3,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,5,1,10,18,15,1,2,22,0,30,17,3,3,2,51,47,21,0,5,13,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,34,11,14,4,7,3,2,4,10,8,1,1,4,5,19,7,45,35,9,36,0,1,2,0,12,16,0,13,15,192,53,8,0.08162554005945044,0.0,0.15930950494462678,0.0,0.3923921476201685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527591489504718,0.06791898821514332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414895099581192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815391644855509,0.04975817159936932,0.0,0.13891464517098348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031317514195899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415234763585698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558439487545709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704661063846654,0.0,0.0,0.07229600074880638,0.08434100276364435,0.0,0.0,0.07383497413413373,0.0,0.0,0.07335977216022761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04127232562711873,0.058313302128025477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279379271334119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528340102053468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676413210086231,0.0,0.0,0.10942375781862036,0.08624186462593812,0.08187707201936241,0.0,0.0803847147456229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134577786373151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975623161552302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939511520160946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891414247178046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659179882594226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531157842986426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839250553357371,0.0,0.1131777437264962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634940798730765,0.08304251915181801,0.0,0.15620923613383547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430882602923722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283932860084254,0.0,0.0,0.1733249321352842,0.0870019650796865,0.0,0.06824260643943901,0.0,0.1706654745499077,0.5606502877722633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268514547058768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083676731839384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547508465901458,0.0,0.07339116334672237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942436531877005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beardcricket,2019/10/20,"Can you get a script for vyanese via online psychiatrist appointment? Pretty much. Got an online/Skype psych appointment I remember reading that you need to have a physical prescription copy for stimulant medication. Could I still get it prescribed m, and the doctor simply calls it in?",7.5312500000000036,10.397862958333338,7.035833333333336,65.9925,65.25,11.466666666666667,34.91666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.080566666666668,234,11,33,8,4,73,40,48,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,21,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31480857863010664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461523137614065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31555792195769605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221478549355376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465755238444381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105796263894868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266358356777053,0.2286004045756513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136517451776229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838324288816865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492435881969678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462086285738378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,likealady91,2019/10/20,"What could have been. Just finished my first whole week on medication after being diagnosed with ADHD and all I can think about is how much more I COULD HAVE done in school and if I would be in a better place financially and educationally had I been diagnosed sooner.. I know I shouldn’t do that to myself and I’m sure it’ll pass but man, imagine what could’ve been?",6.599520547945204,6.177925082191784,7.045308219178088,77.05645547945207,65.30136986301369,10.03972602739726,27.839041095890412,9.516144504307137,2.0577698630136987,293,7,60,5,4,96,56,73,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,1,2,18,20,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,8,2,7,8,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590568999257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906421159121475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163127284408224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375704105300966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058903344791628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335216095038784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846415836176526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715039203290365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845875384111913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521055575340865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181545815081209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315935292270096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381198352454572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290633930377106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066101899799086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312507962925515,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoSleepOnWednsdays,2019/10/20,I forgot to do my business homework I didn't realise I had to do it and now it's night and my medication has worn off I'm so screwed,-2.376774193548385,-0.65732158064516,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,103.51612903225808,3.7703225806451615,22.32903225806452,5.6839178017228535,0.1351883870967745,105,5,26,1,5,38,23,31,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.7443,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7317081285519449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6816180855955996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonuser122,2019/10/20,"bad idea to take another ritalin? I’ll keep this short. i’m diagnosed with adhd and was prescribed 10mg ritalin 2x a day. I took one at 8 am, waited an hour, and it did nothing to help me focus/stay on task. took another one at 12 pm and it is now 1:30 and nothing. this has been the reality of the past few days of being on the ritalin and i’m frustrated because i really need to study for my midterms this week and can’t for the life of me stay focused. would it be okay to take one more to see if anything happens or should i just assume ritalin won’t work for me and talk to my doctor",1.4025697924123115,2.9336163149606307,3.8717823908375095,87.86754473872585,78.76377952755905,7.767788117394417,24.931281317108088,8.575989854853784,1.637368503937008,460,17,104,10,11,161,83,127,0.07400000000000001,0.89,0.036000000000000004,-0.6866,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,1,12,7,0,0,0,18,23,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,5,1,8,1,17,13,2,14,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,6,65,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888841969243256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32960661518805723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933505299668205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122788367410482,0.09580754701612773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271943127185071,0.0,0.0,0.15952120096884048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086708858056645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389822628015152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053457300069053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477784029883646,0.0,0.0,0.17742241735866945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969725476025602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101170307848723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653734219150615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30161195878051594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195012887705841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003368936870648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068520741025216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252417539023266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350382295788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363400550338811,0.12632488463151595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34923664927965514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260698906374806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144194509400698,0.0,0.0,0.11164693047373236,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snorkinporkin94,2019/10/20,"Just checked in to my hotel for a work conference Drove 4 hours in the pouring rain on I-81 without accident or getting lost. SCORE! Check in, ask the clerk for 2 keys because ""I don't trust myself"". Way to think ahead! Made it to my room, again, without getting lost or confused about the layout. Hells yeah! Look out the window wondering if I can see my car. Yeah! Oh shit, I left my lights on. Better go take care of that. Leave the room, halfway to the elevator GAHTDAMMIT I FORGOT MY KEY Now I'm sitting in my car, laughing at myself at what I did wrong, but finally learning how to remember what I did right, too. PS I have my first therapy appointment next Thursday.",1.2269869779973028,3.834144954198479,2.548118545127977,90.51887292321513,88.00763358778627,5.525101032779523,24.499775482712174,7.048011613610866,1.2022021553659634,523,22,103,8,17,168,93,131,0.102,0.813,0.085,-0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,6,10,2,1,7,2,5,1,1,2,0,16,21,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,2,4,3,6,0,1,7,3,16,4,21,14,0,27,1,2,2,0,1,13,2,5,8,63,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695317226212308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054533379303737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038361711875282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489181654541925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865297504477886,0.0,0.15425071547839014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894890213360328,0.0,0.10306170816435492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858684991402715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201661619829907,0.1970302778647276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228289414553972,0.0,0.3959157735173453,0.0,0.0,0.1715916344575008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928609033276743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542687067890056,0.15486638528154753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450731618906346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861465293783479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634776740493754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073821328167217,0.0,0.0,0.116197612822976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394205466701787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496173867214021,0.19665932460003144,0.1320202509146476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827068419851784,0.0,0.0 adhd,Simbacutie,2019/10/20,"Women with adhd- how do you feel closer to your period? I obsess over stupid things from the past or will react and feel put of control, depressed, and remember my trauma etc. It’s horrible.",2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,80.3888888888889,6.933333333333335,20.11111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.4125777777777777,151,4,25,3,4,50,34,36,0.341,0.659,0.0,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39288399780900896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366658954892484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815683266495659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645926479541268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305924726496576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31207394077985484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286362702100509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703269108027208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718542101066732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Utlegjarl,2019/10/20,"No appetite & very cold feet/hands. How to deal with side-effects? So I'm taking (or trying) to take my ADHD medication Ritalin every day (20/30mg). While on it I actually function, somewhat, as a normal person, however the side-effects are really destroying the balance. I get no appetite and forget to eat for 6-12 hours and my hands/feet lose a lot of blood circulation it seems as they get very cold. This despite me usually being too hot, being in t-shirt and small jacket despite the northern autumn weather here. I also become rather introverted, as I'd say I'm a introvert that people observe/or think is an extrovert in a sense. More ""in-my-shell"". &#x200B; My doctor says they only prescribe Ritalin, so don't know what to do there. I also am unable to functionally study without my medication, but it throws my whole system off. I'm currently always tired, maybe because of stress related to a current assignment that I was supposed to work on today (and past week), yet I only procrastinated (no meds today). Even if I eat, I never enjoy the food I eat and its just a chore because ""I have to"". I try to drink a lot, set timer for eating etc. but it just lessens the tireness because I actually eat something. &#x200B; Do you guys have any tips to deal with these side-effects?",5.7484756097560945,6.606886398373983,6.859095528455285,73.27083841463416,67.130081300813,9.239430894308944,32.85467479674797,9.354420925462401,3.1045211382113824,1018,43,177,19,16,343,153,246,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.9538,3,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,2,2,13,4,1,1,13,0,11,15,1,1,1,25,21,18,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,2,10,7,7,0,3,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,5,21,1,25,18,6,22,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,6,13,113,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.17908188717526335,0.0,0.11027327957142144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467550103876109,0.07634861830014478,0.2982538407130371,0.2229879721403457,0.06239745191601285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678014241931682,0.10133765927354003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059175243040995265,0.18919349765221105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939164933951171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898862729235485,0.0,0.4694481708697474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233256437457362,0.0606041916174397,0.0,0.07730866675313455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095212033274868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587779226902304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085319414924976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036150367609876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042688018719748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026518646492947,0.0,0.15601590370101995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218156793609744,0.0,0.10192059937323916,0.18486970157178648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076813949355247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990172320996387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956964969231392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759180091448111,0.06361228710058478,0.080118089507045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058781455549219624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593663536387658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353151812077718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063850683973227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510656778385624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797868422585802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879375230209793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092081044141886,0.17394854705561086,0.0,0.0,0.12459305216397877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105663597084466,0.15141716606642525,0.0,0.0,0.07360139451674279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024426673735388,0.0,0.08844982928659806,0.0,0.06679970218460303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229879721403457,0.0 adhd,saedl,2019/10/20,"Meds that don't have shitty side effects? I am having an awful time trying to find medication that works for me - one that is strong enough to help me function but that won't affect my sleep. My doctor started me on Concerta, which I have found to be the most effective so far but unless I take them before 6am it can take me hours to fall asleep at night. He then prescribed me with Medikenet 40g but the sleeping issue persisted (perhaps even worse than with concerta). I am now on Medikenet 5g x2 but it seems to have next to no effect on my concentration. Any advice? I would also like to know whether there are any long-term health risks associated with ADHD. I've heard that there is greater risk of heart disease and high blood pressure, which scares me a little bit. I am 24f, completely healthy and always generally try not to take medication if I can help it but my ADHD is so severe and affects every aspect of my life. I don't really see any other alternatives",4.453365744203439,5.826959890052358,5.2375205684368025,81.81158376963353,70.51832460732984,7.970231862378459,26.73186237845924,8.418075326091056,1.7513736724008973,773,25,150,12,14,251,125,191,0.121,0.7609999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.1201,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,7,6,0,4,4,1,18,10,5,5,0,27,27,15,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,2,20,2,20,22,4,16,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,3,8,97,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193680688571693,0.12983911971293627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062561675066743,0.1105585636030616,0.0,0.0,0.27106866410622665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306266507448222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505973142405876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393117673559056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359981731114167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729032724770973,0.0,0.08775944506563695,0.0,0.1119487862464449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144086030223104,0.0,0.0,0.1456852017787137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412346984167656,0.0,0.1574517031194727,0.17812004869911502,0.1403845511551292,0.0,0.0,0.13085027959731008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386818591501169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302192972979665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385007801083024,0.06491361721904522,0.13317074209296814,0.0,0.11758585349432475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758872287603733,0.26770528549911704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130885412875974,0.12468958392388392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003621553450099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511998562266858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302614514630154,0.0,0.1058802635037164,0.12095994485074688,0.0,0.15010538814368182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659321057381445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404613759741216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29970532818055623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774776213011121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042014628239444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673101212662023,0.0,0.135405978902695,0.09438710373825487,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eiraen,2019/10/20,"Got myself a book about ADD to potentially sensitive my family about my assumed diagnosis. But it will probably don't have the effect i want. I don't want it to be discussed like using a wire brush and rhetoric like ""Ah i dont think so..."", ""So if you mean it seriously, get a diagnosis."" etc. I tried to sensitive my dad about my assumed ASD before but im hesitating to get a diagnosis as i dont want my employer (the local state) to know. Im paranoid but i think it could be my obligation anyway to let him know that as im in my education to become a state official. And he could question if I will be able anymore to work for him my entire work life. Soooo, i will probably swallow it down until i can't be fired in 3 years. Sry for my English.",2.652849462365591,3.910590967741939,5.358467741935487,79.65103494623656,74.80645161290323,9.03763440860215,27.755376344086017,9.516144504307137,2.486924731182796,580,23,123,15,12,209,82,155,0.049,0.872,0.079,0.2928,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,7,1,16,2,0,2,0,23,28,12,0,7,5,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,9,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,2,22,2,19,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,4,81,28,5,0.14800597022389167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678215207152165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346096587377348,0.1259421795057308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634144773674046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346923789622906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506578041097048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952685653305874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465402144167795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837389499073765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796155373814261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268042108907502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134613226520874,0.10454099382568398,0.14461648196213334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612218910107852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191509375976489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580055940829458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967249900064906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048633841497827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278296375555492,0.0,0.0,0.2618932678215359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550021813118173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531099225784022 adhd,kelsiejoy,2019/10/20,"taking 2 vyvanse I was diagnosed with combined type ADHD about 3 weeks ago and put on 30mg of vyvanse. I’ve been taking it only on days that I feel like I need it to try to minimize dependency, but when I take it I don’t feel a bit of increase in productivity, not even a dent in my appetite. I have like 4 assignments to get done today that I’ve procrastinated to the last possible second and I already took one vyvanse 2 hours ago and it’s not helping. Is it safe to take another one to make 60 mg? I’m planning on telling my doctor that it’s not working but my appointment isn’t until next week.",2.5885714285714307,3.970438650793653,4.963682539682541,81.9174285714286,75.19047619047619,7.897142857142858,28.473015873015875,8.548686976883017,2.1033073015873014,474,20,99,9,10,167,79,126,0.02,0.8759999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.858,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,2,0,15,18,7,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,4,2,10,3,16,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,13,58,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183458299789705,0.0,0.2829904823358004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614680791998133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673775482744109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426584434129205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029429623993018,0.0,0.0,0.1620129347265694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337984520908547,0.0,0.16334869002727587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542880262599168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141932348138135,0.11403396387828404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339588869656553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699123862956217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719548238828085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011320614972954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559664588217784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065489012983187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835766468037275,0.0,0.0,0.16975977092953987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163279494230758,0.12139969742419117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994978219370067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046416297254373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800634107181437,0.0,0.13951663326328942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130295896337528,0.0,0.17734587666163135,0.10837283655299204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560782245718614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620669180032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kasero,2019/10/20,"To those who are medicated and lead a healthy happy lifestyle, what are some great career choices for people living with adult ADHD? I’m sure this question has been asked many times in this sub before, however I would like to specifically hear from people who (by their own regard) successfully manage their happy adult lives with ADHD.",15.11372881355932,10.403005542372883,12.715,56.44504237288138,52.89830508474577,14.511864406779662,43.059322033898304,11.20814326018867,4.8555355932203375,273,8,41,4,2,84,48,59,0.0,0.688,0.312,0.9690000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,6,8,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,26,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835873562692031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808735459317175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711995676079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218148826243874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283452355353869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267579983730201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829224521149058,0.0,0.3553124317693113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397710263601687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267976654188932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789623911138458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538107718357606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962107245440804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731666909940115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292101939315416,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wackOverflow,2019/10/20,"Huel Has anyone had experience drinking huel throughout the day? I’m trying a huel only diet for multiple reasons. Mainly, 1. I don’t have time to meal prep 2. I have a hard time finding food that doesn’t cause my medication to wear off quickly 3. It’s pretty cheap. 4. Trying to lose weight I’m pretty sure huel is the answer to all of the aforementioned but I would appreciate any input from those with experience. Thanks.",1.7116629711751656,4.466629634146344,3.5782483370288247,82.6857095343681,88.02439024390246,5.908647450110864,20.869179600886927,7.348242739294969,1.094570731707317,338,11,61,6,11,113,62,82,0.038,0.8,0.163,0.8807,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,8,7,1,2,2,9,11,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,9,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352542151398346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907076926916415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043181324552536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826967780658374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483964365217254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891114825152619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178480681538048,0.0,0.24050248035617744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816926536109956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251064682046506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003640022262722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126726209817498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046918318475427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044953636421348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874545132533039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831141618701363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195248099669666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27007089175689264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421983691274173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128804239545326,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inseong98,2019/10/20,"21M - visited my neurologist who almost immediatley diagnosed me with moderate/severe ADHD. He said to get a psychologists' full diagnosis before he gives me meds. Do I do that or just find a psychiatrist? okay since high school *i COULD NEVER GET ANY WORK DONE.* i NEVER WENT HOME and got homework done because *i LITERALLY COULD NOT BRING MYSELF TO START.* the procrastination was like that *for ALL 2 YEARS of high school and* my grades fucking SUCKED. **i couldn't even get into a half-decent university or college ANYWHERE** and now i'm a senior in college with again... POOR FUCKING GRADES and still have never ONCE came home to get work done and study. i can't ever make todolists and cross things off every day, sticking to a time table (like going to the gym) every day is MENTALLY EXHAUSTING and to be able to cross off even five things off from a list feels like such an EXTREME mental chore that's completely wearing out. I'm also SUPER impulsive and am VERY hasty but end up fucking everything up and am very clumsy. i visited my neurologist by getting a referral, and told him everything and started crying practically because **I HAVE SO MUCH REGRET** and he almost instantly wrote me 'ADHD' on his doctor's note and said to get fully diagnosed by a psychologist so he knows what medication to give me. so what do I do? ignore my pediatrician, find a psychologist, and use my neuro as my 'psychiatrist' or med doctor, or do i find a psychiatrist and a psychologist traditional combo to treat me instead of my neurologist?",2.7407044278320853,5.733979719858159,4.663992716120379,75.19905405405406,85.13475177304966,7.587655740847231,24.64289821736629,8.441846121484758,2.425611730879816,1219,48,205,32,37,413,159,282,0.055,0.903,0.042,-0.6878,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,3,13,13,4,0,14,1,19,10,1,2,5,47,48,25,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,6,2,4,0,8,20,0,1,5,1,1,8,6,7,0,1,11,3,25,6,28,33,3,35,0,1,0,3,15,12,4,6,18,135,33,13,0.08765321866455754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068427046580898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554407402270206,0.0,0.0,0.07009624729781098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960719444884245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686517706030499,0.0,0.07458643311893093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025193106836253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190273209751598,0.0,0.0,0.1399679253926646,0.0,0.09628294482495424,0.11305814933756687,0.0,0.0,0.17793234371753602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794335669761396,0.0,0.2690990257240489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763473488313488,0.0,0.0,0.1157882485014932,0.07928735452356582,0.14770323435442329,0.0,0.15755412204707545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432010104133841,0.06261947692790112,0.0,0.0,0.240340361662378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310196469070505,0.27477113399427555,0.16816990878174096,0.04981534413628485,0.0,0.07010428623995864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852208760295072,0.17584665025431545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048171916648336574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284688053132301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850920409698977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947259318653099,0.08830139621824072,0.17666765631364476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644352012270518,0.0,0.2028106976508986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933478171861649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675656667019628,0.0,0.0,0.17741947374107614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902318759419322,0.0,0.07250764826269081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408279863882875,0.0,0.06999997365179404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646580730347272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111129669181575,0.0,0.0,0.08375640673014828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570423784606893,0.0,0.14464617037186864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812554118620647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762517426518746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644579899631531 adhd,freddythepole19,2019/10/20,"Stigma Against ADHD Testing At Universities I went to visit a primary care physician as an adult for the first time, and he agreed to refer me to a specialist who could evaluate me for ADHD, which is a huge win because I've been trying to get an official diagnosis and treatment for the past ten years. He asked my why my university didn't offer ADHD testing since most major universities offer evaluations for multiple different learning disabilities. I told him that my university does, but it costs $300 and they don't take insurance because they're trying to crack down on Adderall abuse on campus. He joked, ""That seems pointless. If you had $300, you could just buy the Adderall yourself. The only people that's harming are people that actually have ADHD"". Which put to words exactly why the extreme skepticism of ADHD treatment and disability accommodations in academic environments have always angered me. People who are going to abuse the system will always find ways to do so, and by putting in these unnecessary measures and fostering an environment that doesn't believe neurological disorders are real disabilities, you're just making life even harder for people who actually benefit from accommodations and treatment.",12.809145702306086,10.983365061320756,12.298553459119502,48.8430922431866,54.04716981132076,15.082599580712788,47.14046121593292,13.5591,6.732073794549267,1011,50,138,30,9,336,132,212,0.10400000000000001,0.831,0.065,-0.93,1,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,2,1,2,4,7,2,0,12,0,15,3,0,1,1,22,24,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,7,0,0,4,1,2,5,3,3,0,2,5,0,12,4,24,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,3,4,91,24,5,0.0,0.2539361925427732,0.20914708284360076,0.0,0.6439326472863239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833284033898109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018093864045534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064853150170305,0.0,0.0,0.1207335931781181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925763887766538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111845423296554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196029088953814,0.12281562977839945,0.0,0.09377719091116456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077873750837345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794308484624052,0.09115097294865647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055987126556595636,0.0,0.06090198637845232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569088468712179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153070630567976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150066304048538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022971665713586,0.2971673906267535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545252507182594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219725194131656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755522245172717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864457093274504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057163054182595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062486359351328666,0.0,0.0,0.10239679420526476,0.0,0.1455103797134665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505930290459815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933919101031542,0.19339201706194084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900808056629493 adhd,diamond923,2019/10/20,I have adhd-pi and Hyperfocusing is worse when I'm on meds than when I'm off of them. Is this totally normal? Meds don't make me hyperactive but I can easily get sidetracked and hyper focus on a video game for 7 hours plus with zero breaks and without eating. Is there a specific reason for this?,3.096,4.861003266666671,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,74.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,22.0,8.841846274778883,1.5339000000000005,236,6,46,5,5,82,46,60,0.038,0.899,0.063,0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,11,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33204768706553783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827143256104716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443504686158344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720906498113134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844261638469475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137932855129854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707061889434463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840728190371311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663343409219509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815637910851561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hereeyeam69,2019/10/20,"when does NOT taking your meds help you? so... i started a new job a month ago. i really like it here. but it’s a fast paced food service job and i’m finding myself get super overwhelmed and working too fast and making a lot of little mistakes. to the point where my manager cut my hours and we had a convo about if working here will only do more harm than good for me. i’m thinking of skipping out on my vyavnse one morning to see if it helps with the anxiety i’ve been getting. i have anxiety outside of work, but it’s usually due to build up of procrastination, not really in the moment like this job has been making me feel. is this a good idea? or would it only make things worse? - i don’t want to get fired because i’m incapable of doing simple tasks. :/ and to broaden the conversation: are there ever days where you skip out on your meds on purpose? (aside from if you don’t take it over the weekend or something) i’ve been taking my meds for less than a year so it’s still a learning process and would like to hear from anyone who has some words of advice.",3.855657492354737,4.657849825688076,4.855064220183486,86.13962996941898,71.38532110091742,7.4647094801223215,26.918654434250765,7.554174236665415,1.3352026911314985,834,27,175,9,15,273,129,218,0.126,0.741,0.133,-0.2831,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,5,0,4,12,10,1,1,13,0,16,1,0,3,1,35,34,16,0,7,9,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,10,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,4,17,6,28,27,4,28,0,1,1,0,11,12,0,7,19,116,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443630119164105,0.10380892115675862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917415887754487,0.0,0.0,0.0818844353914961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713877745171223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552478641081409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248174828552252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593063039784008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921317807632918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703432753736926,0.0,0.14160711066539378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355183884015136,0.0,0.0,0.19644878602623247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198890299035484,0.0,0.15698966217783775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532750714972935,0.0,0.0,0.13220035288609747,0.0,0.0,0.3486340035853416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163873880094013,0.1173726931125126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956078926069327,0.0,0.0,0.2345109221254645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902408052566864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347425875520546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310335836849485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935521668540015,0.17813138469311585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070464076428577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004439853997795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331968478645193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015523836131392,0.0,0.0,0.08288944157818172,0.0,0.0935223703871064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641512764430167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778011604850767,0.07503789349593472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289776003421898,0.0,0.06907316292253653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25576742809335234,0.0,0.119342763714948,0.16637991779177838,0.0,0.0,0.07541352725058154 adhd,MuDelta,2019/10/20,"If you frequently find yourself with an abhorrently messy desk, create a storage space for the most common items. Since getting a desk bin, a stationery caddy, and a moneybox my desk has almost been tidy. Pretty lame tip but I figured isolating the most common types of item which litter your desk seemed like an easy task with an easy solution that might help productivity. You might end up having to find a new way to procrastinate though.",5.43766726943942,8.074082025316457,5.241808318264013,77.58253164556963,70.51898734177216,8.05858951175407,26.475587703435806,8.841846274778883,2.254503074141049,356,12,59,7,7,110,61,79,0.040999999999999995,0.722,0.237,0.9540000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,4,4,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,7,6,37,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529831426857164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237646508052208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618180009479701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319943256115466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693397193791725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342747269656178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360236645511212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440019387425208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257026392988954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999458249359245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089869775253573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482181809936111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005344087900515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LostRedditor_,2019/10/20,How do I get medically diagnosed with adhd? I’ve taken plenty of online stuff and came back positive but I want to be 100%. Is there a way I can be tested by a doctor?,-0.05249999999999844,1.98118652777778,3.9811111111111153,82.55000000000003,86.5,6.933333333333335,17.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,0.8706333333333336,129,3,27,3,4,49,31,36,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006514302224499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25634445456023824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812916785510124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383681555136909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34122298299707593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417444528923914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358397910509292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816341059370033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663294978292006,0.2646172041910665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Texj931,2019/10/20,"I'd love to hear y'alls advice on how to be less messy Is it even possible??? I'm just kidding, but really. I can't keep my bedroom clean. Clothes end up all over the floor, things are put in random places, and i feel trapped under it all. What are some strategies for dealing with this???? I've consulted Google but I'd like to hear from people who are actually like me.",0.4064000000000014,2.8328531733333366,1.8096666666666683,95.4465,90.6,5.133333333333333,19.5,6.742157984588678,0.22060000000000013,288,9,63,4,10,92,60,75,0.076,0.7440000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.8228,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,12,12,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,11,11,4,9,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,3,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2381380417274193,0.0,0.0,0.2384632551311605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515841760946217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613811491070686,0.0,0.0,0.16117948877907387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233888813576397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500790067578664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216905043235715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384414265687508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024656878934465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917964981137526,0.0,0.2549593717604425,0.0,0.0,0.2751071166271205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453175139153139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633184276954687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212266377942303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chiyochiyo01,2019/10/20,"Anyone else feel pain on their chest when having taken meds? I took 20 mg methylfenidaat and now 2 hours later I’m having such weird pain in my chest. It feels as if I’m being stabbed. I don’t know if it’s connected or not. I don’t feel like calling a doctor as it might have way other reasons or is part of the medicine? Anyone else who experienced this and what did you do to get rid of the pain?",1.9853109243697489,3.41428309411765,3.1668907563025246,93.9852941176471,76.88235294117648,5.798319327731093,20.378151260504197,6.1826913282559595,-0.09118487394957996,313,7,72,2,7,101,62,85,0.19899999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.9446,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,10,6,2,1,0,13,19,9,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,4,6,1,7,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,5,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615649635536355,0.3607094293950398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973751896029966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016535072758014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29408656856390386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26700511001232,0.1257497157663163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196391095258198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334561176154695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967367522635428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599515968265152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552008245443628,0.0,0.0,0.1867308777360948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618975062936604,0.0,0.0,0.1906140115734825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809793046360361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955662403030369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397175857935798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ginzuru,2019/10/20,"Extreme mental friction Lately I've been struggling with managing my ADHD without meds (mostly because my insurance doesn't take any providers in the area), and I have been getting better with actually getting started on important assignments and setting schedules for myself and all of that, but the one thing I just can't seem to beat is that insurmountable moment of powerlessness I face when I'm already doing something I know I should be doing but then something much more interesting comes up. I'm sure y'all don't need an example, but here's one anyway: Last night I was working on this essay I have due on Monday, but the prospect of going to a bar near campus was brought to my attention and it took everything in me not to drop everything and go. Still, in the time I wasted struggling against myself, two hours passed and by then I was much too tired to either go out or keep writing. So I just fell asleep. It's very difficult for me to resolutely tell myself no when it comes to doing things that are much more interesting than the things I'm currently working on (video games, parties, etc). I'm sure this is a pretty base ADHD symptom that most of us face, but does anyone have any tips on how to power through these moments and spare yourself the inevitable regret of having given in later on?",9.841235337243404,7.8525146411290345,9.142243401759533,69.67313782991204,59.846774193548384,11.598826979472143,39.884164222873906,10.018931242160765,3.9788741935483873,1053,43,183,16,11,335,150,248,0.091,0.794,0.115,0.6322,3,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,5,10,9,0,2,9,0,20,6,3,1,3,37,40,19,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,12,1,1,3,3,0,9,6,4,0,3,8,0,20,5,35,30,10,43,0,1,0,0,5,14,0,4,18,137,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.11945826280756718,0.0,0.2942353270781209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508673157923462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649123654165307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559461277596372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462234901561618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826510574774108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089739141081765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712518831160027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365238055244112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003535684241154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791237223307916,0.0,0.20871184227055453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205529875085814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880705775181217,0.0,0.0,0.0672754525986481,0.09978362913080258,0.13808815895391613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359741952408344,0.0,0.12336437249122074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699648027800383,0.09076832142360328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487710916236515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659015907349085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453889779506085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144097487225048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884803303672235,0.0,0.0,0.08664515571462504,0.0,0.09775986169901553,0.0,0.0,0.25594707758394386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074721682122676,0.1272348654292614,0.09203998339577266,0.0,0.1069951037491301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397897500551155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138050252282056,0.1406967170311149,0.0,0.0,0.1360062956585446,0.0,0.0,0.11958054764333223,0.0,0.14724879358953485,0.0,0.0,0.10100424952434037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800258662521372,0.0,0.17823748688164984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,International_Poem,2019/10/20,"So this is what life without depersonalization feels like. Accidentally drank too much black tea; spent the next 30 minutes just staring at my hands and slowly flexing my fingers. I hadn't truly realized how foggy my life was. It's as if my brain was in a bubble, and it just... Popped. I feel like I am actually part of my own body, for once, and not just a disconnected camera hovering above a neck. I take stimulant meds, and they help me stay focused, but they never helped much with the fog. This is the first time I feel this real. So uh, I guess I am here to ask if other fellow ADHDers have trouble with depersonalization, and if they have other tips&tricks to share to be more... Connected... With reality. I tried meditation, but I'm not good at it. I tried guarana pills a couple times and they really helped me at first, but the effect vanished after the first few doses. I tried talking with my therapist about it, but he seems convinced that I should just ""learn to deal with my emotions and be more open"". I can't deal with my emotions if I am barely capable of feeling anything because *I am not here*. I'm just tired of living in a constant state of low-key depersonalization, y'all. Guess for now I'll just drink more tea.",3.4552042239489933,5.561714803347282,4.5983622235505095,82.36534170153419,74.60669456066945,7.230205220163379,25.188483761705516,8.11559375814309,1.5145479577605094,974,33,190,16,21,319,136,239,0.07400000000000001,0.865,0.062,-0.4033,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,4,4,14,6,0,0,10,0,15,14,5,3,1,47,28,19,0,5,18,0,6,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,11,14,4,0,8,1,1,0,7,1,1,3,5,8,29,5,25,20,8,18,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,7,12,133,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.11959003989340213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278167238404134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084729559198102,0.0,0.1145666703611601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747046666005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361241914217303,0.0,0.13680509189917195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243181506530793,0.0,0.0,0.13559801716421108,0.0,0.0,0.2526850513883293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005125849803118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27570201587648496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785760623416395,0.17509790467883288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127200726792955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278819562197697,0.0,0.0,0.27000283981934464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464258155976929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311981207156013,0.11974239608569595,0.0,0.10821291610428838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361241914217303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017507133453306,0.0,0.09451725977103516,0.0,0.13033213604785354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051056953461582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270850683657698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948746751994728,0.07850795772822781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156390790815886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062081234011158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214151476335776,0.09850015665423828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228870810518804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291848790847236,0.14085192273159267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496079583550833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813275792204155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mpurt3000,2019/10/20,"Recently got diagnosed and my psychiatrist can't prescribe and has to send request to primary care physician. WTF? I just got diagnosed a couple of weeks ago, so I knew it and I should've done a few years ago. I'm already in my early 30s. Man, I was stupid for not acting so soon when I was realizing I had ADHD. Then, my untreated ADHD has gotten more difficult and finally made appointment with new psychiatrist last summer. After completing evaluations and all few first sessions, I found out my psychiatrist actually can't prescribe any medications so he would send the request to another doctor to prescribe, that would be basically primary care physician. Not only the fact I was surprised to learn, but my psychiatrist is more of psychologist, neither psychologist can prescribe. That was pretty weird to me and I had to Google a difference between psychiatrist and psychologist, despite my doctor has title of psychiatrist on the sign in the front of the office, along with his colleagues. I just found out the state law does not allow psychologists from prescribing any medication in Ohio, one of 45 states including California and New fucking York. I blame it on the pop culture for misconception. It seems to me that psychiatrists has limited resources, too. But my own psychiatrist is real decent person, who got almost decades of experiences and does family situations, relationships, personal issues, it comes to any mental illnesses, the office would send requests to the patients' primary care physicians to prescribe medications. My psychiatrist told me he does dosage changes on followup when I take test, even switching for another drugs, etc, etc. Learning every day is always part of a life. In the meanwhile, I had to sign the release and then I had to make appointment with new primary care physician that accepting new patient. So I have to wait until mid-November and then I start medicating. I haven't had primary care physician in a few years since last doctor quitted. If I had strep throat, an urgent care would be the first place in my mind. That's why I haven't gone to the primary care physician. The whole point I'm writing is, it took me five months to make ADHD diagnose official as I learned that my anxiety has been actually connected to my ADHD. That's why it took so long. And this November will make half of the year. Man, was it exhausting but worth it.",7.008732394366199,8.754346305164322,7.481802816901411,66.71354929577465,64.82159624413146,11.219906103286386,36.26572769953052,11.14053501502696,4.699897276995305,1930,94,305,59,30,633,207,426,0.061,0.8490000000000001,0.091,0.9434,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,4,12,14,2,0,21,0,35,22,1,5,2,57,65,28,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,5,20,0,0,4,17,19,0,2,9,0,1,9,8,5,0,5,25,0,36,9,48,33,12,55,0,0,0,1,18,13,1,3,31,208,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.12773353104226454,0.0,0.3146179795499525,0.0,0.1160295140649015,0.0,0.06553564934971348,0.0,0.07222231772016521,0.0,0.0544570908845249,0.0,0.0,0.13351847560337474,0.13725363080309946,0.050066724410312055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670925681681466,0.0,0.0692341768858023,0.056376737488434005,0.06861986379835938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724157862567527,0.0,0.042207857327933036,0.0,0.0,0.19928177725333696,0.0,0.06837811504420586,0.0,0.20096312665153007,0.17181915564079472,0.06697493488319099,0.0,0.0,0.07589766395294978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598126024193114,0.04322708183034423,0.0,0.055141863536892766,0.0,0.0,0.06401965850194763,0.06169754355984415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169391579636401,0.0,0.11133825511089183,0.0,0.143518367374557,0.0,0.06050463472072206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703167241087446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830959413408715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066959705384381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462271040903249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057918475980430977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061927470199645875,0.13105900742403606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372359747787816,0.06595511491951248,0.0,0.06608274524452967,0.0,0.05223911731326776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283622186551263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434853540486136,0.049775341500850896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087265040087046,0.0,0.0,0.11429147452617035,0.06837811504420586,0.0,0.061868505757866024,0.0,0.0,0.06658305919407327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961086899165611,0.0,0.07449293761565608,0.0,0.0,0.06462095050439852,0.07026551293240495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958042955201556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541383790728423,0.07356509451925522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632367584720487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920794844954295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253734890018693,0.14542790075919002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249758174626238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811135435811985,0.0730691631600015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185966493018326,0.0,0.0,0.12643703676861912 adhd,springtimefairy,2019/10/20,"Anyone here on guanfacine that can help? Been on since I was in 10th grade and it’s really helped, but I noticed early on that if I ever miss a dose I get the WORST anxiety, tremors, hyperactivity, etc. It just makes my whole body feel terrible. I’ve been incredibly diligent about taking it, but I’m out right now and it’s Sunday so my pharmacy can’t call my doctor. So I know, inevitably, that tomorrow is going to be absolute hell. Anyone else who takes it, how do you manage these symptoms in yourself?",2.5027272727272702,4.908163161616162,4.242717171717172,82.27740909090913,79.0,7.192323232323233,24.041414141414148,8.238735603445708,1.6677547474747478,399,14,76,8,10,134,76,99,0.205,0.778,0.018000000000000002,-0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,0,2,0,8,4,1,2,1,12,17,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,9,0,8,13,3,13,1,1,0,0,5,7,1,1,5,52,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678202873443869,0.0,0.0,0.3067823968036714,0.2247742898073708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436747370340789,0.0,0.0,0.22400508488950388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245382873722268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832585848994918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465967495619426,0.0,0.1984360796590911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092193898491123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461370891769185,0.0,0.12467513459961367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940831466080882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056205364399275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643365458144342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497584223082662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405364157149704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734394930793954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814681994752672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280132809032497,0.32988345635526284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24492291241245415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,radbaddadbab,2019/10/20,"On new meds, still can't make myself do the things. Help! Maybe since they're new the dose is too low, my doc said we could go up after a little bit. But I feel like they're working, I'm calm, comfortable with minimal jumpy/twitchy/fidgety, and thinking clearly. It feels great! I still just can't make myself do things. My apartment is trashed, my sink is overflowing with dishes, my laundry has been clean for 4 days but hasn't been put away, I need to pack for a trip I'm leaving for tomorrow and I have to be into work for 2 and I'm just hanging out on reddit... ugh. How do I make myself do the things? There's so much to do I know I cant do it all before work. I know I need to make myself break it up into manageable chunks but it still feels so paralyzing rn.",0.9315740740740744,2.8727445493827166,2.489614197530866,95.24701388888893,81.90123456790123,5.531481481481482,20.001543209876548,6.6274283507984215,0.05018395061728409,595,16,137,6,16,194,94,162,0.036000000000000004,0.868,0.09699999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,5,0,19,2,0,5,2,30,36,9,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,9,1,0,6,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,3,4,18,4,19,31,3,25,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,0,9,86,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919528329634592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606789139641245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617454749993186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828867851374013,0.0,0.0,0.09554688363660452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247328951572833,0.1058410368553088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841991650738169,0.0,0.0,0.16333998340956055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930430589147583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284280404443002,0.0,0.0,0.15687338248278804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238041700439156,0.14848893434712662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955749955774564,0.0,0.14884031044753482,0.0,0.1645653680161731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891002037120047,0.21970819084943166,0.0,0.2861755440700298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893539441688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092810084573626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225542762182324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549472219169418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29528021650635305,0.09493091233907028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235729864516373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bumblingburnttoast,2019/10/20,"I honestly feel like a terrible adult. I woke up this morning to my mother being angry at me for forgetting to clean the other half of the kitchen. I was mad, but I was mad at myself. I feel like Ive made so much progress the last few years at this whole ""being an adult"" thing. I finally have a handle on my money, I keep up with my car, I've gotten better at chores, etc. But shit still slips through the cracks. And I still can't kick some of my bad habits. Like doing something halfway and jumping to something else. Or forgetting things for a week only to remember them on the 8th day. I just feel like a terrible adult sometimes. I know I shouldn't wallow in my own self pity but fuck me this is just so fucking frustrating sometimes. It's like trying to climb a ladder with half of the rungs missing and the other half are on a ledge at the top. And I'm not even 25 yet. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu",2.7520512820512835,4.375495450549451,4.443098901098903,84.81856776556778,75.26373626373626,6.831355311355313,23.671794871794877,7.554174236665415,0.9479790476190476,700,21,148,9,15,236,108,182,0.191,0.669,0.139,-0.9286,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,8,18,6,0,15,0,11,4,1,1,0,24,23,10,0,1,7,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,4,8,6,1,1,5,0,1,3,3,11,0,3,5,3,21,7,24,15,6,23,0,2,0,2,6,12,3,2,13,104,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835715473146034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596066060721568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914237995125576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842071435281868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714482857566255,0.10153644468874262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318975178687365,0.3294717281492948,0.0,0.16840242291504495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842396588714742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664125064573274,0.0,0.0,0.08448534654622518,0.1253095172328171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37552071457255615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454619392842329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130083809034243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691770517843847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414480073295888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037270037407547,0.0,0.15780043846549122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366959331098112,0.3040834943745749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455360900572623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426121224635868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437178693436304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331199746938055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716327526518373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899632858903366 adhd,gudistuff,2019/10/20,"Does your brain also go NOPE? Like now, I should’ve been at my parents’ place like two hours ago to celebrate my sister’s birthday. It’s an hour of traveling. But my brain just goes NO, it leads to huge stress and I don’t have food for dinner because I was going to have dinner there. They’re also gonna be angry and disappointed that I’m not there, but I just cannot get myself to go there... (My mom has borderline personality disorder and I suspect one of my sisters has something similar, plus some people who may be ADHD but have never been assessed. It’s always loud and usually tense, and it makes me panic just thinking about going there even though I really love my dad and lil brother and don’t want to disappoint them) This has happened all my life, there’s something I don’t want to do and my brain goes NO and I cannot do it for the life of me. I’m disappointing others and I’m disappointing myself and I’m just sitting here crying, making a reddit post because at least that is a thing my brain doesn’t block me from doing. (I got diagnosed a week ago, no meds yet)",4.7105064935064975,5.140881609090911,5.771298701298702,81.67409090909094,69.27272727272727,8.64935064935065,27.07792207792207,8.634040054169528,1.7834285714285711,854,25,174,13,14,284,122,220,0.214,0.723,0.063,-0.9886,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,17,9,0,2,5,0,22,11,4,3,2,32,40,18,0,2,8,6,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,11,12,3,1,2,1,0,6,12,6,0,2,4,1,25,3,16,32,3,21,0,4,0,1,11,4,0,2,11,120,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422275145702322,0.0,0.20981114208220372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892806712494645,0.09847239751918233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442838470455399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284479766219335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999626320160804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011753394142614,0.0,0.0,0.13563345364901594,0.0,0.10356437775659566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781656588049859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310306515372606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183030082129803,0.0,0.26903242727327936,0.0,0.09465118938955204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104651962045961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330916815139529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718093810026358,0.11563463400540863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681084968915663,0.0,0.1579922157415692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145445196427213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860406068910333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127484581982057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019353470499177,0.0,0.0,0.13885218534711566,0.1314079533062853,0.0,0.0,0.08204541957586756,0.10333416025159692,0.12364518223206895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334165496139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581474277430275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221529820849175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556362846017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862306126871832,0.0758306027959323,0.11627321651172412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560572451412515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303401351698521,0.0,0.13960572018779693,0.0,0.09492910206084396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayxoxoxoxoxo0,2019/10/20,"Auto-pilot to becoming extremely self aware Before anyone says this, *I am GRATEFUL for everything that I have.* I had been living on auto pilot for so long (self esteem, trying to be “normal,” etc.) then something woke me up a few months ago and now I want to change everything about my life! Everyday I dread going to work, I look at my apartment and I hate it, I hate the city I live in. My life is so off-track and now I can’t stop thinking about it!! To be honest, I never really thought about what type of life I would be living or had a timeline for it but being where I am is like welp this isn’t it. I literally want to walk away from everything and start over. I tried to be something that other people wanted me to be and I HATE IT! I HATE THAT I’VE ALLOWED MYSELF TO DO THIS AND IDK HOW TO GET OUT! Example: I’ve tried the advice: when you hate your job, find a hobby that you love outside of work BUT WORK STILL SUCKS AND IM THERE FOR 8 HOURS. IDK how that works for people. I literally want to do nothing after work. Everyday I just want to cry because this sucks. I’ve thought about writing a list of things that I want to change and how to change them. ADHD paired with depression seems to make things sooo difficult. I feel like a brat because I am alive, I have a roof over my head and a job. How do you feel grateful for what you have and still want more out of life? I want more for myself and I want more for my child. TLDR; I was in a blackhole of monotony, I became self-aware and now I want to flip my whole world upside down. How do I make the changes, still feel grateful and be happier (knowing things don’t happen overnight)?",1.0871959237343845,3.2973834230769263,2.49000986193294,93.93308842866536,83.11242603550295,5.412360289283368,19.448060486522024,6.691623216298621,0.10177488494411603,1279,34,279,14,36,413,155,338,0.147,0.727,0.127,-0.9438,3,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,1,5,22,14,7,1,11,0,27,6,1,8,1,52,61,25,0,12,4,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,3,21,16,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,7,5,45,4,47,46,6,34,0,1,1,1,12,14,2,2,20,193,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955912936475678,0.07282054565184164,0.06605790473343562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210644877114635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001443927788809,0.0,0.0,0.09085397970879547,0.08230200980394793,0.06341143548861343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153311257314739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185724251870245,0.0,0.0,0.06418437587698647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311002816519937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092259332650966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303937367069287,0.05323744219290846,0.0,0.0,0.06811036405044607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893387244127117,0.0,0.042351703238096616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658982098890694,0.0,0.0,0.3678677049489655,0.07647950645442418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338765681744527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049490072178997,0.0,0.14790014537639345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409545041527606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054406115280053,0.07281387977023822,0.0,0.19740883397302705,0.06594827530659167,0.0625784304953039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725763811436862,0.0,0.09948599137782613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059481532136873176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057474784321629675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301424325428654,0.07150440554114759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332622865250812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047739724457651775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059261672711681965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784064159956296,0.2332233230480711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147390047122962,0.0,0.0,0.052745975723134816,0.0,0.178536442667028,0.06230245386270075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852427682144329,0.04774971134192759,0.0,0.11832186618213004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517835325121976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395410688339405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319944900011145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125896648441233,0.0,0.0,0.052937207306342285,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WoodenFondant,2019/10/20,"Four days on Vyvanse and I feel absolutely miserable. Just 20mg. I feel like I was filled with sand like a fidget stuffy. Starving with no interest in food. Vasovagal every time I stood up. My PNP said based on my history, his intuition was that I would be better off on Methylphenidate but, started me on Vyvanse anyway for reasons? Anyway. Based on how miserable I am on Vyvanse, should I tell him I am done with stimulants over all or try with concerta/Adderall? The next thing we'd try is Straterra",3.1020000000000003,5.780119673684214,3.8897368421052647,84.09565789473685,78.57894736842105,7.589473684210527,28.447368421052627,8.548686976883017,2.491294736842105,399,18,73,9,10,127,69,95,0.11599999999999999,0.804,0.08,-0.6593,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,2,0,10,1,0,3,1,16,15,4,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,4,14,4,15,6,1,15,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,1,6,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331220909749017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999239938407829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26974195327966405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220841872241245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655593996914945,0.1883072594681644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31873155365071243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575514823025141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803287384257333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710122775927158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507324686226617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865688832383632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038745621503434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751160986246789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370023321947734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579177844570481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724529243223606,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leobernie1,2019/10/20,"grad school paper strategies Hello everyone! I'm a first year Masters student and beginning to plan my final papers for classes. For one class, I have to write a review of literature, and the other class is an experimental research project. I am a good writer, but of course, struggle with time management. Also, my field is in education, and most of my undergraduate classes did not require extensive research presented in a formal paper. Most of my final projects in the past have felt like they came up short. I was just diagnosed with ADHD last spring (at the age of 27--I taught public school for six years) so this semester has been an adventure in learning about accommodations and strategies. &#x200B; What are some strategies that have helped all the academics out there be successful in long projects? What are some supports that are helpful from (willing) professors in the process? &#x200B; Thank you!",7.841121979286534,9.71507898101266,6.964982738780207,70.71033947065597,62.9873417721519,9.542922899884926,37.78135788262371,9.800150414767053,4.082929113924052,741,37,112,15,11,227,109,158,0.018000000000000002,0.8370000000000001,0.145,0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,5,5,7,0,1,11,0,15,1,0,1,1,21,22,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,6,1,9,6,23,14,5,24,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,4,14,82,15,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291256927483832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171278531064135,0.0,0.3298132089836952,0.3698747607770178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740741085790176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544778927943266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543183042918253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613406753602873,0.3334512123800545,0.0,0.1294596470935458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765656598177658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403038953456146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406178521885505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743563158893579,0.0,0.0,0.1346905509369544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031333881945724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529033157394244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30806525527150336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591105256604204,0.0,0.0,0.1727126282457277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012358473286549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874795043976247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698747607770178,0.1960212045514364 adhd,catniq,2019/10/20,"I don’t think I’ve seen self care tips over here Any suggestions for self care? I feel like I barely see it on here. But it would be great to see what you guys consider as self care, especially with ADHD. For example: I know some people with ADHD don’t do well with meditation.",2.2836842105263138,4.091671754385967,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,77.0701754385965,8.068771929824562,20.171929824561406,8.841846274778883,1.1124835087719296,218,5,48,5,5,73,39,57,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,14,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,5,6,9,11,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144336195037519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725234773948963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273848002115388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718135364697148,0.12317775986448555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900950127708686,0.0,0.1707241239268845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475819780405983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423630275699699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195351697640063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747947908184944,0.0,0.5396188339987411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048056095486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502739109252198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224830934936561,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aoibhell,2019/10/20,"How to work around tolerance to meds? I was on Vyvanse for a couple of years. At first it worked like a dream, but after awhile I built a tolerance. Taking larger doses just increased jitters and it never worked again the way it did in the beginning. Had anyone had any success in avoiding building tolerance by interchanging 2 different types of meds (e.g. Vyvanse and Adderall or similar)?",6.697714285714286,8.461150485714287,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,65.57142857142857,9.6,35.42857142857143,9.888512548439397,3.937800000000001,314,15,48,7,5,100,54,70,0.04,0.722,0.239,0.9247,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,9,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,2,12,2,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,35,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652628631594965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699261903775363,0.0,0.0,0.2163405402064423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688985203131224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539056041178157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671385067487272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872796446277885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398839071193209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187433060069778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827218236478464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928990494597791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307673487735547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649779261901928 adhd,mademoisellemadeline,2019/10/20,"An ADHD meal I realize at 3 that i forgot to eat breakfast and lunch, and decided to stop what i was doing force myself to eat something. I go to prepare a nice gluten free Mac and cheese. Halfway through the process of microwaving, I realized I forgot to actually put the mac and cheese in the microwave. I laugh out loud and put the mac and cheese in the microwave. Waiting for 3 minutes is boring, so I went into my room to try and fix my shitty printer. I’m having such a great time with my printer that i forget about the mac and cheese. I go to retrieve it and it’s cold from sitting so long. I heat it up again and finally eat my gluten free Mac and cheese. The struggle is real. 😑",2.4164893617021264,4.116305773049652,3.8889539007092218,88.10875,76.3758865248227,6.402127659574468,26.643617021276608,7.1686216300943375,1.2704510638297868,538,21,111,6,12,178,80,141,0.086,0.794,0.12,0.7783,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,23,12,13,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,14,6,4,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,16,7,19,8,0,18,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.192519685468205,0.0,0.2370957491402845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056090805722883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161138114084233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424087589567426,0.0,0.0,0.21750513153208612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458918872071091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966476777605947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245511699605869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518780411937426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649373668171005,0.0,0.20624295764430692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150372654957554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339421623955621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828832565862108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deathchips926,2019/10/20,"natural ways of coping? Hi everyone, New to this sub after discovered the adhd/anxiety sub. I was diagnosed with ""high-functioning ADHD"" about twenty years ago. I mostly wrote it off due to the trivialization of ADD/ADHD in our culture, and pervasive over-medication for these disorders. However, once I realized that anxiety and ADHD could be co-morbid, I had to stop and pay attention. As a 31 year old, I have been battling increasingly intensifying anxiety, although I have found yoga and meditation to be my ultimate ways of coping. Some days are better than others, but overall I am starting to realize in profound ways how this disorder has altered the course of my life. Knowing where most of the anxiety is coming from is a major relief as you can imagine. There are certain days where I feel inattentive, detached, anxious, and completely scattered. I cannot retain information, and when I'm listening to someone or something, every other sentence is lost. That all said, is there anyone here who does not take medication for their ADHD and uses natural ways of coping? If so what are they? Also, is ""high-functioning ADHD"" a proper diagnosis? TL;DR I was diagnosed with ADHD years ago but wrote it off-- discovered that ADHD and anxiety can be co-morbid and am now taking it more seriously and understanding how deeply it has affected me. Curious about how other people use natural coping mechanisms. Thanks ya'll.",7.475901176470586,9.093459136,8.60049411764706,59.594129411764705,63.64,12.122352941176471,36.70588235294117,11.78182255692154,5.3630235294117625,1144,55,160,39,17,391,152,250,0.114,0.789,0.09699999999999999,0.5326,1,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,1,2,2,14,7,1,0,7,0,25,4,0,6,2,43,42,23,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,15,13,0,2,9,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,9,3,17,4,27,29,7,27,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,5,15,124,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.742828470611797,0.0,0.13697568492740292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617861599975369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295524975840975,0.08728373840281173,0.0,0.05402318267861897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833170214624368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655412024850141,0.0810074309037257,0.0,0.0,0.061687187019386615,0.0,0.0,0.0996548199551686,0.0,0.0,0.1568380146081191,0.0,0.0,0.1770972220852226,0.0,0.06761224135433189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509632128524145,0.07382687300022303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03906584103444083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847134749689485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326247299119626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042461014164949205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054572229281601416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434028112408642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582034021581088,0.07783304249607807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461983906334736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810731657590564,0.08228119750235649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053563540191576116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349357708944307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065463594489922,0.059479837506866536,0.0,0.0,0.0546862346073143,0.0,0.0,0.06459424746317949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161823782003995,0.0,0.0,0.07113220031598687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043216283949091,0.0,0.13345861818182878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453069903902283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926202053975252 adhd,erikaslt66,2019/10/20,"Does meds (Vyvanse) help you fall asleep? Hi people! I (21,M) have been on Vyvanse for good month and a half. I'm taking 60mg and it works magically for me when I get a good nights rest. However recently my sleep went downhill, I have a busy schedule with Uni and a part time job. But when I try to go to bed my mind is racing, I can easily stay up whole night on Reddit, YouTube and procrastinate sleeping.. Usually I fall asleep 1-3am, and have tried melatonin. I also have nicotine dependence, I vape all the time in high amounts, and it's hard to stop when meds wear off.. Plus for 3 months now, I noticed ringing in my ears.. I just tend to lose my motivation to have a productive morning when I get home in the evening.. it's like having anxiety of sleeping... TL;DR Just trying to figure out if its meds side effect or other sleep issues.",2.2338997005988053,4.390968898203597,3.530924401197605,88.33794348802395,78.5808383233533,6.5702095808383225,24.20995508982036,7.645422480735847,1.1912877245508984,654,23,134,10,16,213,112,167,0.05,0.8490000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.8439,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,4,9,4,0,0,7,0,9,8,8,3,1,21,16,15,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,3,17,3,20,14,5,30,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,3,16,81,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035949072936907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600446467102566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982281646346756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288924229199343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113346357253508,0.0,0.07132254237213545,0.21052098869470348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242019719506127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411764604163212,0.1325939226945566,0.12588320306941522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098572143432133,0.12453589323373447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131124167541024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039846178216814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181948985965461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671567105528755,0.0,0.2003401880836534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355398926104103,0.0,0.0,0.1428785757086659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590045967039352,0.0,0.08700345863058928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239126352438154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023484533035223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376255119350602,0.0,0.10492067770047477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435773568371844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635601488664865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556116189267135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821664410734694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633649543085607,0.0,0.14011233959797315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136293301896334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mega_Stubborn,2019/10/20,"No control over my mouth I want to start this off by telling I am not sure that I have ADHD because I am 17 and I haven't went to a doctor until I come upon a solid conclusion that I need medication. But I relate to a lot of stories here. But the problem that I am having right now is that I have no control over my mouth. Even though I am pretty much ok with saying stupid stuff but I hate myself when I tell someone's secret. Like the more I get excited the more secret I spit. And that just ruins the whole friendship. Also I am trying to less swear or swear when its necessary. So does anyone know what to do about to this? Sorry for my bad English.",1.8119099756690995,3.4961058540146013,3.590967153284673,89.65146289537714,78.05109489051095,5.734549878345499,20.905717761557177,6.42735559955562,0.25174987834549833,510,13,108,4,12,171,88,137,0.17,0.695,0.135,-0.7843,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,2,0,7,1,11,5,3,2,1,21,19,12,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,1,20,4,16,18,6,12,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,88,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515708453125415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316877260779048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251806675924294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948105410765972,0.10913391817707097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421692670897647,0.0,0.0,0.4015906587791015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324293053427065,0.1566687686748502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182464258745154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353483607302816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767532655831507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983892069343705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746412675009077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220335838057306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803520588257584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160631314853696,0.1327471286281888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213602306977106,0.0,0.17130579206158808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288908938786586,0.0,0.14237039613415967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168999779222206,0.0,0.0,0.20040739269671665,0.12671706879959818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494443647813151,0.0,0.0,0.1687319429926061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31295704442274225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589428001556198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154838398131534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559546030968586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659609184869386,0.0,0.1998785719383636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AgentJakealt,2019/10/20,"5 years of untreated ADHD treated I finally found a doctor who took me seriously about my concerns for ADHD. He wants me on vyanse but my insurance won't cover it so he's putting me on Adderall. Honestly I'm so happy I am getting a tool to help me out. I will probably follow up post in the next week or two to tell you results of being on medicine!",3.6776712328767154,4.403339506849316,5.945095890410961,78.443397260274,71.73972602739727,9.127671232876713,32.40821917808219,9.3871,3.0025583561643843,276,13,55,6,5,98,58,73,0.018000000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.179,0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,10,3,12,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420558991963742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308264952058881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470431604035968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472680607436785,0.0,0.0,0.1178234725205755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400673413030293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115948114036593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398401889809174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598321844457,0.0,0.24314577387263897,0.0,0.0,0.2267071577751683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711204547829667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505579993458314,0.0,0.0,0.22029761661485148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301593650500318,0.0,0.18089636148456228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522573642141404 adhd,Ilovehashi,2019/10/20,"Does it make sense I feel better on Ritalin than Concerta? My doc gave me R and C including Wellbutrin. So I just tried out Ritalin yesterday, without Concerta and I liked it much better than Concerta. No anxiety, but pure calm clarity. My C dosage is 36 mg and R is at 10 mg. Is it my mind playing games with me? Or?",0.15602430555555458,2.547289359375,3.2239583333333366,84.61409722222223,92.90625,8.469444444444445,25.86111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.9122590277777785,245,12,50,9,9,87,45,64,0.069,0.7340000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.8599,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,13,6,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,5,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264424499718446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61140606148474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024843000847169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477313790850313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886917147750072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072684755438774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349012184382233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540955919688397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346764972112701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33319829244723725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,japstabber,2019/10/20,"How to convince parents to get medicated? Hello everyone, My father is getting up there with age, and I know that he still has tremendous potential for improving himself. He is a disciplinary who spends a lot of energy executing the tasks he needs to get done. I want to make that easier for him but I think his pride is getting in the way. I started on meds and it changed my life, and i'm pretty sure he has it as well. Have any of you managed to convince your parents to get medicated? My father is a great guy and I am tired of seeing him go through so many unecessary struggles just to provide for us. He deserves so much more than he has yet he never complains. Thank you!",3.430610583446402,5.202034462686568,4.835535956580736,82.09135006784261,73.77611940298506,7.857801899592942,30.092265943012208,8.575989854853784,2.3909044776119406,534,24,104,10,11,178,88,134,0.067,0.72,0.213,0.9608,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,0,1,8,9,0,1,5,0,10,4,0,2,2,16,25,9,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,16,7,20,24,3,10,0,0,1,0,23,3,0,1,5,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974799774994473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072496344970825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515388532515618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542112159842188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42158755714790974,0.0,0.0917193692260395,0.0,0.0,0.17792860813503922,0.0,0.15979748917452732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869351172817756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139916875046289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720458546433895,0.0,0.0,0.10772639207333454,0.16362004899780452,0.0,0.0,0.17926343732341976,0.3251587840388504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186372615700427,0.11966565619051847,0.12447081371784413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584000549136606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418755676156535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860372805263512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422982436716145,0.0,0.12888304879751766,0.0,0.0,0.1687156626274445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210437232932908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858252368792912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340961685497237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548943842209145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412745803594708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518962993234288,0.12810067574374953,0.0,0.0,0.14510537398025802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Existing_Palpitation,2019/10/20,"Adderall making adhd symptoms worse hyper-focus more I've been taking primary for the last 6 months straight, I was diagnosed with ADHD-hyper active while finishing my first year of schooling. I have noticed while adderall has helped me with focusing on things like school, it has almost a double edged approach. I am boring now, I seclude myself and I hyper-focus on just school work for hours. Time goes by way too fast now, I look at my watch at 8 am and 10minutes in my mind is 4 hours later. I have made sure to eat better, sleep at least 8-9 hours and stay hydrated. Nothing helps. I tried lowering my dose and its low enough to not make it as bad, however it makes me annoyed easily and waste time even more. I have also tried upping my dose and it is causing sleep issues for days now, I am close to just giving up on this medication. I have better focus at times but at the cost of everything I enjoyed, my hobbies, my passions and my emotions and close friends. All I do everyday is hyper-focus on my physics and maths home work that shouldn't even take an hour, it takes me hours to do basic formulas I am extremely depressed and angry that its not working. I don't know if anyone has had any issues like this but its becoming unbearable, I dont want to tell my psychiatrist because I am afraid he will make me quit all medication and ill be failing my classes again like I was years before. tl;dr Adderall medication is making my hyper-focus worse, losing track of time on medication, everything is too fast and losing personality and friends, interests and hobbies. Family says I am anti-social now and secluded",5.9119453376205815,6.7233821479099705,6.599901929260451,75.44081752411576,66.7491961414791,9.306816720257236,30.984083601286173,9.3871,2.82270919614148,1292,48,228,24,20,425,170,311,0.13,0.745,0.125,-0.5484,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,10,12,20,1,1,4,0,29,13,2,7,3,41,42,22,0,3,7,0,0,3,2,2,9,1,1,1,13,19,1,0,1,0,1,1,5,9,0,1,5,3,36,11,28,34,7,47,0,5,2,1,9,17,0,2,30,152,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970595471883328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209591456929084,0.0,0.0,0.06556319900658983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055752461829664826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732566447030939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684538668570106,0.04997716097918722,0.0905457483770379,0.06976300938040206,0.0,0.0,0.14501775110969162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422095288522376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052873400717467,0.0,0.07061337094608912,0.08321282601120121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608555165843437,0.0,0.0,0.0838908975406571,0.0,0.0922218427359204,0.0,0.084712193731776,0.0,0.10830034804680544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736526784656465,0.0,0.07728795419719467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973621205080535,0.0,0.0,0.12668247542954394,0.0,0.0,0.07864727158312268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099053398400616,0.0,0.08223741904672492,0.0,0.4036924689932699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711416201698005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505669104260847,0.06682853812487237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016086700197975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884656686945134,0.1834399960212165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757598121707875,0.27362738661531144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33036416276150904,0.0,0.0,0.0827812566432263,0.0,0.06543946927633428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866660762478553,0.0933402155081289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158594766208556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720090531700944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519758774465471,0.0,0.2489189231866455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408797700760555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738486713905358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726968497172712,0.08521357791072365,0.18492705445641888,0.0,0.07165831141198846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054467044927947114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122393826609432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132456809876624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483567474413039,0.06507570234702767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905768898830546,0.0,0.16709899010656232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559102078484477 adhd,Deadmidget_,2019/10/20,"kekW is the only way to describe my discontent with health care and mental health awareness across America Something something hey guys we are going to try literally any other medicine that has been fda approved to treat ADD even though nothing has worked in the past besides stimulants but we won’t prescribe stimulants because there’s no medical reason the doctor can give to prescribe it to me. I read the success stories and I wish I could feel that way of being me again but god damn it is it annoying to be tied down by limitations set though the government and healthcare officials. Tennessee has been fun but might need to move to a more relaxed state for help.",8.263519163763062,8.616169056910572,7.379930313588851,73.44878048780487,61.6829268292683,10.605807200929151,38.70963995354239,10.290406445055957,4.115788385598142,546,26,91,11,7,168,91,123,0.068,0.725,0.20600000000000002,0.9635,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,4,5,7,2,0,6,0,14,4,0,3,0,19,20,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,5,15,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,62,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056951174066564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080799250776596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807683146274956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141558955927972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147320772467015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710442603630215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964778483975289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008151431022894,0.1007632010739894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755540478383513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769214420655368,0.0,0.0,0.11883989269113697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861025546487694,0.17867585665674232,0.1880863952317379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844095301173355,0.0,0.13146508396345158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012333016957898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484400404577707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925211438056126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734714422081452,0.0,0.0,0.1822930702904245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729871178464113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483910579445311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037449450588165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28146364844421035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388528925064936,0.0,0.0,0.1290759034144564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thisisjammin,2019/10/20,"There’s a tv show I’m a fan of that I just got done making a super long shit post video for and I’m proud that even though it’s meant to be bad I focused on making it for so long I actually completed it in like 2 hours. I know it’s weird to be celebrating that I made a shit post but I am. I’m not gonna link it because not only is it kinda weird for people who don’t like the show but it’s not really all that funny I’m just proud I got it done.",-1.2918776550552238,0.22581485046729105,2.098963466440104,97.33938827527616,87.41121495327103,5.386236193712829,14.40016992353441,6.574015621080383,-0.7918710280373835,347,5,94,4,11,126,60,107,0.098,0.677,0.226,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,2,0,5,0,7,2,2,3,1,16,19,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,7,5,8,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,5,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1822852157777363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559662290111422,0.11386864895285817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585126281342732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823127837229439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337649910075588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987944465929753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839556915041668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265778277090944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182517444828016,0.0,0.0,0.3306158314254122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767501794681719,0.2493745560566143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206620284991475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950030472816138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577964237801613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966581855408302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834852739647892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352538201194932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,akarusa,2019/10/20,"When you procrastinate taking your ADHD meds because that means you actually have to start working... Long story short, I work the opening (5:30 am) pastry shift at a nice hotel and because situations are shitty at the moment, I've been working 6 days a week for anywhere between 8 - 13 hours a day. I was finally supposed to have 2 days off today and tomorrow....and my only alternate who was supposed to work this morning called out sick. ""Yes chef, I'll be there..."" I said. I procrastinated on going to sleep last night because that would mean I have to go to work sooner, or at least that's how it feels. And now I'm dead tired and overworked and when I got to work I saw my list and just couldn't bring myself to take my meds yet because that would mean my day has to actually start. I'm so tired.",2.792345013477089,4.743628742138366,4.127336028751124,85.69995283018868,76.04402515723271,6.5554357592093435,24.564690026954175,7.447530270364453,1.1191973045822108,626,21,126,8,14,206,102,159,0.11,0.8540000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,6,8,1,0,0,5,1,13,4,1,1,0,18,29,11,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,3,15,1,17,19,1,29,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,18,73,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.22222470751279666,0.0,0.13683934029158998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776355405506981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626527434286625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937248715480427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057571771967073124,0.0,0.0,0.12472965663982485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942017575277875,0.0,0.09106540568481156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213059590546512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281228136507493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076380320277434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372085506977322,0.2529488128867066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685126078154003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659676606541307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830831614524053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798504417202328,0.11394368272876927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611834454440398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171219285371297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617339818562106,0.10792734430444564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133278985947826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973549647280849,0.0,0.0,0.1617678192287033,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Howach01,2019/10/20,"Is ADHD characterised by lifelong understimulation? I think I have ADHD, but i'm not sure. Going to see the doctor soon about it. \- Inattentive: I zone out all the time in conversations and struggled to listen in school and uni in classes. I was able to achieve acedemically by only studying intesively at home. Before I did this I was very mediocre with grades. I only did this because I was conditioned by my parents, I think I did it for approval -> appraisal -> stimulation. \- Forgetful: lost my phone too many times to count. \- Impulsive: binge drinker, spending sprees, risky sex, kind of splurt out words sometimes which can be inappropriate (immediately after realise it is wrong), fast dangerous driving \- Social stuggles : Interrupting, frustrated when someone else hogs conversation space, frustrated when conversation is not exciting enough, show frustration when interrupted, feel I need to tone down my excitement sometimes to fit social norms (particularly at work) \- In addition I do this weird thing where I sing about my dog or my cute little siblings, their cuteness is so overwhelming I need to release, so i sing about that person/dog. Its almost compulsive because sometimes im doing it over and over and it gets tiring and I say I need to stop.. I don't do it out of happiness but it's like it lets me scratch an itch I can't quite scratch.",5.049626917712693,8.068747133891215,5.475339958158997,73.54402806834031,73.47698744769875,8.50216178521618,31.715655509065552,9.188382445141503,3.4035898186889817,1091,52,175,27,24,348,152,239,0.157,0.7390000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9061,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,6,11,17,4,2,3,0,19,4,1,1,2,28,31,13,0,3,5,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,15,10,0,1,3,3,1,2,4,9,0,0,7,6,26,8,31,22,2,27,0,2,1,1,10,16,0,2,10,114,41,6,0.13045064727309194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135526552390829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306274796870441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904300755708864,0.0,0.11100389268523203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352176515123107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897477673521913,0.0,0.0,0.1347903902891876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595976686466175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815507904828036,0.0,0.07413810908164427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886713974213585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130852635510554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090908449840175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358442748484766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339462513849626,0.0,0.06373159694091993,0.13074581918232964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240229143768646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225648129620282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290182506056544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198427191164972,0.0,0.0,0.14485000600348996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390447348283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387503208625002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373959061715496,0.0,0.13202301946804135,0.10395227637441616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595601371506616,0.11053041010613984,0.0,0.3870570773025049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906258231362234,0.0,0.1363753404019729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294819123489267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666561353590375,0.16717501481264885,0.0,0.0,0.15213364296251233,0.14993382897497895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076354458972876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496962487452144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426273043074394,0.0,0.0 adhd,sicc_nib,2019/10/20,"4 am and starving Im so fucking hungry and its 4 am i dont know what else to say i should be asleep because i have work tommorrow but im so hungry and we have nothing to eat and i mean 0 things to eat im in charge of groceries this time but i fucking forgot. jesus christ im only really remembering it right now lmao thats why i dont have food. Im just starving and unable to sleep this sucks .im not sure if i should try to get food or try to get sleep, food would help me sleep but it is 4 am so i should try to cave in now so i can wake up at 10 and have enough time to get ready by 3pm for work but more attempts at sleep only further waste time.",-1.5942315789473689,0.2861712400000016,1.098280701754387,101.24984210526316,93.26666666666668,3.9578947368421056,15.228070175438594,5.399115186594226,-1.0726666666666669,506,11,131,3,19,173,82,150,0.105,0.812,0.08199999999999999,-0.3411,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,3,7,4,3,0,0,0,16,13,6,0,1,24,25,16,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,8,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,11,1,16,19,2,12,2,0,0,2,3,7,3,2,5,73,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836514334813346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442439251659174,0.0,0.0,0.19594167274139776,0.07998249735309937,0.0,0.0,0.09892997588536426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473249881652371,0.0,0.0,0.17702905545965425,0.15006812382349044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641757233585344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205249039585518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261883988547385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429415921519923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186972090399534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563647449076286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061336572603687425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846019767039387,0.08176553877603915,0.0,0.07614011040471004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832557957320719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023834390509053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360859285890069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748869408282954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501330951830328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639479271956235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940671406205069,0.0,0.0,0.06801436112732916,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MoreDelta,2019/10/20,"The One Simple Tip That's Helped Me Stay Focused When I'm in the middle of, say, emptying the dishwasher and I get frustrated because my cabinet is not organized, I might start reorganizing the cabinet and never finish actually putting the dishes away. And it's likely that I'd find another distraction while reorganizing and not finish that either. **Stop and ask yourself, ""How can I do this in 1 (or 2) steps?""** Usually the thing I want to do involves about 486702 steps, haha. So instead of reorganizing the entire cabinet, I either put the dish away in one step or just move a one other thing around and put the dish away in two steps. The thing (like reorganizing the cabinet) may be something I eventually want to do, but asking this question helps me prioritize and decide if it's important enough to spend time on multiple steps RIGHT NOW or if I can do it in 1 or 2 steps and revisit it later. Everyone's brain works differently, so it's hard to know what will work for you until you try. I tend to overcomplicate things and have issues with perfectionism, so this one has really been helping me A LOT!",3.9231729323308286,6.273624400000003,5.633859649122808,74.35657894736845,74.04761904761905,9.3734335839599,27.243107769423556,9.811843763644266,2.992761904761905,884,34,159,26,19,301,123,210,0.036000000000000004,0.875,0.08900000000000001,0.8702,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,10,5,1,1,13,1,14,4,1,1,1,35,23,23,0,4,12,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,17,11,3,1,4,0,1,10,3,2,0,5,1,2,14,3,21,18,4,35,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,10,14,116,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.11940946650960907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830916594078984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089297692404812,0.2287873638942255,0.0,0.34489459544945017,0.0,0.0,0.0745918672867569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659852487748375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784417954686714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264345670823945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692390256753715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183834219232856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393006130071974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096139749888302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605372822807503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771606838834412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724797192922335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956159265370482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402936959068786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980870796763974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005340768270632,0.0,0.0,0.09437454469677883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33166764654300723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690283994476772,0.13707551640567148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838941568581102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104498059409076,0.0,0.09730864493265706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420166997137744,0.0,0.0,0.08660976291101724,0.13042358318876188,0.0,0.10230165778232768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251724193344389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135134502305754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307702205050052,0.0,0.11953170139447795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347664934614467,0.0,0.14434673826562858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816468045275355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Silrray,2019/10/20,"Actually *actually* having ADHD So my psychologist told me I had ADHD, I went to an ADHD group therapy for months, my family agreed I had ADHD as a kid, and my psychiatrist prescribed me ADHD medication yesterday... But I still wasn't 100% sure I had ADHD, so I was looking up the supposed effects that a neurotypical person would have on dexamphetamine (which is, getting high) because today's my first day on the stimulant. But nope! My normal background noise of anxiety was gone, the brain fog had lifted and I was calm, able to focus. So I guess that means I actually have ADHD.... oh my god I'm going to cry man... ^((tears of relief lol))",4.7939577594123035,6.343987991735537,6.8169696969696965,70.13434343434345,69.9090909090909,9.675298438934805,29.973370064279145,9.994966539143718,3.271506152433425,501,20,86,13,9,176,79,121,0.057999999999999996,0.857,0.085,0.4819,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,1,13,2,1,2,1,11,22,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,1,17,3,10,10,0,13,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,6,59,20,0,0.10000891664680016,0.0,0.2927828285628395,0.0,0.8413389819208499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650654749835971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096450733868514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164302591236272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985509887956732,0.0644974777059391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942795060489541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506753341018948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225053123213981,0.0,0.056837372036765074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017109679140924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566491130788527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398230209402749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893902884692136,0.0,0.10074846204999524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982616312675596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798750441030096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732392849224467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986725002091874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425722038269643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436891204912635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479675924547808,0.0955628056439857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270926767804466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104346498989017,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnonymousWolf93,2019/10/20,"Does anyone else get told to shut up by their partner? 😂 I constantly feel like I am being told to shut up by my fiancée. Not in a bad way as I admit I am pretty annoying...I constantly either sing, make a noise, talk about random sh*t...anyone else? 😂 For reference I am 26 years old!",3.2682203389830486,3.81917137288136,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,72.5593220338983,8.611864406779661,24.91949152542373,8.841846274778883,1.6725559322033896,217,6,46,4,4,76,42,59,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.8751,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,10,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,10,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837888830910691,0.4158546599584989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694393479614816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43859377425702506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775867461509595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33904650115083945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260827708106282,0.14497432289913534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602334677465892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914209325739803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354583695595989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294250004013168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064543173947152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310867388846856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878195395387446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107759985054193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068124953220986 adhd,sydtopjew,2019/10/20,"numb to the goddamn core I've been feeling very apathetic recently, doesn't help with ADHD meds either :( Just wondering how do you get yourself out of an apathetic 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adhd,just_for_hsp,2019/10/20,"If you never remember if you took your pill or not https://www.amazon.com/s?k=pill+organizer&ref=is_s You're 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adhd,Assures,2019/10/20,"Similar ADHD Symptoms? Hi all I think I may have ADHD but I am not quite sure. I am not asking for a diagnosis I just want to know if others have had similar symptoms Problems I have are lack of focus I don’t think I can remember the last time I could pay attention in class to a lecture or even work on the assignments in class. This goes on at home as well and the only time I can really do anything is before the deadline. During class I have different things that I do depending on the class and what I can get away with. In some classes I make click noises all class with my tongue in one I whistle and for another one I just sit there and doodle on my paper the whole class. I am not organized at all and lose things very frequently most days I don’t have a pencil when I come to school because I thought I put it back in my backpack but it’s not there. I also have no binders while doing the IB Diploma whereas every other kid is usually very organized. I also can’t revise my work for some reason I just can never bring myself to it Another problem I have and this may be due to anxiety but may have some correlation with adhd is that if I miss a deadline or forget to send an email back or mail a paper out I never do it. Whenever I think about it again I get very anxious about it. If anybody could tell me if they had similar symptoms before medication that would be great.",4.549929824561404,4.88027004561404,5.9457017543859685,80.63574561403509,69.59649122807015,9.140350877192985,29.16666666666667,9.150863307647796,2.3124035087719306,1093,38,222,20,18,371,143,285,0.11,0.8540000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9535,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,15,7,0,0,13,0,36,4,0,3,6,59,49,21,0,11,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,16,11,0,0,8,0,1,4,10,4,1,2,3,1,36,3,29,38,9,32,0,2,1,0,8,13,0,15,14,178,52,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38349303445197336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012137020955848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230676133704531,0.08136953942957054,0.12016306867663355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752998352490678,0.0,0.09943765680924374,0.0,0.09993416254556528,0.16357745632682932,0.0,0.06483959930103811,0.0,0.1810189088629338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162471118303954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984885904108127,0.0,0.0,0.0685971361524813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112961340573033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025360218482772,0.0,0.08961776693266256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111434720381484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726866073104553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669356150025794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845585735152173,0.08670231659808343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899611347224165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099999182953015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715234477704592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407171143290197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415242629798716,0.08089597752953101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035553950733896,0.0,0.1069269989756598,0.0,0.11313311217892648,0.0,0.0,0.06814064974363353,0.10936174895101107,0.0,0.0,0.12049170709840512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764785968660986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024849978514552,0.3316643525853779,0.0,0.0,0.09296839011078016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132941123688314,0.20446471316331952,0.0,0.08444255734740977,0.1240454968931055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117146892189379,0.263288752763188,0.06273729972179456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563562065650397,0.0,0.0,0.1187536077676548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487112617443494,0.0,0.0,0.07555920656113936,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,farcical_simulacra,2019/10/20,"Finally got diagnosed at 29! Apparently my ADHD is very, very, very obvious according to the diagnostics center. In fact, my symptoms are so severe that it's impossible they are caused by other factors. Though some could still be amplified by them. They were actually surprised that all the therapists I've had in the past 13 years, had advised against getting evaluated for ADHD. I got to try out ritalin that same day. The experience was mindblowing! If that's the clarity of mind and control over attention that people without ADHD have, then they've got no clue how easy they have it. Alas, my body did not respond well to ritalin, so I didn't get a script. I'm gonna have to come back and try out different drugs. &#x200B; The diagnosis has made me very hopeful for the future. For the first time in ages, I'm actually excited for the future!",5.308773584905662,7.0757461194968565,6.498254716981133,72.0730424528302,68.93710691823897,10.58301886792453,33.37578616352201,10.686352973137794,4.059016352201258,679,32,119,21,12,228,106,159,0.057999999999999996,0.8540000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.7085,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,2,7,4,0,0,10,0,15,6,1,4,3,21,26,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,10,0,10,4,20,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,12,80,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.2422763040323741,0.0,0.4475595443431824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450055229147026,0.15083798419257285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545238797240926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788634077072387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752115400405595,0.0,0.10693157451023384,0.0,0.0,0.13922830122561325,0.09911194093559968,0.0,0.0,0.08005700297405699,0.0,0.0,0.12599472265943493,0.0,0.12969497401687874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395754471962044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142814905926715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598416014197562,0.0,0.10558942795042238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971114787833915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978470327821817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329436839545944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174598280938527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534127215867935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850119587097654,0.086059791154048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023756217801078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991346158001102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902411359319235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413065810494885,0.0,0.0,0.12196230796961675,0.0,0.07238429525407025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855944876691678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096985121195105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161254823094507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966200529749307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083798419257285,0.07993906718972814 adhd,serotoninbrat,2019/10/20,"How to stop biting/picking nails and picking scabs I have been biting my nails and picking at myself my whole life I have so many scars what do you do to stop. nail polish doesn’t work same w the nasty tasting one",4.101060606060607,4.899487590909093,4.075454545454543,91.96651515151515,70.81818181818181,5.866666666666667,23.75757575757576,3.1291,0.08090303030303048,170,4,36,0,3,52,33,44,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,0,8,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,3,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27581040551702274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958894990739308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26460207219990883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6529242371593161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359614541843534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842770112310017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,firerock_1738,2019/10/20,"Hair pulling i was wondering if there are any people that have adhd and experience the urge to pull hair out or play/mess with their hair or if thats just a thing that i have and its seperate from adhd. From my research it appears that its called trichotillomania and i was wondering if it happens often or if its just me? Also after i pull a hair strand out i sometimes like to tickle my eyes or nose. Usually i always look at the strand and think fuck i pulled another strand out, but its so addictive and it feels really good i cant help myself and i often begin pulling my hair subconsciously and dont notice for a little bit.",3.6726190476190514,5.323737690476193,4.870031746031747,82.5888571428572,72.8888888888889,7.897142857142858,24.50476190476191,8.548686976883017,1.5886247619047622,503,15,99,9,10,166,74,126,0.047,0.902,0.051,0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,5,0,7,9,7,0,0,29,16,18,0,4,11,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,2,9,15,2,11,14,1,14,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,13,4,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012156876954444,0.4436502969799062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760580304402734,0.1535824785229434,0.0,0.0,0.12551838569106452,0.19354460973422352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150979137144384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884732978862257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163223458947763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055128665926573,0.0,0.0,0.0933274512885868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063804936327354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481405579119198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322043657134225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371777301690595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901747806545716,0.18499419647680132,0.0,0.0,0.15499781803765075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014162937649133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796214175106227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182444664413561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825509308928208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262446048760794,0.11826920252469175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328499675761294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40033079724149373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tyson576,2019/10/20,"Going back to uni at 24 after failing and dropping out my first year 3 years ago. I was undiagnosed then. I'm on meds now and in a way better place in my life. That being said, im really scared because I've never developed healthy study habits. Can any of you who have been through university share some study tips and what's worked for you in order to succeed and not have a complete mental breakdown again?",4.276296296296299,5.672131135802469,4.825617283950617,84.5102777777778,70.97530864197532,7.375308641975309,27.08024691358025,7.793537801064563,1.5154098765432091,326,11,64,4,6,104,67,81,0.10400000000000001,0.797,0.099,-0.1157,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,5,3,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,5,3,12,5,1,21,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,10,40,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246650230476167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706657051867668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297761064573296,0.0,0.15298674070760454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219593175396408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631334141296373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134718255682836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426299445017014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710866941542833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726493541807548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876700780193153,0.0,0.2529150250003677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935606993644424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220639137673696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077545244500085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387264432460285,0.0,0.2512610700819392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920538514534653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270647165121864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232281666537561 adhd,BeStrongAndPowerful,2019/10/20,"I cannot get my work done My daily routine is not stable because I keep getting distracted. I keep listening to music instead of working. It drives me crazy and I have loads of work to do. This is being a bigger problem for me. I hate this subreddit because it is always the same reply everytime I post here. I feel behind and I feel like I really need to die. Nothing works out for me.",1.7415384615384608,4.005562833333337,3.945833333333337,84.13875,80.92307692307692,6.464102564102564,25.134615384615394,7.645422480735847,1.601353846153846,303,12,57,5,8,104,53,78,0.21600000000000005,0.752,0.031,-0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,17,2,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,14,1,9,15,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,43,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716620301881747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515228503741128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141116986363156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111213270306455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862770173478445,0.14738411294591955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557137296392126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203683171625314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667461781567521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079005149421802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297231479111345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979549157192818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758286672942751,0.0,0.0,0.1974057278646225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321640682130832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007690904317338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nkoehler1,2019/10/20,"Adhd and a sex addict Anyone here have a sex addiction as well? I realize now that my whole life has been a chase for stimulation and 95% of that was sex. Its hell trying to stop, my body wants that dopemine.",1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,79.0,7.057142857142857,20.02380952380953,8.07648339933343,0.8508380952380956,162,4,34,3,4,54,34,42,0.155,0.797,0.048,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,4,7,1,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,4,3,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6298594575464537,0.3471863185675624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019966724866644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208885944094552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040495983111634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415226649448483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613547029718792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039317669803009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25974431927117897,0.0,0.0,0.3225322824159279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mohitoto19,2019/10/20,"help with ritalin i started taking ritalin again after a year, and its giving me palpitations and high blood pressure. does this go away with time?",4.460641025641023,7.696904807692309,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,77.84615384615384,8.082051282051282,27.89743589743589,8.841846274778883,3.0371435897435903,119,5,18,3,3,38,23,26,0.078,0.742,0.18,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37496340499646535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349251203724965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828488158551617,0.2268151972270647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750533341423804,0.4216663585849062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28248188317997064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30007018422499704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232715823621926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25700444820701623 adhd,xXSTEZZYXx,2019/10/20,"Difficulty being at peace I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD when I was in elementary school, but I was not told until my sophomore year of high school. For some reason i can never be at peace with myself, throughout the years I’ve always felt like an outsider, weirdo, creep, etc. I refrained from talking to people I didn’t know because I would always have this feeling that they would not like me or think I was weird. I was fortunate to have my friends from elementary at the same high school as me, but even with them at times I felt out of place. I even get the feeling sometimes when I’m around family. I hate it, it affects my relationships with people because they believe that I just don’t want to talk to them or like them, when in reality I don’t think they actually want to hear what I have to say. Just wanted to rant for a second and if you take the time to read this, thank you.",7.219506866416977,6.123515320224719,7.237940074906369,78.39651061173534,64.33707865168539,10.158302122347068,32.13732833957553,9.150863307647796,2.47656354556804,709,22,144,10,9,228,100,178,0.08199999999999999,0.733,0.185,0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,6,0,8,7,1,0,6,0,16,1,0,2,1,34,33,11,0,6,9,0,4,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,9,6,29,5,28,20,3,20,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,4,12,106,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.1252214232244235,0.0,0.15421522778620264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354438007246976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142316529376959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644487921505573,0.0,0.0,0.14457225186418685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024169700122826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311027826781894,0.16950777652402893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096830254317817,0.0,0.12976449475769886,0.0,0.24641388617237125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913940777614767,0.0,0.06704169691819667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126689042906701,0.0,0.0,0.1446255197456893,0.0,0.0,0.2711534138215217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052109853665403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880714305913623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989679892936849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792131300247227,0.0,0.1340666747935699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835432915420927,0.0,0.0,0.13193392456015882,0.0,0.13776723247521513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204489950992997,0.0,0.3895988698567108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691136952623186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964803726715577,0.20627687414548446,0.0,0.1181394511239349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444404190955786,0.0,0.0,0.14964838607741646,0.0,0.0,0.12261488068270207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270586813396091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230913009133354,0.0,0.0,0.16526723576554114 adhd,Thaurane,2019/10/20,I believe my old psychiatrist as a child may have passed away and it has been about 15 years since I last saw him. Will I need to see a new psychiatrist to restart my ADHD medication or is there someplace I can request my records? I can't seem to find my old psychiatrist on any social media and I found a death record with his name. He was also an independent psychiatrist so I'm not sure if the records would be stored at the local hospital.,3.6083788121990352,5.193313337078654,4.880930979133229,82.71426966292137,72.93258426966294,8.231781701444623,27.32102728731942,8.841846274778883,1.9483566613162115,353,13,74,7,7,117,69,89,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.7291,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,15,17,7,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,12,1,9,9,0,10,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,4,5,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735833443371233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820464880346096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480544008162206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387863621942307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564763592489525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806210727047092,0.0,0.0,0.24959943469410736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555990022538732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293269567169151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687948295096675,0.0,0.21985958732071545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777472851807703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814024595025967,0.2072381648016371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883091211115924,0.0,0.0,0.2320539611544909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145513793375109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617114672447447,0.0,0.0,0.1465950014118315 adhd,SnapDragon0420,2019/10/20,"Anyone else get really interested in something, do it for a while, and then drop it within a few days because you're bored of it again? It's happened to me with Animal Crossing and Kingdom Two Crowns, but for now I'm really into them. It's a vicious cycle really.",5.976729559748428,5.711026547169813,7.775471698113207,70.78257861635221,66.54716981132076,10.840251572327047,30.874213836477992,10.504223727775694,3.272828930817611,209,7,38,5,3,74,42,53,0.126,0.8340000000000001,0.04,-0.5193,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290432639618418,0.3356322757014788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996825013715826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125435507796514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27364115328474786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114083636344046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896674296213589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295456264028356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521779622562762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319986481044805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sadatnj,2019/10/20,"Understanding/Connectivity quick background: to begin with, I’ve just recently been diagnosed with ADHD. I’ve known that I’ve had ADHD, but due to overly strict parents who don’t believe in anything mental health related besides straight-up insanity, I’ve never been to a doctor for anything related to ADHD. Ive taken the first step around 6 months ago and have seen a psychiatrist, which ended with medication. But, it seems so pointless. It all seems pointless and meaningless. Even more than not being able to focus all the time and smaller symptoms, I’ve struggled with truly connecting and understanding anyone in my environment. For my entire life. I just don’t feel me. I thought maybe I’ve always thought from a people pleasers state of mind, which is pointless on its own and leads to other people’s happiness, not my own. But, now I don’t know where to start. I’ve recently become overly aware of my own reactions and thoughts. In conversation, I’ll have three different thoughts racing through my mind about what I did wrong, or if the person I was talking to was showing a satisfied reaction. And then at the end of it, I’ll try to end the conversation because i wasn’t listening. I feel like I lack existence. Nothing in life besides staying in auto-pilot has meaning to me. My auto-pilot has been on for so long that the captain forgot how to fly the plane. I feel like I forgot how to exist because it’s been so long since I’ve just DONE. I also know that my experiences and mindset shape my reality. But we all know this is where the ADHD kicks in!!! I’m in a cycle of a losing mindset and will, having an unstable lifestyle, commit to anything and everything. So, I will take any advice you guys can offer! I still think there’s a lot I can write here, but self expression is another problem I struggle with.",6.246507728582658,7.028886484149858,6.952141734346348,73.31213714959395,66.00288184438041,9.652030390358922,33.928346869269056,9.688023934748609,3.349952161383285,1458,63,253,29,22,482,184,347,0.098,0.8320000000000001,0.071,-0.8798,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,0,3,20,8,0,2,16,0,27,7,0,3,5,61,51,25,0,3,12,1,3,2,0,2,7,1,0,3,14,17,0,2,16,1,0,2,7,5,0,2,18,5,28,3,42,30,9,39,0,1,1,0,15,16,0,5,21,176,42,2,0.09149739810312707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398483675231353,0.08941019847528492,0.08110692278132599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317043620597127,0.07613316492554185,0.0,0.0,0.06222136828959963,0.095942999716234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397710817417693,0.0,0.2258836876659153,0.08145208288667165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155192927104186,0.10105168761942296,0.0,0.10308623519942596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928679330695746,0.0,0.09559530678928622,0.0,0.09365146403527587,0.0,0.0936336054775999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243118610558399,0.0,0.0,0.06043316851460202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822319616288029,0.08950201231903665,0.0,0.0,0.13879150101044244,0.13073151897383714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778276400850524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059680932253346,0.0,0.09740068166798313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972574555723969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085373140139058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925463635954193,0.08940201400218276,0.0,0.0,0.16194463613212362,0.0,0.10236218434937064,0.0,0.07778781588935894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192143448076832,0.0996674899156977,0.0,0.09217400257441093,0.09220785687024707,0.0,0.18477257821585294,0.0,0.07303235022981967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056843405280283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779422117842349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159703260648707,0.0,0.0,0.12686555049577253,0.07989199880448414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755065299116596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068528459696745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665915896622836,0.09545174106261392,0.0,0.0,0.07568759321892972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476232931191687,0.097524052261738,0.07306994031716467,0.0,0.0,0.19130589342476367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951008303571714,0.06879465638186008,0.07354214273545305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862783820147521,0.0,0.2905548549413487,0.05335286863651779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212072726507251,0.0,0.0,0.0952520182544097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000380413235823,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd20s,2019/10/20,"Medication refill I have a doctor's appointment coming soon and during my appointments I get my prescription that I need to show to the pharmacy before I get my ADHD medication. But this month, my doctor's appointment was scheduled a week earlier than usual; it is usually the case that I see the doctor every 4 weeks, but this time I see him a week early and I wanted to know if I am supposed to wait until the end of the month to get my prescription refilled (as has been the trend so far) or if I get my prescription refilled the day that I the doctor gives me the prescription? I am strapped for time and I don't want to waste it by going early and then hearing the pharmacist tell me that the regulations require that I wait for a total of 30 days total before my refill gets renewed. Is there such a rule? Plus, I am prone to losing things (even important things like my wallet) and I like handing in my prescription to the pharmacists as soon as possible since it is less likely for me to lose it. lol. What do you guys recommend?",4.834243697478988,5.861037186274513,6.057563025210083,77.58617647058827,69.29411764705883,9.55406162464986,28.296918767506998,9.784248007369934,2.6752154061624656,822,28,154,19,14,276,107,204,0.042,0.862,0.09699999999999999,0.898,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,17,1,12,7,1,0,2,21,29,17,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,14,7,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,4,29,3,22,27,3,23,0,2,2,0,6,2,0,3,22,114,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283910122444712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227156107459665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238197479157034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533016622624245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866073652238375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526913784296818,0.0,0.0,0.07850177572221882,0.0,0.10013940384103599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104808737057081,0.11401533949483635,0.06754732062228838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768389083997345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395680537613575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531890836553017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741978045703062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659338716052634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946528224040697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897358460303989,0.0,0.0,0.08812854377854416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339897361174184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189422088819309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831704366768926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388340928813407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792229008674336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386091456326317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26180121079091473,0.0,0.14020603297240064,0.0,0.2860119083017305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goosewallace,2019/10/20,"In today’s episode of “yes, you really do have ADHD...” At 7:45, I put my pan of veggies I’d chopped for dinner in the oven and had some stuff started on the stove. I get a call from a number I don’t recognise. Who tf is calling me? The area code is local so I pick up. … at 7:00 I’d decided I didn’t want to cook, ordered food, and started laundry that I made a mental note to change when the delivery guys called. By 7:30, I completely forgot I’d ordered food, felt hungry again, and started making dinner. I mean... I don’t have to cook tomorrow??? 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️",-1.4788979963570128,0.5097291065573799,1.6582513661202218,95.24571948998181,98.09836065573772,4.350455373406193,19.07285974499089,6.139981653823899,0.019228051001821456,429,15,98,5,18,151,81,122,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,1,9,6,0,3,0,12,19,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,6,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,12,0,14,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,7,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088896296056436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324479796905123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838712661802044,0.0,0.1822397811203688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688788179723155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203511024673503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081019714078364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210234562793253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446620540787854,0.11602162748381012,0.0,0.0,0.18933347571075604,0.0,0.0,0.17516277417892656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473022353160242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134915480050063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369077527109025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897447262274767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475454301398734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025194993703475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thyra-,2019/10/20,"The struggle of wanting to dress and look nice I love to do my make up, dye my hair, paint my nails and wear cute outfits but I end up shaving my head because dying it every month is too much of a hassle along with wearing basic dress pants with a plan mens t shirt to work with hoodie. Ive only been able to keep up with painting my nails but I can never sit still long enough and they always get messed up. Just oof.",4.871931818181821,4.367092329545457,5.0853636363636365,89.95054545454546,68.88636363636364,7.040000000000001,25.55454545454545,3.1291,0.3868109090909093,327,7,73,0,5,103,65,88,0.054000000000000006,0.871,0.07400000000000001,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,5,6,5,1,1,15,11,5,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,15,10,2,10,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,5,44,11,1,0.2537779669882869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211163598263322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547006931941306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26338146336003765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477195346031348,0.2622204790255847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381888254159775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258851345206218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260449409075231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255695174524272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245855148577368,0.21310957665593672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290445233602801,0.0,0.16939876358289074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025631520670177,0.0,0.18655600580351966,0.0,0.19572921305677254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193009579567758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266741225520987,0.0,0.0,0.26530383220020304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968482009009218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847533824484721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoRedditNamesAreLeft,2019/10/20,"Life Starts At 40? Hi... Too much to say. I'm a well-presented mess. Extremely fast to pick up things (skills, friends, jobs etc), but have zero long game. Some think I'm a genius holding back. Others hate me, wishing I'd STFU. Never touched drugs of any sort. Minimal alcohol. Pandora's box. Had epic rises in achievements, followed by hard crashes. Married, two kids, it's not a game anymore. 50+ jobs, most unrelated. Been self-managed for 40 years. Using mass amounts of energy/effort to mask it all. I've come to grips with the fact I have ADHD. Possibly a touch other something else, I don't know. It's not a cute party trick anymore. I can't keep it up, the handbrake. I'm broken, and at any given moment, I have breakdowns when no one is around. Finally got an appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow. No one knows. But I'm seriously worried I'll fck it up, not get the help I need. Getting a GP referral was a horrible experience, in itself.",1.2132477477477508,3.8166842054054047,3.2984121621621654,85.14401463963965,88.02702702702703,6.542792792792794,25.005630630630627,7.793537801064563,1.8385360360360368,738,32,141,16,24,249,134,185,0.2,0.769,0.031,-0.985,3,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,12,0,9,3,0,2,3,25,28,4,0,2,5,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,9,5,1,2,3,2,0,3,8,4,0,4,5,5,6,2,18,23,6,22,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,10,75,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666962847707544,0.0,0.0,0.165994443088157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125170507936786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080799439717695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827156059947604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943480163879598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379813393715725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012687962260096,0.0,0.12975352462586975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322765630214068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193697302210787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015018207055954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000317142913496,0.0,0.1623010753975896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422703449223425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391400669522848,0.1533505926165482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411060640458884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082708081793978,0.13805937749155325,0.0,0.0,0.17072435002181033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971014890446804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745712064759968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418123476713316,0.11517100278807213,0.11979567814267565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050353547804154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751048140626291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352012024329655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203712331123707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957623713737353,0.0,0.0,0.10993934132384536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319056534953852,0.09952554183262102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517292748177681,0.0,0.0,0.1341503276122287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965520236347218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786152833041322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773936961981955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002375881633567 adhd,orangeolive89,2019/10/20,"Flow vs. Perseveration Is the difference between these two terms just the practical effects? Ie - “flow” is a high-focus state that is inherently productive, whereas “perseveration” is a high-focus state that’s is inherently detrimental. “Hyperfocus” probably more associated with the latter. Seems like a matter of semantics. Whatever you call it, it seems like that state of pleasurable all-consumption is more prevalent in ADHD. I have definitely experienced “flow,” but only recently has it been called “perseveration.” It’s the same exact state, but when it manifests at the wrong time/situation it is given a different label. My question is if neurotypicals can experience the same degree of “flow”. And if so why it’s NOT considered “hyperfocus.” For example, are they able to be in “flow” while maintaining an ability to task-switch?",7.692714192282537,10.326387676258996,8.778469587965994,54.63211249182476,64.32374100719424,13.399869195552652,37.0967952910399,12.40481918309499,6.212476258992806,673,34,95,29,11,229,91,139,0.031,0.8809999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.5803,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,3,4,0,0,11,0,14,0,0,1,1,17,17,8,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,2,1,4,3,11,14,5,16,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,6,66,15,0,0.18915870365059065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273320026809082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863043712763852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39526116987416027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503350887974107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399713111880684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482677565698866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386371794391326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394507577470894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119010390916857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867713995789149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444059589988682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102999612726588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847805676319816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068630829041792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068153478111452,0.0,0.0 adhd,RobelS,2019/10/20,"Insurance wont cover my medicine Im 19 years old Ive been on medicine since I was 7 years old and my family has changed insurance company and doctors many times in the past 15 years for what ever reason. The insurance company said They cant cover me because My doctor filled out a form saying I didn't show symptoms before I was 12. BUT I WAS DIAGNOSED AT 7. So I call my doctor and they They don't have any records showing I was diagnosed before 12 years old. So I ask my mom if my previous doctor has my records she said that my previous doctor went into a comma and the records were handed to her and threw them out a long time ago. WTFFFFF THIS SHIT AGGRAVATES ME",3.087199734571996,4.6562810510948935,4.5125282017252815,84.89290643662909,74.25547445255475,8.193497013934971,27.783012607830127,8.841846274778883,2.1713416058394164,532,21,108,11,11,177,82,137,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,6,0,14,10,2,1,1,12,19,9,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,11,4,24,0,8,7,1,22,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,1,13,65,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466960215835233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029753369117082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110387601880599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719796514058163,0.0,0.20095247500406124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057150754116687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491155907701974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396946961942661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042925280588058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680890251601953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131404609596617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754520853067974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449589291736283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197132218018879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829229225754364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717110526681919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271943595497867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214045221050301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463967905612595,0.09390088485247702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120604131641728,0.09767588263590962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272893283415172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770522521850392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946009507600314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041551268125288 adhd,loooveyourselfff,2019/10/20,"Getting really sleepy after taking 15 mg ir Sometimes I take a proportionate amount of ir instead of xr if it's too late in the day, and when I do I get extremely sleepy/calm and feel the need to nap, sometimes I do although I don't think I could actually get decent sleep on meds. Does anyone else have this, but only for ir adderall? I mentioned this to my friend and she said oh well that's just evidence you have adhd for real. But I thought there might be a better explanation.",2.5075486827033235,4.609686329896912,4.0628178694158095,85.13060710194733,77.45360824742268,6.785337915234822,24.179839633447884,7.793537801064563,1.3001372279495995,382,13,76,6,9,127,72,97,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,0,14,18,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,11,3,9,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.18801528161942785,0.0,0.23154839432117136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471730500637474,0.19741019610684812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039837905150956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382898927139682,0.0,0.0,0.1242543303596326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860426374511042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094862634990667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974182667703178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885411132254373,0.0,0.30198179836357075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173368629665376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140096968626025,0.0,0.0,0.20438932941071186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286020165949098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465319994463963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929732201377566,0.1234274676619892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327051739375827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280622606530512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811053455193087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897233392097757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345328800029234,0.0,0.1529561437336731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323084708357625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,taysaki119,2019/10/20,"Today was a shitty day So, my friend in SF gave me 1 free concert ticket. All I have to do, is get there on time (I live in sac and have no car). For WEEKS I was trying to figure out a way to get there without spending a lot of money on the ticket, so flying was of couse out of the question. Then today it hit me! Greyhound. I got so excited to buy the ticket, cuz I knew I would be saving a lot of money, and what did I do? Bought the wrong ticket for the wrong date. I thought it's fine I can get a refund and buy the right one. Couldn't get a refund and was very up set. Still bought the ticket for the right day. But the amount I just spent is equivalent to an Amtrak ticket (rounded up). BUT THEN, as I'm taking a shower to go out to the store, it HIT ME! I have a meeting during the time of trip! HOW DID I FORGET THIS! I JUST WASTED SO MUCH MONEY!! I FEEL SO FUCKING BEYOND IDIOTIC!!!!! I feel so useless. Just how am I like this. I was so excited that I was going to save money and have enough money with me for the trip and now I just spent more than I should have. Jeez man...",-0.8387629179331313,1.1407886723404277,1.7930015197568387,97.15625,89.93617021276594,4.037993920972645,14.35030395136778,5.288315135182226,-1.0691610942249246,818,14,194,4,28,281,116,235,0.099,0.8170000000000001,0.084,-0.6564,2,0,0,0,2,0,38.0,0,0,0,0,18,13,2,0,21,0,23,1,0,3,1,35,44,21,0,3,7,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,7,10,0,0,6,7,16,5,3,5,0,1,16,4,25,9,31,22,7,31,0,1,1,1,5,12,2,3,13,143,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496104925335155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220210731707342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853443079834682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875943986401525,0.15407249488177352,0.3482873878856051,0.0,0.1894309911703892,0.0,0.1332915054385333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814206062640143,0.0,0.14716193299660527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833730850631842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251269409391866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293167086652085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669493107252907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846497829831747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309317260243456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253059607851526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230771535918506,0.19435906265841094,0.0,0.3159443060104178,0.0,0.0,0.1131497390061078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751017832769474,0.0,0.132285242367573,0.13368287292768852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065221816288092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838895349092302,0.3644283885520396,0.0,0.0 adhd,nattywilliams_,2019/10/20,"Keeping room clean tips? I’m 27 years old and I don’t think I have ever been able to keep my room clean for longer than a few weeks at the most! This is something I have tried so hard to conquer and haven’t been able to! It’s usually the worst after I do my clean laundry Any tips??? Has anyone else had this problem??",0.5355252100840318,2.51114066176471,1.7338655462184889,99.9338235294118,83.55882352941177,4.473949579831934,18.537815126050425,5.288315135182226,-0.6590067226890759,247,6,59,1,7,78,48,68,0.14800000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.113,-0.5477,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,8,14,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,7,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,36,9,0,0.4817960095691702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638189039980923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844148610298096,0.24682847391094215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012393716407022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179060369987096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579729509667905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282424304945227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527819326152643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305068565926646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545505329484493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435771443085625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163553932288397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653151184564559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323384869454546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155130416929941 adhd,jordanj011,2019/10/20,"Interesting study on brain regions linked to motivation https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/05/120501182755.htm “Using a brain mapping technique called positron emission tomography (PETscan), the researchers found that ""go-getters"" who are willing to work hard for rewards had higher release of the neurotransmitter dopamine in areas of the brain known to play an important role in reward and motivation, the striatum and ventromedial prefrontal cortex. On the other hand, ""slackers"" who are less willing to work hard for a reward had high dopamine levels in another brain area that plays a role in emotion and risk perception, the anterior insula.”",21.4071875,16.777494510416673,16.065,36.88000000000002,41.395833333333336,17.8,62.20833333333333,14.554592549557764,8.700295833333334,547,29,62,12,3,156,64,96,0.044000000000000004,0.71,0.24600000000000002,0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,0,7,0,1,10,0,6,5,5,3,0,10,8,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,6,14,3,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,0,39,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851808742400974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7885776225337818,0.1803287114087688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986516338586713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363317811285025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036605364629644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163984672261177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658797507383784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525260083745192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25713432897049193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cartoontiller,2019/10/20,"Is this ADHD? First off, yes, I am diagnosed with ADHD. Second, I’m only taking replies as suggestions, not fact. So it’s been awhile since I’ve drawn. I go upstairs, take out the sketchbook, and- what’s this? My brain immediately ceases to focus on art? Well I’ll just fight back and draw. What should I draw? Ooo, I know, I’ll draw a- What? Where’d the idea go? Why am I fidgeting? No! Just draw! God damnit. I can’t draw. I really want to, but my brain wont focus! This has been happening too much! My brain ceases to operate when drawing. Art used to calm me. Now, ADHD might be dominating. You’re supposed to slow down and think when drawing, but my brain automatically FLIES through art, and when I try to slow down, NO! I CAN’T DO THAT! Gotta rush, fidget, and think! The weirdest thing is that, when I force focus long enough when drawing, I legit get nauseous! I’ll draw for awhile, and come out wanting to throw up! Not even kidding! Other passions are suffering, too. Trying to practice harmonica, and the absolute SECOND I pull up sheet music, let’s turn that off and watch YouTube, read 5 articles and spam on Discord! The will is there, but the focus is not! Mindfulness is fun. Let’s see how my brain normally acts! Sure, let me just regain consciousness after daydreaming. Ok, now where were we- *snaps out of another daydream* Yeah. My brain is being weird. Even while writing this, I press the home button over 10 times (yes, I counted for the sake of writing it down. I knew it would happen) and stop mid sentence to twiddle my thumbs. I just wanna draw, man... I quit Inktober because my possible ADHD was absolutely nuts :(",1.203181818181818,3.8534963216560527,2.5632455124493383,89.39604950781704,90.56050955414013,5.5297046902142455,20.830631152287204,7.075746649084167,0.805779617834395,1271,43,248,21,44,409,185,314,0.138,0.784,0.078,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,1,0,76.0,1,0,0,2,21,9,1,0,9,4,27,8,6,2,2,47,46,22,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,15,16,0,1,6,4,0,7,8,3,1,3,5,3,28,6,31,30,2,38,0,1,2,1,7,15,0,1,16,155,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468547445330777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747128281811766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147655487675819,0.0,0.05666442408014787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226102408154555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007238703916074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434723320858288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960472258993665,0.0,0.12279162580498384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906736229045833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048565081379280416,0.0,0.10565678599845653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439936360499707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324131056706206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493473021331268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108556386285725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28515794783924314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226213207840996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861042423428264,0.0938579171048307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833252268807699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107603336502916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706963649764268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479264569286573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886894297804516,0.09298002179693024,0.0,0.05954926797501432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407299400399342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689322646034237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771443096329557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876088619679849,0.0,0.13978098305043732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175508315638331,0.11912345069994527,0.0,0.0,0.05420273040668728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622050580093558,0.10110820251414236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028315969669506,0.0,0.0,0.10965437773833356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357758876467221,0.0,0.0838773091634035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603247043310065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hanflake,2019/10/20,"I have a problem reading a book. I tend to doze off within minutes of trying. I used to barely read a couple of pages and when I tried hard though I read it but didn't really understand it as my focus was on reading and not on understanding. So, I tried avoiding all distractions and following all the different suggestions suggested on this subreddit. But since then, now when I try reading, mine concentration is high, can really understand things quite clearly. But I tend to doze off regularly, within 5 minutes of starting. Even I was not sleepy before or have woke up a hour ago. If I skip reading, I wouldn't sleep or next 10-12 hours but can't manage even half hour without struggling with sleep. I have tried chewing gums or reading books that interest me but with no progress. I even changed my study location a couple of times (also tried the library or studying with friends) but with no avail. Any suggestions , advices or your experiences with similar situation.",6.55235567970205,7.837388290502798,6.642025139664806,74.0107844506518,65.53631284916203,10.212476722532589,35.58705772811918,10.317481424215053,3.924262197392924,780,37,133,19,12,249,108,179,0.084,0.833,0.084,0.4624,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,9,6,0,3,7,0,10,3,2,1,3,33,19,22,0,3,15,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,3,9,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,1,18,2,22,14,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,6,11,94,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997075886050879,0.08161542548743718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362918083025431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261146734733983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834567731229933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739895664212768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374971850856025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619464492870672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243616917280608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006314833438435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113386040306408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824775710607081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972781133116422,0.0,0.0,0.27201429688929385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979186000935799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809955489054933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792888881920844,0.6446717199441264,0.0,0.11796613713338458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616211924767126,0.10349171137361077,0.18427507373380694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516835901418977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625264622732822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611679106732775,0.0,0.09045933351508302,0.0,0.0536873663236463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750611721022104,0.0,0.0,0.28754761240284665,0.0,0.07951982071597803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875320110362431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PeachBlossomBee,2019/10/20,My dad came into my room and yelled at me because I have piles of clothes 😞 I just wanted to relax after doing my homework but now I feel bad,0.6015053763440861,2.389570870967745,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,82.2258064516129,4.133333333333334,20.010752688172047,3.1291,-0.42371827956989216,111,3,24,0,3,38,27,31,0.15,0.789,0.062,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836426950972713,0.3531004154925813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624982896757181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292882050502544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416518121248414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,horton_hears_a_homie,2019/10/20,"Finally got diagnosed!! After 23 years of struggling, my parents refusing to get me tested when my teachers suggested it, and surrounded a culture that does not discuss mental health, I finally got my diagnosis. Every time I started a new job someone would ask me if I had ADHD. I got by until college because I was able to get through structured school okay, but as soon as I hit an environment that was heavily independent my grades tanked. I struggled through college and graduated late. I took a low paying job because I didn't think I could make it in a graduate program. I finally feel validated and can't wait to start my medicine tomorrow. It's a whole new world.",5.05416,7.092053496000003,6.371400000000001,71.64670000000002,70.03999999999999,9.8,38.1,10.125756701596842,4.52908,537,32,89,15,10,181,86,125,0.08900000000000001,0.878,0.033,-0.7418,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,1,7,2,0,2,0,14,21,9,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,8,1,18,1,12,10,1,20,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,15,57,23,11,0.14018232471656622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847191275505904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105155038714844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709076880438437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119241795465998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228210877256106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267449703148305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810965458779575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088039538427242,0.0,0.0,0.4606886540072974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647895770464306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363498329247324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900725595267827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27821865358728715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813176819256772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357279028189887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127081207964834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27077792548523044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556558821380888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187199659029984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877602882350866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984435418977024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29309800527919594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982317336419011,0.0,0.0,0.08174144085862292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574772073675242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565085593466212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958150145126517,0.0,0.0,0.0902728210594164 adhd,ManabimasuXZ,2019/10/20,"Anything similar to Forest but for PC? Hello! Forest is a mobile app that locks you unto a peaceful growing tree timer. You can escape, however, you would need to ""give up"". This is then a challenge of how much you can wait and you'd rather be productive so sometimes it works. I suggest lower time intervals for us ADHDers. Anyways, it's helped a lot for me to try and study. HOWEVER, how would I do something similar in my pc? Lock myself from browsing too many things and perhaps just focus on one specific tab or something. Any suggestions?",3.0160695187165767,5.738372460784312,4.106755793226384,82.13494652406419,79.29411764705881,6.846345811051696,28.880570409982177,8.00094639256281,2.395890196078432,429,20,73,8,11,139,78,102,0.027000000000000003,0.868,0.10400000000000001,0.7834,3,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,5,0,2,7,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,14,12,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,1,12,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,2,56,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923103761384884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168888750671191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283246028502754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665989493898682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240707869147786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672102613035604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374822253534052,0.19542770861876174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859627249369764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058054451780946,0.2606693241086153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509872493203174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536849842467517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894113728300814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170323508989868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187610338572167,0.0,0.0,0.3744534307457373,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,niceee-,2019/10/20,"Cut extended releasing Concerta in half Hi guys, I was diagnosed with ADHD 3 days ago and I’ve been cutting 27mg concerta in half. I take 1/2 in the morning and the other half at 3ish. Sometimes I drink 1/2 cup of coffee in the evening when I think concerta is wearing off. I’ve been sleeping fine and I feel calm when I do this. Does this mean I need a higher dose or should I try adderall instead? I just found out today that I shouldn’t cut it in half. I’ve been doing this because if I just take one 27mg of concerta in the morning, it wears of pretty quickly. I didn’t wanna take another 27mg so I just cut it in half and take the other half at 3pm. I’m just not sure if I should increase the dose or try adderall which is a stronger stimulant.",2.575354166666667,3.625351493750003,4.286250000000003,88.0804166666667,74.6875,7.583333333333335,27.708333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.6503333333333337,589,23,130,9,12,199,83,160,0.067,0.848,0.084,0.5327,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,4,0,8,0,12,7,3,1,1,26,22,11,0,7,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,7,6,1,14,3,16,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,4,6,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269427863215409,0.0,0.16739069556730385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980097987518728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151119682033701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178285246590433,0.0,0.0,0.191663391722131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652506445237255,0.0,0.0,0.18498625694828086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472363352101445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548057098079236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070476596848733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697618413614467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569650395215167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001864411157228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279593773814922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211292370423413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897121827028995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867624892147167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797460570547458,0.0,0.567921207619755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099774322114705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899335223732085,0.0,0.0,0.25641292726843273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fkfkdoe73,2019/10/20,"Small working memory. How can I help? I'm posting here because there's a correlation between working memory and attention apparently. I have to teach a child with poor working memory. If I read her 2 or 3 numbers, do something and then ask her what the numbers were she can't remember. If we draw a picture of a man wearing brown shoes and blue trousers as soon as she has to handle that memory by looking down at the page to actually draw she can't remember what it was she just looked at. I estimate that her working memory is about 3 items. Now she's getting older she'll need to learn tons of stuff. What do we do? Obviously I've asked her parent to see a specialist but really I'm supposed to be able to help her but I'm lost.",2.6666081569437243,4.54522815436242,4.798120805369127,81.07670624677337,76.18120805369128,8.611461022199277,28.240061951471358,9.265573868473778,2.6197584925141966,581,25,116,15,13,201,92,149,0.037000000000000005,0.92,0.043,0.1926,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,7,0,13,2,2,1,1,19,24,12,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,17,0,18,19,3,9,0,1,5,0,20,4,0,3,4,78,24,7,0.17632470539118408,0.0,0.1720674773172571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32967959491031457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074859038197198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212238103305853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637346651687696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961366880335388,0.0,0.19247924490719515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307425348453335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957877187148682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887032711433966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637242136061285,0.0,0.11295812132571502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994830375222777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050796136020913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574337265583009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018496023567432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513465942167551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shatteringtwopeals,2019/10/20,"shutdown at worst possible time this will not be very coherent. i am in cognitive shutdown \-i am in undergrad at a community college. workign on associate of arts. hope to complete by the end of next semester and transfer to a 4-year institution for my bachelor's. would like to major in philosophy \-bombing this semester due to poor planning etc. was doing better the past couple of semesters but that was in large part because i had one philosophy class per semester with a professor whose teaching style was very helpful for me and who provided me with a lot of the validation and direction i needed to feel basically competent as a student and as a person \-the class that i am bombing the most this semester is a philosophy class (not with good prof). it is extremely poorly taught---there is a huge amount of busywork, the prof does not lecture---we have discussions based around different highly specific readings each week. leaves us to build a foundational understanding of the subject ourselves, although it is supposed to be an intro-level course. i have a 50% currently in this class. paper due on tuesday will be a deciding factor in whether i have to drop this class and fuck up my already-fucked transcript even more. i have severe, severe anxiety about writing, and this plus adhd plus bpd behaviors (i am diagnosed with all of this) makes it nigh-impossible to start the paper \-basically i have spent the better part of the week doing absolutely nothing other than repetitive avoidant behaviors because i cannot get myself out of the downward spiral. using all the coping skills i can but most of the time i feel barely aware of myself/what i am doing/what i am meant to be doing. \-cant really get an extension because i am traveling next week really ashamed about the quality of ""writing"" in this post but i cannot do better i am sorry need help with . i dont know. tips? i dont know. i think i just need someone to acknowledge that i am having difficulty because i cant admit it to anyone else. even my therapist doesnt really get it although he usually gets what is going on with me but i didnt explain it very well to him. school does not provide accommodations other than the most basic testing accommodations. i didnt say anythign i wanted to say but i have to post this or else i will feel worse because i will have failed in another small way to follow through on a task",6.2854613095238125,7.496014361607145,7.038464285714286,71.19820238095241,66.09821428571428,10.437619047619053,34.79940476190476,10.504223727775694,3.985871190476192,1926,89,325,50,30,638,224,448,0.09300000000000001,0.826,0.081,-0.7449,3,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,0,0,7,7,12,1,2,29,0,49,2,0,2,2,58,75,19,0,6,12,0,3,1,0,5,1,2,0,1,23,17,0,1,12,3,3,3,13,5,1,1,8,5,39,7,63,58,14,44,0,1,0,1,15,21,1,6,17,239,62,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083870024458793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456871879249597,0.06899265183611121,0.0,0.0,0.06306070448052821,0.0924070299472514,0.0,0.08028536885812393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748851677869877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392886754560553,0.0,0.0,0.11358711200902695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945591393853296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978997402956416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153769918881237,0.0,0.0942260061951005,0.0,0.0,0.15784614529936344,0.0,0.2113965057001407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067899053233216,0.0,0.07987873210524367,0.0,0.10058211697582001,0.11913505593738286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680346110362532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675247869413573,0.18847551366126752,0.0,0.05125523433528521,0.07564440532519877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090061616426202,0.09528730122496767,0.0,0.08957583752427936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991286086245015,0.0,0.0,0.09549479467017276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044060712853783365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766735885690524,0.0,0.0,0.060200386422260575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006170987116659,0.0,0.0,0.19182936068574924,0.0,0.0,0.08653666279754323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061112906799208375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532702214497466,0.08609350131649902,0.0,0.07874763131294191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167206130386768,0.17274804063954796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902112014986185,0.0,0.17332791201496375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344031950081956,0.0,0.09127385206216136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377081691463755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641497930472611,0.0,0.0,0.10095673405184108,0.06383467816474155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047138209205654,0.0,0.057788057082700635,0.0,0.0,0.1051772916373826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388763490156743,0.10848361078480744,0.07789243491641594,0.09932801393695856,0.22324065466140824,0.05319450874599075,0.07158608055374854,0.2170272225105864,0.0,0.0810887603068667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190804966213907,0.06406611205901737,0.0,0.0,0.0580773395218045 adhd,mcttlland,2019/10/20,"Emotional Dissonance As far as I can tell, it feels virtually impossible for me to have concrete emotions. I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD about seven months ago, and have been medicated for six. Every day, I hit the ground running. No matter the circumstances, I feel I don’t have the luxury of slowing down or taking it easy on myself. The idea of resting is alien to me - self care often feels like a chore. I struggle to talk about myself in all aspects - my interests, my history, my daily life, my emotions, my opinions. Most of the time, I don’t even try - I feel intimidated by the idea of getting lost in a spiral of thoughts upon trying to have any conversation regarding my own self. Many people have picked up on this - countless have told me I’m a fantastic listener, and give great advice. My best friend has told me she believes I know much more about her than she does about me. When my mum asks how I’m going, I instantly say that everything is alright. This is partially because of that aforementioned fear, that I won’t be able to truly explain my situation. It’s also in part to the fact that part of me refuses to accept I might be struggling. Since being medicated, I’ve put immense pressure on myself to keep the ball rolling. Historically, in my teenage years, I didn’t really have anybody to open up to. I was made to believe I was unlikeable, strange, and often the butt of people’s jokes. I have a pretty sturdy sense of confidence, and have done an incredible job pulling myself out of the pit that high school left me in. I’m grateful and proud of my ability to remain undefeated, but that idea of defeat seems synonymous with rest. I often get jealous when people tell me stories of any kind. About a holiday, about a movie they just watched, maybe about a small aspect of their week. Even when I’m medicated, when I can truly hold a conversation and engage, I can’t always get out of my head and simply remain present. As ADHD would have it, this is a bit of a discombobulated rant - and that’s fine.",6.524576423128643,6.8133531340206215,7.2293366203496205,73.27837068579116,65.34020618556701,10.356073509636936,33.106678619453156,10.176274734539398,3.3192510981622583,1608,63,294,35,23,534,212,388,0.064,0.799,0.13699999999999998,0.9692,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,4,19,20,1,4,21,1,32,7,2,3,2,44,59,19,0,1,3,1,4,1,1,3,5,2,1,2,14,13,0,3,12,3,0,4,6,7,0,2,11,7,48,13,58,41,11,37,0,2,1,1,22,20,1,8,14,208,62,2,0.0905914633210314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774666864502806,0.0885249294911162,0.08030386625797509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244596048803459,0.075379354613916,0.0,0.0,0.12321060314389436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846907892565335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055223715200938064,0.0,0.0,0.20413111385847915,0.0950701517062875,0.0,0.09890241496327418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236403446032578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842399939729345,0.0,0.0,0.09194842833552487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927720003733288,0.09270651966167788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057096088756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966961427020452,0.0,0.07632721502574377,0.0,0.0814177658616673,0.0,0.0,0.10194058216215783,0.1832230632961016,0.0647185594975751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999073983998783,0.0,0.1419909016814327,0.0869035864011143,0.051485216286433634,0.0,0.0,0.09987740812739726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297297700517908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571485481514412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30680020577589145,0.0,0.0,0.08989804885401835,0.08052185502604121,0.0,0.09433706845888762,0.049786699069798435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842788996534488,0.0,0.06398742965150235,0.04425841302709283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988912836484558,0.0,0.0,0.08571983300430659,0.0,0.0918455249151149,0.09101130122624236,0.0,0.0,0.2737841057718674,0.0,0.09610322653337544,0.0,0.0,0.0723092417298729,0.0,0.06659514912832333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962034534060446,0.0,0.1884141424134242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216408641644236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106944216770156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058035211130446386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204196770797715,0.0,0.09168339732828526,0.0,0.08247106583005279,0.18901330701570732,0.0,0.0,0.07493819460550848,0.10182860040636132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941173395721206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811350617069888,0.07281398667380419,0.15836186384591774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191950271225035,0.05282461077974328,0.0,0.0,0.17312805083023514,0.0,0.12301131403030093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266700748330067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435357634719999,0.0,0.0,0.05833793222094935 adhd,sp00kyst3v3,2019/10/20,"Meds before or after shower? Heya, rando question but do y'all take your meds before or after a morning shower? Are there any positive effects of taking them before or after? I don't normally shower in the morning, only on weekends but I'm finding that I'm forgetting to take meds on the weekend and sleeping 14+ hours. Last part was irrelevant but just trying to figure out the best way to stay motivated and get the most out of my meds etc. F, 22, dx last year, 20mg dex.",3.0500263157894736,4.855680568421054,5.0644078947368465,79.90398026315792,74.89473684210526,6.855263157894738,25.559210526315788,7.645422480735847,1.5631315789473683,374,13,68,5,8,129,66,95,0.053,0.8,0.147,0.8943,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,2,0,19,10,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,13,9,4,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,9,42,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972681298198643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743642358320815,0.0,0.1538997942946413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635531611625192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403515308932318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661840640230412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442039700606427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390781287398717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651578950139698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368555224636606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115336918850592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880731532003806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428120683903055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675559122057472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563090492623816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307869315516427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995655081295342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640369204612146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944375874787318 adhd,curioup6688,2019/10/20,"Vyvanse and sex drive side effects I have been taking vyvanse for about 3 months now and the only side effect I’ve noticed is my sex drive just feels not normal most of the time. It’s like I’m focused on a bunch of other things inside my mind that it completely kills my sex drive. Also the strong stimulant makes erections not as good and last less time especially if I change focus for a second. Is there anything I can do to combat this? I’m hoping maybe it will go away with more time, the meds improve my life greatly but this problem has me worried",5.296138996139,5.799763864864866,5.477168597168597,84.0372972972973,68.00900900900903,7.423938223938223,28.46975546975547,6.868970318607317,1.4016296010296008,443,14,86,3,7,140,81,111,0.11699999999999999,0.799,0.084,-0.6938,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,1,0,6,0,8,4,0,4,0,19,15,7,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,1,8,5,10,13,4,14,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,7,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419274371210565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689592334499355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290303527082656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719923738708968,0.0,0.21527203408792156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381495831949272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668696040101408,0.17221101109400694,0.0,0.2263638381604403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039271177204948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271539649956839,0.0,0.0,0.16736158697639145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502218711422513,0.10030801190719524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705137041475154,0.0,0.20626954431246386,0.0,0.2280620308318576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731266719949315,0.0,0.1638828820183927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116806314554836,0.0,0.2337559227611591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615360362410538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646161310205335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437359635621956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640416703448655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591677598456017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851041225187647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pumpkinator21,2019/04/28,"Overwhelmed with final exams New to this sub but hello to my fellow ADHDudes!! How do you personally cope with feeling overwhelmed during final exams in college? I’m at the point where I can sit down to “do” my work, but nothing gets done because I feel overwhelmed and frustrated. Instead it seems I have wasted all of last week and weekend sitting at my desk attempting to get work done while seemingly doing nothing at all. I’ve been trying to be positive through this whole thing but at the moment am feeling like a disappointment to my professors (I keep missing deadlines) and am feeling defeated, especially doing large assignments. It’s this constant cycle that keeps getting worse. How do you guys cope with your ADHD when you’re really really stressed out? I can manage it for the most part during regular days but when I get really really stressed everything seems to get out of control.",7.0414141414141405,8.540626530864197,7.052401795735129,70.73126262626266,64.55555555555556,9.841526374859713,35.714927048260385,10.018931242160765,3.980054320987653,726,34,111,16,11,232,100,162,0.179,0.73,0.092,-0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,5,6,10,1,5,4,0,14,0,0,3,2,27,30,12,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,13,1,22,26,5,24,0,6,0,0,7,10,0,4,13,80,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507067872792797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644285675044546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551317111651495,0.14064709539503034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087281705812417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665608250165745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270170052954025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536246308304114,0.08958599679081855,0.0,0.2747397903348553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32758239576379106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241660088237964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229230904381909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022179785051964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612642505981676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211123876635687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064993288471415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579630081105265,0.0,0.0,0.10949470188505868,0.0,0.0,0.11854381303796042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213385636793385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424791603587833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872912316423388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331038481319614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851385697511223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058855372764096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000495260673335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825858185515183,0.0,0.12779361525937344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oncidiumensadum,2019/04/28,days off are rough i think the lack of any structure just always leaves me feeling so bored and sad. what are things you guys do on days off to kind of wind down and recharge? i try to get chores done and that kind of thing but i still end up feeling gross at the end of the day.,3.104499999999998,3.492171783333333,2.846666666666668,101.37000000000002,72.83333333333334,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.5543333333333331,217,4,56,0,4,64,44,60,0.154,0.799,0.047,-0.7816,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,2,12,7,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856288203862592,0.0,0.0,0.15170890648921972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316239431571735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282986100777228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951831936934786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560209809048484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655536063645958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089425629090964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464627982725875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622018617634344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816002841908787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29642227641762714,0.14294711717002545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514635223037113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Krobix897,2019/04/28,"First Post Here Hey all. New to this sub and wanted to share some stuff. So, I'm thirteen and have ADHD/ADD along with Sensory Processing Disorder. Overall, the SPD seems even worse with ADHD and seems even boosted by it. Anyways, that's not the point. I found out something that kind of helps me a lot. Generally, Coding and math is super helpful to focus. Generally, when I don't have anything to think about/do, I get really tired for no reason. So, I decided to learn to code. Learned python and C++, and learned a little Rust. It really helps me to focus, and even takes away the tiredness because I am always thinking about a solution to a problem that I've been facing. Anyways, here's the piece of advice that seems to work with me: If you are having trouble focusing on some work, take a break and do something that you find fun **that also** makes you thing a lot. It seems to really help me a lot.",2.0678947368421063,4.542564293785311,3.3098245614035093,87.92523639607496,81.20338983050848,6.212191495688374,22.87511150758252,7.475848149327749,1.0942949152542378,708,24,138,11,19,229,106,177,0.091,0.775,0.133,0.775,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,4,12,6,0,0,11,0,9,2,1,2,1,39,22,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,13,0,0,13,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,12,4,22,20,7,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,10,3,96,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28931683636800576,0.1176217881974716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625789559246288,0.10015545376683853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099052247286415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130892864615636,0.0,0.0,0.07337494839229526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795165384832253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850491783970876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110013770738501,0.10238458648007057,0.0,0.13197681858139154,0.0,0.0,0.0628870829928855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227193574345104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253442928362365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063991850214754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306996589681363,0.0,0.0,0.08034628209464817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625174113381401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137862520272119,0.0,0.11527885142769215,0.0,0.0,0.11517550053894385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231331626610308,0.12375790060200315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383124298768597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532965922532998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779206044331666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100285291955215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996685950875199,0.15425334659816778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383448053740979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709959064982213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525803695588038,0.0,0.1226648286462256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jaydenmae1993,2019/04/28,"I’ve been hyper focused on my phone lately, and I hate it. I’m not doing anything bad or even super unproductive (usually) on my phone. I’m not playing games or taking 5000 selfies. There’s just so much to see/look at/learn. I’m reading about new places, finding out what it would take to travel there, looking at places I could move and finding out how I would do it, doing my shopping (99% of all my shopping is done on amazon), writing, reading about new hobbies I could take up, etc etc. My phone allows me to do/read tons and tons of things at once, whereas real life only allows me to do one thing, and a lot of times that thing is pretty boring. But I do wish I was spending more time actively engaged in life instead of on my phone, and I can tell my family feels the same way. Any tips on how to spend less time on my phone?",3.4607894736842084,4.301281000000003,4.527733918128657,87.98177631578949,72.33333333333334,6.635672514619883,25.945906432748536,6.42735559955562,0.8764888888888893,645,20,136,4,12,211,102,171,0.044000000000000004,0.836,0.12,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,2,0,15,2,0,4,1,30,25,11,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,7,4,2,2,3,0,1,3,2,17,3,23,18,10,24,0,0,1,0,8,14,0,3,7,94,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428602724330461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199517826852317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034878873052668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979180614340096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683752927839387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27646017726371536,0.08186370418781641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684317426101345,0.0,0.06266970419153499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265647567999153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223688322155716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981399344890694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509032830679147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081631346969151,0.0,0.0,0.1053725777731504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173263348253453,0.09111294662110324,0.0,0.0,0.2394113689653917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199609099550408,0.08398751962474453,0.09426483722555626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589897603946018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609539277197326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371931992097706,0.1410751674837489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876715337378808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795709146899837,0.0,0.10833233528472468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470282395790044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168178615974435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650657376234093,0.0,0.0,0.09838081119460644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142529241399368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609222423396506,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,naty_91,2019/04/28,"Unrecognizable road rage gremlin So I went to my usual train station today and all the car park spaces were full. Ok so I'm already mad. Try to drive to the next one, and people at the intersection won't let me through. Now I'm really tilted. Next stop is just as full, but I find a space but have to reverse parallel park up a hill in a MANUAL. Now I'm pretty much at banshee level and probably look like a crazy person. Anyone else find that they turn into a hideous monster in the car. I'm basically a level headed calm person otherwise, despite ADHD, but oh my Lord the car (which is why I take the train now). I love the actual act of driving, but if it's through traffic, watch the heck out world.",3.8353846153846174,4.744966979020983,5.500286713286716,81.09812237762239,71.51748251748252,8.237482517482517,26.88741258741259,8.548686976883017,1.828127832167832,550,18,111,9,10,188,96,143,0.064,0.812,0.12300000000000001,0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,14,1,6,2,1,0,1,15,15,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,7,1,2,0,1,2,2,8,4,15,11,4,31,1,0,2,1,4,16,1,1,9,65,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1741346659096671,0.0,0.21445385683410675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691633144098256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124771522279877,0.18283598146990068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906626225623146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32618741081110153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831340394246224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824700978537571,0.0,0.08717825563145445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984721121713024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105181010005395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311761660087059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795523939655176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091762175983865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370993556896405,0.31161915858025857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154072268098767,0.19239177751669714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431518044848027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918637123713455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416695825195707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914313672245487,0.0,0.0,0.12115111056433545,0.19409478585152815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652979785181346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541848543260387,0.16101708817933008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Magen137,2019/04/28,"CAN'T STOP SCRATCHING I tend to scratch my head when I'm studying or am under stress and last year I scratched my head so much that is basically created a wound that just iches more and it won't heal because I'm scratching it. I wend to the doctor and he gave me some medication and he also told me to stop scratching it. HOW ON EARTH DO I DO THAT? I don't know if it's an adhd thing but when I have an ich I just can't stop myself from scratching. And to be clear, I fully acknowledge the consequences of scratching it and I completely understand why I shouldn't do it yet I can't not do it. It almost feels like I'm addicted to scratching my head if that's a thing. Anyway I'm not looking for medical advice here. Just venting.. I don't even know if it has anything to do with ADHD.",0.7726773761713517,2.951826000000004,2.7922088353413663,91.46962516733605,84.18072289156626,5.857563587684068,22.475234270415,7.1686216300943375,0.7756302543507356,620,22,135,9,18,208,89,166,0.042,0.894,0.064,0.485,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,6,0,17,9,3,1,1,30,29,16,0,4,10,0,9,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,15,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,10,18,1,12,24,3,10,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,6,9,96,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538161730340525,0.36464156682816173,0.14824506475282065,0.0,0.0,0.15191135545504547,0.0,0.0,0.12131900206378304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248408737693604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247839318161724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906055138209985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527722325707186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020019116881564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670696559342227,0.10837859006021698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670814789334036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667469823440444,0.12366040213925635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411574731292937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739458895652478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056550866274466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115211528718898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804983013156856,0.17377837908508348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157306648071316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449613078112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793099506277344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689080762310032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976935038452438 adhd,Letsmakebeats,2019/04/28,"Is this just ADHD-related RSD? (storytime) So I had a pretty big workplace blunder last year. I succombed to the romantic advances of my ""work best friend"" and he then became manipulative and psychologically abusive at work (ex, gaslighting me, being hot /cold all the time). Stupid mistake, I know. It resulted in me being so tormented by him that I had to quit my job. Meanwhile, I had made very close friends with a girl who still works there. Our friendship started before I quit, and intensified after I left as we kept in touch. She confided in me, I in her, and we supported eachother through stuff while the friendship bloomed into one with a really genuine, fun and light-hearted side. We would usually hang out about once a week. It felt like one of those ""soul - sister"" (I know, barf) connections. It was truly beautiful. Thing is, she still works with him, so I know it's bad that I confided in her. It's cruel to him and really none of her business but I was desperate for a caring friend at the time and she seemed to understand it all better than anyone, really helped me start the healing process. She told me she noticed his darker side and just totally understood and had amazing, comforting advice. Well, recently I commented on an Instagram post of hers and saw that *his* now girlfriend (who he tried to triangulate me with) commented on the same post. Immediately my heart started racing. ""They're friends?!?!!!"" To make things worse, my friend has been cancelling our usual hang outs and we haven't been talking really anymore. Ever since this I've been having moments during the day of what feels like the verge of a panic attack and I've been crying a lot more than usual. It's a lot of assumptions on my part. Right? Or is it clearly what I fear it is?? My mind has pictured her and him and his girlfriend all best friends now. I've even worried that he is now triangulating those two against eachother. Is this just RSD?",4.523250460405158,6.614758102209947,5.055779005524865,80.30722283609578,71.56906077348066,8.252081031307553,29.46998158379374,8.936278230431713,2.5546184898710877,1531,63,277,31,30,489,198,362,0.099,0.723,0.17800000000000002,0.9848,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,6,0,0,10,16,24,3,2,17,0,23,2,1,4,6,56,41,22,0,2,5,2,4,2,8,1,1,0,0,1,25,26,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,7,1,3,16,6,49,17,39,22,12,48,1,0,1,0,44,20,0,4,25,201,74,5,0.0,0.1053248612588516,0.0,0.0,0.10683332069579343,0.08686619401111896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815896759102443,0.0621567560043456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112976517652504,0.0,0.0,0.07422278204884808,0.0,0.0,0.07564225189979941,0.0,0.1865775503071966,0.07861952456471344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063336376772267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764589163944278,0.057329279963562026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058713652697540725,0.08040971786084829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003047094878584,0.0449474804868043,0.06350589577143552,0.08535218636724326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120757319461476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067965064452784,0.05958377853214026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821358455595132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656146303977505,0.07246047955547369,0.0,0.0,0.09658359780668052,0.0,0.0,0.08685824241230254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511490103360879,0.0,0.08411365800748888,0.059337439393357484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975760540152289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120641521280026,0.0,0.09466921538710953,0.12047375835478105,0.0,0.0,0.10429796295972732,0.0,0.09626354602706226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027177068052982,0.09043716224943893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909943548773472,0.0,0.0,0.2277911064606731,0.0,0.0877721068424482,0.0,0.0,0.07591499556264455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092576459398433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353404051113477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875890531132236,0.0,0.14198173631671904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176236936277314,0.0,0.10087586476282352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144963491628027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811445547631055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366961973159246,0.0,0.0,0.08494203236668653,0.0,0.0603531950352535,0.0,0.08683652722616032,0.0925417954409907,0.0,0.0,0.29371256684495844,0.0733468648256967,0.0,0.0,0.07130540974771736,0.0,0.07992638728996576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886358086408723,0.09027617828583197,0.09059058671710236,0.0631477514912477,0.0,0.0,0.05724482547055906 adhd,AnnSedai,2019/04/28,"Ritalin and side effects/Late diagnosis Hey, guys. *First, sorry for the broken english! It isn't my native language, but I'll try my best to make it understandable!!* I was diagnosed for the first time last year (20F), and I've been taking Ritalin since then. I had side effects in the first few months, but it ended up okay. But lately I felt it wasn't working as it used to, and when I commented it to my psychiatrist, he said that indeed I was expressing strong adhd symptoms again, so we decided to try a higher dose. -instead of 30mg per day, it's now 40mg.- At the beginning, I did felt slightly better taking the higher dose, tho it wasn't significantly different. But now, almost a month later, I've been feeling super awkward every time I take it. It makes me kinda dizzy, and confused(?). Just now, when it kicked in, It made me so restless too! I know it can be just temporary symptoms, and maybe my body has just started to really feel the consequence of that higher dose, but it also makes me feel so emotionally bad. Because I end up thinking if the diagnosis isn't just a mistake, and if I'm not using it as an excuse to my problems. Anyway, I'd really appreciate to read about someone's experience in changing the intake amount. Or even maybe about how to deal with that feeling of being misdiagnosed. Argh, I don't know. Anything would really be helpful.",3.354794043092525,5.599898121673004,5.015308935361215,78.62331828263628,75.38783269961978,7.729340937896072,26.927915082382764,8.59863814320734,2.235028010139417,1078,42,194,22,24,364,151,263,0.07,0.7909999999999999,0.138,0.9674,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,0,9,22,12,1,3,12,1,17,9,1,8,0,46,40,25,0,5,13,0,6,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,18,8,0,0,12,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,12,7,19,5,24,24,3,31,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,6,23,131,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630281186042587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356875784712205,0.0,0.0,0.09069794898718786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093330896298475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469680275285014,0.06913674234472908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902206433007707,0.1003063669228641,0.0,0.12597851750727054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199780508396362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314330407474416,0.11692590360932913,0.0,0.11511385598931935,0.0,0.11849455474315858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757663010199152,0.20090408532567225,0.0,0.0,0.07490954980290519,0.0,0.09555704428658113,0.0,0.0,0.11094165032325147,0.0,0.0,0.22938416353594746,0.0,0.21779240642378428,0.0,0.0,0.28941226933609204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229869898830204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601969593667585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465985576156048,0.09244837704043077,0.12793708041081642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731603237283246,0.2271162157621865,0.0,0.2278812593626573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105357078677806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852285527497972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344570980001895,0.0,0.21796969422909107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788365397703943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381807495871264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609617677812624,0.0,0.0,0.12695882732232813,0.08027573354475027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576325925114644,0.2558219367812325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726717640914181,0.0,0.0,0.13226641821004004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400270504536806,0.0,0.0,0.11806903362235407,0.0,0.19590832225596527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256748393252725,0.0,0.0,0.08056677481204018,0.0,0.0,0.07303555318957483 adhd,rigormortisetenon,2019/04/28,"Gastro vs Ritalin I had Gastro yesterday n last night, should I still take my ritalin?",0.8818750000000009,2.1592334375,3.6700000000000017,75.87500000000001,120.875,9.1,22.75,8.07648339933343,3.605675,69,3,11,3,4,24,13,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491706843997004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660834476132423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817342632687214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535482438481642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlreadyNotListening,2019/04/28,"Diagnosis Quest: High Hopes into Frustration 31F- 10 Years ago I was diagnosed as bipolar 2 which at this point I can't even believe it was 10 years ago. I've never been depressed or had any sort of manic/hypomanic episodes in my life. I decided to stop taking my meds 4 years ago. At first I went off for a summer, turned into a year and then 4. Never noticed a difference in personality, mood, behavior work, ANYTHING. I know this is not cool so in january I went to a psychiatrist to talk about what I should be doing. I explained I never felt bipolar and want it off my medical records, but I do struggle with wanting to finish tasks, start big projects, stay organized in physical, and mental space. Im 10 min late even when I give my self 2 hours to get ready, I always and on the go (3 jobs at a time in college, commuted and still finished with honors because for me failure is not an option) played sports and worked and kept busy in high school and as a kid was always told to slow down, do this right the first time, don't rush through things and do it poorly, I was smart but sloppy and a bull in a china shop, that sort of thing. Even now I work a full time job, and 3 months ago stopped my PT work 15-20 hours a week, which I've been doing for 8 years. As a kid my parents hardly brought us to the doctor for physical injuries/illnesses nevermind anything else. But i was smart and even though I never studied I passed all my classes with ease so who really cared what else was going on, I definitely didn't know any better. &#x200B; Back to the point... Psychiatrist thinks I probably am not bipolar, sounds like ADHD, nails so many minute things about myself I wouldn't guess would be a ADHD side effect. She cant write me a script for anything without a proper eval which makes sense. I leave the office and feel like i can breathe a sigh of relief. So a full eval is 3 month wait, bummer, but fine this is awesome progress. So in the meantime I've been reading through this sub and feeling so hopeful. You all sound like me and I relate to so many posts. The stories of people starting meds are inspiring and I'm just hopeful to reach this diagnosis so I can see the other side. Im craving that ""seeing with glasses I didn't know I needed"" feeling. I wake up daily with a to-do list a mile long and Im lucky to do one thing by the end of the day and to feel that help is out there was a light at the end of the tunnel... or so I thought. &#x200B; Eval time: and I do an hour or so of tests and after pages of forms, symptom lists, and questionnaires, even those filled out by my parent and spouse, the doc says: ""I don't think your bipolar, I don't think it ADHD either, medication won't help, you did well on all the tasks, cognition is fine "" My heart sinks, the tests where simple enough and the only thing I literally could focus on in the setting so I know I did do well. But thought she'd look at my reported symptoms and maybe say ""lets do a trial of something and see"" or maybe you have another executive functioning disorder. She didn't even mention my symptoms or the things I've been struggling with for years. Im at a dead end. I wanted to cry as I walked out of the office with what felt like less information than I walked in. I've been in therapy for 8 months working of building skills to cope with day to day challenges and I feel like I went from drowning to treading water, I swore this was my missing link to just get me into a life raft. I would never push to get meds, its not my place but I don't know how to advocate for myself that I need help. I can't imagine theres nothing more I can do. I'm a step away from drowning and can't get out of my own way. It feels worse knowing the successes of others and it seems like it was ripped away from me. I see my outside therapist again in 10 days so in the meantime please weigh-in while I have a mini pity party: TL:DR Wanted help getting the correct meds since bipolar meds have never helped but after a re-eval the doc says I'm not bipolar and doesn't think ADHD meds will help since I did well on the testing. I feel she overlooked my symptoms/struggles but I know its not my place to ask for meds, even a trial. Now I'm lost and feeling overwhelmed that I have no direction to go in. I wanted to find help for what I know has been an on going issue for years but don't know where to turn and cant imagine living like this for ever.",3.917315273569777,4.704071036464089,4.758211548743539,86.94700900017824,71.23204419889504,7.51826768846908,27.082962038852248,7.601502580125103,1.3381662805204062,3468,113,736,38,62,1124,376,905,0.085,0.784,0.13,0.9918,4,0,1,0,0,0,102.0,1,4,0,15,40,37,1,3,53,1,70,19,3,3,11,143,144,66,3,15,24,3,11,7,0,6,15,5,0,4,39,46,1,4,35,4,2,15,30,8,4,3,33,23,86,27,112,100,12,133,0,5,5,0,35,55,0,14,66,470,125,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042953371335152,0.0,0.15068616693321188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072278423171363,0.09209222333317156,0.10327842593006777,0.05779962528092712,0.044562419506076284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491566533378698,0.0,0.039729501835623286,0.0,0.07985575327688994,0.03267801685970149,0.0,0.025906131159078184,0.0,0.0,0.047880221296453584,0.0,0.03758565719856267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332911652909168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033930860669797405,0.0,0.046681597609855366,0.10962969700368723,0.0,0.03660310456762115,0.04313415053050878,0.0,0.044400927389759634,0.048705910075729095,0.043498075315984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100255213975347,0.0,0.11292072944853535,0.04391136188193138,0.0,0.1964847618665184,0.03844149538787027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719044324289237,0.060720561254173126,0.08160868526510738,0.0,0.038842019469898965,0.07229684201860931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101616123225766,0.04076755247831113,0.09660941941459247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046815877106361314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806948553803946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035983854952117,0.19939663090464332,0.08980205600767438,0.0,0.12662906192449574,0.12555467151117675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361872203458726,0.04435643373922694,0.08434458406441504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020003385285832,0.0,0.047939122857512326,0.0449988025118146,0.0,0.04345665625712606,0.06003459705861841,0.14533520137506645,0.0,0.037526142947600115,0.03760902219767412,0.0356872650672375,0.0,0.04639113024838616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028367465568218574,0.08617175451407995,0.0853890651125681,0.0,0.33043662761077075,0.08562368452984792,0.042827566490115966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176349201343247,0.0,0.0,0.06302283621216867,0.19666052790399347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077757549725821,0.048383778069690915,0.0,0.0,0.02879746098704852,0.032321325651503814,0.0,0.0,0.0943770697387676,0.0,0.0,0.02946247198223328,0.03710724885019378,0.08880185477951927,0.04664958256768071,0.08034790166684212,0.0,0.04070093554256279,0.0,0.04581958052623708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042509081825983286,0.0,0.027225038842815845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629270229304603,0.0,0.10138734731682243,0.0,0.04300982119102502,0.1354602807079696,0.038688201988011615,0.04433424575423034,0.0,0.0,0.07030887694574561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032716714387923236,0.0,0.0,0.06016001366486318,0.04529676726466505,0.033938623383968365,0.07105976189365723,0.0,0.1332830978079669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325137772517047,0.0319528923061814,0.03415794613099302,0.0,0.0,0.04859968800544474,0.049342967479397135,0.16940102824229086,0.10892293667680432,0.04175365793081317,0.06747666517473233,0.09912272582950298,0.0,0.0,0.04060826019948256,0.0,0.0,0.09245033010077584,0.0,0.0,0.05111935780724663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253308728523549,0.03373260199740638,0.034088996365969335,0.0,0.11463128823658103,0.11818705110434732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040966151917618376,0.0,0.15469372693072855,0.0,0.04330866609302656,0.06037812498996791,0.0,0.10327842593006777,0.19156934348157706 adhd,TrueRusher,2019/04/28,"Over a year after starting adderall I finally realized I can watch Marvel movies now So I always hated marvel movies (well superhero movies in general) because with all the fighting and stuff I was never able to follow the plot. I loved watching comedy movies and intense drama movies, but anything with lots of action was off the table cuz I just couldn’t get involved in it. BUT today I went with my bf to see Endgame and realized that I actually like it now?? And I know what’s going on??? How did I not realize this was an ADHD thing sooner. I’ve missed out on so much!",4.62026785714286,5.867716205357148,5.7789285714285725,78.56607142857145,69.98214285714286,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.306692857142857,453,16,82,8,8,151,80,112,0.066,0.809,0.125,0.6699,0,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,2,23,16,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,3,1,0,5,3,11,3,14,10,3,19,0,1,3,1,4,7,0,1,9,62,18,0,0.2426028744287179,0.0,0.2367454095570655,0.0,0.29156151017983106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186502603576065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964149455027652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788846049327645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26575959060184223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674998882462346,0.0,0.13787680432327554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952011227013156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332819517274092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852351010134768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625228827840747,0.2189585660205256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834102694960666,0.0,0.18711029275222946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332308101965093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717155631907885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777222489917059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117456982733994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299591581488845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812911954535968,0.22489529512961376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622829708441555 adhd,asehs123,2019/04/28,Vyvanse and Quercetin Hey guys. I’m just wondering if there are any adverse reactions when taking vyvanse and Quercetin. I read that Quercetin is a slight Mao-i but I would like to take it for seasonal allergies. I’m worried that the interaction could cause a rise in BP. any thoughts ?,2.7953369272237194,5.807776566037736,2.7251212938005414,89.01037735849056,85.22641509433961,6.8021563342318085,32.099730458221025,7.957251820313856,2.744716442048517,230,13,43,5,7,69,41,53,0.09,0.846,0.064,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,10,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403424435698354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047111219546241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682745782418546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937010843839289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491386978689905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296700926076097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460436373038278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354836682644193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216724487823759,0.0,0.3012326747960761,0.0,0.2107108037830153,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shrugiguess,2019/04/28,"ADHD and the Military Does anyone know of support groups for Military members with ADHD? I want to start one at my base but i'm looking for information.",2.171896551724138,5.056870241379312,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,87.9655172413793,7.037931034482759,27.9396551724138,8.07648339933343,2.7672,123,6,20,3,4,42,25,29,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,6,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7370446056280499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441017380144808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683431760421847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168521604531376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25750079836854634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077875449738428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170417307039113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479720160211742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086451712622847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chanman00,2019/04/28,"I tend to zone out when driving and have gotten mutliple tickets recently because of it I have recently started college. My parent's home is about an hour away and every time I make the drive I start to zone out. There is about a 40 mile stretch of nothing to do except kill time. I usually listen to a podcast on the way to make the trip go by quickly. Now I have started to ""zone out"" and not realize I have been driving the past ten minutes. My parents live in a small town and there are lots of police and lots of speed limit changes. The other day I was on the final stretch home and got caught going 45mph in a 30. I didn't even realize I was going that fast. I was also trying to be obedient by going 35mph in the 35s (which NO ONE does). Then, right when I least expect it the cop gets me. It's also finals week and I have waited until the last day to study and I still can't hold concentration for more than an hour most. Should I see a professional about having ADHD or are these normal things?",3.3016987179487174,4.284550259615386,4.681461538461541,86.19687179487181,72.84615384615384,7.277435897435898,25.40512820512821,7.554174236665415,1.1833143589743589,786,24,165,9,15,262,124,208,0.040999999999999995,0.9590000000000001,0.0,-0.8240000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,13,1,1,0,16,0,19,0,0,2,0,27,36,15,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,11,0,3,2,1,0,9,4,1,0,2,8,2,18,0,30,26,5,51,0,0,1,0,3,15,0,4,26,120,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590789749532735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074869379541608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188376661939028,0.0,0.0,0.07908101081348594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372350679834077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732771097682242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352588449733125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568414879108842,0.0,0.10930147120401598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842214597145985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677775480481452,0.0,0.2949097452837045,0.0,0.10375536672877823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602556086615464,0.0,0.2555119809152377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352485857639685,0.0,0.0,0.10574566947296883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455223854171127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205802857808842,0.0,0.0,0.17318895187986127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710593809622078,0.12447755587450525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790707920583066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880952785549847,0.0,0.12384009590973673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561815835624429,0.0,0.0,0.11078703974990313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337645418458116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754665292526717,0.0,0.1036009825759691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618554724865965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129093003217953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807682550526863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287711133104164,0.0,0.0,0.1029720820505115,0.1040600108786768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hevinheath88,2019/04/28,"Overwhelmed when writing simple emails. Does anyone else get really overwhelmed when having to write a simple email or any work related writing tasks. I make grammatical errors and feel so drained after having to put together a simple email. However I do really well at speaking, but writing drains me! I do so good at interviews when talking but when it's time to write etc I bomb.",4.591180124223605,7.5290945362318835,5.1847204968944105,75.44739130434785,74.65217391304348,8.000828157349899,28.697722567287784,8.841846274778883,2.952389648033128,309,13,47,7,7,99,47,69,0.11199999999999999,0.758,0.13,0.0839,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,7,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,2,6,7,1,9,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,6,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173621180965065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742873068177167,0.3039590674720332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596056120223604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478179716195786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33084979030042483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999815666167787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499048450776268,0.0,0.0,0.2488209275338562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802014336800627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982211563898279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800907826530578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844080726033776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298246412411508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672931679990164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215969057308194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asdfguy17,2019/04/28,"How do I more easily remember to do simple tasks? More often than not (I'm 17 years old, a senior in High School), I'll have my mom remind me to turn in graduation requirements or something related, but I'll always end up forgetting. Forgetting to do something simple for 5 minutes doesn't seem like that big of a deal, except that the next day, I'll forget again, and again, and again. This can usually drag out for maybe 1 or 2 weeks, and it really hurts my self esteem when someone asks if I did something and I have to say ""sorry I forgot"" for the 4th time in a row. Any tips on how you guys overcame this?",3.5012275985663086,4.575354911290326,5.009139784946238,83.68926523297492,72.46774193548387,8.414336917562725,24.261648745519715,8.841846274778883,1.6084831541218647,475,13,98,9,9,160,87,124,0.11599999999999999,0.868,0.016,-0.8983,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,21,13,11,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,16,11,2,21,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,5,14,60,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551750846288645,0.0,0.0,0.12681997523031058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434349839527216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027098264858385,0.1922635776720864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517528204319126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846549735253788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703751474462072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964200061949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911098671804028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735483266339892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184154889002897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983348253054813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956904706999576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194706275311952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125744931271945,0.0,0.0,0.14830477778926845,0.0,0.1887384020776956,0.0,0.16977400092051895,0.1945503252340742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580128455513403,0.43070863052768416,0.0,0.20876091271956512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874414473588777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028481762023348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053930036747559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959147758298527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009380573533793 adhd,Top500ZaryaMain,2019/04/28,"Wanting to do things, but choosing to do less energy-consuming activities I always get this urge to start learning Korean again, because I really want to learn it, but whenever the thought occurs, my brain is like: ""Nah, just continue playing video games or maybe watch Netflix for a change?"" and it is so annoying because I really want to do things like learning new things but I don't get myself to actually do it. &#x200B; It is normal for the ADHD brain to not want to do things that aren't enjoyable for us, but learning Korean is something I actually love but still can't do.",7.647121212121212,7.441078136363636,8.187272727272727,69.01757575757578,63.09090909090909,12.06060606060606,36.51515151515152,11.538034831475384,4.427424242424243,465,20,81,13,6,155,64,110,0.066,0.765,0.16899999999999998,0.884,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,13,3,2,0,0,20,22,8,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,8,5,11,21,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,7,58,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.3029472305158156,0.0,0.18654585995826448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915657095517186,0.1681822330181486,0.1886108909834707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892429492741082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465566509406468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420357265200722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219346408520166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166659072036476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400932995865409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559406769234878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991371600557887,0.0,0.0,0.15208393486719984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887750174194488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949695389308668,0.0,0.0,0.10986644767989416,0.0,0.12395994492668053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124885855241991,0.0,0.0,0.12322838796765967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671213345285148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662142196074925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886108909834707,0.0 adhd,sinnamonsticks,2019/04/28,"ADHD: I hyper-focused on various new projects and then cried in frustration because I didn’t finish any OH BOY, so Sunday’s are particularly rough for me(17F) because I feel almost as if there’s no purpose other than to anxiously mentally prepare for the upcoming week. So today, I started multiple little projects like sorting and getting rid of jewelry, making an anklet, drinking specified amounts of water, meal prep, etc. All of those and a bit more I started today and just got so so focused on one thing after another, yet never finished them which left me feeling useless. Then I calmed myself down after a good stress-cry, and made myself realize that Sunday’s are meant to recharge, and prep for the following week. So, I’m going to make myself do just that! :) I decided that I’m going to clean my bed sheets, give my dogs a bath, and put clothes away. You know, stuff like that. I’m really proud of myself for actually hitting this wall, and finding a solution for my problem. I think I’ve decided that from now on, Sunday will be a day where I sure as hell have a purpose/job, and that it will be to take care of my future self by doing little actions and chores. Let me know if anyone else can relate to hyper-focusing going way too far. It’s hard having a brain that works differently than the average brain, but it’s all about finding little ways to make life easier for your own sake. Have a great day❣️",5.926417112299467,6.424100054545459,6.723914438502676,75.66751871657756,66.63636363636364,9.525133689839572,32.17647058823529,9.478462496947786,2.980578609625668,1125,44,202,21,17,373,170,275,0.055,0.8270000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9434,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,2,13,12,2,0,12,0,14,6,2,4,4,37,39,22,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,4,2,16,10,3,0,11,2,0,6,3,4,0,1,4,4,22,8,33,29,8,42,1,1,0,0,6,13,1,4,23,133,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.10772185592458318,0.0,0.13266380561087554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105367043339301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506699232825928,0.11575046678702768,0.0,0.1247059676635634,0.0,0.07718520534846401,0.11310459724284574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037122851483564,0.0,0.0,0.13458186550666906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051408946718276,0.0,0.0,0.24645695264334486,0.0,0.0,0.11254697386949583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425100240783908,0.1423810549623199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533099252927273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813730293105524,0.0,0.0,0.09221423168154164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311076156085572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163003780401663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017835626711685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767268755138205,0.10589333526842552,0.18820654573756965,0.0925874362899126,0.08828662321743051,0.12170213339365972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888513169194536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954213308685497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133169262249854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993587357552735,0.11287825711707306,0.07796965144541433,0.10785909220120056,0.33191052891349765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044509138389494,0.22105267740041645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124420234649596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851373128440906,0.10661251921118836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480113486830696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056255170383402,0.0,0.1109694935679807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071678309390718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151577876062863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626507134946668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264480147057993,0.0,0.1263667842553229,0.0,0.0,0.10403850625827192,0.0,0.08299733812998658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733362637194552,0.07073157665078543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209268068588942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524023472775782,0.1770916967883313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036310101526369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ghowell20000,2019/04/28,"Blurting stuff out while drunk Any advice on how to not blurt out things while you are drunk? Wether it be that you're leaving a place so you can go have sex or just giving too much info. It wasnt a big deal because it was at my fraternity house but given different surroundings, issues could arise.",7.482824858757062,6.513137508474583,6.880000000000003,80.76485875706216,63.745762711864394,9.900564971751416,29.836158192090398,8.841846274778883,2.0558090395480217,239,6,48,3,3,74,50,59,0.06,0.9109999999999999,0.03,-0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,5,5,1,10,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736686465501864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044849398273467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072026471402402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360287917760235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887266674582185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926001582784254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686563774460484,0.1591629560107797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231483981192173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292306947078714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965401290319273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587425975397144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926001582784254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205984814954084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605755401276486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tiggsd,2019/04/28,"Frustrated with my brain. I am so tired of not being able to get into any type of routine. This particular brain struggles so hard to get through a day without anxiety or depression getting in the way its almost impossible to get to a point I can pretend to establish anything resembling a routine. Why cant I be consistent? Should I just be medicated daily? Antidepressants make me flat and hallucinate. Addy makes me clench my jaw and hyper focus and people always ask me if I’m “ok”...They are used to my real personality and not the medicated one... I can make a daily checklist, do it twice, feel great, and the third day stare at it and find it too difficult to complete. Tomorrow is supposed to be a fun day. Tomorrow I am getting my engagement pictures. But what am I focusing on? The fact I was too ADHD to go shopping because none of my clothes look good on me. Fun fact. Combination of ADHD/Anxiety makes it really difficult to go to the gym, or make it out of the house for anything that I am required to do. Sometimes not even that. Sometimes the panic hits halfway down the road and I have to turn around and go home. Now I get to hyper focus on not looking good in my pictures. Maybe this humiliation will motivate me for my wedding, in 153 days. I don’t have anyone else to talk to about it. The frustration is taking a toll.",3.5727062937062968,5.531668284615384,5.402937062937063,77.37569930069931,73.84615384615384,8.573426573426572,30.279720279720287,9.218907990703514,2.9035384615384623,1054,48,195,25,22,361,144,260,0.107,0.7959999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.3831,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,2,2,15,0,22,6,3,7,2,37,45,14,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,12,12,0,1,3,3,1,3,8,7,0,3,1,5,24,6,38,37,1,24,0,1,3,0,4,13,0,4,7,138,36,3,0.10557498933550907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537612417030525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571810154389917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784684856320447,0.0,0.0,0.07179461306879238,0.0,0.16152915574042226,0.0,0.0,0.07382048728415808,0.10817405284925463,0.17375844130209162,0.09398412370615232,0.09869836345273612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435753358730321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357132076874424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069336767005278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27234853648180674,0.0,0.09093158361412666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819435650307715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973128475466536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053381886781528685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649362760045788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33095144688487194,0.0,0.1800020982478614,0.17710258416636585,0.0,0.1163967984548525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457445340336604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590032236198467,0.0,0.0,0.12181936292377575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731280260262955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523606259233996,0.0,0.10606426703056317,0.0,0.0,0.21271138940664672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154034507594055,0.0,0.0,0.12386950258301532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319240447437883,0.09218400847059334,0.0,0.0,0.0998024897743382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016745117044768,0.06763404157043193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883272799661146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036990164122053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937925301076584,0.08485717731836342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213429195328381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483527177567306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911828935094578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380051242327075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952650067361678,0.0,0.0,0.10177052226715062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ConstructiveFeedbax,2019/04/28,"Some days I get totally sucked into my head, feeling like I'm not here. I don't know what's causing it, but it's been like this my whole life. Might be part of the ADHD. I know the constant diarrhea of thoughs is. The inability to sort out input probably is. But the thing where I can't get out of my head, and into reality is really frustrating. It feels like I'm just constantly an observer, a commentator, recording or simulating reality, not being here and now, in it. It's so subtle, yet so tangible for me, and I hate it.",3.3491822429906537,4.572284981308415,5.947745327102804,76.24255257009347,73.01869158878505,10.20981308411215,29.26285046728972,10.411451182825502,3.2057859813084133,411,17,84,13,8,148,69,107,0.136,0.778,0.086,-0.8194,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,6,0,9,3,2,1,1,22,19,9,0,0,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,10,15,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,8,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997228712416465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657494838634398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413574922002175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340855405911795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351031720623385,0.2734090076262302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995084265397225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889240729924345,0.3927721750357371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103281051267739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516014399413492,0.2804600924091025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299808895741475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072195051351379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631373924706026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258731966329245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712818103660234,0.0,0.1880059397317269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364173267136904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stu_Denim,2019/04/28,"ADHD and NoFap TL;DWR: Have any of you participated in long term abstinence? How long? Did it help in any way? And now for those who would like some context. So back in March, I was starting to see someone I'd met, and decided that I'd abstain from masterbation for a while to kind of reset the system, and because I was looking for something to give up for Lent (not particularly religious, I just use it to exercise self control on a habit). The relationship fell through, but after only about a week or two, I began on a project I didn't think was ever likely to happen - I began to deep clean my place! When Lent ended, I was still feeling pretty good about keeping my hands out of my pants, so I set a new deadline and went about my business. The urges started to emerge again but I remembered that r/nofap is a community dedicated to abstinence support, and figured I'd check them out. Turns out that I hadn't followed their rules to the letter and so I decided to reevaluate and go full nofap. Unfortunately, as of late, I've felt more and more of a need to do the deed, and because I'm single, don't have a different option. I've also questioned whether it was really the abstinence that was fueling my new found motivation, or just that something had clicked in a different way. So now I'm curious, any of you think there's a correlation? Have any of you decided to participate in a challenge? Did it help?",5.749494884910482,6.173144576086957,6.9453878942881495,74.18443734015348,67.0072463768116,10.117306052855925,33.626598465473144,10.056822442137396,3.3480194373401524,1117,48,211,25,17,379,149,276,0.017,0.8440000000000001,0.138,0.9856,3,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,2,3,19,6,0,0,17,0,18,2,1,4,1,43,42,24,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,11,13,0,3,12,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,17,6,21,6,41,24,6,44,0,0,3,0,14,14,0,5,24,147,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200016933385666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114320765739612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34403341567772244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725261801590848,0.0,0.1541977953375026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185414407874494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264282037035942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120206346903398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440523098349994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395031625553023,0.0,0.12143726972390835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867494905826086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132777902768098,0.0718795069740952,0.106082483684613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184274716585482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954905768070805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124181203340214,0.0,0.13170580720650638,0.0,0.0,0.1426709957123739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358005413222173,0.0,0.0,0.2238554368489077,0.10620840219641857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378071874336497,0.0,0.2443035747179139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619107398251704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132141018517971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867206491812672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168262032673934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810240815535471,0.0,0.0,0.13578842352663578,0.14327321414159885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078539184752296,0.0,0.1319425681757532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716312410024684,0.1947355704457117,0.0,0.0,0.17904142879600127,0.0,0.1010042925835312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352402813827486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620820626796293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375701083290513,0.12354915822868492,0.0,0.0,0.10923508381951526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078231006619304,0.10145181564593858,0.0,0.0,0.11724497832723073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984527352709994,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crazycrazyworlditis,2019/04/28,"I am (26F) self-diagnosed ADD. Don't know if it is really ADD or my anxiety or what but I freak out every time I need to send a professional e-mail (like, what am I gonna lose? Nothing, but I still do) and it takes me ages to write even one small paragraph. Does this happen to you too? It takes me ages to write small professional e-mails. Usually, when I do, things don't turn out badly, I get normal kind responses, so nothing objective has happened to scare me this much. But I do still freak out. Till this day. And I am 26F (just graduated from Master's, only 2 years of work experience from before, so quite a starter again on a job market.) Do you also have this fear? How do you deal with it? (I have now drafted a paragraph in my fourth language and I am freaking out whether everything is right, or is appropriate, or is it silly, or maybe too rude, or maybe this and that....)",2.8292817238627315,4.189122865921789,4.294752593774942,87.04409217877097,74.53072625698323,7.795849960095771,24.51755786113328,8.418075326091056,1.3596429369513174,679,21,149,12,14,226,105,179,0.165,0.7859999999999999,0.049,-0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,4,13,11,1,2,4,0,18,0,0,1,0,29,27,21,0,3,12,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,0,0,19,3,16,26,1,23,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,7,14,101,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419142817216895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188022327708973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966700249060706,0.0,0.0,0.1321468125383834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015409935628082,0.16010499820249774,0.0,0.15762378683710312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590196924441655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025725948342138,0.0,0.13084491914517393,0.0,0.13957146199501008,0.15191084419525597,0.0,0.1747529662404255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811365821203316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746582953602937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154108897195392,0.0,0.0,0.1617185441750055,0.08534749515091983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587055904071018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373828180258602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120346090507371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416159885064997,0.11515119665971275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215866730676195,0.2980244557438323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052336674362412,0.11811081665284713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517810499358013,0.0,0.0,0.09948761402306072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262329499071404,0.0,0.0,0.15547998142244035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620092575465429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24804171506915976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352892424002214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317281951479444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905552747341765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891918521169752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103835725057714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305849652247035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000065575820133 adhd,TheGreatCork-yt,2019/04/28,dexamphetamine I got the capsule version 10 mg and i am not having any sleeping problems. Anyone got an idea why this is not happening???? i get moderate of energy from the pill,1.3018181818181809,3.764512969696973,3.361060606060608,80.76159090909091,101.12121212121212,7.048484848484849,26.71212121212121,7.793537801064563,2.8621757575757574,140,7,23,4,6,47,28,33,0.10800000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.062,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228721849773565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388418145377293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846230092738513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463880595630117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020595031110428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856040774401284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268474837506544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34182831140683856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082242871579932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DonkeyAssMule2,2019/04/28,"Just a trip to the store is mentally exhausting, keep joking I'd rather live in the wild. Is there any basis to this, or does ADHD just amplify being spoiled by modern life? Seems like it doesn't matter how big or small work I need to do is, I am and will always be an unaccountable child. I'm very motivated to do the projects I was previously avoiding by doing something else, in order to avoid going to the store. It's going to take me an hour or more to procrastinate, then when it's done I'll feel like I'm ""done"" for the day. There's a good chance I won't make the trip until I'm trying to avoid another task.",6.991627906976743,4.8838797519379895,7.796550387596897,77.459011627907,65.43410852713178,11.08062015503876,30.80232558139535,9.725611199111238,2.4393348837209308,484,12,106,8,6,164,83,129,0.081,0.8,0.11800000000000001,0.6926,0,3,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,3,10,0,15,2,0,3,0,18,26,8,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,3,1,2,4,2,4,0,0,3,1,5,4,15,19,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,8,62,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551185554911786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663344456772853,0.0,0.0,0.1443572537337413,0.22259343268617435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369026348371216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185767110769264,0.4344710029848137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733217793652076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073348298085146,0.15165242724707248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412865205218517,0.1780498674385807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905242302988114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868366131655906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993919974864733,0.20741795904507315,0.0,0.18744657643733648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169813056437908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139276804153419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740246608661276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325116949256607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342303318669624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960767080240662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412376060568816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515271529770274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545419125540675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nonbinarybullshet,2019/04/28,"Orthostatic hypotension made worse by adderall? I'm 25 and I've been prescribed Adderall for a few years now. I'm pretty sensitive to meds and I'm on a relatively low dose of 15mg IR per day and will supplement with another 10mg if the day is exceptionally long. I keep myself well hydrated and I eat relatively well. (quantity and quality wise) I have always had low-ish blood pressure and a diagnosis of ""mild"" orthostatic hypotension. (light-headedness when moving from sitting to standing) I've started having issues in the past year with Adderall exaggerating this and I have actually passed out twice when going from a crouching position to standing (when on Adderall) . I've told my psychiatrist, a cardiologist and 2 different doctors about this and have had a variety of tests done. My heart is in great shape other than the low blood pressure. None of them are convinced that it is the adderall thats exaggerating it and have just told me to increase my fluid intake (I already refill my 21oz hydroflask 6 - 8 times a day and supplement with pedialyte a few times a week) Insight is greatly appreciated!",5.749119458128077,7.877568995073893,6.9709328817734,67.68231065270936,68.4088669950739,10.198152709359606,35.347598522167495,10.411451182825502,4.311867241379311,898,46,146,26,16,303,121,203,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8066,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,2,13,0,15,6,3,1,0,21,24,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,15,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,4,2,1,7,0,12,6,23,16,4,30,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,1,15,93,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.1573072844083137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788745964400626,0.0,0.13413074881625028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690315437195016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118806798547098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841898134021227,0.0,0.16499433605676125,0.0,0.16496287300493362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494714925065992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161328919352484,0.0,0.0,0.35544564186228383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102197200781987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682502106469102,0.0,0.14328136352500095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265632679542992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525306955486848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790561062937755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132936766757548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388299236321593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399766206967267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409770937787113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799324128216605,0.0,0.0,0.30806571929272314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293043722368483,0.0,0.28987509840427145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642758801536467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761415571321468 adhd,sarah_spaz,2019/04/28,"What do we overlook the worst? What simple shit am I missing? I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I’m so damn frustrated and tired and exhausted, but everything requires more and more, and I can’t be what my stressed husband needs, and I can’t even be what I need. ADHD diagnosed around 5th grade, medicated to the point where I was a zombie, never since. Raised by textbook narcissists, I have a lot of atypical nervous/defensive habits, and I fucking hate myself every time I hear my mothers shrill voice or my fathers dispassionate negativity come out. I just want to be a good person!! Away from the people that taught me wrong. I don’t want to be called disrespectful, stupid, annoying anymore because I don’t know what’s wrong with someone or myself. I don’t know where narc shit and adhd end, because I’m always stuck in the maelstrom of stress and shit that won’t stop running through my head. I do my best to care and be loving and nothing makes people happy enough to just be kind to me. No amount of effort feels like it gets anywhere. Please help... what the hell do we usually miss on a daily basis that I might be just not seeing? How can I improve if this was day one? Idiot guide style.",4.1582458628841605,5.727567323404255,4.816560283687946,83.78361111111111,71.51063829787232,7.4349881796690305,27.52364066193853,7.984000788550335,1.7083995271867618,951,34,183,13,18,305,142,235,0.29,0.583,0.127,-0.9933,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,3,9,26,11,2,9,0,24,10,4,2,1,39,48,16,0,5,8,3,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,12,16,0,2,4,0,0,2,11,19,0,1,4,4,27,7,18,35,7,16,1,2,1,2,10,8,6,5,7,123,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27968262716087816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682029150342583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079439544763006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358448143278244,0.0,0.0,0.10932342942215637,0.0,0.0,0.14186314624322635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211194760983485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881589499957405,0.0,0.1186361011802862,0.0,0.0,0.10023326749526047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504214756698968,0.0,0.0,0.11810227986594975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305983718218373,0.12023030212700672,0.0,0.07685424608029692,0.0,0.09803776174906233,0.0,0.10457627111109567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058834778068013,0.08312713511983602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757233403066896,0.060792952137642776,0.0,0.0,0.0975966930257063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386668019055025,0.0,0.1148807574365022,0.11941825161130952,0.0,0.1311454319318548,0.0,0.07799321226517435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117034584005225,0.1918441491687164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684729555871072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989245490738273,0.10501884653126517,0.0,0.07767076241030417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172197925440241,0.0,0.1234388706966112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725579511531339,0.08974349565809837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164992411814813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884809959374567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133782948280426,0.10160048673408607,0.0,0.12772761230434213,0.1099971861343072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272332818735607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35832356844626284,0.0962536477475534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859089043938432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728161773391793,0.2665784596586013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785006638018568,0.1337379431726944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815337292140905,0.0,0.1372635059636399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25444134187390244,0.0,0.0 adhd,chelsea_FC12,2019/04/28,"Mydayis vs vyvanse? Any personal experiences between the two drugs? I’ve taken vyvanse in the past but recently am restarting medication after getting a new psychiatrist, and he thinks mydayis is the best option for me. Any personal experiences?",7.355499999999997,10.933715550000002,8.370000000000001,52.86500000000001,68.5,11.0,45.0,10.686352973137794,6.842500000000001,202,14,23,7,4,68,33,40,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.8095,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33336753470145525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257228690464283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842507414114926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479530843146113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280602903639564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469233709131815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367295637896883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339860189341135,0.0,0.4280426389831464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420173709559443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705712059508414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943766167016406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clothmom1211,2019/04/28,How do you focus when you run out of your meds? I’m really strugglin fam,-1.9839583333333333,-0.4014498124999975,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,109.625,4.633333333333333,11.583333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.6201416666666666,57,1,13,1,3,20,15,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8662550738925148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996019885423533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SearrAngel,2019/04/28,"Adhd or autism or just me jerk? Ok i have problem non verbal communication. ""Most adult communication is 90% non verbal."" On a good day i get about 1/3. I alway thought adhd made me miss the rest. Because i hate being social. Not just a little, a lot. Recently i heard something about autism. ""Imagine that everyone in the room is speaking a language you don't understand and no one is going to clue you in."" I feel like this... any thoughts?",1.5085389610389583,4.1940663690476185,3.2619913419913438,85.27694805194807,87.69047619047619,5.435497835497836,23.11255411255411,6.980632752743323,1.0694190476190475,341,13,64,5,11,113,62,84,0.126,0.762,0.111,-0.312,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,2,0,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,15,16,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,3,10,3,6,11,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110532270348258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176915966921379,0.0,0.0,0.14458815083927634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129610514998508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712160839963006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316648153014416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750651014244224,0.15189499286530805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110846057415106,0.0,0.12083622721531208,0.17833465533783166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991715648594225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038748603672492,0.21310000632427376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076099524073744,0.0,0.20118515498003944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407607705918882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344758350291334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993552457854509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673820455254345,0.0,0.16368442569981628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375913319505538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213437852895329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sabers31,2019/04/28,"I'm doing a presentation on ADHD in classs. as the title says I'm doing a presentation in class about the effects of ADHD on the brain, if anybody can help me find studies or anythign similar that would be great but any help would be really appreciated also &#x200B; P.S.: i may or may not have let this go till almost 2 days before the actual thing...",6.444565217391304,6.514686753623196,7.7259057971014515,70.39581521739133,65.52173913043478,10.378260869565215,30.29347826086957,10.125756701596842,2.9665913043478267,282,9,51,6,4,97,52,69,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,0,11,1,1,1,0,12,14,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,8,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,6,4,36,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.19891926304977312,0.0,0.4899541735331614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041171643148249,0.0,0.0,0.16301145233406786,0.0,0.22086147341946935,0.24768894156062876,0.13861876649947893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345354788364598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275538003524083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146048349363093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630684199410694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584745131471218,0.0,0.0,0.22473525431274405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27326044698943064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844107750790086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058566673915295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210242373722125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135422801702479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896053795844424,0.0,0.24768894156062876,0.0 adhd,picsofpplnameddick,2019/04/28,"ADD help without insurance? I’m 99% sure I’m ADD, but I haven’t been diagnosed because I don’t have health insurance. Recently I’ve read up on it and I read things that I’ve struggled with my entire life - I always thought I was broken, like there’s something wrong with me. It’s been a relief to figure this out, but what are my options if I don’t have health insurance?",0.4036363636363661,2.807032285714289,2.2779350649350683,92.44547402597406,89.77922077922076,5.6774025974025975,21.985714285714288,7.1686216300943375,0.8888036363636367,294,11,62,5,10,97,50,77,0.153,0.7040000000000001,0.142,-0.4329,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,1,14,12,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,3,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,37,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320599006023545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154475883814446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356744392683888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936277905425739,0.0,0.0,0.15563633985896358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400717093624273,0.11343942318412567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645184337670785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926591409941996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787561183713171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427420729168267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188423413922457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426095816373506,0.0,0.0,0.1843379901211687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238290255731266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538702920929686,0.0,0.0 adhd,That_Shrub,2019/04/28,"When do you tell someone you’re dating? So after a few years of self-discovery and singleness a friend/coworker I’ve been crushing on asked me (25F) out. We’ve hung out a few times now and he’s just a lovely person. But I’ve been in relationships before and I know my ADHD tendencies, even on medication and even as much as I wish they weren’t, can be challenging for an SO. I feel like I should disclose it to him, but I don’t know how or when. I’m in a really competitive field (journalism) that clicks perfectly with me — different things every day, interesting topics, digging into research on random topics — so I’ve never disclosed at work. Only my parents, my sibling and my best friend even know I have ADHD. I fear people would think differently of me, so I keep it close to the chest. How did you tell your SO? How long had you been together before you told them? Do I just throw it out there when watching a movie? Print out a fact sheet?? I’m at a loss. I’m afraid and I can’t exactly go to my friends for advice.",1.7242236024844717,3.9500547971014512,3.645590062111804,86.4821739130435,80.73913043478261,7.034644582470668,21.934437543133203,8.11559375814309,1.2286698412698414,801,25,165,16,21,270,125,207,0.044000000000000004,0.787,0.16899999999999998,0.9795,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,2,5,18,11,0,2,10,0,15,3,1,3,4,35,29,22,0,3,5,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,5,13,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,3,26,8,23,19,5,26,0,1,2,1,19,13,0,2,12,112,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378982591025608,0.13737257037437628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142276954168206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392454438846811,0.0,0.14752941550871534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066208823767134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937511208634964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855411920420475,0.0,0.11844421427815285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819091726564152,0.07108117256218316,0.10042995707780927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32583390541491264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989451715132803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495343695642518,0.0,0.0,0.23177629830341054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867999774947757,0.0,0.0,0.12440835219688295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687840419727445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161896373422467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334204006500504,0.0,0.10842350580183403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069169744426674,0.0,0.0,0.15609679599828188,0.0,0.0,0.09746006082506327,0.12274851655935334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005876842871811,0.0,0.0,0.15092967368724994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665498164737062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911247609840518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457451975488315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339471201577967,0.0900776082211245,0.0,0.0,0.08197298324386185,0.0,0.0,0.13432964862650235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616593812554486,0.0,0.0,0.1023434832285361,0.0,0.0,0.09986357793694367,0.0,0.0,0.09052852959710286 adhd,readypoliwhirl,2019/04/28,What makes you feel overstimulated and how do you make yourself feel better? I've been feeling very overwhelmed recently and I dont know what to do. I vent and I feel like I'm not being fair to the others in the situation. But if I dont do anything I just feel worse and then I'm agitated and mean.,1.5385714285714298,3.50079928571429,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,79.95238095238095,6.73968253968254,23.198412698412696,7.793537801064563,1.057107936507936,237,8,52,4,6,82,39,63,0.129,0.737,0.134,-0.1702,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,19,18,9,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,7,2,3,16,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821018900264954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152946469437052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076127338392664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474954805858835,0.15471029988266716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901555292721284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580013530753926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28911057568122905,0.0,0.0,0.2358970105211761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138265873739003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434221872025863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868444047270676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206928454011926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Matt4280,2019/04/28,"A couple questions for you guys Hey guys. So lately my mom has been telling me she thinks I've got ADHD. She's booked me an appointment in a month, but ive got a few questions before the appointment. I don't think I've got ADHD. My sister (not related by blood), has been diagnosed with ADHD, and my mom see's symptoms of it in herself, and myself. I know that I can have a low attention span, hand papers in late, and everything I own is disorganized, or lost. It's been this way for as long as I have known, but at what point is it ADHD and not just me not trying hard enough, or being a procrastinator? Like, recently I handed important forms in about 7 months late because I kept putting it off. However, there are so many symptoms I don't have, such as hyperactivity, or hyperfocus, or having many thoughts in my head distracting me. The only problems I have is a lack of organization skills, being distracted (for example, an assignment that would take an hour, takes me a whole day because I get distracted with news articles, or I'll decide to check facebook/reddit, but I feel like that's just something most people find).I also leave everything to the last minute (I don't think I've ever finished anything early), and being forgetful. But wouldn't that just mean I'm a forgetful person, or a natural procrastinator? I am nothing like my sister that has ADHD. I've got that appointment in a month, so I guess I'll find out then, but I'm just confused as to whether its ADHD, or just me not putting enough effort into being a productive person.",8.535548172757476,6.811272770764122,8.946495016611298,69.21449335548175,62.156146179401986,12.188039867109635,37.11461794019935,11.062562989136584,4.003786710963455,1228,47,228,27,14,412,155,301,0.115,0.8140000000000001,0.071,-0.8971,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,3,13,10,0,4,17,0,27,7,4,0,1,56,47,27,0,4,22,4,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,13,9,0,1,13,1,1,2,8,7,0,0,10,5,31,3,26,31,8,31,0,2,1,0,16,13,0,12,18,156,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775358574756866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405017992003485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659095466520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764764993507244,0.0,0.06815307017170888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862115524017478,0.0,0.05165322742408398,0.0,0.0,0.08129250186734008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551453657396262,0.0,0.0,0.07244851926297873,0.0,0.0,0.14396448102826542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040497324110822935,0.057218309372401875,0.0,0.0,0.14640672884259892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184518013352323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562301018916427,0.0,0.0882312443918007,0.1586089201642838,0.0,0.0,0.0717474132706247,0.0,0.0821983153341796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887527046623566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401690600225945,0.06528631847663133,0.2710444870119713,0.08480670633892294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738788325521785,0.0,0.0,0.07087960397112278,0.0,0.0,0.08743074793318446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162403047900366,0.0,0.08724453470946693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760742903503652,0.1917879165993496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685119775134618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060914180378291286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055526260032363814,0.13986788006002954,0.0,0.0,0.07571358037604986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663798887867079,0.0,0.16103076325482335,0.1794445229423381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908197345415048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382358865867957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061659347240241365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664941637842648,0.1204396296447259,0.0,0.07000463382273991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396068876328764,0.0,0.06358473346819506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437775096612865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357393334835316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942074630955653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568956242110509,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,turtlefacequeen,2019/04/28,"No Vyvanse Sunday’s = Nausea/Puking? I take 40mg vyvanse + 30mg cymbalta. Typically on Sunday I do not take my vyvanse, but I’ve noticed on the Sunday’s that I do not take it I get extremely nauseous. I dry heave for like 8 hours and, 9/10, I throw up either because 1) the nausea is too much and I make myself do it to relieve it or 2) the nausea gets so bad I just puke. I did a search in this thread/Google and it seems like people usually have the opposite happen — they take vyvanse and get super nauseous. I usually forget to take my cymbalta if I don’t do my vyvanse but I was mindful the last couple of weeks to make sure I didn’t forget that to see if it had an impact and it didn’t. Does anyone else run into this issue??",1.3208516483516493,2.9903068910256434,3.9595604395604416,86.52115384615387,79.44871794871796,6.252014652014653,22.68131868131868,7.1686216300943375,0.8584703296703298,569,18,119,7,14,201,90,156,0.113,0.767,0.12,0.2634,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,2,1,22,25,11,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,1,18,5,11,20,2,15,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,4,10,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152031265868388,0.16341810572001905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316891666460498,0.09722466664261682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647454457815664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395722710423295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332348589639463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998350857110346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103799325787206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706720812072789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166467908977618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000703149404447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558391874589871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292391105643585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104116207693953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172447588949359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815823700131162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057147048899583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709424416054213,0.1451952635532205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503190500573801,0.0,0.5995895882058956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513151735701301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793463012717474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SecretWarewolf,2019/04/28,"How do you guys deal with the depression and crash after Vyvanse wears off? I started vyvanse after dealing with adderall (which made me high ALL the time), and it works so much better for me. The only problem is the depression that sets in after it wears off. I’m working with my doctor on it still to figure out what’s going to work best for me, but I don’t want to drop vyvanse if there are ways to remedy the crash. Vyvanse really does work incredibly well for me during the day, but the crash is really doing a number on me.",7.698962264150943,5.934681537735847,8.151584905660378,74.3792641509434,63.81132075471698,10.744150943396228,32.52075471698113,9.3871,2.7653003773584905,417,12,80,6,5,139,68,106,0.155,0.7509999999999999,0.095,-0.7937,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,6,5,6,0,0,8,0,6,3,2,2,1,15,11,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,9,3,19,10,3,18,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,61,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913838120274492,0.1612895472816182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761217919466015,0.3760265003545666,0.314146331597954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666122660228715,0.15959133837170444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364385434449368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057284772427865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926816509010014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256087333702627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406135652429033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869897110837695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450140737796213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336590346942323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290809060115731,0.0,0.14563920412627324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063401624847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756528553418196,0.14475511432591756,0.0,0.0,0.16397060263627972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310638800785449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Conner-K,2019/04/28,What are peoples thoughts on NeuroDiversity? Just came across it online,7.0109090909090925,10.891605090909092,5.8640909090909075,62.81613636363636,89.0,5.836363636363638,32.77272727272727,7.1686216300943375,2.9627818181818184,60,3,8,1,2,18,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.735369605827904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457442662938319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104347087441122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,petebrand9,2019/04/28,"ADHD&D Imagine having an alignment wheel in your head that gets spun at the beginning of every encounter but the only options are the 3 chaotic alignments & it also sometimes gets spun in the middle of an encounter if you happen to roll a specific number (but that number gets changed at the start of every encounter too like the bar in a game of craps) & that's the emotional aspect of ADHD",11.4172,8.416661120000004,10.365333333333336,65.27600000000002,57.8,12.133333333333333,43.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.534466666666667,324,14,51,4,3,103,49,75,0.055,0.8420000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,11,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,11,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,3,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479276195878959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490289005663971,0.0,0.6057502480327117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971400368850244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962552223481332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31402609233016665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29209010171809746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479407794650888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912551155665222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104417402721207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173220656075575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843109414893037,0.0,0.13190380208074104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DixielandDisaster,2019/04/28,"New York Times: Will You Sprint, Stroll or Stumble Into a Career? I hope this article helps someone as much as it helped me! My aunt sent this to me right after I graduated from college and felt really lost about my future. I had applied to lots of jobs in my degree field, didn’t get any of them, and was feeling like a total failure because I saw all my friends striding into their new careers with a clear image of where they wanted to go and what they wanted to do. I think a lot of us struggle with knowing what to do when it comes to a career (makes sense, we have such a wide range of talents and interests that it’s hard to pick just one thing to focus on) and this article was a nice reminder that it’s okay to not know right away, and there’s many paths to find happiness and success in a job. Let me know if this resonates with any of you. [“New York Times: Will You Sprint, Stroll or Stumble Into a Career”](https://www.nytimes.com/2016/04/10/education/edlife/will-you-sprint-stroll-or-stumble-into-a-career.html)",7.785757575757579,6.818217272727277,7.030989898989898,79.91981818181819,63.141414141414145,9.536161616161618,32.931313131313125,8.238735603445708,2.3111155555555563,812,26,158,8,10,250,117,198,0.049,0.784,0.16699999999999998,0.9678,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,3,4,2,6,11,0,1,9,1,10,0,0,2,3,37,26,13,0,4,5,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,5,21,9,31,15,5,22,0,1,1,0,14,11,0,6,9,106,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019344784506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949597260252702,0.0,0.0,0.09050821798333887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278969861290034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507278753357474,0.10606967440094857,0.14255808074838106,0.0,0.1357023147728015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471044849487373,0.0,0.07757140469013363,0.0,0.0843810519016426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805306435735625,0.13300331394265386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903764561415888,0.0,0.0,0.14746793168138705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946745677052213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479186499953204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182446553655707,0.0,0.0725367730019135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620766336444274,0.2524541401648204,0.0,0.0,0.0991073789257595,0.15052907540835278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091452875274292,0.0,0.0,0.4301906096571819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060965338196133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951160841060964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535915370900419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580132387251838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521699729204685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098639360032874,0.09513598186075516,0.0,0.0,0.17315247154022784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859563634476736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751473254035158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wikid24,2019/04/28,"What kind of partners are you attracted to? Hi everyone! &#x200B; As a male w/ ADHD, I have no problem being fun and spontaneous when meeting girls, but after the initial attraction, I find myself getting bored (or I become boring) because after a while that person isn't the 'new and shiny' thing anymore, and the attraction slow to a crawl where I usually call it off after a few dates because I find that the 'chase' is more fun to me than the long term marathon. I want to fix that in me BUT I don't know how, so I think speaking to you folks would be enlightening and would help me be a better person... &#x200B; So the questions I would love to pose to ya'll if you would be so kind: &#x200B; \- What about you guys and gals, what qualities attract you to another person (other than the physical of course)? \- Anyone in a long term relationship, what are the qualities in the other person like? \- And what do you do to keep it the relationship interesting for you??",5.178064381270904,6.490998570652177,5.706086956521741,79.36232441471574,68.72826086956522,8.705016722408027,29.914715719063548,9.057496981413335,2.5199469899665554,763,29,140,14,13,246,100,184,0.028999999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,7,0,1,7,15,0,0,16,0,16,1,0,1,0,24,22,17,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,8,13,6,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,20,12,23,14,4,18,0,0,1,1,24,5,0,3,14,108,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255276303921159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395119654150369,0.3807515999003848,0.0,0.10952408417391098,0.0,0.0,0.10358553143759368,0.07303330312369148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734251511188133,0.11535592563792595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237682173396876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665430243999964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980567836173616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092933718851748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054570391474405185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342112086839393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001009123591433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283924038051858,0.0,0.2175355193348603,0.05740254395777052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102859893818516,0.0,0.0,0.18486849495750068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426947311961603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100877679824506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648040202105025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994376990552699,0.0,0.0,0.1170069985797046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242786848814776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939140155165156,0.06692682431343988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503602774961233,0.0,0.061606839215717864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967908348316891,0.0,0.3807515999003848,0.0 adhd,pinkblossomdrop,2019/04/28,"How to stop getting too concentrated on social media? (deleting apps does...not help) Sometimes I really need to get my school work done but I can get too excited by social media or I suddenly want to talk to people because I have the energy (usually I don't because I'm drained by school). SO, how do I get my brain to want to do the school work instead of the social media? Or how can I really push away talking to others and gettind distracted by them when I need to do things?? I can't lock my phone in another room because I need to look at my photo references for my art class projects while I'm working on them. I also have quite a few reminders set on my phone (even ones I don't remember what they were supposed to remind me for haha).",4.304966887417219,4.9414498609271575,5.771847682119205,80.57604966887419,70.25827814569537,8.953907284768214,29.669536423841052,9.120678840339163,2.4369385430463577,583,22,116,11,10,198,87,151,0.033,0.88,0.086,0.7632,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,4,11,3,0,1,4,1,12,1,1,3,0,15,24,11,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,22,2,22,22,1,14,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,2,5,80,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801869260134678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163694971594587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690654408773294,0.0,0.0,0.2470197155124893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078734443860925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822768008065048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921515561733738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822825263150998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053730827134376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342820753120753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046715536805896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152969203598436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936433593352362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366791018007588,0.0,0.0,0.17306382823620198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301260099235733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101065392439739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130730414108245,0.0,0.0,0.13359171849307042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292797870621288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217134857226312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973721648915131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487650154830067,0.0,0.15934038351417704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29500661587289656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,disapppearance,2019/04/28,"Went to a psychiatrist hoping for medication to help me focus, got treated for depression instead Earlier this month I made an appointment to get help for my ADHD after being diagnosed as a child almost 15 years ago. I finally went the other day but the psychiatrist said that most of the time people learn to manage and control their ADHD by the time they reach adulthood, which was a response I was afraid I’d get, something my mother’s been saying ever since she found out she too has ADHD. The psychiatrist then prescribed me with antidepressants instead as apparently the lack of focus etc is also a symptom of depression. She doesn’t have time to determine if it’s ADHD or depression as I’m leaving to go overseas to study in two weeks, so I’m asking Reddit, how much easier is it really to manage ADHD as an adult? Do you guys have any good tips and tricks to focus better and not get easily distracted?",12.970134874759154,8.119929838150291,12.638815028901734,55.80384874759156,56.97687861271676,15.695183044315991,43.86223506743738,13.023866798666859,5.621366859344891,734,26,121,18,6,249,114,173,0.105,0.782,0.113,-0.3313,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,2,7,10,1,2,12,0,11,3,0,3,1,19,25,14,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,9,2,13,4,24,15,4,17,0,3,0,0,15,2,0,5,12,86,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6722879905564949,0.0,0.09917455953092362,0.0,0.11203130876158622,0.0,0.0,0.08947011589846081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608199869904543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459237035811902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989484588588649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548254109552345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215311885044011,0.0,0.28908533651138296,0.11355548997406785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247753840989504,0.0,0.10120154889842893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255868823469185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267026181810504,0.0,0.0,0.17535749880854928,0.0,0.06358378351496001,0.093839342550897,0.08948037672002226,0.0,0.0,0.11077844345905832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998114250590006,0.0,0.0,0.11112173683681817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184643954877752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586323022052713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270697730902095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893012694499381,0.0,0.08224441598466288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756326253425079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167296880397185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642316758715976,0.0889711884136102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254800283424536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861304207216165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628579458163198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195713771351074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929016156300822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897431069686631,0.0,0.0,0.2074271133457133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204682665428888 adhd,JelyBoy64,2019/04/28,"Just give me fucking meds I'm trying to get back on Vyvanse which I took all through school but it's too expensive with our insurance. So we ask the insurance company what are cheaper alternatives. Then the doctor doesn't ""feel comfortable"" experimenting with other stimulants yet and I should schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist and hopefully they can agree with me that I need ADHD medicine. Like yeah talking with a psychiatrist would probably be good but I can't just put my ADHD on hold until I can finally get medication. I feel totally 100% comfortable and willing to experiment with different stimulants and I have the money and I have ADHD so what else do you want from me? I'm so fucking depressed because I can't feel content doing any task even in my free time and I know that these drugs would help because they have before. I just wanna stop living in clutter and I want good personal hygiene and I wanna be productive and constructive. I know it's not all in the pill and I need to work on myself myself but fuck just give me the medication. I know for a fact that I'm one of the the people that needs it",3.7912500000000047,6.204005995370372,5.06551851851852,77.98133333333334,74.69444444444444,8.764444444444445,28.855555555555558,9.3871,2.9549266666666667,909,39,163,24,20,301,120,216,0.08900000000000001,0.772,0.14,0.8586,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,2,1,11,11,3,0,11,1,17,8,0,2,4,50,41,18,0,11,8,0,3,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,12,17,0,2,6,0,3,2,4,4,0,1,1,3,29,8,22,34,3,16,0,1,0,3,11,6,3,1,9,121,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227404934086925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973502953431877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961430932641446,0.0,0.0,0.09015915334285264,0.0,0.1429508321584677,0.0,0.0997723765157503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098853096579163,0.0,0.0,0.12250284459687905,0.0,0.12001186177760542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597449602820266,0.0,0.0979485691188973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744349905544744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293888994026579,0.0,0.0,0.17785761927755367,0.0,0.0,0.12844326901473907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32519132151237684,0.1225181215499918,0.2249566141718688,0.0,0.19668996287477156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859119786405437,0.0,0.0,0.11645717936034798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193315046893024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057283152258186164,0.0,0.10353520811572874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023996576205032,0.2362370683768941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082146807820283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794526397413653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128741535051448,0.10237947282969163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126416930516509,0.0,0.0,0.1178701260383442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186647611040409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802749041631044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424230106506017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837028296570669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027071245848135,0.07960606073656291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831592575036394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536047647814532,0.0,0.0,0.16658417959988062,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xmashatstand,2019/04/28,"Finally formally diagnosed and on the meds. Just wanted to tell those who would understand. I’m feeling so relieved and optimistic. I’ve told a handful of people in person and only a couple of them have responded sensitively. I know I shouldn’t let a few misinformed people get under my skin but man, after fighting so hard for so long to get myself taken care of properly it stings. Overall I’m feeling fantastic and ready to handle the next steps after this. I’m so glad this community exists. Thank you all for posting ❤️",3.4932999999999983,6.11223773,5.3020000000000005,74.861,76.7,8.4,28.0,9.120678840339163,3.0038,423,18,69,11,10,144,74,100,0.065,0.6859999999999999,0.249,0.9666,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,4,3,2,0,1,14,18,9,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,6,4,13,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492031568082535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440939511907721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390825225878788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308785815472731,0.0,0.0,0.24166072189047225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051280090853254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761770815874866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123810027262663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558237108811896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522745494864951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504113284002285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346146847894354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677791598607375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058778498071675,0.19262276256726374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112774966134315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928174782324362,0.20310237529938888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079642132062146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965637574262346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011785951175955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567106373360043,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DovahJane,2019/04/28,"I'm considering dropping out of college and I'm looking for advice. This last year has been hell to me. My symptoms are getting worse and worse, to the point I already failed four subjects halfway through the semester. On top of that I have memory problems that prevent me from retaining information in the long term. I'm severely depressed and have no quality of life. I now see any kind of intellectual/academic activity with repulse. I'm sincerely lost, all my friends and family have insisted I should finish the course (since I'm halfway through it) but I feel I can't take it anymore. Has anyone here drop out of school/college and has a stable life? What advice can you give, or what do you think somebody like me could do? Thank you for reading.",5.025460947503202,6.875886654929577,5.648770806658131,77.55621638924457,69.77464788732394,8.82560819462228,34.740076824583866,9.339509955726095,3.422343661971832,603,31,107,13,11,195,95,142,0.16,0.7340000000000001,0.107,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,3,0,3,2,10,1,0,5,0,14,3,0,0,1,19,28,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,14,5,17,24,2,14,1,3,2,0,6,6,1,1,7,69,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462934898594507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955321342615582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049439066389987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757235763408394,0.1238944574475776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414707573357937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261236590535127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703773503496175,0.0,0.08959192960711898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136895548498949,0.0,0.09257378148394516,0.16997554468068926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845147623812368,0.0,0.14443243788799173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503072349058298,0.08656544767048366,0.0,0.0,0.15680642188070387,0.14879388016229325,0.0,0.1934223948449529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750059200926698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695456540797484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723664772594722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793244219763468,0.1411964515663882,0.0,0.0,0.2001727939233864,0.0,0.14657232195995382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841669015085559,0.1332238494512532,0.0,0.0,0.16313154701804572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353536307894528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611408417256667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410371211876533 adhd,aefaye,2019/04/28,"So no one ever mentioned sketch noting and honestly I’m so excited I discovered it https://www.jetpens.com/blog/sketchnotes-a-guide-to-visual-note-taking/pt/892 There’s a link to some info. I have always drawn doodles and pictures and scribbles and random crap all over my notes. But always off topic. Now I’ve just discovered sketch notes and honestly I can’t believe how many teachers and ‘friends’ shamed me for drawing during classes or meetings when I could have been using it to my advantage that whole time. I hope other people here have their mind blown as much as I have. I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again, it’s inevitable, but.... GUYS I THINK IVE FOUND THE THING THAT WILL CHANGE MY LIFE! Happy 3:05am to everyone :) May I feel as motivated by this at 7 when I have to get up as I do now 😂🤓🐨",3.2558687546607032,6.275250429530202,3.6356487695749458,83.74043810589116,81.61744966442953,5.727218493661447,21.700596569724087,7.1686216300943375,0.8510578672632367,650,20,117,9,18,202,103,149,0.057999999999999996,0.785,0.157,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,12,9,1,1,2,0,12,2,1,3,2,26,20,18,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,10,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,16,7,14,14,4,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,5,7,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514088086625038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968402963644886,0.2379082173738695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338229258113534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859635058768102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100888411289446,0.0,0.20177514917686332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677028000928762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315291621398949,0.16314389152409078,0.0,0.1103238719592667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908441717739948,0.0,0.2247867768359304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097323527645817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915056342933358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408598320265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321427937428564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552289890099798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430894098400861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463937299980664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086422298718906,0.16792517112695687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028721240618355,0.13530462576321034,0.0,0.0,0.12313075401910555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237690083728186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357557772455205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Oogawooga69420,2019/04/28,"Debilitating headaches whenever I eat anything on meds. How can I possibly stop this I'm on XR 20 mg, It literally saved my life and it is perfect in terms of what I need. &#x200B; The problem is, whenever I eat, every single time, without fail, I get HORRIBLE HORRBILE brain fog within an hour and can't get anything done. It's even worse than me off meds. And it comes with a slight to hard headache. I am literally immobilized when this happens. Like I had to get something done for work and it was literally JUST placing an order on a website, but I physically couldnt even focus enough to do that. I was frozen and I literally had an anxiety attack because I needed to get it done but I physically couldn't do such a simple action. It was that bad. &#x200B; Does anyone know how to curb this or what foods to eat that wont cause this? I've heard it has soemthing to do with the acidity in foods, and I tried to look for foods low in acidity online but I can't find any actual lists of food anywhere. If it is acidity, what foods do you eat to circumvent this? &#x200B; Like all day before breakfast, I'm FINE and a machine. But then I start getting weak by 11 am because I'm hungry but whenever I eat it's fucking curtains",3.1331184668989565,5.0255437520325215,4.663937282229966,82.48890243902444,74.89430894308944,7.775145180023228,28.787456445993037,8.563005593585519,2.2270432055749128,977,42,193,19,21,327,134,246,0.10800000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.069,-0.8569,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,7,12,2,0,9,0,24,15,1,3,2,34,41,18,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,21,10,11,2,2,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,9,6,19,5,26,29,4,21,0,2,1,1,2,10,1,2,10,124,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.07826191130026149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068427125744803,0.2923489109693193,0.05453755177857951,0.0,0.061351432359573375,0.0,0.0,0.05607647253035696,0.0,0.13199263265612984,0.0,0.0,0.09123707322380814,0.0,0.0,0.06696217863103908,0.09777620270746752,0.0,0.06824279343820464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952775646852018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238568178123462,0.0,0.06908368057652854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172122870822071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018201829346535,0.2462119243271249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103140936048061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286621792664195,0.0,0.10594035932056604,0.0,0.0675704742183555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732997363816207,0.0,0.4848801370715591,0.0,0.0,0.07414197849429345,0.20950134579717705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091903677554727,0.0,0.07184186847660505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897910947002723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407485409729918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056646387060072675,0.07836161598150394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734632126006537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816432546327834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893195419342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379008911447129,0.0,0.0,0.09041146304623948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767388825094718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174052154435492,0.0,0.0,0.05676472545108685,0.0,0.0,0.06704931779077962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676423736387368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444933907549895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730823930145833,0.0,0.05838527223179065,0.0,0.08172885578512734,0.0,0.0,0.2923489109693193,0.0 adhd,MyUnicorn569,2019/04/28,"I realized I have adhd by taking drugs. Last night I took speed (amphetamine) for the first time thinking I would be super energetic, but I got extremely relaxed and not soon after I got to sleep and had the best sleep Ive had in a while. I thought of having adhd before but it was never that severe. Do you think I should go to doctors to get diagnosed?",5.886971830985915,5.554822169014088,7.1212323943661975,75.62156690140849,66.74647887323943,9.916901408450704,30.426056338028175,9.516144504307137,2.612518309859156,278,9,54,5,4,95,54,71,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.9566,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,10,5,2,0,1,12,19,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,0,10,3,8,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605121570003964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303048691116626,0.0,0.20106374486026865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446161601038012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961022974894251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218562962142965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296786372832378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009879341995748,0.0,0.10888601948877102,0.0,0.3064668852587717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617286591882665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776738613261825,0.0,0.0,0.17979589961434153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164441683816033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834602753724271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440531689541629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455285432338133,0.0,0.1521024662765628,0.11171870322637624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128655087114022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610129807611845,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd20196631,2019/04/28,"[advice] E. Engineers, Computer Scientists, all in between, how'd you do it? Long story short I've been out of education for about 5 years and forgot math(s?) and I mean really forgot math(s?????). I am employed which would be going well if my ADHD wasn't as bad as it is. I plan on going to school for computer engineering and that math(s..) floors me. I can not study it because I'm not medicated, it's next to impossible for me to self-learn or even grasp some of the new information sometimes. The biggest issue is sticking to a schedule, it just never happens. Worst of all, I tried an Adderall XR prescription, which I took as a kid, and at its lowest dose, was sent into a weird state where I felt like crawling out of my own skin. Dramatic but I'm an anxious person as well. I guess my question is, how'd you do it? I feel like this sort of field is the least ADHD-friendly if that makes any sense. If you have any tips or even stories please let me know. It's something I'm really passionate about but it feels like I'm setting myself up for failure unfortunately..",2.465613207547172,4.622260561320758,4.29588679245283,83.14298113207548,77.82075471698113,7.070188679245282,24.75094339622641,8.07648339933343,1.5876030188679242,837,30,163,15,20,283,132,212,0.048,0.83,0.122,0.9368,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,1,8,9,0,0,8,0,15,4,1,1,3,35,33,15,0,4,10,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,14,7,0,2,8,0,0,4,4,3,2,0,8,4,19,6,27,22,6,23,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,9,9,109,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558969611498473,0.14468994445675598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138209008302596,0.0,0.0,0.1672742415474434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363026070532218,0.09026063427614812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955945058804585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973485437325346,0.2115590451832017,0.14216811551750905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439665999340193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830045790831666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311315402005144,0.0,0.13093568914239473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454410459616547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137408032408848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140915226603488,0.0,0.21701504964011967,0.0,0.0,0.1310351660471015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883627235852033,0.0,0.0,0.1612890232430572,0.0,0.14916252888684686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419886072977148,0.14300461016128554,0.15747157174465184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928691655634073,0.0,0.1625337602678234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586959818209407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971179131733906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985231553748418,0.0,0.0,0.1544667985103279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398967194106535,0.14644264187830192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450855103905362,0.10052818057529746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662611081160996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518297434175757,0.0,0.0,0.09535067942209696 adhd,aeriesrising,2019/04/28,"I need help I recently found out I have ADHD, which explains so much about my life that im feeling very overwhelmed. I have health insurance and have called over 30 psychiatrists. I am having so much trouble getting an appointment and its very demotivating. I lost a very big business due to many of my ADHD problems and I can't seem to get myself to start anything new until I feel like I'm being helped. This subreddit has done a lot for me already and makes me feel like I'm not alone. &#x200B; My question is, does anybody have a better method of getting an appointment with a psychiatrist than just calling office numbers my insurance has sent me? Or do I need to just call everyday to everywhere? Or settle for a lesser reviewed psychiatrist? &#x200B; I live in Los Angeles.",4.441601255886969,6.8219942380952405,5.27578231292517,77.37810047095759,72.60544217687075,8.060491889063318,31.71585557299843,8.841846274778883,2.993605337519623,631,30,107,13,13,205,96,147,0.057999999999999996,0.83,0.11199999999999999,0.6825,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,7,0,13,2,0,1,0,23,30,9,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,3,18,3,16,25,3,11,1,2,0,0,8,4,0,5,8,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855696613009894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304986282395422,0.13110822743965547,0.0,0.0,0.2574581034957405,0.28873086900925005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776934195666268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050765381781962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639505453374304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039701929973424,0.12158243147837645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021957047697013,0.16975375311701654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302674806450978,0.0,0.0,0.1862177453887522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628796966192926,0.0,0.0,0.15926977972450532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833365899503768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391801687165629,0.11608774633856872,0.0,0.1049101568527247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969360474188102,0.10100680996934493,0.0,0.0,0.07930565276670415,0.12045325701298545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467595990519333,0.17619012008653645,0.0,0.11474607132440208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368376998717708,0.0,0.0,0.13309280534443285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730914409206004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815887325749696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409332766567322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29408857474447664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873086900925005,0.0 adhd,stuffandthings2112,2019/04/28,"How do I help my boyfriend with ADD stay focused and accomplish his goals? My boyfriend suffers from pretty extreme ADD. There is a lot going on at work and in life for him right now, so he’s been very stressed out and having more trouble focusing than usual. He has a lot that he needs to finish on pretty tight timelines, and he gets very, very down when he doesn’t finish projects or misses deadlines. I really want to help him, but it seems that everything I do only makes it worse- I try to check in on him, and it pulls his focus away from what he was doing. Or I give him space, and so then I don’t know when he’s been off-track and he gets sad that I haven’t helped him stay on task. Those of you with ADD, or who have an ADD partner- what has helped you in situations like this? As a partner, how can I help and be supportive without derailing his time? I feel like everything I’m doing is always the wrong choice, and I really don’t want to make a tricky time more difficult for him!!",4.401889140271496,4.7666925147058805,4.817254901960787,88.47495475113125,69.93137254901961,8.237707390648566,25.986425339366523,8.139509932561175,1.2753714932126696,779,21,172,10,13,247,114,204,0.11800000000000001,0.748,0.134,-0.4349,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,3,8,10,0,1,6,0,19,1,0,4,0,34,34,21,0,3,5,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,11,16,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,3,2,23,3,25,30,4,26,0,3,0,0,28,13,0,6,11,110,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051306424867456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478445367197345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387318606199073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715546408426963,0.09488335845365263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878114434753985,0.12740864758761902,0.07548206063134875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451168626008912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299187822993519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381145487916588,0.1297738052404211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258298312844929,0.0,0.0,0.1773106406354863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984809467431276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010121074030127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702420485218733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016991055957845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342363804933113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091016490410104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929009032644727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28312711980207594,0.0,0.0,0.15213960824793268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071735811839904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489147220518287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901729480198736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627741473848907,0.32875987885073515,0.15667594486659148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802931977507145,0.0,0.09669120337316388,0.0,0.1353502538243344,0.0,0.1452128057321259,0.0,0.0 adhd,CharlesFreakins,2019/04/28,"Recently got Himalaya Mentat, curious what others experiences have been? Changes I have noticed -I feel happier and want to socialise more -Feel more content -Less irritable -Increased sex drive -Work seems less tedious -Hardly an improvement with regards to attention span and impulsively",9.089090909090912,13.443451545454547,7.419272727272728,57.543909090909125,67.63636363636364,10.792727272727275,47.43636363636364,10.355215969177356,7.193405454545454,244,17,26,8,5,73,40,44,0.059000000000000004,0.7170000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,6,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624514976105334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335152696894476,0.0,0.0,0.3464826817067991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740282684927336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069244289758935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900804869269323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383005524275756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119126548586926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020889226087522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494348590916723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheesbal,2019/04/28,"I'm going to pediatrics for ADD, what should I expect? About last week and a half I talked to my primary care doctor and he referred me to a pediatrician. That's right, a pediatrician, a type of doctor who I previously thought worked with kids and the sort. I'm going to that tomorrow, some time during the school day. I was so sure the next step was to talk with someone whose career is centered around potential issues like mine, but it's bad to assume he hasn't dealt with this stuff before. I'm 16, so I guess it makes sense in a way. Is this normal? Am I missing something? __For those who are around my age, I'd love to hear your experiences in diagnosing?__ I just want to know if this is normal, or if I'm being taken as a joke. Maybe my doctor is just looking out for me? He didn't seem to express disapproval about the clear possibilities. But then again, I was very emotional and was always on the verge of crying. Ever since I discovered the ADHD inattentive subgroup, everything stuck to me and I've been thinking about it for the last two months, almost obsessively. I don't think I'd be able to handle being shaken off or swept under the rug at this point.",3.088189655172413,5.015907301724138,4.548655172413795,83.11186206896555,75.1206896551724,7.398620689655173,22.806896551724137,8.238735603445708,1.2731837931034482,922,26,183,16,20,307,142,232,0.073,0.828,0.098,0.6989,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,1,14,0,18,6,0,1,3,40,39,15,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,1,15,12,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,3,0,2,9,2,18,5,33,26,1,29,0,1,1,1,13,13,0,10,13,119,33,7,0.12881033307903034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548049887196368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898494196458582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718051590239304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933701163365405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075512477097832,0.0,0.0,0.10960810612093466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313307193327512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149210242004592,0.0830720086229948,0.0,0.0,0.13073977663900554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955285022026358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448942873170626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651632080072495,0.0,0.0,0.11576642163320855,0.1260012225163436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641176144820725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418991040919107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517860702992216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344445217593341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079079037900204,0.2099952270910972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293022228117175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081682380750152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625635469499662,0.0,0.08598189755888143,0.0,0.1294072928633953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281517894142132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699125055091674,0.0,0.2524135547883202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176739993877672,0.14521429643841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000332064178928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036293393145565,0.0,0.11726408945737285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065532386122278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091405772125322,0.09916448750773096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474570137733058,0.0,0.0,0.12140221451931073,0.0,0.0,0.20706573296045552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507292060750794,0.0,0.10226101621092262,0.07511034108364152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582897854477615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628201489958727,0.07597567181066361,0.10224364677064994,0.10332387947648156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377545660519683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uenjoimyself,2019/04/28,14 year old son won’t use soap or shampoo My 14 year old son with adhd refuses to use soap or shampoo. He doesn’t feel like it is necessary. Is this an adhd thing? Teenage boy thing? I’ll accept any advice. 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This is a bit of a writeup but im not sure how tldr how it, my apologies. Ever since I was about four ive been diagnosed with autism. It was challenging, but I got the help I needed through most of my school life. Now that ive finished I have tried to get on the ndis (a program to assist mentally 'different' people) because quite frankly im not good at being a good human. I cant cook worth a damn, I get terrified in situations im not prepared for, if things arent handled a certain way I have freakouts and I can be **very** socially stupid. Now, in order for me to get this ndis I had to go see a psychologist. This man (after a few appointments) tells me that I was misdiagnosed on two counts, in that instead of autism I have aspergers and that I have adhd. I guess what im trying to ask is what is it like? Is there any advice from you guys? The psychologist said I should go on ritalin, whats that like? Are drugs a good way to deal with it? Back at school I had friends who have adhd, but we didnt talk about our different conditions.",1.449186147186147,3.397670290909093,3.3529870129870147,89.6825757575758,80.18181818181819,6.917748917748918,23.2034632034632,7.957251820313856,1.1414826839826833,824,28,182,15,21,277,122,220,0.145,0.769,0.085,-0.9233,3,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,0,2,10,11,2,0,13,0,26,5,0,2,3,22,37,8,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,3,18,5,1,0,0,1,1,2,6,2,0,2,9,2,24,9,26,25,3,19,0,0,1,0,16,8,1,3,8,126,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28042484771406084,0.11400674933821114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933833118638875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906895534995968,0.0,0.0,0.08971059281191954,0.0,0.07111981102532164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273713844956328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027972228133835,0.0,0.11841569918835845,0.0,0.2437867349561505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529799464292644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553300570927043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013751017711012,0.0,0.1828628526377556,0.0,0.13261037724701194,0.2935670841298282,0.09331016382703188,0.0,0.1285231018226487,0.11551979424507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820019031647338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040864161314461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240615265112783,0.11399631333438458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175740374642582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650794235090878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088299356042569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240909204499502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097811125249224,0.0,0.0,0.2361487584970149,0.09296939695694244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650908526400644,0.13113986973752886,0.0,0.11892846926749605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995833467739206,0.0,0.0,0.09377342602536956,0.10197309063107067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750912349736076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842000807042572,0.0,0.1139678134350678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626342823143044,0.0,0.18521146710146544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,schlump_eyeguy,2019/04/28,"Some people really are understanding or at least try to be Put up a story on ig that was, well pretty well received by my peers oddly enough, I felt really proud of it, even if it was a t 5am and I'm suffering the consequences for staying up so late, and seeing people react so kindly blew my mind, some people really are cool as heck 🥰 For any dweebs * who wanna check it out I'm private but sure I'll plug it here as I cant post pics in here apparently- so my IG is ptrck_mclghln ( sorry I really do love you guys, I'm just trying to mask my discomfort at showing love here with an insult)",2.356532258064515,3.7677299758064535,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,75.85483870967742,8.185806451612903,20.464516129032265,8.841846274778883,1.2467477419354849,463,10,97,10,10,164,88,124,0.054000000000000006,0.743,0.203,0.9634,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,10,11,1,1,4,1,8,2,0,1,1,16,16,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,3,2,0,3,3,8,8,17,12,4,12,0,1,1,2,7,7,1,4,1,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158910558941888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608882651106467,0.0,0.112560425826562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636293775183125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687420283682169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746561082725498,0.0,0.0,0.19224053926286047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076203772273841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207504253250308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544421235271234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321470504292032,0.17337782654713124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131859666629187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367002011406291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580222091984814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077059872128588,0.0,0.18164443666826333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061829533812758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23140721181689405,0.0,0.0,0.1774126361248993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064550670857541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,betogess,2019/04/28,"What are your work hacks to remember your progress ? I’m usually troubled on Monday’s or days after long weekends to remember where I was when I left the office, and it takes a lot of time to get back to where I was and retake work. Or if I haven’t work directly on a project it’s really hard putting the pieces back on my current process to continue. I’m thinking like a diary type or something else. A friend suggested creating an one man whatsapp group and texting myself. Do you have any hacks/apps you guys use to help you get jump back where you were or keep track of progress ?",4.561474358974358,5.494517572649574,4.838536324786325,86.42139423076927,69.85470085470085,8.585042735042737,30.86431623931624,8.841846274778883,2.3165393162393157,464,19,96,8,8,146,76,117,0.04,0.8170000000000001,0.142,0.8972,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,5,7,3,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,15,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,1,12,2,12,12,2,22,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,6,14,59,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377699969847655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198767929720257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738514659062345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205086247667046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062497160171766,0.0,0.19019150783187594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802242790291155,0.0,0.0,0.16305042384134588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220013679199182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178402460442745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776072181602508,0.0,0.0,0.08892373604423813,0.0,0.0,0.1610782736599374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474334185434044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233386307466947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297617296081897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660399555393715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123768860921794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401246713018193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685324505564786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662838845990643,0.0,0.0,0.10613488881180654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572032287660914,0.20046471155470827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39752905591198057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thelizabethsw,2019/04/28,Coffee and Focalin (dexmethylphenidate)? Can drinking coffee and taking 5mg of Focalin make you sick? For reference I usually get a coffee with four espresso shots which I know sounds like a lot but it’s normal for me,4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,75.0,6.0,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6635,176,7,29,2,4,53,33,40,0.069,0.883,0.048,-0.1926,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110403297614045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921945403484447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059673948895346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049914119571364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567220356318179,0.0,0.0,0.2800808569306833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111109822716992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31548089613460417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621212074213385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Saihyou,2019/04/28,"Rant: Frustrated at unmedicated self I swear I could be an expert at telling others how to be productive with all the methods I've tried and failed at trying to get myself to be productive without medication. As to why I can't I'm underweight and it would cause heart issues, but I can't seem to gain weight either so I'm stuck trying to self fix it and that isn't going well. I can't get started on the things I want to do, not just goals but hobbies and daily tasks that are normal for other people. Lately I can't even get past a week at anything, and this is with feeling less depressed than before. I lurk here a lot and I'm honestly stumped what to do. I don't want to give up but I can't think of what else to try at this point.",2.111730769230768,3.632265173076924,3.764358974358977,89.4473076923077,76.75641025641025,6.594871794871796,22.256410256410255,7.321109707123232,0.6468487179487177,581,16,128,7,13,194,93,156,0.147,0.7959999999999999,0.057,-0.9102,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,5,0,16,3,1,2,1,27,31,12,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,8,1,0,3,0,0,1,9,3,1,0,1,2,11,2,24,25,4,13,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,2,4,87,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319016769595502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363915350995971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646578201483588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797528592479387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805405110003696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389834109871535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586735616134424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104539075033383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512283749162444,0.15376088557370088,0.09109419735126208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993961869166784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729688485133362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080952954237556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362693800802787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147122845303094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704619592432606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301107294298869,0.11112209362062272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152202871211073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591830603752046,0.3344263991339294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345121812447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009698238263926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648686081693537,0.1027047626395022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43529454569532383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908160856362824,0.0,0.12857171821483987,0.1951851019034834,0.14411631573163494,0.0,0.14463313609284914,0.0,0.0,0.1545099328872125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386253777040165,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OtacMomo,2019/04/28,"What are some fool proof symptoms that I have ADHD ? I lately think I have this, cuz once I took some stimulants and I had this abillity to actually understand deeply what someone is talking about like I could listen to 50 minute talks without my mind thinking wtf is this all about.. :/",3.1596855345911976,6.033205377358493,3.4399056603773595,86.1333176100629,80.13207547169812,6.552201257861638,25.81446540880504,7.793537801064563,1.7351408805031454,227,9,41,4,6,70,40,53,0.16399999999999998,0.7909999999999999,0.045,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,13,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,5,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.24418544543148804,0.0,0.30072421411312894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997858894339481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28226694253283724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224826729417493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25265792703298545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664835765899396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120165156275012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600816516083771,0.0,0.4022459504006488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206707014523675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780113916470298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604951201119565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412098878715679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,temporary_robot,2019/04/28,"Experimenting with alternate work weeks **tl;dr What alternative weekly work schedules have you come up with that you can follow somewhat consistently?** Dear all, I’m sure we’ve heard the phrase: “if only you had more consistency...” Well I don’t. Never have. And after extensive experimentations with all sorts of different methods, I think, never will. I just don’t have the stamina to work for 5 days straight with no breaks until the weekend and I’ve decided I’m sick of trying to fit the mold. I want something that works for *me* and given I’m going to be a tech worker soon, that’s actually possible. I notice that I can follow my weekly plans up to **Tuesday**. Then I get frustrated because if I never follow my plans, why plan? But if I don’t plan, it’s 100% chaos, which can’t be good either. At least on a plan I get some things done. Which makes me think I should change the way I plan so I’m not stuck in a cycle of failure. And I notice after a grueling day of intense mental work, all I want is to indulge in some video games/escapism. And if I don’t allow myself to binge to my heart’s content (maybe even to the point where I’m sick of it), I rebound HARD in a moment of weakness. As in I binge for DAYS then followed by many days of malaise. Then before you know it, an entire half month was totally unproductive. So I ask you, good ADHD’ers with the freedom to set your own hours, what’s worked for you?",1.625010828678903,4.041276498233216,3.314492191952585,87.55913826513168,82.60424028268552,5.771754245981993,21.496523424142257,7.1029339738359605,0.7043423914282454,1111,35,223,15,31,368,156,283,0.087,0.797,0.11599999999999999,0.4235,2,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,7,0,13,7,7,1,0,13,0,18,4,1,3,8,41,41,17,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,4,2,0,6,10,2,1,1,6,2,31,5,38,31,11,44,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,8,23,149,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.11338044173760052,0.0,0.13963258202015089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861790585179866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082569841583207,0.0,0.0988654370546355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290901996679462,0.10008365615522516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997205491519825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138928323106167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188982664213774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076739531005843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365186731492505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140442131536015,0.0,0.06603098665688636,0.1949020342399537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407952793129477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768056354985644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144194688192349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385259884466145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755482857779372,0.11779402064515973,0.116724109372721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708781560190645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273828334082244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882862504819866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455628227464084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836442805513697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983300086100513,0.130981871615639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944539546129658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950360719315312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718858818881022,0.1488941559097824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888243481577017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705862212039754,0.09222276692644564,0.27959137870748546,0.0,0.104464859429198,0.0,0.1048394843709355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075072545478481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,definitely-n,2019/04/28,"Which medication are you on and which ones have you tried? Which one helped you the most? I recently got prescribed dexamphetamine instead of ritalin and i have to say that dex doesn’t make me feel as nervous/anxious as ritalin did. On ritalin i got some anxiety as a side effect but on dex it doesn’t seem to be the case (till now atleast). The comedown is also less severe for me. Which meds have you tried and which one has helped you the most?",3.8027597402597375,5.498699340909095,4.196948051948056,87.3636363636364,72.63636363636364,8.21038961038961,27.34415584415585,8.841846274778883,1.9695564935064933,354,13,73,7,7,111,55,88,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.7228,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,10,4,0,2,0,11,15,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,10,0,11,11,4,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,3,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735402988639896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922393998298192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845925930654558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747510329208749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140665592446166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638405186577176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602328189079065,0.2360129545280188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762635867244953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313237283096184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630925561770426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328016673667916,0.0,0.2646702778416546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31812215960618906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,queen_clean,2019/04/28,"Just a snippet of my life... https://imgur.com/a/EZuK0Tj My dad gets so pissy with me for forgetting things and being flaky I can’t fucking help it give me a break ☹️",1.4931249999999991,4.198059562499999,1.6559999999999988,94.589,94.0,5.0600000000000005,18.9,6.742157984588678,0.3688300000000005,134,4,26,2,5,40,29,32,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986355726641832,0.28179669778715943,0.517409426597734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615259482115242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809704599834807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583310891447352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XKazWx,2019/04/28,"Hey please help! Xaggitin XL question. Hey everyone! Hoping someone can help me. I'm trying to find out what the release pill form is for Xaggitin XL. If it is actually a pill with an OROS delivery system (osmotic-controlled release oral delivery system) Or if it actually uses a different delivery method? Can seem to find this information anywhere including on the pharmaceutical company's website. Ethypharm UK Any help would be appreciated greatly! XX",4.763636363636365,8.302632896103901,6.449090909090913,61.29363636363641,83.67532467532467,9.553246753246754,38.16883116883117,9.339509955726095,5.566438961038961,371,24,48,13,11,126,58,77,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.9466,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,13,10,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,6,0,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.4083901046757778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422952500748619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346884922916815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861875525225866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994463673788526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824962426326148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069574214678795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42076189922028784,0.0,0.0,0.20782965224790326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969055543501854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440471735502494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904907635671986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729444696654226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206509217016552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072237010380546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864318501618048,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TMillo,2019/04/28,"Private assessment in the UK? Hi all, I've had ADHD my whole life and I'm now mid 20's. My GP has said he wants to send me for a professional assessment but that can take ""years"". Did any of you in the UK (ideally the north!) pay to go private? I'm at the point where I feel I can no longer self manage and need the help. A big promotion has put me at my competence level but my concentration will surely mean I perform below it. If you did, where did you go? How much did it cost and would you reccomend it? I'm struggling and don't think I can wait ""years"" or even a year to get seen on the NHS. Thanks in advance",0.488741258741257,2.310218969696976,2.5836363636363657,94.6243006993007,82.78787878787878,6.1827505827505815,20.002331002331,7.321109707123232,0.3021170163170166,472,13,114,7,13,159,86,132,0.061,0.846,0.094,0.7508,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,5,5,4,0,1,9,0,13,1,0,1,2,19,29,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,7,3,14,3,12,20,3,23,0,0,1,0,10,14,0,2,4,69,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627447577475033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486724930232612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443997467645299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054336601119087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422253605314253,0.0,0.2484992448322483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465397251919785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544212989093028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381467107918669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071452604774164,0.1621076630085289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066712853576073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977850379479846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079624340995905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280735492851843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855431250823216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605146970848576,0.0,0.16437878741858758,0.0,0.0,0.20128052146065967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008606858995504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895068595463452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440869984703363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553049232187792,0.0,0.0,0.422361985079222 adhd,Wallflower1687,2019/04/28,"Do any of you have a job fit that’s been good enough to reduce your medication? I like my current job but it’s super challenging and stressful and I had to up my medication and change my routine several times since I got it. Occasionally in my current job I have to take raw reporting and use Excel to turn it into something more usable. This engages my hyper focus like crazy. I’ve always joked if I could just do that all day I could leave behind Adderall but considering Excel is a dime a dozen skill, that job probably doesn’t exist. Except it kind of does! I interviewed this week, it’s essentially what I’m doing now but with a focus on spreadsheets and reporting. The experience I have from my current position in combination with my advanced Excel skills makes me a pretty rare find. I think the interviewer was impressed with my resume. I didn’t check all the boxes, but the ones I did check I checked hard. I’m trying not to get my hopes up, very little has ever worked out for me career wise but at least I know I’ve got a shot. I know at the point there’s no way I’m actually going to get completely off my medication but I’m dreaming of a day where I can forget to take it because I’m so hyper focused that I can still get work done. I’ve had a few of those days in my career. Anyone else have a similar experience.",2.0412956078755333,4.311709368029741,4.175109458901282,82.87426545504614,79.85501858736059,6.959162880352472,22.97411537931984,8.045849151850463,1.3885397494148428,1056,35,208,20,27,362,148,269,0.055999999999999994,0.741,0.203,0.9918,7,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,10,7,15,0,1,14,0,21,3,0,2,3,33,41,13,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,4,2,4,2,4,1,0,2,9,1,31,14,29,30,6,29,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,2,13,138,45,16,0.0,0.0,0.11073763206891198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442233757584703,0.0,0.0,0.07716856440708209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934607882197696,0.11627106836656735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917480662447555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004410657115773,0.0,0.11897895827223752,0.0,0.0,0.18120503683258407,0.0,0.0,0.2195507226830476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930489034209733,0.11612684056279815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479585708787977,0.0,0.0,0.11725255107169985,0.0,0.0,0.10264685967513708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200546185544115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371634302456696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786186841122165,0.0,0.0644918558571164,0.09517950991537227,0.18151658295421835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165351530941813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270872286148835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504354785089679,0.0,0.0,0.11816931266610277,0.12472848913163168,0.0,0.0,0.1201562457540843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087871040604347,0.11373422695933152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574708601057717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429498088767158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689526401385838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727287927241297,0.0,0.0,0.11544737315084805,0.12234789529374936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281972302221895,0.0,0.09386972791963316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873604930537732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062324649214253,0.0,0.12998804753362642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064185561325945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271177463088281,0.0,0.0,0.0661696197440888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704374678257937,0.12343089108558462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800809127373517,0.0,0.09363078918400662,0.0,0.09007312615621044,0.09102477391001856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522588542060546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wil3ur,2019/04/28,"I'm scared Hi, maybe this isn't the right place to post this but I think I'm concerned I may be developing an eating disorder and I don't know if it's Concerta or me. I eat like one meal a day, and I am always hungry and light headed but I can't bring myself to eat. Like most of the time I just let myself starve because I actually just don't feel like eating. I get very easily nauseated by food and drinking on top of that. Did anyone else experience this on ADHD medication? I've been told loss of appetite is a common symptom and I'm trying to figure out if it's my medication or if it's just me.",1.6887062937062964,3.1797278846153887,4.540629370629372,83.55800699300701,77.84615384615384,7.496503496503498,21.81818181818182,8.296473431620573,1.121615384615385,475,13,104,9,11,171,81,130,0.09699999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.122,0.4921,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,0,11,11,1,0,0,22,20,12,0,3,10,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,6,7,0,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,2,14,3,10,14,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,7,6,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.14341511501625415,0.0,0.1766214922392159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228535277977365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276025238882824,0.15058140878863244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958754727663534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477925903844718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843283139296025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396821893100714,0.0,0.6015211430383427,0.12276909387824375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375844169406368,0.0,0.0,0.0743091296261186,0.10499070892945388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777087716665115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678233026609405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082688556164955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807672616815795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028007165614546,0.0,0.21539673607759266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764452593684949,0.0,0.0,0.2961004033645297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958622851796256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354551234342184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075034843035114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550597240899655,0.0,0.0,0.14713603865687694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527512825882083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941682364603452,0.0,0.0,0.0856955621037196,0.0,0.0,0.14042986226325055,0.0,0.0997785269530673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126022697984615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emeraldeleven11,2019/04/28,"Help me go to bed before 4 AM Medication works for everything else. Nothing is working. Benadryl. MeDiTaTiTiOn. It’s the one thing I can’t change at all and I’m exhausted. Not the med schedule. Help a lady out. Please",0.19190476190476247,1.9384543809523824,2.525238095238098,85.26976190476192,112.33333333333334,5.6761904761904765,23.714285714285715,6.937597516519254,1.7271714285714288,172,8,32,4,9,58,39,42,0.059000000000000004,0.758,0.182,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725181930434466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949502825736895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291493129911825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505817782904537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845751742491962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37376887923705293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097016418998911,0.28087771493894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753140300631106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893288889631532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30605616253054363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523291377560774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059626331127571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sean_moooore,2019/04/28,"Failure is the only option So I've been thinking about this since last night and wanted to put it somewhere. I fail a lot. I forget to do things I really should. I say things to people that I really shouldn't but I do because they just can't stay in my head the words need to be out. Anyway to return to my point recently I was told by a friend that people in my college see me as arrogant and cocky and that I can't fail because of who I am. The thing is I fail so much and at everything so the thought of failure I don't mind if I fail I try again and again until I don't fail and even then if I don't fail it's because I I worked my butt off to get to where I am to not fail. I think failure is going to happen always and to me that's ok so I don't get hung up on them I just keep going because life doesn't end with one failure or mutiple unless you let . This is a rambling mess and I approve this message",0.962647058823528,2.197776637254908,3.203725490196081,93.46676470588235,79.19607843137254,5.976470588235292,21.313725490196077,6.522977012572876,0.18350784313725568,710,19,170,6,17,244,106,204,0.265,0.7020000000000001,0.033,-0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,9,12,10,0,0,7,1,21,3,2,0,0,31,34,20,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,13,10,0,1,3,0,0,3,9,8,0,1,4,2,31,2,26,26,2,22,0,7,1,1,8,9,1,5,9,126,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279757394631864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891556482832047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135566146908726,0.0,0.0,0.10541238069476044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143435584424104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330432513072265,0.0,0.1667657973665153,0.0,0.18140542200072546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113119024768964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379267044792814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418572373282349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009293929598134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319884986025865,0.1127281530108978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568374889960935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611475770307801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732223347003795,0.11833922890777873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497710688510532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814712674105764,0.12138078781473967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212890707969326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087084776067608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604391685556123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044839805556752,0.0,0.15758288431686815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691802129295768,0.0,0.0,0.12717822721152933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320203720302407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010927569396095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31808766890289264,0.20452675746470156,0.0,0.12670227184260535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250187037330867,0.0,0.10835595604951594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413450579568046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161885910702206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sublood,2019/04/28,"I forgot how much I loved reading until now I haven’t been able to just sit down and read like I used to in a VERY long time. My concentration hasn’t been there, and even when deciding to do something my brain would tell me “NO” if it was for reading. I’ve spent most of this Sunday morning in bed and getting engrossed in this pretty awesome book, and I’m so proud of myself. It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this happy and focused on something. It’s so therapeutic. Sorry, I’m just so happy to rediscover that I can actually focus on stuff and feel calm and okay. I know I need to take the next steps to get this to apply to everything I do, but for now, I’m happy with this small win.",3.3550684931506862,4.000609986301373,4.813589041095892,86.55572602739728,72.42465753424658,7.4838356164383555,24.87397260273973,7.554174236665415,1.006188493150685,542,15,120,6,10,182,90,146,0.022000000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9816,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,0,0,3,1,10,2,1,2,0,22,24,15,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,1,4,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,7,2,12,9,20,16,2,19,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,11,78,22,4,0.1509289895571389,0.0,0.1472849220392798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848666755949218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968717415728848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356452438565296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631423202881504,0.0,0.1449154988010669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770833535857345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820001476901938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294662552653059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373628057988171,0.0,0.0,0.2671348125994918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621930573649493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095017343661097,0.1119119333423359,0.0,0.0,0.16051469264607193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354904233080344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529094992555849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485001981880844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323850197687265,0.0,0.1689526470708438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277758359854165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347981680246118,0.0,0.13191858933743872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760158150991004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035418775694735,0.0,0.12453222294712694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072156238171306,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weaselbarn,2019/04/28,"Non-ADHD significant other criticised what I know to be my adhd and things have been different ever since My non-adhd s/o moved in with me and became (understandably) frustrated at the difference in our habits. He kinda blew up about it one time. He hasn't apologized since, tho I have owned up to what I did and changed my habits. The thing is, things have changed. A lot. It feels different. I used to be so attracted to him, and so sexy around him, whatever. Now I just feel like his friend. I want to know if any of you can understand what I'm talking about.",3.3645045045045068,5.054773198198202,4.421801801801802,85.32747747747749,73.77477477477478,8.897297297297296,24.94594594594595,9.444778638647367,2.0302864864864865,439,14,92,11,9,143,74,111,0.071,0.7829999999999999,0.146,0.8234,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,0,9,4,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,19,19,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,15,3,15,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,4,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183205655577016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776282671608943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279783149070551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041614491386552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506008628264706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004060957301178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453803822913556,0.10270332513650864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106986567895401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801524575745868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702346624899418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222209825090846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279584340630045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741658962862436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237842183925644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155501390312205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652648333073777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382855270943984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993218185630987,0.0,0.12416387576454008,0.0,0.0,0.0847943241520231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Starr_14,2019/04/28,"Add insomnia into my handy-dandy list of ADHD symptoms My mind simply won't shut up at night. It keeps racing and racing with legit nonsense that it triggers my anxiety and then my heart rate skyrockets. The sound of my heartbeat pounds in my ears; every beat jolts me awake and I feel each jolt across my body. Or if I'm finally falling asleep, a limb will suddenly jerk and scare me back awake to return me to square one. On average I only get about 3-4 hours of sleep nowadays. And even if I happen to sleep a bit more during the night, I still wake up super exhausted. Melatonin pills have zero effect on me. I've tried going to sleep earlier, stopped eating before bed, etc. But nah. My brain just thinks it's a good idea to think about a literal brick having incoherent dialogue and it wants me to really focus on that because it's important. Any tips and tricks from y'all that might help me sleep? TL;DR: My racecar brain vroom-vrooms too fast and I can't sleep. Help.",3.179715073529412,5.252014036458334,4.05637254901961,86.0964705882353,75.30208333333334,7.225980392156862,22.75245098039216,8.124751697461798,1.2549910539215692,773,22,150,13,17,248,133,192,0.111,0.83,0.059000000000000004,-0.7057,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,7,6,2,1,6,0,6,17,12,2,0,28,15,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,8,12,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,4,21,2,22,12,4,23,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,4,11,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162846814534708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579802910523003,0.0,0.09651757014332424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970147964801786,0.0,0.07691036003736679,0.0,0.10735900286475572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774191605387062,0.14014332769898838,0.0,0.2816886642215939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910055327866116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407097896952636,0.08333225214534186,0.0,0.10630131578289302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379393216292087,0.0,0.0,0.1382100113044327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591715974808733,0.0,0.07170373283983705,0.10582306959686284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156924693075697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950875105525235,0.16913444244358836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424928717970107,0.0,0.0,0.14242742271084546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214321308147494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384347153284198,0.12739291564456007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679875914601525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549416657684887,0.09595584834638778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082594527815125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631538703285428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6312916311269503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075729670344502,0.10548143676589808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113603951843658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168570723082865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565925360432222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441668920520549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MsRavenMuffin,2019/04/28,"Socially awkward and impulsive word vomit How does people get an understanding on when to stop talking? I mean, I find that sometimes I just talk and sometimes that gets me in trouble? I find that if I know the person very well, I know what topics to avoid. But it’s hard when I am trying to be more socially aware and thoughtful now but have a social skills as a turtle.",3.622374429223744,5.4478605753424665,4.5111643835616455,84.38994292237444,73.38356164383562,7.0584474885844735,25.865296803652967,7.793537801064563,1.4877598173515982,294,10,56,4,6,95,54,73,0.11699999999999999,0.831,0.052000000000000005,-0.3428,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,18,10,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,1,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016911202494574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33456871071489097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124924212952885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639572152512772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117489964094565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937124287537464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268886298922787,0.15981306553341068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597222551832732,0.0,0.0,0.36203891541003824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301967588794035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942220861243175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145303856358098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426405655079127,0.0,0.0,0.19053869302650628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101733973155407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456423068073342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,faisalrishu,2019/04/28,Venlafaxine? Is Venlafaxine good for ADHD and memory? Or is it the other way around?,2.1080000000000005,4.545074466666667,4.453333333333337,72.04000000000002,104.33333333333334,10.0,18.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.3803333333333345,67,2,10,3,3,23,13,15,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6360305252018564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711260960128038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438922542543055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200774205788925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VolleKeepo,2019/04/28,"Productivity: Turns out I am a huge sucker for numbers Since middle school and especially in uni, I always had to force myself to study or to make an assignment. Even then, I would do everything last minute. I **never had that motivation** everyone else seemed to have. Without a deadline, I wouldn't do anything. This usually results in a late submission or something that I'm not exactly proud of. I woke up everyday with a lot of dread. School for me was pretty stressful because of that. In uni, I wanted to take things seriously. I wanted to take control of my own time. I read productivity books. I asked help from people I looked up to. None of them worked. On top of removing distractions, I tried some of my own strategies. Even in the best conditions I could provide myself, the best I could do was an hour of focus. But I still couldn't bring myself to do anything unless there was a deadline. Now I'm reviewing for a licensure exam in a few months' time and I *cannot* fail this because it would mean waiting for another year to take that exam, and honestly it'll be a lot of shame on my part. Before the official reviews start (in 5 months), we're left on our own. Which means no deadlines, no one to watch over our shoulder, no external motivation. **I need to do something.** I'm a huge sucker for numbers. I especially love it when I see numbers in Excel. Lots of statistics. I love it so much. I used to track my studying time in uni but it didn't work because it was too tedious. I also had my own grading system that was much harsher than my uni's. I believed it A=95, B=90, C=85, D=80, <80=F. I couldn't usually reach 80 so there were a lot of Fs and it put me off. So yeah, I bit off more than I could chew. Now, I'm using the exact same tactic but with some significant differences: I only had to track time by the minute (exponentially less tedious) and I made a custom grading system that started at 70% (passing rate for the exam) but was much more rewarding. When I began, I struggled to reach the 30 minute mark of review per day. Two weeks later, (just yesterday) I managed to break the 2hr 30m mark. No stress, no forcing myself, no professor to hand assignments to, no deadlines (aside from the exam date), and most importantly no self-disappointments because I didn't do the work I was supposed to. Now I'm waking up to afternoons (because I sleep at 4am) that I don't dread and pumped to do do some work. To everyone still struggling, I hope you find your hyperfocus strategies. I found this [thread](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/bh77d1/adhd_is_the_best_and_worst_that_ever_happened_to/), hopefully it can be of some help. &#x200B; P.S. Diagnosed with ADHD as a child, no follow up going into high school, no meds, no therapy. A lot of misery, a lot of wondering ""What is going wrong with my life?"", and a lot of sleeping.",3.264151583710408,5.668619691176474,4.389632352941174,82.22425904977378,76.3529411764706,7.346380090497737,26.27036199095023,8.324003586134276,1.9414670248868773,2248,86,418,43,52,733,263,544,0.13699999999999998,0.764,0.099,-0.9496,0,0,2,0,0,0,123.0,2,2,1,14,17,23,2,8,27,1,39,10,5,8,3,68,76,23,0,13,10,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,22,14,1,2,8,2,0,7,22,13,0,2,18,4,55,10,77,47,29,69,0,1,3,2,11,28,0,18,31,294,77,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126297326265688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698048411604515,0.05928766889584376,0.07720189899439538,0.08657941266232044,0.0,0.07471430887725737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726923736330018,0.0,0.0666113353939764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717387730374327,0.0,0.0606305077866619,0.0802770065608059,0.14954990541135366,0.0,0.0777891195987957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799155770385837,0.17066762752023054,0.0,0.0,0.045951875677086834,0.0,0.0,0.07231964246140438,0.0,0.07444354772933368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595222013351381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412301954672626,0.0,0.0,0.1361693610508952,0.06403702405478971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512336341375649,0.0,0.0,0.07812453169246296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098871294017318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955179058666086,0.0752820271513229,0.0,0.1415393351666955,0.07016921890869313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808018084566113,0.08037576218213603,0.0,0.07741589431577055,0.0,0.050327646901529834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059834034479536564,0.0,0.0,0.4240334411373404,0.1286160680635582,0.0674207029629851,0.04756150155266703,0.0,0.0,0.15522941014157968,0.07914530588558255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137459030724784,0.0,0.15713604229481434,0.05283271984855671,0.05495421025400099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048282441099809115,0.05419062822025633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715935909333976,0.0,0.04939741280582771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248926271036561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162829877520739,0.0,0.0,0.07127163885708804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163335676679552,0.05677890342127414,0.06486546972261867,0.07433174786818167,0.0,0.0,0.05894068597668085,0.0,0.14260762911486505,0.0,0.0,0.10970709092198204,0.0,0.0,0.10086556997659712,0.0,0.11380444861316245,0.0,0.16323866831617595,0.1489768680742946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071871490013606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148327988524108,0.0,0.047336899897957474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661912893524859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048375673246509536,0.07750210374025948,0.06960319937495611,0.0,0.0,0.1230783184092066,0.1569488094627612,0.0,0.08405297243674388,0.0,0.05715434287528871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686847294606219,0.07727014169821843,0.20749025790577824,0.0,0.0,0.10123126010505347,0.07790326695050462,0.08657941266232044,0.0458841817802629 adhd,smallmanatee,2019/04/28,"Finally got a specialist appointment, don’t want to ruin my chances at getting medication (xpost r/adderall) So I’ve been seeing a separate psych and counsellor for years now and over the last few months my counsellor and I have been talking about starting me on meds for my suspected ADHD. Her son has ADHD, and she thinks stimulants would be beneficial for me. After she mentioned this to me, I tried an experiment. I took a week’s worth of my friend’s Adderall XR as her doctor prescribed for her, and it made a WORLD of difference for me. The problem here is that I have had an ED for most of my life, so my psych is very anti-stimulant in my case. She’s adamant that because of my disorder and weight, I could have heart trouble, appetite loss, potential for abuse, etc. I fought for a chance at getting this prescription, so she passed me off to another psych. I now have another shot at getting the meds that I believe could change my life. So here’s my question: how do I not fuck this appointment up? On paper, doctors would obviously be reluctant to give an underweight person a stimulant drug, especially someone who might abuse it. Do I admit that I took my friend’s pills to ease the worries that I might drop dead, have a heart attack, whatever? What would you do? TL;DR I took my friend’s Adderall and it helped me massively. Specialist appointment coming up and I don’t want to ruin my chances of getting my own prescription.",5.119489051094888,6.6319100364963495,5.730372262773724,78.37986496350368,69.07299270072993,9.713576642335768,32.678102189781015,10.008157457239328,3.4069538686131384,1146,52,211,29,20,371,139,274,0.161,0.768,0.071,-0.9823,0,0,1,0,2,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,10,11,3,0,14,0,25,11,2,4,1,30,44,14,1,8,1,1,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,13,9,1,0,4,0,1,5,3,8,0,0,9,2,42,3,32,26,4,26,0,3,1,1,21,11,1,4,9,148,55,6,0.0,0.24319613494572295,0.0,0.0,0.2466791825415329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152299973180032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675480852737664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256142060607768,0.0,0.0,0.11562724842415632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856741361416056,0.08840542131698137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388111623881302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722500695582476,0.1176212267103302,0.2100893698628948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190165528842768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445797851214312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039042936095874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242457641579648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787172400811185,0.09487845452590897,0.2144767573135545,0.09845067107915932,0.0,0.0,0.08208143865745818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432306871145221,0.06878976374279655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836559780548669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497918096830414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710962957403614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279943993254505,0.10338748207558544,0.0,0.21774537822669116,0.0,0.0,0.08191714137864231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961130431233294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820167632975138,0.0,0.0,0.114967480351213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178167886927916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695685000713219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264102647060032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248895297482302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576024043538807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420723354335097,0.06967805885889795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467931418469703,0.12106597319832325,0.0,0.08232244431230414,0.12497394376570076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422428937659878,0.0,0.21871316386700407,0.0,0.0,0.06608943099325681 adhd,Zeezprahh,2019/04/28,"How has cannabis affected you, did it make life worse? I'm curious to know about peoples experiences in regards to cannabis who have ADHD, particularly whilst prescribed stimulant medication and/or anti-depressants. Personally I suspect it makes my ADHD worse and makes my dexamphetamine XR less effective due to dopamine receptor desensitization. Its also making it harder for me to enjoy music, movies and food without it.",11.381911764705885,12.809175132352946,10.648823529411764,48.994705882352974,55.029411764705884,13.858823529411767,46.41176470588235,13.023866798666859,7.1290176470588245,351,20,43,12,4,113,55,68,0.131,0.76,0.109,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,8,0,13,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821807923048597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042518971600675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727823474473004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623194900502824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257454524737726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110248253868141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169451922688406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356264010832583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209025142693945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907550003814945,0.1751621246171334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337780163243806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088709458259351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bri2_Water_Filter,2019/04/28,"Upping dose of Vyvanse? It's really helping, but i feel it could help a bit more. I'm on 10 mgs right now But the problem is, i just moved. My old counselor still has my case open, would it be worth it to call her and discuss upping it? I doubt it but hey..",-1.0291071428571428,0.9752671607142888,1.2264285714285703,100.51857142857143,91.67857142857143,3.9142857142857146,16.92857142857143,5.288315135182226,-0.8366857142857138,195,5,48,1,7,65,44,56,0.114,0.752,0.134,-0.1314,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,7,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392985237867037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173479130258792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24813784744556885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714306602910014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166274746762833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303170198197507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32611830444996176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29738084703428275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199097883216726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541009709769536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481946165090908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077391601719726,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kris10NC,2019/04/28,"I beat a video game! I know how silly it sounds, and other people are accomplishing so much more, but today I beat Monster Hunter World. I can't remember the last game I actually saw the ending of... there are 252 games in my steam library and this is the first one I've seen the end credits on! I'm so proud of myself, and I know most people wouldn't get it, but I knew you guys would. 60 hours on one game. And like actually focusing on it, not messing around while watching youtube or whatever. I'm really proud of myself. I hope some of you guys/gals understand why. :)",3.18454106280193,4.6361366521739145,4.476811594202901,85.72468599033819,73.78260869565217,7.893719806763285,24.082125603864736,8.515128840125781,1.400835748792271,445,13,94,8,9,147,75,115,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,6,5,7,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,20,16,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,1,0,3,3,4,13,6,9,11,4,13,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,4,8,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.4062685038924775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853066413922964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687361663930354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770608937246643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875507243099404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611124800547104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067499699834364,0.2049957898424144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287987187623048,0.16967828246940247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016965212019301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302164113133562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821093722492332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28862403805517994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335270461625068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235804840221716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731145645508613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670202851805334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783213317695852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478709785054156,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BabyCat6,2019/04/28,"This sub is making me cry! This sub makes me cry happy tears. I knew I had ADHD since I was 14 but I never KNEW what that meant. After a decade of struggling I finally figured out I was fighting my ADHD and not taking it seriously enough. I accepted my diagnosis and began to research. I recently went on Vyvanse and started to learn actual coping mechanisms. I never knew what ADHD meant, I thought it meant I was just bad at focusing. Every other component of ADHD that I suffered with I blamed on my personality or poor ""self discipline"". My binge eating, my depression, being late, procrastination, difficulty with school, work, friends, love, talking over people, being perceived as annoying, needing music or toys to focus, making too much noise while crinkling something, killing my fish and plants, going through hobbies, being hard on myself, making a large run on sentence and way to big of a post, it was all my fault. I thought maybe I didn't have it because at times I could focus, when I hyper focused. I had a pychiatrist who told me it couldn't be ADHD because I could hyperfocus, and that I should try holistic alternatives (I got a new doctor). I come on here and see stories of you struggling, winning, and reminders to unclench my jaw and it's all finally clicked. I'm not alone, it's not my ""personality"", I'm not really failing. I just can't believe how many parts of my life are shared with all of you because we have the same disorder. I've been beating myself up so long and I was giving up, I thought I was weak and unable to do what other people did easy because I didn't ""try"". Now I know it is harder and I will have to stuggle sometimes, I don't have to beat myself up for stuggling. TLDR: I'm ugly crying because I never knew how many thing are related to ADHD, and how many of you there are out there. I feel valid for once in my life.",4.626296611975281,5.9297013601108,5.906994459833799,77.44239239292565,70.02493074792244,8.102322608139781,30.50511399957384,8.502166056373571,2.4345963349669724,1465,60,265,23,26,492,189,361,0.192,0.7020000000000001,0.106,-0.9895,0,1,1,0,2,0,53.0,1,3,0,5,12,18,3,2,6,0,33,7,1,7,6,65,64,23,1,5,9,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,20,20,1,1,16,1,1,4,12,12,0,0,26,4,53,6,38,29,7,37,0,3,2,1,15,15,0,2,16,193,73,7,0.0,0.0,0.07766355123164352,0.0,0.5738747541181428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242613431069831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645021191396322,0.242571609932736,0.0,0.0,0.08966512438694603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855549368250344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708441022760544,0.0,0.2622613978966137,0.0,0.0,0.06854650699467918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121138890064258,0.08145869480535042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143539839573473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223265512424037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705385671032248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024060431177581,0.0,0.0,0.17436311537040994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148723019301947,0.0,0.0,0.07634525415591321,0.0452300311809633,0.0,0.0636514533328883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471979037975065,0.07129259355299146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880490920692878,0.0,0.043737874942512064,0.0,0.08977542913608696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242658172885084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043028545224454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182863583947696,0.0,0.21249461759736066,0.24206031878925305,0.07995390306571694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850418603308176,0.05901132341467258,0.18414274432165312,0.07686375969505692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475550566215519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618287884814088,0.0,0.11034853822739246,0.13898123248884936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622050085134577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098423583228783,0.0,0.07858065864436595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805443429986655,0.06341899948606942,0.0,0.08302458828545425,0.0,0.0,0.06583359502260393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126847758204927,0.07871167245411194,0.0,0.05633072448622824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639919671819378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059838070618287977,0.06396746726951627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528727863591649,0.0,0.0,0.18954497532439835,0.04640669623290693,0.0,0.0,0.07604694805773105,0.0,0.1080660813047384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317092678552047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377616025473252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793888119790881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,worldsbestcowboy,2019/04/28,"Diagnosis? Hey all, so basically I saw a psychologist about 10 days ago to get a second opinion for an ADHD evaluation. I told him I was previously prescribed vyvanse in high school (which is true but I’m in a whole different area with whole new records currently and I have no access to old med records) and he asked how that helped and I told him perfect. I didn’t really have an actual conversation with him, I filled out like 2 packets asking me what I struggle with, what my life goals are, how I am with people, stuff like that. I then did that computer test where you slap the keyboard for every letter except X which I did horribly on (I don’t know if I’m supposed to do good or bad on that but that was my genuine result) then he said “you’re good to go I’ll call you and send you your results in 2 weeks” and then I left. What is that? Is that how it’s supposed to go? I thought he was gonna like atleast talk to me. Either way I’m not really that upset that I didn’t talk to the old man for an hour+. My question is: what’s the likelihood I’ll finally be put back on my meds? I’ve been jumping through hoops and BS just to get an appointment to talk to someone about it for the past 6 months. Thanks for any responses in advance!",1.689651162790696,3.5988876744186062,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,79.23255813953489,6.935658914728682,23.92829457364341,7.937092434478242,1.1816248062015509,972,34,215,17,24,324,144,258,0.057999999999999996,0.809,0.133,0.9606,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,3,9,11,0,2,11,0,19,1,0,5,3,31,36,17,0,1,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,18,11,0,0,3,0,0,7,5,3,0,1,13,2,28,8,31,21,4,35,0,0,1,0,26,12,0,4,18,134,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.12273716388058327,0.0,0.15115576231515693,0.0,0.11149095594997796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553055144042904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351631993417582,0.0,0.0,0.09671235024121157,0.10501593630784832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284291939483787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111374765319339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140693510225046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596991857007353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777913787457238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142332245711433,0.0,0.1429603890459209,0.21098632665879846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843035806336943,0.13288700979442544,0.0,0.0,0.12386193668302185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912203523369526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665368874173878,0.0,0.08883781109255713,0.1843402942033128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27941285420647416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039151114571568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147319715050747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395705944916714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006540016986265,0.08719577205529531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643748848269096,0.14089553042048475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611479364369878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119639761907059,0.0,0.0,0.12728988141161926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656780045993376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148616792118178,0.14398100158120622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032768417916055,0.0,0.11579569054548502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985041172335224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403646647200173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998334517338382,0.10088822005544223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808440909824609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quicktothebatfax,2019/04/28,"Travelling with ADHD? Whenever I travel I try really hard to be organised. I make several lists of what I should pack, I bring mini toiletries and everything. But EVERY TIME no matter what I always either forget or can’t find something extremely important. Last time it was my passport, which I forgot I took out of my travel wallet, and this time I have spent 12 hours looking and still can’t find my rail card that I absolutely need for my holiday. How do you guys organise your travels to “outsmart” your ADHD?",6.6365625,7.400606197916669,7.489583333333332,69.86375000000001,65.14583333333334,10.983333333333334,32.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.896866666666667,409,16,67,11,6,137,71,96,0.064,0.866,0.069,0.1179,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,17,14,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,5,1,6,3,0,0,0,4,2,17,0,7,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,6,46,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894229169890357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942800477942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155848333297502,0.0,0.1830003678619191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37220965955339375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016156383083612,0.0,0.0,0.1824033668289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052451003793825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597733291211222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709893687603203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591781330682082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098151905309276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304440729049298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300324424540634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675648807950876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261105405767115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561970696155045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262291160313489,0.13824449418675153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,livingtheENFPlife,2019/04/28,Everything has a rhythm! It might be just me but I cannot study in a library or quiet room. The library doesn’t work because there’s always some sort of motor going like a fan or AC. So when I’m trying to focus on something I can’t because all I can hear is the rhythm of the fan. Then I start tapping my foot and counting to the rhythm! I need to sit in incredibly loud areas or play white noise in my headphones. I need chaos in order to get work done!,1.918685567010311,3.338667298969072,3.4933891752577324,91.61266108247423,77.04123711340206,5.674742268041237,22.434278350515466,5.985473137389443,0.22518659793814425,356,10,79,2,8,118,67,97,0.053,0.8109999999999999,0.136,0.795,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,0,9,1,1,0,1,12,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,11,13,2,16,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,6,7,49,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956344574341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33636123347598074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823323203736348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795307643140801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414168097332855,0.0,0.15679523546061874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310949252272383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478642593417442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926767938390957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091394194545965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239440075456648,0.0,0.0,0.1952770975139816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731190561962768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40170392469570027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Seasable,2019/04/28,"Day 1 Concerta- great but ED side effects? Writing this on the morning of day 2( I’m in Europe ) So when I took it: My mood was stable, felt productive and focused. No/slight insomnia(was able to sleep at a around 12am) Side effects: Slight headache on comedown Woke up after threeish sleep cycles at 4:30am I had an erection this morning but it was like barely even an erection, no hardness at all and just a bit bigger than flaccid. So my question is does it go away?(with continued use?) Like I don’t mind if I can’t get erect during the 12 hour period when it’s active, but obviously if this continues that’s bad I also need to add I’ve been struggling with erections even without meds. It took me until day 91 of NoFap to get morning wood again. But after that it’s been consistently hard morning wood. Until now, Day 104 of NoFap with Concerta. Would really really appreciate any feedback, thank you!!",3.859655172413792,5.978986344827588,4.870781609195401,80.80237931034483,73.48275862068967,7.398620689655173,28.84137931034483,8.238735603445708,2.210899310344828,720,30,129,12,15,235,114,174,0.081,0.772,0.14800000000000002,0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,11,7,0,1,6,0,9,2,2,3,2,25,20,15,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,9,3,9,4,22,10,2,30,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,3,18,77,20,1,0.1537883723117061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229845057754628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458136679995604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369042563857485,0.0,0.0,0.1444892381904947,0.0,0.1284068671356717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789707172516502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967231101857672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458124097152668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315153899839825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766095465654658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069615430375422,0.0,0.08740147603917328,0.0,0.0,0.1695522233943038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552834895302386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145056841849186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502664611215229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082421253148494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528241589791325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403212942374015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227817311153262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704153855842466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077988728699393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160772997775691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158767110517326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417290804927382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282377638635193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824650295762085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924684728627604,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dipshitbi,2019/04/28,"How do you make yourself eat when you’re not hungry but you know you’ll need the energy? I work food service at Six Flags. Due to side effects of the medication I take, my appetite is often on zero. Completely nonexistent. Today I didn’t eat lunch while I was on my break. I got progressively dizzier after I got back and nearly lost consciousness. I got some water and sat in the freezer until I stabilized myself some. Eating while I’m on the job isn’t possible. Help??",2.317173913043476,4.88605984782609,4.158869565217394,81.63178260869569,80.95652173913044,7.1582608695652175,23.33043478260869,8.238735603445708,1.7616095652173915,374,13,68,8,10,126,67,92,0.034,0.887,0.079,0.5845,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,3,0,13,16,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,0,14,0,10,8,2,16,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,8,47,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927119204276906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035378003799689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5959192055376032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347383712203568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657817638113907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011881050640464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192640463154498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668677340610466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119118593432056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958085610825756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955618896908354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394223994216626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188483086077788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595886721754667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400909549778816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132630581364716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Youwillneverfind_me,2019/04/28,"Experience with other medications, aside from Adderall (specifically, strattera) ? Hey guys. So I was diagnosed about 10 years ago (currently 27) and have been taking Adderall since then. I’ve been on the maximum 60 mg dose since, say, 2012 or so? The 60 mg dose has not been very affective for me for years now. That said, the side affects still remain just as bad. Insomnia being a really, really big one. For a number of reasons, I would like to be able to be less dependent on the stimulants all together. One thing being the fact that I would like to be able to have kids some day and, obviously, can’t take Adderall while pregnant. Has anyone had experience with strattera (or any other non-stimulant treatment) and is this something I could take in combination with a lower dose of the Adderall? Thanks.",5.7258998144712425,7.544534156462588,6.2381447124304295,74.14029684601117,67.9795918367347,9.9713048855906,31.050711193568336,10.230975488527342,3.4442299319727887,639,26,110,17,11,207,97,147,0.039,0.895,0.067,0.466,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,19,6,0,5,3,22,24,10,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,6,2,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,2,5,3,18,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,11,75,11,0,0.3330077590790398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759564294256694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132283477481916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642338398206238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902378454380446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293979926831914,0.0,0.0,0.10738122778071467,0.0,0.0,0.16899793285348275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257454875583875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486501844677506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269077021438452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677351415395122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565467586050125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133332976170416,0.1711937193486039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838331844684028,0.1324105679862026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754674595174124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281828211130789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297021328208994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755705872507128,0.0,0.0,0.1532944017782705,0.0,0.0,0.11061777904552574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738313831702384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655915759037965,0.0,0.0,0.21444607875865002 adhd,mayonnaisethemusical,2019/04/28,"Weight gain after quitting concerta I was on concerta for about a decade (ever since I was around eight or so). I started lowering my dosage because it was giving me bad anxiety, and my weight started to increase slowly due to my increased appetite. This year, I stopped taking it altogether (with the consent of my psychiatrist) and I gained about 10 pounds in 2-3 months. I'm back on it temporarily for my finals, but it's a very low dose and I'm still finding my appetite difficult to control. Does anyone have any tips for controlling appetite after going off of concerta? My appetite seems to stay the same even after I've gone through withdrawal. I feel horrible about my body now and I really need help because no one seems to have answers. My psychiatrist isn't really a big help on this.",5.389981818181816,6.999229379999999,6.169515151515152,75.11809090909092,68.53333333333333,9.454545454545457,33.63636363636364,9.800150414767053,3.5360000000000005,637,30,110,15,11,209,94,150,0.13,0.746,0.124,-0.4596,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,10,3,0,0,5,0,6,4,1,2,1,19,18,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,3,5,0,0,4,2,3,0,2,4,3,17,0,24,14,3,27,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,14,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860271311219348,0.0,0.12217145416831605,0.0,0.0,0.11166722487440517,0.0,0.0,0.14216847737838015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280084076118275,0.13334434784970473,0.1947054927392149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739271835736825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582383387453553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397561377398238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548154505546632,0.14445943809916748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075003802815911,0.0,0.0,0.17494553620245518,0.14596456903258342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320053666677674,0.09076222388660324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408952538482184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747246802742046,0.0,0.0,0.11841687497800205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821808545419856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986254225329614,0.0,0.0,0.20461814889241625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29077307549376713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210699472646906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226075538487158,0.17022088971146032,0.1275380786943668,0.13351787139187912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007589251199274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177072573979007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889475824674576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284273520114344 adhd,2ndRatePianoPlayer,2019/04/28,"Will ingesting Vitamin C after already taking Adderall help stop the effects? I've read that Vitamin C should be avoided before taking Adderall because it can decrease the absorption. But say I take some Adderall and then later I finish everything I set out to do for the time being, don't need to focus anymore, and I want to wind down for the night and be able to sleep. Will ingesting Vitamin C help take the effects away after the fact or would it already be absorbed and not help at all?",6.195354609929076,7.018530734042558,6.7136170212765975,74.83333333333334,66.12765957446808,9.245390070921985,35.87943262411348,9.2995712137729,3.5110624113475177,395,19,66,7,6,129,59,94,0.047,0.784,0.16899999999999998,0.8677,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,0,11,6,1,2,2,19,17,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,3,5,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,12,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,8,46,7,1,0.186710138860591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120785621487628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516628723877152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542032158145668,0.0,0.0,0.11381676766856187,0.0,0.15887657631884264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678030336686465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754436111923198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844320216954908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521481722898793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676066527580973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484793964181821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684497868993089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609803641404665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615311522387325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887218345277358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012647739286846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326335256709766,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kamkamkam122,2019/04/28,I was recently diagnosed and.. I was denied medication because I was drug tested and tested positive for marijuana this is something I’ve been dealing with my with life (adhd) and I was wondering if I’m in the wrong because the doctor I’ve seen has made me feel like a criminal I’m just all sorts of confused any advice would help?,5.9697692307692325,6.4405997846153875,7.4490384615384615,70.59971153846155,66.53846153846155,10.807692307692307,34.71153846153846,10.686352973137794,3.955846153846154,266,12,47,7,4,92,47,65,0.168,0.705,0.127,-0.4404,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,8,5,0,1,1,14,14,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,6,1,5,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,2,29,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290284717253733,0.23603056053295984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425580845323284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944816681248642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490176277773914,0.0,0.2451585017340969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472269151386429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801102715403182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213012362999046,0.1725565664147896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189949157681122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060718347392834,0.11800447732785035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285514413748118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433266211820179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384920832899632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185949661285958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194034598036553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715834261020739,0.2640865960581828,0.0,0.0 adhd,cmunk13,2019/04/28,"Is there a sub for ADHD memes? There has got to be sub for adhd memes, we could be missing out on comedy gold.",1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,79.0,6.466666666666668,16.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.24693333333333325,84,1,20,1,2,29,18,24,0.086,0.8170000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9049645286503236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006062278619239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011230606501649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CoffeeFodder,2019/04/28,"Processing issues and Inability to clean write emotions So, I have ADHD (and it's most unwisely non-treated). I have some very serious processing issues; &#x200B; I cannot see a face and see someone. It takes me a moment to realize who I am looking at so I'll stare at someone until it registers with me that I am looking at a human being. It's not me being awful, I just can't process things that are going by fast (something a neighbor didn't know about me and thought I was being rude, I just didn't understand). &#x200B; And that goes for text, too. I can't register sometimes what I am reading and will sit there trying to figure out what I am doing. Or I'll post something, it made sense in my head and played off well but it did *not* come out that way. Not that I blame people for getting miffed with me, but I want them to understand that sometimes I just don't process things like they do and my posts come out weird. &#x200B; Anyone else with these issues?",3.3680375647668366,5.174371849740937,4.215929404145078,86.3210961787565,74.02590673575129,6.897538860103627,27.088406735751292,7.645422480735847,1.55185,769,29,150,10,16,247,105,193,0.057,0.8809999999999999,0.062,-0.0045,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,0,9,6,1,0,4,1,21,2,2,1,0,36,36,14,0,1,9,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,18,16,0,0,6,2,0,3,9,3,1,0,6,5,23,3,20,26,2,18,0,0,5,0,6,8,0,3,4,110,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823189280132294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34682612758538856,0.3889541943064108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460667159755402,0.10932610083207522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838240972355462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891336217689087,0.12002241576604185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574601040275561,0.0,0.06063970371420545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950432348688166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340992233756324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863917641337375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212791644678449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920117463997284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096151188126606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739718997388301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437697997958865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672823178983662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700511469160872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808120385931291,0.16428475641465518,0.21105678558434635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022463788726943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417726238806435,0.0,0.0,0.08470737136425371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244185976410163,0.0,0.0,0.22215558807577784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880381443391023,0.06293404549628502,0.08469298348036516,0.0,0.0,0.09593553640580108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889541943064108,0.0 adhd,mehbuddysoso,2019/04/28,Forgot my guitar was on my bed... I was trying to play guitar when my girlfriend called me so we talked for like 2 minutes and then let myself down on the bed. And like... I don't if it's the guitar or my head hitting it that made it rang in my ears for 30 seconds but god wtf. I hate myself so much for doing that,-0.11881987577639565,1.6492435362318858,2.106459627329194,97.51695652173916,84.65217391304348,3.9428571428571435,15.65424430641822,3.1291,-1.1763060041407862,240,4,57,0,7,81,48,69,0.138,0.78,0.08199999999999999,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,5,2,2,1,0,8,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,12,3,8,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700610442944862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35780476228745295,0.3719371292810726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705886933340807,0.0,0.3541103580434119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34292102541041275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664129878239106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912913627951957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605254388581105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lord-Don,2019/04/28,"Getting lost in thoughts Have any of you experienced getting so lost in thoughts that you actually start to talk like if you really are there. Like for example thinking about talking to someone and actually saying the words, getting angry or laughing. I searched the internet and found out im not the only one doing this. I just want to know if is this coming from my adhd or is it something else. It is really embarrassing when someone sees you and it looks like you are talking to yourself(like a crazy person or something) while you are just thinking and you are so deep in thoughts that you loose touch with your surrounding.",7.482266009852218,8.163449,7.046995073891625,74.05465517241382,63.31034482758621,10.076847290640398,37.261083743842356,9.957137785484203,3.794794581280789,508,24,87,10,7,159,70,116,0.12,0.784,0.095,-0.4989,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,9,0,2,7,7,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,24,26,13,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,5,12,4,13,20,0,10,0,2,2,0,14,6,0,5,6,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.2947932939042475,0.0,0.1815249092314324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271474503477396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301105826182122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617744499910438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561137826882188,0.0,0.0,0.2367419506328217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631528762143831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300954577919012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137664261309148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683848085704744,0.0,0.3297635991360213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235097022020324,0.11487537185039905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188533960434795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352464032146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011583672366727,0.0,0.0,0.1203620968789335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559572987386285,0.23256129847886475,0.0,0.0,0.1069093516582712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642090803222814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356512459759198,0.0,0.3597349511627286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908935715376193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slayleywilliams,2019/04/28,"How can ADHD help you achieve your goals? Hello! While ADHD can be very frustrating and sometimes make you feel like you’re incapable or inept or that you’re making others feel negatively, it can actually be a very amazing thing, because it can give you unique qualities that can help you do great things, and can also encourage great and positive things in the people around you! So, I thought about starting a little positivity and inspirational thread, inspired by /u/staringatscreensss (I don’t know how to tag, sorry!), and [this thread of theirs](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/bi4xem/it_occurred_to_me_that_in_every_job_interview_i/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app). Think about something that you want to do in life—be it a career goal, a life goal, or a short-time goal. Then, think about all the characteristics of your ADHD. Take a moment to think about how they can _help_ you in your goals and how you can benefit from them with what you want to do! For example, I want to be a musical composer and theatrical performer. - My excitability and strong passion about the things I love will help me enjoy my career path, keep me motivated and driven, and inspire positivity, passion, and enthusiasm amongst the people I work with. - The way I get super fixated on small details with help with making thorough and carefully composed works, and will help me perfect things in practice and learning. - My short duration in which I can focus on one thing can help me compose something of a larger scale, like a musical. If I get sick of one element in a song that I’m working on, I can move onto another element or another song. This also benefits having to learn many scenes and numbers of a project—if I get sick of one number, I can move onto another and practice that for the time being. - My need to be constantly moving works well with performing, as there is a lot of movement and energy, and can help me put more effort into my performance. I can also encourage others to keep practicing and stop slackers, ahah. - You don’t really need to concentrate on trying to understand and process complex bits of information, unless you’re learning Shakespearean English to put your all into a play. Or researching for writing the story part of composing the musical, but my passion and hyperfixation should be able to drive me through that. - Writing playscripts require a lot less brain processing and I’m generally super enthusiastic about playscripts anyway because I’m a theatre nerd, and I once wrote one of a dream I had because I found it fun. - My spaciness can lead me to create some really good chords and melodies that I never would have thought of due to overthinking structure and just improvising. - However, overthinking structure can be very beneficial in a technical sense, as dramatic techniques are what drive a story. And that’ll do for now XD So, what about you guys? What are your goals and dreams, and how can your ADHD actually benefit you in them? I hope everyone has a wonderful day and feels a little more inspired and enthusiastic about themselves! ♡ (Also, I hope I flared this correctly. If I didn’t, please let me know, and I’ll change it!)",7.419688697765729,8.969607142095917,7.102189866317662,70.53196480321587,63.7246891651865,10.473385061232124,34.88683743105543,10.5429385540328,4.006285257548846,2563,113,413,64,38,807,253,563,0.021,0.73,0.249,0.9990000000000001,2,0,2,0,0,0,93.0,0,18,3,23,25,33,1,0,28,0,44,8,1,10,5,106,82,55,0,11,10,0,3,2,0,5,3,2,0,1,29,39,0,4,23,5,0,10,5,2,1,4,7,5,56,31,65,62,10,44,0,0,0,4,39,22,0,13,13,293,85,20,0.06683730147384316,0.0,0.13044712968364544,0.0,0.4016272395771661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379906336392185,0.0,0.07241818822257946,0.0,0.0,0.21025421474098574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059499368642515274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223019585115352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296902250012395,0.0,0.0,0.07461253286754227,0.0,0.0,0.0681450833252193,0.0,0.07070500264941698,0.0,0.0,0.07222737850686957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043104530138635966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386590580788692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138484358414902,0.04774858152763786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328365123915391,0.0,0.0,0.10475919423658883,0.06411642985461077,0.0,0.05605995740196965,0.0,0.14737672166262836,0.0,0.06617943660467332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35839707446454705,0.0,0.0,0.13276904258203073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881612907690335,0.0,0.0,0.07346406588716839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834566912272437,0.09441832528961742,0.06530665883523544,0.13397706973181853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364536717708487,0.06032327408261697,0.0,0.13384325320182575,0.06776253316519469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311242190861973,0.0,0.0991180243009657,0.051549047285564364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117954473609855,0.1811627409665361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237828424869097,0.0,0.09267313848175128,0.0,0.0,0.07336728615334037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437989713550186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563537358212135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290924009934656,0.06610380018300431,0.07481888694949981,0.04730778599288895,0.0,0.0,0.055878976808381116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025333270353057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664223992935112,0.12847993203746988,0.0,0.10612270314241858,0.03897336798073845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045378140385044896,0.0,0.0,0.06957998797830746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544332045317028,0.11826711631212525,0.05305233888963176,0.0,0.0,0.0600947608622043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248220235998604,0.19463340600550585,0.0,0.0,0.04747930131115602,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boodidiscareyouyet,2019/04/28,"I feel stuck I've been on Stratera for 10 days now, and all I can feel are the side effects. I've been crying and having extreme mood swings. And it sucks. I hate crying so much and being so emotional. My hyperactivity hasn't gotten better. I can't sit still for more than 30 minutes. I have to force myself to eat, and my mouth is extremely dry all the time. I get that medication isn't supposed to be the ""magical cure"", but I really thought it would help me. Instead I feel worse. I have my medical entrance exams on Sunday, and I haven't studied one bit, because guess who can't focus? Me. I'm fucking tired of this and I really wish something could help me.",1.931159586681975,4.058361507462688,3.840447761194032,85.88761768082665,79.44776119402985,6.5111366245694615,23.74052812858784,7.61054688173877,1.1835954075774977,518,18,105,8,13,175,87,134,0.146,0.76,0.09300000000000001,-0.6363,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,3,0,3,0,17,6,1,1,2,19,30,10,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,3,18,1,9,21,5,9,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,1,5,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941578114712573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874481670211527,0.1959572069928392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330860916216687,0.0,0.3943239101442015,0.11575656415969418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366365567197854,0.0,0.20190272444607785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722674650071127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593613308991695,0.09377641089357436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772909093318405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720977077636949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406174815702032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616357174292072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194621614956198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162745064492715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997250137087094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381806044036645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334139535589152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249545761890411,0.10466239062742938,0.20629799787693576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640528915742792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291621786018755,0.12750494601856258,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justanothertemp797,2019/04/28,"Finally starting treatment at 23, extremely hopeful and happy about it! Hello! I needed a place to get this off my chest, don’t know if this is the right subreddit or not. Here it goes anyway, right? So after being diagnosed at a young age and not being allowed by my parents to put me on medication, I finally made a connection as an adult for having such high motivation but never ever getting things done and lots of hurt relationships and abandoned projects, never studying, etc. I finally made an appointment and turned off my phone so I couldn’t cancel it! Lol. My friends have been calling me the frosted flake for so long 😑 I’m starting on Strattera to see how it goes. Trying to build up the courage to tell my boyfriend, who claims to have self diagnosed ADHD but is extremely motivated, gets things done, studies hard, keeps appointments. Every time I’ve tried to breach the subject it becomes about him and his “ADHD” so I’m a little nervous about him taking me seriously. Or asking me for my medication, as silly as that worry might be. It’s been about a week and I think I’m slowly starting to see results. Making breakfast for my boyfriend this morning after two years of him begging me to wake him up to breakfast. I just couldn’t do it and it absolutely stressed me out not knowing why I couldn’t remember or just do it. But this morning, I just COULD. That motivation I have was unrestricted. I thought there was something wrong with me but I feel so liberated and relieved at seeing results, however small! Anyway, don’t know if anyone read this, but if you did thanks for listening. It feels great to finally being able to take steps for my future after feeling like my presumed “habits” were debilitating my whole life. It took a lot of courage to go to the doctor... respect to everyone who’s done this!",4.807259905254091,6.678286816860467,5.535284237726097,78.07000861326443,70.36627906976744,8.235831180017229,31.636089577950038,8.841846274778883,2.7912402239448744,1451,65,256,27,27,471,183,344,0.078,0.774,0.147,0.9797,3,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,3,19,17,0,2,13,1,28,10,2,10,3,62,62,29,0,9,17,1,4,1,1,1,6,1,0,2,23,11,2,2,13,1,0,4,10,6,0,1,13,8,34,11,46,40,4,40,0,2,3,0,19,16,0,10,21,189,57,6,0.09029240054385118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702783796209765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313454586314246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441120593037739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972086248705288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219863625085448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209113467476423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832897718238179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241809797323848,0.0,0.2772014238247321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069989432456583,0.0,0.08167464562940104,0.07607524173749762,0.0862782581154681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696365209415615,0.06450490898980199,0.0,0.3956436453524713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697596846801957,0.0,0.1415221578082855,0.0,0.051315252018257713,0.0,0.0,0.09954769035977172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611793935929537,0.08088425565239807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539887857136736,0.0,0.08968072699143817,0.0,0.0,0.0966598822540393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025603428857887,0.0,0.0,0.14886702596588244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637761927676429,0.04411230606040695,0.09049670600967527,0.0,0.07990593314516449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535267401111662,0.0,0.17087370514700648,0.060270878495001436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819201886112266,0.0,0.09578596818728602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695067091241262,0.1392781312986922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025902541875804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433634081049977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076880147494212,0.0,0.0,0.09031683494976407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694024719649852,0.1022836883646348,0.15421843343030814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158540591108276,0.0,0.09419466580808654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951150122622733,0.0,0.0,0.19172827751211904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342963975680433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577729636216238,0.0,0.07891953787397787,0.08312911125418193,0.0,0.0,0.11997251764310017,0.057855724421160125,0.0,0.07168208027280565,0.05265022486937035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031817929249133,0.12260522604088275,0.0982122036761945,0.08820255533240418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242711736263534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147484740632267,0.10080824067969116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916963156497036,0.0,0.0,0.09872056565620003,0.0,0.058145345597603586 adhd,thisguyjojo,2019/04/28,"I am suddenly extremely depressed I was in nursing school ten years ago and flunked. I recently remembered that somebody told me that most of the students were on Adderall. I was the skeptic about ADHD. Well, I didn`t understand it or know that I had it. I now understand that most of those students did not have it and took it for the advantage and I actually did have it and flunked the course. I am feeling miserable. As somebody who is stuck in the retail business, this is really haunting me.",4.4379838709677415,6.690838537634409,5.184610215053766,78.59691532258066,72.2258064516129,8.951075268817203,35.280913978494624,9.516144504307137,3.7913881720430105,396,22,69,10,8,128,58,93,0.195,0.748,0.057,-0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,13,19,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,5,1,1,9,1,11,2,8,10,2,9,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,59,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.2448813065628918,0.0,0.3015811951322209,0.0,0.22244322827550309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613431174571615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688283763069771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791009801059365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075863241796085,0.0,0.24777304223457294,0.0,0.284266177732696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539647445547993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397839875355833,0.2788036473901712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224749186304081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225625256657006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159717556384418 adhd,Magus80,2019/04/28,"Not diagnosed yet but am currently on trial for meds, got some questions. I always had some suspicions that I weren't a neurotypjcal, and after stumbling across a random post discussing ADHD, it dawned on me that I might have it and finally decided to go see a psychatrist at 39. My life have been ok but could be better but that's another story, anyway. After answering series of questions, she was okay let's try starting you on some meds. First it was stattera 25mg for a week. I got some nasty side effects and told her. She proceeded to get me on another trial called bupronion and after looking up the side effects, I'm kinda concerned. Is this norm to try bunch of meds to see if one clicks? I'm starting to have some doubts about this and whether I actually have ADHD or not.",5.474802631578946,6.352316875000002,6.097210526315791,78.42147368421055,67.75,9.237894736842106,31.647368421052622,9.3871,2.8747952631578952,623,25,114,12,10,203,96,152,0.073,0.868,0.06,-0.4497,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,5,2,15,2,0,2,0,29,27,11,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,8,4,12,3,20,15,6,22,0,0,4,0,9,9,0,13,11,83,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.13910930658665865,0.0,0.3426374313601964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118613931516014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895450711689514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607486024102385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556060732366952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381545077695092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446863619018252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561577579753044,0.0,0.12125388955167868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447706415194515,0.0,0.08101507302582824,0.0,0.2280222677420766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576815393210418,0.1006880549381606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197070183439123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750263958911316,0.0,0.0,0.15122418583819153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659631199364314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652454533650552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193797040482822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718953493675004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017967991041476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621368125170574,0.0,0.19356567395432894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434589077135272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_last_fartbender,2019/04/28,"LPT: Get a pair of Sony 1000XM2(or M3) or Bose QC35s - The absolute best thing for ADHD concentration. Are there any other devices that are a must for us? I know these are expensive and not everyone is going to have that much to throw on these, especially with medication costs etc. but man... these are life changing. Some history; I have owned Parrot Zik 3's - These are the best of all the noise cancelling, but the battery life is garbage and I went through 2 in 8 months because they keep dying, I returned them and replaced them with Bose QC35s Bose QC35 - Sturdy, huge battery life, great noise cancelling and sound, after a couple of years it got a minor white noise in the left ear, so they are the pair I use when doing a lot of outdoor gardening etc where I dont notice that noise. Sony 1000XM3 - Very recent purchase, so can attest to their lastability, but the noise cancelling is equivalent to dead silence, the battery lasts ages and the sound is fantastic. Cons are mostly the inability to switch between devices on the headset itself like I can on the QC35s, I have to disconnect from one device, then select connect on the second. Does anyone have any recommendations for other gadgets that are a must for us?",7.477794417971411,7.73380144247788,6.853716814159293,76.8887304288632,63.33628318584071,9.431722260040843,33.75629680054459,9.057496981413335,2.8506457454050373,970,37,173,14,13,300,133,226,0.067,0.826,0.107,0.9083,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,5,2,5,4,0,0,19,0,22,5,1,1,3,21,29,13,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,13,7,0,1,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,2,2,4,15,4,26,25,10,21,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,4,10,123,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975424410342258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342565028870974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458292055993304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117656994982433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139292713519387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822537732944922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549651661177053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523019271412464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088983869211526,0.0,0.17529509180405578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336204895294238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292067981448972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814422561206617,0.0,0.0850041582142976,0.0,0.11962490558609387,0.1649016089446315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294481402704955,0.0,0.0,0.08219983812735622,0.12191962811822005,0.0,0.0,0.16250839628925287,0.0,0.3169374425987858,0.07307241601818923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715918555648573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067618190378915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938545989912899,0.0,0.10995126370480797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028659735099258,0.0,0.0,0.10135259873193643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768247037602714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993677558815578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598289280851744,0.1291805792559558,0.0,0.12341103092397053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865301957554593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631826722482348 adhd,ZapeOurLord,2019/04/28,"What should/does Ritalin feel like? Hey everyone I got diagnosed with ADHD about 6 months ago and perscribed 10mg short acting Ritalin about 2 months ago. Here's what it feels like 1 tablet: Barely feel anything but once it wears off it feels as though I get a cloud in my head 2 tablets (recommended to me): I feel extremely euphoric in my chest area ( weird feeling) and that I can accomplish anything... But I am extremely jittery and not really that focused. I do get things done but idk it's like I'm speeding up instead of slowing down and focusing 1.75 tablets: This is pretty much the sweet spot I think. When I'm doing something I can get it done usually but I still often get distracted. I still have a slight amount of euphoric feeling in my chest but not as much as 2 tablets. But I still am not on task. I get that Ritalin won't fix everything and i still have to put in what I want to get out but it's not what I expected. Anyone else have a similar experience or tips?",2.638168934240362,4.731407658163271,3.8280952380952407,87.01134920634924,77.01020408163265,7.824943310657598,27.21541950113379,8.680891452615391,2.088785487528344,775,32,159,17,18,252,109,196,0.05,0.772,0.17800000000000002,0.9798,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,4,0,13,8,4,0,0,30,31,18,0,2,12,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,8,19,4,20,27,3,25,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,2,15,99,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455890637975819,0.0,0.21477003125837307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470525727769239,0.12412422776479252,0.19937898022820325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229565134780654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479405171057525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011985416633365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157563098178294,0.10887455943231512,0.11850005723477244,0.0,0.0,0.4287710138616059,0.17308764439359348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797499648965823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688827152883857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432657422396075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755149021229202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933886726786553,0.0,0.17810652122276366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901220657464413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324489867630095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178110377778625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776066252434914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326097962104116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869764214400233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804813183834429,0.07762286011694633,0.119021335554003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342072602455987,0.0,0.07145265163475799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,miljou,2019/04/28,"askfghks i have adhd I'm on like the stage before complete acceptance in the 7 or 9 or whatever stages of grief for adhd, because i'm still struggling with the fact I have adhd. Which, by the way, i didn't take take as a fact for the first 3 weeks after i was diagnosed and put on medication that helped me focus and alleviated a lot of the problems I have with organization, because duh. Aaanyways ive been reflecting because that's what I do, and it turns out wow a lot of the shit I do is very easily explained by adhd. My inability to explain things and just go on tangential rants (like this) and get lost in my own distractions while talking, my weird mixes of lethargy and like restlessness. It turns out when I was like baseline lethargic my boyfriend thought my hyperactive moments were just me being happy, now he thinks that i was depressed and that it affected the way I hyperactivated, and this whole time I've been hyperactive. I AGREE. I'm very many hrs off my meds rn and can't sleep because my mind is back to go go go so I'm gonna have to ask my doctor for an afternoon booster because aaaaaaa. The questions on the CAARS were poorly worded, who asks anybody if they still have temper tantrums? Of course I'm gonna say no even though my boyfriend would respond with 'uh, yeah? how is this surprising'. Like no I don't have temper tantrums how DARE you lmao. I need sleep tldr: Everything is making sense and I'm having evening hyperactivity rebound and i can't sleep AAA. Is the hyperactivity rebound something to be concerned with?",5.149457142857141,6.3922715266666685,5.832761904761906,78.68900000000002,68.73333333333333,8.514285714285714,31.952380952380967,8.841846274778883,2.597938095238096,1238,53,235,21,21,403,164,300,0.14800000000000002,0.737,0.115,-0.6613,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,2,13,22,5,3,15,2,29,7,4,4,2,42,55,21,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,14,17,0,0,7,0,1,5,6,13,3,1,10,1,28,9,29,40,4,30,0,3,0,0,13,9,1,6,17,149,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47377936394837894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842726160447408,0.0,0.0,0.07578327660393716,0.0,0.30039330596395186,0.0,0.08386367136980966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333381287082267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488590999632066,0.10003199627332804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087597076538812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019026671152692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857553955721463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383145770152263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149130371216977,0.0,0.22404598129302514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491441236591234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605983159266814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074676898414496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758522681094056,0.16757712273676048,0.0,0.0,0.0657867182986884,0.09992004618616178,0.0,0.0,0.10947320359919074,0.09928453425482743,0.0,0.0,0.09951319709923033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307782858330768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943045279922247,0.0,0.0990757347835377,0.11040497855220227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837547607655312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116604552185944,0.0,0.0,0.2958807318173509,0.0,0.0,0.07587301967181392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741347429414476,0.0,0.0,0.10303185279139812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820329436339488,0.07921536643368621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654760509457783,0.06315053537467634,0.0968305090783864,0.07824224467479983,0.057468641545205375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440067701269905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263760565712065,0.0,0.15645790983677968,0.07905546569255494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003395831257434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001116632301699,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bananatoastpls,2019/01/14,"My four year old I feel like some of you will get this. I had to take my 4 year old to ER today, because despite near perfect vision, she walked straight into a wooden door today. Like the edge of the door. When the doctor asked if he saw it she replies “yeah but it had just got to the good bit of the song in my head.” 😂🙃 She’s fine. Just a mild head ache that’s now gone. But this is not the first time. 🙃😂",-1.6748188405797109,0.21643840217391386,0.3543478260869595,106.17724637681162,94.32608695652176,3.066666666666667,13.10144927536232,3.1291,-1.838350724637681,311,5,83,0,12,101,63,92,0.07200000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.135,0.5901,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,8,1,4,3,2,0,1,10,11,4,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,3,9,5,9,5,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,12,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787546096629055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902723185820075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310801578700304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664509512120655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702270113327288,0.15121142341543398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003964660855867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058469431320213,0.0,0.0,0.1775321000992211,0.16928549119106284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344526918171068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681478957162652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442074691959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914353319735478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342185378323425,0.0,0.40126178225706427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726068638957696 adhd,hellpink,2019/01/14,"Tip for students starting the new semester When you receive your syllabus, don't just shove it in a folder and forget about it (guilty of this for the last two years of college). Take the syllabus from each class and put them together, and then as soon as you get home/a break/whatever write each one down in your planner. It's a little time consuming but worth it. Also makes you feel super productive. I have a bad habit of completely forgetting about assignments, but if I have everything pre-written in my planner I get constant reminders of what is due. 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I'm a newly diagnosed dude in my late 30s. After a trial on Straterra (limited effet for a short time, then none) I've been switched to Vyvanse (lisdexamfetamine). I was supposed to have my first dose on Monday, but given that Monday is a work day and I didn't want to be facing any strange side-effects at work (particularly in the environment I work in) I started on the Sunday. To save me a few $ my Psych perscribed the 50mg tablets, with instructions to split the capsule into to 25mg doses (50mg and 25mg are the same price per tablet here - see if that works for you too) so I'm on 25mg/day for now . I took my medication as soon as I woke up, then had the usual family Sunday routine - went to some local markets for breakfast and a play with the wife and kids. About an hour after taking the medication I started to feel ""something"" - I couldn't say what but I just felt a bit different. As the day went on, I noticed, in no particular order: * I was more patient with my young children, misbehaviour and being interrupted by them didn't get me as angry (I enjoyed their company a lot more, and I'm sure they enjoyed having a happier dad). * I was more socially confident. * I saw some old work colleagues and was happy to start a conversation with people I hadn't had a proper chat to in years. They ended up joining our table and our kids played with their kid (again, good for my kids). * I didn't get as anxious (nb: not clinically anxious, just low key stressed) but being at a table with five or six adults and separate conversations going on around me - something I'd been a bit troubled by for a while. * I had more energy - I was happy to chase kids, run around and play. Part of it may have been a physical energy boost but I think a lot of was that my thoughts weren't ping-ponging around the stratosphere so I was more ""in the moment"" and able to concentrate. * I was happier doing mundane things. The dishwasher had broken, and I usually couldn't even load the damn thing without having podcast or some music on to keep me stimulated. I was happy to stand at the sink and wash a whole bunch of dishes, then put them away. * I was able to concentrate more on other things - I did some troubleshooting on the broken dishwasher and was more methodical and able to concetrate more (couldnt fix it thought ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ) Even late in the day and evening after the medication should have worn off, I felt better, probably because the day hadn't been such a struggle. I've read a lot on here about negative and side effects, I just want to put my positive expereince out there to show a little ray of hope. It's been over three months since my diagnoses and there have been some ups and downs (and I expect more of that) but I feel so optimistic at the moment. Thanks for all your support everyone, keep your chins up! &#x200B; Greg ",3.1796825396825383,5.233933707231046,4.337009171075838,84.16616984126985,75.24338624338625,7.498962962962962,25.978447971781307,8.364918446050245,1.7808187231040558,2280,83,446,42,50,745,270,567,0.069,0.753,0.177,0.9968,1,0,3,1,0,0,97.0,2,3,6,9,23,20,1,2,40,0,46,12,1,2,2,77,78,40,0,9,13,2,4,0,0,2,9,1,0,7,12,31,2,3,8,6,1,7,14,5,0,4,40,7,53,15,85,30,26,86,0,1,2,0,25,40,1,13,37,317,65,9,0.2289401129655796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268550558267887,0.09272909866576036,0.05189570916919523,0.0,0.0,0.1724247749591814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203805238661962,0.0,0.0,0.07169892412627793,0.0,0.0,0.046519922639504815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749297509903822,0.1666288722593428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080729427713974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34451067727954665,0.0,0.0,0.15491293033902978,0.0,0.07973123020996031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759099568728291,0.0,0.0,0.15121278542813607,0.0,0.0,0.07292069631720456,0.0,0.0,0.07194145445189229,0.0,0.07717266666407617,0.0,0.14654560736731712,0.0,0.0,0.06491211437813703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974117324654488,0.0,0.04337064737510419,0.0640080349218131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371100737596185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579639646522217,0.07515329826573525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356616610443924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216961290305954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390239078369871,0.0,0.07648604597240677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946366970674208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306330780913655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091260465101414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688327867205474,0.08007804556171139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263994409686004,0.0,0.0529060826939332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227872114004058,0.0,0.0,0.15343203147593987,0.0,0.0,0.07633402247051266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606874556045058,0.0,0.0,0.0608118763524065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312720908232544,0.0,0.0,0.07779187135338174,0.0,0.11749952264189185,0.0,0.0,0.1620449903053319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874167086313907,0.07977930476646285,0.0,0.0,0.0865995090434189,0.07192444902503768,0.0,0.05737815766717051,0.0,0.0,0.0702590989814911,0.0,0.0,0.15209763820952474,0.04889852673058226,0.0,0.12116858455726325,0.044498940319282726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478696310132325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809679334403502,0.0,0.09002320684059449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148651891462322,0.0,0.08520115340109682,0.0,0.07356336638394524,0.0,0.2777852148375459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272909866576036,0.04914330888446164 adhd,havwjvkbwvgThrowaway,2019/01/14,Holy shit man Adhd is really something fucking else. I dont think anyone will ever know how much of a fucking struggle it is to get my work done. Ive been on the same paragraph on my essay for about 3 hours now. And only got one sentence done. I have adhd so fucking bad and people without adhd will never understand how difficult it is to deal with it. ,4.021249999999998,4.928946402777778,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,71.08333333333333,7.426666666666668,28.288888888888888,7.554174236665415,1.7786522222222223,279,10,52,3,5,95,55,72,0.13699999999999998,0.8170000000000001,0.046,-0.8340000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,4,1,2,0,11,4,1,2,2,12,19,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,5,0,9,13,2,6,0,0,0,3,2,2,4,0,4,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633480919754466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092539595648527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304626133993992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108737059235292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197969535887882,0.1831243836884652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052721559727767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133749295372072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333531170004652,0.08163442003280838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496777225075413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538752357833358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587117038730137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486207169004725,0.0,0.12050999272380107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587936026615408,0.11883552110633487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832440008309446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009805021334886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038885904607209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028924324133004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334691377300628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011899016754994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266224666650886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061987442414682,0.0,0.1137522009456248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,easyytiger,2019/01/14,"I got a 3.72 this semester I always feel like I am not working hard enough. I always get anxious that I won't be able to. Thanks for the support, you guys. This sub makes me feel so much less alone. 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So, I was diagnosed with ADHD around a year and a half ago. It took forever for me to get to a psychiatrist that would actually listen to me and get prescribed medication. Everything was going super great after I saw her and got the medication. Im still on my family's insurance plan, so we met deductible and the office visits and medication was pretty affordable to me, a poor 24 year old. Well, now that the new year has rolled over, our deductible starts all over again. I just called to find out how much my office visits are going to be (140 out of pocket) and how much I have to pay for my meds. Three HUNDRED dollars for my medication every month. I cant afford that. I'm freaking out because I've spent the last few months functioning as a normal adult would, and I feel it's being ripped away from me. I got things square with my student loans, so I can go back to school in the fall; my work performance has been awesome and my boss has taken notice of it; my house is being kept (relatively) tidy. I do not want to have to feel like a worthless sack of shit again, struggling to do the mundane things of everyday life. What can I do? I'm implementing routines, as directed by my therapist, but I am so afraid I'll lose the drive that's helped me in the first place. TLDR: Meds are going up to $300, I cant afford them, and I feel Im going to lose everything I've done in the past few months because of it. 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I'm married, work full time, have a toddler, and I just signed up for one more class for a total of 4 classes this semester. (I signed up for one class after the start date, so I am already behind on some work.) I really want to dedicate myself towards earning a degree and I don't want it to take me 10 years, so I'm digging in my heels and I'm going to start increasing how many classes I take each semester until I reach my breaking point. Honestly, I'm pretty scared about staying organized and on top of things for this semester already, but seeing people post about how they've earned their degrees on here reassures me that I *do* have what it takes. &#x200B; Just wanted to say that I feel for all of you on your day-to-day difficulties and life struggles, and I appreciate everyone's posts. &#x200B; Anyway. Wish me luck!",3.6106914893617024,5.607119058510637,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,73.84042553191489,7.67872340425532,29.3031914893617,8.472884824447931,2.3721,765,33,140,14,16,252,111,188,0.052000000000000005,0.772,0.17600000000000002,0.9709,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,6,10,5,0,2,6,0,6,2,1,2,2,25,25,14,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,3,19,3,27,25,7,29,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,2,9,92,28,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28540054611265725,0.0,0.0,0.28022148103799605,0.3142592547548159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679256373786802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356425334967988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538461244164283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349164134260483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587086206176747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133769982088022,0.0,0.1296057448647802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110323434269994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525186982901209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964945393959296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222427214180842,0.0,0.2476924983363016,0.13155795919946026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284131308515004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283500457596938,0.12946501879625072,0.0,0.10304583576096908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955157806662143,0.0,0.0,0.2745855326042783,0.1378306088149986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351861779177597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916821794960581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590990875830652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540353580121878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669688886890297,0.2288167330920849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870373700850836,0.0,0.0,0.1882830219485079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142592547548159,0.08327342683380971 adhd,FloralCity,2019/01/14,"Doc upped my dose of Ritalin instead of switching drugs Hey all, So I’ve been on Ritalin er for about a month and I just called my doctor to tell him it’s not really working. My sister took the same meds and did much better after switching to Adderall. He told me to take 2 20mg er capsules and update him Friday. I know these meds aren’t for me... if I tell him Friday that it’s still not working enough, do you think I’ll get switched? Or just upped again? I really hate Ritalin. It works, barely and makes me feel scatterbrained most of the time I’m supposed to be feeling the positive effects.",2.4039669421487595,4.397127743801658,3.620661157024794,88.69644628099175,77.34710743801655,6.7140495867768575,24.223140495867767,7.686295010490155,1.2042826446280994,471,16,96,7,11,153,83,121,0.034,0.894,0.07200000000000001,0.5215,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,7,2,1,0,4,0,5,6,0,2,1,19,16,7,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,4,2,14,1,14,11,5,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,6,61,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718627767849428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302608044570813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348554316448835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922082393228665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532389980703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911637597714073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876309284961232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866331295714404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388880536736224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261824677021926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419950997242124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088609770663244,0.0,0.13896262687557315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422015866178264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509637594767123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213094898169176,0.0,0.3304502037308471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112612691990958,0.0,0.0,0.11022794863764067,0.0,0.0,0.1806312399936129,0.2100250690649444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128596434932256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kylemon,2019/01/14,At the beginning of every semester I tell myself I'm gonna organize myself and do every assignment and then I forget every single one in the first week I can get good grades on finals and essays but since I always fail to adjust to every teacher's new system of assignments I can never get more than an A-. I've always been like this I've never known any different and its so incredibly aggravating. Yes I know it was on the syllabus. Yes I know that the teacher has given multiple reminders. I keep slapping myself in the face constantly because I know how obvious the work is but I just can't remember all of this stuff. It's an infinite and inescapable cycle of forgetfulness that I don't think I'll ever grow out of.,4.856433566433566,6.0196199930069945,6.5730139860139865,73.4072132867133,69.34965034965036,9.636083916083916,28.985314685314684,9.888512548439397,2.9826033566433567,581,21,102,14,10,201,91,143,0.071,0.83,0.1,0.6211,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,9,2,9,1,1,1,5,25,20,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,0,14,2,14,16,3,19,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,12,74,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816877211748592,0.0,0.0,0.11510749263491375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031837070603538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291769755484175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684818535273794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311186277515507,0.5704596271578048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854239313444388,0.0,0.14397858411256312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687023954621073,0.0,0.0,0.14197328693046088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504524545429747,0.0,0.0,0.27907446032711725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269539831079893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610985816057073,0.1634793054746068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469982763243733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917467279635816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001956752948097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937704340725465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479469835482134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845957971491993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577592861738624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322852922869727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kaymorve,2019/01/14,"I want some cereal. So I go to the kitchen and grab a cup and fill it with some cereal and go to sit down. Oops I forgot a spoon, lemme go grab that. Make it halfway back to where my cup was and realize maybe I want a straw too for that delicious sweet cerealy milk. Grab a straw and make it halfway to where my cup was and realize I didn’t put close the cereal or put the milk away. Put those away. Make it halfway to where my cup was and I forgot my spoon and straw when I set them down to take care of the cereal and milk. Notice my favorite show is on tv so get caught watching for a moment. Commercial break comes on to break my attraction to the tv and I make it to where I was going, hungry and ready to eat, and I wasted so much time being distracted and forgetting simple stuff I now have soggy cereal and I forgot to turn off the light in the kitchen as well as the tv, so that’s another trip back to the damn kitchen. Hope I don’t forget something *this* time. I hate this so much.",1.1476315789473688,3.0304862870813416,2.8826291866028733,93.00815430622008,80.86602870813397,6.859425837320575,19.06244019138756,7.908726449838941,0.5161155980861238,770,18,177,14,20,255,96,209,0.066,0.812,0.12300000000000001,0.8779,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,15,8,2,1,14,0,9,7,0,4,0,34,30,23,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,12,17,7,3,2,4,0,11,2,3,1,0,9,6,21,5,26,20,4,35,0,0,1,0,1,13,1,4,7,116,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609036069147622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27971356740581976,0.2289248876002992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177042679531186,0.0,0.0,0.12822779605447954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231867055708498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777204577935161,0.0,0.33839722550436585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696623888718868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784936252636746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974548941933019,0.0,0.1495476471010659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885519108727366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947556829773594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489295488193516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459799099899905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704065433284791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192252441606493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736003363253171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191451823557812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560034994629614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384102064548462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OlofTheDestroyer,2019/01/14,"I've to wait 1-2 years before I get officially diagnosed and ""treated"", is it worth to illegally obtain medication meanwhile? TLDR: the tittle says it all, &#x200B; So, I'm in collage and because of my ADD I'm really struggling. Ive always had a suspicion that I might have ADD but haven't done anything about it since I haven't been too negatively affected by it. But now that I'm in collage that changed, and Ive consulted psychiatrist and psychologist. Its a clear since of ADD. But now that I've signed up for the official diagnosis there is a waiting expectancy of 1-2 years before I get diagnosed and can be treated with medication. &#x200B; However, I cannot afford to wait 1-2 years. Up until now I've tried everything there is to try to make studying and other businesses work but it simply always fails. And Im only left to wait. But what if I got ahold of medication by myself? Is that a stupid and dangerous idea? If I am to self medicate what should I take into consideration? &#x200B; Thanks for your attention, as I know it can be limited. 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Where has the time gone??? What did I even DO all day???,-1.161290322580644,0.8600593225806499,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,100.93548387096772,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,-0.0773922580645161,113,3,26,2,5,38,27,31,0.043,0.823,0.134,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31531836467143576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32293259158744336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177045712247494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248222982088653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28509807711392965,0.0,0.4634469465258406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559456923361662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Robo94,2019/01/14,"Missed my first class of the semester by 30 minutes doors are locked. Not going to let that get in the way of a kick ass semester though. You should see me man, I'm on fire taking notes and answering questions and shit. Taking so PHAT notes. oh shit i should pay attention. bye",1.822060606060603,4.277083963636365,2.5740909090909128,92.93446969696971,82.0909090909091,6.575757575757575,20.075757575757574,7.793537801064563,0.7449393939393936,218,6,46,4,6,68,46,55,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,8,11,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,2,4,0,6,8,0,5,0,1,1,1,4,2,3,1,2,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227475842001006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881100137867118,0.0,0.16187445465282618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29125617668684883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190728187303771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697123323576515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847441977302289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283107836056271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27984230309079505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608340203010116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zipohik,2019/01/14,"Online Classes Just Ain't Working I thought ""hey maybe one online class won't hurt"" I haven't been on that class in a week and I just played smash bros and now that I'm trying to do it I get so stressed and I wanna play smash bros. Any tips for online classes?",-0.6880357142857143,1.4968962678571422,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,95.25,2.8000000000000003,15.928571428571427,3.1291,-1.349421428571428,205,5,48,0,8,64,39,56,0.059000000000000004,0.797,0.14400000000000002,0.5361,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,5,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,27,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583853088769343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851301783296488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067542191298825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817201211355269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574702107788697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352420194718985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016451904042349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579673791058129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047803791984858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766148480724495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Emotional_Nebula,2019/01/14,"Just started Vyvanse 10mg and sooooooo tired Diagnosed ADD inattentive (ADHD-I) 15 years ago. I was on dexedrine 20 mg twice a day (which seems like a high dose, in retrospect). I just started treatment for my ADHD again. My doctor was conservative on the starting dose because I have comorbid anxiety that manifests as irritable and some depression symptoms. Unfortunately, SSRIs and SNRIs are awful for me. So, we started with the lowest possible dose of vyvanse - 10 mg. I took it a little over an hour ago, and holy shit - I am sooo tired! I feel relaxed, but very tired. Not sure if I'm going to be able to function like this, and I have a toddler with autism and a teen taking college classes across town tonight that I have to drive to. This is pretty much worse than taking nothing. Is this something that anyone else has experienced? If so, does it subside?",4.800221153846152,6.858094387500002,5.287500000000001,79.0751923076923,70.75,7.9230769230769225,32.30769230769231,8.617729084823388,2.7960336538461545,682,32,119,12,13,218,108,160,0.172,0.76,0.068,-0.9266,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,8,1,11,10,1,0,1,21,22,12,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,2,12,4,16,18,2,22,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,4,13,75,21,3,0.13424978905953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32268431552341065,0.0,0.23800867566503536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270072117271163,0.0,0.0,0.09387057397349836,0.13755477379757433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183742534919998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658000773545366,0.0,0.11562914659883335,0.13626070995956752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741034775307553,0.11748289509936152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121484722025648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788072710332492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629724891013591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184227296628554,0.0,0.0,0.1322089996629826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117533143142254,0.1345535573227029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098689041937465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881629333945593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134646576315616,0.0,0.13658029914392097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221596589034373,0.0,0.0,0.1378054792483036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335204646929752,0.0,0.0,0.3800907667048403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652883740761772,0.13953693415900986,0.20187826756075086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629011507464794,0.0,0.0,0.14915645533549354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077013574941694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681200433201252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645246260210926 adhd,kattt3,2019/01/14,"I think my boyfriend (who has ADHD) is losing interest in me We've been together for about 4 months and the start of it was like a fairytale. He constantly wanted time with me, was focused on me, wanted to know more about me...You know, the typical ADHD thing. But now since some time has passed he is getting more occupied with other things, dedicating his time and interests somewhere else. He barely makes time for me to talk, when I initiate a conversation he seems to be somewhere else with his thoughts, when I need mental support about my problems he'll answer generic responses and move on to his topic of interest... To me, it looks like I became boring and uninteresting for him. I ofc have asked him and talked about it. He is denying it. But I am not sure if he is being honest with me, maybe he is indeed losing interest in me, cause I can't provide him with that dopamine anymore he felt at the start of our relationship, but doesn't even realize it himself. What are your thoughts on it? What can I do? 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I've been taking Vyvanse for a couple of years now, and lately I have found that whatever little energy and motivation it gave me at first is gone. It never has worked for me like I read it was supposed to. I sure never lost weight - hell, I gained 25 lb on it - I never had the sudden ""burst"" of clarity, it sure didn't change my life. But I *do* feel the difference when I miss a day (I can sleep for 14+ hours). I also take Cymbalta for clinical depression, and that gives me the munchies as night like a goddam stoner. And the DREAMS!! Holy shit, dreams that go on for hours, and some of the weirdest Stephen King shit on his best days. Oh, and I'm recently diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes, so have to watch my diet even more! So much the fun! I'm just FUBARed and none of these seem to be doing anything helpful in the least.",2.8555945730247423,4.221971195530732,4.162909018355947,87.98934357541903,74.47486033519553,7.795849960095771,23.958898643256184,8.418075326091056,1.3237211492418195,680,20,147,12,14,224,119,179,0.1,0.6890000000000001,0.212,0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,8,7,13,4,0,11,0,13,9,3,1,5,21,26,13,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,8,2,1,4,3,0,2,5,7,0,1,8,3,15,6,21,17,6,25,1,3,1,0,4,6,4,2,19,96,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854133167474766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121499468266451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540564228895288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471733190758402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835541676836014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517298874585353,0.0,0.1808865085552588,0.0,0.12078858135122544,0.14234073617294182,0.0,0.14652104222962606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926272547617421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090960167981578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928814627552535,0.0,0.15376601675272658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345310701697363,0.0797016732193856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399997411496333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762164727646175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819692645151345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905572076962006,0.13702844531794034,0.14055740946663753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308862120234795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577512168148128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309260010276908,0.0,0.324485401633382,0.0,0.0,0.13160582143169908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402780378592728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847016712368215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766930806452326,0.0,0.0,0.2879088677974602,0.0,0.0,0.14034136661364766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724699218387301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264349244460137,0.0,0.2108861845094016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931692822349896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077464494491626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041929070292621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031001801179088 adhd,OIOIOIOIOIOIOIO,2019/01/14,"Officially diagnosed at the age of 34 this month and a film reel in my head of all these personal moments of failure caused by symptoms of an overlooked ADHD condition has been playing over and over in my mind. If I had known sooner my life would be different. I only took a hard look at this in the last year and after a lot of research I went in and it was so obvious I had been suffering since childhood...Now I look at my life and on paper I manage alright, others might say I’m successful other may not I don’t know, but I always knew my potential is extremely underwhelming of what I *should* be able to do but just couldn’t - I basically have just let myself down again and again my whole life. I have a film reel of these pivotal moments marked by decisions I made that change the course of my life. The decisions were clouded by this condition, and I have regretted many of them over time. It’s got to the point where I was jaded on big life planning because I could trust myself to make a decision or execute on it even if I managed to make one. I don’t want a career to be decided because I couldn’t handle the mundane details like everyone else therefor that whole opportunity is doxxed. I don’t want another fight or breakup with a SO because I break promises of being on time, or lack of attention, or that I’m messy and get depressed and stressed then create distance to cope. I am desperate to change, I want my film reel to something I can be truly proud of for once. I am hopeful for the first time in a long time, my meds start this week. Wish me luck, after reading many entries on here I know many are feeling the same! I wish you good luck too in creating the film reel you enjoy watching.",4.62443173150267,5.453731415204679,5.5284286803966465,81.91081235697946,69.64327485380117,8.871802695143657,30.951436562420543,9.085049710711278,2.529904754640224,1352,55,270,25,23,444,182,342,0.094,0.718,0.188,0.9886,1,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,2,1,5,10,18,1,1,18,1,34,8,1,5,2,58,56,20,0,15,11,0,2,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,15,10,0,0,10,6,0,2,6,5,0,2,12,6,41,13,46,31,6,43,0,3,3,0,6,21,0,12,20,191,56,7,0.10418196136814807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520647194111895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668773770121632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924387028705372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052507000405425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702357256712908,0.22042140218480036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831808187891147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897317706670625,0.10574249777561183,0.0,0.1088479756295639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703066038579163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881120292018307,0.0,0.0,0.09955032870713637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267752998542378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861712311836711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443077486297492,0.0,0.0,0.08738288631592475,0.08332383170940154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332657396318826,0.0,0.1069207488603023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347619488034203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451136274852923,0.08492220349619507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653311404276954,0.36793400170478735,0.05089804389034159,0.0,0.0,0.09219775739567768,0.17497321730358045,0.0,0.0,0.08857177797300488,0.0,0.0985794908609839,0.13908453639885396,0.3168724704656258,0.0,0.0,0.1157226729380295,0.0,0.0,0.11052059727276864,0.1051940820430784,0.0,0.08315704761016691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095038872568333,0.07059639327340958,0.07923507623945444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096767018108723,0.0,0.0,0.0984856280787514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042101544864785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284967723769399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861803950304151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020436373131687,0.0,0.0,0.07374052847798758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934008475310895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828494842205813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429973579316288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574999243150598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434766022943128,0.0,0.08356848525049262,0.0,0.0,0.0965777219426802,0.0,0.23263087863041115,0.2396082280735915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400787622943349,0.0,0.0,0.06708976738131123 adhd,OrbitalPheasant,2019/01/14,"""Externalizing"" memory, but remembering to do so? Hey! I've seen a lot of information here and elsewhere on the internet about how folks with ADHD can benefit from externalizing their memory - whether it's a notebook where everything get written down, post-its, apps and reminders and calendars, etc. I'm wondering how people actually continue to use their system. I never remember to write stuff down (or think I can do it later); and when I do, I never remember that it exists and that I wrote it down somewhere. As a side note: if anyone has any tips on how to not get caught up in a shiny new ""system"" (""system"" is the wrong word here since it applies to everything not just memory / productivity systems / tricks) because it's super fun to optimize & learn how to do a new thing, and then drop it because you've learned it (or at least how to learn it) because it's boring... That would also be dandy. Anyone have any tips?",9.124137931034484,7.405824948275861,9.507442528735632,65.63806034482761,61.01149425287356,13.067816091954025,37.8419540229885,11.93303328291395,4.499760919540231,727,28,131,19,8,245,106,174,0.039,0.855,0.106,0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,1,13,6,1,0,7,0,11,0,0,6,2,37,21,21,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,2,7,3,21,15,3,24,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,5,8,92,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.14851363334582088,0.0,0.18290052297788667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170476952276807,0.0,0.1648957440357572,0.0,0.2069862550979027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128269177773736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27831736174570604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972996191389605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735537043749873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590240030597056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938488131797352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347536914445273,0.2939684329109553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055080670832946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575413224549308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171983539899446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589156995747325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421896515712204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110701201257397,0.09751599014447836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314416559250007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504150381069135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081100605822655,0.16639379774262092,0.0,0.0 adhd,karrierpigeon,2019/01/14,"Errands? What errands? So today I was supposed to run some errands. Well, I thought of a really cool project, drank some more coffee, then started the project I was so excited about. Now I'm hyper focused and theres no end in sight. Nothing else matters lol ",1.5828571428571436,4.331824428571434,2.5522448979591843,89.23204081632656,90.42857142857142,4.4326530612244905,31.489795918367342,6.1826913282559595,1.8590734693877544,203,12,36,2,7,64,40,49,0.107,0.687,0.20600000000000002,0.7322,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,3,3,4,2,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513951504718613,0.0,0.372566858703512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036204853463027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26947613381399105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977348900437317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339453610870838,0.0,0.0,0.3987225350676895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782106188651953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluesybend,2019/01/14,"Wondering if these are symptoms of ADHD Hey guys! Ever since I was a kid I've had these symptoms. I would get really bored in class all the time, and struggled a lot basically in all subjects besides history, which for some reason has always fascinated me. I didn't think anything was interesting and my attention always drifted somewhere else, looking out the window, doodling, daydreaming. In tests I would do a lot of careless errors. I oftentimes forgot my keys at home and had to wait for my mom to come home from work. I could really get into some things, like playing soccer or playing video games, my attention didn't really wander around when doing those things. Nowadays I'm a working man. I feel very inadequate at what I do, despite trying my best. I feel like when my co-workers teach me new things I can't pay enough attention to keep the information in. Especially if their explanation takes too long (in my opinion) I get irritated and drift off. I usually ask them to explain it again and show it to me, but there's only so many times I can ask. I'm pretty sure I don't have a learning disability, because I can pick up things I'm interested in fairly quickly. When I'm doing work, most of the time I just find myself doodling, again, or looking at something completely else, or blasting finger guns at my co-workers or something else equally stupid. Then I just kinda have to snap out of it to notice I was actually doing some work before drifting off, and have to usually start from scratch because I can't remember what I had done. Also if someone messages me when I'm doing something, I just impulsively have to check it, and again my focus is ruined. Admittedly, I also avoid doing more demanding tasks because I think that I just can't do them and they would take a lot of focus. I'm not proud of this AT ALL, but I haven't found a way to get over it. At home I feel like there's SO MANY things I want to do, and I end up doing like 5 minutes of this, then 5 minutes of that, then again something else, never actually really doing anything. I would really REALLY love to finish something for once. I come up with a lot of different projects I want to do, and I start doing them too.. before coming up with something else and then the previous project is abandoned. Does this sound like it could be ADHD or is it something else?",6.912171052631577,6.573583524122809,7.54158245614035,73.48061052631581,64.6359649122807,10.278456140350878,34.4680701754386,9.791249743138472,3.2769429122807017,1861,74,341,34,25,619,203,456,0.078,0.82,0.102,0.8983,1,1,7,1,0,0,52.0,0,0,5,6,23,20,1,2,13,0,45,4,1,2,6,82,81,33,0,11,15,1,5,5,0,4,2,1,4,3,23,20,0,5,17,6,2,6,9,7,0,0,11,8,51,13,52,63,15,56,0,2,2,1,18,23,0,19,31,248,74,11,0.0,0.0,0.12729841887021398,0.0,0.15677313160472475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431920881725668,0.10854317592735767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734757917665473,0.05806318291814268,0.12195125952964338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927982400059815,0.0,0.11100162977927476,0.0,0.06844855766509236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685540864198958,0.06838611673336016,0.0,0.0,0.10415210371191697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814519147343444,0.0,0.0,0.05707795665507035,0.0667467911127011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32691766558339497,0.0,0.0577690991454761,0.06739382123792352,0.0,0.0,0.058998836685013385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989376333305723,0.09319206864121383,0.0,0.0,0.059613548851270126,0.0,0.0,0.0715147428264961,0.0,0.0,0.13630737930149925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458200852657539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627495195739134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797408269714245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159325744299306,0.0,0.0,0.05772118217918652,0.10954345569507136,0.0,0.0,0.2218044289460755,0.05886720106770156,0.0,0.0,0.13225378513868818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638955343142148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050304765077103485,0.0629937398073431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425794943030117,0.0,0.06946142489130612,0.0,0.04960578651573248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635625031099215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070496413684284,0.06706112883635783,0.0,0.0,0.07388607050403369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395396181358806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055264078426257836,0.35148831976933537,0.0,0.0,0.0923317572682512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818628013905817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061472842417276276,0.1355854071007253,0.09808065247019827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665961696462965,0.08358580340600616,0.0,0.0,0.11409790619449027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428281048648512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367002915086854,0.05381662582994892,0.07694160307134634,0.0517717704819962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073263918519103,0.2849030665210368,0.0,0.0,0.1853330157782812,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,randyjmarx,2019/01/14,"Unpopular opinion: stop posting how your life changed right after starting on stims - you are plain high. So basically the title, I'm kinda tired of people taking their first Ritalin/addy dose and saying how in a moment everything becomes clear and all of it changes. Almost like we should prevent them from posting until few weeks or so go by. Don't get me wrong, I don't try to neglect the life changing effects of stimulants. It's just a wide known fact, that first weeks are always special and give you some sort of 'high' even in appropriate doses: motivation, mood and self-esteem often get to the level you've never been on before and somewhat above average. So just a word of caution: be prepared to **not feel this way** for any sustainable amount of time, otherwise u can get trapped in searching for this amazing feeling, which is what addicts do. And for people going in process of getting their first medical treatment, don't get you expectations too high, stims really change you life, but not in making everything effortless, but just by making it **possible** to some extent to be in control and self aware of your attention, your emotions and consequently your actions.",5.427370892018779,7.8407352347417865,5.589319248826296,76.06642018779345,69.89201877934272,8.11361502347418,32.02112676056339,8.841846274778883,3.038932394366197,947,43,151,18,18,299,139,213,0.027000000000000003,0.892,0.081,0.7482,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,8,3,6,11,6,0,0,6,0,12,8,0,8,4,47,27,17,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,1,8,1,0,1,8,9,0,4,6,0,0,3,6,2,0,3,1,3,14,3,29,23,7,32,0,1,0,0,15,14,0,9,13,102,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179674149171511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835901953187144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004132915989684,0.0,0.0,0.07358809670427127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951201918378385,0.09208072454900013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578971964042646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136933212495807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172430882480023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147322489115694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450853335006948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943081322749358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276136063652012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826823865653029,0.10380712953031423,0.1229991243692454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34299681094554296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930071150873255,0.05286707953229722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444651441488148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090125402497661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346002172720879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500416119888512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199314543551755,0.20727500333112056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932359098887703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241274049855433,0.0,0.08605478994805682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257781255858619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659324574827454,0.0,0.0,0.0904703552072762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136220667798509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630994811686038,0.12437415727006015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346907036896395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589391248842429,0.17360281136343492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831319788343775,0.0,0.0 adhd,Primevil709,2019/01/14,"How to talk to your doctor about upping your dosage of medication Hey guys, I have an appointment with my doctor this week to get a refill on my current meds. Last time I went to her I said I think I need a higher dosage (currently at 36mg of concerta a day) and she said ""how about we give you another 3 months worth and see how you feel then!"" She also tried to do the same thing when I was on my previous meds of straterra, which made me very very nauseous on the daily. I'm just wondering how I can word it to her so she understands why I think I need more. I'm having a hard time with my daily tasks once again, like before I was medicated, and I find I get frustrated at the little things, and then I feel overwhelmed the rest of the day. Any help would be appreciated!!",4.350250000000003,4.546428525,5.473749999999999,84.31625000000003,70.0,9.15,25.375,9.120678840339163,1.607825,604,15,134,11,10,201,97,160,0.034,0.883,0.083,0.7515,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,4,0,0,11,3,1,1,10,0,8,4,0,5,0,25,26,13,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,6,28,1,20,18,3,21,0,1,1,0,17,7,0,1,14,89,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473090324325398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756281573615044,0.15043817678392465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208027064659613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185049329922043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936901190140359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508295152239428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112669052587106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991168858821766,0.13762709329424616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205537514183722,0.0,0.0,0.12851869487615514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961632371678482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694515608858852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009097082162402,0.14379211940747766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575241186938672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187200871520695,0.2890568136327487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145143850756637,0.0,0.0,0.2127586580934588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278819900376178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729408813360682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432501804332518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531373735058133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906268564151718,0.1838563545834287,0.0,0.0,0.167314099154894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740501107834004,0.0,0.0,0.1493547210694297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675141562050986,0.0,0.0,0.11508096998617848,0.0,0.0,0.1329958044220211,0.12945709853465207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558437749872414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191519156499303,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Says_Watt,2019/01/14,"Cost of Ritalin in Netherlands? I'm going to the Netherlands for about 5 months and apparently the meds that I take (Vyvanse) are illegal. So I'll have to get Ritalin instead. I'm comfortable with a 20mg dose of Vyvanse daily, what can I expect in terms of price of Ritalin abroad without insurance? To be clear I've done a lot of research and made calls but it's all very convoluted and confusing, if anyone is in the Netherlands some info on the process - do I need to see a psychiatrist - and the prices encurred without insurance would be very good. Note I'm from the US",4.010704365079363,5.813538741071429,5.2776190476190505,79.38960317460321,72.30357142857143,8.906349206349207,32.08730158730159,9.444778638647367,3.1429432539682542,457,22,86,11,9,152,75,112,0.047,0.872,0.081,0.5505,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,0,9,4,0,1,2,19,18,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,19,13,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,2,55,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671029203279132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402902020022446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445632408633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485909015187985,0.0,0.1358199121001311,0.2004481418410438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031753477455322,0.0,0.2261321020603468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26545695315490536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075446437167468,0.0,0.0,0.17720334365956852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043902271952312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968595818784092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874678981021459,0.0,0.0,0.3943730689038445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607434087687828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697671237152577,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shifty_sam,2019/01/14,"ADHD and Job Search - Do I tell Head Hunter? I am just beginning a new job search. I have had a few different jobs, but I do not have a specific career. A lot of my experience and skills are transferable, so I might be interested in making a bit of a career path change. I don't have a lot of pressure to choose quickly, as I am leaving a low paying job at a non-profit I helped to start. My husband is our main income. I'm wondering of people in their mid career have any experience being honest with head hunters or temp consulting firms about ADHD? I have a chance to really find a job that would suit my skills and (executive function issues), but who would be good at giving career advice on that subject? I just saw someone else comment somewhere that the best job they ever had was where they could brainstorm and problem-solve, then had a staff who took care of the implementation. That is my dream! Ha!",4.361996542783062,5.689862719101129,5.3949438202247215,80.77101555747626,70.68539325842697,8.173552290406223,26.61365600691443,8.617729084823388,1.8595785652549688,716,23,138,12,13,236,110,178,0.03,0.778,0.191,0.9851,8,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,3,7,8,0,1,14,1,24,2,2,1,1,22,33,10,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,18,6,16,20,6,15,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,5,6,98,24,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273711945592897,0.11127761832254657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743910415264968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950509439830187,0.0,0.1243223264534291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610345054765743,0.0,0.1204649606105996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092015529950297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897544400670827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512819509694433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300672195213023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227837749111065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407995472667207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923955742177807,0.0,0.09551319294541953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337378071683515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632820847274553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885622010444295,0.6780219420105611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057749293425972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936254036853154,0.0,0.0,0.07601264229679608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208036902511103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998146752795344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894678989137174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896327615393583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295142860396522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648616617283676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060151845924632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995320252904667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651964047709066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349289760386177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178748173243615,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnOrangeBackpack,2019/01/14,"For those who have switched from Adderall XR to IR multiple times a day, tell me why? I took 10mg XR and that didn’t last enough, so we tried 20mg XR as well — neither of them lasted for more than 3 hours. I just left a visit from my psychiatrist and she says that we’re gonna try 10 mg 3x a day. Has anyone else made this switch? How did it work?",1.3187445887445897,2.282267909090912,2.747467532467536,98.22215367965369,77.70129870129871,6.172294372294372,19.326839826839823,6.42735559955562,-0.3571887445887443,267,5,70,2,6,87,62,77,0.0,0.961,0.039,0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,1,7,1,8,2,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648846474425055,0.24396658226747744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711589277147816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890607002882085,0.0,0.0,0.2460259852168931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448533920200976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38817450495581024,0.0,0.0,0.2587016432644296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253005897655067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935055335046425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811415555987847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884086734293533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645432770285556,0.32331516088539697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408487778111288,0.0,0.2148526147531804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733431847426526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CaughtUpInTheTide,2019/01/14,"Ugh I keep getting the lowest score in the class… Hello fellow ADHDers, we all know that feeling of failure and today it just sorta hit me again. Our class took a quiz the other day and as our professor was handing them back I thought for sure I’d get one of the highest score, it turns out I received the lowest score. Last term I received the lowest final score in o chem and that was terrible. Seems to be a trend I can’t break which sucks :(",1.8343333333333327,4.041223544444449,2.8633333333333333,92.345,80.22222222222223,4.888888888888889,22.222222222222207,5.82211442006289,0.2325555555555554,349,11,71,2,9,111,64,90,0.23,0.73,0.039,-0.9559,3,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,3,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,8,0,4,1,1,0,2,14,15,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,4,2,10,1,8,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,2,7,44,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740382826906164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072617608383446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953373011661156,0.0,0.0,0.3239658981520385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090212012845065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628650153827913,0.0,0.0,0.1625295568837615,0.24106547634298384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039933576751345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26922824841828324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787290271077927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347824845896107,0.0,0.0,0.2803245032071237,0.0,0.32857516542711906,0.0,0.3216773998238113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mushinskyy,2019/01/14,"Exams coming up, can't focus! So I've been trying to study for finals in my final year of college, and I just can't seem to go into 'the zone'. I'm not sure what it is, I've completed my earlier years even off meds and this time even on Vyvanse I can't seem to focus. When I first started using meds it was great, I could focus for 8 hours straight no problem. Out of 7 days of studying for next exam (Computer Networks), I'm on my fourth, so there's 3 more days to go. Day one I woke up at 10am and went over the material and organised it into files, videos, previous exams for prep and so on. I'm fairly good with the material, in any practical application I get around 90-100, while on theoretical I always miss out on some stupid detail that messes up the whole question. Went to sleep around 2am after 2 hours of Call of Duty. I have a problem, yes, but if I don't unwind my head after a day of study I might as well wither and die. Day two I woke up at 11am and managed to scrape about 30% of the material into my head by brute force sitting in my room, I originally planned this whole day to fit in around 80% of the material, which didn't happen. I went to sleep even later. I'm not sure if it's the meds but I can't fall asleep and don't feel tired, but I know that I am. Day three I woke up at 11 again, and crammed around 80% of the material, focusing on every little detail and it actually worked. I even went as far as watch every recitation and lecture. I wrote off some things I didn't fully understand for later review. I wrapped up at 1:30am and went to sleep after a few multiplayer sessions of CoD. I'd call this a good day, until... TODAY. I woke up at 2PM!!!! OMG. My alarm clock went off but I was just ""30 more minutes"" and suddenly it's noon! it takes me around 4 hours from wake up to even get started and it's already 9PM and all I did was wrap up the remaining material. I planned on getting 2 example exams done today, and it's almost bedtime, as I decided enough is enough and this sleeping pattern is messing with my head. At least I went over all of the material. I feel like I can't take it anymore and after going over sample questions for the past few days I can't handle these darn example exams. I even got a new role as the guy who answers all questions in the class's WhatsApp group, and I'm usually right too, but when it comes to actually sitting down and solving exams I suck. I have 3 more days, it's 9PM and I'm dying to just stop studying for this thing already. I wish it was tomorrow so I wouldn't have any time left. I have 3 more days to just solve example exams over and over. If I have to put it down to a list, I would say the biggest problem is my sleep pattern. I think I should reset it today, and go to sleep at 12 no matter what I've done today, be it 3 more exams or Call of Duty. You can see by how this post is organised how shitty my thought process is. Damnit. I'm not even sure what I'm asking you guys. 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My doctor ran out of prescription pads and won’t have more for 3-4 weeks. Texas. What can I do? I’ve tired calling the pharmacy and they couldn’t do anything. ,-0.7263725490196079,1.2867577352941204,0.8494117647058843,99.06568627450982,104.0,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,-0.052533333333332884,129,4,29,2,6,41,30,34,0.09699999999999999,0.821,0.08199999999999999,-0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615257442397297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44859833405272426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496661390339383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29446922980888324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049376475018237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35239875024526984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marbitch,2019/01/14,"Tips for a semi medicated college student? I’m a college junior (20 F) and I have been medicated (mostly vyvanse with supplemental adderall) for the better part of high school and college. I get my medication from my doctor back home (13 hrs away) and long story short I messed up and I won’t be able to get more meds until March. I am a full time student and I work a good 20-30 hours a week. Medicine helps tremendously at school and work. Any advice you guys can give me for those days I can’t take medicine? Tips, tricks, coping strategies? As of right now I rely on it so much that it’s hard to do things without it. I’m looking into counseling services at my university but it will probably take over a month to get an appointment. Any and all advice is welcome! (Ik this is in NO WAY comparable to actual therapy. I know that’s where my real help is. I also know this is a super supportive and smart community that I trust!) (Btw my worst unmediated symptoms deal with emotional regulation, planning, remembering where/when things are, disorganized/frantic speech, and, of course, motivation)",4.07014492753623,6.281996135265706,5.3693961352657045,77.04945652173916,73.15458937198069,8.464734299516909,28.89130434782609,9.150863307647796,2.692872463768116,868,36,157,20,18,289,139,207,0.066,0.799,0.135,0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,6,5,10,1,0,9,0,14,5,0,1,1,21,26,14,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,12,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,18,7,24,22,7,24,0,0,1,0,7,13,0,1,10,100,30,13,0.12761004341136406,0.0,0.12452899439942527,0.0,0.0,0.24939811503688744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204970561182901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355841090914945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989383645073184,0.09812424648544728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128607132771698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229792108483673,0.13156035141891353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061428673206074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354412299551056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001294231638486,0.12241518159332855,0.0,0.10703324999595047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263540057996955,0.0,0.0,0.11431353372962548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106864438873695,0.13482701714166198,0.12800327822855892,0.0,0.12567018767444485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026228513587854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293087276517627,0.10716029705485297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174599060500995,0.3856610804384533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185711918012144,0.0,0.0938080649071344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818924150655745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758521004255822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452481667960365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455730309381315,0.10897827982387356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582963534147406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448103650157844,0.0,0.13263569611735931,0.1918937427589868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593320596645473,0.0,0.16955688510210096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441044252595147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012909127013417,0.10236107950543633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230115280735364,0.0,0.1858032628635096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cscotty7520,2019/01/14,"Emails It's that feeling when you have ten people to message or respond to, and you should have done it a week ago, but things are just too crazy right now, and all of a sudden your reply is a month late even though it took 5 minutes to write... And on and on Anyone else struggle to manage returning mail and messages systematically and on time? 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I often miss minor details. If I wake up early I am still a few minutes late to work. I buy and collect things impulsively, some examples would be watches and old video games which I never even thought of or cared about two months after I bought them. If I have my whole day off, I will go outside and work on my car an hour before it gets dark out. I procrastinate a lot, I either leave myself the exact amount of time to do it, or I don't end up doing it at all. My room is a mess, but I know where everything is. I have to keep everything I need outside of the house in a small area or I will forget one of them (wallet, keys, pen etc.) I hate waiting in line or standing still. Also hate walking slowly. In class I will pay attention for a minute, then my mind will wander and I will ""zone in"" 20 minutes later while i'm still looking at the same exact spot on the board.",2.949124906507109,3.949101717277488,4.24903889304413,88.89849476439792,73.71204188481676,6.713687359760659,24.114061331338817,6.868970318607317,0.71838937920718,712,20,155,6,14,235,125,191,0.102,0.887,0.011000000000000001,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,8,5,2,0,10,0,17,2,1,0,4,32,31,14,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,3,2,3,3,2,4,0,2,2,2,26,1,23,22,9,36,0,1,2,0,3,16,0,9,16,113,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911654796158994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738742286971342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646154624079046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412595912141233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300236255781182,0.0,0.18006645798605808,0.10664036604922797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021303051230096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435425496722762,0.0,0.09175933831477157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188093475600934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590019365262004,0.18629889725652934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350978144796905,0.0,0.0,0.08873216222119923,0.0,0.18212974343292412,0.17095891346667216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355826315353657,0.0,0.0,0.13726437591315194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302484100297654,0.0,0.12887288145518275,0.0,0.0,0.1197178035970131,0.12452505509608322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942123115507485,0.0,0.1094069700999731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680140241816366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868176387641288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781492035162532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726439413150818,0.0,0.0,0.12817827051728686,0.09414646924891756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577193484715585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026019745851699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508422446791885,0.0,0.0,0.11469392594091493,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cangodsmellourfarts,2019/01/14,"Should I ask for an antidepressant tomorrow? [M, 23] Hi all, Tomorrow I have an appointment with my psychiatrist. I'm wondering if it's time to start up an antidepressant, though I have some reservations. I'd love to get insight from the ADHD crowd. Over the last 7 years, I've been on and off stimulant medications to help with ADHD. Right now I'm taking Vyvanse (and have for about 3 years with several small gaps), which has helped me tremendously in prioritizing my days, weeks, etc. I definitely don't want to stop this at the moment, as it's proving to be an essential in helping me get my life together. That all said, I've been in an incredibly dark spot since I've started living on my own, working, and adulting full-time. (1.5 yrs) After seeing a fantastic shrink for a several sessions, I was diagonosed with Major Depressive Disorder. Truthfully, I've probably been dealing with this for 3 or more years but haven't yet had the courage to admit this to myself. For anyone who could provide insight, 1. Can antidepressants be prescribed alongside stimulant meds? 2. If so, what antidepressants have worked for you? 3. I'm very worried about the possibility of dissociative side-effects, ie, feeling like a zombie. I'm a pretty creative type and quite ambitious, and I'm worried that the antidepressant route may impact this. Any insight would be appreciated!! Thanks all!",5.321740952380953,7.679286496000002,6.139257142857144,72.2508666666667,70.04,9.721904761904762,32.70476190476191,10.07000556051586,3.792836190476192,1104,52,185,31,21,362,156,250,0.043,0.774,0.183,0.9885,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,15,0,20,3,0,2,5,34,39,12,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,11,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,13,5,33,26,8,27,0,1,1,1,13,11,0,6,17,112,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224243585461812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122091265956396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379495111398203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540432223706094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071011814550565,0.0,0.0,0.08651025821241624,0.1382941369811032,0.11553599486513134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373793679208414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496033833177507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782604186521135,0.09583081184151554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016693704634908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697369338685101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934333730554066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094748204823457,0.0655348277855648,0.0,0.11844952252321707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106806408331472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900111796473414,0.13513358624947186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122453988122933,0.0,0.13647026899988704,0.1446273719930486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426761421237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455622454168288,0.12759941433484245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689351682855328,0.0,0.0,0.30308373444933834,0.0,0.11096334780523713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989228132354535,0.0,0.0,0.11214841448893806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085781643447614,0.0,0.0,0.12349959629291735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179347668127042,0.0,0.07821906691888816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068089847238967,0.07912021263421035,0.0,0.10760032941522917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547088256847948,0.19531341782572995,0.2724546862929831,0.0,0.09529036978161104,0.0,0.0,0.25914844749124955 adhd,irmonsturr,2019/01/14,"I am so mad at myself. ADHD, you SUCK. I woke up early with the plan to have a super productive day. Get to campus. Go to the library and study for a few hours before class. All is well. Class is at 12:40pm. Cool. 12:30 rolls around. I go to class. Sit there a few minutes and a different professor walks in. I look around and don't recognize anyone. Then it dawned on me: I MIXED UP MY DENTAL ANTHROPOLOGY CLASS TIME WITH MY OTHER ANTHROPOLOGY CLASS TIME. So, not only did I miss an entire class lecture, I was late to my class that ACTUALLY started at 12:40. Dental ANTH was at 11:10. I was fully convinced that it wasn't until 12:40. I'm such a dumb ass and I'm so embarrassed and angry at myself. I completely forgot. Just totally had the fact that dental anth was at 11:10 erased from my stupid ADHD brain. So much for a good, productive day. Please tell me I'm not the only one to have done something this stupid today 🤦‍♀️ commiserate with me, fellow ADHDers. And cross your fingers for me that I don't forget or mix up my therapy and psychiatry appointments mixed up later today. Ugh.",1.0245391705069125,3.5757334009216635,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,88.26267281105991,5.864976958525348,18.80990783410137,7.310402129719878,0.6461456221198154,856,24,169,15,28,287,124,217,0.135,0.777,0.08800000000000001,-0.9255,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,2,10,13,5,1,11,1,15,3,3,0,3,21,27,14,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,8,1,1,10,3,23,5,28,17,5,32,0,1,1,1,4,14,3,1,13,110,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.1628179800120961,0.0,0.4010338044194575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666285466204822,0.0,0.0,0.29705726872989063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197396400609094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862557177691956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493523464339614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520419938908375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743189353287128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074175465351646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717033705359566,0.0,0.1896452633437664,0.13994281125063654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643100564938679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882099620072631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401089215255709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265127258663315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305941192098184,0.25378835115422393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831472008533424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844647972086495,0.0,0.0,0.1180947127451039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458310731646977,0.0,0.19080335408423554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945789091498117,0.0,0.3163016819218077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500149155695955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smellyperfume,2019/01/14,"I have ADHD but my doctor isn't prescribing me anything helpful and it's ruining my life. I had been on addipex and it helped me a heck of a lot, my previous doctor said I am probably suffering from adhd and the addipex is kind of similar to adderall. I was sent to a psychiatrist (student ) and in the course of 5 months he has not given me anything related to adhd. I brought it up that my family has it and my doctor said i probably have it but he shrugged it off. I'm failing my courses and the medications he prescribes makes me sleepy and unmotivated all the time (which is hurting my classes even more!) I don't know what to do, what to say? Is this common? Every time I bring it up I feel like he thinks I'm lying. 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I also have ADHD, so I absolutely get why he's struggling, but fortunately I have a pretty good job and am pretty happy. He, however, works a minimum wage job, lives with his dad, and has no idea what kind of job he wants to pursue-- he wants to move out but can't afford it rn. Unfortunately for me, I'm a fixer and want to help him get his life on track and find something he likes. I'd reeeeally appreciate some help brainstorming what jobs might be a good fit for an ADHDer like him, and thought you guys might relate to my description of him and might have figured something out for yourself that you could share. &#x200B; What I think he'd like/relevant info: \-\*\*something physically active\*\*-- he likes being up and moving, he likes things that are fast-paced and keep him engaged. I think he enjoys his job now bc even though the pay is shit, he gets to be outside, up and moving. He's also at his happiest playing sports, and I think he just really enjoys being able to release physical energy and it keeps him entertained and engaged \-\*\*Nothing in an office or corporate setting\*\* (he would literally die). Preferably something where he's outside a fair amount \-\*\*He's good with people and charming.\*\* Not in a sales-y way though, just in like a chill way that he gets along with everyone. He's an introvert at heart but people just naturally like him. He's also really good with kids and old people, and honestly is just such a softie sometimes \-\*\*He's relatively intelligent, but not in a booksmart way.\*\* Again, I think a traditional corporate job is an absolute no-go for him-- he's definitely not stupid, he just hates applying himself in the traditional school/corporate world I'd reeeally appreciate any insight or personal experience you guys might have, I've been racking my brain trying to think of any career that might be feasible for him/that he might like, but I've come up with nada so far. Thought outside sales might have been a good fit, but it turned out he's too chill and introverted for it. So I'd appreciate any suggestions!! Thanks in advance! &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.877151949085125,7.452542558472557,6.162966587112173,75.75334407319015,67.3293556085919,9.40528241845664,31.38910103420843,9.725611199111238,3.101014256165472,1808,73,316,40,30,579,196,419,0.04,0.674,0.28600000000000003,0.9990000000000001,9,0,4,0,0,0,109.0,0,3,0,2,19,29,3,1,18,0,31,5,3,0,1,75,54,33,1,6,16,1,0,8,1,9,2,0,0,5,13,28,0,2,14,3,3,5,6,4,0,0,4,1,27,25,40,34,3,34,0,0,1,0,50,22,1,11,11,179,40,11,0.05445375091967418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632847991372174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063993481059533,0.0,0.23600246548372056,0.2646690705098258,0.11109125377218924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078839496303096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690708475267685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347688916732017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056514396316086575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035966188916888624,0.0,0.0,0.05203289256797811,0.0,0.0532662172550223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976974182770628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379934943937353,0.0,0.030947321534833226,0.22836611365354614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175332385100408,0.0,0.05796703041737709,0.0,0.05376180543830445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452795702440232,0.07299840281130288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061471656654969724,0.0,0.0,0.32422167261702306,0.0968019916322562,0.0,0.056705202013884765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692458932660086,0.23943016920735435,0.0,0.04808365970103655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46213459576697496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736271585566935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052249842633211085,0.0,0.057140051483341586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325412356312745,0.04754691492397317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107980823242792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976893441425096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055110103077724806,0.0433925893320822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558959927976182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676846313101319,0.05385615203836342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692688363813586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013369775467077,0.0,0.0,0.03617665248456217,0.17445882421617084,0.10700106760357056,0.08646039137443805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394104487274293,0.059230044212397435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635469942138428,0.12966855859969412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049136040465860495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039642979210566164,0.0,0.0,0.038682382298897235,0.0,0.2646690705098258,0.0 adhd,picklerick1215,2019/01/14,"ever had a private adhd assesment? I'm considering what was your experience?, been a lurker for a while but thought I'd sign up so hello after going to my gp for a referalls to see an adhd specialists for a diagnosis and getting absolutely nowhere im considering going private. I'm 80% sure I have it read up on it everyday for a while now and I can relate and compare symptoms, behaviour I can't explain to nearly everything I read including reading other people who have been diagnosed experiences. anywayyy have some questions if someone can answer how much did you pay and who did you see? after being diagnosed what was the cost and method of receiving medication? what specific questions where you Ask? or what was the method to reaching your diagnosis? and lastly a bit of an odd question,in your opinion what would make a psychiatrist deem ""not having adhd""? . as a kid I was diagnosed with discalculia, which sometimes mimics certain aspects of adhd but i feel i have that aswell as adhd or that the adhd was missed and I was one of those that slipped through the net. but getting older I'm kinda connecting alot of dots and from what I've researched it all seems to point to adhd. I have a full time job, a partner, a sin,my own place to live what that be deemed as not having it because although I have these things everyday is a torturing struggle and I've had enough so I'm willing to pay but I'm just so worried it'll turn into one of those stories that you hear about someone being really sure they have it,go to assesment then be told no they don't, have another assesment and then told they do it's just arggh dunno what to do? it's alot of money if successful it'll be worth every penny but if not then I'll be in a much worse place I'm already in thanks! 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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4RN-c0HdJOI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4RN-c0HdJOI) Director Theone Ly, who also has ADHD didn't receive her diagnoses until she was 20 and knew that there wasn't a lot of representation with Asian American women with ADHD. Asian American women in particular tend to be extremely underdiagnosed with ADHD and other cognitive/behavioral/mental conditions. I wanted to share this beautiful film with you all and would love to hear your thoughts on it! &#x200B;",12.771742424242426,15.723758750000002,9.036818181818184,56.39606060606064,52.40909090909091,12.23030303030303,35.12121212121212,11.855464076750405,5.1162439393939385,502,18,59,14,6,141,64,88,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,18,14,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,7,2,14,5,3,5,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,1,1,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7768741475925145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292359468709327,0.0,0.1750996094812977,0.19636850315551185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402629103382926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214126611465706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414682065282185,0.0,0.0,0.14270071321206404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739130942426564,0.14585537133344334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352869106534236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565936035326472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531917505348277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959997542264285,0.0,0.19636850315551185,0.0 adhd,rnd853,2019/01/14,"I just want to hear opinion from ADHD persons Back in elementary school, and in hs I really never had any adhd related symptoms. But in previous last three years full of stress almost everything changed. From top student to someone who now can't finish any task. I can't be focused on something more than few minutes. In classes I'm usually looking on table but thinking about everything else, except what's on the table all the time. Same goes to being on exams. Almost every few moments I catch myself that I'm looking at ceiling, other people, etc, instead of doing what I was supposed to. Also, my studying is almost 2mins of being productive and then I still manage to ""study"" but that's always doing it without really trying to remember it and so on while I don't make break. What should I do? I really can't go this way anymore because I'm accomplishing nothing and it's driving me crazy",4.426090225563911,6.430957678362574,5.8729866332497895,74.71118421052633,71.63157894736842,7.692731829573934,30.927736006683375,8.418075326091056,2.7722578111946534,717,32,114,12,14,242,112,171,0.042,0.941,0.016,-0.6177,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,2,0,14,1,0,1,2,22,24,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,3,12,0,25,18,7,29,0,0,2,0,3,12,0,4,12,89,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388991946892244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235608941324405,0.0,0.0,0.11275432051687055,0.11731983195800275,0.0,0.0,0.19176400926119455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398299843468594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841709608434252,0.0,0.08594975402289502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491549009699516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778393025836015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724762966972666,0.0,0.0,0.11879507441404193,0.0,0.2534359350305028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013118384978472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589125564217134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149304262387866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368019860197497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941158165559171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874468219876524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352893090102029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977487608716906,0.1231121270696908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709766322228851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972079868699662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426953152223922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946531578588734,0.10854548434160603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259945816747535,0.0,0.16151025577971798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654866177547746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034443967467956,0.0,0.0,0.08221580685677918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572691862967836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552869955515367,0.0,0.0831629981874757,0.11191593319843524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359149561531494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079669678779136 adhd,burningfiat,2019/01/14,"Diagnostic testing experiences? Hi, all, just wondering what to expect/what people's experiences were with neuropsychological testing. The place I was referred to does an interview and then a series of mostly computerized tests. I know it's best to do your best (and I'm not trying to game the system!) but I'm honestly worried about doing too well on the testing, just because I've done similar things before and always done pretty well. Would love to hear other people's stories to soothe my mounting anxiety. 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On vyvanse and I've always struggled to eat on it. Already a little underweight now (22F 100lb) and I want to gain weight but I already don't eat a lot when I'm not on vyvanse and at times when I do try to eat on vyvanse, it triggers a slight gag reflex-nothing that makes me vomit but uncomfortable enough that my eyes water and I reel forward a bit. Liquids are a little better for me but I need something more substantial since I hate how shaky I get especially when I'm trying to take notes or type code for my programming courses. I try to make up for it by eating once the vyvanse wears off but like I said, I can't really do big portions. I always make sure to eat a substantial breakfast though before I take my vyvanse-proteins, fats, carbs. But I feel shaky soon after I think just because I have a quick metabolism. &#x200B; What do you guys eat when your appetite is absolutely zero? Lots of chewing and fatty/savory foods are the hardest for me to eat when I'm on my meds. I can force down solids like fruit and soft foods like apple sauce (lactose intolerant, can't do ice cream) but I'd like to add more protein and carbs throughout my day-any suggestions besides protein shakes for that? &#x200B;",3.7165199999999987,5.4221758120000025,4.4834,85.18270000000003,72.88,6.76,27.7,7.365786028017652,1.5003200000000003,1003,38,194,11,20,322,140,250,0.075,0.8079999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.8475,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,2,12,11,1,4,9,0,13,19,3,5,1,32,28,22,0,2,10,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,8,8,16,0,2,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,1,7,27,6,25,27,7,25,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,5,16,116,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861611829288568,0.0,0.14036930381004434,0.1827829802803451,0.20498515300108933,0.05735982575702245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141802086435463,0.0,0.07177430253342128,0.0,0.0,0.07459933303699612,0.09208664099495986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054397760256775486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.690476023137254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715447735375838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042649101283346334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039889160289711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406857403345207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703641657945756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327661326015426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648335318382656,0.1690785747051733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434200400308067,0.0,0.0,0.1689096987310349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369209225032492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254329307972592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093459478147819,0.0,0.0,0.08982832656538135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403576499543135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023467382155502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977389405516944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493554335387018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817929446731684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949739833587058,0.0,0.12683904618463088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054047068976296235,0.08287190555264949,0.0,0.04918424863921714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180114435476046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975089020972491,0.0,0.0,0.10271366579903436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498515300108933,0.0 adhd,hyphyxhyna,2019/01/14,Can't be put on medication because of past drug abuse I abused adderall when I was a teen and went to treatment a couple years ago for heroin and meth abuse. It's on my medical history and rightfully so. But now it has become a major issue for me to get any type of medicine to help my ADHD because I would inevitably abuse it. Is there any other non addictive drug out there to help me focus and stop being such a space cadet? Has anyone else been through something similar?,6.960319148936173,6.332463329787236,7.182425531914895,77.05300000000003,64.63829787234042,10.073191489361703,33.693617021276594,9.3871,2.9304876595744687,379,14,72,6,5,123,68,94,0.20800000000000002,0.74,0.052000000000000005,-0.9536,0,0,4,0,4,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,9,5,0,0,0,8,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,12,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,47,11,1,0.0,0.6558648896628327,0.0,0.15086249280500794,0.16631454163100542,0.0,0.12267191770143895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882161055640509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676355950377216,0.1417940572425527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871912554084287,0.1528378081937966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531228229914746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209704724251404,0.0,0.11560476200234733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230160894728603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551606840779292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444029999381433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788211232845272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210625707645693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911737548007244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118181926834164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106537240319761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569790963979047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828633622243735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830630814332658,0.0,0.0,0.08911683028175132 adhd,HugePuddler,2019/01/14,"Lack of Showerthought... Whenever I take a shower I stick to a pretty regular routine as most people do. ~~~~ Shampoo -> Body Wash ~~~~ Well today as I reached for my body wash I couldn't remember whether or not I shampooed. I sat there for a minute trying to figure out what happened because I had no recollection of shampooing or rinsing my hair out. It wasn't until like 4 minutes later until I remembered putting shampoo on my hand and just that. I thought to myself ""Well, works for me"". It wasn't until I got out of the shower that I realized that I forget something like this in the shower nearly everyday.",3.4521956856702616,5.8075609067796625,4.593636363636363,81.23495377503853,75.52542372881356,7.002773497688753,29.371340523882896,8.00094639256281,2.293091525423729,489,22,85,8,11,160,76,118,0.096,0.8140000000000001,0.09,0.0721,4,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,5,6,4,0,0,19,10,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,6,2,17,4,20,3,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,8,66,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292218946269278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709270978782877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954089140345202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745445299550534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071268100573172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696121263953454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156612937024976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309985785469074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802672084939758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631936391124928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938363228613664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682895539948315,0.0,0.0,0.20093358199616365,0.0,0.0,0.14392145658531733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811934752304287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432498475469494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaorte,2019/01/14,"Went in for ADHD testing, came out with a Major Depressive Disorder and unspecified personality disorder diagnosis. This doesn't feel right, what do I do? I've given myself a couple days to digest my neuropsych test write-up and the more I read it and go over the details, the more I feel like their diagnosis of Major Depressive Disorder and Unspecified Personality Disorder fit me. &#x200B; I don't know if they just glazed over all of my reported ADHD related symptoms, how they did not improve with anti-depressants, or if my depression is just too bad to conclude ADHD. Regardless, I don't feel like depression is what is causing my symptoms. &#x200B; ADHD didn't really click as a possibility for me until the last couple years. I did not want to seem drug seeking so I never mentioned it to my doctor or therapist. To me, ADHD was one of those things that could be left untreated and you can remain a functional member of society. &#x200B; When reading this sub, almost everything resonates so much with me. The only experiences that don't are losing phone/keys often. I talk to my friends with ADHD and describe the things I have problems with and they are like YEP sounds like it. I keep these problems to myself for the most part and do everything in my power to not let people know I'm struggling. &#x200B; I've only had depression symptoms since graduating college and entering the work force. I think the stress about my performance and not feeling good enough or competent enough is what triggered the depression. I was fired from my first job for lack of efficiency. It is the only problem that ever comes up on my performance reviews. Lack of time management and efficiency. In a pinch, I can work really really well, but if there is no IMMEDIATE deadline, I can never seem to complete even a simple task. I make lists for myself which help a little bit, but I still get easily off track. I just don't know where to go from here. Their recommended course of action is more therapy. My therapist was pretty confident about ADHD likely being the culprit behind my issues. I feel like seeking a second opinion just means I am trying to make excuses for myself. Or that I am drug seeking. Has anyone ever had a neuropsych test be wrong? Is there any hope for me? I am feeling so lost. &#x200B; For what its worth, I am a F/29. 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He broke up with me as I realized I was misdiagnosed and having a hard time with other meds that were making me horrifically incapable of anything. I thought we were going to be friends, but I can't leave him alone even when I feel I have. I am sure my actions are creating hatred for me from him and it hurts. Any advice. 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Hey r/ADHD! I’m pretty damn sure I have ADHD, but my college needs information or some sort of letter to confirm that I have it to get accommodations through the Disability department there. Is it worth spending the $1k full evaluation at a psychologist or should I go through a psychiatrist to get the letter/diagnosis? I’m seeking therapy on this since I need to manage my depression/anxiety that relate to it as well and I’m not seeking medication unless it’s a last resort. I heard psychiatrists don’t do the full evaluations as much as psychologists but I want to hear the difference from you guys about this",6.685227272727275,7.900543834710749,8.252551652892564,62.83519111570249,65.19834710743802,11.669834710743803,35.78615702479339,11.45678717892309,4.647040495867769,528,25,89,17,8,184,78,121,0.017,0.884,0.099,0.7907,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,8,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,18,10,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,1,2,9,2,18,16,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,4,1,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127420120674394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319037486980942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228755797065207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343550607522471,0.0,0.12123553280839625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112218379279656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404288508185133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388550613548445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148989835131168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681585840311024,0.3163504003471726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170246709333666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764617613754116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105300306183932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439517432302032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582255634838466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180166061220316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hinata4494,2019/01/14,"To Excel or To Get By? I’ve only had my diagnosis for a few weeks, but school starts today. I’m incredibly nervous for my last semester as it’ll be my hardest and also I’ve not yet found the best medication. Really why I’m nervous is because I’ve worked so hard for school, it’s very important to me, to the point where I neglect my needs in ways. It wears on me hard and I don’t get time or energy to do what needs to be done as well (like cleaning or grocery shopping for example). My boyfriend told me not to stress and that I should take it easy for my last semester, to just earn some B’s and C’s. But I don’t want to do that... I’ve wanted to not just do well enough in school; I’ve always wanted to excel and be at the top! I never could, though, and that was already a devastating realization to swallow when I was younger, so I had to settle with A’s and B’s, even before I could explain why I could never be good enough. Most people wouldn’t understand why this is such a big deal to me, but they also don’t understand what I’ve been through. EVERYTHING in life for me is and has been a struggle, and I already work hard enough to seem average or just below on everything outside of school. I pushed myself so hard to excel in school and wanted to push hard and do well all the way through. It’s a goal that most people would abandon when things got too tough, but that’s the definition of my life: when things get too tough, then you have to keep fighting. It may not seem like it’s worth it, but I need to prove it to myself that I actually can do this... my confidence is already destroyed and idk how I’m going to sell myself to companies in interviews if I don’t even know why they should hire me. So far my attitude I’ve been wanting to go with is: I’m going to be slower, struggle more, and be more annoying to work with than anyone else you will interview, but I will work harder and get the results that others would have given up on. But if I can’t prove to myself that’s true, then what do I tell them? What do I tell myself? Because if I just let my grades fall, just barely get by and make the hard work I’ve already done meaningless, then I’m not sure why I do anything anymore if I really can’t ever be good enough...",3.949999999999996,4.198687301486203,5.2391571125265415,85.4638312101911,70.8895966029724,8.488067940552018,26.740339702760078,8.447377352677275,1.5563669639065814,1753,52,388,26,30,587,188,471,0.146,0.753,0.10099999999999999,-0.9669,1,0,0,0,2,0,49.0,0,2,3,12,29,25,3,5,13,0,52,5,1,3,8,84,87,46,0,20,25,0,6,2,0,9,3,0,1,0,26,18,1,3,9,1,3,6,14,12,3,0,13,6,47,13,55,54,12,40,0,2,0,0,13,16,0,14,18,271,73,19,0.0,0.0,0.06380981167944387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28863165091721105,0.10458243123921904,0.05440852821648088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484789077749115,0.04572120834209206,0.06699831699147603,0.05380922145223355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797205304322,0.0,0.05564085677724148,0.0,0.0686212698178465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566223567313383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741274422883378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338304185993375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462375956354976,0.0,0.0,0.27025548814927103,0.0,0.08637706727557712,0.05914770492185361,0.0,0.0,0.11753406045717345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169519170092903,0.0,0.0,0.17081414445168616,0.0,0.1114854932388172,0.10968965996423333,0.052297212603376865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514518893312201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812036523351905,0.0,0.0,0.03593584788592084,0.10660082331491344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668642427994089,0.0923717611944406,0.06389110456927928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364737807102232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587210481530005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545438784329442,0.10086339216581484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973095383072711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066440217741273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181333388476929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377918432741219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33088361767413715,0.0,0.11905459618857755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628236623524788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490238574487153,0.13671666100522692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616279531648504,0.0,0.04916406675797868,0.0,0.11430498419104868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868825204884823,0.0,0.06424393780162391,0.0,0.03812860087294625,0.0,0.061980718455733386,0.06248158057937391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614361436150205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395241810400285,0.1928393630443557,0.1038048061896408,0.05245076649054365,0.0,0.17637653122018354,0.0,0.295015068373157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801828782778384,0.0,0.0,0.0929003277476108,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pizza_Venkman,2019/01/14,"Experiencing High blood Pressure aster 18 months on Adderall Hi! Recently went to the doctor and had HBP - 152/80. I've never had high blood pressure. I'm certain it's due to Adderall since my BP has been steadily increasing the longer I've been on the meds, plus I've lost about 50 lbs due to dieting at the same time. I have recently given up energy drinks to help negate the HBP (Hopefully). My family practice doctor is getting worried about my blood pressure and thinking that maybe Adderall isn't going to be good for me. I can't be taken off this medicine. It took me so many trials of going through anxiety and depression medications, Vyvanse and other meds to find one that allows me to feel like a normal person. Adderall doesn't get me high, it just helps me to be a human who can actually function while holding a job, taking care of my kids and actually being able to enjoy my hobbies again. I need advice on lowering m blood pressure and being able to stay on Adderall. I know you're not doctors, but I'm just looking for some life prontips to help me lower my blood pressure before my appointment next month. 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Sometimes I start driving to school or work and then realize that im thinking about everything except the road. Luckily, I still end up getting where I need to go, but I have been in 2 accidents in the past, as well as look popped a tire 3 different times by accidentally running over a curb. Any advice for making sure I can drive safely when im having trouble focusing?",7.942037037037037,6.76563502469136,8.477870370370372,70.34791666666669,62.950617283950606,11.556790123456793,37.533950617283956,10.686352973137794,4.002528395061728,331,14,60,7,4,111,68,81,0.13699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.1431,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,1,12,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,3,13,11,0,20,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,8,38,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156747321475098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500900028023139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428318196580906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233934433420872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305944124711622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548307354353087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835943327157288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531158459568765,0.0,0.12543427366691678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768081863987898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534036121912656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732527991088648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365326968331592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106921555452236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336975894610575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828730172410896,0.0,0.15621929338919274,0.0,0.17625886168114555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801605621242145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142171157338335,0.0,0.0,0.12869746235562846,0.2536730592206668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198444312733156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067911717894798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Soggy-Slapper,2019/01/14,"How fast does vyvanse tolerance develop? Does this sound like I’m just developing a tolerance really fast, or that I’m not in the right dose, or that I should just try another medicine? I got prescribed 20mg in October of last year and it’s helped but I’ve been going up by 10mg every month until I hit 50mg and I stopped going up because I thought I was good and I didn’t wanna develop a tolerance too fast. But after my second month on 50mg it just isn’t really working anymore. I’m still much more motivated and organized than I was before the medicine and it’s still helping a lot with the anxiety my adhd was causing but I still can’t focus that well. I just finished reading a section of a textbook for class and I struggled to stay focused for more than 2 sentences at a time. It’s bad because the two main reasons I went to get tested for adhd were that I just couldn’t do readings for class and I just couldn’t pay attention to conversations for more than a minute or two I’ve loved my Vyvanse so far and I really don’t want to give it up but right now it just doesn’t seem to be working like it should. What do you guys suggest? 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Last semester of university, skipping first class because i dont want to walk in halfway through on first day. Going to be a long semester :/",4.634285714285717,5.885215761904764,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,69.95238095238095,8.457142857142857,33.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.7491333333333325,170,8,33,3,3,55,34,42,0.08900000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.0,-0.3863,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,18,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935426613115436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371780951182566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063727965002533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6670704783781444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485664053582006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308558631295216,0.2948840062231027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134130277575216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624262263237928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876387869898969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418750985490415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,P91XXX,2019/01/14,"Is it a commonality that people with ADHD RSD tend to find themselves hating others for illegitimate or nonexistent reasons? Title. Kind of hinting at niceguys/girls or the ""alternative"" crowd. 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I couldn't get started yesterday and now I'm having the same problem again. 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I’m one of those people who are generally positive. I’ve had people tell me how my mood can be contagious, especially at the darker times of the work week, like Monday mornings. I also recently was diagnosed and have been on on Concerta for a few months. But according to HR, when people ask why I’m so happy I have to stop saying “I took amphetamines.” ",4.2723076923076935,5.894951615384617,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769235,71.30769230769229,9.815384615384616,29.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.30334358974359,318,13,57,9,6,111,63,78,0.087,0.759,0.155,0.7745,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,5,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,7,3,9,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857627824700523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015087006015552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222902029971831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133952439696946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422911879634653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531189551950189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616625258179025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979202064132167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112443279806474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945356907438336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477695265110596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909049929402244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879293933292214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782833157152114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865018329098225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264179953282845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073105808155624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145575361647367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310511520680374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jenniferjuniper,2019/01/14,"Started with the hardest Today I have a bunch of things to do and I always end up with one thing on the list I am dreading, which I leave till the end most times. This results in the entire day having this on edge feeling of dread, because that one thing I have to do is looming. Today I just did that thing first. It felt so shitty to start but oh my god once I got it done, a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders and I started being even MORE productive than I normally would be on a Monday morning. So, today's personal lesson is: Do the thing you don't want to do first, because you will enjoy the rest of the day and get more done (resulting in a more relaxed evening!). 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Focus, motivation, and organization is lacking. Glad I found this sub! 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Let’s face it, we ALL have bad days, especially with ADHD in the playbook. What I’ve realized is that music is my outlet. There’s this one rapper/hip-hop artist/vocalist named NF. He grew up in an abusive household, his mom died at a young age due to drug abuse, and he has ADHD. All of his music is EXTREMELY sad, depressing, and deep, yet it’s beautiful to me. It gives me something to relate to. Listening to his music, it feels like I have someone that understands me, and it allows me to reflect upon how I’m feeling. I listen to a playlist of his music, that I’ve made, every morning while I shower and get ready. Here are a few of my favorite songs by him: [NF - Paralyzed](https://youtu.be/DHhHUZsXTBk) - https://youtu.be/DHhHUZsXTBk - The way I interpret this song is about how he feels when he’s not on medication. “I’m paralyzed. Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things; I know I should. I’m paralyzed. Where is the real me? I’m lost and it kills me, inside.” [NF - Wake Up](https://youtu.be/foj3lB7vtDo) - https://youtu.be/foj3lB7vtDo - The way I interpret this one is about how his day to day life feels with ADHD. “You spend your life in a dream you can’t escape. Because you live your life in a coma, you’re never awake. — You wake up in the morning — And you’re feeling like you ain't got a purpose. And you’re trying to get motivated but everything you do turns into a mess. Like you ain't nothing but worthless.” [NF - Let You Down](https://youtu.be/fbHbTBP_u7U) - https://youtu.be/fbHbTBP_u7U - This is his most popular song. I’ll let these lyrics speak for themselves. “All these voices in my head get loud. I wish that I could shut them out. I'm sorry that I let you down. — I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all. Go ahead, just drink it off.”",3.044618226600985,5.570777870689653,3.7836912972085415,85.64472413793105,77.76436781609196,6.7357635467980295,22.2991789819376,7.859703344183488,1.1123020361247944,1441,43,278,24,35,457,186,348,0.09699999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.6025,1,1,3,0,1,0,101.0,1,12,1,3,14,12,1,0,14,0,26,11,4,6,5,51,53,14,2,5,5,1,7,3,0,2,6,8,1,0,22,12,1,0,15,5,1,2,7,8,0,2,3,15,44,4,39,42,6,38,0,4,0,0,32,21,0,2,16,178,66,1,0.0,0.23322126970172274,0.0,0.0,0.3548421863745441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193258896065224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435180890183046,0.059995418723859766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857970690587192,0.0,0.0,0.25388891671696945,0.0,0.08476829564564729,0.0,0.1021435706080463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641332797093724,0.1141350029489086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292240405835268,0.0,0.08845281301083001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34834586253496963,0.14062136392431973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425987857497955,0.094412645649951,0.055933888148485184,0.0,0.07871480912683447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100647276506952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596830186531172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888624081807073,0.0,0.05408860752491745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025611192154391,0.2085491326164992,0.14424792022516042,0.0,0.08690593919284383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743616124053007,0.0,0.0,0.09312660793139377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914696977529493,0.0,0.10440719708198606,0.0,0.1152673542901222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759069390794311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944358577310956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338276715213454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202257370801896,0.06304984696936135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404944209234676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833902519563142,0.07576789320332562,0.0,0.11017221447770444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538533008036049,0.06306303664593456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668201629152139,0.10705180622100398,0.0,0.10245783747192506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562411283300024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317720003449926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HeraHippo,2019/01/14,"I think I might get fired. Tips on how to deal with this? I've been trying to push through a job without a lot of structure and it's not currently going well. I'm having a ton of anxiety about it, which isn't helping. I have a meeting tomorrow and I think I might be let go; if not, it's going to be a sort of final warning. Any suggestions on how to minimize the fallout from this? I work with people I like in a job that, on paper, should be ideal, but I'm completely miserable.",1.4143137254901958,3.0327161176470585,3.869215686274512,87.50813725490197,79.0,7.2784313725490195,25.058823529411764,8.167268648758528,1.5313058823529415,372,14,81,7,9,130,66,102,0.146,0.812,0.043,-0.8175,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,7,0,11,0,0,2,0,19,19,6,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,1,1,7,3,17,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,5,4,60,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407658382378965,0.0,0.15835301588625678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703361883878944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134060003124784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675635206347275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814798828094792,0.0,0.3529254516653197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874649460927815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410827441145088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166962987454024,0.0,0.10112883875037648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759824222668382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391846446701669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143506451641587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265272108774435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053815410673529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861161936429475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953882697462585,0.0,0.15069711636164426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,houskab,2019/01/14,"Diagnosed 1 month ago. life is meaningless and other random thoughts First of all, I want to apologize as this might come as random thoughts coming from my exhausted brain. I am a 28 years old male living in Dubai as an expat for almost 2 years now. I live by myself, don't have many friends and I am the typical introvert type. I seem funny and people enjoy my company - depending on my mood of course - but on the inside, I am just numb, emotionless, I can't feel anything and can't enjoy anything. I was diagnosed with ADHD in November and was on and off Concerta since then but without actually having any positive effect out of it. Today my psychiatrist increased the dosage to 36 mg hoping to have better results. When I hear stories of ""hope"" and ""the light at the end of the tunnel"", the only thing I think of is being dead, not being suicidal tho, just die for whatever reason. I just can't understand how can I live for the next 30+ years with this broken unfunctional brain I have. I can't focus on anything for more than 10 minutes, I disappoint all the people I work with, I am always late, always behind on deadlines and not sure how long my boss will be patient with my shit. I hate my self for being all this because I know how to be a better person but I simply can't. Before being diagnosed I always labeled my self as being lazy because I couldn't finish what I put my mind into regardless of how silly or stupid it was. Hating yourself for the major part of your life, you can imagine where the self-confidence levels are. after being diagnosed I see it as being lazy with an excuse, medication literally helped on the first day only and that was it. I am just hoping that the 36mg will make a difference. I don't know why I am sharing all of this here, I think I just need to take it off my chest and I don't have someone close enough to share all this with. &#x200B;",6.2392004074357,5.962952978609632,7.1626661573720405,75.43052584670235,66.00534759358288,10.011510058568883,30.64374840845429,9.606745405546679,2.7248914183855373,1490,48,279,27,21,501,192,374,0.141,0.741,0.11800000000000001,-0.9322,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,6,14,20,4,0,18,0,41,13,4,10,6,71,63,26,3,7,12,0,1,0,1,3,9,1,0,4,15,21,0,0,12,0,0,4,12,7,0,2,6,4,43,12,51,44,10,39,0,1,1,0,13,16,1,10,19,209,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.08512163319325762,0.0,0.10483072076976266,0.0,0.07732207553673978,0.0,0.08734592177182429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774125292961485,0.0945111551224196,0.10599117906582307,0.0593178137439512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534284573107426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634636854143437,0.0,0.07422433128221717,0.0,0.0,0.1542915894220536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474987820041165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027784576111655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056254637604168004,0.0,0.0,0.35413703735779417,0.09052856063909204,0.09113436041024166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725783416649726,0.09012951114114433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410493603988543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483916405441078,0.0,0.0,0.06739188939414713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722385509160344,0.0,0.0,0.09831193517193376,0.0,0.058466875400196364,0.0,0.0,0.2599103047225852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587610374407286,0.0,0.09839662270781756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232229803985043,0.0,0.0,0.23107091927419424,0.07719375213838672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822515391008249,0.08843517686164644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787271104832478,0.0,0.0925347842838152,0.08807509124987893,0.0,0.06962430218590313,0.0,0.0,0.06467821965763791,0.0,0.0,0.09276762753694183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153077716160818,0.0,0.0,0.13268116294076726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445907745023886,0.0,0.12094538101133252,0.07616384587782353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768791111200645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089684583060755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695091677643641,0.07940880406954863,0.27299248249581165,0.0,0.08953796029527916,0.07215563850013987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390773042294323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541292458313394,0.0,0.08221105635137924,0.0,0.06558435993958046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795019484682747,0.11178395082728873,0.0,0.13849806940594508,0.0,0.0,0.08268164162507825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080709140391792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051449145810819136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870941404026584,0.0,0.0,0.08408437104721375,0.0,0.06350279010865878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599117906582307,0.16851529865403495 adhd,logann_toddd,2019/01/14,How do I tell my mom I might have ADHD? I’m in high school right now and it’s always been a struggle focusing on anything during or out of school and sometimes it can really affect my grades. I’m not sure if I actually have ADHD but I’ve done my research about symptoms and such but I’m not entirely sure I have it but that’s why I’d like to get tested. But I’m not sure how’d I’d bring it up to my mom. I’ve brought it up to her in a joking kinda way one time and she brushed it off saying her and my dad don’t have anything wrong with them so why would I. I’m just afraid if I told her about my concerns she’d just shame me for it and say “nothings wrong with you”,0.6222722672064798,1.900034375000004,2.7884210526315805,95.89625506072878,80.25,5.729554655870444,20.24493927125506,6.297961479604792,-0.1197829959514176,523,13,131,4,13,178,84,152,0.138,0.8240000000000001,0.038,-0.9309,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,3,2,0,12,1,0,2,3,29,21,15,0,3,12,3,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,4,3,20,5,16,14,0,14,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,5,3,80,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.13678075222157954,0.0,0.3369020143272875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662844977674053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306875884125225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143437387169435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323039060375051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480919436743917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847750458154762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869284018864878,0.0,0.328318942935911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344920301869736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497938377034547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979324300768474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970008400061412,0.0,0.2229295555973421,0.0,0.2837087835370992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138626699348064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653081745061666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963113619945092,0.14568503001136393,0.0,0.0,0.12251032645943437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817312976060395,0.0,0.0,0.13393359683575362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125639694849897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25295409534506136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956914443490668,0.3064966940408033,0.0,0.0 adhd,TurnTable904,2019/01/14,"Medicated me applied for a volunteer position Non medicated me would probably never apply for but would love to do.. Not sure what to do.. I'm trying out new medications and Concerta puts me in a great mood, just worried I'm in over my head..",1.6273049645390074,4.316810063829788,4.788404255319152,74.6841666666667,86.65957446808511,9.090780141843972,26.9822695035461,9.2995712137729,3.3651588652482283,191,9,35,7,6,69,36,47,0.094,0.7,0.20600000000000002,0.8484,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,2,9,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445983035946743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768945332067936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200234749985299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6704932484587969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711099198804884,0.21427102889528987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919954359004264,0.0,0.0,0.2230277244992178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909774898508848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506264494588434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253067165369713,0.0,0.3152019240366658,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gonzo86,2019/01/14,Zopiclone As anyone used this to calm down your behaviour? I recently got prescribed it and it's doing wonders to calm my racing thoughts and anxiety?,3.401666666666668,6.601883148148153,4.086944444444448,77.78375000000003,87.88888888888891,7.1444444444444475,32.675925925925924,8.07648339933343,3.5861925925925924,123,7,18,3,4,39,23,27,0.059000000000000004,0.768,0.17300000000000001,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341598117146445,0.0,0.0,0.3054289489533252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493582794034071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43129892973233136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34677975642638403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772651245163656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737037360594129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Liquidmilk1,2019/01/14,"How do you deal with emotional numbness? Title basically. I just don't really feel stuff, except in rare/extreme cases. I've had a somewhat long-term relationship (4 years) and several shorter ones, but never truly been in love. I cry maybe once every 2 or 3 years, and it takes a lot to get me sad or angry. The only true/heavy hitting emotions i've felt have been love for my pets and the sadness when they were put down. The other emotions are there, but they're almost ""dull"" to the point where i actively have to remind myself of them until i notice them. Any others experiencing this? Any tips to help being more emotionally present?",4.844089253187615,6.355255303278687,5.849125683060109,77.27119307832425,69.73770491803279,8.045173041894353,26.67030965391621,8.515128840125781,1.949029872495447,505,16,90,8,9,167,95,122,0.159,0.7,0.141,-0.3397,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,10,3,0,1,1,17,17,10,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,3,11,2,12,10,3,12,0,3,0,2,9,5,0,5,6,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474955733788169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003325346453486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617976366632695,0.0,0.1518556117247461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627522767118939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410315393611085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447723600688358,0.0,0.14142716919678994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695603166338771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872934117459364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035224200457626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522571224334347,0.2658806126280634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797853586294987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360368349625448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676973656716367,0.0,0.15686533306449058,0.09981151820355598,0.11202517420126122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924224176298608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480730693030271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436152934713077,0.0,0.0,0.15814067948602775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640244808394775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861857255549512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074819038765403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970746883111048 adhd,Astropanicer,2019/01/14,"I'm really tired.. I don't really know where I'm going with this. I just need to rant. Or cry, I don't know. &#x200B; I've been struggling all my life. I was bullied into reclusion most of my childhood (which I can't really remember that much of), my stepdad was depressed to the border of suicide during my teens (he's much better and happy now, thank satan), and my girlfriend through the first half of my twenties was bipolar and I can't really remember how many times I had to leave work to stop her constant impulsive suicide-threats, or pull scissors away from her. &#x200B; Now I'm 28, been living the last three or four years of my life just... Wanting to relax and take time to myself. Make myself a living person again. But I can't. I can remember three moments in the last ten or so years where I've been calm and at peace. I don't know if I'm just constantly stressed or if I have ADD/ADHD. My mind never rests, and focusing on one thing for more then 20 seconds is just as easily done for me as running uphill for hours on end. But during the time with my ex I was almost always calm, focused and rational. Maybe the consequenses felt too real for me if I didn't. &#x200B; I've read and been told about ADHD and I can relate to everything, and I'm even getting my first visit to a phsychiatrist in a few days. But I keep thinking I'm just a mess, kinda like this post, and they won't find anything. Even though I know they'll find **something.** And that's something I guess. I'm successful at work, but off-work.. &#x200B; I had a point I wanted to get out when I started this post, but it's gone. I'm sorry for blabbering. I feel guilty because I feel that I **want** ADHD just because I'm desperate for an answer. Any answer at this point. Is this post even postable?",2.1577985986638417,4.2316163074792215,3.488832491445333,88.96058131008638,78.44598337950139,6.241518657324426,23.63703764054098,7.285733465282438,0.9811847156591162,1401,47,284,18,34,457,180,361,0.083,0.8540000000000001,0.063,-0.7527,0,0,2,0,0,2,73.0,0,0,2,6,20,12,0,2,12,0,25,4,0,2,2,66,57,32,1,7,19,1,3,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,11,16,0,2,15,2,0,5,9,4,0,9,15,3,41,8,37,40,7,46,1,1,0,0,10,14,0,12,25,187,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594801625342915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720670868604064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988441310770745,0.3119158164374363,0.34980341855583,0.04894174735051806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922478979083265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761774115951782,0.0,0.0,0.0877439132073661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365119945586363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554698542624978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905514767736717,0.04641439202062456,0.0,0.0619872494773507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364981498757499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374364060257537,0.0,0.0,0.14260558452845784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468157163376106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277991214890135,0.0,0.06910203373188313,0.0,0.13155769050336694,0.12243448842851525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520221646345428,0.0,0.040901941610246524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928254960810313,0.0,0.0,0.07661290140351137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087548845874611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396982377039585,0.0,0.0,0.15821028288902386,0.11732954281748635,0.0,0.07620533914900016,0.0,0.0,0.10166841280552773,0.035160676325513035,0.0,0.12710082449526985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048040219155967664,0.07296580587989786,0.07230306478501118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726687076235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581176880051607,0.053364493493124006,0.05550733719417849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876841512775711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284101633088843,0.0,0.0,0.13606893416385069,0.0,0.20678074239119465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198900452097885,0.08191707961855714,0.18442209148270253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244582338659222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081131837310863,0.0,0.08056399497342408,0.05094040272889153,0.0,0.0,0.06016974844532345,0.08244085178801154,0.07523817749460299,0.0,0.07872298310046794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054112128747086506,0.0,0.0,0.06625987247262242,0.0,0.0,0.04781335683323187,0.0461151678890878,0.07070969638566607,0.0,0.12589803257365662,0.0827183859165034,0.0,0.06876996871061011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273484778051101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718402179992072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34980341855583,0.09269203353788907 adhd,CykaPeace,2019/01/14,"Labelling Emotions with ADD It’s something I’ve struggle with for quite some time. I simply cannot label my emotions correctly. When asked if I’m happy, I’ll have no idea what to say. It’s as if I’m not at all connected with my own mind. I can tell you exactly what it means to be happy, sad, angry, etc... but I can’t ever tell you when I’m feeling anything. It’s the one of the strangest and worst parts of having ADD, and I’m worried that it could be affecting my relationships. Like I have no control over the emotions I’m having at times. 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I really want to watch movies but can't focus on them for 2 or so hours without getting distracted and doing something else,4.429916666666667,5.940542825000005,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,70.75,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.733083333333333,163,6,31,2,3,51,35,40,0.055999999999999994,0.84,0.10400000000000001,0.1994,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,6,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193165530212034,0.3213790814724583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744837120034854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240410345632857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387305028384805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30888936603980777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001277797130608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093696763368746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414687970879233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500326620089208,0.24896665143019697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023545490411438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JaderedWulf,2019/01/14,"Just switched from Ritalin to Adderall. What can I expect? Has anyone switched from Ritalin to Adderall? What do they think of the switch? Was it an upgrade? Did it work better? How do you compare? I thought I'd give it a try for a month, but the price difference alone is so crazy I think I'm going back to Ritalin regardless. Ritalin was over 10 times cheaper. So far (1-2 hours after consuming 10mg) I feel less going on from the Adderall than I do from Ritalin. But conversation was a blast. I was pleasantly, enthusiastically engaged in conversation. On Ritalin I felt a bit more panicky and wanted to retreat to my office asap. I'm about to see how it helps me work, but I'm already suspecting Ritalin was preferable. What are your thoughts?",2.349357912178956,5.128831077464788,4.121168185584093,80.39338442419223,83.29577464788733,7.566528583264293,29.47970173985087,8.4952907291091,2.841752609776305,591,30,107,15,17,198,87,142,0.08,0.778,0.14300000000000002,0.8842,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,3,7,3,0,0,8,0,13,7,0,2,0,18,27,8,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,12,3,19,18,3,12,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,5,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318823460921012,0.2470679988825293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654897743438434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215746223538655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801236371027586,0.2444297114628175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339172237145517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320542706522865,0.0,0.2149693509848996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477552956615076,0.2544835040917208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006863614682922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048638704079987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870672924105147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841121035970794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869191303440016,0.0,0.3554870384718604,0.13055196251601053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520065005806664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205602471314978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259889309252456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Le_buddie,2019/01/14,My experience with meds I went through a few different meds a few years ago namely adderal and vyvanse and while yes they did help with my grades tremendously they made me a literally zombie. I was emotionless and dull and everyone close to me agreed. I stopped taking the meds and it took a while but I’m back to normal. I was curious if anyone has any recommendations for meds or similar experiences with medication.,4.806233766233767,7.396060012987014,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545458,72.24675324675326,10.114285714285714,30.48051948051948,10.290406445055957,3.7495246753246754,339,15,59,11,7,112,54,77,0.045,0.8440000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,4,1,0,1,0,16,9,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,10,0,7,3,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984897246215675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495699483660644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820080940375595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998584669547486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661696441376182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153058208894355,0.0,0.3307186148699716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330788964180699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995529846668322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7510874534853577,0.17029593898832734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656290699940849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132992456951454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710146330545266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781619204147984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670722382162205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088600039603702 adhd,UnidentifiableObject,2019/01/14,"I'm thinking I need to implement some 'life rules' and wondered if you had any you could share I mean things like ""go to the bathroom before you leave work, don't tell yourself you can hold it until you get home "". Or even things like always getting clothes ready the night before. Is there any rules that you use to keep yourself organised?",6.259615384615388,6.80243676923077,5.089038461538461,87.51971153846155,65.92307692307692,7.730769230769233,30.09615384615385,7.1686216300943375,1.5669230769230764,270,9,53,2,4,79,49,65,0.018000000000000002,0.8390000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,15,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,4,13,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,4,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846468334186956,0.0,0.0,0.30181271557248984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776580013979772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717701716385734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656941177465782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318775523619008,0.0,0.12611652360063572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225937469810386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197243736401173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349705680199713,0.0,0.0,0.15674154182225175,0.2168279593118392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417249621202764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454339667277668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824743087746025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395905445994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948541857960742,0.14219091882851978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165892486583416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240651846296324,0.1615530674466113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhoDuckk,2019/01/14,F**k school It's gotten to the point where the thought of waking up and having to go to school angers and frustrates me. so I do whatever I can to stay awake. As a result my grades have gotten even worse. From a C average to failing 3/4 classes this semester.,1.4716025641025612,3.965460903846157,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,84.19230769230771,5.7743589743589725,22.128205128205128,7.1686216300943375,0.8581051282051289,205,7,41,3,6,66,42,52,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,4,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,9,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,28,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582029967427356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430842225906608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32320397119274075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6920377369339867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644176078881906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714286956459051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348423109451359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lonely-LND,2019/01/14,"Windowless office and ADHD - advice/help So to keep this short I started a new job about 6 months ago, and to be honest I think my ADHD symptoms have gotten worse over this period, this has caused me to feel quite depressed to be honest, that and the fact I don’t love the work that I do. I was at work thinking about everything when I suddenly realised, holy shit there are no windows in my office! This wasn’t something I noticed when I came here for my interviews, I must have noticed when I started the job but it just suddenly dawned on me... does anyone have any advice for coping in an office with no windows? I feel like this may be what is affecting me the most ",6.732932330827067,5.940327706766919,6.902706766917294,79.41466165413536,65.1654135338346,9.705263157894738,31.781954887218053,8.841846274778883,2.445634586466166,527,17,103,7,7,170,81,133,0.08800000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.078,0.1016,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,1,0,6,0,15,3,1,2,2,18,25,8,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,17,4,14,16,1,18,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,2,12,75,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882342170788857,0.1578366590258823,0.1431788088381594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983996298323936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293938701121276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473723682797896,0.0,0.1659267778271261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391179832477508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134830112544602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451648504305978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633399559501857,0.11539078615239272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826426370709093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205697596288453,0.14356747470950787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789111054495101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577920007216144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892469044534385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599819308730214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677859409180497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179769103987672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165799203033357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434692023820194,0.0,0.0,0.2286510904492061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678823846735153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699254146469107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351787321419536,0.0,0.1646039142084627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,soapygoats,2019/01/14,"How do you manage feeling tired all the time? I wake up tired no matter how much or how little sleep I get. I can’t drag myself out of bed and end up staring at my phone for hours until there’s not enough time left in the day to accomplish anything before I have to go to work at 7pm. I spend all night at work tired and go to sleep immediately when I get home at 5am. The weekend comes and I sleep in and then I lounge around and then the weekend is over and the cycle repeats. Even when I take my Adderall I’m still just tired all the time. Does anyone else deal with this? I try making lists of things to accomplish but I just get stuck. I try setting limits for myself for screen time, but there’s no outside influence to enforce any of the rules I make up for myself. I never really feel the Adderall kick in, and if I do have bouts of productivity, they’re usually short lived and I become distracted by some arts and crafts project that I never even get around to doing because I end up staring at “inspiration” for the project on Instagram for the rest of the day. Also, I’m going back to school after five years off starting tomorrow and I’m scared I’ll fall back into old habits. I’m able to recognize my bad habits and shortcomings, but I’m unable to change them. Any advice?",2.7425578983753884,4.438771878326996,3.8783563774628433,88.54904510888355,75.46387832699621,6.7590044936052545,22.600933287245077,7.520522993642371,0.8003399239543727,1016,28,214,13,22,330,144,263,0.111,0.847,0.042,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,5,17,4,0,2,11,0,7,8,4,6,5,42,27,25,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,17,0,1,3,3,1,5,6,3,0,1,1,5,26,1,44,26,7,57,0,0,3,0,4,22,0,3,29,137,29,8,0.10375408506937818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138729112514136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297210434466326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111267145271086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254726868314634,0.10630832124409284,0.0853807715911186,0.18472626571034587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956097412177672,0.08663032722190217,0.06324752724769217,0.11458823541465835,0.08828708454458795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097580647026742,0.08937495727273008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382560301689736,0.10696590587994173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907958990306538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667322464205683,0.0,0.1837906470549357,0.10720570509184243,0.0,0.13705718932048608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492236574504286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168289086272425,0.0,0.17689751267626896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407380691559648,0.0,0.10217687412445414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272911700823512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039888504156706,0.09161675797921742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851331489496835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627119062402751,0.0,0.16004309328391875,0.0,0.0,0.09736618034313436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887245896460908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646752367062994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038759392009311,0.10500467325644924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114870450863293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343767543145102,0.0,0.08285814636102083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801015961696739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689296038567742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419993654888177,0.477000231779037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088442633018866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427046643719126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106841927139306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681422907337893 adhd,toasteo,2019/01/14,"Not diagnosed with ADHD, but am approaching GP soon. Sharing some difficulties from last few days. No ADHD diagnosis but I can really relate to a lot of the indications. I was diagnosed with dyslexia 2 years ago, which has been helpful in understanding myself but doesn’t explain everything. I am considering going to the gp to ask to be referred onto a adhd clinic. So I just wanted to share a few things that I have done recently that I have been very aware of and felt upset about. — lost my wedding ring — reunited with it after a few days— it fell down the side of my bed, but was looking everywhere for it. —tried to tighten the water pipe from the toilet and instead made it worse and an emergency plumber had to be called because the bathroom was flooding on NYE which cost double the money. —I wasn’t paying attention yesterday whilst reversing into my car parking space and I smashed my rear windscreen into a tree. Need to call insurance today if I remember. —I have a 20,000 word dissertation to write as part of my masters degree and I have a small deadline (to help me make progress) set by my tutor with the expectation of handing something in this week and I haven’t written a thing. —I have a big presentation/meeting today and I haven’t finished writing it and don’t feel prepared. I have time still as it’s in the afternoon, but that’s not the point. —I am seriously skint at the moment, but I justified buying a new puzzle book because it will ‘help to improve my brain’, but its a stupidly hard one which I probably won’t give too much attention to. Like every other book on my shelf. —saturday was one of the last days I had to write my dissertation and I spent a full 10 hours playing my xbox instead. —I should be getting ready now as I have to take my dog to the vets soon but I am writing this up instead. —I get so flustered with following peoples conversations and I find it seriously difficult to pick up on others emotions because I’m hardly aware of my own. 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Is was Vyvanse. So I went to pick up a new prescription yesterday from the pharmacy. I took one pill and started to feel a little dizzy/naucious and I could not sleep! It was the worst sleep I've had in years! I got another text today saying I have a prescription ready and I was a bit confused because I thought I picked it up yesterday. I looked at the drug that I got yesterday and turnd out it was Vyvanse (which I had to look up) and I was supposed to have gotten an antibiotic! I happened to share the same first name and the same first 4 letters of our last name with the person whose Vyvanse they gave me! I went back to the pharmacist to give it back - they gave me a refund and were mortified that I got the wrong prescription. But dang I respect all y'all going through ADHD and having to deal with pharmacies and all that.,2.500578093306288,4.794096488505748,3.5247532116294806,88.02203853955378,78.36781609195401,7.312508451656524,25.75253549695741,8.313332769828598,1.7747894523326573,695,27,140,14,17,223,92,174,0.084,0.868,0.048,-0.7887,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,2,2,3,6,0,1,16,0,13,4,2,2,2,26,31,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,12,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,4,0,3,19,4,22,2,20,11,6,23,0,0,2,0,15,7,1,1,12,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732721463712096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118164092537922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172567225005568,0.0,0.08788866183811002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740340670763098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511321088324038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863965026288578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671989777125931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289997509394372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527293022332225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383072451742032,0.08193883275320557,0.0,0.46124450087376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274948109756062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752309801747506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450273879205558,0.0,0.0,0.2421439119690645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924657105004712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769773398217184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588936672600887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465494697341358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28856126359251943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102048875316421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144600436686056,0.0,0.0,0.1366624726480443,0.0,0.16018540671356185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673061370265221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152687593048236,0.0,0.09284494494159833 adhd,TheMercDeadpool,2019/01/14,"Want to get into reading I love the idea of reading, but I've never really read an entire book. It's hard for me to stay focused. Are there any books that are easy/would recommend to a beginner? Thanks in advance!",2.346860465116279,4.419332000000004,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,77.83720930232559,7.090697674418602,24.703488372093023,8.07648339933343,1.5726325581395355,168,6,33,3,4,56,38,43,0.033,0.665,0.302,0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,19,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754923058361526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872521097778986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207112236320113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781369844747963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237073050464004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002614622690725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7393505322716719,0.0,0.15783958074302815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26261203134907185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268368264795687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532337337982235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502377112276338,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thinking_Mits,2019/01/14,"Exercise: what do you do? An how often do you do it? Hi all! It’s clear that exercise helps to clear the mind and lessen the hyperactivity. I keep reading that a fairly intense exercise routine is required to get the full benefit. Somewhere around 5 times a week 1/2 to 1 hour of intense cardio. My questions: - Do you have a routine? - What kind of exercise do you do? - Why do you do this kind of exercise? I’m just positively curious because I’m trying to find my schedule and exercise type and I can use some inspiration!",1.2969448373408774,3.9666909504950496,3.813670438472421,80.56992574257428,89.990099009901,7.242149929278643,28.00636492220651,8.192908349453996,2.6747929278642157,410,21,76,11,14,142,61,101,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,12,7,0,2,3,18,17,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,8,17,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290992498606895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568803547483639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352165113409946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445662457255825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249868104781613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534414380652042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287476881176422,0.0,0.535988305455392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598537542801396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28829490966309185,0.0,0.25742322525648725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500649430849883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472618885670516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222708653267619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064335199289268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322215787154365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jamie2468,2019/01/14,"Vyvanse and psychosis So I’ve been on vyvanse for about 3 years now. I started at 40mg and about a year and a half in my psychiatrist upped the dosage to 50mg which is what I’m on now. I’ve been passively concerned that I’ve been in a constant state of a minor psychosis. Since I’ve started the vyvanse, I’ve stopped going out because my social anxiety is too much to handle. I feel very paranoid on a regular basis, in a social setting and as extreme as thinking a car passing outside is just as likely to be an object about to hit Earth. These things didn’t matter though because I was finally able to succeed in my job and pay my bills on time. I shower on a regular basis too, and I’m able keep my living space relatively clean. I don’t have friends anymore because I fear they all actually hate me, and I haven’t contacted them in years. I’m 26 and I’ve spent my mid 20s in almost a constant state of stress. I don’t know the last time I’ve had a good night’s sleep. I really think it would be best for me to stop taking vyvanse, but i worry so much that I’ll lose my job and not be able to do what I need to do to keep afloat. I think that’s probably also the dependency talking. I don’t even know who I am anymore without vyvanse. I don’t take breaks from it ever. It’s been so long and I worry my brain has rewired itself in a negative way. I worry I’ll be scared and anxious all the time either way. Can anyone else relate to this? Has anyone else had this experience with vyvanse?",3.31309090909091,4.0842265269841285,4.978217893217894,84.87347402597403,72.61904761904762,7.505050505050505,28.28643578643579,7.686295010490155,1.6058253968253964,1176,44,249,14,22,400,156,315,0.142,0.8190000000000001,0.039,-0.9821,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,15,10,1,3,17,0,28,2,2,1,3,36,48,20,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,15,13,0,4,6,0,3,3,9,5,0,1,9,1,29,5,38,33,6,45,0,1,0,0,8,17,0,2,20,160,44,4,0.2954614355625788,0.0,0.09610924676153393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862064946666034,0.0,0.0,0.07876013442403926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534239649728684,0.1112624408105663,0.19534556748133047,0.13772900371060698,0.2018234378339529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011054874505142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335618270031367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994422568377488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285923149678146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645467444194675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504983054197293,0.08908726131759001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633932619488847,0.0,0.11082541939218872,0.04979805981442067,0.0,0.0,0.1078878535393102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609092406395605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055972514247222674,0.08260634469234282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972356660160356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954665895656322,0.17507979970729928,0.0,0.0,0.10825191866740874,0.08028016823199773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811584436076608,0.0,0.08696595356873035,0.08715802428124167,0.0,0.11018192342875212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479876757799276,0.07302697023046535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242351405630886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618580007403264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309338711461207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860281355410604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814695842371981,0.0,0.09855827142593143,0.20079048348006415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941941654857087,0.0,0.0,0.16467932667841745,0.11281669205898212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810015260914125,0.07916023667497935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654304830332352,0.18931975769862294,0.09676312010019587,0.0,0.1722859391144641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126220918795622,0.0,0.1563490233011818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493809343880344,0.0,0.0,0.3000554298531801,0.0,0.06996244220697816,0.0,0.0,0.19026747741862035 adhd,xrpBEAR777,2019/01/14,"This Spotify playlist is stimulating bliss... What? No.... I haven't been procrastinating for over 6 hrs... Feel free to post your own music! ♥️ https://open.spotify.com/user/spotify/playlist/37i9dQZF1DWU6Vfrf87eTG?si=RVYNSmY2RsiqeI14KsKCNQ",16.085238095238097,20.953960592592594,8.203174603174606,43.12000000000002,91.2222222222222,7.468783068783067,22.375661375661373,7.447530270364453,2.37398835978836,204,5,22,4,7,51,27,27,0.0,0.754,0.24600000000000002,0.7815,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668776519206149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8843219199686804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Br0z,2019/01/14,"Thousands of tabs open at the same time I like to read about many different subjects, and every article that I read makes me search about several others, and these others make me search for others and so on. The result is that I can not master any subject I like, and each of my browsers has AT LEAST 600 tabs open at the same time, some of them are much more and I can barely open them. Not to mention tabs that I've saved from other sessions. Do you guys have this problem? BTW, I am new here and have never been diagnosed with ADD or ADHD, but I have read the symptoms and have practically all of them.",9.159669421487608,6.0586408347107445,8.378578512396697,78.0951404958678,62.1404958677686,11.33289256198347,34.94380165289256,8.841846274778883,2.688843305785124,475,13,99,5,5,149,76,121,0.018000000000000002,0.9359999999999999,0.046,0.3264,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,3,2,27,14,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,14,3,15,13,8,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,6,77,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394585487910601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549613598270707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223351613004184,0.0,0.20817277157491887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678758555257019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728781177602686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468597009931785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26600047688436856,0.20200718794903827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647092298609693,0.0,0.15367309333349274,0.19243590228484544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190654360538206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979086857672858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250946285220521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709597677390726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236736004243336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chellmuns,2019/01/14,Regularly doing groceries is next to impossible for me. i’ll do it once and eat properly for one week and then just never get around to going back for weeks.,5.463870967741936,6.189088451612908,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,67.70967741935483,10.070967741935485,28.403225806451612,10.125756701596842,2.7311161290322583,126,4,24,3,2,43,27,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29807032359854635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257464151117269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34261541089200115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493522838106634,0.0,0.1902920108822776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582420882131126,0.0,0.3560962627969402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565837826038014,0.2268899572209489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371620040154504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Miniappolis,2019/01/14,"Can I share a success story here? Cause I'm in awe So I never knew I had ADHD until a co-worker from my previous job mentioned it in passing. It made sense looking back at my troublesome life upto now a month before my 23rd birthday. I made an appointment for a psychologist in October and finally my turn came last Wednesday. He prescribed Ritalin and oml I'm a new man on Ritalin, motivated, energetic and just want to get shit done. It's like glasses for my brain and a pep in my step. It's a once every 4 hours meditation so I need 3 a workday but I don't care it's made a huge difference. Sorry if this isn't the place to post, just found this sub and wanted to share",2.23404761904762,3.9225793571428578,4.721428571428572,81.99190476190478,76.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,26.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.133809523809524,530,21,109,12,12,187,95,140,0.07200000000000001,0.799,0.128,0.6379,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,11,0,5,5,2,5,1,21,20,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,8,1,12,5,13,12,0,22,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,1,11,63,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941248545144666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758792546221687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119199289363046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522984945703197,0.0,0.18977673749871704,0.169174038736571,0.17045314253037125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335881300814368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980133490286314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980098754744474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176535188676046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819308253586332,0.0,0.0,0.08669021602635976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340506156353374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646573375452163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525297380117562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719942687395996,0.08106374438505826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139337222784904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47101354224815706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244166447359024,0.0,0.0,0.12303306169983315,0.12797343691990165,0.16025371304741404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670726149042348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335881300814368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589125788306614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703220875867969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574213518259092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048135963234346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957365544213372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079712049754185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zoink247,2019/01/14,"Can pills cause damage? I’ve had Ritalin under concerta for probably ten years and I was given them at the age of six which idk it kinda feels like I was too young to make the decision I was told I was smart when I was younger but maybe I had a change in behaviour when I was little. At some point when I was 16-17 I stopped taking them like cold turkey and I’ve always been around weed so I’ve been on that too but idk I struggle with dumb stuff like making decisions and i become so stressed so easily, and my anger gets worse the older I get but I’ve been trying to work on. I can get maybe it’s because people have always pushed me to rage and I’ve just been in a lot of situations that induce anger to the point of almost completing. I’ve never felt the pills improved high school grades or middle school grades I feel like I can make connections quicker. Idk what to think, I’ve had so many changes in dosages then I quit seeing the doctor at about 12-13. I don’t know what to think about this, the only thing I know is when I’m on the pills I eat one meal a day, and when I’m off I can eat so much and can’t gain weight. I’m a big day dreamer and the bigger picture always seems to make it hard for me to focus on what’s going on around me. Like I don’t even know if I have adhd or not but I kinda wish I would be able to start over without being fed pills day one in school in a way I feel that they might of messed my brain up a bit. I’ve been called retarded with and without them. Idk I’m just trying to get some suggestions because I hear quitting cold turkey can damage your health and this shit been on my mind making me anxious. Idk I think my dopamine levels are really all messed up because I can’t help from being negative sometimes",1.6598797627752084,3.351190613941021,3.0224713624177437,93.52489073035991,78.51742627345845,6.022552603785847,19.61402226013486,6.850034144686104,0.08384789991063446,1381,31,312,14,33,449,177,373,0.193,0.726,0.08199999999999999,-0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,4,4,20,17,5,2,15,0,34,14,2,7,2,59,67,28,0,3,12,0,6,5,0,2,7,1,0,0,14,14,5,1,14,0,0,2,9,11,0,4,20,10,41,6,44,42,6,48,0,2,1,0,10,29,2,11,21,193,55,7,0.08723883082696449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484412157987877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735708745020071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776908741518866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985550472885216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553221102843882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953994465169388,0.09634843464153997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524220860395616,0.0,0.0,0.09738738681647993,0.08908060016035169,0.0,0.0,0.08961831030122695,0.18457423111752955,0.0,0.09146825433385823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878548638495916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929263997717718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178534206267953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762042499220117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233172229906995,0.12464687634785207,0.08376295846945511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823147538285233,0.0,0.04957983797860925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814885696828472,0.0,0.0,0.09273079769741968,0.09832450266708892,0.0,0.0584743493876837,0.09217261451286553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383253978992086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131024306925012,0.08743622695180663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416733427897246,0.0,0.0,0.2911629849881106,0.08844648178260861,0.17528626252303411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254661326929024,0.08808635014007002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413057848634522,0.0,0.06728396443708125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823057905407736,0.06634906197618146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060480420902221076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649377864271296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405821471671273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855784700488408,0.0,0.0,0.05588742890568573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648710627673493,0.0695180533195878,0.07941895512352469,0.0,0.0,0.08954940618819388,0.0,0.0980601010132351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628143437899607,0.0,0.06174809347512353,0.0,0.0,0.07293556886760301,0.09993178596304576,0.09120096756125064,0.09986758958946428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559274377542253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579576027855656,0.1676973607329608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336044139312747,0.0,0.1184588792485116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924612327711395,0.0,0.10623339366938248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032035008342416,0.1681902395845118,0.0,0.06351090785149065,0.0,0.08890382163450257,0.06197196241514034,0.0,0.0,0.05617894681514432 adhd,lumosnyx,2019/01/14,"How to tell if you need a increase in meds? I'm debating on asking my doctor for a increase in dosage but is there a surefire feeling or result I should look for to know if I hit the correct dose? Or how did you know you hit the right dose? 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I forget about stuff all the time and don't really make plans but that could just be me being lazy. I don't really know what my point was now that I think about it. Does anyone else feel this way? I'm only posting this because I lost my wallet and I'm angry at myself because I think I might have thrown it away or something.",3.7734108527131767,4.651605875968993,5.093023255813957,84.07736434108531,71.6356589147287,7.593798449612403,24.41085271317829,7.793537801064563,1.1683550387596893,494,13,101,6,9,165,82,129,0.129,0.767,0.10300000000000001,-0.6602,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,2,29,26,9,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,9,2,19,3,10,13,2,16,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,7,7,73,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.16312192535937994,0.0,0.20089122315065852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688063854484018,0.17127294652412112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705028001620353,0.0,0.0,0.20379571844059768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911840215789364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346192229645212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462809399800467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963891439041048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040616756300407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845200193509478,0.0,0.16049772679745605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738276720349075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661142075930494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373113921793974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332974062099825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824725131704616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115791468497246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732803764256766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713105908507105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801817574418586,0.0,0.1600909906069546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725502097377728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141711672991568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427518700601148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917264403170107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737252207827954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334924557617119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135571859839745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421597071365764,0.0,0.0,0.09747107258205487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536420342808104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Captainflando,2019/01/14,"Just wanted to share my experience with my version of the condition and wondering if there are others with similar experiences. So for starters, I want to say how nice it’s been to read stories from other people here to remind myself I’m not alone and not crazy. For me, my adhd has set me back quite a few steps in life at multiple different times in the past. But, I finally started taking my mental health seriously at about the age of 23. I’m 26 now. I’m still trying to find the all best ways to adjust to the way my brain works, but i have at least figured out what all the side effects are and how they’re linked. The best way I’ve been able to describe my thoughts is, it’s like my thought process is like a squirrel in a room full of wheels to run on. And each wheel is a different “topic” or thought/subject. But when it chooses a wheel to run on, it only knows one speed. A full out sprint. And some times when it picks a new wheel, I will literally completely forget what I was previously thinking about or supposed to do. Gun to my head, no recollection of even the vague subject matter of whatever came before. Every once in a while I’ll get fixated on a particular anxiety inducing memory/thought/realization and my anxiety starts to kick up. Sometimes it gets bad enough for long enough that I begin to display fits of depression followed by small bouts of mania. I’ve successfully been in therapy for several years and have a pretty decent handle over it most of the time now. I currently only take aderall 20 mg xr, but If I don’t take it regularly my anxiety can get severe enough to require benzodiazepines. Currently finishing a BS in math with a minor in nuclear engineering, I start my PhD this fall. I may not have been smart enough in my late teens/early twenties to take the necessary steps to getting help, but i want other people like me to know it’s never too late to get help from professionals.",7.1356914893617045,6.551393952127657,7.715936170212768,73.22800000000002,64.26595744680851,11.349787234042553,34.75744680851064,10.793553405168565,3.651232340425532,1530,60,292,36,20,509,212,376,0.087,0.7979999999999999,0.115,0.8638,5,1,0,1,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,7,16,12,0,0,22,0,19,4,2,5,3,56,46,22,0,5,13,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,16,14,0,1,14,1,0,7,6,3,0,1,8,1,27,9,57,36,16,63,0,1,0,0,4,24,0,8,31,193,43,7,0.08832234912246542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614630001155499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147531706406012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269906598935686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791443466192525,0.07374547229027116,0.0,0.0,0.07515581385482359,0.0,0.1853777126962271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859695157527387,0.0,0.1010172380538212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926043026518927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607190987917352,0.0,0.0,0.18455611275844505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36504238678256506,0.0,0.058336078607475125,0.0,0.07441538844735904,0.0,0.0,0.17279241034363335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675281630134244,0.08072502700366681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307239102298081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064421119798824,0.09388252697793743,0.0,0.0,0.11840121772314507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707930649745901,0.0,0.1992629137217643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238468718737596,0.12944951534117666,0.0,0.0,0.07816249963114094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900815427723023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811964054335568,0.0853022751538703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406041928578107,0.059849509565744,0.13434625293022853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431367611950913,0.1224631921212898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985558151522106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939416901045889,0.08834625040448517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023747702170237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955822910243315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735306167873759,0.0,0.18754503990455146,0.0,0.07053434209983034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656296587524943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100430359059068,0.0,0.0,0.05659339501752605,0.0,0.2804723180044181,0.15450441612847934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996507742289206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628442959676725,0.21031850899937196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957818200441444,0.06429972207525596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687669707290417 adhd,scottocs,2019/01/14,"I was diagnosed last month at 28 with ADHD-PI and everything is making so much sense I actually went on a first Tinder date with a girl to brunch today who brought up that she has ADHD and then we talked about it for about an hour or two about all the things we do because of it. She actually mentioned that she frequents this subreddit, which I was already subscribed to (Hey for when you read this!). This kind of prompted me to make this post. It was actually really fun talking with someone else about how similar many of our actions are. I started with 40mg of Strattera Dec 27 and called my doctor and changed to 80mg on Jan 4 because I wasn't having any good or bad side effects. Now that I'm on 80mg, my resting heart rate is 100bpm and it feels like I can really feel it beat in my chest more than normal, but that's it. I'm waiting for the Strattera to actually start working since I read it can take a month. Since I've been diagnosed and the medication hasn't kicked in yet, I am catching so many things that I do that are because of the ADHD. I never realized how much my life was affected by it. I'm constantly using Google reminders because if I don't remind myself to do something, I'll completely forget. I sometimes go to add something to my shopping list and forget what it was before I can get to the list. I can't read assigned books (for example, in school) because I have to re-read pages over and over, but I can binge-read interesting books I've chosen to read. I dive head-first into new hobbies, then lose interest and try something new. I want to learn another language, but I can't even decide what to learn. I am 28 and still having issues career-wise and I still don't know what path I want to take and I can't decide what to study because I want to learn so many things. I changed majors in college. I wasted five years of downtime at work on Reddit and YouTube instead of self-improving. Etc, etc, etc. I put on a display of behaving pretty well, but I often break rules and have been in major trouble for doing so, in school and after college. I can't retain people's stories if I find it uninteresting, because my mind is wandering the whole time about something else. I have 30 tabs open right now in my browser. I'm putting off so many home-improvement projects right now. My dad has undiagnosed ADHD because once the psychologist told me it's hereditary, I realized he definitely has it. I a Etc, etc, etc. I'm so thankful that I'm starting medication and can finally start to control some of my impulses and actually stay focused on things. I wish I had been diagnosed at a younger age so that I would have been a better son and not gotten into so much trouble and so that I didn't waste five years of college. Better late than never, I suppose. The only thing now is I'm 28 and I feel like I want to change career paths now that I'll actually be able to focus and study on something and it could be a year or two before I can get good enough to do that. I just got done crying on the phone with my mom because I didn't want her to feel disappointed in all the things I've done throughout my life and that I'm not better career-wise, and now there's at least some scientific reason as to why I've done the things I've done in my life. So anyways, I just wanted to share a cool story and get a lot of things off my chest.",6.338464912280703,5.447884045321636,6.966783625730997,78.95526315789476,66.00292397660819,9.822222222222225,33.03508771929825,8.998388855275968,2.596449122807017,2653,96,544,38,36,878,288,684,0.057,0.841,0.102,0.9806,0,0,5,0,0,0,63.0,3,1,0,10,35,20,0,0,22,1,56,13,3,9,4,94,96,50,0,12,13,3,4,2,0,1,9,0,0,1,43,36,1,3,15,7,1,7,14,5,1,5,22,5,68,15,82,70,22,79,0,2,0,0,22,32,0,9,39,365,111,20,0.04884884620957864,0.0,0.28601656421861016,0.0,0.23482728149771875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053905916495780505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033218890520825946,0.05122227446010605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078674616732887,0.2680002292568478,0.0,0.08313354047364625,0.0,0.0,0.12960850443897404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498801336084045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550268064916216,0.0,0.05121708586255173,0.05278824888200896,0.05478813472574472,0.03900182883155602,0.0,0.05365816379611525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874165192776287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999886399834932,0.0,0.1999573185182112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161388572212812,0.0,0.0,0.05047391625417992,0.3268762567981047,0.0322642022169858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043902193181382713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879777754866337,0.06979525098516794,0.0,0.05351152330985421,0.04464696046408926,0.08310160726284588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765645179481878,0.0,0.0277619250230062,0.08194418916556782,0.03906888474082603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013300910350033,0.0,0.0,0.0578861179563751,0.0,0.0,0.048999375639675935,0.0,0.048106273665691424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098550411411993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086855626429489,0.026846048369091144,0.0398183294294598,0.055103626230380384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351015412950557,0.047730157614940594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464936385757238,0.0,0.041529542196112434,0.0,0.0,0.06521396832480206,0.1981002517077076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842014679376596,0.0,0.0,0.049323409430945694,0.057211178291551125,0.07798136599861674,0.0,0.10772856775296816,0.0,0.07535048326534532,0.09435704013127716,0.0,0.0,0.04786149769328942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052022426959326636,0.0,0.03715174875569873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386563931838038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678369160049682,0.04969683807235637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821316516496513,0.0,0.0,0.29317239240666304,0.0,0.06258764345610142,0.05022474966729434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343329551483808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887528055905366,0.0,0.0,0.050960000134089,0.0,0.0,0.08081654074922348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138946887287842,0.18803114175416336,0.048312757963036586,0.0,0.13830185908308554,0.052066370513608455,0.07802150336719309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345650607136639,0.07852570444370373,0.0,0.044973454540311465,0.0,0.0,0.25962402277155344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028484155056820545,0.0,0.046302994461014116,0.04667716592456729,0.0,0.033165160053824486,0.0,0.09543644946358383,0.0,0.0,0.042189719080461915,0.0,0.0,0.1728738907462406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043920979253000765,0.04528336983192751,0.04407848575215861,0.0545379923001257,0.0561737623769435,0.0,0.0,0.07112508365504737,0.0,0.0,0.034700818805417644,0.0,0.0,0.0943711661599043 adhd,cbfkd,2019/01/14,"what are good vitamins and foods to take before dexedrine Hey, not sure if im aloud to ask this on here but, i was just looking for advice on certain foods to eat/avoid before taking dexedrine and vitamin supplements which will help increase the effectiveness and the comedown of the medications, if anyone takes dexedrine IR daily, what do you guys take with it, and empty stomach or after breakfest? thankyou heaps in advance, im just trying to find something that works best for me and am finding it rather difficult right now",7.6178124999999985,8.625575156250001,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,63.0625,8.9,35.79166666666667,8.841846274778883,3.1581166666666665,429,19,71,6,6,129,73,96,0.08199999999999999,0.74,0.17800000000000002,0.9112,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,3,0,5,6,1,1,2,19,11,9,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,12,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,2,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599603426566233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445898029798085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303223337437932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785838765230521,0.0,0.17178724830140682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675003103323676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992275620692545,0.0,0.3958800085073937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729915594969075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620832624237504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972095346502148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536362378587248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374621282405804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490495812858402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979418393100418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602000126179122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428010179264076,0.0,0.4923114810366458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113780070789596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917152457214727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nimrochan,2019/01/14,"I cannot believe how forgetful I am all the time Just one example of many, daily, exhausting rituals, much worse at night after work without the pressure of deadlines and supervisors; “Lips are dry better put on chapstick- oh but I posted a thing earlier lemmie check Insta real quick - wait why did I turn on the phone again? Shit better start on that email - *scroll*- hm what’s on Reddit - FUCK my lips hurt why do they OH RIGHT better get up and - am I really wearing these socks? No wonder my feet are cold I should - Thirsty. Better go leave the room to the... where was I going? I should go do dishes - oh right THIRSTY better drink, just gonna... check my phone here.... why am I standing in the kitchen? Oh right, water water water - ok wow that wasn’t good on my lips fuck let’s go back to my room and.. and here I am... lemmie flip through this book I’ll never read because it has pretty pictures wait let me check my phone again” and the chapstick is just right fucking there, unused. Email unwritten, dishes undone, etc. Sleep work repeat. ",1.4916538461538449,4.166246150000006,2.4550000000000023,91.16230769230772,87.5,4.876923076923077,19.19230769230769,6.490185161304077,0.2392038461538464,810,23,155,9,26,255,125,200,0.122,0.715,0.163,0.8523,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,7,12,15,4,1,8,2,18,18,7,1,2,20,32,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,7,5,7,2,1,3,3,5,5,7,1,1,3,1,18,8,15,24,3,32,1,1,0,3,6,15,4,1,10,90,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479600171366404,0.0,0.06722367368836918,0.0,0.0,0.12424411629799803,0.0,0.48765404980080895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108029216840026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298770910236015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30584719170300617,0.05761504217658892,0.0,0.2506912377641361,0.09249489270138443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118053524884664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676713893890553,0.0,0.22553086463417854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180329998018293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106608832711502,0.0,0.08505221585076242,0.0,0.0,0.1034872448062165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472636915792466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056146281713624,0.1121910840026268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085857662758962,0.0,0.0,0.11030657676805214,0.12551906630304582,0.07064609980102297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767029142615777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319748305776647,0.0,0.0,0.11035637485628233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805444014123675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326296218648486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430325060260073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994942017613315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29852280081857563,0.0,0.0,0.10630283664772924,0.1195904142769005,0.16056555194556518,0.0,0.11238141347462206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Debomb520,2019/01/14,"I'm stuck So, at the start of middle school I stopped taking adderall and still got work done and I was so proud of myself. But since high school started my grades have been slipping and I'm thinking of taking adderall again. Any advise?",1.8576811594202882,4.626326652173916,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,86.82608695652176,3.066666666666667,20.71014492753623,3.1291,-0.4605246376811594,190,6,36,0,6,56,34,46,0.083,0.8320000000000001,0.085,0.2712,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,4,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,21,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803729395100698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26791879060773605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939045247702365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766127801890598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299240014757374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165689159975486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706157603925573,0.0,0.2090788872189441,0.21888182933470202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936915820786606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775493613393955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059813900233755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Draqur,2019/01/14,"What type of testing was required to diagnose you? My doctor has recommend I have a Neuropsychological test performed. I am having an extremely hard time trying to find someone able to perform the test, let alone accept my insurance, Cigna. The doctor she referred me to initially does not accept my insurance. I have only found 2 doctors in my area that even offer the service. 1 of them only accepts child patients, the other does not accept my insurance. My doctor referred me to the one that does not accept my insurance. She warned me ahead of time that they may not. But she said we have a very strong case to try to get it put through if they do not. Multiple sleep studies, previous neurology exam, Testosterone tests, etc... My insurance is not much help. I try to ask my doctor's office for help, but they tell me it's my responsibility to find someone that my insurance will accept, then I call them to ask if that doctor is OK to go see. **TLDR:** I can easily get a Psycological test performed, but my doctor specifically requested a Neuropsycological test. Is a Neuro test really required? 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At my most recent physical, under a month ago, my mom spoke in private with my doctor before she walked out with a prescription note. I learned that I had an Adderall prescription, but only last week did my mom come out and tell me I also got an ADHD diagnosis on the same day. Since then, I have started to notice habits that I have had, causing the diagnosis. Now, it's been freaking me out how ignorant I've been to something that was right in my face. I just found this community today, and I hope that it improves for me, and everyone else here. 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Hey guys! I have a shrink appointment tomorrow for an adhd evaluation. I was diagnosed by a previous psych and he wanted to me get a physical before prescribing my stimulants. I got super busy with school and a new job that I was never able to get the psychical and then I moved. Since then I’ve gotten a physical and am scheduled tomorrow to see a new shrink. What should I expect? Will this doctor take the word of my previous psych? Any advice? 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I'm not sure if this is a symptom of ADHD, but does anyone else deal with slow processing speed? Like I think quickly in fast-paced situations, but most of the time I have to really think to be able to work through even what seems to be the simplest of things. Also, does anyone here have auditory processing trouble. I don't think I have hearing loss, but when I'm actively listening to someone it seems as if some of their words blur together into a Charlie Brown *wah wah, wah wah, wah wah.* I just want to check and make sure other ADHD individuals have these problems.",6.255225563909775,6.778657078947369,6.59827067669173,76.76289473684211,65.9298245614035,10.023057644110276,32.075187969924805,9.957137785484203,3.04033984962406,473,18,89,10,7,153,75,114,0.12300000000000001,0.812,0.065,-0.7707,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,2,24,19,9,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,3,15,17,2,9,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,7,8,54,12,1,0.17087798260321804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107242569289162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665106095127874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896371709432415,0.17508468660273332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616769683688066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990729482049605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142746627881174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286329592078945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192591905427322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348235091963524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406238027692878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635071517756475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946881123643604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112179526754474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920740119528312,0.0,0.0,0.14478436013969387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221009526913504,0.17760765193572134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352373875986188,0.3284751345048436,0.0,0.0,0.09964032582027142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078826143524564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244012064820932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blue_water_dreams,2019/01/14,"3 days to go on a 120 deadline and I finished! I am being audited at work for the 2016 financial year, if I don't get the information in by Wednesday it could cost me over $20,000 dollars. I buckled down today and got it all done, I'll submit it in person tomorrow. Phew!",1.7878947368421052,3.4727400701754405,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,78.12280701754386,7.3670175438596495,27.18947368421053,8.238735603445708,1.912658947368421,212,9,44,4,5,75,48,57,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,9,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275444380032229,0.0,0.0,0.26457181445370304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198194641175877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143342398176317,0.0,0.2331496855909203,0.0,0.32810758570102705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582070342619174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38886095224150896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29866068145598884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26418206111183706 adhd,goka-gai,2019/01/14,Vyvanse ruining my appetite My doctor things I have add so they prescribed me vyvanse but it seems to diminish my appetite to the point I barely eat anything plus i am also getting super thirsty now too is this normal?,3.0034146341463384,5.974738121951223,4.0128780487804905,80.89736585365854,82.41463414634146,5.231219512195122,32.590243902439035,6.742157984588678,2.4499424390243902,177,10,27,2,5,57,34,41,0.035,0.84,0.125,0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,23,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064883656166368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153856750619155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922770675984372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921648800993439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023457988828572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755078908715363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622992399617097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348900366654531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461716073763496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Silver-sp00n,2019/01/14,"I have ADHD and a friend gave me Adderall I have an attention disorder and it's bad, I was given medication as a child but it didn't do much over 10 years later I'm in college and a friend gave me some, what should I expect to feel or anything to expect? I don't have depression or anything. I do occasional get anxious though. Any advice to someone taking it for the first time? 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For people who have universal healthcare, what is it like for you having access to psychiatric appointments and meds? Do you think it is easier or harder than in the US?",4.019210526315792,6.925143289473687,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,76.63157894736842,9.06315789473684,25.28947368421053,9.516144504307137,2.983926315789473,167,6,27,5,4,54,29,38,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347701284313698,0.0,0.2954730296713561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716841639511861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198136484087134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440912636249826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8050063416990324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FattyMayonaise,2019/01/14,"What are your ""ADD moments""? I want to start a project that highlights everyday people's ""ADD moments"". Just little day-by-day things that normies don't go through to the same extent. This could be stuff at work, at school, or wherever! An example: Me: revises project 50,000 times to ensure there are no mistakes *sends off project* realizes there is still a mistake in project or Me: takes ""concise"" notes in meetings Boss: can you take care of what the client asked for in the meeting? Me: *looks at notes* ""uhhh when did the client say that? something like that! Would love to hear your experiences! ",3.464051987767584,6.349310321100923,2.6754357798165143,92.05945336391441,78.81651376146789,5.835168195718657,28.34938837920489,7.1686216300943375,1.537678287461774,471,21,89,6,12,136,80,109,0.061,0.8079999999999999,0.131,0.8448,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,13,19,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,14,15,2,17,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,2,8,55,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137310284747337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309571504268686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253633730403698,0.0,0.0,0.29488499489517833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363652013726112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993134583752464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576739957450443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169332837703312,0.2291396484132309,0.0,0.0,0.19198518767813907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634059010387645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849794604080655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180966297207649,0.0,0.23137801615800094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600464872114474,0.0,0.0,0.16182007072281127,0.0,0.18257809803112546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26171788472780005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34379109829255755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518865256214466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331152643451186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484738099762106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643978820720354,0.0,0.0,0.16240675260507467,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AndyBates82,2019/01/14,"Decreasing vyvanse? Is there anyone who had to decrease their vyvanse intake at some point? I take vyvanse since last summer. I am at 40mg dosage but lately, I have been feeling a little more ""high"" than usual on it. I have to say that I have been diagnosed with an autoimmune desease early this December, and I have made some change in my diet (gluten and dairy free since). Have anyone had a similar experience?",4.927705627705631,6.787608285714293,5.505909090909089,78.44553030303031,70.03896103896105,8.25021645021645,28.417748917748927,8.841846274778883,2.4216424242424237,326,12,56,6,6,105,57,77,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,0,8,14,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,8,2,8,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,5,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34625194924809954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619253938765359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130631694416955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24219792916181265,0.0,0.0,0.1251927685162562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616004218437136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018250621684691,0.2793008383075574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24815780669672355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342828029944552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340597298630541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689952180626566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096305293231365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616255524727549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726937379143454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,A_Tricky_one,2019/01/14,"I've been told that I lack empathy. Does thaat has to do with ADHD? Since I have trouble controlling my emotions and impulses, it doesn't sound so weird to me that I also have trouble understanding somebody else emotions. But I don't know for sure. It happens that I upset people with the things that I say. I can see when somebody feels bad or upset, but only when it is too late. So I want to know if it is something I can Control or of I'm fucked.",2.2602419354838688,3.9721977526881713,3.788911290322584,88.60336693548389,76.84946236559139,6.370430107526883,25.603494623655912,7.1686216300943375,1.1120333333333337,353,13,74,4,8,117,59,93,0.221,0.758,0.02,-0.9383,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,2,1,0,11,1,0,2,1,17,21,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,11,1,7,19,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,3,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357457811713264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686880221162672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378511517618458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400194572781284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166063268085074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386621793922496,0.4413064105148003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918421359584167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813464366801415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346333174833314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560842858698548,0.0,0.2212766306913111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149188254046677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599240335379048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559940279235527,0.0,0.0,0.15631384514819924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622652905486631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101328300409514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487814982252848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303197560112211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874389529797053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042091148636594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570004461199405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dakotaabigail,2019/01/14,Forgot to schedule a follow up appointment. I have been diagnosed and medicated since before I can remember I think. I have had times where I have had to stretch my bills by skipping a weekend or two. But recently I discovered I forgot to schedule my three month follow up. So now I got it scheduled but I will be out of pills on Tuesday. My appointment is the 22nd. One whole week without pills. Kinda scared I haven’t functioned without my meds in a long long time!!!! ,2.985666666666667,5.478520455555557,4.043333333333333,83.885,77.77777777777777,7.1111111111111125,28.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,2.2812222222222216,371,17,68,7,9,120,61,90,0.0,0.95,0.05,0.6062,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,11,4,0,0,0,12,17,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,2,3,1,0,3,6,0,14,0,12,9,1,22,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,13,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503624302159646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207099268376446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391679965267226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38487761718237296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154094347012775,0.21906073164447445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356868127913178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735158637390772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470832086980532,0.0,0.24633153449874534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770810112517547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987913168426356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933491844168305,0.0,0.0,0.25359685187614445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124197039540264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442745020746972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24277818891534095,0.0,0.41923331195138464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrsfreshly,2019/01/14,"Is anyone else really good at improvising/adapting (for lack of better word, currently) Like, in general. If something isn’t working, I’m pretty good at figuring it out and making it work again even if it isn’t how it’s /supposed/ to work. I wish I could think of an example, but I’m constantly “improvising” at work with things. I’m a fixer upper like my dad and I can get pretty creative to make something work, and that is a very general and broad statement ",4.1002380952380975,5.744025500000002,5.682063492063495,77.225,71.77777777777777,9.142857142857146,29.523809523809533,9.606745405546679,2.9370476190476205,365,15,67,9,7,124,58,90,0.018000000000000002,0.732,0.25,0.9617,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,3,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,21,14,8,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,11,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,5,41,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197212382655144,0.17543546557015474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514304709221869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502835339306145,0.0,0.13670550398727688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303261813938922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308941546996913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894555574035145,0.0,0.0,0.28722298451923073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729921256572766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285818043393709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34838526801382913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968812999763357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636275556187089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375118149419056,0.10971107614307453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127470679473347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689493356240698,0.0,0.0,0.623252210120307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wilsons7thfutbol,2019/01/14,"Concussions and adhd. Thoughts and advice -showed mild signs of inattentive adhd since childhood -Was a decent student in hs -have had 3 diagnosed concussions -Failed almost all my college classes. -Went to psych he prescribed me antidepressants. -Not a good fit and didn’t listen to my concerns and was a dick -getting full testing with adhd specialist. —:What can I expect. I’ve read concussions and adhd are linked will my concerns be validated bc things have really fell apart and I need help ",4.714672304439748,8.173142813953493,4.473044397463003,76.91815010570825,80.16279069767441,7.313319238900636,31.073995771670194,8.296473431620573,3.230106976744187,406,20,59,9,11,124,68,86,0.127,0.821,0.052000000000000005,-0.7591,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,0,1,15,15,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,1,6,1,5,7,2,7,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,34,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8484944634618425,0.17247775366430892,0.0,0.0,0.17674334986243154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914793565428971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221610192580816,0.0,0.0,0.14804325625285075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830697077323055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087554603054868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655185420419509,0.0,0.11307303950146393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600600693518792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726147431548238,0.0,0.0,0.1401245315163787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362105946220212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,princess-witch,2019/01/14,"I’m finally cleaning my room! Depression and ADHD as a combo kind of kicks my butt most days. Before I know it, my room looks like a disaster zone and it all becomes background noise. I’ve always needed help with my room, and since I’ve become an adult a few months ago, I haven’t been able to get any. So today, for the first time in my life, I’m cleaning my room all by myself. It’s almost done, should be done in a few hours! I’ll post a pic when I’m done!",1.5405000000000015,2.7056846500000016,3.3270000000000017,93.47350000000002,77.5,6.2,19.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.043400000000000105,355,7,84,3,8,119,68,100,0.091,0.8540000000000001,0.055,-0.6679,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,7,2,1,0,2,11,14,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,9,2,8,8,5,16,0,1,1,1,2,6,1,2,10,45,12,0,0.17665167465393716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230098431101385,0.0,0.15659105102857707,0.0,0.1768911348843824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698834458268292,0.0,0.0,0.12012919640871735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901957916761245,0.15031756411987476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392571612336992,0.0,0.15214982852920153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423279859672464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935132749177471,0.0,0.15025982421808912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229320897768836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840589386304562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739663157640482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839555352599848,0.0970831405494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477430201875,0.0863030852151662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834291584816886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410016813534895,0.0,0.0,0.13098497841065246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691834732854048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612809074177338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300701208584727,0.0,0.1674451322337727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bellpetal,2019/01/14,"Forgot why I actually need these meds for an afternoon... Hey r/ADHD, today I messed up. Some backstory: my family competes in a sport together and today was a practice day with the trainer. I'm prescribed 15 mg of Adderall IR, but I've learned to cut pills in half to try and use the least, effective dose (plus that way I have extra at the end of the month when I forget to ask for a refill). Normally before this sport, I'll take 3/4 to a full dose and everything is pretty much ok. Today I forgot and only took 1/2 a dose, combined with being PMS-y. Things did not go well... I couldn't concentrate on what I was doing, couldn't filter past my strong emotional responses (frustrations mostly) to think logically through things, and couldn't remember/act on advice the trainer had given me 30 seconds before, etc. We've got a big competition coming up this week, so this episode was especially humiliating and disheartening. BUT, I know I've improved a lot here lately and today was just a really bad day. Sorry for the rant, just needed to get it off my chest. P.S. Don't forget to take your prescription if you need it!!",6.820652841781879,6.543070539170508,7.667108294930878,72.3016148233487,64.80645161290322,10.919969278033793,31.90821812596005,10.504223727775694,3.268763748079877,885,30,163,20,12,298,144,217,0.13699999999999998,0.784,0.079,-0.8965,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,3,6,8,2,0,15,1,14,5,1,2,0,37,32,13,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,5,2,0,3,5,5,1,2,11,0,14,3,24,17,8,27,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,4,13,104,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.13110157688338098,0.0,0.16145687392456992,0.13128061585483136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559466621145646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121726656584546,0.0,0.0,0.2286358122880544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572653044138508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732831342689448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112031513474006,0.1189900088362592,0.0,0.1498304576486488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207408410860896,0.0,0.12664873795511505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018984417036239,0.0,0.0763514971472583,0.0,0.10744816288365336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383263169860205,0.0,0.15154728490354866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421552071355845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922727815185408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723309062049263,0.0,0.09875921100155158,0.29884588449594024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316298131907062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217561054522396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824773519060678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667740933544226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606500227977873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503884996707384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202180537220452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850601874307173,0.08608300659856627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093743242329118,0.0,0.1492625073212854,0.09121160082161137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603115466042364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663700002675093,0.1077636497377013,0.0,0.1207925069807408,0.0,0.12122568504786545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kiritsu69,2019/01/14,"I was wondering if my ADHD meds were really helping. I went off for Christmas break. I was wondering if they were having any effect. As I struggle to sit through a Terreria fishing tutorial, yes, yes, they are more amazing than I realized.",4.301590909090908,6.766075977272728,6.131818181818183,70.69272727272728,73.31818181818181,9.854545454545457,36.0,10.125756701596842,4.61579090909091,189,11,30,6,4,65,34,44,0.049,0.698,0.253,0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,6,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681481239238683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083143346220315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053259801346455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402626419952636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624230517188485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32024175129490184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839702021374677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6644018180836591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lisab0151,2019/01/14,"Zygotene (think it’s how you spell it) My daughter (16yo) was diagnosed today with severe adhd and doc says she’s so severely impaired he cannot fathom how she’s remained undetected for so long but that here in UK he’s not surprised. Two hours of assessment face to face later I’m told, she’s so severe she cannot live independently as an adult without meds. Then and only then if she is able to remember to take them would it be possible for her to live an independent life. I’m venting, I’m confused, I’m overwhelmed but I’m relieved. I am so very relieved. She is euphoric. Is this how it is? She has plans for the future, wants to be a forensic scientist and study chemistry is this possible? She’s meticulous about everything and uninterested in most things except make up, skiing and scientific things is that normal for non neuro-typical? He says she’s not got mental ill health but that she’s got neurotic-developmental disorder and that makes sense too",2.9006216216216214,5.600596400000002,4.409932432432439,79.92084459459463,79.5945945945946,7.591891891891893,26.547297297297305,8.548686976883017,2.3231675675675687,774,32,140,18,20,257,111,185,0.086,0.8220000000000001,0.092,0.5116,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,10,5,0,2,4,0,14,6,2,7,0,29,27,20,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,12,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,2,15,3,18,20,1,10,0,1,0,0,21,3,0,3,7,88,27,0,0.14347671500458986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243112968420615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562584556853422,0.0,0.0,0.1644367456349065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289476200141356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295028716730469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525090387762124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129566309616934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101341846918301,0.0,0.0,0.25338513592865197,0.126972377830144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154364276102886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937028586001714,0.0,0.14459078264111105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405767177134756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912050706938264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234968767902167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253114898616305,0.0,0.0,0.22819688501063545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862635467957855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787663378595558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063910825919905,0.09193408563910603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599914953240672,0.13709814974642898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015590257740368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838331597594565,0.0846262838632114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830643328590986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192174179120216,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,edgedancer1,2019/01/14,I hate the fact that us ADHDers have to be at the mercy of GPs/Psychiatrists and Insurance companies just function like normal people for 8-12 hrs a day. 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I've spent years ignoring and forgetting I even have this disorder, looking back it all makes sense to me with how my life has played out. I hope my future self remembers to become more active in this sub, and stays honest with the reality of my situation.",3.9912280701754383,5.692227947368423,5.3421052631578965,79.32307017543863,72.15789473684211,10.329824561403509,25.824561403508767,10.504223727775694,2.8708929824561413,308,10,61,10,6,103,58,76,0.069,0.7190000000000001,0.212,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,19,10,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,9,3,12,8,4,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427354973879996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678076299719312,0.0,0.0,0.2410210932019524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424121348465849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501138110836009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441407727489308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675451173949295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414435172089966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326067327844334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567215586400814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478802614673082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23529197770559365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980558440009416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944306692006966,0.0,0.0,0.17354756191216056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276645103205479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453029240551245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326072353995057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871941908814627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509570657527291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405348330431786 adhd,adylanb,2019/04/09,"I am so tired of being treated like a drug addict. I just had a pharmacist imply I was pedaling my meds because someone got my refill dates wrong it looked like I was coming in early. She refused to even look up my last renewal date, and now I don’t have access to my meds for a month. My doctor can’t help. I am so tired of this. I call ahead and wait two weeks for the script to be ordered, have it re-prescribed each month, miss work to go in for expensive check-ups I don’t need, come in to the pharmacy twice every month, constantly get treated like I have bad intensions, and spend hours waiting to get my meds. Then they’re $300.00 even with the coupon. I’ve been doing this for seven years. I am so exhausted, I am so angry. I feel powerless. All I want is regular access to the medication I need to be a functioning adult. I need some support, I need to know other people experience this.",2.3308811475409854,4.135693655737711,4.023630464480873,86.58659323770495,76.92349726775956,7.416530054644808,23.459357923497265,8.278499904357787,1.3623226775956283,701,22,146,13,16,235,110,183,0.149,0.772,0.078,-0.9311,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,8,0,19,7,0,0,1,20,38,8,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,3,2,0,3,3,3,4,0,3,5,3,23,6,21,30,3,22,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,1,17,95,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911167026739524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654743759858276,0.07778871647831431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030214279038438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198461667702128,0.0,0.13789902804748916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130612302830163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479848890714273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856789988979318,0.0,0.10751533227369786,0.0,0.0,0.1248252129034489,0.0,0.0,0.06452249215381736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333993621167484,0.0,0.0725226268815403,0.0,0.10205985890347376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553302301256863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566827886852436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013007734521126,0.10401763731678976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870286233125172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143173387917464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252315128706037,0.12855174087596125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055667162135135,0.0,0.0,0.3784791721823487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884673927458713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812193338197597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480816548949094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333348989784924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246545765398259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752665666241335,0.0,0.10235952474182687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290022034781054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951943071568454,0.0,0.08217543591470391 adhd,thunderfoot7,2019/04/09,"ADHD helps me (tricks me) to gain muscle! When lifting weights, doing squats, etc., I will usually at some point completely forget: 1. What number rep I’m on and 2. What set I’m on. Just because my mind wanders off elsewhere. For example: I might forget whether I’m on the 2nd or 3rd set, so I’ll say I’m on the 2nd because I’d rather accidentally do more than accidentally not get a full workout in. So I’m sure I’m frequently pushing myself further and further unknowingly. Therefore, building more muscle!!! Just thought it was a funny little positive aspect of ADHD and wanted to share because I’m sure many others do the same thing :)",2.224076655052265,4.8767824471544765,4.145371660859468,80.99067073170734,82.2520325203252,6.1159117305458786,27.48490127758421,7.447530270364453,1.9116950058072009,503,23,89,8,14,170,82,123,0.069,0.741,0.18899999999999997,0.9418,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,2,21,16,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,3,12,12,6,18,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,4,3,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754363117394744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617326451752075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739040408958725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060020870957436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334276832807954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325817250663157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982483930809172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053899279903084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098354195433268,0.1997224488798814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698571666138394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572991570005223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372849877678031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141008046234162,0.0,0.0,0.1570317622970908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178496661635007,0.0,0.11666805277512575,0.0,0.0,0.24086811977941144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rainbow2point0,2019/04/09,"Adderall Just put in my first prescription for Adderall. What do you wish you knew before you started taking it? What does it feel like? Is the pill nasty? Should I take it with food? Can I drink alcohol while on it? Will it make me nauseous? I’m also doing internet research. Your anecdotes are an important part of my research. Thanks!",1.6066666666666656,4.328839904761907,2.2257301587301583,90.3262142857143,94.3968253968254,5.05968253968254,23.76031746031746,6.742157984588678,1.1801060317460317,266,11,48,4,10,82,51,63,0.052000000000000005,0.789,0.16,0.7616,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,0,7,16,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,9,2,5,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,35,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760956498229393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660095675946555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983528416546536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260822448427566,0.0,0.0,0.2530828751468004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062860897408765,0.18456400083896726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975084115449026,0.312395660695921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621587752381574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724494250643061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797659173826197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971129041080915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286018085432293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884913789066921,0.0,0.0,0.2378523061196019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970876723022133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zeznik,2019/04/09,"Taking Vyvanse for the first time tomorrow I started medication in January for ADHD. I was at the point of taking 30mg of Adderall IR twice a day but I hated how irritated I’d feel after 5 when it was wearing off. I asked my doctor if I could try something else and she started me on Vyvanse 20mg. Isn’t the starting dose for Vyvanse 30mg for ADHD? It just seems weird.",1.9924675324675327,3.8834217532467576,4.484415584415586,82.50376623376627,78.22077922077922,6.477922077922077,27.883116883116887,7.447530270364453,1.7384857142857149,293,13,57,4,7,103,56,77,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.9161,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,0,4,4,1,1,0,8,13,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,8,0,11,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089341397227992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794577910619596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690549929071734,0.0,0.0,0.13655303228036694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672208334417345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687933213939466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706073332399826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801036265128728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904673289921133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330303881392712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016017392811047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275767202971006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300570659321878,0.0,0.0,0.4496062205310526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31840017468188936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346571366934304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375571776080948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lolapeg,2019/04/09,"Genuinely scared for my future I need to vent. I’m so annoyed and fed up. I just feel like a broken human being. I am my own worst enemy. Or at least my ADHD is my own worst enemy. - I have a decent self employed job, surprisingly I’ve stuck at it for years. It has no boring mundane tasks. But I hate it, lost my interest in it. Not to mention I’m under performing more than anyone else in my job, due to my inability to be consistence and organised. - the job that I do that I hate is pointless. I impulsively go on gambling binges and if I’m not doing that then I’m buying stupid shit I don’t need. Cannot save money to save my life. - I’ve started with a life coach, I doubt I will follow through with my tasks I’ve been set. I have such little confidence in myself over the years because I am the girl who says she will do something and doesn’t follow through. - I am emotionally unstable because ya know anger, upsets, melt downs. All the shit that comes with this condition, lowers my confidence more. No doubt my family are as fed up with me as I am, I behave like a child often. - I am scared and don’t know how I’m going to function through this life with this condition. When the most basic skills are faulty, when a basic day is like a car crash. I’m genuinely scared for myself. It’s like I need taking care of and I’m a grown adult. I can’t and too scared to take medication as I fear meds and suffer extreme anxiety. I’m aware of strategies but I’m so bad at sticking at things that I feel this is an impossible task.",2.2035923581809658,3.8694671487341807,4.060520393811537,86.79624706985467,76.87974683544303,7.339709329582747,22.77965307079232,8.167268648758528,1.1655617909048297,1193,35,255,21,27,404,159,316,0.231,0.716,0.053,-0.9918,5,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,3,9,30,7,8,13,0,27,8,2,1,1,36,58,21,0,4,7,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,0,5,16,14,2,0,4,1,3,7,9,21,0,0,5,3,37,9,37,49,9,31,0,2,0,0,10,14,2,6,13,165,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971421371880893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893367180692141,0.0,0.0,0.08128720736096093,0.11911553267299993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706688481120716,0.141734208765479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852827444683893,0.0,0.0,0.10014216684622332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497394278309574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711495018362787,0.13076963211769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095935305309145,0.13081759984160132,0.11756260788217993,0.08305158200108356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321391790995125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955268776747595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460912248711284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777985642630266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463400283626259,0.2271825113100763,0.11651662978361438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269045172958442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291315217841062,0.11711325307416927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586016733791008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244951425166778,0.4655604635658603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127783968599593,0.0,0.2386652620297382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949768683529402,0.0,0.0,0.08228488348714508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748164510160046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723371401460036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972699019369756 adhd,Rainbow_Cupcakes,2019/04/09,"My new therapist called adhd medication speed I (23 F) just want to start off by saying that I’m seeking an ADHD diagnosis. It’s something I think I’ve struggled with for a far longer than I’d like to admit and as I’ve gotten older and have more responsibilities, I can’t keep it in check. Finding this subreddit and going “oh shit that’s me, that’s not normal?” has been really huge for me. So I’m finally seeing a therapist and she’s new to the practice but has been a therapist for a long time. It was going pretty well and I described my inattentiveness, chronic lateness, how I have moments of intense focus and then moments of absolute what the fuck is happening to my brain, etc etc. She tells me I have mild depression and anxiety, which yes I agree with and did talk about as well, but doesn’t mention anything about ADHD, which I had asked about when making the appointment. So I bring it up and immediately realized it was a BAD idea. She starts talking about how she’s “one of those therapists that’s really hesitant to diagnose and treat adhd” and how she’s doesn’t think it exists in the way people say it does. She said that so many people have been misdiagnosed and are now addicted to speed and want more speed. She told me an anecdote about how the only person she’s ever met that she believed might have adhd was a guy who drank an insane amount of coffee to do anything. I went to this place specifically because they’re well reputed for diagnosing and treating adhd and I get the ONE new therapist that barely believes in adhd and calls adderall “speed” more than she calls it medication?? I’ve been told by doctors that they agree that I would fit within an adhd diagnosis but that I need a psychiatric to decide. I go see one and she tells me I need a neurologist. The place I went to has testing!! I know there’s truth in what she’s saying and I wasn’t expecting to get a prescription right away. I’m not even searching for just medication, I just want answers!! Maybe I’m wrong and I don’t have adhd, in which case I’m sorry for posting here, but to brush aside the main concern I came in for??? I’m so frustrated. I’m just feeling really defeated and ashamed for even trying to ask about adhd in general. TL;DR because that was longer than I expected: I’m trying out this cool new thing called therapy because my inattentiveness is kicking my ass. Therapist says she’s hesitant to diagnose ADHD. Calls adderall “Speed” approximately 7 times and calls it medication exactly 0 times.",4.529974974974973,6.155682606995884,5.775912579245915,77.04728228228231,70.66666666666666,9.122366811255699,28.97875653431209,9.567723090172098,2.7646308085863645,2001,77,369,47,37,669,215,486,0.11800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.096,-0.9687,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,1,28,17,3,2,21,2,30,15,3,5,3,65,73,37,0,9,10,0,1,1,0,2,10,5,0,2,31,25,1,1,10,0,1,7,7,9,3,3,20,10,46,8,53,51,7,51,0,2,2,2,39,18,3,1,25,240,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052961731232850716,0.6422495399102965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037165223520613036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799579652352447,0.0,0.0908355329915638,0.0,0.045644543577218234,0.0,0.04056407879222808,0.08884571122941595,0.0,0.0,0.10947092765501706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423376362185882,0.29764693582920737,0.055565054728506334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184374783129783,0.1479296255634377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049725904842478935,0.04251458029076293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836391297040192,0.06417612405407054,0.04394534994419413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02456460253374672,0.0,0.0,0.05321938746787831,0.044403218993465866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044913429027234913,0.05076435248512248,0.0,0.08283109244143727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810398177766445,0.04296104837752022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054843351243229865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318206078233959,0.0,0.0,0.02669948754519873,0.0,0.05480279860954208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02373479201202866,0.0,0.0,0.04299368754674554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032428972620523966,0.04925469039663485,0.04880731498498655,0.0,0.0,0.19576568196474176,0.0,0.05153800006471605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204612005529014,0.0,0.1876838321342964,0.0,0.0,0.04760020707657693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876159768067523,0.03694892594796857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736151278281413,0.0424200728856819,0.10151604521635872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046528285058296315,0.04942552776878417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336893742973383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148890376391585,0.04621276445562345,0.15453795133950285,0.0,0.0,0.07742739166604898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986889459145538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740092439939788,0.0,0.054383756633396965,0.06877341337725681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078862754703968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780970085037362,0.08492590773011167,0.0,0.0555579400600484,0.33844583067670786,0.03227583193586675,0.062258979794030514,0.0,0.0,0.08498595391611108,0.0,0.0,0.09284468187750272,0.0,0.06596820251662143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596505953895735,0.038562261544382984,0.0,0.0,0.13104360341038815,0.09007230801418004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03451137637709666,0.05311697125856657,0.0,0.0 adhd,crayonscribble016738,2019/04/09,"Today someone asked me what my weekend plans are. I just lied because I have trouble planning each day. Also currently not medicated so it sucks. But oh well, my ADD self is extremely silly.",3.265285714285717,6.1851497428571465,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,80.14285714285714,6.928571428571428,31.607142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.968857142857144,151,8,24,3,4,50,33,35,0.204,0.708,0.08800000000000001,-0.6793,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060196259700249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577431160660935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332709864928552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678933542727524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854979586643413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992063955440108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242335290177919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627247149340336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34406467366990634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dadofadhd,2019/04/09,"Any experience with concerta generic from Patriot? My son is starting medication for the first time and was prescribed Concerta, 18mg. Our insurance will only cover generics, so I asked the pharmacist if they have a generic with the same delivery mechanism (since that seems to be problematic with some generics). He claims this one does. Base on the [website](https://www.patriotpharmaceuticals.com/patriotpharmaceuticals/about.html) for what i think is the company, it seems like it might be an authorized generic. Does anyone have any experience with it?",9.905880398671094,13.241294837209306,9.096777408637873,51.725465116279075,59.930232558139544,11.891029900332224,39.02990033222592,11.491704259439757,5.703473754152825,460,23,61,15,7,145,64,86,0.039,0.9309999999999999,0.03,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,14,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,9,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804002969556593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836609547128866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173626759261813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964034008527858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430986217507748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926510877368687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065088973894767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281634370207725,0.0,0.2402686132508204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347453715300344,0.17225478651631826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123734308425603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735371065957515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030979704227635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512474988104654,0.0,0.0,0.1320673242240774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tom_____-,2019/04/09,"I’m not sure I but I think could have ADHD I recently watched a video in which someone was talking about ADHD and the problems that come with it and only today has it dawned on me that I could have it, i was wondering if someone could help me out, because I’m scared to ask my parents if they think I might have it or to get me tested. I think I might have it because I take literally so long to pretty much do everything. For example a homework task will take my friends and others in my class 10 minutes but I will probably spend an hour doing it, because I constantly get distracted. Another reason is that recently I had my GCSEs ( I’m 17 now) and I didn’t properly start revising until probably 3 weeks before they started. Now this wasn’t because I didn’t think I had to revise I knew I had to I just didn’t know where or how to start and every time I would try I would distract myself doing something else. Another reason is that I am constantly distracted or daydreaming, people will always have to ask me something twice because most of the time I’m not listening because I’m daydreaming. Do you think I could have it or am I just lazy?",6.009160839160843,5.697160372294372,6.971168831168832,76.73169830169832,66.48917748917751,10.397735597735599,34.21944721944722,10.035473477838034,3.3297383283383297,910,38,176,19,13,306,114,231,0.096,0.847,0.055999999999999994,-0.7741,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,8,7,0,4,5,0,35,0,0,3,1,42,59,16,0,9,12,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,0,10,1,1,1,6,5,0,1,10,2,35,2,16,38,2,22,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,10,16,130,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357839774071869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162349465942899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572382437027356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341250651427848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587894308088525,0.0,0.08347222990361146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450077403254899,0.0,0.21201324143219655,0.0,0.3132857909662565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194638401673926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264987223534452,0.0,0.08816210500912906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578850746068948,0.0,0.10250192655043244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575149120030191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660452116800172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391084052720275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681162247347281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812810716882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211163888389235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460621298668188,0.0,0.0,0.1089236846580552,0.0,0.0,0.06800721862465976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979861002968628,0.21152754813086172,0.09386435285913727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017174693724841,0.19371537196386965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821092545030936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662323650195309,0.15103775062742664,0.0,0.0,0.20829795973515308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245405216638414,0.0,0.14751154173805134,0.0788456213620032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142788719615231,0.0,0.0,0.11440080265879035,0.0,0.09298326949279027,0.0,0.0,0.06660055253343854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868646697241526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063806203836089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936876541845866,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peregrinfail,2019/04/09,"Turn your “shoulds” into “wills” and “maybes” into “won’ts”. If you keep telling yourself, “I should go to the gym” or “I should work on my homework” or “I should start saving money” and you never actually get there, try exchanging ‘should’ with ‘will’. I WILL go to the gym. I WILL work on my homework. I WILL start saving money. Alternatively / additionally, change your maybe phrases. I’m always coming up with ideas of things I might do but never really get around to doing. Art projects, video games, novels, screenplays, and whatever else I’m inspired to do impulsively go unfinished for years on end and serve as stressful ornaments of my lack of motivation or attention. I am NOT saying don’t take up things you’re interested in... just give it some time to lose shininess and if you still want it, go for it. It helps me with motivation. It might help you too.",3.1825083240843486,5.923447339622643,4.013621901590824,82.94553829078801,78.74842767295597,7.0116167221605625,23.81834998150204,8.124751697461798,1.576296041435442,673,23,125,13,17,215,95,159,0.064,0.804,0.132,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,0,5,5,6,0,1,2,0,18,0,0,2,2,41,34,12,0,9,8,0,0,0,0,13,0,1,2,0,7,13,0,1,5,6,3,5,5,2,0,0,0,2,18,4,23,21,2,22,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,8,8,88,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.15066788551600122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846955169835894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744486497549618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633301287721092,0.13299818395942525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897775648859616,0.0,0.13674872152633966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133071252458298,0.1481103790701553,0.3509864306633422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069763034098563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429389916672947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723395046428294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272924286136693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31022237130857944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275787778429529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381588916127478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890980885728663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278162027673885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856407576856654,0.0,0.12330056795028453,0.0,0.17685969889673275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608631630201875,0.0,0.1349486060115837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051472227509694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002934689840221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482451361013204,0.16793813466814905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106655641018123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480374849753013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994257384906159 adhd,Pat_Shoe-Denim,2019/04/09,"Summoned to Jury Duty Pretty much what the title says (and I'll make this a tl;dr). I've been summoned to jury duty and they make you fill out a questionnaire (which may be common - this is my first). A question on the form is whether I feel mentally and/or physically fit to serve on a jury, and it is genuinely giving me pause? Can anyone speak to this? Is it not as bad as I think?",2.0756593406593424,3.932590705128206,4.0352014652014665,85.97884615384619,77.84615384615384,6.508424908424907,21.399267399267398,7.447530270364453,0.7952652014652015,297,8,60,4,7,101,53,78,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,14,13,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,9,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385430166183606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673094625752659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187599711814327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723169664655175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071142780554616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427401361064368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226329853989098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353449609333795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32570470373664506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586380299990917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25459382999694685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513733979354234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dirtpatchHD,2019/04/09,"Overtasking myself and then procrastinating I literally don't get myself sometimes. I will take on so much at work sometimes and just be this giant bucket collecting all these things no one feels like doing at the time. I take on multiple projects at once because it keeps me overwhelmed and focused on multiple tasks at once, but in an instant i feel so pulled aside by something that makes me laugh, or someone trying to have a conversation with me. So all of a sudden I still have all these obligations to complete and so much less time to do it. Which in turns leads to this giant stressed filled afternoon of trying to complete a million tasks. &#x200B; Then all of a sudden when for some reason i can't complete this laundry list of crap, which i took on the heat of the moment and thought that i could probably accomplish if i buckled down and worked myself to death, i beat myself up that i'm a poor employee and i'm not up to par with what i could be. It just seems like this cycle of causing myself stress and grief. Sometimes i think i enjoy being stressed out or feeling overwhelmed because it feels like i'm always moving forward and accomplishing something. THen i hit this point of clarity where i'm just like... fuck. I really do overtask myself and i really need to stop doing it, but as soon as something new and riveting arises im the first to step up and be like, ""Boss i got this for you"" &#x200B; What is wrong with me.",8.813890426120642,7.223344971223023,8.242805755395683,74.0540758162701,61.5179856115108,10.999889319313779,37.21195351411177,9.661875296680813,3.43115517432208,1154,44,213,17,13,365,142,278,0.136,0.752,0.113,-0.8978,1,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,7,11,16,2,5,10,0,16,2,1,5,4,47,38,27,2,4,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,21,16,0,2,8,0,1,7,4,9,0,3,3,4,28,7,39,27,8,41,0,3,0,1,2,20,2,5,21,158,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112049128968381,0.2112633568347609,0.23692496674403954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885946572205465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015032133086596,0.0,0.0,0.306653016520348,0.0,0.0,0.15567758635732554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717792738221013,0.13929547072653514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292596801657534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012904681697917,0.0509351301031904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779726215454201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053072295105589,0.0,0.0,0.08665466124942484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381463881488781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507613546428169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361772077023383,0.1433345043206837,0.07228849219581304,0.0,0.09415761198596397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764990022533586,0.06606256268166934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216069938585206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511200664265816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249107229191694,0.1002371944835456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875233028438081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260398047703936,0.2251604746643296,0.2892638797439873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785660116498942,0.08150701161389717,0.3350275331590133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660250442128198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476882372621144,0.06246842677310269,0.0,0.07739712582058163,0.11369580969715565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831631441558777,0.13238025556782074,0.10604243426131106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194951473560027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659132675967536,0.23692496674403954,0.0 adhd,cleveroverthinker,2019/04/09,"Ive read/heard so many ADHDers say one of the positives of ADHD is that they are willing to take risks, dont fear failure, are willing to make mistakes. HOW? Cause Im the opposite. Making mistakes & failure terrify me! Id like to know what taught you, or what epiphany you had, or why in general you dont find failure/risk/mistakes to be daunting. My fear of failure is paralyzing and it definitly contributes to my avoidance behavior. Especially any adventurers/entrepreneurs/risk takers of any sort in the group. Why do you gravitate toward risk taking? Im honestly clueless, and am currently avoiding something i need to do because im afraid ill mess it up....and if i mess up it will be embarrassing sure but it will also cost a lot of money.",4.158822843822843,6.222579468531468,5.395961538461542,77.60112179487182,72.4965034965035,8.403030303030304,34.294289044289044,9.075114841892004,3.3778862470862467,596,32,105,13,12,198,91,143,0.151,0.733,0.11599999999999999,-0.4803,1,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,1,0,3,15,0,8,4,0,17,1,0,4,1,21,24,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,12,0,1,2,1,11,3,15,16,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,2,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851238802653184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318422503130347,0.0,0.16690023340625887,0.0,0.20950240098517148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390020526403983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823957600850805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610630474745395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466714093730419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407880466093929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991627922988733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465531964053086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525524229550709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095769704358293,0.0,0.0,0.2056432759735236,0.15617047152173996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421731057226645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438021336194203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154079800049454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224972918028064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185860666622315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517910056064312,0.0,0.2316349846224553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779908796495921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Astrognome,2019/04/09,"Tips for staying concentrated in my classes without meds? I have managed to coast my way all the way to junior year of a compsci undergrad without ever *really* paying attention to my classes but it's really starting to get the best of me. What are your techniques for staying focused on what's happening? Even if I am paying attention to the lecture and taking notes, sometimes I will suddenly realize I've been thinking about something entirely off topic and haven't picked up anything the prof has been saying for the last several minutes. I've tried reducing distractions by not using my laptop for notes and keeping my phone put away, but I can still get distracted by my own thoughts and I'm not really sure how to avoid that. I've found getting a good nights sleep, eating right, and getting exercise helps a lot, but it's still not 100% and I frequently just don't have the time to do these things. Does anyone have some techniques that work for them? So far I've just been catching up on the course material I miss in my off time but it's becoming a little too complicated for that to be effective. I would really like to avoid medication if possible because I don't like the way stimulants make me feel. TL;DR: I get distracted by my own thoughts during lectures. Any tips?",6.186095679012348,7.24647831687243,6.697734053497943,74.0937615740741,66.24279835390946,10.354835390946503,34.94058641975309,10.411451182825502,3.88793024691358,1033,48,179,26,16,337,137,243,0.075,0.81,0.115,0.9321,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,3,10,11,0,5,12,0,17,4,1,6,3,42,35,14,0,3,13,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,6,1,3,9,1,2,2,8,6,0,0,6,2,21,5,32,26,6,30,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,4,13,122,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836531955847696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601369095794954,0.0,0.10122938374792102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557495251868227,0.0,0.0,0.07498770610231541,0.1358584168264202,0.0,0.0,0.12909476606768625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764968194159097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258732158086775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124905968042434,0.11127248374441187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219917100661045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348776265052772,0.0,0.0,0.3213466040132571,0.0,0.0,0.10317763741996527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878016817026333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245315621703476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933978595129834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027217789026173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019607360912035,0.12329154501723985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045814252495678,0.0,0.0,0.08211226747192994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366399359538354,0.1239228592547216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543955682698112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867890205300354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366224436956047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152216282443681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505260227774603,0.0,0.09782503552797044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896990381511307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310204054902205,0.0,0.0,0.09470157269296707,0.12166320210447075,0.0,0.08706937744023532,0.2622314115658595,0.19647700385724032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159384869759083,0.0,0.09249061863624584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172450529991931,0.07882189271302169,0.0,0.1953174831786506,0.1434599745311342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351788928180573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624391021403128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29292646159109803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371606737631047,0.0,0.08955507605301627,0.0,0.0,0.08738504919847871,0.0,0.0,0.07921646886819808 adhd,probably_no_penguin,2019/04/09,"A kid with ADHD will join my youth group very soon. How can I help him become part of the group? TLDR: A kid with ADHD will join our youth group. From what I've seen, he has a hard time in group settings. I'm barely a functioning adult myself, how can I help him if I see him struggling? &#x200B; \- &#x200B; At church we have a small youth group, ranging from age 11 to 16. It's like a casual hang out. We get together, chat, play games and sometimes do special activities (like going ice skating). There is a kid that is about to join the group who was recently diagnosed with ADHD. He's a good kid, and he is super stoked to soon be old enough to join. It can be quite hard to involve him in a group activity. He can't sit still, oftentimes demands 100% of your attention, is oblivious to group conversations and has a problem respecting a 'no'. This made a lot of the participants dread the time he will join the group - me included. We are 3 people in charge, which would allow for one of us to pay special attention to him from time to time. But we are not enough people to offer him a constant supervisor. The problem is, all 3 of us are just normal participants from the youth group who grew up and started taking more and more responsibility until we started organizing the whole thing. I'm 21 and I don't have any training to work with kids. I'm afraid that the kid will have a hard time becoming a part of the group. He might even annoy some of the other people, which will make it even harder for him to make friends. Since he seems to connect with me, I decided to keep an eye on him to make sure he is doing ok, and if needed spend some time with him, but I don't know how I can really help him. I'm just a dude with social anxiety lol. &#x200B; Is there anything I can do to help him? How can I react if he's taking it too far? Are there any group activities that will be perfect for him? Was there anything you wished the people in charge did / didn't do when you were a kid in small groups? &#x200B; It's just a fun afternoon every two weeks. I'm not looking to change this kid's life or replace his parents, I just want to make sure he and all of the other kids have a good time.",4.132953020134227,4.825248503355707,5.056794183445192,85.34639932885906,70.67785234899328,8.197136465324386,26.085682326621924,8.344100000000001,1.4571972259507828,1719,50,368,25,30,562,195,447,0.037000000000000005,0.821,0.142,0.9916,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,8,3,0,4,20,22,1,3,33,2,46,3,1,11,5,66,71,20,0,10,12,1,3,2,1,8,2,1,0,10,18,21,0,1,5,4,2,3,7,6,0,2,7,8,38,16,51,53,12,41,1,0,4,0,71,12,0,9,26,236,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573111920679753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30930854123295776,0.3468794444205671,0.09706529570241974,0.0,0.054596280265077374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745947059857008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764056962481424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549781955379263,0.0,0.0,0.07712339134464459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243695881706869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748432381869114,0.0,0.09427570516935273,0.0,0.06013056918456559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055138694930868905,0.0,0.03728680407660854,0.0,0.04056004609692036,0.11972008739220676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179497374050386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134570852572247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343510598257611,0.0,0.0,0.0392219544742716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040928801482486,0.06973354302595954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059931096780053025,0.0,0.0,0.060674472121887466,0.0,0.06753007229749425,0.1905546217868615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571010824875568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052918424671499854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992543028261723,0.0,0.0,0.07488864971839726,0.0,0.0483607644963252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924565373215535,0.1545690527985813,0.0,0.19791017960273244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136578964030078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590859113965258,0.0,0.0,0.045720131107144006,0.0,0.07046723280357388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056871009712197176,0.06497069397784605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059036299094276525,0.0,0.0,0.07275062926245478,0.0,0.0,0.07058471948275326,0.0,0.1010291933115434,0.0,0.056994530647675276,0.0,0.0,0.07460926858946196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452688140531213,0.0,0.1073196210242739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741368944496662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29130654622305274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971610913799324,0.0,0.17169369377609234,0.0,0.0,0.058886026381504475,0.04209466125404288,0.0,0.057247058201143584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967975851434864,0.08206961115117807,0.0,0.0,0.05195671174288861,0.0,0.0,0.05069773832982615,0.0,0.3468794444205671,0.0 adhd,jaytron90000,2019/04/09,Caught in mental loops Have you ever just not done something because of no reason. One time I was about to put food in the microwave and then I just didn’t and stood there. There was nothing holding me back. It wasn’t laziness or anything. It was almost as if it were for fun. I just stood there for a good minute and then put it in. Idk if it’s just me or if it’s relatable to y’all,-0.6331763417305574,1.5304637108433785,1.0009200438116146,101.32576122672508,92.6144578313253,3.500109529025192,17.184008762322016,4.851557810540192,-0.9273759036144577,300,8,71,1,11,96,53,83,0.045,0.877,0.078,0.5574,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,17,11,11,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,10,0,7,2,10,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,5,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576785453973716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176043530561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787067221426555,0.0,0.1568658100926311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633376485932353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327694659678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116412130309523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158359619007852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25932783519525404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469148084950267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437327938337535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517374891143791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645778124367996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810499200041246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005103029814998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theboneladytobe,2019/04/09,"An app to remind you to take yo meds that's actually not garbage Hey kids! Friendly neighbourhood Australian stopping by to tell all of you who own Apple watches or any other Smart watch that can have third party apps - Medisafe is one you wanna download. (Although it can be used to the same affect if you don't have a watch, just make sure you have your phone on you all day). You can set your medication (all of them, not just the ADHD meds!) Into the app and all the dosages for different times of day, and then get it to remind you to take them at set points in the day (I.e. I have meds reminders at 6:45am, 10:45am, 1:30pm and 4:30pm). Here's the best function- if you ignore the reminder or don't tell it you've taken your meds, it'll keep pestering you every 10 minutes to take them for the next 30 mins. Perfect for us procrastinators who put things off and then completely forget! It's a very well set out app and even gives you articles about the conditions you're treating to read every now and then if you're so inclined. Side note: actually not sure if this app is on Android....?",4.620480620155039,5.709067451162795,4.763720930232559,86.43829457364346,69.83720930232559,7.593798449612403,27.356589147286826,7.793537801064563,1.4338124031007755,862,28,176,10,15,269,124,215,0.027999999999999997,0.862,0.109,0.9588,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,14,3,2,8,9,0,0,12,0,13,1,0,3,7,35,22,17,0,5,11,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,12,8,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,2,1,3,19,8,25,19,7,25,0,0,3,0,27,10,0,6,11,115,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.24955763178675755,0.0,0.15367013902567497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869532959212593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418752645730364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340651163662126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738906452215076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359280305833116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445431737938616,0.0,0.21546531696555452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878898987202822,0.0,0.06680473150303369,0.12266076250157988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365321668024098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535157853016027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681214066050071,0.1288115890476063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598699041660858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664534189684575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087474332804365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854069296201762,0.0,0.0,0.12790064826165812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690173982965814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410244700446249,0.0,0.28841806015891397,0.0,0.2235211200703976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494851922496323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745597196321164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380710947913448,0.11043520931977807,0.0,0.1055028790779318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496693135321212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Danyell619,2019/04/09,"*IF* ADHD gives me one super power it's finding 4 leaf clovers. Here is 51 I found today https://imgur.com/gallery/yIhULPZ. Ok you caught me there are some 5 and one 6 leaf in there. Any ideas what to do with them besides make bookmarks? I find them like this all summer long, but the first spring pick is usually the best. So I have loads of them.i usually just laminate them and give them to friends to carry in their wallet.",3.344722222222224,5.8852608024691335,3.218009259259261,90.0247916666667,76.77777777777777,6.025308641975308,21.23611111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5097518518518513,339,9,67,4,8,102,65,81,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9408,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,4,5,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,1,14,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,11,5,7,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,8,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512387020383207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216186269969594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193861487379344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821376911715592,0.17781869136204692,0.0,0.2292136539012875,0.16151229997246475,0.0,0.0,0.40108157586528587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359931565241108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213176910944767,0.0,0.0,0.1850035748138264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954317958452878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833167637362907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981559238718309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604803294569652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Funk-Master-Spunc,2019/04/09,"Repeating ""Dreams"" that Don't Let Me Sleep Once in a while, I'll wont be able to sleep because I'll close my eye's and almost immediately have what I can only describe as a dream, but they are more like a thought loop with some visuals to it. It's not truly a lucid dream because even thought I'm fully conscious that I am experiencing it, I cannot control what's happening. On a given night that this happens, I will experience a unique random scenario over and over again, but it will differ from past night's experiences. An example: One time the dream was me trying to work out a problem on a white board and I'd write this giant equation out and could not get the right answer and then it would start over. this short scene repeated for about 4 hours. I'd open my eyes after trying to ""power through"" the cycle with no luck, go to the bathroom, get a drink of water, watch some tv, then try sleep again just to have the exact same thought loop and visuals continue almost immediately after trying to close my eyes. Can anyone else relate to this experience? Is this connected to ADD? I've tried to look this up but can't find anything that describes what I am experiencing. It's like stress related insomnia but with an unrelated thought loop with visuals.",7.311904315196997,6.704786719512197,7.619268292682928,74.1402720450282,63.918699186991866,10.658661663539712,33.55722326454034,10.035473477838034,3.1160116322701685,1007,36,193,19,13,330,140,246,0.055,0.868,0.077,0.6224,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,5,5,0,1,16,0,19,9,6,1,1,43,32,14,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,19,16,2,1,7,6,0,1,7,2,0,1,6,8,11,3,31,19,4,32,0,0,6,0,2,15,0,6,18,121,30,1,0.11662770282236685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357159507966385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154880154255792,0.11949886396579135,0.0959746620985074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421903302826282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308078857701452,0.0931177306211092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185112650818455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425074813573168,0.0,0.0,0.0974274803681292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770314977721114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422528173855801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659560749065806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218663221875382,0.0,0.06628221120041733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626698487383108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485479441832876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925972790449015,0.0,0.11395680901237892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793789693325172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889439704306204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242046971893662,0.07902994978110871,0.08870062344197678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133433904359577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159696068569296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959942096735948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350135789863636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254968833716335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359663953914555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703574744005469,0.0680065514108637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959127728645526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490635668391971,0.0,0.0,0.08284897387274355,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NanobiteAme,2019/04/09,"Preparing for something...anything. You prepare for important events early on because you know you'll over think and forget essential parts to the event if you do it the night before? But then you've so over prepared for the thing you were preparing for that you missed an essential part anyways? Yeah. Fuck me. I didn't set up my electric account before going to Germany, but I paid all my other newly set up bills.",5.178076923076926,7.025692192307693,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,69.38461538461539,7.764102564102564,30.948717948717945,8.344100000000001,2.4773179487179493,333,14,57,5,6,104,57,78,0.07400000000000001,0.866,0.06,-0.2665,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,1,8,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,11,0,11,6,3,13,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,1,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390730594915165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709818689377715,0.0,0.4944219412010186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26858089392857903,0.0,0.0,0.1651091097906879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596620963404076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726331724560949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292093122325453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300846052896795,0.18615337116680974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yothisblowsyo,2019/04/09,"A change in career... TL;DR - What’s types of professions/jobs exist that help people specifically with adhd. If I have to go back and get a degree that’s fine, because at least it would be something I’m passionate about. ———— So unfortunately because of a lot of variables in life I had to drop out of art school. 1 main reason being I ended up hating anything art related in an academic/professional capacity. Then add that in with a nice dose of ADHD and a sprinkle of depression... you get the gist. Since then I’ve had too many lonely hours in my bed with nothing but me and my thoughts about my future. Lately I’ve been very passionate about learning everything to do with ADHD. Reading a lot of these posts on this subreddit make me legitimately cry because it’s either kids still in grade school not knowing why they feel slower than anyone else or adults with full time jobs just only getting diagnosed at 50 etc. Essentially, I’ve started to really want to help people like us who are from all walks of life. How can I help?",5.210790427846263,6.571053360406093,6.070445975344452,76.6032614213198,68.69543147208122,8.877302393038434,28.792240754169693,9.23628265651192,2.5019560551124,820,29,148,16,14,270,134,197,0.057,0.821,0.121,0.9143,3,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,0,9,8,1,0,8,0,10,6,0,3,1,28,22,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,9,10,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,1,12,5,34,15,8,26,0,2,0,2,9,12,0,4,11,96,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437884077095606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606692991757561,0.1261195769358582,0.10129204059957224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464810616991146,0.0,0.22510236128372715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302122028041056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520786239043014,0.0,0.0,0.10601666992640828,0.12493309115080226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028253507872058,0.0,0.10902062218682684,0.0,0.13727715356228415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062476377054532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062237669751602276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292730265730176,0.0,0.06995450967101148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152524199006333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475125740534882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121820744037615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429435793671056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764668331564673,0.0,0.13885013920491945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388328492109958,0.0601352350333469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092923137558448,0.0,0.0,0.0821630916098556,0.12479327318289855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810754341630912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361499123248083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066930274103118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178855646285506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312265175469628,0.0,0.07885418438756311,0.12655634410846126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491459711226938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182077569790693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476018909634397,0.0,0.0,0.08712326982665172,0.0,0.09829930754665206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771918835939994,0.0717743851963323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480613228719097,0.0,0.0,0.10156159813401112,0.0726012830645545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106898586022568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743913697281308,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RATMlLK,2019/04/09,"Just finished cleaning the ENTIRE house! 5 hours, 37 minutes. Wall to wall, every single corner. Spring cleaning is officially DONE, and the house is SPOTLESS! Yippee!!!!!!!!!!",4.47111111111111,7.6837805555555585,3.5604444444444496,79.15400000000002,95.29629629629628,3.641481481481482,27.62222222222222,5.6839178017228535,1.5678800000000002,133,6,17,1,5,39,22,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606249052267097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969100208413472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470404686372132,0.8132386060574602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AGhostter,2019/04/09,"Just got prescribed Concerta.. and I have a couple questions I was prescribed Ritalin when I was 9 years old and I was on it until about 11 or 12. At the time I begged to be taken off of it as it made me feel awful and numb, completely dissociated from myself. Jump to now, Im 22 and the symptoms of my ADHD/ADD are driving me crazy. I started to do some research on the current ADHD/ADD medications that are out there (since i havent been on any for years). I went to see my doctor today and asked about possible medications I could be on. We talked about Vyvanse, Adderall and Ritalin. I told him exactly how horrible Ritalin made me feel and how I wasn't interested in trying it again. At this point I wasnt aware of Concerta and I hadn't done my research on it. I now know that it is basically an XR Ritalin.. (it is my fault for not educating myself on all the medications available, otherwise I would have said something). He also told me that he has rarely heard of adults being prescribed Vyvanse or Adderall which confused me. So basically, Im wondering what you guys think of him prescribing me Concerta when I said I didnt want Ritalin? Excuse me if I have got anything wrong in this post, Im not too educated on ADHD/ADD medication and I'm very open to information. Thanks!",3.722913385826772,5.342594874015749,5.669299212598425,77.03662598425198,72.70078740157481,9.174488188976378,30.02283464566929,9.642632912329526,2.965487244094488,1014,44,195,26,20,351,138,254,0.102,0.885,0.012,-0.9552,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,0,15,6,0,1,6,1,24,12,0,4,2,36,46,20,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,12,3,0,2,14,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,20,6,35,2,31,21,2,32,0,0,1,0,18,15,0,7,13,138,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978585185800929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882470217837384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504192577737034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080881906062516,0.0,0.103162548664638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570009399986575,0.0,0.0,0.0881056621239185,0.12210040669274536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294811422930312,0.0,0.11292657596043428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115927620329146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176514284671107,0.0,0.0,0.1092640555444763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357591483766988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064558862572578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883207067642764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446649021023382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579398080575486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043166152712107,0.12440327954002775,0.10568499602582684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361748823215825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993663625107914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793482899986506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091282832710577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495298164460971,0.0,0.0,0.07810644547022631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469611886085808,0.0,0.08869531751498155,0.0,0.10159564587053764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070795779234204,0.0,0.0,0.0643460939270373,0.0,0.10459909464571182,0.2108887061482924,0.0,0.07492054792117195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105047873325486,0.06508741198571727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022957487320749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967009377786435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838962194049168,0.12065062981221165,0.0,0.14212383246325114 adhd,sensitivekolache,2019/04/09,concerta and lexapro concerta and lexapro? im feeling unlike myself. possibly manic? but i don't even know what that feels like. :( i was also prescribed lorazepam to help me sleep. my mind is just everywhere and im making irrational decisions. i just dont know what medication is causing this or its the combination of all or if this is just temporary.,2.6877264957264977,5.7024623538461565,4.291282051282053,77.15982905982908,87.0,8.427350427350428,30.299145299145298,8.841846274778883,3.6404017094017096,283,15,47,9,9,94,47,65,0.1,0.779,0.121,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,2,1,19,11,8,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775469580195015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540310596542701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898176008352857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333021197675773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25007067959300794,0.17666132052037878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575073651376285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342230907766052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718040719787916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208115531340822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506546789382487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491148445342092,0.0,0.0,0.2496885825223229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278778050578207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474648009063357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hammockdistrict4th,2019/04/09,"Want to get better at remembering to do something? Subscribe to that subreddit! R/waterniggas is the reason I'm hydrated today. Hard to forget to drink water when it's in my face all day. I have to meal prep? Oh right! The subreddit in my newsfeed reminds me. I have to look at my bank stuff? R/Personalfinance. It's working out for me!",0.7100000000000009,3.23567878787879,3.432484848484851,82.20872727272727,94.45454545454544,6.276363636363637,23.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.672004848484849,264,11,50,6,10,92,47,66,0.052000000000000005,0.861,0.08800000000000001,0.5132,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,1,1,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,13,8,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053180247830544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727152420719252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996523740958324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981310127807669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27401427325372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568676687800481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145023264174553,0.0,0.0,0.3465098405973205,0.261225448747022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354864162085546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501669255900117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899446901089548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041981684557856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268905693237245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Spewing_Dark_Matter,2019/04/09,"Dealing with Impatience and Instant Gratification: I Need Advice on How to Get A Hold of These Issues Everyone who has ADHD knows about instant gratification and how impatient it can make us. The choice between an instant high is MUCH more appealing than a slow and steady high. I am not yet diagnosed, and am working on getting there, so it's difficult to get the correct care for my issues. So I'm asking the group of people I know will understand my pains haha. I have terrible patience. I will happily wait in line, or wait my turn for something, but when I feel there is no 'need' to wait, I can easily become irritated by having to wait. For example, if I say to myself I can eat one chocolate bar now but have to save the other one for tomorrow, I'll think ""...well I could just have it now?"" Sometimes I can fight this, but honestly it makes so much more sense even though afterwards I'll hate myself for eating more than required. It occurs in other ways; I don't need new clothes yet as it's not summer and it's still cold enough to have to wear more layers, but I'll think ""why not just buy them now?"" I'm aware of it, and I don't like doing it, but it is SO hard to stop myself because I know in that moment I'll be happy, and I suppose I think it's worth it for that. What are some tips to deal with this?",5.587624378109453,5.119186593283587,6.4802388059701475,80.42496019900497,67.3955223880597,9.683980099502488,29.806965174129356,9.21078282632365,2.2650678606965173,1029,32,215,17,15,343,145,268,0.125,0.772,0.10300000000000001,-0.7444,0,0,1,0,1,0,32.0,1,0,1,2,21,12,2,0,7,1,23,6,1,4,1,47,49,23,0,5,12,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,21,9,3,7,8,1,2,0,6,5,1,2,0,4,24,7,32,45,8,22,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,15,155,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504584231535988,0.12233777337581316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703915092216255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763168792571678,0.13826653636884276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764325688637898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995693223846296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25813828552391216,0.0,0.12706890649489294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562086910479757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293584936393259,0.0,0.0826892166687828,0.0,0.0,0.11962788543983573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633016646372765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622552484578604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332709548099397,0.1121489084320854,0.12360279785733487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645479027068653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613392619043314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640944679460174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061163287381380875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713545000662586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406345667424429,0.2784884870755525,0.0,0.12091279497889787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966889726345258,0.0,0.1332148568328226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679350471434091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995590052392035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638017835632803,0.12381970842498682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997980042037928,0.10466748653399276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406570829407744,0.12300211294708585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361747270609679,0.0,0.13033099155928984,0.15059253091569766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937288195825546,0.0,0.0,0.11256411503162794,0.0,0.11296778498596352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114245896092947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheDemoUnDeuxTrois,2019/04/09,"How do I make myself eat on Adderall? I took my second ever dose of adderall, before breakfast per my prescription. Problem is, I wasn't hungry for breakfast. Now, this isn't all that unusual for me, I typically don't wake up with an appetite, but I can usually start eating something and kinda trick my body into realizing it's hungry. But I got halfway through my meal and I just had no desire to eat. And this is a problem because I have to walk across campus all the time and by the end of the day, if I haven't had breakfast, I'm exhausted. So, what can I do to make myself eat?",4.055903361344537,4.74132890756303,5.6801575630252135,80.83267331932774,70.84873949579833,7.966806722689077,30.00105042016807,8.07648339933343,2.07646974789916,456,18,90,6,8,156,75,119,0.105,0.853,0.042,-0.7976,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,5,0,13,12,2,3,3,21,19,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,0,17,0,14,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936917606701728,0.0,0.15266819295853198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992886299619659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570725825620218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.734341700391117,0.0,0.0,0.1589076483456968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229033395757028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349385339068713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395206229177405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433501453303455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812174709743175,0.0,0.0,0.12699023034940715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461781022916876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993356774789991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975992945002507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jammerparty,2019/04/09,"Is a traditional relationship even possible for a person with severe ADHD? I’m not trying to be negative or self-pitying here. I really don’t think a traditional relationship is possible, not a healthy one at least. I am going to continue to consider the ways in which I find this to be true, but for now I just wanted to open it up for discussion. Aside from the usual annoyances (he does t remember things, it feels like they don’t pay attention, mood swings, anxiety, depression, disorganized, etc), I found something else in my last relationship that I never hear brought up. She would often lament that it seemed like I was “just fine being alone.” As in, if she wasn’t there or we weren’t together for a while or she was out of town, I was perfectly happy occupying myself. Or that I could spend hours absorbed in something that interested me. Obviously, being self-secure and okay with/by yourself is typically regarded as a healthy precursor to a successful relationship... let’s just say I wasn’t the only reason the relationship is over. Nevertheless, it seemed like something that might cause problems for others. As I would guess is the case with many of you, relationships have been a regular nightmare in my life. I spend years single recuperating and piecing myself back together after each one. It has led me to wonder if people with ADHD experience intimacy differently, or if there is a fundamental difference that makes us incompatible. Another part of me coming to this conclusion is that I have had huge success with “friends with benefits” type situations, where many other people will swear it can’t be done. Many of my best and longest friends have been occasional romantic partners. I have always had very close—albeit selective—friendships that are often more meaningful than even my familial relationships. I have never had an issue blurring the lines between friend and partner. In fact, they have been some of my most important and intimate relationships. “Friends” to me means something much deeper than I think it does to most. And maybe it’s true that I regard “relationship” as less important than most. But the most important people in my life exist somewhere in between the two. We know each other and support each other just as any romantic relationship would, but at the end of the day we have the freedom to simply retire to our separate lives, and we will occasionally have sex when the need arises. Whether I’m really okay not being in a relationship, or if I’m just trying to convince myself of it, it does seem true that I find ambiguous friendships much more comfortable than most people do, and thrive in them. It feels like what I need. Does anyone else feel this way? Maybe it’s not ADHD at all, but just my own personal neuroses and background. But it seems like whenever I suspect it could be an ADHD thing, it’s an ADHD thing. Maybe it’s as simple as ADHD people just needing more personal space/time, and so close, clingy relationships are overbearing?",7.996119454713494,8.631299695009242,8.212679644177452,66.29364053835492,62.21626617375232,11.864163585951946,35.57538123844732,11.517796691828833,4.4595623382624785,2409,101,394,69,32,789,254,541,0.063,0.73,0.207,0.9983,2,1,4,0,0,0,63.0,6,1,3,5,19,29,1,0,25,2,52,3,0,4,9,109,79,37,0,14,27,0,3,5,6,6,2,2,0,5,38,27,0,0,21,0,3,4,13,3,0,3,15,5,47,25,62,48,23,42,0,1,0,1,38,22,0,27,19,304,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573250739405812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051322913799311545,0.0,0.0,0.04123282900050596,0.0,0.0,0.033698363142681424,0.051961603132669364,0.037908611214715005,0.0,0.0,0.034649251267468366,0.050773844439233086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03810390373877605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200377913070947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050905523476612285,0.0,0.04268631208002314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912954169077402,0.0,0.0,0.03195817726236588,0.0,0.04268071648818321,0.0,0.0,0.1035465934444861,0.0,0.0,0.17345986839610245,0.050710862304680915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279187882043675,0.0,0.04389006247933686,0.0,0.0552657169439838,0.0654597902440639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048473239917994265,0.04671502318676449,0.0,0.07516784877502443,0.07080265705617864,0.0,0.0,0.09058276560998234,0.0,0.0,0.05433331274466343,0.1531409347942781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02816263325768342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458922682994957,0.0,0.0,0.05275106657757379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585086643590954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048800626812366375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172141530654505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02723353708398116,0.04039305659554258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067223797392146,0.07000279475768349,0.12104770500668258,0.0,0.04375701697878267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03307762469078788,0.15071968350021553,0.14935071173516265,0.053978743332459285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052568875474505714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285566214610226,0.11023080568275934,0.07643807208010911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715803386005592,0.03768798720626478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366206360505677,0.0,0.1717722347009736,0.12980570800264055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172919262539932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741640659754418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349101683893127,0.05094968033257094,0.0,0.6384283476731966,0.05613492851270603,0.0,0.0,0.03940726410537088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804481013283846,0.10339108641771264,0.05598182175742028,0.0,0.0,0.055700679442288806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259610655551206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623319828251437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876426254853364,0.06350429880578233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728771428884804,0.0,0.048406976883465895,0.0,0.05960726128021127,0.0,0.054576639147172576,0.0408871716028572,0.02922818441012664,0.07866718625466547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373910964664118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560504355678983,0.0,0.0,0.03191109814921972 adhd,Libbylarue12,2019/04/09,"Fellow Vyvanse users... Is it just me, or can you pin point the exact minute it starts to kick in? With me, a grade 12 student, I usually get this weird contempt/zen feeling and I’m suddenly interested in everything that is being said by the teacher. Even if it’s a super boring topic I’m deeply interested in it and it feels like I’m soaking up all that information. Except it sucks because the super hyper focus/insane memory/motivation to learn and do work, only lasts about two hours and then it’s a steady slope down to a sucky vyvanse crash. Does this happen to anyone else on Vyvanse? Or any other type of stimulant/non-stimulant ADHD medication user out there?",3.516067708333331,5.909455554687503,5.255937500000002,76.37864583333338,75.484375,7.7041666666666675,25.510416666666664,8.59863814320734,2.171826041666668,533,19,91,11,12,181,93,128,0.09300000000000001,0.773,0.134,0.7554,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,1,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,2,17,15,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,4,5,16,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,3,7,57,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866675449881948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220905394127808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667862098842125,0.2444028879556514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454060993014567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087398209089355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926179026295832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754727613513408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437601046412846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412165755148024,0.1704063780336131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246224445099936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093190813722032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349046887962713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944343548206568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653405020155234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029458314042376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814133441376629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254886091769529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268973164076966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883325547945988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330098316994848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26270786405481633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365318874732605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wdiva12121999,2019/04/09,"Boyfriends reaction to my ADHD So I asked my boyfriend today about what’s annoying about my ADHD and oh boy it’s funny. He started telling me my tendencies such as 1. My short attention span. So when he tells me to do things, he would repeat it a few times because he knows I wouldn’t remember or pay attention. I would tell him “Boi stop nagging me, I know what to do.” (Five seconds later) Me: wait what did you just say? 2. My tendency to leave and forget stuff everywhere and he would have to look out for my stuff too. 3. Tendency to lose focus all the time. We would be playing some video games or he would be talking and I would just zone out or stop doing what I’m suppose to be doing. There has been some conversations that I missed and he had to repeat because I just started staring at his face and its like my ears just stopped working. This question just came up in one of our convos and I thought it would be fun to share it. Honestly, I applaud my boyfriend for living with my ADHD so nicely as he is so understanding and caring about it. He has made me more aware of my tendencies and has lead me to actively try and control it which I’m very grateful for. Just wanted to share this😊",2.3845041322314025,4.37283083884298,3.5231404958677714,89.39561983471077,77.38842975206613,6.7140495867768575,25.462809917355372,7.686295010490155,1.311018181818182,941,35,196,14,22,304,135,242,0.08199999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.13,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,4,17,12,2,0,2,0,24,2,2,3,1,52,40,20,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,8,0,2,0,1,17,15,0,5,8,3,1,2,1,4,0,3,6,4,31,8,27,22,5,21,0,2,2,0,26,7,0,6,13,136,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005695555130259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386550578749533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545367001919945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270712533612186,0.11327603910664105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461050030476715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122117664170322,0.0,0.0,0.11764112729272815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054278894963258786,0.0,0.09810522753676976,0.0,0.09329781812309212,0.12429487891343408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051275338105919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528568727568424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445982680354248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585706967112684,0.0,0.0,0.0883528832309022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572773369607395,0.0,0.0,0.2786590984991608,0.0,0.0,0.2543707449955012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929969387072605,0.2913245093746331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738113268745247,0.0,0.0,0.08820269111633945,0.129569105798417,0.0,0.1053118404975486,0.0,0.0,0.07543106199329679,0.0,0.0,0.11566124883368473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167090332913393,0.06553092235315154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808836831445296,0.0,0.0,0.5524664217501469,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Toy4x4funrun,2019/04/09,"Getting the correct dose is life changing In less than a week I have repaired my Mother's Jeep, organized my workbench, and took up leatherworking! I am a new man.",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,76.09677419354837,6.713978494623658,32.913978494623656,7.793537801064563,2.6037010752688183,130,7,23,2,3,41,28,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878768594640615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409522417980043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257514623580497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44541925473443705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123979997471059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36993803442005824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scrappydoosghost,2019/04/09,"How do I stop feeling entirely guilty and hopeless over the friends I recently lost because of the things I say I’m really sick of the my head telling me I’m a bad person. And just recently I finally concluded with myself that I’m NOT a bad person! But recently it feels like I lost a whole group of friends just because my RSD popped out and I told one person I was romantically involved with that she doesn’t ‘listen to me’ and that she makes me unhappy. In reality this person was manipulative and toxic to my life, but I can’t help but feel fucking terrible, I don’t want to be a bad person, and I’m not! I don’t think I am ?! How am I suppose to stop feeling terrible for always saying stupid shit :(",4.723125000000003,5.011916729166668,6.465277777777778,77.20750000000002,69.20833333333334,10.011111111111113,31.972222222222207,9.994966539143718,3.0526305555555533,555,23,113,13,9,193,77,144,0.299,0.602,0.099,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,14,3,0,7,0,10,5,2,5,0,29,26,11,0,1,7,0,4,1,2,0,2,3,0,5,6,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,5,7,21,3,13,20,1,9,0,3,0,1,17,3,2,0,7,74,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388406946380148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127301971053168,0.15221314364833632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525088936130106,0.08919189299084378,0.0,0.13676558199765818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291549832446692,0.1154205554155955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281307229404081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368341134744157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818428627803096,0.06099473890182825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725740763507177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333743631884191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460066922020767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450650817895121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998123538336398,0.0,0.3698189089048536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856929834479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815533430362816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875810591550897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912321383253974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294388848108626,0.07999796701202512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929822529457156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363896228233907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938904737807986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,call_me_whateva,2019/04/09,"Finally approved for treatment! I have a genetic condition that affects my adrenaline production and creates issues with hypertension. It's under control, but my primary had been nervous to treat me without my cardiologist's approval, and my former psych wouldn't treat me despite my diagnosis at 5 and very long history of issues. I haven't been medicated for adhd aside from Wellbutrin since I was a teenager. Needless to say, I finally got the nerve to ask today, and he said NO PROBLEM with a smile. I don't know why I was so apprehensive. I'm beyond excited to tears. I'm so burnt out of being dysfunctional. Just wanted to share.",5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,7.230427350427353,66.37846153846156,68.23076923076923,10.328205128205127,36.93162393162393,10.504223727775694,4.6474034188034175,513,28,80,15,9,176,82,117,0.135,0.705,0.16,0.276,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,16,17,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,2,13,4,17,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460305207638056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805155745112546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376082749802995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641435890770679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943614443420232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442233623838426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642745778713355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874809669469507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134170237774664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027122536646314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151827535174505,0.16847196763262953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524486764718064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008094397697052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479879426411396,0.12495487442966802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911620648474587,0.0,0.0,0.20421625782352185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stinkyjazz,2019/04/09,"Passing Permit Test? Hey guys. I’m not used to using reddit so bare with me. I know this has been covered a few times but I was wondering, how did y’all pass the permit test? I’m just no good at studying because I struggle with retaining the information and I panic once I start making mistakes taking the test. I start university in August so I really need to know how to drive on my own!",1.810917721518987,4.05256330379747,3.9447943037974684,84.36883702531647,80.51898734177216,6.481645569620253,22.53322784810127,7.645422480735847,1.1590113924050631,307,10,60,5,8,105,58,79,0.174,0.778,0.048,-0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,7,0,20,16,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,10,1,8,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,38,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563062990375254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214136443669056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527905809298489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280616228331182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041705332398854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930429321523293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718898707410557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995436219865085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635539447493605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614102300412413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266898626429449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195644175201987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886951050211766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410004660627129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768657302283811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nugget0525,2019/04/09,"YO PAT YOURSELF ON THE BACK BY BEING HERE THO. I think we rock by being on this forum, discussion on what works and what doesn't, expressing how we feel, and empathizing with others! Love this community. I CAN DO THIS THING. WE CAN DO THIS THING. Let's finesse all the resources we can to figure out how to do life w our curious nature and gregarious style !!!!!!!",3.3106190476190456,5.266545300000004,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,74.57142857142857,8.095238095238095,24.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.8325238095238088,281,9,55,6,6,93,48,70,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.8257,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,1,15,13,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,10,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,1,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31624280585053266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795149642521307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205535166542905,0.2904935985472323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711890654840358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464617259906019,0.26352651129383103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994109370962397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnknownUser374,2019/04/09,"Sitting down eating efter a really tough workout. Still its like my body is stressed, shaking on the inside wanting to run 10 laps around my yard or just shout out loud. No energy but still an overflow of energy.",5.136416666666669,6.822520475000005,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,69.25,8.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.2985833333333336,169,6,30,3,3,53,37,40,0.13699999999999998,0.727,0.135,0.2272,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160531701096801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943597907572856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36328570195632737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345038296254228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274421721747201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670569851257662,0.0,0.4066872088012984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094066871799179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_whale_54,2019/04/09,"I can never keep the same friends So far every year in high school I moved to a new “friend group” but each time I don’t feel understood or I convince myself that these people don’t like me, and idk if this is a result of me going down the rabbit hole that is my brain",5.290114942528739,3.9579351379310346,5.78448275862069,88.02545977011495,68.3103448275862,8.422988505747126,24.50574712643678,6.42735559955562,0.5994298850574711,210,3,49,1,3,68,48,58,0.027999999999999997,0.7959999999999999,0.175,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,1,11,9,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,4,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224687680059236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338114160641036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460587756889478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463526190072074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416858274494686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052016325467207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567564006350016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112480174455194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30701767964206844,0.0,0.0,0.22279042315270747,0.2789875258564196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002625540571403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923467062251134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843944944345135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601952839630265 adhd,Hiyoheyyo,2019/04/09,"Yay...but what??? Psychiatrist: *writing script for Ritalin on after 30 mins talking with me* Me: So do you think it’s ADHD? Psychiatrist: Me: Psychiatrist: I think you’re...creatively minded, like me. 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I take 2 multivitamins and 1 concerts 54 everyday. Today I wasn’t thinking and took 2 multivitamins and 2 concerta, my resting heart rate when sitting down is like 110-120. What do I do?",4.081521739130434,6.2961986739130475,6.594999999999999,68.26250000000003,73.13043478260869,8.947826086956523,35.413043478260875,9.516144504307137,3.8356260869565215,193,11,34,5,4,69,31,46,0.063,0.863,0.075,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,1,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436206953169046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412196901659612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449227406833627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939483340180732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348411490147117,0.0,0.5096878825696481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,infinitevoyage,2019/04/09,"What are some ways you've found to make yourself finish something you started and abandoned or still haven't even started at all? I know for people like us, often time our incentive to finish things is a lot lower halfway through than for others. I have so many games that I buy, binge hardcore (super interested in) then completely abandon the next day because I suddenly seemingly lose all interest and drive to keep going. This same affliction bleeds into tasks I don't seem to EVER want to do- something as simple as cutting my toenails, where I just find 0 will to do it even though it's so quick and important (and the longer I put it off, the worse the consequences.) What are some ways you guys have found to help cope with these moments of complete lack of drive?",8.935420743639924,7.669312150684933,7.900450097847358,75.56910958904113,61.05479452054794,10.808610567514675,37.295499021526425,9.606745405546679,3.428684148727985,618,24,112,9,7,190,105,146,0.11900000000000001,0.772,0.109,-0.3796,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,0,2,11,8,1,0,5,0,10,2,1,1,3,28,21,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,3,6,1,1,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,12,4,20,18,7,24,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,7,14,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892345722500656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402918045933536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465619678543092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436681551245074,0.14679017879266326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483195938432107,0.0,0.0,0.3558599618449515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922266017869206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068121188588402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877184669409123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442405722317549,0.0,0.0,0.08918401049051147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928106995340146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815481136205118,0.0,0.13796336339572865,0.0,0.0,0.10832214773745356,0.1645249114839399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172585008033265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250346757609464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313469736691674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29546447294445505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985980935731844,0.0,0.0,0.2297230914908895,0.0,0.12959580641291962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781061355898394,0.0,0.15943778594122288,0.0,0.09462588864011796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520103462623345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957160539599756,0.25761821325522377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537563835440913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,d0kim0s,2019/04/09,"In your opinion, is it better to pay just to get initial diagnosis and help? ++ I am really accepting that the only way for me to get my diagnosis reinstated from age 5 and my teens is by going to a private practice, single psych office and paying a bit more. I notice that a lot of these state and multi-psych offices do not have the experience to recognize neurological disorders such as adult ADHD and adult autism. This disorder is ruining my life, do you think that biting the bullet and paying more will get me help quicker? A lot of the places that take insurance have long wait lists and private practices seem to be freed up.",10.304918032786883,7.373525557377054,10.562065573770493,62.79686885245904,59.819672131147534,13.694426229508196,39.97377049180328,11.979248473330829,4.715581639344262,506,19,90,12,5,172,82,122,0.049,0.838,0.114,0.8463,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,0,0,16,18,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,14,16,6,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,2,63,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443492382355061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981862599335835,0.2219710630367872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660410635527534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198884435141628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186764590074287,0.0,0.11555054741607948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725601114090399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360981767745312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799304096456798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457081114312677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314793764785392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463282544809573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124244818675879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025099046340927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509345963767804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528701536508191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027823824465112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138470348700978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zeldaslayer56,2019/04/09,Anxiety And no one to talk too about issues My anxiety has been very prevealent recently but i have been holding it in and I dont have anyone at all to talk too no one wants to talk to me because i am different than everyone and i am losing myself because i have been holding in anger and stress because i am scrutonized for letting it out and i like to talk to people i just need help i am desperate and everyone abuses my friendship and only talks to me when they need something from me because i am too nice. sorry about this cluster of text i am stressed and it is hard for me to think straight.,3.08532786885246,4.7632626147540975,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,74.49180327868852,7.1750819672131145,29.41311475409836,7.908726449838941,1.9613154098360648,477,21,95,7,10,156,66,122,0.233,0.6509999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9267,1,0,1,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,2,0,0,16,0,0,0,1,18,20,10,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,1,19,2,19,16,1,7,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,77,23,0,0.0,0.16442096262736974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123188956815988,0.0,0.0,0.09703192137051267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383740946930032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449861764072676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263859790395235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652033064621209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431157343855632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301528723739166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484088745398718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190276646381048,0.0,0.0677965090998494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524927128718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579390084656712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880696644959075,0.1055416113607226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962063499870825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701963739975812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683270829175597,0.0,0.15534279169632184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179234612384099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576944328194703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891886408809017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450062194434747,0.08185074100429379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raveramen,2019/04/09,"How did you find the right dosage for stimulants? On 40mg Vyvanse the medication worked somewhat but I was also more anxious and still couldn't be productive. On a few occasions when I accidentally double-dosed and took 80mg, my anxiety was gone and I was very happy about how well it worked because I felt normal. I had the sudden ability to control my impulses so I could stop myself from getting hyperfocused on the wrong things and it vanished my brainfog. At that dose I also got euphoria though which you shouldn't chase, so I stayed on 40mg where I still had ADHD symptoms and an increased anxiety. I was reluctant when my shrink advised to up the dose to 50mg, since on 40mg I had more anxiety than on 30mg and I was concerned about tolerance. How did you find the most effective dose with the least side effects and was that dose sustainable over the long-term? Did anyone else have a paradoxical effect where a higher dosage reduced the side effects?",6.74635375494071,7.164112271739133,6.902114624505932,75.37094861660081,64.8695652173913,10.386561264822133,34.11857707509881,10.230975488527342,3.459408695652174,774,32,141,17,11,249,106,184,0.114,0.7440000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.8612,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,7,17,3,0,0,13,0,17,6,0,9,0,28,22,18,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,7,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,16,1,20,2,18,2,7,24,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,2,6,103,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383419862193946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25796040475800897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701496049620713,0.18220705484916908,0.0,0.11277478702874527,0.1652563701611992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831833155023068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089574807190786,0.1287735937347323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473359683316805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485966866306014,0.0,0.29482461312898944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426517784877423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899499438892068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169174170324594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273286470315558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247848342279253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802584761114616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377371987731604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341728705125108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190921155822028,0.25760610920508803,0.13484215738043145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676377097349917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071511241708453,0.0,0.1584624874578409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791944671518871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307768280837906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501531103027201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348359782434979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634071196724502,0.0,0.0 adhd,MichiganBrolitia,2019/04/09,"I see a lot of people here that forget to take their meds... Am I the only person to use a pill reminder app? If you have problems remembering, why don't you? I haven't missed a dose of medicine in over a year. Reminder goes off on my phone and I immediately take my dose no matter where I am. Easy and painless. I just don't understand people sometimes I guess.",1.8046332046332048,3.807399000000004,3.522046332046333,88.64013513513515,79.27027027027026,5.850193050193052,22.73359073359073,6.868970318607317,0.6030833976833976,282,9,60,3,7,94,51,74,0.13,0.779,0.091,-0.3853,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,12,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,12,0,8,13,1,6,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,3,1,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27922146934027164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154878019693659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815436812958198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927723797406334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514429388382833,0.2213168093291656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253281260503734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287127664758013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197965388213085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506844397987919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811499042999292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638671341021221,0.0,0.21891331687265253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287137181531419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322384893347253 adhd,r0b0t_LM,2019/04/09,"How come whenever it's time it be a fucking adult and do all ""unimportant"" small things it's like fucking Nirvana - Breed starts playing at 100% https://youtu.be/tGc8jL4dzao First post here.. fml.",7.306145833333333,10.640898156250003,4.42625,82.32708333333336,67.4375,8.016666666666666,32.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.005029166666666,159,7,25,3,3,43,28,32,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31833209938805984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143365692181533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6832806668639371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805420434946272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539239636255549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615673350526532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455106684835227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548588222413306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaijakyllikki,2019/04/09,"Any other (creative) small business owners? First time posting. I'm just so tired and lost, and wanted to know if any of you guys were in the same situation and would like to chat. Running my own creative business has been the best thing for me as working for anyone else turned out to be kind of impossible for me. My business is my super focus and I do absolutely love everything I get to create, but of course running your own business also lets you to leave everything to the last possible minute and the stress levels are always through the roof. I'm very newly diagnosed but of course all of this is very familiar to me. I don't have any specific questions (unless any of you happen to have a solution for how to solve the mess called my brain) - I would just like to chat and share feelings and whatnot. Thank you so much for reading.",6.062407407407408,6.581836845679014,6.169975308641978,79.6808888888889,66.34567901234567,8.949135802469135,31.63209876543209,8.841846274778883,2.5064795061728384,667,25,125,10,10,212,98,162,0.07,0.7759999999999999,0.155,0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,5,6,11,0,1,7,0,14,4,1,1,1,23,25,16,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,1,16,8,26,18,6,10,0,1,0,1,13,4,0,2,5,89,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775013737257445,0.12251793338167676,0.0,0.0,0.40052103245556425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029556972300052,0.15086780706851924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452239639083493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437183319019885,0.15035151911029968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944849919532202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300259453143095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646649461252663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445046186013084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524478172579664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692836640356157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579367428145348,0.13020645822816648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533308785683729,0.08092087695854401,0.12002266002641387,0.0,0.15590902842101373,0.0,0.1505658968079343,0.0,0.14387093990404215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607330782297949,0.0,0.13289251502287427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824051341692532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599430733577888,0.14101804852698466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494580697194158,0.0,0.1472828003549281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550724989402818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866630669195454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556152962337908,0.0,0.0,0.0978216761799455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585855076067188,0.16923411567765087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015805242183448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298171568788424,0.08684770939154618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719462440034126,0.0,0.0,0.20919434028487488,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nolayelde,2019/04/09,"Tips for doing things? I really struggling with executive functioning, I can make myself a schedule and stick to it well enough, but as soon as I slip up it literally like my brain goes ""oh this schedule is made up there's no consequences for not sticking to it"" and them literally I can't do anything Does anyone else know how to fix this?",4.509545454545453,6.10075995454546,5.470121212121214,79.35518181818183,70.66666666666666,8.916363636363636,28.35151515151515,9.3871,2.479918787878788,271,10,52,6,5,89,52,66,0.08,0.846,0.07400000000000001,-0.1044,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,3,0,9,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,7,2,10,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448021279732013,0.3142920715891248,0.2524214404217361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424240397475057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684308327343365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562424747684113,0.0,0.0,0.3169451153510732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857665361675686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498580002670138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29024544439458744,0.2047517831697271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650593164645866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206719551891705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378487531771725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757967058781893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lkasjflk8,2019/04/09,"Trouble finding the right doctor (Orange County, CA) I'm getting really annoyed looking for someone that will let me continue on Adderall and not changing to Adderall XR. Is anyone else experiencing this? This post is out of desperation, as I'm starting to freak out about all these copayments. I don't want to schedule another appointment unless I know someone will be right for me, however, it's impossible to know if someone's right for what I need unless I meet them. Any help?",6.670151515151512,8.106679045454545,7.427727272727271,67.93242424242426,65.36363636363636,9.957575757575757,38.53030303030303,10.125756701596842,4.421812121212121,388,21,60,9,6,129,64,88,0.147,0.8220000000000001,0.03,-0.8546,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,13,16,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,15,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,3,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277174657377705,0.204729018245988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651825131021394,0.2000492420928258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654091232360025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983919979518106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310024179173238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844831140013984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200626424882216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086708146567622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460058868213552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199648912029152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395471390649338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477000494817915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869885582443728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507748761798204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002086551159611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962855759948853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138193804014538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515921639522587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amazinggstatic,2019/04/09,"When there’s so much going on around you and you just want to scream at the top of your lungs. I work in an office building. The person next to me is playing music off their phone The one behind me is eating pretzels out of the loudest bag of my entire life The fingernails on the keyboards The side conversations The ringing of phones And sometimes it becomes overload and I feel like I’m going to explode and then other times I can tune it out. I feel like I’m in a movie zoning in on every loud aspect and then seeing them all combined and it drives me absolutely fucking crazy. Ya know?",1.584370460048426,4.1584155,2.797142857142859,90.02067796610174,84.67796610169492,4.388377723970945,21.14043583535109,5.773587663045528,0.1808673123486684,471,15,90,3,14,151,80,118,0.068,0.8490000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.0699,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,2,2,5,5,1,0,10,0,3,4,1,0,1,15,13,10,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,9,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,6,14,3,19,13,2,21,0,0,1,1,10,13,1,0,7,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194233475338788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722226220077409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522150459898547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767371299403986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492598075798365,0.3521769671788476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278708288013093,0.0,0.0,0.28016549606581675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354613639454114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409920034669735,0.2408396261139645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119437322855386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621389244118279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702418856796905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522064504161484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641613091006055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437793450887324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372701865768578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538286795557773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944355739403706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dr_Correlate,2019/04/09,"Surviving TL;DR: Always in go mode, hard to do things for enjoyment as I feel I'm wasting time. Medication helps a little. I get a sense of guilt whenever my medication (30mg Vyvanse 1x day) starts taking effect. In a way, for 6-8 hours I get to be the ""authentic"" version of myself. I'm told by most people that I do almost everything quick or that I'm in go mode all of the time. When my medication is effective I slow down and metaphorically ""smell the roses."" However, more often than not I'm still disregarding novelty unless I'm motivated by fear. I'm just this hypervigilant, anxious, and monochromatic insomniac. I didn't get treated until adulthood so the normal way I cope through life feels more like surviving than living. Normal things like eating food is more like an objective to get out of the way than something to ever be savored in my mind. Does anyone else feel like they live like this?",4.92904740608229,6.610463040697674,6.378139534883722,72.89995527728088,69.75581395348837,9.710912343470484,29.509838998211087,10.035473477838034,3.1716032200357787,721,28,127,19,13,245,108,172,0.063,0.7559999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9648,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,7,9,0,2,9,0,7,6,0,3,2,22,25,8,0,2,4,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,6,12,7,25,21,6,23,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,16,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812310330042762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646436786803977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454669761882918,0.0,0.08946537801824439,0.13109954818736316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251694639751238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119696106653136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309244459722211,0.10688552370632863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573779372041584,0.0,0.0,0.11499290515403585,0.0,0.0,0.1439789408596302,0.1940855793264921,0.18281452690939945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547172380829107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26739366798692704,0.0,0.14543348200735426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461776447006397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576196077157883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600464268602446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037462955526833,0.3125487071298279,0.12823917400327906,0.225963789793808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866874677106517,0.0,0.0,0.12919268336169668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507270031834521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870418464129792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850190016889986,0.0,0.0,0.09056342867918653,0.0,0.10218076463300224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620222161467716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000813890397426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921695266152776,0.0,0.0,0.12226138434239173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046814562417316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Purdygreen,2019/04/09,"What are your hobbies? If you look at my posts, I have several. My hobby is collecting hobbies? I'm disabled so work from home, I have a doggy day care for toy breed dogs. So I can do hobbies while I'm stuck at home all day. I just got into succulents and cacti. I even sell some for extra pocket money so that's nice. I also make parrot toys to sell. I have a pet parrot name Pixel. She is a white cap Pionus. There are pictures of her in my posts. I do some polymer clay sculpting. Just started. I have one of my things posted. I use to crochet but my disability got in the way of that. It hurts my hands too much. I have a tortoise, and his tortoise table (home) is kind of like a little zen garden so that is fun. I decorate it with amethyst. I love playing the video game stardew valley. I read a lot. What about you guys?",-0.40469298245614027,1.84674461988304,1.8179897660818725,94.71891447368424,94.02923976608187,4.253508771929825,18.23611111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.1834660818713454,634,19,137,6,24,212,107,171,0.034,0.843,0.12300000000000001,0.9401,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,1,11,8,0,0,8,0,14,2,1,2,1,15,25,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,4,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,26,7,16,22,6,14,1,1,2,1,10,6,0,4,5,94,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316208425434234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780828019232027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229109183246453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087087213074654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632718747868499,0.0,0.0,0.1629678459372722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952850935067351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619469531966994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139291618179578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080409308856122,0.164960262427199,0.0,0.0,0.13821233977110434,0.0,0.0,0.13992670261182047,0.1485469587154745,0.0,0.10986366655367877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099100596537125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152898533939604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728889861645504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463238776132072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859374201176416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649612590957215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093448527968614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215105591991484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306421727707324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982191354101054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stinamariaaa01,2019/04/09,The problem of having lots of ideas of what you want to do but then not having the mental energy to do them? Mentally I'm all over the place. I can never concentrate because my thoughts are always racing. As this happens it just makes me depressed and then I end up wasting my time on my phone. Which then causes me to feel utterly useless. I've scheduled an appointment to go see a doctor and hopefully I can't get prescribed medicine to help. I know medication doesn't fix everything completely but does anyone else have this problem? What do you guys do to help focus and get the motivation to do something? I'm currently sitting in my hotel room trying to get the motivation to go and do something. Help!,3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,5.054999999999996,79.00666666666669,73.70588235294117,8.062745098039215,29.715686274509807,8.841846274778883,2.70706568627451,568,25,100,12,12,187,86,136,0.113,0.726,0.161,0.7574,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,1,5,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,4,2,23,28,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,2,13,1,17,27,2,17,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,2,8,70,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134355408498074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290310223768532,0.1654443989416083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843019819691556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587346944893386,0.0,0.0,0.16929750895545306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907328790585705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652706901021115,0.14130288923478015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488689678685792,0.0,0.14301389005699647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451182123722427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164373932856538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530831644305011,0.0,0.18353347017111388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988001204278676,0.14278678558700722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32468844282276466,0.0,0.0,0.1603754671842082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227920710933088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873931496965289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727544087007376,0.0,0.0,0.10778202430452326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626633515222849,0.3254461912531824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453509312933955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870107142839036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309008662871308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286701417901887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486139409841351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818860303824978,0.09415405844764192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962706851946703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523878790929953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stateofstates,2019/04/09,"I don't want to make a Federal Case out of this, But. I got a DUI for Adderal and I failed the divided attention test (FST's) I claimed the FST evidence should be removed because the defendant has attention deficit disorder. The judge didn't agree. I'm at a crossroads with this, I don't want to claim I have a disability. But it's being used against me. I want to make an argument that ""You wouldn't ask someone in a wheelchair to walking in a straight line."" Would that be a correct or incorrect of describing a person with a disability in a wheelchair vs ADHD? Thanks in advance if anyone replies to this. I would recommend representing yourself in the court of law in ProPer but only as a last resort because sometimes you can't see the picture when you're in the frame and that's even truer if you have ADD.",4.8159457933370975,5.806671260869567,5.729361942405423,80.05486730660645,69.31055900621118,9.33280632411067,35.13325804630152,9.573946990214177,3.35412546583851,647,33,126,14,11,213,94,161,0.08900000000000001,0.852,0.06,-0.0227,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,19,0,14,0,0,3,1,27,25,10,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,1,12,2,22,16,0,15,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,3,2,84,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718431830140065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158161239283762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114623738377013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757735052664332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25923978123743585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494000760411339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090930350197276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437962310626665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019746702907858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203196446123167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750529369619485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024862630887828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916548177860964,0.0,0.22371325548023674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082505398077908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536039342874986,0.0,0.0,0.4002481178570402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32136576217524937,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,holachicaxxx,2019/04/09,I officially got diagnosed with combined ADHD! I’m not really sure what to do from here.,2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,82.52941176470588,10.458823529411768,26.14705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.9414941176470575,71,3,12,3,2,26,16,17,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.355,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721022550576982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831660895397683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807291370961598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049605798066581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448657897073868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aomites,2019/04/09,"Have meds helped you at work? TL;DR: Please share your experiences at work before/after ADHD treatment — it will help me a ton. So I am finally going in for a real set of tests to find out for certain if I have adhd. So now I’m thinking of all the costs of actually treating this disorder and running into a brick wall: I don’t make a ton of money and have crap insurance. ADHD, with all the regulation surrounding the meds, is super expensive. My biggest consideration: will I get a return on my investment? ADHD does hugely effect my work: I’m prone to clerical errors, impulsive decisions that annoy coworkers, generally bad at socializing because of impulsive statements. I can’t proofread and I have hard time completing tasks without getting derailed. It’s even hard to just look and apply for jobs because job boards are crazy busy. I’m coasting at this job because it’s low expectation, but I’m bored and want to do more with my life. Has medicating adhd/doing any kind of therapy actually helped you guys get: better job security, promotions, raises, better job? Or has it done nothing? What was your before v. After? Thank you everyone — you’re all rockstars. I’m so happy I found this group!",4.113514840913947,6.672578860986548,5.85456758488149,72.00195814648731,74.2914798206278,8.731923980354473,29.453128336536412,9.362217197678863,3.2396975870168685,958,42,155,25,21,327,139,223,0.079,0.773,0.14800000000000002,0.9634,5,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,0,8,6,15,2,0,8,0,16,3,1,2,4,30,31,11,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,7,0,4,2,3,5,0,0,3,3,17,10,25,26,6,21,0,1,1,0,12,13,1,2,5,95,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.18050751025003567,0.0,0.5557556784920044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628941813656607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722259746016849,0.16913724651491607,0.0,0.07869943712962091,0.0,0.0,0.16359408069546805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697062836100563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599786164680584,0.0,0.0809358037390122,0.09464608584979067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108664540079296,0.0,0.0,0.08837508096347403,0.0,0.09046981688324604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131474590016112,0.08453124065337071,0.0,0.0,0.10140697966518833,0.0,0.0,0.14496157464948287,0.0,0.0525623679804166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157645216288228,0.0,0.09845389624755442,0.16569997582437238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597581568884508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588942870801814,0.0,0.0,0.09631074829215372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532614731094226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766560114097823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061735643290421575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054639240879744,0.09317069994558264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874355902866995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152271030768224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527020266717683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427862426394913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514940030057085,0.1057666923227478,0.0,0.0,0.05926179366159226,0.0,0.0,0.05392978471295223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054551098624465916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915395475444755,0.0,0.20199443031867015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1d3kanym0re,2019/04/09,"Did anyone else with ADHD also struggle with anger issues as a child? I know I definitely did. I don't know if this is common among people with adhd or not so that's why I'm asking. Or maybe they were just separate. Also I did kind of grow out of that just a bit it has gotten better (but so has my adhd) except for very few times where I lash out because someone pissed me off",2.604791666666668,3.662100562500002,4.507500000000004,86.4941666666667,74.625,6.333333333333334,19.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.11445833333333333,295,5,62,2,6,101,59,80,0.126,0.804,0.069,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,2,1,2,0,8,1,1,0,0,15,13,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,2,12,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,2,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6634618181281847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29431834073071483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866970117253834,0.1885482413731361,0.0,0.0,0.17203203878616846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121756970121895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274901366090394,0.20090005343402947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372347045981266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206703776488684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162648456296907,0.20226301869657254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487086777650655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757494779960513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559178990028697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237562342217013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107302406439954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183416551541312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660476705031596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IThinkYouAreNice,2019/04/09,"My ADHD is destroying my genius!!!!!! Something just occurred to me. The difficulty that I go through to accomplish tasks, due to my adult attention deficit disorder, is the very reason I don’t accomplish my genius! I have ideas that I’m sure many people don’t have. However, I don’t try to fulfill these ideas due to the fact that my scatterbrain causes such frustration, that accomplishing any goal has proven to be very difficult. If only there was a way that I could be calm and systematic while taking the steps to accomplish my goals, then I might be able to achieve some very cool things.",6.722961038961039,7.653181581818185,6.629480519480518,75.52136363636366,65.0,11.012987012987013,32.98701298701299,10.914260884657429,3.7229740259740254,474,19,86,13,7,150,70,110,0.141,0.6990000000000001,0.16,0.3331,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,7,3,6,2,0,5,1,14,0,0,2,2,13,17,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,13,3,9,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,56,20,7,0.19877619811615546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388903620660941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517463104526278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041979108890773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870661962929986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781474420329745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296909418869433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44878826510229536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152786573181175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108701338591261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117825586587388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378063875162858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043750377924541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302762863620514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734421430479986,0.0,0.14945496298026534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320580735027475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349559905085399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920335429201013,0.0,0.15777929379416772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RockLaShine,2019/04/09,"How do you guys decide to do something? For instance, I want to start a new hobby. I can make list after list after list and come up with 50 things. I can then let it sit, and narrow it down to 10ish. How the hell do you pick!? Flip a coin? Eenie meenie minie moe? I get so frustrated trying to decide what to do I quit. Not just with hobbies, legit all. the. things. I have a whole notebook of lists and bullets. I'm not completely unproductive...I just am just so *indecisive.* Also...thank you for this sub. It has literally changed my life. I love each and every one of you.",-0.593058076225045,1.5545099482758644,1.6427767695099824,94.15884754990928,100.3793103448276,4.166243194192378,15.588021778584393,6.05967700443912,-0.4400620689655171,438,11,94,5,19,146,76,116,0.08900000000000001,0.863,0.048,-0.7729,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,1,7,4,2,1,5,0,10,2,0,4,1,22,17,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,12,1,15,16,3,10,1,0,0,1,6,3,1,1,5,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959645952757343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592280248595483,0.21108693660441205,0.25692790120001724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646329623187534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802733418303902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426357965420233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057792448204025,0.1730844710998373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221165159572014,0.0,0.16357127439445668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366686416856499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660506957045011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260638443166994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886497281035786,0.0,0.0,0.17344605705231425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560704284827734,0.0,0.0,0.3255976699397348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637133530906514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453551054202762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27358705911027553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JAG1117,2019/04/09,"I started Focalin XR 15mg (generic) today and it doesn't seem to help. I took it at 7:30 this morning and it might have help a little from 8:30-10:00, but that's about it. I take Protonix for gerd and read that this can cause issues with the XR meds. I'm going to give it a few more days, but I'm thinking about switching to Adderall (generic). What's your experience with it do you take Adderall XR or IR how many times do you take it a day?",1.0288179669030733,2.8841239148936166,2.4173758865248267,96.33388888888894,81.12765957446808,4.6033096926713934,22.14657210401891,5.033348758259628,-0.15326335697399518,344,11,79,1,9,111,62,94,0.04,0.96,0.0,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,17,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,10,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657458048081274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719284022963925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622657194770946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224183253172046,0.1198162805617744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282622103562528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200457446829959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113012854991688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374270082405308,0.0,0.0,0.2341782164667683,0.0,0.0,0.22365121453804224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108813035146392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919264805405104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492224903026519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755407991290733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508766763698313,0.0,0.0,0.12293331644058784,0.0,0.19983673936852975,0.0,0.23423350062236775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tochinoshin,2019/04/09,"Ritalin dose creep? Hello! Want to share my situation and hear some advice from you. I (27m) was diagnosed about a year and a half ago. Started with 20mg Ritalin LA and after a month or two it was increased to 30mg due to low efficiency. It’s been pretty good for a while but for last couple of month I started to become very unfocused once again. Taking the meds as usual literally makes no difference... I spoke with my doctor and she asked me to take daily notes for a month and then she would consider adjusting medication once again. However, I feel super bad if I need to increase dose again. Im hating the fact that I depend on medication and knowing that I might to keep increasing the amount I take every year or so freaks me out. Has anyone experienced something like this? Does it ever stabilize? Any other options?",2.64930077691454,5.257803830188681,4.458904920458753,79.75308546059935,79.8805031446541,7.766333703292638,23.81834998150204,8.671277953709913,2.0647866074731787,655,23,119,16,17,221,110,159,0.11800000000000001,0.747,0.136,-0.5332,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,0,8,0,6,8,0,2,2,27,21,14,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,4,4,15,4,19,15,5,24,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,7,19,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608396002662038,0.12344622230882454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470206239911286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737433066765948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018997073548208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627688101664865,0.0,0.153802519769882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540893335797149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134669542298622,0.0,0.14549780818842187,0.0,0.14253924390665368,0.12186799111752405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259692905358194,0.11733315957680528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704144023747678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680528148188983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374911259102699,0.0,0.0,0.15695694820140618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042547064317158,0.0,0.0,0.12378132311003714,0.0,0.0,0.07653404758432188,0.11351607049889445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803575155431182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295760937165126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468726150213985,0.2805810409938197,0.0,0.1477336125899941,0.0,0.0,0.33346972489068444,0.0,0.0,0.1032600564194892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966162353295205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167821340138734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653487968783522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720970291416264,0.0,0.0,0.19713890324826586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141201818840151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603748425288134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533760041746092,0.11490467534171482,0.08213957847450329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892681712987153,0.0,0.0,0.1793586706485443 adhd,Decahedro,2019/04/09,"I'm on Ritalin, can I vape nicotine? Any risks? nicotine helps me to stay awake since caffeine barely does it for me now (though I still like coffee) I'm also on paroxetine and lamotrigine for my MDD and GAD",2.535,4.832036097560977,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,78.26829268292683,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.6005073170731712,164,6,32,3,4,54,32,41,0.051,0.818,0.131,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327044964847068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781066542739557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578834337307976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741171003636144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979707681594264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382957318166705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435896680373772,0.3265957851492799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018008786181324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Burqu,2019/04/09,"Adhd and marijuana usage I tried searching the sub for something similar but I couldn't find anything. So here's what I am wondering; I'm a 21y/o male I was diagnosed at a young age however I was never prescribed any meds. Socially I am fine but when it comes to school, well, to be frank, I might as well not even be there physically cause mentally I am not present. It's become very frustrating which is why I am now seeking meds . My dr prescribed me Strattera and I am on my 8th day of 20mg. I know it takes a little while to work but since I casually smoke week, by casually I mean >4g/week will this for lack of a better term fuck up how strattera effects me? I don't want to ask my dr because I don't want to labeled. &#x200B; Thanks for reading",0.6396862348178125,3.021971801282053,2.8159514170040514,89.49746963562755,87.39743589743591,6.104723346828611,24.2361673414305,7.475848149327749,1.2995948717948722,595,25,126,11,19,201,104,156,0.098,0.774,0.129,0.5639,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,2,0,5,0,15,4,0,3,1,21,26,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,2,2,0,2,0,20,7,15,19,2,15,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,10,80,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852065285195743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697474574311222,0.18725673337295048,0.10479796649511072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681683577270067,0.0,0.14406913477381994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939421268574519,0.17019894715469985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629501660770998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583102218089988,0.0,0.13274943605483824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938619201786343,0.0,0.0,0.15641524456674866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101786144266539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085090120306115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424693321341562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469311386984227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544555843148156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786757597844335,0.34235601712246433,0.0,0.15530349396847534,0.16348305190186546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188567302643876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414858872475584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596439520949934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747880794480687,0.0,0.0,0.1570925623369815,0.0,0.11863900921818192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586919884167687,0.0,0.0,0.1418809149911296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046284592180072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715431967937174,0.18179246734069332,0.0,0.2472304954677037,0.0,0.27712119459876433,0.0,0.13905749411209056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671223432539002,0.11219164783921078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725673337295048,0.0 adhd,screwnutbolt360,2019/04/09,I was medicated and uneducated And now it's making my life really hard. My parents never educated themselves and so never educated me on how adhd was going to affect my life. In the past few months this sub has been incredibly helpful. I just wanted to say thanks to all of you awesome people,3.935178571428573,6.231849303571429,7.110142857142857,64.03485714285716,73.82142857142857,8.765714285714285,27.271428571428572,9.3871,2.9363900000000003,235,9,38,6,5,87,45,56,0.027999999999999997,0.8059999999999999,0.166,0.8555,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,3,11,8,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,6,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317202274043632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500020899268797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364366716102837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691212744687454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728545345279509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618071392814344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265889841892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067285257509816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071306279170355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930719962457758,0.0,0.25195875687777325,0.18298142763000985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908548874463106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989415016770266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429987173687617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567751446293124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gabe0408,2019/04/09,"Coping Ideas off Meds Ya’ll. Because of finances right now, I am off my Adderall. It’s been about a week and it’s really starting to set in...Anyone have any good coping skills to share to help me make it thru until I can see my psychiatrist again? Thanks",2.2329411764705887,4.472012686274514,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,79.0,5.648627450980393,20.003921568627447,6.742157984588678,0.2320086274509805,201,5,41,2,5,64,42,51,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,9,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424643278894107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305741368694625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101713364230772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765849765006524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102952582514032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37225612065117697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011571632230795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662862847015452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125112190152545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816111345335023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627740628568964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334040816927442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035964354239275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645116052316795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,5914EYES,2019/04/09,"Key difference ADHD / autism? What is the key defining difference between autism and ADHD? Specifically, what is the key difference between a let's say, introverted high IQ ""aspie"" with some social awkwardness but can read emotions and faces just isn't life of the party type, and ADD daydreamy type who loses his / her belongings and needs constant stimulation?",9.0705,10.939983050000002,8.156666666666666,63.30000000000001,60.16666666666666,11.333333333333336,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.059333333333335,293,14,40,8,4,91,44,60,0.078,0.866,0.057,0.1999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,5,2,1,1,0,11,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791055912457853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540210345355687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6247641145631061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242164925282288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060033842341505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382576794719812,0.14079083508486612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299637090882574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779873896820267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938133750202014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851314625395205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031891790218948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TombWar,2019/04/09,"I can't go to a psychologist to get diagnosed and it's fucking with my brain I researched a lot about ADHD in the past month or so, i have about 80-90% of the symptoms, i feel like i really do have it, this is all fucking with my brain, it's fucking with my school grades, i can't do homework, i can't even work in the internship i'm doing because i get distracted so easily. My parents think that psychologists are only for the crazy and mentally ill, last time i tried to talk with a psychologist, they found out and beat me up, i don't know what to do, i'm in my final year and my grades are just going from bad to worse, i'm getting desperate, i don't know what to do, any advice on this?",4.973310810810812,4.0136652500000025,6.454729729729731,81.73587837837839,68.79729729729729,10.102702702702704,29.986486486486484,9.516144504307137,2.297794594594595,539,17,123,10,8,186,83,148,0.12,0.8390000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.8715,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,3,1,7,0,15,8,2,0,1,18,31,7,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,1,19,1,21,30,2,14,0,0,0,3,3,6,3,2,7,81,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935485282012865,0.1573743462414109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951823532221044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344684423454888,0.09817343122133347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595658983959004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634604385500312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637075578029803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143076184394557,0.11505279980639622,0.0,0.17642032922876946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658093675976147,0.0,0.4466591394288539,0.2524229666467725,0.0,0.18305470110514446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770156556501674,0.13127570199428953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867997021697774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691734142072193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229861291816666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854706250393433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248434246494175,0.0,0.0,0.17882486404426085,0.0,0.15373864108682544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317154120470448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298928221319142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739064737242745,0.0,0.12944436799772538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319312411609062,0.0,0.0,0.09390844629538336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934109316493854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724493995610585,0.0,0.1641217797386744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103709700726381 adhd,AdventureNomad,2019/04/09,"I’m ADHD and damn proud of it! So I’ve been off my adderall XR (20mg) for 6 months now and haven’t experienced any of the withdrawl symptoms but then again I was also slowly weaning myself off of it. I managed to find a physical labor job which Ive been at for over 9 months now where I can work alone as a delivery driver and put my hyperactivity into something but now I’m ready for a change of pace and scene. For those of you on here, what type of work have you found best suites you? Always love recommendations and open minded to others perspectives.",5.064614412136535,5.365418849557521,6.056156763590393,80.39513274336285,68.46902654867257,8.581036662452593,26.762326169405817,8.418075326091056,1.5955016434892542,442,12,91,6,7,147,79,113,0.038,0.812,0.15,0.9417,1,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,4,8,4,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,0,12,11,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,10,3,19,7,1,16,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,7,62,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776180590779274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392471520354255,0.0,0.18473124814149594,0.1922111621976358,0.0,0.0,0.1570884584158242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242107727461945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436820599240594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111305369412937,0.0,0.0,0.2532804428377016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292326398658328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848723166378186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332449467709416,0.0,0.3687652530780036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221959659114316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783569366238078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009826922063976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33634265235508914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bostonJC20,2019/04/09,"I finally went to class! THANKS COMMUNITY I’ve recently found this community and have been lurking on many posts. I just wanna say thank you to everyone because you guys have indirectly answered everything that I have been wondering about myself for my whole life. I finally got myself to go to class. I was about to ditch it because I thought I wouldn’t make it on time but I actually made it to class early! I feel a small sense of accomplishment. I’m not diagnosed with ADHD but I feel that I have a lot of the symptoms. I am 20 years old and I would like to consult a doctor about if I have ADHD or not. I don’t want to spend more years thinking that I just grew up this way or I am product of my environment. How do I go about this. Anyways thank you.",1.9316450216450207,4.073105064935064,3.891922077922082,85.44550216450219,79.51948051948051,7.483290043290044,25.201731601731602,8.447377352677275,1.757885367965368,596,23,125,13,15,202,86,154,0.019,0.9,0.08199999999999999,0.8614,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,14,4,0,3,0,28,31,8,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,7,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,8,3,25,4,21,21,3,18,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,6,9,89,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.14400827299435826,0.0,0.354703980374359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991615407687656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497817336206667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104544890439422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101067338037768,0.13262754284153966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923293718320293,0.0,0.0,0.3233142281057317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180428161608731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773630807646134,0.0,0.11802622623719873,0.0,0.0,0.1461187593209799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423395284321113,0.07209586885278242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545981732730724,0.0,0.13963550465710953,0.0985049692407199,0.14961410647375933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485122465811316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133248506276214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457088268907743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735459770306808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338305450375958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075913982793878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455771173102442,0.0,0.11715510522995183,0.08604999480311935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704135902126757,0.11713520596942878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680004658491854,0.0,0.16475805389476142,0.0,0.0,0.16003474833065393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048303968263638,0.0,0.0,0.19006212030103356 adhd,roomofgold,2019/04/09,"[Vent] 7 pharmacies in South FL - no adderall I’m frustrated! Generic. I’ve driven to 3, 3 didn’t have and 1 refused to give answer for “safety and liability”. I’ve gotten the same Rx/Prescriber/Dosage for years. The 6 cannot tell me when expected back in stock.",2.2476923076923083,4.421373000000003,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,78.61538461538461,7.236923076923077,25.784615384615392,8.238735603445708,1.8323415384615391,204,8,40,4,5,70,43,52,0.203,0.7390000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,18,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688166647245095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5848735577780049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328989893260049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392622622201024 adhd,Delvez,2019/04/09,"I keep drinking coffee in the morning, forgetting to take my pills til noon, and drinking coffee again at 4 My hearts gonna explode",4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,70.6,6.6000000000000005,32.5,7.1686216300943375,2.2286,106,5,18,1,2,33,22,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.762735666192403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613248435058362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460295792714777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927067176399462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,randoboingo,2019/04/09,"Desperately need advice on how to help and manage my husband’s severe ADHD. I guess I’ve known he’s had this for years, and he has too but he’s never done anything about it & I’m at my wit’s end. I honestly don’t know what to do and it scares me. No matter how small the task it seems like anything I ask him to do flies out the window as soon as I say it. It’s gotten to a point where I can’t rely on him to do anything. I’ve begged him to seek out healthcare - exercise, meditation, find therapists - and he just doesn’t! He always claims he’s overwhelmed and doesn’t know what to do, then ends up freezing and dissociating. I’M the one who then has to comfort him which is extremely upsetting. I feel like a mother with no one to comfort me. His sex drive, too, is absolutely abysmal. It’s almost nothing...and we’ve talked about it so many times and it always comes back to this. I feel so used, tired and sad. I feel like I’ve lost my libido in the process of begging for more sex and being rejected so often. I don’t know how to help - and as I’m managing my own mental health issues this has proven to be exhausting. Is there anything I can do? I tried everything...tried gamifying tasks, encouraged a bullet journal...nothing works. I’m desperate and I really want to believe inside this shell of a nonfunctional person my husband is somewhere in there. What can I do to help? How can he help himself? Any advice is extremely appreciated...thank you.",2.551193092621664,4.46205404081633,4.192108843537415,85.14748822605965,76.61904761904762,7.244165358451077,24.572998430141286,8.139509932561175,1.4498298273155417,1144,39,234,20,26,383,151,294,0.134,0.735,0.131,-0.4587,0,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,2,18,14,0,3,8,0,26,6,0,5,1,38,45,24,0,2,2,3,4,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,17,15,0,0,9,1,0,2,8,7,0,2,4,5,27,7,32,39,2,22,0,4,0,2,27,11,0,4,12,147,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142464517702188,0.2316758545708303,0.0,0.0,0.11870274788824355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727297720049786,0.12844027049631693,0.0,0.08061266453314075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902000537300911,0.0,0.11082082238345364,0.0,0.0,0.09115152556494842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355630588896591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211348667869004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130968242715225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099861567759128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981527919687373,0.16937294007896966,0.0,0.0,0.10834529359310277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058744161945934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600466455372,0.0,0.0,0.3178249713168219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372711053151772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954428450758692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374098548753128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940265968334685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201830410683981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946251324150872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789743408899033,0.09142694314355886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374430190709255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065433301147616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350635281005972,0.0,0.0,0.1120605611460295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594107790390288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942694025832842,0.11868128005323395,0.0,0.0,0.10791623762582096,0.0,0.13391878407201202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527961606032978,0.0,0.1091376005312908,0.0,0.13763646615885164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912282740646895,0.13624665762039614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096455237906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238227760341714,0.0,0.0,0.06991917722502262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630003017381553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633719890474436 adhd,SpiceyMama,2019/04/09,So I found a career I really want. Anyone here a respiratory therapist? I love being on my feet all day and not having down time. Having to skip meals and bathroom breaks isn’t a big deal to me and know that can come with this type of career. I really want a fulfilling career that includes directly helping people and probably saving lives. Anyone here a RT? Any advice? I am looking into starting school but have to figure out the financial aspect and scholarships.,4.25508620689655,6.7551274252873625,5.740905172413798,73.27273706896555,73.59770114942529,8.48793103448276,24.66810344827586,9.188382445141503,2.5164034482758617,374,12,59,9,8,126,65,87,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.6523,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,7,3,1,0,1,18,15,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,13,1,10,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,43,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203070170178836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614722704040524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320572721155272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453977831365985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531338308237711,0.24479768543037614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603486504762063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915588452150678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049479719427948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967026937648733,0.0,0.19939588490099067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143054110181228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646160237048056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560082928071928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042295732833149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030929071364865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806638359314388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756945550649001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384573992524638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801050767070543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tosstoss24,2019/04/09,"Deeply Afraid of Future Test Results Throwaway because I'm so ashamed and don't feel like my undiagnosed self belongs here yet. I (20s/F) get tested next week. I am terrified of my results. &#x200B; I'm going to go through with it no matter what, but the thing I'm so afraid of is being told I don't have it because then what do I do? I just carry on as a scatterbrain that can't keep her mouth shut and can't get anything done without absolute last minute fear of failure? I can't read. I CAN'T make myself pick up a book or read the news. I made it all through college and HS without doing a single reading. I had to sparknotes sparknotes. I put more effort into not reading than actually reading to get the work done. I want to be able to sit down and read and not have to give up after a page. I can't read articles or watch tutorials on my hobbies that would make me better. I can't sit down and figure out how to go about breaking into the field of work I want to break into. I can't have a discussion without sounding like a dumbass running my thousands thoughts at once out of my mouth. I can't not interrupt people I'm working with. I can't do what I want to do in life because I feel like I'm failing to put myself in the path where it can happen. I could go on but it just all sounds like the usual things people say in these. I don't know what my brain is going do in the testing process to either put me in the path of a yes or no verdict. It feels like I don't have a right to be worried because everyone else has these worries but idk, I'd love perspective. I probably won't respond to anything but I needed to get this off my chest. I'm so afraid of my results. I don't know what a negative result will mean for me. I just want to be able to sit and read.",3.237790507364973,3.921226085106386,4.674468085106383,87.30653846153848,72.72340425531915,7.273977086743042,28.55728314238953,7.321109707123232,1.456533060556465,1392,53,303,14,26,466,171,376,0.124,0.795,0.081,-0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,6,11,13,0,5,17,1,40,6,4,9,2,60,75,20,0,7,17,0,3,5,0,3,1,3,0,1,18,14,0,1,8,9,0,9,24,6,0,1,6,7,40,7,55,61,6,44,0,1,1,1,8,22,0,3,13,207,58,17,0.1523719541563807,0.0,0.07434652366899698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254747433405422,0.09257430112074357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538913533880686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857690579767656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738030553790217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504874663464541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060828303387558375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592941151451045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364360787777279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279896597653224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573040517539035,0.11556575742964018,0.1632818317420116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921611425244608,0.07308453135485184,0.2164912324003316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737100792219057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771759696129279,0.0,0.0,0.08373964113348951,0.06210173972563157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381240869734274,0.18610310049028506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876081881220499,0.07208901361124469,0.1017094625869989,0.0,0.0,0.08298886372265707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649093665446784,0.0,0.0,0.08102465093372102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081135579146963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563552759379063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214136895800858,0.0,0.0,0.2297638490149438,0.0,0.0,0.6096527526846008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506240815166807,0.0,0.06058614685378931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947858963675965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122915576633716,0.0,0.0,0.06048315574386255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279896597653224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839080902778583,0.0,0.17974585276527424,0.0,0.06111179534482875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032168960133036,0.0,0.16639289605059082,0.15474111575647026,0.0,0.054120332233877536,0.0,0.09257430112074357,0.0 adhd,Javatolligii,2019/04/09,"Why are some video games so damn boring? So I’m not entirely sure if I have ADHD or ADD, but a decent number of people have told me they see it in me. Whether I believe them or not is another story but I just kinda wanna see where everyone’s at with certain video games. Let me start by saying that first person shooters are my favorite genre, I got Doom 2016 last night and the multiplayer is so fucking good, it’s fast, it’s skillful, it’s fun. The only games I put considerable amounts of time into are shooters, Destiny, CSGO, Black Ops, stuff like that. Sports games can be really fun too, FIFA is the shit sometimes. RPGs are just painfully boring for me. I’ve played Witcher 3, I’ve played fallout NV, I’ve played horizon zero dawn, it’s just seeing a big map and then realizing how fucking long I’ll have to walk to get to a quest or whatever makes me cringe sometimes. Also rocket league is the shit, anyone have the same type of game preferences or am I alone over here?",3.334673076923078,5.079854169230772,4.351842948717948,85.56930288461537,73.97435897435899,6.7211538461538485,25.00801282051281,7.413659706084162,1.18649358974359,773,25,151,9,16,251,128,195,0.08800000000000001,0.706,0.205,0.9834,0,1,0,2,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,11,18,5,0,8,0,16,5,2,2,2,29,27,16,0,3,13,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,11,0,2,2,9,0,2,2,5,14,9,14,23,3,17,1,1,4,2,10,7,5,7,9,88,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189171743637724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630254208289704,0.0,0.12587773443618275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165054194911377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006212140206936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734295996174826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504084331207237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388968985839592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29103911390328663,0.08223827753267929,0.0,0.0,0.13202490823520902,0.12589217064159772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830711591720034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095857207848344,0.0,0.07690075090537908,0.0,0.0,0.13929959255005858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506990515629634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771511810025414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971455865743512,0.16749136550360058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912568588120394,0.13744108044918266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823677371674308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008384849260533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517578093125814,0.0,0.0,0.3762972447839329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231505411094887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113576448366371,0.0,0.11141296558142988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801925160023589,0.0,0.0,0.14835354333245612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178485981320496,0.0,0.0,0.1504084331207237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203467252125765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hillyc88,2019/04/09,"30 day medication challenge to myself. I’ve been on Vyvanse for about six months (adderall previously) and Prozac for about a year. I had to switch doctors and had my first appointment with the new guy yesterday. He added a couple things to my meds and I’m hopeful about the outcome. I’m the worst med taker. I forget to take any meds a couple of times a month and sometimes I’m just too IDGAF to take them. Sometimes with ADHD meds we can be flexible and take a day or two off but I think at this point that’s becoming a bad habit for me. So I am challenging myself to 30 days of taking my meds as prescribed, and it will be the longest I have ever done so. I have a calendar and I’m marking the days off. If I only change one negative about myself into a positive in the next thirty days, I want this to be it. 30 days reading and following the exact instructions. Annnnnd.. HERE I GO.",1.7819999999999998,3.975891866666668,3.518888888888892,87.64500000000002,80.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,23.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.308722222222222,696,25,142,12,18,232,106,180,0.079,0.8440000000000001,0.077,-0.524,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,3,10,5,0,0,15,0,12,3,0,0,2,22,25,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,4,4,0,18,3,25,17,1,24,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,15,99,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958613124018306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332550935700102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003036798773069,0.0,0.1190855596680486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140658158832929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386152652852739,0.0,0.4172338488897611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103646784245228,0.0,0.11034363279544124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753496553170664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171690543236907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061280110838337176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676488435250724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709574003734143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.598852968633462,0.1086235464444444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213167846826458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413920995807023,0.11467438045422662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306581953777773,0.08200667928108774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193060572369386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785537318067064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328572571442306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32428751465325323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163493200917889,0.06909067120823154,0.0,0.0,0.06287432076744844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053305236632415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359868283152334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943653363890362 adhd,woozels,2019/04/09,"Is my Vyvanse dose too high? Hey Reddit, So I've tried Vyvanse 2 times now and each time it worked perfectly for a week then stopped working. I always thought that my dose was too low but I'm now wondering if it's too high. I'm feeling increasingly more tired and this evening I've felt SO zombied, like staring out a window for hours kind of zombied. I'm feeling so weird and out-of-it. I'm only currently on 30mg which is why I'm confused, but doesn't the zombie-feeling come from high doses rather than low doses? Has anyone else had any similar experiences?",4.204473684210527,5.229678526315791,5.079780701754388,84.02388157894737,70.75438596491226,7.805263157894737,30.91666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.1061087719298253,448,19,90,6,8,146,77,114,0.14300000000000002,0.762,0.095,-0.6683,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,10,7,0,1,3,0,6,5,0,0,1,18,17,10,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,4,3,3,7,13,3,18,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,3,10,43,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497058609862674,0.0,0.0,0.12235014163207472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580257331996836,0.1843468488971475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549830864670953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150298073184987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188338818365798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599394202682989,0.0,0.0,0.2729152423476083,0.0,0.17274911648757904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702784863044476,0.0,0.0,0.17718260014429732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735650005089016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789865424084659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368354466651819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041917468796107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283448207254815,0.20982280568865425,0.2067888210034184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215224428678365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431905096962344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234765490806954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951129687993789,0.2619643197695767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spvce-cadet,2019/04/09,"The ADHD tax, parking edition The street across from my dorm is pay-to-park from 7am-10:30pm on weekdays, and free on the weekends. Since the only other free lots are pretty far from my room, I usually park on this street when I can (typically when I have groceries to unload) and move my car once I’m done. Problem is, I can’t remember to move it when I need to. I walk to my dorm with every intention of heading straight back out once I’ve got everything inside, but if I spend more than five minutes unpacking, the thought completely leaves my brain. I just received my FOURTH ticket this semester, costing me over a hundred dollars in total. I’m honestly sick of my brain and I feel absolutely stupid. I can’t keep throwing away money like this, I’m in college for fucks sake!",6.2667696835908755,6.539210894039737,6.348035320088305,79.43337012509203,65.88741721854305,9.360117733627668,34.65857247976453,9.150863307647796,2.997131861662988,619,27,117,10,9,197,100,151,0.10300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.099,-0.5692,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,6,0,8,5,3,1,1,17,17,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,3,2,7,6,2,3,0,1,3,1,18,6,21,14,3,26,0,0,0,1,1,14,1,2,7,72,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861419810594986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308785278948995,0.13347535736313135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387554233851351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819994887884201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763666722215088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625198038931764,0.0,0.1560060784626615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776927027605455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047558212677165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388309571037704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814723103825744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428940723447154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380035948828669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848043591256083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475748829129696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368984575927414,0.0,0.1287103134436377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697225233602409,0.0,0.13201843031988772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659730090545847,0.0,0.16609641518284088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663679855884347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143590452817637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780628176639045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911782179534111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,littlepearlisland,2019/04/09,"I almost burned the house down this morning. This morning I had a pot of eggs on the stove to boil. I walked away and completely forgot about them. I was rudely reminded when I heard a pop from the kitchen and the smoke detector going off. The water had boiled out and one of the eggs split open. There was smoking coming off / out of the pan. Thankfully I was still home and hadn't left yet for class, I was about 10 minutes from being out the door.",3.4199047619047604,4.894713688888891,3.7153968253968266,91.325,73.2222222222222,6.920634920634923,22.857142857142854,7.447530270364453,0.7067142857142859,352,9,75,4,7,109,58,90,0.038,0.929,0.033,-0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,10,0,8,6,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,9,6,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,1,8,1,17,3,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,3,54,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246707926628323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046259614025291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792965390552631,0.3399503292161449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426810882158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252304108983425,0.0,0.0,0.3741193659793444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35227823533474817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970750707751965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589315197158545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985086015630741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cboc14,2019/04/09,"Oh, the irony. Here I am...sitting in one of my nursing courses and freaking out about all of the assignments I have due. Yet, I still find myself scrolling through this subreddit instead of paying attention! &#x200B; Not today, ADHD, not today.",5.304302325581396,8.111331465116287,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209303,71.55813953488372,7.090697674418602,36.33139534883721,8.07648339933343,3.384958139534884,195,11,29,3,4,60,36,43,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.5093,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,25,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607623587483808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32524881065048306,0.3647559368621415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436237672626657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341217959100927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972701475162075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690779160693368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647559368621415,0.0 adhd,cybertrash22,2019/04/09,"sleepy without vyvanse/vyvanse breaks i've been on vyvanse for a year now, currently on 50mg. at the very beginning i didn't always take it on weekends and it was managable but i didn't like the drop in energy and productivity so i started taking every day. now when i skip taking it the lack of energy is a lot worse. i feel drownsy all day, it takes me a long time to get out of bed and i'm pretty much always ready to nap. i do manage to stay awake once i'm up, but it's nearly impossible to do anything productive in the morning and if i stay home it's almost a given i'll at least take a nap - if not sleep throughout the entire day as i've done plenty of times. it's been worrying me a lot that if i ever decide to go completely med-free i won't be able go get to classes in the morning at all (i have to be up at 5:30AM at the latest, and was always incredibly late before meds), and i don't like the thought of having amphetamines on my body every single day without break. does anyone else get like this? is it just a matter of getting used to? do you have any strategies for going without meds for the day?",1.952881355932206,3.5170090338983084,4.162000000000003,86.24020338983051,77.3050847457627,6.584406779661018,23.24067796610169,7.365786028017652,0.9203752542372879,876,27,185,11,20,303,126,236,0.083,0.846,0.071,-0.5445,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,16,0,19,2,2,1,3,29,39,14,0,4,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,0,3,3,0,3,8,0,0,0,9,1,15,3,36,27,8,43,0,0,0,0,1,16,0,6,22,122,25,3,0.10290950309748198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030490021052044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568868514565461,0.0,0.0,0.06998199102351613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195671733088754,0.10544294720580537,0.08468575259129582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756840749290584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430925865450264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789865606247924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318405800354944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005679965550997,0.10531215108504986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596768477892912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308753723191343,0.1734113896202052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052034136850681874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150638717413209,0.0,0.17545752648218566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032266223347798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608640191640535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082915516093215,0.0,0.0,0.0910716718680648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497995890964588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342927775963508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565032569583661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959526219596936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469596128432963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298382310988086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283987596470333,0.2193756755136695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868756954181237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169865035635708,0.1200147176648869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888076921541155,0.0,0.08491111761045712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976032659553721,0.0,0.0,0.10450959574164814,0.1048735754611462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627034597418544 adhd,Queqzz,2019/04/09,"May have overshared during phone interview! NO ugh! Accidentally shared that I had A.D.D. during phone interview for a job. ugh. Why did i do that?! As soon as I said it I realized ""WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"" I'm really excited about this position so hoping I didn't screw it up or scare them off. Will hear back at the end of the week if I move on to in person interview.",0.757327327327328,3.16665767567568,3.243693693693693,86.45160660660662,87.1081081081081,7.613213213213212,19.033033033033032,8.515128840125781,1.3424582582582585,284,8,60,8,9,98,58,74,0.191,0.684,0.125,-0.75,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,4,7,1,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,5,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,8,3,11,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,4,4,43,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977207047346374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27618196880890816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514463498249712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309709862852697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094354783090815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33141771444069895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722711700830642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997613245653384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966143760529132,0.0,0.31218848031817914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501250083235778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813710890029433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PI-ALL-DAY,2019/04/09,"What are some tips & tricks to help calm the flustered mind? I want to start studying for an exam I have at the end of the week. but my mind is so filled with clutter/anxiety/panic that I can't even get myself to breathe and get started. Every time I try to push myself to get started or even break down my tasks, my mind hastily counters with a reason not to do it and put it off (i.e. take a break and watch Netflix, go grocery shopping, clean entire room, etc.). &nbsp; It's like access to my brain is locked and I don't know the passcode. After multiple attempts, my brain will shut down and seek distraction immediately.",4.2609050179211465,5.523717975806452,4.723655913978495,85.73603942652329,70.85483870967741,7.124014336917562,28.293906810035843,7.3871296695380915,1.5072734767025096,495,18,98,5,9,157,86,124,0.051,0.855,0.094,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,7,0,8,3,3,1,0,17,18,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,2,2,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,12,2,16,17,2,19,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,8,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609490876950201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718862116017022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752832469124744,0.0,0.18576548250404326,0.2200309738427404,0.0,0.14033931299300698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26107209055785524,0.0,0.09466348117768317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164589676606958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154049628678963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813758929405198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045535174253445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744516283164462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125792396758413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536895070307856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523714717374065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712616376022327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308760116268407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824513423335572,0.0,0.13360945901176274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jturibe,2019/04/09,"Does this happen to you? I’m a university student and it’s exam period rn. Every time I sit down to study I find myself thinking about things that have nothing to do with the subject and instantly chasing down my thoughts on my computer. It went so far that I had to install an app to restrict my Internet access. Also, I sit down to study and the next thing I know is I’m doodling on my paper without control. I should say I haven’t been diagnosed with ADD/ADHD but I think I might have it. I’m getting it checked out soon. Thanks!",0.9109315455187036,3.3267444403669764,2.944220183486241,88.88791813690901,86.24770642201834,5.555681016231475,24.898376852505287,7.010146845296331,1.213880169371913,420,18,84,6,13,141,73,109,0.019,0.9390000000000001,0.043,0.5175,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,17,20,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,15,1,16,14,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,60,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767066897750209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412480924698404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823649283366545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336912467415586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148672522493205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398919984351326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104374340109096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120292180593557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360264386044333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653523271014785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442508613906777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448654644892352,0.0,0.0,0.22092384664703632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309804263274995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197631985903415,0.0,0.0,0.3059257147167932,0.295060138633661,0.0,0.18278679209751336,0.13425622792278166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134370638391508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194551180649874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,casbahh,2019/04/09,"Does anyone else find brushing your teeth really hard to do regularly? Sometimes I say to myself okay I’m going to go brush my teeth, goto the bathroom find myself doing something else then leave completely forgetting to even brush my teeth.",3.7317054263565854,7.008660348837212,4.21895348837209,77.57943798449612,85.04651162790698,6.587596899224807,23.44573643410853,7.793537801064563,2.0293131782945744,197,7,29,4,6,62,32,43,0.068,0.888,0.044000000000000004,0.0018,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758963821400134,0.2577526271855129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637555455995345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201415772438604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202916779550154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661528006867125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598419928915499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859343345299636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253480681113211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663653860840301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115557698708471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000503598956181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936629370759826,0.2487989627163864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,summonblood,2019/04/09,"Being really good at rushing places I don’t know if this is the same for all of you, but because I’m such a bad time planner, I tend to wait until the last second to start getting. Ready and then I rush through it all and then get there either just barely on time or a tiny bit late. Today I had to catch a train to go into SF. I needed to drive to my work (15m) because I forgot something, then catch a train at a station 15 mins away at 8:13am. I leave my house at 7:45am, hit traffic, quickly dodge around slow people, take a side street, make to my work at 8. Grab my item, mad dash to my car, drive straight to the train station, realize I didn’t account for parking, just part at a 2hr spot even though I’m going to be gone all day. And right as I park the train arrives. I sprint to the train and hop on literally right as the door closes. I seem to manage this quit a lot. I don’t know if it’s a super power or complete idiocy, but somehow I can rush things that would make most people late. But I’m stressed out the whole time 😅",3.0077526395173457,3.5021437420814507,4.0917466063348416,91.96844947209655,73.11764705882355,6.617315233785821,23.783107088989443,6.079149491110277,0.3602685369532428,801,20,186,4,15,261,132,221,0.065,0.873,0.063,-0.1036,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,6,9,5,1,1,16,0,9,0,0,2,3,35,29,18,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,4,0,1,11,3,3,0,1,4,1,19,2,31,21,11,46,0,0,0,0,1,19,0,8,16,114,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383789674061555,0.0,0.0,0.14125299133564925,0.0,0.12553083065632847,0.1832964248657316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413653995744976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763266100576204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695934234880704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930069165473776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709690753310096,0.0,0.17088774350665056,0.12610128411828034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347661150701973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652500906930123,0.1225502997498554,0.33918881121320443,0.15919242385145496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781696061920628,0.0,0.0,0.2007113678699225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147805602131576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280773316672487,0.0,0.2084589840485585,0.0,0.15707731890359722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599091852808456,0.0,0.0,0.09631411684121934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567856442238589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686738991130296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574203696869105,0.0,0.0,0.1064141472623826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221836641723418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303986087074212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988177011947036,0.0,0.14771206431383402,0.0,0.2630001150489307,0.0,0.14250838575650807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785353378463888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890421940230173,0.0,0.0,0.10679995386805573,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theproblematicgenius,2019/04/09,"Not trynna promote but my self titled album is basically about my adhd and depression/suicidal experiences in 2017 hopefully this gives u comfort 1. Confusion - my drug problems - My ego - My feelings towards my ex 2. The Horizon Earth War - I’m always alone on earth and there’s 7 billion people 3. Louis Dark Knight - My anger and twisted thoughts 4. Self destruct Mode - how I’m slowly destroying myself 5. Love letter to my x - My feelings from the breakup w my ex to now 6. The party - transition 7. Zoom zoom - The start is me on trial telling the judge why they should kill me - how my mind is like a car zooming and everyone runs away 8. Something different - people were telling me my music isn’t “unique” so I clowned them with this country / trap song :) 9. Call My Daisy - I hate negativity - My girlfriend at the time of this track 10. Disturbing sounds - my most unique funnest track I’ve ever recorded 11. Poison666 - I always fall for the wrong girls 12. Last words - no words because I have nothing left to say I produced all the beats in a weird way to match my mood I am only telling u this coz I feel like this album can be a comfort album for ADHD people so check it out if u can and let me know if it helps :) https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/theproblematicgenius/fV6t",1.7899342498505677,4.591227192468626,2.8229336521219395,86.98600836820084,90.88284518828449,4.907160789001793,23.5649731022116,6.610729790773281,0.9451053436939638,1005,40,186,13,35,319,159,239,0.212,0.643,0.145,-0.9671,1,1,2,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,2,3,8,18,6,2,11,0,12,2,0,4,2,30,24,12,2,5,4,2,3,2,1,1,1,3,0,3,7,7,0,0,5,1,1,3,4,11,0,1,2,6,30,6,18,19,2,18,0,0,0,1,17,9,0,5,7,99,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244268658062601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979314592452266,0.0,0.0,0.2246196271664505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681323086335494,0.0,0.0,0.08227936138956378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782432185358648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101989711627047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156527870870538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220923985890286,0.0,0.12897416815493168,0.0,0.13203121568248655,0.0,0.0,0.2047418837856473,0.0964259960804396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948008958703675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332596323730006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047073701434488,0.0,0.0,0.13406039268630768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493295746439743,0.0,0.07417859863741692,0.11002244488842586,0.0,0.0,0.14665047253346086,0.13802083773165585,0.0,0.13188370057083346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181999138305012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628603142276802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951192327123676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265438777947146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807235126816591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915261734020853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073373472735722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816162248192564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391016512937563,0.0,0.0,0.09553583040124826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764048101844074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539216705619752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715488324332156,0.07870486845723328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071366825602716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179372763549733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757371223527324,0.0,0.0 adhd,omglol9312,2019/04/09,"Talking to doc about possible ADHD plus help. So I’ve had some conflicting views on what I actually have...no one ever told me I have anything besides this psychiatrist said “sounds like you have ADHD”, after I took this survey they gave me.I never got tested after that anymore and never took the meds he gave me. Fast forward... year later I had AWFUL depersonalization/derealization for about 5 months off and on but on times for 3 weeks at a time. I was scared and fed up. Went to the doc and got put on 20 mg Citalopram, 25mg hydroxyzine, 3 times a day (after a month of taking 3 times a day I only take it when I need it now) and 0.1 mg Clonidine for bad dreams. I feel better...basically back to how I used to feel but maybe a bit more depressed. I still have issues though. Here are my symptoms -unable to sit still for long periods of time. -FORGETFUL -racing thoughts. I’m always “googling” -intrusive thoughts -obsessing over thoughts -going back and forth to different tasks and forgetting about some -restlessness of mind and body...overthinking,leg shaking,I have to move to go to sleep basically -sometimes feeling I literally will explode from energy ****Thoughts of me having ADHD. Plus how to ask my now psychiatrist to maybe try me on different medicine?",3.0576585059635915,5.928150440677973,4.018888888888892,81.81738543628377,80.61016949152544,7.055618330194602,26.113622096672945,8.167268648758528,2.0674688010043947,1008,41,180,21,27,324,144,236,0.11800000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.05,-0.9572,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,0,16,6,0,3,7,1,10,3,1,3,3,32,35,17,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,10,1,1,7,1,0,8,2,5,0,1,17,6,19,1,37,17,4,46,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,2,30,108,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.10082143156863173,0.0,0.3724969650094591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596711947506101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246162792702836,0.0,0.0,0.08502019666914956,0.0,0.09658643584498842,0.0,0.0,0.15888712584515552,0.08626447525200223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137453277719276,0.1127942228620542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332604388064313,0.0,0.08898584798961598,0.0,0.0,0.2158862873505108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345516194559404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567188959129278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743363318417413,0.0,0.1652623539530088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925048141181021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783497511224484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047493839611991,0.0,0.0,0.09143133545236937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075894506173641,0.0,0.11476069296819827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043196241922438,0.0,0.16493155864179973,0.1098084693468937,0.0,0.07660744340264829,0.15936720895074727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000953924949918,0.07857641053190356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647317300447595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038610327119016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982770962488254,0.0,0.10343725660327076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339053059844812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218208377202563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501644967537302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738479680291943,0.15536142363736213,0.08304142061050257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150736396629197,0.3280851906423509,0.3012217104660264,0.0,0.0,0.09872278627508713,0.2295755707201265,0.07014472586154819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923178040666396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287379676050967,0.0,0.0,0.09577489020986547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653206325330496 adhd,genuinely_confused_,2019/04/09,"Accidently double dosing Anyone got a vitamin/medication box because everyday you constantly forget whether you took your morning dose of vitamins and meds ? Because I sure need one.",10.344482758620694,12.774469827586213,10.409827586206898,46.25543103448278,57.620689655172406,14.075862068965519,48.98275862068966,13.023866798666859,8.221124137931035,151,10,16,6,2,50,27,29,0.067,0.851,0.08199999999999999,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031242412134668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541720098912583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139271229603441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233925814381065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453596631180111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540194899470286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685020844909115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737926594259498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227560089348771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moriyah,2019/04/09,I had my assessment today... I don't think it went well. Guess I'll find out in 8 weeks time.,-2.2300000000000004,-0.4280549523809505,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,98.5238095238095,4.704761904761905,11.761904761904766,6.42735559955562,-1.1241238095238093,70,1,19,1,3,24,19,21,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728465376146716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493880061521474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613892143162186,0.0,0.0,0.23787103263965986,0.0,0.38667606902078494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272220249943624,0.0,0.3667838722481152,0.3781611889781141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohihatethesepants,2019/04/09,"I tried to write a poem about ADHD. Enjoy? An island loud as thunder Bright wildflowers with toxic leaves Everyone around you breathes fresh morning air While you are left with the scraps of summer Thoughts crawl atop one another like snakes Winding, twisting, fighting They blend together until You cannot tell which head belongs to which black neck They are vultures and buzzards Feeding off of tasks not yet completed Ideas show their colors My world is a melting pot of grays Take topics like grains of sand And hope you hold the same rock And that the ocean has not blown the pieces across the world To places you say you will one day visit To view art that is trapped in a glass pane You are given a feather to break Look off into the horizon It is a colony of those who are blue Like the air that they breathe Their birds don’t dine on corpses Their snakes wrap around their necks They call for you to sail across But you were never given a boat Vultures are born to be scavengers They can not be trained to be chickadees",5.539438775510202,7.015187127551023,4.017959183673469,91.19132653061224,68.03061224489795,6.6204081632653065,27.26530612244898,6.5431188927421005,0.9771775510204086,831,26,162,5,14,235,130,196,0.04,0.8590000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.8901,1,1,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,9,9,0,4,7,1,0,14,0,17,7,5,0,1,19,23,7,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,8,2,1,2,3,0,1,6,1,0,2,4,11,20,6,29,15,2,25,0,0,7,0,25,16,0,1,10,102,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441511588704153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302427196108994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616995655330061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744254836883447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213002693512492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101727110183595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941219790236421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849421229448747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177737223853173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933569622589695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151103384970625,0.22072699021985606,0.0,0.0,0.29775177450670776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705978657239225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668458701514726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753242857586504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225228199988244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615559035888771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274623092777256,0.0,0.1775652083196295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128127279141125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792796492161774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jlynnb545,2019/04/09,You ok? You ok......you seem very out of it..,-6.992000000000001,-11.172133199999998,-2.8149999999999995,119.69750000000002,181.0,1.0,2.5,3.1291,-3.727,28,0,10,0,4,10,7,10,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7409510015011335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6715590914986317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,medicalmax,2019/04/09,"Passed Over Again In my mind and heart I know that I have been ready for the next level up job role for about 5 years. The problem is that my ADHD brain is super bad explaining strategy. I'm constantly told that I'm a great ""operator"" menacing téchnically adept in my field. The latest kick in the teeth is that for over a year I've been leading my function for Canada, yet I'm not being considered for the open Director role. So, I'm good, however not good enough even though I know I would be fucking amazing. It's so damn frustrating having the ability to express strategy locked in my head when like a lot of us my verbal ability in a typical day is excellent. Arrgh, I'm tired of trying for something and failing over and over. I have even started to consider a new career path after 20 years in my field.",5.430745341614909,5.844359931677022,6.52005590062112,76.9928788819876,67.69565217391305,10.415155279503104,31.62795031055901,10.355215969177356,3.2353672049689437,643,25,124,16,10,216,97,161,0.105,0.716,0.179,0.9213,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,4,9,13,3,0,11,0,12,6,4,1,0,14,23,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,13,7,23,17,2,28,0,1,0,1,6,13,2,1,14,79,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011104706611766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597530387406338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516750683493372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889285465410196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275054413959547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064557620484656,0.0,0.2309464306643501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162702680512853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29327732751918306,0.0,0.19275010663063555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794254733628808,0.0,0.0,0.2071737623811809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349127122317598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921634078099116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541284751195674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863376247169927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652792527869038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885139046533587,0.1859331235395701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728819047240084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459226653062847,0.0,0.0,0.12374519790802095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717690655063795,0.0,0.0,0.200940756011422,0.0,0.16705704965689885,0.0,0.1186977332545092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029832486501834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241938385822306,0.0,0.0,0.3377533378275843 adhd,SonotaShorty,2019/04/09,"How do you cope with excitability and the resulting embarrassment? I have terrible volume control when I'm excited. I just want to be able to watch a game at a bar without getting looks or being told by my friends that I need to calm down. This happened last night during the NCAA championship (I'm a UVA alum). My friend shushed me and I just got so embarrassed to the point of tearing up, which was also embarrassing, and I just spiraled emotionally from there. I tried my best to get over it, and logically I knew it wasn't that big of a deal and I should just let it go and enjoy myself, but my logical thinking couldn't stop the overwhelming feelings of shame. I've been told countless times by people that I have volume control problems but I can't seem to do anything to fix it beyond the immediate short-term. It's just so frustrating. I would give all of my life savings for a pill that would fix this or snap me out of an emotionally overwhelming situation. I'm just going to spare myself and watch games at home by myself from now on.",5.030111498257838,6.070873868292687,5.7772996515679464,79.72274390243903,68.85365853658537,9.174216027874564,30.25261324041812,9.424239791934726,2.6024564459930306,833,32,163,17,14,272,124,205,0.102,0.8029999999999999,0.095,-0.758,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,14,17,1,6,11,0,15,3,0,4,1,40,34,16,0,7,11,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,12,9,1,3,6,3,0,2,4,9,0,0,7,4,22,8,29,20,2,18,0,2,3,0,9,10,0,3,6,115,34,0,0.15706840919856815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256075500888417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292539176746236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483360510312495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523311534282309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193063303301994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533616390369575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794185070684417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427013266435572,0.0,0.16412352209346498,0.15067433033179026,0.17853119318091334,0.0,0.125621955308342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889507552790656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755242100145725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803171713815034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606130901158412,0.11094206248165878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318979050370958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646423521415188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473980619270152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889145818120584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848041568912818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502932550510234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298918065748387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655147284756045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131622314780206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006430944700496,0.0,0.0,0.09158785251437253,0.0,0.0,0.3001711920160678,0.0,0.1066391396046659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264301724747363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514083414681666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315378276369416,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,26Anotherthrowaway26,2019/04/09,"OCD+ADD=Zoloft+Concerta? Hello fellow people with ADD. I always had very bad anxiety and eventually developped OCD as an adult. I was prescribed 200 mg Zoloft daily for it which as basically been a lifesaver. My only side-effect was mostly lethargy/being tired. I was also diagnosed with ADD with impulsivity a while ago which was no surprise. I took 18 mg concerta for a while but it was expensive so they put me back on Ritalin, which didn't work so good (the concerta was not doing much either). I spent at least a year off medication for ADD since I wasn't in school. My impulsivity was through the roof, probably partially because I have litteraly no anxiety at all. My psychiatrist said I should go back on Concerta and since my anxiety was pretty much gone, she put me in 18 mg, then 36. Now I've been on 36mg for about a week and my anxiety is back in full swing (no OCD tho). I don't know if it's all in my head but I was wondering if this might go down as time goes by. I should also probably cut off the amount of caffeine I'm having (I had a lot since Zoloft made me sleepy).",2.8817705554208075,4.829951700460832,4.796929420325007,81.01313849138977,75.7741935483871,8.80805238903711,25.706766917293233,9.414487439383343,2.3314202764976963,857,31,173,23,19,293,125,217,0.09699999999999999,0.8390000000000001,0.064,-0.4453,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,10,4,1,0,10,0,23,7,1,1,2,25,33,18,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,2,0,2,6,7,2,0,0,20,1,23,2,26,10,10,30,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,6,11,121,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919751319978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506756110105096,0.11188790820755104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114697259133711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101921105501555,0.11227492263909812,0.08197026903360884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364818969614063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284219885955144,0.11278513688666572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380026662501802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389993777487426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143196399677657,0.0,0.1272366002054074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546207292517676,0.0,0.1426489924713509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976984804633078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226875417668206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322298030335298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680200492313538,0.2899578728818882,0.0,0.0,0.27035438119528665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790958672499395,0.0,0.0,0.13608850323759344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336992422742026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840920411558397,0.15455085372309213,0.0,0.0,0.14939857552678235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094994483911684,0.0,0.0,0.1078618874445492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458244974465644,0.09789409569849984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659279770685234 adhd,MantaX_,2019/04/09,"Worth taking meds? i have taken meds when i was a child (im a teenager now) my parents buyed ritalin but a few weeks on it i started to develop depression, and my parents are scared to buy medicine ever since. It doesn't matter what i tell them &#x200B; i cant focus at school, its really hard what should ii do/tell them should i keep the way it is? &#x200B; (sorry for the bad grammar)",2.516274864376129,4.427085835443037,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,76.72151898734177,6.53960216998192,25.20976491862568,7.447530270364453,1.2313385171790237,307,11,62,4,7,100,59,79,0.218,0.763,0.018000000000000002,-0.9494,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,7,12,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,5,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475796453790342,0.38979923994459104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339245950097907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381494945491541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508805251032453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368399202615195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325602526403713,0.0,0.0,0.1425680102729468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563292834949962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562032411036101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027542717931954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058513842516314,0.16233008452090875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326818575515805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955104119446105,0.11352965244405758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205984020652541,0.0,0.14019383820905618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731548241106866,0.1286606060681666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38979923994459104,0.0 adhd,Vampilton,2019/04/09,"Rushed to be on time, turns out my appt isn't for another 2 hours... I feel so dumb when I do things like this. I was proud of myself that I wrote down my appointment with my therapist. When I got the confirmation email I made sure it was really on my calendar. I made a point of walking my dog early so I would be in the car by 8:30 so I could get to my 9am appt. When I arrived the door was locked. I sat in the hallway for half an hour, knocking, texting my doctor. Turns out the appt was for 11am. I saw the 9 in ""April 9"" in the confirmation email and my brain decided that was the time. I guess I should be thankful I wasn't 2 hours late? Off to kill time with coffee.",0.3983268101761261,2.102629869863016,2.540156555772996,95.42534246575345,82.49315068493149,6.36320939334638,19.33268101761252,7.447530270364453,0.21694481409001964,515,13,128,8,14,174,81,146,0.065,0.851,0.084,0.1677,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,10,0,14,2,1,2,1,15,26,7,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,12,2,24,4,21,8,0,26,0,0,1,0,3,11,1,1,13,82,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783055562562375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982491066383209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576598966212247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404684488091327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597916076732706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884077032330231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359994123542751,0.0,0.1873222123393723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023761230315821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812806546812014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918166038174681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307472084589129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217987591841565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607461787254873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893429371140938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160264094352043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655331421919533,0.0,0.19743374263032734,0.11296942171568905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974613973370673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699172468057729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207941050033976,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,frito_pi,2019/04/09,"Follow-up appointment after diagnosis So I got tested and confirmed that I have ADHD for the 3rd/4th time in my life about a month ago. Today I have my follow up appointment after my blood work and drug testing results were sent to my doctor, which I might add cost $1,000 :0... out of pocket. He did a full array, and it tallied up quickly. I’m hoping that my insurance covers my medication, bc Vyvanse can be expensive. The Vyvanse website says it should cover 90% based on my provider. My provider’s website says to call to verify coverage, which leaves me concerned. I have a high deductible, so everything so far has come out of pocket. I’m very worried that I will be paying $175 monthly doctor visits (until I meet my deductible), $330 monthly prescription costs (hopefully it’s $35), and $250 random drug testing costs (required by my doctor). The cost alone makes me very anxious. My doctor also wanted to check my hormone levels. I’m hoping he’s not going to suggest I try low testosterone treatments (no reason to believe my testosterone is low). Has anyone experienced a doctor suggesting their ADHD is made worse by hormones?",5.787468553459121,7.261534004716985,6.397471698113207,74.36891194968554,67.4433962264151,8.106163522012578,33.001257861635224,8.447377352677275,2.900687672955975,907,40,144,13,15,296,127,212,0.06,0.9109999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.6582,0,1,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,7,0,15,10,1,4,0,21,29,9,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,7,5,2,2,0,0,5,3,24,3,21,19,1,27,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,5,10,87,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717680779047434,0.0,0.1002266878159552,0.0,0.0,0.11710286223599102,0.0,0.09041929117130357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773303531856234,0.0,0.07905877116838629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738730011137633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545360445285036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739683413954027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578642101530442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622426382555594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016169380372699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425833450285279,0.0,0.09042966084840866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946103369530126,0.0,0.3369018328950913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197211667994037,0.0,0.0,0.07986225862680196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069863176270822,0.07547281010594352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390266901975915,0.0,0.11994575769146193,0.0,0.0,0.2707459603670828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625126001775975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983014127660313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593002330189643,0.0,0.10717388308245633,0.0,0.0,0.07676477574279303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658351480788052,0.06668958948377386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231380592775836,0.11482458512727163,0.11522448926994405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anAmericanInGermany,2019/04/09,"Life isn't over after a good start getting goals set and actively pursuing them, I ended up terribly depressed and wanted to pass on to others feeling the same something I try to keep telling myself... ...a terrible day does not mean life is terrible.",10.44586956521739,8.349539239130436,10.053913043478264,63.946521739130446,58.78260869565217,13.547826086956524,44.73913043478261,12.161744961471696,5.61864347826087,199,10,32,5,2,65,38,46,0.28600000000000003,0.644,0.07,-0.9137,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,8,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982828332251428,0.0,0.2648102649872319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905566198343783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27231358870644146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545832396499598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606323803461462,0.0,0.0,0.25787839812641816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732798458820898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343286653765838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33490827946864155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366936332018515,0.0,0.0,0.21761800465308548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687289415489548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874154556599708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813447358805288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItchimusIV,2019/04/09,"Does ADHD change over time? Diagnosed primarily Inattentive. Still holds true - but since my diagnosis i've noticed myself having more and more symptoms from the hyperactivity side. Has anyone had similar happen to them or the reverse? Not sure if i just didn't realise and i'd always done it or if i'm becoming more combined, or why that would be.",5.649843750000002,7.703910546875001,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,68.53125,9.495,31.55,9.888512548439397,3.463128750000001,281,12,46,7,5,94,54,64,0.045,0.924,0.031,-0.2271,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,2,14,9,8,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,3,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31202200563345694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603101949938094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153770327302932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286738363233775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746516491039849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635166195893923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720192332291,0.26568924686779355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295878908502807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955878227130102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476669126432552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073389923683599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469600609100706,0.26985255844007194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139098205145915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342735893709675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443204744751565,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,poweredby_potato,2019/04/09,"Are there any good Youtube channels for mums with ADHD? There are heaps for mums who have kids with ADHD, but I haven't found any good ones for mums with it. Honestly I'm tempted to start one myself at this point, haha.",4.4221969696969685,5.3003865227272735,4.075454545454543,91.96651515151515,70.13636363636363,6.775757575757575,23.75757575757576,6.42735559955562,0.4463575757575757,173,4,37,1,3,52,31,44,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6232184654762841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526443067972908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842917522093868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349505858156403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513953807811557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510738562928225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352269770477067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zenith_N,2019/04/09,"Taking 3 day breaks from taking Adderall - so as not to build tolerance ? Please help. Should I take a few days off of Adderall medication like weekends to not build a tolerance ? I was diagnosed late with inattentive type. I prior to that I would drink gallons of coffee a day. So I can easily build tolerance. Please advise. Thank you",2.8439754098360663,5.862511983606558,3.826372950819673,81.21037909836069,84.90163934426229,7.64016393442623,24.018442622950825,8.472884824447931,2.334326229508197,265,10,45,7,8,85,42,61,0.08800000000000001,0.672,0.24,0.8649,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,9,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329673045991833,0.0,0.0,0.2271364712518445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192235317124875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499979766319079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243856820739746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932976169530248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543925544488294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912961743526226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504774090746234,0.0,0.0,0.20603062353884455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897002818363326,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cateml,2019/04/09,"Awaiting medical intervention - any useful self help books/apps/resources? Especially around motivation and approaching big and scary tasks? I made a post on here before a while ago, but long story short: Been pretty sure I had ADHD since I saw the diagnostic criteria like 13 years ago. Was diagnosed with dyslexia as a kid (which probably I don't have, since I can read fine and always could, but had a dyslexia specific assessment not general SEN assessment) and even that my family were all 'never tell anyone, labels are bad' so, never did anything about it. Have really struggled as an adult (more than I did in education - like I could fuck up and cram hours before and get by in that, but adult life and jobs are trickier to pull off, had a lot of horrible fuck ups as I've become overwhelmed by admin/life admin), so went to my GP just over a year ago I think it was, told them I thought I had ADHD and why, they agreed. Was referred to specialist - apparently it could be up to 4 years wait. And thats that.... GP treating me for depression related to all this, but not much more they can do. It would be nice to just be able to wait that out, but obviously - life happens. I currently do work but make barely anything, my partner is now on medical leave from his prior career due to depression, and probably can't go back so his ability to make money is in ruins. I'm trying to find something - wanting to apply right now for a teaching qualification that I would get a bursary for - so we can actually live. And I'd *really* like the 'not about to be homeless' stability to have a kid before time runs out on that, which could become a problem if I don't do something soon-ish. I don't have time to wait for meds or anything else from the doctor. So I need to navigate a whole load of stuff, and stress, while trying to do this application. I've already started the process and then sort of stalled - which is pretty typical for me even when I am trying hard and constantly thinking about it. I think the self esteem factor ('I fuck everything up, I'll get overwelmed again, I don't deserve a job, I can't function enough, the referees secretly think I'm pathetic') is a barrier as well. I've tried quite a few motivational self help things - CBT books, apps (to do list apps, pomedorro technique). Sometimes they work a bit.... not much. But they're always very much for 'normal' neurotypical people. Like ""This is how to stop procrastinating, it works for a lot of people!"", you start looking into it and realise that the barriers to 'just getting stuff done' those people have isn't the same as yours. **The question**: Does anyone have any recommendations for self help resources regarding motivation and task completion (I was thinking books, but not necessarily) either specifically for people with ADHD, or that have worked for you as someone with ADHD? Apologies if this has been asked a lot before, I couldn't see anything.",4.882491774891776,6.613796632727272,5.736779220779222,77.2567878787879,69.94545454545455,9.01991341991342,29.27705627705628,9.48565724429506,2.7516147186147184,2308,89,419,52,42,756,267,550,0.111,0.7909999999999999,0.099,-0.8976,4,0,2,0,0,0,90.0,1,3,4,8,22,20,3,3,27,0,56,9,0,8,6,92,90,44,0,13,21,0,1,4,1,2,6,0,0,9,27,24,0,6,13,3,1,5,15,11,1,0,19,4,37,9,66,60,16,52,0,4,3,3,28,19,3,9,31,284,64,16,0.06277854259403279,0.0,0.06126280165813499,0.0,0.3017904339131499,0.0,0.16694817050730046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927768283986911,0.0,0.10447355304485548,0.0,0.0,0.08538312346379459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779243331113573,0.0,0.2066455659055834,0.0558862127326312,0.05868946284510696,0.0,0.0,0.04827282416663962,0.0524174608045414,0.0,0.13866793607102645,0.21367966355750567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853790901270458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582210749808769,0.06784130205830279,0.0,0.20049423169932726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814213349188168,0.06371889925500321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425649849961318,0.05493792568117108,0.06424424531813512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244341677067566,0.0,0.0,0.06486701626187724,0.0,0.08292927060964463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056421306099722186,0.0,0.05918202281044317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737845060175276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411325308467518,0.13119678966636147,0.0,0.03567849248827064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055514857886582385,0.0,0.05623724320182007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623740135769038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182421868071911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459603327308692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647341210111643,0.0,0.0,0.08868468243247674,0.12268169937908932,0.0,0.055434603266748886,0.055557034670192455,0.05271816459901152,0.0,0.0,0.16011621579455612,0.0,0.05940257492413106,0.08381032932977857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973280841261388,0.12648555405167045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844835659491406,0.04654949386945048,0.09683736444581298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061509642595472265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409094751607096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060124490213076365,0.12773669422318526,0.13537177385203372,0.06007058683511845,0.0,0.0,0.07032633524973758,0.06677270761230562,0.06279553135923477,0.0,0.08043508384438654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053612532359174916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002637048213455,0.0,0.2619668456678923,0.0,0.0,0.10386211833868564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319205541585309,0.09665997834195464,0.062089583868676024,0.0,0.0888699511348837,0.0,0.0,0.05248567264566753,0.0719126084349098,0.06562976340223146,0.14373282327088974,0.0,0.0,0.059168033441341875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487121330345776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170727416485559,0.2011297760390404,0.0,0.04983915038840617,0.07321334607649344,0.0,0.0,0.05998758776393748,0.0,0.17049003811833488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054220504307503935,0.0,0.05179887234093001,0.03702841095791309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056445449191908824,0.058196337935972765,0.05664787011345515,0.07009000085523223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281410678915816,0.0,0.0,0.08919215090883993,0.0,0.0,0.12128196946556298 adhd,Man_Dirigma,2019/04/09,"Riding the Game of Thrones bandwagon: when I explain ADHD to family, I feel like I'm Bran Stark explaining being the Three-eyed Raven to Sansa. I feel like it's better to say ""fewer"" words or they'll get more confused and worried. Me going to the psychiatrist got my father extremely troubled. I'm planning to take them with me to my doctor or to a support group who might explain it better to them. I was recently diagnosed at 25.",4.802499999999998,6.095210440476192,6.024761904761906,76.80357142857143,69.59523809523809,8.933333333333335,30.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.8653238095238103,343,14,61,7,6,115,60,84,0.095,0.7509999999999999,0.154,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,3,1,7,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,16,4,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,11,5,11,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,4,4,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800870166542855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122367056025799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365460848499239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385418349023823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197036664629764,0.0,0.23567938605078725,0.33298931027760803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217617037617766,0.0,0.13245061999066407,0.0,0.18639550398533067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277179613125557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723469872657194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23011385765087894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533481990602602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264468237342293,0.0,0.0,0.17522847863463675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366788309709881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,guy_who_loses_stuff,2019/04/09,"When I have a fight with my so i become restless and overwhelmed with emotions? How do I get rid of this feeling because everytime I have a fight and don't resolve it right away I feel like it eats me. She always says I think too much but I can't help it I feel like such a baby when I do this, but I can't seem to get rid of this feeling. Any advice?",-0.13038461538461732,1.6686989743589784,1.9791666666666683,98.23875,84.8974358974359,4.412820512820511,20.006410256410245,5.148860815047168,-0.4333897435897436,272,8,66,1,8,91,46,78,0.142,0.727,0.131,-0.19699999999999998,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,2,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,14,15,8,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,13,3,6,15,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261823585633024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925952419455589,0.0,0.0,0.1574023553551078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174665249704752,0.0,0.0,0.14109731828738414,0.2556320132639132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368437990432831,0.0,0.2603640231380519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681373352990282,0.3307135405614742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418590802346388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514435407159546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261616541754203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015148145619938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766760754458426,0.0,0.1840681745289248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107146573276024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483117468477925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MartinVDK91,2019/04/09,"Talk with the head of the examination comittee at my uni today, anger towards custodial persons I have written custodial persons with intention. Because they are responsible for the whole of you. For your physical and your psychollogical health. It is hard, after I have the confirmation, that I had/have ADD since birth and now with 32, the repercussions I now have to deal with makes me very angry and especially very frustrated. Thinking of the things that could have been avoided. I didn't had to deal with. I would have never have asked myself ""what is wrong with me"", I would have known that nothing is wrong with me and that when I take the medicin, I have the same possibilities, the same chances everybody else has and I would not felt lost out. I have nobody physical I can talk about this shit here, when I need to. A friend to talk all of this shit through. I have not told anybody. I am very careful with it. I always thought life is not supposed to be that hard. I was right. All along. All the soulsearching, reading, traveling when I was in my youth and early adulthood. It just increased the sense that there was something, that there is something wrong with me. I listen to the stories of others, how they just studyied throught their bachelors and masters in regular time, have jobs that earn them a small fortune right on entry, and I am sitting here, go over and over over the same things, everybody knows and tells you, you are smart, and you are getting discouraged and hate yourself when you are looking at your progress in life compared to them. It is impossible to not feel a load of frustration towards the ones who could have prevented all this, who could have made life how it was supposed to be, not torturing the most part of it. The head of the examination comittee is somebody who adheres to the examination regulations to the T. I had the first ADHD appointement for a pre talk on the 16.11., the exam I failed on the 20.11., the second appointement where the neurological tests were made on the 11.12. The oral confirmation that I have ADD, I did receive on the 5.1.19. After a long wait for a written diagnoses, I could go to a psychiatrist and get the medicine, I started test studying in the beginning of march and see, I need a quarter of the time I needed before for a whole test, without having looked at the material for 4 months, on medicine. I want the chance to prove myself that now it is possible to study like I would not have ADD. He almost straight went to the examination regulations, which say, you can retreat from an exam after the exam when you didn't know you had a condition during the exam that impaired your ability to perform on that day. He said I suspected that I have it, and why didn't I got a sick leave. The doctor at the ADS centre told me that I could hand it in afterwards and I was never one that flunked out, what would it had looked like if I would have excused me before the last oral exam? The next time I'd come they would be extra hard to me. All this, the whole warped self assesment, that we also have, the overestimation of ones own abbilities, without the knowledge of ADD, not seeing the impairment that it really is, lead to me beeing somebody who prides himself not beeing made out of sugar and just going like everyone else. I still didn't know that I had it since the examinations where still ongoing. So how could he say that shit? I hoped I don't have it. I am so frustrated that this positive trait, perseverance, and not relying on sick leaves could be held against me in this whole shit. Thinking about that, all of this could have been prevented, when they would have seen, what I needed in kindergarten or elementary school. The anger and hate I have after the talk towards my primal custodial people, who could have prevented all this is immense today. I will, if he decides against the repeatment of the exam, raise an objection. I want my right. I want justice for something I had no hands in having. He could have had it so easy and quick, if he would have said, I see everything you said, and you get the chance to prove yourself with the help you are now finally receiving. I am 32, and just want to fucking finish this shit. Why is this all happening? He said, he is thinking about it, and will mail me his decision as soon as possible.",6.829072942135291,7.103767867970665,6.664562958435209,77.63404085167075,64.69682151589242,9.995150774246133,33.17858598207009,9.776946690846593,2.994513365933169,3428,132,653,65,48,1082,303,818,0.091,0.8190000000000001,0.09,-0.9451,1,1,3,0,0,0,103.0,1,15,7,10,34,30,14,1,64,0,97,21,10,9,12,142,156,42,0,31,19,0,7,3,1,11,9,7,0,3,58,43,1,7,21,2,0,10,19,22,0,6,38,22,90,8,97,93,20,88,0,4,7,2,65,36,7,7,44,501,148,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200688152814745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166470461619251,0.0,0.0,0.0412603151830308,0.04293097791390739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823414078969043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03145169005171745,0.0,0.08780669030084415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260430185115416,0.0,0.0,0.044444321807537004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41194221801062303,0.0,0.0,0.03327435530078547,0.10638387504579844,0.0,0.052367600735097934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280942855896785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620161185271696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930100930512952,0.046370048216911056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026087863593326783,0.0,0.04953906584362499,0.05651954347215937,0.0,0.04388648102112429,0.0,0.0,0.03986198769727642,0.047698529148248944,0.08086840614759015,0.0,0.08796748239381619,0.0,0.04126504709521635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045625080575163526,0.0,0.13865632643697645,0.1018782981058246,0.10590222861002567,0.05484282285157717,0.0,0.0,0.034582883620758516,0.0,0.0,0.051245243616050776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119984337386105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506540109500806,0.04205661999464482,0.0,0.10926281354860533,0.0,0.0,0.10932872574485578,0.07561978854432665,0.0,0.0,0.04565974371263461,0.1299798251768185,0.0,0.05632178115526122,0.0,0.0,0.1464606433554819,0.03443990648876668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041182449432957464,0.0,0.0,0.1530274589095237,0.0795861274571424,0.0,0.054871618244082834,0.0,0.0,0.04950656883981858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488584478470274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587210296473027,0.0,0.03576931388374795,0.09010111794321447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449603691566484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160872759286591,0.0,0.03305292782130271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218494301417202,0.1963137475939387,0.08206045648405219,0.0,0.052216657013483686,0.12334304388170075,0.0,0.053824592625444714,0.0,0.26480642580408337,0.08535944607101338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191605130987233,0.0,0.0,0.03651904044790783,0.0,0.0824072924590663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879284247033374,0.20734958993264846,0.04509609901806714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855453897511972,0.09917952692874027,0.0,0.04096048047018987,0.0902559677107097,0.0,0.09781160940520317,0.09860201861025904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771325448148593,0.12172771743208415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047828864354347064,0.09311250129174743,0.2304148516828793,0.0,0.09947102520346776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298629685931669,0.16923232917534065,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoMembership5,2019/04/09,"Just pulled an all nighter to finish my dissertation. I am so proud of myself, anything is possible when you put your mind to it — and when there is a deadline looming straight at you!! 10 hours of solid work :D!",4.3582113821138195,5.6970880731707325,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,70.70731707317074,7.417886178861789,30.739837398373986,7.793537801064563,1.9364081300813007,165,7,33,2,3,52,36,41,0.033,0.78,0.18600000000000005,0.7825,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351594652080288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207603402845773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43140598834120814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816660786913415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295095176401893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110468980557303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cornchip66,2019/04/09,"Suspecting I Have ADHD and I Thought This Sub Might Understand Me. Around 4th grade I shut down. Not until I was 21 did I get fed up with myself. I got tired of being an emotional prisoner. I got tired of the suicidal thoughts. I got tired of not connecting with people the way I see them connect with each other. I got tired of not caring. I either obsess externally and get things done or I obsess internally about that same thing and fall back into destructive habits. Despite learning about myself, the hardest thing to realize is that I can't do things the same way that others do them. * I don't want to be an emotional prisoner/suicidal thoughts: Read book after book to find something that remotely feels similar. I found Stoicism early on and it feels like my life took a 90 degree turn. 90 because 180 feels unreasonable. It's a great collection of philosophy if anyone is looking to build a base structure for emotional intelligence and general understanding of yourself. * Connecting with others: I find myself ""disconnecting"" still. Something gets said and I my brain tunes out. I'm not myself. I forced down the wall yesterday to be myself more and I felt great. The aftermath is that I left the group I was with and cried because, well I don't know why. How do you guys deal with disconnecting? Where you aren't in the conversation anymore and the thoughts inside your head seem more relevant. * Not caring: I simply can't care about what others care about. Can't force it either, but I can find meaning in my own work. Sharing what I'm passionate about with others makes me feel a little more normal even if I'm splurging out these concepts they have no context to. * Obsessing: I like obsessing externally, it feels fulfilling. Switching modes is difficult though. Building good habits doesn't last more than a week if I don't methodically track it. I don't know, I feel like I relapsed in personality the other day. I kept it (mostly) together for three years. I'm hurt by it, but I don't hate myself. If I could say something remotely inspiring: Even if you take a few steps forward and fall back, you're never starting over from nothing. Keep trying guys. (I do plan to see a doctor soon about this.) TL;DR: Life feels hard. It feels like you can't follow what everyone else is doing and you have to chip away your own path. It's doable, but only because so often I see myself not doing it.",3.082581429922964,5.829170046357618,4.087474883993334,82.22361400189216,79.22075055187638,7.318268234446096,24.91818714240663,8.354732019191555,1.971718241203766,1913,71,344,41,49,617,224,453,0.10099999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.7319,0,0,4,0,0,0,61.0,0,7,3,2,19,23,2,4,19,0,35,11,2,2,1,81,86,24,1,8,17,0,10,4,0,1,7,2,0,3,31,23,1,2,27,3,0,6,19,8,1,1,18,16,56,15,47,63,13,41,0,1,4,1,19,19,0,10,20,242,87,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563342847274577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706647944318215,0.04982243446829058,0.0,0.0,0.06343114244674407,0.0,0.0,0.06694545291461716,0.10957981356403086,0.0,0.1303072812572316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954299866724393,0.0,0.0,0.2905926960951698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056890499234191774,0.0,0.07826914321210418,0.04595291771499724,0.073459717130368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293146037570228,0.0,0.07291755295092331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059523551103550974,0.24045338638691904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412515394827492,0.0,0.0,0.06808622446282077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822519642588984,0.15271155706072712,0.06841498793325054,0.0,0.19537452059449428,0.0,0.0,0.07812630330075003,0.0,0.0,0.11168177955217856,0.0,0.0,0.05976445170179232,0.2279532446571189,0.15711551296086396,0.0,0.1411052710672542,0.0,0.0,0.06382956385706208,0.0703485463126374,0.0731271327898043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627885151425486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333380488227969,0.0,0.0,0.0783186399170668,0.05808149791377624,0.0,0.0,0.07741764985448482,0.0,0.10065757633517568,0.13924436758943118,0.07141519976300953,0.0,0.0,0.059835391319302975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756258009161594,0.0,0.0,0.07761646511788034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755892048916892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054955456435350006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981376462183507,0.06837010856208314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054191857086067836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939853297722575,0.06221622059159864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127325506422934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777884505920125,0.0566640190377745,0.0,0.0,0.17034057294204855,0.0648669406588434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645643680787775,0.0,0.0,0.050433928638543735,0.0,0.056903514662503374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588056235175662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357411982458502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893518933747084,0.0,0.07000666642835897,0.2262707807978421,0.0,0.3275838390686578,0.0,0.0,0.07916578547365825,0.04837677024820362,0.0775038612339209,0.0,0.14835579703079627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04202743924131682,0.11311617390294758,0.05715563894843356,0.0,0.06406587873992536,0.0,0.0642956275398706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187374077616895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045885222283097625 adhd,catslover19,2019/04/09,"I need advice in my studying. The doctor gave me option of 2 18mg Concerta as I mentioned I it will last till night and It will help if I have a lot of homework. But now if I take full 36mg, the class will become super slow and feel like I’m wasting my time, but if I take only 18mg I can barely understand what they teachers say. I tried 27mg, but for some reason it won’t last over 8hrs, sometimes it lasts 6hrs. The medication react weirdly that I’m too confident when in higher dose but extremely nervous if in lower dose. I can take 36mg and hold some pains in slow classes but I’m afraid it would make me tolerate to the medicine.",4.486833333333333,4.266656081481479,5.675694444444448,84.42687500000002,69.66666666666666,8.527777777777779,28.72685185185185,8.07648339933343,1.7034629629629627,501,16,109,6,8,168,85,135,0.109,0.812,0.079,-0.598,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,2,5,0,8,5,0,3,0,24,19,15,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,5,5,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,14,2,11,13,4,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,8,11,64,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118164212157687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160740934221076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025054173549384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989237899336864,0.13976854374937464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113645363724388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784293922866885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558207082292823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633004548009578,0.0,0.0,0.13059429196425432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709135505347813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506799440568058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835992069472511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879653695722458,0.2081796519710485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115523684172704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558444121057294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349751536661464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413011804210196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408194156560104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328298432488781,0.0,0.0,0.2036729319005622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898031292629984,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LegionDude1,2019/04/09,"I think my thesis is slowly killing me I am currently writing my thesis for my Bachelor's degree in Earth Science. I already had to get an extension of 4 weeks because I did nothing of consequence for the first 4 weeks of the 10 week period. Progress has been made, I've got about a chapter and a half of the four chapters that need to be included. One chapter I need to do is just an introduction, shouldn't take too long. But the other chapter and a half in front of me is still a daunting task. I have ten days left. This requires me to do work morning to evening on the thesis. Obviously that sucks. I haven't been taking meds consistently since high school (Concerta 54mg) but still sometimes take 10mg tabs of methylfenidate, not Ritalin but off brand. I stopped taking meds because they make me feel like crap. I have been taking the 10mg tabs for about 2 weeks now, one or two each day, because it is the only way to get the amount of work that needs to get done actually done. But I have started to feel worse and worse. I get nausea, feel cold and then later hot while not changing the temp of the room or my clothes. I have headaches. But worse, it isn't even working that well. I have done just about nothing in the past 4 hours. I need to have the third chapter finished thursday night. And it's not like I am actually choosing fun over working on the thesis. I try to work on it, but the words on my monitor are just swimming in my head. I feel awful. So I seek a distraction, but I don't feel like doing anything. I don't want to watch netflix. I don't want to play any games. I don't want to watch any of the videos youtube is reccommending me. I just want this to be over. I'm so tired even though I sleep 8 hours every night. I feel like I'm in a damned if I do damned if I don't scenario. If I take meds I 'might' be productive, but there is a high chance of feeling like shit. If I don't take the meds I am my usual distracted self and will not be doing as much work as I should. I've been under a lot of pressure for a few weeks now and feeling very high strung. I'm bailing on a lot of activities to work on my thesis but end up not doing anything with that time. This is just a bit of a rant, I don't know if anyone here has any insight or advice. I'm considering just bailing on the meds again an hope I can somehow pull it off without them.",3.2490843233845226,4.115322056795133,4.312353520718633,89.23333468559841,72.85395537525355,7.2570037670240515,27.06745870762098,7.447530270364453,1.2094823413503333,1846,64,413,20,35,602,209,493,0.132,0.7959999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9819,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,10,25,18,6,3,32,1,52,6,4,2,1,72,91,31,1,16,29,0,9,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,14,9,0,2,12,5,0,3,16,9,1,9,11,12,49,9,57,72,7,58,0,0,2,0,5,23,5,13,36,271,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.12338185216653473,0.0,0.0,0.06177517434493088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976181786695833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896971283872058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044202977724479176,0.0,0.10404483623565634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560996390926613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901687425917796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687547825299933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081539805102203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940796151298816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055991728049882235,0.0,0.0,0.12526321107221644,0.0,0.05326326767593223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571636699840233,0.1806496913038128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377256864537254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211363559300654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505606174373834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487914643793713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037751662480494,0.0,0.06278900280855411,0.12451253294197155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994053123252071,0.0,0.0347425525529964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868573742973773,0.0,0.0,0.15442379884939605,0.0,0.0,0.055945285335954775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749010673105364,0.0,0.0598176994785498,0.04219801161355395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511006200277137,0.0,0.0,0.06706352220032474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647195961157689,0.18749918761721868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865023119264685,0.0,0.12131733095914594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567530224016781,0.04807957453681215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034802738511603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397924163338385,0.0,0.0,0.06594938884181223,0.0,0.0648916084314524,0.0522939703365052,0.0,0.06326291425962162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252348611736555,0.0,0.04474550165922493,0.0,0.10097077021284752,0.05285245963256546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327205816699572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405070672934885,0.062110636497846934,0.0,0.03686249240050776,0.07265894017316206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292036951796428,0.0,0.0617540767150193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962488008404437,0.0521608597434523,0.14914871024884854,0.05017891807848725,0.2535453618664438,0.0,0.05683990838790636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609391822552879,0.0,0.3221604248647533,0.0,0.19327136472937625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilovemybirb,2019/04/09,"Adderall Makes Big Sad Hey- if Adderall makes me feel depressed, does that mean I have super ADHD????",3.741666666666666,6.717733166666669,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,78.44444444444446,3.6,25.66666666666667,3.1291,0.4298000000000002,79,3,13,0,2,23,16,18,0.29100000000000004,0.5539999999999999,0.154,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835752032927948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34656402795658403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521200885698342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034523206088188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371753705798002,0.0,0.0,0.4383031085832644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Justice076,2019/04/09,"I want your guys opinion Hello redditors, yesterday I got diagnosed with ADHD and I feel happy about it. However since this is the first time I'm taking meds I want to know how well does fluoxetine work for ADHD? After trying the meds out I just felt sleepy. I'm not expecting miracles but I'm a little impatient to know when do meds start working. :D",3.501304347826085,5.5718692028985535,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,74.3623188405797,9.237681159420287,25.99275362318841,9.725611199111238,2.754031884057972,281,10,51,8,6,96,53,69,0.035,0.7929999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.812,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,15,14,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,6,2,7,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221653668519766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826882138440414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537019530311072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888078244933322,0.0,0.16863997503151806,0.0,0.0,0.14939754994544371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047371288304625,0.0,0.0,0.1739091835608743,0.0,0.18696986299867932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305204720642088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760353669382367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58528250077539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452895266491218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431744451440233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205787945717926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241590067675374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924663839336185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071916262328153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791960968573615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255733037848946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toleratoroflife,2019/04/09,"I think that as a child, I knowingly annoyed people as a self defense mechanism, that way if they thought I was annoying, it would be as if they couldn't reject ""the real"" me, but just my ""fake"" personality. Has anyone felt anything similar? I just thought of it today, and I'm not even sure if it is correct, but I thought I'd ask here if anyone has thought of anything similar. It could also be that I annoyed people in order to get a reaction and therefor stimulation, but that sort of just means I was an asshole.",9.97529411764706,6.327732117647059,10.319705882352944,66.49367647058826,61.15686274509804,13.337254901960785,45.107843137254896,11.20814326018867,4.980854901960784,404,20,77,8,4,138,61,102,0.1,0.87,0.03,-0.7659,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,6,7,4,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,2,31,21,13,0,7,11,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,1,11,1,8,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,5,1,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000815977693902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232147196835337,0.0,0.3087257465115177,0.0,0.17536256488072138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497678672207976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389523513084218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010681865384942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800313559151873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308940703549936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433029413347029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008957655231385,0.1637881683228786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350782034516466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956875039531211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679252118231067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019409171686347,0.0,0.5956722600548093,0.0,0.0,0.17780450133024756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889277068814585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325189559054335,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bacon_Devil,2019/04/09,"How much do you think sleep deprivation will affect my neurophsyche evaluation? I'm being tested today but I haven't slept since Sunday. Do you think that will affect my test much? And which direction do you think it could skew the results, if any?",3.64826086956522,6.547756869565216,4.158869565217394,81.63178260869569,78.13043478260869,7.1582608695652175,20.069565217391304,8.238735603445708,1.2675878260869569,200,5,35,4,5,63,35,46,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,2,4,0,11,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,8,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201593570117954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584859826205292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759832299521644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780722306351445,0.0,0.3239812407004691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223328504133452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068747128043496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cooochie-toot,2019/04/09,"Obsessively repeating thoughts Hello all, generally speaking, I am a lurker in this sub. I have never posted before. I was diagnosed with ADHD my freshman year of high school (around 2012-13). I now take Adderall to help me focus at my job. For as long as I can remember on medication, I have had obsessive intrusive thoughts constantly with very anxious undertones. For me, most of the time my obsessive thoughts pertain to praying in my head. Almost all day it’s just a constant loop of me praying. I guess I’m really just wondering if there is anybody else who has experienced this and if there is a way to stop it or at least hinder it. It really gets exhausting. I am about to go to work so I will be responding when I can. Thank you all in advance for any help. Have a wonderful day beautiful people.",3.975349650349649,6.022770331168831,5.580649350649352,76.1514135864136,72.96103896103895,9.673526473526474,31.326673326673326,10.035473477838034,3.5777548451548444,637,30,115,19,13,216,102,154,0.079,0.79,0.131,0.8758,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,9,5,0,3,5,0,14,4,1,0,4,24,25,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,2,18,1,23,18,5,24,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,8,12,84,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825324652508038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208773071045864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328486436482162,0.0,0.0,0.17158325591747678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520704485356508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924026536354158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328260639675282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959024531793764,0.0,0.0,0.1541568778476322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687779430519144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935199648403657,0.0,0.08631795389764416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731497803139822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587459316888275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360640132863947,0.1604715104873771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071929761930575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441065535288638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300498230046253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171406438003374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529574915917207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454608256231074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459880098116308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205252531154408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371253797855056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698002510069525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419624718559285,0.0,0.0,0.1398323989568947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617316639938045,0.08856352651952172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531843031608628,0.0,0.12055674081071632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32941876894368083,0.11057179368532244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780692997221964 adhd,Toxic_Supp_Main,2019/04/09,Holding a job is quite difficult ngl You’re all over the place trying to maintain your cool and sanity. I didn’t mentioned my condition to my managers and every time I do an error and get questioned it kinda makes me feel bad.,3.244333333333333,5.34994626666667,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,75.22222222222223,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.915555555555556,182,7,33,3,4,60,40,45,0.218,0.7340000000000001,0.048,-0.7959999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019838299492625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30472710137433384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828739361324649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896045522040567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358907001090681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142112048016984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778737869626183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051591919761896,0.3846862795593356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108958189907663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455538378287388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,louiselara,2019/04/09,"I'm starting my diagnosis today! [Note: English is not my first language. Sorry if I made any mistakes] I’ve been suspecting I have ADHD for more than a year now (after researching online for a way to remedy my incurable procrastination). I had an experience similar to that of a lot of people here: I found this sub and suddenly felt at home. So many things I read here felt familiar and I could suddenly understand so much about myself. So I decided to try getting diagnosed. Three weeks ago I had my first appointment with a psychiatrist and, although I didn’t mention ADHD, as soon as I explained how I feel and the struggles I face he started asking about the common symptoms of ADHD.  He prescribed a low dose antidepressant for my social anxiety and said I’d do good with cognitive behavioral therapy and then he scheduled me for a full psych evaluation. So today and tomorrow I’ll be doing test for attention, anxiety, memory and some other things. I’m kind of excited (I have this weird thing with filling out forms/tests… I love it for some reason), but I’m also a bit scared. I know there are no right or wrong answers in his kind of test, but I’m anxious to find out what is “wrong with me”, and I’m scared of not getting the results I was expecting. I also have this constant fear that I’m “faking it”, which I know is just my anxiety but I can’t shake off the feeling.  Anyways, I wanted to thank all of you for the help and support I’ve gotten for this sub! I can’t wait to be a more active member of the community once I get diagnosed. And if it turns out I don’t have ADHD I’ll still stick around because the things I’ve learned here have been incredibly helpful.  Well, I think that's all I have to say for now. Take care and have a good day!",5.206861161760877,5.685022148997136,6.487935660328213,76.80217699921856,68.19770773638967,10.013076321958843,31.622948684553272,10.018931242160765,3.075165042979944,1386,55,269,32,22,470,188,349,0.126,0.767,0.107,-0.3946,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,21,21,0,5,17,0,25,6,1,4,2,59,58,29,0,6,9,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,17,20,0,1,17,1,0,2,7,11,1,3,12,6,36,10,41,43,10,35,0,1,0,1,14,10,0,6,22,189,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462619088144825,0.0,0.08228956352000008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847470601717108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312863393884291,0.0,0.2130476335338021,0.10487322241707336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263975649292285,0.0867849632506621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056589248209287575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134800399592836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464794703993007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031792114958388,0.0,0.07411843492211526,0.0,0.0,0.059868666771926024,0.0,0.0,0.18844412820108564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080706400059513,0.0,0.10446129684653363,0.09387683686983246,0.0,0.17826568228743264,0.0,0.08484635035756168,0.15792492953179005,0.0,0.10178499758043727,0.0,0.0,0.14550195236728028,0.0,0.0,0.15572539118985024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444605563580165,0.0,0.09311760867057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933395376581206,0.10203557877011768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892205988344148,0.08378409376063879,0.08783945246510666,0.0,0.09411661615706464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682418669197612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988625657460359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435770473112612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285666654847123,0.0,0.0,0.09544628934638524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927763221901486,0.08830405751822384,0.07382337058052459,0.18588114230596567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463006958965026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391731441264597,0.13141329072450406,0.0,0.0741353917635788,0.0,0.0,0.09704768673798084,0.0,0.0,0.1053441371783124,0.0,0.09648751983330102,0.06979776882220783,0.0,0.0,0.0854668143374803,0.10616096207288367,0.0,0.2466926143273809,0.059482705671473964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598690033124886,0.0,0.0,0.06302652544185466,0.10097406372603134,0.0,0.09664091223985044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054754450431655576,0.07368535947936826,0.0744638658977585,0.0,0.0834667075879589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029934430654708,0.0,0.05978047138726045 adhd,AJ_Black,2019/04/09,"I get depressed when I'm not doing creative things. But I only do creative things to cope with stress. Which means I am, at all times, either depressed or stressed out. Got a 6 page essay due in 4 hours? No better time to do the things you love instead! Oh, now you got nothing important to do? Let's lay around and feel like an uninspired sack of shit all day then :)",1.9955791505791505,4.0457713378378415,2.565289575289576,95.49959459459463,78.86486486486487,4.769111969111969,22.73359073359073,5.288315135182226,0.03592123552123505,285,9,61,1,7,88,60,74,0.27,0.5920000000000001,0.138,-0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,1,2,3,0,6,2,1,0,2,12,13,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,5,3,9,10,4,12,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,1,9,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477090527816436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363354007117196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661340659228987,0.0,0.3381889314903021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926783705973433,0.1402546448765263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257172824215534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31403813168955874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933406136972947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075565063870685,0.0,0.09591449578147848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771910099433975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385551875456266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883791668641938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931403654898445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152482808760525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497793306271021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39128889073316997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895741447802825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amfrez11,2019/04/09,"I filed my taxes on time for the first time in 5 years. Just wanted to share! I finally did an adult thing! Understanding the forms and filling them out is easy for me. I always do it myself, eventually. My problem is losing my forms and just making myself do it. Now I just need to file the returns for the last two years and I'll be caught up! I feel so relived!",0.4462666666666699,2.756962160000004,2.6066666666666656,91.21666666666668,87.4,5.466666666666668,17.666666666666668,6.937597516519254,0.10126666666666706,282,7,61,4,9,95,51,75,0.086,0.847,0.067,-0.3331,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,12,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,12,1,9,9,2,15,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,9,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349286710137077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427590849632555,0.0,0.0,0.3092885808667891,0.0,0.2401574145931829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301439734842316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31586512861742355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188463479156418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935079572560286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701602983891784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757349023914255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32926829025968923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580418377027605,0.2939248628605812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653086111385573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636341265205055 adhd,anon-ymouss,2019/04/09,"What do I do? I think I have ADHD. My doctor told me it is likely that I do based on my symptoms and that I need to see a specialist... Keeping up with my studies is becoming insanely difficult but I’m hesitant about resorting to meds. I tried my friend’s meds today before studying just to see how much of a difference it would make and.. I have never in my life felt so sharp and focused. It was the first time I focused my attention on studying for 3 hours straight without being distracted. Usually attention is lost every 15 minutes. Normally, I’d drink a ton of espresso but that would just make me jittery and sometimes even more difficult to study. This is coming from someone who takes 4 hours to do a task that my classmates do in 2. I’ve had issues with focusing since I can remember but have managed to get by. I have not even mentioned how severely if affects my social interactions. I’ve ignored this issue for all of my life but now that my studies are intensifying, I’m running out of options. I appreciate all feedback.",4.555223880597016,6.066400840796021,5.897691542288557,76.64594029850748,70.44278606965173,9.141094527363183,34.295522388059695,9.558583805096642,3.4969725373134333,823,42,148,19,15,277,121,201,0.087,0.833,0.08,-0.0913,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,1,5,0,20,6,0,5,3,37,35,12,0,5,9,0,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,12,8,2,2,5,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,4,23,2,24,27,5,17,0,1,2,0,6,7,0,2,9,109,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769058250948266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410234627801378,0.11873162044195296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019463049051435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578144528250353,0.0,0.14281711350096346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668843009601164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843193969444355,0.0,0.11756189179508506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397278823838446,0.0,0.0,0.11868601331584425,0.0,0.0,0.10780222730452514,0.0,0.07289981261916867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748222098185384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912707187991512,0.0,0.1240226255408136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711143078909246,0.06816838216301169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231587296661667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862776465561093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099776254962031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257221769798494,0.1034613541758073,0.10761583024380864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671192506722318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806277613178346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237818735894133,0.0,0.0,0.15763166346403473,0.0,0.11542247313177093,0.0,0.0,0.14223550053426698,0.11822517555514107,0.0,0.1380009081362202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502737595260715,0.10491084522765252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894065961380199,0.0,0.0,0.08136234466973659,0.0,0.1322602052636927,0.13332899131412893,0.0,0.09473320089514524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367499922249064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345040562281224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982393351206265,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luwi12,2019/04/09,"Support/Sponsor I am having a hard time staying accountable for my actions. I dont want to ask that from my girlfriend or my neurotypical friends. I feel like only someone with ADHD could relate and be ok with the consistnat ""Am I doing ok?"" or ""Hey you need to remember to get that thing done!"" or offering general support when i feel like venting. Yeah venting on here is grea,t but I feel like having someone close by for immediate and constant interaction would be great! I feel like it would be really great to have someone who is down to support/sponsor when I am spiraling, feeling alone or need some motivation! Is this a good idea/ bad idea? Anyone interested in something like this?",5.854573643410856,7.249679573643412,6.5565891472868225,73.58434108527133,67.2170542635659,9.454263565891472,36.03875968992248,9.725611199111238,3.7539364341085273,551,28,94,12,9,181,82,129,0.063,0.636,0.3,0.988,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,14,0,0,3,3,18,0,0,1,0,27,29,9,0,6,5,0,6,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,9,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,12,13,14,22,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,9,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461581623922046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462777922094764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413901155376556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249428239238464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004722884174335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300362658243353,0.0,0.09607540104070282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314153043072985,0.14102834072383344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30421766056512645,0.3438611434400775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296829231998342,0.0,0.0628685627292823,0.0,0.0,0.10092886760565592,0.0,0.2653331596773637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077939379750551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716806183181037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939409619992698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844947473425785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151799461719712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708783312710063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631282714425794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30587102758674656,0.0926375397943192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825802219257584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096543688757777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994330924616799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016662301167317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709749981838184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170960961731817,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jackar,2019/04/09,"ADHD, autistic traits, medication and emotional resonance. Filtering emotional content. Prioritisation. Just some thoughts I wanted to put into words while getting ready this morning. Quick background: I've lived in the same house all my life, some very bad things have happened here including violence that left me with brain damage that worsens and complicates my ADHD presentation. Thoughts: Normally even going downstairs/being away from books and the computer is uncomfortable, when unmedicated. Stressful, depressing. Everything I look at/perceive resonates, emotionally, in an expanding cloud of very rapid associations. The few that wouldn't be negative associations are washed away by the tide of unpleasant thoughts triggered by the overly familiar environment. The clutter of abandoned hobbies, untouched prototype bits of woodwork, unused art supplies, the unwashed winter bedding that never gets washed year by year. The broken things I never fix, like the two unmaintained bicycles I haven't ridden in more than a year. The buried furniture beneath all the clutter that no-one can sit on. the slow-forming cracks in the walls and ceilings of an old unmaintained house - scarring on the walls from my father's wild violence in my childhood, particularly the night he was finally arrested. The creak of a damaged door-hinge, reattached after earlier rampages, the effort to open and close doors with broken handles. I reach the middle of the staircase and can see a thousand things I should have done, could have done better, would have done, should have done years ago, cannot do. Living things, the same - my cat, old, the last of many. Needy, traumatised thing who I don't play with often enough, whose diet I feel I should do more to vary. Knowing she can only live so long. Family, and all the stressful or mundane things they might say - the responsibilities they might remind me of that I simply lack the spoons to deal with, and will only be the worse for remembering at such a time. All of this hits me like cold rain and wind. Today, after taking my medication after a long break due to bad circumstances, I simply.. Zoned it out. It was unimportant. I saw my cat, fleetingly, in my periphery, and a subprocess mentally noted that it was time to feed her. I felt the touch of all the negative thoughts associated with her, and gently warded them, automatically. I move quickly but calmly and get things done in the kitchen. My only significant distraction is *this*, these thoughts and the desire to write about them, a practical, driven desire to analyse and fix the myriad problems in my life. Without the medication, anyone's life can be overwhelming - but when you're genuinely disabled by your complex of mental health conditions, with a combination of ADHD, brain damage affecting dopamine function, and autistic traits... The medication has the profound impact of reducing the 'volume' of that ringing emotional resonance, the profound significance of everything I see and the thousand threads of associative thought that spiderweb out like cracks in glass. I'm not ignorant of them, it doesn't block them out, but it nips them in the bud before they can 'infest' my thoughts and grow out of control. It's a prioritisation thing - my brain on Lisdexamfetamine (just 30mg, for anyone wondering - I find 50mg a little overwhelming when I'm suffering depression, having shifted my dose back down after my life situation worsened a year or more ago) runs just as fast, but can accurately select which thoughts are relevant and put the rest 'on hold' instead of letting *all of them happen at once*, gathering those thousand threads of data from every scene I witness. It's just such a pity the medication 1: Only works properly when I'm not severely depressed, and 2: Only works for at most half a given day, before crashing me into a state even worse than the baseline. I hope this was interesting to someone, thanks for reading - any response, discussion or questions are welcome.",9.987822450187416,10.266393683211682,9.063262971000196,63.05809035312686,58.15328467153285,12.25212073387256,40.99526533833103,11.685343192404456,5.189554349970408,3223,154,480,83,37,1012,351,685,0.114,0.805,0.08,-0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,108.0,0,1,9,6,20,28,0,5,56,0,46,19,3,3,8,101,78,33,0,13,14,1,3,3,1,8,13,2,3,0,33,33,3,5,16,4,0,8,12,18,0,5,21,10,49,10,85,43,19,83,0,11,4,0,25,35,0,12,40,344,82,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047391585924598,0.0,0.09857835026088876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037812307671325714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775856316576774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044826950886006,0.04275568298521611,0.0928532513164114,0.0,0.0,0.09462901863701263,0.0,0.0,0.04917680442091037,0.06070465444700277,0.0,0.0,0.18621578869850275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062364087858055126,0.04439489484450459,0.0,0.0,0.03585967740162435,0.05732479871348541,0.14367371880799826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845085857173552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018595248411474,0.0,0.057453311078624364,0.0,0.07345121536998298,0.0,0.046848372860868966,0.0,0.0999457362960204,0.0,0.05241806025212471,0.0,0.028114815872396347,0.0,0.05338810936746489,0.06091095011391175,0.050820619809661335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715164967802286,0.0,0.03160076793835335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834003730854314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910395310365533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055226852265890525,0.0,0.1283180181439253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03055824637053913,0.04532429890760548,0.0,0.0,0.060413398909547424,0.056858377498987665,0.15709767278741313,0.08149522952033242,0.05572934543475777,0.14729680920485488,0.09841475003648062,0.04669296176616644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637325291344996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800735374718341,0.11207056191575698,0.11797311845452743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909775357209355,0.0,0.0,0.0857697416060925,0.0,0.0,0.05218014697071565,0.054479654438022704,0.0,0.0,0.11669310411101275,0.05921594560064852,0.0,0.21144495382793785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320506955615749,0.0,0.11179381250750016,0.062288679963493486,0.0,0.055618577906595655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298796113755148,0.0,0.0,0.04421815945564963,0.0,0.0,0.08861763007076254,0.0,0.0,0.06281616288987664,0.0,0.0,0.06250069831748274,0.0,0.0,0.047112691207819565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273873133367584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041806935217926285,0.0,0.0,0.051192260592042065,0.0,0.0,0.29552412118492283,0.0,0.0,0.35314393985373355,0.06484573192418992,0.0,0.05270564564960144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431657008402451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175747236810787,0.03279640310452221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053599819476006436,0.06029965726638599,0.08096006531667158,0.0,0.11332949645849084,0.03949915293813832,0.0,0.0,0.17903425401394069 adhd,only_popular,2019/04/09,"i needed to go to bed like two hours ago and i'm sweaty/gross/tired af after work, but i'm arguing with redditors so is my this life now i guess. time to stumble into bed feelin' nasty, gonna hate myself tomorrow lol. goodnight. that's all.",-0.9426222222222194,0.9817253599999988,1.4446666666666699,94.60011111111113,105.4,4.622222222222223,15.555555555555555,6.42735559955562,-0.10411111111111104,188,5,40,3,9,63,43,50,0.247,0.6559999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326335240365976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922330661083216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40554938304907256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634635291622788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625452354878407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600292390486273,0.1798553485210137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729722684227446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466627771903407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596207667771881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26801140722318817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fireurchin,2019/04/09,"WHOOAAAOAAA Whoaaaa dude xd wow this place so epic so fucking lit seeing all you self-diagnosed retards acting like 12 year old spergs on caffeine furthering the stigmatization actual fuckers with ADHD Go suck a cock Swallow a 75 cal. round",4.274285714285714,7.691739285714291,3.716190476190477,80.88714285714289,84.71428571428571,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.8906380952380952,198,10,30,4,6,59,40,42,0.163,0.6409999999999999,0.196,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,4,1,7,0,0,3,3,1,3,4,0,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3221886204717853,0.0,0.3967882668697204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351055402838253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052276819368372,0.0,0.0,0.1876375869888484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129954234158986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34644747425669464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449470217693145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630948447769707,0.0,0.3444289778244071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261227244261 adhd,ClusterJones,2019/04/09,"Anyone that had a hunch that they were ADHD/ADD for a while, but shrugged it off, when you did finally get diagnosed and prescribed medication/got help managing it, how much of a difference did you notice in day to day life? I'm not looking for an internet diagnosis, but I just want to share my experience here, because I strongly suspect I might be ADHD/ADD, but would be hard pressed to afford medication and am wondering if it's even worth the hassle. Anyone who thinks I'm mistaken in my assumption, please don't get offended, I'm not here to mock anyone. Reasons behind my assumption are: 1. I have trouble focusing on things for too long. When I set a task down to take a break, I often end up getting distracted by something else and forget about it entirely. On top of this, I find my mind wandering a lot during tasks. I very rarely finish a TV series, or finish consuming any type of media, even something as short as a15-30 minute YouTube video, often bouncing around between multiple videos and other forms of entertainment. 2. I get very, *very* bored doing a single task for a long time, especially if it's doing the same thing over and over again. Having a set, unchanging workflow helps me stay on task, but if it's not comprised of multiple different tasks I have trouble concentrating and giving my best effort. For example, I worked in a nursing home kitchen where I did the same things every day, but my task list had multiple different things I was in charge of. Plating/prepping and delivering meals for patients who couldn't chew well/were on a purely liquid diet, preparing grocery creates for the housing blocks in the building those residents reside in, and cleaning up around the kitchen. Same list of tasks, but the list was comprised of different tasks that, in and of themselves, had multiple different components to them. 3. I have short term memory problems. Although, once something does finally stick, it's usually with me forever. This makes remembering where I put items I don't interact with very often quite difficult, however (i.e where I put the nail clippers, my birth certificate, etc). 4. I especially have had difficulty concentrating when trying to learn something from a book, worksheet, etc. Interactive/hands on learning works *so much better* for me. It's better if I have someone one on one who can break the things on the paper down and explain them to me though. This made school not fun. So, that's my reasoning. Like I said, whether or not I actually have ADHD/ADD isn't my question, I just wanted to sort of give some sort of verification that I have a reason to be asking this. My main question is, has anybody else put off getting a diagnosis for any reason, and then noticed a significant or at least appreciable change once they got help with managing their issues/prescribed medication?",7.536173697270473,8.125764830769231,7.630781637717124,70.23034739454096,63.19230769230769,11.094292803970225,36.581885856079396,10.875528500678817,4.217568238213399,2272,103,382,57,31,735,264,520,0.077,0.8170000000000001,0.106,0.9329,6,0,4,0,0,0,79.0,0,2,5,9,24,16,2,1,27,0,34,9,0,7,1,74,56,37,0,9,21,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,4,0,27,16,5,1,14,5,1,3,9,8,0,2,13,4,44,8,65,37,16,59,0,0,1,0,22,31,0,18,21,268,71,11,0.0,0.0,0.06767711290004058,0.0,0.25004127360269485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432287015966097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454766577797715,0.0,0.0,0.12347517339373043,0.06483434148466853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422760637941922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278017757107129,0.12267162794134598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336474874544034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341780456083767,0.0,0.0,0.07039036776037713,0.0,0.3622880675088744,0.0,0.0,0.060690012506552427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586864921583627,0.0,0.06142489246450216,0.0,0.15469063056613402,0.09161209507011947,0.0,0.05843167559299881,0.0,0.0,0.06783912761050591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194247568372896,0.06338606420701587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811666236699565,0.13305666050426085,0.0,0.0,0.11093354669330087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062125370605724275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945465490734188,0.0,0.06956526352781235,0.0,0.0,0.08002238232680536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898505376051462,0.0338816663412624,0.0,0.0,0.12274788635190688,0.058237838964004675,0.0,0.0,0.058960211417932076,0.0,0.06562211751475949,0.04629270100878438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972878957687032,0.0,0.07357103956098322,0.07002529992189538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019627441829526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791440842462515,0.0,0.1477142838469793,0.09398881603149764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612718072388086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636007131861499,0.0,0.20915240125230736,0.15537922529570078,0.07376391463349502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28521979315953944,0.0,0.0,0.07856179172720057,0.0,0.0659692094710273,0.0,0.0,0.07018747543904866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876134689125634,0.2135608587954705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391952934973857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521437379147873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303704553179756,0.04443767569270647,0.06813754996779484,0.0,0.040439449013924086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470851530038319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638093913097717,0.22888918146931705,0.08181068710803953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623553760889265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520880228268244,0.10097751498479687,0.0,0.0,0.049265354370660513,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jollyquake,2019/04/09,"I hate this I hate Colorado's lack of psychiatrists. I hate how offices are more unorganized than myself. I hate playing phone tag. I hate talking on the phone in general!!!! I hate being handed off to someone that doesn't specialize in adult ADHD, and I hate feeling like a walking joke. Like, YOU SEE MY CHART. OF COURSE IM FREAKING AWKWARD. I know this game! I don't like it! Played it before and ended up somewhere that I had no business being in! I have my receipts ffs. Ask me for them if you don't believe me. Jesus Christ. Everything was fine until my last MD closed his practice. I really wish he hadn't because that guy was a life saver. I've been stumbling around with a chip on my shoulder all day going over today's disappointment. I honestly feel like this NP doesn't like me. Like my issues aren't significant enough to give a crap about. Hopefully, my mood will shift. Be nice to me, bro. I want to like you but I'll leave if I have to. As long as your bills are paid, who cares, right? I'm mad.",0.913152709359604,3.379691507389161,2.4575881773399044,91.90551527093595,87.12807881773399,5.218443349753695,20.92788177339901,6.742157984588678,0.4552748374384237,788,26,164,10,25,256,130,203,0.18899999999999997,0.653,0.158,-0.8568,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,1,0,3,29,9,1,5,0,18,4,3,1,1,18,38,9,0,6,3,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,3,4,2,2,7,12,0,0,6,4,32,16,23,28,4,19,2,1,1,0,17,11,1,3,13,98,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291021172087655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956296499263925,0.10042642919992616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548434101830088,0.0,0.09140944798028154,0.1210294474368069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952537163460033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927924146835346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951452960412673,0.11099714497688552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654527452986414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086330529885812,0.15348667524203127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305036643944007,0.06105122497525354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636610940958137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7424089521404184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669572932333188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603576521347855,0.11212217739109756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059037121428708636,0.0875644533339163,0.0,0.11374592798146298,0.0,0.0,0.07587636306135992,0.3673717171571261,0.0,0.0,0.0950663771380741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881821592239935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173904350440502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560258536719965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101954470629614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634290389373178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182487451877666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336113692614341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353167158758685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,obsurvedunruly,2019/04/09,"Me to brain: DO THE THING. Brain to me: WHAT ABOUT...THIS? Me:... DOES THE THIS I have a presentation due tomorrow BUT THERE ARE SO MANY OTHER THINGS LIKE WHAT ABOUT THAT MANGA I WANT TO FINISH READING AND THEN GET MAD BECAUSE IT IS NOT FINISHED BUT I WANT IT TO BE BUT IT ISNT AND WHAT ABOUT OH SHIT... I ALSO HAVE TO FINISH THE HW.... dam... i forgot about that.... but also MY CAT IS BEING CUTE AND I WANT TO PLAY WITH RESIN AND i have already made my way through one and a half cans of coke.... ok IM TRYING AGAIN GUYS: IM GOING BACK TO MY PRESENTATION WISH ME CONCENTRATION AND PRODUCTIVITY!",-1.4945315904139456,-0.3779746890756286,0.9036788048552752,96.43375038904452,119.42016806722687,3.4436352318705263,12.810768751945224,5.5874745759252304,-0.9555604730781204,448,10,99,5,27,149,72,119,0.019,0.7859999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,5,1,11,4,3,1,0,18,19,14,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,14,4,13,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,75,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592327402039576,0.2984559257774556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348773791384062,0.0,0.11375268499538155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41662582092192535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329930592951836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974934183765543,0.0,0.10605193020498356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847683026155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031308750541768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116578443061477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765701768907784,0.0,0.1891881961561156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264483873802437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665551273176054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154736606976008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479441602094311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669255595030204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33019341743217145,0.1481183749716677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458655774101126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jadeoftherain,2019/04/09,"Wanna give up on school I’m 22, was diagnosed and began treatment a little over a year ago. I’ve always loved learning, but struggled w school and paying attention my whole life (big surprise lol). But i was smart enough to pass and get fairly good grades because professors/teachers liked me. Well I’m in my last few semesters of college and the classes are incredibly more challenging. I had an exam (and continue to have an exam) every single week this semester. I really want to finish strong so i can get into grad school, but im exhausted. I woke up at 4 am this morning to be prepared for my organic chem exam at 1:30 that i don’t even feel that good about. And it’s so frustrated because i learned it! I enjoyed learning it even. But i still feel like i just barely passed it. And I’ve been working so hard. Making myself focus and study. And giving up on other things i enjoy to really push myself. But I’m so tired. I cry all the time over nothing. I know i should tell my dr but he’s booked until May. I just want to give up. The fact that there’s 5 more weeks of school and 4 more exams AND four more finals has me feeling sick. Idk how much longer i can keep this up. Please help me w motivation advice or anything really. I have goals and dreams that depend on me finishing and doing well in school. And I’ve worked my butt off and done pretty good on all these exams so far. Passed all and even got a 99% on a short answer plane physiology exam. But i also skipped two organic chem labs because i was having a break down panic attack thing. So i might barely pass o chem. If i pass. If i can make it to these goddamn finals. I’m sorry for complaining. I just needed to let this out. I don’t understand how everyone around me can do this and handle this and handle more than it too. My best friend is taking 18 credit hours and working 45 hours a week and I’m just taking 13 credit hours and working 16 hours a week and crying like a baby. I feel pathetic.",1.6521987804878044,3.8921239150000018,3.377878048780492,88.22156097560978,81.1,6.002439024390244,20.256097560975608,7.217587316427113,0.5915195121951213,1546,42,311,21,41,514,209,400,0.12300000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.214,0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,9,24,25,2,2,13,1,26,8,1,6,4,68,54,42,0,7,14,0,5,3,1,3,6,0,0,0,21,25,0,1,12,2,3,6,2,6,2,2,9,5,38,19,37,40,14,52,0,0,0,2,9,25,1,6,23,204,59,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986172466339879,0.07244518909381786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653562717612952,0.068002598794336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672535541357176,0.07275348816671975,0.0,0.09297515050294514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945827679116708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576641995560151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954439932347166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295019390781729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836340970874862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844448293999956,0.0,0.1619378039670954,0.0,0.06885769992419707,0.07809271809870612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529253304184982,0.05838508778169449,0.0,0.17905372882415527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314132331107497,0.0,0.08539694870869324,0.2351971471535877,0.0,0.2056437340693064,0.06536376710245721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321046475964925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547792310887896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32193468422869986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827813003470174,0.0,0.0,0.07264184509879958,0.0,0.0,0.04491448539827129,0.06661761728039285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357039651364727,0.057725507584388436,0.11978162136452335,0.08191094611364258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376092733884072,0.0,0.1091055110911584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669839626862262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600780310605936,0.060598811152226234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784183240654242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588788015481528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971063234387533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314474731078157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570673508149039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135554964983789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148559271329887,0.0,0.0,0.06526650823164712,0.0,0.0,0.08543778477014112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289559804075205,0.0,0.07143214708188221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108590277603379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047655101741328386,0.09393204205371193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983445006435612,0.08507967307073422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964082526524832,0.0,0.262222746840002,0.0,0.14696302071837944,0.0,0.0,0.09124418704524433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799007491571456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262887987873541 adhd,TehFook,2019/04/09,"A question, and a rant. Sorry. Hey, y’all. I need some help figuring something out. I believe I might have ADHD. Here, I will give my reasoning, and ask for y’all’s opinions. Up until a few years ago I was averaging about 100 pages a day, big books with small print. Nowadays, I can hardly read ten without losing my mind. I can hardly keep my attention on one thing, until I do. But, when I do, it’s as if I’m stuck in a trance, unable to break it. I feel the time slowly ticking by, as I try to do my work, but can’t pay attention. It’s a struggle to not glance around the room, hum, talk, move, listen, move, move, listen. And then, this lack of control causes extreme agitation and anger, a heat and tightness in my chest (could be due to anxiety). It’s a shitty, terrible feed-back loop. Additional info: I have bad anxiety. These ‘symptoms’ have been getting far worse the last few years. My father has ADHD. Thanks for reading, what do y’all think?",1.9193040935672518,3.956250415789477,3.61824561403509,87.92216374269009,79.05263157894737,6.32748538011696,23.18713450292397,7.3871296695380915,0.965046783625731,729,24,150,10,18,243,127,190,0.209,0.753,0.038,-0.9856,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,0,3,4,6,1,1,11,0,17,2,1,3,0,33,29,14,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,8,9,0,3,8,3,1,3,3,5,0,2,3,7,21,1,21,22,5,25,0,1,1,0,12,10,0,5,11,96,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233225142053377,0.0,0.1192397022673373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580768127140933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974714092712893,0.1257536525488518,0.0,0.0,0.10343396690858488,0.11231466150753698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155268590550391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818427284619306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087035335219892,0.10739952594943636,0.0,0.0,0.08675124396901021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801498026804825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027869528628647,0.12903933834447967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409985847228304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016277391452536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956338426439493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964792762134327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048821933685133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269948201444307,0.13582211270071318,0.0,0.0,0.4289054455844799,0.0,0.09974139470032346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115105239017404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506879275990322,0.0,0.2691034147990367,0.0,0.0,0.1383041376980814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355645411063016,0.0,0.1505788717420235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062460386678505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398129075583242,0.0,0.10811830733019064,0.0,0.12384362073888099,0.0,0.0,0.08936599194865905,0.08619197636889113,0.0,0.0,0.07843695646645188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091327062718044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966795445425044,0.0,0.09792874458089014,0.0,0.13708258841879986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732468931588278 adhd,ratherblandname,2019/04/09,Always getting trapped in routine Does anyone ever get so caught up in a routine that you don’t try to change. I want change and new experiences but I can’t seem to shift my mindset once I get comfortable. How can I help this?,1.6004347826086942,3.991299913043482,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,82.47826086956522,5.419130434782609,24.417391304347824,6.742157984588678,0.8480226086956515,180,7,37,2,5,58,37,46,0.047,0.755,0.19699999999999998,0.7876,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622330422895186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816992862172828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497922216801318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274041510422689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350571245904108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541917291588903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072964287006469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741778484813724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25097320859670114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767410973215107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365656544605832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642703969414578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327142868836793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hawaiixxx,2019/04/09,"Need some encouragement about how you cope with ADD I haven’t been officially diagnosed but have recently brought it up to a professional while starting therapy for other reasons. I’m 23 and only recently felt like the way I am (extremely forgetful, mistakes over missing details in work or school, have a hard time paying attention in lectures, sometimes zone out during conversations, disorganized, etc...) could be explained by ADD. I have to admit, I do feel down thinking there’s something wrong with my brain. It doesn’t help that my boyfriend is pretty much a perfectionist and extremely anal about things so I always feel like I mess things up for him.",8.537955665024633,9.481346637931036,7.860788177339902,68.22017241379312,61.06896551724138,11.45615763546798,38.985221674876854,11.20814326018867,4.742035960591132,534,26,85,14,7,167,89,116,0.156,0.6779999999999999,0.165,0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,11,3,2,2,0,24,22,7,0,3,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,8,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,4,10,3,16,17,3,14,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,58,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179874099262753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707153337277732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525323548299055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736358870592205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686417445385028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664045356955634,0.13891577473961228,0.1867033753464266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741898285596548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033635154909087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899977929711094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429437986086151,0.1441828918881973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788868550457865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978264900687164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992792955549227,0.38399364576890216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967947103503695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969781676122512,0.19231693009224451,0.0,0.137633360660443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237157140624444,0.0,0.2583690992958058,0.12459629673080545,0.0,0.0,0.11338589407357655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434608783793635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156258427181967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260155351946788,0.0,0.0 adhd,imnotgrownupyet,2019/04/09,"Can’t believe I’ll be taking my first dose of meds ever this weekend! Any advice for how to navigate? Heyyyyyy Feeling some feelings after an appointment that was supposed to be 30-45min and ended up 90min. But as planned, my NP and I discussed meds and she prescribed me a low dose of Ritalin. I’m going to take 5mg in the AM to start, and can increase to 10mg twice a day if needed. Recheck in 3 weeks. I’m thinking of waiting until the weekend because I’m nervous about how I’ll feel. How did you all start? How long did it take to figure out the right dose, medication, extended vs quick release, etc? Did you have many negative side effects? I’m expecting I might need to try different doses, maybe Adderal, maybe others, so I’m trying to mentally prepare for the process.",3.3024925074925093,5.18279161688312,4.507922077922082,83.8423226773227,74.38961038961041,7.0761238761238765,31.326673326673326,7.882392219407189,2.3000275724275734,615,30,116,9,13,202,107,154,0.062,0.8909999999999999,0.047,-0.4971,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,3,8,2,0,1,7,0,11,6,0,5,2,26,29,13,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,3,8,0,21,22,4,22,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,13,70,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932538793175033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108759829352697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939053211338528,0.0,0.0,0.1836955369035697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515033925480008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170347002896631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444092046216715,0.0,0.1818379326865729,0.0,0.14748326017394506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732088863700724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386857333930563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266205694531844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428942343948042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530172880131386,0.3276006195633201,0.0,0.3622117983942771,0.16425037599541434,0.16431070299288486,0.17296465455484494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179114928271134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923927778287662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080774714614094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677679560917581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447245643495548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139328933144048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078461879236114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,seanmharcailin,2019/04/09,"Cried in the parking lot because instead of making a massively overdue credit card payment I’m buying Concerta. And also not buying groceries or gas this week. My generic script was $210. My doctor wanted me to try vyvanse but it was over $300 and I just couldn’t afford it. Why is my generic so expensive?! Every other generic I’ve had this year has totaled altogether $28. And this ONE they don’t cover ANY part of. Great. Thanks. Can’t work without it but it’s half a weeks pay to buy it and I’m drowning in debt and I just want to pay my bills and every week seems to be a new $200+ surprise. So um. Yeah. How do we afford this?",-0.7703447050461989,1.3704875447761218,1.868720682302772,93.02997512437814,98.92537313432837,3.7464108031272216,19.813788201847906,5.622346879071545,-0.001761478322672261,497,18,103,4,21,170,90,134,0.061,0.795,0.14300000000000002,0.9189,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,4,1,10,1,0,2,1,22,17,13,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,1,0,9,0,5,0,1,2,3,0,9,4,10,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,65,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648822026903547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020958176493342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256855143024761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264792287211088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103413449450875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474313613591623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273143587318261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528700239267658,0.0,0.0,0.13762686051058348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913008721783268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971301513674084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327302554285355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876986777547968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982299386754276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399827973603915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432208053869357,0.0,0.4961558729865416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860455287712623,0.0,0.0,0.1987503205763297,0.0,0.15010161501357305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277326575826726 adhd,JB9933,2019/04/09,"I need help...please I rarely post on Reddit and hope I’m okay posting this here. I have 3 children and my youngest, 4 years old, goes back and fourth between me and his mother. Her and I are on good terms. When he’s with her or when he’s at school and he’s gone to a couple different ones preschools, He apparently has a tendency to not listen or act up and be a pain in the butt with adults. I say it like this because when he’s with me I get very little issues like this we have fun we do things together he plays with his older brother and sister and his friends. I have him for more than a week and at times to sometimes a whole month straight. According to his mother he has ADHD, and that a therapist diagnosed him with this. I’m still trying to get some sort of paperwork or something that says this but apparently it somewhere out there. His latest preschool teacher has said it’s not ADHD it’s ODD. From my understanding he doesn’t really listen to the teacher and gives his mother a hard time as well and she’s stressed out. When he’s with me or when he’s with my mom, his grandma, he has almost no issues with listening or doing what he’s told it’s to the point where his mother flat out really doesn’t believe me and on the same note I have a hard time understanding that he could be acting the way he is but I’ve read messages from his teacher so I understand if he is acting out but it’s just so confusing as to why he will act differently with me or my side of the family even and different over there. Also his mother and I will hang out with him do things with him and she can see that I hardly have any issues with him when I’m around but she’s insistent that it is somethings wrong with him and she wants to already put him on medication. Should my son be on some sort of meds??? Does it seem like my 4 year old has something like ADHD or ODD? I am working on taking him to a Doctor myself to get some clarity but I’m hoping someone here can give me some insight to ADHD or ODD as his teach put it.",2.3671022342586308,3.927082236966825,3.7364563303994593,89.74913270142181,76.1563981042654,6.908165199729179,22.7206499661476,7.6583078777640585,0.8284424373730532,1592,45,349,22,35,523,186,422,0.044000000000000004,0.852,0.10400000000000001,0.968,5,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,1,20,16,0,2,15,1,29,5,1,0,0,76,54,44,0,7,17,9,3,4,1,3,4,6,0,2,22,39,0,0,5,2,0,8,5,4,1,1,3,10,52,12,53,44,8,53,0,0,1,1,65,22,1,20,24,233,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011951934462083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356988229373156,0.0,0.09209660163199523,0.06674033479652287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056753453532189566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429420355549235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417309116995809,0.0,0.05087446168688962,0.0,0.0,0.0940271810155114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663342590790086,0.09234330923298167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847068470041276,0.0,0.26158363039412696,0.0,0.0854215225163405,0.07303356648983055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512239790570052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867559876601869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447847993331017,0.0,0.1308081258422152,0.1601186432578767,0.0,0.06999956439131208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242825729035068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593930198642438,0.0,0.0,0.16578277216220616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613215004945944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309101476976498,0.0836455908484354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270163801380517,0.08407389801579067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977435398288139,0.06661438359605279,0.0,0.0,0.0618821244783118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514764555651693,0.0,0.05655245535001102,0.0,0.08880386876445019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916104526173994,0.07889360668853314,0.0,0.15985699857425986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677941742799819,0.0,0.0,0.08347933705041102,0.0,0.10692906532649554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938648300103181,0.13273631854255852,0.0,0.0844626890409303,0.06650422653478656,0.07597589303040413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071263553869309,0.1927472561335404,0.08254086217443436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664867032638434,0.0,0.09559942798109992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274909153490052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689972204392076,0.1108899159573672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599291051645452,0.0,0.0,0.07974650344367869,0.0,0.05666165668062648,0.0,0.0,0.2606442677387654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886056108423705,0.04922495489549159,0.06624408551698277,0.06694397279608062,0.0,0.07503764322172984,0.0,0.07530673823486306,0.09317648371801003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060757509761789924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124685756321092,0.0,0.10748682470449353 adhd,quickbeet,2019/04/09,"Finished the Qtr with mostly A's! I got an A in 3 of my 4 classes, pretty proud of myself. Only B I got was in my hardest class. Glad I was able to get through the term!",-2.1923076923076934,-0.4468379230769219,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,94.89743589743591,3.12,18.056410256410253,3.1291,-0.9236605128205132,127,4,32,0,5,46,30,39,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.8715,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,7,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,21,6,2,0.42854653020398015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238978744258265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6854956173493886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32592894726636906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435985886476091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,milmand,2019/04/09,"Raising a child with ADHD costs 5 times more than raising a child without, study finds. [http://news.fiu.edu/2019/04/raising-a-child-with-adhd-costs-five-times-more-than-raising-a-child-without-adhd-study-finds/132270?fbclid=IwAR0V3tQYumqkYDJ4zduKJz2suNXOo12y6UIPQdvqa1TxifVO\_i9ec63YPo4](http://news.fiu.edu/2019/04/raising-a-child-with-adhd-costs-five-times-more-than-raising-a-child-without-adhd-study-finds/132270?fbclid=IwAR0V3tQYumqkYDJ4zduKJz2suNXOo12y6UIPQdvqa1TxifVO_i9ec63YPo4) for your TL;DR tutors, missed classes, doctors, meds, broken stuff, lost stuff, car accidents, lost income due to childcare events - sounds about right.",52.68925,67.52728142500001,19.875000000000004,-29.619999999999976,-27.75,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,2.15125,587,8,27,2,4,107,35,40,0.282,0.718,0.0,-0.89,1,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,12,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7845323712215431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363260718542871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932850574201005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850410111406745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502154975960427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149662126411752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989175003354265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612996774971945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775624770064739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kantmakmroll,2019/04/09,"Is there anyone here who feels good on the lowest possible dose of their meds? And I mean after a while...let's say you've been on it for more than a month. Coming up on a month of Concerta 18mg and it's been fabulous every day. Works great for me, side effects are easy to deal with. I do know that I'm a slow drug metabolizer and am hypersensitive to every chemical under the sun (caffeine, alcohol, hormones, fragrances...). I wonder if I can continue on being ok with 18mg or if I will eventually need to increase the dose. Anyone been on the lowest dose for an extended period of time and had that work out well for them? Is it even possible to be on meds and NOT ratchet up the dose continuously over time?",4.8603885003885035,5.239695909090912,6.532540792540793,76.52735819735821,68.93006993006992,9.991919191919193,28.47630147630148,9.994966539143718,2.589314529914529,557,18,113,13,9,193,92,143,0.036000000000000004,0.821,0.142,0.9353,2,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,4,4,0,0,10,1,13,6,0,1,0,19,20,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,9,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,8,4,26,13,2,24,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,4,10,77,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365224218593096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403189161616181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803102345301075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082713538175944,0.1771667702583341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992880285942904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135033605934661,0.0,0.28957711489236554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689103557808826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413715840309965,0.0,0.18946198730494795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444264848248443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572525904491404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719182404963094,0.38176668094468935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743333631802085,0.0,0.0,0.1274224154937426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874634731365502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665967737070395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041080209399595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451114248059708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636080309614664,0.2502134087508666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,passivefiness,2019/04/09,"Talkin to myself I can't be the only one that talks to themselves at the most random times about god knows what. Like, pre-planning conversations you know you're going to have so you can be prepared?",2.7680769230769218,5.287068820512825,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,78.74358974358974,4.925641025641027,20.006410256410245,5.985473137389443,-0.01762051282051269,160,4,31,1,4,49,33,39,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917951026464661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643373384964708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25083682469861146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479146499623489,0.3904879914732566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126770022170353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993861896001473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MacTrainsGlamour,2019/04/09,Started Adderall today. Any good experiences with it? I was put on 10mg twice a day to start. I also have poor memory due to ADHD among other mental disorders. Will it help with my memory? How has it been for anyone else?,0.7555303030303051,3.2830719772727264,3.629090909090909,82.10530303030306,90.5909090909091,6.56969696969697,16.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,0.9111333333333334,173,4,32,4,6,61,38,44,0.067,0.8,0.133,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,7,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264790258398288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724407315477276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847361336817168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994895054742705,0.27834478707901106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751963465396571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113425552884567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693463668804895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657327565603525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278530746630402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820860181480366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376644779015324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309040315245925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845605667050375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749915305723514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amarie529,2019/04/09,"There are two different people inside my head And neither of the two is the real me. Amanda 1.0 couldn't stop talking at work today. She talked to her coworkers about random experiences she had in high school, a kayaking trip she's going on when she visits California soon, a book she read years ago, and a movie she watched last night. She talked and talked and talked like she could never run out of things to say, no matter that no one really seemed that interested or that she was talking too fast. She felt full of energy. She felt really great, so she made plans to hang out with a friend later in the day. She told her ""I really feel like talking with you today!"". &#x200B; But then Amanda 2.0 decided it was time to make an appearance, and she is probably the most boring person in the world. When you ask her what she's been up to lately, she can't think of a single thing. What did she even eat for dinner an hour ago? No one knows. She could have become the president of the United freakin States yesterday and even that wouldn't come to mind. Amanda 1.0 told everyone she LOVES reading books but Amanda 2.0 can't think of a single book title when you ask her what she's read recently. She just sits there constantly twirling her hair and biting her lip and feeling sick inside every time there's an empty silence where an interesting idea or response should be. She = Me. But not really. I imagine the real me is somewhere in the middle of these two people. I just wonder if I'll ever be her. I really wish I could be.",4.4322818181818215,5.803659676666669,5.0288484848484885,83.29609090909094,70.56666666666666,8.121212121212123,23.303030303030305,8.575989854853784,1.3872666666666669,1213,29,235,20,22,389,163,300,0.044000000000000004,0.862,0.094,0.9057,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,2,16,8,0,0,19,0,21,7,3,2,2,53,41,19,0,8,9,0,5,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,11,13,2,1,12,6,0,7,10,1,0,5,10,7,41,7,26,22,5,48,0,0,1,1,48,14,0,8,27,163,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150283344955046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259133109297482,0.103838159009977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597792875653645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943792248195509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361261088589646,0.0,0.09234736854714656,0.0,0.20468852466602366,0.0,0.0,0.05511192587981865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928312988833095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744262454305864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288550903332252,0.0772996697949258,0.07200020300744156,0.0816566856386368,0.0,0.0835921768498695,0.0,0.0,0.08641804727524234,0.0610496455373479,0.16410195180339782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602294444282386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048566504401542386,0.0,0.0,0.09421532881298288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770231189912145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902887518586103,0.0,0.0,0.08415675605313674,0.0,0.0,0.0964692042942507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696427661990354,0.06965788827307046,0.09639787239685173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349878144153676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712720216127092,0.08086035074111395,0.05704241469321539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628600427535155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590878647882162,0.0,0.0,0.08019448585775232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581413276308213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848859325527188,0.07461671441697347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213581337259114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564367974200212,0.19453483386028309,0.2737258906644586,0.0,0.08437729986650915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795788760641157,0.0,0.0864858388691634,0.0,0.07779575712281812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144488104147696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808029841477596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354608185700145,0.109513261038062,0.0,0.0,0.0996599364629717,0.0,0.16200422574672935,0.1633133712772736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504337184344946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826996058343232,0.0,0.09267317730228658,0.062212845210308135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103838159009977,0.0550307378767327 adhd,openingceremony,2019/04/09,"Meningitis & ADHD I had meningitis as a newborn, my mom always likes to tell the story because apparently the nurses did not believe I was sick but she continued to badger them. Also she claims a doctor told her I'd have defects but in her opinion I didn't (nothing that can be infered from physical appearance, behavior, etc.). I recently read some papers that claim meningitis as a risk factor to develop ADHD. Anyone else formally diagnosed who had it a child?",6.3219215686274515,7.912851800000002,7.704411764705881,65.05818627450982,66.29411764705883,11.313725490196074,36.51960784313725,11.20814326018867,5.008725490196079,373,19,55,12,6,128,65,85,0.077,0.877,0.046,-0.5344,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,8,3,0,1,0,7,10,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,10,1,7,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,3,41,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163874573698759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180600541871432,0.17876256619437886,0.2327770653888001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021984237876265,0.22012709162886016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309633532241032,0.0,0.0,0.2420490460575127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805621832378885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989596853328686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946972202433292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396013473477039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495907704353352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516158659478049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614301651902814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489630636945525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212677273895486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777802830375284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528707631658435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedPineapple69,2019/04/09,"I think I’m autistic with numbers I was diagnosed with adhd 5 years ago, ever since I started taking meds I’ve been able to reach my full potential in school and one thing I’ve learned about myself is that I’m full on autistic with numbers. I mean I’m not just smart, I’m a fucking genius (sorry for the language). I see everything in numbers I finish my calc ab ap tests 40 minutes before every other student and everyone looks at me like wtf is this kid doing and I get 100 on all of them. Contrarily, I can not read well at all. I barely read assigned books because reading one page of a novel takes me like 3-5 minutes compared to someone else taking 45 seconds. It takes me this long even when I’m on medicine. No questions. Just wanted to share",2.822338056680163,4.646543723684214,4.185789473684213,85.8778340080972,75.57894736842105,5.992712550607287,28.139676113360323,6.67199483983844,1.3971906882591092,594,25,114,5,13,196,101,152,0.07,0.856,0.07400000000000001,-0.121,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,3,18,23,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,1,3,2,2,16,5,17,21,5,16,0,0,2,1,4,9,1,1,9,67,22,9,0.15056745543744005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180952821744794,0.0,0.13346896452488113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178452331806816,0.0,0.12812181476015996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528227978489637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577978862408887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944838428093687,0.13619688359266904,0.12685957512714718,0.14387365609702296,0.1353203203015989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919718634025974,0.07866528102351457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711930654158126,0.0,0.0,0.1332474599806277,0.12643874118479112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401209933346114,0.16724649998790803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405680904156773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867000907089905,0.0,0.4518246033876866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523823033154923,0.1199827679494685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455095505900307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757531638228206,0.0,0.0,0.1685479392230753,0.10657241992506017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45283195255169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003032699951354,0.09647754579692656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880858628525624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537822486272322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696050475377377 adhd,Bananasauce0,2019/04/09,"Can someone with good grades be ADD? Hi, I hope this is different from ""am I adhd"" post since I know that's not allowed on this subreddit and I'm so sorry if this is still not allowed but I just really need some place to vent and talk about this because I have nowhere else to. Also please don't say ""go ask your doctor"" because I literally don't have one since my family doesn't have a legit medical insurance and has no idea how the American medical system work. So I'm Asian and I have a good GPA in my high school's ""gifted"" IB/AP program which is famous for being intense and academically challenging. I display about 75% of the ADD symptoms I have seen online and my parents did agree that I display symptoms of ADD/ADHD. However, they vehemently deny that I have ADD and claims that I'm just a lazy person because I am academically smart with good grades. I've talked to few other (Asian) adults and my friends but every time I bring up the topic of me being potentially ADD, all they say is that it's not possible for me to have ADD because I am not failing academically. The funny thing is, it was actually my parents who first jokingly brought up the idea of me being ADD/ADHD when I was in elementary/middle school because my middle school GPA was 3.6, had basically 0 friends because I was too shy and socially awkward, and kept on falling asleep in class (I still do). I used to get really offended too when they brought up the topic. Currently, my mom says that even though I have some symptoms of ADD, I can overcome them through my sheer willpower. She also claims that Adderall will make me hallucinate shit. To extent, I feel like she might actually be true and I'm just a lazy bummer but at the same time I feel like I need some help because I have pulled about five times more all nighters than my friends ever have (aka every single time there was a big project) and so emotionally and physically drained. I'm also hypersensitive which really doesn't help with my emotional wellness. &#x200B; So here is the main point of this post: Is it possible to have ADHD/ADD while being a ""model"" student with straight As and good extracurricular? Also, does anyone have experience with seeing a psychiatrist without letting their parents know? &#x200B; Thank you.",6.672396518031622,7.109819182448042,7.119780600461893,73.67961405222955,65.02771362586606,9.98717356546456,33.97486232012791,9.851270322608157,3.2802390122579483,1818,75,329,36,26,595,209,433,0.075,0.7559999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9923,9,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,5,4,27,20,2,1,15,0,46,8,2,5,4,61,70,32,0,4,12,4,2,2,3,2,6,3,0,2,20,25,0,1,6,1,0,6,10,4,1,3,11,7,47,16,37,50,11,36,0,1,2,0,29,15,1,6,14,226,67,18,0.0,0.0,0.13594287007065992,0.0,0.3348382430741772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228064225145945,0.0,0.1509383361085787,0.16927242281251872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870310788838207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511630064350606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297219432156698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277272563658645,0.0,0.07129295910651952,0.06095394832334845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818627616723385,0.15670085634189926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600525422609572,0.06300526951531159,0.1173715801807678,0.0,0.0,0.06813415433429633,0.06566279879211642,0.0,0.07043745948732366,0.09952046059444712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059246940975216086,0.0,0.0,0.16144157225446348,0.0,0.03639090044972984,0.0,0.03958549509142418,0.2336870584655923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337408773538332,0.0735923861013214,0.0,0.06918130260476624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725987530378566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655910856744455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122507363692257,0.0,0.06805802978047729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649402411530257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033645846148138,0.0,0.07389099389312252,0.0,0.08157693731821608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329386880251162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719878278767925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202476861108298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060818451290422675,0.07277272563658645,0.07645825150134307,0.06584474860343881,0.15704694109294182,0.13341694372241558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338647905771392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617296176138174,0.0,0.2114781447966992,0.05550454924106834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149796618198094,0.11523562485249615,0.0,0.0,0.07100262338670238,0.05901689510169876,0.0,0.0,0.07797100827035236,0.0,0.0,0.11125020458805047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171889039693826,0.0,0.1119691406568844,0.0,0.06412727008212016,0.0,0.0,0.046274463453643486,0.0,0.06843387450559728,0.0,0.16246126725732898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015796513333223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262655443343378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714315914435454,0.0,0.0507083288995774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927242281251872,0.0 adhd,LoPalito,2019/04/09,"What am I supposed to feel when under medication? Greetings to all! I wanna start saying that I just began taking Ritalin 10mg (Extended duration) even though I'm diagnosed with TDAH for over 9 years. I was afraid of getting addicted, or having a heart attack or whatever. Yeah I'm that guy. Well, I've been taking Ritalin for a week, and for the first day It was like I was in drugs. I felt a ""rush"" and suddenly my head was in complete silence and I could think clearly for the first time in years! I sidetracked a lot and not even once I lost focus of the main track. I thought ""this is it"". ""This is my time to shine"". &#x200B; But then in the following days the effect got more and more subtle, I felt like I was feeling some kind of difference, but not that much? Sometimes I thought I was more focused than usual, but the other times I was like ""nah, this is my usual level of focus"". One thing that's for sure is that when I'm ""normal"" (off-ritalin), I can play videogames for HOURS without getting tired and even forget about food or personal hygiene (we all have been there), but when I'm in Ritalin I only play for some hours then kinda feel satisfied and want to stop. That's right, ritalin turns me into a casual nerd. &#x200B; Yesterday I didn't took my pill because I didn't have to work and I wanted to treat myself playing for the whole day non-stop. And of course it was an amazing day. The thing is, today I had to work and I took my Ritalin normally, but instead of being able to focus, I felt like my ADHD got even worse. I could not stop thinking, there was a moment that I could not focus in anything for more than a few seconds without getting a mind ""blank"". It was like trying to hear someone in a room filled with people screaming. I literally wanted my mind to grow a mouth of it's own and scream through my head. Is this normal? Is it because my body is not used to the medication so I'm kinda fluctuating? What should I feel when I'm under meds? My next appointment with my psychiatrist is not until next month, and she isn't answering my messages (she's in a conference trip I think).",3.6636831947743462,5.064660239904992,4.7884434382422825,84.16454164192402,72.49168646080759,7.827820665083134,26.932972090261284,8.376592526197632,1.7893568289786224,1655,58,330,27,32,544,194,421,0.057,0.802,0.14,0.9826,0,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,1,0,0,6,16,20,1,1,21,1,35,18,5,2,4,74,72,29,0,11,17,0,7,5,0,1,12,4,1,2,22,17,1,2,14,4,0,7,11,6,1,4,26,12,45,14,50,41,14,56,0,1,1,0,8,15,0,8,39,234,67,2,0.07621848433994581,0.0,0.0,0.08308939820137214,0.09159980668036903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516539187716978,0.1852276020037471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272131837602994,0.0,0.0,0.08670952919434582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292416123847208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466155387433998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799136307130852,0.0,0.0,0.18256277337279045,0.0,0.0,0.19661846800550906,0.0,0.0,0.07736015721855373,0.0,0.07963209385778712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838924406706386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136636029155366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415342316596353,0.0,0.21954509286242252,0.0,0.0,0.12966280768665428,0.09216369380466607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119463036797073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191776923541313,0.0,0.0,0.0754682825495841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644430793209768,0.0,0.08590377124183245,0.09031927092052988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501197080606861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936982262368272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618250752072754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320147923217312,0.06479822978702894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466155387433998,0.15356420876251695,0.0,0.0,0.1539178834716513,0.0,0.06083686703338844,0.0,0.05602935580106797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211844555076962,0.0,0.22403379580992147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117019831981033,0.051647617538626026,0.057967591876972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284030023915059,0.06655104064165114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509016917559056,0.0,0.0606119979330832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457967444290574,0.0,0.07538202991380459,0.0,0.053947835510199625,0.0,0.0,0.19116619723801506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183501948168769,0.0,0.11461362943245385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127234852686846,0.14651318159258006,0.07488427388161477,0.12101792575720005,0.1333308334543113,0.08760193555677928,0.07224621116081514,0.0,0.16936308108683498,0.051747347754112334,0.08290382427311994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582829877382762,0.16788778486818118,0.0,0.13486691044960816,0.0,0.061137870709401174,0.0,0.06852957089360083,0.0,0.0,0.08509521584655402,0.0,0.14694379808150276,0.0,0.11097592871449574,0.0,0.07767314706969057,0.0,0.0,0.1852276020037471,0.09816440998751326 adhd,_alyk_,2019/04/09,"Experience Assessing Care at a College/ University (USA) Hello, Can people access psychiatric care, including medication management for ADD/ ADHD, at colleges/ Universities in the US? At my University, they refer out any all psychiatric care for people with Medical or Clinical diagnosis of learning disability. I was sexually assaulted, and unable to see anybody because of this policy. It's also made getting a proscription for adderall \*incredibly\* difficult, as I live in an urban area that's disproportionally hard to find psychiatric care. I've spent a year trying to get my University to proscribe, treat, and manage the psychosocial needs for people with LD by: joining a student body comittee, passing a resolution though the academic senate, and speaking with the medical director, multiple times. They're not going to change this policy, so this morning, I filed a complaint with the ACLU. I believe this policy \*could\* be interpreted as a violation of the IDEA, or Individuals with Disabilities Education Act. I believe this policy is on the books at a lot of schools in the US, so I'm wondering: what's your stories? Have you been able to access care at your colleges/ universities? What's it look like? Thanks!",8.745492371705964,10.674290067961168,9.681581137309292,51.858252427184475,60.94174757281553,13.458529819694867,41.898751733703186,12.66393586644259,6.6949373092926505,998,56,131,39,14,341,129,206,0.06,0.82,0.12,0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,3,1,0,4,11,2,0,17,0,7,5,1,1,1,24,23,11,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,10,0,0,6,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,4,4,13,8,32,17,2,16,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,4,3,91,23,11,0.11763907671645947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137930947594665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407592714832487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999860618302249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171168927991987,0.0,0.0,0.26507791002686004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067049440050868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997043947295113,0.0,0.12444654478109594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939252303792994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507359019771746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751998490727577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229231244210288,0.0,0.0668569982915507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538150606844343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280019853525107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057472510704374466,0.0,0.10387745998842968,0.0,0.0987871962832654,0.0,0.0,0.10001253621114037,0.0,0.11131293878299296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555269805998016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722788478592608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446683709622009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905702608762088,0.0937431133604117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830625653210367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557979558770515,0.0,0.06859629166176252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986921105867344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830106495448437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757456055195893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575570845676609 adhd,oibrulee,2019/04/09,"Shopping super fast Does anyone else get super anxious while shopping? Not in a bad way...Let me give you my personal example. When I shop, I start at normal speed, then I start moving faster, my thoughts start racing, and before I know it I'm jogging through the store. I forget stuff and end up back tracking, and by the time I get to the register I'm full of adrenaline from my jog. Then I get to my car and calm down most of the time. Just curious about this really.",2.7839361702127654,4.57501755319149,3.930797872340429,87.80875,75.59574468085106,7.253191489361702,24.51595744680851,8.07648339933343,1.3714085106382976,366,12,75,6,8,119,66,94,0.040999999999999995,0.799,0.16,0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,5,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,13,3,12,10,2,23,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,14,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303067119131535,0.0,0.1442314313050102,0.2113518759698032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586118133442006,0.17223000005979616,0.0,0.0,0.17552380400739448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051158522607028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231528454287187,0.0,0.18269735419664104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233086276776231,0.19787661693032305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133626814270746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092892755430606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923639629098268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210451985454414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801103186161189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321442729454778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380049544850044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613414099596425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375834965343633,0.24055981357341644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373053464651727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,operationcharlie,2019/04/09,"What unusual creative outlets do you use? After 28 years of struggling I finally had my first appointment to be diagnosed today. We still have the testing to do, but my doctor told me that I haven't been using my right side of the brain and I need to find something creative. The problem is, I hate the idea of most creative things. I hate the idea of having to think up something on my own. I don't like drawing, writing, building things, I can't play music, the idea of doing anything creative sounds foreign to me. Does anyone else experience this, or have ideas of non-traditional creative outlets to try?",4.781845410628018,6.6301730782608725,5.195072463768118,80.57512077294687,70.3913043478261,7.1980676328502415,32.77777777777778,7.793537801064563,2.476487922705315,484,23,84,6,9,154,74,115,0.161,0.7070000000000001,0.132,-0.583,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,1,6,2,1,6,0,13,3,1,2,0,16,20,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,15,2,15,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994939426205934,0.1457950685937893,0.11709427169050972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884503898149716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442348314591094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564199062722288,0.12452077290181555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188667884512921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918897449779016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558740369901105,0.13005239874369054,0.12103358494787135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096797376396243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6425218302640975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951673110233614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550778688753618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615431978237605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151667329653268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908681593957804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363465240431987,0.0,0.0,0.14875459462442062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890650930206376,0.09117503020152802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487627009937686,0.13596619639829405,0.0,0.0966069935082709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457893711778996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163144518506554 adhd,Jake_Weed,2019/04/09,"I let ADHD ruin my life for a few years As you probably know modern food/sugar produces a good amount of dopamine, but only right after eating it. It was very easy for me to develop an eating disorder when I stopped running for the last 2 years of high school, and food was my drug of choice. I went on some bad food binges, gained a bunch of weight, fucked up all my studies (dropped out of collage) because I couldn't focus, and got pretty depressed. I wasted my 18-21 years working part time and jerking off. I did what most other dumb you people do and started vaping Nicotine, this actually improved my life a ton (except for the addiction part). At this point I realized if I don't get a medication from a doctor I am just going to self medicate anyway. Now at 22 my life is starting to look back on track. I'm running 5k 5 times a week, no longer so depressed, under 200 pounds again and planning on going back to school this year. I wish that I could go back in time 4 years and seek treatment before going to collage and failing miserably the first time.",7.820285714285713,6.197684742857145,7.827619047619049,76.34571428571431,63.47619047619048,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.9034857142857144,836,30,161,10,10,271,139,210,0.20600000000000002,0.703,0.092,-0.9834,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,6,9,10,3,1,11,0,10,14,0,1,1,22,24,12,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,8,5,1,2,0,0,7,3,9,0,1,5,2,20,1,28,16,9,44,0,5,1,1,3,13,2,3,23,105,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.10017978761914542,0.1119128065710354,0.12337544462796565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368139135935917,0.08571547413448308,0.06257960646948754,0.0,0.0873547353954504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196437726838443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683905522886575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765541780673325,0.10507522017622907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190511495854594,0.21009033933130786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732118074152971,0.372404826400466,0.0,0.0,0.09490603456801533,0.05363477579116117,0.0,0.23337253297632085,0.0861049934956409,0.08210529875873862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084642336326207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641837069212365,0.08368029585608666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497516708888267,0.21753198704659127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620719898954915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683507118228053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807633750570549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233808169965613,0.0,0.07117040714975162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704536806527496,0.0,0.0,0.10444049694184346,0.11068311591266336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766971082122413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779155852564934,0.0,0.0,0.10709509788956097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532428471191652,0.0,0.0,0.08582701731520896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394437493002304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847039294575998,0.0,0.0,0.08234637447107174,0.1250102722097977,0.0,0.09516536326842306,0.0,0.0,0.11805209114509838,0.0,0.0,0.07473653626763947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33054321203733805 adhd,Hawkman210,2019/04/09,"Lost my job Hi everyone, Started a new job at the end of October and unfortunately I didn't get to stay after my six months probation. It was due to internal and external reasons. Apart from Adhd I was struggling with depression which was hell. Also my duties ended up being more clerk like than technical (I'm in accounts) and it was a struggle. (I was unmedicated for part of the time due to lack of avaliablity of concerta which did not help) While I miss the people and benifits, I'm not completely sorry it ended . While my boss was knowledgeable and fine on a personal level, he didn't not have the patience to deal with an adhd person so I was constantly in trouble. The good thing is I dealt with my depression (Magnesium supplements and Meditation are amazing) and currently have concerta for my adhd. Plus I figured out a better career path (A mix between IT and accounting, currently doing the CS50 course on EdX). Also I intend to start start pushing adhd awareness in my country (still figuring where to start) While I'm in a much better place mentally than when I started I still feel sad about the situation. Also I have no idea how to explain it to another employer. I left another job after 3 years last year due to depression and had a couple months employment gap, so this makes it a bit worse. Also I only have like 2-3 months expenses in savings max. Just wanted to know how anyone else might have dealt with a similar situation. 😕",5.6347233960814425,6.933026602189784,6.9159623511333095,71.16405493661162,67.64963503649635,10.731924702266618,33.03419131771033,10.771109862388434,4.000360583941605,1155,51,197,34,19,392,154,274,0.138,0.7959999999999999,0.067,-0.9681,7,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,15,18,1,2,17,0,21,0,0,6,0,37,37,22,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,15,0,1,8,0,3,1,6,10,0,1,12,1,20,8,38,23,5,47,1,6,0,0,7,15,1,1,32,140,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42564498471461576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832305994525648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568970428447848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061911188585804015,0.09072256811664467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566178328711983,0.09666581162237832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283544735539928,0.09568331773543234,0.0,0.0,0.09797093058204737,0.0,0.0,0.09128374494852484,0.2287853668536323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396615273816279,0.0,0.23526793530619475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460644542562247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476990306058983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625996159657584,0.0,0.0,0.07426550467725049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934837637118984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995405035779263,0.0,0.0,0.2635952173352537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048660810510726966,0.0721742044334342,0.0,0.0,0.0962020176485206,0.0,0.0,0.08651508495461993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665493203382892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910301046315921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923032282492087,0.09392992472254266,0.0,0.0,0.2120220686889943,0.0,0.06508915017892279,0.0,0.0,0.08551519365262511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734079375438434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588323032178524,0.0,0.06138443301002376,0.15462432565771025,0.09250838675665776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103675121597224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905164718792612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911642206313076,0.3133552686040589,0.09437485006028007,0.14142079828345186,0.0,0.0,0.18512833079530852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882390586143334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051630022144113205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052224840966043205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023268360319578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140373279783597 adhd,asklearnknow,2019/04/09,"Concerta is overwhelming me, what can I do to stop it ASAP? I haven’t taken my ADHD medication in months, always felt quite reluctant to, as it makes me feel funny. I am meant to take 36mg of concerta in the morning along with 10mg of Ritalin in the morning and then another 10mg in the afternoon, I only took the concerta this morning, but I feel like I’m going to have a stroke. My jaw was clenching earlier (9 hours after taking concerta) and went for a walk, it got better. 16 hours on, my head feels like it has heavy with pressure and I cannot sleep. What can I do to make this go away, right now?",2.491919999999997,3.893414552000003,4.6722,83.82910000000003,75.47999999999998,8.520000000000001,25.3,9.120678840339163,1.98812,469,16,99,11,10,163,80,125,0.05,0.846,0.10400000000000001,0.8231,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,6,0,11,6,3,2,0,15,27,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,5,12,3,19,20,0,20,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,10,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973720865411767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152136876087073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172286182409595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178346374658424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170642980157965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773470065485297,0.26124074734380204,0.1755543220290685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782348192297392,0.0,0.14623322509079018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764578649592129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36011959859622394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865201242437434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409319519528244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419127619122685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594051919591486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905746412646922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447201416898552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561436929160442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297126201600775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286177301182155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749446742075086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314109841379074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949378661382658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DoutorMango,2019/04/09,Exam in 2 weeks -> Don't study -> Freak out 24h before the test -> Study a couple of hours beforehand while losing your sh*t -> repeat I've done this all my life. No matter how hard I've tried to plan beforehand. Do most of you fall into the same loop?,3.375,4.5469744629629645,3.878703703703703,91.2991666666667,72.8888888888889,6.881481481481483,17.203703703703702,7.1686216300943375,-0.14576296296296265,207,2,45,2,4,65,44,54,0.115,0.8190000000000001,0.065,-0.4007,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,2,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,22,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30820192524884804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007627329771701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706520267499371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244562694816134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566898769339461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25582958537761075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052044231141088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459071542373485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905316012275243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoNames-Alt5674,2019/02/15,"[Rant?] Mabye I'm just stupid I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD, but every single symptom describes me perfectly. No one listens when ask to be tested, not even my parents. It took a huge fight and me threatening to go to a school counsellor instead of using them as a medium to get them to book an appointment. I'm not saying I have ADHD, I can't be sure unless I'm tested but I'm getting tired. I can't go on. Mabye I'm just using this as an exuse for my stupidity and laziness. I'm not gonna go anywhere if I don't get my shit together. I'm scared, so so scared and I don't know what to do.",0.11853820598006592,2.137404868217057,2.9136489479512733,90.58482558139536,85.5891472868217,5.856256921373202,20.8421926910299,7.1686216300943375,0.6128378737541524,464,15,103,7,14,163,74,129,0.223,0.6859999999999999,0.091,-0.9532,1,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,4,2,5,0,10,4,1,2,2,18,30,12,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,9,6,0,1,2,2,13,2,13,25,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,1,63,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358483705829601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695196658141288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404677746429285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976717419495395,0.0,0.15277888064656395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842133177998029,0.0,0.3091631357740971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965457474644722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287433109575735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134621104520595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420139896743736,0.3630871978806238,0.18351628331998215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861332909545136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709019774525284,0.18847195994232935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841289002697436,0.0,0.0,0.20146500741585785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132228964078142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a-faffer,2019/02/15,"AN ADHD HORROR STORY... It was wonderful to open a book and find exactly the information I needed. The book was a COBOL programming text, and it gave very clear and concise information on nested IF statements. I began highlighting the information that I wanted to remember with a bright orange highlighter, and highlighted lines on several pages before there was a sudden drop in ambient noise and I looked up and realized that I was at the public library and people were watching open mouthed as an avenging demon descended upon me. The librarian said nothing as her eyes burned and tore my body and mind, and then she walked slowly away. I didn't have to replace the book and wasn't banned from the library, but I left the library a badly shaken man.",10.820681265206806,8.91208670072993,10.196751824817524,62.62559002433093,57.90510948905109,13.22092457420925,41.081508515815095,11.855464076750405,4.99550705596107,606,25,96,14,6,196,91,137,0.07400000000000001,0.866,0.06,-0.4367,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,15,0,8,3,3,0,2,30,15,16,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,14,0,1,8,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,5,11,1,14,5,1,15,1,0,4,0,9,10,0,2,3,67,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728302589684913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240628300695074,0.0,0.2065383074705148,0.0,0.0,0.21048823891242652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747652405066353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260858860896941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687613192304789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772315793458834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497667615050625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341700513223708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373520845390535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714908023682458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28021478407981354,0.0,0.2352994678638372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794505045570589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410090946736667,0.14590148416550985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26825531634669353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sublez32,2019/02/15,"In the words of Post Malone, i fall apart. First time posting to reddit, this has only taken a few months to write and to be able to get around to having the courage to share my story with a community thats been eye opening for me to say the least. At 27, Meeting the love of my life and my soulmate after many failed relationships, friendships, family conflicts, issues with work and people walking out of my life without understanding what was going on, I finally felt like this was it, this was were i started to live my life, things were good, no, things were perfect, work was good, friendships were solid and to feel totally accepted by someone for who i was as a person to that degree was something i had never experienced......until i fell apart.... once again. Deciding to ignore the same old spiel from my parents that I’m just not trying hard enough and i just need to apply myself, that I’m just angry and rude i started to do my own research, shout out to How to ADHD, one TED talk was all it took for me to figure out something wasn’t right, not wrong just not right. Breaking down throughout the entire video thinking holy shit this is me to a T. Realising for the first time in my life I’m not an idiot i just don’t have the appropriate skills on how to manage. As a child i remember being taken to get tests done at around the age of 7. At the time i was totally unaware and in my eyes it was normal to be sat in a chair with a cap on your head with wires attached to it while i watched a slideshow repeating the words spoken to me, being sat in front of patterns for extended periods of time while sitting in a dark room. It was at a age where i just was happy to get a day off school because school was a struggle but i thought that was normal. Asking my parents what the tests were when i remembered them at around 24 years of age they told me “you scored high on an aptitude test at school and came back with a high IQ, so for the school to get extra funding you had to get extensive testing”. I remember laughing about it saying “put that IQ to good use hey!” I’m now 29 and after figuring out that was a load of BS i spoke to them, told them to cut the crap and be upfront with me. They told me i was diagnosed with ADHD but because of the “stigma” around medication and the “lack of research” they trialed me on medication for 2 months saw no results and made the executive decision to take me off it because they didn’t think i had it, two people with no medical background decided they knew best. I have no resentment towards them, just disappointment. Iv struggled my whole life and coming to the conclusion knowing if only it was treated or managed I wouldn’t be feeling like i have to start from square one...again. The catalyst for everything was watching the one person i cared about more then anything pack up and leave, not being able to communicate what i needed to without getting frustrated or angry and just shutting off, not expressing my emotions and having a million different thoughts running through my head at any given time. It caught me off guard and I wasn’t prepared. Being diagnosed at 29 with ADHD on the higher end of the spectrum along with manic depression and anxiety...again... but this time I’m making the calls and decisions, iv decided to give medication a shot to see if it would help, i gave up all vices, and started exercising daily. Gave up video games and a whole bunch of hobbies that i used as a distraction to keep my mind stimulated but removed me from what was happening around me and i replaced them with healthier options. The effects of the medication made everything all to real. It was like I’d been wearing dirty glasses and all of a sudden the lenses were clear. That’s when it really hit, everything had failed and it was my fault, out of my control but still, my fault. My relationship deteriorated without me even realising what was happening, completely disconnected from how my behaviour was impacting my significant other. Processing everything that had happened over the last few months, has been a bitter pill to swallow. I wont say its getting easier but I’m learning how to cope. I refuse to give up as much as i want to at times. It’s been a common theme of people being diagnosed at later stages of life and that in itself has helped understand that while I’m alone physically, I’m not alone in this daily struggle and that give me hope of a brighter future. I made a promise to myself when everything fell apart. Be honest. With myself and those i love. I’m still learning and hoping others who have had similar experiences, if you feel abandoned remember you’re not alone. Reach out, if you get knocked down get backup and keep fighting, this sucks but with time and the right tools to manage and cope things can be rebuilt from the ashes. Use the pros of ADHD to your advantage and work on managing the cons. 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I've heard it's a rare disease with only a few cases each year. Most of are rangers or woodsmen that report to have been in bitten by a squirrel within several days before the onset of the first symptoms. Sufferers first notice an increasing amount of squirrels in the environment, soon they start to cover their floor in litter, things just fly down like foliage in autumn, but since *this* doesnt rot, it stays. The next symptom upon complete coverage (1-2 days) is hiding their possession in places under the mess on their floor, never to be found again. This is the time where people with a social network get diagnosed. Undiagnosed people quickly detoriate, they feel sleepy for most of the day feeling only the urge to frequently search for the possessions under their mess on the floor. Productivity falls. Urges to sleep and search cant be suppressed during winter. If those people aren't brought food then they starve. After the first winter sufferers can do lesser and lesser amounts of human work in a given time because of the Urges to sleep and get up and search. At some point sufferers simply go missing. Only their clothes are found - as if they stripped down and went on their way. Nobody knows what happened to them. Succesful treatment is very inportant they are treated by >!Telling them they're just lazy, they're *definitely not* turning into a squirrel. And definitely you're not going give them nuts, those nuts are just fat and we tell you: we *donot* tolerate your *fat seeking behaviour*.!< ",5.444836363636362,8.19327617454546,4.919636363636363,79.38345454545455,70.89090909090909,7.309090909090909,28.45454545454545,8.238735603445708,2.280927272727272,1248,48,198,20,25,378,170,275,0.133,0.843,0.024,-0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,2,14,4,7,8,0,0,20,0,16,8,4,0,1,32,34,13,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,9,13,3,1,5,0,0,6,6,6,0,3,7,3,18,2,39,25,8,53,0,4,0,0,23,24,0,6,22,132,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508128327604734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649664609646145,0.0,0.10678150048217336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157234126125772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278917069448003,0.0,0.0,0.1273682213504718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690154744816368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202214508891259,0.15174123444224918,0.27518340265075314,0.0,0.0,0.13112516021205692,0.12038003725845628,0.14263605246885622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109690969274396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689652169397814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130735945246635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678449419198144,0.0,0.13345848043954422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286952864862193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863190564290588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609938487355369,0.0,0.13110881003545352,0.0,0.11862722690354068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417663254787273,0.0,0.10380541278302048,0.0,0.2511583223197173,0.12791975812633133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882143084623904,0.13375408135940894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26086127280277066,0.0,0.0,0.2193650211637953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083369006524968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634674763543265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649549096685212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354118346616553,0.0,0.0996069579460974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632912901322315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091357147925315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081050213422643 adhd,Yuki_ice,2019/02/15,"Abandon me. Please. Disclaimer: I'm an asshole and I fucked up. I had a project with my friend and it was off to a great start. I was very enthusiastic about it.. until, I crashed. Family problems got reopened, I got more self-aware on how shitty everything was. I'm a confident person until my inner voice kept on telling me how I'm really not good with what I do that I started to believe it. One day, I couldn't make the plans. I lied about getting it done while trying to solve it. Everytime I face the computer, my mind goes blank and I feel crippled. I know what to do but my body wasn't responding. I felt idiotic but I couldn't will myself to finish the seemingly simple plans. To avert the heavy feeling, I resorted to distractions, till I became so into it I forgot about the project. Then a month later my friend asked how's the progress. And I slipped. I confessed and told her I'll finish it. *Yet I didn't. Again.* Until I gave the project up and holed myself in my own room. Isolating from all my circle with connections to my friend because I couldn't face it. I fear confrontations tremendously, like an ostrich burying its head to the ground, wishing that problems will just magically disappear. I was even asking for my friend to hate me, hurl me with all the blame and shit that I deserve so that I could guilt trip myself back to work. But my friend didn't. She understands me but I don't know how to deal with such... gentle approach. I feared it. And took advantage of such gentleness. I refused to contact her. I ignored her calls. I'm waiting, waiting for her to just abandon me and give me my just desserts of negativity. Because I deserve it. I'm an asshole and I fucked up. I feel so disconnected to my emotions, like an indifferent person just observing the world. I know my faults, I know what I should do, yet I'm still not budging an inch. I know, I know, *I know*. What's the point with thinking continuously like a hamster in a spinning wheel, neverending shame and guilt? When I can't connect myself with my feelings and act upon my thoughts of what to do, what's the point? If only I could record my million thoughts and play it back to her. Maybe I'm still waiting. Hurl me with negativity then.",1.6671242060691611,4.270757215596333,2.944220183486241,88.88791813690901,84.64220183486239,5.922653493295695,24.898376852505287,7.321109707123232,1.3014031051517292,1750,72,348,28,52,564,195,436,0.18,0.6829999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9688,1,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,0,5,25,30,6,6,23,0,23,8,5,5,2,78,68,33,0,10,11,0,5,3,5,3,0,1,1,2,22,22,1,10,18,1,0,5,12,18,0,2,19,6,75,12,48,41,4,45,1,2,0,2,25,17,3,2,26,244,97,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816640653472773,0.0,0.0,0.14942098732527706,0.0,0.11845638345150628,0.0,0.0,0.10946670922817754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792350832850063,0.0,0.0,0.09921182203355708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551496446018987,0.0,0.0,0.0626605404054634,0.10016829838683099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942901343689188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929258236857492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417365104785816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732167020619787,0.0,0.09159435389275124,0.21866534415390487,0.19650924755777696,0.0,0.09328939986615156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375330140609563,0.17964679321101515,0.05076239629719568,0.09320528795087876,0.0,0.08149369021345827,0.15541639364427393,0.10711988963647806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592596396224053,0.09971479259119544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737784216469766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240326439690698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485544596107631,0.0,0.09761086842173544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810449500734167,0.0,0.07755265318781003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583852795627153,0.07389500426608234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967375296749748,0.0,0.10665314721363664,0.18369631866154035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185939118936306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062243559658591276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845134886409459,0.10135968166856324,0.0,0.09973394581941858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754152643197046,0.0,0.15518513979185253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492263513768725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062256580664352974,0.0,0.1542693054953909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928411041376742,0.10794898661643576,0.0659656604532443,0.0,0.0,0.10114759711110866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016765935218055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172987946763656,0.0,0.0,0.07073406415773363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bugcub,2019/02/15,"Been lying in bed since 11am trying to overcome my executive dysfunction and take a shower I love wasting my day. /s \#justadhdthings",6.157500000000002,8.682906416666674,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,68.16666666666666,9.8,32.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.072233333333333,110,5,16,3,2,36,23,24,0.29600000000000004,0.565,0.14,-0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760568419781076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262783256499411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823535036561343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384251384850586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958924993070164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DESSNG,2019/02/15,"Partner has ADHD, need advice Hi guys, &#x200B; So recently me (26/F) and my boyfriend (28/M) have been having some issues in our relationship. Communication and understanding one another are our biggest problem spots. My BF tells me that a lot of his communication issues stem from his ADHD, he feels like he can't properly express what he is trying to say and he gets overwhelmed with conflict. &#x200B; I was just curious how some of you, whether you have ADHD yourself or have a loved one with it, deal with certain problems that have come from it. What do you have trouble doing because of your ADHD, what do you wish people who don't have it would understand, how does it affect your relationships with others etc? &#x200B; I'd really like to really try and understand what it is like for him, he isn't someone who likes to talk about it very much. I should also add that he does take medication for it, however it seems that it doesn't help so much when it comes to issues we have. &#x200B; Thanks in advance!",6.612031250000001,7.369981973958333,6.752083333333335,75.15125000000002,65.19791666666666,9.525,32.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.004054166666668,817,32,145,15,12,262,113,192,0.07400000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.7847,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,3,6,0,1,8,11,0,1,2,0,23,2,0,3,1,34,36,12,0,6,3,0,1,4,2,2,1,1,0,2,21,12,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,2,2,18,7,18,32,6,8,0,1,0,1,33,3,0,5,6,103,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871078416818608,0.0786893654988815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439685065586602,0.0,0.34900083683152777,0.3913930598226038,0.0,0.08443884367191883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908808326234071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873254924229475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301907635856029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093821040753635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980810737372323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071651533192835,0.05752800270094384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042071666607191034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973369440382054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539750794897247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521455981877088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736432478893367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846057810250221,0.07267812704228495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112177247965281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183921876094132,0.059709228916022365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913340583322717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558267951666508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541055819217752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317441576514877,0.0,0.07951000356995283,0.1729102138081305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403774350140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330811647621356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822967017098552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060545753758711775,0.06472398728519359,0.07038353296009163,0.07413779527250704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934413962113836,0.0,0.0,0.2514921454178158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644262846058997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926012675111582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720357101050477,0.0,0.3913930598226038,0.0 adhd,BootBatll,2019/02/15,"How can I stop myself from calling out/being so impulsive? I have a tough time remaining quiet, which results in me being quite the loudmouth, and sometimes I can be very mean because I don’t think about what I’m saying. What I really want (I think) is to figure out how to just stay quiet. I try to keep in mind that I have to be quiet, I have to think, but my brain just lets go of my goals and I completely forget that I’m supposed to be trying to not be impulsive. I guess what I’m asking is how can I remind myself to not be impulsive? Thanks for any replies, and have a good weekend :)",4.893763066202091,4.409446390243904,6.132775842044133,82.39024390243901,68.83739837398375,8.979790940766552,28.14053426248548,8.418075326091056,1.7988778164924508,458,13,97,6,7,155,69,123,0.076,0.843,0.081,0.3871,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,17,1,1,4,0,24,30,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,17,2,15,23,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846387075904085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035073603856348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412063847275605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272995265965152,0.20791171123153115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348443148879534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571800075615934,0.1707809839549311,0.0,0.0,0.22430275371578925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809806533384622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082081607401815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179432599960866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055911585776801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165675646893374,0.0,0.0,0.1304397473658173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192128682779938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137853401253186,0.0,0.0,0.2170244425583352,0.0,0.17022964490149278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874595598896737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914011039018532,0.0,0.0,0.1187284193611297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764798199697055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800210801189255,0.12009626495950798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yussir,2019/02/15,"Do I have ADHD? Ever since sophomore year of hs (currently a sophomore in college) I have had problems focusing. When it comes to reading, which I want to do more of, I cannot focus for more than 30 seconds. I begin to get agitated when I try to focus and feel as if my muscles tense up. I also have trouble memorizing music lyrics and my attention span is equivalent to a gnat.",2.5159428571428606,4.6435284800000005,4.951238095238092,78.64800000000002,77.53333333333333,7.485714285714287,29.380952380952376,8.418075326091056,2.5310952380952383,296,14,54,6,7,104,54,75,0.15,0.8320000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,13,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,9,0,12,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249905643675748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827951382728433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046180833871647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198755889244295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880428104805382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475535145546396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383729864452275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537223889582018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252365435726635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008931157775615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857818541944548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772399589760345 adhd,Cybertopia,2019/02/15,"Staying late at work, drugs are wearing off How does everyone else manage their ""working"" time when their medication wears off? Besides wanting to stay late at work I often have to change the time I take my meds if I plan to study after work. Is it common for people to take a extended release and a regular dose? Do you just rely on coping strategies? 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Songs and publics and conversations and weather and traffic and food smells become oppositions, obstacles, attacks against something as simple as writing a paragraph. Hope you find your productive silence today my friends. 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I \[26F\] have been on antidepressants since I was 15. I was just on Lexapro from age 20-25, when I the doc added Lithium for my borderline personality disorder outbursts. I started school a year ago and I've been feeling exhausted all time time (it may have started before school, I don't remember since when I've been feeling this tired). In addition. I've been having trouble paying attention in class (I'll feel so restless or tired that I have trouble paying attention). So my doctor prescribed Wellbutrin. I took it in December and it was fine, then I ran out of pills and didn't take any all of January. I just started back up again this Monday. &#x200B; Well, this whole week I've been thinking that people don't like me, that I annoy them, etc. etc. ""Woe is me!"" The kind of thoughts and social anxiety I haven't had in months, when I first started school. I still feel tired but I have been able to focus a little better, so I guess maybe the meds are helping. &#x200B; So my questions for you are: 1) Have you experience paranoia on Wellbutrin before and did it go away? 2) Has Wellbutrin given you more energy? 3) Do you have any tips in the meantime? &#x200B; (I will of course discuss with my doctor when I see her.)",2.869098360655737,5.4100488934426245,3.595088524590164,86.6712229508197,78.50819672131148,6.1990819672131146,27.38295081967213,7.404127859558343,1.6333064262295078,1006,43,188,14,25,318,132,244,0.109,0.8270000000000001,0.064,-0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,4,1,2,14,11,1,1,6,0,29,7,0,0,2,26,46,16,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,10,0,2,3,4,6,1,1,16,5,30,5,20,28,6,36,0,1,1,0,11,12,0,4,22,124,40,8,0.09315865565500424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825795273665201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028120934427656,0.3395938900314569,0.12670216078364985,0.0,0.0712661165896247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752562358329609,0.07163325585806128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854230900641314,0.0,0.0,0.08239126046899949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067678902680601,0.19070366306626385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077930528676455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911270409751042,0.0,0.0,0.18841526161432404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924070491002531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294421085080095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102624762003693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062442283185366924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701040422452044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045512613527578384,0.0933694466232862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935903909798203,0.0,0.1034782653171142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743583501584065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458448206252493,0.08134254482109239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104359014693524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553059666253012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28284459907836995,0.07423538726523128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412360526560878,0.0,0.0,0.09496351769413564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637527038303249,0.0,0.07439662274402767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004371531481847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969230496207816,0.0,0.0739575666672584,0.10864312254899344,0.32121651145070546,0.0,0.0,0.10350269418418508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747262543229592,0.0,0.08376081933862685,0.0,0.0,0.10400831215142244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395938900314569,0.059991119915320974 adhd,vaniile,2019/02/15,"What do your signatures look like? I take after my dad, who, surprise, is also ADHD, in that my signature is LITERALLY a scribbly line. I've given up trying to make a nice signature, I don't even try to make it look like a name. Just a scribbly line. Is this an ADHD thing, or am I just hopelessly lazy?",1.4371505376344125,3.4327702419354864,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,80.45161290322581,7.359139784946238,23.23655913978495,8.344100000000001,1.5551526881720432,233,8,48,5,6,82,43,62,0.091,0.747,0.163,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,12,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,4,5,11,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,3,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152738001060292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470623816738734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907165282349929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501167263709904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42991562120598575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417358141292878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924642798944988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700610104484599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475857477426787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jetstream13,2019/02/15,"Very Recently Diagnosed, Feeling Optimistic I'm 20 now, in my second year of university, and have had the hardest time focusing since I was a little kid. In elementary and high school it wasn't too big of a deal, since the classes went slow enough and repeated things enough times that I could barely pay attention and still do very well. Entering a STEM program in university slapped me in the face, and left me struggling to focus in a far less forgiving environment that I was used to. I didn't fail any courses in my first year, and I actually did quite well in several, but my grades dropped by 20-25% relative to my final high school grades. I met with a fantastic psychiatrist this week, after waiting for an appointment for a month, and it went great! He was incredibly friendly and helpful, and he asked me questions and listened to my experiences for about an hour and a half, and he put me on a trial of Vyvanse. I've only been taking the lowest dose for 2 days now, so it's definitely too soon to say, but it's definitely felt a little easier to focus these last two days. My parents have been really supportive of me through this, which is something I was worried about. I was concerned they would think I was just ""looking for an excuse"", but they've been really supportive! My mom was the littlest bit apprehensive about the medication, but she didn't try to discourage me from it at all. Starting this process and making the appointment was really intimidating, and I was scared to tell my parents, but I'm really happy with how well this has all gone so far, and I'm really optimistic about this.",11.098921568627453,7.730441669934642,10.821013071895424,62.89955882352943,58.77124183006536,14.905882352941177,43.147058823529406,13.023866798666859,5.442619607843136,1285,54,235,36,12,427,162,306,0.052000000000000005,0.757,0.19,0.993,3,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,17,14,0,3,19,0,24,4,1,3,2,38,44,23,0,2,6,3,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,15,17,0,2,6,0,1,5,3,5,3,4,22,5,26,9,36,20,6,44,0,2,1,0,20,17,0,1,21,162,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.09964457694330553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943826421067764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545901489887174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147761387505603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152648245152395,0.0,0.0,0.1317049345714454,0.10527086983134544,0.0,0.10363944494390903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101373812638816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099883119732605,0.0,0.0,0.05162985633544023,0.0,0.09804156033507187,0.11185645383237516,0.0,0.08685466719353252,0.0,0.0,0.07888989033896654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257657502298443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869793535369772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844214385810192,0.21576952658136486,0.0,0.0,0.10055772750433176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323323374142252,0.0,0.0,0.11094275419025597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468198059868148,0.0,0.0,0.08574663689084648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815918129362884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286502724157323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958993367109415,0.0815031840441321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765921454750563,0.0,0.0,0.22676202041443325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264869784582747,0.11438650754234066,0.1086064956434084,0.0,0.0,0.3270712277328945,0.0,0.10082125221379022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120192678744334,0.10222986833303234,0.2066814317913511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535517359486487,0.0,0.1689328036292901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860922442774193,0.0,0.0,0.07227394474401927,0.0,0.08154513410869217,0.0,0.0,0.10674748513131706,0.0,0.0,0.23174631142881985,0.0,0.0,0.07677397102379149,0.0,0.0892485927512734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783731036015453,0.06542792984215633,0.0,0.0,0.1190822603430066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932595009345957,0.0,0.09974657926980862,0.0,0.0,0.088190207877254,0.0,0.16850279715755953,0.0,0.0,0.08190643883354394,0.0,0.2754273108413612,0.18931388432541968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369760584864053,0.0,0.07253597536699223,0.0,0.0,0.13151091375900384 adhd,soflo96,2019/02/15,"Fuck you for calling me depressed MD’s love prescribing SSRI’s. I went in there to tell her the only reason I feel down is because I can’t complete my tasks. I want to be organized. I need something that’ll assist this effort. She proceeds to tell me I’m depressed and gave me something called Lexapro . Greaaaattttt bitch hopefully I can study for these next 38393838 tests this week now. Honestly fml. Shouldn’t never checked the suicidal box in her retarded questionnaire. 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I know this is probably pretty underwhelming, but after my family and I finally realizing I probably have ADHD and need to see someone about it, and being on medicine the past couple of months, I have finally brought my grades up! I had all A’s before high school, then I regularly would have mostly B’s and a C or two, but now I have finished with all A’s! Taking medicine is amazing in the long run despite the side effects",6.662105263157892,5.851908894736841,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,65.31578947368422,11.389473684210527,35.84210526315789,10.793553405168565,3.841063157894737,375,16,72,9,5,130,61,95,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.8472,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,1,3,17,15,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,10,1,9,11,4,21,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,14,54,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211932187359614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005644116950706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512217328092232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624218844780655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795313446549034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863179691336652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691449335078653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31211920744330146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407567414141191,0.0,0.0,0.13075743890642547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834107078996105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794060644122109,0.3802590528428597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784703578819851,0.1405239786360138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941638153686151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258934744045642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282807428132718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226325118318134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527029032907716,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lampdude,2019/02/15,"Some advice for productivity and its relationship with when I take my meds I'm not sure if I should classify this as advice,because everyone is different, but here goes. I am prescribed 60 mg per day. It's alot I know, but taking two 30mg IR turned out to be my sweet spot after a while. I've found that at times, 30mg all at once can be alot, and that there is a sort of ""hook point"" that I need to line up in order to be more productive. When I take my 30mg dose first thing in the morning, it's usually kicking in around the time that I am showering or getting dressed. What I've noticed is that I will often find myself getting extremely focused on whatever task I'm doing when my meds are kicking in, this would lead to me being late or in a last minute rush because I felt the need to perfectly wash my hair, or find a perfect outfit for the day. A small side effect that while welcome to an extent for those of us who have trouble with anything important--is not necessarily good. So I started taking 15mg first thing. I'd be a bit groggier and such, but I got things figured out and had less issues with hyperfocusing on the mundane tasks as the meds kicked in, albeit I still dealt with it to an extent, more manageable though. I am an early riser typically, so by the time my 8 am class rolled around, I'd already be 3 hours in to my 30mg dose, and I'd be trailing off in my mind, still another 3 hours from my next dose. By taking breaking the pill in half first thing, I'd have another 15 mg to take just before class. Even though the class was 4 hours, and my meds typically lose effectiveness after about 3 hours, the fact that I was present in the classroom learning math as my meds kicked in lead me to that ""hook point"" I talked about earlier. Meaning that as my meds kicked in, I was doing something, whatever that thing was, I'd be locked in or hooked into it. Long story short, I've found that breaking up my 60mgs into four doses every three or so hours or whenever I'm about to do something boring has been extremely helpful. Once the meds kick in, whatever I am doing at that moment is now all that exists and I am in the zone. Moral of the story, try taking your meds right before doing something that needs to be done. As they kick in, that thing that you couldn't fathom doing before is now life itself and you'll be damned if it is not done well. I'm curious as to everyone else's experiences are with this, as I've found it to be a really effective way to do it. Also, as a disclaimer, my doctor brought this up at one point and said it was okay to do, because IR lasts only 4-6 hours. 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Although, there are some downsides to this. Depression, chronic apathy, sadism. 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I'm a ""delicate little flower"". Not by choice. I am about to be taken off of Vyvanse and put on Dexedrine (used ever prescription program offered to stay on Vyvanse and now it is no longer an option). A little about myself: I have been off and on medication since I was 9. I've tried Adderall, Ritalin, Concerta, and Vyvanse. Insomnia has already been an issue for most of my life. But on Vyvanse, that seems to be the worst, if not the only drawback to the medication. Otherwise, I have the best eating habits I have ever had and I am doing the best at work that I have ever done. Like, I have a future. Hope that answers your question. Now, I am pretty scared. I also deal with mild anxiety and depression issues. Adderall is the enemy for me. It exacerbates every other issue I already deal with, and I'm just a bipolar, irritable little b$%\^&. Concerta isn't as bad in that aspect, but it did nothing for my self- awareness, I definitely was reclusive, definitely depressed and I think at times I was paranoid. Ritalin gave me nightmares every night. Other than that I don't remember it. Only that it just didn't work out for me. So now I am going onto Dexedrine. I am scared of the highs and lows. I am scared of being irritable or anxious. I am scared of not having enough personality when I need to. I am in residential sales for painting. I go to customers' homes. They let me in and trust my professionalism and buy because of my personality. In my busy season (the warmer months) I can work up to 12 hours a day 7 days a week between my appointments and getting my proposals written and sent. I have finally been building a life for myself for the first time and I am 31 years old. If I prove myself this year, I will be a manager next year. I will develop and train an entire residential sales team. I will be offered tuition reimbursement the year after for a masters in business management. Is it all going to fall apart? Please tell me if anyone else has gone through this switch with these meds. I'm also scared I am going to gain a bunch of weight (which I do easily).",3.148898061288307,5.506526395121952,4.713414634146343,79.99424327704818,76.51219512195122,7.3270794246404005,27.58599124452784,8.303829127061777,2.1748167604752977,1682,70,305,32,39,563,204,410,0.113,0.8,0.087,-0.8743,1,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,1,9,15,15,0,5,23,0,46,10,0,2,5,46,64,26,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,1,3,18,19,2,0,6,1,5,8,7,10,0,1,15,1,48,5,54,40,7,58,0,3,0,0,14,23,0,9,27,234,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471935759662966,0.13386196179810775,0.0,0.09068365962706043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640265603623665,0.09455169617385993,0.0,0.05852159461136424,0.08575557140315576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988195396951945,0.05101978636751249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756657918552861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795289513353702,0.17257204839739276,0.1441730194262015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564919637884227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564103256056567,0.06991655796602726,0.0,0.0,0.08647946266332376,0.0,0.0,0.2271211633601541,0.14103354656495434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168394540316424,0.0,0.07119105149636898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043727261277501,0.0,0.19026352909877375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842852073782922,0.08395305913688864,0.08312816822698135,0.0824228632546276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620679745080787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558396098863452,0.11823271864803582,0.04088922249057687,0.2516535822198954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296644348772813,0.16862811609680625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680466991457082,0.0,0.0,0.062058892933011575,0.0,0.0,0.08901074110324113,0.07854222823721017,0.0,0.08030775331445726,0.0,0.0878239804684666,0.0,0.0,0.12730786544147207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615875272132886,0.0,0.0918721410820416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514805609536345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413674210614758,0.09375772208983774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481028910552036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189672274460029,0.0,0.0,0.07619292082831253,0.08731229426949738,0.0,0.0,0.0692334926331645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920789348247772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315324976580513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362847240338752,0.0,0.0,0.09760662958379587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682351268632446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228573700565143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713520059768552,0.10191814461150753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827931971455576,0.08499648708078235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155877291634809 adhd,hoodoomoovoo,2019/02/15,"How many of you suffer from a form of Hyperhidrosis? (Excessive sweating) I have had adhd diagnoses since I was a kid and was always open about so through out high school and college I’ve met many others after disclosing I have it Through out that time I noticed I had excessive sweating (HH) and I noticed many of peers with adhd have the same thing or similar, almost 90% of my friends with adhd over the years that I’ve met have excessive sweating. I would say shout 15-20 people I know. I wonder if there is a correlation, do any of you have it? Also medication hardly affects it, many don’t take meds and still have it.",4.380810564663026,5.776909303278687,5.365519125683061,80.73840619307833,70.72131147540983,8.373041894353369,29.12932604735884,8.841846274778883,2.319357741347906,493,19,94,9,9,162,74,122,0.035,0.937,0.027999999999999997,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,14,5,3,2,0,18,19,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,12,1,15,12,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,4,4,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077304019332683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101521526894478,0.0,0.0,0.1126171584802992,0.11717711612230088,0.0,0.0,0.09576536722845264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293372130232848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880052093470614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261509307380111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878862673670026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739336384780897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710950322360685,0.0,0.0,0.15642407385897514,0.14186568775489716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206588452588377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976298526200864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198915218940132,0.0,0.14252173092020876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164913334196172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246248451601544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588236345270567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355742129037464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211579394858075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271796876455562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003755706246238,0.0,0.0,0.09068624550053007 adhd,ontuesday,2019/02/15,"Attempted to buy my wife flowers for our anniversary. So, I've been lurking for a while. I never felt I had much original content to post, previously, but this just happened and I thought it good to share. &#x200B; My ADHD has always been a difficult element of my marriage, with occasional flareups making more waves than typical, but for the most part everything feels fairly typical for a guy with ADHD trying to do right by himself and his very supportive but occasionally frustrated wife. &#x200B; We don't celebrate Valentine's Day, for a few reasons. One, it's stupid, and Two, our anniversary is on the 18th so we just focus on that instead. For this year, I had a bit more money on my pocket than I tend to and wanted to spend it on some flowers, so I ordered a bunch from her favorite flower place and had them delivered on Valentines Day, because why not, I could, let's be different this year. She loved them, despite the fact that, as it turns out, lillies are toxic to pets. A fact I somehow missed while searching to see if lillies were toxic to pets. &#x200B; All the same, it worked out. I was really proud of myself, she was super happy, our pets had been given the talk that eating non-edible flowers is bad. Everything was good. Until this morning when she sent me a text with an image of a second, different bunch of flowers, along with a note. From me. That I had no memory of, at all. &#x200B; It turns out that, in an effort at heading myself off at the pass and negating any chance I would later forget to send flowers, I ordered them several months out. Then, when I had sufficiently forgotten, last week I ordered more. &#x200B; So this turned into a bit of a happy accident, where my wife got two bunches of flowers on back to back days, and I am now sitting here wondering what else I have put in motion and since forgotten about. It is like failing, but in the opposite direction.",6.900787950539331,7.090470544198896,7.203022888713497,74.12341620626152,64.5524861878453,10.21015522230992,35.19389634306761,9.957137785484203,3.5368504077874245,1515,65,266,30,21,493,197,362,0.11,0.763,0.128,0.879,10,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,5,0,3,6,16,16,2,0,21,0,26,3,1,3,5,48,44,24,0,4,8,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,18,20,1,0,5,0,3,5,5,6,0,4,18,3,39,10,55,22,16,51,0,2,1,1,24,21,0,5,21,212,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803030351267513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163037746576085,0.401262375862418,0.4500026719313928,0.05036867202190407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390719614756327,0.06184355372299055,0.04515106862253721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617257987331352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059137144373906776,0.0,0.0,0.1433028906000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477025937752292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578989277205732,0.06187417728165628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313479979164328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0374509260831714,0.0,0.07111674309787247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424918242208433,0.05923881896472535,0.0,0.0,0.07333880787961422,0.06549794750522504,0.15769318883540398,0.0,0.0,0.07601497381203191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037517641461328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573938604429299,0.0,0.03618580597918408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684911863244772,0.0,0.04944085925656503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059120244328177037,0.0,0.05444838575746439,0.0,0.057125685397360834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019028619892666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020825433856922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738512968876146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093651778412083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445863824569758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744975579313632,0.07615407690356797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325353182489417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902247997121736,0.0,0.0,0.08367557816827023,0.0,0.06126968377210677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405130863603387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059532925248274464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058801592584709114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502872023452367,0.2416936268633219,0.14470703706833965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611137261370183,0.043687131867979935,0.0,0.05941275463873899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668347063150936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032341443648616,0.05392227065659533,0.0,0.0,0.05261566939467263,0.0,0.4500026719313928,0.0953945228574649 adhd,yourfriendcreole,2019/02/15,"Clicks on post to read about ADHD, but can’t read it because it’s too long because you have ADHD If there is no TL;DR it won’t be read. A vicious, almost comical cycle. *almost*",-0.1629729729729732,2.131170000000001,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,92.24324324324324,4.0410810810810815,18.210810810810813,5.6839178017228535,-0.09880108108108088,138,4,27,1,5,48,29,37,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,18,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126861733005631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271748401402156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600493077390238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876226880792846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428079451888911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6400680151884451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DancingWithOlives,2019/02/15,"Vyvanse has ruined me. Need advice I've been taking vyvanse 50mg for around 6-8 months daily since I got diagnosed with ADHD at 26. At first it worked like magic blah blah blah (you've heard it all before) In recent months, however, It's turned me into an unrelenting asshole. I've become super confrontational to the point where I constantly look for excuses to rip into people over the most trivial things. When people look at me on the streets I feel like screaming at them 'wtf are you looking at?!'. I'm deeply cynical about everything and everyone. Tired all the time even when my meds are working. I feel intense apathy for mostly everything. And more recently I've fallen into a dark depression with persistent suicidal thoughts. As a result of all of this (unsurprisingly) nobody wants to be around me anymore, and one of my closest friends of 10 years 'broke up' with me over text just the other day due to the effects of my behaviour. This has made my depression much worse and I'm really not sure what to do at this point. I spoke to my GP about going on anti-depressants and he's referred me to an adhd specialist who I'm due to see next week. Has anyone been in a similar situation with long-term vyvanse use? And if so, did anti-depressants help? I appreciate any advice that can be offered. (Sorry for my passive aggressive tone, I'm really fed up and not in the best mood) ",4.433897243107769,6.244845522556398,5.674812030075191,76.93773182957395,71.21804511278195,9.126817042606516,28.456140350877188,9.606745405546679,2.8330922305764403,1103,42,197,27,21,368,159,266,0.188,0.74,0.07200000000000001,-0.9842,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,7,10,15,3,0,12,0,12,3,0,4,4,36,34,12,1,3,4,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,11,16,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,9,9,20,6,44,23,8,42,0,4,4,0,10,25,0,3,17,125,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634044967238543,0.2141742479480601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745229011174153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086808326221143,0.07662576117020728,0.0,0.0,0.19511128365158634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103020443330492,0.09325044453808784,0.0,0.115004769622807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184245888383647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067453317931732,0.0,0.3775484050666828,0.1112284731655358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238116366172187,0.0,0.0,0.10471505116815764,0.19697941442341116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082093488738784,0.0782889570675452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321462522754603,0.0,0.0,0.08466662529260778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062280803509121775,0.0,0.08764671512683267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345383956497188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707732138214787,0.0,0.0,0.09698102466019964,0.2760763772599397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369384575320703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172642496913265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494255636480527,0.0,0.08055903610168304,0.0812573536307738,0.0,0.0,0.11654699149355782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425897061234436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194762080446286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071902266427233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040844505408615,0.0,0.21640783492128005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732663105921969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065147842806699,0.12318035177776998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267364685672333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987036431795947,0.0,0.10328442733371708,0.0,0.08239576717583802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280471695984338,0.0,0.0,0.08699981742284506,0.06390104658618152,0.12595410723893025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919916045971307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946479612626936,0.0,0.0,0.0646372373463635,0.0,0.08790406141997444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956124642001435,0.0,0.11167849013176183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057041915814569 adhd,existential_cry,2019/02/15,I get so overwhelmed by emotions that I just shut down My brain just stops working and I can't think or talk or do anything until it goes away which usually doesn't take that long but it makes me so frustrated and angry because I don't have control over it,2.2656603773584933,4.37264424528302,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,78.24528301886792,5.749433962264153,25.69433962264151,6.742157984588678,0.9322256603773584,207,8,43,2,5,65,40,53,0.22,0.758,0.022000000000000002,-0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,11,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451653410088589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27990857592183394,0.0,0.0,0.18161116720641707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325807282220836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341461091946293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33512340783366995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565253257123954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26365258389491936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886599434306806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907706634525456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240011073715661,0.2394593167204631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089710408662366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281202236667245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689157778818285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,le00_,2019/02/15,"My parents think ADHD is just an excuse I'm in my senior year of high school and I finally realized what was wrong with me my whole life, I'm not lazy or stupid my parents don't get that, they don't get that its almost impossible for me to focus and just see me as a messy, disorganized, unserious and lazy student and I HATE IT. I told my parents that I want a proper doctor diagnosis and that I will literally pay for the doctor with my own money that I've saved up because I am SO desperate for help and validation and they didn't take me seriously at all. my dad straight told me that I'm just convincing myself I have a mental disorder that is apparently according to him an excuse for people who don't study and don't put effort, he brushed off my symptoms that he KNOWS I've had since childhood as normal teenage stress and behavior? he's expecting a 4.0 GPA out of me and there's absolutely no way I can achieve that because it's so frustrating to read the same sentence over and over and over and over again for almost ten times with it not clicking or spending days just trying my absolute hardest to focus and study to then end up with a B- or C+ because of how forgetful I am and how hard tests are generally for me I'm so frustrated I really don't know what to do anymore everything is just so hard and I really don't want to spend the rest of my life like this.",7.762035879315027,5.6946075194346335,8.536042402826855,72.63675727099756,63.91166077738516,12.241261212285949,36.25686327806469,11.051253699011982,3.7418471867355283,1100,41,226,25,13,375,146,283,0.131,0.77,0.099,-0.9249,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,13,10,4,1,10,0,19,5,0,2,1,48,35,28,0,4,10,4,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,17,21,0,0,4,1,4,1,10,7,0,1,5,5,32,3,33,29,5,23,0,0,2,0,16,12,0,5,10,153,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383944498348395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636088406680296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269484703479236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340954949888447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825538750780815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670702285424636,0.2620410180027733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337613861210975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504436774987276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022532635397744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375666712945794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293381183595491,0.126380334329081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580034168837933,0.1352463413843621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069851355463964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808301495450983,0.06253771631323854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900087003996188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541960532444302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264096155544913,0.0,0.0,0.08874388228696675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868231257189985,0.0,0.0,0.1280415627027826,0.0,0.16400902434676207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954983924164573,0.1020049438906272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588864884054312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663149690324342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330482051530741,0.09624527484516067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202166706026978,0.0,0.0,0.07464186574603494,0.0,0.0,0.24463219957881016,0.0,0.08690829758668114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100359853089418,0.10160593661985104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291515725861462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399554745751808,0.0,0.08243226103252606 adhd,WealthyProletariat,2019/02/15,"For those who have tried it, what was your experience with using Modafinil to treat your ADHD? I will link some studies about Modafinil and ADHD studies in this post. I was doing an essay on ADHD and came across several studies from 2006 that showed a beneficial connection between Modafinil use in children, adolescents and adults who took it at around the 340-400mg range. In 2 studies Modafinil was compared next to Adderall and a placebo group and still showed beneficial efficacy as an alternative to stimulant medications. The other study strictly looked at Modafinil compared to a placebo group. If anyone has tried it I would love to hear your opinion on it as I would like an alternative to stimulants if possible. I have tried other non-stimulant medications but nothing has worked as effectively as stimulants. 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My first day was great. Today, I feel like shit. 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Probably the first example of the ADHD trope (you know the one) was a German children's book published in 1844. Stimulant meds were first used in 1937. Please read the analogy below about executive dysfunction - I think you guys'll appreciate it! &#x200B; Imagine a car with no fuel. No matter how much the driver wills it to drive, it simply won’t without any fuel. Now imagine if that fuel could be found at a gas station five miles down the road. Every other driver happens to have a bike in their trunk that they can ride to get it, but this driver doesn’t and it’s too far to walk. The paper itself is terribly ironic - of course because I have ADHD but also because the lovely thing that is executive dysfunction kept me from writing it until the night before it was due. Luckily hyperfocus allowed me to spend 7 hours straight writing it and another 2 hours doing other required things. Feel free to yell at me if this is self-promotion (I don't think it is because I'm not asking for anything) but if you feel inclined here's a link to my paper! It's about how ADHD affects students and also kind of an explanation of the disorder itself. [https://docs.google.com/document/d/1\_EN\_xeQ83efOgN-bEG1O2tllLn3qVwqpUWDmtX\_9fv0/edit?usp=sharing](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1_EN_xeQ83efOgN-bEG1O2tllLn3qVwqpUWDmtX_9fv0/edit?usp=sharing)",9.322221176470583,11.398360728000007,7.986894117647061,63.993329411764705,59.72,8.762352941176474,31.90588235294117,9.007467420416297,2.8927035294117633,1242,43,177,18,17,378,153,250,0.07400000000000001,0.84,0.086,0.6052,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,3,2,4,9,4,0,0,19,0,18,1,0,8,0,40,33,15,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,24,5,0,2,12,3,2,4,7,1,0,5,8,3,14,4,27,21,2,28,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,4,10,129,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6264754327699193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674648473510972,0.0,0.2259220059621339,0.12668208190782215,0.07089744831159465,0.10932118740272094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579355458824195,0.0,0.09746500220879377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906599137150679,0.0,0.08871391844039908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832396898357987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948605982408167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878399203311391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542962478932648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660395250934572,0.0,0.11431098939739084,0.0,0.0,0.054469298127528584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219296759993656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534171955794653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856626401090357,0.0572962039603629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940948359896914,0.09864926028490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580457541242332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663993232163975,0.0,0.0,0.1006908007862021,0.0,0.09783690815446126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064635771983631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444144673169615,0.0,0.0,0.0998481377634324,0.0,0.11240527343314068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428390900054832,0.0,0.0,0.10719221917623653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876142817594622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934782888152964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778855546840247,0.1336056805811002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004344759535263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049877050198397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668208190782215,0.0 adhd,razrazza123,2019/02/15,"Fear of taking ADHD medication I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age (somewhere between 6-8 I think) and was put on ritalin and took that for a few years and became extremely skinny and lost almost all appetite, I'm pretty sure I was borderline anorexic, I just refused to eat anything whatsoever when I was on this medication, a couple years later when I was 10 I went into foster care for about 8 months and stopped taking my medication and gained some weight and was becoming healthier, I then moved in with my dad (I was living with mum previously) and he said that he hated that I took the pills because he saw what they were doing to me, about a year after that I moved back in with mum and started highschool and started taking medication for my ADHD again (Concerta) and once again started to lose my appetite and stop eating etc etc. Cue the present day I haven't taken medication for in years and I can't focus on almost anything for longer than about 5 minutes and when I start to hyperfocus on things I become SUPER irritable and very mentally fragile(on-top of my usual depression/extreme anxiety etc) and this affects my ability to get/keep a job greatly but at the same time I'm super afraid to take medication again because I already have some problems with eating and I know taking medication will only make it worse so I'm just not sure what to do. Any advice would be super appreciated I just really needed to rant and let this out ",10.978198168737741,7.711160161870506,10.90521255722695,61.89109548724658,58.89208633093525,13.56232831916285,41.81948986265533,11.567385478589935,4.802938129496402,1167,46,201,24,11,392,152,278,0.098,0.794,0.10800000000000001,0.7676,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,6,14,13,1,2,8,0,17,15,1,2,3,48,42,24,0,3,5,3,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,11,25,5,3,2,0,0,6,3,6,0,0,15,3,26,7,37,23,8,44,0,2,1,0,9,11,0,4,27,139,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27315122325471597,0.07403310440064763,0.0,0.0,0.15172807616630335,0.0,0.08360452236825283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051520309014954295,0.0,0.057957217560997275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469025470285383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582557938195928,0.0,0.09236681907265372,0.16734489503360944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724373513059428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382848145881196,0.0,0.04885979657648031,0.0,0.0,0.07689616510931542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256829329122955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534817613690607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525257015461607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958217309915516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352714456444421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479863811051968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518143956151875,0.06734015981650636,0.0,0.0,0.04163645101087488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747110290912493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689865103460041,0.0,0.0,0.08475756020953341,0.0827024519392009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050571282597154384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342510552923394,0.076349611237268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060471978604135085,0.16104462878010478,0.0,0.056176073475708535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068335427915904,0.0,0.057619912836629913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770765192458416,0.0,0.07249337037353229,0.0,0.07616107189768268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853465424070332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206638329954299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449706494068868,0.0,0.0,0.12667974484251088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280833228115353,0.0,0.2848154944837067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033246772837805,0.04854480741985915,0.0,0.0,0.044177046480141736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834727222545215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344041228218077,0.06251103968485065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225690162381853,0.0,0.07023152099305444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720727770442776,0.053818682078085336,0.0,0.0,0.1951512755314815 adhd,OZeronhO,2019/02/15,"Struggling with self confidence. Throughout my life, I've always felt I was just average at stuff always able to only do the bare minimum. This has made my self confident horrible. I feel like if my self confidence was better I'd be able to stick with something and improve as time goes on and not drop it after thinking of the many people who are way better at it than me. Anyone have any advice to gain confidence in my own work?",4.8585714285714285,6.1652086666666674,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,69.47619047619048,8.933333333333335,28.285714285714285,9.2995712137729,2.478657142857144,344,12,63,7,6,112,63,84,0.061,0.655,0.284,0.9691,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,7,3,13,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,40,12,1,0.3540312595549422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297762471663486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945823688026004,0.0,0.0,0.12037669837327344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377344415880473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131118790312032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950442114005254,0.12646000128242058,0.16996276434406082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503137428593375,0.08648089530444149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674964689543137,0.0,0.1794660648926404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346283630755404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272034934131765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539977225967885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627528000390526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505517045718564,0.2026405454768307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342446798354505,0.0,0.0,0.10321923724522948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405067675180034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886948672397444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-Lost_-,2019/02/15,"How safe is dextroamphetamine? I feel like it can’t possibly be healthy for me to be taking dextroamphetamine every day and potentially doing so for the next four years but I will absolutely flunk out without it, I’ve already wasted thousands on attempting college without it.",6.942499999999999,9.662881583333338,6.544166666666667,69.51750000000001,66.5,9.8,37.0,10.125756701596842,4.544525,228,12,33,6,4,71,40,48,0.147,0.747,0.106,-0.6297,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,7,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414151929255229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952840351128293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606710857807962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643487985697316,0.2210254516519688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115039340576014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290355677023135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487862785028586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261980151987102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964742118988552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923446871620185 adhd,livingstories,2019/02/15,"Was doing fine at work until this month (methylphenidate 36mg daily) Medication-aided 30/f (methylphenidate AKA concerta 36 mg daily) I am in full-on avoidance-mode at work as of around 2 months ago. I have been a high-achiever all career-long, particularly at this job. The only changes recently are that I've started taking a lot of probiotics every day, but I can't see how that would impact adhd/concerta. My doc told me some people need to increase dosage over time, but I really don't want to do that... Has anyone experienced this with this med? Its like I turned 30 and my brain stopped working :-\[... Now, I have a ton of work on my plate and I can't focus. I think my adhd actually helped me in the past because I felt like I could juggle a million things. I should mention that outside of work this past year was a struggle emotionally due to health problems (hence increase in probiotics, yes my doctor is aware) and family problems (siblings and parents dealing with depression. Ironically, I'm the only family member without it). I have a 10 day vacay in April which I'm hoping will help... maybe I'm just burned out? 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I just counted mine yesterday. Turns out I have 1423 tabs open split over 5 different windows. Looking around my room and seeing its mess I probably unconsciously decided it would be a good idea to do the same to my PC.,4.062058823529412,5.743902607843139,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,71.94117647058823,9.02156862745098,28.43627450980393,9.516144504307137,2.495427450980392,207,8,42,5,4,66,43,51,0.051,0.8909999999999999,0.059000000000000004,0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,7,1,9,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,2,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842302253780539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335835577293648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678000572204449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604324850623653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681179323634035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237036041415874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34424187926161304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726665739265431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442780717686464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472890302217394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268100119438833,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnluckyResponse,2019/02/15,"Son realizing that I'm not normal My son is 4 and is becoming aware that I have memory and concentration problems. He has realized that I forget things weirdly fast, have to be asked several times to focus on something he's showing me, etc. I'm not sure how to handle this since I can't fully explain such a complicated issue.",5.8515625,6.42063103125,7.612500000000002,68.9825,66.8125,10.775,33.1875,10.686352973137794,3.7955125000000014,262,11,46,7,4,92,49,64,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.7758,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,11,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881576924579163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34042083995202405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437629975723436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217167847923401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020044112688648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949388331033901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482173021730135,0.0,0.2549748021485077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237294012943688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905074123565839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477733650030225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973404287413816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yrexi,2019/02/15,"ADHD in women confusing? Is it possible to have ADHD but be extremely fatigued and unmotivated. I found a list of how adhd can sometimes be expressed in young women and I said yes to like 90 % of the questions. Of course it’s just a list and not a doctor. Some things that I have: Anxiety (social, feel like an imposter, different than other people) Unmotivated and unorganized Messy home, don’t clean unless told to or it’s REALLY messy Always do everything last minute or not do at all Ignore paperwork, things I have to do That’s all I can think about right now ",3.5077777777777754,5.850126074074073,5.229407407407408,76.80633333333336,75.2962962962963,8.394074074074075,24.68888888888889,9.120678840339163,2.28076,448,15,80,11,10,152,70,108,0.203,0.6859999999999999,0.111,-0.884,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,1,12,2,0,1,2,21,17,9,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,2,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,5,2,13,12,3,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,5,5,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.637607526690225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715095040783707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135287544029978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476757484507156,0.0,0.18101049592978197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158938766297361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941920516151251,0.12633960038358014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939037122358343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773920560491182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415398632576742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279711596992067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260350891575328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936852844763656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981092203546656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329277782630537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102645330797407,0.16822208542805053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027334301469936,0.0,0.0,0.17490629944939334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349787043097389,0.11331647804398134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898497839634088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamtherarariot,2019/02/15,"I just got diagnosed Im a 25-year-old woman who just got an ADHD diagnosis. I went for an assessment initially for dyslexia, but throughout the assessment I was instead referred to a specialist who diagnosed me with ADHD, as well as dyspraxia. Apparently he could tell “within five minutes of talking to me”. I’m also in the process of seeking an ASD diagnosis, but that’s another story I guess. The diagnosis makes a lot of sense, and answers a lot of questions about why I’ve struggled with certain aspects of my life. However it’s also opened a can of worms. It was never mentioned as a possibility before; I got told I had anxiety and some ASD symptoms but my GP refused to refer me as he felt I was functioning. Again, long story. I was never identified in school, just got told that I “talked too fast”, “didn’t sit still”, “your lazy” and “you’re not doing your best”. I developed a lot of mental health problems in my teenage years, and as an adult I’m struggling with debt, anxiety and depression. I’ve been in several relationships and always end up dumped because I’m difficult, and I didn’t have a real friend until I was an adult. My university have been brilliant in putting support in place, and have invited me to be part of an ADHD support group. I am academic and intelligent and they made it clear that I can succeed with high grades with the right support, it’s just jumping the hurdles. I feel like things are going to get better for me. It’s just that right now, I’m having difficulty processing my diagnosis and what it means. I’m scared and angry and upset, as well as relieved and empowered. How did other people deal with their diagnosis, and are there any advice on finding support? I’m debating whether to go on medication or not, but there seems to be little information. I’m in the UK for context. 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My doctor said i have a insight in my condition? I mean.. i'v lived with ADHD for 21 years? is this something i should be worried about or am i just being a little paranoid?,1.1980769230769222,3.3271184871794905,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,82.07692307692308,4.925641025641027,25.134615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.8151999999999995,147,6,29,1,4,50,30,39,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.595,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145063528750677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530228111771354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456833916562245,0.3045556471122484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757004531157702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280817125816167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655231616986045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502657145640237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221062087392882 adhd,aidsmann,2019/02/15,"Just missed a dinner I've been looking forward to for weeks I asked my mom multiple times and she told me Friday the 15th, and I still somehow managed to enter the 16th in my calendar. Now my mom is sitting in some restaurant she travelled to for 1.5 hours on her own and I feel like complete dog shit. It's an hour drive for me too and I'm sitting here unshowered and in pajamas at home and didn't do shit all day. Half crying and half laughing about my incredible stupidity to be honest. 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hi there, first post, sorry if i mess anything up haha basically last year i went in to get tested for adhd/autism/aspergers/please-explain-whats-wrong-with-our-child but the results were inconclusive. my parents have the report so i havent rlly read it through (it’s also like a billion pages and i cant read lol) but they said its something about percentiles(?) and stuff blah blah blah well my doctor thinks its an ok idea to try some stimulants to see if it helps me focus. im on concerta rn, starting 54mg this week i think? cant remember haha. my parents are also doctors and think that i do have some form of adhd, its just that the test couldnt diagnose because of the percentile thing. and yeah, i have a lot of the adhd symptoms i guess now that i think about it... but... i dunno. it wasnt a proper diagnosis, it’s inconclusive. maybe im just lazy and if i applied myself i could do better. im so scared that if concerta doesnt work or any other med then the conclusion will be yeah, this one’s just lazy and not trying hard enough im failing two courses this term and havent gone to classes at all for a third (but i went to the midterm at least...) i never learned to study in high school and slept through classes but i never caused trouble like the adhd sterotype and the teachers liked me well enough. i feel like im lying and blaming my inability to be a functional human on a real issue that affects other people, rather than just owning up and trying harder haa this turned out to be a bit of a vent. sorry,, im just a little sad right now and i wish i could do better... i want to stop doubting myself.",1.807821629468336,3.967901685628746,3.3015841045182377,89.41885592451462,80.04790419161677,5.6053710760297575,22.396661223008532,6.714681859716394,0.5876558882235527,1289,41,263,13,33,423,180,334,0.131,0.722,0.146,0.6452,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,6,18,18,0,3,19,6,21,5,1,5,3,62,38,28,0,10,17,2,2,7,0,1,4,1,0,1,22,14,0,1,9,2,0,3,10,7,2,5,7,4,28,11,31,24,12,28,0,2,1,0,8,12,0,12,16,177,50,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830655045932809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274487852456407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054188810508853776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557430180040674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857548558744852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409505370240337,0.0869958280628459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185886518726178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724462972217235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821521574918026,0.0,0.08087901256098325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631227849205806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646726570728049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029133696476096,0.05692727196415585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778036801265776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163233720077621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778246159874432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138247446981648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053411449818126185,0.08419200942313244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995512718685461,0.5164434934923443,0.08317086386152234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495424363674576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572106268463246,0.07986571371936224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677456849792655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005470358023244,0.0,0.08851252538035001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291659942274415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399689527323698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696243266623898,0.0,0.0,0.05524382912892282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631659454293366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594139455941206,0.09069944056342916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090268034421242,0.06805090371618991,0.0757990715378636,0.0,0.07977899543450725,0.08064588790021839,0.06349895390396693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134572076627225,0.0,0.17840258240820306,0.05640174248276776,0.0,0.0,0.06662056982798997,0.0,0.0,0.0912207285018274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282365073480401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052939444819409064,0.20423676959701398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230348565005148,0.0866748425264456,0.07784106564874159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700051868430776,0.0,0.0639188283845873,0.0,0.14329350467692742,0.14773834457151844,0.0,0.0,0.09163428751797716,0.0,0.0,0.058011926650491666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871234852909302,0.0,0.05131479067442636 adhd,mynameista,2019/02/15,"My gf with adhd is hyperfocused on her studies and feels romantically impotent I have a girlfriend with adhd and she's recently decided to go back to school to become a doctor. I'm completely supportive of her in this pursuit and I think it's great. Recently though however, she's not been responsive to anything I say to her romantically speaking and basically responds to me like I'm just another guy and not the one person she loves. I talked wtih her about it and she said that her focus on her work and studying leaves her feeling depleted and romantically impotent. I'd been looking at articles talking about couples that have one adhd individual in them, and several times hyperfocusing on something else leaves the other non adhd partner feeling neglected and unloved. How can we remedy this problem? When I spoke to her about it, she said she still loves and cares for me, but she feels bad for neglecting me and she's considering breaking up with me because she feels like she's not fulfilling her end of the relationship. I love this woman and I want to be with her for the rest of my life if possible, so if there is a way for us to get through this, I want to find it and implement it immediately. 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It is so frustrating to get 99% of something correct and miss one small detail! I have a job where I need to be very exact in following instructions and I seem to read over or miss one small detail every time. It takes me back to my days in school where I missed the answer to questions I knew the answer to because I didn’t read the question correctly and skipped over a word... It just gets old and I am at the point where I just don’t feel like trying anymore because when I do I will just make a mistake or just never finish the task. I’ve started this DGAF attitude of procrastination because I am sick of trying and seemingly not getting anywhere. I am just tired of having ADHD and wish I could just have a normal brain that functioned consistently. I do take medication (vyvanse), and my most recent mistake was extra frustrating because it was on a day I remembered to take my medicine and was trying to be very exact and I still messed up. Ok done venting TLDR tired of my ADHD-self still making the same little mistakes I’ve made all my life. 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First thing I did: Color with my daughter! It took 9 months of fighting doctors and insurance after I moved to a different state. I finally got my prescription for adderall today! When I got home my daughter wanted to color with me. I picked a coloring book (out of like 50) and was able to choose a page within 5 minutes! I didn't struggle too hard with color choices! I'm grinning while I listen to my 5 year old daughter chat about whatever and I am able to really hear her and engage in conversation. I'm practically euphoric right now. I'm so ready to take on life!!! Now I'm gonna go do dishes though. =) ",1.3483333333333327,3.869646373015875,3.5129841269841293,84.83757142857142,85.26984126984127,6.5346031746031725,24.273015873015872,7.793537801064563,1.6584482539682543,497,20,95,10,15,169,85,126,0.02,0.795,0.184,0.9582,1,0,0,0,2,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,1,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,11,18,8,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,8,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,6,7,14,3,19,11,1,23,0,0,4,0,9,6,0,0,14,56,16,2,0.3642150983085968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002946447149145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902636292501875,0.0,0.18639479311699836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39897983750370825,0.0,0.1549005882809616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349591685450488,0.0,0.29129608579981103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313259447426434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524844307042708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266871994373735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128627947527733,0.08896854990917688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228043390217865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535650832759892,0.19355150488485645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109123905038844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666275911854344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551885195902704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903783501640713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692221339990746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098416379596197,0.0,0.17891974243356884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726166633214543,0.0,0.2023281877161384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741175073510972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727129102483855 adhd,yalfto,2019/02/15,"There seriously needs to be a ""you forgot to put it back in the fridge, bozo"" app Just saying. So sick of going in the kitchen and seeing the milk, ice cream, /insertperishablehere sitting on the counter all ruined because I chose to rinse out a bowl in the sink or something. Wouldn't save a whole lot of money but oh man would it save me the aggravation of not being able to have my cereal in the morning! &#x200B; /endrant",4.875162601626016,6.3424375731707325,5.425365853658537,80.50723577235773,69.60975609756098,7.417886178861789,27.081300813008127,7.793537801064563,1.541652032520325,339,11,64,4,6,109,63,82,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.8498,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,10,0,5,3,0,0,1,14,9,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,2,13,4,3,10,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,2,1,45,6,0,0.2850498939368313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30885144098796896,0.3463668213989261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918577335753345,0.0,0.17376376960643128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620004237016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233922634442345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113608845000692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28655387471551186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266831167235605,0.0,0.0,0.22714785993347544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944533463038324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31824802686189485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249126617172608,0.0,0.3463668213989261,0.0 adhd,blindedbycum,2019/02/15,"Faster Than Normal....is it weird I'm not as positive as Peter Shankman about ADHD? Mostly through the book and he makes it seem like ADHD is this super power to be controlled. But my problem is that, well, it seemed to workout for him. He already had businesses and stuff BEFORE his diagnoses. Mine never turned out that way. Mine got stuck with anxiety..and I grew up in a family that really doesn't believe in mental disorders. &#x200B; I guess the best way to describe it is...like discovering you are Superman and you've had Kryptonite in your house the whole time. It's only when the Kryptonite was removed do I realize my 'powers'.",3.4697499999999977,6.082838475000003,4.338333333333335,81.77000000000002,76.75,7.333333333333335,26.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1731666666666682,507,20,88,10,12,163,88,120,0.075,0.816,0.10800000000000001,0.727,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,5,3,6,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,2,1,16,17,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,5,0,11,4,15,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,5,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910787132171392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954861397282065,0.0,0.0,0.17629040732782214,0.19770394411609132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384496632003738,0.1833124103163592,0.17074847953363664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824870866064142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514178269434793,0.0,0.0,0.18647361125072864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338345239237225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012976238384294,0.0,0.1792375022727224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877393071433289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948926761256034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860660930699664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396800659458924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254878472712171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594159998034005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374420897331945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556863648530174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042327574121452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962403834066599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625788380032804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487438287111508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697592436327705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582947367808012,0.0,0.0,0.14629100963013164,0.0,0.0,0.18165391784247692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770394411609132,0.0 adhd,lilacpolaroids,2019/02/15,"Did the first part of my diagnosis today... I think I fucked up Today was the first part of the testing for my diagnosis for adhd, so today it wasn’t focused on attention but on my intelligence. The thing is that it was SUPER long (like an hour and a half) and I did some maths problems that were easy BUT I couldn’t write down anything so I fucked up. My psychologist read the exercise to me and I had to answer without writing down my calculations and since I was really tired by then, she had to repeat a lot of the exercises and even then I don’t know if I did them right because I suck at doing maths on my head. I literally wrote with my finger on the table a simple multiplication to be able to see something written because I can’t do it any other way. So, as I said she repeated each question at least once because I would get lost somewhere in the middle because I had so many numbers in my mind. And when I got to the final question and asked her to say it again... she did and then I didn’t pay attention AGAIN so I just said I didn’t know the answer because I could only remember the beginning of the sentence and I felt bad about asking her to repeat it for the second time. And like... it makes me worry that I’ll get a low result on this part because I couldn’t pay attention. Also, there was a part where I had to repeat some numbers in the same order as her and the same thing kept happening. She would start saying the numbers, then I would get lost. So when I repeat it, I didn’t say a lot of the numbers because I didn’t listen in the beginning. Sorry for the rant, I just did the test and I keep thinking about this. I don’t want her to believe I’m dumb, because what happened was that I couldn’t pay attention... ugh",4.625413915693245,4.7506957262569856,5.918374809547995,81.61427120365667,69.39106145251397,8.631995937023872,28.84255967496191,8.438071523408619,1.9089843575419,1362,45,284,19,22,460,153,358,0.153,0.7929999999999999,0.053,-0.9882,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,5,18,13,4,0,27,0,34,7,2,2,0,57,66,30,0,10,6,0,2,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,17,14,0,2,14,3,3,0,12,10,0,4,29,9,50,3,41,29,12,46,0,3,1,2,22,19,4,7,27,220,67,8,0.08819657003120451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599513798644118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053076518941115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059976692010474675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257826230089177,0.0,0.16490377463475106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364045200286445,0.4301104838404435,0.0,0.0,0.0993673323013178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704177845496968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825300270394815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468253829908907,0.09661503145489952,0.0,0.15003991482660775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630726156265057,0.138237202986355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705388539639582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598387120989726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051512556308584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868558556346103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839316383134329,0.0,0.0,0.09694105669915982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861767782728322,0.0,0.0,0.07805118909341223,0.0,0.0,0.19255394943492213,0.14996313980267856,0.0,0.0,0.058871895353419135,0.08941747901259582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905339371559537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392646865857368,0.0,0.06707746579838743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820331626031487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439220631290448,0.0,0.0,0.19760068633644928,0.0,0.08822043727561586,0.0,0.05650098116423581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999095209515474,0.07531938890877718,0.16779026982198078,0.21041235731978591,0.0,0.0,0.07028124746645432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295711412801928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789802850457728,0.0,0.09872883939039293,0.062425986213341236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718776431235517,0.11302560170916633,0.0,0.0,0.05142812924322355,0.10136898301129403,0.2508001075059905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202062209873951,0.07000633207834918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501834620814007,0.0,0.0,0.08956789803007684,0.0,0.1879569386008568,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hazel_hummingbird,2019/02/15,"My brain feels glitchy and it makes me feel like an idiot I feel like my brain is mush all the time, I can't focus on anything I'm doing and it takes me a long time to absorb things. It feels like it takes a huge effort to concentrate and retain things. One thing that's been happening for a little while now is my brain feels ""glitchy."" Like, something will happen and seconds later I will have no recollection of it. For example I will put my keys in one place then five seconds later I won't remember where I put them. Or someone will tell me something and I'll instantly forget it. This is super embarrassing when I'm at work, I've gotten called stupid or airheaded because of it. Does anyone else have this and know how to help it?",3.2902477477477485,4.962072844594598,4.129459459459458,87.42342342342344,73.93243243243242,7.095495495495496,23.819819819819823,7.793537801064563,1.0936198198198197,583,17,119,8,12,187,89,148,0.08800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.124,0.6705,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,2,1,5,0,13,3,3,2,1,21,27,12,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,3,0,5,2,5,14,5,10,20,1,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,13,77,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224622075498264,0.1351745013641345,0.1085644387085628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042129588888003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44182150628800615,0.13471191780393907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544995004856135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020783496063967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33353053424121315,0.2827453968237271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332470203386466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884276905877703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250346780643392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781090002170914,0.13222521847647858,0.0,0.11675098391489155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806210113237531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879390146423668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783532930586756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652455572159537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944724108685176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178107044629944,0.2031272483063254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838492987482964,0.0,0.11530975653781032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629387254410581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153855047175837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604421369796234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_mylittlehecarim,2019/02/15,"How convenient would it be to own a pensieve? I was listening to Goblet of Fire on my way to work and when Dumbledore explains what a pensieve is for the first time, it really sounds like it would be very convenient for ADHD. &#x200B; GoF, Chapter 30 , The Pensieve 'I sometimes find, and I am sure you know the feeling, that I simply have too many thoughts and memories crammed into my mind.'...",5.76472972972973,6.911321148648652,5.968486486486487,78.63191891891893,67.24324324324324,9.163243243243244,35.07027027027027,9.3871,3.3229383783783786,311,15,56,6,5,99,55,74,0.032,0.879,0.08900000000000001,0.4902,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,14,13,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,7,2,8,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290793587279075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621677847307597,0.2940126229617573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223442181220966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211506211996186,0.20581436986787705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329770316246907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821133954897033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453134170253196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431456300614876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500827028157946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393084842580965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228048112374663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209230909627495,0.14109109600481776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996455581407157,0.0,0.1920596814536667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761526010918493,0.0,0.0,0.34376842477892794,0.0,0.2940126229617573,0.0 adhd,HardAppleSnyder,2019/02/15,"What do you do to relax on days when your ADHD is particularly challenging? It's been a while since I've increased my medication dosage, and I'm noticing the effects of my daily medication are starting to be less effective; I'm having more and more days where I feel frustrated, and depressed, dissociative, and genuinely unable to get started on the things that I really *want* to do. I've been reading that it's good to step back and do something that you enjoy but that doesn't take up a lot of mental energy or focus. A lot of recommendations have been activities such as watching TV or reading, but I often find that if I'm having a particularly difficult ADHD day even TV is too challenging to pay attention to, leaving me just as frustrated as before and unable to recharge. Since I don't know a lot of people directly who have ADHD, it's hard not to feel alone on days when I can't help but just lay in bed frozen thinking. So I figured it would be a good idea to reach out to other people in the ADHD-tribe. What activities you like to do recharge when your brain feels burnt out? Do you have other coping strategies for dealing with ""bad"" ADHD days? 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Ugh. Doc offered no help and now I'm about 4 days in feeling like I'd rather meld with my bed then do anything else. Anyone switch from amphetimine based treatment cold turkey? How does the effects last? Fyi was on 50mg Vyvanse for about 6 months. Found it to be useless in long term treatment. In the short term it gave me lots of energy and too much focus. I became a workaholic but hated everyone and coming down in the evening was not good. Was slowly going insane with all the thoughts/emotions/things I'm ignoring building up during the day and unpacking at night ",2.805417771883292,5.5686166637931045,3.046896551724138,89.11083554376656,80.63793103448276,4.948541114058355,25.30238726790451,6.297961479604792,0.9560763925729449,487,19,87,4,13,149,91,116,0.17600000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.063,-0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,1,17,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,3,3,2,17,7,5,21,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,11,49,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789310485514611,0.0,0.2105836823941073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043496756435108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300683251829697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393958742518008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137713968843378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901936517927024,0.0,0.0,0.2445231684292013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939059774432166,0.1828148257735381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805808571628457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543371976117536,0.21463656128467296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526480146971251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152420194947948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859244302415267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501968723306373,0.0,0.0,0.22646321768339686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175568083464733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042567314737385,0.0,0.18811575349901566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401445713737119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brokenlitebox,2019/02/15,"Afraid of asking to try medication I was recently diagnosed with ADHD-PI and would like to try medication, but I'm really scared that I won't be taken seriously if I bring it up with my psychiatrist. I feel concerned I that I will be dismissed as a malingering drug seeker because I am a student, and because I see a psychiatrist in the university health clinic. Advice? Fwiw I got my diagnosis after eight hours of cognitive testing and have several pages of documentation backing it up, but I'm worried it will be dismissed since it came from an outside clinic (university clinic refuses to evaluate adult patients for possible diagnosed ADHD). The clinic that diagnosed me assured me that my prescriber would take their documentation seriously but I still feel uncertain.",8.957647058823529,9.782781235294117,10.128235294117653,52.72705882352943,60.17647058823529,13.56470588235294,42.73529411764706,12.815532586354998,6.437767647058822,632,35,89,23,8,220,83,136,0.076,0.85,0.07400000000000001,-0.4914,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,6,0,11,11,0,0,1,17,22,8,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,5,11,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,4,3,16,2,15,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,6,66,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707994520914953,0.1507485536105062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421941997520416,0.0,0.0,0.11862229375401767,0.0,0.18808024450051367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644108423032875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697352257048904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789014871243868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600470928782478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338192533106343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397928877687995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519225517889853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536737715899766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081683757640804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391358637910345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882780123844223,0.0,0.15232068475513308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544488211066347,0.0,0.12293133698359665,0.0,0.0,0.17427852408297825,0.0,0.12761178700624345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231983375840894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159900673810034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947520404019715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666627802677058,0.0,0.21917461238932096,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dogtor107,2019/02/15,"Concerta alternatives Does anyone have any suggestions for alternatives to Concerta that are also extremely long lasting? I’m a medical student and I study from around 6am-8pm and hate the ups and downs of double dosing. Concerta is awesome but not covered by my insurance :( ",7.460434782608697,10.514352652173915,7.8776086956521745,59.06684782608698,65.95652173913044,12.42608695652174,41.934782608695656,11.698219412168324,6.719539130434784,226,14,29,9,4,74,40,46,0.125,0.8240000000000001,0.051,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,23,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116045344046584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649766968905841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724537127133318,0.0,0.0,0.3468728584963621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340987059045454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38470064402538295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176183563778174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34482972603328593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392533359724172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0_to_1,2019/02/15,"Received my diagnosis yesterday. Hi all, I've been a redditor for years. Am a professional in multiple industries, college graduate, etc. Yesterday, I finally followed through on one of my new year's resolutions of sitting down with a doctor (not just a counselor) and getting a full diagnostic screening completed. Reading over the psych eval after the fact has been extremely difficult for me to emotionally process so I'm writing this as something of a coping mechanism. The diagnostic impression was: ADHD, Inattentive and Hyperactive. This is something that I've more or less suspected for years, but I've never had confirmation before. Part of the reason that I held off going was that I wanted to prove to myself that I could be ""successful"" without needing medication, aid, treatment etc. I can safely say that given my current position and future, I've made it that far. But it's also fair to say that I may not be able to realize everything that I want to accomplish from here on out, personally and professionally, without actually confronting this issue. Well, not ""issue."" I'm trying not to think of it as an issue but more as a part of myself that I'm just discovering and learning to actively work with. This reddit seems to have a population around my age or younger. While I can't comment too much on medication, travel, insurance, and a whole bunch of other things I'm about to start dealing with.... I want to encourage everyone who is or has dealt with this in the one major way that I can right now: Knowing is better than not knowing. Get the screening done however you can. As a backup if you can't pay for it, maybe try research programs in your area. By regulation, if you don't have a diagnosis - you will have to be given one by their staff physician. And you can still drop out of the study after diagnosis prior to starting any trials. I'm happy to say that I'm ready to start confronting this and many other things in my life that I've been unable to handle until now. I'm ready to take control. That said, even though I planned to get to this point before finding out to prove that I could to myself - you don't have to. Now that I'm here, I get some perspective to look back. I regret losing relationships that have fallen apart because of what I now recognize as my inattentive symptoms. I regret the unimaginable amount of hours I've wasted on doing absolutely nothing due to what I now recognize as my hyperactive symptoms. If there's a way that I can help someone else develop themselves in a way to meet their goals in spite of ADHD, I'd be happy to do so. My first small contribution to this community is this simple - you won't regret knowing as early as possible, whatever you choose to do from there. 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I never got told this, and if I did it was never written down. I'm terrified to go back onto the ritalin, but I also want to. What if this is the missing link for my anxiety and depression? The ritalin has helped a bunch, but what if the zoloft is the final piece. I see my psychologist on Monday, but before then I just wanted opinions and anyone who has been on Zoloft (or another anti-depresent) at the same time as ritalin (or another methamphetamine)",5.0702964959568755,5.875663603773584,6.679865229110515,74.14235849056604,68.62264150943396,10.58544474393531,31.18059299191375,10.608840637214634,3.490470619946091,426,17,79,12,7,147,67,106,0.11699999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.013999999999999999,-0.899,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,9,8,0,0,2,21,19,16,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,1,10,0,12,10,3,14,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,6,7,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972316627068879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172306833282222,0.18867294021461112,0.0,0.0,0.17245095252475198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964492028815771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098658171659674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124239325118283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017349443401384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016674973443416,0.0,0.19725428209076806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653123493473996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804358783286802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653391335961445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381320567423142,0.0,0.0,0.23566761415282494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29094009582988145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonmedsaywhat,2019/02/15,"Feel very embarrassed. Got hyper focused on something That wasn’t asked for at work and completed work that was out of left field/unneeded. I feel embarrassed to the point that I don’t want to go to work. Overall: It’s uncomfortable and isolating knowing when I’m doing or have done something that is awkward, impulsive, and am misunderstood. I feel like I can see people realize I’m “weird” and then then shift in relationships or conversations after that realization. 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Its that classic “now” vs “later” time/prioritization problem, where I’m stuck burning myself to a crisp grinding away at the things my brain has decided are Urgent, while completely failing to keep up with things that I keep telling myself are in fact much more urgent and important. This is a bit of a vent post, but it’d be great to hear if any of you have similar experiences/how you deal with this",13.5875,8.202320083333337,12.335000000000004,60.06000000000003,56.5,15.666666666666664,48.33333333333333,12.602617957971056,5.812833333333334,510,22,91,11,4,165,86,120,0.081,0.802,0.11699999999999999,0.6227,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,1,7,0,9,1,1,0,1,14,19,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,9,2,15,15,4,13,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353926628356368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705801337559008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736215846803747,0.0,0.0,0.2222578929686064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874922457945813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526007594668347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066933283164813,0.14223480579881412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401986942974632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950494354284147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439658260011208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539327976735441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458988154807727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097268647985098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018529228896231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635906881958702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667304568376134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906797151789701,0.0,0.0,0.1905087651930363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280647311195521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401939354742832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968132351956104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609495504819213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fiberglass123a,2019/02/15,"I know 100% for sure that I'm being pushed to the limit by some external force. Not sure if it's a test or a punishment. Is this common with ADHD? Im going to write everything down that's happened to me the last two years after I get a proper dx and resolution of my pain and sleep issue. Ive had about 150 doctor appts and another 60 PT and chiropractor. Most of the doctors have been no use at all. Finally an urgent care doctor rx me antibiotics and my sleep/snoring issue seems to be gone. I had pointed out the white film on my throat and back of mouth to am ent 6 months ago. Ent: ""like you said, you've never used a flashlight to see your tjroat before. The mouth is very interesting, you should keep learning. But no I dont see any strep or anuthing like that. "" Six months later of sleep deprivation and pain I go to urgent care and he did a throat seab culture. Came back positive for e coli and staph. After 10 days of doxycycline the throat irritation is gone and I dont believe im snoring and waking up anymore. Now I still have the pain issue im having to correct doctors mistakes the whole time. I'm figjting for my life here. This is why I begged to be admitted at the ER a year ago. I knew the doctors around here were not going to fix me. 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Always people ask me: what is that for?! Me: I have ADHD so I can get extra time. Them: but you are really quiet blah blah blah Me: There isen’t only 1 form of ADHD there are several some are worse then others. Them: I had a kid in my class that also had ADHD and he was consstantly yelling and stuff. I don’t think of my ADHD as something like autism even tho they are really close to each other but ADHD isen’t that bad to have personally. Why don’t people just say: okay. 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Backstory: female, diagnosed primarily inattentive at 16. Due to life and money situations, have gone to four or so different psychiatrists/nurse practitioners since (now 34). Only over the past year or so have I really done a lot of my own research into what's actually going on in the ADHD brain. I am a firm believer in science so I try hard to look at research-based evidence. I had a very frustrating experience with my psychiatrist yesterday. I had one of those embarrassing moments of total emotional deregulation. On my phone, I was trying to look up the price my insurance would charge me for a medication they were suggesting, all while they were simultaneously telling me what I was doing was not going to work, interrupting me, and basically suggesting all these things that I wasn't comfortable with. (The last time I went to this person, they also didn't seem to believe what I told them about my insurance and I ended up with a cost-prohibitive prescription and a week without medication.) Guess what, I couldn't handle the distraction, couldn't remember my password for the site and got locked out of it, got frustrated that they weren't listening to me (I knew what I was talking about, I have dumb insurance but a lot of experience with it), and then they started in on me with variations on ""I'm trying to help you, why are you getting so upset?"" The whole scenario not only absolutely infuriated me, but it seemed to make it totally clear to me that this person doesn't actually understand ADHD at all. They were completely baffled by what had happened, lots of ""this never happens in my office"" and ""I'm trying to help you."" Plus they kept interrupting me while I was trying to explain and it almost happened all over again?!? But it really fed into the thing that is most upsetting to me about my emotional deregulation: my totally valid concerns are completely invalidated by my over-the-top emotional reaction. (For the record, on me, that mostly looks like non-confrontational crying and an inability to express myself.) I frequently feel like I'M the one bringing in the clinical studies and trying to explain that what I'm experiencing is related to ADHD. But this person, and others, just give off this vibe of not getting it. At this point I feel like I'm literally just paying money I can't afford for the privilege of getting someone to write a prescription for me that I do all the research about. I can't keep going to new doctors and hoping it works out, that initial visit is always hundreds of dollars and I am barely surviving on the money I make as it is. Who are these psychiatrists who are doing the research that I'm seeing? Has anyone actually experienced a doctor who is actually an expert in ADHD? Do I just have terrible luck? Am I totally wrong about everything (the self doubt is ALWAYS there..)?? Thanks for reading! I just needed to let this out among people who actually understand (I don't really have anyone in my life that does). \-- TL;DR: do you feel your psychiatrist/mental health practitioner is up on current ADHD research/understands you and how you tick? If so, how did you find them? 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Maybe it's a question best left to philosophers, but sometimes I have a hard time deciding what parts of me are actually me and what parts are there because of my ADHD. How do I distinguish myself from my disability?",6.529551282051281,6.5770118269230755,7.281538461538464,73.73012820512822,65.34615384615384,10.77948717948718,34.641025641025635,10.504223727775694,3.6131333333333338,213,9,40,5,3,71,36,52,0.065,0.882,0.053,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,4,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.22767537493506554,0.0,0.28039139711735905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222265493709746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448428058804555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110408343199957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179970580757352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534902945191572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438967919087475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053005932270338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135883949843763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074800538420814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720880463683939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mobbaauu,2019/02/15,"Frustrated with ADHD. Anyone with similar experiences? So I'm 25 female and was diagnosed with ADHD about 5 months ago. I am classified as the combined type and have hyperfocus tenancies. If something grabs my attention, I become obsessed with it and can't stop. When I'm finished, I quickly loose interest. I've never been able to stick with a hobby because I get obsessed and then loose interest within a week or so. I would say I'm definitely the inattentive type, the hyper-active is a bit of a stretch IMO. My entire life, I have always had irritability and impatience issues. I've learned to not express them verbally and keep them to myself as it's not publicly acceptable to freak out when a line is moving slowly, etc. My BF has ADHD and takes 20mg Adderall 2-3x's per day. During college (4 years ago) I bummed some 50 mg Vyvanse pills off a friend and they worked wonderfully to study! My mood was great and I felt like I could conquer the world! I also tried BF's Adderall 4 years ago to study and it just made me unproductive with school work. I wanted to watch Netflix and clean and do everything except what I actually needed to do. About 3 years ago, I got a prescription for Concerta. It didn't do anything for me, even when I got a higher dosage. Back to current times, I told my doc a few months ago about my past experiences with meds and she prescribed me 30mg Vyvanse. I felt nothing. It didn't even suppress my appetite. She then bumps me up to 50, same thing, feeling nothing. Now I'm at 70 and still not feeling anything. The only thing Vyvanse does is make me gassy and makes my heart rate go up to 110 bpm. I still have issues with irritability and patience, the Vyvanse doesn't make it worse or better. My doc now wants to do Gene Testing since Vyvanse isn't working. I don't understand how 4 years ago Vyvanse was amazing and now it doesn't work? It's not like I would have a tolerance to it. It's like my brain chemistry has completely shifted. I'm so frustrated because I keep spending money on monthly doc visits and now I'm going to have to spend more on a Gene Test that I don't even know will be effective. Has anyone else had a similar experience? Or do you have any advice? &#x200B; P.S. would like to add that my only other medication is birth control and I skip my periods, I have for the past 4 years. I take a women's vitamin and a b12 supplement everyday.",3.5935951645253965,5.428228524312897,4.93154334038055,81.30753564265194,73.48202959830867,7.895679514284166,28.83010787661951,8.617729084823388,2.289178392150485,1904,79,362,36,39,633,234,473,0.062,0.816,0.122,0.9789,1,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,3,8,23,17,2,2,21,0,40,7,2,7,1,71,70,36,0,8,10,0,5,4,3,4,5,1,1,1,16,30,0,5,11,1,3,4,13,5,0,0,14,7,48,11,42,50,6,53,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,6,43,223,64,11,0.07614307031782094,0.0,0.07430465286025104,0.0,0.2745275210428215,0.07440612706779555,0.4049774257606685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089158582342781,0.06335713419861358,0.08250098487712024,0.09252216471051578,0.05177989887325659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064820103615756,0.07801757371235785,0.1253185181230246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854932104316839,0.0,0.09283221786263272,0.08409403890882043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734235799513634,0.0831285119047479,0.0,0.0,0.08500084849995554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798345605456991,0.0,0.08540092793812197,0.06079404583075827,0.0,0.0,0.0491059811959531,0.0,0.0,0.07728361357354968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663331395422112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360776478515939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849196509160118,0.15087533946756454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843248186814069,0.2234476004415028,0.0,0.0,0.07700044839193344,0.0,0.1462185766661394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058827947246495926,0.0,0.03978161155172973,0.0,0.08654772315872343,0.0,0.12179713827002255,0.08394800383404964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022990494120754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894716564215325,0.0,0.1353589189224598,0.0,0.0,0.04184624013335445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378210238359017,0.14879863208897878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720484141971411,0.15247827209332926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457778589663356,0.0767061326879252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233001684126035,0.08092803354396158,0.0,0.0564591218353235,0.058726229900491964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461226591198238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158204722297201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453743527727076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605520256757923,0.0,0.07706085224614805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629863346076792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058618655544498764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161590862765093,0.06365901624669225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450022551395975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011721450762412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439963662867258,0.0,0.0,0.07275796672827045,0.0,0.05169614658339597,0.0,0.0,0.07926762153045319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982231134475371,0.0,0.0610773781297563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257391171375787,0.2217322482038572,0.0,0.07759629373834519,0.16226955750709862,0.0,0.09252216471051578,0.2451682041802703 adhd,AgelaiusPhoniceus,2019/02/15,"Regaining confidence after car accident? Thought some of you guys might have been in this situation...yesterday I totaled my car (luckily no one was hurt) in a car accident that was 100% my fault. I know everyone has lapses in attention or makes mistakes when it comes to driving, but I already hated driving because it's so difficult for me to notice everything that I need to be noticing. And this just confirmed my fears that I shouldn't be on the road (unfortunately I live in an area where a car is necessary, otherwise I'd be happy to rely on public transportation). I was only recently diagnosed so I'm currently in the process of finding the right medication--the one that I'm on right now doesn't do anything for me, so I'm hoping that finding the right one will help some. And I'm considering making an appointment with a therapist, though I'm not sure it's necessary. (I'm also pretty sad about the car lol, I loved that car, and I don't have a lot of money so now I have to find something cheap that isn't garbage, which is stressing me out) Does anyone else have any experience with this? Any advice?",4.6397222222222245,6.125823342592592,5.954629629629629,76.41583333333334,70.2037037037037,9.844444444444443,32.01851851851852,10.125756701596842,3.4512740740740737,886,40,164,24,16,298,122,216,0.145,0.732,0.122,-0.3242,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,12,12,1,2,11,1,21,2,0,2,2,29,36,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,7,0,0,6,0,2,10,6,8,0,3,5,0,17,4,23,25,4,31,0,2,0,1,5,15,0,6,6,111,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284212907443409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502432069431395,0.1050958617936044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873908265259386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189133845944013,0.13465446881483,0.10814677826775712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011190550017938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132059772562378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338768996078804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500580021826827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978385217698194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557664761484982,0.11811107494330307,0.12855316442904202,0.0,0.1478831015822227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603442182201239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012563878531985,0.0,0.13989814889672395,0.0,0.12974922137653536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880874986366153,0.0,0.0,0.13052888754633246,0.0,0.0,0.1406869382557946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222453825377198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604553374427272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172787770352603,0.11861093077163122,0.0,0.17544663129556884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941497007744466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744564844475596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992431893947574,0.0,0.0,0.26715908976216546,0.09995019983238336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370054069413606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297605746444306,0.0,0.0,0.3366937562301105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117289668716896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054021381943625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386101129396936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258778408611076,0.0,0.0,0.12911866607561573,0.10433214034838832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,horselord420_69,2019/02/15,"I've stopped having dreams for the future (rant) Earlier this day, when I was daydreaming while trying to study for finals, I started thinking about how once they were over I would have time for my hobbies, take new courses for programming, music and other stuff and maybe work towards trying to get some personal projects done for fun, and this thought seemed really fun until I realised - I probably won't. It's crippling to be aware of the fact that you don't have the discipline or self control to follow through on any of your dreams and plans. Weeks ago I imagined having a perfect schedule and studying hard, from dusk to dawn, for my finals, yet here I am - fooling about with barely any sense of urgency or desire to study at all. Then how can I fool myself into thinking that when finals are over I'll turn my life around and start being super productive? I look at all my friends talking about all they studied every day and feel a sense of resentment and even some bitterness. I've stopped responding to their messages because the topic always somehow becomes how much we got done that day and I have nothing to say. Why does such a simple thing like control over my own actions have to be so hard?",11.23350877192982,7.994854982456143,9.661052631578947,70.91903508771932,58.38596491228071,12.238596491228073,42.87719298245615,9.725611199111238,4.20209298245614,968,40,171,12,9,297,145,228,0.075,0.807,0.11900000000000001,0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,3,6,15,10,2,0,7,0,19,1,0,5,5,39,32,20,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,9,13,0,5,6,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,6,22,6,35,21,7,33,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,6,23,123,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157247973600833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473046824615737,0.0,0.0,0.17118618521269882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204728962323814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767266525550612,0.1390089400827739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823385017250852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435191775665119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014605157711664,0.2576089239120833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313320538195344,0.0,0.1060474052943872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364155447728358,0.0,0.0,0.4136396518687791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724364176213927,0.0,0.06575971053770563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066641652441224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550215405695614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890277057416893,0.061491695490101014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569561200167013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126449161603153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252588041984096,0.0,0.0,0.12156202009447226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207716755544766,0.0,0.0,0.1340430200564682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099012033993084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570467213601242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063288505967346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009357403065497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458354061771915,0.13130552954386293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817698975688875,0.0,0.0,0.21045896926795374,0.0,0.0,0.14408628255458497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463545332381866,0.10116620072267304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836196764683745,0.16129950601962972,0.0,0.0999234237764916,0.07339338802009568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090929716702766,0.13690589908399406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009619909689186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357435043072472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163183623041504,0.0,0.0,0.08941148698708601,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Scubaroo613,2019/02/15,"How do I get out of this angry mindset?! Tl;dr first week last night 18mg Concerta, have been easily able to dismiss emotions since starting, but today anger got a hold of me and won't let go. Any tips?! This is nothing new, basically have another apprentice in our shop that gets away with doing next to no work all day while I frantically run around non stop all day every day. I produce way more and way higher quality of work, so I think my boss doesn't do anything because it's more productive for the company. This is day 6 on 18mg Concerta, which has been a good improvement, albeit not enough as I am crashing around noon everyday. One more week and I go up to 36mg. It has allowed me to feel the emotions when they arise and not act on them immediately. Well, not today. My anger, or frustration, honestly I don't even know what the emotion is, it grabbed me and won't let go. That was normal off meds, but it would just make me quiet and to myself. Well today I am physically and verbally expressing it and I don't want to look like that asshole. Does anyone have any advice for me? Thanks everyone, on another note, it's Friday, good job on making it through the week! :)",4.521217948717951,5.444262435897438,5.645373931623932,80.63677884615387,69.94017094017093,9.26880341880342,29.15491452991453,9.516144504307137,2.5234196581196584,926,34,185,20,16,308,143,234,0.10400000000000001,0.759,0.13699999999999998,0.8589,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,4,9,11,3,1,6,0,24,0,0,6,2,35,39,16,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,2,3,1,1,5,9,4,2,2,4,4,20,7,25,30,6,39,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,1,22,121,35,6,0.1082843983656738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581426084640573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472742082377978,0.2270912663540614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571496907494701,0.0,0.0891088334262606,0.19279214434214165,0.0,0.0,0.10173675676897267,0.0,0.0,0.06600916418426622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793379152043653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476040672548468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654161204394577,0.0,0.1118867297559948,0.0,0.07152082386604403,0.0,0.09123427589088627,0.10347038306434746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475184539581252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921066539327316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314825774467854,0.0,0.18462155701845606,0.18164763166128867,0.08660492534107476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745555682116227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951027346010857,0.08826623719415072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214562676427,0.0,0.05290228738523575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093162250455196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456135350244154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027955561406145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458174670436317,0.11516168612160975,0.10161757247986868,0.1060957194436596,0.10390180067823784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073376310754837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957397330818258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664425449996362,0.0,0.0,0.09053060568809744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996937255473739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938427014035321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30792284486487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386894370809527,0.17190223039761182,0.26057763826416824,0.0,0.19472135712838376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576646633423414,0.0,0.0,0.07692212976780811,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Imapearpod1,2019/02/15,Does anyone on vyvanse get tremors? I have been on vyvanse (30mg) for over two years now and I have noticed that I often get tremors in the morning. These happen while I'm moving around and getting ready for the day. Does anyone else experience this or anything similar? ,3.618235294117646,6.2013806274509795,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,76.05882352941177,5.648627450980393,29.807843137254906,6.742157984588678,1.6959301960784314,216,10,38,2,5,67,38,51,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,7,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427971747428992,0.2511617103966972,0.20171874014054814,0.2182151138690062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808671868412666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42902480315127706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477226139911206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397813673700377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842064213573508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167651097256939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605313438595573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907885989400066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394535856692028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785383360890054 adhd,bnmerc0811,2019/02/15,"Yes, Netflix, I will take my pills I finally caved and watched the ""Take Your Pills"" documentary on Netflix and, wow. The kids that had been medicated as children I will let slide, they didn't choose to take medication so their opinions are already going to be different than that of someone that was diagnosed late and got prescribed Adderall later in life. I am a 29 year old female, I wasn't diagnosed until I was 23, and when I began taking Adderall life made sense. I'm not saying all of life, but many of the issues I had in high school and college with missing assignments, barely passing many tests because I got too distracted while studying, all of it changed when I got diagnosed, it was like seeing clearly for the first time. I have never taken more than what I am prescribed and my dosage has titrated up slowly for the past 6 years, I've usually stayed on the same dose for a year before I've considered an increase for the ideal effectiveness even if I knew my dosage wasn't very effective. I have a career that requires focus, analyzing drawings, spreadsheets, and pricing for performing construction jobs, while this isn't coding, I wouldn't be as effective in performing my job duties if it weren't for my medication. The adults in this documentary seemed to be loosely diagnosed, and wanting the increased brain power and focus for personal gain to work insane amounts of hours without quitting. I want my prescription because I want to function normally, not to make me superhuman, or to hack my brain. All in all, I was slightly offended by the opinions shown, because it further pushes the stigma behind being on Adderall as an adult with ADHD in the same negative light as being a crack addict. It would've been a much less biased doc had they used someone that was diagnosed late that finally felt ""normal"" for once, and how it has improved their life with basic daily functions. What a joke. 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If you've had issues how did you resolve them?,6.024285714285713,9.100657380952386,6.48595238095238,67.2632142857143,70.42857142857143,8.009523809523811,29.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.3253619047619054,99,4,12,2,2,32,18,21,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39159065984503344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30716848195360186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6801747078530599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36192951652007865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449875627647336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140935605446149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatsmypurse14,2019/02/15,"Another Weight Loss Question Hi, I'm newer to this sub, but couldn't really find an answer to the question I was looking for. So, I'm a 25 year old female, 5'2"", and I weigh about 113 (unfortunately because of the vyvanse). I, now, pretty much eat the exact same way I used to eat before I even went on the meds. I never really ate that much anyways, but was at a much higher weight before vyvanse (130, I was under an extreme amount of stress and drinking heavily). Anyways, when I initially started the medication I did have quite a bit of appetite suppression, but forced myself to eat either way. I hate the feeling of being hungry because it makes me feel dizzy and weak. Now, I have been on it for about 8 months or so and just recently increased to 50 MG. However, I guess one big thing I should note here is that I workout a lot. With most of my workouts being a run (about 3-5 miles depending on the day). AND I quit binge drinking, so now I only drink a beer or two a few days out of the week. I also have a pretty good diet and drink a shit ton of water a day. Does any have a problem with keeping their weight at a healthy level despite eating the same on the medication? 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ADHD-er here and I am finding it SO HARD to connect with anyone in my program! It feels like everyone is a self described Type A and I have the hardest time carrying on conversations with them. It has been almost a year and all conversations have been strictly about school or medicine. It sometimes feels like we are just neurologically not compatible. Like- where the weirdos at???? Anyone else experience similar with crazy focused people? 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I have no out of network coverage and most doctors and therapists do not accept insurance. With two kids in college, I am having a hard time affording decent care. I will have to embezzle money from the family coffers to pay the $500 to see a new psych. I only put up with my old psych, who was constantly running late, his desk was piled high with patient files, and his practice was like an assembly line, because he took insurance. He now no longer takes it. Husband doesn’t see the value of seeing a doctor not in plan. How do you all manage the financial costs of the depression and anxiety that exists alongside the ADD/ADHD? 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Excuse my terrible English. I am horrible at memorizing new vocabulary and English is my third language. Well, nice to know I am not alone with this crazy ferrari of a brain. More like a speeding ferrari on a wet road. Works relatively well until a small distraction comes along. A ferrari with the thinking pattern of google. You hear the word Tree and all your brain automatically will find 20+ random thing with tree in it. From a picture of a pine to a newest apple product (bc an apple grows on a tree duh!). Naturally a useful tool if you have to think outside of the box. Nobody is better for this job than us. It‘s easy if you don‘t have a box to begin with. Sound amazing, doesn‘t it. Haha Yes it would be awesome if god didn‘t nerfed us to hell. Basically no memory. My brain is like a crime scene where I am not only Sherlock Holmes but also the suspect and the victim. Oh you think this is it. No no no! There is more! Ever heard of no attention span. Well my dear, I have news for you. Reading books is a nightmare. The stream of information is to slow for your ferrari to handle and it get so easily bored your brain starts to google search every single interesting word you read just to keep it entertained. This goes on until you spend more time remembering the etymology of random nouns then reading the important text book for college. ( for all of you interested. Ferrari comes from the Italian word for iron -> fero with comes from the Latin word ferrum.)Uhm where was.......I. Ah! I know. Reading or listening is a chore. Let‘s not forget writing. Rereading stuff to find mistakes is nearly impossible. The ferrari just slides over them with no second thought but I digress. I just needed a place to vent. I hope my rambling makes sense. Thank you for all of you who made it until the end. Thank you for listening to my TedTalk. 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Hey guys. I'm kinda in a rough spot right now and could use a piece of advice. Or at least the chance to get the mess out of my head. I don't know if it is the right thread, I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD, but I read through this thread daily and find myself in most of the stories. I thought you guys will understand. Warning: It's gonna be a long ramble. I quit my job two weeks ago because I was miserable. I had to do things I did not enjoy at all and got bored like hell. And because boredom is a slow death for me, I spent a couple of months fighting through depressive episodes until I decided to get out of the situation. Now I keep on writing two articles per week as a freelancer so I can pay my bills, and decided to get serious about learning graphic design in the rest of my time. I was so exited about working from home in a quiet space and with my own schedule (working from home is my ideal as I can't focus well with people around, especially if I have to write). But the problems now begin. I've been to a real life graphic design course for two weeks and it was great. Other people learning the same things, homeworks, deadlines, a place to be everyday at a specific hour. It kept me learning and on track. But now that it is over, I am highly nervous on how I will handle myself further on. I got no one to talk to either about my learning journey nor the mental struggles I am facing. I am a well known procrastinator, and the laziest person I know. The thing is, I do not want to be lazy, I want to learn design so badly and build a portfolio. Each day I do nothing is making me even more anxious and disappointed with myslef. And since I got home from the course (3 days ago) I didn't managed to do anything. I got so trapped in thinking about what I will do and convincing myself that I need some time off after socializing for two weeks (I am not a big socializer lately and it kinda drains out my energy, although socializing is what I need and it's been great for me). So I didn't write any article for the freelance job and haven't started with building my portfolio. And I know, it's just 3 days, but I worry about keeping up the same bahaviour. The struggles: 1. The biggest problem is I lack any kind of impulse to do anything. I realized that not having anyone to talk about is my biggest impediment, especially not having people that also create things and are passionate about their work to ""steal"" some energy from them. I am way more motivated when I have with whom to share my experience, or when competition is involved (as in a class). But when I am all alone, it's challenging to find my motivation (I've been learning things by myslef for around 3 years now, it wasn't an easy journey, neither as efficient as it could've been). I prefer being alone while working because I can focus better, but I am alone like..always. 2. I do have a habit of starting a lot of things and never finishing them. And this design thing, I must keep at it. My passion for creating things and visual stuff is the only constant in my life (it took 3 years to figure this out). Even though I have no idea what I want to do specifically (i.e. branding, web), I know that I want to create visual things. The fact that I don't have a specific goal is also an impediment, as if it was to want something specific badly, I would probablly get obsessed over it. But I can't just force a goal I don't feel on myslef. Especially right now when I'm having a period when I kinda lack feelings. For now, I want to familiarize myslef with the basics, and I know specific ideas will come to me in a while. I also fear loosing the freelance job because it gives me the free time to spend on learning. The ideal would've been to continue taking real life courses, but there are none in the city I live in (I went to a different city for the ones I've taken).  I will probably get a job in design for a while, but I first need to learn a bit more and build a portfolio. Have you experienced something similar? Any advice on how I could keep myself motivated and actually doing things? Sorry for the long ramble, I did tried to keep it sortish. Hope it does make sense. I tried to open up to my closed ones about the struggles I'm facing with mantaining my focus and keeping up with doing things before, but no one has taken me seriously. It's just a mix of ""You'll get used to it./You're not tryings hard enough./You just have a bad time and you're overreacting."" It's not just a bad time, I was always like this, the difference is I didn't had resonsabilities while in school. And working harder doesn't cut it, I need methods to face these struggles. TL;DR: How can I keep myslef motivated to learn and do things at home without anyone to talk to and anything to stimulate me? 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I think it was diagnosed as some kind of short term memory loss thing but I feel that it's actually potential ADHD. 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Looked at my google calendar to check I wasn’t missing anything, REALISED that I never put in the time for the interview and then saw it was coming up in HALF AN HOUR rather than next week as I had thought. Still did great because i have experience in the same field but also supremely upset at how extreme life gets when you have ADHD ",15.584444444444443,7.114503370370373,13.527777777777786,62.19500000000002,56.96296296296296,16.622222222222227,50.814814814814824,11.20814326018867,5.56707037037037,436,16,85,6,3,138,79,108,0.09300000000000001,0.825,0.08199999999999999,0.2014,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,8,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,19,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,8,3,8,2,16,10,1,24,0,2,2,0,4,9,0,1,12,60,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539698370367994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161000664051305,0.0,0.0,0.16899536414139002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390127320112986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644633470712714,0.12882087278233184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203652382594626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671497871989486,0.0,0.0,0.1068515348966204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040783122007773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298495654254575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119747478528692,0.0,0.208111125852164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194120251658343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926407078574416,0.0,0.0,0.18660256357771046,0.0,0.1774585562369839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298574708603214,0.0,0.2247449895874732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124385326332432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804691544372573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957589420273062,0.0,0.16876325756660107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776729120365294,0.123224459641533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951100251799106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,creatingausername,2019/02/15,I opened my adderall xr and drank it with water... So last 3 weeks I was prescribed with adderall xr 10mg I took it once everyday. I wasn't noticing a difference and I would still be distracted and felt as nothing has changed. So I decided increasing my dose all the way up 50 mg at one point. I still would not feel concentrated or focused in any way. The last 2 days on Tuesday I went to go see my doctor and we talked about it. He ended up prescribing me with 20mg adderall xr and some sleeping pill because I have sleep problems. So I was left with extra pills for my 10mg. I haven't done this before so I decided to give it a try. I opened two pill cases of adderall xr which would be 20mg and dumped the beads into water and drank it. A few minutes later I started to notice a difference. I got very excited because this was my first time experiencing a difference after 3 weeks of taking it because I lost hope and didn't know if this medication would actually help me and work. I woke up at 2am and took it around there I am now posting this at 3:30 am. I feel like I can concentrate and focus. I feel way more social because I have social anxiety and finally be a normal person. I feel like this experience has changed my life a bit because I noticed how bad I had my adhd because I was failing school and felt like I was worthless and started becoming depressed because I couldnt learn anything. I hope that taking this medication from here on out that I will start noticing a change and become a better version of myself. ,4.431803051317615,5.289183812297736,5.690966250577903,80.46893203883495,70.10032362459548,8.47471104946833,31.21914008321775,8.704169506293173,2.4596945908460475,1214,51,238,20,21,407,159,309,0.086,0.83,0.084,-0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,5,12,15,1,1,12,0,26,14,2,1,1,50,51,23,0,10,3,0,6,3,0,5,8,0,0,1,16,25,4,0,10,0,0,5,5,8,0,3,19,8,41,7,27,23,8,44,0,4,1,0,8,16,0,5,22,158,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.07741029291147809,0.0,0.09533389452813593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053944093464027586,0.0,0.06068382781085289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527816779778799,0.0706165565441732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662335199294083,0.33849282849882817,0.1752176730112519,0.06750019953999342,0.0,0.0,0.07015700170967075,0.08660295429876379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251747737738889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051158416623432734,0.0,0.06832297905989672,0.0,0.0,0.2486349451604207,0.0,0.08119306064515422,0.0,0.08117757780170533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025889128509655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759560823678778,0.0,0.0,0.1604375240281442,0.1133403760167349,0.15232993376758275,0.0868972614548806,0.0,0.06747427139969411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609629475972929,0.04508253751712407,0.0,0.06344388800923867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317024333958135,0.0,0.0,0.1575763376438639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359524715174175,0.12932181964220604,0.0,0.0,0.08618744102009865,0.0,0.05602998114719614,0.11626336896256036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659320726934233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982429015977326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772219554643185,0.07611500362395618,0.3612506529097429,0.0,0.08447912070874576,0.053753044918948514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926400960001781,0.0,0.0,0.07498828402586327,0.0,0.07597194827163946,0.0,0.0,0.07590383718034584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028169051003761,0.06321219218687049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587656737932912,0.1617248148723395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844109546530792,0.0,0.12669897169519198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928588122383132,0.06375887143467485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625536550251942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626720726205147,0.05385684066032617,0.0,0.07748953485533971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545188551400836,0.0,0.1888947853300421,0.1272603410228372,0.0,0.0,0.07353557859038601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577499443866023,0.0,0.0,0.2254023760058069,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foolosophylioness,2019/02/15,"Can any psychiatrists tell me How you diagnose ADHD? My psychiatrist diagnosed me within my first session. He's very well renowned but is mainly a child psychiatrist. I got diagnosed with ADHD at 19. I'm a female and it took me by complete surprise. I knew I had something but I thought I just had depression or anxiety issues. I'd always struggled with organisation and focusing but now everything makes sense. I'm just really curious if it's obvious for you that a patient has ADHD more than other things like personality disorders? And is it common for ADHD patients to also suffer from high levels of anxiety? I had an episode last year where I felt so overwhelmed with my life I just wanted to go into a psychiatrist hospital. Is this kind of stuff normal with anxiety or? Just curious Thanks",4.486326530612242,7.1807060340136095,6.325408163265313,68.41423469387757,73.6938775510204,9.914285714285716,31.58843537414966,10.125756701596842,4.133321088435375,645,31,101,21,14,222,98,147,0.121,0.7440000000000001,0.134,0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,10,9,0,2,5,0,8,4,0,2,1,26,19,12,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,8,1,16,5,16,11,2,13,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,3,6,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.608320378573446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119639116509717,0.1052939129234445,0.0,0.0,0.08605357916054146,0.0,0.29041514528934703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267792763524722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108991300241898,0.385315443049216,0.0,0.0,0.14502924086156768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137286886173093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215011243328252,0.0,0.0,0.107637410925543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191730293094932,0.0,0.10120799680684674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369962690719767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320780148143082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177506125701632,0.0,0.10314943424887572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938106303017476,0.061822517734109565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446843494205697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239852721122472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104924663729184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106668594552834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974189835235146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229021874835356,0.1448614595430489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060415937222752,0.1165037925628914,0.0,0.0,0.08406954614251592,0.0,0.0,0.10046100679512987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059392882046964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044112274320142,0.07463833985663433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113777353960304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148954295069595 adhd,InternalLion,2019/02/15,"Vyvanse first-time experience? i didn't really feel spurts of motivation or euphoria. maybe I felt a little more sociable and less self-conscious, but for the most part i felt like myself, just my settings were ""dialed"" higher. i took 30mg, and the effect it had on my studies today vastly improved. i didn't really ""feel"" the effect, just i found myself being able to retain information and that disjointed thoughts that were previously in double-vision converged into coherency. i was wondering if this was more or less normal? i've never taken a stimulant, and i was expecting something more .. dramatic; my therapist (not psychiatrist) said if i had adhd then taking a stimulant would be like, if i were to use an analogy, a man with poor eyesight wearing glasses for the first time. 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Does meditation work? How about certain foods? I'm looking for things that could supplement (not replace) my ADHD medication.",4.5113333333333285,7.984388799999998,6.185000000000002,62.59333333333333,86.0,8.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,5.152916666666666,192,12,23,6,6,65,30,40,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.8446,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7509444841538201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629645440495347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226922890913766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415413223243277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518557626195227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498093199488998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098224871006049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118979600229236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837349349605402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163198221002758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jesstipton,2019/02/15,"Mental health practitioner shortage Need to vent for a minute, and I don't have anywhere else to go, or have anyone to talk to who will fully understand me. TL;DR: there are no psychiatrists within a 100 mile radius who aren't booked 6+ months in advance. I live in rural west Texas. Psychiatric care here is a joke. I have been struggling for years, unknowingly, with what I suspect to be adult-onset ADHD. I have been struggling to get my bachelor's degree for 10 years now. All hopes that I had in high school to attend med school are now shot due to my constant highs and lows. I was the typical underage ""genius"" who now can't seem to pass classes consistently. It is unbearably frustrating. But what's even more frustrating-- and infuriating-- is that, after months of struggling to pick up the phone, talk to my primary care doctor about my suspicions, and receiving a referral... it was only to an acute care facility. A goddamn mental hospital. A mental hospital who only takes 8 patients a day, who requires that you take off of work, and enters you into a lottery to be seen and checked into the facility. If you don't get selected, you have to check back in the next morning and wait your turn to be selected. If you don't want to go through that, you're welcome to call a psychiatrist directly (for out of pocket pay) and they will schedule you an appointment... in 9 months. I am miserable. I am struggling. I feel defeated. I am very close to taking off work to drive 5+ hours away to find someone in a bigger city who will take me on as a patient in less time. Has anyone else experienced this? This experience has also driven me to think about forgetting med school, and instead pursuing a DNP for psychiatric care. 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When I take my concerta in the morning I will feel fine, but a few hours later it will wear off and put me in a very mentally hazy/foggy state. It also gives me some pretty wild mood swings, makes me overtalk, and kills my hunger. My major concern is that it puts me through incredibly worrying manic/depressive/dissasociative episodes that lead me to come very close to self harm, or at the very least put me in a state that leads to a strong urge to commit it. Someone please help im sorry that this isn't coherent.",7.855885416666666,6.0560782343750015,8.033125000000002,75.46604166666668,63.53125,11.658333333333333,36.17708333333333,10.504223727775694,3.497558333333333,506,19,103,10,6,166,80,128,0.168,0.696,0.13699999999999998,-0.3369,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,2,6,1,0,7,0,5,3,2,4,1,15,10,8,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,0,2,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,1,11,2,14,8,4,22,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,4,59,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054262447646967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007446603744557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356185546564602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676429020883278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665837331531653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646555734970286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836441353144538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982826247227952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272045280550938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585291025343086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799908568442677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285595373883352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471227976443685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341208463190894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975836293374388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375298431754102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170108218647183,0.0,0.0,0.2951509389967216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912148482757442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351018249839135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016463077673769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lumidaub,2019/02/15,"Getting another evaluation - parents filled out questionnaire in a.... unique way So my new doctor has some doubts whether my issues are really due to ADHD. She says a lot of things fit, others don't. So she referred me to get another evaluation done. Which is fine with me, I'm not committed for life to this diagnosis, I just want to find a way to deal with my shit, whatever the underlying reason is called. I managed to get the questionnaire for my parents to them in time, which I hadn't last time. That's the one about the first 12 years of my life and what problems I had back then. So this should serve to get me a better diagnosis, right? Well, what they did was answer 0 for EVERYTHING. Apparently, until I was 12, I didn't have ANY problems WHATSOEVER. They did write that they're aware this might seem out of touch and that here and there they might have answered 1. But that they remember my childhood as being completely happy and free of any worries. Okay, that's nice, Mum, Dad, never mind that I never had any idea what my school schedule was for the day or that I had moldy lunch sandwiches in my schoolbag all the time or that I had ONE friend whom you didn't like (for good reason, I admit) or all that other shit that went down. Wtf. I can't make sense of it. My parents were never ones to hide anything, least of all from doctors, to keep up appearances or something. They can't be that senile yet either. Utter confusion. On my way to my doctor's appointment now, let's see what she makes of this...",4.1827272727272735,5.534304161073828,4.858499084807812,84.35549115314218,71.14765100671141,8.236973764490543,25.96156192800488,8.710501217029153,1.7192295302013418,1192,37,241,21,22,383,165,298,0.098,0.812,0.09,-0.5196,4,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,6,2,11,16,2,2,10,1,29,9,2,4,7,50,43,16,0,4,9,5,1,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,26,8,2,1,10,0,1,3,10,6,1,4,15,3,35,11,38,22,7,36,0,0,1,0,22,11,2,12,20,174,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851266389085224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117896942872407,0.20680691470252371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114941278672601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582667099606688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721444984872924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069405005177938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339298302282614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359669102463572,0.10166481619452124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30280120058461096,0.0,0.10091448630211668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862625894899727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012973595710903,0.08387946057644867,0.0,0.0,0.0761875171523361,0.0,0.20608315294397855,0.0,0.0,0.08271120873561444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497448758770644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132113568799333,0.0,0.10292548419151304,0.0,0.08765102676382143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038207932692253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008376239826804,0.13930538254783456,0.048176924680974995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383653968036334,0.0,0.0,0.13164877708880734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922385551704595,0.09957017952187712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281673519435409,0.09524024731276667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004664734548044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284914311375884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887170557398226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317348057112779,0.2027794671337647,0.0,0.0,0.11170836418498203,0.08421425351936555,0.0,0.07842035479247345,0.0,0.09980077968174816,0.07858113133346907,0.08977281504472348,0.0,0.0,0.20244794876975866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591646545187583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551354329972725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250464628812825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816401223016088,0.2348212492037347,0.0,0.0,0.08866418277756265,0.09141446861724227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014544436940566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350300370987151 adhd,junegloom23,2019/02/15,"fun birthday gifts related to adhd? TLDR: my bf is turning 20 in a few weeks and I’m wondering if there’s any good or useful gifts for someone with adhd. the title is a little confusing, but hear me out. My boyfriend has adhd and is super hard to shop for. I’m usually really good with gifts but he’s super picky and I like having the element of surprise without having to ask what he wants. One thing I’ve decided to get him is one of those sequin pillows that changes color when you move your hand across it, I was also thinking of some of his favorite snacks. Are there any cute little fidgeting gifts or fun things that you guys enjoy playing with or that can distract you but are also practical? I was thinking of getting him a lego set also but if anyone has any better ideas I’d love to hear them. Also, I got my wisdom teeth out super recently and am high off painkillers so I’m probably not posting very articulately and im sorry if anything comes out as offensive. 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I've written this for myself and then thought to share it, maybe it will help someone else too. * I have a limited reserve of dopamine, which is being consumed during the day. It regenerates slowly during the day and fast during sleep * This reserve is depleted especially by things like: * Doing tasks against my will “because it must be done” * Making choices * Anxiety - keep thinking about what I’ve said/done and if I should have reacted differently * This reserve regenerates by doing specific things: * Working out * Listening to music in high volume * Completing tasks (note: not the doing part, but the ‘marking as completed’ part) * If this reserve gets too low, I’m in trouble: * Mind starts to jump around, no ability to concentrate * There’s no point to continue working in this situation * I have no energy to complete any task, including: * I may find myself at 2am, because I didn’t have the energy to go brush my teeth.. * A special case of depleting this reserve happens right after the effect of a stimulant is worn off. I’d have a great sense of accomplishment, but no dopamine left at all. * Goal: Do not let this reserve be depleted! * Possible solutions: * try to avoid the things that deplete my dopamine level, do more of the things that improve my dopamine level * Maintain a task list for ‘low dopamine level’ state. * Identify when your reserve is getting depleted * Switch to the ‘low dopamine level’ task list * Do all the things that are critical: eat, shower, preparing to go to sleep (brush teeth etc.) while you still have some energy. Otherwise - you may ruin tomorrow’s as well.",2.9559564393939404,6.036165864583335,3.843282828282829,79.16636363636364,90.00694444444444,7.34040404040404,28.767676767676768,8.150884317080207,3.0470388888888893,1291,64,206,34,44,412,163,288,0.10800000000000001,0.782,0.109,0.0833,2,1,0,0,0,1,61.0,0,3,0,6,8,11,0,1,15,0,29,5,4,4,3,29,43,12,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,21,5,1,3,4,0,0,3,7,6,1,0,5,3,14,5,34,28,7,35,0,4,0,0,7,20,0,5,12,141,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901164161682284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431731402973082,0.0,0.0948518556432104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037720705796696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116605933818628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900028307375049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599263238181302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954294840970254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688461108802654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268725168366988,0.1035775657122721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828139933426176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332442856763995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955910331251688,0.0,0.14093251842755733,0.0,0.0,0.13669918936632788,0.0,0.0,0.10964376836656008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310774761077913,0.1310020284753151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020782892456152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471527767459093,0.12678796841692574,0.0,0.06057515204766435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276415256734676,0.0,0.1245644168592446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519434986544012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685377357537093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721043559617335,0.1397798667697315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058866095189055,0.1179426907142728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936972725705896,0.2481586827165352,0.0,0.10505615298290487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877606167783758,0.0,0.09901841237531724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118665598563384,0.07944765569136993,0.0,0.09843404934831523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418093353694207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148171844712412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805320984508424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AdhdThrowway,2019/02/15,"Got diagnosed fairly recently with ADHD. Need help with general motivation/apathy As the title says, i got diagnosed a year ago. Initially it was a shock, but im determined to improve and become better. I'm on meds, but it feels that the impact isn't huge.... I fidget way less but I still struggle a lot to just sit down and do what i NEED to do. I have a deadline today for 2 assignments and I can't just focus and get what needs to be done, done. Any tips for improving motivation and ""forcing"" myself to do what needs to be done?",2.1877570093457948,4.239059224299069,4.573654205607479,81.32964018691591,78.25233644859813,8.392149532710281,23.78411214953271,9.120678840339163,2.094320373831776,415,14,82,11,10,145,68,107,0.040999999999999995,0.777,0.182,0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,6,0,12,2,0,1,0,20,21,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,2,7,1,13,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192496282284154,0.0,0.141983303844746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892282849044414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689800050700832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165960671342268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32514353907868426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917363968713915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098805536885333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368354798700682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562092451143138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736028588439264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730138428285592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617297661033825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791559790161338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750636736037534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815107258089847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737564288368575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279140076111742,0.0,0.0,0.16744712943093332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182485161896453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713751703550746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031458725734597 adhd,kgrorx,2019/02/15,"Impulsivity help! Hi all! I got in trouble at work for making a joke which someone took seriously - they thought it was a threat. I was issued a warning, and feel like I am constantly walking on eggshells! I have a few things going against me: I'm typically a very sarcastic person, I'm from New England and living in North Carolina (sense of humor is different), and I have ADHD so I often say things before I think of them. Even though what I said was a joke, I need to find a way to think before I speak. &#x200B; The lyrics in this John Mayer song describe my life: *My stupid mouth* *Has got me in trouble* *I said too much again* *To a date over dinner yesterday* *And I could see* *She was offended* *She said ""well anyway""* *Just dying for a subject change* *Oh, another social casualty* *Score one more for me* *How could I forget?* *Mama said ""think before speaking""* *No filter in my head* *Oh, what's a boy to do* *I guess he better find one soon* &#x200B; Has anyone encountered this kind of issue before and been successful at actually filtering what they say while still being ""themselves""? Any tips? I can't lose this job! &#x200B; Thanks in advance!",-0.17428983417447694,0.6353196940639272,1.6956356645037258,89.74896178803174,126.03196347031964,4.276568132660418,18.453977409276614,6.05967700443912,0.5092721461187217,899,32,166,15,57,293,142,219,0.07200000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.125,0.8878,2,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,3,5,12,16,3,0,11,0,16,4,2,2,1,22,36,9,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,0,2,10,5,1,0,7,3,0,4,2,7,1,2,13,11,26,9,22,20,4,24,0,1,1,0,19,11,0,2,9,110,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.09014395321162172,0.0,0.11101591021820968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002624183439612,0.33673451253673675,0.06281766486564508,0.09686246651355744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459023082959639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31441476838572074,0.0,0.0,0.08169752679809962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771971933937793,0.0,0.0,0.09982375916604977,0.0,0.14750666107598973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586989850204332,0.09651144148210034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061012327932908464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670720170223328,0.06599219023963436,0.0,0.0,0.16885680140006867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052498421072402775,0.0,0.147760269524059,0.0,0.10176066243215127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480264136442676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191651972347825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282945698856654,0.09166720007679724,0.0,0.0,0.09619357749490054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524667210285143,0.045129397731691716,0.0,0.08156816449675165,0.0,0.0,0.10334316920589083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061660536257493785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790571026967615,0.06849434377500781,0.0,0.08921563652110526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519037931291488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065764132650023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514763013456144,0.14691943934260634,0.0,0.0,0.07361032597323226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416392573066153,0.07826841125213113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377020385074973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504580829972183,0.0,0.0,0.12273870829091547,0.17756908887616646,0.09075724204316274,0.07333484462219148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263120243159277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621843922143781,0.0,0.07332238840719607,0.0,0.0,0.08305555399438287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724956189886393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33673451253673675,0.0 adhd,JMR0102,2019/02/15,"Handy tools for people with lots of browser tabs I seem to find myself with countless tabs open so I have been using [The Great Suspender](https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/the-great-suspender/klbibkeccnjlkjkiokjodocebajanakg) so I'm not using too much RAM. The extension suspends tabs to free up some memory. You can even choose how long until a tab is suspended. A web browser that has been helpful for me is [Vivaldi](https://vivaldi.com/). It is a little slower than some but lets me group tabs into a folder (but not a bookmark) that I have easy access to so I can get back to tabs later. You can also customise the browser a lot and use Google Chrome extensions. If you don't want too many distractions you can disable some website content like ads and animations. &#x200B; I also use a new tab page extension that shows my daily task list each time I open a new tab. There's plenty out there like [Dayboard](https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/dayboard-new-tab-site-blo/kimodcegbhclamjcbifgfaldeengbgij).",8.24247763864043,10.746869848837214,6.583953488372092,71.42437388193203,62.72093023255814,8.083005366726299,28.92844364937388,8.617729084823388,2.3086962432915916,842,27,127,12,13,248,109,172,0.038,0.853,0.109,0.9015,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,4,0,0,12,5,0,1,11,0,14,0,0,5,0,28,22,12,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,14,5,14,19,8,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,7,9,83,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920424534318885,0.0,0.16204690320290996,0.18173031862952446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150014896647569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878218046657912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669403868061647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813830302729755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297782219602661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002461147182058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293401147551855,0.0,0.1461337556561411,0.1498972135529919,0.0,0.13235483646809473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429909621326724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162915452751652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994293045082013,0.0,0.0,0.4333344787446681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368524447826427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615271943136478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720894216871587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166831544151923,0.0,0.0,0.08821365838010475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173031862952446,0.0 adhd,NerdyFrakkinToaster,2019/02/15,"Getting back on meds? I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to try to get back on meds. I quit Adderall cold turkey a little over a year ago. It was a good decision and Im glad I did it because it helped me gain perspective but now I think I need to be back on it. I think part of why I quit it was because everything in my life felt out of control and quitting my meds was like the only thing I had control of. As confident as I am that I need to be back on the meds it makes me sad too. Like I'm going to lose a part of myself again. People like me more when I'm off my meds. It's easier to talk to people when I'm off my meds...but I also know it's not that easy. People don't like me so much as they're amused by me and it's not easier to talk to people it's just harder to not say things in general. So people see me as friendlier and happier which is nice but they don't see and know me. I want to be a competent adult it just sucks thinking and knowing I can't really be without the meds. I also had a lot of stuff fall on my lap recently like tons of responsibilities. My parents are having health issues so now instead of just being responsible for myself I've moved back to be by them and take care of them, my younger siblings, and my grandpa so this exploring the non medicated me isn't a possibility I'm scrambling and feel like I'm failing. I'm kind of worried I'll run into a problem trying to get back on meds and this will just continue to pile up on me. Do any of y'all feel like that? Like people like the idea of you but not you? Which you do you prefer? Or like things or just getting piled up making it feel impossible to even know where to start? Sorry this was all over the place and not super detailed I'm just freaking out and venting before bed, my appt is in 12hrs.",2.14724525043178,3.3017147953367885,4.193284974093268,87.91574784110539,75.91709844559584,7.219205526770295,23.48842832469776,7.793537801064563,0.9710735060449052,1405,41,317,20,30,483,172,386,0.08199999999999999,0.73,0.188,0.9919,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,3,10,27,23,1,0,15,0,26,4,0,4,1,58,60,29,0,5,17,2,4,10,0,1,4,1,1,1,24,15,0,2,15,1,0,5,10,6,0,0,8,8,42,17,54,45,7,44,0,3,2,0,15,22,1,3,27,217,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075148245000304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961363885080336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660564393316007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161916730365253,0.0,0.08355569217741299,0.0,0.05831760371088659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987524113100466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373399043470362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014771462968253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045266229447657264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159416979966788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395893653342753,0.09792177175817968,0.06580363296185568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432252795707785,0.0,0.0389495968178152,0.05748328199353438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284870887369924,0.0,0.0,0.04593706687417912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736683252989443,0.07402875656211001,0.07153195706538185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136788084964317,0.15065853816133354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840777151384032,0.3348237547670242,0.06868932868463931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667230160871727,0.0,0.05826537328468965,0.0,0.0,0.0914942955517629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328827560404131,0.06904105232599374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284106762728201,0.05038056350273023,0.1016345642341537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052123389639301736,0.0,0.0,0.07609918033761802,0.1484318403541816,0.0,0.2850781413036823,0.0,0.07160371030682362,0.0,0.0,0.07726207570366384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557802683525962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186838505680842,0.0,0.0,0.04390479904351294,0.0,0.06766930934959467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054501190799642316,0.0,0.0,0.10922585707220483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076718488138012,0.048508898842357415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845532596042144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152923100170705,0.11017047720511366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659334235816628,0.13174195104829903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306052166226148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040423279601547735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184150583807325,0.0,0.0,0.06606457672708428,0.0,0.0,0.06959986327192429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413381360873768 adhd,FaradayCageFight,2019/02/15,"A Success At The Doctor! I have suffered for about 10 years with chronic nerve pain and intermittent muscle weakness in my legs. 5 years ago I developed sciatica. I also have asthma. I walk with a cane, and on bad days I can barely walk at all and struggle to breathe while doing it. I also fall a lot due to my legs randomly collapsing under me. For *five years* I have forgotten at every doctor's appointment to ask my PCP to sign off on an application for a handicap placard for my car. I FINALLY remembered today. Now... if only I can remember to actually send the application in. 😂",2.451784660766961,4.992860601769912,5.208163716814159,74.49478244837759,80.15044247787611,8.722418879056049,28.00073746312685,9.2995712137729,3.16318348082596,460,21,81,14,12,164,74,113,0.174,0.7929999999999999,0.033,-0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,7,0,6,9,3,0,1,12,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,14,1,21,7,2,24,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,3,10,60,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.19259336535623875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494634660193015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156549417616801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845034972994604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478605134825453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272798649020811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040094464209115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628299529386234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161965210876356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778708565577805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009998476019545,0.21000329192621028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44713727311344587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632188961425085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707272189666596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812770886116286 adhd,LegitimatePick3,2019/02/15,"i can't deal with the facial flushing i'm currently on vyvanse 40mg and there's a couple of pretty unpleasant symptoms, but the facial flushing is getting to be too much for me i already suffer from rosacea, so i'm used to having a red, hot face. but the last few hours of my day are pretty much unbearable it feels like my face is on fire. today was particularly bad. i use cold rags, splash cold water on my face, use aloe nothing works. i do feel like vyvanse is helping with my ADHD but i just can't handle feeling like this every day",2.310545454545455,4.280502600000002,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,77.54545454545455,5.854545454545455,24.63636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.9393818181818188,426,15,84,4,10,142,74,110,0.13699999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.156,0.3194,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,10,7,5,3,0,13,19,5,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,10,3,11,17,3,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,9,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068176070690907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427048451775288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942427782940284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847641067400977,0.0,0.2153811333059117,0.17215269361129953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069083119881626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532956796068165,0.3578792149025546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724200567906805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119255444605052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444514689615655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361138690078368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473916338577414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455042249743509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022520656554326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339764575983426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173559830977546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582808674558342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326604841548221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156600312608708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glossclaire,2019/02/15,"first timer! it’s absolutely amazing to find a community filled with like-mind individuals who understand each other’s brain! I’m a senior in high school, graduating in May this year! :) a huge deal for me considering all my years in high school were incredibly hard. I was diagnosed with ADHD my freshman year of high school, to which I was put on a multitude of medications that made me feel so numb. medication ended up not being my thing, so now I work to find my own methods to cope with the ADHD. anyways, just had a few questions for anyone reading this! what’s the biggest struggle you have with ADHD? mine would definitely have to be the constant starting tasks and leaving them incomplete to start a new task. it comes with anything — daily tasks, homework, getting dressed. I start one thing but my brain screams to start doing another thing so I don’t forget to do it. 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Without divulging too much detail.. I was diagnosed young and prescribed medication however my mom didn’t like that and took me off right away.. life has been difficult for many of the reasons you guys post about (thanks to everyone who contributes to this sub) I’d like to be put back on meds (as an adult) so I can finish school.. and get my life on track.. that being said.. I have no idea where to start.. I have no family Dr... I also live in a college town where medication is abused and I worry ill not be taken seriously. Advice? Thanks!!",1.9645609257998624,4.574924026548672,3.254867256637169,87.20876786929884,83.07079646017701,6.6627637848876775,21.966643975493533,7.882392219407189,1.2367609257998642,457,15,90,9,13,148,86,113,0.141,0.78,0.079,-0.8104,1,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,11,7,0,1,0,8,18,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,6,1,10,4,16,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,6,61,15,2,0.0,0.19290282868583436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590957191079051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019882926270393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529650384399537,0.12519058176694384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524838156860705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557161074807935,0.0,0.0,0.15348246127485032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506132957742857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120716399074392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912788571724027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837922930898504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299945606913783,0.1590811557286048,0.0,0.14376391588416826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506344503419915,0.0,0.0,0.18084483359171316,0.32802721552359393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068071043549908,0.0,0.0,0.11968383596094274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118533062094066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366868037867516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739545022478736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390385632478199,0.15486927324428687,0.0,0.0,0.16477207168702834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152375179642452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997865283872904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088752694752774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694270595851875,0.0,0.0,0.16534111648611494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,american-plagiarism,2019/02/15,"Pro Tip: When you’re feeling productive make a to-do list on your phone screenshot it and save it as your wallpaper so you’re forced to constantly see if - even if it’s something simple like “don’t forget to lock the door”. Saved my behind several times this week 😎",3.946132075471698,5.3746571509433965,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,71.83018867924528,8.318867924528304,26.45754716981132,8.841846274778883,1.8607773584905665,211,7,43,4,4,67,44,53,0.094,0.725,0.18100000000000002,0.5888,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,5,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400244159413106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26894312724929353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588594660205967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893096638084246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27180043789173786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244752648489421,0.0,0.0,0.4600053301856851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134723923655364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374339736192854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266207944195339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dprsn-n-obsn,2019/02/15,"ADHD medication question? So im not the best kid in the world, but i do have ADHD, I was wondering if they take blood and check of drugs when you go in to the doctors to be pescribed medications?",3.2524166666666687,4.470580075000001,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,73.25,8.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1350833333333337,153,6,32,3,3,53,33,40,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.3703,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694452691026775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862492022908575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424898536726857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747431391923361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464276181801044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559060183369251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773285848104964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653960788751625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781286211736776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569213636473649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idgeos,2019/02/15,"Why do I fight sleep so hard, especially when I’m really exhausted? I’m truly looking for an explanation so I can work to find methods to overcome this. It is so frustrating and can become cyclic very quickly. On the weekends I don’t have to wake up so early so I can catch up a bit - about 1-2 hours extra- and by that point I need the sleep so badly because so couldn’t get myself to sleep at a good time throughout the week regardless of how tired I am. Explanation anyone??",2.2162084765177568,4.245984206185568,4.184467353951892,84.25844215349373,78.0721649484536,7.197709049255441,24.179839633447884,8.167268648758528,1.499621764032074,376,13,76,7,9,128,68,97,0.182,0.758,0.06,-0.9041,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,2,0,6,0,9,6,4,1,0,7,14,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,7,1,12,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,7,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437722781473158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240409895523684,0.1258696959363249,0.2280434821275855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254251973721625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872108498978826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078784815263748,0.0,0.0,0.1731875599949631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496758700483054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334347661375912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733931313490675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310401198773108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519251813065813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227785113714374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6198942687447313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204014918700735,0.2373210335182498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036952526440696,0.0,0.0,0.16562764933950574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631816296979764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032157640570304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sbnbmx5,2019/02/15,"Is Vyvanse worth it? I will keep this short. My psychiatrist recommended trying Vyvanse. I am currently on 4x5mg dexamphetamine through the day. He said it will be more stable, and at most i may need a booster in the afternoon. I am on the fence, dex has been working, but I think Vyvanse sounds like it might be convenient. The MAIN consideration is it is way more expensive. My 200 dex tablets each month costs $19.98. Vyvanse is $113 (it is not on the PBS for adults). Psych did say they do offer discounts through manufacturer but that this might be means tested (I doubt I would get it). So everyone says it is good, but is it a $95 a month improvement good? I also would have to go directly to psych for scripts. I recently moved state and he was the only one i could see, a five hour round trip and $500 ($200 rebate). While my GP can be authorised to do dex... It is by far the most I would have paid for meds. It isnt necessarily the fact that I cant afford it, but I have never paid so much for meds before TL;DR is Vyvanse compared to dexamphetamine worth the extra $95 a month.",2.5357918660287098,4.334810449999999,3.997607655502392,87.02509569377995,76.31818181818181,7.54066985645933,24.760765550239235,8.371475516178862,1.4579090909090904,849,29,183,16,19,281,122,220,0.015,0.879,0.106,0.9517,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,14,0,36,0,0,0,2,27,46,11,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,8,0,4,0,1,15,4,0,2,3,0,7,3,4,1,0,2,6,6,17,3,16,27,8,22,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,6,11,121,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555869035708855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360165803215546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253575625071334,0.0,0.0,0.10125672708775907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002721462924115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202984007041303,0.0,0.08923087341417382,0.2633805676083525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462057520628286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955531259555765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670584169952029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710269905972227,0.3487994568339109,0.0,0.0,0.3331198918844946,0.0,0.0,0.3759652145332453,0.16687392465717088,0.11541843951490313,0.11641893211503584,0.12109371789555373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639221771771888,0.119411135488182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502577869654444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493499076391228,0.24971703198428186,0.0,0.0,0.1251144995358036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100603945592493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065976583421798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462509585505813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430319278898515,0.0,0.0,0.3346004681910685,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alwayswandergetlost,2019/02/15,"When you get fired and the Rejection sensitivity goes wild. Well after a year of not working because of a car accident. I got a job! A dream job in the Cannabis industry. Right at the end of my 3 months probation period, I got fired. I did everything I could. I went above and beyond and I still got let go. Reason being I wasn't the best for for the store. What does that mean? Like that honestly leaves the door wide open for that negative voice to pick away at me. It's so hard having things taken away and knocked down. It's so hard. It makes it even harder when a loud voice in your head startes yelling because you aren't good enough. That your personality sucks. That no matter what I do I won't be good enough. Dealing with ADHD and all of the things that come with it are hard. I don't get it and I'm so drained. From working hard, getting knocked down, fighting with myself and then getting back up. Life.... *Sigh* 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adhd,Justathrowawaymhk,2019/02/15,"Little rant from a man who's breaking down I don't know if this is allowed if not just delete it I guess Moved out of va and quit my job causing me to be broke because I had a breakdown and can't function went to texas to my old medical group who diagnosed and treated me as a kid/teen for 8-10 years , I'm old enough now that I must see a gp told him I need my medication back I cannot function nor focus to the point I refuse to sign up for school until treated or find a job. he asked what do i need medication for I say ""Adhd/Anxiety"" a few words later he magically says I have depression refused medication for adhd-i and gave me wellbutrin claiming it will help my anxiety adhd and that he cannot prescribe a stimulant with it that's the first lie, a second strike is when he informed me it was used to treat adhd he zoomed in on it while blocking my vein to only show ""adhd"" instead of its main treatment.. depression... 3rd strike he told me I don't have adhd-i even though his co-worker in the same building treated me for it for years but I can no longer see him to do him being a pediatrician Truth be told contemplating suicide [¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ](https://emojipedia.org/shrug/) I want to fucking die but don't want to kill myself so therefore I can't do it i'll never focus never have a clear mind never not be weird, I've isolated my family my friends and my girlfriend and my last hope in my eyes was a doctor I dunno I can't think straight ### 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adhd,hehelium02,2019/02/15,Finally took initiative and scheduled an ADHD screening!! 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My family always makes fun of me for getting shit 24/7 or for walking into a room forgetting why I came. I dont think parents have a clue of the impact and daily struggles of a person with adhd. ** I am adopted & my family is all Ivey League graduates** this isn’t genetic from the ppl around me. So they dont understand. it often feels like we’re on completely different planets. 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Hi guys. I’m on mobile so I apologize if the formatting comes out weird. I’m 20F and I’ve always thought I had ADHD since I was a kid and first learned what it was. However, I was raised by the type of mom that doesn’t like to admit when things aren’t quite right with her kids. My childhood was tough, I have a pretty extensive trauma history and I was diagnosed with MDD and GAD between 12 and 14. In school, I was always “above grade level” on tests but I rarely did homework because I didn’t like it and I remember always having a hard time focusing on assignments. I also acted out quite a bit and to this day I have impulse control problems. Now, I’m in my third year of college. I have a pretty good GPA, but I’m starting to notice that I’m having more difficulty focusing than ever. I can barely get any homework or studying done because I simply can’t concentrate, and going to class is useless because I zone out or think about other things so easily. I want to start getting this under control, but I don’t know how to go about it. Because I don’t have an official diagnosis, I don’t even know how to bring this up to a therapist or doctor. Also, being in college, I don’t want to come off as “drug seeking” because honestly- I’m not drug seeking at all, I’m not even sure if drugs would be right for me. For those of you who weren’t diagnosed until early adulthood, could I get some pointers?",3.619538337368844,4.595870233898307,5.208571428571432,82.74005649717516,72.08474576271186,8.059725585149312,28.284907183212272,8.418075326091056,1.9847788539144464,1129,42,227,18,21,383,161,295,0.07,0.821,0.109,0.9005,3,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,5,13,10,0,0,9,0,33,6,0,4,3,46,58,25,0,7,10,1,1,2,0,1,6,0,2,3,15,15,0,2,8,0,0,6,11,5,0,2,12,1,30,5,36,42,4,34,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,6,14,157,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480009937781486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502360571618613,0.25755831266124163,0.0,0.0,0.07016491277187813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31448325559186024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126441903822481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775826979883802,0.0,0.0,0.2314469046794766,0.08237963023461654,0.0,0.0,0.06654159166330635,0.0,0.0,0.20944799519043966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560755871535807,0.0,0.10558742022956116,0.0,0.0,0.3589628815116651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362968418701275,0.09333085318809213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877635726747848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617195107671502,0.0,0.11727742962381266,0.08654122390631531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216292888224007,0.0,0.0,0.09242766260383513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701126027287982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081559899000003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084140293266014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746939712268388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099392396142156,0.0,0.09872788238366237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948605368817145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688111810870068,0.1762277369979842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442214244590137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535031488542938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460605355357907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724450774058904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197981818141637,0.13709441093336386,0.06611261157524058,0.0,0.08191219758105632,0.0601642084852138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171469581081375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329504045502179,0.0,0.0,0.06644356607514082 adhd,KingConnor2020,2019/02/15,"Just got diagnosed! Finally went to the doctor's, and after a *lot* of questions, I finally feel like the way I am has been validated in a way that it hasn't been for 16 years (my age)! Got prescribed 30mg of Vyvanse/Lisdexamfetamine, and I'm hopeful that I'll finally be able to do all the things that other people can! This could be lifechanging for me, and I'm so excited.",6.2902631578947386,5.38771013157895,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,66.10526315789474,11.284210526315787,34.78947368421053,10.686352973137794,3.5503526315789475,294,12,60,7,4,102,54,76,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,1,10,17,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,4,3,8,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,41,11,1,0.19703068896100456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731297260228452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998200183199952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166925905673933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962463644848657,0.14075876356233485,0.0,0.6475124669183692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31516688211618793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569593143185204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962592422218257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750844587053196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365962712482033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071946422782127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089843478093266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127875797471449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826494226328546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688130378599974 adhd,STEMtheatre,2019/02/15,"The worst part of procrastinating.... I'll have my list of things I need to do, and there's a certain thing that HAS to be done. Well, I'll procrastinate that, and because it's the MOST important thing, I can't make myself do something else I should do, so instead I just do something totally worthless and ugh. Why, brain? Why are you like this?",4.071470588235297,5.370127911764707,4.637529411764707,86.03688235294119,71.3529411764706,7.792941176470588,28.30588235294117,8.238735603445708,1.7034788235294114,270,10,57,4,5,86,49,68,0.15,0.716,0.134,-0.4923,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,11,1,1,1,2,10,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,7,3,4,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155738785196582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775438713080554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254426162847735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769140067742464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146392984341743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659568136631317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843497273422752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692329081587207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828020279280413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955193267220424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354062962368104,0.0,0.4486845523701656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,malligat0r,2019/02/15,"Waiting to get a diagnosis After finding this sub and realizing I relate to a lot of the stories, I decided to talk to a councilor. Half way through our session today she asked me if I've ever been diagnosed with ADHD, I said no. So now I'm waiting to talk to a psychologist to get an assessment.. but I can't get in for another 2 months... I really dont want to wait that long because I'm in university and failing, and my first semester will be over in 2 months. I'm planning on making an appointment with my doctor asap to see if she could get me an assessment sooner. Are there any other options I could explore? How did you guys get assessed? Did it take forever for you to get diagnosed?",3.2689935064935045,4.7639011071428605,5.725064935064938,76.68538961038965,73.64285714285714,9.090909090909092,31.2987012987013,9.573946990214177,3.1675714285714296,545,26,104,14,11,194,91,140,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,2,1,23,28,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,2,15,0,22,20,1,15,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,4,8,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494845122748314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031037309169292,0.1700944287334646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164721739747605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888351281278088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259027693111547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292854730380941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603183475862798,0.0,0.0,0.1901123771815826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673090622398388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825970371033614,0.13797825812299194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084974487727244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061633024158514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435533621567675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790765501660296,0.0,0.0,0.10827840821758873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589536689105952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391777377760453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543016682379382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926272472680206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196395580497495,0.2607612601944778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375891591126092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567740466866248,0.12875709465595336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Snowmitten28,2019/02/15,"Can you remember actors or actresses names? I can remember the plot and face; but when they rattle off the list of names and what movies they played in, I drse a blank. I can't remember any of that and it is embarrassing. They look at me like I have something wrong with me. Does this happen to you? Its even with names of musicians and lyrics...that's for another post.",1.8434589041095888,4.315066547945206,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,82.15068493150685,7.485616438356162,20.08390410958904,8.472884824447931,1.15028904109589,290,8,62,7,8,92,53,73,0.105,0.8109999999999999,0.084,-0.3736,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,14,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,10,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,2,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707062517290252,0.2421969712439033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021273990076751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255652231219982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042500456973283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284250585491093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396046280845947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120978673202227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7849474716200118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781550511920444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525344286649861,0.0,0.0 adhd,whynot199,2019/02/15,"My fiance made me cry tonight about my weight... My fiance made me cry tonight about my weight... Her mother is taking us on a cruise that we have had a year to prep for. Last summer I was on Vyvanse and started loosing weight. I was looking great and getting compliments! But, as we know not all medications work forever. My antidepressant, Pristiq, was the culprit. I had to come off of it and it was a rough 2 months. Then I was going to get a new Psych Test so I oppted off my Vyvanse so they could test the ""real me"". 3 weeks later and I find out Florida Blue considers ADHD an education issue and wont cover the testing. Great, I got off the Vyvanse for nothing and now the doctor wants to try new meds. Stress and Insomnia follow. Then I get on the scale. 15 pounds! I gained 15 pounds in 3 weeks coming off Vyvanse and Pristiq! The cruise is 20 days away and I look and feel awful. Then my fiance chimes in about my weight... ""We can try diet and exercise hard core until the cruse... or we can just say you're a strong woman who is working to better herself and you can just ROCK those curves!"" I lost it. I bawled into her. I had been so stressed I was considering crash dieting before we go. But then she says ""Also, lets get you a new swimsuit that accents those curves."" I just...😯 how can... 😲I don't deserve her! 😢😭 Omg, this was the best Valentine's Day gift I could had wished for!!! I cannot wait to make her my wife! 💖 <3❤ 💙💚💛🧡💜❤❤💖 Happy Valentine's Day Everyone",0.3824509803921572,2.6428819836601316,2.340032679738563,93.42514705882354,87.00653594771242,4.968627450980391,19.937908496732028,6.42735559955562,0.12763790849673162,1141,35,249,12,36,379,171,306,0.07200000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.106,0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,6,2,1,7,11,10,0,2,16,1,26,10,0,4,1,41,49,26,0,4,6,2,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,9,21,6,1,3,4,0,7,4,3,0,0,16,12,44,7,27,29,2,41,0,1,3,0,21,12,0,1,22,152,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836686256107885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876309751651711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253539611292856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380845953416674,0.0,0.10336007113866816,0.0871071534438901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696822933636819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727385961261445,0.0,0.2163751488779665,0.1905553517753685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008095588443829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411222833216852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497999333035599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001885299386074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582961718875506,0.0,0.1119492400600336,0.0,0.07877213041069779,0.2171730206361044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484534172784574,0.08822845642349902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279885913753137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541279956459089,0.08028318851077644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071356753854037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541501763728714,0.0,0.10751439783620967,0.0,0.0,0.1863888481990068,0.0657434074655366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940113167071804,0.09921917005960887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861445716709134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853692312832294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450462731420108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210415019683788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664775481311638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971233087407823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256418728361225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405286219651566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373764468487825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847236622589208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809245540197312,0.0,0.15800683869975046,0.4797412890060982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325961733922242,0.0,0.0,0.14340502428758922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342487853673362 adhd,ragnarkar,2019/02/15,"Having a (near) meltdown every time I find out I'm missing an essential tool when I'm frantically trying to complete some urgent task. I'm not sure if this is common among people with ADHD and it's really hard to describe without giving lots of examples, but I'm wondering if anyone can relate. Example 1: Your car is broke and you know you won't be able to get to work tomorrow without fixing it. It's already evening and the shops are all closed. So you finally get your focus together and start focusing on fixing it. 15 minutes into fixing it, you've realized that you forgot an essential tool and you won't be able to complete the repair without climbing up the apartment stairs to your room, getting that tool, and coming back down again to resume your repair. The simple thought that you have to take your mind and focus away from fixing your car for even a minute to retrieve the tool gives you a sudden piercing feeling of dread, similar to the dread you feel when your alarm goes off at 6am in a cold bedroom in the winter and your brain doesn't want you getting out of bed and into the cold. Example 2: You flush the toilet only to find that the lever broke this time you tried to flush it. You open up the toilet and start playing around with it hoping it's a quick fix. But you realize that it won't be a quick fix and need to buy a new replacement lever. But the hardware store is a mile away and you have to go to the car, start the car, drive to the hardware store, ask a clerk where to find the lever, pay for the lever, drive back, and get back to the bathroom, taking anywhere from 10-30 minutes in the process. The thought of being away from the toilet (when it's broken) for even 30 seconds, much less 30 minutes, gives you a sinking sense of dread but you can't complete the repair without getting out **and being forced to take your focus away from the task temporarily**.",6.8229679144385,6.215000147058826,6.75273262032086,79.95556951871659,64.9090909090909,9.29818181818182,32.068983957219245,8.395991825355821,2.329581176470588,1501,50,290,17,20,477,170,374,0.099,0.877,0.024,-0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,25,0,2,15,11,0,5,35,0,18,1,1,0,2,56,51,24,0,5,11,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,17,25,0,1,11,2,5,9,10,8,0,1,3,5,26,3,58,40,5,57,0,3,0,0,29,28,0,6,20,195,43,2,0.18780332243832148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112851548927124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362281816806933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565822484680954,0.0,0.0,0.08359238679332284,0.08778537744741448,0.0,0.35289480707627463,0.2166137438217036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482530906448023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088796651899542,0.2953623157032689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606348488279034,0.0,0.07911619952258242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495900268327563,0.0,0.0,0.10286467998865137,0.2574732515468559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29435845403322164,0.2702370895605021,0.05336647803548103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411744428643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326553722257352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051605897265456495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983183441334812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481390947674896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902852545970009,0.0696268919703787,0.0,0.09069080954375287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141644472808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509958856758584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015580866644951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993922373603596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850120441854545,0.0,0.21180708909264234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909486018134355,0.10950962758809768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275061282017671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538563269521187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620714021067043,0.10183234601549067,0.06836152773093651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rothan22,2019/02/15,"I have ADD and I think adderall is bad I’m 28 now(almost 29) and I can say these meds have ruined a lot of things about my life I wish they hadn’t. Sure, I was “getting things done” but they changed me, made me more aggressive- sometimes manic (yes I was taking the correct amount- only as prescribed, spoke with my doctor EVERY MONTH and he assured me I was “perfectly okay”). I’ve been off the meds for over 6 months now and I’ve slowed down- A LOT. I don’t want to be on these meds anymore, I don’t really comprehend things like I used to(unless I take the meds) and I’m only getting older. I feel like adderall is just a cop out for MOST individuals. I’m content on living with ADD- not everyone is destined for greatness. Get over yourself.",0.3480909090909101,2.7911471666666685,2.015757575757576,92.7545454545455,94.0,4.327272727272727,21.484848484848484,6.1124844417494595,0.3688666666666665,585,22,118,6,22,190,95,150,0.046,0.8059999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9398,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,3,10,1,0,6,2,15,2,0,2,4,26,30,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,3,19,7,16,21,5,12,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,3,7,74,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557700938250947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427394758843725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304789766741435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322834582973085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858096053026062,0.0,0.13855453429013814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407484360484255,0.12937426916080416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845900994571,0.09672512681782648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221251027116414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927178605883962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563241666434516,0.13229282746819154,0.0,0.11955492046249967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302133843724631,0.0,0.12811258134469328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015665214220065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216139562769004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059456802103992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673652813150283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767032697971188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339076104730029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760674948755724,0.0,0.20359808912664398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26984822935377056,0.08675467292975576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693649269442005,0.0,0.0,0.07985858049030968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556958163499965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,silverwealth,2019/02/15,"If a new patient genuinely, truthfully seeking an ADHD diagnosis also happens to have Alcohol Use Disorder, will the doctor be reluctant to prescribe a stimulant? This is my current situation. I genuinely think I have ADHD and see that my ADHD-like symptoms are causing serious work difficulties (I also see ADHD-like symptoms manifesting and negatively affecting other aspects of my life). I have hope that a stimulant could help me focus and be competent at work, but I'm afraid any doctor would not even consider prescribing me a stimulant if I was honest about my current diagnosis of Alcohol Use Disorder.",11.408857142857144,10.677571219047616,12.379047619047622,43.714285714285744,55.85714285714285,16.780952380952378,51.47619047619048,15.112257680678324,8.712390476190476,498,32,62,22,5,176,67,105,0.091,0.7959999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.4939,2,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,6,0,11,7,0,7,1,19,19,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,11,3,6,13,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,3,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202731612204287,0.0,0.0,0.27578642224586697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636956335170809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877444311588141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254875856684062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301949376764524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957577910165061,0.26413416049350885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522271592868293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410029121706003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864857013403773,0.0,0.0,0.12815532918233366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113729618754704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461741922051485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056394867192367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503447577347767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682219466335872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826768432528878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287998445610052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187869911023146,0.0,0.0,0.09165879892700116,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,banana_and_apple,2019/02/15,"Got my bachelor's degree! :) Two years ago, but I finally went to the university to actually pick it up.",0.7433333333333323,3.280508000000001,5.300000000000002,68.93833333333333,94.0,10.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.251166666666666,80,4,15,4,3,31,19,20,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.40499138070446894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36788267512987377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546248382794983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319226272855432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054059548269429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847198400124716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672538143810321 adhd,wle86,2019/02/15,ADHD meds and school Hey I have recently been diagnosed a few months ago and now I'm on Vyvanse. I notice that while in school (I go to a big university) I can concentrate better but it seems like I can't retain any information from lectures and my grades are still crap even though I'm given more time on exams. Does this mean that the meds aren't working as they should? It also takes me a while to figure things out. I feel much happier and can concentrate better most of the time though. Maybe the dosage isn't enough? I'm taking 30mg,2.557522935779815,4.626565532110097,3.600449541284401,88.66324311926607,77.16513761467891,6.928807339449541,20.074311926605503,7.908726449838941,0.7100488073394491,429,10,89,7,10,138,77,109,0.032,0.836,0.132,0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,6,4,1,0,6,0,9,2,1,0,0,14,19,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,9,16,5,15,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,10,57,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263557626087172,0.0,0.14946194416125058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483677194801885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466008515709478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982423940727279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711348594032875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755110802729754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742184475513436,0.0,0.11136483235061807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525391282980596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582453349148234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237397232245931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939067389633294,0.1836649240488973,0.3745737764781624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458231033427145,0.0,0.12394721355572495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191962770925554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664813125138645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412831648222925,0.0,0.15349554648355465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465158046982972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535463740489821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201650662125152,0.0,0.3313155025278013,0.0,0.1966348419972294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274955636432938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theshanktank,2019/02/15,What's an product that's completely worth your money for ADHDers? Weighted blankets actually help me sleep well. ,6.622105263157895,10.17453463157895,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,71.10526315789474,8.010526315789475,41.078947368421055,8.841846274778883,4.780768421052633,94,6,12,2,2,29,18,19,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.4054254296589329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355980381436749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784716081060515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157563490060822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505913862735635,0.3735451182696983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toEverythingAtime,2019/02/15,Toy/game for hyperactive kid I always struggle figuring out good toys for my 6yo hyperactive girl. Not many hobbies/toys last more than a couple of days. What did you REALLY enjoy as a kid?,2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,80.3888888888889,8.044444444444443,22.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.1286888888888886,151,5,27,4,4,51,31,36,0.061,0.748,0.19,0.7028,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333203815695149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432417728288248,0.0,0.2583454033490469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335993276348483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265317797384228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061322303296393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566262183796483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41878039258713595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BologniousMonk,2019/02/15,"What are we having for dinner tonight? I asked my wife this earlier today and she looked at me like I had no head. I forgot that I had planned to cook a special dinner for Valentines day. Everything turned out fine, but it's just so typical of me to forget things like this on a daily basis. &#x200B; So how was everyone's Valentines day?",4.250597014925372,5.686111970149256,4.958388059701496,83.38026865671642,71.08955223880595,7.748059701492537,28.32537313432836,8.238735603445708,1.9674202985074631,270,10,51,4,5,87,52,67,0.06,0.8079999999999999,0.131,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,1,0,8,9,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,9,4,8,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29357285576584397,0.32923238620920603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330050442678553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34947905546465274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589031404164275,0.2435112642485058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780715846458476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647437447048417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275287085285912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000630900483594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568277323437806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29471443344341103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32923238620920603,0.0 adhd,dr_dr5822,2019/02/15,"""You don't need medication, you should try meditation"" and ""I think meditation/yoga would solve all your problems"" How should one with ADHD reply to this? I have only disclosed my diagnosis with a few close people. I received this 'honest feedback' and had no idea how to react/reply. I just nodded slowly and made a 'oh interesting idea' face. What should I say next time something like this comes up? 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This is the worst it's been. I can deal with the normal noises ideas music in my head but today is just overload for some reason. This sucks!,3.2301694915254235,5.111544898305088,3.0120000000000005,94.4851186440678,74.59322033898306,4.7200000000000015,20.274576271186444,3.1291,-0.4632264406779658,235,5,48,0,5,70,47,59,0.174,0.78,0.047,-0.8459,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,4,0,6,4,4,1,2,13,8,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,8,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,3,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670707712720536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717518569302772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509688454575594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308709385990915,0.17390866114889658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996651989636346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27480634839475165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534981217097648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892912039250485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457980443184443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385127603077116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502897789717471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789054431954368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617261402637782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074612270141304,0.0,0.0,0.16527510110896138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322587042241346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NickJoe0585,2019/02/15,"Sorry for posting again about a similar issue, but I need to figure this out So, the past 5 days I've been feeling like shit. Super tired, and groggy. I have no physical or mental energy. My sleeps been fine, though I had a few days before this started where I didnt sleep very good. I am currently on adderall XR 20mg twice day, plus a 5-15mg booster in the evenings. I am absolutely sick of feeling like this. Is this what it feels like to build a tolerance or does this sound like some outside factor, like depression or something. My life is going great right now, and I haven't had an issue with depression in the past. I really hope this isnt tolerance, because I'm already at up to 55mg of adderall a day, and I dont know how much higher my doctor will let me go. Please provide any input you can.",4.053636363636365,4.677050848484849,5.349696969696971,83.4245454545455,70.81818181818181,8.424242424242426,27.72727272727273,8.575989854853784,1.8800909090909093,630,21,130,10,11,211,111,165,0.158,0.595,0.24600000000000002,0.9362,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,8,13,1,0,9,0,16,7,3,1,0,19,26,11,0,2,4,0,3,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,5,4,14,10,15,19,3,21,0,2,0,0,1,8,1,5,15,81,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406988887462652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878138388108828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958467426490037,0.0,0.111092072228565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33678682749742656,0.0,0.2248924114689668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336278324970802,0.11424892582195036,0.0,0.15300863795533104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622986733549867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980364924359948,0.27980400038825703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839400618755047,0.10950273174493587,0.0,0.14393654905902462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966985284742005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725294880205975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174921523800741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335005914865516,0.09221434536473452,0.3189111210126238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156800248345238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597241387537156,0.0968043406481017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492576559790174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433093892115749,0.0,0.0,0.12503490689293742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363641158342132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114926374937664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401208714836413,0.0,0.0,0.26129711942571265,0.0,0.0,0.10050705918194308,0.0,0.14614482220063027,0.09240698778775996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826891230446774,0.0,0.0,0.1500529337761652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772094960563568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cursorr,2019/02/15,"Starting Ritalin IR tomorrow, a few questions. Hello All, I've been a bit of a lurker the past 6 months or so whilst dealing with the intricacies of being diagnosed and treated properly. I'm 26, and was diagnosed a while ago with ADD, I'm not hyperactive I don't think. I've gone through the hoops and now I've been directed to begin taking Ritalin 10mg IR tomorrow, and have been advised to start with 5mg in the morning if I'm nervous about it (which I am) I have a few questions pertaining to this if anyone is able to give me some help, that would be largely appreciated. 1 - I normally have a double-shot coffee every morning, whilst I don't feel anything after drinking this, is it better to take it a certain length of time before or after taking my first dosage? 2 - If I have an adverse reaction, say for example heightened anxiety, is it appropriate to medicate this with valium to calm my nerves? I'm 6 foot at 80kgs if that is helpful to anyone. I am on no other medications, but have a history of anxiety, depersonalization and a few visual phenomena. Any first time experiences with anyone with similar symptoms that would be excellent also. I really appreciate it. Jordan x",5.744375917767986,6.7218832026431725,7.674114537444936,66.99713362701911,67.19383259911893,11.163465491923645,34.95712187958884,11.072351349416056,4.379214038179148,945,45,161,29,15,334,133,227,0.045,0.857,0.098,0.9177,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,14,0,22,9,1,0,2,30,36,15,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,13,12,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,2,5,2,11,5,26,26,6,22,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,9,18,111,24,2,0.13965507131516247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379579441606373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168211007474788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497023747076418,0.0,0.2136714946067191,0.0,0.0,0.2929502190171193,0.0,0.11492422430912512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883617960716987,0.0,0.0,0.12351356162926935,0.15246716752980466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439782462923293,0.0,0.2834939153374663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680880264792705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766542085686035,0.0,0.0,0.13660945745339645,0.0,0.0,0.07061380022233056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375810646357019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396986991348694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872157009999865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813755837827128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147134553666407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683231830962164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331656787102536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128912828750399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894666147569712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105931805393904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769715655515852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515509206821947,0.3150097000227949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948533067412985,0.0,0.0,0.16286799032040972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841391152509413,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AidanAB1,2019/02/15,"Special Days = More Productivity? I've had problems getting out of bed in the morning since waayy back in elementary, but it was on field trip days that I just naturally got out of bed at like 6 or maybe even earlier. That hasn't happened in a long time up until today. This whole week has been a complete drag and in every class I just don't feel like doing anything, but today there was the excitement of bringing my gf chocolates before school and I think that kinda put a brighter tone on the rest of the day. I actually put my mind to the classes and although my stuff is still incomplete I was actually working on them instead of giving up like I have been the past few days. Not just the valentines thing but it was raining really hard this morning and I think that's also an occasion that would get me up earlier. The days where things are really different from other normal routine days. How could I control this? I'm sure the obvious answer would be to find something to be excited about but like there really isn't anything at all, in fact the only things I look forward to anymore are on my computer and that eats away all the time I could spend doing homework. Nothing special happens anymore and nothing's really made easy for us like it used to be, which is why I never have ""special days"" anymore to get me out of bed.",5.03896551724138,6.1511893908046,5.7983333333333364,79.31750000000002,68.88505747126436,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.6394000000000006,1065,45,198,18,18,348,144,261,0.044000000000000004,0.812,0.14400000000000002,0.982,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,13,12,0,0,15,0,26,1,0,4,6,42,41,15,0,6,9,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,4,0,18,9,1,1,5,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,9,3,19,11,34,25,6,42,0,0,1,0,4,20,0,3,24,144,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.18770749788546012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691178665951158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861417782145041,0.0,0.0,0.1582890476578102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036037013143708,0.07395328645552955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183855845184866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083854124857172,0.0,0.10786938558552067,0.15357716899220128,0.0,0.0,0.4341782347861284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048328563644847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841189740716352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352323704712408,0.0,0.08103229550451273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862939582966615,0.0687080412414509,0.0,0.0,0.08790297785515418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507437248970941,0.09226063195521952,0.0,0.0,0.07692060723732085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009596014735245,0.0,0.08615466419815633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493329356786746,0.0,0.0,0.08511259431189275,0.08076348536273867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100390779697216,0.0,0.0,0.09662156090363956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711018447574772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741767389425793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942319057807232,0.1845666298942149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314606222251495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181072438022476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202729263226624,0.0,0.19336657171823526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645083022630784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733508739520357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955765093486157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404086243671566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680615221531759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009833002229814,0.0,0.0,0.09064459355004643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168486908568524,0.12325119318319006,0.0,0.0,0.11216181460757584,0.0,0.1823269066662488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156876969484664,0.08306504862806835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714645977623337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678373884101688,0.10737689373677528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700171589340819,0.0,0.0,0.13664111846815585,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LittleWoodRabbit,2019/02/15,"Is this really ADHD? Just diagnosed a few weeks ago. I had a full day training today and felt like an idiot for most of it. Because I will immediately forget everything I learned, I had to take detailed notes, as the teacher was bringing up items that would be on the test I’d have to ask her to stop and repeat multiple times. The lady sitting next to me was talking 100 mph and it was making me so anxious. My mind seems so slow! Is this really ADHD or do I have another problem? I used to be smart when I was a kid, in school anyway. Felt like a dummy all day. 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I recently decided that I'm completely done trying to fit in to society's expectations. People will either accept me as I am or won't, and the ones that won't that also make me feel different or abnormal can fuck right off. I choose to believe that my brain being different can actually be an advantage, and I choose to accept the negatives as a cost of doing business. It's been two weeks since I've started trying to think this way and damn it feels good. Overall, I want to explore the positives of ADHD and find out all the areas in life where I can succeed where others would fail. Does anyone have any good resources for books/articles about the positives of ADHD, or how it has positively impacted people's lives?",6.629115497076023,6.93380233552632,7.454561403508773,71.69804093567255,65.1184210526316,10.966081871345027,33.33625730994152,10.746095033038511,3.730927485380117,633,25,111,16,9,212,99,152,0.069,0.7440000000000001,0.187,0.9524,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,10,3,0,7,0,17,4,1,2,1,25,25,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,10,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,3,2,10,6,17,15,2,15,0,1,0,2,1,9,3,3,4,79,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.15828827816626545,0.0,0.38987678377601054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297149492499655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030468107678396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134172183504855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274902352122785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810739628517537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170068422911632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33893853888751857,0.0,0.0,0.14194632675510516,0.1659916082559445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640310253102547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825205351008516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995552652268004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720990228838888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829738387471374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456989642992227,0.0,0.0,0.14322962163710554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827282105206096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991402572451292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490447368393715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601574606972106,0.0,0.0,0.1385218306309717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417731015855686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148092412126319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417739580890499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393414951814822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025253373854384,0.0,0.1584503117974616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567246771487872,0.12875045079026898,0.13011073528937528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522548439825775,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mahdinate,2019/06/26,"What should I expect during an evaluation? From my doc's description, I'm worried she won't be thorough or extensive enough. Hello everyone. A few weeks ago a counselor suggested I seek an ADHD evaluation. Since then, I've called multiple practices and have had a lot of trouble getting a single one to call me back, much less one who is in network with my insurance AND accepting new patients. I finally got a referral to a psychologist who will see me and was able to schedule an appointment with her in a few weeks. When I asked her about the evaluation process, she said it would be ""pretty easy"" and should only take about two hours. She mentioned that my history of depression and anxiety would warrant an additional take home questionaire. I'm a little concearned because I was expecting a rather lengthy process over multiple appointments, including extensive interviews with me and people who know me. She makes it sound like it will be all quick and easy and casual. The suggestion of ADHD was a little jarring to me, and so I want to make sure that I take it seriously and everything is done thoroughly. I have a LONG history of mental health issues that have created problems in multiple areas of my life and I can't see how one, 2-hour visit will cover it all. I want to make sure that whatever diagnosis I get is the correct one, and I'm especially concerned as a woman because I know that ADHD is often misdiagnosed or overlooked in girls and women. Does this description sound like a typical evaluation? The appointment is still several weeks away. Should I try to find another professional to go to?",8.537635135135138,8.463282222972976,8.926351351351354,64.01560810810813,61.229729729729726,13.345945945945944,40.45945945945946,12.602617957971056,5.589618918918919,1302,65,213,44,16,434,161,296,0.055,0.845,0.1,0.9047,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,21,0,26,2,0,4,5,45,47,20,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,3,1,3,15,17,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,5,7,5,28,6,27,28,9,25,0,1,2,0,22,9,0,4,16,155,43,2,0.10403954736901948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751059539682021,0.0,0.09222478135555613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909453679166208,0.07958996896853605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097262932483498,0.0,0.09774857952566583,0.07999998994877634,0.0,0.12684308483197648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247202036501836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960910969829433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910457090127664,0.10646857871782367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075006639562546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941424602795117,0.0935040366665338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397023872986148,0.09509026145996298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871273885270256,0.0,0.05912807236212375,0.0,0.08320993022453199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058917374469993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436014887730996,0.0,0.2049159939751989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859025713025276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435482872958272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348620912169064,0.10165693520795263,0.2085499172670962,0.0,0.09207172548795607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845070268371856,0.0,0.0,0.20834161724743747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484739338527677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648103825997704,0.0,0.0,0.1004820431604536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819995594475871,0.07912676397569658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721279223449883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584562256673227,0.0,0.09955179598436792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896543436455743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581209841500438,0.0,0.0,0.11753507484720695,0.0,0.08606258869867026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308611692226105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611208427566584,0.0,0.23467437522022835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063602332831329,0.0,0.10163152024203367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273044121994313,0.0,0.250362747992015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565721055304876,0.0,0.1478134188210196,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rplate81,2019/06/26,Running out of medication So my doctor just changed me from 10 mg dexedrine to 15 mg and I called my pharmacist today. I dropped off the prescription three days ago he said he would have it ready today and now he says they don't have it at the place he called and he will call tomorrow at another source and it will be at least another week I'm kind of mad at him that they didn't at least tell me that there was a problem obtaining it. anybody have any input on this? I'm on 20 mg a day two tens and he's moving it up to 30 two 15s. What do I do if I run out?,0.8053152492668616,2.2962508951612928,2.795073313782993,95.10124633431087,80.37096774193549,6.767155425219943,21.756598240469213,7.686295010490155,0.5874612903225809,437,13,109,7,11,147,78,124,0.055,0.924,0.021,-0.6191,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,12,2,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,3,2,11,1,16,8,2,24,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,1,8,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992779295815248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501746216716148,0.3547051645892673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181166158996974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892218926223397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815590440652616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311663207794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612786441373268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703855145800486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976352289117473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670986486217746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618391590370233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608859238843736,0.13450277953145046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783126791731496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206400232004837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304402417854456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356697324864211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014850741687005,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FuckPutrescine,2019/06/26,"Discrimination (people blame you for something you can't control) Hi, I am just really frustrated! I just graduated from high school, but my parents are really angry because my average mark was below a 90. They said that I disappointed them and cheated them and that they should have not wasted their time driving me to a school so far away everyday (my school is far from my home). Even though I got accepted into uni with a mark of 94 last year, they still feel upset because my final mark ""ruined the experience"". They said that I should have tried harder and all, but I did try, and ended up getting a mark above 80 (I don't know by how much, I didn't get my report card yet). It seems that they always want more, like more volunteering, more friends, more research, like why am I not like those ""other"" kids? There was this kid that won freaking six awards! Everybody seemed happy and accomplished, except me! (NT privilege is a thing y'know...) So, what do you guys think? Do you think they are right, or are they just being inconsiderate and are not recognizing my struggles? Honestly I really have plenty of self-hate (due to yrs of undiagnosed ADHD), and I feel really lonely and like a waste of a human being? What do I tell them? How do you folks cope with this behaviour? Please let me know. Thanks.",4.306707317073169,6.245301581300819,5.084235772357727,80.51879268292684,71.8048780487805,8.334634146341463,24.088617886178866,8.982922981607832,1.8101778861788629,1023,29,192,21,20,331,146,246,0.134,0.654,0.213,0.977,1,2,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,5,11,4,12,20,2,2,8,0,26,0,0,3,1,37,42,16,0,3,10,1,2,4,1,2,0,2,1,4,13,11,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,8,4,38,12,17,29,6,18,0,3,0,0,26,8,0,3,13,135,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505602713852409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424165070480997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770316497418452,0.0,0.0,0.1527370792727733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051035945036736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095946296401776,0.0,0.0,0.08274519060707795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254629785407167,0.0,0.0,0.12668902952938985,0.0,0.0,0.13723634528976245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678976813134338,0.0,0.13090556914553714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019656748195344,0.0,0.0,0.1240452956553952,0.0,0.13336116851012444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236349016259524,0.12566443297328106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654916936187068,0.10211860303062158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810563474176634,0.0,0.24481875999865335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209402640319007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910681890038654,0.0,0.0,0.08685225692500413,0.0,0.0,0.13751804441445525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210261609813805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069870547847828,0.23833686186088826,0.0,0.0,0.3803652364235432,0.0,0.2280974699648768,0.13069267592836972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644541997275068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004747869095604,0.0,0.0,0.13096816702457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949882882747088,0.11533950361362708,0.0,0.0,0.08322939114506757,0.16054665893249795,0.12308537546858067,0.0,0.07305083273428507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701115974733889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389243629096624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130442550757876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067517139891253 adhd,Drake_Cole,2019/06/26,I get called out often on the way I eat. I dont like to sit down when I'm eating. I prefer to stand up so I can multitask and go back when I'm ready for another bite. I've done this ever since I was in high school. Jw if yall are like this too?,-1.6648587570621487,-0.27320050847457544,1.6449999999999996,100.78298022598871,87.98305084745762,5.289265536723164,13.223163841807908,6.42735559955562,-1.0727310734463282,186,2,53,2,6,67,46,59,0.079,0.825,0.096,0.2216,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,8,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692563160340822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974480410280034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622011841576275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627751867510279,0.3009443559883267,0.0,0.0,0.5255002796549927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322722945859741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415700011336912,0.0,0.1459340440559885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713022659105808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250899565444607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598751624247181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124111459917895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038200852812109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OnlyArion,2019/06/26,"Feeling empty? Okay so recently I... Just kinda feel empty. Sometimes really sad, very rarely happy. Last week I finished school after 13 (exhausting) years. J got an average grade of 2,1 which is pretty damn good overall, especially considering I barely did anything for (in regards of learning etc.). I just kept thinking of how close 1,9 was and how I actually don't deserve such a good grade, because others put so much effort into their final exams and lots of preparation but they didn't get such a good grade. It makes me somewhat sad, I guess? Well, not really. Maybe I feel bad for not giving my best or because I was so close to a GREAT grade or whatever. Back to the actual topic I want to address. It was just an example of not feeling happy or barely feeling anything, despite the fact that I should feel happy?! It applies to a bunch of different situations. Overall I just feel a bit empty, sometimes a need to cry but I just can't. Like today there's a farewell-sleepover-party at our school and I just did not go there. I had no urge or the wish to do so. I much rather sit alone on the couch with my dog and read a book. While I enjoy my alone time (w/ dog), at the same time I feel sad I did not go there. But when I try to ""focus"" on the feeling... I kind of feel nothing. I just don't care? Is this like an AD(H)D thing? It starts to really get to me (mentally). Hope you can give me some advice! 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He was so relieved it had a name and said “I knew there was something different about me from other kids.” He is a sensitive, sweet, very deep thinking child. We are a close family and so far he is still good about talking to us about his worries and fears. He has a best friend who is a really cool kid but overall my son has had some peer issues. He gets angry and impatient and verbally lashes out, then feels terribly guilty about it for the rest of the day. He sees a therapist who he likes and they are working on impulse control and catastrophic thinking, but he only has two years left of elementary and I worry about middle school when kids are less forgiving of each other. I have read every book on ADHD and executive functioning that I can get my hands on, keep playdates small and not overwhelming and opt out of things when I can tell it’s not a good day. He is on meds, and he says they help him be more patient with other kids, but we keep reminding him that meds are just one tool, not the whole solution. He’s just such a creative, empathetic kid, and I worry all the time that school life and situations with other kids will batter his self esteem. I’m not a helicopter parent and am torn about how to best support him and also raise an adult - when do I need to push him to take care of things himself or let him deal with them however he may and deal with the consequences? Are there additional things I should be doing to help him? Are there things adults on here wish had been done/said when you were young?",7.408279780564264,6.271462764890286,7.277788009404392,78.3953027037618,63.98432601880879,10.984404388714735,31.536246081504693,10.125756701596842,2.7535029780564257,1278,37,260,24,16,408,176,319,0.10099999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.166,0.9708,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,3,5,24,16,0,2,15,1,33,3,1,3,1,56,49,31,0,3,10,4,2,1,1,3,2,2,0,10,17,29,0,3,5,2,0,1,4,3,0,2,10,7,29,13,31,33,10,26,0,1,1,0,56,13,0,3,13,180,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445529125218186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642357008083629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008697939502594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097435236043193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071846579948393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123263480317284,0.19704734425725484,0.0,0.09699681126987536,0.0,0.09984544314106272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779652522496186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051792297734006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009050005934106,0.10753757935527196,0.04832070871828606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383354675868145,0.0,0.09985789455930044,0.0,0.0,0.1603113508854068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216630446939104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974538918913953,0.0,0.16988573522019842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038320245325172,0.0977220377253268,0.06750062779651937,0.04668839928212799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230310429085408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708604907547705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027975140888354,0.0,0.06475754950678046,0.07268174951060331,0.0,0.0,0.1061140037425831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559120410205407,0.0,0.0612216056644917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180905042198134,0.07599739627720549,0.0,0.19343445773279874,0.07615320529554591,0.0,0.09969549452872067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741944929661533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357086975924676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631860617739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844641846700703,0.0,0.0,0.07185324450419335,0.07681180256212683,0.08352832178792942,0.0,0.0,0.1109587286460983,0.2539574693253537,0.12246882576634753,0.0,0.0,0.055724919881286986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335345369213018,0.0,0.11495334069369567,0.0,0.0,0.07885141619189293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669529235984944,0.10989542788407493,0.0,0.0,0.0695727077092691,0.29115373328414296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462284251977704 adhd,puns-sometimes,2019/06/26,I put off 2 tasks for 2 weeks and just finished it in 2 hours. Why are we like this? 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Ok, a background here: 25, M. Graduated with 22; IT Consultant with 23 working on the biggest Brazilian communication company; left my parents home; well paid salary for my age and considering the stats of the market too; MBA degree in IT management with 24. Since december/18 I've been dealing with some thoughts that I'm doing not enough. At the end of the day I have all the evening to do something: workout, working on a side project, read, study, dedicate to a hobby. But all I do is play some video games or masturbate. Then I wake up another day thinking that I'm a failure for waste my life with these bullshit. I can't stick to a routine or a schedule. Well, I can but can't keep in a long streak. I've tried before. Countless times. I know that I can be greater. That I can move to another country, speak several languages and work my body to be stronger. I want to achieve more! You know, life is this short journey and I want to get the most of it. I know deep down that I can. But I'm weak. My brain constantly wants the dopamine. I'm feeling stuck and making none progress at all. Having some debts due to shopping mindlessly too! I want to live more. Do more. But my brain don't. I know that I should have more compassion with myself. But fuck it. I did this and I don't feel good even so. Anyone of you feeling stucked too? Anyone of you feel that way before and worked things out to be greater? Sorry my bad English.",2.202156862745099,4.433582287581705,3.003032679738564,91.69964705882352,79.06535947712419,6.171503267973857,26.539869281045753,7.3011,1.2578583006535946,1204,50,253,16,30,379,161,306,0.107,0.7959999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.8381,3,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,0,7,12,9,1,0,16,1,24,9,4,2,3,50,53,17,0,5,8,1,5,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,16,14,0,1,12,6,3,2,7,3,2,0,6,6,30,6,35,43,15,28,0,0,0,1,9,15,1,7,10,163,46,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295230580887937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305151557951566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028261980680649,0.0,0.09138113065545164,0.0,0.0,0.18625748895747385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156756124235152,0.0,0.24435129735599964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827003429911692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141164593353168,0.2256638231518173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693485913285864,0.11308486136631685,0.0,0.2168600995668034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27669075946889626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117917251724852,0.057179949171817186,0.0,0.0,0.09179639662690207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978121002825812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727881553860583,0.0,0.0,0.300737676343937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891117695557793,0.0,0.2319105054340193,0.0,0.0,0.09664101706187612,0.0968544558645706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305468957490388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632160347756534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152455981966835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947357173813313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123640516770992,0.0,0.090533170248845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425530323718018,0.0,0.1225135469217878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270970037929056,0.07012726698632034,0.10752812976601184,0.08688627498348914,0.0638176500812035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743052611172778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582115201899023,0.08687151700415585,0.0,0.0,0.19680651784126826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31870600982473346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kiddma,2019/06/26,"Busted relationships from symptoms Hey ADHD boiz, Through getting dumped I realized how serious my ADHD was, and have been making real efforts to get my shit together. Regular exercise, meditation, adequate sleep, staying away from pot and booze, schedules and timers, the whole bit. My therapist says I made like a year of progress in a week, but I am hyper focused on getting these habits in place while my attention is on self-improvement. Really I’m motivated by guilt here. I didn’t have these systems in place at the time I was dating this lady, and she interpreted the drop off in hyperfocus and difficulty with remembering to follow through with things. I wasn’t disinterested and I really did care about her a lot. Does anybody have any experience with mending fences that have been broken by your symptoms? I think there’s still a lot of caring on either side but her trust in me is damaged and she’s put a lot of space between us. I am happy to give it to her because I don’t want to be pushy, but man am I ever sad.",9.209487179487176,7.559156512820513,9.38,66.40333333333334,60.794871794871796,12.769230769230775,39.615384615384606,11.645159339076185,4.5951538461538455,820,35,147,20,9,273,126,195,0.134,0.7120000000000001,0.154,0.7495,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,3,6,11,2,1,8,0,18,6,2,4,1,30,30,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,10,1,1,6,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,8,1,23,5,30,21,6,28,0,2,0,0,12,15,1,3,9,106,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233978820368517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149634377684963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264110176989786,0.0,0.0,0.08201839617259032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689010732740335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27435857739383324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774269037236397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170515847497693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161245265047036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088523263304906,0.1290694179544163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432274232947542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573270270603908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431602811016648,0.0,0.1273113045294728,0.08981094147557213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811452494177293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525655707424172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531435570596915,0.1723880735346115,0.0,0.0,0.14445276201365273,0.15241513943394286,0.0,0.0,0.10699690571389624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403615117191753,0.0,0.13811021477658855,0.0,0.0,0.13464382971827182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434088393993569,0.10744913785720617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796909970646871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621904444957038,0.08938682353547514,0.08621206807938891,0.0,0.0,0.07845524044934728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184306776559768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935910707113676,0.0,0.10792521630889296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021654288131867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664363886742392 adhd,Sconse,2019/06/26,"Oh no. For the first time since working this job, (started the same month as getting diagnosed and getting meds) I don't have my meds. I usually keep them in my bag and I ran out yesterday, I have more at home... But they're at home. Fek. Wish me luck lol",-0.8771226415094341,1.2556649433962264,1.0201650943396243,99.54836084905662,97.67924528301887,4.914150943396227,19.83254716981132,6.6274283507984215,0.2028886792452833,194,7,46,3,8,63,42,53,0.040999999999999995,0.8009999999999999,0.158,0.743,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,8,1,6,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340370950530885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961339527896785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409404108734297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625875019739928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881824720223465,0.2049529435110496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122519096090717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840493109702528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907408064659675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320797631704992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344549186755886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25395481910954143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651593012686274,0.0,0.0,0.16786731640024438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,realtalk1233,2019/06/26,"I(M26) feel pretty broken. not sure what else to do at this point Lets break this down. I'm 26 years old and in a place in my life with a TON of free time even though I'm trying to keep myself as busy as possible. Lets list all my horrific problems shall we? 1) I'm religious (Which isn't a ""problem"" per say). I truly believe it but have a difficult time living it out. I live far away from the closest group to me that shares my faith and I have to travel quite a bit to get there. I overall feel like I complete failure in this part of my life which is ironic cause even the people who know my faults who are part of my faith group do not judge me or make me to feel bad. I'm much harder on myself than basically anyone Ive ever met. 2)I have all kinds of emotional issues. I'm hypersensitive though I typically do an ok job hiding it. I'm insecure, I think no one wants to be around me. Which is obviously not true cause its very common for me to hangout with friends 5+ times a week. If they didn't like me they wouldn't keep inviting me back. I'm a funny guy, i get people to laugh more than I use to (finally developed a sense of humor). But once I get back home its just all gone. All I'm left with is this empty feeling. 3) I want to have a close intimate relationship with a woman. Ive only ever had one girlfriend and it was a long distance relationship (We meet initially online, spent several years as friends, but then decided to be a couple and met in person). So I never really had a lot of physical contact. Its not even about sex for me, its the desire to feel known and loved, to have physical (and emotional) affection. Last time I got a hug was around 6 months ago. 4)I'm an addict. I have an addiction to what I'm going to call ""Lust"", but in a nutshell. When I feel tired and lonely I seek out porn and cybersex to make myself feel better. I just want to feel a connection with someone and so I seek it out. Its become compulsive and destroying my life to be honest. I'll stay up until 4am some nights trying to find someone only to collapse asleep when I can't and then try again the next day. Eventually I'll get through my binging, and try to stop the behavior but then its not to long till I'm back again. I hate myself even while I'm seeking it out. I just don't know how to stop because its the ONLY connection I really feel to other people. I feel like a woman is never going to want me (which objectively is false, thats an issue i'm working through in therapy). At least if I'm voice chatting with a woman online I feel something with someone. At least thats what i tell myself. I'm currently in a 12 step group for it. 5) I'm in a 12 step group, its an over an hour away from where I live, which is exhausting (living in the middle of nowhere sucks especially when you can't move for a few more years). I struggle to call my sponsor , i struggle to call other people and talk about my feelings and emotions. My whole life I was always told that my feelings were wrong, and truth be told many of them (Like the insecurities) ARE wrong. But constantly being told that and living with someone deeply manipulative fucked me up really good. The internet with it anonymity is the only place i feel safe to express myself in any way. 6) I'll never find what I want online. I straight up won't. What do I want? well thats easy. I want to find a woman around my age I can talk to with COMPLETE transparency (while still retaining anonymity). Someone I can explore the sexual stuff with who won't try to make me feel guilty but also won't try to keep me from feeling guilty either. Someone I can talk to and share stuff with right out of the gate without the bullshit and the games. Who has clear boundaries and clearly respects my boundaries. Someone who I can just be, completely emotionally naked with, as well as talk about sexual stuff casually with where she is just as comfortable talking to me about emotions as she is talking to me about a porn video I enjoyed. Yeah, I'm fucked up. I""m crazy I guess. I feel insane and alone. Ive been in therapy, but its not really helping. I don't know what to do anymore.",2.9192205882352944,4.49046034642857,4.3428851540616265,85.92819327731094,74.70238095238095,7.4173669467787136,24.733893557422967,8.124751697461798,1.3780784313725492,3241,104,672,52,68,1076,336,840,0.132,0.7140000000000001,0.155,0.9334,2,3,1,0,0,0,101.0,2,1,3,3,39,48,5,4,43,2,56,17,1,9,15,141,127,54,0,13,24,0,17,4,3,5,8,2,2,6,48,45,0,7,27,6,2,8,21,18,2,2,16,19,87,31,117,98,18,100,2,1,0,8,53,43,3,6,50,444,135,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989379585849326,0.0,0.0,0.040225071478721904,0.0,0.0,0.046998170910879856,0.0,0.03628896184916186,0.0377583305593779,0.0,0.0,0.030858759044539687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500302023081108,0.03172952025620072,0.0,0.0,0.12118876208782176,0.0,0.0,0.08526869981300443,0.1046791957656192,0.037888934652990036,0.027662153701817647,0.05011670050035047,0.0,0.0511257367086792,0.0,0.040133365342209015,0.0495412848309881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900876880576776,0.0,0.0,0.09323190425301707,0.0,0.0,0.14273466273099544,0.04903775614094784,0.0,0.0,0.0502101590589506,0.0,0.029265210522731733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037907696414617206,0.2552220592810645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988759725181973,0.08209443142376338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900582242743831,0.0648364469383524,0.0,0.04970964345994066,0.12442466681739417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011823076781287,0.08390290267263027,0.09483302918633887,0.0,0.0515789986640544,0.03806111445797866,0.036293123624950865,0.0,0.049989246956613234,0.04493159160492896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044801616963172204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030416077501604914,0.0,0.045518074279142194,0.0,0.044688425299742575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947261851045647,0.04503090087012338,0.12100279320113512,0.0,0.047254453598303284,0.07481608129571361,0.03698932186339776,0.0,0.0,0.0493035901489061,0.09280464901301387,0.1282079706201321,0.08867806298792255,0.0,0.2003490848708093,0.08031662823127247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857895660471965,0.04095563296410629,0.0,0.09087098199193293,0.046006412603382285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036220477950741965,0.04822988730036642,0.033358227426029015,0.0,0.10499548768119568,0.0,0.048260272667045315,0.042584403900295664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476168290655781,0.048326344236078116,0.0614989391626456,0.13804878428635484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828042291608136,0.0,0.12583823086565935,0.039622528537456125,0.09482120432547676,0.0,0.04289710400751719,0.05115714699360633,0.0,0.04616598349029452,0.0,0.08684169374970467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826534358006648,0.0,0.0,0.11628184917052277,0.0,0.0,0.09743849409260033,0.0,0.0387527687140866,0.0,0.03608659751464161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051264494396125744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691418463510178,0.034934385858695106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836716569434725,0.036239120797720896,0.07587648049207417,0.0,0.09487837749755726,0.155841683233405,0.0,0.0,0.042768453835724585,0.0,0.0,0.21883986077546547,0.039662581576344974,0.0,0.10378794357303277,0.0,0.0,0.029076543671316037,0.08916778010602562,0.0,0.10584166583584947,0.052155611062865016,0.0,0.13008255786675266,0.0,0.18485307607722887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919222932640022,0.0,0.03744180010058847,0.1873568301646565,0.03601913444677006,0.03639968666975979,0.0,0.08160097429616855,0.0,0.0,0.05066318401294684,0.0,0.043743003691234864,0.0,0.03303589891356889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922796291216034,0.0,0.08766629564148061 adhd,NamelessCatrin,2019/06/26,"Rand about my lovely mum :) So i finished 8th grade with pretty good grades. I'm not on medicine (yet) ( In my country the grading system is from 1-5. 1 is when you haven't done the work, 2 when you get under 50% and also means you failed , 3 is under 75%, 4 under 90% and 5 is 90%-100% and i had all 4-5 exept for russian that was a 3 that im pretty proud cuz i almost got a 2) but the thing is my mum and every one says because i have good grades i don't need medicine and I'm doing good and I'm just looking for excuses for being lazy. But the thing is I hate that i don't do my homework or even stuff i like. And i have a prescription for atomoksetiin and my mum hasn't bought them for me yet, she is going to do that at some point but she doesn't like it even though the head nurse of the psychicriatic clinic explained to her how it's just like when someone takes heart medicine for a better life quality i should try taking medication for my ADHD and she acted like she was oky Infront of her but is being extremely passive aggressive over it like i just got in a fight with my dad who lives in another country and she talks about the shit he's done and me and stuff she said something on the phone and then in a raised voice said ""because she can do fine without it"" and she always does stuff like that so I don't really know what to do.",1.7316405342624854,3.1751865121951224,3.340648954703834,92.41088051684092,77.60627177700349,6.17706155632985,21.714430894308943,6.816661863887847,0.3181267131242742,1047,28,241,10,24,347,143,287,0.054000000000000006,0.764,0.182,0.988,0,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,3,1,4,17,18,4,0,14,0,30,7,3,2,1,36,49,29,0,2,10,4,0,6,0,1,3,4,1,0,16,16,0,0,3,0,1,2,8,5,0,1,10,5,35,13,29,36,2,22,0,1,1,1,29,12,1,3,13,164,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388115690440732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565907743186128,0.0,0.0,0.0923673138957907,0.09610733934621048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211144504584754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081851360916856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021525820900243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107702308449816,0.2363983345404273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257663437162675,0.0,0.09731584454924593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060345293225476736,0.0,0.0656427370371759,0.2906340711241589,0.1847558139612086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403481406486927,0.1185388956542563,0.0,0.0,0.13687102807043802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476252894030032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347715773020736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158283719602716,0.3385721468303173,0.0,0.10199083064385796,0.0,0.0969930166470216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424552296427217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258160919026682,0.0,0.1163566253022725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856436461347271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826748863064292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918720374400116,0.0,0.0,0.2350151490186216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739938642180028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197386697802776,0.0918522302710334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856166461824635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978649001853883,0.08891947357929969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966682136871536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736870230618569,0.09283654075114399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346946799622013,0.0,0.1134806276448266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841862112965642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134029596898867,0.0,0.08408720143229187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ta24ninja,2019/06/26,"The future for mental illnesses I was just wondering if there will ever be a cure for ADHD? I am 18 and I feel like ADHD is slowly taking my life away from me so i was just searching for some hope. Or will there ever be a time we’re medication will be more specific to a person by doing brain scans to see what exactly is wrong and what deficiencies are there in the brain. And then they could just give a medicine which will fulfil those deficiencies exactly on the first try that will be life long with no side effects.",7.7647115384615395,6.2395975865384665,7.952769230769231,75.0922307692308,63.519230769230774,11.396923076923079,31.37692307692308,10.355215969177356,2.8533369230769234,415,11,83,8,5,136,71,104,0.08199999999999999,0.866,0.052000000000000005,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0,7,0,17,6,2,1,4,19,23,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,7,2,11,11,2,11,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,5,8,66,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44530770481181975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406360177721866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136364828792691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791990751391795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33516759258228546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936761079890358,0.13235414056127018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575872520448636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777241270371992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840110424423396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26171785416721616,0.09051165947267537,0.0,0.0,0.16395467062586772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663610716968612,0.18670465615106224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176721455528514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763309711716094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929705234207826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803015417082162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578352233259318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091318511296952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255939939725373,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImMe13,2019/06/26,I get bored with things too easily. Do you guys ever get bored with things? Like I’m talking getting a new job because I get so bored doing the same thing over and over again but at the same time not being able to decide what I want “to be when I grow up” because everything sounds so interesting for like 2 weeks then it’s something new. Also video games aren’t fun anymore. Not sure if this an ADHD problem or personality flaw. What do you guys think?,3.599450549450552,5.054972901098907,4.392087912087913,86.7279120879121,72.73626373626374,6.958241758241758,23.98901098901099,7.447530270364453,0.9153032967032972,358,10,74,4,7,115,68,91,0.107,0.7120000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.8573,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,16,13,9,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,6,5,9,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,10,48,13,1,0.18060251684040646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170491288541554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442776746738087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910916736174246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201872359479108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336531617136887,0.0,0.0,0.1623138968186459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774294438204832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576497719185032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922013053859434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646653428545572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34885407233995924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769515154122676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281221771360114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903664090439966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702157347790898,0.0,0.0,0.14516146193456952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599528616060172,0.11572280038132228,0.0,0.0,0.10531077993660874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652404368233358,0.0,0.14486844523349213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anywherenotime76,2019/06/26,"Amphetamine (meds) and their downsides 20 years later. I was on ritalin at 7 and by high school adderall. Around 18 I also tried meth and cocaine with the common terrible addiction and results. I'll put those binges aside and speak on the less potent but still as (for me) dangerous adderall and similar meds. I am a creative person. Creating makes me feel good. When I am on stimulants I make music, video, draw and other things. I was never a person who did great at finishing things, but by 33 I am now able to say I am pretty much disinterested in focusing on creating or finishing things unless I'm medicated, and it sucks. I have taken 2 and 3 month breaks and while eventually I do feel my regular energy and liveliness comes back, noting mainly my love for comedy and laughing when sober, I have zero desire or (maybe false belief) ability to create. Being I'm introverted and work full time, creating is a big part of my identity and fulfills my more mature needs for self actualization. It hurts because in order to fulfill my ability to cater to my passions I have to speed my heart up, lose sleep, and become somewhat paranoid and erratic at the tail end of it. While I've learned not to Express these negative traits in ways that would socially impact me, for the most part, it is still a huge draw back. If I could go back in time, I would have refused taking ritalin after I had the awareness that it was going to cause me to associate being stimulated with creating. I would have never allowed this association and necessity bind to occur. Just venting. Thanks.",6.8262585034013625,7.467094346938777,7.677278911564628,69.111768707483,64.71428571428572,11.159183673469386,33.68027210884354,10.980518767755715,3.974504761904762,1254,51,213,34,18,421,178,294,0.078,0.679,0.243,0.9956,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,2,11,11,2,0,9,0,23,8,2,7,2,51,38,29,0,7,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,3,15,21,0,1,4,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,6,4,28,6,36,26,9,47,1,2,0,2,11,17,1,5,23,159,43,3,0.1212993529850768,0.0,0.11837067087140707,0.13223419921069782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700304875791677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798214111295534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798151452499156,0.0,0.07394295971981295,0.13396560536585558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460784896024404,0.0,0.10448865201791148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684766314039964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074352231893568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266519501402764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378744352922113,0.10174014227506006,0.0,0.1337329648903811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374031732092987,0.0,0.1281594262253425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985346614341536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570294881744252,0.0,0.0,0.10947740191196192,0.0,0.16193652004490236,0.0,0.12186150381467795,0.0,0.2694724723694489,0.12219633679330533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681998628935756,0.0,0.08916898132646645,0.08994193325991365,0.18710707778000732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627107574943621,0.0,0.0,0.21182783258483184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340504989038835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219393528561042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964621140932679,0.0,0.1227614210842853,0.0,0.0,0.1265416795693391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138695392713254,0.1236494147805661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937396399652885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120201755403927,0.0,0.0,0.11167614714662064,0.0,0.0,0.24175770073303995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146125637831064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823542983782201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628178037941564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830737364145748,0.0,0.0,0.25850274033642445,0.0,0.0,0.07811280636688422 adhd,ragesinggoddess,2019/06/26,Seems like no medications work for me I'm on my second day of Vyanase and it doesn't seem to be doing anything except maybe making me more irritable. I've tried Concerta and Adderal with similar results. Should I give Vyanase some more time to do its thing? Should I just give up on trying meds? It's getting so expensive and it feels like a waste of time.,3.393004694835682,5.301081281690145,4.3151408450704265,85.20163145539908,74.21126760563381,7.550234741784037,27.32629107981221,8.344100000000001,1.8504347417840377,285,11,57,5,6,92,54,71,0.12,0.8109999999999999,0.069,-0.5794,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,14,14,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,10,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941702253406173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217095728868965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930554749229295,0.1685657478893383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232763456687104,0.4526975924585725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305506349407133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575012796477793,0.0,0.2370477367957829,0.0,0.2620919556395957,0.23769906143320824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42960773536359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567575048115582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27517361610572505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32039486523405786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177748845050542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZRJamesQC,2019/06/26,"Do you even have a house? Little old me in fifth grade was really bad at getting my homework done. My stomach always sank when I got to school, but I never had the energy or focus to get the work done after school. I would usually just hide my homework books in my bag and say “I forgot it at home” to my teachers. One day, my English teacher decided he’d had enough, so he asked me in front of the entire class if I even had a home. He proceeded to kick me out of class. That is all.",3.0333613445378127,3.612858862745101,4.669327731092442,87.53911764705887,73.11764705882355,7.789355742296919,24.375350140056014,7.957251820313856,1.1205585434173668,372,10,83,5,7,126,71,102,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.6876,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,0,2,11,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,1,16,0,13,6,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,7,59,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920584926706569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887217392274296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597565339857287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339509258556948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916037825191613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976999558722534,0.0,0.2527496112023333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992903190511527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530278877181403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838487329950219,0.0,0.0,0.22077462593889946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176769669834287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756916365963665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077364646375295,0.0,0.12965338633040868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257394777044753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521570821422449,0.0,0.3872819874911683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107282084734272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929398532503134,0.0,0.0,0.13591872507008015,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hollandse_Herder,2019/06/26,Sick of lying I'm so sick of lying and making up excuses to everyone because I forgot to do something or important or because of a breakdown. I feel guilty everytime but if I tell the truth people don't understand and just get angry everytime.,6.145248226950352,6.955979127659575,7.84340425531915,66.73333333333335,66.23404255319149,11.373049645390072,36.94326241134753,11.20814326018867,4.8174453900709215,197,10,31,6,3,69,34,47,0.289,0.628,0.083,-0.8704,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,12,8,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859394734575354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380858810182626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153325111190606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824080061671288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605422471032153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763241263986804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30684518011013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348375152110972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149342454118462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheoreticalCynicist,2019/06/26,"I'm Wondering if this is Possible - Saving Money on Psychiatrist visits Health Insurance (Kaiser) is provided by the momma for the next 4 years (I am 22, and parentally provided health insurance can work until age 26). However, after a recent transfer of universities, I found out that Kaiser does not provide coverage in my new region of the state. Thus, with psychiatric aid needed, I was forced to pay out of pocket for a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with ADHD (long overdue), and have been on medication for the past 3 months. Costs of non-insurance psychiatrists are EXPENSIVE for a broke college student.... &#x200B; I am wondering if it is possible to switch to my Kaiser insurance coverage (while now back in my hometown for the summer)... as in, show Kaiser that I have been professionally diagnosed with ADHD, and then have one of their psychiatrists prescribe me the same meds. —> The only reason I couldn't do this before was because I wasn't able to go home during the school year. —> Kaiser coverage will pay for meds in any area, but the meds have to be prescribed from THEIR doctors/psychiatrists. ——> I finally found a dosing regimen that works with my current psychiatrist, and I would love to have this same regimen transferred over with ease; only difference being that Kaiser pays for the meds instead of me..! ———> Also allowing for future psychiatrist visits to be few and far between (due to working treatment regimen) when I do come back to my hometown.. as well as CHEAP. &#x200B; 1. Is this possible? 2. Is this an easy/usual transfer process? 3. Or will they assist me through a series of redundant hurdles, forcing me to get ""retested"" for ADHD, and thus start me off at low doses again? 4. Will this process most likely entail my current psychiatrist billing me at his enormous rate to ""file the paperwork needed"" for the transfer? Or is this type of procedure a legal necessity of them? 5. Is there a chance that by attempting this, Kaiser will raise an eyebrow and attempt saying something like, ""You tried finding a different psychiatrist so you can get prescribed meds!"" — thus, scaring my current psychiatrist, preventing her from keeping our current prescription regimen, and ruining possibility of Kaiser covering the meds? &#x200B; Thanks so much everyone! Have a wonderful day. :) &#x200B; **TLDR**; ADHD diagnosis from expensive psychiatrist not covered by health insurance; is it possible to switch prescription regimen over to insured provider (Kaiser) with ease, as to have meds costs covered, but retain the same treatment?",6.995610962566843,9.321029820454552,7.022967914438503,67.76106951871661,65.56818181818181,10.54010695187166,37.032085561497325,10.654532819289999,4.756173796791443,2051,106,303,59,34,655,217,440,0.037000000000000005,0.8809999999999999,0.083,0.9793,7,0,1,0,0,0,109.0,1,2,4,5,11,10,0,1,25,0,37,9,0,5,0,48,53,25,0,6,8,2,0,2,0,5,8,1,1,0,15,17,0,3,7,1,10,4,4,4,1,1,8,1,33,6,67,36,6,50,0,3,0,1,15,17,0,8,30,213,48,16,0.06227829147781705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993856154004845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049803927194283316,0.0,0.2699140111864777,0.30269976337697024,0.04235137381852888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577632387385662,0.0,0.037964268438674564,0.0,0.05299423903471253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364723361134727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016434584868591,0.0,0.0,0.12642230980449504,0.0,0.1301351186713372,0.0,0.0,0.05450015255823792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950957638460274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822282417511062,0.056921230144344685,0.0,0.0,0.13656986418629824,0.0,0.0,0.06507567371094211,0.0,0.035394188250633736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859673473015085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062470204213757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055355806980127605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085205483609848,0.0,0.0,0.055114328174326134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620858956556925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842399953722779,0.06273882665533452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970993808803492,0.0,0.04578171006825497,0.0923571280108708,0.0,0.060148761989873525,0.06623366951847093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220138208022066,0.0947308940723491,0.0,0.0,0.06915267254721902,0.0,0.059451676151143565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35104708077997343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403245607399441,0.06149229952527844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952619705074661,0.06235143430508555,0.06302895585484902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794487142165618,0.0,0.0,0.044080895252606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057337483440430936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228287185901893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055995663360687016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261445148092555,0.13601801378016734,0.0,0.0,0.044240711414366016,0.0,0.30269976337697024,0.08021035567544367 adhd,rotwing,2019/06/26,"Executive dysfunction is ruining my life and I just can't stop it These past 2 months or so I have been absolutely useless. I have so many things that are due in \~2 weeks and I just. Can't. Do. Them. I need to do them, I NEED to or I'm just digging myself into an even deeper hole. I'm taking my medication but its not helping, I can't do anything to stop this and I just don't know what to do. I just can't do this but I know I can't leave, it hurts so much.",-1.9312179487179504,-0.054091942307689315,1.2966923076923074,98.11497435897438,98.23076923076924,4.696410256410256,15.587179487179489,6.42735559955562,-0.5243043589743595,354,9,91,5,15,125,56,104,0.084,0.825,0.09,0.1407,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,16,2,0,0,0,20,23,10,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,16,0,6,22,1,8,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374141771474386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635276042823827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595105413806216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650449390476945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213256008761605,0.0,0.0,0.2621568415942854,0.0,0.0,0.1748766575192838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510124018535613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941591163583646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976200414728988,0.0,0.18200351459633907,0.3671623858292279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363479649846971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139844107538656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186153160955595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448451976458486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859780975449826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joannatmens,2019/06/26,"I got an 88 on my math pat!! AAAAAAAAAAAA I'm so happy! Although it took some meds and my mom to keep me on track, it really is as simple as studying. Yay!! Now I just have to hope I do just as well in science...",-2.7590957446808493,-1.1957323617021274,0.2586968085106385,103.67187500000004,106.65957446808511,3.201063829787234,14.38563829787234,5.148860815047168,-1.2297212765957446,157,4,41,1,8,54,37,47,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,4,8,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27259772870510396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362826317776468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385271070802817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029507456606848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785920204991137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39918306760680394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834830408288475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786813974722831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30645254570987945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reinfit,2019/06/26,"Is it my adhd? Ever since I was young I've always had weird bursts of energy and I was just wondering if you've guys had the same thing. Randomly ill just start making noises or dancing from a huge amount of energy that'll come over me. I do have ADHD so I'm not sure if it is due to that but for example, ill be sitting down and just start yelling weird noises cause I think it's funny or I'll just be looking at a mirror and make weird faces. Anyone can relate?",0.4351515151515173,2.5899589797979843,2.580606060606062,92.59090909090912,85.46464646464645,5.6202020202020195,16.070707070707073,6.980632752743323,-0.118280808080808,365,7,80,5,11,123,68,99,0.132,0.7809999999999999,0.087,-0.5304,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,12,3,1,3,2,23,21,9,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,2,6,1,8,14,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,6,5,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566283340491737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269311829907532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619261262275926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378964600569813,0.0,0.19948567155763716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947737561063395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293006170619468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944688819614655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916290742583746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915653758538887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278270434607459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826141707923014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385146729201307,0.14838711845520333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511386403368089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bluex619,2019/06/26,"I Can't Learn How To Drive I've tried reading the book, but I just can't do it without getting frustrated and giving up. I just don't know what I am going to do. Is there any alternatives to learn how to drive.",1.2145652173913035,2.71715893478261,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,79.21739130434783,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.5264956521739137,165,5,39,2,4,56,30,46,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.7759,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,27,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146354501007443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417290402005036,0.4438408436447701,0.2629493531639927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427455220817313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462801065878228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31412653756922765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44600301766138295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alphaq17,2019/06/26,"How do you guys study? I have final exams going on, for which i have been preparing for a month (very hard) and i feel all is going down the drain because i don't remember anything. Not even the things i made a note of. My first paper went really bad and i really don't want to fail again. I was amongst the toppers in highschool but it went downhill from there. I failed the first semester of my law course (current course) and i don't want to fail again. No one believes when i tell them i really can't remember or pay attention to the things i have studied and all they reply with is ""try harder"". It pisses me off. I AM TRYING HARDER.",1.5766923076923085,3.719590669230772,3.196153846153845,89.95884615384615,80.76923076923076,6.461538461538463,20.76923076923077,7.61054688173877,0.7685384615384616,497,14,104,8,13,164,82,130,0.126,0.8170000000000001,0.057,-0.8226,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,5,6,5,1,0,7,0,13,1,1,2,2,19,21,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,5,0,3,5,2,19,0,13,16,2,16,0,3,0,0,5,4,1,1,8,76,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644242407243285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858562273619774,0.10848017690792036,0.0,0.0,0.200495197246368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175380982545146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997977701993945,0.0,0.0,0.19494183188670786,0.0,0.30273814966440465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202272713835812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762041762401474,0.0,0.0,0.15941340297402348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838603876956498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420425863488617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058742554768713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420090416270504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031783614604491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554117414017574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645179332599375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416405535036534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683213543115908,0.2099258306932978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32993353666736724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LoupsRoyal,2019/06/26,"I messed up at work Wish me luck guys, I start in 15 minutes! My manager asked me to come in to work yesterday (she asked me to come in the night before so I had some notice), and I said if nobody else could, I would come in. Nobody was able to come in, so she messaged me about 4 hours before I had to start that they couldn't find anybody to come in. In that moment I impulsively decided I didnt want to come in anymore, so I told her something important came up and I couldn't come in (I'm not sure why I lied about something important coming up, it was all super impulsive) I left my house after that and hung out with friends (I dont have any data so I couldnt look at my messages) and when I finally got some wifi, my boss was pissed. She was saying how I need to be able to commit when I say I'm going to come in and how I've screwed them over. I honestly feel terrible. I wish I just went in for the shift, and I totally understand why she's so upset with me. I feel incredibly irresponsible and I'm really anxious to go in for my shift today because I ruined 3 people's days yesterday. I felt terrible all day yesterday after reading that message too. I'm gonna try and get across how badly I feel for ditching them last night, and not try and excuse myself.",3.923228659885005,4.191935586466165,5.550698805838128,83.13594206103497,70.95488721804512,8.965590446704997,27.30119416187528,9.007467420416297,1.919082972136223,990,31,215,18,17,339,134,266,0.134,0.767,0.099,-0.8543,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,3,14,13,2,1,2,0,15,2,1,4,5,55,51,21,0,10,4,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,5,23,0,0,7,1,0,13,7,8,0,0,13,8,44,5,40,31,5,52,0,1,1,1,20,21,2,4,18,136,49,5,0.17751690877444096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603587926404011,0.0,0.0,0.1002717893679614,0.08802453664396273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595434668287568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410960197021255,0.05410632996826074,0.0,0.1510538146289193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151602629693282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6881179431954139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086640348702937,0.0,0.0,0.114483720552062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402424750334748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414629940441554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463682429400364,0.0,0.08522203539609803,0.09723054830222466,0.0811236193149399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857456168470076,0.0,0.04637262904721512,0.0,0.10088695013528284,0.0,0.07098824421257692,0.0,0.0,0.08788482442766835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740919854230164,0.10241533942465228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234998675868444,0.0,0.0,0.09643632039544756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745347472973052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581326927383213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658759355962133,0.0,0.0,0.10105208860692518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061533936540452285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887824736855184,0.0,0.05686093867057086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442961560378441,0.14116857086443846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666118906604866,0.0,0.0,0.1256473817050645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365379284679443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413263650542002,0.08481250682698907,0.0,0.12052232854191865,0.0,0.0,0.0924006812521128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052352036049839415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227997644985613,0.16018139918005098,0.0,0.204135684364018,0.0,0.0,0.12923442380397254,0.0,0.0,0.06305145939221626,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,harukoa,2019/06/26,"Switching medications? My entire life I’ve wanted to teach overseas in Japan, and I recently finished my Bachelors and am starting my Master’s in TESOL this fall. However, I’ve been on adderall, 20mg instant release split into two doses over the day, since I was an early teen. I’m aware that Adderall is illegal in Japan, and Concerta is the only legal medication available. (Ritalin is, too, but only for narcolepsy, and I tried it for a short bit as well but it just seemed to give me a headache) I was thinking of trying to switch to Concerta before the fall, anyone have any idea on what I should expect? I know there will be an adjustment period because there’s definitely a physical addiction for me taking adderall for so long, so I’m prepared for whatever I may experience there. I’m just wondering if anyone’s done anything similar?",5.8736536248561535,7.258938689873418,7.114349827387805,69.63945339470659,67.16455696202532,10.555581127733028,35.24971231300346,10.637119530657019,4.285840506329114,675,33,110,19,11,229,105,158,0.016,0.9109999999999999,0.073,0.8155,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,8,0,13,6,0,0,0,20,24,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,12,1,18,16,1,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,7,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514723847277225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797088784178928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631638473938259,0.0,0.15485856844250914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471460546188166,0.0,0.16012986612503094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544708863677785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213624620505772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257653687437715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840790759660676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052227364552664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124356926074619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342045116414662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291921270206958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653602642251314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379149133798473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624329100703794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858080023425428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713147285417456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566691586969844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319689053083125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414901905561116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205800629772012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555277982473352,0.0,0.1838274394303765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099520451870304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691991099571367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040764278131261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sizzlemoo,2019/06/26,"What my ADHD brain feels like Imagine an office reception desk. The receptionist has file cabinets and places to put things, and she starts the day with optimism as she begins to sort through her work. But as the day goes on, more files get thrown at her too fast for her to sort through, so they all get jumbled on the desk, and it takes too much time and energy to get to the important things, because more interesting and urgent things are always being thrown her way. Then this belligerent customer comes in and just starts screaming, taking up all of the receptionist’s time so she can’t actually do any of the things needing to be done. She didn’t choose for the customer to come in, they barged in on their own. Then the customer leaves and she’s exhausted and she looks at the pile of things on the desk and at this point she doesn’t even know where to start because it’s a quarter til 5:00 and everything needs to be finished, so she just gets sad and anxious from her lack of productivity, knowing that those files are still there, but she can’t even find the important ones anymore. That’s how my unmedicated brain feels. It’s not getting distracted by pretty butterflies and rainbows, it’s being bombarded with so many thoughts that are all fighting for first place, so you can’t manage any of them. It’s end of the day depression when you look at how much time and energy you wasted to see no gain. It’s anxiety when thoughts you don’t want manage to take up all of the other space. It’s being exhausted and overwhelmed because the starting point got lost. Medicated, I am learning to file my thoughts into their little file cabinets as they enter my brain, and get to them in order. I get to choose which thought takes priority. I can tell the customer to wait. TL;DR unmedicated brain: bad office medicated brain: functioning office",6.860276190476192,7.337727865714285,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333334,64.62857142857143,9.866666666666667,32.09523809523809,9.725611199111238,2.8540952380952387,1483,54,279,28,21,462,169,350,0.1,0.821,0.079,-0.8914,1,0,0,0,2,0,32.0,0,4,7,4,18,12,1,2,18,0,19,9,5,2,4,51,54,32,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,21,20,0,1,13,0,0,4,8,10,0,3,8,6,32,2,50,41,10,49,0,4,3,0,27,22,0,2,22,192,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.08126851554555306,0.0,0.10008545114714504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929499092372615,0.0,0.0,0.11326546466592835,0.0,0.06370838319200718,0.09408182568619028,0.08259061860614468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953467867865012,0.15229873736211233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648358152413349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347536561783086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611246419672514,0.0,0.07172827897960853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522356647161101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376067941178864,0.0,0.0,0.11001029230314914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484600226827545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842169621453401,0.05949469872687355,0.0,0.0,0.07611570771329704,0.07083727070302599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045697240561181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660600812924491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091536174005052,0.0,0.0,0.0881806802576778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040686025301213374,0.08346766694409695,0.0,0.0,0.13986715799109664,0.0,0.0909091174626518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443206827619608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677901261045429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243963292196773,0.12350098799847242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643216169730634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740181410504329,0.0,0.1574515816148422,0.0,0.0,0.08472491658268795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371862827377742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636276430683101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578187121250585,0.0,0.06650690084967728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046246766407765,0.0,0.07278971791462742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766351005087543,0.0,0.0,0.26445762573638376,0.14568236660874406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049120247688846826,0.06610317663924085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060628271469071224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,santassoup,2019/06/26,"Can cheating be attributed to ADHD? Please redirect me if I’m not in the right sub. I didn’t know where else it would fit. I need advice. I’m absolutely furious at my sister. She cheated on her fiancé but she says it’s because she has ADHD and can’t help it. Growing up with her and her ADHD was never really a huge issue. Things needed to be done a little differently because of her ADHD, but cheating on a man she’s been with for 9 years? I never expected that. Could she really “not help it”? She’s in therapy and on medication if that matters. Am I being an asshole for being pissed at her for using her ADHD as an excuse? Or should I be more supportive in her struggles? Our mom cheated on our dad and ruined our home life so this is hitting a bit close to home.",1.39357594936709,3.531563848101268,4.094161392405066,83.29795094936712,81.40506329113923,6.734810126582277,22.53322784810127,7.865858978985527,1.3228721518987347,600,20,118,11,16,212,96,158,0.18899999999999997,0.706,0.105,-0.963,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,7,0,17,3,1,2,2,26,25,11,0,8,7,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,1,23,1,20,12,2,20,0,1,0,0,24,16,1,3,3,91,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7239223408599871,0.11772427946743227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146877769209577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152470841910002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618744481640597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586806431648506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328513890767473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063926954622847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150028156512564,0.0,0.2416873711607252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574193339994444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620850543170538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509325106496783,0.0,0.1207450396590754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136331451832395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109587215940275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786575837060122,0.18583155375295685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322425679856459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435546694804744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028828102246738,0.0,0.09580452408819758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259439574308132,0.0,0.0,0.1367107035141595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777074073099765,0.0,0.08003653966845217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404951248307134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558016877479455,0.0,0.0,0.07758030507124404 adhd,foseka01,2019/06/26,"How do you attend every class? No matter how much I try, I always end up missing at least one class per week. Today, my summer course professor I cannot get credits because of multiple absence. I try so, so hard for good grades but I just cannot make it, even with the medication. Also Im always late for assignments. But I know the course materials cause I study real hard. Its the time-keeping tasks that are dragging me behind. I feel like a total shithole and I am crying like a baby. How do you guys keep up with attendance/deadlines? How do you guys manage time? It would be very appreciated if you could give me some advices",1.8765552995391697,4.425518798387099,3.5658986175115217,85.27241935483872,82.79032258064517,5.8009216589861765,21.76036866359447,7.1686216300943375,0.8929304147465441,497,16,94,7,14,165,87,124,0.106,0.774,0.12,0.5759,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,6,1,22,17,11,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,16,4,9,14,4,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,8,63,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308556991767426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346399508412035,0.2777361151916113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173621281923888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144472832577376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325020401715912,0.0,0.18332374371207769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781735505437352,0.0,0.0,0.11023102394587668,0.0,0.14061425899188634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843859404110158,0.1192281453437604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719452345968735,0.16009864111259028,0.0,0.13998163998271365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304999325143518,0.0,0.0,0.2990060738003871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027270521211386,0.0,0.0,0.29668371820771944,0.0,0.0,0.09171983800261192,0.0,0.18826218301185565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307064131352053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140214246847843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812679087829388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268530358372133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309078154672425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996037767106175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463289729156555,0.0,0.1581947217188832,0.0,0.0,0.2266183138498501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770391793891926,0.0,0.0,0.13387122020600167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855575299697807,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KingBowser24,2019/06/26,"I'm obsessing over my crush and I barely actually know her. Agggh fuck I dont know if my ADHD is doing this, but ahh god why am I like this. I met her a couple months back when she came in as a customer at my job. We've struck up a little conversation here and there, and she seems really nice. She smiles at me, looks me in the eyes, and usually says ""hi"" to me first, which comes as a surprise to me. She's really cute and I honestly think most girls with her looks would be out of my league. I've been wanting to ask if she wants to hang out sometime- whenever i get the fucking balls to do it. &#x200B; But the obsession. Oh my god. I saw her Monday night at work, and it was just the usual short, casual talk, and as she left the store, I was mopping one of the aisles, and she looked over and smiled and waved at me as she left. And then I couldnt stop thinking about her for the rest of the night. Let's see what else do i have here.. \-I keep fantasizing about dating her. Over, and over. Nothing too ridiculous, just things like going on walks with her and meeting her family, and having her meet mine. I guess the most ridiculous one would have been my fantasy about protecting her from an abusive family member. But the repetitiveness of these fantasies is just ridiculous to me. \-When I have downtime, i like to think about video game and story ideas, since im a gamer and enjoy writing. She ended up working her way in as the protagonist of one of my imaginary video games. *Fuck, dude. Stop.* \-The worst part is that she is 17. I'm 21, which is why I feel so ridiculous. She did just graduate High school and works a job like i do, but still. I ended up venting to one of my female co-workers about it, and she said that there's nothing wrong with it- and told me that her husband was 26 and she was 17 when they met (she's 31 now). But still, it feels stupid to me to obsess over a 17 y/o. Plus, I've been afraid of asking her if she wants to hang out, because I'm worried that will make her think I'm a creeper, since I'm 21. *And yet, there's still days where I can't stop thinking about her. Fuck.* &#x200B; I'm sure its my ADHD causing this obsession. While I still want to get to know her, and ask her to hang out sometime, I still feel ridiculous about this. Sorry guys, I know its probably pretty weird. I just wanted to get this off my chest.",1.4161419753086442,3.477667491769552,2.5867335390946486,94.55071759259262,80.8724279835391,5.778395061728396,19.79578189300411,6.9077264865688965,0.13621275720164586,1835,47,412,21,48,586,222,486,0.075,0.7709999999999999,0.154,0.9912,2,0,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,0,1,4,31,29,10,5,21,0,30,6,2,2,1,78,79,42,0,11,13,1,3,4,0,3,0,2,1,2,21,32,0,5,14,8,1,7,3,18,0,5,14,11,74,11,62,59,5,63,0,0,6,4,52,27,4,7,32,274,95,7,0.0,0.0844518280410056,0.06955626647276983,0.0,0.171322689071048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445763535620244,0.17321920217690107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990368411053133,0.0,0.0,0.05480776801336653,0.0,0.043449920256377936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815221296645614,0.0,0.07322131980051998,0.0,0.061398997485059864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788668673700596,0.0,0.04596789813279264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353634891521107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954295547891029,0.0,0.12626088806810146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438760349133028,0.0,0.10811968364104653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060628350895145865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635784957094558,0.11171818724511767,0.0,0.04050847600325725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785198729410034,0.07057563533449754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530827641596557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046328421946031,0.07699160848246793,0.0,0.14146324779846448,0.06335445138101982,0.0,0.0,0.15668834279185054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488577523031746,0.07288576736473767,0.0,0.1392897605460892,0.07143848075543804,0.0,0.0,0.17956469205896666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757808525117118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689278194214584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377764967820674,0.0,0.13678479374049038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931971046992778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718626294427391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251453819659573,0.0768488782759845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913240004409236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780094061846419,0.056682491220202975,0.0,0.07213633288258267,0.056798701034574725,0.06488808695206041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792247471647707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098994900209708,0.07978899114877047,0.0,0.0,0.28461032459644603,0.17877279525592082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717791856274404,0.0,0.0,0.057289914360416236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047353405282573216,0.2283577622820377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810842022620821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570035342223198,0.0,0.21020569986532997,0.05657652460058012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286331751758247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756260540884955,0.07238545765616679,0.0,0.10126655732322304,0.07793043018651316,0.17321920217690107,0.0 adhd,tollens_nodus,2019/06/26,"On Resilience and reminding yourself why you're doing it Hello Readers - Had a question on finding and maintaining motivation while doing tasks. Tasks, ones with instant gratification as well as ones where it's prolonged across multiple sittings on revisits. Would anyone be kind enough to share if they've experienced difficulties in maintaining motivation or resilience and what strategies/tool/thoughts help here.",11.98407692307692,13.948717215384624,9.809038461538462,53.67971153846153,53.769230769230774,12.653846153846155,48.55769230769231,12.161744961471696,6.946615384615384,349,21,41,10,4,105,53,65,0.031,0.718,0.251,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,5,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,9,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,1,30,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236470743361172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304913159535823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29233778181185754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143892088845928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33307532579371496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334782785066745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358306030125486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25392575991742045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28758422782563714,0.0,0.2886155432859985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272127887583829,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StavoTheArtist,2019/06/26,Trying to learn more about ADD/ADHD How does ADD and ADHD differ between the sexes? Is what's common for girls not common in boys or vise versa?,2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.3793103448276,3.8666666666666663,13.114942528735632,3.1291,-1.0666643678160923,115,1,20,0,3,38,26,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,13,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8447676476240424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671984638480503,0.0,0.0,0.3075629776680284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386166893646583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,untilit,2019/06/26,"The struggle is real The struggle is real this week. Being productive at work but I keep having to run back and forth, sitting down and remembering that I forgot the one crucial thing I need to do the thing i came here to do. For example, sitting down outside with a yogurt, having left the spoon in my office. At this point I’m like fuck it I’m tired of running back and forth sorry me no yogurt today",2.8468253968253947,4.726130049382718,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,75.66666666666667,6.110052910052911,23.917107583774253,6.868970318607317,0.9554218694885356,318,10,60,3,7,106,54,81,0.187,0.775,0.038,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,6,0,7,2,0,0,0,12,14,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,6,1,11,11,0,16,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,5,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30225299317160176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224788461508119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169730348356347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746930522329233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135403924478835,0.0,0.0,0.09601911501154273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573131047911464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318003378919482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857930507084206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44740922594805466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264057615667665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200095193712029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109308450856562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611437940701236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589287354301266,0.1862961604442409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765187388920715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430828626792937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lizzistardust,2019/06/26,"Really fighting those internalized labels today. By brain keeps telling me I’m: 1. Lazy 2. Immature 3. Irresponsible 4. Selfish 5. An imposter Logically, I know I’m just a regular old flawed human being with good and bad aspects, and that I have some additional struggles due to my ADHD and mood disorders. I’ve not done anything horrible, I’m just behind on a project that won’t hurt much if it’s a bit later than projected. But my brain won’t shut up, especially my anxiety and rejection dysphoria. It doesn’t care about logic or reasonable perspectives. It won’t let go of those damn labels I heard all through my undiagnosed youth. I’m just struggling today, and wanted to vent in a place where I suspect plenty of people have been where I am right now. So... thank you if you read through.",3.3167108167770394,5.869769721854304,4.981033112582782,77.28090949227374,76.94701986754967,8.529977924944813,28.60971302428256,9.21078282632365,2.9445705077262683,632,28,113,17,15,213,108,151,0.21,0.7190000000000001,0.071,-0.9658,0,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,8,12,2,2,5,0,11,2,2,1,1,24,22,10,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,1,12,3,14,14,4,16,0,2,0,0,6,8,1,4,7,69,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072474659544264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319212815175853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419089708356209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398582198444326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882671730911897,0.0,0.0,0.3850151792871229,0.0,0.0,0.1758209409709554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763890026725514,0.0,0.0,0.1764728838047888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800545446574456,0.1446401410086508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460779819500767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327858296929014,0.0,0.0,0.09477221658230794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633847183219806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676819340186288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809538414339906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195528541129767,0.0,0.1801701363656735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724934031700738,0.0,0.11047379523883953,0.177303966223248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726857085253084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605575426612847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507260487157664,0.15876578614289644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269186853228632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017135532076548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Spooksandgiggles,2019/06/26,"How to change how people view you? I’m getting so exhausted of people assuming I’m this bumbling idiot, just magically assume I’m wrong all the time or blatant mistrust in any of my ideas! How do I change this?",2.66,4.900763809523814,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,77.57142857142857,7.057142857142857,27.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.010838095238096,168,7,31,3,4,57,31,42,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,10,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564996531953876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6709340161447754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568018358793532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579857146890199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396970416549092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849130706610663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467169034543891,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hoeferatu,2019/06/26,"ADHD and Relationship Issues? Hey fellow ADHD-ers! So my attention span and inability to really listen and process information to store it is pretty rough. My memory is absolute crap, so most times I forget about the topics of fights me and my boyfriend have, or the issues he brings up. Honestly, I forget about all the good things he does for me as well and hyper-focus on the ones that irritate me or make me upset. I try to give an explanation, but he thinks I'm just giving an excuse to get out of the repercussions of not paying attention, and that I need to grow up. Needless to say, I can tell he is getting to his wits end. Is this a symptom of my ADHD? And how on earth do I explain I'm doing my hardest, and that this is what ADHD is? I just started Adderall again, so hopefully this will help. Thanks in advance for any advice, or even similar experiences you can share, y'all!",4.620923809523808,5.588960497142856,6.145500000000002,76.97691666666667,69.74285714285715,9.261904761904765,27.72619047619048,9.516144504307137,2.460019047619048,697,23,132,15,12,238,109,175,0.068,0.78,0.152,0.9557,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,11,9,2,1,8,0,12,2,1,2,1,29,27,17,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,2,3,1,3,1,1,0,3,19,6,22,26,2,14,0,0,0,0,21,7,1,5,4,95,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6861928837145549,0.1394858920830698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706949778109612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491454139102212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264270998686601,0.0,0.0,0.094279786483148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962912782261264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915367307692814,0.2738623875570334,0.0,0.1197252702252958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567699606099718,0.0,0.0,0.14177507651949214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979712567685465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528143556799698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584143115326032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672571618923374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452199949293233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914442207781932,0.0,0.0,0.1532515561054069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351421786984126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103356699233047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836365858059866,0.0,0.0,0.12476285481087115,0.1314177137545305,0.0,0.0,0.0948314840863774,0.09146335039950916,0.0,0.0,0.0832340449284726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691249104891443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283422574113328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway64738euf,2019/06/26,What is a good substitute for Vyvanse? I had gotten a new job and my new insurance company will no longer cover this medication since there is no generic for it. I’m kind of nervous since this is the only med I have been on. What other medications will do something similar and what are your experiences?,5.634482758620693,6.894618827586211,6.951206896551727,71.0519827586207,67.6206896551724,10.627586206896552,33.46551724137931,10.686352973137794,3.920262068965518,244,11,43,7,4,83,44,58,0.121,0.83,0.049,-0.5028,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,10,2,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396403297635089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548007199661564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310777245057094,0.0,0.0,0.25511203930353216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212082559252393,0.4935890892333872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47321211173102296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632056981360334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053048490873499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859984064122556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bookerfly,2019/06/26,"***wordless screaming*** My pharmacy can't get my adderall, and I can't call around to pharmacies to find out if they have adderall, because they aren't allowed to tell me if they have adderall over the phone. So I have to drive around to all the pharmacies in my area to find out if they have adderall. Without my fucking adderall. That is all.",0.9095454545454552,3.4110072272727336,1.5893939393939434,94.35409090909091,97.93939393939394,4.218181818181819,27.21212121212121,6.1124844417494595,1.1825939393939393,271,14,52,3,11,83,36,66,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,2,14,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,13,10,2,8,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,3,0,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431140415268879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595417391232527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114876863708967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576159249143959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820115729873556,0.1593747705984868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26662503114407937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29405498225226345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pineapple_Incident17,2019/06/26,"How do you manage talking too much in class? I miss high school, solely because I had to raise my hand and wait to be called on. I could keep my mouth closed because it’s a rule I’ve practiced time and again. I’m in my 3rd year of university, and I just realized why I HATE in person classes. The professor asks a question, and waits for someone to call out the answer. My stupid mouth just opens as soon as I think of something, and I end up biting my tongue so someone else can get a chance to say something. It then spirals into an internal battle of “nobody’s said anything in 3 seconds, I know the answer!” And “shut up and give others a chance to talk, they’re rolling their eyes at you.” How do you manage this? I want to contribute, but I don’t want to seem like a know-it-all or bulldoze others who might want to share.",3.4959215686274483,4.3849412,4.303235294117648,89.44289215686277,72.29411764705883,6.843137254901961,25.93137254901961,6.816661863887847,0.9149607843137252,644,20,139,5,12,207,109,170,0.051,0.847,0.102,0.7268,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,0,8,6,3,0,9,0,8,4,4,2,0,32,24,15,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,4,19,2,24,19,1,20,0,1,1,0,16,14,0,4,7,86,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937800157720778,0.0,0.15833913511075784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649412714842014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345893703601218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522905860355006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148783872221285,0.0,0.150012541569509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848942040884439,0.1624762129337922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672189173947112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789498889043888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054483485467826,0.0,0.0,0.1861638777943802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274617466200973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796759943345786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450726233770675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788833027881254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973441839706714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111072207084798,0.1346907138154725,0.0,0.17141261717379416,0.0,0.15418910781003894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870152031051301,0.26078032799316536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272268183473257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085261757024147,0.0,0.0,0.0987616629488632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996984270111008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283109309252854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906944914676807 adhd,ShadowlFax,2019/06/26,"Today, we clean up our rooms Today, we're going to clean our rooms. That looks different for everyone. That might mean you do a load of laundry, or move the pile off that chair and into a basket, or clean off the stash of dishes and trash next to your bed, or change your sheets, or even just reform the path through your stuff. Whatever it looks like for you, focus on this today. When you get home from work, or finish that YouTube video, or get up to get food, pick something and finish it. My ADHD means I need outside input in order to do something. So I'm going to do this, and I encourage y'all to do the same. Post a pic when you're done, and we can enjoy a small (or huge) victory over our ADHD today :)",5.4330517241379335,4.78857605517242,5.882887931034483,85.16778017241381,67.75862068965517,8.629310344827585,25.71120689655172,7.645422480735847,1.1455689655172416,548,11,118,5,8,177,86,145,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.9590000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,5,7,0,1,5,3,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,1,0,22,18,15,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,9,8,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,15,3,20,16,1,26,0,0,2,0,13,12,0,8,10,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474851390384545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293371100907632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104272710231953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794319506639633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548576061374738,0.0,0.0,0.13814086155382962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481212633866505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659234476464984,0.0,0.1643225832206071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501343070835368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062859285076764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242801317695994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149537354065395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336373797035618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365284078611066,0.0,0.1071952953555224,0.0,0.0,0.15374964378876874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845612381020336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259092561743776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549570319729903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481340111954098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524718178128692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RelentlessReckless,2019/06/26,"Stopping Weight Loss on Dexedrine? I'm on Dexedrine instant release. 5mg three times a day. I also have a naturally fast metabolism and have always been skinny (5'1"" and 97lbs) despite the fact that I'm always hungry and always eating. I switched from Adderall to Dexedrine about 2 months ago because the Adderall made me feel like death and I couldn't eat anything even if I tried. I spent most of my time on it trying not to throw up or pass out from hunger, but being unable to put food in my mouth without gagging it up because I had no appetite. Dexedrine has let my natural appetite come back and I have no complaints about it other than a very important one. Weight loss. I've dropped almost 10lbs in two months (leaving me at a whopping 89lbs and dropping) even though I've been eating a lot and very often. I work at a shipping warehouse so I'm fairly active but not nearly as active as many others at work. I need to stop this weight loss quickly, but without increasing my appetite (I eat every couple of hours so it wouldn't be practical to need to eat 7 or 8 times at work). I also don't want to try just overeating because that'll make me sick and that's not gonna help. Any suggestions? I'm afraid if I weigh in at anything less than 90lbs when I go back to the psychiatrist in August, they'll take me off the Dexedrine. I don't want to do that, it's helped me so much.",4.471652783036731,5.37918962230216,4.760200681560018,86.99473873532757,70.0431654676259,7.003710715638016,29.020068156001514,6.8360192770164,1.3831266187050355,1097,40,222,8,19,345,153,278,0.129,0.8140000000000001,0.057,-0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,6,16,5,0,1,10,0,17,14,2,2,1,39,33,24,1,8,13,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,10,12,2,1,0,1,6,11,4,0,3,5,4,24,1,39,20,5,42,0,3,0,0,4,18,0,8,17,141,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590374797147346,0.0,0.09704010139585037,0.0,0.0,0.15499576349967822,0.24190749646614004,0.0,0.0,0.0659012641177485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594952663365618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903367345020152,0.0,0.17722399930645996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347829580586574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722767395675822,0.0,0.06249811813029842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958091548309176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801461328258482,0.0,0.08164979033353567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489999690718083,0.06923162088231799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718242912089588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055075468345677114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991176696159806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543558489937776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026123596788111,0.0,0.09909574907296477,0.0,0.047344713716311035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823883424775843,0.0,0.0916973898479944,0.06468733427513053,0.0982502486152983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470325818725986,0.0,0.07123907195780922,0.14371320071648444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656678680252372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742004678510703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204008638248074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286330957894603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952123418034902,0.0,0.1695247911178967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738401294687316,0.0,0.09466575439382582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991971381036002,0.1143185674828446,0.0,0.0,0.3540262019099109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868331280204088,0.0,0.2116521435480964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohsopoliteindeed83,2019/06/26,"Caffeine Hi guys, I was on adderall for over 15 years and came off it about a year ago. Does anyone use caffeine at high doses to treat their adhd?",4.125,4.766139499999999,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.66666666666666,6.0,25.0,3.1291,0.3140000000000001,115,3,24,0,2,36,29,30,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,7,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942063160840512,0.0,0.2907625772816666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293534043931773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751579967445642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870452454739678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247831488211824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34656236576190963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832967895255639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224575556886551 adhd,Little_RedWagon,2019/06/26,"Have my medication now, scared to take it. I (19F) guess this is more just to get it off my chest?? Because I know the solution is to take the pills obviously, I’ve been trying to get medicated for ages now. I’ve got the prescription and I’m filling it tomorrow (would have done today after work but they would have been closed by the time I got there). I was going to fill it this morning at the chemist before work but I woke up too late and had to go straight there, and while I was cleaning up I was thinking it over like “am I just taking the easy way out of dealing with my problems?” And just generally thinking I don’t even need medication because it’s all in my head. Then I had such an AWFUL day in regards to concentrating that I remembered why I got diagnosed in the first place. So I’m taking them tomorrow morning before work. I’m worried but excited kind of. I nearly cried today in the middle of the bar (where I work) just because it got on top of me and my manager snapped at me for something....like stuff like that I can usually ignore but I just welled up and tried to hide it. like the past year of crap had just come to a point of change/ending. So I’m getting medicated tomorrow hopefully, if the chemist is open.",3.751564444444442,4.835694912000005,5.025066666666668,83.7729777777778,71.88,8.435555555555556,28.68888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.104742222222222,968,37,203,18,18,322,132,250,0.098,0.7909999999999999,0.11,0.271,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,6,17,11,1,1,13,1,20,10,3,0,2,36,45,15,0,6,11,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,1,0,13,11,1,1,4,1,0,5,1,4,1,1,14,0,25,7,34,29,2,46,0,0,0,0,3,22,1,3,21,138,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086581946625092,0.0,0.17761945247173094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899040389506202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464366391475578,0.06730891176544593,0.10759912241717932,0.0,0.1059316156657016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680499480284683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924393252640371,0.0,0.0,0.06893427008602987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877561269164667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358436894709422,0.0,0.11862980679165895,0.0,0.3338914174380199,0.0,0.11497343612171256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711197402385186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366125954272418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868351161533553,0.05735808177036771,0.0,0.11773197513884012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296722141846006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205602813520921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738776331143814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996313406781431,0.0,0.0,0.1090426475914017,0.0,0.09866176723356827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986635663564557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822892523569505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449086376013546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947672018269033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138878559615428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374996984194334,0.0,0.0,0.06085798820171971,0.0,0.1978578676454678,0.0,0.0,0.1417184336510974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494692449614605,0.0,0.0,0.08284268929014613,0.0,0.0,0.09383962528834287,0.0,0.09417614672098924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039254275431795,0.10599106290232196,0.0,0.14828047503866149,0.0,0.0,0.0672097558014892 adhd,smoresalot,2019/06/26,"I guess Adderall isn't high priority for my pharmacy? Was diagnosed with ADHD a couple of months ago, so I've been on that lovely ""what medication works for you"" journey (which could probably have its own post tbh). It's been pretty standard so far - start with a low dose, see doctor every two weeks, up dosage if necessary. Last appointment, my doctor decides to up me from 10 mg Adderall to 15, so writes me a prescription for 10 mg (she'd had me taking 2 x 5 mg pills previously). I run to my local pharmacy and drop it off, only to be told they don't have it available right that moment, but to stop by the next day and it should be ready. Ok, cool, I have a few days worth of meds leftover, I can do that. Show up the next day, only to be told that they're out and the order should come in tomorrow. Now I'm a little annoyed, but whatever. Guess what happens when I show up again. Another shrug, only this time, it's not supposed to be in until middle of next week. At which point, I'll be completely out of Adderall. But there's nothing I can do, so I wait. Middle of next/last week, I get an automated call from the pharmacy -- they're putting in a ""special order"" for my prescription and they'll call me when it's in. Guess who just called today -- 2 weeks out from getting the prescription, one week after running out of meds -- only to find out that they won't have it in until Sunday? Seriously?!",3.7919148936170224,4.7861899290780165,5.140205673758867,83.32350000000002,71.69503546099291,8.335035460992907,26.5113475177305,8.697196308434329,1.7985483687943264,1088,35,224,19,20,364,153,282,0.033,0.892,0.075,0.9076,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,3,1,10,7,1,0,12,2,25,7,0,0,0,30,40,16,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,19,12,0,2,2,2,1,5,4,3,0,2,6,2,21,4,44,23,2,63,0,1,1,1,13,26,0,4,28,142,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394565506374225,0.0,0.08404515854920339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941869752076957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904411001529317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816721827870783,0.09940862683147964,0.0,0.0,0.07569970416642192,0.1049077260464897,0.0,0.18343777907217934,0.0,0.0,0.09623223137207036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940882941504466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798832383468299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665649279315228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907076209775237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313338475118404,0.0,0.08384197955694789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017413262034408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456894450920972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502657856439793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557157363342646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062961952720807,0.09551316206838834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756780709192355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033347480886549,0.0,0.0,0.09097471566685177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424709643171765,0.28843533488831274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896280298599485,0.0,0.09080373203179956,0.09645793678885443,0.10222342205286608,0.0,0.0,0.09531229394838583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096896962678815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555292566614254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710845447447995,0.0,0.0,0.07926711623726036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128685942801677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055285666745124785,0.0,0.08987073395600052,0.18119394693398855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261759265557423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802625234512684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902429902393235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Umklopp,2019/06/26,"Finally Started Meds: A Journey Day 3 of meds & it's like a fucking miracle. *I can notice something needs doing and then just do it.* And I can just do that one task without spinning off into addressing every other little issue I encounter along the way. *I can file tasks away to do later & actually go back to them.* If this really is what it's like to feel normal, no wonder everyone's always been endlessly frustrated with me! The difference is almost unfathomable. I just see ""sweep under the table"" instead of ""decide where to put the chairs, put the chairs there, sweep under the table, move the chairs back, sweep around the high chair, sweep around the garbage can, sweep the rest of the kitchen because God knows when I'll have the gumption to sweep again, etc."" I never even realized that I was doing all of those calculations when deciding something needed to be done—and thus deciding now was not the time to do it. My son is 3. Yesterday is the first time I have ever made his lunch without carefully considering and worrying about every single choice. It is not actually normal to consciously acknowledge that it's acceptable to use the topmost plate in this instant. I have no idea how or why this is related to ADD. Maybe it's because I'm also manually making myself stay on task? Or maybe it's because I automatically filter out extraneous input? But apparently ""not getting shit done"" and ""overthinking everything"" are treatable conditions. It's a friggin miracle.",5.635124299719883,7.617614966911763,6.467310924369753,71.76480392156864,68.44852941176471,9.739775910364145,31.702380952380953,10.07000556051586,3.60758662464986,1189,51,193,31,21,392,160,272,0.043,0.879,0.078,0.8908,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,1,19,7,3,0,18,0,25,4,1,5,3,47,40,13,0,5,12,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,18,11,2,0,11,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,5,2,15,4,29,34,4,37,0,0,1,1,3,13,2,5,19,142,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.21394027311801667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976534200878774,0.0,0.0,0.08766047616260463,0.09120991803783274,0.23753940779875996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516429696229928,0.0,0.0,0.10298854591712164,0.16857703054488862,0.0,0.200464061931314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176158320695677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069373602046933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452617404753472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435198876996826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225165323245152,0.07240083020815194,0.0991546269471415,0.18471368088017268,0.10474350309282343,0.0985164676601672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542552291497352,0.0,0.0,0.12007979268418632,0.0,0.09323995239365196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133891994870216,0.05727022812729383,0.0,0.06229772570616793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158161157973175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374396926999436,0.0,0.11441140870670778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060242499617955386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710641515469912,0.10986478184491016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372202020811837,0.07317003247329776,0.0,0.2202495197227273,0.0,0.2435189980427531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165052586401428,0.0,0.1625588638193347,0.08454319602119892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480228425889356,0.0,0.1247993975361133,0.0,0.0,0.07427914737408063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039022218780666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702232975809945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735035840978196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252001965535276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877666060276694,0.0,0.0,0.0775873005444615,0.11683687158165425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783681803270075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467367787777016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700867469543397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891206797279432,0.0,0.0,0.21133327254137374,0.11887469051022675,0.0,0.11132113155322633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BluePuppy10,2019/06/26,How to move away from the edge? The last 2 days I've had an overwhelming feeling move over me and make my heart flutter or stop! Just so many different things from my personal and work life that need attending to right now. It causes a panic and makes the tunnel very dark. How do you get a handle on it and not feel so overwhelmed?,3.688208955223878,4.984040208955225,4.07779104477612,89.69370149253733,72.28358208955223,7.748059701492537,23.84776119402985,8.238735603445708,1.142644179104478,262,7,56,4,5,82,54,67,0.09,0.8640000000000001,0.046,-0.6169,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,3,6,0,2,2,1,5,0,16,8,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,7,7,0,11,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798225720099064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274056240122457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276386423923515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312821486592118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386033824922646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156554955724452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232181061494064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044423499723947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635856521332028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29552934023386923,0.22443212010867905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705577004118817,0.0,0.16414135729414614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597273196850758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932897520263111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904682087610392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507332369106616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706687487640538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265155011548634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611583345301561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,4sakenshadow,2019/06/26,ADHD and The path of Awakening Any fellow ADDers out there on the path of awakening? I'm on this journey now and I feel stuck at times and I wonder how much my ADD helped me discover this path and how much it's in my way lol. Also this path is lonely as fuuu cause most people don't know what the hl you're talking about.,0.8368322981366418,2.842256782608697,2.619503105590063,93.83869565217393,82.62318840579711,5.681987577639752,17.10351966873706,6.868970318607317,-0.1470306418219458,254,5,57,3,7,84,51,69,0.067,0.892,0.042,-0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,0,13,7,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,9,6,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792315280666087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523463846229351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458581017576675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241582670172732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955229694948572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150748880181225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173418827329216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639332546010807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876364731985845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536283067176924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840005910555024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504700573323173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422020925118225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skippyperson,2019/06/26,"r/adhdmemes recommendation Y'all should try r/adhdmemes , it's a funny relatable subredddit for people like us , try it , you'll probably like it. No problem if you don't",3.1082258064516104,6.176957806451616,5.703467741935487,67.97520161290325,83.83870967741936,10.841935483870973,30.330645161290327,10.125756701596842,4.774025806451615,136,7,22,6,4,48,24,31,0.149,0.61,0.24100000000000002,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745871451942999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657781534013007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133340715344279,0.3668300935933831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205615587820894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611428575736404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jaymef,2019/06/26,"How noticeable is Vyvanse? I feel as if it is not working. I'm 36 and have been recently diagnosed with ADHD and have never been on medication before. I got a prescription for 30mg Vynvase and have been taking it for the past ten days around 8am each morning. So far I haven't really noticed much at all, maybe at most I feel a bit more edgy. I'm just wondering if perhaps I haven't given it long enough to start working, if the dose may be too low or if it's just not working for me. What are you experiences with it?",3.012591743119266,4.036636073394497,4.879713302752292,84.34507454128442,73.58715596330275,8.385779816513761,27.386467889908253,8.841846274778883,1.9681458715596327,408,15,88,8,8,140,74,109,0.026000000000000002,0.9740000000000001,0.0,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,4,0,13,3,0,1,2,24,22,11,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,2,7,0,11,15,7,12,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,8,6,64,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282558571763821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907567580885524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616142504388181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735155807190214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248747726048068,0.0,0.0,0.19277233912552533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624580152981386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578546653187947,0.0,0.0,0.19206602621008284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190231251779238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680797950603324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190807627077864,0.0,0.0,0.1913318999952281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961851120537472,0.0,0.14648373933974204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324672659371181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130721854888399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167237226106538,0.0,0.18753041984483465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443160944825552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280178735250346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596819138971584,0.4148082837619299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,418mav,2019/06/26,"Just got diagnosed yesterday I’m not exactly sure where to go from there. I also have : ptsd, generalized anxiety, and major depressive disorder.",5.531250000000004,9.165059625000003,7.688333333333336,54.19,77.75,14.866666666666667,37.16666666666667,11.855464076750405,7.8455166666666685,117,7,15,7,3,41,23,24,0.332,0.6679999999999999,0.0,-0.7883,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914722452170541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788240221742815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31392363526881273,0.3699366351221373,0.0,0.0,0.417722390782506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714076375550264,0.0,0.2915056725203303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260542839435678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34351540051698914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PMmeOodlesofNoodles,2019/06/26,"The importance of support and empathy and ADHD One of the most frustrating parts of having inattentive type ADHD is feeling judged and incompetent for not managing basic tasks that others do without even thinking. Having a supportive family made a huge difference for my brother and me. I really related to this cartoon. &#x200B; [Falling Letters (Bokstavsbarn)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQ71vgRzCA4)",12.83352459016394,15.513941491803285,10.862418032786886,44.346413934426266,52.114754098360656,14.624590163934426,49.67622950819672,13.427899808715575,8.49463606557377,345,21,33,13,4,106,51,61,0.096,0.733,0.171,0.4417,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,2,7,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512394980549261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309773372492573,0.25903355303215003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272473415657526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080148747598106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009644310697392,0.0,0.10778876496479256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171336001714069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445434408210114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308500637857718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656673171351566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838217742029999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365953007126258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549515137771135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25903355303215003,0.0 adhd,bluemint2020,2019/06/26,"Overwhelmed by all the projects I wish to complete Today I'm finding myself motivated to do so many things that i'm too overwhelmed to do any of them. I really love music, and I want to work on songs with my sister which is something we always say we will do and never will. I've also wanted (for a long time) to create an audio room to record songs and such, so now I want to research that but I don't even have the money for that anyway. I want to take the dog for a canoe ride. I want to get going on that home work out routine that I found months ago because I hate going to the gym but I love the way I feel when i'm exercising regularly. I need to start reading this book for an independent study next semester. I also have like 5 other books I want to read and have barley started. I really need to clean my room. I took my meds this morning for the first time in a week or two because its the summer and I don't really *need* to take them, but I've been tired of feeling foggy and spending my days doing nothing because I don't have the energy or motivation to do anything. So now I have the energy and motivation, but there are so many things that I want to accomplish with this motivation I'm stuck here still doing nothing because I don't know where to start or what to do.",4.239795109054857,4.557494689138579,5.694095615774401,82.21263053536022,70.27340823970036,8.379731218330027,26.56730557391496,8.313332769828598,1.5779523683630754,1010,29,212,14,17,343,130,267,0.059000000000000004,0.768,0.17300000000000001,0.9712,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,8,17,6,1,2,14,0,21,4,0,5,2,42,53,21,0,11,7,1,2,1,0,2,2,4,4,0,15,12,0,0,9,8,2,4,5,3,0,2,4,6,30,3,32,47,1,31,0,2,0,2,8,7,0,3,20,147,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506407078619937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152369460977893,0.08923441219897282,0.0,0.0,0.07292862750377396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825150035431316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614963097330336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244179796905426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916258796898955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083270838662829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845013490938296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801776934181397,0.09122047825825938,0.0,0.1175859465168763,0.0,0.0,0.05602981839453449,0.0,0.1218968518843946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587983886060004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757304527383636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893771377554927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052393304394289485,0.0,0.0,0.09490630284554492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935812192777791,0.0,0.0,0.21745427434034686,0.0,0.0,0.1191223230823124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559999903643957,0.0,0.0,0.23855702821650976,0.08271208399995493,0.0,0.11405369358779445,0.0,0.0,0.20580428329717107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454318978345155,0.0,0.2061070161157605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528359887140659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256057250016638,0.0,0.0,0.2277205365534361,0.0,0.08564405775056265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126613758062966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249440115909068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250680140925402,0.12325956225088155,0.1016534201598208,0.0,0.11915044515593655,0.0,0.0,0.10476041138172547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44278113898374016,0.08512416313583586,0.08602352371206946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332366697512948,0.0,0.0,0.15614774156294556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,steele_tech,2019/06/26,"Do you guys have a ""first game syndrome"" Do you have this weird phenomenon where you perform spectacularly on a video game on your first try of the day and then suddenly become worse after that? You play really focused on that first game with good reflexes, predicting what happens next and then you play more and fall into this aggressive unfocused state where you end up using only your muscle and pattern memory for the rest of the subsequent times on autopilot. For mobile casual games I usually set my highscore on first tries of the day. I also notice this when I play League of legends, kind of a strategy/action game that lasts 30 mins per game. In that game I can literally notice the exact moment my brain goes poof and my playstyle becomes doo doo. Some people call this tilt, but I just really tilt myself on my own after playing for 15 minutes.",10.307520215633422,8.338985484276732,9.669829290206653,66.191320754717,58.937106918239,13.110871518418687,37.17969451931715,11.765960540728905,4.339935489667567,688,23,117,16,7,221,99,159,0.042,0.878,0.08,0.5972,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,0,5,5,9,1,0,8,0,5,1,1,1,1,12,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,0,13,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,18,7,20,7,4,33,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,19,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605914550729502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481867829109649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597068928983006,0.16096103535572234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033206376595128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961615233800104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363305900407008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322151784217811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608156737972134,0.13939444343779545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415063254706513,0.0,0.12849202813725358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764460663394004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589326935447077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988708755153267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928295442158753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019676204209576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191713729504228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140450762185754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614440005056438,0.1736106064751012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064161165967505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,halpisforgotten,2019/06/26,"I just failed my first class... I don’t study, I never study but I failed a class. Linear Algebra, my final exam is worth 50% and I didn’t do well enough to pass. I didn’t expect it to be math either I always do good in math. I feel so bad I want to cry it’s such a weird feeling I don’t want to feel it anymore ahhhhhh oh my godddddddddddddddd help meeeeee",-1.7638461538461527,0.07360928205128303,0.9705128205128232,98.79115384615385,103.6153846153846,3.4256410256410263,13.692307692307693,5.369823440869387,-1.1448769230769231,276,6,66,2,13,94,48,78,0.222,0.57,0.20800000000000002,-0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,13,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,4,1,1,2,3,13,2,5,10,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,41,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323974874342961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698758588249417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320133820721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067946521563681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28858847348950617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42366288257694973,0.0,0.0,0.30595622396964456,0.0,0.23756989514879484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342610819372289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720689935864224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154110732436161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294732272236932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511215553981923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,troytlb2,2019/06/26,"Help me calm my mind? Hello, this is my first time posting on this subreddit, not sure if this is the best outpost to express my feelings but nonetheless I can't think of anywhere better. Okay, some context; I've went through mental hell the past couple of months, finally pushed myself over the edge w/ depression and ended up getting the true help I needed to reach remission... all good but since school let out my ADHD symptoms have just ramped up and became so intrusive to the point where I'm struggling to sleep. Every night it's just constant music in my head, I just can't get the fucking music out of my head and I can't stop thinking.... just my mind won't shut its trap. With that all said, I don't want to get help with ADHD as I know the professional help won't do shit, they'll tell me to go to a therapist and prescribe me some bullshit... I'm already taking enough psychoactive drugs to turn a horse into a stripper so that's out of the question and therapy isn't effective in the slightest for me. Sorry for rambling, just does anyone have any advice of calming an overactive mind or sleeping at night with bad ADHD? just need a hug man",5.14265785609398,5.970712810572689,5.490854625550663,82.64999706314245,68.47136563876651,8.167870778267256,30.111306901615272,8.238735603445708,2.0999188839941256,916,34,175,12,15,292,139,227,0.107,0.703,0.18899999999999997,0.9576,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,10,15,3,1,14,1,14,9,5,1,4,42,32,12,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,7,12,0,1,6,0,0,3,8,6,0,1,2,2,19,9,31,26,6,28,1,1,0,2,11,14,3,5,10,110,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385770473057609,0.10455668243494896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807436100581145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727619438930335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481511389691026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933841226112069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122872361281492,0.09463056090666548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156262458842868,0.0,0.0,0.11839065760987234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215675803832367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936342008548808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240830875547517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476799362810624,0.1105569814333762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014997728285827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410113217241121,0.0,0.0,0.11721049064722215,0.0,0.0910119873101914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891743034639,0.16770527467347462,0.0,0.06080912394169734,0.08974439544702954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196205314738568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868725759741189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880300740197344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941215514776882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782827656349106,0.0,0.3241108080395658,0.0,0.0854043540968987,0.0,0.0,0.15867452600814172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008197415093306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214118538378428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114718710702278,0.0,0.1024739926581899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986164600347254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177908942070124,0.0,0.0,0.10828714480899722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983135810473313,0.08850940701853767,0.0,0.2141494704399952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977489974094407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089454670040305,0.0,0.11185697989629398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084384255035116,0.11121133258308692,0.08044877612622542,0.0,0.09352049870655857,0.0,0.1223609237839814,0.12423230129266614,0.0,0.13711930775712725,0.0,0.0,0.06239108108639237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638251457496605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310987584590573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991877200995776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gearboyadvanced,2019/06/26,"An object at rest stays at rest. Well my meatsuit is lazy but my brain could power a country. What to do? The title is kinda weird but i really like the ""an object in motion stays in motion; an object at rest stays at rest"" thing. Because I have found that SO TRUE But. Basically right now. I am having a lot of trouble starting tasks or transitioning from tasks and falling into time sinks. And at 27. Its embarrassing to have this problem (at least in my situation with my family dynamic) I need to get a job and get some gov't paperwork in. I have some logos and photos to edit freelance style. But i find I just keep winding up on youtube and then hours have passed. Or going out for a quick coffee and then getting home 9 hours later and not being able to sit down to work on things. Im either ON or OFF right now and its really frustrating because I really need a job and to get active again and keep up with my responsibilities. Right now my big things are I have that forest app that locks stuff like youtube and the internet for a set period of time to grow a tree and if you open those apps the tree dies. And I have alarms set for points of the day (9am to remind me to eat breakfast if i havent yet, 11 45 am to remind me its almost mid day, 3 30 pm for time passing reasons, 5ish to remind me ppl are coming home, 9/10 pm for anxiety meds and to wind down) but they arent as effective lately and a lot of ir is I just forget to use them or dismiss the alarm without paying attention. I could really use some tips or advice if anyone has any? Just on how you try and break those sort of addictive behaviours for games/youtube/netflix and how to motivate, especially. If you can.",3.6302631578947375,4.782122529239769,4.9954923976608185,83.61295789473687,72.24561403508774,8.045099415204678,24.20631578947368,8.488131031819089,1.4215942456140351,1323,36,272,22,25,442,178,342,0.098,0.8320000000000001,0.071,-0.7587,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,2,4,13,12,1,3,17,0,22,4,1,7,1,70,36,37,1,9,20,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,14,23,2,2,6,0,1,8,4,7,1,0,1,0,27,5,52,32,11,62,0,0,0,0,5,28,0,17,21,190,41,6,0.10548319347470217,0.0,0.0,0.11499225079156356,0.0,0.10307695584687533,0.0,0.0,0.10562618124918567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173218873562946,0.0,0.08069435428795016,0.0,0.0,0.0737563014839218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860315136514738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775412930434677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086443105819512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843949348795592,0.0,0.0,0.13605586676862666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094749011782387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793564083274036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944016704413898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640972784670257,0.0,0.0,0.11565687709904755,0.0,0.0,0.22044245972909926,0.0,0.059948529712820775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161648725803667,0.0,0.20775939520266795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393994995955815,0.0,0.20935158639975665,0.18751661804058653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898963676397192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306752033966284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793560779549934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716804846663095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642890277760066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997157130148313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100933170338841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703009391657266,0.10845429109305857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702462126310551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185675290381219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466154726041145,0.3372931477756512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075301989560328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023503994749068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845242951654109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161616427065265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822072227177824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484205895602507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168203433307567,0.0,0.0767930211483541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PaleStormCloud,2019/06/26,"Professionalism and ADHD I’m struggling with my new job as an ABA therapist. Because of my ADHD I feel inferior, incompetent and have a massive fear of failure. Although, I have a Bachelors degree is Psych/Soc and have had a prior job in the same role- I’m scared of failing. I feel like my brain can’t handle everything it needs to. I also feel like I sound uneducated and all over the place when I speak to coworkers. How do you deal with feelings of inadequacy in a professional setting?",3.433924349881796,5.886601021276598,5.806737588652487,72.0338888888889,76.02127659574468,8.433096926713949,29.59338061465721,9.150863307647796,2.9783323877068564,392,18,70,10,9,138,64,94,0.242,0.7070000000000001,0.051,-0.9584,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,3,7,0,7,1,1,1,1,14,14,9,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,10,2,12,13,2,8,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,47,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525074566917621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505526469453105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476245799830875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016208662021732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408933147257204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691972896248931,0.0,0.0,0.2118465180428327,0.3807626674397152,0.26898809466282864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373640962698719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395011083960044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959351068904766,0.0,0.18182412187564134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669318947563616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848259573684306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681178714214914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858610218924426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jiin666,2019/06/26,"How do you deal with your impulse control issues? Hello all! One of my most prominent ADD/ADHD symptoms that I really struggle with is impulse control, to the point where I've accidentally injured myself cuz of it. One of the best examples of this is, a little over two years ago, when I was 17, i was at work and in the bathroom. There was an empty toilet paper roll in reach and i grabbed it, held it in my hand, took out my box cutter, and cut it right down the middle, in the process slicing my hand open. I needed to go to the hospital that was 45 minutes away to get 8 stitches. This is an extreme example, but it's something that I really struggle to deal with. This brings me to my point. How do you guys handle your impulse control issues? Is there anything you can recommend?",4.273131964809386,5.391250412903229,5.3596480938416455,81.73401759530792,70.67741935483872,7.7008797653958965,30.21994134897361,8.00094639256281,2.1033225806451608,614,25,117,8,11,203,93,155,0.07400000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.087,0.4665,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,5,6,4,1,2,9,0,11,4,2,6,1,19,17,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,8,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,3,6,3,18,1,22,11,3,22,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,1,3,88,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793285372988663,0.0,0.1322709088051555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279198711715708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019326756033454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659290084536634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020750229208679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076701203799173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795915889085597,0.0,0.08480284531207435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774721926323556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114853033400816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955355102339274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106417130506318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222513657680052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821145481461733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118307689602354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274295793169613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148737042897206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119857530694253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509247334389292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578437610524135,0.0,0.0,0.14576227070505793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863096600846232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609015944375164 adhd,Dominant_Genes,2019/06/26,"Struggling with impulse control regarding work and wanting to flee the scenes of my crime instead of doing the hard work of actually owning my errors and getting it don’t so I can actually learn and develop I’ve had a massive fuck up at work and it’s giving me this anxious mentality that I need to abandon ship before everyone figures out I’m a massive fuck up and can preserve my “reputation” as a hard worker who is great with details (LOL). Historically I’ve gotten so far behind, that I abandon ship so I don’t have to face the consequences of my actions (like being on performance review or losing bonuses). This caused a string of 1.5 years max tenure within roles and suddenly interviewers asking me why I was job hopping so often. As a result, I’ve forced myself (and painfully so) to remain in my current job. However, I feel I hate it (like I do any job and all work it seems) and routinely fantasize if I had actually become the music teacher I always dreamed to be but couldn’t handle time management required to be on my own in college so never finished. I am in pursuit of an ADHD diagnosis and I mentioned to my therapist that I’ve been doing soul searching about a new job but that I can’t tell if it’s my boredom or actually me not liking the role I’m in. He said switching jobs now before trying medication is a bad choice because I won’t know why I’m actually potentially feeling better. Is it the new job? Is it the meds? He said actually dealing with the emotions I’m fleeing from is more critical right now. Another rambling post from me today but does any one else relate? Anyone impulsively switch jobs to cover up their massive fuck ups? Are you extra paranoid because you’re a constant procrastinator? Sometimes I feel like I’m losing my mind!!!",5.237368421052633,6.5191195350877225,6.839429824561408,71.40809210526318,68.56140350877193,8.97485380116959,34.13304093567251,9.2995712137729,3.3759040935672515,1419,68,240,28,24,489,189,342,0.155,0.807,0.038,-0.9871,9,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,12,11,18,4,1,17,1,25,6,1,3,2,42,47,25,0,5,8,0,5,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,14,14,0,4,7,1,1,3,7,11,0,1,7,7,31,7,36,35,5,32,1,4,0,3,15,15,3,6,17,158,45,19,0.0,0.0,0.4531111454810663,0.0,0.09300410519957647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439216241528388,0.0,0.0,0.10525159321889514,0.08114699062332859,0.0,0.08742525425221358,0.0,0.05411077215088555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234637500967027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461489154242969,0.09434876317547317,0.08546783373438095,0.13170123155216704,0.0,0.0,0.06844249046772542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949774039275456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362782758478562,0.08679607264066942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797825730181793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772186319157568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464688740622973,0.08704993070255214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394657081372745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738753910553835,0.05528527029444372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462903375111952,0.04043150032876281,0.07423663785227118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531941297053311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864705822667472,0.07640361618804188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375624207174468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252985753252228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512294677756315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731524600679404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595948341205607,0.07795923563722804,0.07798786903658914,0.0,0.07813878405030243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738146128339256,0.05968560575886224,0.14948164507496053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243941694801962,0.0,0.08234519742625661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411533016924042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608805368540396,0.14722546903976882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045019545059814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653769690502643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090166862533528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763962698661034,0.0,0.0,0.08985224239971709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045124967363748505,0.0,0.07335380353495083,0.0,0.0,0.052540676107714485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564484279304842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965941605372173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253545574566289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983467457082332 adhd,usernametaefuck,2019/06/26,Concerta and alcohol Has anyone had issues drinking on their meds? When I'm drunk I'm much more likley to get angry and just generally be a dick but it's the next day that gets me. I get super dizzy and shakey and have actually passed out and apparently do a seizure type jolting and then spew when I wake up. Can't find anything on the Internet about this and my doctor basically just said I shouldn't be getting drunk 🙄. I've decided just to not take my meds if I know I'll be drinking but I was wondering if anyone else has had similar experiences.,2.7576785714285705,4.7618865535714265,4.686928571428575,81.40807142857145,76.32142857142857,8.40857142857143,26.378571428571423,9.120678840339163,2.2682650000000004,442,17,89,11,10,151,77,112,0.105,0.846,0.049,-0.4767,1,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,12,8,2,0,0,22,22,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,8,5,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,9,1,7,14,2,10,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,3,5,55,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.18253500987790255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999008700464948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615811266856305,0.19165608128227135,0.15392721762991576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206325636097873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914548514088213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664779721676762,0.0,0.0,0.1562572938091396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829719870997122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096142787944005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39090617225336094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523287798088665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279845961276364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155434791715943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750417031015333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893109628618508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792854609825082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063923987721935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028490708203132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,garishindeed,2019/06/26,"All-in-One app to help manage adhd I’m looking for an app for a college student that will help him keep track of everything. Calendar, Lists, Reminders, Etc. Thanks!",2.1966129032258053,5.038922129032258,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,85.7741935483871,5.680645161290323,27.10483870967742,7.1686216300943375,1.7533806451612906,130,6,23,2,4,41,28,31,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349169794455349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035988588502957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32524005094641123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851294860887069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32166115041114546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038933290498254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331762626412443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jloverly87,2019/06/26,"ADHD and Maths--PS Any STAT whizzes here? Need HALP Does anyone else have problem with math/science? ? my brain can just whir and whir in a circle and still not grasp a simple concept. Some days I think it's just brain fog, because sometimes when I come back to something I know I am should be grasping, I'll just have it. Other days, I really just think I'm utterly dense at math/science. &#x200B; Right now my brain is telling me, "" try again later, noone that understands math right now is home"". I'm trying to understand Latin Squares, but I can't seem to find any layman's explanations that give a good overview with examples that actually make sense to me. &#x200B; My brain just sees, **GOBBLEDY GOOK, STATS, NOOOOOOOO** I have this feeling when you keep trying different keys and not a one fits. Even though you know the right one is there somewhere, on your giant janitor key ring of a mind. Yup, missing all the keys today. &#x200B; Seriously though, if anyone is good with stats/experimental design, I would be eternally grateful if you had an ADHD friendly explanation for latin squares so I can finish my experimental design. Cause I'm dumb with all the maths today apparently.",3.7623764145324574,6.598059059360738,3.9106928727417127,83.98413341274569,77.12785388127854,6.548421679571175,26.41671629938456,7.7425588080867325,1.7102311296406592,950,37,169,15,23,293,135,219,0.052000000000000005,0.862,0.086,0.8529,2,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,0,0,18,7,1,0,9,1,16,4,4,3,2,42,34,12,0,6,10,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,1,11,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,5,19,3,13,29,3,24,0,1,3,0,7,8,1,4,15,96,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.08954244964191023,0.0,0.22055026867588676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982588572613881,0.3344875841059367,0.12479700284831174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831847917388325,0.09401678624973284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055614190050909,0.0,0.055934748855803657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097285380306772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426061336283764,0.0,0.0790412844042176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835247670492555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586744957247996,0.0,0.0,0.08029793464537131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665193034171942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060605210963433014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046395538550638715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386503529839855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089190651039555,0.0,0.0,0.08802251464480232,0.0,0.1539243040384917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204062997583363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155861520538445,0.0,0.0,0.10085545670717004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124909398823656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264929639030478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803730155733413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435502145065792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779989408024956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058782444237288824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350821713510015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311914634040008,0.08353292309815646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063969496017411,0.09075088449060224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327795740078097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020042702965334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175894823939903,0.1803032923619516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395147282278556,0.0,0.0,0.18689272167776214,0.0,0.0,0.191046367512782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518216164660129,0.0,0.3344875841059367,0.0 adhd,wellokaythanmadam,2019/06/26,"Watching YouTube whilst studying Weirdly enough watching video's during my stusy sessions helps me al lot, i usually don't even really watch it, more as background noise... This in combinatie with the pomodoro technique is pure gold (20 min on, 5 off, 20 on, 5 off, 20 on, 20 off) Times are adjustable, sometimes it's 5 on 5 of...",5.767741935483872,6.568433677419358,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,67.06451612903226,8.135483870967743,36.467741935483865,8.07648339933343,2.8407935483870967,256,13,48,3,4,79,48,62,0.039,0.915,0.046,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,11,3,3,12,0,0,3,0,1,8,0,1,4,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359536732209556,0.0,0.2786725999069635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828024780091348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586992611471981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702912225546927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172873012538739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460235493335197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646826355116817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nafenzer,2019/06/26,"ADHD keeps me from solving my problems and bettering my life How does one solve the problems in one's life when he can't be aware of them for more than a minute? I can't say for certain if this is because of my ADHD or not, but when I try to think about my problems and afflictions in order to find a solution for them, my thoughts derail. I catch myself wondering about the mindset Ian Mckellen has when he takes on roles like magneto or gandalf, or the way a video game character's lips move or what it was like when I went to a buffet for the first time in my life. My focus only lasts a minute and then I fall down a spiral of day dreaming. My problems, ergo, persist on and keep coming back with their consequences, more bitter and horrifying than ever. what can I do? (Medication and therapy are not options. Don't ask why, they just aren't)",4.8048021390374345,5.389080635294121,5.569037433155081,82.66157754010696,69.11764705882352,8.53475935828877,29.572192513368982,8.575989854853784,2.1007647058823533,668,24,134,10,11,218,106,170,0.141,0.7879999999999999,0.071,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,3,10,9,1,0,10,0,11,5,1,1,2,31,20,18,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,8,0,2,4,3,0,5,6,5,0,3,3,2,20,4,22,16,2,24,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,7,13,95,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433633907475443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335483878819518,0.0,0.0,0.1098452351315245,0.0,0.08708193892960284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634198000064034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305531788744725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212844751618304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501173213430705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921882982731892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305651680140935,0.12151079493128955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394884195538314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644436301950604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027041600279585,0.1395816419204251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390949426933095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518302640403651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360194878987186,0.10864623857668344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467645905790873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360253850157333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740777151728413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336499791883566,0.0,0.0,0.09153451418003998,0.0,0.11340942419841404,0.08329880583303284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698789457626804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339016115670995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324262778225513,0.1289027256999143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491812007930736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,igotlumbagoo,2019/06/26,"Maintaining Relationships Hello all, 21 (m) I've recently been tested by a psychologist who diagnosed me with adhd inattentive type. This wasn't really a suprise to me, being as I was diagnosed with add as a child. The frustrating thing is that it was basically left untreated up until this point and I'm just now realizing how detrimental it's been to my ability to maintain relationships with people. I'm still trying to find the right meds that work for me, but what I'm really wondering is how I might explain to those I've neglected in my life that I actually have a neurological disorder. Should I just tell them? Or is it better to keep something like this private? I apologize, this is all very new to me.",6.998833333333334,7.4025766148148175,8.385324074074077,65.00020833333339,64.33333333333334,13.268518518518519,35.393518518518526,12.602617957971056,5.05524074074074,573,25,101,22,8,199,87,135,0.076,0.843,0.081,-0.2755,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,1,0,6,0,13,4,0,2,2,21,19,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,14,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,12,2,17,11,2,10,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,73,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.17797966016334735,0.0,0.21918912216969735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130308842320795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702301471183903,0.0,0.0,0.20902690827443046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669490885817673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211053724459926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815984265357564,0.0,0.12882262330334227,0.08910320199522268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258658121399825,0.0,0.0,0.1934797165220109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761467974674524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264415225789427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241104257825074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367865165097776,0.0,0.18008137278221506,0.39162252889649735,0.0,0.15575422657013524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040747101886075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565143133576902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941092526255934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116727086076486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238261972365578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048521201379206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778676273225268,0.13277711645056514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pantalonesdeperro,2019/06/26,"ADHD + People pleaser Hi guys, anyone here who’s a people pleaser too? I hate this in myself but I’m always trying to make people to like me, even though I am aware that this is not in my control I can’t help it... it got a bit better with time but it is still pretty bad, specially in work situations as I am now losing my 2nd job in a row because of this (I usually say I understand things and say that I am better than I actually am in fear of my bosses realizing I actually suck and don’t understand some things and then of course I do a shitty job (also I’m way to slow and not motivated enough and then my brain makes me focus on dumb shit which deviates me from doing my job)) Anyway, was wondering if anyone’s like this and what are you doing about it.",2.2097211538461536,3.6241763375000033,4.771250000000002,82.77644230769229,76.25,7.6730769230769225,21.68269230769231,8.384062270229773,1.1744086538461538,594,15,125,11,13,211,96,160,0.195,0.665,0.139,-0.9242,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,6,9,12,4,1,4,0,13,2,2,5,0,22,23,14,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,15,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,2,20,5,17,21,3,14,0,1,0,0,7,6,3,3,9,92,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.2576951884269619,0.0,0.15868100345517092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558873555264824,0.109864106802375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846445724994887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024412101054733,0.08048761064531232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335493265180965,0.14414856078552832,0.0,0.0,0.14739527625439794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808903190922856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364279589397425,0.0,0.08720819746016763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857663697868806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560084492753308,0.0,0.0,0.13073589604608676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303577133321792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850060735314175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39307455832739335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901174441242794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771394260152146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762694328712203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746103567907817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343275633661374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999984611333547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355325355263826,0.0,0.14841342550464773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105443714771339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543702840531522,0.0,0.12972420088188996,0.0,0.0769909574076958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964343228822574,0.0,0.0,0.2749072080972538,0.0,0.0,0.14541844102198448,0.0,0.0,0.10480362810442666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431868592283755,0.09612341098728372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Burjennio,2019/06/26,"Vyvanse 30mg daily since last Nov - sleeeeeepy! Hi all, I've been on this dosage since being prescribed it last November. There has been no titration which has been a little frustrating, as after switching over from Private to NHS care I've had one appointment in 7 months.... Anyhoo, I've noticed that I am becoming increasingly sleepy earlier in the day. I take my medication between 7-8am daily, and after an initial raise of motivation I am ending up very tired and disinterested by early afternoon, and my ADHD-PI symptoms are becoming much more pronounced after this (procrastination, lack of motivation, lethargy, racing thoughts, incoherent, forgetfulness, speech patterns etc). My project work for my MSc is being hit hard, as I am finding it difficult to prolong my attention to it. It's also affecting my performance in sports, as my soccer games at 6pm Mon and Weds see me performing poorly, with reaction times and ball control being noticeably slowed down / clunky Is this *normal*? I am aware this is a long period to not have a dose adjusted, but its only been the last couple of weeks it's becoming a real issue. I'm abusing caffeine to stay alert, which is then making sleeping at night a problem - despite feeling so tired! I Has anyone had similar issues previously, and how did you overcome them?",8.102014652014653,8.86321878632479,8.37643467643468,64.77769230769232,61.991452991453,11.301098901098905,38.50915750915751,11.062562989136584,4.743218315018315,1052,51,160,27,14,346,162,234,0.113,0.851,0.036000000000000004,-0.9417,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,6,4,4,1,0,8,0,23,6,1,6,1,26,31,14,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,13,7,0,1,7,4,1,1,2,3,0,1,8,4,16,1,28,19,6,30,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,18,108,29,5,0.0,0.1491393836559856,0.0,0.0,0.15127535334069905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006609041518762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801360068029067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170518081870049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833630967494786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411777096196614,0.0,0.13927651139461342,0.0,0.08117792301851742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114864619460392,0.0,0.14038210248383126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364536783216572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504599766631347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275783298963565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26275823152829314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307810837759227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615820446199014,0.0,0.11139398875331452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840214649521412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680419742639698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047093864215877,0.0,0.09253142450217401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812364920192522,0.1233291963146581,0.0,0.28661537658755354,0.0,0.0,0.0852950663927041,0.09573238483021486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044383423340485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327147450777947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030479459419167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824753716242372,0.0,0.12596429381349802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416428528029248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083064780972076,0.0946411238102001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992941111415216,0.07339778569763235,0.28934588914413073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385872891224887,0.0,0.0,0.10096804053675734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163732674228137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CrystalGazelle,2019/06/26,"Looking like I'm going to fail out of university due to my poor time management So I'm super stressed out right now, this is probably going to be rambling and not make much sense. I have 3 referrals for essays from uni, I didn't submit anything for the 3 assessments for various reasons (I genuinely forgot, I left it too late, and I got stressed out so pretended itd go away). These assignments neeed to be handed in by 5th July, I've only just realised how close this is. I'm currently not in my home country and don't have access to a laptop, just my phone, so it's near impossible to write up an actual essay. They're 2500, 2500 and 4500 words each. I've written about 2000 words collectively. I'm arriving back home late on July 2nd and I have no idea how I'm going to get all this work done in under 3 days. I'm stressed out and it's sort of ruining the holiday I'm on currently but I cant do much about it. It's also all my fault, I should've done the work before I came away but I was working two jobs so had no time to do it and felt that I'd have more time when I got home. But no it's less than three days. I should've just asked for help when I was struggling with the assignments originally rather than just pretend they didn't exist. I'm really upset with myself. Its unlikely theres much I can do but I needed to vent and write it out. If any of you have experienced something similar and it's not turned into a life ruining catastrophe please share. It might give me some hope",2.398557692307694,3.9903330224359017,4.218205128205128,86.19346153846153,76.1474358974359,8.005128205128205,23.85897435897436,8.730908602173464,1.557874358974359,1181,37,254,25,26,400,167,312,0.132,0.805,0.063,-0.9586,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,5,20,13,0,5,7,0,24,2,1,5,2,52,50,23,0,4,13,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,17,20,0,1,3,3,1,5,10,9,0,2,13,4,23,4,40,33,10,39,0,3,1,0,9,19,0,5,16,160,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.10809056091281144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885786476777394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532392788033608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115007200259928,0.0,0.1035502260245853,0.0,0.20813453275598426,0.085171368265766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425276866408476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668553344074404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286838972594074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267018916506041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635167085324387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057870086745837164,0.1062557816874784,0.2518009729363138,0.0,0.17717761252370529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424337527075615,0.0,0.33331866708948826,0.1100145347724572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250400857494744,0.0,0.0,0.10991706842883943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989525556369896,0.0,0.12034638409333505,0.0,0.07823652207414232,0.054114133457451016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930146161711558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393642848800625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750405110854766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442748310028361,0.08213076722533871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424169501230645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158659423473005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942329253142775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095882896709034,0.1138847614243906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459261636445188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527222877518127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806424439650452,0.11579551941337485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376370561387266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048040040359935,0.10820120906873068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191449147091146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kn33,2019/06/26,"""They're gonna be upset it took me so long to (return their call/get back to them/answer their question)"" Correct thing to do: Call them and apologize for taking so long. Answer their question What I actually end up doing: Not call them so I don't have to confront my failures or face them, making the problem even worse by increasing how long it's taking me to get back to them. FML how do I stop doing this.",1.3968942436412313,3.731083361445784,2.9343775100401612,90.45034805890228,82.855421686747,5.13467202141901,20.065595716198125,6.42735559955562,0.2118953145917,321,9,65,3,9,105,53,83,0.163,0.802,0.035,-0.8929,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,7,0,8,3,1,1,1,0,7,1,1,3,1,12,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,13,0,9,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,3,8,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.16706863714526404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632878264261532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524449719813384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163432113299594,0.0,0.0,0.1130774290859122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889215195957586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545256410885374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427878843966112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381737046671335,0.0,0.0,0.3835712591519858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313269326950145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574454747190649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373912496933672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021192778813392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446965355952704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Markuseh,2019/06/26,"Stuttering Im really curious if ADHD have a connection to stuttering, I have ADHD myself and struggling to talk smoothly. I either stutter or pronounce a word wrong. Is there a connection? Do some of you guys also have the same problem?",4.756627906976743,7.427627860465122,6.439709302325583,68.04002906976747,72.72093023255816,9.881395348837213,34.00581395348837,10.125756701596842,4.585423255813954,190,10,27,6,4,65,33,43,0.32299999999999995,0.623,0.054000000000000006,-0.8994,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6711911510358615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233103629572924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649427038589297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301630137827336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671976430695341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889008544490995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919252003384034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444478177882995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053081609985358,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kibylis,2019/06/26,"Fidgeting or just habits? I play with my hair since I was a kid but not it turned into me pulling some ""damaged"" hair strands out of a particular spot in my head. It's not good for my hair plus it creates a mini ball of hair wherever I sit. Sometimes it happens when I focus, I don't even realize and sometime it happens when I'm not focused so I involuntarily pass time doing that. I told this to my mom (she doesn't like the fact that I want to go talk to a psych about my problems in case I have ADHD, another doc has diagnosed me before but I didn't take the meds, she still doesn't believe that ADHD is a big deal and thinks that my other symptoms are just stress related stuff that I should just figure out somehow) and she is saying it's just a habit. Makes me feel stupid. I pick my nails/cuticles too. For the first time ever I've managed to grow my nails like 0.1 inches and I am super hyped. Now I'm only picking my cuticles but it's so hard not to touch my nails lol. I used to be literally addicted to gum too. Somehow that went away I am not sure how. I used to bite my lips a lot too. I know these could be symptoms of any kind of stress or disorder and therefore, I'm not looking for a diagnosis. I would like to know if anyone else has been through the same and if these are just ''habits"" that I should somehow fix myself.",1.5666510989010969,3.4382485607142885,3.2757142857142867,90.75851648351649,79.46428571428571,6.3076923076923075,23.26923076923077,7.321109707123232,0.8049368131868131,1047,35,232,14,26,348,152,280,0.136,0.81,0.054000000000000006,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,21,13,1,2,12,1,22,10,6,7,3,57,41,19,0,8,18,1,7,3,0,3,4,1,0,1,19,11,0,0,6,2,0,5,10,5,0,1,5,9,37,8,26,30,3,22,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,9,11,159,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653360513148044,0.3010360432532515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516968982370586,0.1313284447322804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757297707840858,0.12832648766163415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767013547534898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657276244141856,0.14110622955387908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999652643601606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912026867210638,0.0,0.12711924008631026,0.0,0.0,0.14353958986997148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462464614679434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082721970907103,0.11328967004997904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332673922248995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653182576929764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117861271242802,0.10504807753454376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150434582366846,0.0,0.11219333202469056,0.0,0.12853568461587447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042154903077133,0.1376608054476858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835625447854365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517276821986477,0.0,0.0,0.106477313718407,0.0,0.0,0.08360082722982934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911699226034113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466833549568829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525311858165086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984085474325548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995984418128693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360249244207914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477375099363971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001940367630673,0.0,0.2869313890777022,0.0,0.14337353189776564,0.0,0.0,0.11804026021171718,0.26035133736687804,0.09416732075547793,0.10066576254955488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025080341231736,0.0,0.0,0.14606066687018476,0.0,0.0,0.11967527154926196,0.0,0.0,0.13622866758239294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633987357762507,0.0,0.0,0.07387170082358127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610172712840898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896919577832296,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StockQuestion0808,2019/06/26,"Daily Schedule Has anyone made a list of things they need to accomplish all week - down to the mundane like brush teeth before bed- and then tried their hardest to follow it ? I feel like I do better when I have a schedule or list of things to do, but when I have “free” time - that’s when I am the QUEEN of fuckarounditis and then wonder why I have no lunches made, haven’t worked out, laundry isn’t done - but damnit if I don’t know all about some random European country that doesn’t exist anymore. I’ve started writing notes on things I need to do- but wondering if anyone has any tips/tricks",7.203418079096045,6.164332788135598,6.48,83.63265536723165,64.33898305084746,8.883615819209039,31.53107344632768,7.1686216300943375,1.8114022598870057,471,14,95,3,6,144,76,118,0.065,0.83,0.10400000000000001,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,4,4,4,0,0,4,0,14,2,1,2,2,22,24,13,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,2,10,5,12,21,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,12,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340776434412075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553277860510093,0.27572199499864297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677712443563211,0.0,0.0,0.17437470640610725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017662663879216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969156843640474,0.14085333117329926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835566283527152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926478263949414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37312091369177935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923878250503854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395530303591324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929591334347052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149673672285397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386077724599146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815231596434814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790899706301586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276298615183707,0.14353705762763072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onlysatancanjudgeme,2019/06/26,"As someone who's diagnosed with ADHD/ADD are you considered the 'nutter' by work colleagues/friends etc? Not bigging myself up at all, but i know a fair amount of people and have serval close groups (i believe this can be slightly attributed to people with ADHD who are usually the same, although not all i get that) But all my life even before being diagnosed, i have always been the crazy/mental guy who does stupid shit, is bit of a mess, seemingly doesn't give a fuck and is the life and soul (somedays) Personally, even tho my ADD does effect parts of my life for the worse and its a daily struggle. I do truly love having it. Do you guy get the same response from people? If so how do you feel about it? x",3.672707792207792,5.267888335714286,4.545064935064937,85.14538961038964,72.78571428571429,7.090909090909091,24.87012987012988,7.686295010490155,1.2728571428571431,557,17,108,7,11,180,93,140,0.133,0.7609999999999999,0.106,-0.6143,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,6,6,3,1,10,0,15,8,1,3,3,24,23,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,12,1,13,20,9,5,1,0,0,2,12,4,2,2,1,80,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551233241027325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293628713489725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572073844715145,0.1664588490774868,0.0,0.0,0.1613000767456184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29991762188348003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585865765754645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647755492803605,0.19516932901052306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470468284875259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414798831620873,0.1365885512098202,0.15438209705259714,0.14173117169256594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258301228572603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119719203875382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130715458477365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333462941627944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999423322424533,0.0,0.30728486905532576,0.12900587693174806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450216814847407,0.0,0.0,0.1516588737535874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125184481762405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544559211985066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627210536772083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756065468019617,0.0,0.15056552617605268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amnotthattasty,2019/06/26,"Is holding a grudge something related ? Hello all Seems that i am the worst for the forgetting/forgiving part. I don't mind minor stuff, but when it comes to moments when one really needs to suck it up and offer the other cheek, i.just.can't I can ruminate grudges for hours, fully devoted, zero problem of attention. i need to purposefully mindfulness the fuck out of it to focus on anything else. Is hyperfocusing on blame a thing ?",7.323461538461538,8.460374166666668,7.740153846153842,67.35484615384617,63.74358974358975,11.368205128205128,36.112820512820505,11.20814326018867,4.568832820512821,347,16,55,10,5,114,61,78,0.218,0.736,0.046,-0.9429,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,6,0,5,2,1,0,1,13,11,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,12,11,3,9,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,4,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351484223608707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303544100447944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659555202422167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286338677045358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435502751977692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499424670639844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667540741847565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758347890946476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26781234611888016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664201937657897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843295090412066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514149719028956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039111878930454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831104816978041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430160085091813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Benbers,2019/06/26,Vyvanse & insomnia: Should I go to 24 Kmart? Waaagh waaagh! I just started Vyvanse for ADHD - up to day three - can’t sleep! Hmmm maybe a trip to 24 Kmart?!,-0.24967741935483545,1.9980950000000028,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,99.0,3.7703225806451615,19.103225806451608,5.6839178017228535,-0.17771483870967675,119,4,25,1,5,38,24,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960830409452956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447248486818628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662098618137205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345931886630813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146944093671079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130795172217578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921688075795032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neintoes,2019/06/26,"A case for white noise and boosting concentration. I've got some pretty powerful distraction/ irritability issues when attempting to focus on a task that requires learning in particular. I've tried several times over the years to incorporate white noise while unmedicated. I've tried again while back on methylphenidate recently and I have to say listening to something like this video (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzjWIxXBs_s&t=22s) while the methylphenidate has kicked in already feels so powerful as a learning tool. I'm even able to listen to music at the same time as the white noise without getting distracted by the lyrics. It's worth a go. For those of you studying at the moment who are willing to give it a chance tell me what you think.",8.970476190476191,11.298411920634924,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285717,60.74603174603176,10.044444444444443,34.63492063492063,10.25414643259724,3.8007206349206353,626,26,96,14,9,180,87,126,0.019,0.828,0.153,0.9353,2,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,5,3,0,2,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,13,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,7,4,1,21,11,2,19,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,1,12,59,11,3,0.23317416133332936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573134852741597,0.0,0.0,0.2526441063855268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929653708331494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540093344427736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789986206976748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182387538806473,0.2236819026107288,0.13251824938638768,0.0,0.1864906776832795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433732438829997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391711714563545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372219497001693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023135397623898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854294520178098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342043192037645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950886125321894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038044945725155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494085874224209,0.0,0.0,0.2719314572207962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166198991827884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477157068597814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015651498348714 adhd,thatonelouddude,2019/06/26,"How do I pass my practical driving exam? Today was my third try. I had lessons yesterday and tomorrow morning and I noticed that my critical minded driving instructor actually had faith in me. As soon as the examinator got in the vehicle with me today I drove tense and made all kinds of mistakes. It resembled my first driving lesson. Why do I keep doing this and how can I get past this? Every time I have to try over costs me over 300 euros and it's starting to become a real financial burden. Thing is, I didn't disclose that I have ADHD to the examining organisation because in my country (Netherlands) that results in a lot of extra financial costs and ridiculously prolonged waiting times. There is an optional exam for people with fear of failure, which of course costs more. I'm thinking of trying that but to be honest I feel very defeated right now and I can't imagine myself ever passing the exam. A good friend of mine (also ADHD) took 5 tries before he passed. Do you recognise this and how did you pass? I could really use some help or tips because it feels very impossible. Today I asked to examinator to not talk to me during the exam in the hope that I would be able to concentrate better. It actually backfired because afterwards he told me: Imagine when you are driving with your buddies and it's loud and everyone is talking. It makes me feel so incompetent.",5.033153846153848,6.844773700000005,6.3630769230769255,72.59692307692309,69.69230769230771,8.892307692307693,32.230769230769226,9.3871,3.277407692307692,1102,50,183,24,20,372,154,260,0.085,0.816,0.099,0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,5,10,12,1,1,10,0,21,0,0,7,2,47,39,20,0,4,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,2,11,0,4,10,3,5,0,2,10,4,31,7,27,25,5,33,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,5,15,135,47,4,0.12220247421985404,0.0,0.2385039738394907,0.0,0.2937272529449875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977252744830794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424281727412987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234804821261948,0.13496303181503524,0.10398530492357744,0.0,0.0,0.1080781577687284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756873195872556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053913415554087,0.10296085507972252,0.11676970098905405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751175780749245,0.18536772821722225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394536214424498,0.0,0.0,0.0944133284459153,0.0,0.06384574905875197,0.0,0.0,0.10249763751849446,0.09773648204208886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190974255196577,0.0,0.0,0.12137463022557002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861917395113116,0.0,0.12725507187659554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389217357988743,0.0,0.1156309358390405,0.08157110045951631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338966295254165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912832685184948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665608914102933,0.08471980889758977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390931691885394,0.07828603415842714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436024528078013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864955402254957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964434396609336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118589386297101,0.07830241116044033,0.0,0.0,0.14251449088772505,0.0,0.3475009704004797,0.11676970098905405,0.13577144527040932,0.3318698336567962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055437018134129,0.0,0.201659678619608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026872560445744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680913152551316,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SearchAtlantis,2019/06/26,"Disclosure and reasonable accommodations Hello all, Another post about disclosure and accomodations for a different mental illness got me thinking about this. Have any of you disclosed your diagnosis to HR? What accomodations have you asked for? I've never disclosed and I'm honestly struggling to think of what would be a reasonable accommodation - other than perhaps noise canceling headphones or an office if available?",10.29,13.316940727272732,9.939818181818184,47.30972727272729,58.39393939393939,13.158787878787875,45.01818181818181,12.340626583579946,7.2884036363636335,352,21,40,13,5,114,51,66,0.08900000000000001,0.867,0.044000000000000004,-0.466,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,12,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,9,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806967126712436,0.2786275057766508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484095819954117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776177727758257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125182066503119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677802992271901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049373776601814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544834925638226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464027857237764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777851645402356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34052152581154016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887577756761136,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sterling-Red,2019/06/26,"First appointment Yesterday I had my first appointment to see about getting a diagnosis. It was all about the tests and such and I have to be honest, those tests made me feel fucking stupid. There were some points where I was supposed to pick the pattern that comes next in a sequence, pick what’s wrong in a picture, and form shapes with blocks from a picture I was shown and I honestly couldn’t do it at least half the time. I’m by no means stupid, I have my associates degree and am close to getting my bachelors (finished last semester with a 3.8), but holy shit did I feel like a total moron when I had to look the therapist in the eye and say I had no idea. It was really stressful and quite honestly exhausting. I have one more appointment before I hear about any actual diagnosis, I just hope it’s nothing like this one was.",3.9103964134025486,5.647459926380368,4.574846625766874,84.59557810287873,72.43558282208589,8.69636621047664,27.262387918829642,9.265573868473778,2.263700707881076,660,24,132,15,13,211,99,163,0.175,0.7190000000000001,0.106,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,8,14,5,1,11,0,17,4,2,3,2,26,30,9,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,5,11,7,16,6,16,17,6,17,0,0,3,1,2,8,2,2,10,94,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.17806992067437982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408970542167284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527334577246116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718662265938718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845303518587348,0.13036064719186574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104274045169916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869580629672531,0.19067200075986124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056633295282881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123950245537412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599280790564847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487420167204892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829677949222278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323359582263452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266288054570733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987694871349165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194064933401232,0.0,0.0,0.1750903161282097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473004579809377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249847902349666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408532463284656,0.0,0.0,0.11689857965959564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451119680087947,0.0,0.0,0.14540947495498568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730864163434585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209025250770452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118683043147701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640302414585973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950848751873915,0.0,0.0 adhd,amiconfuseddotcom,2019/06/26,"Is it Normal for Ritalin to Not Work Initially I've been using Ritalin for the past three months. Started with 10mg/day, now at 30mg/day. Yet there aren't any sign of significant improvements in concentration like I expected. It's still a lot better than before, especially in terms of mental & physical energy, but I still fidget about a lot and reading/focusing is definitely a persistent issue. I'm wandering if y'all experienced the same initially and if it gradually got better with dosage increase etc. Of course I've talked to my Doctor about it but still curious of your opinions.",5.503333333333334,7.866260444444446,6.89925925925926,66.97166666666668,69.55555555555556,11.466666666666667,31.44444444444445,11.20814326018867,4.546955555555557,480,21,77,18,9,163,78,108,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,4,8,3,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,17,8,6,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,5,3,16,6,6,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,10,52,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253233075877775,0.0,0.13339116630399153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669122560822365,0.0,0.0,0.3469638168517808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530056738914636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077150916383596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876310159549395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688194337820488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473338367865265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958307350472578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33352553217496983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976766809927208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656792261036784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218886899191173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725079508657386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883851925711735,0.0,0.4699455265257572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576608239522825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694137205049753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428021483178036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Z1839,2019/06/26,"Question on vyvanse dose and duration Hey guys, First off, as a disclaimer I want to say that the questions I’m asking and the answers I will receive are not intended to replace the opinions of a medical professional. I’m simply looking to hear from people’s experiences. I’ve been on 60 mg vyvanse for about 1.5 years , working my way up from 30 from my psychiatrist. It’s been very helpful in helping me with my adult adhd. I usually get up at 530, take it around 545 Am, and it lasts me good until around 2 PM, then becomes more mellow until I start winding down for bed at 8 PM, and I can comfortably sleep at 9-930 PM. I’m going to start working longer shifts, and I’m also going to have to start studying later in the afternoon instead of first thing in the morning while I’m fresh on my morning dose. I was wondering if bumping my dose to 70 will help it last longer. I’ve heard mixed things: that higher doses last longer, while also heard there was no difference in duration, just the max effect. If anyone has experience with this or is knowledgeable on the subject I would appreciate your input. Thanks!",6.820652841781879,6.543070539170508,7.286463133640558,75.03064708141324,64.80645161290322,9.99831029185868,35.13402457757296,9.516144504307137,3.2412983102918584,885,37,163,15,12,291,134,217,0.01,0.879,0.111,0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,0,9,0,13,6,1,2,0,24,33,16,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,2,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,5,15,3,37,24,1,38,0,0,1,0,15,17,0,7,17,104,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609733115056978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422814388000788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365597532030234,0.0,0.0,0.23847511968977744,0.12521851090066413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792938649233242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399418002611104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26204367456084793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786348889664595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997962598638384,0.0,0.15224564969533547,0.11234493202408356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262450867440273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096335929919874,0.0,0.2693372651867326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327543970496317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247828397963758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493335908181775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285912731379484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000933574844333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651675345026616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403961094024544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844163774584461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007083756072108,0.0,0.0,0.12331660718518728,0.0,0.0,0.1779713942324612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751915790548928,0.11051690280388413,0.07900298037153146,0.10631762281833122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452553386493012,0.19502402232057486,0.0,0.0,0.0951491782290472,0.0,0.0,0.08625482258293637 adhd,Zendarian_Monk,2019/06/26,"I just got diagnosed with ADHD and I'm scared and excited at the same time I'm 18 years old, since january this year I've been sitting at home because of a burnout (uni). I've had therapy for that entire time, anxiety medication, it all didn't help. Yesterday I went to an ADHD treatment centre and I got diagnosed with ADHD and immediately got prescribed Dextro-amphetamine. I had to take some meds that day to test how I would react and it was crazy. I was much more at ease, I can't really describe it. My anxiety was way less too. I'm quite scared though. I'm afraid of medication and now all of the sudden I have to take something that makes such a huge difference. Anyhow, I hope that soon I can function well enough again. That makes me excited, because I've been sitting at home for the last 6 months unable to do anything. I will get CBT as well from the treatment centre. The therapist that I had to talk to yesterday was really nice and I'm glad I have him now instead of my old one.",3.3067500000000014,4.910628774999998,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,73.75,8.6,27.0,9.188382445141503,2.2375000000000003,785,29,159,18,16,264,110,200,0.071,0.8109999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.8486,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,3,8,0,17,4,0,4,2,21,32,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,10,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,14,0,17,7,21,16,8,25,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,16,101,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240052769665863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799308514261912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677665973880076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337852211228172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584374447638105,0.0,0.0,0.2387276864174228,0.0,0.12286935688055466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151459690967092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614423397701437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821718701448325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882633231746841,0.0,0.23592936001623166,0.11680560381447586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958615579950486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700087613495056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062962648735313,0.2369438583922979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386902145722346,0.0,0.08645121056346286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680762939463816,0.0,0.07969035151476522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508450546453145,0.0,0.0,0.15067806959529412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354808052388828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728182496600532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053598409784652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768445642439264,0.0945242615460258,0.0,0.0,0.1344884614099707,0.1365453164424201,0.0,0.0,0.11554364737329545,0.0,0.1371496755913199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334721946111746,0.0,0.0,0.21147715437533252,0.10901849589256976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354128869932215,0.0,0.0,0.15146403088765922 adhd,Octopizza,2019/06/26,"What I know now : An embarrassing crush story. So yesterday I saw someone I had a massive, embarrassingly obsessive crush on a few years ago. It was different seeing him in this post-medicated and diagonosed context I am now in. It hit me how strange my behavior must have been back in the day. How blunt and bare my feelings were compared to other neurotypicals. I'm filled with so much cringe now haha! My current self is more aware about social cues and moderating my behavior, of course and now I'm deeply embarrassed by my behavior back then. I now get why they'd avoid me. It hurts I guess. Realizing that their rejection was somehow my fault. That could be the RSD speaking but yeah. That's my rant. If you can, please share stories about how different you are, now that you know you have ADHD.",2.8493221659524717,5.633642860927157,3.81583950136346,83.52537202960656,80.65562913907286,7.526451110245423,26.100895987534088,8.4952907291091,2.1668843786521235,636,26,120,15,17,204,104,151,0.14300000000000002,0.789,0.068,-0.6797,3,1,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,4,2,0,16,10,0,5,5,2,15,0,0,3,1,19,25,12,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,6,4,22,2,10,14,3,19,0,2,2,0,11,4,0,3,14,85,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521506638746623,0.0,0.18598377017340295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226616431248691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751609045558585,0.0,0.0,0.13530999418646486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384132687536267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608616272925972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096169854811161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311292006538317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460578061565767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306120098313496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330514417848693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154234378583429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230308207303413,0.0,0.0,0.20093983663797316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671912838952368,0.0,0.21887742825976966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387471705056665,0.17777120251366274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932075309324076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351106625889894 adhd,AEblirbedre,2019/06/26,"Ritalin Ok I'm going to try to write my post again because some idiot downvoted it because it is of course easier to project your prejudices than to read. I have been taking Ritalin 20mg once a day and exceptionally twice. I am deeply ADD. On a daily basis I lose stuff, mess up stuff and forget stuff to a totally embarrassing level. To be honest I don't think Ritalin helps with this. Last week I lost my wallet and my keys three times. A month ago I realized I had payed my rent three times and I had to ask for my money back. It does give me energy and helps me being awake in the morning tho. *In addition to that* I haven't felt any weight loss nor hunger changes which makes me wonder if maybe Ritalin doesn't have an effect on me (I'm on a healthy weight, I should lose 10 pounds to be on my perfect weight, so I expected it would help me to reach that goal which didn't). So, my question is. Should I stick to Ritalin? Should I ask for a change?.",1.941281179138321,3.8614297040816368,3.5270748299319727,89.16951247165537,78.48979591836735,7.416780045351475,21.6031746031746,8.344100000000001,1.0966936507936509,746,21,163,15,18,247,116,196,0.14,0.748,0.111,-0.6986,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,7,5,11,2,1,8,1,19,9,0,2,2,27,31,10,0,6,2,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,12,8,4,0,6,1,3,1,5,8,0,3,6,4,26,3,24,18,2,19,0,4,0,0,9,8,0,4,9,106,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238706537562147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621800391290263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370533253856069,0.0,0.0,0.0974896765085204,0.0,0.15457366076583287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682429906425243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176570003087243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095022292911223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173327960718927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162352202149478,0.07205471714242383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549435139562955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334652448437802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28367949639714,0.13840057370057662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462983091922803,0.0,0.12737236122573709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119840869741158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350216620969313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142478096741005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202797934214875,0.0,0.12681909840740535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354147500039715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532638249791484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123857321705223,0.0,0.0,0.14785845966800326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607854911650388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169910990886356,0.4631691496387882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749269500635267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006427621870003,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sadsasha,2019/06/26,"I have to get my GED and I feel so guilty and stupid I was homeschooled since grade 9 and severely lacked the motivation to do my classes so here I am 17 and my teachers basically told me I have to do my GED so I won’t have to do extra classes for credits and won’t have to do a science, math or socials 12. I can’t help but feel so stupid. I read online that a GED means you aren’t intelligent. Is that actually true? I had to drop out because I do not like people, the loud noises and etc I have bad anxiety issues and thought online school would be easier now here I am so behind and have to do my GED. It’s stressing me out so much. Everyone in my grade has graduated now but I have to stay for an extra year to finish some classes. Has anyone here gotten a GED? Is it bad?? I just need some support right now, I guess, from people who have been in the same situation or just someone who could help me calm down",1.9429639175257731,3.368975809278353,3.9799871134020637,88.12400128865983,76.98969072164948,6.911855670103092,23.465206185567013,7.645422480735847,0.9236402061855672,713,22,160,10,16,244,102,194,0.155,0.7170000000000001,0.127,-0.7882,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,14,10,2,1,7,0,30,0,0,1,1,31,40,18,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,6,3,25,5,18,29,8,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,6,121,31,11,0.0,0.0,0.17319085574393467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576856091214748,0.0,0.0,0.12409526043099993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963698899479631,0.10818764796919893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170004725501434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793251762148933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958580700938508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794742729603619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272382121850332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550968844598868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379166800111648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852387069717645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670574934750483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332325999981292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046519098064888,0.13159611476284214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460788550434916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752390551268235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156343011700846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961506354074905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004972256618829,0.0,0.1468098802829252,0.19949032284181614,0.0,0.18091430757664004,0.15037473551500716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916567205192408,0.0,0.0,0.2032980186430422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013975231923256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408960228996078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958580700938508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260737717134173,0.0,0.0,0.11428864666939045 adhd,AltBrutus,2019/06/26,"What are your personal experiences with ADHD/ADD medication? I've had pretty severe ADHD for my whole life, and I was diagnosed and put on medication when I was 5 (I'm 16 now). I've been medicated for 2 periods of my life, one starting from age 5 to 10, when I was on concerta, ritalin, and straterra (obviously not all at once). After that, I was unmedicated from ages 10 to 15, a period of time which saw my grades fall to about a C/D average, when I thought that I wasn't ADHD and I was just lazy/disorganized. Last year I finally convinced my mom to let me on aderall, and it had been one of the best things to happen to me for quite some time. I finally feel socially normal, I can focus in class and I dont have as many impulse tics. Are yours positive as well or have they been mostly negative?",4.722024539877303,4.857320987730064,6.9829509202454005,74.03037730061352,69.1840490797546,11.182576687116564,31.0239263803681,11.00357731598739,3.4276606134969327,623,24,129,19,10,224,104,163,0.040999999999999995,0.855,0.105,0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,18,7,0,0,2,17,24,12,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,13,2,20,3,24,10,5,23,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,16,93,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900667939498486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426450432420577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796115079821372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930324587335165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296086399424328,0.0,0.0,0.06872783233679793,0.0,0.0,0.29779868279444466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019814795891695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107971266908857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899265972179076,0.19201588523357804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780675257131825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107908203141457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919387528634038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317777263692862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447558326320788,0.18421277845867506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868458498348093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828472823788182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366423034242694,0.0,0.1445731124017024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355671297051446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855855765133876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962085101382764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090302619908932,0.0,0.0,0.107909374185397,0.15851807857003775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221302029517382,0.0,0.0,0.1517555590333955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753133044342451 adhd,magpieglitters,2019/06/26,"Out of my meds for 5 days - how to cope? Long story short, I live abroad (USA -> Sweden) and am in the arduous process of transferring my prescriptions to my new country and am still getting Vyvanse under my parents’ insurance back in the US. My folks are coming to visit on the 1st and will be bringing my three month supply at that point and all will be well. I’m just wondering how I realistically cope the next 5 days without feeling like too much of a hungry, sluggish lump. I have had to go without my Vyvanse in the past for a number of days and did not enjoy it one bit. The other twist in this is that I’m not currently in Sweden, I came to England back on the 20th to attend a memorial and am now staying with friends, so I don’t have access to my normal Swedish healthcare anyway. I’m planning on having coffee when I can and trying to maintain a normal sleep schedule (without Vyvanse, I often sleep around 14 hours a day) but beyond that I’m lost. Any recommendations would be much appreciated.",9.903939393939392,6.671635429292929,9.795833333333334,68.91375000000002,60.868686868686865,11.92020202020202,40.40656565656565,9.516144504307137,3.8103717171717175,797,31,149,10,8,264,122,198,0.05,0.902,0.049,0.2134,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0,12,0,18,3,2,2,1,28,30,12,0,3,7,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,1,1,2,4,1,16,4,31,20,4,39,0,1,0,0,4,15,0,2,18,111,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484190330870848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415462375361933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448203515262934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226113723329235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951235485604354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013791488202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597770425829284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705183791396583,0.0996347912521696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077513592341836,0.0,0.07286541376778202,0.0,0.07926194305149546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734626545348974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813621590684388,0.0,0.12315134583266885,0.12342333464863825,0.0,0.0,0.15224400047628014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491567899172048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113207132743506,0.0,0.20504763496957032,0.0,0.0,0.13469747388185815,0.14832404982110622,0.0,0.27329483105952124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450601097136216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486088152334573,0.0,0.13313641595731518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184078415572084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791341501120304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865257690623992,0.11137801055866536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468849963759884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677608519707133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539700159237346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033217655183701,0.15124531181004044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990728964837988,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,limpcan,2019/06/26,"anybody in this sub living in Dubai? i wanna know about the meds (apart from concerta) prescribed/legal here any and all information is appreciated",3.261333333333333,5.321533600000002,4.443000000000001,70.62983333333334,113.0,6.466666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,2.5140666666666682,120,5,17,3,6,39,24,25,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080028198717994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297299598292415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297879377977689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6664357384862055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aznorr,2019/06/26,"Adhd and Work performance Hi guys so I’m pretty sure this is my first time posting after lurking for ages( terrible memory). So to be considerate to everyone here I’ll just get straight to the point and then chuck in my rant afterwards so you guys don’t have to read it. How do you cope with work and adhd together? Especially if your symptoms are what usually gets called out or holds you back compared to peers. Kk so now time for the essay of a backstory, also I’m a uni drop out that can’t use proper grammar to save my life so this is gonna be reallllly messy. I work in a call centre and what caused me to finally make a post and reach out is my work performance. I’ve always taken the longest in my team on calls and stay in ‘after call work’ finishing up notes for too long. A lot of things my team leader calls me out on or tries to coach me for are actually my adhd symptoms. So I am medicated with vyvanse and have been for a few months and that’s been amazing at keep my energy all at one level. In terms of my symptoms it doesn’t do shit, just more aware of them. Anyway so I decided to write this after my TL came and done sides with me to see what I’m struggling with and ended up with us chatting about my lack of focus. Things that have made work really stressful for me are my focus, memory and increased stress which just turns into a mind fog. I feel like I’m gonna be told it’s normal but I’ve noticed my peers and how they’re advancing and able to handle enquires meanwhile I’m the ditsy dumb ass with the memory of a gold fish. I can’t remember the most basic of enquiries and I take so long to resolve them. Even the way I talk gets nitpicked a lot which is normal in a call centre but is stressful for me as I’m already a socially awkward mess and half them time it’s just garbage coming out of my mouth. I’ve got no idea how I can improve my work performance as I’m always tiptoeing between achieving and not achieving for my monthly score card. I’ve been considering looking for jobs elsewhere but I adore the people I work with and my insecure ass loves the sense of satisfaction and pride I get when I resolve problems for customers and hear their appreciation for my work.",3.715315151515149,4.9086156911111125,5.015737373737377,83.39009090909094,72.08888888888889,8.121212121212123,26.96969696969697,8.575989854853784,1.8228666666666664,1751,60,358,30,33,583,222,450,0.111,0.778,0.111,0.0279,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,4,21,24,20,2,6,20,0,26,10,4,7,2,73,55,41,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,2,17,34,0,2,7,5,0,4,6,11,0,3,9,4,45,9,64,41,9,53,0,0,2,3,27,22,4,6,23,233,62,15,0.07210211618507432,0.0,0.0703612645413319,0.0,0.25995819626933603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956647814292782,0.05766003626342685,0.1199894732921643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544207674829885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417459327489695,0.08246561269280488,0.0,0.07406873476405973,0.0,0.06210958873576291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378549817738027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638610738980727,0.0,0.0,0.047622767728988484,0.0,0.0,0.06889666188314611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645699636936369,0.05150976620930112,0.0,0.07898434395715287,0.0,0.0613300231936411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068151920640324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576666489668685,0.0,0.0,0.1427848618035639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126432516276738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139451287320329,0.0,0.0,0.07155022477464626,0.06408767375741774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050927856974419886,0.03522545194946215,0.0,0.0,0.1276162078050272,0.06054761821347381,0.0,0.0,0.12259728156895087,0.06507497491159316,0.06822476569055289,0.04812872243564496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263529652911935,0.0,0.0,0.0728025833440604,0.0,0.11510244248922598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412895302651607,0.0,0.08208873716631551,0.0,0.0,0.04885825994443993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998652885964952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815980525842906,0.0,0.13810779287901648,0.0733537733388928,0.0,0.06899198758562766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212162804170273,0.0,0.046190461908360785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816776421701533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745605150705251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740117861287279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349902741708493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768512623614679,0.0,0.0,0.2477781914471429,0.07537678688444771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795539121093741,0.2248251183705125,0.05421181815210128,0.05795294980994365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580288434038943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612997133212714,0.0,0.0,0.06889666188314611,0.0,0.0489526039824568,0.07842639776549158,0.0,0.0,0.0867299680712328,0.06227307834260825,0.07941029446761214,0.0,0.0,0.057231303750453724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724207938331399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,naughtyarmadillo,2019/06/26,"Side effects on Vyvanse / Elvanse(Lisdexamphetamine)? Hi, I've been taking Ritalin LA for years and stopped taking them earlier this year (mainly due to side effects such as excessive sweating and irritability). With my ADHD symptoms returning I decided to go back to the GP and got a prescription for Lisdexamphetamine. Currently taking 20mg (wanted to start low to see how I tolerate it). Day 1 and 2 on Vyvanse is not too bad, I've noticed it's very subtle however sleeping last night was not easy but I did get some sleep. Main concerns at the moment are with my bowels. My stomach is irritable and I get frequent bowel movements (yes I realize this is likely due to it being a stimulant), and in the afternoon when it starts wearing off I get tired, my muscles ache and I get a slight headache. Today is day two on 20mg and I really want to try to take it for a week to see how it performs but what are your thoughts with these types of side effects? I did not have these while on Ritalin but I feel perhaps Vyvanse / Elvanse is better? TL;DR Have previously been taking Ritalin LA but stopped all together due to side effects. Now trying Vyvanse / Elvanse 20mg but have problems with bowel movements and muscle aches / body soreness on comedown. Does it get better?",4.110797380585518,6.62974346186441,5.1436363636363645,77.2917334360555,74.12711864406779,7.850231124807397,31.913713405238827,8.710501217029153,3.0466508474576264,1011,50,169,21,22,331,134,236,0.11599999999999999,0.836,0.048,-0.9343,5,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,7,7,6,0,0,7,1,16,15,9,7,1,39,36,19,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,12,13,0,2,8,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,7,3,16,3,27,28,4,40,0,1,2,0,3,13,0,1,25,108,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705589763276706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048736976125823,0.10911507368264424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311574688786892,0.0,0.14515965503198985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855979888439376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436181220272412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607738904126649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413830799805531,0.0,0.07427031521538388,0.0,0.10451935096035518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652430894562454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384524575302182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263739827653225,0.0,0.0,0.1487837716165528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504624237932838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371905053811288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082752967217534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615553002874264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499658543963052,0.0,0.0,0.2185141344167888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582995759629765,0.4912877849806954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374792070126687,0.0,0.15020119716242122,0.12387246169658114,0.0,0.0,0.1774507271613888,0.0,0.1276585679635607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782738586354364,0.15416075971668833,0.0,0.10482623830339258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831148541587446 adhd,ModsGalluimYittruim,2019/06/26,"Visiting mother, stressed af. I live with my father, and am visiting my mother on Saturday, I am very stressed on alot of things can someone help with calming me down. 14 yo Male.",2.214117647058824,4.9294907058823565,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,83.11764705882355,6.9294117647058835,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,2.4232588235294124,140,7,26,3,4,45,26,34,0.126,0.733,0.141,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324092083611454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061734190297734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29378749936254483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7943677017013112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303553733039079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860927455400805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sh1eraSeastar,2019/06/26,"Diagnosed at 40 Hi, I have not long been diagnosed with ADHD. I am getting a brief medical check before I start medication. I will be trying Guanfacine initially due to PTSD/Anxiety history. Has anyone tried this? This is quite surreal really. On one hand I am pleased because it makes so much sense and is so relatable. On the other hand, I'm sad for my past child self who struggled do badly with school.",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909093,5.2506493506493515,77.01025974025976,74.45454545454545,9.594805194805195,29.181818181818183,9.957137785484203,3.4147194805194814,322,14,57,10,7,108,64,77,0.106,0.774,0.121,0.3021,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,10,6,2,1,0,5,14,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,2,6,0,7,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376795984837915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129254815333593,0.0,0.0,0.13828450444065954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512864077260495,0.1205579909664617,0.0,0.16828663513276007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40146222514439817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332600634795837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750191153794031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201217259012749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39846240732272603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538278270141075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401321950448908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879264453490954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709069251789345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118107889992606,0.0,0.0,0.2103514035111619,0.0,0.0,0.12669572182427535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001525277077008,0.0,0.0,0.20631593217540012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998173520034132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675083185065687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685439911399821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,venezuelangem,2019/06/26,"How many books will I keep starting and leave behind only to find more captivating ones half way through? I can’t seem to finish books I start and it drives me crazy. I love reading so much it almost breaks my heart and leaves anxious not finishing them! It feels like I have unsettled business that keeps dragging on as the years pass by and the books stare back at me from the bookshelves... Does anybody feel this way sometimes? In the back of your head you wonder what’s happened to the characters in the story or if you’re into self help, you almost feel like the books are haunting you for not taking in all the insight they offer. Think about all those notes you can take from them and how much you can highlight! I guess a part of this problem lies in the fact that I know I will probably need to start the book all over again to get back into it. Also, it’s a bit tedious like dating, finding one that doesnt make me lose interest half-way... is kinda hard. Should I just donate the books I’ve not finished and stick to new ones? What’s been some of your strategies when it comes to leisurely reading? Help for an avid reader with ADHD.",5.005855457227142,5.832893597345134,4.644407079646019,88.59985545722715,68.77876106194691,7.088613569321534,26.571091445427733,6.742157984588678,0.9876864896755166,907,26,184,6,15,275,141,226,0.073,0.8059999999999999,0.122,0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,3,1,11,7,0,0,14,0,11,3,2,3,4,44,32,14,0,4,6,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,10,0,2,10,8,1,3,5,2,0,4,1,5,23,5,29,28,9,29,0,1,1,1,15,9,0,10,17,124,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697504120584714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282577310545267,0.0,0.0,0.09114526054332174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875859380541788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629177602594632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443049025045652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981788256548562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973973709329406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288659432322925,0.16284662188637045,0.0,0.0,0.2083410142221951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954690292070815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555561542828206,0.0,0.10078715680881677,0.0,0.1020986464678913,0.0,0.11697058270108668,0.0,0.0,0.13506017429917802,0.15278923216998425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026113093494639,0.0,0.0,0.06263733171234873,0.0,0.0,0.2413647972490473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704635673598034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275081637622591,0.0,0.0,0.1028663165605643,0.0,0.07607877535790789,0.11555211970043415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675685484002909,0.08451054936637582,0.0,0.11007715438863112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231695943373206,0.0866826423952883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234231333239556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228836451908689,0.10905807716049336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280104212434935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375798362984097,0.11890012222936078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272356381333562,0.0,0.2420149319013635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138908020890609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303017263588604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140264364754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236003397752867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339575589884384 adhd,hozeomaru,2019/06/26,"Taking one day off Adderall Got diagnosed with ADHD about 5 months ago. Got prescribed Adderall XR 20mg for one a day and have noticed a drastic improvement in everything. First couple weeks go fine as I adjust to the drug but I slowly realize that it isn't affecting me as well as those first 2-3 weeks. Didn't really think to much of it until I had a follow up with my doc. &#x200B; He mentions as I'm walking out, ""Take as needed, but take a day or two off on the weekends to help with tolerance and keep the medicine working strong."" (Paraphrased but still the jest). Took two days off one weekend and that Monday, holy cow was I super productive and focused. It works for me but I don't know if it will work the same for others. I'm sitting at work spaced out of my mind because I'm taking my T-break in the middle of the work week. Best of luck to you guys dealing with out crazy brains.",3.7889010989011003,4.8298578901098965,4.5875824175824205,87.1074175824176,71.74725274725273,7.358241758241759,27.186813186813183,7.61054688173877,1.4214593406593408,704,24,145,8,13,227,116,182,0.017,0.818,0.165,0.9815,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,10,3,6,0,0,11,0,7,3,1,1,0,27,23,16,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,4,2,0,4,3,0,1,7,6,0,11,6,33,16,3,34,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,3,16,92,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140585217353626,0.0,0.10369422928456566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674596900282006,0.14214147186168932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130890270707146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276153775063332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058650057614712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943429444562826,0.0,0.30176537551814925,0.12059951917953995,0.0,0.11873054006577775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356577217706504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051325779754517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900341127266075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648147930039056,0.0,0.18711650939437025,0.0,0.0,0.11582693555849975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840810714424494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397571233576387,0.0,0.0,0.06428822956145833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811476402989825,0.0,0.093370984993962,0.0,0.08599253043145233,0.08673794763450025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318060121698602,0.0,0.0,0.2378026264662669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493931201526723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341904347038194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35181257667223176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495498890166127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299672260737164,0.0,0.0,0.2285416567568043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814988749554123,0.0,0.1051775649794284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258080782252212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214147186168932,0.0 adhd,msane2,2019/06/26,"Thinking about medication I was thinking about getting on ADHF medication now that I'm an adult. I was on it very briefly as a kid but now it's interfering with work. What's the medication like? Is anyone on antidepressants and ADHD meds? Does that change anything, or make one not work? Just looking for some feedback! Thanks guys",2.9984016393442623,6.055293983606558,3.826372950819673,81.21037909836069,84.57377049180329,6.328688524590166,27.297131147540984,7.645422480735847,2.017932786885247,267,12,47,5,8,85,47,61,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.8373,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,10,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,8,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,30,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492136886645534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499516010902694,0.0,0.17064458623736567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936577976943605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146742332494026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834019975302088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532498651431466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130857508458124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413525126015958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841844520808072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033692857802515,0.626698422728694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405165987134725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091479365590674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657435770221381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710987041883834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019299008394216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shalev122,2019/06/26,https://www.reddit.com/r/videos/comments/c5m9f8/winter_rain_native_flutes_relaxing_meditation/ [https://www.reddit.com/r/videos/comments/c5m9f8/winter\_rain\_native\_flutes\_relaxing\_meditation/](https://www.reddit.com/r/videos/comments/c5m9f8/winter_rain_native_flutes_relaxing_meditation/),660.1650000000002,819.0440255000003,227.09,-1529.495,-1206.0,40.8,102.0,11.20814326018867,31.77940000000001,289,2,0,2,1,41,2,2,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThisIsMyUsername1122,2019/06/26,"In a few days, I’m going down the shore for a concert which I’ll be staying 2 nights for. It’s now 2:30 in the morning, and I’m now deciding to pack my bag. ADHD things amirite lol",1.4862601626016243,2.1118130731707367,3.554634146341467,93.91943089430895,76.8048780487805,6.442276422764228,25.861788617886177,6.42735559955562,0.6722617886178863,140,5,35,1,3,48,33,41,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578436104935666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993520402958809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637992040841458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355932509843243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49474476606568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083747367640379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,who_iz_she,2019/06/26,"FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK Excuse my French but... Fuck fuckity fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!",13.962857142857144,17.744623142857144,0.946428571428573,94.51107142857144,103.28571428571428,4.257142857142857,17.785714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.3759142857142863,100,2,11,1,4,18,9,14,0.667,0.28600000000000003,0.046,-0.9605,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CelestialSerenade,2019/06/26,Do ADHD meds eventually stop working? I was recently prescribed Adderal XR 10mg and it has been an absolute godsend. My head is finally clear but i'm just worried that this is the 'honeymoon' period and it'll eventually stop being so great.,2.089619047619049,4.945421200000002,4.7482539682539695,72.47000000000001,92.55555555555556,8.793650793650794,30.87301587301588,8.841846274778883,4.127634920634921,194,11,31,7,7,68,39,45,0.13699999999999998,0.667,0.196,0.6236,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,7,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547157267434292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32332493497246884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325406470093142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029114274042444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278476854711578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914273043620447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935211040250129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148744011128232,0.2997415036780669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwwayaway290,2019/06/26,Not sure if this is the right place for this but I noticed 3-5 pills were missing from my new 30 day supply of Adderall when I picked it up. I can’t remember the exact number because I did a quick random count when I got home because I do that sometimes with a my prescriptions once and a while. I think there were about 25 or 26. I honestly didn’t complain because I didn’t want to be accused of trying to get more pills even though I had only been on my old prescription for 15 days at this point and I still had pills left over. A few days ago I kinda realized this was strange so I decided to call the store and tell them but they didn’t really care. I expressed that I didn’t want the pills but I was just making them aware. I also called corporate and let them know. Do I have to let the police know as well or was letting corporate know as far as I had to go?,3.053444816053513,3.83867447826087,4.23108695652174,89.93732441471573,73.23913043478261,7.618060200668896,25.02341137123745,7.882392219407189,1.1109252508361205,680,20,154,9,13,223,111,184,0.073,0.836,0.091,0.4954,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,12,6,0,0,9,0,23,4,0,2,2,28,35,19,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,15,0,26,4,19,16,2,21,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,5,11,109,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942150636505215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116757334028028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670034485794228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981676782734931,0.0,0.14885824345501908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824766363892607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964326032274722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762797494154192,0.0,0.08297600797843298,0.0,0.11677072426630393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645139271310242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24071579205877686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863103959061794,0.4478892279643689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745712430855956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100914306673631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622365725679952,0.15320399739386925,0.15548681551648072,0.0,0.111040707681869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254047597706746,0.0,0.13801859425627028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935322892497755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539122011498306,0.12468446962105707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439920095162526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659697374228632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760467083946967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761173231606726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355185568337772,0.14344571676714196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912542386565946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223091609504354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127286821419953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fractella,2019/06/26,"ADHD and chronic pain I've been dealing with chronic nerve pain and chronic migraines since 2015, fortunately I found a treatment regime that works pretty solidly. Every 12 weeks I see my Neurologist for treatment, which usually last about 9 weeks before I start getting any pain returning. However, this last round only lasted 6, and it's been torture. I'm trying to put my thesis together, and recently lost a few days of functioning to the pain. So for those of you who deal with chronic pain conditions, too: Do you find that your ADHD makes the psychological effects of the pain worse? What kind of coping skills do you use?",8.975789473684209,8.740256754385967,8.381403508771932,68.81315789473685,60.40350877192983,11.108771929824565,38.29824561403509,10.504223727775694,4.150045614035086,506,22,82,10,6,160,80,114,0.231,0.7440000000000001,0.025,-0.9782,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,4,3,9,1,0,5,0,4,11,0,3,0,11,12,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,4,2,9,1,11,8,1,11,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,10,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755401359743729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795633925196298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754670283640804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393066832329008,0.2363691470461517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658568527183232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477513071441924,0.0,0.0,0.1256923412888639,0.0,0.0,0.05989252342318078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193756434132208,0.0,0.2803306626544321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513862054806674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652034970144203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718576341335718,0.7318840446981898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662591699411627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524073655935467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318911598278923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134996590991072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482799649595144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113987611280195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778302474274601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900860630849656,0.12625524208919794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839079995794611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345629645970577,0.0,0.11682377005347287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YaNeRusskiy,2019/06/26,I want to be bettet at telling stories Should I write down what I have to say on something if I have the time?,1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,2.3649999999999984,99.48,78.16666666666666,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,-0.10860000000000004,86,3,21,0,2,27,19,24,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48604808285305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705290174663365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342127843547301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563936634966423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604996012875011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HotOption,2019/06/26,"Went to the doctor for the first time for ADHD/ADD as an adult. Came out with medicine for depression and anxiety. Is this normal or did I do something wrong? Hello, I'm not really sure where to post for these sort of issues, but since I initially went to the doctor for attention problems, I decided to post this here. I have had problems focusing all my life, earliest memories being in elementary school, but did not consider myself to have a subset of ADHD as I am a pretty calm person. Nevertheless, I finally got the courage to call a psychological clinic and get an appointment, which I just got today. During my visit, I didn't know what to talk about and responded with concise answers. I told the doctor about having bad depression in high school and that it has gotten better in the last 2 years. She had me run some depression and anxiety tests and talked more about my problems. In the end, she told me that I probably do not have ADHD and that my inability to focus arises from anxiety and depression. I really do not know what my problem is so I just agreed with her and got prescripted 5mg of Lexapro. Just before leaving, she asked me 'do you have any questions', and being used to having tons of questions but just googling what I am curious of, I said no. Then she said, 'well, if you think you have ADHD, you would've had a bunch of questions about the medicine or something else.' All in all, I left the clinic more confused about my state of mind, got the medicine and took one after a meal. So I wanted to ask you guys, has anyone else been diagnosed for something that they were not expecting to? Has anyone tried Lexapro and helped with their attention? How likely is it that I depression and anxiety be confused with attention deficit? Was it weird that I said I had not other questions? TL;DR Went to a doctor for attention deficit problems, came out with Lexapro for anxiety and depression.",6.606124401913874,7.153360432132968,6.7934789725509965,75.58309682699573,65.17728531855956,10.44175270712667,33.029589524049356,10.33465798735191,3.4274365650969525,1520,60,273,35,22,489,169,361,0.213,0.7340000000000001,0.053,-0.9963,0,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,5,2,2,15,22,0,2,18,0,32,9,0,2,4,72,57,26,0,9,16,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,3,17,24,1,0,13,0,0,8,8,16,1,2,26,3,41,6,49,28,8,30,0,6,0,0,33,10,0,11,10,205,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267940405880421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622859570623603,0.0,0.26002180791540064,0.0,0.0,0.0950661147299943,0.06965333945433459,0.0,0.0,0.1271038743965872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676029419345693,0.0,0.0,0.057845803576353876,0.0,0.0,0.06012260953390261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941497726753805,0.15550156429879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513054171736314,0.06899806690147567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783208268923608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357680126908112,0.0,0.060209926081212464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446854900723424,0.0,0.05782358387743336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035516640182495195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747862725817185,0.0,0.0,0.06731069061280047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045565427558566594,0.07182439195046895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095325038301974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471984144604203,0.055412610837745985,0.0,0.07198079359417148,0.07386025253219121,0.0,0.04801614374350388,0.03321149690403854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864021999792078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660577135683977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046064872388564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059357340001038324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021171572775478,0.06915989664630492,0.07329372303995542,0.3252374427148441,0.0,0.0,0.30461173945128944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709920229648367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399307348476127,0.0,0.0,0.13759837546168302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056233593748866564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570025156659395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407015779535613,0.0,0.0,0.10927917779191088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355871148207527,0.0,0.0,0.039639568556028806,0.0,0.06443690253846222,0.12991522584939522,0.0755280600481176,0.04615382246735978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871272145912273,0.0,0.0,0.04009624783856905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061122005012058715,0.1890538693515728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829090008967341,0.07432524058402343,0.0,0.04377676294353421 adhd,MargMiller777,2019/06/26,"I’m 25 and 99% sure I have adhd how do I get diagnosed? Also pregnant so Can it even be treated now or would I have to wait Grew up in a very strict family my Dad did construction mostly on military bases so we moved constantly I was home schooled and cheated until I graduated and got my ged so I never had problems in school I met my husband when I was 16 and got married at 18 I’m currently a sahm everyone who knows me say I have a lot of ‘street smarts’ but most people don’t realize I don’t have a formal education I mention that because it seems like a lot of people are diagnosed in school or because there so unable to focus on school work My house is a mess I’m very unorganized and every time I try to organize I just move things into a million little piles my mind is a million places at once I have a lot of hobbies I want to get into but I never focus for very long I could look at my phone and before I know it 4 hours has passed (not sure if this is a symptom) sometimes I drive and when I get where I’m going to I realize I was like on autopilot the whole time I have a hard time paying attention to the speed limit or how fast I’m going I’ve gotten 5 speeding tickets without realizing I was speeding I can watch a movie for 3 hours and have no clue what’s going on because I’m thinking of other things Does this sound like adhd to you? I’ve never seen a therapist or anything like that",2.035284280936456,3.5535525551839484,4.307844816053514,85.47954648829432,76.9598662207358,7.192026755852844,25.003478260869564,7.9765259561132025,1.4222036387959869,1110,39,234,18,25,386,160,299,0.037000000000000005,0.884,0.08,0.8852,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,2,14,11,1,0,15,0,26,3,0,2,5,48,50,25,0,5,10,2,1,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,12,11,0,2,8,1,1,8,8,3,0,2,11,6,34,8,28,36,6,44,0,0,3,0,9,17,0,11,23,157,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355222802467715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770458941418369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996034152387745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769670330991513,0.0,0.08268214611762804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050032437567024,0.0,0.07758011728918719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724536255603964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850316875821461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641780313186393,0.0,0.08186757225315704,0.09284744114934647,0.0,0.0,0.0916006058055772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522975834867667,0.0,0.16566710823435876,0.0,0.15542700182811378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087042742060741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746664254234512,0.0,0.1913802744711539,0.11211792406299664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680112413293676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988397913292165,0.09738707953744187,0.0,0.08598993057150248,0.08159599123021978,0.0,0.0,0.2478242829423836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981111912798143,0.0,0.0,0.20654675136449965,0.0,0.0,0.22482404689672114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347991635477667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472702942932435,0.0,0.10151906219438683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297590524774048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772712720437025,0.0,0.3933536499481448,0.0,0.0884573862463014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961008635139676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315790674850646,0.10099394453587904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281862967465472,0.129107164594108,0.06226083008256069,0.0,0.0,0.16997695926532552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597016304037039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405193939554403,0.05731174290251185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848372925367092,0.0,0.0936657310754408,0.0,0.07073889221955343,0.0,0.0,0.06902480405680324,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jamie-feather,2019/06/26,"I think my ADHD makes me overshare and my impulse control is really bad sometimes I will be riding in a car with someone and tell them my entire life story so the silence doesn’t get awkward. I casually say personally things or go to deep sometimes and it stresses me! As for the second part, I hope I’m not the only one who feels that sometimes, they decide to do something but the reaction of “No, dumbass.” doesn’t come soon enough!! I get really wrapped up about this because am I just a shitty person who has no self control or am I actually just not being cognizant of my ADHD??",3.8398454106280178,5.4542028782608725,5.502898550724641,78.36816425120776,72.3913043478261,7.545893719806764,30.169082125603857,8.167268648758528,2.334835748792271,461,20,83,7,9,157,82,115,0.187,0.7859999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9640000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,5,5,0,2,6,0,10,1,0,3,0,19,19,8,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,6,5,0,2,3,1,0,4,6,3,0,2,0,2,15,2,10,16,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15447839707061548,0.0,0.3804927396424279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217425753368453,0.09649848064629804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363618146029726,0.0,0.0,0.3550948143459143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356667379996864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004146028160546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541089551834906,0.0,0.08996578968490862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722805805242485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181228425803144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056667747997564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726847689672958,0.1203946200492918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142395329931032,0.0,0.0,0.27644368146055553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282263435909045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588686583823633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514188589613582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412745148982605,0.12186741473618833,0.4696895570172299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133262239920026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836156439169994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516778019922708,0.10143253186187604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mostly_me,2019/06/26,"I hate spiraling emotions... My dog bit a puppy at the dog park today. My boyfriend was useless, and tried to calm me down, instead of stopping the dog. Even when we had that same discussion just last week. First do as I ask in a high tension situation, then, only after, tell me I was wrong, or whatever you want. But first help me get the stupid dog! Anyway. I send him a message after that I didn't appreciate him doing the same thing again. He just wrote back ""ok love"". That pissed me off even worse because we just had that conversation last week!! No explanation, no sorry. Just... Saying whatever he thinks I want to hear because he cannot stand confrontation. So, I waited a couple of hours and told him I was very upset with him, by message (we don't live together). No answer. Which makes sense because I told him I was really upset and didn't want to fight so I would probably not read or reply to messages tonight anymore. But... My stupid brain. Now I feel like I should break up with him, plus all (yes, literally all) other things that are not going as planned in my life right now make me feel like everyone would be better off if I didn't exist. All this because my dog bit a puppy. Puppy is fine, no major vet costs... But I feel like literally I want to die. Intense emotions. I hate them. (I'm not in any actual danger. I recognize that these thoughts are not real, not realistic, and I won't ever act on them. Tomorrow things will look better, after my meds kick in. I wish I could be on my meds 24/7...)",2.031025641025643,4.297680357859534,3.530444816053514,87.50277982162767,79.8695652173913,6.528472686733558,22.006800445930878,7.675431598112923,0.979754425863991,1173,36,238,19,30,386,164,299,0.179,0.711,0.111,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,1,1,63.0,3,1,2,5,16,22,8,3,9,2,24,4,2,2,4,52,49,17,1,10,15,0,3,3,0,5,1,2,0,0,13,10,0,2,6,1,1,3,15,13,0,2,13,6,45,9,27,28,8,39,0,1,1,1,31,13,1,3,24,161,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.09905862711271553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902993953914173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067014558582353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948976778414611,0.0,0.0,0.07805453814347166,0.0,0.24751699117943596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795538037726234,0.2216441621413568,0.0,0.0,0.11331817095838692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104707423838807,0.11231832877943748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535083262604726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283690448575513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340921321210818,0.0918211524563128,0.0,0.09699667541910584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397875660183774,0.2175552169301757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268785426061606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303452304739531,0.0,0.057690186992453915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043922736878772,0.0,0.0,0.1144085817152464,0.0,0.06803967677129108,0.1072503578798452,0.0,0.0,0.09996640798446264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654875783007876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169916041965542,0.14877723981874574,0.0,0.08963474646140382,0.0,0.08524241248746083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161628512731106,0.0,0.13551675627897097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255083371672832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720254741113196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094444075739948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153696789727652,0.11554003196480073,0.06502958370875506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668855664113577,0.0,0.08072442709097961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410092881693475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136315722897522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486648561030746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872377545155463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231519980619167,0.06504318753521995,0.0,0.08058720267952521,0.0,0.0,0.09621913489618697,0.1939933508382117,0.0,0.06891828587370111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375596677266857,0.2394917277289904,0.0,0.16284959265086366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673091303683042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034468506462451,0.14421886983822926,0.11098470081917708,0.0,0.0 adhd,tragically_jane,2019/06/26,"I overestimated myself. Some back story. I am a 20 year old female in college. Last spring (2018) I was diagnosed with inattentive type ADHD and performance anxiety after struggling for 2 years at community college and all of high school. Meeting with a therapist and a psychiatrist I got on a good path with taking stimulants. I then took the leap to move a couple states away and start at a university in Chicago. I signed up for their disability services (which were very kind but not super beneficial for my issues). Starting my first semester, all my classes went well and I would have phone calls with my therapist every couple of weeks. I did have slight issues with one class that was paper/assignment heavy (I have had MAJOR issues in the past with turning in assignments in the past). But I made it though with passing grades. My second semester didn’t go a smooth... I first mistake was forgetting to make an appointment with my therapist and then getting anxious and never rescheduling(very me). Thus stopping talking with her all together. I also for some reason schedule 2 writing courses which was another bad idea. This overconfidence has killed my new GPA and I have failed 2 classes. I know now I can’t do this by myself. As it clearly didn’t work. :/ How do I find help in my new city? I try to look online though insurance but their are hundreds of options and I get overwhelmed. My doctor in my old town gave me all my recommendations and they were all wonderful. I would stay with my current therapist but I really dislike phone calls and enjoyed my time talking in person with someone. Any suggestions of how to find therapists/doctors in new city or if any you know of anyone in Chicago? Thanks",4.772142857142857,7.271143716560509,5.281023657870794,77.17415605095546,72.02547770700637,8.3073703366697,30.322565969062786,9.04235418022936,2.9422897179253864,1373,60,229,30,28,439,181,314,0.124,0.789,0.087,-0.9206,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,3,6,8,12,1,2,11,0,22,2,0,7,7,59,40,25,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,22,0,1,7,0,0,5,5,6,1,4,15,2,42,6,42,23,8,50,0,2,1,0,17,17,0,6,26,164,49,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083567388705581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721022100744592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262597847328098,0.09454231352729238,0.06897338786286411,0.1018569602424646,0.0,0.06304309681229504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470980421330572,0.06932871575742837,0.07528118156707314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413017696283102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952422179440665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151214023809306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456846463629706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596504836309748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481216340848193,0.1533828454764331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942114439758856,0.0,0.05124092296390389,0.07562328406428624,0.07211047906913225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060433429282915715,0.09526069531879168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178148760226233,0.0,0.282315900618104,0.0,0.0,0.0997504672440504,0.093889446450983,0.09910093015710324,0.07349374905218155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757130479070667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531309910433006,0.06018357740560967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582752685108373,0.0,0.0,0.06953819493952365,0.2612359456591391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921889397865052,0.0,0.06109584299066787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721389249649574,0.0,0.07872564357624078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057759838594922876,0.09270115550166227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124836678224398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639364288587819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763370877863014,0.09610028405043906,0.0,0.07537914640394285,0.0,0.09425649505058403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779031291384205,0.1449369800095512,0.0,0.08300870049937167,0.0,0.4187383318509502,0.0,0.0,0.17716665579471058,0.0,0.05257396213515121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017287053714008,0.06121381748546852,0.09806994538186402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878554793823007,0.0,0.0,0.0723222082190298,0.0,0.08106611888538745,0.0835807193910686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777642425539408,0.06563872875078561,0.0,0.0,0.12809644732627776,0.0,0.0,0.116122246595079 adhd,usernamenotmyname,2019/06/26,"How do you feel ADHD makes you see the world differently? Personally, I feel like my (and my son’s) ADHD has given me a different perspective on human behavior. Im more likely to view people as products of their neurological makeup and environment than as subjectively good or bad. I also fully realize I am not able to “act” to get what I want or be “strategic” in ways I see others doing or talking about doing. Also things like manipulation and revenge are frankly beyond my grasp. Because of this I think its easier to take a path in life of just living my truth since its so difficult and painful to force anything. How do you feel your ADHD sets your thinking process and decision making apart from others in a deeper sense than typical symptoms?",7.539357142857143,7.74985465,8.344999999999999,66.40250000000002,63.21428571428571,11.0,34.64285714285714,10.686352973137794,3.897071428571429,601,24,99,14,8,203,98,140,0.107,0.7959999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.5522,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,1,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,5,1,25,21,15,0,1,5,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,6,17,5,19,19,1,10,0,0,3,0,10,7,0,3,3,71,24,0,0.15112398283745376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448649785898385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417075889510412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436216127737762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618221321629364,0.09212377725561592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157847939300359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292384794707043,0.10796300353507653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895604362020038,0.0,0.0,0.12675562677525476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323983447010654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067433383452308,0.22149463334145755,0.0,0.13344524556518636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017528640819181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608065727720789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477034141548994,0.13195563268991034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408524964668681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501132027528988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707568250767107,0.1136264274820448,0.12146773293001807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040005907505288,0.19366829216652767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913684056491206,0.11995518333398213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucylucylove,2019/06/26,"Adhd is not remembering to check your mailbox for over a week. I just realized today that I haven't checked my mailbox for close to two weeks. Not a big deal, it was nothing but bills, but it still reminded me that it's all too easy to forget something for weeks at a time.",5.98636904761905,5.188591089285719,6.440000000000001,82.13833333333334,66.67857142857143,9.609523809523813,32.95238095238096,8.841846274778883,2.4494595238095247,215,8,46,3,3,70,42,56,0.044000000000000004,0.883,0.07200000000000001,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,8,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32205789506846993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762739072027365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25713244981327843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035672260653179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630282251512666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400785278655834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626032821902175,0.0,0.2540121375399237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617759046650532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448681933907771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a1binogiraffe,2019/06/26,"ADHD and Anxiety I only recently got diagnosed and put on medication for ADHD. Always had doctors, family, teachers, friends, you name it, saying that I should get properly checked at but put it off. My anxiety and even depression to a degree got really bad and I decided maybe it’s time to see a doctor for ADHD. Well. I just finished my first month of medication and only after was I told anxiety and depression can be a cause from ADHD. I never realized how right that was for me. Before getting diagnosed having ADHD and anxiety was awful. I’d want to get up and pace around the room but out of fear of being judged or looked at, id squirm in my seat and fidget the fuck out. Now that I’ve actually taken care of myself I’ve noticed drastic improvement. I want to do better for myself and I am finally able to. I’m now longer bounded by my mind bouncing. I’m calm and able to think rationally, something that anxiety ( or rather ADHD) stopped me from doing. I wish I had gotten help sooner. Man. Life is hopeful now.",2.5743467336683423,4.981379939698496,4.952811557788948,77.27544849246232,78.74874371859295,8.201105527638191,26.03040201005025,8.982922981607832,2.5828611055276385,804,32,142,21,20,281,120,199,0.175,0.677,0.149,-0.7899,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,9,11,1,1,5,1,14,8,0,2,1,35,33,16,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,1,7,14,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,5,1,1,10,3,19,6,27,20,0,25,0,2,2,1,7,11,1,3,12,97,26,2,0.17740550732393096,0.0,0.08656109204803246,0.0,0.6396208340653717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380779687619694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33928681880645073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896425683500942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406309419124549,0.0,0.0,0.07547951009981993,0.0,0.0,0.0784503772611913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904383690870078,0.09112216230887696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279910350326534,0.1800628555771979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158205406104516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858733221813425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836210618095895,0.09981525870316726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716953088033776,0.0,0.07545051695104513,0.0,0.0,0.06853152744254039,0.08200426642335702,0.1390305831516961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188739050846486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945558600581589,0.0,0.0,0.08810184895554027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265337816352361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448797271667715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911383851387822,0.0,0.0,0.17871738462289485,0.0,0.0,0.08956449488593111,0.0,0.07080169169934769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841303197541411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098867296204043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492488251817825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834153459046415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682525535967393,0.0,0.08758326806125412,0.0,0.0,0.07575166696370668,0.0,0.07053998997983306,0.0,0.0,0.07068461028435521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682877133934318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415947390778921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568371428863756,0.0,0.0,0.0517232889889412,0.0,0.0,0.0847592823970058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463836463785596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975442831456855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200378909688038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Freethem,2019/06/26,"At my wits end with this. Has anyone noticed how Teva's 20mg IR is totally inconsistent and sometimes just a sugar pill that does not work? I used to love Teva's the most, but this last refill, it's like I wasn't taking anything. The comedown I start sweating, which I never had this before. This happened a couple of times before. I'm pretty certain this last batch was screwed up. This makes me so angry how inconsistent they are. Anyone have similar issues?",2.9365792759051166,5.453351022471916,4.176779026217229,82.7303620474407,78.10112359550561,5.7533083645443215,23.372034956304606,6.937597516519254,1.0453885143570538,367,12,64,4,9,120,69,89,0.129,0.733,0.138,-0.2316,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,0,4,0,7,5,1,4,3,13,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,7,3,5,11,2,8,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,7,42,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576220087285605,0.0,0.17992553756877588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721002012757012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419256360650565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133700290698732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365385411269986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933463339418821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282077274096277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564483916058175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681850643105036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973349166979415,0.0,0.14594669372549174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863187727548135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489278579447939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224397438642933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216244693294748,0.0,0.15475748208370105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439321926166464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274931846932602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883837825458388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591755733787373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,superawkward91,2019/06/26,"Irrationally stressed and obsessive over something insignificant. I’m carrying a big bag to my partner’s house and stopped by a grocery store. I was asked to have my bag searched and I feel irrationally offended by it. I’m a 27 year old female, decent in the appearance department, and I always make myself presentable before I go out. Yet, I get asked if I’m stealing anything? This is why I hate carrying bags bigger than my foot!",4.5331216931216884,6.831261888888887,5.530264550264549,76.02333333333334,72.08641975308642,9.073015873015876,33.79365079365079,9.606745405546679,3.669742857142857,347,18,60,9,7,114,58,81,0.285,0.715,0.0,-0.9661,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,10,14,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,0,8,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138353207551445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189450053846632,0.0,0.4974610397211622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263977689681801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345281115696172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900555617572008,0.0,0.15120823320313048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26267952155363405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069979319730611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759735541369254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791855902685169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048262626475149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243837325353144,0.30477124194768096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400780906702248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133414786057935 adhd,bird-mom,2019/06/26,"[23F, ADHD-I] Strattera + Wellbutrin = 💖! A lot of people disappear from this sub after starting meds. A lot of people also say a lot of bad things about Strattera, so I wanted to show how I managed to stumble on this combo. **Stats:** 23F, just graduated Berkeley, starting at big tech company in July. **It took 5 full months from seeking diagnosis to here.** Also anxious (undiagnosed). **Pre-diagnosis** - Lack of internal motivation (fear has been my go-to motivator for the last 20 years), very easily overwhelmed (leading to social anxiety, hating doing new things), anxious, either couch potato or tornado of activity, shit doesn't stay clean, lots of careless mistakes, never celebrated people's birthdays/accomplishments, never felt relaxed. Terrible short-term memory. - Was on Lexapro and Wellbutrin before for a few weeks at a time to try to treat depression, but they didn't do anything. Admittedly it was hard for me to take it every day on time... **Diagnosis** ADHD-I. **Adderall** My psych/therapist started me on **5mg of Adderall** (to my surprise). - First day: amazing - no change in motivation, but I was having fun doing schoolwork. - Second day: second panic attack in my life; was being driven to the gym when I got tunnel vision all of a sudden. I felt all the physical symptoms of fear (240 BPM heart rate, suddenly very cold, almost frozen), but I wasn't _feeling_ scared. Psych was concerned here. - First full week: lots of anxiety bordering on paranoia, hyperfocus on shit that didn't matter... I spent 6 hours being unable to tear myself away from a Google rabbit hole. - Second full week: This week we titrated down to 2.5mg, and then 2.5 every other day, when psych said it's clearly not working because we couldn't find a consistently beneficial dose. **Strattera** We decided to try Strattera (a non-stimulant) because psych doesn't think stimulants will help me. - First week (25 mg): Side effects (5 hour naps in the middle of the day, extreme rage out of no where, depression). No appetite whatsoever, food seems disgusting to me. - Second week (25 mg): Lost all the emotional side effects and the naps suddenly went down to 1 hour daily ordeals. Emotional regulation went wayyy up. Anxiety went wayyy down (-90%). But not much effect on focus, still distractable, still mostly unmotivated. - Day 18 (40 mg): Dosage bump. First day: suddenly a bit high (despite not being a stimulant, hm), slightly euphoric mood, able to focus on work, good shit is being produced. Started running for the first time in my life (5km). Would vomit once run, though. - Weeks 3 to 6: I was pretty content, but slowly realized that my motivation had slipped hard. I was behind in all my classes, which made me a little anxious (Strattera was still good for killing 90% of my anxiety), but they sounded so painfully boring. Was also SO irritable and angry and everything that used to make me feel excited doesn't affect me at all. Food is still disgusting to me. Sleep quality declined, woke up several times a night. ** Strattera + Wellbutrin ** - First week (25 mg Strattera, 100 mg Wellbutrin): Got a little more energy, felt less demotivated and shitty (but to be clear: I was still demotivated and shitty). Psych saw visible improvements to me demeanor (though I didn't notice lol). No new side effects with the Wellbutrin. - First 4 weeks (25 mg Strattera, 100 mg Wellbutrin): Hrm. Able to get stuff done, not having a fun time generally, but starting to feel a lot more relaxed. A lot less irritable, was more social, stopped randomly crying when I got overwhelmed. Best sleep I've ever gotten--sleep through the night some days, only wake up once on the rest. I told my psych I felt pretty good--that this felt like 90% of a perfect cure. She ups the Wellbutrin dose. - Next 4 weeks (25 mg Strattera, 150 mg Wellbutrin): Self-reflection is now possible. I notice things that I wouldn't have noticed before. I notice the small things that bring me a small spark of joy. Learned a few new life skills. Have fun hanging with new people. Read a book over a few days (instead of quitting a few pages in). I'm now doing things for me, fear isn't a motivator anymore. I don't feel motivated, generally, but I can still start things anyway. Sleep is still good (30% through the night, 40% wake up once). I feel like I can actually think for myself now. ** Final Dosage ** 25 mg Strattera, 150 mg Wellbutrin ** Current Side Effects ** - Food is fucking disgusting to me. Really hard to get me to eat ""enough"". Lost a few pounds, but that's bad when you're already 98lb. **TL;DR: Adderall = panic attacks. Strattera = killed anxiety, but irritable and everything is boring, a little better sleep. Strattera + Wellbutrin = unlocked self-reflection, lost a lot of impulsiveness, great sleep, am able to self-motivate, more social, finally finding joy in life. 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I just want to be normal. I want to be able to socialize without interrupting, without saying something idiotic without being ashamed. I want to be able to work without getting distracted. I want to have sec with my husband without being spacing out and making him feel unwanted. I want to argue with feeling foolish. I want to be what I tell people I am. But most of all I want to be able to get though a single day where I don’t have to follow a list of rules to avoid annoying people. I want to not be on edge",2.8128828828828847,4.366142000000004,4.740720720720724,83.040990990991,74.94594594594594,7.095495495495496,28.54954954954956,7.793537801064563,1.8617279279279275,426,18,84,6,9,146,61,111,0.13699999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.187,-0.3048,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,3,3,0,12,1,0,1,1,29,27,4,0,10,9,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,0,3,13,0,25,19,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,65,14,1,0.37245428335877057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006740013077436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554938444349956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972799371421084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287204209896264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164203938649742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214193580878806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873019844906664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265567458701202,0.0,0.09557783459983507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851382008087676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197814744876867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5858218300872953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983877301595973,0.0,0.09038371806476347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Heightx,2019/06/26,"I am in a gang and I noticed two of the guys have ADHD. Wtf? I am out here with a gang (joined 2015) with weapons in a highly restricted country (Canada) and I seen one pop Vyvanse (the pills are very recognizable) and I asked if he uses it recreational. Nope, he has ADHD and so does another one. Lmao, made my month. ADHD is truly a non discriminant to those it affects.",0.8209759759759763,3.246115121621628,3.084234234234234,87.59484984984988,86.97297297297297,5.991591591591593,21.735735735735737,7.3871296695380915,0.9969177177177181,285,10,58,5,9,97,54,74,0.126,0.785,0.08900000000000001,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,3,0,12,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,6,0,7,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7227998060436609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021663132577426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741805612680185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754379532485739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985028206432448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118139668952191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969529761398274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001808040737228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824332586423915,0.0,0.0,0.2716955365768367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583598271834288,0.0,0.0,0.17314695052409207,0.0,0.1654137470864046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Infinite_chaos_,2019/06/26,"It took 50 yrs but it is finally official Special thanks to my wife for her help in getting me the help I needed and to this forum, where everything sounds so familiar. I am fortunate to say that meds have helped almost immediately. Aside from the increased focus on complicated tasks and the ability to start something and then FINISH it the biggest change in my life has been that overnight I stopped eating compulsively. My days use to be filled with a constant need to eat or get up to get a snack, just so that I could be doing something new. I had given up on the idea of being healthy. It is still early days but I am hopeful that the improvement will continue.",4.582734375000001,6.3717568046875,5.25825,80.16175000000003,70.796875,8.557500000000001,29.9875,9.120678840339163,2.62812875,533,22,99,11,10,172,89,128,0.016,0.738,0.24600000000000002,0.9882,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,0,14,4,0,1,0,16,25,9,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,4,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,11,3,17,16,1,23,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,12,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409978906507811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839251722004214,0.0,0.0,0.18788533387560155,0.0,0.13881634240520174,0.0,0.0,0.22425593186601056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35581277443425513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625784901848658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045963138001645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27251046061167034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496123391218907,0.0,0.0,0.17268628883918472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627141458053984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280536091537422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312382859968785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578360654070493,0.0,0.16791903846066605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382637166958643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676981684045365,0.0,0.0,0.12306191017778755,0.0,0.13884810085656665,0.1453581790078555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007071082680766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316942074720425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016276583199956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Baptothetop,2019/06/26,"Migraines and ADHD I get chronic migraines and they have been getting progressively worse. They started just being every once in a while, then I started getting them once a week, and now it's multiple times a week. I'm struggling to figure out what is causing them but they seem to be tension related. I have been wondering if this is somehow connected to my adhd. Does anyone else here get constant migraines or know about any connection between headaches and ahdh?",6.7650000000000015,8.545148357142857,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,65.42857142857143,8.457142857142857,39.0,8.841846274778883,3.8325857142857145,378,21,58,6,6,117,60,84,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,1,5,2,0,2,3,0,8,4,0,1,0,15,18,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,7,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,9,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356888768308086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326592556261268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267441985075648,0.185726674695576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620834611537213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588229032486668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862559210430233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142304581172525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272297295350268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378812417559894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961810728868406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860810826980848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501619182570135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565995793300007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949678114461926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056966587955948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907985419025436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965733783999117,0.0,0.0,0.18472378618000027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MadameMontreal,2019/06/26,"Ritalin side effects: Is this normal? Will it improve? Hello everyone, I (F, 39) was diagnosed with ADHD following a neurpsycological assessment a few months ago (and 30+ years of procrastination, lack of follow through, inattention hyperfocus, problems regulating emotions, the usual). &#x200B; I started Ritalin (10 mg, 3X a day) a few weeks ago, and while I don't feel any different mentally whatsoever, I have been a bit better at getting things done. But, I have a problem and I'm wondering how common it is. Basically, I take my first pill around 9 am and I feel the same, mentally and physically, for the next few hours. But after I take the second pill of the day, I get anxiety, mild heart palpitations, my TMJ starts acting up big time, and I have incredible muscle stiffness in my neck and upper back. &#x200B; For the first few days, I was taking the second pill around 4 hours after the first, but the side effects mentioned above were horrible. So I tried leaving more time in between pills (6 hours), and things aren't as bad. But forget ever being able to take the third one! Today, I took one at 9 and the second just before 2 pm. It's now almost 10 PM I can still feel my jaw clenching and my heart beating. &#x200B; Is this common? Will I adjust, or should I assume that Ritalin is just a bad fit for me and ask for something else? I'm pretty bummed out.",5.0441292420239785,6.569700289575291,6.127860191018088,75.40821377768748,69.27027027027027,9.00475513107092,29.847795163584642,9.414487439383343,2.8016903474903483,1081,42,192,23,19,360,154,259,0.071,0.848,0.081,0.6654,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,0,18,0,20,13,4,3,1,41,38,20,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,0,0,8,15,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,4,0,9,6,3,22,1,22,28,8,47,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,4,30,131,30,1,0.0892108230188007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721407297830518,0.0,0.15816002386623318,0.0,0.08933175277664275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899796684069472,0.3252027437370493,0.06066641882225701,0.0,0.0682460354286221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883309255910324,0.08340007694668883,0.0,0.0,0.0685976162459864,0.14897462176426335,0.0,0.0,0.07591183970141037,0.0,0.0,0.07889972331949371,0.09739511333594147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260080185963125,0.0,0.0,0.09054710749101076,0.0,0.0932063224988636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129364528442138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452419534942586,0.10035016844764327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069629683651097,0.0,0.0852447644402958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532301781085418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22764804145926545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321794597277812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143050962128934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635640715650596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944613805509428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980705398689115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120722781270916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487672235521567,0.0,0.08740766530722141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209031249435719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075947887992547,0.0,0.17072541888835213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686788500063465,0.0,0.0,0.12628775939658662,0.0,0.0712438785011322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683017459449081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185354135465768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403909663339472,0.0,0.08456142907408233,0.0,0.099116506865762,0.06056829287754545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825311794506647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155954111179043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674533208496104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252027437370493,0.057448845132383165 adhd,Sgt-Automaton,2019/06/26,"I was prescribed Adderall, now I can't experience emotions the same. Has anyone been through this? Does it get better? It's been 10 days and my relationship is suffering greatly and I don't know what to do.",2.998750000000001,5.494853375000003,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,77.75,7.0,30.0,8.07648339933343,2.3080000000000003,165,8,31,3,4,54,33,40,0.09,0.8340000000000001,0.076,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533317456027502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32042890711742905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336564438192779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170551285047913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075438221059478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35440334305219795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892891590432798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994420142694887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911309006840366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889794676702966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Setzer83,2019/06/26,"Emotional (Dis)regulation and Stimulation through Negativity I try to avoid interpersonal conflicts because I grind them over incessantly in my mind afterwards. I’m aware my brain is getting strung out on the crisis chemicals as stimulants, but it’s terribly disheartening. Argument, negativity, hostility - they severely affect me. Especially with strangers. Who else experiences this? How do you deal with/manage it?",8.375119047619048,12.734596095238096,9.395535714285717,41.72758928571432,72.17460317460319,13.943650793650795,42.795634920634924,11.45678717892309,8.116144444444442,346,22,40,17,8,117,57,63,0.41,0.575,0.016,-0.9864,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,4,0,11,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,8,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075024172688923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799948323920711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509336254130729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843574193072151,0.3829000070785199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329728858656579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778430107541094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34370321405770576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38455091465147545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23110673484963815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hog_washin,2019/06/26,"Is there a problem if i got ADHD medication being a foreigner? I'm flying tomorrow to Chicago, i'm from Mexico and i'm prescribed with Ritalin. I'm taking the prescription written my doctor and the blister pack with me, but I'm just wondering if i could get in any trouble with the TSA or at arrival because i dont have a note from the doctor stating my condition?",6.599520547945204,6.177925082191784,8.500102739726028,66.62631849315069,65.30136986301369,11.683561643835617,40.16780821917809,11.20814326018867,4.899961643835617,293,16,50,8,4,105,50,73,0.08900000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.0,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,5,4,0,0,0,13,15,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,8,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,34,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324982651967941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814208297248725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865277082118982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208949546796276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663578928387192,0.0,0.0,0.3242500015122121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445463476022827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127473974312228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27871146708870714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26473159739421376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801808614715295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000320218283885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sayo_77,2019/06/26,"Handedness and ADHD I just recently read that left handed and ambidextrous teenagers were twice as likely to have ADHD than those that are right handed. I’m cross-dominant, meaning that my right hand is dominant for some tasks but left hand is dominant for other tasks. Is anyone else cross-dominant and is there actually some science someone can meager up to explain this a little more to me? https://www.rd.com/culture/facts-ambidextrous-people/ https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cross-dominance",9.163026315789473,13.346559513157894,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,65.71052631578947,9.589473684210526,30.552631578947373,9.827888789773867,4.050242105263158,417,16,51,11,8,120,53,76,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,0,9,11,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,8,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2070709681127092,0.0,0.5100324799563939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837114583946992,0.21741807405798044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726105871620845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461099323615725,0.0,0.0,0.10366738694836954,0.2126743731468229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311417334068355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710876774366696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122516620162125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951621194722486,0.0,0.0,0.36242544180524383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979149031299604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fitzellforce,2019/06/26,"My doctor almost took away my prescription because of weight loss... even though the weight loss was not related to side effects of the medication It’s kind of a long story, but here it goes: around a year ago I started to lose a lot of weight, like a lot of weight - a year ago I weighed 150lbs but only a month ago I weighed 130lbs. I couldn’t understand what was wrong with me when the weight loss started because I had been on adderall for nearly all of my life and never had appetite problems in the 10 or so years being prescribed it. Eventually I realized that nearly every time I would eat, I would have diarrhea within minutes of eating the food. When my doctor brought the weight loss up to me at a routine med check she asked me, obviously, why I was losing weight. So I told her the truth: that I was having very bad digestion issues and would have to go to the bathroom after most meals. She told me that if I didn’t gain weight that she might have to take me off of my medication (with lack of appetite, as you all know, a common side effect of stimulant medications). This pissed me off because she pretty much disregarded all of the issues with my digestion I was telling her about. At the next med check she saw that I had lost even more weight, so I told her the same thing about my digestive issues... and once again she told me that if I didn’t gain weight I would be cut off. At this point I knew it was serious and I had to figure out what was wrong with me, because otherwise I would lose my medication, which has helped me so much in my life (academically and socially). After cutting out food by food I realized that the one thing I loved most - cheese - was giving me the shits. My lactose intolerance was so bad that after eating dairy, which I had in most of my meals, it gave me diarrhea within minutes and must have been preventing me from getting any nutrients from food. I have now cut out dairy and my weight has increased. At my next doctors appointment I am so excited to show her once and for all that the medication wasn’t responsible for any of my weight loss and that it was only because of my extreme lactose intolerance. TL;DR My doctor was gonna take me off my ADHD medication because I was losing weight. My doctor wouldn’t believe that it was digestion issues and not a side effect of the medicine. I discovered the weight loss was because of my diarrhea after eating anything dairy, which I have since cut out and started gaining weight.",8.741028409090909,6.889252985416667,8.38200757575758,73.82829545454547,61.85416666666666,11.56060606060606,36.19318181818181,10.230975488527342,3.426124999999999,1963,69,379,34,22,629,185,480,0.14800000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.086,-0.9829,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,17,17,28,6,0,25,0,45,47,2,4,8,64,68,26,0,12,7,0,15,1,0,9,17,0,0,0,27,20,31,2,9,1,2,4,8,23,0,1,34,16,71,5,64,22,15,55,0,11,1,1,22,27,2,10,25,280,98,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048997296599066716,0.0,0.10841972584686801,0.0,0.04082499866782747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055449633318917294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03355001665318418,0.036293706272310766,0.03811419707344557,0.0,0.038304506440032485,0.0,0.06808204861123426,0.17396995682075386,0.0,0.0,0.04593352813643674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864774768235936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668704611335819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385604859794031,0.0,0.034350258642016684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719569307696266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02130050291116264,0.03911004310572946,0.02317037894128159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02732709280417728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021203678886782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424554033577599,0.022405979170116625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057593736588597226,0.019918032304114257,0.0,0.0,0.0360799309720127,0.0,0.18244361202338769,0.04450497990290575,0.06932193852871885,0.0367962760091238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905719655106632,0.2464273022974811,0.0,0.04325024418407435,0.0,0.0,0.032542012109199665,0.0,0.059940889919539865,0.0,0.03144413165189245,0.0,0.08671814765448699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683687064883637,0.027626626374939244,0.0620144385727912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854057585768621,0.0,0.0,0.04147747569254539,0.0,0.039011128641503884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184954529787677,0.03372514464200985,0.0,0.0,0.04155960878840704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086571081091727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613075310867549,0.0,0.03563454385375105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417119836693349,0.0,0.040056055912720205,0.0,0.02377315931592727,0.0,0.0,0.15582890905166594,0.04529667374681192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042442730128587305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363929967794983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7446982749116426,0.0,0.0,0.03678834292611325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480824377776033,0.08915060632413853,0.0,0.07876311456225002 adhd,lemon__blu,2019/06/26,RSD Any advice to help my bf to deal with RSD,-0.9436363636363652,0.21806009090909484,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,84.45454545454545,4.4,11.0,3.1291,-2.0085272727272727,35,0,10,0,1,12,9,11,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709294450901453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39731498057406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.602343593658319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39161533437708335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arasiyal,2019/06/26,"Is it normal for a ADHD person to remember less (formula, concept,etc) than a normal person? I’m on Concerta 36mg and preparing for GMAT. Whatever I study I remember less and have to revise a lot and frequently to remember things. With my inability to plan properly I’m not revising regularly and I forget after few weeks. On the other hand my wife remembers things very easily. I don’t even remember what I spoke a day back(other than the high level point of that discussion) - but she remembers each and everything. My sister in law visited us last month and I told her and my wife the address of place we had to go. After few hours they exactly said the address while I had to search it on my phone. All these things are making me to think whether my plan to do MBA is a good idea or not. On top of it I make lot of silly mistakes while practicing for GMAT. Do people with ADHD get good grades or is it even possible to get into good schools?",3.592959001782532,5.282402663101607,5.3629090909090875,78.817696969697,73.1711229946524,9.692549019607846,27.439928698752226,10.047579312681364,2.9273411051693405,746,28,143,22,15,255,109,187,0.046,0.862,0.092,0.8614,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,9,0,10,1,1,2,2,37,21,13,0,3,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,11,12,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,3,20,4,28,16,8,23,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,4,10,103,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472799901856586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910723564946333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663481378956083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473675042841415,0.13590059139090035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246058490121956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749956663776868,0.0,0.058468236769079585,0.2588688779693199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869681041088576,0.0,0.0,0.10131462412757476,0.0,0.0,0.116137332655587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385972913987673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492728649195455,0.0,0.0,0.13734442901585575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211665738245802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159822324532603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132301583418456,0.17965912017846805,0.10748616236892757,0.0,0.09725345969413962,0.11598007950229056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6992478852241171,0.0,0.09786103651314633,0.0,0.0,0.10411856003402464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050437625691756,0.06592040496457964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830483969413482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375019884679847,0.0,0.0,0.08488555768987373,0.0,0.0,0.0825229474650889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,speckled_phloem,2019/06/26,"The restaurant that makes mistakes I'm not sure if anyone in the UK has caught any of this channel 4 show about people running a restaurant with varying degrees of dementia. I find myself really sympathising with them 😢 Without disrespect, I feel like an adhd run restaurant would run into a lot of the same issues.",6.60896551724138,8.111139724137935,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,65.55172413793103,8.558620689655173,35.1896551724138,8.841846274778883,3.3685379310344827,256,12,39,4,4,82,47,58,0.11800000000000001,0.841,0.042,-0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,6,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,9,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857437918807748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827073430052388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442981829983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229217107120886,0.22930116636001344,0.0,0.0,0.2933609368643333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350094854821972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680982097161553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728773757397804,0.0,0.0,0.2142500927895489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225203143658691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562172127239026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302510603558229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094038072760997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280080123910055,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RoseLilyDE,2019/06/26,"Ladies, Ritalin & Menstruation So, I'm pretty sure I have PMDD, or at least a lesser version. I get pretty wacky around my period. Since being on Ritalin (this time), I'm irrational (when the meds start to wear off) and sad. So sad. I can't focus, I just want to cry. Help! Is there anything anyone can suggest to help with PMS symptoms?!",1.3209090909090904,3.8649970757575782,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,85.81818181818181,6.330303030303031,20.37121212121212,7.645422480735847,1.015612121212122,261,8,51,5,8,87,53,66,0.16899999999999998,0.628,0.203,0.5548,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,1,7,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,9,2,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741071287136113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689169507089708,0.0,0.20818357034470572,0.2252086319633643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778901023663875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321732502258765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391385349178242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810072398482381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147496090879179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927026935764212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906277003855842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384336174475967,0.2629463501027693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475165045646415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921601174702173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,monsieur_mungo,2019/06/26,This ADHD brain of mine decided to start blasting Christmas carols on my internal radio just a minute ago. Who can relate? I read somewhere that you’re supposed to “play the very end of a song” that’s stuck in your head in your mind to make it stop. Sometimes that works for me but other times it’s just stuck on repeat.,3.662812500000001,5.22334840625,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,72.75,6.370000000000001,23.7375,6.742157984588678,0.6826599999999998,254,7,51,2,5,79,51,64,0.091,0.8809999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,10,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,31,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542603888569866,0.0,0.26129886683728404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329064643811114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610817723383079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025225891353583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676355856358207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976371415333857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29485320749703564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915384671419463,0.0,0.20864215633690755,0.0,0.0,0.2464437929298395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188476198051925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432189572070024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459857332094145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OsiViper,2019/06/26,"Adderall XR I was curious if this was normal or if anyone had any experience with Adderall XR. My doctor put me on Adderall XR 20mg in the morning. My first day on it was on Friday. And on that Friday I got more done than I usually do in a month, I could focus so well and managed to complete one task after the next without getting distracted. It was the same way on Saturday. But on Sunday, Monday, and today, it almost feels like I'm not taking it or just getting weird side effects. It improves focus a little bit, but not like it did 1st 2 days. It also makes me feel almost flushed, jittery/dizzy (my pulse and blood pressure are within normal ranges). The XR doesn't seem to last long enough, I goto work at 4:30am and I tried taking it then with the rest of my medications but it wears off way too early, around noon or 1. Then I took it after I got to work and got through morning meetings but then it seemed to run out just before leaving and left me really tired while driving for 1.5 hours home.",4.736210967250571,5.261412826732677,5.54128712871287,83.0099961919269,69.24752475247524,7.601523229246003,27.914699162223915,7.321109707123232,1.4896149276466106,789,25,155,7,13,258,127,202,0.043,0.9,0.057999999999999996,-0.0149,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,2,7,0,11,5,2,2,0,37,25,22,0,5,14,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,13,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,3,1,2,11,3,15,3,26,13,5,43,0,0,0,0,1,16,0,9,23,106,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615063077744565,0.0,0.0,0.10442170105568582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879626056243294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130188106799872,0.0,0.0,0.116240458449814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111106874076286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425553383433454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690661037124147,0.0,0.0,0.10425443177179744,0.0,0.0,0.16842163064562754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365022388811212,0.0,0.13362473789858387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492006954605365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772853161558784,0.0,0.0,0.13204645098999346,0.09328362861206843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106800763021328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644129949297132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31330102976995444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309785263288502,0.0,0.12859120651330627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643699111391013,0.0,0.138261290567746,0.14187137049830034,0.0,0.0,0.12758582378316224,0.13087160723467914,0.0,0.11555578494952586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716059496401556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154173517344264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422463823538096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886921831081486,0.0,0.25587380875452204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848177948953792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312650974779255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365042614581658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377432481766021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635403081959432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007807744461274,0.12377092360756155,0.0,0.14507490866530995,0.08865263552038008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381118304812104,0.0,0.0,0.20729054223809645,0.0,0.0,0.11740364162558725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258707502769023,0.0,0.19012198666896948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hunterbunter,2019/06/26,"Is it just me or do the symptoms of ADHD look like permanent drug withdrawal? My wife watched a doco about a woman who got caught up in the wrong crowd and went missing, probably murdered. The interviewees who knew the woman reminded my wife of us when we were young - aimless, super emotional. We just didn't get into drugs, except tobacco and the occasional pot. I figured that some of those people probably had ADHD as well, but drugs bring a host of other issues. The doco claimed that their aggressiveness came from drug-withdrawal, and so she is thinking our treatment is making us more aggressive. We have been, lately, but there are tons of other stress-related explanations for that as well. I, on the other hand, think our treatment makes us calmer and think more clearly. One of the psychs on youtube (Dr. Russell Barkely? maybe another one) claimed that ADHD was like having type 1 diabetes of the brain. The treatment definitely makes me feel functional and like I'm not missing something. When it's worn off, I do feel more agitated and so on...which very closely mimics drug withdrawal. Years ago people told me I'd feel normal after about a month of quitting smoking because the brain starts producing dopamine again, and the withdrawal is over. A year later I was still waiting and craved cigarettes like I did when I had just quit. I talked about my experience online, a couple people mentioned ADHD, and the rest is history. When the drugs wear off, I think I'm just returning to my natural state (emo), whereas she's worried it's coming from taking the treatment and withdrawing. What's the reality?",7.5261243837694325,8.369284754266214,7.310551763367464,71.64206579446342,63.232081911262796,10.470155479711797,35.731702692453545,10.380263240014207,3.9189993932499054,1295,57,212,29,18,411,167,293,0.081,0.784,0.134,0.9253,0,0,9,0,0,0,43.0,8,0,1,4,18,13,3,0,22,0,18,12,4,4,1,43,46,21,1,1,9,2,4,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,14,17,0,1,9,0,0,5,2,6,2,2,15,6,26,7,27,31,6,31,0,2,2,0,21,9,0,2,20,144,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914458787860939,0.0,0.0721816266877518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853850886131111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049638177844880116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818027116857185,0.0,0.0931327364171372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014361220175949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009930433667354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665886191190861,0.0,0.0,0.09159632402517937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965289052370146,0.0,0.0,0.12351838745477678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254313329199385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512596757508274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849904037384922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185511690327704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912779275912792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683795970663165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306286248268784,0.0,0.08180607081077798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499560900159952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978283402625126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035638484021136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693572168329822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558781533012913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732188848487352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268778913051982,0.0,0.0,0.05763565078686871,0.0,0.0650290625411847,0.0,0.09327629719603568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463559458474544,0.061224246152892986,0.06544930211518309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870488414304075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780860945138547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938460890092776,0.0,0.0,0.0671872028569973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642835543794086,0.0754852178383999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269479435908571,0.0,0.0,0.08902949718436665,0.0,0.10487482213572102 adhd,MyUhTuesday,2019/06/26,"Taking 20mg Adderall XR today for the 1st time (in my adult life). Comparing it to my experience w Concerta (Ritalin XR). Curious on your experiences comparing the 2. (Pardon my kind of random flow of thoughts here... that is actually *part* of the issue I'm noticing here, which caused me to post in the 1st place) I don't love the Adderall the way I did the Concerta (day 1 of Concerta I felt like a new person w like a *Limitless* lite brain). But it (Addy) has it's place. Maybe? I feel like I now get why college kids take it, at last. I notice productivity, to a degree. Vs motivation I feel w the Concerta. (There is a slight nuance between the two - motivation vs productivity) Unlike Concerta, Adderall just doesn't make me more cognitively together at all. It just seems to make working on shit not seem like so much work. On Adderall, I feel like I can do more work faster. Just maybe not as well. But on Concerta, I feel like I actually do things *better*. And have a desire to want to persue activities or participate in productive analytical thought w actual organized thoughts. On Adderall, I certainly have a stream of conscious. But... it's just that. A stream. I feel like.. I could write a book on Adderall. But I'd need Concerta in order to properly edit it into something worthwhile. Does this resonate w anyone? (Also... do you feel I'm adequate in this analysis? Or am I just experiencing something akin to imposter sydrome (or basic lack of confidence) and I actually do just fine on Adderall, I only *perceive* it as.. flighty shit that makes me feel stupid?)",2.514608175473576,5.265262128813563,4.673823529411767,77.00736540378864,81.94915254237287,8.216350947158524,27.998504486540376,8.925248442259385,2.9278075772681937,1228,57,221,35,34,422,155,295,0.051,0.8240000000000001,0.124,0.9421,0,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,2,0,6,13,16,3,0,17,0,15,6,3,6,2,50,39,13,0,5,17,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,15,3,0,0,17,1,0,1,4,3,1,1,5,9,25,13,33,33,6,28,0,0,0,1,7,17,2,6,14,136,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.3660364304509284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499038707987503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556839558434993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293476717080032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468189397486527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633089832093217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487026273581103,0.0,0.0,0.060475950626412624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206155149796343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345634921019008,0.0,0.0,0.3319018010867253,0.26796634596495744,0.09003696909995271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899262202788042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787484851616476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765034837078428,0.0,0.07643766652482364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662347781089183,0.32068991168853245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463396615879093,0.0,0.1877829997515013,0.0,0.18841554895876506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893408517373155,0.06953163303872699,0.0,0.09056673234623212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135227992877529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131873744811343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154722787999763,0.0,0.0,0.08187913350780672,0.19594605228178089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980879581334769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707351826885357,0.0,0.0,0.1925136663081374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438236777510705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101153904783398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229874143013003,0.0,0.0,0.22333631760771036,0.05467990186107001,0.0,0.08888602059465582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916027819717294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530985771732482,0.07443279434866865,0.0,0.0,0.08431336054748483,0.0,0.0846157195221236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480399996210186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YouDeserveTheTruth,2019/06/26,"I apologize if this post and/or comment is not what you are use to. I am sorry if this post/comment offends you. I understand that this is not what you are use to hearing or seeing as it contains videos/images that show you that what you hear & see is a lie. &#x200B; The following three videos will show you that the media is lying to you. &#x200B; This is the first step, of many, in my process in trying to help the general population realize that they are being manipulated &#x200B; &#x200B; 1). 'Substantial winds' with people walking by. &#x200B; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tocuyJ1Fu7U&feature=youtu.be](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tocuyJ1Fu7U&feature=youtu.be) &#x200B; &#x200B; 2). Rowing through 'flooding waters' in a canoe while people walk by. &#x200B; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgm3\_jzcNm4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgm3_jzcNm4) &#x200B; &#x200B; 3). News station staging a protest. &#x200B; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuURFUyrG\_A&feature=youtu.be](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuURFUyrG_A&feature=youtu.be) &#x200B; &#x200B; This is just the start & I will be slowly releasing more & more videos showing just how brainwashed you really are. &#x200B; PLEASE NOTE: I will not be responding to any comments. I will be releasing these types of videos across every Reddit post & comment, as possible, as I feel it is very important that we understand what is truly going on in this world (and Nation). &#x200B; Step 1 of many: COMPLETE.",14.459184782608695,18.640021425120786,8.324224033816428,58.425176630434805,49.72463768115942,8.653260869565218,36.608997584541065,9.188382445141503,3.7977635265700496,1293,49,142,18,16,331,110,207,0.057999999999999996,0.87,0.07200000000000001,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,174.0,1,8,1,1,3,2,2,0,8,0,21,1,0,4,0,22,33,9,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,19,3,1,1,4,6,0,6,3,2,0,2,0,5,18,0,21,25,2,20,0,0,2,0,18,8,0,3,3,102,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6847513335629625,0.5008214968902731,0.018685602917361575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028809575335216824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023150930120737708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013893420366002069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023372298273095074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015616063603215128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193814865091765,0.0,0.018417550287047276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571562721095311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809879733636027,0.0,0.0,0.030161980181833206,0.0,0.03097668748532413,0.0789473823974166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01760275305433406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379192778640199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0307587468981894,0.01944867499367028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01865537956687598,0.0,0.0,0.05720997268639875,0.0,0.04746337554159492,0.0,0.022671767460934883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008214968902731,0.0 adhd,no_foxgiven,2019/06/26,"Have you been diagnosed with celiac disease? I've had digestive issues most of my life. It's something I have just lived with. I have an onion intolerance and I don't eat anything with that, and have started avoiding dairy as well. I love spicy food, and recently started avoiding it too because nothing feels okay when I eat. My fatigue the last 6 months or so has been beyond anything I'm used to. It came up once as an idea back when I was 18 because of the auto-immune issues on my dad's side of the family, but my doctor wants me to do bloodwork to test for celiac disease. I haven't gone in to do the lab work yet. He mentioned going totally gluten free for 30 days also. I checked and apparently there is a pretty huge comorbidity for people with ADHD and celiac disease. The good part about that is if you have it, fixing your diet will greatly improve your symptoms. The bad thing though is having a horrific auto-immune disease that is socially isolating and all the other dietary restrictions/risks. The gluten-free fad thing has always driven me crazy for people who don't need to do it and starches are my favorite food, so I'm fairly terrified at the moment because I have nearly every symptom and precursor. I desperately do \*not\* want this to be a thing. tl;dr I am in limbo atm and am just freaking out. If any of you have gone through this same thing, can you let me know what it was like for you? Thanks for the support as always.",4.4976005384485935,5.959391487632509,5.30175668854114,81.05419316843346,70.51943462897526,7.5106175332323755,28.670536765943126,7.957251820313856,1.9364875988557968,1153,43,211,15,21,375,162,283,0.107,0.753,0.14,0.8761,1,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,7,0,2,15,14,0,2,15,1,33,13,0,1,2,35,51,22,0,5,7,1,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,18,15,6,2,3,0,3,5,4,5,1,0,9,1,26,10,33,39,5,26,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,4,12,157,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312218079512756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523566003894324,0.19818365417769634,0.0,0.0,0.0809847991189454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960006727884668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157231100118256,0.0994345805440349,0.21778717259877847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620641893866833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680273830636891,0.0,0.0,0.12087311981353988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189293181068933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371614319004825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033786084058666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226678140414756,0.0,0.06021512189849185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28800647786269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768118639404455,0.0998864440457142,0.0,0.13129635968540448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443730977922694,0.0,0.2485965511744914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544835785365301,0.09707366379606036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177686482426847,0.08411628551826239,0.058181010349189974,0.0,0.1051580225148296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748273135676516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505593295567287,0.0,0.0,0.08830319756818347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426938303327755,0.0,0.0,0.12682620433514485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896209299434214,0.0,0.16512303416721716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211566185695858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175863041835482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139653114866875,0.0,0.09168075155020712,0.0,0.0,0.16858402101958422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351411119716149,0.0,0.2475587359851674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964141560804873,0.0,0.0,0.3164705232618345,0.0,0.11700462013631335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285490788664044,0.0,0.0,0.14048389430925035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707557134341032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669841951089616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OurCatFam,2019/10/07,"I want to go back to college and get a Phd in Clinical Psychology from scratch (undergrad and up) at 31 years old. Am I being delusional? I missed a lot of academic opportunities due to being diagnosed and treated later in life. I always wanted to study psychology and become a clinical psychologist and researcher. But I never got to and had to choose another major and eventually dropped out of college years ago due to untreated ADHD. Now that I’ve been medicated for a few years I feel an intense urge to make up for that lost dream. I now have the tools to help me go after what I want with more consistency and resilience. Is it too late to pursue this now? Am I crazy? I’ve read conflicting opinions about getting a Phd later in life. That I wouldn’t be accepted in a graduate program due to my age, and that even if I did I wouldn’t be able to get funding and in postdoc no one would take me seriously and I’d always be less than someone who got their Phd in their twenties with twenty years experience on top of that. Realistically if I start going to community college next year when I’m 31, By the time I apply for a Phd would be around 35-37 years old and will probably finish my Phd around 45. Why di I want to do this? I know I’m smart snd capable and psychology has always been a key interest for me and I want to show I can do this. I want to prove it to myself. I also want to be a clinical psychologist or perhaps even a neuropsychologist because I want to study and develop programs and techniques that can help improve the lives of Afults with ADHD because I know how much of a struggle it can be. I want to make a difference in our lives. I already have a list of dissertation topics. I feel lazer focused when I think about this career path. I want to do it so bad even though the journey will be rough. Let me also add that I do not want or plan to have children and will mostly be on my own so balancing this with children isn’t an issue. However I wonder if I’m dreaming too big and being unrealistic and delusional. I do however think this is more achievable than my previous more childish dream of becoming a successful singer/songwriter. I want to help people, especially those with mental illness and developmental disorders. I also want to be an authority and expert on psychology. My role model is Dr Russell Barkley. Yeah I know he started young and had better circumstances. Help me determine if this is something I should pursue. It will require major sacrifice so I need to be sure.",4.593965829373161,6.004327613034621,6.2155210454854055,74.79274977370446,70.22199592668025,9.447408916044353,31.154163837972387,9.793970653908694,3.1373977823036885,2002,86,371,49,36,686,229,491,0.053,0.8059999999999999,0.141,0.981,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,2,8,23,13,0,1,21,1,47,9,0,3,3,79,87,39,0,23,8,0,4,0,0,9,9,0,0,2,22,31,0,2,11,5,1,4,6,5,0,1,8,4,49,8,64,56,11,53,1,2,0,0,12,18,0,10,30,264,71,19,0.07630339370155281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183403702465262,0.0,0.06763835463309692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420269235374536,0.18305938912642486,0.19047160829135096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001076131153474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585239530654608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058672599829086326,0.06371014654591245,0.09302768115594293,0.16854220698036745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674841509995056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744633843325681,0.0,0.07972080606863005,0.08745029979799153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119301571629173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463936051343607,0.0,0.0,0.07716257703192049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959612170787798,0.0,0.13009493115897108,0.0,0.12205358878160295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045782255665672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964091878036993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580304901670436,0.0,0.08607355163724338,0.0,0.0,0.07802538977292789,0.10779068706169148,0.0,0.0,0.13475458916289595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329416783058258,0.06487041668987971,0.0,0.0,0.10186621560269783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686764163015962,0.07689587410143454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609177395164547,0.05657799959291046,0.058849881177649076,0.0,0.08114952484472956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013515215478558,0.0,0.05170515431952248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289916569940322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822679639371807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763240424835434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465161786945406,0.0587420803179874,0.0,0.0,0.1080158695867423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976887433981666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191504555014128,0.0,0.05737065598905496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778426737590938,0.07496769689828528,0.0,0.04449312248301313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850743412531881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688519445819733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827477755844774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840748326853347,0.0,0.0,0.2948213030326126 adhd,leggiiiii,2019/10/07,"I don’t have the patience to sleep Am I the only one who gets too impatient to sleep? It’s really frustrating, I’ll lie down then get bored of it and start doing something after ten seconds. This will repeat for around 4 hours until I physically can’t do anything else but sleep",3.009999999999998,5.076878571428575,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,75.78571428571428,7.337142857142857,23.7,8.238735603445708,1.4901399999999994,224,7,43,4,5,74,46,56,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.5017,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,7,3,3,0,0,3,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713251291329285,0.22407162001832226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102679852599861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26301189295459193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478796139296651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056243528912582,0.19143368289908375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124924790974213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7556630513676323,0.0,0.0,0.1937755027491017,0.0,0.0,0.1781587349371007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fedur,2019/10/07,"Adhd but without lack of concentration (?!?) Hihi, been informally diagnosed with ADHD by my psychiatrist and Doctor over the last 6 months. And allthough, a big portion of the symptoms do appear, the only point that tickles me is that I personnally don't feel a lot of problems concentrating, especially in conversations. I tend to lose focus doing tasks and such, but in a conversation setting, if anything, i'm hyperfocused. I wondered if anyone did feel the same. It makes me question if adhd is indeed the right diagnostic for me as I've also been pretty depressive a good portion of my life (on meds nowadays for that). Thx y'all!! TLDR: Can I still have ADHD if I don't really have problems concentrating in a social setting",6.670151515151512,8.106679045454547,8.008787878787881,63.76651515151517,65.36363636363636,10.10909090909091,35.12121212121212,10.25414643259724,4.077721212121212,582,27,89,14,9,200,87,132,0.111,0.789,0.1,-0.3491,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,10,0,12,4,0,1,0,23,19,11,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,2,11,1,16,16,5,14,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,8,3,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914071166946335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150181836739413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005669934533557,0.0,0.11835714360451498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387775142724647,0.14598110298464953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721275217522645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454462319605372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063503695032825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723798089740828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158907255699164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090532093617535,0.0,0.12227634218786948,0.0,0.0,0.09600545882081543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975907313702242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480112335571263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109386708918617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359627483510039,0.0,0.0,0.1463234906153006,0.0,0.2752455119487081,0.0,0.0,0.16111885341175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213908585641746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282724119685788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661323826943948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486021202314105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949104229438528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864383483664044,0.15597395298111433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,A_Mac01,2019/10/07,"Losing the fight Does anyone else ever feel like their symptoms persist even when medicated? I have been for awhile now and lately i've been going through tough times and apart from losing my appetite my meds seem to have little to no effect on me. As a result, I reached for a drink to help relax and slow my brain down... I know it was wrong, I definitely should not be drinking especially for those reasons... Has anyone else done this? How do you get back on track?",4.309571428571431,6.005352211111107,4.502063492063492,85.685,71.33333333333333,6.476190476190476,23.968253968253972,6.868970318607317,0.7811587301587299,369,10,71,3,7,115,71,90,0.15,0.727,0.12300000000000001,-0.3943,0,0,2,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,1,4,6,7,1,0,3,0,10,5,1,4,1,13,15,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,1,10,2,12,9,0,13,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395653239866161,0.3510509476593273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172541556338332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123658297662333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991294202222544,0.17530774422631826,0.0,0.33563359577474555,0.0,0.0,0.2862120038319626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314743669972588,0.15495805564289536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661856262616535,0.12238259743221293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950145313502536,0.0,0.0973583860241683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482426148012775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414649517911733,0.0,0.1932430877694206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369252323495019,0.17169579980764518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833000671251453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902847683998014,0.17257496798514854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613333952971572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595253243643428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805479089400153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998911769013166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729860152028352,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway90210_1,2019/10/07,Question for those of you on Adderall How do you handle the feeling of being rundown after it wears off? It definitely helps me when it’s in my system but after 6 hours I feel pretty tired and less motivated than before I take it. BTW I’m on the extended release version (XR).,4.199363636363636,5.459891436363634,6.077954545454547,75.97693181818181,71.0,7.6818181818181825,30.113636363636363,8.07648339933343,2.2830909090909093,219,9,39,3,4,76,45,55,0.064,0.726,0.21100000000000002,0.7852,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,10,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140380107580588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37320986634191206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473693050342897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634441261826346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37546088089813895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134252564430563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774828897273043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241736056064056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Archer_Python,2019/10/07,"Can't read and listen music/noise in the background at the same time. Not quite sure where to post this but here we go. So as the title says I can't read anything if theres music or loud distracting noises in the backround. Ex. The other day I was reading my mail and the tv was on in the background playing the news and I know this sound odd, but I legit couldn't read with the background noise on I had to mute the tv. My brain couldn't process the words with the loud tv on in the background. Its not just tv its everything. Like if im listening to music with my headphones and reading something on my phone, I have to pause the music while reading in order to understand wtf im reading. Its very weird I think sometimes I'm some kind of freak. I'm not diagnosed with ADHD (or anything else) but sometimes I feel this is a symptom.",2.065153508771928,4.0905721929824574,3.0003472222222243,92.5871875,78.53216374269006,5.444590643274854,24.137792397660817,6.322622252153567,0.5832950292397658,659,23,138,5,16,209,91,171,0.114,0.853,0.032,-0.9309,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,15,0,9,3,1,0,1,31,18,14,0,4,11,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,12,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,7,13,4,21,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,5,4,87,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793066716522573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889108181802308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812074758851266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401684963058043,0.0,0.0,0.1164886530208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587521207759654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314744959620152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803092078916342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522616649635606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794156528109865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951480012911835,0.0630743300127951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607059317589631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991748069052837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207151817203515,0.8036040899171378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126933359477443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835518825436928,0.2270199917465193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816892002305536,0.11928948199123784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353967807698222,0.0,0.0,0.06692303356862157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194791241413344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946968785955216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hophopmarie,2019/10/07,"I think I may have Inattentive ADD and I’m not sure how to deal with my situation... Hey everyone, I’m really sorry for this but I feel the need for a rant and some advice on how to deal with the situation. All my life, I’ve struggled in education but have always managed to get good grades. I’ve just finished college and am wanting to go to uni next year. My main issues are that I’ve had has been reading things and plucking random words and numbers that were never in the original text; really bad daydreaming issues and not being able to realise when I’ve daydreamed or for how long; and not being able to focus on one sound or conversation when in a relatively loud area e.g. a restaurant. I also had a bit of a breakdown in my first year of college which lead to panic attacks and some bad anxiety which I’ve mostly recovered from now but I still can’t explain why that was triggered. It’s got to the point where it’s really upsetting and frustrating when I had the capability of getting As at a level (because understanding was never an issue) and I didn’t because all the marks I dropped were from really silly mistakes. All my teachers/lecturers have noticed it and their reaction has always been amused or frustrated because it was due to lack of practice. I mentioned this to my mum this evening (which is stupid because she has a real issue in recognising mental health issues*) and she completely dismissed what I was saying and laughed at me. I’m just really down about it and feeling like I’m at a loss because visiting my GP about it isn’t really an option because my parents wouldn’t understand and I can’t get there without them knowing (my dad is also coming in with me for all my appointments for other health reasons). I just feel like I’m going mental and I feel like I’m making it up and it’s all in my head. It just doesn’t feel right. *ive never been someone to convince myself of any health condition when I don’t genuinely believe that there’s an issue because it’s the way I’ve been brought up. Anyway, thanks for reading this and I needed to write it down. Sorry for any spelling mistakes or missing words, feeling like a mess right now haha",5.125043204393119,6.149804009367684,6.097612856335299,77.57103044496489,68.62529274004683,8.793636437050798,31.585964628926753,9.035553425615538,2.7587025599612374,1740,72,316,31,29,577,199,427,0.156,0.7559999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.986,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,3,23,26,4,3,19,1,34,5,1,8,9,83,65,35,0,7,15,3,6,4,0,2,4,3,0,0,25,23,0,0,12,3,0,6,14,14,0,2,16,9,34,12,50,45,11,48,0,2,0,0,16,22,0,10,22,225,59,7,0.14475755118610248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072770182906055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157625613840634,0.12044987887248405,0.0,0.0,0.0984400987544937,0.0,0.05536956521926355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234130617640073,0.0,0.0,0.1208665087134431,0.3088500086421204,0.0,0.0,0.0815460946312609,0.0,0.0,0.07901887700908544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234790631863689,0.07588776914548225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492386789901292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780549865872021,0.0,0.0,0.06916102180344652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958130207233156,0.20682964698255601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565349544734735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344476877071835,0.0,0.08226905227813823,0.060707882979702574,0.057887918768745536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742815050357347,0.2308057616138404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532678227373398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397774821974328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112326969606471,0.14144245504637276,0.0,0.0,0.06405293877260931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048313394738765066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588156425619084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733588998822406,0.1674689212420224,0.0,0.07697564896251644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240371573598343,0.0,0.0,0.04904573151928684,0.0,0.0,0.08492089828005774,0.08036806484548026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842133782319063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479672463528906,0.08238289235544763,0.2782061820562789,0.07441743597770903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236221577711095,0.0,0.057558507422928284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271355263681814,0.0,0.0,0.06132630168198783,0.0,0.0,0.16204422707756985,0.0,0.0,0.05780178368408664,0.0,0.0,0.0756660113668627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821613942882604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663665217090034,0.0,0.0,0.04808524238762563,0.04637739687316055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506977159339686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269087711419437,0.05745090311107034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653105871743478,0.0,0.0,0.06977055682907117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321911690110568 adhd,chooseanothernamee,2019/10/07,"I stream on twitch and have had some pretty large success. Upperclassman in highschool. I feel like twitch streaming is literally the only place on the planet wherein my ADHD can actually be put to use and isn't a liability. School is hell from the sheer volume of work i need to complete each week and im having a hard time convincing myself to not dedicate more time to streaming. I feel like school is important and I need to go to a good college but i also feel like i have a big open door for success on the internet, and if i dont take it soon, it'll close. Am I exaggerating how imperative streaming is because im passionate about it or am i right? Also im supposed to be doing make up work rn.",2.961807511737089,4.762785063380285,5.0630281690140855,79.83965962441317,75.1267605633803,7.8319248826291075,27.32629107981221,8.59863814320734,2.0788150234741787,557,22,110,11,12,193,88,142,0.043,0.764,0.193,0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,9,1,0,8,0,17,3,0,3,0,21,26,11,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,4,12,8,16,22,3,16,1,0,0,1,0,10,1,3,7,71,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.14420701784733772,0.0,0.17759675248091766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363511211096474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008222757801193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493920574665207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731911209413935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241583388403513,0.3167113250513052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398389991586258,0.12394660269171677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237731404033906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788668579360725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165861036354451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986409152889741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191464807853758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123894955631578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154393352725596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034023293935309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855462340596265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619898537947266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991122431078883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110835882155554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233750364915346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763009560020022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853613763046122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516382247422508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GRuntK1n6,2019/10/07,"being a teacher w adhd? Is anybody here a teachcer that can share their experience? I recently decided to become a public school teacher, and i can already imagine the stress of everything that teaching comes with. Being on time w grading, paying attention long enough while teaching, medication, etc.",7.8048,10.525886480000004,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,64.2,9.8,42.5,10.125756701596842,5.466000000000001,244,15,30,6,4,78,41,50,0.068,0.884,0.047,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,23,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194971899574664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29336947108764305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936078214105652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900419400429825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746916679613417,0.2964903817668907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389267084294528,0.2600499948879921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352667873442836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678135192406513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624924631207584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905199509521754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045275626473613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550178912931005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hardcider7,2019/10/07,Official Diagnosis After 39 years I finally have my official diagnosis and referral for a dr who can prescribe medication- just waiting for medication appointment to be set up!!,9.694827586206898,11.963455896551723,12.037413793103447,34.586465517241415,59.0,18.213793103448282,52.43103448275862,15.247664890283005,10.55733103448276,147,11,17,9,2,54,26,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598806353865954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8458275310212319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703434648053254 adhd,hylop67,2019/10/07,"I recently realized I might have ADHD and I don't know how to control it I have always had a short attention span and I get distracted easily. I have also always been a procrastinator. There have been some major changes in my life recently which have made my anxiety worse and I admit I am depressed. One thing lead to another, and now I think I had ADHD all this time but I did not realize that. I can see myself procrastinate to such an extent that I avoid doing the task until I absolutely must get it done. In my mind, putting off the task is equivalent to avoiding the anxiety that comes with it. But this has lead to more problems and I need to take control of my attention span and not procrastinate to such an extent. How do I stop procrastinating so much and get work done? What kind of doctor should I go to get medication for this?",3.531220779220781,5.493247806060612,5.24036796536797,78.48340909090909,73.96969696969697,9.07792207792208,26.331168831168828,9.606745405546679,2.53648051948052,668,24,129,18,14,227,95,165,0.14,0.84,0.019,-0.9535,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,8,6,0,3,7,0,22,3,0,7,2,38,35,14,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,9,0,5,7,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,8,1,22,1,16,24,7,17,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,2,6,103,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34634060614440243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523013428528175,0.23979178676039545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109278165178106,0.22045961524178054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242998396237814,0.12412229880897813,0.0,0.0,0.3232223388937021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410602807279772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748402956653964,0.0,0.2949118111699443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011280050733736,0.0,0.08189067197711289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004940224918184,0.07918906700645252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177627657418427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363431142531346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515729637531535,0.0,0.15285859451775394,0.145491609070884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592402840835388,0.10684221970468588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976403106758715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378763613290153,0.0,0.14485202459291244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845464737817676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482248294837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204671695009953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833907660023803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572816757368698,0.0923281863428394,0.0,0.0,0.08402106829300587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490052275037616,0.0,0.14684182102660073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goodorca,2019/10/07,"I hope I still like this idea tomorrow ~me Any time I have an idea of something I like to do in the future, I have to stop myself and conclude that there is a big possibility that I won't like the idea a few days (or even minutes or hours) later - after the impulsiveness has faded. I fucking hate it.",4.096451612903227,4.482034935483874,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,70.61290322580646,8.135483870967743,26.79032258064516,8.07648339933343,1.4801483870967749,234,7,50,3,4,80,45,62,0.099,0.735,0.166,0.4951,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,4,5,8,1,12,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,13,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414070973790755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136697273188704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999820384633585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595447637489252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926754887183924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052504257053545,0.20873883264317908,0.0,0.0,0.7178343142534077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106602306693478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389541155942771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631778894498752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927228293665084,0.17720883938910853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359613044874923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShortPlane,2019/10/07,"Time passage is far more insidious with ADHD Whether it's feeling someone is doing something to you ""all the time"" because it's happened a few times recently. Or, you know you have been eating too much ""recently"" but didn't notice it's been going on for months and you gained ""a few extra pounds"". And you just stare in the mirror thinking ""how did this happen?"" And feel like you woke up in someone else's body or life. But hey... There's a Squirrel!",2.963522727272725,5.095663761363639,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,76.1590909090909,5.763636363636365,25.772727272727273,6.6274283507984215,1.0130636363636372,353,13,68,3,8,112,62,88,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.8016,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,8,3,1,1,1,16,16,9,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,6,1,7,11,6,12,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,7,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446731850430485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410534105714092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614034666481184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832132611951806,0.1700716308259648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588039646697429,0.14544329134590694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570373893497073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600643511512036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118866277954008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438002088663281,0.0994628018667216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250198078518058,0.0,0.14966058812322236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317862610244605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020371322207931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449988642470625,0.15673197099364802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045095504817528,0.0,0.0,0.35614135955051074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gotagoaghd,2019/10/07,"Is it a ADHD thing that my brain is dumb most of the time and rarely sometimes smart? Throughout school I struggled doing some very simple assignments like math and physics problems, normally I would just accept that I’m just not an intelligent person but I know it’s not true, for example in high school I got highest grade in a nation wide math exam in the whole country and till this day it’s 15% higher than anyone else got, but next day I couldn’t answer same damn questions and my classmates accused me of cheating. It’s driving me crazy that I don’t even know myself, Am I not working hard enough?. now I’m in college and same thing going on. Also Just got diagnosed with ADHD last month.",6.325588235294116,6.4969821470588265,6.137058823529415,81.34176470588238,65.76470588235293,8.270588235294117,30.970588235294123,7.645422480735847,1.9901941176470583,556,19,104,5,8,174,92,136,0.193,0.77,0.037000000000000005,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,1,5,0,7,2,1,0,1,28,15,9,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,1,12,4,11,10,6,18,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,3,9,67,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749060102511261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473405987972595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090621411558327,0.15981598408895498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412095256257387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118340871300047,0.0,0.0,0.15831249511481488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029804749271282,0.0,0.0,0.16116504389025074,0.0,0.10302076700762887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886448327543856,0.0,0.3742450947707235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972398132661915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647973517289943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714408108099226,0.12714136897597894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762020615575223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449866392869788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658823905099441,0.0,0.15282349674527848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619234597341756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924809744154569,0.0,0.0,0.17472896951829733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315712354292324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426438714128984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306012375419998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724722852011587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095093942763006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869664762425262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414178599640598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355248492347952,0.0,0.0,0.1108009720830734,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brief_Somewhere,2019/10/07,"DEA JUST GET REDUCED TO RAGE TEARS BECAUSE YOU SUCK AT DOING ANYTHING? Today I feel like I woke up from a fog. (sorry if it gets long) Its like I came too and realized ""holy SHIT our house is TRASHED? how in the world did this happen."" I went room to room. Amazed. Overwhelmed. Where do i begin? Today I had it set in my mind. I was going to clean. Since I kept telling myself to clean the last 2 weeks. Every single day. Intense self loathing. I just had no idea where to begin! But today i felt a sense of urgency. I had to do it today. So now i have begun with the fish tanks. changing the water. i cleaned out on tank but I got distracted. So I had my snails and single guppy in a bucket while I worked. I forgot about the bucket. The cat leapt up, knocked a blanket down, it hit the bucket while I was off in another room. Water ALL OVER my bedroom carpet. I came in just in time to scoop my poor lonely guppy up and get him back in the water but. I broke. I yelled and kicked and threw all my soaking blankets aside. scrambled to clean up the water. Rage moved the aquarium stand. And just broke down sobbing because my guppy almost died because I forgot about them and my snails. My partner was embarrassed of my mini tantrum. Helped me move some things but just kind sat there looking at me like i was a crazy person and then..in so many words..implied I shouldn't come to game night with him. So I told him have a good time. I'll be here. Loosing my damn mind. So now im tornado cleaning the entire house to some how validate my mistake and prove im not crazy. it just so hard to focus on one task. in a sea of many. Anyone relate?",-0.16895398009950569,2.1452921910447778,1.4679944029850769,96.96845926616915,94.25373134328359,3.746890547263682,17.128420398009947,5.46131890053228,-0.5749191542288554,1264,34,271,8,48,407,180,335,0.187,0.725,0.08800000000000001,-0.9902,0,2,0,1,0,0,48.0,1,1,1,1,24,20,6,3,18,0,17,5,1,2,3,46,41,24,1,3,12,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,10,3,8,15,4,3,5,1,1,8,3,14,0,1,21,5,45,6,40,17,6,56,0,5,1,0,13,27,4,4,22,175,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121133592883056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174014889342026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828614677014335,0.0,0.0921348485953849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609155151961202,0.0,0.20475223771360584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25610846346793176,0.0,0.0,0.11844051634870985,0.0964449957887069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220596301937439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619845367591805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943324682044278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056611143832733274,0.07998538206827338,0.10750068405486732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754859287563959,0.0,0.06363035159477523,0.09390806947704307,0.08954591118643247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900726403220404,0.0,0.1002955928933684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504549354153442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583772845764637,0.0,0.12639100678442958,0.2418754592097116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659076658168988,0.0,0.09126363893762716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409633201926133,0.0,0.0,0.09908248367807687,0.09401953711943198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270229578231524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260985779151333,0.0,0.0,0.2379949022498119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506836746786648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586807078424257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776054158528596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680035599529735,0.0,0.1149269629182026,0.09261578399705886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533183326325184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785936432372397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438230525131924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057140667613004,0.0,0.4245059829249871,0.10698409698774786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980883385588427,0.0,0.0,0.10378951536732356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150937077360497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iliketoeatfoodnomnom,2019/10/07,"Can someone bully me into doing my work? here’s some background: so i’m halfway through my first semester of college. i have a rly bad attention span (big surprise). i basically come to class for attendance, because it is impossible for me to pay attention. i just can’t do it. i’ve tried so hard, and i’ve had this problem since i was a child. i brought it up to my doctor and she diagnosed me with ADHD but was hesitant to prescribe medicine for me because my sleep schedule was off and i was losing weight rapidly (because i was sick). i don’t have these problems anymore btw and i haven’t seen her in months. anyway my problem is that i have absolutely no motivation to even try at school. i have a huge long term goal (i want to go to med school) and i was SO excited for college and taking all these courses i love so much (bio, chem, anatomy). but now that i’m here i don’t try at all. i have a timeline: i don’t pay attention in class, just sit in the lecture and daze off (i know how wrong this is and i hate that i do it, believe me). i start cramming all of the material the night before huge exams and then just say fuck it and go to sleep. then the next morning i hate myself bc i didn’t study and fail the exam. my mindset was “i’m just gonna take the optional final to replace this bad exam grade.” i’ve done this for every single one of my classes, even the ones i’m interested in. also i always think to myself: “if i do well, if i put in the work and get to my goal, what’s the point? i’ll still be a depressed piece of shit.” nothing i do is ever good enough for me. honestly, what i need is for someone to be like “you’re being absolutely dumb and you need to start working.” but i just can’t get myself to do it. i have no motivation.",1.3370907928388789,3.131561315217393,3.5094373401534535,89.17955242966755,79.8695652173913,6.2859335038363175,24.68222506393861,7.285733465282438,1.0306452046035814,1356,51,298,18,34,464,175,368,0.19,0.705,0.105,-0.987,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,10,20,23,5,0,14,0,37,9,3,3,4,46,62,26,0,8,10,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,17,16,1,0,7,0,2,6,9,15,1,3,12,4,50,8,38,46,9,38,0,3,1,2,6,16,3,4,16,209,67,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979902869397358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637023347051417,0.08986743240067753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071102937683845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035655831269728,0.1975135042540562,0.0,0.09190288910681997,0.1216827815090182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303531574897836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302312009120743,0.10962111854252778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054599689433224,0.0,0.11052491668932188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115963232617359,0.0,0.14267037739876534,0.09769520602672352,0.0909974736688935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831238185366424,0.0,0.09186758741854482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998473492133845,0.11285457690393187,0.0,0.12276157624202215,0.09058807897419928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674978029454302,0.21326188018548145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935581215870465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052764977376700085,0.0,0.0,0.0955795588853379,0.0,0.1208281133642532,0.0,0.0,0.09747723276697283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996736520369665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620723706626089,0.0,0.07939488329603946,0.16016621897802252,0.0,0.0,0.11486277934676295,0.10135381999516084,0.0,0.10363211938763298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637171919508432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209806782950888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100338359904109,0.0,0.10857318929953304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588859238937029,0.0,0.21861029598528944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086387837675764,0.08934148046812906,0.0,0.2161626811776951,0.0,0.1830217621596497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528906425272372,0.0,0.08625160832859731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241014380450433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920418048457262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199815388064309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637031693032598,0.0,0.0,0.13151897412431268,0.09710797501836338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358831575783272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808469968292508,0.0,0.0 adhd,Playboi_Azir,2019/10/07,"Anxiety without adhd meds? Does anyone else feel very anxious without their meds? The difference with me taking my meds vs me not taking my meds is absolutely massive. when I'm on meds I feel confident in my self and my abilities. I become very chatty with people (a introvert like me), in a way it calms me down and makes me feel normal for once. but when im off meds, I become insecure. I can never join conversations because my mind just can't keep up with the conversation or keep the conversation going because i can't find it interesting enough even though I want to. I would b go to parties and a couple of drinks in and just wanna go back straight home. I don't like the idea that I can only be normal thought medication because any progress I go through without medication, it just regresses back to square 1.",5.906202531645569,6.5902722784810175,6.778329113924055,74.60686075949369,66.72151898734178,9.864303797468356,32.88860759493671,9.888512548439397,3.2141650632911385,652,27,120,14,10,217,94,158,0.075,0.79,0.136,0.8292,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,1,7,0,8,3,0,1,1,33,23,9,0,5,10,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,7,1,2,6,1,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,4,21,4,20,20,1,18,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,7,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351493574291882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423172297311194,0.0,0.0722567859907402,0.10670574269224364,0.0,0.06604419031317625,0.0967789294836709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525805771516995,0.0,0.17273421048950327,0.20863327771662504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451117047368973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868396391799424,0.0,0.0,0.08265702822564718,0.0,0.0,0.09252862102898232,0.0,0.0,0.07890390702808774,0.0,0.0,0.0975958725705788,0.0,0.062385746972815175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327581486849505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863289276420289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147207506716816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474471520865414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662667726454426,0.1020261535354133,0.0,0.0,0.16790949328519894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229056760531468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304854680185497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295002923844146,0.19030423667722804,0.0,0.0,0.09537126378955024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284848005317174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850890510016447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059005777888748,0.0,0.07183625932800614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548227014510934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853575962359286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420347842620064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280023447525892,0.07498564988245746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586831137340748,0.05571121173124429,0.07497291327162371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27314985262873404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709716506192095,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Elver-Galarga7,2019/10/07,"Some of us on here right now might have more than 50 tabs on our browser for months. And it’s so difficult to close them, despite it only takes 1 minute It really bs and suck that i’m so weak to close those tabs. Whenever i close one tab, i feel very bad. Like i’m losing some valuable knowledges that not much people on the world know (those tabs are usually about history stuffs, my major is History) Is there any proper way to deal with this? How not to feel really bad after i closed them all?",3.9714144271570038,4.852967584158421,4.641103253182461,87.48702970297029,71.17821782178217,8.543705799151343,23.33946251768034,8.841846274778883,1.31468486562942,390,9,84,7,7,125,73,101,0.184,0.764,0.052000000000000005,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,2,1,7,8,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,18,12,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,8,2,13,11,6,14,0,1,0,0,5,9,1,3,5,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532756508897064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814279086835427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354820943693243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309833047135449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552891622967965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159025854571468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555338991931769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230836947027296,0.0,0.0,0.1823157774532414,0.0,0.1679086393036936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477745657077466,0.1737171405349031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835168523185655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926523466097739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506206312856286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26147637327296314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173692512179728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747507562036609,0.0,0.2515628558448482,0.1884633025514178,0.0,0.18130231491661453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UsuallyFuckingNice,2019/10/07,"I think I will be able to sleep. I fixed some important things, did some tasks and my mind feels relaxed Right now I have no clue what thought could possibly stress me enough out of my tiredness now, but I know for sure my future brain will figure something out. Let’s see",2.8100000000000023,4.979037037037038,2.388666666666669,97.17300000000004,76.77777777777777,5.801481481481483,21.91111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.2424266666666668,216,6,47,2,5,63,44,54,0.066,0.812,0.122,0.4497,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,2,0,1,14,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,9,2,5,5,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,31,11,0,0.26273832737095204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933028661278331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977517519342845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714789265561884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284839272218668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439411352220605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686677408030997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529081236678603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961979869516441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224377095996962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093684300687309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262928073848781,0.0,0.0,0.2022688006434509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009658663032797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762776416673885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745516700529054,0.16835211127062588,0.0,0.20858488377657627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,azraceleste,2019/10/07,"Adderall XR first 4 days EVER This is my first time taking adderall XR. I’ve tried vyvanse and modafinil before years ago to help with studies. I was diagnosed ADHD primarily inattentive last Monday and I took my first dose on Friday... I felt a little something.. clear headed, emotional about my realization of “wow I don’t have to live the way I’ve been living”, urge to get some stuff done, but it wore off before I got to work about 7 hours later (when I developed a headache). The next day I noticed even less of an onset, but the headache came at hour 9. Day 3, even less noticeable effects and the headache didn’t come until hour 12. Day 4 (today) I felt absolutely no onset & little to know effects... on hour 9 now and I feel soooo sleepy. Back to my normal “it’s the afternoon and I absolutely require a nap” I am curious about your experiences with this low of a dose (I’m familiar with mechanism of action being the 5mg IR and 5mg releases at hour 4ish) and how quickly your provider increased your dose. Also what are good eating habits to get the most out of adderall XR? Should I avoid acidic foods ALL day or at least 4 hours after dosing because of the last 5mg released? I’m bummed...",2.71686996547756,4.8728634430379785,3.9961737629459138,85.59941599539701,77.01687763713079,6.840736478711162,25.118718833908712,7.84624498591911,1.4590270042194096,944,34,185,15,22,309,143,237,0.040999999999999995,0.882,0.077,0.7113,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,7,12,4,0,1,13,0,11,8,1,3,3,32,25,14,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,13,2,2,6,1,0,5,3,2,0,3,10,4,19,2,28,13,7,47,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,3,31,106,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820020350166345,0.0,0.08718327029045693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865220006207141,0.0,0.1065645422126059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562675285776442,0.0,0.05995457395961248,0.0,0.1673809165464315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124886886668479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472169141032503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171450870460346,0.0,0.0,0.09982538891223876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064842376812634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100638830269574,0.0,0.110632960789931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992137007398227,0.0889651744676869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620730097957746,0.0,0.0,0.04972981562143379,0.0,0.18886702635870228,0.0,0.0,0.25097493341835025,0.1189278422954488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276990583334164,0.0,0.0,0.08249313941185332,0.07866122023805026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093770775508554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592339077385184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811424942511215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054051784106232965,0.16034030157451346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714943791573747,0.17369354759732006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459865555360967,0.0,0.0963642508853242,0.0,0.22394920977679325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571631056916406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258971161012353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394859669438393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734994507990045,0.0,0.0932263633615574,0.0,0.10927288700502727,0.06677467187840992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806737983702991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160155590508853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333557710243216 adhd,foundmymark,2019/10/07,Has anyone tried strattera? Has this worked for you? What else has helped you feel “there” or “normal?”,2.2416666666666667,5.073995388888889,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,95.11111111111113,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.876244444444444,79,1,15,0,3,21,15,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566986633277795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261528233565638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579398803964873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34193313043793616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499824562734644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346348577057828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713847826614653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beba1989,2019/10/07,"Medication isn't working anymore. Cannot focus at all. Im a 30 year old man, who is married and works up to 12 hours a day and Im currently enrolled to get my bachelor's online. I've been on Vyvanse ( 60mg) and Adderall (10mg) for over a year now to help throughout the work day and then be able to go home and get some studying done. I am no on a 50mg dose of Vyvanse and 10mg dose of Adderall because I told my doctor it was giving me anxiety. I am so close to finishing school but cannot get focused for nothing. I have run out of options on what to do. Do any adults out there know what might be causing this to not affect me at all? Im struggling on remembering small details throughout the day as well and that includes my studies.",3.759999999999998,3.9614958598726138,5.264210191082803,85.2842133757962,71.29299363057325,7.808662420382165,32.26050955414013,7.554174236665415,2.013097324840764,578,26,126,6,10,196,99,157,0.065,0.893,0.043,-0.4983,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,6,0,15,4,0,2,2,21,22,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,4,0,9,1,23,15,3,25,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,3,11,77,15,5,0.15261030111411472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378023798781116,0.0,0.11674646263953473,0.0,0.15134841109400549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302982308156096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567728176863773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526305725018165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620310984244998,0.0,0.15617332320456856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391977507226935,0.14639770682997225,0.08673195102892067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229146794970713,0.0,0.15308057510083542,0.0,0.15029040559323584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945359397871917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387063038814868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373882295449978,0.0,0.16189541267616894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643369984157495,0.0,0.1601388392034198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287772156205208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444977220261258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954142197328847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582568268531382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721498846195673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333063503729684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655206078445167 adhd,alt12417824891,2019/10/07,"Does adhd have a link with self harm? Doesn’t have to be serious self harm or not, just curious if there was a link.",1.7759999999999998,2.9996772000000007,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.0,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,0.9229999999999999,90,2,22,2,2,30,19,25,0.363,0.637,0.0,-0.8505,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469105994788329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415841906465425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8144076413897398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rocher_Da_Silva,2019/10/07,"Ruined life and character because of abuse and adhd(?) aaand really tough times rn, begging for accompanyõ I hope i'll finish this before something different, probably senseless, gets my attention. I googled two definitions while i wrote the last sentence,forgot which ones, and had many ideas what i should write in this post, but i can remember some. For example: Hey. My name is André, im 25, from Germany and in the last 14 months I got diagnosed with many different things by different psychatrists, psychotherapists and psychatries. The text inbefore my introduction is an example what my medication Concerta, variation of methylphenidate, does to me. Not sure if it's healthy at the moment. I decided to make my first post on reddit because i got disappointed so often by my surrounding society and every time i tried to meet new people (yes, i still don't think of myself as the problem. Or well,... i just started) aaand everytime i google something that i'd like to know, i add 'reddit' in the searchbar because i think there are the most useful discussions going on and ergo the most intelligent persons (and the least trolls). My diagnosises are/were: adhd, ptsd, psychosis and bipolar disorder by substances (prescribed methylphenidate and phenibut from ebay), ocd, body dismorphophobia, personality disorders (in form of depersonalization and the most extreme narcissism, which was the worst when it started and got even worse with every disappointment) and the 'usual stuff', that's obviously the result of more of a decade of those other ones: depression and anxiety, that even destroyed (imagine that word in fat letters) my motor skills by chronic tension and more (too shameful and humiliating stuff),. And i'm more than a hour (edit: two) into this and just will post it and continue in answers to myself. I rarely am in charge of the occasion to summarize my thoughts. Oh but i have to add why i decided to post on reddt somewhere. Ok, got it.",8.018684491978608,9.401214258823533,7.824919786096256,66.48804812834226,62.29411764705882,11.358288770053475,37.80748663101604,11.20814326018867,4.7752058823529415,1568,76,243,44,22,501,205,340,0.142,0.802,0.055999999999999994,-0.985,3,0,4,0,1,0,62.0,0,0,0,2,11,15,1,2,17,2,11,7,2,3,2,59,28,27,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,20,24,1,0,11,0,0,1,2,10,1,5,8,0,29,5,40,18,10,35,0,4,0,0,9,13,0,8,18,168,49,1,0.0,0.11228001075405733,0.0,0.0,0.2277761632580788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724943082362516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330202176133822,0.0,0.08063730400648234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526159724470832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162021550495044,0.09618360801661106,0.0,0.2970250724615541,0.2172158303895536,0.0,0.08292873810980908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518164234915302,0.0,0.15968575132674276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060632964868952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951035225752209,0.0,0.05385664498662803,0.0,0.3031661606702679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412217392992908,0.09332358978333438,0.0,0.0,0.1069771800923138,0.1023615335382234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207989341912803,0.15449084530455987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693471506801962,0.046296972412637485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325579975681657,0.19215192965081296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954649020377928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563983298491439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152379757758117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128429268474538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569752322664059,0.16548878482989715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630314061584499,0.0,0.10217177152252012,0.09067648445014777,0.110774209283426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070833509152504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734929822067482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459081304987652,0.0,0.0,0.1341490930376023,0.0,0.07567876515565403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169645379039183,0.0,0.0,0.08931408109955548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295708426568294,0.121442069873728,0.0,0.07523214243948173,0.11051546500237136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433863103741314,0.0,0.1851415913444438,0.0,0.0,0.08184579133900276,0.10436931277762054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520434318346763,0.0,0.0855098973408685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965727552758375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,penguin_taco,2019/10/07,"Why can’t I remember anything I read, even if it’s really interesting? It’s like my eyes just skim through the words, but my brain is unable to comprehend what is happening. So I have to keep re-reading each sentence, and sometimes still don’t know what the hell is going on. I can just finish reading a book, but if you ask me to describe it, I most likely couldn’t. Maybe I can tell you who the main character was and something that happened to them.",6.14769230769231,5.640629043956047,6.549758241758244,80.5202417582418,66.25274725274724,9.917362637362636,33.58461538461537,9.3871,2.816061978021978,357,14,73,6,5,116,65,91,0.075,0.863,0.062,-0.6214,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,10,2,2,0,0,15,16,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,12,3,6,14,3,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,3,4,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719174126205052,0.0,0.18993668591546056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268051056190757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419198320619422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546629144599098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593254262310675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058698497997025,0.0,0.0,0.11165701379100497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985173681350514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411174683240546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096754615808083,0.0,0.13015601537413546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301522004935255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641032526899082,0.2009404962695032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622519627040467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775796864000094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332948014732384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FishScrounger,2019/10/07,"Today I got my ADHD diagnosis and I've never felt better I've had the usual problems since I was a child (lack of attention, hyperactivity etc.) but never put them together. In recent years, ADHD has been brought up by people I know. I've actually made it mid-way through a PhD before it finally got too much (spent months not making any progress) before I went for a referral. Today, I got the diagnosis. They told me that I was once of the easiest and fastest cases they've ever diagnosed and I was told the woman that did my intake remarked ""He's 27! Why hasn't he come here sooner? It's obvious"". The psychologist even joked that I set an Olympic record on how many metres I managed to move my head on the QbTest! I finally got my medication and, within half an hour, I felt better than I ever had. I was calm, I could just sit down and wait for the next step. No getting up and moving around, not looking at every movement or turning to investigate every sound. I just waited calmly. Something I've never been able to do. I called my mother and she remarked that the way I spoke changed, words were flowing properly and could be understood rather than me going 100 miles an hour. I did the QbTest again and there was hardly any head movement. Went home and have finished a couple of reports that I've been struggling with all week. I jumped straight in and was able to focus straight away! Tomorrow will be my first day back in the office on my meds and I can't wait to see how it affects my work. It's only been ten hours or so and everything seems to be fine now. Medication check in two weeks and then I'll start therapy. The inside of my head is quiet now and all feels well.",2.8497504990019955,4.902620781437129,4.226251497005992,84.59215169660682,76.21556886227546,6.9683033932135725,24.306986027944113,7.908726449838941,1.3564334530938122,1327,44,261,21,30,438,189,334,0.040999999999999995,0.887,0.07200000000000001,0.8694,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,5,18,9,0,1,18,0,27,6,3,5,8,54,56,22,0,5,8,1,4,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,10,18,0,3,7,1,2,13,8,2,1,4,30,9,34,7,31,20,5,63,0,0,2,0,12,17,0,3,30,171,44,4,0.1746136125725405,0.0,0.08519884877718373,0.0,0.2098516297446612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874324430524096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777215677126105,0.0,0.0,0.08202761847026882,0.06713354490660939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485833233989714,0.0,0.0,0.15443155049569818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915001070441485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235902458148602,0.07520708294267348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941476120020332,0.0966033205537626,0.0,0.056305667342769164,0.0,0.0,0.0886145705867297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737016752116318,0.0576653221419808,0.15794800938984407,0.14711949961572246,0.0,0.0784657279147322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044144944534349,0.0,0.16765645114072833,0.19128067752726455,0.0,0.07426312482639881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561420282903447,0.0,0.04961846999862779,0.0,0.2793089144626772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820974962808179,0.0,0.26880591379181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757584526699669,0.0,0.2579388527253233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047981537464696224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331572849942361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261181109833103,0.05827797114454681,0.08851539822917444,0.0,0.0,0.09697817987345833,0.1759048443830937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968745982218258,0.18558663626932229,0.06418054827029154,0.0,0.20200917390555595,0.0,0.09285177895957064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297889930896593,0.0,0.06640076037607501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052754652679518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835408225742209,0.0,0.08776745461940604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862049384361013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957222095984211,0.07948083742869695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222109236364481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721304490380334,0.0,0.0,0.06179620685508791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127203027037156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984294185196572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551328768495285,0.16685078971503686,0.0,0.0,0.09496473445891956,0.0852860635665606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096156112511642,0.0,0.0,0.13860015806542733,0.1400645074749467,0.0,0.07849930397727829,0.16186856823367055,0.07878081296833624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356039479544906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622272078227425 adhd,h02,2019/10/07,"Bipolar Type 1, ADHD and GAD - I can't focus!!!! I've really been struggling with my work for the last few months. I'm a software engineer, and I've been programming for 10 years. I've been able in the past to really focus and get in the zone and be very productive. It feels really good. Programming has been the only skill in my life I've been able to focus at and develop and be able to build a career. However, with a new job I've had over the past few months, they have a different style of work that has made it so incredibly difficult for me to focus. Let's just say there is a lot more collaborative work and a lot less independent work, which is what I am used to and I was good at. I've been able to slip by so far as being the new guy but I'm starting to get worried about losing this job. I just cannot focus at all!! My mind wanders and I am constantly distracted to doing other things that occupy my attention easier. It doesn't help that I work remote, so it's even easier to get distracted. I think long term it'd be better for me to have a different way to work but I can't change that in the short term. I go from not being able to focus and being distracted all day long at work, to going home and being able to focus on programming a side-project for hours and hours on end and not wanting to stop. I don't hate my job, I actually like it and enjoy the people I work with ... I just can't get my brain to focus. I'm not sure if I'm asking for anything unless anyone has a miracle cure I can try besides the standard ADHD meds. I can't take any kind of stimulant at all because it pushes me into mania, so ADHD medication is out the window. I've tried in the past non-stimulant ADHD medication and those did nothing for me. Maybe some support as I feel pretty alone having ADHD, Bipolar disorder and GAD.",3.3224763021596817,4.230042482849605,5.3894576370565845,81.42434672139159,72.7203166226913,8.886582624841198,24.59112674679957,9.250403328903447,1.8524411414052568,1427,40,298,31,27,498,173,379,0.081,0.8059999999999999,0.114,0.9484,6,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,11,11,15,1,4,20,0,38,6,1,4,4,50,59,26,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,17,21,0,1,4,0,0,3,10,7,0,0,10,3,27,8,49,40,12,41,0,1,0,0,5,17,0,4,21,191,44,16,0.4235916892733955,0.0,0.06889406414917583,0.0,0.424229078471701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311887358630201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480094790473115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936419302288367,0.0,0.05809664465349972,0.0,0.06600017479929536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303626035752452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062438737724802185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881140256861338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746839734996069,0.0,0.0,0.07629202206666777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553026611920283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475210527984705,0.08091212902837168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625294180036321,0.0,0.0,0.046629719296118366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139356186760393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475394496954092,0.0,0.08024563956279354,0.11842953726364977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990372822852997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970151611652975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732076339839368,0.0,0.07081616698274598,0.0,0.13905082929541632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017469516697454,0.0,0.0,0.07351759338881528,0.0,0.05754729379791058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219186691617413,0.04986588953805235,0.034490917156049426,0.0,0.0,0.12495510511795115,0.0,0.07898179162317759,0.0,0.12004083547936174,0.0,0.06680211640150928,0.0,0.0,0.07092579774464584,0.0,0.07841914581199813,0.1422413542790154,0.0,0.0,0.07128447562486735,0.0,0.1127022816925264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636916435571095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774127503147644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369342791082933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021830989050797,0.048944190362416914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182417199203626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356818414168214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614285217261538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049970062980361496,0.0,0.0,0.05902360323547341,0.0,0.07380500087410162,0.0,0.0,0.08011447153313768,0.06653835902307448,0.0,0.05308137228290385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690258270973595,0.04523674176727116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586365057596333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060974535947717526,0.0,0.05825125096016775,0.041640892202613806,0.056037894395837264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111730596582697,0.07169632034783965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045463193315500576 adhd,bellamarie0113,2019/10/07,Feeling very hopeless about medication nothing works!! What is wrong with me!?? I’ve taken so many different types of ADHD medications and the only ones that SLIGHTLY work are stimulates and I already have really bad anxiety! I am concerned I’m just never going to find the right one and it’s crazy to me the only ones that ever worked was stimulate type meds. I’m convinced something is truly wrong with me... has anyone had success with any specific med? I’m very close to just giving up trying different meds all the time!,3.703775510204082,6.4394457040816375,4.848326530612244,77.75738775510206,76.65306122448979,7.593469387755103,27.1469387755102,8.548686976883017,2.4881518367346938,421,17,69,9,10,138,71,98,0.16899999999999998,0.679,0.152,-0.5962,2,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,3,16,15,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,3,1,5,2,9,12,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,42,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766908942625805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395751082905118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948745152582546,0.0,0.10672806562982323,0.0,0.0,0.09755164973870442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648862171242035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29152552063415976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619868115062358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054262730151868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751355224008265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383483926915812,0.07928919773953465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144561316341994,0.0,0.0,0.4649068429933115,0.28109198026498805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760203700651944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338677436023404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28361552226702275,0.2122138397116908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937643974490052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914445883444508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740493223997567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135191637007201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472105883838508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022783449021136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30470423885371445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050739943160829,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chalkthemholds,2019/10/07,"Anyone have any insights into Vyvanse's effect on male fertility? My wife and I have been trying to get pregnant for the last 6 months with no luck. In preliminary searches I could not see any specific sources indicating Vyvanse could impact my fertility but does anyone else have any idea if there are studies or there on the subject? Definitely saw some for pregnant women but nothing about men. I have a appointment with a urologist next week who will tell me for sure but looking for any info in the meantime!",8.814255319148934,8.646872765957447,8.563276595744682,67.15300000000002,60.70212765957447,10.924255319148937,40.07659574468085,10.355215969177356,4.34399829787234,416,20,67,8,5,134,68,94,0.017,0.885,0.098,0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,19,13,6,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,13,8,1,9,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,4,4,45,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562131651792979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28899683889545325,0.2117431113913354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299954050284233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808457318988325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263425896727774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079690357608555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332890487812615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845191804183335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353867921043306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495054993781802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197806038728736,0.0,0.0,0.19829164773106797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646777790007546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947704828684747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806261267968071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030560556610774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576667878061915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marlinspikebm,2019/10/07,"46 years on the ADHD railroad and finally I’m a massive train wreck. For too long I’ve just dealt with it, accepted it for who I was. I didn’t need help or meds. I didn’t need to acknowledge or try to understand it... Now my marriage of nearly 24 years & 7 kids is ending. What everyone thought was a happy, go lucky kinda guy feels like a shell of who I was. Procrastination, anger, listening skills & comprehension have all led to devastating results. Being overwhelmed doesn’t help. Some days my meds help, others I can’t tell. The only thing my adhd has helped me with is being a Mariner. I get lots of praise there, but everywhere else I feel like a failure. I feel like I’m broken. I don’t know what the point of this is, other than maybe to just vent. Thanks for that.",1.290448717948717,3.73931278846154,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,84.57692307692307,6.030769230769232,20.2051282051282,7.3871296695380915,0.6279128205128206,609,18,128,10,18,198,101,156,0.099,0.737,0.165,0.6572,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,1,8,0,15,0,0,2,1,25,29,4,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,12,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,4,13,8,16,21,3,12,1,1,0,0,12,3,0,6,10,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33744944739557503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042308288504785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905416667632047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728007266057495,0.0,0.12434624724045246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415122592891587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212960278029054,0.3008896844382519,0.0,0.15379332294813586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334938287959117,0.0,0.07978839765039683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901082963588887,0.0,0.14945062267661788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764090268552843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715614752362315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057663216369756,0.0,0.0,0.12424310741266577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935683942076802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104332110639145,0.0,0.31188924524956896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819879250792014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677496249524626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271646527669018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270939384715693,0.1292547210469287,0.0,0.0,0.09327066094716936,0.0,0.0,0.11145610905660852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531741679731187,0.0,0.0,0.14615373522591565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081657104249227 adhd,GrinsNGiggles,2019/10/07,"PSA: Did you file for a tax extension in April? If you did, it's due in 1 week! October 15 is the deadline, and filing a second extension isn't a thing for most American taxpayers.",1.0166216216216206,3.248656000000004,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,83.5945945945946,9.105405405405406,25.466216216216218,9.516144504307137,2.826735135135136,140,6,29,5,4,50,29,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6378616073194754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7701510046139105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cats7676555,2019/10/07,"Is it ok to drink something caffeinated, shortly after meds wear off? Reason I’m asking is because my mood drops severely after my concerta dosage wears off by the end of the day. I often work late shifts and have a cafe available to get coffee from and I’ve been considering drinking some around that time in hope that it’ll help the drop be a bit smoother. Should it be fine? Or is this kinda a pointless strategy",4.683333333333334,6.180266407407409,4.971296296296295,83.46583333333334,70.1111111111111,7.8691358024691365,28.314814814814817,8.344100000000001,1.954792592592592,333,12,63,5,6,105,64,81,0.061,0.8190000000000001,0.12,0.594,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,1,9,4,2,1,0,10,13,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,11,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,6,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063047034809136,0.23169728558886984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108118633105155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705774888431192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983653231280245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855784084120764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951300076023494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294863616484955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661221726267006,0.0,0.0,0.24616140457335856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27957472725312604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752947742652303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548211733087137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799890678620334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907996216119485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451771010046247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804307377211459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,proinsias_et_al,2019/10/07,"problems figuring out realistic daily goals I was officially diagnosed with ADHD a few weeks ago after struggling for years. I started meds and it's been pretty amazing; I'm able to think clearly and easily in a way I never could before, I'm no longer constantly forgetting what I'm talking about mid-sentence, forgetting what I'm thinking about moment to moment, etc. One thing about the medication is that because it gives me a more-or-less normally functioning brain, I'm able to see what's the chemical/neurological ADHD side of things and what's stuff I can change, like habits and planning. In particular, I'm starting to question if my daily goals are just so unrealistic that I'm always setting myself up for failure. I'm so used to not being able to accomplish *normal* amounts in a day that I don't have much of a baseline for what normal actually is. After all, if I can't seem to even get the dishes done in an entire day, what difference does it make if that's one of four things or twenty things on my to-do list? For example, today. Context: I work from home full-time. My list for today: \- take my kid to school \- stop by the post office (I have an incarcerated penpal who writes me through a PO box and often asks me to do a lot of research for him, but I'm not even trying to tackle his letter today) \- go to the gym \- get groceries \- draw for Inktober-- actually catching up from the last three days \- punch over 200 grommets into tarps for our sukkah \- collect my cat's poop for her vet appointment tomorrow (we have 2 other cats in the house so she's been shut in the room with the litter box for a few hours) \- do laundry \- do dishes \- clean the floors of our house \- clean the air filters \- print something for Yom Kippur evening service tomorrow \- write two particular chunks of the novel I'm writing \- clean my (and wife's) bedroom \- clean kid's room (while getting him to help) \- get ahold of our general contractor, who's very difficult to reach \- remind my wife to put up a marketplace ad for something \- go to the thrift store to drop off locations \- work on building websites for free for someone I promised as a favor (Notice that work isn't even on the list; this is everything I'm trying to do \*besides\* what I have to do for work, which can be really unpredictable and what I'm currently trying to do requires help from someone else I haven't been able to get ahold of.)",4.0838409900181,5.874851686825057,5.0915661665985645,80.84652676434536,72.08855291576674,8.029163504757458,28.064269453038353,8.685302888712808,2.19676269920028,1893,72,354,35,37,620,241,463,0.039,0.865,0.096,0.98,1,0,2,0,0,0,87.0,4,0,0,9,12,8,0,1,26,0,28,6,2,2,3,45,58,17,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,26,12,2,2,5,2,3,4,8,3,0,5,5,1,31,6,72,50,7,54,1,0,1,0,25,22,0,8,25,220,57,11,0.3392079863428877,0.0,0.16550903166518352,0.0,0.2038310407411328,0.0,0.07517185331355722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705620545056281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927841937958091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051694510014980856,0.0,0.07216025313227081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466707389378333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970926804421972,0.0,0.0,0.09164083184794994,0.0,0.06770749387243416,0.0,0.0,0.16407081691095562,0.0,0.0,0.08607224146650314,0.0,0.0886000372471688,0.0,0.0,0.0742107986827357,0.08678188513153892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084118659283999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457664258850992,0.2240436758327662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621456646694122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215277157135292,0.08134980236668045,0.09638985784488796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368198152408013,0.0,0.08506331690764714,0.0,0.0835128845755589,0.1957002366518314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691249455890747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414299720174811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209562494908514,0.0,0.0,0.056605991219264726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419590096507546,0.08542908993758999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233922493329053,0.0,0.0654045276441692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492638544558703,0.0,0.09654763517669332,0.0,0.0,0.11492805515881373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121687129213814,0.08627411739577077,0.0,0.08114405797273527,0.0,0.08524942903727345,0.0949976440246552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432633049203883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582414790727451,0.06757621192731028,0.07720055275139097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370491302840355,0.13056944004478258,0.0,0.0,0.12004657931371004,0.0,0.0,0.0708982663277099,0.0,0.08865345931886581,0.0970779973907258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376054769377128,0.06816063261306468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253547135810086,0.10867539051517226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114713137820235,0.0,0.0,0.1727249673973582,0.0,0.08283922845220942,0.0,0.0,0.07324169742032398,0.0,0.06997052836676271,0.0,0.06731187768171311,0.06802304648348552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469474540052413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460970545853303 adhd,StaleTheBread,2019/10/07,ADHD is when? Sorry i forget to write down the time.,-1.552727272727271,0.20096690909091208,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,107.1818181818182,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.3335818181818184,40,0,8,0,2,14,11,11,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6895722329728639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422998972458653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345758172832716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnusualItem,2019/10/07,"Headache from Medicine? To much? To little? When I take adderall, I sometimes receive something like an instant headache. I have noticed this more when I take half of my prescribed dose, as I do not like taking the full 25 due to not being able to sleep. Is this normal for anyone else?",2.6950000000000003,5.4110996111111165,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,80.66666666666667,3.6,27.51851851851852,3.1291,0.4883185185185188,225,10,42,0,6,66,41,54,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.7149,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,8,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,30,8,0,0.25275935670191035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673521915374366,0.25898183065996144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111480091521928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469709086325877,0.253331277680878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580721004023126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476505036750212,0.0,0.2877682028828613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529418964864648,0.0,0.0,0.1945865014940258,0.24998546681820516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701307398493219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tenordrummer,2019/10/07,"FSIQ Test and Discrepancies with WMI Hello all, I’m writing this on mobile so please excuse any big formatting issues. I just got back from my first evaluation and the results have confused me slightly. I am getting a second opinion but I wanted to ask the community as well just for general advice, I am by no means confusing the community with actual medical advice or diagnosis. I was administered, among other tests, the WAIS-IV test which consists of the VCI (scores at 136), PRI (scores at 125), WMI (scored at 117), and PSI (scored at 124). All this is combined into the Full Scale Intelligence Quotient (FSIQ). This was scored at a 133. During the discussion of my results, the psychologist mentioned that part of the diagnosis for ADHD is the evaluation of your working memory which comes from the WMI test, and since I scored highly on that that it was unlikely that I suffered from ADHD. My biggest question is that this seems to go against all daily things that I experience with my working memory. I forget details very regularly, I mess up at work because I can’t remember details of what was told to me and so stuff slips by and I am regularly corrected when I should be able to remember. The testing that I undertook was digit span (I think this is what it was), which I didn’t have a problem with, but doesn’t seem to be one of the issues that I regularly run into. I’m just wondering if anyone else has seen a difference between the testing results and their day-to-day lives in this way.",6.302983902630544,7.124888770318023,7.1784157832744455,71.59991264232434,65.8904593639576,10.38782881821751,33.74342363564978,10.380263240014207,3.6474658029053777,1194,51,210,29,18,399,153,283,0.075,0.888,0.037000000000000005,-0.8906,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,4,8,6,0,2,18,0,22,1,0,3,4,45,37,15,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,24,14,0,0,8,0,0,3,4,5,1,3,10,1,25,1,38,24,5,25,0,1,1,0,10,18,0,9,3,155,49,9,0.1329419250543107,0.0,0.1297321417497676,0.0,0.319540718767844,0.2598186211021041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040506780979073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295608505169373,0.13621471256800585,0.0,0.0,0.1242827540850492,0.0,0.0,0.10222413435146098,0.0,0.0810401635907709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145176969517728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147308729794894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889601643536564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110559196476447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300427122585108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130803335377828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945666886526865,0.0,0.0755539596562299,0.0,0.10632580194190834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046044283805093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775136607204647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739015543193053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481272964494402,0.0,0.13392500329235468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900848889808638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396314973779564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593031199879636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720746807782465,0.0,0.0,0.14892538124966942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011945712141274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420506712398512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997093418887316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218669811028218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832070779500463,0.08518381761514153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270317064904321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969101097450892,0.0784125918035409,0.10552311217085072,0.0,0.0,0.11953075630718625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416984679855266,0.2903499143106716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gayboyswag,2019/10/07,"My shitty memory and inability to think before I speak means I misgender my best friend all the time I feel like such an asshole, she’s been going by she/her for like a year now and yet still any time I talk about my friend I say he first then have to correct myself.",5.649940476190473,4.768601732142859,6.229285714285716,83.64904761904764,67.39285714285714,9.609523809523813,25.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,1.4646380952380955,211,4,47,3,3,69,44,56,0.1,0.652,0.248,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,10,5,5,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,10,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905910750652794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384864546111458,0.0,0.294122777715149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171134512495975,0.20022270026409375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383948473226225,0.0,0.0,0.43306696048354176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592821148767516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738484612291193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052927727927493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228794555813668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382147585031564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225267885163128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958368674190908,0.0,0.0,0.3268517189761075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804826684614297 adhd,memezrmylyfeboi,2019/10/07,"Done with this bullshit. Signing out. I am sick and tired of this stupid fucking shit. I want to end it. Plain and simple. I guess this is a cry for help as I refuse to get professional help. I'm actually gonna do it. I've been a failure all my life despite being a gIfTeD cHiLd. The only thing that I am gifted with is crippling self awareness and lack of motivation to do anything that doesn't involve laying in bed all day. Since I was in my early teens and even before that I've been told it gets better as I get older. But it got worse. As a kid at least I was oblivious to the bullshit. Now at 25 I still am that lost child but I don't actually live anymore. I am already dead. Just waiting to rot. Fuck the facade I put on every day just to keep me from ending it. Nothing actually brings me joy anymore. It's just a distraction from the inevitable. Ugh. I fucking hate myself and I fucking hate the world I was involuntary born into. I am so fucking done. What's the point of forcing myself to stay here just in case it might get better? It's gonna get worse as I get older. Fuck that. FUCK. 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I’m currently taking mydayis for adhd which is helping quite a bit. I don’t think the doseage is enough as it’s still requiring way too much self focus to get started and I get brain fog occasionally. She thinks that I may have depression but I don’t ever feel down for no reason? To my understanding depression causes you to someone’s not even know why you’re not feeling 100%. I have a ton of health issues besides the adhd and I feel like if anything I’m way too optimistic. Should I try the medicine? I just don’t know how risky antidepressants are. I’m already taking stimulants and steroids(steroids for TRT) and I’m only 31. I don’t really want to take something else that causes a psychology effect if I don’t need it. Any input would be appreciated,2.4799148159415907,5.114893924855494,4.1263705506540935,81.69604806814728,80.84971098265895,7.341527228475815,24.71219957407971,8.371475516178862,1.947284393063584,711,27,133,16,19,237,103,173,0.115,0.7929999999999999,0.091,-0.6156,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,7,0,18,3,1,6,1,38,41,11,0,6,8,1,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,12,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,0,3,17,1,10,37,5,8,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,82,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126860849059285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435576809885717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846574176243344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705308337371296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202471668130326,0.0,0.0,0.14522359596319273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672767739546137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361392860916395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315274897937873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867360145571507,0.0,0.0,0.1344178679983786,0.0,0.0859232965564989,0.11767396025203293,0.0,0.12430668340040504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973324185039282,0.09293640686204008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135933435599907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827971299334424,0.0,0.0,0.08719666444782917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578028555046015,0.0,0.1156300748669594,0.0,0.0,0.2144823814214579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635554609386544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956312056769432,0.09646017472230267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893939743062596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836685445018926,0.0,0.0,0.08333906124943423,0.13375430860233475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571236550629387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022493549857723,0.10014972907834334,0.0,0.0,0.09207845565490982,0.0,0.10389013691579664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934347382616265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006948594965434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832265132371013,0.0,0.0,0.13542840154246027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673052258541536,0.20651896220941254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738609799098765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241228792576617,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,s-ro_mojosa,2019/10/07,"Tips for Maintaining Focus While Coding, Studying, or Writing? Longer tasks like writing code, reading and taking notes, or attempting to write a chapter in a book are still a challenge. The challenge/success cycle that is the process of writing good code *helps* &mdash; but it's not enough for my purposes. I *really* want to get better at these things as I actually enjoy them. I need to find some way to hold my focus longer, or reduce the duration of distracted periods; either works. Medication, sleep, and exercise all *help* but seem to have their limits. Any thoughts or suggestions?",4.4453559870550166,7.696694174757282,4.7128398058252445,76.56175161812298,78.126213592233,8.093527508090615,29.942556634304207,8.841846274778883,3.2989682847896447,472,22,72,12,12,148,79,103,0.028999999999999998,0.831,0.14,0.8661,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,5,1,6,0,1,6,0,3,3,1,0,1,23,9,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,12,8,4,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,6,4,47,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.2375575651526968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637618552228295,0.0,0.16554423211314018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529858469366087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153355747395395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249529320010586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718480491192466,0.0,0.0,0.20418183236799053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32633886454276584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893010523712146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452352768257268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805040599420357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435010010709941,0.0,0.15595077399131785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161419416872435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436109300044336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440760453961156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303291742502512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617274795078429,0.0,0.0,0.19326029654369686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358434336257964,0.1932274705137758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772236696206933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Songtothesiren,2019/10/07,"Just got diagnosed at age 25 ...and I’m relieved. I just saw a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with inattentive type; I start adderall this week. After struggling with anxiety and depression for years, I really hope this is the missing link in my mental health care. I know it’s not much, I just wanted to share my small celebration.",5.054262295081969,7.221233114754098,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,70.31147540983606,10.125901639344264,30.2327868852459,10.355215969177356,3.5754957377049195,264,11,46,8,5,86,48,61,0.156,0.6759999999999999,0.168,0.2006,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,11,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,7,4,7,8,1,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081745044811847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676438001132502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609724792895886,0.5328789916540838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995115661198765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790331018643081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607290897603307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426720759863906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645457272899033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297315114000474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681689689940887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580409620535804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744297418283723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483367199141015,0.0,0.210567610426791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904616565954445 adhd,SecretCase,2019/10/07,"Using Accentrate over prescription stimulants? I have generalized anxiety disorder/OCD and I'm taking 100mg of Sertraline daily. My psychiatrist doesn't want to put me on a stimulant because he's worried it'll make my anxiety worse. I used to be on Adderall XR and had really bad anxiety on it so I'm all for avoiding it. He recommended Accentrate 110, but the price is pretty hefty. If it works, I don't mind paying for it but if its a gimmick I rather avoid it.",2.374065934065936,4.984160527472528,5.075483516483518,74.88201648351651,81.08791208791209,9.793846153846154,28.880219780219782,9.888512548439397,3.7813551648351655,372,18,67,14,10,132,66,91,0.18,0.755,0.065,-0.6133,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,5,1,18,14,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,9,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606940211966336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399031047162372,0.1489303242128042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308015342884885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466854689035509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855313013320246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24560103387764515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651251962977505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369221484578255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220142425005629,0.0,0.0,0.14410154424956698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778620417229462,0.24811068958044166,0.2489747945323085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lewiscbe,2019/10/07,"Got a perfect score on my ACT! I’m so happy right now! Just checked my test scores and I got a perfect 36. Despite my ADHD, I’ve always tested pretty well. Math section was a really close call even with extra time. I can breeze through reading stuff pretty well, but doing math with ADHD just breaks my brain. I can integrate something fluidly and quickly and then it’ll take me 45 seconds to do basic addition and finish the problem. But I was worried about math because I didn’t have any time to check over answers or anything, I bubbled in the last question as time ran out. So yes, it is possible for someone with ADHD to do well on a standardized test! Don’t think that just because you have ADHD that you’re automatically screwed- it might make it a lot more difficult, but it’s possible! Good luck to all my fellow high schoolers!",3.2478732106339483,5.500862049079757,4.284809815950922,83.69735787321066,75.74846625766871,6.555255623721883,28.65807770961145,7.554174236665415,1.8703729243353784,666,29,122,9,15,216,106,163,0.08199999999999999,0.743,0.175,0.9215,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,12,11,1,0,7,1,14,2,1,1,3,29,21,12,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,3,1,2,2,2,3,3,1,6,0,13,8,16,13,5,20,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,5,8,83,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911846296379915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232789350367932,0.0,0.0,0.08362953982299648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120075772628917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993300159977418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728458338660407,0.12557471229706593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122608376914378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314846046391407,0.1967141467427752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091281034559213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993344822875466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002438225508624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455185132517313,0.0,0.0,0.08208904745953963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046066499820788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727937183460394,0.0,0.2502265207228117,0.0,0.11767373527974807,0.0,0.0,0.1377639705782661,0.0,0.12301169546087624,0.0,0.07878312217498766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502289511215887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419921258920467,0.0946747926300238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407808637113354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246446379511378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879960316504336,0.0,0.0,0.21512910957896295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317170946333432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489055071360405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,healthpellets,2019/10/07,"Medication options with asymptomatic heart disease 39/M (recently diagnosed, suspected for years) My cardiologist has said no (and probably rightly so) to any amphetamines and so I’m down to few options for medication choices. Anyone else had to work through a similar situations? What did you try? What worked? Straterra and off-label usage of Modafinil are my two best options it seems. Turns out I have crappy genetics and am predisposed to develop early heart disease. Used to have high cholesterol but now totally under control. Now the healthiest I’ve ever been. Would love to hear your thoughts.",5.786657754010697,9.19710834313726,6.189108734402852,67.2055347593583,73.41176470588233,9.983600713012477,37.7040998217469,10.018931242160765,5.18618431372549,489,29,69,16,11,157,81,102,0.051,0.8640000000000001,0.085,0.7643,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,9,6,2,2,2,18,17,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,5,2,14,11,3,11,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,4,6,48,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899005971911655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234767784067126,0.17928416156039864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362710254449724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625108848317055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759752325772435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617046180240284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827631441078635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721129790295425,0.4146961276878696,0.0,0.1848723405267244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792317523849153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525409476638732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865432419752767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276824180795486,0.0,0.0,0.14942902457337162,0.16644277599469232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929208684672305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668098255011945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891184207101914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879759719622672,0.19032424944411167,0.17092667218871851,0.0,0.0,0.15112356596526375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547700365349476,0.0,0.0,0.12429832656121548,0.0,0.0,0.11267916659337487 adhd,The__Texan,2019/10/07,"Question for people who take Ritalin So currently I'm taking Adderall to help me combat my ADHD; it's sorta helping. I'm thinking about switching to Ritalin. I have questions for those people who take it: - How do you like it? - What don't you like about it? - What are you side-effects from taking it?",0.9570498084291188,3.532977310344833,2.7922988505747126,86.52147509578545,94.86206896551724,4.6467432950191565,23.68582375478928,6.42735559955562,1.1280283524904218,236,10,41,3,9,78,38,58,0.04,0.789,0.17,0.7748,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,11,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,29,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26482823038141795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954034663592805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531217491207336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055378327158864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937041554805046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627290113417533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411969013723177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GwenCocoUgo,2019/10/07,"A day in the life of me - Why is doing anything so hard ? Open reddit, get on this sub, wait for the submit page to load, get a text, forget what you wanted to say… I’m sitting in lab behind a computer, trying to work but not really. This girl is sitting two chairs away from me behind her lap top. She is casually scrolling, and looking very familiar. I finally realize who she is, she was a year above me and was one of the top students. (I will later find out that she was THE top student) She stops for a moment and takes out her phone, dials a number she’s found online and calls someone. I hear almost every word of the conversation, and she’s not being rude. This isn’t a library, people are allowed to be on their phones and talk. She’s called a lawyer, and is asking for free advice explaining her situation with a visa application to some exotic country she’s visiting for her research project. I want to stop listening because it’s humiliating being the same age as her. She has everything, and it’s just so easy for her it seems, from a far at least. She just takes her phone out, calls a lawyer, introduces herself, asks her question explaining everything in great detail, even assisting the lawyer in better understanding her question when she thinks they are confused. This girl has two masters, and has just been accepted to a PhD program. I know, comparing yourself to someone else is horrible but how could I not? She was right there, and I was right there… with my “It takes me 3 to 5 business days to convince myself that making a phone call to a gym to ask if their cycling classes are beginner friendly” will not kill me. Everything is hard for me. Making phone calls, getting out of bed, applying to jobs, working, reading a paper, not going on my phone, doing the things I want to be doing. If I had her superpower, of just doing stuff without thinking so much you inevitably talk yourself out of, I would be so successful. I would have the life I’ve always dreamed of. Instead, I struggle with this BEAST MODE person inside of me that wants to learn to speak French, play guitar, act in plays as a hobby, work freelance as a web developer, and do a PhD in mathematics while doing crossfit 4 times a week and swimming and hiking on the weekends. She’s also a freelance photographer, capturing moments during her hikes to various exotic locations she drives herself to. (I don’t even drive) This beast mode person is shut down on the regular, minute by minute of every single day. But this lazy ass potato demon that is like… “Nah, it’s too much work/money/ I have other stuff to do/ deadlines coming up/ would rather chop my arm offf than move/it’s so comfortable to just lay here and watch Gilmore Girls for the 124th time.” And if one more person tells me I don’t “want” it bad enough, I’m gonna slap them. If I could just figure out how people do stuff without a crying session, freaking out session, a beg omeone else to do it for or with you session then I'd be very happy. For her, that call was like ""I have a question, I need the anwer"". For me that would be like moving mountains in order to face a ninja warrior challenge on the other side of it and when you finally sweat and bleed your way through; you'll realize you've forgotten why you're doing all of this in the first place. I mean, it's not that bad but maybe it is because I'm 25 and still live at home and thinking of moving away or taking any initial steps in order to achieve that goal makes me wanna cry. So I just avoid facing it.",5.744240725359912,6.0918719636627925,6.183164451827242,79.90862403100776,67.00872093023256,8.877962347729786,30.479789590254704,8.704169506293173,2.2984737264673307,2773,97,530,40,42,897,328,688,0.073,0.7929999999999999,0.134,0.9925,3,1,0,0,0,1,84.0,0,6,4,13,26,23,2,3,39,0,56,8,5,6,1,107,95,45,1,18,26,0,2,2,1,8,3,3,2,6,35,32,0,4,19,9,2,10,11,8,0,5,9,7,73,16,90,69,11,76,1,0,2,1,75,38,1,13,25,370,108,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292927824444057,0.0,0.0,0.0644856000559626,0.0,0.0,0.05149930117362913,0.05358454852947958,0.0,0.0,0.04379305565380637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052994317853415664,0.0,0.1806111658886047,0.0,0.12100865465940877,0.0,0.1075397893691662,0.07851321790480095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056955067424102876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945472168787853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547343746819902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283361267287112,0.0,0.14147702807419993,0.12459473739295998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759304069206717,0.0,0.0,0.06654066372864231,0.0,0.08506894608224806,0.0,0.10851669873310196,0.0,0.1736311320913419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109039053903571,0.05885888401815712,0.05477716526235271,0.0,0.07060941740131592,0.049753970630011635,0.0,0.10093636912737196,0.0,0.03659904074240832,0.0,0.0,0.07099935851418301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855319306305968,0.11537646417436408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258156996483926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645967505460426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390538080614404,0.0,0.07124718298518963,0.0,0.035391624219819215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909728544904416,0.09438527669153797,0.0,0.05686488307110993,0.0,0.05407835700060799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289591057743105,0.0,0.0646967530070674,0.07014863306184968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053356198484742,0.09468032775212393,0.047750527106115465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727591610254153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929135224981563,0.16869034767868096,0.06728252215510452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216422519245922,0.0,0.06441573201035239,0.0,0.04125520314104535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099916010611823,0.0,0.051212116826675966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058625798162943325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238639290706164,0.0,0.0,0.109128949547252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142856949137165,0.10767973294740517,0.0,0.06732309066764926,0.2211619559027919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936780433109739,0.10352183625162097,0.05628695696542777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278337227718253,0.123791500498811,0.0,0.0,0.07510233894614593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043722221821164524,0.0,0.12581557292348994,0.06704090654415895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627069178103576,0.18991894370548654,0.05111637694674072,0.051656435756510584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162189073394615,0.0,0.0,0.1241553357573443,0.0,0.18753093183135475,0.0,0.0,0.1829868325344084,0.0,0.0,0.04147039698355084 adhd,mindfulmarti,2019/10/07,"Study/ Sleep Music Hey all! Thought I share my favorite album for studying and falling asleep, it came up on my Pandora the other day and has been really helping me with my focus! What music do you like to listen to when you need to get stuff done? [https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/petershippan/healing](https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/petershippan/healing)",12.395199999999996,17.22515612,7.661999999999999,57.941,57.8,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.3540000000000003,306,7,37,3,5,82,43,50,0.027999999999999997,0.78,0.191,0.8472,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,7,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,2,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139349517618977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334055767984299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703652423290165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890859272957114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425843513988556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681364725692333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683557802240293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318523563648404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621769018017351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143066951580314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28732050504551193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,geoff271989,2019/10/07,Any ideas I started 2 weeks ago takeing adderall xr 10 mg. first week it was ok. until about 12 to about 4pm. i can feel the 2nd part working just not very will. and now it's feels like it's working 3-4days out of the week. If I do not take it sunday. still have about 1week until I see my dr again. any ideas also on Saturdays I still end up staying up like 20-24hr. but I only work like 4hrs that day. and then go home a hyperfocus on all things random... Monday-Friday I'm working like 11hrs. that's how I know its working but not well still not it. ugg I'm trying to shorten this. still alot more. now I'm back to doing what I was doing the not focusing. procrastination not getting my job done not wanting time take the cars over to the wash. stuff like that.and thing are getting boring again. and the foot tapping is back. ugh trying to keep it short and to the point. and trying not to go back and fix this post 10 time after takeing like 1hr to think of all this.,0.5005311629899367,2.7153539556650266,1.97729706575284,96.60657100021419,85.79802955665025,4.3186121225101735,18.185692867851788,5.511479884284512,-0.5424802313129149,755,19,170,4,23,243,119,203,0.044000000000000004,0.865,0.091,0.8036,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,18,10,0,0,9,1,11,3,1,1,2,32,30,14,0,2,12,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,16,7,0,1,6,0,0,3,8,2,1,1,3,3,10,8,22,26,5,40,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,3,33,106,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491969229979924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563159656344364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456357344106041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701303657145746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905754734024416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095797093031974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484083033115696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828542634810832,0.07649775832537829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910819372251361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188944629951443,0.0,0.12171172113177207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740966879178963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417598926574773,0.0,0.0,0.10626007853922363,0.09517735644168723,0.0,0.0,0.05884820216683712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138823926145801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143893624746959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159568791223064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122492672511198,0.0,0.10255275203134867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532865640775007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579156205295896,0.11413271167334962,0.34205594360765745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225806367041712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220424295096071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227798789391385,0.06861234739838644,0.0,0.0,0.12487806713968605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181002600729183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835196592698191,0.06315838078001454,0.0,0.2576786266493279,0.0,0.09627750911087067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897764807431072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,matanleybo,2019/10/07,"I'm a tourist who lost his adderall, BIG help !!! I arrived to the US a few days ago and lost my adderall with the luggage. I can't find a doctor who can see me and help my case. I have with me my medical record and a prescription from my psychiatrist in Israel, and also a paper for my luggage lost. I went to the ER and they told me only a specialist can give me a valid prescription but i can't find any who want to help me here in Miami. Im hopeless because i can't function without my meds and trying to find some help or idea what to do.",2.8304487179487205,3.333546692307696,4.737681623931625,87.14447115384618,73.52991452991455,7.901282051282053,27.44551282051281,8.07648339933343,1.542351282051282,421,15,96,6,8,145,65,117,0.079,0.805,0.11599999999999999,0.6341,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,10,0,7,2,0,0,0,17,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,5,1,20,0,12,11,2,6,0,4,1,0,12,3,0,2,2,65,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854833935346494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499108680819107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628768732931378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527753009350058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079898356175304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997715577363308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285593618218197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499348430006507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190517876118931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644089881882327,0.1688281647204767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511851686518219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361133293039302,0.1574533288937319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887132271944248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245489040063099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934899809789173,0.0,0.10611577047757158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800669702212966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218833901912386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448893860827812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066525171891731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noxsel,2019/10/07,"Doctor’s Appt. today I’m seeing my doctor about getting assessed for ADHD. I’ve made a list of everything I want to talk about and I know I can trust that she’ll take me seriously, but I’m still incredibly anxious. Do any of you guys have any tips for handling this process and making sure your concerns are heard?",2.66,4.900763809523814,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,77.57142857142857,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1115523809523813,252,9,49,3,6,82,51,63,0.07200000000000001,0.823,0.105,0.2407,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,1,8,15,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,2,7,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907653263985897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290555163193269,0.0,0.0,0.27332376924196605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952724714885383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174404174605699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640386534175202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23955901877436586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296410820353413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892984198037625,0.16149708555811532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279516256583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321390383587905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280259494359647,0.0,0.18190905952423012,0.19446251677085916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933119545259734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270270741977392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PettitLisa,2019/10/07,"Caput Succedaneum (Swelling of the Scalp During Labor) What Are the [Potential](https://trendable.biz/caput-succedaneum/) Problems of Caput Succedaneum? caput succedaneum, The [swelling](https://trendable.biz/caput-succedaneum/), and bruising could enhance the danger of [toddler](https://trendable.biz/caput-succedaneum/) jaundice, which is yellowing of the pores and skin as a result of extra [bilirubin within](https://trendable.biz/caput-succedaneum/) the blood. In accordance with the Mayo Clinic, this could clear up without remedy inside two to a few weeks. Typically, [untreated](https://trendable.biz/caput-succedaneum/) jaundice can result in critical well-being issues, so be certain your baby’s physician addresses your [considerations](https://trendable.biz/caput-succedaneum/) about jaundice.",19.706666666666663,23.54668687755102,12.573877551020413,34.005646258503454,37.367346938775505,15.104761904761903,47.96598639455782,13.816669648895859,8.536851700680273,686,31,47,21,6,181,65,98,0.09300000000000001,0.852,0.055,-0.5302,0,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,9,0,6,5,3,2,2,11,6,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,13,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,39,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684822495095397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715768585667169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406488260928942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477652785884574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855658382237624,0.0,0.3200913628209926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431762374452068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kahmael,2019/10/07,"Salt Rooms are boring Honestly, salt rooms feel like the most boring place to be. I can't stand em. You pay $$ to sit in a salty room because it's supposed to be good for you. But you can't take your phone in. If you forget a book or some activity you're reduced to meditation. Does anyone have any tricks for keeping the mind occupied if you are forced to be in a salt room?",2.545916666666667,3.588602425000005,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,74.75,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8393333333333328,294,8,68,4,6,98,53,80,0.15,0.7490000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,7,3,10,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,5,1,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523243349239942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594443310098011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261864945801017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32470528126049075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761225255481068,0.26507568449110075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112161891608802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298031662512636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127457129335606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746511784625911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876646057539961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27898078096072765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rileylego5555,2019/10/07,Surviving without meds. How? I had to take half day meds for a while cause i ran out of full day meds. And getting some more later. But i frogot the other half day pill and i felt it stop working. Im listeing to music typing this to be able to type this. I reley on music to function without meds. What do you use.,-0.8599999999999994,1.275728454545458,1.6446060606060615,95.02690909090909,97.78787878787878,3.852121212121212,17.206060606060603,5.6839178017228535,-0.3858739393939392,242,7,52,2,10,82,47,66,0.036000000000000004,0.9279999999999999,0.036000000000000004,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,12,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,6,0,11,4,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,37,11,3,0.17110034522671894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576718630708293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310367036785178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642831635348474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939286847463941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848177338115097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7602156469405508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304754997583952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864616590979847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477757625781924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32986925413699825,0.0,0.1245630891203279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,seriousserendipity,2019/10/07,"The disbelief and relief after diagnosis and medication I'm finding it hard to wrap my head around that it has been *this* all along. This summer I was at my wits end and really, could barely keep going. I couldn't perceive any benefit from continuing because I was destined to fail in all arenas. Life... is going to be OK now? Really? Can I trust that? My head, or my heart, is telling me not to get my hopes up.",0.10433395872420448,2.454289658536588,2.699268292682927,86.94488742964356,97.53658536585364,5.937711069418388,18.50281425891182,7.321109707123232,0.8609876172607884,320,10,64,7,13,110,59,82,0.083,0.772,0.145,0.763,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,10,5,3,0,2,15,16,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,10,5,11,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226110257620782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241102758791566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454527563085424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050846218748013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113351885930555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808269084235984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466243258686567,0.0,0.27121198169137384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137452160939753,0.0,0.4897597243650973,0.0,0.0,0.2827507233442759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699082368549226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120850745734616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685353471428861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403716873755425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057158103599751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855324118211055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cookedorange,2019/10/07,I can’t hang out with my friends I love seeing/ going out with my friends but due to me constantly needing to switch activities i can’t just sit and watch a film or stroll around shops. Now my anxiety of being a nuisance is getting the better of me and i just make excuses why i can’t go and i’m drifting away from my friends and they’re sometimes the only people who keep me sane and i don’t want to lose them by not seeing them but i also don’t want to lose them by getting too annoying,1.8976190476190489,3.502590000000005,3.569523809523812,90.2504761904762,77.57142857142857,6.571428571428571,25.952380952380953,7.3871296695380915,1.1716666666666669,390,15,86,5,9,130,64,105,0.11699999999999999,0.72,0.163,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,3,6,8,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,21,20,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,0,2,1,4,6,3,0,0,0,3,17,5,15,19,0,12,0,2,3,1,9,4,0,1,3,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391566202403892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723660542430558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133629250820104,0.0,0.0,0.18082893134556197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022127889947858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798827841865333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460982083246691,0.0,0.20111195974179505,0.0,0.2187666805932148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107337027830258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306423246134579,0.0,0.0,0.1737088370696822,0.0,0.12847310990597094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271172276213348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146379704339343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343227268479402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306742304655973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903546256449841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704385717998446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367138636070836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,badmanbrown,2019/10/07,"Adderall makes my mind more chaotic I've introduced myself on this sub before. I was evaluated by shrink and my ADHD indicators were ""significant"". So I've been prescribed 10mg of Adderall. I like the ER version more. For me it is more of a stimulant because I have chronic fatigue (not CFS) too. However it makes my mind more chaotic. I can concentrate better, if I concentrate on one think. But my mind wants to wander around like a wild horse. Before being diagnosed I had taken modafinil a few times and had similar problems. Someone told me before taking it I should plan what I'd be working on otherwise the focus you gain would be wasted on useless stuff. have you guys had similar experiences? Or can it be that I don't really have ADHD and my symptoms are due to fatigue, mild depression and a boring environment?",4.556453546453547,6.748206493506492,5.887142857142859,73.95401098901098,71.72727272727272,8.894305694305695,31.97602397602397,9.466822959209583,3.4124301698301696,656,31,109,16,13,220,100,154,0.161,0.769,0.07,-0.9293,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,4,3,9,0,0,6,0,20,5,0,3,0,20,27,8,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,8,0,18,3,11,13,6,7,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880445358319203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437178720216081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841372575484167,0.0,0.4121265116992841,0.0,0.0,0.14278259216481387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390500137814418,0.16386053304952844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792154474478806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598532558817164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774510302844813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552797364050053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890320936189439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939747855873934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447847490283828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342406937914723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678953428809199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848128052528493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780036166094314,0.12138451554903733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344570511802,0.0,0.0,0.0941383016240023,0.0,0.0,0.15426503317353438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522284955454904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753191493296522,0.0,0.0,0.11468397573274867,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShakeZula77,2019/10/07,"My Brain Shutting Down I have an appointment scheduled at the end of this month to discuss ADHD testing. After researching this sub for about 3 weeks to a month now I'm 100% sure that I will be diagnosed. I had an in-depth conversation with my Mom last week whom informed me that she was diagnosed years ago, as well as my half brother. She also mentioned that my teachers when I was a kid had approached her about getting me tested but it wasn't followed through on. She vaguely said ""We thought you grew out of it."" A five minute conversation with me is all you need to guess that my brain isn't it's ""best self"". (Slight rant over.) Anyway I'm faced with a tough decision regarding work. I am looking to move 2 hours away from where I currently live. I could transfer to a new office through work or I could look for a new job and have a fresh start in this new town. The problem is that when I was faced with these two options it became a really difficult decision. This has got to be the most indecisive I have been in my entire life, so much so that I'm starting to shut down. I'm only getting out of bed when I absolutely have to. I'm not really talking to anyone the past few days. I'm living off junk food. I have nothing packed. I have looked for a new place to live but for only like 5 minutes. I've never felt so overwhelmed and I'm supposed to move by November 1st. I'm on meds for depression and have an appointment scheduled with my therapist and psychiatric later this month. How does one move through this? I feel like my symptoms are threw the roof and I'm drowning.",3.4441509433962274,4.9857738301886805,4.287781132075473,86.97703018867925,73.27672955974842,7.603723270440253,27.814339622641512,8.238735603445708,1.7734821132075471,1250,48,258,20,25,402,175,318,0.081,0.871,0.048,-0.9195,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,3,14,11,0,2,17,0,25,9,4,1,3,35,50,18,1,4,4,2,2,2,0,1,4,1,1,2,18,13,1,0,6,0,0,7,4,6,1,4,12,6,32,5,46,33,5,52,0,2,3,0,19,17,0,5,30,169,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895658967480015,0.0,0.08774117305392902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915551084201349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921020212953792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929964257532012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387503145026028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209922929098652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805742907864884,0.0,0.0,0.06383491207201347,0.0,0.08525266512624674,0.2009283821206521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661942259866938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766827520238349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004804641811903,0.07071244005158718,0.09503781166220934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968888477125128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342755051993313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916458873985903,0.0,0.10903933807491048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747688975037412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982239165966389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068317523017075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991359694055839,0.09671477246257154,0.0,0.262207569766206,0.0,0.24935872194350306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099461897403676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592599662924592,0.2370183898109296,0.3156051735220485,0.07276282919491607,0.07339356612464934,0.07634067440908186,0.3823879962919565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949754680536906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707246084767167,0.15055986014047024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944890907457973,0.0,0.0,0.10341465399638322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471197687765112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682023270609594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415412186731907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325934511723207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011930298114414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932889407352401,0.10287973119678137,0.0,0.07955762160901257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149252101030106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858029541387605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966905930729316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587940600125275,0.0,0.08899630185712264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411949647377745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374087382247749 adhd,Jblue32,2019/10/07,"Medication With anxiety and depression being side symptoms of ADD/ADHD, are ther mediacations that treat ADHD, anxiety and depression, or does it end up being multiple meds?",16.456428571428575,12.961751785714286,16.40142857142857,27.343571428571444,49.0,21.200000000000006,56.57142857142857,18.243605946275586,10.481242857142858,142,8,16,7,1,50,23,28,0.304,0.62,0.076,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015642704020989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829196612907545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311232983116473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219017500000078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216695273196132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779993088044372,0.2521259174881453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601317447219421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MartinIsland,2019/10/07,"Switched to extended release and I’m back to feeling tired all the time When I was initially diagnosed I was given Ritalin 10mg (instant release) and it really did change my life. I went back to the doctor after a month on those pills, told him how good they made me feel and he gave me extended release version of the same pills. This happened 2 weeks ago and I’ve been taking them every day (I have hobby projects outside my job). At first, the pills made me super anxious. Now, it’s like I’m back to feeling bored and tired, like I really need to sleep, all the time. I’m back to drinking lots of coffee (which I didn’t need at all with the previous prescription) and now it’s 3 PM and I’m in my bed.",2.0449230769230766,3.88997711034483,3.5710344827586202,89.32625994694962,77.89655172413794,6.944297082228117,24.94694960212201,7.882392219407189,1.3413713527851459,551,20,117,9,13,182,87,145,0.069,0.8270000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.5994,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,8,5,0,0,7,0,6,11,1,3,3,21,23,9,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,3,15,4,14,12,6,20,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,17,69,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492723882388158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195685238820546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681682121039313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102069192878402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816450050363616,0.0,0.0,0.1544925310277428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579599152297216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911034801430112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282456356143067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088971152376905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947191461285132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766866264218635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460105251065088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510474659907485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751222331660974,0.14872672369942067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940566417973126,0.0,0.2880543843943925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149460272208765,0.0,0.0,0.22572734965716215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950225103044642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232247295455786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444489216374573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751272028572276,0.34989186252196885,0.0,0.14544561146309914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209572378269365,0.0,0.0,0.1411025559040603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,damondan,2019/10/07,"ADHD is, when... ADHD is, when you have struggled through your entire life, getting nowhere, full of regret and missed opportunities, having a thousand ideas and following through with none of them, with the overwhelming wall of awful and guilt leading to you sitting severely depressed and suicidal in your parents' basement at the age of 26, because you just can't handle college and life in general, just to all of a sudden feel instantly better, because you just thought to yourself: I should open up a croissant-bakery! fml.",15.682161172161171,10.620020000000004,13.097142857142858,55.18952380952382,52.2967032967033,15.21025641025641,56.706959706959715,11.855464076750405,6.91387619047619,424,24,61,7,3,130,64,91,0.201,0.7240000000000001,0.076,-0.9179,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,1,3,5,8,0,3,5,1,6,2,0,1,1,19,11,7,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,1,1,8,2,16,9,3,14,0,4,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,49,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662972567339861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28724240531028883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083714181903199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292423699366532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912779051987235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309267248303092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659667401227341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328262710294476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616088866322359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661639588169774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463030686087284,0.0,0.2577110843636423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704220526108067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kittens_N_mittens,2019/10/07,"9 year old daughter being tested on Thursday & I want all the info on SPD, trauma, ptsd, anxiety/depression overlap I'm 32f and have been diagnosed with adhd at 15 and again at 25. I've been unmedicated due to financial issues and that causes a ton of issues in the way I run my life & home. My daughter experienced a lot of trauma from my marriage to my ex-husband-her dad. She also was diagnosed, at 3, with sensory processing disorder. She underwent occupational therapy and graduated her program. I'm so overwhelmed with everything that I cant even parse the information I'm finding about this. I dont want her to struggle or suffer, but she's also VERY bright and will occasionally tell me she's manipulating her teachers to see what she can get away with because she's bored. I dont know about the overlap with any of the other issues and the comorbidities.... anyone with experience or opinions... scientific articles or studies? Help! TL;DR: 9yr old suspected to have adhd, worried about brain development with & without meds and overlap with other mental illnesses",6.923522061694647,8.183743609137057,8.229644670050764,63.05080046856699,64.68527918781726,11.137680593518157,36.98125732135884,11.051253699011982,4.704459117532212,869,43,135,25,13,299,122,197,0.127,0.81,0.063,-0.8921,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,8,0,11,5,1,2,1,32,19,14,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,15,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,3,19,1,28,14,3,18,0,2,2,0,16,10,0,5,6,91,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291332696889374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385717521242155,0.0,0.3939807363590086,0.0,0.08242440061802699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475022230285223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387725383611898,0.0,0.0,0.07388619987554221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530625092145754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245121979053134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439475827330988,0.24604356767815425,0.0,0.0,0.13891285367457998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28410562488506824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005557944467286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893235451447973,0.11856296192600704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078030897396167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332525862587257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124198881759137,0.0,0.12157974286425455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795234775387491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661178055894568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561155292704375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304521222072764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463281041150074,0.0,0.12214738350704694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437112292147035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416836102369627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965856819195367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671108040280735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593959752805734,0.0,0.1386099004829965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000784305346397,0.14298116326644533,0.09620787288529918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683849163468382,0.0,0.0,0.12309082182218894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805284567905492 adhd,attentyv,2019/10/07,"ADHD meds: as addictive as wearing contact lenses. Here's my logic. If you take meds one day, you can think better. If you don't take them the next day, you're back to square one, more or less. Just like contact lenses. So I think of ADHD meds as more like 'dissolving contact lenses for the brain'. People don't get addicted to their contact lenses: they just find them really useful. So if the meds really work, you want them again not because you are addicted, but because they are useful. They're not like 'drugs' in the traditional sense because they're not fixing a temporary sickness, or altering your reality to an unrealistic one. If anything, they connect you to reality more than when you are unmedicated. Fair comparison?",5.11777476255088,7.3082497462686575,6.1564314789687895,72.62120081411126,70.19402985074628,9.051831750339213,29.34599728629579,9.573946990214177,3.042546268656717,582,23,97,14,11,193,74,134,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.9395,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,8,7,2,8,4,0,0,6,0,6,7,2,2,0,19,14,13,0,5,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,17,4,11,14,4,7,0,0,1,0,19,1,0,6,9,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079406415860348,0.2998158988208873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264676927626397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591397565841184,0.0,0.2281129889916595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031850020537884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392461802923053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088828362803498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465369314881374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400607711154358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516920186336153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281853813895613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542125205346764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265772393454694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535722088639379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647595821597781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981763667484747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875712928375626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985106963368495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546301547986546,0.0,0.0,0.07357228769186755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080900118905467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adeHD,2019/10/07,"Any advice for preparation for an adult ADHD assessment? Hello allies! I’m 42, male, MH professional, and just a person worried, scared, excited and desperate to be eventually assessed for ADHD. Have you got any advice or recommendations for any preparation I need to do for the assessment itself? I have tried making a list of symptoms and features, etc, but ironically the list is a half-hearted failure of a list itself. I can see myself just winging it, as usual. Any help appreciated.",6.07215946843854,8.455369604651167,7.5874750830564786,62.54639534883722,68.06976744186046,10.030564784053157,33.21594684385382,10.290406445055957,4.239520265780731,390,18,56,11,7,134,59,86,0.107,0.778,0.115,0.4023,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,11,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,10,9,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549406217707185,0.3699123087899147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148506634047048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109030512603846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137953820797945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429034928995054,0.12686622991925786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263417227700164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034411501707506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526657045603682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894960801847918,0.0,0.15082670313283866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672793666252492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850447733142864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845833633186014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922167185900165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,levi_spinny,2019/10/07,"Car payment due on the 14th of LAST month? Nope not until I do the dishes I’ve been putting off And the laundry and kitty box. RIP my credit score ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Thanks for listening.",1.1791428571428604,3.827837200000001,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,91.28571428571428,3.9428571428571435,21.285714285714285,5.6839178017228535,0.08511428571428592,142,5,28,1,5,43,31,35,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585661019360064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490345469287038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655338754012895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179348816148113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nyanyauwucatgirl,2019/10/07,"I know I’m falling into the ADHD narrative of not keeping a job, but I don’t know what to do I’m a seventeen year old who just got diagnosed (primarily inattentive) in August. I’m unmedicated because my mom doesn’t want me on stimulants and printed out a bunch of articles to show how bad they are, and she doesn’t want to pay for therapy because my parents think they’re just gonna tell me stuff they’ve already told me. Therefore, I have received zero treatment for ADHD. So 2-3 weeks ago I started working at a local pizza buffet. They trained me as a cashier, and I’m not that good at it. Sometimes the owner has me stretch in the kitchen as well, but lately I’m more on cashier. I can do basically everything but deal with the people. Ringing them up is confusing, but mostly tolerable. However, what really gets me is the to-go orders. I was unaware that this location did to go orders, since it’s also a buffet, but there is, and they have to be taken over the phone or the counter. I HATE this part. It’s extremely stressful. It’s gotten to the point where the owner was so irritated he told me that he would take all to go orders while I did the rest. It honestly took a lot of stress off. Later I told him, “please stop putting me as cashier, I know I’m not doing a good job” and he asked what else I could do and I told him I could stretch in the back more or learn to bus the tables. He sent me in the back to train in cutting and I did pretty okay with the twenty minutes I had because I still had to cashier while learning. So yesterday he (owner) posted the schedule and I’m scheduled to be a cashier every day that I work. I’m typing this while stressing about work in four hours. I really hate cashiering. I’m not good at it, and the owner obviously needs cashers and is using me even though I suck. I’d rather him get someone who’s going to be at least average at it who isn’t going to have an anxiety attack every time a mishap happens at the register. I really want to get a new job that I would be better at. The commute to this job is half an hour anyways, and there are places hiring that are closer. I don’t want to fall into the ADHD narrative of having instability because of getting bored or getting fired, but the stress is getting to me and obviously my boss isn’t listening. I also don’t know what jobs I *can* do. I would like to be a hostess, but I don’t know if it entails anything beyond greeting and seating. Does anyone know of good minimum wage jobs for people with ADHD? tldr: my job is stressful, my boss isn’t listening to me, I want to get a new job but don’t know what would be good for me because 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adhd,JuhubaGainz,2019/10/07,"Adhd makes me feel happy all the time Like I honestly never really get sad now that I think about it, i feel like its because I never really take anything too seriously and I'm very ""playful"" like everything is a game to me, I dont really know how to explain it, but I'm honestly grateful for my 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adhd,flain0f,2019/10/07,I lost my pencil found it one hour later in my shirt 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adhd,gutfeeling123,2019/10/07,"Huge memory issues, affecting career. Kindly help me. Hello Folks, I am 31 year old male. I was on anti-depressants for 2 years. I had anxiety and depression due to skin problems for several years. I took anti-depressants from 2016-18 then I stopped it bit abruptly( I used to take 2-3 tabs in a week), though I could not meet the doctor post this before stopping the meds(Its a mistake. I feel). Now fast forward 1 year after quitting meds, I am having lot of problem with memory and cognitive abilities. I am a digital marketing professional, planning to learn data science. I took self-paced course and studied for 1 month. After some time, Now I don't remember a bit about what I have learned. This has caused me to loose motivation to learn new things. I have to repeat and revise things on a daily to remember, earlier I was not like this. This has put me worrying a lot. How should I improve my memory and cognitive functions. Should I meet a psychiatry again? Please advice me, Thanks a lot folks. I look forward to hear from you.",3.3128437164339424,5.780421739795924,4.748464017185822,79.3920247046187,76.5,8.41203007518797,27.662728249194412,9.134995656068208,2.7537795918367345,815,34,145,21,19,271,122,196,0.126,0.764,0.111,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,0,0,10,0,15,2,1,5,0,31,23,8,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,6,0,2,7,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,5,4,24,3,21,15,6,31,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,4,24,95,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794053242724314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233038587918233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270148893499413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635326240000967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398572449293355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963641358076976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31186004155891583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353516398875268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102638477746904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603062429552967,0.0,0.0808984743041471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597291434451333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256839643434344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058964868165458366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135234973882287,0.0,0.0,0.3078285222086615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406354413632401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633659713772802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165667726620296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664778429774107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248549023472878,0.0,0.0,0.115591246514269,0.0,0.0,0.2309752311082322,0.0,0.12133055127921485,0.0,0.12837265611211085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273444974363323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590990014571893,0.13634957967217312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201810753114148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074667700316794,0.0,0.0,0.11111858625350993,0.0,0.0,0.1603671246888848,0.0,0.11858099334610996,0.0,0.07037749429950159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681903869854495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424064565579608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681324347550048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257035839701799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310891263123058 adhd,littlesubmarine69,2019/10/07,"Too much vyvanse Last week I had an assignment due Friday and I knew I was going to be working on it all day so I decided to take my normal morning dose of 50 mg and then two 20 mg pills that I usually take one of in the afternoon. Basically I only took 20 mg more than I do on a regular day but I think the issue was that I took it all at once (in the morning). This was the worst day of my school career. I felt so in my head all day, I struggled to make conversation, I also had so much anxiety and even cried later in the day when trying to finish my assignment. It made my focus even worse honestly, I felt so terrible all day. I also couldn’t stop thinking and was over analyzing all day. I just wanted to warn people about taking more than they are told to and was wondering if anyone could share their own story’s about anything similar. Some background information about my ADHD Inattentive ADHD(ADD) I’m 17 (female). I was diagnosed when I was 9. Took concerta for a few year and have been on vyvanse for at least the past 5 years. don’t exactly remember the timeline.",2.585098985997103,4.438625477064221,4.690241429261229,81.87177933365527,76.33944954128441,8.259198454852728,25.69386769676485,8.99025400887824,2.1429871559633042,846,31,168,20,19,292,126,218,0.127,0.8420000000000001,0.031,-0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,15,5,0,1,10,0,17,4,1,2,6,32,35,17,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,9,0,0,4,2,3,0,2,18,2,25,2,26,14,14,35,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,21,121,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673901446338814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792543944371705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510224813323157,0.0,0.0,0.07778520722621916,0.0,0.09154529359824844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882021361182396,0.0,0.12219759209171045,0.5022075066544152,0.0,0.0,0.11291150263967753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695276702558832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362561145638714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632231919551367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416963539857584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611105176838935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067965866075252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526286664977212,0.07425701269163472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355599530540846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899664390763864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184724720240396,0.07538260409128279,0.08460696227311569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619609939185626,0.07712339160685261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601908806870651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258604792756073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300594069837467,0.0,0.1162976022855669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509275624720766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256282204289136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629952421257302,0.3707924207646329,0.07552816595276304,0.0,0.10867036343756203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252083466401498,0.0,0.06561528165898409,0.0,0.08923416262568283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064063802559374,0.08098780637549041,0.0,0.11336832893984895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327648024439613 adhd,Friendofabook,2019/10/07,"Diagnosed with ADHD recently but I think I'm severely depressed too. I've struggled with ADHD all my life and finally went and got it diagnosed at 28. Now we are trying meds. The problem is that during the last few years I think I've had depression growing in me. And the recent months have been peak depression. I'm not sad, I just don't feel anything, about anything anymore. I can have periods of smiling and acting like I'm having fun but it's never really.. fun. I sit at home each night after work doing nothing, just looking into my TV, feeling anxious and bored. The worst part is that my anxiety gets even worse because of this because it's like FOMO on life because I can't enjoy anything. I can't **feel.** I don't know how to explain it it's just like there are no positive feelings in me. I'm not even outwardly affected, I just don't feel those feelings of being really excited about something or genuinely feeling like I'm releasing chemicals in my body that are making me happy. I can't logically understand I should be happy about something so I act like it, but I can't feel it. And it's making me crave anything that triggers any positive feelings. Alcohol, drugs, candy even sex. I can't stop craving being high, like I crave alcohol right now so bad, like I'm an alcoholic, yet I almost never drink. I can count how many times I drink a year on one hand. But I still feel like I'm a huge addict because it's like my body screams for any intoxicant that triggers any feelings.",2.57709692451072,4.899303662162161,4.33663560111836,82.1506756756757,78.25675675675676,7.461136999068035,28.112301957129546,8.433251757073789,2.36885661696179,1188,53,219,25,29,400,149,296,0.161,0.598,0.24100000000000002,0.9782,0,0,8,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,1,20,25,0,1,7,0,25,15,3,7,3,53,54,15,0,2,11,0,12,9,0,1,9,1,1,0,16,11,5,1,17,3,0,4,13,10,0,1,4,14,29,15,19,46,5,35,0,4,1,1,2,12,0,2,27,135,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520694126700994,0.18786847700997736,0.0,0.0,0.2505907640373421,0.07826687241970401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945632032969825,0.0,0.05979289090406344,0.0882995935143313,0.07751463152240037,0.0,0.0,0.25727911414660165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652611045512022,0.19058468878889764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363832702366486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195966110949914,0.15866337981056908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313589351727805,0.09064185432664916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548736542139617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434725613434316,0.11167635567283953,0.0,0.0856214688735293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040835855437205255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251242894713352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640750836693868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258130474852993,0.07840177697543317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429551982944225,0.06371158290708949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041474049835302,0.3436693030399433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563548861080086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434604387375228,0.07924290641669278,0.0,0.0,0.08681916351183243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062387301730357426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056504204060067,0.0,0.0,0.07334872992974223,0.0,0.07499751205601543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296386313364858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464066110600707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478944587791034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014377529516716,0.0,0.15434896087711927,0.0,0.0,0.06674899977687762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882995935143313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034419171912104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241941276216573,0.0653460300708103,0.0,0.08171076556025411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016472481480047,0.0,0.0,0.04557626179812422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306613498538221,0.0,0.0,0.08136827562803799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724559571608925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056902081641697126,0.0,0.07965265633951428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066614149792456 adhd,marianabausher,2019/10/07,"Was early for work... Forgot everything at home Got to work by 8:30am!!! Woah. Good for me. Hurray! Then I realized I forgot all the documents I needed to do said work at home... inside my work bag... on top of my work laptop... So I answered emails, had lunch, and now I’m going home. Note to self: pack everything and put it by the front door. See?! I’m learning!",-0.7674999999999983,1.3174239166666697,1.5,94.99500000000002,101.5,4.622222222222223,14.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3501333333333334,270,6,58,4,12,90,50,72,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.8614,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,1,11,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,30,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208175288517162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143584564500063,0.14970284151432375,0.14274893973701894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370981767260783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234267889952964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942443569249267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697779434261456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222762343654666,0.0,0.18619640761175574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6496877468999723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neosmndrew,2019/10/07,Going in for my ADHD assessment this week. What should I expect? Im a 26 year old male. I've read a wide range of accounts on the internet but I would like some more personal stories from the great ppl of this sub. I'm told it's a 2 hour long excercise . Do I prepare? Go alone? How/when will I be diagnosed if that is the appropriate result? My doctor's office was pretty light on detail so I assume I just answer everything they tell me honestly.,0.772687747035576,3.1584076521739166,3.3196442687747063,86.15895256916995,86.6086956521739,6.8237154150197625,20.3201581027668,8.00094639256281,1.233182608695652,352,11,71,8,11,122,75,92,0.027000000000000003,0.775,0.198,0.9563,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,10,11,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,10,3,7,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,41,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816509895590079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272267209042495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378669303208872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398738244065248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062452496120715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638041729810297,0.0,0.0,0.2583788859661405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307939604891275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253145252790587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449475579085157,0.0,0.0,0.2073981416697516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24591774027092145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463107000115427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842482920654895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344199359520061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483792444753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393769392747653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187986660767963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648014477225306,0.0,0.0,0.15091791246315256 adhd,brainfoggedfrog,2019/10/07,"Today at work I took another retalin pill at 12pm Oh are you sick i get asked by my colleague at work when he sees me taking med I got adhd i reply "" oh thats nothing"" i get as a reply",-2.4022480620155022,-0.6488200232558121,2.023604651162792,93.31897286821709,98.06976744186049,4.7271317829457375,16.468992248062015,6.42735559955562,-0.15580310077519366,141,4,34,2,6,54,33,43,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,5,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,17,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33647942942240194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293581590250136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174185463959304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925541433277661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239241703420296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109927015572724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864666671426296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310640370723644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105087883538496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653866289712513,0.0,0.311066119867321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40765497796053024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yeahimajitpai,2019/10/07,"After having studied for hours upon hours upon hours for my midterm, I just bombed it because someone was drumming in a room downstairs. I can’t speak to my school’s disability resource center until next month because I guess they’re completely booked up. So no testing accommodations for me. I feel like I’m a slave to my ADHD. Today it feels like absolute torture.",5.941617647058822,7.704774632352944,6.3728235294117646,73.59570588235296,67.38235294117646,7.792941176470588,34.188235294117646,8.238735603445708,2.947302352941177,297,14,47,4,5,96,52,68,0.098,0.826,0.076,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,8,2,11,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,10,29,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539294508181049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576007754400117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215334845701533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136690867856007,0.30189115403182243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275969251157164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242340962220687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645118630717854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864961614152782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247092506965644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383670186626452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902528247162222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027815984120714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blandlywild,2019/10/07,"Sleeping-taking medicine in the middle of the night Has anyone ever taken their medication in the middle of the night during their sleep? This has only happened 2 or 3 times to me. I'll be sleeping and wake up for a drink of water and out of habit/still not completely awake I'll accidentally take my adderall. This causes me to wake up a little later with my heart racing and feeling like its go time, only to find out its midnight and I still have 6 hours until I have to get up.",4.047231222385861,5.2197333402061865,5.2637702503681885,82.00505154639177,71.26804123711341,6.7799705449189975,24.166421207658324,6.868970318607317,0.9165534609720178,382,10,73,3,7,127,63,97,0.03,0.9259999999999999,0.045,0.0865,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,5,8,5,1,1,13,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,18,9,0,20,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,10,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144321877532776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780365608463364,0.0,0.0,0.2120932385621496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981634709294132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297945462693047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228198388362417,0.14451330613995236,0.0,0.0,0.18488592775850607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056861936929936,0.0,0.11496391268043935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788810240970304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239710128336976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199211165670276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882682248655993,0.20274392112236064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378207117514427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796638025820352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076955503868207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048645897913382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154602558845385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209405224602615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359094271751489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slimbo_Jimbo,2019/10/07,"Waking up Hey I want to hear what everyone does to help them make sure they wake up in the morning. I am the absolute worst at waking up, no matter what I try I will just find an excuse to stay in bed and try to sleep (it usually doesn’t work and I sit there for another hour, or it does work and 3 hours flash by in a second) I am usually the kind of person who is on top of everything, but this issue makes me look/feel like a huge mess. Things I’ve tried: -moving my alarm clock -an app that requires me to scan my shampoo in the shower to turn off alarm -Alarm that won’t shut off until you do complicated math probs (1235*5565+123) Nothing works I will just do it and fall asleep. I know the best idea is to get a good morning routine going, but I can’t trust “morning me” to follow through? Can anyone else relate? Has anyone found any tips?",1.9409176029962545,3.4745477359550563,3.2908089887640446,92.60494007490637,77.25842696629212,6.319700374531838,20.855430711610488,7.0316486544052195,0.2986572284644193,659,16,149,7,15,215,121,178,0.09,0.754,0.157,0.8857,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,6,3,11,0,3,10,0,13,5,5,2,1,19,23,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,10,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,1,2,17,6,25,19,2,26,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,1,7,89,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723671082149576,0.1499353353229565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996100175019224,0.14650805465325836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005703427040004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025944125166816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944808632314098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366311160250416,0.1285083515998599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229900498394931,0.1021506216847267,0.0,0.0,0.13068839794585227,0.0,0.0,0.15677890931845234,0.0,0.0,0.07470530346026792,0.0,0.08126334844379328,0.11993151036153492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115781427615022,0.0,0.0958418103618164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816286605477075,0.0,0.0,0.16141599357952158,0.0,0.14924227275214835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488999487287887,0.07858243911935138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985669088735412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007386748571595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089113694346516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519735643811925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720079662651427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485156463525425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309121647685907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524061319863346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476445283831648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499484189848284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912383008830999,0.15552983206497303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149620565184799,0.0,0.08433799894942576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122907967313674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway499558,2019/10/07,"Need to rant about my insane job situation... Throwaway because imagine if they found my reddit account... So I work a sales job, I've been here for the past couple of years. The company I work for is small-medium sized, there is no HR department and many of the internal staff are related to the owners. &#x200B; The way they hand out leads is to send them out in equal amounts to all the sales people at random. If you do not update your lead within an hour it gets sent to someone else. You are not allowed to send your leads to other people yourself, and if your leads do not get updated quickly enough after a few times they take you off the leads entirely. &#x200B; This system is insanity to someone with ADHD so for a long time I've requested not to be on the lead list. About 6 months ago I wanted to try again and requested to be put back on. After a day or two my manager couldn't reach me and took me off the list without telling me. After a month of no leads I reached out to him and he told me he couldn't reach me at my work email. I had been using my personal email because for over a year they were unable to fix my work email and I gave up asking them again and again. When I told him this was why I never received his emails about the leads he got my work email fixed the same day, but still didn't put me back on the leads. I'll admit I couldn't keep up with the amount they were throwing at me, but I told him I wanted very few and he had no way of reaching me to go over the problem once it began... &#x200B; Since then we've adopted a new CRM. Lately they've been using this CRM to send mass emails from the sales employee's work-emails to our customers. This is so they can circumvent the opt-out from our marketing emails, they've done this a few times and I have no way to turn it off. They just send emails from my work email that are spammey and annoying with my name at the end, they do this for every sales employee. Pretty sure this is super illegal but again, I'm scared for my job security I need the money badly. &#x200B; I work from home, because of the nature of the business I make about minimum wage but do very little work other than maintaining my customers. I've barely done any real work in over a year other than maintaining my existing customer base. &#x200B; There's no HR team or upper management to go to, my Sales Manager is the son-in-law of the owner. I've even told him I have huge struggles with ADHD and Anxiety, and that's why he put me back on leads briefly, but that's it. I feel like I shouldn't complain, I work from home and make my own hours. But I get no support from management and the free leads are off the table for me because my ADHD won't allow me to meet their extreme expectations. I've been paralyzed for a year and need to increase my income, I'm about to resort to getting a part-time job but I wish I could turn things around with this job. Advise would be appreciated sorry for the wall of text. &#x200B; TL;DR: I work for a smallish sized business, management is a mess and doesn't understand ADHD, I can't afford to quit but I can't meet their expectations either.",5.536543585839361,5.3704950250391255,5.918488347502433,83.39018271792919,67.45070422535211,8.973835807638627,28.8508649494565,8.524219190627866,1.8630899716618023,2487,74,518,33,37,800,259,639,0.085,0.835,0.08,0.4295,11,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,2,6,12,25,24,13,1,2,39,0,44,1,1,17,3,90,81,34,0,18,20,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,19,25,0,2,5,1,9,26,21,7,0,1,22,2,77,7,88,49,12,96,0,0,0,0,64,29,0,6,38,336,96,37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359011690047968,0.0,0.04349957692520072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319018487333581,0.35776883239320995,0.03337080366865861,0.0,0.03754012670708918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368469452107444,0.04587591698618468,0.0,0.0,0.11320056276552275,0.040973267839274734,0.11965591991606082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918018790665271,0.05429749646477901,0.0,0.06329506596596911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043587118298422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040993556894412524,0.0,0.043463436244712696,0.05070473827687233,0.0,0.032411749484346185,0.0,0.0413454758309217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02481239729702356,0.03505721565520967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053805174589430085,0.0,0.0,0.10255287303400028,0.0,0.055777765896543006,0.0,0.0392475504689776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844690889560892,0.0,0.0966525364669907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348311443612866,0.04361765865186205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055355620357408916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02397421608412452,0.049183272844689485,0.0,0.043427385206351816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551219800844155,0.049751545753050304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833798220690685,0.0,0.0,0.10915932501238744,0.037847534098256,0.04739427192793407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226033046884728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053140450218227664,0.046845002504842005,0.06804102022003222,0.04284798422291821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992410644256786,0.0,0.04695550310679061,0.0,0.14799345497449065,0.0,0.05219436407945083,0.0,0.055854948567377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049129869589825535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059306124073751,0.05515925002081876,0.0,0.0,0.08315749370623718,0.0,0.0,0.054932351306669805,0.0,0.0,0.03918915156374481,0.0,0.0,0.05130095645294749,0.0,0.0,0.055686592598017164,0.04625000227987437,0.0,0.036896214832286466,0.0,0.04289129776301112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03260141351705147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858432474262979,0.0,0.0,0.18756250018664475,0.054521060500230506,0.033316827487117964,0.10675300401692096,0.04793644471489005,0.05108592895959674,0.0,0.08476531336212423,0.0,0.08097946896403058,0.057888153167078314,0.1168537719423492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856012172500928,0.0,0.05643065033841638,0.047303884966686666,0.0,0.4287020725899592,0.0,0.0,0.03485950895233261,0.0,0.35776883239320995,0.12640364597889142 adhd,sputnikcherie,2019/10/07,"Just got diagnosed and prescribed: first two days of Adderall XR felt awful (but focused), third day... nothing Hi all. As my title says, the first couple days I took my Adderall XR I definitely noticed a difference in my ability to get things done, and my anxiety was WAY down. But physically, I felt like hell. However, I don't usually eat breakfast (and didn't then), and was getting over a massive allergy attack that wiped me out. That was last Thurs and Fri, I took the weekend off. This morning, I forced myself to eat a small breakfast first, and have been sipping my coffee really slowly. My heart doesn't feel nearly as weird, but I also don't feel any different in terms of focus or anxiety levels, still really scattered. \*But\* there was just a minor thing at home that I probably would have flipped out about before, and instead I just calmly asked my husband about it and it was no big deal. (Emotional regulation is one of the things I want to see a change in.) I don't know if it's the meds? But I think he'd agree with me that I'd have gotten mad immediately on any other day. I know it takes time to get dosage and medication right, but this seems like SUCH and extreme difference from the first days to today. Has anyone else experienced this? The first two times I could really feel it coming on within about a half an hour. This morning, it's SO subtle, and it's now two hours later and not much difference. (Except maybe for that emotional regulation thing, which would be great.)",3.963556910569107,5.961457369337977,4.861903310104534,81.50426030778166,72.86759581881533,8.128281068524972,25.895615563298488,8.841846274778883,2.020809639953544,1183,40,222,24,24,384,166,287,0.075,0.86,0.065,-0.4606,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,5,13,8,3,0,13,1,22,7,1,0,1,43,43,25,0,5,13,1,5,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,22,16,4,0,9,1,0,3,7,4,0,11,14,8,25,4,30,24,3,44,1,0,1,0,6,17,1,3,25,157,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901515212970423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737574410892004,0.0,0.13204058104018845,0.0,0.0,0.06034390503058165,0.08842592364341352,0.0,0.0,0.08068010507624851,0.09818023555075167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343608576711606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912953768347349,0.0743409646107164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890459929482916,0.0954907936003729,0.0,0.2782861307426461,0.08897289426733246,0.0,0.08759404564332544,0.0,0.3606661369286699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831623619543083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661563632622454,0.07209369741178953,0.19415478812928208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090965495384027,0.0,0.1657256446246115,0.0,0.0,0.36703938768697797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352666679351497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902306708716155,0.09514753438007573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226750596090214,0.0,0.0,0.08656728274795578,0.0,0.16997887585312055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485792133035348,0.07034711233096218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432495304106254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670129786862124,0.0,0.09586133587284396,0.08693952284457719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344141643274473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280846534359358,0.09825465002806548,0.0,0.0,0.05848002293049118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304744335081948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586054894152966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370087464521115,0.0,0.0686302911521267,0.0,0.0,0.06877099621330834,0.0785655006327097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892036331315443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488786895488449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933910783577705,0.05529841534797757,0.0,0.0,0.1006460132379232,0.0,0.08180358139784143,0.0,0.19176793311191,0.0,0.0,0.2529116135865224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504873580565353,0.0,0.05090276758496536,0.06850198839406918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261199469985888,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yasbeano,2019/10/07,"disclaimer: sleeping in and not taking meds is NEVER worth it I've been so tired the past two days and I suspect the culprit is my PMS fatigue symptoms. I am fully aware it was my choice to sleep in (in hopes of feeling more well-rested) and, as a result, skip two days of taking my 20mg of Vyvanse. But hoooly... I am as tired and irritable as ever. Can't wait to get back on it tomorrow and never do this again. Have a great week, everybody.",1.3268742368742394,3.3708830549450566,3.135750915750915,90.58980463980465,81.08791208791209,5.363125763125763,22.1990231990232,6.42735559955562,0.43403931623931546,342,11,72,3,9,114,64,91,0.168,0.746,0.086,-0.7934,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,9,7,2,1,3,15,15,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,6,2,12,13,1,14,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,10,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472628543432758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427671619234764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025191148879662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516753289355577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833495531448126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750851671825346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694069715683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906525583882726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903271621132571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967321993965654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767033323311593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562821935054145,0.2830296239953028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326526086761434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677188563921361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097531283531207,0.0,0.16922855317138374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,plumgrub,2019/10/07,"Vyvanse and cold medicines? So I've (23F) been sick for like a week and also have been starting vyvanse again this month. I was taking mucinex but when I googled the combination of vyvanse and mucinex (I know, Google's not a doctor but it's nice for common knowledge stuff I might be missing), some stuff popped up that worried me a bit (serotonin sydrome???what the heck is that??) Is this common with stimulants and cold meds? Does anyone have any knowledge on what might be more safe to take for my abundance of mucus? In any case, I wanted to share this so someone doesnt make the same mistake as me. I'm going to get some opinions from medical professionals in the meantime and provide any updates that may be important.",3.818269230769232,6.360366867647063,3.500294117647062,88.60036199095025,75.17647058823529,5.6552036199095035,29.579185520361985,6.67199483983844,1.5164486425339363,578,26,106,5,13,173,90,136,0.057999999999999996,0.83,0.11199999999999999,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,0,14,3,0,2,0,24,24,12,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,8,4,15,15,5,13,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,6,9,71,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110181113796814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854737757846161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211697808217976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062825025190723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339649406514872,0.16534984734678848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871763847445636,0.0,0.10738361911834993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384099195247794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231054873777957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612439393131772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098788602431771,0.19034543800755174,0.0,0.4008883721762198,0.0,0.0,0.15081665442480427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009520079291312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373851189021027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43260097813831294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841310702768483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144654668830163,0.0,0.1515628527351297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188607376965355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheDildosaur,2019/10/07,"ADHD without anxiety When I first joined this sub, it struck me how much people seemed to be struggling with anxiety. It made me realize how I myself have ADHD-PI without axiety. This led me to ask myself: Why is anxiety so common in people with adhd and how does it affect them? How do people without anxiety but with adhd differ?",3.4823809523809537,5.927404460317465,5.549444444444443,73.97750000000002,75.82539682539681,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.448219047619048,263,9,41,6,6,91,40,63,0.054000000000000006,0.86,0.086,-0.1838,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,7,0,17,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,8,0,9,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6616466305611298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211644808945966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867102789640686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380026687552014,0.0,0.0,0.12044614186619768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707306342131807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023445785069931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011782552326942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862583001927215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529859392290985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438869723488558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419503131043072,0.0,0.0,0.3980284146030208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,very_nice_how_much,2019/10/07,"I feel like I'm just observing the world around me instead of actually being a part of it 34M - ADHD inattentive \_\_\_\_\_ I guess I'm more or less looking for solidarity or advice if anyone else has felt, or feels, this way. Like the title says I really just feel like I'm observing the world around me instead of actually being a part of it. I haven't really talked to anyone about this but I describe it to myself as feeling like a tourist instead of being immersed. I have a job, friends that I see sometimes, I'm rarely (very rarely) in relationships, and when I'm out around people I just feel like I'm on a different frequency that everyone around me. With all this being said I'm not a recluse or extremely antisocial, but I just don't feel like I'm a part of the world I live in. It doesn't necessarily make me sad but it has been feeling like there's a void that doesn't have any alternatives that I could fill it with. Is this even a byproduct of ADHD? Is there anyone that has felt like this and remedied it someway? Thanks!",3.5024038461538467,4.933822124999999,5.0242307692307735,82.19576923076926,72.94230769230771,8.276923076923078,26.94230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.9699461538461536,814,29,167,16,16,274,96,208,0.021,0.804,0.175,0.9798,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,0,13,0,17,0,0,1,1,35,40,12,0,2,13,0,9,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,13,16,10,22,31,6,14,0,1,2,0,5,11,0,6,9,113,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.1884298759066637,0.0,0.2320589838896221,0.09434360265735316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565456901802402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252155712704836,0.09892275360472567,0.0,0.3437855222119036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708409951997659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086998791451296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806517678489787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376770139082626,0.0,0.0,0.0922538099169504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417157965119765,0.4138347534572099,0.1853985396329632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459117547018937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635626856332543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958069760632338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773398663518479,0.0,0.08525185864644165,0.0,0.0810742974901127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644451834060455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136496253859989,0.0,0.06693281801733185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369963874584945,0.0,0.0,0.10365423843164752,0.0,0.0,0.0918373244781171,0.07677722891354956,0.0,0.0,0.07693463673610552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954864311361236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759999207161834,0.0,0.08888655607702185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966053480358977,0.0,0.07663369564186655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wobbysobby,2019/10/07,"Nobody knows what it’s like to be anybody but themselves. We’re born alone and we die alone. What they forgot to tell me...is that we live alone too. I’m stuck in this skull and nobody but me will ever know (or care to know) what it feels like. The more time I spend with others, the more truly alone I feel. These skulls we’re all occupying are solitary prisons. Who knows if your cell is similar to my cell? There’s a permanent barrier between us. No two atoms can ever meaningfully touch. I’m sitting in this chair at the university library, but I feel like a goldfish in a bowl: pushed around by currents, refracted, distorted by thick glass, and with a 6-second memory span. I really wish I didn’t forget my meds today.",3.359835680751175,5.259673880281689,4.3151408450704265,85.20163145539908,74.28169014084506,7.550234741784037,24.509389671361504,8.344100000000001,1.5081107981220665,569,18,113,10,12,184,95,142,0.18100000000000002,0.688,0.131,-0.7065,1,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,6,2,2,0,3,28,19,8,1,2,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,13,4,14,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,9,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331133225030754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604469125856591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581302849563813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860593755975047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647394159369143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181539667377,0.21835327601510995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33594965426497897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398450036710796,0.0,0.13494533119547955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697516780475551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979021981711162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357386210021618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911220295634216,0.0,0.14485814417402795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928566841927712,0.0,0.18382701039730184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757386766000241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nomad92bh,2019/10/07,"Intuniv/guanfacine Holla Is anyone here on intuniv and from the UK and got it on the NHS and is an adult lol? Did you have any problems as an adult getting it?",4.66090909090909,4.6781903939393965,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,69.30303030303031,9.024242424242424,31.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.4453151515151514,125,5,26,2,2,42,24,33,0.075,0.8370000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078883033007094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193979467277783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31337361392151386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797192458548819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739328510942595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sportgurl92,2019/10/07,"So much crap to do I currently have been trying to fight off depression without my doctor (it's a minor thing, I work seasonally and from over full time to nothing now I'm bored), and I put off EVERYTHING, now I'm forcing myself to do dishes and laundry and clean, and decided to take a break so I keep procrastinating going back to do it and finding other things to do. I listen to music, podcasts but those get boring. Pointless post.",4.770392156862744,5.9759597058823575,6.177352941176469,76.00642156862747,69.58823529411765,8.490196078431373,29.46078431372549,8.841846274778883,2.4580196078431373,345,13,62,6,6,117,58,85,0.11199999999999999,0.865,0.023,-0.7343,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,11,13,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,6,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,7,0,13,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,6,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013857865274727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537916640232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797178225433637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456100979010225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977668621845084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427796455885907,0.0,0.1553136330718192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429074353344449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200895233663511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622234327342596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617305934283479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747259688334395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547560771185056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631155816460408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935413712088395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554194261022014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634360883587439,0.0,0.19895405552475412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hiddenmuffintop,2019/10/07,Advice for living in the moment? I constantly feel like I need to do everything quickly so I can do the next thing. I struggle to slow down and enjoy the little things (or even the big things). And when I am able to I slowly forget over time and start rushing again. Does anyone have advice on how to stop the go-go-go mentality?,3.510454545454543,4.853518833333332,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,72.78787878787878,7.098181818181819,22.29090909090909,7.554174236665415,0.8638581818181814,257,6,51,3,5,85,47,66,0.10300000000000001,0.81,0.087,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,8,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,9,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,11,38,9,0,0.20635627842970367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032979340073802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428910790050678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299782757154088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805837698642544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629637571040626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545971712297268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433993468647254,0.14742096654211434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518310855417095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008152541825131,0.20682320272606047,0.18221637447570693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079585931424718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301056572471552,0.0,0.0,0.21946224317092708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606003598248046,0.0,0.0,0.1725230887897218,0.0,0.21572838696630955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112818261374387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203280054255925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notevenitalian,2019/10/07,"Good free app for making daily schedules? Or maybe free BUJO app? Does anyone know of a good free app where I can set up a daily schedule? Or a good free BUJO app that I could do something similar with, planning a couple days in advance? I have my physical BUJO that’s great for planning, but I would like to have something on my phone so I can physically see step by step laid out everything I need to do on a day, maybe have an option to check things off as I do them and leave notes?",3.6108571428571423,4.471520200000004,4.7314285714285695,86.58500000000002,72.0,7.314285714285713,25.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.098271428571428,380,11,80,4,7,125,63,100,0.013000000000000001,0.774,0.213,0.951,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,2,9,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,13,15,12,0,15,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,5,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338389064948162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372506097391526,0.22689684236857405,0.0,0.2644956312949859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945085313814227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842962104816694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159880101597549,0.0,0.22608121993773245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269653341439904,0.0,0.0,0.21713070460243075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018277603790204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368802599801474,0.0,0.4120240281586793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205063322739468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634076050581686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31573299069285804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362338646417965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566992997428432,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,controller4835,2019/10/07,"THERE IS NO HELP IN SLOVAKIA! There is no real help for people with ADHD in Slovakia.... Doctors and specialist even make fun of me and make feel lot of worse about myself. They throwing me between them like a hot potato, Nobody does nothing( They believe ADHD is only kids problem some) I am in ENG GAME now. I can't sleep, I can't function like a normal human being.. I lost all hope.",2.5287030075188,4.606623486842107,3.860075187969926,86.72552631578951,77.28947368421052,4.869172932330828,24.01503759398497,5.288315135182226,0.5350511278195489,299,10,55,1,7,98,55,76,0.151,0.649,0.201,0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,2,1,13,12,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,10,4,9,10,3,5,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,3,3,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888267177334881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291303536252741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815963479910732,0.17797201549166136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432514288312716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283088278851786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263163496491444,0.0,0.0,0.20199406597246666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871435835737952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200432226649272,0.17289941501875492,0.0,0.0,0.2715044851966941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992611648357123,0.19514070822308704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546734032475169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099238560670269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459932784606365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314816097991317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035186530280043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725321872455715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheCollegeBum,2019/10/07,"Vyvanse vs. Adderall So I recently switched from taking 20mg adderall xr to 20mg vyvanse. Today is the second day taking the vyvanse and I feel like it’s doing absolutely nothing. It feels like when I would miss a doss taking adderall. Before we switched I asked my doctor if 20mg of adderall and 20mg of vyvanse were the same. She said yeah they’re close. But I feel like she’s wrong because I would be laser focused on adderall but I have no motivation to do anything while on vyvanse. I have taken vyvanse in the past. It was only for a month when I was first diagnosed with ADD and then was put on adderall until now. I remember the vyvanse working well but I noticed when I first switched to adderall that it didn’t seem to last quite as long as the vyvanse, but now switching back it seems like it’s not even working. For a while I was taking 2-20mg of adderall xr a day because I had early morning classes and then classes later at night and my meds would wear off mid afternoon. Am I just use to the higher dosage or is vyvanse just not a strong?",3.3299587685541496,4.901117630841124,4.317542605827382,86.52896921385378,73.62616822429906,6.156789444749862,30.34524463991204,6.522977012572876,1.5693791094007692,839,38,164,6,17,272,112,214,0.049,0.862,0.08900000000000001,0.7138,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,7,11,8,0,0,12,1,18,3,1,2,0,32,32,22,0,4,11,0,3,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,2,1,3,9,4,20,6,21,19,1,34,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,4,29,111,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803672496985564,0.0,0.1227341574592008,0.0,0.0,0.10095039407508592,0.0,0.16006076260367624,0.0,0.11171423370371858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933648639649407,0.0,0.0,0.13325195077914267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437620353490645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671279019747727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914557856425352,0.2813710183234096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334264418485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701515018440608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655772397669563,0.0,0.0,0.11618347673710508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458285196845958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479077994358142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320248518567825,0.0,0.12597191358179585,0.14946933542347818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984848761040448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532680088634227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197812126741967,0.0,0.13963821805108154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962852652052018,0.0,0.14872080282335073,0.0,0.1248825106767021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390346546128792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39484122723807896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244432395138877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338846175432794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804137085491548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115471739484785,0.0,0.0,0.27978421414406474,0.1435400112599156,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dhwoth,2019/10/07,"I hate being dumb all the time! I don’t know but lately I am overwhelmed with too much information. I just came back from class, which I have a group assignment, and I don’t know what to do since there are so many things to do, and I am all confused with the instruction. I ended up didn’t do anything, and idk if it’s just me or everyone seems pissed at me, and they didn’t talk to me at all either. I went home and I cried. Hard. Why my brain won’t work properly? I hate being dumb all the time, like I did read the instructions, but I still have no clue how to do the assignment?!",0.4319727047146422,2.435472693548391,2.118709677419357,96.86152605459058,84.16129032258064,6.073449131513648,17.602977667493796,7.321109707123232,-0.016298263027295427,450,10,109,7,13,147,73,124,0.255,0.71,0.035,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,5,2,6,0,17,2,2,1,4,25,24,11,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,1,18,1,10,16,6,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,4,7,79,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617092508992695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527146325779742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254203104253151,0.0,0.2309537647623471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181027689696087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788497648525104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929524673604882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808893345744159,0.3987275162734028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255193822345416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219505477288965,0.0,0.2277854799249057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865264414500932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047250062991603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844155267651835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198432986934212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838292011196014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703832197420054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126130714751727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230343170490538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341531099509744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549364619840946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871908408832752,0.1822101324047337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470072155263328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LivingFaithlessness,2019/10/07,"When I'm focused I feel like I'm an absolute god. Every time I don't, I feel incapable. I've been playing Siege for a while and I can almost **feel** the *click* when I get into a ""flow"" state. It only happens around three times a week but when it does it's heavenly. I feel like a different region of my brain is processing the signals. Every little piece of intel comes together and I can pinpoint enemy locations through... something. It's like I'm running it through an algorithm. It doesn't just feel like I'm hearing their footsteps, it feels like sonar. I can *visualize* enemy movements in a matter of seconds just by the angle a drone is facing or the damage on a barricade. It's like I have the ""trace"" ability from Detroit : Become Human. It's truly an amazing feeling. Why can't I do it all the time :( I feel like I'm heavily set back by my problems and I could be really good, but I don't even know if that's true or a delusion.",0.961799143265111,3.3255351204188486,3.426275583055688,85.96117444074251,85.2303664921466,6.614088529271776,24.38862446454069,7.84624498591911,1.65094554973822,732,30,145,15,22,253,107,191,0.10099999999999999,0.631,0.268,0.9831,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,8,14,0,0,17,0,14,2,2,0,2,28,32,12,0,3,7,0,8,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,9,1,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,10,16,12,13,29,2,20,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,4,16,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562949351325514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116854889281958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647055517591056,0.0,0.0,0.13856008021915595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005421239929086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080721873801449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016914369269732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107839848438507,0.0,0.0,0.10979038997967178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286476826411307,0.0,0.21140995645134802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074884471973298,0.448141198403531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554737243422873,0.0,0.0,0.1052294149430512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109433569153282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414018922855092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894922000398171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42905197164964975,0.1257433051774697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541754761339748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004772792496896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037252147608343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658479625876194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194692023167285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063598470291933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320761885637795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tcarsonmusic,2019/10/07,"I need a to-do list for my to-do list. How do you guys organise your day and get shit done? I've been told I need to structure my day with small tasks that I can cross off... however making a to-do list seems like a task in itself that needs to be broken up in to small tasks. Can anyone relate to this and have advice?? It's driving me insane",2.5864000000000007,2.8453881733333333,4.105333333333334,92.34600000000002,73.93333333333334,7.066666666666667,20.33333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.05033333333333356,263,4,64,2,5,88,50,75,0.13699999999999998,0.828,0.035,-0.8146,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,0,9,14,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,10,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627071736518051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879790622710644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467589038099825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751164886480815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045771693702738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661937018915495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313415629190487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794526762939435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980239897733004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447416873056009,0.0,0.0,0.2759602255358973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568879815827552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lindabelcher420,2019/10/07,"Any ADHD brains utilize a white board at work? I hate drawing attention to myself in the office, but I’m trying to balance so much information.... I get comments all the time about my color coordination and all my markers/highlighters. I feel like I’m killing it at work for the most part, jumping into a Coordinator position at a construction subcontractors office. I run large reports in 7 different markets weekly, with different builders/job types/etc. The President, Vp, basically everyone important in the company is viewing these reports, and things keep growing. We added a new market to review this week, and I expect one more in the near future. I think that if I had a white board by my cube, it would help me a lot with keeping things straight & not letting some of the little things slip off my radar. I guess I’m still working on self confidence and not caring what people think. But I don’t wanna feel like I’m over the top. Idk. Thanks y’all.",6.061333333333334,7.183411577777778,6.5177777777777814,75.05000000000003,66.55555555555556,9.333333333333334,33.33333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.1889999999999996,764,33,134,15,12,248,123,180,0.07400000000000001,0.777,0.149,0.9128,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,4,3,6,2,0,14,0,5,1,1,0,2,30,20,8,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,6,17,4,22,17,8,24,0,0,4,0,6,15,0,5,8,87,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745891968131827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740258715714936,0.0,0.09879021514137644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217204539283456,0.0,0.0,0.1481148960046018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30355748141906497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201712954785774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388140058737601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469081830623347,0.20756526640612402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589883428482011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003392924749035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342642139579082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737302902567674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416044334604064,0.2582495719890331,0.16072238920629253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485508738196949,0.0,0.14194551550587273,0.14560111149637164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350540141323205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679193091970708,0.0,0.0,0.140304991354669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844033945232816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573158549579317,0.0,0.1007135922274586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155079829336973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601472810277028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374731004043822,0.0,0.0,0.2895375868595573,0.18616937905448336,0.0,0.0,0.08470950600892196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863042520524376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330575167973609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172801170989781,0.0,0.0,0.10319734649837108,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,M3SSID10S,2019/10/07,"Can my PCP prescribe adderall? Do I just make an appointment and talk with her about how I have the ADHD symptoms and hope she will prescribe me? I can’t focus to do my HW at all, and I need help...",2.6157142857142865,3.365279619047623,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,74.23809523809524,6.552380952380951,25.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.7455619047619049,152,5,35,1,3,50,34,42,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,10,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,4,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077727058935071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28319831542796564,0.0,0.0,0.4196459388669967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820274794916441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31328444912692344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391477566244722,0.0,0.3395960569254436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rarheem,2019/10/07,"TIL that you cann disable messenger notifactions for a set period of time on your phone This is probably something very well known, but today I discovered that you can disable messenger notifications for 15m, 1h, 8h, 24h or untill your alarm goes off. Am still trying it if it to see if it has an impact on my phone usage. But yeah, maybe something to try if you suffer from feelings of loneliness because of social media / messenger or if you have an unhealthy constant need to talk to people through messenger.",8.513617021276595,8.271563127659576,8.563276595744682,67.15300000000002,61.3404255319149,11.775319148936171,37.948936170212775,11.20814326018867,4.479742978723405,410,18,67,10,5,134,68,94,0.153,0.805,0.043,-0.9281,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,8,10,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,1,16,8,0,11,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,6,7,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793703878285412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998101944419873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100217881220247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602877289067813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921097377668208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796183131909344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793396212714887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064588057971541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410658285352284,0.0,0.3989156819598884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069072238041283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824432755729352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107572120152776,0.0,0.24558419472277926,0.0,0.0,0.35180615074596555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137739200761489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329503404011129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoDesignR,2019/10/07,"Does your medication work every time? I’m on concerta 18mg, I’m aware this is a low dose but it was working for the first 12 days with no side effects, except once the concerta wore off I could tell because I’d be pretty exhausted and scatter brained by 9pm. For the past 3 days I’ve been taking it and reverting to my behaviour when I’m not medicated e.g afternoon napping, and I haven’t been having the same exhaustion and 9 pm, basically I can’t even tell if the drugs working or worn off. This actually sucks because I liked Being exhausted at night, it encourages me to sleep early. So yeah has anyone been experiencing this, I mean I’ve only been taking it prior 12 days so I can’t imagine in 12 days I’ve built a tolerance. There was never any high or laser focus, it was just working without me even noticing it on a sensory level. I’m pretty annoyed because of all this. Any advice ?",4.648333333333333,5.4194562777777815,6.4522222222222245,75.52000000000002,69.55555555555556,9.555555555555557,31.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.0621666666666667,710,30,135,16,12,247,112,180,0.127,0.755,0.11800000000000001,0.2499,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,7,8,2,0,8,1,16,9,2,1,2,20,26,11,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,9,1,10,2,15,14,2,23,0,1,0,0,4,10,1,3,14,80,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.13326428496544798,0.0,0.0,0.13344627744088944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573295031485412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954869474944402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497397940574668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244775206886926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109033213075229,0.0,0.0,0.3522833749812805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950585322951855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583679372942573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039511173797124,0.0,0.1150589192351516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161591074448903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442846794038731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671703098616537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875546344753665,0.0,0.27514260632767035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532461609267696,0.0,0.0,0.12815367854529475,0.0,0.0,0.15547612643828349,0.0,0.14543349717891935,0.0,0.10386114342720333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036336507086546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778641975026689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366600822665491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535444409111853,0.0,0.2387214690858291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963008506578971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164037347516408,0.0,0.3976734749873971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Miniarts,2019/10/07,"Psychiatrist was sick so no intake meeting Thanks world. I planned this meeting over a month ago, and expected this to be my big break where I could finally get medicated. I stayed home from school, set my alarm late how I like it, and went to sleep. Parents called me in, woke up at 9, took a shower. Mom headed out of town to grab something so I got ready and waited. After half an hour she calls to tell me the Psychiatrist was sick, and rescheduled to November. Ffffffffffml.",3.0866544566544576,5.567750461538463,3.3950915750915764,88.730463980464,77.35164835164834,6.681807081807082,24.3968253968254,7.793537801064563,1.2492041514041512,376,13,75,6,9,116,71,91,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.084,-0.5702,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,4,5,2,1,0,9,11,7,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,1,10,2,13,3,0,20,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810820736176952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171858525216307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310111896185708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237789762855721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672797425352944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338153898734306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965042221533312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490969871641948,0.0,0.20117484997553012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043696581118545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980098816448282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579081226911056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392505037847995,0.1630545083857427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268289895227424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674247054539746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044277308393609,0.0,0.0,0.157264879820027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217735515114648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854990066766552,0.18807376420179947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269628209992527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936979396143647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LittleMissChopShop,2019/10/07,"Failing Math class this semester, how to improve? Hi guys! I'm in community college right now and I'm taking precal/trig this semester. I just got my second test back today and I got another F. I also got an D and another F on the two quizzes I've taken so far. I really need this class to move forward in my degree and I dont know what to do. When I get home I can barely get myself to finish the homework on time and I feel really depressed about my progress in Math and it's starting to seep into my other classes. I can get a B if I start doing well but the drop deadline is coming up at the end of the month, and I'm not really sure what to do.",-0.38038798498122617,1.7326771773049645,2.792223612849398,89.81647058823532,89.28368794326241,5.5871506049228215,19.641635377555282,7.048011613610866,0.5303580308719233,506,16,110,8,17,181,89,141,0.079,0.879,0.042,-0.6963,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,18,24,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,1,2,4,1,15,2,16,20,0,24,0,2,0,0,2,11,0,1,11,72,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873361754760902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638223336959176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339706961860565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943951631144028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941992683422176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331979490952568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536536980635653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771779067454365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719117990348899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162485843646407,0.0,0.0,0.17177460935459482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401674742844764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953412560366028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847180187453886,0.1843840770894872,0.0,0.12863482055614325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33341133436677506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481528134102632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558312597618664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350487903761915,0.0,0.1304369912587904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115884032248583,0.0,0.16444079923701646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946685855650742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598129269408115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lookimunoriginal,2019/10/07,I can’t find a type of exercise that’s stimulating enough I can’t seem to find a type of exercise that I like enough to stick with and that’s also not crazy expensive. Going to the regular gym is just boring and yoga is too quiet and slow for me. Any suggestions on things to try? I’m trying to get back into exercise because I know it helps me regulate myself and my energy levels but I can’t find something I like yet. Any suggestions would be great!,3.4957603686635927,4.796134182795701,5.451643625192013,79.64032258064519,72.76344086021507,9.61536098310292,25.1136712749616,9.957137785484203,2.4294897081413205,361,11,72,10,7,125,60,93,0.018000000000000002,0.785,0.196,0.9338,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,0,16,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,5,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,11,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685873654146874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28378070261761645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044032360978752,0.0,0.1271921758436253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311860870095601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572111783909385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901193245900342,0.0,0.11858160320115355,0.0,0.0,0.2300393012516777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985487607941607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146695502053417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387342038900585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899487252695576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063031812437065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386189575482916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833216966291989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822022330689166,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZachDefense,2019/10/07,"The absolutely insurmountable wall of adding tasks to a completed to-do list A lot of folks recommend to-do lists for ADHD folks. I find being able to list out everything I need to do for the day helps me gather up the energy to do everything I need to for the day. But, it feels like my brain gives me exactly enough mental energy for what's on the list, and if there ends up being more things to do at the end I just physically can't do it. Like yesterday, my bf and I had decided we were going to go get frames for a bunch of posters we had lying around. The last owner of our place left a bunch of hanging nails in the wall, and after a year of owning the place we figured we should fill them. So the mental to-do list looked something like this: 1. Go buy the frames 2. Frame the posters 3. Hang them on the wall 4. Now there's time to relax We get to the first store, they don't have any frames, so it's time for store two. That's fine, we're still on step #1. As long as we're buying the frames, I have energy for it. Store two has almost everything we wanted, so we decide to buy the rest later. Cross off item one. We get home, stick stuff into the frames pretty easy, cross off step two. Hang stuff on the wall, cross off step three. Now here's where the trouble starts. Turns out two of the nails aren't lined up very well, they're next to each other but they're like an inch off in height. Bf mentions ""We should re-hang one of those."" My brain lightly protests ""but we're done with the hanging step..."" but I can shut it down, it's just moving one step back. Then bf mentions ""Now we should go online and order the frames we couldn't find in the store."" ""No,"" brain protests a bit louder, ""We finished the 'buy frames' step hours ago!"" Despite my assurances to the brain that we had known we'd have to get the other frames later, I can feel my energy draining. ""Also,"" bf mentions, ""Your grandparents have been wanting to see our place, now that we have it more decorated should we call them to invite them for dinner this week?"" ""That's it,"" my brain screams, ""That's not even one of the steps! And a *phone call*??? We don't have the energy for this, I'm shutting it all down!"" Which leads to me flopped on the couch, just saying ""I don't know, I'm exhausted"" as I browse through Reddit idly. Just needed to rant about this a bit to folks here who would get it.",2.360802469135802,3.88001169547325,3.133685185185186,94.23608333333335,76.07818930041152,6.506090534979425,19.557407407407407,7.1686216300943375,0.08759111111111118,1828,36,420,20,40,576,208,486,0.04,0.885,0.076,0.8998,1,0,1,0,0,0,87.0,19,1,5,2,23,13,2,0,38,0,33,7,5,1,3,63,57,18,0,12,10,0,2,4,4,5,1,2,2,0,28,27,1,0,9,1,8,21,8,5,1,10,6,7,44,8,65,42,13,84,0,0,2,0,41,35,0,3,31,262,72,1,0.08109478657862815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746017436212648,0.0,0.07188563532252086,0.0,0.08120471464084476,0.0,0.0,0.06485147152818953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055147235732191324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219155314815033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235688519652542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770690071565636,0.0,0.0,0.4526430073895309,0.16561368807494348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502634083481116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459885707781656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298812217845923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365182140155427,0.08379259253860641,0.0,0.05356234171203639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186482954645396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200792143971446,0.05793413173527648,0.0,0.0,0.14823833155387026,0.06897918403649017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184339461724866,0.07779350872324002,0.18435214417089785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435612603891821,0.0,0.08134468300310398,0.0,0.07986202947916007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044567573891726386,0.06610307463856482,0.0,0.0,0.08810972289782264,0.0,0.0,0.15847526586570235,0.0,0.0,0.07176633421797446,0.0680991964821463,0.0,0.0,0.06894388757213843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344894234778948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619092428348821,0.0,0.1803922700992294,0.0,0.0,0.08624522552666622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980770454100407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541803754875529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250255205250108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448982919372401,0.0,0.0,0.06462204552575418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243072864103656,0.0,0.0,0.057399307332928876,0.0,0.06476240131609874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856682577496536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053875772794648856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945740444019932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820784084336902,0.3168712918158449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691169186047018,0.09566361243509083,0.0,0.06504934623125536,0.0,0.07291395222653252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760740966236352,0.0,0.0,0.05222238375961913 adhd,SpicePilot,2019/10/07,"Frustrating Refill Process I need to call my neurologist's office and ask for a refill but the process is just so stressful. Because of controlled substance laws I have to personally pick up a prescription for each month. The process goes something like this: I have to call the office and leave a message, wait for the doctor to receive said message and write a prescription and then contact me about it (takes a few days), go in person to the office and pick up prescription (meaning I have to skip a day of school to travel there), drop off prescription at pharmacy (hopefully on the same day I got the prescription), then wait for the prescription to be filled (meaning I have to come back on another day if they're not in stock). As a plus the office and pharmacy are not open on weekends or before/after 9am-6pm. This whole process can take up to two weeks. By the time I'm halfway through this process I've gotten lost or forgotten something. They are aware I have ADD right??",7.813097826086956,7.612514114130441,6.977304347826087,77.8111739130435,62.75,10.403478260869566,37.42173913043478,9.888512548439397,3.5817517391304348,783,35,144,14,10,240,105,184,0.098,0.884,0.018000000000000002,-0.9212,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,1,1,17,0,10,1,0,3,0,30,26,15,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,11,0,3,2,2,0,5,2,3,0,1,4,1,10,2,31,21,4,29,0,1,0,0,12,12,0,4,12,95,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616476492120949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441165144819038,0.0,0.0,0.11853765268655758,0.0,0.09397302140370062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148242215001049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279309307782547,0.0,0.0,0.1729008185692706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976755077686905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577868010313199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761129732859768,0.0,0.12329388810353385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531132466093353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323060381410184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531359995529906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828119370675568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33584556445792785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304709844388162,0.0,0.0,0.1143058818763964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692088810188658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316497190738343,0.14663914700728856,0.0,0.0,0.15601568688643006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373560515505759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176586971025672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181460899434206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898905164454174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058954202582753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365590081587068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172111417171232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MindFlo88,2019/10/07,"Perseveration. How to handle? How do you handle perseveration? I.e. hyperfocus on things which aren't productive. Today, I sat on my phone reading news sites, on repeat, for the last 12 hours. I was so immenced in the activity, reading the same stories pop up, refreshing and going back to same/different sites and back again. Now, despite getting bored, being consciously aware of my own activities, and having better things to do, it just felt sooo good to do this particular task, like a compulsion. To try and shift my focus I put on TV shows/music but still just couldn't shift my concentration. Argh. Is there any good trick to snap yourself out of this mindset?",5.411749999999998,7.7519300083333365,5.905000000000001,74.10000000000002,69.75,8.8,28.66666666666667,9.3871,2.7755666666666667,531,20,90,12,10,171,86,120,0.011000000000000001,0.893,0.096,0.8461,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,12,7,2,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,15,13,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,1,8,4,16,8,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,10,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328559125318586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34665063041326144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935560683374814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355040322164493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642762407985786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776670060012308,0.0,0.1281049133417088,0.3781241121864735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219820856813411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837381102623628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012326594753484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659792147061994,0.0,0.0,0.4509392377307389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001161517728592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995029425284269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366101550862596,0.0,0.0,0.15303765683173173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Royalwastaken,2019/10/07,"How do you salvage a day where everything is going wrong? So... it's Monday. I woke up late to my first class, came out of my bed an hour after I wanted, meditated (at least I did that), left to go get food and gym, turned back two times to put on deodorant and pack water, realized I forgot to open my windows but decided I was not turning back for that. Then I went and got food, sat there for too long, went to my gym later than expected (so I only have 1 hr to work out), then find out at the entrance... that I forgot my student ID card. So I walk out dejectedly then stand there for a moment wondering what to do, but realizing that if I can't gym, then I have 1 hour to do absolutely nothing before my next class, which is across the street. So, being the impulsive and impatient idiot I am, I decide ""f*** that"" and walked 20 minutes home, feeling like crap the whole way. And now I'm sitting on a bench at the park next to my residence sort of amazed at how irresponsible I've been the whole day, while writing this. I sort of don't want to go home, either, because I feel like if I get comfy at home I'll start playing video games or something and then that will sort of seal the deal on how miserable my day has been. It seemed like momentum really went the other way today, and I'm sort of wondering how you guys manage to turn these sorts of days around. Or, I guess a way to deal with or come to terms with reality of the situation, if that's not possible. Thanks.",4.281242593238062,4.513738943708611,5.612920878354832,83.13098117811084,70.15894039735099,9.13935169048449,26.821889159986053,9.134995656068208,1.8492556291390725,1139,33,249,21,19,384,166,302,0.086,0.856,0.057999999999999996,-0.847,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,0,2,16,10,2,1,14,0,17,4,1,4,0,55,47,30,0,6,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,14,18,3,2,10,6,0,11,4,4,0,2,13,2,27,6,42,32,5,63,0,1,0,0,7,19,1,15,31,159,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669362475900211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976667409478656,0.0,0.059365216668688325,0.0,0.0828677757236353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111382917673346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388887177314877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25122202446913433,0.20080007725383348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875236896589006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848193671592292,0.13914425326435406,0.0,0.0,0.08900846241843903,0.08283594459824759,0.2355175480211034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017596710957673,0.0,0.16603904729827895,0.0,0.07788797541953958,0.0,0.10728096259869,0.09642682560614776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29305639442078235,0.0,0.1918099421396382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985493734543242,0.0,0.10580948769515706,0.0,0.0,0.14273271560264567,0.0,0.0,0.08618298648117698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714088817899,0.0,0.0,0.09344388746253332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406596100893953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978737043268698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789919324533873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238756068178295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865598183831677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946523435080732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497201440077039,0.0,0.0,0.068929864982065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896593630712761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678619145720424,0.0,0.09230994225596352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177819476684611,0.09513135426387123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488082688176468,0.23189991752275774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708316364631798,0.0,0.21745457193787396,0.0,0.0,0.21122055566191794,0.07089770803782483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647561251685723,0.0,0.0 adhd,object_permanence,2019/10/07,"Worried that I mask symptoms too well for ""supporting"" assessments from family. So I just had a referral assesment for ADHD, filled out the self-report stuff etc., but now I have to get my parents and partner to fill out supporting forms. The woman doing my referral said I have ADHD ""plain as day"", but I'm worried that I mask my symptoms too well with coping mechanisms for my partner/parents to assess me accurately. Same old story: clever kid, able to get away with doing the bare minimum and get good marks, grown into an adult with a host of coping mechanisms but barely holding it together beneath the surface. Anyone else have this? How did you manage it?",6.5020491803278695,7.60987949180328,7.090286885245906,71.39067622950822,65.55737704918033,10.034426229508195,33.2827868852459,10.125756701596842,3.638652459016393,526,22,85,12,8,173,80,122,0.035,0.836,0.129,0.9163,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,7,0,7,3,1,1,0,15,14,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,11,6,18,11,3,12,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,3,65,17,1,0.1620632497561558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895370650889747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331839238774898,0.1660529511239833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226375794186364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451738893458094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353830496692677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074336296347326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277880861023724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401407725089165,0.0,0.0,0.13593096485665845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005811864612316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995205996165586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415926262887272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906731417711898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855236476780024,0.0,0.3678149105737741,0.0,0.3368915388133934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914286490892902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32916619372945005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dix_B_Flopping,2019/10/07,"Got my prescription!! So a while ago I posted here that I think I might have ADD. Since then I went to the doctor who sent me to a psychologist. After a few tests and some talks I finally got my methylfenidate. Only 4 pills so far as I'm going to the psych tomorrow to test it. I really hope this will work and I'm really excited about finally having something that may change the way things are right now. Just wanted to share this with like minded people.",2.9422252747252737,4.923679197802201,4.147348901098901,85.58827609890113,75.7032967032967,8.066483516483517,20.166208791208803,8.841846274778883,1.245031868131869,361,8,73,8,8,118,67,91,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.8798,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,12,16,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,4,9,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,9,48,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828830387091261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182506193091228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116895740831948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520091731302519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725179921987225,0.0,0.3300129242175745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491425417439288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079356623797016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188643077496876,0.2083161918578858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690948600143673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303068459844756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758975682558355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433735405878234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618922329505568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066332398996015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882896925751547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582567893620748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706444962587733,0.13219632597997427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168809566422872,0.16376077200465344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125318518555096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019751010254667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,podsavethecats,2019/10/07,"New job, new habits? Hi!! I am trying really hard not to fall into the ""new year, new me"" mentality that will ultimately fail me if I try and change too much, because we all know how that works out!! BUT I am starting a new job that I am really excited about. I have been so burnt out at my current job I feel like I've been coasting with some horrible habits. Other than taking meds regularly, what small incremental changes have worked for you all?",3.588668831168832,5.231433386363637,4.867402597402599,82.55681818181822,73.0909090909091,8.664935064935065,25.07142857142857,9.23628265651192,1.9318292207792207,350,11,72,8,7,116,65,88,0.10800000000000001,0.818,0.07400000000000001,-0.474,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,2,15,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,9,9,4,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,9,46,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707048281785369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021995674040767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222132976072722,0.10204087505206698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795150561348206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425223103314647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849801322024963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978163959087452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865674273951014,0.0,0.14394341128398802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499966847271412,0.0,0.0,0.6897514376991505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830066606412677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010988750879678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739364142959484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939502705622925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079701891423764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198062655855142 adhd,necrophilicspring,2019/10/07,"Emotional Confusion I have trouble regulating my emotions, and I know this is typical of someone who has ADHD, but I also have moments of feeling emotional for no reason and feeling emotions that conflict with one another. Like, these past two days, I've been on a continuous state of simultaneous contentment and sadness. It seems strange, but is that normal for anyone else here? I don't feel moody, but I feel confused. I can't be sure if this makes any sense.",6.211098039215685,7.774502364705883,6.871470588235294,71.02995098039219,66.52941176470588,9.901960784313726,37.69607843137255,10.125756701596842,4.247549019607844,371,20,61,9,6,122,63,85,0.214,0.622,0.16399999999999998,-0.6983,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,21,16,8,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,4,7,2,7,14,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394774539190154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905575811412925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974412989569424,0.16922130311301598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284084974054392,0.16535317623144313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407693518705516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481252286807086,0.7261244118225499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263948904587568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869038589824571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884225714811385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772259546663544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581184180899076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935545979297903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405574558229249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592581404880805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691455329570258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136736994435479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209901170722126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764509203203506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,periphrazein,2019/10/07,"I forgot to eat yesterday ... Yesterday was kind of stressful for reasons I don't feel like diving into. Anyway, I laid in bed (in the dark, cold room with fuzzy blanket, cat purring, and the sound of rain on the roof) ... no dice. Couldn't fall asleep for 2 hours. It occurred to me that I forgot to eat. SMH. Went downstairs to make a quick snack (protein and a little carbs). Ate, then fell asleep within 20 minutes. 9 hours of interrupted sleep (although the dreams are *still* like living a second life when I'm asleep). Not a bad way to start the week. TLDR; I forgot to eat. I ate. I was able to sleep.",0.2767226890756298,2.7012775126050417,1.5181512605042011,96.64596638655465,93.2016806722689,3.8084033613445385,17.084033613445378,5.5289334501034215,-0.5743478991596636,460,12,97,3,17,145,81,119,0.14,0.813,0.047,-0.8367,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,9,0,5,12,5,2,0,12,15,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,6,3,2,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,8,3,8,3,18,6,0,21,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,12,53,10,0,0.18202788704538533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519856823729754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587799152777447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920387690161901,0.13004075887611488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585216040282155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895540331518256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857167982431925,0.17785926205330105,0.1824397632612328,0.16073395916656166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150502807250235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715498458443264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643186908169226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884027534311668,0.0,0.14536770572945207,0.0,0.20851232960245603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448526403590173,0.14601179123492086,0.0,0.0,0.16874167495043507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lastreach117,2019/10/07,"Lightheadedness, ""feeling not right"" on Ritalin.. I don't know if it's my diet, supplements, or the Ritalin itself... I tend to feel ""not right"" think maybe it's blood sugar, so try to remedy it with a sweet food, think maybe it's low blood pressure so try to take electrolytes like magnesium etc.. salt... maybe in dehydrated, drink heaps of water, maybe I'm not eating enough, eat more food, so I'm constantly trying to remedy this ""off"" feeling, but nothing really seems to work out, maybe it is one of the above, or just side effects from the drug itself... thoughts pl0x?",4.8017990654205605,6.38569697196262,5.286063084112153,80.98647780373835,69.93457943925233,9.088317757009348,26.45911214953271,9.516144504307137,2.2996177570093455,444,14,84,10,8,142,72,107,0.031,0.907,0.062,0.2732,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,4,0,2,13,2,1,0,19,14,7,0,1,8,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,2,8,0,9,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,3,2,13,13,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,4,2,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320118336857432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981383871637495,0.15367484119175734,0.2711909934938119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692298361706534,0.14778878437258858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101005847120834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204743101622566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282654713204667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473992979105564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6656435295107298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715131260941787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979530832008198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489223261788034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633345305259314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063629593683728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963447185994444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981998319958228,0.0,0.10520177380396603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699061022235083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647219184479236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DopeasfuckGavin,2019/10/07,"Getting diagnosed Hi, (in Australia) So I am seeing a psychiatrist and I am 100% sure I have add/hd, it explains a whole lot about my past, my father and how amazing I am at procrastination, and my sick desire for instant gratification (I'm 19y/o), my gp thinks I have add as well. Anyway, my question reddit is if I am diagnosed first consultation will I also receive medication then or will I have to wait till following consultations with my psychiatrist. Keep in mind it's a 3 week wait for my visit and $350 out of pocket for the first visit (I'm a student so that's a yikes). Thank you and gl with ur day.",2.98560975609756,4.596075081300814,5.420008130081303,78.11147560975611,74.60975609756099,8.172032520325201,26.934146341463407,8.841846274778883,2.100584390243903,477,18,96,10,10,169,80,123,0.027999999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.16,0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,0,10,4,0,1,1,22,21,14,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,16,4,14,19,2,15,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,4,7,67,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092740880734667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459087953545753,0.0,0.0,0.4592662108580141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848864099850804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820325910227199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109624448458605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234473231821625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279172341988705,0.0,0.0,0.22844215183535346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159756935094588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534452877506456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802873392583371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132324854967708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082952668761044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496815107005795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147945421897105,0.0,0.20342071091655745,0.0,0.0,0.2525935749689673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bitetheboxer,2019/10/07,"If I have my main keys and my spare keys on me at the same time Am I half as likely to lock myself out of my car, or twice as likely?",9.28875,1.6491278750000014,9.79625,81.82375000000002,67.125,12.8,32.0,3.1291,1.5119624999999997,100,0,29,0,1,35,26,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,7,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8587123559311495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124578907297408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MexicanResistance,2019/10/07,"The pure effort of just waking up and getting out of bed drains all my energy I made a post a little while ago about how I sucfer from constant fatigue and lethargy and how sometimes it gets extreme, and today it was one of those extreme days. I slept through my alarms for over an hour and it took my parents another 45 minutes to try and wake me up. I was trying so hard to try to wake up, but the fatigue and lethargy kept me from being able to force myself up. I couldnt even fully open my eyes, it felt like the muscles in my neck were so tense but I couldnt. It took so much effort just to stand up because of how weak and tired I felt that I started crying from the pure physical effort and how draining it was... I dont think that’s normal but I still don’t know what could be the issue :/",5.418616101131072,4.539684940119763,5.849061876247507,86.17715901530275,67.8622754491018,8.140785096473719,29.33399866932801,6.42735559955562,1.3100637391882906,623,18,136,3,9,201,96,167,0.17800000000000002,0.794,0.027999999999999997,-0.9753,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,12,5,0,1,8,0,11,10,6,5,3,33,23,20,0,4,5,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,10,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,11,4,18,1,23,7,2,22,0,2,1,0,1,10,0,0,9,97,28,0,0.16547779773619306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668608333415106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351789920137622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087372959059422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882271228817725,0.0,0.13212055644139892,0.0,0.1817695905744437,0.10671948990319853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939387465324888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092965247464759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317769272421505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291063894585867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823560361970609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629622978061717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271582835501634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094227001753456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084409336748062,0.1658522259089562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657909330374856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164522145554005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213310751827753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213203834511057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837435114089774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848198794307253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366177321742684,0.0,0.1171260369472282,0.0,0.13215078302850922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603149108873293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019238573032535,0.1568536034428858,0.0,0.3677038440054299,0.337045687244856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pinkie852,2019/10/07,"Do you ever regret telling people you have ADD? I ask because I wonder if i'm alone in this sense, i used to tell alot of people because I thought it would explain why i do and behave the way I do but instead they just gave me a pity look or a ""it's-an-actual-disorder"" look because people tend to throw it around alot and peoppe generally diregard it. Anyway, my ex-bestfriend - whenever I'd ramble or be super excited about something or just generally happy she would turn to me and say ""have you taken your meds yet?"" Or something along that line. And I tend to forget that I have ADD - but when someone keeps bringing up and reminding you that you have a disorder that inhibits your daily functioning and has caused you great distress in life...- it tends to put you down. And she'd do this almost every other time saw her. I regretted telling her I had add the second i heard those words come out of her mouth (I'd told her cus I was trying out medications and I wanted to let her know that if I was super aggressive - not to take it personally because it wasn't really me, it was because of the meds). You'd think someone who was on meds for a different disorder would've thought not to say that... Anyway this has turned into a bit of a rant, but has anyone else regretted letting someone know? And how did you deal with it?",4.57228559357837,5.51476027376426,5.5425538656527245,81.34920891423745,69.83650190114068,8.582087029995774,28.679552175749887,8.841846274778883,2.1805633291085758,1044,37,204,18,18,344,139,263,0.129,0.782,0.08900000000000001,-0.7059,1,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,11,1,2,11,11,1,1,11,0,25,3,1,3,1,57,52,20,0,8,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,20,19,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,14,6,37,5,25,31,3,18,0,4,3,0,32,9,0,10,4,146,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.09680088188093043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933035750170588,0.10273702869333452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936007444137372,0.10163791427396247,0.0,0.0883053750576492,0.09273476900758193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302344476764007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082962230772184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019015063430807,0.0,0.08544847796690756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022666094698242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363859487208142,0.3410612601334119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286543962810215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897283638201513,0.08357681769813399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093638216514276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559587208505093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816986701214234,0.0,0.0,0.10903093662057407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028690415762044,0.07006499242966023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659913311851354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33055282329609104,0.09992942573639174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063098257538391,0.08661402714957034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971927003171277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635474287786615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776911026332285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521450733863149,0.15273168860781894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458296606379751,0.0,0.26010474679030793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356072254657591,0.0,0.15750091668076366,0.057841922617305225,0.0,0.0,0.09478592621119178,0.0,0.0673474996045042,0.21579329240123712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567340198190589,0.0,0.0,0.05850830746163777,0.0787370822618597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950886402908588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757371398105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139774784572526,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jadesmith99,2019/10/07,"Getting diagnosed in Australia Hello, I was wondering if anyone has any experience with the process of getting diagnosed in Melbourne, Australia? Especially as a 21yo woman, pretty sure I have undiagnosed combined type ADHD Like, how long does it usually take? How many weeks am I looking at? Do they need input from my family re. symptoms showing up in early life, because I don’t talk to them lol Any help is appreciated pls",3.2815191387559786,6.453522486842108,5.115071770334931,70.69595693779908,87.28947368421049,7.500478468899523,31.90909090909091,8.296473431620573,3.6628315789473698,343,19,50,9,11,116,65,76,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,2,1,7,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,10,12,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,5,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480248692743545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28068667069067066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430349241313806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580541258140254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189363182419764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806017726751138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201876160461622,0.19455372763970766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156467730556282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833005269383222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577007283990162,0.10082530468679793,0.0,0.0,0.18263701844586336,0.17330457713337089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923373434145992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302581969951246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995945083773745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450773928417767,0.21450456801778944,0.15516970770603133,0.16587789506489195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272949441912721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554306106042674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380689098652126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DanielAgger,2019/10/07,"How do I prepare for my psych assessment? context: never been diagnosed, 24M from Western Australia I am seeing a psych who specialises in adult ADHD. I want the process to go as smoothly as possible and start medication. I am pretty sure I have ADHD, and to prepare, have written a big list of symptoms I have seen in myself. I managed to get my report sheets from secondary school onwards, but not from primary school (ages 7-12). I have also gotten my parents to fill out a checklist I found online. Anything I can do to speed up the diagnosis?",5.517898351648357,6.575203894230771,6.542747252747251,74.61653846153845,67.75,8.635164835164835,36.01098901098901,8.841846274778883,3.3598835164835155,431,22,73,7,7,144,72,104,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.504,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,10,3,0,1,2,10,19,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,14,1,16,14,0,11,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,4,53,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053747406216902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681419914185479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730231272012597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340585098177112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305353234742561,0.0,0.0,0.10985030686412826,0.0,0.1194935747514231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181123351858644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216272101379686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346488377604885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703253365444554,0.0,0.21390637825681444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255814652175669,0.16754715302824388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882058361326064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816419735901192,0.21853693692354054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401469019971666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InomtoIfrain,2019/10/07,"I am a fighter and so are you !!! It is so worth it to keep on fighting! To keep believing in yourself! Because it will get better if you fight! To put in the work. To make adaptations. Make plans and strategies. You will fall on you're face. Get depressed and feel like a failure. And than you will pick yourself up. Because you are a fighter. A monster! A fucking force of nature! I know this because you and me are the same! And i feel it, so you can too! Keep on fighting brothers and sisters! Because if you do, you will be better! It's a slow process, the grind is real! But it is worth it! So fucking worth it! (When I was 13 I made a promise to myself to keep fighting, I knew something was wrong with me, but I also knew I had something special. Now I'm 31 and 4 weeks ago I got diagnosed. Had really tough time last 20 years. Never stopped fighting. Today I got married, soon I will be a father, created a business that supports my family. It was so hard. But today I am so happy, just wanted to share this with you!)",0.014718406593406287,2.3505397163461588,2.000412087912089,93.9517307692308,91.7403846153846,4.125274725274726,23.29395604395605,5.773587663045528,0.4204225274725277,783,33,163,6,28,259,106,208,0.09699999999999999,0.732,0.17,0.9421,0,0,2,0,11,0,39.0,0,10,0,4,12,18,7,0,12,0,22,4,1,4,1,34,43,21,0,3,6,3,3,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,5,5,0,3,2,1,10,0,0,10,3,26,8,17,26,1,21,0,1,0,2,19,6,2,2,14,116,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821793531731632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665005646754627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32518651446414243,0.0,0.0,0.1502540284726132,0.0,0.2358968381498692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486504796703492,0.13536027416884755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257224297210307,0.0,0.1348643175896153,0.09527429795143144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465832267404401,0.13935295200439995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133245751186484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196701206791734,0.1194667319633712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741553747122857,0.0,0.0,0.07329262020073173,0.10870835274442353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651542503778804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619095624811075,0.17804119796324722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028574909048246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406629002120096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517958831701841,0.08543552328484001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533815433879293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114971401314045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513383454996387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776482890949127,0.0,0.2528243814903462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866074144252135,0.0,0.1069754669441042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970895915742392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581111319372048,0.0,0.08588116885539449 adhd,Heckin_frick,2019/10/07,"Hyperfocus is the worst sometimes I have a midterm this week and instead of studying when I opened my computer yesterday afternoon I figured ""let's finish catching up on attack on titan just as background noise"". Suddenly it's 8:00am... I have like 3 flash cards, I've finished the season, finished the Manga, and I want to cry. Anyways, have a good Monday guys!",4.622727272727276,7.1669749090909125,5.1484848484848476,77.7427272727273,72.63636363636364,7.430303030303031,33.72727272727273,8.344100000000001,3.0987454545454547,288,15,46,5,6,92,52,66,0.16,0.7390000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,5,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,11,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171207308300047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027511149867318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30753114920702396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630441251850383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749275444132959,0.0,0.17912814041636574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626292023639061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626144505769687,0.0,0.2941069285999386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DoggoShine,2019/10/07,"Understanding Spouse My husband got the game Sagrada (it's fun). He waited until we had time to learn to play together on a Saturday afternoon while my Vyvanse is still in my system. Didn't even ask me if it wanted you wait, thus I didn't feel pressured to try to learn it. Our marriage isn't perfect, but I'm thrilled that someone understand the legitimate differences in my brain's ability to learn.",6.027532467532468,6.942773571428575,6.660155844155844,74.74166233766236,66.53246753246754,10.315844155844157,36.17922077922079,10.355215969177356,3.9422176623376624,323,16,58,8,5,106,58,77,0.026000000000000002,0.8440000000000001,0.13,0.7804,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,14,4,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,9,4,9,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,6,35,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770912862947278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33087719811102445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096718940501735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576749514095945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986728407322195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370558444998768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25113630865456105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367031141604695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728315378504778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012341810289084,0.0,0.0,0.6171196870566577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482269430300884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SupportShrimp,2019/10/07,"Unmedicated? First time poster. Please be nice. Hecking nerves. I've suffered with anxiety all of my life and only recently have been diagnosed with ADHD, with the H. But I'm struggling. The psychiatrist that saw me had me change from Citalopram to Sertraline, which has been wonderful. Seriously, the new meds changed my anxiety and suddenly I have energy to do stuff and not be a miserable hermit. But (there's always a but) made the ADHD worse. I'm struggling to concentrate, get things finished or even started, exhausting myself at work forcing myself to pay attention and keep up with the fast pace. My husband has been the target for frustrations and getting the worst of me. So, meds? I have the option of meds for ADHD but having been on various meds most of my life ... I don't want to go tampering with what's working right now. I'm scared about how they might change more things. Will I lose the small drive I have already to get things completed? I feel like the Sertraline... Was I better off as an anxious mess? Rather than somebody with the energy and confidence to argue back? Before I was focused on solving the anxiety and it stopped a lot of the ADHD flare ... Are there any others out there? That feel like the worst person ever? That aren't on meds for ADHD? Or did make that jump and saw it help? Pretty miserable stuck in this situation. (P.s The meeting to diagnose ADHD was bad enough for my self esteem. Hearing how I don't pay attention to those I love. Heck this stuff!)",3.3141576354679816,5.998169085714286,4.147660098522167,82.52285714285716,77.78571428571429,7.719211822660098,25.726600985221683,8.641336200584522,2.202166256157636,1184,45,213,27,29,379,158,280,0.179,0.6679999999999999,0.153,0.4551,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,5,12,20,2,5,19,0,25,6,0,4,2,41,45,18,0,2,8,1,2,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,17,15,0,2,5,0,2,3,4,15,0,1,13,5,21,5,36,28,8,25,0,4,2,1,9,10,2,7,14,153,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721645890299756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756238872353811,0.0,0.06602381523201142,0.0,0.0,0.053959297862543484,0.0,0.1821027955063516,0.08964054967021445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061013642795075464,0.06625218816104311,0.0,0.0,0.06751922479128238,0.0,0.0,0.07017677579324831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518186940324192,0.0,0.08319477105884328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107291112778493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819875991867007,0.0,0.05240854436821769,0.07177472483027182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024137205249876,0.11337232153911254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674932893430138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436801966875567,0.0,0.04509524424407972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943085826264774,0.0,0.053185229624770486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052806574967263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120915469260913,0.07753075889623938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877001176606265,0.0,0.06745875320701053,0.07161458421155319,0.0750809083598918,0.05296534421326268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406881860586233,0.0,0.0,0.08417559031035178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663470323729768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034765899139016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692835319895352,0.0,0.08710017439380961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072534772621881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834648577292593,0.0,0.0,0.06776267921284604,0.0,0.0,0.07944109747752666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277717236181177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891903722577475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616285712890643,0.0,0.0,0.06633840339664851,0.0,0.16590332179969555,0.18166873988363655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814567130356824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626840279660365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468014515093708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860494206206201,0.1155324429644919,0.0,0.08086229633444339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheOutsider134,2019/10/07,"You guys also have this problem? I take Ritalin medication for my ADD and I have run into this problem with it. After I have taken it about an hour later when it starts working. I GET REALLY BAD ANXIETY AND A FEELING OF UNREST. it fades away about an hour later but it just really fucks my concentration and then it is probably worse than just not taking the meds",2.8131187122736416,5.215618239436619,4.81923541247485,78.57661971830989,77.8732394366197,8.000804828973843,22.818913480885314,8.841846274778883,1.9777871227364188,289,9,52,7,7,99,50,71,0.231,0.7490000000000001,0.021,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,13,11,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,0,9,10,0,12,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,9,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701353468663433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275244900921626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998847456676784,0.0,0.17763657903406124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075723174135596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966830782957585,0.1111526032493574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065501831483294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190299392352541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363162454405104,0.21432229617864226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229379470464205,0.40714423713689146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725849918925641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058488007833068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199216331888833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488384991733542,0.0,0.21680946837217446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDandUK,2019/10/07,"ADHD Podcast Hello all, I'm part of a new ADHD podcast in the UK, but I wasn't sure if it was OK to post about it here, after reading the rules and seeing no advertising! However I'd hope it could be a good resource for some of you. Is it OK to post a link to the podcast here?",0.9511290322580628,2.0132583064516147,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,78.83870967741936,6.250322580645161,23.690322580645162,6.742157984588678,0.6497316129032261,213,7,50,2,5,77,43,62,0.075,0.7,0.225,0.9109,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,0,2,9,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,9,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934743666007519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713710872476725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709593643241148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452368007132513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23846669036525656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673788787668125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729420118951467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469762723460245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675486827235514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23270923941689875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ass_scar,2019/10/07,"Is forgetting names of people you've known for a long time a thing? This happens to me fairly often. I'll be in a situation where I want to refer to someone I've known for possibly years, and I won't be able to recall their name. I actively avoid putting myself in situations where I might have to say someone's name. At work a few years back for some planning meeting I had to draw a table on a whiteboard and write each team member's name at the top of the columns and I completely forgot the name of one of the women I had been working with for months.",6.215159420289857,5.203462182608696,6.968478260869567,79.23996376811594,66.30434782608695,9.753623188405797,32.210144927536234,8.841846274778883,2.4434057971014504,441,15,91,6,6,147,73,115,0.022000000000000002,0.924,0.054000000000000006,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,21,12,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,10,0,20,4,3,15,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,3,6,62,12,3,0.20986223126394166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613711018195228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200365566842055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558047802604144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572147068930192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263066311763588,0.0,0.0,0.1675100307924033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422080791816812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549204703921054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365881333704201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096950675748005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689086955427251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717878816469481,0.0,0.0,0.3556311750425128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942314132353734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237235471736248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378218134239488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30556440761452125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702887926609029 adhd,nonyvole,2019/10/07,"Think I just screwed over my semester Granted, looking back I should have just taken the semester off, but now it's too late to drop the course. Luckily it's just the one that I'm taking, but... So far I have moved, been pretty dang sick, and am transitioning between jobs. Also changing my ADHD meds from Wellbutrin and Strattera to Concerta because the first two did nothing and the Concerta was just started the other day. Which means that school? Hah. I haven't done any of the discussion board posts and a paper that is due today I probably did all wrong because it's not something that directly affects the topic of the class but is more indirect. And I have an hour to get another 50 words written, it into APA format, and submitted. This is grad school, and I am pretty well practiced at pulling things out of thin air to get to the minimum page count, but I'm still worried. Hopefully my professor will understand. I had a startling reveal to her last semester - chronic diseases that aren't nearly as bad as what I'm specializing in, but still are life changing and so require a few lifestyle modifications - and the professors in my school are definitely of the opinion that they want us to pass. But the rules are rules: anything less than a C+ is failing the class and anything less than a C gets you kicked out of school. Ugh. At least the new job that I'm starting today is stuff that I've been doing for years, just at a new hospital. And I'm darn good at it TLDR: should have taken the semester off. Now am paying for it and hoping that I don't flunk out of grad school. Also just spent 20 minutes thumb typing this on my phone.",5.111234991423672,6.263364377358493,5.557964551172102,80.95986277873074,68.74842767295598,8.674899942824473,30.806746712407087,8.97023862654752,2.532586163522013,1304,52,246,23,22,418,176,318,0.07200000000000001,0.805,0.122,0.94,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,1,3,17,12,1,1,23,1,29,4,0,1,1,44,51,24,0,5,13,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,22,16,0,1,4,0,2,3,4,7,1,3,11,2,18,5,36,37,7,41,0,2,1,1,6,18,3,4,18,173,40,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522474827271246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665287642638116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085764783100185,0.10925981656496553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149078343315474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012119107022446,0.08700028359722581,0.12703525390774031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045357699632712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719855383448349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662988012733447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863005851940403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331616029505555,0.0,0.0,0.08739564155597865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698259850661144,0.1026132223088048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679922421783525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493459955150026,0.11753894487221332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359754177263499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749937903214615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350126322803625,0.1157395649238088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074510042110636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012685497670712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997999363986416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060669819673157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979208491577822,0.21201196037764586,0.11234217124807837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272654880400511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021607112570373,0.0,0.0,0.14750258469858224,0.0,0.1664239871398461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928082927773127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834330341101522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922396897362322,0.06676533844511212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753346506154126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178549343922656,0.10847292739126856,0.12533636456110794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145818979110022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368576829351878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581728272826164,0.0,0.0,0.11392324689514174,0.0,0.06709956044405138 adhd,Airhead20,2019/10/07,"Should i try to climb the ladder of responsibility again? Hey guys :) I tried a few jobs already and i had a lot of anxiety and stress in them. Mostly upfront i had the fear of fucking up. At the moment i work as a low level engineer while my education level is pretty high .. bachelor level.. (not that high :D ) now im wondering... to go for the more higher paying more demanding jobs... i failed hard because of anxiety in the past.. im kinda ok now.. i feel relaxed and i think i could handle it better now... but still it makes me very insecure..",0.6129761904761892,3.0665658796296316,3.4796825396825426,83.855,89.27777777777777,6.419047619047619,20.67724867724868,7.7094869923839395,1.2258470899470906,417,14,82,9,14,147,74,108,0.124,0.763,0.113,0.2003,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,5,9,1,3,8,1,5,1,0,1,0,14,11,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,12,3,12,7,5,20,0,2,0,1,3,10,1,4,8,56,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324582145838212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679278536556789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674961904914083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487664147999053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981657192533234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970551650113019,0.08854435153768514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618927252369344,0.0,0.0,0.0995229532319849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733932339036412,0.0,0.0,0.15687031975665697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700411771168521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783125412883871,0.0,0.3475529465378852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887810129536486,0.0,0.0,0.11689187104790005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716886804283276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815681323085264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398485592095567,0.0,0.20059578381599036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220781988405842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778572056748914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444897581126979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899067763712062,0.12748716755693826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BadPatience,2019/10/07,"Autistic trait or adhd trait or wtf is this? ""Hearing problems"" I've noticed that when two people talk to each other they understand perfectly what they say but If I were the other person who is being talked to I would only hear a 40% of the words if there os noise in the background. I would hear the noise instead. It is involuntary and been like that since I was a kid. I'm afraid of talking to people in noisy places and afraid of working because of this problem. I would be like ""what did you say?"" And they would repeat and I would still not be able to understand and keep asking them as it gets weirder and weirder each time I would ask the question again and again. I don't have hearing loss or whatsoever. I've never met someone with my same problem. In quiet places I understand people perfectly.",4.28166666666667,5.8691159299363065,4.694665605095544,84.7070090233546,71.22929936305731,7.016772823779192,27.733014861995755,7.492282038375204,1.5551447983014859,639,23,121,7,12,202,91,157,0.11199999999999999,0.784,0.105,0.3670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,4,6,10,0,2,7,0,18,0,0,0,3,36,31,15,0,11,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,7,0,2,11,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,7,15,4,13,17,3,12,0,1,0,0,21,5,0,6,9,89,26,1,0.10529124551406722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653961591793428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686620256457674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641845659873672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501033004520297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746835441159589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358769685340487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287996818386236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120709953983911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987478088344194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007873681868401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898707670581,0.0919362543102197,0.22001388292590834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302248506190955,0.0,0.0,0.11795029200930435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746364902786876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709800633894549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921293064106285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408572467778057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538873443481401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139617198901945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285424745089136,0.3288356996260651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665328074692268,0.0,0.0,0.4487752791586648,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ermullerroth,2019/10/07,"ADHD and competitions - how get focus without get exhausted? Hi, I train jiujitsu and I'm not so bad, but when I get in a tournament I always loses at the first match. It's so frustrating. I would like been normal as everyone else in that moments. I hope someone could help me whit some tip. Er.",0.4698084291187712,2.9247168620689616,3.199195402298852,83.6042337164751,95.89655172413794,6.715708812260536,21.961685823754788,7.793537801064563,1.7361318007662845,230,9,44,6,9,80,48,58,0.122,0.652,0.226,0.7032,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,8,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,6,2,5,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178067190130171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220036113711762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079720713849785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113463780543787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209065410273025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526847282939234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493339769101675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144785578018661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724924244953616,0.0,0.0,0.2626496017421379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291925256114316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958418615239534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590960548014718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406001926669109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549117080047396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785131440057348,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DerpVillaon,2019/10/07,"I spent the night procrastinating. Last night I was going to work on a project that I've had the entire quarter to work on. Or so I thought. I spent the entire night doing absolutely everything EXCEPT the project. I don't know what to do now, I feel like I have no control over my life anymore. I have always gotten good grades, but lately, I've been taking harder classes that require more work on my own. My grades have suffered because of that, and I've been getting constant crap from my parents and teachers telling me that I need to pick it up, when I don't feel like I physically can bring myself to do any work. I think I'm going to try and stay home and work on it, or convince myself that I will. I would appreciate any suggestions on how I could overcome the procrastination, even for a day, would be nice.",5.422777777777776,5.7833385617283986,5.9514567901234585,81.24755555555556,67.7037037037037,8.208395061728394,31.014814814814812,7.908726449838941,1.9873437037037025,645,24,129,7,10,209,93,162,0.06,0.833,0.107,0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,7,5,7,1,0,7,0,18,2,1,3,0,21,33,10,0,4,4,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,5,0,2,3,3,2,0,1,8,2,22,5,17,20,2,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,2,11,88,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060904826865634,0.0,0.0,0.1971403663231791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375030248537127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835946880095549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663820433187134,0.16257245170824647,0.11572985585274916,0.0,0.0,0.09348001186063816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573734318721552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027067295854966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658097962098335,0.2071029635714053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572978747439152,0.0,0.16475553466907286,0.1215762117343155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539550707084534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966009289946664,0.11815265240691054,0.16350860745909454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238165384876563,0.1416293652398375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747772980539093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080740077286408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609485356555449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449617966223292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898349018197392,0.0,0.1266916769076489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287736526445703,0.0,0.11507318971497545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841074911997484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276224170450625,0.0,0.0,0.2059349973391046,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bananamanyana,2019/10/07,"Still having a hard time with depression So maybe it was wishful thinking but after being diagnosed earlier this year and reading a lot about how long term untreated ADHD can cause Depression and Anxiety issues I maybe had the wishful thought that these would get better after a while with treatment. As far as concentration and focus goes that has improved massively with Concerta 36mg a day, I get more done at work and I am pursuing creative outlets and finishing personal projects which was almost unheard of before. But i feel like it has almost peeled a layer away of me that was almost protecting me from realizing how bad and deep my Depression, anxiety and stress issues are. I do see a therapist every week but progress is slow and in her own words I'm wildly different on how open/ how I am every week. One thing I did say to here was that I expected that id maybe feel happier now that I can achieve these things, doing better at work, progressing with my own creative endeavors but I'm not. I'm not happy about it, I'm not unhappy about it there is just nothing. I am unfortunately really good at putting up a facade and I seem to have learned to do this unconsciously over the years, it only comes out sometimes to my partner or sometimes to my mother, who tend to worry about me at times. It's not helped that atm I am working abroad so I spend a lot of time away from my partner and family and I am in fairly constant debt/money problems that I cant seem to dig out of (uncontrolled impulse spending and a past gambling problem have screwed me for a while). Maybe I'm just having a bad week.",7.223425383014941,6.933164900321543,7.518339322867413,73.74364100624175,63.98392282958199,10.918933232456972,35.9790051068659,10.46071229359064,3.7592427085303566,1288,55,234,28,17,421,170,311,0.136,0.735,0.13,-0.2595,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,8,16,15,1,2,13,0,29,2,0,5,0,56,47,27,0,6,11,1,3,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,22,20,0,1,8,1,4,2,5,10,0,1,8,5,25,5,39,37,6,39,0,3,1,1,8,16,1,8,22,169,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134996684192837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783334528748845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175739380049185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409962663431075,0.0,0.15472147203190573,0.0,0.0,0.07884021750924665,0.0,0.0,0.16388672366249335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951793551235818,0.0,0.07981168601963548,0.0,0.10012413762431197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975301882819426,0.0,0.23940367139672405,0.09404005590569024,0.0,0.09680185288555022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481539216737056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561269876621347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734426989130557,0.0,0.09369549554834626,0.06619076653576995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681392474700476,0.0,0.0,0.07771228869387838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863001411313124,0.08299819294611871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210283196908865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934096977597182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045265196052915006,0.0,0.0,0.08199430165029152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753921322953293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723264447385333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889023066942831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278354407949975,0.07046619056665092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844703055317447,0.0,0.08090034725293621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731132867360686,0.0,0.09314107470656843,0.0,0.0,0.09267729588386256,0.0,0.05935538647045175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736807664193277,0.0,0.0,0.07383182590884615,0.16869420786529318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327083507215053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739921848729382,0.0,0.10613280826586036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757637192908524,0.12310803984357913,0.05936780328647993,0.0,0.07355551561022619,0.16207876874620086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296007348682206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309096756272028,0.0,0.0,0.20235576521024906,0.09409282977702302,0.0,0.06581748080933357,0.0,0.0,0.1193299876200462 adhd,qndry,2019/10/07,"Just got an internship! Will be working in municipal government with public enquiries. Wish me luck, guys.",5.230392156862745,8.723039882352943,5.361176470588237,66.71862745098042,91.35294117647058,9.325490196078432,35.07843137254902,8.841846274778883,5.185996078431374,86,5,11,3,3,27,17,17,0.0,0.715,0.285,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291980524493157,0.0,0.0,0.531355520940219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617106671226291,0.0,0.0,0.3906785103740277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,paprika-kamille,2019/10/07,I’ve been wanting to post something here but my attention is so scattered that I keep on reading posts and keep on relating to them. I completely forget what I wanted to write and get overwhelmed with wanting to say everything and nothing at the same time.,6.98,7.829345333333332,6.629166666666666,76.0325,64.41666666666666,9.733333333333334,38.91666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.000616666666667,208,11,35,4,3,65,37,48,0.061,0.9109999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.359,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,8,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,8,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652342964974874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735317964809895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216641616533314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497028278186369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24273159662351626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845507830146181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530385187641771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011719463580336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947487123208229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750887717618266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44762488945498735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ojsnojs,2019/10/07,"What medecine do you recommend? I’m a 14 year old child failing school, boy if that matters. I was looking at adderall but was wondering what you guys would recommend.",2.8043548387096777,5.79761258064516,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,84.48387096774194,6.970967741935485,33.55645161290323,8.07648339933343,3.108864516129033,134,8,24,3,4,41,26,31,0.067,0.745,0.188,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,2,14,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074235904122617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34553422109105725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43177236258456025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164332861177943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44622560483399865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922990645268017,0.0,0.0,0.2649755302271308 adhd,same9999,2019/10/07,"Migraine when studying Anyone else get extreme migraine/headache when studying or learning something hard? I've had it like that for years.. anyone know anything to fix it? Not even sure if its related to adhd.",4.835540540540542,8.016102756756759,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,75.48648648648648,4.781081081081081,36.27702702702703,5.985473137389443,2.49051891891892,170,10,25,1,4,50,31,37,0.09699999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.065,0.1275,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,3,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844346773434496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473363232298553,0.3277557819700425,0.2632347235904417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26721944421637644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112783163850788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712456670644135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865504537655231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175798176036347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627764904675212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462599433924272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014839609079813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599281072635406 adhd,FedoraVapeWeebKing69,2019/10/07,"Lying in bed, crippled because I impulse entered a half marathon TL;DR: Got obsessed with the thing, took it too far, paying for that now. What seems rational to me, other people think is crazy. I'm the 'we can walk it' guy from the meme, it drives me crazy because of course you can walk it, whatever distance! Stop being pussies! I'm a combination of impulsive and highly competitive (with myself). It's not about achieving a time or a goal, I just want to push myself further than I'm comfortable with, for the excitement. Once the idea has formed, it becomes really obsessive and I throw myself into it until I'm physically broken. I didn't train a day for it, I just wanted the feeling of slightly panicky animal instinct where you're wrestling with you programming which is demanding you stop or slow down. I feel the need to prove myself to myself constantly. I'm in decent condition from base training like going to the gym. But I'm simultaneously unable to focus enough to train for this, but I always know in advance I'm going to run until I hurt myself. And now I pay the price. It's actually quicker and easier to go on all fours than to hobble and I also have no shame. ADHD is such a pain in the ass for most things, but when you pick the new topic of fascination, seemingly at random, it's amazing how hard you can throw yourself at it. I forever having to explain myself and why I make certain decisions, I think that's what ADHD is. You're not driven in a way that's compatible with other people in your intensity sometimes and extreme lethargy at others depending on the environment if the topic of discussion, for example, I've proof read this far more than any essay I've submitted. But I bet it still comes off as a rambling stream of consciousness",5.222765486725667,6.560538743362835,6.383056784660766,74.45741703539827,68.64601769911505,9.189823008849556,30.34918879056047,9.516144504307137,2.9304463126843654,1410,55,246,30,24,473,191,339,0.13,0.795,0.075,-0.9407,0,0,0,0,0,2,37.0,1,6,0,4,13,10,0,3,21,0,12,2,1,4,4,53,38,20,0,4,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,25,15,0,2,12,3,4,15,4,5,0,2,4,3,30,5,51,33,5,48,0,1,0,1,10,19,1,9,14,174,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.14066827328164105,0.0,0.3464772919493376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527561068446265,0.11994321115467856,0.0,0.0,0.09802601431835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574333892928087,0.15920084128286094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417128456468254,0.0,0.1557734638218668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929639439353424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894407247989028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577176125937688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576897215492866,0.0,0.11528883099226868,0.0,0.0,0.14272981086679082,0.0,0.0,0.12912886255944309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230094633382296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431409425628728,0.16272626217153935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922031953986565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042374143781213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096220332656139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688438575320088,0.0,0.13921964915033722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535135909127731,0.0,0.0,0.15338431001545122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986902588708685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418764286033486,0.0,0.09234530620059736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26245500544997385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256668508764667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511728547069945,0.2410294254673913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153189476358787,0.18472924864792284,0.0,0.0,0.08405422781039251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015443650422734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004519841840995,0.11441847625555818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300717214731606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,indyur1,2019/10/07,"Friend took advantage of my forgetfulness. Anyone relate? A few days ago i paid for my good friend’s little brother’s football ticket because said friend went into the game first without us. During the game, my friend asked if he needed to pay me back but then said “nevermind, just forget about it, you have really bad memory anyway, you won’t remember.” I didn’t want to say anything impulsive so I shrugged it off and planned on asking after the game....but I forgot and only remembered about it now. He still didn’t pay me back nor give me a “thank you” :( I also forgot my wallet in the car TWICE in a span of 3 minutes before I got into the game. Had the Walk of shame twice lol",3.371919191919193,5.090012333333334,4.580067340067341,84.0848484848485,73.81481481481481,7.2794612794612785,22.643097643097644,8.00094639256281,1.1738148148148153,535,14,103,8,11,176,90,135,0.14800000000000002,0.747,0.105,-0.8444,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,3,10,9,0,1,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,16,19,8,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,4,3,4,5,2,0,3,11,3,17,7,16,7,1,21,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,1,9,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377189443742382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424284990884915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086326481109292,0.0,0.12784960046128302,0.0,0.29048479576716635,0.0,0.0,0.23892741199828044,0.1297206914009958,0.09470716811398183,0.0,0.13220152821963038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019556838357473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321507470397995,0.0,0.0,0.4801288533615426,0.0,0.0,0.14903728474353847,0.0,0.1303101849708988,0.12425709861860434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571343207976535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519887526845572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815972069882193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952880709062206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35198947814369397,0.0,0.29556947601055383,0.12355001328968078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407220864610875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303635778461818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261277991661925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688122838570412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163646993225844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402203155568202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497633209999875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,darkmark1126,2019/10/07,"Should I send it? A thank you note to my 5th grade teacher... I don’t know if this is where I should post this but here it goes. I’m 14, just recently diagnosed with ADHD. I just wrote this. It is supposed to be written to my fifth grade teacher. I’m debating on if I should send it or not. What do y’all think? Hi, this might seem a bit odd and random but I was recently diagnosed with ADHD-PI (inattentive type). During the diagnostic process I had to look back at my time in public school rather then my current schooling as I’m in a self guided online course. I thought a lot about what my teachers had said to me and my parents. Most of them said something along the lines of “she has so much potential, she just needs to try harder.” I am pretty sure that you were the one of only teachers who didn’t say that. It sounds so minuscule, but that one sentence really hurt. It hurt because I remember trying so hard all of those years just to end up failing. If I’m being honest I don’t remember if I actually did well in your classroom not, but towards the end it certainly felt as though I had done good in my education for the first time. What I’m trying to say is that you were the only teacher who didn’t put me down for what I can only describe now as being nerodivergent. Thank you for that. You left a lasting impact on me not because of the material you taught but how you taught it. Also, thank you for letting me sit next to my friends in class, because chances are if you didn’t I wouldn’t have the people I consider my best friends in my life. Thank you for being the best teacher I could have ever asked for. I hope you never forget how much of a lasting impact you have made and will make on so many young and impressionable minds. TLDR: thank you letter to my 5th grade teacher Should I send it or would it be weird?",2.6866430912540977,4.32288679144385,3.912487493531138,88.50021131619805,75.47058823529412,6.85789201311023,24.63136104881836,7.601502580125103,1.097160358806279,1436,47,304,19,31,469,178,374,0.055,0.777,0.16899999999999998,0.9925,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,15,1,4,20,19,0,0,15,0,39,3,0,4,5,59,66,28,0,15,20,1,2,0,2,8,3,5,0,1,26,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,10,4,1,3,20,8,52,15,42,31,8,39,0,3,1,0,36,15,0,13,18,224,78,11,0.0,0.0,0.08910158543746978,0.0,0.21946438461611656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301745755912878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535888086140299,0.0,0.0,0.07020875719647482,0.0,0.1669780586982995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164024386150025,0.0,0.09968261637264036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290049357832988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853475450774556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343784414272653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174021229294935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082591597511681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766817756262396,0.0,0.0,0.07766492454467154,0.0,0.0,0.1410857373239577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658322718462629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179233391702642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906875622312526,0.0,0.0,0.1954901433396189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017944633280885,0.14885332077164282,0.0,0.0,0.09920434803768234,0.09336667646713198,0.06449220077174607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667413046725519,0.0,0.0,0.07762518361008579,0.0,0.08639604232179826,0.06094753273765866,0.09257005735458423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686134627002514,0.09219313555811373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424098299930254,0.0677023184186853,0.07042089545509919,0.0,0.09710507635641692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374275678937975,0.2083272171635101,0.0,0.0,0.10138462200218776,0.0,0.0,0.06330015529061868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744600730961456,0.09289113185958707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917878524022324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849302759057684,0.0,0.18030752287002907,0.0,0.20686403121365046,0.0,0.17370602562809845,0.14522055568473435,0.0,0.1848133016167407,0.0,0.08312164692876944,0.09525217852146116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029189888082765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605492148824598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203119612763661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850526400593376,0.08970778258408386,0.0724868467694996,0.106482645814999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597255128497436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209515199443021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486123585159614,0.0,0.0,0.058798136726119374 adhd,Yesitstheboys,2019/10/07,"Just don't procrastinate. Safe to say everyone here who has gotten advice like that hates it and i hate it too, but it's not really bad advice as ill explain, hopefully you can learn from my experience. For me procrastination is a strange kind of response to internal confusion, it's automatic because i don't really know what to do, i should be studying or something but my desk is messy and i cant find a pencil and its all too confusing to start. being completely still is unnatural so i find something to do, usually it's my phone because it's always on me and really an automatic action at this point. The problem is i never really gave time for my brain to put everything in order because my immediate action was to procrastinate. by practicing recognizing these automatic actions like scrolling facebook or texting people i was able to pause and just do nothing, eventually i was able to clear my mind and think about the immediate, I got a pencil, i found my paper i stopped thinking about all the other steps and just did one after another i consciously made the decision to not wait until i felt ""ready"" and managed to be productive. now when i find myself procrastinating i just stop, don't worry about what i'm supposed to do. just stop. be still. make a simple action like getting a pencil then do the next thing. my brain constantly fought me but i just kept moving my arms and eventually my mind calmed.",5.0196147672552165,6.9550664456928875,6.4277474585339744,71.62438202247192,69.93632958801497,9.87972177635099,30.69181380417336,10.181067101454742,3.5011656500802566,1139,48,196,32,21,386,149,267,0.126,0.7809999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.7135,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,17,14,3,2,11,0,24,4,3,2,4,53,44,19,0,3,13,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,9,0,6,12,0,0,7,7,7,0,1,12,2,31,7,26,27,2,28,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,19,142,46,11,0.22488562278316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975562785531505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356142668360956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179060918134044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938850507725998,0.20563228250359314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510467291668385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789414843006052,0.12151073307372427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744392491547608,0.10105634852441908,0.10999064562484384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796273232344296,0.0,0.3083120776158587,0.0,0.0,0.12328773892218445,0.0,0.0,0.058746728046207036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993078811615136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202799428408074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168108290199588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709188489832754,0.06179562850725084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480163382041466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639610689215263,0.07505644973661951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707037132623176,0.0,0.0,0.11950891360294108,0.0,0.0,0.08672282802462854,0.0,0.11958420555082823,0.0,0.0,0.10789191012961437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619415904176605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795368754861669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629480149359173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759258476836288,0.0,0.11303608236143772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881349769607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941903674256871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731279393359429,0.0,0.0,0.07958760064293444,0.0,0.1795939488512331,0.28202167553749324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470200754583202,0.14409762659599049,0.0,0.0,0.06556630756356649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383987094708787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141911330721016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kindofaknight,2019/10/07,"Afraid to start taking medication? So, I’ve been struggling with ADHD my whole life, and currently am a sophomore in college. My family was pretty against medication, so I never got any prescriptions. After moving out though, and without my dad reminding me about basic things like laundry, homework, and pretty much every other regular daily task, my ADHD has become much more noticeable/taking over my life. The biggest example being that I got into college with a full ride and other scholarships, all of which I lost last semester because of a sheer inability to even start on the easiest of assignments (I’m talking even ones that would have taken <5 minutes). College being college, I’ve bought adderall and ritalin from friends of friends, and I was immediately amazed at how, for lack of a better term, normal I felt. I could actually do the dishes, and organize my finances, and generally just live my life without feeling like everything was constantly a jumbled mess. Here’s the thing though: I’ve done a lot of research. And amphetamines are addictive. I noticed during my brief experience with adderall that I hated my ADHD self more and more, from just watching all of my responsibilities flit by me to my lack of ability to clearly interact socially (I can’t even talk in a straight line, go figure). My mom had some pretty serious addiction problems with a lot of bad stuff, and I just don’t want to feel like I NEED this drug, or become physically or (even worse) mentally addicted to anything. I have an addictive personality in general, so I feel my concerns are warranted, and that’s not really a rabbit hole I want to go down. On top of that, I definitely feel less like myself when taking them. I don’t become a different person, but I’m definitely less of who I usually am, which doesn’t exactly have me running to to the psychiatrist for a prescription. Do the pros outweigh the cons? Have any of you had similar concerns or experiences? Please advise :)",8.372932960893856,8.57857654469274,8.992117318435756,62.475438547486064,61.48603351955308,12.411396648044693,39.687709497206704,11.886574207783886,5.218857653631284,1585,78,248,47,20,534,197,358,0.055999999999999994,0.816,0.128,0.9651,2,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,3,16,16,1,2,19,0,26,12,0,1,5,54,48,23,0,9,10,2,5,4,2,1,11,0,1,3,14,18,1,0,6,0,3,6,8,8,0,1,13,6,36,8,45,31,17,30,0,1,1,0,15,14,0,6,14,190,50,10,0.0,0.0,0.0798010543846472,0.35658929513669424,0.294834640813455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122023633668644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729423727305127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827909477125378,0.049849562450929016,0.2709437180875652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232375047720667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837022285220622,0.0,0.06529105205198163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543795247556163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368468917144836,0.0,0.0,0.0948335736021104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604768488809728,0.0,0.06889935344420055,0.0,0.07349451207997244,0.15998418608219792,0.07709062747806075,0.0,0.1653925220893937,0.11684081238176937,0.07851726735421073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635903774112367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294975882124512,0.0,0.13080661413304162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073633842044277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665791572569421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732812809975239,0.15980543982927087,0.0,0.07220923089294838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926757647776827,0.1390451464690029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476034893205482,0.08241043161793048,0.0,0.0,0.09577443242268184,0.0,0.08691437423481976,0.12022874713597295,0.060635468690820975,0.06307027737426428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012258990916876,0.0,0.09310190517011067,0.0,0.0,0.05541316922573427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428063578912043,0.0,0.08976490025614907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495851301292685,0.0,0.07824807284683515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238745475695369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853096411374372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335978499482556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157621854000546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548946794400393,0.09361333905936436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229699402603871,0.1314560370590662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086559662236105,0.0,0.16068795188257365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900641179322217,0.0,0.09646657210092224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129938263810428,0.0,0.15765725386408708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333618176383771,0.058090941751884916,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adfuckinhd,2019/10/07,Difficulties at the gym I’m so sick and tired of losing count of my reps/sets at the gym. I feel like such a weirdo moron for not being able to manage something so simple and basic. 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So I think that I've maybe done too many things so my brain can't handle stuff well? What should I do? Also if it helps i'm currently taking fluoxetine 20mg and methylphenidate 54mg daily",7.9518823529411735,6.22249533529412,8.176323529411764,74.29095588235295,63.29411764705882,10.852941176470587,33.01470588235294,9.516144504307137,2.8222941176470595,677,20,131,10,8,223,106,170,0.087,0.851,0.062,-0.4873,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,1,2,29,26,16,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,13,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,8,3,12,2,16,17,4,20,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,2,12,79,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32084192558145364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674653076539578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026404028653655,0.0,0.08137016852237076,0.0,0.11358443974588825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901148601707526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498402627633313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496895344272905,0.13548271936803155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27319947962737096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488691418774816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220012996385736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957480006445136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894205771349286,0.0,0.13389461337076647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057495392798034,0.14133952002354966,0.0,0.0,0.09428318821200292,0.06521318809217057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27066218971959183,0.13410189610158274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098125569560594,0.0,0.10295053449563248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400682480233785,0.0,0.09045172508174376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784008402412214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603481111844025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615126185826984,0.0,0.13509220566129754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448015259705478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305612839940197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774804754466675,0.10036281433787277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660410798373449,0.1710613919716305,0.0,0.0,0.07783517399429403,0.0,0.12652654162079094,0.0,0.0,0.0906263850266437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528669601915476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001749939001642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Forumspin,2019/10/07,"On ADHD meds for the first time in over 15 years. Wow. Just wow. 3 weeks ago i was put on Wellbutrin to treat bipolar depression. It worked great for that, but it had an unexpected side effect: it dramatically improved my ADHD as well. I can stay on task, my mind doesn't wander when people are talking to me, and I dont feel an urge to procrastinate. I had no idea my ADHD was this bad until now. 5 out of 5 stars. Wellbutrin rocks. Now the key will be to keep the mania at bay. Us bipolars are very sensitive to these types of medications.",1.2602905198776782,3.5981873761467926,3.1084633027522948,88.95486620795107,83.49541284403671,5.835168195718657,20.09250764525994,7.1686216300943375,0.4667608562691132,420,12,89,6,12,140,82,109,0.092,0.772,0.136,0.4875,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,1,0,9,13,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,1,1,4,1,9,5,18,7,0,19,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,9,58,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6347580698002635,0.0,0.1560637030196717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700004817999804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163743712111574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633722201107466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901959229689503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975379773318215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410320930619804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874666244490166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564873455657455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555938114981528,0.1773586726091317,0.0,0.0,0.1777671484997899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205559597779456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698568000411646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765309060591134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415077619729221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266011778780178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177461575281767,0.0,0.0,0.14526527254304872,0.0,0.0,0.1412221204738799,0.0,0.15829617885712888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817142462412662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337478695812858 adhd,omonika,2019/10/07,"How can I help? Hi all, I have come across this lovely and supporting community and I hope that someone could give me advice how to be supportive to someone with ADHD. Here’s a little bacground: I have met this amazing guy online. We know each other for about a year and he means the world to me even though we have never met but he’s been there for me when the times were tough. A little more than a month ago he has lost his mother who he intensely cared for for the last 4 months. He has given up an his work during that time to care for his mum. Now he has no work and no mum. He told me that she was the only person that ever understood his ADHD and now he’s lost. He doesn’t really have any family he could go to and he is running out of money. He has friends and me who want to help him financially but he won’t let us help. He is struggling to find a job and he doesn’t want just any job. I believe he can achieve everything he wants because he is brilliant but he keeps telling me that his brain is stuck/stopped working. I always try to help but it feels like i always tell him the wrong thing. He seems to shut off then telling me that i will never umderstand him. And it is starting to feel like I’m losing him because I don’t know how to be supportive to someone that I dont completely understand. He has lost the only person who understood his struggle and I want to show him support and help him get through this tough period. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. All the people around him don’t have ADHD and I think he feels like he’s being attacked and nagged by everyone. Please help me be the person who can show him support that he needs.",2.972105263157893,4.419979485380118,3.979239766081872,89.09412280701756,74.32163742690058,6.938011695906433,23.777777777777786,7.526774132740827,0.9120479532163736,1312,38,280,16,27,424,162,342,0.10099999999999999,0.695,0.204,0.9902,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,8,14,26,2,2,14,0,37,2,1,3,5,55,76,23,0,9,5,3,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,4,19,20,0,1,12,2,1,3,10,11,0,0,12,3,38,15,29,53,4,28,0,4,0,1,69,9,0,2,19,175,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618305622067883,0.14192965432235713,0.0643745216418782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085370533358188,0.0,0.0,0.1481552011415352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464847503462857,0.0,0.08261736787597777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853870716329681,0.0,0.0,0.08181949026369781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106954037342536,0.0,0.0,0.14808478874968065,0.0,0.0,0.06255693711718313,0.07614219438477263,0.0,0.0,0.11596461541070635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511178260458586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796577383313368,0.06569024687951476,0.0,0.06939289460350441,0.06526746437908597,0.0,0.06846102709561118,0.0,0.11015874082159842,0.15564230602386753,0.0,0.0,0.06637467722136764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610714161739259,0.0,0.03794170317975785,0.06966509913188368,0.04127243586778924,0.0,0.0,0.08006539000721287,0.0,0.07190663956198481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29205970814851456,0.0,0.0,0.07212947238403758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413113991110976,0.06454926942578287,0.0,0.0,0.0798216844616276,0.05919616332001495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426033897186993,0.0,0.10643749672382012,0.14557151521740935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124481148760401,0.2378246294756104,0.0,0.0655436816811954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910603394322074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593147537115556,0.0,0.0,0.053847874907734516,0.11202025744247676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046374965893893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034656010817885,0.1902307113753412,0.0,0.07971652935916207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652315173600829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611182822817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845957221888019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140182646441512,0.0,0.0,0.060714772603081224,0.0,0.1518393862592299,0.0,0.0,0.4120497271189227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042300899898648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824645544525754,0.04653288412005139,0.07135019254384638,0.0,0.08469228714194471,0.0,0.0,0.06939289460350441,0.0,0.04930518831932986,0.0,0.0,0.07560147642493048,0.0873546463475994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133601898107412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860781184904033,0.0,0.0,0.05158818480777275,0.0794001403993442,0.0,0.04676582405429284 adhd,NinjaRio2007,2019/10/07,Successful day yesterday! Managed to find out how to get out of homework If u need to find out slide into my dms,0.6289855072463766,3.0924524782608662,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,89.43478260869566,6.544927536231885,25.057971014492754,7.793537801064563,1.7859971014492757,89,4,18,2,3,30,18,23,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,11,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013455637029208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8541386556690276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441252952512956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464691160073911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vizionary0wl29,2019/10/07,"I seem to have gotten worse after I just learned to accept my ADHD. Why could this be and what can I do about it? I’ve always struggled to be productive. However, after I accepted that I had ADHD and stopped blaming myself whenever I did wrong. And now I’m having even more trouble simply getting started on things. Why do you think this could be? And what can I do about it? Thanks",1.9740789473684224,4.372050092105269,3.4860526315789464,86.98986842105263,80.97368421052632,5.905263157894738,23.97368421052632,7.1686216300943375,1.156557894736843,301,11,57,4,8,99,50,76,0.20800000000000002,0.7,0.092,-0.8636,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,14,0,0,0,0,13,21,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,3,8,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369161474878231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586917049647533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35669981013551005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753968146823165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670627520735954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203355795155113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810876167302446,0.0,0.0,0.18675479397951145,0.0,0.2335241662206181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565731372432,0.0,0.0,0.14840304032471147,0.14313220349064856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031294934081296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276422210880661,0.0,0.24422980152068105,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwitaway36510,2019/10/07,"Have you noticed improvements in your unmedicated self after being on meds for a while? I’ve been on medication for 2.5 months and have noticed slight, but definite improvements in my self esteem and social skills in my unmedicated self. I’m also better at projecting my voice and speaking loud enough for others to hear. (Got bullied so much in school for being too loud that I started talking real quietly) I think being able to focus and succeed more in school, work, and in my self-improvement efforts (because of medication) are slowly beginning to improve some of the side-effects of 21 of undiagnosed ADHD.",10.902660550458712,9.598000550458718,10.666128440366972,57.41992660550458,57.25688073394495,13.123669724770643,42.90091743119265,11.979248473330829,5.4470242201834855,496,23,73,12,5,164,73,109,0.047,0.792,0.161,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,9,13,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,8,2,21,8,4,14,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,5,54,10,5,0.14939877978664814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954830072064018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947415021909005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107210948860063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321310799582283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436887633078428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948785203364895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838328279213652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594836479894448,0.3010071061725136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924868067820273,0.0,0.10982529318710747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34018300199108825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004851895256826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023990823285513,0.0,0.0,0.6234220399226085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522932417605097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057452252842891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200810800673106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572870562895364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087640910155594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UsernameMustHave20Le,2019/10/07,"I fucking hate ADHD I hate it so much. I’m supposed to take some pill so that I can be normal, but I don’t want to take some fucking pill so that my personality changes. I don’t want to do that, but I don’t even have a fucking choice, either I take it and I get good grades or I be myself. What am I supposed to do? Also I hate how sometimes I can’t control my emotions and decisions. I act on impulse, so when someone is being a dick I can’t ducking control my emotions and I just get fucking depressed as fuck right there and I can’t do anything. Sometimes when I am supposed to make an important decision I just Make it in half a second without much thinking into the future. Also I hate how I have to tell myself things are Find and I have control over my life when in reality I really don’t and I just do whatever is at the top of my mind. Also, school is the worst thing in the world, I sit down and I can’t do shit except sit and focus, I can’t do it. Also the pills have fucked me up. Vivance suppresses hunger and I’ve become 130 pounds and I can’t get out of that weight because of pills because of ADHD for whatever reason I got this shitty disorder. I just want to be normal and I hate myself so much I’m never going to be normal like ever. I don’t know how to feel. I hate this shit. I want to be normal.",0.16634938664243748,2.211595457746484,2.8160018173557475,91.19051567469332,85.61971830985917,5.0729668332576106,21.133121308496136,6.3737218528115,0.311697319400273,1026,34,224,10,31,357,120,284,0.248,0.695,0.057,-0.997,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,22,18,14,0,9,0,34,16,3,9,2,52,65,30,0,8,10,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,13,13,2,4,7,0,0,2,13,16,0,2,1,2,42,2,28,58,7,23,0,1,0,7,2,13,9,3,7,172,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725016358270102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919817210898346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410808904333246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949787178776777,0.08603849159926548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241176150151837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212679696382946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709832357497664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928436406910441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526230405569132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145464448988756,0.07046833668100863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939044026231305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120255020669149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321241690703046,0.1221043689556836,0.0,0.044274455410574516,0.06534190886186889,0.062306687809477825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614825205453154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281382398671812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502567154776066,0.03805980192856149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400261978772593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786605067817969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180450078556428,0.0,0.06008411896387155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053162550866074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680224866097826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049907090865524535,0.08009795566442678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665293152216176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884268105853838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993401160500645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600753343152664,0.0,0.1540974587622252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572161152251786,0.0,0.06809124818058752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351148389554672,0.04991753115077291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379843043194846,0.0,0.0,0.09486569224284944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509636544386296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InsufferableIowan,2019/10/07,"I just finished a test 1 minute before it was due. I had from Monday to tonight to finish a 34 question sociology test on canvas. I told myself I was gonna try to finish it by Friday when it was assigned. What actually happened is I forgot about it until roughly half an hour ago, tried to get to canvas on my laptop, laptop wouldn't connect, and then proceeded to dive bomb through the test, essay questions and all, in less than 20 minutes, finishing at 11:58 p fucking m. the due date was set at 11:59. God save my GPA.",7.538269230769231,5.956912442307693,8.06623076923077,74.27876923076926,64.0,9.858461538461539,35.223076923076924,8.238735603445708,2.7651638461538464,410,15,78,4,5,137,77,104,0.032,0.914,0.054000000000000006,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,9,13,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,8,1,17,4,2,21,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,15,50,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.2694325244414021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447448577450783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349396763445412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524881900923985,0.14425018641683984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441531875713913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190162480190005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185875124283695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638241603213005,0.0,0.3749058165725769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tanialol101,2019/10/07,"Do ya'll have problems with direction/remembering street names? Just a random thought and I wanna know if anyone else goes through this. I've been living in the same city my entire life and except for the street I live on and a few of the streets nearby, I can't recall any other street names. If anybody ever asks for directions to my house, I could never help them. What makes it worse is that my family has never owned a car so I have used public transportation my entire life which means that I've used the bus which announces street names all the time but I never remember them. It's not like I don't know where I am, it's just that I use landmarks instead of streets. When I was on the bus back home from school instead of thinking "" Oh I should get ready to get off, we just passed Blah Blah Ave"" I would instead think "" Oh I should get ready to get off, we just passed the wendy's "". I do understand that it's because my brain works different but sometimes it's dangerous to rely on landmarks. Sometimes I would get off at the wrong stop because some places look very similar to each other. The WORST is when I have to take the bus at night. I get so anxious because I can't see anything! It feels like I'm blind! Can someone please tell me they have the same problem so I can stop beating myself up about it. Nobody around me really understands and just tells me ""I'm not trying""",3.244699419243446,5.028398552346573,3.633310312352851,90.46429916810551,74.30685920577616,6.550243289907392,23.95683566159159,7.255503002510835,0.85415692983833,1097,33,226,12,23,341,148,277,0.177,0.79,0.033,-0.9904,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,3,2,18,7,1,0,14,0,22,4,1,4,5,57,47,13,0,10,12,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,17,9,0,2,10,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,3,4,33,2,28,39,8,34,0,0,3,0,13,19,0,4,13,151,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250852994672634,0.0,0.0,0.12045569044951575,0.0,0.07455454920826056,0.10924972244036456,0.08774313702740542,0.09491869037214112,0.09967980794392456,0.0,0.0,0.08198790052893877,0.0,0.19499249116118605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190285555412586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513123796344241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140023685811576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907135042998561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644824878987952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051638542079054,0.0,0.053912709754455335,0.07617278853766338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342423877174577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146836537411923,0.0,0.10695338225438117,0.0,0.0,0.12303071981439813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719641876065345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506245190174582,0.10418299673841244,0.0,0.18830332871372907,0.0,0.08953798974535654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117289140435452,0.0,0.0,0.1161456807512118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467068896650985,0.0,0.0,0.10006016512237023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140023685811576,0.11704202711248805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040510943031289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830658623271395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415702583467982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791000435298187,0.08496617212107489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034285902374516,0.0,0.21090933517936647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828623795503062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016859062343433,0.0,0.1863895745024626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366417511796845,0.0,0.08464819233251658,0.062173786588382324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239124977527737,0.0,0.0,0.22200038372478004,0.0,0.2762688152518332,0.0,0.08797663833255277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762413460094683,0.0,0.1086597948376394,0.15148641752204978,0.11657749603579938,0.0,0.0 adhd,mycatkillsfacists,2019/10/07,"Falling asleep is so boring..... You mean to fall asleep I have to lay still with my eyes closed for several minutes. Absolutely not, sounds terrible",3.015000000000001,6.106636269230772,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,90.15384615384615,7.2153846153846155,25.73076923076923,8.07648339933343,2.423338461538462,117,5,20,3,4,36,24,26,0.057999999999999996,0.8390000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.2999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186190322705667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415751509260057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535325992989924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,agentx4575,2019/10/07,"Who else here doesn't enjoy personal questions? Who else is sick of personal questions? I work at a place that I'm expected to be social at, as I am the first person people see when they walk in, and for the most part I have zero problems with that. What I absolutely can't stand are the people just trying to make conversation and I have no answers for them that won't lead into ""Oh yeah I have ADHD."" Any time I would try and explain to people why my answers don't really have much in them, I would end up having to explain it, and then feel like shit when the judgmental tones, weird looks, etc. People ask if I'm in school (nope), and then why not (no money, no plan, and school is hard as shit), what hobbies I'm into (fucking tons for a week at a time and then months of pure, literally painful boredom), what books I'm reading (reading is hard as shit and words move around too much), etc. I have stopped calling it ADHD when I feel comfortable trying to explain it to people cause I've had a bad track record with being taken seriously after that. Or just in general. I'll explain, and get the same unhelpful things from them like yoga, sleep better, stop taking meds, try harder, etc. For once I would just like a NT person to just accept my answers as they are and just, I don't know. Be encouraging? Sympathetic? For fucks sake, everything is already too much to begin with and I don't want to add to it.",4.413499440089588,5.203867393617023,5.345938783128035,83.17026315789477,70.09929078014184,8.064501679731244,26.544232922732363,8.20500826718156,1.5677702127659576,1103,33,223,15,19,362,146,282,0.154,0.772,0.07400000000000001,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,5,5,12,18,5,0,10,1,26,8,4,3,1,55,48,23,0,7,8,0,4,3,0,4,2,0,0,4,14,18,0,2,13,4,1,3,11,10,0,2,2,6,20,8,37,39,10,32,0,0,2,2,22,12,5,5,19,151,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140386568229536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826754274868392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060556223815889126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927229337995935,0.0832485883276367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435201148822758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875640918158343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092876033482572,0.0,0.0,0.09147762637795118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877765791651454,0.0,0.07887078774534788,0.0,0.2979387850770688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003130130530657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005147727613708,0.06361646601794603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574484653113409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464832385881673,0.04652431204587626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954043131542556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893888050209474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305142072167922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477854744853223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594407519318443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891311964794444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107788638998154,0.09464476020440904,0.19638329751332448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483404415387443,0.0,0.0,0.09475418001772873,0.0,0.0,0.0964311506862028,0.0,0.3086760578211249,0.3110158386865149,0.09303702173081624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520765588252871,0.0,0.0,0.1995100260926949,0.0,0.17814575514984365,0.0,0.057046928506848164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024423830889624,0.0709603482448684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422187812233845,0.0,0.0,0.08911308967420327,0.09077401673756318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889753435671665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695360008489956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916005239954949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385011912098188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418331044319593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525232774475607,0.0,0.07142955974414783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070534607408254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482857219506856,0.0,0.0,0.18977309451603305,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fanpan564,2019/10/07,Getting used to adhd medication 21 and got diagnosed with adhd last week. Got prescribed 10 mg adderall to take twice a day. First day I took 2 and then around 5 pm I felt so nauseated that I thought I was going to throw up. Skipped the next day cause I didn’t like it. Took it two days straight after but only 1 a day and was slightly nauseous but not as much. It helps me focus but I don’t like the side effects at all. Should I Keep taking them everyday to see if I’d get used to them or take them only when I need?,0.7581572481572499,2.6676619819819862,2.6968058968058948,93.7008353808354,82.33333333333333,5.477805077805079,21.8026208026208,6.574015621080383,0.2887765765765766,404,13,93,4,11,135,77,111,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,4,1,21,22,12,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,9,2,12,2,11,12,2,22,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,15,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435390750094781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272346348358822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468245952222488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608779283787861,0.0,0.0,0.14506710121226354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723158169974342,0.0,0.0,0.12157296677284207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934609815752345,0.0,0.08122826259417122,0.0,0.2286223038466793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580043018969382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703938832143016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650394258600814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396530598362574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398312656085432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506721445625583,0.10597797855098673,0.0,0.0,0.15200365275012567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174036563573855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389368986069184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223881823470814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346745091740484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175925710211996,0.0,0.0,0.13961814556553934,0.0,0.0,0.2468847226841897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146467897298412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MunchieMom,2019/10/07,"Hidden benefits of ADHD I'm not taking about the big things you hear repeated all the time like, ""creativity!"" or ""able to focus on something interesting indefinitely!"" I'm talking about the strange, underrated benefits of having a brain that works the way ours does. Examples: 1. Deadlines don't scare me. Neurotypical people I work with often freak out over having 5 days to finish a project that would more comfortably take 7. Me? I'm sitting calmly in the corner because after years of expert level procrastination, out of habit I always calculate how long it'll take me to REALLY do something. On top of that, I have found that with a bit of determination and the fear of God, anything can be accomplished in a very small amount of time. Come back to me with your ""emergency"" when it's the equivalent of writing two 10 page research papers in one night because you forgot you had one due and procrastinated on the other. 2. Short term memory. Did you do something embarrassing? Instead of dwelling on it, start thinking about something else. In about three minutes, you won't even remember what you did 3. Failure doesn't scare me. I've fucked up my life pretty bad so many times that a small setback doesn't even register. I'm also disgustingly determined. I'd have to be, to have gotten through 27 years of my life undiagnosed.",5.2267551020408165,7.41525831836735,5.948316326530616,74.23471938775509,69.89795918367346,8.981632653061224,30.209183673469386,9.516144504307137,3.0478530612244903,1068,44,182,25,20,348,154,245,0.09699999999999999,0.759,0.14400000000000002,0.8221,0,0,4,0,0,0,34.0,1,7,0,4,13,15,2,5,13,0,19,4,1,1,1,20,34,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,9,0,4,6,1,18,6,38,23,6,38,0,0,0,1,11,19,1,3,17,117,29,8,0.13042583219937395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567465047232321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430149088828408,0.1085247405854552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732934689896784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002894142551578,0.10890012199582677,0.15901275347986202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239122876733756,0.0,0.0,0.1455983631469732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235030574733178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411387190870873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413652468184525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895404692532844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722900641847343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676532176405865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300519303903814,0.0,0.1205765802144606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699939194944914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184247244865038,0.06371947354935911,0.0,0.0,0.11542275723485936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322313227063326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239580823093403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675983869072753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042084990325712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132689960279832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355412785122306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477470428854091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26115802200392746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40163271062687,0.0,0.0,0.09231607532879113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941919823565154,0.1048313434791409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664912750357147,0.0835716069090747,0.0,0.0,0.22815705483664106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740708644414867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761497086262548,0.0,0.10352595477708423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990311841061727,0.0,0.0,0.09265076909449736,0.0,0.0,0.16797991951503372 adhd,HipsterWhoMissedOut,2019/10/07,"Today's ADHD fail Okay this actually happened on Friday. I lost my really nice earbuds that day. I'm fairly certain this is what happened: I was parting ways with my friend, about to go to class. I like listening to music as I walk alone so I stop at a concrete sitting area to take my earbuds out of my bag. I use wireless earbuds so they are usually around my neck so I don't lose them, but today I decided to be less paranoid. Big mistake. I notice a Marlboro cigarette box. I just turned 20 and I am a non-smoker, so I'm looking at it and thinking about how I've never seen one of those cigarette boxes in person. Admiring it's classic design and logo and all that. I take out my earbuds as I'm doing this and leave them on the concrete sitting area, walking away. Yes, I literally stopped to take them out just to leave them there because I was looking at a cigarette box. Side note; I'm thinking of buying some Tiles because I lose something every other day. But I pay special SPECIAL attention to my wallet and phone so I rarely lose them. I always lose things that I can't put a Tile on like my sweaters, glasses, earbuds. Are Tiles still worth getting for someone like me? I guess I'd probably put it on my phone/wallet just in case... I have never lost my wallet ever, and as for phone I have lost it once and VERY lucky to get it back.",2.459148351648352,4.320617556776559,4.104125457875462,85.89816620879122,76.72893772893772,6.308241758241758,27.49221611721612,7.1686216300943375,1.4884018315018317,1055,44,207,12,24,353,143,273,0.08800000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9822,0,1,5,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,6,8,16,20,0,0,6,2,12,1,1,2,5,35,36,19,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,15,13,0,2,4,0,3,5,4,9,0,1,6,4,39,11,34,29,4,38,0,8,3,0,11,18,0,3,15,136,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.10261093175152626,0.0,0.12636949657612362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890336983265728,0.0,0.0,0.0874929674384359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936055192604437,0.0,0.0,0.09879159732082017,0.08085362294818821,0.0,0.12819655303902378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562570555484466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511391670430064,0.08859315091139072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123839150888115,0.0,0.10987274876521043,0.0,0.059758993363391875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583424085365478,0.0,0.18596705144448336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226766836574475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411248516346696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659851796923445,0.47054243815901203,0.3443499312715852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162195850095072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971362171857765,0.0,0.11198099068539673,0.07125215286192403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386687010049433,0.0,0.0,0.09181265558614947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336915282888932,0.0,0.0,0.2114089667927258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736158545965444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909299314218898,0.08094937035444306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397268017362204,0.17581970226666555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371784479198951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985678335042171,0.1347513542557761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993392271182848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437267083091815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908155735037599,0.11580753073586685,0.0867595083920783,0.0,0.08346293150742044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lazy-aubergine,2019/10/07,"It took 2 years....but I finally have an appointment! 2 years ago, I posted here about how I wanted to get checked out for ADHD. My parents weren't super into it and since I was still in high school that kind of mattered. Last year was my first year in college, and I started to finally take action: I went to the on-campus doctor and started the screening process. However, they had limited appointment times for the full screening, and I had classes during all of them. So I forgot about it and procrastinated calling them again for almost a year. Just this week, I worked up the courage to call again and actually set up that bigger appointment. It's in a couple weeks, and I'm nervous.....from your guys' experiences, what should I expect?",4.547422077922075,6.359860664285716,5.219350649350652,80.31110389610393,70.92857142857143,7.948051948051948,29.155844155844154,8.575989854853784,2.2900714285714283,583,23,106,10,11,188,92,140,0.043,0.932,0.025,-0.2819,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,3,4,9,3,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,1,1,19,16,9,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,8,2,16,3,18,7,2,32,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,1,17,73,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.15275197360418738,0.0,0.18812020976588945,0.0,0.13875555717538318,0.0,0.1567434908894575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196719269657704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731989115239894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602164232952128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311765212852166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429447865082013,0.0,0.13314544792633895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178114618354634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499060160071046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538391772036598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300326629672396,0.0,0.12759390539331408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380948978530852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991372078024312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841803729786005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948431290718798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158732644507725,0.0,0.12500610223884054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769206067267801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127466263914917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739120392023756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232621917638124,0.0,0.2511199418275025,0.0,0.0,0.1451060877996206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395665419679038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032041129264393 adhd,Just_a_lizard_person,2019/10/07,"Focused for the first actual time in my life! I know I shouldn't be so excited over something most people do effortlessly, but it was so amazing! I was just spaced out, mindlessly scrolling through 9 different tabs as my to-do list slowly grew bigger. I'm not on meds and have been receiving little support so this was the norm for most of my life. And then suddenly, out of the blue, as I was typing in the url of my next time-wasting site, my mind suddenly cleared. The mental fog lifted and I thought, ""Forget this, I wanna do something productive."" So I immediately went to my to-do list and picked the hardest thing that I've been putting off all week. And I did it in one go- no getting distracted or anything! It was the miraculous moment that my hyperfocus and what I actually needed to get done aligned in a glorious display of productivity. And to add to it, I knocked out five other things on my to-do list, continued my German and Chinese lessons after forgetting them for a month, and practiced the piano for fifteen minutes. I just feel so happy and want to share my success with y'all!",6.732106918238991,6.654021518867924,7.218867924528303,74.77314465408806,64.9433962264151,10.462893081761008,36.53459119496856,10.125756701596842,3.654762893081761,870,40,163,18,12,286,127,212,0.037000000000000005,0.7909999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9866,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,7,7,0,1,10,0,14,2,0,1,2,36,25,20,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,15,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,11,2,23,6,30,12,3,31,0,0,1,0,4,15,0,3,11,117,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.3548170971672208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496042007804594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994013624913933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604239454051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919224924931165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463722078206224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189963823099557,0.0,0.1033199494093792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935272699898816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991138428036468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568184994173359,0.0,0.18220927928617375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193650950173367,0.0,0.1832095474705745,0.0,0.18356407788293844,0.0,0.14510936801346694,0.0,0.0,0.13480085665628835,0.0,0.0,0.19334415400029484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319097787067368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260357896000274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275712595164256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991384656976903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063021290841782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415569244206516,0.0,0.0,0.14432724416339715,0.21201566224249754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722912544970928,0.0,0.14582732827877726,0.0,0.0,0.16852849635764666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ajskgkjathrowaway,2019/10/07,"i’ve been trying to finish a simple project for the past 3 years... does medication help? it’s a relatively simple project that should have taken a few months, at most... i’m so frustrated, every single thing i’ve ever started is unfinished - even if i WANT or need to do them. does medication really help with focus? i haven’t been diagnosed yet, but i know my symptoms and how i’ve been struggling with them forever - and they got 100x WORSE (i can barely function most of the time now) after a traumatic brain injury last year... so i’m thinking of looking into it more seriously. advice?",3.682857142857145,5.916857285714286,5.2137142857142855,77.63128571428574,74.35714285714286,8.051428571428572,26.378571428571423,8.841846274778883,2.299872142857143,464,17,82,10,10,156,81,112,0.201,0.755,0.045,-0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,0,7,3,1,1,6,0,9,5,1,1,1,17,19,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,8,0,10,13,5,14,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,4,12,54,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051883106256493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176468919123047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788671039023206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341232680282259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287734153279128,0.17635819811512113,0.16426753309557926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593237630032306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26136362863511825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071483904451296,0.1589235722860687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372260494581653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928161110097269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562025622147854,0.0,0.0,0.14456505557780078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611741296182055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490041673686275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379981645025195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382112897747626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264465734002327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952695951003473,0.1249265452079028,0.0,0.0,0.11368642883925285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236933308642124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499618670615515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868733611610825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511038352074099 adhd,funckyfresh_t0es,2019/10/07,I'm not sure if this happens to everyone Okay so I get like super overwhelmed but like with sounds and touches and light and I just wanna know if anybody else does too cause I kinda just feel like a weirdo cause I have to either go into my closet in the dark for like an hour or go outside.,1.4123497267759542,3.4589017377049203,2.689754098360656,93.88632513661207,80.80327868852459,4.722404371584699,20.002732240437158,5.46131890053228,-0.20890382513661174,230,6,49,1,6,74,47,61,0.075,0.665,0.26,0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,20,8,8,0,3,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,7,7,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186892387283661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092830243075934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089684215698648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412350988371062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765070007867654,0.1803565398226746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318992465859005,0.0,0.28695618485733143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324838734803248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486209574330649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874469461512132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933542584122771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379393292390397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ruffffian,2019/10/07,"UGH. Having kids with ADHD means finding gems like a star scratched into the car door... ...or paint fingernail-scraped from the house walls, or the small hole in the sofa ripped wide open, or the unlit candles on the table having a broken wick and dozens of holes poked and scratch into the wax... But the car door got to me a bit today. I mean, at least it’s a star and not a dick, but it IS our newest car (a 2016). And...having ADHD myself and being married to someone with ADD means I just can’t get too mad. Mad, certainty, but...unfortunately I get it and I just can’t get enraged the way my parents did at me. Dammit. I recall a dozen things I did without thinking that had really unpleasant consequences, and I’ve seen my husband’s irresistible urges to Touch All The Things. But perhaps we should start making sure their fingernails aren’t capable of these sorts of things.",3.654862155388472,5.4681750584795354,4.216846282372599,86.58486842105263,73.26900584795321,6.9909774436090215,24.49498746867168,7.7094869923839395,1.1968776942355892,689,21,135,9,14,218,109,171,0.121,0.79,0.08900000000000001,-0.8179,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,17,0,11,1,1,1,2,33,22,12,0,1,10,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,5,4,14,2,16,15,3,17,0,0,1,1,6,10,1,4,4,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110881655322424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671979041957826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631775794288455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680673815021509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367878217135756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973449455659684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355631768739501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416344146530127,0.0,0.0,0.5589034124196317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899078902709507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956580244533788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449126415192157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210554778336448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119316977788253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34087296810835793,0.1095887230005367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211585749514193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575516375765698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486622237220053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Diamondaddy96,2019/10/07,"Recomend your best adhd help book :) I've been reading adhd self help books and few of them are so good! And helpful I was wondering if anyone could recommend some more 🤷🏾‍♂️ so far I've read ""The ADHD Advantage"", ""Driven to distraction"", and ""Faster than normal"" by Peter Shankman. Any other suggestions?",1.9640789473684244,4.803862666666667,3.336118421052632,83.83470394736844,89.0,6.358771929824562,22.91447368421053,7.645422480735847,1.7094578947368424,240,9,41,5,8,78,48,57,0.0,0.67,0.33,0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,3,4,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,23,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6855017483433866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929563881912048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294405601432024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953081445660092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180417812956642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594729101357945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823225197033079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628806748419527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803650188796943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834815878118256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061890211674048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,littlediggs,2019/10/07,"People who need extra time to finish college Not sure what the purpose of me posting this is but I guess I was just looking for some support in regards to not feeling that great during this extra semester I need for school and just overall not doing very well in school to begin with. In a weird way I feel increasingly more lost after these last four and half years and my self esteem's just sort of gone to shit. Every day just feel tedious as well. Does anyone else currently in school feel this way? And for those who've made it through, how and what are you up to now?",5.552857142857139,5.901837192982459,5.356165413533837,85.66815789473686,67.42105263157895,7.566917293233082,27.68922305764411,6.868970318607317,1.2259538847117797,456,13,91,3,7,141,80,114,0.18600000000000005,0.785,0.027999999999999997,-0.9566,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,1,26,17,8,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,2,2,4,5,7,5,19,13,5,19,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,3,9,65,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279678979797135,0.16528861227729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403629721066618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116983483153125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347598838456841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591676211143755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262674460078983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778528656676365,0.1777091659626356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149511020986265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354658825718025,0.0,0.1760968623053843,0.0,0.0,0.15264230650560098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392294313832791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183708704773504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449735765358588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897850851770493,0.0,0.0,0.1682891002697086,0.0,0.16558986504299006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830609324679892,0.1520396229864116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940654005855978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133103646746074,0.0,0.25609228907917153,0.0,0.0,0.29008720808490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388303638582384 adhd,reginaphilange15,2019/10/07,"How do you handle your monthly cycle's effects on ADHD symptoms and medication efficacy? My medication seems to be marginally less effective during PMS. It's my second month on Concerta (currently at 27 mg) so I can't say for sure yet whether it's a pattern or not. I do distinctly remember last month feeling like the medication wasn't working right before my period, and I found a couple of people on various forums who described similar experiences. This month I definitely noticed again that my medication seems less effective just before my period. I noticed the scatterbrained feeling *before* I got the telltale cramps today and realized I'm PMSing. So, I doubt that I'm experiencing reduced efficacy due to the expectation that the medication would not work as well today. I just wondered if any other women noticed the same thing and if there's anything to be done about it. Having a day or two of increased symptoms per month isn't *so bad* that I'm dying for a solution, but I'm open to any 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adhd,infinitiumvortex,2019/10/07,Avocados are mortal enemies of people with ADD I end up buying loads of avocados and end up forgetting about them until its time to throw them away 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adhd,quietgurl7,2019/10/07,Putting away laundry I got rid of the clothes holding chair in my bedroom and put away clothes that have been washed and stored for the last three 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adhd,Maddmakeupwoman,2019/10/07,ADHD has few advantages. Except for keeping you in shape... I constantly leave items around the house and I just had to run up and down my two flights of stairs several times retrieving and putting things away. I live at around 6 thousand feet. Gunna need a minute to catch my breath. Thanks for the mini work out ADHD!,2.637714285714285,5.442720866666669,2.5028571428571422,92.38500000000002,82.0,6.095238095238094,21.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,0.9069761904761908,252,8,49,4,7,75,50,60,0.02,0.883,0.09699999999999999,0.6696,0,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,2,14,4,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248858276176576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887980230814789,0.0,0.0,0.2051694068836168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235984537454089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25197408673986904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941006986681068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312263611066289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928280975446529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192143202180515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952601994016274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467002764791195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010492882825099,0.0,0.0,0.1450778729719232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733553959857238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133195063286145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589787530671445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,superanaise014,2019/10/07,"Procrastination at its finest I have been stalling anything on my chore list for at least two weeks now I don’t even realize until it’s too late and then I gotta wait till it’s Monday again then it’s just a whole repeat. I don’t know how to make it better! I’m trying to get a routine I got a calendar ... but I don’t use it posted notes ,nope. 😣😣 i hate this it’s not only subjects it’s people too I’ll forget to answer them or jus keep up with them I legit suck at almost everything I do idk where to even start to get improve 😣😣",-1.3127500000000012,0.6867075583333353,1.6916666666666664,96.2925,94.25,4.333333333333334,15.0,5.985473137389443,-0.7282499999999996,417,9,100,4,16,146,78,120,0.13,0.8170000000000001,0.053,-0.8098,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,9,3,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,16,19,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,12,1,14,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,11,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424401561030413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923751475998416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412835462763116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31982533386993645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759461922269596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298701380853555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363905268952414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390354370529696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520023545310488,0.0,0.0,0.13305840207964031,0.0,0.27311283784505785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161161410557728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413705644622927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784994913058351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318763328652804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136809225362676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437812898222084,0.0,0.2365082058110125,0.0,0.0,0.20910699883482411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942076112754908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27030935832036296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yokozinho,2019/10/07,"I hate not being able to function like a regular human being. I hate the feeling of ""too many things at once"" when trying to do anything. I hate taking 3 hours to start an assignment. I hate getting sidetracked 24/7 by my anxiety I hate the fact that doing something simple takes absurd willpower. Today I almost broke my entire gaming setup after not being able to properly concentrate on a game that I play competitively. I hate this shit. I'm too afraid to take medication since my case isn't severe.",4.637872340425531,6.889426989361702,5.813776595744681,74.30875,71.65957446808511,7.67872340425532,26.643617021276608,8.472884824447931,2.235876595744681,403,14,64,7,8,134,67,94,0.28600000000000003,0.634,0.08,-0.9752,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,7,1,5,0,6,2,1,0,1,5,19,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,9,0,0,0,1,11,2,10,16,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,6,41,15,1,0.26428922773198016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323237425368642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109026791176873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874375776090378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681628727203218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904010667717685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7827926892525333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013582615259225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645591834526523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339738975428314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312179615151293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072970103363244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928580019965906,0.1356445471643116,0.10931139013470784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173137975575326,0.0,0.0,0.09353263783894272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980689120813484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779100966962705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252576426808212,0.0,0.0,0.08971751861473902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Meeeechy,2019/10/07,"depressed on Ritalin I am a female diagnosed with ADHD in college. Before medication I believe I was in a state of depression. I am not sure exactly how to define it because I was not suicidal but I was finding meaning in nothing and felt like I had no feelings. I developed tons of social anxiety and found it difficult to leave my house. On Ritalin I can do things and focus and I don’t think I’m taking too high of a dose. Ritalin took away my anxiety and made me feel calm. I never feel jittery or anxious on it and however it never elevates my mood. Ritalin made me have feelings and emotions but all of them are sad. Although I can now do things I don’t see the point in doing them and I feel sad all day. I know this is not a typical situation and when I research this the advice I hear is just to switch medications. I think I will end up doing this but what I want to know and understand the best I can is WHY this is happening chemically? I study science but still don’t know enough about ADHD medications on a neurological level and I want to know how my brain might be working that is resulting in this. I would also like to add that from childhood and all my research and diagnosis I do know I have ADHD and I have it severely. Stimulants do not impact me the way they do most people, they generally do nothing to me or make me feel relaxed. Adderall and Ritalin have been the only medications I can see a difference with, Ritalin has seemed to be less effective than adderall but I decided to take it because I thought that because it did not make my mood better it was safer. I have a huge fear of addiction and I thought I would be less likely to be dependent on Ritalin because it didn’t make me feel better. But now I need a way to complete things and not feel awful all day because I can’t continue this way.",2.887699250681198,4.818354822888281,5.055564543596732,79.24381003065395,75.70299727520434,8.729189373297004,29.72488079019073,9.354420925462401,2.928024591280653,1448,67,279,38,32,503,160,367,0.11199999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.106,0.1691,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,5,10,17,0,1,13,1,46,16,1,11,8,86,84,30,1,5,15,0,9,3,0,4,15,1,0,0,22,20,0,0,25,1,0,1,14,6,0,0,15,12,51,9,33,61,10,32,0,4,2,0,6,16,0,6,14,219,73,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858755071147653,0.2929833177919671,0.07940826438662611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498517442766487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433038145450567,0.09180290480961288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634830328848698,0.0,0.0,0.24768273763651544,0.0,0.06914795802945146,0.0915544217430712,0.08527943241939702,0.14373923166903102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071524237005282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852016378332216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481450631666277,0.0,0.1399816451114832,0.0824791970936823,0.0,0.0849014712537812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914087876589441,0.07197399265315005,0.0839653459443961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144231739683638,0.32870798170823623,0.0,0.07802424243612065,0.0,0.07427197568452157,0.0,0.0,0.08909956448904092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185969875171161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915881551187747,0.0,0.0,0.08585774132303871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376541214142983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329728955439,0.0,0.0,0.08604470137244324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910149321295678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378409678522276,0.1627290039242427,0.0,0.0,0.08851811678021099,0.0,0.3274515744655516,0.0,0.08620611690784727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060254727001865065,0.1253484941130995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594611902983954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061803396055149534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633682369080025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681883537912701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951055084504026,0.07397785276221973,0.0,0.09180290480961288,0.0,0.0,0.09134186798759218,0.0,0.08283635298357543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489592058141233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888741455219326,0.0,0.07658845254566812,0.0,0.1221977885188993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196054198848675,0.10413878854336688,0.0,0.12902586692265414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902850475464398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459658492981326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586084007010752,0.19350592704907532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332629563054034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915968779146991,0.0,0.0,0.1154523552671389,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheRealMasonMac,2019/10/07,"Do I need meds? Preface: I'm diagnosed with ADHD but am doing alright in school (for now) because I somehow managed to get into a good school -- in the past my grades were atrocious. But I'm unhappy with my (lack of) success with my hobbies because I have a hard time to sit down and dedicate my time to it except for those rare hyper focus sessions. I know I could try to talk with my therapist about trying to get some meds, but that's not what has me indecisive. I've heard of the side effects (loss of appetite) and I'm not sure if that con outweighs my dreams. I should, but I don't. And I don't even know if I'm struggling with my hobbies because I'm genuinely lazy or because of ADHD. It'd also be nice to ""unlock"" my full potential in school but that's not really the end goal here. What do you guys think?",3.3726785714285725,4.31025567261905,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,72.63095238095238,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.6513357142857146,635,24,133,8,12,212,97,168,0.099,0.7909999999999999,0.11,0.5882,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,6,8,0,2,5,1,13,1,0,1,1,33,25,12,0,6,12,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,18,5,24,19,3,13,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,6,5,89,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637995320902156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103885074971515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690593638084268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208449630646565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536225349074174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134055950935435,0.0,0.0,0.0999688076695429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815388868852093,0.0,0.0,0.1269497201765089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986563222231608,0.0,0.0,0.13558470026756098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636192818578502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33624343545821306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222810391409528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448584603393774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696213855024396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595392056653598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822951647164854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426506639163587,0.0,0.0,0.1216537292918902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573527357813107,0.0,0.09698242248920334,0.0,0.0,0.1765130902263948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055207492472831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kelekona,2019/10/07,"How normal is it to not see something in front of your face? I'm a hoarder and have it halfway under control but things are still a mess. My husband has gotten the expectation that I can pull just about anything he wants out of a pile somewhere. Normally I can, like how I was able to point to a second blender jar because the first one had a bad seal. He wanted the laundry bag I borrowed. I knew where my new one was but I asked him if he was talking about that specific one. I told him that I thought I hung it on the laundry-closet door and maybe it had fallen down behind it. It was still hanging on the door and he didn't even look behind the door.",2.4835828877005355,3.9420168235294133,3.54799465240642,91.64620320855616,75.61764705882355,5.827807486631016,25.59893048128342,6.1124844417494595,0.6667588235294115,512,18,111,3,11,165,85,136,0.087,0.888,0.025,-0.8402,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,9,3,0,0,11,0,13,1,1,3,0,19,23,8,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,4,2,2,0,5,11,2,14,1,15,12,0,16,0,0,2,0,11,8,0,1,5,82,24,0,0.19767804185697405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267218518754212,0.0,0.1848022845621321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505290793324878,0.12050269953476185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217127328476715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056448230051673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814484141966765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657550614773858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599976867282046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985941627800387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909186846353119,0.0,0.0,0.3873650199949377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401855271330659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868696447446032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752380589765175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218221429682668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31573187915623185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888612213349487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132850728019738,0.0,0.0,0.15693428438289106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888984030071584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331912614974063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kitkatexe,2019/10/07,"Ugh When talking to my friend about why I have trouble focusing in class Me: I just keep getting distracted. Her: just focus and stop using adhd as an excuse. WOW ITS THAT EASY? NEVER KNEW!",1.533333333333335,4.262572333333338,2.951333333333338,86.72700000000002,89.55555555555556,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.8435622222222219,148,5,26,2,5,48,34,36,0.20600000000000002,0.53,0.264,0.5938,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676509765371893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006359457842208,0.0,0.20330103247631395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34587095517774746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300116126685478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253247725409519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127628283405009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33607787309839243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511235453531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_DirtHour_,2019/10/07,I cleaned my room!! Honestly y'all this may seem like a small thing but I've been trying to do it for a week. And it's not like I was told to do so either. I just... Did it! Unprompted! Without help!,-2.730227272727273,-1.268995840909092,0.2322727272727292,103.1934090909091,109.6818181818182,4.0181818181818185,14.590909090909092,5.985473137389443,-0.7951727272727274,149,4,39,2,8,51,35,44,0.067,0.743,0.19,0.6464,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827201368392143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412135228503068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38398610835813096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802216965557077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030429691725018,0.0,0.28637095497135384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383383145192213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065950972373616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ahboomboomchick,2019/10/07,"Is it Not Focused, or Focused on too Much? Diagnosed late in my life (Late 20's) my life has been a huge battle with everything. I could never focus, I always felt stupid inside. Capable of being number 1 in anything? No, not unless it was something I created that didn't have to do with a test sport etc. My mind has the capability to achieve so many things but at the same time my mind is distracted by every little thing. Someone encounters something.. 2 seconds later it's over in their head. With me, that same encounter could live in my head forever.. The most random things too. It's like, starting to feel crazy, everything is right in my hands, but my racing thoughts are thinking about anything. How's my best friend from 4th grade doing now? Why are we not still friends? Should I learn a new hobby? I already have hobbies, I just never finish anything.. Why didn't I finish that song on guitar? Is my job even at my level for my age? I should've finished college.. What if I did? Where whould I be? I need to quit smoking, but it gives me something to do.. I don't need my medicine.. But when I don't take it people can read right into what mood I'm in and I'm highly irritable. I'm a puzzle piece that never fits in. I'm unique at times, but never want to proceed with what tasks I'm given.. Why do I put everything off to last minute? Why can't I just relax? I could've went to the gym more.. Why did I waste that money on the gym membership?",0.7563945578231284,3.175691068027213,2.4052040816326543,92.36420068027212,87.29931972789116,4.899319727891157,20.07142857142857,6.42735559955562,0.22165714285714253,1130,35,234,12,36,369,163,294,0.111,0.821,0.068,-0.8899,1,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,1,3,12,9,2,1,9,0,29,6,3,1,4,43,46,12,0,7,13,0,3,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,17,7,0,0,5,7,1,2,13,3,0,1,10,4,33,5,34,31,8,46,0,0,0,0,5,24,0,5,21,158,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686483115876873,0.0,0.08057824792221531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907204966625556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162711386199123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319554581709232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829008609089583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800167607846303,0.06396159728886984,0.0,0.08159148200535525,0.0,0.26109938018744266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896497686587858,0.0,0.09298113677698076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496359637455597,0.0,0.0,0.0928973027989535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877059519972853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231628196654384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609829250176694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893714323244143,0.21847841929582754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680125007098973,0.047310903573092034,0.09705865129433924,0.08551108056179382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818008544994702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556064208370952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118819820577611,0.14361057122488374,0.29875446686869894,0.09352822303892544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713633795885393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735047648938316,0.0,0.1030007620418898,0.0968657377259714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540086168297935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205182084600088,0.22365540767001368,0.0,0.0,0.06854351887800031,0.0,0.07733617500725577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281127591480697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300764527684613,0.06205086162334361,0.0,0.0768797709886506,0.11293581924668995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571184647477502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977121596231097,0.4369130740971015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rayychiee,2019/10/07,"I stopped taking my prescription for adderall that I’ve been on for 5 years and now my body hates me. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 19 and was given a prescription for adderall. I was on 15mg of XR once a day and 10mg of IR twice a day (35mg a day all together). Two months ago I stopped taking my meds without tapering off of them. I didn’t ease myself off because I have a heart condition and they were causing me to have really scary symptoms and blood clots. I know that amphetamines alter your brain chemistry by acting on neurotransmitters, and that you go through withdrawal when you stop taking them but it’s been two months!! I’m going crazy lol. I’m exhausted literally all the time and have no energy or motivation to do anything. I’ve been coming home from work, sleeping 10 hours at least, and dragging myself to work again. I’ve gained almost 30 pounds in two months even though I haven’t changed my diet. I am irritable and feel like shit. How long is this going to last?? Do I need to seek professional help to try to stabilize my neurotransmitters or something? I don’t feel depressed at all, I’m not sad, I’m just so unmotivated. Does anyone else have experience with this?",3.7801873327386235,5.5358902033898305,4.954210526315791,81.66661462979485,72.81355932203391,8.358251561106156,26.827832292595897,8.99025400887824,2.077562711864408,952,34,190,20,19,314,140,236,0.151,0.7440000000000001,0.105,-0.9059,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,3,4,9,6,2,0,6,1,19,10,6,3,3,33,36,17,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,13,1,3,4,0,0,5,6,5,0,4,10,2,27,1,27,26,4,32,0,2,0,0,7,8,1,3,20,116,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800265076461577,0.0,0.12200385231968318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519244762490928,0.12483814007161086,0.10026286370227623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427173690007972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533532229083148,0.0,0.13601227680273786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516190058835705,0.1288891828503287,0.10495324640946004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357276341928813,0.0,0.10493948847394004,0.12366370956505175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066218620374125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178059470508777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047330819440847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119181621589629,0.0,0.0,0.12321060889908718,0.08704158722509135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077312124522588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029048582606312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437943883295076,0.08166590823270548,0.0,0.12221414404318752,0.0,0.11998657089824692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695935977832765,0.09931479707489753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952423150095236,0.0,0.0,0.10782341000987596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533532229083148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917514490467037,0.0,0.0,0.09034184767119753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297542325566946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805298713310535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506566835951247,0.0,0.0,0.12192668428935445,0.0,0.0,0.09379737901942097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305587810881898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663705410428136,0.2748226042694518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970589809071396,0.0,0.07104512217996453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272047541665943,0.0,0.35705610008635896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174481530395492,0.0,0.17740004041731522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846012419561793 adhd,NarfoOnTheNet,2019/10/07,"Anyone here get diagnosed more than once? Just wondering, 'cause I was diagnosed back in middle school, and then again when I was 25, and a third time (sort of) when I was 30",2.938137254901964,4.935020852941179,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,75.76470588235293,8.062745098039215,20.15686274509804,8.841846274778883,1.0825803921568635,135,3,29,3,3,42,27,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,3,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188962748178612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407210049086255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215951008772769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6354911992464677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355901894330055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333947895659036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168297336553371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254567186102252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394962512428865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawaynarcacc,2019/10/07,"What helps you start a task when you just feel like you can't get it started? Midterms are coming up quick and I've been trying for the last 5 days to study for 3 different tests. I feel like I've tried everything, setting alarms to study, only focusing on one at a time, breaking everything down to make it easier, but no matter what I try I just get back in bed and freak out about how much I have to do instead of just doing it. What's something that helps you start tasks that seem impossible, and how do you stay focused on them long enough to finish?",6.284808259587022,5.471150946902657,6.165619469026549,84.40235250737464,66.0796460176991,9.657227138643067,29.45280235988201,8.841846274778883,1.929597050147492,439,12,95,6,6,138,78,113,0.071,0.7929999999999999,0.135,0.6497,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,1,0,10,4,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,16,17,7,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,10,2,16,16,2,22,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,13,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260819312579612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975837747934327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960711286234978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937674509242277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163096715938213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333610848581495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754948169174385,0.2649869960964625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379161506729134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486214279400887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117560802717322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812139208766737,0.0,0.0,0.16412730074364915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379677217287663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633530056221005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567328964928834,0.14105157820257974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883688519054668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427770707110496,0.0,0.0,0.3938111154665574,0.197676932531964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814390059943672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777478845769437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SisyphusTheWanderer,2019/10/07,"Having trouble focusing on the only thing I need to I need to study for a single professional exam, but it seems to be the only thing I CAN'T focus on. The test is tomorrow and for some reason every time I've sat down to study for it. I can't do it. I thought maybe it's my ability to focus in general, but I seem to be able to study and absorb just about everything else. Writing, cooking, exercising, doing math that is irrelevant to my exam, studying other languages (my Farsi and Mandarin is pretty good now). Why can't I just focus on the only thing that I need to?!? This is my only chance to take it, and I felt great this morning, tried to take a mindful walk, but now I'm so concerned. 😭😵",4.333395493395493,4.581810482517483,6.202470862470863,78.89379176379177,70.04895104895104,8.593317793317793,28.47630147630148,8.515128840125781,2.0270767676767667,541,18,108,8,9,189,80,143,0.013000000000000001,0.847,0.14,0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,1,0,21,23,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,4,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,13,2,20,18,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,78,26,5,0.16626420142191736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889240573166758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008476061417235,0.0,0.14942754346042322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963970707361408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945452380109746,0.0,0.1833068690318575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703473775588942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787944684012612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36984839588491547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058056693329006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915046590546573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709472903253744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027213690556376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500199752682205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313756426625206,0.0,0.0,0.1319952040374833,0.09694999291040957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288247889666515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002758104106365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wierd_and_unusual,2019/10/07,"Medication Tolerance? Does anyone else find that over time medication does not work as well as it did when commencing initial treatment? If so, how did you respond to this? Taking higher doses or having more break days? To me, it feels like the ADHD is subtly sneaking back, its turning me into this inattentive idiot again 😖",5.565000000000001,8.107897913793106,6.023655172413792,72.53686206896553,69.86206896551724,8.088275862068969,28.84137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.7700372413793106,261,10,39,5,5,84,50,58,0.095,0.831,0.07400000000000001,-0.3343,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,7,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,2,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908169374334702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920037029884252,0.2479405172220842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607024355777424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560592286721421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235224844838823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202146021078774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223540421227193,0.1728729388634013,0.0,0.0,0.22116837916050736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822083168755412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875454928365066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819413485008164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110242534294493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632083751089222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757207414694274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616674580002908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xRealVengeancex,2019/10/07,"How have you/did you keep up with college level biology? Seems impossible for me. Literally tried by myself, with other people, had people quiz me, and I still probably got a solid 30 on that bitch. If anyone has any secret tips for remembering so much shit from 5 chapters I would be eternally grateful.",5.923928571428572,7.495174964285718,7.359285714285718,67.2357142857143,67.21428571428571,9.885714285714286,30.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,3.3461571428571446,242,9,39,6,4,83,50,56,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.6222,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,8,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,2,28,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071633884940579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300904945911894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436457816831409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707750779458564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239430113750599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42239343245463945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284498650313522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450939724972809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773297916595239,0.0,0.0,0.3127051737558001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432832457606473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682830850087114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640515666053944,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cakewitch96,2019/10/07,"I Forgot to Refill my Meds and my Pharmacy is Closed.... I feel like there's static everywhere in my head. I can't keep thoughts for more than two seconds. Eight questions just popped into my head and just as quickly vanished. I haven't skipped a day on my meds since I started them 6 months ago and the change is... it's kinda scary honestly. I know that today isn't an equal comparison to how I was before I started my meds. I know that today I'm most likely a lot worse than I was before. But I also feel like half of that is because I've forgotten how to manage my symptoms since the meds helped me do it so much more effectively. I've forgotten how much self control it takes to make my brain function anywhere near normal. I feel like an old person who got used to walking with a cane, and then someone just randomly kicked it out from under me. I understand now why I didn't do well in school. Why I felt like an air head. Why I couldn't follow basic instructions. Frankly, it's kind of refreshing to have this comparison. It reminds me that it's not just all in my head (I mean... it is but.... you know). I'm not crazy and this is a *real* thing that I deal with. It's super easy to forget that when you're doing well. When the meds are working and you stop being able to relate to some of the posts on here as much and you think that maybe you were misdiagnosed. It's good to be reminded that no. My brain is different and it's because I'm treating it correctly. Definitely getting my refill tomorrow.",2.4047943057063605,4.254593957654723,3.8346724574737614,87.821761370491,76.85016286644952,6.893425021112317,24.07395343225962,7.793537801064563,1.177396284232115,1183,39,247,18,27,390,159,307,0.067,0.83,0.10300000000000001,0.9121,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,1,4,17,12,0,0,11,0,21,7,6,7,2,54,45,20,0,2,8,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,24,13,0,4,13,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,8,4,37,12,30,34,10,29,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,6,20,168,61,4,0.0877254524891551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777633205807151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015401266124431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069532431983541,0.0,0.14929579756678174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958612350538616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280189675363268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839155441321948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657565950989365,0.0904410895046265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916544264403856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306987390031555,0.18801324235987987,0.08423019157762524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045832928191056985,0.0,0.0,0.07357994744200086,0.07016205822817477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36012649219011594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880052163030566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797441291342627,0.0,0.09135255921111768,0.14463484340777305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429112451218493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458104261441159,0.0,0.0,0.058557420735813485,0.0,0.08813200812758445,0.09555873535833437,0.4872160071391637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002161922720751,0.0,0.1934649041983842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595231756219375,0.0,0.0,0.09205310537788296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659848138508847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401673392977503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982725837008147,0.0,0.0,0.09985077047836713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878284135741066,0.0,0.0,0.09151677915646976,0.0,0.0,0.1451348016576833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432949121420772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418505358449998,0.0,0.0,0.07334240636667001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118033461207364,0.06595862270457678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828089259512341,0.056210927756530485,0.0,0.06964421024825708,0.0,0.0,0.16630694298359125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569502007510663,0.09132528984545814,0.0,0.07576662467819191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775143438211905,0.0,0.2374757281505653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386517421720145,0.0,0.08939973068152647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itspobjoi,2019/10/07,"Is there anyone here who got diagnosed as an adult? Hopefully, I've understood the rules , I tried my best. It's been a wild and interesting year for me , after many awful majorly depressive years. I found out that I am dyslexic just before I turned 24 in February. I've been going through the diagnostic hoops of self reported questionnaires (provided by medical professionals not online) and then an assessment where the psychiatrist said it was likely to be inattentive ADHD but they needed more information about my childhood first. Which they want to attain from my parents. The only issue is, my mother has told me she doesn't remember much of my childhood in regards to my assessment, my father hasn't been straight in the head since his brother died and I faked my way through most of early school by forging my parents signature to say they are aware I'm late to class and I forget homework along with everything else. I want to know if others, especially in the UK, got diagnosed as an adult and what the process was like? I'm about 6 months in and I don't know if it's more trouble than it's worth. Not really after medication, just want to know why my brain works the way it does. The psychiatrist also wanted more information to rule out autism, so it's all a wonderful journey of self discovery, I just wanted to hear other people's experiences with diagnosis. (I also realised posting this at 1 am isn't ideal for my target audience but I'm posting this anyway because I'll probably forget tomorrow)",6.3219620606286,7.560538402826857,7.105873163474055,70.6461707271713,66.03180212014135,10.763548447089457,33.269295145992196,10.771109862388434,3.943032508833924,1220,52,206,34,19,405,167,283,0.083,0.84,0.077,-0.5945,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,5,12,9,0,0,14,1,16,6,2,0,1,41,39,16,1,10,9,5,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,4,14,11,0,0,9,0,1,2,6,3,0,1,11,3,28,6,38,27,8,28,0,1,0,0,21,10,0,5,14,141,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773165401965073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329744426677094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013373315757527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986149255982202,0.0,0.09751950421532354,0.0,0.12026975497615805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793588867703892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870819775113973,0.23264115493412085,0.11894078664426057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029067223057048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573687860955513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299862338645377,0.11210463518784963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748204507587736,0.0,0.12565729491349156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513205497761246,0.0,0.18331846561394824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761669633558973,0.0,0.12916695928135574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382756219847412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961672882086595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894996980846399,0.0,0.1292782258481263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197938353663152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619039813172972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309028068681857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147576425702117,0.0,0.08424707570687978,0.08497736261928142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716145369837867,0.0,0.0,0.2545082056014467,0.0,0.0,0.07945193570362495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195177726943712,0.0,0.12356242097176888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341821273423686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982391300559307,0.0,0.10901458231952638,0.09113764571457683,0.0,0.11598529648002395,0.0,0.0,0.2391137882291717,0.0,0.0,0.09480155592266808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950896721602232,0.0,0.07780854627973148,0.12465616746916562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379818386437269,0.1819345319449157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034122221337454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428307438183388,0.08343302661953156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476023481209038 adhd,stickynoteslove,2019/03/30,"Concerta to Vyvanse... antisocial. Has anyone gone from Concerta to Vyvanse and noticed a personality change (negative)? I like the Vyvanse for the mere fact it lasts longer than Concerta, but other than that, I would say they are comparable in treating my ADHD. I'm becoming a bit antisocial on Vyvanse. Someone at work even commented on me being overly quiet the other day. Obviously these meds can't work miracles, but I might have to go back to Concerta - no point being hyper focused, sitting in my house by myself all day ;)",4.8369030732860505,7.638045999999999,6.685460992907803,65.73388888888888,73.04255319148936,9.709692671394802,33.84869976359338,9.994966539143718,4.426098345153665,420,22,62,13,9,145,69,94,0.03,0.8909999999999999,0.08,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,3,8,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,15,6,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687380483115139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635463906946145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194374765054274,0.0,0.0,0.24696177423461846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412627881673601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365517393425451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884223519061441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769355040555648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708379538304612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580181088252745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822735428294245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092454788151579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483824101791057,0.0,0.0,0.23721688782409145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545836291875515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952492851600144,0.0,0.0,0.2113855223798965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778251572695641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189465636438934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325584251464177,0.0,0.0,0.15884747736467764,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vigilantix,2019/03/30,"Why do I feel happy and full of energy and hope at 2 am when I should be sleeping? Hi guys! I've been a lurker here from some time and I don't know for sure fi I have ADHD, but I can relate to your stories. I am writing this to see if there are other people feeling better when the day is over. I wonder if it is because social pressure is gone and everybody is sleeping not judging you? Or because my sleeping schedule is messed up.",1.1198412698412668,3.112428065934065,3.265421245421248,89.66013431013431,81.52747252747254,4.923565323565324,23.2979242979243,5.82211442006289,0.4717316239316242,338,12,69,2,9,115,69,91,0.081,0.787,0.132,0.5749,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,15,3,3,0,1,18,22,10,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,10,4,8,18,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,6,5,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250921454711332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545492895760098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465517447187207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465037155375642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111380066800119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067320000792733,0.0,0.22225769186441452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073726457173797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474389972169514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447466483161555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637624317698138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6268134857536967,0.2128320992840161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677931909243773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174540500567838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839783343506966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264206441275809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aquatiks,2019/03/30,"ADHD and extreme stress issues Anybody here have experimented some stress in your life having ADHD. For myself i am so stressed in life it restrain me to think properly especially when i am in pressurized environment. Did you get rid of it when you got medicamented? Tell me your experience plz.",5.508461538461539,8.492039076923081,6.392923076923079,67.7520769230769,71.69230769230771,9.544615384615383,31.55384615384615,9.888512548439397,3.8856107692307695,240,11,37,7,5,79,40,52,0.155,0.802,0.043,-0.8083,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661594137603364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794235347782029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132630409304097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511254306481032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024242886646393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739728959344168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6664771766683921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951321017166074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426972886103994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,david234123,2019/03/30,"Switching hobbies all the time So I'm 17 years old with ADHD. As the title says I switch hobbies way to often. I have often get interested in one thing in a really (obsessive way to the point where it's the only thing I think about) for couple of weeks or months in rare cases and I end up wasting money on different gear such as kiteboarding,surfboard,mtb,computers,golf,tennis etc. The list goes on. Right now I have been rock climbing since November, but I'm starting to get bored of it. The last week I have been obsessed by triathlon, since then I have swam 4k and ran 50k and biked 200k and now I think I have strained my back. I had decided to buy a triathlon bike, but then I started to think that it's wasteful and that I'm not going to stick to the sport. When I get intrested to something it usually ends up with me doing to much and if it's a sport I will train to much and get injured. What should I do I want to keep a hobby because if I jump around I waste money and I never get great at it. I sometimes try to force myself into not giving up a hobby but then I just end up not enjoying it and it becomes frustrating. Thanks for any tips or answers.",2.7749268399213776,4.166106763485477,4.045638785761081,88.64932299628741,74.72614107883817,7.0653854553395945,25.13234330639877,7.669130373188453,1.1779576763485484,914,30,195,12,19,300,137,241,0.138,0.831,0.031,-0.9769,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,1,3,12,0,12,1,0,0,2,36,31,23,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,13,13,0,1,5,5,3,5,4,5,0,1,4,1,23,4,34,25,4,43,0,0,0,0,2,15,0,6,21,132,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215808142574875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175614553118193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201151529870258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375184462099303,0.0,0.08225128551366748,0.14901815260994755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492960444425929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097177742910372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35852034799215343,0.0,0.15048117160250235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524733939651173,0.1294359075848324,0.07668309184016002,0.0,0.0,0.14875937235226253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993083159541855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998490234487268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769880413079393,0.0,0.1983762448740841,0.0,0.10406533451208126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158497725616398,0.0,0.09143118172179864,0.1026193594102324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755123796452414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643878274338257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522837586351825,0.0,0.10730072095574232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322883630515872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038747082559718,0.13344793824134416,0.0,0.191006462140944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422422227659068,0.0,0.0,0.17928127071163574,0.2593705957648795,0.0,0.0,0.07867801229206718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160773297217266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860490472452942,0.0,0.07958444542224738,0.2142002494290088,0.21646333493445388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688966147827698 adhd,Cat_Lady-in-training,2019/03/30,"Skipped Adderall today, first day I've had heart palpitations. Any idea why? I'm hoping someone with more experience can give me some info. I've been taking generic IR Adderall for a couple months now. I'm only taking 3.75mg twice a day. Unfortunately I'm naturally very sensitive to stimulants. I stopped taking caffeine while on Adderall for this reason. Today was one of maybe 3 days I skipped taking any Adderall. I've been experiencing infrequent heart palpitations(several minutes inbetween) for the past hour. I believe they finally stopped. They were actually on the more mild side as far as heart palpitations go. &#x200B; What is going on here? Did the Adderall build up in my system over time? or is it more likely it happened because I skipped? Any info is appreciated. &#x200B; Some background info here: I've tried taking Adderall back a couple years ago, but stopped due to heart palpitations, shortness of breath, and chest tightness. I was abnormally stressed at the time and on a higher dose. Also, found out that the chest tightness was due to silent reflux. After trying a slew of many other medications, oddly Adderall seemed to have the least symptoms. It's the only drug that has managed to make me a functioning human being that can work. I'm not ready to throw in the towel yet. &#x200B; Another note: I've had and EKG and Holter monitor test in the past with no abnormalities found. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.335999999999999,8.345796874509809,5.648392156862746,72.73376470588234,72.41176470588233,7.374117647058822,31.37647058823529,8.364918446050245,2.8751458823529403,1173,54,179,21,25,373,148,255,0.068,0.9159999999999999,0.017,-0.8866,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,1,15,0,17,11,7,3,0,28,35,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,7,0,5,8,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,11,3,10,2,28,23,6,43,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,5,26,103,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.06153005406506105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589215466997381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042298730429949,0.0,0.4099035415284632,0.4596934574927468,0.12863339728456846,0.06611594665105029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848340918884681,0.0,0.03843616223340781,0.0,0.0,0.07103847124919142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395325787108345,0.0,0.12199075945839732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312077460524641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167735310704281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907083017420991,0.0,0.0536323454036199,0.0,0.1382674201805927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048561443981704,0.07166827217643766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055757035504790914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988696247466225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262526732516488,0.062093920209241225,0.0,0.0,0.07117849302929402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03080422128632182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042087971454918584,0.06392524449332758,0.06334461791056713,0.0,0.0,0.06351866686311626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032782991856525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042725942967387284,0.09590839394053396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038131451338747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482837602518897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740054348520397,0.0,0.0712312730477541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053424100057209184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814390730366734,0.07222631948259921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553559347698218,0.2370378164469035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353273145274901,0.0,0.11953261911290568,0.0,0.0,0.0856168913194201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202483937042402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689499037608268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045902903434628786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596934574927468,0.04060368302000568 adhd,Mohamed_Rafeek,2019/03/30,ADHD and Hyperthyroidism ... Anyone here has Hyperthyroidism ?,13.962857142857144,17.744623142857144,11.060714285714283,21.996785714285718,103.28571428571428,12.82857142857143,32.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,7.543057142857144,50,2,3,2,2,15,6,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8643511947502318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028886677325775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bdangerfield,2019/03/30,"Happier without stimulant medication? If so, did it come at a price? Are you a married, adult, parent that’s been on stimulants like Adderall or Ritalin to treat your ADHD? Are you happier or is your life better without them? Even if life without them has been a net positive, do you still miss certain aspects of being medicated? I’m an attorney that reviews legal documents all day. I got back on Adderall because I kept missing tiny but important details in our documents. I have a moderate case of ADHD but my main issues are impulsiveness and emotional issues, but Adderall definitely helps me focus on stuff that would otherwise put me to sleep or make me want to jump out the window. It does, mainly, help me keep the majority of my thoughts that I shouldn’t share to myself. I find myself battling cravings (I’m an alcoholic, too) and I’m tired of the roller coaster but also I’m seriously concerned about my job and relationships without Adderall. Any feedback would be appreciated. Thanks!",5.499079189686924,7.832959276243094,6.587823204419893,69.32324493554329,69.49723756906077,9.688545119705342,35.823572744014726,10.047579312681364,4.31746379373849,803,43,125,22,15,268,119,181,0.057999999999999996,0.7240000000000001,0.218,0.9818,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,5,2,1,7,10,1,0,9,0,15,8,1,3,2,31,29,14,0,6,13,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,1,7,5,1,2,2,1,1,3,5,4,0,0,6,0,22,6,19,18,4,12,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,5,4,93,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214419437337207,0.0,0.0,0.14291981205128507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694616133435804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094296599260927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283235441522487,0.0,0.08152234183350512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118275892890492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519906208520232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624666473120138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703057241858356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043152593570394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832932704836925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222945870553673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695842638472837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792767037627507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791648302558156,0.13270927973925845,0.11886795675763175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891902126166726,0.06533514564666287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926775714991747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694436786575293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849457244780914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443851374302107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435790992412312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382949221498475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679927619747714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530921888128046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312329769910725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616899394164957,0.0,0.15370630932915536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887913634206123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156550192267647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000004726577654,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThatOneClassyRetard,2019/03/30,"Today i was 30 minutes late to work because I woke up and thought i started at the wrong time I've been working at the same time every Saturday for the past 6 months. Luckily me and my boss laughed it off.. it was an awkward conversation",5.017500000000002,5.379407416666666,5.891666666666668,81.32000000000002,68.58333333333334,8.9,36.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.122908333333333,188,10,38,3,3,62,38,48,0.094,0.78,0.126,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,5,1,6,1,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716765918968625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25869295676422804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34635250449981275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507499111779416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293102738910602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732324416427148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437540633359911,0.3580729297648873,0.0,0.2910363472335583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470549860673715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356981120238966,0.0,0.0 adhd,AudioLover,2019/03/30,"ADHD meds heart rate increase Hello, I have just started taking an ADHD med (Vyvanse (lisdexamfetamine dimesylate, aka Vyvanse) and was hoping for any insight you could all share on some of the physical effects of the drug. &#x200B; I know that a common side effect of stimulants is a slightly elevated heart rate, and indeed having taken the drug mine is a bit higher than usual - in the 70s rather than the 60s. No irregular beats or tachycardia or whatever, but more than usual. &#x200B; My question for you is: &#x200B; Is the increase in resting heart beat when you first start taking the drug (this is my first day), pretty much the same as the increase in heart rate you'd expect when taking the med longer term? i.e. in your experience is your heart rate quite a bit faster for the first few days/weeks/months, but then settles down to just a little bit faster? Or is the resting heart beat increase you experience when taking the med for the first time, basically the same as the resting heart increase you can expect to have permanently if taking the med long-term? &#x200B; Basically: does the 'increased heart rate' side effect lessen in magnitude after your body gets used to it? &#x200B; Thank you all for taking a look at this!",7.601847619047617,8.569278813333334,6.830746031746031,74.71450000000002,63.0888888888889,8.91746031746032,32.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.6933428571428566,1003,36,165,14,14,308,114,225,0.006999999999999999,0.871,0.122,0.9771,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,10,0,11,6,3,0,0,25,0,14,12,9,5,2,28,29,14,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,2,1,15,3,25,25,21,36,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,7,19,113,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668981319734308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30808507381919376,0.345507365605474,0.0386725418865678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625707631102364,0.06316810266020151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540488365183354,0.0,0.0,0.03667548906053068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976602274258888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978482766182075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125664431647052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348932714647504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029711453141597836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391157347450293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648326931221818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03125344988242819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699719425670045,0.0,0.050326848286068385,0.04775523185217622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158405133010076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045391907972703385,0.0,0.041804903610439564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785572672206735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370575437726947,0.060486668260886625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050365852868707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565482859313034,0.0,0.0,0.05235689022797033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0331604897775796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049116140025772456,0.12526527502303975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345507365605474,0.0 adhd,linderlou5,2019/03/30,Raise your hand if you've ever gotten in your car to go to the grocery store on a Saturday and then driven to work instead I'd love to know how much gas I've wasted in my life going to the wrong place at the wrong time...,7.4491836734693875,3.751025857142857,7.932346938775513,81.82872448979593,65.93877551020408,10.616326530612248,30.62244897959184,7.1686216300943375,1.6742571428571418,173,3,41,1,2,58,38,49,0.165,0.7040000000000001,0.13,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,9,4,1,13,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,23,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261924864968434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425671538989989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563286543734362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287656187630216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720109925364549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155205266546035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148823255238114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757395411331634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941127513984093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6590325854019247,0.0,0.0 adhd,topdogfish,2019/03/30,"letting go of apologies i'll never get i was recently diagnosed with adhd. i'm 24 years old, so the diagnosis came a bit late, to say the least, but i can say that i'm at least glad it happened sooner rather than later. at no point throughout my life had anyone guessed i might have had it. i grew up being told that i was just a lazy underachiever, that i just wasn't trying hard enough, that i needed to apply myself. i became used to the people who loved me mourning the loss of my potential, getting frustrated with me for not achieving what they knew i was capable of, and even debating whether there might have been something seriously wrong with me - an experience i'm sure most of you can relate to. i was even told that i was 'stupid' and publicly ridiculed on more than one occasion by some of my classmates and even my teachers, but things like that didn't hurt anywhere near as badly as when they came from the people i was closest to. at no point was i ever angry with my loved ones for talking about me the way that they did. i knew that they were only concerned, only loving, even when their tone would shift and they would become angry, or yell at and insult me. it hurt, but i knew they were only frustrated because they loved me - because they wanted me to be happy, to succeed. i'd just come to accept their labels as a part of my personality, used them as an explanation for my behavior. of course i was lazy, forgetful, absent-minded - why else would i have had so much trouble focusing in class, finishing my homework, or doing chores around the house? i didn't *want* to be this way, of course, and constantly fantasized about being someone who could function properly, the way everyone else seemed to be able to - but i couldn't. no matter what was at stake, no matter how much i wanted to, i couldn't seem to do what i needed to. i chalked this seeming inability up to just not trying hard enough, just not *caring* enough. and so did everyone else. those thoughts stick with you. they're so much worse than they seem. they follow you through every repeated failure, every mistake you make. those thoughts are there when you fall the hardest, and they're constant, destructive, insidious. they dismantle your self worth, tell you that there isn't any point in trying when you know you'll just fail again, because you *always* do, it always goes this way. you tell yourself this time it'll be different, that this time you'll do better, but then you don't, and suddenly you realize it's not because you don't care enough, or because you aren't trying hard enough - it's because *you aren't enough*. it's hard to unlearn that. i don't know if i ever really will, but i know that all anyone can do is try. getting diagnosed, i feel like i have reason to hope again, because now i know i'm not alone, and i'm not out of my mind. coming to terms with everything i've learned and trying to make sense of it has been cathartic, but in a lot of ways it's been painful, too. i find myself mourning the person i could have been, had i known sooner - sort of dreaming about another version of me that doesn't exist. despite all that, i'm trying my hardest not to focus on what-ifs. in a different way, the most painful part of this has been the way my family has responded to my diagnosis. i remember toying with the idea that maybe i had ADHD, years ago, when my understanding of it was confined to just having trouble focusing, and my parents brushing it aside. they've always been adamant about this sort of thing. they don't want me making some disorder a part of my identity. they're the sort who tend to say things like ""well, everyone has ADHD"" or ""who cares? it doesn't change anything"". any mention i made of it was met with resistance. i eventually dropped the topic entirely. my hope when i was finally diagnosed was that, with the diagnosis, my parents would finally listen, or at least acknowledge that there was more to what i'd struggled with my entire life than laziness or lack of caring. i wouldn't be writing this if that were the case, though. i've been struggling so much to even allow myself to accept that i actually have ADHD, that it's not something that i've just made up to make myself feel better. repeated conversations with the people closest to me have far from helped. i'll do something like mention how, as a child, even when i finished my homework, i would neglect to bring it to school, and be met with ""well, that's not ADHD, that's just fear"". every time i try to talk about how good it feels to have finally been diagnosed, to make sense of everything i've been through, they'll say ""well, everyone works differently. don't go making it into your gospel/identity"" or ""yeah, good for you, i'm glad you can learn how to cope so you can finally move past this and stop talking about it"" as if it's something that's just going to go away and not something that's objectively a part of me. probably the worst part is that since i was told medication would benefit me, my parents continually insist that the only reason it would help is because ""it's basically speed"". my dad keeps making comments about how he should ""get on drugs"" so that he can perform better at work and says ""all the college kids do it for a reason"". i remember the first thing he said when i got diagnosed was ""so what medication are they going to put you on? adderall? yeah, that'll turn you into a zombie"". even my grandmother scoffed and told me my struggles were just the result of me not trusting in god enough. i never thought the hardest part of this would be the outright resistance and judgement from my loved ones. in retrospect i feel pretty naive for hoping i'd get some kind of apology. thankfully, i have people in my life who have been understanding and supportive. i'm doing all i can to focus on their voices instead, and frankly a bit of opposition isn't going to be enough to stop me from getting the help i need. i've struggled for way too long to give up now. 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There was a thread the other day complaining about people who do things slowly, does anyone have the opposite problem? All of my life I've had trouble getting things done, or done quickly. An example from my childhood is Christmas-apparently I used to take an entire day to open my presents. I would open them one at a time and rather than go to the next or whatever I would sit and play with the one toy for a few hours before I could be corralled to open the next. A more recent example is the last job I had got tired of me staying 10 hours to repair a freezer and let me go. As a merchandiser thank God I wasn't ever shadowed or anything because I had to clock out at 12 hours and finish the rest of my work off the clock. 14 hour days were pretty common for me. I could have left it of course but stupid me built a reputation for perfect work. Leaving the house takes forever, getting anything done takes forever. Beside losing track of time, it feels like the problem is in the organization and streamlining of tasks, figuring out what's important and what's not, knowing where to put the most focus and what isnt priority. Not diagnosed, so maybe not an ADHD thing, just putting together the problems in my head .",8.019567901234566,6.862422695473253,7.895154320987654,74.52569444444445,62.78600823045268,11.062962962962963,36.29938271604939,10.125756701596842,3.4824049382716047,997,39,189,18,12,321,145,243,0.091,0.838,0.071,-0.7105,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,8,11,1,0,23,0,23,4,1,1,3,37,37,13,0,8,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,13,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,7,0,2,11,1,18,4,29,20,5,39,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,4,22,132,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482568544251352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680679835278283,0.0,0.15724964135604969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824292045511996,0.0,0.08130116490099643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256870327951266,0.0,0.0,0.18485451425271388,0.0,0.0,0.0969754566137612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361146364163087,0.3910999780206312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642529231027245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048310070511685635,0.06825686933723693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497538650177952,0.0,0.10860005872022403,0.0,0.0764155074525868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805601967352534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763675710942856,0.11024529793451596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481297825442464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250865037048447,0.07788135928248945,0.0,0.10116762164051854,0.1038091650472568,0.09770052340456638,0.06748576697093951,0.046678120442049255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068896360579643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598709464854974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032249008799647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294865851854792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623838972849055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720290520910976,0.0,0.2742689840299522,0.0,0.19209682857322466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433847291535596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183751469757647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28734970165512874,0.0,0.0,0.08796435765678534,0.0,0.0,0.2539015584726766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142530315182413,0.10981412145877197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251960131963104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391147813960665,0.0,0.0,0.1357438634671501,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,No_DNA4,2019/03/30,People who have ADHD. Are you for or against meds? I mainly want answers from people who were medicated as children. But if you started when you were an adult I would still like your input.,2.6950000000000003,5.411099611111113,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,80.66666666666667,4.711111111111111,22.88888888888889,5.985473137389443,0.5161888888888888,150,5,27,1,4,47,30,36,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42906660495006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744211026159902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965668357512443,0.3596583665590654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950230584495998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526993829532433,0.0,0.28511526726664776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057863724043094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361554958804705,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProofCollege,2019/03/30,"Extreme brain fog and slow reaction time on new medication Focalina Has anyone else taking focalin / ritalin before? I recently switched from vyvanse due to costs. Has anyone had problems with being unable to focus on what you are reading. I feel like it is taking me forever to read a single sentence on this stuff. I've tried excercising today on it but it just makes me feel even more fatigued, I eat fine and drink water and sleep fine. Tl;dr Focalin making me feel like I am stoned or walking through mud, cant even focus on anything, zoning out../",4.6004901960784315,7.010262382352941,5.373137254901959,76.72578431372551,72.23529411764707,7.2784313725490195,29.96078431372549,8.167268648758528,2.519737254901962,441,19,70,7,9,143,76,102,0.051,0.84,0.10800000000000001,0.6061,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,2,0,14,15,5,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,3,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,4,12,13,2,13,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499824403402015,0.18315791935005116,0.1471019793570505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152109247154228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955220104178573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751140439185912,0.0,0.1829132857274152,0.1493287383623398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361349453564169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711550983721554,0.2554084193168645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746635184787487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864369469431876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007911546067387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726448585769024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104653924435834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576112332143328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650121139480068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888633870128576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046342752051641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26880639928086664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423478554701417,0.0,0.16944096422030647,0.0,0.0,0.1213644336279873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JohnGoesDerp,2019/03/30,So hey Tell me some stuff about ADHD i might not know and wanna see if its true,-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,87.88888888888891,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.276866666666667,62,0,16,0,2,20,18,18,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087108119383865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262842334288525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490424648414792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373063250059274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845643400968314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699730188224513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MilesSand,2019/03/30,"Reminder: Taxes are almost due! 2 weeks left. If you haven't done them already, get them done now. Ok so it's Saturday. Find all your documents and put them in a bag in your car or somewhere you'll have them with you and get it done at the first opportunity. ADHD tax (pun not intended) note: I just found out that most/many tax preparers charge less in earlier months because they're less busy. Something to keep in mind next year.",1.66,4.237743529411766,2.579117647058826,91.71102941176471,84.29411764705883,6.223529411764706,21.44117647058824,7.554174236665415,0.8591411764705885,340,11,71,6,10,107,68,85,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.6476,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,4,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,1,15,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,10,2,8,6,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,8,41,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367797964454283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728710654287804,0.0,0.21741650891102546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010158525598172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6048597020909896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007274356147307,0.1675851419518794,0.0,0.2160223001987233,0.0,0.0,0.20586967418877594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512046049765986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406284555875832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997473929603652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893407223499787,0.0,0.15725951303378086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953304340208367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805955345309895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167564922096938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803758879309246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687444361173686 adhd,dontpanicorblink,2019/03/30,"Worried I might have ADHD but also worried I'm just overthinking. First attempt at writing this post: I got incredibly excited that I might actually have ADHD because it would explain so much of my life, all the feelings that I wasn't good enough or that I was lazy and incompetent, the constant restlessness and often lack of focus in class and working on homework. Abandoned the post out of disinterest, lack of excitement, and slowly doubting I did have ADHD. Second attempt at writing this post: Was continually looking into it more, got excited again I might have ADHD, but found myself writing a sentence, staring out the window for a minute, writing another few sentences, checked Facebook, and suddenly it's been three days later and haven't finished it. Okay maybe I really do have ADHD. Third attempt, here we go. So yes, I think I have ADHD. Problem is, I'm a psych major, and try as I might, I can't help but try to self-diagnosis myself. I definitely struggle with anxiety and some depression, and I've thought I might have GAD, but I don't have a general fear of everything or that constant, unexplained anxiety that you hear about with people with GAD. I find that I completely relate the most to the lack of emotional regulation that I hear about with people with ADHD. The simplest thing will happen, like me accidentally cutting someone off in traffic or thinking I was rude to a stranger, my brain will go nuts and start firing, anxiety will rage on inside for hours. I'll rewatch the situation over and over in my head, looking at it in every angle, seeing if there is any cause for my anxiety. Or, like two days ago, I went to go sit with friends in my college cafeteria, but seeing them with friends I had never met, I felt incredibly insecure, and without thinking, I found myself a dozen tables across from them, eating fast so I could leave as fast as possible. Went back to my room feeling insecure and incredibly upset that I don't have as many friends as them or that I don't belong anywhere and they have their friends but why do I have to be so clingy to them why can't I just be normal and have more friends like them. The next day, nothing. Completely fine. Confident. Happy. So, I completely relate to the lack of emotional regulation. I also completely relate to the restlessness. I am always shaking my leg or tapping a pencil or playing with random objects (I recently got into solving Rubik's cubes and those things are addictive. I might do a random sequence over and over again or solve one several times and find it calms me down). If I'm not doing any of that, I squirm in my seat in class every 3 minutes almost, but I can't help it. I was thinking the other day too that I was surprised I managed to listen to the entire class period completely attentive, typically I day dream and lose focus 3 times during an interesting class or pay attention for only 5 minutes out of the hour if it's beyond boring. Sure, I get distracted easily when working on homework, often looking up to see who just walked by or who made that noise or just dropped a pencil, that's why I listen to music *constantly* (because I love music but I also like drowning everything out). Sure, I need to be doing two different things at once, like solving a Rubik's cube to keep my hands busy while watching Parks and Rec, or listening to music and drinking coffee while writing and essay, but at least that latter part is normal, right? Thing is though, my homework has never been late,and I've never shown up late to class. Yes, I've forgotten to do a quiz or two, yes, I misread assignments sometimes and do them wrong, yes I skim read textbooks or don't read altogether, yes, I worry about forgetting my books or misplacing my keys or wallet so I make sure to leave everything in the exact same spot every night. But everyone does that, right? Sure, two weeks ago I left my jacket in a classroom and didn't notice for four hours and then also couldn't remember what classes I had that day or where I left it. Sure, weekends are often unproductive because I feel like I have a ton of time to work on stuff and end up finding myself going from reddit to Facebook to YouTube and reading up on random things and spending more time writing this post than working on a big project due soon, but isn't that typical for college students? Sure, I've probably spent 7 minutes on Duolingo, yes, I can't seem to work on the novel I've been trying to write for 3 years, yes, I put off calling places to see if they offer summer jobs, but the important stuff I finish almost weeks before it's due because I stress out about how much time it'll take (though usually it takes little time and my stress was for nothing). Yes, I interrupt people sometimes, and yes, as a kid I'd talk on and on about the most random things, but that's why I am so quiet now, I fear people don't care what I have to say or will leave me like most friends eventually do. Sure, I spend impulsively, and yes, sometimes the desire to order something on Amazon RIGHT NOW is so strong I've probably spent two hundred dollars or more a year on books I'll never finish. But I'm never late (the social anxiety would kill me, showing up late), I never forget to do assignments (I often stress about them weeks before they're due), sure, whenever I finish an essay I tend to skim over it, lacking focus to check for grammar, and yes, often my writing is decent, but it is usually unorganized with some grammar issues. But I love writing, I love the ""flow"" that comes from putting out my train of thought (ah, that might be the hyperfocus, and yeah, that's what's happening right now as I'm typing, I've written all this crap in the span of 30 minutes because it's interesting to me whereas I go between Netflix and homework every other five minutes). Sure, if I don't drink two cups of coffee a day I get restless and lack focus, sure I stay up later than I intend to but if I try to go to bed before I actually feel exhausted I'll have trouble sleeping. But that's normal for college students, right? &#x200B; &#x200B; TL;DR I'm worried I have ADHD but I'm also worried that I'm overthinking. There's things I completely relate to but I especially do not relate to late assignments or showing up late to places. Yes, I often make careless mistakes. Yes, the more I think about it, right now, showing up late to places, I show up late to things that aren't as important, like going to a friend's house, I'll misjudge how much time it takes to get there or misjudge how much time I've spent before leaving. But, I have a few friends I'm almost positive are ADHD, people who are much more impulsive, jittery, restless, interrupting, and talkative. Everyone I talk to thinks I'm just overreacting and overthinking, that I struggle with typical college student things, but I also think a diagnosis of ADHD would explain so much it's almost exciting and comforting to me to have this reassurance that I'm not actually lazy instead of it being worrisome that I have a disorder (well, I knew something was wrong with my brain). &#x200B; Anyways, obviously going to a psychiatrist in general is smart, and I'm planning on it, but I guess I'm worried it might turn out that I am really just lazy and incompetent as everyone has told me and that I just need to be a better person rather than take medication or get treatment. 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I'm a 33 year old female and was diagnosed at 23 with ADD. I always thought that I was an exraverted person, because I thought that meant that you strike up conversations easily and that you're not shy and that introverted meant the opposite: don't like socializing very much and being very shy. That's why I also always thought that my ADD was what made me feel drained after work or after spending too much time with other people (even if I really like them and enjoy hanging out with them), until I just found (literally an hour ago, some links below) that I was wrong! It really hit home and I became very emotional (was sobbing) while reading about what introvert versus extravert means. I've had a lot of fights with my boyfriend (together 9,5 years) about needing time alone (he is quite the opposite and would love to spend each minute together). Because I thought it had to do with my ADD, I always felt bad for 'being this way' and 'needing this to be a normal person', but now I just feel so happy that I found this out but also very sad at the same time. I don't know how I went 33 years before finding out what it really means, but I do remember people telling me that I was extraverted because I do most of the time have an upbeat personality, I'm a journalist so being shy and scared of people isn't going to work. So I guess that's where I got that from. After yet another fight about this, I started googling some different combinations of words and stumbled across these websites/articles and was just shocked. [There's this one here](https://introvertdear.com/what-is-an-introvert-definition/), [and also this one. ](https://introvertdear.com/news/introverts-happy-need/) Sharing this just in case someone else is dealing with this and also because you guys are such a supporting group of people, I wanna buy you all f*cking donuts (I just had one, so this is the treat that came to mind..) TL;DR Just found out that needing time alone isn’t necessarily part of my ADD, but it means I’m introverted and this has rocked my world. Hope to stop the fighting with boyfriend about needing time alone since this is more ‘normal’ and probably easier to understand. Some links above.",8.251191851626633,8.023756172494178,7.6102219519610825,73.72262389784132,61.86713286713287,10.724272828620657,33.803689064558625,10.176274734539398,3.2263474409648314,1854,65,336,35,23,579,195,429,0.11,0.765,0.126,0.8816,1,4,0,0,4,0,76.0,0,3,2,3,27,20,3,1,15,0,30,2,0,2,1,96,67,33,0,10,18,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,37,34,0,1,22,2,3,4,7,10,0,3,25,3,36,10,43,35,12,39,0,2,0,1,20,13,1,9,24,225,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308252022074619,0.0,0.0,0.2948174317991656,0.0,0.22763904057702636,0.17764224376383306,0.077106076275245,0.0,0.0,0.07462157374600653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594188996694287,0.21690432186893224,0.0,0.060555253418631286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139256480963172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073366875473638,0.0,0.0722298795814895,0.0,0.07435114866584505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944832259308588,0.08004983023532859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047003097196826216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196523115184088,0.0,0.06832852202958238,0.0,0.06504253252949319,0.0,0.0,0.3121102552197147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404440950205918,0.0,0.05691628680277357,0.0,0.0783950796365527,0.07046346797587591,0.0,0.07575531483792976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138321289602463,0.07068182852667251,0.07008212512675162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910982866883897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043012882748637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060501018908067423,0.06422821513140999,0.06733702062914235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255510993466996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185527142341913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046273370698103,0.2110685762673897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945106176398886,0.0,0.0,0.07467456170876109,0.0,0.14466753932311333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706358917456146,0.0,0.19734440365941916,0.18641276689713315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672674071890268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569158737135814,0.07118317675547464,0.0,0.13676828589637471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061484741035757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124749735318239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058867529009398435,0.0,0.0,0.07254265332114533,0.0602969574537543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037018799709947,0.0,0.0,0.059496222616437784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075597171046882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062200401697739265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259848097244499,0.2489775199834989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408414918910143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487074355563636,0.0,0.05648660632645675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596966567762738,0.1284287357340513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036163608722543,0.0,0.0,0.05055280611469206,0.07780657369597165,0.0,0.13748169149698 adhd,dennismiller2024,2019/03/30,"How do I deal with weird recurring thoughts when my adderall wears off? Every night, whenever my adderall starts to wear down and my mind wanders, I can't help but think about Lori Beth Denberg. I don't know why exactly. During the day, when I'm on adderall, I am completely present and it is uncomfortable for my mind to wander. Then the adderall wears off and I start to get more relaxed and a little giggly. This ""euphoric"" phase lasts for about half an hour, and then I get sad and lonely. This is when I start thinking about Lori Beth Denberg. And I can't stop thinking about her. It's tough when the thing you are trying to escape is a thought, because I can't close my eyes to escape a thought of Lori Beth Denberg. I can't plug my nose, ears, or whatever. It's like a bad breakup, I need to keep myself occupied or I'll keep thinking about Lori Beth Denberg. I tried meditation, but it doesn't work unless my meditation object is Lori Beth Denberg. I've tried excerise but that didn't work either. I'm not even attracted to her, I don't think. I might be though because I tried to use masturbation as a short-term tactic to keep myself from thinking about her, but I can't cum. I'm afraid that the only person that I'll be able to cum to is Lori Beth Denberg, but I'm too scared to try masturbating to the thought of her. I think tonight I'm going to do this and report back. Does anyone else have a similar problem?",4.191132404181186,5.165073783972126,4.766778745644597,86.44605662020908,70.74216027874564,7.55184668989547,28.635714285714286,7.734863291789972,1.5989193031358893,1124,41,233,13,20,359,135,287,0.113,0.828,0.06,-0.9388,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,15,11,0,2,12,0,22,6,6,2,1,44,50,25,0,2,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,4,12,1,0,1,10,8,0,1,5,3,31,3,32,42,2,25,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,3,19,138,42,3,0.10874130289972794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603444734871723,0.11141831527342257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361534972984251,0.0907944457940163,0.1325753778947821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401318720049974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012914442678722,0.11210750847503227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516024696226076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083940519349956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718226050016175,0.0,0.09161923766695784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362568526668672,0.0,0.0618001883822241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728870031653986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708827908881904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899627991350247,0.0,0.0,0.059761376242938875,0.08863867537164065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312550786143514,0.10898735287081557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535733813100713,0.2195954345356084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806302982441023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204634643351652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270266092601891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494871134446173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405074104130156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886901427629612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309029616425257,0.0,0.0,0.09091259833739744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224288977861121,0.4877392528174504,0.10683777798923162,0.3453137919239246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691410335116279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391757181121174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812211223930496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832992722733766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,8-bitballer,2019/03/30,"I think my ADHD is preventing me from getting a job. First time posting here, bit of a rant/looking for advice. Yesterday I received two more rejections from companies I had been interviewing with, one of them I made it to the final round with HR. I’m graduating college this May and I can’t tell you how many companies I’ve had interviews with, even big ones like Google. I feel like the reason is because of the way I talk. Every time I speak the words are so jumbled and mixed up it’s a wonder anyone understands what I’m saying. I have what I want to say perfectly laid out in my head but then can’t seem to replicate it when I actually talk. I’ve been trying to get better at interviewing, I even did practice ones with my school. It’s just demotivating seeing my friends and classmates get great job offers after only a few interviews. Has anyone else dealt with this and found a way to improve the way they talk? 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Anything to keep from sitting still and just talking. Any ideas on how to stay more in the moment and enjoy just hanging with my girlfriend? We live together, and have for years, but I feel a distance creeping on and I know it's 100% my fault for putting all my projects first. 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ZERO. There’s no better feeling than coming home and seeing a bed that is already made. The room automatically looks more aesthetically pleasing and you’ve done something which you can be happy about for the rest of the day. When you wake up tomorrow, try and make your bed EXACTLY after you wake up. If not, do it before you go outside the house or as long as it’s done before you start your day. WE CAN DO THIS! Trust me, the euphoria you get after will be very rewarding.",3.0714674302075906,5.017028086614175,4.243435934144596,85.202977809592,75.22047244094489,6.822906227630638,22.56907659269864,7.686295010490155,0.9254000000000002,505,14,102,7,11,165,86,127,0.036000000000000004,0.782,0.182,0.9668,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,10,0,4,4,4,0,0,8,0,12,3,2,6,2,21,24,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,7,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,3,15,4,14,17,4,16,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,3,9,71,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845448286284672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460447344750506,0.0,0.0,0.14790324077787534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28811136742376303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157017953242273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34227308872338297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455759641902512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873718926250301,0.0,0.09504188090685856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802172621793882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33549495002218155,0.0,0.0,0.19296344035736987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799518433685316,0.1404328818852032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823909749987478,0.33488626270619803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293486730668295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357067447949024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924785712334986,0.13326236659602414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287434741399982,0.0,0.0,0.11836777177086047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220874788776315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353964789834907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798403219403693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509009980374078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174699205173085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vizuka,2019/03/30,"Lower doses of Vyvanse not lasting as long Higher doses but feels exactly the same, normal? Hi! I have been experimenting with my dose of Vyvanse and have noticed that for example 30mg and 60mg feel about the same but 60mg just lasts way longer, 30mg last about 6 hours while 60mg lasts about 9-10 hours. Does anybody else experience this? The feeling between them is almost exactly the same, one just crashes way earlier for me. I have for some reason been under the impression that they should last just as long but feel different(?)",5.619243697478988,6.841012352941181,5.94187675070028,78.41558823529414,67.62745098039215,8.965826330532213,30.257703081232492,9.23628265651192,2.612911484593837,428,16,78,8,7,137,64,102,0.017,0.932,0.051,0.5158,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,1,2,24,11,8,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,6,1,13,8,4,13,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,49,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564375974657668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623944679799024,0.0,0.0,0.13602052036193252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984437891053888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30408672061104963,0.0,0.0,0.3143665063865378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061405137399817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334934562025929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751067380833232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229139960011467,0.0,0.1769615717598114,0.0,0.0,0.10532546572985116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981107549983906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467510602587104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lovedyouinseptember,2019/03/30,"Artists with ADHD...unite! Okay, this is the one frontier I've yet to explore in terms of meeting other artists who have ADHD. I am dying to know how all of you go about drawing. Specifically, what your process is, how long it takes you to draw, if you finish your drawings, if they end up looking like you thought they would, really whatever you wanna add to the conversation. I'm currently making notes on how it has affected me as an artist because my doctor who failed to diagnose me recently used me being good at art to show that I could stick with things (I've also been drawing since I was old enough to hold a pencil?? so). I'm timing how long it takes me to do them, how often I'm off task (like right now), what silly careless things I do (like forget the layer I'm on for half an hour), etc. I would like to see how many of you have similar drawing habits and what were your solutions.",4.421014897579142,5.176673592178774,5.191745810055868,84.4085498137803,70.0614525139665,8.201303538175045,27.765828677839853,8.344100000000001,1.7542621973929242,699,23,143,10,12,227,114,179,0.052000000000000005,0.8740000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.4501,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,9,3,1,12,9,0,0,6,1,15,2,0,9,1,26,28,12,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,3,5,0,2,0,2,0,2,4,2,22,7,24,20,4,21,0,1,2,0,16,7,0,3,16,99,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39063238459488897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996634334664595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907004175709593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297581550394129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495331039489813,0.16866900874438967,0.0,0.0,0.1663450289603636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439435490259467,0.1679255164941691,0.18125158605380548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236326293533133,0.1363131822387996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004842602741545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931616313473084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175941937801681,0.0,0.0,0.287648308169818,0.13647498419187246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848265922569336,0.16476870408726618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705362964401917,0.0,0.11012704463535783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411379910161382,0.0,0.1604678539124215,0.0,0.0,0.13879029290677994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950655950670334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443735253514771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438804509982415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594073411430886,0.0,0.0,0.12902189052161392,0.09476610504580124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036418992440985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308975943663879,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LeaChan,2019/03/30,"My therapist just refused to take me because I was 15 minutes late to a 1 hour appointment but still expects me to pay and I'm completely beside myself I've been having an extremely hard time lately because not only am I dealing with my ADHD since always but my depression has gotten significantly worse for reasons I still don't understand. I eventually looked into therapy because my family was concerned and found a lady that seemed nice. The first appointment went okay and she did give me some weird vibes in that she was very quick to get frustrated with me if I got distracted or side tracked, but I was desperate for help so I didn't want to leave over it. So, I started Wellbutrin a week ago and it's been kinda messing with my sleep. I couldn't sleep at all last night even with trazodone. I accidentally fell asleep before my appointment and woke up at the time I was supposed to leave, left immediately and got there exactly 15 minutes later. I rush upstairs then open her door and she's laying on the floor with a pillow and blanket. She popped up, got all embarrassed then said because I was 15 minutes late my appointment is over. I was extremely confused and asked why I couldn't just speak to her for 45 minutes and pay for the hour and she said that's just her policy. over and over, she just kept saying it was just her policy. I asked why 15 minutes? Why does she not expect her patients to make mistakes like this considering they're going through a lot? what makes her think this is even remotely reasonable or ethical when I'm literally standing there crying and begging her to let me speak to her? No matter what I said, she responded that it was just her policy. She then specified that even though my appointment has been canceled she still expects me to pay... I was standing right there in her office with 45 minutes left before her next appointment and she looked me in the eyes and told me that my appointment can't be carried out and I must pay regardless. Ironically, I forgot the money as she only takes cash for ""the safety of her clients"". So, I told her I would bring it later but I'm not interested in scheduling another appointment. She just nodded and I left. I'm completely beside myself. I keep crying because I feel so guilty for accidentally falling asleep and being late and also because I needed to talk to her so badly and she just refused over and over. Should I pay her even though she NEVER told me about this policy? Should I report her? I don't know know what to do. I feel so hopeless. 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Pressed play, got on Reddit, started a post, and 100 distractions later I’m back. Not sure what I wanted to post earlier though. 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Life seems to be getting better. Like the title says, I’ve felt like a failure my entire life, until very recently (I’m 22). Growing up, since as far back as I can remember, I was always the “lazy and forgetful” kid in class. I’d constantly forget homework at home, not do assignments, and so on. I did well enough on tests to get decent grades, and played it all off as “I’m smart enough to pass classes with no work, so why should I try?” Everyone kind of bought that, but in reality I was trying really hard and just couldn’t ever keep track of work/things. Multiple times I heard from my parents that I was a lazy failure, I wouldn’t ever get into college, they were going to send me away to boarding school, etc... obviously as a child this hurt a lot. I ended up coping in high school by taking a lot of hard drugs often. I graduated with a weighted 4.0, which although good, was not enough and I felt like I could’ve done WAY better. College was a different story. I spiraled out of control freshman year, and was suspended after finishing the year with a 1.2 GPA. I couldn’t stay on top of everything, leading to me becoming depressed, leading to me being even less on top of things, etc... Again, I dealt with this by doing lots of drugs and binge drinking dangerously at least once a week. I went back to stay with my parents and started working full time as a software engineer. I did well, as there are fewer things to keep track of as a software engineer. After one year, I appealed my suspension to my college and got accepted back. My sophomore year was great (compared to my other one), and I ended with a 2.7 GPA, mainly because I was retaking classes from freshman year. However, when I started taking new classes my junior year, I instantly fell back into my old ways. After one semester, I was told I wasn’t being suspended, but that my GPA was low enough that it would take too many years to graduate. I left, and again, found a job as a software developer at a small startup. One year later (now) I decided to go to a psychiatrist and see what was wrong. I’ve started taking wellbutrin and it’s helping a lot. He was not willing to start me on stimulants given my past history of substance abuse, understandably. Throughout my life, I’ve had all the same issues we all have, forgetting phone/keys/wallet everywhere, losing stuff all the time, forgetting about big bills, mismanaging money, and so on. Growing up, my dad was bipolar and my mom was of the “its all your fault, mental illness is a choice” mentality, so I never got checked by any kind of doctor for mental issues, leading me to believe I was just fundamentally a lazy and useless person. I’m not sure where I’m going with this rant, but it does feel nice to know what has been causing my life to feel different. Its great to be able to point to a diagnosis and say “that’s why,” and then being given tools like medicine, therapy, and tips/tricks to deal with it. I wish my parents had been willing to admit there was a problem rather than constantly berating me and telling me it was my fault. Anyways, to all of you that read this far, thank you. If any of you gals and guys have any tips/tricks for someone just starting to deal with their ADHD, I’d love to know them. Thanks PS: Its been so nice browsing this subreddit. 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I took my son to the Boston Museum of Science and while waiting for our friends, I noticed a few red machines that said hand s-. Thinking I was going to clean my grimy city hands, I put my hands under the gadget to catch all that foamy goodness. Imagine my surprise when this THING comes down and pushes on my hands! I screamed out load amidst a sea of strangers. It was a hand sTAMPER. Guess the adderall wasn’t working that day. 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In case (like me) you forgot, I just managed to order flowers to be delivered tomorrow from Funky Pigeon. 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My brain is misfiring on all cylinders with the abrupt discontinuation. Are there others that don't do this?",2.9964285714285697,5.32075316666667,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,76.85714285714286,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.1596476190476197,171,5,34,3,4,56,37,42,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,5,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990590010159145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635648736791973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678068321871745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933087602962419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612576383312178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068643314966886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,girl-rat-trash,2019/03/30,"Finally got back on Adderall!!! After having to jump through a couple of hoops, I finally was able to get Adderall from my pharmacy. Honestly, I feel much better already. Come through probable placebo effects!",5.418428571428574,8.873081628571434,6.028214285714286,67.42803571428573,75.57142857142857,9.214285714285714,43.03571428571429,9.516144504307137,5.837142857142857,167,12,21,5,4,54,30,35,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.7946,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,16,3,0,0.2749417291318672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340503495621424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114132185622932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431636165145104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683795464265114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30421779380914515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390187993237015,0.0,0.0,0.6023704504368249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364570567001336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989601719170246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211380611273372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29643368610204096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,superhuman3000,2019/03/30,"Does masturbating to porn or smoking cigarettes makes adhd even worse ? My diagnose was one week back. My psychatrist says that the adhd brain has few dopamine receptors and some more terminology i could not grasp. He has suggested me to keep away from pornography,cigarettes and alcohol or anything that instantly spikes dopamine levels as such. I had been masturbating to porn for 9 years almost. 3 to 4 times per week average. If i took medication and continued doing it as much will it make the medication and therapy futile ? I am totally new to all this.",6.2617424242424224,8.653685010101015,6.9958459595959575,66.94710227272729,67.58585858585859,12.222727272727274,34.59722222222222,11.698219412168324,5.183291919191918,452,22,73,18,8,149,75,99,0.067,0.9329999999999999,0.0,-0.7476,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,9,7,1,2,2,17,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,7,0,10,7,6,10,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,5,7,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366965776202733,0.0,0.0,0.19416443315384768,0.18192980467346906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495100594165003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069765100177514,0.1397034149313253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281889859574365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505950980689333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440495196344547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899247577495176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000025378604065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614886635571539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425503254889456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660540717381685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355829456045534,0.0,0.0,0.1754710791561406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311345754287745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448203014481445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077709430198153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594112362399913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185707963316116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914711271711461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515103212329934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699823241779715 adhd,ladyjaina0000,2019/03/30,"Today my mom realized she has ADHD too. Backstory: this woman was adamant that I certainly did not have ADHD and also told me it wasn't real about 2 years ago when I told everyone I was looking to confirm a diagnosis with a psychiatrist. She told me today - ""I was going to go get pillowcases for my bed, went into the bathroom to pee, then I cleaned the bathroom, And walked back into my room, without the pillowcases. "" Yep, that's not what normal people experience. That's ADHD. My dad, before he died, drank a 2ltr of diet-dew daily. His mother, my grandma does the same.. not to mention her endless list of interests and hobbies. I was screwed before I was born y'all. It's Saturday and it's nice outside and I'm laying in bed overwhelmed with the amount of shit I need to get done. :( I love you all. <3",2.2306367924528274,4.556362672955976,4.390027515723272,81.28806014150949,79.50314465408806,6.7422955974842775,25.66077044025157,7.865858978985527,1.7583110062893077,631,25,117,11,16,217,101,159,0.096,0.8240000000000001,0.08,-0.5556,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,5,7,2,1,8,1,10,5,2,0,2,20,23,8,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,9,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,13,1,22,4,16,10,3,17,0,1,1,2,16,4,2,0,9,79,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298554299649362,0.0,0.13027199558318076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752460104969432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113003882297994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501058511386473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252224115639365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286064984708593,0.15039205311859774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042746460442831,0.0,0.14375598720403968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356203861362192,0.0,0.16704256423019478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341016648928492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326379752843624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211886273253665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108969665998739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399050670944594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188420338916032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727370993929613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508532807370297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27860355216342875,0.4212823938132849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623425262190844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416650903075205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463801934772556 adhd,blakduk,2019/03/30,"It's disheartening when the people closest to us dismiss our adhd, but we need to keep the conversation going. If we can't talk about it how can we expect everyone else to understand it? I know it sucks when someone dismisses our ADHD, but we need to keep telling people and talking about it. We all hate how misunderstood our condition is but it's our first hand experience with the condition that makes us the best people to explain it to others. The way I like to tell people is when it comes up in conversation. For me it's normally when my sleeping problems comes up in conversation and when I'm asked why its so bad and what causes it. People have been much more receptive when I bring it up this way instead as a reason for something I forgot, didn't or couldn't do. I then segue into my other problems and the mechanics of it.",6.837025745257453,6.4892880548780525,7.5617886178861795,73.3040785907859,64.79268292682927,10.703523035230354,33.46612466124661,10.25414643259724,3.308340921409214,667,25,125,14,9,223,94,164,0.147,0.779,0.07400000000000001,-0.9229999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,11,0,0,2,12,8,2,0,7,0,9,2,2,5,1,37,26,20,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,13,0,3,4,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,3,1,19,2,20,22,4,21,0,1,0,0,20,7,1,2,9,98,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108200185972578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089090894265328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797158764003274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570681244067395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284085199407125,0.0,0.22278470696015149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108025052779878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356483870365148,0.0,0.12649367003519335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999421766567903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349198949041437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767056547399086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229880021884333,0.0,0.0,0.0710674603063516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317617094106674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086317938521606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950604921735745,0.19176902809794594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670002827814827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482493931544861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474716070372587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295608181524424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940714822699542,0.0,0.10956712868069092,0.09955204966670013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078750029373556,0.2260518508594344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462018400559242,0.3110970610933568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052864862660185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668555436867326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DiscombobulatedFizz,2019/03/30,"Can we talk about medication dependence? Hi, I’m more dependent on my medication than I want to be. I took it for four years in my early twenties, but stopped when I finished my undergrad. Now I’m 28 and have begun a grad program (it will only take 1-2 years). Im realizing why I stopped taking them in the first place. I feel like I’m too dependent on them when I take them. Adderall hasn’t kicked in? Can’t start reading Adderall wore off before my second dose? Ill wait to do this task. I want to also admit that sometimes I take my medication later than I should to stay up late and sometimes take more than I’m allotted for one day (I have extra instant release that I can take for when I have to study late, but sometimes I take... two) *please don’t be harsh about this. I know how much of a problem this is. I want to stop doing this, don’t know if I can, but this is a first step in admitting my problem so I can make a change.* It’s also relevant to note that the amount I was prescribed was more during undergrad than it is now (different city and doctor), which I think contributes to the reason that I take additional. I’m tired of this roller coaster and made an appointment with my doctor to discuss alternatives. **With all of that said.... are there any medications that have worked for you that you only take once per day, that work the entire day? (Other than Adderall IR or XR, vyvanse, Wellbutrin or strattera)** **OR, have any of y’all successfully stopped taking stimulants during important times of your life?** **TLDR:** Have you taken a once daily medication that is as effective as Adderall, but less likely to form dependence? Or, have you improved your lives without any medication at all?",2.1691867321867297,4.77541063939394,3.5501965601965644,85.4950245700246,82.0,6.597870597870599,24.37346437346437,7.824948511530503,1.539970515970516,1341,51,257,25,37,438,166,330,0.08900000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.7912,1,0,0,1,0,0,61.0,1,7,3,6,13,5,0,0,10,0,28,12,0,10,2,49,60,22,0,7,10,0,1,2,0,2,12,1,0,0,21,8,0,5,9,2,0,2,5,2,0,6,7,2,38,3,40,49,11,37,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,10,26,177,59,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011343802354207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532098792486679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390379839997189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944488455713447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529811013796898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846257008127129,0.0,0.15373421158171388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797235882691945,0.05365080835990031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775850341468376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111990949762833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254499702719323,0.0,0.16943010013388812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053044711630270185,0.07337924867499071,0.0,0.06631387662377873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106057935867725,0.05012922896037846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539266233607532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520647572071696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995617007265234,0.05088909024409461,0.1142324914427621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846257008127129,0.08243625430046482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371938281702992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511941772258927,0.0,0.0,0.0772143772331043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143643671344152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282477522981745,0.0,0.053155525861361054,0.08004564284795801,0.0,0.25114482400768223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646517312274193,0.060361807730021776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812046760555231,0.0,0.0,0.04379088613269458,0.08631536199655834,0.0,0.0,0.08343785762237832,0.0,0.0,0.07336090333435638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288617566298133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776525217700577,0.0,0.0,0.07239284750924971,0.0,0.1093460709402632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672270971408993 adhd,kezebel,2019/03/30,"I just vacuumed my dog for 30 minutes I decided to be productive and clean on my day off because everything I own is covered in dog hair. My monster is a big husky and is shedding his winter coat and no matter how many times I've brushed him lately, chunks of fur just keep getting everywhere. So as I'm vacuuming I notice every time he shakes his body, hair just flies everywhere over the area I just cleaned. I put one of the little connectors on the handheld part and vacuumed over his side to see if he would freak and he simply laid down. [He hates being brushed by the way] Needless to say I began vacuuming him until I couldn't see anymore hair falling off for the time being and ate up about 30 minutes of quality cleaning time. I'm not sure if I was productive or got distracted. Cleaning is hard :(",7.495613207547167,6.41483279874214,7.820369496855347,74.39395047169812,63.77987421383648,11.220440251572327,38.11399371069182,10.411451182825502,3.8867163522012587,641,29,122,13,8,211,100,159,0.11599999999999999,0.86,0.024,-0.9093,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,2,6,0,10,5,4,1,1,21,20,13,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,4,9,17,1,21,11,2,26,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,3,9,74,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949392572418481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198239511189577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833894991120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676790075573166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561414691157073,0.0,0.17665958114780095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026968866576348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721066111004392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608326562630686,0.1940668401641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471564137872905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173342204944904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700936101938404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928564472490976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237900913406568,0.0,0.0,0.13319725498467586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286029855790325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760170693021487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631605345175234,0.0,0.0,0.3132730617791252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525980215013135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584735783833976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602382416859126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963384677215668,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,muffinkiller,2019/03/30,"I want to know what it's like to be neurotypical Sometimes I wish I could just enter the mind of a neurotypical person and see how it works for them. I've read a lot about how ADHD makes me different, but this is my baseline. I've never not had it. I take medication but it's not the same as being neurotypical, it's just making my symptoms manageable-- they're still there though. I've been reading a lot to try and understand myself better on this matter, but I guess I'm tired of being told ""this is how you feel! Can't you relate?"" and I want to be told, ""this is how neurotypicals are different from you."" Not how I'm different from them. (I know that no neurotypical experience is going to be similar or anything. But hopefully you all understand what I mean).",2.3837061403508777,4.682752940789476,4.3541052631578925,81.89440350877193,78.80263157894737,8.000701754385965,23.291228070175446,8.841846274778883,1.8538328070175445,605,20,120,15,15,206,85,152,0.046,0.85,0.10400000000000001,0.6588,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,2,2,11,3,0,0,5,0,14,3,0,7,2,39,34,15,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,3,0,0,6,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,2,18,3,13,24,4,5,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,5,3,89,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051335797717604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675595179333992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254821908444733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328041203567332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447062570937153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387868164856226,0.0,0.0,0.07173928302989062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063422664337003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629788763774732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091981976814502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594814458134892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931587675670013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24124425918315626,0.0,0.0,0.18941330249462035,0.0,0.0,0.1545499735045674,0.0,0.14293015373151746,0.0,0.0,0.1432593370806512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942735311528833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388499307952615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383873615041383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306076614441495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032391025224125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330632836795736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746865627292455,0.10667683444285993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139397335671159,0.0,0.0,0.1630713070084225,0.0,0.27114669988574064,0.0,0.09632786740211954,0.0,0.0,0.2954061933319942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737014785060114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315611698971424,0.0,0.0,0.10329103818840146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,telvanni_wizard,2019/03/30,"Forgetting important things Not in the mood to word this nicely so excuse my rambling but i feel like shit because i just left my wallet in a safe back at a hotel and only realized my fuck up a few hours later, after i checked out. I told myself i wouldnt and it was on my mind until the very last moment where it just left my mind completely. I know i should have taken it out straight away but i just...couldnt either because it wasnt a ‘priority’ action then. Now the people im with are making fun of me for what happened, it really sucks when you can’t help it or get made to feel worse for doing something with an originally good intent (i locked it up because i was travelling and scared of losing it outside - i opted to keep spare cash and important cards in my pocket, so those are safe at least. 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Every time I study (history for instance), I can't remember anything. Like, I studied on Wednesday and Thursday for a history test I made yesterday, Friday, but it was all for naught. 3-4 hours studying and I couldn't remember anything. Thanks to my medication, I am finnaly able to focus more at the task at hand, but the issue of remembering the stuff I study still persists and maybe it has become worse. The worst thing was, the test didn't require that much study apparently, as almost every information for the awnsers were in the documents, but even still, I couldn't do it properly. I had and still have a pretty bad fever and my bad self esteem (that keeps getting worse btw) didn't help either. I went home after the test, crashed in my bed and cried myself to sleep. I'm 20 years and still in 12th grade for God's sake, when will I be able to acknowledge that I'm a worthless piece of garbage who won't go anywhere in life? I don't know what I want to do in the future and my grades are so awful, that probably no college will accept me. Atleast I can remember that the bigger the scorpion, the less dangerous it is, thanks to a documentary I saw a month ago. How useful. 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Yeti’s! I forgot I made my morning chai, and being off today I did a few things around the house. Remembered I had made my drink about two hours later, still scalding hot! I use one at work so if my drink sits until close, it’s still at the very least warm. Never thought to use it on a day off before to combat the whole getting side tracked and getting stuck with a cold drink though. 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Today I watched a few episodes of Black mirror and now, just after finishing the fourth, I noticed my brain slowed down. I'm calm, collected and feel 'normal'. This is something that rarely occurs, but it made me wonder, how others 'slow down'. Did you discover a way to slow you down? Can you repeat it as often as you like? Some substances like medication or drugs slow us down, but do you have other ways?",2.8221951219512214,5.1905635975609785,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,77.65853658536584,6.051219512195122,21.22560975609756,7.1686216300943375,0.6141658536585366,333,9,65,4,8,104,60,82,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.8446,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,3,0,14,10,9,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,11,3,10,8,2,17,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,4,12,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29213613362074936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30348100423112234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231993372569245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557001361377785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476204123664732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636283451742528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640375157909073,0.0,0.2979394174831259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014641934877312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805453363015986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147846715331927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154397275393087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837950883044532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lowdot9,2019/03/30,"Paracetamol makes the side effects from adhd medication go away Hello. When I take ritalin LA with paracetmaol, I have basically no side effects. I get more calm in a sense, Because on medication I feel stiff and tense. Paracetamol makes me more relaxed in a way. Someone has the same effect?",4.098333333333333,7.244608576923079,4.809230769230768,76.01910256410257,78.61538461538461,8.082051282051282,31.743589743589745,8.841846274778883,3.4102205128205134,234,12,38,6,6,75,40,52,0.087,0.797,0.11599999999999999,0.3582,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,5,0,10,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357433511718319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27942999311840744,0.0,0.0,0.18130065159877995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503813200661998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553864005845612,0.0,0.16902707879161266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397051953465597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992260944803378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519976914612914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361811418322428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607317837997466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kittycatballouu,2019/03/30,"My 10-y-o son will be starting medication soon for ADHD. What should my husband and I know or do before he starts? Basically the title. We’ve been able to manage my son’s ADHD and generalized learning disorder/anxiety with behavioral therapy and loads of love and patience, but he’s falling further behind in school and his ability to stay focused is telling us it might be time for meds. I’ve been hesitant because I don’t want to lose the creative, witty, total joy of my son and his personality, but I want him to be successful in whatever he decides to do. I’d like to know what to expect with meds and just ... how I can help him better, I guess. We’re seeing his pediatrician on Monday to start the ball rolling. 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Inspired by the ADHD hygiene hacks - what are your favorite health-related tips and tricks? How do you automate and/or quick-n-dirty health habits for yourself when you have trouble sticking to a routine? A few of my favorites- 1. Intermittent Fasting : This is amazing when I’m in the right headspace to make it a habit. No counting calories or macros or eating this or that just simple scheduling. I’ll tell myself I’m only drinking water and black coffee until 4pm everyday and then I can eat whatever I want after that period. It keeps my energy up and my weight down effortlessly. 2. Making sure I get enough time outside. Even on cloudy days. Does wonders for my focus! What about you? What are your favorite health hacks? I need some new ideas! 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Help me. How do I start over? My life is a complete mess from years and years of neglecting responsibilities and my inability to prioritize anything. My bills are stacked. My house is a mess. Some days I just don’t even care about anything. I’ve lost jobs and every single relationship has failed on me. I’m just really tired of thinking that this is just how my life is supposed to be and I must accept it. The tiniest thing like paying a bill online is a giant task for me. I’ll let it go for days. I’m to the point that everything is so overwhelming and I told my therapist that I don’t care if I was to die tomorrow. I need help. I feel like therapy is not enough. I was prescribed Vyvanse 30mg and it seems like it helps for only an hour and I’m back to the same routine. My insurance rejected Adderall which sucks. I’ve tried to turn things around so many times in my life but keep failing. This time I need to do things right and fight for the life I want. What do you guys do to stay on track? What are your methods? How do you make them stick? 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Context TLDR: Diagnosed last year, got meds, had heart issues, got off meds, heart ok, got new ins that doc didn't take, couldn't find a new doc, off treatment for months, new ins again can go back to old doc. &#x200B; So my doc originally prescribed me Vyvanse to treat my adhd and my b.e.d. I was on 20mg and noticed some small differences, but I noticed some negatives too, namely a very hyper feeling when first taking it, insomnia (I already don't sleep good so that fucking sucked), and a rather violent re-occurrence of my heart palpitations. I mentioned the palps to my doc and as a precaution she took me off the meds and told me to go get my heart checked. I was devastated cause I'd been living with the idea that I was a serious flake for the past 20 years and a lazy piece of shit for the past 7 and this was supposed to be the light at the end of the tunnel. Cardio checked my heart and the palps, which started when I had my son, were benign and just annoying. GREAT! Not so great my psych knocked me down to 10mg Vyvanse which was basically pointless though I understood why. &#x200B; When I found out I could go back to my old psych I was stoked but at my first appointment I told her all my thoughts on the Vyvanse. I was a little nervous she wouldn't listen or would think I am drug seeking or something. But she listened. I didn't want to rely on meds for an eating disorder I felt I could conquer without meds for fear that if I need to come off for whatever reason (pregnancy for example) I'd go right back to my old eating habits. ADHD can't be cured, but b.e.d. can be. So she decided to switch away from the amphetamine family and prescribed me Focalin, which is in the same family of Ritalin. Starting with 10mg XR and let me tell you this is soooo much better. No manic feeling, I'm noticing more control in what I decide to focus on, I can SLEEP on this, and so far no palps. I also noticed my thoughts are less food obsessed even though it's not for that, I'm thinking it might have to do with being able to redirect my focus better. I work data entry and my numbers are even starting to catch up to my co-workers! &#x200B; TLDR part 2: Focalin > Vyvanse for me. Don't be afraid to ask to try different drugs!",5.177217716781037,5.3962465502183425,5.784045539613228,82.72769650655025,68.21397379912663,8.813599500935746,31.20430442919526,8.634040054169528,2.278058390517779,1792,68,365,26,28,582,224,458,0.10300000000000001,0.83,0.067,-0.9556,1,0,3,0,0,0,68.0,0,1,0,7,20,19,5,4,20,1,38,19,8,4,1,61,74,33,0,9,12,1,3,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,16,19,3,1,14,0,2,8,13,10,0,2,24,6,54,9,57,38,9,58,0,0,0,2,16,24,3,6,26,242,70,3,0.06120778545628011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711972728616313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754431327900845,0.0489478439156234,0.0,0.19895582990861047,0.2231224765660563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057221016957935564,0.0,0.057506729273263626,0.14119502665427874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826662447630794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287725612407433,0.0,0.052725087462874284,0.0,0.0,0.06864973599285508,0.09773887232801573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212461382436225,0.0,0.12789821677750934,0.07014942492674361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196319788700407,0.1252616901243306,0.0,0.0,0.05421193048103674,0.0,0.0,0.08085433005900011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540250554955052,0.06887577541559699,0.06189699082974553,0.0,0.05876907270055976,0.0,0.05594280703451169,0.10412662208220033,0.0740126971312364,0.06711117749501608,0.0,0.056585611365216025,0.031978541642724644,0.0,0.1391431800350934,0.05133818645701613,0.146860372400999,0.134963599096027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626576023484437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909613954288851,0.0,0.06388502573445445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049892514441169294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258910758338672,0.0,0.0,0.06134628088938837,0.05404759593650848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552424160857866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399402566720986,0.0,0.0,0.06493178778298334,0.0,0.0,0.0488554703948673,0.0,0.044994764968423785,0.045384797354798286,0.0,0.17734458181058366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787418776977816,0.1926818237358312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662820669940013,0.11685951404661075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153073008734266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293179759132833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227111434600532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282891219135991,0.0,0.0,0.12250397797385384,0.0,0.0,0.047120743586084785,0.0,0.0,0.12996955674209368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204127452047173,0.0,0.053498302331138566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843895491665911,0.12027267688378848,0.09718428935261086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697332401099295,0.06800410176842503,0.04155606854025612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050283319928881,0.03610193770115242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055230506112277235,0.0,0.0,0.05900212097493645,0.0,0.08911999358675675,0.0,0.0,0.043480254650984415,0.0,0.2231224765660563,0.07883161411554125 adhd,RobertoPaulson,2019/03/30,"If you were to make a video game that would allow neurotypicals to experience life with ADHD, what would it be like? For me, besides a constant repeating audio loop with twenty seconds of random music, It would have to be in VR... So what else?",5.79340579710145,6.683754717391306,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,67.04347826086956,8.742028985507247,28.3768115942029,8.841846274778883,2.225472463768116,191,6,34,3,3,63,37,46,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,9,8,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,8,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802034633578489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418729701511427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427833948200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094609649486056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345455401228626,0.15455760605049385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117287955862712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6741995942052139,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,feenix1337,2019/03/30,"Currently taking cymbalta 60mg with adderall 20mg twice a day Been having strange feelings come over me and I’m not sure if it’s just the adderall wearing off or what it’s almost like a mild change of my perception of reality but maybe not that exaggerated, i also feel a pin a needle sensation in my head at times, i was wondering if this was normal for this combination of medicines? I really can’t afford to go to the hospital but it also doesn’t seem that severe I just want opinions and eliminate the thought in my head of serotonin syndrome.. I take my cymbalta at 4 in the afternoon and my first dose of adderall is in the early mornings and 2nd dose is around 1 or 2 in the afternoons. Thanks. 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So yesterday I went to get a walk-in appointment at my doctors to get my prescription of Elvanse/Vyanse. I haven’t had any since Monday (of course) and haven’t had a chance to go earlier in the week. It closed at 10am and I got there with 2 minutes to spare when the receptionist told me that they had to shut the walk-in service at 9:30 am due to staff shortages. Immediately my brain goes into overdrive and I ask to speak to someone else. She tells me there’s nothing they can do but I can be put on the list and wait an hour and a half. She also says that people with medical emergencies will be seen straight away- inferring that clearly whatever I was there for was not an emergency. Now I’m not bleeding or writhing in agony so technically it’s not what this woman seems to be an emergency. As someone who suffers with mental health issues it’s fairly easy to picture someone suffering with serious anxiety or depression who needs help that day walking out because they are made to feel like their issues aren’t important enough. Since then I’ve been thinking about what qualifies as a medical emergency. People who need urgent attention may not always look as if they do and I think that more needs to be done for everyone in the medical profession to recognise the signs. I was agitated, fidgety and on the edge of tears because I was so worried about not getting my meds yet no one seemed empathetic or apologetic. I was just greeted with a shrug and a ‘there’s nothing I can do’. I’m not really sure why I felt I needed to share this or where the story is really going but I think we can all relate to that feeling! TLDR: at the docs to get my meds to be told the walk in was shut expect to emergencies and it made me think about what actually constitutes a medical emergency in mental health terms. 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I'm looking for any advice on how best to approach the consulation? I've been waiting over a year to see someone and I don't want to screw it up. Back story: * After an initial meeting with my GP who referred me to a psyc unit, and then an initial consultation with a psychologist, I have been waiting over a year for this consultation where I might be formally diagnosed and I guess offered treatment. * I'm 99% sure I have ADHD and have presented with pretty classic symptoms my whole life. * The psychologist I saw ran a survey with me and said ""you've scored off the chart so I'm going to refer you, but you're not in crisis so it's going to take a while"". * I suffer pretty badly with anxiety and burn out which is why I went to see my doc in the first place. I would love any advice from this community on what to think about before - should I take a list of my symptoms? I'm not looking for anything more than some clarity on what is going on with my brain. Thank you! 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I went in on Tuesday for my first psychiatrist appointment but kept delaying this post til now lol. She was really nice and super understanding because apparently her own son has ADHD. She saw that I was in a constant state of very high anxiety and very depressed so she prescribed me risperidone to ""calm my mind and body down before we do anything else. I don't want to overwhelm you."" Unfortunately none of the previous SSRI's I've taken before at a previous psych had helped me at all, it made me feel even worse, so that's why she prescribed risperidone. I'm supposed to see her in a month so she can see how I'm doing and go from there! I was so happy and relieved when she said that she thought I had ADHD because I thought my whole life I was just making up all these excuses for everything and there wasn't a problem at all and I was just lazy, even though I know I have the potential to do many things. Sadly this doesn't change the fact that I'm still a high school dropout but it's only forward from here on out hopefully. I want to do all these things but it's just so hard to actually do them because of my damn brain. 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What is the family Resources? The most asked question is ""What causes [**Autism**](https://www.happytolearnautism.com/autism-spectrum-disorder/)""? But you can't get the exact answer. There are different symptoms of Autism you can find in your children. Different types of Autism therapies are there. Parents should know more about Autism, treatments, symptoms. We care for Autism & we provide support to Autism. Here you can learn more about Autism & facts. 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I also get this from other things such as bands, actors or youtubers. I browsed the previous thread (how to get rid of hyperfixation), and I tried to apply the 5/5/5 rule, but it didn’t seem like it would help in a relationship kind of sense. Any tips? ",5.007630522088356,6.429859421686749,6.01222891566265,76.5965763052209,69.24096385542168,9.388755020080325,27.086345381526108,9.725611199111238,2.3822706827309235,344,11,67,8,6,114,62,83,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.8003,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,13,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509263435598945,0.0,0.19374916793382546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475695593612208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797398622314482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239344989371218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385944589455929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229465378189875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565368092468843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836451115155132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339930452136185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154730100783206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202305658022649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056026692927294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095835460291302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449046695815225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721069302807468,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RandomRedditor34444,2019/03/30,"Can't focus on game friend bought for me? Friend buys game he likes so we can play, I don't have much money and he paid for it because he likes me I guess, It's a very focus oriented game, I can't perform when it comes to focusing on anything, I never have been able to. I suck at the game and mess up hard every match. But I feel obligated to play because he bought it for me. We stop playing after just a couple of games and I feel bad, I've never gave the ""i have adhd"" excuse because it usually ""sounds ridiculous"" if you don't know much about it, in my opinion. I think he thinks that maybe I'm not trying. I almost want to just send him the money back for the game and maybe just forget about it or something. I'm in the process of finding the right medication, first one I got gives me major side effects for little help, I've told my psych and I'm waiting for a response.",3.125114345114348,3.891430027027027,4.375135135135135,89.04158004158009,73.05405405405406,6.773388773388772,24.5010395010395,6.67199483983844,0.6903846153846156,685,19,151,5,13,226,104,185,0.096,0.7809999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.7122,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,3,8,11,2,0,9,0,9,1,0,1,2,31,29,10,0,2,7,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,7,9,6,2,7,4,0,2,7,4,21,7,21,22,3,19,0,0,0,0,23,9,1,5,10,89,29,1,0.1580744035196217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899747145184741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828868132462104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300817652845794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154945895597215,0.13198552416663806,0.2890820675759793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361671017679107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749063208712544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318450265840112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985433604782728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444771410576561,0.13445800688144374,0.0,0.0,0.2442557840774955,0.0,0.0,0.15163937175174058,0.0,0.0,0.12642654086621868,0.0,0.17413677694269608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160361657647955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105953940613783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868735581715923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445433782630064,0.15843207996250522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176139699587553,0.0,0.0,0.1592433312753198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324057497218075,0.0,0.2438334499443941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711530682261354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499467690188993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216933986460238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215727944564662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257539002142075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104686669274006,0.0,0.1073221437134597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409662289334876,0.1304279377944628,0.09323637876244513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gauriman2,2019/03/30,"Can concentration symptoms of anxiety be just like adhd? My new doctor is pushing for anxiety as the cause of my concentration problems and not adhd. I do also have anxiety, i know this, but i always felt my adhd led to this anxiety. &#x200B; I know anxiety and adhd symptoms overlap. &#x200B; My question is what would be the differentiating factors of concentration between adhd and anxiety? &#x200B; I have problems concentrating in every single task other than watching sports, reading about science ( i have a passion for science) and playing video games (dont do it often). &#x200B; I will sit there for hours trying to finish my school work, constantly getting distracted, getting up off my chair and walking around my room talking to myself about some random tought that just entered my head, go on my phone and start reading some news, then go on youtube, sit back down to study again only to be distracted shortly after and its a rinse and repeat for the entire day... in substance nothing gets done &#x200B; When I do manage to sit and read, sometimes my eyes are glancing over the text but my thoughts are somewhere else so i didn't really learn anything, and now i gotta re read &#x200B; I am not afraid of doing my schoolwork, in hindsight i am quite smart ( grades as a child were decent, i rarely studied as a kid,I pick up new material quite easy) and want to learn new things, feel quite positive about the prospect of acquiring new talents and knowledge. &#x200B; I have poor short term memory forget to do a task someone just told me to do, will need reminding &#x200B; Poor sleep for past few years, takes forever to sleep thoughts just wont stop wandering &#x200B; Feel generally tired sometimes aswell which doesnt help my focus.concentration either. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",10.624307275541797,10.148605058823527,9.01501354489164,66.38555437306505,57.235294117647065,11.047136222910217,43.716911764705884,10.125756701596842,4.722145665634676,1506,76,224,24,16,458,182,323,0.11599999999999999,0.802,0.083,-0.8069,1,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,0,0,0,5,17,10,0,3,10,0,29,9,4,3,0,49,47,21,0,5,9,0,3,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,9,13,0,1,11,8,2,6,6,5,0,0,7,6,29,5,40,32,6,44,0,0,3,1,7,15,0,5,21,151,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828902541899282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02433958730324333,0.02532511640577353,0.4946594583305234,0.5547444548381826,0.0,0.0,0.13970033321488887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02504616172596777,0.0270944138814546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023403337124577397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03126606490488983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03289040760407763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019628644914852413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031152444937551555,0.0,0.03114650442460395,0.035670661416867346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025425298474602943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025643567994924333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030778622541692294,0.0,0.029223247875671224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770452243934669,0.0,0.034594859621938125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03123602579654862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020400549810427444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029973241823468524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345356181038706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014869448903970937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022567842607354012,0.0,0.11758077132540448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029204077792802707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023147882069557903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02905452127018215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824611338754172,0.0,0.0,0.03409518628750724,0.09711701442474817,0.12177659092361713,0.0,0.01949802416112573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030802767172895894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091578358444308,0.0,0.02578824891100361,0.0,0.0602037891210665,0.0,0.02154269469996897,0.0,0.0,0.025445784711010302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632691311713243,0.022884017532565457,0.02446323264410257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02022026708977695,0.0,0.0,0.04832542776100758,0.0,0.034981602783104304,0.0,0.02908281758869655,0.0,0.020663985934879663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017951889076221018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022157705946236717,0.0,0.0,0.02162079816772269,0.0,0.5547444548381826,0.019599729023083448 adhd,MiserableInspector,2019/03/30,"Apps like Brili for adults? Brili as an appwhere you can create a morning routine and check the activities off as you do them each morning, but is aimed at children. Is there a similar app suited to adults?",3.2511538461538443,5.890130461538463,3.945833333333337,84.13875,77.71794871794873,6.976923076923077,27.698717948717945,8.07648339933343,2.056225641025641,164,7,30,3,4,52,32,39,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ramencandybars,2019/03/30,"Anyone knows some helpful books? I'm looking for books to help me cope with add/executive dysfunction. I'm not looking for books written from an academic, outsider perspective. What I'm looking for is more like advice and insight on how to live better with add/executive dysfunction, better if written by someone who has it. If you have read books like this and they helped, please share! Especially how they helped you! Thanks a lot ",5.2760439560439565,7.9278740769230795,5.094175824175828,78.38653846153849,71.05128205128206,8.046886446886448,31.655677655677657,8.841846274778883,2.9535985347985343,350,16,58,7,7,108,53,78,0.061,0.667,0.272,0.9536,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,6,10,11,3,1,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,4,2,34,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968688174962722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086869113217415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35635802879065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401497397287025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071964280861224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968507964251983,0.0,0.17789688042802562,0.0,0.5075384221075898,0.0,0.0,0.17127794805185426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114756700810184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015190598527987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070025154686913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548148144982365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotBrasco-,2019/03/30,"Now that I have an understanding about AHDH, and my mental health. I get much more offended when people talk shit and crack jokes about myself and behaviors, or other people with the same issues. The real world has no clue what we suffer with whatsoever. It’s just really frustrating sometimes. I have a father that cracks jokes about my mental health and well being, but he’s never noticed I don’t ask for help or deal with it ever. Everyone thinks life is solvable by “pulling yourself up from your bootstrap.” So basically *just ignore any issue and don’t address it and pretend like it isn’t real* That’s literally a problem in itself in addressed. Pretending your life’s problems aren’t real is also the problem the real world has with people with mental health !?!? They call us “day dreamers” and lazy and ungrateful etc, but they pretend like their issues all “aren’t a big deal” !!! Idk I’m in a weird time in my life rn and I just had to vent. 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Alright so I hope this doesn't end up too lost because I spent some time researching and I know this will help you. 1. ADHD is not an attention disorder, it's an executive function disorder. Imagine having trouble prioritizing what you value most. Your brain is struggling with prioritizing ANYTHING because it has trouble maintaining a goal. 2. ADHD is not just a deficit in dopamine. Our brains are anatomically different from others. The grey matter in our frontal cortex (where personality, memories, emotional regulation, ect is stored) is actually smaller in those with ADHD. 3. Medication is not just like any other drug where once you're off your body goes back to normal. ADHD medication is actually therapeutic treatment. Those who continuously take ADHD medications actually see a growth of dopamine transporters. 4. DO NOT medicate yourself without proper diagnosis. Medications affect non ADHD brains differently. The difference being supplementing a dopamine deficiency vs adding to normal levels of dopamine. That being said, ADHD meds affect ADHD brains differently too. 5. ""The truth about ADD is that given effective treatments, support, and strategies for overcoming challenges, individuals with ADD, can and do, thrive.""",6.8122049441786325,10.62286748325359,7.284718899521532,58.345323963317405,72.73205741626793,9.990510366826156,35.98106060606061,9.928628108626363,5.185243859649123,1060,57,133,34,24,345,139,209,0.055999999999999994,0.785,0.159,0.9551,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,5,0,4,9,10,0,1,10,1,20,11,5,3,1,30,30,4,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,1,14,8,0,0,5,1,2,2,6,4,0,0,4,3,10,6,16,22,2,14,0,1,2,0,12,8,0,3,5,87,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.19642297385308874,0.0,0.7257084181412488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045626401268239934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521286366566737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051591348651287804,0.0,0.08180008294702877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452660359852853,0.0,0.299597558604187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803969084464851,0.15379168196672302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778080469056476,0.0,0.0,0.07547201799305582,0.059425604558043826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436293311795037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497187184653399,0.0,0.0,0.06663974450245401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574125895404904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03687325362618028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03277886903793966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324131648647596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452660359852853,0.3379520688443956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147626936449935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714532029871937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858412464684475,0.0,0.07364935543730051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711242211380816,0.0,0.042982304495860886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382201087771659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053465442841977406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014149397801339,0.0,0.0,0.07613777733271658,0.0,0.0,0.05044653763607597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912320574326473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467647763196542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dibblydon,2019/03/30,"I passed my first online class!! All my life I've struggled with homework heavy classes in school. I was diagnosed ADHD in elementary school in the mid 80's so i was given ritalin and told to take extra study time. There wasn't much known about ADHD yet. Taking online classes scared me but i passed with a -B and I am elated!! just wanted to share with everyone! would anyone have any study tips? anything will help if i keep it fresh.",1.5506951871657757,4.235531470588239,2.5554010695187195,90.50475935828878,87.23529411764706,4.973262032085562,18.31550802139037,6.574015621080383,0.16182352941176514,345,9,66,4,11,109,64,85,0.040999999999999995,0.7759999999999999,0.183,0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,13,13,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,0,9,1,9,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,40,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021667149241232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420739619338421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608295319173542,0.0,0.1719248082831986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205118997691266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963369609195844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770874345578694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003585273479902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569926084123772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756761857475645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535815334202396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916712978282534,0.42287995252394345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841038671511045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141663277656291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182395913323113,0.0,0.0,0.19963369609195844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322746780599933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484120249875064,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,supermann221,2019/03/30,"ADHD and my life Hi All, if this is too long I apologize and will post them as separate questions but I just need to get this out before it slips away. I'm a 22 year old male and I've been diagnosed since 4th grade. I have the inattentive type. Nearly every day since I've taken Concerta 54 mg in the am (like 6-7) & Ritalin 10 mg in the afternoon (like 2). I've got a few questions that hopefully y'all in ADHD Reddit land can help me out with. They are all very different topics But I feel like if I don't get them out now at nearly one in the morning I'll forget about them until I start worrying about them again. 1) are any of you law school students or lawyers who went through all school with ADHD? If so do you have any tips or tricks to law school, accommodations, study habits? 2) does anyone who's taken concerta feel that you don't notice that it's doing anything to you until you don't take it for a day? And maybe this is because I grew up with it I went through puberty with it but I just feel no difference when I'm on it But when I'm off it and I can tell that I'm unfocused and my brain feels foggy. It's honestly just weird and I don't know how to explain it properly. 3) I recently got into a relationship with the girl with my dreams. She is smart, funny, caring and just really gets and supports me. I am worried about how my ADHD will effect this relationship. 4) I have trouble sleeping & waking up. It's like I can't fall asleep but once I'm asleep I do not want to get up at all. I've tried everything from alarms in the side of the room to going to bed hours before I should. I make getting up in the morning it's easier by creating a morning routine for myself and when I wake up in enough time to do the routine, my day is infinitely better. I've been trying to come up with a routine for bed but thus far have not found anything that helps or that I can stick with for a long periods of time. 5) any of you guys who are disciplined on here in getting tasks done, what is your secret? 6) self care tips? 7) how do you explain your symptoms? I've always explained mine by saying my brain is like a storm thoughts and I can reach out and grab one and hold it in my hand until it slips through my fingers. To continue the metaphor when I'm on the medicine it's like I'm in the eye of the storm and it's easier to grab things but still things will slip by. I'm curious to know if you guys have any better metaphors for me to help explain the symptoms to my parents and friends and roommates and girlfriend. 8) I've seen a lot of people say that they lose weight and or have a lack of appetite on ADHD medicine. I've had the opposite problem and I am now an appoint my life where I need to rectify it. A tips for working out and sticking to a gym plan?",2.0633972974855475,3.5889888481228667,3.6529212230967523,90.17356167723064,76.90102389078498,6.9679738106846845,24.24587309326461,7.745696148679241,1.0684151006477671,2179,72,485,32,49,724,250,586,0.059000000000000004,0.792,0.149,0.9957,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,11,6,6,22,21,1,1,28,0,40,17,10,6,4,94,85,47,0,11,21,1,9,6,2,4,6,2,3,5,33,35,1,2,16,2,0,6,8,6,0,3,13,13,56,15,83,68,8,71,0,1,2,0,46,37,0,12,33,308,89,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318868361486679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980408550489394,0.15574870979367078,0.0,0.19550439197224687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025526590607707,0.0,0.11829069398375608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752704024465306,0.0,0.0,0.043813107749334695,0.0,0.12231724199677063,0.0,0.0,0.12713163834138322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604680538657039,0.0,0.0,0.1465586072667844,0.0,0.0,0.06191221702228983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905639840203302,0.0,0.0,0.07294957217905361,0.0,0.15018395482925875,0.0,0.0,0.06289653810256911,0.07355102278475302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742640117792697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060556094133861274,0.0,0.06459480923055932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536457362830432,0.05134607858836742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880502405270623,0.05552889397077273,0.0,0.22530402571278385,0.0,0.04084707666710916,0.0,0.11496679203509827,0.0,0.0,0.14233112038608192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452485102080456,0.0,0.0,0.07138609647046094,0.07078041767503672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899903158966484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153203708672699,0.2106810755178208,0.0,0.0,0.12721066930261374,0.0,0.08040749167967036,0.0,0.0611038460996052,0.0,0.0,0.04797577908812407,0.0,0.07220607908257466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658582312723347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182787575922608,0.07541861291858634,0.07654238892496656,0.09740599654847992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980645006659175,0.0,0.0,0.04982768177899062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883445712040016,0.0,0.0,0.06877274500033828,0.0,0.0,0.16102839595071078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604367796084904,0.0,0.07096590703986308,0.15432938760410014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143125732189086,0.0,0.21821790971613186,0.0,0.0,0.07497920373706217,0.0,0.0,0.11890816048305215,0.0,0.07192489605400446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087207242013144,0.0,0.057397862847800324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156061759089771,0.0,0.1494071130716549,0.054039543956490466,0.0,0.06282016140005016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954984421467956,0.0,0.0,0.05705912595965418,0.08381943719245624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759408501196372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930274409647076,0.04239255180852549,0.0,0.0,0.08752193941603066,0.0,0.13325396403433604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232439289791147,0.14598102077340455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628384926602007 adhd,purpleand20,2019/03/30,"How can I execute my tasks in a more timely manner? **In all the jobs I've had thus far, I always heard others ask me to pick up the pace.** It's frustrating for me as I do try, yet I just find it difficult to move more quickly. It's like, once I'm met with an unknown circumstance, I either take an excessive amount of time overthinking it, or practically freeze. I currently work in my desired field and would like to keep it that way. I can't afford to lose this job, and **need advice as how I can better perform.**",0.3760740203193045,2.703214009433964,2.6183018867924552,90.81356313497824,88.15094339622641,6.280406386066764,19.474600870827285,7.61054688173877,0.7639834542815671,399,12,86,8,13,135,77,106,0.052000000000000005,0.812,0.135,0.764,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,4,1,16,13,7,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,2,12,3,13,9,5,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,56,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307184742099068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645776374434146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072572990708852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881514330370185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579513214211665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685943447857413,0.20986042732769306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069735459292184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641404156641956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094159790171905,0.0,0.1750684111431873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144346632669484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752111531890882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534873328665305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602993803371222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740867248596413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188680557890626,0.0,0.0,0.16772178221578513,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThrowPitt412,2019/03/30,"32 year old guy, I'm pretty positive I have adult ADHD, have no idea where to start. I have serious issues listening to people when they talk, which is pretty shitty considering I work with the public in a very communication heavy industry, forget someone's name almost immediately after being introduced, cannot concentrate on books or reading (my mind wonders endlessly), make mistakes at work that I should no be making. I took an online self test and scored definitely in the adhd range by a long shot. I have a busy life, I have a kid, and a career... Are there any Telemedicine services that can help with this?",5.313352999016717,7.391420079646021,6.119056047197643,73.55482792527043,69.44247787610621,8.916027531956734,27.59980334316617,9.444778638647367,2.6862357915437562,491,17,82,11,9,161,87,113,0.11800000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.133,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,2,0,15,19,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,10,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,6,51,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357877547722304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815511848909916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329390029783142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952086691383753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152519877812633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467174640865532,0.0,0.1892357499700348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280613773565117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044958805880286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24204554645265036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830667860781081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024953553176305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569434716746508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36890557766034815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813544801002237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891410904217528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361949085546964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283289068166229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572642587851034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143698857815556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959595626999556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966179899840676,0.263985004777405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167547437525519 adhd,probably_kira,2019/03/30,"Strattera..? I guess I’m just looking for some personal opinions/experiences with strattera. My doctor just recommended it so I’m just doing my research. I have a really addictive personality and have already had a run through adderall and vyvanse. It was an absolute nightmare due to my own stupid actions 😅 so I’m super nervous but I’m wanting to go back to school (online) and need something to help me focus. I go to the gym daily, which definitely helps, but it’s not quite enough. Anyone have any ideas for me? Thank you the most ♥️",2.4790453074433683,5.24199909708738,4.254587378640778,79.84718851132686,82.3009708737864,6.5401294498381874,28.971682847896442,7.793537801064563,2.3263469255663445,429,21,75,8,12,144,72,103,0.037000000000000005,0.789,0.174,0.9351,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,1,1,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,17,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,1,9,2,9,15,4,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364490062059716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935048492367225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749693673065425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516589515141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677988349620426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220025763697828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241118807873422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216622217055606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653435647240274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389357519182968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907620654721513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448495469578467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213828384279745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082587456566164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787710047810112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306959368663279,0.0,0.0,0.13894933789522318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195106575233359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697738536041234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968899246447028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279310703739216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatcrazyanimallady,2019/03/30,"Advice on how to get through to an adhd housemate? My housemate is my 19yo brother who has adhd and anxiety (I’m ADHD/GAD/ MDD/OCD/RSD). He’s HORRENDOUS about doing housework and I’m at my freaking wit’s end!!! I have a lot of OCD issues when it comes to cleaning, not in the “obsessively spotless” way, but in the “it must be done in this order or it doesn’t make sense and I panic” way. My issue is that he NEVER does ANYTHING without days of nagging, and even then he doesn’t even do half of what he’s supposed to and blames it on being “tired from work” or “having a headache” - yet he stays up till all hours on his computer. I’ve tried getting him to take meds an hour before I need his help, chore charts broken down by room and into small consecutive tasks, being gentle, being tough and still nothing. He would literally rather sneak out and catch a bus to work rather than doing a few of his chores in exchange for a lift!!! I don’t know what to do - I can’t afford to kick him out!",4.847446633825946,4.695147763546796,5.655775862068968,84.64389367816095,68.90147783251231,7.948932676518884,27.754105090311988,7.1686216300943375,1.3053385878489323,768,22,163,6,12,252,129,203,0.122,0.8220000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9259999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,2,9,0,20,1,0,2,3,28,29,15,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,9,12,0,0,1,0,1,2,7,5,0,1,1,0,14,0,33,22,3,31,0,0,0,0,14,15,0,3,10,111,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227978218614188,0.14169567049753035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092722463769747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193254651933396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338723623039392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490761273833133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351521447500924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126893475985022,0.14838884976770506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284299968793932,0.0,0.0,0.19154679173056127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151661145213394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719274046710608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855983334348327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30269180908752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969009122183836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327672812434205,0.0,0.0,0.09679091338308372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106611853215386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751820366713437,0.11183558195362553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913469881317755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013027865838665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455435968731215,0.11579992397978155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902453108153448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666010828217054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844780854671528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019394173689897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977812901053796,0.0,0.21112844343815407,0.0,0.0,0.10300627407272432,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,d1ldosmith,2019/03/30,"1hr Drive to the Airport, my plane leaves in 3 hours... So of course I'm not packed yet. Oh, ADHD, you do suck at times. 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It went horrible. I got in line, I was so happy to see him. I asked if I could get a selfie and his gf says 25 bucks when I saw no sign. Needless to say I felt embarrassed and humiliated. I hyper focused on this person and his music for months and to have this happen? 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This only happened because of an issue with my insurance company that I wont go into. I did not want to switch at first because I just started a new job but had to because insurance blah blah blah... So the first thing I noticed was that my anxiety almost completely dropped off. My heart rate is no longer resting around 85+ like it was on adderall (used to be in the low 60s and high 50s before adderall) on vyvanse my HR is now down in the 60-70 range. I no longer experience a major come down or headaches at the end of the day. I have my appetite back so I'm feeling healthier and my mental energy is lasting longer through the work day (probably due to better diet and vyvanse). I will point out that vyvanse does not give me the same level of focus at 30mg that 40mg of adderall did but I believe this is due to dosage not the drug itself. I have doubled the dose some days and still experience all of the positives (lessened side effects) while also having increased focus over my previous experience with adderall. Overall vyvanse is a far better drug for me than adderall, I'm just hoping that during my next appointment my doc will increase the dosage so I can maintain the same level of focus without having to skip out on some days just so i can take a larger dose on the days I really need it. 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I’m always so tired and I can’t actually do my schoolwork. My brain feels like an empty shell. It used to feel full but not it feels empty. Which would be good because then I could fill it. But there something blocking the passage like a clip on a stomach to maintain fullness. Any Adobe would be appreciated. There isn’t a day where I don’t consider suicide and I don’t know why I haven’t even done it. Lack of motivation/energy like everything else.,1.6710539018503638,3.7457066283185863,3.7668061142397455,86.35331456154465,80.06194690265488,6.940949316170556,25.316975060337892,8.00094639256281,1.5303876106194694,431,17,91,8,11,147,80,113,0.16,0.698,0.14300000000000002,-0.2548,0,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,14,4,2,1,0,16,21,8,1,4,3,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,3,8,4,6,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.21037783251638367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938226011529124,0.0,0.0,0.1466037788153184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314173475674549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066183719485765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212542013796855,0.0,0.0,0.13903314920297988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061617679682768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800918673542751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239048599489726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375202837180075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327015606935504,0.15401248171389534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808207257267968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847873530574855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159687768055109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596626488074384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358127248601573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162091526835932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477808539611704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619442574323133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945300542675365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694693394182516,0.0,0.0,0.30628784315782753,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pacquat,2019/03/30,"Advice for how to MAKE powerpoint presentations? I have to make technical reports with powerpoint for work. I find I take a very long time to make the reports. &#x200B; Does anyone have advice on how to 'get to the point' when using powerpoint to put together figures, photos, text? I find myself changing my mind constantly, reformatting, and wasting a lot of time.",6.606562500000003,8.898255281250002,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,66.5,10.12,34.675,10.355215969177356,4.2729725,294,14,44,8,5,94,43,64,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.4696,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,6,0,13,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,11,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,28,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731979376467965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068996104441579,0.23203116744082344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352014218942124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200501923156866,0.0,0.0,0.2063544648554834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710596510169626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490587329230778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976608091591786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898912329944032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623430713666412,0.0,0.0,0.3823917392537354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281006613272136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051415150151126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196246862326585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357435908123564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269473597234893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649237678391534,0.0,0.15755783361651954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901747913862822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203116744082344,0.0 adhd,Zewspeed,2019/03/30,"Unceremoniously fired yet again I'm always aware the reaper is just around the corner for me at work, just surprised it happened so fast this time. Time to look for yet another job I'll lose within the year! I know I use this sub mostly to vent so I don't have much positive to say, but I feel pretty justified. So no kids, there isn't any place for us in a capitalist system and no, you won't amount to much of anything. At least my employers are always bummed when they terminate me because I'm a nice guy...",3.275961538461541,4.65113698076923,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,73.42307692307692,7.892307692307693,23.57692307692308,8.472884824447931,1.2687923076923076,402,11,86,7,8,134,75,104,0.11599999999999999,0.762,0.122,0.4021,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,1,2,11,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,13,6,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,10,2,13,12,5,16,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,1,8,55,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644318819597753,0.0,0.0,0.14891966179304147,0.22962849358521195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802088430200156,0.19494615707204616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349333224307766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072714491493256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683300407418865,0.1936507713837434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731225543242774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035033021642537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838951522021489,0.2449920709354321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32196342951636675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287963307043203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227899909323897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414841242920762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553878634124111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634161532616265,0.18913571760221454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942620654761233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102138800348313 adhd,arejay00,2019/03/30,"Difficulty visualizing steps for projects At work I often have problems mentally visualize an idea or execution inside my head. Often times when I'm working on projects, I know all the steps that are required to execute but it is EXTREMELY difficult for me to piece those steps together in a chain so I can actually execute them. It's as if all the steps are scattered around like a jigsaw puzzle and I have to spend alot of mental energy to piece it all back together. A simple example is if I want to bake cookies, I know inside my head that I have to do things such as make a shopping list, go the the supermarket, mix the dry ingredients then wet ingredients, preheat oven, etc. But if I have to visualize inside my head and think of how to execute it step by step I hit these mental walls that is very difficult to break out of. Like if I write down ""step 1) making shopping list"" it takes me alot of focus to determine what the next step should be, even though I have a concept of what I am supposed to do. So at work with more complex project it becomes extremely difficult. Is this a common problem with you guys?",6.907473118279568,6.651454889400923,7.72148617511521,71.91175307219666,64.6221198156682,11.472964669738865,35.594854070660524,11.038039088145766,3.9390863287250384,889,38,168,23,12,299,121,217,0.098,0.8540000000000001,0.048,-0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,4,11,7,0,0,15,0,17,4,3,3,3,35,27,17,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,15,6,1,1,5,2,3,9,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,2,30,24,9,24,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,10,8,123,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.14763148084453445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346749433783925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632815221277933,0.0,0.0,0.16708142783005142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872178706103966,0.099921736307282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859782533247002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979506641654874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657834663545432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078136026153715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628359492593514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478195614765354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196665340362105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573764400962472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089238086655658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28951694828312263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374683279559243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050644894280647,0.09693675729774663,0.14863588252828647,0.0,0.088214988592681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482524505558655,0.08923129525714077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304099295257717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yairina,2019/03/30,"I definitely got this from my dad... I've recently come to the realization that I 100% have ADHD, and am visiting my parents for the first time in two years. My dad took my boyfriend and I to the McDonald's drive through, handed the cashier the money...and started to drive off! He forgot the food! Put the car in reverse, got the food, and...DROVE OFF AGAIN! HE FORGOT OUR DRINKS! &#x200B; Thanks for the genes. dad.",2.586624999999998,4.980366412500004,3.207500000000003,89.87750000000004,78.625,6.5,25.0,7.645422480735847,1.2541250000000002,323,12,66,5,8,101,51,80,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.7762,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,10,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,1,8,1,11,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457568760198216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215644999992227,0.24847736294862416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761497662042842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032205187521485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739388308112021,0.4945395037986747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270981804923601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706160749764226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055686247442682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019089048135093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473885921267146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882666378651371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923958610228892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719557622119102,0.0,0.0,0.19975671931305636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24847736294862416,0.13168465965785942 adhd,JurassicP0rk,2019/03/30,Anyone here try multiple different meds? Which one is your favorite and why? Debating switching from adderall to something else. ,6.8663333333333325,10.924314300000002,5.300000000000002,68.93833333333333,81.0,8.666666666666668,41.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,5.719666666666668,106,7,12,3,3,31,20,20,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.5204,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893609348548545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323663280462168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457035084097762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596740259110466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804232523056711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31858806780026083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809647423629598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734189846515305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lana_del_reymysterio,2019/03/30,"I like to have things out and in familiar places so that I can remember them. Parents are neat freaks who like to put my things away without telling me causing clashes. What can we do to understand each other and resolve this regular conflict? **tl;dr: Please refer to the title of this post.** &#x200B; Recently, I was doing some reading and feel as though there is a **possibility of me having some variation of ADD or ADHD** and realise that **I have created coping strategies along the way.** **One of them is keeping my things visible** and in familiar places so that my mind can remember it as the designated place (as I often don't register where I have put things). **In contrast, my parents are very big on being organised, neat, and tidy,** and so will often see my leaving things out as being a slight to them and will move my things from their visible familiar place and put them in other places without telling me. **This has caused regular clashes for as long as I can remember** as I get frustrated with them because I have a ""need"" to keep these things visible to help me register them and they get frustrated with me because they think that I am deliberately ignoring them or being lazy (they will ask me to put things away and I will agree to do it but then my mind will get distracted - very strong and constant inner monologue - or I'll get focused on something else so then it doesn't register to me). **What are some steps that I can take to bridge the gap between us and come up with a compromise?**",1.40298245614035,4.078477017543861,2.6961403508771937,87.01298245614036,94.61403508771929,6.322807017543857,24.578947368421048,7.554174236665415,1.8593368421052632,1190,52,220,27,45,382,135,285,0.048,0.866,0.086,0.8673,2,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,11,2,9,11,2,1,8,0,31,0,0,2,0,52,45,31,0,1,6,2,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,25,23,0,5,8,1,0,7,4,5,0,1,1,2,39,6,42,36,4,33,0,0,1,0,20,19,0,8,7,178,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981102475462136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998559939533113,0.10091591586730557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764136659883912,0.0,0.15605808099104224,0.0,0.0,0.10125409751179396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063227300022069,0.0,0.07154098375550039,0.0,0.08974850251317998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937835771191095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199302294740831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356263883280731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566725769930595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763888541310635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793889580553177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114893487438503,0.0,0.0,0.07349741992624924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771543777352022,0.0,0.0,0.08826994753075294,0.0,0.06158117902777396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056277429172454776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443635916777676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338524926715436,0.09116493221600172,0.0,0.0936273944167881,0.0795397906183251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339563136612909,0.0,0.0,0.08307335993002239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200272978280472,0.0,0.2822413893227691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661808028549128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393662891148134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244392984593121,0.0,0.14518026852828994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414025423020985,0.053215653776226314,0.08159707301796662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645890042020872,0.09989998908697363,0.0,0.0,0.1370513561333068,0.0,0.0659219269561796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011617927348956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091591586730557,0.0 adhd,alwaysbigspoon,2019/03/30,People who doing everything slowly Does watching people who move slowly drive you insane? When my boyfriend and I are cleaning I feel like I run laps around him. 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In the last few weeks, I have been going through the process of figuring out if I have ADHD, and whether it is medically significant. I live in Sydney and I have been to a psychologist who referred me to a GP so that I could be referred to a psychiatrist, who is now referring me back to a GP so that I can be referred to a ADHD specialist. I can’t afford to pay for a specialist at the moment even with the medicare rebate, so I am hoping that a bulk-billing specialist will take me, though the psychiatrist who referred me has said that it will be unlikely. The people I have talked to have stated that I am likely to have some form of attention deficiency, though I will not be able to determine the severity of this for some time. I have booked another appointment with the psychologist to try to figure out some non-medical treatment methods in the likely event that I will not be able to see a specialist, but this will be several weeks from now. I am hoping that I can get a head start on some behavioural methods to help me cope with losing attention and focus, and forgetting things, and misbehaving in social situations. I have had some success so far simply by being mindful of the times when my mind is drifting away and forcing myself to refocus, which has allowed me to actually sit through two lectures so far without losing focus (with the help of coffee). It is likely though that this habit will slip as I stop paying attention to my own behaviours. I haven’t been able to figure out good strategies in social situations. I’ve been trying to look at the person speaking and trying really hard to pay attention and not daydream, but I end up forgetting what they say anyway. Also with regards to work, I haven’t developed good strategies for keeping myself on task and being mindful of the time available. Therefore, I am interested in finding guides that will alow me to take a more structured approach to dealing with my problems. I have gotten my hands on the Hallowell books and have watched some of the videos posted here, but I’m looking for something more direct than that. Something like a recipe book would be great, like steps to deal with common issues. Perhaps I’m not far enough into the Hallowell books and he does detail some of these, but I was wondering if there are more resources and guides that people have used to develop coping strategies. 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I was diagnosed with ADD when I was a young teenager and around the same time I started to drink coffee and energy drinks. Now when I'm 21 I've been thinking about my diagnosis more and I want to get better at focus, so I'm wondering if it helps focusing and getting less anxiety? 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I am not talking about the research but what you experienced from taking it for a long- time. I am taking Medikinet since five years (I took it before as a teenager but stopped taking it for some years then) and I cannot tell whether it caused any side effects besides being less hungry and not falling asleep when I took it too late. &#x200B;",6.830719696969696,8.307128511363636,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,65.02272727272728,7.684848484848485,36.25757575757576,7.793537801064563,2.9161303030303025,391,19,63,4,6,120,57,88,0.027999999999999997,0.9309999999999999,0.04,-0.0088,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,4,0,15,11,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,1,9,0,6,8,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,10,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37356558619484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839584239242308,0.1888504469322848,0.10568988603885968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322496669953223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596575760137511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531879859038768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750809023958685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31313550619758423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694495303250815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856376067836106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168556143201032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299367963025083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674213758360336,0.12491947538965956,0.1358425891579272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906257570517355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345351267425365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888504469322848,0.20016879232298104 adhd,asdfjjjjj123,2019/03/30,"Can’t differentiate between ADHD & Depression? About me: I’m a 4-year university student who has been diagnosed w/ major depression and general social anxiety (never seen a psychiatrist for ADHD). During my childhood, from elementary school to high-school, I got really bad grades (got D’s and F’s in elem-middle school, then graduated with a 1.95 gpa in high school, was also suspended several times through this). I’ve also been recommended to be put in the special education class in high school when I went to see a psychologist but I refused. I used to be EXTREMELY hyper as a kid, ex. Super talkative (got into trouble numerous times), however, my dad was pretty abusive when he was drunk, while I was growing up (verbally and physically in the house, there were numerous times when police were called and my mom forced my sis and I to go to a random neighbor’s house while my dad started throwing everything), which I suspect is responsible for my general social anxiety and depression. Thing is, I’m not quite sure if I have ADHD and I’m worried of the stigma of going to see a psychiatrist for it. I also have trouble differentiating between the common symptoms of ADHD and depression. Can you guys look at my situation and see if it and the symptoms are significant enough to warrant a visit to a psychiatrist? Here are the common symptoms that I’ve noticed: 1. Running thoughts (I can’t keep a straight line of thinking. this is REALLY noticeable when I’m studying, when I’m trying to go over a concept and I can’t keep my logic consistently, resulting in me studying much more to get concepts than my classmates) 2. Sometimes, I say words incoherently when talking to people which makes them confused (I get pretty anxious when talking to people, and I start over-thinking and talk faster than intended, which makes me start slurring and messing up my words) 3. I’m really forgetful. I’ve lost my wallet, my university card 3 times so far this year, and just generally. I’ve started looking for my phone, when I was watching a tv show on it right in front of me. I recently opened a savings account, and had to deposit a certain amount by this Thursday, which the banker emphasized, but I obviously forgot (2 times now) 4. I’m pretty quiet but I’m really restless. I have a tendency to incessantly tap my foot and wiggle my toes. 5. If I’m in a situation where I’m in a class where the material is pretty dull, I can NOT for the life of me concentrate, I start day-dreaming and just fidgeting. I just ditch the class as soon as I know there’s no attendance required. I’d like to note that I was seen as the dumb kid in school which kind of developed a sort of obsessive tendency to over study for my classes (I have a 3.95 GPA). 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(From Embarrasment) I mostly manage my busy Mom life fairly well. I work hard to be organized and write everything down. One day at 2:15 pm I realized I had missed an appointment at 2:00 with my child's guidance counselor. (If you have adhd then good chance your kids will too) Seeing as I live close to the school I jumped into my car and raced to the school. I ran into the guidance office and asked if she could still see me? She very kindly and warmly offered me a seat. I apologized several times for being late. Discussed my son's course selections. Apologized again. Came home. Looked at my calendar and realized the appointment was for the next day!! That is my life! That is ADHD.,2.587017543859652,5.3100862481203,3.3943157894736835,86.51954385964916,81.25563909774436,7.155689223057642,21.64862155388472,8.238735603445708,1.4541983959899751,553,17,104,12,15,175,91,133,0.053,0.809,0.138,0.8941,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,0,0,17,16,10,1,3,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,4,5,21,4,14,8,1,20,0,1,3,0,14,7,0,3,9,68,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41000814863028495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946932242493256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509813695664985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619429165496602,0.0,0.0,0.2200200441873271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703516332449354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533063520754739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307445487806622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528062216570121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110570085323398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763287505946487,0.0,0.0,0.19242172910606176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409714713917588,0.0,0.0,0.15062531148349767,0.0,0.14324428237276554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978129579040327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141382096752834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558945818558893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452722398245829,0.2718604334552963,0.0,0.0,0.19270690558531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362254502326432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994666003511897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074640785832931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337195299198605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418430978115892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JamesGrayPhD,2019/03/30,Is the prescribed legitimate use of Adderall mentally or physically harmful? Doctor prescribed me 20mg/day Adderall a year ago and it works but I am concerned about the possible long term damage. 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One day it will work like ""okay"" but it will wear off within a few hours and other days it does absolutely nothing. Do I talk to my psych about this or does this just happen normal at first?",4.1312987012987,4.575560831168835,4.6679480519480565,89.02477922077922,70.55844155844156,6.679480519480518,25.78961038961039,5.6839178017228535,0.6232566233766232,292,8,63,1,5,93,59,77,0.024,0.9279999999999999,0.048,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,1,5,1,1,0,0,10,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,3,7,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,12,40,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23525984067055195,0.0,0.17352527043138222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052374954243192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049839200782656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426135805548412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650936602793168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310577345873426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277954768563765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127231221267346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917986402561432,0.1878324987544233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264886372030724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820828146618667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734070247837073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555314408089252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702310128469998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275365896580123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weenuuus,2019/01/29,"Why does my doctor blame me when he makes mistakes? No matter what I do, whether I called three days early or I call the day up nothing is ever good enough for my doctor. He has too many patients and can’t keep track of my fill dates even though he has them on his computer. He is notorious for sending my prescription to the pharmacy and putting the wrong date on it so that I have to go days without my medication. Whenever I’ve tried to call him and get him to change it to the right date he gets angry at me!! I don’t know what to do! 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Aperently ""Health issues, mental or physical cannot effect your job. You need to leave that stuff at home, and come ready to work 100%"" oh cool so I can just leave my worry, fear of judgement and self hate at home! I had no idea, thanks I'm cured. 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Spend a lot of time being very down on myself and self critical due to the constant knocks and challenges living with ADHD. This has led to lots of depression and anxiety and low self esteem. In a very bad spot at the moment. I work as part of a team diagnosing adults with High Functioning Autism. I do the screening and recently saw a guy for an assessment. He said he was really struggling with his job as a carer at a facility for people with Learning disabilities. He and his wife were pretty distraught. Although he wasn't fully diagnosed by me I offered to write a letter to his employer even though I'm not officially meant to. I wrote a pretty comprehensive letter explaining everything, really taking time and effort to get a good job done. His wife called today. The guy had a meeting with senior managers. He was apparently going to get fired. They went through the letter and had a big discussion, and now she explained that they understand his difficulties and are going to put things in place to make his working life easier. His wife was so grateful, she explained her husband was too overwhelmed to be able to speak on the phone and that he'll call later in the week. Despite everything, today I stopped a guy from losing his job. Feels good.",5.364599156118143,7.183320164556964,5.975379746835448,75.67336497890297,68.87341772151899,9.148523206751054,29.62236286919831,9.586721724236666,2.937859071729958,1017,39,174,23,18,330,142,237,0.114,0.775,0.111,-0.4125,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,6,5,11,0,3,21,0,14,3,0,2,0,31,32,16,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,6,4,16,0,1,7,1,1,5,2,7,0,0,14,6,20,4,34,15,3,31,0,4,2,0,46,12,0,2,14,114,24,11,0.1087107893761064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064924312202275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316345631820593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076896827634304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220117410958224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747774310010793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010946572837216,0.0,0.09363244359416033,0.22067832574521776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112488811116578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180245110704536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540449555816025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496744150230362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135938011533007,0.0,0.1235656936871311,0.2735443571406322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229223189049113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485891761236285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236360523174132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767856454963344,0.0,0.0,0.09599361869309106,0.0,0.0,0.12161956616886894,0.0,0.1848440511858978,0.0,0.0,0.072565296061665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177231911052344,0.0,0.075366373388482,0.0,0.11357963698597455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211959100595101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092843694444894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928583074637532,0.0,0.1073387895415545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340885521695327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268181245229493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088708766534467,0.0,0.1136481206988364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173698438616485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222261794937095,0.0,0.10680779860719908,0.0,0.1267802710284356,0.0,0.20609023421917774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317176563242927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793955727003421,0.0,0.0,0.08720123790378251,0.0,0.0,0.10077599087844384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828549881011608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,googleismygod,2019/01/29,"Just completed my first move since getting treatment! I just counted up, I have moved over 20 times since I was 16 (and I'm 29 now). That's a LOT of moving, and every single move has been horrible--last minute, panicked, chaotic, and when it's over I usually leave the boxes sitting around for months and months because I'm just too exhausted from getting it there to deal with any of it. If hell is real, then ADHD hell must be a sort of Sisyphean move from one apartment to another, and at no point during the move do you ever know where that goddamned thing you're looking for is, because it's always in a box that's somewhere else and wherever it is it definitely doesn't have a label. But this time it was different! This time, I'm medicated, and I've actually been able to just...do the things? All the things neurotypical people suggest that make moving easier that I've always scoffed at for being wildly unrealistic? Things like: beginning to pack a few weeks in advance, and sorting through the junk piles, and throwing things out that don't need to come, and labeling the boxes, and getting services switched over, and coordinating the actual physical transfer of the items, and actually unpacking on the other end. My husband will ask me where something is, and 9 times out of 10 I actually know! The mental health improvement has been obvious, but it's also saved us $$$. Because I know where my things are, I haven't had to go out and buy more of that thing that I know I have *somewhere* but who knows where and I need it now so I guess I'll just go buy another. Because I've been unpacking as we went and I prioritized the kitchen, we've been able to cook at home or pull out frozen meals, rather than having to eat out. Because I got my shit together before the last minute, we were able to plan the move so that we had a few weeks of overlap between places and we were able to do the entire move using only the vehicles we had and a little bit of help from friends to move the big things--so, no cost on movers or renting a moving van. Also gotta say, thanks and full credit to Netflix's Tidying Up show. I've been watching obsessively because I'm terrified of becoming one of those people who just lets their house get out of control, and a move is a great opportunity to throw things out and be more mindful about the things you bring with you. I've gotten so many good ideas of how to store things in this new place. Most ADHD people, myself very much included, have that ""out of sight out of mind"" mentality, and Mari Kondo has so many good tips for keeping things in sight without looking cluttered, it's amazing. Her method was one of those things I'd always meant to get around to learning, but, ya know, *ADHD*, so thanks Netflix for putting in on tv! Anyway, point is, this has been a huge personal victory for me. I've been dreading this move so much, and now it's over and it's hardly felt that hard. Thanks, science! 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I’m looking for people to comment on how ADHD affects their everyday lives and how noticeable they feel it is to others. I’m looking for more detail than something along the lines of “I find it hard to concentrate at work”. I’m more looking for things like “Because of my inattentiveness, I feel as though I only pick up parts of conversations and I have to try to piece the rest of it together, which can be very awkward if I get it wrong”. This is just me looking to see what people affected by ADHD find everyday life and a way for me to compare myself to rather than symptoms from websites such as WebMD. Personally I am on a neurodevelopment assessment waiting list so I haven’t been diagnosed with anything yet, but I believe it is ADHD from things I read online. As I said, I’m looking for more anecdotal comments rather than general symptoms. Sorry if I repeated myself or if some things didn’t make sense.",5.241877954447787,6.752342994413407,6.062681564245813,76.12068328319728,68.77653631284917,9.083111302105717,32.763644177052,9.466822959209583,3.2090030941125924,752,34,132,16,13,247,108,179,0.046,0.9440000000000001,0.011000000000000001,-0.4012,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,1,9,3,0,1,4,0,10,4,0,7,0,27,27,15,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,13,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,10,19,1,32,23,7,9,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,5,5,102,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415211295620324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077454796979576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465077733329505,0.0,0.0,0.13797103537854674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429481835559494,0.0,0.12794514640613322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383940532317868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238533364027108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398055102598607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970054427047857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649746482400815,0.0598280091078405,0.0,0.10813485518763104,0.0,0.5141798406349575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348665438613116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942207815767818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931367200108464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261277567929158,0.0,0.16979736743619586,0.10692777529601424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249362834412572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164879680154068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975851545580234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427606715385647,0.0,0.13708449121999938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545666742869184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244071921849184,0.0,0.12031680847687845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314263337534418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010427283571602,0.0,0.09720343594024523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915269434136748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389132032957735,0.0,0.0 adhd,CraziestManInRussia,2019/01/29,"I can't see the point of anything in life anymore, because of my ad(h)d. Hi everyone, this will be a long post so I don't expect you to read it all but maybe someone can help me out if they experienced the same thing. Also my English is not perfect. So basically I have ADD since when I was a kid and it has caused a lot of trouble in my life. I'm currently 17 yo and almost depressed. Sometimes I just want to end it all ofcourse. My trouble started when I was around age 13, when I first noticed I couldn't finish school by doing nothing. In the past I could just get away with doing nothing because I could just make tests and everything with common sense or knowledge that I already had. But then my grades became worse and worse, untill I came at a point I had to do the third year of school again. The year proceeded and i failed again only 2 months in. That was when my mother and I (father left the household) decided I should take medication (methylphenidate). That is when things started to get bad. I was feeling horrible all the time and people were saying I was a different person. And meanwhile my mother would scream at me for every little mistake i made. She always used to scream so I naturally wanted to please her. I felt really bad because of my medication and i wanted to quit, but my mother would shame me and get angry everytime I even mentioned stopping with taking the medication. So the second time I did the third year of school, I DID proceed, and I kept taking my medication until it was half way in the forth year. I got so tired and depressed from these pills that at one day I just decided to quit. Ofcourse my mother was furious but this time I didn't give in. I stopped going to school and ended up sitting at home for maybe a month. Then i went to a new place wich was not a school. This place was specially designed for people who can't do well at school, like me. My mother resisted this at first but knew this would be better then letting me sit at home all day. So i went to this place (I'll call it paradise school), with the only condition that i would go back to school after one year. I accepted this because I was really desperate and that was actually a really good decision. I absolutely loved my time there because it was a totally care free and worry free environment. The place was basically a huge terrain with a lot of trees plants water and small buildings. In these buildings you could hang out, make music, read, paint or basically anything that you asked for. I never felt better in my life then in this place (not in a way when your gaming or eating junkfood, but genuinly good) . But then, eventually, the year came to an end and i needed to go back to school. At first I was optimistic to return to school, but man, that went away really quickly. I couldn't concentrate just like before and all the problems from my past showed up again. This is where I'm at currently in my life. I'm going to school but i can't do anything and I really mean this. I just can't focus for longer then 5 seconds. And ofcourse this makes me really sad and depressed. I feel so bad and i can't talk about this with anybody, since my mom gets angry and nobody else cares about this. I've considered ending it all many times, but I know there has to be another way. I know going back to the ""paradise school"" where I only have to focus on the things that I want, doesn't get me a good future. I won't have any certificate or any diploma and people will not hire me when I'm going to look for a job. On the other hand I can't stay in school and if I do, it will probably result in a burn-out. Can somebody PLEASE relate to this, or give me any advice when it comes to leaving school or not? Thanks a 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adhd,PunkinNickleSammich,2019/01/29,"How to make chicken stir fry: Dry chicken Pound chicken Season chicken Cut vegetables Put skillet on burner and turn to med heat Go upstairs Forget why you went upstairs Look at heinous toenails and remember you've been meaning to repaint them for over a week Find nail polish remover Remove nail polish Run down stairs when you smell your hot 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adhd,ilovecoffee35,2019/01/29,"Should I tell my Employer? Just googling this question, it seems to be a resounding no. However, I feel embarrassed at my lack of organization, forgetfulness, and lack of attention to detail...in a data job. It is literally the worst job I could possibly have. I also get up all the time. Will go to the bathroom even though I don’t have to go on a different floor just to move, etc. I know my performance is sort of questionable and I’m worried about keeping my job or it being a problem. Without it being an excuse or even asking for accommodations, is it safe to tell them I have this and that I’m going to try to work on it? I just made a first appointment to see a counselor for tomorrow. And I want to work in life skills and organizational strategies that might actually stick....things I try might work for about a day. I am not on meds but may be open to it. Thoughts? 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I am researching about ADHD. Thank you so much for your help. 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I recently got diagnosed with ADHD, and I am still in high school. The doctor started me in concerta, and it was literally like putting on glasses. I could hold things in my brain, think about them, hold other things in my brain, and not get distracted when having a conversation! The first time, I took it in my room on a weekend, and about an hour later, I decided to get some more water. My living room looked way different. I guess my ADHD was so bad I wasn’t even able to process all of the objects in my line of site. It was amazing, and since then, my grades have shot up, and I was able to manage my time enough to start taking college computer science classes! 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This might be too long, sorry. I've been debating if I should post this for a while. TL;DR at the end. My mom knew something was up from the moment I started school, but none of my teachers would sign off on getting me tested, because ""she's not hyperactive, she just doesn't pay attention."" When I was 11 she got sick of hearing it and had me tested privately. Lo and behold, ADHD, Inattentive Type. I didn't know what that meant when I was 11, and from what I remember I didn't really care. I don't think I was even aware there was a problem. After all, I really was trying my best, and by that age I had learned to just tune out unhelpful adults who wouldn't believe I was trying anyway. From my point of view, their behaviour was problematic, not mine. My parents' reaction to my diagnosis and the way they handled it was confusing. After fighting for years to get me tested, they finally get a diagnosis, and then turn around and say, ""you can't tell ANYONE you have ADHD, not even your closest friends."" I guess they were worried about me getting bullied, but they never told me that. It was confusing, and scary. Was I broken? Should I be ashamed? What was wrong with me? I never told anyone, not even my teachers, which resulted in me not getting any of the support I should have gotten. We tried medication, Strattera if I remember correctly. My parents took me off it because I was becoming ""anorexic"" and ""people can smell that on your breath."" I think they were genuinely concerned about my health first, but they're not the best at finding the right words for things. I think they were trying to talk me into being embarrassed about not eating, but I wasn't even aware I wasn't eating. Nothing changed and I was probably only on it for about 3 weeks. When I was about 15 I tried again of my own choice, my doctor put me on Biphentin. We increased my dosage 3 times (don't remember what the exact doses were), and I eventually just forgot to keep taking it. I didn't notice much of a difference on it vs off it. Other than medication, I was in occupational therapy exactly 3 times, all with the same therapist. The first time, I don't remember anything about except that she tried giving me a more in-depth explanation of why I had trouble processing language sometimes. The second time was to re-teach me cursive, because they taught me in 2nd grade and I forgot, because the endless chime of ""you'll need it next year!"" just goes off into infinity. I got in trouble once for writing letters ""backwards"" (still don't know what that means) and otherwise just learned cursive and goofed off with the only other kid there. I did hours of extra homework, and eventually got a ""you little asshole, we spent a lot of money on that class!"" from my dad when I inevitably forgot again. The third time was just some strange... clap therapy? It was just some exercise about wearing a button on your hand and clapping on time. Didn't do much for my school performance or my dwindling self-esteem, but it made me really good at guitar hero. My mom wanted to do anything and everything she could to help, but my dad disagreed. He always said ""she needs to figure it out herself or she'll never get anywhere!"" My dad shouted louder and used more swear words so he usually won. Besides the therapy, which was nice but didn't address any core issues, I was mostly left to drown. When I was 13 my insomnia started getting worse. My mom wanted me to see a specialist, but my dad insisted I was making excuses to stay up late and play video games. He took my video games away and I was still sleeping 4 hours a night. He kinda just ignored that. Neither of my parents really knew anything about ADHD. Despite having a daughter with inattentive-type ADHD, they still kind of assumed ADHD means ""the kid just can't sit still and that's all there is to it,"" like most other adults in my life. No one thought to tell me anything about it either, so that's what I thought. Even I spent a long time thinking ""I don't have that much trouble sitting still, so I probably don't really have ADHD."" I've lived with this condition for all of my life, and I've known I have it for ten years. I'm 21 now. I didn't figure out what ADHD actually is and all the ways it can affect your life until just a few months ago. For a long time, I was elated. I hunted for knowledge obsessively, wanting to learn as much about myself as I could. I've come to a beautiful self-understanding, why I can't focus, why I can't sleep, why basic math makes me cry despite being able to do it, and I finally know why just the thought of doing my homework made teenage me feel a physical weight crushing her down until there was she could do but cry. I have tools that I never thought existed, actually helpful coping methods, the whole shebang, and I'm only just discovering what I can really do. Did you know I have a passion for physics? I didn't know that. I slept through every physics class I've ever taken. So now I'm here, and I can't stop asking myself, ""why?"" I know it doesn't help, but I don't know how to stop. Why did no one help me? Why did no one tell me it's okay to struggle? Why did no one tell me that I'm not stupid, I'm not incompetent? Family, my parents, teachers, they all watched me drown and they just shrugged and walked away. I tried telling people how I was feeling, and it was always met with ""that's just an excuse,"" ""you just need to focus, just apply yourself, just try a little harder."" Why were my parents okay with calling me a special idiot whenever I forgot little details, blaming me for small things THEY forgot, and reminding me ""you should probably try an easier class?"" I'm 21 and I'm slowly but surely teaching myself things I could have learned years ago. Where could I be right now if none of this ever happened? If someone, anyone had just reached out to me and told me it's okay? I know the past is the past and we can't change it, but I don't know how to stop thinking about who I could be, what I could do. It feels like I really have wasted my potential like everyone kept telling me I was. TL;DR grew up with ADHD, didn't know what it really was until I was 21. Now feeling like I wasted my school years and squandered my potential",4.263368818681322,5.5564827475961565,5.094789377289377,82.96211538461542,70.8830128205128,7.953663003663004,28.21749084249084,8.384062270229773,1.9539981227106225,4991,181,969,77,91,1622,436,1248,0.106,0.7929999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.7742,5,0,2,0,2,0,184.0,4,11,12,8,69,37,3,6,41,3,119,21,6,10,16,222,211,74,2,26,49,13,6,4,1,9,11,4,3,4,64,55,3,11,44,7,4,7,47,16,0,10,89,14,175,21,118,100,29,134,0,0,3,1,89,46,0,19,77,683,239,22,0.034957305028219705,0.0,0.06822657411133687,0.0,0.3360950992801014,0.0,0.09296262511327656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817455630959556,0.0,0.0,0.047544332312514016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733288814206732,0.0,0.11506753393120644,0.031119412854166206,0.03268036131207961,0.0,0.06568707759625264,0.0,0.0,0.08523859473291248,0.038607596947697394,0.0,0.039384911951435835,0.07337106986557013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03569531689482232,0.0,0.035641302258521065,0.0,0.07396038709324723,0.030112622950486907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953739449426424,0.0,0.07679791620982714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036522943471385017,0.0,0.035780282964227784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154010028927263,0.0,0.0,0.030961796377160043,0.0,0.0,0.11544485140471693,0.06324176748301448,0.029453037182478107,0.03340320301685988,0.03141737169932352,0.0,0.032954636060129966,0.0,0.07070185508704184,0.049947011393919945,0.0,0.07658803791768813,0.031950343490815,0.08920399739716839,0.0,0.0,0.027007927149458124,0.0,0.1278462434738124,0.033534232327216716,0.0,0.02932052891956729,0.08387565072496693,0.0,0.038509412610000855,0.0,0.03091262938818193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03715798056771857,0.039399423386346485,0.0,0.0937245787682034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885180767986429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03648634425648628,0.0,0.03107165890022585,0.0,0.036402653811860655,0.1921162063100353,0.0,0.0394333627048636,0.0,0.03798121419685478,0.0,0.07407413505528472,0.06831349390042735,0.105109209755464,0.03086794078743525,0.0928083447232127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029719450649934732,0.0,0.06615489449995307,0.04666854510851768,0.0,0.0,0.07615750652172876,0.0,0.07043161424183643,0.0,0.03708417637783504,0.0,0.1228247194609962,0.02790258736138121,0.0,0.10279056573923873,0.07776119620806375,0.10784491474903812,0.0,0.03717749047949062,0.03280506269619786,0.0,0.03354247697830707,0.039799123470085816,0.0,0.03722838897203808,0.09475189835714663,0.07975981713136629,0.0,0.0,0.1940797515785081,0.0,0.06674140630189641,0.04846998754276228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0330459524512013,0.0,0.10043830537623057,0.0,0.11306966190721653,0.03344941982483987,0.0,0.03514174682579696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791563578722462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839924831048904,0.05970669498125999,0.033252402224139894,0.027799452041926003,0.0,0.10613597691000984,0.02785644616995185,0.0,0.07293618609874769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996510155168388,0.0,0.029619211109668014,0.02691184127012529,0.034573668528884355,0.07826368196475188,0.049485920846470924,0.03725983594264744,0.13958474475864013,0.08767761686428274,0.0,0.036544965260148735,0.0,0.0,0.039669135483217065,0.032946846286385334,0.0,0.026283542890932262,0.02809735762250317,0.18332535240151976,0.0,0.11993017457733438,0.04058812547181274,0.06967224044868289,0.1119961477398578,0.0,0.11100878169417283,0.18345497113039685,0.0,0.0,0.10020960905057964,0.0776777042648262,0.21360343910754231,0.03802350962786725,0.0,0.03639178736995311,0.0,0.030191887698289406,0.0385005327577294,0.0,0.0618561726545597,0.055494963205572456,0.02804064150150372,0.04256857997156592,0.0,0.0,0.31543530526993296,0.03902858266667415,0.040199175586843085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035500840124123745,0.03562448030987537,0.024832666517967908,0.0382203253586792,0.0,0.13506814990744634 adhd,paigec17,2019/01/29,"Diagnosis/symptoms I’ve been seeing a therapist for a few months now, and at our initial meeting I brought up that I thought I may have ADHD. I relate to a lot of the symptoms/tics of ADHD, but when I brought some of them up (i.e. having trouble doing/starting schoolwork) she didn’t seem to think they were serious indicators. I’m not sure how to bring it up again, but I feel like having an explanation for my symptoms could help me work on them. Any advice?",4.993333333333332,5.767790329670332,5.885439560439561,79.88039377289377,68.78021978021978,8.264468864468865,32.74908424908425,8.344100000000001,2.4891084249084248,364,16,70,5,6,120,68,91,0.087,0.833,0.08,0.0918,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,14,17,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,2,13,2,13,9,3,12,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,4,5,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277977320620098,0.2145762197286655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932553804382775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532099909580515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102892856053873,0.1568717865476301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471834020141385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727828887450898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186683574794904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527089635693485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498105915022502,0.19990221561918933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554236098515694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695655230673407,0.4564664214841162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549554649092661,0.0,0.14070139767795994,0.0,0.17432620512065886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598607180836414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StrangeTrails37,2019/01/29,"Nervous to Try the KonMarie Method I reaalllly want to clean out my dresser and closet a la Marie Kondo, but I know that I'll be able to hyperfocus for maybe half an hour tops, but then I'll crash and have a mountain of clothes on my bed that I'll have to live around until the motivation hits again to put it away or actually finish. ",13.977391304347824,6.0088453623188425,13.085289855072466,62.69576086956522,59.14492753623189,16.118840579710145,47.54347826086956,11.20814326018867,5.005573913043479,266,9,57,4,2,89,52,69,0.071,0.782,0.147,0.6652,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,35,7,1,0.3428400653443385,0.0,0.3345624485020883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052003444712665,0.0,0.0,0.3221095269958342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376284044920647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841593387095626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30273405882022103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444289264751769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446489587325036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327658997558688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022159532198922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PurpleSalami,2019/01/29,"(F18) Diagnosed with ADHD-Combined today and after telling my mom she said, “Well, are you sure you answered all the questions correctly?” and continued to question my diagnosis. Then, when I mentioned my therapist recommended seeking medication, she said “but you’ve always done great in school, so you don’t need that.” I’m kinda upset.",4.5575123152709365,7.898660810344832,5.341428571428576,71.52500000000002,78.82758620689654,8.141871921182268,32.42364532019705,8.841846274778883,3.777612807881773,269,14,39,7,7,87,49,58,0.048,0.784,0.16699999999999998,0.7422,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,12,7,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,9,3,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,3,5,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204203347622856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450338907355706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286083499544853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461581825735807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121644247795206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127029001671316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562089416878405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550432053153712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698675783308847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989824590715362,0.0,0.0,0.2122472875697672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976581069449929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833040497803369,0.0,0.0,0.2435004545038817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878952403757935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885629787576636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RandyRocketeer,2019/01/29,"Sometimes I wonder if I really have ADHD And then I walk to the shopping centre without my wallet. A+ for my ADHD keeping me fit and healthy. I’d love to hear about your adhd moments if you’ve had any today. 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My mom knows I have ADHD and she knows it's stupidly hard to function at the bare minimum of a normal person and yet she tells me stuff like this EVERY FREAKING DAY. ""Apply for a job"", ""just do your damn homework"", ""why are you always mad at me?"" After dealing with my executive function deficits for my entire life, you'd think your own mother would realize that saying stuff like that will do nothing and will only make me mad, making me even less likely to do any of that. Does she not consider that maybe it's really hard for me to do anything? Does she not realize that it makes me depressed out of my mind? Anyways, sorry for all the negativity. I just needed to get that off my chest",3.867532467532463,5.224592945578234,4.8735188620902905,83.9239703153989,71.9251700680272,7.250216450216451,25.608534322820034,7.686295010490155,1.3330734693877555,581,18,114,7,11,190,92,147,0.17,0.799,0.031,-0.9652,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,1,8,9,4,0,4,0,11,2,1,5,1,27,19,5,0,3,5,2,2,3,0,3,1,1,1,2,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,22,3,18,15,4,7,0,1,0,0,16,4,1,1,6,85,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853337564096382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831736102567684,0.0,0.0,0.10486995760831144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690395277969233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296271115753226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945446550483496,0.1589865729233719,0.13282321488010346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699052320200482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185606640414553,0.0,0.12993089230741056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056979653884415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27628866555035114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303235812230487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950258785146605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892502534349276,0.2260216789560792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088146226348613,0.0,0.1549274341320561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557109155369845,0.1806121079930438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434679947841475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109575170846976,0.1479712919584725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728574482769605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465262430221991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879263595409016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226361677774043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087752992325352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262854709926426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35307340541910986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347887399666345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098813302822904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470033388794107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915301985686246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954831242230674,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hmore6251,2019/01/29,"My response to people when they tell me Adderall and meth are practically identical in their chemical compounds so I am basically a “meth head” : H2O (the stuff we need in order to survive and what we use to extinguish fires) is practically identical in its chemical compound to H2O2 (the stuff that would kill us if we drank It, and would make a fire x 100 bigger). H2O is only ONE molecule off from being H2O2, but would we drink H2O2 in place of water? Would we use it to extinguish fires? No. In chemistry things change A LOT when you change the formula by even just ONE molecule. If meth is basically the same as Adderall then next time you are feeling thirsty or want to water your flowers then I suggest swapping water with hydrogen peroxide and see how that turns out for you! I mean sense they are PRACTICALLY the same thing right?! My city has a huge meth problem. So I am really confused that if meth and Adderall are practically the same then why are we not a city full of organized and productive people?! With that logic we should be WAY ahead of everyone right?! When my non prescribed friends want some Adderall to help them study or get things done, I’ll make sure to point them in the direction of the local meth dealer and see how that works out for them! Should do the same thing am I right?? I mean sense being prescribed to Adderall is often seen as an advantage, then the meth heads of the town should be at SUCHHH an advantage!! /s",5.878731884057974,6.790273757246375,5.909565217391307,80.00427536231884,66.8623188405797,9.611594202898553,30.91304347826087,9.725611199111238,2.7973565217391307,1151,43,219,24,18,363,140,276,0.051,0.861,0.08800000000000001,0.8655,1,0,8,0,0,0,28.0,8,4,6,5,10,7,1,1,18,0,26,7,2,6,1,56,42,26,1,14,8,0,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,15,18,5,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,7,28,4,33,28,7,32,0,0,3,0,22,20,0,9,10,158,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249551618283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207041387386363,0.0,0.11554641892328993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790508033514731,0.0,0.0,0.1127065946560428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963923069520804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112813211947073,0.0,0.06162417903554208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210213383765095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790596196957857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049456399160456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027715234709078,0.0,0.0,0.15746552191650906,0.0,0.0,0.2569649746830272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874586749117804,0.0,0.0,0.12544151372806706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598523919343799,0.0897065407642462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635438145320442,0.0,0.1232329900637751,0.0,0.11150118645988866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286253596025447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556200148144647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021868112217396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798228334270572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27004981622047297,0.0,0.0,0.11116678983510417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030937870083167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31344383188101577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877778576567907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282960883980233,0.0,0.0,0.1418797237595512,0.20374242835301346,0.0,0.0,0.1391403208615019,0.09362348156111708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643182653268066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586924478599728,0.0,0.0,0.3351541201670547,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Synacku,2019/01/29,"The rush you get when you say a perfectly articulated sentence to someone I don't know about you guys, but my words tend to get jumbled sometimes when talking so it can be difficult to get an important point across verbally. It can require several additional verbal points and sentences to get your whole idea across. Obviously, as I'm typing this I've rewritten parts of this a few times, lol. But I definitely feel AMAZING, and even sometimes a bit of a rush when I get my point across right off the bat in the first couple of sentences. What have you guys experienced?",9.474579439252334,8.039525056074769,8.967214953271029,68.88783177570095,60.12149532710282,12.298317757009347,41.02616822429906,11.20814326018867,4.520463177570092,459,21,83,10,5,147,71,107,0.028999999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.195,0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,3,6,3,0,0,8,1,5,0,0,0,2,12,14,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,10,2,14,13,4,16,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488089238804056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873770340319835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185078284601864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856259259716571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404478011885052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423788947855629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353563711830997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116990503465436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306758946682088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833841447086744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802573185270892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446197143818559,0.0,0.1346699500127179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131166065053376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348547854610075,0.0,0.334973092672409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611310542399474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874643793719687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890676574797728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nad5seven,2019/01/29,Coffee makes me calm but redbull fucks me up I bartend at the moment and I'm drinking a load of redbull at work and coffee at home. I find coffee makes me feel calm and focussed but redbull makes me really hyper and makes it harder for me to sleep. I was looking at the amount of caffeine in a red bull and in a cup of coffee and there's more caffeine in coffee?? Is this to do with the amount of sugar in red bull because I come home from work alot and find my mind racing where as coffee doesn't affect me that way unless I drink alot. 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I have severe ADHD and after trying a few different meds without much success, I don't know which way to go next. I started off with provigil which actually worked quite well but it made me feel like an emotionless zombie. Right now I'm on Adderall which has pretty much lost all effects which really sucks because I space my doses to avoid amphetamine tolerance and addiction. It still kinda works but I only take it twice a week, I can only imagine that if I start to take it everyday it would only lead to addiction (which I've had before). I've read that with the tolerance I already have with Adderall things like Vyvanse and dexedrine wouldn't work much better since they too are amphetamine based. So the next options I'm looking into (and the last two that I'm aware of) are Ritalin and concerta. Obviously everyone reacts differently to everything but I just want to know what everyone's experiences are with these meds and what other options or advice you have. Thanks!",6.219120294599018,7.643046664893621,6.557446808510639,73.80653846153848,66.3936170212766,9.827168576104746,32.01472995090016,10.035473477838034,3.374884124386252,815,33,138,19,13,263,118,188,0.084,0.795,0.121,0.8096,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,9,7,9,1,1,6,0,12,4,0,4,2,36,29,13,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,19,11,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,3,1,2,3,2,13,6,17,24,5,18,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,5,12,92,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.11126235629114996,0.24858672301416296,0.13702407445663592,0.11141430181541497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258185721601139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950258766806787,0.0,0.09701850966422162,0.0,0.0,0.10083715003464074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382431656429623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178927565240256,0.1024694805293113,0.11152871130642412,0.0,0.0,0.05764949430336831,0.08145245822133446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479744699423094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531950826602845,0.09293757866092166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140410312027776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957440249853776,0.0,0.12446102342762724,0.0,0.0,0.107883907965916,0.0,0.11559348414182848,0.0,0.0,0.3799354436032305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514427999122045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425128475593551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601410171029663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599441422400646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126916471014194,0.1140460213127634,0.0,0.07304103562666793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736832981136173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880468579681786,0.0,0.09431452449920666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140104433884508,0.0,0.0910526597967604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145043272742594,0.0,0.0,0.1049698475270836,0.0,0.0,0.07574661087094829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740881436939243,0.0,0.1113762512921832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672490996393629,0.09049993274565828,0.09145608983037884,0.0,0.10251332797428823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990655252974377,0.0,0.2490131988836658,0.0,0.0,0.08099310351631303,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lndt,2019/01/29,"People diagnosed with ADHD in adulthood what did your symptoms looks like in childhood? I'm currently debating whether to seek a diagnosis, and I know it's a necessary part of the diagnosis, but I'm having trouble thinking back to being a kid. I did really well in school (aside from 'silly mistakes'), but shit socially, so I'm wondering what ADHD might look like in a kid fitting that description?",11.383242009132426,8.757969698630141,11.357534246575346,56.97502283105026,57.49315068493151,15.212785388127855,47.621004566210054,13.5591,6.624903196347033,320,17,50,10,3,108,53,73,0.113,0.759,0.128,-0.3758,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,5,0,5,3,1,0,0,10,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,4,9,9,1,8,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,2,5,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521321405830491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677570744474232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201396890343401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919756160788254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192386770081031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642674464554973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300869605628725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348716992891913,0.0,0.15036483483694307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894585870112924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195051611302276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226353829944925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109294984807665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254326819791591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897492540034495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950109587232829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520891954303064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MandalorianKnight,2019/01/29,"Stimulating games to ""wake up"" an inattentive brain before studying? (Like Brain Age)? Hey all. I have ADHD PI and am in college taking an ungodly amount of classes. A problem that I'm sure many here can relate to is how hard it is to do tasks that are boring/not stimulating like mundane school assignments, whereas its much easier to maintain focus on video games or other stimulating activities. I've been really struggling with this lately, so one thing I wanted to experiment with is doing something quick and stimulating before tackling homework. My theory is that this will get me out of that inattentive rut so that I can actually be productive, instead of just staring at my homework while daydreaming. Does anybody know of some free little brain games that are kinda fun that could work for this? I think this is the concept behind the Brain Age series, but I'm also very broke. Also, I know in theory I could try to play some actual video games for 30 minutes and then start studying. But let's be real, we all know that 30 minutes is going to turn into 5 hours lol.",7.937459090909092,7.884654155000002,8.138909090909092,69.09445454545455,62.45,10.872727272727275,34.18181818181819,10.436869588844218,3.64365,861,32,143,18,11,282,129,200,0.045,0.836,0.11900000000000001,0.9073,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,5,1,21,5,5,5,3,32,33,13,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,16,8,0,0,4,7,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,10,7,23,26,6,17,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,4,10,98,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.2570455331165644,0.0,0.15828096511071005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064508799648748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224138472077263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880947579184365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030766337432985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525385725776414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883044189961804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688091872845599,0.0,0.07484963855897261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797968562133332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970055906829622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714096001966424,0.0,0.14856630090365672,0.0,0.0,0.13467486021703973,0.0,0.1286865029309211,0.13200063273959506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352579320846564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681658545055642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892451091977526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602162813106935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990642399527468,0.08437207591089017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329009076512496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013911174132698,0.0,0.0,0.09321979794110444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768418245201536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241281682174657,0.0,0.09902398563302836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749737387435037,0.08438972607891701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941743919854564,0.1432546398608324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866846108353896,0.07768162226932797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588108172695642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,muddledcogitation,2019/01/29,"The squirrel realization Tl:Dr I finally realized the moment I went off task. We all know the squirrel joke. People used to poke fun at me with it. I laughed because it was true. First your walking to a morning class then all of sudden your watching squirrels chase each other up a tree in the middle of campus. It wasn't until today that I realized how odd that must look from an outside point of view. I was tasked with updating some paper records. No big deal, I thought, just an hour or so of easy work. HA! WRONG! I was half way through at just over an hour. Took a quick break to eat a snack and back at it. I felt pretty good and was determined to finish. After about 3 hours, all I had left were the 2 easiest parts. I stood up, stretched, and just started walking to my office. My boss passed me as I was walking to my office and asked how it was going. I told I was almost finished. I proceeded to walk into office and just before I sat down, I had two thoughts. Why am I in my office? And why did I walk away from my task? I couldn't think of an answer. Nothing. Then it hit me. Most people probably think I have some thought that causes me to just walk away. When in reality, my mind has just moved on to the next thing.",0.9163659647125793,3.199890470119524,2.432764655663064,93.58724601593627,84.53784860557771,5.179339783722254,20.91647694934548,6.5431188927421005,0.2742269778030737,952,30,205,10,28,309,146,251,0.034,0.846,0.121,0.9662,0,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,1,2,0,2,13,7,0,0,14,1,17,2,0,5,5,44,35,15,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,10,1,0,11,3,1,0,3,21,4,33,6,38,11,8,54,0,0,3,0,6,20,0,5,21,146,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513359618976442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616065363105575,0.0,0.2535811818455615,0.10376873043723936,0.0,0.08226467207174055,0.0,0.11483307528826076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863150557026938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912820869042206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380882195141125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957380031613394,0.14783185583147326,0.0,0.1147889656692172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766955721637894,0.11319021408535004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986976602379553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416535554713688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662429105412522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332456937958466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626170030501716,0.0,0.0,0.14343119865467815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352156190883988,0.0,0.0,0.1294888015336503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613841802440988,0.0,0.18711559677963951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757199717872536,0.0,0.0,0.1372933407006887,0.14549964034806215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551877440868137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965522454507374,0.17294187255877214,0.0,0.3214072587107702,0.0,0.0,0.12791744989374315,0.1289511424226579,0.14993515293522788,0.0,0.0,0.1318271894118374,0.0,0.0,0.11655404449165915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071175554699044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510061733421118,0.2435439676516476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824569048437247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475473659301395,0.0,0.0 adhd,Subkist,2019/01/29,For those of you who have a million tabs open We should make a system that organizes tabs as we open them,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,78.0909090909091,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.1987454545454552,84,2,19,1,2,26,18,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdthrowaway777,2019/01/29,"ADHD Medication and ED Hey all, created a throwaway for fairly obvious reasons. Anyway, adhd medication has been a huge help in my life, for the first time I feel like I'm finally reaching my potential at 31 years old. Trouble being, I have had noticeable sexual side effects. I stopped taking Vyvanse because it made me uncomfortably horny and if I wasn't carefully I could masturbate for hours. I'm on 30mg of Adderall that I take in quarters throughout the day and while it doesn't increase my already naturally high libido as much as Vyvanse, it makes it almost impossible to get an erection. I'm kind of worried because I haven't had this problem before. Can you cause permanent damage to your blood vessels with any of these meds? I hope I didn't do any damage during a marathon masturbation session on Vyvanse and I am worried Adderall could permanently affect my physical health. While symptoms of ED clear up a little if I don't take the medication, I would hate to keep taking it and one day find out I've done permanent damage. Kind of in a hard spot right now because it seems like my options are to either be unfocused and able to sexually perform or have control over my mental state at the cost of my sex life.",7.483341036645753,7.455755214592272,8.061802575107297,69.18642456256192,63.377682403433475,10.774380983823042,38.95311984153186,10.389873798559362,4.24959253879168,987,49,167,21,13,329,146,233,0.151,0.768,0.081,-0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,2,12,1,0,10,0,21,9,1,7,3,34,37,13,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,5,1,1,1,5,6,0,3,7,2,22,6,27,25,4,29,0,3,0,1,4,15,0,7,14,108,31,1,0.1127232642932982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094291646087604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287606634794667,0.0,0.12439292518918932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331137032976408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614516696104615,0.0,0.09591919545287927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492888055876553,0.11579784348143266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642872595864785,0.18000070832540507,0.0,0.0,0.14539436021238614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535503605348077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699626938181745,0.08052952253430543,0.0,0.1234828261636789,0.10302702140995727,0.0958823510231732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889325311208815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097790370125298,0.1112908863201435,0.0,0.11981955876629807,0.0,0.0,0.07555602795136497,0.11909831766253574,0.0,0.11195963591378262,0.111009708956445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019361662502116,0.0,0.2347678668764236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592395503866557,0.11014178612338893,0.11297832428596577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666147820882586,0.07524365422626887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521013498895972,0.34067048905988634,0.1135985376129318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828645693605971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833618352268525,0.11828410378176972,0.0,0.07638420118614843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786094031931552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589828972666735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626505179702452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026190262228915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424169636285047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716263256776885,0.3390154646609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572984190590088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895189321460846,0.0,0.08007537276550726,0.0,0.0,0.07259008642749144 adhd,SnapCrackleSoda,2019/01/29,How do you use your planner? I have tried using a planner in the past. Every time I use a planner I just end up not using it. I was wondering if you have any tips or alternative forms of organization.,1.6159756097560989,3.6847480975609774,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,80.21951219512195,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.6005073170731712,156,6,32,3,4,56,31,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,0,10,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,3,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600944624696173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621717758483075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568097836836874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330394257951341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234788500328885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574093140695192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8433625316259619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647368893400141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,distracccted_nazi,2019/01/29,"HYPERACTIVE Sometimes I go into this mode where I just over think about the smallest random things and the string goes on and on . It usually ends with someone snapping me back to reality . Plus I'm really used to just nodding while someone is talking to me so they don't know I haven't really been attentive to their talks haha . I just hope they don't ask me a question . On the other hand while talking on a deep subject I get so engrossed I can easily lose track of time . This happens even when I'm researching on random topics I find interesting . I've never been diagnosed with ADHD, but I'm pretty sure I have it . Haven't had any meds either but I've adjusted to the lifestyle ( well , sort of ) Do meds really make life easier ?",2.716398809523806,5.046220381944444,4.4825396825396835,81.24500000000002,77.81944444444444,7.7253968253968255,24.869047619047624,8.634040054169528,2.0306047619047622,581,21,108,13,14,196,90,144,0.013000000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.179,0.9658,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,11,6,0,0,6,1,11,3,1,2,2,26,23,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,3,1,14,5,18,20,1,18,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,5,8,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665777991728328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127758613863403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297687627803516,0.0,0.0,0.1258254121292753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608634148911589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449322682972848,0.0,0.0,0.1080795440517222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495596605117248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549266805284647,0.0,0.0929976876014299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470211746394354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625267323962771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992965788549158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558042137849375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306599644771526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922780478107433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635237634806784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262055980901961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664758844353145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330893767046408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31448680750795033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277295244694977,0.0,0.16183945344159892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422429329876594,0.0,0.0,0.3945714638566696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087119937807224,0.10485086546508886,0.0,0.0,0.09541703435081332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132832329838282,0.180221117510736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712774796180736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MyEyebrows,2019/01/29,"Did you have a clock ticking in your testing room for ADHD While I was testing there was a fricking clock that was ticking away and I wanted to throw it out. I asked the proctor if it was supposed to be there and she said yes did you guys have a clock too",2.8516666666666666,3.893657685185186,3.4416666666666664,94.43250000000003,74.0,5.4,26.462962962962962,3.1291,0.3384962962962965,201,7,45,0,4,63,36,54,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,12,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,0,6,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155460635420405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010348658022636,0.0,0.40303728739711003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247539094321569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080546275549191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530212937639074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hillsa14,2019/01/29,"Hey, Brain, stop that! I had this thought in my head a few weeks ago: clean the closets in my house. I kept waiting for the perfect amount of time to do it, agonizing over how much time it would take but feeling like it would feel so good once I did it. Welp I did it today, I got all prepared beforehand and cranked some music. And guys, it seriously took me 20 minutes. That's it. I've been working myself up for two weeks for this and it took me 20 minutes to pull everything out, sweep or vacuum, switch stuff between closets, and put everything back. Dammit brain, why do you do that? Haha ah well it's done and now I can put this energy to another organizational task haha",2.6512222222222235,4.609520585185186,3.9189814814814814,87.00291666666668,76.48148148148148,7.166666666666668,25.324074074074076,8.07648339933343,1.4327407407407402,529,19,111,9,12,173,90,135,0.04,0.753,0.20600000000000002,0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,3,3,11,3,3,1,2,21,20,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,16,6,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,10,2,12,6,13,8,5,19,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,72,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672104120912235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173005174041927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185980791903182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443571054977493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783713145641734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772350134616888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597286379022968,0.11018633662839686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936596522959778,0.12335673917595087,0.0,0.0,0.15271803782023102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582907873902957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796780936279336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753519922924829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133813171466936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425646640011896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100998628261083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289483279308477,0.0,0.0,0.17656349147590836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596639013799773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244627503329765,0.17987267920754388,0.0,0.1461978361727879,0.0,0.3427240762472162,0.0,0.0,0.15066630750347362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474378728603565,0.0,0.13867682218231175,0.0,0.1391741357929772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228575439901158,0.0,0.0,0.2191298719156288,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Carmella_Poole,2019/01/29,"Having ADHD doesn't mean you'll do poorly in school [https://www.dixonlifecoaching.com/single-post/2018/05/07/The-Mysterious-Paradox-of-Being-a-High-Achiever-With-ADHD](https://www.dixonlifecoaching.com/single-post/2018/05/07/The-Mysterious-Paradox-of-Being-a-High-Achiever-With-ADHD) &#x200B; I was an above-average student for most of elementary school. Many classmates recognized me as ""smart"". I was interested in simply learning and doing new things. So I had inner motivation to do well in school, ask and answer questions, and stay back for help from the teacher in understanding things. In grade 7, I developed another powerful motivator: seeing academic success as the pathway to gaining good employment and eventually having the means to get out of an unhappy domestic situation. I then became a top student in grade 7. It helped that during elementary school I pretended I was in a competition to answer questions in class (you need to pay attention and know what's going on for that) and in competition with the highest-achieving student in my grade. University was a different story--my self-motivation was not stable nor my inner motivators the same. In the end, what got me through graduate school, despite struggles causing me to take a leave of absence and plenty of self-doubt along the way, was wanting to get into a career that involved things I loved doing. I got far enough to discover a profession that looked ideal for my interests in language, communication, literacy, helping people, variety, and creativity and my inner motivation was just I WANT THIS. Now I am a speech-language pathologist. 2 and a half months in and not regretting it, lol.",13.416625421822266,14.745538401574805,11.27626546681665,46.53181102362206,50.81102362204725,13.083914510686164,42.15860517435321,12.416235457179464,5.890572328458942,1390,61,171,37,14,426,149,254,0.037000000000000005,0.78,0.183,0.9879,3,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,2,0,9,5,10,0,1,17,1,17,1,0,5,0,40,34,16,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,0,14,1,2,1,4,2,1,1,10,2,20,8,38,23,3,30,0,1,2,1,10,21,0,3,6,127,32,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615921517629376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866563953573984,0.12186497184820275,0.0,0.10516422863131107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375887711572474,0.0,0.0,0.0771178601687661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302684649321776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478311840366374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882837108460083,0.10362777765767403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479618558420248,0.0,0.0569978873671182,0.08411962896265869,0.1604243142484643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166954045126165,0.21192664254384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511750499742436,0.0,0.0,0.10619406234983317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421947785499898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051686210279246,0.0,0.0,0.10167969102355684,0.0,0.21849337059720497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005160146927512,0.0,0.0,0.07436476777822237,0.0,0.09686201409376936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952939660649929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210278698277114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469853718312355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075010198344392,0.07991922391518735,0.0,0.2092515087094352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273168329376193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689723856288784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048462981882092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540661636338505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998873564531468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440683588096754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830887741999407,0.07960660817127654,0.0,0.0,0.09017397123727958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186497184820275,0.0 adhd,Haphazard-,2019/01/29,"Overwhelmed today. I have lurked here for a bit but never posted. Actually now that I think about it, I don’t think I have talked about my ADHD and similar issues outside of a select few people. Today I am having one of those rough days, I don’t know if any of you can relate. I get this overwhelmed and disconnected feeling. I am a husband, father of three, and run my own business. But over the past few days I have just wanted to sleep, unless it is actually time to sleep, then I can’t. I’m not sure why I am posting. Maybe hoping someone else gets these days. This is the worst that I can remember in a long time. I’m not suicidal or anything, just can’t seem to get control and I am feeling like I am letting my wife and kids down. I have been withdrawn and out of sorts. If anyone has these types of days, what do you do to overcome it? Any advice would be great. 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I was anxious for the rest of the day tho",0.6002173913043478,1.9502218478260889,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,80.52173913043478,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.7397565217391309,159,5,36,2,4,58,40,46,0.11,0.816,0.07400000000000001,-0.1582,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,5,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27290085411989456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855201029138943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008072264091166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022499245782121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671956083844827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25658068284089525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922214932839039,0.3234690722927329,0.0,0.379145963778312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758432805542556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Silvershadedragon,2019/01/29,"I’m looking for sources that explain what chemicals make add worse. For example: high acid food I’m looking for sources that list things which make adhd worse or medication less affective stuff like “vitamin d deficiency” “High blood sugar” “Diet heavy in animal products”",12.698478260869573,11.161641891304347,11.080000000000002,56.59000000000002,54.0,15.286956521739132,49.08695652173913,13.816669648895859,7.023860869565217,221,12,32,7,2,69,36,46,0.125,0.7859999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.4144,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,7,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27474434502364264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27643566735549924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830772430891154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116871158083008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839490182852451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051974012476805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303001473723289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170332754366943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187807744021994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659454793840889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trustmeiknowthings,2019/01/29,"Spouse in Job Search, Need Help Hi all! My partner is diagnosed with ADHD, and has been taking meds for the past few months, and they seem to be helping. He is also in a job search that has lasted almost 4 years. While he is currently employed, he's far underemployed, and in a physically demanding job that is harming his body. I'm curious about any strategies you have that I, as his spouse, can use to support him in his job search. He admits he gets paralyzed and doesn't make progress on submitting applications, and I've noticed that he's incredibly focused on one type of job that he's not particularly qualified for (he's well qualified for a niche portion of it, but most jobs want a generalist). We have two kids at home, and I am the primary breadwinner. I don't mind that part of it, but I need him to contribute more financially. I've also tried to convince him to seek out therapy, but he keeps telling me that he's got plenty of friends he can talk to (which is another issue entirely, because he's a complete introvert and doesn't really have anyone he hangs out with here). &#x200B; Suggestions?",6.986947040498443,6.883778364485984,7.5210747663551425,72.90332554517136,64.42056074766356,11.619314641744547,36.0576323987539,11.20814326018867,4.088695950155763,886,39,167,24,12,293,129,214,0.026000000000000002,0.873,0.10099999999999999,0.9089,9,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,7,0,18,2,1,2,1,28,31,14,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,10,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,2,0,15,4,26,28,6,17,0,0,0,0,34,10,0,3,6,99,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772769273843646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475598171423848,0.0,0.0,0.18329217247411173,0.0,0.12416973991473185,0.13925231493374313,0.07793236148004412,0.12016875779016126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013142844226456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985948328301451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729547038730388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015658520842125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163172319868828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854016615916475,0.0,0.05987410171071882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165659660834848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362877964333058,0.0,0.11495378065843807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961328854053126,0.6823406811629622,0.1018623097819665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934148128963756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764968136104724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729547038730388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571397216866185,0.0,0.09147313333510934,0.0,0.0,0.16994983719401593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304735822756843,0.0,0.0,0.07765635602107264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410131972664222,0.10939927323864976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341610116308818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432811381348528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004744228010576,0.0,0.0,0.08616541513669504,0.09211164924886944,0.10016600603342772,0.0,0.13105581342609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778063084388017,0.0,0.1119481680657746,0.0,0.0,0.09897815329078373,0.0,0.0,0.06759442359888257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303973365866853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925231493374313,0.07379905147500501 adhd,nondirtysocks,2019/01/29,"26 without a family doctor in Canada. How do I go about meeting with a doctor to discuss a diagnosis? It's extremely hard to be taken on by a practice where I live. Is going to a walk in clinic my best bet? I dont want to be pushed away with little consideration. I have insurance, should I seek out a therapist?",1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375000033,5.16375,77.03958333333338,79.0,8.016666666666666,24.729166666666664,8.841846274778883,2.1450291666666668,244,9,47,6,6,90,47,64,0.052000000000000005,0.862,0.085,0.5893,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,7,3,0,1,0,9,11,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,14,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,0,37,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430667138579267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715003543631829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296016275516423,0.0,0.0,0.30320638364157376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438889165614728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940618946189688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175348971809234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25929554839283103,0.2284458132505192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003824387111889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525939567737253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493873645269784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lornaan,2019/01/29,"Unpredictable energy levels in the winter Hi, I wanted to explain some of my struggles recently because I'm not sure how other people's ADHD/seasonal depression mashup works and I feel so alone in this. So I've always gotten SAD it seems to get more severe each year, but I've gotten better at handling the mood changes. What I've been really struggling with lately is my energy levels. I've been meaning to go to the doctor about it but I haven't gotten round to it, and I'm hesitant because I'm worried about going on antidepressants. As the weather gets colder I become more lethargic in general, and this year it's been ridiculous - I can sleep for up to 16 hours, and after a solid 8 hours I still feel exhausted. I take my 18mg concerta xr and it feels like it's barely doing anything. But if I don't take it I get withdrawals and completely zombify. But the worst thing is that I can't reliably predict how functional i'm gonna be day-by-day. Last week I had one day where I felt completely fine, I did everything on my to-do list and felt so proud of myself. But the next 5 days I was so sleepy, foggy and unable to focus on anything. After 2 days of fighting to get anything done I decided to take it easy and try to replenish some energy. But it seems like rest days have no effect - I felt foggy but functional yesterday, I got about half of my to-do list done, and today I feel completely demotivated and flat and sleepy. For context, my to-do lists tend to be maybe 1 or 2 errands in town (I live a 5min walk from my town centre) and 1 or 2 chores (the whole list might take a NT person a couple of hours to do). I tend to include something fun on my to-do list as a motivator, but lately i barely have the energy even for that. I only work 2 days a week, 6hr shifts, and my job is relatively low-energy. Even riding my bike to work has been so much harder, when usually the exercise clears my mind in time for work. I just want to know how anyone else with SAD experiences it, and if you think I might have something more going on? My moods can be extra unstable during these times too, but usually it's mostly pretty flat but with occasional swings between crying all day and feeling excitable and hyperfocusing on something fun. After typing all this out i think i ought to go to the doctors. Thanks for reading this far if you did, i tried to break it up into easy-to-read chunks. TL:DR please share your experiences with ADHD/SAD !!",5.539773860523912,5.551948462321793,6.682349884121077,77.30947046843178,67.43177189409369,9.786670412248052,29.15099374956107,9.581879112588783,2.4881703911791555,1929,60,377,37,29,652,237,491,0.11,0.7609999999999999,0.129,0.8667,2,1,3,0,2,0,57.0,0,3,0,8,18,22,2,2,16,0,30,5,1,5,4,76,71,43,0,6,17,0,9,2,0,4,4,0,1,1,22,24,0,0,18,3,0,6,5,9,0,2,17,9,43,11,58,47,14,59,0,3,1,0,8,22,0,12,32,234,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381117078566669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489395275748456,0.0,0.0,0.060169801724366576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505625888205669,0.07409271269393132,0.17852110460558446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816207066622722,0.07986348674614797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395453928702688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649704800798031,0.0,0.22745487495037786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001241766700984,0.0794318974535543,0.3730846970165678,0.0,0.0622826594924247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802983765905986,0.0,0.14800160959641473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040782373860808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552346262381413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498982186606603,0.14147102226566005,0.0,0.0,0.18281689075085014,0.051660072082081926,0.2082940511207629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112120897638254,0.0,0.16438746505897714,0.0,0.05783492066835692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136397703360733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175900885141177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039741064736941126,0.05894434763050314,0.16314332352787095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065648014937159,0.0,0.06385327176145948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264763644512075,0.07876952327488118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342429277094288,0.0730150218122484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315801573758885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690517548103765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900082870263737,0.05499692290246662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013238991475514,0.06314049510657367,0.0,0.07937742169271507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356782018349829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466415895472245,0.0,0.046325246012467854,0.0,0.0713998804551399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166118771930588,0.0,0.08169255413620724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236473391539405,0.0,0.0,0.16700911078480946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774886444291358,0.0,0.0,0.15119347379461262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815368553719425,0.0,0.21748003452848652,0.0,0.0,0.06657564434653161,0.0,0.0,0.048041218927161435,0.09266987399147324,0.0,0.0,0.08433201300445224,0.0,0.06854380484943175,0.0,0.0,0.09819089607448796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592840285699233,0.0,0.08530358470911427,0.0,0.11600946849619405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073433575116025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105774760660825,0.07343686473341023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313377204468754 adhd,NightP4nter,2019/01/29,"Cure to blurting out ? Always find myself getting in trouble and frustrating or pushing other people away because of the obnoxious things I say. Somehow I think I also have OCD , Cause once I have a thing on my mind I feel a huge inner pressure to let it out. Anyone dealing with this ? 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It's been a while. I've come back now, and see what's up. So depression is gone, and adhd is much less strong than it used to be. But it's still there and I've got a job in an office now. Every week I have to write down my times. But I'm taking breaks now and then. And then I have to write the times from my app to an online interface. There is no way to get the information from the app to the desktop except for typing everything manually. Naturally I 've made mistakes in this for 4 months now and it's starting to get at me. I fear, that my boss won't tolerate this much longer (aside from other mistakes I've made related to other topics) I have to type contracts from left to right and I do it wrong at least 50% of the time because I have to copy stuff from a to b manually. How do I get this under control? Tried to find this particular problem in this forum and via google, but couldn't find anything",2.0837563025210057,3.447486776190477,3.8371708683473393,89.55390756302522,76.47619047619048,7.036414565826331,22.352941176470583,7.724431198458867,0.7604117647058817,773,21,176,11,17,260,113,210,0.08199999999999999,0.899,0.019,-0.8501,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,10,8,1,1,12,0,14,0,0,6,0,29,29,16,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,5,1,15,1,35,21,4,32,0,1,1,0,4,12,1,0,16,122,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997794521387976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008397744508998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155152601673655,0.0,0.09636232789447333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616941741518618,0.0,0.0,0.17729689993280118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615156746648344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833432822758465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331867675838252,0.0,0.1420694971689295,0.0,0.0,0.1778806762333963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889591960496431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776626809827015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642869086626352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686712183748816,0.14050618232506792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175122268196458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991527326607745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617562646810812,0.0,0.2324097019961392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711712841729526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125842799923794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349969726109982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259669757914099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188777913829992,0.0,0.12624056964472535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809604504074611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885430003723516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687040936187563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732396882559372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652785296387865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547423752499454,0.12679990791523238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283248443909002,0.0,0.0 adhd,2unoriginal4this,2019/01/29,"I feel like I'm going crazy I just need to rant because no one understands how stressful this is. My psychiatrist is making me so stressed. This is going to be long so sorry for anyone reading. I went to a psychiatrist for ADHD medication after recently getting diagnosed. We went through all of the usual questions and talked about my anxiety (social and general), depression and PTSD. After talking about all of this and my trauma filled past she then proceeds to ask why I'm always so tired and why I'm not happy ? Like I have no reason to be depressed or tired even though there aren't always reasons for people... And even though I listed reasons for it...She kept asking after me trying to explain to her and I felt like I was talking to an outsider not someone who worked in the field. I ignored the first red flag thinking I was just over reacting. I told her that all my other illnesses have faded a lot and I'm just focus on ADHD right now (this is important). Because of previously having heart surgery she eventually told me no stimulants even though my cardiologist gave the okay (this was a long drawn out process). I said fine and she gave me Wellbutrin. I had terrible side effects including worsening depression so I let her know and she told me to stop taking it. She then tries to give me a depression anxiety med that has nothing to do with ADHD. I looked it up, it's not like wellbutrin and she said that if I treat those then it should help my focus and that she still wants to stay away from stimilants. I said that that's fine but I want something for ADHD since my depression and anxiety haven't been there as much lately. She then proceeds to email back an Adderall prescription for ADDERALL XR 5MG. I emailed back that I was in no way trying to push for stimulants, but I'd go pick it up if that's what she wants. I wait a week of quitting coffee, going through withdrawals and being sick and once it was all over ultimately decided it was doing absolutely nothing. I emailed her and she told me to wait longer. I wait another week or so and let her know I have been extra tired, sleeping a lot and have felt my focus getting worse not knowing if it's the Adderall or if it's because it's not working. She then told me I should just quit it since it's not working and could be dangerous for my heart and that I should go back on Wellbutrin!! Wtf! So many reasons of wtf. Why put me on knowing you didn't want to go over the absolute minimum dose? Why put me back on a medication YOU told me to stop because of terrible side effects? Am I over reacting? I realized I feel so bad because the situation has been stressing me out so much. I read about all these people feeling like a different person and glasses for the brain and I feel like I'm getting no where and that she doesn't want to deal with me. I'm planning to switch after my appointment with her next week unless something somehow changes but I'm going insane. I just want to function like a normal person! Anyone else experience anything like this?? 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It was tough and continues to be tough but I am starting to realize that I may have made a mistake by stopping to take the medication. During that period I met my wife and we started a family, about 5 years ago I got the feeling that I should talk to my doctor about getting put back on medication. I did that and my wife was not happy about it. She thinks that I am fine and since I didn't need it for so many years then why should I need it now. The thing is she will complain that I am so forgetful and don't accomplish tasks along with other things that I know are caused by my ADHD. After that doctor visit I was put back on Adderall and thought it was helping well but after a month or two I stopped taking it again as my wife made me feel terrible that I needed to rely on a medication (she'll constantly call it a drug which makes it sound worse) in order to live a somewhat normal life. For those of you with spouses who were not supportive, how did you finally convince them that you actually need the medication? Any other tips on helping my wife understand how ADHD affects everyday life?",5.850630252100843,5.904055995798321,6.608067226890758,77.96487394957984,66.77310924369749,9.99327731092437,31.285714285714285,9.784248007369934,2.809458823529412,949,34,186,19,14,314,131,238,0.135,0.804,0.062,-0.9473,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,1,1,13,10,0,0,10,0,22,9,0,7,0,45,44,16,0,8,5,6,2,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,25,11,0,3,8,0,0,3,4,5,1,1,13,3,30,5,27,25,1,32,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,3,23,137,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0949696244334346,0.0,0.350876756252576,0.0,0.1725354225162937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618047941685504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966511022560225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937391357220188,0.0,0.0,0.09997375642204852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051676189003784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922090941805595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285952219706025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174400006847244,0.0,0.09841515145412763,0.0,0.0,0.10660856553147496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084533152358761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783515589747733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359823297863842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046218664406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348415686552425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747903712615045,0.0,0.0,0.08593474849938587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841718001212101,0.06496140630743273,0.09866652245953587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921559327819917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767935813711482,0.0,0.0,0.2886441906472065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535227737256287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566560633893654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050355276378489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776624075723878,0.0,0.0,0.2440899445201923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208736374358949,0.0,0.0,0.21951606654543734,0.07822158845691278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293092727192525,0.06235829500387227,0.0,0.07726067477098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950668411905979,0.10131285130471088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750176233607282,0.0,0.08781555534547518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991767081883413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801136707665292 adhd,HamDaddyHow,2019/01/29,"I just spent a day and a half on a simple 20-row report for work. <vent> I always knock the data out right away, but I can't seem to stop designing, tidying, clarifying, etc. For example: * I dance on an edge between correct punctuation and using punctuation to force my audience to read my work with the same inflections as in my head. * I can SEE that cell is 22px wide instead of 20px. Wait, should they all be 22px? It looks better. Let's try that. * Should I use a semicolon, which is correct, or a hyphen? A hyphen is more readable for my audience but it's *wrong*. * This entire paragraph could flow better. * Should I include an empty line between each of my bulleted items? * A spreadsheet is dumb for this, I should re-create the whole thing in OneNote to share with my team. Etc. It's exhausting. Phew. Thanks for listening. </vent>",1.2533349561830534,3.8545917531645593,2.314177215189876,89.29477117818891,96.65822784810128,5.215579357351508,21.899707887049647,6.844919456158928,1.0154919182083733,659,25,122,11,26,208,103,158,0.063,0.8270000000000001,0.11,0.8086,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,5,2,7,1,0,12,0,13,2,1,2,3,25,22,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,3,1,3,1,2,1,3,0,1,1,3,15,4,22,14,8,12,0,0,2,0,5,8,1,2,2,87,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095629536828734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817418014706566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421611978307979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444487067066326,0.0,0.0,0.1247518044131856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314700337474718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985236677172604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780393196408055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243958830096142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349080793540127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519538854278773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541454086484201,0.17609910961785888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617232147801505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809214537323126,0.0,0.0,0.12851191797032893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133201720890722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341374444339661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596713333133444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816510065203945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149459034168544,0.0,0.0 adhd,GorillaS0up,2019/01/29,"The way society is structured in terms of careers/jobs doesn't fit well with (my) ADHD Firstly, I'll keep this brief because well, I know what subreddit I'm posting on here. I say **my** ADHD because everyone experiences ADHD differently. I'm struggling to find a career path and my ADHD greatly effects my ability to retain information. So anything I would even want to learn I need to learn differently than neurotypical individuals. For example I am thinking about network engineering certifications via Cisco but the way *I* would learn it best is to just do it through trial and error and entirely hands on. But no one would allow that obviously. I can go on and on about this but I'll end it here because I don't want this to be too long but I just don't see how I will be able to get a career when the way society structures the development of careers is through testing and information retention and therefore memory which is one of my greatest weak points",3.7649048496009847,6.432972160220995,5.477523020257827,73.7015392879067,76.01657458563535,8.442111724984652,31.602516881522412,9.150863307647796,3.3542999386126464,775,39,132,20,18,263,104,181,0.09,0.8109999999999999,0.1,0.5944,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,13,6,0,1,6,0,16,2,1,4,1,34,27,13,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,2,9,0,0,2,4,2,2,3,0,3,15,4,22,21,3,18,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,5,95,24,8,0.12429778800895427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975271458632524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228648867345663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731233363970285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044285995128474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972946606750674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100909466378462,0.0,0.0,0.08209751669955617,0.0,0.0,0.1187718631072391,0.0,0.1215870875482985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360592639588978,0.10572763498286207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494046403266941,0.0,0.07064129736913745,0.0,0.0,0.13703875008961156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334637513556138,0.11048158512073664,0.0,0.0,0.06831081362173708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999963096464263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216523483708657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684547960138104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750158626408826,0.0,0.11904292183045626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884658997262484,0.0,0.0,0.0990492441542728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994303597012447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964500363143312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662811162464295,0.295985395607122,0.0,0.0,0.22351727796857046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648927469714013,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Petthedogyouheathen,2019/01/29,"Concerta has lactose in it????? I'm lactose intolerant. My doctor diagnosed me with lactose intolerance and also ADHD last year. I only found out TODAY from a google search that concerta has lactose in it which is why I have been nauseous every. Single. Day. So what, I have to find a new medication just because these asshats thought it would be great to put this one ingredient in concerta? Vyvanse made me super angry so I can't take that, so i guess my doctor will likely put me on adderall? I just needed to vent. I'm upset this happened, and now I have to change medications AGAIN.",2.8412162162162176,5.526436117117124,4.6012837837837886,78.54895270270273,79.72072072072072,6.943243243243244,27.268018018018022,8.07648339933343,2.2206990990991,463,20,80,9,12,156,75,111,0.054000000000000006,0.865,0.08199999999999999,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,1,0,13,20,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,12,3,11,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,58,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441120076630368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267245028882666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875558428232117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887315279487342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505810805091755,0.0,0.0,0.18107990400655405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652153667483079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503160523800855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306126515822325,0.0,0.0,0.1956146659184336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966949495877893,0.1965360260521756,0.0,0.15776520395949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454259619415074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716091539035052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881353398707966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35945366686625346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228693495944074,0.0,0.17230711990759878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089357057069933,0.13568697828416118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586977209764113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341402716959183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416356634157042,0.0,0.0,0.16910949320951005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098506098274695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267356021019356,0.0,0.0,0.11488861047153932 adhd,psyRhen,2019/01/29,"Just submitted a blood test to so I can get tested for ADHD. I've struggled with focus in school since I started school at 6 years old. Now I'm in school again and I'm struggling. Again. I've wanted to get tested for years but without insurance I couldn't afford the doctor visits, medication, or God forbid, therapy. Last week I talked to my physician and she needed me to get a drug screening before I can see a behavioral doctor. Yesterday I got my blood drawn and I'm this much closer to finding out if I'm truly suffering from ADHD or the like. I remember seeing this sub from an AMA a YouTube channel did last year and started doing research like crazy because so much of what they said really clicked and made sense for me. I started to realize that it's not just school but everything. Homework, laundry, time management, and recently I've noticed I struggle to stay asleep at night. I wake up randomly 4-5 hours in when I give myself plenty of time for a full 8 but I still wake up tired. I've felt anxiety in the past because I was failing school and lying to my parents about screwing up. Maybe I wouldn't have lied if I had just done the work? I don't know why I kept lying or even started lying in the first place. All this to say, I hope all of you who have ADHD at least try to understand what I'm saying and any feedback you have about what I can do to better myself, even if I don't actually have it, will be extra helpful. I hope you all have a great day, and thank you in advance.",3.469057733428368,4.774134665573771,4.747640769779046,84.64341411261583,72.8360655737705,7.533856022808268,27.03136136849608,8.04050195162591,1.6658239486813966,1183,42,237,17,23,392,166,305,0.135,0.74,0.125,-0.3235,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,1,5,14,14,1,3,12,0,20,12,5,1,3,44,47,21,0,9,14,1,1,2,0,2,6,3,1,0,10,11,0,2,6,1,0,2,6,7,0,1,9,8,34,7,37,34,8,44,0,2,4,1,15,16,1,9,27,153,44,16,0.0,0.0,0.08719128611196507,0.0,0.3221387451721458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060760070920429315,0.0,0.06835138834929733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893208105409266,0.0,0.07602902649440345,0.0,0.0,0.07902152257479067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762241651700866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290403290718152,0.0,0.0914345773123318,0.0,0.0,0.10361593982337784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802773567444165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030070629814877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578860987991829,0.0,0.08166294664413787,0.07599982226568709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004277287960148,0.08571126085316988,0.0,0.0,0.07146018938069118,0.09850708049991466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988844280651001,0.0,0.0,0.1774865205030705,0.08799031375874852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910362077916552,0.1456619701702693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730236670333423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454374866660365,0.0,0.0,0.0897626174365671,0.0,0.0,0.0900092538527021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313629145786388,0.06625081009169732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384755191715994,0.0,0.0,0.10172390470091218,0.09375626242308092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921097970304768,0.0,0.08529329118720322,0.0,0.0,0.09335020716907162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723896246250543,0.0,0.08822090391272185,0.0,0.10121447807728293,0.0,0.08499092190980638,0.1421070899903596,0.0,0.4521274615778524,0.14239843636898875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391003538164664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529654252313832,0.09523365516957492,0.0713538592587423,0.0,0.0,0.2802194801764185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181497178668385,0.0,0.08226013104480065,0.10217784200396793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419970409763643,0.10269300273883636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060661793496517465,0.0,0.0,0.09301498092286972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270008368404595,0.0,0.07167000916478365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062315984596886,0.0,0.0,0.08612880390672485,0.0,0.06504680107231191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261259057175868 adhd,UmairHussaini,2019/01/29,Do you ever feel regret while browsing your old pictures? Was just swiping through my gallery. I just felt sick of myself thinking about all the moments. Its like my issues with adhd has cast a shadow over my past. How to deal with that? ,2.7473333333333336,5.4764312888888895,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,80.55555555555556,3.6,24.555555555555557,3.1291,0.17668888888888867,188,7,34,0,5,56,41,45,0.132,0.8170000000000001,0.051,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,11,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,7,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41831300872872734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358845322921358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31484962547573386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175994864474443,0.0,0.3342021913043693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632950906129807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004962721246794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652413577298891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322726042329493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230294729197116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hustl3tree5,2019/01/29,Reading or Studying HOW DO YOU GUYS STAY AWAKE EVEN WITH MEDS?!?! I swear the easiest way to fall asleep is to start reading. After 10 minutes I am yawning and out like a light. I have the pomodoro thing but is this the best it gets? Almost 100% certain my adhd is primarily inattentive,0.5025454545454551,2.7667200727272743,2.0022727272727288,90.50340909090907,102.8181818181818,4.381818181818182,23.681818181818183,6.2581,0.9611454545454552,224,10,42,3,10,72,47,55,0.018000000000000002,0.768,0.214,0.9137,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,1,1,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,5,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32804972174059394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733340486645547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645891123988776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029016887575333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426124406438112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702773072111449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335643818172008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032015044258348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460758002655061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320534692155766,0.290943339293358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813451739597154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666614332177955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,recycleTwice,2019/01/29,"At what point did you know you needed to take medication? Hi everyone. I’m 18, and have never been professionally diagnosed with adhd, likely because I didn’t see doctors regularly for the majority of my childhood. However, since I was in elementary school I have had teachers, friends, and acquaintances alike comment on my habits and offer extra help/guidance. As I’ve gotten older I’ve realized how difficult it is for me to stay focused. I love learning but can’t pay attention in a classroom for longer than 15 minutes, homework is out of the question, and there’s almost nothing I can do for longer than an hour without getting bored. I honestly scare myself because i can’t stay focused when I’m driving, and part of me feels like it’s only a matter of time before I get in an accident due to my own distractedness. I’ve already missed a semester of college because I couldn’t keep concentrated, and I’m starting again on Wednesday and am nervous that I won’t be able to keep up again. I have a dr’s appt in early February and am thinking about asking about medication, but I guess I’m just nervous, and look for some words of console? Thanks for reading. 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I've always had trouble staying awake in a class where I'm bored or not interested in. I try to fight it off but nothing seems to work and I even try writing notes so that I'm physically doing something but then I realize that I get extremely drowsy and my notes end up all skewed and discombobulated. Anyways I'm not sure if this is normal for someone with ADHD or if maybe I'm just not getting enough sleep. But to be honest even with a full nights sleep this happens to me. But once class ends I'm fine, its like i have this switch to just get sleepy in class. 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Last time I was diagnosed with ADD (about 4-5 years ago), I went to a primary care doctor who prescribed me with 10mgnof Adderall. I felt great on Adderall. I felt mentally clear with less anxiety and stress clutter in my brain. I could think single thoughts at a time , with less worry and despair. I’m realizing that my mental health is deteriorating now and I’m in need of special care asap. I’m on my insurance app to see what providers I have but I’m confused as to what type of doctor to see? A psychiatrist or psychologist or counselor or licensed therapist? I just want to find somebody to talk to who can also prescribe me medicine for my ADD. just looking for tips, suggestions and past experiences? Thank you ",3.1121276595744654,5.8220491489361725,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,78.78723404255321,7.447943262411349,29.96737588652482,8.447377352677275,2.6436303546099285,594,29,108,13,15,195,92,141,0.066,0.818,0.115,0.7793,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,5,5,1,0,1,27,23,10,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,5,14,5,23,17,3,15,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,4,7,66,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004930300420004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263451779423067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086252215872408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636997269402654,0.0,0.0,0.3221642805408487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614279024680375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603573264997441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234205370810362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454530899353008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033918699526855,0.0,0.14440072011244354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978980704082147,0.0,0.0,0.1741854040896676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793682213292144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878358086466407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326724728755755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184351136340331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171481691318638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082008639565306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517964095047017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097791652199036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269870126783672,0.0,0.14545669299903802,0.0,0.1834394847062869,0.0,0.10123411905167316,0.0,0.12542703977542358,0.18425140073343574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318706153384368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464590454731602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604473166303801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174088903769098 adhd,HeWhoDragsYou,2019/01/29,"YSK about emotional granularity (differentiating between similar but different emotional states) I feel like this is something that people diagnosed with ADHD have a comparatively harder time with. Part of the diagnosis of ADHD - even if primarily something else - are problems with impulsivity. We mostly see them in our behavior, but they can also be clearly seen in basically anything that involves the executive function. [This was a really good article about one of those emotions, anger.](https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2019/01/28/688180879/got-anger-try-naming-it-to-tame-it) I woke up really angry today, and part of that was because of I did not sleep well, and another part because of a weird interaction I had 5 minutes after waking up. I was trying to let go of this anger, but I could not really frame my thoughts in any way that was helpful for me. This persisted even after I took my ADHD stuff. I found this one article by chance, and I realized that I was dealing with anger, but not anger was the same. Being able to tell what my mind was reacting to helped me to frame separate responses for myself, and due to that, I was able to manage my anger, and by extension my attention. I am really curious to look at the literature for other emotions, because if there is one experience that will send my attention flying from the window, it's heightened emotional states. I hope this helps someone!",8.08475806451613,9.460941024193552,8.250161290322577,63.520241935483895,62.145161290322584,11.845161290322581,36.467741935483865,11.578365685549247,4.8858741935483865,1146,52,173,35,16,374,144,248,0.138,0.738,0.124,-0.8633,2,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,2,1,7,10,4,0,8,0,21,3,2,1,1,33,31,12,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,18,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,6,1,3,15,4,26,4,35,11,5,17,0,0,3,0,12,6,0,4,6,135,44,1,0.19127453307919814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34481222772918363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648108749892467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503662078853831,0.1002840127336534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870132153887036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174898770028574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635857525666456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859782238404513,0.0,0.09706981238904773,0.0,0.09992058817931848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989266428783147,0.5378952621644554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263350251457254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355159802837767,0.0,0.0,0.04835707554075637,0.06832328232511901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486132641511303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435286253612645,0.08021600169403814,0.0764898586822832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165794213139104,0.0,0.0,0.19231093144330724,0.0,0.0,0.09498938492148952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779558465979156,0.0,0.046723537606319684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031121703219271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656637608493104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944188607574335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31069751963639103,0.0,0.06630283876368774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151194798342496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507072750974604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621051923342034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570633462972762,0.0,0.0810331455843419,0.1472524803925614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109481789172291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359118633876651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592530684610424,0.0557668592137647,0.0,0.09065294610748158,0.0,0.10625652207689182,0.06493142618533583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591241063079841,0.0,0.0,0.08598938819307822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,etanreddit,2019/01/29,"ADD and my relationship with my girlfriend. So I have been dating a girl for almost 1 and 1/2 years and it seems like I’m having a hard time holding up my side of the relationship. For example, I have terrible memory and when we first started dating I set a reminder the day before our anniversary each month to help remind me and even with that I would forget some months, I even forgot our 1 year.. but the day before I completely remembered, I got my reminder but the very next day I completely forgot and it didn’t go over so well. And just in general whenever she told me thing I would have a hard time remembering it and I feel bad. I also find it hard to explain my feelings or talk about our future. I do love her and want to marry her, but I find it so hard to bring that type of stuff up and be able to talk about it. And my girlfriend is a planner so she likes making plans and talking about that stuff, but it’s hard for me, and this hurts her because then she doesn’t think I fee the same way since I won’t talk about “us”. I try to tel her that my ADD has a big effect over me but it seems like to her it’s just a excuse and and feels like she doesn’t fully understand how much of a effect it has on me. I also can get focused on one thing, and not focus my girlfriend as I feel i should be. I was diagnosed when I was in elementary school and took medication until around 2 years ago(I’m 19), and now I’m wondering if I should start taking it again. Sorry for the rant, or if my rant was poorly written.",4.101782334384861,4.3123752902208246,5.257746056782338,85.59772318611991,70.54574132492114,8.485110410094638,25.62917981072556,8.395991825355821,1.3785269400630913,1185,31,262,17,20,394,156,317,0.091,0.813,0.096,0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,5,0,0,5,21,9,0,0,14,0,23,3,0,4,0,68,50,39,0,7,12,0,9,4,3,5,2,0,0,1,20,25,0,3,16,0,2,3,5,3,1,2,11,9,50,6,31,32,4,39,0,1,0,1,29,11,0,9,27,189,70,2,0.09301284676630883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245027658429656,0.0,0.09313893035857967,0.0,0.0,0.14876467990880246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828011534906778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766184190066294,0.05669976807471059,0.0,0.15829416375651778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950444003820208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995677421032874,0.0,0.0,0.09440608156276037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286821612819372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812036019355885,0.0664483963146966,0.0,0.0,0.1700241137492203,0.0791166799437875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048595373471718856,0.0,0.052861344299188186,0.0,0.07439087044427409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166062055881279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234455056079385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995721762007873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176551467861307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394772567058695,0.0,0.06208679747310305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370065766928112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848393378909555,0.0,0.06837514456855226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892021774370957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302791216024545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972197668168087,0.21073084723076474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413396664639853,0.0,0.16935080475566236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694118801332807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041202668809582,0.1316699433513768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129549128376065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993408517665962,0.29904081186697384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358720482003928,0.05959887651370702,0.0,0.0,0.10847307787786882,0.0,0.0,0.08887776106318808,0.1033406951438397,0.0631496174307101,0.0,0.0,0.09682965375794952,0.11188300229010982,0.0,0.0,0.07674533967554181,0.054861386902531416,0.07382926837144592,0.0,0.0,0.08362971963674612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086846465565896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214731534768018,0.0,0.0,0.1796916713146 adhd,Elisebruni,2019/01/29,"""...I found out I wasn't stupid, that I wasn't lazy-- that I had something with a name."" Brief NPR article about an actor's struggle with dyslexia: https://www.npr.org/2019/01/27/689070922/dyslexia-made-henry-winkler-feel-stupid-for-years-now-he-s-a-best-selling-author?fbclid=IwAR1J4pMaej55_zIUUEtk0AWJHYqJ6hXGrtwDgaIPZGM5J1oXUpbcCADSNEM I don't have dyslexia, but was shocked at how much I could relate to what he said. Here's to all of us out there, finding our own path and doing things our own way. 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Is it even possible with ADHD? I’m doing the training at the moment for a job in a bank, it’s a part of a large corporation built in a small community bank with a focus on no targets and just getting the best customer experiences every time. Question: how the fuck am I going to do this? There’s so so so so many procedures and policies and processes and everything has to be done in the exact order with no steps missing, no mistakes, getting numbers and small details right every time without fail or huge consequences...multitasking... Is it possible? Anyone else out there made it work and have any tips? I’m starting to think it’s just not for me but I can’t just turn down a decent job as I’m super in debt :(",2.592025440313112,4.841190609589045,4.39906066536204,82.09794520547949,77.83561643835617,6.911154598825831,26.866927592954998,7.957251820313856,1.8847530332681013,583,24,109,10,14,197,92,146,0.135,0.7979999999999999,0.067,-0.7241,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,11,6,1,0,12,0,10,1,0,2,1,23,22,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,20,19,2,20,0,2,0,1,1,13,1,2,4,76,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201210390068516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385365238158922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341326664672401,0.1715450572594591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757005278448552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133226514183625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986076640176254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058157590419933,0.0,0.28212286881338844,0.0,0.15046935532446087,0.1637722100644901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547802343721637,0.17494363146117867,0.0,0.09515057581563388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322837789229905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842006807940584,0.0,0.1697410482485455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130322561663487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377489452653445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875525233084249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429786677950826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850314339894495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727815369483842,0.0,0.0,0.19525186045508536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182108581062553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139018193181906,0.0,0.2437724566687869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Turkish__Delight,2019/01/29,"Doubting my ADHD diagnosis and it's overlap with OCD Hello all, 2 Years back I got diagnosed with ADHD (for the second time, I once got diagnosed when I was 14, but my parents eventually stopped bringing me to the therapist). Now I am 20 years old, have been taking concerta for a year and have been browsing this sub pretty extensively. I am a different person than I was 2 years ago, more mature and more organized, but I am not sure if I can link this to my medication and treatment. I still can't concentrate during my classes and still feel like my mind works the exact same way as it did 2 years ago (If that makes any sense). As I've been working on my mental health I've noticed some obsessive things I do, which I am not sure if it is because of the ADHD or possibly OCD (I don't like to self diagnose, but I feel like something went wrong during my diagnosis and If my concerns are true, then I would like to at least speak with my doctor about it). Some of these behaviors I've noticed are: * The need to wash my hands: I often feel that my hands are dirty, even though I did not touch anything dirty and if I did touch something dirty. Then I get an almost burning feel in my hands and washing my hands becomes a priority. Examples of this are when I touch things in a drift shop or maybe some dried up gum under the table. * A few weeks ago I had a cold sore, I COULD NOT stop thinking about it, I was worried about kissing people, I was worried that I accidentally touched it and when I forced myself to not touch it I started licking it so much I got a rash on my mouth. * Checking if I shut the front door behind me, this doesn't happen that often, but sometimes when I leave the house I get so worried that I didn't close the door that I turn back to check. It takes a lot of effort to not do that. * Intrusive thoughts: I know there is an overlap between ADHD and OCD here, but even on my medication I still can't stop these thoughts. Thoughts I know are wrong and inappropriate. * I also have anxiety about a lot of situations, thinking the worst possible thing can happen at all times. For example thinking that a project I made gets flagged for plagiarizing even thought it isn't or if my sister doesn't message if she got home from my place. * Speaking of projects, if I don't force myself to progress, then I can rewrite a sentence maybe 8 times before I am satisfied. Even writing this post I can't stop correcting myself. * And finally a small one maybe, but sometimes not pressing a button, for example a mouse or the trigger on a controller, causes the same burning feeling I get when I know that my hands are dirty. I know that there is a lot of overlap between the two illnesses, but I can't stop thinking about the possibility of a misdiagnosis. I would like to know if I am overreacting or if this is indeed something I should bring up with my doctor. P.S: Sorry for the English, it is not my native language.",3.9163330193122894,5.378774474956825,4.867779478725076,83.60080252001886,71.95336787564767,7.681598367090594,29.221267074894012,8.224198915089428,1.9858735751295329,2307,93,459,35,44,752,240,579,0.124,0.784,0.092,-0.9588,2,0,3,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,0,5,29,14,0,2,34,0,50,20,7,5,7,103,88,49,0,16,31,2,16,5,0,3,12,2,3,2,33,17,0,6,19,1,3,5,18,5,0,3,22,20,74,9,51,62,16,59,0,0,0,1,10,18,0,26,39,331,107,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990793205250451,0.0,0.16544840322073295,0.0,0.06229891090686359,0.0,0.0,0.049752973885601605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042308045054215725,0.0,0.04759398028990705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119729495662317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567833721156577,0.0,0.03792542802592789,0.06871111115249617,0.052940021787760194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391150726336363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977893710688611,0.04967327642588753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894394548563568,0.0,0.06500099013876444,0.0,0.12735850942255805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436856254169951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572877946196269,0.08889221093641028,0.0,0.06815302689575607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001819242479615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990347190911217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003228803827267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613118491807808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240629231407292,0.0,0.0,0.07178726752265585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095751936915118,0.0,0.0,0.06587625282352247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197449607413285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867782289831797,0.0,0.05886893602088121,0.04152871253060324,0.0,0.1875087111565757,0.0,0.0,0.12534927986781072,0.06269765950279123,0.0,0.06281898629708041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045734871801947484,0.04613131972654412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166341408037747,0.06528373180974807,0.06625649289054324,0.0421582067691746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908192396033111,0.0,0.0,0.043131753397170125,0.05432336796515686,0.06500099013876444,0.0,0.0,0.21041275931349607,0.05958436603400263,0.06329459025427556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490337117924523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993179002246534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368746021683154,0.12306361281464916,0.06964412415992652,0.04403579705273893,0.0,0.1490539220863227,0.2600708562664983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727300305040325,0.0,0.09355523678445143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223591783097283,0.1239977992983686,0.15945835253988713,0.06112550496060309,0.19756569537919424,0.10883345860570302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767159323559546,0.060774600542247335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049383034515039836,0.04990478007753939,0.0,0.0,0.057673535178870486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058590448335624,0.18954576544198606,0.0,0.0883908994201582,0.13604374432122754,0.0,0.20032073553695745 adhd,ms_boogie,2019/01/29,"I tried self medicating with caffeine like I’ve heard others do. I’ve done it before and it didn’t work. My idiot brain said “try it again, maybe it will help!” I’m just energetically distracted. FML. I don’t know how this helps other people. Three days until my psychiatry appointment 😤 I have to admit I had a bit of a meltdown yesterday when I got caught looking at my phone by my supervisor. To be honest, I didn’t even know I was looking at it. That’s how bad it is, and it was embarrassing. A few days ago I was laughed at by a Twitch chat that I forget to drink water sometimes. Hilarious right? How we just forget silly things that “normal” people wouldn’t do? How ridiculous that I forget nourishment. It’s not really that funny. I need help.",1.6026885116462708,4.106097543624164,3.746356099486775,83.81399131464667,83.63087248322148,6.4589024871693645,20.174101855507306,7.724431198458867,0.953009159099881,590,17,116,11,17,201,92,149,0.147,0.682,0.171,0.5632,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,2,2,4,0,15,5,1,4,0,20,26,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,17,4,2,0,3,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,11,4,16,4,11,12,2,12,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0,8,77,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161169314316087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522258297017415,0.0,0.0,0.15513706490248438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904131000137065,0.0,0.0,0.20352439673219844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515683373100124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657205818462771,0.0,0.17859978472702515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204176702891689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581436260678896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666067158942057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039166499981773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907014566596236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061982104154965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316042765717447,0.0,0.0,0.1836636887333908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518463538125644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863048371740498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527892282689532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679597969270625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556964434278699,0.1734237932063248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901948311882363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031469428649224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112231910693938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475605180993098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272785756893865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CaligulastAllNight,2019/01/29,"I feel like I have dealt with ADHD for so long without medication, that having the mental clarity my medication gives makes me uncomfortable. Hi all, my first post here so sorry if this has been mentioned before. To make a long story short, I knew something was...different...with my mind for a long time. I was always doing exceptionally well in school, was in AIG, and didn’t have really serious behavioral issues, but I did have a lot of problems with remembering anything, focusing (especially on subjects I didn’t like, i.e. MATH) keeping track of time/important dates, keeping track of physical objects, and listening...some hyperactivity too, among other things. I grew up in a poor rural area without mental health professionals nearby, and my mother really didn’t “believe” in a lot of mental illnesses, especially ADHD. Since I did well in school and didn’t have serious issues, no one really noticed anything was wrong, other than my mom who berated me for my issues and said it was stupidity/laziness/etc. Fast forward to junior year of college, and I get tested for, and ultimately diagnosed with ADHD after speculation from my family doctor for a few years. I tried many different medications but not many of them worked for me, but the ones that did work made me feel...weird. It feels like my head is so clear that I am ~tooooo~ tuned in. it isn’t necessarily a jittery feeling, but it is uncomfortable and I talk way too much in this headspace. is this something anyone else has faced? I recently started a new job and am having trouble concentrating, and I feel like I need to be medicated again but I don’t know if i want to if this is how it all makes me feel. Any suggestions/personal experiences are greatly appreciated. TL;DR: I worry being undiagnosed and unmedicated most of my life so far has made me feel like the mental clarity my ADHD meds give me is an uncomfortable feeling. 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First day Vyvanse from Strattera. Took 20mg 2 hours ago and haven’t noticed much of a change. I know it’s the baby dose so I shouldn’t be too surprised just don’t know how long I oughta wait. I don’t wanna wait a whole month just to try 30mg, especially if that has little to no effect too. Or it’s way too early to know and I’m overthinking it. 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He or she may also be restless and almost constantly active. **ADHD** is not just a childhood disorder. Although the symptoms of **ADHD** begin in childhood, **ADHD** can continue through adolescence and adulthood. 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As I understand it here in the UK it's called shared care. The psychologist does the main bits then my local GP will be point of contact afterwards. The GP can't sign off on medication etc without the psychologists approval. I've been recommended a private psychologist but private health care isn't cheap and I'm poor basically. I have enquired about costs but while I wait I was wondering if anyone has any experience going private and can share their rough experiences with the cost. Another avenue I'm attempting, with help from my GP, is seeing if I can pay for the assessment privately which should bypass the 2 year wait. Then see if I can be handed back over to the NHS for treatment. I've been sitting on this since September so any help or advice is appreciated. Thanks for reading",4.744438305709025,6.890883701657463,5.6751160220994485,75.86689134438306,71.09944751381217,9.46755064456722,30.29871086556169,9.888512548439397,3.222988655616944,774,33,140,21,15,254,108,181,0.04,0.7809999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,0,0,13,0,19,3,1,0,0,20,36,16,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,2,1,5,2,3,0,0,0,6,5,11,6,18,26,3,19,0,0,3,0,10,8,0,5,8,85,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127626428082765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29494630210979983,0.1515986857757934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108966310858326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116865880710254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783761472259406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762645316042164,0.0,0.4422091884445936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651788290938132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123848288078288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828426770475261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216486660255069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367564585515267,0.0,0.0,0.2907151765511725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564332670756513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869908967320456,0.13666937783612787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461335380310802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456208295761657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959329701446812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233038408746473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331045267897792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814687232239706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050687207580676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936439854114355,0.15678458527138886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620212808801934 adhd,hales55,2019/01/29,"Having a hard time finding motivation to do stuff Hi guys, so I was diagnosed with ADHD two years ago when I was 25, although I always knew I had it. One of my main struggles are forgetfulness and lack of motivation. The past couple months have been really hard lately. I lost my insurance and I'm about to get a new one but for awhile I stopped medication. I just can't seem to find the motivation for most things in my life right now. For awhile, I was doing great, I was sticking to my routines, getting good grades, going to bed early, even my social life improved but now I'm struggling to do the basic things like laundry. I've been more forgetful than usual and now that I've started grad school, I can't seem to find the motivation to start my assignments. For example, I have a presentation due tomorrow and although I have started on it, I'm a nervous wreck right now. I'm constantly doubting myself, I already have a hard time with public speaking and I just really don't want to do this. I like my program so far and I was so proud to get in but..my lack of motivation currently is making things really hard for me in several areas in my life. Sorry for this long post, I guess I just needed to vent a little, lol. Does anyone have any tips on doing presentations, finding motivation etc? thanks! 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That sent me down a rabbit hole that took me here haha. I have related to everything you guys have posted on here and even made an appointment to get diagnosed soon. Soooo grateful to find this space; this whole time I really thought I might have early onset Alzheimer’s or something and of course I would keep forgetting to go to the doctor to test my Ludicrous theory. Anyway, I was hesitant to consider that I may have ADHD because I couldn’t remember showing signs as a kid. Though I do remember being a model student that suppressed a bunch of stuff given I was the eldest of a whole lotta kids and needed to keep it together. Earlier today, my mom found an elementary school report card and it makes everything so much clearer. I was inattentive from the get go! The more you know hahaha",4.795000000000002,6.457114560606063,5.70850505050505,77.64609090909094,70.06060606060606,9.118383838383838,27.84646464646465,9.558583805096642,2.6938076767676766,825,29,145,19,15,271,126,198,0.036000000000000004,0.879,0.085,0.8848,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,14,2,17,2,0,2,2,31,35,11,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,3,13,7,0,3,6,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,12,1,20,2,23,17,6,18,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,6,6,108,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726202482635917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911459270896056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261240253450163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489153830381065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090088952581905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219209358172912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786754220620512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141087236414969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887045756397737,0.0,0.0,0.13060525541795376,0.09202922614779904,0.0,0.1867005954165485,0.0,0.13539347129991333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794420822405285,0.10533445773327968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175269822760384,0.0,0.0,0.06546339413359302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271105170398313,0.07951128696425531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636393883523644,0.0,0.13950797755617195,0.0,0.0,0.08756444143165573,0.08832348457983323,0.09187010163170248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258048498630093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408082113842485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630917435462907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698718817578684,0.0,0.11330720892826256,0.0,0.0,0.12055240630422155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170181453009887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636006263984105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703150108917973,0.09456531242096504,0.06945787489505842,0.0,0.11290865360493127,0.0,0.13234297791293048,0.0,0.12956470695109296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074842466918796,0.2659789654039769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846170485497921,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coco3269,2019/01/29,"First psychiatrist said no to ADHD This is going to be a longish post. It may be hard for y’all to follow, but I could really use your opinions. Hi guys, I (24, f) have thought I have ADHD for a while and finally got to the point where I couldn’t stand it anymore. I went to a psychiatrist yesterday and did a little test, but he said he didn’t think I have ADHD. He did refer me to a specialist, but I wanted to see what y’all think about the situation. Some of the things I deal with daily include: -forgetfulness: can have a conversation with someone, try my hardest to focus on what they’re saying, and still forget the majority of what they told me. I forget to do important things such as school assignments and grocery shopping. -losing things: I constantly lost my keys, rings I wear, my phone, my remotes, etc. -trouble focusing: I often reread the same paragraph multiple times because no matter how hard I try to focus I end up thinking about random things. I often have no idea what I’ve read. During conversations I frequently find myself thinking about other things, asking the person to repeat themselves, and eventually just end up agree because I still don’t know what they’ve said to me. -restlessness/ fidgeting: I can’t stay seated long enough to get through an hour long lecture. I find myself standing up at my desk or leaving for the restroom even if I don’t have to go. I’m also constantly picking at my nails, tapping my fingers, shaking my foot, or spinning my pencil. -impulsively: I often decide I don’t have time to do something (run for example) and tell myself I can’t do it today. Then all of a sudden I’m changing my mind and putting on my workout clothes. Random example, but a lot of my decisions are impulsive and not thought out. These all seem like ADHD symptoms to me, but the psychiatrist told me he didn’t think I have it because I’ve done well in school in the past. He also based his conclusion off of a test I took in which he had me think of how I felt before the age of 11. This seems inaccurate to me because I honestly don’t remember that much from before the age of 11. What do y’all think? Should I see the specialist? TLDR: first psychiatrist told me I don’t have ADHD based on a test in which I tried to recall my behavior as an 11 year old. Should I seek out a second opinion? 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Hey guys! I recently started Concerta and I'm not sure if it's right for me, but I'm going to talk to my doctor about it at my next appointment! I didn't really experience any negative effects, but my sleep cycle is actually somewhat regulated now for the first time in my entire life! Besides this, I feel like it doesn't really do much. Instead of being able to focus on a task and get it done I end up thinking of all the tasks I need to do, make a giant list, and either sit there overwhelmed or switch off between tasks. Did anyone else experience this? I guess this is a bit of a step up because without it I probably would not have even made the list lol.",4.021249999999998,4.928946402777778,5.759333333333338,79.419,71.08333333333333,9.093333333333334,28.98333333333333,9.3871,2.4933050000000003,558,21,112,12,10,192,95,144,0.05,0.882,0.068,0.3735,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,7,1,13,3,1,4,2,23,24,7,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,5,1,13,2,20,17,5,19,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,4,8,81,22,1,0.17393568112167587,0.0,0.16973613425111106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236564455342786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161987244629953,0.1782176600769868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060295767991492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989271483841916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803053991391174,0.0,0.17799659096609888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530094263804133,0.0,0.1540553866284764,0.0,0.0,0.11488287695438933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34028494355491884,0.0,0.0,0.0879471065575799,0.12425968534731766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479496015070136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087421445558094,0.0,0.0988516559307928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916097624376073,0.17222367043928974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285591546544265,0.08497618796543578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458214706615726,0.1161034177814175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786273892040512,0.12897110362070974,0.0,0.0,0.18498257013018216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753208275211733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228553024084109,0.0,0.17174050135073346,0.0,0.0,0.1485401213094958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406129539041185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231125703399598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393232101294616,0.0,0.0,0.13980291191910255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145096124778747,0.0,0.0,0.1014232944157443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676677896920402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355891741034923,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jabbathehutt2,2019/01/29,Long college classes Those in school how do you do it? I got 2hr classes back to back where the profs only lecture. Im trying to take notes and stay with it the whole time but 43 minutes in and I’m about to loose my shit from a mix of sheer boredom and loosing focus.,0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,1.9851754385964924,97.75039473684211,83.73684210526315,3.8,21.780701754385966,3.1291,-0.3901087719298246,210,7,47,0,6,67,45,57,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,9,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,29,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562834780605958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729575713909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32048375780685523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625675775933494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565149756661265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002732829238232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045552870034681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162396084370512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307927831354454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300645220651265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014378403125359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312516920192631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raichikeri,2019/01/29,"Ran out of meds and spent all day going in circles for my homework It’s a bummer :( feeling very discouraged but trying my hardest. Not looking for any help in particular but starting to feel like a bit of a burden, so trying to avoid unloading on family. 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Today's one of those days It's about 30 mins until clock out and I've legit just been clicking random folders, browsing reddit, and pretending to work all day. I'm exhausted too for some reason. &#x200B; I hope tomorrow's better at least.",2.802500000000002,5.249859583333336,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,78.16666666666666,6.666666666666668,25.0,7.793537801064563,1.6889999999999996,245,9,43,4,6,81,49,60,0.042,0.838,0.121,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,12,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,2,9,3,3,12,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,10,27,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263019026747198,0.29496726312963795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469224258502467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696601162106016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500404184826466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958085791990253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268266162925869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411050677956271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292473201775776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449337169766545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958695849514995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300981813408181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534491146251777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29496726312963795,0.0 adhd,velociraptor__,2019/01/29,"Today I spent 4 hours cleaning To avoid studying. But my house is clean now, which makes studying easier. I mean, I started off with only my desk but realised my kitchen could also use some cleaning, maybe my fridge while I'm at it? Oh, and don't forget the living room! Unfortunatly, I'm too tired to focus now. Welcome to the world of ADHD. 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Hi everyone. I want to ask for your insights about this. I've been reading on symptoms of potential mental health concerns and I think I might have ADHD. I've also been reading into the posts here and I can relate to a whole lot of them, especially the one about its contradictory nature. It's like my thoughts were shared with a different person. I tried talking to a doctor before, all I was told was that I was mildly depressed and all I needed was some sun and exercise (exercise does help though). My question is, should I get tested? Is there even a test for it? Or am I just overthinking it? 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I made a huge mistake. I always read that if you have adhd you should avoid online classes. Well I said “it can’t be that bad!” And took three. It is that bad. It is really that bad. Any advice on how to get through them would be greatly appreciated. I can’t drop because I paid for them with financial aid and it’s super strict with that. I feel like I’m drowning and it’s only the third week. 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One of the worst traits of ADD / ADHD is the seeming lack of control over what interests me. I'm more than sure this stems from poor concentration and ability to hold my focus on a task / conversation / concept. This being said, it wasn't until this morning that I realised how devastating this single characteristic has been, like an exhausting leitmotif that has hung over me since early adolescence. &#x200B; I cannot honestly control whether or not something is boring. &#x200B; It has lead me to miss several opportunities in life, looking back now with hindsight. From giving up playing guitar during some of my more creative phases, to choosing to just live an easy life rather than learn something that might have helped me in my career. It was always ""that's boring"" - then suddenly weeks or months down the line it would be ""Damn, I wish that I'd..."" &#x200B; Even this past weekend, I had been slowly getting back into playing guitar (far flung dreams of being a musician) and merely 30 minutes into it, a few bum notes, and again I lose all drive and motivation: ""this is getting boring, I'll do something else"" and thus ends all possibility of me coming back to a task. When I think back I cannot rationalise my own decision to just stop. It's as if my life's council of elders has reached a complete impasse and decides to adjourn for a luncheon of untold length, leaving me devoid of willingness. &#x200B; I wish I could just hold on a little longer, just long enough for the embers of interest to spark again but it never happens. The worst part is, when the hyperfocus grips me, absolutely nothing else can be achieved - I'm a one track mind, and that's equally damaging: ""multitasking? f\*\*\*, how do you even DO that??"". It's irritating that this doesn't seem like a facet of ADD / ADHD that my medication can really affect. Once the initial high wears off it settles into a control-release hum that just hauls me through the day. &#x200B; I hope it isn't just me. Thanks for letting me share, I wanted to get it off my chest and writing here is startlingly cathartic. &#x200B; Big love, Kryp",6.265714285714285,7.648050725490197,6.2310924369747935,76.34205882352943,66.25490196078431,8.573669467787116,33.44397759103641,8.841846274778883,2.924627170868348,1768,77,301,28,28,558,221,408,0.08900000000000001,0.784,0.127,0.7593,0,0,3,0,0,0,91.0,0,1,0,9,21,27,1,1,20,0,35,8,2,9,4,65,57,20,0,9,13,0,2,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,32,16,0,6,10,6,1,4,8,12,0,2,8,4,32,14,46,41,14,45,0,3,1,1,9,19,1,8,25,219,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205248148526304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263739736238325,0.4112531772808605,0.4612070299860751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457217666353616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054492898628500784,0.06632691866273151,0.0,0.2838059287784865,0.05050797180360137,0.0,0.0,0.04079747415623584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569124480389486,0.0,0.056029593772387865,0.0653645025209898,0.0,0.08356528217583056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031986162650461065,0.0451929649761952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915223540888292,0.060684767507510215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594061939939291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042401852357833725,0.06683767554382125,0.0,0.06283146534792483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698321833273227,0.0,0.06468764792834904,0.13404725118760333,0.0927169389443996,0.06340315069358324,0.055859749280760505,0.055983119650483186,0.05312247736079729,0.07077177177316726,0.0,0.0,0.057094630366917996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372780646562716,0.0,0.06710887548393164,0.06387457838336195,0.0,0.05049353777838365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048790020855054884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069968732823897,0.0,0.0,0.06736984784392103,0.08573324217760503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850442799426147,0.0603888391574673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131615816524786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04052598334026005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017475749401265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517907748693675,0.0,0.07146580693939979,0.0,0.052329335363419785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610194276173422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288820235099707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059621812346432025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824131949409345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040534461150100405,0.0,0.050221383053216564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037312393892691004,0.0,0.050743365575693464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549178288487305,0.0,0.0,0.04605404191804663,0.0,0.0,0.04493809727116814,0.0,0.4612070299860751,0.0 adhd,eviL_SSB,2019/01/29,"Beginning therapy! Hey guys! First post here, just found the sub. I'm a sophomore engineering student, and I'm currently in the waiting room at my school's SDCC (student development & counseling center) about to have my first appointment for CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy). Recently school has been extremely tough for me, and I have been steadily increasing in stress and frustration at my own lack of focus and general executive function. Hopefully this meeting will help get me on the right track. Will update this post afterwards.",7.221666666666668,10.315153777777779,7.153055555555554,63.81625000000002,66.77777777777779,12.5,39.02777777777778,11.698219412168324,6.262444444444442,440,25,61,18,8,140,67,90,0.111,0.8320000000000001,0.057,-0.6342,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,14,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,6,1,10,9,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,7,39,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212934309232807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34745205699586346,0.0,0.22393808808711807,0.0,0.0,0.10670671775678296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022292319410952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136897442803598,0.0,0.0,0.2028559238673136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912099998027415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016618830196188,0.0,0.0,0.1744194312444727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41340258928597057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395567623055802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671313738019836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ut101,2019/01/29,has ADHD also ruined your passion for hobbies? It really sucks because I can't concentrate on much besides TV lately. Reading is a challenge and it's destroyed any motivation for gaming. Wouldn't wish adhd on anyone lol :(. ,4.7650000000000015,7.699797500000002,6.305000000000002,67.67000000000002,74.0,7.0,32.5,8.07648339933343,3.286249999999999,180,9,23,3,4,61,35,40,0.23199999999999998,0.573,0.19399999999999998,-0.4312,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,5,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,16,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6857382986051691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228150308774042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401038347858107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948489774368156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391318425303665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32182518706680424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972465178358396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853722053143772,0.0,0.182767282674994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280751707632446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LazyNinjas,2019/01/29,think i took 60 mg instead of my usual 40 mg of adderall? Will I be ok? didn't remember if i took my adderall. now i'm not sure if i'm on 20 or 60. my usual dosage is 40mg in the morning. How can i tell if i'm on the 20 or 60 mg?,-2.9421468926553658,-1.867736372881355,1.6449999999999996,100.78298022598871,90.69491525423729,4.611299435028251,18.30790960451977,5.46131890053228,-0.6857819209039548,170,5,52,1,6,67,33,59,0.037000000000000005,0.9109999999999999,0.052000000000000005,0.1969,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,10,11,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31255733011397224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600461408948777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241161425111922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767948638342215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6131022997484535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6077616582186558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PlatformKing,2019/01/29,"ADHD Gamers. What game genre do you enjoy most and has that changed as you got older? I got a first world problem where nowadays the only games that keep my attention are multiplayer ones. Card games, fighting games, MMORPGs. The why is obvious. Faster feedback loops with more clear win/lose denotations and higher adrenaline rush in shorter bursts. But as a kid i would get HOOKED to jrpgs and story based adventure games. Nowadays i have a pile of them all unfinished. I vowed not to buy another jrpg or open world game until i finish my backlog, but its very rare that i manage to get into a story that deep. I mostly crave that rush of win or lose multiplayer offers. I do genuinely enjoy those games but its like i get bored fast without that same “competitive rush” feedback. Gotta be in a special mindset to get enthralled with a story based game. Im just curious to see if others experienced this and shit who knows, maybe what you even did to remedy it? I have a couple of years worth of backlog and while im keeping my promise of no new story games til i finished the others, their still collecting dust. Yeah, definitely a first world (adhder) problem",4.291933848382424,6.569397169724772,4.744369869628198,81.48370593915985,72.71559633027523,7.525253500724287,27.07001448575567,8.371475516178862,2.01142752293578,925,34,165,16,19,293,134,218,0.09699999999999999,0.745,0.157,0.9341,1,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,3,2,4,4,13,2,0,11,1,10,1,1,0,3,31,21,16,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,16,9,0,2,2,9,2,3,3,6,0,3,3,2,19,7,21,15,5,25,0,1,1,0,18,9,1,5,14,103,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737495151622672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221157394716938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373568192953778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817195866794595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847368853689462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27939131432791475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432177708712241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26270267005883635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35479748943425704,0.0,0.0,0.2919538991004337,0.0,0.0,0.09025761336513392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802354605906578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373360153020832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649931204802243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586162911084623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128785504085152,0.12490583824214326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31429569215689235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087164255558414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858179016966202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311558890952153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550860157255365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819383732167446,0.0,0.0,0.1583137894774756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666570230868532,0.0,0.0,0.10576002485197804 adhd,miyagiblk,2019/01/29,"Adults, how do YOU, stay organized? ""While I can survive in chaos, I can not thrive in it."" is a mantra that I have repeated to myself since my teen years. The more that I learn about ADHD the more I realize that this is true for most of us. So I want to willfully remove as much of the chaos that seems to have always circled my life, like hungry buzzard's, over a nearly lifeless carcass. This means adopting the very thing that my brain resists the most, structure. I need schedules, routines and a system of thought that puts in place a default plan for most foreseeable challenges that life throws at us. I want ideas on what do you guys use? Apps, physical books ( like calendars and planners) etc.. What routines do you find has helped you the most? waking early? Are your routines daily or weekly?. How do you plan for and compensate for barriers and surprise variables? How do you deal with people in your life that may not see the value that maintaining your process creates for your life? How do you manage emotional fluctuations? 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Every time I read a couple of sentence, there'll be a specific keywords my brain will pick out and that's it, my imagination will run wild and I forget what I was trying to memorize. It gets worse if I force myself to concentrate as my brain will only deviate my attention even more, that by the time I flip to the next page, I barely remember what I was reading except for those pesky keywords that's constantly repeating in my head. To help me concentrate better, I started writing down whatever I read in a notebook as I was reading. To some I know this may sound like double-work, but it helps me get through without loosing much of my attention. When I'm writing, my mind tends to focus better and this method has helped me get through most of the toughest exams I've had to face. 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Hi r/ADHD, This subreddit has been such a huge support to me through a really tough year. So thankful for everyone that shares, it really does make a difference. With that being said does anyone have any life changing book recommendations on productivity/others that they’ve found helpful to them? Trying to start off the year with direction (I know it’s almost feb, but i’m trying lol) ",3.8827500000000015,7.107111775,4.935000000000001,73.93,81.25,7.7,24.25,8.548686976883017,2.417225,362,13,57,9,10,118,59,80,0.018000000000000002,0.8540000000000001,0.128,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,4,2,0,1,0,8,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,3,11,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234252378280585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640090341825393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395925469895048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317664106268365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37271230151099777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840519074354445,0.0,0.0,0.30832129363019506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833044232930536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315265747111574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807774686469732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681408687206904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488570115611016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758957422461595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212862399230018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570791303696905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675705043039204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468844590973772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999066712057723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218639983587896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920501389499205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688524218316825 adhd,vospit,2019/01/29,"Idea Machines of reddit, How do you sleep with a fresh idea? Do you know the feeling when a new idea pops in your head, you start researching, it looks like it's amazing. You know it's going to work out. The only issue is it's close to bed time, now what?",1.1527777777777786,2.910200574074075,2.388666666666669,97.17300000000004,80.2962962962963,5.060740740740742,18.20740740740741,5.6839178017228535,-0.5357214814814819,197,4,46,1,5,63,39,54,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,2,1,0,10,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,6,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242817354256762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636812696823738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281979529316128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7530271824377098,0.0,0.2320783826083189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443983870779431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863026632159796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672021301826114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474956109446952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910919901849866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251321608158944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738233996806372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296556099701435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618753669729181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Roys500,2019/01/29,"Need some help Hi there, So recently I stopped taking meds after 10 years of use,but I feel like sometimes I do unwanted actions (mostly just can't stop talking) that makes me feel very uncomfortable later.Like when I was on meds I had control over my body,but I don't want to use them anymore Any tips?",3.2783606557377003,5.004240114754097,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,74.08196721311475,6.847213114754098,26.95409836065573,7.554174236665415,1.4033645901639344,241,9,49,3,5,77,49,61,0.141,0.738,0.122,-0.0272,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,13,12,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,9,1,5,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754436666220713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517203942834573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433458948198699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194091266671348,0.15500060268690075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542778226582592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599866168872632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482653549160318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820007812049137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608775906242569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142278176603222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458498955261024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627866967236755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313148175017456,0.17438910733015445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747780424804156,0.0,0.17901972903579194,0.12797220859716754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971903460078589 adhd,CorrosiveBlueberry,2019/01/29,"New to ADHD medications 23, been seeking mental help for 8-9 years now various medications, after all has failed my doctor decided stimulants may be a good option, my main issues are very treatment resistant depression and anxiety but, I believe my doctor also suggested I probably have ADHD Anyways I was recently put on it, right now I’m on focalin xr30mg, once a day, he has misguidings too my past drug abuse so he only wants to stick to ritalin derivatives and this is the dose is he is liable to stop at I’m happy to have the chance and hopefull it will help with my various symptoms, but honestly, I’m finding my ability to focus worse when taking this, and generally side effects, due to the speediness, such as increased anxiety, I’m wondering if there is a specific day or length it would take for my body to adjust, to the stimulant such as tolerance for some of the side effects to subside? If it matters I also take many others meds, but psychiatricly just Zoloft and minimum dose seroquel for sleep Thanks! I know the answer may be that stimulants aren’t the right medicine for me; but I’m truly just holding out hope they will be, because, nothing else has helped",7.848108108108107,7.602493225225228,8.421396396396396,67.63587837837841,62.6936936936937,12.264864864864863,38.770270270270274,11.698219412168324,4.858605405405403,944,45,159,27,12,316,138,222,0.084,0.753,0.163,0.9613,1,0,1,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,13,8,0,0,10,0,21,12,2,5,1,40,34,18,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,14,6,24,24,6,22,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,10,12,107,22,3,0.0,0.1487507727260028,0.0,0.0,0.3017623534737597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079722617639686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920837786879136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765313121449687,0.0,0.0,0.14144667681592385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945264008587424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193279710944822,0.0,0.10813207128220303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570020787180623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455928089701962,0.0,0.10487707422481536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147462235151273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530152722626022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364541555804732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524513109058384,0.0,0.0,0.12469491237755564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310367825781976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899646996429612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272833330901605,0.0,0.0,0.13945264008587424,0.2529475701144906,0.12652023721094655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125253213864247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046419975767393,0.0,0.0,0.13370175639337434,0.0,0.0954829359577148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984729252492896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535917802902664,0.0,0.0,0.126207805469889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396093914157605,0.0,0.0,0.21443017567678824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563606997239374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496157811130573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048974376097622,0.2831835552753317,0.0,0.0,0.11558533914264445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358810531008544,0.07404993121332021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614863369413135,0.0,0.0,0.1279414908770027,0.08918385192217157,0.0,0.0,0.08084712309644937 adhd,basedlarrydavid,2019/01/29,"ADHD in a nutshell: The Chronicles of Autopilot I finished some reading last night for my Civil War and Reconstruction course and was getting ready for bed. While washing my face and doing my nightly routine, I was thinking about the similarities between the ideological divisiveness seen in the 1860s United States vs. the contemporary US. In doing so, I took Adderall instead of melatonin and didn’t even realize it until it kicked in. I’m very tired this morning. 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It paints the subreddit as a 'victim mentality' group that doesn't seem to allow anything optimistic apart from 'I finally took Meds' The first post got 400 upvotes, 200~ replies in 3 hours and got locked and hidden for unknown reasons. The mods never replied to my pm asking why. 'Be careful not to blame/identify as ADHD' My second post 'your personal ADHD superpowers' got removed for reason ""there are no benefits locked' despite several articles, sites, doctors, people sharing the same 'advantages' normal people don't have. Whether true or not, it's open discussion. I am fearful this is gonna get locked as well or even banned for making this post despite having ADHD myself. I don't feel sorry for myself and I can't stand only posting so.",5.456607142857141,7.807928589285718,5.9471428571428575,73.79785714285714,69.6547619047619,8.609523809523811,32.83333333333333,9.23628265651192,3.457411904761905,745,35,114,16,14,240,113,168,0.121,0.794,0.085,-0.7464,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,2,1,6,0,12,1,0,6,3,26,24,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,9,3,1,4,5,1,11,6,16,17,1,18,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,5,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024987013822007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186791293647996,0.0,0.10436572281268354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577690817041745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382157732818456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426541641764833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373532530316704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125622899900872,0.056447128444302816,0.0,0.0,0.1222931083863236,0.0,0.09495855505015516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832583533934571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571459050774415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994016569842578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451870553625826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400377514014993,0.0,0.11250405181374444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610149970477307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938076442049928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564826368873655,0.08490512989162942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479037200094678,0.097477307011389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345879460843442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443449396407286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163032452577912,0.0,0.12611827269708134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496871837237256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509655577334549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403304961368213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003752602055261,0.0,0.10073521929810372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_brooklyngirl_,2019/01/29,"How do you manage the judgement? I went to pick up my prescription and my pharmacist told me that *""not many people around here""* take this (re: Concerta). I kind of looked at him a little bewildered and then, he went on to say that it's a *Schedule II Controlled Substance* that he doesn't carry. He reluctantly said he'd have tp order it, and again repeated that he doesn't have people who take this. &#x200B; I felt so judged, and shamed, for taking a medication that was prescribed to me after weeks of working with a medical doctor. It felt like he was telling me 'your kind ain't welcome here....' &#x200B; It's not *what* he said, but *how* he said it...... that disapproving tone. &#x200B; Anyway - it was upsetting. Anyone else go through this? I can't be the only one feeling judged :( Blah",2.016768421052628,4.7940570066666695,2.9076140350877218,88.27784210526316,85.6,5.824561403508773,23.2280701754386,7.273561745256523,1.1731333333333334,621,23,117,10,19,196,94,150,0.096,0.872,0.032,-0.8881,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,0,2,8,6,0,2,6,0,12,3,0,4,0,16,26,9,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,17,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,11,8,13,4,13,13,0,15,0,0,1,0,19,5,0,0,7,76,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606581748471164,0.4044663843358917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758211930895376,0.11368622157666182,0.0,0.09877322362355817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444515196308893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356685638966732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268843027627233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610203971263116,0.0,0.2130678604128108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305812372642197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310845312088536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054206871135023205,0.11120577722898788,0.0,0.0,0.0931740192500347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249066997396644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235504126083066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518578908481996,0.08438606356541889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538440632227864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31663003826234704,0.08823564589786052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502724204744634,0.0,0.09697931488125054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106021988807726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900118284864286,0.0,0.0,0.20571227213132234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077635685305283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044663843358917,0.0 adhd,taxaccountant_af,2019/01/29,"Insurance granted Vyvanse! I am so happy right now! Back in November, I filed an application with my health insurance (public) for the coverage of Vyvanse. Initially, they declined, but after an appeal, they now granted the coverage for six months. The background is that Vyvanse (Elvanse) is not approved for adults in my country (Western Europe). An adult version under the name Elvanse Adult is available in some EU countries since 2016, but hasn’t been approved in my country yet. The process is still ongoing and nobody knows how long it’s going to take. Since Ritalin, Medikinet and Strattera didn’t work well enough or caused side effects, I was out of options as there are no more drugs approved for adult ADHD here. A supply of Vyvanse costs about 1.000 EUR out of pocket, which is more than I could pay. But since they agreed to cover, I will now pay 10 EUR per prescription and am good to go. They limited the coverage initially to six months as they expect Elvanse Adult to be approved in Spring, but are happy to further discuss this in case it takes longer. I am so happy! After my psychiatrist gave me a few pills of Vyvanse out of the clinic’s pharmacy and it worked so well, I was glad to have something that works for me and now the insurance is going to cover it. 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I'm also a dood with the A the D and the HD. I remember I was diagnosed pretty early and was started on concerta when I was like 5. Before that... Holy heck was I rowdy. I was always the class clown and I would always have temper tantrums and stuff. But anyways, I've been looking through this subreddit for about a day and decided it's time to introduce myself. I'm 17 now, and boy have I been lucky to have the support group in my parents (dad has add) and my doctors and all that. I'm currently actually working on a book. Or rather, a pamphlet kind of. Of the three habits that help me in terms of dealing with my ADHD. Why am I writing a book? Welp im basically doing nothing at school because I did all my important classes my junior year, so I have tons of free time. 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Probably the wildest/funniest ADHD moment to date. All I can say is thank god my phone case has grip. 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But i better look at what fish can eat the snails in my aquarium, list an item on ebay, go to the toilet every 5 min, watch videos on facebook an post on Reddit. Its so annoying and i will probably hand the assignment in two days late and get a over 75% but loose marks because i handed it in late. Why does my brain have to work like this. Oh and iv tried the spending 2 weeks on an assignment and passed by 1 mark. ",3.54136554621849,4.098992243697484,4.589401260504204,88.65284138655458,71.94117647058823,8.639075630252101,24.118697478991603,8.841846274778883,1.3364697478991592,443,11,101,8,8,145,80,119,0.043,0.848,0.109,0.71,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,11,0,5,6,4,0,0,9,10,8,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,4,10,3,16,8,1,25,0,0,2,0,0,13,0,0,11,57,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194305352163219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732746247642046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218710638696859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635168590356444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714502256224378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004742685810169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650703888524512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471940749800172,0.0,0.11134540503918164,0.0,0.1566944940702575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106963763630867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858819243833626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420108170931869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914324647089641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452279737236467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275993074516396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876364512247864,0.19932027623255744,0.2112340508134204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301628674244226,0.0,0.19138460521412093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715457688278905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767866185619589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263152215586836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,plinioaver,2019/01/29,"The ADHD relationship’s paradox We are moved by our dopamine, which means that new things attract us, at the same time it is desirable to have some stability in our life, long lasting relationships provides that. But how can we balance that? Keeping renewing a relationship in a frenetic pace doesn’t seems to be the answer... If you have any book/video/article, it will be greatly appreciated ",6.899571428571428,8.713144100000001,7.2328571428571475,68.14214285714287,65.14285714285714,10.742857142857144,38.285714285714285,10.793553405168565,4.674371428571427,317,17,52,9,5,103,57,70,0.02,0.86,0.12,0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,12,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314393279578634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323992571768093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322272946644825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722324602388046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169672015693072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877866735937206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864065214861214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294447107872194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387308136096368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343387764367046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6784337618237632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175540159572912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993741645664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228237364493543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533695669982761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lois_elane,2019/01/29,"""You know, Adderall is basically a hard drug."" --> Just a little rant about why I hate the parallels drawn between recreational drugs and ADHD meds so passionately. **""Have you ever tried not taking you're medication? I heard it's addictive. Do you think you could stop if you wanted to?""** ""**But that's pretty much coke light, what you're taking, right?""** It makes me so extremely mad when people (especially doctors, who should know much, much better) act like taking ADHD medication is in any way comparable to drug abuse. Yes, the scary words 'dextro-amphetamines' and 'dopamine/serotonin agonist' can make it sound like we're constantly getting high, but what these people fail to grasp is that this stuff makes up for an actual DEFICIT in the brain. All it ever does, is get us back to normal functioning levels. The baseline levels of executive functioning and attentional control most people are on when they start taking drugs. It's shitty enough that we have to rely on those meds to fix behavioral and mental problems that most people don't even recognize. Can't even recognize, because they have regular brains that tend make sure they never have to hit the same walls that we do on a weekly basis. People with ADHD already have the tendency to blame themselves for so much, constantly in a power struggle to control their own chaotic nature, so often dissapointed when failing to do so. In this struggle, medication is nothing but a stepping stone to get a little control, a little motivation to start. Even on meds, though, it can still be a challenge to not disappoint yourself or others around you. Still, you have those stupid, ignorant judgemental emptyheads who dare to make someone feel bad about even using a stepping stone. Comparing medication to drugs is even more awful because the very same traits we're trying to cope with, make us susceptible to addictive behaviour. And we know this fully well. I can't seem to stop smoking. I hate myself for it sometimes. But don't make me hate myself in the same way for seeking treatment for a real disorder. Because IT'S NOT AT ALL THE SAME THING. Whether you're taking meds or not, don't let anyone make you feel ashamed about the way you're dealing with this crazy intense paradoxical attention deficit affliction. Your medication is no drug, it can help you live a healthy life. Your coping mechanism is not neurotic, it's well thought out and tailored to your specific needs. **Never be dissappointed in yourself for wanting to cope. Leave that to people who understand nothing.** ",5.246234626300853,8.02566230684327,5.417753074739832,75.43054635761592,71.62693156732892,8.376095868811099,29.991012298959323,9.107695989026183,3.030954210028383,2047,87,326,46,42,645,223,453,0.192,0.736,0.07200000000000001,-0.9967,1,0,6,0,1,0,74.0,5,12,4,9,27,22,5,3,22,2,31,19,2,13,7,79,68,23,0,8,14,0,3,2,0,1,15,2,0,0,32,14,1,6,13,0,0,3,13,14,2,0,2,6,29,8,49,60,15,45,0,3,0,1,27,22,0,7,19,223,61,5,0.0,0.06667403494276987,0.05491410960390676,0.12269125882930433,0.2028868152871603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209840499627384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038267415734423146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039347231719374064,0.0,0.0,0.050094699038946734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327028939958647,0.04698541545392818,0.10291008147370156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976869530479562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563805175782264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162175401936386,0.1893441017437866,0.04492923077500953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580147586687655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449347380825989,0.05759756827742912,0.04924468340677834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915513118271543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058144817805767475,0.0,0.1858381812605754,0.10180389082528983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690641029569455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882006049236396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050409352060643606,0.16667314127210087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037718453975559466,0.05945527491482909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277813415734452,0.0,0.0,0.059584742112127165,0.0,0.05754272361928674,0.039747124188516496,0.05498406948225377,0.16920030765350924,0.04968989006781915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005001068307388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002546279402954,0.2834444961097358,0.0567097203071912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546785374393266,0.04172554860644302,0.08680206423802532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513537030241858,0.107990487939051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340747349336097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724964119463567,0.0,0.05384544454630996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405073605284722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805664119874265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051228619642318514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767973847267504,0.0,0.055655211997192124,0.0,0.07966031759937975,0.0,0.08987901940027943,0.09409311694174648,0.0,0.11765704222474252,0.06441886264704079,0.0,0.0,0.053036423172037835,0.0,0.21155061263024869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03738513033650888,0.03605732113803991,0.055287714365116127,0.044674296521192536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641103888660697,0.0,0.0,0.05858194190007281,0.1353784359520511,0.04860160873700422,0.0,0.04643093159470107,0.0663822797118627,0.1340001252428061,0.04513862467327276,0.0,0.1011919631381936,0.0,0.05077742551829698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Russell_2000,2019/01/29,"Parents stopped Medication, Atomoxetine cold turkey? I'm 19M and my parents decided to stop getting me medicated (start few weeks ago). I'm on Atomoxetine 25mg (not Strattera, similar brand). I was supposed to meet the doctor today and was hoping to ask for stimulants or something but fate has it that I can't go to him anymore. Luckily, I have six days worth of medicine left but nothing after that. Is is safe to suddenly stop Atomoxetine?",5.679308943089428,7.34631457317073,7.440000000000001,66.06333333333335,67.90243902439025,10.34471544715447,38.05691056910569,10.504223727775694,4.5804325203252025,353,20,59,10,6,123,64,82,0.068,0.7809999999999999,0.151,0.8426,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,0,13,14,5,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,6,2,9,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,10,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482983764338553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955961899179373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843806235685381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719510037403306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201870194194106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304296851683843,0.0,0.11208865056977084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589091498585665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142877152009266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973709111976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924462805763376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379944918766278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183498209761562,0.0,0.0,0.13959828743024086,0.0,0.0,0.4946718157753164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869481371401184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582036047868922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Inevitable_Dread,2019/01/29,"Failed my exam again. Third attempt. I study Computer science. This is my second semester trying to complete Calculus 1. I nailed the practical part, above average grade. But it's taken apart so if you succeed on the tests but fail the exam you only repeat the exam next semester. It's fucking terrible, memorising 150 definitions and proofs. Even though I have already showed I can apply this knowledge. You can fail a subject a maximum of 3 times, so next semester is my last chance or I get kicked out and have to pay back a ridiculous amount of money (I'm on scholarship so it's free now). I studied a ton. Just couldn't remember something small. Dunno. I'm just so disappointed. Sorry for the pointless post have a great day :(",2.5739373121511377,5.463500167883215,4.090167453842856,80.09179046801205,83.81751824817519,7.3111206526406205,27.03692571919279,8.313332769828598,2.548274710176041,581,26,99,14,17,192,93,137,0.209,0.6920000000000001,0.099,-0.9520000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,5,11,10,2,0,10,0,8,1,0,0,1,14,13,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,12,4,8,11,3,15,0,4,0,1,3,5,1,3,9,64,17,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541312039113812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770791172393335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414551228732318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485182688103145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152104649835323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128997815242128,0.12031723904611075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389599995493395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771742794579285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898329464095898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514624094069353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493820821501385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055456325992825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608741523039123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728881552568526,0.0,0.2577912699272026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625916742883506,0.0,0.1342841952711234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635207784755487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DEffinMoney,2019/01/29,"Strattera question Those who are on Strattera, and who take two doses throughout the day. What time do you take your second dose? How do you sleep?",3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,79.0,3.6,23.814814814814817,3.1291,0.007948148148148705,117,4,21,0,3,33,22,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584262131068909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44888936122062095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010015805587997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025713967791804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336585010181092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914375848549507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nooodls21,2019/01/29,"Is the feeling of learning something and immediately forgetting it the next day common in ADHD? Ive had this problem for a long time now... one day I may learn something (somehow lol) and literally the next day I dont ""forget"" what I learned, I forget how to apply it and cant ever get it completely down. Im thinking of taking meds but Im not sure if its just me being dumb and just not fit enough as a person to learn or if I just need some meds to make my self actually able to learn. Should I try my meds?",1.9458463136033253,3.471490168224303,4.155077881619938,86.44815160955349,77.22429906542055,6.6247144340602295,24.038421599169265,7.3871296695380915,0.964597923156802,396,13,86,5,9,137,71,107,0.131,0.857,0.012,-0.9038,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,5,1,8,0,0,2,2,33,14,10,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,10,1,10,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,10,58,16,5,0.1536412194830964,0.0,0.1499316672031439,0.0,0.18464688880479235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108989548150027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972576284369149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800663649740944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875245061283047,0.0,0.0,0.13897727914827787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768561697277014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027119587243754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319177640147555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359676444353199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025567070485884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119822767363904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392301746589277,0.0,0.0,0.3267983598838108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411126658775936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415358663454185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701389734539805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028129982576567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656103397786124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480503109367304,0.0,0.1155190761656022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844708968423076,0.0,0.0,0.08958943063055133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431230275450187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,firealpaca11,2019/01/29,"What med options are available in India Hey guys I'm from India and I been prescribed 5mg ""Inspiral"" (methamphatamine) for my ADD. I think it's equivalent to adderall. I took it for like two weeks and actually noticed some improvement in concentration initially but after that it started giving me severe headaches and it also didn't help with concentration any longer. My doc says this is the only option available in India. Is that true? I'm feeling really hopeless. Are there Indians here who have any advice?",4.416195652173911,7.506428228260872,5.056695652173914,75.19482608695655,76.5,7.593043478260872,29.85217391304348,8.548686976883017,2.9955226086956523,415,19,63,9,10,133,70,92,0.10800000000000001,0.765,0.127,-0.19899999999999998,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,14,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,6,3,9,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2408829300631598,0.0,0.0,0.24121189202581286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740006910369545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33572308809308704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481111821967933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367940716828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24441314481849385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654535014155782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059490592868853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27418666396777314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810321227554274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773504510185496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581337953203037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629927339109104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27886206220018805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471657877646204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816687602891485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27425139320870257,0.0,0.0,0.24112951266740235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980023758692727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,futuredestiny,2019/01/29,"Hate taking medication Hey all, I've tried vyvanse, Adderall and now I'm on Dex and even though I stopped taking my meds regularly and just take them to study, I really dislike them. I just get really down at the end of the day and feel like shit. I can't handle not being me and the mood swings from the meds. But I also struggle to study without them, I don't know what to do anymore. 😔",2.03275132275132,3.709859506172843,3.782116402116405,88.55666666666669,77.39506172839506,6.603880070546737,22.682539682539684,7.447530270364453,0.7919650793650792,304,9,66,4,7,102,56,81,0.17800000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.031,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,2,1,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,14,12,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,11,1,9,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642861554306627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373614453947364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248846700638295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819542787738836,0.0,0.0,0.13568776449288286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387402020888753,0.14676268011690294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733121711793524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028243585074264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290160730371497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003650786420914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563835574947242,0.20695397347337666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26321361886844113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087589581273905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175271256678906,0.0,0.21476508390295526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463384265443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018386726354369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394767611635839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803184046137814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stumblecat,2019/01/29,"Not liking to make phonecalls. I think a lot of people have this, not just people with ADHD, but I do prefer to use text messaging instead. Even though I hate typing on my phone, it gives me a moment to process what's being said and to think about my response and how to phrase it, effectively bypassing unnecessary conflict. Diplomacy is hard :/ Unexpected perk is that people can't be assholes to me, via text, and then deny it because it's right there, in my text history. Personally I think that's why some people balk at the notion I don't like taking phone calls, so they can't abuse me and then later pretend it never happened. What do you guys think?",6.963554555680537,6.689679551181103,7.1880764904386965,75.8420472440945,64.51181102362203,9.776827896512936,31.528683914510694,9.23628265651192,2.6159660292463442,521,17,97,8,7,169,85,127,0.157,0.75,0.09300000000000001,-0.6993,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,8,3,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,4,1,22,21,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,5,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,13,2,12,18,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,7,67,23,1,0.0,0.2106962481346236,0.0,0.0,0.21371383334696767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840185928624696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158153504689106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745324123663635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058813066535186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607696505368553,0.15725207632085525,0.0,0.15929831394172606,0.17556762319338165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375485310028616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511823941965969,0.0,0.0,0.11870109017632666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371513609532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931321813251701,0.15527192167977846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518635253921264,0.16915446521030342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370398359731492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557781624040799,0.17471439961099744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535856742881012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046146083439675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stuntcox,2019/01/29,"Memory Holes Do you guys ever experience what i call memory holes? like when you have a recent memory of something that links to a much older memory that you’re not even sure happened. Its like you dont remember the details much but you remember all the feelings associated with them.",3.515157232704404,6.476967716981138,5.443679245283022,71.76727987421386,79.37735849056604,9.571069182389936,23.927672955974842,9.725611199111238,3.1358955974842777,231,8,38,8,6,79,38,53,0.03,0.9,0.07,0.2544,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513979643762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813619564802525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856493139708525,0.21715837476414476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483594840538674,0.0,0.0,0.1213873406339864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377084837368953,0.2122943941889952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345735721864743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352960283771564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370415986848214,0.0,0.5439083171767229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481873434991086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626450454842664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chidster,2019/01/29,"“The ADHD Poem” by IF (Animated Version) I found this in my saved videos, thought I would share :) https://youtu.be/zC7Dnv4BNh8",6.774035087719297,10.783570263157896,4.890526315789477,71.280350877193,83.21052631578948,6.743859649122808,27.385964912280702,7.793537801064563,2.5418280701754385,101,4,14,2,3,29,18,19,0.0,0.652,0.348,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180259032530312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638461524477383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082552987086746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36530687148539603,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thecompleximpulsive,2019/01/29,"Resentment towards my ADHD and dealing with a Downs Syndrome pregnancy diagnosis Me: 41M - with ADHD Wife: 40F - fully functioning responsible adult with significant anxiety issues Daughter: 5 - bright happy overachiever Our daughters first day of school was meant to be one of the happiest days of our life. Unfortunately results from a routine /r/pregnancy checkup turned it into the saddest (or second saddest after our second child’s /r/stillbirth last year). Today the obstetrician told us that there was a 99.9% chance our baby has /r/DownsSyndrome. I have done a bit of reading today and I understand most couples in our situation terminate the pregnancy. What I am more concerned about is the long term resentment my wife has towards my ADHD disability will get even worse and cost us our marriage. She is already blaming my ADHD as the key reason why we should terminate. Has anyone else with ADHD dealt with this type of grief? What worked? What didn’t? Can anyone suggest any ADHD related support groups or material which can help us deal with this? Thanks ",6.348222972972972,9.100789427027028,6.523699324324322,68.88500844594596,68.24324324324324,9.165540540540539,34.2652027027027,9.673873057562805,4.0074932432432435,864,42,124,21,16,276,128,185,0.13699999999999998,0.738,0.125,-0.5278,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,10,0,0,2,3,7,2,0,10,0,16,2,0,2,0,19,23,6,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,4,6,1,19,4,21,14,4,15,0,1,1,0,24,5,0,3,10,87,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7107527781829791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877151827082428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702917586987618,0.0,0.07540375054227938,0.0,0.0,0.1378411614316684,0.10099389498822646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761001403079797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906289449809786,0.0,0.1271355688779219,0.2032372130297303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086861766969073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234037039953021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510280297735296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384133486936482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051497370506940185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049267735640642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606761487667823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287870150079496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034554328353186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962103205619151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722900022031213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679178516209963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859402056438683,0.0,0.0,0.10134364892045386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975541726207192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079382765864773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185305711867724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074757003002597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686063925485066,0.09418532391693556,0.0,0.0,0.10721296903628663,0.0,0.10261208422513406,0.3556931459153674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894169935347405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175820243130879,0.0,0.10044854727448004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347413970786497 adhd,bigdreamsbadexecute,2019/01/29,"Made millions of dollars as entrepreneur. Lost it because I can't manage it. Now I know why. Made millions of dollars as entrepreneur. Lost it because I can't manage it. Now I know why. TL/DR - 38yo Male From Australia. Unemployable because of boredom and poor focus. Quit so many jobs thinking ""it's just my personality""... Started my own businesses. Managed to mask (and outsource) my weaknesses and made millions from scratch. Also lost those millions because I can't get myself to manage it. I think it's ADHD and have a psychiatrist appointment on Thursday. Hi guys! Thanks to reddit I think I know what's been plaguing me my whole life. I've never been able to focus in school, university, jobs or anything. All through school: ""He'd be great if he'd stop talking / being distracted"" Never did homework, assignments or anything. I was able to get away with it though and ""fluff/charm"" my way through life up until now. I'm ALWAYS distracted or moving on to the next shiny thing. Long story short: I grew up relatively poor... Quit various random jobs.... Started a business... Outsourced my poor focus to virtual assistants around the world. This business made me millions. However I can't focus enough to manage it. So I just spend the money - then when reserves got low I force myself to sell more stuff. And I'm absolutely MISERABLE when having to force myself. I have to psych myself up to do the most menial tasks. Most days I wake up and go to the computer to do some work, thinking ""This is the day I make it happen!""... Only to mess around and make excuses for procrastination. The whole day gets swallowed up in netflix, youtube and various other crap. This means no work gets done until the last minute and only if it absolutely has to. I put off EVERYTHING. Then despite having success deep down I feel like a total miserable failure... Because I can't get my work done. This cycle repeats until things get really bad. Then I roll the sleeves up and ""save the day"" even though I'm MISERABLE whilst working. I need to wrestle with myself to do the most basic tasks like email replies. I feel like a fake. I've also really struggled doing the most simple things around the house my whole life. I can't get myself to do dishes - and when I do I'm totally miserable the whole time. Other stuff: I start things really quick and with enthusiasm, then fall off or get bored. Like new gym programs. Or diets. Or supplements. \- I get bored quickly in group conversation and feel trapped and want to go home (unless I get drunk) \- I can't handle ANYTHING mundane or routine \- I've never been able to stick to a schedule or calendar - EVER. I'll make glorious plans/schedules and never ever follow through. \- It's ruined every relationship I've had as well. I can't stand boredom and always need new/novelty. I always thought this was just because of ""my personality"". I thought ""I'm just different"". I'll download the latest app or read about the next technique to motivate myself... But I just can't get myself to DO THE WORK. So thanks to this sub I discovered I may have ADHD. Read a lot of articles here and got a referral from my GP to see a psychiatrist. I'm REALLY hoping that some medication could help me. All I need is the ability to focus and follow through. I want to be a better person. I want to be productive. I want to be effective. SO bad. I've tried every self help book / technique / supplement. I'm hoping that my psychiatrist will see this and help! Thanks all for the support. I'll keep you updated :)",2.669994964753272,5.423518835347437,4.037294259818733,81.83847109768381,81.190332326284,6.793506545820745,25.896153071500503,7.9765259561132025,1.9727370956696884,2767,113,490,54,75,908,277,662,0.11599999999999999,0.777,0.107,-0.8105,8,1,0,0,0,0,128.0,0,1,0,14,30,35,1,7,28,0,43,11,2,9,11,99,110,54,0,12,18,0,4,4,0,2,5,0,2,6,31,26,4,2,15,6,8,8,14,20,1,5,20,7,63,15,73,80,21,73,0,9,3,0,19,22,1,22,45,329,94,30,0.16547800697636053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258160475685085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822180159562551,0.13769095797108413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361743001015781,0.14731050958375938,0.0,0.0,0.05182401158572664,0.0,0.09211148253619468,0.20174771428291646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878394991433038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404024116754887,0.0,0.0,0.1422928331277287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576297656972907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289430258246524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699433875537225,0.0,0.03643222098254437,0.09978955406987222,0.0929482385903349,0.0,0.049573654195622416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367065238503438,0.07881168083198742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170032389050296,0.0,0.06269664320455529,0.0,0.08823191925507988,0.06081336229337363,0.0,0.05461641444059755,0.04877721835656172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091641994957206,0.0,0.055329311083091436,0.10957133252520727,0.0,0.06364646751607192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642113882486856,0.04902815195191189,0.0,0.0,0.09094238501045848,0.0449622205803716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168820100934664,0.10779226078887642,0.0,0.0,0.04881427629495956,0.0,0.0,0.1806387922832165,0.04689449466059101,0.0,0.208772388389139,0.11045785461450344,0.055922908757939836,0.0,0.06008468704577113,0.0,0.05556722761979886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862564443257251,0.0,0.1226998454087584,0.170169120500946,0.10654646019766516,0.11732515848427873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390232068673376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444890129074827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545036744781809,0.0,0.11733748633990385,0.11034852511676953,0.0,0.1413459314341235,0.0,0.0,0.05922048369242928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164838500615644,0.08790969803358173,0.0,0.05754321689622328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712618504849567,0.0,0.0,0.046115674482299376,0.0,0.057664514006327786,0.12628848514775315,0.0,0.06259416043789051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044334984604033546,0.0,0.15234991615243906,0.0,0.0,0.14658164653162808,0.14137550021517795,0.10838753445102817,0.08758070231098862,0.03216385220226571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03744956815843028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301376212026412,0.04378291319020609,0.0,0.0,0.049594867127155,0.0,0.09954544189244804,0.24633371363838524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078326652056933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ferawesome99,2019/01/29,"How does one get diagnosed with ADHD? So recently I saw Nigahiga’s podcast where he talks about his condition and what it’s like living with ADHD. I noticed that I share a lot of what he spoke about, but I have never been tested to see if I have it or not. I have the huge doubt about how maybe I have ADHD (since it would explain a lot of personal issues I have faced throughout my life) but I don’t know how the diagnosis process works. Would love to get some advice. Thanks in advanced.",3.95809523809524,4.973253323232324,4.824704184704185,85.6618181818182,71.32323232323233,8.08138528138528,26.26406926406927,8.418075326091056,1.5921099567099568,385,12,80,6,7,125,67,99,0.057,0.7859999999999999,0.156,0.8692,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,4,0,9,4,1,3,1,20,18,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,3,11,4,10,13,3,6,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,6,3,56,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191029753704534,0.16779758356641744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428677069976434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026866075630038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942765070075287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922549768773088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436988931461324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128714629731177,0.0838911118158631,0.0,0.15162719540585362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29197133570286943,0.15497918960856094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251046129928113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243693574172735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549828454500556,0.0,0.0,0.11635830120811548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993462238414773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954751615813887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368343562601112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204414557479145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801774352079868,0.0,0.15809179320228822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501032143984514,0.0,0.0,0.24396234296918065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jzapp,2019/01/29,"Long drives on highway? We have a 10 hour drive ahead of us, and I'm wondering jow to tackle it. I tend to get sleepy after a few hours of driving on highways, as nothing stimulating tends to happen there, so my partner (who also has ADHD and hates driving) and I have to tag team the wheel, or stop driving altogether. Chewing gum and playing games also helps a bit, but it's ultimately still a struggle. Just to be clear, I will never nod off while driving, I always find an exit whenever I start feeling it. Are any of you guys facing the same issue, and have you found ways of dealing with it?",5.599079903147705,5.664446898305088,6.484285714285715,78.59788135593223,67.30508474576271,8.437772397094433,32.111380145278446,7.957251820313856,2.2755481840193705,466,18,89,5,7,155,87,118,0.071,0.8540000000000001,0.075,0.1298,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,0,2,6,3,1,1,7,0,7,2,1,1,2,19,17,12,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,4,3,0,6,1,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,16,14,3,21,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,10,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329517159406139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310019178041536,0.16128604963811202,0.0,0.0,0.13181428493511682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116173571768805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983512821138166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800867967423016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716146071798522,0.0,0.0,0.2125298115303056,0.0,0.0,0.10127066283179166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919268888892144,0.1714074397547058,0.0,0.0,0.19137169759204856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992335500654448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817763907654128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231313151912197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153766461289527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949731787264442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859896817473836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371972420993799,0.0,0.15479669119987302,0.16205454025258076,0.0,0.2026381791243404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331593522606488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385701169091362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102055307888226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,poastoast,2019/01/29,"Hey, I think I found an app that could help some of you guys https://thefab.page.link/HDYA I’m currently trying it as well, and hopefully it’s worth it",6.428571428571428,8.125159000000004,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,66.14285714285714,9.885714285714286,24.714285714285715,10.125756701596842,2.125800000000001,124,3,24,3,2,36,24,28,0.0,0.68,0.32,0.8126,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32771113696364657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500375286928032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40641029201253376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275116159872402,0.0,0.0,0.40766972442144733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262999955756707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786687864243549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690440802076452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ButtDialsin99,2019/01/29,"New routines & finding a good behavioral therapist I was diagnosed 5ish years ago. Being on medication helped me finally finish my BS that I spent 10 years trying to complete & then graduate at the top of my class for my masters. I think, most importantly, I was also able to take care of myself ( working out regularly, eating well, etc) while balancing school and work. I have had some big life changes recently- I finished grad school and finally at the age of 30 got my first “real” job. I moved back home briefly and now I’m back in my own apartment. I’ve tried to recreate my old routine in the most basic ways ( for example walking the dog at the same times everyday) but nothing is sticking. My question is: when I feel my time is stretched so thin, how do I begin to look for a behavioral therapist? How did you find the right person? I don’t think it’s a medication problem ... I think it’s an “ I need some more tools in my coping toolbox” problem. Sorry for the long post but being succinct isn’t really something most of us do well anyway, right!?",4.625588235294117,6.061875088235299,5.563019607843138,79.40158823529413,70.17647058823529,8.773333333333332,31.73725490196078,9.21078282632365,2.879263137254902,834,37,155,17,15,274,132,204,0.044000000000000004,0.894,0.063,-0.2348,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,5,11,6,0,0,11,0,14,5,0,2,0,25,26,12,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,7,0,1,2,2,2,2,1,6,3,25,4,20,18,9,42,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,6,23,101,28,8,0.1119898737378732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927226598630128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955826156735025,0.0,0.2426819628122212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222660036413084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418114000959145,0.0,0.11847043708733528,0.0,0.11741925191764845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366736447561865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145935991364728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248983124039145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056625445081073984,0.0,0.0,0.2453588653161159,0.20471343145757806,0.09525852939138144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393179276775693,0.08956853249783993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506445172127303,0.0,0.11233497445525976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113266936384056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910175975509573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910751414221096,0.09404328856937966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256360317172755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902751255778347,0.0,0.08303907235809539,0.0,0.1081605179091119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074573042350866,0.0,0.11751453376342155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778523809711168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725534218050534,0.0,0.0,0.21431836920866354,0.0,0.0,0.12545428867305478,0.0,0.0,0.12746899401726175,0.0717435807810893,0.0,0.11057648975711423,0.0,0.0,0.19127748053973898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667946215347726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621527613361632,0.0,0.12536349490354284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420244773912951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600577500568701,0.0,0.2152757674149624,0.0,0.0,0.13060439195052387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206754611927192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471002915719935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889234907357628,0.0,0.0,0.20138469186700292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630599237482611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423561390990322 adhd,Dam458,2019/01/29,"Finally made an appointment to try to seek help but I ended up feeling more helpless and even less motivated.. So I’ve put off making an appointment to continue getting diagnosed for over 3 years and I FINALLY got the courage and motivation to go back to the doctor and start getting help. She came in and immediately asked if I can go somewhere else and get tested.. then she told me a past counselor stated past tests came back negative.. she offered no help and sort just dismissed me. So now I’m back at step 1; thinking there’s nothing wrong with me and it’s all in my head, I just “need to try harder”..",3.5578991596638616,5.479326512605045,4.817386554621852,81.71952521008407,73.78991596638657,8.121344537815126,29.54705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.474007731092437,481,21,93,10,10,159,81,119,0.055999999999999994,0.777,0.16699999999999998,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,4,1,24,18,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,5,1,11,1,14,13,3,26,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,13,58,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430476705294618,0.0,0.0,0.35297554512335155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35001508242344265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530624519746458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661657103607066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782377346764745,0.0,0.13552521053441294,0.0,0.0,0.10106447055688167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773686035455075,0.0,0.0,0.3352392683154889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983089424733225,0.0,0.1739230516360237,0.0,0.12237947571196113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703676751074894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076866838186755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478578529122135,0.10213820161016678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345812927142013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682130193466933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921388355586417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382158641888266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830427536424528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804535445291028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621167538984084,0.0,0.20777326643517094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729706435088565,0.0,0.09853616173577756 adhd,AllTheHemingway,2019/01/29,"'You're not passionate enough' So the inevitable happened again. I’m 25 and I’ve basically dealt with this my whole life. Last year I got a new job. It’s nothing special, but I was enjoying myself and got along great with my colleagues. It wasn’t before long that I earned a promotion and became a team captain. This basically means I have a group of 20 employees under my wing and I need to make sure their results are good and they’re happy. When I first started, the bosses were very content; I was relaxed, empathic, confident, honest and communicated clearly. People in my team took a liking to me too, which my bosses liked the most. They praised me for my human-approach. As always, the beginning is great. Yesterday my boss and I did my job evaluation. There it came, as if it were echoes from my childhood teachers, parents, previous bosses, friends, previous colleagues: “You don’t seem passionate enough,” “It seems like you don’t care,” “What is it you even want out of life?” “Do you even have any ambition?” “We’ve noticed you aren’t making an effort to connect with others,” “WE DON’T THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES ANYMORE.” Every time someone says this, it never feels like honest, constructive criticism. Somehow I can see the frustration in their eyes, their heads turning red because they have no idea what goes on inside of me. My mother, who has actually been very supportive of me, always said I have a problem with authority. Now that I’m older, I’ve noticed that authority has a problem with me, and as a person who has been bullied by authoritative figures all his life, yes, I’ve grown quite cynical and distrusting towards them too. But if it’s up to me, we all get along swimmingly. I don’t know if my boss expected me to react *passionately*, but I sure reacted like I didn’t care, without any effort to connect — “I’m sorry if that’s how you feel, but I am who I am.” Of course I was angry. My results were good and I did what was asked of me and more. This was no professional judgement, if often isn’t, it was some sort of personal vendetta, because once again someone looked at me and thought, “What the hell is wrong with him?” And of course, not the slightest of efforts to try and understand me. At the same time, I realized that I will have to deal with this my whole life — a chronic tendency to disappoint people. That’s fine, because I as grow older I’ve started to realize that what people expect of me is just that, *their* expectations, and I have no desire to live up to their familiarized standards of what a normal human being should ben. &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.2875609756097575,6.2213997479674825,5.15618699186992,80.00293902439027,71.84552845528455,8.090731707317074,29.77967479674797,8.769984970463412,2.5100762601626023,2044,86,372,39,40,665,237,492,0.115,0.6940000000000001,0.191,0.9928,5,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,2,7,8,11,14,34,4,0,19,1,43,10,2,12,6,89,77,31,0,15,13,2,2,5,1,2,5,2,0,3,35,28,0,0,13,4,0,5,15,8,0,1,21,8,65,26,50,53,10,34,2,1,4,3,37,10,1,12,24,267,100,12,0.0,0.0,0.08229395446139506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033869793729592,0.1827431266051954,0.20494045840378225,0.1146946382457542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836327397010567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883720384990964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422042931226454,0.0,0.07175865299245814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645110018718067,0.17196019253267333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694056850621422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427094869379525,0.0,0.11139839240702727,0.0,0.0710516959766818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527960429867706,0.06024539755471956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717310890973118,0.0,0.0,0.06515317985356281,0.0,0.044058965400136506,0.0,0.0,0.1414640733830982,0.13489287365587474,0.18594833401987199,0.0,0.0,0.07457277602717312,0.08977089588261666,0.0,0.0,0.08654695044213216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519835067574854,0.0,0.0,0.16736910508049438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634558466199447,0.06874023812744437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382592052595885,0.2059969897860668,0.0,0.0744649704771307,0.0746294318479288,0.07081599468807996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258191330764038,0.0,0.0,0.09186013595472524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252965625160678,0.06504052576909078,0.08144647829984078,0.0,0.0,0.0826255344137746,0.08091694794672451,0.1920206193619476,0.0,0.0898087405572055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363852983277192,0.0,0.0,0.17539149515609348,0.14726747664824613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138491886363426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969537812153676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802171795963196,0.06706263271131634,0.0,0.0,0.06720012377656231,0.15354180273061055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429051387668279,0.0,0.0,0.09440057577972667,0.11937847296785165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956967302403749,0.15896012972973525,0.0,0.0634056952125665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054035284649733284,0.0,0.06694863214623308,0.0983470491866618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369377754485733,0.05725456171317909,0.09172686773549064,0.0,0.08779054588625629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916222980997373,0.04974004261432087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830295652382067,0.0,0.08129114940927319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922016605856283,0.20494045840378225,0.05430578100711688 adhd,VecTor-z,2019/01/29,"Does mixing words has anything to do with ADHD? I haven’t read that a symptom of ADHD is mixing up words but I wanted to know if this happens to you in a regular basis. It happens to me almost every time I talk, I change the order of some words or I even day words that are similar to what I’m trying to say. When I write I usually forget to write some letters or write an incorrect letter. Ps: I don’t know if this has anything to know with ADHD, I’m ignorant about it.",2.9985571428571407,3.7071395700000025,5.2034285714285735,83.20100000000002,73.3,7.7142857142857135,25.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.4225714285714286,367,11,76,5,7,129,59,100,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,23,15,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,15,15,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,7,4,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401121664884838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778245031210066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922035205510161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878156657366384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449976268856933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536801116887192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726467356157935,0.0,0.14958660990832354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399922560661964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927169632692017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775898288223987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411883522401086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845338925853982,0.0,0.1427013604095282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352604170875787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053921684391765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553719160478572,0.0,0.10471874385396317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,APeculiarSeahorse,2019/01/29,"I think my conflicting attitudes towards religion may be connected to my ADHD I’ve never really been comfortable around religion (don’t know how to better phrase that). I’ve always felt like a black sheep whenever my parents enrolled me in religious classes, or tried to teach me about it. I asked too many questions, I didn’t pay attention, I forgot the rules all the time. And all the preachers, teachers, whatnot that I interacted with, disliked me, because I wasn’t what they think is the ideal and good girl: quiet, submissive, pious. I don’t really want to reveal what religion I’m talking about, but maybe some of you can guess. I detested (currently still do) anything to do with my religion. I hated going to those classes, I hated praying, I hated feeling as if there was something wrong with me for not accepting and following the rules that every other child was (in hindsight, there was haha). Point is, I wasn’t *good* at religion. But then there were other times, times when I did a complete 180 and became really involved in everything to do with religion. I used to study all the rules, all the prayers, all the customs, the history, the books. I remember my family always being so proud of me for it, for wondering why I couldn’t always be this way. But of course, I could never maintain this routine. Eventually I’d fall out of it, because ADHD is not an on/off switch. Hyperfocus only works for so long. When the rewards didn’t seem worth it anymore, I would stop. My parents and religious teachers would stop their compliments and I didn’t have anything else to keep me going. At this point, I’ve started to accept that maybe religion is not for me. I can never keep at it for long, and I don’t have any positive memories associated with it. Do you guys feel that ADHD has affected your relationship with religion?",5.132159677057637,6.881511084548105,6.136924198250727,74.56084267773045,69.34985422740525,9.708409957389547,31.851199820587567,10.035473477838034,3.5302290648127386,1454,64,248,38,26,482,172,343,0.113,0.7809999999999999,0.106,-0.5182,3,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,3,2,5,13,16,3,0,14,1,35,0,0,3,8,63,58,19,0,7,8,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,19,15,0,6,14,1,2,4,15,4,0,0,13,5,39,12,38,37,6,32,2,0,1,0,16,11,0,8,17,180,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578268720858197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774439810435414,0.0,0.0,0.06749137274236118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842636926993112,0.0,0.0,0.16334367200801475,0.08835088391434387,0.09278256058664068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100011692960218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777591852630481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040586057670974,0.0,0.0,0.07924066475531609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290814497208053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361988965629212,0.0,0.08919681656298062,0.0,0.09356125189869058,0.0,0.10036454448220282,0.0,0.09529269730506204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280873023730405,0.16648737294752922,0.0,0.0,0.1093317749618228,0.09827014730368397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29395763700909217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643061206743946,0.0,0.0,0.05454356327770389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848707780625645,0.0,0.0,0.17566096826974062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006208946079819,0.19941393023306608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963624639375935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548182627380152,0.0,0.0,0.22040412757391525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876410151140842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117936925689867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074053530987933,0.0,0.0,0.10655415071562448,0.1124275196416966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035075395086599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640520003126497,0.0,0.0,0.07024754722381645,0.0,0.07925879346231232,0.16594989512953895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977099032166475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718695811117353,0.0,0.0,0.17361519569588155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738220765830326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857175544309589,0.0,0.0,0.058538460169533325,0.07877766002500121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955499311311213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076291529249476,0.07225300810821704,0.0,0.0,0.14100446220461835,0.10851102958650584,0.0,0.0 adhd,cumgetyourarmor,2019/01/29,Please help me stop procrastinating I need help please I have finals few hours and I’m just siting here looking at my review packet that’s totally empty but every time I want to start I just can’t I know I need to start but I can’t something else is always cooler to look at I can’t take meds because I also would like to sleep ,0.6411428571428566,2.90923275714286,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.71428571428572,4.642857142857143,15.892857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.5487142857142859,263,5,56,2,8,88,47,70,0.05,0.764,0.18600000000000005,0.7617,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,12,16,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,6,15,2,9,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,7,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075457140951854,0.16726365089862472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253912583896713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792531887749984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693669137062811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020614594978555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694771772779235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796291461537974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047461331100712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982075766475738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33761013854748034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223286444895778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810561870120444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44131630720885456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116386034382866,0.0,0.0,0.15475400617719745,0.0,0.0,0.2845641226659707,0.0,0.0,0.16806062339653005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511410355789093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721561296954296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856602983792495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279790777392615,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,A_Sexy_Squid_,2019/01/29,"Suddenly struggling to concentrate again and looking for help. I was diagnosed a little over three years ago, and I had made great progress since then. Even last year I was able to get my homework done with relative ease, but now I feel like I'm having the same struggle I was having three years ago. Even with my medication (Adderall, in case that matters), I can't seem to get anything done no matter how hard I try to work. This is now becoming a serious issue, and I was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience and how they dealt with it.",8.543207547169812,6.988617094339624,8.374226415094341,72.78303773584908,62.018867924528294,12.25358490566038,38.181132075471695,11.20814326018867,4.1370928301886805,436,18,83,10,5,141,74,106,0.102,0.78,0.11800000000000001,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,0,2,4,0,13,2,0,3,0,18,21,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,9,3,11,2,10,12,1,14,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,12,59,14,2,0.16627142801760206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29477917738741805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626084847317032,0.0,0.13682721801466588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836337289627896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687619994518022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403067981375793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964142012488214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626453615868081,0.0,0.0,0.08407182990312095,0.1187843413983771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373991707816727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331483637911195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894654046697478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144823334891847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354417217718698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553340578622233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812318210351631,0.16664765194508385,0.0,0.0,0.13962612300556684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733004546519516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750097108632034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136726334911818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754144345768796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476459959229324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288738528076885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031427102083306,0.12104757987996438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212200446612972 adhd,_Wilfred_,2019/01/29,"ADHD & The DMV I know I can’t be the only one here who struggles to keep their plates and tags and insurance up to date on their vehicles. It always conveniently slips my mind when renewal times rolls around. Today I got the bug and got my insurance and tags up to date. I wish I did it on my own, but sadly a ticket for expired plates ended up being my motivation. Not only that, but I had to reschedule my court date the first time. Which gained me an extra 30 days, yet I still only managed to get it done the day before my second appearance in court. Surprising I’m sure. I get to the dmv to finalize all my actions and get those plates and my life back on the road. Turns out my only option was to purchase tags that would only be valid through to the end of February. Due to me not getting things done on time before. Not having the ability to get my car to pass inspection (I have parts to replace which I haven’t even taken out of the package they were mailed to me in) I had no choice but to get the short term plates to get myself through for court. If only I had known in ADVANCE that I needed to do more work to get my moneys worth at the DMV. I have to laugh at the stupid situations I get myself into sometimes. Oof ",3.9575796326435686,4.614977043478259,5.0457382004185085,85.39423389909325,71.05533596837945,8.008277144850036,25.159032783073698,8.124751697461798,1.3038037200651007,964,26,204,13,17,318,134,253,0.059000000000000004,0.8590000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.7102,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,5,7,6,1,1,15,0,18,1,0,1,2,29,37,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,3,1,3,5,6,3,0,3,11,0,34,3,41,22,6,42,0,1,0,0,5,18,0,3,19,147,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269620932645654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187331940354616,0.11963355714546604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829189728878253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490157487548552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790841708649725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142415832158616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598377859011454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955881188145607,0.0,0.0,0.0729274265550421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095317466034633,0.0,0.09391811890325616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191809692212784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766163752236843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814106453503374,0.0,0.0,0.06068066420992405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798869587428288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148669644854484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187060540585357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481940537312361,0.5038490790290577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956763649130872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410999772373467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920230056598107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881767882909164,0.0,0.0,0.1154287193208327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406391811910874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335417642307768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193149929316564,0.0,0.10465959161563902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009876023097925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697068728103358,0.0,0.0,0.08038273005467284,0.0,0.0,0.07843496013980593,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KingDaniel1st,2019/01/29,We just gotta relax I think See < abstract,-2.4450000000000003,-1.1387814999999986,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,114.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.358,35,1,8,0,2,12,10,10,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7793096599541789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266390140280943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bdtweets12,2019/01/29,"Anxiety.. I dont even know what to say..I'm so fucking depressed idk how to be happy (I really know how to fake it tho) idk what to do anymore. I was just recently diagnosed with inattentive ADHD and General anxiety disorder at 21 years old. Prescribed 30mg adderall xr. Help..",2.2710062893081755,4.923799528301892,4.775754716981132,76.55595911949688,82.01886792452831,9.571069182389936,31.474842767295605,9.725611199111238,4.11476352201258,217,12,38,8,6,76,42,53,0.254,0.684,0.062,-0.861,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,5,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283704608752603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728049288109093,0.0,0.2416494356568105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986763906823547,0.24731405824683786,0.0,0.0,0.2792603107580436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855726557866791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093792188595454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526364871538304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938509734324194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332299311157078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678229702575292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556846143314141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609754125984782,0.0,0.2405890253080312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377157087375427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569117713969416 adhd,live_on_purpose_,2019/01/29,"90x500 = 45,000 90x500=45,000 The average 200-page book is 55,000 words long. If you write 500 words per day for the next 90 days, you'd have 45,000 words. 500! That's it! You can write 500 words in sixty minutes. \[Most people can.\] Here's some other things you may do with sixty minutes: Watch an episode of 60 Minutes. According to research shared on Statista, the average person spends 126 (!) minutes on social media. That’s sixty minutes. Plus a whole nother sixty minutes! EVERY DAY. You could watch one Game of Thrones episode. You could watch The Bachelor (Demi though?!). You can watch the last two minutes of football game \[maybe\]. You could listen to Bohemian Rhapsody 10.8 times \[I wouldn’t get mad at you for this\]. Or, you could write that fucking book you’ve been saying you’ll write. If you can't find - can't make - the time to write 500 words a day for the next 90 days, you don't care enough. You don't want it bad enough. And you do not deserve it. Get it together. P.S. - I wrote 622 words today. And this post. P.P.S. - This was to myself before it was to anyone else. &#x200B; \[Author's Note: I've been ""struggling"" to write a book for YEARS, letting ADHD be my excuse. I got a new planner that breaks things down into 90 day chunks. It asks your goals and I said, let's get that book done. THENNNN I was like no way, not possible. So I did some Googling and found that the average 200 page book breaks out to about 55,000 words. If I do 500, ONLY 500, words a day for the next 90 days, I'd have 45,000 words. No excuses. I've made that commitment to myself...just 500 words a day.\]",1.4156730769230776,4.057278708333335,1.6346923076923083,97.23530769230771,87.23717948717949,4.530256410256411,19.33846153846153,6.124889420169582,-0.11709000000000015,1255,36,260,11,40,375,161,312,0.039,0.9179999999999999,0.043,0.3331,0,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,0,16,0,2,4,7,2,1,16,0,31,1,0,2,1,46,45,11,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,19,8,0,0,2,7,1,0,9,4,0,2,12,7,25,3,26,22,7,30,0,0,4,1,34,7,1,8,20,138,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836004556166828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670864937525136,0.1196702711881408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886312645460547,0.1009097034511719,0.0,0.0,0.0920703470453378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223101002383561,0.0,0.0,0.08380363282670078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041220281358626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145296037529577,0.0,0.0,0.5716331318619039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078453056756273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227172899950908,0.0,0.0,0.2035230315461826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297801021947868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900136686166244,0.0,0.0,0.10798391449648084,0.0,0.09104796022758442,0.15436332226743787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876759375613958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027856483116785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141553445988614,0.0,0.04811488336396603,0.0,0.0,0.08715628351198895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318905683437186,0.06573962116284814,0.0,0.09894159875598844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511759875404956,0.3142203127469301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673610552863195,0.07490241589264189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827722208652262,0.08599345880727062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102724069044516,0.09432157684679636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368195729635588,0.07831936656784404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003932365896012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102958091623608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308583524373985,0.0,0.09676118749254836,0.0,0.1148549987483002,0.0,0.09335243331342737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620570859321873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808910973388946,0.0781729503051227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099551842922902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196702711881408,0.06342122576305828 adhd,midgardiangoddess,2019/01/29,"Where my visual people at? Alrighty, is it just me or does anyone else struggle with...I guess listening in general??? I know it’s an ADHD thing to struggle with listening. But I’ve noticed it’s been worse recently. I struggle a lot in long conversations (even ones that are stimulating) and just being able to keep up with a conversation in general. It’s exhausting. I remember growing up, pre-diagnoses, that my mom would always get pissy with me for having what she called “selective hearing” and not being able to focus in a conversation. And I can’t have someone read me something off of their phone/out of a book/etc. I have to visually read what they’re telling me in order to understand it. I struggle a lot when someone asks me for my opinion or wants a detailed response from me...everything is jumbled and I stutter. I feel like it could be a low verbal IQ or something, but I just wanna know if anyone else struggles with this and how you cope with it. 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And now about to lapse on mortgage. So, previous employer fired me. I was railroaded out and I'm 90% sure the leads let me look bad and prevented me from actually completing the original work I was tasked with because either I kept coming in late, or I kept providing technical solutions to problems they faked up. So now I'm in a place where either people don't read my resume, don't understand my depth of experience, or just don't get back to me. I've applied to well over 200-400 jobs and I'm concerned I'm just not employable now and we'll lose our home in about a week. I'm just so fucking depressed. I worked as hard as I could and fought horrible commutes (just ask Nova about the beltway/95) and I can't stand it anymore. I just want to end it all because I'm constantly fighting to keep afloat and happy even with therapy previously, medication, and climbing bills. Thanks to another company basically allowing a junior engineer of 1/6th my experience being allowed to side line me at another job I jumped from I have 20k owed to them too. So no matter what I do I HAVE to apply to gigs at a certain earn rate or I'm fucked. I just want to grab my wife, dog, our laptop, her camera, and all our liquid cash and drive until next week. I just want to enjoy building data centers and interacting with my co-workers as if I'm worth something rather than be everyone's target. I'd start a fundraiser, but the taxes alone would fuck us. I just want to cry. I can't stand this fucking place anymore.",4.592314507198231,5.673905551495018,5.837873754152827,78.73716500553714,69.8970099667774,9.321373200442967,30.6124031007752,9.606745405546679,2.848244296788484,1205,49,232,27,21,404,177,301,0.124,0.7979999999999999,0.079,-0.9588,7,1,1,0,2,0,34.0,5,0,2,6,24,17,6,0,9,0,16,5,0,4,4,55,44,25,0,9,17,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,17,0,4,1,1,5,5,7,11,1,0,5,5,34,6,39,33,4,35,0,2,1,4,13,15,4,4,13,145,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.10730807479316166,0.0,0.13215421747657174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138885570548024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306116923202983,0.0,0.0,0.21810759601321691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280060816834907,0.0,0.0,0.08455479811480437,0.0918145538930709,0.13406490972178958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472343109346278,0.11529416617058034,0.11883099235261857,0.0,0.08779654793967456,0.0,0.12078924735623972,0.0,0.0,0.09471101414685276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739462385870716,0.0,0.0,0.07262955767825555,0.0,0.0,0.10507440698444084,0.0,0.2151299270192905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066362725568673,0.05745115525691585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705771186557773,0.09850529418059664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030190535276238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824271981567575,0.0977402116592282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404311046232773,0.0,0.0,0.11244466922033748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923412674026432,0.12302052589677626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077620454066207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169469515642096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623453348213899,0.0,0.2297759663733468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052197883626506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999280792569342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465492847768352,0.0,0.0,0.0778324130233472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363887360748386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123920277211523,0.1257523314644743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144754134827024,0.13227201019289986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25943622459297283,0.0,0.1764114522638243,0.0,0.09886998830740958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401632309526983,0.0,0.0,0.07811459598353053,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thebellabeast,2019/01/29,"Any Australian residents have any details on government support? Looking for centrelink/disability support advice. Hi guys, I'm a barely functioning ADHD adult, and I have just been let go from another job. Looking/applying for work has been increasingly panic inducing for me, with every job I lose, to the point where the only way I avoid full panic attacks is to just call it a day, and stop the search for a while. Seems to be longer and longer breaks. I work hard, but I always seem to be the most disposable staff member, because I think every one can tell I'm a bit weird, and are uncomfortable with me as a person. I have a degree, but it's not really panning out and I can't stomach the thought of going back to school, because it was really bad for me the first time around. Im thinking about going onto centrelink and trying to establish my own crafting business, as its the only thing I'm confident I can call a marketable skill that I have, but I'm worried that the work for the dole system will (obviously) want me to be actively looking for work (rather than be satisfied that I am building my own job). I am really reluctant to do this, as it makes me feel like a burden, but I am worried I will end up homeless or a burden on my loved ones. Does anyone know if there's help available, like a disability income? Or is ADHD too ""not real"" to qualify for anything like that?",6.671666666666668,6.4015206111111125,7.4692592592592595,73.57166666666667,65.1111111111111,10.607407407407408,33.925925925925924,10.203070172399654,3.4141925925925936,1095,43,201,23,15,367,151,270,0.14,0.738,0.122,-0.289,4,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,7,9,15,1,3,19,0,25,2,1,2,1,37,46,17,0,3,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,10,0,2,8,0,0,4,3,9,0,3,4,4,22,6,32,35,6,23,0,1,2,1,9,9,0,6,10,139,33,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447958349449312,0.09952177070293734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474321175680112,0.0,0.0,0.13851620627936018,0.10679337906794184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121240304267386,0.0,0.08380977022300659,0.09066365643472696,0.0,0.11586340826503508,0.0,0.07831253061137865,0.08503633410085902,0.12416755264727122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118837959571044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079902961181744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568160974530332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912525962393572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902044547721922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161763665563096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149590007488882,0.07275809961744667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662931838850987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364260844840726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084257766531234,0.0,0.0,0.09123312973235263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682645672714892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001009372671583,0.0,0.3031963896313157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597135719128543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041434288382772,0.0,0.14926899094792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104832585241225,0.11393852170326928,0.0,0.0,0.09191910302954526,0.0,0.06798233886762982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802563691429715,0.1549154476142744,0.0,0.2389863645489704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892713942713205,0.0,0.0,0.09627645912326173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592192466057018,0.19573357498354613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307259320762947,0.0,0.1854317546559364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851469935037108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311450339611102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901703278591612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766130304449065,0.13051634757099853,0.0,0.0808535663246831,0.05938664771284681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914608042709137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007082901597174,0.08083983302490626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296577537802558,0.20685711438330176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,max10201,2019/01/29,"[RANT] I am so fucking sick of school zones And traffic cameras. Just got another $75 ticket in the mail. That's the 3rd one this month. I live right next to a traffic camera in a school zone. The speed limit is normally 35, but it's 20 during ""school hours."" ""School hours"" last until 4pm, even though the road is EMPTY by 3:30. I always forget to slow down there. Sometimes that $75 turns to $150 because I forget to pay it on time, BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY! My life is a fucking blizzard of traffic tickets. I find one on my desk and ask myself, ""have I paid this? yeah, I remember paying one a few days ago."" Wrong! That was weeks ago. It's not fair that I have to keep paying all this money! I am a VERY conservative driver, and I haven't had a single collision in 12 years of driving. I'm not endangering anyone's lives! How is this anything other than a mental health tax? Why do I have to give up nice things like eating out, just because I keep driving 27mph on an **empty fucking road?** And the website is so shitty, and takes so long to load, that half the time I try to pay my ticket, I end up opening another tab and completely forget what I was doing. I often have to make 2-3 attempts just to pay the bill. This whole system is like, perfectly designed to be difficult for me. I try to remember. I try to alter my route. I try to use apps that warn you when a camera is nearby. But a few times a month, I completely forget about the camera. I forget to take the alternate route. I forget to start the app. I get hit with another $75 ticket. Why do I have to try so hard to avoid this shit, and still end up getting so many more tickets than everyone else? My roommates don't have this problem! 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I just had to factory reset my phone because I locked myself out. I had changed the password on my phone because I hated the old one and then I took a nap. Woke up and couldn't remember the new password. I've been restoring everything for almost an hour now. Even got my photos backed up. I've since set it to a lock that I can't forget. I hope.",0.7243537414965964,3.1356920816326546,2.766428571428573,89.77440476190479,87.36734693877554,5.3074829931972785,22.452380952380953,6.816661863887847,0.8280176870748304,376,14,75,5,12,126,72,98,0.092,0.7959999999999999,0.111,-0.0539,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,6,0,12,3,10,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789817871565984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750024075513677,0.0,0.2774731001972805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075969298717506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916525345387354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032083023636525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045429198540176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820242493880107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246976805679021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604789429644745,0.2241299799812655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730459386425173,0.0,0.0,0.2198075209761797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388170734067203,0.0,0.1542206501005555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872252083937986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578147295561855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826452643324107,0.0,0.0,0.2319990069828781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528604968923377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778531243202654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463044527502489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrandonK187,2019/01/29,"Living is hard af w/ADHD & ppl don’t get it. The one billion thoughts happening at once. But I don’t think I’d ever want to be “cured” even if that was possible. ADHD is a blessing and a curse. I can solve complex problems almost instantly with creative af solutions, I finished all of undergrad in 2 yrs working 2 jobs. But now done with school and I have my career, where I own my own practice I have to pay people to remind me of shit. Idk what to do with my life outside of working, I have to stop myself from trying to work more. Enjoying life can be hard. Because I get angry with myself when I go overboard on something I suddenly like. Or when time seems to go soooo fast. Or how I also have dx: depression & anxiety, which I have under control and on maintenance. But Sometimes I am like is it my ADD, my anxiety, or is it my depression? I can’t relate to how typical people operate, they are all sooo fucking slow. But then again I learned that i can’t go to the store by myself, my brain comes up with 1 million reasons to buy everything. i get overloaded.... I started using the phrases “ system processing” and “error query not found” lol. I find it hilarious but it also helps me try to process shit one and at a time. Sorry for this rant Idk where I was going With it I spaced out. 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I currently manage anywhere from 4-5 times the amount of cases that my coworker has, and I recently found out that he makes more money than I do. Finding out that he makes more than me was super demotivating, which I do not need, at all. As a result of feeling bitter, I’ve been slacking a bit at work and I have fallen behind. My boss, who knows I am ADHD and has said nothing but good things about my work and work ethic, called me in for a meeting a couple weeks ago. She wanted to check in, because it felt like I had “hit a wall”. I didn’t bring up the pay issue at the time, because I felt unprepared to discuss it. I ran some numbers and did some comparisons on our respective positions (my coworker and I) and wrote up a memo. I gave it to my boss on Friday and I am super nervous to see what happens next. But screw it. I am doing way too much work for one person, let alone someone with an executive functioning issue. They need to either pay me the same as my coworker, or explain why a male employee performing the same functions (on a much smaller scale, mind you) is making more than a female employee who is assigned way more work. That is all. Thank you for reading! TL;DR - My male coworker makes more than me and I do a lot more work, so I asked for a raise despite the fact that I was asked about a decline in performance. 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This seems to be generally thought of as good advice, a way to increase the effects gained from your medication. Having looked at the full list of interactions for lisdexamfetamine I can tell you that this is just straight up wrong. >\- ""*Urinary acidifying agents can lower blood levels and efficacy of amphetamines.*"" Animal protein, causes high levels of acidity in urine, meaning that a diet overly centered on animal protein, without alkaline agents to balance the pH levels will cause a loss of effect and reduced half-life. resulting in you 1: not getting as good an effect, and 2: the medication not lasting as long. The inverse is also true, while high acidity cause reduction, alkalizing agents cause an increase in blood levels, it can potentiate the drug and it will increase half-life making it stay in your system longer. The entire point of this post is to stress the need for a balanced diet, certain fruits and vegetables alkalize, eggs, beef and so on acidify. If you feel you're on the correct dose based on effects, but cant fall asleep at night, talk to your doctor, figure out a meal plan to make the drugs leave your system sooner. if you feel like the drugs don't last long enough but have the right intensity, again, talk to your doctor, figure out how to alkalize safely to increase the duration of effectiveness. Don't just take the Internets word when it comes to what you should be doing (that includes mine). Do some proper research, speak to your doctor and figure out whats right for you. Finally, unlike every other post I've seen about ""what you should eat"", here are some of my sources: [https://www.rxlist.com/vyvanse-drug.htm#interactions](https://www.rxlist.com/vyvanse-drug.htm#interactions) [http://orthomolecular.org/library/jom/1998/articles/1998-v13n02-p089.shtml](http://orthomolecular.org/library/jom/1998/articles/1998-v13n02-p089.shtml) [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20717017](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20717017) There is a ton of information directly related to this available online, and depending on where you're from what i've just said might even be in your prescriptions information booklet in more ""sciency"" terms. So instead of just taking my word for it, look up ""vyvanse interactions"" or ""lisdexamfetamine interactions"". Find a comprehensive list and and do some research. **tl;dr: Don't just blindly eat what other people on the internet tell you to eat, based on actual information on drug interactions the most common ""ADHD diet tips"" are just wrong/twisted to the point where the opposite effect is achieved.**",10.704700136301682,13.584768429577467,8.106444040587611,61.41932985006818,57.192488262910786,10.379403301529608,34.164470695138576,10.527976200630613,4.138285415720127,2285,87,299,52,31,662,216,426,0.02,0.9109999999999999,0.068,0.9520000000000001,1,0,6,0,0,0,148.0,0,15,0,10,22,9,0,1,27,0,27,27,4,15,4,74,45,27,0,5,14,0,2,1,0,5,11,2,0,0,19,15,12,1,19,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,3,13,22,6,60,34,14,61,0,1,6,0,29,37,0,11,13,203,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.07627531159279623,0.0,0.09393611930655968,0.07637947703198678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250651208608254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211776172723055,0.0,0.06733006100164478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000785038873024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438620152380578,0.31991894724419057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076274253795349,0.0,0.05162558505903733,0.0,0.06585526586111946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904260322601694,0.05583929585828557,0.0,0.08562318323238004,0.07143909648114177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040836673074546886,0.0,0.0,0.13111797029444985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651659164711766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742571714896658,0.0,0.08276278726106437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038186242685618405,0.0,0.0,0.13834268156027124,0.19691040839899146,0.0,0.0,0.06645095076857532,0.0,0.0,0.1043481331460599,0.0,0.0,0.08514186174137722,0.0,0.15748096375212914,0.0,0.08291804609053542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795649322720482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335019855724885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418802645271354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477776278775383,0.0,0.14971611161212564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350067252211356,0.07435042353779303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062285381881074735,0.07115619198546917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331081058779584,0.0,0.0,0.08953486401801095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753692457117565,0.12564809155408216,0.13663491642290124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620522833188305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062041743491740714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534584759610242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091681731836458,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eirenliel,2019/01/29,"Endless cycle of finding ways to cheat your brain Have anyone else tired of the cycle when you find a new way to cheat your brain to be productive, it feels like it's a miracle and maybe now you can function in life and all of that, but it works only for limited time, and then you also fall from this height and hit your head? And then it repeats when you find something new that works. I think I just fell from this height again and noticed this pattern. Any advices?",5.1093548387096765,5.746519021505383,4.665752688172045,89.2186290322581,68.46236559139786,7.490322580645162,27.32795698924731,7.1686216300943375,1.167460215053763,371,11,77,3,6,112,61,93,0.091,0.865,0.044000000000000004,-0.5439,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,3,6,3,2,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,1,15,6,12,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,10,4,1,17,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,11,50,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940768568062525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863781167337266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789234540997733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121898862938173,0.1776302184494241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870594423533552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482200120096478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765721502049374,0.12385010017057745,0.0,0.0,0.4753501518575529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791979000520958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245095739952733,0.08469608917982199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416578584304013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348688831147343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197374188801668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318498820466515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334628096481235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108359622885194,0.0,0.0,0.10108898262465343,0.1992545230226848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752139341337774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241971655608114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zuvembi,2019/01/29,"It's my first script of the New Year, time to deal with the headache of ""Prior Authorization"" Because as an adult of course ADHD is not a thing, right? My kids never have to go through this process, but because I'm an adult, obviously I'm just seeking the awesome high of Ritalin? Seriously does it actually feel good to take it for recreation for normal people? When I took a higher dose for titration testing it just made me feel buzzy and shitty. Versus the right dose making me feel more centered and actually just generally more balanced and calm. No real point to this post, I'm just super annoyed that the new Rx I was just moved to with my Psych is delayed and I'm scraping out the remaining leftovers from previously less-successful titration trials together to last until I get authorized.",8.208204697986577,7.984739308724837,8.067038590604032,70.39908137583896,61.95302013422819,10.671476510067118,38.08808724832215,10.125756701596842,3.9077577181208056,643,29,110,12,8,207,97,149,0.095,0.79,0.115,0.738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,10,0,4,5,0,2,2,26,17,8,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,3,8,3,20,14,2,21,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,11,67,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.3453959243902106,0.0,0.21268449832581585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157595013744414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244911319883875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548683304643567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844524562424593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053126313127332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245993330649382,0.0,0.10057657795837227,0.14843470189867058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697935546259434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425481340776833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745403998638808,0.1181293761826469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880919422877184,0.0,0.0,0.13649078275475787,0.3418389825208535,0.0,0.0,0.1733937992399463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268926272917273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729459807862493,0.0,0.16948909708309187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201431502271619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022641745382597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306000940702092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757152892185238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319309051071186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662105871882632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396338621377453 adhd,space-star-ordering,2019/01/29,"How do you make mundane and/or daunting tasks more “doable” for your unique brain? I’m looking for ideas of what other people use to multitask to increase their brain’s interest. I find I am more able to do tasks that I don’t find “interesting” or find anxiety inducing if I am also switching back and forth between something else or have some thing else going on at the same time, but I haven’t found ideal fits for keeping me on track, while also not being distracting. Things that have been somewhat helpful in the past- - Having a friend sitting with me and keeping me on track, this adds enough distraction and interest to complete tasks I normally cannot start, but requires outside help that I often can’t get for activities of daily life - Podcasts for cleaning, driving long distances, and other mundane chores sometimes helps - Tv that isn’t very interesting to complete simple tasks like paying bills - Setting timers and switching tasks really often has helped a few times because the constant change brings novelty, but I rarely commit to using this tool and have no idea if it is sustainable or helpful for extended tasks. I believe what stops me from taking action on required tasks is just the sheer number of choices and/or vastness of the project. My brain wants to choose the optimal path, but then can’t do anything because there are too many steps or ways to get started to find that path. Basically, I need to practice just doing something. Jumping into action without knowing the next step or the best route, because any route is better than doing nothing. What do you guys do? What helps you make your brain activate and take action on the mundane and the big daunting tasks? 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College has been really tough. Especially since this term I’ve been unmedicated and have no confidence in myself. I feel like every time I walk into the classroom I’m back at square one, like I’ve already forgotten the material. Sometimes I feel like I’m just a fake, and that I can only memorize material for tests and get mediocre grades and that I really don’t understand my major at all. 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I'm currently in college right now and was officially diagnosed with ADHD last semester. I had reached my breaking point in school and kind of spiraled so I took last semester off. As a result, I didn't take my ADHD medication often, I followed my psychiatrist's advice and took it on a need basis which was fine with since my anti-depressant helps with motivation and helped balance me out a bit. Now that I'm back in school an am taking an insane amount of hours, I basically need to take the medication every day and it helps a lot. But I never want to eat, like ever. I'm already at a calorie deficit but when I take my medication I can hardly get 300 calories down a day. At the end of the day my stomach hurts and I'm exhausted and I basically force myself to eat a big meal so I can get above at least 1000 calories. Does anyone have any tips on trying to eat more sustainably throughout the day and how to get past the lack of appetite? I'm trying to eat healthy and develop healthy habits but that just makes food even more unappealing. By 4 pm I'm crashing hard and I need the evenings to keep up on my work but instead I just want to come home and get as comfortable as possible and just zone out. I knew appetite would be an issue but I didn't realize it would be this hard to eat and it's kind of making me miserable. 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It can even be the smallest thing, and I always have to weigh the pros and cons and weigh them again... and then one more time. “How will this benefit me? What if I don’t like it? What if my friends hate this gift? Would I want a gift like this? Do I really need this? I really don’t, but will I regret it if I don’t buy it? I will regret it if I don’t buy so should I get two or one? What if this just ends up in one of my clutter piles? I like the black but I already have too much black so should I get this is white? Would I wear it in white? Its 2 for 1..so I should get 4...right? Im gunna buy it......Will this make me feel better? How often would I really use this? Should I really buy this?” For the past 3 hours I’ve been trying to decide what color phone I should get. Ugh why am I like this. 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And what dose? I’m just curious, I know it’s different for everyone. 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I like music with lyrics I can relate to as well as motivational stuff. I was listening to “Once in my life” by The Decemberists today and it helps because the lyrics fit my mood. Do y’all have songs that resonate with you or ones you use that help with the hopelessness?,3.4884999999999984,5.350990850000001,4.036666666666669,87.495,73.83333333333334,7.466666666666668,22.0,8.238735603445708,0.9934000000000004,241,6,50,4,5,76,43,60,0.062,0.752,0.18600000000000005,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,4,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,9,2,10,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287079776302314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682728556210648,0.2377512224154689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461354653789715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350653311348581,0.16258847355454964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35441940326936405,0.2255127887725845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809745129644501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154539421870469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874309395886162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992257025998645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whereisit96,2019/01/29,"I recently found out that I was referred for diagnosis when I was 9. My parents never went through with it ""because they wanted me to have a normal childhood and not have to go through testing."" Meanwhile they berated me my entire childhood for all my symptoms. I'm upset. Title says it all. I just can't understand their logic. I'm 22 now and recently got a hold of an assessment I had in the third grade. I was tested for epilepsy through a breathing test, but the doctor recommended an EEG and ADHD testing. My parents never went through with either. My mom said she ""wanted me to have a normal childhood."" News flash: that didn't work out. They never told me about this. I lived my entire life thinking I was a deficient idiot. I did well in school but had to work 20X harder than everyone else. I really thought I was stupid. I was recently diagnosed with non-verbal learning disorder and ADHD-inattentive type. I never understood why I couldn't make friends, why boys didn't like, why everyone made fun of me, why I couldn't understand jokes or social norms. I just thought I was fucking stupid. I also sucked at math so much and didn't understand why. My parents use my success as evidence of me ""being fine,"" but really I had to compensate for my disabilities so extensively. Today I am riddled with depression and anxiety. I felt like a piece of shit all through high school and was so depressed. I begged my mom to get tested for ADHD when I was 16 but she refused, telling me to stop diagnosing myself with things just to feel special. I believed her. So I decided I was just dumb. So I guess developing severe anxiety, depression, and low self-worth was a better alternative to me undergoing a couple of days of testing and having a label. God dammit, I probably could have gotten into an ivy league school given my achievement despite of my disability. I love my parents but I'm just so angry right now and I don't understand their logic.",3.716798092209857,6.080390129729732,5.046550079491258,78.26400635930052,74.72972972972974,8.136724960254373,29.53100158982512,8.925248442259385,2.807448330683625,1548,69,270,35,34,514,182,370,0.205,0.7190000000000001,0.075,-0.9949,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,5,5,18,23,7,1,14,0,30,9,2,3,7,69,62,26,0,7,13,6,2,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,6,18,0,3,16,1,0,3,12,12,1,1,31,4,60,11,40,27,6,29,0,4,0,2,23,9,4,2,19,195,66,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760900323397905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061238158692982186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117161547951909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04668029262514431,0.0,0.0,0.08627543523772732,0.0,0.06772564632532717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114006353797456,0.08473038444121017,0.0,0.04938547466923388,0.0,0.1978655502490836,0.1554469678654109,0.0,0.0,0.08776324496111677,0.07837924049377626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396979716236594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634415748687174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038719353538677136,0.0,0.07352539994366471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396212394149836,0.05916277463211095,0.07079369327269748,0.04000803408752902,0.0,0.043520160738456486,0.0,0.061245181751047886,0.0,0.08435759200817318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090722283147357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054088210646360636,0.07482277002595067,0.0,0.06761840751636572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911323507275809,0.07245848769608976,0.05111537441182582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937082340086127,0.0,0.0,0.056292501100549834,0.0,0.2362419133911421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500573228311146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401163381329909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256236385866494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811366831347312,0.0,0.2268300157557233,0.0,0.0,0.0653958691397638,0.07284173894117471,0.06089666589187475,0.0,0.2324983641853399,0.0,0.0,0.07988593713258163,0.08650959088315588,0.0786046245860049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806004637569396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640213403286697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959225123181064,0.0,0.0,0.06693119177234502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087399015566895,0.04906709657302041,0.0,0.12158629385390135,0.0,0.0,0.07258551991424507,0.07317207874343587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188751365795113,0.0,0.06613746540884524,0.0,0.0,0.09033354743380922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885142421849337,0.1419742710371354,0.3454916731192122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114971339573427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustYourNeighborlyXR,2019/01/29,"I bleached all my colored laundry today! Normally I had a constant pattern of whites first, then coloreds. Accidentally realized I had thrown my coloreds in first. Oh well, what's the worst that could happen? Figured that one out real quick. But at least I have an excuse to get some new clothes!",3.654444444444444,6.608847037037041,3.8718518518518543,83.33333333333336,78.62962962962962,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.1648,236,12,40,3,6,73,46,54,0.13,0.8079999999999999,0.062,-0.6892,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,4,6,1,5,3,4,10,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,7,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242290254487601,0.0,0.23955189309347505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104157403721159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675483063021614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653181428479105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28977368840530154,0.0,0.0,0.29396858358190603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033100887969357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415031775710785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28439615041995703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697656505292604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yesnogoodbye,2019/01/29,"People with trauma histories, how do you tease apart ADHD from PTSD/cPTSD? I'm diagnosed with cPTSD and recently I've begun learning about executive dysfunction, a common feature of the disorder. It explains *so much* about why I am the way I am and lends tremendous clarity to the specific ways I've struggled academically, professionally, and personally: why I was a ""gifted"" kid but performed so inconsistently in school, why I can never seem to be on time for anything, why I alternate between intense procrastination and unpredictable bursts of extreme productivity, why I tend to excel mainly at things that excite me, why I suck at forming new habits or sticking to routine, and so on. It's such a relief to have a term for what's going on in my head and to know I'm not just lazy or unmotivated. My quest to learn more about executive dysfunction inevitably led me to start reading up on ADD/ADHD, and reading the experiences of women who were diagnosed late in life has blown my mind. I feel like I've found my tribe. The dilemma is that I don't know whether this is because I actually have ADD/ADHD, or whether I just have trauma symptoms that mimic the disorder. I also don't know to what extent it matters one way or the other, aside from the answer dictating possible treatment protocols. Those of you with trauma and ADHD, how did you determine which it is? I plan to raise the possibility with my therapist in our next session, and I would appreciate any input you might be able to offer me before then.",7.708989361702128,7.895586734042556,8.439778368794329,65.945625,62.86524822695036,11.305319148936169,36.77393617021277,10.9516,4.248495744680852,1217,54,204,30,16,410,162,282,0.114,0.7959999999999999,0.09,-0.6999,0,0,0,1,0,0,32.0,1,4,0,3,12,10,2,1,13,0,20,5,1,3,1,41,33,23,0,1,10,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,15,13,0,0,10,2,0,2,4,6,0,1,4,1,27,4,38,25,6,28,0,0,0,0,12,12,1,6,12,146,42,10,0.0966925222241245,0.0,0.09435795362672854,0.0,0.4648224860344101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732497508858628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657542308402749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795697070536233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058942864080282216,0.0,0.08227821467195644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628174939176676,0.0,0.0,0.22163601503222694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458384057553376,0.0,0.0,0.04889064452173805,0.06907715719699402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601835980586354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495258866001903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923442359528876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594190444593916,0.0,0.10907337669863186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829678798450446,0.0472390822307553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257548588721348,0.09763188350672096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108012941893138,0.0,0.07457523404415912,0.09338624049330256,0.10283359433810443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552135548121069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703442018625573,0.08442818080166037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801258097853896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302838411866135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343737718771625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954722006235248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785799465820494,0.0,0.08802524071568142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843946490391596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108401842602648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050055349638644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226747087770787,0.06423821527956712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638218728955289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025007042519696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234997704851357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686875935440258,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,edinburgh93,2019/01/29,"My boss was actually understanding about my ADHD All my life I’ve watched cases of ADHD being over-diagnosed and how much stigma comes with it, also boils my blood watching people with this condition using it as a reason why they act like that when it really isn’t. That’s why I never really bring mines up. I’m a pretty optimistic person and have embraced my ADHD as a way of life and believe it or not sometimes forget I have it then i day “it’s okay to forget things and not pay attention sometimes, you have a condition” Anyways that being said... I work in the painting industry and as you can imagine there is little room for mental health awareness, when I first started over 7 years ago I thought I would do the right thing by keeping my boss in the loop and explain my condition, just in case he was wondering why it takes me longer to do things and listen etc. I was met with some unrelated story about his son being misdiagnosed with something that wasn’t even ADHD and that different mental health doesn’t make you any slower or pay attention less. From then until today I brung it up again to my new work purely for the reason that I have worked here before, they were short for work and because I was the slowest or whatever I was the first to go. Upon my return he asked I improved on these things, and that’s when I felt I HAD to reach out a little. I explained my condition and how it effects me at work, from not hearing my next task due to a loud machine in the background or being distracted by something later on and not completing the task in the given time. Anyways he sat there and explained he had recently competed a mental health awareness course for the workplace and understood how it would be hard for someone like me in a place as distracting as the construction industry. He even went as far to show real interest by writing down the acronyms and assured he was gonna research it later so the company can support me as much as they can. This was so refreshing ! I encourage anyone to step forward and explain there situation. I can’t guarantee you’ll be met with the respect you deserve but it’s worth a try.",7.8582234432234435,6.9034556923076975,7.991964285714285,73.04708333333336,62.990384615384606,11.000732600732603,36.15567765567766,10.181067101454742,3.6089312271062273,1712,68,310,32,21,559,205,416,0.012,0.909,0.079,0.9464,3,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,3,9,21,10,0,2,23,1,33,7,1,10,4,67,62,41,0,2,10,1,2,2,0,4,5,4,1,1,26,23,1,1,15,1,3,7,9,2,0,2,20,8,43,8,51,32,6,53,0,0,2,0,29,23,0,6,26,230,69,10,0.0,0.0,0.08360167389542117,0.0,0.4118353186254345,0.0,0.0759413876524595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851035978271125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058258615756962964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059902536135388026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800899926394819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222370676663365,0.0,0.0728989577170512,0.09652088231751599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379721807324535,0.08982348533245331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525013667690374,0.0,0.0,0.08695336309002462,0.0,0.0895070359186705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955448237749756,0.11316860558518092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822567449906927,0.0,0.0,0.14574191161733616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486883004588896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674359545572211,0.0,0.0,0.2731899774682033,0.09655644559370148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614753425922949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210226711734851,0.08370818136640662,0.17172792257441086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057185466809006075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900597740831177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259547832847986,0.0,0.06607407386024998,0.08274073063226033,0.09111113890152203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939287066726408,0.07480383971536951,0.0895070359186705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715730562338572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751134611624253,0.1097649383851894,0.17616629252094618,0.08458890295756913,0.0,0.0,0.07316180986973009,0.08149189734912952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629679837238103,0.0,0.0,0.07258801018468962,0.1319060795354519,0.16945986805688895,0.0,0.0606377481341811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721743093737202,0.0,0.0,0.06441326448542611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276616700133678,0.0,0.0,0.06801250163594348,0.04995493282885841,0.0,0.08120525160254315,0.0,0.0,0.058164384354817925,0.0,0.0,0.08918561073312879,0.0,0.07399147275138215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800094944207008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941705462934646,0.2319118601785193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290558496177008,0.3118443191791333,0.0,0.0,0.12171518299019678,0.0,0.0,0.05516874506890939 adhd,CMakAttacks,2019/01/29,"Finally been tested, and judging by the fact I'm posting on this sub you can guess the results Ever since the seventh grade I've had trouble focusing in all aspects of school, even in stuff that I love like English and art and I never understood why. I just remember seeing all the other kids being able to pull out A's and B's out of nowhere and I would get C's because I couldn't remember anything. And we're going home and just crying because I thought I was stupid, I thought I was the worlds biggest idiot but it turns out I wasn't I just had a brain disorder. My friend came to me one day and said hey do you have attention deficit and we're looking at him with the weirdest look because I never really talked about mental diseases it was anyone and when he went up to me and asked me about that I was really confused because this is my most well-rounded people I know but turns out he was treated with it for the last three years in this kids going straight A's and it took me for the seventh grade when I initially realize I might have it too now the 10th grade when I finally had the fucking my friend came to me one day and said hey do you have attention deficit and we're looking at him with the weirdest look because I never really talked about mental diseases with anyone and when he went up to me and asked me about that I was really confused because this is my most well-rounded people I know but turns out he been treated with it for the last three years in this kids going straight A's and it took me for the seventh grade when I initially realized I might have it to now the 10th grade when I finally had the balls to talk to my doctor about it",8.279423264907138,5.796360011730207,8.05195307917889,77.82459628543502,63.25219941348972,11.20477028347996,37.68934506353861,9.3871,3.269297790811339,1328,51,273,18,15,427,132,341,0.091,0.856,0.053,-0.894,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,19,12,3,2,19,0,27,4,1,1,7,63,58,26,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,1,3,19,29,0,0,11,2,0,10,5,6,0,4,24,7,41,6,39,29,4,50,0,0,5,2,24,18,1,7,22,190,60,8,0.08443964550244615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808432690971835,0.0,0.06948663352443929,0.0,0.15787934006103754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30884174494702266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426257024814942,0.0,0.19315291895313152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275298560414544,0.1089131716629924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677514925361398,0.08642755518589455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055771589485102364,0.07638049361790045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774985128119948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047572130718554,0.07806309162469109,0.04411622965718369,0.0,0.14396698935430313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301978933075393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469984922682007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281164176127764,0.1376591621877002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125294558125275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836321422156278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621007680982586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701906044997767,0.1791542399831302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537518045153365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443697821531892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707963649700327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086983911745076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637679643825045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913073156582632,0.0,0.1606428787141616,0.0,0.0,0.08545742926599836,0.06728746502769238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698493473348435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966631920921122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360816561382808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340712930580244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876311061814084,0.0,0.27553826055619185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184276420090564,0.15655279469075126,0.07619364631926691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998350147315298,0.0,0.0,0.10875272648210073 adhd,CumulativeHazard,2019/01/29,"Issues switching from Vyvanse to something else? TLDR; Has anyone had any weird issues/side effects when switching from Vyvanse to something else, like Adderall XR? Or any thoughts/experiences switching from an extended release to an instant, like regular Adderall? (General comments about how fucking annoying it is to get your meds in the American health care system also welcome) I've been taking Vyvanse for ADD for 3-4 years now and it has worked very well for me. I started a new job in September and switched from my parents' health insurance to my own plan through work. When I went to the pharmacy to pick up my Vyvanse for the first time on the new insurance it was $229, even after coupon, and apparently will be until I reach my deductible. I'm looking for a new doctor in town for as soon as I can get in to switch my prescription to something more affordable. Anyways, I've only ever taken Vyvanse for ADD and I haven't really heard any stories about rough times switching/stopping meds, but I also take antidepressants and have had some difficult experiences with new meds with those, so I'm a little nervous. The only issue I had when starting Vyvanse was due to my dosage being too high. Started at 30mg, felt very hyperfocused and then would crash and feel like shit and not be able to sleep. Dropped down to 10 and worked my way up to 30 after a couple months then stayed at 30 for a year or two before going up to 40 last year. With antidepressants, the first one I tried caused me to have a grand mal seizure, and the second pretty much murdered my sex drive and made me anxious. I'm fairly sensitive to medication and prone to strange side effects. Has anyone switched from Vyvanse (or another ADHD med) to a different one and experienced adverse side effects? Or has anyone switched from an extended release to an instant release and what differences or pros/cons did you notice? 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I was angry at the situation and at her. I couldn't for the life of me move passed it. I couldnt tell her my feelings because I couldnt even really explain them to myself, this caused lack of communication and her ending things. Her ending things made everything so much worse. I lashed out at her I made it vary clear I ""hated: her (now I dont think that really was the case) 6 months after I still couldnt move passed it, I was angry most days and i couldnt control it. I struggle sharing things about my relationships with people including my psychiatrist, so it took me awhile to bring all this up to my dr. But what she said really helped me understand. She said it sounded like I was going through rejection sensitivity disorder. Which is defined as a form of mental illness where a person may experience severe emotional sensitivity and emotional pain. She also said a lot of adults who have been diagnosed with ADHD go through this and there's lost of coping skills I can learn to help. After learning all this I can let go of everything that happened and forgive myself and her. My ex really wasn't the problem and neither was I. The problem was lack of communication, knowledge and coping skills. I just wanted to share my story with people who sort of understand and know judge me. Thanks for listening. 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(emphasis on STARTED) Jumped on the trend on 2017 to help keep me on track, and then I promptly got bored and neglected it. Today before class, I rummaged through my car to try and find the notebook I've been using this semester.. I found this instead.",5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,68.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,33.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,2.943121428571428,236,11,42,4,4,74,43,56,0.1,0.851,0.049,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,8,4,0,12,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517392544662666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545502969640831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309981681947897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734130407517127,0.0,0.0,0.3279969683326853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925352285424234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005105366203235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26589375302187285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234726333042954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355440952532995,0.0,0.0,0.20309976677195865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583651666842523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926395229810254 adhd,Seltzer_God,2019/01/29,How long does a concerta crash last? It makes me feel depressed as fuck once the effects wear off. 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I was doing great with my routine: Be at work 9-5 fulfilling my To-Do list, meals prepped, gym in the evening, quality time with the fam. Then I got sick for two weeks and lost all my momentum. I started drinking again, barely going to the gym, tied to my phone/distant with fam. Also, only going into work when I have to, doing bare minimum. Spending habits completely lax. How do I get back on track? If I buckle down for a few days and live 100% on schedule, will I regain the momentum needed to keep it up? Or is there a better way to jumpstart myself? Thanks in advance, your experiences are so valuable to me in this sub.",3.2934771068347715,4.91379277372263,4.5125282017252815,84.89290643662909,73.81751824817519,7.025613802256139,27.053085600530853,7.686295010490155,1.5833124087591242,538,20,105,7,11,177,95,137,0.057,0.8370000000000001,0.106,0.8339,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,5,10,5,0,0,6,0,10,3,0,2,1,13,20,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,14,4,24,14,2,25,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,2,10,74,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650473040775335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201998694571348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414401614563464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183032647471093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685552708103242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396563771095144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752013727080895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036684377578776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756130726548534,0.0,0.2366600428790883,0.0,0.16652382589355544,0.2295512517474885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506580177451826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838524370166002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227284812191597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543843986508913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835239174283855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737146232536558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169095210635936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140839209700804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033900225179159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526668069228845,0.16701276936681028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031573879266884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pinkmom421,2019/01/29,"Neuropsychological testing results Just a rant really, but I welcome advise or imput. When I spoke with the doctor about my results after 7 hours of testing, the great new is he says I'm fine neurologically. He says I do have attention issues, but thinks all of the symptoms I am experiencing is from anxiety. He said I'm worrying so much about something that I'm not in the moment, and he mimicked me and talked to me in a condescending manner. Told me I scored so high on the ADHD test that he basically thinks I'm lying. He said this is just my life, I'm basically doing it to myself. I've suffered with anxiety my entire life and have seen dozens of doctors and specialists for my multiple health issues, and the only thing I have for anxiety is an antihistamine. I'm in talk therapy and have been for a few years. I have an appointment with a new one who can prescribe medication, but I don't know what she will do for me when no one has helped me so far? I have fibromyalgia, ehlers-danlos syndrome, depression, anxiety, etc and all I take is a nerve pain med and this antihistamine. I have had added multiple stressors over the last couple of years because I left my emotionally abusive ex-husband with three young sons. I'm so upset at the way he treated me. I know I should be so happy nothing is wrong with me neurologically, but I'm really suffering and am at a loss as to what to do. I just want stable mental health and a caring doctor to help me. 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Trying this again since my last post was apparently misconstrued as asking for medical advice. Who knew on a board full of people asking about medications it would be so hard to ask about medications. ADHD-PI and Anxiety, stimulants not an option Not Bipolar, don’t need diagnosis help or anyone questioning, so thanks. Now, has anyone with ADHD and anxiety(but who isn’t BiPolar) taken Lamictal? If you have, did it help and if so, what issues did it help with?",5.0150000000000015,7.84068930952381,6.205000000000003,69.27750000000003,72.57142857142857,9.914285714285716,27.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.548695238095238,378,14,58,12,8,126,63,84,0.055,0.8079999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.8561,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,0,16,16,10,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,2,1,9,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,5,3,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870138448902195,0.15734051659290338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317487730873584,0.0,0.0,0.22516874857464028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515776270780628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423645862695714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237718401799931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805624844797554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124748258647556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866124478686503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193894608686916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116264788203419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420641289195722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803719557914959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319202081887546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823958654744746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931758888461876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437936189585347,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pokeballs87,2019/01/29,"Moody much? Does anyone ""enjoy"" wallowing in sadness for short periods of time? Sometimes if I see a sad movie, scene, hear a sad song I will go into a mode of sadness where I want to be alone because that's how I'm feeling at the time. I've been listening to ""Carry You"" by Ruelle and I'm just in a state of broody sadness but I don't want to get out of it yet. It sucks because I still have responsibilities an work so I do it but at home I just want to crawl into bed an listen to this song on repeat. I'm on 10mg of genetic adderall after not being on it for 3 months. I thought I'd be feeling more motivated an energetic",1.6972525252525266,2.9993986444444434,4.317845117845117,85.96484848484846,77.37037037037038,6.983164983164983,24.865319865319872,7.686295010490155,1.1733703703703702,487,17,109,7,11,173,86,135,0.128,0.753,0.12,0.1643,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,7,8,1,0,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,18,24,6,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,6,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,8,9,1,24,18,2,22,0,5,1,0,4,12,1,1,8,69,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25276972958749416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706505189384747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975500950568906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357616307705274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468053792741005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750985133468598,0.0,0.13870337176982142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750702826701449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480934265930665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480418577352326,0.0,0.17941017623823155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448204728827814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137888217114825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490445238599516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375421221307915,0.2846235154890279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43185390634116094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776766004553063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stecklese,2019/01/29,"Very thankful that vitamin B complex gives me that brief focus, to finally go through my mail I'm unable to take medication due to other medication I take for an intestinal issue. I do find some help when I take a super B complex vitamin, as well as high levels of B12. Due to my intestines not working properly, I have to take supplements for my diet. It's the extra boost that I take though when I absolutely need to deal with my mail and bills. It's not a miracle, but it gave me almost an hour of focused motivation! Enough to pay bills,gather tax papers, shred and file that pile! Tonight I'm going in for another big boost so that I can go through and shred my receipt bag tomorrow! Maybe even start to clear out my closet. I must state that I'm not a hoarder and my house is pretty neat and clean, except for the piles of frustration, which are now gone! Thanks for listening ",5.3732288401253925,5.915724264367821,6.244608150470222,78.46575235109721,67.85057471264368,9.775548589341692,30.760710553814,9.800150414767053,2.82008735632184,698,26,136,15,11,231,107,174,0.040999999999999995,0.726,0.233,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,0,7,0,6,7,2,1,2,21,25,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,11,7,1,0,4,0,3,5,3,1,1,0,2,1,17,5,24,22,3,21,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,10,84,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243934397887526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962955769839102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694552250308874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729736744188474,0.0,0.1005484505261508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667637934424805,0.13913818991015114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603575036295768,0.2595525399245927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203856058423988,0.16084250630687313,0.0,0.0,0.14991882474396825,0.1756564249341322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889168445858992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293849444530005,0.0,0.0,0.3067174323454877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287882907788326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487567399369212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775128997587098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723012936185573,0.0,0.0,0.28031135798274553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956813435313593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256081553495945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687573552199905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082742581022012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imyoopers,2019/01/29,"Why do I take so long to do anything? Getting ready in the morning, getting out of bed, my friends hag me for taking long to answer like texts and shit. But this goes for almost everything. Like I have to double think about doing something before I go ahead and do it",3.8572641509433967,5.263716566037736,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,72.01886792452831,6.054716981132076,26.45754716981132,5.985473137389443,0.8888905660377358,210,7,41,1,4,66,42,53,0.061,0.764,0.175,0.6929,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,10,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348488891660937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165320930673052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390272248650334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648266440802185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032921987735572,0.0,0.27494725420963584,0.0,0.14954182292014287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571023000778588,0.0,0.0,0.4657203632328053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700973215881911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256894779718396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956793275017347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860192936843474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743227839837944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdwin,2019/01/29,Stack of overdue and urgent tasks making me highly anxious and overwhelmed yet I’ve spent hours researching Copernicus and looking at house plants online. Any tips for getting and staying focused and/or making important tasks stimulating enough to start and complete?,10.802142857142858,13.585020642857149,7.850952380952383,63.710714285714296,56.85714285714286,9.40952380952381,42.57142857142857,9.725611199111238,5.067942857142858,225,12,25,4,3,64,36,42,0.048,0.731,0.221,0.7408,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,5,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863448735778771,0.0,0.0,0.32998399415003155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30625585125697363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30181202089827225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260748260993082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086142041935678,0.0,0.0,0.2876545501207328,0.3370381936793898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528607468918534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389951108049288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674621012985786,0.311334203322276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tomyoldbrownearth,2019/05/23,"Yesterday was it, my biggest screw up thus far. I’d been working on an intense teacher training program for the better part of 2017/2018. I had so many adhd screw ups along the way, late assignments, a horrible time following all of the detailed instructions, you name it, but the biggest one was not completing an observation album. I just couldn’t figure out how to organize myself in enough time, and fear of failure and of having to reach out to strangers and ask favors just made me crawl into the proverbial hole and cover my head, hoping it would all magically work out. Ashamed, I didn’t reach out for help. I don’t know what I thought would happen, but it all paralyzed me. II graduated somehow, with really good marks, and if I do say so myself, really well made materials. But I didn’t get my diploma. This isn’t the screw up yet. I had a year to finish those observations, and I got a job teaching. I figured I was on track enough to finish on time, because I had a year. Except I didn’t. I was supposed to hand in my work on March 1st. It said it so clearly on the paper yet I somehow completely missed it. Now I have a new job that is dependent upon my finishing, and I don’t even know if they’ll accept my late album. The final due date is in August, but I was supposed to have handed it in in March, and I didn’t even know. Yesterday I was crying hysterically, sobbing to my mom on the phone and my boyfriend. I have such wonderful people who support me, but I am so tired of shooting myself in the foot. I am so tired of being in my own way. I work so hard and yet half the time I don’t even know what I’m forgetting until it’s too late. I’m ashamed of myself. I’m ashamed of losing my keys and phone all the time, of forgetting meetings, of zoning out in conversations and trying to not seem rude, of misplacing everything and being so messy, of not being able to keep track of emails, and deadlines. I’m ashamed that I can pass this whole training that is no easy feat with the highest marks in my whole cohort, and possibly fail because I can’t read a paper, and just get myself together enough to finish something for once. I don’t trust my brain, I don’t trust myself and I live in fear that I’m forgetting something big. And I keep proving myself right, because I’m always missing something. I don’t know how to go forward. I want to be positive, I want to be forgiving but I just can’t. I hate this about myself, and no matter how positive I try to be, I’m so tired of dealing with this. I’m so tired.",4.334803729711061,5.013555021526422,5.51217508921377,82.3120452975711,70.2133072407045,8.516657073788421,29.31512605042017,8.671277953709913,2.1300311499942444,1980,73,402,32,34,660,214,511,0.16899999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.9711,2,0,3,1,0,0,61.0,0,1,1,7,29,26,5,6,21,0,44,12,5,7,6,85,79,40,0,8,16,1,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,21,29,0,2,13,1,0,4,19,16,1,2,19,5,62,10,65,50,11,65,0,5,0,3,16,32,4,8,29,285,83,15,0.08123415381973541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762766670277788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759332351040245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594296801675407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485587585410643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184500763006726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906841814104958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034492947107874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892319035089812,0.0,0.08374884560842287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518097884616462,0.0,0.16096317738115193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300801944470216,0.0,0.0,0.1828220149726095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898804481545093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488298510951504,0.0,0.046167241657565035,0.06813535409567098,0.06497037369082112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183509394287915,0.0,0.07276984580857017,0.08020190893817755,0.0833696778729929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444954096289704,0.0,0.0,0.08068384412429153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612247260610487,0.14440929679777678,0.0,0.0,0.22322083241335355,0.0,0.2749069914580408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173124610151625,0.0,0.0,0.09088023923247167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373144100780364,0.0,0.08235868176860175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951404591544448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845645196115301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651172262204272,0.055046364984677854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796867237627294,0.0,0.05631753392475309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157930277585387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125613693544023,0.0,0.10408135811262503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937352350617843,0.07727228271661363,0.06460065961764395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739525226960398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876140610563248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218355508635992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449084418983538,0.2368414418002395,0.3734668391560417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030531618739584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582801725446237,0.12895978032696806,0.0,0.0,0.07303926011362075,0.0,0.0,0.1813900634017113,0.0,0.0,0.0880949746005018,0.23655772589947954,0.0,0.0,0.11541282430360925,0.0,0.0,0.10462426338711542 adhd,TwentyOneParrots,2019/05/23,"I finished my dissertation. Three days ago, I had 1,500 words for what was meant to be a 12,000 word undergraduate dissertation. I know, it's stupid that I left it so late but it is what it is. I've had about 8 hours sleep and I've finished it, after some intense library sessions and a whole lot of caffeine. It's done, after the longest 3 days of my life. At some points it felt like it was never going to be finished, but here I am, and it's done. A day late and 5 marks docked for late submission but FUCK IT it's done and dusted I am so happy.",1.6670689655172417,3.241814327586209,3.3788275862068997,91.49893103448278,78.13793103448276,6.019310344827588,21.944827586206884,6.742157984588678,0.31089931034482765,426,12,98,4,10,142,66,116,0.07200000000000001,0.828,0.10099999999999999,0.5044,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,0,13,3,1,0,1,17,18,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,9,1,8,2,10,7,4,18,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,15,66,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471516436313395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211746061345205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509636112652379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593889129408391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346709875020145,0.0,0.0,0.09434333055553623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671328052845992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634795164411824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123090755760647,0.0,0.5617758444293817,0.0,0.18036274543788508,0.0,0.11725282833475255,0.08110068076335755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112981444842407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803174751626248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569264921025627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612288558361996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853364214168205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BeingOutcast,2019/05/23,"Concerning comments from friends and family You know how we always get the typical ""stop procrastinating"", ""get to work"", ""stop getting distracted"". No matter how much I hate hearing those I feel like it helps in a way so it reminds me that I've drifted off or I'm struggling so I need to find another solution to stay focused or something. Just take those comments and make them into a positive thing that will benefit you. Hopefully this makes sense. Thanks for reading.",4.772735294117648,7.493379376470593,5.212573529411767,76.61533088235294,72.88235294117645,8.955882352941178,34.154411764705884,9.516144504307137,3.8445588235294132,377,20,62,10,8,120,67,85,0.128,0.615,0.258,0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,1,1,5,8,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,19,15,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,5,8,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,3,39,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962878892499655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376616699979165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218212768463586,0.0,0.10307831132686546,0.14563843010825267,0.0,0.0,0.18632537713710576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157502601286929,0.0,0.3195270749392055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012706577530872,0.0,0.0,0.2297663066926313,0.0,0.13664381645084792,0.0,0.0,0.2024800979420768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203674415944198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959624939720653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721577710200317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986138516011588,0.15116044281094276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039162950607271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694225558330965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172888371630893,0.0,0.34087406151395594,0.0,0.2131199132966175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532781969326905,0.0,0.0,0.1876879364525168,0.0,0.0,0.13543627453561805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181547393161272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841332868106624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bellpeppermustache,2019/05/23,"Not an official diagnosis but... I had my first appointment with my therapist today, and after dumping about my anxiety over deadlines and being a disorganized mess at work for most of the session, I finally got up the nerve to tell her about my suspicions about having ADHD. And you know what? She straight up told me that, if I hadn’t brought it up, she would have, because she’s been thinking the same thing! And that she’d help me look into it more!!! Like, I know it’s not an official diagnosis or anything, but to have it validated by someone else after getting told by my general practitioner that I “probably didn’t have it because I did well in school,” feels so good. I’m so happy right now.",7.471523809523809,6.7070981629629625,8.101798941798942,71.3266666666667,63.66666666666667,11.862433862433862,37.8042328042328,11.20814326018867,4.238978835978837,552,25,104,14,7,185,88,135,0.057999999999999996,0.785,0.157,0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,7,6,1,0,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,20,23,10,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,9,2,19,4,19,11,3,16,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,3,7,83,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384024922517868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175269888104612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324181414858735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184932733494904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657128902094528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030195915191306,0.0,0.0,0.21730491346479705,0.0,0.16873363397330907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364026860074436,0.0,0.0,0.1663835547388306,0.1586548110135357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111688206317941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329633976303057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803820399344934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691368446117264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665810498282548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387668156610765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940711028680416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076128426842968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680784697474399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338434270170858,0.0,0.0,0.23032315053767946,0.13178838012859734,0.12710764685815082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880318029118552,0.3791025511752602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783586787577937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441590514383945,0.0,0.0,0.14091653463134102,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ravenwildegir,2019/05/23,"What are the letters by ADHD? Hello all, I was diagnosed yesterday with ADD, but I was wondering what the -C and -PI mean by some of the Flair's. Thanks!",-0.24967741935483545,1.9980950000000028,2.053806451612904,91.38070967741936,99.0,6.3509677419354835,19.103225806451608,7.554174236665415,1.0706722580645165,119,4,25,3,5,40,25,31,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040556640061017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256976824250369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568661977051536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861412412796704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548379820757624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lockedstar,2019/05/23,"No sense of rhythm (musician) Hello. It's been over 7 years since I play guitar. I am quite fast etc. But there is one issue, rhythm. I can't understand rhythm i can't feel it. I can't keep a beat steadily. I always want to play faster. It looks easier and it is. Problem is, there are hard patterns that require slow tempo studies. I have never linked 2 issues. And it's only this year that i realised i have adhd and it is a real condition. I have been using medications. While on meds: Well, i can very easily count the beats and visual the note timings (half, quarter, full etc up and down rtc etc).. I didn't have time to practice guitar or new stuff but when improvising, i can legit see the difference. I have been wondering if it is a placebo effect. It looks like i have much more RAM so that i don't get confused. That my analogy. So when unmedicated, my ram is so small that i almost forget the beat(tempo). I tend to go faster than the beat or flak behind. It was always a problem. I had been mocked at how bad I'm on rhythms by fellow guitarists. I simply suck on it. Is it also related to the adhd. I fucking hate it. Fuck... I can't tell you. I'm a moron. Than im a genius. Do you know how mucht Hurts. Going from 0 to 100.than back to the 0. I can't even comprehend what does the definition mean when studying engineering topics. Then taking my med. And after an hour, fuck. I get surprised. Because i can pretty much understand it well and fast. When not using meds. There is no slow or fast learning. There is just no learning. Can't even focus, don't believe i can. And when i try. İ can't and get frustrated. Fuck. I never learned shit well to this age. I always failed at school. Never managed to study. Always thought i was a dumb fuck when the topics are math or physics (the topics that don't work on plain memorising but intense learning and mechanisms with functions, operators, etc) I basically fail at everything I want to accomplish. So do i need to use meds for whole my life. I'm using 54mg concerta. And if im on hard times it gets me tense. And i lose the feeling of love and empathy when on meds.",0.6466278166278165,3.0760285850815916,2.7465617715617725,89.52103923853926,88.32400932400931,5.602020202020203,20.53185703185703,7.093109894594671,0.6746397824397827,1649,54,339,26,54,554,213,429,0.172,0.7190000000000001,0.109,-0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,2,0,11,25,28,12,1,19,0,42,9,1,7,3,59,80,38,0,7,11,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,24,14,0,2,14,4,0,2,18,20,3,3,9,7,41,8,32,71,9,49,0,4,3,6,6,14,8,9,34,226,65,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760273204676754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333379209059229,0.0,0.0,0.05856561839852975,0.2437479460666516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631282462654999,0.0611477643708095,0.044643083054180736,0.0,0.0,0.0825102244277447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651448519934925,0.0,0.0,0.06408802110998561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267033894965513,0.09674141823829636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581846350291393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405914653158227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385206637268225,0.15304805417110692,0.0,0.08324172969437134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312074886264185,0.07230392573941437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212124926071352,0.0,0.07839906727942918,0.0,0.15821169528858914,0.15287562185553566,0.0,0.06509420542468677,0.0,0.0,0.04024777640329348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172770658333113,0.03577868677298223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299710277773004,0.08193069411489944,0.0,0.0,0.06609701267884283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977386064381166,0.40673520543367175,0.07377607324688208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076715958976548,0.05430246789945593,0.16944892749105905,0.07073035481923333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962560540977677,0.05569815178580493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450583412453997,0.0,0.14015108832176906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789392558909444,0.0,0.08335691571732122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411724304898931,0.058358429950947824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517418136204038,0.060580350915022216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383600306863878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506324415200355,0.0,0.06401019756244214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814002772388323,0.12811091092463073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972143117206782,0.0,0.0,0.15247943410025208,0.0,0.2530044432197649,0.0,0.06042614792783725,0.0863912335136921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975398831237722,0.0,0.0,0.08176372512638487,0.0,0.0,0.0794197118978826,0.05331560206286708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432125831710682 adhd,greatnomad,2019/05/23,"Can I take Strattera if I'm already on SSRI Last week my Doctor prescribed me Strattera(Atomoxetine**)** ,I'm already on Brintellix (vortioxetine), and he told me I can take them together although he didn't seem that confident and had to look it up. Now I looked up the little leaflet which tells you about the drug and it literally says don't take it with antidepressants (specifically MAOI) because ""it could have severe or even life threatening side effects"". I know Brintellix is not MAOI, I think, so I should be okay but you can never be too careful. Does any of you have any experience taking these drugs togethhr?",4.0531845238095245,7.015971758928572,4.696428571428573,78.01523809523812,76.94642857142857,8.019047619047619,28.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.6797297619047624,495,21,86,12,12,158,81,112,0.071,0.915,0.015,-0.5991,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,13,4,0,1,1,15,26,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,13,2,8,19,0,10,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,3,4,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35919327408706425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134865379107674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920976527315377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593259155325266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994115956164512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657963381075894,0.14242200798332108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774723834874656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749362206867756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591989254093805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944213025993482,0.1326614687792619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495383555886066,0.0,0.1631164077033576,0.0,0.0,0.27333492359940903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552141094865013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942386581776244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481598087534568,0.0,0.18385909176523554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894654359663044,0.0,0.1422490616866878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428244682901606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555128373975688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054675385907946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,piddep,2019/05/23,"After years of underperforming at my jobs, i got offered my dreamjob yesterday. After living undiagnosed for 28 years, i finally got my diagnosis last year. Before that i was constantly underperforming at my different jobs, struggling in the daily routines and tasks of my life and i was stuck in a drug addiction. &nbsp; Now i've been clean from drugs for 5 years, and got my diagnosis last year. Since i started my medication on Vyvanse my job and daily routines has taken a turn to the complete opposite. &nbsp; Yesterday i got offered a position at my company that i've always desired and dreamt of since i was 18 years old. I'm in total bliss. The diagnosis and the medication has helped me so much in understanding myself and what to work with, and to overcome the obstacles i've been facing for the entirety of my life. &nbsp; I've been struggling alot with low self-worth and feeling hopelessness about life, and i know alot you people do to. So i just want to say, keep your head up high and keep on fighting, and then everything will turn out okay, never stop believing!!",7.378432835820893,7.941398547263683,7.967375621890548,67.77404850746271,63.5273631840796,11.874129353233831,36.65049751243781,11.538034831475384,4.58564975124378,872,40,149,26,12,290,108,201,0.096,0.828,0.076,-0.7284,5,0,2,0,2,1,30.0,0,2,0,1,5,6,1,2,11,1,10,10,2,0,2,28,26,15,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,0,3,15,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,12,2,23,1,29,13,4,33,0,2,0,0,7,13,0,2,20,96,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070119297561036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449521897305734,0.33007831892297185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640899747436,0.11440866834844245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647007255379083,0.10973620606877386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060949769769452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355245067661297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126387443901864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134520232168574,0.0,0.0,0.11123974887118253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32486557350135004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421649390427863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806479764135878,0.1072899556914878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30230911482632583,0.1805192365307431,0.0,0.0,0.055807562447234206,0.16554867782608793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517689721352404,0.0,0.0,0.08966784042842806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459579051428936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464871166596956,0.0,0.07831928823278056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655646950204972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039988735370094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075423128671468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593564276925707,0.0,0.0,0.1680014161720899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187547242738931,0.0,0.0,0.08489781909187713,0.0,0.2123178955133492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090790035649055,0.0,0.1057139834906807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989503756553415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392740810624919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923575400207381 adhd,MagicalTree9000,2019/05/23,"What Are The Things You've Stuck With? It's become a stereotype that we cant stick with anything, or that we jump from one interest to another. But that's only a half truth, so let's talk about what we do stick with! Like for example, do you have a degree you completed or currently finishing? Yeah, that took the same (and in some cases too, more) commitment as everyone else! Or sticking with a show you like. So, in an effort to prove we can do what we set our minds to, what are some of your dedications that might have gone unnoticed?",4.788744993324432,5.453272280373831,5.369559412550071,83.7910280373832,69.18691588785046,9.852603471295062,27.435246995994657,9.957137785484203,2.34507049399199,422,13,89,10,7,136,71,107,0.039,0.8140000000000001,0.147,0.8984,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,6,4,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,1,11,0,0,0,3,22,14,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,10,4,14,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,6,4,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884898143403048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264022850719667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038510645521238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28846059155469234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298294539605539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628912338126997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813312839478856,0.0,0.26882180562856617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918613786221663,0.2777951853826153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864300517276221,0.20924297512982767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113295567877864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827790910231416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056710984214749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gravitree58,2019/05/23,Any good research out there to help with the medication decision? I was just diagnosed but am really afraid to take stimulants. Some of my fears: once I start taking them will it be much worse once I stop? (Ie my body produces even less of its own dopamine). Do you ever feel high from it or that you want to chase the initial high? It really scares me to be dependent on meds but I also really need to make some adjustments in everyday life,3.771926910299001,5.58381446511628,4.706079734219268,83.20453488372095,72.95348837209302,9.565448504983387,25.07641196013289,9.957137785484203,2.4264970099667784,348,11,70,10,7,113,66,86,0.155,0.79,0.055,-0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,5,4,0,3,2,0,6,4,1,4,1,19,13,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,12,9,5,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,4,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570385916159162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123901044632142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023811605139868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492736878741148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034021294001418,0.16480873059744505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502366351618587,0.09212489982122543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528192314668441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212363337818255,0.3850048679515075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286919984944447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216187336988986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023811605139868,0.18354554907472526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393666346712346,0.13509767934334327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38807033850326295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35016255586922923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241221354034526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896084536762806,0.0,0.0,0.15232587905445644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27398078908034784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746523698442813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567556258262813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lady---explorer,2019/05/23,"How do I keep myself alive? Moving questions. There is a reason I have been living at home for a long time. I’m 28. I have a good job. My family is awesome support, but it is time for me to move out. I have a place with friends, trying to move in 3-4 weeks. How do I deal with adhd and this move? How do I not lose my sanity and my job? I am freaking out, but also going to do it. I’m not going to let my “disability” hold me back more. It is way too easy of a crutch to use as an excuse not to make the changes in my life that I know I need to make. Yeah it makes life harder, but not impossible. Sooooooo.... advice? Am I crazy? How do I explain this to my family? What kind of support should I ask for? What are concrete steps that people took that helped you? Thanks!!!!!",-0.8517469879518059,1.143100391566268,1.7216987951807248,97.50206626506028,90.26506024096386,4.524819277108434,15.528915662650606,5.985473137389443,-0.7443484337349395,579,12,141,5,20,198,94,166,0.04,0.789,0.171,0.9646,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,7,1,18,2,0,9,0,29,35,11,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,11,6,0,2,4,0,0,8,4,2,0,0,2,0,22,6,21,31,1,20,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,5,97,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040029955182355,0.12229051306380982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000786301487122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699393752129253,0.0,0.0,0.09622899070372096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323871058830614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901928205427265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359516527640517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966869280094337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224588601340885,0.10496591808607568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388223899901917,0.0,0.12553091322366094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837474779116545,0.111234869325397,0.0,0.13031954466488274,0.06877656958326242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279695211902153,0.17678761557221984,0.0,0.0,0.11050556942775573,0.11074962911531708,0.0,0.14000555032742787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250606325852526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320384830307757,0.0,0.09279363472423263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675997551073132,0.0,0.13075017518259524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019134736373262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286701842596564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840267470685349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521695420740748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459464309496941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390410037510416,0.08496542607768222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808533569419017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933449321472658,0.10038398990011438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlterBridge2Bludhavn,2019/05/23,"THANK GOD I am so used to disappointing myself. So I've been trying for about a week to find a day to go get my phone battery replaced because my phone is being incredibly slow and draining so quick (we're a good pair.) I work long nights now so my poor perception of time and chronic lateness have been amplified. Anyway, the place closes at 6pm and there's rush hour traffic so naturally, I left at 4:50pm. So I'm rushing and beating myself up that I didn't wake up sooner, leave as soon as I could have, the usual. All would have been okay except that...GUESS WHAT? I forgot the battery. Now, I didn't freak out and start punching the inside of my car like I wanted to. I was actually pretty calm about it and held in the anger. I just put on some Seether and turned Googlemaps around in order to go home. I started thinking on my drive of shame, I'm so fortunate that I am able stay calm after repeatedly letting myself down, in more serious ways or with little things every day. I have the lowest stress levels out of anyone I know and I think in a large part it's because I am so accustomed to things not going as planned so I have to be flexible. It usually seems like I'm just incapable so I have to excuse everything to keep myself from being depressed but it's actually a good thing in a way. If I had a normal person's stress levels and had to deal with all of my flaws and tendencies, I would die an early death. A lot of you on here talk about your heightened stress and most of the time I honestly can't relate. I do get stressed of course and it is almost always because of my own brain and hoping I'll be able to focus enough to complete whatever I am doing. But even for those of you who have anxiety, I hope you share this feeling in some sense. I know this isn't anything groundbreaking but I think we're naturally more easygoing and flexible because we're not privileged enough to live completely structured lives (thankfully) so we have to go with the flow. The whole thing is still so frustrating but on the bright side, I finally have to motivation to go work out for the first time in over a week :)",4.504856795131847,5.409169432941177,5.368340770791075,82.67670588235295,69.96470588235293,8.591480730223124,27.8316430020284,8.841846274778883,2.004074239350913,1679,56,338,29,29,549,217,425,0.11900000000000001,0.745,0.136,0.5968,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,4,0,6,27,26,2,5,21,1,36,3,2,2,2,62,65,35,2,8,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,23,0,3,10,0,1,11,6,11,0,1,10,2,43,15,62,47,13,69,0,2,1,0,13,28,0,10,28,237,59,3,0.16975149880554938,0.0,0.165652975886127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499080275027912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062342275763098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492971597798047,0.0,0.0,0.05934709744188961,0.0,0.0698455098759492,0.07555741167230964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695787619082928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474940642913528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779812168402015,0.0,0.0,0.06776637949552945,0.0,0.0,0.10947567353846516,0.08750317075261091,0.07310335859095593,0.0,0.08808762772740794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753986757020423,0.0,0.05605963199827551,0.0,0.0715114795328926,0.0,0.07628085074329916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429157291289673,0.0,0.0,0.0929772347768846,0.07757489730028806,0.07219526908320346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868815189116129,0.0,0.241184221740047,0.14237950339278427,0.0,0.0,0.09350020694375426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513729699658819,0.1686015404294688,0.08358551624398222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544146587430373,0.0,0.0,0.09329098435831418,0.0,0.0957435422537541,0.0898711635267877,0.09221775006920577,0.08679120427229536,0.0,0.0829320078369888,0.08506779856100345,0.14989368343692766,0.07511236733738275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721583269567177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965014117355723,0.08316021358679604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191216552180552,0.0,0.0,0.0741102305682332,0.08867709324350202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863491505253298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532357098907624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726769454607371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015098456073728,0.0904662557855564,0.06778188311153095,0.0,0.3888995367026203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821991233370461,0.0,0.15628437326702138,0.0,0.0,0.2255507059589229,0.16315485925423592,0.0,0.0,0.14847519608836213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576250624539695,0.09232044266523394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330539617422083,0.18695729362320224,0.0,0.050061916052595926,0.13474083846995707,0.1361644130892478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476074312044336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235811128610331,0.0,0.0,0.12058659434302835,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Erahleah,2019/05/23,"Anyone else? Does anyone else just get bored of working on work at home and just go outside? I do. When I get bored of HW I just walk the dog or ride on the adult sized trike with my dog in the back basket right behind the seat. (ps. I don't want to deal with grammar right now)",0.29050000000000153,2.113939049999999,1.4866666666666684,102.215,83.5,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.4429999999999996,213,3,53,0,6,67,42,60,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.5834,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,10,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31937912067925045,0.4680073940221721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561117232514245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545115882861406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985807129654834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815666499247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863967394026114,0.0,0.12979439261788595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290851298869584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900728752232744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470524606575818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33252870704221626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,miakay8,2019/05/23,Sometimes I feel like the superhero from The Amanda Show His name is The Procrastinator and he always agrees to do everything “eventually!” I just feel like ADHD does the same thing to me.,5.1546078431372555,7.702009558823531,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,71.05882352941177,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,2.7031686274509803,151,5,26,4,3,49,27,34,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973348505225101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750980741462424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932331890714363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971353456732756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343376453015381,0.4723826880845986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230434712762709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32698658079486964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964584272758372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,The_Royal_Spoon,2019/05/23,"Today, for what might the first time in my academic career, I submitted a writing assignment on time. Y'all I hate writing papers. There is nothing in the world more anxiety-inducing to me than a blank word document (except maybe a voicemail with the sentence 'give me a call back'). And now this 6-week summer term online technical writing class that I've already dropped or failed like 3 times over the past few years is the only thing of consequence between me and a bachelor's of engineering. It's not even that I'm bad at writing, usually the papers I actually manage to write are pretty good. It's just that research papers are the perfect storm of literally everything my ADHD makes me awful at: multi-step projects over long periods of time, effective time management, maintaining attention for sustained periods of time on things that are not of interest, distinguishing between important and irrelevant details, finding a ""topic that interests me"" that I won't end up hating in 3 weeks, having to do a project at the pace of the class instead of just doing the whole thing at once, turning the jumbled tangled mess of thoughts in my head into something linear and cohesive, being brief when I should give more explanation and being long-winded when I should be brief, the list goes on, you get the point. But today, I finished a research proposal that had vague instructions, no guidelines for the ""choose your own topic"" adventure, and like a 3 day turnaround between assignment and due date, and I FREAKING DID IT! Not only did I finish it more than 5 minutes before the required submission time, I finished a couple hours before the deadline I set myself (which itself is an accomplishment because I never stick to my own deadlines). I haven't been too thrilled with Adderall so far, but this is definitely a win. TL;DR: Writing papers sucks, but today it sucked less. I'd still rather do math.",12.785660461986993,9.32286142565598,11.522740524781346,59.444119757793246,55.734693877551024,14.518860731105628,47.66741421843463,12.367839424501927,5.936449383269792,1531,73,239,34,13,489,202,343,0.079,0.836,0.086,0.3146,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,0,7,13,17,4,0,28,1,23,1,1,2,2,42,34,15,0,3,11,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,5,0,26,9,39,22,9,56,0,1,0,0,12,18,2,2,36,175,46,21,0.0,0.0,0.11142452177442676,0.0,0.1372237877828275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600195340638332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877984062414255,0.09533665364127568,0.06960388806376225,0.0,0.1943198293287155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659191939204518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633948637821554,0.0,0.07363752147949383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011307807709191,0.0,0.0,0.07541570144266056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261883034882867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435968067759607,0.09712259365025626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965504005387425,0.21906630070770405,0.0,0.09576989481267736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254608781221027,0.11718300119571275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124456246552016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156647520032112,0.0,0.0,0.20209379433463856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621693435961023,0.0,0.11471050797721626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112836302041888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806369225066119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956007992834424,0.0,0.0,0.12159940585240105,0.0,0.17368011602391112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899901360437518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793827761150064,0.0,0.0,0.11616347670719547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790237770695047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118536953859743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275710358922269,0.0,0.0,0.0906472336779668,0.4660604230705258,0.0,0.32469169229927136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241965152627067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575461999865584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831787751473236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274793939402928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352904253912516 adhd,PooperJackson,2019/05/23,"Anyone know what generic Adderall XR is? ""ER 20MG CAP PRA"" I was trying to see what brand Wal-Mart gave me and all it says is ""AMPHETAM/DEXTROAMP ER 20MG CAP PRA"" I'm pretty sure the PRA means something because I also have IR and it says ""15MG TAB TEV"" which I'm sure indicates Teva. Thx :D",-0.43416666666666615,1.810545250000004,1.3666666666666671,97.13833333333334,96.5,3.333333333333334,18.33333333333333,5.033348758259628,-0.5406666666666666,225,7,48,1,9,73,45,60,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.9236,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,7,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,2,1,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328506081168848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035946389875574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749610303166447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002083589532395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171723012696727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962271936770057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631042470203724,0.0,0.0,0.2320268491037732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415887853719169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488534240941583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976870696741157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThrowAwaaaayyyyBitch,2019/05/23,"Does it go away with age? Im a 19 year old female. I don’t know if this is the right place to post this sort of question, but Im not sure where else to. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 7-8, and took Adderal for a year but stopped because I hated the idea that something was ‘wrong’ with me. Now I just feel resigned. I fail classes not because I’m stupid, but because I’m terrified of the work, even when it is quite simple and otherwise a topic I enjoy. Im constantly in terror wondering where my wallet is, I cant keep my shit together, I missed my Saturday exam because I did not read the small print. I think I’m oversensitive to what people tell me, how my friends treat me, and I read into each and every action of theirs. I have to remind myself to shut up when I get excited about a topic so i don’t interrupt them. There are a lot of symptoms I have that seem to match with ADHD, and i wonder if my old diagnosis would still be valid. Would I need to get another? How would I even go about getting one? (The last time I was just a kid and my parents took me to see people. Im afraid to ask them now that they say “how nice it is that you were actually normal”. ) But yea, thats my question. Not sure what to do but I don’t want to stay the way I am - depressed, indulging in self harm, and failing in nearly everything I attempt. Maybe this is why. I honestly dont know. Im lost.",2.3902064714946043,3.3594675661016966,4.239545454545453,88.55019645608633,75.03389830508475,7.397534668721107,24.934514637904467,7.84624498591911,1.1521525423728811,1072,34,243,15,22,365,157,295,0.163,0.727,0.11,-0.9620000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,4,6,19,21,3,2,12,1,25,3,1,3,2,52,50,21,0,8,13,1,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,13,14,0,2,10,2,0,5,9,13,0,1,9,3,41,8,29,37,2,37,0,6,1,0,14,13,1,9,16,158,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.09018881963854787,0.0,0.11107116503060682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691067687732433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640044588162811,0.0,0.08683185505173012,0.0,0.0,0.2253540749111866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987344342369048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960141479696736,0.0938045952345568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087757230275393,0.0,0.10831582958131077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720524899846137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208538994847624,0.0,0.07786803581616658,0.0,0.08306134982195093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673044879954195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140364593182091,0.0,0.1448572781539378,0.0,0.10504910114807456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124585032398966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433119826572458,0.4991485773481942,0.0,0.0,0.08214735319554327,0.0,0.0,0.10158349063379818,0.07533482840826672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088760626792707,0.07857238061080674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284855029979404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852843476348068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055220969212642,0.0,0.0,0.1939589841764988,0.0,0.06262634451934722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262173611147048,0.0,0.0,0.12814511123607675,0.0,0.09655947713377216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851303983690287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070636338531346,0.09830029839688297,0.1848904946746836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892637751517806,0.0,0.07349628202548474,0.0,0.0,0.07364696328714654,0.0841359128023472,0.09641446340906742,0.0,0.09486804527751977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114961377048687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850767585397277,0.07380692073904313,0.07726745652709477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420995945261847,0.09606001343263856,0.0,0.0,0.08077936081979202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921915617359889,0.0,0.0,0.05389098348190421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536456801845407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054511850372448635,0.07335888240889356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339488894223428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045160952189456,0.06728303333479782,0.0,0.0,0.19695805432749108,0.1010470209064112,0.0,0.11903120516292455 adhd,seekingknowledge97,2019/05/23,Natural Route Anyone have any luck dealing with ADHD symptoms without meds? I’ve tried them and they are great but the comedowns are terrible. Dunno if it is relevant but I am not hyperactive (unless hyper-focusing) so I usually don’t have energy. Also diagnosed with depression/anxiety but sometimes I think they are from ADHD. Any help or advice would be appreciated 😅,4.764740259740261,7.87683525757576,6.681082251082254,63.9559090909091,75.2121212121212,10.438095238095238,32.15584415584416,10.290406445055957,4.793275324675326,301,15,42,11,7,104,54,66,0.08800000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.231,0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,0,15,11,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262151312212225,0.21393281320164464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507574670088574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297755571208785,0.0,0.1674784638377996,0.0,0.0,0.15307876467795736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570400005374805,0.0,0.22220617464894654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136765788813375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674207276691442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431784099546908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652428209390515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754885374453035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027950471264702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863698066415368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111702837191626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110376997285036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555193741094695,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RED_518,2019/05/23,Y’all know the drill drop your funniest adhd moment I need some wholesome laughs I just reached for my passenger door and I’m by myself and the other I put cleaning supplies in the fridge 😂,2.7987837837837866,5.473464486486488,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,79.81081081081079,5.8621621621621625,25.466216216216218,7.1686216300943375,1.3461945945945957,154,6,28,2,4,48,31,37,0.055,0.731,0.214,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6608964778628161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022214233117457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077584056686176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528210736273846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InfinityLemon,2019/05/23,"Bonding with my mother I haven’t had the best relationship with my mother. Haven’t really spoken to her since I started uni 3 years ago. I’ve recently started going through the process of getting an adhd diagnosis. Upon hearing that it is highly genetic I realised that my mother fits the symptoms incredibly well and that maybe I have a lot in common with her. Went to her today and started talking about adhd and what I’ve been going through recently. We ended up talking for over 3 hours straight. As I was describing my symptoms she knew exactly what I was talking about. We connected in a way we never have before, in a way I have never connected with anyone else before. I can’t describe the discussion we had but I finally believe beyond a doubt that this isn’t my fault. We operate differently to other people but the way we experience the world is identical and despite never having discussed this before, we connected in a way I never thought I could with another person. I am going to book a meeting with a GP first thing tomorrow.",6.837673434856177,7.438524065989852,7.943464467005079,67.35177876480543,64.68527918781726,10.627580372250424,37.22884940778341,10.504223727775694,4.326008798646362,839,41,133,20,12,286,105,197,0.038,0.929,0.032,-0.4684,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,14,0,17,2,0,0,5,29,28,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,17,0,0,2,1,0,4,8,2,1,1,8,1,28,2,25,19,2,38,0,0,0,0,23,12,0,2,18,109,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719215151686502,0.0,0.1002832747001378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862708960169772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910340687994387,0.11591546508557744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887969167306627,0.12745922157815145,0.1187233763903438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032541979436136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819719059790484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945059335645281,0.0,0.10019995651533196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110663240322953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392882466289977,0.0,0.09622866140484054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591059653030726,0.0,0.1928838421525817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750618413579215,0.0,0.0,0.1195284800793468,0.0,0.0,0.11141065672490548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617942145565388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365469369019135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490125584646223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843037569464402,0.09878110261998256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247423183061329,0.0,0.2234052459167164,0.1214597129382959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093582636868499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402228405872793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517160725311656,0.0,0.2727897933642556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515881161246885,0.0,0.0,0.08981290170538511,0.0,0.0,0.1072343922765796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591905865074583,0.0,0.0,0.10171781702700364,0.10487301524852592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285226919906214 adhd,blueblanket007,2019/05/23,"Was precscribed 30 mg of adderall IR 3 times daily I have taken 30 mg before, just not three times daily? Does that seem like a large dose or is normal for someone who really struggles with ADHD?",4.115175438596488,5.846960868421058,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,71.89473684210526,6.119298245614036,23.19298245614036,6.42735559955562,0.7939192982456142,155,4,27,1,3,50,34,38,0.08199999999999999,0.8540000000000001,0.065,-0.1663,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111791817551416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911312597952455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29940420623682884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671496346419687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33521916761266113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191801213225928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114663987971861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988945127477234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576732643855644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990027562232397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rosesofmymadness,2019/05/23,"I took my ADHD medication for the first time in months and did EVERYTHING I cleaned my room, wrote an essay I've been putting off for a week, cleaned my bedroom, fed myself, and did dishes all within 3 hours! I'm so proud of myself but also upset because the reason I didn't take it for months was because my old psychiatrist did not want to prescribe me adderall due to my high anxiety. I still dont have a prescription, but I found some old pills from when I had a different doctor and had an adderall prescription and after making sure they weren't expired, took one because I really really needed to write my essay and I couldn't do it no matter how hard I tried I know I probably shouldn't have taken old medication, but it felt necessary.",12.334285714285713,6.9922228367346975,11.76987755102041,63.04297959183674,58.72789115646259,15.025306122448981,43.68571428571428,11.979248473330829,5.003945306122448,595,21,111,12,5,198,92,147,0.062,0.8690000000000001,0.068,0.2111,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,7,0,15,6,0,3,2,25,28,12,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,4,0,3,5,2,0,4,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,16,2,21,2,12,10,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,13,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339797956626088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538163366201472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037473279394107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638574642607902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150743158571866,0.0,0.14767793490819342,0.0,0.0,0.16909650672401974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967065066080732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853259049941413,0.0,0.0,0.12272552580928607,0.0,0.1581969025991116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924762685325314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244102279681834,0.0,0.0,0.1420879312640435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929318121555208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963088298335444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29069628526649044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303277748945642,0.0,0.0,0.10698269103012888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541965860220551,0.0,0.09776868374688423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555955019434853,0.0,0.0,0.145042469493289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486047876352776,0.14834511664888775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522316283106082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359833354637103,0.0,0.10848151592552882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413153539918243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206034721890712,0.09795747254998044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510079744275892,0.0,0.1157336859125207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Misternewts,2019/05/23,"Breaking adderall IR dosage into 4 instead of 2. Is there any reason this wouldn’t benefit me. I’ve been doing it a while cause I used to come down too early. So I take 15 mg at 630 am On my way To work. 15 mg around 1130 on lunch. 15 mg when I’m leaving work around 4 then the last 15 mg around 6:30",0.2368137254901974,1.5627533676470615,2.3652941176470605,98.29049019607844,81.5,5.121568627450982,18.686274509803926,5.46131890053228,-0.5790372549019609,231,5,59,1,6,78,53,68,0.0,0.9520000000000001,0.048,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,9,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,11,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,5,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845686019267642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615651109782414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544748127683785,0.0,0.2133872816243036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192338301001347,0.0,0.2622977898810702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546955512439917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862532459617948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394897593735035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662716465697944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360683577495135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anumemes,2019/05/23,"Is there a app or some kind of thing that could remind me to do stuff? Like I have this cool add that helps me learn the splits or exercise but I’ve never started because sticking to a routine is SO HARD I wish there was an app or something cause notifications don’t help cause I usually swipe em away",3.0782258064516093,4.668674887096773,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,74.3225806451613,6.895483870967742,25.30322580645161,7.554174236665415,1.065538064516129,241,8,52,3,5,77,48,62,0.063,0.731,0.205,0.8188,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,7,1,0,2,1,12,9,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348000412513589,0.0,0.0,0.15234370512349818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134558170244917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995339636290968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387157863894372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350207646061551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602443259607407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209411480013732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274712286232096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239404983776975,0.0,0.0,0.1768886161678735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608882846914696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603006791256206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752421636194049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873858430444117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cassidy0211,2019/05/23,"Studying for finals Any advice/tips when it comes to studying? I saved my fast track HISTORY class last minute of the semester. The first day of the class I saw all the assignments are due on the last day of semester so I brushed it off for the last week. I’ve been having trouble focusing when it comes to reading a book I have an essay on. So I marked little post it notes in my book to motivate me and when to take a break but I get side tracked. Staying focus and getting side tracked is the worst right now. I’ll be reading my book and my surroundings are distracting my eyes to look to the side while im reading and then I realize idk what the fuck I just read since I was so focused on my blanket. SEND HELP",2.294866562009417,4.142062149659868,3.3492517006802736,91.1903453689168,77.16326530612244,6.972056514913657,26.273678702250127,7.882392219407189,1.427550915750916,564,22,122,9,13,181,87,147,0.109,0.8059999999999999,0.085,-0.5791,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,1,12,0,8,2,1,1,1,12,16,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,7,0,3,0,4,0,1,3,4,16,1,16,12,2,33,0,0,3,1,2,11,1,0,16,75,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895645610761033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760341366641653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665987385932874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755153724085464,0.0,0.13628475367847734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812265974721905,0.16741876702137473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073934310996116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306725718945784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39180695032900537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605845385726798,0.0,0.0,0.13454612935638566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344838916958414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6410614443448199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682871489908074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253729635237574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077533670162762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046700618380927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852042615324194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,opalight,2019/05/23,"Graduated University this week. Forgot my tickets and tassel for the ceremony. Everything ended up okay because luckily my family had gotten their tickets from me earlier and my friend had an extra ticket / regular tassel. But I just waltzed right out of my apartment without them, and didn't even realize until I got there! Yeesh. Ending college the way I started it I guess. Well, best of luck to all of you who are finishing finals now as well. Hang in there! You can do it! :-)",3.2015909090909105,6.093637795454544,5.005636363636363,74.84845454545456,80.13636363636364,8.065454545454546,28.11818181818181,8.841846274778883,3.0340872727272723,378,17,61,10,10,128,70,88,0.0,0.768,0.23199999999999998,0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,7,6,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,12,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,0,13,6,12,5,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,8,52,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758604129371272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540761208200158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288694784765309,0.0,0.0,0.15990923979871124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758995588724447,0.0,0.2282367180561535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26521613506516195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705109177490625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363490275299347,0.0,0.2667079051438986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067578607701493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136441961271906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921730867786876,0.19420344915401075,0.0,0.43536612846201417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338228898140384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,overemotionalbitch,2019/05/23,"How to focus when you can’t I’m so fucking frustrated. Please, someone help me. If you could share any tips or tricks or anything that’s ever worked for you, I really need them right now and would appreciate it more than words can say. I’m currently in the process of getting tested for ADHD, which is why I came to this sub, but honestly I don’t even care if I have it or not at this point. I just need to focus. I’m so sick of being like this. I’ve been at the library for four and half hours and have made it through 3 questions. EASY questions. I just keep spacing out or giving up and getting distracted the second I can’t figure something out. (Or, if I can and it gets too repetitive.) I really just want to study. I have a test on Monday. But I fucking can’t. I swear I’m trying my best. But it doesn’t matter, I’m still getting nothing done. I’m just sitting here, lost in thought. If anyone has any tips for overcoming this, I would really, really appreciate it.",1.9764555555555527,3.8209760900000016,3.670333333333332,88.53822222222225,78.1,6.844444444444445,23.61111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.1326777777777772,758,25,161,12,18,253,115,200,0.083,0.73,0.187,0.9675,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,3,14,11,4,1,4,0,18,3,0,2,1,41,40,21,0,10,17,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,6,1,19,5,20,30,2,21,0,1,0,2,10,11,2,11,9,110,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167608812407215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942837012825572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988296396489947,0.0,0.117552110326549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991064473096086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338058189772342,0.14564352435954284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405287087226675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618356954116962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435005997137426,0.1292146094458554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641221971379492,0.29852969601865464,0.13703325842028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957483109897536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067695754050966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697027390026214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697885415409708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593596753492805,0.0,0.0,0.1351666658911625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118406447293166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706694910962508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680471145763608,0.13503796651145555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32004593309942997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660495228635369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219918035241254,0.0,0.1135988281596027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103503579839114,0.10997172272650524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140789639279536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340572016369778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969847268807162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842557222278881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889851564264268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399537951057476,0.0,0.0,0.2029508935834344,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rdnvl,2019/05/23,Do you find being around certain people can worsen symptoms? How do you manage this? I know it's likely due to the anxiety worsening adhd symptoms but it's a really helpless feeling.,3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,5.4250000000000025,71.30750000000003,80.76470588235293,6.9294117647058835,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,3.000317647058824,148,7,20,3,4,51,29,34,0.271,0.631,0.098,-0.7637,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865532256397456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460565520852508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863310877084272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263272032915335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29397651707809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767669672206059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713886622264533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298724464004502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060531920213142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6686219242798348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nehpets,2019/05/23,"Starting strattera for first time 1 week before finals I have always resisted medication but was recently diagnosed. Will the transition be too harsh, such that I should wait until exams are over?",9.799090909090909,11.092573303030305,9.081363636363637,59.34204545454549,58.39393939393939,12.660606060606062,37.71212121212121,12.161744961471696,5.485921212121212,161,7,21,5,2,51,32,33,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970892234952843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381816006476364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623921605023908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911242673326637,0.0,0.3037014575967218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596842831644461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525378916693936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252717592206237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819523698996106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863991730562559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cherobics,2019/05/23,"I have no idea where my groceries are I'm killing it at work. Introducing organizational practices that are being made company-wide standards for how great they are. I get compliments all the time on how great a parent I am and how well behaved my 2 year old is. Heck, I've even managed to loose a ton of baby weight all while moving and going through a ""divorce."" But I have no fucking clue where the groceries I bought yesterday are. They're not at my house. They're not at my relatives house (stopped there yesterday on the way home and put them in the fridge temporarily.) They were too big to put on top of the car. They aren't IN my car either. A whole bag of groceries, just disappeared by my ADHD somehow into the ether. I didn't even realize they were gone until this morning. Oh, I left my phone at my relatives house too. Just once I wish I could get my personal life as organized as my work life.",4.202243589743592,5.418411694444443,4.953333333333337,84.21115384615383,70.94444444444444,8.427350427350428,28.84615384615385,8.841846274778883,2.1125769230769227,715,27,147,13,13,231,107,180,0.073,0.8290000000000001,0.098,0.6705,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,5,4,14,6,2,0,10,0,14,4,0,4,2,24,23,11,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,8,6,2,1,0,6,1,24,4,21,15,5,32,0,0,0,1,10,15,2,1,8,100,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717154882490871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407904631358645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874342712895786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209140694709576,0.14929910469432156,0.0,0.08120270318943107,0.0,0.0,0.3150541500060001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332153671760012,0.0,0.0,0.4945973130237233,0.0,0.1612955319670453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158076925943189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524088876215786,0.0,0.2018424950936714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519768700535587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186014946973822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992982948808856,0.1521638608299441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586527116780874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475839034401688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872702268872291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945511708334967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833152019092323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341248024885064,0.0,0.17399086174228007,0.1284673969515815,0.0,0.0,0.1595218054088322,0.16430637823380428,0.0,0.0,0.20803849346102948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201083605180754 adhd,AndheraFarishta,2019/05/23,"Quick clapback about an ex-friend's reaction to my ADHD diagnosis I was hanging out with one of my friends today and she told me about how one of our former friends once went around telling people that I don't actually have ADHD and that I'm just addicted to drugs and that's how I ""manipulated"" my psychiatrist into giving me medication. So I paused upon hearing this and replied back to my friend saying: ""Well, I think it's interesting that she thinks that I was faking it and was addicted when she's the one who constantly tried to buy pills from me."" Tl;dr: haters gonna hate.",5.0560398230088515,6.352402424778768,6.00016592920354,77.20254977876108,69.0,9.189823008849556,29.169247787610626,9.516144504307137,2.5748415929203534,466,17,89,10,8,154,74,113,0.084,0.79,0.126,0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,11,8,2,0,2,0,5,5,0,3,0,15,14,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,1,3,5,2,17,5,14,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,6,63,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.15087148385169447,0.3370829903047823,0.37160862174410203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376305949713925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888115487068585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707231192401764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179291891299395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777875598030514,0.0,0.0,0.14831052143343534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263972728395706,0.0,0.0,0.1742502696822797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574755568696078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464852174619574,0.31429160167663145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718314730146428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229475357500758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513096279912332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981283711254468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465467882993774,0.14773102329098606,0.0,0.1049661635472622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900782278585008,0.14331972455538136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sadiespider,2019/05/23,"How much do you guys cry? :') I could shed tears for a living. So, I've been keeping a tracker, and counted 25 crying spells in the last 30 days. **However, I read that the average woman cries 3.5 times a month, and the average man cries 1.9 times a month.** Now, I'm of the female persuasion, and I'm subject to hormonal fluctuations. But really, I'm just a sensitive little flower. I'm pretty sure this is an RSD/ADHD/overstimulation thing. Yes, I've had a bad 30 days, but I don't think I cried a whole lot more often than usual. This is my default setting. I'm cool with it. This is me! Some humorous things I've cried about over the last few weeks: 1. I dropped the remote control and it made a noise. 2. I bumped my chin on a drawer. 3. I got a text message that may or may not have been rude – the jury is still out. 4. The dog barked and surprised me. 5. The lights were too bright. 6. I was itchy. 7. The WIFI went down. 8. There was a bug. Come out of the woodwork, my sensitive little flowers! Tell me how often you cry. Tell me what you cry about. And if you ever need to hire a professional mourner for an awful family member's funeral, HMU. Guaranteed tears, or your money back.",-0.5264239446057601,1.6885168512396724,1.9302322984141185,92.87321085548359,97.4297520661157,5.095555059191423,17.284342193433105,6.766488616294105,0.16299986598168426,906,26,196,15,37,307,152,242,0.14300000000000002,0.742,0.115,-0.7959999999999999,3,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,5,0,1,14,7,1,0,25,3,16,0,0,4,2,33,28,14,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,10,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,9,3,20,5,16,16,6,26,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,9,14,117,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117720220803058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151387933237288,0.0776539602063706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011420016601273,0.0,0.0,0.10431122934690527,0.07425565284458374,0.0,0.8172790051113472,0.11995900724983448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412690630300496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767533515962496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438332071219672,0.0,0.0,0.09208799504270837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266570151380699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162037963578628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642769365052386,0.08212371240537282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906817091648634,0.0,0.0880020725634762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484688645485933,0.0,0.06836820535653391,0.06896084795186838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461790038903566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302857518205906,0.0,0.0595803641017548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427264107881157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765461057863934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625781542616355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357466228250735,0.059592827981849526,0.0,0.0,0.10846206923298143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243011354150366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460172332807524,0.0,0.0,0.08621509017935848,0.0,0.10383498272783803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tex823,2019/05/23,"How do you cope with a boring job/nothing to do? What does everyone else do at work when things slow down? I have to show up everyday, but for the next couple of months I'll just be sitting and doing nothing.",3.590852713178297,4.423704674418609,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,72.02325581395348,7.593798449612403,25.96124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.2680449612403095,163,5,35,2,3,53,38,43,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.2523,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334942280913705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637578519071162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517816750923274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28800135959862994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990937652340249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057522544593302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205431466902769,0.0,0.0,0.5784043505757377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200237284284538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194233560294056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CreLoxSwag,2019/05/23,"All Days Have Dreams **All Days Have Dreams** Another day Dwelling on that which I cannot control Hoping I can remember where I put my list Damn it, I even forget to eat—this is not bliss. Anxiety is all they see Don't you know there is more to me? Hang on; wait a minute. Damages done—consequences put on hold. Are you listening? Do you even hear what I say? Hear this now, it's the sixth time; Dare you try not to be this way? At my best I am me Day by day by every day Heart aches for your understanding Dance this dance with me All Days Have Dreams",-1.1075217391304335,0.8345953565217386,0.2994565217391312,103.15701086956524,104.13043478260867,4.3869565217391315,13.576086956521738,6.2581,-0.8462086956521739,426,9,104,6,20,133,73,115,0.132,0.767,0.102,-0.5532,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,1,2,5,5,1,1,2,0,13,1,1,1,4,15,21,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,5,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,5,17,2,11,20,6,20,0,1,1,0,10,5,1,1,9,64,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548502411539028,0.11297106391079514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497592941357302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563020607883647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6666676565572723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112292122613727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110851665354952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507605027690494,0.0,0.124422659224409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328811897575001,0.17499573026553553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667471674891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115838485893148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29690857094071044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728712536362186,0.0,0.0,0.11743718403668,0.0,0.0,0.11767795244793812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611055104648101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026171399792763,0.0,0.0,0.15373500975283308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721763790978078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doveandfawn,2019/05/23,"Recently diagnosed and prescribed Wellbutrin and it doesn’t seem to work? I am 24 and I’ve always thought I had ADHD and so has my mom. She did t want to medicate me in the 90’s and early 00’s because she said that she didn’t want to lose my “fun personality”. But in light of some recent issues that I have brought upon myself, I have been diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Wellbutrin XL 150 mg to help with my depression too (also a recent diagnosis). I have been taking it every day for the past 22 days (since I’ve been given it) and I absolutely do not feel any differently. Does anyone else take this medication? Did it take much longer to feel the effects? Is this a very low dose? I’m just feeling frustrated because I thought this would help me so much but it’s not done anything.",2.8441862567811924,4.83644255063291,4.4202893309222455,83.47240506329116,76.0253164556962,7.2990958408679925,25.84267631103075,8.192908349453996,1.6808321880650996,625,23,124,11,14,209,96,158,0.055,0.8759999999999999,0.07,-0.3932,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,5,0,17,5,0,1,0,25,32,12,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,13,5,16,1,12,18,3,12,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,2,7,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110158452864373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347731967144566,0.10766719802548176,0.0,0.0,0.08799319439306857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047615427026398,0.13258070562383273,0.10648125012026564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775626391857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668984390956232,0.0,0.11144792306019743,0.26266687191575233,0.0,0.13519047627213174,0.0,0.0,0.11323463883504085,0.13241624662072107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809311206553726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902106308818338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962783504161384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346179192821026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350550034754985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476016573648465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607041648061299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151546130949463,0.0,0.0,0.1902407667314249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352238959182485,0.0,0.1129829249098792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832865414701613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308449611669516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779655877363507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703707241311194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29186733136621873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054507200300308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676461713584244,0.15264131979747436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420126943069017,0.0,0.0,0.09191865974059164,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,therealsmearf,2019/05/23,I just checked if I was subbed here. I was.,-3.858000000000001,-2.9027367999999982,-1.84,117.16000000000004,117.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-2.012,32,1,10,0,2,10,7,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,srah21,2019/05/23,"Recently diagnosed with ADD / I have many questions pls help Hi! First post ever on reddit (lurked for a long time) Recently diagnosed with ADD and my doctor put me on 10 mg of sandoz amphetamine xr once a day in the AM. I’ve been researchin’ the web and I can’t find a whole lot of info on it in regards to personal use/ people’s experiences. Has anyone been on this medication? Is the brand name adderall better? How do I know if it’s working? I am currently on 10 mg of Escitalopram for anxiety/ depression and I know adjusting to that medication took about 2/3 months. From what my doctor told me, he said if this medication worked it would be like “night and day”. I’ve noticed a slight difference- but not that drastic. Would it be smart to try 20mg and see if that makes a difference? Or should I wait a week (I see him next week) and see how it goes until then? I am also 24/female, if that makes a difference?",1.0536707056307932,3.5822857759562865,3.3108576859111416,85.49683535281541,87.4153005464481,7.117034925160373,21.617723924922785,8.18289091462,1.5216145877880731,719,25,146,18,23,245,113,183,0.013999999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.068,0.7993,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,10,0,15,7,0,5,1,35,27,17,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,12,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,4,13,3,20,17,2,26,0,1,3,0,9,7,0,7,17,91,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933460892190439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929540454498924,0.0,0.0,0.08161783853238502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323504754603093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055779020760898,0.0,0.10053630884802554,0.236949752260552,0.0,0.3658628470392949,0.0,0.2389489080732725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558574466695976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141808530934377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668584842284523,0.09928744738703724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823927000060325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829959384853962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057026640868439435,0.0,0.0,0.10329922327086767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923664226522803,0.0,0.0,0.15583160572259092,0.11834228582713385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527688140508249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931699281010008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241398896126714,0.10953985353286178,0.0,0.0,0.13289382178668308,0.0,0.12430984549632035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809234139459392,0.10192102213656784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179166014596363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734230889407388,0.13076032315097946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050654842454585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103357134172638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790475721684477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680641239013126,0.0,0.0,0.11153711242317968,0.12968736604372036,0.07924958836263069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081416356306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872618133053104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032089798134033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995647217659607,0.0,0.0,0.16583822310596444,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mjolnir0,2019/05/23,"Dr. William Dodson - An ADHD Guide to Emotional Dysregulation and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria In this video, ADHD specialist Dr. William Dodson discusses two largely ignored, but common symptoms of ADHD: **Emotional Dysregulation** and **Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria.** &#x200B; [ADHD Expert Dr. Dodson - An ADHD Guide to Emotional Dysregulation and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria](https://youtu.be/HjyqQuyb94s) &#x200B; Download the accompanying slides here: [https://drive.google.com/open?id=1gJRxAN5tLqdu\_OZ3hExjbZ14SPowXXV1](https://drive.google.com/open?id=1gJRxAN5tLqdu_OZ3hExjbZ14SPowXXV1) &#x200B; >People with ADHD feel emotions more intensely, more frequently, and more suddenly. For many, emotional dysregulation is one of the most challenging core symptoms of ADHD to manage. In fact, one third of adults with ADHD say the inability to manage their emotions is the most impairing aspect of their ADHD, adversely affecting work performance and personal relationships. > >Among the biggest emotional challenges facing adults with ADHD is Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, an extreme sensitivity to criticism and judgment that seems to exist only in those diagnosed with the disorder. The good news is that certain ADHD medications can relieve RSD for about half of people diagnosed with it. > > > > In this webinar, you will learn: > > > >\* Why emotional dysregulation is now considered a primary and fundamental feature of ADHD at all stages in the life cycle > >\* How out-of-control emotions undermine relationships, self-confidence, and a strong sense of self > >\* Why Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria may be unique to people with ADHD > >\* How cognitive behavioral techniques and dialectical behavior therapy can manage emotional dysregulation at all ages > >\* The go-to medications that can prevent emotional impulsivity",11.921414677276745,16.6210227816092,10.071360153256704,40.73561671087532,58.73180076628354,13.823813734158563,44.5212201591512,12.09199376347754,8.20400548187445,1570,90,145,64,26,481,130,261,0.11599999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.107,-0.8632,0,0,0,0,0,0,127.0,0,1,2,5,5,13,0,0,14,0,11,11,1,3,4,32,13,12,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,4,7,15,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,5,0,2,3,6,31,10,7,15,0,5,0,0,11,8,0,4,5,92,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7159514830625369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895531176134855,0.16704852566083425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051397050450078016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930235743733868,0.0,0.0,0.05251984555889702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670211218391364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023170684594588632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02604361451875177,0.03843614722162069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236781492027232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645973385552142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232848089070468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210491503706945,0.03485225979427275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530862738532206,0.040012946595137884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839859807917722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036442174501524004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171769689145607,0.09561171267971666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952602138681549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240530572753762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476472900939288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270053971748706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033361416036369725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704852566083425,0.0 adhd,hdlalsj,2019/05/23,"Stimulant and intuniv combo, worth a try? Has anyone tried adding intuniv to counter the anxiety gained from stimulants? How did it affect you? Did it help with other ADHD symstoms that the stimulants couldnt treat?",5.472027027027028,8.810677216216217,5.558040540540541,71.68949324324326,74.13513513513513,10.186486486486489,30.871621621621625,10.125756701596842,4.404302702702703,175,8,25,6,4,55,32,37,0.094,0.7120000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.6372,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,0,8,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478878272445563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34875246346259875,0.0,0.0,0.3187669331440322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055715833447885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190349729798109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brief_Sound,2019/05/23,"Is weed your friend or enemy? I've seen so much mixed reactions to cannabis use among ADHD friends. For some, it seems to be a devil's drug that worsens anxiety/focus in long term. For some, it seems to be a soft addy without too much energy drive. &#x200B; In my case, smoking 1\~2 times a week helps a lot but any more than that seems to mess up my lifestyle. But it's quite hard to abstain from it during stressful times like midterm weeks... What's your thought on using cannabis for ADHD?",4.48424153166421,5.765286525773195,4.2905743740795295,88.98237113402064,70.34020618556701,7.192341678939616,28.290132547864513,7.447530270364453,1.4486153166421205,391,14,79,4,7,119,70,97,0.153,0.757,0.08900000000000001,-0.7654,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,14,10,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,3,16,6,7,12,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,7,7,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917956672875033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661359578280114,0.19806638943124302,0.11084757524890868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903163726717245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518713033838208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601859933709874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109257421361938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963499314565385,0.0,0.0,0.14425245485009094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857925359518725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396518032005079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733736699095333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451752093824965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671929419902505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940611092455828,0.19009662704315947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156437419665764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615022205746694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712899816479878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806638943124302,0.0 adhd,ecstaticandinsatiate,2019/05/23,"For me, medication means choosing between 4-6 hours of functionality and the basic ability to eat and think when it wears off. I had to take an adderall today to get through a huge mountain of work without dying, and I forgot just how *beautiful* it is to keep a train for thought for more than ten seconds without going ""wait what the hell was I just thinking about?"" Don't get me wrong, I love my ADHD brain. I love the feeling of hyperfocus and the unironic enthusiasm of something fascinating and new. I wouldn't trade it for all the neurotypicality the world. But god fucking damn would I like to be able to take adderall (or vyvanse, or ritalin, or dexedrine...) without the horrible side effects. I'm one of those people who lost a dangerous amount of weight every single time I was taking ADHD medication regularly due to what it did to my appetite and the way my brain processed food. Every meal was like chewing on cardboard. I'm one of those people who starts stuttering and stammering when the medicine wears off, because my brain can't cope with the sudden drop in dopamine. If you know the feeling of finding gaps where words should be, you know the kind of fear and helplessness it fills you with. I'm one of those people who knows that if I could only manage one little pill every day, I would be a much better version of myself. I'm one of those people who can't imagine existing without my ADHD, but holy shit do I wish it was easier to cope with. And if you have to live with that choice too, you're not alone. You're brave as hell, and most of the people you run into on a daily basis will not understand the amount of energy it takes just to wear the mask of normal. But I understand it. And whether you were able to make it today with or without medication, I'm proud of you. If you need to rant about your stupid lovely frustrating brain... I'm all ears <3",5.08421917808219,6.1592402164383575,5.621808219178082,80.76120547945207,68.75342465753424,8.36054794520548,29.394520547945213,8.608573733854374,2.150996712328768,1489,54,285,23,25,480,187,365,0.121,0.768,0.111,-0.8739,0,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,9,0,5,10,23,8,1,21,0,22,23,9,3,2,71,58,27,1,12,22,0,3,2,0,5,5,1,0,0,21,17,5,3,15,0,1,3,11,14,0,7,10,4,29,9,55,39,9,27,2,2,0,4,16,11,5,9,13,194,50,3,0.15695211228162148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829389078169576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812775270216597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047838275435019416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940569436748888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504209289725923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265674517363144,0.0,0.0,0.05061056404867987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144575650275103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803005970009426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835838582954265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830738080071611,0.07935970385290209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172569359907198,0.0,0.09489355858745233,0.0,0.0,0.07254984935585787,0.08200100070760609,0.0,0.044599751186246185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728310750098615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975312445492672,0.0,0.08172073624977498,0.12938516438645828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667887410338353,0.07865362465277093,0.06929579532033385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566588553638456,0.0,0.21248311373062806,0.0,0.05238337685055392,0.0,0.0,0.08548343118153287,0.0,0.2371691113860917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768893083424434,0.0581890012619144,0.0,0.0757926640360531,0.0,0.0,0.07688987297360902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26588703308654765,0.05968457696161127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720270813553562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055454389731294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604147020104111,0.0,0.0,0.05554575645051011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360169110088006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056857610153386,0.0,0.062301222715269534,0.04576001942343294,0.0,0.14877225051418616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339268409869928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062290640604833275,0.0,0.09556269480689222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090243591650465,0.3782405884757379,0.0,0.05713150351582792,0.0,0.0,0.11149427738876973,0.08580124801229602,0.0,0.0 adhd,feck1t,2019/05/23,"people who did get diagnosed as adults, what's the reason you did not know earlier and what made you eventually aware of ADHD as a possible option? Hi all, basically title. * has there been something in particular that made you want to get tested eventually? * was it just after switching therapists that the new one eventually recognized ADHD as a possible option? * how did it feel eventually knowing there's a reason for ""all this""?",5.503439849624058,8.320213592105265,7.1206015037593975,63.34921052631579,70.97368421052632,10.658646616541354,30.59398496240601,10.608840637214634,4.361103759398496,347,15,51,12,7,119,52,76,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,5,2,16,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,3,0,8,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467643221417166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747286835036548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837466640809008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329766110752226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384862034038915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681920747161866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790589376561825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183793241269476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348824256295203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43867114324898376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000772581359961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497807040065214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258975127882372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475569427293668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Groinificator,2019/05/23,"Would it be unreasonable to have a birthday party more than half a year after my actual birthday? Yeah, I'm not too great at this. Also, what kind of party would be appropriate?",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,74.29411764705881,8.062745098039215,23.098039215686285,8.841846274778883,1.8487568627450983,140,4,25,3,3,48,29,34,0.086,0.706,0.20800000000000002,0.5670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3880231681675687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179793611362555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383813012395667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140636766763376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649206375584087,0.0,0.0,0.2560564908334878 adhd,MrsSpiral88,2019/05/23,"ADHD Child-Looking for suggestions My son is almost 8, and wasn't clinically diagnosed with ADHD, because he was just below the cutoff on the scoring sheets, and only due to the fact that hes a little advance in class and get his work done, and his very patient teacher made that clear on the paperwork. It affects him at school, he can't sit still, stop talking, etc, but his grades are fine. Otherwise he would have had the diagnosis. His pediatrician said we can revisit for diagnosis if it starts to affect him in school more....But it definitely affects him at home. A lot. He can't sit still, or even in one place for long, he doesn't think through anything he does and the possible consequences, and only realizes after that he shouldn't have done it. He also has big problems with emotional dysregulation, getting upset very easily over very small things, or overly upset when he gets in trouble etc. It causes big rifts between me and my husband(his step dad). We already had very different parenting styles to begin with. My son has come a good ways behavior wise but it has been very slow progress. Anyway, my question is, does anyone have any suggestions or anything that really helped them as a kid or with your own kids with adhd? Any particular way that helped learn more control, or over the counter supplements that we very helpful(and affordable), or was it only prescription medications that helped? I am just trying to figure out where to go with this, if I should push for a diagnosis and medication or keep trying without it even though progress is very slow. Thanks",8.242810344827586,8.296211306896552,7.835991379310348,71.16502155172418,61.793103448275865,11.112068965517242,35.711206896551715,10.686352973137794,3.8465689655172413,1269,51,218,28,16,402,164,290,0.045,0.841,0.114,0.9657,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,1,1,5,12,8,0,2,12,0,27,4,0,6,2,54,39,23,0,6,14,4,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,17,19,0,3,5,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,10,1,20,4,33,26,5,39,0,0,0,0,36,19,0,12,11,144,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32538300721949226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037070585728664,0.0,0.09959132007973437,0.07217158860550177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227439722247256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310375844034632,0.0,0.1485334371296048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501456848526106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927099356909777,0.0,0.07774097931911325,0.0,0.0,0.1012212205402417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160019548432924,0.0,0.09429033790084283,0.0,0.0,0.15795391291238242,0.1847108314389881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151726876092708,0.0,0.0,0.2013015764839942,0.1192163940060503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145314483847796,0.0,0.05129022824817783,0.0756960506598674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147473947284504,0.0,0.09052647316403722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021689760951033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904525754895062,0.0,0.07986696719215054,0.07578590087563901,0.0,0.0,0.07672593656656616,0.0,0.08539518947976286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183147563031649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061154630922897996,0.20591385560471545,0.0,0.0,0.10021013432494408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429033790084283,0.0,0.0,0.10174147671681083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635550144917438,0.0,0.0,0.10109882832080813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781541654115827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584686620850794,0.0,0.0,0.18267233643826528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387826054605725,0.0,0.14414492916658633,0.07545167808422487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253822097943242,0.0,0.08308857352543357,0.0,0.0,0.05995700665402361,0.05782751120406038,0.08866856496786997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254543787135475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212504957619949,0.0,0.14326991022911206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699620782471246,0.0,0.06570188796012923,0.0,0.0,0.06410985244912264,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,barely_ctrld_locmtv,2019/05/23,"Showerthought: ""Hyper-focus"" is just normal focus with time blindness. There is nothing special, redeeming or ""super"" about it. No, it is not a superpower and no, you can't control your hyperfocus per your will. It is just enjoying what you do without giving time any heed at all. It is bad.",3.1596855345911976,6.033205377358493,4.55311320754717,78.15218553459121,80.13207547169812,6.552201257861638,27.701257861635213,7.793537801064563,2.226650314465409,227,10,37,4,6,75,40,53,0.16899999999999998,0.742,0.08900000000000001,-0.5727,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,10,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481850963101704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047260870850211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093333124728771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501025790040305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35758299655164666,0.350188654438278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256218468018276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518081063576093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foreveranewbie,2019/05/23,"Joyner Lucas' new album is called ADHD. In the video for the song ISIS, it gives a definition of ADHD and reference the APA. [Joyner Lucas ft. Logic - ISIS (ADHD)](https://youtu.be/hTDb0ebFh8E) \- The song starts with a description of ADHD. [Reference to APA](https://youtu.be/hTDb0ebFh8E?t=1m36s) \- From what I understand 2% is the low estimate. I'm not sure what to make of Joyner's take on ADHD. He's never really come out and said the he doesn't believe he has it. Just that the diagnosis was a heavy stigma to bear.",3.6343040293040296,6.853826780219784,4.4839835164835185,76.42143315018319,83.39560439560441,8.308058608058607,20.770146520146522,8.841846274778883,2.3191970695970685,411,12,65,12,12,132,62,91,0.048,0.9520000000000001,0.0,-0.47,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,0,5,0,0,1,2,14,13,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,12,11,0,8,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8820655257836959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538211068378822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988904524838434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644662372020485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081438418027076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979834930455755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321352990265415,0.1417707375121946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403745983952876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963094476167953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038987474291138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383478776323147,0.0,0.11036784352622588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281361081166656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fishinbuttersauce,2019/05/23,"Automatic or Manual license? I had 2 lessons in a manual and the instructor was dodgy slammed on brakes when I parked in the wrong stop, then made me panic when I stalled. I wasn't on meds at all then so I want to go again. Would you go automatic or manual ?",1.7324528301886808,3.7070007358490606,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,79.37735849056604,8.768301886792452,23.807547169811322,9.3871,2.0244898113207555,201,7,45,6,5,69,38,53,0.237,0.73,0.033,-0.8726,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,8,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,6,3,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138155210095603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34448915547118497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40439654862396857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42715437692844704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30437645282440706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147362473028023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258622869298912,0.3980502940611493,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlienDayDreamer,2019/05/23,"Back on Vyvanse for the first time in a couple years I gave up vyvanse as an experiment to see if a new environment (college) would help me concentrate better. Well, it did not (my grades steadily declined) and I am glad to say that I am finally back on vyvanse! I forgot how much it helped, like a Felix Felicis potion from Harry Potter, almost. I am proud to say I am back to being productive, for the most part. Has anybody felt anything similar after getting back on meds?",6.975824175824172,6.674449000000003,7.846461538461543,71.2235384615385,64.49450549450549,10.356923076923078,35.78241758241758,9.888512548439397,3.6012268131868126,373,16,65,7,5,126,67,91,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,8,5,14,7,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,11,52,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800118855735107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449952756246355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774624581112432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604668888562726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077381398013739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836522870960841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180266263550908,0.20566732024157489,0.0,0.15969723730860347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808989577074237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516852955123813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917235485386108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854424643740266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380154184418804,0.0,0.0,0.1813269216553292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331136784000636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986074045553605,0.0,0.0,0.14960980307094454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947660387016077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880682041221234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336986077883606,0.0,0.0,0.12090271186259745 adhd,DickyNeedles,2019/05/23,"I have ADD, what can I do to stop this weird intense feeling of disconnect from my body when doing repetitive menial tasks? I should start by saying that I am not medicated for it. I used to be as a teen but concerta took too much of my appetite away and since I'm already a lightweight guy, the cons outweigh the pros. I work as a ""head cashier"" as Americans would call it. Sometimes when I have to do a shift at a register, this weird feeling of disconnect/sleepiness tries to take over and I'm struggling to find ways to stop it. I usually try to shift my weight from one foot to another or sometimes pinch my wrist but it's temporary relief at most. This doesn't happen often, but does anyone else share this issue? How do you deal with it?",5.473100600600599,5.720729898648648,5.8125225225225226,82.67902402402405,67.58108108108108,9.280480480480481,31.309309309309306,9.150863307647796,2.4806597597597597,587,22,119,10,9,188,96,148,0.096,0.826,0.077,-0.4195,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,7,0,12,6,4,2,0,20,21,12,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,11,4,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,4,13,2,23,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,7,81,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472194441253484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552578178026046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704482829936567,0.17151354465394625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727089865112082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593549078566646,0.0,0.0,0.17092660447434802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257446510198393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648643022998126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983507415956828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927750012240966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299384344354286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574503434505575,0.1480247616869401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179314485033886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471442967769102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863047757044095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305285330268237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134295872859644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311734863637342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846892436250435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311112089732434,0.0,0.11848137452451846,0.0,0.0,0.2798954903649839,0.0,0.17499513566319674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585843552364134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597938592996788,0.2272972337785937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445734985949376,0.18435934758956146,0.0,0.0,0.1328684888007435,0.0,0.20383914375305395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186383799163268,0.0,0.0,0.118910931102443,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whattocallmyself___,2019/05/23,"ADHD is leaving your tooth brush in the fridge. Yes, I have done this. I'm sure everyone of you has done something so stupid, yet similar. So you are brushing you teeth. After cleaning it off, you forget to put it in its degsingnated spot. You walk out into the kitchen, and decide to make a sandwich. Your mad because you just,brushed your teeth, but its noon, and you haven't eaten today. You open the fridge to get your ingredients, and without thinking set your tooth brush in there. After getting the ingredients, and making ypur sandwich, you clean up. You open the fridge, and see your tooth brush. You take it out put it where it belongs. You completely forget the mayo. A day later, you see the mayo sitting on the counter. It obviously has gone bad, so now you have to throw it away.",3.395142857142858,5.741100666666667,3.613904761904763,88.23600000000002,75.66666666666666,6.152380952380952,25.380952380952376,7.1686216300943375,1.105695238095238,620,22,120,7,14,191,85,150,0.085,0.87,0.045,-0.7417,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,20,0,0,7,4,2,0,10,1,9,9,5,2,2,20,20,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,10,10,4,0,2,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,4,6,21,1,18,16,0,28,0,0,2,0,20,13,0,0,8,81,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409631281249001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883772031056591,0.0,0.16740988321003614,0.1222234925043982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022138729655146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930649860172327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103640825232076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158720982422128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950689806853773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123015114737561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676718259438712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031175824249768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319546529392761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543553945282797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896973291244146,0.0,0.150751730132805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284728859427668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900514167811337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327572037256807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Waflehu5,2019/05/23,"Admins will not win. I want an apology from the admins. I DEMAND an apology from this sub reddits admins. Shouldn't call people chuds and MAYBE just MAYBE, mind your own effing business. Didn't have to be like this, but it has come to this. Sup chuds, lets do this!",1.6527564102564083,4.191609019230771,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,83.80769230769229,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.3251641025641025,207,4,42,2,6,64,39,52,0.099,0.823,0.077,-0.2745,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34123933908760595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878700190306736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417258928935724,0.0,0.16326547525852314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6714657093331892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374306846870066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316811833245811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971104457701053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thetexaskhaleesi,2019/05/23,"Just did something stressful right away instead of putting it off. Feels amazing! Title sums it up. I needed to take care of payment for my summer classes. At first, I told myself “you can do it tomorrow, the due date is so far from now!” I wrote the payment due date on my calendar, then got ready to play some video games. But.. wait. That due date looks a lot closer to now when it’s on the calendar like that. There’s actually only about 3 business days left until that due date. Shit. Turned off my Xbox. Called student services to set up my payment. The deed is now done and I am SO RELIEVED. TLDR: No stress, no procrasti-cleaning, nothing but pure relief at accomplishing the task right away!",1.913843283582089,4.580705813432839,2.7344589552238823,90.37467350746272,84.14925373134328,5.141044776119403,24.04664179104477,6.6274283507984215,0.8620164179104473,545,21,105,6,16,171,93,134,0.102,0.809,0.08900000000000001,-0.429,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,10,9,1,2,6,0,7,1,1,0,1,11,17,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,2,10,6,20,12,2,35,0,0,1,0,5,15,1,2,19,68,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.18432818735640316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549344255890088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287654835483467,0.0,0.19258468495322587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181762721146873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932987876338733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955078351850294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066868723158442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510716008910953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052281961300532,0.0,0.0,0.0922815095632664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861898996259716,0.0,0.0,0.160586473493186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005862603533792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124386461983746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436584176297759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988538050778173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226199469132821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389160312922302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145415799763018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327428848209567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202084397448245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804913098508522,0.0,0.0,0.20545673582249804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SeverelyModerate,2019/05/23,"Going to the gym when adequately treated Tonight I’m going to the gym for the first time ~in some 18 months~ since getting diagnosed and on medication. My question is not one seeking medical advice. Instead, I’d like to hear from fellow ADHDers on what I might experience being at the gym in the right mindset. Background: For years I told people I hated running because I got bored super quickly. They looked at me, with that look so customary towards adults with adhd, like I was nuts. I’m curious to know if y’all have found that being able to focus translates to being able to focus on your workout? I always had to listen to Rick and Morty or a trashy reality show or a podcast to keep my brain “distracted” while my body was working. But I always felt pulled in a thousand directions at the gym, not to mention the huuuuuuge amount of sensory input between all the machines, other patrons, and I dunno, 16 televisions all showing different programs? Has anyone noticed a significant difference at the gym? It’s completely changed my work, my marriage, my driving, but this is a new frontier for my Adderall-empowered mind.",7.764275362318841,8.162181236714975,8.23894927536232,66.71755434782611,62.71980676328503,10.378260869565215,40.921497584541065,10.125756701596842,4.5504077294685965,904,49,140,18,12,300,138,207,0.038,0.9129999999999999,0.049,0.2593,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,4,4,7,1,1,14,0,11,5,2,0,2,23,27,11,0,1,7,0,1,2,1,1,3,2,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,8,0,5,2,3,0,3,7,5,19,4,30,16,4,26,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,7,11,101,25,3,0.2836603655620698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704523179211968,0.13859481313277774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360281477057486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917096151650506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645836300315639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754135974376698,0.0,0.15832939004129146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500375273712221,0.0,0.14870624821376574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395465002085706,0.0,0.2963647079811376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387371338381869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617921741256364,0.0,0.0,0.12064068101956585,0.0,0.15550947481292987,0.0,0.0,0.07410041667817299,0.0,0.1612107227046139,0.0,0.11343455360376545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002794230283633,0.0,0.0,0.15985292389793498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606518315904158,0.0,0.0,0.0779461592767381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858212637512005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382032653835195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857579757197815,0.0,0.15045941069274538,0.14320805336857909,0.0,0.11320749875694963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698047432973262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614746031403303,0.0,0.0,0.0961078024464101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832719065492793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888226407694125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121122201148051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173233928291404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270232014773814,0.0,0.0,0.13552481764623395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650812450783534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133398762578536 adhd,Lusyndra,2019/05/23,"First Day on Concerta 27mg I’ve been taking 18mg of the extended release Concerta for several months and it’s been pretty helpful. As long as I keep snacks around and stay hydrated, I can avoid the shakes and anxiety, and moderate the crash afterwards. On Tuesday, my doctor and I decided to give the next dose up a shot, because I think my general attention and motivation could benefit from at least trying. I took my normal 18mg yesterday for work, so that I wouldn’t have to deal with potential side effects in that stressful environment. So, today is the experiment day. I have chronic depression and anxiety, and I know how my original dose interacts with it, but oooooh boy am I nervous about the new one. I’ve given myself enough chores to avoid getting extra anxious about having energy and nothing to do with it all. How have any of you dealt with this situation? What kind of things help you with anxiety and the other side effects? And what’s your thoughts on Concerta? Love it? Hate it? Meh?",5.331269841269844,6.989134798941798,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,68.73544973544972,10.691005291005293,33.076719576719576,10.7630783206399,4.041300529100528,803,37,141,25,14,266,120,189,0.14,0.753,0.107,-0.5803,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,5,7,10,1,5,8,0,12,6,0,6,1,37,23,18,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,12,17,1,3,8,0,0,2,1,7,0,2,5,0,17,3,26,16,4,24,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,12,97,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746151016210584,0.0,0.3626630105473959,0.17852176030647182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406745636340148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632975865436172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261690369428618,0.0,0.0,0.20382438019918853,0.16291545845432145,0.13610554996992366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174391580850342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632806869654289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545774654389711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441484759650552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256084208459337,0.15159069747041598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601565214005575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118398615325052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045869302412126,0.0,0.1645573283821781,0.0868456728805807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984596963869433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262252612347187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613298071260948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262023908619932,0.16805995905896118,0.0,0.15482963880195075,0.15162796721904154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708092419151832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607668764912221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852176030647182,0.0,0.0,0.17762521890395389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843219976128773,0.0,0.0,0.18101557283479966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188141287968678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498390044025167,0.10125518296779752,0.0,0.1254531375443409,0.0,0.0,0.14978795594298144,0.0,0.1755701047888433,0.10728769469039187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504310920898668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucpeca12,2019/05/23,How to distinct laziness from ADHD? I haven't been diagnosed and I don't want to spend tons of money on a psychiatrist if I'm just being lazy and looking for excuses,5.632941176470588,5.632298176470589,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,67.23529411764707,10.329411764705883,34.64705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.559164705882353,134,6,25,3,2,47,29,34,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.4063,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398750185794599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404032369878423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44710544485946585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31403984337662755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1bad_username,2019/05/23,"ADHD x Meds x Studying x Music x Writing x ??? ^(First time poster. apologies if I do a bad job here!) After a long mental health journey with plenty of misdiagnoses I was finally diagnosed with ADHD this year. This is my first semester of university receiving treatment (dexamfetamine, dosage wavering based on needs ie. might not have afternoon dose, might have less on certain days, none on others. All within a safe limit and approved by my psychiatrist however). I'm learning what works for me and would like to know what works for you, or if anyone is experiencing similar. ^(This is also the first time in my life that I've kept up, haven't failed, withdrawn or felt completely overwhelmed by the smallest amount of pressure (classic success story - finally living up to my ""potential"").) &#x200B; **Here are my self-observations thus far** * Medication makes my brain a sponge. I'm actually able to read text and get through chapters and lectures ^((as opposed to staring blankly at the same page for 9 hours)) * Obvious motivation increase on medication * Medication blocks my creativity ^((I imagine this is more the rushing, out of control thoughts slowing down).) * I can't write on medication. ^((I also have OCD, it's typically not an issue for me, though I believe with the medication may result in me paying more attention to some of the wrong things - like imperfect sentences that I type over and over and over and over again).) * When I'm on medication I can't study and listen to music at the same time * When I'm off medication and listening to music I write really well ^((I believe it blocks out a lot of external and internal noise. There's research and theory behind this but this post is long enough)) &#x200B; Obviously music can only do so much in terms of keeping me on task. So I need to know what works for you?",4.165285714285717,7.128490584848485,5.1435064935064965,74.97954545454547,76.48484848484848,8.256277056277058,30.33766233766233,9.002800196639251,3.2146389610389616,1463,69,239,37,35,477,192,330,0.037000000000000005,0.889,0.07400000000000001,0.8251,2,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,2,0,12,12,11,0,2,13,0,20,12,1,5,4,59,36,24,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,4,11,2,0,0,15,16,0,8,8,1,1,4,6,5,1,3,4,5,24,6,52,28,15,49,0,2,1,0,9,24,0,9,22,168,39,13,0.0843972754339293,0.0,0.08235956637017018,0.0,0.2028582483907021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498494134523498,0.0,0.18288882534370632,0.2051038547887188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901253731779903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046819971078098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017365664905014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421527123906163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848893756711458,0.0,0.0946587208451446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442926064249114,0.0,0.0,0.08566145801674692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872049463370498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103461967674981,0.1849061798632746,0.0,0.2153648381091964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044094093045143716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971035719174393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831143157659109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808882845247927,0.0837512731549399,0.07501617622624306,0.0,0.0,0.09276507079810996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059612291562943426,0.0824644914119405,0.0,0.07452434043792387,0.14937786586330462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717515454987964,0.0,0.0,0.05633583670773189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374634700328643,0.5951496316918853,0.08505260318636983,0.17906434408911026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062041708318910385,0.12515902068052914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641879310543882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082926030398033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442011453526534,0.0,0.0540670557587231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804476463942427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606979964559263,0.0,0.08291989460546302,0.0670020094273924,0.1476381900313037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588328632041551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432666504779893,0.0,0.0,0.05995340299213525,0.09227517178074406,0.2051038547887188,0.054349078306082765 adhd,bowlofjello,2019/05/23,"Stimming is ruining my nails I don’t bite my nails like a lot of people do (grosses me out and I like my teeth being unchipped) so I pick at/ peel/ scratch at my nails. I so desperately want to grow my nails out to be long and pretty- and I can on my non-dominant hand but on my dominant hand my nails are just so torn up. It looks terrible. I don’t know if it’s an ADHD thing or more of a nerve/anxiety thing but I can’t NOT do it. I don’t even realize I’m doing it until I’m ripping off my nail and accidentally pulling the skin with it. I just want nice normal long same length nails, is that so hard to ask for.",0.3550339366515836,2.036947014705888,2.806176470588237,93.57683257918556,82.52941176470588,6.537556561085973,21.490950226244344,7.61054688173877,0.6057133484162898,478,15,118,8,13,165,80,136,0.121,0.742,0.13699999999999998,0.0515,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,13,4,4,1,0,22,20,13,0,4,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,6,19,3,16,18,3,13,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,3,5,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043539619388993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937334408844503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367519779783956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726740966224302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268597788877704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391780568496781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474476130954387,0.0,0.0,0.4482316658271809,0.21266389466107,0.0,0.0,0.21530174218736686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481285198955665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755697452937207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576434810587292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33649241877292235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29874356011127484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Coolshithappens,2019/05/23,"I have my calculus exam tomorrow, wish me luck! So like many of you, i dropped out of highschool. Yup, i had 6 Fs and the rest E's. I was the shitty student that the teacher either hated or ""loved"". I had one teacher tell me; ""you have most potential in class, but you use NONE of it, why?"" I had no answer. Well some years later at the age of 20, i got my diagnosis. Meds are my saviour. I started with the simple maths i had failed and realized math is fun. Now, 4 years later, i got my grades, + fysics, calc ab and now i just need my calc bc to get accepted to the uni. So yeah, im nervous as fuck. Good luck to all that have their exams.",0.08530462184873855,1.949096080882356,2.427983193277313,94.9573529411765,84.51470588235293,5.650420168067227,20.00840336134453,6.868970318607317,0.17297857142857165,481,14,115,6,14,164,92,136,0.131,0.6920000000000001,0.177,0.7125,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,1,6,12,2,1,6,2,10,2,0,1,1,20,20,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,7,0,22,8,12,13,6,13,0,1,0,2,6,3,1,5,10,72,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211839375681285,0.12499891028078855,0.0,0.0,0.20067260835763967,0.38270218237072334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621109005007054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584324199592897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688608214255207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159336060145889,0.0,0.0,0.2425632288957629,0.0,0.0,0.26575421805860344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774017801075948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212284780338113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934327549960804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911614944723045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066362742731205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511561852209746,0.0,0.2158870518681624,0.0,0.27512714524924753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081399386566495 adhd,roboderp16,2019/05/23,"My alternate medication has a adverse side effect that I'd rather take than have a dependency on Adderall ***on mobile currently, I'll fix this up later when I have a bit more free time*** ***Here's the content that I accidentally clickbaited for*** I wake up every morning from the nightmare that are my dreams and suddenly reality isn't that bad. I take a alternative medication to Adderall called consectuta, it basically induces panic and my weak ass endocrine system that's been devoid of most basic functions is overloaded and the potency of the induced hormonal panic is a bit much for me, thus my brain activity during rest makes me have terrifying nightmares. But it's still better than taking Adderall and risking a dependency on it? ***Basically the main story*** To put into context, my family might have a high disposition to depression and my grandfather had fried his brains off of prescription meds after my grandmother died (he was a pharmacist before he retired, he self prescribed and well I'd cut it short...) So my first meeting with a therapist in 10 years was a bit of a weird one. In the past I had a diagnosis of borderline ADHD and a prescription to Adderall, that didn't go well with my mother's (and recently my own) fear of me developing a dependency upon it, which since I was borderline I was placed on a trial period of 2 months, which afterwards was decided I wouldn't continue until my condition had gotten worse. Which leads to now as my borderline ADHD has become a fully fledged case of ADD, not Terrible and the alternative medication is much better but a single issue. The medication invokes panic normally, the kind that makes eating hard, heavy chest, and the usual borederline inability to notice anything that you don't place into high importance (suprisingly makes me forget my tinitus through the entirety of the day) but it has a weird issue that whenever I take it, I fear falling asleep as the dreams that occur are lucid but the type where you've been placed against a opponent far more influencal on the realm. Mostly the dreams follow tragedies I've repressed, and emotions I had long forgotten about, followed by potential events/outcomes of things I fear I may have caused like; fires started out of my ineptitude, accidents with brutal consequences, and emotional scarring that left me in tears and have stuck with me even after waking up, sedimenting themselves in a similar way to actual memories. But it's only linked to my deep requirements for nessisity for extreme focus since I feel I function adaquetly without any medication (albeit I have to be extremely careful and deaficated to a task) ***More storytime since I'm inept at keeping a continuous stream of thought*** Well, it's mainly my issues of how I've copped with some other issues (moving from the states to India, death of grandmother, grandfather frying his brain, uncle's suicide, and my introduction to my families recessive disposition to depression) which was a complete transference from happy go lucky to my current state of apathetic, pessimistic, and listlessness. And to my surprise the medication was a bit more effective at invoking emotions I had forgotten for years but that's just the stupid side of me that forgot that it's literally a medication that invokes hormones... Something that my body failed to do (thus the genetic disposition to depression and such emotional relapses) So yeah. Sorry about the convoluted mess. So should I actually consult my therapist again to try another alternative or should I actually give in and just deal with my fears of taking Adderall and get it over with...",6.231869961909823,8.751992314553991,7.153703014734106,65.24825139516344,67.95148669796556,10.957226798948831,34.748309563882245,10.8972935686976,4.810175575043552,2935,145,438,98,53,977,320,639,0.171,0.741,0.08900000000000001,-0.995,3,0,1,0,0,1,83.0,0,1,0,8,20,35,3,9,46,1,39,18,9,16,0,78,62,35,3,5,12,1,3,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,34,31,1,4,8,3,1,8,6,23,3,2,19,3,52,13,84,37,18,71,0,4,0,1,13,33,1,10,27,317,86,6,0.0,0.0,0.17527773895466364,0.0,0.14390773156176634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071464907621618,0.06278045102744735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049269114068950334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999017219200645,0.0,0.06612332889940532,0.0509462067182213,0.0,0.0,0.10590289024890308,0.2614565315173243,0.06650370022648533,0.0,0.20050906586322464,0.06113545949006824,0.0,0.06104294848591616,0.061504486601197964,0.0,0.0,0.06277409163598936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861214168900436,0.06172485115882528,0.15470161444757755,0.0,0.06213712787368944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126345531596401,0.0,0.2693893572360349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039544537773322085,0.0,0.05044429124510863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288297699109395,0.26948817218337673,0.03027281148870745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092663728873058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031280369202334755,0.057434164487512075,0.06805266625526167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373428747884084,0.05363307241733389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651497925477642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499610162090092,0.0,0.05321650875326767,0.0,0.06234691721615721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505052157842674,0.0,0.0,0.029250173428075038,0.0,0.0,0.052984362214652914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198940027909958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650370022648533,0.4221994132160983,0.0,0.06351416263791555,0.0,0.0,0.04778883191669453,0.0636338918744477,0.08802483090749576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866132349070272,0.0,0.0681640593866975,0.0,0.0,0.04057045396661434,0.04553494681611105,0.0,0.21073879139430066,0.0,0.0,0.057154087653885265,0.0,0.0,0.1876588128604167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018735863332185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059115848444234786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062458995163688434,0.0,0.0,0.1485788828842204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046091978581412736,0.0,0.06702120298298431,0.04237733087161608,0.0,0.04781342904879026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548966485019707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250794517945767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903077021959387,0.039775940786885934,0.0,0.0,0.047531255264540995,0.03491153254031501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040648794465349684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593995979056923,0.0,0.0,0.04752318189181312,0.0,0.0,0.161494911118293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057713955452897314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610141374919417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711052060784394 adhd,irissyy,2019/05/23,"Does stimulants or any other ADHD meds cause sleep apnea? Since I've started to follow through my ADHD treatment and actually continouly use them daily i started to have sleep apnea. First it was mild 'forgetting to breath' when about to sleep but than everyday it got worse and yesterday i woke up gasping, mouth dry etc... Since i have zero self awareness and had daytime sleepness all through my lifetime i wouldn't be shocked to find out i had it already but is that a coincidence apnea started at the same time with my meds and actually got worse as i also upgraded my meds? Does anybody had smiliar issues? &#x200B; Also i always though İ was feeling constantly sleepy and lazy due my ADHD and that was a common thing among us and my docs never pointed anything about it and even prescribed modafinil(which didnt help) but now after talking to some fellow ADHDers ı begin to wonder if thats actually normal? do u guys also feel sleepy and never alerted too?",8.082865168539328,8.269595601123598,7.72615730337079,71.3736179775281,62.08988764044944,9.591910112359553,37.46292134831461,9.120678840339163,3.5692498876404493,779,35,124,11,10,247,117,178,0.07200000000000001,0.904,0.024,-0.8838,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,10,1,0,0,3,0,13,6,6,3,3,31,25,20,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,10,2,15,0,19,13,4,22,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,16,89,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.2946212441346486,0.0,0.3628379322398364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105530358071444,0.2414378384402215,0.08373794903309889,0.10904002136782147,0.1222848288666865,0.0684365318544136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281558040956144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338180119378836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087527192964931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613603008979362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223672740660598,0.06646971250878159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177006432703486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198028844725603,0.08560168180558662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097701838691486,0.0,0.0,0.09964633690233643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745478176295043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503876022685868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353546722556605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523473744559155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986027787241494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951343837461282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049862177152204,0.0,0.0,0.16649574018374624,0.0,0.40283824953653335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136939126262443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088811500466361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668586737320338,0.0,0.09887522720543664,0.0,0.058682176145228075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105377991463286,0.08691795567250041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913640741505592,0.0,0.0,0.20511516413762,0.0,0.0,0.1222848288666865,0.0 adhd,iskake,2019/05/23,Caffeine and ADHD How does caffeine affect you? On of meds.,0.5278787878787874,1.2529375454545428,1.9309090909090896,87.74969696969698,128.0909090909091,1.4666666666666668,21.84848484848485,3.1291,0.015339393939394432,47,2,7,0,3,15,10,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6475967252413968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715539893212156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985443313672478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShadowEdgehog612,2019/05/23,"My Pet Peeves “Stop being on your phone/computer all day and do something productive” and then when I try to they either say “You're doing this wrong” or “just go on your phone/computer, you can just help by staying out of the way” “Go do (task I'm already doing)” When people tell you to do the same thing 50 times or when someone tells you something you already know More will be added when I think of more",7.085609756097561,5.558263048780494,6.651341463414633,83.8884756097561,64.85365853658536,9.663414634146342,31.47560975609756,8.07648339933343,1.9723560975609755,318,9,68,3,4,99,56,82,0.071,0.895,0.033,-0.48100000000000004,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,14,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,8,11,5,15,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,8,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947363224420093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445658403922158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547926755102657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025095418462192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231934832539586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540559313961844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826248994681226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899315970223669,0.3451414672944427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389266925164144,0.0,0.18740933300001364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39185465166945294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489231639509052,0.14363385386480376,0.0,0.0,0.1307105697923012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521911729254626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792923230307475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450857791995316,0.0,0.0 adhd,G_man252,2019/05/23,I pulled my credit card out of a machine too early and the cashier fussed at me in front of like 40 people at work It's shit like this that makes my blood boil. Being talked to like a God Damn retard. I'm an adult. Im trying my best. Im not perfect.,-1.1973214285714278,0.765272482142862,1.0157142857142851,102.02928571428572,92.03571428571428,3.2,13.357142857142858,3.1291,-1.645435714285714,193,3,48,0,7,64,45,56,0.18600000000000005,0.573,0.24100000000000002,0.4023,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,1,8,2,0,4,0,1,3,2,1,1,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,7,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,4,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30901427060044395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361277986598032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315701923486815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655221674039916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413928642422288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022556987247993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667324157670366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999168550719881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436807508199315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,babyreb87,2019/05/23,"Is it Just me or does this Sub-Red get out of control sometimes I've come to the conclusion that I maybe need to unfollow this sub-red. I feel like every post I see is negative, and also, not offense to anyone but I feel like people are on here equating EVERY damn fault they have to ADHD. It makes me feel like having ADHD makes you a depressed, anxious, lazy emotionally immature, manic, impulsive, underachieving, procrastinating, dumb, adderal-craving psycho. &#x200B; I have ADD, and I'm unmedicated. I get distracted, things take me longer, but I manage and have a good job. I feel like my biggest problem here is that people seem to associate every single issue with ADHD, and I'm just no sure that all these issues are ADHD or other problems with depression, lack of motivation, general laziness etc. Does anyone else feel that way? It seems like ADHD has become the catch all for all negative character traits.",6.862346216657593,8.093510694610782,7.359651605879152,69.33802939575396,64.80838323353294,9.90506260206859,32.547087642896024,10.018931242160765,3.4981904191616766,734,29,116,16,11,241,104,167,0.24600000000000002,0.627,0.127,-0.9801,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,3,5,16,3,1,4,0,10,0,0,4,4,37,27,9,0,4,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,9,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,0,6,14,7,12,27,6,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,4,5,75,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756617296176344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661080130936837,0.0,0.1037986853976217,0.11640684146253295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082261325284379,0.0,0.13397043332864128,0.09815787776735528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580298770388084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252276048359397,0.0,0.0,0.10744725126514763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502388575614865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766952303507046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002816421663962,0.1077615091587475,0.0,0.0,0.10684173216399358,0.0,0.0,0.24214555506378374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421954516668641,0.2737566411872565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010253788409136,0.0,0.0,0.08035205001106081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999795137707382,0.09506619157865397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401390939157915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278937798424409,0.0,0.09624344363965362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103409291342874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328305800265559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917494105552693,0.0,0.0,0.18333430900783135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633977415341346,0.1744244784806613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474812512146707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028986645406792,0.0,0.07202927882486572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364491086629236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604115995125005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640684146253295,0.0 adhd,SHOWTIME316,2019/05/23,"I just got a lovely surprise in my inbox from a caring redditor. Thank you to this [wonderful person](https://i.imgur.com/Zxz32Qg.png) who went waaaay out of their way to try and hurt my feelings but ended up turning a bad day into a good one because it reminded me that some people have it worse. There are people out there who only feel good when they make others feel bad and those are the people to feel truly sorry for. I'm so flattered that they saw me as a target :)",9.549666666666667,7.514248300000005,8.787222222222223,72.1375,60.444444444444464,10.777777777777779,33.611111111111114,8.841846274778883,2.7537777777777768,377,10,67,4,4,119,67,90,0.151,0.604,0.244,0.8624,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,0,5,10,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,14,17,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,5,9,7,12,14,1,10,0,1,1,1,8,5,0,2,3,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104974285755389,0.11334480201065635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895740473222134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991327675549883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468402329999576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760591216566651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119084312123573,0.1487099289506163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990482321264068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678144138586256,0.0,0.12411366053194395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259949814174707,0.14141263449165695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867136354399861,0.16235206053187562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208140023066208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118480022452992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623827447232575,0.20224487201015787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758726693779098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236444692554698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163955768654893,0.0,0.0,0.18948457233991672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alecd93,2019/05/23,"ADHD is attempting to text someone and getting distracted before you hit send... [pic in post] [Why Am I like this?!?](https://imgur.com/a/04Rm4hl) **Context:** Last Sunday, I went to brunch with a close friend and someone I haven't seen since college (4 years ago). I'm socially awkward, so I wanted to make sure my close friend got there before me so I wouldn't have to mingle alone... So I attempted to ask his ETA via text and got distracted by a cute dad and his cuter baby on the train. Unfortunately, I didn't even realize I hadn't sent the text until today *(4 days later)* when I was sending him the screenshot. My friend has a hard time understanding how I have ADHD since I've been relatively successful so I hope this will help him better understand how ADHD works for me.",2.390476190476189,5.21563937414966,3.4086054421768743,85.17032312925174,83.82993197278913,6.531972789115647,22.452380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.4092421768707482,616,21,113,12,18,197,98,147,0.066,0.711,0.223,0.9783,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,5,9,12,0,3,6,0,12,1,0,3,1,17,26,12,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,9,2,20,9,11,14,0,19,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,1,11,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148184748465662,0.0,0.12657496042984764,0.0,0.0,0.14788765823490466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348962881166015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430080085088899,0.0,0.0,0.12628639163000266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920879125310041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943116278003737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309582292305539,0.0,0.07460202353557649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284048489079123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791203661574996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570930926085074,0.0,0.0,0.14182295852426274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163931294357822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976011415933273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953136151743454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675360945483586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623517668265345,0.0,0.0,0.14555670004097868,0.24197146775499834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457814126610493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326215574339282,0.0,0.13534848158591464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972994173116606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422140184350871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236801246202956,0.12884601064374393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395301845420836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195225344075474 adhd,leondavies,2019/05/23,Extremely unmotivated for uni.... I'm now very behind in uni it seems as I left everything build up and all my exams are in two weeks. I just want to implode and give up. How have you guys regained motivation when down in the pits 😢,1.4085106382978732,3.6952945319148967,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,82.40425531914894,7.164255319148936,22.16595744680852,8.238735603445708,1.2858289361702124,181,6,39,4,5,62,40,47,0.057999999999999996,0.862,0.08,0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,26,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316392006361908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539846079226902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36537439736072813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009265840563003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33592961017824324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604656797086955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044689640229137,0.2176495629010461,0.0,0.2959947134306249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Disactel,2019/05/23,"Stop blaming yourself for not keeping a hobby Listen, I go from hobby to hobby to hobby. I don't have one that can forever keep my attentions, but guess what I still gained the basic skills from it. I know how to sew, I know how to solder and guess what? It's really handy for a project I'm doing right now. Sure I might not be the best at it, but I know more then my teammates and have more experience. Just because you move from hobby to hobby doesn't mean you don't learn anything from it, it means that you become a jack of all trades. There are enough bits and pieces you will be able to use from time to time. It's not always a bad thing to not stick with a hobby. Jack of all trades, but master of none is not a bad thing, might be good to remember.",4.821446540880501,4.268798943396226,5.4006289308176125,87.80899371069185,69.0,8.324528301886794,24.58490566037736,7.3871296695380915,0.8288037735849061,588,11,134,5,9,190,87,159,0.052000000000000005,0.835,0.11199999999999999,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,4,6,5,0,0,8,0,15,0,0,3,3,34,28,9,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,8,0,2,2,9,2,0,1,0,1,13,3,21,22,9,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,6,96,25,4,0.15396929810977855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811479025064285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670361330992785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571158652395731,0.09385825503636357,0.1700469930088581,0.0,0.0,0.1615812792154001,0.0,0.16809459583728922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590914435351381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506115179433048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750430033965448,0.12914214223061204,0.0,0.0,0.33922908104015537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27370997324377383,0.0,0.0,0.2538524987883711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354354065759809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32667418745610777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636449971108148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433358115594077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863667497832736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744172002375077,0.13148893931179878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229600803607196,0.1287252275085654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451142413166699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458072022351484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795614718322162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329800381855014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LeGribb,2019/05/23,"Musicians with AD(H)D, how do you consistently practice? I recently picked up music again as a hobby, and I haven't played much for a number of years. I fell out of it in part because I was never really good at practicing, and I never found any good ways to consitently practice. I also didn't know that I had ADD at the time. Now that I actually know about ADHD, I wonder if there are good ways to practice consistently, and I figured this would be place to ask.",6.561758241758242,6.157539021978028,7.587120879120878,73.08287912087914,65.37362637362637,10.796483516483518,31.386813186813182,10.355215969177356,3.064083956043956,365,12,70,8,5,124,65,91,0.11900000000000001,0.865,0.016,-0.8227,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,17,13,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,11,4,14,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,7,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.19512838258129572,0.0,0.24030846473767475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990488074659562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597705565443216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186932031339936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189142823288868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924162487326346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031412577011628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197813687303558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469907957314624,0.0,0.30843705782818753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653305172305365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891164416520955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809704574833075,0.0,0.19743259972382748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659605353172585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174318087272252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168439420128912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420431295560717,0.0,0.0,0.1287652207514677 adhd,fr35h57ar7,2019/05/23,"Back on the wagon Well here it is, Day 1. &#x200B; After 6 years of telling myself, I could make it on my own, self-medicating to get through the difficult times, and falling into harmful cycles of inattentive behavior, I talked to my Dr. and am starting a new regimen of ADHD meds today. I am hopeful an optimistic that this medication will help me take back control over my life and keep me on an even keel as I battle the ever-turbulent waters. To new beginnings and a fresh start.",4.711244239631334,6.313515086021508,5.959170506912442,76.00161290322583,70.18279569892474,9.185253456221199,31.565284178187408,9.606745405546679,3.1988445468509994,385,17,68,9,7,129,70,93,0.07,0.797,0.133,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,7,0,5,4,0,2,0,10,13,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,2,14,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,12,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193580303445134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107278295429908,0.2142818964225118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712011675609802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977890687283405,0.14079938004662104,0.0,0.0,0.11372975123614977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647606807029764,0.15951669400166424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921344544058153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820222257243075,0.0,0.0,0.17515316993539976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674603990922995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245596763586699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771353530841315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917653335036583,0.1776518700252296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34063563559790977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839692301877424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963978102532355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325916094846188,0.14174169307737786,0.15413576241173588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282982858248067,0.0,0.16715710800561495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855786344202294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142818964225118,0.11356221052246722 adhd,ButterShade,2019/05/23,"My First Post Hello , I don't have much experience when it comes to posting on this site, so forgive me if I don't seem privy to the rudiments . Anyways, I've read some forums to which I've related to , and I hope reading this summary of my life so far provokes the same sentiment I have felt reading posts and hopefully even acquaint me with potential friends. I have had quite the hazy childhood, but for as long as I could remember, I had always either encountered a problem or caused concern for those around me. My family was almost always part of the equation. I have a brother, with whom I recall sharing seats with in the bus on our way to school ( I was in kindergarten at the time). I wasn't very much self aware of myself or my actions at the time, and so was bullied harshly by the older children on the bus, At one point, my neighbor , who was my brother's senior of two years, stood up for us and began to visit us for play dates in the game room of our building. It was the first time I had the taste of friendship and I enjoyed my time with my newfound friend and brother . However, from the start I didn't get along with my peers at school, preferring to talk with my elders instead ( which mind you never went well). I was extremely impulsive and hyper in class, I got in trouble even whilst focusing on getting past the day quietly. Whatever issues I thought I had faced, I always had my parents . Unfortunately, for much of my early childhood, my parents would fight regularly, it even got physical a few times. My father was a no nonsense type of person, I was somewhat scared of him, and for the most part, I still am .At the time , he was going through a legal quandary with his relatives and he would return from work always fuming and bitter. My mother was the person I opened up to at the time, she was an attentive housewife, but she always put some time in for me and my brother at the end of the day. The relationship I had with my brother was rather confusing, it started out with mutual friendship and liking to animosity as he started playing with and hanging out with people his own age. As this was happening, my neighbor moved to Canada , something which I wouldn't find out for another 3 years. I felt small, my only friend had gone and my brother had begun to harbor some sort of spite for me, on top of that, I resented myself because my parents were fighting so much, and in turn, I had began to resent them for it. If I had to say, my sole parental figure was my uncle. He was the one taking me out on walks and trips, he was the only person I knew who would call me everyday to ask how I was and listen to anecdotes of my plight at school. The only downside of it was that he lived in my country of origin, and i rarely got to see him. As time went by , I did almost anything I could to garner approval wherever and whenever I could, but my boisterous manner would get in the way. In the 7th grade, I went abroad for a semester . It was then that I started to perceive my own behavior for what it was. I came back distressed, as everyone had chided me whilst I was gone on the abroad program, and I developed an eye for spite , whether it be from my elders or peers. Before my change in demeanor , I was incorrigible , depending on the ""disobedient student "" status to gain attention. I gradually became more restricted and confined, having at the time my stomach and story books for company. Coming to grasp with my yearn for a kindred spirit drove me to tears most nights, and before I knew it, I was puncturing wounds on my arms . My mother took a while to notice the scabs/scars, needless to say, she panicked and took me to the psychiatrist, where I was first diagnosed with adhd and was prescribed 18 mg of concerta. The medicine made me feel more focused than I normally felt. It wasn't that I had academic problems, in fact, I would exceed in subjects I was interested in , but it pained me to learn about material that did not capture my attention . Towards the end of the year, I fostered a habit of going on long walks, and my mother on some instances would accompany me, I didn't really mind. However, after a week of intense domestic quarrels with my father, my mother confessed to me her plan to divorce my dad, a few days prior, she withdrew my medication from me, as she wasn't ready to admit that her youngest child was an idiot sometimes. My parents ended their conflict when my little sister was born. My father changed thereafter , taking my sister out from time to time and spending alot of time with her and my mother. I wasn't really jealous to say, but it was rather awkward to come to terms with it all. A few years later , I managed to keep my behavior in check by reflecting back on my earlier years. Almost every aspect of my intuition was borne from the desire to not resemble my younger self. My uncle soon moved in with us and we were all eventually introduced to his fiance. She was a gentle person, being a teacher, she found it easy to talk about literature with me, something I was rather a first to, as I had yet to meet a person who read as much as I did. Time went by pretty fast after that, I rekindled my interest in my childhood instrument and had begun to practice 5 hours a day, progressing through 7 levels in a period of 10 months. My uncle was an experienced paraglider, however, he fell a 100 meters after losing control during a spiral descent. I was absolutely shattered, I refused to attend the services, as I couldn't bear seeing my dear uncle's lifeless corpse. This all happened during the summer of 2018. My uncle's fiance broke off from the family in a bitter and rather abrupt fashion, I don't blame her for doing so. A month later I was getting ready to attend school for the start of my 11th year. The following months were miserable, I kept scratching at my face and hands when in public for any matter( a habit which i thought I had outgrown), and my attention was diminished to a fraction of itself . I wasn't really one for therapy, as I had always thought that one knows his or her issues more than anyone else. I wasn't really the depressed type either, other people have it way worse, so who am I to complain about life's surprises. Regardless , my mother took me to the psychiatrist again and I was started on my medication again. On the 20th of January, I adopted a german shepard puppy with whom I have spent countless hours with. Yuka ( her name) was alas constantly sick, she went through parvo( as she grew up on a farm with the disease), Ehrlichiosis , among many other ailments. I didn't want to lose her, and my parents witnessing my attachment to her reluctantly agreed to pay for the vet bills. (She's doing well now and weighs around 15 kg ) I'm able to say I'm somewhat content with my current set of circumstances, but I would still like it if I were to make friends with people who would tolerate me, as I've lived almost all of my life as a recluse till now. School has a brute social outlook, so I feel that this is probably the best way to introduce myself .My hobbies include among other things: calligraphy, games, reading , and chess. If anyone's interested in getting in contact with me, please let me know . I fall short for words, so I thank you for reading this.",8.802816973872584,6.960799657838223,8.718244340551184,71.43535863681103,61.72727272727273,11.508630100214743,38.07723022548318,10.162103214754703,3.777325348962062,5730,227,1046,97,64,1870,546,1397,0.10400000000000001,0.804,0.092,-0.9594,10,0,2,2,4,0,167.0,6,2,2,15,39,48,11,5,79,0,102,17,6,8,6,190,172,82,0,31,23,24,7,2,6,9,9,6,3,9,50,75,2,7,29,12,5,32,18,26,2,9,100,20,198,22,224,56,33,209,2,6,3,0,115,73,0,27,98,785,248,27,0.03952925556811738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750648349432959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833135784933206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734904353188512,0.0,0.0,0.026881249302251786,0.04144987108245661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055279549188398176,0.04050239368083952,0.03252920922170502,0.07037883628895637,0.03695451789892743,0.0,0.0,0.06079111507310676,0.0,0.02409666729703904,0.0,0.06727297004244921,0.0,0.04148351495747473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036378957077255,0.04521093765608605,0.0,0.04060743430304075,0.0836334219976554,0.10215286053732513,0.0,0.04271708224382068,0.044335421360468835,0.0946826821390248,0.0,0.0,0.10197239867085768,0.0,0.03404648989803391,0.040121362317346296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03302162074387465,0.0,0.10503356258608308,0.0,0.0,0.07832610148035997,0.0,0.03330510269895179,0.03777189768436817,0.0,0.03866719701507091,0.07452932827193498,0.0,0.03997435867295188,0.0,0.11386285308138068,0.0,0.0361290234564138,0.1344942583708443,0.0,0.043341788416322885,0.1221608191814776,0.0,0.10326202262242176,0.0,0.044930773782826304,0.0,0.0948454702321262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991118030302983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852294003541217,0.07785670834485464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251654558019628,0.0,0.03513541860852504,0.0,0.0,0.04344849016179039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042134200740369,0.0837620466801961,0.0386239951415177,0.03961869878730171,0.06981011375236346,0.06996429452930758,0.0,0.08844625157748018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037403537395967086,0.026386085041418303,0.04007646078407705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964313259254689,0.0,0.0,0.07982655919944445,0.0,0.09465562399012524,0.08402668574386908,0.14529275568502928,0.0,0.030487398795439026,0.0,0.0,0.03709552856546848,0.03873027760110974,0.0,0.045004319462443466,0.0,0.0,0.10714418639252522,0.09019134034808783,0.04206191494421888,0.0,0.2633553620183388,0.08561266336487353,0.0377351472682673,0.08221382584046236,0.17257710623807618,0.0,0.04339125220113157,0.03736792349641597,0.0,0.11357429981632172,0.04021546393667557,0.04261922325841845,0.075648318072229,0.0,0.03973781989960657,0.0,0.0420442290489377,0.23723971647639336,0.0,0.10129381328549432,0.0,0.0,0.04243962706923311,0.04477894079083337,0.0,0.0,0.1257410024636421,0.03957568075807463,0.2000285850058491,0.0629993976356369,0.03598594965420273,0.08247526913569966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029509801515989,0.0,0.06086310432206496,0.03909544451731575,0.0,0.16787406328245194,0.0,0.06313622911743916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944216142134045,0.06354423656812896,0.0,0.0363932276041452,0.04520514875092494,0.0,0.026261480935825737,0.0,0.0,0.0941454403811728,0.3226975753067058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175537221834854,0.0,0.04299647894662899,0.0386143388645685,0.0,0.14264648201873942,0.0,0.0,0.03261577568223978,0.023315379101772143,0.12550593253830486,0.03170798444880432,0.0,0.0710830960569713,0.18322007969154847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028777768844751063,0.0,0.040283688502693066,0.22464359204673545,0.0,0.0,0.15273326740989185 adhd,theKITHpodcast,2019/05/23,"How do you all deal with medication effective hours at work? Sorry in advance if this is a poorly worded question. I was diagnosed with adult ADHD about 7 months ago and was prescribed Vyvanse and have had everything really (except for really having to remember to eat at times) be better for me. I've been able to make huge career strides, get a new job and promotion, generally feel like I can contribute more at work, and am now seen as someone who is focused and driven rather than full of good ideas but too scrambled to actually execute them. This has all been great, but I find that I have to really pay attention to what I plan on doing through the day. Up until around noon, I have the energy and focus to knock out any task, brainstorm anything, deal with any client. After lunch though, while I'm still focused I think, I become a lot more likely to just get focused on something else, or I get burnt out and just go back to the unmedicated me that daydreams. I thought it was the Vyvanse dosage at first, but have been titrated up to 40mg and find that the dropoff happens regardless of dose strength. The only thing that changes is the initial kick. Anyways thanks for reading. Curious to see if anyone else has been through something similar.",9.254899845916796,7.734750745762717,8.577272727272728,71.78067026194145,60.61016949152543,11.80215716486903,39.251155624036976,10.637119530657019,4.084191525423728,1000,42,180,19,11,316,153,236,0.013000000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.153,0.9863,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,10,12,7,0,0,10,0,23,5,0,3,2,42,37,19,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,14,2,0,10,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,11,3,14,7,39,25,6,31,0,0,2,0,7,14,0,5,16,128,24,7,0.12853791929322014,0.0,0.12543446741241174,0.0,0.15447760028711446,0.0,0.11394110991918158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482038574491324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898767018253049,0.1317022882244459,0.10577575543780794,0.11442599979237945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883772576423454,0.0,0.0,0.14196003314792802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368134409163776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597607509235513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289632426737742,0.2650339014204279,0.0,0.13046328238067334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152638096369454,0.2147538758878597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552159368786465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499263412699319,0.09182751522616714,0.0,0.0,0.2349626591465075,0.10933428848718654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014672728712001,0.0,0.07305106169184952,0.10781150826287833,0.0,0.14171350979949304,0.0,0.0,0.11366565752799715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658395851171,0.0,0.0,0.14510366519273593,0.0,0.0,0.127554051172205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255942693311534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927834242360347,0.0,0.0,0.08580005924152541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948843081296074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259774085656673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414272342386465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775887976296968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399188689318096,0.0,0.12857270347966654,0.0,0.2470340475023043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560840558936305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242807981618468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890976189583136,0.19790954013296164,0.0,0.1438876770943096,0.0,0.0,0.1026505483867648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834044647110455,0.0,0.0,0.08539488205723307,0.08236190854939335,0.12628785308292625,0.10204475009390447,0.07495149441444195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871542722493889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,The_Vigilante,2019/05/23,"I was expecting a big delivery, so I stayed at home to receive it. Started cleaning, didn't hear the front door because of vacuuming and being zoned. Missed the delivery. Now I have to reschedule the delivery of my washing machine and pay aditional costs, With finals starting next week. I'm so pissed at myself right now, and just angrily sitting on top of the vacuum.",5.803088235294119,7.531837838235294,6.546352941176476,72.35158823529414,67.67647058823529,10.145882352941179,37.12941176470589,10.355215969177356,4.41892,295,16,48,8,5,97,52,68,0.16699999999999998,0.8079999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.8740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,9,6,0,17,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,7,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978617632562032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35556297647116186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658267434805629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255815340331261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451959217658201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771906783355472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594806653356983,0.3459605058647207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603595607228061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SeanJohnSilvers,2019/05/23,"Partner's Hope In our Relationship is Gone Let me preface by saying that my partner has been extremely patient with this throughout our entire relationship. She has done everything in her power to try to make this work, but this has turned into exactly that for her; work. So much so that she just doesn't think it can work anymore. I feel like I've been giving my all to help me get over these bumps and hills, but when I get to the top and over it, I fall back down again only to repeat the cycle. I started taking Wellbutrin about 6 months ago but I don't feel the effects of that anymore. It almost feels like taking it doesn't even do anything for me anymore. My partner and I have the same discussions and talks every 2-3 weeks about things that prevent get from giving herself completely to me, but they I seem to lose sight of that after a week or so. I have found ways to manage and cope with my ADHD at work, but that hasn't translated into my personal life. Any suggestions for helping develop healthy habits and maintaining them? I feel like I'm trying everything I can, but it still isn't enough to help myself outside of work. Any suggestions are helpful.",5.966015037593987,6.417613596491232,6.028972431077694,80.84447368421053,66.54385964912281,8.970426065162908,30.75939849624061,8.841846274778883,2.374813533834586,932,33,177,14,14,295,129,228,0.015,0.821,0.163,0.9859,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,2,9,11,5,0,0,5,0,19,1,0,2,2,33,39,17,0,1,8,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,4,17,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,6,29,4,30,33,4,23,0,1,1,0,26,9,0,4,14,126,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008550778165126,0.0,0.0959497500834627,0.0,0.1083884428430023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472161569570171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220400898304038,0.0,0.0,0.0890737092726755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323119805154383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348937958200908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107688559361514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118426272071343,0.0,0.0714926324028028,0.0,0.0911983139486702,0.0,0.19456134930502267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892105513713667,0.2319837100845943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868145439506647,0.0,0.0,0.1696554869063477,0.2076706336842264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902085617266828,0.0,0.0,0.10750844701264807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068448795787056,0.07645432492405148,0.15864430444973102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210947927687965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225218577570433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639750482769525,0.0,0.07957011552976095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232270238853573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451249111775548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242218877446766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607815687099395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853919274683123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661404352689888,0.0,0.08644197402172563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162768598796771,0.08700059099879587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191098627712175,0.0693569208454843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469780396466722,0.11773590434793857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591723572743394,0.17364995067453246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394006291103325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swimdude2113,2019/05/23,"Switching to Kaiser... Should I be concerned? Hey everyone, first time posting here. Was diagnosed with ADHD 6ish years ago and have benefitted greatly from counseling and medication since then. I was on Vyvanse for a few years and recently switched to extended release generic Adderall due to cost when my health insurance through my employer changed last year. My employer is switching networks again from United to Kaiser Permanente. I have the option between two plans, one that is Kaiser doctors only and one that is Kaiser doctors and their PHCS network, which includes my current doctor, but the cost is a good deal more expensive. My question is this: should I be concerned about switching doctors to a Kaiser doctor? I feel nervous for some reason that switching doctors will result in a new doctor not continuing my current treatment/medication. Is this irrational? Or is sticking with my current doctor worth the cost?",8.486293706293704,10.607575974358973,7.111421911421914,69.33660839160841,61.69230769230769,9.518881118881119,43.027972027972034,9.800150414767053,4.918123076923077,756,45,104,15,11,227,95,156,0.04,0.8909999999999999,0.069,0.5625,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,7,0,16,11,0,2,0,18,17,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,13,3,16,10,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,17,77,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421588280301887,0.0,0.09162037427990476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109338753167409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655726130027417,0.0,0.1049059006883514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8463279722651301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876272186235638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052260764076948685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791601591320593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669154395399721,0.0,0.11395224092127895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986441323977617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425032918280963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148071162494086,0.1041220197382314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982352104774787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007571936520305,0.07860819645710385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898811613158064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578429049691068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062689407924556,0.10205327013994886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549856635246585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060268712284444005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096546488206844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967693090748095 adhd,ostpeter,2019/05/23,Add or depression? What exactly is the diffrence between those 2?,4.013636363636362,7.149881727272727,3.718636363636364,78.19795454545455,95.36363636363636,9.472727272727274,41.86363636363637,8.841846274778883,5.900963636363636,53,4,8,2,2,16,11,11,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CarefreeKate,2019/05/23,"I want to have my fellow summer students/co-workers over for a casual party. Does this sound fun? I have trouble planning things, something always goes wrong and/or people just never want to come. But I really want to get to know my fellow co-workers who are around my age (early 20's). I am on good terms with most of them and a couple of them could be potential friends (I'm at a new job). I want to invite all the younger ppl (about 7 people) to mine and my boyfriend's place to maybe have burgers and/or a games night with cards against humanity, Jackbox, and of course booze. Does this seem lame or anything? I am open to suggestions. I always thought I had excellent social skills but I have been doubting myself lately. Does this seem like a dumb idea? Thank you for your help!",3.504048582995953,5.497574789473685,3.7200000000000015,89.21730769230774,74.13157894736842,6.2558704453441285,24.19230769230769,7.010146845296331,0.8619275303643721,616,19,121,6,13,190,102,152,0.087,0.728,0.185,0.8474,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,3,3,12,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,0,2,26,23,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,8,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,1,19,7,21,18,3,15,0,1,0,0,13,6,1,5,9,72,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555110199163624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634829046892818,0.13668093788718474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322589718001282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258721019770367,0.16988633715068865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40308513534114654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186227012211283,0.0,0.08021701320671032,0.0,0.0,0.12877998087095194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029129581360686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332516285981386,0.0,0.0,0.1523622898393764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438020146729101,0.0,0.17319700162095816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501067308385002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424906805940874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118417594857422,0.14828748623766216,0.0,0.14408455447975893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288715785773504,0.0,0.16041402167397315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836006200207126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795495696634161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565121584663747,0.0,0.11820067821682315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413567130110929,0.0,0.0,0.10200350087852557,0.0,0.0,0.12189163454639206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622416113550365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355427531377886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786916709703434,0.0,0.0 adhd,rlvysxby,2019/05/23,"Health Insurance for ADHD I have no job but I do have savings to get health insurance for at least a year. Many psychiatrists I called are either not taking patients or they want me to have health insurance (even though I offered to pay out of pocket). I talked with a health insurance person and told them I wanted insurance specifically for adhd treatment but they said they didn't have anything for me. Does anyone know what steps I can take to get health insurance for adhd? I am living in Pennsylvania. I am surprised the psychiatrists will not take me without health insurance.",5.387285115303981,7.8135761981132115,5.590125786163522,75.96168763102727,70.0377358490566,8.862054507337527,28.758909853249477,9.444778638647367,2.898489727463313,471,18,78,11,9,149,64,106,0.033,0.9279999999999999,0.039,0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,11,6,0,0,0,14,21,5,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,16,2,15,17,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,1,57,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211568178211453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167783045708606,0.0,0.09612651603429226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927835192472888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222317368851244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715337927562835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220591426701444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7449956580065767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591811842415142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419694923626272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314734325749768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118429271486494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019959376010719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111518484400723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348478888792864,0.0938892494084574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476742741345752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161909604551253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779776494392315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260282570702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522324924748189 adhd,Mr_BunBun,2019/05/23,Irrationally happy So I was in AskReddit and if you sub I'm sure you can already guess which thread I absolutely adored lol. When I came across ADHD in the thread it was like a spring of joy and... Community? welled up inside of me and I (impulsively af) ran over here to tell you guys how much I love you guys. We herd 100s of cats a day just by blinking and breathing some days. So yeah. 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I'm so nervous to talk about this, as I haven't yet been diagnosed. I spent 1.5 hours this morning frantically writing a note on my phone of all my symptoms (I forget things in an instant). But, that's not my issue. I do believe that when I go to the doctor and take the further necessary steps towards it, I will be diagnosed. I'm looking back on my life with **extreme** clarity and everything makes sense. My point is that I am currently undiagnosed by a doctor and therefore have no medication/coping mechanisms. My main issue is that i'm currently doing an *extremely* academic, theory-laden, 4th year course in University (my first one in 5 years - and its, ironically enough, about teaching students with exceptionalities). I have so much difficulty understanding and focusing on the text - I can read a sentence out loud 15 times, reword it in my head and STILL not be sure of what it means 10 minutes later. It takes me an hour to make sense of one page of academic text - because I'm always getting distracted. Whether it be through my trichotillomania and LOVING my hair textures (this is diagnosed - also obvious), finger tapping patterns, jittering my foot incessantly, or losing focus by looking all around the page at different symbols, numbers, or layouts of the text. Also, I have to do this with 3 chapters/3 academic studies/journals A WEEK. There is so much more I can go on about. Ask me if you wish. I am so nervous - and I want to do well. This is a full university course that I'm taking during intersession, so it happens in half the time. It's also online, and I live in an isolated fly-in, fly-out community so I cannot go to my universities' centre for students with exceptionalities for many obvious reasons (it's in another province). &#x200B; **I am wondering if anyone may have any tips for studying/focusing/paying attention without the help of medication?** I have read the FAQ about studying tips, and I am TRYING to do these as best I can, but I still cannot focus. I am wondering if anyone can possibly give me any tips to help me in the interim. **Specifically for UNDERSTANDING difficult material** \- I have ALWAYS have had difficulty clarifying and organizing information in front of me. I am desperately grasping at straws here. &#x200B; PS. My husband and I are moving out in June - my doctors appointment is already booked back home. PPS. I also apologize that I haven't put this as eloquently as I might have liked, and there is more information that I could provide cannot remember currently, but I really, truly hope you all realize my concern.",4.577791399471893,7.128089425311207,6.235384760467749,69.8692483968314,72.79668049792531,9.693021501320258,32.94624669935873,10.018931242160765,4.0444423236514515,2101,106,344,64,44,717,236,482,0.068,0.8690000000000001,0.063,0.2204,4,0,0,0,0,0,98.0,0,2,0,3,26,12,0,4,18,0,45,14,4,4,6,63,74,37,0,7,14,1,2,1,0,3,9,1,1,0,25,20,0,0,12,3,1,7,9,6,1,4,3,5,51,6,59,64,13,52,0,1,2,1,15,23,0,10,23,259,76,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147416255444778,0.2651570688139033,0.1379467439168739,0.17962842508086532,0.2014474221947311,0.11273976546223045,0.08692023000367757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592101505929232,0.0,0.0,0.07379208279632485,0.07749349060844946,0.0,0.0,0.1912181232297323,0.0,0.05053062432001647,0.0,0.0,0.0933916940292538,0.08699078108811817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618308086344775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524030557596082,0.0,0.08660523517059611,0.0,0.2545325917952289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565032412640343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449861938410632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050849355183916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330801772160253,0.07951823705664421,0.14132950559764473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330174633932515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507183111219636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668370099698115,0.0,0.08314814298131835,0.08233116087219562,0.16326523629474532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730368981527486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854956982084075,0.04049718917922715,0.0,0.07319577824340365,0.0,0.13921799230059884,0.09273573510981928,0.0,0.0,0.07481390369693999,0.0,0.11066305012791117,0.08404019356672238,0.0,0.09029445788628827,0.0,0.08350568074610384,0.0,0.08793606185729684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810182831177786,0.12187135363473756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234048600861464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836040065376731,0.09344907138766724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333006485466274,0.0,0.0,0.1658302762961873,0.0,0.05310319018369143,0.08522750773900943,0.0,0.0,0.09390127716241904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239644450366891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812539460291415,0.08615726079687484,0.18697499682376914,0.06662601732732001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507023070441552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667080718672684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562787062927552,0.0,0.0,0.1725884610544835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488922657954106,0.0,0.06649152890633693,0.0,0.07453049789171103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532252125544816,0.0799056107480757,0.17978720782546964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014474221947311,0.16014055515482425 adhd,Seeking-Secrets,2019/05/23,"Second guessing my diagnosis? I struggle with this constantly. My first diagnoses was general anxiety when I was in high school, but after seeing a new doctor went down the road of ADHD. Even though I’ve now had three doctors agree over the last year that I have ADHD, I think I’m fairly high functioning - which leads me to wonder if I’m really just lazy, easy to distract, etc. I was in special education for a “general learning disability” and dyslexia in middle school. Teachers saying “she’s bright and has potential, just needs to focus and try harder.”. But, once I started getting anxious I could focus more and they told me I didn’t need the extra help. Graduated high school and college without meds (but many sleepless nights) and now have a good job that I’m successful in. Maybe it’s just my own self-doubt and confidence issues, but without some sort of definitive test that says “yup. You have this.” I worry I’ll be second guessing this forever. I’m doing well in life - I must just be making excuses for myself. Anyone else feel this way? How do you handle?",4.7457276119403,6.679778184079603,5.629773009950249,77.07510727611944,70.64179104477613,8.408084577114428,28.48289800995025,9.017664075816787,2.5516689054726367,849,32,146,17,16,278,133,201,0.077,0.759,0.16399999999999998,0.9706,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,3,11,7,0,2,6,1,15,4,0,3,1,36,32,15,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,1,4,7,5,20,5,18,21,5,26,0,0,2,0,9,12,0,6,11,100,29,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778223282081127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842249868442996,0.13057857837788642,0.0,0.08081998460088506,0.11843088019507368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490673241108488,0.0,0.09228551998940082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731672679179522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661306667925866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965567526942254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890825137578768,0.07634305282188793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844344065411222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831686446459302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038858999922464,0.0,0.0,0.09694753212618193,0.0,0.0,0.254660652705821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747444321408037,0.3663668974728814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206411058162057,0.11470065369728134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421751098845473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816413715647407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715413812284255,0.11718543262313227,0.11612104909464414,0.0,0.128389299385533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141018813660275,0.0,0.11163307944844733,0.0,0.10846904837104113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309465650409974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404695362111181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383626552700325,0.0,0.35093572354897123,0.09210658229907948,0.0,0.1205807586958407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181192628239492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208349345718678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406244383110343,0.1135620481632678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104467830876426,0.0,0.07847488522442163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174629391871347,0.0,0.0,0.1039251371086321,0.10714880447940907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228403616680069,0.1253474131541933,0.0,0.11738256318231273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744331945619472 adhd,mcac,2019/05/23,"Finally had my first round of ADHD testing yesterday and I blew it Yesterday I finally had my first evaluation appointment after waiting for months. We did an interview and before I went in I wrote down a bulleted list of about 50+ things I have problems with but my brain just completely short circuits when I'm asked open ended questions. He asked about school and work and all I could come up with was ""yeah I'm late all the time but otherwise I did well in school and no one complains about my work!"", and when he asked about my family was just like ""yeah everything's good!"" I totally neglected to tell him about how even though on paper I did good in school I was struggling to stay on top of things and had to do a lot of work outside of class to teach myself the material because I didn't pay attention in class (if I even attended) and constantly felt overwhelmed. At work I spend half the day just trying to work up the mental energy to get my work done and then rush to get it all done at the end of the day and I have a huge stack of projects that are on indefinite hiatus because I was never given any hard deadlines and I already completed the interesting part. My dad and brother were never diagnosed but definitely also have ADHD and I probably should have mentioned that. I made it sound like I don't have ADHD 🙃 Next session is in 2 weeks and is going to be more cognitive testing but would it be weird if I ask to clarify some of my answers from the interview? Even if I don't have ADHD I really want to make sure they're getting the full picture of what I struggle with.",4.271588259498009,5.534791981072559,5.344838842408453,81.29107804142093,70.82965299684544,9.172349471951724,28.924564531614323,9.54385415503706,2.58468876697298,1266,48,250,29,23,418,168,317,0.077,0.8009999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8976,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,9,17,14,0,3,13,2,31,2,1,3,7,55,50,27,0,8,10,2,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,20,0,2,4,0,2,5,6,7,1,4,19,4,34,7,43,26,9,46,0,2,1,0,17,18,0,7,24,180,43,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410032410970579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412523436531928,0.06821043928900175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800357472585354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31895751812826245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399016998743084,0.0,0.07257982508574183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521751055938364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347415309228314,0.17886052306331582,0.0921736725901474,0.0,0.06810117549404117,0.0,0.0,0.11001653196572514,0.0,0.0,0.08657270393613352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457294757302425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510922360212909,0.0,0.0,0.16900977440138065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665771200963864,0.0,0.08040860402508752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189664640637945,0.18687316718488695,0.0,0.14510389152482644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368946609979213,0.0,0.0484751557730666,0.14308292134665526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640763200273305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621655785630684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334172877204625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251482112542276,0.0,0.08070826068997082,0.056935123744208824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595737225499384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808171373287089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156963758228388,0.0,0.09071227808910697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779814911112612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923662524224238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196251532924214,0.08161586578158235,0.0,0.0,0.0955500027726977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464220805094479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589695035503043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091319925018904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833786028479595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038959714449763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455165358280545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333251328800005,0.0,0.08380197643484798,0.0,0.049736243156744964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579097558442199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030924414208527,0.0,0.06841856286896453,0.0,0.07669051440887048,0.07906938746909606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725749752612944,0.0,0.0,0.060591172825789526,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laulau1501,2019/05/23,"When did you realise how much adhd influences you in the way of thinking? By now most of you know that adhd isn’t all about hyperactivity, but much more. Does anyone here had one of those moments where you realised that adhd made you do things differently or think about something in a weird way? One of my moments: I often throw the stuff I need to take with me in front of the front door, so I literally have to step over it when I leave the house. One day my boyfriend asked why my lunch was next to my keys and wallet on the floor. I then realised that it wasn’t normal.",5.208472906403942,5.324900241379313,5.419408866995075,85.72362068965519,68.13793103448276,8.007881773399015,26.91625615763547,7.447530270364453,1.1421221674876851,452,12,98,4,7,143,77,116,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.4039,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,10,1,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,3,1,15,14,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,5,0,15,0,17,9,5,21,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,8,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5918739614043824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478617708637236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346969712908093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587117644414352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151478281680352,0.0,0.0,0.14365963507693294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942138530313365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902193697139174,0.0,0.0,0.17382429362523036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553344457480239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413565266473486,0.12172435015312424,0.0,0.0,0.17458859005324867,0.0,0.16084431109139313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33372210157989696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638024682381352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792668892802988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342970533375346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109062213621769,0.21037729306752287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606089667742027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813104512924144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MyTheoryIsThisKiP,2019/05/23,"Allergies and ADHD? Does anyone here deal with very bad allergic rhinitis as well as ADHD? This is the first year I’ve ever really “experienced” the interaction between the two because it’s the first year I’ve been sober in recovery, but I am on medication by a doctor for my ADHD as well as allergies. They’re year round, not seasonal, but this spring has been absolutely horrible. I went and got an allergy skin test done and I’m allergic to EVERYTHING that the allergist put on the skin test (not like deathly allergic, but enough for pretty damn good allergic rhinitis). Anyways, I’ve been extremely tired these last few days. For the last 9 months my schedule no matter what revolves around me getting up at 545, accomplishing planned out things until 12, then I kind of hang out and just do what I want while periodically checking back up on whatever it is I need to know. Now I’m sleeping for 10-11-12 hours a night. I just woke up and last night I got 12hr 55min if sleep and as bad as I wanna go back to sleep, i just can’t let myself do that. How long is this gonna go for at this severity?? I’m starting immunotherapy soon, just can’t stand sleeping for half of an entire day every day.",5.423716312056737,6.055235995744685,6.387234042553192,77.17333333333335,67.76595744680851,10.181560283687944,30.98581560283688,10.203070172399654,3.0370198581560293,949,36,186,23,15,316,141,235,0.145,0.7809999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,15,8,1,0,11,0,14,13,6,1,1,27,29,20,1,4,10,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,3,2,4,8,4,13,5,34,19,2,47,0,0,1,0,2,12,1,1,30,119,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875398390728227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515825918458438,0.0,0.0,0.09568730021454233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530360503530891,0.17949633955279878,0.06552381822157323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796301927657326,0.11081562991917528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001874276368226,0.09406366133572372,0.10999776310166287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106405955198488,0.0,0.0,0.09722924432417968,0.09056345710367587,0.0,0.09660347680186278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285884161291008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615815594827052,0.0,0.12217605935333208,0.09015601503548924,0.17193628961277188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058542399667268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193243523665104,0.059072711928773426,0.2628517245666177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991398243235947,0.0,0.05251331243127369,0.0,0.0,0.09512368785749624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828306832355898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579606775111548,0.0,0.0,0.07970114947725493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174081673573227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935415741108548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805534456390918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885970295054321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143108769625133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302633669915552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608071184728997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141039388794647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354189103842933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500036744994684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868903448823781,0.06339933415685695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932896282813324,0.09964265222457856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076566590472536 adhd,tropictronic,2019/05/23,"After fighting with numerous GPs, finally got to see a psych! I made a post ages back about a GP that told me adults don't get diagnosed with ADHD. Eventually one random Dr listened to me and referred me to see a psych. I've been given these big questionnaires to do but she reckons I probably have ADD, and talked to me about what sort of things we can put in place after I've handed the questionnaire back in. Turns out I'm not mad after all! Wahoo. If you're struggling with GPs not listening to you, keep at it until you get to see someone actually qualified to deal with it.",3.6514272030651327,5.169593318965519,5.000459770114944,82.16829501915711,72.70689655172413,8.603831417624523,26.68199233716475,9.150863307647796,2.171832567049809,459,16,91,10,9,153,79,116,0.054000000000000006,0.915,0.031,-0.3802,0,0,0,0,2,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,4,3,2,1,5,0,5,3,1,1,1,20,19,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,6,10,0,23,14,1,16,0,0,3,0,11,6,0,3,8,59,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.18842529611445644,0.0,0.2320533436910021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969443427885521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906446922328264,0.0,0.1959794873112354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115176368069704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017602302952104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442950717759976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162481350707584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270381809341046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084091307455506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173507253455225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184924204664174,0.0,0.2081807057727141,0.0,0.0,0.1941060103889863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615966010285791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360219450293118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185671024310844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519621200426706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282785845886333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450313537221216,0.0,0.0,0.21002347411582156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fallingquasar,2019/05/23,"I’m so disappointed Two things that really pissed me off yesterday: 1) Put husband’s work clothes in dryer last night but never turned it on and 2) burned dinner because I got distracted doing other things and totally forgot to turn off the burner. No matter how hard I try I’m always going to miss something or ruin something. It sucks man. These oversights aren’t a huge deal but for once I’d just like to have a day where something didn’t go wrong hahah Let’s try to have a great day, fellow ADHDers. Even if things go wrong let’s just try to laugh it off because there’s not much more I can do about it",4.704193548387097,5.240725387096777,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,69.3225806451613,7.812903225806451,25.98387096774193,7.645422480735847,1.2722451612903227,484,13,98,5,8,156,88,124,0.217,0.657,0.125,-0.9041,1,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,2,1,4,0,9,2,1,1,2,14,20,8,0,1,7,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,3,1,4,3,12,15,3,17,0,3,0,0,4,7,2,2,7,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240170572300557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171242467142792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922428896870724,0.15365845085531935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844256081562944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541164638805892,0.0,0.11920459201910155,0.16432221134244562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335146973631929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149125182375466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048164285166902,0.0,0.07281566908346959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095649394053934,0.0,0.11495239339019996,0.0,0.0,0.13986827217653836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872764791388635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983100185811413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548179520754628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442254728546468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297055853252646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30357452481870595,0.3242354781022356,0.1455949292835839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850625293847498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259137724838538,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ash_Writes,2019/05/23,"Do you ever laugh at a joke your brain surprised you with? I laugh at myself because sometimes I make jokes in my head before I process them, and then I enjoy them like someone else told me. Does this happen to anyone else?",4.743333333333332,5.7012854545454585,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,69.45454545454545,5.866666666666667,26.03030303030303,3.1291,0.5243121212121213,176,5,34,0,3,54,36,44,0.0,0.623,0.377,0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,7,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,23,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911224722626235,0.2800644262294648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666227273816688,0.0,0.23258829964663946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30513271217490995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391976570453224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566733186031565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472475247973192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170959811512646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805209853235838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353787338149464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245350696550508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159620373613266,0.0,0.27033570714877714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26118369536206026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AtThePizzaPlace,2019/05/23,Mental breakdown I feel like my brain is changing all the time. It feels like my personality changes all the time. One week I can be one kind of person then the next week it changes like a switch. I hate it so much that I just wanna lay down and cry. I don't know if this is ADHD related or something else but either way it fucking sucks donkey dick,1.0595833333333324,3.3694846805555585,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,84.1388888888889,4.711111111111111,20.11111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.1165888888888884,275,8,60,2,8,88,54,72,0.17,0.7609999999999999,0.069,-0.8653,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,4,0,5,3,2,0,2,12,11,6,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,7,4,3,10,4,8,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,2,9,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079042066430164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865097830151583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302262580593453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835228890268552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956884687057575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895521839004835,0.2387153267082134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154457174699195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495093632426708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398180902575736,0.09181947362885713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448716784034425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837124551616575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281857711886755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768504137333496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264272650285445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176505781748513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286216893029072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484432778503216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261552495902815,0.2680332900940767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,R452991,2019/05/23,"Cocaine and ADHD Is being calm on cocaine a possible sign you have ADHD ? I haven't been diagnosed yet, have anxiety and ADHD symptoms. Tried cocaine once and was super calm, almost zen-like. I didn't talk as much and didn't even feel the impulse to. Is this normal for ppl with ADHD ?",3.009999999999998,5.076878571428575,4.581571428571428,82.16342857142858,75.78571428571428,6.622857142857143,25.485714285714288,7.554174236665415,1.55139,224,8,40,3,5,75,40,56,0.031,0.81,0.159,0.7998,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8430848214225554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756165089733593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416428224814278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780057641426302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583602633799145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867677778994493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289235783946468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183396229945688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867726708040007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771321679192091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822856977514992,0.0,0.14096281549093234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907067553264974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ivanblanton25s,2019/05/23,"Silly Shit You've Done? I'll start this off with something I've done. I was driving home from work not too long ago, and it occurred to me that I didn't recall grabbing my keys to my truck. In a slight panic, I started searching my pockets, my lap, the center console, and all around my seat. Feeling defeated, I decided to pull over my truck onto the side of the road and do a more in depth check. After about 6 minutes of searching and freaking out (I work an hour away from where I live, and traffic is insane. I was already 30 minutes into the drive) I realized that the keys to my truck were in my ignition. Like. How the fuck did I not realise that I couldn't even drive without them? I can't tell you how many times I've tried using my Drivers License as a Debit Card. Speaking of debit cards, when I got my first checking account, I lost my debit card at the same gas station by placing it on top of the pump so many times, that the bank suspended my account and I had to go through a new bank and do paperwork to get all my paycheck routing shit switched over to the new account. At work I was a carpenter, and almost every day, while using a hammer, I would tuck it into my armpit to handle the wood i was working with. Literally every time i did that, i would walk around with my hammer tucked into my armpit, ""Hey, did anyone see what the hell I did with my hammer?"".",5.369392857142856,5.0409232964285735,5.942857142857143,83.62464285714289,67.82142857142857,8.142857142857144,31.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.8411071428571424,1073,39,220,8,16,349,151,280,0.121,0.853,0.025,-0.9822,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,8,10,10,4,1,19,0,20,5,4,5,2,36,31,14,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,10,18,0,0,3,0,10,6,6,8,0,1,15,4,40,2,41,13,4,45,1,2,1,1,5,24,4,1,16,153,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451446793569862,0.0,0.12935984566659706,0.0,0.14255856112922385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032896639887454,0.0,0.0,0.23000359560353514,0.0,0.0,0.12137330564869465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331346319196932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644016600426909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532529531143095,0.0,0.21768741220024806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531968068479574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988446472146036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942920055343363,0.06749368913955023,0.0,0.07341865870635826,0.0,0.1033208292453688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295828165349775,0.0,0.12722093604709325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311313334770598,0.0,0.11407248271775515,0.11432442019598013,0.0,0.0,0.1410203923943266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194607826580985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495348330564088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157044539135225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497054651721335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294350362345417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652125363186786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945271598547756,0.0,0.0,0.182875232572334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129131474278166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598596353703898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770795126475055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231482567234562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245294690467066,0.0,0.37619208595972575,0.0,0.0,0.18353825036231305,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HeliumMeal,2019/05/23,"2 modes. Totally Excitable! or Overly unexcitable! (hardly any in-between) Also I'm eating cold soggy toast. I forgot it in the toaster and the bread must have collected some moisture being in the fridge. Yay!",2.344208494208494,4.981474540540543,3.693050193050194,77.99972972972974,100.8918918918919,5.357528957528958,24.204633204633204,6.868970318607317,1.9987714285714289,166,7,23,3,7,54,32,37,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7946,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,2,6,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654871638454395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958326580721501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956105949730099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214271054083804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,photoedfade,2019/05/23,"i just wanna htave a fun post for once. hold up, hold up, woah lets stop drowning in rants and depression real quick you see this shit? not very fun. and i understand why i know why this is filled with depressing rants and stuff but i want a fun post to cheer people up a bit, is that a bit much to ask some? to want to hit me up with some of that good stuff? so. how do ya do, what has been going on, anything good? any news about games, or work, or achievements or friends, anything at all?",0.5225401069518725,2.6255101666666647,1.4459714795008942,101.21141711229949,84.58823529411767,4.885561497326204,17.115864527629235,6.1124844417494595,-0.6555803921568626,375,8,91,3,11,116,69,102,0.098,0.6609999999999999,0.242,0.9649,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,5,10,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,1,25,15,9,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,7,17,12,6,13,0,2,1,0,5,7,1,5,2,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952073523504596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650637900432207,0.0,0.1505616768417145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35165367028190425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774273296511472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442820814646982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915294397973247,0.2701651892927077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850984814484297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468635985111232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183915914623607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715148928807532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165302811749897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084861788435587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331218793391132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283374197166125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653173410152072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464650212513984,0.0,0.0,0.368731520783772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766058604321465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328845877963345,0.1899850288056372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29064836855989484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172476162422004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joshitanmay55,2019/05/23,"Have been prescribed Ritalin. Do's and Don't please! I have been diagnosed with Adult ADHD and have been prescribed Ritalin, can you please tell me do's and don't. I am a university student should I take it during holidays or not? And also what do you think you knew before starting medication and mistakes or something that I should avoid.",4.1416145833333315,6.690373265625002,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,74.15625,8.016666666666666,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.7019041666666674,275,12,48,6,6,88,40,64,0.145,0.813,0.042,-0.6504,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,15,4,0,0,0,15,19,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,1,13,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398372266245421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261328216464266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406183102223369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28700782494147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848632366482399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207979089657816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176918501980845,0.0,0.0,0.2001476145703736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260949870566467,0.0,0.24715536153723325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811890042886996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,barlesgnarkles,2019/05/23,"Just wanted to say thank you Have you ever read something that you so strongly relate to, and have never heard in anyone else's words before, that it genuinely makes you emotional? I don't really have anyone else with ADHD in my life at the moment. I found this sub about an hour ago and all I want to do is cry with some sort of pent up emotion I can't quite put my finger on. Thank you to all of you posting in this sub, it feels like finding a home.",5.620947368421053,4.552152357894737,6.228421052631582,84.2489473684211,67.52631578947367,8.863157894736842,26.36842105263158,7.554174236665415,1.2181157894736838,354,7,77,3,5,116,66,95,0.032,0.831,0.13699999999999998,0.7929999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,1,4,18,15,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,12,4,15,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,6,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024117346238068,0.0,0.1476958569618987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330048655206711,0.3414374730411129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177873705604313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830208758682943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837413342422623,0.3748432445276048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071455382430327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424652700334474,0.1190311693789052,0.0,0.0,0.15228485715693302,0.0,0.0,0.1826868657512532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671303677227642,0.0,0.16408411541082465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117686466387654,0.08140061673756536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121809578691344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850524942228062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595729635029925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749603637751329,0.0,0.1772176162667417,0.1666620207211147,0.0,0.10673907298983563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250047169172774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826985427650384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067969702454349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654996655841225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Solid-Liquid,2019/05/23,How do you guys get motivated to work out? I would like to start working out/getting healthy but I feel like I just can’t take that first step. 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Just realized i cant walk through any corridor without a super strong urge to flick the wall every single step i make. Its not like im not alloved to touch the walls but at work we have a section where some clean parts are stored and they must be handled in gloves to prevent any fingerprints. I try every single day to remember not to touch it but i once cought myself like half minute after i walked past the parts that i flicked every single part that was there as i was walking by and didnt even noticed that i was flicking something i wasnt allowed to touch with bare hands. I was just lost in my toughts so hard that i wasnt paying attention to my surrounding. Than something simmilar happend to me this week. I was going to print something and was going to pick the paper up from the printer. As i was walking to the place where the printer is i started thinking of some way to show us that some visit or someone from headquarter showed up in our part of the factory that i forgot about the paper and suddenly i was standing befor doors that leads outside. Lucky me that noone was nearby to see me totaly confused and talking to myself why was i going there. It took me some time before i remebered that i was going for something to printer that i allready passed like 100 meters ago. And there wasnt even any distraction in my surrounding. I just kept walking towards the exit without realization. :D So try to pay attention to your surrounding. Never know when you walk into a dangerous situation without even noticing it.",7.033374925727865,7.133710760942763,6.877401465636763,76.87204991087349,64.2861952861953,9.412477718360073,35.652406417112296,9.007467420416297,3.1547692216280447,1244,54,220,18,17,394,159,297,0.106,0.855,0.038,-0.9520000000000001,2,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,3,2,1,5,15,10,1,2,13,0,21,2,2,4,2,42,34,14,0,1,12,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,15,9,0,3,6,2,3,15,12,4,0,1,19,7,36,6,42,13,12,48,0,1,1,0,8,20,0,7,14,167,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435288601606316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171491212588734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811456772331964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686451750408458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109084033118052,0.0,0.2690415799948736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419698562547752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534958391377377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497376768647564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849679425593299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560040329633227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619213929364547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104971344872134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209330580162494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423659286129131,0.0,0.11335542440718085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610578030130647,0.10160929126648408,0.0,0.0,0.11120743798255406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057608799228504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481912232201037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964333443736885,0.0,0.0,0.09018650386574856,0.3277717111041274,0.0,0.0,0.07533897805711005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555266520964422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682026335792091,0.0,0.0,0.06206618326112081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825906756975647,0.14453192644674787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803455124156912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844873399081734,0.08537997226901092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604579700920757,0.0,0.0,0.30781389488363314,0.0,0.07748979156641113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,formidable-chicken,2019/05/23,"Who else has noticed this? :( So I only recently cottoned on to the fact that I have ADHD (still on the waiting list to get my official diagnosis). I’m a really open person so I started telling my friends about it, and every time I tell someone it tends to follow the same pattern. Me: finally on the path to getting diagnosed for ADHD 😁 Them: You have ADHD? What makes you think that? Me: Well I have nearly every symptom of ADHD in the diagnosis literature. Them: What symptoms do you have? Me: *Explains* Them: Oh I have those too, doesn’t everyone have that? I’m now kinda reluctant to say anything to anyone because it becomes an interrogation and I walk away feeling like a fraud😥.",1.5162934690415604,4.236668877862599,3.8223791348600535,80.62057463952502,89.22900763358778,6.269889737065308,27.125106022052588,7.594959193182576,2.1944398642917724,537,26,94,11,18,184,86,131,0.04,0.88,0.08,0.6222,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,3,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,9,3,0,1,1,11,21,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,18,3,15,21,1,15,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,7,70,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6665346414456003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694922615657646,0.0,0.1140993987046317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302688221488737,0.0,0.0,0.08452142905285194,0.15313106822282832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072962193514812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582658051873185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336418426803198,0.1324886438015103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010699610157971,0.09905355181326432,0.0,0.15188730957943675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712277017613007,0.0,0.14488067766960416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677387296933927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255178682260336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578570740769703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545166378463244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106623261417072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888245016163995,0.0,0.13690286275417554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026223136747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748002454764117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813912960545416,0.0,0.11072826470633892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288226591451255,0.0,0.0,0.2423772285335625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884308320706802,0.0,0.0,0.08084953314022501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466547315807895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Inboxmepoetry,2019/05/23,"Moments of absolute clarity Hi. Do you ever have those moments of absolute clarity? Where the mindfog scatters and all your thoughts are focused on the task at hand? Suddenly you write that perfect paragraph, you can express yourself exactly like you want to, you feel in control? It lasts only for a minute, and then it's back to the dark foggy sluggish consciousness you're used to. Does this happen to anyone else? I just got diagnosed and haven't gotten treatment yet.",4.994382352941177,7.770078247058822,5.07375,77.610625,72.41176470588233,8.014705882352942,35.33088235294117,8.841846274778883,3.657264705882354,381,21,59,8,8,119,67,85,0.028999999999999998,0.763,0.20800000000000002,0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,2,4,15,12,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,7,2,10,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,9,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054496738677498,0.3010590243502964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259337304517649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295503669269894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982267737074313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571287407917333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454535650893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657820544745623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856703922169587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349991538536078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598289856528248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395070600520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354833427186825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346759012160214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326468596343136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25377095740000744,0.0,0.0,0.17330593692928914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moold,2019/05/23,"I *really* want to withdraw from my course I'm currently undiagnosed, shopping around for a psych I can afford Background: I'm in Aus and enrolled in a TAFE course. I know the most of you will be in the US and I'm not sure what the equivalent is but maybe a trade college?? if that's a thing. I'm learning Auslan which is Australian sign language. I'm in my third Certificate, each of which last a semester. This is my final Cert in this course, the next semester would be my Diploma. I thoroughly enjoyed last year's Certs and learned a lot! I had two great lecturers and the content was engaging and the hours were bearable ~18 hrs/wk. I found the first half of this sem really tiring. We had 3 more hours of class time, and I found our new lecturer uninterested in teaching, just going through the motions, plus she hardly gives any feedback. Now this term we have 2 more hours of class time and several subjects that require big projects done over a long time. We also have to organise a large event. I just wanted to learn a language and don't really understand how planning an event or anything is helping us do that (we are using english whilst planning.) We also have to perform in front of 100+ people for this event and I have severe anxiety lol I'm just feeling really overwhelmed and unmotivated to go to class, I don't feel like what we're doing is enriching our learning of Auslan and I'm so stressed about it I can't sleep, I'm eating poorly, spending like crazy and missing every other class. I feel ashamed of my behaviour but also frustrated that the classroom now feels like a chore. there's no more vocab learning or conversation class, just planning for this event? i get that we need to be culturally sensitive to deaf people but i feel like i wasted money on this. I don't exactly have a lot So basically I want to withdraw and then if I want to continue on to finish this Cert later on transfer my unit credits over to a different Tafe that maybe has a better delivery of the curriculum. I want to enroll in a different language course or something, just anything that is actually enriching and teaching me. Idk if this is a mistake but I feel so angry and frustrated, I'm having crazy mood swings and everything just feels very overwhelmingly bad lol If I didn't have my course I might study something else, or try and actually start work somewhere (I cant fathom working and studying at the same time, it's just way too exhausting for me) and move house like I've been wanting to for ages. Plus then I could afford my cats dental surgery he will eventually need. Idk... I don't have a career path or anything and I don't know if I want one or just feel like I should have one. Money is required to live though, sadly. I love learning new things but I have no idea what I could do... Sorry for the rant. Anyone have any suggestions or tips for maybe figuring out the best option here? Idk just need to ask for help somewhere...",3.6774216027874576,5.7050387282229975,4.581707317073171,83.07844947735195,73.73867595818815,7.682229965156795,28.09059233449477,8.480668928828255,2.127792334494774,2346,94,444,43,49,759,265,574,0.157,0.7490000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9896,5,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,10,1,0,11,24,26,2,4,30,2,49,6,1,2,2,107,90,49,0,20,27,0,9,6,0,5,3,1,1,0,26,31,1,2,21,1,7,5,11,11,0,6,9,10,53,14,54,71,10,55,0,4,0,1,21,17,0,17,38,291,79,29,0.0,0.0,0.1436844645169847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662100351409304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012787565726547,0.0,0.05631888845721208,0.0,0.0,0.0514766237730436,0.0,0.1817482836953125,0.06553716393171284,0.06882450535600741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061469395646227824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725935987544298,0.06511066451007141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755872054798824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383388785449978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533853935007141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533135831194747,0.061499833930097336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202779387775245,0.0,0.06616466220012457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977947616704683,0.2103757862632184,0.0,0.08064681071814926,0.0,0.06262090085245761,0.0,0.16144045808724966,0.0,0.0,0.03846326800142235,0.07062274894620055,0.08367957307205022,0.0,0.0,0.08116600720045708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594881360842864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869150025335617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750179998845606,0.08494727878672224,0.0,0.08310770900043328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091895156173501,0.12001980425846735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580127505045413,0.0,0.06500756634133327,0.06515114033866706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251777158092791,0.06644467651754543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218827281109379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809889466540344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824611727913135,0.0,0.16376428074965066,0.0,0.14220477917119226,0.0782954132053258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977326250617162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020772960673908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865072503625493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633866945586465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367289272743735,0.0,0.0,0.11335212275949555,0.0,0.08241125529681542,0.05210842058661692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433114675892027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938571997558445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781934865273316,0.0,0.07233100645917194,0.0,0.17171301575791967,0.08461504449666611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998296104953839,0.0,0.07191577439250844,0.07664073052436632,0.17711093029844474,0.06358380547741453,0.0,0.06074398357116169,0.3039597504097555,0.058435911339841724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719207385719937,0.0,0.0,0.05229734070100678,0.0,0.0,0.047408689467247835 adhd,hersheybar14,2019/05/23,"Hyperfocus is such a blessing and also such a curse Title really says it all. I can do all of my school work in one sitting without ever really trying because I just go on auto pilot eventually. I can focus on something I find interesting for a long period of time. Then I realize that I haven’t eaten after being up for 12+ hours. I also didn’t take out the trash my mom told me to do this morning. I also forget to breathe sometimes and now my chest hurts. I also forgot to text important people back until after about 5 hours. Well at least my work is done I guess",4.010344827586207,4.867084000000002,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,71.06896551724137,8.558620689655173,25.70689655172414,8.841846274778883,1.9976758620689656,448,13,83,8,8,160,83,116,0.077,0.8340000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,4,0,10,3,2,0,3,13,16,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,5,1,15,3,18,10,3,20,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,12,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441374817419988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308016521466414,0.0,0.10369554464958336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407834684620602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538713664696622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547456080911054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667563156150434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739185117924945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350419241351069,0.0,0.1821028796710404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053919153649714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992270632937045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152687903585593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793065742470672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179495821723699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527577874694474,0.0,0.17215719345733554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095654834634438,0.16824000441914955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789916604965035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919066049389384,0.0,0.0,0.16254436576423087,0.0,0.11549137141552107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294646911425852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397691377418966,0.0,0.2476795963002699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,potatoplumber,2019/05/23,Just as it started to feel like things were turning around due to starting Ritalin suddenly it doesn't seem to help anymore. Should I change my dose? Hi all. Been on Ritalin well over a month now extended release. I take up to 3 x 10mg a day depending how I'm feeling. Is this a lot or should I step up the amount I take a bit to see if that makes a difference. The last week was amazing I've never felt like I got so much done. But slowly over the last couple days it feels just like it always did. Absolutely paralysed by my chores. Any advice is appreciated.,1.0549030100334456,3.4024973130434795,2.9434782608695684,89.71528428093647,84.56521739130434,6.321070234113712,22.759197324414714,7.61054688173877,1.0818160535117052,441,16,94,8,13,147,85,115,0.02,0.816,0.163,0.9318,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,3,2,19,24,6,0,3,5,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,5,7,5,13,15,5,19,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,5,15,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672702586559728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424313378849441,0.0,0.0,0.1164048905517957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697596341092903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238206831950424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868787993134456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108048522309025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894019153981369,0.0,0.22078746737397606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788414740781619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517148685738373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25965371589779856,0.24457495191990475,0.1643548730668932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690430899206024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147350146996836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790609924967699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508824204876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552688961643415,0.0,0.0,0.11426066202508604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663027620470342,0.0,0.1258333430363884,0.0,0.1320207360933461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640433716730316,0.1558313188423501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423171351792059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574046398146268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372108415388227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618927898844634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730628431290662,0.0,0.15390690967442114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sikadelixx,2019/05/23,Thank you Id just like to say that this thread has helped me so much. I completely bombed my first year of college and ive been lucky enough to get another chance without having to take a semester off due to my grades and this thread has helped me so much in learning how to structure my productivity and work much more efficiently and effectively without wasting time or getting side tracked. Im pretty confident that im going to do well this upcoming semester now that i have this thread to help me. Thank you everyone,10.946199999999996,7.82867602,9.972,68.09600000000002,58.8,14.0,43.0,12.161744961471696,4.9586000000000015,422,18,80,10,4,134,65,100,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,13,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,11,5,12,12,5,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,6,54,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866417238576355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662281784844031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839148854442838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700804348259721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514011960456553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598853417840544,0.0,0.10115781851772103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35791591084987895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845270879916919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695864241822578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925371492393981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108339830404244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154759017654853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338289744669248,0.0,0.0,0.3277450356006451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037894521176279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600375494391612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34315880055280706,0.0,0.1295814014783315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462199027142685 adhd,___panda____,2019/05/23,"ADHD vs ASD, I need you: double diagnosed people Hey guys and gals, &#x200B; After suspecting that I am on the autism spectrum (and immensely identifying with the community) I chose to go for an official diagnosis, as no one was believing me (everyone around me, ""No, you don't have that""). However, the evaluation just yielded that I'm severely affected by ADHD but no one has ever noticed (age 30). The autism evaluation was ""inconclusive"" even though all tests were positive, however, the examinator said that I was severely biased in answering and that it is not possible for me to experience the claimed symptoms but still being considered ""high-functioning"". After reading up I realized that ADHD actually can explain pretty much most of my struggles, even sensory dysfunction, social awkwardness, etc. However, even after reading tons of material and acknowledging that the ADHD diagnosis is very on point for me, I still have the strong suspicion (actually I would say I'm 95% confident to be on the spectrum, but I'd like an expert to confirm) that I am still on the autism spectrum and thus 'suffer' from ASD as well as ADHD. **So the question to you guys and gals: How did your examiner distinguish between ADHD symptoms and ASD symptoms?** **Can you try to elaborate on what of your struggles you count towards coming from ADHD versus struggles arising from ASD?** &#x200B; here are my 2 cents, after a bit of reading: As I understood the social awkwardness coming from ADHD rather comes from ""too much negative social interaction "" like blurting out stuff, interrupting people, being irritable/explosive verbally etc. However, With ASD I'd expect to see lacking ""positive social interaction"": Difficulty keeping up a conversation, difficulty making eye-contact, inability to small talk etc. As the second description describes my life way better than the ADHD description",9.466960359760158,10.61000595253165,10.01530313124584,52.880529646902104,59.09493670886076,13.741239173884075,43.21385742838108,12.936686537176746,6.723363291139238,1515,84,199,56,19,512,173,316,0.155,0.745,0.1,-0.9319,4,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,7,0,2,16,11,0,5,18,0,20,5,0,4,2,45,33,18,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,2,11,14,0,2,10,3,1,4,6,6,1,3,7,3,23,5,45,22,11,27,0,1,1,0,22,13,0,2,11,160,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.1231060188391665,0.0,0.6822450992590455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668548882980733,0.1532883192835192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615095107717285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106497396102905,0.0,0.05578553477408131,0.06886257965476751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300298717285486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402074178610277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110390078494205,0.12498317176578552,0.057055790361694975,0.0,0.060271754714982265,0.0,0.061700363415225966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0358475049257796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491017608709812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664318375137647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606478525058696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04455239513531229,0.061631427171995996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210367344511748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273613315050376,0.046770003282124537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181236501330601,0.0,0.0,0.08548376593823025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745781650762909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962714232693389,0.07110863437991306,0.0,0.06417089759150844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065947783824629,0.0,0.18927899942441428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999965421057685,0.050160511668182736,0.0,0.0,0.0502633501924654,0.0,0.0,0.14251569537843095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571918714892612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511175588843942,0.0,0.0,0.1978219736396669,0.07220684971335757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668012960014256,0.0,0.050698043714786416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197178152663905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282441644116952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052044248562401085,0.0,0.05006673774001538,0.0,0.0,0.05671283669314221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448073313368921,0.0,0.1532883192835192,0.0 adhd,macfriend,2019/05/23,"Im Anxious about being an adult I dunno, its not like i used to romanticize the thought of moving out and adulting, but I’d thought maybe I’d be ok, id get used to it and just do what im supposed to do and it’ll be maybe ok? Obvious flaw in my thought process there Having reflected, theres so much stuff that i could do wrong. What if i miss deadlines at work and get fired? What if i pay bills late and ruin my credit score and lose stuff? What if my house turns into a forever pigsty and i never get anything done and im _that_ roommate? What if i zone out while driving and cause an accident? Theres so many things that can go wrong im scared im gonna screw it all up and end up being someone society looks down on. Im trying to improve a little on myself now before i move out when I finish uni, but just the thought of having to deal with my adhd with actual consequences besides a bad grade or scolding is scary. It seems so far away but a couple years will definitely hit me before im ready. How do i not die?",1.8451427115188608,3.252729059633026,3.5856269113149857,90.926625891947,77.21100917431194,6.4958205912334375,23.120285423037714,7.1686216300943375,0.676720897043833,797,24,180,9,18,267,127,218,0.19899999999999998,0.695,0.107,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,12,13,1,1,8,2,16,1,0,4,3,43,32,24,1,5,12,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,16,0,0,6,0,3,4,3,8,0,0,5,2,16,5,22,18,2,26,0,3,1,1,3,14,1,7,9,112,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.08876564309798267,0.0,0.10931846578209332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276099796834497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485385117267132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546165129943975,0.0,0.07594934433202781,0.0,0.0,0.15480366747252666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344287538953336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262563469403252,0.10064755565865942,0.0,0.0,0.09377767206919928,0.0,0.0,0.09440403810884862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308555267895716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805651991965026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257143517667042,0.0,0.05169571493254331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495776083065243,0.0,0.0,0.6877808414197869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260892755075593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443936470008058,0.09116766910831577,0.0,0.0,0.07638504372832859,0.10176304175177754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222103773297516,0.18276680659769887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933560999388698,0.06686742512792279,0.0,0.07015538547284908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910686791471532,0.0,0.0,0.08280825092807913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707167936980491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082591090614126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043101054644112,0.0,0.0,0.2888541898799361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175712449384856,0.09894037122403702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712366407302328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622130933171283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989050046300686,0.0,0.05857644837442201 adhd,zestychilli,2019/05/23,"ADD in corporate workplace I'm in my 40s, in a standard corporate America job and besides the pay pretty much despise it. I don't follow all the corporate jargon about shit I don't care about or understand. I really only work on average 5 hours a day which that's probably not even right. I get up from my desk multiple times in a day. I have to do post it's everywhere but always end up losing them. I'm disinterested in the job and this department is anal AF and hard asses so I feel like a caged animal being watched. How do you deal with having add in a corporate job?",1.721410256410259,3.9804352649572654,4.349252136752138,81.2464423076923,80.96581196581197,8.686324786324787,24.27991452991453,9.2995712137729,2.4397299145299147,454,17,90,14,12,160,80,117,0.11,0.8370000000000001,0.053,-0.5017,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,5,5,2,0,8,0,8,3,3,1,1,15,15,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,3,10,2,14,14,2,18,0,1,1,1,3,10,2,1,6,56,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947339568991267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540637208227024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720491761683894,0.19758923072084206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975059607325002,0.0,0.0,0.12658717925032734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690718440809946,0.13691929972205655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001325069452119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168640055312687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874285025334467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705679170408271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363358773005674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441437702472851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408894334843407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576325326664535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355375765362386,0.19498335979086812,0.20663790813625246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277993405431327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367343385329536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967324387912716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175633036646383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952096845316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952806973631007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,omnipresentturtle,2019/05/23,"Emotionally overwhelmed after a day of work Hi my ADHD fam, Do any of you experience a drop in mood after work? I'm mostly find during the day while I work, but when I return home my mind becomes flooded with negative thoughts which cause me to spiral downwards emotionally.",7.48,7.938122098039216,7.930196078431373,68.4858823529412,63.31372549019608,9.937254901960783,34.64705882352941,9.725611199111238,3.4656352941176465,221,9,36,4,3,73,41,51,0.13,0.848,0.022000000000000002,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,2,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678962014487011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158740551967742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618814357018384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22899142601579375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28751884213652695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014906755254193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180501362986062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373699407112614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235983233890944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507698330064355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696676331797798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868464928959302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snapplecracklepop29,2019/05/23,"Why I can't ever wake makeup: constantly forgetting to take it off at night Can't believe I made this mistake again. I get under the covers, super comfy, about to fall asleep then I remember I gotta take my makeup off. Smh.",2.6163333333333334,4.565966133333337,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,76.55555555555556,7.166666666666668,22.36111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.3391111111111114,176,5,33,3,4,60,35,45,0.11800000000000001,0.792,0.091,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624384881651688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34763646145601945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909902480383896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807161098856638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043942306746113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188761986911244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644161002247705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837470532248615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902784073680913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VirginiaApplejack,2019/05/23,"Does ADHD Contribute to Inappropriate Flirting? I'm trying to better understand my SO, but I am starting to feel like the more I understand ADHD, the less I can attribute their behavior to its symptoms. They have a history of inappropriate flirtation (suggestive messaging, exploring other people through social media). These behaviors have led to fights, couples counseling, more fights, but always, the effort to try and work through understanding each other's definitions of fidelity and appropriateness. A recent breakthrough came about as a result of a recent fight that had us encountering an inability to process high emotions. He was diagnosed ADHD in his early teens. I'm not sure how long he's been off medication, but I can educatedly assume at least 3 years. He has since quickly begun the journey of locating a psychiatrist (TBD due to insurance complications, but progress is being made). New hope was injected into our relationship as it felt like we were working towards a solution. I started reading everything I could to better understand being a good partner to someone struggling with ADHD, lurked this subreddit like mad, and pulled together a new breed of patience fueled by this fledgling understanding. I was excited to spend time over the weekend with him. We went to an outdoor event with his work friends. There was a lot of drinking, and one of his female friends was especially tipsy. As the day wore on, he became more attached to her. Eventually, it came to the point where they would have their arms around each other, his around her waist. I caught this happening twice. He spent the latter half of the day with her, and I with a subset of his work friends. Given our past fights, counseling, and overall effort to define fidelity and respect within our relationship, I felt rejected. I tried to shake this off, but the imagery stayed with me. The hurt sunk in. He has since admitted to me he is attracted to her, but not interested in her. That doesn't exactly thrill me, but that's not what I am exploring right now. What I'm learning about impulse control and consequence management still doesn't lead me to reassurance that ADHD treatment will address what I fear is a content of character. Is there anyone who can attest to similar circumstances with successful change? Thank you for your time, and sorry that this went long.",8.57811138014528,9.558018898305086,8.338514285714286,64.70351961259082,60.98547215496368,11.83802421307506,38.79602905569007,11.525088041916213,5.010243273607748,1907,92,290,54,25,612,228,413,0.10800000000000001,0.738,0.154,0.97,0,1,1,1,4,0,52.0,6,2,4,12,12,30,5,3,24,0,29,6,2,7,2,61,55,21,0,3,10,0,3,3,4,2,3,0,1,1,21,25,2,1,13,3,2,12,5,10,0,3,19,3,41,20,59,31,8,52,0,2,0,0,46,17,0,3,25,212,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474568419082807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571427498424827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522178518870943,0.0,0.0,0.1406105887779478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969553034098306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180654779141976,0.0,0.0,0.08354602980591054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885781867096906,0.06305582939726563,0.0873853306150272,0.0,0.10186584328660499,0.0,0.0,0.0801588755297546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911234183308836,0.0,0.0,0.07736631503907718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883725703532963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097844604587539,0.0,0.0,0.08886984350780949,0.03993258773096983,0.05642039835961842,0.151658497127137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304975206089785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662412374870571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983812707708001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344237386503962,0.0,0.07844088800802848,0.0,0.0,0.08454533379822153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575090575895765,0.0,0.0,0.1397823716039959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714248552226502,0.0,0.07472890563338568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795599100273518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255083167112565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351611339143157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539143235089593,0.054751944697561734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465775226330151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899727146737334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595834600104488,0.16958112024531422,0.0,0.06744498662814866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065936030766614,0.0,0.0,0.0805059838374427,0.06691602333222009,0.0,0.0,0.08840705360159556,0.11179909625945338,0.08417780075442513,0.06307025533196818,0.0,0.0,0.08256275762945853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443385060661531,0.08208619887841903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271039748282547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210296417356384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085835487244754,0.0,0.0,0.4110834829010862,0.09499828301321918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464229000638577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229981581642667,0.0,0.0,0.05610221305236535,0.0,0.0,0.05085788993041025 adhd,cs12398,2019/05/23,"Advice on how to Prevent Medication Abuse Hey guys! This is a burner account (for obvious reasons) but I was hoping some of you may have some insight on this problem if you've dealt with it yourself. &#x200B; I've been prescribed meds for about 2 years now for ADHD-PI, and never had any problems with this before then, but increasingly often I've felt this urge to take more of the medication than I should each day, and I'm worried about it becoming a real problem. I've been lurking on this and related subreddits for a few weeks now looking for a good solution to nip this before it becomes a problem, but I haven't found anything suitable. &#x200B; I know some people have recommended talking this out with the psychiatrist, but I'm worried that they might stop prescribing me the meds, which would be a disaster for me academically (they helped me go from almost failing out of college to getting straight A's in my doctoral program now). &#x200B; Has anyone else experienced this problem? What solutions did you find helped you cope with it and stopped it from turning into an addiction? &#x200B; tl;dr: having the urge to abuse my medication, trying to find strategies/tips on how to not let it turn into something bigger.",9.704275945293645,8.80216401327434,9.078479485116656,66.56808930008047,59.30973451327434,11.404022526146418,42.66934835076428,10.436869588844218,4.6557752212389385,1001,50,160,18,11,319,134,226,0.19,0.727,0.083,-0.9848,0,0,1,0,2,0,39.0,0,3,2,1,8,8,0,0,12,0,17,5,0,3,2,49,29,12,0,9,6,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,17,13,0,3,7,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,7,3,14,2,34,16,7,23,0,1,1,0,10,11,0,9,10,118,31,5,0.0,0.18826651718490744,0.0,0.08661038741937564,0.09548143223879628,0.07763597128027275,0.0,0.0,0.07955600848446331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443288527396853,0.3861535819871068,0.05402757676335911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555521072260932,0.08140418471949674,0.06537919158875613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548883799901693,0.13520932424681315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123758883922218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131871415326261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636887034267304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628283896802937,0.0,0.14522863623106136,0.0,0.0,0.08711097369005086,0.0,0.0,0.04150846406908085,0.0,0.04515230676770339,0.06663747495838789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866632002380351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650505807355297,0.0,0.0,0.07891010054529901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366271468773486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124128211556211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671657276403682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649832925283693,0.2401074487704949,0.0,0.08428210423861933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127543627958335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507945627404223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801065257153052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042957284758543,0.0,0.08168609714310145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116319230262199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328446930870485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059735243385850234,0.06385754397891863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394018892815634,0.17283389925248446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372864387949664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136723530892844,0.0,0.05643780157515335,0.0,0.3861535819871068,0.05116210830657182 adhd,MeetMeInLumbridge,2019/05/23,"How do I not fuck up my life as a highly gifted 24 year old? In 2017, I graduated with a 3.67 from NYU Stern with a bachelors degree in finance. I have no internships, work, or volunteer experience between my freshman year and the present. From 2017 to 2019, the only experience I have is some occasional SAT tutoring. It’s just a 2 year void during which I have achieved nothing because of ADHD/depression/anxiety and other health problems. I feel like I am well behind my peers and it seems like my lack of experience hurts my job prospects. During this time I have learned to live on very little (I can survive on spending less than $20-$25 per week). I want to find enough income to allow me to deposit minimum $500 a week towards stocks and investments. I am worried about jobs like financial analysts and such because I fear that my ADHD will cause me to make careless mistakes and miss out on crucial information. I do not work well under authority but I am a perfectionist given my own pacing of time and freedom of approach. I am not good at following directions. I am highly gifted. I scored near perfect on my SAT and reached rank 5 in my class with unmedicated ADHD and about half the time and effort committed towards my educational prospects. I am very lazy and inclined towards completion by panic but I still get satisfactory results. I would skip a lot of classes, cram weeks of information in 2-3 days, and still walk away with B+’s to A’s. I managed to do this on a pre-med/finance dual track with no slots for easy courses. I eventually abandoned my plans to become a dentist because I got distracted by Pokémon GO while studying for my placement exams. I don’t think I’ve ever felt passionate about dentistry or careers in general. I want a work environment where I am not limited by stringency. However, I need work where talent is recognized more than effort and organization. What are my options. I have no idea where to start. I am sorry for writing this out so lazily, it’s late and I am tired. I want to feel like I’m actually doing something with my life.",4.691160315267734,6.504250614609576,5.989906557243849,74.92763549199644,70.56171284634759,8.85054034289429,32.957585114162676,9.370254747372089,3.2698659137076467,1662,80,293,37,31,558,220,397,0.111,0.74,0.149,0.925,4,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,12,15,20,1,3,14,0,25,7,0,5,3,64,46,22,0,8,9,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,10,22,0,2,10,0,4,4,8,10,2,1,5,3,47,10,59,39,7,48,0,3,0,2,3,26,1,6,22,201,57,17,0.0,0.0,0.09315080868648913,0.0,0.344156921638966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302320430742666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968359437714114,0.0,0.0,0.17456637975945247,0.10542311185818304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980591037786745,0.0,0.0,0.10008328670815388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061560907475735525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863105927789614,0.0,0.0,0.08634497423529329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801214174209005,0.0,0.10741398759493233,0.09653034851560224,0.13638687163815333,0.09165225956344156,0.0,0.08724460733214451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824708136583223,0.04987156448822797,0.0,0.05424956642602255,0.08006355340416979,0.07634449182402388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014647440274943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170797556188907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218709831545446,0.10775765254087936,0.0,0.0,0.18944973041362012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076779736643795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348461001308567,0.1865389632678908,0.095671498646472,0.08428896465309896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115286155925026,0.0,0.0,0.06371729452494909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602955333095587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077905157003693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159213683449667,0.0,0.10016450099058928,0.0,0.0,0.07259821717315965,0.0,0.1119964746069092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133803206044233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689911175824724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348631556565435,0.0,0.10685462901745543,0.06756390168326498,0.0,0.152461788080946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116403684414658,0.0,0.0,0.16698262752639456,0.10971206731923336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575215862484189,0.16890639989106224,0.0,0.2297059583578571,0.0,0.17165193548409152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779709942378546,0.096939704497412,0.0,0.06780885595151824,0.0,0.0,0.1844106575120548 adhd,PM_ME_YR_BOBA,2019/05/23,"Exhausted from trying to “pass” I feel like I can’t do it anymore. I want to stop pretending to be someone I’m not, someone who is functional and organized and competent. I feel like an imposter and liar because I’m none of those things, but somehow tricked people into thinking otherwise, and now I’m trapped. I can’t figure out how to get out. It’s hard to get out of bed in the morning and go to my new-ish job knowing I will end up staying 10 hours, accomplish maybe 1/8 of what I should due to inattention and being paralyzed when I should be starting tasks, and go home feeling panicked and guilty. Rinse, repeat. I feel like I don’t belong in any area of life where it is possible to let others down.",5.953309859154928,5.637636971830987,6.539542253521128,79.79198943661973,66.6056338028169,9.916901408450704,35.3556338028169,9.516144504307137,3.1828000000000003,558,25,111,10,8,183,92,142,0.146,0.742,0.111,-0.7964,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,2,0,2,0,13,2,0,1,0,27,28,11,0,3,2,0,5,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,8,12,0,1,7,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,5,11,3,21,21,1,22,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,11,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023344499317892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534302496216445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777867090183127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156596728170834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575916283205895,0.3789285255410295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474660276771165,0.0,0.20096468201222634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838252836794406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773498043825278,0.0,0.1741172844103437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545165490766199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716738967683876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807950644760596,0.1248825816439493,0.2591339381058157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762436025028586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075934530731302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257430691710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993210423719903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29961256086528604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514347037038775,0.18845057727673814,0.0,0.14781687478670766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174613682583764,0.11328948805268099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003897133534774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428415432660744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,austinjmulka,2019/05/23,"Insurance won’t pay for my meds I was doing extremely well In life about a year ago, until my insurance cut my meds. My medicine is literally the only thing that makes me feel as if I can survive. Without it, I feel hopeless. But my insurance won’t pay for it and are requiring $140 dollars a month I don’t have. Ironically, if I could have my meds for a month or two, I might be able to actually get a job with enough money to pay for it. But between gas, car repairs, and car insurance, my current job basically just pays my living costs. I really haven’t been able to process why I’ve been feeling so horribly, because I’ve just kind of been going through the motions trying to stay alive, but I’m just now realizing not having meds is the reason. Nonetheless, I guess it’s extra motivation for me to send resumes everyday.",4.7101818181818205,5.496666442424242,6.279393939393941,76.75909090909094,69.42424242424242,9.87878787878788,32.57575757575758,10.018931242160765,3.2522121212121213,653,29,128,16,11,224,102,165,0.052000000000000005,0.885,0.063,0.4124,4,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,1,0,7,0,19,1,0,3,0,25,27,11,0,3,11,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,0,7,5,6,2,1,1,4,3,18,2,19,18,2,15,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,8,87,24,8,0.2825802234188076,0.0,0.13787876768473584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524515907286646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612914069064853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128086573189326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459904546233844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432157731937787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381825183385719,0.0,0.08029842651635627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556469872359506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804172688993955,0.0,0.0,0.1471319090371677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979738434536917,0.0,0.0,0.12476175719424733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431224670172494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277658501339707,0.0,0.0,0.1498864806324685,0.0,0.0,0.2255528383603045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745749673127553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051406350112426,0.14526976667214248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059645983467335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386687206095322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592671132417188,0.0,0.13801990888389234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270367786870275,0.0,0.12749234954668492,0.0,0.0,0.1361986257384711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098619956258057 adhd,Goblinwithaknife,2019/05/23,"Voices in my head So, lots of the times there are voices in my head. Sometimes they yell at me and a different mental voice yells back, but sometimes they just talk. Some of them are variations on my voice, some of them aren't. The voice that tells me I'm garbage has been popping in around 8pm lately, coincidentally around when my 50mg of Vyvanse wears off. There's no voice that is my dedicated thinking voice, it's more like different headspaces that I can switch between, but the other ones are still there when I'm in the other one, interrupting. Is this an ADHD thing or is this different",4.301082375478927,5.980607250000002,4.491839080459774,85.81484674329505,71.32758620689654,7.569348659003833,25.819923371647512,8.167268648758528,1.4186429118773942,475,15,96,7,9,148,72,116,0.048,0.8859999999999999,0.066,0.4748,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,6,0,10,3,3,0,0,11,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,12,1,14,12,4,15,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,4,7,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141938310804116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31731905758741324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370453133487885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586268316003924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658239780311797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104745468124655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707255181264212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152194735239646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796105710699371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415420177768785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35254148162555804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423320544894582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325185187861916,0.15577797137042984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840588479172785,0.11420045815380656,0.0,0.0,0.10392540862877793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheese_pasta_life,2019/05/23,"Scared to enter full time job position for fear of being bored, quitting or fired So I have 2 full time job interviews in the next 5 days. Personally not super motivated to get them as they’re frankly boring uninteresting jobs. Aside from that, I am worried to start my first full time Job. I have only ever worked for 4 months over summer and even then i quit early. I dont want to accept and then quit from boredom or even worse get fired. A large part of me wants to flunk these interviews because i dont feel ready for that responsibility and i know i dont learn stuff fast and I kinda like doing my own thing and getting shit done how i want to What can I do to combat these emotions?",4.05503597122302,5.209308928057557,4.941791366906475,84.389809352518,71.23021582733813,7.5743884892086335,23.971942446043162,7.908726449838941,1.048000863309352,547,14,114,7,10,178,92,139,0.308,0.677,0.015,-0.9897,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,7,5,9,1,2,2,0,11,1,1,2,1,19,20,12,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,3,15,3,17,18,5,20,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,3,15,73,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470370524172161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903287951810589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254084498587703,0.4308736183755488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784923396232185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188269040399558,0.11085106158354854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789979856121634,0.061963604151558285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042386827832628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920777410143503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864371995951768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734879894870492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987042757286552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781609695736414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033045883072988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320275457825454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270679903843235,0.0,0.0,0.10700358781533813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910324596264665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226912399813465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579305688726794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673961967846762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402873554741456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141499016679721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437497308031064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168447428701236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921590420750206,0.12445274607240855,0.12488618259356953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IrishSkyGod,2019/05/23,"My nearly 6 year old was officially diagnosed today. Any tips you could give to help her? Techniques to encourage her to focus positively ect. She's in a program for speech delay. It's only half days with ratio of 10 kids to 3 adults. Next year she goes into full days, full classes. I'm worried for her. She already struggles so much at her young age. I just want to help her. Now that she's diagnosed at least I have an idea on where to start. I welcome all advice.",1.1816634429400388,3.630742659574469,2.932088974854935,89.26136363636364,85.17021276595744,5.545841392649903,21.31141199226305,6.980632752743323,0.6645446808510633,366,12,74,5,11,121,70,94,0.071,0.762,0.16699999999999998,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,14,2,16,5,5,21,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,0,12,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866932602653407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356472753181075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521487712644446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049473033815846,0.0,0.0,0.2754319409931029,0.0,0.0,0.4334782683311486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048475260907044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862634204239339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106125634919545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697685347084409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271027670075327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407485576230102,0.0,0.0,0.16240718898209572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114508009018354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323891752060096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241144559079105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259517321293805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168607649224797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275026189081546 adhd,seaofblue777,2019/05/23,"Just took my vyvanse instead of my lexapro at 11:20pm by accident... It’s 11:26pm EST and I just accidentally took my Vyvanse (30mg) when going to take my daily dose of lexapro. I didn’t notice until I swallowed the capsule and noticed the difference in texture. If that isn’t ADHD in a nutshell then I don’t know what is. . . Thankfully I work second shift at my job and don’t have to be there until 3pm tomorrow but still. I wasn’t planning on not sleeping tonight either. Side note—I just realized that I’ve done this once before except I took Trazodone at 9am right before going into work. ADHD rocks.",1.6957142857142848,4.266750666666667,3.387857142857144,86.04000000000002,84.0,5.428571428571429,26.904761904761905,6.868970318607317,1.4782261904761906,480,22,89,6,14,159,82,120,0.017,0.965,0.019,0.0516,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,0,9,3,1,0,0,14,17,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,6,0,12,1,15,10,1,21,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,7,60,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396648235833974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084277054345913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241264304559906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688745811953518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757136757702386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375865910946502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069165777330672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757567937399004,0.0,0.17574281612947198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092770339419286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514096254222466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178661129291416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407584569350015,0.0,0.0,0.1519298889720125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5500358278285784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402756508987004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrsb1999,2019/05/23,"Advice for a struggling 7 year old? He’s not officially diagnosed - we are working on that - but we are pretty certain our 7 year old has ADHD. The forms and checklists have been submitted to his doctor. Symptoms have become way more obvious now that school is less ‘free time’ and more structured. He gets hyper focused for hours/days/weeks...on particular topics. To the point that it supersedes anything else. The daily routine of getting ready is a struggle every.single. day. Without direct supervision he can’t follow a single step direction right now without multiple prompts. Eg “please brush your teeth”. He is sensitive to noise/loud environments. He gets overwhelmed by simple tasks. He is a walking tornado who loses things daily. He has trouble making friends. He is so so smart and amazing and has a great memory for things that interest him, but he is having such a hard time getting through his days. By the end of the school day he is a hot mess. I feel like he is always in trouble at school and at home. Any advice on how to make things easier on him? We have a consistent routine, he has a visual schedule for some of them. We have pared down his toys. We try to give one step directions. He has no screen time other than 60min max of TV in a day. No iPad/phone use at all. Any tips from you adults who have been there? Thanks so much.",3.3596470588235263,5.878565278431374,3.9825098039215696,84.67729411764707,76.6078431372549,6.903529411764708,25.88627450980392,7.9765259561132025,1.7174203921568625,1066,40,196,18,25,337,154,255,0.087,0.728,0.185,0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,6,2,1,2,8,16,0,3,15,0,24,4,1,4,3,24,35,11,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,11,10,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,7,0,1,2,5,15,10,29,33,8,31,0,2,1,0,32,11,0,1,16,121,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121813127777064,0.2296489804785317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977735426377985,0.0,0.0,0.15981480899671227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669657276950663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977500012960125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031239216838515,0.0,0.0,0.11926506434538126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027130910557148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816031897561636,0.0,0.1040745202117086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059414040101446484,0.08394556929948657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078404320448724,0.0,0.24556597405811956,0.1127214680184901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954963692796154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526136683921572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178670590142615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057406989690342636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145799738877925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687095096104905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637966836036841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660338515754385,0.0,0.07962440422177096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898516368566096,0.1110801713312338,0.0,0.0,0.11954479152900825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100348596669045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567638886178688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568340152312595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221326487728536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818278296766387,0.0,0.0,0.23419522912825816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555426724673134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977815688974382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014865606700781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326997050544104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265411829998447,0.0,0.08554501279987327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133868769826206 adhd,50schmeckleboobies,2019/05/23,Music Festivals Does anybody else here fucking love them? It's so amazing to have an entire weekend of stimulation and it being damn near impossible not to find situations to gage your interests.,6.539901960784312,9.4313775,7.571176470588237,60.966960784313756,68.11764705882354,10.415686274509804,37.80392156862745,10.504223727775694,5.182874509803922,161,9,22,5,3,54,31,34,0.061,0.628,0.311,0.9034,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825938976107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36522185680545777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39958998783447097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041814302075294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945872140103441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914275617626573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yallmindifivacuum,2019/05/23,"Undiagnosed adult probably have ADD/ADHD. I have never been officially diagnosed with ADD/ADHD. However I had several college professors, undergraduate and graduate mention I present with poor time management, forgetfulness and inattention to important details, and would benefit from a diagnosis to accommodate me so I could have increased time for test taking. I felt overwhelmed by all of the steps to get diagnosed, so I never did. I figured after I was done with school, it wouldn't matter anymore. After I graduated and began my career, I still have the same problems that are impacting my life. I spend all my time after work hours trying to catch up on things that I let slide through out the day. I have no time for my personal life and I feel stuck. Would it still be worthwhile to pursue a diagnosis, or are there resources available/strategies I can find to help manage time or facilitate multitasking? Sorry for the long post",5.7360000000000015,8.556757872727275,6.507272727272731,68.00090909090912,70.27272727272728,9.975757575757576,33.42424242424242,10.203070172399654,4.2908060606060605,759,37,115,23,15,249,106,165,0.078,0.836,0.085,0.2708,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,0,19,4,0,0,4,27,25,9,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,4,0,2,4,4,2,0,0,8,2,20,1,22,11,4,25,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,17,90,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572395204024343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473972122942322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866589382408073,0.0,0.0,0.0958515767637568,0.0,0.0,0.3017048448524269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209616215119467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751498515061883,0.0,0.1427044199531924,0.0,0.135841616373459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765103355170963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962098120677798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636682776440355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198031690212607,0.209958102438314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152947337139678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292593120536986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297746289141545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423427758769948,0.0,0.1602441367669213,0.1422151613821278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041760727837578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790525446754087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637481635348508,0.0,0.0,0.2373860844975437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174837451596677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874061564346116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333255415072373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090740561431168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820161359215401,0.0,0.0,0.21115951755783705,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fresh_mouth,2019/05/23,"Need some advise on starting ADHD medications I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and am starting a medication treatment. The doctor wants me to try out different medications to see which type and dose treats my ADHD best. This part is going well; however at work the boss is about to have me work a crazy schedule of switching hours between days and nights for the next month. For example, I’m supposed to come in and work 8am until 4pm one day, then the next come in the next day at 3pm and work until midnight. I’m worried this is not only going to wreck havoc on my sleep schedule, but it will affect my ability to determine which ADHD medication works and what time of day I should take the medication. Anyone have any insight on this problem?",10.162291666666668,7.424939534722222,10.076944444444448,65.56250000000004,59.90277777777778,12.933333333333335,40.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.504883333333333,599,24,106,12,6,199,89,144,0.081,0.87,0.049,-0.5842,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,8,0,9,9,1,2,0,20,21,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,1,7,3,23,18,3,31,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,19,68,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751031560379764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720854419411973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910501039005383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371715306078866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026850115936762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549515606805014,0.0,0.0,0.1003114967654341,0.0,0.1032574753289714,0.0,0.10115782941582996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233599530681487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732873581819587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978097312757652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788860494866634,0.0,0.0,0.07328201614140926,0.0,0.0,0.3153240216512179,0.09274630218870347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697051823500833,0.07516551302551233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702446163565033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945680253027216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758379853157456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875559935086318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890248513269696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990633736679298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430869540251435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576292153035123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709983657597172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058293149590813276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886103746673002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597511275356902,0.10036779007547647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,E_to_the_J,2019/05/23,"Advice on next step After 5 and a half months of throwing my money at doctor after doctor, I finally got to see the psychiatrist yesterday. He ruled out bipolar disorder, which is why I was referred to him in the first place according to the therapist. I told him about how my mind gets jumbled and I can't get my thoughts in order which can cause me anxiety. He prescribed me strattera and buspirone because he's not allowed to prescribe stimulants. I took the strattera for the first time at 10am when I woke up. I had to go to back sleep 30 minutes later because of how tired it made me. When I woke up I felt nauseous and had no desire to get up. I'm currently going to school and really can't afford to sleep away my days and feel like garbage until my body gets used to this, if it ever does get used to it. I just don't know what to do now. Should I go back to my regular doctor who can prescribe stimulants so that I can try those out instead?",5.621223055295218,5.283257963917529,6.433542642924088,80.34955482661671,67.29896907216495,9.528772258669166,32.58481724461106,9.095868883498916,2.6474597938144333,751,29,152,12,11,249,117,194,0.052000000000000005,0.92,0.027999999999999997,-0.5106,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,1,0,0,6,0,12,8,3,9,1,29,34,13,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,11,3,23,1,31,22,0,38,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,20,105,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733258429312272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968300465346933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242588147733748,0.20039307650676305,0.0,0.15886549497920835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473953256828007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338591779283303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403597575012785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493408734997859,0.4001182127475904,0.11403082515066522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786837554080135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588614722911552,0.0930899519482978,0.1251132801307974,0.14274281024229374,0.0,0.22167481362216426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34039504580123064,0.0,0.2221660840735216,0.0,0.10421685005387993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716122463177746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366046423135174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329778655975802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157095215056075,0.0,0.10400824570738364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858089626220846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614104058988807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347675006031299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187566469347262,0.10383625218172024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26079830443255964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129420337259533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344765247563506,0.07598192106482353,0.1497664834191974,0.0,0.12451205695711527,0.14477370228295566,0.08846857378374391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508344716731493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758003768749688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mxybeshewill,2019/05/23,"Misconceptions of ADHD The symptoms of ADHD, are symptoms that majority of people may experience in their life, and that is fairly normal. But the problem is, most of these people then use this to define ADHD. They misunderstand ADHD, as if the symptoms they experience, and what we experience is the same. They fail to understand that this goes deep down, and is because of greater issues. Our experience of our symptoms, and your experience of those same symptoms, are two completely different things. This is one of the reasons why ADHD is treated like a ""minor"" condition where the person has a couple of ""small"" issues a day but they're usually ""fine"". This, is ignorance.",6.63987758945386,8.800502516949152,7.323333333333334,65.91027306967987,66.20338983050848,9.990207156308852,33.45009416195857,10.25414643259724,4.033957438794728,539,24,80,14,9,178,67,118,0.075,0.8959999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,1,4,1,1,6,0,0,9,0,11,6,0,2,0,18,13,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,8,3,14,12,5,8,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,4,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791178242773866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058749073856678775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010469555032078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663668399456727,0.0,0.062153657049423675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069096564470724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713643561714214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011801288091253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807224426710237,0.047083771279189564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442666536533297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530593673073719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362805367238342,0.08415060087249883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221749569711277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990891605666608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008506569984812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402701519119075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414399999455997,0.10032937829034404,0.0,0.08323672842412426,0.10614302826519817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696310446869387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Durrr344,2019/05/23,Just started concerta kinda anxious Idk I have anxiety from like taking pills ig but I feel like somthing bad is going to happen has anyone found concerta good or like opinions if I wanna know what I'm gettin in too,1.6950000000000005,4.471820880952382,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,90.1904761904762,5.6571428571428575,23.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5813523809523808,175,7,29,3,6,58,36,42,0.168,0.593,0.239,0.6794,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,4,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378946203567924,0.3513126386622561,0.0,0.21744058175156405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25965069520025685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572380370789381,0.2221602253539376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409674581563473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673395918243326,0.2608306335245774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749936991023748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090343745041975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557792581403946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010933227603235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381410213705786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,detvch,2019/05/23,"my experience with adderal (long post) i had to stop taking adderal because my body had a debilitating reaction from it. i wanted to share my experience with it because i need to get it off my chest, & maybe others can relate to this. i was prescribed 20mg of adderal (mixed amphetamine salts, the generic version of adderal as it was cheaper due to my insurance) & i’d always heard good things about it so i was optimistic about it helping my adhd. i’m not sure if these are official side effects of it, but here are the things i felt when i was on it. my anxiety was through the roof. i felt fine in the morning but as soon as i left my house, i was practically shaking from anxiety for absolutely no reason. for the whole 10 hours it lasted i was on the verge of a panic attack. i also has extreme mood swings, either feeling numb/flat or extremely irritated by the smallest of things. physically i felt drained. i had no motivation to move, & at times i felt like if i tried to move around i wouldn’t be able to. i noticed if i sat for too long i would begin to feel like i wasn’t in my body, like i was slowly losing control of my limbs & i had to force myself to combat these feelings. my brain would switch between two modes throughout the day: foggy, unable to think any thoughts, & overall out of it mentally; & all over the place, thinking a million thoughts at once that come & go so fast i can’t focus on one thought long enough for me to remember what it was. a lot of the time these thoughts were me worrying about every possible thing in the world i could worry about. i found social interaction impossible & i wanted to avoid it at all costs, which is very out of character for me. social situations felt like a movie set to me, like everyone was paid to interact & everything they said was scripted. it just felt fake, unreal, & like i wasn’t apart of it. i couldn’t bring myself to speak because i felt so out of place. finally, my concentration was worse than it would’ve been without any meds at all. i couldn’t bring myself to listen to anyone, i couldn’t focus on the music i was listening to/i couldn’t enjoy it, & i couldn’t read anything longer than one sentence because my brain was somewhere else & i couldn’t understand it no matter how many times i read it. i couldn’t handle the side effects & i wasn’t getting any benefits from taking it, so i switched to vyvanse which has been a huge live saver. tl;dr: adderal made me anxious, unmotivated, moody, caused me to dissociate, & didn’t help me in the slightest. you couldn’t pay me to take it again.",6.625225125069482,6.152599151750972,7.065394663702057,77.10327821011677,65.26459143968872,10.066592551417457,33.72679266259033,9.516144504307137,2.9288084491384105,2060,79,405,35,28,675,245,514,0.133,0.772,0.095,-0.9718,0,1,0,0,0,0,82.0,0,1,1,5,17,20,1,3,20,0,45,5,5,8,4,67,84,16,0,18,10,0,10,6,0,3,0,5,0,0,33,7,0,3,23,2,3,7,19,7,0,4,42,16,65,12,74,29,8,53,0,1,0,0,14,27,0,5,23,270,98,4,0.048233268656705415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579670157807242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038572127518567326,0.04013394340897023,0.7316501701305094,0.0,0.0984008300274552,0.0,0.07379663700423549,0.0544898645279904,0.0,0.033725822924124405,0.0,0.03969187036363412,0.04293783515125772,0.0,0.054872306277749014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761021155245452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715257613106403,0.0,0.10768855904111643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954885337577232,0.0,0.04154869008227082,0.0,0.0,0.05409771215657564,0.03851034024558811,0.0,0.0,0.031106468044816725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040292706804824815,0.0,0.0,0.04983786008780963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04063860912709349,0.046088955192800436,0.043348951769530006,0.09436278396975123,0.0,0.0,0.07316456964119157,0.034457856765813116,0.3241805132792133,0.052837188189874665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052885289507771716,0.0,0.0,0.050399784236759095,0.0,0.02741207811371807,0.040455777337313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465948653384407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047500053774766564,0.055654716107226034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393165515638266,0.0,0.0,0.05240558752414982,0.0,0.0,0.14138603225495805,0.0,0.04259085989831704,0.12805477484620678,0.0,0.053960690034547135,0.0,0.04100620017392122,0.0,0.04563948503462115,0.0,0.04890096390703087,0.04845680135760183,0.0,0.05357628806553202,0.0,0.04860779022009881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025286626213492,0.0,0.03576435754741908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491389605361127,0.0,0.05136685695579462,0.06536822225717563,0.0,0.0,0.056591348330352474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078699963666472,0.0,0.0,0.054375763228648295,0.046194138466196535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964926425284182,0.0,0.0,0.04959183341864401,0.0,0.0,0.05463889087425672,0.0,0.045880883799910295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542162148648733,0.0,0.09833548647352117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032517233980843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454592848916572,0.0,0.10879624597648267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817616189284153,0.061811861962377826,0.0,0.15316731042013287,0.08437562050618985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03274722330299537,0.0,0.04711689490955159,0.050212533709210826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397974980383177,0.05689846306924873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385072194588452,0.0,0.04649514977685815,0.0,0.0,0.0979664512389222,0.04915382144460576,0.10279059052091798,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fausuto,2019/05/23,"[Discussion] Why do we all love chicken fingers? It's 5 pm. The meds have been killing the appetite all dsy. Nothing looks good. But once a plate of chicken tenders comes to me it's gone within a minute. All my adhd friends are also chicken tend fiends. So, why?",0.5975000000000001,3.0774580392156885,1.4727205882352938,95.85849264705885,96.05882352941177,3.334313725490196,25.98284313725491,5.148860815047168,0.5487431372549021,204,10,40,1,8,63,42,51,0.11900000000000001,0.718,0.162,0.3515,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,4,3,1,0,3,6,9,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,4,3,7,3,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32811690430817586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183339422172061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351824979126809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093452340227206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289961669152217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020561051999786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292679823511505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464111494349848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30326359823117005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26196998962554,0.0,0.0,0.2907573188195898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927160489819261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dumbbitchxoxo,2019/05/23,"Vyvanse=no sleeping i’ve been prescribed 50mg vyvanse for 4 years now, but like the rest of my life i’ve been very inconsistent in taking it. mainly because i feel like it stops working if i take it for more than 4/5 days straight. does anyone else have this problem or know a solution to where i could take it daily ?",3.4752307692307696,4.899899907692308,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,73.0,6.430769230769231,28.384615384615394,6.742157984588678,1.2733692307692306,254,10,52,2,5,81,52,65,0.091,0.733,0.17600000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,9,3,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,6,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733043518063024,0.2539543533374088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108868896065192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978901914155466,0.0,0.0,0.15984446972928473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168975443707291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704910451085293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532175859608,0.17706599909715004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621334716007258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506567279709595,0.24217659298767735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371615348031121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480316692119544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721593271572844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5590630932959771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045044124367294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043969783740205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960899522726946 adhd,OldMateTHC,2019/05/23,"Is my story familiar to other people? I was raised by a single dad with a bad temper, so I quickly learned to sublimate my hyperactive impulses into activities that wouldn't get me screamed at. When my mum took me to a psychiatrist as a 15 year old i was diagnosed with ADHD. It made my entire life up until that point make sense. My dad was just pissed that my mum took me to the doctor behind his back IMO, he refused to accept the diagnosis or trial treatment and so I couldn't get access to meds when it would have been easy. I haven't had the money to seek a consult with an adult ADD specialist until now (I'm 27). I self-medicate by smoking weed everyday and drinking light beer at night. I drink light beer because I can't regulate my drinking once I start so light beer will fulfil my compulsion to drink (in between loading screens in video games usually) without giving me alcohol poisoning by the end of the night. I know I'm rambling now but there's one last thing i have to say. A friend in school when I got diagnosed at 15 was on prescription dexamphetamine but he didn't like taking it. So he gave me his pills for like one school week and the difference I felt was incredible. I could sit and listen to people without having to fiddle with pocket-fluff or scribble doodles (or paper or my arm). Sorry, I don't know if this went anywhere or counts for the sub I just want to know I'm not alone :(",5.1317477263740585,5.718705711743772,6.03569988137604,79.59470442862795,68.39501779359429,9.233768287860817,29.845986555950972,9.2995712137729,2.4906582048240407,1119,40,218,21,18,370,161,281,0.071,0.868,0.061,-0.2139,0,1,8,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,14,9,3,0,14,0,20,16,2,2,0,37,41,22,0,6,13,4,1,2,1,3,7,3,0,1,9,10,8,1,6,9,1,3,9,5,0,2,15,8,32,4,38,21,1,33,0,0,1,0,18,10,1,6,21,143,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852775216514554,0.0,0.0,0.1231846726246178,0.0,0.1193811753221618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863270761448115,0.09624258695419632,0.0702652966458489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203080057659667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339858363243727,0.0,0.1204288017857496,0.0,0.11797999272191785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516685596726905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209177258007973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067377146782208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905449550840146,0.0,0.12044382009136005,0.1105739853945707,0.0,0.0,0.0921890292853109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004211323494435,0.0939574590423032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141603131387704,0.11262663184132732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906780669435873,0.07694118318949746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560698581809155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633932084935995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095264366229284,0.12275490007613953,0.15621492275145454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598223463812106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896395742815826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166442738473514,0.0,0.2333113984573701,0.0,0.0,0.12024794093576295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903124100252902,0.0815861152794833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866659495700086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765778406436248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25613031045567275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269495990036787,0.0,0.06798707924218851,0.0,0.09245971261805852,0.0,0.0,0.10685306056895816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222529479641467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188190736179375,0.0,0.0,0.074227749768288 adhd,standhereleethrwawy,2019/05/23,"I need guidance from an experienced add master. I seem to br unable to accomplish anything in their life so far. I am 30 with a 6th grade education who's been studying for the ged test for the last 4 years and have only been able to pass the English one so far. I dont know how I'm going to teach myself algebra. Maths always been my worse subject. I cant find a job because its so grueling to sit and do online applications I wont be called back for. I've been unemployed for 2 and a half years. Everytime I start I literally lose all cognitive function. I am lucky to own my land and house outright or else id be homeless. I have 2 children and I cant provide them much besides my time and love. That alone drains me 100 percent being a single father. I feel like a dog chasing his tale. I just got bumped up to 40 mg adderall xr and I can tell my nurse practitioner suspects me of being a addict because of how scheduled the drug is. I am afraid to keep asking for a bigger dose because of the way she comes across when I meet with her. 30mg xr doesn't seem to stop me from wandering aimlessly. Any advice would be appreciated. Sorry for my grammar mistakes",2.3840196078431357,4.2432736764705865,4.1997478991596635,85.13838935574229,76.94117647058823,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.4962358543417367,917,35,187,14,21,310,155,238,0.063,0.858,0.079,0.6692,3,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,8,6,0,1,13,0,23,5,0,2,1,28,36,14,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,11,0,2,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,5,2,30,3,25,24,5,21,0,1,0,1,13,7,0,4,10,116,33,7,0.16151964072422026,0.0,0.0,0.17608024958380908,0.0,0.1578351235576358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672856360153467,0.0,0.0,0.13439728015119434,0.0,0.0,0.10983889443695613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291690195072953,0.0,0.15099906052836906,0.0,0.0,0.12419863370450733,0.0,0.2953826214431423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492961215787733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913486855752208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892998159932719,0.0,0.1873115041480202,0.0,0.134928934077473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166918347235408,0.1153896636065332,0.0,0.0,0.14762602544692466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179533404515554,0.0,0.12918201178714442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637197935367214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028332052936894,0.14356607805489033,0.0,0.0,0.08876697043850289,0.13166006492951454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140860989467822,0.07891033778566406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069916284637705,0.0,0.0,0.14577778190141394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873552062035715,0.11976476698907307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094498887158892,0.12284296512453324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940828293237462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808080139830096,0.11432443304163152,0.0,0.0,0.13503765201620105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117528525931367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418340141283596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282067726864524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460231290693314,0.11473891854559876,0.0,0.0,0.20802670599392128 adhd,jalo399,2019/05/23,"Side effects or Quality of life ? I'm scared to take Ritalin. Hi everyone, I'm 23 years old I just diagnosed ADHD with an QEEG + Test of speed... The doctor say : try 30 sessions of NeuroFeedback , but it was ineffective so after 15 I said STOP money thief !!! So the problem is this now: \-I'm impulsive, when i talk to people I pay attention to negligible details during conversation (any solution?) \-Change topic very frequently (any solution?) \-I can't doing job that require logic tasks. What can i do ? i think that now is time to have a solution; Ritalin. But i have some questions to ask for some people that use Ritalin from +10 Years or Less..... 1) If you stop to use after 1/2 years does your ADHD disappears? 2) Side effects like anxiety, depression, ecc.. will be irreversible? 3) is it possible to take it for 15/20 years and have no side effects? 4) Can you tell me a solution about this problem ? Natural method ? Omega-3? meditation ? &#x200B; If you want to explain better me something thank you very much, I really would like you to do it.. I'm not expert and i'm I'm a beginner.. &#x200B; Thanks to everyone",2.0435782638414217,4.8800842105263165,3.9765738209159287,79.8472667464115,87.27751196172251,8.153178400546821,27.08151059466849,8.738905477910976,2.9920237867395763,876,41,155,27,28,295,130,209,0.17300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9263,1,0,2,0,0,0,67.0,0,6,0,6,7,11,0,1,6,0,16,6,0,5,0,30,33,11,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,2,6,2,0,0,10,3,0,3,8,0,2,1,3,6,0,0,2,2,17,5,20,28,4,20,0,1,0,0,15,3,0,7,18,89,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780458235751362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506749144724983,0.2811237436760708,0.15733050630584522,0.0,0.08849363054385995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814365333161133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023081109634652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237236892371026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963360395504037,0.11741110273731925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840170553928855,0.1012309144028521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107126495480334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479292513155105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170704831728917,0.11302920937272902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503690642302952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213849820524764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039362232737953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040997251460748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137714005897086,0.0,0.0,0.12958624002748678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410652101147694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003661263810713,0.09199207670080352,0.11581422092880185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905485484201275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342458125573805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395146421914756,0.09297788580872124,0.10110798739179057,0.21300218827941125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412202368263461,0.0,0.0,0.06745298332547009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853801468341247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981792768391995,0.0,0.19089352745278876,0.06823009521524089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217458961281424,0.0,0.2811237436760708,0.29797229066199465 adhd,DropDeadFred1208,2019/05/23,"My impulses got the better of me and I screwed up... So, last semester, I was talking to my friends in my first block class. I brought up intrusive thoughts, as they fascinate me. (If you don't know what they are, look them up. They are cool.) Anyway, on an impulse, I begin to describe one of the constant intrusive thoughts I have, and my teacher overheard. She did not know the context of the conversation, and wouldn't listen when I told her. I thought she just thought I was crazy and that was it. But no, at the end of 2nd block, I get called into the consulers office. Without going into details, my mother was called and I was explicitly told dont come back to school until I get checked out. I did, and the guy concluded that I probably have ADHD. It's a bitch, and If it weren't for my impulses, I would have never sat in a psych ward for 2 hours.",3.3809581646423763,4.712802561403514,4.376257309941522,87.1154251012146,73.09356725146198,7.600719748088169,29.528115159694103,8.139509932561175,1.9215745389113807,662,28,139,10,13,215,101,171,0.10400000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,4,3,5,5,2,0,10,1,17,1,0,1,2,30,35,14,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,11,0,2,7,0,1,3,8,2,0,2,17,3,30,3,22,16,0,23,0,0,1,1,18,10,2,2,10,105,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491694172418308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471159052918734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344099002219468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33122158664816964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970951401253848,0.0,0.17526624616069014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900816493325617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364931052073165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795595670765734,0.0,0.0,0.12530507165520188,0.0,0.16947175345629018,0.0,0.09217446094589324,0.0,0.12971555062405118,0.0,0.0,0.16059036983638098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597212671519049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826717959202956,0.13220383845446404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361960123614598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508841103850216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099019312682321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486473519309534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641416378520614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303595566859425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150326149640874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30995275752769946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563422280318016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521280549241013,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YeeYeeGuys,2019/05/23,"Getting a diagnosis So I’m in high school and my therapist thought I had ADHD when I told her of my symptoms so I’ve just told my mom, she responded with “of course you do, you’re my daughter!” This made me feel a little better knowing now that she doesn’t think I’m insane but I told her I’d like a diagnosis, I’d be more comfortable knowing for a fact. My dad however is very against “getting his kids evaluated”, it took my brother years to get diagnosed with anxiety and migraines because of this. So I’d like to ask this community if it helped/hindered y’all to get diagnosed. Also my mothers argument against getting a diagnosis is that I’d be “treated differently” (not sure if she meant socially or in like the professional world)",4.919862068965519,6.002503503448278,6.503620689655175,74.26094827586209,69.13793103448276,10.213793103448275,36.56896551724138,10.355215969177356,4.043675862068967,588,32,111,16,10,202,90,145,0.05,0.813,0.13699999999999998,0.9265,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,7,4,0,1,2,19,26,11,0,2,6,5,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,1,19,7,13,16,1,9,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,3,6,67,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610545087978145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383737693846335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846354532927125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476839180163142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943980863696386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695654100964552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143488498731777,0.0,0.1617903712790329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829927093370095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045263691470201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361266348744158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020836435032913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269627901878473,0.15520525323582648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652741435610764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181364142418284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672138732727547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578550301508092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594887450196428,0.1609534941537057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979842984860964,0.0,0.09922474259967344,0.0,0.12293746271850148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439113694853902,0.1720494491764544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777147859958024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972145380623999 adhd,thealiencowboy,2019/05/23,How Would You Describe Your ADHD? How would you describe your ADHD to someone who does not have it?,2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,79.0,3.8,25.28947368421053,3.1291,0.3518210526315784,79,3,14,0,2,24,13,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7890419056267929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872743513343385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781450705731061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663921503908016,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SquidwardsMistress,2019/06/28,"Hungry on Vyvanse? I was told by my doctor several times that Vyvanse would annihilate my appetite— that I needed to make sure I ate. I'm on day 3 of taking 30 mg of Vyvanse. My appetite is fine. Ate even more than usual today at lunch. Could this be because of the low dosage? I didn't feel any impact on my ADHD either really, not more than a few hours. How long should I stay on 30 mg before mentioning it to my doctor? Or is this a medication that has to build up like SSRIs? Sorry, it's Friday and her office is closed. Anyway, I appreciate anyone who listened! Is it possible my appetite will be fine? Does anyone else not lose their appetite on amphetamines?",2.340598943041691,4.647804633587786,4.3735877862595425,81.6542513211979,79.0,6.4735173223722855,22.290663534938346,7.61054688173877,1.1793271873165012,521,16,96,8,13,178,88,131,0.026000000000000002,0.86,0.113,0.8809,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,13,6,0,2,1,14,22,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,2,14,4,16,11,4,16,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,1,7,66,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190889653920196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556577400577115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258217886471142,0.18919189188112054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255863319785522,0.0,0.15712034917104073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742499668387984,0.0,0.0,0.11908154846488782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779864985813451,0.16158516766730624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424823902370915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195709912450772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336268621140772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818393508229606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020882531552492,0.0,0.0,0.163406110641672,0.0,0.20657191026283786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232527980360738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601165957323446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691284624350716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816089036204488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828910855459862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085976921033399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669634685055785,0.0,0.19680832233435933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740268946383017,0.0,0.13883099188439446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766870658632532,0.0,0.17502304403084,0.17643739377868814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033617451427077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311673901090887,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UKMrMan,2019/06/28,"Initial chat with GP (UK) I'm a 33 year old M. I believe i have adhd and some of the symptoms are causing issues at work and at home. I have been reading quite a few posts on reddit as well as lots of websites about the process in getting a diagnoses in the UK. Lots of site advice bringing in a checklist and circling / noting down what and how things effect you. A couple of places though said that the GP may want to see your parents or previous school records? I have no school reports or anything like that at all! I haven't bought this up with my parents as of yet (due to other reasons). Until i can either find the records or speak to my parents, will i have any issues with the initial chat? Any advice would be great. I find this all new and out of my comfort zone!",3.2616666666666703,4.595772401273892,3.8679140127388543,90.63439755838642,73.39490445859872,5.742887473460724,27.733014861995755,5.46131890053228,0.8555906581740969,605,23,125,2,12,191,97,157,0.015,0.897,0.08900000000000001,0.8819,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,11,0,12,2,0,4,2,27,19,14,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,7,9,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,3,13,4,27,12,7,20,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,7,7,90,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241929108989706,0.2641263148814382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380789880200915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121368522540503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522633205302188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388322226221329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953653550714324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717039750841814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704208545603706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060823398071357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899899892745014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556250882751114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821147315170647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660255342904271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297926802971084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052489872316544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418130470756411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501910903260954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411988594857788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294325595536885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374446126631976,0.13518262397827316,0.0,0.0,0.13895264952353906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855484314646,0.0,0.0,0.27355003851836834,0.1076939056570249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046849404627965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978503149105492,0.0,0.13278030946150646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971264271021104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151253072042667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983879351009277,0.0,0.0,0.09600387748251736,0.0,0.0,0.08702962625273129 adhd,i4hh,2019/06/28,"Adderall/Vyvanse causing heart pain TL;DR: taking Vyvanse 40mg, heart/chest pain specifically between armpit and left nipple. Feels like a muscle stretch. Gets worse when smoking weed before bed. -- Hi I started using stimulants to treat my self diagnosed ADHD. They've been working great. I tried Vyvanse 70mg a long time ago and it felt good. I bought some Adderall 25mg XR and Vyvanse 40mg. Tried the Adderall first. Felt extremely focused but my blood flow wasn't doing well. Started feeling some discomfort in my chest. Kinda between my armpit and left nipple. Felt like a muscle being stretched. Well... It felt like my heart was being stretched. I tried Adderall again the next day with the same side effects. Tried Vyvanse after and it felt better. But the side effects were still there. I thought I should take a break and clear up the Adderall from my system. 2 days later I got back to Vyvanse and it felt pretty good. Now 5 days after being on Vyvanse that heart pain/discomfort is increasing. I smoke too, and I drink Soylent for every meal. I drink about 4-5 of them a day with caffeine and another 1-2 non-caffeinated. I don't necessarily feel worse after drinking my caffeinated meal replacement or smoking. I smoke some weed when it's bed time to counter the Vyvanse effects. This usually makes me feel worse. But I just go to sleep without thinking about it. I'm not buying those pills with a prescription, so I don't have a doctor to call and ask. I hope you guys could advise me.",3.1540933179723503,5.975826582142857,3.399009216589864,86.78082949308758,79.60714285714286,5.612903225806452,26.88940092165899,6.968188349444268,1.466264976958526,1193,50,210,14,31,367,154,280,0.07400000000000001,0.792,0.135,0.943,0,0,5,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,6,14,14,0,1,13,0,14,18,8,7,1,48,39,17,0,3,7,0,10,3,0,1,5,0,2,2,9,13,5,0,15,3,2,3,5,3,2,1,13,10,26,11,22,21,5,38,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,6,26,116,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860435664268236,0.0,0.07272957255843139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603326473313064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670271917514512,0.0,0.0,0.06308895492223122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981581715335675,0.0,0.0,0.07256376183729704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377899624504309,0.0,0.0,0.08428470473591786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550772491672288,0.0,0.0,0.2116536949625245,0.0,0.0,0.08327581475067712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839784165788267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411240006758279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912800070627391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659413885947053,0.05861427834290099,0.4726669939664094,0.0,0.0,0.06978899953926672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286608714164816,0.0,0.04662910950715075,0.13763399212804958,0.06562035245727929,0.09045692990688606,0.0,0.08123927022790013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889035981323142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149102411261316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782882617883151,0.0,0.0,0.1202518239122254,0.0,0.0,0.07260887085912138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476690229321453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725774432704822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619108650335471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347113187268859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559274707239102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210609248061923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614635020596654,0.0,0.06552271179693989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337802449851615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257230167533742,0.0,0.06513602563136181,0.09568434352174646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228176725771598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086212607549794,0.09036300192672728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753992380227973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790902251738269,0.0,0.05973107613589641,0.0,0.2508382159127642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SharpVector,2019/06/28,"The first step to better myself. So, today I did a major change in my life. I met with a thyrapist about my ADHD. For once in my life I have the begun to build structure in my head to get better. I almost started crying of happiness in the car after the first of many meetings. So wish me luck. So stoked",0.6390476190476164,2.8444979841269853,2.5295238095238126,92.95714285714287,85.03174603174601,4.234920634920635,16.936507936507937,5.288315135182226,-0.5770253968253964,235,5,49,1,7,78,42,63,0.040999999999999995,0.7340000000000001,0.225,0.9159,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,10,4,13,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678326832505558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231606577476536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942005749312874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357548083487569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479966545881915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791267575672737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643440037039984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372370830290464,0.0,0.0,0.22871717905988664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31482318576007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259436025877652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373370949551765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774043705872776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124385837851656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562763476158038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hairykn33s,2019/06/28,"just a normal experience for me whenever i get in the car with someone i trigger an episode on accident so i make fun of myself in a way that’s kind of confusing but like 100% a joke to me but usually taken seriously, and i know i’m doing it but from then on it’s kind of hard to keep up because they like want me to go back to normal/tell them what’s wrong but i can’t without having to explain my adhd and i don’t know if that’s something i really want to do all the time like i’d rather just make fun of it but most people like to stick to their cohesive thoughts and then it makes me wish i knew how to express myself in a more collected manner and then i feel bad for caring and then i get anxious and depressed lol",1.2771428571428558,2.9080695668789858,3.589940855323025,89.2983598726115,79.44585987261145,6.778707916287535,23.3161965423112,7.7094869923839395,1.0128948134667874,570,19,128,9,14,197,91,157,0.135,0.6509999999999999,0.214,0.9303,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,6,15,0,1,7,1,5,0,0,5,1,36,24,18,0,6,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,2,20,10,24,21,3,16,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,11,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638498553748476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846048328198966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256508730630907,0.1364390799076683,0.09961216471001134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660562188664282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074330353299214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984464367871304,0.0,0.0,0.08262413119669137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074815332687168,0.0,0.0928686856035298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638171329228766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524477855979934,0.0,0.34032913458986924,0.1796098234268848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193321066659126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272288673945916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32021081953854025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328671941930928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468352208958427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845529691716618,0.12579966967542258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972791352352,0.0952846763494218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997112329236015,0.0,0.1927648628528367,0.12970587872150904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879114460913149,0.15751974107191824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866129101862965,0.0,0.0 adhd,GiveMeYourEyes94,2019/06/28,"I started medication for the first time since being diagnosed in 2017. And I started crying because I realised I *can do things*. Every little distraction didn't want make me want to seek it out to find out what it is. Like earlier I was hanging the washing out and the landlord has those mechanical outdoor shutters on their windows, I live in the granny flat that's apart of their backyard car garage. I wondered what the noise was, but I had zero desire to seek out the sound and watch it like I usually do. And I'm just so happy I can do things now without them taking hours to complete because I'm getting distracted by every little thing. It's like when I started wearing glasses and realised I could ***see properly***.",2.8632608695652166,5.56778170289855,3.90234782608696,83.4709130434783,79.79710144927537,5.998840579710145,29.48985507246377,7.3011,2.0470081159420297,577,28,100,8,15,186,87,138,0.049,0.8029999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,2,6,0,13,4,1,1,0,19,25,8,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,11,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,3,16,4,15,19,0,21,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,1,12,73,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303791569418791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746100992388861,0.0,0.0,0.13296565175636788,0.0,0.1829322607412653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903079748140756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806279619757613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522111238087697,0.14165565696198634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700832187776802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728094459944152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400466909268424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440836124549833,0.3338261646363867,0.14705456791939575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116424616107533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776776059539966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270783702421826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776051451106844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536256641615699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521454119123615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319178718694373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710863196228438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341616139353933,0.0,0.1964548009103872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605350109649615,0.1806014690921854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeadUnico,2019/06/28,"Asking for medication increase. Should I, and how? I've been on Dexamphetamine (15mg in total daily) for about half a year now. It's my first ADHD medication and it's been working amazingly. I've got a sleep schedule, I'm less anxious, I can remember things, it's great. I'm still very happy with the effect but I can't help but feel like a higher dose would work better. I'm spacey between doses and the period between the third dose and sleep leaves me basically useless. With past medications like anti-depressants, my shrink has encouraged me to experiment with my dose to find out what works best, but *obviously* with an addictive substance they don't want you to do that. I have this terrible fear of seeming like a drug addict or being judged for wanting to take more. I wouldn't even know how to word the request. Could someone tell me how they've broached it, if they have? Is my dose high as it is?",3.340402542372882,5.542336073446329,4.391041666666666,83.28452860169492,75.27118644067797,7.588841807909603,25.75176553672317,8.472884824447931,1.8423901129943503,723,26,139,14,16,235,114,177,0.098,0.743,0.159,0.9077,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,7,7,12,0,1,9,0,16,13,2,4,2,32,27,13,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,3,11,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,3,1,15,9,20,19,5,12,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,3,10,91,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991588124880701,0.1649000352862314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550085072068778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827304522015745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439936736445878,0.1213513002354747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955120562707912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817897206027125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591203081513253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062606440154608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421793581008634,0.0,0.1543996581003273,0.06937761617844261,0.098023017401216,0.0,0.0,0.12540766658788438,0.11671095353645228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973955719737796,0.15127476555202132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606284374224585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196912647145487,0.14497014383410795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540715533773293,0.0,0.0,0.145285824456912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110196629766505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146746215088065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098269243210015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543244570753914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491104226847002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27461864786221835,0.0,0.11625778459956886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957626879021674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316501869727823,0.0,0.11992779085293935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115638149692246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321281150037366,0.16186030006001165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996720499334505,0.0,0.0,0.09747021230205878,0.0,0.0,0.0883588910142436 adhd,comfykhan,2019/06/28,"Maybe the perfect way to describe living with ADHD to those without it It's difficult to describe just how much ADHD affects every small detail of your life, especially when on the spot and trying to quickly summarize it in your head to then put into words. I can't point to a single moment in time like failing a class or losing a job that summarizes how ADHD affects me, because it's little things that add up over time...and I've already forgotten half of them. So anyway I found this response browsing an AskReddit thread about Purgatory. Take that as you will. https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/c6jobg/you_are_now_the_manager_of_purgatory_its_a_mix/es97nk2/",12.035833333333334,13.09801758333333,9.020740740740743,62.44833333333334,53.72222222222222,9.792592592592593,36.518518518518526,9.2995712137729,3.519785185185185,561,20,75,7,6,161,82,108,0.07200000000000001,0.851,0.077,0.1306,2,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,3,1,3,8,5,0,0,6,0,2,2,1,4,1,14,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,7,2,18,2,2,16,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,56,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6565862256639781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096405623277028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101319699188672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534364018549599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199675350791483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868984615331128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071710261260854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286304100884915,0.08897025319733437,0.18252309992998045,0.16080738083995194,0.0,0.0,0.2037356666075413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295501262010644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338725651105967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215379210531406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307189015657813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369248347530128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098648001774652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238081868174527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364143907185612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445512634670161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554853964508185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rita-Lynn,2019/06/28,"I might loose my job next week. I started a great new job three months ago, I love it but it’s definitely been a challenge. It involves leading a team and multiple projects and there’s constant juggling of a million tasks. I’ve been struggling with being on time, but it’s really improved in the past few weeks. However, it seems I’m not measuring up to my boss’s expectations in general. I’m really trying, I was open with her about my adhd and she initially seemed supportive, but I think it’s made her look harder for how it affects me and loose confidence. I’m trying really hard, and yes, there’s been balls dropped, but I felt like I was really settling in and getting a good hang of things. Anyways, I’m now in really really thin ice and I’m not sure I’m gonna be able to keep the job. It really sucks because I know I could do great and I really love what I’m doing.",1.6773333333333331,3.8452285111111135,3.781111111111112,85.76500000000001,80.55555555555556,7.777777777777778,23.88888888888889,8.680891452615391,1.828055555555556,692,25,143,17,18,236,103,180,0.085,0.684,0.231,0.9849,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,6,11,1,1,7,1,11,2,0,5,1,33,33,13,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,5,2,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,4,17,9,14,21,1,22,0,0,1,2,7,8,1,3,12,81,27,8,0.1180810194159625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191043871826695,0.0,0.10467169911122763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198109344757307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760363293798518,0.0,0.0942780856636478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337629621593985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061692459030492475,0.0,0.0,0.09904075677008893,0.0,0.260369481537434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577739992080537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515315747104425,0.10495583555202297,0.0,0.0,0.06489424018557312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057688421583963624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915831684473486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314546042740906,0.11173111565099014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526530141156958,0.0,0.0,0.09425114313918376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140433843613417,0.12558050374883442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272169417838312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6051657974013795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149930505267108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835783533022898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344391963155472,0.0,0.0,0.13399694150984598,0.1112899633680808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844778242614538,0.0756615493391577,0.0,0.0,0.06885399200385177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603385222835106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943494247638398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RaspberrySodaPop,2019/06/28,Really tired of loosing things I just lost my $75 check. Now I know that isn’t much to most but it’s still money and I have no idea where I left it. I’ve turned the whole place upside down. I just started crying and getting really angry because I’m so sick and tired of misplacing things and not being able to remember where I put them. Why brain? Why? And then to tip the iceberg over I forgot to run an errand today. The whole reason I left the house in the first place was to do this!!!! And I completely forgot to do it! What’s wrong with me? It’s so incredibly frustrating that I can’t just keep track of things. I just feel so upset at myself.,0.12860294117647084,2.4205246544117682,2.1064705882352968,94.20911764705885,89.22058823529413,5.2588235294117665,15.352941176470587,6.794906146795322,-0.28070882352941195,507,10,112,7,17,168,85,136,0.276,0.7240000000000001,0.0,-0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,11,4,1,1,6,0,7,4,1,1,0,22,17,11,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,5,0,2,2,4,4,0,1,4,1,15,0,14,12,4,18,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,1,6,79,26,0,0.14494040222573454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883543239086321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180142355290375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196725412713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159210225968004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328622233714083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328623209037101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572537796845495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724176409759,0.0,0.16362007190646022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882968910744186,0.0,0.0,0.07965545454427958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149563422163077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821957062149375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654787269233904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028637426676311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457051370445801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857050661538328,0.14902287327795746,0.0,0.0,0.1641892212789487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258956269953108,0.0,0.11574959244462175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28887588864325203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331753415279601,0.1373865538735973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765353693736495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615723379426073,0.32364156592972754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846957670831435,0.0,0.0 adhd,spookyarnofcheese,2019/06/28,"I've never had a friend who also has ADHD Before now Up until very recently I never had any friends who also had ADHD. It is so weird having friends who can keep up with my conversation hop when I'm off my meds. It's actually super relieving, I don't have to worry that I'm saying something insensitive or hurtful. I can be goofy and completely myself. I can also not feel like going out and tell her I'm super overwhelmed by everything. She also helps keep me accountable, she understands me on a level my other friends don't.",4.999714285714283,5.858111828571428,6.892380952380954,72.36428571428574,68.80952380952381,9.428571428571429,29.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.839857142857144,422,15,74,9,7,148,71,105,0.174,0.682,0.14400000000000002,-0.3475,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,1,2,0,13,0,0,0,2,12,21,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,2,13,8,9,17,0,13,0,2,0,0,14,6,0,1,7,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.14537149219114506,0.0,0.3580616991023793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765193215926946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130349681962664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676098179282194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561903427068024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338830291317706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532280719469338,0.10642292495844023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603699038793239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466207146538063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985025664843004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947355878355876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481959430113305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277834681314924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654701081120866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978694719026546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708814396630493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184655063827818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468301241874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020478888273387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550811689544846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291438135721824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128445682942762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,errrrrrrrrrm,2019/06/28,"medication prices hurt. officially too poor for medical attention for the past two and a half months. today i have been upright and active for about an hour total. i’m having trouble even watching TV for more than a few minutes at a time. i can’t even turn off my squirrel brain to sleep. for anyone who has unwillingly had to stop medication, how do you cope?",3.9108695652173933,6.083160594202901,5.141376811594203,78.6842391304348,73.4927536231884,8.078260869565218,27.44202898550725,8.841846274778883,2.286350724637681,287,11,53,6,6,95,57,69,0.16,0.802,0.038,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,7,5,2,1,1,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,4,0,11,7,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,39,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131225088189867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415745095293714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858609592348041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311088745976847,0.0,0.2316611952122466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654002167354486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272880278339234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657874944174834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655676713993816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809204954809952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618486322356534,0.0,0.2051223570174158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353815870400053,0.21139182991530275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kjarkr,2019/06/28,"I’ve had 6 beers, it’s midnight and I’m going to bed. Should I take my vyvanse tomorrow? My doctor said not to drink while on medication, but nothing about hangover. Any tips?",0.6408571428571435,3.155854228571428,2.648571428571429,88.54142857142858,92.42857142857142,5.085714285714286,24.142857142857146,6.742157984588678,1.1019714285714288,138,6,27,2,5,46,31,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731431406931348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41111688348038417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934747034956673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228273108270044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046310334457881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854044031267417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820714325901817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019989599005197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brightereveryday,2019/06/28,Do adults in the U.K. have to struggle to get a diagnosis.? I went to my g.p. as a mature adult and she just didnt seem interested. I'm working up the courage to go again and see a different person in the practice. Maybe I need to go private but I wouldn't know where to begin or if I could afford it.,0.1688571428571457,2.18033713846154,2.7360439560439573,91.98538461538462,85.30769230769229,5.560439560439562,21.59340659340659,6.868970318607317,0.4503406593406592,234,8,54,3,7,81,49,65,0.055999999999999994,0.875,0.069,0.183,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,15,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,10,11,0,9,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,2,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542228609516547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326685668182545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663550264462138,0.0,0.3619171826713743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498869735346634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198836103533739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23609548079348397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802156439663306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537299336585019,0.2898666641610577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328691518809709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29516738514810753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318047998505937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,badoinkadoinks,2019/06/28,Is there an adhd gaming community? My friends started kicking me out of ps parties saying im too talkative and hyper. Just want someone to play with who doesn't mind me talking a shit tom. On ps4 btw overwatch and fortnite,3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,75.27906976744184,6.16046511627907,34.00581395348837,7.1686216300943375,2.5572837209302333,179,10,30,2,4,59,41,43,0.075,0.728,0.198,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42158379675429386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27102101743275364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789155400053093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354199905294507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896386623017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600829315847551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972249105262713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482923724984268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28195330977762684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069062014590927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,darkbluex,2019/06/28,"Expressing yourself Anyone else struggle with very effortful speech and social awkwardness? I've had mild adhd-c since I was in 5th grade, but ever since the age of 23 things change dramatically for me in terms of my ability to express myself, I used to be next level good at communication. My vocabulary, way of expression and natural confidence and astuteness was like no one I'd met before. That dramatically changed and it came to a point where I had a hard time forming sentences, understanding tone and continuation and flow of conversation. My elephants memory also turned into me barely being able to retain anything. Can anyone relate? I think it's more than ADHD but I've been through the ringer with doctors and they either dismiss me or just can't figure it out.",8.481357142857146,8.925824850000003,8.850714285714286,62.776785714285744,61.21428571428571,11.571428571428573,36.07142857142857,11.20814326018867,4.382142857142858,629,26,98,16,8,209,104,140,0.051,0.815,0.134,0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,23,15,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,2,12,2,18,6,4,17,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,7,67,17,2,0.16955228281799786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075377898902707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559089931200033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710979686656164,0.17372635050882268,0.13952708196844574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427650456240662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939226423002596,0.0,0.0,0.3587276667820836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735439460096075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163917582070348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533697468602633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221241047416458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188554194257226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283468096825937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032077630565108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489301488504425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028171140404246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805108009039869,0.0,0.0,0.17283720011048825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725285974878846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264300272939973,0.10864225660865663,0.0,0.0,0.09886729961451426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844241955423228,0.0,0.17650990599594776,0.0,0.1464387336980679,0.0,0.13989839027638618,0.0,0.13458271009177966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,velourdes,2019/06/28,"New therapist, 40 min late to 1st appointment: The ADHD introduces itself me @ me: why are you like this I mean, instead of a good first impression, she got an accurate one? Hehe (on a more serious note, I'm lol-ing at the situation instead of self-recriminating because I've been trying not to do that anymore. All I can do is reschedule it for the afternoon so I don't risk oversleeping again, and forgive myself.)",4.649156118143459,6.29017824050633,6.274113924050635,73.53159282700423,70.39240506329114,10.329957805907174,33.41983122362869,10.504223727775694,3.96051729957806,327,16,59,10,6,112,66,79,0.021,0.828,0.151,0.8359,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,8,4,7,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32199177260646983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657079463683468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332357282997098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278954443312445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224721374415582,0.21428275916192716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022291817850289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089380381359322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918470465620629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25876201790518866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155177969089786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27950246105217824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011570441091921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31107963181697124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819023514882698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417591290181409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lsnchzy,2019/06/28,"Discussion: What Do You Stream Like??? (link) Happy Friday everyone! This post is for all the music lovers here (that uses Spotify). * I just discovered [this (free) tool](https://spotify.me/en) that analyzes your *streaming habits*, and it's much more detailed and insightful than Spotify wrapped thingy they provide end of every year. * When you do it, in the middle section it tells you these three things: **how danceable, energetic, and ""*****good vibes/happy*****"" the tracks you listen to are**. Mine looked like this: * Danceability: ""**95%** of your tracks are danceable."" * Energy: ""**73%** of your tracks are energetic."" * *Valence\**: ""Overall, your tracks are positive - good vibes only."" * *\*Spotify defines valence as ""musical happiness conveyed by a track -- how happy, cheerful, euphoric songs are --* [*if you're curious how they measure musical happiness numerically*](https://developer.spotify.com/documentation/web-api/reference/tracks/get-several-audio-features/) Anyways... as a huge music & data analytics nerd, I'd love to hear what yours looked like (danceability energy and valence)!!! I know there have been studies that show the link between people with ADHD & tendency to favor high tension music like EDM, house, etc.) &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; **TL;DR** If you use Spotify & are interested in learning more about your streaming habits- [go here](https://spotify.me/en) and please share what your results looked like for danceability, energy, and valence! Interesting because studies have shown there might be a link between having ADHD & liking fast tempo/high tension music. YAYY thanks everyone",5.268500329163928,7.575020595918372,4.6866392363396985,68.50003127057278,112.42857142857143,7.131665569453587,30.074061882817645,7.359569317364363,3.776974983541805,1286,64,156,34,62,389,151,245,0.024,0.6859999999999999,0.29,0.9971,0,0,0,0,0,0,167.0,0,12,2,0,10,24,0,2,7,0,15,2,0,6,1,24,26,14,0,2,3,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,0,0,14,7,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,6,17,22,18,23,6,12,0,0,3,2,21,6,0,3,10,95,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896115616286366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5962591837468302,0.2865793861610074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792329148782243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963001665705883,0.0,0.08767708620113206,0.0,0.0,0.06623696650656137,0.1502409972684156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107336461722667,0.0,0.04467901187796995,0.13187793706758488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184384160085591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886054049723537,0.0,0.0,0.16612322696256548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071175529648763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320503397963922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304454331514927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980517116645288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070953576419401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339864352337073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791453033160474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059790645733956274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054502103154124834,0.0,0.0,0.08629623348420319,0.0,0.0,0.07529193710384634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871342985552925,0.07237860875766941,0.0,0.0,0.052228658439589085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579713642782953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865793861610074,0.0506258175577056 adhd,ifyoulikepinakoalazz,2019/06/28,"Goals for talk therapy? So basically the title says it all. I am recently diagnosed (24F) and go to a psychiatric NP for meds. The office she works in strongly encourages psychotherapy in addition to meds as in, they won’t continue to treat me if I don’t go to therapy. I’ve had a bad experience with talk therapy before years ago so I’m not sure how I’m supposed to go about this. I struggle with symptoms of RSD and over the years I’ve grown pretty good at “putting on a game face” to essentially protect myself from getting overwhelmed when speaking with people or sharing my emotions. How do I open up to this therapist? We had our first session today and she seems nice but I don’t know what goals to set for myself or how to even go thinking about what I want to achieve.",5.171168831168831,5.873709753246758,6.200415584415584,78.03776623376625,68.35064935064935,9.796363636363637,33.581818181818186,9.888512548439397,3.26910077922078,618,28,120,14,10,206,99,154,0.038,0.8290000000000001,0.133,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,6,9,10,0,2,6,0,7,3,1,3,2,23,18,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,2,2,15,7,28,15,1,23,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,4,8,78,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130973770202814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368370989036427,0.0,0.0,0.12604909276064846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035046965316498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662812732450066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783953371711343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490114232421947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260006748510131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739265419661226,0.0,0.3367464388021239,0.12424576942685515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140926085555432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290816576448451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269580935734124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507031053027068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891318588939442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626209769424697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780020469852524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348534575827532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485932535121133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961229274784456,0.15396546510725725,0.0,0.2381251597640647,0.0,0.0,0.5082042298327639,0.17199222062715558,0.0,0.09491675669940633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041144911330572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737186365622115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784157893631366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078380493917493 adhd,flsalsapdl,2019/06/28,"Controling own emotion I read lying is required ability for salesman. Good at lying means he or she can control own feeling. I am terrible at controling my emotion and I have to avoid catastrophe of emotional outburst.",4.432631578947369,7.848592789473685,5.695052631578946,67.76836842105266,81.6315789473684,9.355789473684213,41.810526315789474,9.3871,5.908877894736843,178,13,23,6,5,59,31,38,0.325,0.512,0.163,-0.8807,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6617210224825372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.663656400560874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943845004908762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495114289670662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422307515979047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671568208264067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eggzaclee,2019/06/28,"i might have adhd i’m a 16 year old girl but a lot of the time i feel like a little kid because i’m so all over the place. like i can never concentrate on one thing for a significant amount of time unless i’m REALLY interested. a lot of times just thinking about having to get up to do something that will take a lot of time or effort makes my head physically hurt. making decisions KILLS ME like it stresses me out so much , i get so overwhelmed even just looking at a menu to order food i start basically panicking. it’s sooo ridiculous and it’s embarrassing, especially bc everyone is usually just waiting on me to make up my damn mind. when someone’s talking to me, if i think of something to say i have to force myself not to just blurt it out and interrupt them. and then i’ll end up zoning out and they’ll have to repeat what they’re saying anyways. these are just some examples, my therapist thinks i MIGHT have adhd so i’m not even sure if that’s what this is yet. maybe i’m just an idiot lmao idk",3.5734294871794887,4.623772432692313,5.135307692307691,82.94302564102564,72.26923076923076,8.431282051282054,26.36666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.8347566666666664,798,26,167,15,15,270,124,208,0.17600000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.107,-0.95,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,17,13,4,3,10,0,14,2,1,3,3,39,32,15,1,2,13,0,1,3,0,4,0,2,0,2,11,7,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,0,4,18,5,27,28,7,27,0,2,1,0,7,12,1,9,17,114,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015864724369722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648670616157872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111311526969636,0.0,0.0,0.16574644769642596,0.0,0.0,0.11989409173211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344252896315103,0.08963738541458348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172151726422445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311081218761232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287707056160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343206161426161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881643104823513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389817961705346,0.12575613612015138,0.0,0.0,0.1053650713086753,0.0,0.0,0.32001600630809857,0.0,0.0,0.2512610613458627,0.0,0.12605371856901587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662124133550892,0.12669118310248725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223652527959686,0.0,0.09677191806454297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166199755609334,0.0,0.08502322956641291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109177382405335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038072274942187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956110505540167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631221239541136,0.19318930368994724,0.0,0.0,0.08880988943515955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372801430722018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825609085901227,0.0,0.09433950094007126,0.1008498248063862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568292855316792,0.08335817359910284,0.24119261384584026,0.0,0.0,0.2926554628285028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818993357794726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080000165910703 adhd,SourLlamaBean,2019/06/28,"RSD: Labels are great but wtf do I do with them? I recently discovered that RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria) is a name for something I’ve always experienced. It’s common in ADHD. Cool. But now what? I can’t take ADHD medication because it’s caused brain damage at this point. (When I’m on it, I stutter, slur, and become scary confused about random things.) Therapy isn’t helping and finding a therapist who can help is impossible within my budget. Currently having an episode related to RSD and I want nothing more than for it to stop but it won’t and I’m too fixated to calm down. Any advice? Surely someone else here has this.",1.8029117647058823,4.6050413500000005,3.8796078431372583,79.8202941176471,89.66666666666666,7.156862745098039,25.39215686274509,8.124751697461798,2.43581862745098,502,22,86,13,17,170,89,120,0.168,0.6829999999999999,0.149,-0.6694,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,3,1,11,2,1,1,1,16,15,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,7,4,13,14,1,12,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622492002442018,0.18792745769007288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002103087055594,0.0,0.0,0.13078042277128402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172331055395463,0.21239620393929626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146865317360343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975599186665758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606540482147595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757719259553771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202736334220068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578086480381581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937365788726606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453090438560849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179931959252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898873213311428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294741192757192,0.14805306153954778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607834939640322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125409598737274,0.0,0.1445965348134064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992833735556752,0.22329190254714976,0.12776517716011082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343204706438613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throw1235638,2019/06/28,"Starting a book is the hardest part Title says it all. Once I get into a book I don’t stop, I can’t be stopped. I usually devour it in a day of hyper-focus. but it’s almost impossible for me to actually start one. Anyone else feel similarly?",0.18235294117647166,2.393084392156865,4.15245098039216,80.43102941176474,87.43137254901958,6.537254901960785,22.225490196078432,7.793537801064563,1.4075725490196076,188,7,38,4,6,71,42,51,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,5,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.2558544605934025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254011890521123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833256483628364,0.26863922339457513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908745074726536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902168602102254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256846933812388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698069196618132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792181639857378,0.17766314782864326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839204959133184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084998081648444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711513805304135,0.0,0.0,0.4383963220805783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28875942166501545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,atmsphrc,2019/06/28,"Is there anything that just ~breaks~ you? I recently started a job at a warehouse for a certain e-commerce site. I’ve worked for them in the past a couple times when I needed a job. They have great benefits, so I can finally get a psychiatrist and get on meds. But certain job assignments there just do not work. Some things are fast paced and easy to focus on. Others, like what I unfortunately got assigned to, is stowing: putting stuff on shelves. Scan the item, put it in the bin, scan the bin. Easy. But I have to find the space for it, maybe make the space, also move out of that aisle if someone comes picking orders, which is a lot. Like, when I finally get focused, I have to move and I lose that focus. So many times I get ~lost~ and hear an error beep and realized I messed something up. Other times it’s, “oh, I’ve just been driving around looking at shelves for 20 minutes, without actually working at all.” The constant stress puts me in a mood where my thoughts go pretty far south. This cycle lasts the entire 10 hour shift. It’s the emotional weight of fucking up constantly in a job that should be easy, and knowing I’ll have to find another one, but doubting if I’ll even be capable of doing that one. I have issues with depression, but lately I’ve been fine. I stopped my antidepressant about six months ago, I’ve been working on art projects, music, making new friends, exercising. I have bad days, I can’t pay attention to conversations, I’m lost in my head way too often, but I haven’t been depressed. That feels over. Today it got bad. Like, I was trying to cut myself on sharp edges in the racking just so they would let me do something else, like put on a band-aid or go to the hospital. That’s… not right. It’s weird how I can be okay, and a certain situation just breaks me. Is being SO fragile normal for us? *hopefully this made any sense at all",3.0224542682926834,4.961550753387535,3.936997798102983,87.37468368902441,75.34146341463416,6.888922764227643,26.707401761517616,7.756953410329674,1.4906401761517616,1464,56,297,21,32,470,206,369,0.10800000000000001,0.772,0.12,-0.4557,4,0,2,0,0,1,59.0,1,1,3,7,21,27,2,2,23,1,30,4,1,5,5,54,54,23,0,7,16,0,4,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,20,11,1,1,7,2,1,10,5,13,0,3,11,8,29,13,40,36,5,64,0,5,3,1,8,28,1,8,26,186,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.08309503757340224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548117359768608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809517866153028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790556145269216,0.0892881885876599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700719710760293,0.0758023926618199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219496193992065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334999794716714,0.0,0.18403583874668047,0.0,0.0,0.09421789925969076,0.0,0.05491531412212994,0.0,0.14668076553078346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113268686852854,0.0957833503055098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624139502872552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305487547549867,0.0,0.0,0.18655739266808533,0.1556528392306437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578740763391258,0.07872067505625957,0.17795141377424134,0.0,0.09678648686095537,0.0,0.13620597622486758,0.09387921569221233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738943396171364,0.0,0.09597130177799257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457409993377307,0.08385652688377204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887546198527446,0.3379966892176644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679673159534835,0.06940938380454366,0.09605397305334616,0.0,0.0,0.08707260876502239,0.0,0.1664017991922932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715053466310738,0.0952621248810603,0.18590462691765614,0.07239228704015634,0.0,0.0805718814954337,0.11367783183602405,0.0863296916242797,0.08554556769584014,0.0,0.09458350219566844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796667062325336,0.1810039541056628,0.0,0.0631383455769724,0.0,0.08223931173123297,0.0,0.0,0.08342984526106159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540096592406802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128621049193578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662912174020952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424008678048945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407628390724185,0.0,0.0,0.07271844039472393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571322805044452,0.0,0.0,0.07214811800563291,0.13110671263436116,0.0,0.0,0.06027027599805326,0.0,0.0,0.07119000147747738,0.09754011795356253,0.0,0.09747745799216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056570503144017785,0.0,0.0,0.0676003375957444,0.1489565995622292,0.0,0.0807131378913751,0.0,0.0,0.05781190110431645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242610053413126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675888554095723,0.0,0.1036909092463396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208247080552435,0.0,0.2479636037111581,0.0,0.0,0.06048878708143824,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beloweighty,2019/06/28,"taking adderall after a big meal just had a fairly big meal, i plan to wait a couple hours anyway but will the meal decrease the effectiveness of the adderall? i have never taken it on a full stomach before, only empty, so i am a bit anxious.",9.21375,6.240802875000004,9.995,66.15000000000003,61.91666666666666,10.433333333333334,36.5,7.1686216300943375,2.982175,190,6,32,1,2,66,36,48,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.6243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,0,4,4,1,1,1,5,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232316544207442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187873492381743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090051055440236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145272266423516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689406556304057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889421127395573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492729740401923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816793886242828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AchocolateLog,2019/06/28,"Boredom Rage Every single time I have to wait for something to load on my phone or computer and there is nothing to occupy me in that brief moment, I feel like I am literally going to explode. It’s like I can physically feel pressure inside of me. This happens all day to me while I work. My job is fairly simple. I work from home and make/take a few calls an hour. By the end of the day I am completely drained and out of energy. I cannot for life of me get anyone to understand this because my job is so “easy”. Fuck this shit man.",1.1824815724815745,3.1973782882882915,3.4409500409500424,88.36570024570022,81.43243243243244,6.55888615888616,21.8026208026208,7.686295010490155,0.9295873873873872,414,13,89,7,11,142,76,111,0.155,0.754,0.092,-0.8141,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,1,4,0,8,3,1,0,1,10,16,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,15,2,17,16,3,12,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,1,9,59,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317306712027794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248198950586973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908302033178908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468713553988056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641067319409792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135672868542246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725192688498098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207065781881368,0.14628070160517126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929747154918114,0.1069787341825756,0.0,0.11636991952757675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106873621328795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205391138956154,0.0,0.2016475150987892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063857342125944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446281588465209,0.20007094594796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667899902010086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964728991396409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018336518885727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763437741783054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939729788285025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131625512949498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981356751907895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,varkarrus,2019/06/28,"Adderall XR: How often should I take a holiday? I used to take two Adderall XRs a day, without skipping a day (not purposefully at least, but it wasn't often), for the entirety of my first two semesters. It helped a lot in my first semester, but by the second I built a tolerance. Recently, I took an extended Adderall holiday, which *really sucked*, but starting up again, I'm finding my tolerance for it has waned and it's starting to be quite effective again. So, I'm thinking it's a good idea for me to not take it every day. However, it has enough of a positive impact that I'd rather not miss more days than I have to. Anyone have a ballpark estimate for where I should start?",4.004552238805967,5.3789555746268665,5.39868656716418,80.22355223880598,71.61194029850745,9.53910447761194,31.310447761194034,9.888512548439397,3.1721964179104467,533,24,104,14,10,179,81,134,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9785,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,8,3,1,0,11,0,8,0,0,3,0,20,21,6,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,2,0,5,2,0,10,1,16,16,4,17,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,3,12,78,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810432813883648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43572647789446295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452700842290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231218725930533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543787568559822,0.28734593998377594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167192932570286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321540221660968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067645496583746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359945291663598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965433860601376,0.0,0.0,0.1082067232669731,0.0,0.16677617003102246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586616343114396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809931506782848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822935951038272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766288730632685,0.0,0.0,0.3299969420939031,0.0,0.0,0.14588219032253186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282118418472868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fudgeislush,2019/06/28,"Long post (sorry) just defragging my brain Peoples misconceptions about ADHD really f*ck me off. I was forced to stop taking my Ritalin by an abusive ex partner who didn't believe it existed and I was just attention seeking or it was ""Naughty boy"" syndrome. Thankfully I got away and am in a better place but I meet people who share the same view, that ADHD is a made up thing. Then during one of my many distracted tangents where my brain decided it would work in hyperlinks, I looked into historical views of people who may have had ADHD and bimbled across something that resonated with me. I read an article that says some Eastern Indian culture considers those with ADHD to be old, wise souls that are coming to the end of their reincarnations, in their religion, they believe that the purpose of reincarnation is to eventually free oneself from worldly entanglement and desire and in each lifetime a person experience certain lessons, until finally they are free of this earth and can merge into the oneness of the universe. So when a soul is very close to the end of those thousands of incarnations, the craving for stimulation is because they have a need to pack as many life experiences and lessons into their few remaining lifetimes as possible they have to do many, many things essentially to clean up the little threads left over from their previous lives. In their culture those with ADHD are seen as people very close to becoming enlightened,and they have great respect for such individuals, although their lives may be difficult. But it is through the difficulties of such lives that the soul is purified. I don't identify as religious or spiritual or anything like that but I like the sentiment to the idea they have and it makes sense to me... maybe that's why I always have so much mad shit going on I'm close to some kind of crazy spiritual ascension where I get awesome kick ass powers or something. Just because I don't believe it should be irrelevant because if it is real (life after death, a higher spiritual plane of existence etc) it will happen whether I believe in it or not right? The universe gives no f*cks So to all the people who don't believe in ADHD, I'm going to take a page out of the universe's book and not give a f*ck either.",10.156993563044304,8.584255364508394,9.664917329294457,64.86057932601288,58.90407673860911,12.999570869620097,42.091253313138964,11.822596298655498,5.049420143884892,1825,84,306,44,19,590,221,417,0.092,0.795,0.113,0.8909,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,12,5,12,16,2,1,25,0,35,7,4,3,2,58,53,30,1,5,16,1,0,2,1,5,3,1,1,3,27,21,0,1,5,2,2,3,7,4,0,3,8,5,32,14,60,37,10,43,3,0,4,1,27,28,2,10,13,226,59,3,0.0,0.08606481237525591,0.0,0.0,0.523784579892031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044109857060102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597753433958281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824631563464045,0.0,0.0,0.13283937084591985,0.08022357954124758,0.0,0.4091938978928717,0.0,0.06424290096204834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217730576844686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257168519803617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867240288319218,0.0,0.08101119244923193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210889443864902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957198890313459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795064810788227,0.13936304598815988,0.08256433206241769,0.0,0.058095689876994525,0.08008426578502059,0.0,0.0,0.06423403626782387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200008951946282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756418794348835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892200497022303,0.0,0.10261352230075656,0.07097505989670667,0.07280291718025071,0.19242353050800465,0.06428283734831307,0.0609980935868425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687323591798473,0.04848680100006536,0.2945763838438713,0.07297519402532078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339769746510648,0.05386056978778301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622194669454907,0.0,0.09844353256221136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517921476871393,0.06342518637530288,0.0758918319787291,0.0,0.0,0.08188905913541081,0.06956765867655405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265821425729088,0.08267858073411999,0.046534119779441364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062032930985876776,0.0,0.05776509620916871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456243515463133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118414203121797,0.0,0.08131291781506021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072908638531846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923031011710008,0.0,0.0,0.06687582420136942,0.0,0.0,0.09651565953066818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986883408320327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554499969713712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288173478600761,0.0,0.0,0.05160034695566023,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,indigentwino,2019/06/28,"I need a louder calendar I've missed two work calls this week because I've been hyperfocused on other work. Really annoying, the webmail Service we use, fastmail, just makes one click sound as a ""notification"", worthless. I need an alarm to go off before each appointment! Any suggestions on mail or calendar apps I could Port my stuff into that have persistent, concentration breaking alerts? 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(yeah that one mistake gives you a bad perception of me now... how fair?) \-> That moment after a long day that you just stare at the computer screen dead, you've given it your all and don't have energy left for yourself....",8.971847341847344,8.231311382239388,7.898146718146719,73.92195723195725,60.66023166023166,9.822512622512622,33.822690822690824,8.617729084823388,2.7566017820017814,1124,36,190,12,13,345,159,259,0.13,0.838,0.032,-0.9795,1,0,1,0,0,0,93.0,0,12,2,5,12,11,2,0,9,3,21,3,1,7,5,44,33,14,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,1,11,10,2,1,4,0,0,2,8,8,0,8,9,7,19,3,28,21,6,33,1,1,3,0,24,21,1,5,12,125,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908391502654138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629590034250853,0.12539245529921428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302345454856124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662898283308688,0.07054739859169433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463570963678585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368621441286167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841978357835033,0.0,0.1301796854979603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643799359130245,0.0,0.19501355322517816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994011365536554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209273793679128,0.1110179191417932,0.06577152699202911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023388803533777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608702627844965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484329625494505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360169885459183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574002963507,0.0,0.0,0.1696182098667522,0.1159909833413144,0.0,0.1024166311569622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277030988459765,0.11685342252160093,0.0,0.0,0.12300174166076852,0.0,0.0,0.08925743333436263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317583724059251,0.0,0.0,0.470526288824912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32092800606375016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880285443203432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107371401622952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310985351436121,0.0,0.0,0.09203244281432016,0.0,0.0,0.09222112670709548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909393210288873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230470713190649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688528626593663,0.0,0.0,0.09187599577276144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918603902695091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155874377202694,0.0,0.08425217911855233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slightlyoffkilter_7,2019/06/28,"Constantly losing friends I feel like every time I turn around, people are leaving me. I have like 3 friends and all of them are at different colleges than me or have graduated and moved on. I try to make friends when I go out and do different things, but the most I ever get is a closed-off, polite conversation or people straight up ignore me all together 😞 I don't know what I'm doing wrong and it feels like I'm the problem.... This is especially an issue with girls since I'm a 22F.",3.9105194805194814,4.913860888888888,5.182279942279943,83.09818181818184,71.42424242424242,8.485425685425685,28.284271284271284,8.841846274778883,2.049584704184704,384,14,80,7,7,128,69,99,0.094,0.7490000000000001,0.156,0.4678,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,3,20,19,8,0,1,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,11,6,9,19,3,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,7,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158568289454197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248896455367465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722037237161122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112352342308278,0.1500773085643601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012988026041474,0.2545039071655511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41285491116389705,0.0,0.09306253502453764,0.0,0.10123207939023876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859153713568035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789239390142766,0.0,0.0,0.18860779315080434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610674386401607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927540096989824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889927685738715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893178195246948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469777643472824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704407891535805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734616678040344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833779386265104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386564489625176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093462945298243,0.19374796397962588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475083424323852,0.0,0.0 adhd,boil3erup,2019/06/28,"Making other People angry Hi community, Did it ever happend to someone , that they got treated wrong & they had to apologize in the end ? For me that seems to be the case a lot of the times. It’s probably sth about my reaction, but I can’t figure out what I’ve done wrong.",5.9022619047619065,5.083593750000006,7.282857142857143,76.09547619047622,66.85714285714286,10.323809523809524,31.16666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.7385666666666664,214,7,43,4,3,74,47,56,0.14800000000000002,0.831,0.021,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,8,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901658664241275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740567967592357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237195137017804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422443375160141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141875773164344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276776542011393,0.0,0.0,0.1787614616508851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856617942384274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873834948008503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379899287759824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690972939475745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561588513211566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856039617264938,0.0,0.0 adhd,honmamichin,2019/06/28,"I kind of had my shit together and now I'm on edge again I was recently diagnosed (mid-30s F) and I'm currently in limbo waiting 2 months for a first appointment with a counselor to start therapy and (probably) meds. (Thank god for private insurance with no wait times, amirite? /s) I realize in retrospect that I've organized my entire life around my ADHD without knowing it, and developed a ton of coping mechanisms. As I've gotten closer to diagnosis I've been really good about developing a set routine for all of the things I have to do in my life (parenting, volunteering, political organizing--I have too much going on), and I've started a bullet journal to help me remember stuff. I still need help, but I was feeling pretty on top of everything there for a while! Well, now it's summer. My husband is off work because he's a teacher. It's like endless weekend over here and my routine is completely fucked. I'm used to having lots of alone time and organizing everything myself, but now there's constantly other people in my space. I love the man, but he's very distracting and making me feel scattered as hell. I feel like there are bees in my head. siiigh Come on, August. Tld;dr: I'm usually home alone to do all my own work stuff, but during the summer my husband is off from his teaching job and I feel like I can't keep anything straight right now because he's distracting! My counseling/meds won't start til late August and I'm feeling very impatient",4.272966114807364,6.238478487544488,5.635992573108464,76.41584248800869,71.95373665480427,9.442116664087887,31.43447315488164,9.867487886160001,3.4432638403218334,1169,54,208,32,23,392,160,281,0.115,0.76,0.124,-0.3807,3,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,14,13,3,2,10,0,15,7,2,2,2,36,41,18,0,1,5,3,5,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,8,14,0,3,8,1,0,2,4,5,1,1,5,5,25,8,36,35,6,46,1,0,0,2,11,18,3,1,28,129,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819810416222678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381941790625869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462866357752288,0.10236730897413644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401961792215671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905547357335437,0.12056698219686875,0.12426556013438833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671451559501103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669488919803794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907171914946205,0.1643006946068266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978121835189818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630830219420742,0.0,0.0,0.06535263503632753,0.0964498802487084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801502397614234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415350151683527,0.0,0.11534640737391147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411187134864358,0.10221022234205064,0.0,0.11974653017074442,0.06319662630667344,0.0,0.1297160471122943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244457879568847,0.1685379292817766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776213328575613,0.10378481952385507,0.0,0.07675808985993568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277302503671056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178556147526888,0.0,0.08453239182215334,0.08526515196728304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768506905040128,0.0,0.0,0.07972101231495797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698826065954425,0.12398088475403855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366685518350766,0.0,0.11354078189229562,0.0,0.13026358232607185,0.09820258694490276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803769231480342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417590586781385,0.0,0.09183280392689487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632767834866199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586923487691123,0.1315034369255085,0.0,0.07639561194329976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410558440770418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931621496224498,0.1266475029894951,0.18976097717710505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339166773128387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084823783592576,0.0,0.1674311716563106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Taurowl,2019/06/28,"Vyvanse causing stomach problems? Ok so i started taking vyvanse 2.5 months ago. It fits me pretty well, no side effects except reduced hunger and now stomach problems? So i take it at around 7 am. I eat a banana while riding the bus, so i eat it at like 7:15. I drink 3 medium coffee from 7 am to 10 12 pm. I don't drink any coffee after that, just water or apple juice. The past 2 weeks, everytime i ate at lunch (12pm) my stomach hurts afterward and sometimes i vomit (happened 2 times) my stomach doesnt hurt that much when i eat at 6pm. It never happened to me before and i was wondering if vyvanse might be the cause or maybe i have something else? Did anyone experience that with vyvanse? I'm not sure its because of the vyvanse because my stomach doesnt hurt for the first 5 hours and it only starts hurting when i eat. When i vomit it goes away 5 minutes after vomiting. Thanks!",1.4101685393258414,3.832627713483149,3.194483146067416,88.01161235955057,83.66292134831461,4.683595505617979,25.19213483146068,5.985473137389443,0.8631361797752817,695,29,131,5,20,231,111,178,0.1,0.787,0.113,0.5175,0,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,0,0,6,1,10,18,5,3,2,21,20,14,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,6,10,0,2,2,0,1,6,6,1,1,3,0,18,5,15,15,1,27,0,4,0,0,0,8,0,5,19,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160133553715227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794370567129763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014309273977081,0.0,0.0,0.10203371204059593,0.0,0.0,0.10768674190051486,0.0,0.0,0.13973930469833207,0.0,0.09753089444736948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354871138461285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456266996521534,0.0,0.4691285164330312,0.095748060631772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121177289563064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974934309327135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271142904864606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287496893343928,0.0,0.4908008318927801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599623133787728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514850012146173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159086006958895,0.0,0.0,0.09148644858309367,0.0,0.08425691572554285,0.0,0.08839994048178837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717163411501505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941519789761103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660701663342528,0.0,0.2193465851252904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823801000058301,0.11335945685719842,0.0,0.16225345321823947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802546443869558,0.0,0.17235591553784727,0.0,0.0,0.10552422578694737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668342790272462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919390977524493,0.0,0.10305473259393927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429759058623813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatsnotgneiss,2019/06/28,I have to call my doctor monthly to get my ADHD meds. I also procrastinate because I have ADHD Whomever wrote the laws and regulations clearly did not have ADHD. I am out of meds today. I called the doctor to get a refill... today.,1.91,4.431124444444446,4.7022222222222245,77.38000000000002,82.33333333333334,5.377777777777778,22.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,1.0391333333333337,180,6,30,2,5,64,29,45,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631175195250651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399978349173557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671679293286343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35751783601536496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35836884079445364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829264063811801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388911103152012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397336334352263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318785492977094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tekkun,2019/06/28,"IT Consulting and ADHD Hi all, &#x200B; Are there any people in consulting (preferably in IT) that have doing for some time and dealing with ADHD? I'm considering a move to consulting as it seems very appealing. Getting to work on different projects every 2-3 months, learning new technologies and things. I know there will be shitty situations where I'll have to do work that I really don't want to do, but I'm ok with that too. Honestly, consulting (at least within IT) seems to be a great fit for people with ADHD that get bored with what they do if things don't change much. Any thoughts? &#x200B; A little bit of context: I've been working for the last 15 years in the IT world, and just about every 5-6 years I feel bored and look for a new job. I'm at that point at my current job again. Even though I work at a really cool company with great culture, benefits, and my employer is giving a potential option to move to another team, I'm considering leaving because I'll still have 7 years of ""support"" of shit I've created in the past and there's no-one else to take over the stuff I used to do. It's a combination of being bored and sometimes dealing with anxiety for all the stuff I've been supporting (and OMG, all the shit I need to support in the future). &#x200B; I've started looking at positions within my area, and there's a consulting firm that does only local consulting (no travel outside a designated area required). The benefits are ok, but the excitement of working on something new, starting with a clean slate every 2-3 months makes it so appealing to me. Learning new tech, being the expert on the field. I really like the idea. Lastly, a few years ago when chatting with a doctor while my pregnant wife was having a check-up, the conversation came up that I had been recently diagnosed with ADD. She mentioned that she also had ADD, but she got diagnosed early on in her life and she researched careers that would be a good fit for her. She decided to go into medicine, and she wanted to be an ER physician. She eventually did her time as an ER physician but it was too crazy for her. Now she works as an OB/GYN, specializing on high-risk cases. She gets to see new things all the time and she sees gets her fulfillment out of helping new moms-to-be have a healthy child. This idea has always stuck with me. I'm glad I chose to go into IT, as there's always new technology to learn. &#x200B; TL:DR - I'm bored and sometimes get anxious at work due to all the things I support, looking at moving into IT consulting. Anyone have any thoughts/experience on consulting as a person with ADHD.",7.178303136142034,6.576552705304517,7.503283125955032,74.84496761987921,64.18664047151276,10.841330131703415,34.961871498217285,10.25414643259724,3.451233951830023,2073,82,391,42,27,679,231,509,0.064,0.7859999999999999,0.15,0.9943,5,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,1,9,18,23,2,0,34,3,33,8,2,2,5,64,72,29,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,27,32,0,1,12,3,0,7,3,6,2,0,12,7,32,17,74,52,10,75,0,0,5,0,37,36,2,5,33,247,59,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26657672129295645,0.0,0.049156070922713235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044346043817787485,0.09228330027365332,0.24033483384587875,0.2695276803771777,0.1131305893874704,0.05814769857937336,0.04242167996333454,0.06264652938369522,0.0,0.038774289037186965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033803862597505265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605407230175484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342388785931839,0.0,0.0,0.05866231771634475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143399890029746,0.0,0.11256801633867053,0.0,0.05793697404945315,0.0,0.056758878900456375,0.04852762200851378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632417904985691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662643108279803,0.0,0.14016557993928594,0.0,0.0,0.054244041253320406,0.0,0.0,0.028038892502157374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448604979783968,0.05319593010438736,0.06303086168023259,0.04651165984089264,0.044351129614737694,0.12227508303809816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716922824240409,0.05858953511074778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520022075296625,0.0,0.0,0.11005783584779284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030475724576209264,0.0904038035016076,0.0,0.05871711711104381,0.0,0.0,0.03916835859442823,0.027091717884385826,0.05557884970518151,0.0,0.0,0.13970060570671933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037015558302363034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852470946847474,0.17681448461704066,0.04076461104804433,0.041117974790200885,0.0,0.3749005047470112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217479038392757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293652095656716,0.07688877575386295,0.04841974796625788,0.0,0.0,0.05242136333027892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657455564511677,0.0,0.05475351770085952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837832033570685,0.10096533952650688,0.0,0.0,0.11384418475571108,0.0,0.0623319167156366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042690717151859486,0.10968961129443199,0.0,0.07850036824500646,0.0,0.0442851367722701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696169415615202,0.0,0.2517113304250592,0.0,0.0,0.04169403661544161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736303277436893,0.0,0.05448265921952766,0.044023785413925216,0.09700592642496486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047893911273889526,0.0,0.045754841782994826,0.06541567444572699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28259502126552904,0.0,0.0,0.03939248644506011,0.0,0.2695276803771777,0.14284062112402374 adhd,live4lifelegit,2019/06/28,"A year and year and a half build up to the biggest self 'prank' I have ever pulled SO last year was my first year out of home (my parents moved over seas). I have had a really good experience (would recommend, if you can) and everything has gone well. &nbsp; I haven't lost anything important which I have been super happy about, a couple of scares about leaving my phone or wallet bu they have always returned. &nbsp; &nbsp; So I was traveling across the world to see my parents, Constantly checking I have passport,phone, charger all those things. I am on top of everything. &nbsp; We are about 10 minutes from landing So I am going through the pocket in front of me, checking I have everything; phone, headphones,charging cable. I thought I put everything in my bag. &nbsp; turns out I had left my phone on the plane. 1.5 YEARS WITH OUT LOSING ANYTHING AND THE FIRST DAY I SPEND TRYING TO FIND MY LOST PHONE. &nbsp; ALL THAT TIME AND THE FIRST THING I LOSE IS JUST BEFORE I SEE MY PARENTS!!!! &nbsp; So that was annoying. But saying that I am still proud of my record up to then.",3.653745232646834,5.99703702898551,4.221266209000763,84.2029290617849,74.84541062801931,7.8361556064073215,27.802949402491738,8.6894789155246,2.2946676328502416,863,35,160,18,19,273,117,207,0.08,0.809,0.111,0.7696,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,1,10,11,11,1,1,10,0,21,0,0,0,3,20,29,13,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,10,0,0,2,1,3,7,1,6,1,4,10,3,29,5,26,18,2,39,0,4,2,0,12,16,0,2,16,116,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082711331264595,0.6455965337992177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009391358276696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243131540140899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198507082644801,0.0,0.0,0.09418426536421697,0.0,0.05489571045924202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699640729142354,0.0,0.0,0.306003433321102,0.08326422754695595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779863714847629,0.21721047937062105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837596801567892,0.07139507564513617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061240425212888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538284815512129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938460605023024,0.0,0.09013036800122157,0.09248372251801062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045623643607454,0.1858382627040728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046966966686457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835488796907006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556965939504699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453040153915849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769127483584061,0.08522051615692912,0.0,0.1356601094723858,0.0,0.08879929379979051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797737815909229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131006172238642,0.0,0.0,0.06757620563455068,0.04963447501714989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779126341812134,0.09258671129781272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653359361066336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046719380077691,0.0,0.0,0.2740742048669541 adhd,GrouseOW,2019/06/28,"How can I tell if my meds are working? Was I expecting too much from them? A couple months back I was diagnosed and was put on 54mg of concerta, after working up to it I've been taking it almost every day and I really am not sure if I was expecting too much or if it's not working. I'm still messy as shit, I don't feel much more motivated I don't think, and I've been having a few side affects such as anxiety, lack of appetite, an odd amount of sweating, and sleep loss. I did get some stuff done initially but idk if that's a placebo, atn I'm not really busy so I can't tell and haven't done much lately. Focus is still pretty whack but apparently it was a decent result according to my psych. Should I talk to them about trying others or was I expecting too much and they are working as intended.",2.135832628909551,3.632357887573967,4.339158918005072,85.45350591715977,76.63313609467455,7.905494505494508,23.31403212172443,8.634040054169528,1.4778398985629757,629,19,135,13,14,218,100,169,0.091,0.867,0.042,-0.3562,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,6,10,3,1,0,5,0,22,4,3,5,1,32,28,19,0,9,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,11,1,16,1,14,16,10,11,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,8,7,99,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016125445826458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707782664239723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076294558993363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548758201840017,0.0,0.09027004828333808,0.0,0.0,0.14206814239097426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864789159376712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117932039175425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077380417715125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312934001326073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578939668094847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547679998737382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172392868725067,0.0,0.5144758480475008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240135246864685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407100340001017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793386746858624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367874975782627,0.0,0.0,0.1400726017827195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356286701679454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023389796004786,0.0,0.0,0.13192149736137276,0.0,0.1052411603828216,0.11250380255637098,0.24468254900524064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968809566852495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503147141127197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076037228838596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toQuestionEverything,2019/06/28,"Im so bored i feel helpless and so depressed. I HATE not being motivated for any interests... I wish i could get out of this I have no job, not many friends, no real obligations and am struggling to keep from being bored to the point i feel a pending doom. Anyone help please!?",0.4193181818181806,2.88046372727273,2.109431818181818,92.18414772727272,93.54545454545452,4.931818181818182,21.420454545454547,6.6274283507984215,0.6004999999999998,215,8,44,3,8,70,41,55,0.445,0.479,0.076,-0.9755,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,11,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,6,2,6,8,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314236307493225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802803114873186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032839960114277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929374074361185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574751956360905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670972757280614,0.0,0.13302231910215218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137296737647585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065856493117804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502063623549505,0.0,0.2526594338026624,0.22630754014090326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25813283623145045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27948343688977795,0.24068712375026294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897999664739027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661718583843912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927869597166755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DistressedCarbon,2019/06/28,"Looking for a girl latvian/finnish named D that I met today while talking about our disabilities who browses this subreddit a lot! TL;DR met a latvian/finnish girl named D who gave me her discord but can't add her on it. We talked about disabilities and i'm in a wheelchair. Hi everyone, I hope this is allowed here; today I met a really cool girl named D. She gave me her discord handle but was unable to add her on it and I don't know her full name and don't have any other way to contact her, so I'm hoping this would work as she said she browses this subreddit frequently! If you're reading this D, we had a really long chat today about our disabilities and you mentioned a project for getting people with them in touch with each other that you started on discord. We go to the same university and I'm the guy in the wheelchair. Send me a message where you mention either my first name or the discord handle you gave me so I can send you mine and we can keep in contact!",4.110993473531543,5.198093228426401,5.112070340826687,83.47432741116755,71.03045685279189,7.659028281363307,30.315083393763594,7.957251820313856,2.010534735315446,774,32,154,10,14,254,101,197,0.07,0.87,0.06,-0.2544,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,6,5,1,2,7,3,0,0,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,33,28,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,13,15,0,1,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,4,32,3,18,18,5,21,0,0,1,0,50,9,0,5,8,106,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290029239738127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126706800472267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613592470391151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911074224237423,0.0,0.10781123171059206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783343450289128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768310300496333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686146236947386,0.0,0.0,0.1042544974397614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678790756069817,0.15930074009740344,0.0,0.0,0.1612766799431064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151452158146798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897519516550729,0.0,0.2430541443100189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044872679548765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134271072370305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049483387770088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394420084983824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057551912352107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810430775270532,0.0,0.0,0.13475787481155888,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,agent_flounder,2019/06/28,"Usually I forget to take meds, this time I took them twice. Had to call poison control and my doctor and am following their instructions to the letter: stuck at home for 6 hours. Thanks so very, very much, stupid ADHD. Fucking ADHD, I swear. Between the double dose of blood pressure meds, antidepressants, and Vyvanse, I'm now sequestered at home for 6 hours unable to get any errands done on my day off. Oh, incidentally, I already have one of those daily pill boxes to prevent this very thing from happening! For some reason, though, I was *sure* I hadn't taken pills yet this morning and kind of took them without thinking about it. Then I looked closely and I'd already taken pills for today. *emotionally impulsive outburst intensifies* Oh well... More time for Reddit I guess. Let mine be a cautionary tale.",3.223537414965985,6.255613020408165,3.8099659863945625,82.29277210884358,82.06122448979592,5.9877551020408175,25.173469387755087,7.3871296695380915,1.6323714285714286,642,25,107,10,18,202,104,147,0.106,0.866,0.027999999999999997,-0.8837,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,1,6,8,3,1,3,0,8,8,1,2,1,15,23,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,4,1,2,9,1,14,4,21,12,4,18,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,2,10,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144343102446321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28872062161346684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896035299977974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335792443368308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467228955869582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436643401497218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389720490793025,0.0,0.13387167182116938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715202548620754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209386260265718,0.06834671916228513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411017141145746,0.0,0.11568144040589293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624411402868249,0.0,0.25765767728581634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622624509460332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376970739980587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985371211483508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906173960563821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616587896432502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864529077667159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450212784580934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329389995849704,0.0,0.09835844315965946,0.0,0.0,0.1204391335411216,0.0,0.0,0.08690930202237075,0.08382254079888164,0.12852748198638886,0.0,0.1525614160513036,0.0,0.12399964802004006,0.0,0.2906860042197968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407694117120665,0.3238142936099286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176205995198241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610335509688889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Passthesaltshaker,2019/06/28,"rs3: eyes of glouphrie is an add/adhd nightmare [https://imgur.com/gallery/ZkiaN3V](https://imgur.com/gallery/ZkiaN3V) I don't know what to click. I have to keep referring to the wiki for the value of each shape. Then when I think I know what shape combo works, I have to think of how to get the desired shapes for my desired combos. Meanwhile I forgot what shapes are needed for the combo, or what shapes do I desire to get for the combos. A bit convoluted but you get my drift. My mum probably could solve it easily.",4.518586956521737,7.634251076086957,3.517565217391308,86.2296086956522,76.28260869565217,5.853913043478261,18.98260869565217,7.1686216300943375,0.3890008695652177,417,9,73,5,10,121,55,92,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,0,7,1,1,1,0,16,17,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,13,15,2,8,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,2,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526633164583753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32036544011197804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342915902437349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599379876210341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608269932906054,0.0,0.0,0.32253889382056705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758541083755556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163828495322707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37605482950130104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363112262926795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Col_Clustered,2019/06/28,"I'm so F**** over everything. Fuck this emotional instability, why can;'t I just be normal why do I have to blow up on everyone around me, why do i constantly fuck things up, even with medication I still can't keep things together, just when i think things are looking up everything goes to shit, I feel bad for all my friends and family who have too put up with every emotional outburst or stupid fucking mistake. Went to a chiropractor yesterday and pulled something in my neck in the gym today, so I looked up and found that chiropractors can be dangerous now I've spent the whole day worrying that my neck is fucked up, then I sat on my fucking glasses and broke them it's a 150 dollar pair and I blew up on my parents because of the chiropractor thing, it just feels like there is some kind of demon pulling the strings in my mind. I gave up on a job I really enjoyed and that paid well, cause I legit couldn't keep up with the pacing and the time management cause I have no stress coping abilities, i'm such a fucking idiot. I have a 2.4 gpa in school in my senior year, I want to just give up on everything, I get angry so damn easily. My dad doesn't even believe in adhd or medication, as well as being in the closet ito my family while I date someone I love very much but can't even introduce them to because I don't know how they will take it (I'm a guy) I take vyvanse which only lets me feel normal for like 6 to 8 hours. I have crippling body dysmorphia where I compulsively look at myself in the mirror and take pictures of myself , fixating on everything I think is wrong with me despite being told I'm good looking. and I'm horribly insecure about stupid shit. People probably think I'm a spastic dumbass. I believe in god, but now I'm just starting to think he's just cruel for giving me this stupid fucking disease where I get all these other side mental problems on the side. Why do i act like a fucking child and throw tempoer tantrums, I'm 22 fucking years old. I'm exhausted from the constant highs and lows. I don't know what to do, I just want a sense of normalcy. FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK",4.903561307232373,5.973815560570071,6.69262675075764,72.93657957244659,69.16627078384798,9.22732410516832,29.719141616840034,9.494082108488547,2.599883708739454,1705,64,332,36,29,593,214,421,0.207,0.711,0.08199999999999999,-0.9961,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,0,27,40,21,2,19,0,26,20,5,3,2,53,79,24,0,7,11,2,3,3,1,1,3,0,1,2,17,16,0,2,10,1,3,6,7,30,2,0,7,7,46,10,52,65,5,60,1,2,4,12,15,35,14,3,22,208,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496822682870051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553112096247062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052084408911519865,0.07605212117860821,0.0,0.0,0.14056102664408948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692897376592607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816218426797596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482049924816042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022971893265902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033743857494385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360352757089088,0.0,0.052557552359904856,0.05960643653387172,0.22425125773855548,0.0,0.11761198001422292,0.0,0.094623088299623,0.044564040209041735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839607535978269,0.04819436910685048,0.6343588761279474,0.06518159346121362,0.11968050428669688,0.0,0.05232109762951805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176566883259809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590753366110527,0.0,0.0,0.06143139780099411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061902185322820415,0.11089181257878836,0.0,0.06495881466834116,0.06856445744300256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637874267560389,0.0,0.09142665008489452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953280833487709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630007689763046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568188572111413,0.0628640235103152,0.0,0.06298567223706371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585622619726152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223764096052712,0.0,0.0,0.06545695778558384,0.0,0.0,0.04744254091835017,0.0,0.0,0.06926522818266807,0.0,0.0,0.043246200593502385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725582197388934,0.059688908242655665,0.0,0.06270878576536483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039962006299821065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313154428587588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806364523502964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052854081876539234,0.048022908397966864,0.0,0.0,0.044152643067890095,0.0,0.04981647553591232,0.0,0.07145568759205036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070521893570126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576909211893764,0.15988146451523166,0.0,0.0,0.03637408028069078,0.0,0.059128622014645964,0.05960643653387172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146975085689137,0.07358627709446985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217360825120642,0.05782656801161928,0.2251517555921165,0.06964466056006298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334957077887537,0.0,0.0,0.06820236360705156,0.0,0.08034090923498223 adhd,Saving_Is_Golden,2019/06/28,"There is one simple sentence involving ADHD that makes me want to claw the face off whoever says it. ""We're all a little ADHD."" Oh? Do you forget things? Do you get distracted? Do you find yourself completely unable to focus on things you know need to be done? Do you lay awake at night depressed that your brain isn't working as it should? Did you barely scrape by in school, unable to focus on your work? Did you have to put up with being teased in school simply because you were in one or more special education courses? Did your teachers hate you? Did they give up on you early in the year, leaving you alone to figure out the syllabus? Were books your only friend? Are you on meds? Do you need to be reminded/have a reminder to take said meds? Are you scared to be medicated? Are you sick and tired of those meds being abused by those who don't need it, therefore forcing you to jump through hoops to prove your ADD/ADHD? Have you ever, even once, put up with people who claim ADD/ADHD ""aren't real"" and a ""lie by big pharma""? Have you ever, even once, been yelled at for your attention span issues? No? Good. ADD/ADHD is hell to live with, we don't need people claiming to be a ""little ADD/ADHD"" simply because you get distracted. It's like those who claim to be a ""little OCD"" just because they like order or cleanliness. Stop it. That's a stigma, stop it.",2.5591044776119425,4.695315626865675,3.4728895522388084,89.25718507462689,77.43283582089552,5.780537313432838,20.79462686567164,6.742157984588678,0.3837645970149257,1060,27,210,10,25,338,137,268,0.14800000000000002,0.794,0.057999999999999996,-0.9771,0,1,0,0,1,0,48.0,1,25,2,2,6,12,3,3,9,0,33,6,2,2,4,30,46,5,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,17,7,0,2,5,1,0,3,5,7,0,2,9,3,29,5,39,29,2,31,1,1,0,0,37,20,1,2,9,142,46,6,0.0,0.1009326817629818,0.0,0.0,0.6142694192382742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822805549425708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578763925872188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509688071434527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931696347831744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337145037358721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717589167041863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253043872137224,0.15411306250959966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778593875467765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581527573777979,0.0,0.08901339775122931,0.08171914619944533,0.0,0.0714508257127606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084104540050178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891311038479242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681655508777113,0.0,0.0,0.09020074784276776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832361442029062,0.25613930252232603,0.07522169410262465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056862993364889376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28387070570830136,0.085816954524709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526603660627343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994224195723715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144277951498888,0.11544985075203762,0.06478856285719661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811589899070266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127295585833058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696147179716802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103235798935568,0.0677441327271669,0.08528706205657005,0.17242761226793074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244031633184054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640500329092148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318893377793487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790994113190256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024550800480124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240343215984299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054857644080796686 adhd,Boomblapzippityzap,2019/06/28,"Do the new YouTube double ads make you feel more productive? I used to watch youtube videos on ADD al autopilot like crazy, and I could typically sit through 1 ad as long as it wasn't too long With these double ads popping up I haven't watched a YouTube video on auto pilot in weeks! Anyone experience this or is it just me?",5.390076923076926,5.71692581538462,5.452115384615387,84.91663461538462,67.76923076923077,8.961538461538463,31.634615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.261230769230769,258,10,55,4,4,81,54,65,0.039,0.91,0.051,0.1906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,9,6,3,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,5,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014282511056065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742107115770118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33595244775457017,0.0,0.0,0.1736547342488136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677885483242559,0.0,0.0,0.607871214284847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925038639003795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316986907004216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966238568004643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548867803341914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BeeCastle,2019/06/28,"Vyvanse working wonders. For the first time in my life... after trying dexeterine, adderal, and foquest.. vyvanse is the king of all kings for me.. I finally feel emotionally, and mentally stable. Everyday was a struggle, trying to fight off what felt like a depression, like I'd never really be happy. Something about these pills (30mg) are just making me feel like it isn't a waste of time getting out of bed.. I feel so motivated and content.. my only concern is in my own head I still feel a negative stigma taking a pill to make me feel better everyday.. I took a day off yeaterday and I fell right back into my negative lifeless ways... so once and for all, beautiful people of reddit.. is it truly a bad thing to take a pill everyday if it actually is helping you feel more like how you should actually be feeling?..",5.767741935483872,6.568433677419358,7.279516129032255,70.47927419354842,67.06451612903226,10.329032258064515,34.20967741935484,10.355215969177356,3.82001935483871,640,29,110,16,10,221,98,155,0.13,0.695,0.174,0.6802,0,0,1,0,1,0,32.0,0,2,0,6,7,10,1,1,10,0,10,5,1,4,3,26,25,9,0,2,2,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,8,14,6,18,19,4,22,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,16,78,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.2720445481393967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718052621155467,0.11638289511113516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123277080547594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989352585039209,0.0,0.12005440921882288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567923850453894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933502132126975,0.19915718065220028,0.1338340369261206,0.1526923961783561,0.0,0.11856309402520715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282431262549308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838078304957225,0.0,0.0,0.14305197860504829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342862738111027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984536444066844,0.2723911294393591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608472478262872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047000258549067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075043759860968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844333586688055,0.0,0.1060106158233632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663387053463306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929532051565488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903632176054592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730745011442497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131518564320657,0.0,0.0,0.14571827312834576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960438487202274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260298457797862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255616060703082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486484725692068,0.18927017752546785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106394567359919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511599989742271,0.1014758950963678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JiggaHeisenberg,2019/06/28,"How to manage a combination of Strattera and Intuniv? In my experience Intuniv can be one hell of a difficult drug as it can intensify the side-effects of other drugs, but has anyone ever tried it in combination with Strattera?",9.957560975609756,9.143538048780492,11.400121951219516,49.84213414634149,58.75609756097561,15.029268292682927,44.89024390243903,13.816669648895859,6.866258536585367,184,10,27,7,2,66,32,41,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.6007,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893963790371955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7925769664980039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30910668613831915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33426922575091816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155935129705826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200648642358085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Darth_Awesome,2019/06/28,"I hate the term ""attention difference"". It's a deficit and it's a disorder. If I could get rid of it, I would in a heartbeat. Calling it a difference is dismissive to the extra work I have to put in to be successful. Also, totally random, but does anyone else constantly clench their jaw? it's starting to cause me problems.",2.05952380952381,4.6177863809523805,4.2152380952380994,80.8714285714286,82.01587301587301,8.679365079365079,29.63492063492064,9.23628265651192,3.323768253968254,254,13,47,8,7,87,45,63,0.163,0.797,0.040999999999999995,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,10,8,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883492194017354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510920057960274,0.2419454550692056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411174883384275,0.0,0.0,0.24257292665371236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25517513814496245,0.0,0.18853243422117724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934160087439426,0.27062808329258325,0.0,0.20664097459454367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725824406716572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336938528434442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331317681999099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259467290431276,0.0,0.23737819040598396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713566345093925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190713304220154,0.0,0.0,0.16774161712027552,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blameitonmyaddbabay,2019/06/28,"Having a messy house 24/7 is draining my mental health, is it possible to convince my housemates to help? To start off I am female and my two housemates are male (one is my SO of 2 years), so it only seems fair that the female of the house would do all the cleaning, right? Tell my brain that. It's been super difficult to do anything lately and cleaning has always been an issue for me since being in a messy area causes me stress but I can never seem to do much or be persistent about it. Prior to receiving ADHD diagnosis, because of the constant state of the house I had set up a schedule for weekly cleanings that would alternate the person for the area, after being gone for an extended period of time I came back to the schedule being gone, and when I tried to implement it again I got nothing but complaints which made me feel anything but great. It's been about a year since that schedule was removed, after me getting fed up with it I tried making myself clean up every night before bed, however it turned into a two to three hour clean up every day. Since getting a full-time job (rather than part time like my last) I have been a lot more stressed, I'm not a big fan of the work, and the hours are way more than what I was expecting. I was hoping that since starting my job where I don't have that much free time, my housemates would play more of a role in cleaning, but that seems to be anything but the case and being told ""just do it"" when I complain or address it really doesn't help. Even if it is just putting dishes in the dishwasher as opposed to the sink, it would take so much weight off of my shoulders but even when I mention doing such an act it's like I said nothing and it continues to happen. Is there anything I can do try and help them contribute? After complaining about the dishes they went back to ordering food instead of cooking it which does not help with the whole not feeling like shit thing nor anyone's bank account. Posting this makes me feel like I'm doing nothing but complaining, however because cleaning is an issue that goes along with ADHD I'm hoping that y'all will be a little helpful because I'm assuming I'm not the first to encounter a situation like this. Thanks in advance.",7.991128105000545,6.4639880000000005,7.722766026684022,76.92782839787398,63.077448747152616,10.27534439744007,35.255559171276715,8.841846274778883,2.8969732292005648,1768,63,337,21,21,564,207,439,0.048,0.7859999999999999,0.166,0.9957,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,5,21,20,1,2,31,0,44,10,3,4,2,52,76,25,0,9,17,0,4,5,0,5,1,1,9,2,30,13,6,1,7,2,3,9,8,7,0,5,17,5,33,14,51,47,10,63,0,0,0,0,19,17,1,10,37,245,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890529201684732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193328023414544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052044495628109935,0.0,0.2450043550615948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446703054207415,0.0,0.13611893521620536,0.0,0.06333604102544006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830905854072403,0.0,0.08513023285214323,0.0,0.07646203589145463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043441137724514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480023999356996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513583289799235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832309913065244,0.0,0.12542412499797562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290497294581285,0.10634828865922824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331171241946704,0.09000331524176018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777751622627246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952996763195875,0.08206140180287831,0.0,0.0,0.06581985871912052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911759949446677,0.0,0.0,0.24945057469741844,0.0,0.0,0.14785528714973828,0.1466008017997092,0.25765316110827785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537507301512424,0.1477242961470235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067191008443144,0.08396239379902869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181826514467506,0.07460028983955166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327931598521405,0.0,0.07042923710704968,0.09936770525395264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500982055481441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414797079349333,0.0,0.057406448374390136,0.0,0.0,0.06984926985088875,0.0,0.21425816627351316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043696287463119,0.056608792791730166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060246419554998,0.0,0.0,0.06499103978224523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391075224451322,0.07128515864111233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748245897225857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047682963230441036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356441211944547,0.0708017551331624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032799427942449,0.0,0.0,0.07640324713783836,0.2462832551706174,0.08366454285950753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053665244000734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052291611659529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055963504689138036,0.0,0.06505673696866694,0.06852686762989244,0.0,0.0,0.04944922850561617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020546963176788,0.0,0.0,0.07112284353838734,0.0,0.1516030660416922,0.08096050323911101,0.14541824741517032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059080555586934425,0.059704758170072626,0.09063796820445233,0.0,0.06899909117558461,0.0,0.08310052712986286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418728939785712,0.0,0.0,0.21149706565647947,0.0,0.0,0.09586337062784088 adhd,Iceyfire32,2019/06/28,"For those of you that smoke, how do you balance that with your meds? I’m seeing a psychiatrist soon and hoping to get diagnosed so I can start medication, my question is did you stop smoking once you got diagnosed or only smoke on the days you aren’t taking it?",3.91,5.442655384615384,5.1376923076923084,81.38230769230772,72.07692307692308,8.276923076923078,26.461538461538463,8.841846274778883,1.9547538461538465,208,7,41,4,4,69,44,52,0.043,0.8959999999999999,0.062,0.2406,1,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,7,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,5,10,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,4,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204087199660822,0.0,0.0,0.5415201955617631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937331001450298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335573960991336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26495709136026085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29631494336984,0.2687369162314129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409521935012777,0.0,0.2028862325135875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29883701117600303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125765686748236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881710874167285,0.0,0.0,0.22302685739695088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057351631590375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aproposnix,2019/06/28,"Language aquistion issues with ADHD? I'm curious, does anyone else have issues with second language aquistion? I'm an older adult living outside of my home country for almost 20 years. Despite all of my time living in the foreign country I still do not speak the local language (even being married to a local for 10 years!). I have tried many times to learn but I find that it's the most frustrating thing in the world. Since I seem incapable for learning, I will never be able to become a naturalized citizen. That kind of sucks. Has anyone else had a similar experience? It's really taken a huge toll on my ability to maintain friendships (I become a burden over time because they always need to speak English to me - eventually we see each other less and less). It's definitely increased my social anxieties. Any feedback would be appreciated. Some background: I was diagnosed back in the late 1990's - back then it seemed like every doctor just wanted to prescribe medication, something that I didn't like, and I questioned whether ADHD was even a real thing. Based on these feelings I opted not to seek treatment. Time passed - during the time that passed I was homeless, traveling across the US, almost married 2x and then finally I left my country to seek a better life somewhere else. It wasn't until my son was diagnosed with ADHD that I started thinking about it again. The doctors never talked to me and they knew nothing of my medical history at all. I knew enough to about it to know that some believe it's an inheritable condition. Luckily here, they tend to focus on behavioral modification rather than medication which has been great for my son.",6.2075436484045765,7.977478688741722,6.6821794099939815,71.60446718844072,66.74834437086093,8.934617700180615,33.26369656833233,9.339509955726095,3.3569549668874163,1332,59,209,26,22,433,173,302,0.054000000000000006,0.805,0.141,0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,3,1,11,8,2,0,17,0,18,8,0,0,4,39,34,9,0,4,6,2,1,2,0,2,8,2,1,2,19,9,0,0,11,1,1,4,6,3,0,1,11,4,29,5,37,18,10,38,0,0,1,0,14,14,1,8,22,151,48,5,0.09415122701374598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394544355426946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855770747540387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834136317297831,0.0,0.0,0.06402606295249151,0.0,0.07202543096227486,0.0,0.0,0.1316654541061546,0.1929381167056694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447929639303202,0.0,0.057393714107484825,0.20796526630090648,0.0,0.10607619160180096,0.0,0.08326910917535066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911230271023862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927355407553076,0.0823923732336516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359538068452249,0.0,0.0,0.09728338571460987,0.0,0.12437199496241855,0.0,0.07932646946820494,0.0,0.0,0.0920979662234648,0.0,0.0,0.047605689305993217,0.0,0.0,0.10313806711793984,0.08605251579727062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038020601656849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444135731660996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653883949125894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980440145536541,0.05174305209945117,0.0,0.10620668501029687,0.0,0.10229558363320727,0.0,0.06650179602238608,0.09199506751348738,0.0,0.16627451676715788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545456657252276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845423680146936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981194184482696,0.14523046102406992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034064159232387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054709217759416,0.0,0.0,0.1071647086684264,0.06031568690495821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502633812950142,0.1714234820010519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788286791770496,0.0,0.0,0.0959753191969142,0.0,0.07248221436795649,0.0,0.0,0.06664072307403539,0.0,0.07518929151327551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567518988855608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509978332606628,0.06032830461048499,0.0,0.0,0.2745016880791322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392250289347794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325233356271375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553283306688503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688233033989452,0.0,0.0,0.12126060665524073 adhd,gypsytrista25,2019/06/28,"ADHD caused by too much screen time? Ha... I don't really think this. My (then 4th grade) son struggled in school all year. We are still trying to pin down the right medicine and dosage.. 😟 His teacher has been teaching at the same school for over 30 years, so I know that she had tons of experience with adhd kids. Out of curiosity, I asked her if she has noticed an increase in the number of students that have adhd symptoms recently vs. 20 years ago. (I volunteer for field trips and classroom activities and there are a lot of kids that IMO have attention and impulse issues.) She told me that there definitely has been a noticable increase in students with those types of behaviors. She also attributed it to too much screen time with the current generation of kids. 😟 I made sure to inform her that there is an actual physical underdevelopment in the part of the brain that is responsible for executive function, attention and impulsivity and that kids with adhd are actually functioning 3 years behind their peers when it comes to those things. What I find so frustrating about this interaction is that If teachers do not even know WHAT adhd is, how will they know how.to.teach these kids efficiently?! Instead of decimating the self esteem of numerous children by forcing them to adhere to a learning style that isn't working for them, Why can't we instruct educators on how to reach kids with attention disorders? Sitting through tedious tests and 100 question math worksheets is absolute torture. Of course they won't do well. The educational system is failing these kids. Not only on their education, but it is setting them up to think that they are less because they aren't able to acheive what comes so easily to their.peers. This is why depression and anxiety and self esteem issues flourish in an adhd mind. It breaks my heart. I wish I knew how to change it. My son is brilliant. He is the most compassionate and thoughtful person that I know. His mind is always working on these creative mechanical inventions. He retains information from class, but can't seem to turn in the homework that he's so painstakingly completed( once, twice ..sometimes 3 times) and has failed every subject this year, every semester. I thought about making him repeat 5th grade. Obviously he isn't ready for the responsibility of 6th grade. His.teacher advised against it. He said that my son KNOWS all of this information. He will just get bored next year sitting through it all over again. Sorry for venting, I just wish the educational system was better equipped to teach ALL students and not just the students that test well.",7.1479487179487196,8.72341010897436,6.80520299145299,72.32139423076926,64.36324786324786,9.781623931623932,34.92414529914529,9.978442167317967,3.6525222222222222,2113,95,351,46,32,662,243,468,0.062,0.848,0.09,0.9390000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,9,5,25,13,2,1,19,1,36,3,2,7,6,74,58,26,0,4,11,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,11,35,22,0,1,20,0,0,5,10,7,2,1,10,3,36,6,60,45,14,45,0,3,2,0,50,16,0,6,18,242,71,25,0.07749035753439723,0.0,0.15123882167022407,0.0,0.5587701065860775,0.0,0.06869052645361398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196901092376241,0.0644781850917337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059279911413378225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244302386531261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723740271347344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853392405206375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650486660828924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960394288920426,0.08197452341665859,0.13350216310141932,0.08124716555906737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674233139664315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881066318415512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118165032250181,0.0,0.13057793670889042,0.0,0.0,0.07580043890246037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082478293024598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040485513515161664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182644677978548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175960127794858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293336976490068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658795308943357,0.0,0.07332324993750766,0.05172541537669779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648634218386026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392865788519033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824118743467707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764465713110857,0.0,0.0825247017624505,0.0,0.05893490875415348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391450582953643,0.0,0.0,0.06766159125661007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680693493996539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964230729054218,0.0,0.07651237955882817,0.0,0.0,0.06617634193425499,0.07371107512853414,0.0,0.0,0.1568487576751098,0.0,0.07054431116502295,0.16167868585478107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663994502483043,0.08674411103074442,0.0,0.0,0.061883899625345136,0.0,0.0,0.08100974665538377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730337449154572,0.08054215200621548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051481150298748536,0.09930538436908493,0.0,0.12303737625076,0.13555575191776506,0.0,0.0,0.07404535740043436,0.0,0.0526108661651957,0.0842872570811013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934627528248555,0.0,0.13984598964140274,0.0,0.17822017379759816,0.0,0.0,0.1128278063814903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29940749778589604 adhd,crash8308,2019/06/28,If I could have just one special ability It would be to remember everything I need before leaving for the first time in the morning.,11.2288,8.181467080000004,10.68,63.02000000000001,58.2,14.8,49.0,13.023866798666859,6.385399999999999,107,6,18,3,1,35,23,25,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182097597733218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985741377667881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360883288784832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31808752921174954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959663384684561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27728428649048664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534028584701995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236202439988516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805726272057968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26564823663464515,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mungoid,2019/06/28,"Having ADHD is taking hours to write a post on Reddit, then editing it several times after to cut out parts because it's too long and nobody will read it. And it's still too long and nobody reads it.",6.970731707317071,5.414852048780492,7.370853658536586,78.72993902439025,65.09756097560975,9.175609756097561,27.81707317073171,7.1686216300943375,1.5011365853658534,158,3,31,1,2,52,30,41,0.054000000000000006,0.946,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,22,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31207970549160075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582958846930153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557282377436741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596096116910043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120345691815274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486975210609804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194919051256159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933596053745311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737733399244834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524379480087545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141897763520293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adhdwifethrow,2019/06/28,"Denial? Parent child relationship? Wife of ADHD spouse here. We've been together for almost 10 years now, but things have been spiraling down. I'll admit that over the years, I have grown more impatient. I've read the ADHD Effect on Marriage book and he has read a couple others. Problem is, because he is military, we can't get it officially diagnosed or medicated, but those books and this subreddit describe him well. The older we get though, the more of an impact these symptoms have on our lives. It worries me so much to the point of not wanting to start our family because I don't think I can handle the mental load of being a secretary for him and being a single parent. More frustrating is that I feel more invested into figuring out solutions than him. I've found the apps for him to try, different organizational methods I've read here and other websites, and even videos. He's read a few books and websites. He tells me he likes to read them because it makes him feel as if he isn't alone in those experiences, but he needs a LOT of convincing to try any of the methods geared towards ADHD. For example, we created a drop off zone for him. One place to just drop his keys and whatnot, then grab it all in one go as he heads out. Then he started to use it as storage for misc things as well. I pointed out that that may lead to trouble as now there's a mental load of separating what you have to bring and what you leave behind. He just said that it'll be fine and it isn't a big deal. Of course, a few days later, he leaves his wallet in the drop off zone as he goes to work. My issue isn't the forgetting here, it is that he uses ADHD as an excuse for forgetting but doesn't try to work around it knowing he has ADHD. We watched a series of videos of a lecture on ADHD (I found it recommended on here actually!). The lecturer was insistent that paper was more effective than digital. I thought why not try it? He can only use paper notes at work since phone isn't allowed and it works there. He refused, saying digital is easier for him. Yet, he's tried numerous apps and it isn't working. He'll forget to look at his phone or he'll pull up his phone,get distracted with a notification, and never type/read a reminder. Each time something big happens,(deadline missed, asking for wrong vacation days), not even the small mishaps (chores), I want to reevaluate the current system. To which usually the reply is that he wants to try it again and that he'll work harder at it. Isn't that what the book says not to do? Try different, not harder. Yet, it'll take a few big mistakes before he is willing to switch to even a different app. I'm out of ideas as it seems we've tried every app in the store and it seems as if I'm the only one trying. He gives up on a notebook quickly (like a week), even though it's been pointed out that it works for him at work. I've been firm on him seeing a therapist for it, but he'll find someone who says they can't help with ADHD and he sticks with them anyways. The current one just says that he needs to work on his self confidence. Ok I agree, he always had a confidence issue. Maybe his ego is why he refused to try anything and insists that he'll remember things as if ADHD weren't a part of him? It's a terrible loop where he now gets angry at me for being angry. Yeah, he forgot about my appointment, but he is trying (actually I put it on the calendarS for him-- after telling him and he just sat there saying ok I'll remember) so I should stop being so negative. Yes, the dishes are still dirty after he washes them and half of them are still in the sink because Squirrel!, but at least he tried. He wants to take a load off me, but when I have to wait downstairs till he goes up to sleep so I can finish up the rest of the dishes, sweep the other half of the floor, find the trash he was bringing to the dump but left on the counter, I'm probably more exhausted than if I had just done it myself. Another issue is that he grew up with NO chores and no consequences. To the point that I taught him how to clean up a spill on the floor (pick up a towel and wipe it up --- before he just stared at it). His mom thinks the world of him and excuses everything as he is either tired or he is just being a boy. Is not being able to wash dishes an ADHD thing (not counting the half he forgets about) or takes years of practice thing? TLDR: Spouse of ADHD husband. Am I not allowed to be upset when things are forgotten? Seems like he uses ADHD as an excuse but refuses to work around things as with ADHD in mind. How to get out of parent-child relationship?",4.4887125494629725,5.114797646551722,5.5000113058225,82.72644714527979,69.8405172413793,8.671452798191067,27.06656302996043,8.794826987340809,1.8530832179197283,3608,110,739,60,61,1192,354,928,0.10300000000000001,0.823,0.07400000000000001,-0.9874,11,1,3,0,1,0,109.0,6,2,5,14,45,20,2,2,61,4,62,12,2,13,2,131,115,65,0,13,34,7,3,3,0,10,7,6,4,3,60,40,3,6,20,11,2,8,23,11,2,7,18,13,57,9,135,79,18,105,0,1,4,0,114,60,0,14,36,492,117,26,0.040135676802390496,0.0,0.07833326183630054,0.0,0.5788234076690414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019008273109173,0.041568456880473316,0.0,0.0,0.03339609830162163,0.0,0.0,0.02729363653662771,0.042085756621433434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03302824222707396,0.07145852322349804,0.03752143989212353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786534421141413,0.0,0.06830500965311329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444093629890717,0.0,0.051768382391687136,0.04137812043161022,0.0,0.040736867105066805,0.0,0.12579971944543294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410727321781957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603694399758334,0.0,0.03381603874356025,0.0,0.03607135834660869,0.03926039334530167,0.03783634410553243,0.0,0.04058760826688755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336656295658492,0.0,0.0,0.08801339599818707,0.0,0.0,0.10484617295139312,0.03850179839135013,0.02281003005383339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119078354229047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0269020981368853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045308293778527915,0.0,0.125673657016489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022057518331966324,0.0,0.0,0.08499577319898204,0.04360753028120266,0.0,0.0,0.05882479306291494,0.0,0.035440537936196934,0.0,0.03370386008550425,0.0,0.0,0.034121917152007686,0.0,0.0,0.026790875924233664,0.0,0.040321681949621935,0.0,0.0,0.04043247189105404,0.08089464440975917,0.0,0.040525592175076515,0.04700641958956603,0.0,0.0,0.029504340519918106,0.05952019158331678,0.03095510823599369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878789328311866,0.061049981582162724,0.0,0.0,0.1336977580558064,0.04346302678383666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193323981514432,0.0,0.15176475030187714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043273047915642134,0.03840442225833728,0.0,0.04034744073471985,0.0,0.0,0.2408792285192221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618139305606183,0.0909317956690204,0.0,0.03817821961658061,0.159587505606853,0.0,0.0,0.03198293802791225,0.10961403831088873,0.04187026417075359,0.0,0.0,0.03320064660157747,0.0,0.04016466230817771,0.0,0.03400682870947135,0.030898404854236863,0.0,0.0,0.05681647723585359,0.0,0.06410480667951267,0.03355522296343992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171633587386075,0.09053110202636948,0.0,0.07016070115370733,0.0,0.0,0.046600614224594654,0.1866505218048679,0.05143464217474468,0.07886619735677414,0.0318632441824946,0.02340343590603688,0.046130056287776784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32699387968565896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865735310366695,0.044203777672124835,0.0,0.09469224823031533,0.0,0.03219441898417324,0.0,0.07217358709271927,0.0,0.07243241121795464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921925072574393,0.040759728024941835,0.0,0.0,0.04388206197931503,0.0,0.07753817988265811 adhd,ElfjeTinkerBell,2019/06/28,"I have this deadline today... So I have this deadline today which I will not make because I have been procrastinating way too much. I won't be able to do more than 100 hours of work today (that's not exaggerating unfortunately). The deadline consists of a lot of small assignments together. So, I decided I would hand in at least the part I have and the paper I'm currently writing. Or should be writing instead of hanging around on Reddit, Facebook and the general internet. Because honestly, I don't even have enough attention span to write this post in 1 sitting.",5.4079285714285765,7.256285638095242,6.385892857142861,72.65598214285714,68.80952380952381,9.44047619047619,35.029761904761905,9.827888789773867,3.7896904761904775,452,23,77,11,8,150,70,105,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.7895,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,0,14,1,1,1,0,16,16,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,12,9,6,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,5,61,14,4,0.2276123729256044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026232685291488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27750077982756605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518442585465565,0.0,0.150335825653947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241523383106941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350789996586704,0.0,0.0,0.1519330263668825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673212835156087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464820192146093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798973539155367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472497465517998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066810714445306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570451834011798,0.0,0.0,0.16168929920833594,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpasticLady,2019/06/28,"Chronically cold before treatment. So, random, but for those of you who were diagnosed relatively late, were you ALWAYS COLD before receiving medication? Like I constantly kept asking to be checked for anemia because of it and they always said I wasn't. I truly thought they were lying lol. Then diagnosis and meds came and I'm rarely too cold anymore. Side note: also kept having my eyes checked bc I couldn't see to drive at night. Seemed so easy for everyone else. Said they were fine, didn't believe them, got meds and BOOM! I can see at night.",2.9529411764705884,5.851820274509804,3.574019607843137,84.57808823529412,81.54901960784316,6.537254901960785,23.20588235294117,7.793537801064563,1.43855294117647,436,15,79,8,12,137,70,102,0.071,0.7959999999999999,0.133,0.7811,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,1,0,0,12,22,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,13,9,12,2,9,7,0,11,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,2,6,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682043937762936,0.2847208139363828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967509367981892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599458536991989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429474503420164,0.0,0.29116961162230376,0.1927595997113938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956811353816585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848872769958418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365253052344856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292356173758938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348362160991442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368361305399836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929967298044601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358582694922755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800843637582582,0.1723549589881557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211123468613337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254911297032259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726728154031661,0.15575371472468605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358261785008139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slowhead77,2019/06/28,"ADHD and other Anxieties Hi all, Another rant and silly question to ask but does anyone else have anxiety issues? any phobias? as far as I can remember I've been pretty much been the same since early childhood, I can't work out if this stems from the ADHD? I experienced panic attacks from the age of ten but my parents put this down to moving house, area and changing schools etc. After this life event I really do feel it all went down hill a lot, I developed a weird obsession with food and best before dates and fear of food tampering, it drove my parents crazy (they used to jokingly call me Howard Hughes) thankfully I do feel that with age I have become a little less sensitive and aware of these anxieties but I think they still do remain. Apologies for going into too much detail with the next bit, it's a really daft phobia that I've struggled the most with. I have a irrational fear of vomiting and have done since early childhood, hard to believe but I haven't physically vomited since 1988 (see I even remember the date!!) I caught a rather brief stomach bug from one of my cousins. Don't get me wrong I've dry heaved from uni hangovers, had upset tummy from bad food etc but that's about it. I have two kids eight & ten and fear the worst when they get sick, my mind goes into mass hysteria, I've even managed to avoid their tummy bugs over the years probably due to my constant hand washing. We had a norovirus scare some time ago that went through my family, I miraculously came out unscathed from that too, it's like I've become immune from the actual vomiting part. Putting the above stuff aside I'm reasonably healthy and I don't pick up too many colds. However my anxiety levels hit an all time high when I developed an upper respiratory illness in December, followed by chest pains (which the doctor diagnosed as costochondritis) unusual fatigue and body aches and now I'm left with what seems like persistent and reoccurring reflux/LPR/throat issues. I've lost count of times I've visited the GP and out of hours doctors over the last six months, it has been a bloody exhausting and an agonising experience. I've wasted many home and work hours googling my ailments and either came to the conclusion that I had cancer or something really obscure, I have to give the GP credit as they have been thorough throughout this ordeal, I've had blood tests including full blood counts, chest x-rays, stool sample tests, Thankfully! nothing out of the ordinary cropped up apart from slightly raised inflammatory markers. Before my ADHD diagnosis and during one of my visits to the GP she asked how many times I was checking myself and looking at google, I confessed and told her outright all the time! and she was suggesting that I have health anxiety and possible OCD. I'm exhausted now! what are your experiences?",6.397970779220778,7.561367162878794,6.429034632034633,75.83890909090908,65.81818181818181,9.973679653679651,31.752380952380953,10.09235958154656,3.2374071861471863,2274,88,400,52,35,722,292,528,0.213,0.716,0.071,-0.9979,4,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,5,6,13,27,1,9,29,0,29,27,7,4,4,68,57,35,0,2,9,3,4,2,0,0,17,0,1,1,23,35,3,1,10,1,2,14,4,19,0,7,19,9,44,8,54,37,19,67,1,2,2,0,26,24,0,8,31,244,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.06756516495078545,0.0,0.2496276683732533,0.0,0.061374278100560724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750180834881038,0.0,0.0470834230944653,0.07260086000626709,0.2648299523019495,0.0,0.0,0.048412005960798685,0.07094132108859315,0.0,0.0,0.12945419179914672,0.07876689694355689,0.0,0.0,0.05780986650469139,0.0,0.15293329264153502,0.11783089676061285,0.07800620527211112,0.07265978839847849,0.0,0.0755886933422738,0.07690651709289144,0.0,0.0,0.07069855127222276,0.15837699224646354,0.0,0.0,0.07324339260570961,0.0,0.0,0.07482042348673135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027393168649013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417336720743904,0.06058962225423166,0.07085332231915865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783849267074735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443474939569404,0.09146055512211353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135453823329939,0.06527032759001754,0.2337320703559023,0.07001644979985508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511643727961693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234677891722029,0.06641828255919628,0.039348889781720624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620226060589225,0.0,0.0,0.07359551960498667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731525191938819,0.06945019229829885,0.0,0.13636867462986946,0.07989001347695167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453053815176142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056437262715523136,0.0,0.0,0.07522602550888431,0.0,0.048904025240271126,0.0676512421130038,0.06939349940474852,0.0,0.0,0.05814150496922125,0.0,0.07558018595099711,0.05886268251232352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105858553680444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990946772418018,0.0,0.055264182385853095,0.07358780002410184,0.10179408273120648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363416115849347,0.0,0.0,0.0664346120090664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383334463567757,0.0,0.07367287566192747,0.08123450979572464,0.15375862674987142,0.07497674691619906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805413019782206,0.0,0.07043875387562787,0.07464902014302953,0.0,0.0,0.1392042881748141,0.07756110254389252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306467123646265,0.07118699936460215,0.0,0.0,0.15686367782022734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931815186237746,0.07007137497905414,0.055172794616481516,0.0630306156523396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718202800334905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053301899391229465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529262711529693,0.0,0.0,0.07238137450352744,0.07925961309549584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274879536878968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044364169208013324,0.0,0.0,0.20186278093602167,0.0,0.0,0.06615876441445694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763432881526216,0.0,0.0,0.05979839671215587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836648229435071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008104832477882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569961179987636,0.0,0.0445862527270862 adhd,InitiallyKaren,2019/06/28,"Diagnosed (again) yesterday, started Ritalin, questions I (37F) was diagnosed with ADHD-PI a few years ago but did not do anything with it. Yesterday I was diagnosed again, this time ADHD-C and prescribed Ritalin which I started on this morning. Now I like the effect already, I feel less stressed and I was able to write 2 emails this morning with coherent stories, check them and email them all within 40 minutes! (I have never in my life been able to do something like that!) But I have also found some weird side effects I could not find in my Ritalin infosheet: I know your appetite is a lot less on Ritalin but I also feel like my food tastes different? There's not as much or different flavors to the food, I just took the same salad and sandwich to work as I always do, but they seem to taste really different. Also I feel like my perfume smells different, and suddenly I smell things like shampoo and detergent on people? Are these things that happen on Ritalin?",6.1226611418047865,7.218853784530393,6.460455801104974,75.60939456721916,66.40331491712708,10.232228360957643,34.97283609576427,10.317481424215053,3.854999631675875,769,36,133,19,12,248,105,181,0.027000000000000003,0.875,0.099,0.9282,5,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,3,8,7,0,1,5,0,13,15,0,2,2,35,23,16,0,1,9,0,3,5,0,0,9,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,10,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,7,9,23,5,17,15,8,21,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,5,17,99,33,1,0.22489632490029496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27028167855072216,0.0,0.09967851127817384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240893434644318,0.2697742646549425,0.09356587919300204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253525649209006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897807077261874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423975536150262,0.0,0.4699375855561498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705715088721048,0.1606659794451812,0.0,0.0,0.10277558330920764,0.0,0.2719455287704061,0.12329360608170725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943753868890598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179856930909725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942546262578244,0.2746824609853093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559940653077273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266233785225757,0.0,0.08672695509087806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795739729886626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596767691510094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203717226532537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236858383698973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656808917428575,0.0,0.0,0.15918277629946045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880899016396113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941112510274504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556942780884925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493404598658972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186360151485843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724129298600706 adhd,imsadanddepressedlol,2019/06/28,"Ritalin is a drug, and makes me so exhausted after 3 hours so i got adhd diagnosted about 1 year ago, i take meds when i need to learn for school i only take the 10mg, and i dont know anyone who has the same experience than me i always notice when the ritalin „kicks in“ like i really can feel it, i have tried speed 2 times but thats nearly nothing compared to the feeling i have with ritalin after 3-4 hours i get soo exhausted, i cant do anything for the rest of the day (i stopped taking ritalin in the summer time, whem school was over) now im doing an internship in an office, and its really hard for me to concentrate and remember things i learn there, and the women i work with is sick of me forgetting everything but i cant start with ritalin again because i need to work 8 1/2 hours a day and when im totally tired after 3 hours... it just doesnt work i also have a few side affects: pain, sometimes head ache, i get angry very fast, SWEATING A LOT but cold sweat it fucks me up i cant live a normal life but i just want to know if anyone has the same experience than me? (btw sorry for my english, im german)",2.508648775894536,3.643175580508476,4.773333333333333,84.19247645951037,74.97457627118644,8.295291902071563,24.128060263653484,8.841846274778883,1.603152354048964,871,26,189,18,18,305,131,236,0.16699999999999998,0.8109999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.9878,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,12,5,1,0,16,0,16,16,3,2,1,35,32,17,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,0,12,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,4,27,1,26,30,6,30,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,24,120,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064761465033206,0.0,0.096364354404035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693489537829531,0.09045495791482452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202432824294312,0.0,0.0894586018303083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626826217849997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021718370409822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740664743878946,0.0,0.1260684308909437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977010299737502,0.2126773730089468,0.0,0.0,0.1099335127261386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050012034098564,0.11359238526840924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694486544975417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738230047335177,0.0,0.111567242321107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282275799679416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522745312089505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948772424870972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678468840506501,0.053109938500369235,0.0,0.09599242218489253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242087360271398,0.0,0.0,0.07256439157475378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075167478102948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121333624442538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651216446980633,0.10430963417356673,0.12376641153478685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267842346192868,0.11567450273904767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392840946243216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314659748682776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200395025745456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751641027042903,0.12169131158827838,0.07694509716106819,0.0,0.0,0.09088595480727542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24520789673745505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222171773375584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677869078137574,0.12494550298759655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380657005256416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969666831609523,0.06411964094707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374252888013149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700053115460034 adhd,MellowGuru,2019/06/28,"Repressing my hyperactivity? Hi guys! First of all I know the term ADD is not often used anymore but I will use it for convenience sake. I have always been dreamy and cloudy-minded, and people describe me as a very calm person. I suspect that is because of my ADD, since it is so busy in my kind, that I am very calm in my behaviour. I don't ""seem"" to have the hyperactivity trait. But recently I have been analysing my behaviour around certain people and certain surroundings, and I have begun to notice something interesting. In accepting myself and doing fun stuff because of summer, I notice that whenever I am in a hyperactive environment, and I just go with it, I feel super energized. Usually I feel kind of slow and lethargic, but whenever I ""let myself go"" around the right people ande environment this is very freeing for me. So what I think is that all that thinking is costing me a lot of my energie, and I suspect that it also causes me to repress my hyperactivity, to appear more ""normal"". This confuses me, since the calm and collected personality that I am might not be me, but it might be a filtered version of my true self. I would love to hear your guy's thought on this matter. Does your thinking cost you a lot of energy? Do you ""change"" your behaviour around certain people? Should I let out my hyperactivity more? Thanks guys! You mean a lot to me <3 TLDR: Is changing your behaviour, at the cost of a lot of mental energy, a coping mechanism for ADHD? Should I let myself be more hyperactive?",5.443947368421052,6.7770077368421076,6.777324561403511,71.85335526315791,68.12280701754386,9.62982456140351,31.092105263157894,9.888512548439397,3.1721263157894737,1195,48,211,28,20,406,134,285,0.055,0.711,0.23399999999999999,0.996,0,0,1,1,0,0,44.0,0,7,0,2,8,20,0,3,13,0,31,1,0,3,6,61,48,18,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,6,17,17,0,2,12,0,4,3,3,3,0,1,3,3,46,18,30,33,11,22,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,10,7,168,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612416620559328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727077350010668,0.08039952811334647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582578298960176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580495254995197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780309517273538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926022941167303,0.20443233601067254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455696530960005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771274843051546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218895855877288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982813836611596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870210659926014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890310985243254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123960536777533,0.05310243278195972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29641604422780365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32858761075223075,0.08720760465612637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052526735923921,0.0,0.0,0.0973750163671932,0.205007169483698,0.09756344762082178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467173451970744,0.0,0.2200158247389619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26794972739345746,0.16873800032336822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540527858541864,0.0,0.0,0.08251700410320133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879635386864519,0.10080068189122217,0.0,0.0,0.1598579747679802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438644919832298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061221551847668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895908306002437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857397047783648,0.0,0.07670925427562607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690551181003022,0.10641850534658252,0.2391766014443588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863944640043268,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Archy38,2019/06/28,"Is there an age where ADHD effects are more intense? I have been diagnosed when I was young, but too young for me to really care or give much thought to it. When I was 21 I realised (like really started to piece together why I do the things I do and its not just some character flaws or personality traits). Since I looked into ADHD more and researched it, I am taking note of more things that I do and I cannot help but feel like it is more intense or severe. Can it change or become worse after a certain age? Or is it just because I have sort of awakened to these habits being caused by the Disorder and they seem stronger but now I just realised they were always there?",3.8111111111111136,5.091405111111111,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,71.96296296296295,7.474074074074074,26.092592592592588,7.908726449838941,1.3785703703703698,530,17,109,7,10,170,82,135,0.1,0.775,0.124,0.3363,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,10,4,0,0,4,0,17,1,0,2,1,25,25,14,0,0,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,15,4,10,19,7,11,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,8,11,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505334735028681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559652906560666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114261827214319,0.2070130126110369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110781134377355,0.1925527536549004,0.1982869144483844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024789246565346,0.0,0.0,0.21482274783585026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477541452907252,0.13390734100312646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980975270385452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563723813729485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831476612423115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574025889788396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779013953199273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366558288784827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401580278474617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063854975650294,0.0,0.21175411228138208,0.0,0.1550524989601238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267116275246754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093172914425073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490539260132601,0.0,0.0,0.14880660894229925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913565720309734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910176124569624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jobbies_man,2019/06/28,"dexamphetamine not doing anything anymore?? about 2 weeks ago I was prescribed 5 mg dexamphetamine IR 3-4 times a day for ADHD and damn first 2 days worked like a charm, super confident, focused, motivated, mentally clear etc. Then I stopped eating and drinking because of the appetite suppression and they became far less effective. I started eating again and its been 2 weeks since then and now I feel super flat while on them, barely any concentration difference, no confidence difference, pretty much feels exactly the same as when off it. Its so strange because then randomly the other night it was working like a charm again. Have I built up a tolerance this quickly or is it likely my dosage needs to be increased???",8.054822834645666,9.23459120472441,7.325659448818897,70.8163631889764,62.14960629921258,10.759448818897637,37.922244094488185,10.686352973137794,4.4545755905511815,581,28,90,14,8,180,97,127,0.062,0.638,0.3,0.9872,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,7,7,8,1,0,7,0,7,3,0,2,2,18,11,13,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,2,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,8,7,8,7,5,24,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,22,60,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089069448518289,0.0,0.15408764197528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820870021255245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239022863638725,0.0,0.0,0.14304526913181145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119273318445581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242087889759751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632256015131881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702848299566007,0.0,0.35573797577738664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386367636322324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578487247481406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785763199942625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25477009334787265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517729374393864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778325595446602,0.12889093166504256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312538774209115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684511857865848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437919522274725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303604020837006,0.0,0.0,0.14532762193589002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136024692963894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788679637548698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530970649396381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cc1601,2019/06/28,May have just failed my first year at uni Might have failed my first year at uni because I forgot to submit a PowerPoint presentation! Fuck sake so angry.,5.9593103448275855,7.300125793103452,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,66.93103448275862,8.558620689655173,24.84482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.6321586206896552,124,3,23,2,2,38,22,29,0.37799999999999995,0.622,0.0,-0.9323,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,7,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,5,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319914145720397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6474238297489285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35183003622101666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037237152062567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901480956107754 adhd,curious_adhd,2019/06/28,"Dopamine Receptor Downregulation? This got me confused now.. the Psychiatrist who diagnosed me with ADHD told me that my dopamine receptors will downregulate if i truly take his recommended dose. He also said that I will have to up the dose to keep the baseline, due to the receptor downregulation. Can someone who has been on Ritalin (Methylphenidate) tell me if this was true for them? I also asked him what alternatives I have and he said that he'd recommend CBT or MBCT or MiCBT instead of medication - or that I could go on medication until I have learned the techniques. He's also fine with me just being on meds. He said he just informed me on all of this, so I can make a responsible decision.",6.183178294573644,7.659901736434111,6.922480620155039,70.96108527131787,66.51937984496124,10.694573643410855,34.488372093023266,10.746095033038511,4.000758139534884,560,26,100,16,9,185,79,129,0.018000000000000002,0.868,0.114,0.8866,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,13,6,0,1,2,19,23,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,18,2,14,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,6,3,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257658367029503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506839894389394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561955842093294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998735177517325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906694048259556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676262470575767,0.0,0.15024522527889336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697462317977882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253950225004982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866514067773206,0.3784893586061058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360808718672411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916937778572185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124397683868334,0.0,0.16419401001857153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950400571297753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bigcheezyboss,2019/06/28,"Feel like I’ve lowered all life expectations because of my poor attention I wanted to be a mathematician when I was a kid but then I kept making silly mistakes or losing track of the lesson while white knuckling the desk and trying to focus. So I gave up. Then I wanted to be an officer in the army. But I didn’t want to get anyone killed. So I gave up. Dropped out of college for computer science 3 years in because the projects were taking too long and I knew I couldn’t do it for a living. Recently broke up with gf because she couldn’t understand why I was so intensely interested in her at first and then one day it was just gone. I still have feelings for her and she’s hooking up with her ex. It’s my fault. I’m seeing a doctor tuesday but I feel like I’ve already lost everything because of my mind.",1.9165361445783131,4.016715036144582,3.8104668674698807,86.22244728915665,79.36144578313251,6.559638554216868,25.435240963855424,7.645422480735847,1.417832530120482,640,25,130,10,16,216,101,166,0.159,0.769,0.07200000000000001,-0.9468,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,1,0,9,0,11,2,0,1,1,30,29,16,1,7,5,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,7,0,1,1,3,6,0,2,11,5,20,4,22,14,1,23,0,3,2,0,10,9,0,1,14,87,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330900029769607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224858195409431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427138076980225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129728172998303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792981372702924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574352061231297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657198993786872,0.25028885641014365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900301921747244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152124902651897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380421247956015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237306633246303,0.17116245585617398,0.0,0.15468195961698064,0.1550235861153643,0.0,0.19597503541265784,0.19122324790179032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693008710184785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687592732267884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870251903293695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729633129290219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959109586237814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989428061032955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170913952579744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893173053128085,0.0,0.0,0.18236243950034306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099667083885375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806739907766867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280639166158335 adhd,Ginger5Alive,2019/06/28,"Just Picked Up My First Prescription After YEARS of Waiting I could tell the whole long story. But I won’t. I’ve just picked up Concerta XL and have just taken it for the first time! I’m not sure what to expect. I’ve been told I will likely need a higher dose than the starter amount I’ve got. I’m kinda scared that this means I can’t make excuses anymore about being untreated. What if it’s all just me being lazy and this won’t help. Thank you to r/ADHD for being a source of information and optimism.",2.3461904761904755,4.062575809523807,3.681904761904765,89.44476190476192,76.61904761904762,6.9523809523809526,20.238095238095237,7.793537801064563,0.6148095238095239,400,9,86,6,9,131,72,105,0.071,0.838,0.091,0.4447,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,3,2,22,20,5,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,7,3,11,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,8,54,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943638734023176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429093751483955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955604022055256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166826076396429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589662953075526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417454523022493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966270685438675,0.0,0.0,0.21675947389334546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634957931087855,0.0,0.0,0.2668056589508933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161595306592412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452223322711505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308480262883819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408369611793465,0.2255029346562143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282337485901286,0.0,0.0,0.2340455721049903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734608101521923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772989595386522 adhd,Marshall_TheJDHD,2019/06/28,"ADHD in Lawyers, Law Students, & Paralegals (and others in the legal field) Howdy! I'm really interested in learning more about ADHD in the legal field and I would be really thankful to hear from lawyers, paralegals, law students, would-be law students, admins, judges, and anyone else in the field who has ADHD or its symptoms. I've actually put together survey (and I'm giving away some $25 Amazon gift cards for people who complete it), and if you're interested in giving some feedback, I would sure love to hear it. Check it out in my profile: [https://www.reddit.com/user/Marshall\_TheJDHD](https://www.reddit.com/user/Marshall_TheJDHD) or in the post on r/SampleSize that I've linked to [right here](https://www.reddit.com/r/SampleSize/comments/c6ja6o/marketing_adhd_in_lawyers_law_students_paralegals/). Thanks, y'all! \-m",12.163095238095238,14.426491619047624,9.469960317460325,55.22017857142861,53.444444444444436,10.426984126984127,34.003968253968246,10.411451182825502,3.8126063492063498,688,23,89,13,8,202,78,126,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,19,13,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,17,10,3,14,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,5,0,48,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.14778783327953013,0.0,0.5460200128627871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640898830568292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058934063266719,0.1551726269196171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228694608896467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587865129531334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651231619415096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29055842834753903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34137756383482004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668443291343504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499243925601663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450418181200983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224339456256988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403824897454275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933264198731007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273450160674386,0.15740866004132115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788592088615381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227451497055712,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,givemefuelgimmefire,2019/06/28,"Help me form a list of things I need to prepare for stronger heat tomorrow? Hey guys so I'm sensitive to heat and lately I've been triggered over and over by it. It's been rough. Tomorrow we have a much hotter than normal day of heat here, jumping some from today so I am trying to prevent things going south by preparing ahead. I've decided i'm going to stay inside and stock up on juice, order a takeaway instead of doing my food shopping (I do it on saturdays, heat plus store is not a good idea). Anything else I should stock up on? I'm not great at the thinking part of what I need Have a good day \\m/",3.4007142857142867,4.345254785714288,4.5731746031746034,87.2107142857143,72.57142857142857,7.504761904761906,26.698412698412696,7.793537801064563,1.4130222222222222,477,16,101,6,9,157,81,126,0.071,0.8759999999999999,0.053,-0.4707,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,17,17,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,3,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,23,14,4,22,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,8,65,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032521863880112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26696731206038304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290351986961758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502785608511453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526067959451244,0.3472065718774358,0.0,0.22819392251811801,0.0,0.20494071327533148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873295816061998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365291410067496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334801449167937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215260973620076,0.3069430572524261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279444715024986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241369519081695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206109572895318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750139083730714,0.13262311408810945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961908969772794,0.0,0.0,0.1405244428593777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,veeritablenantais,2019/06/28,Could relaxing medication make the nervousness and anxiety of adhd worse? As I understand stimulants help against this anxiety because the prefrontal cortex is more active and suppress the amygdala better?,12.604838709677415,15.103701258064525,11.00983870967742,43.73475806451617,52.54838709677418,15.232258064516133,54.20967741935484,13.816669648895859,9.418858064516133,173,12,16,7,2,54,27,31,0.203,0.513,0.284,0.6655,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877102336101085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935860676489541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665788371970747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853191685588121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757498142567303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162362879260261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534229526135232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32499203552482353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358446680815205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287635103936961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sjme512,2019/06/28,"Just finished with an appointment with a doctor, and I'm not sure I agree with them Context: UK, NHS (Babylon) So my wife has been reading a lot of posts here and has been telling me for the last few weeks that there's a good chance I have ADHD, and I should speak to a doctor. I'd been putting it off for no good reason but after reading a bunch about it, I've been realising that there are tons of things that I identify with, and today was as good a day as any. Anyway, I had a call and the doctor said that because I did well in school, and because I'm ""launching my own business"", it's really unlikely that I have ADHD, because people with ADHD normally have a ""long track record of repeated failures"", and I was probably just stressed. Is that even true? Thing is, I'm not ""launching my own business"", I'm now a freelancer (software developer), which means that I sleep in until 10 most days and procrastinate until after lunch. I'm 29 and I've had 19 jobs (most less than 6 months), because for some reason I just can't stick anything. I worked with my brother before but it went down the tubes leaving me in credit card debt, not least because I just wrote code all day and did nothing to get new clients. I also read that 35% of people with ADHD work for themselves by 30, so it seems she's wrong anyway. The popular idea seems to be that people with ADHD flunk school. I did really well in school, but I basically never studied because I just couldn't bring myself to do it, and I considered it a sport to get the teacher talking about something entirely unrelated as much as possible. She also said especially since I had a degree I didn't have ADHD, because it requires hard work and study - I've got a CS degree, I barely had to study at all because I've been programming in my bedroom since I was 10. I thought about going private to get a second opinion, and have read some posts here about who best to see. But I don't know what I'm hoping to achieve. In a way I just want to be able to explain why I am the way I am, maybe even be able to tell people that I forget their name not because I hate them but because I have an actual problem, and also access support. Maybe even tell the teachers on the design course I'm doing right now that when they play music with lots of clear lyrics while we work, my brain turns into complete mush, and I can't work on anything. &#x200B; Is there anyone here who did well in school, but still have ADHD? People who have been diagnosed in adulthood, especially in the UK, is there a benefit to a formal diagnosis?",8.236860563858695,6.010509134765627,8.210489130434784,75.84646739130436,63.12109375,10.779347826086957,35.93274456521739,8.964715089967882,2.972603328804348,2015,70,400,24,23,656,234,512,0.051,0.8290000000000001,0.12,0.9887,2,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,1,0,4,8,34,20,1,1,27,0,45,7,2,4,6,76,74,34,0,6,16,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,26,26,1,1,9,6,2,4,11,5,3,1,24,5,46,15,60,45,17,45,0,1,1,0,23,16,0,10,21,280,72,22,0.11662514030849838,0.0,0.056904656781175615,0.0,0.4905626423294914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989762385380528,0.0,0.06318164539939453,0.07085615536627797,0.039654547328123985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077350488663983,0.0,0.095972553367934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35546801528322136,0.0,0.04961970227753336,0.0,0.061195444777200965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650961134169591,0.05954365386368252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061139620363655965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128203510127724,0.0,0.0,0.0591860312366042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905615940411734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155447078838034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091397733429055,0.0,0.033140377432366364,0.14672945167269666,0.04663788930701431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223660910215863,0.057571590538633574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791753960104931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582779387371337,0.0,0.0,0.05786622810091045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0320470635513194,0.047532527550775264,0.0,0.06174459212290016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160478959694087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915052373580094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716562892417005,0.06351948381369782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465445371627514,0.0,0.04286644859368883,0.0,0.04497424895887761,0.05631864362359795,0.0,0.0,0.05713393782021633,0.0559524837617161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213296953821644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657386612242501,0.11169464624913857,0.0,0.06287081328646676,0.05579725435299794,0.0,0.05862023904496937,0.0,0.0,0.2333134014555343,0.0,0.07471305123901578,0.1199100681268258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979861629725857,0.11093721532178537,0.0,0.0,0.23606173662256585,0.046467568659027986,0.10617114760291532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647352123413608,0.0,0.058354682795029984,0.0,0.0,0.044891865399159465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656849385060103,0.0,0.06679685209408352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617241357582182,0.054958907269458686,0.0,0.0,0.04686943504908638,0.15290326963615053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748056103844049,0.0,0.0,0.04629366712518036,0.0,0.0,0.05527349819636585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342733145177748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03439426470357269,0.09257160792343913,0.04677482641772915,0.0,0.15729001088044464,0.054056336741630115,0.05261802462412743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122612278582602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375564140304996,0.07085615536627797,0.0 adhd,ADDing-Cows,2019/06/28,"HELP! My meds won’t be my friend! Hi all! I’m a male, late 20’s and diagnosed about 3 months ago with ADHD and was prescribed Ritalin (the 4 hour one). I found it to be amazing at the start, productivity skyrocketed and I felt useful for the first time in my life. but even then I’d rebound after 2 hours. I changed my diet, cut out most preservatives and started working out more regularly. Almost 3 months later I take them and the hour and a half 1/2 later I’m still tapering off pretty quick and in the mornings it’s like they don’t even work at all. I may have built up a tolerance to them but I’d just like to know what else I could do? Or even if you lovely people have had similar problems? I’d love to hear them and how you handled them. Thanks in advance!",1.6139622641509457,3.5590799559748447,3.3867672955974832,89.66090566037737,79.62893081761007,6.504150943396226,22.549685534591195,7.554174236665415,0.8483262893081758,599,19,131,9,15,200,104,159,0.037000000000000005,0.7340000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,5,4,8,9,1,0,8,0,11,6,0,2,2,28,24,14,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,2,3,1,0,1,3,11,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,4,2,17,7,17,15,4,27,0,0,0,2,14,9,0,5,19,83,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964246484126342,0.0,0.13250245857384976,0.0,0.14967975575961706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812698568356093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934532682797913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517161424995341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486896328984433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296184707778219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352148785361302,0.0,0.0,0.12714517210908727,0.0,0.1638939599195152,0.11548566138034574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847159141821727,0.0,0.100191370729255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44161459540043024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214872257622524,0.0,0.16861671564874614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558011888752998,0.1460539526161184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698178951931954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603539643208964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862244131657745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128957313406707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362862239476474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207198123139656,0.0,0.1430294279854789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160136675223498,0.0,0.1193726306935905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238820059683467,0.0,0.0,0.13761846024907534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716131772581437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910024896997815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764226470352235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BradTheGymRat,2019/06/28,"Misdiagnosis and incompetent docs Living in a 3rd world country is so bad.. most good psychologists leave the country and i have to go through loops and weed out the bad. So far went to a psychologist who told me i have depression which i refused to believe and she told me to go to a psychiatrist, just went 15 mins ago and she told me i have generilized anxiety and dismissed every point i gave her and she had good reviews online, she just did not know how to diagnose it and suggested SSRI... The other thing is i know a place where its good to get diagnosed but i wanted to rush it and get diagnosed asap wasting 80 bucks in the process. I just want this gone and not waste anymore time as i am i 23. Now i have to save up 250 bucks and go there. The current psychiatrist i went to did not ask me about my childhood, no questions only why i think i have ADHD and told me ""yeah you can say that for so many things"" i dont think you have it. I told her im 23 with no achievements, 4 failed jobs and 2 failed unis, no motivation, fidgeting and being restless, her response? Just try harder, i think you should put yourself harder in life and if you are placed in the real world you will adap. What the fuck. Yeah in my 23 years of life i never tried hard for anything LOL?",2.6644499469402163,4.453715206225682,3.8880880792359416,87.99351874778921,75.92607003891051,7.007357622921826,24.522285107888226,7.84624498591911,1.1755540856031126,996,33,212,15,22,325,144,257,0.14300000000000002,0.747,0.11,-0.8428,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,4,12,11,1,1,11,3,18,6,0,2,1,42,42,22,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,12,17,0,1,7,0,2,9,8,7,0,0,13,2,37,4,24,26,1,31,0,3,0,1,24,14,1,3,8,138,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446848459181385,0.0,0.09180669079524016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922915689359822,0.0,0.10271152321923194,0.0,0.0,0.0852275537775587,0.0,0.09682200203788137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294973410243095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166855527944908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920287698803463,0.3153577027856798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213808026734556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872604191511683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574685089825033,0.10821990201175437,0.0,0.17658006590679914,0.2606035120321121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927764919277228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187109992331387,0.0,0.102775155902492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383641411568345,0.0,0.0,0.10966344774538707,0.0,0.0,0.1463061354960417,0.0,0.0,0.09145234954062603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500159082902293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987794608429663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876805178792735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164128158466091,0.0,0.0979051377376078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411434103466792,0.11601974604602315,0.0,0.0,0.11788293944391187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236134773884682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761181610544576,0.19908637743295507,0.0,0.0,0.060391272976264385,0.0,0.0,0.4948178142349258,0.0,0.14063160589574322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217405671912608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28802543133364666,0.09345391710334708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666943293593972 adhd,peortous,2019/06/28,"First week on Medikinet, by mistake took extra pills ! Hi, I (M28), just was diagnosed with ADHD last week, According to my treatment , I should take 10 mg pills per day first week, then 2 pills per day second week, 3 in the forth..till reaching 6 at the 6th. As proper ADHD, I was super excited when the doctor was explaining the treatment ...( yey finally all my problems are solved, work, family ...), to listen, to the point he had to tell me several time ""focus"" . All I could remember is 1pill, then 2, then 3... I TOOK 1 PILL FIRST DAY, TWO THE SECOND DAY,3 THE THIRD DAY, NOW I AM ON FORTH DAY. I just realized my mistake while reading the notice to see when in the Afternoon I should take the forth pill. My brain right now is going 500%, feel heavy chest and like I am planning, high pressure... Have you ever experienced this ? What should I do ? I am afraid to call my doctor because I don't want him to think I am an addict and abused the medicine the first week ! I weight 65. I know that the recommended doze is 1mg/Kg so at this point it is not dangerous. But what would be the side effect of not respecting the graduation of the doze ? If next week I come back to 2 pills per day would it be as effective ?",3.4576754997675496,4.752212677824272,4.400048814504881,87.16558693630869,72.84937238493724,7.9889353788935376,24.57484890748489,8.515128840125781,1.4103164109716406,926,27,197,16,18,300,136,239,0.061,0.848,0.091,0.7934,0,0,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,1,0,9,9,10,1,2,17,0,24,13,2,2,3,31,37,13,0,11,6,0,2,1,0,5,10,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,8,1,0,4,3,6,0,8,6,5,24,4,20,23,3,46,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,1,32,122,31,5,0.0,0.11560781505368907,0.0,0.1063687563803324,0.2345270932798456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502746186758953,0.0,0.05947947441300961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089235162068082,0.09963274005455014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405032916857866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790394276273023,0.0,0.0,0.4404846966975852,0.0,0.0,0.09903434005842474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973979455945107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826018548583679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198295389408613,0.0,0.04933574038590125,0.0,0.0,0.10688623518352763,0.0,0.33198150187550296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055452871897781635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309102234805073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362346018653926,0.07953485643397237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766914242598192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037697817822396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108728169518453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844756722640634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336399394362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975992065068767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053096389546464,0.08332663971176381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775289033775076,0.0,0.0,0.11022949317680483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467252079190658,0.0,0.08528292957424725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252071165388537,0.0,0.0,0.056895485459796814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168139462063228,0.0,0.0,0.0953144495941398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575509665971062,0.0,0.4696020972018421,0.11881738647384175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103416188491779,0.0,0.0,0.13862583796839234,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awesomegeest,2019/06/28,"Small win in what feels a losing time Lately I have been struggeling more than I can imagine. I had a time where everything went really good. I felt I was relying on my meds to much so I quit for a while. It felt good for a while not having to take them and still complete daily tasks. But I noticed my work was suffering a lot. Couldn't get myself to do ANY work and got stuck procrastinating and feeling depressed because I was on such a good streak before. Starting to feel hopeless again and like a piece of shit not being able to answere one fucking email. I decided to take my meds again and I started working pretty much straight away not feeling any resistance. Picked up where I left off and doing more than what I wanted. Conclusion: Maybe my meds DO make a difference. Sometimes i just feels so weak for needig meds to complete tasks. Do any of you relate to this? Thanks for the help!",2.9066125760649086,5.3009801954023015,3.3891210277214334,88.99445233265725,77.50574712643677,6.163083164300202,24.603110209601077,7.285733465282438,1.1072607167004729,710,25,138,9,17,221,106,174,0.115,0.722,0.163,0.7909,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,1,1,7,9,13,2,0,9,0,14,3,1,2,0,27,33,11,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,10,7,20,6,22,21,6,22,0,4,0,1,4,11,2,1,11,97,24,4,0.11160720161352276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276901728136441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485863980032104,0.0,0.0,0.06803471420301023,0.0,0.0949695083142909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403605495181765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612711921009262,0.0,0.0,0.11660577130415467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030535633633077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215977278495785,0.0,0.2143208317907921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031790594772145,0.05831015642569385,0.0,0.0,0.2808324766368232,0.08926247464223303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480795466270311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589778468758053,0.0,0.12126155111135713,0.0,0.0,0.05452564121085967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485991058898045,0.0,0.09488445170051853,0.0,0.0,0.07449867372115003,0.0,0.1121244350482652,0.0,0.495881763800201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408826975028876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270655387645473,0.0,0.0,0.07562792823040343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113544647554203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870799691797493,0.0,0.0,0.07149843121935065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145631886176982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103823761845298,0.0,0.15799230348233118,0.0,0.08912965537745887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782945185150291,0.0,0.0,0.10275291634529762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015811356437096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582881915454017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346099404044128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375411603000124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SM_1899,2019/06/28,"ADHD and Dating Have you ever been told by someone that they like you but can’t be with you because you have too much energy? I had this huge crush on my friend (ex FWB) and he told a mutual friend that he likes me back, but it would never work out because I have too much energy and he doesn’t. He knows I have ADHD, and he said he wishes he could have as much energy as I do, but it still hurts. Has this happened to any of you?",3.083548387096773,3.2175508494623704,4.538870967741938,90.12830645161293,72.76344086021507,7.920430107526883,19.801075268817204,7.793537801064563,0.32896559139784864,331,4,79,4,6,111,57,93,0.055999999999999994,0.693,0.251,0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,1,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,14,0,0,0,2,15,20,9,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,12,4,8,12,3,8,0,1,0,0,19,3,0,0,7,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457733058212676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611903138969144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426071471588423,0.0,0.2261091592173615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807456834172694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775901711907165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28657158035524405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640014986652723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853856379568532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101923862111768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121259175407106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090029018123053,0.0,0.14303803972942294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764147504406163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713949629680232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810844489325953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544295948554737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326963030427712,0.0,0.0,0.13501695146112178,0.0,0.0,0.13174532886415166,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IBleedWhite,2019/06/28,"The plane ticket money pit. Don't know about you guys but I have lost so much unnecessary money procrastinating over buying flights. Girlfriend made our holiday plans 6 months ago. Bought her own tickets then and there because she knows how I am. Leaving next weekend and just paid for the flights yesterday at a substantially higher mark up. I haven't got a long finger, I have an infinite finger.",4.777023809523809,7.618655194444441,4.81031746031746,78.89500000000002,73.44444444444444,7.447619047619049,28.341269841269842,8.418075326091056,2.346576984126985,322,13,54,6,7,100,60,72,0.044000000000000004,0.904,0.053,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,2,0,8,12,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,5,2,8,0,5,7,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763996410631916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007571828086575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493819395275613,0.0,0.0,0.3087396823786794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427238660815237,0.0,0.0,0.3301604418155171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27594092935636555,0.0,0.0,0.3403760812325387,0.0,0.0,0.2950409759633969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488827673064068,0.0,0.22921530647710586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316121402006496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Luker5555,2019/06/28,"Adderall and muscle growth without exercising? Hello, I am currently prescribed/have been taking 10mg adderall IR 2x/day for about 10 months now. During this time (and for about a yr before- not a change of behavior) I really have not been getting any consistent, significant exercise. In the past, there was a time where I went to the gym 4-5 days a week lifting for (attempted) muscle gain. I had little success, did not get much muscle growth, likely due to my poor diet (I am an extremely picky eater and I've found it really hard to change food habits sadly). My diet has not changed (still poor) and I don't work out, but my body honestly look the best it ever has before. I've never really held fat so that hasn't changed but I have significantly more muscle now. My arms are much bigger than when I was very active, my whole body just looks toned instead of skinny now. I'm curious if anyone else has experienced this or if this is at all normal? I don't really understand how my body has changed like this over the course of less than a year when I have always been just skinny. The only significant changes in diet/exercise/medications is my prescription of adderall so it's the only thing I can think of that would impact my body in such a way.",6.4717447306791565,6.454728680327872,7.117798594847777,75.07368852459018,65.47540983606557,10.414051522248243,30.13348946135831,10.125756701596842,2.846147306791569,994,31,187,21,14,329,142,244,0.013999999999999999,0.851,0.135,0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,5,18,6,0,0,13,0,24,13,8,1,3,27,35,14,0,4,12,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,5,6,1,3,3,2,3,9,1,0,0,10,4,19,5,22,24,7,30,0,1,2,0,1,9,0,3,19,125,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098934560782195,0.0,0.0,0.06619018013406319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805791050424466,0.09972976714928722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564743532549092,0.0,0.10214559958711993,0.0,0.0,0.4324627128022289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6177962048946757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554422900577722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130972637394085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880438062350386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769616555762336,0.10672125950517307,0.0,0.0,0.10170556883772892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719177998565486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510455288624116,0.0975538294341484,0.0,0.0,0.16347140603847332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811567820055723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776907443569313,0.0,0.14310277863701715,0.0,0.0750696664206038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536625408421708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805316516477174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291592689714716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494175651007187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773073214120889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318274771751407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466411341916174,0.06236743546629784,0.0,0.0,0.11351200022743335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132770171571907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031040683212619,0.0,0.07725887466387306,0.07807513626900606,0.0,0.0,0.09022921474073843,0.0,0.10866947926007124,0.0,0.09382610913643158,0.0,0.07086001406679202,0.0,0.0,0.0691429909764781,0.0,0.0,0.06267964191107453 adhd,pb_exe,2019/06/28,Benefits of ADHD: You forget why you're sad. Title. Hope everyone's having a great day and looking after themselves,3.1528571428571435,6.291774761904764,5.1209523809523825,70.81571428571431,87.09523809523809,6.609523809523811,26.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.740161904761905,94,4,12,2,3,32,20,21,0.18100000000000002,0.47100000000000003,0.348,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715781406163155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530599542540784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749467434201936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326128404846239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897331409727054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32950990150285825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540721541315061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tenredtoes,2019/06/28,"Successful adults with ADHD? I don't mean 'rich and famous' successful, I mean life under control, reasonable job, friends and family, romance, just life generally going pretty well. My 16YO son is having a really hard time with school. I'd like to hear from anyone who's done okay with adulthood and how you managed it.",6.527758620689652,8.009762982758629,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,65.72413793103448,9.937931034482759,30.017241379310345,10.125756701596842,3.252158620689656,255,9,41,6,4,82,49,58,0.065,0.595,0.34,0.9606,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,3,0,13,8,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,8,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,23,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637651116494159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534613319184907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461587662358504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459811359092935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690056542649932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956507691435718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473213855890213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966056052824024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736316193081875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177940910930784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31004196998672284,0.1072239159952233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478143079233746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328397210364775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406006717684785,0.22565583724455884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211941687260445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279770611128849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733349417549625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shakasandchakras,2019/06/28,"how did y’all pick a career/major??? i’m going back to school in a year. i stopped going the first time around for multiple reasons, mainly bc i kept changing majors due to rapidly changing interests, but now i have no idea what i want to go into. i’m good at a lot of subjects but not great at anything in particular. honestly even thinking about being at the same place for 10+ years is almost unimaginable for me but it’s something i want. i took a career aptitude test yesterday and the first result was a Crossing Guard so i’m not full of much hope lol",3.2709636184857445,4.841750176991152,4.761533923303833,83.28757128810228,73.77876106194691,7.500098328416913,27.59980334316617,8.167268648758528,1.8855278269419864,442,17,86,7,9,148,81,113,0.076,0.745,0.17800000000000002,0.8922,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,8,1,5,0,0,4,0,23,17,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,4,0,8,5,16,12,6,24,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,10,58,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685056371730774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355394314593682,0.1661114439108575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434820527620662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947910826543909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324596899548874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174396826337773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181431849109103,0.15650923164533054,0.0,0.20572453618217787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853335411210081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210646001657468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586386247977429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717072182061538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495479893330214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185343244107114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884675468259302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365196517780165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600396665837826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956422121910858,0.0,0.0,0.10880657353267616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073168230322733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012022318886415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403255004910365 adhd,Adjutor21,2019/06/28,"Trying to sleep while on Vyvanse Took it too late, now I’m staring at the ceiling. Any suggestions?",2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,79.0,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.0528736842105264,79,4,14,1,2,25,19,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230310310117612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535845144572996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753647341290835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52776656385369,0.322508538903202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gosoxharp,2019/06/28,"Diagnosis and clinical trials questions Hello everyone, I'd like to say this will be short and sweet, as I know from lurking that lengthy posts can get annoying but I have several questions maybe someone can help me with. Next Wednesday I have an appointment with the clinic to get a diagnosis for ADHD-PI. I've suffered from anxiety, depression, and motivation/procrastination issues my entire life. I've some some research and it seems like the diagnosis process is several parts. A questionnaire for how many symptoms I've had in the past 6 months and the bender gestalt test, other than that, what should I expect from the diagnosis process? My next question is, generally how does the clinical trials work? Eg. Will they tell me what the trial is before or after diagnosis? Will they start me in the trial immediately or wait until the next visit? And while I kind of figured I would know if I'm given the placebo, am I 'supposed' to know if I'm on it?(im assuming that it's a medication vs placebo trial as the only study I could find that is active in my area is XR amphetamine vs placebo) Any help or advice would be appreciated",5.543986966824644,7.397809663507111,6.721845379146924,70.35869223933652,68.478672985782,9.635189573459717,32.618779620853076,9.978442167317967,3.5882912322274882,913,41,153,23,16,307,123,211,0.067,0.826,0.107,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,2,7,1,0,15,0,20,6,0,2,0,37,31,18,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,16,4,20,20,3,18,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,12,12,99,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595207817300552,0.12680466534957102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824451704730374,0.0,0.0992697204434703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042029120343706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036066375258548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176623617549776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355805509671513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399583187668392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860268064382246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559350926268207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395722658377066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016825687044795,0.13544074219285407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513007538954644,0.2139460291252468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165671918837544,0.12679305784404613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156114461390894,0.13036618793557825,0.0,0.0,0.13072438882472154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357702911424432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140190259687222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869198143008563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052263804446402,0.12387518931711965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427881263486565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43609883813524736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319418110636734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181330046091904,0.0,0.2931945865438676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994929795267452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184819669007188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487531818018386,0.0,0.0,0.11342015895720725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447032334138107,0.0,0.0,0.18436238830495047,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,h0peMY,2019/06/28,"Newly Diagnosed, 18M. Any advice ? Like the title says, I was just diagnosed yesterday. I'm comfortable taking medication, and today I started taking Ritalin, as prescribed by my psychiatrist. If you guys have any tips and tricks that help you in your daily life, be it time management, keeping your self esteem up, or just general ADHD lifehacks, it would mean the world to me if you would share them. I'm trying to approach this in a positive way, and even if you have nothing to offer, it's nice to know that I'm not alone in this struggle. I'm not going to let this disorder define me, and I hope you guys can point me in the direction of how to do that.",6.773638392857144,6.376163640625002,7.582053571428574,73.27187500000002,64.9375,11.064285714285717,33.129464285714285,10.608840637214634,3.469168303571428,518,19,96,12,7,174,83,128,0.051,0.79,0.159,0.9302,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,7,1,0,4,7,1,1,4,0,9,5,0,1,0,20,21,10,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,3,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,15,5,14,16,0,14,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,5,5,65,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070617559775484,0.16836195439665774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844276981699203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343292230442135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34974593455787,0.0,0.0,0.19746180031850644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113797380332552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791763389530267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34119275294662005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548383716137825,0.0,0.0,0.1711250407556779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314123334251414,0.0,0.0,0.09468729324648273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618045873719665,0.12169508380152623,0.08417327140016106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767672679593128,0.0,0.17356627636029784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653190230465453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287182900679506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701368136207487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973835143993822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219493136149146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011722741838646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590846010413032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046497367741868,0.0,0.16331287027584004,0.0,0.0,0.1169751016018648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675753742161856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478288654985975,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sissisindee,2019/06/28,"My new Mallinckrodt adderall pills crumple and I don't know how to prevent this For years, I've had my monthly prescription refills of adderall (N.Y. in U.S.) provided to me in the form of little pink or orange 30mg tablets that break cleanly for the 3 separate 15mg doses I need throughout my day and all has been well in my world. But most recently I got these [white, hexagon ""semi-perforated"" 30mg tablets](https://www.drugs.com/imprints/m-30-5088.html) that do not break so cleanly apart. In fact, the little buggers always produce a lot of powder, and instead of breaking 50/50 will break 50/40/10 with a stray little ""chunk"" that comes off from where I try to divide it. I gave up on my fingernails and used a little pill slicer purpose-built for this that I got at a CVS ... same result. Very frustrating and very messy. I call up the pharmacy and they're all like, ""we can put you down as not wanting that in the future but ... it might happen if it's the only one we have."" Which is not the best response I was hoping for. Then I noticed this particular medication came from a pharmacy called Mallinckrodt, but all my other medications have come from either Barr, CorePharma, NorthStar Rx, or Aurobindo Pharma, and all of those have been fine on the medication quality, but these Mallinckrodt pills are real stinkers ... is there any way I can ask my doctor to not give me stuff from this company in the future? More specifically, **how much control do I have over the form the medication I get comes in other than specifying over the phone the milligram dosage and the amount?** I realize this is a controlled substance and there's a lot of legal stuff to be cautious about here, but how much wiggle room do I have? I'm sorry if this is the wrong place for these sorts of questions. I should also clarify, all the medications I've gotten from these manufacturers have worked the same and they're all perfectly effective for me to function and work a full-time job.",6.717751247327154,7.546132554644814,6.3171798526966025,78.11440841054883,64.98360655737704,9.09745782846282,32.57971014492754,9.085049710711278,2.740606224756476,1569,61,283,25,23,487,203,366,0.052000000000000005,0.884,0.064,0.6053,1,0,1,0,0,0,71.0,2,1,0,8,12,8,1,0,25,0,26,11,0,9,8,65,44,27,0,6,14,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,3,0,24,18,0,3,4,0,0,5,5,2,1,1,9,2,28,6,44,31,19,43,0,0,2,0,10,25,0,11,9,202,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875389765503528,0.08194270513602242,0.0,0.0,0.06696933248343126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206489505422176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334799824708302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111684644283892,0.11263413696790052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544937106358611,0.0,0.0,0.2209059214843516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351103136926765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079778386337457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051451393855666334,0.0944703625044663,0.0,0.0,0.15752585898827176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870849606984323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781221139836584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772555558851413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412167326807039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048112034217361634,0.3948087057732792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674472371359012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960379042135408,0.0,0.10447102386030424,0.0,0.0,0.07860527466742827,0.0,0.14478730141592933,0.07302118745282386,0.0,0.09511196631841712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121193884771741,0.0,0.0,0.06673215371715151,0.07489798050905616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288995662117922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899894320761864,0.11031940591112263,0.0,0.0,0.11209105595999512,0.0,0.0,0.09723647383257804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023956555796348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254705810684499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686101178238753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505453614444697,0.0,0.162511548574936,0.058085669958539726,0.07816832125522491,0.0,0.0,0.08854475921608718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338827397683654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767170563026726,0.0,0.06341747024382187 adhd,Fuckyousantorum,2019/06/28,Note to self: Ritalin and alcohol do not mix My head hurts. Only had 4 beers. But what a mammoth hangover :-( Can I ever drink again?,-0.7146153846153815,1.1241459999999996,1.868769230769232,90.9262307692308,108.23076923076924,5.1569230769230785,20.584615384615386,6.742157984588678,0.9629015384615388,100,4,20,2,5,34,26,26,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102485715887927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760540526051172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472394035752526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939693216906962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109490724434123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919563281487496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004682153575948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neighborhood-chad,2019/06/28,"Testing Chicago Area Hi all. I met with my doctor and she recommended I get tested but I tried calling some places and literally everyone was booked or unresponsive. Any sites that are known for giving appointments in decent time? I leave for school in a couple months so my window is closing on getting this done. I’m in the Chicago land area. Thanks!",2.3266153846153865,5.2472734307692335,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153848,91.6153846153846,5.676923076923077,23.42307692307693,7.1686216300943375,1.4804153846153851,283,11,48,5,10,90,54,65,0.02,0.847,0.133,0.8096,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,7,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,2,29,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666378605916709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802867417454732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30371987334452155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809539122547798,0.0,0.28090033667325554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26228860679525895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868211946862745,0.26331747505215913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290647103823208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909667648655531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28678543055695616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27780028061509776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271510170971384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005833254030946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863618635012499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wildwuchs,2019/06/28,"Finally diagnosed with ADHD - I'm not stupid! This Wednesday I was finally diagnosed with ADHD (23F). When I was in primary school they suspected something was wrong and even sent me to a psychologist, who ""didn't notice"" anything and my mom didn't investigate any longer after that. Then I just struggled continuously. Now at university it's really bad, I can't concentrate and could walk out after the first half of a lecture, because then it's impossible for me to focus. I thought I didn't try hard enough. I thought I was slow and stupid. Now I know - I just can't concentrate. It's that simple. I'm really scared of what happens now. Because there is treatment, but it's possible I can't take it, because I have a heart condition and have to take medication due to another illness. I've been in therapy for almost 3 years and it helped so much with my depression, but I don't think it'll help with my concentration problems. Does any of you have similar problems? How are your experiences with medication? I feel relieved but at the same time anxious. What now?",4.353800232964473,6.4802328366336654,5.692632498543973,75.41302562609201,72.11881188118812,9.703436225975539,31.684333139196273,10.056822442137396,3.5818779266161918,851,40,154,25,17,285,115,202,0.163,0.794,0.043,-0.9729,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,1,11,10,2,2,5,0,19,6,1,1,0,30,30,14,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,9,0,2,11,2,22,1,21,17,3,25,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,18,107,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057909532456485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739391890373278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302991600190004,0.13340279744896869,0.0,0.1437240419557809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469242474471528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622460823758212,0.2326590705356353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015759867478685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957566036045176,0.2582542155535417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113323603107878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145378055706572,0.0,0.08402857699256121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444700349150407,0.0,0.0,0.06432699467981277,0.0,0.0,0.2787297901365182,0.0,0.10821451212600276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125015202921914,0.0,0.11396544273196467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507580471627778,0.17054773095748393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991758938147838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563244808243008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900024081103308,0.0,0.0,0.09352241418987647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484247976631354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434230850700204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346751846511705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300265481739573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737087923800552,0.1287549134059097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794129831960237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299949671585842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130941575777774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548883132769275,0.0,0.0,0.08151837703213835,0.0,0.20199926298008333,0.07418385863574907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637502289104354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909669911668726,0.0,0.08192645157435556 adhd,spoooooopy,2019/06/28,"""Tell people to not meet at X at 5 and instead meet at Y at 5:30"" So meet at X at 5:30? Got it. I honest to god will try my hardest to hear what people are saying, and usually I hear them fine, but trying to reiterate that information I may as well be trying to push a boulder up a mountain. And the harder I try the worse I get. It's so frustrating. I hate reiterating ""what was that?"" for something I heard clearly heard. Conversations I'm okay, but spoken directions or technical information seem to zoom whatever portion of my brain processes verbal info. It makes me feel like an idiot, especially when I can't remember information I was told minutes ago and someone needs it. I can get by it by writing everything important down, but I just wish I could retain something as simple as spoken directions.",4.415301075268816,6.110793277419357,6.348145161290326,72.55555107526884,71.06451612903227,9.553763440860212,30.981182795698928,9.928628108626363,3.365956989247312,638,28,113,17,12,222,99,155,0.11800000000000001,0.741,0.141,-0.4384,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,5,1,9,1,1,1,1,25,24,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,6,16,5,21,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,3,4,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101653526846207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018146917051326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360210063422976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311129442048238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614066012513892,0.12170737323520812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801528959755225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625486748505314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819820871622218,0.0,0.0,0.3840230030594207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323076463542442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371863659810333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632201828814035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362165302763625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298808773819706,0.0,0.0,0.13547950882253662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509209209855385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434803127762755,0.2623075470184009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890478572874047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278916328992926,0.0,0.4626612219142542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876307942889144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317681187038815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959090616377158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736144686291327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tiredoftired48,2019/06/28,I’m the most indecisive person ever I have an actually issue I can’t ever make a decision or keep a choice. It’s past the point of normal is there like a name for this. I constantly change my mind about things and over analyze everything.,5.3118750000000015,5.746898104166667,7.120833333333334,72.50750000000002,67.95833333333334,11.4,28.5,11.20814326018867,3.3195749999999995,191,6,37,6,3,67,41,48,0.055,0.885,0.06,0.0534,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,5,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2530494937560531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431596494067617,0.0,0.0,0.2802223645827239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691221112670713,0.0,0.0,0.2330514204241285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065263244923066,0.0,0.2304869519619163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668593779896326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309167091946373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618295304872674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540690843157541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754106881728355,0.0,0.2264197938747244,0.0,0.0,0.24513209544471545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227427293084255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Quasinconsistent,2019/06/28,"First day on Concerta. Adderall worked really well for me in the past. I could take one IR and be fine the whole day without any negative effects. I’m going to stick with Concerta for a few weeks but so far I still don’t have motivation to do anything. Just a bit of energy (which solves my chronic fatigue issue) I still prefer adderall because I notice I’m getting agitated easily and sensitive to sounds due to the crash. My new doc doesn’t like me on amphetamines though so he put me on Concerta. Hopefully it gets better or I can convince the doc to put me on adderall.",3.8961848574237936,5.622261371681418,5.596932153392334,77.29819075712884,72.45132743362831,9.270009832841692,30.254670599803337,9.725611199111238,3.1149968534906582,457,20,85,12,9,156,78,113,0.079,0.6890000000000001,0.233,0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,7,7,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,2,0,12,14,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,11,6,15,12,3,18,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,10,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202481079470182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976425219333534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834858956529087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170489449080262,0.2119553397107515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500846028874246,0.0,0.0,0.2504140802651261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513907905404746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286481250499666,0.0,0.11033670423644117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282913871771928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263625390255235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484911942443087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750581634672567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103462138851165,0.0,0.0,0.13155723137317554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533274337014802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39033737566654064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243738375337618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31008784635699943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597238444240015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907458313616904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573088142090422,0.0,0.17455908023659286,0.0,0.0,0.21675522576628106,0.0,0.18714821868214795,0.0,0.14133939401780918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wy_lie,2019/06/28,"Sudden Energy And Focus Crashes Soooooooo, I'm a 19 year old Male and have always had adhd. It used to be really bad, but at least the energy part has calmed down. At this bbn point it just affects my focus and I still bounce from topic to topic out loud and in my head, anyways, has anyone else experienced rapid energy and focus crashes? I have s few other issues, and after extreme over stimulation o just revert into myself. Ny energy drops and my focus is completely inwards. I have come to realize however, that this dosent always happen when I'm being over stimulated. Is this a part of ADHD? Or is it something else? Btw, I dont take any meds",3.4737012987012967,5.5555728492063485,5.5471139971140015,75.69435064935067,74.47619047619048,8.073881673881674,22.56565656565657,8.841846274778883,1.8867873015873036,513,14,88,11,11,178,85,126,0.019,0.856,0.125,0.9079999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,4,0,19,18,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,1,14,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,6,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285191823613868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29668880453682084,0.0,0.0,0.12123746196904332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246584964678869,0.18267035725622568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148857517809105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357363547565842,0.18692465046457404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089444668928625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978624575128146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765364860645642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296814521149765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607945717310564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803043891931987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707633364621493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386122754268638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853354369133988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421162664183518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724972773021665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237575215399562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404542146919146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539778837374291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480737304288505 adhd,Evenstar20,2019/06/28,"Summer medication breaks So I’m a college student. I’ve been on adderall since starting high school. I’m really stressed out because I haven’t been off the medicine for 3 years. Ive tapered it back over breaks the best I can, but find it nearly impossible to function without it (I’m working and am in summer classes). I want off of it this summer, I don’t like the way it makes me feel, but I don’t know how to do it with my responsibilities in my summer classes and in my job. It’s not as simple as just not taking it, which is very frustrating to me. Has anyone else experienced this?",4.282,4.962134533333334,5.698333333333334,80.92500000000003,70.33333333333334,8.0,30.0,8.07648339933343,1.95725,464,18,95,6,8,157,77,120,0.055,0.8809999999999999,0.065,0.0423,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,2,0,16,20,8,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,11,2,18,18,1,20,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,8,65,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670315832239247,0.2447624497737095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368522076768126,0.0,0.14562001854708792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506915227338577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955494118345588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207857248391872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833347329560499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523915474121588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370531481599195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128309125097004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670549332690425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945533653064606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064810088281294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303368291049374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176095307651715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976053448891114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690816404015721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736380890156184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796092493196813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710235449692368,0.14089856889253896,0.1896131112106452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027335750811045,0.0,0.1739086646820822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383193146463822 adhd,amberxrose99,2019/06/28,Does this have to do with ADHD? I’ve recently been diagnosed with ADHD and I still don’t understand what’s really going on or what I can do to help myself. I was at work today and misplaced things multiple times (I don’t even remember moving things around) and I do this at home too. I work at a restaurant so sometimes orders on paper that haven’t been completed end up in places they definitely don’t belong. Does this have to do with ADHD or is it just me?,3.5731155015197587,4.827224244680856,5.213100303951368,81.60500000000002,72.51063829787232,8.77568389057751,24.06686930091185,9.23628265651192,1.8573848024316109,365,10,73,8,7,124,58,94,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,0,0,12,17,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,9,0,14,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,5,58,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612083212695077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511292110497826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779981625058604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723106022488891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971296482239215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036375786048187,0.0,0.0,0.11212993891829467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648287399603277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379168456351088,0.0,0.17029080590806964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043615656645373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773710724528423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875751073240536,0.0,0.1676250842316609,0.0,0.19231366559056035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790455759410208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557667330561066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557218073542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899288831567787,0.0,0.1609198921371221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673412219203055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718575814034585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yy_limee,2019/06/28,"I just came out of an Adderall induced psychosis and now my life is upside down 🙃 I’ve been diagnosed with ADD/ADHD since I was 7 and took meds right until I turned about 18 after I graduated high school. I decided I wanted to try life without them (with the “okay” given from my psychiatrist) for the next three years and it wasn’t too bad! I had a steady job, lots of friends and a full life. Anyways fast forward 3 and a half years later I was with a couple of good friends and we were rolling off of Molly in an Airbnb (I’ve never done a drug a day in my life other than my prescribed medication but I trusted the company I kept and I felt like I was in a safe environment). I remember the comedown being very harsh on my body and the next day I was sort of in a daze all day and it took me about 3 days to fully feel like myself again. A couple weeks pass and I start noticing little things like I wasn’t able to sleep again, racing thoughts, feeling lethargic but at the same time I had random spurts of energy and I was letting my room turn in to a disaster; things I would do when my ADD/ADHD was bad and I can’t help but feel like the Molly I did triggered it. So I took myself to the doctor’s, described my symptoms and gave a detail background of my history with ADD/ADHD and she put me back on 30mg of generic Adderall that I now take twice daily. When I started taking it again I started noticing symptoms that I never did before like dry mouth, my heart was pounding so hard and my sleep schedule was nonexistent which caused me to eventually lose my mind. I don’t remember much when I was in psychosis but I started having auditory hallucinations at night that sounded like my mom’s voice especially when I was about to fall asleep then I had nonstop negative thought loops, my paranoia was out of control and it was so hard to talk sometimes because my speech would be disorganized. It was so scary and I was so embarrassed because I felt like I was going crazy that I would lock myself in my room and stay in bed all day and night; I didn’t even eat or drink anything for three days straight, I was losing weight like crazy like 1-2 pounds a day, didn’t talk to anyone and my hygiene went out the window. This went on for about a week until my mom noticed the other medication that I was taking with it which was Phentermine. Did some research and later come to find out it was A BIG NO-NO. I was so upset with my doctor who put me back on my medication (the same one who prescribed me Phentermine) didn’t warn me or stress about how dangerous it was to mix these two pills together. So I immediately stopped taking the Phentermine with the Adderall and noticed I started feeling a little like myself and I was able to sleep some, shower, eat, get out of bed and into a semi normal routine again. But now I can’t tell if my medication is too high or not enough because I still feel exhausted all the time and I can’t get out of bed, my sleeping patterns are still wrecked, my mood swings are out of control and my thought loops are never ending. This all happened within a month’s time span and it’s so frustrating and I’m sick of feeling like a crazy lady. I just want everything back to normal ):",5.3615349002849015,5.493265711419756,5.98598765432099,81.73982905982909,67.81172839506172,8.621462488129156,30.504273504273506,8.303829127061777,2.066240455840456,2543,90,514,32,39,829,272,648,0.14800000000000002,0.754,0.099,-0.991,2,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,1,4,36,29,2,3,34,1,53,29,8,6,7,105,92,53,0,8,13,2,11,11,2,3,17,3,7,0,26,46,4,5,16,1,0,13,15,11,0,6,50,14,83,17,72,36,12,103,0,2,0,0,14,37,0,9,65,360,109,6,0.1093986841216219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972139383918858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038247051791970105,0.0,0.04501289783005318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261812529676367,0.09134333165546576,0.10003263365799857,0.0,0.046545111296841336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060758637945588785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256147524657339,0.0,0.05619129192368247,0.0,0.04711863977464039,0.0,0.0,0.12269992660132292,0.0,0.1210475631843472,0.0,0.2469358532589103,0.0,0.0,0.05551868077961824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197418881764272,0.0,0.055976418134137264,0.0,0.053584530962582144,0.0634338708987803,0.11194216526785083,0.0,0.0,0.04844738144099734,0.056519042404623625,0.0,0.03612839954938425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049160241610320114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594578526368212,0.11723166269306602,0.10503989276137923,0.0,0.049994207681446634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452115197719573,0.0,0.0571562971893736,0.0,0.03108689663999132,0.04587921292790199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837044753702383,0.0,0.09799973288152644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481898370912463,0.036663815970716336,0.11558571617904224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054280656748414015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593378325098833,0.15454305179711295,0.29395669116464423,0.1096462215553969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238914443243942,0.0,0.046503424553118636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060758637945588785,0.22041532985447632,0.0,0.0,0.05523074245179802,0.12812641664637553,0.043660492970775774,0.0,0.040210310201658855,0.0,0.12656251411431507,0.0,0.11634674166435685,0.10266325417803876,0.10718748289922136,0.0,0.2491022539241255,0.0,0.0,0.03706568981050473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997589366153608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392738311086028,0.0467129392478052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055358654424040483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524786100010706,0.0,0.21895538108589915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054099047956696907,0.0,0.1935823792330525,0.05830222065777951,0.0873659304555685,0.04573109923724168,0.06265791152087342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370712081038482,0.16450839125047026,0.08793051834845668,0.04780963593224361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267962465201627,0.0,0.0,0.13027550286145484,0.09568687870834633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231894503810794,0.037137262700177434,0.1189943537013655,0.05343330906814983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513268577869353,0.0645261783171019,0.0,0.08775302557546362,0.06660906254151977,0.0,0.10141367619925924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272821379604837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657052959762018,0.0,0.0,0.07044916579757445 adhd,vanillafolder09,2019/06/28,"Wellbutrin is a life saver After years on a carousel of typical adhd meds, and no meds in general, I've finally settled on the atypical treatment option, wellbutrin, for my symptoms. I've never felt so alive. The brain fuzz is still there, but I honestly don't even mind it.",6.982435897435899,7.142382115384617,7.281538461538464,73.73012820512822,64.38461538461539,10.77948717948718,38.487179487179496,10.504223727775694,4.237748717948718,218,11,38,5,3,71,43,52,0.032,0.847,0.122,0.6791,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,3,3,1,0,1,8,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163740131128329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938728269112097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387341147363095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527602208102329,0.2883762954515818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594047875536232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5848203511838531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658063387277637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303377553583132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023090649384427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736163966676856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952365653441298 adhd,sleepyjean211,2019/06/28,"My mouth is a desert. I’m prescribed Adderall and it makes me ridiculously thirsty. I no this is a normal side effect and the benefit I get is well worth the dry mouth. I unfortunately have the worlds tiniest bladder. I am sipping on water all day and peeing constantly. Spending so much time in the bathroom is getting old. Any suggestions to help with dry mouth that doesn’t involve liquids?",3.52099315068493,6.409260054794522,3.971489726027397,82.84161815068494,78.58904109589042,6.389726027397263,31.042808219178077,7.645422480735847,2.3998780821917807,316,16,54,5,8,99,57,73,0.094,0.7759999999999999,0.13,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,0,7,6,5,2,1,8,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,4,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376090138759404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38736125524975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311730710240944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745546708863581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026405137565146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927071995299906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26350481476992543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512086537677178,0.0,0.0,0.37613700400237343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090173152400014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222930484636513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boobiesbaggins,2019/06/28,"When do you know it’s time to change your medication? I’m (26f) a student currently trying to get into a competitive nursing program. I was first diagnosed when I was 23 and have been on the same prescription since then. I take vyvanse for days I am in class with a 5mg dex booster. I usually take a semester off where I hardly take my medication so my tolerance goes down. This year I decided not to take a semester off. I would say I’m more stressed/kinda burnt out because I am almost done my prerequisites. Although, recently I have not been doing so great on my tests... Am I not studying properly or is it my medication? Sometimes I have moments where I feel like I’m stricken with indecision and I ask myself “do I work out? Should I study? Do I need to do chores” and then an hour goes by and nothing has been done. I’ve tried strattera and one time my friends added all, but I’ve been constantly on 30mg of vyvanse and 5mg of Dexedrine.",3.346701754385961,4.88761675789474,4.938421052631579,82.21728070175442,73.52631578947368,8.64561403508772,30.561403508771928,9.21078282632365,2.679129824561404,744,34,152,17,15,251,112,190,0.021,0.912,0.066,0.7521,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,1,7,0,23,4,0,0,1,26,35,15,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,2,4,1,1,0,3,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,8,3,26,3,20,25,3,27,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,16,104,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877414037259462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889545843542536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056856485429353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571702615720619,0.0,0.0,0.160554353259509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958171278264722,0.0,0.0,0.15079820625351348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040829979599738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512284274317271,0.10614039696179332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637589891203233,0.0,0.0,0.11478693234116648,0.0,0.07762312586698265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638019731658921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309199466139826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631422370883726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165169379092482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258513730934707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44901422241242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016480604019342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255955350284324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067673544262627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466976593159202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815100814658727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290090794321233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694224137414372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446832849157492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732679219389689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017422792368727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636318857165244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816272606701798,0.0,0.0,0.10554181354513628,0.0,0.0,0.09567597505154238 adhd,theeverymaam,2019/06/28,"You are strong and you deserve to be alive I'm saying this because I know I need to hear it and I never do. I know it's not uncommon for someone who deals with adhd to suffer from depression. Something I realized lately is just how strong we are. We deal with a condition very few people respect and/or understand. They expect us to deal with our own problems by ourselves. So, we do. Some of us are able to find the right balance of medication and therapy. Others (myself included) manage without medication and developed major coping strategies which pretty much change our whole lives. We do these things to fit in with everyone else. We try to live up to everyone else's expectations. And we fail constantly but get right back up. No matter how bad you may feel, remember how hard you worked to get here. Remember that you are still here. Remember that you carry a heavier burden than many of your friends and family, yet still keep up the pace with them. So what if you are forgetful, talkative, different, unorganized, or easily distracted? You still keep going and you deserve to feel proud of that. You arent broken, stupid, wrong, or defective. There is nothing wrong with you that makes you unworthy of love and respect. Just keep living and keep climbing because you deserve what's at the top of your mountain.",4.502727272727274,6.999866547325107,5.033776655443322,78.64608585858586,72.82716049382717,8.698017209128322,28.740927796483355,9.339509955726095,2.915051028806584,1053,43,180,26,22,336,144,243,0.122,0.701,0.177,0.9391,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,10,15,2,7,15,18,1,1,5,0,13,3,0,4,1,56,30,18,0,5,8,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,14,21,0,4,10,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,0,5,33,7,32,28,6,19,0,3,0,1,35,9,0,5,8,133,47,3,0.09754249546814003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722712417307506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500415807608017,0.08144390936313932,0.11892199976133533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318702653195286,0.0,0.0,0.10540878499469523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30168608925314805,0.08401320841629029,0.0,0.0,0.1019111469023372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296847716798207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864120690232368,0.0,0.0,0.09195438366757701,0.0,0.09864083306550152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915207372657863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536109003406323,0.0,0.10192385592813996,0.0,0.05543564804223417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737891664078919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993748156523024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468010071161056,0.0,0.0,0.10721360910530826,0.0,0.11003218354011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25839543167918155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803591047328231,0.0,0.06511037315487399,0.09889278050464702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965276043863269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170495755245772,0.0723265244331536,0.07523078580913231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359465513733098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762368461204395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992357850512172,0.0,0.09333499476125152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33148989777694404,0.16660151633330222,0.0,0.07756970746535953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264743987279309,0.07509297850653528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233692688644904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115483444805914,0.0,0.06480289973473506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662249515653037,0.0,0.0,0.10154517780319716,0.2346632239149566,0.0,0.0,0.08048277423774072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890271274684334,0.0,0.09402748481921898,0.0,0.07101209842632007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329481263388275,0.0,0.0 adhd,caffeinatedpixie,2019/06/28,"How do you manage to read proficiently on your phone or computer? Anytime I need to read large body of texts I end up skipping around and it takes longer than necessary. When I read on paper I can use a cue card and it’s easy, but on my phone and laptop it’s different. I wish phones had an accessibility feature that would block off part of the screen, like a cue card.",3.157599999999998,4.724433493333333,4.2316666666666665,86.98750000000004,74.06666666666666,7.666666666666668,23.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.0980666666666659,292,8,64,5,6,95,56,75,0.052000000000000005,0.831,0.11699999999999999,0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,2,0,12,8,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,11,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,3,39,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097862137536988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617637004905269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621319373564146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208723669158424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513094174379974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473794686611713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551954173119099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7071674454411694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771860212453665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035334611222604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27099588549129416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674051856513511,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuddenEnd2,2019/06/28,"I feel like I can't deeply understand anything I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid. I honestly doubt I ever had it, but I certainly have symptoms similar to it. I really struggle with absorbing information and understanding it. I partially blame it on taking Vyvanse for so long, and partially blame it on my internet addiction. I feel like since I took Vyvanse for years, I forgot how to function without it. I just feel like a zombie now. A few minutes after a conversation, I'll forget most of what that person said. I can't read anymore because I just can't comprehend what's happening. I haven't had any intellectual progress since I stopped taking Vyvanse a year ago. It makes me feel so empty and unfulfilled. Can anyone relate? What should I do?",4.554361702127661,6.785174312056742,6.1485283687943255,71.90875,71.83687943262412,9.806382978723407,33.026595744680854,10.125756701596842,4.0002382978723405,602,30,100,18,12,205,86,141,0.191,0.6890000000000001,0.12,-0.8764,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,5,0,11,3,0,2,2,26,24,8,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,11,5,0,2,7,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,5,19,5,12,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,11,71,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193916335601864,0.18954998429553688,0.0,0.1398101443552683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725568403088437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564168446094871,0.1102821858176045,0.0,0.12979093891166218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614525369518692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600834883532534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426676682748895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899389310036386,0.3380277277094013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947215362828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116353181706564,0.0,0.0,0.13957811601506456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527998785299528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771588790023184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776367499306876,0.0,0.10104010708239568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002878251721685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609368712550333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186181280470968,0.0,0.16488422725543153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639325024867457,0.23717311691261514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523382703346535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283862330268512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203740940123986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031342973947728 adhd,DilligentChihuahua,2019/06/28,"""Your aunt takes CBD. She says she is off all of her antidepressants now and that her sons with ADHD are getting As in school now."" This actually made me laugh. My mother said this to me. CBD sounds like the new snake oil. I told her I prefer adderall. She forced me to go home with some. I appreciate that she is trying to care for me at least. But I was curious, does anybody know if there is any legitimate benfits for ADHD people to be taking CBD?",1.8866666666666667,4.106555222222223,3.3877777777777784,88.58500000000002,80.1111111111111,6.222222222222222,20.0,7.3871296695380915,0.4803333333333337,350,9,74,5,9,115,66,90,0.031,0.8220000000000001,0.147,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,15,4,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,17,3,13,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,2,4,50,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.22016635521487166,0.0,0.5422874735973636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342500327348985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300281295251568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974360057475888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787380847321785,0.0,0.12822142373667694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263088637232825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399134932955808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022342217789352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348106938376693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789904725960227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641208185516936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146102246869601,0.17941701200044438,0.0,0.2283330358960895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392667397303039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155834894691692,0.0,0.1531768433576607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dragmehomenow,2019/06/28,"Sleeping, and being unable to wake up I don't know if it's just me, but I never had trouble going to sleep. Rather, I can't wake up in the morning, and it's honestly like going to war against a zombie. I have alarms going off every 5 minutes for an hour. My alarms can't be snoozed unless I answer math problems. My alarms play random ringtones so I can't learn to tune it out. And even then, I'm still late to work once a week.",1.3681521739130458,2.9088932065217428,3.1319565217391343,93.09076086956526,78.89130434782608,5.034782608695653,21.28260869565217,5.148860815047168,-0.1032869565217398,333,9,74,1,8,111,64,92,0.174,0.69,0.136,-0.5593,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,3,4,0,8,4,4,0,1,15,13,8,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,6,0,0,1,0,9,3,13,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,7,49,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887077965735067,0.0,0.21541702777395566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359176053907665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517881547388258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051217161106985,0.0,0.28841228618920145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490978198369752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971921507775278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722852944327285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446462330790421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117188468811968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041822081179511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050868849859216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613428358223685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mymar101,2019/06/28,"I can't focus at all for more than 30 minutes. Lately I've been having real focus issues. Particularly since I am getting closer and closer to my goal of becoming a full time programmer. It won't be as much of an issue when I have a job, and a known schedule to work around. The problem is I always lack focus when I don't have a schedule. Whenever I try to force myself a schedule the part of me that thinks it's not real because it's not something I ""have"" to do always seems to win. I just need some sort of advice as to what to do here. So how do I get rid of that voice that keeps telling me it's ok because it's not something I have to do presently? (Even though in some cases I need to get around to it eventually)",3.4890259740259744,3.7737629675324698,5.280935064935068,84.62997402597405,71.92207792207792,7.458701298701298,26.43896103896104,7.1686216300943375,1.1693605194805192,563,17,122,5,10,194,87,154,0.036000000000000004,0.92,0.044000000000000004,0.25,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,0,8,1,16,0,0,1,1,23,24,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,15,2,23,21,8,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,8,93,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008150834015364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726201727280436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916663313201321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972443189351288,0.1809246243750015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082005513304655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567651603046264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419678328265123,0.16256454921923735,0.14560937897396942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479436430311544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042542119922613,0.242938632586642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739943394102695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675214713750324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729225559048464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913417822964584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355123273601887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522309160880045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431845592746651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496825787283012,0.16095081041820186,0.0,0.09552386451718617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122198462101583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926179381633822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trickmind,2019/06/28,Do you ever have random flashbacks for no reason? I don't mean flashbacks to necessarily bad things just random flashbacks to parts of your life and reliving conversations or incidents for no reason. It's not like crazy not knowing the flashbacks aren't real it's just random memories. I just feel like this has always happened to me way too much and probably does not happen to normies. Also it's a distraction. Maybe it happens to normies and they just ignore it and don't get completely distracted by it idk.,6.030135338345865,7.828531863157893,6.347067669172933,73.72947368421053,67.21052631578948,9.218045112781953,32.5187969924812,9.606745405546679,3.3441428571428577,417,18,68,9,7,134,61,95,0.188,0.768,0.043,-0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,23,13,6,0,0,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,6,2,9,13,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619942357373245,0.16252406153133014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308622377293355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479204425158215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092813546748545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668048648381646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876098225308028,0.13953851422417365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204800399242617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518169426583291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073442003384828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796213840218458,0.1908495258134335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622781856253166,0.21276358705925416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435845951461835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151535654124964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105908132911598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231989590426046,0.0,0.40164835555041606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297636654467517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503799920195835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,carabinerforanalgene,2019/06/28,"Had my first psychiatrist appt, looking for advice So I finally made it to my first psych appt yesterday (after literal years of procrastination), and I went in preparing it to be a longish appointment from what I had read about what to expect. Told her about my trouble focusing, my notoriously horrible memory, how I am a little afraid of being able to keep my job because I always feel overwhelmed and I can't seem to be productive as I want to be, etc. The doc ultimately said that she thinks it's likely I have adhd but she is prescribing me Zoloft... this was after only 20 minutes and then I was ushered out the door. I spent more time with the receptionist while they struggled to figure out how to work their scheduling system to set up my next appt Is this normal? Should I keep going to this doc? Should I try to find a new one? I just have no frame of reference and I don't have any experience with what getting mental health services is supposed to be like.",4.197450980392159,6.037035946524067,5.426010695187171,78.36529055258471,71.88770053475935,8.836934046345812,27.439928698752226,9.3871,2.495950730837789,770,28,144,18,15,256,121,187,0.06,0.909,0.031,-0.7219,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,6,6,0,3,6,0,20,2,0,3,0,26,34,11,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,10,8,0,2,6,1,1,2,3,4,0,3,9,3,26,2,28,18,2,22,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,1,15,107,36,6,0.1692181772301734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336736495512595,0.16535804433173998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080307924104854,0.0,0.0,0.11507416325506985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315383021317737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887229984166651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552784775354493,0.0,0.0,0.08556179484490417,0.0,0.0,0.18537024183649747,0.1546623483426175,0.2878737902136792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840951338006363,0.0,0.09617058975433213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987100939696676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679229301078572,0.3008177820555342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534290770874685,0.16960106879487516,0.0,0.0,0.14210065018637325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011833081954546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053212210796925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343197003410628,0.17996545122265453,0.0,0.1657978852646159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466661629201386,0.1286980490466518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926397007215546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096523711856867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540498731600827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690358004629395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842817523857108,0.0,0.0,0.09867247995944786,0.0,0.0,0.16169522002910314,0.0,0.11488803456640635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980926522214956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686694561674264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319284840233012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897095810036042 adhd,Jazzala734,2019/06/28,"Am I wrong? So I went in to the doctors today to get medication. Unfortunately I forgot if I was there to get anxiety medication or ADHD medication. So I picked. And according to my counselor I picked wrong, I was supposed to ask for an anxiety medication which to me is backwards when my ADHD triggers my anxiety . So yes I know I should have written it down and gone for anxiety medication but at the same time why? I feel that when I forget what I'm talking about as I'm talking about it and that triggers anxiety that I should go for the thing that's going to help me focus? Life is confusing and I still think I'm crazy so please talk me down!",3.6563846153846167,5.126048023076926,5.727692307692312,77.15230769230772,72.61538461538461,9.2,29.92307692307693,9.642632912329526,2.887984615384616,513,22,101,13,10,179,69,130,0.168,0.759,0.073,-0.7468,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,1,8,7,0,4,0,20,23,14,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,6,1,19,0,17,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,73,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919255936984292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464555721479211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354207661751345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431220055755687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141024092905295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690826617023426,0.0,0.1380489761302473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140732596115799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674734348257412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857857826550855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117551504537557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331882438368176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969924514155443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928577473295616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068791720298531,0.07782212115779139,0.0,0.0,0.07082016895929727,0.0,0.1151231582790174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258806505392684,0.1095923611639788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655793838250741,0.0,0.0 adhd,Reouxted,2019/06/28,"Ideas for making todo list, scheduels and time management tips. Im 20 years old transitioning to big boy adult life. But i have the mind of a 16 year old. Got diagnosed 4 months ago, and taking vyvanse which works great. I know that with medication i should pick up good habits like proper time management. Any one got tips? So far i've inly made sticky notes all over my desk to remind me stuff here and there but thata pretty much it.",2.4092810457516336,4.931702764705887,2.9474509803921585,90.75241830065364,80.17647058823529,6.130718954248366,17.6797385620915,7.3871296695380915,0.21752287581699287,345,7,70,5,9,107,72,85,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.8608,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,1,14,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,8,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346912339919685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330772496818301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862322954734865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641371392991702,0.313025489288152,0.2157510869972937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209124136218108,0.2113809077454228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754718853551892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382230252097177,0.09560521141268123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851684729775495,0.13062590907516655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713907122191734,0.0,0.0,0.19759310347484454,0.0,0.15619946287823933,0.0,0.14385611403587642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106916056780457,0.0,0.13260594293993824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908908530241945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240204859453908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713600674118846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821912201408603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246608432436675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520384244210616 adhd,zodous,2019/01/04,"How many of you are unable to take medication because you will abuse it? I took medication, alternating between Adderall and Vyvanse, for 3 years. I developed a full blown addiction to it and pornography, and ultimately failed out of college briefly. Before the 3rd year, my life was going great. The medication helped in all regards, and I was totally stable and responsible. Something went wrong. And now I rely on meditation, yoga, running, and an infinite number of coping mechanisms to barely keep my life together. &#x200B; I just want to say that I am so, so devastated that I ruined the only thing that had a chance at saving me. 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And I don’t think my Dr. is taking into consideration all the other medication I take when he prescribed me Strattera. Wellbutrin XL 150mg 2x/day. Prozac 50mg 1x/day. Topamax 25mg 2x/day. Unrelated: Levothyroxine 50mg 1x/day. BC daily. Are any of these medications going to interact with Strattera? 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I know for a fact i have adhd, diagnosed as kid and after reading things in this sub i just cant be any more sure. I decided to see a doctor to get prescribed with whatever, as i really feel it would help me massively in my life and im already past the breaking point. My psychologist pretty much said that i only have anxiety and that my adhd is made up or whatever. How can i get prescribed either from him or somewhere else? Im a 19 year old male in college",2.038990825688071,3.9792424862385367,4.466504587155963,82.45406880733947,78.26605504587154,8.029724770642202,26.496330275229358,8.841846274778883,2.2255533944954133,417,17,84,10,10,146,73,109,0.034,0.879,0.087,0.7545,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,3,2,19,17,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,15,1,12,13,3,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,4,58,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184714881944309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212494352955434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839474922808703,0.0,0.2663737997805967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670899803951906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819989987512114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454391670237044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803077039729118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728819885348681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669632803791476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761182264280255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568143651369042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297278795871056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473871360837167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279843743910056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268986539992915,0.0,0.0,0.13241176656873127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619924348297288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458185710743384,0.0,0.0,0.17712345562283954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414825989760446,0.0,0.11153365202122666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656100582791149,0.1384522189331814,0.0,0.0,0.13873607213573516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408826937742982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566506507176445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367645866742688,0.0,0.0,0.11211542967155262 adhd,Shadow11511,2019/01/04,Focalin ER (10mg) Just what are your experiences on it Pros cons just so I have an idea. I started it today.,-2.13304347826087,-1.0142286521739106,1.0822608695652178,95.4964347826087,118.13043478260867,3.5791304347826087,17.643478260869568,5.6839178017228535,-0.2741408695652172,83,3,19,1,5,29,20,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133683774586048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924506425069782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714657476167957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974619016227103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SliCooper,2019/01/04,"Found out about the 'Cocktail Party Effect' and my ADHD brain definitely does not have this ability! [Wikipedia link to the Cocktail party effect](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cocktail_party_effect) &#x200B; So this effect is about how the brain can focus on one source of sound, even when there's many other sources at the same time (At a cocktail party, for example) &#x200B; I struggle with not having this ability in more than just parties: Even at a loud restaurant, I can hear *everything* and nothing at the same time. All the voices are mushed into one, and it's a random word soup. &#x200B; And this is just at restaurants or group discussions. At a party or club, forget it. The music adds a whole other dimension of audio confusion. &#x200B; Do ya'll have the same problem?",6.091196581196583,9.224899703703707,5.242222222222225,75.97461538461539,70.48148148148148,7.116809116809117,28.903133903133906,8.139509932561175,2.4196039886039884,640,25,94,10,13,192,85,135,0.064,0.7829999999999999,0.154,0.917,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,2,13,0,9,2,2,3,1,28,11,9,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,8,3,0,4,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,5,3,0,18,10,6,13,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,3,75,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291057823598394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655862912785256,0.5221398458792988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984701435726385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400965808393373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190838621041507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654801540680928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778761741082976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107747817129748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891361437769384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307862844408043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455899594332902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279265660745927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123055073717106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528251743204774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993785593112236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221398458792988,0.0 adhd,dvmmmm,2019/01/04,"Adhd is not an excuse its very real , so stopped saying that shit because i put so much effort to have to hear that shit. . i am from Spain I have repeated 1 and now 2 bachelor but i only have to assist to class to the (3) signatures I didn’t pass last year , and i hate the fact that is very hard seeing how your friends are in higher grades , and some of them look at you like a dumb . ",5.707073170731706,3.837331048780492,6.507439024390244,84.92018292682928,67.78048780487805,9.663414634146342,27.81707317073171,8.07648339933343,1.4579658536585358,294,6,69,3,4,98,62,82,0.214,0.703,0.083,-0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,4,6,4,0,4,0,8,2,2,1,1,10,12,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,5,9,2,9,11,2,9,0,0,2,0,7,2,3,1,6,45,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27000017806356874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695192702940615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357337622835894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012531077464881,0.2218073055076908,0.0,0.0,0.2532105074474748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312959154624334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975855081949967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865957604227987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515248875866348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708656458557022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584745616948154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557146473253232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866031411863664,0.0,0.0,0.17902660151166366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612248212290692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878275699645884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707395115000368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467502245184302 adhd,ElementalBurn,2019/01/04,"Frustrated because of testing I started the process of diagnosis over a year ago. I've been to 3 different doctors. The first put me on depression and anxiety medicine that did me more bad than good. The second told me to gain focus by counting the ridges on an egg and to put the dishes away without making a sound. The third one I've been going to since September. Taking all sorts of tests and my results appointment was supposed to be this Sunday (she uses Sunday for people like me who can't come in on her normal testing day) but it's been pushed back a week. I know it's only a week, but I've been excited to finally get the paperwork finished (She's already admitted that I have it but it's not official until this appointment). Then I'll have to make another appointment with someone else to get the prescription. 32 years without and now I'm so close I can barely stand the wait. I hate my brain.",3.560856610800748,5.4691573016759785,4.819307262569833,81.76512476722534,73.74860335195531,8.348752327746741,29.25176908752328,9.029198982220553,2.6115941154562385,723,31,136,16,15,239,116,179,0.077,0.861,0.062,-0.5595,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,2,0,14,0,11,4,1,4,1,23,26,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,2,1,2,0,0,5,4,4,0,4,7,1,14,3,24,18,2,29,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,17,90,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351440719823078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786604588948657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976606012064802,0.1238529064266184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152110194666782,0.12449095530082675,0.13517957324134855,0.09869261742499813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073372402283414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946234500124202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441197952682216,0.0,0.13944406339475884,0.0,0.0,0.16915083588840266,0.0,0.16571130901496287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524651117331327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735332097452042,0.0,0.13771189002642314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917193016908938,0.0,0.0920113892285531,0.13579387376925492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984253759233227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897589787775925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909606604385483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613875182284245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862743270394022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970749675256483,0.1231320959353218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224093855937772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255080387931701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392519036089545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717717799718768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459351410772885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172850344313385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470220016846842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982944844562298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597325132100872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312131266050745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851633053293106 adhd,FatNFurry,2019/01/04,"What do I do? Frustrated... I keep reading all these stories of people recently getting diagnosed with ADHD and getting out in medication and it changing their life. I’m glad for all of you by the way. I unfortunately don’t feel the same and never have. I was diagnosed back when I was I 14. Now 31 and still struggling with it. I can’t ever pay attention enough to get much accomplished. Failed out of college, working a job I hate, forgetting my responsibilities at times as a father. What else is out there? I’m on 30mg of adderall ir and still can’t pay attention. I don’t get the energy rush like everyone claims to get. I’ve tried so many meds over the years... Nothing has worked. I’m about to just give up. Anyone have suggestions, because I’m out of ideas. 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I (m33) was diagnosed with ADHD and my PCP wants to get me on medication, but I'm leery because; * I have a history of substance abuse * I've never taken adderall or ritalin * I've been managing ok I would love to hear some of your experiences. 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TL;DR: I've been taking Adderall XR for nearly 3 years, but am tired of the symptoms. I'm looking for advice on switching medications from other ADHD-PI sufferers who switched from Adderall to something else. Per the title and my flair, I am ADHD-PI and what I struggle with most are motivation(or rather, drive), inability to concentrate, impulse control, brain fog and anxiety stemming from the aforementioned symptoms. For me, Adderall XR largely solves these problems. But now, I'm at a point where I'm no longer content with just *dealing* with the side effects of high doses of Adderall XR. I've got an appointment coming up and I'm going to see about switching. For some background, I've been taking Adderall and Adderall XR regularly for nearly 3 years now. I'm currently taking 40mg XR between 8am and 9am. I often have problems concentrating on the *correct* things, but when I apply myself I am able to do it and do it well. Without it, work becomes a nearly impossible and my brain just feels like mush. Even if I can keep on task, my ability to solve complex problems or sometimes even comprehend what I'm reading goes right out the window. However, I'm tired of the constantly elevated heart rate, arrhythmia, inability to sleep because my mind keeps going, clenched jaw, irritability and **decreased** impulse control that comes with it. The inability to sleep especially. I wake up at 7, get ready for work and try to take my medicine as close to 8am as possible. I often can't get to sleep until 12-1am. This is after turning the tv off and putting my phone down at 10pm. From what I have read, if the side effects are that strong, it is likely that I am taking too high of a dose. Though, my doctor doesn't seem concerned given that 30mg XR does next to nothing for me. In the past, I've not been in a situation where I could really do anything about it because I was under a lot of pressure to perform at work. Now, I am at a new job and in a position where I finally feel like I can try new drugs and not risk losing significant face at work for it. I'm hoping I can find something more long-acting but less intense so that I can enjoy life without needing to give 100% to everything at all times like I do when I'm on Adderall. For those of you who are ADHD-PI and took Adderall for quite a while and switched to something else, what was your experience like? Did you end up finding something that worked well enough or did you end up going back?",5.825859344390754,6.42132736234818,6.390020895912241,77.63214378999612,66.8744939271255,8.803343345957947,33.95167820295155,8.748949900417786,2.8321659396630534,2023,89,373,30,31,660,235,494,0.102,0.8029999999999999,0.095,-0.648,3,0,5,0,0,0,67.0,0,4,0,13,23,18,0,3,20,0,32,20,9,4,2,65,70,32,0,9,16,0,2,5,0,0,11,0,1,0,25,23,0,4,8,3,0,8,7,8,2,0,10,5,32,10,77,59,7,64,0,2,3,0,10,35,0,11,26,242,57,9,0.07013855088134152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25287872451978016,0.13707716033632855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536557994465703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057718051183502775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393221623338116,0.0,0.08551161922954592,0.07746251894236211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659563799007964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083630218510245,0.0,0.07579485632603733,0.15733269763091862,0.055999925652922826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230976618522887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178977885192814,0.06137871853161556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133845150620428,0.0,0.11718351855817258,0.0,0.12424387571205005,0.07247187227689704,0.0,0.09265170272939678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303600697228133,0.06860896129467821,0.0,0.0,0.07092831750652069,0.10021398952795099,0.0,0.07683335414522735,0.12821072967712085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328899594713928,0.0672832890993886,0.11958406442821723,0.0,0.05609620641836918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311452049834553,0.0,0.14821045975959335,0.0,0.06966340683466335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696016891937882,0.12468473339016813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049540932730868514,0.17133076562786426,0.0,0.0,0.06207041039850671,0.11779743578979382,0.07846709768972351,0.0,0.05962928778100155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065721106315563,0.0,0.0,0.07081994213683734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052006846756163516,0.0,0.13548049900434803,0.07459314456681791,0.0,0.0,0.06729983121782518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695518315869799,0.048625239913969935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630360136600652,0.07907067760779107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133936232572613,0.0,0.07050861603349141,0.0,0.07460098238718589,0.14031506273862465,0.0,0.044932551694826385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989793922213452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055891344183634346,0.0638515025026286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883866988071138,0.21056761231191465,0.0,0.0,0.21598433251207613,0.06936882025974896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332404209325111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458016198743979,0.3164127684744683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659693663248306,0.0,0.06891077012804432,0.0,0.04089835305819523,0.2418418393213695,0.0,0.0,0.077926510761144,0.0952389440660678,0.07629060256700132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612596108732171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522212029917655,0.0,0.2553085019386297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033385436972813 adhd,jeeyjeey,2019/01/04,"I finally went to the store to get food I have been working in the same office for 7+ years, lunch time rolls around, I don't notice. Not until my drive home and my stomach is killing me, I have the thought, you know I should go to the store during my lunch tomorrow. Many years I have been doing this. I pull up Doordash, uber eats, etc, fill my cart, decide its too much, then move on. Today, something switched in my brain and I forced myself into the truck, drove to the store (hated every minute) and bought $100 of lunch stuff. Walking in with bags of groceries, other employees looking at me like I'm crazy but in my head I'm thinking I DID IT. I suffer from time loss, I can work through the day and not notice the hour until I see lights getting shut off in the building. I usually let me wife drop me off and pick me up or I end up coming home around 8pm some nights, not on purpose. &#x200B; Small steps I guess.",5.053924963924963,4.814396730158731,5.220962000962004,88.2335497835498,68.47089947089947,7.930928330928332,27.76382876382877,6.980632752743323,1.165842328042328,718,20,157,5,11,226,124,189,0.09300000000000001,0.897,0.01,-0.9325,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,3,5,2,0,9,0,12,8,3,1,0,24,28,10,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,10,5,0,4,0,4,10,4,4,0,0,7,3,28,1,28,19,4,44,0,2,2,0,2,18,0,3,16,98,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358847293782138,0.17224446486251122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523790609751577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824235963936745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221069873547666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914184560976246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504791123218472,0.0,0.0,0.12555039409629404,0.0,0.1580911976509047,0.0,0.0,0.11943236046603413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552826300272576,0.0,0.0,0.17140734909277622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811937041324294,0.0,0.08056105424676017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561560534378102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399509718294705,0.1454786749331504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843780721757647,0.0,0.13959738451781178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682783092038546,0.0,0.07790331387975581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495125064727768,0.0,0.06925297531848291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903616497941487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371450386542162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066017828018574,0.10420419313478946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302485746271353,0.0,0.0,0.3227716877592016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295816793561808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109127785615618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227237987105042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082909993154388,0.0,0.1125354301158547,0.1653137207743359,0.0,0.134364531475032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612004554800246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140572962728156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639461124872546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224446486251122,0.1825675664310692 adhd,momo-official,2019/01/04,"Why is filling my prescription impossible? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and given a script for Vyvanse. I’ve been fighting with my local pharmacy tooth and nail for almost three weeks to get it. My insurance approved it, my doctor himself called the pharmacy multiple times, but today I went to the pharmacy again and they claimed the insurance hadn’t approved it, so they wouldn’t fill it. Is there anything I can do besides asking my psychiatrist to speak to them for the umpteenth time? Should I call my insurance company? This seems to be a problem on the pharmacy’s end if the insurance and my psychiatrist approved it.",7.825225563909775,8.738607412280704,7.94388471177945,67.1155263157895,62.596491228070185,12.128320802005017,40.847117794486216,11.765960540728905,5.425953884711778,511,28,81,16,7,166,72,114,0.046,0.867,0.086,0.6747,0,0,0,0,3,0,10.0,0,0,3,3,3,2,1,0,8,0,10,3,1,0,0,13,15,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,5,1,15,0,11,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,7,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27866984790745386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219028312272616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908141609227776,0.0,0.21677272500324252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735425682264297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534922209405945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373348741611324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537327930923688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114562064877338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187398162357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894954032131776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109116860099614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704174781338981,0.0,0.2197913009393814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859969114500948,0.0,0.0,0.21495134131462168,0.2092319911417829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bleachedbald,2019/01/04,"adderall and anxiety hey guys. so i’ve been taking adderall on & off since about second grade and it’s really done wonders for my ADHD but the problem is i also have diagnosed anxiety and adderall just makes it increasingly worse, especially in social situations and when it comes time to do school work. i’d like to try taking an anti-anxiety medication to combat this extremely heightened side effect but when i’ve tried to add an anti anxiety med in the past i just end up feeling blank and almost empty (apologies if that doesn’t make sense) and my anxiety doesn’t really decrease much at all. just wondering if anyone has struggled with a similar situation or feels the same. thanks for your time. 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I've had a shitty day/year (guess I can still say that at the moment XD) so rant sorry in advance. I have finals approaching and I'm supposed to be revising. And yeah, I'm revising, the wrong subject! Who knew french was so interesting (for reference I'm a molecular biology student)?! Honestly, I'm just so done with this rn. And what's even better, the things that I really enjoy and help with keeping me focused and not overly energetic and everywhere (climbing, cycling, music, etc.), I can't do, coz I'm bloody injured. I'm not medicated, could affect other things even if I start now, so yah. Plus my DSA hasn't come through so the stuff I was promised to help me with my study isn't even there for me at the moment (the final bit of the application hasn't even been processed). Honestly, cba for anything but hey whatever, there's always tomorrow right? Just wish I was your average functional person (I am normal - on most senses of the word), not going through life as a tangled fidgeting ball of thoughts. But hey, ya win some and as a consequence ya have to lose some. TL;DR:- just a frustrated guy needing to rant about all the stuff going on at the moment.",2.7376521739130446,5.168905113043479,4.3169565217391295,81.92326086956524,78.30434782608695,7.8260869565217375,26.956521739130434,8.716276077567194,2.3590869565217387,936,39,175,22,23,312,137,230,0.10800000000000001,0.764,0.128,0.4358,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,0,5,18,10,1,0,15,2,18,3,0,2,1,39,35,18,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,12,0,1,3,1,0,6,7,3,0,0,8,1,16,7,27,24,6,23,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,5,9,121,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234878535213605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212764201879467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131255356560436,0.16202376624804496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278408777976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849220015200493,0.0,0.0,0.09571127686961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518735359183207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551483185031754,0.3920899528430977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325148759452004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686880679692354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348881728533385,0.14694785813863254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895032791801584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191239285150785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482539125579528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603127479888646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495060626931549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004310493730697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540892912332984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958467516154726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507435673686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267401433171608,0.0,0.11802048453822785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613129016527622,0.10504437906388776,0.0,0.11851930883899695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397847074018174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971921740091915,0.0,0.0,0.11781986011617936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753524418828358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170662579019231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226151908451505,0.0,0.0955702800287666 adhd,jamensch,2019/01/04,"Adderall for a caffeine lover? Hey ya'll- I've been a heavy caffeine drinker (>5 cups of coffee and an energy drink or two) for the last decade. 3 months ago I was diagnosed with adhd and anxiety and was put on adderall IR 20mg twice a day. Since then it's been a battle to drop the caffeine and some days I feel like I'm on speed. Any tips or advice that anyone here has been successful with?",3.4622222222222234,4.655860592592596,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,72.7037037037037,7.375308641975309,24.61111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.1144222222222209,312,9,66,4,6,100,61,81,0.078,0.769,0.153,0.7998,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,7,0,6,3,0,0,0,10,8,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,2,3,8,3,1,11,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,8,36,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291634798377076,0.2676428900153359,0.2427876414953411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625511534168365,0.0,0.2095256889583735,0.0,0.0,0.1915107942780564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353273775756355,0.0,0.0,0.27799336563784005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830868275749564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848740253148864,0.1956676204220952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325753281698688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380919519684284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218616999105804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27533587243686164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265652747993739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755148386874245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,postrshittr,2019/01/04,"Trying ti get evaluated/ diagnosed So just finally got around to calling a psychiatry office near me after browising here, feeling like my life story was stolen and retold 100 times, and meaning to get evaluated for a couple months. Was told that I would need to get a referral from my physician, which I haven't had since pediatrician, sigh. Classes start back up Monday and I need to meet with my advisor to get a hold lifted to I can enroll in classes to be full time so I can get my student loan because last semester I wasn't full time because I miss the last day to add/drop. Haven't found a job yet and parents are sick of my lack of progress so unless I can show them my class schedule they're done helping me with car insurance, phone bill and such. They've helped me with rent the last two months as I haven't been able to find a job and it's all really fucking discouraging. TL;DR: Finally stopped procrastinating on calling to get evaluated and told I can't be unless I get referred by someone else first. Feeling frustrated",6.4411194029850725,6.77127894527363,6.969365671641787,74.92927238805972,65.51741293532338,10.083084577114429,34.16293532338308,9.928628108626363,3.298983084577116,832,35,155,17,12,273,125,201,0.099,0.84,0.06,-0.8615,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,2,0,8,0,17,5,0,0,1,28,36,13,0,4,3,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,11,0,3,6,1,3,1,5,4,1,2,10,2,21,1,27,23,4,27,0,2,0,1,10,7,1,0,20,97,24,7,0.1215491682742532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820452968423927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934638076205043,0.0,0.14819048960278638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823058163946302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344918427933316,0.0,0.07838915802509014,0.0,0.0,0.12336984720847513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438700011440935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153873324452664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291782324666195,0.08683475010179867,0.0,0.2663023451360734,0.11109373775381798,0.10338966044065837,0.0,0.13327238921675474,0.0,0.11237024745234332,0.44453096566468825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721397359675793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629436906954556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412375883357064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972363852846959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585377218806634,0.059382783933159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324026776103652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403877293960253,0.0,0.0,0.1802543362628798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496596699429686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778675096408204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054672805090943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298821583681493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603312691465216,0.0,0.0,0.10162054728874836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126288924797062,0.0,0.0,0.2322908783224424,0.0,0.08252390656126461,0.0,0.11873587561902085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634504172602159,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bubbling_bubbling,2019/01/04,"Almost threw away my phone I realised that I had no idea where my phone was, and I needed it to go to work this afternoon. I turned on FIND MY IPHONE alarm. It led me to the trash that I’d taken outside for the garbage truck. If I didn’t have to work today, my phone probably would have been in the town dump by now. I’m not sure how or when it got there, but I had a good laugh at myself",1.0883222591362127,2.2336668023255832,2.510730897009968,98.94406976744189,78.65116279069767,5.84451827242525,18.09966777408637,6.1826913282559595,-0.5445495016611295,299,5,77,2,7,97,63,86,0.077,0.82,0.10300000000000001,0.7326,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,15,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,0,12,3,10,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,4,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780674624723111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608998715149486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380457821091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781821645964822,0.23291406796583825,0.22209489088941675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134793815738687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590438629073607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993979063903877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26172051726140644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632186347496638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020481086838279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043247663366599,0.0,0.0,0.1972637462647905,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thegoodhope,2019/01/04,"TIP: I listen to white noise and sound loops at work to help me stay focused and concentrate. Everyone is different, but this seems to help me! Good luck. I use sound loops like these --> [https://open.spotify.com/user/thegoodhope/playlist/3QQXUFthNvnjRIXkMh5m0U?si=OeIVUuY0RqaGyilsuRiAVQ](https://open.spotify.com/user/thegoodhope/playlist/3QQXUFthNvnjRIXkMh5m0U?si=OeIVUuY0RqaGyilsuRiAVQ)",27.621756756756753,36.461868405405404,11.93641891891892,25.959763513513536,27.10810810810811,8.024324324324324,22.763513513513516,8.841846274778883,1.7764648648648644,349,5,31,4,4,75,29,37,0.0,0.605,0.395,0.9581,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697418036752579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381589586737717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29682780786622776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744126774668357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728937487602289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221699731276164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37720177063144666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30564905105943874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576375809024516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SixOnTheBeach,2019/01/04,"Doctor took me off of adderall because I smoke marijuana I just had a visit with my doctor (Kaiser in California) where they told me they would be cutting me off cold turkey from my adderall prescription because I had tested positive for THC due to a new company policy. I had told them several times that I smoked and this is the second time they had tried to do this, although this time it was for real. I was taken off my medication and told I would have to pass several drug tests once it was out of my system as well as be subject to random drug tests in the future if I wanted to resume my medication. The doctor told me that ""street drugs"" like marijuana could mess with the adderall. I feel like I'm being treated like a common criminal. Street drugs?!?! Lady, smoking helps with my anxiety and insomnia and I'm not gonna go off of it so I can get on two extra medications for those too. And what is the harm in taking my medication in the morning and smoking at night? I'm not doing anything illegal. I've asked two different kaiser doctors this and neither seemed to be able to give me a straight answer. It just feels like they would rather have me pop pills that are much worse for me just to solve my problem because of this ridiculous stigma against marijuana. What do you guys think?",6.23988095238095,6.4941054484127,6.788984126984129,76.31157142857144,65.94444444444444,9.735873015873016,31.879365079365076,9.558583805096642,2.8442774603174605,1031,38,193,19,15,338,135,252,0.081,0.818,0.10099999999999999,0.6361,1,0,6,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,5,0,8,11,2,0,10,0,24,14,0,0,0,31,44,12,0,8,7,0,2,4,0,4,14,0,0,1,15,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,5,1,3,13,3,31,6,34,22,3,28,0,0,0,0,15,15,0,3,12,139,46,7,0.09321683533039277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131062388205214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670951288779823,0.0,0.08714515768611604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047235283006826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442605788839331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739175272822016,0.0,0.38164552358470394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324077383868504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942664655911222,0.13318825157127395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487019490771352,0.0894220824589833,0.05297727570107538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229932250706227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248127979540492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821641487128172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756246187476411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852509963437894,0.0,0.0,0.09002940043296054,0.0,0.08747768527596997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927288735847432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919592220258943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610116636839743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486110590529851,0.0,0.21061698161212855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008745919016067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059729584148874776,0.0,0.0,0.16306645893325294,0.0,0.0,0.3562907235116324,0.10356733394424958,0.06328811227556205,0.0,0.182118606363722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054981704642789564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381312985389924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499591893870864,0.1986556958911424,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,summatophd,2019/01/04,"Well this is awkward... I set an alarm for 3p today. It just went off and I have no idea what the alarm is for, when I set it, and if I need to do something or be somewhere. At the sound I looked like a deer in headlights and I am now feeling like I am missing something important. Tell me I am not the only one this has happened to. And how do you avoid such awkward uncertainty? Happy Friday, I guess. 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I tried 20mg and that made me hyper sticking to 15mg, sometimes its fine but right now I feel hyper like I can move fast and get so much done. normally when I don't have my medication I feel like I am drowning in my TO Do List ( I know I need it). &#x200B; I have noticed that after an hour taking the medication I feel hyper and than it tapers off to me feeling really calm ad focused for 4-6 hours. &#x200B; Does this happen to you?",2.9984540010887315,3.269920353293416,5.239891126837236,84.53563418617313,73.01197604790418,7.988894937397933,26.55906369080021,8.00094639256281,1.4617233532934133,597,19,133,8,11,211,97,167,0.008,0.8690000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,16,4,0,1,0,19,30,12,1,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,4,22,4,22,22,2,28,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,17,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375457045199824,0.4210628349399924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763630426202984,0.0,0.1408246227604187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110743587671345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449279395040614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108140812454804,0.11820429512288012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361628854376254,0.08251859453571238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069582238924173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214291743696396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742225508156507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227503277670671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347991156951133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286227838595833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929600717729794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272334643931436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276621260341923,0.16982263361938124,0.0856473616262093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131728438905901,0.0,0.13150607577311615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799414861040605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098642789963321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423988964810895,0.0,0.08175681634583999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369455815271165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842202317676679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409084940029402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210628349399924,0.07438305506742253 adhd,barrickrt,2019/01/04,Newly diagnosed I just left my 2nd psych appointment and was told that I’m diagnosed as having major depression as well as bipolar and ADHD. I begin CBT next week but I’m not really sure where to go from here or what my diagnosis actually means. ,5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,7.858333333333332,67.22,66.5,12.233333333333334,30.583333333333336,11.855464076750405,4.129158333333334,198,7,35,7,3,70,39,48,0.107,0.86,0.033,-0.5526,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,4,2,5,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.25414389382349395,0.0,0.3129884445269453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430954958095176,0.5286656414174327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800940801435458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829599402831191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836866060390999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769722008209004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683929607320805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454539133318361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488537697064533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089027013102411,0.0,0.2341594876169528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,retrogradeshit,2019/01/04,"adhd and common app essay is it wise to write my common app essay on my adhd? If so how would I go about it?",0.2687999999999988,1.11812488,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,80.2,5.0,12.5,3.1291,-1.2702,82,0,19,0,2,31,19,25,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9352526613135368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113626743326792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764076893496802,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BitchSmackerUpper,2019/01/04,"Any ADHD adults with overbearing parents? How do you deal with it? I've always been their little space cadet who forgot his lunch, lost his things, made stupid mistakes and needed tight structure and help to get anything done. But I didn't realize I had ADHD-PI till my mid twenties. I live alone, so they try to help me over the phone. My mother calls me several times a day to ask what I'm doing, remind me to do things. And I know it's in good intent, and because she cares and worries. But it wears me out and it doesn't help. I already know what I need to do. And them reminding me and complaining about me not having done it yet doesn't help motivate me to do it. I just feel useless and nagged, and I don't want to resent them because of how they try to help me. I have tried talking to them about it but they just get mad and insulted and ask me to apologize and empathize with them and then talk over me till they feel like I accept that they will continue. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.735074626865672,5.0425461890547245,4.136497512437813,89.27280597014929,72.18407960199005,7.151044776119402,25.34029850746269,7.554174236665415,1.1124949253731335,788,24,164,9,15,247,111,201,0.125,0.7659999999999999,0.109,-0.503,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,10,2,8,13,5,0,2,0,16,2,1,5,0,41,32,23,0,4,6,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,18,1,2,7,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,8,3,36,4,22,23,0,14,0,2,0,0,33,7,0,0,8,114,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471539969135949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649683610667396,0.1134711659927134,0.0,0.08555955824044231,0.3342361318786867,0.3748349246005384,0.06992527880826335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461712469775408,0.0,0.19225705905647755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536368084308272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499695188117288,0.0,0.1048380690735118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631433241469363,0.10600920122385923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104536158179763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398393854237756,0.07345899137677217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074447938187632,0.0,0.0,0.0862456599886608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446108601586501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130210785295154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023564192631096,0.10305877258802146,0.0907973363306757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224684246938522,0.0,0.0,0.09729654866186638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248851085121512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141762231591475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161642326070153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652954596240604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662619290552694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059958729889467065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943653088267208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064950203319621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442490294278664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748349246005384,0.0 adhd,Danysco,2019/01/04,"Looking for suggestion on video games where ADHD might be an advantage. I'm an adult diagnosed with ADHD. I enjoy playing video games, especially MMO's or phantasy games like World of Warcraft, Skyrim, etc. WoW is a fast-paced game and I can tell I have difficulty focusing on multiple things at once, which leads to poor performance. &#x200B; Does anyone have any experience in a game that you enjoyed playing? I'm looking for something where having ADHD will be an advantage. Thank you.",5.446120689655174,8.241986298850577,5.740905172413798,73.27273706896555,71.06896551724137,9.40747126436782,32.71408045977012,9.827888789773867,3.8920356321839087,396,19,62,11,8,126,64,87,0.057999999999999996,0.7020000000000001,0.24,0.9371,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,2,9,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,5,14,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,9,9,10,1,8,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,2,1,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6578334837610782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769205684471453,0.2217051962784494,0.12407700013171925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275781596831458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851899895559215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966932891297875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348775812950654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847793289615718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913926202567099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30643581309925755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935580176864212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431072427413013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404642938666006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947543880068193,0.1679818692747644,0.0,0.0,0.12121630720714452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217051962784494,0.0 adhd,i_like_pumps,2019/01/04,"For those of you who struggle with conversational memory, have you found any ways to improve it? Or have tips/tricks to remember discussions/conversations more clearly? I feel like I'm constantly forgetting or mis-remembering conversations/discussions at work. I swear sometimes when I'm talking with a coworker I feel like I'm being gaslighted because I have absolutely no recollection of the conversation we're discussing or I remember it a totally different way. Someone please tell me I'm not alone in this! Also, does anyone have solutions to increase memory (*specifically* conversational memory, I remember facts/events perfectly fine)?? Also, FYI, I'm an engineer and spend 8+ hours a day problem solving, quick math problems, building/fixing spreadsheets, etc., and I don't struggle with forgetting how to do these things. 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Basically the title. Over the last few years I've become especially terrible at keeping up contact with friends, family and romantic interests, resulting in a lot of drifting apart and missed opportunities. I'll go days at a time between checking my facebook/snapchat/texts, even when I've got 10+ messages waiting to be answered, and conversations I never replied to. It's not like I don't have the time either - I'm fairly active and busy but definitely could reply to everybody far sooner. Like I said, I've let a lot of people drift away and I'm probably giving my peers the impression that I'm ignorant/aloof and just don't care or respect them enough to respond in time, or that I'm soft ghosting them because I don't really want to talk to them. I don't mention my condition as a reason because as you all know well, it's not well-understood by many wand will just come off as an excuse at best and using mental conditions for attention-seeking at worst. Any tips or resources will be much appreciated (even if I don't respond to them in a timely manner ;)",6.741346153846155,7.374248410377362,7.63509433962264,69.36854136429609,64.89622641509433,10.862699564586356,36.119013062409294,10.727762888450028,4.129665021770681,901,42,155,23,13,303,136,212,0.096,0.7290000000000001,0.174,0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,2,7,13,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,5,2,35,28,17,1,3,10,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,1,4,8,3,1,0,2,2,14,10,28,20,9,27,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,6,12,99,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660601736072726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728648808384678,0.0,0.0,0.1911257697378392,0.17313534338472053,0.0,0.0,0.1645158774436159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983302751443826,0.0,0.0,0.1350397260365647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516461496239026,0.0,0.0,0.10110087500760076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198082199896455,0.0,0.20708446596177787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778470253195564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111675190418275,0.0,0.0,0.1503838956094867,0.08909353125789526,0.0,0.12537981069336435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393405121927527,0.0,0.0,0.08615430117113664,0.12778492754810422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603034977776945,0.0,0.15317555558150206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665530983683038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589357632178923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579829029884593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152407900450419,0.0,0.12090733316467288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868156270432903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901988458576112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004280892624204,0.16118119693410626,0.0,0.16830763962099268,0.0,0.0,0.14912003161560852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106310245551225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260022908642988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656452435206204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539518792526187,0.0,0.0,0.09246444171354967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819022913369187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009519384930248 adhd,theodinspire,2019/01/04,"How do you use assistive technologies? I often use the ""Speak Screen"" or ""Speak Selection"" tooling on my iPhone to help me read articles or blocks of text. If I'm trying to read a block of text on a screen and it's long and doesn't particularly engage my interests, I find that my eyes will cross and that I may leave the app the text is in. The screen reader will run through the article and (given that the page isn't a mess of javascript elements and ads) will highlight the currently spoken items making it far easier for me to consume the text. My MacBook has a similar functionality which I find sometimes helpful, though only on selectable portions of text. However, at work, I'm on a Windows machine, and it seems that screen reading is an all-or-nothing thing. I'm not blind or visually impaired, so I don't need narrated navigation—in face I find the narrated navigation to be so distracting that I have to turn off the screen reading. I would love if someone had a solution for screen reading that allows me to select which blocks of text or windows I want read.",5.475929264909848,6.592645927184467,6.130124826629682,77.32038834951456,67.88349514563107,9.769209431345352,33.16088765603329,9.957137785484203,3.3324615811373093,855,38,159,20,14,279,112,206,0.064,0.812,0.124,0.9024,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,17,0,15,4,2,5,0,30,27,16,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,2,0,12,6,0,3,4,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,10,17,3,21,19,3,12,0,0,8,1,6,8,0,9,2,101,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525466497803356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723627074426821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614274168521112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378514778803266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604428254020654,0.0,0.08582505136895839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533700045073326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337152585371207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778735529553156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7716609273934614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170501790161246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894148549453347,0.0,0.1271643189478074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541975616330441,0.0,0.1263246386299922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729422969945766,0.13985307060468782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220956583588526,0.0,0.0,0.07583707874644117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936043935850216,0.0,0.0,0.09133624691221938,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WookieRubbersmith,2019/01/04,"Undiagnosed friends and family I was diagnosed with ADHD in my late 20s, and receiving proper treatment and support has made a world of difference when it comes to my general sense of well being and my feelings of optimism about my future. I have three people in my life who I strongly suspect suffer from undiagnosed ADHD--my dad, one of my best friends (and former roommate) and a former student who I mentor/consider a friend. Is it innapropriate to suggest that someone might want to look into getting evaluated if they don't bring it up themselves? Only one of these three individuals (my former student, surprisingly) knows about my diagnosis--I'll admit that I have a harder time talking about it with people I'm closer with on a personal level due to the fear that they'll doubt the validity of the diagnosis, and so I avoid the potential rejection. But lately, I've been wanting to find a way to broach the topic. I also want to *help* them, in the same way that others helped me pre-diagnosis. I know how important and validating it was for me when someone finally asked me if I'd been formally evaluated--I'd suspected ADHD for years, but didn't trust myself enough to pursue it, and was worried that I was just a lazy mess looking for an excuse. Having someone outside of my head recognize my symptoms was THE thing that prompted me to talk to my doctor. But, I don't want to assume the sameness would necessarily be true for others. Has anyone else had any luck talking about getting diagnosed with people close to you who you think are LIKELY struggling in similar ways? My dad in particular hits the majority of criteria for untreated adult ADHD (I'd say his issues related to this were THE reason for my parents divorce and his inability to hold a job). Is it generally super rude and presumptuous to suggest that someone should consider getting evaluated? Should I leave it alone? 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I'm looking for a FREE app that will help me get into a routine and start forming good habits. I know there are some out there, I just don't know where to start. So which ones are your guy's favorites? 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I currently take 3x 15mg a day and it feels great to be honest. I feel MUCH calmer while taking it and my concentration improved alot. I've also experienced some weird (side?) effects like: \- improved sense of smell (quite sickening in big city's and parfum stores etc) \- sometimes pain in lower back \- loud sounds became more irritating \- mild euphoria (not like feeling high but kinda like a mood lift) &#x200B; Did anyone experienced these effects and is it normal? &#x200B;",5.941503496503497,9.338286576923082,5.570349650349653,71.96555944055946,72.65384615384616,8.781818181818181,31.569930069930077,9.339509955726095,3.7290692307692312,500,23,72,13,11,154,80,104,0.083,0.728,0.18899999999999997,0.8783,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,19,11,9,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,8,5,5,7,6,6,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,9,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680181754150076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180183075251143,0.0,0.30295683790841577,0.33975621623049274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775475165939662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750124493266604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016251628798357,0.0,0.0,0.2837978143564169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591928360685686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120684898225356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33544395801643295,0.15413526170728414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147711424162999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049046586985496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083860599924725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277259824600957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697899943766464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487621411555844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661334760114382,0.14869959070694766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760807049327247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382705006069773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023158882997686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33975621623049274,0.0 adhd,QueenBumbleBrii,2019/01/04,"Adderall in the morning Magnesium at night. F*cking life changing Adderall is great for my productivity but it causes jaw soreness and back pain from muscle tension which might have to do with the fact that Adderall somehow sucks all the damn magnesium outta your muscles or something. I decided to start taking high absorption magnesium at the end of the day about 8-10 hours after my morning Adderall and OMG it’s changed how my body feels SO MUCH. I sleep better! My jaw doesn’t hurt! I’m hungry for breakfast! My back isn’t tense! I seriously can’t recommend this combo enough. Do some research, talk to your dr, feel better ^.~ ",4.459207459207462,7.0978607948717976,4.694933954933955,80.34678321678324,73.5299145299145,6.98958818958819,31.14918414918415,8.00094639256281,2.5113487179487186,511,24,85,8,11,160,86,117,0.182,0.701,0.11800000000000001,-0.8337,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,6,9,2,1,5,0,8,9,4,2,2,15,14,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,10,3,13,13,4,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,4,8,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933593146597251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33741651716947035,0.0,0.21188701136072727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595904899760294,0.4035892964025197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302189617806872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168953274939755,0.19710203166190915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290401977586052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030926091910915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154428065931188,0.0,0.0,0.1878563222128886,0.0,0.20420833797255095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473666658385713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236206488654104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022767367081562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901166681708547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297792739074846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089385019290325,0.0,0.0,0.14685335637051886,0.0,0.0,0.13501814120495234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342483860911695,0.15332251816555706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EgadsSir,2019/01/04,"On my way to collect my first ever ADHD meds! Methylphenidate 5mg, 3x a day. Any tips/advice/things you wish you'd known? Feeling lots of feelings of nervousness/excitement/fear that I'll lose the prescription before I make it to the pharmacy, ha. It's been about two years since I started lurking on this sub and started trying to get diagnosed. Can't really believe I'm finally about to get treatment! Trying to limit my expectations as best I can (though struggling a little bit to hope that this is not the answer to all my prayers, yknow) - would appreciate any advice or thoughts anyone has about starting meds for the first time. Did you keep a diary of symptoms or anything like that? Anything else I should know/think about?",4.978075646980756,7.016805175182482,4.9431851360318495,81.80531519575318,70.24087591240875,7.609555408095554,29.972793629727946,8.296473431620573,2.292217518248175,587,24,103,9,11,182,97,137,0.052000000000000005,0.8029999999999999,0.146,0.9146,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,5,6,6,0,1,7,1,9,2,0,1,2,20,22,5,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,2,11,4,18,16,4,14,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,11,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723205525813224,0.1401138751013454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501303372173265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025792020291477,0.0,0.2359867915202239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200982391051204,0.16154546270683975,0.15047340267441275,0.0,0.15653896249390736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924712733636794,0.0,0.0,0.14553245823100733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977952302856805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296996753863441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161347657421861,0.1449992310297867,0.0,0.0,0.1570709366886227,0.0,0.2439259151253045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498251816603909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241336573383034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744691470417485,0.0,0.0,0.07880048451068299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700505246455368,0.1437091437928823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041080947821826,0.0,0.12190054944281185,0.0,0.0,0.09571040456694054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31853616890102554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918559141538498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118609310390134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044652984298122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498968267298839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903161041950125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187512989912534,0.14087474551075066,0.11383144023160585,0.08360877506050876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469760652928408,0.0,0.1400660230197655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381210550880025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488533549643528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018563811399742,0.0,0.0,0.09233504952632733 adhd,Cuy_Hart,2019/01/04,"Scared for my car Today I was informed that the manufacturer workshop wants over 3500 Euros for a repair that, according to Google, other repair shops will do for \~350-400€ - so of course, I'm going to have it done someplace else! In February, my car needs to go through technical inspection to stay street legal. Guess who just went off his meds and probably won't be back on until probably early April? FML! I hope, I'll still have a car to go to the April appointment with my psychiatrist...",6.0450354609929065,6.830875914893618,6.462553191489363,76.63333333333334,66.44680851063829,10.09645390070922,29.49645390070922,10.125756701596842,2.8513815602836883,392,13,73,9,6,127,72,94,0.032,0.912,0.055,0.2695,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,17,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,17,11,0,20,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,7,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775377479021673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362774257848036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928763495091911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936549796452217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543479129474917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293227540863326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564632580379353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119968533515528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978701841899009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311580310719453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609467832592066,0.1843865491703103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885375175962948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361830554427545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403443762974075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pullCommitPush,2019/01/04,"ADHD medication Hey guys, I need you to share your experiences before and after taking ADHD meds. I have been recently diagnosed with ADHD and my parents believe that ADHD pills are just sleep pills. They don't want me to get addicted to them for my lifetime. Is there true? and Is there any other way round of tackling ADHD? Also, do you guys spend your hours trying to do a single task which any normal person would do quicker? I just wanted to know If I would have to stay with this situation for my lifetime. 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Today is 3rd time in 2 years I have lost my moneybag and after that i think i will not keep important thing on moneybag anymore. I forgot it every time and after losing moneybag, I feel sad :( ",2.535,4.832036097560977,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,78.26829268292683,8.978048780487804,24.88414634146341,9.516144504307137,2.783678048780488,164,6,29,5,4,58,29,41,0.33,0.67,0.0,-0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,4,5,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829777616540342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404088394218936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427502689402194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253620752550442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192192632636448,0.6229583700348006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956531106810712,0.18283251218573815,0.0,0.0,0.3327647515028033,0.0,0.27046623666594577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837477572682452 adhd,bie1988,2019/01/04,"Bupropion as treatment for ADD I recently got diagnosed mild ADHD (inattentive type) and prescribed Bupropion for the concentration. Upon doing some research, this seems to be more a drug for depression and smoking cessation. Anyone have good luck with this for ADHD treatment?",8.476363636363633,11.977762090909096,7.740909090909092,59.15636363636367,64.45454545454545,11.672727272727276,40.54545454545455,11.20814326018867,6.382154545454546,228,13,26,8,4,71,36,44,0.081,0.7979999999999999,0.121,0.235,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,20,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6790298359193059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753337046916766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433202875545369,0.2867356207754095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276149594142792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369509580349872,0.22594426189251005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789386256991361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571810381630365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GaarDnous,2019/01/04,"Dealing with hyperactivity as an adult? I took 2018 to start dealing with my mental health stuff, and one of my steps was finally seeing a psychiatrist at the end of December. She hasn't prescribed me meds for my ADHD (yet), she started with upping my anti-anxiety meds. And that's been working - my anxiety is basically gone. I don't even remember the last time it wasn't picking at a corner of my brain, so this is really big for me. This brings me to today's problem - it looks like a lot of my energy was going into suppressing my anxiety to the level where I could pretend to be functioning. Suddenly, I'm insanely fidgety, I can't sit still. I'm tapping out drum beats, I can't stop pacing, all I want to do is run up and down the stairs a dozen times. Luckily the person who shares my office is working from home, or she'd have murdered me by now. This is literally never something I've had to deal with as an adult - I have some memories of being a bit hyperactive as a kid, but I had outlets during the day. I have a follow-up appointment at the end of the month - can y'all help me figure out how to cope until then, preferably without getting murdered by my coworker?",6.147823240589196,5.706547212765957,7.5782978723404275,72.92692307692309,66.23404255319149,10.805237315875614,33.82160392798691,10.389873798559362,3.4557594108019645,925,37,177,21,13,321,142,235,0.075,0.865,0.06,-0.6615,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,7,5,2,0,17,0,24,2,1,2,2,27,36,12,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,8,10,0,2,3,2,0,6,7,3,0,2,8,2,28,2,36,24,4,40,0,0,2,0,14,14,0,3,20,131,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379138082952666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127792481474901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148790915746388,0.0,0.0,0.15214219282573274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881467193171017,0.0,0.0,0.08789431860807144,0.42152003202670346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414209736441903,0.0,0.0,0.09001676804804327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929655936586853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120471998141087,0.0,0.07745546437368518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486749634992194,0.0,0.0,0.09135080045493926,0.0,0.136707717171868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109269958719947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658330644634246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444737810285008,0.0,0.0,0.1158669643175242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30276991436540523,0.0,0.13734598843829735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878357518276867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051135082899041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235210094629813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900119920967142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304089627677933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730941719512712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438744366523474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860368492019663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492096199535,0.0,0.0,0.19293033012204971,0.0,0.10883956659041136,0.11394265464192126,0.0,0.0,0.156016857716838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894095639187658,0.0,0.1291848434464818,0.0,0.1514206957311235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038604116212833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137651958201446,0.0,0.19843819830770346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,5chwarzhund,2019/01/04,"ADHD and Anger So I have had a really shitty day that i can only describe with a rating of -11/10. I discovered something from a close friend i didn't want to discover and got rejected by a girl I asked out for a date. Usually my reaction to these events is being really depressed and suicidal, and working with my psychotherapist i discovered those are my secondary reactions to my first reaction, that being sheer anger and frustration. &#x200B; &#x200B; Now being suicidal and depressed isn't really a good reaction, so i tried to direct it at the first one. What did I get? &#x200B; &#x200B; I got to be so angry I actually had the urge to go out and beat up someone random on the street, and I don't even know if this is something normal. Thankfully I managed to calm down and locked myself in my room, but still, shit is scary... &#x200B; I wanted to know if this is something 'normal'? Is this common with ADHDers to be so angry you want to punch someone?",5.026697892271663,6.80456624043716,5.88599921935988,76.14454918032787,69.65573770491804,9.162997658079624,30.557767369242786,9.606745405546679,3.123111163153787,774,32,132,18,14,254,100,183,0.212,0.758,0.03,-0.9852,0,1,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,4,7,11,4,0,9,0,19,1,1,0,0,26,30,16,2,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,15,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,3,6,0,20,4,24,19,0,20,0,3,0,0,4,10,1,3,9,103,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.08014503223263496,0.0,0.09870183618291367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449279982934968,0.4989722438313263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767785469179981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052965733561352264,0.0,0.14147336621621656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542447364970968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971598485968803,0.0,0.0,0.06345185054719918,0.0,0.04290846423945962,0.0,0.04667520670113807,0.06888502803913042,0.13137044850815113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090270747125618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093590743502584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556520244996079,0.0624620069049237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578398035887175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430316060333698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917349126841844,0.18967832526786824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065587487066899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796692950842239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561238224632193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055759487121508015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904523341244278,0.0,0.14532357855451405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979012583752723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989722438313263,0.0 adhd,morimushroom,2019/01/04,"How to get a hobby if I have no hobbies? Over the past year, I've slowly started to realize that I don't have any real hobbies. My ""hobbies"" usually consist of me playing video games alone all day, mindlessly watching YouTube videos I don't care about to distract myself, trying to write music and either giving up/getting bored 10 minutes in, and fantasizing about doing different things and never actually doing them. I do enjoy playing and writing music, but I'm also a full time music student and as much as I love it, I need a fucking break from it sometimes because too much of anything is draining for me. I'm also a huge introvert, so I hate the idea of joining clubs or taking a class just for the sake of learning something. The social aspect is draining. I prefer 1-on-1 interaction, but I don't have the luxury of having any close friends where I live (I just moved back home, I'm living here temporarily and then moving back out to school where I have friends). I miss the busyness of school and always having something to be stressed about, but that has developed into chronic pain and health issues and basically turning not being able to function in everyday life. I have no idea what I like or where to get started. I feel like I might just be stubborn and lazy. Either that, or I just need to accept that life is painful and suck it up. :/",7.405598455598454,7.050074791505795,7.5253861003861,74.05981660231663,63.63320463320464,9.407722007722008,36.260617760617755,8.634040054169528,3.1320223938223943,1077,46,187,13,14,349,148,259,0.156,0.738,0.106,-0.9186,1,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,18,20,4,2,11,0,21,8,0,1,2,45,40,25,0,4,14,0,1,2,2,1,6,0,1,0,9,14,0,1,7,6,0,2,7,10,0,0,0,2,23,10,29,36,6,28,0,1,1,2,10,12,2,5,15,137,32,6,0.11833893882966907,0.0,0.11548173370060505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225634514709138,0.0,0.18927121325481075,0.09846747704102082,0.0,0.0,0.160949072838599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738286352575984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819906786665139,0.0,0.07213831872824716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065443501368422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631882560898916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363900391779738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983572315954696,0.08454136154515363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828567411747446,0.10940244205977342,0.18548163383676886,0.1135214932863637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168352023081195,0.0,0.12578875819768026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870360441345636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267180515347111,0.0,0.12351510671663672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717258438718596,0.1156288559629757,0.0,0.20899090211292407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680551255442093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553891315084528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515511279277331,0.17398547258524666,0.17549364734990075,0.0912702849896096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518419488606486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296790744295605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469562007896824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239530647820088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063164536287345,0.0,0.18220619325707274,0.11704023642137346,0.0,0.16752181998163052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355568546038473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897615453726013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861913262408582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900438688811708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803443714933871,0.12871878356495475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033362232153292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620639671179237 adhd,SwimmingProgress,2019/01/04,"Get the max out of meds Hey people! I have been re-diagnosed (first diagnosis at 8 I am now 23) the start of October last year and have been taking dexamfetamine (7,5-10mg twice a day) since then. Love the medication and it’s a good step up from methylphenidate. During the day it helps me function and improve a lot of aspects of my life. However, I still have troubles with studying. Especially with reading complicated like articles that serve as research for papers. I feel that my mind still wanders off and I get distracted quite easily. To limit distractions I try to clean my desk of unnecessary items but overall my room is full of stuff. I turn of my phone and use SelfControl to keep me off unnecessary websites for a set amount of time. I still feel that when reading complicated pieces that my mind drifts off and I have to re-read paragraphs several times. I also seem to forget what my research goal is. (I don’t yet have a concrete idea to make a thesis statement) Also, I drink tea during study sessions. I listen to low-beat playlists or white noise, but that doesn’t seem to do much sometimes. I work out 4-5 hours a week, so I have a good outlet. Does anyone have any tips on how to improve the use of your medication for studying by doing or not doing certain things? I feel like I can take more out of it by changing my study behaviour but I’m clueless what. Thanks in advance! 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I have always had trouble in school and studying, just can't remember anything or focus...I have severe depression also and social anxiety but am not sure if that is related. I am mostly wondering if medication would make me more social somehow, or be able to talk to people like a normal human bean?",7.825410958904108,7.708297260273976,9.308321917808216,60.83179794520548,62.698630136986296,12.231506849315071,36.05821917808219,11.698219412168324,4.721605479452054,312,13,48,9,4,110,56,73,0.133,0.8029999999999999,0.064,-0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,1,2,21,16,10,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,3,10,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,9,2,41,8,1,0.17846650171119027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271959694026773,0.14849842607708189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365263853247643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468627245768689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186184827726834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537129364143215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718971804488454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912777570731682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393586745373634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764436823051182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485927965079862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237262012583453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216775647346588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061762760352185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161634846356624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638482473560838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820256579850426,0.0,0.0,0.1434446138845206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870786164690285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677748236154687,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thyrje,2019/01/04,"Hallo deutsch ADHD volk. (Sorry for butchering your language) Just a question seeing my situation in my home country. Asking people who live in Germany specifically Munich if they read this. So main question. Is there any way for a foreigner to get diagnosed or at least get some service even at a price in Germany? Or is this difficult considering what we’re talking about. I have people in Munich and have been considering it because I don’t think I’ll be able to do anything here where I am currently and considering the current conditions. Happy holidays also. P.S.- Sometimes I doubt i have ADHd but then it just comes at me full force. Just wanna confirm (or not) my suspicions.",4.230359801488834,7.177288016129032,5.259032258064514,74.34700992555835,76.09677419354837,7.6863523573201,31.31265508684864,8.617729084823388,3.1749920595533503,550,27,85,12,13,180,89,124,0.057999999999999996,0.907,0.035,-0.4191,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,18,16,10,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,13,14,4,14,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,8,3,66,17,2,0.1832455381478081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404510536975432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465413906520127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461324969776352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079546436391106,0.0,0.17130984183885234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117047792313106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578498054455152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599036393175009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103194971679687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914764610031132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950682827952779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838102156901787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618091673984033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540787667733826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41055388087414,0.0,0.18329512699287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602296902400086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597566256521474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123452280446006,0.20512837742329587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728582234559126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741634171458235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545177880401136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dragonbug330,2019/01/04,"[22F] Been taking Ritalin for 2-3 weeks but not noticing any significant improvement. What should I do? I was diagnosed with ADHD as a young child and, like many other girls, have always exhibited the inattentive type. In order to improve my ability to focus, my neurologist prescribed me Ritalin a few weeks ago. Every day I’ve been taking four 5mg tablets, two in the morning and two at night. I’ve always made sure to wait at least 30min after taking the medication before eating. While I’m not experiencing any negative side effects, I’m not really noticing any improvements either — I get distracted just as easily as before I started the medication. What would you suggest I do?",7.173145161290321,8.322905346774197,8.345322580645162,62.83798387096778,64.08064516129032,11.683870967741935,34.854838709677416,11.45678717892309,4.664583870967742,549,24,84,17,8,188,86,124,0.037000000000000005,0.755,0.20800000000000002,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,0,8,6,0,2,1,15,17,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,1,9,2,13,11,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,10,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632442036787872,0.0,0.13743100114389292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25800651084199044,0.0,0.0,0.3162915560107291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638502416429362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998607915347832,0.0,0.0,0.15735935451929406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864161956553496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062541150652762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100046602453344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574327731386434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669981679119,0.0,0.1571832469326102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123670586638908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549178027512813,0.0,0.0,0.3530214455419127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932071192727106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973603052039882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612059623384796,0.0,0.3497057282791872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028973637961797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487227590382419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101338806798398,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,starchychoux,2019/01/04,"Withdrawal from Ritalin: how long does it last? Hi all, I’m sure there have been tons and tons of posts similar to mine; however, I’m hoping someone would take the time to share their experiences/opinion. Quick sketch of the situation: - Been on Ritalin for exactly 1 year - Highest daily dose was 60mg - Kept it at 30mg daily for about 6 months - Moved to 40-50mg daily for about 4 months - Did 60mg daily for about 2 months (less) I’m committed to stopping ASAP, want to return to normal life. How long does it take on average? Extra context: I got a Ritalin prescription last year. My younger brother got his 6 months earlier, and my parents strongly believed I had the same issues as him. After resisting for a while, I went to the doc and they concluded I did indeed have ADD, so I got the meds. Around this time, I was in my exam period. The pills helped like crazy obviously. I got the best grades I’d ever gotten. Now, I’m not the typical ADD case. This is also why I was skeptical (and still am) about my ADD situation. I’ve never had problems with motivation. I was always very motivated and driven to study well and get a great job (which I now have at a top tech firm). I’ve never had issues with depression or anything. Nothing with social anxiety or whatever. Just sometimes had troubles focusing and I liked sleeping (who doesn’t, as a 19/20 y.o. in college?). Anyways, starting taking the pills, it worked well, but I’m afraid I’ll be dependent on them for my entire life. I don’t want that. I’ve lowered my dose to 20mg this week and will do 10mg next week. I have no access to my doc (or hardly) as I don’t live in the country anymore. Basically I’d wanna know: how long should I expect it to take for me to be 60% back to normal? To get to 80%? To 100%? Is that even possible? Would love to hear your opinions, as I feel quite afraid. 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I'm on Wellbutrin, which is doing good with the depression but shit for attention. I've been diagnosed for about 10 years, but worried about asking about meds.** Now that that's out of the way, I'm going to go into far more depth than I should. Last year, I had to take a semester break from uni due to some trouble I had with depression. Sadly, that broke all of my coping skills I had to manage my ADHD and I haven't been able to figure out what those skills were. (They were kind of ingrained into me, rather than being conscious decisions.) I was able to finish school this semester, but with a quality of work much, much lower than what I'd done before, and it was obvious. At the end of the semester, I figured this was part of the depression and that the curve back to equilibrium was long. But then I had an epiphany (which is the reason this is flagged NSFW) while with my girlfriend. I literally am not able to focus on sex unless I'm, like, fantasizing about doing what I am currently doing. (has nothing to do with not being interested or anything) Then I thought about some issues I had this academic year: * Couldn't get started on anything, no matter how hard I tried * When I did get started on something, I'd work on it for 30 minutes and then spend an hour watching Youtube videos on topics that I can't figure out why they interested me at all * I'm literally unable to focus at all in class, no matter how interesting the lecture * When I'm doing something like watching TV, it's still *ridiculously* hard to focus (my girlfriend says it's like I'm ""looking through the TV) That's really just a tiny sliver of things I realized, which made me realize that my ADHD has been impacting me more than I'd thought, and that I should ask for help (which I never do). Now, I have a good relationship with my psych — last appointment we talked about me for 15 mins and sports for 15, and I only got charged for a 15 min appointment — but I'm still worried about asking about ADHD meds. I really don't want to come off as a druggie, but I also don't want to come across as though I'm worried about coming off as a druggie. Obviously, the best thing to do would be to say ""hey doc, you know about this and here's how it's been impacting me lately, I think a referral to a good therapist or talking about adding medications would help,"" but I'd like to go in with something more concrete. Are there any free *adult* inventories I can find online so I can track my symptoms? Or do you have any other suggestions about how to talk with him? 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I got diagnosed with ADD about 4 months ago and first got prescribed Vyvanse 20mg hoping it’d be long lasting. After a week, the focus I got from the Vyvanse had completely stopped after 2-3 hours. I went back to the doctor and she prescribed me 30mg, same problem, it stopped giving me the focus after 2-3 hours. I recently went in the other day to the doctor and she said she’s going to put me on Adderall XR 20mg, I asked for the generic so that it would be cheaper for me. My question is, I’ve heard from friends and from forums that the generic Adderall prescriptions differ in “performance” with each manufacturer. I recently picked up my script from the pharmacy and saw that the manufacturer was Actavis. I was wondering what other people’s experience was with Actavis, is there a certain manufacturer that’s better? I took the pill yesterday and didn’t really feel much from it.",6.62611250627825,7.154921867403318,7.2560020090406825,72.34800100452038,65.13259668508286,9.675740833751883,35.79156202913109,9.573946990214177,3.514211049723756,762,35,131,14,11,252,101,181,0.054000000000000006,0.868,0.078,0.6142,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,13,0,11,4,0,1,1,22,27,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,12,11,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,15,4,17,4,22,8,3,29,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,18,88,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298838726257286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970712460087885,0.0,0.0,0.1066857475854485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270799522305167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454706839161111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894785493916247,0.0,0.0,0.14082247143600493,0.0,0.14495818863186044,0.0,0.2840211940362093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571847845283622,0.0,0.0,0.07015325075291104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801576992779696,0.0,0.0,0.10719344680841604,0.0,0.0,0.13309610653702805,0.07885154244742698,0.0,0.4438657363942825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780432469795734,0.273270234451995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130950642144157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278427624121264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074431953210476,0.0,0.10199297210038892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961877785495641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287861850454807,0.0,0.0,0.13275948890577072,0.0,0.13947627110662836,0.1554252890852858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888310555866502,0.0,0.27398637493095024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197753346046442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199277524756254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414994298217696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112922512206054,0.0,0.0,0.2572345797710909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046219743081002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855991919610664,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jkeats117,2019/01/04,"ADHD in Ireland Hi there, &#x200B; I am a researcher in the Baby Brains Lab at UCD. We are currently running a study looking at potential factors of developing ADHD in children under 6. We are looking for parents with ADHD and a child under 6 OR parents with a child with ADHD and another child under 6. (i.e. anyone with a direct relative with ADHD). &#x200B; Taking part in our study involves answering our online questionnaire which takes about 25 minutes to complete. You can find the link here: [http://ucdpsychology.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_2cxtXqIOvdxnDDf](http://ucdpsychology.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_2cxtXqIOvdxnDDf) &#x200B; \*\*\* At the moment we are only looking for people living in Ireland (North or South) \*\*\*",9.659641744548287,14.126882869158885,6.855724299065423,61.79205996884736,66.10280373831776,6.5573208722741425,32.28115264797508,7.793537801064563,3.1065208722741438,605,25,65,8,12,172,66,107,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,3,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,0,5,1,1,0,0,15,10,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,21,10,1,16,0,0,3,0,14,13,0,2,2,49,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179086634436333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33424893645710485,0.3748492845177591,0.0,0.10782626941237933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190115925723442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479233955561705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781534707197836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398479935119168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908008147745132,0.0,0.2590540213288632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820688387418212,0.0,0.0,0.2283611944951885,0.11135491937632676,0.0,0.07128940656101017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463079484906636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748492845177591,0.0 adhd,napoleonfucker69,2019/01/04,"For the first time in my life, I was mature enough to do what was good for my heart, not what made me feel temporarily safe. This subreddit is a great support group for me because people here come with so many different wins and personal achievements that may not seem directly related to ADHD, but upon closer inspection one can see why ADHD might lead to them having to celebrate that achievement. So I wanted to share my own achievement, during this small fraction of mania where I feel hopeful and empowered. My best friend and I started sleeping together because of alcohol and drugs intoxication. All this time I lied to him that I am not catching feelings because I didn't want to lose this temporary happiness. Today, after crying for 2 hours straight, I have written him a long letter (because he's one of the few special people that don't mind my rambling) about how this needs to stop before one of us - me - gets seriously hurt and how much he means to me. He is my best friend in the entire world and I know we will be okay so this might not seem like a lot to some people, but it is the first time I don't let my anxiety walk all over my feelings and relationships. I've let friendships go to waste because I kept procastinating communicating with my friends, I kept forgetting boundaries, etc. Kind of shitty, but I hope this is a step in the right way.",8.297653846153848,7.347361765384615,8.003846153846158,73.30115384615388,62.115384615384606,11.076923076923077,36.53846153846154,10.214889679676881,3.5871153846153856,1089,43,200,20,13,348,152,260,0.095,0.664,0.24100000000000002,0.9928,2,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,10,8,21,0,0,9,1,21,6,2,4,2,48,44,15,0,5,7,0,4,1,3,4,4,0,0,1,14,11,1,4,8,0,0,6,7,3,0,5,7,5,31,18,29,30,11,29,0,2,1,0,16,11,0,9,12,141,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432236450879736,0.0,0.0,0.1081423203164728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741077751570581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084252307981059,0.0,0.0861060206212252,0.0,0.21238725699878006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716701829767884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115347504753594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572297494940842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734934225122758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455727132646654,0.11285462541387024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204660680213258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214589124590235,0.0,0.0,0.2345395634139995,0.0,0.0528680796682837,0.0,0.057509132292366885,0.08487414347902954,0.0,0.11156334752604932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771961693409793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991172848014026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101083361302627,0.0996526737263509,0.0,0.10832697370236727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537477243745777,0.05561188375467208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069491450269486,0.07147414000174672,0.04943677260021481,0.0,0.0,0.08955078070269043,0.0,0.11320675685041172,0.0,0.08602890232642241,0.0,0.09574929604837333,0.0,0.1025917112481281,0.0,0.11022657799356177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214695152009588,0.10217398381863642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074386970037063,0.07503178566081578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570876052754303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045913027778487,0.08835600901289507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864117940012538,0.0,0.08641649354961398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063606272349771,0.1842408278417874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012639997714974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162345463884723,0.0,0.0,0.08460014090073625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148302578690765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701571919542658,0.0,0.09591716106806364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172021853155796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937005382471348,0.08032064295964844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130906687009002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,this_isamerika,2019/01/04,"I can’t remember to grab a new shower gel My shower is downstairs. My hall closet is upstairs. I ran out of body soap about 3-4 weeks ago and ever since I’ve been washing myself with the hand soap in the bathroom because I cannot for the life of me remember to grab a body wash from the upstairs closet before I shower. Even now, I’m sitting downstairs scrolling the sub and thought it’d be funny to post this. I’m for sure not going to remember the soap again today. 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At age 14 I was diagnosed with ADD. The only thing they told me and my parents was that I should take Ritalin and that I had trouble concentrating on one thing at a time. At that time I wasn't very conscious about the big picture of my life. I literally did nothing for school, wasn't very happy, and eventually had to a year twice. I changed schools, made the best friend ever (I also quit Ritalin). He, together with the fact that my brains matured alot, got me through highschool. I never really worked though, because I didn't think it was challenging/ interesting enough. Except for math/physics. So I decided to study physics at university. I expected highly challenging and interesting lessons. We had class almost all day everyday, which I combined with 3 times football a week. I quickly realized the lessons weren't very interesting or hard, but went anyway. I started disliking football and got into various discussions with my coach, in which he abused his power. I got mentally tired of the combination of long school days and the the fact that I came home unhappy after a training. I decided to take a break from sports and also started to stay home for some courses, because the lessons were so useless. This went ok the first few weeks. I didn't have to wake up that early anymore ( waking up is very difficult for me), I didn't spent two hours a day travelling to school, and I could work in my own comforting environment. I did procrastinate sometimes, thinking about studying out of those awfully bad written textbooks gave me anxiety. Not much but enough to not do it. I studied one day for my first exam( it counted for half of the total points and was on half of all the chapters). I got 65%, 20% above the average. The anxiety of incertainty was gone. Next 6 weeks I didn't go to a single class and I didn't open a book. We then had around 4 weeks to study for 6 exams. I made a schedule to divide up my work, I borrowed notes and started to study. Except I didn't, almost two weeks in and I have only studied 2 courses of the 6, everytime I want to start, I get overwhelmed. It's much more than I expected but the textbooks are so bad and it's rather unclear what we have to know. An example: mechanics: the textbook consists of simple examples, the notes of 50 proofs, using differential equations, which we have never learnt in high school. I can still make it, but I'm gonna have to work hard. I discovered Reddit and realized ADHD is much more than a lack of the ability to concentrate. It's so much, and I can relate to so many of the traits, to the extent that I cannot imagine ever getting my life under control. Even if I pass the exams, I know I won't have the courage to travel to school, go through all the bad lessons/textbooks, and combine that with a healthy social life. But the only thing that interests me is physics and maths. Big dilemma for me. Should I go to a psychologist for help?(price?) Has anyone had the same experience?(+specifically in college?) Do you guys have advice? (I know the basic procrastination and other tips, they don't seem to work for me) I also wrote this text because I wanted to get it off my chest. Thanks for reading and commenting. 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What about sleep? I see a lot of people on here reminding each other to eat drink and sleep enough. I definitely tend to have a harder time than most without adequate sleep, food and water. Is there any data or is it all anecdotal? 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Should I? I have been diagnosed with ADHD-PI two years ago and have been prescribed Ritalin ever since. I've only used it to solve the problems I had (mainly school work I couldn't get motivated for). Recently I started noticing how ADHD is also infringing on other facets of my life, like friendship. It's hard for me to maintain a friendship because I simply forget about people if I haven't been in direct contact with them. I spoke with my mother about this and she recommended me using Ritalin daily instead of 'when I need it to work'. I don't feel at ease with this since I feel like a different person with Ritalin and I actually like the person I am without it (usually, just don't get shit done). But on the other hand, I could be a better person, I don't dislike myself with Ritalin (on it right now else I would never post here) and actually strengthen the relationships that I have with people. My thought on this is that, if I take my Ritalin daily, I might not see myself on meds as another 'self' anymore since it is the standard. Does anyone here have experience with this? Should I do this? Will this lower the effectivity of the medication in the long run? Any answers or thoughts on this problem would be very welcome so thanks in advance! Also, English is not my native language so please forgive me any mistakes I make or hard-to-read sentences.",4.391040796659169,6.104165098939934,5.6883022807581085,77.19183665274655,71.15547703180214,7.972309669129458,30.1781239961452,8.575989854853784,2.5086975265017672,1165,49,206,20,22,390,145,283,0.092,0.7170000000000001,0.191,0.986,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,6,16,12,1,1,12,0,30,11,2,7,2,53,48,18,0,13,10,1,4,3,0,6,9,1,0,4,19,12,0,0,9,0,0,2,9,5,0,1,8,6,36,7,34,30,2,27,0,0,1,0,12,12,1,5,15,161,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.19895693715952448,0.0,0.24502348395060355,0.0,0.0903634173035678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304232572084698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864502005854926,0.10689269205896017,0.0,0.0,0.10109681717256444,0.07127862734239633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214151141521361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901574044966696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139057710673868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346667710117977,0.0,0.10650531796099336,0.0,0.0,0.08920814206651588,0.10431973344891912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515756129713795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221031924043664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971661371618804,0.0,0.11471053381782699,0.10308757784510393,0.07282576134476425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106518599911744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826359447967504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200304390334587,0.14940780432836276,0.0,0.0,0.09021345054808827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804555935440804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323205604214558,0.20538710071957825,0.0,0.10814194095657598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511740318092705,0.07862220185526407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605905485332398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752975597145202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413443426007504,0.2670295128807887,0.0,0.11189920833194884,0.0,0.0,0.09763007973275606,0.0,0.0,0.19508510297624307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019673133482887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100653182322489,0.10944511693134512,0.0,0.08705596987769279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316844603682923,0.08123276424635631,0.0,0.1063453675002324,0.0,0.10463966486295573,0.2529767867972745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215346345887039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766459881562769,0.0,0.0,0.09385240459693568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531886092250715,0.0,0.16185751293653913,0.05944187459734461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958030086751307,0.0,0.0,0.26412958213526283,0.11227220736582408,0.0841109507754626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826625911040283,0.0,0.14842667071974885,0.0,0.0,0.14483011454909936,0.0,0.0,0.06564584196947515 adhd,Dream_Vendor,2019/01/04,"It's all about the Dots!... I spend a lot of time trying to articulate adhd to explain it to people. Last night at midnight, this analogy came to me: Life is all about connecting little dots and cataloging how they all fit together for later use. Dots in someone else's conversation allow you to connect meaningfully and create a cadence and rhythm that ultimately connects you in friendship. Dots that help develop a deeper understanding of a subject and its sub-structures intellectually. Dots that connect experiences to form your instinct and judgement. So what if the very part of your brain that controlled the connection of those dots was heywire? What if you couldn't connect the dots properly? This is what it feels like to have adhd. I feel I've done a passable job at making some of the high level connections, but mostly ive just learned how to imitate them. Wonder if anyone else relates to this analogy? Accurate you think?",6.254574175824175,8.404032708333336,6.588095238095237,70.84664835164838,67.1547619047619,9.454945054945057,34.35164835164835,9.851270322608157,3.821988461538462,757,36,119,18,13,244,107,168,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.8501,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,2,1,6,1,0,0,10,0,7,2,1,6,3,32,16,12,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,12,1,21,12,8,14,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,7,6,85,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266925893007563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412713088620606,0.1818917120504068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981726567964928,0.0,0.2030372554884328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991054098994354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816660854820662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29659279790290616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365004944359247,0.0,0.0,0.17952036599209548,0.12682136493602758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898889118403493,0.18756116678964566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761626548745955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447036815954603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538865559045126,0.08672801733494521,0.17792313729449474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509223952099141,0.0,0.0,0.11849695157058493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659186252934513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223843947769872,0.0,0.123071026815303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041335513074205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374858216781923,0.0,0.0,0.10351418964373657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052541704425306,0.0,0.0,0.18480609821956065,0.0,0.1533215422117698,0.0,0.14647379425135382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925144484458057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thomasinarina,2019/01/04,"The realisation that having and experiencing ADHD will never end. This is more of a rant than asking for advice, but I thought people on this subreddit would understand. I am 30 and female. Diagnosed with ADHD in April 2018, currently on Concerta 27 mg. Also currently studying a masters at the University of Oxford. Getting onto the program gave me the kick up the ass I needed to seek a diagnosis for the condition I've always known that I had. I guess I thought that once I got onto medication, all of my problems would miraculously be solved. I didn't count on still having to battle with feelings of impulsivity, would still be drifting off in conversations, although this isn't as bad as it has been. I didn't expect the amazing euphoria I first experienced from Concerta to wear off so quickly. And I definitely didn't expect the tolerance to kick in after only a few months. I still battle with impulsivity every day. I finally met a good, decent, understanding partner, yet after 6 months I can already feel the pull of somebody else getting to me. Another shiny new object to absorb my attention and give me the dopamine high I so desperately seek, at least for the next few months until I get bored and seek another temporary solution. I’m still failing to see the bigger picture, as well as to forsee consequences to my risk taking and it'll be alright Jack attitude. I've just received the slap on the wrist for letting my boyfriend stay in an empty room on campus, I thought it would be alright, but upon reflection I can see quite clearly now why it would be a problem. Why do I never see these things coming? Nobody else I live with has made this mistake. I am far older than all of them, yet I still continue to act like a child. After all this time, I still don't know how to deal with these feelings of impulsivity and lack of foresight, and it still continues to slowly and surely wear me down. Despite the medication, my thoughts still bounce around my head at night, so I'm still not sleeping until the early hours. I guess I feeling a little defeated and deflated. Anybody else who's currently experiencing this, and is a little wiser than me in how to deal with it, advice would be greatly appreciated. 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I recently realized that all these years of hating the feeling of bracelets, watches, anything on my wrist could possibly be a sensory issue. Does anyone have any helpful tips to ease something like this?",8.259333333333334,9.927342044444448,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,61.88888888888889,10.444444444444443,41.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,5.134333333333334,212,12,29,5,3,66,42,45,0.063,0.7090000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.7622,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067155888181942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355311531094378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845037384157947,0.0,0.21001797704973002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037662543936291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333800319992667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904300693470164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519693090607929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34212684951611483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327506690301373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468383829920493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877135214136637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519913567851399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647489675460325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434835345980806 adhd,Thedeadduck,2019/01/04,"ADHD charities in the UK Tl;Dr wanna regularly donate to an adhd charity but worried about supporting some pseudoscience bullshit org. Basically my bank will give me extra money if I have one more direct debit so thought fuck it, let's do a good thing and kick that money to a charity doing something I care about, but I've heard a lot about mental health charities that look good on the front end but people with m/h stuff think are garbage so any recs /warnings would be appreciated. Thanks :)",4.747065217391307,7.1270471847826125,5.6971739130434775,74.69945652173917,71.71739130434783,8.513043478260869,27.80434782608696,9.188382445141503,2.7095391304347825,399,15,66,9,8,131,75,92,0.127,0.555,0.318,0.9755,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,12,17,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,4,5,9,11,4,4,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,3,1,44,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781636713196091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352829751917611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028280207006911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619782327161762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839126823667044,0.0,0.19083707770583389,0.0,0.3337153510001953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114591548063663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342504719627053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670557333646248,0.0,0.0,0.16912786485507778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004802137330716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480385664652889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791684104829854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315028218211865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277335751607021,0.0,0.22574967027319665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315309871804467,0.0,0.0,0.13216391968964836,0.12746984836530004,0.0,0.15793258133575333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202867682440526,0.0,0.14131808546236754,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wadalk,2019/01/04,"ADD and driving license I've been getting my driving license for the past 5 months. I passed the theoric test without any problems, but i'm having problems with the practical test. I've learned to handle the controls (clutch, gears, etc) fairly ok, but at the act of driving itself i'm extremely slow and inattentive. When my teacher tells me to turn, i forget it in seconds, I miss the exits on the highway and roundabouts, the traffic lights, I forget the blinkers... I can't handle a situation where fast reflexes are needed. It could be normal since I am learning, but I'm having soon the test, and I'm not seeing any improvement. Important info: i have ADD, i'm not medicated, I know I'm super bad at doing things that require constant attention (team sports, videogames, driving, etc) I had a similar situation a few years ago when I tried waterpolo.",7.487484276729559,7.597016490566037,7.923899371069186,69.718427672956,63.339622641509436,10.337106918238996,39.679245283018865,9.994966539143718,4.233143396226415,678,35,111,13,9,224,100,159,0.094,0.8109999999999999,0.096,0.0762,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,13,1,11,1,0,1,0,27,23,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,5,2,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,2,13,2,10,19,3,22,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,10,69,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117604313788927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472931679723888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181548078315618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964871958857693,0.2039311245981159,0.14517170286626013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055637410480938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949955577525783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999257387083779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316859406908315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451302161079278,0.0,0.0,0.13482022371047273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781489568571906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357162248952393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479621058069155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448902211211945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040672696395194,0.40875568404246415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892222745932452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079581464472385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234465896878734,0.19777234627036694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527188866895538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708872210477413 adhd,finleymorgan10,2019/01/04,"Running on 50mg of Vyvanse Hello reddit!, I have been on a dosage 50mg of Vyvanse for a few month and it has certainly helped me with my school work. Im in my last year of secondary school (thats year 11 in England) and im gearing up to my final exams. Something that has concerned me however is running witch Im worried may be being effected by the Vyvanse. I don't run a massive amount (approx 25Km a week) however I feel like Vyvnase could be improving my ability to run witch certainly isn't what I want. I would really appreciate it if anyone had any experience or knowledge of this they could share I would be more than grateful :)) thanks everyone!",2.7904358974358985,4.942236838461543,4.610384615384618,81.30378205128206,76.76923076923076,7.717948717948719,30.06410256410256,8.59863814320734,2.627948717948718,519,25,97,11,12,176,86,130,0.063,0.753,0.183,0.9426,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,5,0,17,0,0,1,2,16,20,4,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,1,13,5,15,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,62,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020425378140835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359613358831945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822602234634081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689037114311814,0.0,0.17290720050819772,0.0,0.0,0.08937620236032029,0.1262788421079034,0.0,0.19363418306023344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847987450697045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572800031709203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408466089166366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635700785033756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410897799678463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132382939288856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577852580469905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608006003725767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273874467905675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042588354077872,0.0,0.14178785244411046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868487586205274,0.1795104395486558,0.0,0.2511333740959257,0.0,0.0,0.22765792653672576 adhd,jmemeosh,2019/01/04,"Permanent damage? I feel torn So at the beginning of December I was diagnosed with ADD with some hyperactive symptoms, having previously been misdiagnosed with bipolar disorder type 2. I was prescribed Xaggatin which I understand is a Concerta Alternative. Eventually going up to 54mg, this actually blurred my train of thought even more, made me shaky, and just didn't work out. At this point my doctor changed my prescription to Elvanse/Vyvanse which I have been taking for about a week now. I've been taking 30mg with the plan to go up to 50mg over the next week or so. In all honesty, this has made a difference. Nothing drastic, but I'm definitely able to focus better and don't feel as timid or shaky as I did on Xaggatin. &#x200B; Now here are my issues... Two years ago I managed to stop taking anti-depressants, of which I was on a heavy dose for almost 3 years. The reason i wanted to stop taking them is because I felt numb. They suppressed my emotions to a point where I couldn't feel genuinely happy or sad... I was just... numb. I didn't like that drugs had that control over me. In all honesty, I've felt the same on Vyvanse - as if I'm not in control, and just zoned out, numb and not having the ability to be in touch with my emotions. Then when they wear off in the evening, I feel depressed. My mood has been getting so horribly low. I don't want to feel like this but i want to get better. I just feel like every drug that affects the chemical complexion of the brain will have this effect. My doctor also suggested Antomoxetine (Strattera). &#x200B; Furthermore, I have heard stories that these drugs cause permanent damage, such as damage to dopamine receptors and people reporting the inability to feel happy when they stop taking them. This has always been a worry of mine when taking drugs like this. If anyone can offer advice or confirm/deny the above statements I would appreciate it so much.",5.461310462390795,6.972112617728532,5.972368421052632,76.97369433198384,68.25207756232687,8.877945876837845,31.33613893032176,9.265573868473778,2.881355337737056,1529,63,269,30,26,494,185,361,0.207,0.732,0.061,-0.9946,0,0,4,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,5,7,20,21,0,3,17,0,31,15,2,8,2,64,61,26,0,7,14,0,10,4,0,2,13,1,0,0,16,13,0,6,14,0,0,2,7,12,0,1,19,11,35,8,47,38,6,39,0,6,0,0,8,21,0,11,20,188,51,6,0.08011760104596646,0.0,0.07818322151797083,0.0,0.0,0.07828999249584934,0.07101941930781748,0.0,0.08022620448404183,0.0,0.0,0.06407001661076737,0.06666426215744889,0.173614774521049,0.1947033091585592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056020089478349536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883894597293338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171501487473473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943773924879687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230284568311838,0.08475379869184099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797174042218894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801034476684018,0.0813176785994028,0.0,0.08370584093089145,0.09182171186211688,0.16400751908796574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716439262336879,0.0,0.0,0.1802430352848436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583383976753917,0.0,0.06750253432502579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835690644738241,0.11447206039098412,0.15385092224347893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371627962895901,0.0,0.09106535797052676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057335218833844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362196028575916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656565189885965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161842254449004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058895655218111374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520597762675236,0.0,0.0,0.07687499898725404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554345681852695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147405857127985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237423744286497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009457057093811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327286396830988,0.36143079136855893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360442600761794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826325467916209,0.08340524818780717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176631061713227,0.0,0.12853101387975369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058326567757486736,0.08136331286308073,0.0,0.05691324509678328,0.0,0.1947033091585592,0.10318621662974234 adhd,LiquidPunch,2019/01/04,"How to get energy? Coffee knocks me out! So there are times I need energy and focus. Coffee gives me laser focus but knocks me out. What do you guys do to get a boost of energy without chugging energy drinks? I'm unmedicated, and use coffee as a focusing agent at the moment.",1.91,4.431124444444446,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,82.33333333333334,8.044444444444443,16.407407407407412,8.841846274778883,1.3183185185185184,216,4,40,6,6,76,38,54,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.8909999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837325742898467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093109086402081,0.3757697024180277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878604478683787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29045246733398944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284127628684119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383168740862109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776002673568616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VOLC_Mob,2019/01/04,"Hey guys, quick question about concerta from a new user. I started using concerta XL 18 mg today. I’m 16. I took it about 2 hours ago and have felt zero difference. Besides maybe a headache which is a side effect it seems. What exactly am I supposed to be looking out for? Maybe I think I’m feeling nothing because I don’t know what to expect. But I really don’t think I feel anything. My psychiatrist said we would eventually titrate up to 36 mg, and that 18 mg would likely not affect me much, is it possible this is the case? I’m really curious honestly. Thank you very much.",1.9968840579710159,4.375585956521743,4.154456521739132,82.3461775362319,80.73913043478261,7.659420289855072,26.97463768115942,8.59863814320734,2.3600289855072463,455,20,87,11,12,156,82,115,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.8589,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,21,26,3,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,11,3,9,20,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,7,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027500857387508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878923087310358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021862134106876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889054360573361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182843488172638,0.0,0.1736036292749432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902792872667028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805904339680229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936711633089547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833344965727527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183282795068512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632910285414032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658287476030584,0.0,0.0,0.1746250854959815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348974747872276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038333773341442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254586709522548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316599285926708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198941117729333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460042833486396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797653430542227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646332553935794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317083905585594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138444264943276,0.0,0.20088387190885046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615969494649265,0.0,0.1491851875345333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25688103154766045,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blondierespondy,2019/01/04,"How to keep friends? I'm so tired. I hear people who don't know me too personally and arent my close friends talk about how they love me and how funny I am and whatever, but it literally doesnt matter because everyone who i get close to is constantly exhausted of me. No one is happier when I'm around its just like ""ope here comes this loud bitch"" I'm so depressed, its like it never ends. I keep moving to different places and trying to start over. I'm suicidal and i can't afford to see a real therapist or take meds. I'm a music major and taking 11 classes a semester plus working and I don't have any extra time anyway. I just feel really hopeless. I'm only happy around other people but I'm constantly worried they hate me and i cant do it anymore",1.7433333333333358,3.7682514012738864,4.2002802547770735,83.59095116772825,79.5732484076433,7.498768577494693,23.842462845010616,8.447377352677275,1.7127336730360931,598,21,120,13,15,209,96,157,0.213,0.647,0.14,-0.9441,3,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,2,1,14,11,2,0,3,0,11,3,0,3,1,29,31,18,1,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,9,14,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,5,0,1,0,4,15,6,11,31,2,15,0,2,1,1,10,6,1,1,9,75,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114095166291884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749939514029853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26480102911725684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066393585074586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811703074342126,0.0,0.32144684213328445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810023635250642,0.0,0.0,0.15539035172251608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172992020145566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211711795669332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520194900239492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981561178597085,0.0,0.07770486498776466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583249919973789,0.0,0.14683928699636392,0.0,0.0,0.16762861028617249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439468160012713,0.0,0.0,0.08173767509593267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532314260073534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423390383158906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652046052864396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807559510457775,0.0,0.0,0.11470912282485797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078275059914528,0.11311525358552535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062201919228331,0.12986459493673558,0.15539035172251608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692863830694484,0.09527972972969964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851791111741973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527128860342784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626855978700753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365168774174488,0.1195428919045039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268605685530258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672518872822793,0.17094232888125888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009773594874844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827662416157878,0.1510417153988275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bigfagg23,2019/01/04,"Am I harming myself? I over take my regular dosage of concerta 36mg because it gives me an advantage when taking part in amateur competitive gaming tournaments and nobody knows, I began questioning if I will cause long term damage and came here for answers. 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My doctor said this could be a symptom of ADHD (always needing another stimulus, fidgeting etc) though this kind of seems specific to me. Has anyone else had a similar symptom (skin-picking etc)? I’ve always thought that this was and OCD thing so I was thinking about seeing someone for that too but I was curious as to if anyone with ADHD has a similar experience/any input. 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I'm in college currently. Of course having extreme anxiety about future career prospects. It just dawned on me that it seems it would be really awesome to help others like me, especially since my ADHD school counselor (non-psychiatric / non-therapist counselor) is a complete narcissist who I'm convinced is the disabilities counselor to make herself feel superior and better about herself towards those who aren't neurotypical. I could definitely do a better job than her! Do you know what the degree requirements, etc. for such a job are? (i.e. bachelor's, master's, experience, training, etc.)? Once I graduate, I want to have my own business in real estate more than anything, but I think my generalized anxiety would keep acting up unless I had a stable ""backup job"" / ""backup career."" Even if hypothetically one day I'm able to be ridiculous successful in real estate, I still would like to have a ""backup job"" that I do at the same time as real estate. A need of mine is definitely be able to have a financially comfortable living doing what I'm passionate doing. Plus it would satisfy my ADHD-ness to juggle two jobs at once. : ) I'm thinking a job like ADHD counseling / ADHD technology specialist at a school, I would like. Any other suggestions are welcome. I love the medical field, (health science major), but I'm too ADHD, mentally slow / stressed out to ever be a doctor (which had always been my dream before and was a bit disappointing to realize I'm not cut out for it), being a nurse I would absolutely hate so it's not an option at all. And I don't know any other jobs I could do involving the medical field. I like the diagnosing / science aspect, social and communicating aspect of the medical / health field. I also would hate to go to law school and be a lawyer; I've already looked into that. I wouldn't mind teaching if it was medical / health / science related, but I'm not sure if I could pass the test... I've known really smart people who haven't passed it. Plus I don't know of anyone teaching medical / health stuff except professors, and being a science teacher isn't my first choice for a ""backup job"" even if I could pass the teaching test. I just want to finish my bachelor's and that's it. As much as is possible. If I had been diagnosed earlier (AKA stop denying I've had ADHD my whole life and have been suspected of it since I was little), I probably wouldn't have even gone to university. But, I'm working blood, sweat, and literal tears to finish. I'm halfway there, so hopefully my degree will be of some use. At least I enjoy the subject matter so far. Lol, the ramble. I'm indeed the poster child of ADHD. : l ",5.671792772444945,6.961897749011861,6.9554003387916445,70.94558498023717,67.55731225296442,10.051631846414457,31.255561829474868,10.225005016275231,3.459526775832864,2135,85,360,54,35,725,231,506,0.081,0.754,0.16399999999999998,0.9916,9,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,0,1,0,7,16,24,4,1,28,1,55,17,2,2,3,77,86,29,0,22,16,0,1,5,0,10,13,0,0,1,26,15,0,3,10,1,0,6,10,6,0,3,11,2,40,18,50,53,12,33,0,1,1,2,15,16,0,10,16,248,66,27,0.11108110226910448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672426450923082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129037928027298,0.04441575867605298,0.04621418780473323,0.0,0.0,0.11330843801444253,0.0,0.08497673919351778,0.0,0.0,0.038835244735415185,0.0,0.045705141222084016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047260918260619296,0.0,0.0,0.09824220804699567,0.060635896962304335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058233211161372575,0.0,0.0,0.17737844282064782,0.0,0.0,0.035819060726631415,0.0,0.0,0.1127449805643075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056848107540876075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388479199334852,0.11005203062687592,0.05023960825776379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432931640578409,0.0,0.0,0.02808297146046854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047242764422146435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031564975142269205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966959129910617,0.0,0.2361480346510767,0.0,0.0,0.03722766068091888,0.0,0.0,0.05516429924612283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409234156273024,0.04936699378256524,0.0,0.0,0.09157090317796254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922993379556956,0.13567153911370308,0.05566622326314029,0.049043324201876834,0.0,0.04664007470777845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012751584682657,0.0,0.03707374916176123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27975631052865185,0.05597181226658733,0.0,0.05608012381452572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082869566161526,0.04118261491450242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118297748621601,0.03763571484953377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850482494913021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522725256610598,0.0,0.0,0.059882107939525336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896519196956131,0.07116139850777266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863000875002718,0.0,0.05056203179567892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188743567744112,0.0,0.0,0.05661659749514403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443547558807081,0.046434387689738295,0.06362151367269529,0.0,0.06358064308862445,0.0,0.0,0.05234631214889189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448686065481986,0.0,0.07117628507571741,0.0,0.0,0.03238614201183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425504810073599,0.0,0.0,0.047969203609998665,0.0,0.0,0.06551851213043826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200904187429888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043418271072547,0.0,0.0,0.2761808979280759,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gdejust,2019/01/04,"Need advice from a newly prescription-treated ADHDer Hi I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD back in 2018 and I just now got a prescription treatment from my doctor. He prescribed me 90mg of Adderall, and I’m to ease into it; taking a half pill for the first week. So far it hasn’t made a huge difference except mild edginess today, and feeling worn out towards the end of the day. And thirstiness. So, anyone who has a similar background in treatments with Adderall, I could appreciate any tips or advice to really make a most efficient treatment plan with my meds. Any other advice is welcome!",5.655181818181816,7.277299927272729,6.185227272727275,75.20784090909092,67.9090909090909,8.40909090909091,31.931818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.9301818181818176,472,20,76,8,8,153,81,110,0.02,0.835,0.145,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,9,0,5,3,0,2,0,18,13,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,5,1,16,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,7,52,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392315368790994,0.5835576286716397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707353653980937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918743861459215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530649168051914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893327884152775,0.0,0.0,0.12837728589293146,0.0,0.0,0.2020417943586079,0.0,0.20797541926015725,0.0,0.20374643014636912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630814963291586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065075919824812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932040515749935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920653309255306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883554638814748,0.13287415132367286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111087765288528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476005294791767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275229865810094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966840930186034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886856834753324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967399169697452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idontknowanything13,2019/01/04,"TOVA and EEG testing after diagnosed with ADD Was diagnosed with ADD at the age of 29. After years of ignoring so many signs and chalking them up to ""normal"", my SO decided finally to lay some truth on me. I made a visit to the psychiatrist and was diagnosed and prescribed Vyvanse. One month later at my next appointment, my doctor said he wanted to do T.O.V.A and EEG testing. I said sure let's do it. What I didn't know, is that the testing would be 5 months out. Just today (which would be 6 months after my diagnosis), I asked my doctor to move away from Vyvanse and give another medication a shot. The Vyvanse is just not solving the identified symptoms. The doctor said that he refuses to change medications till after the testing is complete. To me this is crazy. The doctor has already prescribed medication that is scheduled med and now when your patient has been saying for the last 3 appointments that the meds have little to no effect, you make them wait another 5 months! Just looking for some insight on my situation. TL;DR psychiatrist will not adjust medication until TOVA testing is completed. The wait for this test is 5 months out and the current medication has little to no effect on the symptoms. 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When do you take your dosage? Just curious because it has helped my sleep a lot. I don’t get much energy in the day from it though. ,0.1361764705882358,2.3354387941176498,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,87.52941176470587,6.9294117647058835,17.323529411764707,8.07648339933343,0.5126705882352947,125,3,30,3,4,41,30,34,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147330208913248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372844762152586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124631622439788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325266649588716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29493073577338025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255018990266079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6943216791641037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608333759214649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34083761340932484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brotherssisters,2019/01/04,"Morning Wake-up mystry 3.30 Am in morning wake-up explain what? This is Brahma Muhurat time!!! Aim achieved in brahma muhurat wake-up. https://www.iti50.com/ ",5.810200000000003,9.570068320000004,3.839500000000001,78.66725000000002,85.8,4.1000000000000005,34.25,5.985473137389443,2.4828,128,7,16,1,4,36,17,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tentkeys,2019/01/04,"Just a quick reminder to go check your mail This is just a quick reminder to go check your mail. Your actual, physical mailbox, the one with papers in it. Mine was completely jammed full of mail... sorting through it, I found: * $107 in co-pay refund checks from various doctors (apparently I hit my copay cap for the year) * A ""demand for possession"" from my landlord due to unpaid rent that nearly gave me a heart attack until I saw the date on it. (It was old, from a situation where online billing hadn't worked - already got that sorted out with them several weeks ago.) Now go check your mail!!! (And I don't just mean bring it in with you... open the envelopes too, don't just leave them in a stack somewhere!)",3.2214720194647204,5.255769291970808,3.849361313868617,87.79890815085159,75.05839416058393,6.9024330900243305,24.55535279805353,7.793537801064563,1.2423338199513383,551,18,110,8,12,174,90,137,0.046,0.945,0.009000000000000001,-0.6828,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,2,1,9,1,1,0,10,0,6,2,1,0,0,14,16,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,7,4,3,1,0,1,7,1,15,0,21,8,2,24,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,2,10,73,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.21528957712668728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556294117464176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434554515828558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509827652594606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313118777676556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581001872588005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418942651147519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761437945581208,0.0,0.17644692077836874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614312473205212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336006906977137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031570671172656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314995797185964,0.0,0.14949523990441238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492334987456891,0.0,0.0,0.24798184096382364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769650002173173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061121381234053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206959314418735 adhd,africaswaterbottle-,2019/01/04,"Ritalin feels different than it used to So I’ve got inattentive type ADHD and have been diagnosed and on Ritalin for about a year now, the first few times I took Ritalin I almost felt slightly drunk, maybe a little euphoric and just content with everything I needed to do (chores and stuff) but since then it still helps me get things done but it’s more of a “feel the need to” feeling and besides that I’m just in a bad/touchy mood the whole time I’m on it. Any ideas on what this could be? Or has anyone else felt this? 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I look for a good font, nothing. Between me clicking on the little icon and chrome actually loading up, an idea apparently popped into my head to expand my room 20 feet towards the street and add a second room to it. I posted that idea to Snapchat, chatted with a construction freelancers son (my friend) about it for a while and some how went from that to trying to steam my clothes. It was only an hour and a half later, I minimized chrome. Sitting there forgotten was the project I was supposed to be working on. I had completely forgotten that I was doing anything on my computer. And then I came here to waste more time telling my story. What’s your craziest sidetrack story?",4.522083333333335,6.6412914861111165,5.069166666666668,80.0925,71.6388888888889,7.5777777777777775,32.138888888888886,8.344100000000001,2.7027888888888887,610,29,105,10,12,195,93,144,0.085,0.853,0.063,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,10,0,9,2,2,2,1,16,13,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,9,2,16,2,22,3,3,24,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,1,8,81,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.216289078502962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239118117652534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534975954991741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323857641269633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048644959775133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123883916254765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859014691514134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746701481153925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827116824068252,0.0,0.0,0.5004101134140694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221419284816594,0.0,0.0,0.1861221317483376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266996125309906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685675273758316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227025587589707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372349681249695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924031164432126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047929673672106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546289042834007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613568659307249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alliecat149,2019/01/04,"Getting annoyed easily - part of my adhd or am I just an asshole? I have ADHD-C, diagnosed a few months ago. One of the things (among many haha) on my list of “what I wanna work on/figure out why I do” when I originally went to see a psychologist was that I get really internally irritated with people when they take too long to say something or tell a story in conversations or when they repeat things multiple times. It’s hard to describe but I just feel so rushed and frustrated sometimes with people when they take up my time I guess bc I feel like I should be doing something else. I really care what people are saying to me and I do love to talk to the people I’m close with but I can’t help but just get annoyed and be like “ok ok hurry up” all the time. It’s a flaw that I personally want to fix and that I’m trying to understand about myself. I know it’s not a very serious issue but I just don’t want to be like this, and I genuinely want to hear what people have to say and be able to show them that I care. This problem is especially prevalent with people I spend a lot of time with (my mom, my roommate). My psychologist seemed to group that in with my other hyperactivity symptoms, but I’m just trying to figure out how it works into that or if it’s really just my own separate issue. I haven’t been able to go see my psychologist in a while so I will ask him this when I see him next but in the mean time wanted to see if others might’ve experienced this. Does anyone else feel this with their adhd or just in general? I’m on vyvanse currently but on a dose that’s way too low for right now so I can’t really say if that helps this issue. If anyone has experienced this, any tips to be more patient and in-the-moment with conversations? 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I'm not expecting much of response given how niche it is I'm worried about starting on medication because I don't want to become dependent or a zombie or masturbate for hours on end. I have a porn addiction and epilepsy. I've read several articles about stimulants potentially increasing the likelihood of seizure and I've also read that ADHD drugs can lead long binge sessions. For those of you who are either addicts or have epilepsy, does going on ADHD medication help? What has been your experience on the medication? 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But, I had a super productive to day from start to finish but it’s approaching time to sleep. Just took my Valium, Vitamin C supplement and am drinking a healthy amount of water. Also took a little ibuprofen because I was locked in on studying for my GMATs and tend to grind and clench my teeth when I’m hyper focused. The plus side is that I haven’t focused on one task for this long in a while and am proud of my progress. I also have a final round job interview tomorrow as well as a few more in process next week. I haven’t held a job for more than 1 year but it really feels like this time might be different. My medication is giving me the strength to focus which is key to building my confidence. Wishing you guys all the best and hope that your treatment is helping you build yourselves up to the best you can be! 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So, I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was about 11 or 12... some time in elementary school. I took meds for about a year before I got off them. I’ve been doing fine since then, getting good grades, all that jazz. I recently enlisted in the Army National Guard, and I made sure to not let it be know that I have ADHD at meps, for it is a disqualifier (my recruiter knows though) but recently i’ve found myself forgetting things... very often and very soon. worse than what it was before i got on the meds. my memory is getting a bit better, but what I want to know is if it’s because of my ADHD or possible worsening depression. I feel like it’s going to affect my military career if I can’t figure out what it is.",3.3066827212522583,4.35611350331126,5.236484045755571,81.96936785069236,72.90728476821192,8.934617700180615,24.323299217338953,9.339509955726095,1.861723178807948,573,16,120,13,11,198,98,151,0.091,0.818,0.091,-0.6209,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,2,2,26,27,12,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,1,17,5,17,16,3,17,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,6,8,84,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046998863909484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668033342574823,0.0,0.2140758184443725,0.0,0.0,0.1112509123154695,0.1373299519672076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083426253587527,0.12767406388880184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360313469363152,0.0898643038240188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379220929626336,0.0,0.0,0.13144002408793565,0.0,0.07148927841916425,0.1055065696855555,0.20121129038772329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739245834594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862865824705902,0.0,0.06145457355528136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902541058769685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794483627467427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180917114642408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484046301764561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730605775358714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405467520186668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855545795812672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713839217595816,0.0,0.12358790250150635,0.0,0.07334908114996369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975716707759525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075796228104021,0.07419412076504439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281906177284961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100454809666828 adhd,zakariabardouh,2019/01/04,"Coming to terms with my ADHD and a few of the ways ive realised its affected my life. I'm 23YO recently diagnosed with ADHD (1.5 months). There’s been a lot of introspective thought since that date. My brother was diagnosed at a young age and they missed me, said I just had trouble concentrating and that I didn’t think before I spoke/ acted. I’ve been wallowing in self-pity and feeling sorry for myself for a hot second. Maybe even a bit too long, even by my standards. But understanding how your ADHD has affected ALL aspects of your life is extremely disheartening. My lack of social awareness, inability to maintain friendships/ relationships, the lack of any self-control, impulsiveness… oh god, the list goes on. It sucks! My current friendship circle consists of a group of boys. They invite me out, not sure if they do it because they feel sorry for me or want me there as a friend. But I know they dislike things that I do. They’re very passive aggressive about it. The passing comments are jarring. My mind understands what they’re saying but formulating a response, at that specific point in time, is far beyond my mind’s capabilities. I blame it on the scattered thoughts and foggy brain. I’ve told one of them about my ADHD the rest, unless he’s told them, have no idea. I would like to tell them in the future, properly. Outlining things that I'm prone to doing. Not to look for an excuse to exempt my actions but to shed another light and add some perspective on the things i do/ they take so personally. Like I'm trying to fuck with them. Not too sure when that time will arise, or when it would be appropriate or even if they'd care to take it into consideration. Only time will tell with that one. I can be a very shitty friend at times. They say I’m lazy and that I don’t care, don’t want to put in effort or not a fan of responsibilities (something which I did perpetrate at the beginning of our friendship. Prior to the diagnoses when “not caring” or “ceebs” were my favourite go-to phrases, especially at night when my mind becomes scattered). It hurts, not the fact that they feel the way they do about me, but how by me being me, limits my interactions and relationships with others. Socially inept. My passing comments and ill thought out rants get to them. I don’t think before I speak. I don’t understand how people will perceive my thoughts and a lot of times its taken the wrong way. What can you do tho aye? In saying all of that. I appreciate what they do for me. Growing up, socialising was inexistent. No parties, only a small group of friends 2-3 max at any one time (sometimes even none). Supplementing that with manipulative GFs who took advantage of my honesty caused an unhealthy spiral that led to my depression and as someone who doesn't reach out for help... Ill leave it at there were a lot of sleepless nights. If there are any parents on here with kids that have ADHD, understand that your kids brains don’t work the same as others the things they say and do aren’t intentionally meant to hurt you. I don't realise what I'm saying half the time and when i do its usually too late. One day I hope to build the courage to have this conversation with my own parents and apologise for being so hard to raise. Regardless of who/ what the blame falls on. In regards to my career, education, university etc. I feel as though I’ve wasted so many opportunities. And even more so, wasted time. Changed degrees a twice, taken a gap year mid-way through the degree and did a 180 from med science to commerce with the last year being spent not at university but rather at home chasing a dream which in reality, i have no idea if my goals are even really an option with my diagnosis. But we'll see how that goes. In regards to why l left university... Because I didn’t enjoy it anymore, so i upped and left. The story of my life. Didn’t realise this was common in those with ADHD either. I don't want to waste my life away. I read a post on here a while back that I related too way too easily, even making me uneasy- the “loading sims” analogy. Don’t think anything’s ever really described me that well. I have dreams aspirations, ambitions, I’m hungry to achieve, hungry to make something out of myself even leave a legacy. However, it’s like I’m too lazy to get to any of them. I set out plans, structure and when it comes down to doing them it’s a hit and miss. I get the good days, where I feel like I’ve accomplished something, gotten out of the house ran errands got organised even did some work, put in the time I know is needed to achieve those goals. Then I go days where getting out of my bed, is the biggest task of the day. My life is a contradiction. Moving forward, I'm seeing my GP tomorrow morning. Getting a referral to a see a psychologist and/or psychiatrist, thank you for that, M. One of whom is affected by ADHD also. I think that's a good place to start. I'm looking at trying some medication for it. But we'll make that decision as it comes, i would like to understand a bit more about my ADHD and how it expresses itself within my subconscious and things i can do to manage it more successfully. ill be going back to university this year with the aim of completing my degree and hopefully give back to my parents. They were devastated when i first left and still ask me about going back all the time. Didn't really give them much of an option when i upped and outed of uni. that hurt them a lot. not the best at taking advice LOL I promise to continue posting on here as milestones are achieved and things get moving in the right direction. Finding this place was a godsend. It showed me i wasn't crazy and that there were people who deal with the exact same thing ideal with on a daily basis and that there is hope. Goodluck to everyone in the new year i hope your holidays and celebrations (if any) were fruitful and well spent with whoever you have special in your lives. I spent mine asleep by 11 with work the next day. Same same tho right haha ",4.1859652203466675,5.880338414089347,5.0710800196367245,81.4880055511499,71.64604810996563,8.174902760469772,27.22419848193045,8.778720068914097,2.039050934632378,4750,168,917,89,91,1546,463,1164,0.11,0.755,0.135,0.99,7,1,3,0,0,0,140.0,3,9,22,18,64,44,3,0,68,2,78,17,3,15,8,171,166,78,0,21,30,4,7,5,3,8,12,8,2,4,71,58,1,1,27,5,3,20,27,12,2,9,38,22,120,32,152,112,30,146,0,7,5,1,80,62,2,23,64,639,191,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824126859316705,0.03886747874177235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03180789688715357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524115540066162,0.04170735067681786,0.0,0.0,0.03944591837766187,0.0,0.0,0.03273127517213066,0.0,0.03718407311900286,0.0,0.03736973825025994,0.1223374784131456,0.0,0.048492703444164835,0.043928146758938566,0.06769085836358656,0.0,0.041741203541901965,0.0,0.08684757012951418,0.0,0.0,0.0888036725549332,0.0,0.0,0.12165919249620998,0.04085968082249552,0.0420764693407555,0.10278741684370467,0.04170312590039004,0.0,0.04461082550551479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825729247327478,0.04100607706099476,0.034257980939608725,0.12111176831930835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435942114994704,0.2364379499582113,0.035978587932474486,0.0,0.038006530329538026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055668158394716,0.028415128370393825,0.0,0.0,0.03635345084451641,0.0338324284937613,0.0,0.0,0.09218974615928877,0.03677116595174166,0.12468416262747788,0.07631123382861442,0.09041975231301724,0.0667224380306981,0.031811544754946366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035630412374816366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026660213122218744,0.0,0.039897372076688135,0.158021422537924,0.0,0.045894784268000435,0.12773925297452515,0.08980182602809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043718384840116704,0.032421774440589704,0.044867712083826436,0.08423155013570198,0.12964632480874672,0.0,0.14047060393140462,0.0971598021802288,0.0,0.03512188119073164,0.035199450451669036,0.06680163668639554,0.0,0.0,0.13526046612162718,0.0,0.0,0.07964997282777184,0.04032540898576365,0.0399591373413859,0.0,0.044180841348835605,0.0400689311364776,0.0,0.0,0.12048364244240505,0.0,0.03174786957668861,0.08454864531565673,0.029239057945931714,0.02949251364358892,0.0,0.03841475415784969,0.04230095595238823,0.07465191943994885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476218496451292,0.06050106247498916,0.0,0.0,0.13249564051078586,0.0,0.0,0.05514968282192901,0.034729825211486785,0.0831124103918157,0.0,0.037600046722199715,0.0,0.07618653611556084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996932904269463,0.0,0.0,0.03978556825048698,0.0,0.07644227500163989,0.0,0.039272821097500285,0.08540650972104166,0.0,0.06793493164521854,0.037834947535536574,0.15815260540175016,0.0,0.0,0.09508610887079047,0.0,0.08298759156969834,0.0,0.0,0.03290212940603015,0.0,0.0,0.08109080870875494,0.03370106288335256,0.09186176346086962,0.03933829881173965,0.08904927472953117,0.028152811432293017,0.0,0.03176421035151854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497456528429923,0.0,0.08971710912403136,0.0,0.0695298647727965,0.036619296183764465,0.0,0.0,0.18497228972146065,0.1019443550660184,0.039078543594852834,0.12630700792900382,0.23193008436455315,0.0,0.0,0.07601306065907605,0.044191271441542335,0.05400896290518942,0.0,0.0,0.2070348717343221,0.0,0.0,0.043806327950689186,0.06563675873777802,0.07038063088973996,0.15785694272676531,0.0,0.0,0.07152465223702026,0.0,0.03589057459758481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686959444458431,0.0,0.0,0.0847646400288688,0.043487504902337014,0.0,0.10245468043729992 adhd,ceezaydie,2019/01/04,"Last month I finally went on meds, this month I finally earned my Master's Degree, finishing with a 3.8 GPA! Not that the two are directly related, BUT the insane stress of student teaching led to a breakdown which finally pushed me to seek a diagnosis after 25 years. Just earned a Master's in Adolescent English Education, and now this month I am finally completing the last state certification requirement needed to start working full time in the department of education ( I live in NYC)! I finally feel proud of myself after suffering from imposter syndrome and self doubt for years. For everyone else feeling like you're hanging on by a thread, don't let go of your dreams and remember that your potential outweighs your tendency to feel overwhelmed by life, and is worth persisting for. Sending love and positivity! ",12.38645833333333,10.20153584027778,11.551944444444445,54.98750000000004,55.18055555555557,15.988888888888884,48.30555555555557,14.314028922438442,7.08731388888889,667,35,101,23,6,217,99,144,0.091,0.737,0.172,0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,8,3,7,0,3,9,0,5,2,0,1,0,17,13,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,1,1,7,2,4,0,1,1,3,11,3,22,11,1,32,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,1,19,63,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776158482517425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976081566797746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255502972225456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930661101309066,0.09386617987980636,0.0,0.7196653356419105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746728698940555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142033688528941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435680530459404,0.09280576743892792,0.0641912952118707,0.0,0.11602118331449622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185860420314334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594643906701146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31462654656781863,0.0,0.0,0.09742520092434806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884106095433372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707008633804818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299964538535216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050862519394698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661549416466734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835049385154462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180132253155125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565464414978188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922375535483786 adhd,UChess,2019/01/04,"Help getting proper medication So I’m a 32 year old diagnosed with adhd and was given alderall for about a month which did all sorts of wonders, however I simple cannot afford to go to a psychiatrist every month to get a refill, is there anything i can do to get proper medication without having to go to a shrink every month in usa? Im in florida if it helps",6.212397260273974,5.694649657534248,8.176815068493152,68.94412671232878,66.12328767123286,10.587671232876714,33.31849315068493,10.125756701596842,3.3918794520547952,287,11,52,6,4,103,52,73,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.6486,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,0,1,7,15,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,13,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,5,34,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515983684533506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610214642428118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860306052090532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297243635276633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30669178528155777,0.0,0.2224099250235023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623097652865225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113594432514276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942381058061308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685508052110007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532495117460814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862091981732126,0.21219804337860385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600641569710566 adhd,ineedtostopcaring,2019/01/04,"I literally can't bring myself to do anything I can't bring myself to do homework. I can't bring myself to play videogames. I can't bring myself to take showers when I'm not going to go out. I can't get myself to go to sleep at nights. I can't get up to turn my lights on. Everything takes so much mental effort and I don't have the motivation to do it. I just sit at my desk all day and look at the same sites I do everyday. I literally just can't bring myself to do things, even when I really want to do them. I have a project due tomorrow and I literally can't bring myself to do it. I'd apparently rather sit here and panic about it all day, rather than just buckle down and actually fucking do it. People have told me before that this is a symptom of ADHD. Is it? Are there ways to help with this?",1.4729263565891486,3.0530179593023306,3.837813953488372,87.9707519379845,78.70930232558139,6.912248062015505,20.768992248062016,7.793537801064563,0.6740871317829455,627,16,142,10,15,218,84,172,0.035,0.919,0.046,0.182,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,12,3,1,1,4,0,23,3,1,1,2,18,42,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,7,0,0,1,1,0,9,10,2,0,0,1,2,24,1,24,41,4,28,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,0,8,105,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.19410180147056952,0.0,0.23904418873956595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368120426489205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925281945797846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655350092385065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137434449861565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876226452050095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388372263387973,0.2078384642241924,0.0,0.33912551229892635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332128879350896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702942800415266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044864520092026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462174691023357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866581123154745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337121583902054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789512403119358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274231201729456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904784064185627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067376170492972,0.2991024005299548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214310855387448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006148161211314,0.0,0.0,0.21635064674238733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731884729383935,0.15788089129562066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway19944114,2019/01/04,"Help understanding my girlfriend's (who has ADD) behaviour I have been staying with my girlfriends parents for the last week. Just before we left she said to me “sometimes I like to run around, please just carry on and don’t acknowledge it”. A few days in I found out what she meant by “run around”. She locks herself in a room and plays loud music, she runs from end to end and crashes against the walls, jumps about and also seems to talk to herself in a voice that’s not her usual speaking voice. The phrases I could hear from a different room included “he doesn’t know a thing”, “why are we facing this way” and “I slept in his bed and met his roommate but he wasn’t there” and less specific comments like “oh yes” and “come on”. I don’t know what these comments refer to, if anything. It was quite startling the first time to hear her speaking so clearly and out loud in a voice which isn’t her usual voice. I also saw her through the window when I went out shopping and she also sometimes just stands in one place and stares intensely in one direction while the music plays. &#x200B; My girlfriend has ADD and anxiety and I was wondering if this is something that other people with ADD/anxiety do? If so, does it help relieve pent up energy or something like that? As she won’t let me talk about it with her, I just wanted to know why she does it. She’s apparently being doing this for 15 years, and I've already decided to just accept this quirk. Any experiences or thoughts would be useful to help me understand her better. I had a look through this subreddit but couldn't find anyone else describing this, but search terms like ""running"" did bring up a lot of unrelated results. &#x200B; Thank you in advance everyone &#x200B; tl;dr my girlfriend runs around in a locked room shouting random phrases, I was pretty shocked at first but would just like to understand why she does this from anyone with first-hand experience",5.967032243415077,6.921255861035426,5.6140769754768405,82.04856323796551,66.68392370572208,8.514486830154405,31.367960944595822,8.59863814320734,2.3696140781108084,1539,59,287,22,24,474,189,367,0.013000000000000001,0.815,0.172,0.9956,3,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,2,1,0,5,18,13,0,1,15,1,26,2,2,2,1,71,50,31,0,8,16,1,0,5,4,3,0,12,5,0,22,29,0,0,16,3,1,10,8,2,0,4,15,15,41,11,48,27,4,53,0,0,3,0,43,26,0,9,19,197,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750061018961372,0.19022916965893946,0.0,0.25773830057125985,0.2890451008940114,0.053921227563615684,0.0,0.12131621012418295,0.0,0.0,0.11088551420681234,0.08124394673698268,0.06525049759354347,0.21175987048794145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747158745771799,0.0,0.0,0.0701272634582464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830297180230623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330814951526052,0.0,0.0,0.051136731519751774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284318447333723,0.0,0.0,0.2081666918955167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623822823966455,0.0,0.14045821968914302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576683165457691,0.0,0.1551254337961253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247138232081002,0.202337010923629,0.0,0.0869395023249481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873552290742808,0.0,0.15944311637964054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073030380584835,0.064633501261063,0.0,0.0,0.08615090776285822,0.08108136479450655,0.0,0.19369014512909027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658524623510223,0.0,0.0,0.06741115853840624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746052000094078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804429837455317,0.0,0.0,0.05497103652901639,0.0,0.08284318447333723,0.08703872196934917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806683929799429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433672173467928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754247776823987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218438989122944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208559436645065,0.15684348125459366,0.0,0.0,0.08451464118332651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274636904639432,0.0,0.07300135069441098,0.0,0.0,0.05267803120964303,0.0,0.0,0.06294893090459637,0.04623575871124387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476370687454749,0.0,0.06848276410545341,0.17465770468742492,0.0,0.0467684313382456,0.06293823877834838,0.06360319886264898,0.0,0.0,0.07350440822290358,0.2146458858472412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598870954217099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265341606021805,0.0,0.2890451008940114,0.05106139956482273 adhd,Built240,2019/01/04,Mydayis vs Vyvanse release? I’m curious to try this as I’ve gotten a tolerance to Vyvanse. For me Vyvanse kicks in about an hour after I take it and where is off about 3 to 4 hours later max. I am in ultra metabolizer to amphetamines. Vyvanse simply converts to Dexedrine so i’m not surprised it wears off three orfour hours later. But I can’t figure out is what time frame does each peak occur from the three peaks of Mydayis? I realize the medication is released it three different times but what times is it released and what dosage? For example on the 37.5mg pills at what hour does the first dose kick in(and what amount) and the same question for the second and third release? All I can see on the graph was it showed a similar release to 25mg ER then 8hrs later similar release to 12.5mg IR but that’s only two releases not three? That I read it releases 33% so in that case it would be 12.5mg immediately and final 12.5 at hour 8 but what about the 2nd 12.5 peak? Thanks ,2.21387755102041,4.5794928367346985,3.704448979591838,85.9584081632653,79.81632653061223,6.5730612244897975,24.59591836734694,7.734863291789972,1.396723265306123,780,29,154,13,20,257,112,196,0.008,0.948,0.044000000000000004,0.7646,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,11,0,10,4,1,0,1,20,16,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,17,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,8,2,1,7,2,27,12,4,26,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,1,15,98,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277044405695146,0.0,0.0,0.27267087081943425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066353032416182,0.0,0.13251737937796265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7671232275511841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569449780899173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184875370422548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745237268819708,0.0,0.1558350812029298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414678779885538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713688824392925,0.0,0.0,0.1434331906097941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27253231601066885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577316713219496,0.0,0.15218704663617108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067082146362793,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Seba7290,2019/01/04,What exactly decides ADHD severity? We know which part of the brain it affects and how. But do we know why some people are more affected than others?,3.25416666666667,6.018497035714282,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,78.64285714285714,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.7391047619047617,119,5,20,3,3,39,26,28,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.3078,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,1,12,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347284461570159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40380964338343706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397594038257074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917176917590371,0.0,0.25077762115363866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086512617307556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32640452161732714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,my_username25,2019/01/04,Modafinil compared to Adderall Has anyone been prescribed Modafinil for their ADHD? I’m curious to know if it worked for you and how it compared to Adderall. Thanks! ,5.3291954022988515,8.510163068965518,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,73.48275862068967,5.2459770114942526,37.25287356321839,6.42735559955562,2.618508045977012,135,8,21,1,3,38,22,29,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322746892479567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678641020549698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28913296243677905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843658166550597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38300992864976696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AdUrHurDur,2019/01/04,"How do I focus without my medication? So as some do, I take medicine for my ADHD and If i dont take it i will forget things as soon as i hear them. But I also have an appetite problem so if I take my medication, I forget to eat or dont want to eat. And this is a bad thing because I'm already so close to the dangerous area of being underweight.",2.7169736842105223,2.9095093815789497,5.398526315789473,83.43068421052634,73.60526315789474,8.185263157894736,28.35789473684211,8.238735603445708,1.7668347368421051,267,10,61,4,5,97,49,76,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.9066,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,3,0,8,4,0,1,0,14,14,14,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,12,0,9,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254016977020765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696888397021,0.14998569289049302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565985309922161,0.11433028332570665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396203437482367,0.0,0.0,0.3838261276291944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138533560976994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37787889096894295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946244457161675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230484908775745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920313825427146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062334329027404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079394899782128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Theprisonwaif,2019/01/04,How many people have ADHD? I was just wondering how many people are like us? Are we significantly different than others? I so desperately want to be unique I suppose I want to be in the minority? I’m not sure how to unpack that feeling? 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How do you package it, do you carry documents, have you ever had any bad experiences? I have some old medication with a very out of date prescription because I have been overseas for awhile. I would like to take it back overseas with me (to the UK), however my prescribing psychiatrist is out of town until after I leave and I dont have time to organise a fresh prescription or official letter from her or anything. I realise this could look pretty dodgy, but it is in the original blister packaging with my name on the prescription. How likely is it that I can get into trouble for this, beyond potentially having the meds confiscated? As I type this I realise it sounds pretty bad. Not really sure what else to do :/ any advice appreciated.",8.612273391812861,9.409529072368422,9.240087719298245,58.89672514619882,60.907894736842096,12.808187134502926,37.283625730994146,12.261556223090626,5.220072222222224,697,31,107,23,9,235,100,152,0.114,0.76,0.126,0.2124,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,17,3,0,3,3,23,20,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,2,18,4,23,16,2,17,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,10,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588453377281251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210838232866591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337676285496106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499355955431594,0.2714506607751496,0.09909106668732344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978569268962245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051141802631108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579253856639595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703889051009622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180169067199665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492746190842439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212061936872325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883079726835414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365039473069529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056022392895996,0.4912664601476956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705724881452755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784348604106401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33075056975206185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041358944325838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320469103137932,0.0,0.12221995491809085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478621658215654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412360984810287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154732980601753,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,purplechalupa,2019/01/04,"Struggling with stimulant use and want to switch to Strattera. Any experiences/advice would be appreciated! Hello! I’ll try my best to keep this short! I’m a 28 y/o female who has struggled with ADHD my whole life (predominantly inattentive type). I was never allowed to see psychiatric providers growing up so I was diagnosed only about 5 years ago and felt like my life finally made so much more sense! I was stabilized at 30mg/daily of adderall and it helped my life tremendously in many different ways. Fast forward to now and I’m (for the first time ever) considered a hard working professional within my company/field. I’m pursuing a masters degree too. However, I’m also struggling with a stimulant abuse problem. Somehow over the past year or so I got to the point to where 30mg wasn’t enough and I started giving into that craving. I now usually take it at high doses during some of the week to keep me productive at work/school but this is obviously pretty shitty for my life as a whole and I’m starting to hate it. I haven’t told anyone about this, much less any of my providers because I’m afraid they will stop my meds and my life/work/school would turn back into that original chaos. Instead, I’ve asked my providers to make the switch to Strattera without any real details as to why (new year new me right?), which they’ve recently agreed to do. Does anyone have any experience switching to Strattera from a stimulant or even just any experience with Strattera in general? Any advice on what I should expect from Strattera? I’m nervous about this and would appreciate to hear from you all! Thanks! 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Maybe I'm just an asshole. Hi, I've found this sub a great help for helping me come to terms with the fact I might have ADHD. I'm 35 and have struggled with anxiety and mood swings since around puberty, and from my 18 to 30, I smoked cannabis regularly to help regulate that as best I could. Help for depression and anxiety never really solved much, and now with hindsight and clarity and plenty of research, I believe it could be ADHD or RSD causing a lot of my problems. Things came to a head, and my scatterbrain/chatterbox persona didn't seem so harmless when I started suffering severe anxiety whilst trying to learn to drive. I still can't. I hate it. It scares the utter shit out of me. I was recently referred to a psychiatrist and was looking forward to getting some help, but as some of you may know it is a slow process. After being asked tons of questions that, if I'm honest, didn't feel like they went anywhere, the doctor gave me some crap about it being developmental, and due to things such as my ability to scrape by in school and in work (I've worked at least 20 temp jobs, and never longer than 3 years, naturally), he seemed unconvinced. He also did the classic Irish doctor act of making me feel like a dick for smoking weed. In the USA doctors prescribe that shit. In NI, it feels like you get treated like you robbed your granny for smack. He even said some ADHD symptoms can be dismissed as quirks if it hasn't caused major problems (or some tripe to that effect) . Now, I'm very poor, barely employed with an absurd CV and have very little future career prospects. I really need to know if the fact I've achieved so little, yet felt like I've had to work twice as hard, is down to my brain not working right. I dont want an excuse. Just reassurance. Or maybe I am just an asshole. A scumbag, dope-smoking, friendless, hyperactive, quirky asshole who can't even drive a fucking car.",6.935898699002143,6.7567447320954965,6.779598332701781,78.43137046861186,64.54376657824933,9.51516988758368,33.60224832638626,8.976282227363876,2.7441977769357093,1552,59,293,22,21,491,216,377,0.17800000000000002,0.74,0.081,-0.9883,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,1,8,16,24,5,3,18,0,26,12,6,4,4,68,54,29,0,9,11,0,5,5,0,2,5,1,0,0,15,22,0,0,13,0,1,8,9,12,0,2,12,7,27,11,47,34,12,36,0,2,1,2,22,12,5,18,23,182,42,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31030778480683874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882782840302586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752328670500174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661796587096699,0.08046111986089638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696814827025768,0.09032211104400684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096079347179945,0.0,0.09843783333121046,0.0,0.17682923899246794,0.0,0.07413918534767035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743515127028333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412946671421773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642799700483165,0.0,0.0,0.10086999966081704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136930150495598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305543346557984,0.18445905931466644,0.08263791267725264,0.0,0.0,0.07320863089715042,0.0,0.09436813226164648,0.0,0.07956764665342657,0.08993301443710533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488928108099096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709921588224714,0.08497344226424952,0.08832967448182062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844481300888325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540831591725746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460045411076136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102401870786233,0.17252368874498858,0.0,0.0,0.0722746870565569,0.0,0.0,0.07317117023612932,0.0,0.0,0.057450457261654125,0.0,0.17293193937488088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130359153577336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326922116568798,0.0638176637530118,0.1327605060596915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647091812787928,0.0,0.0,0.09641484886036024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027357567243448,0.0,0.08498087757864888,0.0,0.0,0.07350083274032555,0.08186952082534978,0.0,0.08616818116153628,0.08710449963265926,0.0,0.15670450992510587,0.0,0.09723132444875704,0.1766932817106342,0.07119559412829345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060918736035867775,0.0,0.06873329686612865,0.0,0.0,0.08997601960484583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945667092079594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435831316113305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843391099153589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202874158458292,0.05076460522745381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978506353840185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506314940630184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542439027989739 adhd,Hmm_Peculiar,2019/02/02,"What tricks or strategies work really well for you? I've only just found out I might have a relatively mild form of ADHD, the inattentive kind. It really clicked when I heard the symptoms. So now I'm trying to use this information to kickstart a more organised/effective life. Do you guys have any tricks or strategies to get work done, stay focused, remember stuff, listen more attentively or just to be happier?",6.919599999999999,8.254851093333336,7.094666666666665,70.91400000000003,64.73333333333333,11.333333333333336,33.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.192466666666667,332,14,56,10,5,107,57,75,0.039,0.804,0.158,0.8794,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,6,4,2,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,12,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,4,2,7,7,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,2,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27367714202003657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485851491926325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233038287157388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249685009525746,0.0,0.0,0.1189751509765438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254802125664002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371370312394115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084651931717325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415766591537141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319255847374534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917686101476465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579642111330441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427209545098633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606867804071514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668996297469744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460803634531606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667837002458655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474909048077256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315681124697341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdgyal,2019/02/02,"How can I succeed in life when I'm cursed with ADHD? I often feel incredibly discouraged and disadvantaged because I'm diagnosed with ADHD, C-PTSD and Major Depressive Disorder. I'm medicated but I'm struggling to cope with these disorders because I'm still searching for the right antidepressant and I'm not in therapy. I will continue to search for affordable therapy. I've dropped out of university multiple times but I'm back. I often doubt whether I can complete this degree because I don't know how to study and it's difficult to keep up. I like what I'm studying but I'm not passionate. I still don't know what I want in life. I've created a schedule for myself and set goals. I want to learn to study, improve my writing, exercise, eat healthy and sleep well. I often struggle following through my schedule and maintaining healthy habits. I'm filled with so much self-hate, guilt and self-pity whenever I fail to follow through my schedule which is ALL the time. I do realize that I've set unrealistic expectations for myself because no one can change overnight. It takes time to maintain a schedule, although when you fail all the time, how can you have confidence? I feel like I won't ever accomplish my dreams because I can't even take care of myself. I can't do the basics! Some days, I'm unable to even get out of bed and brush my teeth. How can I possibly accomplish anything when I'm cursed with these disorders?",4.345441949354992,6.475097868131872,5.247921643573818,78.57860009555664,72.15018315018315,9.143430482560918,32.748686096512195,9.653516015845867,3.4405803153368377,1150,57,209,30,23,375,136,273,0.184,0.7020000000000001,0.114,-0.9518,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,6,18,15,0,4,6,0,15,9,2,4,3,46,40,22,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,9,16,1,2,6,2,0,3,8,9,1,1,0,3,28,6,29,38,5,30,0,4,0,1,3,7,0,5,19,127,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27434645362515125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392689726519694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776605636479069,0.0,0.3478912103606288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637259690071608,0.0,0.12074421764100447,0.0,0.11967285727440012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736103892701801,0.0,0.098307989508685,0.11584896057069305,0.0,0.0,0.39244048994996905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679297227712725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077582810344434,0.10324550799529407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154244929449805,0.08154112020346402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059633059778046914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145223117845108,0.0,0.0,0.1254559200606507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612398895534548,0.11152536782874327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498331056734053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390549947644749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734372605912321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867488177562167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342270339150747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747431641147468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814431141656545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114221704091146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230354342793992,0.0,0.0,0.23864630310769305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163705858911912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610564144764365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662221143814945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464460218910212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262491496688947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sunshinecrown,2019/02/02,"Need to clarify if my unhappiness stems from inside or outside factors Hello. Struggling in my mid 40s right now. Been unhappy in general for about 5-10 years. I need to figure out if my general lack of satisfaction is from my marriage/husband (been together 25 yrs), or if it’s that I am generally unhappy with life. I think I mostly bounce along in my life doing all the things expected of me, until I get into an argument with my spouse. Arguments make me question whether we can work towards being happier, or if I should call it quits and go my own way so we can all be happier. Not an easy decision with a child and given we committed to always trying to work towards being together forever. Any tips to try and figure out how I really fell, and how to move forward?",4.542181818181817,5.9408562000000025,6.4841818181818205,72.86209090909092,70.33333333333334,10.521212121212123,32.303030303030305,10.637119530657019,3.9008666666666656,610,28,109,19,11,213,99,150,0.135,0.7909999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8362,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,4,0,11,2,0,3,3,43,18,16,0,9,9,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,14,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,19,0,25,11,5,18,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,9,4,85,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906778751927133,0.0,0.0,0.155835348611178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399601515182045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972563561108344,0.0,0.13023581450937602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237222496128728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296479396027055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435587668992909,0.0,0.3398356167139133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567094883765073,0.24373781952093196,0.0,0.0,0.1468045302509275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569974325576836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956577469065446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224244195887845,0.14683524094043054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111665800814801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189501285789733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336596145327229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475702865327207 adhd,Explodingtoast721,2019/02/02,"Newly diagnosed (as of yesterday) and skeptical Hi friends, I’ve been diagnosed with adult ADHD by a psychiatrist and not sure what to make of it. I have been on a low dose of sertraline for 5 years for anxiety and depression and went to the doctor for a refill, and she referred me to a psychiatrist because it had been a while and my symptoms weren’t really getting better. I’m a bit skeptical of the diagnosis. I don’t have the classic signs of ADHD. I graduated from college in four years, haven’t skipped around jobs too much—it seems there’s a typical script for ADHD and I haven’t followed it. I always excelled at school and in work, and as a result, ADHD doesn’t really seem to “fit” with my experience, so to speak. Does anyone else on here have the same experience? I do have some of these patterns specifically: -MANY all-nighters because I was too distracted to finish anything on time (but, I did eventually finish it on time, just at... 8 am for an 830 class), moreso in college but I tried to go back to school last year and found it impossible -staying up late at night finishing work projects because I was too distracted AT work to finish them -reading an article on Facebook, which reminded me of something I read once on Reddit, which then sent me over to an article I saved on my internet browser, which then sent me to Netflix, oh and then back to Facebook (or whatever order) -difficulty remembering things. I can’t remember to text people back, specifically. My friendships have really, really suffered. I try SO hard and feel so bad. To me, some of these things feel normal, but maybe they are not. Did anyone have a degree of skepticism when they were diagnosed? 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so i have recently been trying to get diagnosed with ADHD, and i have now hit a snag; i saw the light at the end of the tunnel, but then i began moving towards the light and the light kept drawing back away from me at the same pace i moved i can not afford to be tested for ADHD - not in my college town, and not in the major city i live in when i am not in school - because no psychiatrists take my insurance in either of these locales i have gone to my school’s counseling service, and they basically told me: “yes, all arrows seem to be pointing in that direction”, but that’s it. psychiatric testing has to be done outside of this service, and even the service the school offers is $350, and i can not afford that. the school also offers psychiatry with payment based on income, but that has a months long waiting list (i got an appointment anyways if all else fails) i would like to be tested now, as i am taking courses of intense rigor that i feel will chew me up and spit me out if i don’t get this sorted considering the amount of work i put in last semester only to do poorly i have already submitted an application for financial assistance to my school’s VP of student affairs to try and pay for a trip to the psychiatrist, but if nothing comes together, i will have to tough it out and get it together",14.50641304347826,6.669263409420289,13.55557971014493,59.32402173913045,58.02173913043478,16.69855072463768,49.35507246376812,12.161744961471696,5.71053768115942,1095,41,212,20,8,367,153,276,0.024,0.935,0.042,0.6908,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,8,4,0,0,18,1,25,4,1,0,2,38,42,22,0,4,14,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,13,15,1,2,2,0,2,6,8,2,0,0,9,5,27,2,41,25,7,36,0,1,1,0,5,18,0,5,12,161,40,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28480080016866804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075523468914174,0.09475537625613673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113240407267178,0.09111050188566848,0.0,0.07222961607349906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434658792528712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206752945634297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026354353507512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425101715199176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898211064016478,0.0,0.1049458251758164,0.0,0.0,0.07826067354350845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991145049519881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476218360671642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476624321431587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658411076057137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788759719148636,0.0,0.10462769917979707,0.10485877715807744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936490675532778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457655555607816,0.2518694878587628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136931101170217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011600105238284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201012714076307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911387743230055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699330367348275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5995844869582069,0.0,0.10786766881587484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817752326978242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871863200556745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322103735252405,0.0,0.16089210863079234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405082049771836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421888536147988,0.0,0.08626118995981187,0.0,0.0,0.0841709779141391,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VinnyValentine,2019/02/02,"The doctor who diagnosed me with ADHD is a sell-out to pharma companies I have been having symptoms of what I believe is ADHD since I was a young child. I decided to book an appointment as a new patient to a behavioral health clinic as a new patient. The clinic is con-joined with a larger hospital. When I went for my appointment I told the nurse that I believe I have ADHD and that my sister is also diagnosed with it. She asked me around two more questions regarding smoking drinking etc. and then left. The doctor walked in, we greeted each other. She asked me why I thought I had ADHD, and how long I have had it. Then she handed me a 10 question paper on ADHD. But I knew all the questions. How did I know? Because the quiz she gave me is the second result off Google. I already took it, before I booked the appointment, to see if I should consult. It took TWO MINUTES to take. Here it is: https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/adhd-quiz/ When I finished, she took the paper, skimmed it in 3 seconds and said I definitely have ADHD. She went on to say how therapy isn’t a good option since I’m an adult, and then she wrote three prescriptions on a whiteboard that she think would work for me. She had me pick one, and I chose Vyvanse. After choosing my medication, we chose a plan B off the list, Incase Vyvanse doesn’t work. She then wrote me a prescription for 30mg and gave me a coupon for the pharmacy and urged me to use it. She is a general doctor, not a psychiatrist.",4.456678281068527,5.820011787456452,5.322578397212542,81.24416957026715,70.49825783972125,8.114750290360048,28.300813008130078,8.563005593585519,2.0711119628339136,1161,42,221,19,21,379,145,287,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,27,0,22,12,1,6,1,40,43,22,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,2,10,2,0,2,13,15,1,0,9,3,1,6,3,0,0,6,19,4,45,1,26,22,4,27,0,0,1,0,30,9,0,5,12,165,58,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6827863063558114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956423846041885,0.06490518819064989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722513496215621,0.15175094864310226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049475576050865284,0.0,0.06906284807923964,0.18288346612148024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475535708957598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24921810827103186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950781979368178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051703694777848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807479935384336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627136565238956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460448934278719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818270443752944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182577848130979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176213363737422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677344885507186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054997442975473716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272759901983758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720360760378213,0.06454324630678704,0.0,0.0,0.06467557215398953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342760201058113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435835033214621,0.06102369140463499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928157718802836,0.0,0.0,0.05200530527064404,0.0,0.06443352847654685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755372863109969,0.27052176377519105,0.0,0.0,0.1585668786141723,0.0,0.0,0.0700978724774367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047589569265776,0.07323604282267472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181737435722206,0.0,0.0,0.057655126047314084,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BronzeTrydin,2019/02/02,"Things I haven't experienced with my ADHD I have been diagnosed with ADHD 2 times in my life, once when I was 7 and once when I was 12, but there are some things that I read about ADHD that I don't remember doing or ever feeling 1. Overstimulation I've never had the feeling of being overwhelmed and overstimulated at parties, concerts and the like. I've read about the feeling but I can't ever remember that. Some of my symptoms aren't as pronounced as others, so that may be the case with this too 2. Hyperfocus I've definitely hyperfocused before, and recently too if I really look into it, but I never explicitly remember doing it like during a project or video games. I haven't been doing things that interest me in a long time now so that may be it, but even when I did hyperfocus, I never come out of it thinking ""I just hyperfocused"" so thats what makes me think I don't do it 3. Being aware of my surroundings and me It feels like I've been on autopilot for the last 15 years when I really think about it, and that makes me think I didn't really try to notice everything in my surroundings until my last birthday 4. Emotional control I've definitely had episodes where I yell when I don't mean to, cry when unnecessary, get too worked up when it's not appropriate, but never to a huge extent like some people with ADHD. I've learned to control my feeling most of the time, but if I don't have complete focus over them, then they tend to spill out And those are just some things that have been on my mind lately, hope some people can explain these things so I can better understand them Sincerely, A confused teen",5.1702403204272365,5.929521894080999,6.3253226524254575,76.93869158878509,68.37694704049844,9.603382287494439,28.99287939474856,9.725611199111238,2.599712238540276,1292,44,250,28,21,434,145,321,0.017,0.815,0.168,0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,4,25,10,0,2,10,0,35,3,0,4,7,66,54,32,0,3,13,0,5,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,27,15,0,2,16,5,0,1,14,2,0,0,10,9,35,8,32,38,7,41,0,1,1,0,5,15,0,14,29,190,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332415721501586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766880780280234,0.0,0.0,0.07970651432127493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776330278934614,0.09449230369878098,0.0,0.20216132872097256,0.0,0.0,0.09899593902996116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147299909731267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137630148746324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952542482928395,0.1630429174872419,0.0,0.0,0.08099678654640045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278446109259901,0.06438392522489515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708557415082421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951252410330261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692462930530226,0.10166272635343963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365657576432812,0.1761182805693095,0.0,0.0,0.07975606361148567,0.07568066427950282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031567193977145,0.0,0.0,0.09817042238099416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909985897267923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780338095637287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260569023059904,0.0,0.191956214790524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495995121680845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802948779874764,0.0,0.17320540148797653,0.0,0.08898563976035627,0.0,0.3062755430491155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936723568823052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993687506092352,0.23098884679012704,0.0,0.0,0.15765442634448382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061187635400319275,0.0,0.0,0.09382127384352627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561065406347094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058036289667870875 adhd,llCaptain_Starll,2019/02/02,"Phantom Pressure on my head during emotional overwhelm? Sometimes when I'm really upset I actually have to massage my forehead because it feels like it's tensing up. Other times it feels like a light pressure all around the top of my head. Anyone else experience this or have an explination to why this happens? 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I know I could do my own research, and I have to some extent, but I am nit quite finding the exact answers I am looking for. I am just going back on medication after a 2 year break due to abuse of it. I am trying to do everything right and not go back down that path. I am working closely with a Dr and have been completely open and honest with her on my past. Before, I was on Adderall XR 20mg, twice daily Once in the morning, one in the afternoon. ( but far exceeded that dosage before I sought treatment) I am now prescribed 10mg IR twice a day. I have been trying to read up on vitamins to take and when to take them. I already made the mistake of taking my iron, Adderall, B6, magnesium, and zinc at one time I think without enough food in my stomach. I already knew iron makes me feel I'll if I take it on an empty stomach, but thought a granola bar would be enough. I guess in short, what vitamins do others take while taking Adderall and when do they take them? 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I’m a 21 year old F, currently in university. My roommate is no long speaking to me because after two years of living with me, he’s decided he can’t fix me and has repeatedly called me “incompetent”. The last straw was me forgetting to turn the oven off last week and leaving the house with it on. This morning, I apparently left the water running in my bathroom and he told my friends about it and didn’t even mention it to me. I failed a class last semester because while I did the assignments, I forgot to turn in four of them to the online submission box. I’ve changed my major 4 times so far. Right now I have 3 jobs, and 4 (yes FOUR) internships (because I am truly excited about all of them and don’t want to give any up) plus I’m on our schools rowing team. I frequently make coffee at 9 pm because I feel like I can’t get any work done without (spoiler- I can’t get any work done anyway). I’ve replaced my school ID four times because I’ve lost it. I have four deactivated debit cards that I’ve lost in my own house or car and then ordered a new one before I found it. I bought all this paint and wallpaper to redecorate my place last summer- it’s all still sitting in my closet and I painted only 3/4 walls in my room. My gpa is only 2.8. I’m late to everything and I HATE myself for it. One time I left my keys on the bus and couldn’t use my car for four days because of it. Another time I forgot where I parked my car in the airport and walked around for an hour. My car, my house, and my backpack are a disgusting whirlwind of chaos and I feel like I work my ass off to keep them clean. One time I didn’t pay my phone bill for so long I had to change my phone number because I put the bill UNDER MY RUG. The RUG??? Anyway everyone in my life is obviously frustrated with me and I’m frustrated with my self. My mind is going 1000 miles per hour in class and I’m always on my laptop searching for a new project to start- often I’ll walk out wondering what the point was of going in the first place and I can barely read my own handwriting. People will tell me they told me something and I’ll have no recollection of the conversation. I often do assignments wrong because I skim and miss important details in the middle, or just completely read things out of order. What’s wrong with me????? :(",3.256549856469693,4.40534307615231,4.685761793857985,85.48890158695771,73.14829659318637,7.959724855115637,26.111736987488488,8.441846121484758,1.60430927801549,1901,63,405,32,37,635,237,499,0.113,0.845,0.042,-0.9878,3,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,4,8,14,15,4,0,21,1,28,3,1,2,4,56,60,26,0,2,4,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,6,1,15,30,1,3,7,3,5,11,10,11,0,10,17,4,69,4,62,41,6,85,0,4,0,1,21,37,1,5,36,246,84,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059614549567935,0.0,0.0,0.1485702751030087,0.0763632508353318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482959522770372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551470344385489,0.0,0.0619686207897953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436235884849403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154078162740708,0.0,0.07635551556428614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696603182729157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905030117570145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048100155505911006,0.0,0.0,0.06958730683769708,0.06545031874252663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364490886477393,0.10405223731809043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194481743654684,0.0,0.07984873713849404,0.05626433227528815,0.0,0.07609600251439289,0.06986027397860063,0.12416419613627055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523680054932715,0.0718995056116911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434357018077133,0.3361205990040269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226746999940635,0.06473011168285077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374480329204357,0.08214965219953638,0.07711104741587714,0.15824892032364685,0.0,0.05143837615639611,0.07115712913526262,0.0,0.06430571541115188,0.12889547863804598,0.0,0.0,0.1589939484865275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861118208478644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353238266220634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066947240376934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641747554392413,0.0,0.14804409822102332,0.11077322665209798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048761182954705,0.0,0.1521730279983225,0.0,0.06884306369676606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320913260758566,0.0,0.0,0.14568920243725014,0.0,0.04665349173583624,0.0,0.07190579693536985,0.0,0.0,0.062192061369513364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474053608577144,0.0,0.0,0.07597224671932158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606416112509846,0.0,0.0,0.051545834636745,0.0,0.0581580542349692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365216704046063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838162348009142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547886871908306,0.0,0.0,0.13917461367539416,0.0,0.04944332251697677,0.15842514445007042,0.07113933934051657,0.0,0.0,0.06289732611000552,0.0,0.0,0.042954009172372035,0.0,0.058415737050908564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020059883007121,0.07897549078953996,0.15905217001046545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388677672762636,0.0,0.09379368785747366 adhd,hannahclipse,2019/02/02,"Wrong prescription filled, withdrawal Hi all, I needed to sort of vent about my experiences calling in my meds from a family doc that is 4 hours away (I'm away in college) I call in and it is always sent to the wrong CVS even when I give all the info over the phone and double check that they understand. My effexor was sent to the wrong pharma and experienced awful withdrawal like severe nausea, paranoia and irritability for the mistake. This time they not only filled the wrong meds instead of vyvanse, they filled it at the wrong pharma yet again. They filled a medication I haven't been on in over a year. I'm so tired of this happening to me and I haven't gotten my meds in 5 days. I'm suffering withdrawal. Does anyone know what I can do in the meantime to feel better? Does anyone else go through this? 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I'm thinking it's ADHD. I went to psychologist sometime ago and told him everything, and he said it's because of my marijuana usage. He said it's Anxiety but nothing about ADHD. A neurologist told me that I should go to a gym for the hand tremor. But I find that I get my hand tremor when I become conscious of it. Infact, when someone observes me, I lose my ability to converse, capability to do a simple task, etc. I want to know what this is. What's this problem of mine? ADHD? Or something else? Why do I have this curse of getting conscious and not be able to experience any moment? Is it a focus related problem? Or attention? What is it can anyone help?",1.3539583333333312,3.7369753680555564,3.8991666666666656,83.13750000000002,83.5138888888889,6.377777777777778,24.972222222222207,7.645422480735847,1.5699388888888888,559,23,109,10,16,195,82,144,0.141,0.725,0.134,-0.48,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,7,0,10,3,3,0,0,19,22,10,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,14,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,5,16,0,13,15,1,8,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,2,4,72,30,0,0.14994654148847802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406198115200261,0.0,0.13291856177293018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196879009816846,0.0,0.11470869381695335,0.0,0.0,0.10484610823948892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914060199378958,0.165604174372568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252610946936688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723003033783146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476228288103434,0.14667649006119696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704842240982676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668175822492014,0.0,0.08521807504730668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101201204457175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240669776123123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775182508571868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387775063878214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869571789634211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28526699673607425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704921800826846,0.11543617336303814,0.14830096365524273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607968920983807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656069242021404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372160040019647,0.08844235515083274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900194620993447,0.13530343100077802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crimson51,2019/02/02,"Putting Things Off to Take Advantage of Stress I know it's an unhealthy habit, but sometimes when I really don't have motivation to do something I put it off to take advantage of the amount of focus I gain when I ""panic"". When a deadline is imminent and I start freaking out instead of getting distracted by my stress, I suddenly turn into a productivity machine. It's hyperfocus on steroids, and I'm finally able to direct it towards something productive. I have churned out huge papers only a day before they're due and gotten A's using this method, but I'm afraid of becoming too dependent on it, as it's obviously not a healthy way to address this. Is this a thing that happens to others? If so, do you have any healthier alternative methods?",7.313239436619718,7.335340429577464,8.201514084507043,67.87649647887326,63.71830985915493,11.607042253521128,40.28521126760563,11.20814326018867,4.823997183098593,599,32,103,16,8,203,91,142,0.146,0.773,0.081,-0.8499,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,6,8,0,5,8,0,8,0,0,3,1,15,19,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,10,2,21,18,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,8,73,23,2,0.18741172180893173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744639745185274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698152254678293,0.15947357173385476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086505638184995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530038062909384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791488951160432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572756665892224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029965810662416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253505953131487,0.0,0.2198872754315384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768010877657509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006074794220475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885573991136528,0.18535498497435168,0.0,0.13265098129920028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429358988268039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818205822475202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490160408386329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385013669745145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186355480293976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875870147432407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jq1981,2019/02/02,"Generic Focalin and Focalin XR not as effective as brand name and Focalin XR (generic and brand) not lasting long enough, causing emotional crash, and other concerning side effects I would like to share our experience with using generic and brand name Focalin/Focalin XR for my 6 year old son who has ADHD. Soon after being diagnosed with ADHD (5/6 yrs of age), we first tried ABA therapy (OT, and others) to make sure we couldn't first manage our son's challenges at school without medication. We eventually recognized (his therapists agreed) the need for medication for my son to be able to have enough body control and mental focus to complete his work at school successfully. Before starting him on medication, my son was placed in a significantly restrictive kindergarten classroom with other children with severe challenges. We believed our son, with the right treatment for his ADHD, could be successful in a more inclusive classroom setting. We started with generic Focalin XR (by Teva from Walgreens Pharmacy). We titrated starting at 5 mg and got to 25 mg within a couple of weeks. 25 mg of generic Focalin XR helped our son for many months but not quite a full year. The generic Focalin XR was so effective that my son was placed in a co-taught classroom setting with a majority neuro-typical children. Thanks to the medication and our son's intellectual competence, he's never received a grade lower than 95% on anything. Unfortunately, not long after starting 1st grade in an inclusive classroom, the generic 25 mg of Focalin XR was no longer lasting through the day as it had been doing for months. The doctor advised that we increase the dose - which we, in hindsight, regret. We ended up going up to 50 mg (generic by Pa Pharma from Aetna mail delivery) which worked for a while but caused my son to develop concerning side effects like intense finger picking and moving his tongue incessantly to soothe himself. He also lost his appetite, had problems sleeping, and lost weight. We had to come up with a strategy to feed him before and after the medication to be able to get him to regain his weight. Eventually, after a lot of testing, researching, and advise from the doctor, we realized that the problem with the medication could be related to the fact that we were using generics vs. brand name Focalin/Focalin XR medication. We made the switch to brand name Focalin and Focalin XR (by Novartis) and found that brand name medication was 'significantly' more potent than generic. We were able to reduce our son's dosage from 50 mg to 30 mg with brand name medication. However, we did find that brand name Focalin XR gave my son a bad crash right around 3 hours of administration. We also found brand name XR to not last the full 8 hours. We would get at most 5 hours with a crash in the middle but his appetite was back at easier to manage times and the bad side effects stopped completely at the lower doses of the brand name meds. Eventually, we decided to try and manage our symptoms with 4 hour brand Focalin and stop using XR. We found success doing this. The brand name 4 hr Focalin does not give our son the crashing feelings XR does. He no longer has bad side effects, his appetite is back, he has gained weight again, and is back to doing great at school (honor roll for 3rd straight time). During school days, he takes 30 mg brand 4hr Focalin at 6 am and then again around 11 am. After school and on the weekends, we are able to give him just 10 mg of 4hr brand Focalin 3 times a day and he does great. To be clear, I am not a doctor (just an engineer :-)) and this is just the experience we had with our son. People react differently to ADHD medication and families should always consult with a professional trained on dealing with ADHD which is exactly we did. We did get a prescription for Vyvanse hoping that it will work just as well as 4hr brand Focalin but last longer. We haven't yet tested it but plan to do so as soon as we run out of the 4 hr brand name Focalin we have on hand. Hope this is helpful to other families. 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Growing up, I displayed the usual symptoms of not being able to focus, being jittery, disruptive in class, and I'd have more than my share of tantrums. This went on from elementary school all the way to college. School was never my thing, and I would always do well on reading/writing/liberal arts classes and anything math related was just awful. I was actually good at the sciences....until math showed up, like in Chemistry (side note: fuck mole!). &#x200B; Into adulthood, the issues seemed more apparent: jumping from job to job, changing careers, starting projects and not finishing them. Starting relationships and then wanting *out.* I used to just wish I was ""smart"" so I'd be great at my job instead of constantly feeling overwhelmed. Even right now, it's Saturday afternoon and I am worried about the mountain of work I will need to do on Monday, and every week is *the worst week ever*. It's not my company, every other place I've worked I felt the same way. &#x200B; My GF actually suggested I could be ADHD since I'd start so much around the house and never finish, and always be quick to get upset. I found this subreddit and started reading the sidebar (TY mods!), and it was like..... where have I been? I felt like there was such an explanation for everything I've done so far in my life. That it all made sense. That I belonged here! &#x200B; I went to my PCP, who sent me to a Psychologist for testing, and it turns out I'm ADHD (official diagnosis) with some OCD tendencies (though not an official OCD diagnosis). Going over the testing results, so much of what was observed made sense, and some things were very new to me. It was an enlightening experience, and it felt good to hear that what I've gone through and what I'm going through is not a bad thing. It can be addressed, and it can be treated. I'm no longer someone that ""didn't live up"" to expectations. Honestly, I'm glad there is a community of ADHD folks out there like me. There are more than [dozens of us!](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lKie-vgUGdI) &#x200B; I'm trying to keep a positive attitude on this, with the main points being (1) you're not alone with this (2) there's plenty of resources (3) it's treatable, and (4) you've finally found out what's going on! I won't like though, I've felt a little upset at times: what would my life have been like if I was treated as a child? Would I have been good enough at math to pursue a STEM career? What would my professional and social life would've been like? It's easy to go down the rabbit hole and stew in these feelings, but until they remake DeLoreans with Mr.Fusion's on them, we can't go back in time and change the past. &#x200B; I was diagnosed this past week, and my PCP started me on Adderall, 10mg. Took my first pill today. I don't feel anything other than I'm a bit more ""awake"" and ""up"". We'll see how the medication goes - even the smallest help is good help. Since I took my first pill today, I'm counting this as ""Day 1"" of my new-er life. Let's go!",3.968198509558267,5.703900802030461,4.668018864528211,83.99171184793175,72.28257191201355,7.53401735248587,27.80289448104547,8.197803283752503,1.8411566475861325,2398,90,465,37,47,769,279,591,0.03,0.872,0.098,0.9828,5,1,0,0,0,0,145.0,2,0,3,4,28,26,2,3,26,1,50,11,0,6,6,80,98,35,0,10,11,0,7,7,1,7,10,1,1,1,35,33,0,1,11,3,0,14,13,7,1,3,32,9,42,19,69,49,16,86,0,1,1,1,16,36,1,4,41,299,77,20,0.05424361790539363,0.0,0.1058678926794219,0.0,0.19557086276932625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618002913076396,0.0,0.0,0.09027007092583693,0.29386468668874904,0.3295596650745051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927575136071858,0.04828832025062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417099939105363,0.04529115519357011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059219981778824524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147651105936934,0.0,0.0,0.0586180805574285,0.0,0.04330911505409615,0.0,0.0,0.034982646086433165,0.0,0.0,0.11011226070957553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551005409909812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056048157529331934,0.0,0.07165479608553596,0.04906645790116118,0.09140517518670163,0.0,0.04875066612469419,0.053060666845691794,0.0,0.0,0.08228160915396777,0.0,0.20832951889759185,0.059421232008262284,0.0,0.09227918735992556,0.0,0.11895065446603875,0.0,0.050147350683522336,0.02834005153280212,0.0,0.18496738860180226,0.18198789251209616,0.04338357648774262,0.05980378023748995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061136499685446426,0.0,0.07271670735118606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258985217527517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661624415886182,0.16148526253065926,0.04821421993800675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055467774425817934,0.15325548600377026,0.1855048423032108,0.054366355450938916,0.04789810839961154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026532456357902,0.03620803616044629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464473832164892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975060102226747,0.04022095535846259,0.08367204428322167,0.10477764837281384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356334216800099,0.0,0.0,0.056673035545583485,0.0,0.051277752007362315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425829699876252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058237345523087465,0.0,0.046323753309113286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979487449761334,0.04322514052571368,0.04938135249325848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974176253884475,0.0,0.0,0.055294537394669614,0.045960441424046615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196955971903384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056379888514051214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811114834110354,0.0,0.10658815836431647,0.0,0.06325977963251005,0.0,0.10283321446909864,0.0,0.12053331074886875,0.0368278559131683,0.059001479834074236,0.0,0.0,0.06524839349967397,0.046849069710222166,0.0597416816421767,0.0447566656231797,0.03199429124428009,0.08611211812143105,0.13053287507734002,0.0,0.04877152689357337,0.10056875448370567,0.0,0.0,0.062377483587029076,0.0,0.0,0.0789799997469956,0.05508702703079929,0.0,0.19266554917281525,0.0,0.3295596650745051,0.0 adhd,bichonwalker,2019/02/02,"Writing tasks down--does it work for you? Do you enjoy it? As I look more into different types of ADHD, I'm quickly understanding why some strategies are working for a select few. I have found the bullet journal to be my go-to cure-all (almost). It seems a lot of people with ADHD hate writing, reading, and/or making task lists. I really enjoy writing lists! I enjoy penmanship. I loved cursive as a child and enjoyed studying Japanese shodo/calligraphy. One surprising thing-- if I write a task down, I will do it-- as long as I write materials needed, a time and date, my inhibitions, and a strategy. I can visualize easily after writing it down and I'm not nearly as stressed. Does anyone else operate by this strategy-- where they enjoy writing tasks down and it's easier to complete? 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However, I have a bit of a dilemma. Back in December, I was randomly drug tested by my doctor's office and I'm 99% positive that I had failed due to smoking pot for weeks prior to the test (only a four day break). I talked to the nurse that had administered the test saying ""My roommate smokes a ton and I'm afraid that the second hand smoke could've failed me"", stupid excuse but, it was a in the moment kind of excuse to see how fucked I was. She expressed sympathy and explained how her son was in college and that she understands that a good portion of teens and college students smoke occasionally if not more. She also stated that my doctor was a cool guy and didn't really care too much because he's a ""cool guy"" and most likely wouldn't give it too much attention. From the end of December to now, I've been anxiously awaiting the ""I have to cancel your prescription"" call. I've filled two scripts (a day after and in late January) since my test and have a appointment scheduled in March. Given my situation, does anyone think that he'll say anything about it or canceling my prescription during the visit even if I tested negatively the day of appointment?",9.982881712881714,7.460890980694983,9.720912600912602,67.30547560547562,60.042471042471036,13.279185679185677,40.147771147771145,11.741389052700956,4.620911969111968,1080,43,195,25,11,354,149,259,0.094,0.8290000000000001,0.077,-0.633,2,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,2,10,12,2,2,20,2,14,5,1,2,0,26,27,18,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,3,11,6,23,6,27,14,7,27,0,2,1,1,21,7,1,7,17,128,34,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715134916933341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412766697832878,0.0,0.1546296553146672,0.17341211695184924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122525545294894,0.0,0.09978836364164133,0.0,0.11744077534813893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973761519692704,0.0,0.08699662114079751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580581446146075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572609837738276,0.0,0.14550558367438549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394485006446588,0.0,0.0,0.2761145563605715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921459445550949,0.12488925295330207,0.14604511737290513,0.0,0.0,0.1655019636774561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264015052196661,0.0,0.0,0.09426069992619324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319360219581239,0.0,0.13690347261869626,0.0,0.11970103233428732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826169425737948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565762664468117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861380069032218,0.0,0.0,0.16098666695724187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972244399713129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391228722773873,0.0,0.20982119502286736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853979334875996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142570826991148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269824747619296,0.0,0.0,0.11372391585618608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118053805350641,0.16041557759408762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470743663954755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144483401851393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394100257680043,0.14856943845123358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447589312775575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476634036914574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341211695184924,0.0 adhd,protokalis,2019/02/02,"Fear of medication, and myself. When do you know if stimulants are the answer? So here’s my backstory: I’m a computer science undergrad, who, for the last two years has been struggling with depression, and for my whole life, struggled with school. Recently my depression and level’s of self loathing had become so bad that I was harrowingly close to being suicidal. I told my mother this, and needless to say, it didn’t go over well. After that I started seeing a therapist. I had known I had ADHD for about three years, and told my therapist such, but I never mentioned interest in stimulant drugs, because I know the risk that come with taking them. After 5 months of therapy, he concludes that I do in fact have ADHD, and chronic depression. He wanted me to take a three hour test. I took it, and I scored high for ADHD(and medium for antisocial disorder lol, which shocked me a little). He asked me to consider stimulants Several times. “I don’t feel comfortable taking them” was always my response. He instead prescribed me Wellbutrin to deal with my depression and ADHD, and it has worked well. Instead of getting all C’s and one F a semester, I’m now getting B’s and C’s. I have begun working out and have gotten in better shape. I still have ADHD tendencies in everything I do, but I am no longer failing horribly, I don’t have as much self loathing, and I’m no longer crippled by depression. Although my life has improved since taking Wellbutrin, there’s still so many things about me that seem unchangeable, and give me, and my family much grief. I’ve left the milk in the pantry several times. I’ve left shoes at the airport, I’ve driven from one place of work to the other, forgot where I was going, and drove thirty minutes home, where I then realized I was supposed to be at work. One day I was driving home and was in a hurry, I pulled into my parents driveway, pumped the breaks, and jumped out of my car, forgetting to put the car in park and turn it off. It drove straight into my garage door… we had to get a new one. It makes me very sad that I do these things, my parents don’t understand why I do them, and even sometimes they think that I do it on purpose to spite them, which is not the case. I am scared of my short term memory and sense of time so much that I will check the stove several times before I leave the house, and before I got to bed, to make sure I didn’t leave it on. I want to be a reliable person, but I’m not, and can barely keep anything organized or remember what I’ve done recently. At school I try very hard, but produce the same results as peers of mine who, by their own admission, are just coasting through college. When I think of taking stimulants, I think of a better me, no longer bound to the chemistry of my defective brain. But what if things go wrong, and the stim’s ruin my life? I often dream up scenarios of what could happen. I become addicted to stimulants, drop out of college, ruin good grace with my family, I’d probably cut off all ties to my friends, because I am already reclusive. I’d then get a shitty job that I hate, and sink back into my depression. Being depressed, I’d start drinking again (which at a time was a big problem), which would cause me to become more depressed, and eventually suicidal. Hope drives me towards giving it a chance, but the crippling fear stops me every time. I’d love to hear the opinions of people who have made this choice. What factors played in to the decision for you, and what ultimately pushed you to take them, or to not. Thanks’ for your time. 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Does anyone have a loss of sex drive when taking it? It's so bad that my genitalia actually shrinks and shrivels. Also curious as to how it affects women who take it. ,1.348775510204078,3.499520204081634,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,81.65306122448979,6.3689795918367365,26.126530612244892,7.554174236665415,1.5298865306122456,186,8,38,3,5,64,35,49,0.174,0.7829999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,5,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,7,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.3220567250703668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639208173345079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307611045600008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755570314498221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288807040294536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470930390901624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7444130258881292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mentallyillmachismo,2019/02/02,"How do I stop being Mario: or how do I learn to grow in a field and stop being spread so thin? Hey made a throwaway. I always wanted to vent about stuff on reddit and I figured I’d just make one. Anyways as for the title, it is indeed a reference to Mario the video game character. I feel like a big fucking dork for thinking of life like a video game sometimes. However, by being Mario I am referring to his stats in every spin-off game he appears in not his heroics or personality. In Mario Kart, Mario Tennis, Mario Baseball, etc. he always is the most “balanced” character in terms of stats. Average weight, power, speed everything is average with him. Anyways all my life I’ve felt like I’ve been average at everything. I’m a lil taller than average, I think I’m not the worse looking guy, I’m in decent shape but I’m not super athletic or anything. I think I might be smartish I go to a really good uni in my state. In my video games I play idk I feel like I’m not the best playing those games. The reason I bring this all up is because of the girl I am seeing right now. She is honestly a really amazing person. She is beautiful, kind, strong, smart, witty. She makes me feel really safe to be myself but she also makes me feel like I don’t deserve her time. All I have to offer her is my kindness and my time. Idk if I should be putting this in r/anxiety or r/dating_advice or some other some reddit I don’t know about instead because of what I’m about to say. She’s told me about her ex and stuff and idk why it gets under my skin. But like he is he guy who studies engineering at Columbia, my dream school for law school, while I’m here at a state school studying fucking econ cause I flunked out of the engineering school here. I just want to understand how I can become more accomplished and work hard at stuff. I got diagnosed with ADHD last summer and have been taking adderall, I recently found a dosage that works best for me. I’m succeeding more at school but I feel like it’s too little too late since I’m not in engineering anymore. I just want to have a talent. I was in band in high school but I can’t do well learning a new instrument on my own. I’m trying to learn to play smash melee. I’m pretty bad but I went to a tourney yesterday night and idk I think the other people were kind of off-put to play friendliest with me so I still need to practice that. I’m sorry for making such a long post. I just want to know how I can improve and get better at a bunch of different things so I can grow more confident as a person. 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As someone who was recently diagnosed with ADHD without the hyperactivity and has anger issues. While most of my anger falls on emotional anger rather than physical. How do you cope with it? 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I monitor other groups for my wife’s medical issues and quite often I see people posting and they have a lot to say. But they type a 9 page document with no line breaks in between paragraphs. So how about a show of hands? Who here knows there is no way in hell they will be able to stay focused long enough to read all that stuff without some proper formatting? 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Is this considered a symptom of ADD or ADHD, where your trying to work on something that needs concentration like: reading,learning,thinking,writing ect. but all your mind will do is just re-play a bunch of random memories & thoughts of just random stuff that vaguely relate to one another. Like I'm trying to read/learn & focus on something and then my mind will just say ""NOPE"" and then proceed to replay some random thing I heard or saw or thought about days/weeks ago, or start replaying some annoying song or thing some person said or did. Then it just cascades into a spider web of random interconnected thoughts & memories, ideas ect that branch off into oblivion until its been like 3+ hrs of me just staring off into space as my mind has carried me away into a realm of random scenarios & thought stream paradoxes that leave me even more perplexed and confused than ever before and having 35+ things I wanted/needed to get done but not being able to start any of them. Also sometimes my mind will start creating made up scenarios with me or diff people in them and there's all these annoying thought voices of them in my head of random garbage nonsense that overpowers my own logical thought voice & its very difficult to make it stop or go away. Is there some way to stop or reduce this mental madness & take better control over my mind? Or is this just how my mind is suppose to work & I just have to ride it out until it gets it over with & out of my system so i can regain control of my logical thinking mind again.",12.715038961038964,7.9173621777777825,11.12421356421357,66.31194805194806,57.38095238095239,13.867243867243864,44.82683982683983,10.637119530657019,4.7197619047619055,1326,51,237,19,11,415,175,315,0.099,0.855,0.046,-0.9532,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,3,5,17,9,3,1,5,0,19,2,1,5,3,74,40,26,0,1,20,0,0,3,0,3,1,6,0,1,21,14,0,4,10,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,13,8,22,4,47,23,9,39,0,0,2,0,9,20,0,21,18,162,43,2,0.06376667460633442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663515113392222,0.0,0.056525309577531574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099418664442065,0.0,0.6218204876507529,0.0,0.04336352538475293,0.06686491824352367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247453992821617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982177972643905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426074345248349,0.0,0.0,0.056396441745455925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430394955228037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112422983571554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525544743882665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211728717965259,0.057680607892447465,0.0,0.0,0.05730937543725895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663091121874637,0.0,0.03624007068237282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544300483216843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198481392424201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751970122714457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345952870052117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033756932620341,0.04256475045607145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642618099212545,0.0,0.5150893081345924,0.0,0.05089795130121414,0.0,0.0,0.09456436247199376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320994900776215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087250626137481,0.04420778319892429,0.05567860067095272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378393077409232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060656709972177925,0.050709819053868094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981814029396188,0.06306687169531247,0.0,0.13540314147490953,0.0,0.0,0.1066235905071486,0.0,0.0,0.0729975863810176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662779907396154,0.04794460344339272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709123549996135,0.040859110302269054,0.0,0.3037417009845409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658677260649546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261418473663485,0.0,0.05061501820811928,0.1022995600453658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928457971416812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bouphew,2019/02/02,"Will meds kill my creativity? Can I take meds only when I need to focus and be off of it when I don't? Creativity and humor is what makes me *me*. I'm sure all of you can relate. But I am afraid to start taking meds everyday because I feel like it will ground me to be more of a ""stoic"", and boring person with no sense of humor. Because I've tried street speed a few times, and that's how I felt. I felt confidence but I felt like my creativity was tied up. I know street speed and ADHD meds are not the same but similar in a way. So I would like to keep my angry dog on a leash of a mind, but allow it to calm down and let myself work on to deliver those creative ideas. I hope I make sense. Thank you.",0.3385745614035081,2.1296597434210547,2.723842105263156,93.58256140350879,83.14473684210526,5.8954385964912275,16.712280701754384,7.0316486544052195,-0.2114961403508775,539,10,129,7,15,185,92,152,0.09300000000000001,0.696,0.21100000000000002,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,4,12,1,1,6,0,13,0,0,4,2,30,28,14,1,3,5,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,4,21,9,18,18,4,17,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,10,84,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801986525849033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044910482209985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069020756741154,0.0998775661108554,0.4027075848492213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885908652894974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782416498497506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426616045175545,0.15467482909243147,0.0,0.07683382273011455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296129576633412,0.0,0.20490671952798803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866434274760557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6211726155352061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116439203862016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366451429731943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632890318768906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220733676921499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895553693732337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176567431272626,0.0,0.2102337032350367,0.0,0.0,0.1287147510949724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152211044857538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491922212750203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097164177992767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178056736849808,0.0,0.0,0.09931430220303768,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Post_Physical,2019/02/02,"Vyvanse costs $300?! After a long battle to get proper ADHD treatment I got the pahamacy and they said that my due to my deducstable my meds cost $300 a month. I cant afford this, what do I do? Is there any way to reduce the cost?",-0.4957333333333303,1.5809919599999986,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,89.4,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.28606666666666625,178,4,40,2,6,62,38,50,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.5318,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539678254710847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568748809443229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735258186071425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021116888336593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342863574808621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195819064056385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015069707733318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35931546188484115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998309445748367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blackorrchid,2019/02/02,"I burst into tears at work. I can't make good brain, and I'm embarrased a 1000 X over. Also, those who have tried Jim Kwik's techniques, were they helpful? I apologize in advance for posting here so much today, but I finally have some time to sit in front of my lap top to type out some things that have been weighing hard on me. Sorry for the ensuing wall of text. I'm currently training for a new job in a classroom setting. I'm very motivated to learn as much as I can and do well, as this a great job at an even greater company. I have a pretty decent IQ, but am struggling to grasp concepts because I am juggling 5-10 thoughts in my brain all at once. I can't believe I got so frustrated I started crying- I am hoping to move up in this company and I'm sure this set me back a bit. I did use a break to briefly explain to my trainers what I was grappling with, and inspite of their reassurance, I'm convinced they and my co-workers think I'm nuts. I can learn, and once I learn it I excel at it- but it seems to be taking me 3 times as long. I'm currently awaiting an appointment to get the greenlight for meds with a cardiologist as I have high blood pressure as well. Ritalin helped a lot, but sometimes made my heart race and other times sleepy, lol. The cardiologist thing is me being a little proactive due to my (controlled) high blood pressure, my mother's sudden death from a heart attack at 38, and the fact that I'm not in exactly great shape now (working on that, too). A little background: while I was in school, I'd get assigned to what was then known as Gifted and Talented classes due to my standardized test scores from the previous year, only to get reassigned. I was even scholarshipped to private school, where I did very well due to the smaller classroom size (4-8 students max), but then moved. I dropped out sophomore year and scored very high on my GED on the first try without any prep about 3 months later. College went pretty much like high school. I wasn't diagnosed until 5 months ago; most of my docs thought it was PTSD or depression from a rough childhood. I continued to experience the same symptoms even though I'm otherwise happy and healthy, and this diagnoses has added a clarity to my life that I've never had before. I'm convinced my dad has it, and it was tough watching such a bright, talented man struggle so hard to just get out the door, and hold onto jobs. I discovered Jim Kwik's stuff about 3 months ago, and it's been moderately helpful. I'm thinking about shelling out for the whole program, but I'm wondering if any of my fellow ADHD peeps have found similar resources sans the $500 price tag. Any and all help/comments/support is greatly appreciated. Thank you, my tribe.",6.123916020904666,6.076278633147116,6.393739412506758,80.07604433231215,66.20670391061452,9.46162071244068,34.454796660058875,9.11188708381993,2.8805347389920097,2154,92,425,34,31,693,285,537,0.086,0.725,0.18899999999999997,0.9964,5,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,1,3,8,21,27,2,4,28,1,33,12,6,5,6,66,66,40,1,2,11,2,3,1,1,0,5,0,1,1,23,23,1,2,14,0,2,5,6,8,3,1,19,5,46,19,69,45,13,77,0,1,2,0,15,34,0,9,33,259,69,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621893791007536,0.0,0.12718842684335036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737138306658775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635935523281213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161593113297877,0.0,0.05516452692818285,0.0,0.043732747800016285,0.0,0.0610464467214102,0.0808277249006749,0.0,0.0,0.07832277047394225,0.0,0.0,0.1601737308802255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046381589055218,0.0,0.0,0.07880430013411123,0.0,0.0,0.06179055957540978,0.145631542983804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421530869797905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701766246073966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858893866674839,0.0,0.06102299759316832,0.0,0.07866048357009216,0.0,0.0,0.14992718908380687,0.0,0.0,0.06017308476848501,0.05737796266602682,0.2372846602946717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636980327943713,0.1285319833894247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002724992102713,0.1923463604145953,0.30319391523117,0.0,0.07125516343719553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135761067835334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067290589085362,0.03504910902680319,0.1438069871548403,0.0,0.06348867272679327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609917722881829,0.0,0.06788322416549719,0.04788778416208298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968826050401015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178933836721813,0.1524990078839406,0.15821403092510336,0.0,0.055331208509621935,0.0692880634019187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280399692337066,0.0,0.0545623881312006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870820418447053,0.14597311074792432,0.0,0.0,0.0838615817882923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781766465099095,0.0,0.06531046144977537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709538457799677,0.08030835975158572,0.050778765248570064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999888293234254,0.08212646905036775,0.0,0.08141102292773253,0.06761519820748743,0.07456653877275367,0.053940427157052766,0.0,0.0,0.06604962523743868,0.0,0.0,0.09532328337890336,0.09193768243651028,0.07048532954626548,0.11390894156878476,0.12549854926232634,0.0,0.06800223515807334,0.0,0.0,0.09741508251412204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061961331692667126,0.0,0.17758192134584946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351176706617715,0.06650477792863885,0.0,0.0800964477700243,0.0,0.06915592216951114,0.07780023226811594,0.1566852658445399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923979151967626 adhd,woodybob01,2019/02/02,"What are the chances vyvanse is the ""right"" medication for me? Just the title really. How likely is it that it's the best one, or at least one that works well enough to see decent results for a temporary amount of time.",4.576666666666668,5.654371162790699,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,69.93023255813954,8.524031007751939,25.96124031007752,8.841846274778883,1.7180449612403101,172,5,35,3,3,55,35,43,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,5,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555408878496188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500622928498854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551646526327182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34129689952872266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591479193237872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703857752963232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893261796931356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699730458270818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755210946716475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046143402879785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664432355557395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fictionrules,2019/02/02,"Stuck in my apartment all day Just a quick rant about getting my medication. I fucking hate the hassle it takes to get it. I, being a responsible (ish) adult got my prescription filled over a week ago leaving plenty of time for it to get to me. My medication was supposed to be delivered yesterday, and sometimes they just put it in my mailbox (no signature needed). But it wasn't. So I have to sit at home all day today waiting for them to deliver my package, so I can sign for it. I really want to go to a coffee shop and get some work done, but I just have to sit at home so I will be able to function on Monday. I wish it wasn't so hard to get the drugs I need to function. you wouldn't make a diabetic wait so long for insulin. 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For the last few years I’ve found myself more and more disconnected from old friends, and new friendships feel very contingent - like, if I change jobs or stop doing the activity where I met them I just atop seeing them. The feeling when I see people often is part boredom, part judging them, judging myself, wondering if I’m acting weird, thinking about going home and seeing my boyfriend, wondering why I’m not having a better time. I worry that when I like someone I tend to pedestal them and act kind of subordinate to them as though they have everything to teach me; and then with everyone else I’m kind of condescending or indulgent. I think part of my problem is that I got way into left politics on the internet and listened to a lot of grandstanding from ppl who made me feel bad/paranoid about everything. And suddenly people I used to admire I would feel guilty for liking, and people I might like I assume don’t want me around. I also worry I’m in a relationship w a guy who doesn’t take me seriously, or picks and chooses which parts of me to nurture and affirm - and that this makes me more circumspect about how I present socially as well as measuring people against him when I’m trying to get my own social life. Is this familiar to anyone? Have you found ways of getting out of your head and getting close to people?",10.635302467049677,7.754627609665428,9.958425143629608,67.2218148022981,59.14869888475837,13.201892531260562,41.18316998986143,11.389717465364855,4.570268401486988,1133,45,203,23,11,365,157,269,0.08,0.8079999999999999,0.113,0.8397,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,6,1,14,15,0,0,8,0,11,2,1,6,0,52,44,29,0,5,7,0,4,4,2,2,1,1,1,1,8,19,0,2,12,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,5,8,36,12,35,37,10,28,0,0,3,0,20,10,0,11,17,139,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198448672261256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451616826896028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515375888492232,0.0,0.0,0.0829501288902417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780157067786314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241031026101886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857229104718923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784009629323467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807533892622834,0.16748870192791068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845882535550967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204334548568358,0.14398157501264558,0.0,0.1460484180357104,0.0,0.052956452151633054,0.0,0.07452471410684564,0.0,0.0,0.09226304281014913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562976254733138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346733302435137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246696558828353,0.08282283867904991,0.0,0.1940656682561047,0.0,0.07595429551235121,0.10511131859308746,0.0,0.1012405544989321,0.0,0.06581592738765776,0.18209254623596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921846962576039,0.0,0.08816935350303028,0.12439700742468658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884946174098674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999401296453433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977769400467676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40362028332471817,0.0,0.3229970736290957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916086234585917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004065770547793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227576539811452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997094866866546,0.07895127683443144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790281534513598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700599102146345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941221299730295,0.09154906847664088,0.0,0.05433412103433722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326323589002426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047777082907018,0.0,0.07688341948676229,0.05496009322110165,0.1479242032050477,0.0,0.0,0.08378018578815913,0.0,0.08408063272688228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209989333275907,0.0,0.1892580221746494,0.0,0.06619253705096997,0.0,0.0,0.06000499054129381 adhd,alwayzambitious,2019/02/02,How do you use gold stickers and other motivational tactics in your paper planner? Feels weird doing something associated with little kids but I’m going to try it. A regular checkmar doesn’t do it for me,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,76.89473684210526,6.957894736842108,30.552631578947373,8.07648339933343,2.8202421052631577,166,8,25,3,4,58,36,38,0.038,0.9620000000000001,0.0,-0.09,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,18,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749149272252862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900159038797553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449379079715598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185727163829923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691418081999347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695888445445046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mechanical_madman,2019/02/02,"Parenting ADHD boys Hello Reddit! I am the proud father of two wonderful boys. One is diagnosed with ADHD and medicated and the younger will most likely be diagnosed too. I was diagnosed as a child but my mother didn't believe in ADHD and I struggled. I failed a grade, never did well in school, didn't have many friends. But I'm not here to talk about me. My oldest boy is starting to have problems at school already (grade 2) not with the school work but the social aspect of it. He went from being one of the most popular kids in kindergarten/ grade 1, but is now being called lame, loser etc on the play ground and doesn't have anyone to play with. Part of the problem is he is in a 2/3 split class and gets to play on the older kids play ground. This is where his immaturity is an issue. He's not interested in the same games as the older kids and is quite stubborn when he doesn't get his way. Does anyone have experience with these issues and have found a way to fix/manage/deal with it successfully? I'm at a loss here, I didn't expect the hard part of parenting to start this early. Thanks in advance for any suggestions. 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I feel as if I finally found myself. I'm crying. I'm not diagnosed, but I go to therapy, and I'll make sure to mention this on my next session. The reason I actually go to therapy is mainly because of things that I now realize might have something to do with ADD. I'm a 20 y/o girl and I'm in university. I'm going to tell you all about me, and please tell me what you think. I know that you guys can't give me a diagnosis, but I guess I just need to feel less alone. Unlike some, I was mostly an ordinary kid growing up. These things started happening probably around middle school, and as time passed, I feel as if they keep happening even more. First, I guess I should say that I often have these depressive periods - mostly they last for a couple of days, after which I feel refreshed and okay, but then, a very small annoyance is more than enough to throw me into a fit of rage/sadness again. Relationships with people are hard. I can be needy, but at the same time very self-centered. I am often told that I'm selfish, because I interrupt other people's stories to tell my own. I'm actively trying to change this. I'm also very forgetful, but until today, just thought it was a common thing with everyone. I never realized why people would get mad at me if I forgot to bring them something I promised, or if I accidentally stood them up on a few occasions. That happens to everyone, right? Right? I'm so irresponsible. I'm probably the most irresponsibe person you'd meet, and my room is a true mess. I cleaned my room maybe 5 times in the past few years, and I'm so ashamed to admit this. My parents are constantly nagging above my head, and it drives me insane. Can't you people just chill the fuck out sometimes? Just give me a fucking break, maybe? It's so hard. I don't know why, but it is. I feel so disorganized and messy and terrible. I just need to be alone. I used to be a really good student until maybe high school. After that, as if I turned a switch, and turned from this really responsible, good student, to a lazy slob. I thought I might be depressed. But I mostly just thought I was lazy, at least that's what everyone else kept telling me. I still managed to finish high school, and went to university. I failed my first year. I was such a huge disappointment to everyone. I used to have so many hobbies. I still do, I love doing new things, but only for a short period of time. After a while, I get bored, and never finish what I started. I used to love reading, but as if my attention span suddenly narrowed so much that I can't read a few pages without dropping the book altogether. I recently read a 100-something-page novel, and I was so darn proud of myself. I don't even know why, it's fucking stupid. I used to read thousands of pages in mere months. I've been reading a 400-page book for 3 months. I'm not even to page 100. But the thing that stuck to me the most in this article that I found? A short paragraph about motherhood. I have always been leaning to childfree mentality. It's not that I hate kids, or don't want them. I simply don't want the responsibility. I feel as if my whole life would be ruined if I had to take care of another human being. It's such a mess trying to take care of myself, I have a few pets that I keep forgetting to feed sometimes. I'm ashamed. I love my animals, but I hate taking care of them. Does this make me a bad person? I'm sure that there are more examples, but this should be enough for now. Thanks for reading. 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I recently started concerta and now when I drink, I feel that alcohol isn't affecting me the same as it used to. Like I can drink a lot and still be in my head overthinking and whatnot, whereas before meds I'd be a social butterfly after only a few drinks.",8.674068627450986,6.3268104264705896,9.561764705882354,66.88127450980393,62.38235294117647,13.772549019607847,43.25490196078432,12.45797560212912,5.457219607843138,271,14,50,8,3,94,51,68,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.3612,0,0,6,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,7,1,4,1,14,9,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,7,7,5,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,7,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169090134549774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719259965817351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738242685039677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152139235936816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423463581638764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546577490649306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876753916626332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353903676210058,0.0,0.0,0.13706972718922342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537261718311376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262066464635606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919255723826967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435097920286285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411754796598453,0.0,0.12875636975400287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924866441437025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MildCredibility,2019/02/02,"Taking meds when with people How do you go about this? I often go out of the room to get out of view. Do you also do this, or do you take them in front of people? I'm pretty deliberate with the timing so sometimes I need to take it in the middle of a lecture, meeting, dinner or similar Do you keep them in their original packaging? I find it easier to bring a mint pack with a few days worth of med with me.",1.8377339901477856,3.1077259425287416,4.1766830870279135,87.25448275862068,76.93103448275863,7.270279146141214,20.47454844006568,7.957251820313856,0.7276548440065684,315,7,70,5,7,110,54,87,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.867,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,3,0,6,0,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,0,14,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,18,15,1,15,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,3,4,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300944736562255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758785404403724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916267971100186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956349382174927,0.0,0.2601188780328472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034103777477624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083964770185225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968769241440085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31730840336403626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282041411841575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263362570427539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161950385553941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344295197385955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Overthinking_Freak,2019/02/02,"Fear of weekends Mobile formatting. Hi all! Here it is, Saturday at at 11 o’clock and I feel paralyzed. Weekends are so full of unstructured time that I leave work Friday feeling like I am going to do it all this weekend and once again time is ticking by and I can’t get my brain to commit to one single thing. Today is worse than normal and I have been trying to get in the shower for 30 min but I keep sitting down and distracting myself from my useless brain. Typically when this happens a panic attack is around the corner because I have failed to get anything done. Maybe that co-morbid anxiety diagnosis should get some attention. Any thoughts or insights? I have tried list making and setting goals. But I get angry at the goals haha ",3.3476291793313067,5.906784801418443,4.322254305977712,82.01250000000002,76.87234042553192,6.58176291793313,26.383485309017225,7.7094869923839395,1.7941910840932118,591,23,102,9,14,191,100,141,0.204,0.741,0.055,-0.975,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,1,3,4,1,14,2,2,1,3,23,26,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,2,12,2,17,22,5,22,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,2,12,73,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458609106649904,0.0,0.12890239085091054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866152157917955,0.15000113375469198,0.0,0.1916935989996216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271631657634116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762044800738724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724344729001128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896098636472552,0.170397791104153,0.1203767624385542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401726792858741,0.0,0.09576269462922483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900440047811242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977095115883482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784176578114828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232081356924185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247536561446478,0.0,0.16928136027727206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509467496586144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944749085838774,0.11418027266120592,0.0,0.0,0.19769898459845656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194421852267043,0.0,0.0,0.13377054371885233,0.19650794678087674,0.0,0.15971873403282605,0.0,0.0,0.2288015036372178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226703418601559,0.0,0.17171636434610946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ToffeeTango777,2019/02/02,"Getting fixated on things with ADHD Found an article that talks about being obsessed with things when having ADHD. Thought this was interesting and reading other people responses. I knew I had a problem but I wasn't sure what it was. It makes sense now on why I get so easily obsessed with things. I know I have to see a doctor but I honestly don't want to go on meds. I've had this problem since I was growing up. But it wasn't till recently that I knew it was taking a toll on me and my family. I feel like I've missed out on a lot because of my obsessions :( But knowing that, at least I can try and take better control. https://www.quora.com/Is-it-normal-for-people-with-ADHD-to-get-obsessed-with-things-more-easily",5.756427061310781,8.295109984496126,5.4487526427061335,76.88530655391122,69.31007751937986,7.79168428470754,26.45595489781536,8.575989854853784,1.9612263565891481,584,19,100,10,11,180,80,129,0.159,0.7,0.141,0.1527,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,0,3,5,0,13,1,0,2,1,25,29,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,7,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,12,2,14,5,16,16,2,14,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,1,5,74,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413091851393663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152257670746164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278463592007125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839224911487016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367234537215038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415365054353787,0.0,0.07591415573942002,0.1072584360624948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461828957811575,0.0,0.0,0.23532232743877074,0.0,0.08532674123300081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650235580147833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334971916474423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764174305478174,0.0,0.0,0.10021811159377857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676919017331304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471031142586434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408660928285572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28732309361331426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017837585597849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824291186623453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964034552072594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419549534372573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150304922145066,0.0,0.22576980091393986,0.12067503347938703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992345423256094,0.0,0.0,0.11919260013191975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193367453872997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855513279081947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547596373811124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrsDonaldTrump9,2019/02/02,"It doesn’t make you stronger if you don’t take medication I am not saying this to guilt trip anyone who doesn’t take medication!! If you don’t need medicine then that’s your journey and you should not be on it. However I get tired of seeing posts that end with “and I did it all without medication! Yay!” That’s good for you that your specific type of ADHD doesn’t require medication, but it’s also quite offensive in my humble opinion to say to people who, for many, medication makes functional life possible, and act like they are weak because they need it. I’m not saying this to push anyone towards medication. The only reason for my rant is that I was the same way 3 years ago, proud of being off meds for 10 years, and looking back I was destroying every relationship. Even when I had a nervous breakdown I didn’t think to be medicated. When I finally let my pride down and went back on meds, I got a full time job for the first time in years, finished my degree, and got married. I was not in a good place before. Please note, I am not saying that this is anyone else’s case! Everyone’s body and brain is different. However, I don’t think it’s helpful to imply that you are so strong you don’t need the medicine the weak ones need. Your brain just works differently, and there might be things you need to do to cope that others don’t need either.",4.753,5.550119633333335,5.5125925925925925,82.25666666666669,69.33333333333334,8.814814814814815,27.592592592592588,8.998388855275968,1.9755925925925928,1071,34,219,19,18,349,139,270,0.10099999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.114,0.6811,5,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,11,2,7,10,13,2,2,8,1,29,14,3,3,1,37,48,16,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,2,11,4,0,0,21,9,0,1,3,0,0,5,15,6,0,2,9,6,29,7,26,32,4,32,0,0,2,0,21,10,0,4,16,145,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826010636924094,0.0,0.07247565705111515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538375836353948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150630767937286,0.08377318670120451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573739401488682,0.0,0.04984037793565338,0.0,0.06957207422998195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908173673128581,0.0,0.1825432812715029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084442197951627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830031877996501,0.0,0.07241544222260894,0.0,0.0,0.05400196981440628,0.0,0.0688866591068167,0.07812556121265231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956451633508299,0.0,0.0695453502422924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271643186552937,0.0,0.0,0.13715348050525578,0.13078251371396893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548022693511569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113457622796802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360554335092034,0.05774978494941496,0.03994399913291386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865813994065519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915139712022956,0.08289220775551946,0.0,0.0,0.1816347346257162,0.5765549745162799,0.0,0.08673485863511374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637457815800356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055402959645665724,0.062182464682217685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668236331763234,0.0,0.08542221098975812,0.08974836155335847,0.0,0.0921725606673777,0.07830385777480865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696224419672023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406330326188753,0.0,0.08778006628487903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600765909884111,0.0,0.0,0.0651524492821561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294728370656326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431797347147439,0.10477751958595312,0.0,0.0,0.0953502876793582,0.09397154664307032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648975959389659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579270531198648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788141031791234,0.0,0.05952254134095581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579530413318112 adhd,atruplug,2019/02/02,"I'm 100% positive that I have adhd, was diagnosed as a child, and now psychologists won't diagnose me because I control a lot of the symptoms as a result of anxiety/maturing. And I don't know what to do and feel kind of hopeless. They wanted me to take an ssri, which I've been against and am taking reluctantly, and it is helping my anxiety and depression a bit, but it doesn't address a whole bunch of other issues. I've been self-medicating with caffeine for years and it makes me anxious socially, but my brain literally won't work/process things without it. ADHD stims don't really make me anxious other than sometimes when they're wearing off. I just don't know what to do, do I start buying stims illegally because these psychologists can't do their job? That seems excessive but I have the right to live a normal life regardless of whatever label they slap on me. ADHD holds me back so much in life, socially and otherwise. I'm smart and have good intentions/ideas but I can never execute because of it. My brain is too scattered for coherent social interaction so I default to people pleasing, it's just a mess.",6.459081196581195,6.863416175925933,7.497407407407408,70.90371794871797,65.48148148148148,11.090598290598292,36.059829059829056,10.891193690592663,4.1679534188034175,898,42,159,24,13,304,126,216,0.075,0.838,0.087,0.6708,2,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,0,0,10,0,21,8,3,4,1,31,33,18,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,15,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,1,20,3,22,28,5,10,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,2,6,114,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208137913587612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892882564018565,0.2637141849701576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974823972498493,0.0,0.21344896903573204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742483570232785,0.0,0.0,0.2605897520955543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090814405303933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005282608647128,0.2369307843108232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590156689956776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789675970256208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823300690673618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317593907386733,0.0,0.12182232066483838,0.11582370470363995,0.0,0.0,0.12154289107578185,0.12828932339996085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648814685341031,0.0,0.0,0.10306333115852467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922869832089476,0.0,0.0,0.155819131322279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964637793942807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580049273215133,0.0,0.09001941722548648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435796940324065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809169359849666,0.0,0.0,0.12812031823503173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477195825797682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967575938430308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625485755320167,0.1217613826769232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356935132253186,0.0,0.0,0.11543618907056792,0.0,0.08261295891108479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131374943089585,0.17551345608969682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754165008248988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688427652754293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303104657263245,0.0,0.1125111122470408,0.0,0.08497143353672416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516198094079295 adhd,juans8069,2019/02/02,"My mom says my ADHD doesn't affect me I (M19) recently found out I have ADHD hyperactive type and when I told my mom she said ""Oh I already knew!"" (I should say that when she said this she really meant she had suspicions that I have it) I was a bit shocked when she said that because as far as I can remember she had never mentioned it to me and always focused on my little brother (whose ADHD inattentive type is more severe and more evident than mine is). I recently asked her why she didn't say anything to me if she had known for so long and never took me to get diagnosed. She said my ADHD doesn't affect me and that I just have to learn to cope because I don't have problems focusing and my teachers never complained about me in school. I had to remind her that when I was in middle school she literally had to come to school and babysit me because although I got good grades on tests, all I did was mess around and not get my homework or classwork done. She replied by saying ""yeah but all kids in middle school have problems."" We've also gotten in so many fights because I would always be on the verge of failing one of my classes even though I always managed to pass with a decent grade at the last minute in high school and in college. My senior year of high school she called off my graduation party because she was afraid I wasn't going to graduate because I was failing my English class. I ended up passing but that caused such a strain in our relationship and I was so mad that she did that because I knew I was going to graduate. My mom also has ADHD, you have to say her name twice or three times just to get her attention and she's extremely forgetful. She's been coping with undiagnosed ADHD her whole life and failed a semester of college because of it. I feel like because my brother's and mom's symptoms seem more debilitating than my symptoms she finds it unnecessary for me to be diagnosed. I'm upset because I could've done so much better in school and would've probably gotten into one of my top universities straight out of high school instead of going to city college first (where I am currently studying now). I love my mom but this is really making me upset, I wish she would have at least taken me to a doctor or a psychiatrist before deciding that my ADHD wouldn't affect my life.",6.641986899563321,6.1934405174672476,7.116372052401746,76.67164104803496,65.22270742358079,9.860751091703056,32.94882096069869,9.281916038205594,2.804632384279476,1839,67,351,29,25,604,203,458,0.09,0.8370000000000001,0.073,-0.8748,1,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,1,1,0,6,20,18,2,4,8,1,41,8,0,5,5,62,69,35,0,8,10,7,1,1,0,4,7,9,1,1,16,21,0,0,12,0,0,7,10,14,0,5,33,10,82,4,53,30,9,55,0,3,0,1,52,30,0,5,19,257,98,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608887282242045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045690661066154,0.08762351957525218,0.13675719757362967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045083608340142786,0.04877050451889265,0.051216831002531056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339659145472131,0.0,0.04661822875251823,0.0,0.0,0.04845311831047903,0.05981132443544249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559418849603768,0.0,0.0,0.056279562510693305,0.0,0.047192658183003534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043741579340348585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121178953107026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056075044223095255,0.0,0.11212870235422162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048523487162231566,0.0,0.0,0.03618515345068834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02770107809533297,0.039138607085998346,0.0,0.0,0.05007274330339275,0.046600321783593135,0.0,0.06006921964826109,0.0,0.0,0.0858691255466593,0.0,0.09340719261749963,0.04595128432754593,0.04381678431056272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365093370366186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044657306288407854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739291130751902,0.026765315099173684,0.05490923209657967,0.0,0.048483239030739166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049445844188983006,0.0,0.036569592440115616,0.055543663829455935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208192242987792,0.0,0.0,0.04027347635363501,0.0,0.1267613304616881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424783219170239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906778600266663,0.10484420694995786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019369229541042,0.0,0.10818768749222207,0.0588188760400103,0.062061029972820224,0.0,0.2084533458952245,0.21783722395199054,0.0,0.44356493620358506,0.0,0.04987445126319416,0.0,0.06189175990905451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388574269213254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053826248585439856,0.0,0.031945730897434924,0.0,0.0,0.0523496722548592,0.060868449617257674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494351839257982,0.06116579629027857,0.06300035555945321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167536495922578,0.0,0.0,0.03527991699955698 adhd,teaboll,2019/02/02,I don't have ADHD I have ADD showering is a huge problem actually taking the intitiav to go in and taking a shower is a huge problem is there anyone with the same problem who has figure out a way to do it ,1.4113636363636353,3.157985590909096,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,79.45454545454545,7.127272727272729,24.63636363636364,8.07648339933343,1.673972727272727,162,6,32,3,4,61,30,44,0.18100000000000002,0.716,0.10300000000000001,-0.5423,2,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,11,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.2576965432115331,0.0,0.3173636753821247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464554323402013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500784151618229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7580447918043929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970991206618327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960835818005608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatUsrname_isTaken,2019/02/02,"Forgetting is the worst (just another rant) I was on campus from 10 am to 7 pm yesterday and decided to go rock climbing to unwind afterwards. Once I get home I start watching TV and fell asleep. I had 3 homework assignments due that night and my professors do not allow late submissions. The fact that I had homework was not present in my brain despite it being written in my planner, in my to-do widget on my phone, and on my desktop sticky notes. RIP my grades, this isn't the first time this has happened and despite my efforts to stay organized, it will keep happening.",5.909415584415588,6.637570954545456,6.20038961038961,78.59772727272731,66.72727272727272,9.922077922077923,35.714285714285715,9.957137785484203,3.608428571428572,455,22,84,10,7,146,75,110,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.6971,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,11,2,2,1,1,13,18,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,1,1,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,1,13,0,11,11,1,19,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,9,54,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28172244244893824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999230006776387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22852936555711956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036824948157126,0.0,0.1526905512689998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751654940078615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26949650184772234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238804987527428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030698721023565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521272717738633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861232801467569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016501095856966,0.28636496963775754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666281550913275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beat_My_Machine,2019/02/02,"Looking for some info from people whom have medicated with modafinil I have tried every single available medication on the market, including drugs for epilepsy and a antipsychotic with either no effect, or with too extreme side effects to be able to continue. My last line of hope now seems to be modafinil, but it’s not usually prescribed where I live, so to get it I must really make a strong case, or get them on my own. I would love to hear some stories from those who have tried it. How it worked, how you felt, what your side effects were, and if you have previous problems with anxiety - how it modafinil affected your anxiety. 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Hello, So I'm still relatively new to taking stimulants, however I noticed taking them every day even though I'm taking them at the same time and exactly what's prescribed, the effectiveness just wasn't as great. It was suggested skipping a day or two each week if possible would help keep it effective on the days I do take it. So I tried it and went the whole last weekend without them. Didn't have any weird symptoms like moodiness or anything. Monday came so I took my meds in the morning, and it felt like it lasted longer/was more effective and has the whole rest of the week. Idk, I know everyone is different and this wouldnt work for some especially those who do experience certain symptoms after not taking it, but man I'm really glad I tried that out and thought I'd share for curious minds I suppose haha",5.399491315136477,6.693871198924736,6.103978494623657,76.78366004962781,68.19354838709678,9.809098428453268,33.12489660876758,10.035473477838034,3.4204181968569074,777,35,143,19,13,254,116,186,0.036000000000000004,0.8059999999999999,0.159,0.9659,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,5,8,9,0,0,9,1,13,2,0,6,2,37,29,17,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,14,10,0,1,8,2,0,3,6,2,0,1,9,1,15,7,13,15,8,23,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,4,17,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931361125583387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597801894028324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339568758309794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256535521117265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185538841380585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703419205145684,0.0,0.09826730664928614,0.11144666587658016,0.0,0.114088262711405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198480105635386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858695143639834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817582500345135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366768677652599,0.0,0.0,0.0640977772200583,0.2852114069774521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396079480371978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591032341683229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776485186842085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264370186492847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655721137468558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148480999356293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471730609702101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931422917899942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424501580855297,0.438462925417662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114590133674322,0.18518521407351726,0.06800893003067664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958220127711126,0.1583706481766714,0.0,0.11393230378429145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710996085050446,0.0,0.0,0.10811883042728283,0.0,0.26043043895484563,0.0,0.11242887586378827,0.0,0.08490932639695563,0.0,0.0,0.16570374325214482,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HumanExplanation,2019/02/02,"I left my car stalling for 7 hours in the parking lot. Yup, I went into the school library in the morning, thinking I turned the engine off. I even came outside in the middle of the day to pick up food delivery. And spent 15 minutes talking to someone while out there in the parking lot. Only after seeing a text from a concerned classmate in the evening did I find out what was going on! 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So im a real outgoing guy, Im rather friendly and i get along fine with complete strangers at parties. But when it comes to dancing im in a bit of a pickle. Either i play it chill and not really dance Or, I lose by bricks and dance hyperactively till im sweating. So i wonder - Does anyone relate to this and how do you nange to dance but keep it cool? Im also really tall (2.05 meters) so in addition everyone in the club sees me and notices me",0.5225401069518725,2.6255101666666647,3.4126381461675592,87.11141711229948,84.58823529411767,6.454188948306596,21.037433155080205,7.686295010490155,0.9645176470588236,375,12,80,7,11,133,65,102,0.02,0.838,0.142,0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,1,3,1,1,2,0,21,8,16,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,1,6,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,4,13,8,2,13,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,2,2,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764492820606191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741201641201382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102660058685377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028957157347204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647255403500884,0.15393812800702425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848329774603767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029293978935412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343287934099393,0.0,0.07670746565793926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537502596144578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79295475194123,0.0,0.0,0.1305004902986253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425418641712405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715570748827874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167113467318953,0.18811348806254244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699664619868608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922018364661705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NesquikGoddess,2019/02/02,"My son has ADHD and he’s beginning to get aggressive and depressed I think. My son is only 5 and he’s in kindergarten. When he started the year he wasn’t medicated or diagnosed yet because we just thought he was being a normal hyper child. When school started his teacher reached out to us in the first week and told us he was disruptive and wouldn’t stay in his seat or stop talking and wouldn’t even begin to try and do his work because he was so busy with everything else. We got him evaluated and his DR put him on Adderall xr 5mg and that worked for maybe 2 hours so the Dr doubled the dose to 10 mg and he started doing great in school. Happy faces at least 4 days a week. But it’s been almost 4 months now and he’s doing horrible in school and he’s punching kids and just being mean and nasty at home and wants to fight to do anything. He goes to bed at 7:30 and wakes up at 6:30 but he always wakes up screaming that he wants to go back to sleep and when he gets out of school he immediately falls asleep in the car. Does anyone else have this problem? Or something similar? 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I live in the western US, so you can see from my timestamp (5:00AM?) that it's been another listless night of \*trying\* to be productive and not letting myself go to sleep so that I could get \*something\* done. And, of course, I got little things done, but nothing big. And I feel powerless to work with my disorder. I'm only two weeks in and I'm already behind on readings, confused on assignments, missing textbooks that the bookstore told me I didn't need to buy (but if I'd read the syllabus closely it said I do still need it.) My perfectionism-fear-procrastination cycle is kicking in, hard. This is only the first couple weeks of the easiest classes I'll be taking in my whole program, and I'm already tripping over my own damn feet. Between work and therapy and sleep and trying to feed myself without giving in to my ED, anxiety and depression, and just feeling like a scatterbrained lump...I find myself going back to those same patterns I had in undergrad that made escaping with a degree such a relief. The self shame. The attempts at self love and kindness and compassion that I'm just too tired and too cynical to give myself. I don't believe it. 4/4 of the clinicians I work with agreed that I need to see a new psychiatrist. That I'm working hard and showing up and trying, that I'm motivated and have ambitions, and that it's clear my ADD is seriously interfering with my life. That somehow I'm too hard on myself. It feels impossible to believe them that I'm trying hard enough when I \*know\* there are things I could be doing better, not avoiding, etc. etc. I know they're right but it's so easy to forget that when all my life I've been taught that when stuff doesn't get done it's because I'm lazy or not trying hard enough. Being that it's an online school, I feel extra alone and crazy and in my head about everything. It's hard to get a dose of reality when everything is run virtually. For anyone dealing with ADD and grad school....does it ever get better? Is it worth it? How do you get through it? No amount of planners and reminders and trying seems to be helping and the self-loathing and fear and imposter syndrome is creeping in. Hard. please help. I need a hug.",4.0691051504564415,5.953194777301931,4.793044629775724,82.58773667305309,72.31905781584581,7.399729516510763,29.205961906908602,8.119692808369301,2.0827122055674514,1919,79,356,29,38,617,228,467,0.14300000000000002,0.722,0.135,0.7164,1,2,1,0,0,1,72.0,1,2,1,11,22,18,2,4,18,0,30,11,4,3,3,75,74,40,0,7,13,0,12,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,33,36,1,1,10,3,2,4,8,10,0,2,12,15,38,8,51,53,11,44,0,3,2,2,14,22,1,5,19,239,71,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690087670140757,0.2138463665992722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773342639857709,0.04941495205658538,0.0,0.0,0.04516628373644845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966952141178613,0.0,0.039376475684764926,0.0,0.0,0.145552754140233,0.0,0.11425794980247254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314760640430304,0.07147307214850139,0.0,0.0,0.06659454646322267,0.05563552690069557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403139712466185,0.0,0.0,0.1983091505521471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334876800253419,0.14408086530480455,0.0,0.058429821077163824,0.0,0.0,0.1161075333702057,0.0,0.0,0.1453745312206305,0.16330571183312326,0.04614663781921702,0.0,0.0,0.0590386046381024,0.05494442269959459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687409496437323,0.12393070420529105,0.07342158563041336,0.0,0.05166247412789629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050506475438623,0.0,0.06629304375962115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659325293888258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726568954709322,0.0709993790969473,0.05265349721682445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660527022712256,0.0912506324007766,0.031557824714734166,0.06474109926611749,0.057038515177955565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058299455022524885,0.06112129377233304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515590645866536,0.0,0.0,0.19158531719420865,0.0,0.06238619526644713,0.0,0.060617975115221,0.0,0.0619805867650285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825472478315787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418116925604321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922483999050935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516372555211714,0.06144457973487893,0.0,0.0,0.2614941100907707,0.10294760759133348,0.058804807074960413,0.2021598291799077,0.07297389562795221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292831787602539,0.0,0.0,0.04972834039443266,0.0,0.0,0.09144126155786443,0.0,0.051585602274885456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394575173792761,0.0,0.07330157207237055,0.0,0.0,0.0485673557053447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386994303713125,0.0,0.08582801536563743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037665828790352726,0.07424238087094477,0.0,0.06172323302644892,0.0,0.2631343435464579,0.0,0.06309987006256218,0.0,0.07769975907855589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362832862075222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211794334247687,0.0,0.062267216782665474,0.0,0.235129427071512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrDiptera,2019/02/02,"What's your latest rabbit hole? You know, you thought of somethin, you googled it and OOPSIE ITS 7 AM! for me it's: • I spent a few too many hours getting really into reading up on boating to Antarctica this week. • My partner wanted a new computer mouse, so I got really into that, so I know most things about DPI and computer mice right now. In a week I won't anymore, but right now I'm an expert! What's yours?",0.27496753246753514,2.654105392857144,2.4191341991341986,91.3198051948052,90.3095238095238,5.435497835497836,20.731601731601728,6.980632752743323,0.682752380952381,319,11,66,5,11,107,63,84,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,11,0,9,6,2,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,7,44,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511929550225531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233216744610454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257700313430574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494369833129897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784001673293793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25679358124320606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446264660639685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25335585700929675,0.0,0.3245246781085209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326119642046752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827283663083026,0.0,0.0,0.20108183474130165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493954201655923,0.0,0.4063436102544982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rangerskunk,2019/02/02,"finally considering medication. thoughts ? i am someone who struggles with add. as of the last few months, it has gotten exceptionally worse. i can't read, i can't talk to people, sometimes i can't drive. i don't know what to do anymore. flip side of the coin is i am a very anti-medication person. i won't even take light pain killers like ibuprofen anymore. i have held the belief that there is always something i can do physically to help me (diet, activities, etc.). what do you all think ? i could really use the advice. 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I am currently a college student and I am taking this course where we have to come up with an entrepreneurial idea (similar to the Dragon's Den if you've heard of the show) to solve a social issue. We have discussion sessions where we are grouped with other groups and we get marks based on giving feedback to the other groups. I have ADHD, and it just happens my group got grouped with anoter group who happens to be interested in creating a social media platform to help special need kids (especially those with ADHD) to make friends. I can understand how most people in class just want to come up with an idea which will let them pass the course as this course is compulsory and not worth that many credits, but I can't help but feel a bit annoyed with what this group is presenting. I understand this group is trying to create a social media platform which aims to increase the general public's understanding of special needs, but ironically, they seem to have a true understanding of what having a disability is like and they seem to be prepetuating these stereotypes as well. That group seems really obsessed with the idea that ""special needs kids tend to struggle to make friends"", ""everyone dislikes special needs kids"", ""special needs kids tend to have poor social skills"", and ""ADHD kids have poor handwriting and have trouble telling the order of alphabets in a word"" (hello dyslexia). I understand most groups (including my group) just want to come up with an idea to let us pass this compulsory course but I can't help but feel annoyed. I know we get marks for asking the other groups good questions and giving useful feedback, but I don't want to be an asshole nor disclose the fact that I have ADHD myself. I just ask them general questions pointing out potential ""loopholes"". Still, it's frustrating to see how they are out of touch with our struggles when their aim is to break down stereotypes. It's pretty obvious their social platform idea was created from a neurotypical perspective.",12.21157480314961,9.17730202099738,10.668755905511812,63.813055118110256,56.349081364829395,13.624566929133856,44.035170603674544,11.602472056035307,5.061696272965879,1694,71,280,33,15,528,174,381,0.09,0.735,0.175,0.9821,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,7,0,7,1,11,23,4,3,22,0,30,0,0,5,3,81,71,22,0,10,12,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,5,25,28,0,0,19,1,4,6,5,9,1,0,3,6,30,14,51,62,4,29,0,0,1,0,54,16,0,8,6,189,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148888025735177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909409034745895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753784290176858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842650042851152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597473123039073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473252859545942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668681885842556,0.0,0.07214553259409276,0.13246705495212022,0.0,0.057911033682158476,0.05522098694707772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211118882704695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388366983278395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897127207371857,0.0,0.07206424948787689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794490926486721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120482890187458,0.0,0.033731528659203674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217513418978886,0.07000002358867465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071725796709518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047866583322265205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526912494349263,0.0,0.0,0.07024281508698635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469070317606798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423150884988198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501932099651645,0.18856585202672568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519095444538153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055138820158448884,0.0,0.0,0.1443600638923957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051912676671649165,0.0,0.060347710000056974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687650754760868,0.0,0.0,0.3593874499871072,0.08305172089215106,0.059632056100350425,0.0,0.0,0.1221722468879829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062079064660332736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754890389345061,0.0,0.0 adhd,AGL200,2019/02/02,"Unsure if my medicine is working. I was diagnosed in the 3rd grade with ADHD and was put on adderall up until my freshman year in high-school when I decided to quit because I hated the way it made me feel. Fast forward to me graduating college at 24 with an accounting and finance degree. I’ve started working at a public accounting firm and I am struggling to keep up due to trouble staying focused and paying attention to details. I talked with my doctor and he has put me on Vyvanse 50mg, I’ve been on it for about 2 months and I can definitely feel it physically when it hits and for about and hour or two I’m really honed in and feel almost euphoric. But I’m still drifting off and getting side tracked, especially when I’m have a challenging task that I can’t get seem to get. I usually take my medicine around 9am and for the most part I can still feel the side effects until 5pm-6pm. I never seem to crash or anything it just wears off I guess. I don’t take them on the weekend because I want to actually eat food..is that bad? It’s been so long since I’ve been on medicine and I’m not sure how to tell if it’s helping me or not. How do you all gauge it? I apologize if I’m not making sense or asking the right questions, I’m just really unsure if it’s working or not. I do have an appointment with my doctor two months from now, I just feel very lost about it all.",3.9811409642988633,4.560594132867133,5.298708133971291,83.88385167464116,70.95804195804196,8.258814869341185,30.43724696356276,8.371475516178862,2.1014153846153847,1086,44,229,16,19,364,146,286,0.08199999999999999,0.852,0.066,-0.7538,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,7,16,7,1,1,10,0,16,5,1,5,4,58,44,30,0,5,17,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,17,1,1,11,1,4,4,7,5,0,2,7,5,27,2,37,36,4,43,0,1,0,0,10,19,0,15,20,147,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.11406919350111107,0.0,0.14048080756625064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704990233801492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961917036335071,0.10405817301364396,0.10927772665561404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759947827257368,0.14251188606487186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864236130362492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928670457998655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196091354326105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29551914682284997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413456054459435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321287447832765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876911074139347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540610685996752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834987503457126,0.12350223481432722,0.0,0.0,0.1151145323568384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389849168467744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344525497717902,0.0,0.0,0.1276008259933068,0.0,0.0,0.11060551639961083,0.07802595061730151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660328051724195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901538924447822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265820494673168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350163859669923,0.1309451759746787,0.1243284456320615,0.0,0.0,0.14976731221865472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982465969953283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830038803570952,0.0,0.21282717206649265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669381544385852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273637001625125,0.12459073290198425,0.1866993260859719,0.0,0.0,0.12220032349707564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016880836373592,0.0,0.17577564630625747,0.09395291981921937,0.10216827958474088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283719235071955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873941798310368,0.09644768819370987,0.06894560582075464,0.09278299223852736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552951035250626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527426142628417 adhd,chahuahuas,2019/02/02,"Finding an online ADHD coach Hello everyone! I'm looking for an online coach, hopefully one who has experience with ADHD. I'm fine with phone calls or Skype for a consultation, but I primarily want someone to communicate with via email or messaging. I picture someone helping me stay motivated and accountable through once daily check-ins. I have a few questions: 1. Where do I find a quality and affordable online coach? 2. Is coaching like I'm picturing a common format? A format with frequent check-ins instead of meetings in-person or via Skype? 3. What are reasonable going rates for coaches? 4. Is coaching less expensive if it's primarily done through correspondences, instead of meetings in-person or via Skype?",5.134487179487176,8.259186404761905,6.264603174603177,67.41159340659343,73.84126984126979,8.956288156288156,35.88278388278388,9.466822959209583,4.471506227106227,581,33,82,16,13,193,82,126,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.9325,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,2,0,19,14,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,12,13,2,5,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,7,3,48,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617901747846531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961795535032903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196609023617412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358221815864764,0.0,0.1879336287872532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511947597369016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918820102132816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287763186779353,0.0,0.0,0.190821965426498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386182766722777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613353354434663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046052356868312,0.13018784206388753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33550962391490513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522226682828832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975349352890296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255712018322056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477806655625166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331940609604313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dperry1973,2019/02/02,RSD Strikes Again! Going to need some encouragement to get through this ,4.727499999999999,8.177250083333337,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,89.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.2582000000000004,59,3,10,1,2,16,11,12,0.16,0.6409999999999999,0.198,0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488096397345436,0.0,0.5309442004038959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6927193969825545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweetbueno9,2019/02/02,I lost 25% of my math grade today just by not reading the question coreectly. Iife sucks. I knew what i had to yet I had to solve it for the wrong variable set because i can’t even read a whole question. ,1.2515116279069751,3.0519247906976767,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,80.16279069767441,4.3,24.703488372093023,3.1291,-0.005506976744186432,158,6,36,0,4,50,35,43,0.18899999999999997,0.767,0.043,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,5,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,24,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608554929181646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428666942018226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880502718569753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911998334531813,0.0,0.5278919703315856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501222449115067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946065416689066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850542617822456,0.0,0.0 adhd,teealmondee,2019/02/02,"Friday bro. Today I quit my job. Besides the three panic attacks that happened during the process and by process I mean: not showing up for my shift. CLASSIC. Yes, I’ve done this before and no I don’t regret it. It’s just actually being able to have my own freedom and chose what I want to do that has me on a high. I love my freedom and independence but sometimes I feel that going to a mundane job tarnishes my love for independence. I am starting my own business. I know that my work ethic is very strong as I’ve been employed by different places since the age of 13 (under the table jobs & professionally paid). I enjoy customer service but at times I can feel really emotionally drained afterwards. It’s like I need time to retreat and energize myself. The overwhelming sensation of being in a workplace that deals with crowds on a daily leave me feeling so overwhelmed. It’s like sensory overload. I love helping people and being there for others. I love being the person that comforts you in your time of need, asking you if you need any help, assisting with any tasks that needs to be done. That’s my passion; being able to cater to others, listen to them, make people happy, spread love, give back, inspire people. I just want to feel like Demi Lovato in camp rock singing, “This is real this is me, I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be now...” Freak bro I’m excited and fucking nervous because I don’t know what to expect . Wish me luck ",3.4626881720430087,5.6575026093190015,4.664908960573476,81.49469677419359,74.87813620071685,6.901275985663083,27.64745519713261,7.839951260653429,1.9057190250896061,1144,46,205,17,25,376,159,279,0.068,0.634,0.298,0.9978,5,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,1,3,7,25,2,4,10,1,20,7,0,3,1,38,51,12,0,10,6,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,19,9,0,0,8,3,1,1,4,8,0,1,4,5,33,17,30,40,2,21,0,3,0,7,20,11,1,2,12,134,52,7,0.20461361529358807,0.0,0.09983668632884543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084938334196863,0.0,0.13914427489948142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564305474588618,0.11638876318852183,0.0,0.07866762005802502,0.0,0.062365280364028275,0.0,0.0870555580549879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547382640699587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688883909687402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939076877521012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508138848279442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691758368736796,0.07308800382473643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945809951195256,0.0,0.09814201219212766,0.058143316446980474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046957212863914,0.10890749912737037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371481932613916,0.10809275931234932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30457116117015953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245029185702964,0.0,0.0,0.10832813736108313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994581549928315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616794411284204,0.0,0.0682905885296159,0.0,0.0,0.11144210579574486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30343680618098057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003499554039053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127799763816244,0.08933035827965165,0.10688883909687402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881588312623718,0.0,0.11644754491266204,0.06554036069406614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462924849480717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118404874097717,0.0,0.07241328502264997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896776680519672,0.0,0.09697489122813008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441383074426585,0.12068641165612967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764777979889668,0.0,0.0,0.07448057443506438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wheremyduckat,2019/02/02,"I can only clean my room at night :/ I will rarely clean my room during the day even with medication, but sometimes at night when i should be going to sleep, I all of a sudden just HAVE to clean my room. This even applies when I come home drunk at 2am. I feel like I can’t go to sleep unless I know I’ll wake up happy and satisfied that my room is clean. Is this an ADHD thing? And if it is, why does this rush only happen at night??",2.9885460992907795,3.015227925531917,4.328510638297871,91.93333333333334,72.93617021276594,7.117730496453903,19.921985815602838,6.42735559955562,-0.10968226950354644,331,4,81,2,6,110,61,94,0.047,0.7240000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,9,5,3,0,1,12,15,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,9,0,6,4,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,12,2,11,12,1,20,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,8,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660600139365905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242310210177502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160212572922426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500541123254922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490770852829928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533887704227552,0.13470345218103966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143198619966178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667382203007267,0.2007198901756742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913564920864093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036246833901129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211825895208743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994893420617245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308371897580101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28680855739131905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37738156691217295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648533217227128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526730559321647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701412091487516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FamousFeet,2019/02/02,"Meals for Medication Hey guys! So I’m just wondering if any of you have any certain foods you find, for the lack of better word, appetizing on adhd medication? I’ve always done fruit but work directly next to somebody with a serious fruit allergy... and now I feel bad bringing fruit into my classes (college) in case there’s somebody with a similar allergy around me. I’m a pt student and work pt so think easy because I’m always on the go! *I know that there are different types of medication to help with appetite issues, I have been diagnosed since I was 10 and have found my current medication to be the most effect for the primary reason I’m taking it, to function.* please refrain from these recommendations ",4.223557213930345,6.6047748134328375,5.67246268656717,74.28292288557216,73.25373134328359,8.944278606965174,31.315920398009947,9.516144504307137,3.3799771144278616,571,27,98,15,12,192,89,134,0.057,0.8340000000000001,0.109,0.7907,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,7,4,0,0,7,0,8,10,0,2,1,24,20,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,8,5,1,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,4,9,2,19,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,59,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250631518028448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271951735217346,0.0,0.0,0.20654013501892432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518767474451202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679683048266424,0.092572500278468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430790727163724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413479293675775,0.0,0.15866147044161796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540559496892908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678502350070067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879736947650914,0.0,0.18362982149501028,0.16650674845530905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630558776552401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036536276949342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178861607591344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585024776359753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345833301386843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119322496524292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150492666142022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666967741620398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613746297564074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562023427334498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114179887137462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730581270441438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468578778172166,0.2211119057714472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Snarls_Bukowski,2019/02/02,"My son wants to join military I need some advice- I’ve been looking and I can’t figure out something about the military (which I know nothing about). My son has adhd and has an iep. He graduates in a few months and thinks he’s joining the navy. He went and talked to someone this week. They told him having adhd isn’t a big deal. He’s supposed to talk to a different recruiter about the waiver. He has an iep though, I’ve read that you can’t join if you’ve had an iep. I’ve also read to go to college and get 15 credits and then try. I’m not sure. My son didn’t want his dad going with him to talk to recruiter. Does anybody have any experience with adhd and the navy? There’s too much conflicting info on internet.",1.2482000000000006,3.3095087533333363,2.9419999999999997,91.781,81.46666666666667,5.866666666666667,22.666666666666664,7.0316486544052195,0.6832666666666669,563,19,122,7,15,186,90,150,0.034,0.907,0.059000000000000004,0.3691,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,10,0,11,0,0,0,1,22,23,11,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,4,2,1,3,5,0,0,0,5,1,11,2,16,18,3,10,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,2,3,68,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575724472786053,0.1511207554132339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367237498548657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516630472941546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594358456631971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157480044013225,0.0,0.0,0.13533397231217312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127593880016024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079747496836544,0.0,0.17578064896624135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499078865365635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986581746089554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234389826277482,0.0,0.11368446494090835,0.11466992676487227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483894371296732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093807637229932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103319911737862,0.11905599520213353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457544110053775,0.0,0.0,0.3729018955693841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909253472578816,0.1519413972729907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777329942584966,0.0,0.10499620167728653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243142168942392,0.0,0.1240497239322574,0.0,0.0,0.1433607383104407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,A_fucking__user,2019/02/02,"Is there a way to cure ADHD in 1 year? It's not like I'm troubled by the stigmatization, which is common in HK, mind you, but I am going to take the HKDSE in 2.5 years. I find it increasingly hard to focus on revising and doing homework. Is there a way to either: A. Cure my ADHD in 1 year such that I can focus like a normal person on my studies, or B. Force myself to focus on studying, where the norm is doing nothing but studying for 2 hours straight?",3.9880350877192967,4.1788141368421075,5.738684210526317,82.11995614035091,70.78947368421052,7.596491228070175,26.35964912280702,7.1686216300943375,1.2359122807017542,353,10,73,3,6,122,62,95,0.069,0.885,0.046,-0.2709,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,14,11,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,7,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355517654444676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036454908115489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662879596766394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959515939549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942424769641614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770869221489889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249758957307512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183077658011083,0.21379345074165212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945502321427999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752636771585966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537144764286029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304495143975077 adhd,Messypeaches,2019/02/02,"Curse you, rules and regulations! Because it's possible for people with normal brains to have too much fun on Ritalin, it's regulated to hell and back, right? you know this, I know this, it's a pain. My current woe stems from the fact that it's regulated to the point that you can't have any overlap between prescriptions. If you get thirty pills on the first you can't get more till the thirty first. Again I am speaking to the choir. I will speak to the choir again, because apparently there's a shortage of my prescription? My pharmacy is out of it. Other pharmacy in their network are out of it. I can't call around and ask random pharmacies if they have my pills cause that would be drug seeking. &#x200B; I have homework to do. I stocked up on energy drinks and my SO is squarely in my corner but I'm still frustrated. &#x200B; I'm also posting this instead of doing homework. I've got one pill left, I'm saving it for sunday when I can get a lot done at once but I'm going to be out until sometime. I've no idea when sometime is. &#x200B; Thanks for listening, void of the internet!",2.5983717357910905,4.882410926267284,3.828940092165902,86.01579109062979,77.98617511520737,6.89831029185868,26.00153609831029,7.957251820313856,1.6607056835637484,869,34,170,15,21,283,122,217,0.09,0.8740000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.8858,2,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,2,2,12,7,2,0,10,0,20,8,1,1,1,23,34,14,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,0,14,9,1,0,3,3,0,1,4,4,0,3,2,6,20,3,31,28,3,30,1,1,1,0,12,16,1,4,12,121,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308647320819284,0.0,0.3783638879442106,0.4243227643042816,0.07915721201883781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362227594268332,0.10881996500565527,0.0,0.0,0.08950579511013244,0.0,0.14191490735658135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994289932781636,0.11885924694243105,0.0,0.0,0.11957670756014913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911944987100954,0.0,0.11402944423066275,0.13498912678807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802261430396886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244540035270645,0.0,0.06615382243785248,0.0,0.0930971487693205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314034577996126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794276445132075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647089058486988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896064333039642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556871250472464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404904441560587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123964112467039,0.07887686862593604,0.0,0.12385971655264365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069834812809015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100373204254956,0.13122553389159305,0.11148074294422194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994064967094238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302487027914017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295862365110402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716713353310647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268849526102183,0.0,0.4243227643042816,0.0 adhd,miagi67,2019/02/02,"vyvanse hallucination I just started this medication and I'm really liking it so far and it really helped me with college. But sometimes once in a while I get some really mild hallucinations or what I think is hallucinations. brief moments of something in the corner of my eyes that take my attention but there's nothing there or just a weird feeling of confusion sometimes. I just wanted to know if any of you ever experienced this? Don't worry i'm going to talk to my doctor about it just to be sure.",3.822708333333331,6.29225835416667,5.778333333333332,72.63333333333334,74.83333333333334,8.433333333333334,27.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.701383333333333,406,16,70,10,9,140,66,96,0.051,0.845,0.10400000000000001,0.6066,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,3,3,1,0,2,21,13,9,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,2,12,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,5,5,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527145622946421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985579924622376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313543949729726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354879044326074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732798880832952,0.0,0.12762768900084412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052380932341514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341720213251145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971302795092112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262295549750752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547992960969667,0.0,0.0,0.2391585642397615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315937901113564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288412141727902,0.44420879625384135,0.0,0.15895103315662704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165354375120213,0.0,0.16884787535799253,0.1804999865284556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438946923755764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245656383844162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280606329693118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bw790,2019/02/02,"Question about Concerta - feeling tense in shoulders/neck ~14 hours after taking it - normal? tips to combat it? So I'm 39 and just diagnosed a week ago. My doctor started me on Concerta. It's been good so far, seems to help a bit at getting the little things done at work. But.... somewhere around 8-9pm I start to notice my neck and shoulders feel ""off"". I feel tense (but really only in that area from the chest up) or something but it's hard to explain. I'm not loving the feeling. I'm ok going to sleep and I don't feel this way during the day on it. Anxiety has never been a thing for me and I'm usually a pretty relaxed person. Any thoughts? Any tips to combat this?",1.1121568627450955,3.417676294117648,3.0430588235294134,89.39409803921568,83.85294117647058,5.391372549019609,21.566666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.6152849019607847,520,17,104,6,15,174,88,136,0.114,0.7509999999999999,0.136,0.6238,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,1,5,7,4,0,1,22,23,10,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,7,4,19,19,1,23,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,3,9,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442283604523354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129025798957014,0.0,0.12446904795066388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484214130334586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763195994953634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493140662829577,0.0,0.0,0.16514237337464166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653568707304695,0.0,0.16650393009836073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113432398659074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850067620358938,0.0,0.09246912606513198,0.13646941903302148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457519185513279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905787928228257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023186722211208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630733746276936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684781347934492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548829611703474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941657000367354,0.0,0.18524097136465495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374465158247935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206792226475226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552970231505787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226708323073335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423313023260744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481207215006769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282272375674384,0.0,0.0,0.1252584274082423,0.0,0.0,0.2303271843000449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233407652006173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618823686852404,0.0,0.0,0.12916977032478827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919681300164908,0.0,0.0,0.12914783032561925,0.1305123132505864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845133796452165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChrisC1234,2019/02/02,"TV Shows for Binge Watching At The Gym I **hate** exercise. Any form of physical exertion is pure misery (and of course, the ADHD makes it even more difficult to just ""push through""). Every minute is pure misery. (Oh, and I'm thoroughly convinced that the ""runner's high"" is a myth.) However, I figured out that I can make it bearable if I am watching a TV show that holds my attention. But it's gotta be something with enough going on to keep my attention focused on it. I started with Breaking Bad, and moved on to Better Call Saul. But now I'm almost done with that too, so I need a new show to move on to. Anyone have any suggestions?",1.1614285714285728,3.6363189523809534,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,85.66666666666666,6.217142857142857,23.479365079365078,7.554174236665415,1.298130793650794,492,19,99,9,15,162,84,126,0.10800000000000001,0.826,0.067,-0.7351,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,2,22,18,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,3,8,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,2,18,15,3,16,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,2,3,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525230438494314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040452523548292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857771991096863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692057796011018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544117063737455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583379716903534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455570385305486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150254024581019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710981596711326,0.0,0.13878207845771062,0.0,0.17703490746186426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941586625227485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744969998373672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200299669272108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867640414809429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805130592637619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44664797071654705,0.0,0.15580109321751287,0.0,0.2029349131038212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617604085910487,0.0,0.0,0.14872380331173388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ethanclsn,2019/02/02,"Cleaning House I suck at titles. I'm sorry it's just a thing. If you've clicked on this I'm honestly shocked and also happy. Onto the reason I started this post. To start things off y'all are gonna need some background about my family and shit. Basically when I was real little my dad was diagnosed with ADHD (or possibly ADD I don't actually know the specifics because I was little). Anyway he was 32 when he was first diagnosed, my brother and I were diagnosed at like the earliest ages we possibly could be. I remember going in to an office and clicking on buttons for like an hour, once on Adderall and once off but I think I've strayed from my initial point. Long story short me, my dad, and my brother all have ADHD (or some variant thereof with more or less hyperactivity and whatever but that's not important). My mother, the poor woman, has been with my dad since they were in college and they recently celebrated 26 years of marriage. How she put up with the three of us I'll never understand. My brother still lives at home with my parents and my mom has been trying to get the house cleaned to a level that ""normal"" people would be comfortable and happy with. I moved away for college and have learned a lot about managing with my ADHD and working around it or making it work for me. Her biggest struggle has been with getting my dad and brother to help her out. The other day we were talking and I realized I actually knew how to help. Partly thanks to this sub and partly thanks to my own understanding of how our brains work. Basically we/they need an instigator, something or someone to make them start (in this case my mom saying ""okay we are cleaning now""). She's done this before so here's where I and this sub come in. She gets into the swing of things and finishes whatever task she set out for the group to accomplish that day and thinks ""great let's keep going"" whereas we think ""okay we did the thing let's stop"". So we figured out that if she sets a timer and tells them everyday ""okay we are all going to work on this for 30 minutes"" a lot more will get done because the frustration with ""I want to do more"" vs ""I was told we need to do x and then we're done"" goes away because there's a definitive stopping point. I also suggested that she look around at the end of a cleaning session and determine where to start the next day. She knows this is more work for her but it's still better than essentially having to clean everything all by herself. This also takes away that ""oh shit everything sucks where the fuck do I even start"" issue because someone told us where to start already. I think what I came here to say was thank you guys so much for sharing your tips and tricks for managing life with ADHD it's definitely made my life better and I think it's made my parents' life better too. P.S. I'm really sorry for the rambling post, I had a lot of useless shit to say I think. If you've made it this far thanks for reading. If you didn't make it this far I understand and would probably have done the same.",4.208197700801694,5.513342555740434,5.031887384661927,83.3147831266072,71.02995008319469,8.125865980940857,28.13496445318409,8.575989854853784,1.9842908485856907,2400,87,476,40,44,779,264,601,0.07,0.7979999999999999,0.131,0.991,2,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,11,4,4,10,29,29,8,1,27,3,43,11,4,10,4,114,96,48,0,12,15,13,0,2,0,4,6,3,6,2,31,51,0,3,17,1,1,7,4,11,0,2,27,6,71,18,74,60,18,77,0,1,3,1,60,38,6,14,30,330,102,13,0.0,0.0,0.1071392019000337,0.0,0.2638924874098231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057799715369069,0.13169853413794866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773637619125317,0.0,0.0,0.15472697758479442,0.0,0.0,0.13385392905500104,0.0,0.04671160148610933,0.0,0.0,0.14565049856100398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128097446494245,0.0,0.06278525539371409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728718145464842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382919036599015,0.0,0.0,0.10620820025390876,0.0,0.0,0.1671518073126642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470657507518613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862067598216213,0.0,0.0,0.03625762953533413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986721720533498,0.0,0.051750120131002025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669365865090009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050749542601200966,0.11472148641796605,0.0,0.0935942800540058,0.0,0.0,0.06052193089978364,0.0,0.05435468022342788,0.0,0.11687349577090095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735899222439017,0.0,0.05506416050388927,0.0,0.054060516890071394,0.1266829184823005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057296117455797324,0.0,0.04879319795315816,0.0,0.0,0.0603377123480664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122677127644076,0.1163218850518216,0.053637847941411104,0.11003842214683723,0.048473290405384346,0.04858034723675195,0.04609797403888965,0.0,0.0,0.1400092968912104,0.0,0.15582892789559308,0.10992851557963852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858472023107728,0.0,0.05834469707803104,0.040354141035219525,0.12211183998376242,0.042338407891966745,0.0,0.05838145488763245,0.0,0.05378544433545448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692276607584805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121908801430632,0.11889187026352398,0.0,0.03805728082551652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378703658402977,0.12377172793831474,0.10514847055186886,0.0,0.059186094243752374,0.0,0.0,0.055184636739122266,0.0,0.0,0.05490985500679898,0.06248252763551645,0.03516714243636592,0.05644120237948904,0.05420218956267645,0.0,0.06218533345180492,0.0,0.0,0.1309641211137101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904678480522212,0.045409710971714944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302471010840738,0.04226085265011872,0.0,0.12290091555495915,0.23312977973042384,0.0,0.08767843524698166,0.09178935546929146,0.0,0.057388172606283476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412742079624934,0.044122521325229584,0.047980649280658004,0.20215976117188386,0.0,0.0,0.14587919411142894,0.2110469952393423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049090492596343,0.0,0.03727010135333728,0.0,0.0,0.17144289180502587,0.1320638510484535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03237849306823591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982106767207689,0.0,0.0,0.07799166545994518,0.0,0.0,0.035350579965080696 adhd,chefbistro,2019/02/02,"Vyvanse Dosage A month ago I switched from 36mg of Concerta with a 10mg Ritalin booster to 30mg of Vyvanse, and I’m not finding that it lasts long enough. I’m going to see my doctor about switching my dosage next week to 40mg of Vyvanse, but I’m worried about the side effects. I’ve heard from a lot of people that 40mg of Vyvanse made them feel anxious and panicky, and as someone with a long history of panic attacks, I’m scared that switching my dosage will make my panic disorder worse (which 30mg of Vyvanse hasn’t affected). Wondering if anyone has experience switching from 30mg to 40mg of Vyvanse, and what they noticed with the switch. Normally I would just try it out myself to figure it out, but the panic attacks can be pretty severe and I generally try to avoid triggers. 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First question, what do you eat? Um, nothing really. Silence ensues with stares. 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The doctors that we have seen seem to not have experience with helping my SO find a medication that works. They seem to be experienced with adults that were diagnosed as kids and just refilling their current medications.,12.735948717948716,11.961506492307693,11.195384615384624,53.38794871794874,53.30769230769231,14.82051282051282,47.82051282051282,13.5591,6.852897435897438,322,17,45,10,3,101,47,65,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,7,0,0,0,13,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,4,1,10,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,1,32,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732481651923215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501902674795249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297172579870887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874895670649787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767201881010814,0.0,0.0,0.18914951539408476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563055300765307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475735654847523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471142875280493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616809401647568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510819538336895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118026874302485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arotto12,2019/02/02,"Label Peeling Anyone else have to problem of peeling labels off things? Example.. I’m drinking a beer right now, the label is almost completely peeled off and I didn’t even notice it until I was almost done with the beer. Anyone else have this problem? 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My psych upped the dose to 50 and it’s been so much better? It’s really strange somehow at the higher dosage I feel less anxious, more normal and less medicated? Also lasts longer so I don’t get any weird crash! Only problem is I’ve noticed on my fitwatch thing that my heart rate can spike pretty high, and also I had this episode of my fingers going numb and tingly for a solid 30 minutes after swimming, which are apparently serious side effects so I’m going to have to tell my psych next week but I hope I can work around it ;-; Modafinil is by far my favourite but I’m glad this is doing okay and I don’t want to have to switch! Has anyone else experienced this with their meds? Less bad side effects on a higher dose? To me it’s super strange!",1.916834327197304,3.906614995073891,3.2832460461498587,90.55308789214416,78.85221674876848,5.850038890329273,24.477313974591645,6.8360192770164,0.8211536945812812,776,28,164,8,19,253,123,203,0.184,0.68,0.136,-0.9036,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,9,14,0,1,6,1,15,8,2,4,0,26,30,17,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,4,1,1,3,2,7,0,0,5,4,19,7,25,24,7,21,0,1,0,1,4,12,0,2,6,104,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27269326321342524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594401263874515,0.0,0.1304299701200993,0.1926134222573352,0.0,0.1192156785143702,0.17469463535823515,0.0,0.1517787471935575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235812632433728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015820183667317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995665554229547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242861891686462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620855926540248,0.0,0.1637041484234552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907780379860199,0.0,0.19379509280873444,0.0,0.13636226843073335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204012496245688,0.0,0.1801397615664973,0.0,0.1693422922708918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154583678047956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897805791342302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538804726127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893840677626572,0.1717580955421962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253351353729829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132581598569766,0.0,0.1670511569307537,0.0,0.19411230950916306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967088183097808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734570520335275,0.0,0.1631428928031929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922493813202576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206788686051858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902215779110242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327083214396895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725492771119078,0.0,0.0,0.10056372673968528,0.0,0.13676265222440173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412406719397535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mfzink30,2019/02/02,"Trying to motivate myself to get motivated. Does anyone else feel like they know that they would be able to function more like a ""normal"" adult if they had the motivation to get things done? I'm 27 and was just diagnosed with ADHD last year, even though my wife and I have known that I have had some form of ADD for a few years. I have been struggling with motivation recently, and I know that am able to do all kinds of tasks if I am motivated to do so, but that initial point of getting started feels like a 10 foot wall that I will never be able to get over. I am looking for tricks and ways to get over that initial wall and get my life moving in the direction that I know I can and should be going in.",11.03296551724138,5.603480158620691,10.368275862068966,72.3793103448276,61.206896551724135,13.80689655172414,39.3448275862069,10.355215969177356,3.6318,553,15,122,8,5,180,83,145,0.026000000000000002,0.862,0.113,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,5,4,6,1,1,5,0,20,3,1,5,2,30,35,11,0,5,4,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,11,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,3,15,4,19,24,5,16,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,9,86,23,5,0.4339108548991954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382550864348598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113351955847097,0.14819764935224014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468034613236475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657277106531228,0.14801381839764327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082561368116065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553134245006073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626557719963407,0.20665733429298236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534010253494792,0.0,0.0822005127729293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061712779205755,0.2384660581034012,0.11789842001772655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216135636126662,0.21198692601987315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145861162466624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372618971890206,0.0,0.0,0.11155293368465258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171350326782006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367286700875405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428115406057925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237477880818804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120594589592046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960903637909969,0.0,0.1421050706175722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819899593999548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480607991038674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027459406032559,0.0,0.0,0.18628290948592252 adhd,Royalation,2019/02/02,"First time on Ritalin I’m being used in a study for a slow release Ritalin, and I took it today for the first time, and it made me feel more motivated and focused, but I also felt like I had drank 5 cups of coffee. I was very racy and shaky. I’m still feeling it a little, and it’s pretty uncomfortable. I’m going to have to take these everyday for the next 12 weeks probably, and I just want to know if it will eventually balance itself out, or if this is just a side-effect?",8.5441,4.829952010000007,9.5,71.48,63.9,12.8,36.0,10.686352973137794,3.4702,371,11,80,7,4,130,69,100,0.063,0.789,0.14800000000000002,0.742,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,6,0,6,3,0,3,0,22,20,11,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,3,6,1,10,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,11,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500697668267416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233950552733362,0.0,0.22212803655902089,0.0,0.0,0.39356486420147385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147902443200904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714148051684418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130237646344395,0.23186904774878694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189047814265608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24603864880796425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536162502038904,0.24942966364886696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475287896888154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739430847904759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26979893617156003,0.0,0.21928855923967305,0.0,0.2570334516038095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980830223994991,0.0,0.1908843319067532,0.13645361699669456,0.0,0.18557146966507748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Onlypandora,2019/02/02,Mylan brand methylphenidate er 18 question Not all of my tablets have the laser hole in them. Is this something to be concerned about?,3.96125,7.20510929166667,1.2966666666666669,100.015,81.08333333333334,3.2,28.83333333333333,3.1291,0.43968333333333387,109,5,20,0,3,28,24,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8241478608760119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663747023071333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luarluar,2019/02/02,"Depression is interfering with my ADHD treatment Getting diagnosed and starting Vyvanse has been great for my brain but not easy. The ADHD inertia cleared but it seems to have just made room for my depression to take over and now ironically my productivity is suffering again. I was so determined to fix the mess I inherited from my undiagnosed self that whenever I had an off day I started hating myself. Now I’m really unhappy. I feel like I’m stuck in a black hole, all I want to do is sleep and cry. My job doesn’t require me to be in the office everyday so it’s been hard to pull myself out of bed these past few weeks. On the days I push myself to go to the office I do so well but I’ve been so inconsistent that I’m starting to fall behind on work again. I’m wondering if maybe I should have focused on treating my depression first before starting ADHD medication. But I’m also worried about telling my psychiatrist incase he makes me stop taking the Vyvanse because everything feel much worse when I don’t take it. I’m so overwhelmed.",4.717941176470589,6.177166284313724,6.083607843137255,75.66923529411766,69.98039215686275,9.55764705882353,31.24705882352941,9.888512548439397,3.1950964705882363,838,36,155,21,15,283,124,204,0.214,0.69,0.096,-0.9843,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,15,11,1,1,8,0,17,4,2,2,2,24,41,15,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,6,5,0,2,4,0,1,4,3,7,1,1,7,4,23,4,24,32,3,29,0,5,1,0,3,9,0,3,17,104,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552466839824483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009760056960709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697144386137461,0.0,0.1074442696406941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095619363882744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869882568424846,0.1628640729224016,0.0,0.3262618170669673,0.12815876773262186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348101031481155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276891972886081,0.09020546609424816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074029982056971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596951254143263,0.0,0.07176068145112123,0.0,0.0,0.1392102701660857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311080187655795,0.12466293052059155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530092543459748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168788067432559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194772805467698,0.0842844796108609,0.0,0.1268525892833696,0.0,0.0,0.12720113602690014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282107811688006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053653452388595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089013894223289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149491118195867,0.13172445114454334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635860324106032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35749090329775945,0.0,0.0,0.10556521233938868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848121444207154,0.0,0.1103632856685424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447579250344058,0.0,0.10128410351826447,0.0,0.11352956967443747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693162473602818,0.09192418153864602,0.12823068851417982,0.12867728262551684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tristin-brotherton,2019/02/02,What meds So I don’t know what medicine I should go for I’m currently on adderall 30mg but I know some of my friends who are on vyvanse and concert it seem to work really well for them I don’t know if it would do the Same for me dose anyone know anything about this type of stuff I was just diagnosed with adhd so I’m kind new if anyone has advanced please let me know there are some many options and Is kinda stressful ,1.7266666666666666,3.4553276111111124,2.8263888888888893,94.83625000000004,78.44444444444444,5.833333333333334,23.472222222222207,6.6274283507984215,0.4748888888888891,335,11,76,3,8,107,63,90,0.042,0.773,0.185,0.9287,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,0,0,20,20,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,9,3,10,16,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,2,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23654860128891286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525295661923804,0.0,0.16197239569094138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997759345649478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206856403681976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186169667162084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049657221624348,0.5408566799683964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012696207079482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955235676862795,0.0,0.0,0.21863116176437303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900973832551245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605766753031236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609284085804826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918451189448578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546542274047845,0.0,0.22532058331457935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769717069204775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329288273365984,0.0,0.0,0.1398207244004788,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Annak95e,2019/02/02,"Caffeine makes me distinctly less focused and productive... I love coffee and hot tea, but I feel like it doesn’t increase my energy, motivation, or productivity at all, and sometimes it seems like the caffeinated drinks actually make me less focused. Is this a known issue for people with ADHD, or is it just me? Any tips for dealing with this issue, or even better - how to make caffeine work for me the way it’s supposed to, without giving up caffeine would be greatly appreciated! 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My husband was diagnosed about two months ago with combined ADHD. I knew for years something was up but never what - depression?? ADD?? Long story short I begged him to get testing. He has made every step hell - telling me he's absolutely fine (then testing severe for combined ADHD) and then telling me he want interested in meds and was going to will himself better. Well he just got Adderall and has been taking it for 3 days. It's really messed up his sleep and he claimed he didn't notice a change but then he said he noticed he doesn't get frustrated or ragingly angry with every task in his day. He asked me if that was what normal people felt like but I'm kind of dumbfounded. Is that what ADHD is like? I have no idea what he's going to go through.",2.4633193277310923,4.864645500000002,3.576022408963585,87.02584033613445,79.11904761904762,6.0957983193277325,22.97759103641457,7.285733465282438,0.9820317927170872,676,22,130,9,17,218,105,168,0.124,0.701,0.175,0.7254,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,15,3,0,1,0,15,2,1,1,1,24,33,13,0,6,7,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,5,1,1,12,3,12,10,15,20,0,19,1,1,0,0,24,5,1,4,13,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499216857810382,0.0,0.11061922280710304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332448916922466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103670303019122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201177132420058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095905982532752,0.0,0.10748184951554317,0.12665970089329598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210282707386829,0.0,0.0,0.12206902571186085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396368431705316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303957407581646,0.0,0.21276390080765087,0.0,0.09980633920707542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394509462914655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087325181813384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995007190934915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828989616516712,0.0,0.0,0.11043563960016964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807976063854035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861408089684904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960656310411592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962461040555302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445363314271102,0.0,0.28414955588658863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651399976469559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994397094247695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870431432055842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409777116418116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488059283776592,0.0,0.0,0.09606980101891144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382690356482364,0.0,0.21814474342547568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190215706269952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360465280032369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220161984944424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036097168377597 adhd,br094,2018/11/10,"Welp, that’s a first. Got in the shower and forgot to shower. I got home from work and got in the shower, washed my hair and face, then I got distracted thinking about something I had recently bought. An undetermined about of time later, I got out, dried off, and noticed the new shower gel I bought wasn’t even in the shower. That’s when it occurred to me. I feel like lately I’m always forgetting to do things that I’m actually in the middle of. Tl;dr: distracted by shiny new thing and got out of shower. 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And folded it and put it away!! No one around me fully understands how accomplished I’m feeling, but you guys will! It only took an entire Saturday and 61,548 mental reminders. Yay!",3.3719230769230784,6.0408958717948735,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,77.46153846153847,6.976923076923077,25.134615384615394,8.07648339933343,1.9752,165,6,27,3,4,54,34,39,0.037000000000000005,0.755,0.20800000000000002,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,1,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936268840959799,0.0,0.0,0.3098948558307446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677664763712194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32659273879374384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324004094486956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235076285594448,0.25085763121666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315795728699659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31264906492312633,0.0,0.3664635700855841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433743169319533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nevesnow,2018/11/10,Studying background music? Hi guys! I was wondering what type of background music you use for studying.. something that helps focus but doesn’t bring all the focus to the music.,3.3967741935483886,6.550237709677424,3.19574193548387,83.19361290322581,91.258064516129,3.7703225806451615,25.55483870967742,5.6839178017228535,1.1864787096774196,143,6,20,1,5,43,25,31,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.2714,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498559398713677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374957522930312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876307467868999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348756318054656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460409619668155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GodOfThunder101,2018/11/10,"How do you manage with this symptom, short burst of excitement and energy? Every week I get this weird feeling, like I could be walking or sitting down doing random things and I would get a short burst of excitement and happiness. That will last about 15 seconds , I usually feel it in my face weirdly. Is this a normal feeling that everyone experiences or could this be another type of illness?",6.441666666666666,7.950536500000003,6.7426666666666675,72.36900000000001,65.94444444444444,10.204444444444446,35.23333333333333,10.355215969177356,4.068513333333334,316,15,51,8,5,102,52,72,0.084,0.6940000000000001,0.222,0.8803,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,9,3,1,1,0,15,14,6,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,6,4,7,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542342286085777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871596867506185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427800792319464,0.2316752506121023,0.0,0.23716660025374986,0.0,0.0,0.36777618274578505,0.17320923350032266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533444855714806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809686212697586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976324240514794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845081002846912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375535072262675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25200260902202826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107570840345364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670289005172449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448202748419205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223241244299714,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cyrusm,2018/11/10,"An ADHD personal success story, and how I just hyperfocussed the shit out of a project at work. Long story short, I'm an embedded systems engineer for a reasonably small and growing start-up. This means I always have a lot of work to keep me busy, very little support in getting it done, and a manager who's inexperienced with software development management. This means I have a lot of stimulation, but also quite a bit of room to screw up as well. So we have this large firmware update that needs to get done like yesterday. I've been planning this update for the last 3 days, slogging through making flowcharts, and power-points, and excel spread-shits, all while getting distracted by other things. I gave a really crappy presentation about the fixes I wanted to implement which basically resulted in my boss giving me a stern look of disapproval and doubt. So anyway, he says to me 'get me a list of all of the tasks that need to be done, and the time you think it'll take you'. An ADHD nightmare if I ever heard one, but it forced me to think correctly about how I was going to organize my work. I cooked up my list and estimated it would take me \~10 man-hours to get the job ready/tested/validated. The boss came in after I e-mailed my estimate, hands me a stop-watch and says if I get it done in the 10-hour estimate, he'll give me a free paid day off. Well, I slammed a Sugar-free Monster, put all my tasks on the big-board on sticky-notes, put on music, cobbled together my improvised standing desk, and just \*worked\*. Got it all done, tested, and verified with 2 hours to spare. I'm really fucking proud of myself. Now comes the hard part, convincing my boss that I \*actually\* did a really good job, and didn't rush through recklessly. 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The highest I measured was 130 (I'm recording this data with my Note 8's built in fingertip sensor, so it may not be accurate.) I have experienced a tightness in my chest, even when my heart rate is relatively low. My BP is perfect according to my doctor and I've never had an irregular heart beat. I've had chest pain in the past when exercising but I think it's because I rarely get my heart pounding like that. I've also had anxiety. I'm only 24 and at a healthy weight. Should I be concerned about my heart or does it seem anxiety related? Sorry for rambling. 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Peak ADHD - putting yourself in discomfort in ordrer to avoid discomfort.,9.234705882352939,10.128654823529416,8.045882352941177,67.65647058823532,59.58823529411765,12.682352941176472,40.52941176470589,12.161744961471696,5.460341176470588,160,8,25,5,2,49,28,34,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.7783,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.341531801455703,0.0,0.42061017357492064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115580481875931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7036568525412944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694331277568444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040772320178757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Renny_rn2be,2018/11/10,Help me stop my clenching jaw Prescribed vyvanse. Need suggestions on how to help stop clenching my jaw. I don’t even reAlize I’m doing it until I’m in major pain. ,2.7672727272727258,4.850669969696972,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,76.57575757575758,6.824242424242425,29.181818181818183,7.793537801064563,2.1169272727272728,131,6,24,2,3,44,25,33,0.20800000000000002,0.647,0.146,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549553137135387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517467411750253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622079334463474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107408073674328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6454416413635261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Night-Changes,2018/11/10,"HOW DO I CLEAN MY ROOM I’m struggling so bad lately. I put off laundry. I put off moving dishes. No matter how badly I KNOW these things need done I just can’t motivate myself to do it. What organization/cleaning tips work for you guys?? Currently off my meds, but getting on them again soon. 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The best way to get there from Manhattan, where we were staying, is by a bus called a jitney that starts in Manhattan, makes a few stops there to pick up passengers and heads out to the far tip of Long Island. On the way back we got out at our stop and hailed a cab to the hotel. Right when I got into the cab I realized I left my phone on the bus. My wife suddenly sprung into action “FOLLOW THAT BUS!” My wife shouted to the driver. We began a crazy pursuit through several blocks of midtown Manhattan, cutting off cars, weaving through traffic, blowing through lights. The driver caught up with the bus, cut it off and blocked the street at a 45 degree angle. I jumped out of the cab and ran into the bus. The driver shouted at me and the passengers looked in horror like they thought I was going to hijack the bus! “Sorry! Excuse me!” I pushed down the isle and grabbed my phone from my seat where I left it. “Sorry about that!” As I hopped off the bus and back into the cab. My wife is awesome.",3.2324523612261804,4.805075211267607,4.03262082297708,88.46694283347144,73.88262910798122,6.701905550952778,25.205468102734052,7.285733465282438,1.0871007456503738,832,27,169,9,17,266,111,213,0.098,0.8370000000000001,0.065,-0.5053,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,0,1,1,9,4,2,0,26,0,4,1,1,2,0,26,17,9,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,18,0,4,2,1,1,10,0,2,0,0,8,5,22,2,39,9,3,52,0,0,1,0,13,28,0,0,12,114,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966027411035576,0.0,0.1546432899895743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682893136306975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307911841303368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781374364732975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114521798183972,0.0,0.09914644964641672,0.0,0.2790542234004291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904053334142012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37909040847609504,0.0,0.0,0.08522960249809088,0.0,0.0,0.1543866446219195,0.14649774940983645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644965940582065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489830951157283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970838032509786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905748116830592,0.12347971453910135,0.1859451669191263,0.0,0.2917033617287913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849729822606116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769475478183692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123429068888754 adhd,elijahrod1,2018/11/10,Speech Problems? I have really bad problems with stuttering it’s like my mouth is moving faster than my brain . Is this a common problem among anyone else ? It’s really embarrassing and people that are very close to me make fun of it (and it’s okay it’s funny) I worry about those who don’t know me judging me.,0.35806451612903706,2.756785451612906,2.2441290322580656,90.01619354838711,97.70967741935483,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,0.13357548387096774,246,6,48,4,10,81,47,62,0.285,0.608,0.106,-0.9173,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,1,1,5,2,2,1,0,9,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,30,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631378804598887,0.2390567490384272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480661674876984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26045447892067153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490308067261225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822272790286118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398495094100135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557382449925905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24797480470772196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174986336449534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6697471190620181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989325753503689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925076666678931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369406855875813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aroweeee,2018/11/10,"When the leaves fall off of the trees, I prepare myself for the emotional rollercoaster I’m about to go on I live in WV, I’m sure you’ve heard how beautiful fall time is here. It’s awesome before the time change, the leaves are bright neon reds and pinks and oranges. I never live in the moment of it though because I know what’s coming next. The clocks went back an hour last week. Since then it’s taking a toll on my mental health. It gets dark at 5:30, I feel less and less motivated to do things. I feel “heavy”. I am on a cocktail of mydayis and lamictal, which was working perfect up until this point. I was feeling better and had more empathy and wasn’t so irritated all of the time. I know this is called seasonal affective disorder (SAD) and it’s actually very common for people with adhd to have. I’m just trying to figure out how to not fall into a spiral of negative moods all winter. Does anyone else suffer from this? And if so what steps did you take to combat it? I’ve looked into light therapy and am seriously considering it. Any feedback helps. 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I keep on getting distracted by little things in the game. It’s fun, but it kinda sucks lol ",-0.3807692307692321,1.8146432307692355,1.6725128205128217,96.96415384615385,91.05128205128204,4.1456410256410265,15.492307692307696,5.6839178017228535,-0.7600707692307695,142,3,32,1,5,47,35,39,0.11599999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.193,0.4628,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239557016800494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380495768847605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39536876352288003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458178263491725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32698752107700235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452533052994124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955128943122325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissionSleep56,2018/11/10,"How do I explain ADHD burnout to a successful startup entrepreneur This entrepreneur is very good at what they're doing, but ""*burnout*"" for them is ""80 hours a week for 2+ years"". My burnout is ""50 hours a week for 6 months"", the initial enthusiasm I showed confuses them, and I'm a good 30 years younger. I replaced a mentally ill guy he trapped in a pressure cooker. He assumed the disastrous results from my predecessor ""must have been drugs"". I've hit the point where I can't finish ANYTHING. ***ANYTHING.*** It's like trying to hold a couple supermagnets together. I've hit that point where I'd rather cash out all my savings to hire a replacement myself. They're beyond frustrated that I'm not classic mental retardation, but inexplicably I'm just ""treating this like a hobby"". They can't just give me a few weeks alone, everything is RIGHT NOW priority. When I graduated college (took 6 years, couldn't hold a job/relationships/social-life) I was ""drooling staring at the wall"" levels of burned out for nearly a solid year. I've got this degree hanging over my head that makes me look more capable than I am.",3.422841193893824,6.039845291866026,4.608174982911827,79.75055821371612,76.94258373205741,7.617316017316017,29.091136933242197,8.563005593585519,2.542722305764411,882,40,159,19,21,289,135,209,0.128,0.752,0.12,-0.561,2,2,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,4,9,10,1,2,16,0,14,4,2,3,2,21,25,5,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,2,2,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,4,3,17,7,18,17,3,31,0,0,2,0,8,15,0,2,16,88,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562989088341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135525169259514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405188111561124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169929838978989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947408355276428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313397208162755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018921613801322,0.0,0.2451478194507543,0.116880183941228,0.0,0.0,0.14469993671048598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998010218144991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878336636467901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501975721706295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279162659968242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122719403342822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754847961369174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945461579299952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664623219180535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762959429316074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124801347559415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896963839438346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236507766197325,0.09921834301762347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057943890613232,0.0,0.0,0.35167009464347393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764332096224083 adhd,SentimentalGarlic,2018/11/10,"Thanks to ADHD, I will forever talk to myself as if I am a child. For years it's been nothing but an interior dialogue of parental nagging - ""Why haven't you made your bed, you should get the oil changed in your car you know, you should go online and take care of that thing before the deadline, if you're *really* bored you should clean your room"" etc. *ad nauseam*. Now that I'm on meds I don't argue/bargain/dither with myself about doing things, I just *do* them, except . . . Now, it's ""Young lady, you're not getting up from this table until you finish eating what's on your plate!"" &#x200B; &#x200B;",0.6478625235404891,3.1554568559322043,1.8666666666666671,93.35568738229756,94.84745762711864,4.31713747645951,17.57250470809793,6.139981653823899,-0.10730094161958537,471,13,93,5,18,149,87,118,0.054000000000000006,0.857,0.08800000000000001,0.5983,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,10,1,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,13,19,6,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,8,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,17,2,15,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,6,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434521278410836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36845882508771816,0.4132145592514404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468456057775855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335877873900096,0.0,0.17987112660121338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398500659510666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896304319880324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766922266780555,0.0,0.09663300515920292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344504490970204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088822505605052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888670278688797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631501229293651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888002209771949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892674171520568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278427725074723,0.13666514113034622,0.0,0.1565424609791882,0.0,0.0,0.2259231799591167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342727629904687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132145592514404,0.10949492129781878 adhd,all_terminal,2018/11/10,"How do you get your hyper focus on ? I am staring at a mountain of packing sorting and cleaning organizing that needs to be done. It looks like a hoarders paradise- dealing with a bunch of health issues so let things go I can’t get help because a. Funds are tight B.Lots of personal info and knickknacks around- last time I got help they pilfered items of value and I didn’t even miss it till months after But I know I can do it. My drug of choice coffee is failing me... I know other folks have a way to get them selves to do stuff that needs to be done ... Help ? 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I booked a big tour to Japan back in June. (was inspired/motivated by Anthony Bourdains passing, life is short, get busy livin or get busy dyin, etc...) I leave next Tuesday morning. I had off work this summer and didn't start back work until September. So I had all of June, July, August and even September & October to plan, research, learn some Japanese. Dot all my ""i's"", cross all my ""t's"". All the time in the world to prepare to make this a great, stress-free trip. When did I start planning, researching, learning? Last night at 10:30pm. I was up till 4:30am (and I could have stayed up longer). And while the hyperfocus was great (I thought my ability to hyperfocus was long gone) the stress & anxiety that resulted from how unprepared I feel wasn't. And I feel more stress now b/c I don't have time today or tomorrow to go back to planning/researching/learning. Monday I work and have to pack and Tuesday I leave. GAH! But...I have no one to blame but myself and my lacksidasical, procrastinating brain for the stress and anxiety I feel right now. At any time over the last 5 months I could have bit off a little piece of this. It was just something to do ""later"". Well...later is now. Thanks for listening...",2.787578125,5.150771539062504,3.6145375000000013,87.38671250000004,77.75,7.377250000000001,24.3025,8.364918446050245,1.5403701874999998,1038,36,212,21,25,330,143,256,0.083,0.8690000000000001,0.048,-0.3751,0,0,1,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,0,7,13,7,0,4,10,0,24,3,2,4,4,33,38,21,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,1,0,5,5,4,0,1,12,4,22,3,30,22,9,51,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,5,31,127,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086704033788194,0.0,0.06457669281535687,0.0,0.217934568314583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190572945385864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103672747422904,0.0,0.0,0.2120156200405917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163716067600322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590654540700414,0.06272080261659034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404530746444158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922633936246364,0.0,0.053968488292819285,0.0,0.0,0.20938953431806406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548116741812831,0.0,0.2010998398512628,0.0,0.0,0.06707371741088809,0.0,0.09517580498453317,0.0,0.08403744009553492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338716215011697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579691311871936,0.0,0.0,0.07041233078320203,0.0,0.0,0.10099203272260543,0.08911440558660669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643479878280978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109612046881555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731055678886504,0.0,0.0,0.1344276784951927,0.10121572279965024,0.0,0.0,0.54388715662544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874272714458767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538837592829953,0.16611745627592014,0.0,0.09001186381783274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538128579557908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456634618620877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpacePirateXXVI,2018/11/10,"Crush Hello friends, I have this supervisor whom I just love working for because she's funny and chilled and just really cool. But just between you and me, I've developed this tiny bit of crush for her because she's honestly so fucking pretty like fuck me fam, how is this someone's face!? Like yooo, what do you do to it? Do you apply some kind of cream or some shit? None of this adds up, it's keeping me up at night at this point, how can someone be this pretty and like exist? Honestly need to figure this out, fam. It's surprising that she doesn't have swarms of people just like chasing after her at all times. But it's just not the she's pretty, her personality is A1. And the other day we had to take our break and she invited ME TO TAKE MINE WITH HER!!! DADDYS IN, BOYS (and also girls and other respective genders :D) but yeah, it was fun those 15 minutes were really chill, We talked and laughed and stuff, shared a cookiewich. Good time. Good time. But yeah, I know it's just a crush and with ADHD, stuff like this has this burning intensity in the beginning and then a few months in, you wake up one day and you're kinda done with it. And like I want to get to know her more because she's so cool and stuff but I'm also not too keen on it because, in my experience, relationships tend to become a headache and then there's this long recovery time after so I don't want to be hindered off of my goals and stuff. But yeah, just wanted to share this with someone. And who better to keep a secret than the internet? Right, friends? . One last thing though, I wanted to mention two of my favorite things about her, the first one being she wears this blue eyeliner but not just any blue eyeliner, ITS FUCKING AQUA!! Who the fuccck doesn't love aqua!? Honestly, it's like the prettiest color, someones probably going ""nah, burgundy"". Nah fam, AQUA. Don't get me wrong, burgundy is a very pretty color. But AQUA, friends. And the second one being, she wears oud ( which is middle eastern version of perfume but it's longer lasting and has a more intense smell, something about mixing oil or something) but it's smelllsss sooooooo good. I fucking love it so much. During work it's gets on my jacket and for like the next day or so, there are subtle hints of it at random moments and just makes me smile. Because SHE'S SO COOL AND PRETTY AND SMELLS LIKE AN ANGEL AND HAS IDIOSYNCRASIES THAT I LIKE, GOOD WILL HUNTING WAS RIGHT HI ROBIN, I WANT TO KISS HERRRRRR. :(",2.6027497305066483,4.821546617768597,3.385379087315848,89.53146784045994,77.65702479338843,6.109522098454906,23.53826805605462,7.1686216300943375,0.8705984189723321,1929,63,388,23,46,610,220,484,0.03,0.67,0.3,0.9994,0,0,2,2,0,0,75.0,3,4,0,5,25,42,5,0,17,6,28,13,5,3,1,78,55,51,0,6,25,0,0,10,3,1,0,0,0,3,43,33,0,2,4,0,0,1,8,6,0,7,5,12,42,36,48,45,10,41,1,0,5,8,42,19,5,7,30,259,85,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422224457072351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208550634280473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765663519109079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135998349228287,0.07739758132461175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061979846575938385,0.0765089398015207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558692943478032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171591851056046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855144570438196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059609802119006426,0.0,0.0,0.16243033002995896,0.25915040966954617,0.1098413355542672,0.0,0.03982793863011067,0.23511828768904364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245802089095968,0.0,0.07297727860794016,0.07702799903242187,0.11424870426354372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423742746077618,0.0,0.0,0.0620183761419514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974913959179332,0.0,0.04677877931940588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593699026114565,0.0,0.05151668194982068,0.05196324888739855,0.0,0.0,0.07453061237480021,0.0657651008771058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995141729990492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048584476880626,0.0611909372354444,0.0,0.0,0.06624801838239375,0.0,0.0,0.3564815147393598,0.0755578266514555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978976855917359,0.0,0.0,0.07523942812862347,0.0,0.11969545234053915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193585940246519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375133892676113,0.10790163532432917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208982030979872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538250547713396,0.056327450904039976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931157478928328,0.0,0.0688530015283324,0.0,0.16345627021087022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845773571467705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057823135587405386,0.2066742701765092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020377896895555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662120862401726,0.0,0.0 adhd,pusherman97,2018/11/10,"Could my concerta be making me anxious and angry I’m on 18mg right now and for the past week I’ve found that I’ve been angrier and way more anxious. However almost all of my anger has been directed towards one person and I feel the concerta would be more general in its effects...or maybe the anger is when it wears 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adhd,h22ush18922772,2018/11/10,Fuck adhd I have a speech disability and it made my life miserable no one can understand me and my grandma think I'm acting she said this to me before that he's acting and he's trying to get attention I just want to punch you in the face I don't give a shit if she's almost 80 she should have not tell me this it's hard for me to say shit I have ADHD and it's making my fucking life miserable High School made my life fucking miserable also teachers didn't give a shit about me also I don't know what to say about my life they put me in these assholes retarded classroom with all the mental disabled kids they make sure I have no future I can't even good words they made my life miserable my life is a fucking nightmare I graduate high school at the age of 21 that was seven years ago and now I'm getting older My Life coming hell my grandma love to judge me and my parents love to judge me even when I was in high school they love to judge me and my special ed teachers love to scream at me I have no high school diploma no college diploma no nothing I work in a shity job making shity hours making shity money sometimes I worked I be cool and I don't want people to notice I have a speech problem and it makes me so sad because I cannot speak good English and makes me so fucking sad that no one can't understand what the fuck I'm saying I hate my speech teacher for failing me no one even understand what I'm saying my parents don't even understand what I'm saying sometimes my grandma thinks I'm acting most of the time trying to get attention every time I stick my mom always told me you just want someone to take you out of the house you just want someone to get your attention of course I'm going to be sick of course because I have been home for 7 years 7 week and not doing nothing I do have a job but I'm only working only 10 hours 3 days a week the rest is just staying 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adhd,imanayer,2018/11/10,"Apple Watch gone I bought my daughter an Apple Watch to help with timing and reminders. And it did help tremendously to keep her on track, especially in the mornings. She took it off at school sometime on Friday morning to keep it safe while horsing around ... and never picked it back up again. And then since she feared getting in trouble, didn’t mention it at all until my husband noticed she wasn’t wearing it at 9pm. Thanks for reading. I needed to vent. 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Will meds help? I've always felt that I was different from people. Im very sensitive although i do not show it. I have high anxiety when driving on freeways (although I've been driving for 13 years), struggle with relationships, struggle with managing my money, and I have a hard time describing who I am. I feel like I don't make any sense at all. I stutter wildly when I'm anxious. I can't give direct answers, I'm one of those guys who are always in need to explain themselves first. I'm about to graduate college and get my degree in psychology. I can't remember 90% of things I've learned although my grades are fairly high. But grades don't freaking matter in the real world, I'm not internalizing the things I'm learning or anything, just memorizing and regurgitating back shit for exams. I've always struggled with English and writing. I can't comprehend what I'm reading and im always anxious...sweating my balls off and hands for whatever reasons. I can ramble on and on, but I want advice if meds would work. I did start medicating myself with weed and I did lose my anxiety and anxious feelings, but at the cost of being dependent on it along with being depressed. I'm a poor college student with no health insurance so I really need to be certain if I should get diagnosed and if I do, will medication help. Any suggestions?",3.704366666666669,5.842019501818182,5.227113636363637,77.99533712121213,73.98181818181818,7.928787878787879,31.458333333333336,8.72156446121922,2.8631242424242425,1133,55,201,23,24,381,150,275,0.138,0.812,0.049,-0.9591,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,1,3,5,0,27,6,2,3,2,52,47,24,0,8,12,0,5,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,9,17,0,0,10,3,3,2,8,8,0,2,5,6,27,2,31,35,3,22,0,2,1,0,11,13,1,7,8,134,36,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720039917769194,0.1034266695193744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522729989418223,0.0,0.0,0.1439511153061713,0.0,0.16193625906875542,0.3587108509424191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709818310230054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138525033829501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116075927080752,0.10742645902065998,0.0,0.11058139196091528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703285122500453,0.07561288219492338,0.101624026154881,0.0,0.0,0.09002836083374298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059518222632247,0.10153239954467788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479930049480392,0.0,0.0,0.09481281021628514,0.0,0.0,0.11250410900901957,0.0,0.0,0.14188607757283464,0.22365380495568216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865303796956304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170860099995304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887984279633382,0.11840908523327034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064973669132021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513113920419754,0.2132474877611814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695962592154586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717206488264122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337687192444158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586971299121607,0.12047031023700172,0.0678045002303917,0.10882224868479014,0.0,0.11363370022542675,0.1198973008395392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864433829592594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749148547399774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331944203576861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063220900924409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061716779589803226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732996806143642,0.062427805861038424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705356017211014,0.0,0.0,0.0751864600346236,0.0,0.0,0.0681581795201011 adhd,EyeSitOnCurbs1,2018/11/10,"How do you handle social drinking? Hi, I hope this is appropriate to ask here because I have really been wondering this. I just really want to know how you guys handle drinking in a social group. Whenever I drink I get even more hyper and all over the place so I usually pace myself. It does exacerbate my hyperness and focus. Does anyone else feel this way? Or does it do the opposite. I am just curious because before I go out I get a little anxious especially in a group of people I work with because I don't want to sound careless with my words. It doesn't really work. Just a little self conscious. What do you guys do in these situations? 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I think many of you can relate to this. I like to buy things when I'm bored or I'll purchase something that I think would be super helpful, but end up not using it after the first couple times. I wouldn't be surprised if the total came out to thousands wasted every year. How can I control this impulse!?",4.180298507462688,5.598353000000002,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,71.23880597014927,5.957014925373135,28.32537313432836,5.6839178017228535,1.1986143283582087,269,10,49,1,5,86,50,67,0.125,0.782,0.09300000000000001,-0.4962,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,5,1,16,11,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,6,3,8,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434247603002355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576722863553835,0.0,0.2750811397715817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220193790856278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094638124493612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146669600115892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666373782385128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214578040412788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520505143367805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139136101814447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651647787159475,0.3185972290720305,0.0,0.0,0.14496591237275827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147183620875928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660470700901473,0.0,0.0,0.16009605078989195 adhd,ingenious_gentleman,2018/11/10,"Extreme Fatigue: ADHD's fault or something else? I've been having really horrible, life changing fatigue for the past three years, and have been trying to hunt down what is causing it, but I haven't gotten any closer to fixing it because the doctors can't seem to figure out the exact cause and treatments have not helped so far. One sleep specialist thinks I have narcolepsy, another thinks I don't have narcolepsy but realizes I have a bad problem, and my GP thinks I have ADHD. I don't doubt I have ADHD, but I do have some doubt about whether or not ADHD is the cause of my fatigue. I'm starting Vyvanse now and am hoping for good results. My question is: does anyone have any similar experiences with their ADHD and extreme fatigue? Did taking ADHD medications solve your fatigue problems? Anything else I should know? Thanks so much",5.419615384615383,7.327223012820514,5.667179487179487,77.58615384615388,68.87179487179488,7.764102564102564,32.230769230769226,8.344100000000001,2.7274461538461545,674,30,110,10,12,214,94,156,0.163,0.726,0.11199999999999999,-0.7668,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,4,14,0,2,5,0,23,9,1,4,1,35,34,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,4,0,14,3,10,29,2,8,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,8,4,75,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7458865503213149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068509415686434,0.10846555066056424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072327447425103,0.0,0.08512206428256586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636783370753164,0.0630558845951143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31878321506694723,0.1094254931765328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587492205578236,0.09052078365949814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282120229341846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118388084722657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676031760556806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933345441758673,0.0,0.0,0.1027389676735596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056847757154585066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306252331923135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104204621237521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604008572676857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009342172635905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874490368300373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795565732706574,0.0,0.0,0.11587614384371735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626612429423002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416762328456214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351440877110037,0.0,0.0,0.07963293917213421,0.0,0.0,0.07321515620372343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777378557093598,0.0,0.0,0.09523338358631404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988399603942803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022877031330431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661177916510942 adhd,chelseamonahaan,2018/11/10,"Study tips Ok so I’m in college atm and I absolutely love my course but I’m STRUGGLING. Today is Saturday and I have today and tomorrow to get two assignments finished, I’m almost finished one but I have another one to do, I’ve had a whole month to do these but you know how it is. I done two hours of work this morning but when I get stuck I just get irritated and leave it for a while, Do any other ADHD heads have an tips I can use that help ye study? Keep in mind I don’t take medication for my ADHD so I find it much harder to concentrate also. 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I always hyperfocus on everything else except the conversation. Here’s a list of things that go through my mind when I socialise: - what are they wearing? *overanalyse their personality* - what’s with their body language? *overanalyse again* - oh god there’s an eyelash on your face, would it be weird if I reach out to dust it? Wait it’s socially weird to do it to someone I met 5 mins ago. - urgh it’s hot.. oh wait they are perspiring a lot. Cmon just wipe your sweat off! - why does he pronounce “remember” weird? - ok I need to them about the thing that happen 5 years ago. How should I pace my convo? Oh darn it, they changed subject to something else! - it’s cheers time! Cheers everybody! But gently so the drinks won’t spill. - am I laughing at the right time? Oh wait, oh dear, I laughed inappropriately. - the lady at the next table is familiar.. have I seen her before? Hmm? - do I look spaced out? Maybe my rbf is too strong. Ok furrow my eyebrows lesser... - my bag is at the far end of the room... maybe I can somehow sneak away to get it. By the end of the night, I’m so emotionally spent, I cannot function when I get home. 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adhd,criminal007,2018/11/10,Fuck the school system fuck Strattera fuck everybody who think they can control me fuck this shit I’m fucking done Adhd has been Saving my life from fucked up genetics I fucking hate these dumb ass adhd medications they shouldn’t exist because adhd goes away on its own and these fucking doctors trying to fucking kill 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adhd,BoonDren13,2018/11/10,"What have been your experiences with Strattera and can I get some advice? So I started on Strattera today... And so far I've gone from feeling numb to feeling apathy and I currently can't stop crying. I have no drive to do anything - all my enthusiasm for university and the things I wanted to do with my life have vanished. I'm not sure if I wanted to pursue languages and psychology due to the ADHD or if the meds just aren't working, and I haven't felt this numb since the time I attempted suicide a few years ago. My friends gave me the ok to skip our D&D session today, because I can't muster up any creativity or enthusiasm to roleplay. &#x200B; I'd just like some advice on whether or not I'm going nuts or the meds are already somehow messing with me, and I'm curious what other people's experiences have been with this particular med.",8.23897590361446,6.859439614457834,8.709728915662652,69.57615963855423,62.49397590361446,11.191566265060242,39.42469879518072,10.125756701596842,3.9726530120481933,680,31,124,12,8,228,97,166,0.091,0.746,0.163,0.8497,1,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,1,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,7,1,14,3,0,0,2,33,27,16,1,4,11,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,3,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,5,3,16,4,16,22,4,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,9,10,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418901031800965,0.2832662369070181,0.12848004587376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599442481264937,0.0,0.0,0.3140835902663121,0.17611725311384085,0.09856377209291492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927278855385275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835372184376858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920914107618742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835571182881024,0.0,0.0,0.14657144589895302,0.0,0.13916456752405176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197983216016608,0.0,0.07572486195987344,0.0,0.08237240943109439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237499487956424,0.07081007678700979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829850460104722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004827404896336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989538149611538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258886363276973,0.0,0.0,0.12117584053913245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854019492229635,0.0,0.13660368294611022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629130672748648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451533820852923,0.0,0.27477123538570397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709780439300102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551762002813717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611725311384085,0.0933362309586666 adhd,Kelpie-ardbeg,2018/11/10,"I am depressed I am in the middle of doing my degree and I am going through separation right now During the days, I think I am fine, I got things to do When it gets dark, I feel blue, it paralyses me I break down and cry, I am so afraid of the night My heart is still aching, I can feel my heat is still falling down to an abyss I do not know anymore, I feel hopeless. I know I have to be strong, but when I am alone my weakness comes out from nowhere. I hate myself. It hurts so bad.... 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I'm going for a Teaching English as a Foreign Language (TEFL) course in January next year. Done some research about the accessibility of ADHD medication over there (not so promising) so by the looks of it I might just have to stock up from home in Australia first. &#x200B; You cannot teach in China without a TEFL qualification, hence why I'm going there first to complete it. Thing is, instead of flying back and forth between Aus-China, I think it's more efficient to just stay in China after completing my course. It'd mean I'd need enough medication to last me for my ENTIRE time I'm there- including the teaching period that follows (upwards of 6+ months). Sometimes you can get sponsorship from a teaching company over there who will be more than happy to pay for your flights and even accomodation - don't want to count on this part too much, but if worse comes to worst might just have to pay double for another flight ticket. &#x200B; Just makes estimating the amount of medication I need to bring extremely awkward. I'm not sure if it's a safer bet to just come back after my TEFL course, and then reapply to institutions in China from Australia, and hope that they can sponsor my flight back over again. Or if I should just stock up on medication here, and hope that I can find something in China ASAP after the course. &#x200B; ",6.5474297731711,7.7432409369085216,6.787363677332134,73.28683491062044,65.49842271293375,9.192669370587351,33.707225476941574,9.362217197678863,3.1854222322367427,1375,59,233,25,21,443,162,317,0.061,0.865,0.07400000000000001,0.8043,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,1,3,22,7,0,1,14,0,20,6,0,2,1,48,44,17,0,12,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,12,10,0,0,3,1,3,8,8,2,0,2,1,1,20,5,55,35,11,44,0,0,1,0,5,17,0,13,18,168,32,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921314486410564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231427049219265,0.3623940079541956,0.0,0.07818261008295273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199600103027382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845359234628526,0.2345240715557657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630071698162211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704036096510324,0.0,0.04924614473206892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814644484542615,0.12684131320560454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895449727699063,0.0,0.08474827727208148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937045474067272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478971053752355,0.14810971042933002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782121801603356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077631180479157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261158080293114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976934655128426,0.0,0.0,0.0812176451129569,0.0,0.4506678418044643,0.0,0.2372889775876767,0.0,0.0,0.05951304189307624,0.0,0.05481014328369353,0.16585577773304885,0.0,0.0,0.0792953542167799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807411615913559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057399893285362436,0.07374169846358555,0.0,0.0,0.07947098771395653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027187184799243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049534318698413515,0.04777500628153487,0.0,0.0,0.043476507277790184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319321734166929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727875911273756,0.0,0.0,0.1437462650131662,0.0,0.054280532650408685,0.0,0.07598296034851064,0.0,0.0,0.3623940079541956,0.0960283283619742 adhd,Rupiahrule,2018/11/10,"Inconsistent speech? I don’t know if this is an adhd thing but it feels like it. I know it sounds ridiculous but sometimes I feel the urge to say things that contradict my actual beliefs, if that makes any sense. Like, I know what I’m saying is immature and baseless but i can’t stop myself from saying it for some reason. This is going to sound sooo weird, but when I do this I almost always have a weird feeling in my stomach??? Like my gut is screaming nooooooo but my mouth is saying yeeeeeeees and my mouth always seems to win the battle. It stresses me out beyond belief and makes me want to give up speaking altogether as , who knows what kind of crap I’ll say next. I feel that, on the whole, I generally hold solid consistent beliefs, but what I say at times can be so contradictory to these beliefs that it makes me question whether I have any consistent beliefs to begin with. 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I made a different post earlier about not being able to sleep after taking 40mg vyvanse for the first time at 8am. Its currently 4am and ive lost all hope for sleeping so im just powering through at this point. I’m going on a 2 hour road trip (I’m not driving) in about 3 hours and then boarding a flight so i dont need to take it again but my mom is forcing me to take it in the morning so yeah. I really really dont want to take it again because that means i’ll be going like 48 hours without sleep but i have no say in this so oh well. Is there anything i can do to make tomorrow be not as shitty?",0.2943678160919525,2.224805103448276,2.909655172413796,91.41919540229887,84.17241379310346,6.073563218390802,22.77011494252873,7.3011,0.8698183908045976,520,19,117,8,15,181,92,145,0.057999999999999996,0.826,0.11599999999999999,0.8784,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,6,1,11,4,4,2,1,16,28,10,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,1,2,1,8,3,21,23,1,26,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,13,73,15,0,0.12360752774432583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961327037881012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017184632896536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535000162934759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914355797162494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897342038710393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514049995438872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457983153384284,0.0,0.14049801310739013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277016540657687,0.36518554796338815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335173411221275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060388394398483626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493221810460235,0.0,0.0,0.11696043145666865,0.08250898459752064,0.0,0.0,0.1346448345020302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476764256863453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916534155971206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684906720217965,0.0,0.11838184330250275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583722948493109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982976673051739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494787182490353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646873885855072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207654345312313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290692242421683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111138012109459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915324580061623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,breeze200200,2018/11/10,"Confession - I realised I am a shitty person I was diagnosed with ADHD two years ago. I have been struggling really poorly in terms of schoolwork, interpersonal skills, and work. In the past, I just blamed all my problems on my ADHD. Of course ADHD makes things difficult, but now I realise I am a shitty person in general too. I think I have a tendency to run away from my resposibilities and problems. I know ADHD makes us more prone to procrastination, but I've gotten to the point of just deliberately avoiding my problems. It has got to the point where I miss important deadlines as I am so used to reading notices and emails at the last minute. I don't really have any friends these days. In the past, I just blamed it on my lack of social skills, everyone else being, and ADHD. Now I realise I am a shitty person. I just want friends as I think it is odd to be a lone wolf. I realise I don't really actively listen to other people and tend to zone out a bit when talking to acquaintances. Part of it has to do with ADHD but I think part of it has to do with my selfish desires too. I care a lot about status, money, and how others perceive me and I think I just want friends to appear socially ""normal"". I think one reason why I don't have friends is because I am a jerk. I miss important details. I forget to reply to people's messages. I am sometimes late. I try to procrastinate when someone asks me for help. I saw myself as a ""good person"" though as I didn't deliberately try to hurt anyone else. How can I work on myself? I want to have a ""good character"" but I don't know how to achieve it and whether acheiving it is possible.",3.375825861255312,4.980114874233131,5.081595092024539,80.96244926852289,73.57055214723924,7.7147711184520995,27.262387918829642,8.384062270229773,1.9393142048135918,1283,48,249,22,26,436,151,326,0.184,0.693,0.12300000000000001,-0.9574,0,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,5,18,19,1,2,15,0,29,1,0,7,1,53,52,24,0,9,10,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,11,12,0,1,10,1,2,2,5,12,0,2,6,2,47,7,44,44,8,27,1,4,1,0,18,13,0,2,12,184,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571343286451978,0.0,0.07023616809407572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388184303347658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540226123495515,0.08118460545686981,0.0,0.0,0.07407310242240163,0.0,0.07444295949104117,0.0,0.0,0.04830031634058778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650301618050284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078435264078188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051099380809562944,0.0,0.0,0.08042085106853293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237969453178672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571149090660667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448639945996077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291545469757782,0.06337067500127443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310888591696383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482164517642643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708987817552935,0.06458629239373133,0.0893794131161397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673619208462184,0.0,0.0,0.10577863227142274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763250565036638,0.0,0.09020844417750644,0.0,0.0,0.053691014954688115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160542046375676,0.15127565382785846,0.10986177041869097,0.2767363211415235,0.0,0.0,0.14980349802062093,0.08932443979265342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274487369029892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925545064738193,0.0,0.1522780048187928,0.0814657574512372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615381875937979,0.06713471853159142,0.0,0.07836446071089187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283258954476491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368529494198799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263955472085395,0.2538497675477811,0.07784701135230139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758938183561388,0.0,0.07740011344516885,0.0,0.09530875675940048,0.06843274370330775,0.0,0.0,0.14020281381666866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149636887969407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536660415679853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102410387774416 adhd,NuclearAt0m,2018/11/10,"Two Questions: Music and Job-related. Okay, this started as one but then the other one came after and I think y'all out of any know how this goes haha. &#x200B; SO! A simple one, anyone ever listens to music like 24/7 damn near? Like I don't mean the beat in your head, I mean literally 24/7. Wake up, finish general wake up routine, music starts on speaker. Commute, music. Work, music. Commute home, music. Home till falling asleep, music. I even fall asleep to it. And it's not even just one song anymore, it's like albums, artists. &#x200B; Questions 2! Anyone else finds that you're actually good in a management position?",1.7066666666666634,4.4733443247863285,2.980897435897436,85.26826923076925,92.93162393162392,4.651282051282052,22.73931623931624,6.42735559955562,0.9906034188034188,494,19,83,6,18,159,82,117,0.045,0.792,0.163,0.9387,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,2,6,7,1,0,4,2,1,5,5,1,1,18,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,5,0,0,7,2,0,3,2,1,0,5,1,3,6,6,13,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,2,10,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.12864284360022338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856661295322258,0.3203652505259487,0.08964598010996247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073564788125805,0.18435115538382796,0.13507098340158832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077345447373733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012343671676512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413923131444795,0.11924387101780727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048627955303885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056912252168813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135291175186221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644638026812554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081664229952472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244794393773743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932100994242335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871936141618403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573139586722197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295349853472055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661378381617386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446857023197364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877453033860614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959706620945458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203652505259487,0.0 adhd,Christiano1996,2018/11/10,"I have an appointment with a psychiatrist for the first time on tuesday. What to expect? I am asking this because I met with a family doctor who sent me to this psychiatrist. While listing down asking the symptoms I felt, he was dismissive about them. Although he still gave me a recommendation and sent me to a psychiatrist, I felt like he was not sympathetic at all. I am afraid the psychiatrist will be just be as dismissive. How did your appointments go?",5.092142857142857,7.35294011904762,6.228095238095237,71.78357142857145,70.42857142857143,10.038095238095238,29.857142857142854,10.290406445055957,3.4899714285714283,366,15,64,11,7,122,56,84,0.039,0.9279999999999999,0.032,-0.1436,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,8,0,9,2,0,1,1,10,18,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,2,11,1,11,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,6,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218979674667699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015513122703552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857015070319013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631390365324957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360173800279754,0.0,0.0,0.23742793868828796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586360805605779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636887791999544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229136755350836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901230731726171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276301850643346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eyewindowsill,2018/11/10,"I have no control and I need my mom I just went to bed again waking up at 6:30am believing that Im working a dayshift. I arrive at work, change into my workclothes, only to get asked by my collegues why Im there. Turns out my shift starts at 3pm. My working hours are always in the afternoon, but suddently my brain insisted that I worked daytime this weekend. I left and drove home in shame. This happens all the time. Mixing up my appointments resulting in meeting the day after or before the sceduled time. I consider myself being timeconfused since I keep remembering the wrong times. I have calendars on my phone, my wall, and in a notebook to keep track of, but it doesn’t keep me from being an unstable, sad mess. How do you manage having control of your life and keeping track of your appointments? This really affects my life as I am a student and have a part time job. I dont feel responsible enough to be an adult and I think I need my mom to help me keep track of my everything. I also have to pay for the missing appointments, so I make myself poor and broke. 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Hey guys, I feel like this is a pretty contentious question, so it would be good if answers provided are more scientific than anecdotal. I've (17F) been on dexedrine for several months (10mg IR 3 times a day) and i feel better than ever. My parents are very against it though, saying how it's pretty much meth, that I'll become addicted etc. I haven't let that stop me though, as currently for me, it's doing more good than bad. But what is the truth regarding long term stimulant use? I've read so many conflicting view points and it's very confusing. 1. Can I take dexedrine for the rest of my life, or will tolerance build and I'll be forced to take massive quantities? 2. How bad is it for my long term health? How unsafe is it really? 3. Is there anything I can do to offset these consequences? 4. What's the concensus on taking magnesium? I've heard good things, but apparently magnesium tolerance is also a thing? So confusing :( 5. I've heard less about zinc, is that any good? I guess overall I wondering whether dexedrine is as dangerous as it's often played out to be. My parents are really getting to me and I'm rethinking taking it, even though it's worked so well. Regarding psychotherapy, I'm tried CBT as well as mindfullness based CBT, neither of which I found effective. I'm currently researching other forms to try. Thanks guys",3.028350803633824,5.5915716226415135,4.134381551362687,82.90239692522712,78.05660377358491,8.75611460517121,26.795946890286515,9.348350401419415,2.7384521313766594,1100,45,208,32,27,357,150,265,0.083,0.7509999999999999,0.165,0.9632,5,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,18,16,1,2,7,0,24,3,0,7,2,33,41,25,0,2,5,2,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,21,5,0,2,8,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,4,6,15,11,24,31,11,17,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,8,13,125,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700073789894105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858282377090619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298508338955384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883198180615626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922477382830113,0.0,0.11853268499708508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492076502418044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692161284687942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196964061032188,0.07088754176867636,0.09708214310616577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853408888793467,0.07667342487181697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176769727570936,0.0,0.0,0.05607319248692896,0.0,0.0,0.3600784605246737,0.0,0.0,0.11823124035686056,0.2125384209635857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408208627250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974769007037576,0.07580724012111184,0.05243386336968446,0.0,0.0,0.18995954440573828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881130558314593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566626414979453,0.0,0.0788966596778048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162594952719711,0.0,0.0,0.23834473913859966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014573758017983,0.0,0.0,0.2183774240523852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022922644333317,0.0,0.10735463653279216,0.0,0.13751104582904206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534961905143168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124737073918727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972900122177441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32278195551189914,0.0,0.0,0.09881098611295007,0.0,0.0,0.14260470966086106,0.0,0.3163405497272204,0.0,0.06258241619477603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457340648170507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092694852747683,0.0,0.17710970805094586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299719425135228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639002708332713,0.07813430972955257,0.0,0.0,0.07624102173464865,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,icecreamsandwichcat,2018/11/10,"What do you guys do about executive functioning issues? I don’t take any meds atm, and I’ve always had horrible issues with executive functioning that I haven’t addressed because I didn’t know what it was. So what do you guys do about it? My life’s kind of a mess right now lol",4.039210526315788,5.0233679649122855,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,71.10526315789474,9.208771929824564,26.530701754385966,9.516144504307137,2.1014596491228064,222,7,47,5,4,74,39,57,0.122,0.826,0.051,-0.5931,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066043161831075,0.0,0.0,0.18033919903491008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165817410110891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251622224796075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535817018673197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761559627349381,0.14574222029176834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873124798874328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945677858908055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647194788994945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939087761688212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goldenpotatoes7,2018/11/10,My mind is faster than me Does anyone else feel like their mind moves way faster than they do and so when you’re writing something on paper it’s really messy and you miss letters and sometimes even words when writing or is this just me ,3.58563829787234,5.575843255319152,3.052074468085109,94.10875,73.8936170212766,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.1676851063829785,191,5,39,1,4,56,37,47,0.09,0.8590000000000001,0.051,-0.2247,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967715766909666,0.2926001737612636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990419867678684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385570601993121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861626701039175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443927534983453,0.2040112383275536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395150590211738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766885107230312,0.0,0.0,0.3035156766656757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829434304662948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984570888103866,0.2824359949977979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667214410928774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fireballkitty1017,2018/11/10,Any tips? I’m not really sure what to do. I’m in 8th grade and haven’t been diagnosed with ADHD but I’ve shown all the symptoms for since I remember and just haven’t known how to tell anyone. Im not the type to self-diagnose and even my friends think I have ADHD. I’m too afraid to tell people that I want to try and get evaluated because I get good grades and I feel like they’ll think I’m doing for attention. It’s driving me fucking crazy turning in half finished assignments because people in my classes talk too much. my teachers just thinking I’m lazy and I can’t explain how much I want to scream at them that I’m not lazy and that they don’t get that I am trying harder than everyone in that room. Sorry for the long paragraph but please if you have any tips tell me.,2.626350844277674,4.0108623292682966,3.8641463414634174,89.82794559099442,75.09756097560975,6.997373358348968,24.81050656660413,7.61054688173877,1.0681337711069423,618,20,135,8,13,202,92,164,0.102,0.7929999999999999,0.105,0.1207,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,7,7,1,1,3,0,11,3,0,2,2,30,29,12,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,2,17,4,16,27,3,9,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,1,3,77,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33907154144209656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186153060332767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986377046607314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198692732118606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863611693617197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317378040012066,0.0,0.0,0.13479608075559385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132798734205864,0.10077867948707143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898843225429672,0.13041466853542585,0.22110590349541906,0.0,0.0,0.1183207604984421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237715160675944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891847494273935,0.0,0.0,0.12484033466080872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074017481692708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955969417585215,0.0,0.0,0.15484979824592332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903714790144382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980202449529368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716421096518004,0.0,0.0,0.1166925276785756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791356279554986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295448793997802,0.14662318891036172,0.0,0.11338474592361948,0.369897745949544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711711526724685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155120086391425,0.15344097605915508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641058124810149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Moon-Bloom,2018/11/10,"Oral...dyslexia? I was wondering if any of you ever experienced this, but ever since I was a kid I have had issues with reading out loud a text. To be more specific, I would either add or remove words, change the sentence to something else without really realizing it- sometimes switch to a similar word that look like the one I was reading. It was never intentional and it has gotten a bit better over the years but I was wondering if any one of you could relate to this? I try looking it up but I'm curious to see if it's simply my brain's way to keep things ""interesting""? 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I don't feel a drive to do anything. I have zero motivation or will to accomplish the things I need to do even when I am on my medication. Even things I used to enjoy like video games and working out don't catch my interest. The only thing I want to do is exist in limbo letting time pass me by browsing random and pointless things online. I'm pretty sure I may have developed depression at some point but have been hiding it from the doctor for fear of 1. getting my meds taken away and going into withdrawal when I am taking classes and 2. because I fear the label of depression on my medical record and the hardship it will bring if I try to get medical insurance or life insurance in the future. I've been like this since about February of 2017 I used to be extremely energetic and had high anxiety and butterflies in my stomach for everything I did. I was so motivated when I started college I was working harder than I had ever worked before then after the first semester something snapped and it all went out like a light bulb. I don't feel stress or anxiety anymore it's just emptiness and sadness for all the regrets I have. At this point I decided to get ADHD treatment because I suspected I was coming to terms with the fact that my lackluster life up to this point was because of it. I'd spend 10+ hours working to get something done all my life but never get anything done and I missed out on a active childhood as a result. I could only get things done when I had an adrenaline rush or extreme stress as in I would write entire 5 page essays an hour before the class it was due on my cellphone trying not to get caught by the high school teacher in the class. Now I just don't care. I don't care about having fun, I don't care about being successful, I don't care about my assignments in class. I do however want to have fun, I want to be successful, and I do want to complete the tasks before me. I honestly have no idea what to do should I get my doctor to increase my dose of adderall? Should I pursue anti-depressants that might not change anything at all? I honestly don't know. I know my meds are working by this paragraph I effortlessly wrote I just have no drive to do what I need to be doing. TL;DR I take adderall but it doesn't give me motivation to do anything on the ability to focus what should I do?",4.9164354838709645,5.513762283333335,6.034543010752689,79.37637096774196,68.875,9.110215053763444,30.900537634408607,9.19923166143015,2.6241948924731187,1896,74,367,35,31,634,211,480,0.136,0.718,0.146,0.8897,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,12,16,25,0,4,20,0,61,10,1,6,8,71,100,28,0,14,13,0,2,3,0,8,9,0,0,0,21,18,0,0,10,2,1,11,15,9,0,2,18,3,59,16,64,68,8,54,0,5,0,0,5,25,0,9,21,270,80,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610180464382854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573042632914983,0.0,0.0685336911603766,0.0,0.0,0.28433805019512753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492651724995109,0.0,0.0,0.12637748459379822,0.0,0.17641005352145445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28182902459105325,0.0,0.07310403391574727,0.059527925582355264,0.07245538368548038,0.0,0.0,0.05517480006592924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856036685580987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414639983446361,0.0,0.2121555334996609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128653501338288,0.06250952025360892,0.0,0.0,0.062107208913207076,0.0,0.0,0.1555249021162329,0.06988323094730342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058780763662230125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888365047823989,0.06629190986511824,0.0392740214620488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602666681376572,0.0,0.0,0.13610920876991636,0.0,0.0,0.07801124759884609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595671257992002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706646478512406,0.1464329296852908,0.10128378523838202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352037730328896,0.20884835728825468,0.0,0.07330959163977466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248111362201336,0.053298114134494416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511508670777027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959799717428488,0.0,0.0,0.0703047315138357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993805162149874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716445371211237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640096593686278,0.0,0.0,0.04891294621472706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831931957288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513073992704214,0.0,0.1558753072913656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295517924716958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040295740158610906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383565488825328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936923907623515,0.0,0.0,0.2037998952933241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406112102021784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515466830599368,0.0,0.0,0.049090281073277835,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Noobsaibot225,2018/11/10,"Stimulants Magnesium & Motivation So I’ve been on adderal 20 mgs (impax) generic for about a year (Long Story Short) Daily Stimulant use depletes magnesium, stiffens muscles and dulls emotions. It can also cause jaw clenching and tightness causing me to not want to speak or socialize as much or get off of my couch really .. 250mgs of Magnesium taken daily with my meds has been life changing!!!!!",4.657717391304349,7.952445695652178,5.217228260869568,73.01975543478262,77.55072463768116,8.08768115942029,33.26268115942029,8.841846274778883,3.873476811594204,319,17,45,8,8,102,60,69,0.061,0.905,0.033,0.3283,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,6,0,14,8,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,10,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853263472598624,0.0,0.28253735735841845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357522961173266,0.27585341598421304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29332406191885296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362382693494602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418511128409054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076766658401396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289649683019579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191691321560888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705190189188965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26581575091384285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252161105129015,0.0,0.0,0.15380518497428178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679232717538453 adhd,ADDADHDQs,2018/11/10,"Accounting & My Disability - Does it mean I need to switch careers> I have a disability which effects the my cognitive processing time i.e. It might take me a little longer to get the answer but I'll get there. I've passed all sections of the exam and finally submitted everything for my CPA licence. On paper I know I look like a good candidate and have a high chance of getting the offer. But the last time I got into a regional accounting firm, 2 years ago, I was in and out in 5 months. &#x200B; I did ask for accommodations but I don't think I asked for the right ones along with my Senior not having the time , as they don't, to explain things fully to me in a way I could understand. The firm did eventually switch me to someone else with time to explain thing and as a result I was able to make a lot of progress. Just not enough. I'm worried this is going to happen again and my work quality isn't going to be at the level they need it to be. I feel like I have my shit together this time but I don't know if I'm able to produce the quality of work they are expecting under typical public accounting conditions. If I get the offer, should I take it considering I have more on the line now? I have the trouble it will cause my family to think about. &#x200B; This time around I'm asking for a job coach and everything in writing to help me over come some of the challenges but reviewing my own work is going to be key to delivering quality work. Does anyone who has trouble catching their own mistakes have any strategies or tricks I could use? &#x200B; TDLR: Should I accept the Big4 offer if my disability effect my work quality when I was in a regional firm even though now I'm more prepared? What tricks should I should to improve my reviews of my work to improve the overall quality?",6.015546218487398,6.10993313165266,6.773333333333337,76.78000000000002,66.42296918767508,10.385434173669466,32.68627450980392,10.181067101454742,3.1899770308123236,1436,56,278,32,21,476,172,357,0.053,0.8370000000000001,0.11,0.9637,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,11,10,11,3,0,26,0,31,1,1,7,1,58,64,19,0,13,12,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,13,1,3,6,6,6,0,1,6,2,42,5,46,47,9,41,0,0,1,0,16,18,1,7,18,193,55,14,0.16720294031036811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410765906850529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623286319392665,0.30475481062636645,0.056851866522091836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058456091763506,0.0,0.0,0.07442303297906493,0.23446826767855075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588173893419825,0.0,0.07201526395862587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349794241074886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463204198263343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698383008083125,0.0,0.0,0.0863826667519458,0.0,0.05521798257325571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027122144312982,0.0,0.07881202572200162,0.0,0.042271415253578117,0.059724906983227084,0.0,0.0915813241474266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471327053060376,0.0,0.1425379262574806,0.07012094672128252,0.0668637328227423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392850396013413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056036303201661586,0.0883295432581709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296155921055418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918903632599252,0.06814635631605813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168691088890526,0.0837906359897477,0.0,0.0,0.07020417936206225,0.0,0.0,0.07107498030907328,0.0,0.0,0.055804630504640185,0.0,0.0,0.09106650960979117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868794840387183,0.0,0.0,0.06672989587331829,0.0,0.0,0.12397886161937413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056650519800206176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139519872185487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581570772888865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083525436546256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571580245072908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108220395924512,0.10713689279206022,0.08213801995961993,0.0,0.2924921373162101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703207879574583,0.0,0.0722048280409377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635895568105782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651771957700679,0.08490135105452211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30475481062636645,0.053836605798071785 adhd,1101636,2018/11/10,"Maybe my ADHD is keeping me in shape Despite never exercising, I'm generally quite surprised when I hear that my heart is in good condition or that I'm in overall good health. But then it occurred to me today that maybe it's because I get the equivalent of the daily 30 minute recommended exercise (well, at least increased heart rate equivalent) from constantly being late for EVERYTHING. Bc the moment I realize I'm going to be late for something I start panicking/stressing and then suddenly engage in random bursts of exercise like running to class (30 mins late is better than 45!), or running to try and catch my last bus or making it thru the doors before the subway closes for the night.... that's basically like an entire day of HIIT right?!? Maybe all negative effects of ADHD have some positive effects too ;) ",9.882685714285714,8.533004640000001,9.75914285714286,63.26100000000002,59.26666666666666,12.83809523809524,40.76190476190476,11.765960540728905,5.012190476190475,656,29,104,16,7,216,98,150,0.023,0.8,0.177,0.968,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,0,0,7,0,6,6,2,3,2,17,15,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,3,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,9,8,19,13,4,29,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,18,64,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33086683216939144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391263031879342,0.0,0.11713345659034267,0.0,0.0,0.1217438195778868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148755123952916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877547345976494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371458282502724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191855889009928,0.0,0.07823196801241726,0.2309153698920981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631981658270773,0.1551461170729769,0.3262414205479888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223532431455988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220642198449672,0.4658392875549069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450162986411413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188514628796188,0.0,0.4148759810984412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616728832113888,0.0,0.0,0.12917899959455767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464120247722267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755580530669875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597281171863872,0.0,0.0,0.09743224404359213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768224749458976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047994253105086,0.0,0.0,0.09345806309567443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376752120565768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Repulsive_Golf,2018/11/10,"I lose my keys every. single. day. It's not even fucking funny, it's just ridiculous. It happens everyday and it takes me over 5 minutes to find them.",-0.06099999999999639,2.199401566666669,2.0900000000000034,90.765,100.0,3.733333333333334,22.66666666666667,5.6839178017228535,0.5368666666666675,117,5,22,1,5,39,26,30,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.7797,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666184989025045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730567339630104,0.0,0.34832000043658845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37785385560476414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821955414734449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655815532801252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625056806843613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108366588655605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,namealreadytaken96,2018/11/10,"Best fidget toy I've ever used!! Been through a few fidget toys (fidget spinners, ring, bike chain, etc.) and my favorite has been an accidental find (much like my roommates cat who prefers hair ties and pieces of string to store bought toys). These magnets: [https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0119B3SQQ/ref=oh\_aui\_search\_detailpage?ie=UTF8&psc=1](https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0119B3SQQ/ref=oh_aui_search_detailpage?ie=UTF8&psc=1) highly recommend them, u won't be disappointed. There's so many options with two of them, it's not loud, and spins so smoothly. Hope this helps. I've been addicted to playing with them since I've discovered this magic!",14.774783306581053,19.133184808988766,8.195537720706263,58.95022471910114,49.2247191011236,7.782343499197433,29.56821829855538,8.418075326091056,2.169367897271268,564,15,70,6,7,142,69,89,0.013000000000000001,0.738,0.249,0.9718,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,3,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,1,1,12,9,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,4,5,4,7,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673526974930281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314446127511511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573689656716797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735124378408398,0.0,0.22183768499183554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414902419038196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438221454165888,0.2591142723669331,0.0,0.2435831182474561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981407180503685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486394238856809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802829210040516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286877940941825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395682348484077,0.0,0.0,0.21181250110762234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itsgonnabe_mae,2018/11/10,"Accountability Buddy request I know there's like two of these types of boards a week but I have kind of a specific request and I didn't find it searching through past threads. I am a grad student struggling big time with starting working, breaking down tasks, writing etc. I am also in a town that is very socially isolating for me so I don't have many friends here. I am looking for someone here because although I have some people in my life who sometimes are willing to help me with these problems, they get annoyed that I need the same type of support over and over. I think if I had someone who also has ADHD and knows what this is like I would not feel so judged asking for help. I'm looking for someone who could be a semi-long term mutually-supportive accountability partner who is also in graduate school. Extra points if STEM/female but I'm not picky. I fully expect to be all the things I need from you in return (or whatever you need). examples of things I'm looking for: * quick daily check-ins about plans * someone to open up to about a task I'm avoiding, to help me break things down so they're less daunting * occasional bitch fest about how sucky academia is for ADHDers * asking how far I've gotten towards my goals * encouragement If this sounds like something you want too, or if you know of another place I could find such a thing please let me know. Thank you! &#x200B;",4.423638948116562,6.190024462686568,4.665501066098084,84.34360696517412,71.16417910447761,7.0450604122245934,30.299218194740586,7.62386473244151,1.9218874911158497,1108,47,209,13,21,347,159,268,0.094,0.782,0.124,0.7474,0,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,5,1,3,17,13,2,2,9,0,22,1,0,2,1,40,46,20,0,13,10,0,1,3,2,2,1,1,0,1,16,6,0,1,8,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,3,5,27,8,34,36,7,25,0,0,3,0,22,16,1,7,10,143,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598483519231096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25149663457711274,0.0,0.11358285256937213,0.12737946594657065,0.0,0.10992299982988936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600309282683007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390316510090187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167395847576255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691273994610032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053005007094782015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916247522870736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099110657902707,0.0,0.05476915126022034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107952594644684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916392058969937,0.2304464767652723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719539179662986,0.07404426280491974,0.15364337573902545,0.0,0.0,0.09277091743354587,0.2640914435568473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628078391817228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331895111738069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007173673710636,0.07267566120931901,0.0,0.10952464403881786,0.1150714461532406,0.09909787752942767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030779152537006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609317491883408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686059899811104,0.3552871970506564,0.08070296518814135,0.10367917749315346,0.0,0.07419894661405434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959068276259523,0.0,0.0,0.2379188274642217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965130324237062,0.0,0.0,0.27857657349030546,0.06717058949280583,0.0,0.0,0.06112699610604023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240330919238383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649541750415662,0.06183122760356749,0.0,0.0840880002313744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631721395546218,0.0,0.0,0.07446795636956274,0.0,0.12737946594657065,0.0 adhd,Munt3dBanana,2018/11/10,"I've forgotten to make a doctors appointment for the past 3 weeks Yesterday I was telling myself to finally make the doctors appointment once I got out of the shower. I kept repeating make the doctors appointment once you get out. Once I got out of the shower I was drying off and started to name everything in the bathroom because I was getting board of saying make the doctors appointment once you get out. 5 hours later I remember to make the call when they have been closed for an hour. Every single time I remember to call them they are closed. Why is it that whenever we need to do something that we remember it at the times we can't do it.",6.895952380952384,6.681513515873017,7.256984126984129,75.09357142857142,64.63492063492063,11.326984126984124,36.253968253968246,10.914260884657429,4.007139682539682,517,23,96,13,7,169,69,126,0.017,0.983,0.0,-0.2263,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,10,4,0,5,0,21,23,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,5,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,17,0,18,16,1,21,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,12,64,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679336914432573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275884206210018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562603051372447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389425277555306,0.0,0.1001564158427342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207869340050866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467072013315904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825986280217918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949481794675174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719402640836391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263244486076234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747261537627339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638350189627016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37872441562250697,0.0,0.0,0.08862273730463706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579309533401742,0.0,0.0,0.07887885266300762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740476492520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299648455835976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939163268014902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005586014910836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lizardbear7,2018/11/10,"Can’t stop touching/pulling my hair (not plucking) It’s not dermatillomania because I’m not plucking the hair, but if my hair is tied up I will obsessively pull out the tightest strands from the ponytail and then the next tightest and the next. When my hair is down I also play with it because it never feels comfortable or in the right place. My scalp actually hurts from pulling at it and I can’t stop. Only happens when reading or on my computer, and increases with stress like writing an essay. Does anyone else do this and how did you stop? ",5.627714285714287,6.642091961904763,5.656190476190478,81.22714285714288,67.47619047619048,8.285714285714286,34.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.624333333333334,436,20,83,6,7,137,67,105,0.17600000000000002,0.768,0.055,-0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,0,7,5,5,1,1,22,10,14,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,1,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,5,9,3,10,8,1,20,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,10,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.1966524262899589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161153812471763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090601925843946,0.20647892928920755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456869143161099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634969489034352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834236880708225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189351823073248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820163627937868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572910748309349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984514794919996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542304757837822,0.0,0.4286332005610018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532634633315634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054334157767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157245943258176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209520757496552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054340280825443,0.2308381031687099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Srddrs,2018/11/10,"UK NHS Adderrall prescription Hi guys I was diagnosed through the NHS earlier this year and I’ve been on Ritalin since then. It’s helped massively, though there are some things I really struggle with - the heart palpitations, the jitters and the comedowns are all really brutal. I’m not anxious in the same way anymore but I feel really on edge all the time. Friend of a friend of a friend was over from the US and she was talking about her experiences with Adderrall and it seems like a much better drug all round. Do any UK people have any experience with switching over? I know Ritalin is the go to but I would love to try it if I can. Thanks!",2.4018057142857145,5.063367952,3.373742857142858,86.77730000000004,81.48,7.411428571428572,24.128571428571423,8.418075326091056,1.8047371428571428,514,19,101,12,14,164,83,125,0.043,0.732,0.225,0.9824,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,3,9,1,1,11,0,11,6,1,0,3,20,18,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,3,1,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,9,7,15,13,6,10,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,3,4,68,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290690254760661,0.0,0.0,0.1902718731478228,0.16703195959488315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489578838012518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094743743991095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531908043862564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295031803968789,0.0,0.0,0.08516054520275552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390373315893212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571958922548512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676684709152073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995839779860559,0.11289146822205055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925617629212461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228375872320998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200978946208332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381147014143365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676442039691065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236913605906947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533274425870615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932258077798615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760739749834612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353733245580831,0.0,0.15506275559357785,0.0,0.0,0.11189382937317513,0.0,0.16547632767142695,0.0,0.09820974659410163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434925691639923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259407252130346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368761871312146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964401312553123,0.0,0.0,0.10845992910638452 adhd,natks0129,2018/11/10,"6 months after starting medication and life is so much better I thought the best part about taking meds that work for me was the really obvious effects- being able to focus on a conversation, finish work on time, remember what was said long enough to actually process it, etc. All the little things that seemed so big when I first started taking meds, but started to just seem normal to me as I got used to them, and I stopped appreciating how much of a difference being properly diagnosed and treated has made in my life. I was thinking today how different my life feels from 6 months ago. Just considering how I feel day to day, it seems about the same. But the overall quality of my life has improved so much. All the little things have helped me make so much progress in life after years of feeling stuck and unable to change no matter how badly I wanted to. A few of the biggest things I've noticed include... \-Finally being able to connect with people and not feeling like such an outsider, and starting to make friends for the first time since I was a little kid. It's amazing how much easier it is when you can remember things like people's names, their interests, and what they just said because you were actually focused on the conversation you were having. \-Being able to manage my time and not get so overwhelmed. I used to barely be able to handle going part time at a community college taking easy elective classes. I managed my first full time term after starting meds, and I didn't feel like I was about to breakdown at the end of every day. \-Feeling like I have some direction/general plan to follow in my life. I was never able to stick with anything for more than a few weeks. I haven't changed my major once or looked into transferring colleges for months now. My life feels so much more stable and predictable because of it. \-Developing a routine and (usually) being able to get things done, or at least start them, ahead of time instead of waiting until the last minute panic sets in to motivate me. Again, it's nice to feel like life is somewhat consistent and predictable. \-Working hard and having it seem worth it. I used to feel so hopeless and unmotivated because it seemed like no matter what I did, it wasn't enough and was pointless because I'd always mess things up somehow, forget to turn in assignments, panic during a test and go totally blank, not be able to study until 2 hours before finals because I just couldn't make myself do it. Now I still have to work really hard and it takes me a lot longer than a lot of people around me to read, finish my work, etc. but I actually get something out of all my efforts and have been getting the top scores/setting the curve in a lot of my classes lately, and it feels so good. Idk why I feel like sharing this. Maybe because I have no one in my life who I can talk to about it. But it feels like a big deal to me. I was miserable for years and felt like I was a complete failure, that I would never be able to having a 'normal' life or any chance at accomplishing anything. I failed out of high school, despite being in all the 'gifted' programs as a kid because I couldn't keep up with the work. I felt like there must have been something terribly wrong with me because I couldn't connect with anyone. But so much has changed, and it's the little things that medication has helped me improve on that added up to make a huge difference. I'm so thankful I didn't give up on life, because I came so close so many times. Getting the right treatment really saved me.",7.746410792721193,6.9255585417276775,7.55234302447187,75.67309516837484,63.14348462664714,10.14832043505543,35.034051453670784,9.23628265651192,3.0299701234051466,2816,106,523,40,35,899,280,683,0.127,0.75,0.122,-0.4076,1,0,2,0,0,1,72.0,0,3,4,20,36,31,0,4,34,0,52,14,0,15,9,116,112,52,0,8,15,0,16,10,1,2,14,2,0,2,33,32,0,3,25,1,1,4,15,10,0,4,27,19,62,21,90,71,33,96,0,4,1,0,22,38,0,14,63,374,95,21,0.33372333503471224,0.0,0.122124688059019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697820009930687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034710568595981844,0.0,0.0,0.0283679139605482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02916838941378758,0.0,0.0686564674156494,0.03713556520457885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03483063064012098,0.2288639784702967,0.0,0.035496747278685334,0.0,0.04377775637816727,0.03689389626238014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047711323796105036,0.0,0.0,0.132388139374365,0.0,0.04373782092896799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807089785705186,0.043006763084790164,0.0,0.042340270029902184,0.0,0.13075119589505882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268935475095384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036947477563381764,0.08620635374037112,0.09304743358583163,0.0,0.0,0.035147037892020234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311081818672776,0.1788090129224053,0.08010668411021539,0.09139440031569546,0.0,0.10644933686170556,0.0,0.0,0.032229227601411635,0.0,0.10897291789558523,0.0400172290206347,0.04741566548937521,0.034988912503841146,0.03336362965426248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747376395619508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055921929221944486,0.044074628268337024,0.0,0.0,0.041081282695319514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03707857922998354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03400363243918464,0.047056807235558815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241131587465068,0.20380045560148555,0.16723922698531776,0.0,0.03691683123060045,0.03503044388243592,0.0,0.0,0.10639486702016876,0.0,0.039472136087814136,0.1113814587699182,0.04229288522206991,0.04190874318841476,0.0,0.1390092722561435,0.08404778764298892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998905432943901,0.0,0.21465941870588728,0.0,0.06434700234244597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174450304022088,0.0,0.04749327860504893,0.0,0.04442555753256952,0.02826744608091453,0.0,0.0,0.09788810723846103,0.0,0.0903474626852505,0.0,0.08676065280992593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041726705663585724,0.0,0.0801718927116056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945108707795388,0.035624738085790086,0.07936182837319253,0.0,0.0,0.04221822896170824,0.0,0.18988074402731128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034507423917812814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422913188917816,0.0,0.0,0.17715832065161116,0.0,0.033313985805840884,0.03487595640384705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254592077823072,0.03352927193570579,0.0,0.03840595121948282,0.0,0.0,0.19399708558975828,0.02672955474157239,0.0,0.0331173813449128,0.17027216534187126,0.0,0.03954133754594552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045374394681214465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080861794716392,0.04594363818288665,0.0,0.02460483368461714,0.0,0.033461591185448836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764167531557268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221592189825586,0.0,0.0,0.029633435277301532,0.04560925976170635,0.0,0.053726721553255946 adhd,beeemdubya,2018/11/10,"Adderall question 10mg to 20mg? I have recently began taking 10mg XR (first time using since diagnosed with ADHD). I haven't noticed much difference and don't want to wait a month before going to the doctor to get a higher dose. Is it okay to try taking 2x 10mg XR to mimic what 20mg would be like? I would hate to wait a month doing 10mg, get the 20mg prescription, and wait another month to try a different dosage if it doesn't work. Taking two 10mgs (if possible) could just be a time saver when figuring out the right dosage. Thanks for your experience and input in advance! 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Fuck, went through my stack of papers and mail in my office and boom...yay me! Wondering how screwed I am. Heard it isnt immediate warrant, just gotta check it out.",1.689651162790696,3.5988876744186062,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,79.23255813953489,6.16046511627907,24.703488372093023,7.1686216300943375,1.0465860465116283,162,6,34,2,4,55,37,43,0.163,0.7929999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,6,0,6,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,1,0,21,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438078638649236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452938071692616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6379088266057468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eloquentwabbit,2018/11/10,"Sometimes I wish I was different Okay, I know for a fact that this is just PMS talking but I'm just too fucking pissed at myself and my life and my sister. I just found out that she got about 1k from scholarships today and she was able to buy a new phone straight away after she broke her old one (she got it a few months ago) because of that. I should be happy. Instead, I just feel this rage because it's so unfair how her life's always been easier in everything. My finances are in shit because impulse, I can barely pass my highschool math class that I'm upgrading in uni three years later and it feels impossible to even get into my uni's psych program because I blew my highschool marks. Her on the other hand, she had fun skipping in highschool, sure, but she got into her first program application, she's graduating next April and now she gets a scholarship. It's just so upsetting I want to hate her so bad but it just makes me feel like an utter loser. Just a rant. Sometimes it's just hard not to compare myself to other people even if I shouldn't.",3.8350471698113218,5.235981419811324,4.605801886792452,85.6409669811321,72.06603773584905,7.186792452830187,26.45754716981132,7.645422480735847,1.3902584905660378,839,28,167,10,16,270,126,212,0.205,0.669,0.125,-0.9799,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,18,14,5,1,7,1,10,7,3,2,2,34,27,13,0,5,13,1,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,5,0,4,1,2,9,0,3,8,5,32,5,20,16,1,24,0,2,0,1,16,11,3,1,13,114,46,12,0.1471117098589997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304056545773506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240872747605384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821629403388894,0.0,0.1228321328720388,0.3587117315540869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370042567130562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943317938365796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221451900345796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315230215104292,0.10509663491757892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513314525401334,0.0,0.16130039664634938,0.0,0.13600240523813406,0.15371959317883668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529760198540835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660315067603453,0.13178319634904262,0.1452423568543983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084874843492185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781870256707974,0.07187135053761626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981982086720307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742316328187362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208140609290934,0.15645497238100692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436899264378445,0.0,0.09968670188143416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019887365245117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100805611818718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909944853744632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386510455465342,0.0,0.0,0.11824281989213592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944469962559505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677029800781154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917120615358314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473511790232754 adhd,Kraythor,2018/11/10,"ADD has been flaring up lately and I feel it's left me not dealing with some life issues. Where do I begin with this one. This was very hard for me to write for some reason, like I don’t like acknowledging these issues and talking about them until it’s too late. I’m 30 years old and I have ADD, which, for the past few years, I’ve been able to manage. There are some slight flare ups every now and then, but for the most part, I got it under control. I live at home with my parents, who give me what I need, and I have no idea of how to be an adult. I have a girlfriend who loves me, friends who support me, but it seems as if I can’t or don’t have the ability to want to support myself. I want to move out, but I lose the motivation to go hunt for jobs for the most part, save for when some people tell me about positions opening, then I will. I lost my job back in April, and I was able to hold my own doing some nice freelance work but that well has, for now, run dry. I have $127 left in my name. With Christmas coming up around the corner, I should be in panic mode, yet I’m not? I don’t know why I’m not scared when I should be. Am I falsely telling myself everything will be okay? On top of that, I’m going to need to pay $300 for some stupid event a family member is hosting and I’m too ashamed to tell my family, parents included, that I don’t have the money or a job. It’s embarrassing, and my family judges you if you don’t have the money to pay for stuff. I can’t help but stay up till like 3:00 AM doing whatever the hell, and I wake up late. How can I get into the routine of things, actually put forth an effort to apply myself? What’s wrong with me? I need to apply for jobs, but then my ADD kicks in at the library when I go on to do so that my mind starts doing this, doing that, going here, going there, that I get depressed and just log off and leave. This has happened a few times. I want to wake up early, go to bed reasonable, and do stuff and feel like I tried. I need to get my shit together, but can’t. It’s not laziness, I’ve certainly asserted myself to do stuff before. It’s just that I’m afraid that I’ll once again be in a shit lot in life, making shit money. I have friends who are going to Europe next month, my girlfriend’s friends are married and have homes, and this is what she has to show for - me, this loser who has no money and who lives at home still who makes YouTube videos to put a smile on his face and hopefully on those of others. I can write a to-do list, but that fails for me I fail a lot of the time? I don’t know man. I feel like things are just circling around in a shitter that’s clogged and nothing’s flushing down and making things easier for me. What do I do to get out of this funk? I should care, I should be an adult, but honestly dude, I don’t have irk to do so a lot of the time. Is it my ADD? I’ve never been depressed before baring certain circumstantial episodes… I don’t know. I don’t want to work a shit retail job this Christmas season, I don’t want to go back to telemarketing, I want to hold a job. But for the life of me, doing it is daunting and scary and it gives me anxiety. I don’t know why I’m afraid of facing these issues head on at my age. Someone help me out here. &#x200B; **Tl;dr - I’m an unemployed scatterbrained 30 year old man who gets anxiety when it comes time to finding a job and moving on with his life so I just put it to the side yet I need a resolution to this before it comes time to go shopping for Christmas gifts.**",2.7930963584288055,3.3660805784574483,4.1252659574468105,91.24403846153848,73.66755319148936,7.167594108019639,22.9721767594108,7.1686216300943375,0.5328362520458261,2713,64,640,26,52,897,275,752,0.124,0.746,0.13,-0.6988,11,0,0,0,0,0,96.0,0,2,1,11,33,40,6,6,33,1,70,14,9,9,3,121,129,51,0,18,22,2,4,5,5,6,4,0,4,4,55,42,0,3,14,3,8,18,21,20,1,1,7,4,81,20,100,110,16,99,1,7,0,1,38,39,5,17,46,431,136,16,0.10565773531550562,0.0,0.05155335417819022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572400560355074,0.06419285661188617,0.0,0.0,0.08082787831842278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405778517151576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124427659484333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486042604036494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538625514365421,0.0,0.0,0.13652217509858475,0.0,0.0,0.059252067207964984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446424284734866,0.09100285260544884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044510599492035584,0.0,0.0474791798257372,0.0,0.14940706433673367,0.0,0.08013558845288019,0.07548190722081098,0.0,0.0,0.048284627963552436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244635631412253,0.0,0.13800451460036453,0.10135652735179343,0.27021476638470465,0.0,0.04225207147480956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467163931997361,0.0,0.047324288774238055,0.0,0.05421765934554264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082015281250942,0.0,0.15897498498992405,0.05247098569918775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963736123373092,0.0,0.16541883739193566,0.3669714966561977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613345628181873,0.0,0.1787797913443585,0.055938142963244564,0.11479743857065805,0.0,0.14925836624759356,0.12904758124199764,0.0,0.09329771602303724,0.0,0.0,0.05910198980802036,0.05766894964325747,0.13473964231330876,0.047680115637823636,0.0,0.10579103815329101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334209651702362,0.0,0.042167498147621496,0.11229745152253212,0.0,0.1958596798803611,0.040744879534044,0.0,0.05618410008445664,0.0,0.0,0.05069072332005363,0.0,0.11087001966948054,0.056261019907783934,0.0357982079467345,0.0,0.0,0.06198329358096195,0.1173204113179054,0.11441703107555005,0.05043113189030007,0.03662488505910895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932281028159365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863374917530708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528909125958876,0.0,0.0,0.04809341700210959,0.0,0.0,0.21691229391782327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044761728130258624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03739254443684704,0.05630854381865799,0.04218920195331174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142924281683054,0.0,0.11989914593522474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042461842701361316,0.13852427657842267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529145673876482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402468784867773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586733336166543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358934850424405,0.1869590093598393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749949651626989,0.0,0.09533967211280082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692008968724233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057760073569170886,0.06419285661188617,0.10206017612739003 adhd,pinballWizard27,2018/11/10,"How can I go from a math zero to a hero? Hello Math Gods! I have recently been diagnosed with Attention Deficit Disorder - Combined Type, at the ripe old age of 20. This meant that my mathematical foundations are weak. My short attention span meant that I am clumsy when putting pen to paper. However, as some of you already know, we can have (overly) fast processing speeds. I Fortunately, Concerta 36mg is now working its magic, can anyone recommend how I can rebuild my math skills from scratch to intro level calculus? Maybe from math tutorial sources that are ADD-friendly? I have a time frame of about three months and I'm willing to work like a dog to get those A's. I would appreciate any comments or advice!",4.730341763499663,6.8630703458646645,5.538988380041012,76.88603554340399,71.10526315789474,9.34764183185236,31.63978127136022,9.800150414767053,3.3811864661654134,568,26,101,15,11,185,98,133,0.063,0.843,0.094,0.6278,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,2,0,13,20,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,12,2,16,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,63,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25316326780818377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858936452501933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617861488190084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114995880217652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26295377721350344,0.0,0.0,0.29692025621266205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015926040338647,0.0,0.13535501948562947,0.0,0.1472372321990122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423798189091775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657004681452508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602737845526632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067897035817869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718536729793154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604400558032348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25580346466887866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106762764535464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772166536943695,0.0,0.0,0.18403812097738576,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leafthetrees,2018/11/10,"All nighters? Does anyone else here have a lot of all nighters (like every second night, sometimes two nights in a row) without the influence of medication? Could this be insomnia or is it normal adhd behaviour? Or is it likely for medication to have lingering effects on sleep after it feels like it’s worn off? Ive got a lot of questions about this lol",4.047810945273632,6.385377388059702,4.967985074626867,79.33366915422886,73.6268656716418,8.048756218905472,29.07711442786069,8.841846274778883,2.6075890547263683,283,12,50,6,6,92,51,67,0.032,0.8690000000000001,0.099,0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,7,4,1,2,2,13,10,2,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,11,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,6,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361525097164307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373960280431122,0.20133550651870094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688772962594766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719567961117935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641489337871312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555810934016446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935533458342716,0.14037826935023906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715746696079955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879971127214669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33411128568829873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959022908031772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688002784309873,0.1925264002882434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012282302048103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663999099523086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434162796632976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195007424611835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941713941219587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chriscbrn,2018/11/10,"Finally made an appointment for help. It took me about 4 tries, 6 months, a few very difficult times in my relationship with my SO but I finally have an appointment with a psychiatrist. The to top it off I now have two appointments because in my search I called too many people and didn’t keep track. Now I have to call back the two doctors and keep find out which appointment is for which doc. Making progress, slowly but surely. 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I am just curious how many of us are nyctophiles(people who find the darkness relaxing). Even if you’re not what is your happy place where do you like to escape to in order to relax or is there a place you like to imagine yourself in when trying to sleep. Personally i really just like an enclosed space with minimum light source like that atm vestibule from the 2012 movie “atm” i know it was supposed to be horror or something but I found the ambience soothing. I really wish there was a VR version of mass effect where i could just sit in the room and watch out the window as the sound of ship loops in my ears. P.s: i am actually trying to sleep",5.75790038314176,6.247104406896554,5.829885057471267,81.9608429118774,67.0,9.203065134099617,28.524904214559392,9.150863307647796,2.1473295019157086,589,18,116,10,9,186,92,145,0.026000000000000002,0.815,0.159,0.9407,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,4,0,1,10,8,0,0,9,0,13,3,3,2,1,24,17,9,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,9,4,0,1,7,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,13,8,18,12,2,17,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,3,5,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1613664024017444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202560116398998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921797314098264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113501012668049,0.0,0.0,0.1813074643191479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352055180815377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175381929470436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231439622988119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764793860952634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463901882966256,0.14438498582941672,0.518294468382551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211866250898563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309565774955693,0.0,0.0,0.12730133571356644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245356346091852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989063587657925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015453812408326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chriscus,2019/06/08,"it’s been a long time coming After 19 years I’ve finally been diagnosed with ADHD , I’ve always struggled in certain aspects of my life but due to the fact I’ve always maintained A and B grades i kind of flew under the radar school wise - i always felt something was up tho , my little brother was diagnosed with ADHD from a young age and has dealt with that for a while , i remember begging my mom to have me tested when i was like 13-14 because i knew i probably had it and i still struggled (outside of school) but she never really took me seriously this year was my first year at college where i really struggled with grades and it seemed like finally my parents took some notice and we finally just went into to get evaluated two days ago and she had confirmed i had ADHD , also OCD and anxiety (have also suffered from depression). Its a relief but at the same time im honestly alittle worried about medication - does anyone have any advice/tips/worries about medication they’ve taken ? And does it help ?",4.994086892488959,6.401765242268041,6.1153166421207645,75.89989690721652,69.25773195876289,8.841826215022092,30.3519882179676,9.23628265651192,2.817378203240058,803,32,140,16,14,268,118,194,0.098,0.7809999999999999,0.121,0.7759999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,9,13,0,3,8,0,13,5,0,0,3,28,23,16,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,15,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,6,0,2,16,1,19,7,22,7,2,33,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,2,22,93,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663962270037573,0.0,0.09008337928911332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253705433415824,0.2536774619458475,0.0,0.0,0.06910767820191704,0.0,0.07774193938785033,0.0,0.0,0.07105773346886174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194893364435024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753991718715011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655389527620737,0.0,0.08752844190098903,0.2062920636517757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786336854566392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757479797440144,0.3339717620015059,0.0,0.08644116408978812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309424833370089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811630024109533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977115762029703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058255637618326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177990504858528,0.09929652439512246,0.10185375894498233,0.0,0.08993387728357012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475060203906845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902058247388793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837855009931483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569938555074095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128412188391616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956765933909618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020563467250426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511997063828368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056974499709887,0.0,0.09251450334507733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823497674095517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115690896042163,0.0,0.0,0.3187178251865604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185153261085686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581559267725204,0.0,0.0,0.09927169954890602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420629350282816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064078316691305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632721262709274 adhd,birdsnbanjos,2019/06/08,"I had my dog euthanized yesterday... I had to have my dog euthanized yesterday. She was quite old and I had been coming to terms with it for some time, but I did not expect to be doing it this weekend. I am absolutely heartbroken and in my grief I am finding it difficult to care about anything--even more so than usual. I have to go back to work tomorrow, I'm already frustrated with my job and I feel just so over it. I kind of have this feeling of ""what's the point?"" about everything. I felt this way when my stepfather died fifteen years ago, then this sweet puppy fell in my lap and needed me to care, so I did... she was with me all these years--through divorce and moving to two different states, and so much more--and now that she's gone I'm back into my ""what's the point"" grief mode. I am feeling my symptoms heightened by my situation--when I am sad I find it harder to focus and harder to get myself to eat, or sleep, which of course exacerbates things. I'm not even really sure why I'm posting this but you guys are a community that has been helpful to me so I thought I'd share what I'm going through... it's rough. I know I will make it through but right now I just feel so over everything (I'm not suicidal or anything, if this reads that way--and I do have the love and support of my wife and friends I am in touch with online, so don't worry too much about me), and am finding difficulty mustering any passion for anything...",2.9201818988464936,4.303976717687078,4.365965690624081,86.52799911268856,74.34013605442178,7.834131913635019,26.72818692694469,8.456263369488248,1.6956875480627027,1121,41,242,20,23,373,146,294,0.11699999999999999,0.727,0.155,0.9057,2,0,0,0,1,0,47.0,0,1,0,2,19,15,1,0,4,0,26,5,1,1,2,43,50,25,4,3,11,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,22,16,1,0,10,2,0,6,4,5,0,1,12,8,39,10,35,36,6,34,0,3,0,2,11,9,0,4,16,168,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794666579431697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438233292037827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281154083642474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042178155865514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727574197776106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483165512174426,0.0,0.0,0.10489884214862576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263837812463443,0.12722951727943216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246067753692629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086318703338515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888800055916424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629348126150846,0.0,0.1169236122135976,0.0,0.33390190325979385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408347759911036,0.0,0.06362269184068145,0.0,0.13841568768223134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057692688376336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162357535092471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084342992940472,0.0,0.0,0.1268104821781955,0.06692465028053407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099071763317987,0.0,0.08128611636877119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294281236632286,0.17903806233647926,0.0902950174719126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277829409463214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023448708067504,0.0,0.11662730231837122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295232729577952,0.12180849091812213,0.0,0.07801252706906582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039956429958564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186348156469687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332026722115096,0.1381894359740306,0.11477200221227114,0.12657140968108846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090225556443717,0.0,0.0,0.09667617370292883,0.07100829475927661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895700470613513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341185493881312,0.0,0.0,0.1933195057407316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988348092433196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865404107794439,0.12366896867294787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841945308531062 adhd,noMotivation1234,2019/06/08,"What if I'm just weaker than other people I'm feeling really shitty right now, I don't know what to think... I just can't shake the feeling that I am a lazy person who takes the easy way of life by taking medication and excusing some of my behaviour by saying I can't help it I have adhd What if I'm just weaker? What if I just take my own problems too serious and they are just the same as everybody else's? How can I KNOW that what I am feeling is legit an not just me overreacting to normal human experiences right now it just seems to me like I am just the only one who's somehow too dumb to just manage their problems by making sport or eating healthy and it makes me feel like I'm a failure of a human being I really try to tell myself otherwise but I can't stop thinking ""but what if...?"" How do I stop this? (I'm sorry if the grammar or words didn't make sense, English is not my first language I hope it's readable)",2.5495578231292555,3.714311438775512,4.61722448979592,85.232537414966,74.91836734693878,7.26748299319728,23.780952380952378,7.793537801064563,1.1173487074829933,726,21,154,10,15,251,105,196,0.109,0.775,0.11599999999999999,0.3522,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,16,8,1,1,9,0,15,3,0,5,0,47,36,15,0,9,20,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,16,3,1,2,9,1,0,1,7,5,0,2,1,5,22,3,13,34,3,9,0,0,0,0,11,2,1,11,7,110,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808708096737045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539982688372969,0.1257227822681404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472171105395184,0.0,0.0,0.3043876998484588,0.1075166690731322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280145551654155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087645124515206,0.0,0.0,0.14947967832495926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542086504047426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630204615321634,0.14705262861464766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013781834302805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516121255184418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745727642493692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198216285025324,0.11446143455529552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043372058743116,0.13141010927551186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880148462643243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928273014153029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570510141286258,0.0,0.1196830161481897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700883273353018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847154933625136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25164816484336544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394700388521553,0.0,0.13154294719402645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928676398120224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021790877726702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945927148957508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohnobad,2019/06/08,"I hoard clothes because I never do my laundry I can’t seem to get rid of my collection of huge T shirts, tanks, and shorts. I do wear them all... because I never do my laundry!! Also because I find myself changing my mind about my clothing choices and throwing them around the room/into the dirty bin when they’re not dirty. I’m moving into a new apartment for college soon and need to stop this habit/work up the courage to toss out the “spare” T shirts. Help!!",2.7504347826086963,4.634501652173917,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,75.95652173913044,5.034782608695653,26.71739130434783,5.148860815047168,0.6371478260869572,360,14,73,1,8,112,63,92,0.09,0.8059999999999999,0.105,0.3331,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,4,3,3,0,3,15,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,14,1,11,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298030532208292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595421745083136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641801901856568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685086229989381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198750228945464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261082873403868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013065084744206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562865296841129,0.0,0.0,0.2697712128158919,0.0,0.18820481735493605,0.3915243104419335,0.2451415934695852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310688133562195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220545301162974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478447732779535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ComradeFungus,2019/06/08,"No way you have adhd I'm in my twenties now, so after puberty the hyperactive part isn't that strong anymore, so people regularly tell my that I can't possibly have adhd bc I seem so calm most of the time. I'm so far, that I start to defend myself when I tell new people about my adhd even when they don't disagree with me and I tend to get emotional about it and I hate that. One lady even told me that she used to work with children who had adhd and ""they always went like 'lalalalala' (flapping her hands and making a silly face). You're too calm, you don't have adhd!""",2.8732959850606896,4.048001689075633,4.4406162464986,86.77578898225958,74.12605042016807,6.969561157796452,22.465919701213817,7.3871296695380915,0.7371841269841268,447,11,95,5,9,150,75,119,0.073,0.812,0.115,0.469,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,2,12,6,1,0,3,0,8,2,2,2,0,10,19,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,1,18,5,10,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,8,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7966939936860307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031953681318928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148654279749655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913784029788033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513941959997562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926905731422872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089809741685024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477327446279726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850006956164601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804932485718964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984155790808022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435742864327141,0.0,0.1838324832802068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494672216014381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069843035219922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384281054940068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317664771453181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773101152617515,0.0,0.0,0.1266885772290483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450899766782492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523808043713287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229056131088766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652188039990266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cuzitsathrowawayday,2019/06/08,"Started community college in 1996, still need 5 credits to graduate. I have the time now and a supportive partner, I want to finish up my degree. The problem is I’m on academic suspension due to my completion rate. Meaning, I’d register for classes with the honest belief that I’d ‘finally get it together’ and actually GO to class and DO the work to pass the class. Then, of course, I rarely went. I’d Withdraw from the classes in order to avoid a failing grade. Thus, my ‘completion rate’ is shitty, and I got suspended. None of the classes were *hard,* I was just so goddamned bored and disinterested. Add in my depression, and I could barely make it to work, let alone torturously boring night classes. So now I have to appeal my suspension, and explain why I had such a low completion rate, and how I plan to make sure this doesn’t happen again. Problem is, I went through this process in 2011 - the *first* time I was suspended. I appealed, shared my sob story, got reinstated, registered for classes, *then Withdrew again!!!* So now I’m BACK on suspension, and I have to go through the appeals process again. I’m so embarrassed. How do I explain this time??",3.9670240116420095,6.184756078341013,5.0688188212466665,79.06382973562941,73.47004608294931,8.623720591802089,32.6192093136066,9.276330184999452,3.2744156682027654,907,46,164,22,19,298,115,217,0.20199999999999999,0.738,0.061,-0.9855,0,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,5,16,16,1,2,12,0,15,0,0,5,1,28,35,17,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,4,0,1,5,2,11,0,1,8,1,20,5,25,25,1,33,1,4,0,0,4,8,1,0,19,107,26,15,0.0,0.0,0.14758167120512458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663186217519412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628890405729253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756950235977929,0.0,0.0,0.12074730905342568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302568308700611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656684477776776,0.0,0.12863878125228576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901304279126845,0.0,0.17189848994766854,0.0,0.24190982020598645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373491387703926,0.0,0.13547513517269166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464607145018275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189851152682547,0.0,0.0,0.16473716046405293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213741312945597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419220015002715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894192676616553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704355296704178,0.0,0.1207749336650209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716175078737502,0.1425353888632419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645556767575601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920118935685845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038916204115744,0.13646433260115856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201989679673215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dbow53,2019/06/08,"Feel like I can’t control being rude to my parents? I’m 21 and was just recently diagnosed, and for pretty much my whole life I’ve noticed that I can be unnecessarily bratty and rude to my parents. When I’m in a bad mood or irritated I make snippy comments, mock them, and even throw tantrums still. In the moment I recognize that I’m being unnecessarily rude and bratty and I’m even embarrassed of myself, but I can’t stop. I love my parents and I hate that I act so immature and rude to them sometimes. Is this possibly ADHD related? Has anyone else dealt with this?",4.4725,5.623925309734516,6.313440265486728,74.95653207964604,70.23893805309734,9.189823008849556,30.054203539823014,9.516144504307137,2.776434513274336,452,18,86,10,8,157,70,113,0.23199999999999998,0.688,0.08,-0.937,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,12,7,1,2,0,9,3,0,2,0,16,17,12,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,1,1,15,2,8,13,2,9,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,6,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270032223433505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375129730181472,0.1813409781888979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777421085573753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985025562014569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796349901250567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784738537341954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337924678739951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948840606001307,0.12643737371814465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473501570916647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500900234674767,0.08646542122570278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973493044335108,0.0,0.11813816510923472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010357188912522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149740724844972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895592163765049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952281835970176,0.0,0.18005631040140382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475030530723093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504165821324552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133961609201226,0.14796651225375865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759626670742025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CSThr0waway123,2019/06/08,"If we can't get work done or use our brainpower without our meds, then are we really considered ""smart""? If I can't get anything done and can't do hard work when I'm not on adderall, then isn't that who I truly am? 100 years ago when these meds for ADHD didn't exist, wouldn't I just be one of the stupid or lower IQ individuals in society? I've been having sort of an existential crisis because of this. I was able to get good grades my entire life with help from my meds. I would take breaks off my meds sometimes and notice that I couldn't get shit done and felt 100x dumber. This is who I truly am and it sucks. I'm not actually smart and feel that i'm just giving myself some sort of mental steroids to try to fit in.",3.705490196078436,4.093853307189544,4.953470588235295,86.79961764705881,71.48366013071896,7.950065359477126,23.143137254901962,7.908726449838941,0.8500227450980389,568,12,128,7,10,189,94,153,0.141,0.7659999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.8220000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,2,4,6,3,0,2,0,20,2,1,1,0,26,33,13,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,7,3,15,3,15,22,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,7,6,80,24,3,0.13574282105719845,0.0,0.13246541221448022,0.0,0.16313649208280942,0.0,0.12032782061405164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117047756921462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274756379715445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167361045270566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863564894193634,0.0,0.13033439553188494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836800856962325,0.13021688297794168,0.0,0.11385463802825445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159890505996578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098555161877606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587916890484187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031186926642087,0.0,0.13679683657341007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545441014709806,0.0,0.0,0.09198284860017883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696032706282622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393380551384602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342531209605162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206170803249467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216046510504623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723821404137134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085123550527367,0.0,0.19764478083767306,0.0,0.0,0.09642780542723292,0.0,0.0,0.08741392625762852 adhd,Lorewick09,2019/06/08,"How ADHD has affected me and my friendships and my career. I am a lucky POS. Since almost all my friends have or probably have ADHD but when anyone messes with them even if it's just a rumor the emotional instability comes in and I freak the fuck out. I think I even scared one of my friends by doing it. Also, I've found myself able to move from conversation to conversation. Even if in conversation I can be confused af TL;DR: emotional instability makes me a bodyguard for my friends but hard to talk to sometimes. Also, I'm a writer by career and I've found my constant unending brain has come up with awesome stuff and hyperfocus rocks when working with headphones on. Though it is hard for me to stick with one project for too long but after getting into the habit of not deleting anything. I hope that'll help when I decide to switch again. TL;DR: I'm a writer and I come up with a shit ton of ideas and switch projects a lot. IDK why I'm writing this besides I'm bored but hey whatever.",3.0466893424036314,5.2413947346938805,4.309727891156463,83.55828798185942,76.14285714285714,6.804535147392291,26.19501133786848,7.793537801064563,1.5796018140589567,792,30,152,12,18,260,114,196,0.157,0.72,0.12300000000000001,-0.7982,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,13,12,2,2,10,0,10,3,2,3,1,41,24,21,0,3,9,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,7,0,2,2,2,19,5,28,20,3,18,0,0,0,1,12,7,2,8,7,105,25,5,0.12773571442682394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070270118594756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279088666127438,0.0,0.0,0.2043004093549772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931578153052848,0.0,0.10511560918504828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259530203744442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300990224567587,0.0,0.13803692835148682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873709719460934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25310470402410845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801112355053095,0.2960648883120732,0.11808960968171835,0.0667366386908262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885222055034896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561855682699993,0.0,0.0,0.12687038625144195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419807354328654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304208765922208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859633653331094,0.0,0.0,0.08526458126398306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576284931442384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731140518437774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772070465251282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788573381680138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311188752475949,0.10566430295831993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633388776188945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622683251678945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266912871341533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184788806261949,0.12549969087470858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526161425078882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929931214277442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,angleneri,2019/06/08,"What happens when I don't use my timer (an excerpt from my notebook) So I've gotten p good at keeping a notebook to help with things to do and breaking things into steps and brain-dumping and whatnot. I opened it on the page I used for this past Wednesday and re-read what I'd written and thought it was funny &#x200B; ""Havent done anything yet but I am kind of proud of myself bc i wanted to smoke in morning but instead I took my Adderall and made good choices, like starting my day. I have to write all my Lit papers today bc it is all due tomorrow, oh boy."" &#x200B; then, &#x200B; ""1.05pm &#x200B; Accidentally hyperfocused on Illustrator again. Whoops. But I learned to make 3D things""",2.898699360341148,5.504981343283582,3.3771855010660983,87.89761194029852,78.85074626865672,5.0226012793177,28.974413646055442,6.1826913282559595,1.3060144989339024,556,26,103,4,14,173,94,134,0.024,0.846,0.13,0.9184,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,4,2,23,20,12,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,1,14,5,15,13,3,20,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,12,66,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45838158792101397,0.5140600059631216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703487209682859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806775388219826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820911795945989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823343147417792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741987837170964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935268760199759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089147083222097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400802349111707,0.0,0.11013707203961116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167101441198702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007658258888064,0.07059838193618137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096383510783943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579275710373644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486039970303589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107949767925308,0.0,0.0,0.08396490987764926,0.0,0.0,0.10025203408774427,0.0,0.11750784647051385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269251069574075,0.0,0.0,0.06238242756475607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140600059631216,0.0 adhd,Homebody_Abroad,2019/06/08,"Over myself Damn this post turned out being long, I guess I’m on one right now. Lost track of time dicking around on Reddit and ended up spending 30 minutes just sitting in the bathroom after telling my boyfriend I’d finish a beer with him. I brushed my teeth and was going to chill and when I opened the door he was so pissed that I made him wait so long. I didn’t even realize it had been that long. Just listened to him tell me how hurt he was that I prioritized my phone over him and our relationship for an indefinite amount of time. I tried to tell him I was enjoying some alone time and just lost track of time. He said several times “oh is that just your ADD?” Among other things. I shut down after that. I’ve tried to send him links and talk to him about my ADD the last few days but he says links and this subreddit just feed into it and make me get in my head instead of working on myself. But it’s just all an excuse to him and he genuinely seems to think I purposely ignored him. I’m trying not to hate myself or call myself stupid because that won’t help anything. I know in my heart that I really did just space out. I am working on myself by learning about my diagnosis, taking medication, and am on a waiting list for a counselor. My ADD is ruining my relationship and I don’t know what to do. PS. I’m not going to break up with him, just in case I get comments about it. This situation paints him in a poor light and it was my fault in the first place. I just want to vent and maybe get pointers because my behavior is seriously starting to make me lose my mind and cause a rift between him and me.",3.4896485943775097,4.534847201807231,4.448373493975903,87.808624497992,72.46385542168673,7.581526104417671,25.58032128514057,7.937092434478242,1.2240477911646588,1269,39,277,17,24,412,170,332,0.107,0.855,0.038,-0.9672,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,6,20,13,4,0,11,0,18,8,5,5,1,61,45,22,0,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,18,25,2,3,8,1,2,3,5,12,0,2,13,5,51,1,48,30,4,50,0,5,0,1,34,26,3,5,18,187,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726901104890065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931761627281364,0.10079602393625224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804424066826354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561741325273535,0.0,0.0,0.11631530544762238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302203957354776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028550292277706,0.0,0.0,0.07478535703766706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631081729155667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746928229198972,0.0,0.12869901204657302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473229149273615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178820819698357,0.11620355463815175,0.0,0.0,0.1341745247496918,0.07589366265686334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121183138890985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445318181622307,0.09229510660139276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006069613216531,0.0,0.1266720361000683,0.24720126326685565,0.0,0.0,0.10713811280383446,0.1511597860754128,0.0,0.11375172717276562,0.0,0.0,0.11406427730911699,0.0,0.0,0.11432697947406162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672553672179643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829810226870195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844015470623716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253610720841852,0.0,0.0,0.24312682002031274,0.0,0.0966952282276092,0.10770479334649696,0.09004264465283872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030775964473559,0.0,0.12791426651805898,0.0,0.0,0.12727187740140855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014264416753905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513260294399289,0.09100756318042524,0.2968961319318658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522297896887192,0.0725512813577614,0.0,0.0,0.33011783330553435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306210752545008,0.1231584478971852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678421053670619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486119011107478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sovoj,2019/06/08,"Crash Courses on YouTube: Love them or hate them? The Crash Course Series with John Green are known for being fast-paced and jump from topic to topic. I personally find the jumping very soothing and similar to my own train of thought, but others I know don’t like it because they get distracted by it. So my question is, how do others with ADHD feel about them?",5.060869565217395,6.51196175362319,4.841275362318843,84.93234782608697,69.14492753623188,7.259130434782609,28.29275362318841,7.554174236665415,1.5942440579710149,287,10,54,3,5,88,56,69,0.127,0.772,0.102,-0.2176,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,2,10,9,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,2,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042489090531575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504677993705067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007774197356915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307434211988233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573837051828514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320937116211591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848590282419774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433238950528356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035852070701896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937035191527921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768090848180364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670385792075507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775387856068466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GayAssEnbie,2019/06/08,"finding out that i might have adhd has explained so much about my childhood i was a “gifted kid,” as many neurodivergent people are often seen as from the ages of 3-11. i learned to read early, was curious and creative, and i did well in school. i built my whole identity around how “smart” i was. trouble is that i has bad grades sometimes because of my issues with procrastination on projects, lack of motivation, and lack of study skills once i entered higher grades and i was no longer top of my class. this led to my mom telling me i was lazy and that i needed to organize myself. i started trying to hide my grades and i couldn’t clean my room, and then i lost my passion for reading. knowing now that i had adhd all along makes things make SO much sense— i wasn’t lazy, i was bored or overwhelmed! ugh, i wish i had known sooner and been diagnosed because i think 9-year-old me could’ve used the help",3.6976057462090974,5.273117743016762,4.162909018355947,87.98934357541903,72.68715083798881,6.678531524341581,26.19353551476457,7.1686216300943375,1.091318914604948,712,24,146,7,14,224,115,179,0.147,0.7090000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,8,9,0,1,3,0,18,2,0,6,1,33,29,15,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,6,12,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,6,1,0,13,1,31,3,20,14,6,14,0,2,1,1,5,6,0,3,6,101,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891828112877509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441394486994904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351929846944564,0.19740481785915875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927664360987873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434119546254175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798816796792091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852879179107157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899809680971115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898472536591817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767502943748904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161601954083292,0.16415727419892154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176714623843525,0.0,0.189633905077651,0.0,0.0,0.2380535832503509,0.12005856284595298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990346395377542,0.17243511269144515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112252074221728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239193650217318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386750044292206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013893143247848,0.0,0.11460488317410528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152160342070425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756970656862308,0.10374914891447624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993024442674064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984332122274426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455818086482415,0.0,0.0,0.1807732817922932,0.18619525485314056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104268508940891 adhd,PerplexedInactivity,2019/06/08,"Methylphenidate & Meditation Hi, obligatory first post on Reddit, how's everybodys day been? Recently diagnosed with ADHD-PI about two weeks ago, 23 y/o, two pieces of coursework away from an economics degree in the UK, a 3 year course which has taken 5 for innumerable reasons beyond just undiagnosed ADHD, or perhaps entirely related to it, who knows, maybe I'll unpack it in therapy one day. Hmm. Or maybe not who cares. To anyone that is currently on methylphenidate (ritalin) and practices mindfulness meditation, does it hinder (or even enhance) your ability to achieve a clear and empty mind? Something I've been wondering for about 3 minutes but apparently it's interesting enough to me for me to post about it here. Anyway, ramble over, thanks in advance!",7.773625730994155,9.430043338345868,7.651528822055137,66.52578111946536,62.98496240601504,11.625396825396829,37.33416875522138,11.429527900616536,4.974566248955722,616,30,94,19,9,197,101,133,0.024,0.888,0.08800000000000001,0.8542,2,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,9,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,2,1,16,9,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,22,6,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,8,60,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38384397253785213,0.0,0.14155970893340866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302913194218253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166224165544188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003841985767713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281938147430786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597973011256224,0.0,0.0,0.16208675072065573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974990103575413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500730580348266,0.0,0.10547683787629007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583622334086026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776402628529666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320869564856304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32249222993741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082132561552148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058867422794723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419274037544665,0.15767924252938012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294077579303275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702541663304447,0.18262479770567186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31199701885886594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809744919817334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318208123433335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283814578048872 adhd,Faqcts,2019/06/08,"Just had an intense daydreaming period. So I was just daydreaming about how much I would love to learn Kendo and become an expert sword fighter. I was lost in translation, literally, picked up a ruler had some intense music playing in the background and just started swinging at the air. (I've done this before, when I was much younger. Kind of embarrassing since I'm 18 now.) Your stereotypical Anime Fantasy dream-like scenarios. Then I realized that none of it was going to actually happen and that I have 2 exams on Monday. Kinda depressed, unmotivated, and tired after playing imaginary sword fighter for 3 hours straight. Just wanted to share this with you.",5.876666666666665,8.456356538461543,6.219153846153848,71.31334615384618,69.08547008547009,9.124444444444443,32.212820512820514,9.642632912329526,3.5999579487179485,533,24,82,13,10,171,86,117,0.106,0.748,0.146,0.1953,0,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,8,0,8,5,14,7,4,16,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,2,8,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.24890573674770605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28169822352924845,0.21704073534939453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968630785506446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610190977217152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449587876897442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255523128016971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118672804824754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26560997630708444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784325603491754,0.0,0.2302052795639249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750028757751645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099163265115836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053566000293714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931586245065904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044339567601758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119019562607144,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StoicSalad,2019/06/08,"Medication = More Musical Mastery? Excusing the alliteration, I feel like I am a better musician when I am medicated vs. when I am not. Anyone else the same? I've never had a problem focusing when I'm playing an instrument. Actually, music was one of the things that pointed me towards my diagnosis when I realized that playing 3 or 4 hours straight was one of my hyperfocus outlets. &#x200B; Still, playing for 10 minutes on Concerta seems like I've levelled up and am more skilled vs. the same 10 minutes unmedicated. &#x200B; Any other musicians have similar experiences?",6.647941176470585,8.972056098039216,8.355049019607844,57.87022058823529,66.45098039215686,11.766666666666667,44.12254901960785,11.45678717892309,6.4028784313725495,470,32,67,17,8,164,70,102,0.0,0.818,0.182,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,7,0,8,2,0,0,1,12,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,8,6,6,8,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,9,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.16543055479224206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673574446218673,0.4119793969679576,0.11528184397549833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853482501720955,0.17369693560178476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499298255939062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161519383306898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582658503479053,0.0,0.0,0.08571621295833555,0.12110767560491692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694657311008154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564131121844328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415543333577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074703156970394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974712297969946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025457290935227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622111662846162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543278955044111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353817457008636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262393030058247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119793969679576,0.0 adhd,bruno-melchi,2019/06/08,"Alcohol, no effect? So alcohol doesn't seem to affect me like most people. As in I don't get drunk from it. I do get dizzy and slow down. But I don't feel any happier. I've tried beer, wine, gin, vodka. I've wondered if has something to do with the low dopamine / other neurotransmitter levels. Or the comorbid depression. Any else have this experience?",1.4648366013071907,4.148510058823529,3.494901960784315,83.46316993464055,88.11764705882355,7.139869281045753,22.26143790849673,8.167268648758528,1.7388771241830068,276,10,53,7,9,93,53,68,0.185,0.7509999999999999,0.064,-0.8176,0,0,6,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,2,0,11,12,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,4,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,12,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724695862463978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642747731513066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306864023459959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237422686406874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199460193767715,0.0,0.0,0.13542572253365018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27986608392324075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085094102373934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568347537966265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438274631421417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061929234660544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184278532059334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29045627369195914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ebenzer2,2019/06/08,"So. Finals week. I have a portfolio to do where I rewrite two of my essays from the quarter in English. I am taking Japanese, where I have to practice my speech that's on Monday. I have to go through and do all of my missing work from Japanese from the quarter before the Japanese FINAL the Japanese final is due on Wednesday The English portfolio is due on Wednesday. I have to revise/write about 13 pages of shit. It's Saturday. I've barely started any of it. WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO. I had a fucking panic attack last night because of all of this. I can't fail this quarter. Please help 🙁",0.0062171331636982075,2.351525809160308,2.4712340966921147,90.30759754028836,92.43511450381679,5.048515691263783,23.30831212892281,6.691623216298621,0.958791009329941,495,21,100,7,18,169,68,131,0.188,0.754,0.057999999999999996,-0.9619,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,6,1,10,0,17,5,1,0,2,3,25,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,9,0,4,1,1,14,0,19,24,3,20,0,2,0,4,1,6,5,0,13,78,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260055921797375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883719589783096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093646252924594,0.0,0.14089698662924935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441567151844848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612306784424702,0.0,0.0,0.09410333197606843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110985258057678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497037651127422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538627740073724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942732840907611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817578940650749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699662169614816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719887712593625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449608539226865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617482915728373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281885601615626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054472723829507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gghh762000,2019/06/08,"Anyone taking atomoxetine (axepta) ? I just got prescribed axepta as an alternative to stimulants that I’ve tried before ( Ritalin and concerta) Was wondering if any of you have had any experiences with it and if you have any tips related to side effects Would really appreciate any advice",9.325442176870745,10.587015285714287,11.008571428571427,45.22809523809529,59.40816326530612,16.32925170068027,38.78231292517007,14.554592549557764,7.4375659863945565,235,11,31,12,3,84,39,49,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,10,8,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25858330574809063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7198018738294862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502824516662766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251718723624088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588488406382443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164054551463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952215415664593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896108014951666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965940447071355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869687739564685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797824075353897,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,disndhdisjebdosldx,2019/06/08,"Not being able to shake the feeling of ""there's something else I should be doing."" Like, you've taken your meds. And when you started working you were productive as SHIT, but then you take an hour long break and scroll through reddit and watch a few youtube videos and now its IMPOSSIBLE to go back to whatever you were doing. Then the rest of your day is blown off, because you just feel this nagging feeling that there is something you should do FIRST but you can't figure out what it is. &#x200B; Don't tell me I'm crazy, I know there are others who go through this too. I go through it plenty and right now it is pissing me the fuck off.",5.299609374999998,5.731585992187501,4.754687499999998,89.4715625,67.984375,7.3375,29.28125,6.6274283507984215,1.242778125,509,17,107,3,8,153,84,128,0.146,0.8190000000000001,0.035,-0.9506,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,9,0,2,9,6,4,1,5,0,16,3,2,0,0,17,28,11,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,5,0,1,3,4,14,1,12,21,2,20,0,0,1,1,11,4,3,0,12,79,24,1,0.20399207231531227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102532512665327,0.2478726959080798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685731193131433,0.0,0.12435167389745296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155801080029134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040920072844445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094335631157723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351555250200618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885873837710453,0.0,0.0,0.3478001870878298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008911001567866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210870809092237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966022249568504,0.0,0.0,0.1805265647428944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658920562147386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420811516352988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939493078681992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140861268385474,0.0,0.0,0.14438663872621213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337665125447805,0.0,0.17829806251812896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485086581794028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478726959080798,0.0 adhd,Avidhead,2019/06/08,"Are there any confident ADHD people out there? Because I have a couple of questions. 1. How are you so confident? Often times having ADHD makes my mind wander or have anxiety or to CONSTANTLY have random thoughts in my mind AT ALL TIMES. Not only taking away from sleep but in general I realized it also ruined my ability to be confident and sure of my actions, resulting in me always questioning myself. It has also shown socially, where there are times I feel like I'm not myself and times I feel like I was too much of myself, always doubting myself. I feel like I'm a chill person and I have my close group of friends and lots of regular friends (social butterfly but still not confident?? i don't even know how that happens but yes) but I know it's all in my head and I'm just overthinking. 2. Do you have any other emotional trauma or mental illness besides having ADHD? Just to see if there is any correlation of if it really is just ADHD on its own. I've always enjoyed reading the posts on here! Never knew I related with so many other people before LOL. But anyways yeah lately I've been on a journey of self growth, soon to be 20 so im still young and figuring shit out and you all know how much harder it is having ADHD. So any help or input would be great!",1.9832142857142865,4.431870575396829,4.017460317460319,82.88309523809525,81.34126984126985,6.907936507936507,22.42857142857143,8.045849151850463,1.532080952380953,1003,33,184,20,27,341,134,252,0.076,0.7020000000000001,0.222,0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,0,25,12,1,1,4,3,23,4,3,5,5,58,38,27,0,3,17,0,3,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,12,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,4,4,24,8,24,30,7,28,0,1,1,0,13,13,1,12,14,138,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526750874066281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471033391018389,0.2295895041286685,0.0,0.0,0.2501822187616924,0.0,0.07035994911470582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641271218712887,0.0,0.0,0.05606656912919724,0.0,0.07826320085920893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939134798591297,0.0,0.0,0.1017676130431473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345850423813982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074803801891637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951463388929594,0.19711898647944764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211795201984814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014017906409282,0.0,0.0,0.08133240947899129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943919803917791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164831308021752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934783110946543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516397110347247,0.0,0.1037508120830279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348017259162915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819310675251898,0.0,0.0,0.06139343846961527,0.09324732052386844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268827917641176,0.0,0.18573528216707227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522311994716776,0.0,0.07093611041988057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699504618369969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752654666693172,0.08030825290269797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808578178685082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606412457631165,0.0,0.09199900827260384,0.0,0.05892097561587922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329146473027512,0.0,0.09594906468692573,0.0,0.09441011121365517,0.0,0.0,0.0920405413784737,0.1875120630239476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690130011483818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668451847160301,0.0,0.06915309099462076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301717669450422,0.2145233931638924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533577510772169,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kaiynan_,2019/06/08,"When I am off Adderall, I feel useless. I have pretty bad ADD, had it since I was a bit younger, I'm 18 now and its reached its peak. The amount of brain fog I have is also added onto by other problems I have right now. And unfortunately with my home situation, I haven't been able to go in and see someone about prescribing me adderall. So my friend who has his lets me take it when I need it and its really changed my life recently in positive ways minus the side effects. But since I don't have a steady dose, I end up feeling useless when I haven't taken it. My mind feels like it is regressing to a less intelligent state, motivations are gone, and I'm just plain terrible at things I have been playing. Such as MW2 lately! Been tearing it up with insane reaction time and strategic thinking but, playing this morning, can barely pick off a couple guys a game.",5.0364957716701895,5.587093970930233,5.8070190274841424,81.27920718816068,68.59302325581396,8.812684989429176,31.33403805496829,8.841846274778883,2.4082953488372096,681,27,137,11,11,223,113,172,0.08199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.2697,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,7,0,20,3,1,3,0,22,32,14,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,13,9,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,5,0,0,7,4,19,4,16,24,3,23,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,0,10,93,32,1,0.18241764761412532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458793268913352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523111161675635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915282543811255,0.0,0.0,0.2036384238755541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929736834588501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018416574459201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156789135975114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767075310122193,0.1303192039043006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093542204013335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367215295544636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062215079968705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829797739828268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205775052062191,0.0,0.0,0.1865344038591967,0.12884697924060973,0.08912004835297009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841898226643722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526037430025387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558432795167448,0.0,0.17454905272528462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686141613243348,0.0,0.1801154199899652,0.0,0.0,0.15578367434937007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536324745600446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017955263167231,0.20504507891810173,0.0,0.0,0.15456188085580727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715536884946786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119017943359375,0.11688586288935306,0.0,0.0,0.10636919728765926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479463783350638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noorahsan7,2019/06/08,"ADHD sucks Having ADHD truly sucks, especially during exams. I just wanna sit down and study instead of getting sidetracked every other minute. My ADHD was at rest the past week, and I was functioning like a “normal” person, and I got a lot of work done, but now it’s back to what it used to be. I’m truly tired of this :(",2.228177083333332,4.301683796875,4.241875000000004,83.64895833333338,78.21875,5.5166666666666675,18.479166666666664,6.42735559955562,0.1761229166666669,249,5,46,2,6,85,49,64,0.161,0.731,0.10800000000000001,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,5,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7502243704056856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000263780635607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294069473325006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531852402560444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871454478133967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642262500448726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165862392605864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690434404157293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038767201982594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863834027960095,0.0,0.18168965770654533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391602825783729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971651466762398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669112713339914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514865756222565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keggsandeggs,2019/06/08,"I think I’m going to be diagnosed with ADHD and I’m not quite sure what happens from here Hey everyone. I’ve recently started to go to therapy again due to some serious issues in my life and in our most recent discussion my therapist, who has practiced as a psychiatrist in the past, asked me if I was ever diagnosed with ADHD. I told her that I hadn’t and after talking more, she explained to me that she has a very very strong suspicion that I do have ADHD and she ran me through some questions. She said that she does have more than enough to diagnose me but that she formally can’t due to her no longer being a practicing psychiatrist. She has sent me to a colleague of hers to make it formal but I don’t really know what lies ahead and what is going to happen. Could someone please provide some insight as to what I should expect?",6.631370592149036,6.053658550898208,7.332894211576848,75.53883566200935,65.28742514970061,11.015036593479707,33.525615435795075,10.504223727775694,3.3812014637391883,666,25,129,15,9,222,100,167,0.073,0.893,0.034,-0.6509,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,0,15,4,0,1,2,26,32,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,6,1,25,2,24,22,7,18,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,6,10,100,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866373393667411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618241374752687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776570815209904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109871237304461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181166044580754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946416081751806,0.0,0.0,0.12209165612433093,0.0,0.1289733838410196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012640171497165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871401874873055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087772601843615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417814754470804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533608546815804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009615303276107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288478983395576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816085419491787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120170302546068,0.14356139944942498,0.0,0.0,0.08646776216248482,0.0,0.2665409647242149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283911256511931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436298134604812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553524943157073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721134108906496,0.0,0.0,0.10848694024152182,0.0,0.0,0.15435446347341647,0.15671514744323686,0.0,0.08648585073639503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289733838410196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273527221159367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AloneBall,2019/06/08,"its my birthday and i feel like shit today is my birthday june 8th. I am turning 17 this year but honestly idk what it is i just feel like such utter shit. It may be a combination of the fact that yesterday and today i was reminded by my dad that i am not doing what he wants and that all i do is sit there unproductive af. My parents love me a lot, its just i feel so disconnected from them for whatever reason . My dad also told me that I have been distancing my self from my family in general and that my relationship with my sister is deteriorating. One of the factors that contributed to my birthday bieng pretty shitty is that my sister's birthday was much more acknowleged than my own , and maybe i am just jealous of her. Idk im only sharing a snippet of whats going on, but i just need to vent a little so that maybe i can get some weight off my chest and feel a little better. I cant tell if this is just a bad a adhd day or an accumulation of thoughts clouding my judgement leading to a shitty day. Sorry if this came off as super immature.",4.956300536672632,5.027112916279074,6.721395348837209,76.33032200357782,68.67441860465118,9.592128801431127,30.0268336314848,9.466822959209583,2.554928443649373,827,29,166,16,13,289,124,215,0.129,0.737,0.134,0.4872,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,10,11,3,0,11,0,19,5,3,2,2,34,32,15,0,4,11,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,8,1,0,6,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,6,5,30,7,19,24,6,17,0,0,0,1,14,6,2,6,9,126,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728236764317405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499948368515844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006978707700885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718237330915722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447271795193255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854825229798821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556499625447208,0.0,0.2908451697834121,0.2054662779520353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513131291864453,0.0,0.08172675537011441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533229024691833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051010194504346,0.2882574619811837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225646214669435,0.12978813404605175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889395786880606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057120053913592,0.10662835878847464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974448687769854,0.10936892451127864,0.0,0.0,0.15967659753730898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629970091922145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785378990047146,0.0,0.1543909764942366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500182520184872,0.0,0.2952241359174696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097607227483576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569046262218975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416379357919007,0.0,0.0,0.27261751467761103,0.13741025947321964,0.0,0.0,0.1564167460650566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481893917172365,0.0,0.0,0.1751137343429903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260463992022018 adhd,chaela_may,2019/06/08,what have you found in your fridge? me (five minutes ago): baby clothes,0.6635897435897462,2.2476548461538464,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,115.92307692307692,1.7333333333333334,19.71794871794872,3.1291,-0.9220051282051284,55,2,11,0,3,15,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6287004819689594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7776475448247734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoWyo1,2019/06/08,"Am I the crazy one? I am a 40 something adult who has been recently diagnosed with ADD. I have tried a few medications and had enough success to realize how ‘normal’ can feel. Understanding how things have the potential to be, makes going through low points of medication regulation even worse. I now know how shitty I have felt most of my life and I want to feel normal even more now. The first two months on Adderall felt like sunshine and no clouds on vacation. Life was just easy and I was fully awake with very little side effects. I’ve gradually spiraled down to being tired and unmotivated all the time again. Had a huge fight with the hubs and he said “You are making everyone miserable again”. I guess after feeling what normal is, I can now confirm I’m the crazy one. Cheers.",3.329887387387388,5.951479601351355,4.124216216216219,83.06763063063066,77.31081081081079,7.46018018018018,24.73153153153153,8.447377352677275,1.817274234234234,623,22,117,13,15,199,100,148,0.165,0.71,0.125,-0.7506,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,11,7,1,1,9,0,17,6,0,6,1,32,31,9,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,10,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,8,7,11,4,14,21,5,19,0,2,1,0,6,8,0,2,11,81,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382832111413902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566000719396392,0.0,0.20020544325551998,0.0,0.0,0.14482029698102486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298970471255421,0.0,0.2910391624331257,0.0,0.0,0.12891527586373486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613398322198959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695837725293136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329238977065806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409999178630326,0.07404365136389653,0.15190107132883862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023324696998843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30535776123647296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097226083901713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454843930177879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053994350881836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327142955686795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496453784470408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416649693748834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667686009268595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068849333619134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837476982318636,0.17419378602059524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028980280460892,0.0,0.1480502798356101,0.1577773679945247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250513373735849,0.08939291729420303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544506919191792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,markwilleyjr,2019/06/08,"How did you bring up ADHD to your doctor without sounding like someone just trying to get an Adderall prescription? I am 22 years old and fairly certain that I have ADHD. I have struggled with focus issues my entire life, and I match so many of the symptoms that I have read through. I really want to talk to my doctor about this, but I am worried about bringing up that conversation at my age, as I am sure doctors are hesitant about diagnosing at an older age. I am going back to school in the Fall and I really think that medication could help. My work performance is also being affected and I know that I could be a better employee if I didn't feel like my brain was working against me. How do you bring this up to a doctor? Should I get my hopes up for a prescription?",5.8792156862745095,5.939741366013074,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,66.7124183006536,9.675816993464053,31.37908496732026,9.444778638647367,2.7443281045751635,611,22,116,11,9,204,94,153,0.085,0.8009999999999999,0.114,0.7443,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,4,9,7,0,1,7,0,18,9,1,3,2,22,29,11,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,8,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,3,2,24,6,23,21,0,18,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,8,91,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308147682814285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006457081942564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583081069808024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172466245494062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364326257758756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197765248598423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969397650462173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634903236950949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959107067548859,0.09832460536331157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381448414377174,0.0,0.07821965774126978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225208839370123,0.0,0.0,0.13670001598672302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365245487363235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563916095140065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721382579493854,0.13448046522291346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395376389983346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865015107335454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444220387639954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766963310502242,0.0,0.17634166384038308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392913243226483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661547557118646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438832549511647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971689671381892,0.1430527494515451,0.0,0.110623699912534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818927676680287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344335690679978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117914827212007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267271044127468,0.0,0.2003960350626492,0.13977237067262832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863074530500613 adhd,lil_loser,2019/06/08,"Actually got something done today without medication! Hi! Since I've been pretty stressed out lately and my medication can make me feel even more nervous and rushed, I decided to skip taking it for a day. Halfway through the morning/afternoon I started to feel like this was a very bad idea: I was exhausted and could not focus on studying at all. I felt like shit, because I know that if I would not get anything done today, I would hate myself for it. So, I decided to give myself a choice: I would either get some studying done today, or do some chores around the house that I had been putting off for weeks. I chose the latter and ended up doing groceries, some laundry, cleaning my apartment and making a home cooked meal! I'm so proud of myself!",5.2846153846153845,6.554151902097902,5.582804195804198,80.506513986014,68.44055944055944,7.678041958041959,31.08321678321679,7.908726449838941,2.1931627972027976,594,24,107,7,10,189,95,143,0.133,0.784,0.083,-0.8107,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,2,2,7,0,15,6,1,2,1,30,29,9,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,3,0,5,7,2,0,7,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,10,3,17,3,15,15,6,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,10,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.13171572211337942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107258074267144,0.12015599461705308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269813841925615,0.08227925264761084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776622107167942,0.0,0.0,0.08704743948505868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143775799347701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954741743561773,0.0,0.0,0.08914943870539371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649440879661293,0.09642586864202794,0.1295967659534936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103729687627894,0.12947991846371287,0.0,0.0,0.10795150371505917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332594562545618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539051131077204,0.0,0.0,0.15574254606540375,0.0,0.15236987437687385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417850060158453,0.0,0.15225720803609433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131883526270852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801931637053373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719453834611625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731767454801533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568673555063565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385494692057429,0.1116523693573902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391002779974526,0.0,0.0,0.09553570413929632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546129281177442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148408817736214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38382036587954416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136816616904384,0.0,0.0,0.1082684684670176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301106808628567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876462121997165,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yubikun,2019/06/08,"How to deal with 'emotion' in a professional setting? \[TL;DR: I got good and helpful feedback at work but it was related to my ADHD and I became very upset. How can I manage this better, if at all?\] &#x200B; Hi, all! I \[27 Nonbinary\] have recently been diagnosed with ADHD and am currently medicated for it. The medication is working well, and I can definitely feel a marked difference in some areas. But I've also just started my first 9-5 job in a heavily regulated industry. I've had positions of responsibility in work before, I was in management in a restaurant job, but I had to quit that because I was having breakdowns at work over stress. I've been out of work since August 2018 and am feeling very lucky to have got this new job. They are aware of my ADHD, and are being very accommodating and lovely. &#x200B; Right now we're doing a lot of training and one thing we do is sit with a colleague and listen in as they take calls. This is so we can put our classroom knowledge into real world context. It's very useful and I enjoy it a lot! &#x200B; However, I was (very kindly and gently) given some feedback by the main person training us. After we sit with the colleagues, they give the trainer feedback on whether we were engaged and listening, and while the colleague was absolutely lovely - and totally correct - they pointed out that I had been quite distracting and made their job more difficult. I had gotten over-excited and had been physically reacting to things I knew / understood and had pointed at the screen and generally just been a bit Too Much. &#x200B; I'm really glad the colleague told the trainer and the trainer told me, because my self-awareness for that sort of stuff is very low. Unfortunately, when I was told, I was immediately incredibly upset. I think the meds let me 'keep it together' for the remaining few hours - though I had a small cry in the bathroom - but the floodgates really opened once I got home. I felt very small and stupid and annoying, and that I had made a terrible impression and people would inevitably dislike me, so on, so forth. It's like there's an 'Intelligent' part of my brain which understands, accepts, and is grateful for the feedback. But the emotional side is like a toddler. &#x200B; Does anyone have any tips or techniques for better managing emotion in a professional setting? I'm working hard on controlling symptoms like the talking and moving and general typical ADHD things, but is there anything anyone's found useful for taking unexpected feedback?",6.745830942551257,8.101347518438184,7.256965922608638,69.52057728640405,65.13882863340564,10.026478203064867,36.1291022321741,10.163272556057118,4.036067888881114,2030,98,325,47,31,666,234,461,0.091,0.742,0.16699999999999998,0.991,6,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,6,0,5,12,15,25,2,4,29,0,44,7,1,8,4,82,75,45,0,2,11,0,4,3,0,1,4,2,1,1,18,38,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,9,1,2,35,7,39,16,44,37,13,47,0,1,1,2,25,30,0,8,14,239,57,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27345227374818976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548981792143924,0.0,0.3081669437286749,0.34559918003970325,0.0386828186502695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954871264648898,0.0,0.046810380239823236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935146507860843,0.0,0.04840377898654967,0.0,0.0,0.1006178953027202,0.06210219063094687,0.0,0.0,0.0635009430144145,0.058084545641747386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379982734383692,0.0,0.0,0.06248399590378536,0.0,0.05864452421343616,0.0,0.05773568650299502,0.0,0.059431285714186766,0.0,0.0,0.049779247465639116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919592804195672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057524144425724025,0.0,0.054617204818432914,0.0,0.0,0.048385186153030176,0.0,0.062369963629128125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054567960663033516,0.0,0.047711289558990136,0.13648510467411706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095655890568489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038127897766365784,0.0,0.0570589183482125,0.0,0.056018916675845326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257928997731969,0.05056078350201627,0.0,0.05923554658573301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816736509868746,0.0,0.08337140414171877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672085516485147,0.10267939293157376,0.10764933115259392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318488882508376,0.11460854442352075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045829585273395,0.04181601276166207,0.0,0.0,0.05493856378927076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605792088857665,0.03854581947671549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061599427427514626,0.0,0.039435946345259605,0.049668591133795084,0.0,0.0,0.1075468324924852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057183758963344974,0.0,0.1210054837335414,0.0,0.06474602372795729,0.07288221923132134,0.0,0.056165721591862776,0.0,0.0,0.04857830874531235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593420313772617,0.0,0.0,0.04705472610207148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040262525704704864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516000534777881,0.0,0.0651181464336649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912387135355581,0.08553882018605227,0.045720906640095205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337286743324385,0.036448732892685166,0.05588787712282986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306423690790514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592178643686847,0.06842400233444007,0.09825838410058646,0.0,0.3285446614357261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114521432679789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484717583317744,0.0,0.0,0.04040849829178633,0.0,0.34559918003970325,0.0 adhd,pearlight7,2019/06/08,"What are your hobbies? I realised I don't massively have any but always feel bored and want to do something, but lose attention pretty quick. I quite like active stuff but would love to hear any hobbies people can recommend that they can get into :)",6.612536231884057,7.7063375,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,65.30434782608695,8.742028985507247,30.55072463768116,8.841846274778883,2.5074289855072482,199,7,34,3,3,61,37,46,0.09300000000000001,0.51,0.397,0.9693,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,12,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,11,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971672551061454,0.0,0.0,0.39182668099402296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566864162053014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051687197247898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32470211585003383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074784669478152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223027398420002,0.0,0.0,0.2600154741992889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997276375853468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29309448347741857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064227138025491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178831695435755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297979320000758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992490763439916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465323265052426,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slamback,2019/06/08,"Off label script for Wellbutrin Just wondering if anyone else has been prescribed Wellbutrin for their ADHD? I've been on it for a few months now, and while I do miss the ""get up and go"" rush of amphetamines, I think the Wellbutrin is helping me with some of my bad habits.",6.598805031446545,6.487610641509434,5.994339622641512,83.55238993710694,65.22641509433961,8.576100628930817,30.874213836477992,7.793537801064563,1.8690553459119497,216,7,43,2,3,66,43,53,0.096,0.863,0.040999999999999995,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,9,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345975548468189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285345434144657,0.3705229258073189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30193800382007463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30208751683504165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893178041939476,0.0,0.20551725772043936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423865914674517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886420246443378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171180806509065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921619951466208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uwu_owo_whats_this,2019/06/08,"Just started Adderall IR on Wednesday. Am I supposed to notice a difference by now? The title basically says it all. My doc said she was gonna start me off on a lower dose so she did 10mg at 8am and 10mg at 4pm. One thing I did notice was that I wasn't angry per se but I felt like I was acting more assertive. I'm not even sure what by benchmark for it ""working"" is. Is this an average starting dose? Doesn't it work in the first day?",-0.2163917525773229,1.5768968969072183,2.547639175257732,94.07403608247424,85.18556701030927,5.1171134020618565,21.040206185567012,6.2581,0.11921113402061854,337,11,80,3,10,118,73,97,0.046,0.89,0.064,0.3814,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,2,7,17,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,3,9,2,10,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808045020632807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398951925310148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151656258900092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046308956590813,0.0,0.0,0.19530746152206133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217660197999273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228285280403115,0.0,0.0,0.15559072420378536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184131582912717,0.1825963152471416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875606966757646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640616231697246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254370675790904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343198765163292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,demaney,2019/06/08,"RSD and Job Applications I've just graduated from a program and logically I know I have all the qualifications needed to land a job in the field, but I'm terrified of sending out my resume. I keep feeling that it's not perfect so it's not good enough. Any resume/ job application advice? Stories?",2.3903759398496263,5.219782473684216,4.975187969924813,73.89631578947372,83.91228070175438,7.4676691729323315,29.195488721804512,8.418075326091056,2.84438045112782,239,12,42,6,7,84,45,57,0.226,0.7440000000000001,0.03,-0.9275,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,6,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,26,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616436084767568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208016089073126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766588121474043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353831731709204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457720461755096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7971059688744142,0.2379897824416788,0.0,0.0,0.1471491892018473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853430020572296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bobarcherbob,2019/06/08,"I’ve never seen more empathetic people than on this sub. I want to give every post plat but can’t. That’s all. Keep being good people, friends.",0.5477586206896561,3.0293354137931066,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,91.41379310344827,4.279310344827587,14.14655172413793,5.985473137389443,-0.6945241379310345,113,2,23,1,4,37,27,29,0.054000000000000006,0.659,0.287,0.8132,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759035200173096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205504808451703,0.0,0.0,0.3502119751430183,0.0,0.3062065129436618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244942937186777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281567356566097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061922964829995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496397051089313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153299369706975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BadWolfWhovian,2019/06/08,"ADHD and Persistent Depressive Disorder Out of nowhere, life came and kicked me in the behind. Persistent Depressive Disorder causes me to generally have a hard time and puts me at risk for major depressive episodes. I'd been doing really well with therapy and medication but lately I'm a hot mess. In the past, PDD caused me to mute my feelings so the symptoms of depression weren't as outwardly noticeable. The last few days I keep crying and it's freaking my husband out - and I don't have anyone around who can relate. Anyone else have this combo? What helps you?",4.903047619047616,7.254494923809522,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,71.19047619047619,10.0,29.76190476190476,10.25414643259724,3.635761904761905,457,19,76,14,9,150,77,105,0.244,0.713,0.044000000000000004,-0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,1,6,0,8,3,0,2,0,17,12,9,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,3,3,9,1,14,9,2,14,0,4,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300036678388332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294309814221601,0.1560198178024178,0.0,0.13555363297137313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415766365225868,0.0,0.3128488924041661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726274039388686,0.098202313589611,0.0,0.5246037745384935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34903192734452404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720303132200148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699288350793071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640506757492812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206416176840492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534562062950478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412133452021296,0.17176852275368334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755363715687542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533971934377461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336174691753914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536007051671215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530745928119032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975488166072965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582680589205446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413536413249134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879054920163189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691007725411242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shampoo,2019/06/08,"I just failed my math class for the 2nd time in a row and fucked up my transfer I’m so fucking tired of this shit. I hate the shit out of business class and math in general. This was my 3rd year in community college (6th semester), and my last semester in community college. I got accepted into 4 universities, but it was a preliminary acceptance so I had to get a C or above in all classes, and I failed this shitty ass useless class for the 2nd time in a row (the semester before I withdrew it within the first 5 weeks or so). I don’t know what the fuck to do. My situation is way different than any of you think. I’ll try to explain.. I’m an international student in USA and life is EXTREMELY tough for us international students. For fuck’s sake..we’re not even allowed to work except on campus, and we are required to take a minimum of 12 units per semester or our legal status will be affected and we’d have to leave the country. I traveled to USA in August 2016, and have been in community college since then. My visa was for 3 years, and it just expired this May. We also have a paper called i-20, which proves that we’re students studying in a college, and that also expired in May since that was supposed to be my last semester. Now, I’m no longer in USA. I went back to my home country Egypt a week ago. The only way for me to renew my visa here in my home country is to get my i-20 shipped to me so I can go with it to the embassy. Now that I’ve failed that class, they probably won’t ship the i-20 to me and I won’t be able to go back to USA. I’m fucked...completely fucked. I’m now sitting with my family and they have no clue. I don’t even know when/what I’ll tell them. I emailed my professor and told him my visa situation and everything, even asked him if it’s possible at all to do any extra assignment to pass the class, but I don’t know if he’ll actually let me pass. I fucking hate my life. I got diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety, depression in my 15th week of this last semester (out of 16th). She prescribed me wellbutrin but it didn’t do absolute shit for my focus. Went back 2 weeks later and she upped the dose from 150 to 300, and it still isn’t doing shit. I’m glad I got diagnosed at 20, unlike most people I see on here getting diagnosed at 30+ and 40+, but I still can’t help but think of what could’ve happened if I was diagnosed earlier in community college. fuck.my.life",3.7070410341555977,4.445713155241936,5.3490085388994295,82.69608633776093,71.68145161290323,8.980455407969641,29.30597722960152,9.247498795725024,2.337640844402277,1879,73,403,39,34,641,220,496,0.163,0.8079999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9969,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,5,1,3,6,21,21,12,0,21,0,36,19,5,2,3,58,72,35,0,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,0,20,25,0,1,9,1,3,7,11,18,0,1,14,1,55,3,65,47,4,60,0,5,1,7,21,26,11,9,24,254,75,27,0.07555404912869622,0.0,0.07372985314699332,0.0,0.0908012846757771,0.0,0.0669741058821239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208410915825845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027586885325091,0.0,0.0577986407829261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706328368884034,0.0,0.0,0.17428920032051895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429093098985708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771491316095065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792169830354989,0.0,0.0,0.060323760340332565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507459180411335,0.3067430778615468,0.0,0.07893790047985719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970821064688733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790310760366093,0.0,0.0712256333803592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426623559206511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488939506704262,0.11842161687409533,0.0,0.08587821452716699,0.0,0.18128242524587573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681219612342701,0.0,0.0,0.14918796302296547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050642286519961686,0.0,0.15157374315340866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456758847613915,0.18475990231348188,0.0,0.08000082888380403,0.0,0.07725913417753391,0.10673211859657064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057462258958219374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237966452386529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517583818811973,0.0,0.0,0.08146004374771428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020679513985434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102205827589857,0.12499818038651644,0.16985183362243994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067512246264152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056807242127349535,0.0,0.06603756911799792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682396788575176,0.0,0.0,0.08811234727302206,0.08683826502381596,0.0,0.07219513174011326,0.0,0.051296239860346586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088221837711688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994257489369578,0.24241960344420346,0.0,0.0,0.14007872097185745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500424761007298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097308661004152 adhd,th1sisathrowawayacct,2019/06/08,Need advice on improving ACT scores I was diagnosed January of this year which is my junior year and just took the ACT for the 3rd time. I have not had accommodations yet but will have them for the September dates. I ran out of time on 3 sections today and had to guess on about 5-10 questions for each section. If you have experience with accommodated time tests vs standard time tests I would love to hear how it changed your score or experience taking it.,9.21284090909091,7.375970965909094,8.812727272727274,71.06409090909091,60.93181818181819,12.436363636363636,36.77272727272727,11.20814326018867,3.803059090909091,367,13,72,8,4,118,65,88,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,0,17,16,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,1,8,1,13,9,3,19,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,4,9,49,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067616391094707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238323670705194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147576718273544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139479183864117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330883684566004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384753932307285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096670279903047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689004432009138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702732161051496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590880700194181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935153599296844,0.0,0.20056096917449048,0.0,0.2350823879853285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030625841321707,0.0,0.0,0.2725118575659789 adhd,SuccessInProgress,2019/06/08,"Is this an ADHD Thing? Anxiety Thing? Depression Thing? Spoiled Brat Thing? When something changes, be it something permanent but inconsequential, or something trivial and recently decided, I kind of become overwhelmed with boiling, under the skin, chest tightening rage? Or like, rage-filled irritation? Here are some examples. My family had talked about going out for dinner. We decided around 3 or so that we would go to dinner at this pizza place at 7. Some of my siblings don’t live at home so we texted and all was confirmed, more or less. On route, more texts start flying, all of a sudden it’s all in a heap. Like a very rational heap. Nobody is screaming or panicking. But someone has mentioned how they had pizza yesterday and another has said they’d prefer Indian and then there’s this element of confusion and indecision. Will we go here? Will we go there? I mean, I really don’t care. I love pizza. I love Indian. But the lack of definition and the inability to commit to the previously decided plan, it makes me want to scream and I feel claustrophobic. I get irritable and I tend to snap something along the lines of “I don’t care, just bloody decide already” and then stay quiet and moody. Is this just me being a spoilt asshole? I think the sudden change and lack of purposeful change, the up-in-the-air quality of it all, makes my anxiety sky rocket, but I’m wondering if I’m alone in this reaction? Am I a moody brat? I’m 29, female, for reference. Another example, my bedroom. It’s wrecked. I have been trying for years to clean it. A mixture of impulsive shopping over years, (something I’ve got a handle on the last two or so years) plus the fact that I spend little time in there. My family house is big enough that I can sleep in the guest room or one of my siblings rooms, since they’ve moved away. The attic bedroom, my bedroom, is painfully cold in the winter and suffocating my hot in the summer. There is only one small window, and the lack of natural light, plus slanting ceilings, drives my OCD/Anxiety mad and feeds my Depression, I think. So basically, I have a bedroom but it’s a mess and I never use it. It’s on the third floor and the only way to reach the storage part of the attic is through my bedroom. As a result, my parents frequently dump stuff in front of my bedroom door or the hallway/stairwell of it, making it difficult to get to. My mother has also often taken things from the room and given them to other people. She has a house she rents to students and one needed a bedside locker and lamp. She just took them from the room without saying anything. Dumped the stuff from the locker onto the bed and off she went. I had a full on meltdown. Was up until 2 am, my body filled with rage-energy, and there was a lot of screaming into pillows. She’s done it a few times again since. There used to be a single bed in one corner and a matching double bed in the other. I never wanted the single bed up there, thought it should stay in storage as nobody needed it, but she made me have it there. Got over it. Then one day I go upstairs and the matching double bed, the one I wanted and did use (however infrequently) was gone and my brother’s bed was in pieces on the floor in its place. She had taken apart my bed and moved it down into my brother’s room because it looked better for future guests. (My brother had moved out 4 years previously for uni, and then was doing placement in that same place. He comes home for two days MAYBE every 6 months). She had then also left the pieces of his old bed where mine used to be, and presumed I would sort it. She had also dumped all of the stuff from under the bed around the room. Fast forward a few years, she’s now taken my brother’s old bed that was in my room, for the rent house, so a new renter will have a longer bed. Dude is 6 foot and needs it apparently. I know some of this is me being insane, probably. I’m very insecure about myself and my worth. I feel that, because the furniture always comes from my room, it’s because they value me less. They would rather upturn my familiar surroundings and upset me, than upset another sibling. They don’t think about me or care enough about me to realise I’ll be driven demented by this. The instability of things changing without my knowledge can cripple me sometimes. I need that set standard as an equilibrium. I also think that, although I struggle to ever actually clean the room, I have this idea of how it should look on completion. I am constantly inching towards that goal. But they have now removed vital parts so I’ll never succeed in that task. I feel like it was all worthless and I’ve wasted a large part of my time for something that is now unachievable and I feel worthless and useless due to that too. I’m going to clean my room today. I swear. I’m going to do a KonMari and rid myself of the expectation of all those clothes I bought ‘for when I lose the weight’ and the stuff I think will look cute ‘if only’ and the five thousand things I think hold memories but really are just catalysts of recrimination. I started with a new psychiatrist who says I do have ADHD, irrespective of my Depression, and put me on something for it. It’s given me a sense of purpose and focus and I know it won’t clean the room for me but I’m hoping it’ll help me create the habits in time, by giving me the energy and drive to follow though. But I’m also curious about my irritability and if I’m the exception or if there are others like me. Any tips? Experiences? Advices? Please be gentle, I’m delicate at the moment but I do want to improve.",3.3974237858915286,5.3441851071428585,4.603823703178541,82.9691332860688,74.30219780219781,7.480656977431171,25.5697743117098,8.29338566711921,1.7100464846980985,4395,151,841,76,93,1445,425,1092,0.12300000000000001,0.778,0.099,-0.9842,6,1,7,0,0,0,136.0,5,0,8,6,47,42,5,7,72,0,74,16,5,11,13,171,153,95,0,24,33,6,7,4,2,11,1,7,39,0,64,61,8,1,24,1,6,24,10,27,0,11,33,19,111,15,129,101,33,148,0,8,3,2,43,73,0,24,53,608,175,3,0.0,0.0,0.047668462055505664,0.0,0.11741126310204665,0.04773356052815508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050591648121424526,0.05390482489151949,0.19531806802076945,0.04064533015412014,0.0,0.0,0.03321821783246822,0.1536637116002004,0.11210543073486656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040197624213619235,0.08696989817531788,0.0,0.0,0.04589416963578313,0.0,0.0,0.08933160073507122,0.05394862028840356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320195994801112,0.0,0.05425895717910144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941093728786334,0.0,0.2066982228954765,0.08415620706175933,0.0512160487075825,0.052787179910713085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630056533805535,0.0,0.12621776300059248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998831733686256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094578829705113,0.0,0.0,0.04418568325983496,0.04115642632330449,0.0,0.0,0.04778257732649332,0.09209882448570876,0.0,0.0987957768763446,0.03489691880954871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051041978335516235,0.04685931551075263,0.1943295398740965,0.0,0.07813618717811921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03274168888642745,0.0,0.09799676678745516,0.04851694386695901,0.0,0.16909160565864806,0.0,0.055143284784819085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086752616711114,0.05369100946380885,0.03981752310130703,0.0,0.0,0.05307333957030569,0.0,0.0,0.09545838214175956,0.04895838551838769,0.04313355267571474,0.0,0.1230596917284562,0.05464825719837193,0.0,0.04152870121560108,0.08817419620177684,0.04622102339640985,0.09781897159576307,0.0,0.04907423796666182,0.0532096365259196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038989893431140926,0.15575262440721352,0.0,0.14488026810143406,0.11302343610727066,0.09435512938466974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251521767993194,0.0,0.19860343262234495,0.07430199285254432,0.05197756389063253,0.0,0.054239764457554976,0.15869240686484276,0.0,0.03386495353324611,0.0,0.15310684152307175,0.05362027826288614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526662517106356,0.0,0.0,0.049105588165574816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625863760453472,0.0,0.048231365749849854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646549806499628,0.07769155301052726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081490420010275,0.0,0.0488831343500195,0.0,0.04138863072887642,0.26323826772680226,0.048311779621216584,0.0,0.06914952922309447,0.10413063232095224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051066386155646216,0.22367643812480809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039262057142209934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271664196721231,0.18779840629915887,0.04799277150005318,0.03877974210885452,0.11393431299074465,0.0,0.046302056817257416,0.0,0.05427176648594737,0.03316448845351814,0.0,0.09543451685874817,0.0,0.0,0.1687554589250116,0.0,0.08060919559246851,0.1152469266797606,0.038773155215438934,0.0,0.05948353015116933,0.0,0.045282452835748326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417518203921513,0.052973417219308205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410034832325696,0.0,0.0,0.1572820918787372 adhd,xkayins,2019/06/08,"Ritalin/Concerta and Magnesium For those who are taking Ritalin/Concerta along with magnesium supplements: Does magnesium really reduce/eliminate/reverse tolerance? If yes, how do you take it? What time? Do you swallow it together with ritalin/concerta? And does it work the moment you take magnesium or does it take longer to fully reduce the tolerance?",6.953333333333332,10.537697896551725,7.914482758620692,55.53712643678165,70.0344827586207,14.901149425287356,38.97701149425287,12.45797560212912,7.907473563218392,290,17,35,16,6,97,36,58,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.8233,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6326937429312839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438871426100706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7247983723444399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052716584921926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544853282279702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sleepygirl97,2019/06/08,"3rd day on meds, my experience so far Just an update post with my experience so far, I recently got diagnosed so it's my first time on meds (elvanse 30mg). I've mostly been in casual situations so can't comment yet on how more complex or heavy tasks has been affected, I do feel like I get more done though. It's hard to explain cause I'm still very all over the place but I check boxes? Like if I have a call to make and an email to send my mind will fly away just as before but somehow I find myself having sent the email and being in the middle of the phone call. I never got to it before and when I did I had no idea what to say, now it just kinda happens, I don't really follow all the time ahaha Second thing I wanna mention is that I feel like I want to do stuff? I'm in the middle of a depression and I don't find stuff fun, I don't get enjoyment out of doing things and I've also been very limited with energy. This led to me not doing much during the days, just passing time passively but now I kinda wanna do stuff. Not because I find more enjoyment out of it nor more energy but I have more of a drive. I heard that elvanse often was smooth and that's been true for me, no sudden effects after taking it, it just kinda works. I also haven't had any issues with the come down. It's only been 3 days so there's a lot more to try but I felt like I wanted to share my experience so far. And idk my currents thought might be affected by my expectations so we'll see how it holds up in the long run. Anyway, how was your first couple of days on meds? What was your expectations and did it deliver? Oh and have you had any similar experiences to mine? Finally the rules didn't really mention these kind of posts so if they aren't allowed please say so and I'll remove it and avoid posting similar stuff in the future.",1.928025568181816,3.552859255208337,4.0362026515151515,86.85065340909092,77.54166666666666,7.258712121212122,21.01136363636364,8.101407402915765,0.9149749999999996,1430,36,309,25,33,491,187,384,0.10400000000000001,0.826,0.071,-0.9095,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,3,1,5,29,13,0,1,17,0,37,1,0,10,4,74,58,37,0,8,15,0,5,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,24,17,0,3,11,1,1,9,13,2,0,3,21,9,38,11,41,32,11,56,0,1,1,0,20,21,0,11,27,224,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672415974616778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162650482731181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031568513202386,0.0,0.0,0.052110676758554256,0.0,0.14548235875343404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457886313857954,0.0,0.0,0.08781632982167642,0.0,0.07363749558950193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458718930278533,0.0,0.22052222574714508,0.0,0.0736278427207167,0.0867651661974426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748052285004881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33448174056157404,0.0,0.0,0.08644726084974713,0.12214056667451847,0.08207871319006947,0.09364430514149504,0.23439438820289665,0.14542647614813006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932444999102017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367398398667556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559383365491072,0.0,0.07657749600105943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650181565699176,0.0,0.08922381217610315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901915531983606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705401631958616,0.0,0.0,0.07565126521261789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267603090422922,0.0,0.0,0.05706169785089036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848626756931833,0.0,0.0,0.09068575258134344,0.08631517321279107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284108697298989,0.0,0.06593106690872055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501496279359589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931331200247553,0.09383652476622438,0.0,0.0,0.24561212357091045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952736942196062,0.0,0.08440582356744758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596172146769406,0.0,0.0,0.06812023433999324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608837908214016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826818801820722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914380959161711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642738520948476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135844660490382,0.0,0.08398827901237539,0.06786529926205298,0.14954043967651512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058038496683478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106765245628464,0.1008421761315428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062233876229244686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ditzydarling9,2019/06/08,"PSA: for people in the US Hey you. You with the ADHD brain who lives in the United States. Father's Day is in nine days. Have you bought/ordered a gift (don't forget that shipping can take a few days)? Do you know someone with Daddy issues (not involved or not alive) who might need some extra attention this week? Do you need to give yourself extra attention (self care) this week? ❤️ Thought I'd make this post again because my mother's day post was so popular.",1.3358399209486151,3.8614333152173934,2.2935573122529647,93.5154743083004,85.41304347826087,4.649802371541502,19.233201581027668,6.1124844417494595,-0.030513043478260563,363,10,73,3,11,114,68,92,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.8891,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,1,0,15,16,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,7,2,7,13,4,13,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,3,7,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398263716493255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361049463324327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805252022773235,0.0,0.0,0.19001842963983148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807774664074805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878477390571654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452369581300186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024250448723912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456967795674302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440459653765948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977109845395181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27638459603588056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920671151032262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569852550063943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944263911272925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791218686135933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012836874702192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795835896199994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418227909650135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989923670892444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,auto_mouse,2019/06/08,"You guys, I forgot how old I am. Literally. I turned 28 in March and up until GOOGLING an age calculator yesterday had convinced myself and many others, including half convincing my husband, that I’m still 27. Apparently it just didn’t stick and I didn’t trust my own math. Wtf?",2.6264779874213846,5.3675618679245325,4.330471698113207,79.74841194968555,81.26415094339623,8.061635220125785,25.81446540880504,8.841846274778883,2.4653295597484286,221,9,41,6,6,74,44,53,0.07,0.7709999999999999,0.16,0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,8,3,3,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44593219652565774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565994636219699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725823505987419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596621032163385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898678386406881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,courtneyac_,2019/06/08,"Advice on dealing with long waitlist for psychiatrist tl;dr at the end also i’m new to reddit sorry if I mess up so i’ve suspected I have adhd for about half a year. it’s been really frustrating realizing that so much of my struggling could’ve been prevented. I feel like my depression and anxiety has kicked into overdrive now that I’m aware of my adhd. I finally got around to calling a psychiatrist to get evaluated but there is a 2-3 month waitlist. I feel like my mental health is getting worse everyday and it’s infuriating that I have to wait so long. how do I deal with the wait? how do I keep myself from getting worse in the meantime? I just want to feel normal. I wanna feel better. tl;dr How do I deal with the wait to get evaluated and treated for adhd when it’s making me miserable?",2.3491273584905663,4.7042834528301904,4.76109669811321,78.6276827830189,79.25157232704402,7.748584905660378,25.03183962264151,8.660442795831766,2.142965094339623,635,24,118,15,16,222,92,159,0.184,0.746,0.07,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,1,2,7,0,10,1,0,4,0,29,27,13,0,4,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,4,17,4,23,24,1,16,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,12,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651603601541391,0.12607399335796188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317490896500772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869770990944966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485255073765427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410511915036906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317408594426732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300963687153147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39903282032037857,0.1111222184009476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142708349287065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260939640368042,0.1843396495684972,0.0,0.14133190031670262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269624388645949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318674151177352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713911854514044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467630501465295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606245273703587,0.0,0.0,0.2283521044383169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611989998087234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001886734235193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298019906907817,0.0,0.0948423956634642,0.0,0.0,0.12460549583679108,0.0,0.0,0.1264093414389945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265164247684686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442405365898314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487666031543138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609761406851014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629588451084645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308276687279698 adhd,zemaitis_android,2019/06/08,"How do you deal with moments when ADD makes you look completely stupid in social situations? If I'm sleep deprived I sometimes make such stupid mistakes. Driving is a nightmare for me. It's easy driving in familiar places, but if it's a new place and I get lost I am fcuked. I don't even remember my way back and I don't even realize if Im driving in circles. It makes me feel so embarrased infront of my gf :/",1.4038095238095245,3.708555571428573,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523813,82.57142857142857,6.590476190476192,28.380952380952376,7.793537801064563,1.9299380952380951,324,16,67,6,9,108,58,84,0.17800000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.024,-0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,7,5,2,0,2,0,5,1,1,4,0,16,13,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,2,11,0,6,12,0,13,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,3,4,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582990455157207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584767352354756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223987753542106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719464752570638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409256049048424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755703098713856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237172899510155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728764637543499,0.0,0.2247281917456631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41225354118904384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882766902788285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301744782119546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332072237158138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314031772371539,0.2060157136336956,0.2098555207316495,0.0,0.0,0.20360776549867027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340767317297672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lord_mohammadi,2019/06/08,"Felt good on Ritalin IR for severe ADHD. But Ritalin SR feels terrible. Need advice. Was good with Ritalin IR for severe ADHD. But Ritalin SR feels terrible. Need help. Hello this is a 25 years old Indian Male! I was diagnosed with **severe ADHD** recently & prescribed with **Ritalin** by the Doc. Usually I count number of letters a word when I read something & I stopped driving Driving long before because I can't focus plus I can't speak spontaneously. **I started by taking 4 tablets of Ritalin IR 5Mg on the first day & something unexpected happened. After a couple of hours I rapidly felt like I was a *Super Human*. My concentration boosted abnormally & I begun to speak like a most experienced stage speaker. The whole world seemed positive & the depression zeroed. I felt this effect for about 3 hours & it rapidly weard off as it was Immediate release dose** **The next day with same optimism I took 2 tablets of *Ritalin SR 20Mg* at once hoping that it will last for a day as it is a sustained release version. But results were drastic. I had no depression which I suffered from before on the positive. On negatives, I felt like someone was squeezing my eyes out & my head felt so heavy. I had mild Anxiety & absolutely out of mood to do nothing but to lie down. I read a passage about 10 times to get the meaning because my concentration & motivation was down. It was so irritating, restless & jittery. Felt terrible being dizzy all day but was better than the situation without medications** My doctor is out for a couple of months & what should I do now? What must be reason for the change of effects between Immediate release & Sustained release of the same medication? What would you suggest me to do? Ritalin is the perfect drug as I feel but the dosage & type of drug release brings in the problems. Have my Brain built tolerance to the drug all in one day? Anyone felt something similar & how did you sort it out if? I want the good effects of the medication for atleast 9 hours & how would you suggest me to alter the dosage? Please help me with this. Thanks in advance with hope!",2.2289322290497786,5.139483385786806,3.787515362009085,80.21954270193251,89.50761421319798,6.724303143645916,28.23207765606911,7.85451343220497,2.5959109983079527,1690,84,285,39,57,557,194,394,0.08900000000000001,0.77,0.141,0.9678,0,0,6,1,0,0,81.0,0,3,0,9,8,21,0,1,26,0,29,20,3,8,4,58,53,16,0,11,8,0,11,3,0,5,17,3,0,2,14,11,0,1,17,2,0,5,5,8,0,3,20,16,32,12,58,26,7,46,0,3,1,0,13,16,0,6,27,183,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699807170340656,0.04607045145298521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7662388371205633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03606650294635853,0.0,0.0,0.032965526377346614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747943556337124,0.0,0.08023541801539318,0.0,0.0,0.041696738655912384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263044346753383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987413644592638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433213672968394,0.0,0.1520261040248758,0.0,0.08121343080889364,0.04785212061914375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825585113236063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402291259243967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151518751136694,0.0,0.31687236470316976,0.0,0.0,0.04010229901491543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02463179950282258,0.0,0.0,0.11863129311296515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169098504216197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838531979837904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320183835610481,0.0,0.0,0.09365308107496144,0.13928771545414587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03843022068162874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690993513512644,0.0,0.0,0.04172265929517376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135573272294328,0.0,0.14248367579696952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763142687453472,0.0,0.0,0.06991621077717013,0.0,0.0,0.05014022521416839,0.0,0.0,0.04523778577419511,0.0,0.04947171661885305,0.05020887056506422,0.03194729836403429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051752067083886834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511228223502512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943173650542741,0.0,0.0,0.04847386218984995,0.046550912391691096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042919878687739436,0.0,0.15978442427662248,0.0,0.0,0.052993994104423285,0.0,0.0,0.039946588555352665,0.10888570730370513,0.0,0.0,0.03337012778661545,0.0,0.0,0.03941610366127235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035447867593554006,0.0,0.0,0.043405632721513585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027491167521293845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238085647693934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051924574747802314,0.0,0.0278078875845325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263674065833941,0.0,0.04544698849412855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698222369614386,0.0,0.0,0.030360429425956268 adhd,rip_queequeg,2019/06/08,"Forgot my mom’s birthday I feel like the worst person in the world. I completely forgot to wish my mom happy birthday while 2 of my siblings actually flew across the country to have dinner with her. I tried to call her the day after & the day after that to apologize, but she never picked up or called back (unusual for her). Has this happened to anyone else?",4.813714285714287,6.109210085714286,5.547142857142859,80.22785714285716,69.57142857142857,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.809942857142857,286,9,52,4,5,93,51,70,0.037000000000000005,0.8590000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.4082,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,8,3,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,10,2,13,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,8,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.20158262724069967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381862563510727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144438622456982,0.2116554868974448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883966218426115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42186235223274776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216584828000963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644126098886617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256281867592282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444805330529483,0.14757372637789415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266926423181865,0.21989772104411773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091972047407426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838648275796565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931960187671226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803690504615872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024754366460376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375454295706609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FundinAzharbarin,2019/06/08,"Please help. I'm desperately trying to understand my ADD partners behaviour and salvage our relatiosnhip Hi all, new poster here. &#x200B; Let me start off by saying that I do not have ADD/ADHD but my girlfriend of almost two years suffers from it on (what I consider) a daily/constant basis. She is constantly procrastinatory, forgetful and seemingly unable or unwilling to clean up after herself or do even the bare minimum in terms of house work, house chores, taking care of our pets or doing..much of anything really. She does work full-time, and I understand that..but still..i'll provide some examples. I do the dishes/laundry/floors/bathroom/look after the animals/sort out or budget/try to make her stick to our agreed upon budget. She occasionally cooks, goes to work, sleeps and spends the rest of her free times binge watching netflix shows for hours on end while ignoring invitations to go out with her friends..or more accurately forgetting that they even messaged until hours later. She is constantly lamenting that she needs to make an appointment for this, see that friend more, go do this thing ect..but it never, ever happens. I know that this is going to come off as very salty or non-understanding. In truth, while I suffer from my own mental ailments (I'm Bi-polar type 2 and have several anxiety disorders) and possess a lot of empathy..I cannot fathom how someone not only think that it is okay to live in an apartment that is constantly disorderly, smells terrible and is in constant disarray. The biggest kicker for me though? When I attempt to explain these things to her; how they affect me and the relationship..she simply gets defensive and implies that because she works more hours than I do (Barely accurate and not accurate at all for the past month or so) that all of the house work/maintenance/pet care should fall on my shoulders..even picking up the messes that she leaves, the dishes that sit in filth for days on end (Because I keep hoping that maybe she'll recognize the filth and make an effort to help. &#x200B; Should I break this off? Should I try to be even more understanding? I've done my research..I attempt to understand her diagnosis, but she seems incapable of making any appointments for herself that would allow her to get a better reign on her ADD and instead relies on a medication that realistically lost most of it's positive benefits months ago and i'm getting tired of the disrespect inherent in her behaviors and actions. Please..someone help me understand this.",7.982207602339178,8.622970057017548,7.739210526315793,69.65725146198831,62.24561403508772,11.141520467836258,35.96783625730994,10.903163001774269,4.164282748538012,2030,87,332,50,27,647,250,456,0.085,0.7909999999999999,0.124,0.9591,1,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,3,0,2,9,11,16,1,0,19,1,22,5,1,9,6,71,56,31,0,6,11,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,3,1,27,20,2,3,10,3,3,6,5,7,0,1,2,4,44,10,61,47,13,59,0,3,2,0,34,23,0,13,28,224,71,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850488014932809,0.0,0.0627311326783272,0.0,0.07086344448909149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335314709055853,0.1719805545972759,0.048124337303801765,0.0,0.054136955705868836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823563552457872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627844129276056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258811665360614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430439704665807,0.0,0.0,0.06095994847276495,0.0,0.3058981748089607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045639193087121714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221140768858813,0.0,0.061929129762345964,0.07241973837673238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535802775330127,0.0,0.0,0.18696510641797165,0.06401326934272937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054674806976937065,0.0,0.11091931817926233,0.0,0.12065642979608936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257948029833714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230192189839352,0.0,0.0,0.07028811068006849,0.20907524339489908,0.24496863459076115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290141940260535,0.0,0.0,0.03889197582256269,0.0,0.0,0.07493258095776333,0.0,0.07236457930821233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248901276240323,0.0,0.059426889818008574,0.0,0.07725110289649703,0.06016401106067075,0.0,0.0,0.18895146462610915,0.0,0.07109548118280819,0.0,0.0,0.07129082680867199,0.07131701098939297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297191152052186,0.0,0.05202226655291274,0.05247321609743158,0.054580270680512,0.06834770751026635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382188449142971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675556011154068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768148100120717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533548257494028,0.0,0.0,0.07597782771041983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627716877514677,0.0,0.0,0.05639254760194039,0.1288481766516269,0.0,0.07994714941281951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081862301559241,0.0,0.11992217257315435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008961175332311,0.0,0.05651502934209297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320836457679057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402958563738853,0.04534496650521444,0.06952872473355176,0.0,0.041265107421599084,0.08133684881665178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441394932950161,0.0,0.06912957978207251,0.4420288767043368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058390611712594735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759797083159125,0.0,0.0,0.05027121263616799,0.0,0.1719805545972759,0.04557195981791465 adhd,lnsanePlantains,2019/06/08,"Are there ADHD meds that aren’t stimulants? I was diagnosed with ADHD and depression in the first grade. I started Adderall in the 2nd grade. I’ve been taking it up until 8-9th grade. I’ve since stopped it and been off it for 5-12 years really can’t remember exactly. The thing is I haven’t been on any meds for ADHD but scared to ask my doctor. When I was taking Adderall I felt so much anxiety and my heart was always racing sweating for no reason. Also had muscle twitches or facial ticks my chin would always twitch when I was nervous or had anxiety still does now that I’m off of it. So I guess my question is there any ADHD meds that aren’t stimulants (won’t make my heart race or increase my anxiety)? I don’t really need specific medications but if it’s allowed by all means please let me know so when I see my doc we can figure something out. I have massive brain fog I never really think about anything my minds usually blank. Can’t think before I say anything idk so if none of this makes sense I’m just tired.",2.4307995951417003,4.450545480769236,3.9967813765182174,85.90611336032389,77.36538461538461,7.263562753036437,23.447368421052627,8.20500826718156,1.4252557692307692,812,26,162,15,19,270,123,208,0.11900000000000001,0.852,0.028999999999999998,-0.9427,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,14,3,0,2,3,0,23,11,5,6,3,36,39,19,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,10,3,22,0,17,26,4,20,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,7,12,104,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501007091140057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334442073170724,0.1734382042312601,0.0,0.0,0.1417458789676505,0.0,0.2391832532482976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152779252960298,0.0,0.09743130913507156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868325056447993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634360288259606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976423644037614,0.10578075637607047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106673233417999,0.09120332272265852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006721296266027,0.0,0.0,0.0886491856020279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480970019839284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470015867810951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727639700216981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106571658695407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913485845308948,0.0,0.0,0.11352575771755755,0.3472936273707544,0.1049903383036036,0.0,0.0,0.10523214222172146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661343835117591,0.07727755388127003,0.08038062314564362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144018850016985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674986578319188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002973397464278,0.10715516346124858,0.0,0.0,0.11806055310653588,0.0,0.0,0.08287965300681469,0.10434205627352502,0.0,0.0830495719515149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621157588362167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023338240187589,0.0,0.0,0.0737672084739778,0.0,0.08322995139036116,0.08713229852177025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672042105757092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692389080653516,0.1335594938890209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978516249681866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147832263285518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740346529542794,0.0,0.0,0.0671140410712571 adhd,CallOfReddit,2019/06/08,"Story time : how I found out I (probably) have ADHD at 20yo I always thought I was just procrastinating. Or that time is relative, and that it goes super fast when I'm not paying attention. I thought I was being lazy for doing my homework on last day. And that I'm just oversensitive when it came to emotions. It's only when I got operated and stayed at home for a few weeks, and procrastinated so hard during a whole month and ended up doing a whole report in one night. Like, literally one night, from almost scratch. I looked on the Internet afterwards about some stuff, and found out what ADHD actually was. Relating to every single shit I had in my teens when reading about ADHD hit me hard. Really hard. I'm considering going to a therapist to get some help. Also the fact that I relate all the ADHD memes is disturbing.",4.112935735150927,6.065702727848103,5.8044303797468375,75.09504868549173,72.35443037974684,8.912171372930867,25.44498539435248,9.466822959209583,2.398325608568647,653,21,118,16,13,223,99,158,0.09699999999999999,0.845,0.059000000000000004,-0.5992,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,1,7,0,10,1,1,1,2,24,23,14,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,0,5,1,1,2,1,2,0,2,10,5,13,2,18,11,7,27,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,4,16,83,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.11604394408239715,0.0,0.5716511698738082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907625455097436,0.0,0.0,0.09509632988491257,0.09894685534689956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600714839942984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669037559103907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376343607834226,0.10532344659775923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019106614624304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076844916937897,0.0,0.0,0.062128210397522775,0.0,0.06758216854588342,0.0,0.095107235945135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195736072540653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970625756450214,0.0,0.1192815001257809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693164463513368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809589129682768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985870021081468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491686574308857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318745507724705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115984332900354,0.09044026104462352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821054644939125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894723931072165,0.0,0.07618003192204212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220645994205416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267476309624466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136129292613223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806954911657268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881054813850165,0.13868065462620954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538648764995954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655288338057813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Oddmouse1234,2019/06/08,"Studying and Online College Hi everyone, first time poster long time lurker. &#x200B; Im going through a lot of life changes at this point and have been off my medication for about 6 years. Going back on is not an option due to insurance and cost. &#x200B; I need to further myself and to do that I need to go to college or certifications for IT. I really struggle with studying and staying on topic. I work on a triple monitor setup and when studying I try to use just one of three while hand writing notes. I have tried to type out notes in a word processor but I feel like the information doesn't stick that way. &#x200B; Does anyone have any other ways of studying that they've tried and works for them? Im studying for Network+ certification among other things.",3.4702968036529684,6.168910184931513,4.0470958904109615,83.38306392694066,77.28767123287672,6.359086757990867,26.85662100456621,7.554174236665415,1.6800160730593603,621,25,111,9,15,196,98,146,0.013000000000000001,0.9470000000000001,0.04,0.5504,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,5,0,7,3,1,1,0,22,14,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,1,2,10,1,25,13,2,25,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,3,10,74,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837489684960023,0.4303619565700995,0.08028382049432622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254924006967321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077969024621184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489022670578685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033137787606946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280994492945112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059693918984008026,0.08434100768562251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042048990314127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128607881048727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550468527706332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338820174486113,0.05767741405633965,0.0,0.0,0.10447804712953902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003691050065009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189315066567654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507774643551854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799994871018472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160343139188356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563129071457629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583464042801176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342036529746055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843281380491456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376817079475101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046189213552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019646285669398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874186658064704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718959712163133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303619565700995,0.0760257958151057 adhd,jewyouevenlift,2019/06/08,"What’s the most productive mental game you’ve discovered as a side effect of letting your mind wander? I’m working on perfecting my fluency in Hebrew, and language is the kind of skill that benefits from constant repetition - which, if you’re ADD/ADHD, you know can be a nightmare if you’re actually trying to do it. On the other hand, I’ve found that if I let my mind wander then random gibberish phrases and sentences in Hebrew will pop up on their own; if I stop myself and say “ok, what does that thing my brain just said actually mean,” it’s done wonders for reinforcing what I’m learning. Has anyone found that letting their brain wander on a topic like this has made it easier for them to learn or do something?",11.886043165467624,7.373427820143888,11.381496402877698,62.97771223021586,58.568345323741006,14.28546762589928,42.90791366906475,11.602472056035307,4.840857841726619,573,21,103,11,5,190,92,139,0.016,0.852,0.132,0.932,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,4,1,5,0,0,6,1,12,3,3,2,1,24,21,10,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,14,3,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,11,5,15,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,8,5,70,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.30056366518277955,0.0,0.1850781315883406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768041461178336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438299700671866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641934294158986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476648025677815,0.157595517321205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33770620891136643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603673523782378,0.08463439922298592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724264503338706,0.0,0.0752366448689313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457185694846578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775119951060738,0.0,0.0,0.15519582772045046,0.0,0.31099229707293946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648931180847266,0.1224670197005508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855676112018028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875093623693762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102310789324695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455592412331756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700648342873145,0.11211386946170024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dthaysjr,2019/06/08,"Burnout days. Afraid its not gonna stop and ill end up losing my job. Do any of you guys get just burnt out? For me it happens at least once a month where i just can't function for almost an entire day. Can't think, just a little stress makes my neck hurt in frustration. Dont like to be touched, talked to, anything. End up having to call into work and spend the day just hiding from the world. It used to happen only a few times a year, but now i have a job, two 5yr old boys, a wife. I never get time to myself because there is always something i need to get done until i just break. Its so bad i can't put a sentence together longer than a few words. And im just... well pissy. Usually a day of just nothing and i feel good as new.",0.7233333333333363,2.494907872611467,2.321299363057328,97.06228874734607,81.7388535031847,4.95099787685775,18.109978768577488,5.6839178017228535,-0.5340179193205938,564,12,133,3,15,184,109,157,0.156,0.8170000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9472,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,12,9,1,2,12,0,10,2,1,2,1,24,21,8,0,1,9,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,6,6,1,1,1,2,12,3,20,18,3,28,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,1,18,81,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018748131586106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648930752410185,0.0,0.0,0.09520324174551563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152061845974182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689223795559342,0.08534130300815661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295331191878352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611477581593847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326626081731794,0.16407627040285888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479928304383276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078704731264464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942907174399384,0.0,0.0,0.11742343480554998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386197407161043,0.2475990205762549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987044125358748,0.0,0.1512215476994615,0.0,0.2778522451514644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839580826936316,0.14031448151385928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566216245334658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344955677731287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174483437605266,0.0,0.0,0.10380652611903733,0.10797486251768017,0.13521065817019867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343315759918095,0.0,0.14690404374790525,0.14909298933064008,0.0,0.1064745650021036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073636354487054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777707481159934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704435205348987,0.16036690080288288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112524854174524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970487803054282,0.0,0.0,0.16326757801204325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675741764944033,0.0,0.0,0.12091306969672813,0.15418769595384565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587475198492096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191999833854078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015393354869344 adhd,lickpoop333,2019/06/08,"Constant Comparisons to Others? The reason I find this ADHD related to me, is that I want to do or be so many things at once, that it’s easy to come across someone who’s good at something & immediately feel jealous despite never having put in any work like them. I’ll then think about what it’d be like to be as good as them at that thing & feel momentarily happy before realizing I’m not. This is clearly unfair on myself as most of us are really only good at a few things, & I’m not even that interested in whatever that person’s good at, so do you deal with this kind of stuff? & if so, how?",8.968,5.359138600000005,9.6416,70.46480000000003,63.0,12.56,35.4,10.355215969177356,3.27628,475,13,100,8,5,164,82,125,0.077,0.741,0.182,0.9249,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,2,1,6,10,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,2,17,17,10,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,9,21,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,5,70,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916302012062922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739798705538419,0.0,0.09006140865115046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269376616476855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408237782268735,0.0,0.14311688259307462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653628780491586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874731050648908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392781754792932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121044625161916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443260440863084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098119079883856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791230716572392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940363638117394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426989465345354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214324679458336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104062417350272,0.0,0.10072397886660853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563850410359028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331353314960884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484225760457917,0.13616685064638526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221307549923837,0.101956141407236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160818681776414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263954915906495,0.08486000613199572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930488653122873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811451995891044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641539985190957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Djuanuk,2019/06/08,Do you feel the same? For some reasons I can manage to have a good conversation when the social setting is only myself and someone else. But as soon another friend comes in I feel left out and I have no idea how to manage it.,1.2932608695652164,3.6078313695652175,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,83.13043478260869,5.419130434782609,20.069565217391304,6.742157984588678,0.3551965217391304,177,5,36,2,5,59,38,46,0.047,0.825,0.129,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,8,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32041402861157386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632192310389265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552623266977195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900808540718394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360805907849607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562954110159413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449483650651871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319998397768011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239775301367616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141741468243319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114874510140554,0.2589062395888161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,teenpopestar,2019/06/08,"My partner told me that being with me is like babysitting a child. It really upset me. We were having a big argument while moving out of our apartment, and it got very heated due to all the stress we were under. I’ve been going through a really rough time financially and emotionally and some of that burden has transferred to him. I told him that I don’t feel like he treats me as an equal or with respect anymore, and he said “I don’t treat you with respect because it feels like I’m babysitting every day. You’re an adult. Act like it.” He’s referring of course, to me being messy and spacey and having typical ADHD struggles. I couldn’t believe that he would say he intentionally doesn’t treat me with respect. Granted, there was a mess from a couple of months ago that needed to be cleaned we were dealing with that was my fault. But this exchange made me sob and literally feel less than a person. I haven’t been able to think of him the same way since this fight. I understand that I can be a lot, but I’ve been going through a very stressful time and it baffles me that he’d tell me he intentionally treats me without respect. I thought I knew him but that’s such a huge red flag for me that I don’t know what to do. I want to be with him. I was in a toxic relationship with a woman once (I’m Bi and male) and her telling me that being with me is like “Babysitting a special needs child” hurt me so much and drive me crazy trying to prove her wrong. I can work more on not being messy, but my little ADHD quirks like having trouble processing things are part of who I am. He does so many things that annoy me but I wouldn’t dream of trying to make him feel less than me. Wtf.",3.578023255813953,4.6795469418604645,4.389190697674419,88.10232093023258,72.31395348837209,7.015627906976744,24.806511627906985,7.24861992348623,0.8995092093023258,1324,38,283,13,25,426,170,344,0.141,0.748,0.111,-0.9312,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,4,1,0,1,4,28,2,4,16,0,36,1,0,4,2,56,58,21,0,6,8,0,5,6,1,2,0,2,1,7,23,23,0,0,11,1,1,5,9,13,0,0,16,8,49,15,36,31,10,21,0,2,1,1,38,8,1,3,13,192,72,2,0.11364564284617168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731599560113476,0.0,0.10074000539741662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270594020821377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927732905830553,0.0,0.0,0.12803972255720378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574674223461554,0.0,0.07329203796632265,0.11716366761097136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945206789915736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783605191660016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575135559428412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298506067700993,0.16237693991355634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917487558869298,0.0,0.09089280231113284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216600111419191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624566732179343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331291237889287,0.11390278991348535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966174615411683,0.0,0.10753425509773512,0.07585934907269876,0.11521884445704825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907108678771375,0.12078733308220055,0.08354262372719562,0.16853360834344902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102890063862748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306715651535505,0.0,0.0,0.09923099181648616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456086177405129,0.0,0.0,0.12201288972223588,0.0,0.0,0.10810303093705913,0.0903755765933795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940088501440222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26036139982348583,0.1188071010173099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866260196405366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100223063404064,0.07281953912589215,0.0,0.09022194607836943,0.13253537651530642,0.0,0.0,0.21718656383309592,0.0,0.15431586319326368,0.0,0.0,0.1183091221317222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753911456527872,0.0670311446077477,0.09020662152203547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955034424948723,0.0,0.08273538150508672,0.0,0.0,0.08073060402513503,0.1242536700603932,0.0,0.0 adhd,taker_of_hope,2019/06/08,Can I get advice to help my brother who suffers from ADHD? I'm new to reddit and this subreddit caught my attention because my younger brother has ADHD and I was wondering if anyone could give me any advice to help him and what helped you. I love my brother he's 10 out of school because he's a total anxious wreck and is going through a really rough time. Any help would be great its hard to relate and someone with their problems when you yourself cant think the way they do.,5.3118750000000015,5.746898104166667,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,67.95833333333334,8.066666666666668,31.625,7.793537801064563,2.14645,382,15,73,4,6,123,71,96,0.115,0.73,0.155,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,15,17,7,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,13,2,9,12,1,7,0,1,0,1,17,1,0,2,3,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126096700845637,0.3354930036714732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334726250025832,0.0,0.0,0.19392964018447012,0.0,0.1200303352055666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928760060204246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705845099637018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968651424512991,0.16467420758837822,0.09755969282271199,0.0,0.0,0.1892583922077271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377578449452162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602467290620525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493201011374075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579260701913132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425772476908435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997132340453036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373150440949142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544898691236255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999432879245363,0.0,0.0,0.1000977207219976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625761582749696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861605405191293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194403740186115,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,golddustmermaid,2019/06/08,"ADHD and trouble sleeping? I always thought that it might’ve been anxiety related or OCD, but I had a moment the other night where my dog was snoring and I couldn’t focus on anything but the sounds she was making. Then I realised that I’ve been constantly affected by repetitive sounds, like a clock ticking or water dripping out of a tap, and can’t sleep if I’m in the same room as one or if I can hear something of the sort. Am I just hyper focussing on them in these situations? What do you guys think?",3.461764705882352,4.994509833333332,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,73.21568627450979,7.452941176470588,28.43627450980393,8.07648339933343,1.8968980392156856,401,16,79,6,8,132,75,102,0.086,0.879,0.034,-0.4386,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,10,3,2,2,0,19,15,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,3,10,1,9,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,7,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926032173211419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025862606015737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625362306558585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003547847594222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310420767316245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410732410906037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744080010243783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894697747469768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625178882488702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582828334742496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847978229708324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498134228063335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273670098189037,0.4872909806319256,0.0,0.0,0.18743483868800956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600552689497196,0.0,0.19328771377023368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thanossonath,2019/06/08,"Medication switch ineffective due to dose? Im 19, male, and have recently been diagnosed with ADHD. I was prescribed Ritalin starting at 20mg IR per day (10mg in the morning, 10mg in the afternoon) with an increasing daily dose over a couple months up to 60mg taken one pill at a time throughout the day because the drop off effect from 20-30mg IR at once would almost always send me into a depressed or panicked state. I noticed some effects but not a complete clarity or crystal clear thinking like most point out. I felt a lot of my ADHD symptoms remained while others didn't but I still felt the need to try a different medication mainly because of Ritalin's drop off and for closure. My doctor allowed me to switch to dexamphetamine 10mg per day spread out into 4, 2.5mg doses. I feel little to almost no effect or change when compared to the ritalin, but is this mainly because im taking less than equipotent dose I was taking before and I am experiencing withdrawal? &#x200B; From what I have researched on the effects of the correct dose I believe this is the right medication for me but the only problem is the dosage, I just dont know how to ask my doctor to allow me to increase to the equivalent dose of (20-30mg dex) without it sounding suspicious because it is a big jump from what he prescribed first (10mg). I think I am just overthinking and worrying that my doc will assume im just another speed head trying to get stimulants prescribed and not someone with severe ADHD trying to change their life as quickly as possible. It is very hard to adjust to such a small dose from such a large one of the same type of drug. &#x200B; &#x200B; Any help or advice would be highly appreciated. :)",9.149736575481256,7.334717793313072,9.211416413373863,68.08695238095243,61.036474164133736,11.691266464032422,40.17041540020264,10.355215969177356,4.213560324214792,1370,60,237,24,15,453,181,329,0.071,0.8320000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.9121,2,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,6,9,4,0,0,23,0,18,21,1,8,2,54,31,18,0,4,14,0,4,1,0,3,20,1,0,1,9,12,0,0,12,0,0,4,6,3,0,3,7,6,21,1,48,20,9,42,0,1,0,0,6,20,0,10,16,155,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990682530431145,0.08105748506867771,0.0,0.0,0.16612428139973748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902079387385703,0.2696278900688591,0.3023788878721396,0.05640863925026475,0.08697999109231933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754677044170823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022614644741924,0.0,0.0705840836441427,0.09345590450482487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549956394086608,0.0,0.08697118039084592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178226334269643,0.0,0.16048707926755684,0.0,0.07144445352229592,0.0841921976073772,0.0,0.08666477968785809,0.0,0.16980506199854933,0.0,0.0,0.0972164285269174,0.0,0.09619531513925303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194185977536293,0.0,0.15928943706584522,0.0,0.0,0.07055697092394195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333779369304036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430663661645086,0.0,0.08513032135364876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559943420666216,0.08764091041504622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26879972492472703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558698481509575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058589824960891025,0.040525032595106036,0.08313738927567611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052086711025132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250689282592103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620965772624278,0.0,0.0,0.061506150172116164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443878120084198,0.0,0.08833872141010148,0.11241772452653083,0.06308698334650388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841427652189692,0.0935133213124368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937165858709166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190281985783163,0.0,0.0,0.07083858904328355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370954828625744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028301011277155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058712223333947385,0.0,0.06624373614230335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621649731407452,0.12473569967566647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630163450400024,0.0,0.0,0.04836863609100586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895220037351458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844218821976046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996054900913054,0.0,0.0,0.08423944500808285,0.0,0.11785017133287075,0.0,0.3023788878721396,0.0 adhd,TurbWunna,2019/06/08,"Give yourself more credit. I've been noticing this a lot more lately, but in my interractions with people in my life that I suspect have ADD/ADHD, they usually beat themselves up about being unintelligent and often make jokes about it. I feel like while it may make them feel better about their situation, it does a lot more harm than good. It almost allows them to be okay with being ""dumb"", which in turn makes them think they're a lot less intelligent than they are. I used to be this way when I was in school. I was always told that I was really intelligent; ""You've been tested for it, it literally says it on paper."" I always thought I sounded stupid and that I'd say the wrong thing when talking to someone who I thought was smarter than me. I still do this to some extent but I felt like as soon as I took myself seriously, and understood I had a capacity to learn and improve my outward intelligence, I would have more faith in myself to think critically and form my own opinions. Now I take pride in discussions I would consider ""intellectual"". Im definitely still learning and improving myself, and I'm no where near where I want to be. But I have a better understanding of my potential and it makes me happier in return. TLDR; Please take yourselves seriously when thinking about your intelligence, you're a lot smarter than you think :)",6.915091863517063,7.267664787401575,7.320299212598424,72.73979265091866,64.51181102362203,10.395380577427822,32.287664041994745,10.203070172399654,3.163694278215223,1072,39,197,23,15,351,139,254,0.092,0.6409999999999999,0.267,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,6,4,14,16,2,0,7,1,20,1,0,6,0,45,44,17,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,17,10,0,0,14,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,13,6,36,10,31,23,13,26,1,0,0,0,15,13,1,9,13,146,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337862809195787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946439308165024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853876099697107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110270372560729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440257250368767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064603152678748,0.08522985293499181,0.1145492745735302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444599425560215,0.0,0.10006542125541856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886735853453146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457861082262226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426700565067459,0.11657051895837035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057074627709997,0.0,0.0,0.31854184066542024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582688315601255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827094513713666,0.0,0.0,0.13095850827462274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642834680034061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974854695671595,0.0,0.1207406736418934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410120226077352,0.0,0.0,0.10108476709518524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905505364302212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940152435045587,0.09589096889666264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925939432438171,0.3057773407380498,0.0,0.18942599115026693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139988159944722,0.1325496586493428,0.0,0.12976704884688522,0.0,0.12419828930786288,0.0,0.1030392040100416,0.13139503859322227,0.0,0.07036780715320698,0.09469690819618258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694983908941339,0.13043874372208406,0.0,0.0 adhd,buddahbatman,2019/06/08,"Unpleasant medication review After being diagnosed, I had my medication review yesterday. It was not nice. I mentioned I'm feeling really low at the moment due to my marriage going down the pan. She basically wanted to give me anti depressants instead of ADHD meds and then asked me which meds I wanted. I told her it was her job to assess. Looks like she is doing with concerta but I had to have an ECG before she would give prescription. I got it done and tried my best to get in contact with her. Needless to say I now have to try again on Monday. I would have preferred starting the meds over a weekend. The woman was very judgemental and said depression can show as ADHD even when I explained this is circumstancial and I was not feeling down when I had my assessment.",3.5891836734693885,6.060734414965989,5.04105442176871,77.62239795918369,75.5986394557823,8.009523809523811,26.8265306122449,8.841846274778883,2.483048979591836,617,24,106,14,14,206,93,147,0.094,0.835,0.071,-0.3319,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,0,18,3,0,0,0,17,34,9,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,11,5,23,3,18,20,1,20,0,3,1,0,17,7,0,0,13,85,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532976906941681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741225275036126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250744278145327,0.0,0.15425294568584685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253197992620385,0.14918789617331266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041791230413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708299702359306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486412755410533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679422143140757,0.2820051078586809,0.08353564319525635,0.0,0.11755828938525227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586112042803648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181003141660519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343138627002224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898055884346279,0.2961462599936996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416312175485203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981753308496145,0.11688932364694216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403758694715172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045161042720106,0.0,0.1995879590103331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212790063708854,0.17339253483786848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882955457234487,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eyefalafel,2019/06/08,"Telling people So I was diagnosed with ADD almost 6 months ago, since then I haven’t told anyone except my parents(too bad they don’t believe me) and my closest friends! None of these people live near by so it was all thru text. There’s this friend That always mentions books he read and he gets shocked that I haven’t read/heard of the books, and every time I tell him I have a hard time reading books but I never disclosed why. But last night he said”just grab a book and read it’s not that hard” So I told him it’s kind hard to do that with my ADD. He said sorry and changed the subject real quick. But damn it feels good to actually say it out loud!!",2.6392525252525267,4.175368844444447,3.094141414141415,94.7381818181818,75.37037037037038,5.797979797979799,22.643097643097644,6.1124844417494595,0.16648148148148145,514,14,115,3,11,159,85,135,0.106,0.7979999999999999,0.096,0.6653,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,2,20,12,12,0,0,5,0,5,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,11,10,0,0,1,7,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,8,14,4,11,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,16,3,1,1,9,65,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.13062072837008246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865216216851768,0.0,0.13403394053881518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137599999327964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359277795092223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176124376104613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080592724743833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159819335041054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358574666250711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277650152001825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767984417270388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682821390219253,0.0,0.06993240499212887,0.0,0.0,0.11226912368251404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597166373261241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139386777584633,0.0,0.10910764990339347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819420691883725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683978587598038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323529723580296,0.0,0.0,0.12561150078006225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855929352862643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355548765334937,0.15235344533871115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732437631953064,0.10644487785888032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072416850248096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498369114427173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339859638886128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610093453263754,0.0,0.0,0.255803593528579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078105888993056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mmaassoon,2019/06/08,"Adderall- is it time to switch meds? Sorry for the long post tldr at the end I've been trying different meds to find one that works for me. Started with concerta but it made me tired and extremely anxious. So I moved to Adderall. Started at 15 and now I'm up to 25 mg XR.( It's not name brand if that has anything to do with it). I started 25mg xr yesterday and today was my second day of using it. Yesterday (day1) it felt like it was helping a bit, I was mowing my lawn and I wasn't doing things out of order, like I usually do. I actually took my clean laundry out of the laundry room, instead of just grabbing what I needed for the day and leaving the rest there. Overall I felt fine though most of the day. So I went out to do some shopping with my bro and I felt like I had little anxiety. This is great cuz I have very bad social anxiety. I bought some new shoes and when I got home I spent about an hour and a half lacing them up trying to decide between white and black laces ( I think I was hyperfocused on this, and it felt like I could ignore distractions until I was done). Then I hung out with some friends. I was talking a lot more than usual and I felt pretty confident. I found myself making a lot of jokes like I used to, but I stopped I guess from my anxiety or a lack of confidence.. Although I was feeling confident, my chest is hurting, It feels like I'm having a very hard time breathing( shortness of breath and I can't get a good breath in and it's not going away even though I'm breathing more than usual) , and literally getting up or bending over feels like I ran a marathon lol, my hearts pounding, usually goes back to normal a little after tho. Notes: - I recently saw my doctor and brought up that I felt like my heart was beating faster and harder than usual and I was experience palpitations. He said that he wasnt concerned about it and I should be fine. - I did not eat all day, only one banana around 12 at night, (took meds at 1 or 2pm). I woke up about an hour, hour and a half before, and I took them on an empty stomach. I have absolutely no appetite when Ive taken ADHD meds, although I already don't eat a lot. - I think I'm drinking a good amount of water, I feel the need to use the restroom pretty often. I feel like this dose might actually be starting to help me because I'm taking more time with things, thinking things through and getting distracted less etc, but I'm quite uncomfortable with these side affects. Do you guys think I should try different Meds? I'm gonna bring up most of this up with my doctor as well to see what he has to say about it. It's 5 am now I've been writing this for like an hour and I have work tomorrow so I gotta be up in 6 hours.. yikes! My chest still hurts a bit, but I feel like I'm having an easier time breathing. Tldr: Adderal 25mg xr. I'm having chest pains, hearts beating stronger and faster and I am having a hard time breathing , but It seems to be helping my ADHD. Not sure what to do",1.6418400180007886,3.6050570522022873,3.2963337458513813,90.25399265905384,79.61990212071778,6.054666141643697,23.130140068628002,7.0983637204850245,0.7646269561793329,2315,77,495,28,58,767,273,613,0.114,0.733,0.153,0.9829,2,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,2,5,23,27,0,2,27,1,47,23,14,7,2,101,108,47,0,8,14,1,15,11,1,5,5,2,4,1,30,36,4,2,20,4,3,9,9,7,1,5,37,21,66,20,72,61,19,84,0,2,4,0,18,29,0,16,55,322,96,4,0.0,0.0,0.1032972517232503,0.0,0.12721472727266311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058405705007152565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214658749078041,0.059791876135857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355399700367782,0.04711580296895505,0.0,0.0,0.04972618571139207,0.040697208863867164,0.044191413850408895,0.03226350103074685,0.0,0.045036550315251785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115564052708165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225750080055913,0.0,0.0,0.13653284701445886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059384805929467,0.0,0.10834502374554418,0.0,0.05416218162393192,0.0,0.05184781725893667,0.0,0.10831403810234146,0.0,0.0,0.046877166497563884,0.0,0.059027034103905626,0.03495745178776235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517722693920054,0.0,0.0,0.1605673614135061,0.15124279874766533,0.3049064198356019,0.0,0.04837385897215408,0.0,0.0,0.05803117161418723,0.04089087991913706,0.0,0.08295572990854773,0.0,0.03007934766216815,0.08878446839558114,0.04233015419206797,0.0583516492568734,0.058304502899388225,0.052405552643699865,0.0,0.0,0.094823490111616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815445961115895,0.10642654491792056,0.0,0.05308959136924389,0.0,0.2606096891916913,0.0,0.113317818346445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604151782862988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28442934055331925,0.1060925075990094,0.0,0.04683828391777572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498864400782973,0.0,0.05008033071347789,0.03532884740603863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939470310288389,0.0,0.0,0.05614664889958342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625248978809373,0.0,0.07848865307621823,0.0,0.051116740141936026,0.0,0.04966793164194769,0.05185672922736753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172872757674963,0.04025298556040754,0.056317523889485986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068895342829576,0.10769054875338124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629384389699575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225853021036325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034521823335974,0.04208927434429239,0.0,0.0,0.042175565307397564,0.04818229464883054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395189800814928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059246879694623486,0.14984658658349226,0.0,0.04226716848637136,0.0442489209797974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049882596607858494,0.0,0.03979413859697719,0.04254031308026092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548603756662224,0.13565264755916945,0.1040000282107872,0.0,0.15430932871319186,0.06083122194406025,0.05016813016525735,0.0,0.1764098551460461,0.10780085084558172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713449916806295,0.2914552925715186,0.0873398050751903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758727658543426,0.04906339251908225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706223963172779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ma11046156,2019/06/08,"What are the advantages of having ADHD (r there any) I got diagnosed last year which literally changed my life because now I know why I’m such a mess, however my mentor is always raving about the ‘superpowers’ involved with being neurosiverse. I always see it as two separate entities my adhd which comes with alllllll if it’s side effects and then myself which is all my positive traits etc... Can anyone relate or understand ?",5.967575757575759,8.085757207792213,7.651363636363637,63.06371212121212,67.83116883116884,10.847619047619046,32.31385281385281,10.864195022040775,4.3533307359307365,343,15,52,11,6,119,63,77,0.033,0.888,0.08,0.5574,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,10,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,1,5,10,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373052135549422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37200771410643263,0.0,0.0,0.1520154127877516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630492828120227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626839976003854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364765309988926,0.1925606096580028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268892113495421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493070876671144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787860024196284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285218020718733,0.18221559148530855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789348129950073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813307948003015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836688451573505,0.2327138613605649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171080676136974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395294920185528 adhd,ObviousValue,2019/06/08,"Medication Management Hi everyone, I was diagnosed with ADHD combined type about 6 months ago now. I've tried numerous medications and I'm really struggling with what to do next. I have depression and anxiety and I suspect maybe OCPD. I first tried Concerta and it made me irritable, sleepy, and it wore off quickly (about 6-7 hours). Still, I felt my depression go away almost immediately and I felt like a new person. The meds gave me motivation, and everything felt like it was in slow motion and I no longer felt panicked and worried about everything. I could express my emotions and feelings and had more confidence in myself than ever before. Because of the side effects, I moved on to amphetamines and they helped tremendously with mood and side effects were almost nonexistent. First I tried Adderall 15mg and felt almost like superman and very euphoric. The only negatives were feeling very irritable and impatient, but that got better with time. Still, it lasted around 7-8 hours, and I would have to take Dexedrine IR 5mg a few times throughout the afternoon/evening. I switched to Vyvanse after a short time because I read positive things about the steady release and I thought it would eliminate the need for these IR doses. I went from 20-40mg in 2 weeks, and I was at the maximum 60mg 4 weeks later. 50mg worked well and I felt great for about 4 hours, 60mg tended to last longer and be more effective. The problem I'm having is that all of these medications are wearing off well before they are supposed to. I switched back to Adderall a little while ago, starting at 15mg and I'm currently at 25mg. I don't feel any need for the Dexedrine IR until about 6 hours, then I start taking them and I've been in a pattern of misusing them. I will often take 4-5x 5mg throughout the rest of the day and I'm starting to chase the euphoria. I hate having the IR because it is very hard for me to control my use of them. I take 1 or 2 and I feel good so I keep taking more. I don't want to feel high, and I don't want to misuse the meds like I have been. Here are my questions: is my metabolism so fast that the medications lose effectiveness so quickly? (Adderall - 6-8 hours, Vyvanse - 5-6 hours) Or is it the case that after they reach peak plasma concentrations and levels begin to drop, I'm sensitive to this decline and I want to chase that initial feeling? I do still feel the medications working for close to the time they are supposed to, but my mood begins to plummet and I start feeling awful. I want to completely eliminate the use of the IR because I can't control myself, and it's hard to tell when I have taken the right amount. I always think if I feel good now, I might feel better if I take another one, and I ALWAYS end up taking too much. Why aren't the XR lasting throughout the whole day? I'm thinking that 2 XR in a day would solve this problem and I'm curious to see if anyone else takes multiple XR instead of XR + IR boosters. &#x200B; tl;dr 1) Adderall lasting 6-8 hour and Vyvanse lasts \~5-6 hours. Very high metabolism, or sensitive to a decline in plasma concentration? 2) I don't expect the same euphoria as when I first started the medication, but this great mood has persisted even as I've developed amphetamine tolerance. It just only lasts for a few hours, and then I get frustrated and feel depressed and apathetic 2) Anybody else have problems controlling their use of IR boosters? 3) Anyone taking 2 XR in one day? &#x200B; Finally, any Canadians aware of the family physician guidelines for prescribing stimulants? My doctor seems to think she isn't allowed exceed the 'maximum recommended dosage' and only a psychiatrist can do this. There is a 6 month wait to see a specialist and I worry that I'm going to fall deeper into this pattern of abusing the medication if I don't get a sufficient XR dose that lasts the entire day. &#x200B; Thank you for reading and for any responses!! I only covered about 20% of what I want to say and I still wrote an essay, so please ask me questions and I can help clarify some of the points.",4.9993524233073146,6.315573715374843,5.919101243419857,77.65652080686152,69.15247776365946,9.128417135596298,31.96970865855873,9.470358648722666,3.01859449990924,3242,141,596,69,56,1069,325,787,0.10099999999999999,0.777,0.122,0.9752,2,0,0,0,0,0,101.0,0,1,8,17,33,26,2,1,43,1,45,13,1,14,2,125,120,63,0,19,11,0,19,4,0,5,12,1,0,1,27,48,0,5,30,2,0,6,10,10,2,5,22,22,71,13,81,91,12,101,0,4,2,0,22,27,0,16,71,364,98,8,0.0,0.04969596626617145,0.0,0.0,0.05040771037289202,0.0,0.07436043099707634,0.0,0.1260005052315936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980039142032697,0.13633668354379613,0.15289714552756598,0.08556867166043662,0.04398121988480955,0.032086518984128336,0.0,0.0,0.058655478159426684,0.042975879919975576,0.0,0.037338440304241265,0.0392113349210815,0.0,0.03940712244606803,0.032251818030438716,0.0,0.102273015110122,0.0,0.07138133872250896,0.0,0.0,0.07419090220357794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043976764775146115,0.0,0.14112897323575188,0.03348832178638126,0.0,0.0,0.13524983223719375,0.0,0.10837713986124872,0.04257157892353902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042930757266836456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700765104914321,0.04718058074338154,0.03714932512249799,0.0,0.0,0.0554063241849364,0.037940127131658084,0.0,0.04007863219207551,0.07539188886427213,0.0,0.03954042182754183,0.0,0.2332857876152477,0.0,0.2416329434714936,0.045946848277789984,0.0,0.10703087964167522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043827298894824375,0.0,0.0476747017477093,0.07036012047415445,0.033545898313805424,0.09248529941715701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514593834483277,0.04141033718870678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562274360023507,0.08863082424963399,0.0,0.0,0.3717514226002793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728114300988517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393257824606682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196553469464866,0.04203821766895306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692383760226875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968777609486904,0.0,0.0,0.042137694610164686,0.0,0.09317912869201113,0.2957743202541913,0.0,0.04449522593516321,0.0,0.0,0.06695750317714168,0.04457910296682485,0.0308331604831349,0.062200868981850926,0.0,0.04050911223129732,0.04460718829867368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684374761666189,0.12759911568567253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662328233273298,0.0,0.04604116139079891,0.039649987250025664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204022554532947,0.0,0.0,0.09397221755215383,0.0,0.08390932519429309,0.0,0.02686995977754518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03581935939422545,0.0,0.033355005295966175,0.0,0.0,0.06684677871522299,0.03818361609271799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484384610729402,0.0,0.13398393302540682,0.0,0.0,0.043848256719405065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838253573852655,0.0,0.03666030353773063,0.03861576655791536,0.0,0.0,0.02786527285553216,0.08062674247010708,0.0,0.033298304726686954,0.0978299304348728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543026713768091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867666447736447,0.0,0.13843050070197654,0.12369626107314292,0.0,0.06728879003617558,0.0,0.07542414960846255,0.038881870566960214,0.03784731534256667,0.046828210123625834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107046156246838,0.08519093891243168,0.0,0.08938597659809079,0.0,0.15289714552756598,0.0 adhd,wowsuchusername95,2019/06/08,"How do you find a way to lessen the effects of your condition? So a little about me, 24 male diagnosed since I was 10 or so, now in getting 90 mg of concerta (54+36) im getting sick of the side-effects and want to stop but i cant put my concentration on the line because I might fall in my grades (uni student). I hoped you guys have a way to cope or any kind of advice for me cause I'm at a loss here.",2.0948717948717963,2.1494204835164865,4.329395604395607,91.03643772893773,74.93406593406593,7.8249084249084255,26.155677655677657,7.793537801064563,1.0978996336996332,308,10,79,4,6,108,67,91,0.08,0.865,0.055,-0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,2,6,3,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,3,0,12,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,11,2,13,8,0,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,4,2,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341853818348501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297173185690422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608977273422766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618885157534875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432419649769973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903779310202096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504167938416937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372933820304775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380287349032357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588655288497416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495609149334825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401944895746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542331400957307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091667974353195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982427980297511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035999203908347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413530922016255,0.3804495645663677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kassablanca,2019/06/08,"new light up speaker i need to share with you all i recently purchased the jbl pulse 3 i want you guys to know i am normally an anxious mess at night time i cannot sleep and i actually started going to the doctor not for adhd but for insomnia you can change the colors of the light and pattern on your phone the sensory stimulation of lights and music is enough to calm me down at night and get some sleep it’s a pricey speaker but its portable, bluetooth, lights up awesome colors, and youre able to buy more jbl speakers and connect them all to have them around the house here’s a short video showing the bass power (it’s also water proof or water resistant i dont remember which) https://youtu.be/zkLCh3p-0vA but you can also see the colors here as well normally i dont review or promote things but this calms me down soooooo much, price is 100% worth it and the speaker quality is great",3.7784482758620714,5.877609603448278,4.328252873563219,84.69203448275864,73.65517241379311,7.398620689655173,26.54252873563218,8.238735603445708,1.7811866666666667,717,26,136,12,15,227,107,174,0.034,0.8220000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,2,2,6,6,0,0,12,0,10,6,2,1,3,27,17,16,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,9,2,0,2,2,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,12,18,5,20,17,6,16,0,0,4,0,11,9,0,3,6,92,25,3,0.15831079278108753,0.0,0.15448849714793694,0.0,0.19025880847336052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532021675818432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884613446700307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093016941231626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674718275003761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620378046141109,0.0,0.0,0.3710781402043456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357736808527926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271085519110749,0.0,0.08997167181114334,0.0,0.0,0.17453820792734356,0.0,0.15675257444066182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266939965546874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700347152758063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637664816737815,0.1173854468984048,0.0,0.1528975501649646,0.0,0.2971279095156753,0.3102219287230202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631280911497708,0.0,0.1793352673762945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615320527909005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31685024588465704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205319395163243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517465625912856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231229637232367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337580727349223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234041507209275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,99_patience,2019/06/08,"session with psychiatrist. so i had my first session with my psychiatrist and he asked some questions just trying to figure out what makes my adhd for me &#x200B; and we went into chores and i said its very hard for me to help my mum do certain chores like cleaning the shower scrubbing the tiles, and he said is that because you can't focus?, and i said no its because I'm easily stressed and overwhelmed why would i have focus issues on a task that's straight forward its just frustrating, is this normal to feel this way?. &#x200B; or am i meant to have focus issues on something as simple as rubbing a sponge on tiles if i was to have ADHD issues?.",8.586719160104982,7.061544377952759,7.995708661417326,75.4374475065617,61.91338582677166,9.726509186351707,36.12729658792651,7.793537801064563,2.7678461942257218,524,19,95,4,6,165,79,127,0.07200000000000001,0.825,0.10400000000000001,0.4848,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,3,5,1,2,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,24,20,11,0,3,4,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,8,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,7,6,14,2,16,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,4,3,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283741682188816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960489227093243,0.33200921455762106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771845213968006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665609091326827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907765958345771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620634957124552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238199680401443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157149467694124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277779582826829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674416492750862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119290769082722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338556524991881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304230516571418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898621531234485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517444034435126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649431079090734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927539745557757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272333187687415,0.0,0.10844021482015223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664532679395385,0.12327559219607552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704879636699144,0.0,0.33200921455762106,0.0 adhd,mat325h,2019/06/08,"What are the symptoms of ADHD in late teens? Hi all, I was just wondering what the symptoms are of ADHD. I think I have the inattentive one. I used to be the brightest kid until I was about 12-13. From there I dropped off, my grades fell, and now I can't get into uni. Recently I was thinking about how this could have happened to me and I think I may have ADHD. I have the majority of symptoms displayed on websites but I don't know whether I'm just paranoid that I have it, or whether I actually have it. The one person I messaged about it said she laughed out loud when she saw the message and says I don't have it. So what do you guys think? I'm going to speak to my mum about it once my exams are over and hopefully be able to book a doctor's appointment within the next few weeks. TL;DR - I think I may have inattentive ADHD which has affected me negatively my teenage years, what should I do? Thanks",2.3362096774193546,4.0670340591397816,3.662029569892475,89.51304435483874,76.68817204301075,6.800537634408602,25.603494623655912,7.645422480735847,1.2321946236559138,709,26,153,10,16,232,104,186,0.026000000000000002,0.89,0.084,0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,9,0,26,4,0,3,1,28,43,12,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,3,12,6,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,5,28,3,21,32,3,18,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,5,8,116,40,4,0.12613083244056592,0.0,0.12308549787067412,0.0,0.6063389986323662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007052063445463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291002516239132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658981540920676,0.0,0.07168305876214784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248893543773878,0.11153707857372144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527637631930835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693182069030975,0.0,0.14228107286531616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414157122363782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432522008414918,0.17093903270665595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013257779409892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453898049805405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997930532097682,0.10030430047765863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39329468861680505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161243242994984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40409772244059855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893654202642812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117454568929236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367835074007052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122412072994295 adhd,IChewCock,2019/06/08,"I'm scared to start my homework I have things due tomorrow and I KNOW that if i could just do it i'd be finished in no time, I usually just stare at it until the day is over but I actually have to get this shit done and I'm just scared of starting. As soon as I start typing I feel scared that it isn't good enough and I don't want my teacher to read this and think, "" She did this all wrong and she's a dumbass."" I took my Adderall to help me get started, but now i'm just crying because I can't just start it, and when I try to start it I think my teacher will say I did it wrong. I'm not crying because i'm sad, i'm just angry and frustrated I can't function like everyone else and just DO MY WORK. I know it's anxiety and I know it's my ADD and I KNOW this is mainly all just in my head and my teacher calling me a dumbass is an irrational fear but I literally just can't fucking start my work without feeling like i'm doing it all wrong. Any advice ? &#x200B; TL:DR; Crying out of frustration because I can't start my work, and when I try to start it I get scared it's not perfect/correct and my teacher will think I'm an idiot.",0.6522587909232627,2.243182239043829,3.004732374848434,92.95746405681622,81.19123505976096,6.118205439113113,23.263641087822624,7.079830092131019,0.6636847739476872,886,31,210,11,23,305,104,251,0.337,0.65,0.013000000000000001,-0.9982,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,13,17,5,5,5,0,21,3,2,0,3,45,53,22,0,3,16,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,18,15,0,0,9,1,0,1,10,14,0,0,4,4,36,3,17,45,5,26,0,1,1,1,5,5,2,1,22,135,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.08690542966584944,0.0,0.0,0.08702411213413637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649171704074168,0.1082123146837712,0.06056086915711612,0.0,0.06812729846793568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628624211869829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093573559009242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110365866299184,0.0,0.2934702200391409,0.05743350154698521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113480924503864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743945354153679,0.0,0.0,0.09201825197022337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509645246612027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021232102747993,0.09005838523395845,0.06362134611405648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233047711551625,0.13958364294650086,0.0,0.0,0.07469562108238853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913967491739729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059692098674114874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577053865141736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701614607973597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907971046317563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082059609900042,0.3566408089512099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141430467151036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567306176900995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916459063877719,0.17118971838221014,0.0,0.0,0.05192904279466062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894406032428628,0.12092582787105917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808217355936713,0.0,0.05252730657174858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584643080625984,0.0,0.19450063581993307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921049905138928,0.1082123146837712,0.0 adhd,0Aranda,2019/06/08,"Whats your average heart rate while on Vyvanse? I had my heart rate checked yesterday and it was 129. Obviously I thought this was concerning so I reached out to my psychologist and she wants me to continue taking it and denied my request for a lower dosage (I'm on 30mg). My heart rate is normally between 75-90 off medication. I love this medication it's helped a lot but I feel my anxiety is going to fuck me now and I'm going to think I'm dying every time I take it. I don't know what to do. Not even sure if I can work out with such a high heart rate. Just curious what your average heart rate is while on Vyvanse. &#x200B; \-Not asking for medical advice, maybe just some reassurance and to see if others have similar issue-",1.9932657657657664,4.282873236486488,4.124216216216219,83.06763063063066,80.14864864864866,8.000720720720723,25.40720720720721,8.841846274778883,2.166395855855856,581,23,117,15,15,199,90,148,0.08900000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.3736,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,1,0,3,0,10,10,5,0,2,25,26,11,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,4,2,18,3,16,22,2,15,0,0,1,2,8,7,1,4,6,77,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857735926012156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147773320031206,0.1474479911366258,0.0,0.0,0.0928289292213887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344160567451238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259374084180604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014751847535917,0.0,0.10223876651989243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135590032687381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218190365373812,0.0,0.0,0.13792681955864552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7189746514068341,0.08133529036827318,0.12820811935337031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665311249539046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668828019306687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316355346557476,0.10951899695732424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190780409848605,0.0,0.0,0.36672829288251263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188927668142306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669660478132172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436664083812904,0.0,0.1824733380325368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775325803557276,0.0,0.09633472469216273,0.07075750171407144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157268427771234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883409253073565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474479911366258,0.0 adhd,foxeiy,2019/06/08,When I think too fast I get frustrated at work cuz my hands can’t move as fast as the tasks I’m calculating to get done with the quickest and least messy accurate results. And then my fast thoughts turn angry and I start getting worked up. I get shaky cuz I’m getting mad and feel some adrenaline and before I know it I wanna break something and it’s all because I’m thinking too fast. Does anyone have any mind exercises to calm myself down from this?,1.9082417582417577,4.4026368021978035,2.871087912087912,90.68641208791209,82.07692307692307,5.837802197802197,23.385714285714286,7.1686216300943375,0.9034430769230768,363,13,74,5,10,115,63,91,0.131,0.82,0.049,-0.8121,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,1,2,0,3,2,1,3,1,20,18,12,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,9,1,10,16,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518314033337719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611572651553973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610345152633846,0.0,0.1899865094276002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953852708598948,0.2284829490199599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289212987160906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832473643452518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270347184804414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543927126078156,0.0,0.0,0.2373009057452695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188432048979932,0.0,0.0,0.15803180824996094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861250786747229,0.0,0.17725161220281066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285388165834995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250867531776092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LividAtmosphere,2019/06/08,"My doctor changed my medication last week from 40 mg strattera to 20 mg adderall xr, and I just got done spending 8 hours hyperfocused on Flow Hexes. Here's to adjusting! I'm just beyond glad that she listened to my concerns about how exhausted strattera made me. Like, 4 hours after taking it I would be focused but need a nap. I ended up sleeping most of the day away on it and it made my mom concerned that I wouldn't make it into work or I'd fall asleep during work. I was also drinking an ungodly amount of coffee to stay up when I needed to. With the switch I find myself really loving not having the mid-day crash, but as I'm getting used to it I'm kinda jittery and hyperfocus on puzzles or organizing drawers pretty quickly. Will the jitters get better over time? She warned me about the hyperfocus during the first couple weeks, so I was expecting that. I only take it on days that I have to work because prior to this I've only ever been on non-stimulants.",4.819146634615387,5.74591880729167,6.087708333333335,77.72235576923079,69.26041666666666,8.199358974358978,29.352564102564106,8.384062270229773,2.193061217948718,769,28,141,11,13,259,127,192,0.042,0.853,0.105,0.9158,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,12,5,0,0,8,0,10,7,2,5,1,28,26,12,0,5,7,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,11,5,1,0,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,7,1,19,4,27,15,2,29,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,5,16,94,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541200638355807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355926323828337,0.0,0.0,0.08797564044094801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763859810378328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267056999653858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968644189706718,0.0,0.27922182048399063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771680921299138,0.0,0.14768864084227545,0.0,0.1413778661055186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782396866198584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054497236537474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190512770513302,0.1227578317153767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080164342147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542524233381544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842506681454801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763940420137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050706778402964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025370614743195,0.2731166195394577,0.0963341818863613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538640365038402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902489442205124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402170567748324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952249887340325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468245028180151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245457044584944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444234184482323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382505730181265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702014456078847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841536819368643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464544563180567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152830261452395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31519827369110465,0.0,0.0,0.10252021388293324,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,puddle_divr,2019/06/08,"Diagnosed 35 years ago. Still learning... 41F. I was diagnosed in first grade after exhibiting the usual struggles early on in school. I dazed off in class, didn’t turn in assignments, I was generally a disorganized mess. For reasons I’ll probably never fully understand, my parents decided not only against giving me medication; they opted not to even tell me I had been diagnosed. I continued to struggle with my grades, anxiety, constant feelings of failure, etc. Even to this day I am resentful toward my parents for their choices back then. I moved out of my parent’s house during my senior year of high school and was diagnosed again while on my own. I started taking Dexedrine and it literally changed my life. Prior to that point I was failing out of high school, miserably depressed, and saw absolutely no future for myself at all. After being diagnosed (and knowing about it this time around) I realized that it wasn’t me just simply “not applying myself” or “not being motivated enough”. I had a disorder. All the things that caused me problems were not simply my personality or my own failings, those things were symptoms! That was something I could work with and change. At 17, I ended my senior year with a 3.8 gpa while simultaneously working 50 hours a week to pay for bills and and apartment I was furious! I realized that school and just life in general had been so hard for no reason. Armed with a diagnosis and medication, I started college. I didn’t do well I’ll admit, but considering I spent the first 11 years of my education avoiding anything that resembled work and picking up zero study skills, I did ok. I got into a niche industry I enjoy and I’ve managed decent success as an engineer. I’ve been married for 10 years, and managed to raise a well adjusted kid (also with ADHD dx). It’s only in the last year or two that I’ve realized how much ADHD affects my life & why I do things the way I do. I never considered that it went so far beyond just a simple lack of focus. Just lurking and reading this sub has helped me a lot with that. Thank you.",5.031482433590405,6.857642658097688,6.150804627249361,74.05943744644387,69.719794344473,9.094121679520137,31.73273350471294,9.558583805096642,3.25508322193659,1650,73,281,38,30,550,211,389,0.12,0.825,0.055,-0.8983,3,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,2,10,18,18,2,4,15,1,26,13,1,7,4,64,40,25,0,3,13,3,2,0,0,0,12,0,0,2,21,23,0,1,13,1,3,2,12,12,2,4,22,3,46,6,47,15,9,61,0,4,1,0,12,23,0,4,35,212,67,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844283591838756,0.0,0.06949676147529557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269635411714215,0.0,0.08494623506551566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997569208549059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451641949727059,0.06979251316564967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602846668517605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053827095356343,0.1658733509572286,0.0,0.0,0.08472241605869849,0.0,0.06259592313249468,0.0,0.0,0.05056143545446398,0.0,0.06752570004700559,0.39787112936344265,0.0,0.0,0.0898530524429736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943902159760093,0.08100803158969637,0.08743658804967308,0.1035647600335942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03964133397312481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337379236440106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520830685865251,0.0,0.0,0.0627035444073937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023089138890873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052549785629624056,0.16566755113288234,0.0,0.0,0.07720808738414835,0.0904629330510225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308652261873485,0.063906364468073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612845718867558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666527726754252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795925801322558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332666296110837,0.0576329311407618,0.0,0.12093363823641262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925328011633615,0.0,0.0,0.2611613595803873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845574945149044,0.0,0.0,0.0741132257967113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452832860607222,0.07501809511794626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842109412746777,0.0,0.0,0.16121626414498147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31737944845144045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060356056361315226,0.0,0.0,0.11098367435069516,0.0,0.06261024384968114,0.0,0.0,0.16392114986293355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148749202647088,0.05894695127609782,0.0,0.06852494899266444,0.07218007431308875,0.0,0.0,0.15625618586001097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045715599341028736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527655417996913,0.07658528886506026,0.08161703792553858,0.0,0.0,0.08634638937342992,0.0,0.0,0.0622301739480543,0.06288765312951455,0.0,0.14098181155035053,0.0726774723673022,0.07074369558041066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122813478151874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029217059734261 adhd,aquariian,2019/06/08,"Am I The Problem? Hi Reddit, here goes my first post. &#x200B; So I'm 19F, and I was diagnosed with ADHD last month. I started Vyvanse, and so far it's been working amazing for me. However, I'm struggling with a breakup. I can't shake this feeling that it's my fault we fought so much. I went into the relationship pretty happy, though undiagnosed, but over time I became really anxious. It wasn't a healthy relationship. I wonder if maybe he just grew tired of me like everyone else does and started fights because wanted me to breakup with him so he didn't have to do the work. Even though I know he lied about so many things, I can't help but feel like it's because I was too overbearing or too needy? And that's why he was seeing someone else? I definitely hyperfixated on our relationship, but it was more in my head. Recently my mind kind of defaults back to ""what if I'm the problem?"". It's not that far-fetched, considering my friends got tired of me too and after awhile they just left. It's weird though, because to my knowledge I had never done anything specific that pissed them off. I don't have any friends in my town anymore for support, and I don't leave my house unless I have to. I've become nervous about trying to make friends and avoid it at all costs because they all end up leaving eventually. I'm even nervous posting this. I'm still learning about ADHD, so if anyone has advice on how to get my mind off of feeling like this I'd appreciate it a lot.",3.1618367346938747,5.0426788843537445,4.24810068027211,85.55166122448982,74.78231292517006,6.88087074829932,28.42666666666667,7.699297019823105,1.7033468299319727,1168,49,234,16,25,380,159,294,0.159,0.6990000000000001,0.142,-0.7345,1,1,0,0,1,0,39.0,2,0,3,3,23,22,3,5,7,0,19,5,2,2,3,42,39,25,0,6,11,0,3,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,18,12,0,1,7,0,1,3,8,12,0,1,12,4,34,10,31,27,5,30,0,0,1,0,20,13,1,6,15,151,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262610874772953,0.09198646730234693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199394118304132,0.11438287966704093,0.0640142171394537,0.0,0.0,0.1063444084410962,0.09335544260961193,0.06582054697920614,0.0,0.07746410291721494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238308749499581,0.0,0.2295323815267195,0.10396339475323377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554383319149368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237712936882438,0.09633156771312766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727343449160358,0.0,0.08337461312053795,0.0,0.0,0.12434898421755115,0.0,0.0,0.08994888715733262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427906445490085,0.13449842188637073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007016863832861,0.0,0.0,0.2181826386793408,0.0,0.0491810292303428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752874052078168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002071885787711,0.0,0.0,0.09660844418008836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309590696462929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861777529910806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802587489282973,0.05173347883361362,0.07673161704873108,0.0,0.19934822075445047,0.10227665736627108,0.0,0.0,0.13796707050229268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002919694676022,0.0,0.0,0.06283504751990643,0.09543690599967038,0.09457006215669374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009662224518095,0.0,0.07513670712056257,0.0,0.0691991797452059,0.0,0.07260179557000235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030833334556395,0.09576792402243636,0.0,0.18014668160919425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030452756894136,0.0,0.09294577859699367,0.3031934422370484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501245709522553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975926968584447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332567870167784,0.0,0.07517538033010042,0.0,0.0,0.09840909432231973,0.0,0.0,0.10682192930443904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253831896454118,0.0,0.2774579640084485,0.0,0.05489018020328037,0.2163859283388715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391067624065458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055522558632886826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726298271189582,0.0849411197628054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208409883991976,0.13706106609134294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438287966704093,0.0 adhd,DoctorInYeetology,2019/06/08,"Leaving Festival two days early due to sensory overload - how do I tell my friends? I feel like a failure. I'm 21 and this is my first multi day festival. Never slept in a tent before either. Last time I went to a big festival, I ended up breathing into a bag in the red cross tent. That was 3 years ago, I've since had extensive therapy. I thought I could do this. We arrived thursday afternoon and the first night was fine, everything was okay until the afternoon when I started to feel tight in my chest. We went from camping to the eventarea and I got worse and worse. The amount of people is astonishing. It started to rain. I was really close to having a full blown panic attack in the middle of this huge ass festival. Thankfully I made it back to my tent and called my parents who talked me down enough so I could sleep. They immediately offered to come pick me up, as they are having some buisness in the general direction of the festival. Still, it would add a three hours round-trip to their day. I desperately want to go home and lay in a real bed for a couple of hours and have my peace and quiet. Everything is so much. But how do I tell my friends? I mentioned the red cross tent incident from three years ago yesterday morning all triumphant, but now I'm being just as weak. To add to that, I feel like, if I can't do this, I won't be able to do all these other amazing trips I'm looking forward too. It's stupid I know. But if I try to muscle through until Sunday or Monday, I'm 98% sure I will be taking a trip to the red cross tent this evening. I could really use some advice and kind words right now. Sensory issues are so hard to explain.",2.83841745081266,4.569264137724557,4.218430282292559,86.06462574850303,75.2874251497006,7.525919589392643,25.70102651839179,8.306716005460428,1.6339781009409755,1298,46,266,23,28,429,181,334,0.08,0.7859999999999999,0.134,0.9309,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,3,2,13,19,2,1,19,1,28,6,5,5,4,50,52,25,0,7,8,1,5,2,2,3,1,1,2,0,14,16,0,1,6,0,0,10,3,4,0,5,11,10,35,15,38,32,9,59,0,0,4,1,16,17,1,5,36,176,49,0,0.1101278606801327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076156708846639,0.19524340751610686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528634009781994,0.0,0.08468152707586976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371069813858414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112452858787392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486540058873287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263784406702512,0.1218543831771796,0.0,0.2130700784642553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754059688176624,0.11379151911536947,0.0,0.07273841333863695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979516401877076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705186599554375,0.15735073134894764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734940407135434,0.0,0.0,0.17016902395500094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625882011220647,0.0,0.08807931055743486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865293185307973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046722353908114,0.0,0.2169075184034444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149448744335975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146812199665684,0.06052339213743069,0.08976890502407225,0.0,0.1166095032524796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760581991040426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247966656084956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420564455581464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095664907395328,0.0,0.08493739532377585,0.0,0.0,0.10334753698242638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921131613499934,0.12228395653165265,0.0,0.0,0.0763487922047768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253496155110163,0.1411014550734629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404859129242557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109890438451687,0.0,0.1102073937040504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558981332287722,0.0,0.08794825179711098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379420538132868,0.0,0.08280244565009286,0.08851660284547051,0.1925132086327669,0.10139093796955463,0.1259408064259591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742921997861551,0.06421644118738107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476958841917733,0.0,0.1075789176804668,0.0,0.0,0.09511511254724317,0.0,0.0,0.06495626554362477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417926034861214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244593970388161,0.07823167250448201,0.0,0.0,0.1418374631885257 adhd,Kitwotted,2019/06/08,"ADhD and Mumbling How does one control the urge to mumble under breadth(not quite a whisper)? Main goal being 'if I don't say this I will cease to exist!/or just start a pointless conversation where I can say it and be stared at awkwardly'. Given the choices between that and saying random thoughts out loud(obviously not every thought...),,, I wish I could internalize my nonsense better. &#x200B; To be fair, I have valid points that must be said, but it's in conversations I'll initiate later or have already happened. Idk, it's like I have thoughts out of order and some are marked for oral export whether i want them to be or not. Also said thoughts usually have an export date.",8.071851428571428,8.225497488000004,7.2334857142857185,75.00760000000002,62.12000000000001,9.382857142857144,37.05714285714286,8.841846274778883,3.251674285714285,546,24,93,7,7,168,91,125,0.043,0.884,0.073,0.5443,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,2,1,26,26,11,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,7,10,2,12,11,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,5,5,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953031128901756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933168970277544,0.1299576401115691,0.0,0.17607741950753547,0.19746508521980974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372517657816053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226661217790774,0.12974946574572832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221190197631794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692005288096448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370534435197455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939323149748402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101196699448564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362264777949894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284732963460026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916476577545704,0.3876988053958744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502404416195315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160530021284124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897967358930567,0.0,0.09585146661790203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687625364477373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746508521980974,0.0 adhd,anxiousember,2019/06/08,"A recent fight I just had with my spouse. My husband is the one with ADHD. I'm trying to learn as much as I can to help him. He's improved a lot over last year, but sometimes we still have little arguments. Like this time I was talking about hypothetical political things and asked his opinion. We disagreed and that's ok. I just wanted to explain my side more. I wanted him to explain his, too, but I know that's hard for him to articulate sometimes, so I gave him time to think. He started getting more and more frustrated and I tried to comfort him. He got even more upset and said he didn't want my comfort. I was a little hurt and asked if me wanting to comfort him when he's upset is really that bad. He said yes and we sat in silence for a little while. Then I apologized and he did as well. I asked him why me comforting him upset him so much and we were able to calmly figure it out. He says he feels overwhelmed when I try to comfort him verbally because it makes it harder to think and get his thoughts out. I finally understood and promised to try to not do that so much while he's struggling with his thoughts and emotions. I just wanted to share our small victory because I've spent so much time here trying to be a better spouse.",3.518245614035088,4.834496238095241,4.519933166248958,86.28003759398499,72.73015873015873,7.210025062656642,27.54887218045113,7.669130373188453,1.5086714285714289,980,36,201,12,19,319,126,252,0.14300000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.171,0.6383,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,5,0,0,1,15,21,2,5,6,2,12,0,0,1,0,47,40,27,0,6,7,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,21,0,0,11,0,1,0,2,9,1,1,15,5,39,12,28,24,9,23,0,2,0,0,46,9,0,3,15,137,48,1,0.1094791357643752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157264616838973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30704464002809384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141050541669743,0.13347493002672595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682539885598976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314929224610073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230993665004952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535594052243817,0.0,0.0,0.11992904193199347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143966597043862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756046598015471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980718017511203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338155698172237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719967913710685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601668698893526,0.08924010763356878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053485975729724224,0.32918056571052184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307524621592816,0.0,0.0,0.0730781732421419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219190464705042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418589573624397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013513774414636,0.0,0.10809743890597097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082794571634988,0.08706220293058588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655532929044,0.0,0.07748989578004413,0.0,0.0874301792413949,0.0,0.0,0.11445136316974132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799518233144771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273307314863116,0.14029961924811854,0.0,0.17382840971756064,0.19151449341628596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716457339239991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228681539021399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843489096781788,0.0,0.09878789163708837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050097401779687 adhd,mckzenzie,2019/06/08,Executive function Adhd is so weird. If I didn’t have all the social symptoms (that could also just be blamed on me being a weirdo introvert) then I would totally think I just had an executive functioning disorder. Which I guess adhd is... lol. But I guess I’m talking about like the singular disorder called executive function disorder. I think that’s what it’s called. I’m so beyond lazy but it’s kinda like what ? Cause it depends on the day and if I take my meds obviously and blah blah we all have adhd we all can probably relate lol. Anyways if anyone reads this thank u! And thank u so much to this sub for letting me rant about life as a teenage girl with adhd :-),2.159967532467533,4.62509947727273,3.999264069264069,83.18318181818184,80.74242424242424,7.40779220779221,24.58008658008658,8.418075326091056,1.8988813852813853,529,20,102,12,14,178,81,132,0.13699999999999998,0.71,0.152,0.7996,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,2,12,2,0,2,5,27,21,14,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,12,4,9,14,5,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,7,4,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080820920544644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115675130321916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844714827798476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583278723247449,0.0,0.0,0.1299435981559474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099471202230437,0.0,0.0,0.08157779864272144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349172934119873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869355112687644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293481036880201,0.08934605137657492,0.12359660219830275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405056862623364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929872265202036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363813133201531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265276622107384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289441235085459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314751085819678,0.09510731802965974,0.10167062858631648,0.0,0.23291631321001016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621037663817567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985730431583712,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Poopy_Vlad,2019/06/08,"Weaning off stimulants with other stimulants? Can you wean off caffeine with Adderall and vice versa? Just a roaming thought, as per the motions. But this one really intrigues me. Sure you'll be a drug dependant wreck but could it work?",4.0771428571428565,7.276226714285716,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,79.47619047619048,7.1695238095238105,32.20952380952381,8.238735603445708,3.124718095238096,190,10,30,4,5,58,36,42,0.047,0.86,0.094,0.2426,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,1,12,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606719235547654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238666912797505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061058706635548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28939163152533803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257528658728603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586254245135373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288668955198337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProdByAbe,2019/06/08,Lysergic Acid Diethylamide Have any of you guys ever tried acid with a brain disorder like ADD or ADHD?,8.893157894736841,8.637101473684211,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,60.57894736842106,13.915789473684216,34.78947368421053,13.023866798666859,4.995484210526316,84,3,14,3,1,27,18,19,0.127,0.755,0.11800000000000001,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553875699194878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576782345427337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229994467489269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342745427539114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427543558140579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37518985074034794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851209139714296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572614484411807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ur-mom-dot-com,2019/06/08,"What to expect during diagnosis process? Especially Kaiser! Hello, &#x200B; I'm 19 years old, female, and just finished my first year in college. I will be frank and honest and say that even though I ended up at a decent school, I scraped in because of my test scores. My grades were below-average to lacking for my school. I have a brother with severe ADD (he is very smart but has a lot of trouble with academic areas). My parents have spent the last 12 years chasing down his schoolwork whereas I self-regulated more and did OK in school. &#x200B; I have had a lot of academic struggles, with failing two math classes in high school, one of which will be factored into my college GPA (dual enrollment). I also withdrew from a science class my first semester at university. My grades at university were fine but I know I could have done better. &#x200B; I feel like if something doesn't change I will never be able to succeed in uni, get into grad school and have a decent career. To avoid a wall of text, I basically have a lot of issues with focusing, impulsivity and time management. &#x200B; I saw a Twitter thread of common ADHD symptoms, a lot of which resonated, something clicked, so I decided to get evaluated. &#x200B; I have decided to get evaluated through behavioral health at Kaiser (this is the insurance I have and will most likely be the cheapest! I am paying out of pocket for this). I was wondering if anyone has gone through this process, especially in Georgia, and could tell me how it went for them, and what I should expect. &#x200B; I am a bit worried I will be looked at like I'm only searching for an Adderall prescription and ""faking it"" so I can sell pills, due to being a 19 year old college student who knows a lot of college students who sell their Adderall lol.",5.724838308457713,7.266334701492536,6.091958955223883,76.24759017412936,67.65671641791045,8.44900497512438,34.256840796019894,8.841846274778883,3.0960870646766177,1435,68,244,24,24,461,183,335,0.068,0.843,0.08900000000000001,0.8034,1,1,2,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,2,5,7,14,0,2,17,2,36,4,0,1,1,44,50,19,0,8,5,2,1,3,0,6,4,1,0,0,12,18,0,1,6,0,4,2,2,5,0,4,10,5,34,9,44,26,9,36,0,1,3,0,11,19,0,9,18,177,46,26,0.06369342858290145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654712364761533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093561182594436,0.0,0.41407081955244196,0.46436692392837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453592621114362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882692288310628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633166159000441,0.06953672755915548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737920199346954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170803988398597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518049132637856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641347251325605,0.0,0.0,0.0420689088719748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03220531126491194,0.04550259810617359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083551956296258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983156275574273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770313614462728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729560430972574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647939136828873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000848524420344,0.051918645343734464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335217577877176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348643840973697,0.0,0.0,0.27074937641311136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049124298698454166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367107781963994,0.0,0.04316031560666198,0.04844172257311145,0.0,0.0,0.07072401483222981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065157087615408,0.0,0.3223057507787937,0.0,0.0,0.06644613703258323,0.07195544468502532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806862620498752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658620088084177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620186007586706,0.0,0.0,0.05567086398296125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257847019350023,0.0,0.03714015041567426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221922470834644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052553749096358515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059044446413504516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907280631839853,0.0,0.06468376847853463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46436692392837,0.16406591894521472 adhd,loolpkool,2019/06/08,Forgeting meds Dont you hate it when you forget to take your meds. Did this today and got no work done and was super annoying. Can you guys recommend ways to help not go crazy if I forget?,1.318846153846156,3.477883897435902,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,81.8205128205128,6.976923076923077,17.442307692307693,8.07648339933343,0.5582769230769227,148,3,32,3,4,49,33,39,0.171,0.551,0.278,0.7531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801114251014604,0.3207987537727501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556184568550152,0.0,0.21891953868906847,0.0,0.0,0.2710266387750192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27024263382386904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346929088254574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080842336635105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580398608166528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945532498743623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726684036767352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927201155442004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pvt_13rian,2019/06/08,"I just graduated from university! On Tuesday I walked the stage and accepted my two bachelors degrees (BSc and BEd) after taking 6 years of school! For years I had teachers tell me that my ADHD diagnosis was a death sentence and my grade 7 science told me that, because of my ADHD, if I “ever went past grade 12 they would chew me up and spit me out.” But I did it! And it’s not because I “overcame my ADHD” or “succeeded in spite of my diagnosis.” I did it BECAUSE of my ADHD and the fact that my head was always in the clouds! If you’re a student or someone thinking about going back for a degree then don’t let yourself be discouraged! Just find your niche and something for that hyper-focus to cling to and you’ll do amazing! I almost failed out of school in year 2 before finding something I could daydream ABOUT while dazing off in class. You. Can. Do. It.",3.2141604010025056,4.918013561403511,4.630881370091898,83.61644736842106,74.20467836257309,6.757059314954053,27.418964076858806,7.447530270364453,1.5585736006683373,673,26,130,8,14,224,105,171,0.085,0.855,0.06,-0.7331,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,2,6,7,1,0,6,0,14,3,2,0,2,28,19,15,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,10,1,1,4,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,7,0,25,3,23,7,0,23,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,5,10,96,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6573312935844317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369236215443409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377719114201565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514328616381106,0.0,0.25006313328780105,0.0,0.11635419307174165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917437886472467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236875899625382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24995259570603054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771150767226312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403329098523167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982414123177964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053214710372038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767728504919805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158578890044598,0.21053559510652092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281015870499058,0.0,0.11951527142072725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876163595696588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306592729020245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335734169830949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267577424549468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713494091624844,0.0,0.0,0.26416488038918023 adhd,TheBlorb,2019/06/08,"Y’all I’m actually being productive So far my summer has been pretty uneventful: Just sorta playing video games and swimming with my sister(and occasionally baking cakes somewhere in between). But this week, my sister has been at camp, leaving me bored out of my mind, to say the least. Her absence has prompted me to work on illustrating my book, as a kids book illustrator is my dream job. I’m only 15 but I gotta start working now if I want to convince my parents to not make me go to college( I mostly don’t want to go because 1-school makes me absolutely miserable, and 2- The effort i end up putting into schoolwork is decreasing exponentially over the years, meaning by the time I’m in college, I’ll be in over my head.) My parents and I have an agreement that if I can make a good amount of money(enough to live off of) and a decently sized audience of people willing to buy my work before I get out of High School, it will prove to them that college isn’t necessary for everyone, and that I will manage without it. College seems like a nightmare to me, mostly because of how I’ve learned my brain works- If I’m not passionate(or even slightly interested) in the subject, my work will be crap. I just don’t care about it. That means for me a ton of poor grades and a bunch of student debt. Sounds like fun. But anyways, back to the main point of all this rambling, I’ve done something. I mustered up the work ethic to get a whole 2 pages of my book done in the past couple days. It feels soooo good to be somewhat productive. I’m two steps closer to freedom, and I’m proud of myself. Here’s to hoping I’ll make another page tomorrow. I wish all of you good people the very best.",3.842134442134444,5.4437964624624655,4.854849849849849,83.06762474012477,72.36336336336336,7.525479325479326,29.624509124509125,8.139509932561175,2.0664161238161247,1334,56,259,20,26,436,188,333,0.048,0.7709999999999999,0.182,0.9935,4,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,1,9,10,17,1,1,17,0,22,4,3,5,3,44,47,16,0,7,11,3,1,2,0,5,0,2,1,1,10,11,1,0,6,8,3,5,6,3,0,1,4,3,35,14,50,34,14,35,0,1,0,0,10,19,1,9,13,170,45,19,0.0,0.0,0.10225731046748332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987864363647712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057498244197299,0.0,0.12775475771642295,0.0,0.08916629302606248,0.0,0.10996782951949984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697730654104427,0.0,0.0,0.10683765843401477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594517864778182,0.0,0.06757915381704416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144676234660372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281046472020246,0.10827331498818693,0.0,0.06921103787330879,0.0,0.0,0.10012877668251094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298361848320708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949410156031256,0.0,0.11910609977467132,0.26367190214530906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754202346086864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071355886033923,0.0,0.104077454526647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398524808350074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095464384714784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238758498257604,0.0,0.09252912507204906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797854043463964,0.0,0.0,0.2282882261129909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580532365894704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969548023836233,0.0,0.0,0.2327078405576025,0.0,0.10003135573115968,0.14529267016769962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990578894957201,0.0,0.0,0.10660637814248376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534020100939236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333108426749462,0.0,0.2121007282772359,0.0,0.09539444236408956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067039988025887,0.0,0.0,0.0741690058115645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110233010469216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236198734895142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646051482251563,0.12361255486062435,0.0,0.0840540689921644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699130278296585,0.12050024882716895,0.10101123901272913,0.0,0.4577185103309484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747959974664915 adhd,throwingbaskets,2019/06/08,"Just diagnosed. Trying concerta and it worked only at hours 9-10 in system? I was diagnosed yesterday with BiPolar 2 and co-morbid adhd. We decided to start treating the adhd first, since those are my worst symptoms. I was prescribed 18mg of concerta. I took my first dose today at 9 am! After the first hour, i started feeling very zen. I didnt see an increase in focus/less brain fog, but needed to get out of the house so I took my puppy for a walk. I noticed I was calmer with her training, didnt correct people irritably when they got her breed wrong, and just chill. By the second hour I was tired af. Took a nap on the couch. Scrolled on my phone (did this A LOT today) and was half awake scrolling on my phone when my german shepherd jumped on my face unexpectedly. It freaked me OUT. I mean, I sat up, freaked out, and started crying. I couldn’t tell my SO why I was crying, it was just SO emotional. Then nothing for hours. Bleh. Then hour 9 hits and I am focused, a tiny bit manic, and find the motivation and time (in the middle of dinner) to decide to finally replant that plant Ive been meaning to replant for 6 months. I did the dishes. I swept the floors. And its hour 11 now, and Im still a little on edge. What the heck??",1.5998800000000024,3.748537628000001,3.2252000000000014,89.7506,80.72,5.7600000000000025,22.8,6.918507183188421,0.7056400000000003,957,32,199,11,25,316,147,250,0.109,0.82,0.071,-0.8841,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,1,5,10,5,0,0,16,0,17,10,2,1,1,31,32,18,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,8,16,2,0,7,1,0,6,3,4,0,5,17,2,30,1,29,13,4,49,1,0,1,0,7,17,1,1,25,129,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473864768648256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066203183996975,0.0,0.0,0.10902177031262464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145516436847604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982473473297053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985527450895878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938024353109173,0.0,0.0,0.10698265156658036,0.08926021760170975,0.24921072353737295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102374616014572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810827696159016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770573957249487,0.11268747080067575,0.0,0.0,0.105490441204123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788179520316792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302773435844463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276252025545084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779519325118865,0.0,0.0,0.07241425846221228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370818798379237,0.11118748761866776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427545220877925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770571396928605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778230270812275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078603714686584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737448711217155,0.0,0.07799205473091153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150698267956994,0.0,0.0,0.08535985876528453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056946807848602475,0.11224674282922796,0.1851420709602472,0.0,0.3255142837888211,0.06630528422155361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805804020182685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881236973109542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710982380211047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677677250338782,0.0,0.0 adhd,Def3ndTacos,2019/06/08,"ADD/ADHD instead of BPD? Hello all! I am a long time lurker here, but first time posting so take it easy on me please. I was diagnosed with BPD (borderline personality disorder) about five years ago but I have never agreed with the diagnosis. Also bipolar as well. I recently started school again and find myself REALLY struggling. I also am a frequent loser of anything and everything. Phone. Keys. Wallet. I have trouble remembering things. I have to have a daily calendar and a lot of other characters of ADHD upon researching.Especially the hypersensitivity aspect of it. I am going back into therapy and such, and this requires a new diagnosis and new therapy plan. Any tips on bringing this up to my new physiatrist? And see if this is something that actually may be an issue?",3.4520317460317465,6.602453028571433,5.733333333333337,67.8105555555556,83.0,8.53968253968254,28.49206349206349,8.998388855275968,3.5659444444444435,624,29,93,19,18,217,98,140,0.114,0.818,0.068,-0.8223,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,1,8,0,11,2,0,0,2,20,16,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,2,1,1,11,1,16,13,2,23,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,3,15,78,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.13405938944982004,0.0,0.3301990785367617,0.0,0.12177574429186652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971945238672555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342055122412896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130489369079338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563384565581478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460411199927836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943398766200615,0.0,0.0,0.1574450680270737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346490273002035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125559390805729,0.11685215605318044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807408068208094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433850987827257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157364576779005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679236311683065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059530220800108,0.3980364739491306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995163031411353,0.0,0.1507978536769623,0.0,0.0,0.1315684596653831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800673441851706,0.0,0.13564245973001834,0.0,0.1556204953451275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903208486864194,0.10947107382796148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057589379691271,0.0,0.0,0.09723560682109147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436154693109923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032898326914833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142033963522963,0.0,0.09126666686511782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160210375773596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351773427070027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846579184410124 adhd,sunflower04077,2019/06/08,"I need help I can never get a set routine down for anything. I try so hard but I’ve never kept a good routine for more than three days. I’ve tried rewarding myself and making it fun, but nothing works. I want to get into the habit of a morning routine, a night routine, washing my face daily, working out, reading more, and drinking more water. Any suggestions?",3.445190476190476,5.434541042857148,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.28571428571428,5.80952380952381,30.23809523809524,6.42735559955562,1.7015238095238092,283,13,50,2,6,92,51,70,0.083,0.763,0.154,0.792,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,0,1,4,1,1,2,12,7,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,6,3,8,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974012951777373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054038532331324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097473710215093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445181195611875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26081688238691925,0.0,0.0,0.2093570414922846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235972767814519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730513780846928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666134427770869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507913034448245,0.3850219133799221,0.0,0.0,0.2342376186625166,0.0,0.239502969532552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496727970035832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389311608396182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472236436629931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36343118997310986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItsTDogFool,2019/06/08,"Concerta, Excedrin, Headache and Anxiety. I recently started taking Concerta about a week ago and I have co-morbid Anxiety with ADHD. I haven't had any caffeine since starting Concerta out of fears of anxiety but I been getting bad tense headaches the last few days... so my question: Will taking Excedrin make my Anxiety go bonkers or should it be okay? Asking for some experiences with it cause I know everybody is different",4.339866666666668,7.61763898666667,4.966666666666669,74.29666666666667,79.13333333333333,9.2,36.333333333333336,9.444778638647367,4.7207333333333334,344,21,52,11,9,110,58,75,0.205,0.764,0.03,-0.8885,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,2,0,13,17,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,7,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261372576542393,0.0,0.16679654579896547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795836594086638,0.0,0.5757815506449617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759084807149623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710956355825134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329685462323049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213505867815126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965919359317192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406106390105734,0.0,0.21173746388200745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830822615381213,0.0,0.1069382663183658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341033151377364,0.1533792456161207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560131739092187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078739160864252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578982110276826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565168392335213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26636771453521113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829526915934961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093427510482302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExperimentalMeatBag,2019/06/08,"Can someone suggest a role model worthy entrepreneur who had ADHD-PI like symptoms ? I really need to watch a movie / read a book about a real person who was/is a great entrepreneur / businessman and had ADHD-PI like symptoms. Need some motivational boost for this month. Please avoid suggestions related to Richard Branson / sportspeople / film-tv people / dancers or the sort of people with excess unmanaged energy.",9.994130434782614,10.945878811594207,9.43605072463768,58.13494565217394,57.98550724637681,12.697101449275365,38.98913043478261,12.161744961471696,5.500504347826087,334,15,45,10,4,107,55,69,0.03,0.705,0.264,0.9423,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,10,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,6,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,3,22,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076353477798721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284536624878105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063603087845128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857537845082898,0.0,0.0,0.3131997022304009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283472488422496,0.1844090172543848,0.0,0.2318308132021044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125408772725196,0.24038834873811704,0.13529816446335402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894647752767118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390289623160013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,endymionspenis,2019/06/08,"Keep seeing posts on here that say things like ""I don't have any empathy"" and ""I can't stand it when people ask me to respect them, do you think it's connected to my ADHD?"" I think this is kind of worrying. I think that with ADHD we often prioritise pleasure over everything else, and may struggle to relate to neurotypical people, and this can sometimes result in selfish/unkind behaviour. But I also think that empathy is something you build, it's a skill, not a natural quality. You have to make the effort, this is so important. My Dad used to really struggle to understand me, and now he's a massive support, because he listened and he tried. If you're a white person and you make a POC friend for the first time, you may have to question your internalised prejudice, and do the work that you need to become a better friend to that person. In my case, I really struggle in groups, I've never really been good at conversations about things like interior design or jam or trains that just exist to fill space, and I tend to act out like an inattentive kid in class, I can't engage, I find them too boring, so I blurt out something inappropriate in order to try and bring the conversation around to the topics I'm interested in (politics, art, sexual fetish), but those topics wouldn't be accessible to the majority of the group, and it would make a number of them uncomfortable. This is attributable to my ADHD, but it's also unacceptable and selfish, and I've been combatting it by trying to act more empathetically. What would make the group happy?",13.072730375426623,7.973063525597272,12.550310580204775,57.269561433447116,57.08873720136518,16.088600682593857,43.975767918088735,13.348371206891418,5.607748395904436,1235,43,218,32,10,415,158,293,0.092,0.813,0.095,-0.1784,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,1,7,3,5,12,20,1,3,16,0,21,0,0,7,1,49,40,23,0,5,8,1,0,3,2,5,0,2,0,3,20,17,0,1,8,1,0,4,6,6,0,1,2,4,27,14,36,32,2,26,0,0,2,0,29,14,0,7,8,152,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923212679771695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740376634637047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399751946369322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686788083334873,0.10172676971781276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633224472842564,0.1201769492862018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623748896600913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090046359983993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779536111844277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994543849640299,0.09255746812256473,0.0,0.0,0.16813946207338046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126835119484447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583494602622385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671923328844503,0.0,0.11331344675395695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594836497430181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905378123567283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068449452052052,0.08392436900519712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087639986297527,0.1900250637052074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042141105712374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189702485314532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912786183780135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653357376147168,0.0,0.0,0.08671098393394762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754127369800206,0.1076202182451942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34126929288176044,0.0,0.0,0.12348128503445678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458289678756775,0.27889548029454525,0.0,0.0,0.0634505483228742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163349270146185,0.0,0.0,0.1132796219127006,0.0,0.093980699230969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921817495412123,0.11050629929115104,0.0,0.15459724721090054,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hellodeveloper,2019/06/08,"How long have you been taking stimulants? I've been watching some shows recently and saw a note about the long term use of Adderall and how it's ""bad"". Out of the people here, how long have you been taking it and at what dose? After fifteen years and as I enter my thirties, I'm starting to worry if it's going to shorten my life. Probably a dumb fear, but figured I'd ask to see if anyone has had anecdotal experiences that counter the whole ""Adderall kills you"" thought. Thanks!",4.274604863221885,5.702946734042556,4.8365045592705185,84.30500000000002,71.02127659574468,7.499088145896658,29.386018237082077,7.957251820313856,1.9297252279635253,379,15,73,5,7,121,66,94,0.12,0.84,0.04,-0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,2,1,5,0,7,2,0,5,0,16,18,11,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,3,6,1,10,12,3,12,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,3,8,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181777130550072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961107480214545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934779430132493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839871286283786,0.0,0.2282309979562744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526834596996625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243923548577116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325908893465705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384729325826589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061115092740267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186762861137437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002621336015997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616227754648581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355836751114784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304993618006044,0.0,0.0,0.18673113313004044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101791385128214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751729799468987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264433809884813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597545994162952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306106381491252 adhd,Matt_Kismet,2019/06/08,"Summer school and adderall 1st semester of freshman year I wasn’t being treated for ADHD so I failed 2 classes but 2nd semester I did hella good. So I haven’t taken much adderall since school ended, but now it’s summer school. And HOLY JESUS MOTHER OF GOD WHY IS IT SO MUCH MORE EFFECTIVE? Is it that my tolerance went down in 3 weeks? What the fuck happened? The adderall feels so strong now",1.215844155844156,3.873654220779224,2.6179220779220813,88.76116883116887,91.20779220779221,4.877922077922078,21.285714285714285,6.574015621080383,0.732802597402598,313,11,57,4,11,101,55,77,0.079,0.65,0.271,0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,11,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,5,3,5,6,3,10,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,36,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131877496422835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995570733965295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141506719437626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871081043196413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935616746093306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963817989586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319180843039612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6854413122127999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675040389750425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810904715408213,0.0,0.0,0.20928110823733265,0.2037126296446956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453815702681298 adhd,endreax,2019/06/08,"Help I suck Any body else feel the need to do certain things? Like an impulse or compulsive need? I.e. I crack my ankles and feel the need to do so otherwise I get very upset. When I was younger my mom actually took me to an orthopedic dr for it and there’s nothing wrong with my ankles. Also any one have trouble navigating relationships? Like communication, lack of remembering things, not paying attention when your SO is talking even if you care about what they have to say? And just overall like ...trouble lol. Also like distracted by other people like people catching your interest? Anyone throw tantrums? Also how do u keep ur room clean? Also time management i SUCK at that. I was diagnosed with ADHD only a few years ago so I’m still making sense of all the things I do and wondering if they can be attributed to ADHD or if it’s just kinda the way I am. Thanks for reading",2.773320184089414,5.40230049704142,4.270483234714003,81.16799967126892,79.53254437869823,7.305851413543722,24.773504273504273,8.344100000000001,1.930976068376068,700,26,128,15,18,232,111,169,0.10099999999999999,0.713,0.18600000000000005,0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,0,16,17,3,2,7,1,12,4,1,3,2,30,27,19,0,7,8,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,2,0,8,6,0,1,5,1,1,3,1,8,0,1,3,3,17,9,14,23,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,2,2,7,11,87,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.1264933558924427,0.0,0.31156332822432753,0.0,0.11490297415940415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146378855119275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629617861395955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063541995238146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439819386834229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321592939343583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156462294224094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082833889773288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561477321641163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108257353193153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677226708460913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688356884700776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521488389614933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166362670541559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652436330396554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181289845425586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883414503714389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437677058230127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783590379912931,0.09858413739539852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972854314342926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965808421567612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391665988061166,0.1468375977440785,0.0,0.0,0.10308141736725214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351710034331936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418606250346543,0.0,0.11933944888308096,0.0,0.0,0.25834729712552457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558421742617695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440159295473973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695255549055367,0.0,0.10288870901747434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057062108188725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172240892620214,0.0,0.08347296625747593 adhd,erinnroobear,2019/06/08,"Sometimes when my brain is going 5000 miles a minute Sometimes especially if I sleep in until 230 and dont take my meds cause that's really late in the day and I would like to sleep I get super hyper and have all these ideas and send my husband and family 5000 texts about all the ideas I have and try to do so many things and then I wonder if this is how someone diagnosed with bipolar feels during a manic episode cause I am running high on so many ideas and energy. That's it, also semi wondering if anyone else ever feels this way.",7.921100917431197,5.875893036697249,7.959706422018348,76.82359633027524,63.58715596330275,10.921834862385323,30.974311926605505,9.3871,2.445005871559633,427,10,86,6,5,139,73,109,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,0,8,5,3,3,3,26,15,18,0,4,3,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,8,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,7,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277470521822665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860539159213873,0.14449301587851354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742644083336507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897355003643007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094709029067036,0.0,0.0,0.14313367965534404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527594638756846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780522425607005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756186498741992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294235765756887,0.0,0.14260924151741414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736778235479328,0.0,0.08014567065831324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899677585979476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775877431148417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907820067517195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889589769993157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859469852601681,0.0,0.0,0.15664290465618547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034187390744326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224634424912537,0.0,0.1194869137590164,0.0,0.2789473990072065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603048849147532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368830424579727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957442249700391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193616632888012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058632297486351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017750545929728,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zan-t,2019/06/08,feeling stupid anyone else ever spend some time around NTs and are reminded of all of your weaknesses at once? just spent an hour out at dinner with my family and it was like checking off symptoms on a DSM,7.998750000000001,6.974217375000002,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,62.75,11.0,32.5,10.125756701596842,3.007249999999998,165,5,31,3,2,52,37,40,0.131,0.78,0.08900000000000001,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,10,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,9,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631762162139225,0.3462918741254173,0.0,0.3008664044564621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823319289265792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057146881795816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186095736460909,0.0,0.17088861081767068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33283397591794994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511586659746705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359928755282546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512819301404032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970739750933211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,badbadnotsad,2019/06/08,"Being on medication & eating disorders I have such a strong impulse everytime I refill my Vyvanse to abuse it for the anorectic effects until I run out early. I don't feel more focused with these higher doses, nor do I get a definitive high, but I still feel addicted to losing weight. I have been this way for a long time, since before I was ever prescribed stimulant medication I have had a problem with putting blinders on to block out everything else in my life and focus on minimizing my body. I know therapy is what I need to get into to heal, so I guess what I'm looking for is to read your own experiences with eating disorders as they relate to your ADHD and your life as a whole. Thank you so much",7.643535457348406,6.609302870503598,8.453566289825286,69.82244604316547,63.460431654676256,11.396094552929089,35.68448098663926,10.608840637214634,3.745330113052415,565,22,103,12,7,192,92,139,0.113,0.846,0.04,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,4,1,3,5,4,0,0,6,0,11,11,1,2,1,19,21,9,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,8,3,1,4,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,4,20,2,23,17,4,17,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,1,6,78,25,1,0.0,0.17736272059166516,0.0,0.1631883796852865,0.17990290404351555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219321155268404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737843115365102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627610859460978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343124215741819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063483359363932,0.12504999383412013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354066471234938,0.0,0.0,0.13453516979519953,0.1464292981202098,0.0,0.0,0.15137940515844575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641770453835635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490463982101394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815975921467745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226781884777044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114663703140568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247433654693316,0.12570512304489548,0.16746911516247348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016015875439856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004219534515408,0.11099608453831866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323678692010516,0.0,0.15048365348175535,0.0,0.0,0.14973434785190168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123828290161232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954569285200635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378179745567537,0.17118795035589626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728768107801962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118820001384788,0.0,0.18228676762730167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712782489185898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,matt6288n,2019/06/08,symptoms of adhd what are some symptoms of adhd? and what type things in your life does adhd cause? I have a major problem with procrastination and get bored real fast and always want to switch things up for excitement,4.411749999999998,7.258808675000001,4.535,80.36,74.75,6.0,22.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0149999999999997,177,5,29,2,4,55,32,40,0.11800000000000001,0.779,0.10300000000000001,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7220931855955625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664906560150036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574280559863065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752664423487349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463807236664258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146373919333075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164098232417165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796257100629824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163353653417454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661143635222058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813037667427995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TalesOfRuck,2019/06/08,"Being way more attuned to our subconscious I've been diagnosed at 19, and now at 34 it's really sinking in how hard wired this is in my brain and how I need to figure out how to work with it to function instead of against it. One thing I'm fascinated by is how we tend to be much more aware and attuned to our subconscious brain than NTs and why so many things that feel perfectly reasonable to express are so baffling to others. Like theres almost nothing ""sub"" about it at this point. I can easily identify the complex emotional chain of associations that make me cry at scenes in movies that no rational person would consider sad, but I cant remqember sequences of numbers on a piece of paper without checking 10 times just to make sure. I like digging through and identifying the patterns and webs of my emotional response, and it just feels so normal to me I've had to learn through the years that not everyone needs to hear my myriad subconscious ramblings regarding feeling ways about stuff. But it's nice when you can interact with a fellow soul who speaks that mental language.",8.921796116504854,7.795101470873789,8.425553398058252,71.34638834951458,60.990291262135926,12.123495145631068,40.01747572815536,11.20814326018867,4.474222912621359,877,40,157,20,10,279,135,206,0.033,0.857,0.11,0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,1,0,2,15,6,0,0,5,0,11,3,2,7,2,37,21,17,0,4,6,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,18,11,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,6,13,5,36,16,4,16,1,1,0,0,11,10,0,1,6,112,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530393990892782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462717293237632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036314966024438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574168434360776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489190807530751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819867922313867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352601082275719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893349401641486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480187469035985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154189800378298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705250160761252,0.1572406715110872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629797378655522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401171671669845,0.23000003057650345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519588990310479,0.14881659053919508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050955067342391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354218388620629,0.0,0.0,0.14661367966619207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935699728291653,0.15946215708628192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754518362683794,0.0,0.0,0.14617397923623074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060747289773409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043638521305583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462123242029037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399479433087796,0.0,0.0,0.14950479476889414,0.0,0.11291006264548595,0.0,0.0,0.110174116467034,0.0,0.0,0.0998752595237306 adhd,Grizzlybehr69,2019/06/08,"Week 2 off Adderall: I checked out of school 2 weeks ago, and I decided to stop taking my medication all summer ‘19. And let me tell you guys, this is freaking hard. I feel so uncomfortable, bored, and frustrated, and it’s all making me quite depressed. Maybe because I keep overthinking how dependent I am of my medication, and how the “normal” me is such an inconvenient and uncomfortable person to be. I feel sometimes as if I’m a fraud (if that makes sense). What makes me feel more down is that I start college on August and I don’t know how things will be then, as far as my schedule and whether I decide to take my medication or not. Anyone feel the same or have felt the same? How are you overcoming it?",5.098337330135892,5.7605757482014415,5.88369304556355,80.38766586730617,68.49640287769785,9.343245403677058,29.83293365307754,9.444778638647367,2.4464478017585933,555,20,113,11,9,182,89,139,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,1,0,5,0,11,3,0,8,2,38,25,22,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,9,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,19,0,12,20,5,14,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,5,9,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461897231424262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407538738378625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945220961189948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051730092587336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299658204877294,0.0,0.15664562229109374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154006353438904,0.0,0.0,0.1461466566465495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501154757970364,0.0,0.0,0.089660704893865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682770810420572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32670341023038363,0.0,0.16390195722380935,0.0,0.0,0.4930569081880189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984831590325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245268303897926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352571742813033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651123329143347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135543953350925,0.0,0.11547548826402228,0.0,0.0,0.13639725460015642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453307847341168,0.0,0.14259668351204818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838686838115462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26173155622734806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xavier1131,2019/06/08,"Getting into the Military, help So here's my situations i have been on and off medications for adhd since i was young. But I haven't been on adderall for about 2 months. And I've decided that i was to join the Navy. The thing is that since i was on adderall and i have ADHD im disqualified from enlisting, so I was wondering if I could just lie about having ADHD and being on any medications so I could enlist. I don't think it affects my life that serverly. I can function just fine without being on medication. I personally think I'd do well and excel in the military and i don't want this controlling every aspect of my life.",3.4633070866141717,5.0185085984252,5.622842519685039,77.36969685039371,73.25196850393702,8.859527559055119,27.660629921259844,9.3871,2.5196211023622044,500,19,97,12,10,175,71,127,0.035,0.862,0.10300000000000001,0.7768,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,4,0,19,5,0,2,0,21,24,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,0,16,3,16,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,2,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580395122012723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525439999349344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359677451315314,0.24715540031300806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040720547933016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808651570544907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374448249737693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671868833179097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864866637262287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677678875919221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354238447114364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514624685379095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560680496170205,0.17397704360608646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028276769342472,0.19835108427994336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129212003447668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916407941147355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920054305452618,0.1678502222227431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inaudable213,2019/06/08,Adults with ADD and Romantic Relationships has anyone had a change of heart regarding someone you thought you couldnt live wo? sometimes i feel while on the medication that i could do better (not in a cocky way) than the relationship i had before i was on meds. am i just being foolish having these thoughts. i feel the meds help with my outlook on life but im worried this is a Pink Cloud im on because ive only been medicated for about a month anyone have similar exp?,4.255437788018432,5.744497247311831,5.324761904761908,80.55000000000003,71.15053763440861,8.325038402457759,29.414746543778804,8.841846274778883,2.3279843317972357,376,15,73,7,7,124,69,93,0.066,0.863,0.071,0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,0,14,4,1,0,0,13,18,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,10,1,11,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360055538107577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287615210192097,0.0,0.14360459504882225,0.0,0.0,0.14925685981694772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785285188232684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474325293037598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706629448928262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999845665350624,0.11311805469410413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645852686531119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192020587801218,0.0,0.0,0.14902052205208968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749145443975509,0.3400212536225333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347047463849483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283516088698033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623758817518901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299205550279018,0.0,0.16691058755456212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679574046475709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395594550839235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138667477093658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crilose,2019/06/08,"I think you need to slow down. One point of feedback I get is that I need to slow down, it's not often but it is common enough. Problem is, I don't think it's that I need to slow down, it's that I need to be more aware, and I don't know how to do that. One of the benefits of this thing is being able to be ridiculously efficient at things, it's something that goes unnoticed, and it leads to being fast. But I really don't know how to slow down. Is this something everyone here runs into? How have you been successful with slowing down?",2.1733333333333316,3.4228117719298297,3.6342105263157904,91.56780701754387,76.01754385964912,7.522807017543862,22.3157894736842,8.167268648758528,0.9001473684210524,418,11,97,7,9,138,55,114,0.059000000000000004,0.83,0.11199999999999999,0.7912,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,5,4,1,0,1,0,15,0,0,4,0,21,24,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,1,0,10,2,19,19,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,7,74,25,3,0.20809224974280272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501492054898455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884106222669945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871961179973882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287241167523356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171910658278633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820173877909513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671443736617972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911617953167254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133309223691825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203991606390018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649448849835595,0.26667422247682593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hrhpancakes,2019/06/08,"The danger of not disclosing your ADD/ADHD to your employer,out weighs the stigma. I see a LOT of bad advice from people in this sub, saying not to disclose your ADD/HD to your employer when people are asking if they should because the ""stigma"" I also see tons and tons of ""I was fired because of my ADD"" threads or ""I've had 18 jobs in 7 years due to my ADD"" or "" I'm about to be fired because of my ADD."" The common denominator in all those threads is that they didn't tell HR or management about their disorder. Even though they were having issues because of their ADD. The point is, it doesn't matter if you disclose that you have ADD or not even if you're medicated, the symptoms of our disorder tend to always come out eventually. There also always seems to be a lot of shock and confusion when the hammer drops on us in the workplace, because we HAVE been trying hard, we think we are doing well, we seem to be getting along fine with everyone, what happened?! What happens is our depection of how well we are doing is not always the reality of how we are ACTUALLY doing. Remember that our coworkers are probably not dealing with our disorder, and things come to them a lot easier IE retention, critical thinking, time management, organization, emotional control, learning new skills...I can go on and on. So our coworkers and management think we just aren't ""getting it""or we lack the initiative our coworkers have, we are applying ourselves and don't care about our job! We are great with the customers, but can't balance the drawer correctly at night, we aren't don't care about the details!We forget to turn in our time sheet on Fridays, we are airheads! We do our job so well somedays, but other days we disappoint everyone, we lack consistency! I was diagnosed with ADD when I was six and all my life I have fought against having this disorder. I told myself that I wouldn't let ADD define me, mind over matter. I refused to take my medication, because that would prove that something was mentally and cognitively wrong with me, and I was embarrassed and ashamed. I didn't want anyone to know, especially my employers, because they would think less of me. Now, I'm 38. I actually haven't had a lot of jobs and I can honestly say that my ADD has helped me as much as it has hurt me in my career. I ended up having to resign from my job last week. Long story short, my ADD symptoms were called out by my manager, shocked me because I felt I was towing the line just fine. I told her I have severe ADD. I went to HR to complain about being bullied by a few of my coworkers. She didn't like that and retaliated against me. Suddenly my ADD symptoms were used as performance issues. My manager tried everything to get me to quit, I did eventually, but since I disclosed I was protected under the ADA. What my employer did was considered discrimination under the ADA and they are in deep dookie with the federal government. I was able to apply for unemployment and have gotten health as well insurance. If I hadn't disclosed I would have been fired and had no recourse I wouldn't be coy under the ADA. Know your rights. ADD is covered under the ADA. Check out the JAN network for reasonable accommodations. Don't wait to tell your employer you have ADD. Just tell HR and have them keep it on file.",5.414659994112451,6.524254822784813,6.2550677068001175,76.39502502207833,68.01898734177216,9.86641153959376,31.311598469237556,10.043921644272036,3.1567391374742417,2616,105,485,63,43,863,265,632,0.151,0.81,0.039,-0.9968,12,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,25,9,9,3,26,24,2,3,25,0,77,9,0,5,4,116,113,41,0,13,19,0,5,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,19,56,1,5,13,0,1,4,20,13,4,1,29,9,95,11,78,72,13,48,0,3,2,0,59,26,0,15,18,362,114,18,0.06677598504786125,0.0,0.13032745771013032,0.0,0.08025175748699037,0.06525271975256185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680146223455148,0.16668890661735405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669132136445128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062426531924370976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055755158280205316,0.3256481655431287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818574673657317,0.0,0.13616513428481036,0.0,0.0,0.1150431967378695,0.0,0.0,0.07489494530843485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043064986116458995,0.06884310846068098,0.0,0.0677762192001365,0.0,0.0,0.3061242562595392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511399537697337,0.059143702589977865,0.0,0.0,0.08820981668959668,0.0,0.0,0.12761463067040701,0.06001394962064582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411541751877901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466308833108864,0.0,0.037950331155878855,0.0,0.0,0.07362075925520313,0.0,0.0,0.11809956609349295,0.0,0.05981816646273374,0.0,0.0,0.0709797495200407,0.0,0.0,0.044758535200227496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714850730875081,0.0,0.0,0.13939355888878868,0.3313243072823941,0.05935356368171935,0.0,0.0,0.07339667007885521,0.05443134028600748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828296892284291,0.047165853039795536,0.03262337330909527,0.0,0.0,0.05909464544965259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708221822347505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453955949158367,0.06729448704894392,0.0,0.06742470920479042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908803235349238,0.0,0.0,0.0644926624667248,0.0,0.06266473843813414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258812030311564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312488977603926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199580599618036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102447971686986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865683415380612,0.0,0.0,0.07564417385890483,0.057026326373089936,0.0,0.1062058870036942,0.0,0.0,0.10642362913443328,0.12158069771393748,0.0,0.07543785607561619,0.0,0.05523778487558025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140741566930286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082174495982514,0.05020723038211553,0.0,0.17509546260753645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044362997306728984,0.17114941969027808,0.0656070662693292,0.0,0.07787522775930952,0.0,0.0,0.12761463067040701,0.0,0.09067302111343817,0.07263309652526095,0.0,0.0,0.0803232881023956,0.057673011116851365,0.0,0.0,0.0393862060873438,0.0,0.0535636673400681,0.0,0.2401585201257593,0.061902007139333935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230723164417802,0.07300905698008645,0.0,0.04300154503415416 adhd,cimbelina,2019/06/08,"Had an outburst at work and now I'm obsessing over my outburst Ugh! The past few weeks have been awful, mentally anyway. I broke up with a boyfriend, I've been on this super restrictive diet because my IBS is getting worse, my allergies are acting like a bitch, so now my narcolepsy is acting up (never did a sleep test, but past doctors said we can assume so), and my feet hurt like hell in the morning even though I have a desk job and work from home, so that means I might be sleepwalking. Did I mention it was the anniversary of my best friend's death (suicide) during all of this too? And I've been dealing with annoying crap from IT for months! Did I mention that my company has been bought 2 times since I've been there (1.5 years). I left an amazing job for a position that probably doesn't exist anymore. And now I'm a lone statistician and I'm 500% positive that my current department doesn't know what to do with me, even though they're paying me a lot of money for nothing. I'm in high demand in the job market right now, so I'm thinking maybe that's why? Idk. Anyway, there have been some layoffs as usual after the buy out. People in the department are dropping like flies (resigning) to the point we 3 people leave within 2 weeks. So, I'm feel super discouraged, full of regret and bored out of mind. So I finally get an assignment, but it is with a coworker who is a micromanager (and who is leading it) and they're a nice person, but I absolutely lost it and started acting like the biggest bitch ever and I'm always a nice person. This has never happened before, but now I'm obsessing on whether or not I'll have a job next week. I messaged the victim today and apologized explaining that I've been having some health issues which has been causing me to act out of character. Which is absolutely true. But I can't stop obsessing over it. I can't stop thinking about getting fired and I feel like my outburst at this point was a rational reaction to the amount of ""blah"" that I'm feeling. Especially since the coworker kept acting condescending to me like an idiot, when the issue was more of me not understanding what they're telling me because their instructions were vague and when I asked for clarification I would hear: ""We went over this before..."". We have, but I didn't understand that explanation either. So ofc I'm coming off as a dumbass. Sigh... is there a way for me to relax and stop obsessing? What's done is done at this point:/",5.373698611763128,6.068436155925159,6.137381798672124,78.6965240426531,67.8981288981289,9.532854939306553,30.484944001073032,9.618343705623,2.734120059016833,1945,72,373,40,31,639,227,481,0.168,0.7,0.131,-0.9496,5,0,0,0,0,1,65.0,4,0,1,7,26,36,7,4,31,1,47,6,3,2,5,70,80,36,2,2,11,0,4,7,1,2,2,2,1,2,27,27,1,6,12,1,4,10,9,20,1,0,24,6,36,15,48,53,10,67,1,7,0,0,20,27,4,6,34,250,63,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234990778993343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623168227333126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128712198121807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600862061155948,0.0,0.14797720097000955,0.0,0.09124934466147656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932227108370362,0.0,0.0749002874104054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896423040413195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899767655753016,0.0,0.17796141087707826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486017095863812,0.07865184259452268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189458641253898,0.06211756303737907,0.0,0.09525018896006053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717785790961778,0.0,0.13628438046834412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689017424995627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242447689424467,0.09799970398772198,0.0,0.0,0.09186813757522017,0.0872185933033353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308247113487414,0.0,0.0,0.18150778003359733,0.34514042092275565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047785804287054666,0.0,0.0,0.09206818559972084,0.09447213762209293,0.0,0.0,0.2548781786078976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949169078169988,0.07392233479692534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735361672020575,0.09471475029452844,0.0,0.0,0.08762580602808527,0.09224090088881144,0.08779537149873766,0.0,0.06940318072915015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412340605026926,0.0,0.0924730046495811,0.0,0.0,0.0834314954981855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600847167668775,0.12056126773483085,0.15184391066129738,0.0,0.0,0.2465894127272177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374750901167564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742553815683046,0.08270998138454126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385295542585333,0.0,0.08701344654592083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061544118894320876,0.0,0.0,0.2180839149546087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510990043474747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599870220021057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142893355210604,0.1708571478910826,0.0,0.05070162431780738,0.0,0.08241905105728989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810373900586282,0.0,0.0,0.0957638586897337,0.0,0.0,0.06901738019902448,0.20923970433477068,0.0,0.0,0.08060412536312736,0.07845943896336975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660222021180645,0.0,0.08861014261173313,0.06176724832044141,0.0,0.0,0.055993368986232576 adhd,RitalinDream,2019/06/08,Shoutout to the goblins that keep taking my stuff and hiding it in the most ridicilous places This is the only explanation I can find to why my phone charger was placed in the drawer with my forks. I mean no normal person would actually put their charger there right?,7.250533333333338,7.824915519999998,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333338,63.8,8.266666666666667,30.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.0162666666666667,216,7,38,2,3,66,41,50,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.24894650052060674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331621162595668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674979212523205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778850467564266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994955924257395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401948693886625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274857972270268,0.5330626128801871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564518300504733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785899360827066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920351534272628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180784347469107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301933415547264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121986949411012,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NovemberStars,2019/06/08,"Productivity timers Does anybody else struggle with getting anything done unless you have a timer set for said task? I always have timers set for things going off all the time, and I joke with my boyfriend that it’s my “productivity timer”. It honestly does help me and puts the time it takes to do my chores into perspective so I get them done. If I have to hand wash dishes, I’ll set a 30 min timer and try my damndest to get them done in that time. If I don’t set a timer, I’ll get overwhelmed and feel like I’ll be doing them for hours and just give up.. or not even start at all.",5.001865407319951,4.694906305785125,5.3894451003541946,87.2106611570248,68.58677685950414,8.567178276269184,26.376623376623375,7.957251820313856,1.1562458087367178,457,11,105,5,7,146,72,121,0.019,0.855,0.125,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,2,5,0,10,3,1,0,2,17,20,10,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,3,14,3,14,15,2,17,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,7,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492930074969487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476485537287498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140258146313619,0.5508312669598703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988358651396758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850616599137308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072086880546508,0.12817870937939108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749611788320472,0.17211739000081736,0.10196933656969197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026240618170198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669397228274125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765625046406274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036809922190028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067087226658328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699541553197888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757024096664035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490259023136164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919962924775235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313866245746857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181537717984695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goodkidmAAdshitty,2019/07/08,"ADHD & Anxiety Rant I've come so far this year. I've pretty much beaten my depression completely, I've eradicated my internet addiction, I have an active social life, I'm in pretty good shape, I have a stable relationship with my parents, and I'm (hopefully) about to get my first job soon. It's safe to say that I'm actually pretty proud of myself. I've learnt to accept my ADHD. Yes, it's caused a lot of damage in my life and it is making the transition from childhood to adulthood extremely slow and difficult. But, it does have it's benefits and I have accepted it as a part of myself. However, having ADHD paired with social anxiety is an absolute nightmare, and I needed a place to vent about it tonight. I feel like, because of my ADHD, I am in constant need of stimulation. So, when I'm in a social scenario, I constantly feel like I have to entertain the people around me and I constantly feel pressured to make others feel happy. I absolutely hate silences and, when a silence occurs mid-conversation, my mind panics. I always feel like the silence is my fault for some reason. The people around me probably feel comfortable during these silences and it's most likely just all in my mind, but that doesn't really make it any better. Additionally, because of my ADHD, I will often say or do things before thinking and then my anxiety will tell me that I have said or done something stupid and I will start to feel embarassed and self-conscious. ADHD and anxiety counteract each other. My ADHD wants me to express myself and to be weird and to entertain the crowd, whilst my anxiety wants me to hide away my personality and stay as quiet as possible. The worst part is -- nobody knows! I've become so good at hiding my feelings that nobody knows that I have anxiety. When I feel anxious, I don't display any typical anxious traits and so people think that I'm just calm and chilled out. This leads to some pretty unique scenarios, as I'm able to easily integrate myself into almost any social scenario or event -- yet I'll feel awkward and anxious the entire time but people either think that I'm calm or just a quiet person. My social anxiety feels awful and if I didn't have it, I'm pretty sure I'd be a very happy person right now.",6.718468677494202,6.8618682436194876,7.697405104408354,70.58233967517401,64.93967517401393,10.608296983758699,32.32120649651972,10.355215969177356,3.4301730116009264,1787,65,307,40,25,605,199,431,0.134,0.713,0.153,0.877,3,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,5,18,33,3,3,17,2,24,3,0,7,2,81,61,39,0,6,12,1,11,4,0,3,3,5,0,3,23,28,0,1,19,2,0,2,3,12,0,1,3,16,44,21,41,53,11,37,0,2,0,0,16,15,0,12,23,203,67,3,0.0571034881132229,0.0,0.05572476712131518,0.06225123083483072,0.4803910707580441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718089476362464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751467657525811,0.061871605513091676,0.0,0.11649699023710874,0.0,0.3057880847524672,0.19353206311880267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166842212658153,0.0,0.0,0.05365060681425462,0.0,0.0,0.06961951267681256,0.06306631622784496,0.048590862513720176,0.0,0.0,0.05050339477040566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661012172018585,0.0,0.04918959872115359,0.05987192084738836,0.18512575279376195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918315063735808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997164726149707,0.058436694247435576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31760563293674793,0.1223842299537086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857219781777697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029834215679603024,0.0,0.0,0.09579139314545652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215754498631452,0.0,0.05637787234014824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056716648321402025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056666400739611336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276516736359683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066776481028479,0.1115915195340916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048547343553802864,0.0,0.0,0.1143510651942853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531648923946727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197763417477183,0.08468302576056834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699863966702754,0.06340666580752723,0.12367502586465333,0.0,0.15835347463208868,0.14958168970875554,0.059660991220419624,0.0,0.0,0.06437560289090788,0.0,0.29047388242847544,0.06156721834890346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036581956703711366,0.058711896352908285,0.0,0.06130777584974855,0.0,0.04876606684053415,0.05431849376287523,0.09082197142764564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059571391910095424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910490745980195,0.0,0.043961054973573416,0.0,0.0,0.0404181427965795,0.0608647204678398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053819361754689606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991096554907835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793702013614661,0.10976882833548496,0.0,0.0,0.03329750313290726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047116358054476414,0.06736223357907976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03677277413351596 adhd,0ctodad,2019/07/08,"Vyvansers, how long were you taking it until you noticed it starting to help? I believe it's my 7th day and I've only noticed a few side effects which are.. -Decreased appetite -Stomachache -Memory loss That's about it. Curious how it worked for other people. Been on 40mg the home time.",1.0163636363636357,3.408158363636364,2.4313636363636384,87.42704545454546,101.72727272727272,4.381818181818182,25.5,6.2581,1.3753272727272732,230,11,39,3,10,74,46,55,0.043,0.863,0.094,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,5,3,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,26,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323836954850383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853695862171893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926593248472613,0.0,0.2883173038503832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436789750797034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544855027813326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860466372752185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926886197992244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344554704919174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611277189026776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760366190847792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209253608723042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,likinganonymity,2019/07/08,"I'm confused about my consultation process (Canada) Over the last 4-5 months, I had been dealing with feelings of depression and anxiety. So much so that it was affecting my work and had been noticed by my manager, which resulted in a meeting about 6 weeks ago. I confessed that I was having these feelings and he was very understanding when I told him I had made an appointment to start seeing a psychologist. After a few sessions (I had seen my therapist a few times before when I was having difficulty at my previous employer), he said that maybe my problems may be stemming from undiagnosed adult ADHD and encouraged me to see my physician for a referral for an assessment. One week later, my physician refers me to a psychologist who does ADHD assessments for $800 - which should be covered by my employers benefits. 10 days later, I do my assessment and lo and behold, it comes back that I do have ADHD. 10 days after that, I go to see my physician again. This time it was for a check-up at the suggestion of my manager who suggested getting checked in case there was a physiological cause of my depression and anxiety. I had forwarded my assessment onto my physician in hopes that we can talk about it and see what the course of action is. My psychologist said that the likely treatment will be medication. At this point, I am relieved that the assessment has focused the picture, and now I can start to see something that resembles a clear path towards the future. My physician took a look at my assessment, and said he would like to look it over before calling me back and deciding on a course of action. That was 10 days ago. This morning, I called to make an appointment to discuss my assessment. The receptionist told me that I was somehow wrongfully referred to a psychologist and would now like to refer me to a psychiatrist, which will take about 4-5 weeks for my first appointment. Now I'm starting to feel annoyed. My previous physician moved to a new country so these are my first interactions with a different physician at the same clinic. Thus far, I'm not feeling terribly confident in how he has handled the process. I'm told by the receptionist that my healthcare should cover this visit to the psychiatrist, but I'm just thinking that I've already done an assessment and I just want to start, or at least develop, a treatment plan. What is a psychiatrist going to do that the psychologists that I haven't already? Should I consider finding a new GP? Am I overreacting? I would like to note that I understand the medical difference between a psychiatrist and a psychologist.",8.28726585130351,8.212711382845189,8.564100418410046,66.40725136787898,61.74058577405857,12.458448664306404,40.560347602188614,11.87940476392328,5.14325915674284,2083,106,351,61,26,688,211,478,0.039,0.912,0.049,0.6313,3,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,0,4,20,15,1,1,38,0,44,10,0,7,1,57,84,22,0,9,5,0,4,4,0,9,10,3,0,1,34,18,0,0,13,0,1,9,2,7,0,3,25,15,51,8,55,47,5,59,1,2,8,0,28,18,0,5,38,263,85,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29833029020059576,0.0,0.14669692919788674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262236663640813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659942231390212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725162032211496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081982920510475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689838266346904,0.0,0.0,0.08500192513283486,0.0,0.07127750499000307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600910709985456,0.08530647871363009,0.14253632296743202,0.0,0.0,0.17290186177482442,0.0,0.0,0.0724107215680189,0.08467688035905148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673534662541781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562744604956624,0.14076573756814018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043230855958604215,0.0,0.09405179949923978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821844716941447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744823229640555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170014184345646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389699480286108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829533532477098,0.05523294105462119,0.0,0.08312849078339181,0.0,0.0,0.1667137978591564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604628275507589,0.08794485755316192,0.06082710790795923,0.0,0.0,0.15983130514930755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420574974160204,0.0,0.0,0.05607016465377837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822078616707878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917580585384312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612837739421136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296853256767508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370115627507998,0.0,0.0,0.2342693943246943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622139546808589,0.06650730995559083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607334175468182,0.0,0.05301966549054643,0.0,0.0,0.096498569104602,0.0,0.0,0.2371992277422467,0.0919327579409453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228096072016347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827330439055784,0.04880515459466233,0.0,0.19911918345665086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023935751706391,0.0,0.0,0.17633905700209884,0.0904686860374861,0.0,0.0 adhd,NewAccountWhoDisTho,2019/07/08,"How can I cope? The background is I have OCD and ADHD. I don't have any issues with being productive, quite the opposite. Im so overly productive that I get these insane rushes of anxiety and despair and I can't bring myself to slow down. I feel like if at any point and I stop, everything will come crashing down. I sit at my desk and my head is screaming and I look around and I think to myself. What is wrong with all of you? Why are we here? Why are we doing this? Get up and walk away. You need to leave. You don't belong here. Why aren't I normal? But I continue. I sit there, and I keep clicking. My thoughts fighting with each other and going in each direction until I exhaust myself into a pit of despair that seems inescapable. Which starts the next cycle of looking up useless random information on one monitor why my work monitor loads. I don't take medication. I'm so afraid of the cost. This idea that spending money will cause me to lose everything. No matter how small the amount. I make 90k a year and I spend like I make 13k. I just throw it into a savings account, because my 401k is out of the question. What if I lose it!? What if, what if what if. I'm so lost and I have no idea what to do. I have a daughter on the way and I just know I can not live like this anymore. She deserves to have a normal dad who isn't some obsessive monster who can't go an hour without writing a new budget expense, or looking at his phone for useless information that gets retained as if some day ill be quizzed for my life on the most uncommon bullshit that has no purpose in everyday life.",1.1268119658119673,3.44618804615385,2.8532948717948727,90.68534401709404,83.92307692307693,5.58034188034188,23.181623931623932,6.937597516519254,0.8269367521367519,1245,46,258,16,36,411,173,325,0.161,0.804,0.035,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,2,0,35.0,2,3,0,5,11,17,1,2,15,0,27,6,1,5,1,66,51,28,0,9,12,2,1,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,21,25,0,3,10,0,7,7,12,13,0,1,2,6,42,4,38,45,7,41,0,7,4,0,17,20,0,13,14,185,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497638637798254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275110364995514,0.0,0.08591785565914611,0.0,0.11138265472561214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998088998636176,0.0,0.0,0.1055201862170948,0.0,0.0,0.06846394084072875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537466760636984,0.0,0.09674626113681188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724315128719758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187635276095328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678798013008511,0.08023523250141454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603409436086273,0.0,0.12765822759953105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526382052181977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060403101533857,0.0,0.0,0.25357162904542924,0.12131550293472612,0.11722384314278275,0.0,0.09982746540737954,0.0,0.0,0.06172336662550267,0.0,0.0,0.1189214759299526,0.0,0.0,0.15865761954879612,0.16460891992684792,0.0,0.09917295697180603,0.0,0.2829396781782171,0.2512952874744173,0.12260107761197127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993736212775616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131418434543532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327742385672357,0.0,0.1084709768389138,0.11944436750840992,0.0,0.22008250367080487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610505996722665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617050366603467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581438683968174,0.11945691803838066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022440114996948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949453338356341,0.0,0.0,0.09389729606033408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844441385364476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196456166155425,0.0,0.0891626461760128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914750154597982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053740049891133,0.0,0.0,0.10826410876011064,0.0,0.08176398169207838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227948021653458,0.0,0.07232481056033106 adhd,lost-muh-password,2019/07/08,"I don’t feel anything on Strattera after a month of taking it I’ve heard that Strattera takes about 1-2 months to reach the full effects, but most comments I’ve read on here say they noticed a difference after 2 weeks. I’ve been on a low dose (18 mg) for nearly month and a half now and I haven’t noticed a difference in my ability to focus or my willpower. I still have trouble getting started on things, I still squirm and get distracted often when trying to study. I feel pretty motivated about things, but that’s useless because I still can’t get anything done. I still can’t bring myself to do things that are difficult or boring. Now I’m starting 25 mg and it feels so pointless. I just want to get my life in order so badly. For years I’ve accomplished nothing and I don’t feel like waiting (and wasting) a couple more months to get the dosage raised inch by inch just to figure out if this is working or not. I just want to try stimulants again.",5.14015625,5.5325285364583365,5.584375000000001,83.52312500000002,68.32291666666666,8.066666666666668,30.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.9432208333333327,757,28,150,8,12,243,110,192,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.5567,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,4,17,8,0,1,8,0,11,2,0,3,0,30,30,15,0,3,10,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,7,0,1,7,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,3,6,15,1,24,27,3,32,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,6,19,99,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443836679936095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371517077260857,0.07572092014193793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744264041765406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955856213827705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711609398962834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25122936574484,0.08873993460211638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244886636106805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773743369310616,0.0606856627852607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965921016816185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918860129478337,0.2828414766283209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263723275788507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424961374923114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987815481778949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584144704905807,0.0,0.3967962294646577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867899449565203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475707710412347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866901932170342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653162923166846,0.0,0.09963858191314064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043072677624206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799910308619232 adhd,-CloudStrife-,2019/07/08,"Is ADHD reversable? I know it's kind of assumed here in /r/ADHD that it's something we're born with, our brains are screwed up. Our parents got exposed to cigarette smoke, or whatever the theory is in the medical community, and here we are, it's just how we were born. But how do we know this as fact, isn't that just a theory? Isn't it possible that our environment growing up caused us to be like this, and we just never went through the extensive, likely multiple month long therapeutic process to reverse it? Maybe our brains aren't screwed up permanently, and we just need to reprogram ourselves Thoughts?",6.6701970443349765,7.149681586206897,6.945270935960593,74.7839655172414,65.03448275862068,11.111330049261083,37.261083743842356,10.914260884657429,4.1824669950738915,488,24,91,13,7,158,71,116,0.076,0.887,0.037000000000000005,-0.6662,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,10,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,4,0,10,5,2,3,2,25,16,8,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,11,3,13,11,0,12,0,0,0,2,11,5,2,2,7,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684552641069243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351377390008369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021231800293227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587647740839208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295463804327774,0.21421995943162211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190433100010906,0.0,0.0,0.17247720553602694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579965754680548,0.0,0.0,0.1963376468256044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556446921886125,0.0,0.0,0.1445132316614951,0.1503161400733357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164094185919576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971643857473205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004079186877411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472599350040708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234436405632887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067094111868093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AsteroidKnight,2019/07/08,"NOTE: r/ADHD is NOT representative. r/ADHD is most actively used for advice, comfort and camaraderie between ADHDers. Most people that need this are going through a particularly strenuous time. Therefore: most posts are going to highlight ADHDers suffering because of ADHD in some form. *However, once users find more balance they’re less likely to need as much advice/comfort and therefore won’t be as active on this forum* Thus, r/ADHD isn’t representative of the full ADHD experience. You will be able to figure yourself out too. Keep aware of this and keep growing. ❤️",4.323085808580856,7.579827702970299,5.450915841584159,70.97327145214523,78.9009900990099,6.931023102310232,30.198844884488448,8.07648339933343,2.9448409240924103,462,22,66,9,12,152,71,101,0.031,0.852,0.11800000000000001,0.7778,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,4,0,19,16,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,14,12,9,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,2,44,5,0,0.13965124111937338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8391682673820867,0.13646557655912525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513010039041284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660571078695774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763870438755734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587340371845088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825687938767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822654235426681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265973070048674,0.2070992515511287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148724014068675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681658686107307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374728582380044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143176174223862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206138340870147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SwirlySauce,2019/07/08,"Not as talkative on meds I've noticed lately that while I'm on meds I'm not as talkative as my usual self. It feels like stringing together sentences is too tiring/difficult for fluent conversation. This isn't really the case when I'm unmedicated. I'm not sure if this is an intended effect of the meds. Hopefully I'm not the only one this happens. I would think that stimulants would make me more talkative.",3.9471609403254964,6.213369683544308,5.839276672694397,73.29898734177216,73.68354430379749,10.083905967450272,29.00723327305606,10.290406445055957,3.603996745027125,331,14,58,11,7,114,51,79,0.026000000000000002,0.888,0.086,0.5327,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,4,1,15,15,6,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,7,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033006873247854,0.14595262317965566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066263516759226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291691838722375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046034455107556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981111336872192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637245529760353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6807968211608028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325979596615917,0.0,0.0,0.1384395955887072,0.1553800612525354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308804053587004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213130423397617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255120603993514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090778481003024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250086078419058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29025903393965385,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GenericUser8283736,2019/07/08,"Just booked in with a shrink. Should I confess previous drug use? And other ramblings. And I’m shitting myself. On the advice of another post I’ve been logging a few things in a notepad. As when I sit there it’s normally just silence as I can’t express myself. Having to use words beyond social chit chat and my interests is very much a trigger point for me. I’ve socially used a lot of amphetamines in the past. As well as codiene and benzo’s. I’ve only ever struggled with alcohol as an addiction however. I thought I was addicted to cigarettes, but vaping nicotine free with zero withdrawls makes me think it’s just being mindful of breath and I was confusing them. I’m worried if asked that this will then raise a red flag and possibly limit the medication available to me. Also do I just say ‘I’d like to be tested for adhd or if I’m on the spectrum?’ Or do I let them work it out? what do I need to say? FWIW I’m only going because of my wife. I’m quite comfortable with my quirks and what I need to do to function in daily life. But she often thinks I’m being lazy/insensitive/outright asshole and it’s becoming a major issue.",1.3010900857189078,3.793647917030569,3.74310528869481,83.33284651463694,85.11353711790396,6.711369885169012,25.07536794436357,7.921354282810032,1.88755785217532,899,38,169,19,27,311,138,229,0.040999999999999995,0.88,0.079,0.8705,1,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,3,11,8,1,2,12,0,16,8,2,5,1,43,33,22,0,6,10,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,10,13,1,1,4,2,1,1,1,3,1,1,4,3,21,6,30,23,4,16,1,0,1,0,12,9,1,7,5,118,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980583883686381,0.16429346790947594,0.13358705098030366,0.0,0.146096624990094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932335414063617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433476562278145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780120636085968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333441551749339,0.15098050530995152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853500089086095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365796845909957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769289681815536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426850446097421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979065524275233,0.09655915092043818,0.06678741131277502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622214360401745,0.0,0.0,0.09125199545713376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771642822569222,0.0,0.0,0.13803360381034335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049428599137177,0.2027308202736157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394238327369629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794141474689254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050088642150115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923090256796135,0.1541149322720505,0.1309260982902911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540314685373001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742743130662925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403262507253072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787081217431324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291429039177625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908210723679515,0.17519075327520692,0.0,0.10852891191812386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542090278598066,0.0,0.11279637012140313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291467923884712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952324597474707,0.13883109037139071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XoticTastez,2019/07/08,"Do you even remember the thoughts you have when you zone out? Like, when you're walking around and zone out, do you remember any of your thoughts or do they just kinda happen in the background and you're on ""autopilot""",5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,69.0,8.457142857142857,30.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.2846095238095243,174,7,35,3,3,52,27,42,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121667870493951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764972692475794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514645511908106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746599896067925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174205410579092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7036919336165436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931588064462834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kambz22,2019/07/08,"Struggling with absolutely anything longer than a few hours? I've been diagnosed since a teen with clinical depression. Got a new doctor as an adult and we think ADHD is the root cause of it. So I'm just trying to learn things still. Bare with me if that's ok.. I've noticed I've always struggled with anything more than a few hours. This includes events and activities which I could be extremely excited for. No matter what after a little but my mind just shuts down and says ""I'm done. I want to go"". I have a very understanding girlfriend but I recently made the mistake of saying I want to jump off a bridge after a hour or two at a family gathering. But then I got to thinking, it isn't just stuff like that, I can't go to a football game I am excited for without wishing the 2nd half goes by fast or just straight up leaving. I seem to do that with like, everything. No matter what. You name it. Sorry if it's a silly question. I'm just curious about all of this still. Like it doesn't always occur instantly, sometimes it does, but it's almost always within 2 hours I'm just over anything and done with it. I've always thought ADHD was more sudden than that, but idk. Still learning about this lovely stuff =/",2.9825044091710784,4.895508473251031,4.17059376837155,85.77148148148149,75.3786008230453,7.097707231040566,25.151675485008816,7.957251820313856,1.4587552028218695,961,33,190,15,21,314,137,243,0.115,0.774,0.111,-0.0053,0,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,1,1,0,0,12,12,0,2,15,1,13,4,0,3,1,49,31,16,0,7,16,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,21,11,0,0,8,1,0,3,6,4,0,2,8,2,13,8,33,21,5,27,0,1,0,1,11,9,0,7,18,128,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439112095231725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161453279078844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377478915542748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505207136741276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424480710795672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102110779673599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740197042830096,0.10299699420721638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386598452139777,0.08880318522915727,0.20769235627871854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120096243753567,0.0,0.0956634614195715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534340759497913,0.0,0.16232081504463305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997375201250805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074494650906105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872957350193894,0.10170658855541734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158693244623656,0.09601996796694594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246281756854124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800709542204496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553220935792975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367743682049287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019627117694577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139712804265924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238082741952744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394280288857045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036332367352313,0.1135951661934258,0.0,0.0,0.2431189315023418,0.0,0.0,0.21217153591773152,0.23233371792210103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741679353820783,0.130044697066641,0.0,0.08056138357481417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688962053400641,0.0,0.09912826002495792,0.10564111042533016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372913243664036,0.11970749882767755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669351395153525,0.09782018330850197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,texmarie,2019/07/08,"How was your first day of stimulants and was it how you continued to feel? As you may have guessed, today was my first day if Adderall. It made me feel quiet, which my mind currently associates with being sad, so it made me feel sad. I also felt kinda low energy, but not in danger of falling asleep. My crossword scores did go way up though, so it’s doing something haha",4.6454794520547935,5.611528068493153,5.460164383561644,81.92010958904113,69.68493150684932,8.579726027397259,26.928767123287678,8.841846274778883,1.9820104109589043,291,9,56,5,5,95,55,73,0.092,0.795,0.113,0.5678,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,6,5,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,5,0,18,16,10,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,7,5,9,1,7,7,0,13,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,4,7,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038285115408307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070682618092489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36112292133863855,0.0,0.2285825630992281,0.0,0.0,0.4050009480953974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352995005223898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26225868356896537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505312952682063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038076086359414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327633649979616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233900549128792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256605771420606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889672551279312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,littlelionwoman_,2019/07/08,"I guess stimulants are just not for me. After trying adderal and vyvanse to no success and horrible side effects, I tried methylphenidate for a good 3 months. I tolerated it really well which is why I think I kept taking it. Although it wasn't doing anything for me other than keeping me a bit more awake and helping me lose weight. But I've now stopped it for over a week and looking back I've realised that I actually think it made my adhd worse. My anxiety was terrible and I felt like I was going backwards in my new job. I'm just going to give up on stimulants they obviously aren't for me.",3.941951447245565,5.382085529411764,5.333053221288517,80.3774696545285,71.85714285714286,8.314098972922503,30.869281045751638,8.841846274778883,2.587436227824463,474,21,91,9,9,159,79,119,0.149,0.737,0.114,-0.5012,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,5,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,4,1,21,20,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,3,4,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,6,3,17,4,13,14,2,15,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,8,63,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.18667863299901247,0.0,0.22990225769247305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463419604138683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742143158024824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709586539507138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884717670112327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367546957276773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350986345292386,0.21743740165012432,0.160451153492795,0.0,0.0,0.2107356143047303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822259120254725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898331168260468,0.17003388735422184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345822960352268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064160690002638,0.2140128191610544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101019188347373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269173144347115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847561869047199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254999029445425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993316264251892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383181102551787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515125413876565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597567071245268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344720710654255,0.2329486544299639,0.17199930478141204,0.0,0.17261611726634435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949483576500646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mylittlesyn,2019/07/08,"How do you guys make friends as adults? The relevance to ADHD will be in the description. So most of the time when I see suggestions on how to make friends as an adult, the recommendations on reddit are always hobbies. People with ADHD suck at sticking with hobbies. I know I wouldnt be able to stick to one long enough to make a friend that I will hang out with more than once. So from there, how have you guys made friends as adults?",4.5218992248062015,5.586000802325582,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,70.04651162790698,7.593798449612403,25.96124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.1159519379844958,343,10,74,4,6,104,57,86,0.032,0.826,0.142,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,1,0,6,0,8,0,0,7,0,14,15,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,4,19,9,3,9,0,0,1,0,12,5,1,1,3,51,7,0,0.17946317248353208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313597166907125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932773600130114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543343070541232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546112075325179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553935118369628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862826622952507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881926027123205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981239304189547,0.3593791835613911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112242165062426,0.12160889021825083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441716727933355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300891329410625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046464190797507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Emolz24,2019/07/08,"How do I deal with my ADHD and anxiety as a 27-year-old living at home with my parents? 1. Took this entry out of my journal on Penzu (online journaling, highly recommend for anyone who's brain thinks 2893058209x faster than their pencil, and if you're a fast typer). 2. I know this post is **EXTREMELY** long - I'm not even sure it'll be approved - but I just brain dumped everything in its true form. So...I'm sorry! :) 3. I know I need to move out (I'm working on it), but **my goal for advice here is what can I do in the meantime.** &#x200B; Living at home as a 27-year-old is tough. I moved back in after college to save money, and I know why my brothers moved out last year. Being at home creates such anxiety for me. Coming home after a long day at work, all I want to do is sit in peace and quiet and to not be talked to by anyone. I have the option of going to my room to do that, but I leave my room mostly for sleeping, so being confined in there for decompressing time feels like a prison. I was talking to my boyfriend one time about mental disorders and how nature vs. nurture affects behavior as well as ADHD symptoms. Being surrounded in a house full of ADHD people, has that created more ADHD symptoms for me? How much is genetic; how much is it my environment? I am stuck on the fact that one of the reasons I am so anxious is being raised by my mom (and my dad, he is actually medicated for his anxiety). When I went to my psychiatrist for the first time, he asked about my family and I told him about my mom and what it's like living at home. I told him that she always feels like she has to teach me something and show me things before I move away. My psychiatrist immediately said that is an anxious characteristic and it seems like my mom is a very anxious person. &#x200B; Even when my mom walks into the room and I see a certain look on her face of frustration, sadness, etc.), I become self-conscious that maybe it was something that I did something wrong to make her feel that way. I then become anxious and over-analyze things that I could've said or done wrong. **Furthermore, I am on Adderall and I'm pretty darn sure it makes me irritable and impatient, so that doesn't really help the situation.** My mom also will just start talking to me the second I walk into a room. She will talk even if it looks like I am busy with something. I feel guilty because I know she is going through a lot, but she will go on and on about something that it's very easy for me to tune her out. It's terrible, I know. She will keep talking even though I don't add anything to the conversation. If I do, it's really hard for her to acknowledge it. It never feels like a conversation with two people, just one person talking. *\[Sidebar: My working memory has been a concern of mine for about 9 months - I don't know what the problem is if it's a side effect of my medication or what, but I feel like I will forget things super quickly. Directions that were just given to me, what someone's name is (even though we all struggle with that), what plans someone made for me, etc. I have also noticed that my memory of things that have happened in this past year are really tough to access.\]* Going out the door on a trip, it is a constant barrage of asking ""do you have this, do you need this, here take this."" My parents care so much and want to make sure I have everything so I don't regret not bringing something. I have learned that this allows for fewer mistakes and misfortune. **However, mistakes and misfortune are what makes us grow the most.** For example, if I bail out my kid every time they forget their instrument at home, they will always have their instrument, *but they will never learn from their mistake and grow from experiencing that consequence.* &#x200B; It is also frustrating to see how much my dad lets things go about my mom. It's a hard situation because I know sometimes there is no point in reasoning with my mom, but at the same time, no one in my family confronts her for fear of hurting her feelings or making her cry. I think this has been the case for years - I don't think it's good for anyone. &#x200B; My mom is so giving, sweet, and really can do it all. I do think she's been doing too much and giving too much. However, spending time for herself is not an option. It's been hard for her because her mom is experiencing worsening symptoms of dementia, and that is putting a strain on things. I do think that's the reason why she is doing so many things all at once to distract herself from the fact that my grandma is slowing diminishing away to nothing. My mom's friends have even confronted her and asked if she's manic. She has lost weight, doesn't sleep much, and is always on the go. She is always doing something. &#x200B; More projects are started at my house than finished. It's hard living in a mess. It's hard not having the accountability of a roommate that is neat and tidy. I need that for myself. I am less stressed when I am in a clean environment. That's why I keep my classroom so clean (I'm a teacher). &#x200B; If you made it to the end, CONGRATS! If not and you just skipped to here....well I get it cause I do that shit all the time. &#x200B; **I welcome ANY thoughts, replies, advice, etc.** &#x200B; THANK YOU!",2.471475133062441,4.743385407514452,3.6626274824014224,87.1082381388428,78.35452793834297,6.423029817432611,24.535416547435087,7.532213434922168,1.2310499704305693,4135,148,819,60,101,1341,370,1038,0.14400000000000002,0.75,0.106,-0.9848,4,0,7,0,0,1,197.0,2,5,7,10,48,48,6,5,43,0,94,12,6,19,14,155,166,71,0,18,30,15,13,7,1,8,5,3,13,3,72,44,1,4,28,1,3,20,16,25,1,7,21,23,134,23,121,130,24,107,0,4,4,0,83,49,2,17,42,592,206,11,0.0,0.0,0.03053659966995276,0.0,0.15042821116888086,0.061156604002556736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750729022200954,0.10415021772040343,0.2712400314750288,0.3041868518975441,0.02127971778317965,0.0,0.07181516901451719,0.14140477541205326,0.0,0.06564054330309557,0.0,0.025750752287018983,0.0,0.08776173713437822,0.0,0.0587999622778241,0.024061712272653683,0.0,0.057226166146215326,0.06911938625479515,0.026627293263853262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986471996931896,0.0,0.0,0.03190440654423516,0.0321456317804147,0.0,0.026955394552002142,0.0,0.0338156699656527,0.0,0.0249842152326873,0.0,0.034372929512173536,0.02018083163649655,0.03226080643381639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586348581835707,0.0,0.0,0.03202270786317565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027715534404205884,0.0,0.10469697189803796,0.12400891906605907,0.0,0.02636496459687015,0.0,0.056246687731895374,0.0,0.05899886029716168,0.035212339907634845,0.11075566895935364,0.08942040027733213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026617065202303208,0.0,0.0,0.024176217845333952,0.0,0.016348843570610214,0.06003651457828356,0.10670421323740402,0.02624634947277304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02767152244320806,0.0,0.14015798622619105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02097445151217121,0.03306184770064916,0.18833131428828706,0.0,0.0,0.07221382086315603,0.033498866587357234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055627756268058604,0.0,0.0,0.12038133325698802,0.025507258056236663,0.0,0.033133841729192974,0.0,0.031998317513571864,0.0,0.10701426018564628,0.0,0.11052607729340334,0.05538509113704807,0.052555007088250685,0.0,0.03415905049661773,0.026603445321085644,0.0,0.059218729823848765,0.1044386808014397,0.03172530285496766,0.03143714511181437,0.0,0.0,0.06304704687946874,0.031535101614257766,0.0,0.0,0.3664895813796469,0.02497707531437667,0.13303430497448465,0.16102318471197175,0.06960814167767869,0.0482688311853012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030025637510501087,0.035626291264098116,0.06567164173924883,0.033325091438454905,0.08481741391202167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949240239822622,0.0,0.02987187371191805,0.04338803830852138,0.05464615242084666,0.0,0.0,0.029581172259005424,0.0,0.029969205428150805,0.03183534044380923,0.0,0.029942337151986364,0.0,0.031457228169511194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018614520705519,0.09652054736573687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059531952645066485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987154380821015,0.028487174989184683,0.032644510520432886,0.0,0.03212091622576664,0.0,0.07034731828632948,0.06262944680367148,0.0,0.05302743125983562,0.16863144420361634,0.030948711370596432,0.035028971569847744,0.04429745370833605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03584502300846553,0.032713322884434834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847737133566337,0.097573497011231,0.023527783349012253,0.1509085465909634,0.0,0.02880958410554081,0.0,0.0,0.1455236799523072,0.1002536496271367,0.061488707088647274,0.024842451571087047,0.12772682650705214,0.0,0.0,0.05980193210671656,0.034766701821275135,0.0,0.0,0.03056785881425723,0.0,0.03764057300055011,0.0,0.0,0.051638559948879816,0.03691381168448855,0.02483823198189481,0.0,0.03810537761983506,0.028135378051798537,0.029008113009994937,0.0847088258285863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834311819665885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842605186822041,0.3041868518975441,0.1007555114608318 adhd,hoople_4,2019/07/08,Anyone relate to this? Right now I feel anxious because I don’t have anything to do whatsoever but feel like I have to do something yet have no idea where to start or what it could even be. Is this normal?,3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,71.85714285714286,6.552380952380951,25.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.8234190476190473,162,5,34,1,3,52,31,42,0.109,0.816,0.076,-0.1053,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624181403032689,0.0,0.22431419366219707,0.0,0.2639950377369241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955596445354504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561365497079335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188856221663735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244171186102425,0.22918303203869184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621496004426568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672903367309846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143206165013129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739655688484344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697122842397384,0.0,0.0,0.2270673072583777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,memelord-15,2019/07/08,Finally told my mom!! Finally told my mom that I’ve been having a lot of trouble in school and that I’d like to look into it and see a therapist :) I still can’t believe it,-0.19500000000000028,1.6642239736842157,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,85.57894736842105,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.2799789473684209,133,5,31,3,4,48,28,38,0.07,0.774,0.157,0.5242,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,4,4,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,4,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487148928918789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48365185304933794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078495702838266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537830587385976,0.0,0.0,0.18767770750175616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170903514673305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234154893435502,0.17591287328637487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629494708427182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563131610361775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218810528675621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,poohpanda99,2019/07/08,Finishing high school and college I recently moved to a new city I just graduated highschool and I graduated college a month ago. I've noticed since I've been done my schooling I cant sleep due to my brain just not turning off. Has anyone else experienced this as a person with ADHD?,3.680727272727272,5.991004709090912,5.219999999999999,77.23000000000002,74.63636363636364,8.036363636363637,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.879654545454545,229,11,41,5,5,77,41,55,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,5,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,24,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649479708472793,0.0,0.1954229338950451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541495319114353,0.2258855261614336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461043130919545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560532770966735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841645764250748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329262414990653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596766911797884,0.2343122269565313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129199482997894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099317490759665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924956374341253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767592220703966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462310304662144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823653397155324,0.0,0.22061745887932346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397952660892456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,floorcreqk77,2019/07/08,"ADHD tips Anyone have any tips for any aspect of adhd? (Concentration, hyperactivity, anger, fidgeting, emotions etc)",8.863529411764707,13.230456823529416,9.936764705882355,38.9604411764706,69.0,10.458823529411768,32.029411764705884,10.125756701596842,5.2814941176470604,94,4,9,3,2,32,14,17,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7373879165999564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172463832427723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451004477885208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450899662073079,0.0,0.0,0.3421445192242826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hilberteffect,2019/07/08,"Response to recent thread (""YSK that Vyvanse is NOT an extended release medicine and doesn't last any longer than an equivalent dose of Dexedrine."") [Original post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/c3vqs7/ysk_that_vyvanse_is_not_an_extended_release/) [Referenced study](https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fphar.2017.00617/full) &#x200B; One of my biggest personal pet peeves is using questionable studies or misrepresenting results of well-designed studies to make definitive claims. The OP in the above post strongly implies that the referenced study provides sufficient evidence that Vyvanse and dexedrine have virtually identical pharmacokinetic properties and therapeutic effect curves. &#x200B; Let's dive a little deeper into this study, shall we? &#x200B; >**Twenty-four** healthy subjects (12 men, 12 women) with a mean ± SD age of **25.3 ± 3.0 years (range: 21–34 years)** were recruited from the **University of Basel**. &#x200B; The sample size is 24 people? So presumably 12 in the control group and 12 in the treatment group for each experiment? That's already suspicious. *n* = 12 is woefully insufficient for measuring effect size with meaningful confidence. &#x200B; Furthermore, they're all from the University of Basel (Switzerland) and the age range is 21 - 34? So presumably, undergrads, graduate students, and young faculty with predominantly European ancestry and privileged backgrounds? How any respectable researcher could believe that such a group is representative of the population (all people diagnosed with ADHD) is beyond me. &#x200B; >Additional exclusion criteria were tobacco smoking (>10 cigarettes/day), **the consumption of alcoholic drinks (>10/week),** and a lifetime history of using illicit drugs **more than five times,** with the **exception of occasional cannabis** use in the past. **Subjects who used any illicit drugs, including cannabis, within the past 2 months or during the study period were excluded**. &#x200B; Simple question: why? If I binge drink once per week, does that really impact the efficacy of my medication on the other 6 days? If I had a phase in college where I occasionally did coke but I'm now a functioning professional in my early 30's, why should I be excluded from the study? And why is cannabis the only exception to this rule? &#x200B; Additionally, the participants were paid. This introduces a confounding factor. There's no way of knowing whether they truthfully self-reported their drug habits or if they lied so they could make some money. &#x200B; >We used only one relatively high dose of lisdexamfetamine and D-amphetamine. We cannot exclude possible differences in the pharmacokinetics and pharmacodynamics of lisdexamfetamine and D-amphetamine at lower or higher doses than those used in the present study. &#x200B; Which matters. I doubt that most people who take Vyvanse are dosing 100 mg. &#x200B; So, yeah, it's gonna be a no from me, dawg. &#x200B; \-- &#x200B; This is a support subreddit. Most people here probably aren't scientists. **Never** take others' interpretations of scientific studies at face value. Critically evaluating experimental design is a skill which most people don't have. Additionally, there are a lot of poorly designed experiments published in every field, and I imagine pharmaceuticals are no exception. Just because a study was published in a journal doesn't mean its methodology is sound. **Always** consult your therapist before making any changes to your medication.",7.562111111111111,11.765871248148148,6.630185185185188,60.88583333333335,75.4074074074074,10.111111111111112,37.12962962962963,9.725611199111238,5.554629629629631,2894,160,348,96,72,883,313,540,0.053,0.892,0.055,-0.4062,1,0,9,0,0,0,215.0,2,2,4,5,13,6,0,1,37,1,35,15,1,16,4,78,53,27,0,6,14,0,0,0,0,3,11,3,1,3,20,24,4,1,12,2,3,0,10,1,0,3,8,4,19,5,53,37,9,41,0,0,0,0,19,20,0,15,19,215,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267189441806455,0.0,0.0,0.0367576535747347,0.0,0.0,0.037955591945065065,0.0,0.028619285359091088,0.4844687241634802,0.5433158787244718,0.09355875832850014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020966792194225668,0.0,0.02926749923093559,0.0387512378429571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03638520957900873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857676893860788,0.05492300647027076,0.0,0.0,0.04436368868198892,0.0,0.0,0.03491006685229055,0.0,0.03593531631934805,0.0,0.0,0.030099180630545175,0.0,0.0,0.0673877524423857,0.11966138114302735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02897915959449184,0.0,0.0,0.06728956121229228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634006628325357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018902519861886808,0.028036407912238187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517108269097022,0.0,0.0,0.03447269343263281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02924128666626766,0.0,0.0,0.06887652409309285,0.0,0.0,0.07493218855964656,0.0,0.06929842165228725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027453655364471443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026527442455289357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662941172356677,0.046613705190416535,0.05231769377030281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566758642922231,0.11922535321589525,0.030032271926825095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038775045566821535,0.0658815515440209,0.0,0.03708348488707282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706024723432936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022034233069842663,0.0,0.03396078256517058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035881348400065585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039030888428292936,0.0,0.0,0.05172132024456379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039935092547557685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02005592403426195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823673531126585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027301045142832814,0.05517897663113858,0.0,0.030925116846590557,0.0,0.0931080553409895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433158787244718,0.044298334419075436 adhd,zeldalaska,2019/07/08,"“I’ll remember to pick up deodorant at the store,” and other lies I tell myself I just went to the store just to pick up deodorant after running out yesterday. I walk up to it with deodorant in my mind: deodorant deodorant deodorant! I walked out with only takis and cough drops. I remembered the deodorant (or lack thereof) as soon as I sat down at my desk and got a whiff. Even if I write things down or go in confidently attentive to the task at hand, I definitely still ADHD ¯\_(ツ)_/¯",4.575243161094225,6.0782563723404275,5.8407598784194565,77.10500000000002,70.38297872340425,10.903343465045593,30.44984802431611,10.914260884657429,3.679725227963527,385,16,74,13,7,129,57,94,0.055,0.846,0.099,0.636,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,20,4,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,11,0,22,1,1,22,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,3,4,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430006097479685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850690537956755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220188983043718,0.0,0.2282639598398896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881770704282913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170628965277493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466150666343179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279243115000706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494560132560487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960999239078696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645727253618917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,natalooski,2019/07/08,"How am I supposed to get in touch with my emotions? I have the worst fucking relationship with my emotions. I'm terrified of them, and push it all down until I just freak out at some point. I've become a lot better at zenning and not allowing what I'm feeling to show through or control my actions (especially rash anger) but this is meaning for me that I get highly uncomfortable and even scared of sad/bad feelings. I want to be able to cry and not be afraid. But if my eyes well up with tears it terrifies me and I stop it. Except there are rare occasions where I allow myself to cry it out and usually with my BF present. I hate feeling emotions man. I dropped my cup of coffee on the carpet and I started feeling so sad for that cup of coffee that I almost cried. But it scared me so much that I cared, and now I'm sitting here very uncomfortable trying not to feel and also simultaneously trying to feel at the same time. I don't want to be having emotional crises over spilled milk here.",4.827162736760727,5.490292713567842,5.6784924623115565,81.61528024739083,69.10050251256281,8.334132199458834,30.38306919211442,8.384062270229773,2.113039118670275,786,30,158,11,13,258,118,199,0.244,0.6659999999999999,0.09,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,13,12,3,3,4,0,9,4,2,4,1,44,27,19,0,3,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,11,15,1,2,7,1,0,2,4,9,1,0,0,8,24,3,31,24,6,24,1,1,1,1,4,13,1,5,7,114,35,0,0.12090916963008877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210730680911664,0.0,0.0,0.0966910192699022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095410626173472,0.0,0.1335346785054206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069343349583637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327495661161543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560991485551746,0.0,0.0,0.3984391361443099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440261676181181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985936621913657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668118544742029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177857901861407,0.12634010157955608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937277310700778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277471760882449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027926522666788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317055314648385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888215166547803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429824659780505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981119918914774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210234314980195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558013258025765,0.0,0.0,0.10108547976498462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050310913709038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417877898498265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331643684287228,0.09976272757743386,0.14263072179278355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871186410497792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peeaches,2019/07/08,"Bought another book that I'll likely not read... Occasionally I run into this spark of motivation to read a book. Something piques my interest here or there, I get lost in a topic and crave learning all I can about it - or maybe just read a line from a novel that I adore and feel I must read the whole thing, so, I buy it. And time and time again, I don't read it. I'm building a healthy collection of books that either have gone unstarted or unfinished. Usually I'll start reading one, give up or forget about it, then sooner or later buy another book. Wash, rinse, repeat. Just purchased Nabokov's Lolita since I'm enamored by his writing style and the book's topics of humanity and morality, but there's a good chance I'll get a few pages or chapters in, and put it down never to pick it up again. Previous victims include but are not limited to: * The Devil in the White City * The Power of Now * The Game * The Proud Highway: Saga of a Desperate Southern Gentleman * A book on NLP * Models by Mark Manson * Various Photography books * The Greatest Show on Earth * The God Delusion * Hannibal * Paradise Lost And a handful of others I can't remember anymore... We'll see how far I get through this one, lol. **TL;DR** I keep buying books and either not starting or not finishing them",1.1053006067291768,3.730304734693881,2.8381467181467213,86.50833976833981,93.48979591836736,6.077220077220078,23.35631549917264,7.432916251226849,1.565318808604523,1000,41,187,21,37,329,147,245,0.071,0.765,0.16399999999999998,0.97,1,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,1,6,12,9,1,0,19,1,7,2,1,3,3,40,22,21,0,1,17,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,10,0,2,4,17,5,3,7,4,0,2,4,4,14,5,24,16,8,26,2,2,2,0,7,10,0,7,14,119,27,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592386497285955,0.0,0.0,0.12259117939146999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250259949860643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374854454645324,0.11858114274715235,0.0,0.10368097266420384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098731822302108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039121525669081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698770420967645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418617630462656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533819878165957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752714472508434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242655104214811,0.0,0.0,0.741880519229953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002977384175222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850379717881526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022542005425882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516355884048053,0.0,0.0,0.17498826234071993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212318494469521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415982057456678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614258785582428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800983685139406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joshua9c,2019/07/08,"For those who began medication around high school or college, how did it affect your ability to hyperfocus? I was medicated as a child, but have figured out how to live without the medication since, and am currently in college unmedicated. I know that medication is something I want to eventually pursue, mostly to see if it can help improve quality of life and motivation, however I tend to credit hyperfocus as the one reason I'm doing okay in college right now academically. It's something that I'm able to control and trigger when necessary, and because of this, I get decent grades without studying by hyperfocusing on assignments and tests. Has anyone here with a similar experience gone on medication, and if so, how did it affect your academics/ability to concentrate or hyperfocus on your tasks? And if you also never/rarely studied, did you find that you had to change your habits and learn how to study the proper way?",13.786181818181825,9.92116128484849,13.44287878787879,47.664318181818196,54.33333333333333,16.575757575757574,50.53030303030303,14.314028922438442,7.1480303030303025,752,38,114,23,6,256,106,165,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.9577,2,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,7,0,2,10,2,0,0,5,1,11,6,0,10,0,35,20,23,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,7,1,12,2,25,13,1,15,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,6,4,88,22,11,0.14358929436287604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148283068246088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040097323590992,0.0,0.0,0.12782491468119636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753070109596335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189843417493815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104760327348844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404578825122754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312380137082689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501947987503195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624487727901304,0.15170997309368991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891292099737574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142136504842572,0.0,0.0,0.12679197760024222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7232555385533553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074491581186073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729982198043123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476337093682421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262447282732095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532003176179395,0.11442207703860095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187785481077969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210841078775124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469268608555923,0.1139744983337426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27682991153978803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kyanewest,2019/07/08,"Doing things you're not aware of My mom just told me I did something this morning that I wasn't even aware I did, and basically telling me I left some clothes in a certain area, and wore certain shoes that I also abandoned somewhere in the house and all type of things I don't remember doing. It's been basically that way since forever but only now realizing that wow I'm really never aware of what I'm doing or probably just 30% of the time if i'm not daydreaming or having a million thoughts. It's crazy. I'm really trying to be more present tho :/",5.031517857142859,5.3969069732142865,6.242857142857144,78.80214285714288,68.55357142857143,9.614285714285714,32.07142857142857,9.606745405546679,2.870289285714285,439,18,88,9,7,148,73,112,0.08,0.8420000000000001,0.078,-0.0761,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,0,4,20,17,9,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,0,9,3,7,9,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395211582428948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018957255329802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798484459899345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263510862252313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840496143112222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870550157227434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844559091453304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614896577495888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107433986721321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747405749463354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062431779327816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671236946593844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198296186484214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222539097096277,0.0,0.0,0.1925426845900612,0.14142189515201406,0.0,0.0,0.23174895840193316,0.0,0.16466276701820726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250998044938428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cottonus_ragus,2019/07/08,How do you get out of bed on time? So I'm about 95% sure that I have ADHD but I'm still waiting for my diagnosis. As if getting in bed on time isn't hard enough for me I have an even harder time getting out of bed and it has always been that way. There have been a few rare occasions where the day ahead was SO exciting that I actually managed to get up almost right away but on all the other days it feels.. impossible. It really frustrates me because it means I'll snooze like 15 times and then barely have any time to get ready before running out of the door with my sandwich in my mouth since I didn't even have time to sit down to eat.. Does anyone have any solutions for this daily struggle? I do already set my alarm way earlier than I'm supposed to get up so that I actually have time to wake up slowly but that doesn't seem to do the trick. Putting the alarm outside of the bedroom is of no use either as I'll just ignore it and eventually it goes into snooze by itself. I have no hopes of ever becoming a morning person but I genuinely wish I could at least have breakfast in peace some day..,3.579001091703056,4.4189086113537135,4.88357805676856,85.5418736353712,72.05676855895197,7.821069868995633,26.102893013100434,8.07648339933343,1.405255240174673,868,27,186,12,16,289,131,229,0.096,0.7829999999999999,0.121,0.8049,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,12,10,2,3,9,0,21,5,2,2,3,30,37,15,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,14,8,3,2,3,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,2,16,4,39,32,6,38,0,0,0,0,2,18,0,5,15,127,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.24186039928609224,0.0,0.14893041305527913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409019143102228,0.0,0.13675123875958964,0.0,0.10311320479296993,0.0,0.0,0.16854270270305932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664928961875737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164289942907034,0.0,0.0,0.07554182818503109,0.1368623433738411,0.10544867225410673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894179996034848,0.0,0.0,0.23975871824055034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844515988139844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268033566561233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804476802369502,0.0,0.1636989001423645,0.1120947323988416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265879213616396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884654358957084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100995814264357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308271454342345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054213159092195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498761425365055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820409268553537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457604723092365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938774006685656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105828889082538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281412455684275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250973156709284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896443589994716,0.0,0.0,0.12955039887085934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679521508787828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058202549142704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702900019562546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672736223518625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425044241931245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mefcis1,2019/07/08,"Have you been told your crashes are put on? I've been on medication for about a year now. My medication typically last for about 8 hours. I'm 22 and tend to have bad crashes after a physically strenuous day. However typically i'm just drowsy but otherwise no major issues. Someone in my family recently said that they think my bad crashes are exaggerated or put on. I'm extremely tired, have migraines, (pain that can bring me to tears around light or loud sounds), and struggle to keep my eyes open or hold conversation for about a half hour once my medication wears off. I'm on 30mg of D-amphetamine and .5mg of risperidone. I was wondering if anyone on a similar dosage has reactions like this and what exactly your crashes are like. Thank you for reading and for sharing your comments.",5.352324588163516,6.994401389261746,6.481989017693717,72.71589383770595,68.66442953020135,10.518852959121416,33.00854179377669,10.637119530657019,3.857786577181209,633,29,115,19,11,212,96,149,0.132,0.7829999999999999,0.085,-0.7607,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,1,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,11,8,2,0,1,18,23,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,1,5,5,13,4,22,18,1,20,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,5,10,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134752970407197,0.0,0.0,0.14447041393285506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710068150787274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466210740697217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299035155080634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31964128636198325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938614113105044,0.0,0.14424871844248627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228609357759133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857109495035074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490463196293003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283104890340592,0.0,0.0,0.17268549988097434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262878213055226,0.0,0.0,0.1623315656046443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023947413118309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437271699488805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750579772926144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965828638983027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941266248667692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398737211840604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652577819994806,0.0,0.15507280259893705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599403181279666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450792467132128 adhd,brea513302,2019/07/08,ADHD Focalin XR $$$...Genetic of this drug?? Does anyone else pay a ton of $$$ for focalin xr prescriptions?? I just switched to this med two weeks ago and I am told this medication will cost me $270?? I am a state employee and I was shocked seeing the bill. The discount card I tried to apply made this medication over $400. Does anyone have any luck with the generic focalin? I just can’t afford to pay this much money a month after only paying $8 for my other brand ADHD medication. Thanks 🙏🏼,1.387211538461539,3.3471694519230795,3.896769230769234,85.64823076923078,80.44230769230771,6.467692307692308,22.9,7.554174236665415,1.0546492307692303,389,13,81,6,10,136,67,104,0.055,0.87,0.075,0.5803,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,6,4,0,1,0,7,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,8,2,10,6,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,43,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209094469353583,0.0,0.1552292677713353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908450115122501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488956837335546,0.17942645792542353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648939549743576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030783097890287,0.0,0.14628647609617795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569845924969015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945137719683281,0.5292311347733663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977546997264195,0.0,0.12872999418363462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318317975413305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954432987679327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122276557137485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733030309351368,0.0,0.11889188587241308,0.0,0.1710623352831412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046703961338433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,patientflower4,2019/07/08,"Next ADD medication to try? Hi all! Long time lurker joining the party. I need suggestions on an ADD medication switch due to side-effects. * Diagnosed at 26 and started on Adzenys (sublingual, similiar to Adderall 20 mg.) I've taken the 20 mg equivalent, as well as the 10 mg equivalent. I don't want to switch meds, but I think have to. * The mental benefits are light night and day, like putting on glasses for my brain. Everything is clearer and the world makes sense. This is how normal people feel and function?! I can't believe I missed out for so long! Everything isn't a struggle anymore. My depression and anxiety are way decreased. Work is better and I'm not getting in trouble anymore. &#x200B; **The side-effects I can't overcome are:** * **Appetite suppression**, to the point I'm losing weight and light-headed all the time. I take it at 7 am, and even with the 11 hr half life, I still can't eat at 7 pm. I've survived on liquids and trying to gag down a couple bites during the day. My doctor, though usually kind, laughed and said most people would wish they had that problem, but I don't. I'm picking up colds and much faster and can't exercise like I used to. I was 105 lbs at the beginning of this but am now 95 and my BMI is underweight now. &#x200B; * **Scalp/vasoconstriction:** I have telogen effluvium hair loss to begin with, but this med seems to be making my scalp much worse. My hair isn't growing at all. &#x200B; **Is there anything I can do with my existing med to make those side effects go away? If not, what ADD med should I try next?** Things already tried: Remeron (appetite) Rexulti (appetite) protein shakes, every SSRI in the book, eating on the weekends, eating before my meds, vitamin C at night",1.4683282674772045,4.18884932826748,2.7776899696048645,87.6157142857143,90.67173252279636,5.7179331306990875,25.237082066869306,7.211369081168443,1.5775580547112464,1355,60,251,24,47,436,186,329,0.079,0.7859999999999999,0.135,0.9653,0,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,1,6,9,15,0,2,16,0,27,15,4,7,3,49,49,23,0,8,7,0,4,2,0,2,7,1,0,0,8,20,4,1,4,3,0,4,10,8,1,1,4,7,23,7,36,42,6,45,0,4,0,0,4,20,0,3,22,146,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810047296954024,0.0,0.0,0.2595052324033829,0.2910266573353973,0.0,0.0,0.06107394832819867,0.0,0.15835075135852705,0.0,0.0,0.06569782412981827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500809175419311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793414073512641,0.08994728331627433,0.0,0.07060802279370182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912283482562816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833647577471362,0.0,0.10297460150835128,0.0,0.06876220969018149,0.08103136437804788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817150296765493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507497987281746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273060287406177,0.0,0.06726486232199229,0.0,0.14350202111794888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036723376671457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171076004522431,0.0,0.04537236140421077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819342680826207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313640055656678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639018329693775,0.07800719724552165,0.0,0.0,0.14130383207367528,0.0,0.08931551704001714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987247301746732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433962822375213,0.16085175887773048,0.08045541880397211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737657494560373,0.05919702071835418,0.0,0.0,0.16981194591828574,0.14984044002340227,0.07822185129046852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069578388853513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547036416507642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639180317223455,0.0,0.08025674049662329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594185426869747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267925191211844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650798645979928,0.0,0.06375674318590177,0.0,0.0,0.08346141151949849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002636953667085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530391668654287,0.05115537261329869,0.07843798540822179,0.0,0.09310545839026928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168122890244264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895224953149019,0.08792753763311985,0.0,0.04708905357361708,0.06336971356230069,0.0,0.09721814607063838,0.07178171334453823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180689904928463,0.0,0.0,0.05812120373186005,0.0,0.08135920748987678,0.05671285728769514,0.0,0.2910266573353973,0.0 adhd,schlichterin,2019/07/08,"Is it possible to have good sleep and still have ADHD? As the title says, I'm wondering if having trouble sleeping is a definitive element of ADHD? I see a lot of people writing about their sleeping troubles, whereas I've always joked that if I had a superpower, it would be sleeping. I have only recently discovered that it is possible to have ADHD without being hyperactive, and it felt like a true revelation. I've managed to get an appointment for evaluation for Sptember, but I cannot for the life of me put it aside until then and stop thinking and worrying about it. I'm super scared to be told that I do not have ADHD, because that would mean that a) I really just am a lazy person with bad habits and that b) I've wasted the specialist's time with my audacity when someone else would have actually deserved it. So, are any of you diagnosed people out there actually good sleepers?",6.7688823529411755,7.050379888235295,8.11529411764706,67.15882352941179,64.82352941176471,11.270588235294118,36.411764705882355,11.00357731598739,4.3202823529411765,711,33,121,19,10,246,104,170,0.14800000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.091,-0.9078,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,7,10,0,1,10,0,21,6,4,0,1,25,30,13,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,13,8,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,3,10,6,19,21,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,8,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.22104687146302768,0.0,0.5444562560673644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423969940217963,0.0,0.0,0.07701929966708852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456566960108306,0.0690410039600844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149544499448794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461249642710548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108745407177311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591726119211264,0.0,0.0,0.18999081433387185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999744978928824,0.05533212059261566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628787130726403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337112609217163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613778563066829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703762420630188,0.09889248607144116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536267538995816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385553642063108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255595221911876,0.0,0.1118285764388528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006727924263659,0.11339098051443045,0.0,0.09025193417886887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533590323428802,0.0,0.0959631058172558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044795678150767,0.09468872970990576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257113051992728,0.0,0.0,0.06604162991866623,0.0,0.0,0.10822283867972106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091766361949644,0.12282343128040266,0.0,0.11501896066100027,0.0,0.2413656254346225,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeliverShade,2019/07/08,"Stimulant medication worked wonders but caused my bladder issues to become unmanageable I was diagnosed with ADHD last year at 34 years old and put on dexamphetimine (similar to Adderall). The first time I took them I ended up overdoing it so took a long break. I rejigged my dose and decided to have another go. This time it worked really well. I was focused, productive, happy, level headed. It was a miracle. Unfortunately, I was diagnosed a few years earlier with overactive bladder marked by urge incontinence. This means that I get hit with a sudden urge to pee and need to excuse myself urgently. I understand that some people even pee themselves and thankfully this hasn't happened to me. Even coffee was a problem at one stage, but medication made it at least possible for me to have a coffee. It was an embarrassing issue that I've had a bunch of intervention for. I had been put on some better meds for this and thought I could give stimulant meds another try. So I used the stimulant medication for 2 weeks. Then my bladder symptoms returned. Not many doctors, urologists or pharmacists seem to know anything about the interaction between overactive bladder and stimulant medication but most agree it is probably winding me up too much and making the bladder issue worse. I'm wondering if anyone had any similar problems. I am toying with the idea of going on a low dose dexamphetimine and maybe quitting caffeine and upping my bladder meds. Otherwise I could look at strattera. I have been off the stimulants for a couple of days and feeling slow, sluggish and demotivated, not to mention unproductive. I actually feel stupid. Has anyone had a similar issue? I can't seem to find anyone who has been in the same boat. Thanks",6.105048543689321,8.464533381877024,6.911306148867315,67.52649320388352,67.93203883495146,10.6397928802589,35.013721682847894,10.70791436637684,4.620459313915856,1401,70,214,44,25,463,173,309,0.08800000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.109,0.7829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,7,10,1,1,18,0,24,19,9,9,0,53,50,19,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,14,15,0,0,13,1,0,6,4,5,1,2,17,3,25,5,37,30,8,38,0,1,1,0,6,14,0,9,16,153,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.08454021297423524,0.0,0.1041146783450144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891264557500129,0.18168214853062697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172506338512034,0.0,0.07129065141897402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567809935921803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661885316661697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899479923370943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833700540298466,0.09585652166488537,0.0,0.05587039234841047,0.0,0.0,0.17585905860335413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867139473068132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673012734066255,0.0,0.0,0.1144390724776196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760735775737624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917996406812527,0.07368902842073706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526157896688902,0.08310518825828918,0.0984697817246341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660828075013232,0.09222124160243757,0.0,0.0,0.08890929680722505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779684174369276,0.0,0.3616846783555051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047610612752586434,0.07061654053725101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666648302251387,0.07274895600892603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197317457545879,0.0578274491143797,0.08783112360313522,0.08703336231865519,0.09436750862540852,0.2886854493232813,0.3490899987683616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368439594487423,0.06423643743109222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090557951785798,0.0,0.05870400039253345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005963399300687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766442212120807,0.0,0.0,0.09340381342673433,0.1657900085231853,0.0,0.17417792405002913,0.0,0.09214366254275068,0.0,0.0,0.05549859731155427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773281024407562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004368863512842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951798185166635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877603169053409,0.10103148570322126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250240093198168,0.058817356301054835,0.0,0.0,0.09018683686940984,0.0,0.07482212464434597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694908643838061,0.0,0.07789245948526892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789714543249408,0.1261380732217766,0.0,0.0882852815555009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736426103672786 adhd,CreativeKey12,2019/07/08,"My new psychiatrist (Quick Vent) I'm in my early twenties and have bounced around psychiatrists for the last few years. In my first appointment, my new psychiatrist decided to switch me off Ritalin and Buproprion because he feels I no longer meet the clinical criteria for ADHD, and he would rather treat my anxiety with Zoloft. I agree. It's now been about three weeks later, and while my anxiety has decreased, my attention span is absolute shit again. My rooms slowly becoming a mess and I feel like I can't keep things in order. In hindsight, no shit I didn't sound like I meet the clinical criteria for ADHD. My medication was working. That was the entire point! /end rant",4.361908602150542,7.083968040322581,4.998064516129034,77.63376344086022,74.24193548387099,9.617204301075267,28.88172043010753,9.928628108626363,3.4060397849462367,543,23,95,17,12,174,85,124,0.154,0.769,0.078,-0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,0,5,0,9,7,2,0,0,14,13,6,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,1,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,3,16,3,12,8,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,15,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515013393894879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28739861799934024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722001141660026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450729204924845,0.20745773169358325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637306005514851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899580347199119,0.13419500963364395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977907994884571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669634057807383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311703951082542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183541111194326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923196579579288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628396984233125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775722624349742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856360874243072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479448008704007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067624874492125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675187282170714,0.0,0.0,0.1334382110002853,0.0,0.0,0.12096467284149755 adhd,darklordnihilus,2019/07/08,"My forgetfulness is causing a lot of problems Do any of you ever forget to schedule doctor appointments? I am mainly asking since I have forgotten to schedule an appointment for a little over a month. This appointment is supposed to be monthly but I always put it off. I often just forgot to call the mental health group. This past month I was out of town for two weeks and just did not want to call them. This was due to a lack of privacy and poor reception. However, I need to tell them to change my psychiatrist but I am terrified of doing it. I cannot understand him at all as he has a thick Dominican accent. There are other issues but I really just want to see a new person. I am currently on 20 mg of Adderall XR in the morning. However, I often forget to take it when I wake up and it is too late later in the day. This has resulted in my 60 pills taking me just under two months to get through. They are supposed to last one month. My anxiety is telling me that if I call them for an appointment that they will question if I am actually using the medicine. My psychiatrist doesn't know how bad my anxiety is and I cannot tell him since I can't understand him. To illustrate how bad my anxiety has gotten I actually did call them a few weeks back. However, they gave me another number to call and the whole voicemail confused me. It took me a long time to build up the courage to just call them. These issues are building up and I have no clue what to do. Do any of you have similar issues?",3.0388039867109637,4.772825000000001,4.7866631229235885,82.1891508305648,74.74750830564784,8.53693023255814,26.657940199335552,9.174902378510234,2.2810448106312293,1179,44,235,28,25,400,153,301,0.115,0.841,0.044000000000000004,-0.9462,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,8,0,14,5,0,1,16,0,32,4,1,5,2,42,48,15,0,7,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,6,4,0,3,8,2,43,1,41,38,6,39,0,0,1,0,28,15,0,7,22,182,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.17300659862912166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737585189127139,0.0,0.0,0.12056128165042805,0.09295047127008667,0.20343617585887436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828697355277897,0.0,0.0,0.06816140373318201,0.14802729155572025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430897368128883,0.0,0.0,0.09106132436523418,0.09377310213037428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057167744226163865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073041017019136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018314876601773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631258634297105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094223928339966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775624482884733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871616643243837,0.07225630889425731,0.0999937640565671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884410559592627,0.0,0.07844673552351204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536156016980602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933183010999764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537721038481943,0.0,0.0,0.06572805507003272,0.0,0.08561247465381036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006715074712472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462028060483151,0.0,0.07740011216607279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481988763746913,0.0,0.08911123220543796,0.09930104179289337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056787315833268265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063741752435118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466536897909342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329780704106112,0.0,0.2324350597592282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168875580337145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848622460689654,0.0,0.0,0.17318369883970908,0.1845620839948824,0.0,0.07655954977820764,0.0,0.0,0.10456850256731892,0.0,0.1422089874141179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896733676614147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bradyrands,2019/07/08,"Question about clonidine and weight gain Hi y’all. Just got prescribed 0.1mg of clonidine to help with ADHD anxiousness. I start with half a pill tomorrow in addition to my regular Vyvanse (50mg am/30mg pm) I keep seeing people saying it causes weight gain but it’s not an officially listed side effect nor can I find any science behind it. My Dr. said it wasn’t a side effect but I keep seeing people talk about it. Can anyone here share any stories or knowledge about this? Not seeking medical advice. Just experiences.",2.8871088435374155,5.8356236632653085,3.970510204081634,81.14175170068029,82.77551020408163,6.1238095238095225,24.493197278911573,7.492282038375204,1.6878136054421768,421,16,69,7,12,136,70,98,0.016,0.885,0.099,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,3,0,19,10,5,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,4,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,7,1,10,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,2,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252815002977697,0.18317643207689374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549482818871444,0.0,0.0,0.21176799023643889,0.0,0.13107115977583514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925653731900418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336453290432173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132820638104512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992290356109125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564547215894165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332328236276836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883869189144206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599119484083278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998972180893202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831027176783698,0.1490697669052688,0.0,0.0,0.2987507761736582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267985776393235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066723420028744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565333362887381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nukkil,2019/07/08,"Gamers: Multiplayer over single player? Novelty-seeking related? I've never completed a single player game out of enjoyment. I feel like I reach a point where I've gotten a large enough ""dose"" and it just can't hold me. Like I've seen everything and I don't care much for the characters so I have no reason to continue. As a result I find myself drawn to more fast paced games, such as battlefield, which basically gives you all sorts of satisfying indicators and sounds every time you do something helpful to the team. The scenario each time is also different (because it's real players). Just wondering if I'm alone in this? From what I understand it's novelty seeking behavior. I'm unmedicated, but I am curious how meds affect this if anyone has experience?",4.8884042553191485,7.202185021276598,6.483280141843974,69.50875,71.12765957446808,10.373758865248227,30.89893617021277,10.504223727775694,3.998748936170213,612,27,100,20,12,209,101,141,0.065,0.836,0.099,0.6707,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,4,2,23,16,11,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,11,4,12,14,7,10,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,4,7,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549597900443496,0.0,0.16639212142039772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548617315164825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683648699112215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121394696580586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815562383913395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738705847984285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499014445267045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530649251785374,0.0,0.1869983459639488,0.2035306945449608,0.0,0.0,0.10520556974331736,0.14864401462179988,0.0,0.0,0.19017063053339592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959804525899696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394637763906206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330329488817933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111694382849346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295412007960918,0.0,0.16047507786215792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966917700283312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682724473058014,0.0,0.2139288366627707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018112057623593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426525645222141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660640839028186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256411646737984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Justskimthetopoff,2019/07/08,"Tips for having a normal day after a few off days Can someone suggest to me what they do? Since getting medicated, I have become extremely disciplined in my routines, with a bullet journal, timing myself, keeping a very tidy apartment, getting up early etc, but if I don't do this I can't function and coming back from even 1 or 2 days 'off' is very difficult. I've been off television for a while now, but have recently gotten back on the netflix wagon :( which makes me super unproductive even though I can't even finish one episode as I get distracted. What do you all do when you have an off few days that give you a bunch of stuff to finish - like do you just not have those? Idk I really struggle with the small things in my life when I have an off day. I literally forget things like socks and keys and mail and other bullshit but will paint a room or workout for hours. I have a bunch of hobbies that I engage in to keep myself occupied and focus on those (gardening, other physical and consuming and detailed activities) but I flounder when they're not available. Anyway this post was precipitated because I had to go visit my grandfather who is sick and didn't have any of my normal routines/things to do/hobbies and when I came back I found it hard to get back into it and now my life is a mess.",7.403341346153848,6.399866281250002,7.7618750000000025,74.48793269230772,63.921875,10.533173076923076,34.14543269230769,9.661875296680813,3.0862647836538466,1032,37,195,17,13,340,142,256,0.121,0.815,0.064,-0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,1,16,8,0,2,13,0,25,4,0,1,1,35,38,24,0,3,10,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,17,15,0,4,1,3,0,4,6,4,0,1,7,1,28,4,29,30,6,43,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,3,25,155,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672222777965208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922392794376104,0.0,0.0777388225735945,0.14084273155906574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585606455479386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985257840575692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41121942870558975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222548652968708,0.2526896699366914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982595842757134,0.0,0.0,0.26650882319220465,0.12233480597354865,0.0724761106617147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142384775069972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255876748758628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267023932884468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180151133349826,0.1246057750798914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512476676385222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846928742254016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498973108226215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641509210678422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213490263341895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816965856910372,0.0,0.12591679384418675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549103755924344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805258366537814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331813267071238,0.14598705380456248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944555708256406,0.0,0.12529389995559415,0.0,0.07436158595964755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104450352081141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Column_A_Column_B,2019/07/08,"ADHD compensating for ADHD I've been having just a terrible time trying to keep up with my online classes for University this summer. Plus, my student loans STILL haven't arrived. Well, today I got an email telling me I will be withdrawn from all my classes unless I sign a promissory note promising I will be able to pay for them... My forgetfulness saved my ass! I was supposed to sign the promissory note at the start of the summer term, which I thought I did but apparently I did not...which explains why I never received my student loan. So, my terrible term will be of no consequence. I will NOT be signing that promissory note and I will be withdrawn from these classes I'm failing by the school admin. It's a huge weight off my shoulders. I can't believe my ADHD compensated for my ADHD. Hilarious.",3.7670308123249328,6.125748751633989,5.022469654528481,78.51897058823529,74.55555555555556,7.508683473389356,30.53641456582633,8.418075326091056,2.619315966386554,641,30,112,12,14,212,92,153,0.122,0.7759999999999999,0.102,-0.6248,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,8,0,17,3,2,0,2,17,23,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,3,1,5,3,1,0,6,1,24,3,18,7,3,14,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,0,9,82,29,8,0.1672122030400463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8038262951938279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839089250791788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373487389657468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862588899863555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289643592898201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922767650999382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835365794823065,0.0,0.1335358813445891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615083563318626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274781142946934,0.09750278027756762,0.0,0.1584976168722495,0.0,0.0,0.11352610976691414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361941607300246,0.15034385191129315,0.0,0.15088300504920585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idkhtkm,2019/07/08,"Can too low of a dose of MPH make things worse then with no MPH? So I was prescribed Methylphenidat and started with 10 SR. Because I had some heart troubles my Psychiatrist told me to go down to 2x 5mg SR (morning and noon.. so yeah basically nothing) Now I feel like my brain doesnt work anymore!? I forget everything I am SUPER SLOW - It just took me 4h to finish my work that is supposed to be done in 2. I felt like my brain was running at idle, standbye Modus something like that. Yesterday was the same (also with 2x 5mg)",0.1843302180685349,2.5817166542056067,1.749009345794395,95.22831152647976,92.73831775700934,4.348660436137072,22.08660436137072,6.079149491110277,0.2911512772585669,410,16,88,4,15,132,78,107,0.091,0.758,0.151,0.7856,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,2,1,10,4,3,1,0,12,17,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,2,12,4,12,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,10,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819961001024986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858933588591025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821428962418166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695922884876516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523906022444408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902967637650533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634839949557164,0.15025870862344615,0.20194832536317397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953452259221242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492402622980115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30826761467504143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403958940813529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181584980300216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192114014735354,0.0,0.0,0.1488715811800892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973289671802994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097787671881184,0.233682681023985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062432778703842,0.0,0.2143426906777796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quantumphilisp,2019/07/08,Chewing Vyvanse helps me to not take it twice Does anyone else do this ? It tastes great and doesnt affect the extended release. The taste stay in your mouth long enough for you to not wonder if you already took it.,2.9964285714285697,5.32075316666667,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,76.85714285714286,5.152380952380953,22.404761904761905,5.985473137389443,0.2382190476190477,171,5,34,1,4,51,35,42,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206022697521898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203142283581255,0.29767785242935857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542409466779135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426968940214404,0.0,0.0,0.3001906500493073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203055453785942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473321346713302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571060504020526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30966167815230394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843912603163868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227846775102489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31506266519218096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mythhpunk,2019/07/08,"Adult ADHD... What was the process to get diagnosed? Hello! I’m really sorry if this is a stupid question. I’ve been pretty certain I have ADHD since I was about 14. However, my parents don’t believe it’s a valid disorder and have always ignored my pleas to get diagnosed. Eventually I gave up and decided to just live with it, but now, in my adult life (I’m 20), I struggle just to function day to day. Now that I’m off of my parent’s insurance, I have hope of getting diagnosed. So, fellow adults, how did you go about getting diagnosed? Appointment making, finding a mental health professional, etc. I’m pretty clueless about this whole process so any help would be appreciated.",3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,5.159089147286821,77.22142441860467,75.27906976744184,8.331007751937985,30.12984496124031,9.075114841892004,3.0031751937984486,537,25,94,13,12,181,85,129,0.098,0.748,0.155,0.8927,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,10,5,1,1,4,0,11,6,0,2,1,16,23,7,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,10,2,14,16,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,4,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233536134936916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193827602004357,0.0,0.0,0.09148381923643532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156726324074254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351917654974844,0.0,0.0,0.5461733443247624,0.0,0.0,0.15418102285117796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003455323536846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295637802810826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811418206158145,0.0,0.07645550139213443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299723277650936,0.0,0.0,0.09017144636380298,0.0,0.0,0.13361690097326212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502127736207328,0.0,0.0,0.11879090431375935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979864764261959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557282878825394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29875538971339755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372717628745197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507024217561229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861822380368603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128315379137686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059335540940375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063813006713655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019598038576354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556500488662896,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FluffaDuffa,2019/07/08,"Help Needed: Husband's Classes Start Tonight Hi everyone, I hope it's okay for me to post here. My husband was offered a new position and has to take the OSHA 30 course (30 hours of safety training) which requires a 100 question final exam at the end. We're unfamiliar with this course so unsure how easy or hard it might be. He'll be working his current job during the day, then in class from 6-10pm, then back up again at 5am.. very little time to sleep or study. It'll be Monday-Thursday for only two weeks, and we'll study together on the weekend, but I believe there might also be smaller quizzes each night. I loved school and have been offering my various tips, but it occurred to me that it's probably better to come here for advice since I can't fully relate. He has ADHD and has always struggled with school, so he's *VERY* worried about retaining the information and being able to pass a long test afterwards. He's smart but loses focuses, misses what the person said, gets flustered, loses more focus, etc. Any tips on how to stay focused, take helpful notes, etc.? Thank you.",4.398642857142857,5.996317566666669,5.037321428571428,82.32455357142858,70.95238095238095,7.345238095238094,28.36309523809524,7.865858978985527,1.8647380952380952,859,32,157,11,16,276,146,210,0.09,0.765,0.145,0.9228,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,5,11,10,0,1,9,1,16,2,1,2,0,24,28,17,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,2,11,6,21,15,5,29,0,3,0,1,19,7,0,6,18,92,20,9,0.12848184738258028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441021274694902,0.12555097426923625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274688693263652,0.10690718948850607,0.0,0.0,0.08737206205043377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879460992606498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475504454464658,0.0,0.1136317530433123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067573495984333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286016252372813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137967813482616,0.0,0.2865824449482289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276991114266406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074558366453135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671264623647068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509449884808395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223734803887142,0.0,0.0,0.12761146463125533,0.12652873897455602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749840845293267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287725644697474,0.0,0.11370239184563158,0.0,0.2874766456746688,0.0,0.0,0.11595988352901257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725978725098731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952676618466064,0.0,0.12408856882316248,0.0,0.12057151016951614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771623454823102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218539335859218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305009412955352,0.0,0.1385251621755503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392907352060472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221565890783699,0.0,0.0,0.2600609777392677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628151184964678,0.0,0.1285746354361914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909401128698296,0.13694455425607527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431712328412435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320471893701024,0.0,0.0,0.11828882298928615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491879843242949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550809575018293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202195959642167,0.0,0.0,0.10306038806474108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935363151059354,0.13047955267429667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluecowboyboots2,2019/07/08,"Wanting structure and organization so badly, but my brain just can't do it and IDK what to do I am a very disorganized thinker, my thoughts are all over the place, my life is all over the place. I am messy, my computer is messy. I have always had ADD - Innitentive, but It wasn't diagnosed till alter in my life at 17 (I am 25) and sadly I wasn't able to find coping skills. I see a therapist, but my symptoms of ADHD give me awful anxiety. I want to be able to organize things, and categorize things and make decisions and have a structured way of thinking, but I don't know how.. in the past I have thrived in structure. I excelled at an office job in finance.. now I am depressed, working part time from home and I just need some relief. I am on vyvanse, but today it is just the worst, I have a planner, and I looked at it overwhelmed because I don't know where to start.",4.630539291217262,4.850038073446331,5.752121212121214,82.48238828967644,69.3954802259887,8.696250642013354,31.345146379044685,8.575989854853784,2.245230508474576,677,27,143,10,11,226,99,177,0.188,0.7509999999999999,0.061,-0.9766,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,0,1,9,1,22,5,1,2,2,33,34,16,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,8,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,2,23,2,19,29,5,20,0,3,2,0,1,13,0,1,6,105,30,5,0.32990724438941377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824219853113556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372546278251593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618906948103226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772938441517818,0.10055419704572574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414279580750745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207431308739069,0.1674244542811583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076462229912965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823854514608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546193255755404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369101726679355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813083936966169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330232432285681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851949801221242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010782370083508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231102073761768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862869822373115,0.15746689727625046,0.0,0.0,0.3446828532093111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314466802717212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167550228010476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144997307419202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152386916737466,0.2191757139011565,0.1056956205670293,0.0,0.13095475052419847,0.0961857836236242,0.0,0.15635674631979424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610401365146987,0.19458784034284074,0.13093250733904407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008820154590512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BuzzmanWilson,2019/07/08,"Brother and sister, when in a group conversation, will pout and say ""nobody ever listens to me"" so that everybody will shut up and focus on them. Is this ADHD? We'll be having a group discussion, and they try to talk about something else or add their two cents when somebody is already talking. In order to get everybody to shut up and focus their attention on them, they just lean back in submission looking all sad, and say something to the affect of ""Nobody ever listens to me"" or ""hmph, I'll just wait"", obvious and loud enough for all to hear. They do this ALL the time in order to either annoy others or to tempt others to feel bad for them. Is this ADHD? Or just passive aggressive narcissism? Most of my family has some form of mental illness (I myself am diagnosed with ADHD, MDD, and CPTSD), but they don't pursue proper diagnosis or treatment because they are either too depressed or don't believe anything is wrong with them.",8.151186868686871,7.408310886363639,8.194621212121216,71.14179292929296,62.29545454545455,10.549494949494953,34.89646464646465,9.725611199111238,3.381279797979799,740,27,125,12,9,241,105,176,0.102,0.89,0.008,-0.9445,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,11,0,11,6,2,0,4,0,15,2,0,1,6,35,22,18,0,0,12,2,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,6,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,8,17,0,26,18,9,18,0,2,1,0,25,10,0,8,6,102,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738288086342331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563415201063096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097298165440732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238221877690712,0.1328897835719459,0.09702087567876108,0.0,0.0,0.17931589125946848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708203806678435,0.16154141390050658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295558765075935,0.0,0.0,0.16445214284877985,0.0,0.0,0.2879339660584765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003943498820474,0.0,0.08047476514777696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315317413556572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938196049145422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365213378031265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603932280951699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531367100969781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505428925352374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558493836587844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280596165238368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805742933257176,0.0,0.15547365634488405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740136353324657,0.0,0.0 adhd,makimoose,2019/07/08,"Today I went to get my meds When I went back to my car, I couldn’t find my keys in my pockets, only to realise I left my car running while I went to the pharmacy. Yep, that’s why I need meds. Have a great day!",0.07374999999999687,1.0880988750000036,2.610833333333336,97.7175,81.08333333333334,5.633333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.24589166666666665,158,4,42,1,4,55,32,48,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,0,11,1,5,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184592909681304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412913441997674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042609547714844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167615247499642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639265592932685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428167658810957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964822115577448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657110633379993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997017475295065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183735150330635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6215176303824399,0.2016601688228912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nubivagance,2019/07/08,"What song is currently playing in your head? I work in a small shop where we get to pick our own music to play on the stereo, usually rotating whose music gets played over the course of the day. My coworker has decided, as he often does, to not have anything play during his block because ""it's nice to just have some quiet now and then"" which mostly means that instead of listening to a variety of songs, I just have Eet by Regina Specktor on endless repeat in my head =D Oh boy! So, what song is currently running on loop for you guys?",4.892560646900272,5.653782433962263,5.566657681940705,82.12349056603773,69.0,9.076010781671158,29.293800539083556,9.23628265651192,2.392168733153639,422,15,83,8,7,137,81,106,0.026000000000000002,0.8290000000000001,0.145,0.9115,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,6,2,2,1,0,12,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,2,0,1,2,9,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,5,18,10,3,17,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,7,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324237465809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018669112825747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906287379538491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866960063558586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088633286285489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926769515378101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6067137290546588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219801815768418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325546596633964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519037808297745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strugglingmimi,2019/07/08,"Work struggles Hello! I am new here but not new to ADHD. Im still pretty young (23, 24 in September) All my life I have struggled in school and have been on meds in the past at you age- but eventually stopped because I hated the way it would make me feel (side effects and all). So for a good while I have been trying my best freely. Sadly It feels like its never enough. Right now I struggle to even keep a job or having a full time job. Which I really need cause I need the money in order to do the things I’d like to do Like become independent and move out soon with boyfriend. Its really stressful when recently I lost half my hours at the job Im working now and its really hard for me to save up money and balance my life now. Its not the first time I’ve lost hours or lost a job. My last few jobs I got fired. It always starts so well in the beginning but as time passes, I seem to not be doing as good and then it crashes. I’m worried about my future. How will I have one when I can’t even seem to support myself. Its so stressful and frustrating I want to be like everyone else. I feel I am not meant to live in the world we live in today- I’m meant to fail in it. I also deal with anxiety disorder and I really do get very depressed about myself every so often. Its just too much. How can I keep a job? Or what can I do to support myself? I need advice :(",0.924658922392485,2.7971162941176497,2.9301668314384592,92.43833477508652,81.56055363321798,5.927879387048937,18.97194760257044,7.021680442328713,0.15018922392486367,1055,25,238,13,28,355,151,289,0.207,0.644,0.149,-0.9641,6,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,9,23,24,2,5,13,0,21,2,0,6,3,49,47,27,0,5,11,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,12,0,3,8,0,2,2,6,13,1,3,8,5,33,11,32,35,7,49,0,6,0,0,4,17,0,6,32,165,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699199041814928,0.07886420643217255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453993486296689,0.06715320777061319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173927200498215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919715271838021,0.08913257423246305,0.0,0.0,0.08469514873157886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290649168541951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320353753319891,0.06951128728262697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249517350041092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674188550108943,0.0,0.0,0.08339006559149638,0.0,0.1066100726396057,0.0,0.06799762820242808,0.07711729576268972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242095167414555,0.057655824924681874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864781846438955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421651461950372,0.0,0.0,0.1353834181391224,0.06454733658306712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229602453660001,0.07967969578676468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895676872556005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743509722547632,0.0,0.4805248639063406,0.1434690145155656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578552546121255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400896651618607,0.15771397464617146,0.0,0.1425283747841985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26429784195796524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538713606915399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964530515680044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577687611324641,0.059327622381946776,0.17952569290468992,0.06224484058464296,0.155891207766448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468794538952046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704226398293815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210622226486287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068073207055444,0.0,0.07968666788973748,0.0,0.0,0.06892181647308646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167799076334081,0.0,0.14694200148344147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057123569737910426,0.0,0.0644512925307097,0.0674731772287218,0.18489511248776455,0.25311185515786905,0.0,0.0,0.1831666533395241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053616961726877764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411795874850455,0.0,0.07649911145673981,0.0,0.0,0.05479354639955972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659025820822755,0.047602029451506864,0.06406004670725178,0.0,0.0,0.07256368462289023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750872195703438,0.08196006791007966,0.0,0.0573306723752146,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,barrym_54,2019/07/08,"Looking for advice from people who use I'm On It or similar apps I'm On It is an android app for people with problems staying focused, especially people with ADHD, allowing you to set a stopwatch or timer, as well as making a quick sound or vibration at set intervals in order to constantly remind you of what you're supposed to be doing when you get distracted. At first, I found it very useful, but I've found a serious bug where I'll often notice it hasn't made any sounds in a while, and when I highlight the app, it shows the same exact time it was when I first started the timer. Obviously if it just doesn't work half the time I use it, it's essentially useless. Has this happened for anyone else who uses it, and do you know what the cause of it is? If not, does anyone have any alternatives to recommend? Originally I had been using the timer feature that came with my phone, but it was a hassle because it doesn't have quick little beeps that regularly go off during the countdown, so the only sound it makes is the obnoxious noise it produces when it's done, at which point I have to reach for my phone to reset it again, and eventually I just get sick of repeatedly hearing the noise and turn the thing off.",10.854444444444447,6.61824661157025,10.597493112947664,66.97583562901747,60.15702479338843,13.565472910927458,40.52525252525253,10.980518767755715,4.221937924701562,968,33,187,17,9,322,136,242,0.073,0.872,0.054000000000000006,-0.7624,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,4,13,5,0,1,17,0,18,1,0,12,2,38,40,19,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,26,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,4,1,3,9,5,13,1,28,30,1,34,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,6,16,132,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516222866219714,0.12328411099021708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158906265706575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176430900266005,0.1292679460117307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690722458929282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429579382690735,0.0,0.12960319497471165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633637371623156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040527436259642,0.1291075963029601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539221758536214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462677819699788,0.0,0.2766603874922857,0.0,0.0,0.13182894493203345,0.0,0.0717008096532739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115646985242714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219381783835994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933537218545346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644753434201925,0.0,0.0,0.10594436091789323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937759755263445,0.16842831776673886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143636348617044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595193646013817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623946743471196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926393178560055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072005883772298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929815984115458,0.13447197622064694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381647086222414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471322307924218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722809972578753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448175900277921,0.0,0.10409691741298338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134348490097533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918474868096793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzza,2019/07/08,"I Feel Like My Parents Aren't Very Understanding Of My Struggles Earlier today (like 30 mins ago) I had an argument with my mother after she picked me up from my summer school class. I was registered to take a uni-level remedial high school class but apparently, I wasn’t careful enough when checking the course code so I accidentally registered for a remedial mixed level course (the level in between uni and college prep). After sorting this out with the office and changing my classes I went to my new teacher to introduce myself and get the work I needed to catch up on. When I received my homework I got in my mum’s car and we started on our way home. Not even 5 minutes into the ride and she accuses me of not double-checking the course codes to make sure I was in a uni-level class (the courses are only one letter off from each other and my guidance counselor told me it was a uni level). I told her that it was a mistake and that I was sorry for not checking again to confirm. After I apologize she continues to pick at the things I forget to do (such as cleaning my room, putting things in the dishwasher and showering on a regular basis). I finally snap on her and explain to her that she doesn’t understand anything I go through and how hard it can be for me to accomplish simple tasks sometimes. When I tell her this, she calls me ungrateful because she believes she’s been more lenient with letting me get away with stuff like this. My parents have never been very sympathetic to my struggles. Before I was officially diagnosed with depression they kept pushing their belief that “Happiness is a choice” and by not being happy I was actively choosing to feel the way I was. Even after I was diagnosed it took them a year and a lot of arguing for them to finally understand that I wasn’t choosing to be depressed. I also have social and generalized anxiety which have gotten much worse in the past 4 years. I have difficulty speaking to people I’m not close friends with and am unable to order items/ask employees for help in stores. On several occasions, I’ve been out with my mum and she’s forced me to order/speak for myself even though I would be visibly shaking or on the verge of tears. During these situations, she’ll become angry with me and make me feel like I’m less than everyone else because I can’t do what they can. Today was the last straw. I feel like my parents don’t even want to learn about my ADD and how it affects me. Whenever I bring it up to them as a reason for why I was struggling or needed more time to complete something they tell me to “try harder”. Several times I’ve suggested to my parents that they read about it and better educate themselves on what people with ADD/ADHD struggle with so they can be more sympathetic to my struggles. I’ve considered showing them this subreddit so there’s even a slight chance that they understand what I go through. &#x200B; Tl;dr My parents are unsympathetic to my mental illnesses and I’m wondering if showing them this subreddit would help them understand more.",6.384073439878236,6.972028042808223,6.941461187214612,74.18930745814309,65.66095890410959,10.050532724505327,34.5441400304414,9.994966539143718,3.5177493911719946,2443,107,432,52,36,802,269,584,0.149,0.773,0.077,-0.9927,8,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,13,3,21,21,1,6,25,0,43,3,0,8,2,81,77,35,0,7,9,8,5,5,1,3,3,1,5,0,28,36,0,1,16,3,3,12,12,10,0,1,24,6,90,11,82,44,9,69,1,2,0,0,52,29,0,6,30,324,118,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068842439159161,0.0,0.05951496278891119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369129586863591,0.0,0.07274543319229919,0.08158163156210145,0.0,0.0,0.05136140169604912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055249945812493165,0.0,0.06276620798024833,0.0,0.06307960818807026,0.0,0.0,0.08185502164219538,0.07415011224925076,0.057130622576136166,0.07564303072481184,0.0,0.05937927906974199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685567599068481,0.0,0.06845301889053293,0.0,0.07102450603687989,0.0,0.07039430740449648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115654008626612,0.13629000808772807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608629291616534,0.0,0.0,0.06937287268238443,0.0,0.2217244627230905,0.0,0.0,0.06415450452770008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357906449872189,0.14389304673861564,0.0,0.14709570285454274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187167780644133,0.0,0.07015505499064456,0.0,0.07631365398080911,0.0,0.05369745341968834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294212494569578,0.06014364984660155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000415184595574,0.07093638560775539,0.06734621959289848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054727512801355085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865451109973986,0.0,0.16400442015717406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057079455234267315,0.0,0.0,0.08963204477589727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766065068543692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935513079235511,0.09956592110226864,0.05178198830262207,0.06484358077893003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549534582876346,0.05106248390511179,0.0,0.0,0.3727513883951116,0.0,0.06409208498087614,0.0930919119852126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749356804821822,0.0,0.0,0.06715749626003842,0.0,0.0,0.06903041061105099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358971674620202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169665903473545,0.0,0.0,0.07546741703024343,0.0,0.06844008923405341,0.0,0.05168713436677193,0.06640251155124179,0.0751569802516824,0.0475215615011517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509430125703038,0.07685846693484508,0.0,0.0,0.06327802151747201,0.0,0.05048041861582013,0.0,0.11736546287441565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892087716471174,0.0,0.06596404828997145,0.0,0.07829896345950632,0.0,0.1272804639680034,0.12830900905540013,0.07459426312266879,0.045583196166482015,0.0,0.0,0.349472038118372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107939530158506,0.03960051482318594,0.10658414603053036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062238829144141986,0.060582800128245726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280973659825793,0.048878229976031716,0.0,0.06842071049843022,0.09538770373354467,0.0,0.08158163156210145,0.08647105119841016 adhd,suntanama,2019/07/08,"Having a very stressful time pursuing diagnosis in UK In Scotland specifically. My partner has been pursuing an ADHD diagnosis and reached the stage of having an assessment booked. But by the time it came around, the doctor they were dealing with went off on bereavement leave and we've heard nothing else since. It's been nearly 2 months now. Is there some point of complaint we can make? Or another way to speed up the process? Or any other options? The sooner my partner can get an assessment, the sooner we can see a light at the end of the tunnel. Any help would be extremely appreciated.",4.5884403669724785,7.161914128440371,5.224302752293578,77.02104128440368,72.8532110091743,8.396697247706422,30.16605504587156,9.120678840339163,2.9690396330275237,476,21,81,11,10,153,79,109,0.062,0.866,0.073,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,13,0,12,1,0,1,0,14,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,5,0,14,10,1,19,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,4,6,55,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592253228409934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29336208518052875,0.22617662733024405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920156494045256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466993775963616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237365977923354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207745467901426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801867801704474,0.0,0.19104311080519465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269253871297932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144576842931444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839148993321984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397911422317733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216691900229208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069666458621412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390294797155825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188221469639384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842640542439078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470796558547269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25154877213119553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779722336625317,0.0,0.17120987225135992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999528519708822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322463216896015,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,I_AM_A_GUY_AMA,2019/07/08,"How to relax without drinking/weed? I have ADHD with a fairly minor drinking problem/dependency and I can't relax at night. I was never a drunk but I loved having 3-4 (sometimes more) drinks on a weeknight while relaxing. I try to limit myself to only drinking on the weekends now and have really cut down over the last few years but I still fight it sometimes. I also use to smoke but it turns me into a lazy sack of shit and essentially quit a few years ago after losing my connect. I feel like I can't stop my brain and just relax unless I have a mild buzz or am stoned. Exercise has been a huge help but when I can't work out I get urges to drink. I know its bad for me and that's the ONLY reason I cut down, I never drank to cope or down my feelings. Sobriety is just so fucking boring. My evening Vyvanse comedown only makes the urge worse now. I get irritable and cranky. I play video games and that helps but not much besides exercise and video games help me zone out. I do tend to feel guilty if I'm playing too many video games though. I'm fulfilled at work, in a relationship, generally happy and I just adopted a kick ass dog. I've been contemplating going 100% sober 24/7 for a month to see if it helps but that sounds horrible. I also live in Houston so being outside in the summer is miserable. How do you relax? Hobbies? What hobbies? Does time being 100% sober help? TLDR: bored guy with ADHD trying to not be a booze bag",2.068847290640392,4.213085958620695,3.7079064039408856,86.9259482758621,79.06896551724137,5.9359605911330044,22.426108374384235,7.021680442328713,0.7636798029556653,1128,35,224,13,28,375,168,290,0.19399999999999998,0.635,0.17,-0.9196,0,0,6,0,1,0,32.0,0,1,0,5,16,20,5,1,16,0,19,14,3,5,2,45,36,29,0,2,17,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,14,7,2,5,21,0,1,8,10,0,0,4,5,29,10,31,29,4,34,0,2,1,3,13,15,3,4,19,147,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628111944230789,0.0,0.09692343464714363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487853683792556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129444763402217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122059754353903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568429111672908,0.0,0.0,0.4284468339218385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221812957738609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585697640179495,0.07811261604477908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108319519330188,0.1142514179445882,0.0,0.0621405198599218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826392651200456,0.0,0.11639460949204646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664419467232888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060090480053435626,0.08912680545926792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053418068176657785,0.0,0.09654934457661736,0.0,0.0,0.1223236456877312,0.0,0.0,0.09868374297678402,0.0,0.07298539079104639,0.11085373776581614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727425455052516,0.0,0.08037758186661169,0.0,0.16865970922134105,0.0,0.0,0.1026083120971254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947430476861784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046237448359682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162966951265476,0.0,0.0,0.07004609186766746,0.11241987187753556,0.0,0.11739038822213065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712993323602071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223607983718058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628038352540585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731917501167973,0.09141325083933063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742612989897228,0.0,0.06375711343988719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846955211314095,0.11893067173977527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443477259705084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539999069435776,0.0,0.15920184460344308,0.0,0.11142694125554137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408229273271171 adhd,hollysuecats,2019/07/08,"I’m feeling self conscious about my ADHD meds and need some encouragement. Am I damaging my body? I have been diagnosed with ADHD since I was practically 5. Reassessed periodically during different parts of my childhood and adulthood. So I am 100% legitimately ADHD and not misdiagnosed. I’ve taken meds through out most my childhood and decided at 17 I wanted stop taking them and so I did for 5 years. It was a great/bad 5 years. I learned a lot about myself and my needs but realized how dysfunctional I was. I’ve been on medication now for 2 years taking it everyday. I guess the point I’m trying to make is my mom made a comment the other day about how she’s worried about me taking my ADHD (and birth control) meds and the long term effects it will have on my body. Don’t get me wrong I hate when people say shit like “oh that meth your taking is poison to your body” but the angle my mom is coming from is just how my body or brain is being effected in the long run. I kinda have the same opinion as my mom since we believe in limited medicine and using medicine when you need it. My uncle died of liver cancer not from drinking but from the mass amounts of pain killers he was on from years of back surgeries. Yes the meds alleviated his pain but caused complications down the road. I guess I’m conflicted because I honestly need adderall to live. Of corse I won’t die with out it but I’m severely ADHD and the quality of how I’m able to live my life will go down with out them. In these last two years I’ve gone up to a straight A student, become better organized, I’m able to save my money and not spend it impulsively. I know it sounds bad but I gained a lot of weight after coming off ADHD meds and since I’ve started taking them again I’ve lost all that weight and work out regularly. But am I damaging my body along the way? I’m taking the highest dosage of long release meds and last time I skipped a day I had some crazy withdrawals (crazy hunger, naps, sleep paralysis.) there’s no way this isn’t effecting me long term in some way.., I guess if anyone has any research or advise to disprove that I would appreciate it. Or even if it is harmful, how is it harmful. I’ll probably be asking these questions to my doctor next time but I’m cousins what others like me have to say.",3.3702379553466533,5.0191964456521765,4.598648648648653,84.2360810810811,73.67391304347825,7.494712103407756,26.345475910693306,8.186683628785799,1.6192244418331372,1815,64,367,29,37,598,223,460,0.16899999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.07,-0.9952,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,3,3,9,19,18,3,0,19,1,31,21,9,13,1,85,68,37,2,8,17,4,3,2,0,4,8,3,0,1,19,25,4,4,10,2,2,5,7,12,0,1,12,6,51,6,50,50,12,59,0,3,0,0,22,20,1,17,33,226,70,6,0.11680880084567286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211444376789467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397169950597574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040837714745596124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460023038082791,0.0,0.0,0.04490937883667245,0.09753046959926598,0.03560278040771518,0.06450307166632377,0.0,0.06580175921378689,0.0,0.051653945990741336,0.0,0.3243706127009037,0.0,0.06519862636679569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059997407466779874,0.0,0.10062043897047508,0.0,0.0,0.06550550130118019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533201319446865,0.0,0.0,0.05927923702620828,0.12122909354650355,0.06102016769889496,0.0,0.059779378639119814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721407762691701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857555565426444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029531019709668118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030513888668200612,0.0,0.033192566690233856,0.0,0.0,0.06439105765182329,0.19301709490823915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766225391718425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03209753106536595,0.09521476295219307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412527552419701,0.05706687985276228,0.0,0.10314431118316597,0.20674422597964215,0.0,0.0,0.06375530228566079,0.0993066653567437,0.0,0.055263655839411965,0.0389853907998451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892447352410844,0.058836288971450726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520758369192574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322449149625033,0.0,0.0,0.0621137424331632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429279973260295,0.0,0.0,0.06324627419065901,0.0,0.04049025745337256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055211036370107325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296982184765902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542629494853426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289104679444857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060928527167454775,0.06598034832616381,0.0599512777402554,0.14493817069257364,0.0,0.058446579382338965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133893522508287,0.0,0.0,0.04882869392942631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634770436039499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811215112460517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039652754121574416,0.0,0.057052612721812564,0.0,0.0,0.05044264989045142,0.0,0.0,0.03444842857522565,0.13907608366373084,0.0,0.14224165095586527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251909910087677,0.05931250364645215,0.0,0.041488810356272006,0.06385604338599303,0.0,0.18805259504410804 adhd,BernzMaster,2019/07/08,"Diagnosed today. Hello world! Its relieving to know that I shouldn't be ashamed of not enjoying reading, or getting bored of a new hobby quickly. It's just a part of who I am, and I have a complementary set of strengths. And also that there are at least 450,000 internet strangers out there who understand what I go through on a daily basis. Wasaaaaap",4.12318181818182,6.543354348484852,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,73.69696969696969,8.036363636363637,33.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,3.1442000000000005,281,15,51,6,6,88,53,66,0.076,0.7979999999999999,0.126,0.4888,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,9,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902011065333905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36682438541653706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888222423043774,0.0,0.20539810374346287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986219407857009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34905283228287304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39137271030693377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615086334993062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425752087456116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376241420487756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,possessoroflimbs,2019/07/08,"Does anyone feel like they are more productive when with someone else? I live with my boyfriend and we work completely different hours. On the weekends, which we get to spend together, I am the first to jump out of bed, make coffee, walk the dog, etc. I am excited to do things with him and it is almost like he eases all of my symptoms, except dozing off, skin picking, leg shaking etc. I don’t procrastinate or put things off or have “ten more minutes” of phone time. But when I’m alone it takes me forever to do things: get out of bed, make coffee, walk the dog, etc. it just takes me forever, and I end up wasting a big portion of my day, as opposed to making the most of it with him alongside me. Does anyone else, with a partner specifically, feel this way?",6.471,5.7486216666666685,6.6691666666666665,80.64375000000003,65.66666666666666,9.9,32.75,9.188382445141503,2.5989999999999998,590,21,121,9,8,190,91,150,0.043,0.892,0.065,0.5262,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,7,0,8,3,2,4,1,27,18,9,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,9,12,0,1,2,1,1,5,1,1,0,2,0,3,16,3,24,18,8,21,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,10,82,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743950035362488,0.15249614075033532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590713609282527,0.1508646870346785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437824349272486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495756061284437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383436674965167,0.0,0.0,0.25770127363483314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460001015327269,0.0,0.130410856475568,0.0,0.4926342597799464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488978443627105,0.1051882205885354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524219159099614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385355096056286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500165139070958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438679645694766,0.0,0.13001553742844515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948513482841744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801677673264627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475589729644634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530386428656886,0.22141217504726726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934589595126669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585677515599452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687218650946148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071924075532738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ranke1ej,2019/07/08,I’ve been out of my meds for over a week. I finally remembered to call in my refill but omg it’s been so bad. I haven’t been able to focus on anything productive until after 10pm each night. Missing a weeks worth of meds shows me how much they are working for me. Does this happen to anyone else?,1.23952380952381,3.1274754126984163,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,80.5873015873016,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.3901238095238093,233,6,51,3,6,78,51,63,0.14300000000000002,0.82,0.037000000000000005,-0.8265,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,13,4,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,34,9,1,0.228547035198147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598054009937967,0.23417344599957754,0.1880747364986357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082722797441493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333720760277223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000030506531901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092172139303493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503621057687456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210338843754666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077284677283403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800836782954698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144759103327017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889923829764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36665329178261136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638496360630295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fatma139,2019/07/08,"AT LAST TODAY I WAS ABLE TO STUDY FOR QUITE A LONG WHILE MAKE NOTES ETC . I AM SO HAPPY AND PROUD I DID GET DISTRACTED BUT I DID IT So today i decided to study economics because i am changing my schools and i need to catch up the portions i had missed out on. &#x200B; i had been procrastinating quite a bit for a few days now and hadn't studied for almost a week. then today i was like ok i will study and i climbed over the wall of awful and made it over to the other side and actually did it. &#x200B; i studied for a quite a while i did get distracted and did leave but then got back to it and studied again, made notes actually understood the chapter &#x200B; basically, i feel so proud and happy that i was able to do it today. maybe had a bit of a high expectations of doing the full chapter and also the questions for it but hey at least did almost half the chapter with notes which is a pretty good thing. &#x200B; also if someone can help with how to set more realistic expectations please let me know it be great if you could &#x200B; and i would just like to thank this community and subreddit here for making me feel i belong and being able to share such successes which usually people wouldn't understand. it might be small it was big for me. &#x200B; THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS LOVE YOU ALL",3.341818181818184,5.224653026819926,4.3632549634273765,84.91065047021947,74.28735632183907,7.3508185301288735,25.65673981191223,8.150884317080207,1.5394045977011497,1044,36,209,17,22,339,130,261,0.03,0.733,0.237,0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,7,13,17,0,2,16,2,30,1,0,5,1,44,47,29,0,8,6,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,16,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,19,2,25,14,28,19,10,32,0,1,0,1,9,13,0,6,18,157,40,3,0.19337817552579095,0.0,0.12580613611732802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909353957966596,0.0,0.0,0.1030963047349097,0.0,0.4190503447792923,0.4699512991198301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049565293485640635,0.0,0.039293846976396346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074592211054046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681894895584184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051465579277329886,0.0,0.0,0.041570975145607834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188926097446857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518521060659553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735474354824503,0.0,0.0,0.054065479621879485,0.051554064133500464,0.07106670706737182,0.0,0.06382493221465985,0.0,0.1372364424665114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043205771605981,0.06810488654719085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035425195997594215,0.05254300763159735,0.0,0.06825318875916782,0.0,0.06591409541578687,0.0,0.0629832057686402,0.0,0.0,0.05704453336134058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817711780002514,0.1219860702474526,0.08605428917973841,0.0,0.06475812303634969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838122831106196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738506979650259,0.04779582228880302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468802610885235,0.0,0.0,0.0707570554503607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557837507291685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220927108780445,0.20568149306180455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652363458667227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546162335290347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869109523126167,0.0,0.0,0.042823955717423486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443998657091708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710450018999889,0.0,0.0,0.07099291335960121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517054360050184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045790102534205485,0.0,0.4699512991198301,0.0 adhd,TDurdan,2019/07/08,"Vyvanse dosage question I am prescribed 60mg of vyvanse; however, I am looking at taking some RIMAs (reversible MAOIs, not full blown MAOIs) at a point. Not sure if you are aware but MAOIs do not mix well with ampatheamine and generally is a no go as it may result in serentonin syndrome or hypertension crisis, so a rule of thumb is that you should continue stimulants after being off of MAOIs for two weeks so your body rebuilds its normal levels of MAOIs. However I plan to take RIMAs (subclass of MAOIs and generally much safer) which is a part of ayahuasca/changa to help me build spiritually. My question is, I read from some experiences people continued their adderall prescription after taking RIMAs about a full day or 48 hours and said they felt fine with no negative side effects. Since vyvanse is powdered, I want to try to take 1/3-1/2 of my prescribed dosage. Today I've taken 1/2 of my prescribed dosage, but I want to ensure that I am really taking 1/2 of my prescribed dosage. I poured out the powder into a weighing scale and it weighed 150mg, some of it were compact powder, I split it and took 75mg today. Is it normal for 60mg of vyvanse to weigh 150mg on the scale? And am I getting half the dosage of I split it by 75mg? Thanks for your help!",10.189098360655738,7.228939057377051,9.546491803278688,70.07801639344264,60.0655737704918,12.055081967213116,39.56393442622951,9.888512548439397,3.802384918032788,1006,37,185,14,10,323,132,244,0.084,0.836,0.079,-0.4946,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,2,2,4,4,0,0,9,0,16,4,1,3,1,36,31,14,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,10,3,0,4,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,5,3,22,4,36,23,7,23,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,9,9,122,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116927438331213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357510690697032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193201853207765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393151975593415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580682562945015,0.0,0.08246156832520272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450997638937875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428906233795727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184434455827492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666247198847488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284327124931796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712514820440324,0.0,0.1005915017858116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716289826054368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250821150116615,0.0,0.14513556034911776,0.0,0.09295240212794634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380198034819412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002515479881125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675154111107976,0.0,0.5454717827847814,0.0,0.0,0.13358517434662784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750686444289622,0.0,0.1612073227866918,0.09851086009087524,0.0,0.14173799712437754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116310848522828,0.0,0.1163874959606836,0.0,0.130458994777191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NuclearRocketScience,2019/07/08,"What is everyone's morning routine that helps you stay focused and productive for the rest of the day? I feel like my morning routine makes a huge difference in how bad my ADHD is for the rest of the day. If my morning routine takes longer than usual because I get distracted on my phone or computer it pretty much sets the tone for the rest of the day. Most days I power through my mornings and those days turn out great and i'm super productive and focused, but even with medication it still takes a lot of willpower to push through. Once I get through my morning routine, the momentum of accomplishment and productivity kicks in and I carry that feeling to work and to the end of the day. So i'm just curious what everyone else's morning ritual/routine looks like and what helps you get past some of the more difficult mornings?",6.33754716981132,7.078111213836478,6.492761006289308,76.83234905660379,65.79245283018868,9.882012578616353,36.654716981132076,9.888512548439397,3.6700837735849055,669,33,122,14,10,214,86,159,0.046,0.787,0.16699999999999998,0.9466,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,6,7,0,1,13,0,2,1,0,2,0,21,14,13,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,13,4,22,14,8,18,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,5,12,82,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780189190827419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367919807785342,0.09029636273178088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731749074784899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547603623479787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237404412786409,0.0,0.1311958558331365,0.0,0.0,0.09783596466478896,0.0,0.0,0.2830818828456432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979412489737567,0.10582139399002474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321694930554309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330966940863098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985717523348452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473396808186734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438870982428678,0.0,0.0,0.12593160666172212,0.0,0.0,0.09887539536491384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922157286363855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888980793827466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577495792872803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140322823361234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069760785961964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788283099439046,0.1182937826137816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274495070619035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111878092084786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314009315390135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783764502306456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ch3rrytr1x,2019/07/08,"to all of us going to work today We can do it! I get anxious every Monday simply because it’s a huge switch from the weekend to the week, but I know can, and every one of y’all can too. I train new hires today so hopefully I can keep my thoughts on track.",0.7391071428571436,2.241950410714285,3.1065714285714314,92.73842857142859,80.60714285714286,5.194285714285715,20.128571428571426,5.6839178017228535,-0.1264671428571429,197,5,45,1,5,68,42,56,0.027999999999999997,0.8490000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.7334,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,1,7,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878931625984684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534621002919838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42942216159088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314176318742385,0.0,0.14482968401400065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531105439703313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265107473718752,0.0,0.0,0.1400516966708177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461230677516876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268407989334322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023120344743297,0.0,0.0,0.4831111712270257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30653741563025605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441479110232705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552429960626754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mindmatterspodcast,2019/07/08,"Our podcast episode ""ADHD by any other name"" I hope this is appropriate for the board. We felt like some research from the guest on our latest podcast episode (Dr. Matthew Fugate) was important enough to share on the ADHD subreddit. We're hoping it will encourage educators and counselors to take a fresh look at how they are identifying and serving kids with ADHD. [Link via Apple Podcasts](https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/adhd-by-any-other-name-try-attention-divergent-hyperactive/id1338562905?i=1000442861517) [Link via our website](https://www.mindmatterspodcast.com/home/2019/6/26/episode-35-adhd-by-any-other-name) [Dr. Fugate's projects](https://www.researchgate.net/profile/C_Fugate) Thanks for the vibrant sub, it's encouraging that so many are interested in understanding ADHD.",11.591230893000805,16.129817584070803,8.048222043443285,55.65773934030571,59.0,9.418825422365245,36.82139983909896,9.800150414767053,4.713130973451328,669,30,74,15,11,188,81,113,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,4,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,13,12,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,8,11,9,2,5,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,3,2,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8922302946767934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414383056118802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127851008581659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880470421552135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411598029874188,0.2457929275241153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060450518244919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390597414480918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544755222462795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303308604799622,0.0,0.0,0.1139182759947628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881217345311788,0.1488375940440252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Smexic,2019/07/08,"Never took medication, should I start? I was diagnosed with adhd as a child but no medication was ever prescribed to me, I simply was put in special education classes. During my teen years my adhd has become more mild and since I always liked what I was studying, adhd didn’t hold me back academically (after puberty at least anyway). However when I socialise this is where it can be a problem. When I’m surrounded by people and am socialising I am super hyper and get overexcited. I have been told by friends over the years that I can get very annoying and have been dubbed ‘insane’/‘crazy’, which I understand. But it’s difficult for me to realise/control and it’s always in hindsight that I see how my behaviour was overload. I’m 20 now and i have a job working with teenagers and I’m having so much fun but my boss keeps telling me I’m not professional and that I need to calm down. Knowing my history with how I am socially I am beginning to consider going to get medication. Should I take medication to make socialising/working with groups more manageable? Or should I just get a job in a more calming environment? Or should I learn other techniques to deal with it?",5.0002225755166965,6.777198153153157,6.246184419713831,73.53975357710651,69.72072072072072,9.54785373608903,32.42819289878113,9.916854025145753,3.4968587175410715,938,43,164,24,17,315,127,222,0.075,0.7929999999999999,0.132,0.9401,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,1,0,6,0,25,5,0,4,2,37,45,19,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,11,13,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,10,1,27,7,23,30,5,22,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,12,124,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473341023735709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647698014420815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540430727650943,0.0,0.0,0.13702863475162316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915816999313096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791358549731213,0.0,0.12593125736460206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122309304722722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958583200548634,0.0,0.25929162113683,0.0,0.07051341866312352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462461736811878,0.11028158536606368,0.0,0.0,0.06818715368373991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060615691886821726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281954236530281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999610805089194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912077673966374,0.09199839233263978,0.09569257478641942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860164416398496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872089159139065,0.0,0.12472741043297032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886993984297286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263428361024908,0.0,0.0,0.1264765717211219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781935045329499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328728756828213,0.0,0.10844507618959127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855685584193293,0.13784942093740304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916413695034318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023730353196525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806529193152817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979760153870273 adhd,ChipotleM,2019/07/08,"I feel like we should spend more time on tips/solutions that work for us and less time on trying to feel understood. Let me start by saying this sub has become a place to come and feel better about having ADHD and feel like you aren't alone in your problems. That's fantastic because a lot of us have struggled with that for our entire lives. It also provides explanation and support to those of us who are just finding out that we have it. Reducing our self hatred and depression, relieving some of our anxieties, and accepting yourself with your flaws is incredibly life changing. And for that this sub is awesome. But reading through the posts it feels like we're leaning more and more towards the ""how to explain to everyone around me that I need special treatment"" side of things. I know it can be hurtful when people don't understand your struggle, but guys, that's life. That's everyone. Every single person in the world has to deal with being misunderstood. You are not special because you have ADHD. Again, you are not special because you have ADHD. Too many of us are spending way too much time thinking about how we *have* ADHD and not enough time thinking about how we can cope with ADHD. ADHD is not an excuse. You don't get special treatment. You're not SO different from everyone else. You share the same problems and the same hardships. Some things are more difficult for you? No one cares. Figure it out. Find a way to cover your blind spots. Use your creativity. The victim mentality is dangerous and contagious. We can't afford to sit on our hands and say ""sorry, I have ADHD."" It's not your *fault* you have ADHD, but it is your *responsibility*. You didn't want it. It's unfair. But you still need to find a way to deal with it. So I'm hoping this post can try and move the sub in a better direction than how we all feel sad and helpless all the time, and more towards new insights on how to cope with our shared disability. I'll start. Try meditation. I know it's been mentioned before in this sub, but I'm surprised I don't see more of it considering how life changing it has been for me. Download an app. Find a youtube channel with guided meditations. Sit in a chair and stare and the wall for 5 minutes. Try something. It's going to feel like you can't do it, but trust me you can with some practice, and it will make a world of difference when you do. I always get caught up in daydreams about the past and future. Meditation is about being present in the moment and reduces my mental distraction. I get dopamine fatigue where I compulsively look for my next high and can't even sit down to do a small task. Meditation stops this roller coaster and gives me a break from my instant gratification brain. I have poor emotional regulation. Meditation is about being mindful of your emotional state, thoughts, and feelings and not being so reactive to each of them. So give it a shot a stick with it. You have nothing to lose.",3.6574408804374334,5.947011646536418,4.329858948908161,83.68170584752552,74.63055062166963,7.115508654616376,27.02500609480027,8.060288974870295,1.8061742694946552,2339,90,438,38,51,745,247,563,0.10800000000000001,0.77,0.122,0.6908,2,2,1,0,0,0,69.0,15,23,1,4,27,34,2,3,25,0,50,7,2,8,2,106,88,43,0,7,14,0,9,4,0,2,5,2,0,3,35,44,0,1,23,3,3,4,16,15,0,1,6,15,57,19,69,74,19,58,0,6,4,0,54,26,0,5,22,314,92,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623695496863843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058022377974395,0.0,0.04677614866598773,0.048670151848550634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474633220449678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207041171021995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069688093604841,0.06459998064968946,0.04977250877945097,0.0,0.0,0.1034631010672975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529658034689031,0.0,0.0,0.059636641963221534,0.0,0.12375387107205772,0.0503858052224322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060566994535983,0.05037920033232077,0.0,0.0,0.12222368798127907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048862683105833145,0.13159158465202925,0.0,0.060438023584255436,0.0,0.03863351131102075,0.0,0.04928215642740612,0.16767525868937774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366030953290116,0.16714720545431327,0.0,0.0,0.21384305001460907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167919759122142,0.11222199415183193,0.03324243498038116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579164214575112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180016453941661,0.0,0.05809589973260774,0.0,0.0,0.06261705291631338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642915083626318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059812183070591364,0.123944199316432,0.11430523350258626,0.0,0.05164963725314185,0.0,0.049118671691182086,0.06543775056121172,0.0,0.04972793151322225,0.0,0.0,0.03904396219018246,0.05930185615310692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178926529559984,0.0,0.05906039403464191,0.0,0.0,0.06216789523720913,0.04299845809311298,0.08674237140672775,0.0,0.056492079870287475,0.06220706170427286,0.0,0.0,0.05612479239971252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963579246258992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055837372648140336,0.04055108974530308,0.05107308644138563,0.061111843990639535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120386158296248,0.0,0.0,0.11193816990761292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585079756089501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303060568173988,0.0,0.0,0.04661066799847359,0.0,0.06102006577907796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503011227693865,0.0,0.06547716952372967,0.08280208512964042,0.0,0.0467119039945209,0.04890205383253686,0.0,0.12229738369095686,0.0,0.0,0.06637619502911253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771916653092564,0.0749588117243964,0.0,0.04643623092563952,0.17053620591201332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884931261640758,0.0,0.0,0.06089238765861067,0.2814354026252737,0.05051843459020095,0.0,0.0,0.03450018366386764,0.1392850306414508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258297951092617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yishboy302,2019/07/08,Meds are not miracle workers You alone have to try and concentrate with the additional help of medication,6.096666666666668,9.65765866666667,6.9311111111111146,61.40000000000003,73.44444444444446,12.488888888888884,36.77777777777778,11.20814326018867,6.170911111111113,88,5,13,4,2,29,18,18,0.223,0.659,0.11900000000000001,-0.3339,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034808920715573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32584063458266554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399774306193764,0.489721739608975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33004827578651363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AngelStace,2019/07/08,"Have you any advice on how to manage a relationship when one has unmedicated ADHD? Hey, I (34F) have a son (11) who is diagnosed and medicated ADHD and doing well and I am confident in helping him own his brain chemistry and live with his condition instead of being defined by it. On the other have his father (36M) is undiagnosed and therefore unmedicated, but I have strong belief that he is in fact suffering ADHD. I struggle so much in the relationship, but I love him dearly. In many ways he is just like having another child, and whenever I try and discuss the issues we are having he gets super depressed and takes it all as insults to him and his personality and gets depressed. So in fact the issues I tried to bring up get ignored due to him being depressed and then I feel more lonely and ignored and it's just becoming a vicious circle. I am myself am receiving treatment due to the guilt and anxiety I get from it all as I am constantly questioning if he's like this because he just doesn't care about me, or if I am just expecting too much with him. Can you please advise me how I can approach him and discuss with him without making him feel bad for who he is but at the same time making him see there are issues that need work. Or strategies you use in your relationships that help span the gap between ADHD and Non-ADHD? Sorry it's been a bit of a ramble.... I'm just feeling very lost and don't have other adult sufferers to speak to, to get more of an understanding. TL/DR Partner feels like another child instead of an equal partner, please advise strategies to talk to him or methods you use to manage your relationships when one has ADHD and one is a non-sufferer.",8.677304964539005,6.744945504559272,9.139683890577512,68.60123809523813,62.03951367781156,11.812847011144884,37.73880445795339,10.504223727775694,3.8774812968591696,1337,52,245,25,15,451,164,329,0.16399999999999998,0.715,0.121,-0.95,0,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,6,0,4,17,23,2,2,15,0,30,4,1,7,4,59,52,35,0,4,14,2,4,3,2,0,2,1,0,6,13,22,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,14,1,3,2,6,37,9,36,48,10,22,1,7,1,1,54,11,0,6,10,186,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868692920306171,0.07953058940893228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055346058707944686,0.1706830640623694,0.06226095353482855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679548778568567,0.04961285645217449,0.08988572236937316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885369806236734,0.0,0.0,0.09085498530653607,0.0,0.0,0.08297963232553396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795060508964347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029592123958876,0.08260625275598914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460717112134385,0.05814300233987455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126071560923666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910419363523254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484114547881737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928496395024725,0.0,0.0718663520936683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884369771519406,0.0,0.07345508817061616,0.0,0.10865312064590887,0.08251380456400023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198899988964575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965785214170215,0.060347546822087664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545013487707186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106412760882852,0.0,0.17867731999597875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911722439176646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495174000146331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485502814437706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110626074731863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508352917748821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061193014483092625,0.06541591516277827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745750665672118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051307654279316,0.0,0.0,0.0847269023371826,0.0,0.14058474756313938,0.0,0.06715292936787665,0.0,0.06460133820750746,0.0,0.0,0.07317682975363142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845431654794006,0.0,0.059250820750798724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,worlds_okayest_human,2019/07/08,"I like posting on social media but I'm terrible at interacting with replies TBH I probably won't even reply to the replies on this post 😂 I just want to know I'm not alone! I have 43 unread messages in my Reddit inbox, a million unread emails, tons of looked at but not reacted to Facebook comments...I could go on. It's just. So hard. And now there's too many to plow through.",0.7771794871794881,3.0985597948717998,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,85.66666666666666,5.51794871794872,24.051282051282055,6.937597516519254,0.9625282051282048,296,12,62,4,9,99,59,78,0.08900000000000001,0.838,0.073,-0.4891,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,9,4,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,13,7,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019642141896541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278383968295435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925700691835378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569806333329942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611770183061626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602316200776482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243959438754344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448337126187172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955921466775493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584603436080636,0.0,0.3143468122237724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29720475036597405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196735501234495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TejanoMarkCorrigan,2019/07/08,"insominia after tapering off vyvanse ? its been a month after quitting right after weaning from 30 mg, to 20 to 10. In that month there was two weeks of insomnia and several days of half decent sleep. Is this normal when people quit ? will my sleep cycle recover?",3.780000000000001,6.596542,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,76.91666666666666,8.006666666666666,26.266666666666666,8.841846274778883,2.6592866666666666,208,8,33,5,5,68,42,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857960801853407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925363319160886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092135991651414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704701330349369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523071532997287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099899082406849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27778728672706354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921379506770433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402001639994026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723924554051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,internetsarcasm,2019/07/08,"non office accommodations? I finally got my diagnosis, and less than a week later got a talking to for being out of my area too much (I work in a grocery store). I'm not slacking off, I'm just distracted and if I find something that belongs on another area, I go ahead and take it there. these tiny two minute breaks from what I'm doing really do help me refocus when I get back. trouble staying on task is literally part of the diagnostic criteria - I don't feel like I should be punished for displaying symptoms of a recently diagnosed disorder before I even have a chance to get treatment for it. (my appointment with the prescriber is at the end of august. ) I'm going to ask for an accommodation to take 3 10 minute breaks instead of 2 15s in hopes that more breaks will help me focus better between them. and also to not be scolded for being out of my zone when I'm clearly still working. what else have you found helpful as an accommodation in a non office setting?",5.658809523809524,6.306697380952388,6.910171957671963,73.57255952380953,67.25396825396825,9.8978835978836,33.73941798941799,9.928628108626363,3.3752783068783074,771,34,142,17,12,262,120,189,0.069,0.828,0.10400000000000001,0.7654,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,4,10,6,1,1,11,0,13,2,0,0,1,17,30,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,3,1,16,3,31,21,4,29,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,12,100,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326259253202978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390260021891438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504238215061328,0.0,0.0,0.12752431678725926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112160194127302,0.0,0.0,0.14667613630977913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832885239695589,0.0,0.0,0.19007236371092864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854194381881055,0.0,0.14688915523717774,0.0,0.0,0.10953884259654713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385604989555782,0.1184794677431366,0.0,0.1816747331769974,0.15157902686697905,0.0,0.0,0.18184012415244075,0.0,0.0,0.17329399362599138,0.0,0.18850669945722384,0.0,0.26528227087511674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333486565972739,0.0,0.0,0.16472118118084575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810233302365504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219149172084738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795936197388978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624434441179856,0.0,0.16375160723367765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276753319442996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676835540229496,0.13244377032799542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237611635037944,0.2493891093952925,0.1332996663142881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200614764094842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330305933250967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414737947264308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chillythefrog,2019/07/08,"Feeling a bit strange on higher dosage of meds, anyone got any suggestions to calm myself down? I’ve been prescribed Equasym XL, and been upping the dosage by 10mg every week. This week I’m in 40mg (started on Friday) and I’m really not feeling amazing. My heart rate is higher than usual (resting can be from 80-100 where it used to be 50-70 before), I can feel my heart beating harder than before, and feeling more nervous. I’m planning to go back down to 30mg tomorrow when I also have a catch up appointment, but I was wondering if there’s anything I can do for today to help me reduce these symptoms? I can feel the nervousness in my my legs (it’s always been like that it’s strange), but because I’ve got a reduced appetite I feel a bit more shaky, and I just feel like I can’t do anything because I just feel ‘off’ in a sense Anyone have any tips??",2.785827922077921,4.229186056818183,4.129902597402598,87.8443181818182,74.79545454545455,6.392207792207793,26.775974025974026,6.868970318607317,1.1835337662337664,670,25,137,6,14,221,104,176,0.1,0.821,0.079,0.3416,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,3,7,0,16,4,3,1,0,21,33,9,0,1,6,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,8,15,4,21,25,5,21,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,3,10,83,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792420087428986,0.1122941369584056,0.0,0.0,0.18354930756615906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872863500525552,0.0,0.22211444718153467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377277254101376,0.0,0.16453575305568574,0.0,0.2296750967630093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29467382384175084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370618363150872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459021470558642,0.09641253657841403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669855968672057,0.0,0.21587315618096675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198468311855431,0.09045810876970548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186529174948725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990560405308084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645621842309073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552249515188536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027087510982386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792243266268372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655858462182335,0.14863488001385675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650699803632426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463539389598674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BonnaGroot,2019/07/08,"Adjusting to new Vyvanse dosage? Been on 20mg Vyvanse for about 6 months and just moved up to 30mg last week. I find that it’s mostly fine, but some days (not all) I feel varying types of stimulant-induced discomfort from hours 2-4. Nausea/gas/digestive discomfort, sweating, occasionally my heart rate jumps noticeably for a minute or two. It always passes and they’re all symptoms I’m familiar with but I had thought a week or so in they’d be gone. Anybody else experienced this? How long did it take your body to adjust?",3.627348734873486,5.8389222079207945,4.442112211221122,83.20286028602862,74.44554455445544,8.053245324532451,28.05390539053905,8.841846274778883,2.3185832783278326,417,17,80,9,9,134,83,101,0.087,0.898,0.015,-0.8196,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,5,4,3,1,2,19,10,8,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,5,2,6,1,12,3,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,8,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748717746972225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26363295033205825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306566096990934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826840483662544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200070158567771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692587122141585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28125087214867045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337336118220077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346503574446872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100397975532256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894437558844813,0.2522564999968339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292259419632244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702149206965174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668874045407996,0.17845130341212154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842267446325767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318482012097803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38076214041765993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,funnydarksquiggles,2019/07/08,"When I make myself a coffee, I have to set a 5min repeating timer to remember to drink it. lol getting an apple watch was such a smart adhd-investment.",2.253,4.563876966666665,4.436666666666671,81.06500000000003,79.33333333333334,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.0633333333333344,119,4,22,3,3,41,25,30,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725632147565486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667093749964912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890933315245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180134702657462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396900045370221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blondeboyjaco,2019/07/08,"Growing up with an ADHD-denying parent... I'm writing a novel atm about a young boy who runs away from his abusive father when his aunt decides to intervene. The boy in question, has ADHD. Having ADHD myself, I've always wanted to write a character who shared the same struggles as me and especially, had the same difficult family dynamics growing up. In my case, my dad wasn't *this* bad, but I wanted to share this piece of dialogue in particular which almost brought me to tears writing it. I want to make it clear to the mods that this is NOT self-promotion; my novel isn't even finished yet and I highly doubt I'll ever get it published. This post is about sharing my experiences of childhood, growing up with a parent who saw me as a disappointment because of my ADHD, which he wouldn't dare to admit I had. The purpose of this post is also for people in the comments to share their experiences of growing up with ADHD-denying parent(s). \*\*\*\*\* This is the specific section of dialogue I wanted to share with you guys: *“I’ve always struggled to listen, to pay attention… it started out small, you know? When I was six or so, when I didn’t do what he asked of me,” then he picked his head up to look at me, as if to clarify what he was trying to explain, like he was struggling to explain himself, struggling to get the words right, to get the words out, even, “not because I wanted to disobey him, or because I was more interested in something else, but because I just couldn’t remember what he had asked of me and because every time I went to do that something, I forgot what it was I was supposed to be doing and something else came up… and when I didn’t do these things, he’d sit me down and stand over me. His voice would start quiet but get louder and louder until he was shouting at me, and as I began to cry, he’d shout at me to stop crying and stop being such a baby. And then,” he glanced at me, having previously been staring into the wall while telling me all this, “and then he slapped me for the first time.”* *I wondered what exactly to say. I wanted, just like he had, to get the words right. But before I could speak, he continued.* *“I learned to fear him after that, but it didn’t mean I started focussing or anything. And I guess he had hoped that shouting at me would scare me into being obedient. What he never knew was that I wasn’t trying to disobey him…” I could feel the hurt in his voice as it quivered. He was visibly shaking and I held him with my arm around him, trying to give him whatever comfort I could.* *“…I just couldn’t listen to him, not while Mum was cooking and my brother was yelling at his friends while playing on the computer and, and and…”* *“…Sometimes… sometimes I believed him, that it was my fault, that it was me who kept messing everything up.""*",4.652102485697377,5.517055239051093,5.496070230814759,82.03815841388834,69.6021897810219,7.895127244032352,30.68672321956993,8.00916892397051,2.1136120931150124,2173,87,419,27,37,711,231,548,0.109,0.792,0.098,-0.9055,3,0,3,0,2,0,87.0,0,2,1,1,17,27,0,8,21,0,49,3,2,2,5,92,89,43,0,16,15,7,1,2,1,3,0,11,0,3,37,27,1,5,12,4,2,9,13,14,0,2,33,16,70,13,80,43,6,74,0,2,4,0,69,33,0,10,30,312,107,4,0.0,0.08775255987728929,0.0,0.0,0.4450467467603422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416340943168688,0.0,0.0,0.05922816497126565,0.12325272024622914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094754936148593,0.06593178410041096,0.1384778393119967,0.0,0.06958463899300824,0.0,0.06183952248456585,0.22574062737338996,0.0,0.06302216931268256,0.08344365376572713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847083565940106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739986865391205,0.0,0.16270948473984118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374028809410313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783584354871026,0.066994235710014,0.06240128300995713,0.0,0.06656306073605256,0.14489567715490936,0.06982001749217523,0.08334148069669609,0.03744848486491699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299796127094281,0.0,0.0,0.05722090034803811,0.0,0.1934743380342477,0.07104799104444137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158875907892664,0.07333402732929739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601001881729381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825163988444059,0.0,0.07356128350983683,0.0,0.0,0.07928598753660486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040703095190073535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236689445419157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062194277918612324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943763648103571,0.0,0.0,0.08067633379117613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057121961690617826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24671463448172,0.0,0.0,0.051345968013518865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186378765155544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296752500373836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838989563380884,0.12649881735562707,0.0,0.05889788084136726,0.07414999670227873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726387540641264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105197807055192,0.07325021393198942,0.0,0.15726654602463416,0.0,0.0,0.12383999086839086,0.0,0.3097069691874433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473433807653271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492041750764105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637347729891108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085177320387996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210570487625257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865715532712681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803181785983885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522447934174124,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Roxirin,2019/07/08,"ADHD ‘lockups’ - Advice for motivation/inaction issues? Need some advice, whenever this happens it drives me nuts! So basically, I’m currently in a bit of a bind. I have a LOT of work that I need to do before the 28th, otherwise I’ll likely not make it to my second year of university. Unfortunately, because ADHD focuses around ‘now’ and ‘not now’, the 28th seems like an age away and I have absolutely no motivation to do the work whatsoever. Unfortunately, that’s not stopping the thought of the work from stressing me out. Basically: I can’t work because I have no motivation to, but if I do something else (such as gaming or another hobby), I feel intensely guilty for doing that instead of working, and end up wanting to do neither so I don’t experience the negative emotional effects of either one (boredom and/or guilt). I call these situations my ‘ADHD lockups’ because I feel locked between two choices, not wanting to pick either and basically just existing through the day, getting nothing done but not being able to relax either and feeling worse about myself the next day. If anyone has any advice on this matter it would be incredibly appreciated, I’m quite stressed about this at the moment! Have you found that taking your meds helps with this ‘don’t want to do anything but not doing anything stresses you out’ mindset? Worth noting I’m currently taking 80mg of Strattera but it doesn’t appear to be doing anything other than sometimes making me feel a bit sick. Haven’t felt any positive effects from it. Many thanks in advance!",8.068545373665483,8.377485523131675,8.60243549822064,64.6681372330961,62.09608540925265,10.868416370106765,38.91481316725979,10.550175099000144,4.432517615658363,1236,60,194,27,16,413,159,281,0.105,0.76,0.135,0.7912,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,11,10,8,0,4,14,0,23,1,0,7,0,52,47,15,0,8,17,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,12,2,1,3,15,4,0,3,4,5,19,4,36,39,8,24,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,7,14,144,34,7,0.0954894117317762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442791494898053,0.2799334439741141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987214889812268,0.10012897407595292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676841692226848,0.0,0.23573894889023456,0.08500582137220722,0.0,0.0,0.08971544564122168,0.0,0.0,0.17462837727304362,0.0,0.08125445625624289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208499412140582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750536573441068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316554185012325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977188214172361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976915056820999,0.10741273567480338,0.08457527603536262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340696765521364,0.0,0.0,0.19312926282952486,0.0,0.09168481000193822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469921124990447,0.0,0.0,0.04988927644972612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444097143578459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400453985339764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996661369199484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330260643130447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118168312067815,0.0,0.0,0.12747984763678924,0.09681127584020864,0.0,0.0,0.10606720988706228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160837771433873,0.0,0.0,0.10155407268050108,0.0,0.0,0.09162466592031528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647060966748512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156474340076536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692997410911753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733409963603227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351241434168627,0.09444146986066232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983342394058306,0.3281483955411135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435923076367565,0.0,0.0,0.08791382091554961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580792664423516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327928010774623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896638725424928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475871450706895,0.0,0.097311868443352,0.06783293836918794,0.0,0.0,0.061492050411922426 adhd,ladybadcrumble,2019/07/08,"Why is it so hard to find a decent doctor for adhd as an adult? I got diagnosed about 5 years ago now and have been with the same psych since she was the only one who was willing to make an appointment with me. In my situation, I have to have an Rx written once every 3 months at an appointment. I've stuck with her because I'm not sure I can find better in my area. This is despite the fact that her appointments rarely last longer than 5 minutes, her payment and billing is not well communicated, and my appointments are anywhere from 20-120 minutes late. I've done some outside counseling but would really like for my psych to be someone easier to work with. So my appointment today made me so angry. I got to the front desk and they told me I had a 3 month old balance, which was odd. For the past few years I've paid ahead, the service type and charge has been the same, and I have the same insurance. Okay, whatever, I'll figure it out with my insurance and pay afterwards. Unusually, my psych is ready right away and she tells the wellness check-up nurse that I'm going to skip that today. Oooookay. So my psych brings the balance up with me in our appointment and she spends most of the 3 minutes giving me a lecture about ""How are organizations like mine supposed to run if we don't get paid? Should we just refuse to see patients until they pay? You need to check your explanation of benefits after every billing."". Well, jesus. I only check my explanation of benefits when my new insurance enrollment starts and generally not again until the next year. I say nothing, think about standing up for myself but don't in case I did actually mess this one up. I also don't apologize because I'm confused about this situation and don't know if I'm in the wrong yet. Even if it is my fault I don't think it's professional for the psych to bring it up with me in an appointment. She writes me a scrip and I leave after telling the billing desk that I will get right back with them. I spend the car ride home getting angrier that she got shitty with me, especially as I go through my calls and emails and find that her office never contacted me about the outstanding balance at any point in the 3 months. Okay, sure lady, your office is about to close down because of all the missing money but you didn't think to tell me what I owed! Maybe I'm wrong for not checking my explanation of benefits, but it should at least be understandable why I haven't noticed if you know I have ADHD and this routine has been the same for the past 5 years. I just got off the phone with my insurance and it turns out that my doctor renegotiated her contract with them in March and changed the rate that the insurance agrees to pay for. So SOMEONE in that fucking office knew what the problem was and I'm pretty sure that my psych whose name is on the building should have a clue. Ughhhhhh, I obviously don't run a medical provider related business, but it would be nice to get heads-up of rate change in addition to the bill. Sure, patients should read their bills but if there is a change in an established routine there is a reasonable expectation to notify those affected. So I called back, paid the new rate, and let the billing office know that everyone with my insurance might not be withholding their payments maliciously. Maybe that will prevent this same situation from happening to other people.",7.043995433789952,6.732796866057839,7.063268645357687,76.92768835616438,64.35768645357686,10.709436834094367,33.622907153729074,10.25414643259724,3.1916359208523595,2699,101,528,56,36,865,281,657,0.09699999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.2259,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,3,5,6,3,28,24,1,1,43,2,53,6,0,5,8,104,96,43,0,14,18,0,1,2,0,10,5,1,1,1,32,37,0,3,13,1,19,9,14,8,3,2,23,3,74,16,85,58,10,72,1,1,1,1,42,29,1,9,35,357,106,19,0.0,0.0,0.07094307353500852,0.0,0.17473850661235416,0.0,0.06444267438135702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813682029925207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049437350583005434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830246479335424,0.11180104147723714,0.0,0.13294866346996415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429575634052273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484662259132267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307155495601266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378726458908584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881962217785386,0.0,0.07439562175492474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048016554775726715,0.0,0.12250294023300133,0.0694663602502692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993348425238632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720842546473953,0.15192748690790248,0.0697388529591869,0.0826322612647777,0.0,0.23257395072943265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428688435293571,0.0,0.06512341538240933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072922342494502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985928646464145,0.05925883377711502,0.08200687156117807,0.07697702415126521,0.0,0.07433895773914738,0.0,0.07103345410987118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878890822734494,0.04852669316214853,0.0,0.1460704676685196,0.0,0.0,0.07323590922496119,0.0,0.07712142917991889,0.0,0.0,0.1740813165056643,0.0,0.0,0.05390488317896474,0.056069426151550174,0.14042498108177873,0.07731548814482607,0.0,0.0,0.06975599879704236,0.08276751924725527,0.07628465774557984,0.0774213382639812,0.09852452626103274,0.11058069665847148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879754499701755,0.05039986156824711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687234106450734,0.0,0.0,0.07396032703469249,0.0,0.06956247418973588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271799327343638,0.0,0.04657240538728413,0.07474598092579461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416793625532528,0.0,0.05781262202100197,0.0,0.0,0.05793114881699801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013680161022075,0.2451478731154405,0.0,0.0,0.12319410137012635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145624512568695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740692252877777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190624608162632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397464442247497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781901408037742,0.0694663602502692,0.0,0.0,0.07907489639409168,0.0,0.07568151504262563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960935613955766,0.0,0.13119785273570864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292524284782674,0.0,0.0,0.10328560152996498,0.15896840125831133,0.0,0.1872613384824648 adhd,BloodyFreeze,2019/07/08,"Planner suggestions Hey guys, TL;DR: I know this is a reposted topic, but most threads are dead or archived. Could you Please provide your suggestions/feedback on planners and time management that works for them, even if it's a rare occasion that you to to, or feel a need to, utilize it. I did look at Passion planner, but I'm not huge on it. I used to use a series called ""Getting Stuff Done"" and I can't seem to find ***Refills*** anywhere in stores now. I bought a refill from Staples almost 7 years ago, and am running out of paper. You can tell how unfrequently I use it from that statement alone. They sell the PDF on their site and you can print them out yourself, but I'd rather buy a full refill and save on ink and paper. It also has way too many sub-areas to help me be productive, and since sprints have become part of my company's regular practices, I'd like something that would allow me to incorporate that. I have an awesome coworker who is very understanding of what I need. We typically have a 15 minute meeting every morning to kick off the day where he sits and listens to me listing off and writing down what needs to be done. He mostly nods, reiterates, and adds if he feels he needs to. For some reason, physically writing it down with pen and paper helps me compartmentalize and organize my tasks. Then I take that list and organize it, typically by ""project"" and then by priority. It really helps me get things rolling for the day. Even if I don't hit a productive stride that day, it cuts down any anxiety because I'm confident I have everything I'm supposed to on my radar. Having a place for ""goals"" or sprints in a planner would help me a lot, because I feel like I waste time in the mornings, especially after coming back from a long weekend like most of us just have. I could probably cut these daily one on ones down to weekly since I could refer to a verified list from that week, which would improve my productivity and make me more independent. I don't know if I'd regularly use all of the sections, but things like 3 month, monthly, weekly and daily goals or notes would be awesome. I don't need TOO much focus on dates themselves, but I could get used to them depending on the layout. My Windows PC has a touch screen and I have a stylus, so if anyone has any recommendations on a good program or application that also works with a stylus, I'd be willing to try that too. Thanks guys!",5.523929078014183,6.180339208510642,6.161276595744681,78.79333333333334,67.55319148936171,9.160283687943265,31.83687943262412,9.21078282632365,2.6742326241134755,1908,76,369,34,30,623,242,470,0.047,0.813,0.141,0.9937,0,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,2,5,5,8,14,10,2,0,24,0,36,1,0,11,1,86,67,38,1,19,18,0,4,4,0,5,0,1,1,2,28,24,0,0,11,1,4,2,5,2,0,2,4,7,43,8,55,49,11,51,0,0,2,1,31,27,0,18,24,248,71,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591675318024854,0.0,0.08575841683533363,0.08869961966013565,0.0,0.1369762716930198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647943472629065,0.0,0.06551614371969422,0.0,0.0,0.05988310447358398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585366104527747,0.0,0.10441353204932646,0.09458521867651963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745038855431272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377327914384113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735137088785732,0.0,0.0,0.1656966425924792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752836643940915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131318950514967,0.0,0.07215735199386726,0.0,0.07696979888304717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990999737635114,0.061182893632729676,0.0,0.0,0.07827553292070126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423373915972242,0.0,0.0,0.07183271839802742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959873156081215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961697901490155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413356345257748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673620548795742,0.0,0.0,0.07579076204909492,0.07191798288925598,0.0,0.0,0.07281004156975285,0.0,0.0,0.05716691653179196,0.08682787480358314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671777245251926,0.0,0.0629569625344742,0.3175134917035253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606691085004955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274229149496167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947800091342258,0.09400955423657227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233691071787936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486466598009111,0.08805457314789399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796555559378643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168843142281035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593164539536048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803997164209056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439236959763127,0.0,0.07485516632619607,0.07884794585869513,0.0,0.0,0.11379390965374518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987745609969807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814551652853307,0.0,0.0,0.08915667999434275,0.10301717134010407,0.3698373540404908,0.0,0.0706638867842453,0.0,0.06797889075245253,0.20609132020125406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469726425399695,0.0,0.0,0.24335140009931835,0.0,0.0,0.05515084899195682 adhd,chipchutney,2019/07/08,"How have meds affected your creativity? I see a lot of people on here suggesting they will be a detriment and will kill your ""ADHD superpowers"" of creativity, but I get the impression that many of those people haven't actually tried them. To those of you that have, please relay your experiences!",8.553899371069187,8.928303509433963,8.888679245283024,62.80144654088053,61.07547169811321,13.104402515723276,34.647798742138356,12.45797560212912,4.734149685534591,238,9,40,8,3,79,39,53,0.075,0.759,0.166,0.6177,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,5,8,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.28102276151062244,0.0,0.3460908530148025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816955121554019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045542782678706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186024667866668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448266588497966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919621802828461,0.0,0.0,0.3198761051993405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992922091449161,0.0,0.0,0.31611086283543866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294793643244379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955166105095344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ammesedam,2019/07/08,"Guide to using a password book to keep track of your accounts 1. Buy password book 2. Change passwords for major accounts to more secure and unguessable passwords 3. Forget to record at least half the info 4. Save all passwords to auto fill 5. Lose password book 6. Lose your mind trying to figure out your passwords when you need to manually log in anywhere ever Bonus: step 7. Get very jealous of your technologically inept mother's ability to keep the password book you bought her up to date and 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adhd,bedubs147,2019/07/08,ADHD and Addiction Anyone successfully managing to live with ADHD and addiction which prevents you from properly taking prescribed 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adhd,Angel150734,2019/07/08,"I feel like I’m forgetting something every time I leave home lol Every time I leave home I think there’s something I forgot to bring with me... even tho I check several times that feel remains Is that an ADHD 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adhd,jonnyxbrainless,2019/07/08,"Timekeeping issues So, it's well known that chronic lateness is a common symptom of ADHD, but I have never been one for being late. In fact, since secondary school I have aimed to be 30 minutes to 1 hour early to work or school every day. Is it possible that I've been naturally overcorrecting for potential lateness, or what? I was raised to be punctual, drummed into me from an early age so maybe i just never had the opportunity to be late. Has anybody else experienced this quirk? P. S. It's worth noting that I have not yet been diagnosed with ADHD.",4.054266247379456,6.149467424528303,5.478805031446542,76.75980083857444,72.86792452830188,8.107337526205452,27.815513626834374,8.841846274778883,2.411036897274633,441,17,78,9,9,148,76,106,0.03,0.9259999999999999,0.044000000000000004,0.10300000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,15,3,0,0,3,11,15,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,6,2,12,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,13,56,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649850466820928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792979281872753,0.0,0.0,0.15412314510811642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685003079800716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793900504948705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495402955533042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584904997453021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6851673949900359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255234090772649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423002196946596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289654957532901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711864947081003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30735780493972803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561074126443492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782884998700047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365301387533666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054759827110378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,patriotlawyer00,2019/07/08,"Prescribed Clonidine HCL 0.1mg for ADHD and Hypertension, drastic differences between taking it in the morning or night My doctor prescribed me Clonidine HCL 0.1mg for hypertension mostly because my blood pressure was very high and also for my ADHD as well. I've read online most people take it at night, but I've been cutting it in half and taking half in the morning and the other half at night because I felt almost too sedated taking the full dose when I woke up and also a drop in my mood. My doctor is away on vacation for two weeks and I have a major exam coming up. The directions say just to take 1 tablet daily, not morning or nighttime. It certainly helped me get back in the gym to exercise and calm my ADHD impulsivity, also reducing my blood pressure. Just not exactly sure why there is drastic differences based on time of day. Thanks in advance for sharing your experience.",9.201272455089821,7.991262323353298,9.22669910179641,66.09238398203595,60.49700598802396,11.463772455089819,39.43787425149701,10.411451182825502,4.257814970059881,716,31,116,13,8,236,98,167,0.065,0.848,0.087,0.7102,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,10,10,1,2,8,0,5,6,2,0,3,22,15,15,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,1,4,4,2,13,6,23,11,4,26,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,5,8,83,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427930435604051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297974696710876,0.0,0.0,0.29464117671943235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153871074932203,0.09443582182442073,0.0,0.14973165579798467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579275524015297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920439738857528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25662744993495834,0.0,0.25140916646696554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013494154116673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179199964016928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416486328880865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231914434948495,0.12975895993042308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34575579558411884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514325598663597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228465024200661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766603960464007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575005109457412,0.0,0.4617014639469488,0.0,0.0,0.11306995614433317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161340386241051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199707167896776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133380765558184,0.0,0.0,0.09851339513077824,0.0,0.11042387667822172,0.0,0.11081987145190007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shockrush,2019/07/08,How do I enjoy living in the moment rather than worrying about what I have to do or where I have to go in several hours? I can never relax because I feel like I don't have enough time even though I know I do. It's a weird feeling like I have to wait for the right time to allow myself to enjoy to time.,6.2568159203980125,3.4977504029850763,7.385671641791045,81.88905472636819,67.3582089552239,10.127363184079602,28.303482587064675,7.793537801064563,1.5267452736318403,235,4,55,2,3,81,42,67,0.09699999999999999,0.6829999999999999,0.22,0.8071,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,1,9,14,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,5,11,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527509426534548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589156165185057,0.0,0.16550540216496118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340105724956474,0.35802810203759605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424101093498351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467703405821809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137711944711507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484098129346926,0.0,0.2212662969316248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326236477636705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139935312093604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830835201073448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619309494720226,0.0,0.43834477973172864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544756544117749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thirteenthbird,2019/07/08,Non-medication techniques for RSD? All my friends went on vacation without me. I just found out via Instagram and I have to see them today. How do I handle this and not cry?,0.8099999999999987,3.367529411764707,2.6796470588235297,87.96241176470592,93.11764705882356,6.249411764705883,24.44705882352941,7.554174236665415,1.6613717647058823,136,6,27,3,5,45,31,34,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.7196,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,5,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39946163825835707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987326272757841,0.28096155097771724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039424629965295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897886341786135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447056088975492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371149480189711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505536870207231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dundun19,2019/07/08,"My Docs strategy for dealing with ADHD appointments is stressing me out SO since he's fairly fully booked my psychiatrist has this policy where he makes a pre-appointment where you're supposed to phone in to make sure you're aware of your appointment and to confirm that you're coming. Cool theory, doesn't work in practice. Because the only times you're able to phone in are Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays for like an hour around 1pm. Now, I missed my supposed time to phone in last Wednesday because my phone reminded me half an hour before his ""operating hours"", and I forgot to do it literally 30 minutes later. ""No biggie"", I thought, ""I'll just call him Friday"", and proceeded to forget to set a reminder for Friday. ""No biggie"", I thought, ""I'll call him Monday."" You can probably guess what happened. So now I have no idea if my appointment tomorrow is still on and no way to find out. On top of that he still bills no-show appointments which insurance won't cover, so essentially imposes a fine. Guess I'll go anyways and see what happens. Tangent: Exacerbating my problem is the fact that I have to take the bus to his just-out-of-town office because my bikes rear tire is flat (has been for weeks) and the replacement tube (I finally ordered off amazon last week) has a valve that doesn't fit, which wouldn't have been an issue if I had tried to repair it earlier than this morning (since I'd had the replacement since Saturday), but due to Uni I won't have time till Wednesday to go out and buy and insert a new one. ARGH Love starting my week with enTIREly avoidable problems.",7.607203947368423,7.03174741776316,7.579210526315792,74.56447368421055,63.30921052631579,10.889473684210527,35.776315789473685,10.270032843473604,3.5626881578947365,1261,51,233,25,16,406,170,304,0.07,0.878,0.052000000000000005,-0.2602,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,0,2,12,11,1,2,13,1,23,2,0,2,2,36,40,16,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,16,0,2,4,2,2,3,9,6,0,2,7,2,25,5,35,30,0,50,0,1,1,1,17,15,0,4,30,137,37,2,0.11554990271491013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886852831412186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286391141826404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131444459876214,0.0,0.09832445655791393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597873985108295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953600970128146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912687591987045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657927038956024,0.10561051771843788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133934512287287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545824901033881,0.0,0.2043607947227621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34138013525634725,0.0,0.0,0.1304417753826353,0.0,0.12060407762715968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837718590545235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056451845815472385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428829856961087,0.0,0.15426091464380376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159881607907884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829960453461,0.08788090789272299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458233858740556,0.22113130308588164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207831216744666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867522207565635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178681587369875,0.0,0.1845566031400429,0.0,0.1323620231575603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890441583187467,0.0,0.08687914647878851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346743141251265,0.20213423250230045,0.13280761509342376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845079904860455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917181343698391,0.2780614862856409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412170536915389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,akailuna,2019/07/08,"i tested my forgetfulness i always browse the internet with a gmail tab open on the first tab, and the text on the tab changes when you get an email. so i got an email this morning and thought i should test myself, so i didn't open it and left the little notification on the tab. i've counted four times since this morning that i went and clicked on the tab to see this ""new"" email. and every time, i saw that it was the same email i was ignoring, and proceeded to ignore it again. four times! i'm ashamed enough now that i had to type this, but even so i'll probably forget about all this and do it again. today's just not a good day...",4.482499999999998,4.4554687651515135,4.9692424242424265,88.82386363636365,69.68181818181819,8.41818181818182,26.34848484848485,8.07648339933343,1.191830303030303,495,13,115,6,8,158,77,132,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.8688,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,10,4,0,1,12,0,6,0,0,0,1,21,13,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,8,3,12,1,9,4,3,21,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,0,12,75,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970640117525436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505378900322148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273767947242867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447117779079397,0.0,0.15642594974282456,0.0,0.19954200027198524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145001190208095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373545719081375,0.0,0.0,0.1986442672582395,0.189416969304738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25731972586201923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736886433442145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287347679975542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553460091654601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872522228464428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591068851799415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801893171300152,0.4142976458013247,0.0,0.22448997299823945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954654529736545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MisterBullDogg,2019/07/08,"What do you all think about non-prescription drugs?? I smoke weed and I feel like it really helps me to feel at ease. And I think it is better than being medicated because that is made to last all day. I don’t like feeling like a depressed/bored yet focused zombie ALL day I am mostly asking about things like weed, but if you have other stories/whatever, please do tell..",3.5578538812785365,5.367314671232883,4.1878767123287695,86.70775114155255,73.5205479452055,7.0584474885844735,23.125570776255714,7.793537801064563,1.0428283105022826,293,8,58,4,6,93,52,73,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.9187,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,3,14,15,4,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,5,6,13,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,8,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055543059920833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340343212300099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944623849720539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836035596035276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549862635221217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33352761806976755,0.31415880520454875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473781957237519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922822286946913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42968107648817133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805191376343454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215018592837819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135773484383435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085814587095302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921812472420026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607579248773428,0.2817752252199728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justsomevideos,2019/07/08,"Y'all I'm called lazy too and I have bad memory I just about destroyed my family this weekend by sending my cousin a fireball message about how his dad (my uncle) called me and my mom fat behind our backs at my grandma's funeral (my aunt told me this the previous weekend). It caused my uncle to call my mom (his sister) and he ranted that my aunt is spreading lies. Anyway, I've lost interest in who is telling the truth.",4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,70.90476190476191,7.980952380952381,28.285714285714285,8.344100000000001,1.9400857142857144,332,12,65,5,6,108,60,84,0.195,0.748,0.057,-0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,1,7,6,4,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,17,2,7,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,20,2,0,0,3,43,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679088085528711,0.18232522217210165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6689236551121082,0.0,0.0,0.2243204752540857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585460058327684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383706282076609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114916865366566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086018290185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865662126237056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bbyrats,2019/07/08,"Organisers / planners are so addictive... Any product related to organisation really gets my dopamine going. It’s like maybe if I purchase this it will finally cure my organisation difficulties. When in reality I will end up not touching the organiser after one day and feeling guilty each time I see it again.",6.175849056603774,9.254029981132078,8.136452830188679,55.60807547169816,69.94339622641509,11.787169811320755,38.90188679245283,11.20814326018867,5.9978860377358485,251,15,36,10,5,88,46,53,0.09300000000000001,0.833,0.07400000000000001,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,4,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,8,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38553497421849503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404967929965596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807752142358184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31323240318844864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881804812795316,0.0,0.0,0.38741058303294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476957673950303,0.0,0.20098967276640767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277744162492462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552928970860214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964504891397864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22655975706003584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181638661445196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621844483600024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MetalNutSack,2019/07/08,"Currently in limbo Shit hit the fan with my family about 2 months ago when I was supposed to graduate college, when in reality I have been dropping most of my classes the last \~2 years. I go for a few weeks ready to crush it and then all of that motivation and attentiveness just disappears. Since then I've been finally upfront and vulnerable about my depression/anxiety/ADHD. Problem is, I haven't been diagnosed, and I'm not exactly sure what I have. I've seen a counselor and a psychiatrist, as well as my PCP. PCP prescribes me Viibryd for my depression/anxiety. It's been 4 weeks, and I feel less anxious. So that's good, I suppose. My counselor thinks it's textbook ADHD and thinks I should be taken off Viibryd, but I don't think he has the authority to make that claim? Not sure. My psychiatrist is painting the best picture for me, saying how ADHD/depression is intertwined and finding the root cause of my symptoms can be difficult. His issue with prescribing me ADHD medication would be anxiety as a side effect, essentially what the Viibryd has been getting rid of. I'll be seeing my psychiatrist this Thursday for the second time, and I really have no idea where this journey is going to take me. I just want to get better.",6.296923076923076,7.178868179487183,7.286307692307693,70.60869230769231,65.92307692307692,10.855384615384617,35.685470085470094,10.793553405168565,4.167508034188035,990,47,172,27,15,333,133,234,0.098,0.8079999999999999,0.094,0.225,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,10,9,1,0,11,0,24,4,1,6,4,38,40,19,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,9,0,0,4,5,3,1,1,8,4,25,6,23,25,5,24,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,1,14,122,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113538637972303,0.0,0.11273210106994234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457556405199414,0.14367045106732934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346129458397768,0.11247509157138688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064275670403674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953480249901486,0.1290789596984482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988835379358835,0.0,0.06430300884731463,0.0,0.0,0.13931292959022196,0.1162347560830078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288635965082482,0.0,0.14455185974146476,0.10666753952646617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356399601275782,0.0,0.132736642603937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366380512260752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488965007523037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811445210731176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150909447866567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168836793808165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147093772241869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011338901024165,0.0,0.0,0.10134123368140344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054231045321338,0.10519966873236586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972002948282944,0.13218250738676118,0.09561904077191052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444639429655185,0.0,0.0,0.07415619743975882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501053567491983,0.0,0.20402266575164207,0.0,0.1143447226268761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034077947977164,0.0,0.0,0.08189590337053519 adhd,xelainc,2019/07/08,"What medication has, for the average person, the least side effects? I'm trying to research the safest medications for me. I hate being unmedicated since I feel so unmotivated all the time.",5.907272727272726,8.77057063636364,8.009090909090911,57.23363636363638,69.9090909090909,10.460606060606061,32.21212121212121,10.504223727775694,4.368139393939393,153,7,23,5,3,54,27,33,0.187,0.7390000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.6269,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417085888118995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596119244563814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7338676401821914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31804061337552225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013033712071095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239146998972555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729527985734015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neish,2019/07/08,"First weekend off meds since I started, here's how it went My doc recommended that I try a meds break on the weekends to parse how I'm doing. I have avoided it because I do most of my mindless binge eating on the weekends and I really didn't want to succumb to the beast after a month of positive results. But this last weekend I didn't have much going on, so I thought I would try it and see if I could notice a difference. Oh boy, yeah... There's a difference. Firstly, the mindless eating. It wasn't so bad on Saturday, I was out and about most of the day so I didn't really notice a difference. Sunday though... yeesh. Just constant walking into the kitchen to open random cupboards or the fridge, then I'd stop myself. I'd turn around and go keep busy for a while and in 30 minutes, be right back at the kitchen. I also had several moments of 'DO EVERY TASK AT ONCE RIGHT NOW' and I found myself with my hands full trying to do one thing, get distracted by picking up something else to put away, then another thing. I had to stop myself and ask why the hell did I have a folding chair under one arm, bunch of laundry in the other, while trying to juggle my coffee AND trying to find my flip flops cause I was supposed to be going to the beach. One simple task, get the beach chair out of the closet, turned into overwhelmed sputtering in circles--I literally ended up spinning in a circle in my living room trying to figure out wtf I was doing. This shit happened multiple times, and I had a bad scare while I was cooking last night that I nearly burned myself with hot oil. It's amazing I don't inflict more injuries on myself! If this is what I was like 24/7 before meds, I have no idea how I got anything done. I'm like tornado, I just leave a trail of more shit all over the house while just trying to do one simple task.",3.011138211382118,4.627944192411928,4.236810298102983,86.5944024390244,74.55555555555556,6.546016260162602,25.037127371273712,7.1686216300943375,1.0945410298102989,1433,47,285,15,30,470,189,369,0.11599999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.062,-0.9542,0,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,2,17,12,3,4,24,1,30,9,4,6,1,47,49,27,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,14,18,5,4,5,7,0,6,6,9,0,6,18,4,36,3,51,27,8,66,1,1,1,0,2,30,3,6,31,204,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709963576441961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309229074617532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305737083201219,0.07903193567424603,0.08299617428937497,0.0,0.08341058546869777,0.06826540121092281,0.14825314466489115,0.054118719780029405,0.0,0.0755442022255291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120026146944628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593832106641033,0.0,0.0708826311890458,0.0,0.0,0.0572549680930743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782647859641274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085151444622304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168570951794047,0.07416327816999628,0.0,0.07863164742554649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479995046581203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114219581742851,0.15103036845449966,0.0,0.0973413490402686,0.0,0.0,0.09276649583668516,0.0,0.15136507836613525,0.0,0.07100449981490846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850678124222793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243879151941533,0.0,0.1002204355165562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891065808351218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473310837304773,0.0,0.09400390851956264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674565424679552,0.0,0.07839328852833466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958396298144045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086237455133998,0.0,0.06526261772268048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331287023136809,0.0,0.0,0.20215045706160215,0.0,0.09454650241256153,0.2406351935708895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924719395035767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374791852070545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163318470030301,0.0,0.0,0.08888304555349535,0.0,0.07074519278798001,0.0,0.0,0.10029475061106743,0.1822602821085575,0.0734387235614299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834624155999512,0.0,0.0,0.06283807685329654,0.0,0.0,0.14844606930860946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179613521035896,0.0,0.08722469980072799,0.07048043399183014,0.051767620086333586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421924744350248,0.1931316365833275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523640241457377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229881774663493,0.08010903956416388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630658975497122,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Public_Radio-,2019/07/08,"“You’re just lazy” , and “you just don’t care enough” Every time I forget to do something or I do something incorrectly she’ll tell me that I didn’t forget , I’m lazy. or I didn’t care enough to do the job properly. Perfect example: She put some bedding into the washer machine in the morning but went to meet a friend for breakfast before it finished, so she asked me to put it into the dryer when it was done. I wrote myself a note, so I’d remember. When the bedding was done washing it says UE on the screen (which I now know means uneven load) and they were really really wet. I didn’t give this a second thought, and put them into the dryer. She comes home hours later and they’re still drying. She asks if it said UE, and I told her it did. She got super mad and said “if you gave a shit about anything you did you would’ve been able to realize that they were too wet”. I do give a shit and I’m not fucking lazy. Sure a non ADHD person probably would’ve had the wherewithal to realize hey, I don’t think these should be this wet, and I’ve never seen this UE message before. This happens all the time. “If you cared enough you would’ve done it properly”. “Just think before you speak.” “Just leave your keys on the key rack and you won’t lose them.” She acts like I don’t try at all and that I’m lazy and don’t care enough to do anything properly. In reality I’m busting my ass just to do things properly , and whenever I’m able to it’s a massive victory for me that I have to internally celebrate. For whatever reason my mom likes having the cups on the right side of the dishwasher, and I frequently forget because it’s such a tiny specific detail , and as I’m sure all of you know any variety of thoughts can very easily block the thought of putting the cups in the right place. She’ll yell at me when she finds the cups in the wrong place, saying “why do you try to make *my* life harder by purposefully doing things wrong so I have to fix them”. Meanwhile, I was proud of myself for even remembering to put the cup in the dishwasher instead of leaving it on the table. Whenever I accomplish anything, she shoots me down and makes me feel like absolute trash because it wasn’t perfect. Went shopping and left this list in the car, but still managed to remember everything? Nope, got the wrong % milk. She will literally shoot me down for every mistake I make and ignores how hard I work to even get the task done in the first place Sorry for the rant I’m just pissed off.",3.9842686056458523,4.9239781197604815,4.901553464499575,85.41617964071857,71.19560878243512,8.360444824636442,26.68953521528372,8.676224119757912,1.7349753179355574,1942,62,408,33,35,633,222,501,0.145,0.747,0.10800000000000001,-0.9467,1,0,2,2,0,1,46.0,0,11,5,8,22,25,5,0,34,0,39,9,4,5,8,72,80,32,0,5,14,1,5,3,1,5,2,6,3,1,24,21,2,2,16,1,1,10,12,11,0,2,30,13,58,14,49,44,8,50,0,1,2,2,47,26,5,6,17,260,82,4,0.1342709909757015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068381917239119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045654439105974436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574037741468695,0.0,0.1255252513108382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185034984050685,0.0,0.17138208569181512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27379644798435715,0.0,0.0,0.05783128477975585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748116833209825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27747565315245404,0.0,0.08868472319957539,0.0,0.11312910095738354,0.0,0.06033705442274141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394572371459286,0.04796161139082687,0.0,0.0,0.061360626613845476,0.05710541816578209,0.0,0.0,0.05186871727711642,0.06206568377155618,0.03507552547701119,0.12880496944915965,0.0,0.0,0.10738877737172707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936769694152773,0.0,0.06014021720191742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734237586802859,0.0,0.0661149396398036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666216200947975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379182515047117,0.0,0.0,0.14217359224266973,0.0729429122833585,0.0,0.04741978589554695,0.09839703585150114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510744685622764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444039366141938,0.0,0.0,0.0731302360311823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786282809130895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051779032892244864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586201251232139,0.2104269111689361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238341905606309,0.0,0.0,0.33744857956783936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601743502425611,0.06902647076249456,0.0,0.0,0.22815428731512324,0.1146666926490186,0.1277224601654388,0.10677768126683848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782724271057026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336836874019546,0.0,0.07515269073467781,0.0,0.0,0.10722898683810504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265488199626916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867938217312705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892036801367659,0.08603542939223892,0.0,0.15989425292921014,0.07829449461663802,0.0,0.0,0.0641508429670949,0.0,0.09116118909317378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539381477534986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447055383797034,0.060579342419454535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887544029504755,0.0,0.0,0.14307338934930833,0.2202063756279618,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohmush,2019/07/08,"First day taking Methylphenidate 18mg (Xenidate XL) and was about to drink my preworkout drink, then I thought I’ve already taken a stimulant today... Do I have to avoid high caffeine products now? One serving of this preworkout I’m taking contains 150mg of caffeine. I usually take this drink to help me through my 40minute strength exercises but am slightly concerned now I’ve started taking these tablets. Any advice?",4.448948948948949,7.775189540540545,3.562612612612611,84.16512012012012,79.27027027027026,5.991591591591593,36.6006006006006,7.3871296695380915,3.101647447447448,342,21,54,5,9,100,55,74,0.024,0.9129999999999999,0.063,0.4039,0,1,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,6,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,6,1,7,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890286887485923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346738549822228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154677945578486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475369436614138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684967586316824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454114859997185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965968700292446,0.20438145055268594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108089303132162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691881238268505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817754086461464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357085706023413,0.0,0.0,0.1833598204216607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130483632968468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BEANZIG,2019/07/08,"Getting quizzed, knowing your ability but standing around looking like an idiot Fun times. Just got quizzed on a proportional dilution and I understand it but I get frazzled when I'm put on the spot. That (miniature) logical reasoning part of my brain shuts down. My mental arithmetic is terrible and I have come to realise I'm not an idiot .. I just look like one when it comes to stuff like this, things I can normally do in my head with some issues - or effortlessly on paper. But put an impatient man in front of me, place all that self doubt in the middle and watch me crumble 😂 I forgot the question a few times. Bleurgh, life.",4.155750000000001,6.183969741666669,4.725000000000001,82.56,72.41666666666666,8.133333333333335,31.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6955666666666667,499,23,93,10,10,159,84,120,0.142,0.741,0.11699999999999999,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,2,1,8,0,4,3,2,1,1,24,16,9,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,5,1,4,0,1,2,3,12,4,13,14,4,21,0,0,3,0,4,11,0,4,7,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991757239009824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053750818337035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094876875156421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770883803840696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367441645331644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843623352899917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874973549864241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872537593775008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688495452929174,0.2632889032298911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30170449888485823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103473973157844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600893389412167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217286267227857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453247614026856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768543236517854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611753774574525,0.2012377697167444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469970790903734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874035650184614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056446755501366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934474907721927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949890856126585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701144261339786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kristiandenstore,2019/07/08,"Hello friends! I am writing my first book about ADHD and I need your help! After finishing my bachelor I have decided that I am going to write my first book. The book I am writing is about ADHD to inform people of the positive side of the diagnosis instead of just “disabilities”. I feel that it is a lot of prejudices today and I want to let others know of the individual differences and write it in a motivating way. That’s why I need your help. Are there times where you are happy that you have ADHD, and what do you think that I should include in the book?",4.220202702702704,5.427268531531531,5.873502252252251,77.66538851351353,70.8918918918919,9.153603603603603,27.388513513513516,9.516144504307137,2.4073324324324314,441,15,86,10,8,151,62,111,0.024,0.7929999999999999,0.182,0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,3,6,3,1,0,7,0,12,0,0,1,0,20,19,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,17,2,13,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,1,6,69,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6662765934349828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930753719048041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343980569354493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143794618917175,0.0,0.0,0.14277506364855252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502539406013416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672171645705627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477334270233415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156056565186662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889692527124773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710929738010568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740518780913214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281161919270298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184115836321908,0.0,0.0,0.10775764313294006,0.0,0.1751676166332946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089990966841971,0.1466846541017987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667521373917023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KHeaney,2019/07/08,"Hey, babe, can you pass me my phone? I am holding my phone when I say this. Babe just laughs at me. I forgot I didn't have it even though I was god damn holding it. I wanted to change the video playing on the TV, and I was in a different bit of the room when I first put the video on. Therefore, my brain thought I needed to get my phone from that part of the room before I could change it, while I was on my phone. I just need to remember this shit whenever I wonder if I really have ADHD or not.",1.8486111111111119,2.6414671944444446,3.4416666666666664,94.43250000000003,76.12962962962962,6.881481481481483,20.907407407407405,7.1686216300943375,0.21349629629629607,379,8,94,4,8,126,65,108,0.069,0.861,0.07,-0.2144,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,2,0,6,0,9,2,2,1,0,17,16,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,1,0,3,3,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,1,22,2,11,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,3,4,67,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499084784857252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694516990013542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270211727769645,0.0,0.0,0.2321344611053339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399547115391811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602649639836742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172573953575495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734516082077985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687720181675612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864224442968162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083759292527548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22518326833409902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904132192052904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321435778979804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556020437874056,0.0,0.0,0.16536554748737287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345169869863856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430408781936174,0.16508444063104033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265085706327288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550657829071705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Musashi10000,2019/07/08,"Feelings of Futility on Concerta Hey all, For the mods, I don't know how to add a flair on PC, but this would come under ""rant/vent"", I think. I'm changing meds in 18 days, come hell or high water (was on Ritalin, had skin reaction, on Concerta now), because these meds aren't nearly as effective as the old ones were, but I need some advice in the interim. Things are feeling increasingly pointless. I've got a lot of stuff on my plate atm in addition to the meds not working as they should (planning my wedding, big projects at work, managing my SO's application for disability benefits, as well as acting as her primary caregiver as necessary), and I kind of feel like I'm pointlessly railing against an unrelenting world, and like there's no point even trying, because everything I do never seems to be enough. There's always another mole to whack. I know, for a fact, that I was a lot better on the Ritalin, and that I'm better NOW than I am unmedicated, but it's still not good ENOUGH, which is the whole problem right now. In typical ADHD fashion, 'now' is the be-all and end-all, and 'later' is an eternity away. Despite being better than I am unmedicated, I'm still making mistakes left, right, and centre, and every mistake feels like I'm letting myself and everybody else involved down. The more I make, the harder it feels to rectify them, like pushing a snowball up a mountain. This affects my mood, making me more likely to make mistakes, and it just cycles ad infinitum. I'm not a suicide risk or anything, I made that decision over a decade ago, and I'm not going to turn to the drink or engage in any other risky behaviours, but it's just really getting to me right now. I'm actually surprised to realise I'm at such a low ebb right now - I didn't properly see it until I started writing this. My SO is in the same sort of place right now, if not worse, so I can't lean on her, either. What I need from you guys, if you have any advice at all, is just a way to manage these feelings and stop them from getting on top of me the way they have, and ideally a way to get them off my back. The stuff I normally do (reading, video games, TV, practicing hobbies, socialising with friends) isn't helping much at all. I currently can't exercise, because I have stitches I need to avoid pulling on, my diet isn't especially problematic, and I stay well-hydrated. What I'd LIKE to do is take a long-ass holiday from work, but I'm getting married in September, and need the holiday for that, else I will die from all the organising. Plus, there's no guarantee that the holiday would help anyhow, because there's still so much to do. I can't change meds before the 26th, because that's the day my specialist gets back from her holiday. If you think I'm taking on too much, you're totally right, but I can't put any of it down. Everything has deadlines, and I'm the only one who can do them. I'm probably heading towards a burnout, but I can't see any way I can avoid it. The disability case will be handled within two weeks, and then kicked down the line until October. The work stuff is ongoing and constantly increasing. The wedding planning has peaks and troughs, and I'm just at a peak right now. Two thirds will be gone by the end of the month, and by that time I'll be on new meds that should help a lot more, unless I get worse. I just can't think of a way around this problem. There must be one, there always is, but I'm damned if I can see it. Please help if you can. Good day and good vibes to all. Sorry to dump.",7.668555871212122,5.822220524147731,8.16721590909091,74.50467803030305,63.92897727272727,11.828787878787878,36.95833333333333,10.702692998642775,3.7115356060606057,2755,110,560,58,33,921,306,704,0.092,0.772,0.136,0.9861,1,2,1,0,0,2,107.0,0,4,6,13,35,32,3,3,43,0,55,8,2,8,9,112,109,54,2,21,28,0,7,6,1,8,3,0,0,1,31,28,3,3,14,10,1,10,19,12,1,6,8,10,53,19,86,86,23,99,1,1,3,0,26,50,2,15,39,374,84,10,0.0,0.0,0.05516384309217185,0.0,0.06793649528144298,0.11047835527564316,0.0501092693180096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407279019996988,0.0,0.0,0.15376577949405154,0.0592752560089161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651829195194404,0.05032251524182833,0.0,0.0,0.053110561227797136,0.08693414032235677,0.0,0.1722968112677918,0.0,0.048101748179309255,0.0,0.0,0.14998508681094247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959970852384445,0.09738891504789016,0.0,0.061087427290650274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936897774122296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058667851251362015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537659150131717,0.0,0.0,0.09444492695905858,0.0,0.10013527423576883,0.11681848724110375,0.0,0.037336663912196616,0.0,0.0476278559457128,0.0,0.1016086758195846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149561257388296,0.08076820902544157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367392251254641,0.0,0.17720343153105222,0.0,0.03212655490963568,0.14224073928077266,0.0452111541200489,0.0,0.0,0.05597228648329905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801474027518519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155994638136067,0.059725660309536174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886592751203242,0.062133374852184474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061418582647470764,0.0578044112838482,0.0,0.16570236338343552,0.0,0.0,0.05002610818086682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417600184026766,0.0,0.053488809419322686,0.150933347203106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31395313285832344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045120657782319634,0.0,0.12466526526471293,0.1676612173347055,0.04359840746067923,0.05459575710935197,0.0,0.0,0.05538611002034766,0.0,0.0,0.059317346719417026,0.0,0.11491590164990845,0.04299261291858717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059060445263804176,0.062051521889005624,0.05343787987579845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609474843605275,0.10818063610994304,0.0,0.056826942672502476,0.0,0.0,0.05654398338033565,0.0,0.03621372369694938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33792632232808684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513813164211755,0.051461592588152666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327923581028558,0.0400112948422652,0.0602520578045185,0.1354316447786641,0.04726051261203194,0.0,0.0,0.1941354630095677,0.06183320741414216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500507345279898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037555147096782766,0.1086638982183211,0.0,0.0,0.032962331348751366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383792670959628,0.061486977654849576,0.1104406243994852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243491984283412,0.04534390208333101,0.0,0.10165215491989002,0.0,0.0,0.06311225906846529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461422639840265,0.0,0.11521512065648833,0.08031271317372432,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheBigBaaadWolf,2019/07/08,"Medication Advice I'm 27/m in the UK &#x200B; I've Tried Ritalin (10mg) but that didn't really help and just made me incredibly sad (like crying at my desk at work sad) &#x200B; Also used Atomoxitine (Straterra) for a few years. Wasn't too sure if it helped or not, but the side effects were enough to make me stop. &#x200B; Does anyone have experience with the alternatives? * dexamfetamine * lisdexamfetamine * guanfacine &#x200B; Thanks!",6.0907792207792175,8.999655740259744,6.323376623376621,69.31935064935067,69.51948051948051,9.075324675324676,30.48051948051948,9.606745405546679,3.331862337662338,360,15,57,9,7,115,66,77,0.209,0.747,0.045,-0.9329,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,4,1,14,9,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,3,6,5,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,30,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824299499856728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858259231440202,0.0,0.4800762542199914,0.5383898668931857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774528400363017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167545592023912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969354239135835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445484410616262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835414792742204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849336304119992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411654330000787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481309060058973,0.0739397210687146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158894924517827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096198894757794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926085370755284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439925302340428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198197624303948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520544283904383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566956714671754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064175484998225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383898668931857,0.07133213821144785 adhd,hiddensocks,2019/07/08,"How to avoid looking stupid and confused As someone with ADHD, I have a huge difficulty to remember or pronounce the right names, dates, ideas, etc. This leads to some concerns at work where I believe I look confused all the time or even silly. To be more concrete, let's imagine that I know perfectly well the concepts and the links between these concept. I can put them on paper in a clear way (although this takes more time compared to other people) but it is extremely difficult for me to explain them orally as I can't remember the right wording or simply can't explain it at all. I think I wouldn't exaggerate if I were to say that this is in fact impossible. As a result, although I have the right answers, people can't trust me or my opinions. This is so frustrating. Any advice other than speaking slowly (which I will give a try) would be of great help.",8.352469879518072,7.00112277108434,8.14105421686747,73.65326807228917,62.25301204819278,10.468674698795182,38.8222891566265,9.188382445141503,3.544821686746989,684,30,124,9,8,220,106,166,0.124,0.762,0.114,-0.3896,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,5,11,2,3,10,0,16,0,0,3,5,36,24,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,1,10,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,1,4,16,5,20,17,6,16,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,9,3,95,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028843487749135,0.1649653037808746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148008515425988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019812499354588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827476395272555,0.11150155320601236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194394745884524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861205320048963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315398628733195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057301875977511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277700624568694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262607220252396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28352629616768266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407188926717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697069772177262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824718469117178,0.43250451273066265,0.0,0.13424947250718852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303747647813342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126928824474889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081706483583723,0.0,0.0,0.19687624750407326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146151649266752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399849619190146,0.0,0.0,0.15178609940835364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290025406656775,0.0,0.0,0.11992223357339038,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,myslipshoelovie,2019/07/08,"ADHD and Acting Recently was involved in a student production of Love's Labour's Lost. - Last time I did drama I was undiagnosed and unmedicated, so i was really interested to see in what way my meds (Vyvanse) would affect how creative and intense my performance was. &#x200B; Sometimes the meds seemed to get in the way - make me less exuberant. Sometimes it seemed the meds gave me this force and flourish that helped me along with performing. Don't want to pin everything on meds. Acting, more than anything, is about what you have inside of you. We all have good days and off days, and meds vary according to the host of other factors in that day. Certainly, the aggregate less anxiety due to the meds is a really important thing. But also, a lot of the performances were in the evening and during my crash, so that occasionally affected how I was approaching my acting. &#x200B; Anyway - this is all by way of preamble - I am curious to hear of any other ADHD experience with acting. It (performing more generally) does seem to be an occupation that attracts those of our condition - (the intense reward of a laughing/rapt audience making our brains shiver with dopamine...). Any ADHD (apsiring/professional/amateur) actors out here in this subreddit? How does ADHD inform your work?",6.993617841409693,8.74144422907489,7.513169052863437,66.46640556167401,64.8590308370044,11.313766519823787,34.89234581497797,11.20814326018867,4.6198812775330405,1028,47,159,32,16,338,135,227,0.039,0.838,0.12300000000000001,0.9613,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,3,3,0,7,10,7,0,0,14,0,16,2,1,7,3,32,28,14,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,0,4,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,2,18,6,31,17,7,24,0,1,1,1,12,9,0,4,7,118,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242912171605176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705824455205341,0.0,0.1912619351831472,0.2144940244801212,0.12004127801428505,0.0,0.0675195723705254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263144290396571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852868302436253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076350676166133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544759325422903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058295686693843364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793234706893543,0.08633638442039297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611283138874487,0.0,0.0,0.07402930259750977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947678106477667,0.0,0.0591596183470031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194465375220076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634752018679707,0.07503651149101598,0.07965917417157495,0.0,0.1178300656547289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882297415548385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308476277470238,0.0,0.08714728186482296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033274496731153,0.24104903041204756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458515679931694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863681592023756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146581241228015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205873940780408,0.2101728844175788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425520093357817,0.0,0.0,0.06269822038356418,0.0,0.2144940244801212,0.0 adhd,walnuts925,2019/07/08,Science behind ADHD Can anyone explain why I am like this?! 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Coming to all of you brothers & sisters all in a time of need. Would really appreciate as much input as possible. I've suffered with the 'symptoms' of anxiety/depression all of my life. A couple years ago I was referred to a psychiatrist who made the diagnosis that I had ADHD - I didn't even know what ADHD was till that point, so it wasn't like I was milking it for meds. Since then, i've cycled through different medications to try and get on top of it, yet i've ended up just living a 'half life' dealing with the daily rollercoaster of emotions & energy - and ofcourse crippling anxiety. I'm truly exhausted. I'm eventually going to find another psych but in the interim, I wanted to ask you guys 2 questions. **1. Are we absolutely sure it's ADHD, when the symptoms present themselves no differently to just bad anxiety?** **2. For those who take Adderall / Dexadrine, is there a way a neurotypical would react to them vs someone with ADHD?** I ask this because after all, it's used as a street drug for those that want to study. Hope to hear from you all soon. Kind Regards.",2.7333964646464683,5.2222898564814875,4.627979797979798,79.36954545454545,78.67592592592592,7.816161616161617,27.873737373737374,8.710501217029153,2.5522944444444446,883,39,161,21,22,300,133,216,0.039,0.8240000000000001,0.136,0.9559,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,3,1,1,10,8,0,0,12,0,12,8,0,4,6,34,29,11,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,1,15,8,1,0,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,8,1,13,4,32,19,6,21,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,2,12,106,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220314571419574,0.0,0.0962612759534882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235321266812072,0.0,0.0,0.1138693869127561,0.2492203891426709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030398738001548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134148977930128,0.06619737673721793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354338382725548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015625576697544,0.0,0.0,0.11195477005515134,0.0935311215687066,0.0,0.0,0.2269134592003172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593357876020014,0.0,0.0,0.12215267829104025,0.0961812993591506,0.0,0.0,0.07172475186627532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925217240252512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056735439220041275,0.0,0.061715990068924274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752429217681844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223923731407118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785750120467644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308305568241855,0.11935991132918056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340510763081652,0.053053128176644135,0.0,0.09588974158059388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275346485817567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206225098463984,0.1093961747442324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982846064735508,0.08052044525998149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265562781305218,0.12242246098554767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164918148611548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956755302042562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982937642383633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201062418401462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234775938092418,0.2257397262894377,0.08164853473672087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332153945202458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372762107886695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378961587219724,0.0,0.0,0.12810210766040006,0.08619618842493335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542829171250887,0.0,0.0,0.06993042867993912 adhd,MadamPrez21,2019/07/08,"Im frustrated, Im sad, I want to quit and I feel like no one understands how hard it is to live with ADHD unmedicated. This is my second year of university where I fail modules, I love my major and I don’t want to do anything that is “easier” or requires less work, but I feel like a failure and a disappointment. I don’t know what to do, everyone keeps telling me to “try harder” or “studying is a skill you need to learn”. I tried every damn way, I tried colour coding, to do lists, prioritising, flash cards, watching videos, EVERYTHING and it has gotten me NOWHERE. Im just tired of no one understanding my learning disability or negating it just because they can’t see it. I don’t have the energy to try again but I don’t want to quit. My anxiety and depression are spiralling through the roof, Im going to start medication this summer (finally convinced my parents) but it’s too late. I have been in bed crying all day and I just thought maybe sharing this here will help me feel like there are people who share my struggles that understand. UGH I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM ALL MY PROBLEMS.",3.0724049707602323,5.088793652777781,4.358499025341132,84.06271929824564,75.43518518518519,7.69551656920078,27.109161793372326,8.532816995589336,1.971262962962964,863,34,173,17,19,284,127,216,0.19699999999999998,0.647,0.156,-0.9336,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,6,10,16,2,1,5,0,19,3,0,1,2,38,38,13,0,6,10,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,7,0,2,10,1,0,2,8,9,0,3,3,7,26,7,18,34,4,13,0,4,3,1,9,3,1,3,10,111,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311436873824945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347818981895133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979827870190042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252390573744537,0.0,0.0,0.06651988466669106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198656206129914,0.0703747961819268,0.0,0.09398679715352874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194016595891688,0.10427094529852136,0.09807200358091388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655264001306383,0.2338707798583579,0.0,0.11953804412417493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062016665067746723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775206385547992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314231528136396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714828369154512,0.0,0.0,0.09699283161212044,0.0,0.0,0.059970711278802026,0.0,0.12309460273795372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599347953708292,0.0,0.09635690815937893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984870524034673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962792414285602,0.0,0.0,0.10992914350444626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091273394815925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478880633923391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116729734079035,0.0,0.0,0.0756515986975923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441521500386433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321297989269198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695627102982255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723725989727549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407822392523215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537761883914088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663084343922238,0.0,0.12541992463857246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963472628460441,0.0,0.0,0.3408001982551659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574524202358288,0.08661612884595267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944226647278982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070271123717603 adhd,maybekhadgar,2019/07/08,I know I shouldn’t blame myself but I do. With everything I do I feel like I am letting people down even tho I somewhat know that it isn’t my fault but can’t seems to help the feeling. In this world I truly care about very few people and seeing them upset or worried crushes me and I hate myself for it.,-0.049192307692305086,2.1774444461538494,1.9202884615384617,95.76658653846157,89.15384615384615,3.865384615384616,17.35576923076923,5.148860815047168,-0.6375769230769229,239,6,52,1,8,79,48,65,0.257,0.531,0.21100000000000002,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,15,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,14,2,6,13,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,1,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846287364939171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843867653977022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508967474273557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823098260444396,0.1994365222906508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27561901066628514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871193442913588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30684509036959673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854665442904095,0.0,0.1363865952016029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870776441361375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224594662409851,0.2541425935069726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034150552583804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835070165424754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,just_another_life,2019/07/08,"ADHD and gameing I have been playing computer games since I was 8 years old. I enjoyed dnd and strategy games a lot, but within the last two years I got bored/tired playing these kind of games because they require me to concentrate and read a lot which wasn't a problem in the past when I played these games. Now I only play online games like dota2 and Battlefield. The problem is that these kind of games aren't good for me as I get more and more emotional if I loose a game ( I have to try very hard not to start flameing and if I do I feel bad about it lator) it's like I only play games which give me a fast dopamine burst if I win but if I don't win I start to hate everything and my mood is completely screwed for the rest of the day. Does anyone have this love hate relationship with online games? Did anyone stop playing online games all together? (I tried to stop playing computer games a few times But the longer I do not play the more I want to play again..)",2.8838636363636354,4.436822171717171,3.539280303030304,91.72892045454547,74.75757575757575,6.970202020202023,23.99116161616161,7.645422480735847,0.919958585858586,762,23,167,10,16,240,105,198,0.156,0.59,0.254,0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,4,25,3,0,13,0,13,2,0,0,1,27,23,16,0,7,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,1,22,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,2,23,18,16,18,8,17,0,0,0,2,16,2,1,6,17,102,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745047151974917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305737823172235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123769399138155,0.08851385652192968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224164628038575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364334654546196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706734206549009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333282635871674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049829080846173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341854797838779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586210775038106,0.1392910916978416,0.0,0.12178863802556697,0.11613138918610197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007256699527978,0.2867140381457792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30241129963409624,0.0,0.11835909682061853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418768297755474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468912772653365,0.13105057035785014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523651853493564,0.0,0.0,0.2208654903928598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861184079790664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778776122618983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452414004437527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589272221523734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011268313240447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055495969348172,0.0,0.0,0.242790925828134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466851609624325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716539825388527,0.0,0.1418413595463293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980694481530893,0.08564396458352752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701079214255606 adhd,GinPlaceJoke,2019/07/08,"What do I do now? I lost my script due to multiple early refills. My doctor terminated services with me and I never got to tell him what was going on. I will try to be as clear as I can here and if you need to clarify something please feel free to ask. I started abusing adderall at a small rate which led up to me taking over twice as much prescribed per day towards the end . I started taking more a month after a serious relationship ended. I used it to numb the pain that I was enduring and I know this isn't excusable but it's what I did l. It made me focus on other things. Whatever it was so I didn't have to feel so hurt. I started taking 5 mg more per day and that quickly got up to over 120mg a day. I would consistently run out early. I ended up finding a pharmacy that was near my new place that would refill according to the date on the script which indicated ""refill after xx/xx/xxxx"". My doctor would write these scrips 7 days prior to the 30 days. I'm not sure why he did that but he did and I found a way to take advantage of it. So after 2 years I go in a day early fir a new script to the same pharmacy and they said I'm a little early and that I could either wait 2 days or they could call the doctor. I was coming directly from docs office and s newscriot was in hand. I told them to call him and that's when they found out that I had been refilling early . I then called 2 days later as the pharmacy said there was an issue and that I needed to contact my drs office. I call them and was informed that he terminated services with me and that I'd have to find a new Dr. I ask for a referal a d they tell me that I need to get one from my insurance. I don't have insurance . And my money is limited I called another psychiatrist office and they schedule me to get in given my state and my mood. I lay it out there for this Dr. I told him what happened, why I did it, what I was takimg , and he called me an addict(which I was aware of) and said I could never be on Adderall again. I was devastated because I wanted to get help and seek out a plan to get me back to a normal dosage . I took Adderall as prescribed for 4 years prior to abusing it and I improved my life on so many different levels. And I am feeling currently what I was feeling prior to being diagnosed with ADHD except now o realize why I was feeling this way back then. I messed up. I knew what I was doing and still did it. But I don't know how to go on feeling this way. I can't get myself to do anything. It's like a hundred TV's are all going on at once and I hear all the noise but can't focus on one and my anxiety has gone through the roof. Am I forever going to be without medication? Am I on a black list of some sort? Am I an addict like the last Dr kept reminding me I was after coming out and being honest ? I'm not sure what to do at this point.",1.3043664717348946,2.924521473684212,3.6675584795321647,88.82198343079922,79.32894736842105,6.674756335282653,22.114522417154003,7.594959193182576,0.8249823586744633,2208,66,491,33,54,766,247,608,0.065,0.866,0.069,0.3166,2,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,7,4,16,14,0,0,30,0,56,14,1,4,7,90,112,43,0,12,11,0,7,2,0,4,13,4,0,0,40,34,0,3,16,1,2,11,11,6,0,3,39,12,83,8,78,61,8,98,0,2,1,0,37,33,0,4,52,350,123,5,0.0,0.15209546551972292,0.0,0.13994041415718633,0.07713688605917332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730268686876209,0.049100705836566436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281809388457832,0.0,0.12000704859080935,0.0,0.0,0.09870731260005892,0.0,0.03912606749601599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932352143987377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057793918208804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373748437529872,0.0,0.0,0.33114778105575504,0.0,0.0,0.06514557016162549,0.0,0.06705878509106013,0.0,0.19708561888025303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054434160673662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947206353809832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732631678028688,0.0,0.0,0.1407492345784655,0.0,0.0,0.16766786946493886,0.0,0.1823866829803372,0.0,0.1026678703254962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056757839695089365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234021178075943,0.0,0.043021288729722065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871046953179423,0.0,0.0,0.06699158626607167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054787028076229,0.05231865600414416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045335169543224224,0.06271427588903589,0.06432938894611248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006459135750827,0.0,0.0,0.06073260300706367,0.0,0.06507266296662999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465878752023614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123118323739082,0.0,0.04718274187495751,0.14277522152686892,0.09900556025810917,0.1859683817075882,0.0,0.0,0.06288684808071618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683540344254631,0.08698569426475795,0.0,0.06829647033062594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705878509106013,0.07045493227051941,0.06067477626196002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890976634850249,0.0,0.0,0.18316149925789588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941210123307778,0.0,0.0,0.13628963395338012,0.0,0.05125755216358068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098562024596438,0.0,0.19303399853690364,0.0,0.11219956772348813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426411031440316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266142865596992,0.07131096211814128,0.04357683069683636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543450544283946,0.0,0.0,0.03785747984092522,0.15283919329315968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737486604506734,0.0,0.0,0.061871238709416576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678375472976834,0.0,0.0,0.08266498787159099 adhd,korbah,2019/07/08,"Noise cancelling headphones for glasses? Does anyone have any recommendations for noise cancelling headphones for people with glasses? I need them primarily for working in complete silence; so even if they're literally just noise cancelling and don't allow audio it's fine, in fact that might be a bonus if I can take them with me places. &#x200B; I've tried a couple of noise cancelling gaming headsets with soft...whatever the parts over your ears are called but even with the softness they still cause my glasses to press into my head leaving sore dents. I just need something that cancels noise, even with my medication if there's small sounds just on the edge of hearing I can't concentrate and it just makes me frustrated and anxious and it's seriously impacting my productivity right now (I work from home, and my kids have their summer break right now). Brand and Price isn't an issue for me, comfort is the biggest factor. Also ear plugs won't work; they make me uncomfortable and nervous, I have no idea why.",6.232115830115831,8.244681713513517,5.509517374517376,79.09817567567569,67.0,7.664092664092664,31.59266409266409,8.192908349453996,2.3940501930501936,827,34,140,11,14,250,117,185,0.163,0.8009999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9638,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,5,4,13,6,1,1,7,0,12,5,3,4,1,30,18,13,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,5,13,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,7,21,3,19,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,4,4,90,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260035373820502,0.0,0.16610915601731086,0.1862860027168061,0.1042546984537112,0.0,0.0,0.17319440476968082,0.0,0.10719651952356954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654461081157564,0.0,0.0,0.15748954859355324,0.0,0.0,0.16074052319509566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963238814783171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416086559521478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377546813665657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733823931855487,0.0,0.1727892602379656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378042588544355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730660734414622,0.0,0.1600137233239499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233103809395774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466856346119372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544416831037941,0.0,0.1626355629631093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735188171420226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660176263120387,0.0,0.10628446524625552,0.0,0.16017423205032472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261848391939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118023989821078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243196836077963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526853801953978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408606989486446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833662618884007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33483015383836395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862860027168061,0.0 adhd,Anotheredgelord420,2019/07/08,"Audio books. I really love the concept of audio books, it's a cool idea to listen to a book while I go about my day doing the boring stuff. But in reality whenever I've tried an audio book it either just becomes white noise until its finished and I finally realise I've had nothing playing for a while, or I totally focus on the audio book making any other task practically impossible. It really sucks because the concept is so cool but maybe they aren't for me!",5.303882783882784,6.155472813186817,7.182142857142857,70.58369047619047,68.12087912087911,9.583150183150185,30.551282051282055,9.725611199111238,3.0935040293040297,370,14,63,8,6,130,65,91,0.057,0.8690000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.3603,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,8,2,4,1,0,1,1,9,9,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,8,7,4,9,8,2,9,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,6,44,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973790353515795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176932883319493,0.3205568307359896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718636786399806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31795320931838195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649549968295448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327655397163018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619607390887301,0.0,0.19374322798842605,0.0,0.2915937814401962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785014081494726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718814354305156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322652633760474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705978122901666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nielm,2019/07/08,"Have they included ADHD in my high-functioning autism spectrum? Good morning to all, thank you for the support you give in this sub. I realize that there are so many wonderful people in the world like you. That being said, I was diagnosed as belonging to the **high-functioning autism spectrum** in May. I have problems in different fields, especially in understanding socially how to behave or get in touch with my deepest emotions. But at the same time I'm going through a period where **I can't really complete some tasks**, I wander with my mind and I can't put a **filter** to everything around me. I have always been **hyperactive** and start ever since I was a child new projects, which I do not systematically complete. I would not give up university, but I have reached such a level of **frustration** that I feel sick every day because I cannot study as I would like. The **people** around me do not seem to understand and think that they are all excuses for the fact that I do not want to engage in things. I have difficulty controlling **impulses and feelings.** I think my father has **ADHD** and the psychologist who follows me said that my fluctuation between **hyperfocus** and total disinterest is absolutely part of the characteristics of the spectrum. When i went in hyperfocus with my 3D printer i stayed for 9 hours in the same room assembling parts, but now i can't study for 10 min without stopping. Why did it get worse after the **diagnosis**? Are there highs and even bases with ADHD? Should I just wait to see how it goes? Because it seems to me to get worse ... &#x200B; Thanks for any advice.",1.7650169491525425,4.457796230508475,3.2710000000000043,82.1197203389831,96.86440677966101,6.698983050847456,23.5271186440678,7.699297019823105,2.002632542372881,1268,52,225,32,50,414,166,295,0.078,0.853,0.069,-0.75,1,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,3,2,1,14,9,1,0,15,0,26,2,0,3,5,53,53,17,0,5,10,1,3,2,0,4,2,2,1,1,13,13,0,3,10,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,7,6,36,7,41,41,8,36,0,0,1,0,15,19,0,6,14,166,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577346434345138,0.09695803624653383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256018094462128,0.10750638149465984,0.12056490175111785,0.06747397707208484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665622355294566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096892956369187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806357003538434,0.0,0.11128527438294708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398961607530812,0.0,0.0,0.10070766617512307,0.0,0.10366527956244533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161075758986473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553482089575463,0.08975146692771807,0.08359833691599514,0.0,0.08917382638886534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033867586444764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551731101110852,0.19036447989667374,0.056389827086635765,0.08322223069855003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144986756559839,0.0,0.0,0.09771312513605276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694916085588227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059495991685936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018536275238417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582867854084623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148942863484287,0.0,0.13757529737288038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949415114929161,0.0,0.09974494558093648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356379086329295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887646090402921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906663607457483,0.18065493270667865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820769949276249,0.0,0.0,0.10114375596987436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022944115900293,0.10575684603492116,0.0,0.08295356105608871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259530664854896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269952987159407,0.0,0.0,0.06591831140803657,0.12715417610812854,0.0,0.0,0.057856815657846734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658602253342387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852337208182351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197926269905554,0.0895319106202172,0.0,0.0,0.09564592094797017,0.10760141187923572,0.0,0.0,0.2022302344543213,0.14096811878719573,0.0,0.12056490175111785,0.0 adhd,winniecoopermath,2019/07/08,"Math tutors (for adults ideally) who understand adhd? This is a weirdly specific request! I live in Australia so I'm looking for math (statistics) tutoring resources who understand ADHD. I'm struggling to find them in my city, so I thought I'd reach other if others have found good ones online? I'd like help organising the info, but to be honest my main thing is someone who isn't insensitive. My recall is awful and it takes me a moment to collect my thoughts- NOT the same and not understanding! But I've have a few too many hurtful comments from tutors in the past and I'd like to try something different this time. Good luck today everyone !",3.2218978562421228,5.9635265491803295,4.706065573770495,78.03748423707442,78.59016393442623,7.360403530895335,29.05674653215637,8.384062270229773,2.685173266078184,517,24,86,11,13,172,81,122,0.09,0.721,0.19,0.9084,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,1,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,19,17,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,1,8,7,10,13,3,7,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,2,6,55,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39811447954766976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730499809465121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826828552712138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513844670447199,0.0,0.0,0.18160672258649901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784819560603524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101950601794157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731227052737106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618386648808939,0.0,0.1462559163477293,0.0,0.13908899887849865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792465105389073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223639613135676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581142973585285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033928897857248,0.12751145379833573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315432275918538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453450253937537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100384099800319,0.0,0.0,0.2629863002707165,0.096581236161961,0.0,0.15699958219313073,0.0,0.0,0.11245312171338803,0.0,0.0,0.5172856439608116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kmjar2,2019/07/08,"People seemed to like this explanation of ADHD I wrote that avoids using the term ‘ADHD’ and also avoids most of the stereotypical phrases that might trigger people into a certain reaction before you’ve finished explaining. “I have a permanent, genetic, mental disability that is primarily a lack of certain dopamine receptors in a certain part of the brain. Yeah, dopamine, the ‘feel good’ hormone. My brains normal state is feeling somewhere between ‘really shitty’ and ‘not quite right’ on the comfort and happiness meter. This causes my brain to uncontrollably look for sources of dopamine through distraction and/or action, and also causes uncontrollable dis-regulation of my emotions. There are many other symptoms, and all can vary between different people. It is constant and ever-present to varying degrees. It can be treated primarily with medication, but lifestyle, diet and exercise can also have minor positive effects. It cannot be cured.”",9.272922077922079,11.675978110389615,8.642727272727274,58.03409090909091,60.103896103896105,10.794805194805196,43.22077922077922,10.832165505486646,5.815215584415585,775,45,92,20,11,245,104,154,0.062,0.8220000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.8201,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,13,0,5,9,1,13,7,3,5,4,31,20,11,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,9,1,2,5,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,5,8,17,16,5,10,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,4,70,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33523400251493146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346046502328012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867952198087435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670871812124183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28655020813938664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507185693723762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571747758017822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568860676926166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261594762009955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104142498255684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698163152768452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484694398076776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681384704361129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117120487184518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140167159375674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050232804020168,0.14055393269277494,0.1479566575500775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665193699596986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103346793283326,0.0,0.2900748263324246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834454320758436,0.0,0.0,0.08934867401243654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910744535328603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696913189037798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496373912971805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045813673877767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Curtdh3,2019/07/08,Most dangerous time of day. I can't remember if I took my meds or not.,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,2.2800000000000007,92.965,92.75,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.64135,54,2,14,2,2,20,15,16,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037671387310847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231939449393993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335706876267677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746539270964253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233174591410921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tall_President,2019/07/08,"A win and a loss Win: Folded my laundry and put it away without letting it sit. Loss: I have to be up for work in 5 hours and have spent my time in bed reading about how to start intermittent fasting. Whoops",3.3717829457364346,4.15022323255814,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,72.48837209302326,6.663565891472868,28.286821705426355,6.42735559955562,1.0436263565891473,161,6,36,1,3,52,33,43,0.09699999999999999,0.742,0.161,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,9,3,0,10,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499113036169335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667696396805165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808360604661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743961489281523,0.0,0.0,0.3725319122772167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636086686715511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716758523836244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35901031631271485,0.0,0.2711342961803003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Baguette2002,2019/07/08,"Discover your relationship with health and wellbeing! Wondering what questions to ask yourself when it comes to health and wellbeing? Try this survey... https://victorjoyeux.typeform.com/to/hd9Q74",15.54,21.659743,10.146666666666672,36.565,56.5,13.2,41.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,7.579683333333335,168,8,15,6,3,46,20,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930040516538893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699823434068728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6662985610011425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511005241354121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364942472250813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279063358927525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398890662608679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rfilm_,2019/07/08,"Any tips for getting motivated as a college student with ADHD? Sorry for the long post, I am just really struggling to come to terms with this. Some background: I just finished my first year of college and I realized about halfway through something wasn't adding up. I couldn't work as long or as consistently as my peers/could not focus in class no matter how hard i tried to/had serious trouble reading etc. I was an officer of a club and repeatedly had to ask people to repeat things during meetings and be clueless on what we were voting on when proposals were made bc i checked out. The only projects i do with diligence are things i really want to do(art, cooking, running, etc) and studying is not one of them. Looking back on my life, my academic mediocrity now makes sense. I knew I was up there with my friends intelligence wise but they all outworked me and as a result always got further than i did. I didn't recognize symptoms until this year because I always used to be the kind of student who could skate by(pass with Bs and As) without doing much work in high school. Definitely not the case in college. I have tried to form better work habits, and it has improved some, but overall it feels like i am fighting a losing battle. I make daily schedules and never finish them ever. It still takes me forever to stop procrastinating when i don't want to do something, whereas i watch my boyfriend easily be able to sit down and get it done without that level of mental anguish. And when I do sit down to work, I get far less done than a typical person would. I'm just so fucking slow. The only thing that motivated me through the last two quarters to get decent grades was the fear of being lesser than everyone(unhealthy mindset, i know). But now that i'm taking only one summer chemistry class(that i NEED to pass) i just can't bring myself to even try because I'm not surrounded by as many people who are taking classes and i don't have many other obligations. Deep down I am very ambitious and want to be an environmental chemist, I just have failed to put in the necessary effort. And it brings me down a lot. I got tested recently and find out my results tomorrow but am 99% sure that my suspicions are right. &#x200B; TLDR: I was wondering if anyone would have things i can try to motivate me and make it easier to bring myself to just getting the necessities done/what has worked for you. I am taking on a very difficult course load this upcoming year and am scared shitless that i won't be able to get through it though I desperately want to. And if i am prescribed something I will say yes, but the reason i'm looking to try behavioral changes is because I am on my parent's insurance and they are strongly opposed to ADHD medications. My mom is very blatantly ignorant and doesn't understand that my academic struggles are not entirely under my control. So there is a possibility she will force me to give up any medication I am prescribed even though I am over the legal adult age.",6.984966212649143,7.1136589146341525,7.207922077922081,74.36586580086582,64.38327526132404,10.023777848168091,35.5124062928941,9.725611199111238,3.4168555168408834,2403,104,430,44,33,779,283,574,0.10099999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.0775,1,0,3,0,2,0,55.0,1,1,4,17,24,21,3,5,21,1,59,6,0,13,5,90,99,43,0,11,21,2,2,1,1,5,4,1,0,2,24,28,1,4,11,3,1,7,17,14,0,5,16,6,65,7,76,70,10,67,0,2,3,1,19,28,1,7,30,316,89,26,0.14081796820519007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692358327041345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717183023895235,0.07628810485859888,0.08555462233200388,0.09576104723341647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492315987749566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582289562172408,0.0,0.0,0.05414016268767858,0.0,0.12876198958913612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622710247133427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448336928242068,0.060651105366867235,0.0,0.0,0.07896966266849867,0.11243168914948454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615850864230227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704925809759504,0.09300893991363976,0.06368895711121053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792296819781952,0.03560089791553525,0.05030019231127413,0.0,0.0,0.06435253590347524,0.05988984590922114,0.0,0.0,0.05439780646062824,0.06509197124759447,0.22071472901973,0.0675427132873571,0.0,0.0,0.11262499313990107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307262002203741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439095742586517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733201221164645,0.038694936308775935,0.0573927194055401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049731947712700376,0.03439827313736769,0.0,0.0,0.12461947057855775,0.11825162738080533,0.07876964329016721,0.0,0.059859200434927776,0.0,0.06662268317588989,0.14099563086961184,0.14276731750598676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418592881651014,0.07095569560561857,0.0,0.0,0.08246215121516379,0.0,0.0,0.05175870467695055,0.0522073695630761,0.05430374911610749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542189965349852,0.1606476154810798,0.0,0.0,0.07818084450443516,0.0,0.0,0.09762544851773806,0.06147840911726667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937555043141628,0.06743234392942897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078047611500812,0.0,0.0,0.07042803777363618,0.0,0.09021159628239958,0.07239216225721057,0.06952037759817975,0.0,0.0,0.06012888771546299,0.0,0.055992050168076235,0.07049167603328489,0.07125765086808675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261282750173536,0.0,0.0788170932344238,0.0,0.0,0.056228705655324916,0.058865063415379025,0.0,0.14721351522690546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635963426059582,0.07318189360111241,0.2117551741558575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871064017924504,0.0,0.13835293878972288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390153921928109,0.0,0.06877934664270498,0.07329823555699139,0.0,0.060810755842309126,0.0,0.17428435712992585,0.16611617223034236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574349624888932,0.07635553981308706,0.2562928949682131,0.0,0.0,0.10003304434808093,0.0,0.08555462233200388,0.13602323193854965 adhd,laly86,2019/07/08,"Cant understand my own feelings I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and took the medication for around 15 days but saw no response in my moods and stress. I am not sure if i have ADHD or is it just depression. My psychiatrist diagnosed me with depression first and after the medication did no influence on me He diagnosed me with ADHD and started its medication. I have completed my med school and have just joined a job in a hospital but completing school was not at all busy, had to face a lot of failure and also had to fight the urge to not study, lie motionless letting my brain just roam around. I now wish to pursue Further studies but i cant focus and cnt sit nd study. Feels so fucking sick and broken. No 1 to talk to and no one to depend upon. ALSO I HAVE A QUESTION DO YOU GUYS ALSO MESS UP WORDS WHILE TYPING. LIKE WRITING HTE FOR THE AND stuff like that. And also loosing interest in friends family and lack of empathy and emotions. I always dont have a proper stream of thought so i knw i have written alot of randon stuff and i am.sorry for that too.",2.70732227488152,4.941985075829387,4.4628886255924165,81.85660781990524,77.38862559241706,8.011469194312797,26.663744075829392,8.841846274778883,2.3179173459715647,845,34,161,20,20,285,123,211,0.215,0.706,0.079,-0.9874,1,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,13,12,2,1,10,0,18,10,2,2,2,45,28,26,0,3,11,0,2,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,6,19,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,6,0,2,9,3,20,5,27,18,5,19,0,2,1,1,8,10,1,6,9,125,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38418093798874425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408530622854043,0.08866361795801668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971591069441315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895239348865992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344511208099785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872018457404931,0.0,0.1835540676016319,0.3244580839224644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488352849007532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986182028344115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004520686339604,0.0,0.10775642593644587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063698000501846,0.0,0.0,0.0823253561874617,0.0985098493223387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550777572224017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057409724398504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089613314852189,0.0,0.10411633382007827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059060130427876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836034870147501,0.32203365870490835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722055022820103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193677660851256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521177636453694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156819133154907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928137725333895,0.07542130200154944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206021246161228,0.0,0.2439636014876559,0.0,0.0,0.10042832390543682,0.0,0.0,0.0856461497914502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459402902651411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838829089026245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092916686832333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253481840036623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JazzUSR,2019/07/08,"Singapore ADHD treatment advice Moving to Singapore, going to take my medications with me (already got an approval from SG government to bring it). But after 3 months I would need to find a doctor for my treatment. Any advices for hospitals / doctors in Singapore? And how much will it approximately cost? Any help is highly appreciated!",6.663157894736845,9.558901631578953,7.694596491228072,60.20084210526318,67.7719298245614,10.174035087719297,35.96140350877193,10.355215969177356,4.867220350877194,271,14,36,8,5,91,47,57,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.8763,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,10,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,25,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633401577447631,0.4282438678230842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180482715357365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980187928444013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485580601506789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027208996245496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453118169624185,0.0,0.17525061321567176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468717955736133,0.23151274940171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207407658652715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489982503099696,0.23289032413019256,0.16107871762739018,0.16247501154457022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475128249867074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565685621889547,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dartsnarf,2019/07/08,"6 y/o ADHD unusual behaviors/tics? Is this typical? My son is 6 and was diagnosed very early on for what was “obviously” ADHD. Autism has been ruled out twice. He’s on Vyvanse. Lately he started doing behaviors that distract him from reality, like blinking hard, making squealy/throat clearing noises, scrunching his eyebrows, “blowing” faces with his lips, etc. Its almost like he has OCD or something? I just want to know if this is typical, a medication side effect, or something more serious. I watched videos on children with Tourette’s on YouTube and it almost looks like that. I feel so down about it because I can’t help him and he is old enough to know that he’s “different” than the other kids. It rips my heart out.",3.718752136752137,6.263196977777778,4.455555555555557,81.61461538461539,75.51851851851852,7.413105413105412,30.384615384615394,8.384062270229773,2.585529914529915,572,27,101,11,13,183,95,135,0.04,0.868,0.092,0.7812,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,11,5,3,2,2,21,18,7,0,2,4,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,4,10,3,15,15,3,12,0,0,2,0,13,8,0,5,7,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440453265430753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369982654612854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261633898655862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750812648220505,0.0,0.1930149222027127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908867358345064,0.2060349394717476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341055075355996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549156113159647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891885803310515,0.12382793225305165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030575363886768,0.0,0.20839578388948415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707652188736594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551358292612843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331598643591934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610702275612628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385449959240889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844451435385913,0.0,0.0,0.13076056109489922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152430591552883,0.10896497030723984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LuckyRook,2019/07/08,"That moment when you politely ask a co-worker “how are you?” and immediately regret asking I get this at least once a week. It’s not that I don’t care! It’s just that when they start to truly answer that question with facts about their lives and families I have to focus really hard and scramble to remember people and places and details they told me about previously, people and places that I’ve never actually seen. The “don’t zone out! Don’t zone out!” alarm kicks into high gear as they keep going.",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.643469387755103,79.5372448979592,69.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,23.18367346938776,8.841846274778883,1.5031469387755103,399,9,76,7,7,131,68,98,0.11,0.8590000000000001,0.031,-0.7577,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,4,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,20,14,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,2,10,1,11,12,1,14,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,1,6,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.1991344233646311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815395974365599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080541274616271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923708623656312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661362339944702,0.0,0.11597275729925192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279887131351746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560200049766087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137908750868514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018989431093532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738467885190946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731865822965707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28294086711925304,0.0,0.42640131840034795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285953929344105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072691426209648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116170923536775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444356607492668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498934712563307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368569135727554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855907970683302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tort1,2019/07/08,"What would a society where ADHD was neurotypical look like? Society caters to the majority. I often wonder what society would look like with different types of majorities in charge. For example, if humans were majoritarily blind, cities might be underground for vibrational communication and functioning. Nothing would cater to visual aesthetics, it would be more touch/sound sensory. Etc. So what would things be like if we were in charge?",7.523118712273643,11.09546923943662,7.145995975855132,61.89492957746481,67.87323943661971,12.507847082494967,32.67806841046277,11.491704259439757,5.528913883299799,360,16,50,15,7,113,52,71,0.036000000000000004,0.858,0.105,0.6322,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,0,0,13,15,4,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,3,8,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,5,3,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24022787599020876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884158451186893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229292053331306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929671794022737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357130322127398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205076642118176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179900015700704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279744829616347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677122222042994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7099774731095335,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,randomacccccc,2019/07/08,"Build up tolerance to Ritalin F22 - been taking ritalin for a year and a couple of months. I take 2 pills of 20mg of Ritalin LA daily, and tbh it is like drinking water. I don’t expect it to be life changing but I can’t concentrate as last year... In my country we only have Ritalin and Concerta, and my psychiatrist is not taking the hint that I want to up my dose. How many mg do you take daily? And for how long have you been taking meds? I’ve been told that I have a fast metabolism but heyyy if I do, shouldn’t they up my dose? I’m really fricking out ‘cause I’m doing med school and if I can’t study at least 5 hours a day I’m fucked ‘cause not only do I want do good at tests, but also I do love what I study and not being able to concentrate on something that I love is depressing af",1.1543859649122794,2.6818829181286565,3.6922573099415215,88.89557894736843,79.46783625730994,7.3670175438596495,20.756725146198832,8.238735603445708,0.9062261988304092,613,16,141,12,15,215,93,171,0.057,0.8109999999999999,0.133,0.8943,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,5,0,21,13,0,4,0,25,35,16,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,19,4,18,28,1,16,0,1,0,3,7,8,1,2,9,88,25,2,0.14535461968157634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624003684417895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29863846837144964,0.15376591428833916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608321219886124,0.0,0.0937417048069552,0.0,0.12519372094153106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423921902062876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437800368248007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219165586856857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314502092791034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848341526314166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266826652789576,0.07101292503098028,0.0,0.0,0.12863426437506315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26237643857173826,0.0,0.0,0.14736677004743712,0.0,0.0,0.3229124292256878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160206706658724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109747639571312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311789138577277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471066352305394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190108761508348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546442921974644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889256814112655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146784139306104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720721887306246 adhd,sunflowerbitched,2019/07/08,"My family says I talk to much but it almost hurts when I want to say something but don't. How can a talk less but not feel like I'm going to explode? I recognize that I talk A SHIT TON. I can talk about anything and everything for hours on end when no one is even listening. I've been trying really hard to keep my thoughts to the point and short but it isn't exactly easy. My family has been getting very upset with me as of late because I'm constantly talking. I ask a lot of questions and explain things in detail which takes up time. When I have a thought and want to say something it is extremely difficult for me not to say it. It it feels like an itch I can't scratch. It almost feels like it hurts. Someone suggested I look into medication for my ADHD but I don't want that. I'm in recovery from substance abuse and don't want any controlled substances or medication in general. I already take medication for something else and a couple supplements through my doctor and would like to keep myself on the least amount of medications/supplements as possible. My anxiety makes it hard for me to add new things in because I think it's going to interact with something negatively or I'll have a bad reaction to it. Are there any techniques or coping skills/tools someone might know of, that I can use to talk less but not feel uncomfortable, or like I might explode? Thanks in advance. Also, I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was in 3rd grade and I'm in my early 20's now.",3.8070773765659567,5.391863420338981,5.0121739130434815,81.97245394252026,72.42372881355931,8.655858511422256,29.097273397199704,9.20300075937882,2.5136573323507734,1179,48,232,26,23,390,148,295,0.18899999999999997,0.775,0.036000000000000004,-0.9941,0,0,4,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,1,1,9,0,21,7,2,4,1,54,51,25,0,5,13,0,7,5,0,3,6,5,0,0,17,13,0,3,10,0,0,3,10,6,0,1,6,13,26,6,40,42,7,27,0,2,1,0,16,13,1,10,16,151,43,2,0.0,0.09812977450955224,0.0,0.0,0.1990703722688995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658672671103357,0.0,0.09139543579322562,0.06623221569116912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264273657070595,0.0,0.06335811755515244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815492658123885,0.0,0.07742679623966776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915238034850005,0.10097427080314088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950047276740226,0.0928912033236528,0.0,0.09164026511706708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406194212841342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477117654892383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918662307630258,0.0,0.07335514673218599,0.0,0.0,0.05470273049476843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443450253563405,0.0,0.1561532240732575,0.0,0.16750788264900476,0.1775027991756609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327074490187987,0.0,0.09413858073019182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838335058406438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815623614600485,0.0,0.17732396843155301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723086929929385,0.0,0.0,0.04551645625413224,0.0,0.0934261071974696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231167742219455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954908753057769,0.0,0.0,0.07041176282762858,0.0,0.0,0.055283904275307466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030143605165045,0.0,0.17572076028799688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060883232844723974,0.0,0.0,0.07998939043761538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561219003774354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829296018337363,0.09336864493145138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277888339231864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305748719984352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634514947090285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501494102728911,0.06851068900437317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403485476471945,0.25503973234054506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245427185115341,0.39941205595664653,0.0,0.07625078551739914,0.0,0.0,0.11004566959479208,0.053068586530446084,0.0,0.13150182519358344,0.048293803980193895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056230270317519405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071531067682606,0.0,0.06833629990396346,0.1954007476867574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588339214555633,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SleepySecret18,2019/07/08,"How do I ask my psych to up my meds? I got diagnosed with ADHD in mid-april. But it was a tough road to get there. Initially my psych thought I was faking it and that I was telling him what he wanted to hear. Then he medicated me finally. Now he won’t up my meds and wanted to call members of my family so they can “prove” those medications arent effective. He doesn’t listen to me. I think he thinks I’m just trying to get high or something. I literally never take my meds because they don’t work and he still refuses to up them unless he can talk to my family or boyfriend. Ugh. I just want something that works. Has anyone else experienced anything like this? (PS: I’m taking 25mg Concerta)",1.2809389671361515,3.5165906619718363,3.475239436619721,87.00802347417843,82.52112676056339,7.166948356807513,22.14272300469484,8.238735603445708,1.3388830046948357,542,18,115,12,15,185,91,142,0.075,0.897,0.027999999999999997,-0.7363,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,7,4,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,2,2,21,27,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,3,20,1,15,21,0,11,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,2,6,69,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490914183264253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176398880999228,0.14912151773408072,0.1197658856425782,0.0,0.13605896578962606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871899344970195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861120579004508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771863829746915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157884401028135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744017214190021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943044710288434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520758467668653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640053163827455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640326050089434,0.0,0.0,0.15376954532098736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110281952522735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849818008694244,0.2932297015056581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224835786164374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408548398480466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622733194721195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188538632653175,0.11697843187939275,0.12720717096003994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651054544216167,0.0,0.11554140946180992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881117128740476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25752735102023216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190770110754956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spacewater,2019/07/08,"Is ADHD exclusively diagnosed for sighted people? What role does visual perception/distractibility play? I was thinking this when I realized I had been hyper focused playing a video game for like 5 hours, completely entranced by the screen. What does ADHD look like for individuals who rely more or exclusively on other senses outside of sight?",9.079736842105266,11.315840087719302,9.013114035087725,55.82388157894738,60.40350877192983,11.314035087719299,38.81140350877193,11.20814326018867,5.4011087719298265,283,14,35,8,4,92,48,57,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.8844,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,4,6,3,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6314148409198516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754299067469777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666291181930855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597709894863805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25870090510897026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566782674082946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059699561882629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182119105808172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832385824195267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,michael_oxhard,2019/07/08,"Concerned about doctors appointment I haven’t been diagnosed but I have an appointment set for the next month to be tested and perhaps medicated. I’ve done lots of research about my potential to having ADHD and many of the symptoms and stories seem to line up with my behaviors. Im 99% certain this is what I have and I’m annoyed I haven’t looked into this sooner. Since researching it, my patience is drastically reduced and I want to be diagnosed as soon as possible. I’m worried about my doctors appointment though since I have read some stories on here that talk about doctors appointments going badly. I do not want to have my doctor to think I’m faking it for drugs since I’m only now bringing it up at age 20 and that I’m a fairly quiet person. I just would like medication that can help me get my life together.",5.2714772727272745,6.419455875000002,6.233977272727272,76.27511363636367,68.375,9.318181818181818,32.67045454545455,9.573946990214177,3.1893125,660,29,118,14,11,219,97,160,0.08800000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.077,-0.5719,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,4,0,16,11,0,0,1,19,29,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,11,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,2,15,2,22,24,2,13,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,6,81,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464818740994866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438984063468972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781056014283764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609039820163978,0.0,0.14019925556944732,0.0,0.0,0.1588772875139324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157719790014015,0.0,0.0778606404655461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182866422628183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479842378280413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676762794765288,0.06693160935960049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504606202732733,0.0,0.0,0.11647307421767883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889718077516258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760275325909618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935263127464834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457017715047929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419518639779568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962370455790505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444767570054174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370377487673188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472026862391032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399851208658946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423961573636232,0.0,0.11011595262086928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778450033582452,0.13460246704604026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616130946985704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913083506394142,0.0,0.0973213483801894,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JeffrinoGames,2019/07/08,"I took the big ADHD diagnosis test this week... And I wanted to ask someone, and I will ask the the therapist when I see him again in a couple weeks, but why does the ADHD test include a Trivia portion?!? And a vocabulary test? Wonky. Is it like to set a baseline? “If you get an 85 in trivia you should at least get a 75 in pattern recognition unless yadda yadda...” For the curious I was diagnosed by a therapist about a year ago (I’m 28) but never officially tested until now. I’ve been on Atomoxetine but I kind of want to try a stimulant because I think it would help with my depression and possible narcolepsy as well but my psychiatrist wanted to get me officially tested. Anyway if you know, let me know I guess?",3.1513829787234044,5.033729333333337,5.646400709219861,75.50875,74.81560283687944,8.955319148936171,26.643617021276608,9.516144504307137,2.644706382978724,560,21,105,15,12,199,91,141,0.037000000000000005,0.856,0.107,0.8231,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,0,14,0,7,1,0,1,1,23,22,14,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,1,16,3,17,15,2,17,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,3,10,74,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37605660850207456,0.0,0.13868776860053167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252829609159803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537341341007664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311429576072154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347543175236597,0.15879836110522774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691467779091865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452235768140205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723526362930379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486837594582818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292363158267478,0.17196696801110206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998566583254936,0.0,0.07643592806365812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066761155276315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763793152801649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467424480786422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256367141641542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633122373537743,0.0,0.1002499389596824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382707504290668,0.106222560945423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276843340509484,0.0,0.2509972579990504,0.0,0.14067168341455166,0.0,0.14117615086409635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114102372587524,0.0,0.0,0.10075178221806998 adhd,Frashmastergland,2019/07/08,"I was very open about my major depressive episodes. Everyone I know was extremely supportive. However..... When I got diagnosed with ADHD, the person who has always been the best support to me is being oddly silent about it. We don't live close to each other but we WhatsApp all the time. My parents also know about it and they have not brought it up AT ALL, which is very unlike them. I feel like ADHD explains freaking everything, and I am so happy to feel like I have an answer. Anyway, I actually don't really care because my wife is awesomely supportive and totally gets it, and is very happy that we have something to work with. It's just interesting most others have just gone silent.",4.297321678321681,6.436260746153848,5.3575524475524485,77.70108391608393,72.30769230769229,8.727272727272727,27.97202797202797,9.339509955726095,2.741538461538462,547,21,95,13,11,180,85,130,0.062,0.72,0.218,0.9762,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,2,2,9,12,0,0,4,0,16,1,0,0,3,26,29,8,0,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,2,16,10,11,22,7,8,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,75,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.14218566647405462,0.0,0.3502147536517159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651909240797613,0.12123704243472802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881954399200241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290690767685822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855450040218193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549427146895425,0.1478860566665371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922600526797313,0.1309489738306863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734420594090256,0.2081813192567042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612410171046631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653245532366807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102083195438275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014974335415347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236680920769745,0.0,0.1286589218559001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178657179694875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722273740658555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933414379914496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216972673411442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496028054223542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496092347173546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36066211405897786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106073934390592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,supermythologynerd,2019/07/08,"What do you guys think of these pins? I saw these pins on etsy and I thought they were really good at communicating key information and there's different pins depending on how much you want to give away. There's also stuff for Autism, Chronic Illnesses, Bipolar, and also Pride, racial and gender diversity and pins to communicate that you like cats or dogs or music and I think it's really cool. &#x200B; [Link](https://www.etsy.com/nz/listing/600840120/adhd-kit-set-of-6-pin-badge-buttons?ref=shop_home_active_3&crt=1)",8.646229235880398,11.668776546511635,6.627009966777412,69.43244186046513,62.6046511627907,10.495681063122923,30.890365448504987,10.608840637214634,3.858706312292359,437,16,64,12,7,127,64,86,0.04,0.805,0.155,0.799,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,1,1,5,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,15,8,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,4,8,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,3,1,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529061373766926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365751246544581,0.0,0.4560199721132695,0.2557057654159575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771386260632565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986340363213144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187174846488146,0.0,0.17650579804996044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836716283331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028096030562158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469648320108653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26962453515684914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409016924515818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696809391068325,0.0,0.1670646329166986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412205737783726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557057654159575,0.0 adhd,cadenwellick7,2019/07/08,"Anyone who has done psychoeducational testing, can you please share your experiences? Title. I'm 18F and about to start psychoeducational testing for ADHD/Learning disabilities and am looking for some anecdotes.",9.955520833333333,13.948314343750004,9.957500000000003,42.67083333333337,61.8125,9.266666666666666,38.79166666666666,9.725611199111238,4.931279166666667,177,9,20,4,3,58,28,32,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769799279527535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751196731168365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061522442032302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882307316765485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332843394164622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356617208079793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809180022033464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saintdarling,2019/07/08,"Brain won’t let me finish tasks and instead leaves me with feelings of impending doom. Okay so I’m writing an personal essay for school and it’s due at midnight giving me around 2.5 hours and like I’m so CLOSE, I just have to flesh out the story to make it 1000 words okay, BUT I CAN’T DO IT. like I genuinely cannot bring myself to finish this, I had a full breakdown about it, and now it’s just like this sense of doom looming over me. I’m so close to the finish line but my brain refuses to form coherent thought!!!! It’s like I’m so close yet so far. The first battle is always just STARTING the project but like finishing one??? My brain just malfunctions. I’m on Vyvanse 40mg and at this point all it does is stabilize my mood so I’m not a rampaging asshole. My doctor won’t give me anything else because the whole teenage pill popping stigma and it makes me so frustrated. (It’s the only medication I’ve ever tried for AHDH) Does anyone else have this happen to them? How do y’all cope with it? At this point I want to just take the 0% but it’s my English 30 course so it’s important. TL;DR: I’m 70% finished an essay but my brain refuses to work resulting in a minor breakdown, leaving me still unable to finish and the sense of impending doom. Also I hope I used the right flair, I wasn’t too sure.",0.4734771241830061,2.8603786222222247,2.2789106753812653,92.86803921568628,88.70370370370371,5.398692810457517,20.533769063180827,6.923569853693429,0.5208017429193896,1028,34,218,15,34,338,141,270,0.067,0.8240000000000001,0.109,0.8124,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,23,15,2,0,14,2,13,8,5,5,3,41,33,22,0,2,11,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,17,14,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,1,24,9,25,27,4,31,3,3,0,0,8,16,0,1,19,133,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971591467243678,0.1010931972684831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495181336076736,0.12448552273509245,0.0999796615980946,0.10815590670956897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406194923399244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425123881681182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435481878967755,0.2126413966613487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029862112473548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989877502019522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061431294340470025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334320108396187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309728368952165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743722819976276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067150048009202,0.11964765728559745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572903693535574,0.0,0.12423640758363448,0.0,0.2967804979131447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219710939541082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239297597037699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232785052287818,0.09240207906297772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608435368756802,0.0,0.0,0.22970323811636345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375568078022576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295896959884507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599446691989053,0.0,0.09702570355644312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450717434881615,0.0,0.09134878046158404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964531006185942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824868234758325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049322814856644,0.0,0.0,0.07166063265599061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564432483623765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844947846831157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bakerfamily01,2019/07/08,"I'm in a glass bubble moving at 500mph. I can see what's behind me, what's ahead of me, and I can tell somewhat where I am in relation to those two points. However my immediate surroundings just slip by to quickly for me to catch any detail.",4.617058823529412,4.364095019607845,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,69.39215686274511,9.937254901960783,28.764705882352942,9.725611199111238,2.382105882352941,190,6,41,4,3,66,40,51,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,11,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091411168576746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831639925777662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42974050329448377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622544459793782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973372600068795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440745930031405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justcurious1707,2019/07/08,"Is heartbeat above 100 normal, while taking Adderall? I've been taking Adderall XR 10mg for last few days and today I noticed my increased heartbeat, its mostly somewhere between 95-105 according to fitbit. Is it normal? is there any way to reduce it to normal resting heat rate?",4.449411764705887,7.239001392156869,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,74.29411764705883,4.864313725490196,29.807843137254906,5.6839178017228535,1.7012243137254908,225,10,32,1,5,71,40,51,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,5,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403253012075798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650454778313204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860674475104146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7522338110940208,0.0,0.2913635260901293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38483589924281614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425796633143356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031352294978408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HeatherRants,2019/07/08,Dyslexia? Did anyone else randomly start mixing syllables from nearby words to make whole new words when reading? I didn't used to have this problem. Can you develop dyslexia in adulthood? It isn't all the time... but it seems like it takes akes a lot of concentration to break it!,3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,80.53846153846153,6.5435897435897425,25.974358974358967,7.793537801064563,1.791951282051282,224,9,40,4,6,69,43,52,0.04,0.882,0.078,0.4624,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,6,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135587434189901,0.31294178143394397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551415825655966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921416670986265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596595671284882,0.0,0.0,0.2038721099547081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949792713860728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922483990273915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055054806803025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27804547257427675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161798503159326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963995701170584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809450769161414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378726117358337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34099368121696033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aberrantwolf,2019/07/08,"What's your secret to finishing medium-to-large projects? Between all my hobbies (and video games I've started), I'm certain there are on-the-order-of 100 things that I would like to finish, and as we all know, that list is only getting longer. If you have a method that works for you, **how on earth do you manage to get yourself to finish projects?** Because I'm tired of collecting ""that would be so cool to"" projects every day and then not having the energy after work and getting the kid to bed to do any of it. I'm pretty good at **breaking the larger pieces of a project down into more digestible chunks**, it's more that pushing myself to stick to one project long enough to finish it ^(without starting a new one). *This includes watching shows on Netflix, which you'd think would be the easiest ""project"" imaginable, but my drive to MAKE rather than CONSUME can only be put off for so long. Thankfully (and lamentably) season 3 of Stranger Things is only 8 episodes long and I think my wife will drag me into watching it to the end despite my urge to put it on hold to work on another new project.*",3.6405659397715486,5.587137490654207,3.713956386292837,89.61076843198339,73.62616822429906,6.063966770508827,28.244029075804786,6.691623216298621,1.2846446521287649,869,35,169,7,18,266,128,214,0.027999999999999997,0.8959999999999999,0.076,0.8408,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,5,0,3,6,5,0,0,8,1,16,2,0,2,3,28,29,13,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,15,9,1,1,5,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,14,5,34,21,6,30,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,1,17,109,29,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638486694238407,0.14862182423667672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640052569972817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140754552712547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553540996196869,0.14645045713282326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941810650414975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215253908968824,0.0,0.0,0.1188808483003548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789401630862539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924471014423099,0.0,0.0,0.3762938513255889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460941592601108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737776793727854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920870200818469,0.32338825629199897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419575879749094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28496625588626645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064195517382552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049082506502396,0.0,0.0,0.1883252759013314,0.1816365193985409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629038816932752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662777509473173,0.0,0.30955496783042,0.0,0.0,0.3020540798545128,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kiwasa,2019/07/08,"Newly diagnosed seeking advice about medication I’ve been on 15mg of dexamphetamine per day for the last two weeks. Overall it’s going well but yesterday and today were hard days. I felt really really low and couldn’t motivate myself to do anything. I felt like I was sleep walking. I also had really bad stomach pains last night that stopped me from sleeping. I have been given Ritalin to trial as well. Do you think I should persist with my current medication for longer before trialling Ritalin? Are these symptoms just my body getting used to the meds or a sign that it’s not for me? This is the only time I have felt like this in the two weeks. Otherwise is has been really positive. Also on 20mg lexapro per day. I see my psychiatrist again in three weeks.",4.364360730593607,6.374138472602747,5.400205479452058,78.01597031963473,71.8082191780822,8.976255707762556,28.605022831050228,9.516144504307137,2.8380337899543373,611,24,109,15,12,201,99,146,0.107,0.767,0.126,0.4691,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,5,0,16,11,4,2,0,17,25,7,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,3,2,3,10,5,15,4,15,13,0,22,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,17,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508108719674946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472469287344616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533390938646173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687548106745592,0.0,0.0,0.10891941581354682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421802454924934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765015024595044,0.0,0.0,0.1299183116931375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687030744342673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687523486869944,0.0,0.07274591309686577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146637461801908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867578382532465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125069637464938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421802454924934,0.2578950645427825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012025923921775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735052177177864,0.13620207940373613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280028505243874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200021766170103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561868640190261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701456016863628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304204058641894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820178667231425,0.0,0.0,0.07463840733969172,0.0,0.12132997291773714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500767383096805,0.0,0.0,0.11055175875826648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080240227785005,0.0,0.2301765268237196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caw7893,2019/07/08,"Mental breakdowns over small things This morning I got out of the shower and couldn’t find my hair comb. I had just come back from a trip and assumed it was just in my suitcase. Searching and throwing around a bunch of stuff I become more frantic, angry that I can’t find this damn comb because I need it right after the shower so my hair doesn’t dry all weird. I ended up crying and actually SCREAMING to myself because I couldn’t find this stupid comb. My husband had to go downstairs with our terrified dogs from my episode, because he knows he can’t comfort me until it’s over. I have about 2-3 a year from silly things like this. And the worst part? I’m a 26 y.o. female with a corporate job. I thought I had adulting under control but apparently not. I always thought I had some sort of emotional anger problem, but never assumed it was from my ADHD. It seems like I have these moments where I can’t find something or a friend/coworker does something I didn’t anticipate or plan for, and I absolutely freak out to myself like a child. They always happen when I have forgotten to take my meds for a few days and I wonder if anyone else encounters bouts of frustration/anger from time to time about insignificant things, and what you have done to help prevent that frustration build up that turns into an adult temper tantrum?",5.582421340629273,6.498334387596903,5.604792521659828,81.90995212038304,67.52713178294573,8.086092111263111,30.29274965800273,8.124751697461798,2.063203556771546,1064,39,200,13,17,334,149,258,0.191,0.743,0.066,-0.9873,4,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,2,9,17,6,1,12,0,18,2,2,1,2,44,31,16,0,5,8,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,18,15,0,2,11,0,0,4,9,12,0,0,11,3,31,5,33,18,7,28,0,0,0,0,10,13,1,9,14,140,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.1235938292889922,0.0,0.15221078028007473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076878841249888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855784196804609,0.12976967546139673,0.0,0.11274690104166868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738737093093666,0.0,0.23161717696087486,0.1398768971933194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909926018893697,0.0,0.0,0.14205069672497106,0.0,0.0,0.13912099016284188,0.08167989517985864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083379186639544,0.12960870338510488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105801277843219,0.14246616154339642,0.11217585012181913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630295864112324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978508207699968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197910298799341,0.0,0.10129496697565278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119977161169518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848919921551155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568231006126904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960448451532555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185626929387205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068153243928824,0.0,0.12763516592054228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939106610059171,0.09768163033825644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137151493165961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118861125580507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081598946311094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529898811894752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500539542639184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498594205418874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952263470790922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524253666362905,0.0,0.0,0.20109467011929025,0.1477032971353257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377607250291082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373484102976539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155956863572038 adhd,loligooshimai,2019/07/08,ADHD specialists in Adelaide SA? I have a referral through my school’s GP for just an assessment but can’t seem to get anywhere; half the phone numbers I was given are broken or otherwise their books are closed.,5.371916666666667,7.116513025000002,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,68.75,9.333333333333334,33.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.4308333333333336,171,8,30,4,3,54,38,40,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6360352339354961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765024050796937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535612061764863,0.0,0.4817938568202757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Strawberryoceans,2019/07/08,"I didn't really want to hang out Why do I do this to myself??? A friend of mine asked to do something this week, and the last time I was with her it completely drained my social battery. I don't know why I told her yes we should, and then promptly texted another friend who I had had to reschedule with, even though I really didn't want to hang out with either of them. And this weekend I didn't even get to relax, as I had to babysit twice and now I'm going back to my full time job with children. And of course I'm going on vacation with relatives next week. 😵😵 Has anyone else done something like this before???",3.3436111111111124,4.168281625000001,4.245729166666667,89.95413194444444,72.59375,7.563888888888887,24.378472222222207,7.793537801064563,0.9937368055555558,480,13,107,6,9,155,73,128,0.046,0.83,0.125,0.8954,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,14,0,0,0,0,18,24,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,9,0,17,4,20,14,2,18,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,11,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478198615873295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321708881399733,0.18055816708428904,0.0,0.0,0.16474186858912546,0.0,0.0,0.13550226684259936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995020122634325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847632685330209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033419470442705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720915910920948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327832346501893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722941979026468,0.0,0.09206765249996156,0.0,0.2002997211432416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487111267634042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684587790059264,0.14364278187663826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609216807257564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874119197324126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257820291799105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963405070404315,0.0,0.2713254590839318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731352096085351,0.0,0.2055105440330234,0.0,0.0,0.16838571732147206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787818856656065,0.0,0.28270603456810706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802219756941336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,groovyfox11,2019/07/08,"First time going to a psychiatrist, need advice Hey everyone, going to a psychiatrist tomorrow and I'm not sure what to expect. Going to go get evaluated for ADHD. How should I bring this up? I get anxious talking to doctors and could use a few pointers/what to expect. Thank you!",1.6111792452830187,4.362001320754722,4.137146226415093,77.20119103773584,92.39622641509432,6.423584905660378,23.60613207547169,7.645422480735847,1.9777943396226416,222,9,37,5,8,77,37,53,0.086,0.8640000000000001,0.05,-0.1911,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,11,13,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,8,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28915472801765685,0.2351117660634799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27180978259966565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209971066482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462645366999227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990383624032895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465443787162155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25140738585295164,0.0,0.5469546351224559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840202639496647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676287508827306,0.0,0.0,0.19338535596030934,0.0,0.22151237169169447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029593249535138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780135371061345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buymoreseltzer,2019/07/08,"Targeted ads Professional window cleaning supplies, kevlar shoe laces for use against zip-tie hand restraints, fancy menstrual cups, tropical wood for furniture making, DIY Arduino setup components (don’t even know about Arduino.. yet), synthesizer apps — the targeted ads online do go further off the rails between jobs, it seems. 😲",16.025769230769235,13.591219269230768,13.157692307692304,47.037307692307714,48.61538461538462,16.553846153846155,56.769230769230774,14.554592549557764,8.427584615384616,270,16,32,8,2,82,46,52,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,13,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32754242167377723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818358281790733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921119668507874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725379551010313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310223040447179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451455831703448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283051124095595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doubled_12,2019/07/08,School subjects What was y'all hardest subject in school? Mine was definitely math I would just shut down because I couldn't get it until I had a teacher I could tell wanted me to do well and understand and that didn't happen untill I was in grade 11,1.4752941176470602,4.007161137254903,2.76421568627451,90.3839705882353,84.68627450980392,4.968627450980391,22.225490196078432,6.42735559955562,0.5205137254901957,202,7,40,2,6,65,40,51,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,13,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,8,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,31,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960344885034165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567584821924877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801425306728693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843754761277429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6509199112775594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810783996017243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347800580311183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896784464066024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891424404253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284438918440355,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cattlerecapitation,2019/07/08,"I hate how often i get myself in bad situations when having fun First time posting because im not officially diagnosed, it runs in the family and im working on the diagnosis but its slow with my current time/money situation. I love being hyper, i love running around and goofing off especially with one of my very hyper and impulsive best friends and bandmate. In the right context when people are recieving the high energy well, i feel at home and like i belong. Then a little bad luck hits and its like a spiral into self hatred because its all due to me acting like an idiot. I played an out of town show yesterday, spent hours goofing off with my bandmates and some friends that came. Had a great time climbing things, taking photos in weird places, just enjoying a little chaos. Nearing the show we decide to hop in the van to make a pitstop, since morning i had been climbing over the seats getting laughs out of my friends. This time i landed on my back to the seat buckle and pinched a nerve. Had to play onstage in pain, likely not going to make it in to my very physical job tomorrow as i can still barely stand up without sharp pains (and i really need the money). I screwed myself over like fucking always because i cant help acting like a child. Its a waste of time to be hating myself over this, i had a good time and the show still went fine but its hard to push off that voice pointing out that i am so good at getting in my own way by acting like an idiot whenever im having a good time. Sometimes i really fear that im gonna get myself in serious trouble one day. Im accident prone, chipped teeth, concussions and rolled ankles, and plenty more before i touch the list of injuries ive gotten myself outside of just goofing off. Ive refrained from mentioning alcohol and drug use that sometimes gets involved too. I dont want to be any less high energy, the times i like that are often the few times i really like who i am in social settings and can end up being my best life exoeriences, but im 20 and i dont know how ill manage myself when it all starts catching up to me (or even now as i try to enter a field of physically demanding work). I really just needed to vent, i care so much about self preservation in theory but i cant for the life of me act on it when i need to. I know im not alone with these types of situations, if anyone has found some semblance of balance in enjoying hyperactivity without letting go of all regard for self preservation id love to hear about it.",5.89217075197341,5.865769716867473,6.816879933527215,76.7748795180723,66.69076305220884,9.599889212020496,31.02783547985044,9.314750747691287,2.625745658496053,1981,69,379,34,29,663,248,498,0.11800000000000001,0.657,0.225,0.9968,2,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,7,24,45,6,1,28,0,25,14,1,5,3,63,59,32,0,5,14,0,4,9,3,1,8,2,1,4,21,26,1,1,5,5,2,15,9,14,1,3,10,6,48,31,73,42,12,88,0,0,0,5,17,42,2,7,36,253,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683721583944766,0.0,0.06477352427187998,0.0,0.0,0.0520390494683561,0.0,0.0,0.04252996529932758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373006035378172,0.0,0.0,0.05567467180414186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809010149595396,0.10443809964583063,0.11437307981292345,0.0,0.05321771040694152,0.0,0.1312656589578778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153014311363615,0.06376462869702645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033371485265645,0.0,0.0,0.06347770998037464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465949679598042,0.0,0.07252760338144676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539268558321391,0.0,0.0,0.04130768304373749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895800655593165,0.07037591426910678,0.031622564638041264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053197268448677074,0.0,0.06857288277902318,0.1449568621878687,0.05781806608019181,0.16337522819306208,0.0,0.07108688396024315,0.1573690511807534,0.0,0.06895157711198137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602437355005983,0.1234924069401056,0.0,0.0,0.07048815402099093,0.0,0.04191985552036677,0.13215581614073058,0.06273363477740618,0.0,0.06159020116578363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472884425023285,0.0,0.06206220569788876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874170013870336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395232057846076,0.08834899248056853,0.2749889782200872,0.12536484935521994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933684659140386,0.0,0.08349308981726697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597476693176123,0.13911988308615622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475868212191066,0.0,0.13309588128785707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335799427579588,0.0,0.06534194268444747,0.0,0.059121377572186364,0.0,0.059896906523598775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026124067484346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340959778337565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573143503974974,0.0,0.0,0.05173448931898145,0.2108958189273948,0.0,0.06375258460082793,0.0,0.0,0.12370912378272107,0.0,0.0442667799512188,0.0,0.09989050744267867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702298308648301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041549403465264576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282129825645396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246117447394899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401526843154214,0.0,0.10320560569036588,0.03688825072783995,0.049642065512806366,0.0,0.0,0.05623179143721037,0.05797605270353892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057441625513216,0.0,0.09106105870286377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mangoexpress457,2019/07/08,"Crippling procrastination makes me hate myself I feel like this has and always will stifle the progress I could be making without ADHD. Something else (that distracts) always sounds more interesting. I keep doing that until I reach a point of loathing my behavior but feeling like I can do nothing about it. Does anyone one else feel this way and what have you done to counter it? PS- I am on adderral but that only does so much for me.",4.649417989417987,6.976443395061732,4.5105114638448,83.33444444444446,71.83950617283949,6.110052910052911,27.62081128747796,6.868970318607317,1.3954218694885359,349,13,61,3,7,107,64,81,0.057,0.8009999999999999,0.142,0.6119,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,1,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,12,17,6,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,11,3,7,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328866554179849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224820088929886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549591946788347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547180619531901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391574637166064,0.19830485980610932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32375769561811657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939439211997412,0.2768738361628988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131824985241092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224112425469051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934285145441693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587001454487323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245105694673305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593773713796435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131076739985773,0.14737889831983614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318532719926925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918179331894202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538140413373778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867976085857336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trinity343,2019/07/08,"ahh 9 pm - time to clean the house One positive thing about being ADHD and having my circadian rhythm line up so that 9pm to midnight is my most alert and energy filled time of the day, is that i can get the house clean while everyone else is asleep or on their way to being asleep. to bad it's a work night... oh well.. back to dishes",4.7470000000000026,4.263942985714287,5.563571428571431,86.34392857142859,69.14285714285714,9.285714285714286,23.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.0949999999999998,259,4,60,4,4,85,52,70,0.046,0.773,0.18100000000000002,0.8540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,7,3,2,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,9,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30557557564279103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955131028025788,0.21229958221526307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397906207498406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124047082683324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429598768218467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328422972357101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867723802113326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860927312204955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229567432402326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689215147897652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965264350095032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018227027188588,0.0,0.0,0.2286136164832478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185107013477426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Good-boi-gang,2019/07/08,"I think i have ADHD I have been suspecting for a while now (6 months) that i have adhd because i match with Many of the criteria such as: Being very fidgety Not being able to focus more than a couple of minutes Not listening to what someone is saying even though they are right on front of me Everytime i do my homework i take about 1h because i get distracted by everything even though the homework were very short Etc... Do you guys think i have ADHD? I know That i cant get diagnosed on the internet but i just want to know if i have it or not. Thank you",2.325,4.143249394736846,3.86477192982456,87.65873684210527,76.98245614035088,7.3670175438596495,24.55789473684211,8.238735603445708,1.4852905263157896,437,15,91,8,10,145,74,114,0.07400000000000001,0.912,0.013999999999999999,-0.6263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,0,0,14,24,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,18,1,14,20,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,71,22,2,0.16106222743692195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806964947346592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636407784000076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821229120642798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347477051522274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962695846922774,0.21276016441608533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475234466792827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829673247500695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947692732987828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770311761163893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329181890483346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855833331687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754626220207186,0.0,0.12808314782229416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646750264062069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109875059104395,0.0,0.0,0.14828445963121548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640434386774856,0.3164856413983624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657864108729392,0.0949986747207172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imatthepub_g,2019/07/08,"I've been taking antidepressants for 10 years. Would my doctor listen to me if told him I don't want any more antidepressants, I just want my ADHD treated? I visited a psychiatrist last week to try to get my adhd treated again. It was my first visit with him. I was on Adderall awhile back (for quite some time) and it worked well, but I had to change insurance and my current GP doesn't prescribe Adderall. The psych I went to had his counselor screen me for ADHD and they said I definitely have it. However the psychiatrist only gave me something to ease my depression symptoms. They gave me pristiq - I took it for two days and have been sick the entire weekend from it. I have been on antidepressants for 10 years, I don't want to do it anymore. I got off Prozac recently and have been feeling much better than when I was on it. Would it do me any good to tell my doctor that I'm not interested in trying yet another antidepressant? That I just want to try treating my ADHD and see how big of a difference that makes? I can't afford to miss any work to adjust to new medication, and I know Adderall doesn't cause me any issues at all. I'm afraid they'll think I'm being too aggressive about Adderall or something or that he'll be aggravated that I'm trying to deviate from his treatment plan. He did say he'd address my ADHD down the road, but only after I've been on antidepressants for a while.",4.742731919727376,5.7175983129496375,5.778905717531238,79.69114161302541,69.46762589928058,8.730329420673987,28.66035592578569,8.99025400887824,2.2187741007194246,1113,39,218,20,19,369,143,278,0.086,0.8420000000000001,0.071,-0.4765,3,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,6,10,11,1,1,7,0,28,6,0,3,1,31,53,15,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,13,8,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,4,1,2,18,6,38,7,34,28,4,31,0,2,2,0,19,10,0,4,17,147,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025988614409441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727814653017722,0.10515467904141386,0.0,0.0,0.0994530417105198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771108573699252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869149752374979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301749099139723,0.10608531966002624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467375273608224,0.0,0.08637295181431262,0.0,0.0,0.104773603421032,0.0,0.2052862568715712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070571688604978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530002749444576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239333470749327,0.0,0.0,0.08411199035807466,0.08020487334328043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466861101727554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511249997265753,0.08174341524762235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693917812603603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102381294457917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371898967168668,0.0,0.0,0.09685321839847208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253833444180326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666251295184258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901662010514437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539138065797732,0.07974846731191734,0.0,0.0,0.0799119667344594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544043451358189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423165131752923,0.07539976895651318,0.0,0.08765110340657772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425681422513334,0.0,0.0,0.058475384280302585,0.0,0.0,0.0958239838643536,0.11141726552893404,0.2723402502193233,0.0,0.09796118307877356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365962684225007,0.0,0.08044036906969675,0.0,0.0901657828593879,0.09296264702768378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601333936011116,0.0,0.0,0.14247526110149214,0.0,0.0,0.12915695750081732 adhd,-and-I-oop--,2019/07/08,What medication are people on I’m on a very high dose of Concerta and a lot of people are really shocked when I tell them how much I take wondering what the normal dosage is for people with ADHD,6.939,5.6512509000000035,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,65.0,12.0,30.0,11.20814326018867,3.1667500000000004,156,4,31,4,2,54,31,40,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.3804,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32444729146042983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852344478153822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951587899298154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719628643547149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845645302901185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450986772553875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614823736158318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294746392931756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298122333143792,0.0,0.23596263545686436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227506500296268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927671721114164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheMikeMarsters,2019/07/08,"I have ups & downs but I’m so happy in my new profession So I’ve been medicated for a few years now & my ADHD was something I constantly struggled with. Starting last Fall I finally did something I’ve wanted to do for years & I haven’t looked back! I enrolled in Barber School & I graduated in May & as of a few weeks ago I passed my license exam! Finally, I landed a job in the same barbershop I’ve been going to since I was in high school. I’ve never experienced this kind of success in my life & I feel so empowered every time I show up to work. I still have a long way to go in my career but I’m young-ish (26) & I finally feel like I have a career that compliments my strengths & I can also use my ADHD to my advantage in some avenues when cutting hair. Anyways just felt like sharing & I appreciate & love each one of you on this sub. Figured my story could help impact someone here in a positive light.",3.351095484826054,4.384216015544045,5.254822353811992,81.94198186528497,72.78238341968913,8.415840118430793,28.293486306439675,8.841846274778883,2.1568626202812733,733,28,151,14,14,253,112,193,0.024,0.733,0.243,0.9938,2,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,4,11,12,1,1,7,0,13,4,1,1,1,16,25,8,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,7,26,10,25,17,5,38,0,0,1,1,4,15,0,2,20,94,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846522126593688,0.0,0.06809879885607016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143518514240307,0.0,0.8323749844607274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907201019003711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301818167214184,0.0,0.061336774377969736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472654313534926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776878568530634,0.054882241302326905,0.07376195912183628,0.25246694810544723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873203632982719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177932538798342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149272002830625,0.0811675321416687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623479953999084,0.0,0.0,0.07999915009092241,0.0,0.06262085552117452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426223299331933,0.07506350333715224,0.0,0.0,0.06798578236973933,0.06451182440958159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933559863830299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739091369545711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925049837122062,0.0741959627906285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205713419445447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549759990491133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354863444162949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509173005307149,0.11828392732676925,0.0,0.0,0.05437559071441205,0.0,0.061350807026663776,0.0,0.0,0.08031189638052245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044796006864522314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635025479150013,0.0,0.0,0.045312092407851126,0.060978382423952836,0.061622636078077886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055927931323493975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894276071916888 adhd,Neurogenesis67,2019/07/08,"A perspective on adhd. I buy the idea from a Ted talk that I'm a perfectly built predator. If I don't get stimulated I get bored and lose control. I currently have so many things to get done at the moment. In one month I have 2 festivals, 1 koncert to play, a MC license to take, a re-exam to prepare for and a brand new climbing gym membership. The last few days I've done nothing but work my ass off from wake till sleep and it suits me tremendously well. Usually I'm all over the place but during these days I manage to do everything and I work hard at it. Most important of all; I love the flow that I always have something planned so there's no time for breaks. Whenever I transition from one task to another, I spend that time being present in the moment, taking it slow and gathering my thoughts. I keep my mind busy 24/7 and it makes my life super enjoyable. I even get homework done. I do have some deadlines and a lot of pressure that is motivating too, but keeping an ADHD mind (ADD in my case) busy seems to work wonders. I'm not meant to slack I'm meant to set myself on fire and work my ass off in an enjoyable way. Yada Yada, Yada Yada. Cheers.",2.2706577885391472,4.139077889830514,3.842857142857145,87.52748587570623,77.3050847457627,7.3765940274414845,25.221146085552864,8.269060116576782,1.5788400322841,906,33,190,17,21,301,137,236,0.1,0.743,0.157,0.9526,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,11,6,12,0,1,15,0,12,6,4,4,3,34,31,15,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,9,0,3,7,2,2,2,3,3,1,2,6,2,22,9,28,24,6,31,0,1,0,3,3,12,2,6,14,115,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964113894633988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261144006014293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931091692038424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831295100457605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906134359824978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378595022503385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145115804321684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083133099686816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577167355101444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104697665920035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921234837954147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922351399412995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005215942289242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710398670719859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796262317563165,0.0,0.10484156038103364,0.11130037834731132,0.0,0.08231651297195823,0.1250262969600938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490344431746232,0.0,0.09843219621025327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910243644854035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832808307505965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712854133543972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884230022793847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226515365460933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340824373400938,0.0,0.0,0.09493713274585143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544135835385736,0.09911928892715356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192778628293751,0.0,0.0,0.09790165728416793,0.14381681590373635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358186588765333,0.0,0.0,0.09788502829834514,0.0,0.0,0.11087875653921016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337343947058327,0.3591113389795448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PostingFromMyAlt,2019/07/08,"Should I see a psychiatrist about this? Apologies for the wall of text and bad formatting I've never been diagnosed with any type of attention disorder or any other mental illness but ive always been a little suspicious about ADHD. There's a few things I experience that make me worry about this. So for starters, I'm 16 and just got my first job. In the process of getting this job I went through phases of not being able to focus on anything that was told to me. We'll start with the interview. During the interview I kept glancing around the room and started getting off on tangents in my head. I noticed 2 different nametags with no names on them and almost completely stopped listening to what was being said to think about why the nametags were different colors (as it turns out it's to specify who is under 18). A day later I had orientation, where the HR Manager just told me about a bunch of stuff about the company and other things like that. During a preliminary video I couldn't stop getting distracted by things like the monitor it was on. My thoughts that I can remember went from ""I wonder if this monitor gets used for anything other than these videos,"" to ""Asus huh? I have an Asus monitor on my PC at home,"" to ""who came up with the name Asus and how does that even come up? There's a lot of company names that I would really like to know how they ended up at that. Mostly tech companies like Corsair and Razer and Steelseries. Finally, today, during training, there was a section where I had to ""shop"" around their store to get a feel for the layout. I was in the produce section and couldn't stop thinking about different fruits and how you can tell it they're ripe and how crazy it is how many apple classifications there were. That was just work, now for school I have never been able to focus completely in school either. I'm actually really smart and still do well in school, but I can't focus completely. Wall, ceiling, and floor patterns get me all the time. Also sometimes certain words being said can trigger a tangent. Like if a teacher said the word pistol (for whatever reason, maybe they're talking about a weapon used in a war), my mind might go to the song ten cent pistol by the black keys. Then I'd start singing it in my head. Then I'd start wondering what a ten cent pistol actually is. I can't remember any specifics from school because it's been over a month since I was there. Now for more personal life stuff So I've had a very common occurrence where I will be about to fall asleep, or at least be in bed trying to, and I'll start getting really ambitious about the next day. I'll think about all the things I can do to better myself. ""I'm really gonna commit to practicing ____ tommorow"" or ""I'm gonna focus on being extra nice to everyone tommorow"" things like that. Then I'll go the entire next day without doing that. I'll remember those thoughts throughout the day but never actually end up doing what I planned to do. Then I go to bed and repeat the process, usually it's the same thing a few nights in a row. If anyone needs an elaboration on anything said here, I'll be on Reddit the rest of the night and tomorrow morning. Just comment and I can explain. I really just want to know if I should do something about it",5.488842133476279,6.201920662480379,5.937086189072254,80.16897652869778,67.64992150706436,9.354351571773176,30.2932572653827,9.437772892022268,2.593910165792396,2590,94,499,50,41,835,282,637,0.038,0.875,0.087,0.985,5,0,1,3,0,0,64.0,1,1,3,6,41,15,2,1,44,1,50,7,3,11,7,99,102,40,1,11,18,0,1,6,0,8,3,6,4,1,41,26,1,4,16,5,4,8,10,4,1,3,29,12,41,11,88,56,15,87,0,0,4,0,25,40,0,13,45,343,82,14,0.1237921678610552,0.0,0.1812049478962396,0.0,0.07438706465246217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061979987185623815,0.0,0.0,0.04949827595680373,0.0515025002221018,0.0,0.0,0.12627437873975034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043279181039859116,0.0,0.1528056095600465,0.11020127486002064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168064468083757,0.037731278265369116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474205630464366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079263071161923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053317995652326484,0.1946905991366435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967141439970273,0.0,0.0,0.06282322228715438,0.0,0.19400470139244236,0.07093827460961451,0.0,0.0541656801579537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964311726281847,0.0,0.0,0.040881779680243015,0.0,0.0,0.05914436069402305,0.0,0.060546247011376765,0.0,0.0,0.031296519804507435,0.0,0.0,0.06780413448921234,0.0,0.05264877737167764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636704430932955,0.0,0.10553091268059828,0.0,0.049503952634117616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704647826673518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620868188805271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284462515724025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803293801156096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043719034564801515,0.1814358006989552,0.06203613678308158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262183713282704,0.0,0.0,0.04131611665459575,0.06275291413103308,0.06218293570734532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062376694487663614,0.06566196369325397,0.06249740017971912,0.0,0.049404863670261166,0.0,0.0,0.045895161952054515,0.14321422709928094,0.0,0.131654374911757,0.11617056362616815,0.0,0.0,0.07046910179938773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054045273044884067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826108152853167,0.06363948305880374,0.0,0.0,0.21034859151850832,0.0,0.23550939951412436,0.0,0.0,0.25056856564762003,0.04932316517962923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120108024381512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765062937878147,0.06121680968605979,0.0,0.21905183391711533,0.0,0.04943029258135042,0.1552436930672818,0.0,0.0,0.14171241518423386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974972768136968,0.05409990553561416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672604704271725,0.1189815339850592,0.0,0.0982771535623446,0.036092104295012264,0.0,0.05867025024701,0.11828872138804612,0.0,0.042023378023171715,0.06732516540848328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691668671173626,0.0681697918366051,0.05107075152499062,0.03650791397446214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055652012874392635,0.11475657982785685,0.05585158842730644,0.0,0.0,0.0596656161421227,0.13424732542497764,0.045061086280225815,0.06285847773886337,0.0,0.04396920213884184,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rainytortillas,2018/12/10,"Today’s ADHD tax I rely on my gas light to cue me to get gas. Gas light is broken, I run out of gas on my way to therapy that I am very much looking forward to. There’s a $55 surcharge because I have already used the 4 allotted triple A visits that my membership covers this year. Bad afternoon :(",3.715,3.8800922063492114,5.91123015873016,80.73446428571428,71.38095238095238,8.839682539682537,30.035714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3484000000000003,231,9,48,4,4,82,47,63,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,8,6,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,4,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814363276940427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502433737339328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650040758029408,0.19347557653987996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582109978338888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665243274504049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333152491729273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362958583000021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008448431681632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741196237482485,0.0,0.2618767121041732,0.0,0.2519262555864684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438619584943984 adhd,blakmambaah,2018/12/10,"(Vent) Prices of medication. I’ve recently been diagnosed with ADHD, and have been seeing a psychiatrist and paying out of pocket. Each visit runs $125. I’m on my 3rd trial run of medication (vyvanse) and went to pick it up at my pharmacy, only to find out that my insurance had been cancelled and the meds would cost me $397 out of pocket. SOOOOOO FRUSTRATING! Just needed to get that out. Also curious if others out there have struggled with the financial portion after getting diagnosed? 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I'm starting tomorrow with Wellbutrin 150mg (increasing to 300mg next week) but I'm feeling a bit sick right now, I think I'm catching a cold. The last four days I was also taking antibiotics for an UTI so my liver and body, in general, feel a bit weak. Maybe it's a stupid question but should I wait a couple of days till I feel better to start with Wellbutrin? I am female 26 years old and I have lived with undiagnosed ADHD all my life so now I feel very relieved about the diagnosis but I also have a lot of expectations about the treatment.. I'm afraid that my actual physical weakness influences the effects of the bupropion. &#x200B; Next Monday I'll also have an EEG to see more accurately which other more specific ADHD meds are good for me. &#x200B; I am a bit afraid of taking so many meds, I have to say. I would prefer something natural but in this point in my life I want to give them a try, I mean, I know how messy my life is without them and I want to know if they can improve something at all.",3.5119922308546068,5.179624216981132,4.7471143174250825,83.2396170921199,73.33962264150944,7.6297447280799116,27.56492785793563,8.313332769828598,1.9160257491675918,842,32,164,14,17,278,119,212,0.094,0.794,0.11199999999999999,0.2022,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,2,11,8,1,2,16,0,12,8,2,3,2,36,34,16,0,7,6,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,11,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,1,8,24,3,25,31,9,26,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,17,105,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.10246085667670284,0.0,0.25236934615011336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189556001043845,0.0,0.22752603670942945,0.2551630320015581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928603448802596,0.3438850011198821,0.1166267799553051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617597096456725,0.0,0.13542734425394146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235633578871665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072163865754684,0.0,0.08806558296215873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115406006157554,0.08558567555533539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224851367434882,0.0,0.0,0.09271330703972172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926376307812643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644936711949443,0.10548249819693513,0.11437132029880565,0.2332535599106102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233286705794369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017553926591724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992550671626073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761944216706068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966592851535192,0.0,0.08349695726215152,0.0,0.0,0.08366814179718446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166195340746548,0.0,0.0,0.22294992425198146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788770614271802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727713587488851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128532685269665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663261704150453,0.12385860931715947,0.0,0.08422138110935792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121230487976213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458607787768376,0.0,0.2551630320015581,0.06761391989124603 adhd,RoboDonaldUpgrade,2018/12/10,"How to be more honest with myself I've been realizing lately that I lie to myself a lot, especially about my emotions. A lot of it is just things like ""you're fine, you don't have to look that thing up, you got this"" or ""oh yeah I half remember that thing wait no I fully remember it must be xyz"". After I mess things up this way I try to explain what was going on in my head and I never do a good job of it. There's a thousand thoughts that came and went before I do something, maybe half of them are relevant. And how can I explain my feelings when one moment I feel bad and I think it's because of X then I calm down and realize it's about Y? Understanding and articulating my thoughts and feelings feels so hard and all I hear is just be honest, but what is honest when it's coming from my mess of a head? Does anyone with more emotional intelligence than me have any insights?",3.3674779319041623,4.267297366120221,4.859562841530057,85.29446406052965,72.60655737704919,7.816561580496009,25.55233291298865,8.139509932561175,1.3440713745271125,690,21,150,10,13,232,107,183,0.067,0.802,0.131,0.907,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,10,10,0,0,5,1,16,2,2,2,3,39,34,16,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,1,15,0,0,4,3,3,0,4,7,7,23,7,21,23,5,17,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,8,113,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965848651985387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931026171001243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858861986943105,0.08657980648330926,0.0,0.12085656194764365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244380125022015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223457555079255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429088866614835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195279260034518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872573369201016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071858343125432,0.11912752563783005,0.11359388910909678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723044867498773,0.0,0.2915262882258538,0.0,0.16007746082781033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094226809419333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021535421465433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938839267154161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192689284427266,0.0,0.0,0.24149664072939744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268762648964955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954183229366887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624279998272142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321783255784447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934117422174304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774321003582596,0.09100670726519082,0.0,0.2255109640684479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642864234368036,0.0,0.0,0.14785761862663316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273633006719702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166268055250951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,louloulandreddit,2018/12/10,"ADD: Adderall or Vyvanse Hi! I'm currently take Vyvanse 30mg, and I'm more generous, happy and motived. But he doesnt really treat my ADD, I mean, not like Concerta does (I had too much side effect). I can't really read a book . So, I'm asking to myself if I ask to my doctor if I need to upgrade my dosage or of I try Adderall. Can you help me? Sorry for my poor english, Loulouland😊",0.012628726287260859,2.033228609756101,3.07308943089431,89.25795392953931,86.07317073170731,6.083468834688348,22.52574525745257,7.3871296695380915,1.0159387533875337,294,11,64,5,9,105,59,82,0.11,0.76,0.13,0.5542,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,14,12,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,13,3,5,11,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,35,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939403811233905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703967443211966,0.23118340698315426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812217351750909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707253033140385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906372458225845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877666149214617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420077218654225,0.19588418114900366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642488718484855,0.0,0.3384775907273492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957249502891848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862851375546686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935910111360942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NewWarriorOrder,2018/12/10,"I’m tired of the “disorder” labels. Att: The following post is thought as neutral on any discussion about medication, therapy or other things working for different people. This is merely a personal observation, and may not be fit for others. I haven’t been diagnosed yet, but having that “Elon Musk” brain, and being called ADHD by ADHD people, because of quite a few symptoms, like interruption rage, I’m willing to submit to that. Now, that name: Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder...I have no deficit of attention to all that spectacular stuff going on in my head, it’s just when trying to fit into a very boring world, that things can get messy. Sometimes just headache and sometimes quite bad nervous breakdowns. As for hyperactivity, I was born like a rocket, began running at 9 months and haven’t really stopped since, aside from a very harsh psychologically abusive relationship with an alcoholic, with endless interruptions, and sometimes 24 hours of partying, after a week of 50-60 hours. Followed by homelessness, weed abuse, psychiatric trip to hell and other adventures you might recognize. It is the word Disorder that makes me pissed. There is nothing disorderly about listening to a podcast, while drawing art, composing music, making a business plan and think about something else, and a little cleaning of the apartment, to me. It may very well be that people can’t keep up, but by the end of the day, I can create and produce way more than the ordinary, when left alone, and given zero judgment on the very healthy lifestyle I live: “it’s unnecessary to meditate for an hour every day.” “Vegans need B12,” “Are you sure cold showers and intermittent fasting isn’t an overkill.” Etc. Etc. So I have rebranded ADHD and am now calling it HPSA, or High Performers Special Ability. It doesn’t change anything in regards of medication, as that can apparently super focus the chaos for some. Just changing the perspective like that, and making this thing super cool, has given me way more self worth and self esteem. Like finding my true purpose in life. What used to be a living room, is now turning into a recording studio, bedroom, lounge, arts studio, a gym and an office. Even though it’s a small space, I can now roll around on that office chair and combine ALL of my skills, talents and ideas into specific project, some only last an hour until I end them, others get worked on as resources and inspiration allows. It’s like lifting the lid of a pressure cooker.",8.247947552447549,8.936912822727274,8.039545454545458,67.5648951048951,61.68181818181818,10.67832167832168,37.377622377622366,10.475803106731721,4.202083916083915,1982,90,309,43,26,635,258,440,0.172,0.69,0.138,-0.961,4,1,2,0,1,0,69.0,0,2,1,10,19,22,3,2,30,1,30,10,3,6,4,59,50,32,0,1,8,0,0,5,0,4,7,1,6,3,29,24,1,2,7,3,1,5,7,7,1,1,6,3,16,15,54,36,9,57,1,0,0,0,12,24,2,7,30,209,45,4,0.0,0.18498883810561048,0.0,0.0,0.2814573638683716,0.0,0.0,0.0834278876350592,0.0,0.08085193610790357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308696841350343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424095409599291,0.06949452045627177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518112650743442,0.047587781404246535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714650776903554,0.15942646101745014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516512242348866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006911071435123,0.0,0.0,0.07923446823839657,0.0,0.08156145021404612,0.2684082220783243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521340275825338,0.0,0.13828507637845153,0.0,0.1741265210617251,0.051561285073810637,0.0,0.06577324272051724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135011864499538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157162149174034,0.0,0.044366214936360136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011734976768363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824801006507599,0.0,0.0,0.30751372975335783,0.0,0.0,0.08812603470638991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693878784015348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636335038153962,0.0,0.0,0.08481799702734415,0.0,0.055139713143087715,0.1906934074218511,0.0782417731950207,0.13786588792970852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563272503520642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572848202385754,0.0,0.08281477115171293,0.0,0.0,0.06231084555661263,0.0,0.0,0.05788430805673095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490560196128229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937205252125188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162361604792687,0.06816346431478634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476481963494874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606375949231564,0.0,0.0,0.050010524119501215,0.0,0.0,0.08381273936983705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287792127039705,0.0,0.0,0.06457628594418159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060098354439623636,0.2316252423612723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526594795008933,0.0,0.0,0.08936590205909868,0.0,0.0,0.07357546538389513,0.08113956533021129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927428472109925,0.0,0.15558901968316094,0.05002098604240982,0.07669859826765131,0.06197499681648636,0.0,0.08972438823884618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300110198148755,0.08491244934588489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742321158483341,0.0,0.2576476463510101,0.0,0.12392894023363267,0.06261914206303379,0.0,0.0701899311427159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366469530450195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,qtpoison,2018/12/10,"I feel like we are living in a misleading century I think in ancient times when hunting-gathering, wars, and wild life were the nature of humanity, ADHD had more advantage. But now, living with an ADHD brain in a world which long-term planning, boring, underwhelming tasks and monotonous life is a torture. I wonder why ADHD didn't eliminated by natural selection.",6.532968750000002,8.806382609375003,7.839500000000001,61.65550000000002,66.65625,11.37,34.675,11.20814326018867,4.9798475,293,14,42,10,5,100,53,64,0.217,0.7120000000000001,0.071,-0.8695,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,0,5,0,5,3,1,0,0,8,8,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,2,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7376688535989859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840143031824775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345198229328982,0.1461663864962314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890302703258513,0.09995729748079883,0.0,0.3613313579781692,0.18106469244510734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109951334246048,0.0,0.0,0.11930399155491475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461980990620092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188013267190948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,babybeehive,2018/12/10,"Don’t let your struggles turn you into an asshole I was bringing up ADHD in a social media post and had someone replying saying how their struggles with medication mean they don’t work at all. They started going off how you should forget about ever trying to get into certain fields of study or business (which was very biased, since they started talking about their own shortcomings and failures and blamed it on how nothing seems to work). They proceeded to shoot down those giving condolences and possible solutions to their problems. A big bummer on what I thought would be a positive thread. If you’re struggling with ADHD, don’t give up with exploring medications or management skills. If you’re frustrated, please don’t act like your struggles are completely universal or try to discredit the successes others have found in their treatment because you’re still trying to find one for yourself. It may not feel fair, but we are all struggling and probably have already dealt with feeling like a loser or a failure already. No one needs to be told they should give up and blame blame blame and whine that other people aren’t conforming to our every need. We can all do ourselves a favor by maintaining a positive outlook and take responsibility for our shortcomings. If we accept when one thing doesn’t work, let’s see that as an opportunity to experiment more. Let’s be open to surprises and keep learning more about ourselves! But please don’t blame others and try to bring everyone else down with you in your frustrations. This is such a great community, so I haven’t seen anyone say anything negative and defeatist on here yet. I’m so glad I found all you guys! Take care.",9.173578431372547,8.919326186274509,8.296200980392161,69.64665441176471,60.01307189542485,11.440849673202615,38.406045751633975,10.820120047756994,4.263549673202614,1367,59,224,29,16,426,177,306,0.18899999999999997,0.6609999999999999,0.15,-0.8768,1,0,0,1,0,0,23.0,5,7,9,7,14,21,2,5,11,0,28,2,0,3,6,61,55,27,0,9,10,0,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,12,22,0,1,11,0,0,5,11,10,0,3,8,6,25,11,39,37,7,30,0,2,2,0,30,17,0,9,9,159,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438843594612236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968562605173271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236672985763093,0.0,0.07339931073237538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054372018652389824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093953541904227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351852869699373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451039419209303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068135266591514,0.07515004638793688,0.08522897793766633,0.0,0.08724914244043237,0.0,0.0,0.09019863820131403,0.06372042719969301,0.0,0.0,0.08152197617411366,0.0,0.0,0.19559389679499906,0.0,0.0,0.046600341457175065,0.2566899059707248,0.05069117733318932,0.0,0.0,0.09833703288334628,0.0,0.08831638212841797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927999388434072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736216508061979,0.0,0.08715166119766557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097158743127896,0.0,0.17970775117888702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227288957246505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558433839161689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813211022882413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183609842499161,0.0,0.0,0.1958171181888194,0.0,0.10055317386066877,0.08542348577257358,0.0,0.09616654342245244,0.08534690109927716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186177795971472,0.0,0.0,0.07107631070117072,0.08119914267408669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378244835649726,0.0,0.0,0.09092235842710776,0.07557404267257865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262643721298275,0.0,0.07123068482662709,0.0,0.0,0.4662262532604875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412602953341318,0.07169100136014926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925673096949609,0.0,0.0,0.07081031272004411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522897793766633,0.0,0.2422283048713424,0.09701778783161702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359464036650472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480354255377494,0.0,0.0,0.063361073060121,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thic_,2018/12/10,No idea where to go I've had ADHD all my life and I want to get medicated for it. I love reading but it's hard to focus and it's getting hard to study for my finals this week. I want to get medicated but I dont even know where to go. My college has a counselor but I don't think she can write prescriptions and I have no idea where to go for a proper testing and prescription ,-0.9169112814895932,1.1762558192771095,1.8539320920043807,95.21009857612269,93.21686746987952,4.9458926615553125,18.38882803943045,6.574015621080383,-0.03231566265060204,295,9,70,4,11,102,47,83,0.1,0.831,0.069,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,1,15,17,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,10,1,10,16,1,8,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,46,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302407712654469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452920284202985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653614614663616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098654691204516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002764168034566,0.0,0.32663634250720824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34323437176556243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325388240796675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528682770598924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531793846428453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290755931620716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38599144633159344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163087954384345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227561103490828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599655760161866,0.0,0.15367314643772553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pieceofcrap12,2018/12/10,"Social, Life, Mood Changes with ADHD and Concerta. Help? I just wanted to talk to you guys about something and want to see if there is anyone, maybe even 1 person that can relate to me... I’m 25 years old, female, and have been on Concerta for almost 11 years. (Began at 15). I was diagnosed while in a horrible, horrible high school relationship. When I began taking this pill, I dropped 10-15 pounds. I focused on my schooling, and I absolutely excelled. I got into one of the best universities and kicked ass. However, even to this day, I struggle with maintaining relationships. I am currently engaged. I love my fiancé (been together for 4 years), and he is my best friend. I am a very fun and outgoing person, but I feel that this medication makes me severely isolated and not wanting to make friends. I also feel awkward in social situations sometimes and kind of just want to be alone or just with him. However, when I’m drinking I LOVE everyone and want to be with everyone and socialize. Unfortunately, I also have a minor addiction to coke. I enjoy doing it when I drink heavily and this is the only drug that pushes me and actually WANTS to be around others and connect. Moreover, I work from home. We live in a beautiful condo that he owns. He goes to school and works. So he’s usually home by 3-4pm. But I’m at home, alone all day. And I ENJOY it. Is that weird? My parents and sister believe that it’s fucking weird to want to be alone and spend time in my house. Yes, I have a dog, I take him out for walks 2-3 times a day. I don’t go out much throughout the week. But I enjoy it. I like what I do for a living. Many others wouldn’t, but I do. Shouldn’t that be what matters? I have lost my train of thought, relatively, while writing this all. However, my family STRONGLY recommends getting off of my Concerta. And I’m VERY against this. This pill gives me this AMAZING high within 45 minutes of me taking this pill. I’m skinny, I work fucking hard. I’m organized. When I’m OFF this pill (ONLY off this pill when I’m hungover from the night before...), I feel severely exhausted, I eat like a fucking pig, BUT I feel I am ME again. The funny, outgoing, friendly, and lovable person I know exists. But I don’t see it often since I’m usually always medicated... What do you guys think? Am I fucked up? I don’t know what to do. I’m just struggling. 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First post on this subreddit, been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 9. I browse through reddit almost everyday and when people talk about Adderall, or Concerta, people seem to always complain about the dreaded comedown. Idk if its the way my body is, or it's cuz I'm generally a healthy person and I use harm reduction when I take adderall/vvyanse, but I never feel a comedown in which I feel super crappy or anything. If anything when I do feel a comedown, its the best thing ever. It's sobering up and clearing up my mind from the meds. I feel happy, and feel my tastes/personality coming back. Sometimes, when I take ADHD medications daily for awhile and the first day I dont take it can also be super euphoric. I'll feel super happy, hungry, and feel this is how I should everyday, not a drugged up zombie. It's like I get back my old personality again, and appreciate the day a lot more. 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Just curious what others experiences with starting meds have been and how to tell if my dose is too high. I am 39/f and very recently diagnosed. My doctor started me on 40mg Vyvanse. I try to take it about 7am because I notice sleep issues if it’s any later. I’m getting pretty nasty headaches around 4-5 and also feel jittery and “off” throughout the day....only been on it for 5 day’s so hoping it’s temporary. I have moments where I feel like the meds are working great but overall feel like they are not. I’m wondering if you could notice less efficacy if your dose is too high? I feel a lot of side effects but very little good effects. Does this take time to get used to or is my dose too high or too low? I know it takes some trial and error but not sure which direction to go and feeling frustrated. What have your experiences been? 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TL;DR my new meds are causing me to zone out and get really sleepy whenever I'm bored. What are some things I can work on/tell my manager? So my doctor switched some meds and these new ones have been a huge pain in the ass to adjust to. Whenever I get bored, I get real sleepy. Most days, driving on the road, I'm fighting to keep my eyes open. Now the problem is that this new cocktail is doing wonders for my OCD, but I feel that it has made my ADHD worse than never before. Doctor and I keep playing phone tag, and it sounds like he is saying that I need a few more days to adjust to these meds. I know I shouldn't be driving, but I don't have any more PTO. Also, my anger issues and distract-ability are back to pre med levels. What could I do to help my boss understand what's going on?",2.981412358133668,3.7853423661202217,4.150273224043719,90.379709962169,73.42622950819674,6.942244640605296,22.27364438839849,7.010146845296331,0.4780058007566202,675,15,151,6,13,221,104,183,0.114,0.828,0.057999999999999996,-0.8477,0,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,4,8,2,0,6,0,19,5,2,3,1,31,33,9,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,14,7,1,2,7,2,0,3,3,6,0,1,2,4,20,2,18,28,7,24,0,0,1,1,6,11,1,5,10,97,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385303937475782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906783338720406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573991288423751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856417368851058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477329035544872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441445678296905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892515889945347,0.0,0.0,0.14365739674309935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279973559726016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056315359629491225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745690427494506,0.0,0.06329789314977224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746533927993259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162482424734022,0.0,0.1979932937371318,0.0,0.0,0.06120967115040282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441298494662431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538723971045337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185715185957286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258434377778479,0.08590050644112472,0.4302728891608836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547167220705198,0.0,0.11851256382464635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636485033024795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065723723664465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677096364388368,0.07135070721315856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857114921901316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479873391244422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159469771069416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078318065122552,0.1621669946062802,0.0,0.113502278987984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,calimerok,2018/12/10,"Are you particularly sensitive to colors and sounds? I am curious to know if it's common to be particularly sensitive to colors and sounds in people with adhd/add . I am asking that because personally I always have been really sensitive to visual stimulation and a bit with some particular sounds as well. (Didn't disappeared/enhanced with medication) Some colors/type of light literally make my brain sparkling and shine it's an awesome feeling, but some others are soooo present/anoying that i can't think straight. Same for sounds. At a certain point if there's 1 or 2 noises that I can't stand it seems like every thing is equally extremely loud (even when its a sound far away compared to someone talking in front of me) sometimes i just want to yell and go out of a room but well its not really an option socially 😂 haha I'm more open since few years to speak about it and i realize it's really not that common...my friends love me because I'm special i guess haha ",4.546935483870968,6.502176811827956,5.740623655913982,75.99093548387096,71.20430107526882,8.830967741935485,29.604301075268808,9.3871,2.8585488172043014,781,32,139,18,15,260,118,186,0.028999999999999998,0.775,0.196,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,2,11,3,1,2,1,34,23,13,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,1,1,13,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,2,13,12,9,22,20,8,16,0,0,3,1,8,10,0,9,4,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203698684155022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257490331201395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142212278702956,0.0,0.1722780567463288,0.0,0.0,0.2235559869268984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001877898482356,0.0,0.0,0.20469669920145567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111127722027283,0.0,0.1544934619336503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271517814830434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166784019998785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421092004747064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199792755803755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007729614521862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958319055580279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549465103479946,0.0,0.12239798993481912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472159333486396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712264831922165,0.16010780590717635,0.0,0.0,0.17333980076316635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524061769541397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692919380257015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168195396304887,0.0,0.0,0.18691818030375693,0.15536511347626106,0.0,0.18135330864796148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738235732343316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181998482196453,0.11749329945406592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815380652892052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297354670865295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808146161005935 adhd,zeflonah,2018/12/10,"Ugh. Feel terrible. I’m totally disappointing my kid today. My daughter is all ready for her driving test. She’s nervous, but has practiced and is totally ready. I booked her appointment a month and a half ago, and in that month and a half, have lost all evidence of said appointment. Try to look it up online and it can’t be retrieved. Now I’m faced with two scenarios...(a) I am right; I booked it, and it’s fine... I’m stressing for no reason or (b) I am wrong and I didn’t book it and had her believing this whole time I did. I have searched for the past two hours for any confirmation number scribbled somewhere. Anything. I feel terrible. Bad enough when it’s me (also forgot two other appointments this month) but just wretched disappointing her like this. You know when you can clearly remember the process of doing something; but just can’t remember the final step? I hate stressing me out with my own antics; I loathe stressing others out; especially her. 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No matter what. I'm losing time on a constant basis. I just keep thinking one day everything will be gone and I never would have done enough. Seriously every minute of my life is me waiting till the last second, finishing a project not relevant to the thing or appointment or job that it will make me late for. Because invariably I will need to get my stuff together to leave last minute and I won't be able to find something I absolutely need. It's always the thing that makes the errand or job possible to do. So then I just run around the house looking every dumb place I can remember I put this particular thing in the past, till now it isn't last minute, now it's ten mins late. Now I'm either late for work, or the post office has closed, or the damn doctor is going to charge me for a no show. You would think docs treating for ADHD would be more understanding about the condition. My doctor recently because I missed my appt, ""punished"" me by making it so I couldn't make an appt for 2 God damn weeks. Now I'm out of meds, I was running out that day which I why I called to ask when my appt was and they were like, yea, it was a week ago... Like they didn't think ""hey, he missed his appt, and it's been 5 days, and he should be out of meds by now"" like I hate my doctor... Anyways, got off track. I just wish I could be prepared for a single thing in my life, or actually get back to someone about an important opportunity, or remember to fix a thing someone gave me to fix weeks ago. I just don't like my brain alot of times. And it's also because everyone around me gets mad at me like it's all 100% my fault. No matter what it is, wether I get overly angry about something because of poor impulse control, or if I'm late, or I forget something I was asked to do. I just wish people could understand better. Like the way I put it to my boss was ""have you ever hired someone in a wheelchair?"" he said yes, I asked, ""How often do you get mad at them for not being able to reach higher stuff? Or maybe discipline them for sitting all day?"" that kind of got the point across at least and work was better after that a little. At least for lateness. Oh, also I'm diagnosed OCD which doesn't help any. Sorry for the wall of text. I don't talk to people about this stuff. 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I’m on 40mg per day. A lot of people said that the euphoria goes away within days of starting treatment. But I still feel it every time I take my dose. I’ve been on it for 2 and a Half months now. Anyone else experience this?,0.8378947368421059,2.953664982456143,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,83.3859649122807,6.60701754385965,20.026315789473685,7.793537801064563,0.7976105263157889,212,6,46,4,6,73,47,57,0.036000000000000004,0.875,0.08900000000000001,0.5820000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,8,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327759159212958,0.4802872199156894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202018588071056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30230336663367186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915783977895767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974699978269842,0.0,0.0,0.2292625060958584,0.0,0.0,0.11850641314088088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992561860056022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870748959260843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248525195284982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229431129380876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589095076130844,0.0,0.18717118423743934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621989628443294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666522186573835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gmrads,2018/12/10,"People criticizing medications Is anyone else tired of the general public targeting medications used for ADHD and lying about them? The YouTube channel “life noggin” (don’t worry, I was not aware of the channel until now) put out a video about people abusing adderrall. My main issue is that they don’t talk about how this medication helps people, but focus on how it’s bad. In the comments people jumped in and also started attacking it, when will people just accept adhd? I think this also ties in with the whole mindset of “oh ADHD is all in your head, get over it”.",7.640285714285718,7.875851457142858,7.979761904761902,69.02107142857146,63.0,9.666666666666668,31.785714285714285,9.2995712137729,2.9515714285714285,453,15,72,7,6,149,75,105,0.166,0.7879999999999999,0.046,-0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,10,3,1,0,6,0,7,6,1,3,1,14,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,16,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,55,12,0,0.0,0.1633441343018991,0.0,0.0,0.4970506319708531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204966635058875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639643840205804,0.14125609035937525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683812679625586,0.0,0.0,0.11510915784119985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516615734779195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202729652566213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148636506266954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240611007166732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389229326134625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737613146011262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166449132357795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778813693178565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385895639318436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757955722684254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080839435338644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833651528056173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845229012438808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906865561143685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391819534371176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140005730973074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yippeebowow,2018/12/10,"Adderall making me anti-social I am wondering if anyone experiencing the same issue, and how they are dealing with it? &#x200B; I first started this medication at 17, and on and because my dumbdick doctor gave me an incredibly high dosage. Looking back, it's been obvious how bad my ADHD was; female Asian who dropped out of high school to hang out with friends. Socializing used to be my escape. At 20 I began taking my insanely high dosage of Adderall for school, and then abusing it by snorting, etc. But however I used to take it, it increased my desire to socialize, honestly. &#x200B; 8 years later, after battling with a drug problem that stemmed from Adderall and then getting clean, I'm on 10 mg xr and taking it normally. It's really turned my life around. However, I have found that it has made me realllly hard to socialize, and I'm continuing to isolate myself and increasingly becoming okay with it. :/ &#x200B; To clarify, my reputation was destroyed amongst my friends in the past few years, or that's my take on it. I'm wondering if the medication is exacerbating my social anxiety? It used to be so easy for me in my early 20's. &#x200B;",5.682172897196264,7.484734542056074,6.8851285046728945,69.52199182242991,68.06542056074767,9.835981308411217,35.80490654205608,10.125756701596842,4.117935514018692,928,48,152,24,16,313,125,214,0.096,0.7979999999999999,0.107,0.5576,2,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,2,0,5,1,10,5,0,7,1,34,31,17,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,1,0,16,15,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,7,4,22,4,29,22,5,30,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,5,13,104,38,3,0.0,0.09700695744189716,0.0,0.0,0.09839628811514263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548405193147501,0.3979420733328613,0.0,0.0,0.06263316352238335,0.0,0.0,0.05724800120667808,0.0,0.0,0.07288495951845375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295582869534189,0.06836112740501434,0.049909453269829915,0.0904230794399767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844081992339831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380121076279977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494750961484708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131082821600836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964173531213702,0.0,0.08977029632065048,0.1265108494296073,0.0,0.04277563390066942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334276190450872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595122071872399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545488106001804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057829822177446276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875329539807291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747088337065361,0.05465133672282744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649582971533587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021885168733069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815771973774806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834208252174106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245039467881591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572112969674208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338397441604649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795063284983493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623536036293486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905508509957696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121377922187489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775770904917161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979420733328613,0.10544796891863292 adhd,1-Up-Boy,2018/12/10,"Life is great and it isn't I'm low key depressed and wanna die cause its easier than trying, but I've been mindful of this way of thinking...so anyway, idk what my next move in life will be. Can't come back to uni cause of a debt, and if I certify to become a CNA, I'll be working in job I now know I won't like. But I need money. But then I won't be happy in that setting.... Like cmon brain just pick a side lol Ik life isn't fair and I should just do something about it instead of whining, but every move I've made so far just seems to make anther problem arise (in my head cuz life be stressful). And I don't think the same everyday due to my meds altering my personality basically. Idk where this post is going but I just wanna get it out lol I'm really unsure of what I wanna do in life. Pretty lonely as well but I guess this is adult life. I actually made a friend (been lonely all the years before) but were drifting apart because I'm so distracted by all my unsureness on life lol I guess I kinda just want someone to be that little spark of motivation cause if I keep thinking about it, I'll just keep myself down (old habits)",0.9577500000000008,2.9469179416666686,3.0599999999999987,90.935,82.08333333333334,5.833333333333332,19.583333333333336,6.996647511020387,0.2563333333333335,886,23,196,11,24,300,131,240,0.154,0.7020000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.3745,2,4,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,0,2,16,14,0,2,6,3,21,9,2,9,2,51,40,19,1,9,15,0,0,2,1,4,7,0,0,2,12,7,0,2,5,0,2,5,6,8,1,0,5,0,20,6,27,26,3,30,0,5,0,0,3,14,0,6,10,119,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.10642244144011102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385695175501015,0.0,0.06647922363504251,0.12044323722322176,0.09279820244260582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174201040760645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360901330876813,0.0,0.09394166112830904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392934666105186,0.0,0.11318239655244808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188396649289914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425601264374175,0.0,0.05697700026564525,0.0,0.061978756679996326,0.0,0.0,0.12023407926884405,0.2402738675808668,0.0,0.0,0.116091612957739,0.0,0.0,0.11192241065008923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822076117795756,0.1938670872941825,0.0,0.0,0.059934053503438875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392038983811546,0.10655802227917488,0.10930226592513304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638191137690773,0.07279539642136493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113608125789073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011497182616453,0.0,0.0,0.2318174859626548,0.0,0.0808632751246462,0.0,0.0,0.11598176678158725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443540739324845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522306050429896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444502806978613,0.1109486547528403,0.0,0.10435139002306143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698637490326315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928003591912014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240237549307498,0.08395625572351785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492271252425785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975672827907715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404152930770136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432376238323076,0.08656318375781957,0.0,0.0,0.09805399604000987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939370648914781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022816969866898 adhd,BeepBeepMotherfucker,2018/12/10,"My Dr. will not prescribe Adderall/Generic I (35M) was diagnosed with ADHD 3 months ago. My Dr. originally wanted to prescribe Strattera, but this is not covered my insurance. I mentioned Adderall and Vyvanse are covered, and he wrote me a script for Vyvanse. It has worked OK for a couple months, then when I went back in, I wanted to see if I could try something else. I am on a high deductible plan, so I responsible for the first few thousand dollars of my health care costs for the year. At this time, I am at my out of pocket max, so insurance is actually paying. Starting January 1, I will be paying the costs up front until my deductible is met. Since Vyvanse is not generic yet, the cost is about $300. I asked if I could try a cheaper alternative (adderal xr generic). He is unwilling to write me this script because he has heard the quality of the generics varies between manufactures, and suggests I stay with Vyvanse. Also, I am noticing lately, my dosage has increased to 50mg, and I still find myself being distracted at work, and still procrastinating. This is another reason why I would like to try a different medication. &#x200B; my questions: My Dr. seems hesitant to write a script for stimulants, specifically adderall, does anyone else notice this? Any tips for dealing with this? Any feedback on the quality of generics between manufacturers? &#x200B;",6.256064257028115,7.988374144578316,6.580903614457832,72.51946787148597,66.59036144578313,8.90682730923695,37.126506024096386,9.2995712137729,3.779660240963855,1098,58,176,21,18,354,141,249,0.023,0.899,0.078,0.9328,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,4,9,4,0,1,13,1,22,6,0,3,0,29,33,14,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,6,3,3,1,0,2,5,2,27,3,31,21,2,29,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,4,17,123,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.11491922620345632,0.0,0.14152765708642384,0.0,0.10438936326507378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941746398881707,0.0,0.2551912694063201,0.28618868848491874,0.1601650955182933,0.12348426381705567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234228789383609,0.12066161210870086,0.0,0.0,0.11009205380604062,0.0,0.0,0.09055210420904887,0.0,0.07178693549372155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006673146885002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804756998967284,0.13030198184668254,0.0,0.0,0.12140798098491755,0.0,0.1195264728143332,0.0,0.12303676264192535,0.0,0.0,0.10305476957671623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967509389590944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763280433537074,0.1001687342374738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517604554368886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442256163687004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328412451502575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575328159192091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863334359605847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879938302873954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681468053954709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131920966881728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107947769660428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938414768827493,0.10720656988213456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741436849345132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065933662230127,0.0,0.0,0.08335291351961586,0.1255191711080001,0.18809059157850253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866826892628122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398590505861457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891876374092998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916703027715298,0.10626235208503107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146502545314424,0.0,0.0,0.08365511116405759,0.0,0.28618868848491874,0.07583519801129303 adhd,happuning,2018/12/10,"My struggles are not because of inadequacy - they are because of ADHD My meds (30mg ritalin) are not working the way they should be. &#x200B; I know that medication is not a cure all, however, it takes me all day to do an assignment that should take an hour. This is in a study room with absolutely no distractions. &#x200B; My GPA went from a 3.9 to a 3.33 since I switched meds in the middle of the last year. Now, my GPA is about to plummet even further, and I'm at risk of losing my scholarship. &#x200B; I can't focus in class. My classes are ridiculously easy for me, but I cannot focus for the life of me. &#x200B; My biggest problem? I cannot get work done on time. I look at the workload and become completely overwhelmed. I use my coping strategies to get through assignments by taking them piece by piece, but I keep submitting them late. &#x200B; This is why my GPA is struggling. I cannot focus. My classes should be easy A's for me, but I'm making B's and C's. &#x200B; I don't know the last time I actually finished a reading for the class. I focus on assignments first, because that takes ALL of my time up. I try to do the readings - I just run out of time. &#x200B; I'm getting by with the bare minimum. I want to be able to absorb all the information for my classes and feel like I am really learning something. &#x200B; I've spent the last year thinking that all of this was on me, and that there was nothing I could do to improve the situation. &#x200B; I got distracted by a post on here the other day, and decided to go through top posts of all time. It had been a while, and there was a lot of great posts I hadn't seen. I almost started crying. I didn't realize that so many of my struggles were a part of having ADHD. It made me realize how little my meds are doing for me, and that this isn't all my fault. &#x200B; It's not that I am not trying. I am, I really am. It's just so difficult to complete all the readings for class AND homework when it takes me so, so much longer to complete simple assignments. &#x200B; This is so frustrating.",2.919292565947241,4.811793393285374,4.1797781774580365,85.72683752997604,75.49880095923261,7.127338129496403,28.130095923261393,7.984000788550335,1.842236930455636,1643,69,328,26,36,539,179,417,0.091,0.84,0.07,-0.8194,1,0,1,0,0,0,93.0,0,0,4,5,15,15,2,7,26,0,42,3,0,4,8,52,69,20,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,20,12,0,1,9,3,2,3,14,13,0,1,14,3,51,2,51,48,13,44,0,2,2,0,5,17,0,2,21,237,71,21,0.03983495506333745,0.0,0.03887316988046687,0.0,0.09574774976233782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988895334859531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747727288508346,0.5324421361057001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284905661577518,0.04399457819398422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529857747652065,0.0,0.0,0.0318049702182805,0.0,0.043756827631689685,0.05138050110448621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076498943078671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02631061212692556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020141750186501297,0.028458099856648645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0338835924271786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062436359680366385,0.0,0.022639122959394343,0.0,0.0318596525565499,0.0439181785870747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922940659674511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03540713836591998,0.0,0.0,0.04378449905747134,0.09741241523174432,0.0449355643999576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028136606820814092,0.019461346902645428,0.0399250899916512,0.0,0.0,0.033451329563405026,0.04456512532898883,0.0,0.03386625428337593,0.0,0.03769279764984888,0.02659014182827318,0.04038639209079714,0.0,0.0,0.13274296478272318,0.040129526376489616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029283275440227338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038222713737951455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313737444556175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144526266561478,0.0,0.0,0.038116672167421484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953720490373165,0.0,0.05103858449178901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03295188647146008,0.04477615851038188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03066689456757894,0.0,0.0,0.02819538622321875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493243238465325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975464343152062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025524630739598767,0.0,0.0,0.11614041320827438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054090639305762564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03440461124699976,0.0,0.0,0.023495688584453747,0.03161913316474165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036927402433050885,0.035944851013756295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058000643436269365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324421361057001,0.05130481004097075 adhd,J2R5M3,2018/12/10,"Just figured out what I forgot... Spend all day yesterday torturously anxious.....assumed it was nerves I always get for finals and in particular my stats final next Saturday is one I'm worried about. So I shut off my phone lock myself down at my desk and study hard I do all the right things I stay focused I take reasonable breaks I eat proper. I tell myself after a days worth of monumental effort that the anxiety has no place that I did what I needed and the progress I made in preparation and understanding was good that I could go to sleep and study lighter tomorrow. Well it's tomorrow now and I just realized that I had my last stats assignment due yesterday at 11:59. I just feel crushed.. I did this exact damn thing in October for my second midterm.. I try.. I study so hard I work constantly I'm intelligent I know I am.. But im trying to carry water in my hands while being marked and judged by those with buckets. It's demoralizing and only increases the pressure on my final, I swear the anxiety will just shut me down someday.",2.950522388059703,5.418157820895524,4.415072139303484,81.30887686567165,77.75621890547264,8.000099502487563,25.97039800995025,8.841846274778883,2.2739669651741297,826,32,155,20,20,274,128,201,0.111,0.809,0.08,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,2,1,6,0,12,4,2,2,3,28,23,12,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,10,2,1,6,0,2,2,1,3,1,2,7,4,32,2,20,13,3,36,0,0,0,0,2,15,1,0,17,106,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260941444248009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318567031814987,0.17119804992660084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376184575695182,0.0,0.12099305456463255,0.0,0.0,0.19546265036651755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506414333498497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662361771185787,0.0,0.0,0.4980168510273026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917385052060807,0.0,0.08612416929562264,0.12710529285414232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715017096546288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369014531065507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832828996095212,0.12352603582099606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339163632105992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236563573856373,0.0,0.0,0.16116543558749288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268801615251344,0.11525366114967485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832795644854927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558092545668842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294150758972393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165031208495386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152240541700955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393987555820867,0.0,0.13245340075836473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135404219860736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577260811885187,0.0,0.0,0.15775939117034976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362534424280843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032355898944997,0.15389711055087707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lou323,2018/12/10,"To all ADHD artists, illustrators, photographers and designers. Would any of you be interested in creating a collaborative project, raising awareness of ADHD? I assume this place is bursting with creative image makers and I imagine we could create something special. 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I'm not sure whether this post is breaking the 2nd and 4th rules. I hope it's not and I apologize if it is. Sorry for the long post and I hope you read all of it. Thanks. &#x200B; I've struggled with self-control all my life. Never did any homework, always had issues binge eating, somehow managed to learn how to program and to this day I have no idea how. I skipped school regularly and even though I was bullied the learning aspect of school was honestly more overwhelming. &#x200B; Some time ago I was in a bad place and unusually tired. I messed up and took one of my sister's prescribed Concerta pills. I've long since apologized to her and I'm not lying to anyone in my family about my situation. That being said, that day I learned that I don't only have depression. I have ""something else"" too. I don't know if I have ADHD and I'm not particularly fond of labels. However, that pill completely removed my constant, mind-boggling level of boredom that I've had 24/7 my entire life without knowing there was an alternative. &#x200B; I had no idea constant, unrelenting, physically painful boredom wasn't the default emotion everyone experienced. I didn't even know it was boredom because to me ""boredom"" just meant the days it was worse than usual. I thought I had no issues with focus. Dropping out of school I blamed on a combination of laziness on my part, bad parenting and a raging addiction to food and video games. &#x200B; I've been taking Concerta nearly every day, without prescription, for a few months. I've never taken multiple doses, I make sure to take ""holidays"". I wrote down my experiences in a notepad throughout the initial periods because I was very afraid of falling into an addiction. I made sure to not chase the euphoria and I started reading about how diagnosed patients used their meds in conjunction with their therapy. &#x200B; I messed up the initial month. I played video games, gave into my usual habits and all of that bad stuff. Took me a while to realize what I was doing and that being aware of the effect of the substance wasn't enough to protect me against bad life choices. For nearly 6 months I haven't played any games, I go through my daily list, I haven't binged and I've done cardio 5 days a week without failure. I've become interested in programming again, I've found new love for my siblings and my dad. &#x200B; Of course, I'm now seeking professional help and I have an appointment in a couple of months. I'm not sure whether to tell the psychiatrist and psychologist all of this. I feel very guilty about the whole thing and I struggle to claim, even to myself, that I'm not abusing. At the same time, I feel alive for the first time in my life and even though I'm still depressed I feel I have at least some sense of control now. I want to tell them, I want to be honest and I want therapy because I'm not good enough to take this alone. However, I don't want to be labeled a drug abuser simply for taking this without prescription even though I may have had it prescribed under other circumstances. &#x200B; I know many of you have extensive experience with therapy, the meds of course but I also know some of you are psychiatrists and psychologists. What are your thoughts on this? Should I quit right now because you think I'm definitely headed down a bad path or do you have any other suggestions? &#x200B; Again, fingers crossed this isn't breaking the 4th rule. I'm actually seeking help, I'm not doing any of this ""for fun"" and I'm genuinely asking for advice. It'd be a shame if this gets removed.",4.533590626274988,6.6261891700581375,5.06794981640147,80.22621379028969,71.5436046511628,7.967605059159527,30.674826601387192,8.6894789155246,2.598642054263566,2911,128,521,54,57,930,295,688,0.111,0.815,0.07400000000000001,-0.9469,3,1,2,0,1,0,107.0,0,6,3,4,26,32,1,5,30,0,49,19,2,8,10,103,99,39,0,10,21,3,4,0,0,2,14,1,1,0,30,31,2,2,20,10,0,7,27,16,0,2,30,6,71,16,82,61,15,72,0,3,0,1,29,25,0,11,34,346,101,14,0.0,0.09907675966672816,0.040800830819738995,0.09115881748174824,0.05024786699202072,0.04085655050639681,0.03706231664332642,0.0,0.0,0.04330287126717984,0.0,0.03343568936658513,0.03478952682173124,0.36241162262223975,0.4064328188469813,0.1137297766676518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02923474050998791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039086995364773613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454930989124967,0.10194870630128756,0.04617620192534117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043837313990545086,0.09036418227549564,0.09378763451611566,0.0,0.046262312168643016,0.0,0.1348209535936858,0.0,0.07202231653899549,0.04243658399808358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278646280322332,0.0,0.0,0.0484866850746195,0.04278238452903287,0.03492714856904147,0.04703097062457818,0.0,0.08640245253722151,0.0,0.13807657536745888,0.0,0.03522698898082556,0.039951542426980284,0.0,0.08179701083535072,0.03941503873318509,0.0,0.06342164616108346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03556382786475503,0.0505571921559816,0.045842846267491986,0.0,0.0,0.02184416103405258,0.0,0.023761762382996692,0.03506850389528047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042909439776773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407370731525593,0.0,0.0,0.08305414243495332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439750041569596,0.0,0.08727820082599086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148892632157436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812743218704168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100242452544916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773543666781309,0.03956192573857754,0.027908706224479617,0.04238909140116846,0.0,0.0,0.09288365669285477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221649377145672,0.0,0.13349036045771867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449337635309356,0.04038065740946062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028331747746928555,0.031798624386246296,0.04448911710754324,0.0,0.0464254007347315,0.04527649075630153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368287451112857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012815706646847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044470410639533886,0.08364324783972835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0357057758280634,0.039771178757504216,0.0,0.0,0.12694279594711375,0.0,0.0,0.04361727125263233,0.0,0.0,0.0345859200380996,0.046996539612219716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03218761888639512,0.0,0.04680321837591867,0.02959355222967815,0.0,0.03338976714041038,0.0,0.0,0.08741842687040645,0.04786280129861064,0.0,0.0,0.15762288743164488,0.0,0.12574459741581387,0.0,0.07308810665765256,0.038493315555164116,0.14344119800377006,0.0,0.027776911781617473,0.02679035807331932,0.12323525027494972,0.06638543090289332,0.07313978302077906,0.04805480017507479,0.0,0.0,0.0929055844135742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611068320963147,0.0920962979002585,0.06899576806262184,0.09864321514045324,0.0,0.033537708286885785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046679717375771576,0.0,0.16121458524615198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260827729067596,0.0,0.0,0.4064328188469813,0.0 adhd,unapologeticbogey,2018/12/10,"Rewards systems that work? Original title was “Does anyone have any rewards systems that work?” but that’s not allowed apparently. I try to have a rewards system but I always ignore it. For example I’ll say I can watch one episode of Netflix for every hour of work I do. However I know in my head that even if I don’t do the work I will still watch Netflix so there is no motivation to do the work because I know I will get the reward regardless. Is there anything you do that works and gets you motivated to do things?",3.6382692307692284,5.103433211538466,5.1376923076923084,81.38230769230772,72.65384615384616,7.892307692307693,30.30769230769231,8.472884824447931,2.3304269230769226,410,18,80,7,8,138,64,104,0.057999999999999996,0.7390000000000001,0.203,0.9446,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,12,5,5,0,0,4,0,14,1,1,4,0,13,18,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,12,4,8,15,0,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,57,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032325636128235,0.0,0.0,0.12285472048475568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263213901947456,0.0,0.14866745446194493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101284130103246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809643006172122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932395943646555,0.0,0.15221350156717053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887743651096669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540886597669276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779133111341112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985715788091841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224196178794934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366776202854614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427498687783696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002220817974955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265600699970293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7891340259920081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lordberric,2018/12/10,"How do you get someone with ADHD to clean their room? Give them multiple time sensitive assignments due the next day. This meme brought to you by the 4 essays, 3 finals, and 2 compsci projects due by Friday gang",5.018666666666668,6.675524200000003,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,69.5,8.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.541083333333333,168,7,31,3,3,52,35,40,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,15,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734875717531129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540846000434225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43158599071103415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583836457455928,0.37794165447169065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190023532913961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338180979276146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973299056692656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,roastedhambone,2018/12/10,"Experience with Ritalin So I was diagnosed around thanksgiving with adhd (inattentive), I was smart enough to get through high school without having to pay attention, but once I got to college and needed to actually focus to do well I realized that I simply couldn't do that. My dr prescribed 10mg IR Ritalin. When I took that, I didn't notice much of a difference, but I would consistently crash about an hour after taking it and fall asleep for a few hours regardless of time or day or where I was. After about a week of that my dr switched me to 20mg extended release. The first day of taking that I actually felt calmer and more focused. Normally I have a song playing in my head and am thinking about a million different things, but it was almost as if the medicine had like turned the volume on all of that down and I could actually focus and absorb the information in my lectures. But after that first day I haven't really noticed any effects from the Ritalin, and recently have actually been feeling tired and a little more anxious, I'm currently taking finals so that could be a factor in the anxiety. I was wondering if anyone else had the same sort of experience with Ritalin and if a different medication had worked better. I go back to my dr in a few weeks to talk about how the Ritalin has been working, but just wanted to see if anyone else had an opinion. 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Had to go to the giant John Lewis haberdashery to get wool for my step dads Christmas present, the shop in question is located on Oxford Street which because of Christmas is now exceptionally busy and is past shops filled with temptation for a mid twenties girl who likes clothes. Anyway I got the wool, admittedly had a good browse but bought nothing else. As someone who really struggles with impulse control, (supermarkets etc are a nightmare), I thought I’d share my joy :) Shoutout to any of you guys who have to go to the shops during this festive period, I know you can do it! 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In January of this year, I was diagnosed with ADHD at 35 years old. I went through a tonne of emotions and read a lot of things about it. I struggled with the idea of taking meds because I believed that this was something I should be able to work through/fix on my own, but after reading so many stories here and across the web that people started an ADHD med and in only a few days they couldn't believe how much it was helping them and after a few weeks how much it was changing their lives. Knowing that I needed to do something to get my life in order I told my doc I was willing to try meds so we can see what happens. Fast forward to December. I am currently on my 5th form of ADHD medication and none of them have done anything for me. My concentration hasn't improved, but I also never showed any symptoms of side effects (low appetite, elevated heart rate, etc) besides dry mouth on one of the meds. We've gone from lowest to highest dose on each of them. Tomorrow I have an appointment with my doctor to tell her that this 5th drug which I'm now maxing out on also has not done anything for me and she will try to put me on a new one with the hope that this will be the one. To be honest, I'm really starting to run out of hope. Nothing seems to help me. I sometimes wish that I never found out I have ADHD as I could've gone through life just thinking I was stupid and lazy and being fine with it, but finding out that I might be as smart as people say I am but that I have something holding me back that I can't get around is driving me insane. I just kind of want to know that I'm not the only person this has happened to. How many meds did you have to try before one worked for you? Please let me know so I don't feel so broken.",4.7503519061583575,4.5778821290322576,5.437341153470186,86.19646627565984,69.10752688172043,7.8389051808406665,29.005865102639298,6.980632752743323,1.3866354838709678,1400,45,302,10,22,455,185,372,0.075,0.8490000000000001,0.076,-0.3301,3,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,1,3,5,4,17,9,1,1,13,0,37,10,2,5,2,54,64,25,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,22,20,0,1,10,3,0,7,9,3,0,5,15,3,46,6,58,37,10,43,0,1,1,0,17,19,0,5,18,222,68,6,0.07165575917856418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34446519083306265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460616945317005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872837342210635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179331686751841,0.06378881757207389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509885576226626,0.0,0.043680685710541615,0.0,0.12194754672983295,0.1614630054452322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580229199632055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721129302189235,0.0,0.0,0.046212036737120835,0.0,0.0,0.07272908722436147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334270583375575,0.0,0.1466574399757556,0.0,0.0,0.08309793144922781,0.0,0.0,0.08060308447437238,0.0,0.0,0.07991511282861041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036231304855344725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549206573567608,0.0,0.0,0.07856684140627307,0.0,0.0,0.07487435337681063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672990238965098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491241963562751,0.09605868987762724,0.0,0.0,0.14234067402242007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089063014361489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461844649916856,0.1181403938536304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327286858629914,0.10122516364075368,0.0,0.0,0.06327334814903733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609191640194181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794307897281995,0.0,0.0,0.4775603688768174,0.0721856388041991,0.0,0.07601543682273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535045562713344,0.053131837484077585,0.11053067783188053,0.06920557872995495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875563349834436,0.0,0.07519066546179409,0.0,0.2427789844250926,0.10899486757494216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993541622258476,0.0625670450232464,0.0,0.07865650575743201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203382942794376,0.0,0.0,0.14335030048929495,0.0,0.04590451418036602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698353575037421,0.0,0.0,0.05710036276290038,0.06523271195406156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549231259793573,0.07086937806061787,0.0,0.10143663031351237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491015762674694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447777028669476,0.0538762132330205,0.0,0.06263029187749773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760490240873021,0.045914117148880496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847014863521637,0.0,0.19459822749871927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226442330022054,0.0,0.0574779278042799,0.0,0.0,0.06642560664686055,0.0,0.0,0.08240058673580025,0.0,0.0,0.1564987382939029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228791916929492 adhd,TheLoathesomeRich,2018/12/10,"My Parents Miss Handled My ADD My parents exacerbated my ADHD. My extended family has very blue collar / street roots. My father and uncles were entrepreneurial. So we took a alternative root to upper middle class. Growing up my parents had alot of rhetoric about how school was super important, but rarely took an active role in my studies. I would just get yelled at during report card time. Than a week later I wouldn't crack a book. I am intelligent and teachers would ride me. Saying things like ""You are obviously one of the more intelligent students in the class why are you getting C's."" Well it was because nobody made me study or do homework. Anyway I slept through a business degree getting C's. I have a nice job and perform well. I was insecure about my ADHD tendencies. My parent put me on meds and drug me to doctors. They just didn't make me sit down and study like my friends parents who were educated. 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Now 35. This is the first time in 5 years that I have gone more than a few days without my medication. Due to a job switch for my SO (who is the primary income and has benefits), I don't have insurance until January and I can't get a refill on my Adderall until I see the doctor (which I can't afford to do until the insurance kicks in.) I haven't taken my meds since Thanksgiving and I am using every behavior management technique and coping mechanism I have gained over the years and I am still falling apart. I am basically hiding from everyone so that I am not spilling all of my stuff (especially emotional stuff) all over them and retreating into books. I hate that I am doing it, but it feels like a better option than letting every emotion out all over people. I am forgetting basic things can't really focus on anything but my books right now. And of course everything is suffering for it because they need my attention. None of my normal things like timers or ""just try for 5 minutes"" or turning on music is helping at all. I am just so tired of trying my hardest and knowing that it isn't enough. It is barely enough when I am on my medication. I still struggled, but at least I had some help with the battle when I had it. I don't know if I have a point to this besides saying it in a place that might get it. My SO/family doesn't get it. Most of my friends don't get it. They are trying to be patient with me and get that it isn't all on me, but they don't really get what it is like either. They don't understand why I am so freaked out when I drive because I am afraid I will be distracted and get into another accident or why I am being so quiet so that all of the emotions don't go hurtling out at them at lightspeed. I am just falling apart and need to know someone else gets it.",6.1786139455782365,5.428585007653066,7.192551020408164,76.74292517006805,66.2704081632653,10.629931972789118,32.95238095238096,10.07000556051586,3.0848931972789115,1521,56,305,31,21,515,178,392,0.096,0.826,0.078,-0.7015,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,6,3,19,14,2,3,13,0,49,6,0,1,7,56,72,34,0,4,14,0,1,3,1,2,6,2,0,0,30,19,0,0,7,2,0,6,17,7,0,1,6,4,47,7,45,60,16,56,0,1,1,0,11,29,0,8,24,242,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031776449903436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872780939538249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166384228460996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461185791028962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169888354365941,0.0,0.0,0.09710248237745384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792174042783162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991955310477443,0.32284577828935684,0.0,0.19770424087959645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121128302296192,0.09141626349197064,0.08598153680175226,0.0,0.09018864723344852,0.0,0.048373350683958864,0.06834627733032705,0.0,0.1048012109958818,0.0,0.08137638902952529,0.0,0.0,0.07391398314169544,0.0,0.39986673045222376,0.0,0.054371155632045684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944537796996642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825043730122926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094937171440941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577322904775163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782849891540173,0.0,0.1402177888892838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626719669022733,0.2891307310760024,0.0,0.10149017258697524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187537641064302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373575275158806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632515376482342,0.0,0.09995421762988614,0.0,0.09043855749693727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257660447446116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340238263637888,0.0,0.07608019001993327,0.0,0.0,0.0762361687810861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913876129047656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106041824369495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677153322236859,0.0,0.1528034997107875,0.0,0.0,0.10001448579168999,0.21903727311528176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711706893733038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578562820691633,0.10995796427353792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485983886425756,0.10406089419856357,0.0,0.0995952759822535,0.0,0.08262769171428612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265360430657978,0.0,0.0,0.09222194005742752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321598395898227 adhd,dg1056,2018/12/10,"Maintenance Mondays... a day you can check in and show your progress... that's just a thought, I wanted to know if we could provide a list of things that neurotypical minds do on a regular basis that those with ADHD don't? 1. Looking ahead and seeing realistically how much time you have to complete a task. And sticking to that timeframe... 2.Reminding myself that the situation is momentary and that I'm not damaging relationships with my personality quirks. 3. Knowing that there is a lot less pressure on you then you think. Some things you feel responsible for you probably arent.",5.396476190476194,7.870479314285718,5.929523809523811,73.3304761904762,70.14285714285714,9.23809523809524,32.61904761904762,9.725611199111238,3.513190476190477,468,22,80,12,9,151,78,105,0.019,0.929,0.051,0.4758,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,7,0,2,3,2,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,21,17,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,11,0,11,15,4,8,0,1,2,0,10,3,0,3,5,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956946131252381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797030554435746,0.0,0.0,0.19644447806863105,0.0,0.0,0.15867670450724294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440620367258798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704364445497173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206613272444062,0.0,0.0,0.20917606906022135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484322328595009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086914468132545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483434221955008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652748384249576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641569778347022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606358059754328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765614628192476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32691868032462096,0.15765374811302374,0.0,0.1953298267476752,0.1434690408372788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512191802598226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,agrady262,2018/12/10,"Ritalin and Eating I just got back on medication after a few years off. My (new) GP started me on a small dose to work my way up from. Since it's a low dose, I haven't noticed much of a difference. Except one thing: Before, I would see food, desire the food, eat the food, then think about whether eating it was a good idea. Now I see food, desire food, think about whether eating food is a good idea, then either eat or walk away! It's nice to think before I act for a change!",3.0065800865800867,3.7854046363636407,3.9903607503607503,91.6436363636364,73.34343434343434,6.8692640692640685,21.21356421356421,6.868970318607317,0.21857460317460287,365,7,84,3,7,118,63,99,0.022000000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.154,0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,9,0,4,15,0,0,0,15,11,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,11,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,2,8,3,14,8,3,18,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,1,8,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903518426530406,0.07394630734453564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366167038575627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173168759738327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047380283944103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920130504548321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.697711413954923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132024211689402,0.07691334809467339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712114762242676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687789989520093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069363839698778,0.0,0.0,0.09287846224614993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948650094012624,0.0,0.0,0.06516508973090777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532649241417292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955014292943136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806733222846613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388892647446512,0.18485934260376832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633270297706479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001055128285909,0.0,0.0,0.06831411169416571,0.0,0.0,0.06192824461296629 adhd,NicksIdeaEngine,2018/12/10,"Are there people over the age of 50 (or know someone that's over 50) in this subreddit that have ADHD and are still doing fine in life? Specifically, how is your/their memory? My memory is easily one of the worst symptoms for me. I forget sentences mid-sentence, tasks that needed to be done, information I know I should be familiar with but can't remember, and at least a dozen other related points to put in this sentence that I can't recall at the moment. I was watching The Importance of Emotion in ADHD by Dr. Russell Barkley on YouTube, and he mentioned how ADHD brains are often like someone over the age of 50 in regards to their memory problems. I'm having a really hard time sustaining hope for enjoying life at that age. I'm scared of the idea that my memory would get worse than it is now in 20-ish years (I'm almost 30 now). I still don't have much of a career, and the prospect of somehow working enough for the next 20 - 30 years in order to retire seems farfetched already. I'm already wrestling with internal frustration over how much simple, dumb stuff I forget every day. What's the point of sticking around for that long if the most challenging part of my life is only going to get worse as time goes on? I don't even want to think about what ""worse memory"" looks like. This is honestly the scariest part about ADHD for me. The other day I forgot to check a stoplight to see what color it was, and just casually coasted through a red light. I'm lucky no one was around. Perhaps as a more positive and optimistic end to this post, how are you working on your memory? What are your most effective coping mechanisms? I bullet journal and have a lot of pages dedicated to just writing anything down to either get it out of my head or possibly refer back to it later on. I also play with Rubik's Cubes a lot and play Dual-N-Back regularly. Hard to tell if it's helping, though.",6.461388674388676,6.341260240540539,7.004131274131278,76.22788288288291,65.51351351351353,10.182754182754184,31.943371943371943,9.842372674337009,2.9619588159588166,1499,53,281,29,21,493,191,370,0.10400000000000001,0.733,0.162,0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,1,4,21,16,2,1,20,0,27,7,2,5,0,53,46,21,0,8,8,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,23,14,0,1,9,3,1,2,5,5,0,3,5,8,21,11,61,37,14,47,0,0,5,0,10,24,1,14,21,199,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514074753142978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402921618896316,0.0,0.2072462238174829,0.07509333741848223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727328529006533,0.16718524750704886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444095719059459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048256062138657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111794972482345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609427378628434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562702947466933,0.08316923611052883,0.0970257925748972,0.0,0.06202133743962375,0.0,0.07911642379408973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717964422708465,0.0,0.053366629313987085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823536547003598,0.0,0.09637046822236302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294048257066567,0.0,0.0,0.09326580160335446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600384625629077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321208710645216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989771250043103,0.09175147711925094,0.0,0.0,0.08310025083047448,0.07885396921392099,0.0,0.0,0.1596641214269461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805744227114727,0.06962708934244796,0.0,0.0,0.0998657650874102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726075241873913,0.07141664717301592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337327340321493,0.0,0.06509977310606142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753534636244295,0.10586031412321872,0.089932089562039,0.0,0.0,0.08985146279253081,0.0,0.09439737292656462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060155979190741185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637257866103278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940122106542545,0.0,0.07482767861680087,0.08548478799809514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591255967308659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998040104447047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749524103732933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760005697774034,0.0,0.0,0.08207442344535795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016856348630429,0.09225816690748706,0.0,0.1095099380161692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055385789697436495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367234430321294,0.0,0.2870822588697623,0.06670523504929582,0.0,0.0,0.12093952510403505 adhd,naeshelle,2018/12/10,"I applied for a job that might be above my station. And I'm nervous. I want it so badly. I believe I'm capable of doing the work (hell, I'm basically doing it now without the pay), but I don't know what they're looking for. I keep telling myself that I'm a shoo-in but if I'm being honest, Impostor Syndrome is kicking in mighty fast. It feels like I'm just joking myself thinking that I actually have a chance. Like they'll look at my application and just laugh. Someone tell me I'm not stupid for hoping.",2.143605870020964,3.764244849056608,4.36559748427673,84.74093291404613,76.9245283018868,6.5979035639412995,26.872117400419288,7.3871296695380915,1.4350935010482182,398,16,82,5,9,138,70,106,0.062,0.685,0.253,0.9664,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,10,2,1,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,24,6,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,12,6,7,20,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,3,4,49,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.23234398623262426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879733642417044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682487743055817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038674855751715,0.17009336726671925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364796272375595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627012033327074,0.21162760058735744,0.0,0.0,0.13084944034012608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326399895208272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998755583577024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525785730269633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173504731618566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162067709370931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256009405433466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043315638469314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295127245105556,0.0,0.17333421407976607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JollyRaunchyRancher,2018/12/10,"Working with ADHD So I’m glad I found this community. I’ll try to make this short. I’m one of three brothers, the other two have been diagnosed and are currently prescribed medication and my mom hasn’t been diagnosed but she shows all the signs. I’ve been reluctant to go see a psychiatrist mostly because of my workload and the stigma my mom had drilled into me at an earlier age in relation to kids with ADHD. My wife says I definitely have ADHD or ADD and my mom just chalked it up to me not being motivated and focused. She was a middle school teacher and tried really hard with me and worked with me to get through middle school and Junior High as much as she could. I’m not a dumb guy, just never really had the drive to sit down and just read (I usually do these kinds of tasks standing up or pacing around the room). I was notorious throughout school for not completing homework and still being able to pass mostly every test. I’ve always been a very hands on worker but the fields I’ve worked in haven’t been so hands on. I was an analyst in the army (not as cool as you think) and I’ve been working as a network engineer for the past couple of years. I started as a technician running cable and patching in switches, mounting access points inside and outside, helping out with warehouse operations and worked my way up. I’m actually really afraid that I might not be suited for this job due to the amount of reading required. Most days I put in about 4 hours trying to get through manuals and spec sheets. Is there anything I can do as far as coping skills or learning exercises anyone can recommend to help out with staying focused or should I go see a psychiatrist? TLDR - undiagnosed ADHD or ADD according to wife. Seeking help from this community on how to manage my inability to stay on task. 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Hey so 2019 is approaching and it's looking far more chaotic this upcoming year. I use my phone calendar but having an actual physical calendar would be a godsend. 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She also informs me (somehow I didn't know) that my mom also has ADD, and my younger brother has ADHD. She and I have very similar personalities and as she was explaining how they diagnosed her, I realized that if she has ADD, then I DEFINITELY have ADD and reading through symptoms/indicators definitely aligns with my personality. Which brings me to my concern: \-My brother is studying Architecture and is doing really well \-My sister is about to get her masters and is quite accomplished \-I'm an engineer, army officer, blacksmith, black belt, and married. All of the above things generally require a lot of focus to be successful in and I'd argue that a lot of my/our success comes from hyper-focus, impatience, and frustration with ""boring"" stuff/people. I know there are plenty of others have legitimate issues and difficulty with attention and focus, but **I'm struggling to grasp how we can be diagnosed and offered medication for a ""disorder"" that has no detrimental impact on our lives**. Makes me wonder how over-diagnosed this is and how many kids (and adults) have been encouraged to take medication that they don't need.",7.3496070772058815,8.762649691406253,7.752472426470586,66.30263786764708,63.8046875,11.179779411764708,36.543198529411775,11.088447113337141,4.598929044117648,1155,55,182,33,17,379,148,256,0.062,0.8640000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.2286,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,0,2,6,15,11,2,1,5,0,26,6,0,5,2,59,42,29,0,5,6,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,14,29,0,1,9,1,0,3,3,5,1,0,6,2,29,6,27,34,3,9,0,0,1,0,26,5,0,8,1,140,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907635174871349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347843464438613,0.0,0.13107033750879926,0.14699111015116065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420446104214624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911257401385997,0.0,0.0,0.13864145833906827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833132436346333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263674689389934,0.0,0.0,0.06320153947853294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014994885304978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626066632909785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296328100621532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681823162746314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056877836605088,0.0,0.0,0.08074804042561064,0.12264402507717025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655919519764174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416779458803778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969730683128513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386497810100957,0.2112516976910043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160769900658933,0.0,0.12866588967549114,0.12100217587240895,0.0,0.07749612075078892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249701380220014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126463523785336,0.13848106691356468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909539639151044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036672059965723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981245679941088,0.07135090981830389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876605424745793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118619727830114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226109234673106,0.14699111015116065,0.0 adhd,spookyjukez,2018/12/10,"Off my meds today and I feel like a lightening bolt. I usually am pretty good at taking my daily concerta, but some days I forget and by around 10:00 I say something uninhibited and I feel this extra engine in me rearing up. Most days I say oh shit and call my wife, people look at me oddly and the ones closest know exactly whats happening, but as an extravert with ADHD it secretly feels amazing. Like a superpower no one can ever take away from me. We are so blessed to have such an abundance of energy. And medication is a double blessing because we all have developed ways of coping and we turn into laser beams of attention! Our ADHD is a gift and even at its worse is pretty funny on a daily basis. 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I'm on 40mg (after starting at 10mg and working up 10mg at a time every 1-2 months) and I'm absolutely miserable -- ESPECIALLY with the stomach issues. Typically within 10-15 mins of taking Vyvanse (on an empty stomach or with food, doesn't matter) I start to feel the nausea and I'm going to the bathroom for 1-2 hours every morning until 2-3 hours after the med and then I'm ""normal."" Also feeling jittery -- leg bopping and complete inability to focus. Isn't this what ADHD are supposed to fix?? For reference, I only drink water, I have a high sensitivity to caffeine so I never drink coffee or pop. 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Last night as we were changing shifts my co worker made a remark about me being “too slow” and “holding him back.” I was frustrated because I had extra work load and he came in early.. meaning it was still my shift and I was stilling finishing up on things. As I was ignoring him trying to finish he said “ Well good thing I don’t have any attention deficit problems or anything like that you know .. I’m too smart for that..” I almost lost my shit because that was aimed at me. 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They made the appointment today, and the person they've set me up with has terrible ratings. 3/5 stars, most people complain he likes to push sedatives and doesn't listen. I don't know how much to trust it (it's not through Google, it's a physician rating website for Ontario) and if I should call to switch or try it. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.679308943089428,7.34631457317073,5.137560975609755,82.5706504065041,67.90243902439025,7.417886178861789,34.39837398373984,7.793537801064563,2.6103105691056907,353,17,61,4,6,107,60,82,0.11199999999999999,0.815,0.073,-0.507,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,2,0,13,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,10,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873168678198557,0.5465099789753584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517747616865207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308574041281875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216629860664407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239246558570154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324365423584757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185853898282974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020892397460676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393609829333326,0.13090492427840647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210724145295095,0.0,0.0,0.10178627672909636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465099789753584,0.0 adhd,endofmayo,2018/12/10,"Looking for friends in all the wrong places... Anyone else make your first new adult friends through video games? I did and it was great for a while. Playing gta every night. A couple of them even lived a few hours away but unfortunately couldn't find the courage to go have dinner or otherwise hang out IRL. Fast forward 4 years, that big group of new friends no longer are interested in the same game and hardly talk. Maybe once every couple months a few of us play the same game, but otherwise ignore each other now. Its also weird because I am introverted, you'd think, aw that's paradise, but I only want to vacation in paradise, not live there. I need a hobby that people in their 40's do, besides raise kids.... SHIT. I just realized its exercise. I have to join a fucking gym. God damn it. Now I'm even more depressed. 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The hyper-focus is real. ,-1.9839583333333333,-0.4014498124999975,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,109.625,2.1333333333333333,11.583333333333332,3.1291,-1.625141666666667,57,1,12,0,3,20,15,16,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572551641840326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866979095381121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572686808272686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VanStock1992,2018/12/10,"ADHD has me feeling like a failure I’ve always done fairly well in school so when I started medication for my ADHD I guess I just assumed that my performance would only get better. Well, I was wrong. I’ve had a rough semester. I’ll likely do well in all but one class which I’ll have to retake because I didn’t do the homework and did poorly on all the exams. My inability to pay attention to the readings pretty much ruined my chances. It’s my first time ever retaking a class and I guess I’d feel better if I didn’t feel so alone. Have you had to retake a college class? Was it easier the second time? How do you overcome feelings of failure?",2.3034090909090916,4.271593734848487,4.343939393939394,83.51090909090912,77.56060606060606,6.521212121212122,24.63636363636364,7.492282038375204,1.3312454545454546,511,18,98,7,12,175,81,132,0.151,0.6779999999999999,0.171,-0.3103,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,4,9,9,0,0,8,0,15,1,0,1,3,18,23,8,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,1,2,0,2,2,3,3,8,5,15,7,9,14,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,8,70,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37628116634795017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213678193759987,0.0,0.0,0.13026069077970115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543036453866996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769084234044269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020321947254665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160686116153345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166220102833965,0.11183810619764822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315986757082438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081790003077056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449111093450207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296314178466364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577058993805815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150809816887334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608115055493887,0.11906200390771995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926585764996073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659062134548699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843519396234607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108056621700039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256909535990887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222670516404321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120739030024736,0.17116094385150604,0.0,0.0 adhd,Burckie6161,2018/12/10,Side effects of Adderall I just started taking Adderall after 4-5 years of being off of it. I'm curious if anyone else experiences depression or anything related to that when the medicine starts wearing off at the end of the day. Usually once my medicine starts wearing off I feel extremely exhausted and very low in general. Im not sure if the medication makes my depression worse or the medication is causing it.,7.055131578947368,8.325161618421056,7.882736842105267,65.62015789473686,64.39473684210526,11.869473684210524,42.83157894736842,11.602472056035307,5.77051894736842,337,21,53,11,5,113,54,76,0.21,0.762,0.027000000000000003,-0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,2,5,2,3,1,13,9,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,11,8,0,16,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,4,9,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385627316079691,0.2030451545815542,0.16307427079208398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357174048016205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780109747545051,0.0,0.34136129626214873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655428106622095,0.0,0.17551683586569147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938450121498535,0.0,0.0,0.1001990141620658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140539911578035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322777798827066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992641100682155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104101832959196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207901315415853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676972555137247,0.0,0.14899666115496116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182525718619139,0.16350824268271758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194874958745784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276128275913813 adhd,calibaby007,2018/12/10,"TLDR: (VENT) frustrated when friends hear my ADHD story and think they have ADHD too. For starters, I want to thank everyone here for all of the support and helpful comments on posts. I rarely post anywhere but need to vent a little. I (36f) was diagnosed earlier this year and tbh it was life changing. I had long suspected that I had ADHD but was able to manage up until life got crazier than normal. I have an amazing GP and was immediately sent to a neuropsychologist for testing. Fast forward a couple of months, I disclosed to some immediate family and the closest of friends (as well as my immediate supervisor). Naturally, I got mixed responses from everyone. The typical, “you don’t have adhd” to “I’m glad you got things figured out” and just pure shock. Here’s my frustration, I have a couple of close friends who I tend to process a lot with and when I tell them how meds really help manage my symptoms or how I’m starting to realize things I thought were normal for everyone were, in fact, a symptom of my diagnosis their response is “omg, I do that too, I think I have adhd!” I feel like they are belittling my struggle and diagnosis because they don’t truly understand what I’m going through. On a similar note, one lesson I’ve learned so far, BE VERY CAREFUL who you tell you have or are on meds for ADHD. I have had a friend make not so subtle hints and wanting to try my meds. Thankfully, I was able to discourage them (for now) by explaining what happens during a med crash. I also explain the strict scrutiny that comes with possessing a schedule II prescription. If you’re still reading, thanks! 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I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD earlier this year and it has explained a lot with regards to how I operate. This isn’t a vent post — rather it’s one of the very few victories of having ADHD. I feel like a superhero when I play video games with my friends or family relatives. One of the key benefits of having ADHD is, I think, being able to hyperfocus!! I’ve recently picked up on playing Pokémon last year, and for those of you who don’t know, Pokémon is a very complex game. Sure, it’s about childish monsters battling other childish monsters — but the amount of knowledge that the game presents is staggering. There are also stats, movesets, items, and abilities to account for!!! My ADHD allows me to hyperfocus and read thousands and thousands of material and take it all in much faster than non-ADHD fellows. Hyperfocusing gives me the ability to outsmart opponents because I have memorized a lot of things! Shooting games are perfect for me as well, I think. I play COD, The Division, and PUBG often, and I think ADHD is to blame for my quick thinking when I play those games. While impulsivity is generally frowned up, they are a boon in shooting games most of the time! I react quicker and with no hesitation, allowing me to outplay my enemies. ADHD people are described as “hunters” in a “farmer”-dominated society, and shooting/action games showcase that line perfectly! Sorry if my post looked like a brag, but I just wanted to share this to you people! If you feel like ADHD has put you on a crutch, try picking up video games. While it wouldn’t mean that you’d be godlike in them just because you have ADHD, video games are a great way to exercise your mind!!! Thanks for reading, and I hope you have a very nice day — do not forget to take your meds. 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What should I expect? Tried adderall XR 10mg and 20mg. Only the first 2 days were good. Doc is putting me on Vyvanse and scheduled me to see a psychiatrist(ologist?) What should I be expecting?",2.5498373983739846,5.539919146341468,4.055487804878048,78.15770325203253,89.24390243902441,6.635772357723577,26.34552845528455,7.793537801064563,2.2136308943089427,179,8,31,4,6,59,34,41,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334309397635684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965038549492973,0.0,0.3078786174839944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035905622299748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752829799750741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638646050981463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768623190709834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574358937993904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamtaut,2018/12/10,"Passed my medical internship acceptance exam Seems like yesterday when my primary school teacher told my mother “I wasn’t going anywhere in life” because of my ADHD (my mother quickly put her in her place, mind you). For years I carried that in my back and never really thought I could accomplish anything, but I guess this should prove me wrong. Thank you guys for all your support, I honestly don’t believe I’d be here today if it weren’t for you. 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I’ve been stuck in a really bad feedback loop of executive dysfunction, negativity, frozen food, falling behind and working late to catch up, and waking up late because I don’t want to face all the stuff I missed. To be honest I lost track of how long it’s been happening ... weeks? Months? You know how it goes. But today, I’m starting the work week off strong!! I woke up at a decent hour, I have the makings for an actual healthy lunch in my fridge, and I’m getting work done with minimal distraction!!! (The only reason I’m here is because it’s easier to track time if I start at :00 than at :54, lol!) Best of all, I’m actually feeling positive. I think I can actually pull myself out of this hole I dug myself into. If you’re in a similar hole, be kind to yourself, and know that I believe in you!! Even if it takes a long time and even if you backslide (which I know I undoubtedly will), I know that you’ve got this. We’ve got this!!!! Kick this week right in the ass!!!!",3.435127298444129,4.183479599009903,5.108429985855729,84.13653465346535,72.31683168316832,8.543705799151343,26.309759547383308,8.841846274778883,1.732308628005658,757,24,166,14,14,258,116,202,0.1,0.7659999999999999,0.134,0.8416,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,0,6,5,8,0,1,10,1,12,5,3,4,3,27,35,12,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,2,0,7,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,8,1,20,4,27,24,3,32,0,2,0,1,4,15,1,4,14,101,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.3815732974312629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882679658136356,0.15890568586744655,0.0,0.0,0.14684630749913968,0.13678170336277187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338103962781375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217405659784912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590281556090198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576052426077148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809623225736287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848643110228576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525747439378024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835668815123982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572698352182902,0.2865214531103513,0.0,0.2940539114381541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306900799053193,0.0,0.0,0.14227933775635526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700163572782872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403455843048078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991279320956712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349786858408434,0.134009185066368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130795089483247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450783280814292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920584171840498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979979649640414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351533587281085,0.0,0.0,0.15200228699016305,0.0,0.12354519624203683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687673697270764,0.0,0.3136478763350012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28466287721281186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anxious_scroller,2018/12/10,"Advice Needed: Perfectionist Spiral & Putting Off Things That Are Already Late (Making Them Even Later)? Hey, all. I've identified a particularly toxic personal behavior, and I want to know if it's common in the ADHD community - and if it is, if you have any advice! Background: I've always been a perfectionist, but I think it's gotten a lot worse since I've graduated college. I'm a pretty classic procrastinator, but the second something becomes ""late,"" it's like I feel this pressure to make sure it's PERFECT to make up for the fact that it's late. And the anxiety of being called out for ""late work"" leads to me putting it off for even longer. Which makes no sense because one day late isn't a big deal (usually), but one week or two weeks is usually a bit deal. And it's so unnecessary. I have time to do the work, and my workload isn't overwhelming. I know that we shouldn't let perfect be the enemy of good, but this behavior is weirdly hardwired into my brain, and I'm not sure how to ""just do it."" I can logically talk myself through completing late tasks, but I have a lot of trouble translating that logic into action. This applies to everything from projects at work to bills and scheduling appointments, birthday gifts and sometimes chores and personal interactions. I'm talking to my therapist about it, but it's a fairly new thing that I've identified, and it's incredibly disheartening to look back and see how much it contributes to my anxiety and depression. Any advice that you have would be incredibly welcome! 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I'm I right",7.1320000000000014,10.816915533333335,11.533333333333335,21.28000000000003,93.66666666666666,10.0,38.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,6.192333333333334,83,5,9,3,3,32,14,15,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518870852902706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263000737121454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144257977546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392167025774585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dependenttomato,2018/12/10,"I am concerned Obviously there is no replacement for medical professionals, but I was wondering if there is an online alternative for me to gauge whether or not I could have ADHD or some other mental health disorder? I'm 19. My mom brushed it aside and persistently denied the possibility when I mentioned it to her. Regarding \*ymptoms and \*igns, I seem to exhibit most of the ones listed on various websites—inattention being the most prevalent. I am easily distracted and lose my train of thought often. I jump around from task to task and can't seem to focus on only one thing. It takes 3-4 hours to complete a 10-20 question math assignment. I can't remember equations or terms and have always struggled in classes that require those skills (math, chemistry, biology) from elementary school until now. I can't sit down and read from the textbook for more than 30 seconds to a minute without thinking of something else. And so on and so forth. Do I have a legitimate reason to be concerned, or am I just dumb? I'm lost and seeking insight that could possibly help me. Thanks in advance.",6.827933409873707,7.911210109452739,7.230049751243782,70.76541905855339,64.82089552238807,10.363719862227327,37.35208572522006,10.389873798559362,4.195791121316495,876,44,146,21,13,286,134,201,0.129,0.818,0.053,-0.9394,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,9,6,1,2,8,0,17,2,0,1,1,37,27,20,0,3,10,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,9,1,0,2,6,5,0,3,3,1,16,1,27,20,6,15,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,13,5,110,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897757426845172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139280700781586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405723486942888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556441731489133,0.0,0.0,0.2521547236030108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097721440809972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191257572375928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784971572629284,0.0,0.0,0.105842968740856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550840182561854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665960355475924,0.17237615543046772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907654624948325,0.15913497296750473,0.0,0.0,0.18494092817304825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400623716336345,0.12009679058026836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35603698799294203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689404305161122,0.0,0.1579515751569143,0.0,0.0,0.1623565900599558,0.0,0.0,0.17887993638217292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981217924559332,0.0,0.2875085596537203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156594190121214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508060816072045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872779777369034,0.0,0.0,0.14538124671104524,0.0,0.0,0.10490761853982496,0.10118161037473852,0.0,0.1253619825795678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522184894511208,0.1712454040562275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MawsonAntarctica,2018/12/10,"Is this a thing? Stimulated so much to be able to sleep? Thinking about some things in therapy and trying to wrap my head around something. Normally people advise to quiet yourself down, stay off of electronics, and chill in order to go to sleep at the end of the night. Does anyone find that they need stimulation in order to wind down? Like, for example, if I'm home watching netflix all day it's difficult to fall asleep, just not tired. But if I'm at a rock show with all senses engaged I had the best sleep I had in months shortly after I got home. Is this a thing? That people with ADHD or ADD brains need constant stimulation. I'm going to discuss this with my therapist and experiment accordingly.",4.2441414141414135,6.178873629629631,5.191919191919193,79.69818181818181,71.96296296296295,8.16835016835017,27.08754208754209,8.841846274778883,2.18025925925926,560,20,103,11,11,183,90,135,0.018000000000000002,0.8740000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.9035,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,5,7,6,3,2,25,14,8,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,9,8,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,3,27,10,5,23,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,4,7,68,15,1,0.14915394343717073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925405500748182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429190525319224,0.0,0.0,0.1327786321314328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565278615702728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650512904661013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611824249464166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961919543191014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052562103255572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210612264944713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459011770793765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363240021500563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953524661863895,0.0,0.1192920340387457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530749768802606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29922713307336263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286908270670803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905325463992487,0.0,0.10964531029901016,0.22119151827181446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399708719505579,0.14613919618767482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680912829285444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477849818939785,0.0,0.0,0.11482599266030455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158978258140368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705705332154695,0.1731792243697413,0.2972737573058,0.095571824382267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143051654957406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126573687185396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KcrinBlue,2018/12/10,"Sick of seeing posts invalidating our struggles and vents on here Just wanted to say its OK to struggle, your feelings about your own ADHD are valid, and you aren't bad for feeling bad. Not all of us are on the same road. Not all of us got diagnosed early. Not all of us cope. And (heres the big one) not all of us get the relevant support from our loved ones. Before you come on here insulting people for venting or feeling hopeless, remind yourself that not everybody has the same experience with ADHD, and not everybody has the assistance or help they need and yeah, WE VENT, and we are all valid in how we feel about it. And can we stop talking down to each other? Do the NTs not do that to us enough without us condescending on one another? Hm? Sending love to every one of you, and especially those who are struggling to love themselves, you need it most, what you don't need is someone telling you that you are in the wrong for how you feel. 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I've done really well in a few classes this semester, but this upcoming final is a make it or break it deal, and if I fail another class I'm going to be dropped. I don't know how I'll be able to deal with myself having failed school. I'm not stupid, it's just so fucking hard to actuallu get all the things I need to get done, done. It probably would've helped had I gotten my diagnosis before a week ago, but since that's not the case, I never got accommodations for testing that would've really helped me through school. I'm so upset. My family is going to be so disappointed. I'm going to be so in debt with nothing to show for it. I'm sorry I'm just ranting here. I just don't know how to cope with this",0.7532228915662635,2.5644626807228943,3.3839608433734973,89.28027861445786,81.83132530120481,6.800602409638555,20.01355421686747,7.865858978985527,0.6736156626506027,599,16,138,11,16,210,90,166,0.19,0.778,0.032,-0.98,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,2,2,5,0,13,1,0,3,2,23,34,12,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,1,1,3,5,8,1,0,6,1,11,1,20,24,2,12,0,4,0,1,4,3,1,2,4,82,22,9,0.14849561896338073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163240649808713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571060405463827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635883451870225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061849254609955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558877243317151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998845378702718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266969216587193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372818069051201,0.15516566395543113,0.0,0.2531804470193136,0.0,0.11876551181797065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302290707911754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990669664756948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632186173726798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912197874543537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010761988019106,0.11452897580908733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424855513443544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010339295642784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026019191115995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486700198525226,0.3005709883873478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283711051789385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622868791411635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865389090721484,0.09514999664143957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911422841476735,0.0,0.13351539505498608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097405432827576,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gloomy_thursdays,2018/12/10,"Can omitting some other problems to the psychiatrist result in a false positive for ADHD? I've always been neuroatypical. I've always been quite anxious, been extremely socially awkward. Because of this, I am generally more likely to be in a depressed mood than happy. Through my teen years, I learned to live like this, so it isn't something that makes me suffer so much. Aside from that, I was always distracted, in a sense that, whenever my parents asked me to do something, I would either forget it in 5 minutes or do it so badly I would get shouted at. I never really studied when in school. I was considered to be the smart kid, so I could nail most tests by just having a quick read the day before. I wouldn't read books, because it would take me a tremendous amount of time to read just a few pages. Because that didn't impact my grades, I never really gave that much thought and didn't even consider I might have a problem. Now I'm in uni, and studying the day before a test isn't enough anymore. The massive amounts of material I have to go through overwhelm me, and I often sleep just 4 hours or less while my classmates can sleep a considerable amount of time and get the same results. The main reason is my incredible low speed for reading and my procrastination. I think the reason I procrastinate while trying to study, is because I have to read the same paragraph or sometimes even the same sentence many times to be able to grasp what that piece of text is trying to say. I've tried taking notes while doing it, but it just takes even more time. I went to the psychiatrist and told all the study related problems and mentioned the thing about my parents. He diagnosed me with ADHD and prescribed Ritalin. It helped with my procrastination, but I'm still afraid that I don't really have ADHD, and the positive effects are either because of the placebo effect or they're working just like they work with normal students who buy it to boost performance before a test. I don't know if I'm being paranoid, but I just fear that I'm going to get exposed to the side effects without really needing it. I'm also a bit hypochondriac, so anything that affects the body in any negative way terrifies me. Before anyone says it, I will go back to the doctor in the next week and ask all those things, I'm just too anxious to wait this long to get an answer and want to hear what other people with ADHD have to say.",8.637668747561456,7.116691100858373,8.395801794771753,72.59596956691378,61.81115879828326,10.961997658993369,37.06164650799844,9.688023934748609,3.4603553648068672,1927,74,352,29,22,621,227,466,0.098,0.853,0.05,-0.9576,2,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,7,24,18,0,5,31,0,38,6,3,9,4,74,67,29,0,12,18,2,0,3,0,6,3,5,0,1,30,15,0,1,12,6,1,4,11,12,0,0,11,5,36,5,49,45,23,38,0,4,0,0,17,11,0,9,25,250,66,19,0.07101738327525306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34139637571089904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679257574734599,0.1772764559069076,0.0,0.0,0.04829425591701229,0.0,0.0,0.1604588576131234,0.07043016126890696,0.04965700562246445,0.0,0.058441255362319075,0.0,0.132783333440616,0.0,0.0,0.05460798409721289,0.059296548636755174,0.2164576884253704,0.0,0.24172224995922276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753258919556877,0.07888430309577002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670160180821845,0.0,0.0,0.09160067418201197,0.0,0.06116716815218436,0.07208114912020787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268930104641368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733799410665147,0.0,0.14071893561723375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991430019247384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148414606507676,0.0,0.12108244653469838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559932505938295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004175233741223,0.0,0.0476014550272107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993781716364697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902929658305585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408651872509744,0.0,0.06270965053082489,0.06284814941187578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047404654795250176,0.07200048002204251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533822087102465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044118961443204,0.052658489840604096,0.10954596812936128,0.0,0.07552779278787898,0.0,0.0695819571915595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771279957296808,0.0,0.0,0.04923451164059019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386213406192424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553572881572843,0.3551830079387538,0.0,0.18198221692062275,0.1460353958708843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942762082858584,0.0,0.07187338331169829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213734236025524,0.0723932788191586,0.0,0.10934530248143637,0.0702380079690136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056714574020510874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018870200177587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436158764899864,0.04550507164652795,0.0,0.056379869601860574,0.16564322917787178,0.0,0.0,0.06786015310260428,0.0,0.14464842462127925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041887892652698315,0.05637029325679852,0.05696586116088461,0.0,0.0,0.06583382578887664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845822321611188,0.0,0.10340300167467366,0.0,0.0,0.15134613447141504,0.0,0.0,0.045732866432891234 adhd,AsynchronousKeyboard,2018/12/10,"Time Management and Organization Survey Hello! My name is Ella and I’m part of a student research project at Clark University. I’m a Computer Science major with ADHD and an interest in accessibility. For my honors project, I’m working with another student on a time management and organization app, and we were hoping to collect some data to back up our design decisions. The purpose of the survey is to gather information about popular time management strategies and tools. The survey is anonymous and responses cannot be traced back to participants. Participants are free to leave any questions blank or to stop at any time. The survey will take about 10-15 minutes. Any questions can be directed to Breanna Desrochers ([bdesrochers@clarku.edu](mailto:bdesrochers@clarku.edu)) or Ella Tuson ([btuson@clarku.edu](mailto:btuson@clarku.edu)), two undergraduate students at Clark University. The link to our survey is [https://clarku.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_aXcJ3qxLkG5ZQdn](https://clarku.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_aXcJ3qxLkG5ZQdn)",12.437729306487697,16.34565415436242,9.605520134228193,48.31127796420586,54.43624161073825,11.409619686800895,39.933445190156604,11.20814326018867,5.801872035794183,875,41,95,24,12,257,91,149,0.023,0.871,0.105,0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,21,16,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,21,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,6,7,60,5,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377147384250586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035282350788791,0.20740843222577532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041888802377066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645802823011052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094395049564159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141959410664722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44315801986209774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536797117457566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487194674741676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613503797620164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321988889670424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399928789095354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MustangGrapes,2018/12/10,"Parenting with ADHD? There seem to be a lot of resources for parents on how to help their child with ADHD, but I can't find much on how to be the parent with it. Things like extreme forgetfulness, getting easily distracted, getting overwhelmed by constant noise and input, unfinished tasks everywhere, etc. It's beyond what ""normal"" parents experience, can be really challenging and almost overwhelming at times, and the guilt and anxiety these cause can be crippling. How can you feel like a good parent when you can't pay attention? When you're stressed by too much noise? How will I keep my kids from suffering from the effects, or even just feeling like they don't matter (which is so not true!)? I could use some resources or tools if any of you have found them.",7.90942857142857,8.211842942857142,7.165000000000003,74.86250000000003,62.42857142857143,10.714285714285717,34.64285714285714,10.411451182825502,3.5953571428571434,612,24,106,13,8,189,98,140,0.10300000000000001,0.727,0.17,0.8582,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,3,2,12,12,0,5,5,0,14,0,0,7,1,35,22,15,0,3,6,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,7,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,10,6,17,15,5,8,0,3,0,0,14,4,0,7,7,77,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043854162618111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268083657255413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611730080463723,0.0,0.09687673140802557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009077797907884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368492877590841,0.0,0.10110910306629267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123339908521987,0.08364234819341357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387499550997776,0.0,0.0,0.1280626443958721,0.18093857228785665,0.0,0.0,0.11574365260297448,0.0,0.0,0.13885060878278296,0.0,0.0,0.1323249014788227,0.0,0.0,0.10621685849410242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488191283785115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256052050206376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856048897028178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766199657810142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618509586924906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407708172039746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7030753628809087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112671485496169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528529854644474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506191577452032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413179863393865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073842880082232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937345203138184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adrianbug,2018/12/10,"I’m going to fail my final High school student taking college class. I’ve been off meds since 6th grade, been doing well without them. But junior year arrived and the workload got 10x, all my classes before were easy. Taking a university history class and a college biotechnology class now, on top of all my high school classes. I have been struggling with biotech since the beginning. I cannot focus in that class for the life of me, I absolutely cannot. I’m squirmy in my chair and I make careless mistakes in labs because I can’t pay attention. I asked my parents in the middle of the semester if I could go back on meds because I really needed them. I tried everything to handle the course, studying, re-writing my notes. I had some friends taking it, and I know I’m just as smart as them, and they’re doing fine. But I just couldn’t pay attention. I needed to pay attention in class and write down notes she was saying to actually get anything on the tests. Which I obviously couldn’t do because my mind was in the clouds 9 times out of ten. There were also things in that class that made it harder for me to focus, it’s not anyone’s fault but just things that made it difficult for me as a person with add. The teacher has a very thick accent that made it hard to understand, and with my brain already have trouble focusing, everything she said was just words if that makes sense. Anyways, my parents just said “well you’ve been doing fine without them” and didn’t get them. So I’ve been struggling with the class the rest of the semester. And my final is in a few hours. And I’m going to fail it. I’m absolutely going to fail it. And I just want to cry because I know I could pass this class. I’m not trying to make excuses because it’s all on me, but it just could’ve been a bit easier if I had medication. 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My girlfriend asked me yesterday if it was something related to ADHD or if I have truble with being sponeous because of my personality. I told her I'm very impulsive because I'm constantly triggerd by the outside to do things, but I have no idea about being spontaneous because that's something that comes from the inside. How about you, guys?",8.407816901408449,8.701784676056343,8.284612676056339,67.28072183098595,61.3943661971831,11.043661971830986,41.69366197183098,10.686352973137794,4.849278873239437,316,17,49,7,4,102,50,71,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.6136,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,10,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29700333747750635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805749807363926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103404721933898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519461397406893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288140257095076,0.0,0.2670607264633724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469846174605075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789807244698379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157851844834474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364709118566285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805069073372389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418280014291387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361441818032117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390888820889372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noidowadasada,2018/12/10,"Striction BP Skim milk and yogurt are great sources of calcium and are low in fats. Striction BP The 2005-2008 National Health and Vitamin Examination Examine (NHANES) of the Facilities for Disease Management and Prevention (CDC) discovered that 34% of contributors—representing some seventy two million people within the United States—were taking some type of dietary supplement together with a prescription remedy. HERBALIFE marketed Thermojetics Vitality Bars as supplements offering protein, nutritional vitamins, and vitamins to spice up vitality, construct muscle mass, and help with weight loss and management. [Striction BP](https://www.futuresupplement.com/striction-bp/) is determined by the amount of blood that your coronary heart is pumping in comparison with the resistance to blood movement in your arteries. Nitric Oxide helps regulate the human body blood stress thus limiting the formation of any blood clots that may adversely affect the mind function. 9. Svetkey LP, Simons-Morton D, Vollmer WM, et al. 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(UK) I just had to have a meeting with my manager about lateness because i was late 3 times last week, 5 mins, 5 mins, 30 mins. I stayed behind extra on those days and then went in on Saturday to do 4 hours out of good grace, didnt put myself down for any overtime. In the meeting my manager said that he wanted to whatever reasonable to help me get there on time. I asked if me doing flexitime instead was reasonable, citing that the bus i have to catch is unreliable. He said no because if he gave it to me he would have to give it to everybody and that before he joined everyone was on flexitime and it was chaos. He also said along the lines of he wants me to pass my probation cause im a good worker blah blah, im overqualified as fuck for this job and im really fast, so i believe him but i dont want my reference to look bad when i eventually leave. So I'm wondering what my rights are with being ADHD. Maybe I can be on flexitime and he doesnt have to put everyone else on it. I havent told him I have ADHD yet but he knows theres something cracking off medically - had to have a lot of doctor (psychiatrist) days off and ended up having to tell him I had my drivers license taken off me by my GP. Thanks in advance",3.877390128465181,4.282072118773947,5.452819472616636,83.31383367139959,71.10727969348659,8.89979716024341,27.996619337390126,9.007467420416297,2.022816362407032,977,33,211,18,17,333,145,261,0.065,0.889,0.046,-0.3576,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,1,0,6,0,27,3,0,3,0,26,46,16,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,15,4,29,4,41,28,2,43,0,0,1,1,23,18,1,4,18,137,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641469949960802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788369935392834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473297014056851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273781741491844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175847343676267,0.13398302268979606,0.0,0.09351330373303322,0.1238150292871339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289334588329683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174750844621242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248309475924304,0.0,0.0,0.12879715849980786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180391020139228,0.0,0.0973351350879582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002045478310674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015969746400124,0.05741606401194836,0.10542214650208252,0.0,0.18435090835632198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366089506191173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082253096676495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35611924137131834,0.0,0.1090547084305162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039590424917246,0.08957981370369837,0.24793468951832265,0.11636387426845403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228486522899597,0.0,0.0,0.09342955132555653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104051872719382,0.0,0.0,0.11070854228195344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095143530102368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704021178347452,0.22598254537431264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877009702816707,0.3136084569892766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460322113046602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713439106227352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605384715453537,0.10117736572725684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816234834851828,0.0,0.0,0.10501022739155336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445832044154435,0.0,0.08815184995258403,0.0,0.0,0.1018745861904125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917739919885045,0.08000551297319386,0.0,0.0,0.07806688348043228,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lithiu3m,2018/12/10,"I feel so helpless My parents never take my ADHD seriously and I cant force them to either because Im not financially independent yet. If I have to get meds it can only be through a prescription because I dont have enough money to buy anything online. I have a very important exam in May and the rate at which Im studying, Im going to fail by a massive margin. These exams are for a professional course outside of college and my parents arent letting me drop out of college. I come home from college and can't study at all because of my ADHD and after 6 hours of college Im way too tired. I have no clue what to do, my parents love seeing me be a mess. Sometime I feel like if I should just jump off a building I wouldnt have anything to worry about. PS: Writing this essay was a painful process, I havent even mentioned the details because Im way too jittery and restless. 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Hey everyone, it's finals week. I go to art school so instead of taking tests pretty much every class I take assigns final projects. While this might sound like a relief to some people, I ALWAYS manage to take these semester long projects and start them the NIGHT BEFORE THEY ARE DUE. I have two major projects due tomorrow.... er today. It looks like only one is getting done and it's not done well... I'm embarrassed to show these in class. I don't even want to show up. &#x200B; I try to celebrate the small victories but I'm a Junior in college starting to worry about life after all of this. Sure I may be able to bullshit my way through school but I haven't managed to create anything that I am proud of while I am here. I'm supposed to be making professional work and creating a reel and I am so frustrated with myself that I can't even manage do put in the time and effort on things I genuinely am passionate about but can't get myself to even get started on. &#x200B; Is there any hope for me job searching in the real world? Please somebody out there tell me it's possible for me to get a job. I feel so defeated and frustrated. 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TL;DR I mean, see the title I guess! Hey everyone! I was diagnosed with ADHD like 6 months or so ago at age 34. I didn't tell my parents about it because sometimes they're not the most supportive people in the world. It's not intentional on their part, but it does hurt my feelings when I make a decision or something happens and they undermine it. I was telling them about how I had the winter blues so I was more depressed and anxious than usual. I let it slip that my anxiety might also be because of a new medication. They asked what, I said Ritalin. They were like wtf? So I told them. I have been rehearsing this in my head since my diagnosis, so I had pretty much an outline in my head of what it is and what it isn't. My dad DID say ""Throw that crap out"" (about the Ritalin) but since I don't like being on Ritalin anyway, I agreed, lol! And, as a tangent, I did get put on Concerta instead so we'll see how that goes. I explained how Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder is somewhat of a misnomer and how I prefer to think of it as a disorder of executive functions. I explained how people have a stereotype of ADHD as the boy in the classroom who keeps disrupting everything and that's a harmful way to look at it. That boys are over-diagnosed and girls are under-diagnosed. That it's not just the hyper kid, but the dreamer kid too. So I go on and on and Mum's really quiet and she finally asks ""is it hereditary?"" and I say yes. And she tells me that a lot of what I'm saying sounds like her. I had thought about this before but she is way better at being an adult than I am. Her house is creepily spotless but she does have a bad habit of starting projects and then not finishing them! It was kind of telling in the way that when I was getting passionate about explaining what it is and how it affects me that I lost track of what I was saying and then was like WELL HERE'S AN ADHD EXAMPLE BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT ANYMORE! My dad said that it sounds like I just needed more routine in my life, which I completely agreed with, so I explained that with ADHD, you really do need to set a super strict routine or else you sit and watch cat videos on YouTube for 8 hours at a time (true story). Anyway, one of my cousins has ADHD and his mother (who is a complete blabbermouth and an awful gossip) told the whole family about it when he was a kid. Like it was any of our business. She also made a big deal of taking him off Ritalin. So I was like, well how is he doing? And Mum said he smokes a lot of pot and he struggled a lot of school. So we talked about how parents are afraid to medicate their children but that it would have really helped him. I MIGHT see him in February (I haven't seen him in YEARS) so I think I'm going to pull him aside and just tell him that I get it. Anyway, I'm really happy it went well and maybe Mum will get diagnosed too! Haha! 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If so what are difference in the process of being diagnosed. 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Because you need to hear this!** &#x200B; I have been browsing this sub for a few months now. And instead of useful tips and tricks and some intresting exchange about ADHD, this sub is constant, non stop whining! ""I can't keep a job"", ""I can't do my degree"", ""Everybody is mean to me"", ""Life is unfair and everybody is cruel to me"". &#x200B; **Spoiler alter: Whining doesn't solve your issues!** &#x200B; And please don't find an exuse why you don't have to listen to me. Spare me your ""It's harder for me, than for you"" shit. I have ADHD since I was a child. I was bullied my hole childhood and have had to take medication for 12 years. So stop it. Whining doesn't help you, self-pity doesn't get you a job, a girlfirend (or boyfriend) nor does it solve something else. It is just an excuse for not dealing with your problem. ADHD is a handycap. But just because you have a handycap doesn't mean you are allowed to stop trying. Adopt freaking responsibility for your miserable life and make it better. &#x200B; And now you probably ask yourself: **""Why should I even try? It's like a race against two legged people and I have a single leg!""** &#x200B; The answer to this is simple: **""Because it is worth it!""** &#x200B; Here is a plan you can implement in order to adopt responsibilty for your life and get better. If that doesn't sound desirable to you, well then keep on whining. No one can and will help you, ever! You will be miserable your whole life and probably die alone and with nothing achieved. Even worst, your loved ones have to clean up the mess you left behind! &#x200B; **1.** **Get a cause! Describe your ideal state.** In order to bare your miserable existence and in order to be able to do anything. You need a **why!** Take a piece of paper and **write down**, who you want to be and what you want to achieve. Make it vivid and make it the best possible state you can imagine for you. Something like: ""I have a wife and kids and a job that makes me thrilled to go to work every day."" or for example ""I want to be the best laywer in my town"". Something you really want and would fulfill you. &#x200B; **2. Get a place to stay the hell away from!** **Write down** your personal hell. If your on this sub whining, you are probably very close to it. Something like : ""I am lonely, broke, of no use at all, the world hates me and I hate the world and anything I will ever do is to make things as worst as possible for me and the world."" That should do it. You know what you don't want to be. &#x200B; **3. Be honest, or at least don't lie! Especially to yourself!** Whenever you procrastinate: ask yourself if you need to do this in order to get closer to your ideal state and away from your worst state. And be honest! Never distort your sense of reality by lying to yourself. In order to achive anything you need to see the world as clearly as possible. Accept that you will fail sometimes and admit it. To yourself and to others. &#x200B; **4. Take care of yourself as if you are your own pet!** You have needs! So look after yourself. You need to eat properly, healthy and regularly. Eat breakfeast for god sake! It gives you energy for the day and prevents low blood sugar. If you get into a low blood sugar hole, your day is done! Constant blood sugar helps to keep your will power on track. Your ADHD is to strong? Well then get your medication! Regularly! Would you keep the medication from your pet if it really needs it? No! So don't do it with yourself. Work out! Sport is one of the best things against your hyperactivity. It drains your physical urge to move, strengthens your muscles and gives your brain the dopamine and endorphine kick it needs. Now you say: ""But I hate breakfeast and sport!"" Well then ask yourself: ""Would my ideal state be worth 20 min of sports and a piece of bread in the morning?"" if not, what would be? If not the best possible state to be in would be worth it, what could be? So look after yourself as if you are your own pet. Be kind but strict. And give yourself a pad on the back and a goodie if you done something hard or good. &#x200B; **5. Aim low but aim up** Every day your goal is to move just a little bit in the direction of your ideal. Just a little. Something like: ""Today I clean up my room"". If that's too much for you than try : ""I am going to do my bed"". Move as slow as you need to, but move towards the ideal state. Even if the only thing you manage it to move one dirty pair of socks into the laundry bin. That's a move in the right direction. If it's a move in the right direction it is good. So don't beat yourself up about the things you didn't do. You moved, and not in the direction of the worst state but rather in the direciton of the ideal state. &#x200B; **About myself and final words:** This is the first time I post on this sub, I ususally don't post. But I really fell that a lot of people need to hear this. Not even ADHD afflicted like myself find this useful. I have been bullied in my childhood and had a pretty low self esteem when I was a child. I started to implement these steps. Not even conciousely but rather unconcoiousely. And things have turned out as well as you could imagine. I did a dregree in material science, I have a patent and a publication in nature communications. I have a well payed job that is fun. I have a wife and two kittens and I love them all. I am grateful for my life and so should you be. Do not whine, whining is for the beaten. You are not beaten by life until you believe you are. So adopt responsibilty for your life and get on it. You only get one chance! &#x200B;",0.7314944655730287,3.2675659739910334,1.957192768348758,93.5997171765908,91.9506726457399,4.652381222682637,19.523329738320943,6.374748469465196,0.15568638247147648,4411,139,904,51,158,1398,353,1115,0.08900000000000001,0.772,0.14,0.9956,6,3,6,0,0,0,280.0,0,76,1,25,36,70,10,3,64,0,109,25,7,10,6,165,178,95,1,49,39,2,1,6,0,13,10,7,7,5,55,53,6,8,10,3,5,13,29,34,5,8,11,15,125,36,142,138,22,120,2,17,4,2,107,55,3,19,41,643,180,16,0.027360200387362584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440821986439627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02833691619660072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38538195395357294,0.4321932965195591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754534103592881,0.0,0.07673428201986138,0.0,0.051411617813297866,0.021038305253501047,0.0,0.05003557262381257,0.0,0.0,0.030825576581490693,0.11485136926525905,0.04839574767904284,0.029870252593227026,0.0,0.0,0.0305430321938348,0.0,0.0,0.05579109551336928,0.028106462511881047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913331345895845,0.0,0.04368978737908221,0.0,0.0,0.07058026318777871,0.028207165217003363,0.0,0.0,0.02839556838352333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02394309573611776,0.05599796850990082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599263095557337,0.022855936639409085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903557715782878,0.04949773530280597,0.04610429772423917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02997176216832623,0.05001345496445345,0.02327257247252577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865117906593276,0.07873919190009265,0.046648297188610535,0.045896875978009316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024509365456038698,0.08103760044821594,0.0,0.0,0.09251080294605983,0.0,0.055016896774131616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028556940801182814,0.10860310854512202,0.09727601291823636,0.0,0.028491438402367574,0.015036450601839056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029726937775735342,0.0,0.13527723069593608,0.0802008713529719,0.05484421714136314,0.0,0.0,0.04595135496567008,0.0,0.0,0.023260663959310892,0.049387298126274716,0.0,0.09131573107001187,0.0,0.0,0.05960655827885737,0.0,0.08268757035359789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021838650917655127,0.2326365044620234,0.02011289538971624,0.22315966098127968,0.02110187324158544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02625285018035944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092699899350142,0.04161733058487458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037936235956186976,0.023889871646119658,0.028585586082987044,0.03003328391134912,0.0,0.1542225749555099,0.05240701782631545,0.027835159963539885,0.08849677070401821,0.026180016694932442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258293489834636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673092327442509,0.0,0.021757929506063728,0.0,0.0,0.021802537371642363,0.0,0.057085312084005774,0.0,0.02808485252098333,0.022632640492935827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637931373985342,0.027059937781614,0.0,0.0193656906563538,0.029162333222430514,0.0,0.06862305789753112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061714397017037674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088450699949706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01595395287077426,0.0,0.02593427082295899,0.0,0.0,0.05572734027689236,0.029760041342129742,0.05345388037169321,0.0,0.0,0.07089128554084204,0.0,0.02257503071155985,0.08068877533407505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300052988105785,0.0,0.07406497572796833,0.030546686643404927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039837103480827724,0.0,0.0,0.09717950676341842,0.0,0.4321932965195591,0.017619072010055463 adhd,McNelson,2018/12/10,"How do you remember numbers? Like most im struggling in school at the moment. Since I started taking Ritalin my attention has gotten better, so now I understand what I have to do to solve the tasks, but as soon as I have to remember a number that's necessary for the task, I can pretty much just give up.",4.7261475409836065,5.392886491803278,6.219795081967213,77.6316598360656,69.32786885245902,10.034426229508195,30.004098360655732,10.125756701596842,3.025783606557377,240,9,46,6,4,82,48,61,0.034,0.785,0.18100000000000002,0.7789,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,9,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301443836698063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962775532380999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108340230448065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713086715608313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912924227963113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647383723315607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895594748509337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335760839471395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215257552444948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841858078112378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27203955520024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565385453882744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270899303873725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VodkaAunt,2018/12/10,Bad with tone/sarcasm? I'm curious if this is a me thing or an ADHD thing! I'm notoriously bad with changing my tone to sound sarcastic - I often just sound rude. I'm also really bad at understanding other people's tones. I can't recognize flirting or joking very well. ,2.0932704402515725,4.701918358490572,4.998396226415097,74.95973270440253,82.39622641509433,8.061635220125785,23.927672955974842,8.841846274778883,2.4057069182389945,215,8,38,6,6,77,40,53,0.295,0.593,0.11199999999999999,-0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,4,3,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133826967915121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085295780704015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6531708117939045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758493725457093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077806480531625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704945325774884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464745488219637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271460226382049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151542061088849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344544439000908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LudvigVIII,2018/12/10,"Correlation between ADD and sleeping to much? So I've always been sleeping since I was around 14-15, I'm 23 today. Its always as soon as I get home from school, after I've been eating something. Sometimes it's just random at 19 pm in the afternoon. 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I had a appointment last Monday and I work third shift. I got home from work around 7:30 am and my apt was at 10:45 I tried to take a nap but ended up oversleeping. It was my 3 month med apt. I have been wanting to stop my meds (Adderall xr 20mg a day) for a while now because it kills my sex drive and messes with my mood. I hinted before to the doctor that maybe I should take a break and he insisted I continue. Maybe I should have explained better. Anyways I have a voicemail from them and I'm at the point now where I feel foolish and embarrassed to even call back. My excuse is valid but the fact that it's been a week and I've just put it off I have no excuse for that. What do I do? At the new year my visits and meds will go back to full price which I can't really afford ($130 visits and $200 a month meds) because of my deductible. Part of me just wants to just walk away and pretend this never happened but the responsible part of me is saying to man up and call them back and reschedule.... ,2.2947031715912156,3.5310724470046115,3.526484142043916,92.51476822987259,75.6820276497696,6.396204933586339,21.520466251016536,6.794906146795322,0.27649384657088616,799,19,182,7,17,260,122,217,0.087,0.865,0.047,-0.8462,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,12,5,1,1,14,0,18,3,0,0,2,29,28,16,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,10,14,0,1,2,2,1,6,3,3,0,1,6,2,26,1,24,19,3,38,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,18,125,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766546210375272,0.0,0.0,0.11363051090950753,0.27899453193326595,0.0,0.14745221469955996,0.0,0.10291411152316472,0.0,0.0,0.106964802286281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469939138267785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799862859091324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475818369452865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071201481252545,0.0,0.0,0.07988211944894638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115272752101283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873504560583726,0.0,0.09672966021644737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069500425190406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131631061101313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380619470990526,0.0,0.0,0.09858519130118323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430082416524968,0.0,0.5373643819777266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307208501854808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327917461367306,0.11680810050600834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619403061814625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433081202368835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158174155994655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747957902328448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617921984425784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111428065911164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186909915925192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211277809213212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267135960077698,0.0,0.09701367564654696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760967895669106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788372509593199 adhd,Hodak-Xx14Xx,2018/12/10,"College Student With ADHD, Can’t Sleep Hey guys this is my first post in this community and I am looking for any help or tips people have on sleeping. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 11 years old and have been taking medication ever since. I recently switched from Focalin XR to the Adderall XR though. Ever since the switch I haven’t been sleeping more than 3 hours a night and last Thursday I didn’t sleep at all. I even tried to take a nap after my morning classes and I really couldn’t settle down. My brain is so busy 24/7. I feel like I constantly have something on my mind. Everything is getting worse, my impulsivity has escalated dramatically and I broke up with my girlfriend that Friday night too. If anybody can help me or let me know what you do to help with these issues I would be so appreciative. Thank you! 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Mid 2000s r&b is underrated. I really need to get diagnosed ,3.353023255813955,6.329329418604655,4.503534883720931,78.0920465116279,80.3953488372093,8.091162790697675,34.181395348837206,8.841846274778883,3.7733851162790715,187,11,31,5,5,61,37,43,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693892588999567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721989434633631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34602904178130856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37346380577028265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811787375419194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416937906932732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25278962674148964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627654516941048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184036079851681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722610549760319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,evolfles,2018/12/10,"How do you know when you're overstimulated? I see posts all the time about some of you being overstimulated and the need to unplug and go somewhere quiet to chill. I subconsciously would do this all the time at parties and never really knew why. I feel like I'm oblivious to myself a lot and I'm trying to practice mindfulness and recognize how I'm feeling. I can't seem to recognize if and when I'm overstimulated by my surroundings or situations. Can some of you help shed some light on this for me?",4.986734693877551,6.3252046122449,6.486326530612246,73.49438775510204,69.20408163265307,10.089795918367347,28.285714285714285,10.290406445055957,2.921310204081633,404,14,77,11,7,138,62,98,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,3,25,18,12,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,12,15,6,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,7,6,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812565466970403,0.19869243777546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806475318307422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864212143551732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285013578434362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587774580730186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364517889733771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808267989841983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622604112801612,0.2145070186900259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663667112312099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817389116570118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162948463989046,0.2531944042470166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31262396763885336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243536559481147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882850644689425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096440413713633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757190307169056,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Suppiewolf,2018/12/10,"I have lost my job due to ADHD... The pain from loosing said job as a freelance journalist still hurts. I thought that I was doing everything right, and get I kept missing due dates.Due to rushing, everything turned out to be horribly written because I was always telling myself ""I would do it tomorrow"" and never getting started till the last minute.Has anyone else had his happen to them? What do you do to get yourself back up from this? I don't know what to do next.",4.220549450549452,5.830337868131871,4.651428571428571,84.86857142857146,71.41758241758242,7.397802197802199,30.582417582417587,7.957251820313856,2.126841758241759,370,16,70,5,7,117,66,91,0.16,0.816,0.024,-0.9092,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,0,1,8,25,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,1,12,0,12,15,0,14,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,10,49,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280920681151981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792143222274355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270637786064046,0.19446345127568326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593767145182368,0.0,0.11569491728684853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585461438939196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34114407742293984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29747411172436555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783167819184014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031753405841492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766768421345925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430424700523776,0.15470511007974125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717944891009474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463786273200902,0.0,0.20184503038487853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019511540915797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208059644748535,0.1805348357497227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433514564935306,0.0,0.15156744946308842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658858216291594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067296518043288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643826028038406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348221803895534,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bobrizzzle,2018/12/10,"Weight loss on Adderall xr I’ve been on medication for a month and a half now and it’s been working amazingly for me (yay!). However, at my one month check-in my doctor said that I’d been losing weight too quickly and I need to be eating more. I had lost 11 lb in 1 month. Probably more, because I had been eating earlier and was wearing my heavy work clothing. Appetite loss has been the only side effect I’ve clearly noticed, and I was even a little pleased about my jeans being a touch less tight, but I want to listen to my doctor and have been eating more. For the past 2 weeks, I’ve been tracking what I eat and have made myself eat at regularly even though I didn’t feel hungry. Before meds, I was eating about 1500 calories a day, and now I’m at minimum 2000 a day and have only gained ONE pound since my doctors appointment. Has anyone else struggled to maintain/gain weight?",5.162742681047767,5.514428016949153,5.752121212121214,82.48238828967644,68.26553672316385,8.24427324088341,29.085259373394965,8.00094639256281,1.8258519774011293,697,23,138,8,11,226,105,177,0.064,0.8859999999999999,0.05,-0.2899,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,8,9,7,0,1,8,1,20,14,1,2,1,17,28,11,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,9,9,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,16,8,16,2,15,10,4,18,0,4,0,0,2,8,0,0,10,86,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142965787435629,0.10467061205057876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227318153676005,0.0,0.08692699750403317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176398246054308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313682138488986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6271848567796782,0.08533799956121027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494578528023246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165300379032447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238687331401294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428612539724875,0.11151504089567142,0.0,0.0,0.096662216632018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113471980663264,0.10291114520017786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461917424309865,0.0,0.0,0.07574717537525055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630496953275613,0.0,0.0,0.13844672559034854,0.15538806373251265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751919828523073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213630881480596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014114915606282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717348751352292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450427103148997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679534373041966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036748073971496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025409312853185,0.0,0.08194316033021654,0.3731944549256418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487411683450772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedLipClassicThing19,2018/12/10,"Just need to vent So I’m off my meds for the first time in 12 years due to pregnancy as I’ve posted before. Well I forgot just how bad my ADHD exactly is and accidentally made a comment that a couple friends took major offense at (it came across racist and normally I don’t even kind of come across racist). Anyways, my friends haven’t spoken with me and my husband and I decided I need to get back into CBT during the pregnancy to have those reminders about social cues and those tools. I apologized and told my friends my plan and it’s killing me waiting for them to decide if they forgive me. I hate myself off my meds because I don’t feel like me. I feel like something has taken over my brain. It’s just a lot right now and I just needed to vent about the fact sometimes ADHD is a reason you do something, not an excuse. It’s like I know that I know what’s right, but sometimes I forget I know what’s right. I’m just needing people who actually get this because ADHD sucks and I hate it right now and am hoping and praying my baby doesn’t inherit it.",1.2579761904761888,3.6062953870967753,2.8901670506912436,90.44572676651308,83.6082949308756,5.275652841781874,21.94489247311828,6.6274283507984215,0.5360293394777265,837,28,171,9,24,275,119,217,0.11599999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.5663,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,2,15,16,5,0,8,0,10,1,1,3,2,46,35,16,1,7,8,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,14,15,0,2,9,0,1,3,5,6,1,1,6,2,31,10,21,29,2,23,1,0,0,0,14,12,1,3,10,113,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.10511544262004972,0.0,0.3883617078472103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282708497583638,0.08993850173936384,0.1313255535744731,0.0,0.0916585260787202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024686838867266,0.0,0.1231986013276629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278794168166024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191858921137756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114551367512538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108929063027629,0.15390490519582334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916233182550398,0.0,0.0,0.24966373471420836,0.0,0.11255450487774003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126948325188971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698646042343778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917198142988952,0.11216981411770298,0.17759396824887802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578740375388192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157643484765028,0.0,0.10192364349846143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929676159228336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194806975450712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553897523172727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467682879740475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316231432444037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075016175056884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679560788201778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109803069195149,0.0,0.1658503387383001,0.21306809071092894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628101643267205,0.0,0.0,0.10292741547640358,0.1196766270600383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684977204935176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936568117003583 adhd,RapidResurgence,2018/12/10,"People of Australia what happens next? I got diagnosed by a psychiatrist who said I have a clear case of adhd. She is now doing a massive write up about what she found out. I have to go to a physiologist in March to get medication (quickest I can get in) . Is it a quick check up where I just walk and walk out or do I need to do all the testing I just did all over again? 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Anyway I’ve had ADHD for as long as I remembered but never took medication. As far as I know ADHD is caused by an under active pre frontal lobe which is the executive center for the brain. Medication helps stimulate the region which makes sense too since it governs thought and emotion traffic and prioritizes According to research though, meditation also has positive physical affects on this region and as someone whose recently gotten a meditation regimen, I highly recommend it. Meditation is helping me distance myself from the clutter of my mind and really helped sort out what thoughts and emotions matter and which ones need to pass on. I won’t go on and on about it but its a become a great natural solution for ADHD and comes with ZERO side effects. So anyway, I’d love to hear any other meditation testimonials from ADHD sufferers and how it’s working out, routines, thoughts, concerns, comments etc. it just seems to be the way to go ",7.291788830715532,8.260908994764401,8.101269633507854,65.32984511343804,63.76439790575915,10.973996509598603,37.382635253054104,10.864195022040775,4.539303315881328,842,41,132,22,12,283,127,191,0.03,0.78,0.191,0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,10,0,9,4,1,6,1,36,26,21,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,15,13,0,0,8,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,8,2,9,2,29,16,2,23,0,2,1,1,7,13,0,3,3,98,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728156666368389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952900483169968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103104885114439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159987414402027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301895247126488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224073686357165,0.0,0.1026434614876169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680718446732613,0.0,0.0,0.13289188529781892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890761183467657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543967709160504,0.0,0.0,0.13137134192330854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342989351555434,0.0,0.2396058757582005,0.1258962277337163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548573485596118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545045924196077,0.1000621199522308,0.0,0.0,0.10130327382093368,0.1075441138334194,0.0,0.0795384218174158,0.0,0.11970952186732013,0.0,0.0,0.24007688389781184,0.0,0.0,0.12031490325055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835362677569245,0.09190145418318027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074406907272681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260866726606997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633521642135906,0.0,0.11765345672498713,0.0,0.13498199052901047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847632904249946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985681484052768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009615920814246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707144048292435,0.2837927543047739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238814266135296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458151699229156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867479322432617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GrowAwayAccount0,2018/12/10,"22 Year Old with Thinning Hair because of Adderall!? As he title states, I’m 22. I’ve been taking 20MG Adderall daily for about 6 months. There is no sign of baldness, thinning hair, receding hair lines, or anything in my family. I’m eating well, sleeping good, despite everything. And my hair is getting worse and worse! I don’t know what to do. I’ve been trying a Tea Tree Oil solution, but to no avail. Besides that, the only other option would be to stop taking my medication... I’ve read posts where others have made this correlation and noticed an increase in the thickness of their hair. Is there any way to achieve this WITHOUT stopping my medication?",4.111396895787139,6.458889422764231,4.696112342941613,81.30984478935702,73.47154471544715,6.749150036954916,29.881005173688106,7.686295010490155,2.1284211382113822,521,23,90,7,11,166,86,123,0.09699999999999999,0.825,0.078,-0.5389,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,10,11,7,1,0,14,17,6,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,2,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,9,6,2,14,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,5,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419971179375447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029503892425386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133407900173513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688368109200024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641427409149333,0.0,0.17217430982236828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542051639594444,0.0,0.0,0.1531876067798813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037275230947147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281594736956238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679759821846336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457794500427324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079339186903532,0.1916472544453703,0.0,0.0,0.1389039915465856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491616734721474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826868491186026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827693234016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30538613025359324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27464122793987417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399882282932802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449690867637437,0.0,0.0,0.16421297880199442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760559601117799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722462781225537,0.12974038648094527,0.0,0.0,0.11761251359225315 adhd,ManInBlack829,2018/12/10,"I was diagnosed about 9-10 years ago with ADHD and put on medicine, but stopped taking it due to money problems. If I'm wanting to try and take medicine again do I need to get another screening? I know none of you can answer this definitively but it's worth a shot. I got a diagnosis back around 2009, does this mean a new doctor will want to give me another screening? Do they want to re-screen after a certain time or is it considered lifelong? I ask because it sounds like it's expensive to get the screening and I'd rather not do it again now that I don't have insurance. Also if I can give a new doctor my old info, do any of you know how I would go about giving a new psychiatrist my old ADHD screening from that long ago?",4.093599999999999,4.726940493333338,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,70.73333333333333,8.4,29.0,8.548686976883017,1.9719999999999995,574,21,121,9,10,190,94,150,0.042,0.851,0.107,0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,1,1,26,30,10,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,5,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,2,5,14,2,15,26,1,21,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,3,18,75,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31062448529683034,0.0,0.22911346730537996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033471112484186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788247008057755,0.271022898845899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504424338551787,0.12081485786163247,0.0,0.0,0.0993717459242068,0.0,0.07877887738633753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116817539989986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645496944964523,0.11309215250275505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503720026605628,0.3719145091533111,0.07344575652471,0.0,0.10335896354409033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204550516816775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631364275382183,0.0,0.0,0.1143666157689615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140771979808529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958241942034994,0.0,0.3744403994030191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121534923991714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365796274713647,0.0,0.1299142658560149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080440810506951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433337766032385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753564572839118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774032306468878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286738703945399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180299590459756,0.0,0.0,0.08322143471666629 adhd,bugsbunny951,2018/12/10,"Feeling like shutting down Kinda in a rut right now. Im stressing over school and my brain is just hard wired to do anything else or just shut down completely. And it's shutting down. Does anyone else become wayyy too emotionally when you have a shut down moment? Or is that just me ",1.8523896103896118,4.594384472727274,2.277922077922078,92.72545454545455,86.0909090909091,4.5974025974025965,20.584415584415584,6.1826913282559595,0.17707792207792172,226,7,44,2,7,69,43,55,0.071,0.856,0.073,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,5,5,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,3,4,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713937906002556,0.251154681369936,0.20171309482773184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707160777022514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736352850434644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257003937216621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145063982186424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095330612605315,0.2757273090281676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394017245729197,0.1751139683185864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957961345276455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477195211081955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197533813611478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933136941660155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807479739544064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28078443862992325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,apersiandawn,2018/12/10,"How do you stop hurting ppl I feel like my impulsivity is ruining my relationship. Almost every time we've had a problem it's cuz I'm tired, my impulsivity worsens and I don't take my partner's feelings into consideration when I make decisions. I just want to stop hurting him. I want him to trust me but how can he when I keep doing this shit. I hate seeing him so defeated when I keep doing this stuff. And I've gotten better but it's still happening after years. I don't really need advice, I'm seeing my therapist Tuesday. I just want to stop feeling evil.",0.968259587020647,3.5309145575221272,3.9515398230088468,80.14972861356935,89.26548672566372,6.553156342182891,22.577581120943947,7.793537801064563,1.617405191740413,447,17,84,10,15,159,69,113,0.314,0.58,0.105,-0.9823,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,9,11,3,0,1,0,8,2,1,4,0,27,26,11,0,5,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,5,5,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,5,20,3,5,24,0,12,0,4,2,0,7,1,1,1,12,53,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763656709743448,0.0,0.0,0.1615351217052631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267129002598514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591606592551336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446993311130387,0.11524450350127205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265160322259132,0.0,0.0,0.15926659608242105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453851904703656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867709440852195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881106864334107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076799824466082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961410300722812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435805556880747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334344806562623,0.0,0.0,0.1731934953852471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570966485139332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558901686700755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882752466762776,0.4046033242713308,0.0,0.0,0.18466873964796215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128989367674566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873008309208183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940649187685884,0.18540952768310567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854458638112413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388250428141982 adhd,pocketsies,2018/12/10,"When my wife doesn’t think my ADHD is cute anymore. Normally, she thinks it adorable when I forget my keys or my wallet when I leave for work, or when I stop a project half way through because I got distracted. But tonight, I forgot to tell her that my birthday extravaganza with my two besties (which is happening tomorrow) includes an overnight. I thought about the impact it would have on her in the evening with picking up our son, but I didn’t think about the morning and that she’d have to plan to be late for work because she usually leaves the house at like 5am and I normally get him to school. Now she’s pissed and dinner is ruined and she’s not talking to me. She just came into the kitchen and poured herself a shot of whiskey and took it to bed without saying a word. 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I can’t think of nothing else. Sometimes I think I’m barely a person. I put all of my effort to be some half a person. 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First few psychiatrists kept pushing bipolarism which is much rarer than ADHD, but genetic tested said I should get my thyroid checked. Only actual ADHD genetics were a dopamine receptor shortage, not too rare, aka genetic alcoholism. Got a comprehensive thyroid checkup, got some medication for it, feeling more functional and clearheaded than I ever remember feeling. TL;DR don't forget to get your thyroid checked, no matter how convinced you are what it is",13.43094339622641,13.090349264150946,11.936490566037733,47.24341509433964,51.64150943396226,15.272452830188678,56.105660377358504,13.968273953766033,8.631809811320759,546,37,60,18,5,173,79,106,0.064,0.82,0.11599999999999999,0.5645,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,9,2,0,1,3,0,10,9,0,1,2,16,18,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,5,2,1,1,3,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,9,3,6,1,5,8,5,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.17689523045370498,0.0,0.653560809874029,0.0,0.0,0.1937245380950432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163970816048179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088701920930852,0.0,0.18331304351757746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418978975565822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941417723862386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28995940379936824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826123734749544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325570755785562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786545214649198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582796354272164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053457314729924,0.0,0.17243109246492572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792825491154407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895047534137422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841091702557056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pontifoxy,2018/12/10,"bored. hi, hello. ADD here, bored to tears. I'm in a rut and I can't find anything to really sink my teeth into. you know, where you want to read but can't seem to make it past the first few chapters. you want to paint but, argh, nothing comes to you. does anyone else feel this? how do you break the cycle? I feel it's almost akin to procrastinating on finding something to do. 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I'm good at maths. I understand the concepts decently well. I'm bad at paying attention to detail, and so often, I'll do the steps correctly, but I'll mess up the negative/positive signs, or as today, i carried out a subtraction before a multiplication. Stuff like that is really discouraging because no matter how much I practice, I can't seem to overcome this. Has anyone with inattentive ADHD been able to crush and get near perfect score in maths? If so, what were your strategies? Thanks.",5.4298157894736825,7.826552652631578,6.18230263157895,71.88924342105265,69.84210526315789,9.802631578947368,31.875,10.125756701596842,3.8425,422,19,67,12,8,138,75,95,0.14300000000000002,0.691,0.166,0.3517,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,2,17,12,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,5,5,12,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,4,2,44,9,4,0.2809438522180405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376399147014181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964424737407835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345763815695169,0.17126076468555776,0.0,0.23906252574508885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678156725404415,0.0,0.0,0.23564237394970625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725497517161642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652605719420472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997982570935775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557607315461437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216134955619124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865535312542265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26630192200030073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29247245817608003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526022631442845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheTurtlesViolin,2018/12/10,Getting help finally Title speaks for itself I think,6.096666666666668,9.65765866666667,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,73.44444444444446,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.8453555555555563,44,2,5,1,1,14,9,9,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7172195339836981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420669324157409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388485495554417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195215183670285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tapeman2,2018/12/10,"Any tips for finding some level of success? I see a lot of successful people in this sub, doctors, programmers, people in competitive universities, etc, and I was wondering if any of them would be willing to share what works for them. Thank you to anyone willing to take the time to answer!",7.842955974842766,8.040778830188676,7.9981132075471715,69.18635220125786,62.58490566037736,10.840251572327047,36.53459119496856,10.504223727775694,4.006979874213838,230,10,38,5,3,75,41,53,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,11,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,1,30,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815025763580016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613383848119895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871061485088595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128343847018707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25637416205886565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384731563032241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38893016736585817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352413978936947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090293713237093,0.0,0.0,0.25824897378935235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356323720000698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041929469181245,0.20420912794383947,0.0,0.0,0.19926089596067986,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dont_look_behind_me,2018/12/10,"On a scale of 1-10, how would you rate your long term memory. 2weeks-2years How is your memory remembering specifics from 2 weeks ago to 2 years ago? This would also exclude things that you actually study in detail. 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I just got out of a 2 year relationship. I have been working low wage jobs since I was 16. I haven’t been able to finish school. I’ve been stressing constantly about finances. I’ve decided I want to do an electrical apprenticeship. I enjoy working with my hands and my jobs have always been pretty physical. I’m going to get back into the gym tomorrow morning. I’m getting my meal planning back in order And I’m quitting marijuana. The last one is the hardest, but I have to quit in order to get into union. It takes 3 months to get out of my system so I have to work in something else for now. I’m nervous and excited to start on this new path. I hope I can give my kids a better life and be able to do it on my own. I have a long road ahead of me. 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Just thought I’d share because i never thought of how much music helps me focus sometimes, under certain situations. 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It causes me some anxiety, also seems that it should not be happening based on what I""ve read? will happen intermittently throughout the day and can often be distracting. It's strange because I relate to the ""calm,"" caused by vyvanse, helping symptoms but I also find it a little stimulating which seems to express itself in these little adrenaline stress rushes. Clonazepam does not help which was my doctors recommendation",8.43638211382114,10.788178573170734,7.727804878048782,63.99991869918699,62.04878048780488,9.856910569105693,35.61788617886179,10.125756701596842,4.22750569105691,401,18,54,9,6,125,64,82,0.14300000000000002,0.8,0.057,-0.6672,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,9,3,0,3,0,14,13,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,1,43,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952087894637325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326169569046407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415857836822432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847575197077833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077421248304065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167966105531664,0.16388199200914194,0.19164310933327444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711621737883742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312060069161174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510474205696277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753892000586333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886556900479418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732153864249368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34096871597335576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451813796685787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464612877888884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotISaidTheMan,2018/12/10,"Finding a GOOD doctor? Background: I was informally diagnosed as a child, but parents & I decided to ignore it (there was a ton of stigma in the 90s). This past January I started seeing a new psychiatrist in hopes they could help with my treatment-resistant depression, and they prescribed Adderall. It's effectiveness got me reading, and after describing my symptoms to the doctor he agreed that I have ADD. So. I'm still struggling with the depression & anxiety, and the Adderall is proving only of limited help with my ADHD symptoms. I'm also getting pretty unconvinced by this psychiatrist, and would like to find someone new, who: * is truly knowledgeable about ADHD and will help me work out how to treat it beyond just throwing an Adderall script at me * will actually administer a formal test * can help me with the depression too * knows and/or works with a therapist who deals with ADHD * and, most importantly, actually gives a sh!t about my overall well-being. I'm on NY State managed Medicaid (Fidelis), so obviously I'd be thrilled if it was covered, but I also know the reality, and as I've been paying this guy out of pocket, I can probably keep doing that for now. Can anyone suggest a good doctor or clinic in NY? I'm about 2 hours north of the city, in the Hudson Valley, but I'm willing to travel to the city for appointments. These illnesses are really kicking my ass, and I'm 30 - I really need to get okay soon, for my future's sake. TL;DR - I'm in serious need of a smart & caring doc in NY(c). Any ideas?",5.013391608391611,6.8201029965035005,6.3548251748251765,72.65608391608396,69.73426573426573,9.395804195804196,31.53146853146853,9.800150414767053,3.4108377622377635,1211,53,203,30,22,409,167,286,0.125,0.693,0.182,0.9568,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,4,15,15,0,1,19,1,18,9,1,2,2,44,38,20,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,2,12,17,0,3,10,2,1,2,0,6,0,0,5,1,19,9,39,27,2,25,0,3,1,1,16,12,1,4,11,133,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.19520327491165654,0.0,0.3606010464898121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996625392561115,0.0,0.3251033780160341,0.0,0.06801462254096004,0.0,0.07651231817711616,0.0,0.0,0.0699338343617903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197344676322348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798550049322797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311257859807643,0.2584320914428714,0.10151460161543968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711325474815754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828264650598388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450894469241444,0.09594490207347707,0.0,0.16777812287339894,0.07999229977526312,0.0,0.0,0.09903202000971444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815569964590624,0.0,0.0,0.09933891217748607,0.0984960663623866,0.0,0.0,0.1129064093451234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889922516649075,0.0,0.0,0.1099328615683514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886299035131047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832187563838287,0.0,0.19319304070638985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606702477830388,0.0,0.0,0.11105644272960892,0.0,0.09547702821102684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175269643191226,0.107834660149795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000435259192276,0.0,0.12814621074494228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970016948090204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847436220302052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079216520154287,0.0,0.07987327418823648,0.0,0.0,0.10455891994038108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079107952100777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612681887989675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992680907417341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562634820568274,0.0,0.0,0.07104882360333709,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crushedredpartycups,2018/12/10,"Do you guys have hobbies? Seriously, what are they? I feel like my ADHD has prevented me from excelling at any hobbies I've had interest in. Specifically, the piano. I'm 25 and since HS I've always hopped on and off on my paino phases. I also just got diagnosed a few months back and am really interested to see how my medication can help with me finally mastering a hobby. 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Me (f26) and my partner (m28) have been together for about a year. The beginning was great. I felt loved and seen. We broke up 7 months in, things got way too hard. Two-ish months later I agreed to meet up with him. He was starting treatment, we ended up getting back together. Things the second time around has been difficult for many reasons. Trust was shattered the first time around. But it felt good and different. Then things charged to change, slowly again. As I assume it, it is like the first time, where he starts off hyperfocus and then shifts focus, and I start to feel neglected and lonely. He still doesnt ask me how I feel or think about anything, which makes me sad. I feel like Im assaulting him when I want to have bonding conversations, he finds unnecessary, and it makes me feel unwanted and exhausted. He is in the beginning of treatment, trying off different medicins. The first one he tried I felt a positive difference. We could actually sort of communicate. He would look at me with presence, instead of what I feel as right through me when he is ""gone"". Now he is trying off a different one he says doesnt do anything. Im not sure if its making it worse, as he is completely disconnected and cruel. I told him I need to take a step back right now. I know I will end up in complete resentment if Im too involved. My feelings are based on that I feel like he doesnt care about me at all and that the adhd has become an excuse to be neglecting and abusive. So Im split. On one side, if this is all not on purpose then I feel awful for taking a step back. On the other side, I dont understand how he can understand the concept of something hurtful happening to him and bedring an apology, but when he is the hurtful one he seems completely deattached and cold. I feel like the only way we can be around eachother right now and be unconditionally supportive is if I shut off my feelings but I cant really do that. Will these things get better when he is on the right medicin? He has been offered some emotional regulation therapy which will be good, but those kind of things takes a long time. What can I do? Should I keep my distance while this is going on? Should I keep pushing on? Any advice appreciated, thank you ",3.964542339696522,5.683301198237885,4.663135095447871,84.09199094468919,72.25991189427313,8.216250611845325,27.80934899657367,8.841846274778883,2.095780420949584,1840,69,367,36,36,590,213,454,0.096,0.8,0.10300000000000001,0.8038,3,2,1,0,0,0,56.0,4,1,0,4,26,29,3,1,20,1,45,2,0,6,3,81,96,38,0,12,11,0,14,4,1,6,1,1,0,2,23,25,0,4,22,0,0,5,7,13,0,8,13,18,44,16,50,71,4,73,0,7,2,1,39,31,0,11,39,243,67,0,0.0,0.07624271134169869,0.06279506873569055,0.0,0.1546693142365752,0.12576164974126927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375933651138341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590702811290442,0.17185201173983505,0.06015736717339418,0.0,0.0,0.14844058202850005,0.0,0.0,0.07106810610464606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056911213986576975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560780910678786,0.0,0.06807241389051381,0.0,0.2024052272895802,0.0,0.0,0.05137721716893153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689228677345262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541622111234081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723836493949003,0.11398773319683088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253664651757662,0.1379122162211435,0.18535458855020429,0.0,0.05881356470751679,0.16420496620312533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085865160445766,0.0,0.03657086074334424,0.10794530740274057,0.05146555010398195,0.07094469145690792,0.0,0.06371535012779593,0.05690336097087596,0.0,0.05764381413815255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391279881074846,0.0,0.0,0.1377732722475108,0.0,0.27803064148767404,0.0,0.0,0.11439219874576115,0.0,0.0670092900911904,0.03536437388983352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257501377118012,0.0,0.0,0.05694659265395542,0.05403671853088991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807723253959411,0.0,0.12885981171068733,0.0652395025959148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272506946646746,0.0,0.0,0.047713760847168135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441743331460965,0.04894010155961612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122343805752622,0.06616120187738526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981382264399116,0.0,0.05117268526303468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858065832037233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049538788789358336,0.0,0.0,0.13663906658710845,0.0,0.05138897126664403,0.0,0.0,0.06727125420982084,0.0,0.0,0.07302216538936883,0.060647907479617034,0.0,0.14514668842321166,0.0,0.0,0.059243656258630574,0.07358836987063554,0.0,0.21375215278067708,0.041232061771006114,0.0,0.0,0.15008902547090153,0.0,0.0,0.061487959985005336,0.0,0.1310656716550489,0.0,0.06285934963587046,0.2009678620751191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037954542533834464,0.10215403819900976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557684359414903,0.04571148474615152,0.0,0.0,0.041438466208195066 adhd,duskyfoxer,2018/12/10,"I need someone to tell me to get moving on today’s problems because the voice in my head is stuck freaking out about the whole week I’ve been in a really annoying spiral all weekend feeling completely overwhelmed because I have finals and final projects this weekend, presents to buy for Christmas, plans to be made for my birthday (why do so many people have expectations for someone else’s birthday?), the house is a wreck, etc. Right now I’m trying to build up the motivation to work on a final project due _tomorrow_ and I feel paralyzed mid panic and can’t get myself to start. My boyfriend is stressing about everything too (even though he’s not in school anymore) and it’s rubbing off on me even more. If anyone can help, please, just tell me to get moving and finish what I need to, my internal voice isn’t strong enough right now and I just need someone who isn’t freaking out to tell me it’ll be okay. Thank you in advance. 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I don't know if this is a stupid question but I've got an appointment with my doctor on Thursday and I'm asking to go back on medication. I was only diagnosed earlier this year and trialled two different medications. The first was Concerta (very low dosage to begin with, I think 18mg) and I think we went up to 36mg. I didn't feel any different. I think at first I thought I could concentrate more but then after getting lost in this thought I realised I'd left my train tickets in the machine (lol) so I figured maybe placebo effect. I was getting more stuff done than usual though so didn't get as much overwhelm. I told my doctor I didn't feel anything so he recommended something stronger (vyanse, can't remember the dosage) and it was horrible. I felt like I was on a very mild ecstasy. I was gurning a lot and just wanted to smoke all day because that was the only thing that felt nice. I didn't even finish the medication with that one because I hated it so much. Couldn't get anything done and didn't want to leave the house in case people thought I was high or something. I guess the closest thing I could describe it as was when you're on comedown from ecstasy but still get that feeling of the night before. What the hell am I meant to actually feel? Thinking about it now, I think concerta might have been better because I didn't actually feel any different other than being able to face the day a bit more. Can people that are on what they believe to be the right medication explain how they feel on it? 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I’m sorry for the basic question, I tried looking through the wiki but couldn’t find the answer I was looking for. My husband was diagnosed with ADHD and learning disabilities as a child, and went to therapy for a couple of years for his learning disability afterward. He never took medication for it, as his parents were against it, and now that he’s an adult he’s been suffering heavily from the symptoms and we’re looking to start the process of medicine/therapy. However, from the research I’ve been doing, it sounds like he will need to prove his diagnosis. He was just a kid when he was diagnosed, so he has no idea where he went, his father passed away and he doesn’t communicate with his mother, so i’m unsure where we would start to attempt to locate the doctor that diagnosed him, etc. Would the diagnosis be something that would be recorded in his school records? From my understanding, his teachers were the ones to suggest to his parents he needed to be screened for ADHD in the first place. (i have a call in to the registrar of his school district but they haven’t gotten back to me yet). Thanks so much for any information/experience you guys could give. He’s going through a really rough time with his mental health at the moment, so I’m trying to make this step as quick and painless as possible for him.",8.457686435701701,7.462406541984737,8.303587786259541,71.42617439812096,61.82442748091604,11.42031708749266,38.092777451556074,10.560738912317856,3.9625093364650614,1102,47,199,22,13,356,141,262,0.046,0.915,0.039,-0.2199,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,1,2,13,3,0,0,19,0,22,9,0,2,3,32,41,18,0,7,3,5,1,1,0,4,9,1,0,4,7,10,0,0,9,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,12,6,21,2,42,20,2,29,0,1,4,0,39,8,0,1,16,138,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648548895852937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881695945956859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507726233793498,0.07781371420742557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333274466874308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079701734371743,0.11197178977388897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108484889240913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715741813482688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128606332104325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898940705774352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249159198510762,0.08607752770139875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970767195299288,0.05751219378112748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020025476291512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756694301731014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142383138265541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494394043582964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549382347811202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754932124527062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194463369667923,0.10198207661650134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439093001461135,0.1500715599300258,0.07804883111432169,0.09773602464790476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857323713266945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473304802786676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572860309378554,0.0,0.0,0.11408363199715672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336302457647615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482894604333968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048321321725072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790586173322278,0.0,0.11328098149581753,0.14325453500225788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051817111574948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316796405096836,0.23145359458390774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900838086559153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243282143848546,0.1374113005648568,0.0,0.0,0.105348925278319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761998230872431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566086074871896,0.0,0.0,0.0651671043589575 adhd,Junhugie,2019/05/16,"Can’t get off Abilify I was doing great for years on 125 mg Zoloft, 72mg Concerta with booster. Then, severe depression hit, and I was upped to 200mg Zoloft and 1 mg Abilify (half the lowest official dose, lol). My depression is MUCH better—but I feel like the Abilify is blocking my stimulant and I feel extremely restless and can’t concentrate even on this low, low dose. I just got permission from my psych to switch to Vyvanse 50mg, but not to further reduce my Abilify dosage or eliminate it which I am *sure* is causing my problem. I am so frustrated with her—I understand the need to not to change so much at once, but Abilify is making me miserable in certain ways even if it fixed the problem I came in for. I have expressed my displeasure and she has insisted nonetheless. She is a very good doctor but this is just one of those times where I feel I am right. If I’m not, I would get back on it in a heartbeat to figure out a real solution, but I feel like I’m not allowed to try for several more months.",7.171323529411764,5.720609955882352,7.92580392156863,74.57311764705884,64.63725490196077,12.473725490196081,37.066666666666656,11.602472056035307,4.203576078431373,797,34,161,22,10,269,116,204,0.151,0.765,0.083,-0.9036,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,1,2,7,1,17,5,0,4,2,40,31,15,0,6,13,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,9,0,2,4,4,22,6,25,25,3,22,0,5,0,0,3,15,0,3,7,108,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789975166559125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560613757327808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536636121284632,0.0,0.1575100708170196,0.16220067147327702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26412232769449795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693768381673287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025433684371556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31010893317976057,0.21907507801340093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160215081549719,0.0,0.0,0.12860423439129534,0.12263039177711238,0.16904463840937062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498166115242873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234761675515372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238493019653285,0.0,0.22542741377221376,0.1136907537960031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632892938085838,0.10389900689351647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934283374769376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452080814373264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094125650262756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34643394693812296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450980587327036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940677772682351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409963319227176,0.0,0.0,0.1596198337922992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651164067947335,0.0,0.12170461309214127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891979725871702,0.0,0.0,0.09873819157643517 adhd,bobaroma,2019/05/16,My last final It's in less than 30 minutes. Wish me good luck and good luck to others who have finals this week and a few weeks ahead!,0.4567816091954029,2.427558586206896,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,83.82758620689657,3.8666666666666663,13.114942528735632,3.1291,-1.6304574712643682,105,1,25,0,3,33,26,29,0.0,0.598,0.402,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279070211152621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807687067579893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336151829678346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597823930231236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295729369794245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pancakes_n_petrichor,2019/05/16,"When did you know, for sure, that you had ADHD? I was recently soft diagnosed about two weeks ago with inattentive ADHD. This week on Tuesday I started Concerta 18mg, the first ADHD medication I've ever tried. My psychiatrist wants to gage my reaction to the Concerta at our next appointment on June 5. I find myself struggling with inner feelings where I'm telling myself I might not have ADHD. In the past, when I would bring it up as a possibility to my last therapist, she would usually shoot the idea down and say it was related to my anxiety. This new medication feels like it helps, but I suppose I simply don't know what ADHD would feel like versus anxiety symptoms. When I do research on the types of ADHD and how they present, I fit the bill for most of the symptoms, and can heavily relate to many of the posts on this subreddit. I guess that ultimately I'm maybe a little nervous about committing to long term treatment for this when I am not completely sure how the medicine is helping. I have several friends with ADHD, and I don't feel as if I'm like them. They have expressed surprise upon learning that I was diagnosed, and told me they wouldn't have suspected that before, which has definitely added to my doubt. To give you some perspective on my symptoms, I have no issues with hyperactivity or impulsivity. Most of the problems I struggle with are concentration problems, and it seems that my brain has a hard time handling cycles of effort and reward. I am also extremely forgetful, and often deal with racing thoughts and brain fog. It has been enough of a problem that I have nearly failed out of university twice, and am currently barely on a shakey path to graduating. I want to end on a high note, not one like my middle college years. Thanks in advance for any and all responses. I appreciate each and every single one of you and your co tribulations to this community, and hope to become a frequenter of this subreddit in the future.",8.900656978504387,7.885613381471393,8.952402361489558,67.19313881320014,60.96185286103543,12.406236754465635,38.64501967907962,11.538034831475384,4.51674701786255,1569,67,274,39,18,516,202,367,0.099,0.7609999999999999,0.14,0.9461,1,0,0,1,0,0,35.0,1,5,4,5,12,19,0,4,18,0,29,9,2,2,5,66,49,26,0,11,7,0,6,4,1,5,7,1,0,0,19,22,0,0,12,0,1,2,7,8,0,5,8,7,42,11,51,36,8,52,0,1,0,0,20,22,0,11,31,202,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273416716210087,0.0,0.06610297843478243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963466003546322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050711056777721066,0.0,0.11409371591934238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235816744662695,0.06345470340812615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649251729852255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818661335293439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687975956398617,0.0,0.1513766461965763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604805820815526,0.0770521107968664,0.0,0.0,0.0674540309131749,0.06282955583514849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082200604026533,0.15982130408472808,0.0,0.0,0.06815683821913521,0.06343032922162258,0.0,0.0,0.05761361914274842,0.0,0.0,0.07153560800327728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214871949430808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680125807857776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999671717785668,0.07878869696520316,0.0,0.07406614971120055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418194677800457,0.0,0.07783308694042383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196489778904137,0.060785581120640385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457271266361756,0.07474005620319094,0.0,0.06599327420380924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756036170573813,0.07491691698819443,0.0,0.0,0.15024552517794965,0.0,0.07910838926037178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202144840561535,0.07930744796945675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010629167279612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118676569382776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406796209901479,0.0714187139855506,0.0,0.0,0.21406405500907408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363018507925569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930210909772686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788693172685316,0.0,0.08424436907041133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278196621309335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591627587202114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405651787635664,0.23252447223940514,0.0,0.0,0.06517862313795532,0.06865525521552808,0.0,0.08658305354981763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059201300738817485,0.04348313810921107,0.0,0.0,0.07125609477956114,0.0,0.050629033304929384,0.0,0.07284534690250657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212977689186471,0.0,0.08796819672551569,0.0,0.11963323442379725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589199848416122,0.0,0.0,0.04802148707439399 adhd,AbstractStateMachine,2019/05/16,"Diagnosed this week at age 28 So I was formally diagnosed with ADHD on Monday. &#x200B; **My** **Qbtest results** * Hyperactivity: 99th percentile * Inattentiveness: 86th percentile * Impulsivity: Very low, so low that I had a negative correlation score. Don't recall the percentile because it didn't seem important. &#x200B; The doctor told me that my inattentiveness alone wasn't bad enough to be 100% sure in my diagnosis, but combined with my hyperactivity it was basically a slam dunk. &#x200B; In a way it's a relief because I now have an explanation for why I am the way I am. I'm forgetful in the short term, but I have a near photographic long-term memory. I'm terrible with money, but I make a good living so I've mostly been able to ""out-earn my stupidity"" as Dave Ramsey would say. I like my job, but I'm a Software Engineer turned Product Manager so routine is not really part of my job description, which usually keeps things interesting. I've always struggled with finishing something once I lose interest, that is if I can even manage to start it because if something needs doing and it's not interesting to me then starting it is like pulling teeth. On top of that I often become completely absorbed in a new hobby (or relationship) for a month or two before losing interest. My main focus always seems to change. I was a straight A student for most of my early education, but as I got older school became less interesting. I was able to earn my CS degree in 4 years, I have no idea how I did that with how much I struggled in my boring classes. I've managed to overcome a lot of my issues by staying self-aware, keeping a schedule, making a budget, and overall just learning how to be disciplined with my day-to-day stuff, but even with those habits I still had a lot of things I wanted to change. I always figured I was maybe slightly autistic or something, I guess I could still be that and also have ADHD. &#x200B; I was prescribed 10mg of Adderall XR to take in the morning before work, and 5mg of regular Adderall to take at 3pm. Today is my 3rd day, and I've definitely noticed a difference. My anxiety is almost completely gone, I feel good, and I'm able to stay relatively focused. &#x200B; I've noticed that when the second dose seems to wear off around 9pm, the come-down is not great. Anxiety returns, but because it was absent for the whole day it's just apropos of nothing so it feels extra weird to have it flood in unannounced. It just sort of comes out of nowhere. On top of that I've been getting headaches during the day, and during the come down at night. I never get headaches so that sucks. Also I noticed some chest pain this morning, but maybe that was psychosomatic. &#x200B; I don't really know what the point of this post is, I guess I'm just looking for some support, advice, or something. It hasn't really sunk in yet that this is my life now. I'm not used to taking medications and I don't really know what to expect. Based on the posts I've seen in my 5 minutes of lurking this sub it seems like there are people here who might understand me. &#x200B; For those of you who managed to make it to the end of this post, thanks for reading.",3.912184916061136,5.959788628664497,5.119885993485344,79.38634865948386,73.13680781758958,7.784966173891256,29.07153595590077,8.560254945171566,2.353741267852668,2534,106,463,47,52,838,287,614,0.09699999999999999,0.795,0.10800000000000001,0.8691,2,1,4,0,0,0,108.0,0,1,0,6,27,28,2,2,30,0,43,10,3,8,2,84,86,37,0,7,22,0,2,3,0,2,7,1,0,0,41,19,0,3,12,1,2,4,13,13,0,2,19,5,51,15,72,61,14,69,0,4,2,0,6,29,1,22,32,308,92,15,0.1450420956198224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620827532277304,0.04724448572851955,0.0,0.0,0.04841290249198262,0.0500732895515956,0.0,0.0773267409766041,0.12068664263571835,0.3666904500143036,0.4112313842620007,0.0,0.0,0.07397120410099364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043039405270543854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040368030476723424,0.11788842034371212,0.05339586641112677,0.08228009367823158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229020351347684,0.12494092247163745,0.1013825851440236,0.0,0.0,0.03860143705656414,0.0,0.0,0.15590025440265742,0.0,0.0,0.09814311596132813,0.0,0.050512706428767255,0.0,0.04948557694223876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282141531478942,0.049955752323788745,0.0,0.06386595748820663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889176104849083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051900571308387,0.0,0.0,0.08110295222019344,0.038667804571588534,0.053303140821477614,0.10652014701045533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457829045674098,0.0,0.050462088235872914,0.09595459969344892,0.08594671924575757,0.0,0.0,0.053140895049438835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034149173846881466,0.07086024156060741,0.0,0.04269160924222624,0.04278589680498986,0.04059961017847396,0.10817666977824067,0.0,0.08220640196103343,0.0,0.0,0.09681672509656188,0.0,0.09714285335519417,0.0,0.0,0.048704884044866815,0.0,0.0512889142134406,0.0,0.0,0.038590405647144624,0.0,0.03554087634599517,0.03584895869345931,0.0372884685678581,0.0466941865880431,0.0,0.04537072710606221,0.0,0.04639060085139017,0.16513138719570478,0.0,0.051488366057731744,0.0,0.0,0.05144500532252907,0.0,0.0,0.05235548510241037,0.0,0.03351797553326704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570388736971183,0.0,0.13891023426540972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048360448690257934,0.0,0.12389024062556965,0.0,0.0,0.0519069767355641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844776533344265,0.0,0.048930114731727016,0.0,0.17605450193619113,0.050436846079047214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888065509840145,0.0,0.0,0.06844102787151965,0.10306371697722357,0.07722053661366869,0.0,0.0,0.10108632690471303,0.05534616615578298,0.0,0.0548640170942594,0.045566819539662684,0.0,0.10905360519458923,0.0,0.0,0.044511758208873216,0.0,0.0,0.06423968230227899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045827649106832034,0.04619797933573208,0.0,0.0,0.05258805004937977,0.04722835065992877,0.05033131224148981,0.0,0.041756600505894775,0.05324779231077053,0.03989163964114425,0.02851652863589627,0.07675177623278287,0.03878134010062721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043625977147357435,0.05397810666922746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03519745768475075,0.0,0.0,0.0343445810890998,0.0,0.4112313842620007,0.03113411806242185 adhd,AgileTributeM8Cookie,2019/05/16,"Fantastic productive week It has been some time since I have logged into r/ADHD, so much so that I just read an important message delivered a month ago. I decided I might share the recent productive week I have been having, which makes up for the screwiness I am enduring for undergrad tuition cost. I started the week by taking recommended vitamin supplements for my ADHD, something I should've done years before! The results are fantastic and I feel an improvement in my cognitive stability, even around the jerky messes of life and/or people. Next, I visited my doctor, and we discussed dosage, to which was ultimately decreased, as I hoped! I completed an online workplace emotional intelligence course, which seems to be working well, because I do not feel the need to constantly project blame or complain about masked feelings. Finally, I had a great job interview, fingers-crossed I am hired for the job and a workout session today resulted in hundreds of extra calories burned. Hope everyone else is having a fantastic week!",10.580012484394507,10.31868991011236,9.757041198501874,60.33583645443197,57.20224719101123,13.753807740324595,45.62047440699126,12.838901577100673,6.405552309612983,836,46,120,26,9,266,126,178,0.035,0.753,0.212,0.9844,2,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,14,0,17,3,0,3,0,22,27,7,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,2,2,1,1,2,1,0,5,3,19,5,17,20,3,20,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,6,14,85,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315090071276287,0.0,0.12225883930784567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277912626249575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407549520771937,0.0,0.11736079933153225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460777447981465,0.1490438407604778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411682122782922,0.0,0.14114129267071368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521548114431195,0.15514280813629802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109566464765212,0.0,0.0,0.1317896356206398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921133779269951,0.0,0.0,0.15108595431667554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520586312930967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739737818206319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737310573223061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741783607720372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206348492527168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631261827375072,0.0,0.0,0.11008740147983527,0.0,0.10138796567784332,0.10226683659162046,0.0,0.0,0.14668078151394207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561720763085806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795854284064316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618056521754196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555829818295766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408985792617493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617849291518992,0.0,0.0,0.09762134896788877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036995924812078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804229721651633,0.0,0.13073318928623714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425283316916551,0.0,0.12400773991310635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040829035694196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881674336875055 adhd,stacejam_,2019/05/16,"Starting Vyvanse. Any advice? I just got (re)diagnosed with ADD (it's taken me almost 3 years to make an appointment since I moved back to Texas). Of course I have to get all of the THC out of my system this week before I get my prescription, but I was told I'd be on Vyvanse. Is there anything (tips, warnings, unexpected happenings) that a fellow Vyvanse user would've liked to have known before they started the drug?",3.771910714285717,5.938192512500002,4.649642857142863,82.08250000000002,73.875,7.071428571428572,26.42857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.7382321428571426,331,12,60,5,7,107,63,80,0.037000000000000005,0.9079999999999999,0.054000000000000006,0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,9,14,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,1,10,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274914428443903,0.0,0.0,0.23311759817797095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831335898293458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157622917902792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790103859260635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39619475034169344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362891532313699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699764373069079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432588972768903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861930449230278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058660603863209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137353093124656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539715830716153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474317081535539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257623940464855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295569406705664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222452309799126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673974071020447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537587795413405,0.0,0.0,0.14991687030751993 adhd,Axle95,2019/05/16,"Keeping Meds in the Office? I work at a small company, 6 people, trust them all because I know half of them personally for years. They all know I take meds but we’re going to be bringing on 3 new people soon. Don’t carry a bag to work so carrying a container every day and constantly refilling it is a pain in the ass. More-so I guarantee I’ll forget in the AM. Anyone know of a pill container with a dial or combo lock? Can’t find anything on Amazon. Maybe someone has another solution.",2.2915151515151533,4.256745626262632,4.9101010101010125,79.4518181818182,77.58585858585859,8.44040404040404,26.15151515151515,9.150863307647796,2.4726848484848483,383,15,73,10,9,136,73,99,0.12300000000000001,0.777,0.1,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,0,9,0,6,3,1,0,2,14,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,12,12,2,14,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,1,5,43,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135532861011568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240248612461198,0.0,0.16759327211773434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241480938537091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008206654428575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134263303532726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159074176971187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613982338797824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157435974807088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102068610693392,0.0,0.0,0.335775514176854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460194547345129,0.0,0.4524364985859401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669427216187746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167065885000319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823817816988713,0.17782640659921375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255885610211985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312555350570614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965310599509758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114914594653554 adhd,princess_intell,2019/05/16,"Project Get It Together For a wide variety of reasons, its time for me to actually grow up and become an adult. By the end of the summer, I need to be a person who actually has their life looking like someone in their early 20s, not 16. This will entail: 1. A new job, one that gives 20-30 hours a week consistently. 2. If that fails, an A in the summer math class I'm taking. Not a B+, an A. 3. Daily to-do lists through Chipper (productivity app) 4. My phone is locked down to everything except texts, phone calls, and Chipper from 12 midnight - 12 noon. 5. All of my events and appointments on a calendar. Because geez I am 20 and need to grow out of thinking I am ever going to remember anything. Users if r/adhd, I am not counting on you to govern my life. I am counting on myself to do that and the rest of you to shame me if I fall off the wagon, like I have every other time I've tried something similar. PGIT begins tomorrow. Wish me luck.",1.988284059737886,3.7415168134715024,4.244900944833894,84.84958854007925,77.75647668393782,7.028223102712588,24.824443767144164,7.928766900206844,1.4151806766229806,727,26,151,12,17,252,125,193,0.032,0.91,0.057999999999999996,0.5859,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,2,1,1,5,0,1,16,0,10,2,0,1,2,22,21,8,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,1,18,3,28,19,2,28,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,4,16,95,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.3473118029473597,0.0,0.21386423914209746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643968714132286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847814947104288,0.19653447762873494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170932703270634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761303366474685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609681606631756,0.14993259707616372,0.0,0.15993216940591298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297279982027824,0.1707081858018425,0.1011344667331228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524729750064513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765903280005266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513861275992386,0.17387713688710948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149435222511792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263898943641261,0.0,0.1718675655287691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205851718327644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553811976984424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829647357017598,0.0,0.0,0.2015854131355288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077851623606447,0.1369964743782623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379808070675334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402473156929464,0.0,0.0,0.2075309856667273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081801868503868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427427052074356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463651197377086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bovineswine,2019/05/16,"What are your med+sleep habits/issues/remedies? I'd love to get a breakdown and help others get an idea of what we might accept as normal but might be able to improve. As an example. Me (yay!). &#x200B; I've only been on meds \*\*(Dex)\*\* for 3 days (this is day 4), so I'm still going through titration to figure out my dosages etc. &#x200B; \*\*Sleep before meds:\*\* 8-10 hours because I couldn't drag myself out of bed without external demands. But if there were demands 6-8 hours was norm, with <6 not being uncommon. &#x200B; \*\*Sleep on meds:\*\* * Haven't managed to sleep more than about 6-7 hours * Alarm at 7:30 am, take meds immediately with a piece of fruit and go study * Lunch and meds again at 12:30 * Meds seem to start tapering off around 3:30-4 and completely non-existent by 6-7. * Usually yoga or gym between 4-6. Then shower/dinner immediately afterwards. * Feel exhaustion starting to build from about 9, which stabilises at 11 (turn off all electronics except phone alarm) * Try to sleep at 11 by reading/resting/mindfulness etc. Still awake but sleepy at 12. * Sleep is intermittent between 12-6, wake up, sleep again until alarm. \*\*(this bit is weirdly annoyingly reliable)\*\* &#x200B; &#x200B; I really want to get to a stable 7.5 hours ASLEEP.",3.5035341614906836,6.596433508695657,3.5179192546583837,84.47141304347826,81.30434782608695,6.416149068322983,28.214285714285715,7.7094869923839395,2.1329503105590057,1017,46,174,18,28,310,157,230,0.055,0.8690000000000001,0.076,0.4273,1,0,0,0,0,0,113.0,1,1,0,0,9,9,1,3,5,1,14,12,8,0,1,29,28,14,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,5,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,2,7,3,42,20,6,31,0,0,0,1,5,13,0,5,16,96,13,1,0.061530245075469364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333399741610309,0.373829912938156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477496328666712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037508266294919095,0.0,0.052357706642535536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717509142865609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645132912997281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936383560701296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724497608977015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03111154068716232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644104045416316,0.0,0.0699381124828869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124242627218611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237958830128314,0.0,0.0,0.06946015720303343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055533448481768985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784236189461501,0.0,0.0,0.13054773296214414,0.062128007225044836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060286576065938825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679652403892725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941785056731677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601482420231802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310227703781771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871028483177012,0.0,0.0982762663982552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626308676327142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041774997454880315,0.06692723778745169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776687202308257,0.0,0.036292132739190894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931296054083656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373829912938156,0.0 adhd,SpongeTheOC,2019/05/16,"Strattera? Any info? Hey all! Any luck with this medication? My young child is starting it after lots of research, a non stimulant based adhd medication was recommended based on his dna. Anyone have comments on this medication? Thank you!",3.9173928571428576,7.097710525000004,4.928571428571427,69.905,93.75,7.2857142857142865,28.214285714285715,7.957251820313856,3.2101785714285715,191,9,27,5,7,62,34,40,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042880030108805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35130842603782764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806107595586159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959911776465094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7806362506038519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828274803538508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378097714933524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PhammerD,2019/05/16,"Effects of Adderall XR I recently went in to see what was going on and see if I potentially could have ADD (September of last year). I was getting frustrated at school because on an exam there would be a question about the class discussion and I couldn’t remember ever having a class discussion. I tried to listen to when people talked and would unwillingly block their voice out and zone out. Now that school is out for the summer and I’m not taking summer classes, I want to take a break from adderall. The thing is I’m a better person being on it. I know it affects people differently, but it’s only been positive for me. I have dealt with so many health issues because of it, but my personality has changed for the better when I’m on it. When I don’t take it, I’m a complete bitch and start cutting off my friends. I’m super cynical. Then when I’m on it, I’m super nice and I just want to do good. It’s just so black and white. I just wish I could be the person I am on adderall all the time even without it. I mean I can be nice without it, but I’m genuinely happy when I’m on it. And all the kindness that comes out of me is natural and genuine.",2.6747038097335403,4.087175012552303,4.522484034353667,85.04310063862586,75.02510460251045,7.374675181678045,25.96806870733319,8.032893268588372,1.5123422594142255,904,32,189,14,19,308,120,239,0.057,0.727,0.21600000000000005,0.9922,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,5,15,14,4,0,13,0,23,1,0,2,3,45,48,22,0,9,10,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,3,15,17,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,4,6,20,10,31,35,2,33,0,0,4,0,10,14,1,2,15,134,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591302430860543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230872557921891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807518077656328,0.11243331791389682,0.13685004321564453,0.0,0.0,0.20842271172597687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363679185709432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862086819926076,0.1180648022682384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084112780156504,0.0,0.06819246229740145,0.0,0.07417877403926544,0.10947582861970548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389433087518737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138738994908484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362312658731402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359187858084703,0.07173158756706285,0.10639301341391974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232902434152266,0.0,0.14217693949089788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926801451371826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180975318146103,0.3419008512035279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462147351997823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887492600028155,0.0,0.14785620860642704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264190868917807,0.2080185889703047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238428482204394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944093517146051,0.10490880011700444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671314986432249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610854434295615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861600597112779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397075032713808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099538687304273,0.0,0.0,0.15009408831850055,0.25163748584923035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543845176524695,0.0,0.0,0.08405201734145314 adhd,gameonbby,2019/05/16,"Weird ADHD symptom - Anyone relate? Hey folks, &#x200B; I have a weird symptom that I just noticed and I wanted to see if others have experienced it as well. &#x200B; Often I can't remember if I actually did something or if I just thought about doing it, it's so weird. &#x200B; Examples: Brushing my teeth, can't remember if I just thought about it or already did it - often end up brushing my teeth 2-3x. Having coffee, can't remember if I already had coffee or if I just thought about it. &#x200B; Anyone relate to this weird symptom?",5.850126050420169,7.129240343137258,6.520308123249304,74.26852941176473,67.13725490196079,8.181512605042016,36.14005602240896,8.418075326091056,3.252911484593838,433,22,70,6,7,142,50,102,0.078,0.899,0.023,-0.4696,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,1,0,10,5,2,0,0,23,15,12,0,7,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,6,4,11,1,7,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,1,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.09448815860334976,0.0,0.1163659741831808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369968420231045,0.0,0.0,0.4196434997772256,0.4706165031110235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540590926884374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575905106874178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023698433337857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32905477430074925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715774500231637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454134578383402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019177040249331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306069630720485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711045320691292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705815619475807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706165031110235,0.0 adhd,GalaxyCat1809,2019/05/16,"How can I better control my manic reactions to difficult situations? When I'm happy I'm really happy which is obviously great, but it works the same for when I'm upset. To everyone else sometimes I act like I have bipolar, but it's just really big reactions to my feelings. Does anyone have any advice? I've tried medication and I don't think it's the road I want to go down. Thanks",1.565440115440115,4.107623090909094,4.4505627705627715,78.39266955266956,84.32467532467533,8.097546897546897,22.841269841269842,8.841846274778883,2.249384992784993,306,11,57,9,9,109,53,77,0.065,0.7070000000000001,0.228,0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,2,1,11,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,6,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643852752542045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062153493530667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487171849172282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589086784851076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842108870133525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938283435079207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502738271458688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164422615441134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119925490380786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587848944270288,0.0,0.0,0.2441947061965037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715627630782596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082093575364798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231289688820505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837857248553077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489652627640785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190603493150499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391923535068512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419225456236238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037790953765898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064118220180027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124814984126332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TAC-WhiteTig3R,2019/05/16,"Medicine effect fades away too fast 20mg Ritalin works for 80 minutes maximum 36mg Concerta works for 3 hours maximum And when they start to wear down I feel like dying inside and only think about bad things and cant even focus more than 5 minutes to doing something it takes 4 or 5 hours for me to start feeling normal again whats wrong with me ? I've never seen anyone like that why do they work too fast for me I'll be seeing my doctor days later but I want you guys opinions :(",3.9105194805194814,4.913860888888888,4.7055122655122625,86.51636363636366,71.42424242424242,7.273304473304473,24.24386724386725,7.447530270364453,1.0052412698412692,384,10,78,4,7,124,76,99,0.085,0.85,0.065,-0.6059,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,4,6,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,14,13,6,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,9,2,12,11,1,14,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,14,41,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633724829111915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831937546486323,0.0,0.1628033783543006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574845888348465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236246236990185,0.0,0.0,0.19957424255943215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878500038424626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717939613068736,0.1392965083173712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930646764052231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840396505610243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905185296521651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038357296142704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104278349631296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829401159837727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553768915221803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010810123370516,0.0,0.0,0.2760211589205244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660359644110385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295386123587132,0.12493778418187965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500653229882063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759426055648825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258517162880229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318424148460569,0.0,0.0 adhd,mysticcowgod,2019/05/16,"Cleanliness Privilege and the delightful judgment from my friends. \~\~Sorry this post is gonna sound preachy as its posted on my personal fb as an awareness post. But fucking my dishes are finally done fuck yeah So let's talk about cleanliness privilege, and some of you might ask what is cleanliness privilege suggest another social justice Warrior thing that we're making up. first I'd like to show you some photos of what my kitchen looked like for the last 3 months and this is what it looks like 5 days after restarting meds. Many of us suffer from mental health conditions struggle in our daily lives even if we appear high-functioning to those we interact with. This can present from anywhere from not paying bills, talking on the phone, hiding away from your friends..etc. obviously the kitchen's pretty bad I know it and I knew I had to fix it I would tell myself everyday Jared just clean some dishes and work at it slowly but it just never happened. I just couldn't do it. despite knowing that me not cooking food it's costing me money I don't have despite knowing that organized and clean living space will improve my depression and other symptoms. it wasn't done until I got help thankfully with medicine. Just a thought the next time you see someone struggling with hygiene or cleanliness Remember to compassionate, don't judge, maybe even lend a hand. &#x200B; [https://imgur.com/a/c12CSb3](https://imgur.com/a/c12CSb3)",6.868690476190476,9.313636583333334,5.619238095238099,77.2174285714286,66.10317460317461,8.690793650793651,34.028571428571425,9.255337874911486,3.376481904761905,1177,54,185,23,20,348,167,252,0.07,0.759,0.171,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,4,4,0,2,8,16,2,2,8,1,18,11,1,1,2,38,35,15,0,3,10,0,1,3,1,4,2,1,4,1,21,12,6,0,6,2,4,1,7,7,0,1,7,5,23,9,27,22,3,23,0,2,3,2,20,7,2,7,15,122,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364286442659456,0.13866144125183522,0.0,0.1196588592193579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668152491935144,0.0,0.1072142002737556,0.0,0.0952807263850264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359432356582632,0.0,0.09828653347359648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355722562735845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272676793010508,0.15074292079372867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250067065907869,0.0,0.0970656187096095,0.13798754047238926,0.0,0.08816447363297518,0.21099377920433315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091267680483436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091095416313653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129823143731915,0.0,0.0,0.07648845196304488,0.12056808962051525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814280835352612,0.09301843633008956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668966745637402,0.0,0.16725154058744962,0.0,0.20153014606399927,0.0,0.1916546486450184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617222328726125,0.11569405293040005,0.11464321545404599,0.0,0.1267553318387007,0.0,0.11500043772645024,0.12105730559665835,0.0,0.0,0.09108499567926437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880120315252775,0.0,0.12136191944612082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964026000826944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787004634159983,0.11609533183027275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292693277965372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093437272206162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163252221227531,0.09668872929258636,0.0,0.0,0.12774168648369152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385942177840198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860851656723136,0.0,0.1834416045005628,0.09974098288882044,0.10506117352595554,0.0,0.0,0.07581251203268112,0.0,0.0,0.09059405737197568,0.0665410026370663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726552792779226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830766152201312,0.0,0.0,0.081063569238181,0.0,0.13866144125183522,0.0 adhd,Oversized_Cockroach,2019/05/16,"Getting Screened for a Learning Disability **Disclaimer:** I am in no way trying to receive medical advice or elicit sympathy over the internet. I am open to constructive criticism, and if I have violated the rules in any way, I will modify and/or delete my post accordingly. I will probably delete this post anyway, as this is something that I am deeply ashamed of, and cope with on a daily basis. I apologize for the lengthy post. Context: I struggled with speech delays until I was between the ages of 3 and 4, and behavioral issues throughout my elementary school days. For example, if someone were to say, ""The dog chased the red ball across the street,"" I would likely parrot the last phrase in the sentence: ""ball across the street."" Surprisingly, I excelled at reading despite my other learning deficits. Additionally, I was extremely impulsive, outspoken, hyperactive, and socially awkward. I was the ""bad child."" I would wake up in the middle of the night and scurry throughout the house (to the dismay of my sleep-deprived parents). My mother would often compare me to my younger sister, saying that I was autistic or ""slow."" I struggled to complete timed assignments, or mentally process rapid-fire commands from my parents. Sometimes, my parents would repeatedly give me explicit instructions when I was within earshot, and I would have no memory of it. In public settings, I would dart away from my parents, and often compromise my own safety. As a young adult, I am extremely accident-prone and still struggle to complete tasks that include multiple steps. Recently, my mother, sister, and I had to go on a stressful road trip. During this trip, I forgot an essential item at home, left my laptop at the hotel, and almost drove away from a convenience store without paying for the items I purchased. I wish these were isolated incidents. Driving is a safety hazard for me, as it takes all my mental energy just to focus on the road. This leads me to inadvertently lose sight of other variables in my peripheral and rear view. If I'm speaking with customer service people, I usually have to ask them to repeat themselves, because my brain turns their words into incoherent garbage for whatever reason. Something could be right in front of my face, and I would never register its presence even if I searched the surrounding area for a solid 10 minutes. I zone out of conversations easily, and I usually have to infer what the person originally said when I come out of my ""blackouts."" I learn skills through constant repetition, and doing the task myself. This is how my communication abilities fully developed. Long story short, my life is a series of dumbass chronicles. Here is my question: How did you approach difficult family members about getting screened for the LD? My mother is an anti-vaxxer, and is highly averse to any form of psychiatric treatment or behavioral therapies. Since I still live with my parents, I'm sure that approaching them about treatment will probably result in my mother having a meltdown. That being said, I know it's possible that I don't have ADHD/ADD, and I'm in no position to self-diagnose. I'm worried that if my condition goes untreated when I enter the workforce, I will eventually have to go on disability. I want to avoid this if possible, as I don't want to live with my parents forever. I am an ambitious person, with goals, aspirations, and apparently, the mental faculties of a 5 y.o. It's painful to see that my family is now completely unsurprised by my failures and brain malfunctions. Advice?",7.397956032253159,8.898862023961662,7.640109539023277,66.83382321618745,63.74440894568691,10.945930321010197,37.74821238399513,10.914260884657429,4.755175232009737,2841,143,428,78,42,924,330,626,0.092,0.852,0.057,-0.9731,8,1,2,0,0,0,106.0,0,1,3,6,16,17,1,7,37,0,46,7,4,8,4,78,68,39,0,17,12,12,0,1,0,11,3,6,1,4,23,31,0,3,7,4,3,14,7,13,0,0,13,12,75,4,85,41,5,83,0,1,6,0,33,38,0,14,26,318,98,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354547857396788,0.1358616900287708,0.0,0.0,0.06961086199090856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454738269107317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498866378322164,0.0,0.13062632202990174,0.0,0.05804348125637255,0.04237669162797749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520709632636995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059882420205579566,0.21866058776100716,0.07512277939430144,0.0,0.055503371400634806,0.0,0.0,0.04483247454691697,0.0,0.0,0.07055791482108646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591507763209428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310681814413473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263913860966667,0.0666866846767811,0.07901580420771334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344813495360594,0.06973084662962582,0.0,0.0,0.08021285604325837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255729937989402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038204521118853016,0.05666533065464875,0.0,0.0,0.07553002048987588,0.0,0.049101650704633466,0.03396231336425761,0.0,0.12276891349873313,0.06152002884236561,0.0,0.07777132585488182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003068989907993,0.21016923374438665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361550962079496,0.0,0.0,0.0652366468531875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397059422787505,0.0,0.4631399366250476,0.0,0.0,0.04819407738355064,0.12139847760604312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673910759686965,0.1997331423823546,0.0,0.14990136678924482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787453377642163,0.0,0.06953544089106106,0.0,0.0,0.07147467228593885,0.06863928429668767,0.0,0.0,0.059366821080864475,0.13225246609071606,0.11056482667728236,0.0,0.07035453956419223,0.05539575272887983,0.0,0.07252100475171225,0.0,0.0,0.05750487362902117,0.0,0.06956683278193533,0.0708634485283109,0.058901213910966574,0.10703459410316447,0.06875372332391251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103213896271102,0.0,0.07963106330833389,0.2180216219993365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655185998580726,0.0,0.05226785333426857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949832335736276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040535705235258984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471972276987063,0.0756141298275722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312549056439828,0.0,0.08200541744680158,0.11035812826512784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079940692259433,0.0670115493640373,0.0,0.0,0.0705975108664356,0.0,0.3456783295129577,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,retoricalM,2019/05/16,"My girlfriend’s outbursts and depression is going out of hand. She was diagnosed with ADHD recently, but is putting no effort into studying or educating herself about how to cope and regulate her emotions. It’s destroying us. What can I do as a partner? Whenever we have the slightest argument she starts crying loudly and screaming and throwing things. It’s like someone else takes over her. She becomes mean and angry and it’s breaking us apart. She has dyslexia and adhd, she was diagnosed only recently. She is 40 years old and I can tell she has been living a life full of guilt and constant explanations of why she does things the way she does. I was algo diagnosed with adhd many years ago and I became a life coach. But honestly, I’m at short hands here. Nothing seems to work. And I’m not sure if it’s me being impatient but fighting everyday doesn’t seem like a life plan for me, although I would marry this woman in a heart beat. I by no means expect her depression or outbursts to stop. But I do know we can find coping mechanisms which do help. I also don’t expect them to work immediately, but she just never puts the effort into learning or reading on her own. She promises she will every time we fix a fight, but then she doesn’t and all of a sudden another outburst of anger comes out of the silliest things. But this is ruining special occasions, dates, trips, and even amazing sex. I’m totally blind here, I need the advice of those of you with more experience on this. I love her to death but I can’t stand another fight and the loud crying.... it’s becoming overwhelming for me too.. Is this fixable or should I just not be with someone with ADHD like me? How much of this is about LOVE and how much of this should she be responsible for? How can I help better? Our financial situation and our country makes getting her medicine very difficult. I broke up with her last night and today we are trying to talk things through, but I’m not sure im doing the right thing. I want to ask her to go to therapy as a condition to continue with our relationship and I’ll find the way to get her medicine whatever way I can, but is this a good idea? Being adhd and dealing with another adhd person who basically just found out her diagnosis is being very tiring but I don’t want to leave her... in just desperate. Please help! Thank you for reading all the way here, I speak spanish so I apologize for any formatting or grammar mistakes. Thank you!",3.254469060351416,5.5271569831932785,4.519427043544691,81.92891520244464,75.80672268907563,7.856684491978607,27.414820473644014,8.710501217029153,2.300018487394959,1948,79,363,42,44,641,233,476,0.163,0.691,0.146,-0.8525,0,0,0,0,4,0,51.0,9,3,1,7,17,29,5,2,18,0,39,14,3,5,6,92,65,46,1,10,24,0,2,3,2,4,8,4,0,3,21,37,0,1,10,3,0,7,11,14,0,0,5,7,63,15,53,51,8,48,0,5,1,3,59,16,0,8,22,261,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934606165636048,0.06687215401849854,0.06066192363613378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472602413380158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653693867656485,0.21527460502598936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397582619570973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115823773018908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605236250465824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894916258056203,0.0,0.07395200328936855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034136534520245,0.0,0.07055164856809076,0.117882870302785,0.2083748441289348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197727501513313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057167177101019186,0.07697816561272977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519949873337382,0.0,0.05765794232591639,0.0,0.0,0.06694082391975249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509345307061007,0.0,0.0,0.0750334974012576,0.0,0.0,0.0715070696360105,0.0,0.07778435595427634,0.05739854110582202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109369937780958,0.13760804166792562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772527796463306,0.07391962461400693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760910996943872,0.05578221083874885,0.0,0.07246090274229468,0.0,0.0,0.1450092287732073,0.10029904896537938,0.0,0.0604277901329834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235273120970016,0.0,0.04567970809988536,0.06938054764166482,0.0,0.149087684625195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006125866463644,0.05074236813429114,0.052779920761810484,0.0,0.0,0.0642199444905024,0.0,0.06566352363260372,0.0,0.07180915638891767,0.0,0.0,0.05204655021476945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059753251195119185,0.0,0.07511912932611606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758858206441016,0.0,0.0,0.13690348506710112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513910478327162,0.073471671653733,0.0,0.05844159898301736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245980730616786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692181048893909,0.0,0.0,0.11596649644786762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843738783937898,0.0,0.0,0.05721323910914085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899500660878233,0.0,0.0514532674758473,0.05500403287008749,0.05981365368285015,0.12600823586830098,0.07825935512270119,0.0,0.22731996458288195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990396296655315,0.07865392351546266,0.06486669422094714,0.0,0.0,0.04646166670303694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463348389535126,0.0,0.0,0.11292915264067295,0.0807273765649829,0.21727643013938785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061750340130054426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964040353320587,0.0,0.0,0.048612998551589126,0.0,0.0,0.08813750456568396 adhd,sherfucked,2019/05/16,"Experiences with seeing a neurologist? So, I made an appointment to speak to a new psychiatrist but I’ve been reading so many horror stories and just about peoples difficulties with getting their diagnosis. Does anyone have any experience with seeing a neurologist for help? I read that they can diagnose ADHD too and I’m hoping if this psychiatrist doesn’t help me that I could just see a neurologist instead.",6.615416666666667,9.254558597222225,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,67.19444444444444,10.911111111111113,34.22222222222222,10.864195022040775,4.6990388888888885,337,16,50,11,6,114,52,72,0.10800000000000001,0.746,0.146,0.439,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,7,9,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148923620007776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664518786955665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050099196022692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043317956700245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394852299431954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584278652093568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931131578822061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498216301166656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26936991331783444,0.0,0.0,0.19957744099918032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190133030537006,0.0,0.20372027547575305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940678221548425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393055750637295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019860989784376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803663194070403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keuloatia,2019/05/16,"For fellow four-eyed ADDers, are y'all ever on your phone for a while and realize you literally have your glasses in your shirt from when you were cleaning them an hour ago, or is that just me? Seriously, this happens like twice a week for me. Always in the morning when I've just taken my meds and they haven't kicked in yet, then when they start to do their thing, I'm too focused on whatever I'm doing to notice there's a pair of glasses in my shirt. Wtf",8.343,5.2968495894736884,8.20513157894737,78.53717105263159,63.631578947368425,11.18421052631579,34.276315789473685,8.841846274778883,2.5567368421052628,361,10,79,4,4,117,70,95,0.06,0.884,0.055999999999999994,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,4,0,9,2,0,0,5,0,7,2,2,0,1,7,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,14,1,13,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,12,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058025471380164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870496741527193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31205272374113524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30506327012992684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397342448844908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853902640867233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831932455480032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39276020818632695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417749537324301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291883277613761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27672087306361504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,F-FortheRaid,2019/05/16,"Help me help my boyfriend Hi, after three years of friendship i began to date my best friend. We’ve been together for a long time now and he has finally felt comfortable to open up about his ADHD. I knew this since the first year we met but he never talked about it as deeply as he did yesterday. I have a mental disorder as well (OCD) but it’s nothing like his. I want to know what to do as his couple and as his friend to make his days easier. I love him so much and i want to help him as much as i can. Any tips will do, you can make questions too. I just want to make him as happy as he can be. Thanks in advance.",0.4713996529785973,2.262464676691732,2.2406015037594003,97.22069404279934,82.68421052631578,5.8968189705031815,17.749566223250433,7.010146845296331,-0.16832515905147494,474,10,116,6,13,156,84,133,0.066,0.6659999999999999,0.268,0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,3,7,9,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,3,1,19,24,15,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,1,21,9,23,16,3,17,0,0,0,1,24,3,0,1,14,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869597363950225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243088542629426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350489424139634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293582811431205,0.0,0.1066249464700959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948387878613776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874387936316778,0.18111224823914152,0.0,0.14063063423283806,0.0,0.0,0.25546894994617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599813668653144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332454054918193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908617037177012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077247310261651,0.0,0.0,0.14631290930174806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921786293164535,0.0,0.33107957938825977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661496325396216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430749104555302,0.0,0.1275136137600797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863974537589814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520878178618488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676367709856113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328869558992963,0.0,0.15221475598278622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096405952259316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925498759734771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486526042496496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129357443654557 adhd,yess_matee,2019/05/16,"ENGLISH ORALS!!!! ok, so tiny problem, I've never done well in oral exams before and tomorrow morning, i have an oral for English (the only subject I get good grades in). when we practised for half the allotted time in class it turned into 'my random thoughts on the extract for 5 minutes' instead of a structured piece of work, so basically, I'm looking forward to absolutely failing one of my best subjects further tanking my grade, YAY ME! does anyone have any tips for orals - like how to stay on track and actually read your notes instead of going on tangents???",7.390032051282048,7.651215375,7.395000000000002,72.91666666666669,63.519230769230774,8.856410256410255,40.4102564102564,8.344100000000001,3.651210256410256,445,24,73,5,6,143,79,104,0.07200000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.152,0.8822,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,3,7,8,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,1,10,9,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,2,2,1,8,6,17,7,3,15,0,1,1,0,2,9,0,2,6,49,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.2442550413301863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021143161986135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501439573847502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298542362177586,0.0,0.2626726306557569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190377348840571,0.2561420694236893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077053454545046,0.0,0.14225029579861015,0.20993834429924296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228310957566968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018753835057835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304548449326034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960861036032002,0.1903631410845703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23950167594387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503660409312047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667846916445144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987088968916756,0.14595095545602196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27225268267222585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250482373007806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222014828307107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,girlprincce,2019/05/16,"Hey adhders can you help me with words? (describing symptoms) Trying to describe a symptom at my next appointment. I have difficulty explaining myself to drs and end up minimizing or maximizing symptoms bc my thoughts are so aimless and the drs don’t guide the questions very well leaving me to structure my thoughts. So - I need help describing this symptom. I’ll be at work, in a cubicle, fluorescent lights. Back to back phone calls. I don’t have anything at my desk but my computer and phone. I’ll reach a point where it feels heavy around my eyes/forehead, I’m agitated, I can’t think well, I want to shirk all responsibilities, everything feels like an oppressive tunnel vision of the things I don’t want to do but I have to finish the shift. I end up getting annoyed with callers, annoyed with having to help them and things they say. Like I just can’t take in any more information. It just feels awful. I know it’s not Neuro typical (probably?) but it’s the worst part of my job. So have any of you felt that? I’m trying to tweak my work accommodations to my symptoms.",2.777740511915269,5.415082378640783,4.0433715798764345,82.75129744042367,79.58252427184465,7.240600176522506,27.32480141218005,8.296473431620573,2.13938640776699,854,37,162,18,22,279,114,206,0.122,0.7609999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.7994,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,2,11,7,2,0,9,1,14,7,0,0,1,31,30,11,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,11,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,3,6,26,4,24,26,4,16,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,2,8,104,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207121641475206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806182086801436,0.10608122672195117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832595251866188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167977018642873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108787345032973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709692197157128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075870087022508,0.08513078740579379,0.11441613009288053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622582731467827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961935760939534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825188546531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548941952742393,0.0,0.0,0.12617747303464888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643502511728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835859814980816,0.0,0.0,0.12673226885705952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904300257809653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126484998494882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284789497407242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349095509195935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476399791427152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192851299211972,0.08959649995760878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833453692070634,0.07635548135855287,0.0,0.18920581493957375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180907153245985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832278216861903,0.1405720325609555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428549906560612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350562654023152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,selennn,2019/05/16,What type of films do you like? And what type is an absolute no?,-1.4450000000000005,0.5519202142857154,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,96.85714285714286,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.4324571428571429,49,1,13,1,2,16,12,14,0.129,0.703,0.168,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jesse5946,2019/05/16,Friendly reminder to make sure your phone is on wifi instead of mobile data Also to turn off bluetooth if you aren't using it. You're welcome :),4.914642857142855,6.235206892857143,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.35714285714286,5.6000000000000005,31.857142857142854,3.1291,1.5629428571428572,115,5,19,0,2,37,26,28,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770097774637394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642327753519741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31468934310375674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443258897869834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127904990168216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071721235253595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kk8895,2019/05/16,Lists on lists on lists on lists My doctor recently upped my adderall XR dosage to 30mg. And I have no idea why but I’ve been making lists for everything. My bills for the next year. My school schedule. Every marvel movie and tv show in chronological order that I need to watch. Things I need for my house (talking furniture and decoration). I’ve made a mood tracker for the rest of this year. And all over these are color coded very specifically. What is going on 🤣🤣🤣🤣. I feel like I’m in overdrive.,1.5812061206120624,3.972275851485152,3.0621962196219634,89.46198919891991,82.56435643564356,6.0489648964896485,20.072907290729074,7.348242739294969,0.5674277227722775,395,11,82,6,11,129,69,101,0.017,0.91,0.07400000000000001,0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,12,11,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,15,9,2,15,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,0,6,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453031616550033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192470664437007,0.0,0.21539182952911595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117978919468525,0.17121384733592565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620485421423578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27653658589006624,0.0,0.2705480674175194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170862458957378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267730078604468,0.15997556079145442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554111501947195,0.0,0.0,0.2548821641834285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366362983897138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425497000438059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263041228159514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922010155459534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977454024431556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625675167992808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30866761864640835 adhd,convolvulusflowers,2019/05/16,"[Medication] Is there something like a calculator or a table that shows which doses with one medication approximates to the dosage of another medication? + experience. IMPORTANT STUFF IS IN FIRST PARAGRAPH, SKIP THE REST IF YOU'RE NOT FEELING IT. Stuff bolded so you can skim, not really for emphasis within sentences. Separated for ease and clarity. Can't decide if it's distracting or helpful. &#x200B; 19f, high-functioning, ADD, no ""H"". Honor roll student. ***TITLE QUESTION***: I was on **50mg Vyvanse** (lasted for about 7 hours, supposed to be 12; taken 1x a day) for over a year that worked seamlessly while I was in school without a job, but then switched to **10mg Adderrall** (lasts 6-8 hrs, according to my GP; taken 2x a day) because I had gotten a job and needed to be functional all day**.** The one issue I have with Adderall is that I'm **not sure my dosage is high enough**; I don't quite get the same clarity and keenness that I did on Vyvanse. I don't know if they even **can be compared**, if it's apples-to-oranges, or what. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; REST IS NOT AS IMPORTANT, SKIP IF NOT INTERESTED &#x200B; *SLIGHT PROBLEM WITH MEDS*: While I'm on this topic, I've also got trouble getting myself to take that second dose of Adderall in the afternoons. That **first dose wears off** and I'm tired, so I think ""You know what? I'll take a nap."" and then **sleep** for at least a couple hours before waking up and being too out-of-energy to think doing things sounds appealing. I can't seem to get my gut to understand that I will have energy on my second dose and that my feelings will change. But in that state, it's like only my ""now"" feelings matter and the idea of slipping on my energetic state like a suit is exhausting, as if the things I'm going to do are going to pertain to my low-energy state. Does that make any sense? It's like I have two selves that are bickering with each other, and LE is like ""Hey, HE, I REALLY don't have time for your shit right now."" \~\~\~ *WHY I SWITCHED*: I switched to Adderall because of the **job** I got in February. I was on 17 credit hours and working 4 days a week for 6 hours washing dishes at a nursing home at the time. (Now finals are done and I'll be picking up more hours at the same place.) Anyway, I would have homework to do after work. I would go to school from either 8 or 10 to 12:30 or 1:30 depending, and wold have to go to work immediately after until 7:30. **I was saving my Vyvanse until later in the day** so that I could bring myself to do my **homework when I got home** rather than stay up super late, get up super early, or not do it at all. When I was trying to save it, my mood and cognitive acuity were unbearable. **I'd wake up so angry, I couldn't stand it.** I would go to school and be so angry and low, it was scary. On the inside, I was violently emotional every which way - I wanted to start fights, scream at people, punch things - and that was just the angry stuff. The sad despairing stuff was even worse. I would think about killing myself and breaking up with my longtime boyfriend because I wasn't good enough for him, and he doesn't deserve to deal with my bullshit. All of my thoughts would repeat in an unbreakable loop. I was so **hyperfocused on my misery**, I just couldn't break away to think about or do anything else. I hated all of my classes, despite basically being real-life Hermione Granger without all the badassery. I spent so, so much energy just trying not to \*act\* the way I felt. My English Comp teacher said I looked really tired and asked me if I was okay. I looked up at him and I answered honestly: ""No."" And then the floodgates opened, and I doubled over sobbing silently. He came to me and told me it was okay if I skipped that class, but I stayed. He later told me he felt terrible about it, like he was being a douchebag for asking ""HeY, YoU lOok ReAllY tIrEd ToDaY?"" I told him what was up, he seemed to understand. \--**Anyway, Adderall saved my ass**. Being able to take it twice a day really gave me more control over what I was doing, and it was probably a necessary change months before I even got my job.",0.6821417878309397,3.2038861166253128,2.3361390808604874,90.17789584315977,94.16129032258064,5.145852388081128,20.43286918360232,6.801392390994852,0.6734104669524026,3214,111,629,50,121,1047,342,806,0.141,0.7609999999999999,0.098,-0.9944,5,0,1,0,1,1,222.0,0,4,1,11,29,37,5,1,33,2,71,20,7,4,6,113,128,62,1,20,32,0,5,6,0,7,12,3,4,0,42,34,1,1,20,2,2,8,20,15,0,8,38,11,78,21,99,71,18,102,0,4,3,1,28,41,3,19,49,430,120,17,0.04655922232883795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037233393274988,0.0,0.30268138764634983,0.3394473077422562,0.031661867767373904,0.04882140418516565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03831427287379045,0.0,0.0870531756888903,0.0,0.04374392201382052,0.0,0.0,0.08514620935374564,0.0,0.07923693790616006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325134682583637,0.0,0.0,0.09850696738268516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222012685282377,0.03717375047117541,0.05151689393629725,0.0,0.18016107992243724,0.04800051381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407442892170286,0.04764624945912293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889425590682456,0.05237285841994212,0.0,0.09621624546066353,0.0,0.09225578171314107,0.0,0.039228152894839066,0.0,0.0,0.04554385345191583,0.0,0.0,0.07062522527268979,0.0,0.08940830979351358,0.05100335226443392,0.0,0.07920650145623963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730108802313182,0.0,0.13230339503589114,0.039051666702087866,0.14895065344910258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596759286415606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031207665300734592,0.09838474933821176,0.09340539240554553,0.0,0.2292572767638527,0.0,0.0,0.05255969480123835,0.0,0.048595731645586164,0.18481137582204246,0.0,0.05151088118417005,0.0,0.05117546192614705,0.0759039607492552,0.052520830763908385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647890539625904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729406154931787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03107864244278581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171679998200145,0.1407105546530577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716312706198716,0.0,0.03422638558447808,0.034523073407069366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309946802433067,0.03541038661999192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0322783024100071,0.0,0.048644477708309125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050198716435519035,0.044550887808374996,0.0,0.0,0.05215698458689861,0.04952146403467693,0.0,0.05299458812119305,0.14913515020439022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976132147355884,0.044288482389356586,0.0,0.0,0.14136125602509655,0.0,0.08477153473215232,0.0,0.0,0.047792372646549036,0.0,0.0,0.046592846842382483,0.0,0.0,0.03584356402653652,0.0,0.0,0.03295485720335368,0.09925187220177986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131966814806888,0.0,0.0,0.04388151603916664,0.0,0.10502022247372188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279563543527793,0.11933307875727815,0.0,0.03696282181349585,0.054298113918586285,0.16053893078612436,0.0441326987407653,0.13346799656053127,0.0,0.0632213114673207,0.0,0.04548159489567027,0.0969395848869723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02746183563740337,0.07391308706243585,0.03734699974319619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201245632800323,0.0,0.0,0.08976285771055288,0.0,0.13558267349222264,0.0,0.04744782521872992,0.16537167846528936,0.0,0.3394473077422562,0.02998261267570544 adhd,ihatemouthwash,2019/05/16,"Where do I start to get a diagnosis? Exactly the title. I suspect I have Inattentive ADD. I'm in Southern California as an international student completely alone, I have no health insurance that's accepted here, literally zero doctors that I know of. I would never ask any of my friends for recommendations because I don't want anyone to know. Also, I've heard horror stories of going to the college mental health center and asking for recommendations because they think you're trying to get Adderall and I don't want to do that either. I've googled and googled but honestly I'm just super nervous and I don't know where to start because all of the advice starts with ""Ask your family doctor for a recommendation"" or something like that. I DON'T HAVE A DOCTOR AND I DON'T KNOW ANY DOCTORS AT ALL. Plus it's so hard to actually start on the whole diagnosing process. What is the process some of you went through?? Any specific places you recommend?? What was it like, how long did it take??? What should I prepare for?",4.051198830409359,6.6176566578947424,5.232982456140351,76.34532163742693,74.52631578947368,8.011695906432749,30.029239766081872,8.841846274778883,2.8048888888888883,815,37,142,18,18,269,110,190,0.077,0.797,0.126,0.9344,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,1,7,7,0,1,9,0,15,7,0,1,4,29,37,12,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,2,7,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,2,17,6,23,31,5,15,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,8,96,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.11670848058227327,0.0,0.0,0.11686786361045436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386542648531948,0.0,0.0956409079127665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398821969738185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362433010768648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33541845211706894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871390307563496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539416982090945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138746050049255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896464480534354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274450030110705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239960183685153,0.0,0.1249679868109649,0.0,0.0679691841553118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071345584690324,0.0,0.0,0.2542499904208715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629074178291367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168571657045942,0.0,0.0,0.10583872964539556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052467642718752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223983691710536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495240438078273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207087253662176,0.0,0.0,0.3386027633620601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992133622637813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663231169987574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119785891542941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108168298895246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086672486611608,0.0,0.13352470475431094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495759360242444,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,good_ju-ju,2019/05/16,"Loss of motivation on Wellbutrin Hi everyone, Do any of you feel like your motivation isn’t as strong after taking Wellbutrin? I was diagnosed with ADHD 3 days ago, and am on on it now. I certainly don’t feel the anxiety and the depression that I felt without it but I am concerned because a job and apartment that I previously hated now don’t seem as bad. I want to make sure I still have the motivation to move on, but now I feel much more comfortable. Has anyone else made major life transitions while on Wellbutrin?",6.449833333333338,6.825340850000004,7.312000000000001,72.32433333333336,65.5,11.066666666666668,34.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.889566666666666,415,18,76,11,6,139,66,100,0.14400000000000002,0.66,0.19699999999999998,0.4309,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,5,4,9,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,5,2,20,19,8,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,4,10,5,14,16,3,15,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,9,53,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488545534975794,0.0,0.1835525926170263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081280702175006,0.0,0.15840585291453602,0.0,0.0,0.14478621147014914,0.2121648321166849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289247554804804,0.12622625250088507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354122360657564,0.0,0.17834668909447648,0.2101688647695754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297808807431914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786159786214555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140982171443054,0.14792885996369365,0.1988169991359151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044360058222696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054822601611466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625769785108478,0.10116258201243557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959320057653693,0.13821897409676873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200796799153514,0.15221822868344512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850621588213115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536414559516452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515839985322211,0.0,0.15568877605100326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213360849347753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960540631057752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lowkeybackup,2019/05/16,"Anxious about finding a new doctor, would greatly appreciate advice. Hi everyone! I’ve been on adderall ir for about 3 years, and it’s been working wonders. My doctor gave me several months notice that he was retiring and that I needed to find a new doctor. Of course, I have held that off tremendously and I have two days left of my last prescription. I’ve been holding this off because I’m anxious about how the process works, and I’ve heard horror stories of people being treated like addicts or criminals. Do I have to schedule an appointment and get consulted again/prove my prescription history just to find out if they would or would not write my prescription? I feel like it would come off as a red flag if I called and just said I need a new doc, and was wondering if they would be able to write the rx. I hate that I’ve put my medication schedule at risk because I’m scared that they’ll think I’m some kind of drug addict. I just don’t want to get jerked around a bunch of times paying copay each time just to hear they won’t do it. Can anyone offer some wisdom on this matter? Thanks for reading!",5.381976516634055,6.015116150684936,5.6513535551206795,82.40681506849317,67.85844748858447,8.814220482713635,29.798108284409647,8.841846274778883,2.2302574037834315,883,31,173,14,14,281,127,219,0.105,0.8170000000000001,0.077,-0.7993,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,2,9,11,2,2,8,0,21,8,0,1,0,44,41,14,0,11,10,0,1,2,0,7,8,3,0,0,10,11,0,2,7,1,1,2,3,4,0,1,9,5,19,7,25,23,4,22,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,9,13,105,29,8,0.106490280907361,0.0,0.0,0.23218024948969976,0.0,0.1040610700304776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406074123439303,0.0,0.074460480432786,0.0,0.0,0.0947989272581826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983097366814986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873848313359197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173194770781523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867742146411368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269919446647511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349491742592708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101756026947715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053844685701691625,0.07607667795798294,0.0,0.0,0.29199056254567685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127355309967628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740591064408235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513710564506663,0.0,0.0,0.12002228606046984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089324039908348,0.0,0.08680379200795847,0.0,0.0,0.11570200179220445,0.0,0.0,0.1040515444389548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727775466840704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849995262437137,0.0,0.0,0.15792238791871666,0.0,0.3085469306498135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123989062586005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382695240434431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705214512484587,0.0,0.0,0.10651909868974134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129664317185356,0.0,0.10661534856797522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030370617196515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804194323904196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823467211635421,0.0,0.0,0.12419067833847255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402553080348252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281072674720191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309683341455609,0.15505238558736634,0.0,0.0,0.3782382010058366,0.0,0.0,0.06857624948333546 adhd,Shanterlots,2019/05/16,"The Psychiatric Evaluation In a few weeks, I'll be in for an initial psychiatric evaluation. What will happen there?",4.275833333333331,7.690396250000003,5.890000000000002,64.70833333333334,86.5,10.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,5.063166666666668,95,5,14,4,3,32,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7406760433270486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6718623362277336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,i-wont-rember,2019/05/16,"Managing symptoms or addicted? Ok I’ll preface by saying I’m nervous to post this in fear that my question is ignorant or offensive but I don’t really have anyone to ask! So I’ve been diagnosed and medicated for 10 years now. As a kid I hated the medicine but as I’ve gotten older and acquired more responsibility, I feel I need it (duh). Now in the last 3 years I can probably count on one hand the number of days I didn’t take it. I don’t get worried about feeling like I need it for work but on days I’m doing truly NOTHING, I get so anxious and obsess over it if I don’t take it. I just feel like I’m worthless without it, basically. Is this normal? After all Vyvanse is a stimulant and a lot of the feelings I have sound like an addiction... I don’t take more than prescribed, and it’s very obvious I suffer from ADHD, so am I just subconsciously invalidating my disease or could I really benefit from being comfortable without it SOMETIMES?",3.0088547120418845,4.7783159947644025,5.499132853403144,76.89854221204192,74.91623036649216,8.544633507853401,29.738547120418854,9.188382445141503,2.8222065445026163,749,34,142,18,16,266,112,191,0.154,0.6859999999999999,0.16,0.3147,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,2,3,8,2,16,6,1,1,2,30,33,17,0,5,11,0,5,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,7,18,6,21,28,4,15,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,6,12,98,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30501715722805106,0.16812922732074748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804399616772508,0.0,0.09781936283280147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078498098262747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169651675432382,0.0,0.0,0.18044421872038693,0.0,0.0,0.14199269550810564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742322413658769,0.28294487581376243,0.19988515037862706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618100771156914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811950479649293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403487563250768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504009078967456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893558186057002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093169352123308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074639765074824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706953594596988,0.13423511973524607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479795148506197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339828297604354,0.0,0.15083282424605493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567168614660721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924343486815855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125185465091164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836189073523028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145406738377145,0.3155558126472781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115429826848294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697117835327669,0.0,0.10184681508705204,0.1420723796827988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017839774693264 adhd,ADA__Novak,2019/05/16,"Question about medication(Vyvanse) and uh...unexpected purging... If the pill already broke for the day and afterwards I eat something my stomach wasn't a fan of and trigger a full system purge, is that going to wipe out the Vyvanse on the way through?",7.1080000000000005,8.490045133333336,6.780000000000005,73.17000000000003,64.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,39.444444444444436,8.841846274778883,3.695444444444445,201,11,33,3,3,63,39,45,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.5806,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,2,3,1,1,0,7,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,2,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713447989284468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754613068846505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370571205691644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427458768623243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784795187835807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32882290651468554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390331957412165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OssumyPossumy,2019/05/16,"Any other women here repeatedly tested for autism as a kid? I never had autism, but my test results were always weird with high testing in certain areas and completely bombing the short term memory portions. My school still gave me an IEP although I never got diagnosed with anything until I went to college. The psychiatrist thought I was the most obvious case of Adhd he had seen. 😂 I guess the other guy missed it because of my gender and good grades.",7.436071428571433,7.987400940476196,7.5381904761904766,70.94014285714289,63.404761904761905,9.577142857142855,34.65714285714286,9.3871,3.3743171428571426,365,15,58,6,5,118,68,84,0.057,0.865,0.077,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,4,13,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,1,9,2,9,2,3,11,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,6,40,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300810086941802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082683547457041,0.0,0.0,0.17021152366875952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597429096803413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257960706553206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243315432444064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540476499033028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993845783211848,0.2001865292763488,0.0,0.2757319527741872,0.2478348094587639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445404632575426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860911777812411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25331538611413795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988865911598475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870900435176125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202916337967686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,olbleedyeyes,2019/05/16,"""You knew this was happening on (this date)"" Yes I'm aware. But I also forget a lot, I also have troubles planning especially when I have other things spring up on me with me with work (partly because I suck at planning) and I'm also dealing with moving. I'm sorry I'm bad at balancing life. Sometimes I feel like the people who should know you the best know nothing about the problems and flaws we deal with, no matter how much we try and explain.",3.55545746388443,5.127247595505622,4.615762439807384,84.61539325842698,73.04494382022472,6.434028892455858,26.19743178170145,6.868970318607317,1.1901544141252005,352,12,67,3,7,115,60,89,0.155,0.7120000000000001,0.134,-0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,0,4,6,6,1,0,4,1,4,1,0,1,0,21,15,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,11,2,10,12,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,1,4,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777514167210338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627179254265656,0.12139258925372648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898289501852974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106047727616207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069008388689217,0.14226412478037226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760969492202713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888191652763936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065695755570246,0.09728869805428077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692998847246787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116520268782322,0.1463892379389913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910781445019761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564689321262884,0.0,0.13805711620067054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905480349269245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969524324455246,0.22291852717658672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229834354848696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520153310318958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449747315654234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mordax777,2019/05/16,"Does Ritalin make ADHD worse? Hello, &#x200B; I just got Ritalin prescribed from my psychiatrists and while I was reading about the long term side effects I learned that your ADHD will get worse when you stop using your medication. Can someone confirm this? I am currently afraid of using it since my ADHD is already bad and if I at one point want to stop using it for some reason I dont want to have it even worse. &#x200B; Thanks for any advice.",7.1290588235294114,7.500015552941175,6.865882352941178,76.11647058823532,64.05882352941177,9.15294117647059,33.47058823529412,8.841846274778883,2.8182235294117643,362,14,63,5,5,114,63,85,0.191,0.75,0.06,-0.9195,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,6,0,16,16,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,11,1,8,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,41,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490000473084149,0.1216940088431608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742729778492704,0.0,0.0,0.2698669042149676,0.3026469344442785,0.08468796481825472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398139342746328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898128174586552,0.0,0.1459539103986685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822540903504327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506431632384678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996018917111401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020941859900232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312797580772871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254557542169033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438803369650873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177256813778598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456854551003894,0.0,0.0,0.12804256151068222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030165103709959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055179697092853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082334127944392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465495313509877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32267436291451784,0.0,0.0,0.1469077558779791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807349379085397,0.0,0.0,0.3026469344442785,0.0 adhd,WitchyOtome,2019/05/16,"Anyone Here Keeping Track of Hyperfixations? Since I love all that bullet journal/diary nonsense, I've been thinking about tracking my hyperfixations for each month. Not only will it give me a good idea of what my brain likes to return to over and over again, but I think it can be kinda fun. &#x200B; Anyone else here tracking the topic and length of their hyperfixations? If so, how's that working out?",4.6688223938223965,7.3829840675675715,4.797722007722007,79.49418918918923,73.18918918918921,5.850193050193052,25.43629343629344,6.868970318607317,1.1745698841698844,327,11,55,3,7,102,59,74,0.024,0.831,0.145,0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,14,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,10,6,2,6,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,4,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561671543681266,0.28728311165222103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306287025100339,0.24224607595130426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639292792872888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750334041466994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680108115406,0.0,0.19830266558896584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668958449619983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014603116773628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550565794116499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338343091956105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887127434081957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981240365100273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955737876894427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029840927281225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212073025137176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28728311165222103,0.0 adhd,Mrstetz,2019/05/16,"Is Anxiety often misdiagnosed as ADHD? I’ve been Diagnosed with GAD and ADHD (mixed in with other mood disorders) But I’m worried that my ADHD diagnosis may have missed the mark by virtue of the fact that all of the different Stimulants have had no positive side effects in the 8 months I’ve been taking them. Is it at all possible or common that this sort of thing happens?",7.260416666666668,7.136501986111117,8.146666666666668,68.71500000000002,63.861111111111114,12.2,34.66666666666667,11.698219412168324,4.307933333333334,301,12,53,9,4,102,54,72,0.11199999999999999,0.805,0.083,0.1179,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,3,13,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,10,8,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,2,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7731259251022621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404183334524186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764654054475066,0.0,0.2240384503810898,0.2457605563500849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896237522794212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115960105911385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174272031020344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122808459901133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246077762900952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776868052452966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ultraviolet_40,2019/05/16,"TIL that once you reach 100 open tabs on Google Chrome mobile, it goes from “99” to just “:)”. So random but...um, thanks ADHD? 😅",-2.0138666666666687,-1.2638995199999954,-0.7489999999999988,107.85383333333336,124.2,1.666666666666667,4.166666666666667,3.1291,-3.0559333333333334,92,0,22,0,6,28,25,25,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.5046,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492816316958009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575354039709485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973943020707161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,truthdemon,2019/05/16,"Tip for better mornings: stay off your phone until breakfast This particularly applies to anyone who doesn't have to be anywhere at a particular time, or those who want to speed up their morning routine. I'm self-employed, well, trying to be, and also have Delayed Sleep Phase Disorder, so starting my day late is a real issue. Not only that, but brain fog and low energy contribute to my negative symptoms. Until recently, when a therapist suggested I not use my phone in bed. Before, I was waking up, and immediately started looking at my phone, then was still in bed 1-2 hours later, getting hungry then feeling tired again. Now I'll leave it charging over the other side of the room, and not look at it until washed, dressed and about to eat breakfast. It's made my schedule a couple of hours earlier, I barely get brain fog (figured giving my brain calories quicker makes a difference), and I have more energy, which has also improved mood. I get out of bed much faster now. I try not to look at my phone in bed at night either. Bed is now only for sleeping! Maybe your situation and routine is different, but thought it might help someone.",6.719227174694463,7.267562892523365,7.096355140186919,73.50504313443567,64.93457943925233,9.388353702372395,34.68583752695902,9.265573868473778,3.2441916606757726,905,39,154,15,13,295,136,214,0.073,0.8240000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.685,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,1,11,4,0,0,7,0,13,12,6,3,0,26,29,19,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,0,11,8,3,1,3,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,4,4,16,2,29,22,3,42,0,1,3,0,12,16,0,2,25,106,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018011531530307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314269014233136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011812828670387,0.0,0.0,0.10516376964017203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982193340266205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156857282831694,0.0,0.07668531735729839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484654651724568,0.13627797114891965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216717671645556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060123061160585425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863723379025306,0.11406663650906408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970100041354611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234199311407434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410824041650655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413251885701027,0.12590557287413967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995563416218975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251288281463308,0.07937148999501152,0.0,0.11945828066605102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261417654011828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741048538348895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158636719968223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086859183133905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534244388552488,0.0,0.0,0.11740653070490152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240461589653127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365669277637796,0.23798617869473274,0.0,0.10074969822969998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683262789626893,0.1267392711240895,0.09495945627878212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359012616103515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380604425233852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439904742165764,0.0693357538633009,0.13666635280866896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146038874889007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269765671087594,0.0,0.0,0.07013455676358786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691186734682548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,455_V8,2019/05/16,"Can I have AD(H)D even if my parents do not? 27yo male here, wasn't diagnosed with AD(H)D (as far as I know). But these symptoms (I feel) are starting to look more and more suspicious to me: -I cannot pay good attention, in general -I get bored very-very quickly, hardly anything can keep my attention for more than a few minutes (so reading books is not an option) -I feel chronic boredom in general, very poor time management -I skip details (not intentionally of course) I should not skip, and that means making careless mistakes later -when I need to read a manual for something, I read it as fast as I can withouth paying attention, I literally cannot wait for the actual usage- again, mistakes will be made -when I'm in a group, I am too excited to wait for my turn (to talk), often endig up interrupting someone else -my stress enduring capacity is zero -when I browse the web, I suddenly feel the urge to read about something that popped into my mind, I open a new tab, search for an article, then after reading 3 rows, I switch back the other tab",6.4176865671641785,6.7420259552238795,6.8519527363184105,75.77106343283583,65.56716417910448,10.282089552238807,33.66542288557214,10.125756701596842,3.3469930348258696,831,34,154,18,12,271,129,201,0.131,0.85,0.019,-0.9641,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,10,0,15,3,0,3,0,34,31,13,0,5,6,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,8,6,3,0,7,5,0,1,2,5,23,2,25,26,4,21,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,14,103,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.13479309285509042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366765067585376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621197683027077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019710609763306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538829689597145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123230223838777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952514123506027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216622719310188,0.0,0.0,0.11585529036724353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373563956670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277459502701013,0.0,0.0,0.07591158715915441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599280907194523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307001407193499,0.09220157418367457,0.0,0.0,0.15046198613818085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946999731680254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242023021598318,0.0,0.13340497226124473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337490012688612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6908273585514433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703548435203046,0.21267550754084733,0.0,0.0,0.09776777466200852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582252630284563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435679761879558,0.0,0.11102212838101247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054360140914489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024369992788153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279402841614185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chinton620,2019/05/16,"My adhd run-through!!!! 33/m So, how to begin? I am a new poster in here but I have been doing quite a bit of lurking, and you guys seem to be a wealth of knowledge and help. I just wanted to share my crazyness and see if anyone could relate. I have struggled with anxiety and some depression for quite some time. Well, as I age and the responsibilities mount (3 kids 5 and under) my mental state has seemed to be going the wrong way. I made the commitment that I wanted to find help and figure out what was going on. So, I saw a family doctor who prescribed an ssri and suggested I see a psychiatrist. Saw the psychiatrist who kept me on the ssri and actually added another that I didn't really take because of side effects. Well, not much seemed to be changing so I started doing my own digging and found my way into the wormhole of adhd and how it could possibly be the ROOT to my problems - seriously, reading the stuff about undiagnosed adult adhd was like peeking behind the curtain of my own mind. It could possibly be the explanation to so much. HOPE I saw the first doctor for the anxiety in marchish. History\* Now, I was diagnosed with add as a young kid and given meds. I was young, so I don't really remember how it went but my mom said I improved a lot, but didn't like the meds so she let me stop taking them. Maybe on them for a couple months. The rest of my education history is a mess: dropped out of high school, got GED, went to local community college and moved in and out of various classes for various career choices for 10+ years. Always very restless with every job I've ever had, including the one I do now (coming up on 2 year anniversary). Longest job I've had was almost 5 years in car sales. I procrastinate like a mofo and always have. I often start things and get bored of them and put them off until it negatively effects my work ie: I had a paper application on my desk for a month plus that just needed to be filled out, but I just couldn't make myself do it. Mainly because I had to hand write it, which is a real struggle for me. I forget everything... all the time. I will literally get off my couch and walk in my kitchen (10 feet) and forget why I was going in there. And this forgetfulness is either getting much worse lately or the ssri has enhanced that effect. I can be easily agitated, I've just always thought I have an anger management problem. Things start going crazy and then I get mentally overwhelmed and snap (not violent). In that moment I just want to run away and make everyone leave me the F alone, my wife and kids included - this happens weekly. But what gives me doubts about actually having adhd is some of the symptoms don't necessarily fit me: I don't really have an organization problem. And I don't lose stuff much at all. I am actually the opposite about making sure my personal stuff is where it's supposed to be. And I don't know that the stims are doing what they should do in someone with adhd, see below. After going down the worm whole of adhd and my symptoms, I spoke with my phsych about it. He gave me a script for adderall 10mg and basically said this stuff is like performance enhancing drugs for your brain, everyone's mood improves when they first start it, so just because this helps that doesn't immediately mean that I am adhd. He seemed very apprehensive. Granted he is a bit of the older school type also, and I had only met with him a hand full of times and it was always about anxiety/depression. He also wanted me to go see a physiologist to be formally diagnosed. I wanted to know something asap (extremely impatient) so I went with the first guy I found that could get me in the quickest. He was crazy and didn't seem to be up to date *at all* on the current pschy (70+ YO, out of touch). But the old man gives me the adhd diagnosis - I feel like I had to lead him to this diagnosis by pointing out all the correlations because, again, he was way outta touch. This is when I talk about how the meds are(nt) working. Now, after the 10 mg didn't seem to be doing a whole lot they bumped it to 15mg once daily. Still not sure if its helping in the correct way. Some days I feel jittery still; I am wondering if the combo of coffee and the new higher dose is causing this. I am also coming off of the ssri (cymbalta), which obviously complicates things. . When I take the adderall I definitely have more energy but I am still scatter-brained and have a really hard time making myself start to work ie: I've been at my desk for 4+ hours and have done zero work but watched some kick-ass youtube videos and read some great stuff in here. My stomach has also been getting upset latter in the day the last few days, which brings on the anxiety, which brings on the benzo's. And I might be getting some increased irritability later in the day as well. All of this is very new. And, when you combine it with withdrawing from the cymbalta I just don't effing know. I feel like adhd could explain so much but the medication doesn't seem to be giving me that \*ah ha\* moment that so many get. Anyone else gone through something similar?",4.003095836606441,5.4577515582089555,5.3710179366326285,80.10788589945014,71.72636815920399,8.35415030112595,26.756022518984018,8.879307307475738,2.042278606965174,4016,136,778,77,76,1346,405,1005,0.091,0.802,0.107,0.9684,4,1,3,0,0,0,127.0,0,3,7,15,51,35,2,7,65,2,91,15,5,15,11,167,172,78,0,20,24,2,8,6,0,3,9,3,3,8,49,56,1,2,26,3,2,22,17,18,4,5,42,19,96,16,116,107,34,131,0,3,8,0,48,47,1,26,62,553,145,22,0.0,0.0,0.1178194732484848,0.0,0.4352982845140269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029939318400687,0.041681516285675096,0.0,0.12873513372886836,0.13394772091152002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422002229973388,0.09236157568286768,0.0,0.0,0.05628025472750165,0.0412355937575122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378113512827296,0.0,0.0,0.09813152194416533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787388234370931,0.0,0.0,0.08985310080805067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041342535891827965,0.04257370368306612,0.06933473103636455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066114706382115,0.044530149194327566,0.0,0.10381836785265793,0.0,0.06932564220117814,0.08169532944413166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823845966460267,0.0,0.04118444329327105,0.0,0.0,0.04667123667404267,0.0,0.033619399113519965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364037611893604,0.03390801283914963,0.07691133717362246,0.036169466542715516,0.0,0.03793925277428292,0.0,0.06104699988638159,0.057501842445971285,0.0,0.0,0.03678305400525229,0.10269671919764176,0.0,0.0882527780428455,0.0,0.0,0.1682101398348349,0.1158195509608174,0.13723241763331526,0.0,0.03218747440831178,0.04437007738304772,0.0,0.07969743634378759,0.035588378464748716,0.0,0.03605147110291377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079010697785274,0.04252088229440313,0.0,0.03997220610540755,0.039633059985344936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987358620980553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635253352457111,0.03280491542040796,0.04539793164973888,0.04261347390154284,0.0,0.041153074835161514,0.0,0.11796957376135528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045023680923197466,0.0,0.06842944637369808,0.0,0.03808064000631296,0.10745497090299798,0.040801950352698665,0.04043135033089161,0.043838428154918174,0.13410883167176707,0.0405424416028474,0.0811146646141963,0.04269341463694582,0.04063581515881485,0.04713426936408961,0.06424609351038776,0.042773895111333435,0.1479229375070643,0.029841038385669705,0.0,0.11660614967449355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223018891379116,0.04285944038381557,0.02727094464080672,0.03060801377441108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035140241343547325,0.0,0.0,0.038044381401313394,0.0907400187801376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552662802030395,0.0,0.04045717917567277,0.0,0.08561068081909241,0.08051146021027927,0.045807437817325054,0.1031274982832906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045589557641775004,0.0,0.07656411626163141,0.0,0.0,0.08145985184172674,0.12827970555725693,0.2564617313308785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409932172256894,0.0619648869255111,0.0,0.0,0.1424275219074451,0.0,0.09641874190634148,0.033646487682757464,0.0,0.08414528821391586,0.23035356241124344,0.0,0.0,0.07586056948672534,0.08365959497148505,0.0907773318197148,0.03234727736590784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021064887229022,0.0,0.0,0.031949906996210066,0.09386835769854752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996186215597844,0.11868724457610105,0.12777792070979646,0.03228198253919367,0.0,0.10855483117105724,0.11192210762526623,0.03631470776595154,0.08986385166027577,0.0,0.0,0.04364381146933635,0.1171948892384722,0.0,0.041012929439206064,0.0,0.04400141401205165,0.0,0.0777490710524499 adhd,98mh_d,2019/05/16,"The oil and water of impulsive choices and oversharing I found myself genuinely sucked into drugs. Stimulants make you talk a lot, and share even beyond the inappropriate level you already do. Not a good mix",5.180833333333332,8.514354305555559,5.94777777777778,68.45000000000002,75.3888888888889,9.155555555555557,28.44444444444445,9.516144504307137,3.6592444444444436,169,7,24,5,4,55,31,36,0.14400000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.4949,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257268155824397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44739177313626544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548094339184535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229967927414024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235807957339241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279832883118021,0.0,0.0,0.2575165851097741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100819007205137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WrongJury,2019/05/16,"Cyclical obsessive behavior: why does this keep happening? A few months ago someone introduced me to a particular variant of a particular kind of game that I'd always enjoyed but never devoted much effort to. Let's say it's speed chess. Months later, speed chess is all I can think about. The first thing I want to do in the morning is practice speed chess. I'm not getting anything done at work because work requires sitting in front of a computer and you know what else you can do with a computer? Play speed chess and read about speed chess strategies. No one in my family has any interest in speed chess but I still find myself sharing interesting speed chess facts with them every time I open my mouth. My wife is furious because she can see my obsession taking priority over everything else. Given a minute to myself, I itch to fiddle with speed chess problems. So the speed chess thing is messing up my life, except that \*I'm actually getting really good at speed chess\*. I have a real talent for it, or at least it seems like I do. That feeling of rapid improvement and accomplishment is missing from every other aspect of my life and it FEELS GREAT. Despite the fact that it's derailing every other aspect of my life, I love my fascinating new hobby. Maybe this is what I'm supposed to be doing with my life? I don't know, because I haven't plateaued yet. I have had this same experience multiple times before with other obsessive interests. In every case, I made significant inroads into the particular interest. I got good at it! It also became the only thing that made me happy for months on end. The rest of the time I wasn't doing it I felt adrift and depressed and worthless. In fact, I had been feeling really depressed right before I got into that new obsession. I doubt I'm alone in this experience. \--Why are these obsessions so powerful despite their obvious illogic? Why can I not seem just to tell myself to stop doing them? (I think this has to have something to do with dopamine dysregulation.) \--Is it possible my medication might somehow be worsening this? \--Is it possible to back off of an obsession and return it to the level of a normal, sensible interest without crashing and burning first? If so, how?? \--If you find yourself thinking ""maybe my new obsession should be my job!"" or something similar, how do you rationally evaluate those impulses?",5.52871071716358,7.516064009132421,6.245076551168412,73.23338436744564,68.72602739726028,9.627827021219447,32.06043513295729,9.987195323819016,3.5718746172441573,1908,84,316,49,34,624,218,438,0.121,0.715,0.16399999999999998,0.9789,2,1,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,4,3,8,13,32,1,8,18,0,39,8,2,4,6,63,68,20,0,6,11,1,4,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,33,17,0,3,13,13,0,1,8,15,0,3,11,6,45,17,51,51,6,52,0,4,1,1,14,20,0,9,31,224,78,8,0.0,0.0,0.08246564113144936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490944773433539,0.0,0.0,0.08752270407574622,0.0,0.06757939740171852,0.07031574054677969,0.0,0.0,0.05746696059983841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954121676670104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649798782684149,0.0,0.1545421733837004,0.0,0.1438167205472736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455697442878308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395174789770806,0.08647895192143276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118779651153254,0.0,0.07484721084360065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847997134439592,0.0,0.07594852104465426,0.16532611727871813,0.07966471206710124,0.0,0.12818627972044636,0.0,0.08113898797683199,0.0,0.1544738597626449,0.14376147774602047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830176780519261,0.0,0.0,0.1417592043662964,0.13517429540117312,0.09316813539120386,0.0,0.0,0.07472835430356782,0.08995818140416863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385914036087935,0.07511279308978397,0.0,0.08799996847511253,0.09288454729821352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641308454133034,0.23875627615414605,0.041285350655559314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626994146111643,0.1599231929781304,0.0,0.0,0.16979521983510953,0.0,0.0,0.08513087898709018,0.0,0.08964748474221731,0.0,0.0,0.20235558821062627,0.0,0.06212161475466917,0.0,0.06517621728326042,0.2448491907402205,0.0,0.0,0.0827979128461613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726343545912884,0.06427060171140693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053557833861812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086080496520424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452884317349348,0.09618629987152713,0.10827338252834244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721676406239389,0.0,0.06720254286839453,0.0,0.0,0.06734032077589168,0.15386213100985632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160163809428767,0.1301136557580668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748658052158156,0.07065077873998281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353797604345827,0.0,0.07386194660147885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684260437374187,0.162444049074747,0.0,0.0,0.14782834020393662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984381332677116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287604941921633,0.0,0.0,0.0814607439662283,0.0,0.1230427120226167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,princessbrain21,2019/05/16,"Concerta stopped working after 5 days Days 1-5 effects were amazing - social anxiety gone, mind was quiet, self esteem was great, daytime fatigue gone. Day 6, effects just disappeared. Now I just feel low in the evenings (not sure if cos of medication or sadness at losing the effects)",8.192533333333337,9.00088572,7.902000000000001,68.09433333333335,61.8,9.866666666666667,44.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.933066666666668,226,14,33,4,3,72,42,50,0.242,0.594,0.16399999999999998,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,1,13,6,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,5,2,1,3,4,1,0,12,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,17,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061803760520666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214500448385315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780139622151542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627629563880805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29714432130437324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015214734707595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715108245157807,0.0,0.0,0.27213614282830456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811658406225258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747394515987205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532894546153664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540173328896266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621216525313068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SLPallday,2019/05/16,"Procrastinaiton Recently, I have been having such a hard time at work. I stopped taking my medication about two years after a series of panic attacks. I haven't missed it but recently I am having a hard time. Do you guys ever procrastinate on a task for so long, that you can't find a way to even start. I have just let this work task build up and now I'm so behind. I just wasted like two hours. And now the shame sets in. Does anyone else experience this and have any tips?",1.233948863636364,3.6546579062500015,2.9323863636363647,89.5830681818182,84.52083333333334,5.990909090909091,17.060606060606062,7.348242739294969,0.18347083333333325,373,8,79,6,11,123,68,96,0.18100000000000002,0.769,0.049,-0.8886,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,10,5,1,2,6,0,11,1,0,0,1,9,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,9,1,10,13,0,19,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,14,55,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212963976238632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471909514752665,0.1827591565179904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291941883865766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156091091722107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900362683656615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781042171395595,0.1613441224630799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447818929112832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302517586353216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661242285596235,0.0,0.0,0.3195654942546282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565661005739708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239342664068411,0.0,0.08714162462894244,0.0,0.0,0.15785012060412462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968705565604784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209276487420901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522338824702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262498312589967,0.0,0.0,0.14912368534946727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341105832975701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080157009208852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484793543808208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158026405458718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597081447571072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148631829187975 adhd,SeriousSort,2019/05/16,"It's IMPOSSIBLE to focus on anything with loud coworkers I posted this in the jobs subreddit too but I feel like I react this strongly partially because of ADHD so I want to know your opinions too. Basically I sit in an open office and there's one guy who is so insanely loud all day long I constantly feel like my brain is melting. I don't even mind normal office noise like people talking AT A NORMAL HUMAN VOLUME, taking calls occasionally or whatever. What I do mind is this imbecile shouting random bullshit for 4 hours with no break. And everyone, even the coworkers who are really quiet themselves, either seems to have no issue ignoring it or even laugh about it and participate. Meanwhile I basically only have like 3-4 productive hours at work a day at max because it usually gets really loud after lunch. And then I sit there on hot coals and just wait for the sweet release of loudguy finally going home, for one more hour in silence and finally I can go home myself. I use noise cancelling headphones a lot but they only do so much. I feel like when you can understand someone perfectly over noise cancelling headphones with music on, it's finally time to shut the fuck up, yet I'm the only one who ever complained about this and my boss basically tells me tough luck, we won't do anything about this. I'm looking for another job where hopefully I won't get such an extremely loud individual as a coworker. Do you guys have the same issues? It really becomes completely impossible for me to do any kind of complex work when it's that consistently loud. Do meds help with that? I will probably get my official diagnosis next month and idk if I'll get meds or not.",6.038780414987311,7.0610974608150485,7.091025526197942,71.27936259143159,66.55485893416929,10.715688908792355,33.37229437229438,10.712014347399686,3.86870341842066,1346,58,234,37,21,453,179,319,0.102,0.7609999999999999,0.136,0.9279999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,1,4,20,16,1,0,12,0,19,3,1,3,3,49,40,21,0,5,9,0,4,5,0,3,0,7,2,3,18,14,1,2,7,0,0,2,6,4,0,3,0,13,26,12,33,37,6,40,0,0,1,1,16,14,1,10,25,152,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943367421438882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619223664275112,0.0954819501386036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986547614473125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101587171576026,0.10056608848208552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165052080049723,0.09298010446244258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547227822500368,0.09840103745455082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744938200212594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804282792875624,0.08236691334449436,0.0,0.08700954567903882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812454497291174,0.19515494220197496,0.0,0.2992478167574314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418138714080489,0.19029558428553892,0.0,0.10350039191886527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803229012233404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103406470828979,0.0,0.18267661836430527,0.09044085360703406,0.2690205114034325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900811868636373,0.18072145676474374,0.0,0.0,0.09482259435068634,0.050042936960804266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243099206024666,0.0,0.0,0.08058320939576251,0.07646554431965875,0.0,0.0,0.07741401019465842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228918031448234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838846622720524,0.0,0.07268139670192915,0.0,0.06693789530115027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968409093725097,0.0,0.1784344480785905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510918602896936,0.2077604787942217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063127952026573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720811708932454,0.0,0.0981756141535663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750017052568366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289552080240735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715290359199878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846406689266447,0.0731887394236273,0.07958845351774006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053096483932860525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479428915573106,0.0,0.07864462669926542,0.10028720485158732,0.0,0.053708197558189084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258219715417893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zoltan14,2019/05/16,"Love how productive I am on my meds but...still avoid them? Does anyone else do this?! I am in grad school, working RN, and doing rotations while trying to be social and turn my brain off here and there. I find that any given day where I don’t have to be at work in the morning, I avoid taking my medication until sometimes mid afternoon as a “strike,” like I don’t want to be decent and productive yet. It annoys me that I do this but I feel it’s the only way I can be a true loser and chill for a little at slow pace and distractedly do chores and get assignments done in 3 hours instead of 1. I don’t have any intolerance to Adderall or my Sertraline.",3.0784444444444437,4.176761622222223,4.796481481481481,84.7191666666667,73.51851851851852,8.066666666666668,23.87037037037037,8.548686976883017,1.3770148148148138,509,14,109,9,10,173,89,135,0.10800000000000001,0.821,0.071,-0.5792,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,6,8,1,3,5,0,17,3,1,1,1,16,24,13,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,16,3,15,18,0,18,0,1,0,1,3,10,0,1,8,75,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828011525947735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539056620490595,0.2130504331662368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321203637936857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409864043482442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196229036279293,0.21278615593459765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737001190293072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513643339114352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004565897801384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863564668641423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477068057357375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158484656925107,0.20840202691798865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876663314746481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096506420405094,0.20946914929604774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814130460552497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043781766056965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196001782647825,0.0,0.0,0.20564960814108726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633863937707218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117186549821148,0.2261698045894954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264340858988508,0.1650463766593863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30275327262114365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Croutons957,2019/05/16,"Always saying the wrong thing. I know that I'm saying the wrong thing. The thing that is insensitive or unnecessarily argumentative or something that the other person doesn't want to talk about. I'm not dense, I can tell when people are getting annoyed or upset with me. But I just can't stop talking. I've fucked up great friendships and romantic relationships over this. Why the hell can't I just stop talking? Does anyone else experience this?",4.487926829268293,7.270023097560973,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,74.12195121951221,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.6802634146341466,362,12,62,6,8,116,55,82,0.27,0.595,0.135,-0.9218,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,12,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,2,2,3,3,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468516748553434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340411037644113,0.1808322221755521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444533404343005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743259635486786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263856592364782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315977957929645,0.09220739477424196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457800798166067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699287266873356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235415794135095,0.15410201117284086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948144476857656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28069976645403383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586864136709131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951027780443656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255617184855319,0.1542577875473981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517512070522025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409685528866487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592524492696667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859225853012587,0.0,0.0 adhd,I_love_running_89,2019/05/16,"A journey to ADHD (and back again)? Hey guys! First time and OP here (30F, UK). Been using Reddit for a few months but always been a lurker up until now)! :) Thought I would reach out to this awesome community to share and discuss my journey, which is kind of at the start right now. I’ll start by apologising in advance for the real long post, but I want to provide context for where I’m at... if the main post is too long, it would be great if you could look at the last paragraph :) So I’ve always been ‘different’ and struggled even from being a kid. My main problems, which I started exhibiting even as a toddler, have always been with emotional regulation (extreme rage where I completely check out, severe mood swings and depression, crippling anxiety), social situations and social behaviours (talk too much, or talk over people, or say something inappropriate, or just zone out and am unable to listen) and sleep issues (severe sleeptalking and insomnia). I also have a constant ‘fuzzy brain’ that simultaneously feels like my head is full of cloying, thick mud that every thought has to swim through to make it to the surface, but also that someone is electrocuting my thought centre and making it generate a million thoughts per second. As a child I would sometimes get in trouble at school, and had one after school childminder terminate looking after me because of my extreme poor behaviour. However, on the whole I was considered a good kid, and I always performed above average at school and was in all the top set classes. So my behaviours never got flagged I guess. Then I hit my teenage years and things went pretty south. I had some stuff to deal with at home; my parents got a messy divorce, my sister had a (thankfully failed) suicide attempt, and then another close family member died. I couldn’t control or hide my behaviours any more and went off the rails, got severely depressed, failed my final year school exams and ended up resitting the year. Somehow though, I managed to pull it back, get into a fairly good uni, graduate with a high graded degree and walk into a high level, competitive and well paid job. But under the surface all the issues - emotional regulation, extreme and impulsive behaviours, depression etc - continued and cost me quite a few relationships (romantic and otherwise). Then about 3 years ago I had a complete breakdown and became so depressed I got extremely suicidal. Thankfully I got the help and treatment I needed (God bless the NHS) and was diagnosed with severe depression, GAD and borderline personality disorder. BPD was diagnosed mainly due to my emotional dysregulation, severe dissociation and the fact I was so suicidal I had several minor attempts :( The ‘family trauma’ I had gone through as a teen also supported this diagnosis at the time. However, apart from this depressive episode, I had never really self harmed or really exhibited some of the other key symptoms of BPD (substance abuse etc). I trialled a LOT of medication (citalopram, mertazipine, venlafaxine, quetiapine) during this episode, but I was not receptive to meds, and in fact I got better with some great therapy and no meds at all. Today, I have completely recovered from this depressive episode and have some great coping skills as well as wayyyy better insight into myself. I’m really happy and content with my life - great friends, a loving and supportive partner and a job and hobbies I really enjoy! However, I still have problems that affect me day to day. Then all of a sudden, I stumbled across some ADHD information on the net... and HOLY F***... It just fits in the way the BPD diagnosis never has. I’ve started to really question whether my BPD diagnosis is in fact ADHD, based on everything I’ve described so far and the systematic problems. I think at the time the BPD diagnosis somewhat fitted what symptoms I was displaying because I was so unwell, but maybe masked what was really going on. Whilst the depression is gone (and has been for over a year) a lot of other symptoms remain. The fuzzy brain for me is the worst, and really makes me struggle at work. Also, I’m either on or off (which has also been noticed at work). I’m either so wired I can’t keep up with myself - a million thoughts per second, a million ideas and intentions, no sleep, talking 10 to the dozen, hyper focused on something that has interested me, rapidly switching between tasks but not really getting much done - or I’m blank - sluggish thoughts, no motivation or ability to participate in or keep up with conversations, or to start and complete on anything. I’m also unable to really sit down and relax at any point; I can’t even watch 5 minutes of TV without picking up my phone, or getting up to do something else. I eat fairly clean, do a lot of running, and practice a lot of mindfulness. But it only gets me so far; it’s great for managing anxiety but doesn’t shift the above symptoms, which have followed me all my life. For me, getting rid of the fuzzy brain, being able to concentrate and focus at work, and LISTEN to conversations is a critical aim. So here’s the start of my ADHD journey. I just need to pluck up the courage to ask my GP for a referral to speak to a specialist, with the view to trialing some ADHD meds (booking appointments is something I really struggle with). Whilst I wasn’t receptive to antidepressants, I wonder if I would be receptive to ADHD medication. For me I don’t mind so much what the diagnosis is (it doesn’t define me, right?) but I just want to shake some of these symptoms I have. Does anybody have any advice on how they cope with ‘fuzzy brain’ and focus/listening, other than medication? :)",7.222246093750003,8.131759544921877,7.600976562499998,69.06511718750001,63.90234375,10.775,36.21484375,10.686352973137794,4.220092578125,4490,207,726,112,64,1471,433,1024,0.135,0.728,0.13699999999999998,-0.8163,8,0,4,0,2,1,162.0,0,1,1,17,41,49,1,4,63,0,65,22,7,10,11,163,127,98,4,16,34,2,2,1,2,4,13,4,2,7,31,63,1,3,14,4,4,15,16,22,2,8,41,10,75,26,129,75,33,135,1,10,4,1,35,68,0,30,48,526,106,19,0.036977206157232136,0.04381194273882307,0.0,0.0,0.2666364962448444,0.03613369789874562,0.032778062181434864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742395042665152,0.12307199082016748,0.0,0.0,0.07543730456803971,0.03877382475785615,0.05657492299843716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030429090005248724,0.0,0.034568696201096816,0.0,0.0,0.056866378136383115,0.0,0.04508192332685927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540666785057345,0.0,0.0,0.23285748353283514,0.16511516467109866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550795885402814,0.0399592234628168,0.041473080940995,0.029523290253900287,0.0,0.0,0.04769447784694709,0.03812187588443258,0.2547873078399447,0.07506217177103168,0.0383765020432491,0.0386333102371627,0.042379081811092255,0.0,0.03235900229318885,0.03784052011061309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037836913268485706,0.030889710932907908,0.12478313979300942,0.03275082923904664,0.0,0.08247871869665414,0.07326928777954453,0.0,0.031154891001292425,0.0,0.033232728590103226,0.0,0.06971763815593203,0.0,0.01869678647382733,0.026416523467121783,0.0,0.040506721913690015,0.0,0.03145279266752713,0.0,0.0,0.028568497751151736,0.0,0.11591438423551095,0.0,0.021014998399205315,0.0620294523060459,0.17744429817603993,0.2038375016467685,0.04073456142927492,0.0366132476437303,0.0,0.039362923542728176,0.0,0.0,0.037949281441554815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02478504184113945,0.07813689698922133,0.03709115271280805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174276487051238,0.0,0.07718919249677329,0.07338834286908429,0.06573407966508572,0.0,0.038506070006966896,0.0,0.030141358300106693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052236188509512484,0.018065195137595302,0.0,0.0,0.06544732768866376,0.06210308044946036,0.0,0.0,0.1257467934298927,0.033373372243418416,0.0,0.07404771672799186,0.0,0.037148573659251526,0.0,0.12322002037879845,0.11175193501206522,0.0,0.0,0.07467287440447322,0.0,0.029514853171578082,0.0,0.08154750353230941,0.05483625965821939,0.08555730288272591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209879429328102,0.0,0.0,0.025056711869757584,0.028122831539300227,0.0,0.0,0.04105881148028749,0.0,0.0,0.02563533888496769,0.03228707013916485,0.0,0.0,0.03495541190786103,0.0,0.07082788410952162,0.03761911220748065,0.0,0.10614657723509606,0.0,0.0,0.041422933527280506,0.039329810362489975,0.0,0.04208815594759675,0.2368854511980056,0.0,0.0,0.039699681079772516,0.0,0.0631566640365087,0.0,0.0294057584926116,0.0,0.1496916269997539,0.0,0.0,0.038575290451001235,0.2506423068863746,0.0,0.0,0.04156392900493403,0.0740078213065858,0.07538721005584602,0.031330666781453326,0.11386743937071855,0.03657140239421578,0.0,0.1570359410323471,0.0,0.029530044602570013,0.0,0.0,0.11596981346323992,0.04233005433096729,0.12134118567778884,0.08392259069501806,0.0,0.19216737758365304,0.0,0.08916263291252541,0.0,0.06808728677050771,0.0422866578362661,0.0,0.02456601270633284,0.02369350063140984,0.036329917305950366,0.1761346277690011,0.06468511881929083,0.0,0.035050067805825987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03193643373808168,0.0,0.0,0.043620228475823565,0.029350785100337732,0.0,0.0,0.06649389823857353,0.06855648113306025,0.0,0.041283730142388605,0.0,0.035644707200892904,0.040100202735508635,0.08075953943659445,0.0,0.0,0.10507018530489498,0.0,0.0,0.11906054209965924 adhd,dreamerart,2019/05/16,Took meds for the first time today. The wearing off was crazy I never actually knew how having ADHD felt like. Now I know.,0.41000000000000014,2.7873866666666665,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,99.0,4.066666666666666,14.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.4372166666666666,96,2,18,1,4,32,22,24,0.096,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,1,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3273959602023728,0.0,0.40320131554808797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32212902869669124,0.0,0.0,0.2853729529110569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437997409241064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390652924923116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726607198811359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875540342672304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563057099559933,0.0,0.3180112321093849,0.0,0.37274869660900817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StrawberryCreamSwirl,2019/05/16,"ADHD mind vs. “Normal” mind What’s the difference between a adhd brain and “normal” brain? I’m curious to know what neurotransmitters differ or cell signal difference there is. How do stimulants help or are they masking the adhd disorder? I have adhd and have been on stimulants, but I get worried about increasing dosages and just wanted to learn more.",5.387473118279568,8.364258177419359,5.949677419354843,70.81118279569894,72.06451612903227,9.29462365591398,29.68817204301075,9.725611199111238,3.644668817204302,285,12,42,8,6,92,45,62,0.081,0.862,0.057,-0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,3,0,18,10,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6829003655209792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171655265547603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452584670220015,0.16280980398495226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421899897274492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952179148642756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807089588193493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28687445610497303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837169566216996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837889891006186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442659339513987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sophiemara15,2019/05/16,"Non ADHD adderall: what is it like? So I have hyperactive-impulsive adhd.* Taking adderall the first time made me feel euphoric but the other times that wasn’t there and I literally feel sober and the same unless I try to do work (like I feel normal and wouldn’t notice if someone secretly drugged me.) I’m able to like focus in conversations and focus on one task at a time too. But nothing different. I am wondering what people without adhd feel like on adderall and Ritalin. Do they feel like.. high? Is it some magical experience? Like tunnel vision but for work? I basically discovered I had adhd from taking Ritalin as a study drug with friends and realizing nothing was happening except I stopped fidgeting. Just curious. For reference, I have only done marijuana so my idea of “high” comes from that. The only time I felt like woah this is insane was when I drank a lot of coffee and took adderall (bad idea I didn’t know hahah.) *as you can probably tell from this post and my other long posts that have too much detail and are hard to read i’m sorry",3.015863539445629,5.651246293532343,4.639374555792467,78.84835820895523,78.60199004975124,7.80867093105899,25.491826581378824,8.704169506293173,2.3078304193319124,839,32,148,20,21,281,119,201,0.044000000000000004,0.8190000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9636,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,3,7,9,0,0,7,0,18,5,0,1,0,39,35,19,0,3,8,0,7,7,1,1,4,0,0,0,11,11,1,1,13,1,0,2,4,1,0,2,10,7,18,8,20,24,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,15,100,29,3,0.09859721462213833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739787665327456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232455580107939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849327700029481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301310393273666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089918278019347,0.0,0.0,0.22868293283553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644699522260762,0.0,0.0,0.2492685711388849,0.14087573965342126,0.09466878814526053,0.0,0.0,0.08386674038918042,0.0,0.0,0.07617596343609828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718919126805516,0.0,0.08832373783481698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083467412220211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260850802836532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418645061640276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33718733108686944,0.0,0.0,0.08725543226719024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382382600198096,0.0,0.09329506845638233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248029748818771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660433615885276,0.1892133732230504,0.11225358234524292,0.0,0.0,0.06681202434393155,0.14997524936157486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683548940718999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885775364109272,0.0,0.10630447354106963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862389642868513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835410999892828,0.0,0.0,0.110371509496629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243168631512741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826566964217747,0.0,0.08617831142789861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299713149758611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954513330720712,0.06694103663728494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504419644593252,0.10692447338212197,0.14355989306415062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hikkai,2019/05/16,"Screen sickness from meds? I was wondering if anyone’s noticed ‘screen sickness’ being a side effect from taking adhd medication. I’ve noticed that when I look at my phone or computer screen for too long I start to feel slightly nauseous and sick and I didn’t have this problem before taking meds. My psychiatrist just recently switched me from strattera to adderall a week ago, but Ive been off of strattera for about 2 weeks. I was much more nauseous on strattera than I am now so I was wondering if this could maybe just be lingering side effects of the strattera not being completely out of my system yet.",7.040225563909775,7.758632245614037,6.805288220551379,75.27868421052631,64.26315789473685,9.321303258145363,36.46115288220551,9.23628265651192,3.4418310776942365,492,23,83,8,7,155,78,114,0.04,0.96,0.0,-0.4733,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,3,0,12,4,0,2,0,17,19,8,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,12,0,16,10,2,16,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,5,9,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399774231847898,0.0,0.15784256251163686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450615003015875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151893646117962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669620791610167,0.0,0.0,0.14216922774921842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003426350912581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758060764447054,0.1495285063489994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788887344093712,0.0,0.3955768477438459,0.17938025836000498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089717194301628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054529845675499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038273606990387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758162395448204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603427256605296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677632063466827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856636225799993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862045731668545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,effie05,2019/05/16,"Actually proud of myself. I'm an undiagnosed 14 year old. I've concluded through research that i most likely have ADHD. I'll go to the psychiatrist soon so I can be sure. I know this is not a big achievement for most of y'all, but for me it's actual progress! So today I was at my dance class and we were doing this choreo. We only learnt part of it (about 30 seconds if I'm right) and guess what? I was aware and focused through every second!! This sounds very stupid but I couldn't focus for more than 10 seconds on something (except for sometimes when I used the pomodoro technique while studying) !! And it wasn't the usual hyperfocus that I tend to experience all. the. time. It was actual focus! I'm so glad I'm actually able to prevent hyperfocus even for just a short time. Idk if you can better your ADHD bc our brains are wired to be like this. But it felt really good to be capable of controlling myself. I wanted to share this with someone. Have a nice day/night! 👋",1.3351304347826094,3.8368281897435916,3.207803790412488,87.16494983277596,85.05128205128204,6.057971014492754,21.29877369007804,7.423996415210882,0.9129241917502786,767,25,154,13,23,256,124,195,0.032,0.773,0.195,0.9863,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,3,0,6,8,10,1,0,8,0,16,1,1,3,2,28,27,14,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,3,6,2,19,9,23,17,5,16,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,11,105,32,3,0.14752460690204436,0.0,0.5758509426240379,0.0,0.35459181824066976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047352634484025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468625061946449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546139091258294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514116704559336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743861152109604,0.0,0.1242958439990951,0.0,0.0,0.14430737330285412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164675757368358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384163380833197,0.12373664101186793,0.0,0.0,0.1625149865738472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107566585158864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414614235322526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384418499866257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480225863370115,0.0,0.0,0.11219911126239164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597547731069191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450804076490303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259852082335883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124997120692658,0.11357164979338336,0.14590560842055286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139040196123168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204556929208895,0.0,0.13983607774361734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741389419822927,0.1624775123831269,0.1217232507208797,0.08701383538159277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500101006068698 adhd,siuilaruin,2019/05/16,"Playing impatience games got me impatience prizes. Someone gifted me a wee sewing machine, and I decided my first project would be an apron. I watched videos on using patterns, and setting up the machine, and so on. I got all my pieces cut out, and set to reading the instructions. Step 1: 'staystitch' the flounce. What the hell is a staystitch? Now, the good and logical thing to do would be to Google it, or look it up on YouTube. Instead, I read the (rather obfuscatory) definition in the pattern guide and decided that was enough. I then spent a half hour pinning a hem of 3mm onto this flounce before I went to bed. While I'm at work, I pick up Sewing for Dummies. TURNS OUT A STAYSTITCH REQUIRES ABSOLUTELY NO PINNING AT ALL. I could have saved myself a half hour of work, and gotten more done, if I hadn't been an impatient walnut. Bah.",3.215486542443063,5.509833322981365,3.6208447204968937,88.22016977225675,76.01863354037266,6.777805383022777,29.9879917184265,7.793537801064563,1.95812265010352,659,31,131,10,15,205,106,161,0.10099999999999999,0.823,0.077,-0.7069,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,4,6,2,0,15,0,12,0,0,2,2,24,21,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,3,5,1,2,2,2,0,3,9,2,14,4,19,7,5,22,1,0,2,0,1,12,1,2,6,90,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320823052064965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625201506033436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083049339825273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103242006060208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731416978684125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073022423863654,0.3255991435379263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009165249598843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709328787675433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072152750618637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246941787432682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523127166456067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214067264241404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580405084291212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886952562326332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963773662311246,0.0,0.0,0.28919578733974033,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tropicofaquarius,2019/05/16,"Adderall great for a few weeks, then I burn out and it starts making me depressed. How do you guys manage tolerance? I've found cycling the medication is the solution. I've realized that this is maybe just par for the course with this medication. It's a strong stimulant, and if you take it every day in my experience you burn out and you start to get depressed or it stops working or you get sides. Upping the dosage is absolutely not the answer and will worsen side effects. I've realized that it's necessary for me to cycle it. The ideal cycle seems to be something like 5 days on, weekends off to recover tolerance. This for 3 weeks, then one week entirely off to reset tolerance. If I take it at around this frequency, I'll still reap all the benefits that I have at the beginning. On the off days, I can do other things like take mushroom micro-doses, coffee, or make sure to exercise and meditate a lot. I also eat more, which is in line with my fitness goals. Anyone else share this experience?",4.8397483345669885,6.242614518134714,5.927361213915621,77.12022020725391,69.62176165803109,9.659363434492967,29.32975573649149,9.957137785484203,2.9605931902294604,794,30,147,20,14,264,113,193,0.055999999999999994,0.777,0.16699999999999998,0.9626,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,0,5,5,10,0,0,12,0,10,4,0,5,2,32,22,14,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,18,10,1,1,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,14,8,25,19,4,30,0,2,0,0,7,16,0,7,16,101,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672069295992897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020555949487816,0.14954882753694265,0.0,0.12993148668404456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823879888900994,0.0,0.25142280163100705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934908366798444,0.1219272298948648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297394319145995,0.0,0.0,0.2855452950910117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003285366518075,0.0,0.0,0.15251162224105205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091663647135834,0.0,0.14451905595202258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261313130584374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408628737550695,0.0,0.0,0.19485308015762576,0.0,0.1466320837594024,0.0,0.0,0.2940699553325209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890333629825647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287255615056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236380204275843,0.0,0.0,0.2066163425268518,0.0,0.11656038299883885,0.12202547181161615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756148740986374,0.0,0.3292214881251023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969664586810442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35123049283787483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062574628002202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,orangesky3,2019/05/16,"GP making me stop medication cold turkey I made a similar post yesterday but I have a lot more information now. TLDR: Hard to summarise, but I moved to a new area, continued to get meds as a ""courtesy"", missed an appointment I didn't know about, was therefore discharged from the ADHD service I've never seen. I can't get any more prescriptions and it looks like I won't be able to until after September at the very earliest. I'm in the UK, on the NHS. I was being prescribed IR methylphenidate. I moved a few months ago to a new area, and at first had loads of problems getting the medication. My new GP practice doesn't really seem to know the procedure around adults getting ADHD medication. They were convinced that I needed to be rediagnosed as I was in a new area. This obviously isn't true. I contacted my old psychiatrist who contacted them and gave them the last two letters from my reviews last year, and my prescription was sorted that day. I've had no problems between then and now. This whole time I was under the assumption that I was just waiting for a review appointment later this year, and I was actually going to make an appointment soon to make sure everything was set up right for that. The other day I got a letter saying I missed an diagnosis appointment with the ADHD service in February. One, I already have a diagnosis. Two, I never knew I had an appointment because I got no letter. In the several months between then and now, I've heard nothing from either the ADHD service or my GP practice about this. I continued getting my medication as normal. I rang up for my prescription yesterday and they rang back later in the day to say I can't get it because I was discharged. I spoke to a GP on the phone today, and I was so shocked by how they spoke to me. Ngl, I cried for a little while afterwards. It's the sort of attitude I've had from a couple of GPs before, who are really nice and friendly until they learn you're on stimulant medication, and then they start talking to you like you're a piece of shit because you clearly just want drugs. They were really short and rude to me and basically told me to fuck off. They all but said the words ""you're lying"". They said I have definitely received several letters before I got the letter saying I was discharged, because the GP practice gets everything I get too. I obviously know that and wouldn't lie about not getting letters but ok. My address hasn't changed btw, and I assume they have the right info because I got that last letter They said I knew about it and decided not to make another appointment, so I was discharged. If I want to take the medicine again, I have to wait three weeks for an in person GP appointment and request a referral. When I explained everything they again just said that I decided to not make a new appointment and so I need to go to the back of the queue. The incorrect appointment with the nurse came through four months after seeing the GP last time, so the wait time might be different, but that means I'm at least waiting four months. My old psychiatrist says they always get an influx of referrals at this time of year because of exams, so it might be longer. They also said that the medication I got this entire time was a ""courtesy"" because I'm in a new area. Nobody told me this. Back when I was having problems and they said I'd need a referral first, I emailed my psychiatrist, I got a phone call from the practice to say my prescription was ready, and that's it. I've never spoke to them or heard from them since. I was fully under the impression I was still waiting for a referral and everything I've been prescribed has been based off my old psychiatrist. Today is my first day without medication. When they wouldn't give me the prescription I was without it for 3 months after being on it for 13 months it was absolute hell on earth. Hopefully that means it will be a little easier this time, but I cannot fucking believe they're doing this for the second time in eight months. I can't believe they knew this happening and didn't even let me know so I could taper this off a bit. Btw I contacted the ADHD service last year and they said they can't help anyone if they haven't been referred onto the service yet, so I don't think contacting them will help. I'm making a complaint to the NHS, but I fully expect that they'll just tell me the same thing. Does anyone have any advice or ideas? Anything to include/not to include? Anyone else I should contact?",5.6302070690503525,6.369874514351324,6.29954383303264,77.6005934270953,67.3467278989667,9.619821223552568,31.512239626045602,9.696096459569628,2.9314928489421024,3566,139,668,74,56,1168,301,871,0.078,0.865,0.057,-0.9615,1,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,0,2,25,3,34,21,5,0,65,1,69,11,1,10,9,116,148,56,0,17,22,0,1,2,1,9,8,19,1,2,37,27,0,6,20,0,0,6,25,11,0,11,57,24,103,10,95,73,11,121,1,2,3,2,77,35,4,13,80,465,140,9,0.04408435751867471,0.0,0.043019973693202464,0.0,0.2649041542421827,0.04307872395406855,0.03907812304237882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048648184748851436,0.035254244780444484,0.03668171697978707,0.0,0.0,0.05995774965946477,0.04622629264427152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247442336827337,0.04516963392622973,0.03627767000717417,0.039244424618168884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169444930060574,0.0,0.1881139061701973,0.0,0.07502508256407492,0.09933594926193576,0.0,0.0,0.04812870066189877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501505795322108,0.05042076079451789,0.0,0.0,0.046635404877552925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351977723018425,0.04877850309653263,0.04842459669231063,0.11372305436656666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605877072981223,0.0,0.0,0.0385785183438351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112385886445208,0.0,0.03682682392564941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02911730237160678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848071184801016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124943959546407,0.0,0.0,0.03405946526295105,0.08151055632028323,0.23032257288750765,0.04228973274209545,0.050108312604561056,0.0,0.2115497273423105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898365176293756,0.0,0.0394909252864584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059097631172786824,0.0,0.0,0.043785714051374304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049765873672144086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691043994685636,0.17967317619269255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507924236944783,0.0,0.043074780593428584,0.08836821521995968,0.0,0.0,0.037019757386532084,0.0,0.0,0.037478944290833836,0.0,0.04171368499934195,0.1765599057861699,0.0,0.0,0.09604157822018676,0.04896778309624409,0.3108724660330085,0.0,0.0935330734681254,0.0,0.0,0.2463139950747169,0.09370939073362547,0.0,0.09806397752769436,0.10200172269850996,0.2554616831913321,0.0,0.0,0.04319331037293697,0.04230013000086556,0.0,0.13877735228613974,0.0,0.029872701566794013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038492760572369125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222062846092985,0.0,0.0,0.12654832926852635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472470481285654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529560089622203,0.2935402345158668,0.17528825257699376,0.0,0.0,0.03512952532137502,0.040132743392325324,0.0,0.0996055517652392,0.04525195948367943,0.03646703609462839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031203135152660873,0.0,0.03520582486049973,0.03685649685247176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04154898524440974,0.0,0.033145950488057074,0.03543333668772725,0.0385316715680338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029287688267991826,0.028247476249628086,0.0,0.0,0.17994160370305953,0.0,0.08357363255815449,0.08424898560546266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612802317612513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637421184031759,0.05200419250166578,0.0,0.035361812474027324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921861082643182,0.0,0.08499149498807156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355552351836162 adhd,randiraige,2019/05/16,I failed classes ten years ago and now my school is denying me financial aid though I made straight As I'm really livid. No one seems to care or want to help at all.,4.814285714285713,4.347940857142857,5.057857142857143,89.96964285714287,69.0,9.285714285714286,28.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.7427142857142848,130,4,31,2,2,41,32,35,0.266,0.532,0.20199999999999999,-0.5956,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,4,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,17,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211152031683466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693408184843174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428103803787789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427723081514897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454718365671155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320683857636857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36661911975269,0.0,0.32978129564088643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559114847062871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366605584751835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332788921690425 adhd,BlitheDragon,2019/05/16,"Anxious- is my drug test taking too long? I recently was diagnosed ADHD. I'm relieved though I suspected as much as my young son was diagnosed ADHD earlier this year and people jokingly suggested I had it for most of my life. &#x200B; My doctor prescribed me Adderall XR, the same thing that has been working so well for my son. But, I had to get a drug test done before she could prescribe the medication. I took the test Last Wednesday, she said it should be in by Monday. I'm really anxious about it. I'm pretty sure I told my doctor every medication I'm on and that I sometimes use cannabis for anxiety but not very often. &#x200B; I'm sure I'm overthinking things but is it normal for a drug test to take this long? Is anxiety and overthinking things something that's common with other ADHD-ers? &#x200B; I'm new to posting so I hope this is all right. Thanks for the advice!",3.016497948016416,5.477979418604653,4.272161422708621,82.45396032831741,77.48837209302326,7.302872777017784,26.396716826265394,8.313332769828598,2.06957756497948,708,28,128,14,17,232,100,172,0.047,0.8340000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9345,0,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,14,10,0,1,3,20,30,11,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,14,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,1,17,7,16,18,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,10,84,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33180109174861555,0.08992917759247124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913849892260524,0.3354740735495061,0.0,0.0,0.14080308945582518,0.2079320028941178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830946874132398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347726268695137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681396503035536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839012293102764,0.0,0.0941770992483152,0.0,0.0,0.3201715019183758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753797393171245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048081088898640365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140505784566808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501550411597094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500244572793681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288463946201376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541804823785085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765153078556357,0.0,0.0,0.08888169134365771,0.0,0.0,0.09016838296965676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380096910339958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881378566128608,0.09362606152455467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895580870121143,0.0,0.09086703376102256,0.0,0.0,0.07859182960186868,0.08754017050425095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084802948942559,0.0910185320619878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347152978882988,0.0,0.1383879462673928,0.0,0.0,0.08472747130576784,0.0,0.0,0.18341892315566768,0.0,0.09041752644530804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793716820137673,0.10224704112933533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948306949790045,0.0,0.07593314416327211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274466676879998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699783845937164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354740735495061,0.0592633317782172 adhd,ExLurker306,2019/05/16,"My daily routine Wake up Go to work Stare at Excel and Word docs on my laptop while browsing Reddit on my phone Go home and feel guilty 🙂 Repeat",4.125,4.766139499999999,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,70.66666666666666,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.009333333333333194,115,2,23,0,2,37,25,30,0.085,0.823,0.091,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,11,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879318930832023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472650560238229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712064922058651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145676247102176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,l0Kselections,2019/05/16,"How to hunt for a job when you don't really know what kind of work you'd like to do Hello, new to reddit, 25 F PI with anxiety/depression here. I just finished my undergrad in mathematics after seven inconsistent, tedious years, and am not quite sure what direction I would like to take in terms of finding an actual job. I find it incredibly difficult to focus on any aspect of the job hunt --from editing my resume, to skimming job sites for anything available -- when I do not really know what kind of work I want to do. While I know some of the things I dislike from other job experiences, and have done interest inventories through my university's career center, there is no specific job that has peaked my limited interests. &#x200B; So, I'm here to ask this of hard-working readers: how did you start on the path that got you to where you are now? &#x200B; (Also I'm completely new to actually using reddit)",8.024080459770111,7.370952097701153,8.632758620689657,67.60477011494254,62.50574712643679,12.33103448275862,36.574712643678154,11.645159339076185,4.393567816091953,731,30,129,20,9,246,113,174,0.068,0.866,0.066,-0.0956,6,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,0,4,12,8,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,3,1,19,24,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,16,7,27,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,13,89,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.2048836746813124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394960059997947,0.0,0.22748380210109315,0.2551156672653093,0.0713875615281605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638664441024876,0.0,0.09813877660932234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006577314837676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904160318252096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742731887580416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026870765937076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189308174981606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395922830486464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403824775621854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250373584811885,0.0,0.0,0.2186335626043513,0.17307687580971168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257234694064224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027737501878247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165533842520067,0.0,0.0,0.13450115816853964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430284636209511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893902814612106,0.0,0.07892919908817866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974166509328979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066591687714792,0.0,0.0,0.06191780900751219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292722396509773,0.0,0.0,0.07457223280820484,0.0,0.2551156672653093,0.06760136903128297 adhd,mediocaz,2019/05/16,"Is stimulant medication the way forward?! Really?! HELP!! Okay, so I’m 24 Years old and just recently been diagnosed with ADHD. Yes I finally got a label and I hated it. I squirm in my body everyone my parents accept my mistakes and give me the soft approach. For so long I’ve been used to being shouted at and told how much of a disappointment I was. So yes, I was put onto Elvance Long acting stimulant. At first I loved being able to gut up and do stuff, being chatty, and actually being focused On anything thing, and then the side effects came. Lack of sleep Dizziness Anxiety Crash Itchy ness whilst sleeping (pins and needles) The need to chase the high Depressing thoughts whilst coming down or when I had taken too much. So I told my consultant and changed to a different medication (Ritalin) short acting. The problem I now have is that I’m always tired when I come off the meds, and sometimes I can take a pill and still fall straight asleep. I’m also over eating and taking in way to many carbs/sugars NOT TO MENTION THE NEED TO CHAIN SMOKE!!! Please help!!!",2.916190476190476,5.497825610837438,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,78.60591133004925,7.019376026272577,25.922824302134643,8.11559375814309,1.910232183908045,841,33,153,16,21,273,133,203,0.124,0.746,0.131,0.3724,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,12,8,1,0,12,3,14,13,5,5,0,31,33,22,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,16,1,0,3,0,0,9,1,5,0,1,11,2,16,3,21,18,3,39,0,2,0,1,9,15,0,1,15,98,20,1,0.12383094827250413,0.0,0.12084114268492555,0.0,0.14882073582330987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990275645946322,0.1030372688531631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473033648825537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019023193476816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754826784175156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162961588271658,0.0,0.0,0.13099672387452208,0.21333879439052786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665541429584184,0.12568580587560818,0.0,0.12937698487093585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670997451289853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183257777330836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565075102359545,0.0,0.10533054134152277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878992918125388,0.0,0.0,0.09903892150592897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225742461869225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600254876539464,0.13083419564073567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917298497694807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176226549894416,0.0,0.0,0.12554514551244908,0.0,0.0,0.13754826784175156,0.24949330541611214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820599903036253,0.1836381581756272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993974960438284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749961365189733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592919546735108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848949376192705,0.0,0.12448430535127893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932927633601608,0.0,0.12226812234218645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478407550048001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247197419065513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889155524937866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175680947721073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621092429852745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226777966308332,0.0,0.0,0.09830794087722104,0.0,0.14232545877086494,0.0,0.2366515554661672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695018053588587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658248576502854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974307073037556 adhd,little_LLT1,2019/05/16,"Am I wrong in being frustrated with this argument? IMO, each person needs to be accountable for them... https://www.reddit.com/r/keto/comments/bp2eat/askketo_how_important_is_it_to_count_macros/enotmmj?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share",38.35263157894736,49.78616242105264,19.16763157894737,-25.43907894736841,3.7368421052631646,12.221052631578946,30.552631578947373,11.20814326018867,5.280242105263159,222,4,13,4,2,50,19,19,0.384,0.616,0.0,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646916340298216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864437959445421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45506889136032996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698217748987691,0.0,0.0 adhd,rachillout,2019/05/16,"I feel hyper aware to the environment that i’m in I honestly have no idea if this has to do with my ADHD, if there’s another subreddit that I should be asking, let me know I just have no idea what to call it. Basically certain places like school, other people’s houses, or certain city’s I associate with a certain feeling. I can’t describe the feeling in words or physical attributes but the “vibe” (i’m not sure if that’s the word) is overwhelming and often sets barriers for me to feel comfortable in an environment. For example in middle school, I switched to a private school from public school and the school itself, the building, people, and learning style was very different than anything I had experienced. It took me two years to settle in actually but I cannot describe what it was that i felt about it but every time I walked in the door it was an overwhelming feeling I had. Is this normal, or at least to this extent? And is there a name for this that I could find information on?",5.272351534475887,6.274054290155443,6.157512953367879,77.3588999601435,68.27461139896373,9.461777600637703,30.90833001195696,9.661875296680813,2.8873805500199285,790,31,148,17,13,261,106,193,0.031,0.872,0.09699999999999999,0.8324,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,12,0,18,0,0,1,4,42,29,13,0,6,11,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,1,12,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,7,7,17,7,23,18,2,15,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,7,3,110,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.12727686484090606,0.0,0.156746586949235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676292884183627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732940320174286,0.0,0.12193061087551735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317942702096458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413446879142216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362673064080203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988944649371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32973627106169906,0.0,0.12522931810587434,0.0,0.11920691030052075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049397799665906,0.0,0.2944699326052784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167866404772892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336932000712126,0.0,0.06371950697528861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277896905649726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084179467236253,0.0,0.1362673064080203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.659989872660101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292486780541954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605239150771817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490797457794896,0.0,0.0,0.12740715327929422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761502731523297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399000381692785 adhd,AndrewAhmad07,2019/05/16,Adderall IR Took Adderall IR 20mg for the first time this morning at 9:40 it’s now 12 and i haven’t felt a thing not energy or focus anyone know why,3.804545454545455,3.6091265757575752,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,71.12121212121212,7.8121212121212125,25.59090909090909,7.1686216300943375,0.9738000000000002,119,3,27,1,2,40,31,33,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.2057,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046911908298138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183947325427565,0.0,0.0,0.3706543952006915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394804661310764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894973644600758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409321463530443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841416864986466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39320261101937065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mysticalevolution,2019/05/16,"A Diagnosis Celebration Haven’t received my meds yet so I won’t be long lol and I don’t promise you any reply either (even though I would really love to chat with every one of you). What I do promise you though is regretting the very essence of this post: I mean, I would have given everything to have a neurotypical brain, but given that I have ADHD, doesn’t this deserve a celebration? That’s how I felt, so I was on my way to throw the biggest party ever but then remembered that I have no friends lol. And finally, to all of you hard-working mind blowing smart-ass geniuses out there: I LOVE YOU! You were my second family from day 1, but I just felt like an intruder back then :/",3.2247179827471806,4.8279555328467145,4.8570537491705394,82.42283344392837,73.96350364963504,8.485467816854678,26.323158593231586,9.095868883498916,2.099370802919708,536,19,109,12,11,181,87,137,0.055,0.735,0.21,0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,2,15,3,1,1,2,20,22,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,1,0,2,6,2,21,6,11,12,2,15,0,1,0,2,11,3,0,0,9,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042709440374185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906886741660487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463528311797954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954610762202052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129201425961668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564690920873336,0.1583811415865613,0.14752293738169786,0.0,0.15736180038689207,0.0,0.1650615752058123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362324125336836,0.1918052160786968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527598939946536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684843990305086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554132482636735,0.0,0.0,0.15495130482102598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160555370569371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072700374063686,0.19448823567551485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679345715614134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864717279865145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676901631903263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216870436898307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834560902022905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440548782909009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444696050667935,0.0,0.1389802337065205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746938598699473,0.0,0.0,0.2487612998994989,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nofal7,2019/05/16,Is it safe to take Adderall after running? I read the pamphlet and it was very vague on exercise. I normally wait until my heart rate is back to normal before taking it but I had a late workout and don't want to take it too late. Thanks!,1.348775510204078,3.499520204081634,3.1626122448979617,89.84310204081629,81.65306122448979,5.552653061224492,22.044897959183675,6.742157984588678,0.6056008163265303,186,6,38,2,5,62,38,49,0.055,0.82,0.125,0.6611,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,11,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362277598924675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213531111849289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26756871461562803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509414241674816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424632319280247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258565696648177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093102699808697,0.0,0.0,0.2078821287038864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863049068332754,0.1331800161264741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,julez264,2019/05/16,"Why lie? Apparently, because it's easier. Has anyone else developed a sort of ""lie reaction"" due to ADHD? I feel like I lie about crap all the time - ""Did you do x?"" ""Yup, I did, that's done."" No, it's not, but I totally forgot and will go do it immediately so you don't find out about it. It's created issues with my work, partner, and finances. I feel like an ass for doing it but I don't even think about it first. I thought it was a teenage thing but I never outgrew it. But then again, I might just be a jerk.",-1.1172171253822647,0.9497766055045886,1.9669357798165168,93.90337003058107,94.87155963302752,5.475474006116208,18.275840978593273,7.0316486544052195,0.25053712538226325,386,12,92,7,15,136,72,109,0.113,0.797,0.09,-0.5252,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,7,4,2,0,5,1,13,2,2,0,3,21,19,8,0,0,6,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,6,2,12,2,8,10,2,8,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,8,66,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880048999412479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756429714169674,0.2455430707857707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460844445501766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452384882414827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001913818641749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582822621276643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423418936321237,0.3424027080354861,0.0,0.0,0.21902980435883967,0.20384062645570689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619491547033047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501255376664375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234155404438466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542238677083694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848278296708151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920848340909635,0.15355386921243408,0.0,0.19025015915382576,0.13973804363323578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624097162212366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446331167942938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bodylikesummer,2019/05/16,"Teacher Request: Strict or Lenient for ADHD Elementary 3rd Grader? TL;DR Choose a strict teacher to help build and learn about routine, responsibility, and structure, and possibly hate school? Or a relaxed teacher where he may be bored, but doesn't hate school? &#x200B; Teacher requests are due today (in 6 hours)! We requested a more lenient teacher in 2nd grade and she has been gracious, patient, and understanding. He liked school, but I think he was bored. He's ranked at the top of his class for reading, and high up for math skills. So when he finishes his assignments (quickly, and sloppily), he is allowed to read, and sometimes gets in trouble because he doesn't transition to the next task. I'm thinking a stricter teacher will help him in the future to help develop responsibility, routine, expectations, and challenge him. I'm just afraid he might hate school (maybe in the beginning until he adjusts) and shut down. But then again, he'll only be in 3rd grade and I'd rather have him struggle and learn with a strict teacher now, than in 5th or 8th grade and then COMPLETELY shut down then. At least now, he is influence-able by his parents vs. when he may go through puberty and care more about his friends. I think with encouragement, he could learn a lot and do well next year. Thoughts and input from experience?",6.892125000000004,8.220551962500004,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,64.79166666666666,9.0,36.25,9.188382445141503,3.31975,1061,51,185,18,16,324,139,240,0.086,0.7490000000000001,0.165,0.9649,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,0,4,13,15,3,2,10,0,17,0,0,1,0,45,32,29,0,3,9,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,19,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,8,1,0,3,0,11,7,29,21,4,37,0,0,0,0,31,17,0,7,20,107,11,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741264073147842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290129890241914,0.14904447365817106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477197000928029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505932984541934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286059410033747,0.0,0.0,0.09793346913948983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998433060944835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947662699114096,0.0,0.06408442099850131,0.0,0.06971010613978272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633019897200691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466478271285697,0.1295962835466565,0.0,0.0,0.12079470139213175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059925137587699136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042805494225809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322775208138433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012213223978378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26089911142839833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328792390628887,0.0,0.0,0.13619863546467867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827992939374534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453849841102684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965510350352543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131318281127693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823013119745574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235785377537937,0.0,0.09737778199666274,0.0,0.0,0.11626667299880004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769265576639402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028544032708934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904447365817106,0.07898856682417041 adhd,Wendy_Clear,2019/05/16,"Doctor wrote wrong Rx. Now I can’t get my meds this month. Do I have any options here? I had been taking Vyvanse for a long time but recently due to a change in jobs, I lost my insurance. I was supposed to be getting insurance again yesterday, but I actually switched back to my old job last week because I hated my new job & am now stuck waiting again for insurance to kick in around July. When I lost my insurance I switched to Adderall XR because it’s only $60 without insurance, as opposed to $400 for Vyvanse. I called the doctors office on Monday or Tuesday and told them I needed to pick up the Rx for Adderall and informed them of the switcheroo and being without insurance a little longer than anticipated. Didn’t seem like an issue. The Rx comes in an envelope and I’m lazy and didn’t think to open the Rx to read it before dropping it off @ Walgreens. They wrote the Rx for Vyvanse, which I can’t afford and can’t use coupons for. I did not pay for or pick up the Vyvanse. I called the doctors office this morning to let them know of the mixup and long story short, they’re refusing to write me a new Rx. Do I have any options here? Normally I’d just say “peace out losers!” but without insurance, I can’t go see a different doctor. I am not and do not have a history of being a drug addict/any kind of substance abuse. This is the first time in my life I have never had health insurance and I can’t believe there are people who live without it long term. I feel awful for them. The doctors office was SO RUDE when they called me back this morning and she yelled at me saying “you have never once been in for a physical”. And just kept reiterating that they’ve never done a full blood panel or urine test on me. Nobody there has ever mentioned to me I need a physical and according to the same nurse that yelled at me, it’s not required for my Rx (I do go see my doctor every few months for medication management? And I pay for those visits? )I’m a generally healthy person and really only need to see this doctor for med Management. Anytime I’m sick with something else I go to the walk in. I just don’t know what to do. If I stop taking the meds cold turkey it’s gonna mess with me. Any suggestions? Pretty sad right now.",3.1345863925599597,4.647204105726875,4.5591703377386175,84.83736539402841,74.02202643171806,7.423299069995105,26.70802741067057,8.07648339933343,1.6485777777777777,1760,64,356,27,36,586,213,454,0.132,0.8270000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9929,5,0,2,0,1,0,43.0,0,1,6,5,19,10,2,0,27,1,35,21,2,3,4,68,68,25,0,5,18,0,1,1,0,1,19,4,0,1,17,20,0,6,6,1,3,6,19,8,0,1,17,9,49,2,56,46,4,60,0,4,3,0,24,20,0,7,34,234,66,17,0.0,0.08489503330896361,0.06992129946773655,0.07811045569668171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763411641025518,0.0,0.1949012707096769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378481739052247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019080105229888,0.0,0.0873558930102964,0.0,0.06096994971411656,0.08072644006931573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949186000097592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579753845265035,0.06172122093201125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486032242330001,0.0,0.5133667457110346,0.0,0.07332412156131889,0.0,0.0,0.0830927203977458,0.0,0.059855438371823264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481267190453939,0.060369281614807965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036229032798849835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060946529969863925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486965802395015,0.0,0.12216319644100845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074079083484358,0.0,0.0761619448355114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478530576890832,0.2133084755965304,0.0,0.0,0.07461376719416743,0.07875532353178691,0.0584053446823642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326827366216833,0.05060940791743,0.035005189157705896,0.07181339165719322,0.06326938029245062,0.19022734613369335,0.0,0.0,0.15643164105515736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387652105899351,0.07218111205998888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438271331848278,0.0,0.0,0.159385516797625,0.16578561971911362,0.1384024777292039,0.0,0.0,0.0702030273455566,0.0,0.0,0.07518595027307813,0.07630625948673328,0.0,0.108988032532766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967396587500344,0.06256312145876043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728950962742334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167065551305317,0.0,0.04590163551921912,0.0,0.0707469807690948,0.0,0.0,0.06118978938031979,0.0,0.11395992465284878,0.0,0.0,0.17129034603826926,0.06522862122623749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055160644871481146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990366642554607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774566933705076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591123788553374,0.0,0.0,0.08356085842459618,0.0,0.0,0.06846585488850937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061883688247438486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747432337712216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762770528709358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833941099834504,0.0,0.0 adhd,shortlivedlife,2019/05/16,"Hang your keys on the back of your front door, and more tips to make your life easier. I'm going to make this easy for you guys When you get home hang your keys up on the back of the door before you do anything else. [key hooks from Amazon ](https://www.amazon.com/Command-Designer-Medium-6-Hooks-17081-6ES/dp/B002VP6TIY/ref=asc_df_B002VP6TIY) I have no vested interest in this or any affiliate link posted. I just know from experience that losing keys is a very common adhd symptom. No need to remember to go to the store to buy this or get distracted and buy something else. Just order this and when it comes bring it into the house and install it right away. Also after you order it put your credit card away right away. Don't lose that. If you're feeling very motivated go ahead and put reusable shopping bags by your front door with an umbrella. If you lose your drivers license a lot order an extra from your dmv (say your lost it) and then put the new one in your car so you never lose it and keep one in your wallet for identification.",5.726491228070174,7.858488842105267,5.124736842105263,80.8814912280702,68.47368421052633,7.382456140350878,22.14035087719298,8.021203637495839,0.9586561403508768,840,18,153,11,15,254,109,190,0.057,0.813,0.13,0.9176,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,17,0,7,8,8,0,1,10,0,4,2,0,3,1,28,19,16,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,12,10,0,1,6,1,5,13,4,6,0,2,1,2,19,2,27,18,3,39,0,5,0,0,19,12,0,5,10,100,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896860275867035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247180650046552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863452272545712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515624861866227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32592351673336195,0.17782954452647626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839531325593634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960773949495293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319335627739015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131114312516948,0.0,0.0,0.05846760654908429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082712039576672,0.0,0.1971509905867024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449502088043048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159895004577506,0.0,0.0,0.1334251561889709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278007699623816,0.0,0.0,0.0635489676948889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167512961848511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174557701132041,0.12622726766985187,0.09830718842192196,0.0,0.0,0.1543720814829425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574053243877794,0.08918343141214058,0.11167923883337004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567120609806977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074461556847252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487298302420022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098984342754205,0.1975001955019596,0.0,0.09195614017575406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902006573694432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201871416765489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908189552692147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thalvarian,2019/05/16,"Noisy brain day Woke up at 11AM. Have basically been staring at my screen ever since. Yeah, I switched screens. First my phone, then my laptop. And occasionally my tablet too. Well past 5PM now. Slept fine, took my meds, but nope. It's like some part of my brain has been shut off. Or all of it has been switched on at once, like one of those TV stores, but this time all TVs are displaying something else, and all have their volume open to the max. Or like a gigantic orchestra, but the conductor's on sick leave so everyone's playing a different tune. Most productive thing I've done all day is taking my temperature roughly every hour, as part of an attempt to figure out my circadian rhythm (another story altogether). It's one of those days where the noise my brain makes all on its own is just way too deafening. Don't even feel like watching a show, reading a book, drawing, making music, yoga, or well, anything. Just passively staring. Emotional state: meh. To any of you having a similar day: I feel you, mate. And don't worry, it can happen to the very best of us. To any of you who know tricks to dampen the noise a bit: please teach me, senpai.",3.175089686098655,5.302335690582961,3.9979618834080703,86.25855717488791,75.50224215246638,7.50932735426009,24.60291479820628,8.395991825355821,1.5551095964125559,901,30,181,17,20,288,145,223,0.109,0.79,0.10099999999999999,0.0531,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,3,1,3,11,10,1,0,12,1,15,5,4,2,6,27,25,12,0,0,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,7,1,1,3,1,2,3,7,8,17,9,24,18,12,27,0,0,5,0,8,12,0,5,16,114,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909260019624958,0.13036720132171842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023101364780163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304730172799636,0.0,0.13573236462690932,0.0,0.0,0.4163685562690923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207212924821079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989475670418926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272291999612264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385885811133863,0.1398506063351009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211649697793823,0.11246045937104138,0.10475045917410424,0.11879932219633653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572645291118809,0.0888188940494035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575207835247087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994153515065502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224365831059953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832660652645782,0.0,0.0,0.1316438382681191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295863986870014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597784122626474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809874147407727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240369117019654,0.1684937413930578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692670213225544,0.11868373561501885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647318950771306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436016917020667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284418594282256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571263271766413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347807390761488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259701858557278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724957963290699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813134344887634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495495012290698,0.0,0.0,0.10258240336072373,0.0,0.09868460834137703,0.0,0.0,0.2235689533459703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625962073211022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jessi2591,2019/05/16,"How Would You Describe Your Experience With Dry Mouth in one Sentence? Hello everyone! I am an advertising grad student taking a campaign course, conducting research for a popular dry mouth brand. Our objective is to find ways to help find relief from dry mouth and return to a better quality of life. My group would love to learn about the impact dry mouth has had on your life and what symptoms caused you to find a solution to dry mouth, especially because most prescriptions that treat mental health concerns have dry mouth as a side effect. This project is solely educational and not for profit and all answers are confidential. If you could describe your experience with dry mouth in one sentence or less what would you say?",8.283895348837213,9.39340842635659,7.438284883720933,70.45417151162795,61.63565891472868,10.481007751937987,35.50484496124031,10.411451182825502,3.876526356589149,593,25,95,13,8,183,86,129,0.017,0.809,0.17300000000000001,0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,7,0,2,2,6,0,0,7,0,11,12,7,3,1,23,13,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,10,6,17,8,3,6,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,3,1,62,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167459121221436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620219892085678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819277247215668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626711227200698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505164432965895,0.0,0.35840171312908536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023135202460913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472879876416474,0.0,0.0,0.1227924281632332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587935282170392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534155721951355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461849633312116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482767236783161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145684825163216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904108055052031,0.1377406052810121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454124707179444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904115816258325,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meme_dealer69,2019/05/16,"i love you all so much im so glad ive finally found a place where i can actually relate to everyone. my whole life my adhd has been disregarded as ""laziness"" or some shit like that. i really feel at home here. thanks for being here.",0.3306250000000013,2.6727241458333357,3.2633333333333354,85.915,88.79166666666666,7.366666666666666,18.416666666666664,8.344100000000001,1.1723916666666674,181,5,39,5,6,64,41,48,0.111,0.647,0.242,0.8056,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,4,4,6,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2529547180478401,0.0,0.3115239266481505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476893471812339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106599629212629,0.0,0.0,0.2839554204449922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842139245481692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600120021016871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799947668749109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308996840410188,0.12663848957333235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339500581468759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905515476426844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082265197736954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660586310478457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26607865299822564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864871345395236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894023114261842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Amarimclovin,2019/05/16,"How Would You Describe Your Experience With Dry Mouth in one Sentence? Hello everyone! I am an advertising grad student taking a campaign course, conducting research for a popular dry mouth brand. Our objective is to find ways to help find relief from dry mouth and return to a better quality of life. My group would love to learn about the impact dry mouth has had on your life and what symptoms caused you to find a solution to dry mouth. This project is solely educational and not for profit and all answers are confidential. If you could describe your experience with dry mouth in one sentence or less what would you say?",6.681615044247787,8.381731530973454,6.417865044247787,74.20785951327436,65.54867256637168,9.543805309734514,32.70907079646018,9.827888789773867,3.3209477876106206,505,21,85,11,8,158,73,113,0.02,0.807,0.17300000000000001,0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,7,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,10,10,6,2,1,21,12,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,10,5,16,7,2,5,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,2,1,57,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933188358595572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668340572557508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528661988948576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294939349869715,0.0,0.3745716088355007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249762390243808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833241495515416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704694332349865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280121948740265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25947814538235503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225764092441774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900150904708247,0.14395500420920668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197299875056142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080256563531836,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,philroi,2019/05/16,"Funny story.... ADHD, moment this morning. Brain (ADHD) and a Heart(neurotypical) are headed to work in the morning. Brain gets in to drive, starts the car and impulsively looks at Heart with a grin. ""Hold on! I will play you the song the song of my people."" Brain said as they reached forward and clicked the tile on their keys and an only all too familiar tune began erupting forth from the brain's cell phone in their bag. A moment or two later the Bluetooth audio connection that began seeking when the engine turned over, locked into that same phone. The tile lost item tune was echoing dimly from the brain's bag began to erupt with vigorously and aggressively from the cars sounds system as the Bluetooth connection synced. ""Turn it off! Turn it off!"" The Heart snapped in frustration and anger at having their ears unexpectedly assaulted by the excessively happy electronic tune. The brain was already scrambling under the sudden auditory assault and managed to click the tile again to silence the tune. ""Sorry, I wasn't expecting that either."" They said. The heart sighed. ""you know,"" the heart realized, looking up at the brain and looking back down at the tile dangling from the ignition switch, ""that really is the song of your people."" ""Yes, yes it is."" The brain replied as they threw the car into reverse and began to back out of the parking space.",5.639834710743803,7.994623603305786,5.171148760330581,79.53945041322315,69.16528925619835,7.649917355371901,27.802479338842968,8.395991825355821,2.1117976859504126,1080,38,180,17,20,329,134,242,0.075,0.856,0.069,-0.5826,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,6,2,5,11,5,0,31,2,8,14,14,1,1,23,25,14,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,8,14,0,1,2,4,0,6,1,6,1,1,11,13,12,4,38,13,4,40,0,1,5,0,14,21,0,1,14,117,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931005199206257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865460976887536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354940908826326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7174672168394587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197311354107089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552093702938036,0.0,0.0,0.08244962051536947,0.0,0.0,0.4760025922997914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415147903448456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023902122012228,0.0,0.08769805024785586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061100413503322674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139204130142204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146636461870102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283903090154569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993143732632129,0.05686341196091471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621529261476901,0.07847822405155931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848677609173391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NemoHobbits,2019/05/16,"Tips to improve focus without medication? Due to the nature of my job, I cannot use medication. However, my job requires me to maintain a constant scan and situational awareness of my ""area of jurisdiction."" If I get distracted, I can quickly lose the picture of what's going on and it causes me at best to get behind in my work and cause unnecessary delays and at worst a potentially dangerous situation. I perform better when I am able to completely ignore background conversations, but have some coworkers who go out of their way to distract me with conversation because they think it will ""help me get used to distraction and multi tasking."" It does NOT help, so I need as many tips as I can get to help myself learn to focus on what's actually important and not get distracted.",11.078125,8.568243895833337,11.388055555555557,56.162500000000016,57.95833333333334,14.6,45.52777777777778,13.023866798666859,6.032452777777778,627,31,102,18,6,215,91,144,0.124,0.7509999999999999,0.124,0.2508,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,6,3,10,1,4,4,0,6,2,0,4,0,24,17,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,0,1,18,2,25,16,3,15,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,2,5,75,24,5,0.1490941362307268,0.0,0.14549436987347605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088640160451024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646509759692132,0.13186164748961185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063214955578882,0.0,0.0,0.15632236520326995,0.16111779460315007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130473283343163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894776627350734,0.0,0.1694672669912796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29980397023784083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959058492127456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667982016391158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115805288794454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003933135075873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055141285014344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351761118455334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955335023392869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575389272095048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834398557914473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372142688976197,0.0,0.10854230687856144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oroyplata,2019/05/16,"41 years old and diagnosed with ADHD. So I went to a new doctor yesterday because my old one retired and I wanted to do a yearly checkup. After about five minutes of talking to my doctor, she started asking me a bunch of questions about some of my quirks, i.e., egregious caffeine consumption to stay chill, addictive habits including my former alcoholism, fidgeting, etc., and she prescribed me Adderall. So, now I'm on Adderall. I guess I don't really know why I am posting here, except maybe I'm searching for solidarity or validation that this is normal? I'm excited to be taking these since I've heard of increased physical and mental performance. I'm an avid Overwatch player (plat if you're wondering) and work out three to five times a week. I do have a question for others like me that enjoy drugs (although sober over a year), drink enough caffeine to power a city, can't focus for shit and hate reading because of it, and have to constantly be moving. Has Adderall helped you? Did it slow you down? How much of a personality change did it cause? Did it enrichen your lives, or simply change them a little?",5.588766025641025,7.139670216346151,6.156461538461539,75.6218717948718,67.99038461538461,8.623589743589745,32.135897435897434,9.029198982220553,2.959035512820513,887,38,149,16,15,288,137,208,0.019,0.889,0.09300000000000001,0.915,1,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,1,3,7,5,2,0,10,0,14,9,1,2,0,23,28,14,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,9,9,2,0,4,2,0,3,2,2,0,4,5,1,19,3,26,21,6,25,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,8,16,103,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165533423485216,0.15616434240754004,0.0,0.0,0.1388678665064754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147769235250805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842217423247235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348563834552524,0.27492159783022185,0.0,0.0,0.14042051879026796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188781197688312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26600111086333383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729312810071244,0.15069080029609705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426422842004967,0.1449190382705742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314513028301004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829025615546674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870969986894226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141240937698899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348281706798065,0.13023544552397498,0.11474065964948407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054362756585128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309503946920373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381071714710539,0.09552189924072246,0.0,0.0,0.1254982387876079,0.0,0.0,0.12731500814116686,0.0,0.0,0.2727033358262769,0.0,0.08805167305625115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345984096457976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444796682211245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29112827085481546,0.0,0.1299765898301346,0.0,0.0832438047301979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338300631104552,0.10748889022826123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197321001078036,0.1385002706831401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769978081785906,0.10444199599235207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576989036558768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766428196236698,0.0,0.10423117385876532,0.0,0.0,0.12045700357637695,0.11725192572010153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409159333878135,0.0945989056027091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103405382201843 adhd,award101,2019/05/16,"How to lose weight with ADHD Hey, I have struggled with weight loss for over 6yrs. I’m not medicated and constantly forget I’m on a diet until it’s too late. I have zero will power and sugar is my heroin. Any suggestions? Kind Advice greatly appreciated 😎",1.3582285714285725,4.046768880000002,4.187714285714286,77.76100000000002,90.2,6.057142857142857,19.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,1.134685714285714,204,6,35,4,7,72,42,50,0.225,0.649,0.126,-0.5434,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,3,2,7,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292405180310602,0.2377547094603894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545565933410708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26292613591023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26824448533866496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533645881642699,0.0,0.0,0.2744584983635118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721959218829245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451040661534603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254355084122969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925595858464315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blueyes_26,2019/05/16,"Coming up to summer holidays is everyone going to take a break from meds for three months? I just started my summer break and I don't know whether i should spend the summer meds free. I have planned to read all the books i have collected and didnt get around to reading. However taking my meds makes reading more enjoyable, but I feel as I am abusing my meds. So what's everyone plan for their meds over the summer?",4.415650406504064,5.768793573170732,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,70.58536585365854,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.13189593495935,331,12,65,6,6,105,56,82,0.052000000000000005,0.866,0.083,0.1044,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,16,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,11,3,11,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,43,12,4,0.0,0.16519992819236856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412089190575867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010527434279243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26645974140908085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049921984325355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284561680028127,0.0,0.07924040819662402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662623645407214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930695811961287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7743679480192542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112904683003788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41839858055652296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868818317726448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966570297157905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SketchesFromMidgard,2019/05/16,"Is medicating my kid failing her as a father? Alright Reddit, I'm at the end of my rope and I'm finally using my resources to reach out to this sub and ask for opinions. So a little background: my kid and I were in an abusive relationship for a while. Her mother emotionally/physically abused the two of us for a while. I joined the Army to help take care of them and she left me two weeks into basic, all the while sucking my bank account dry to follow a band on tour and not buying anything my kid (or her older half sister) needed. I moved on but continued to support my kid and her half-sister financially. After a while I stopped sending money and just asked for a list of objects needed and would order them online so her mom couldn't use the money inappropriately. I fought for years just to get paternity properly established (that's a whole other story involving her mom's legal backstabbery) and when she was around 4 1/2 I finally got paternity and custody after a whopping 12 reports were filed against her mom for abuse and neglect by neighbors/friends. Since then my wife (her step-mom) and I have worked to catch her up on all of the life skills she missed while being neglected and work through her abuse. There was a time when I couldn't give her a bath because she'd been dunked under water as a punishment and was afraid that I was doing the same...I still have to give her a big warning before going anywhere near her neck like putting on jewelry or sunscreen. She's been with us 3 1/2 years now and there have been major improvements in some areas but we've still got a long way to go. About a year ago when stationed in North Carolina, her therapist said that she showed signs of ADHD, possibly because she was neglected for so long and used it as a coping mechanism to entertain herself or something. We asked her what she wanted to do about that but she said that so long as it wasn't effecting her school work that it wasn't a big deal. She was in Kindergarten/1st grade then. Now she's in 2nd grade, moving on to 3rd (hopefully) and her grades have definitely taken a hit this year. At first we attributed it to the move and getting used to a new school, but it's nearly the end of the school year and her grades are still suffering. Don't get me wrong, certain subjects she excels at, but most of her grades are average to poor. I was a little nerd and loved school so I find myself comparing our grades and just can't figure out why she's doing so poorly. We've spoken to her and her teachers and haven't found any external reason for her issues with school. We've even printed out extra homework sheets for her rough subjects in order to help her improve on the weekends but nothing. And to top it off she is still having her emotional fits and failing at simple tasks. I'm at the end of my rope. Every day she fights with me about menial things and fails to pay attention at school or at home. It hurts to see her struggle with things like that when her younger half-siblings (from my marriage) are excelling so much. I feel like a failure as a father most days until I realize that what I'm doing is obviously working with her younger siblings so I'm not sure that's it. I'm thinking about asking her therapist if she would be willing to consider some sort of ADHD medication in addition to her behavioral therapy in hopes that it will help her focus in school and curve some of her more impulsive/aggressive behaviors. Growing up in the 90's put a bad taste in my mouth for ADHD medication though because of all of the negative news surrounding the condition back then. Am I wrong? Is medication her failing her or is it just a useful tool to help her understand what's going on and continue her journey toward recovery? **TL;DR: Abused/neglected child with behavioral issues also shows symptoms of ADHD. Is asking her therapist for medication failing her?**",6.036329787234043,6.651290079787238,6.388563829787233,77.75750000000002,66.42021276595744,9.485106382978724,31.55851063829787,9.475245186127108,2.8102265957446804,3108,117,575,58,47,1003,332,752,0.132,0.768,0.1,-0.986,1,0,1,0,5,0,69.0,5,0,2,15,33,35,4,2,40,1,45,12,2,8,6,104,93,68,0,10,18,8,2,3,0,4,7,2,3,5,28,42,2,4,10,6,8,13,10,21,0,4,21,6,91,14,107,62,13,110,0,11,1,1,97,47,1,15,50,405,119,29,0.0,0.2497927320168493,0.0,0.0,0.2533702558738639,0.0,0.04672083221308168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214909844569117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035841997307239214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043372680198807065,0.04691965824192736,0.2463657317654369,0.0,0.0,0.04052778496741671,0.04400744345702799,0.09638756086030173,0.0,0.044849061589363484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053737444504617655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798222801102181,0.054337738362498035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059287337823901234,0.14004604566740791,0.0,0.0,0.03481192269971917,0.0,0.04440721440551351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026649818983571872,0.03765329242859787,0.0,0.11547404770641785,0.04817247691421439,0.04483183419197643,0.0,0.057789585827718475,0.04072064976334526,0.0,0.08261038231871641,0.10112110582367592,0.08986237887396109,0.0,0.08430786457480455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131131667813496,0.0,0.05286857755326385,0.10469822193382923,0.0,0.0,0.056423036163039675,0.0,0.0,0.11002307858661643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057265398871151466,0.0,0.037227920694258135,0.0772487049034473,0.1056508407986706,0.0,0.13992988353664088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756936869357094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654795645679905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469152781588774,0.0,0.16805492614785442,0.03874509327650896,0.07816190208265986,0.0,0.050903939374255344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057298361589063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941827803718248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059685000367856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419071239610952,0.0,0.056586692903750874,0.0,0.0,0.100271258676455,0.0,0.0,0.3733901462075993,0.04199998696163725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043599081584288185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040575778244036735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836483517355955,0.04406471118223604,0.0,0.05509992391259813,0.0,0.0,0.05981032766741536,0.04967493362264889,0.05478188280452365,0.039628474213467706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027408925775915,0.18358774807953668,0.07003126368141918,0.033771980216927684,0.05178353623747189,0.0,0.030733386721795968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029725228945182,0.054868973081620746,0.12679804590219254,0.2276060057946657,0.0,0.0,0.03108745972282532,0.04183569786415814,0.042277703705416204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755911298860471,0.05884454725957345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348285369393413,0.0,0.0,0.07488189007414514,0.1152518276696481,0.0,0.1697052003820814 adhd,RubenGirbe,2019/05/16,"Is there an app that allows me to fill in when I took my meds? I keep forgetting and need to know when to take the next one. I don't need another reminding app, I need a 'keeping track of app'! All apps I'm finding are ""notify when you need to take your meds""-apps. But I don't need that. Because I have short working medication and I'm pretty free when I need to take them. So some days I will start at 10, take the next 13 but on other days I will start 8:30 and take the other 12:15. Etc. I just want an easy reminder when I took them so I know in which window I can take the next. The note pad doesn't work because I use that for so much other stuff in gets drowned out. You probably understand that I want an app that is just me filling in a time. Nothing else. Or my mind will subconsciously reject the whole app if it has too much going on. Thanks for listening!",1.3654686489980603,3.2103817912087966,2.7841952165481594,94.16962831286362,79.98901098901098,6.260374919198449,20.595992243051068,7.285733465282438,0.3517817711700069,674,18,156,9,17,219,99,182,0.05,0.862,0.08800000000000001,0.5475,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,2,12,3,0,0,11,0,12,1,0,2,1,30,42,15,1,9,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,4,0,2,4,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,2,1,24,3,16,37,6,27,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,3,13,100,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219534547163107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044836287804534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380080106243084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938199445836778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193295786012656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779302474020553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590134781927217,0.0,0.06080867750883648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902071261564083,0.0,0.0,0.11760515139421095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884918792300828,0.10778789586447772,0.0,0.0,0.10803614285526596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573097381767879,0.4760200832763677,0.0,0.0,0.3413765408141634,0.0,0.0,0.10266619768674308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250371770561456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885408692107863,0.1153605150592289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146559795271042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248559689829215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826891130479599,0.0,0.0,0.09850816509783884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239062303952349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377544910312558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138731461942547,0.0,0.09241077553614142,0.0,0.0,0.12621882504394694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945796925139295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578971095068744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SquidsInABlanket,2019/05/16,"Been staying 15-30 minutes past the end of my shift every day. Showed up 3 minutes late this morning and was told I need to “try harder.” Yeah, I’ll try harder. And I’ll also try extra hard to leave on time today instead of sticking around past the point where they’re actually paying me to be here.",4.340081967213114,4.910931491803279,5.252581967213113,84.56608606557378,70.14754098360656,6.755737704918031,26.72540983606557,5.985473137389443,0.9608655737704916,235,7,47,1,4,77,48,61,0.046,0.915,0.039,0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,8,1,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.2181236720809547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787491871285462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989805495341759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415216984789256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797273446525732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832558157457036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023037900457868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214075271165554,0.23667583510393914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657375480960583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267510368807336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112990309115028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382430114014396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033654566317027,0.0,0.2118712083918533,0.2135833257408836,0.0,0.4552670482054467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pinktrashcat,2019/05/16,"Diagnosing as an adult? I've been to a psych who wouldn't diagnose me as ADHD because I did excellent in school/never got in trouble/didn't have any issues until a mental break in college. However, I've been touring this sub and between music stuck in my head (""I don't blame youuuuu for being youuuuu""), rapid cycling emotions (which I had deemed to be ultradian bipolar), my fiance claiming I don't listen all the way if at all- the more I type the more obvious it becomes. I'm not even sure what I'm asking at this point, it's so obvious. Do any females have experience with development and diagnosis of ADHD as an adult? My new psych is more open to the idea, I think, but I had been so sure it was bipolar until I saw an archived post about the music thing. Some days I want to rip my hair out because of it.",5.121768292682926,5.3050008109756135,6.851121951219515,75.15363414634149,68.32926829268294,9.486829268292682,32.25365853658536,9.3871,2.866714146341464,639,26,124,12,10,223,103,164,0.039,0.9259999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.1195,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,10,0,16,6,2,0,6,19,25,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,3,14,3,22,12,6,16,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,2,4,86,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208093742279495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381123767810824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367037094841347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344672853877772,0.1933552586372664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290811831591495,0.0,0.0,0.3553924460005664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969344621235824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563459456924904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712557716569677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002251216054382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967622888154935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976370115617028,0.0,0.18273156290971904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643321386854113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908736820696016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550133104044226,0.0,0.16767230673468142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771840336152446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300099715409112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163112542335734,0.11218022267459064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326306398657392,0.13896543442234374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yourweaponsplz,2019/05/16,"Going to be a skeleton by the end of this conversation I find it literally painful when speaking with someone who talks.... really..... slowly..... I understand it's not their fault, and I really try, but MAN is it hard for me!",4.634285714285717,5.885215761904764,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,69.95238095238095,10.361904761904762,30.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.439609523809525,170,7,32,5,3,59,37,42,0.09699999999999999,0.861,0.040999999999999995,-0.2989,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305092365858656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148333438689054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576651123341307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085715829115997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665333868598389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413442005757196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918627550622913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768666651961401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233868064727304,0.0,0.0,0.3585985894124194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,How-,2019/05/16,"Struggles with gf I’ve recently, last Tuesday, been diagnosed with ADHD and started on Concerta. I am not at full/the right dose yet, but I’m getting there. We got together around six months ago and the entire she’s been mad at me for forgetting stuff, saying I’ll do something but then forgetting to do it or not being able to do it. She has also been mad because or me being too honest or misinterpreted her instructions. She’s been mad about me somehow trying to be the best guy in the social group or trying to show off. I’ve tried to explain to her, that I’m trying to do something about it and never mean any harm or disrespect in the things I do. As soon as I told her that I got diagnosed with ADHD she was quite happy, but two hours after that she started complaining that I use my diagnosis as a excuse for doing all the above stated thing. I’ve tried telling her that I can’t really control some of it but I’m trying to, but she just dismiss that as another bad excuse. TL:DR Problems with girlfriend. She doesn’t really think my diagnosis is valid and thinks I’m using it as a excuse for being a dick.",4.034845132743364,5.077567473451332,5.530254424778762,80.57157632743365,71.16814159292034,8.481858407079647,26.95685840707965,8.841846274778883,2.017761946902655,883,29,173,16,16,299,122,226,0.147,0.7559999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9244,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,3,10,11,3,1,8,0,20,4,1,3,2,37,36,21,0,1,13,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,14,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,8,1,23,3,31,24,3,22,0,0,0,1,25,8,1,7,13,126,37,1,0.12256965680092145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946098171610944,0.0,0.10865060532411147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801891026049958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335156971725208,0.12852497220101605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911298082910566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234054369078456,0.07471732513541811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862929286567715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374722924116963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881124316385736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403758680245752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960603029898712,0.0,0.0,0.12136323060690332,0.0,0.13047767883808795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070642217172367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991062944692257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351428878236984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783393067575942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453327550452924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728260816475646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036791740505474,0.0,0.0,0.1570425214442125,0.0,0.12102274917733548,0.0,0.0,0.10467381719876016,0.0,0.09747231067388937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124944329547688,0.0,0.1887202200339709,0.0,0.0,0.17351086789250714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813641801397604,0.1403129325035893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713128252031527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628596673084984,0.15707537386441106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171205596805278,0.0,0.499300507705477,0.0,0.11973274462679327,0.0,0.0,0.21172165934209936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Soul-Watcher-8,2019/05/16,"ADHD or cocaine withdrawal? I was diagnosed as ADHD. Stimulants help a lot. But I used cocaine for five years. It has been 458 days since I quit. I went through the worst of the withdrawal symptoms. I feel good. But I still can’t focus. I did research. The ADHD brain and a cocaine addict’s brain look identical in brain images: reduced brain activity. I did more research. I found the difference. You need two things for your brain to work: neurotransmitters and their receptors. People with ADHD have enough receptors. They make fewer neurotransmitters. This reduces brain activity. Cocaine addicts make enough neurotransmitters. They have fewer receptors. This reduces brain activity. If I have ADHD, I need to take stimulants to function. If I have cocaine withdrawal, I need to avoid stimulants to restore my receptors. How do I know which case I am?",3.858868274582559,7.170473380952383,4.595500927643787,74.01621985157702,87.29931972789116,7.842795299938158,29.81106988249845,8.438071523408619,3.4518598639455784,685,34,103,19,22,219,83,147,0.046,0.871,0.083,0.2869,0,1,5,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,3,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,12,11,7,7,0,23,24,9,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,6,2,21,1,12,18,5,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,3,72,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246460521336606,0.5304443470522916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6898052389164661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056929789843080426,0.0,0.0,0.08959682246240526,0.0,0.0922281292103498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242244004944955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044634270999323725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678850112877382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074040514610448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916857829101248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851339080281479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412839972672021,0.0,0.0,0.07504787604948346,0.0,0.0,0.1178479114559762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963634080327507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119846662167727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389086282440899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730216300513843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049617939736863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175106984620042,0.06637148486539399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586456966838769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623142046839481,0.0,0.0,0.07624087915925605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183140353922658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426493262250317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684592385800232 adhd,qwartzzz,2019/05/16,"The story of my credit card So first I lost my credit card around october and I was too lazy to get a new one so every time I needed money I had to go to a bank with my id card to get money from my bank account. But later, before christmas I found my credit card at the back of my bed,and it was only blocked, it was just one phone call and I could use it again. Later at february I freakin lost it again. Same story-too lazy to get a new one,UNTIL NOW. So today I am getting my new credit card. Any tips when will the cycle start again?",1.6105555555555569,2.5220175508474583,3.7233333333333327,91.72044256120527,76.88135593220339,5.9224105461393615,19.043314500941623,5.82211442006289,-0.2457883239171377,413,7,96,2,9,142,63,118,0.105,0.8059999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.21600000000000005,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,12,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,18,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,2,0,3,7,0,15,4,12,9,1,19,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,15,62,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931488989283412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619145911308535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491346923378944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929862304997818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915838115049315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008592218752305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782775222660832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924127454328764,0.0,0.1923765020928134,0.0,0.0,0.36667036478169984,0.0,0.09971467967169008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830580264621076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009708500429246,0.0,0.5083643528139036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35667697188307096,0.13344084473060291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241874038367366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230876982975336,0.0,0.16631009040957714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153611718425794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,patatesmepitzames,2019/05/16,"I might fail my study because my stupid mind can't stay focused and motivated I need to write 10 documents about a piece of software for my study before the 20th. I had 2 weeks for this and all I did was procrastinating until almost the very last day (today). Due to also being such a fucking idiot and not doing shit months ago, I can't take off this one week I was otherwise allowed to, which I was going to use to see my boyfriend again for the first time in almost a year. So that got delayed 4 months too because of my dumbass. I hate it, I'm not even doing it on purpose, but I just... Can't start. I can't do anything until the very last moment. If I don't get these documents done by the 20th, I can hand them in on the redoes, but this means that if they are not good enough, I won't get my diploma. Fuck this shit, man...",3.1982758620689684,3.853316586206901,4.509827586206896,88.55543103448277,72.79310344827587,7.179310344827586,24.27011494252873,7.1686216300943375,0.7776183908045969,642,17,144,6,12,213,106,174,0.131,0.797,0.071,-0.8064,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,8,9,7,0,9,0,19,5,3,3,1,23,33,11,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,7,2,21,1,19,23,3,26,0,1,1,2,4,5,4,5,19,100,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446256715823807,0.0,0.3037879361285791,0.0,0.0,0.12130511619666876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248265847976898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493561667576888,0.0,0.12907561082046004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782643487394052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522984392768147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567346111783677,0.0,0.10018872250755297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902603036633728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28046686483472033,0.1585018010786193,0.0,0.0862079831913881,0.1272289885583058,0.12131902799435992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976083840882234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472924965627848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523307871529905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609173649292886,0.15316198886212845,0.0,0.2421523825771891,0.0,0.0,0.11247498717566247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278794957134997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208759733071067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114118165049781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736579265749807,0.1616795949976131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405075900627755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845069491126295,0.0,0.14378281638964682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310100286750218,0.0,0.2503175445300995,0.0,0.0,0.2433504843346477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768232209309248 adhd,Quickerier,2019/05/16,"Medical Marijuana Card Means Doctors Can’t Prescribe Adderall. Why? In NYS. My doc gave me a referral to get a medical marijuana card and a psychiatrist appointment within a few weeks of each other. I got the medical marijuana card and now the Psych says they can’t prescribe me any stimulants if I can’t test clean for Marijuana. Anyway had this issue? I waited 4 months for this psych appointment and I’m losing hope. No, I lost hope, this post is just the vapors of hope dissipating into the atmosphere.",4.185520094562648,6.824875117021279,6.057801418439716,70.23388888888888,74.42553191489361,10.135224586288416,29.59338061465721,10.25414643259724,3.871311111111112,407,18,68,14,9,140,61,94,0.076,0.797,0.127,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,8,0,5,4,0,1,0,13,15,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,8,3,8,11,2,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,43,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267205106125621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907312820079501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735720305605798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490365555802348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552457929431219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449503020366135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847160107113305,0.20341681055531827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298356594804584,0.0,0.5631668183702742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873823843416106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178466324281326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818846268980326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947415332780226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814674222910206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TALL_NICK,2019/05/16,"Worried about ADHD Hi there I have been worrying about ADHD for a while now (not been diagnosed yet). I've been looking around this sub and some of the comics etc and it all relates so much to what goes through my head every day especially at work. Should I talk to my doctor about this to see if he can confirm anything? Also the thought of being diagnosed is a bit overwhelming because I don't want to tell my boss at work as I'm not sure it will help my career at all. Sorry for the random rant just had to say it somewhere as I don't really have anyone I can talk to about this. Should I speak to my doctor? 19 years old btw",4.5188740458015255,4.565212442748095,5.388616412213738,85.59452767175576,69.61068702290076,8.38206106870229,27.06202290076336,8.07648339933343,1.4643503816793892,494,14,107,6,8,162,84,131,0.094,0.885,0.021,-0.7306,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,1,5,0,15,5,1,1,3,17,20,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,4,11,1,22,11,6,10,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,3,6,77,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835382618712505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760607516099662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115733088057086,0.0,0.13131045961787682,0.14204890868216713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727086928144543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742063865588764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290783927874604,0.0,0.0,0.3239153150314402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32664820324379945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795994653279312,0.0,0.0,0.13444250406498884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376229415336382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695473427719833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399651511264382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730047538578983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674392531240412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102223028911587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689448361456354,0.0,0.0,0.1271546412764482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862275655134752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503904839539281,0.0,0.0,0.2565086305344486,0.13946903156798715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667877417619006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411704800914522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233408645297596,0.3240970914563217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275624083903352 adhd,buttersighs,2019/05/16,"Doing either really good on exams or extremely bad It's super weird but in tests that cover a lot of topics I do really bad because there's a fuckload of variance in what I connect in my brain but in tests that cover a tighter field I do extremely well because I can dig into it and have a bigger sample size and I just love connecting things thoroughly. Like I either get really good grades or really really bad ones and seldomly anything in between even though how much I study is pretty constant (24/7) That probably applies to everyone though I just had a midterm on learning theory and now my brain is spinning on how chebysheff and all of that would work for ADHD and I can't stop, help. Are there statistics enthusiasts out there?",6.245460992907798,7.081082340425532,7.006524822695037,72.73333333333336,66.02127659574468,10.521985815602838,31.97872340425532,10.504223727775694,3.5763106382978727,594,23,101,15,9,197,88,141,0.107,0.695,0.198,0.9356,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,0,5,0,11,3,2,2,1,23,13,14,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,1,11,6,16,11,5,14,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,3,4,79,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832776053787787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254960403821722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819980602456228,0.1859274421074583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404850320811266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648003381128028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072604314236436,0.0,0.0,0.1457220667370495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967592985519845,0.0,0.0,0.2558226568767195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221878509127104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450470776840275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296516315759398,0.13763888667149995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210641740727686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333921008183786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514922148237498,0.1644228031072607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884829967699684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749838720150722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131546234511528,0.0,0.2996646149143529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711749081350585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102317355565887,0.0,0.0,0.10833294896192243,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kat_lady101,2019/05/16,"Conserta makes me a zombie who can focus on what I need to do, but not be able to get up and do it. I see everything that I need to do, but I just can't seem to get myself up and started and then I just scold myself for it and get really bent out of shape because I'mmad at myself for not doing it. My thought process is definitely more linear. Not sure if it is working properly or not. Has this happened to anyone else? If I do get up and start though, I can complete the task which is crazy for me if I'm not under pressure. It's like I'm frozen most of the time though. Any tips on how to make this work better? My brother experienced similar things on it, but when I ask him he just told me switched. I asked if adderall was a better fit for him, but he just kinda brushed me off so I am seeking y'all's help. Thank you!",2.9488983050847466,3.420537406779665,4.495833333333334,89.10103813559324,73.23728813559322,7.481920903954803,25.48446327683617,7.492282038375204,1.0144768361581915,639,19,148,7,12,215,106,177,0.051,0.8,0.149,0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,9,6,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,3,1,34,35,20,0,6,18,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,3,23,5,22,31,2,18,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,8,6,108,36,2,0.16588263154701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280587780978348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598899294096415,0.1699663591223716,0.0,0.0,0.3101557359744185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112051252413666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934194145885273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392478312790285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385736530631594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908461306062407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466673137207273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668946324121732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111876312701585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104187471850012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145588931474647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459997388018313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626866143655496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218698044626045,0.1510133176444654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23482516080438526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634241709275054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272244009406752,0.0,0.0,0.11020504948416064,0.0,0.3259576865256284,0.13169228017857548,0.09672749644784744,0.0,0.0,0.15850796318717053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152906283765954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,no_aa_hh,2019/05/16,"Vicious circle I feel like I keep making things worse for myself. Idk where it starts but let’s say right before bed. I tell myself to go to sleep in 5 minutes, but then 15 minutes (or an hour) later I’m still not asleep, because I’m stuck reading a book or watching Netflix (or anything else really). Then the next day I’m really tired and not able to focus on anything. I get a lot of sensory overload as well and it’s so much worse when I’m tired. I do nothing at school because of this and I have to do everything at home. I have to rewind after school, but I often procrastinate (without wanting to) until after dinner. It’s often pretty late when I’m finally done with my homework, then I have to get sleepy so I start reading or watching something to relax. Then I tell myself to go to sleep in 5 minutes and so on. I really want to break this cycle. :(",1.776544537815127,3.8700317771428594,3.6635630252100846,87.13161344537819,79.8,5.71764705882353,23.43697478991597,6.794906146795322,0.8582907563025208,671,23,132,7,17,226,97,175,0.152,0.7659999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9099,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,4,0,7,6,3,1,0,23,24,22,0,2,10,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,6,5,1,1,1,5,0,2,3,1,1,0,2,4,16,3,26,21,2,29,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,7,19,88,22,7,0.12929845947727214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128032304141187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763828158486606,0.0,0.1100234657336304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338680976817138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231721551153675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801227167732044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620511816537644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537718609572554,0.092370845285617,0.0,0.14164014229858246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351062169595241,0.0,0.1469665884102034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296968972076961,0.0,0.1273329373938476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492641168875245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585429413484294,0.0,0.0,0.13221643505415898,0.0,0.06316869618313595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992492649091017,0.0,0.0,0.08630772572007142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504924498721933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751037851312015,0.0,0.0,0.12406535906717872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315430169236448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866689895338696,0.0,0.2484957120522487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042017791881044,0.0,0.10282332463648716,0.0,0.2617138878126021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587836745567437,0.0,0.0,0.09954027105679564,0.0,0.0,0.1830362302270638,0.0,0.10325791676017854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260251052868583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590015116127664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29721911719471183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252716281453102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625484319080327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124639100909804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635323529675355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Amitafu,2019/05/16,"How to Teller Familie, friends and your boss, that you are not flexible? Hi. I can't get my shit done and get extremely confused and unfocused as soon as my routines are interrupted. Than I have to focus and that dose often not work well. Today I just had been asked to go to a shop and buy groceries. The trip took 20 minutes.... but I lost well over 2 hours, because I had to rethink my morning and daily plans. I can not have this with my workload... But being flexible is valued so extremely high every where... and saying no to simple favors seems so rude. How can I either stay on track with letting go of routines, or explain that I just can't do it ?. In special with my part time job. They call from time to time to ask if I could come to the shop for some hours because one had called in sick... often I would have the time, but by reorganizing the day I just am not able to get any shit done that day other than reorienting to go to the shop. What is your experience with that ?",3.7677922077922053,4.7356835858585855,4.824704184704185,85.6618181818182,71.72727272727272,7.6773448773448765,26.26406926406927,7.957251820313856,1.38014025974026,762,24,161,10,14,250,115,198,0.11,0.804,0.085,-0.3116,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,1,3,13,10,3,1,6,0,23,4,2,3,0,37,36,18,0,3,13,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,3,3,4,6,7,5,2,1,8,1,20,5,28,24,3,23,0,1,0,0,12,6,2,7,10,120,29,3,0.13500411452832595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180742736761137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25242124573627417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459451030715985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757085905966306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629409058490198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778980006608786,0.0,0.0,0.17413297051807136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27631216317977386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374678916982925,0.0,0.0,0.13205992926723353,0.1272698641188035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430384399239888,0.0,0.2116022332551297,0.0,0.2301778483724636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263925923940676,0.0,0.0,0.26590371660489703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397075219275484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380508539138183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737293884102476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914822819383396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619629997925696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736069054131024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290267546664901,0.0,0.0,0.2771595670041414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389642321818275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148879394231872,0.0,0.12796811495607924,0.0,0.14999453868655535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427698246066513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828460326786508,0.0,0.0,0.09590304950364767,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sukhus,2019/05/16,"Took Vyvanse 30mg + Adderall 5mg together instead of vyvanse+intuniv 1mg, help please! I am in a phone queue to medical services for more help atm, but i cant wait any longer tbh. I think i took the vyvanse + adderall, instead of intuniv. Anyone have experience with this? What can i expect? What do I do? I have my medicine in small containers, vyvanse 30mg + 1mg intuniv in the morning, 5 mg adderall in the afternoon",1.7963095238095264,4.198543154761907,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238095,81.73809523809524,7.542857142857144,31.952380952380967,8.515128840125781,2.970652380952381,331,19,64,8,9,114,51,84,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.6348,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,9,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202537537246818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082526676279629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913390954271586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992641065696684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30003672360132816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269326235569183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084019348729928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6618097323303287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FinchZiver,2019/05/16,"Strategies on how I can get focused better? I've tried removing myself from places with lots of distractions, but then i start daydreaming in more boring places. I've tried reward systems, but then i just do; part 1, reward, reward, reward, then i find its 2:00 am and i don't have anything done. I've tried restricting access to websites like YouTube, but then i find myself on my school's databases looking at the history of Edward Carpenter, and which smells bees dislike the most (which is peppermint, by the way) If anyone has any strategies that work, they would be much appreciated!",8.219470404984419,8.422430962616826,7.355654205607479,74.08930685358256,61.80373831775701,10.12398753894081,34.65576323987539,9.725611199111238,3.3210323987538946,471,18,79,8,6,145,76,107,0.092,0.6579999999999999,0.25,0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,6,2,8,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,15,13,11,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,6,10,10,5,14,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,6,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446951829794122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854610649190034,0.0,0.17482368970399773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878898613614264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174044424238323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38834077662349503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109934623870529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037896325073266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839984147219193,0.0,0.0,0.1806126833900415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617112277767778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300566483621541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439184898381783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500513608341174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036928271969818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327075307569016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862852441742682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466209758124672,0.0,0.0,0.15091444954249425,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YugeSchwartz,2019/05/16,"I was supposed to graduate college this weekend... That was my plan at the beginning of the school year, at least. But, I now have 4 I’s (incompletes) on my transcript. I still have to read several books, write 6 papers, and do my entire research project so I can complete my coursework and finally graduate at the end of the summer. I stress out over all the work, but still can’t get much done by the end of the day. I’m back on medication, but I still cannot fucking control my attention. Honestly, I’ve been distracting myself for days, weeks, months, years. I’ve been a zombie, just trying to cling onto life and waiting for the day I can finally breathe, but it never comes. I always think, “once I get through with all my work, then I’ll be able to manage my ADHD b/c I won’t have the stress on my mind...then I’ll be able to use a planner/calendar to organize my life...then I’ll establish/maintain good habits...then, then, then” Idk why I’m posting this. Just needed a rant b/c I feel so alone. Idk how I’m gonna get all my coursework done. I’ve wasted so much time when I could have and should have been doing my work. I’m gonna go on a 3-day solo hiking trip on Memorial Day weekend. Hoping I’ll be able to do a little reset and gain some perspective away from it all. I’m tired of being a slave to ADHD. I can’t keep living like this.",2.4783863636363654,3.776926117857141,4.165779220779221,87.86467532467535,75.32142857142857,7.376623376623378,24.87012987012988,8.00094639256281,1.2942857142857145,1043,34,226,16,22,351,145,280,0.099,0.8290000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.6451,0,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,6,12,8,1,3,15,0,27,5,1,3,5,34,48,17,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,3,4,0,3,5,4,0,0,7,1,26,4,30,32,8,44,0,0,0,1,1,13,1,3,28,137,32,14,0.31952857304611165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600750065942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031174563337924,0.0,0.0,0.08862445655822157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006920420474956,0.08189924978357357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917485242286014,0.11167320985111484,0.0,0.11945948824575345,0.08503918843356505,0.0,0.0,0.3434491594590483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799244545146296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188671649742485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053854415763835296,0.0,0.0,0.2333519555591696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846633898876653,0.16694049136108813,0.0,0.060531817200320234,0.08933513571353734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578799010294472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467055905816113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046165381667825,0.052035173592893766,0.10675052445342692,0.0940498613448498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729714041104726,0.0,0.0,0.10754425713981908,0.0,0.08501488617500044,0.0,0.1565935110784777,0.0789754627272813,0.08214671128161873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342916733653728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200668237417417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653834733863272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779332491300918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203254457832548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25517593118650905,0.0,0.2440126005666424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824700253655062,0.0,0.0,0.062106560174634964,0.12241703005485145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231297556397187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199003170691668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854355158770598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610827922795337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326206067445072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717728325727852 adhd,nishabs345,2019/05/16,Which are the best online courses that somebody with adhd can grasp easily? Ok so first off. My primary job is in freelance graphics design UI/UX. I am on meds got recently diagnosed and still have a hard time staying focused on that without medication. I find reading through this forum very helpfull and just wanted to know if there are any other freelancers out here? I am willing to dedicate 2 hours per day extra to another course but was not sure what should I pick ? I tried seo for a week it was much more consuming than what i thought. Not that i want to give up midway but just wanted to know are there any other skills I can learn online that are ADHD friendly ? Many thanks.,4.1195836224843845,6.1767434427480925,4.547675225537823,83.6694101318529,72.58778625954199,7.206384455239418,27.93962526023595,8.00094639256281,1.905818320610687,545,21,99,8,11,172,97,131,0.038,0.815,0.14800000000000002,0.9278,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,3,1,14,2,0,1,1,24,23,6,0,5,8,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,9,6,16,17,4,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,72,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058624511711751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296547529908752,0.1770594773686317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720319233738308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889768256920797,0.0,0.0,0.17138454855734195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433066120534078,0.1436282096562558,0.0,0.0,0.1304571656940025,0.0,0.0,0.16198136491273304,0.0,0.0,0.1350489877011144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126115879185698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628843141343902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756280447568195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855968850952287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119274477590468,0.0,0.0,0.18756014352355665,0.17010392390346166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412805499859668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890096846071634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672421205071167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997725498896094,0.13484803979633306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914409726049775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545924971706104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340522261003712,0.0984608680658198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464164697627187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932328486092946,0.2987856461747982,0.0,0.13544551546974934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277045835333154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucasortizny,2019/05/16,"Daydreaming during sex I remember one time I was having sex and I felt very good focused on the feeling but as I was enjoying myself I randomly started daydreaming something and I blurted out some random words from the day dream and I actually wanna know if this has happened to anyone else lol. It's been a running joke between me and my partner but it still surprises me because I can never explain how my mind takes me there, it just flies on a tangent lmao",3.7663202247191023,6.050055337078657,5.056615168539327,78.62402387640451,74.28089887640449,7.596067415730338,32.473314606741575,8.472884824447931,2.9611674157303374,371,19,63,7,8,123,67,89,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.9766,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,6,2,0,1,1,22,13,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,14,4,8,9,1,9,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,4,5,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.26446209945191257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949322101703076,0.2776769763923071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520232776608818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477601176810106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639017031900374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702843265258588,0.0,0.26020760662676906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273064047582248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396491095752981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893743653778524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736381183908807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901600982632346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183640218587653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069961983686645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086331355521289,0.0,0.0,0.1918189604392614,0.0,0.21642519872147792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037622737037099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802538153034199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360777107399735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,orange7402,2019/05/16,Is G454 a real pill? is this a real generic 20 mg pill or not? https://imgur.com/UQRFvTB,3.470625000000002,6.592624812500002,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,82.125,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8407249999999995,71,2,12,1,2,22,12,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,botsfor_dayz,2019/05/16,"where did it come from? am i the only one who doesn’t know where the hell they got their adhd from. since adhd is genetic, i can’t figure out any family members who may have it. they’re all super smart and successful people who haven’t shown the least bit of adhd symptoms. i’m dying to know who’s genes passed down to me. WHERE DID YOU COME FROM",2.3319634703196317,3.836942493150687,3.541301369863014,91.3433675799087,76.12328767123287,6.510502283105023,17.646118721461185,7.1686216300943375,-0.022514155251141414,274,4,60,3,6,89,51,73,0.061,0.8029999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,2,3,4,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,9,15,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,0,6,3,8,11,3,8,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,0,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7251859822330619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678066476429532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959048523887045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34652497024383033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874937767969426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961490500029898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608683475777008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108025190766745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629624199768425,0.15297443148423984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944368959980402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638334384917772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905928547483701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SofaKingDrippy,2019/05/16,"Chewing Gum is expensive Does anyone else go through an insane amount of gum? I get bored so fast, then want another piece 15 minuets later.",3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,80.53846153846153,6.5435897435897425,27.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,2.1671435897435893,112,5,19,2,3,35,25,26,0.16899999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.055,-0.5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668094684395143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31127982184646585,0.456138954619882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895795360414094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718903056608922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325878881238002,0.0,0.2530057401676017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625783733636395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SandpaperAsLube,2019/05/16,"Taking meds with a meal question Long story short, I recently got diagnosed and started on Methylphenidate yesterday, which I've been told to take with a meal/while eating to avoid feeling sick. My question is, how much do you need to eat? Is simply eating a small thing while taking it enough, or does it have to make me full? Hope the question makes sense, and thank you in advance. :)",7.522083333333335,7.463160375000005,6.18,82.81500000000003,63.30555555555557,8.866666666666667,31.88888888888889,8.07648339933343,2.1534888888888895,305,10,57,3,4,90,55,72,0.07200000000000001,0.795,0.134,0.5803,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,5,6,0,3,0,15,17,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,8,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228076522272472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399171787888283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908093992488541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520481614983032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084308632672771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787531461366575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880271830868933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414939398702239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134500836678703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759712805208389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753449141327388,0.11855332678666462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537326207753401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786798133492674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316802270672208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606427680215128,0.0,0.0,0.1472014030284329,0.0,0.0,0.10622104973502497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277777488337188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,staringAtStars18,2019/05/16,"I was just diagnosed! A bit of a (happy) rant. Hi everyone, I’m new to the sub! I was just diagnosed with ADHD- Predominantly inattentive. My life has been a roller coaster. I’ve always felt like I was wrestling with a huge brown bear but I couldn’t ever dodge it because I couldn’t even see its stupid paws coming at me. (If that made any sense???) I’m trying not to pin EVERYTHING I’ve ever experienced on to this diagnosis, but it definitely explains so so so much of my life??? I was luckily seeing a psychotherapist for something else when she pointed out the possibility and sent me on my way to see my physician, who promptly referred me to an amazing psychiatrist who specializes in ADHD. I’m just so happy. I feel validated. I feel like I have my shortcomings but they’ve finally been outlined. The bear has lost its invisibility cloak. I’m not in a great place academically and there’s a mountain ahead but now I feel like I have some equipment to start climbing. I’m actually excited for the future. Also I’m glad I found this sub because 400k+ of you means I’m not alone in this. Cheers to everyone out there and hope you have a good day everyone!",2.430943952802359,4.966843561946902,4.477190265486727,79.73549041297936,80.19469026548674,7.837463126843658,26.23082595870207,8.72156446121922,2.288493215339233,919,38,177,23,24,314,126,226,0.055999999999999994,0.716,0.228,0.9921,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,3,15,15,1,0,13,0,13,5,0,1,2,34,36,14,0,4,11,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,11,9,23,13,23,23,3,25,0,1,4,0,8,11,0,3,13,110,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.11999507097803727,0.0,0.2955575288572554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735356135797665,0.0,0.0983342210963501,0.10231585132934007,0.0,0.0,0.08361969811255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991535715032206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424477879022476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592254925132273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930157092768966,0.0,0.0,0.24961162832262415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272059630646006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081216524902757,0.22245585321394212,0.0,0.3524919522144844,0.11051206355024278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652279328001828,0.17569093144186956,0.11806466896736476,0.13470098954410945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482361709756335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313632172342796,0.0,0.1355681816787011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26179480846918995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213094091800647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370613937204166,0.18022191476218485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342296697466691,0.0,0.0,0.11635145637112347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133943782457438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039264679789201,0.0,0.0,0.11875934275445793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847114929217754,0.0,0.11624067195423905,0.13862337049038376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29395902803835644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946636510896349,0.0,0.0,0.08703451201720404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348444599064991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760305475560613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DogeFancy,2019/05/16,"IM OFF ACADEMIC PROBATION Last semester was my first of college, and things were going okay except I put off doing one of my essays for English in which we talked about our sources for our final essay. I had enough pages in my portfolio to pass but I didn’t realize my final essay would be considered plagiarism if I didn’t do the essay, so a class I bought was going to be an A-B was an F. It put me on probation and I was so worried all this semester. I ran out of meds super early on in the semester and procrastinated getting a refill for a whole number of reasons until finals week. My grades up until that point were abysmal and I was on track to crash and burn. When I got my meds I finally turned it around and was able to get extensions on work I didn’t do with professors after I explained what was going on, and on top of that I did well on all of my final exams. The last week of school was the hardest I’ve ever worked in my life, but it finally paid off with a 2.8 GPA from what would’ve likely been a 1.8 or worse! Next semester I plan on staying on top of my medication so that my grades are better throughout. I just wanted to share with everybody :)",5.836144230769229,5.111481120833336,6.999166666666667,77.76403846153849,66.95833333333334,10.384615384615383,30.544871794871803,9.851270322608157,2.6687275641025634,919,29,188,18,13,313,128,240,0.048,0.843,0.109,0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,8,9,6,0,0,11,1,23,2,0,1,3,27,35,17,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,13,0,0,3,0,3,7,3,0,1,2,20,0,29,6,44,12,5,48,0,0,0,0,6,22,0,2,19,142,40,12,0.107375350961198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558682725184564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496477215983816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109474407834828,0.0,0.0,0.0971271522992599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7057466910738097,0.0,0.09133341867487156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219837824609727,0.0,0.18307165925154828,0.0,0.08587787708865466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598380474082852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505048446112415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584238585027868,0.052458172741166896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385396177555133,0.1081693696335556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419490389403175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276031670723246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015044134389186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158837699738825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039974412756064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866958766912996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444783737959045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630423979660587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133541200607528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679354823756745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333276399632934,0.0,0.17226005951949286,0.0,0.0965433357753637,0.0,0.0,0.11988074475332886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634106866801992,0.10904488102466574,0.10942465596232956,0.1525527371470254,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aeritheon,2019/05/16,Are people with ADHD are more prone towards being liberals? (Left leaning) I wondering since people with adhd are generally more interested in exploring and trying so many things make us more left leaning of the political spectrum. What do you guys think? and what political leanings are you closer to?,6.388823529411766,9.660116509803924,7.129176470588237,62.11729411764708,70.17647058823529,9.570196078431367,33.729411764705894,9.888512548439397,4.486322352941177,246,12,32,7,5,81,37,51,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.5473,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443693569180488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242505848433805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921418775006249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117700878971926,0.2296149449493925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31402511973540703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734641067002025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046309932051094,0.1451190952870993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376490104076754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724272842057858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24560765554802744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vape_on123,2019/05/16,"Vyvanse + alcohol I just wanted to post this because I've searched around this subreddit a lot to get answers on the effects of vyvanse with alcohol, and had no good answer. If anyone is looking for an answer and is an avid drinker, I took 40mg of vyvanse 12 hours ago (prescribed) and am feeling a lot more drunk than I should after only 3 drinks. To specify, this might not apply to everyone but for me, it has reduced my tolerence a lot. English isn't my mother tongue so forgive the typos. :)",7.207113402061857,6.314716515463921,7.790432989690722,73.76255670103095,64.25773195876289,10.234226804123713,40.01855670103093,9.3871,3.8800202061855664,390,20,70,6,5,130,72,97,0.036000000000000004,0.835,0.129,0.8387,0,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,0,8,4,0,1,0,21,13,6,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,13,9,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,3,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689690583143928,0.45064759980913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742420439294426,0.0,0.0,0.18769226772526285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852608449032096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654289611379348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014666199809879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660702031765044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015517856149044,0.0,0.0,0.17684255771814708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076348930646244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705246750643938,0.0,0.0,0.537745790466143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236678819647986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035329266325593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192640299149445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342509566854773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435887284406552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EliSmurfy,2019/05/16,"Any meds that don’t cause crashes? Started Vyvanse a couple days ago. Day one was amazing!! I got more done in two hours than I usually do in a week. I couldn’t sleep last night because I took the pill too late in the day. I’m a night owl but I’m trying to move my sleep schedule toward some semblance of normalcy, and I woke up too late to take a pill today, so I decided to take a day off. Feeling really low and irritable tonight. If I’m this mean when I’m withdrawing after one day, I can’t imagine how bad it’d be after a longer period. Are there methods for combating withdrawals or are there other medications with no/less severe withdrawals?",2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.4090909090909,7.127272727272729,26.15151515151515,8.07648339933343,1.6970787878787883,513,20,103,9,12,172,91,132,0.134,0.833,0.033,-0.9390000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,10,5,2,2,0,14,22,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,5,1,8,1,15,14,2,31,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,3,22,61,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869315189900207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872725688590456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121908658802312,0.0885002715305224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913966805768833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606387108613261,0.0,0.4681448714330359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856936250766478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340727979527371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116113565491754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297287969442565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834093122060445,0.3275383239413723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581433862765943,0.16126205297343044,0.14625339622894448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430317422061224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27248285500589664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675520833996316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093005911041792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640118742321194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905693367839515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275902472520676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831431547366686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761349512480636,0.0,0.16130012327972704,0.0985675687826873,0.0,0.14181958991921834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989506226869735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164544955040144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jbeldham,2019/05/16,"My sister has an anxiety disorder. I have ADHD. She was talking about how it's such a hassle, how it really affects her life. However, when I started talking about how ADHD has really impacted me, meant I have to work really hard to focus on things, she said, ""Yeah, but that's more you being lazy than being ADHD."" She also said that ADHD ""barely counts as a disorder."" I didn't know that my sister had been possessed by the ghost of a nineteenth century schoolmistress. Jesus. And every time I try to explain the difficulties, it's waved away as just laziness. I love her, but I also kinda wanted to strangle her.",3.291771561771561,5.640461829059831,5.0983527583527595,77.45447552447554,76.008547008547,7.673348873348875,25.166278166278172,8.575989854853784,2.1779299145299147,482,17,81,10,11,164,76,117,0.12,0.8290000000000001,0.05,-0.63,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,10,1,0,0,6,1,10,2,0,4,0,13,18,11,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,17,1,13,9,1,5,1,0,0,1,15,2,0,1,3,65,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6936054310028846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076776311392055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037688314314388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555958972641344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307239824899722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156551281499872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925014488907835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929472602589678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191207286516266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022196453740445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772961203950604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744942943346433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021249745408687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194006560097816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585589409833722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413317447159961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795938098289507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510245539859093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504048760653603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,3467854466,2019/05/16,"This community saved my life. But I still might be dying the ultimate ADHD death. So before I do, I wanted to share my story in hopes that it can be useful for others. Just a warning, I finally got help and can finally get my thoughts out. I'll try to keep it short. Thanks to this community I dragged myself out of my head and actually got help. Just last week I woke up with the song Rocketman playing in my head while my inner voice was going on about how I can't focus and now there's a song playing in here as if I headphones on. As you can imagine that sort of mental shit show can be tricky to live with. This morning I still wake up with that mental discourse. However, 45 mins after taking my meds, all is calm. Like so many of you, the first time my meds kicked in, I cried. First words that came out of my mouth were ""Holy fucking shit, it's quiet.."" Guess I'm really not ""normal"" huh? But this is where my typical ""come to ADHD Jesus story"" takes a turn. A rage genetic disease that affects the central nervous system, known as Machado Joseph's disease, runs on my mother's side of the family. It's an extremely rare diseases only affecting about 20,000 people. My mother is from the Azores where MJD affects 1 in 140 individuals. It is a progressive disease the causes cerebral ataxia which causes lack of muscle control and coordination of the upper and lower limbs. Being an autosomal inherited disease, the odds of a person with MJD passing it to their child is 50%. My mothers father died of asphyxiation as a result of the disease. While MJD ultimately leads to a break down of bodily control, the mind is 100% unaffected. That's right, the worst possible fate of a person with ADHD. Being stuck in your own head, forever. I'm watching this disease slowly break down my Mother. She is always in pain due to the effects of the disease and knows very well how this ends. That leaves me, her son of 25, the one responsible for taking care of her when she no longer can. There might come a day where I live my worst possible fear. Which is why I decided that while I can, I'm gonna be fucking present in life. ADHD no longer dictates what and who I am. Look at me, I'm the captain now. Best believe if I the coin comes up heads and I'm confined to the boundlessness that is my mind. I will have plenty of beautiful memories to reply on loop as I watch the wheels spin. ADHD is real but it doesn't have to mean a life half lived.",4.188224659158268,5.435958587136934,5.399944279786607,80.87608713692947,71.0124481327801,8.081185536455246,27.049436870183765,8.505502328695277,1.8772924007113216,1917,64,371,31,35,638,249,482,0.078,0.8590000000000001,0.063,-0.7181,2,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,3,1,8,20,21,5,2,32,1,33,14,8,13,1,63,66,26,3,6,8,6,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,3,27,20,0,4,7,5,2,8,5,10,1,4,8,7,44,11,64,48,6,61,1,0,3,2,22,29,4,7,22,247,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.07445806457861558,0.0,0.4584905319647971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634879433263588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492591653367896,0.08596428461196366,0.08007243408320225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726719105210291,0.0777932182524742,0.15676280613402152,0.0,0.19717779942636385,0.0,0.0,0.17115449874854305,0.0,0.0,0.083812272258065,0.0492073669459332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837528396502953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757939891158797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192911125585022,0.0858590251417765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671664493638149,0.0,0.12980195445116366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410767544772698,0.0398637459154948,0.0,0.04336320615213893,0.0,0.1220486044643271,0.0,0.08405335804552863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31322439016467585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022849355903221,0.0,0.0,0.0757833918660244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781919259736954,0.0,0.0,0.04193263719408801,0.0621949099802185,0.0,0.08079097718392739,0.0,0.0,0.16167942780040634,0.037276461603717566,0.0,0.20212362925998006,0.0,0.06407301654409486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735650577610541,0.0,0.08311337059790855,0.16950481569577944,0.0,0.15378546779051,0.161885073993583,0.1540830594065807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475807205387709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170304282983586,0.05802979940586937,0.08118887503233042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528970054497284,0.13324491888099488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203419753745575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684642026848909,0.04887991166884886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516002025011024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664227716982956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186700064954785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210493940975918,0.0,0.0,0.07024704443187052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057389766258775,0.04449130551194933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180288007012795,0.0829927919510445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589894196712999,0.0,0.06295571990622938,0.04500388065392538,0.0,0.06120348040157107,0.0,0.06860311293879627,0.0,0.0688491328667236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ipeakedineighthgrade,2019/05/16,"Remember to eat today! Make sure that you eat, especially if you are on appetite surpassing meds! I know it's easy to forget if you get sucked into something else, but make sure to take care of yourself.",4.513846153846154,6.196482435897438,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,70.7948717948718,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2670615384615385,161,6,30,3,3,52,31,39,0.075,0.6759999999999999,0.249,0.8395,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,11,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516915183148947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052014186126438,0.20622091544710364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897482531995594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566849860967112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32956363072007944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27420722128821456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796456974132693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004586703360105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653276530335101,0.0,0.18560895359349036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339956202600842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,larrysbeards,2019/05/16,"I have 2 essays due tomorrow that I haven't even started yet. I attempted to sit down and do work this weekend so this exact situation wouldn't happen, and I couldn't focus for shit and got no work done. I tried to work on it a couple more times during the week, but all my attempts ended up like the first. Now time is running out quickly, I still haven't started my essays and instead of trying to write them, here I am on Reddit procrastinating even more! Why can't I just focus? Why can't I sit down to do work like a normal human being so I don't have to finish everything at the last minute? I feel like at this point all I do is stress myself out but I don't know what else to do that this point; my brain refuses to cooperate with me. How do you guys deal with this? All my attempts to trick my brain into going into work mode just aren't, well, working. I feel so stuck and hopeless right now.",2.996892097264439,4.1078807712766015,4.397142857142857,87.45500000000001,73.73404255319149,6.8607902735562325,22.471124620060788,7.1686216300943375,0.6197252279635252,707,17,152,7,14,235,103,188,0.096,0.8390000000000001,0.065,-0.6967,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,1,10,16,8,2,1,5,0,21,3,3,1,4,28,30,11,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,11,0,1,3,1,0,2,10,4,1,1,3,2,23,4,23,24,5,35,0,1,0,0,7,14,1,0,20,111,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907221610913377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407851360800975,0.0,0.0,0.1342441702923476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332533908110896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877648380498636,0.0,0.11533031351632855,0.0,0.0,0.17200928194429538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702729660139835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167949000836512,0.09302439065702542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075934636138016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400320572756414,0.0,0.10414345232277283,0.0,0.0,0.12893161570907788,0.11514717025860455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715618113219319,0.10614119957655424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084688852414253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758136394686864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246187269641382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120142654726883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336620569793965,0.0,0.14636517836300753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433125443838352,0.0,0.10398849071293632,0.0,0.14915886813782653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185681719829608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681253446343315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444923596077303,0.0,0.11707737344302985,0.0,0.2349944570899413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687808961827595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vrswell,2019/05/16,"Everything now makes sense. I have ADHD? (Inattentive) So, I'm not sure how but in the last few days I discovered 'inattentive ADHD'. After doing my research on this condition, the symptoms accurately describe what I'm going through on a day-to-day basis. At college, I completely zone out in the first 5-10 minutes of our 2 hour lectures, which has led me to stop going class all together. When teachers explain something to me, I struggle to follow/understand what they're saying, like my mind drifts mid-conversation (this happens with everyone, not just teachers). I always start my assignments the day before they're are due because I can't study without the added pressure of a deadline. The thought of doing something that takes a lot of mental focus like homework makes me very reluctant. This has gone on my whole life, I am 20 years old. If I have to get work done, I drink a lot of coffee. This is really the only way I can get anything done as the stimulants help me focus for a longer period of time. On top of all this I suffer from social anxiety. When people talk to me I find it hard to hold a conversation either in person or over text because I'm always thinking of what to say next rather than just having a normal conversation. Whenever I go out and socialise with people I don't know or go on dates I drink alcohol to solve this. I get told that I overthink a lot by family members and friends. Even when I have sex I take viagra because this anxiety leads to issues in the bedroom... I also get OCD sometimes, but I realised my inattentiveness counter acts this. Like for example, when I get a start cleaning my bedroom my OCD kicks in and I want everything perfectly clean, but then the inattentiveness comes back and in a few days my bedroom looks messy again, it's a cycle that's been happening for years. Anyways, I know I wrote a lot of stuff here but I really don't have anyone to talk to about this so just thought I'd get it all out.",4.880852826510721,6.157911118421057,5.735730994152046,79.00770955165693,69.39473684210526,8.892787524366472,30.653021442495128,9.250403328903447,2.7373167641325535,1555,63,287,31,27,510,202,380,0.068,0.835,0.09699999999999999,0.9119,0,0,5,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,0,5,19,9,0,2,22,0,19,7,0,6,5,53,52,21,0,4,15,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,6,1,20,10,3,2,7,2,0,10,6,3,0,1,8,4,40,6,49,44,11,54,0,1,1,1,14,17,0,7,29,194,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135776456888537,0.0,0.0,0.09496108885370944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105889507740787,0.1478722516598466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359506935007742,0.0,0.0,0.06213086668374696,0.0,0.07312172371715503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832553306994436,0.0,0.16249917142983705,0.0,0.07561074564631827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654242063102773,0.09316485331517102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652700683432164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818630827516974,0.0,0.17409202506145965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586891974866205,0.0,0.0,0.08490665260027645,0.15971784880281134,0.0,0.08376645299894464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121367025386399,0.07558170208741605,0.0,0.0,0.06865068259397679,0.0,0.27854462875660024,0.0,0.20199787855609067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715186852582244,0.0,0.07959840109798037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059558960899366936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750622676251428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274360171016913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766694517179048,0.07243029856298734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276231302958707,0.13023309676890274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461748428603021,0.0,0.0,0.3021721085288045,0.0,0.0,0.11862544872984875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954693680124352,0.0,0.08972021986901144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945004066555812,0.0,0.08706097461316102,0.0,0.0,0.0932404535173532,0.0,0.0,0.06757973759997743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320448406566972,0.07758648786227877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384811384189525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132527445409912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905785014366164,0.0,0.13681288925514035,0.08788182562664477,0.0,0.12578685606273546,0.0,0.0,0.07428841431921278,0.0,0.09289260877366944,0.10171998364680808,0.0,0.0,0.08374665239440866,0.09235642530682524,0.13361878166105526,0.14283974991472975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693596511638524,0.0,0.14108503394314773,0.05181321980709543,0.0,0.0,0.08490665260027645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250325024711382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331631463903245,0.05241014921146468,0.07053053504453438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920564528760543,0.0,0.08565495818221965,0.0,0.06468893997146306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444196410111905 adhd,skippypapavero,2019/05/16,"Half-assing something is better than not doing it at all The thought of flossing your teeth sounds unbearable? Just brush them, you can skip the floss and mouthwash this time. Or all week (guilty). Didn't study for that test? Show up and do the best you can, you'll pick up a few marks even if you fail. None of the outfits you've tried on seem quite right? Don't skip the event altogether, your clothes aren't going to stop you from having fun. Went to the library to study but forgot your notebook? Oh shit, you also forgot to bring a pen (how?). Grab some paper and a pen from the (overpriced) campus bookstore and get to work, don't pack it in. - A perfectionist with ADHD who often skips things altogether if they're not going according to plan",4.260771159874608,5.798453296551724,4.1178056426332335,89.01821316614422,71.20689655172414,6.65203761755486,23.52664576802508,6.980632752743323,0.6543103448275862,588,15,119,5,11,179,101,145,0.049,0.866,0.085,0.4946,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,9,1,6,5,5,1,0,11,0,11,2,2,2,2,23,20,10,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,2,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,5,3,10,3,18,14,6,14,0,1,0,0,11,6,1,6,4,76,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112547211001911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711359091604228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717932149174035,0.2290549243629665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105994156246515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531118149555252,0.0,0.2943790917351025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754669220688934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221175384395812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577406491224145,0.0,0.0,0.2658487192966593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993825596806942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165265901805823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172060934068801,0.0,0.0,0.2056085165175,0.15101870074787546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758366843402157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077455355633676,0.0,0.0,0.2400856077303833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854724148816235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,defn_of_insanity,2019/05/16,"It sucks.... - when you have to constantly ""hack"" your brain into doing stuff - when you finally start that stuff but keep getting distracted with small details - when you catch yourself drifting off into other non related crap that can't wait for the time being and has to be done immediately - when you constantly have to be on top of your conversational flow, lest you take the listener through the roller coaster that is your mind - and worse of all, when you live this day in and out and know these patterns like the back of your hand, and still sometimes have this nagging doubt about whether you may have been misdiagnosed, and are just plain lazy and looking for a way out with meds /rant",62.20428571428571,9.723723555555557,48.815079365079356,-30.497857142857114,47.57142857142857,53.25714285714286,141.87301587301587,20.267338824336647,20.959977777777773,552,20,103,9,1,163,87,126,0.146,0.787,0.067,-0.9116,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,11,0,1,9,6,3,2,5,0,15,3,3,0,1,23,24,14,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,3,11,1,19,18,1,26,0,0,1,0,13,9,2,2,14,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551884538398214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257794553351924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371238330300356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304354236902505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697340640256945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215565270289884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566801093180188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977034069894862,0.0,0.0,0.11115208226585388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880981984458924,0.0,0.17859169508300288,0.0,0.169840240979042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465571544510446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421626256968828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000318100365372,0.0,0.14315458468016684,0.0,0.16151823243305574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630589385386854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206788525359285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793442009119942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053775040747606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061114594201062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LindseyT93,2019/05/16,"Newly Diagnosed, problems with Meds Okay so 6 months ago I finally made an appointment to see if I had ADD/ADHD. The office did 2 hours of testing and yes I do. They started me on a low dose of methylphenidate. It helped a little bit I was only getting 4 hours of relief so the upped it to 56mg. When they upped it I started to feel like there were bugs on my skin so they stopped it. My doctor told me that I now can only have low dose stimulants because my body had that reaction. She then started me on 20mg of Vyvanse. It does literally nothing. Here’s my dilemma. I know that adderall works. I was having a full breakdown over forgetting my meds one morning. My friends broke her 30mg adderall in half and gave me one. I’ve never felt more like an actual person than that day. The office I go to is very anti adderall because they also treat addiction. I’m nervous to tell her that I want to try adderall because I don’t want to be labeled a drug seeker. What should I do?",1.656399999999998,3.8190958399999992,3.2960000000000003,89.24300000000002,80.6,5.8000000000000025,25.5,6.961326702584282,1.1275000000000004,768,31,156,9,20,254,124,200,0.085,0.799,0.11599999999999999,0.6183,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,8,11,0,1,9,2,15,8,2,2,1,16,30,9,0,5,1,0,3,2,1,1,6,0,0,1,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,10,4,29,6,20,18,3,26,0,3,1,0,13,11,0,1,16,102,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.1373893398609891,0.1534803275411084,0.16920050736115555,0.0,0.12480057672948484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258857228098013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25747022506045675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370465959513674,0.15638436792238453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079698350017093,0.0,0.0,0.1428974396921218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410307187556148,0.12320503043245826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327004917818633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118693356568463,0.10057938585985232,0.1351791102594652,0.1542270018363874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087729035323544,0.0,0.07355621941976974,0.0,0.08001339144677942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943676138911764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772967726603319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773737186875618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756437213542969,0.1411071382835647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321755345783454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31276873584476905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237609708316702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858482810932292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509043446419453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908039636376934,0.2141521103928283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293115291468745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347156520263914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219026603673243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989526333133032,0.0,0.0,0.11770555250129836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305541975050255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452951643856334,0.0,0.09558620058164828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161653186574274,0.16608149806787553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024957591280173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deafkite,2019/05/16,"Tips on eating with adderal? It's damn near impossible for me to eat, I was already underweight before taking meds. It helps my productivity like crazy but I can never get myself to eat.",2.9961428571428566,5.849158257142857,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,80.71428571428572,6.928571428571428,23.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7637142857142858,149,5,25,3,4,51,31,35,0.10099999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876250696964979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217872538603512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8001058994445802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361747543540361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470292440225169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733657827426706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895146468188152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102327731090688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597044305973135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mhkk205,2019/05/16,"I GOT MY PRESCRIPTION Hey guys I finally got my prescription for Adderall!!! I’m so excited and just in time for my last final and some work. I was first prescribed Strattera but it wasn’t making much of a difference for me. So far I don’t notice much of a difference (with 20mg) other than feeling a bit more alert. I know I just said I have a bunch of homework but I wanted to ask what I should test out to see a difference?",1.1372534332084925,3.2071158089887675,3.2486891385767787,89.38429463171038,81.92134831460675,7.1016229712858925,23.372034956304606,8.167268648758528,1.4037031210986273,333,12,72,7,9,113,58,89,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,15,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,13,1,12,9,6,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740931328128886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330701148104371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836894140577822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415981765198786,0.0,0.0,0.4079958397569551,0.0,0.15840097582362142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297878689528273,0.0,0.0,0.184389800172703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234315312872204,0.15179639588301408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243051315157635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737902962923895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120158348908197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771404796132101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839542122711938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858798295539007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983900268025078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355723797358283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Miku_Miku_Rose,2019/05/16,"I was told by my therapist I have adhd. I feel stupid having adhd because it’s a learning disability (I think) it makes me feel dumb thinking I have it. I have to take a test at the beginning of the school year to see if I have a learning disability. I just feel so dumb. I can’t even do math, my level of math is 3-4th grade",0.2259356136820898,1.9858409295774668,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,83.36619718309859,6.310663983903421,21.410462776659962,7.447530270364453,0.6551110663983897,250,8,59,4,7,89,45,71,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,19,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,12,0,6,17,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,2,39,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032746450363798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299920496026725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577439397750018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807193555253425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753561741905554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540120100258241,0.2000039597262604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871081478770485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914149839036295,0.0,0.32164437466859463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982861382075904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162725047299228 adhd,OneInAZillion,2019/05/16,"I feel guilty because my meds turn me into the person I want to be, but I can't be that way naturally. Off meds I'm a complete mess. On meds I'm a god in a man's body. I can do get shit done and I can be the person I want to be - for about 12 hours of shelf life. But it isn't me. It feels inauthentic to who I am - mainly because it feels like a bandaid solution to a permanent problem. Once I'm off meds it's back to who I am - back to being a deflated balloon of underachievement. I told my ADHD specialist about this and she compared it to having bad vision and wearing glasses. She asked me ""do you feel guilty about wearing glasses?"" I said no, but I don't think it's a fair comparison. I want to not suck at life naturally and not need medication to function on an acceptable level in society. I'm really torn here.",1.2504310344827587,3.0041879942528738,3.9776867816091968,85.91411637931036,79.97701149425288,7.338505747126438,24.66810344827586,8.278499904357787,1.5281275862068968,637,24,141,13,16,226,93,174,0.16899999999999998,0.711,0.12,-0.9148,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,10,0,16,8,4,0,0,21,35,7,0,5,5,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,10,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,5,20,2,23,27,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,9,2,0,4,93,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645117054484977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279709697794246,0.0,0.0,0.21051547665038975,0.1142950193672013,0.16689022386319552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520507206132831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352353081994654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400830400817758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27685694396985644,0.0977921789882617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151786535285708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480622989014895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933748285517072,0.06687612768396126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082028824531324,0.13789936242728446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015000578372409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457803050150605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390490895583231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098247760074952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769338808758281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302109887795451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405126516577856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771173305560545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080150011152197,0.0,0.0,0.14889386794193368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422186929286373,0.10865461662851293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notyourpeach,2019/05/16,"Ritalin vs Concerta Hey everyone! I was recently diagnosed with adhd and was given Concerta. Now my mom took care of buying my medication but Che bought me Ritalin instead (yes, I suspect she has adhd just like me). I know Concerta and Ritalin are the same but the effect is different? Concerta was supposed to last longer I think, so I need advice or your experiences with the differences between these two meds.",3.748813813813815,6.901157635135133,5.795045045045048,68.15971471471471,80.75675675675676,10.856456456456456,32.546546546546544,10.25414643259724,5.1059717717717685,331,18,50,14,9,114,55,74,0.038,0.887,0.076,0.4295,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,6,5,0,1,0,15,13,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,11,2,5,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907616226140051,0.19951918580060715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817183429253988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723513322866224,0.0,0.42664255537314105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509966254399044,0.0,0.19972406872965726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221021828775228,0.1664313263428936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975046105943196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267943735808041,0.20568662478378336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912937637353296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139449482886205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159993761172013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082823595835652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268479145788837,0.0,0.0,0.1994510454515605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrP0tatoe,2019/05/16,"I am so fucked. I’m a first year studying Biological Sciences. I have University exams in a few days and I haven’t done any revision at all, not for several months at least. My lecture attendance has been appalling and I wouldn’t be surprised if I’ve missed 95% of them. I’ve been so chronically worried about my academic life that I just dissociate from it now. There’s no sense of urgency within me; I stay in my pyjamas all day watching episode after episode of The Simpsons and browsing the same meaningless shit.",5.432943722943717,6.814418787878786,6.374199134199134,74.5527272727273,68.1919191919192,10.1015873015873,36.36507936507937,10.290406445055957,4.011604906204905,416,22,76,11,7,138,74,99,0.207,0.774,0.019,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,4,0,9,4,1,0,2,10,12,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,1,11,1,12,7,5,14,0,1,1,1,1,5,2,1,7,55,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693174250604845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924915450770069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114004990764934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588340568625111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813167863669314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149332927265152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428861966202485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437679116898556,0.3123555130389287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32433909162594904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090274003229605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959566735434655 adhd,FootballNMemes,2019/05/16,"16M Here wondering if adhd medication will kill my personality I'm a light-heated, playful person at my school, i make a lot of jokes and some may consider me a class clown(which i'm not), i have some adhd symptoms and am soon gonna be put on medication, i do wanna focus more but i dont want it to flatten my personality or make me bland",0.7860915492957758,3.0597851267605627,4.158573943661973,81.05504401408452,85.05633802816901,6.930281690140845,22.959507042253517,8.07648339933343,1.4917169014084513,268,10,56,6,8,98,53,71,0.07400000000000001,0.871,0.055999999999999994,-0.2798,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,7,3,0,2,0,15,14,5,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,5,10,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,1,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674469869785661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22792552939331914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515992382641247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533734280239978,0.0,0.0,0.25962973984894944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918301211282473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094292972164369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955030431097385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682104945050444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021360081882368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147075400001696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090194939477208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stoofles24,2019/05/16,"I’m Really Not Sure What To Title This Tbh 😅 Okay so basically, I’m undiagnosed but I did some research about a month ago on adhd/add and lemme tell ya; *literally everything in my life started to add up and I felt this huge wave of validation just consume me.*💪😤🙌 I’ve been this way for as long as I can remember but I’ve never been tested or anything. Which I find funny/sad bc whenever I was going through one of my tantrums my parents always threatened to have me checked by a doctor because “this behavior isn’t normal”. That’s literally what they told me all the time but they never actually did anything. I really wanna talk to someone at the behavioral health clinic I go to about how a diagnosis process works but I’ve read online that they’re kinda pricy. Also my insurance went away when I turned 19 last year so I’d probably have to save up some real dineros if I wanna find my answer to this burden I’ve dealt with my whole life. Thanks for reading if you did. I’ve been looking for a place where I could vent like this and then I found this subreddit a while ago so I joined as fast as I could hehe.😅",0.5470724637681172,2.990194200000005,2.8939130434782605,87.9698550724638,89.6086956521739,6.023188405797103,21.144927536231886,7.42949916751922,0.9976492753623188,886,31,182,17,30,302,144,230,0.063,0.862,0.076,0.4319,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,1,10,7,1,0,7,1,13,5,0,1,4,35,25,22,0,7,9,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,6,2,3,3,4,2,0,1,11,2,25,5,29,12,4,27,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,6,15,114,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.13262392019354224,0.0,0.16333170104520214,0.0,0.2409436095264179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868337994786016,0.11308405579192805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236768830288408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768745683545685,0.0,0.0,0.08284657944879155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170185680744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910478297228754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214287618025292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049035353852734,0.0,0.24842987416412016,0.0,0.0,0.14901309269132124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447617191245352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144460926363513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078091841820488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198779564389395,0.06639644069191841,0.0,0.0,0.12027187025180808,0.11412618204347028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847827456118037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096370153895675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315829034782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209291518432516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509066976895358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419920611073845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652884659108914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188405734272664,0.15468992883399338,0.17412876740550218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539541559888807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515207795701285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619443600284427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808909048793654,0.0,0.0,0.10923549257787167,0.11878717944846524,0.12512329547228526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792474446511189,0.0,0.0,0.1298632912122314,0.0,0.0,0.1478258866738762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787526220075053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598552904986146,0.0,0.1517333590399922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989406411918459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875185256738938 adhd,hayleymckell,2019/05/16,"How do you know when you are ready to up your dosage? I think I need to up my dose of Adderall a bit. My mom has mentioned that she thinks I should, so last time I went to the doctor I mentioned it. He seemed on board, but I was a bit nervous and decided against it. I feel like my current dosage(15mg, 2x a day) works, but not very well. It is very hard to focus, and the second dose doesn’t seem to work at all. If it’s important that I focus, I find myself resorting to caffeine. I have been on it for almost 6 years now, is it my body just being used to it? I would love to hear your 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adhd,kalechipsyes,2019/05/16,"There are two types of people in this world: banana people, and string cheese people. which are 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adhd,emmathursday,2019/05/13,"Focus issues hurting my relationship I'm new here, undiagnosed & possibly have bipolar as well - in between doctors right now - but I feel certain I have ADHD. I've been trying to work through this for a while and really pinpoint ways I can improve my faults. Writing everything down so I don't forget, checking and double checking I have my keys / I locked the door / I turned off the oven etc. Scheduling time for myself to complete tasks I'm procrastinating. And more - and a lot of it is helpful. Something I can't seem to fix or even improve on AT ALL is my focus during conversations, sitting in meetings, and watching shows/movies. My mind wanders to another topic, and then I reminder my mind wandered and I'll think for a while about how frustrating it is that I stopped paying attention on accident, and then I'll get around to realizing while moping about focus I STILL haven't started paying attention yet. I have to ask people to repeat themselves SO MUCH. This is really really starting to affect my relationship with my boyfriend. He understands that it's something I have trouble controlling, but it makes him feel like I'm some level in my brain what he has to say is less important than the other things in my mind. I wish I could argue with that but I guess on some level that just be true?? I don't know. I'm still new to understanding how my brain works. TLDR My focus issues are making it hard to show my boyfriend that I am invested in him & what he has to say. Do you have any tips or advice on how you combat that in your life? 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Awhile back I was on 40mg and don’t remember having crashes other than being tired. Now, my crashes include... - dizzy/ lightheaded -nausea -fuzzy head -sleepy -hangover type feeling/ drained -not being able to really function physically -feeling shaky It’s mostly physical symptoms and hits me hard. Does anyone else experience this? What has helped? Did adjusting to a higher dose help or make it worse? Do you eat before or after taking it? Does it get better on its own or will I need a booster to calm it down? Can the dr. Prescribe me a booster over the phone or do I have to go in? They usually make me go in but I can’t afford another visit. What has your experience been like with this? *I eat well and often and sleep 8hrs. I eat protein with it.",1.0332692307692284,3.6296037738095284,2.663333333333334,87.47653846153852,94.59523809523807,4.965567765567767,22.532967032967036,6.67199483983844,1.0085835164835166,686,27,125,10,26,224,117,168,0.10099999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.075,-0.3134,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,1,6,5,0,1,7,1,16,9,2,2,0,23,28,11,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,7,3,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,3,3,14,4,17,21,3,18,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,7,9,85,26,1,0.14808087049301166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470291282218045,0.13126475700359566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527570412087094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035415877004475,0.15172635120775715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386504892248868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260059141180864,0.0,0.0,0.13096549628676954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549991104322854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917313533562225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545710968325906,0.12370256597462995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897030116668692,0.0,0.0,0.14974827490717912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736614302005954,0.0,0.16831554245235633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265137391456866,0.0,0.15197369445800146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851097216136304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582982881576795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234483346919995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769026184177865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980008914467117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486439746521998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774675962807245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818781272672013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481240230301128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391272359488953,0.2226767714380568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019717705567014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309015814024916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314248637083534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509070579350709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlexParker433,2019/05/13,"Substance abuse (*) This is a question for USA doctors or anyone with knowledge about the US healthcare system. &#x200B; What happens when you have a Diagnosis of Substance abuse (\*)? What does the (\*) mean? Can i get this diagnosis removed from my records? Can i still be prescribed amphetamines for my ADHD or is there a law against that? The diagnosis was given to me after going to the E.R. for meth use. I am not an addict i just experimented and have always been honest with my doctors. &#x200B; Age: 18 Approximate height & weight : IDK Gender: Male Meds: None Smoking status: Weed Current issue: ADD, GAD",3.2628154205607487,6.426590906542059,3.7807418224299103,79.86774824766357,88.53271028037382,4.917990654205608,27.24824766355141,6.6274283507984215,1.702869626168225,485,22,75,6,16,152,81,107,0.10099999999999999,0.87,0.028999999999999998,-0.8479,1,0,1,0,2,0,37.0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,10,4,0,1,0,13,16,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,10,1,12,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,54,15,2,0.0,0.34140613200226505,0.0,0.15706094637648682,0.17314787008391666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198803617149881,0.4683094351099152,0.3501291752679386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073926227682918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949298481067228,0.12607934181586125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409311385060493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752722490173943,0.0,0.08188006361960305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274033676473564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503748863626034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693784376367473,0.16003273655902076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139484610441726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505696478376044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330220157884016,0.1244329015202899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544222383155456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501291752679386,0.0 adhd,CompleteMarch,2019/05/13,"I’m 17 years old and I don’t know what to do I’m a senior in high school. I also haven’t, not for once in my 15 years of education, properly sat down and studied. I just got through by using what I remember from class and being able to panic my way through a whole copybook 15 minutes before a test. It worked enough for me to be a good student, not one of the highest ranking students but definitely leaning towards the brighter and smart ones. And it kills me that I can’t get help right now because my parents never get this, they think I’m being lazy and they just shout and fight about it as if I can just turn on a switch and start studying. I never even told them that I think I have a problem. I have finals this week and official exams next month and I have the whole year’s curriculum to be tested on for every subject and yet I still haven’t touched anything. I just literally can’t get myself to do it. I make a perfect schedule but I just can’t study. I’d use my phone endlessly or watch tv shows. Anything but study. And hiding my phone doesn’t help either. I just can’t study. I’d find something else no matter what. And no matter how motivated I get, I still can’t study. And like my whole future depends on my academics, but even this thought, doesn’t me to study. Even when I’d have finals the next day, I’d spent the night on my phone doing something else, or to be accurate, finding something else to do or things to watch. Until it’s 3:00 AM and I panic that my exam is in a few hours so I’d start studying and barely finish anything. And it scares me that college and then medical school require a lot of studying and that I won’t be able to get through. And the sad thing is that I don’t even know what’s wrong with me. I once told my sister and my biology teacher about me thinking I have ADHD and they all said no because well, I’m not hyperactive. My biology teacher brushed it off saying that people with ADHD can’t just sit still in class (I could), and my sister also brushed it off (tho she did take it seriously) saying that something would have appeared throughout my childhood, as if me getting to 17 years without being diagnosed is a confirmation to me being perfectly healthy without any issues. It never leaves my mind how in my Grade 1 report card, in the Administration’s Comments, it said: He has been progressing nicely. However, at times, we feel that he has not worked to the best of his ability. This is the only acknowledgement of my problem that I‘ve had in my life. Excuse me in that I only focused on the academic side but that is what my problem mostly affects (that I’m aware of or realized) and that is what I’m mostly involved in these days. I keep reaching despair. I’m doubting whether I’d ever be happy or content in my life. It’s like, even in my happy times, I’m not actually happy but rather just distracted from my troubles and sadness. I hope to feel fulfilled one day. I have great dreams and beyond-big aspirations but I have even greater troubles. Theres this bad trait in me and it’s that I keep delaying the hope of happiness. I keep telling myself that even though I’m not happy or fulfilled now, I surely will be in this next stage of my life. But sometimes I think that this will never happen. I’ll go into every stage and things are gonna be the same. And this very much sucks. P.S. Excuse any bad grammar or sentence structure errors as this was written in a haste. Also, excuse me if the ideas don’t integrate well. I wouldn’t say this is what I expected my first post here to be as this is so oddly specific to what I’m feeling right now but who cares.",3.4093061439410235,4.88036674351978,4.493203130609608,85.75298820037818,73.24283765347886,6.9446782030109375,27.3207678131208,7.475848149327749,1.4478209185993642,2865,106,577,33,57,936,301,733,0.11,0.7190000000000001,0.171,0.9939,2,0,4,0,1,0,71.0,1,0,4,10,40,40,3,5,24,0,60,5,0,8,9,127,112,65,1,13,38,3,4,2,0,6,5,6,0,0,54,33,0,5,17,3,1,2,30,20,2,4,13,14,79,20,69,80,14,79,0,3,2,0,32,29,1,18,45,405,133,22,0.11684168703232865,0.0,0.057010315963784565,0.0,0.14042100203192126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015738235902162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945635385415613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422612930600448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755792819146664,0.07122560792957718,0.0,0.04971183493381321,0.0,0.061309070990595314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059563943509847124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664428980035503,0.0,0.0,0.11302983309638295,0.0,0.0,0.059295926419811684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640935507654726,0.0,0.0,0.06036434822804924,0.0,0.2701049131363031,0.05284499761678278,0.09844416066537684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861800149514314,0.0,0.0,0.12799435696737366,0.10679118518191233,0.04969273965054763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831348770348047,0.0,0.03320191167910334,0.04900063178321177,0.04672448540549768,0.0644091862202665,0.0,0.0,0.05166135898354552,0.3109503712706397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783165199007116,0.06172482870171015,0.0,0.11605015895968332,0.057532762880652226,0.0,0.0,0.06595002132023664,0.0,0.06097618241922127,0.0,0.15578138997834878,0.06463400758255833,0.0,0.06421313551886984,0.0,0.0,0.061859237979728976,0.0,0.0,0.1237931084552029,0.05708294638241685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966731200830865,0.0,0.0,0.03899636669232419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885285365807742,0.0,0.0,0.0589883980408928,0.0,0.046630959927243934,0.0,0.042946041972789145,0.0,0.1802310242017104,0.0,0.18639368954838076,0.054824004103446115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613028478265542,0.12443258338928638,0.11876242652960055,0.08886336807615051,0.0,0.1370885447846028,0.06486943308399253,0.0,0.0,0.04050165702390759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595101907576235,0.0,0.0,0.16770257201314134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617942724099356,0.099782162313477,0.11114320084484873,0.13937579881504816,0.058489455958233384,0.11825002515667694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990087809167835,0.057779708054587216,0.0,0.08270114746234497,0.0,0.13996488329186654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550609536317011,0.0,0.04392520376047268,0.0,0.051062392236038937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643663758940427,0.14973487037954694,0.057398182135807586,0.04637962408028909,0.06813132732450786,0.0,0.0,0.1116472390998856,0.0,0.0,0.06354510177806258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009137028873075,0.0,0.048203314226521785,0.0,0.046371746316697625,0.046861676777708965,0.0,0.1050547087645692,0.0,0.0,0.19567435637159356,0.0,0.1126312167938398,0.0,0.08506213973731154,0.0,0.0,0.04150049105799675,0.06387402132726704,0.0,0.15048443128726713 adhd,luvandfishes,2019/05/13,"I feel so dumb... Whenever somebody tells me ADHD isn't a thing in adults, I should remind them that a grown woman with a >160 IQ, 4 college degrees, and a good paying job just had her power turned off for forgetting to pay the bill. It’s sitting on my table and I just forgot 🤷‍♀️ Does it ever get better???",-0.17772727272727096,1.9941353939393949,2.466893939393941,92.07034090909092,89.0,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.25696363636363584,240,6,51,2,8,83,58,66,0.024,0.866,0.11,0.7131,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,2,6,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,31,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142706981757716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304865234175516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30165532463255074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118071191775851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429416216998175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009512411895967,0.0,0.0,0.2891237869855173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420684017362043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012890176832693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900794254141785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749421140473581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,andpartwayback,2019/05/13,"Trying to try to get a job I’m ADD and I’m having a hell of a time pushing through my mental blocks so I can apply to jobs. I need to start making real efforts to secure employment because I left school recently. For a couple of months I’ve been polishing a reformatted resume to perfection and lately I’ve been working on my basic cover letter. It feels overwhelming (I’m not sure why) that I’m going to have to alter it significantly for each job I apply to. Trying to focus on getting this stuff done is so difficult it’s almost physically painful, so I reflexively distract myself with other things online when I go to the computer to work. Does anyone who’s been through something similar have any wisdom to offer? I’ve started to get really down on myself, which concerns me because I know it will block me even more. I think a huge part of my ADD centers around perfectionism and talking myself out of/avoiding things I don’t feel I can execute perfectly. I feel so much pressure to do each job application perfectly that my brain sort of “swims” when I think about all the components of the task, so I end up not doing them at all and feeling awful about it. Would love some thoughts on this from others.",5.303898305084747,6.3604629067796665,6.462500000000002,75.00103813559323,68.23728813559322,9.120338983050848,30.427966101694913,9.354420925462401,2.7992508474576265,970,37,172,19,16,326,140,236,0.10400000000000001,0.778,0.11800000000000001,0.6482,5,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,12,13,1,3,9,1,15,3,1,1,6,36,37,11,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,11,0,3,8,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,5,4,23,7,37,30,8,25,1,1,0,1,6,12,1,3,9,122,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565395534731028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533332487982097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774122952887604,0.0,0.0,0.11170723566791532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298758743381338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008148292953518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884549955689346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098117677169007,0.12841355141372818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114145054129404,0.0,0.0,0.08288090320308009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537936311773833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668040629603628,0.0,0.14263073390679376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980934571004647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896264538946087,0.0,0.14155125488689446,0.0,0.13633857634539573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325407895827848,0.0,0.08376144805730143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264582123967216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016001640934297,0.0,0.0922450722743491,0.0930446889785524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335236697016816,0.0,0.0,0.1358867873772802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282809966372206,0.08038817113945433,0.0,0.12390016898819267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269963612005575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660360268066384,0.0,0.0,0.17763623780904533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364899299180128,0.0,0.0,0.11826704892779175,0.0,0.0,0.1008591699429335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673179578259562,0.1608099757936151,0.0,0.09962016471865227,0.07317064535514861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555859030683153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322966197626007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827074828653759,0.0,0.0,0.08914013075969766,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redassaggiegirl17,2019/05/13,"My brother ""had"" ADHD and I ""never"" have Does anyone else have a story of a sibling being misdiagnosed while you were truly the one with ADHD? My brother was ""diagnosed"" at like six or seven with hyperactive presenting ADHD (LOTS of impulsivity) and I guess since my nose was always glued in a book I was never given a second thought. But I was always the one skipping in the hallways on the way to lunch, singing absentmindedly during school work and unable to emotionally regulate or sit down to study. He was given Straterra as a maintenance med and my mother took him off of it after a year or two because she felt he had ""grown out of his impulsivity"". But I never did. The first day I met the girl who would be my best friend in high school, I overshared by telling her ALL ABOUT my parents' messy divorce and how my biological father was a cheating scumbag. The divorce that had happened more than ten years prior! A little less than a year ago I got diagnosed after many years of gentle pushing from my psychiatrist to get tested. I had been filling them out consistently as having an inability to focus properly and never believed it myself until I got the results back and the memories and pieces fell into place. I told my mom and she didnt really believe me. Because it was always my brother who had been ADHD in childhood. It's been so hard to not point out to her that since she helped me fill out the childhood behaviors portion of the form (because I have a terrible memory when it comes to anything more than a few months ago), and my psychiatrist said I've had ADHD since childhood, that there shouldn't be any reason for her not to believe. Does anyone else have a similar story where their sibling was diagnosed, only to fly under the radar themselves? I feel a little lonely in this regard...",9.116622807017544,7.606648228070173,9.238647660818712,66.89726973684212,60.87134502923977,11.357017543859653,37.45687134502924,10.125756701596842,3.8000695906432735,1442,55,245,24,16,478,188,342,0.062,0.8909999999999999,0.047,-0.628,1,2,0,0,2,0,33.0,0,1,2,3,8,6,1,0,26,0,30,5,1,3,5,40,45,22,0,2,7,7,3,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,11,18,1,0,4,2,0,7,8,3,0,8,30,5,38,3,45,10,10,54,0,1,0,0,31,21,0,5,25,195,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967907563399971,0.0,0.14657112764507535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637431648857466,0.0,0.0,0.05622119420320248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156152467261288,0.1694186840218242,0.06803370514393782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357124715308649,0.0,0.1511920145366874,0.0,0.0,0.27943605588271897,0.08676132289953778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121638018761428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331792771774592,0.0,0.0,0.25173728466016154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469724992676944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812713329438595,0.09299718721074722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180248761563768,0.0,0.07938006034913928,0.0,0.0,0.07032251118672453,0.0,0.0,0.06387377184371443,0.0,0.04319378286621778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224399261254444,0.0,0.09107479523603518,0.0,0.07310839612767728,0.0,0.07405971679738177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055414678135606,0.08734968100771301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040390368530470684,0.1657222500006714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028652734545561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381851823121489,0.0,0.0,0.09183224049569208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682685709526714,0.06598964404441278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550533197555334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204416214416206,0.06287734626396521,0.0,0.0,0.0917997571839505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637679394802912,0.0,0.07815370707813159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296311830854585,0.0850027005893506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864196097562222,0.0,0.0,0.16734112015937588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051665044070901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226077037594347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656339669770303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899860498516596,0.09185392000093903,0.0,0.0,0.08076054129490623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656228187867276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018769859852046,0.0,0.0,0.05872927850634967,0.0,0.0,0.2129575301552145 adhd,jenna_beterson,2019/05/13,"Students, how do you balance your classes? I’m a high school student and struggling hard to keep up with the 3 classes I’m taking. When I’m studying (I’m on Vyvanse) I dedicate myself to one subject at a time per day that my brain doesn’t allow me to balance the others. This has led me to do really well in one class and fail/barely pass the other two. Also, if I get a good grade on a test I get too cocky and feel as if I can take it easy for a while. This makes me fall behind. Any advice on how to balance multiple things at once?",2.7544565217391335,3.359543173913046,4.484076086956524,88.5174184782609,73.78260869565217,6.793478260869566,25.67934782608696,6.6274283507984215,0.8834565217391304,415,13,92,3,8,141,79,115,0.053,0.851,0.09699999999999999,0.6959,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,0,5,1,1,5,0,13,16,11,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,0,2,11,2,16,16,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,62,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228486670631592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237219528640192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550824091953679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545801875992446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470739425044358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530937009913862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23829433024647814,0.0,0.0,0.19127824674623195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428878233629533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409482609736413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270208815932456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222572401477746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286672969961184,0.3090663378438751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460952244468817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307996516222106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384082804760797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429317401639225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150686215409334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132978294002226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277255916457625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504511649794172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,se1by,2019/05/13,"I feel like I'm constantly fighting against the emotions of a 5 year old And it's so exhausting! ""Cleaning up is no fun, I want video games!"" But I'm slowly winning the most important fights and have an appointment next month to get meds again (after ~ 10 years of struggling without), so there's that.",5.0244915254237315,6.011658186440684,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,68.83050847457628,8.611864406779661,33.39406779661017,8.841846274778883,2.716284745762711,239,11,47,4,4,75,50,59,0.214,0.598,0.188,-0.40399999999999997,0,0,0,0,3,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140206750948967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32687059792944484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692921938484846,0.20759498843927254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181940503554908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196584120578487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32277599205235424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319432990706162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090419422864816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30492155403834337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037840074498513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139539268722034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801149283894339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742562399100621 adhd,DTX41,2019/05/13,Sudden Rise in price of Vyvanse? Just refilled my Vyvanse script and I'm being told it will be over $900. It has never been this much. I am insured under BCBS. Has anybody else noticed insurance not covering the drug anymore?,2.5862790697674427,5.372144372093025,3.6802790697674443,83.99437209302326,82.02325581395348,5.300465116279073,29.53023255813953,6.742157984588678,1.8961758139534888,180,9,30,2,5,58,39,43,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929154682316057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594563108236458,0.0,0.3309671264270711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912463092755044,0.0,0.3055672781728713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510666028424352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785779181844549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dan_jeffers,2019/05/13,"That moment when you're almost dressed and you touch your hair and realize it's full of conditioner. Also, remembering that this has happened before, and before, and before...",8.207,9.86201036666667,7.960000000000001,64.71000000000002,62.0,10.0,31.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.549666666666667,141,5,20,3,2,45,23,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131662049078608,0.0,0.0,0.2500998779565691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7983619040691342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765569538911322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542760230883284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheGreatAbooboo,2019/05/13,"Anyone tried Stattera with Adderall? Adderall has been working fairly well for me for a few years, I'm just having some issues with tolerance causing some sleepiness. I (22F) currently take 50mg XR divided in 2 doses every day and I just picked up the Strattera this afternoon, I'm just wondering what to expect or if anyone has had any experiences with it. I have a pretty important standardized test coming up and don't really want to deal with the side effect phase until after that is over. Most of the data or reviews I can find only involve one drug or the other so I figured I'd ask some real people. Thanks!!",5.623220338983053,6.759096872881358,6.662500000000005,73.5671398305085,67.5593220338983,8.950847457627118,30.00423728813559,9.188382445141503,2.8008610169491517,493,18,81,9,8,165,90,118,0.013000000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.113,0.8846,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,3,0,28,17,8,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,6,2,15,15,5,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,9,6,58,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486979888173022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30578778890136515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441990725569414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462660659849154,0.0,0.18835837009209944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101921405083742,0.225431421751496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535790631536351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423257539124047,0.0,0.0,0.21389386946617067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998535509081358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282268252111816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817135962408615,0.16630267400275456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515930357005225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224583589661316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888578051427754,0.1400807877810073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644069766795834,0.0,0.0,0.2013150389871723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845747469247544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897279966285108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966038353301778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713013867925756,0.15918889415252144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081147192964014 adhd,hollow_sunsets,2019/05/13,"How do you survive extreme boredom during conversations? Nothing is more boring to me than having to continue to listen to an extremely long story that I lost interest in 10 minutes ago. I don't know how to grin and bear it - it feels physically painful sometimes. I also get incredibly impatient when I'm being told something I already know. For example, today I went to an advising session for a college program I'm interested in. The entire hour was spent on information that I already read about on the college website. I just about died. I'm pretty sure my frustration showed on my face and I was fidgeting like crazy - I honestly felt on the verge of tears.",5.091707317073173,7.225276747967483,6.475292682926831,70.54562195121954,70.13821138211382,9.472845528455288,35.877235772357714,9.888512548439397,4.1822104065040655,532,29,85,14,10,180,86,123,0.154,0.684,0.162,0.2467,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,7,10,1,0,6,0,7,2,1,2,1,11,20,6,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,7,3,13,6,18,12,1,14,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,7,56,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871527735090525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659713411544704,0.16883947270118385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191181637039498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675296864453468,0.0,0.2027165744624949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030598442737788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791915169182626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320615245308437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314677406091886,0.0,0.0,0.1868421755363368,0.0,0.0,0.2304718175239898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025835949405813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465572613213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479369791927275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118574385350725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253711836779933,0.20881159329393492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898621580532871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012523514144887,0.20174243405047074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957183361702867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mandalorian2642,2019/05/13,"Just started treatment, but dose feels too low? I was put on 10mg (5mg twice a day) Adderall IR. It's been about a week since I started but I don't feel/notice anything different. How would I bring this up with my psychiatrist?",-0.2349848024316117,2.0609517021276598,1.5902735562310042,95.62000000000002,95.80851063829786,4.387841945288755,21.60790273556231,6.1826913282559595,0.2893306990881457,178,7,39,2,7,58,40,47,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.4606,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,4,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911620592165353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090602642686287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341674689299813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33071039836523536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723235822080031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32875349812821464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052096766560874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629442488166439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232216141889186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323113311954207,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FaffyBrain,2019/05/13,"The difference between actual ADHD and lazy teen ADHD. **Forgetfulness:** * **Lazy Teen**: “Forgot to do my homework, SO ADHD”. * **ADHD**: “Wait, where’s my wallet? Fuck, FUCK, FUUUCK, F*UUUUU*UUUUUCK! THAT’S THE THIRD TIME THIS MONTH!” *gouges out eyeballs in frustration* &nbsp; **Boredom:** * **Lazy Teen:** “Ugh, filling out taxes is so boring, maybe I have ADHD?” * **ADHD Hyperactive:** *2 hours of incredibly slow progress doing taxes, not allowing yourself to do anything else; tears are running down your cheeks* “Please... just kill me. I just want to die...” * **ADHD Inattentive:** *while doing your taxes, a loading bar gets stuck, but you don’t notice, and you spend the next 2 hours engrossed by the loading animation and your thoughts* &nbsp; **Attention Problems:** * **Lazy Teen:** “Went to go poop, and ended up spending 30 minutes playing a game on my phone. That’s sooo ADHD.” * **ADHD Hyperactive:** “Went to go poop, and ended up using all the toilet paper and soap playing with it for fun.” * **ADHD Inattentive:** “Went to go poop...” *blank stare* “...What was I just talking about?”",1.0402415823644873,-1.4909666368715089,2.690808545976143,80.07923863807943,167.88268156424581,4.542986561980976,20.85467310886305,5.78547306074238,1.421454416427602,808,33,122,16,74,263,114,179,0.094,0.8320000000000001,0.075,-0.3605,0,0,0,0,0,2,116.0,0,5,0,1,8,10,4,0,7,0,9,7,4,2,1,24,24,10,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,2,2,4,5,8,2,7,0,1,7,1,12,3,19,17,1,25,0,0,1,2,8,8,2,0,9,70,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.07172621665173222,0.0,0.883337256067218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592762576095189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048492816641985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628226703342103,0.07679273333914141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140051991486219,0.0,0.13019985504480924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590068333667174,0.038401154962407834,0.0,0.1253166626120706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476704242691102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131778876442716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384147238307855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866766878724927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816897657350086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368119284154632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068184979686653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033037682109113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907719056460689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058351456377157,0.042858930544710926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348112612655529,0.0,0.0,0.043352699431825216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440804355110911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,J_to_the_SR,2019/05/13,"I love to make noise for no reason One of my favorite things to do is make noise, it's extremely satisfying to me. I've been doing it for a long time. One of my favorite stories about this came about 8 years ago. I work in a warehouse at an electronics store and I had a pretty big warehouse a few years back before we moved locations. Whenever I was back in the warehouse I would do stuff like scream or make funny noises or just say things really loud it was extremely satisfying. One day a new employee was getting the tour of the store and was walking in the warehouse with the manager. He suddenly hears a scream and some random noises and he is curious and asked the manager what the hell that was. The manager just tells him oh that's just John he does that sometimes. One of my favorite stories and oh boy do I have a lot more of those.",3.2506255283178334,5.024038597633137,4.408981403212174,84.95291420118345,74.26627218934911,8.14218089602705,26.864327979712595,8.841846274778883,2.0528103127641586,669,25,135,14,14,219,93,169,0.067,0.763,0.17,0.9551,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,16,0,15,1,0,4,0,22,23,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,12,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,4,8,5,12,2,17,14,4,18,1,0,0,1,11,5,1,5,11,94,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826184201486775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563612438849373,0.0,0.0,0.2572181944297321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232204712345586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129564802995694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786591196856614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463663489072524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738405597646845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850901892450345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171255190841993,0.0,0.0,0.14801578727200987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219458061753884,0.15095455050602616,0.0,0.3349328834120428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777660466086263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153633101011172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533464164028795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015889590947514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714810761763567,0.17196643251777347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300822653354574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654198913291592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146744529800974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461886129073625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223414396135094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752798293376544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176394088282967,0.0,0.0,0.11881345462034648,0.0,0.0,0.21541401911162608 adhd,irlpeoplefoundmehere,2019/05/13,"my poor impulse control got my ass scammed long story short i saw someone selling ritalin online and i bought it. now, 6 days latter the guy disappeared from the internet. Im now trying to get my money back, since the transaction was made in a platform similar to paypal it should be possible. But ffffuck, ive been anxious 6 days straight waiting for this shit and now i can't even get it Getting treatment where i live and with my age is kinda hard, so getting medication online gave me a little bit of hope, hope that is now shattered I didn't even had the money to pay for it, im currently unemployed and spent my last bit to buy this shit! The ""plan"" was that if i had the medication getting a new job should be easy fuck these scams , fuck me actually! how could i be so stupid?? I'm so frustrated i cant get the motivation to jobhunt or go to the uni today .......",2.7768965517241395,4.627296459770118,4.463885057471266,83.71962068965519,75.7816091954023,7.628505747126438,28.266666666666666,8.447377352677275,2.116014252873564,680,29,136,13,15,229,107,174,0.24100000000000002,0.706,0.052000000000000005,-0.9886,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,12,8,6,0,11,0,17,8,3,4,0,19,36,11,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,1,0,8,3,3,6,0,0,12,2,16,2,12,18,2,22,0,0,1,3,3,6,5,5,13,83,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.13058294737128184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511714839344835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289453774562067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921799827401548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500835337913015,0.10683941558997526,0.0,0.0,0.1725976371947116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676548062538744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474173685479793,0.4194730656268152,0.0,0.07604945547350524,0.0,0.10702310477514664,0.0,0.0,0.13249668134771692,0.0,0.0,0.11987086405726105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658145555532057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890836920475697,0.0,0.1327895298223723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090760913901194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411656268847771,0.11816002019177207,0.11842098529750915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266178350497687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696066128370324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923818352165334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085493217041115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27471584645057023,0.11069214242415792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337998238636393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268398179389488,0.0,0.0,0.09085077352146398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Amj161,2019/05/13,"How are you supposed to feel when you're on the right dose? I didn't see any answer to this on the wiki so I thought I'd ask here. I've been playing with titration for awhile and had a lot of issues figuring out the right dosage for me. I think one of the big issues is that I have no idea how I'm supposed to feel when on medication. My doctor just keeps saying ""You'll know"" but that is really unhelpful lol. How would you all describe how you're supposed to feel on the right dosage?",2.5213834951456318,3.7650668058252457,3.6370752427184487,91.91833131067965,75.11650485436894,6.703398058252428,22.583737864077676,7.1686216300943375,0.5263407766990285,383,10,87,4,8,124,66,103,0.017,0.922,0.062,0.6459999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,1,9,3,0,4,1,22,19,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,9,1,14,13,2,11,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,2,55,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060123165307822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932890347957033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116236198501393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362627536928483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334024599767616,0.0,0.43159928357054056,0.0,0.18377431329396154,0.0,0.0,0.1136277403167912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577663465615073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828500954908155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010327795659872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245324600282266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297057153176323,0.0,0.16442074191655834,0.0,0.0,0.16475783549670392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324809544836489,0.0,0.16414124114642634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687359472024628,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway198291,2019/05/13,"I tried adderall for the first time and I was finally in a good mood! I’m not sure if I can admit this here, but I tried adderall that my friend gave me. We had been drinking, so I just wasn’t thinking. Or thinking impulsively I guess. I’ve never taken anyone else’s prescription before, but she knows I have adhd and told me to try it. I’ve been on bupropion for 5 months and it does nothing for my adhd. My boyfriend picked me up from the bars afterwards and usually it’s easy for me to be irritable around him or for us to get in an argument (especially when I’ve been drinking), but I could just be happy and not agitated in general. I just wanted to talk and could just be easy going for once. All I could focus on was him when we were driving, when usually I’m distracted by my phone or outside and don’t listen to what people are saying. Irritability and emotional regulation are my biggest issues and it felt like such a relief. Does adderall help with those things as well or could it just have been the alcohol?",4.455721254355403,5.3538188682926835,5.834860627177701,79.31006097560977,70.07317073170732,9.174216027874564,28.789198606271768,9.424239791934726,2.444554006968641,808,29,161,17,14,273,117,205,0.068,0.753,0.179,0.9759,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,1,13,9,0,1,6,0,22,4,0,1,3,44,37,22,0,6,15,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,10,13,4,0,5,3,0,2,5,1,1,1,13,3,25,7,22,17,1,21,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,6,12,119,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127064958606017,0.0,0.0,0.13903584920030074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909679734636698,0.13330140088577228,0.0,0.1158153459269059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107043353915076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154926173240003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770034168217695,0.0,0.0,0.25489421862789186,0.0,0.0,0.10868069525381024,0.1463434261126962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249150683471762,0.1425166687248813,0.0,0.1106618117018099,0.0,0.0,0.10051386381361001,0.0,0.06797115440798715,0.0,0.0739380385185216,0.10912054207105372,0.0,0.0,0.1433182870052803,0.0,0.0,0.13849239014045867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720235631341455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357891487694765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149879400434371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355960959666981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038434697549714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034006880728613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483312563423993,0.0,0.0,0.13855077431259336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019399563617247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345963691223874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226164008215684,0.0,0.0,0.10456833513960524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643173600222663,0.16672387302109365,0.0,0.0,0.07586154605681895,0.0,0.0,0.12431479766644675,0.0,0.26498525006826884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649260991308206,0.0,0.28657047872994473,0.0,0.07673553126119002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697427513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BABYCAKESxUNKILLABLE,2019/05/13,"Is it exclusively Executive Dysfunction that makes starting tasks difficult, or could there be a sensory component to it as well? I was reading that popular thread today, and someone mentioned a hesitation in specifically calling clients. It made me wonder if there wasn't a sensory processing component to our difficulty starting a new task, because there's something viscerally unpleasant about it that we know is unavoidable due to the nature of the task. And because of what we have... We can't tune it out.. And we focus on the worst of it.. And yeah. Thoughts?",7.335974025974027,9.190116161616164,7.804502164502164,64.29818181818183,64.15151515151516,12.121789321789322,41.41558441558442,11.765960540728905,5.842109956709956,456,27,70,16,7,150,67,99,0.163,0.77,0.067,-0.8823,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,1,8,0,0,2,0,17,15,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,7,2,11,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,5,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33095559115090123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27718816203531804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167364934245791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918578333731225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568593755605828,0.18119979550270834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217506487066183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715306700682383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300048130295725,0.2089810223742343,0.0,0.0,0.3842776206883366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155067025896815,0.0,0.0,0.25730969431921197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407263239325624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943837645385976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoHaxIsHere,2019/05/13,What is the process for getting diagnosed with ADHD? I'm a teenager who most likely has ADHD (my friends agree so that's a bonus I guess) but have been putting off asking my parents to go see a doctor about it since I realised. Could also appreciate some help with signs so I don't end up looking like an idiot. Obviously looked at the signs but the internet isn't always super truthful. Ty guys,3.222967032967034,5.364862102564104,4.337765567765569,83.8096153846154,75.41025641025641,6.508424908424907,27.809523809523807,7.447530270364453,1.6685985347985348,316,13,59,4,7,103,63,78,0.132,0.6459999999999999,0.222,0.7227,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,7,0,7,2,0,0,2,12,15,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,6,8,13,2,6,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,3,3,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049637652945045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800525682462686,0.1748079222895695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640153438333224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773613538038268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132323074063192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503135806049506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607335021999394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231149594745062,0.0,0.10976097559729568,0.0,0.11939640149159685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143280616084844,0.20801762305855773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408158473503675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527427608597265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528377298134414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327502801302005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111939011808287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674109021623021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737848535081776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Empy,2019/05/13,"Why does Adderall make me feel happy? I was diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety and depression at the age of 12 (I’m 17 now). I’ve been trying different medications to treat these such as Prozac, but nothing has worked very well. Until last week when I was prescribed Adderall. AND IT WORKED. I could focus on school work, chores, my job, etc. For the past 2 days I’ve noticed an increase in mood and comfort. So it treated my depression and anxiety too? And it makes me really happy, like happier than I’ve felt in years. Is this wired? I take 10mg doses so not that big.",1.907702702702704,4.3610602432432435,3.4319144144144147,86.93273648648649,81.70270270270271,6.943243243243244,23.664414414414416,8.07648339933343,1.547095495495496,441,16,87,9,12,145,85,111,0.085,0.698,0.218,0.958,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,2,0,13,12,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,2,8,7,11,7,2,15,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,10,49,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015267003050666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548103216412513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329712651259316,0.0,0.0,0.10740664411534276,0.0,0.28688698287136083,0.16903793340201095,0.0,0.1740022908713391,0.0,0.0,0.1457431551881248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573979181759812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842092913707606,0.0,0.1599076756491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545768576278795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526851703984088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357550093946491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136463895231087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233787829495988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777484319476768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598027782261672,0.18961063923809746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898441484601966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669189600764308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685507005633184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521982733457598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113071961561273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741565587980356,0.0,0.0,0.13359098131250827,0.0,0.14974241854310252,0.0,0.1502794148606093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637364954081583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724841827193993 adhd,adhdinattentive,2019/05/13,ADD and toxic friendships This one really hits home for me. I've been in so many 'friendships' where people have used me and took my kindness for granted--and instead of standing up for myself I would let all these little instances slip by until I built up to the point of rage and actually ended up in a physical confrontation because of it not too long ago. (This is coming from someone who hates fighting also). Anyone relate?,5.371916666666667,7.116513025000002,5.6875,78.03416666666669,68.75,7.333333333333335,29.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.1404583333333327,342,13,56,4,6,109,65,80,0.132,0.8029999999999999,0.065,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,15,5,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2357258228514387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141266467373514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317389450634231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890301310313546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472515522274872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808088096685332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139487442548281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848857580799795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230243112159874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515455490927557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470094839397028,0.0,0.0,0.24210463719936506,0.0,0.2137712830356331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490196032065015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368599404189413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746594484535432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283504465798629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547482796424209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046713616205683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683798943965189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086286073664924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159591624785028,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ch1ck3ns0up,2019/05/13,"Need some help/tips Hey guys! I'll try keep this short, I know how we can be. I visited a psychiatrist a while back after I noticed many of the ADHD (inattentive) symptoms. A few weeks after our session I received a letter from him with his diagnosis, which was a differential diagnosis, he believes that some of my issues are partly caused by mild existential depression as well as possible adult ADHD. To a certain extent I agree with that, because I was struggling with existential issues after college (I'm a grad, just got my first job out of college recently, which made things a little more complicated). His advice was to take a step back and keep an eye on myself in the workplace to see if any issues arise (I was a procrastinating. unorganised mess in college, but still made it through somehow), while at the same time really having a think about where I wanted to be in life and my purpose. If there were still issues after a few months then I could go back and see him to discuss things further (Likely medication) At the moment work seems to be fine (emphasis on seems) , I don't have too many responsibilities yet but I do find myself blanking often/procrastinating/forgetting half of a conversation after I've had it. My work style is pretty much random spikes of productivity but I happen to be able to get the job done at the moment, I'll need to keep an eye on that. Currently my biggest issues are that I tend to live a fairly disorganised lifestyle (with chores and getting myself ready for the work week etc, I'm sure you guys know what I mean). But also with my spare time, where I'm not really finding myself engaged in activities I thought I enjoy, things end up getting kinda dull and boring and I end up just laying in bed not doing much instead, I tend to always feel like there's something better I could be doing. I was wondering if any of you guys had any tips/tricks to help, or whether medication helped to address these issues. tldr: Having issues with being disorganised and boredom in spare time, where things I thought I enjoyed don't engage me as much as I'd like. I end up laying in bed not doing anything instead. Wondering if you guys had any tips/did medication help address this issue?",6.513042207198975,7.148332327790978,7.177731591448928,72.44208797734333,65.3895486935867,9.422291247944457,31.39420792983739,9.367010060515213,2.8210236798830626,1774,64,310,31,26,587,210,421,0.042,0.8420000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.9859,4,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,2,3,0,5,21,17,0,1,23,0,31,7,2,4,2,63,64,26,0,9,15,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,5,5,16,15,0,3,13,0,0,4,5,5,1,2,15,5,43,12,56,41,12,56,0,2,4,0,24,24,0,14,31,225,59,11,0.06603152897355978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158714131910841,0.06452524589276527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280538986362143,0.05494352178149983,0.0,0.0,0.17961481607852695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054338322094343985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232250969288993,0.0,0.040252207179788384,0.0,0.0,0.07439492124873283,0.0,0.058399521381828835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783256947762611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544160570194663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687285914797983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757317979713894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175453006423249,0.0,0.07364260945191797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03338752507448504,0.04717293749243445,0.0,0.0,0.12070324243964647,0.056166384812687736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349624561349513,0.0,0.03752723961285637,0.0,0.05281144581512471,0.0,0.0,0.2615263805840829,0.05839146299884562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770381679443351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513580857486708,0.1310522073483827,0.17607557075156935,0.0,0.0,0.07257840290039964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046640021698334685,0.09677900902536113,0.06618093913659412,0.058307049837344464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496125858071933,0.0,0.13389121264180434,0.0,0.07192769285824585,0.0,0.19955945571505307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270573644916237,0.0,0.14562231444200113,0.097923084102858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517733339042508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071505711152841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444062749814824,0.0,0.06717780372928515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460297658879015,0.0,0.06519816875837911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523715892210246,0.12022524801347885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050834297012472524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546572866937612,0.0,0.0,0.0690304910651787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622339346065336,0.0686320416244114,0.04964749206294242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547365508205576,0.042310337529975935,0.0,0.10484331642329196,0.11551054666791725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483107374964853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038947106606529,0.0,0.10593301916432328,0.0,0.05937027461506249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321675291076466,0.14421521857339795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,s3r3n3,2019/05/13,"Got told am high functioning and my issue is not biological [rant] After finally plucking up the courage to see a psychiatrist recently, I was diagnosed with adhd at 29. The first visit lasted around 20 minutes and involved a questionnaire for the most part. Right off the bat I was met with skepticism, asked why I hadn't seeked help earlier, why my grades were not affected, etc. Fast forward to the second visit, things went downhill real fast. Was recommended I stick to Wellbutrin which was prescribed by my PCP, I tried explaining the small dosage does little for me and the large dosage has severe side effects for me. They recommend stratera and say stimulants are not a good option since am an adult. I didn't mind any of this, but expressed my confusion and asked for clarification on how this would work or interact. I got very little information and they switched back to explaining why stimulants are a bad idea - that am high functioning, that they would need to interview my parents and see all my school records to proceed (wtf...). And the icing on the cake? Got told my issue must not be biological since I have a good job and am able to travel / book tickets, unless I had head trauma recently. I did my best to explain that I have been reading up about adhd and a lot of things in my life make sense now, and how I procrastinate can't focus and need to constantly force myself with coping mechanisms to do my day to day tasks. Just because I function doesn't mean it is easy, they gave me a referral to a psychotherapist re iterating that am high functioning and should be fine, come back in three weeks to see how the new medication is. I have never felt so small and insignificant in my life. And all it took was 20 mins to undo all the courage I worked up to seek help.",8.369984290452088,7.534638768545996,8.142956886018503,71.98948856694014,61.90801186943621,11.84632571129342,35.847268284168265,11.088447113337141,3.8509184499912728,1423,54,264,33,17,457,186,337,0.08,0.8540000000000001,0.066,-0.5792,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,5,10,10,1,1,20,0,34,5,1,8,5,61,57,22,0,7,8,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,11,20,0,0,9,4,0,7,9,4,0,3,21,5,34,6,39,30,8,46,0,0,3,0,25,21,0,5,20,179,45,11,0.09539826387659316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293003489747689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487409078194373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492468045662682,0.17836899781121093,0.0,0.0,0.1467107526753957,0.07965356554881108,0.05815389620449876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011459233332208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217715719011777,0.0,0.10309163239646152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304797619788492,0.0,0.0,0.09682722971706324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348366359596228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639428161459127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159729376707004,0.10450413504650864,0.0,0.08114571451920445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600310751994266,0.2288961192581057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979061411371793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788689073476556,0.3023805105412761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076930280000852,0.0,0.19914200448018704,0.09466805670392016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776231769609053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347652300757529,0.0,0.19122824485501813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110419247367967,0.0,0.0,0.06367908191728525,0.0,0.0,0.10391667632098996,0.0,0.0961037144492845,0.0,0.0,0.0963250515272956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147320775496286,0.07357702221804673,0.09213623771622256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592848241158068,0.10330702328540106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542408000163698,0.10858410962946002,0.0,0.0,0.18838855329165613,0.0,0.0,0.08146959610335243,0.0,0.07586452844060715,0.0,0.09654813611334777,0.2280601951643511,0.0,0.0,0.10777288414432143,0.0,0.15782885939435104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675673508644025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823142586737384,0.10599098132424377,0.06476915906570163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871355861261589,0.0,0.0,0.07652273294723241,0.0,0.0,0.08843514636790929,0.2582462846936513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890214457999786,0.0,0.0,0.13553637909605126,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cafeterraceatnight-x,2019/05/13,"Anxiety/racing heart from meds... Hellooo. I am on Vyvanse 30mg and this seems to be a good dose for me. The only downside really is that I am experiencing some physical anxiety symptoms. Breathing and calming skills help for the mental component, but I am still having my heart race, nausea, and a jittery, uneasy feeling randomly throughout the day. It is not painful or scary, but very uncomfortable while it's happening and effects my concentration... which is obviously a big part of why I'm taking it lol! Is there a way to mitigate this effect without flushing it out of your body? I know taking Vitamin C can supposedly flush it faster. But I don't want to get rid of the good aspects. I have also tried magnesium but doesn't help... I have talked to my doctor and she said wait and see if it improves, but... eh. Any ideas?",3.767142857142858,6.016525828025478,5.168284804367605,77.98243630573249,74.15923566878979,8.3073703366697,29.685623293903546,9.04235418022936,2.8076081892629667,653,29,117,15,14,218,109,157,0.07,0.7559999999999999,0.175,0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,8,1,14,9,4,2,1,27,26,15,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,13,3,13,24,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,5,4,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373496557654647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679694640299662,0.0,0.13138946878547986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077725799413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076554374602192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579499336273216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684274631216304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973309823577075,0.0,0.0,0.28811410977159496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187933207663842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070528371313096,0.23024289269810666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388659891327886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943901624448062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077725799413,0.0,0.17308517014097202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062479631812374,0.1827557629524238,0.0,0.0,0.18599019602871109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002844350941296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337505866378585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368637518728376,0.15635616431974278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716101296860378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785156272103976,0.2582715878843102,0.13804739335618213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660803116903833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171301941430278,0.1013035165403237,0.13632838927157465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497906333423553,0.0,0.0,0.1655623691885064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Doofnoofer,2019/05/13,"Anxiety vs. ADHD I'm a 41 year old man who had not been diagnosed I met with a therapist about a year ago. He recommended that I get tested, then my cousin also recommended that I get tested because I had a lot of the same problems as her husband. A last at church also said that I exhibited a lot of the same symptoms as her grandson. 3 different people saying the same thing within such a short time frame convinced me to look more into it. I've read a lot here and it resonated strongly with me. So, I set up an appointment. After talking to me for about 40 minutes, she said that she doesn't believe that I have ADHD because I can focus on things that I'm interested in and I'm not fidgety. She thinks I just have anxiety and that my inability to ever get anything done until in facing a strong deadline is because of my unconscious fear of the future and the unknown. I'm still coming in for tests next week on a computer, but I don't really feel very good about today's appointment.",5.441314907872695,5.6094255226130665,6.8875502512562825,75.2189970686767,67.643216080402,9.849413735343383,32.16122278056952,9.725611199111238,3.0255725293132314,785,31,149,16,12,270,119,199,0.047,0.863,0.09,0.7847,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,16,0,10,3,1,0,1,23,24,12,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,12,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,5,21,5,27,17,7,27,1,0,1,0,16,10,0,3,15,109,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287998958297078,0.0,0.12125973281083258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187884150878173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092942532298171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256990432470143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501652758003628,0.0,0.0,0.15412012819743026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783602094153542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388431512939073,0.0,0.14292073921348822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998787764319928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123738112248832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393141490664364,0.06916721677102652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144078436291952,0.0,0.0,0.1147364168662418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115054646548515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487260748282516,0.0,0.0,0.3488924045156961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454820974545545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354241664543455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483581813042534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089349743604145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368311374337958,0.0,0.08763381544657944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26024506541876985,0.1087841739446558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924396013952704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218146717623986,0.0,0.10994993118504004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588285155676503,0.18175986856749804,0.08765214795233761,0.0,0.0,0.07976575085949561,0.0,0.12966482989782324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286947441611407,0.0,0.0,0.109727990969709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761818553324323 adhd,propschick05,2019/05/13,"I feel utterly defeated by my ADHD today. Today I got a verbal warning from my supervisor about my excessive outside internet usage during work hours and was told that if I kept it up, it would result in written warnings. I knew it was coming, but I'm still upset. Mainly I'm mad at myself. For the past 2 years, my impulse control and hyper focusing during work hours has been getting steadily worse. I've been able to attribute it to various factors for the most part, but I feel that I've just been making excuses for at least the past 6 months. At first, I was pregnant and had to heavily cut my dosage. Then when I returned to work in January 2018, I was sleep deprived and having to pump 2-3 times a day since I was breastfeeding. I stopped pumping in October 2018 and I feel that it's gotten steadily worse since then. I work in an industry that relies heavily on the number of mortgages that are processed. Around October, and definitely in November, our volume started to drop off drastically with volume only picking up in the past few weeks. I've bounced around with different subjects of hyper focus in the past 6 months, but all have been pulling up various websites on my computer. The most recent being Reddit. At first I was telling myself that I had gotten used to my 20 minute phone breaks while I was pumping since I would normally play games during that time. Then I started thinking that it was because I didn't have enough to do and my brain was trying to fill the boredom. With it getting busier over the past few weeks, it's becoming clear that if those were the initial issues, it's not anymore. I'm having a serious problem with self control. (Even now, I'm bouncing back and forth between my work portal and reddit to write this.) I've mentioned the issues to my doctor, but I feel like my concerns have been brushed off for the most part. Many times he would point out that I wasn't sleeping well because of the baby, and that sleep deprivation can inhibit the ability to stay focused. At my last appointment, he gave me a Ritalin prescription to take occasionally in the afternoon when I'm feeling that my focus is particularly bad. I have it filled, but I haven't used it yet. I don't know if I will. My psych is retiring and I start with a new doctor in 3 weeks. I may just wait to get her input. At this point, I'm discouraged. I was diagnosed at a time when they would just put kids on meds and call it a day. I have never been taught ways to cope or redirect. At the same time, I don't feel that it's gotten any worse at home. I feel that I'm present with my son once I get home and for the most part on the weekends. I just don't know what to do at work. I can constantly tell myself to not open a new tab or to get back to my actual work because it's piling up, but it's like I can't resist. Even today, knowing for certain that I'm being watched more closely. The worst of it is, my supervisor and her boss have been really understanding and accommodating. Not only with my ADHD, but with my being a new mom. I like this job. I've had many different jobs and this one is ideal for me. It has a set schedule, I don't have to take anything home, and I am only in charge of myself 90% of the time. I want to be better for it, but I don't know how. I know they've been hinting at my issues for the past few months without coming out directly, but I can't seem to help myself. I don't know what I want to accomplish with this post. I think I mostly needed to write it all out and put it somewhere that other people who understand might see it. If you've made it this far, thanks for reading.",5.466084421790377,5.436130058904108,6.338601465434853,79.85538547308063,67.58904109589041,9.36604014017203,30.949346925772534,9.10164783776728,2.4593335457151957,2853,102,572,47,43,947,296,730,0.1,0.8290000000000001,0.07,-0.9735,5,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,1,0,1,15,19,20,2,1,32,0,65,8,4,11,5,118,123,41,0,14,23,2,7,3,0,7,4,0,3,2,49,36,0,6,19,4,0,7,16,11,1,3,35,10,76,9,91,77,21,111,0,4,2,0,23,42,0,14,59,394,125,17,0.05643860075645717,0.0,0.055075932972266116,0.0,0.1356564608538812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038380183876476605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597192644598421,0.0,0.0,0.04644415954212496,0.10048464070292744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679560046959725,0.047123874189713234,0.10321334153094967,0.06233200037984385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991535593484433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300414381013343,0.057630121586197576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723371427289984,0.0,0.06099007723748446,0.12660137963999485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279645687793708,0.0,0.0,0.057283991744591235,0.0,0.11793265089331922,0.0,0.11553459876503308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058316161570381685,0.0,0.07455432702903833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997593663287296,0.04031974765737866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601328994353983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743419738953292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513910478923761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03782960441240818,0.0,0.16983755484286586,0.0,0.11116130610947536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672170794277234,0.11201320526364712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861030738729593,0.04600499237621105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271914851729444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340356866403647,0.03767320425785238,0.11443976555676183,0.0,0.0,0.06269056226864562,0.0,0.0,0.05987243648447985,0.0,0.06610020708677854,0.13514625800443422,0.0,0.0,0.0418485073299995,0.04352892823275156,0.16352625690530398,0.0,0.0,0.0552978456917572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010526784896026,0.03824425651504345,0.12877229728811473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183352514153248,0.32326218349696345,0.03912741948196643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670544056554816,0.0,0.05405257845447144,0.0,0.0,0.05400411872440628,0.0,0.11347276441273532,0.0,0.0,0.05645387384335855,0.0,0.03615601283755345,0.0,0.05572630944347349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044974257672623585,0.051379582443076215,0.058877769390444375,0.0,0.0,0.1400597812984472,0.0,0.16943808011685146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984259630991287,0.060156039011605336,0.045071939468819384,0.047185197385650995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486960779665632,0.0,0.09865964938633716,0.05196108081139487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232715294784195,0.0,0.0,0.19745881180976813,0.0,0.16049158297424804,0.05392950164589537,0.0,0.038318105186582005,0.0,0.0,0.1175091476032622,0.0,0.0974896602877128,0.0,0.0,0.06657789799976413,0.04479833427984785,0.13581492360873587,0.0,0.05074508008352263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440479711306005,0.0,0.2876158147183415,0.0,0.17254726756615665,0.16036945069929598,0.0,0.0,0.03634460847494712 adhd,DustyTheLion,2019/05/13,"I graduated from Law School this weekend... I guess this is a celebration post, but also something of an open question. I finished Law School this past Saturday. It was a stressful agonizing roller coaster of elation, dejection, pride, and self-loathing. It is over now. I've done it. Despite the late diagnosis, relationship troubles, and general life challenges I completed a professional degree! Yet, despite family and friends congratulating me, I feel only the barest hints of relief. It was close, I made mistakes, I struggled to do the things I know I needed to do to manage my ADHD, and that is all I can dwell on. The if-only, the should-have-been, the insecurities and blown deadlines that literally have no bearing anymore are eating up everything positive I feel. How do I take pride in my accomplishments? How do I pull out these internalized feelings of inadequacy that seem to repel any kind of positivity or self-praise for what I've done?",6.306804733727812,8.434768911242609,7.1450887573964526,66.99029585798819,66.98816568047337,9.933727810650886,35.485207100591715,10.214889679676881,4.144280473372782,762,38,122,20,13,253,112,169,0.18,0.684,0.136,-0.8799,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,5,12,0,4,10,0,14,2,0,3,1,26,23,10,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,6,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,5,3,16,6,16,18,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,7,83,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400655543407525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909489120413814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977740719363056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009441175811331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925546885678122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303962840444434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165182395842828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508217649667166,0.0,0.15218110448628974,0.0,0.2448703964612953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471981714470735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783248867974513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810369421810425,0.08871727914892277,0.0,0.18209919475623976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402223414040405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527482338722743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969772329378245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227741982698943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410245932406086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460457234804956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808376744244984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331457215921733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32674998367301944,0.0,0.1469591016407106,0.3368117717116497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427610248144336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849166293819808,0.16876087378282487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137468548147776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724640264239547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beckandrews,2019/05/13,"I am starting to feel like (what I can only assume) a normal human being feels like! So my adhd flared up intensely as an adult after a concussion to the point where I actually needed to start taking medication for it, and I was started on adderall, like I feel most people are. It worked pretty well for the longest time and I was doing alright! But it gradually stopped working as well, so gradually that I didn’t realize exhausted had become my new normal when I wasn’t taking it. I literally couldn’t get anything done on the days I didn’t take it and when I would get home from work and it had worn off. So at work I was doing pretty good, but life at home was a literal disaster. I recently talked to my doc and got switched to concerta and HOLY SHIT. It’s only been a couple of weeks but I feel like a completely different person.... I now know what normal human being tired is rather than utterly exhausted! I don’t even think I realized exactly how much of a difference it made until today when I was in the car having a blast while singing along to the radio. I hadn’t done that in so long and I didn’t even notice... So basically my advice is, if you’re meds aren’t working for you or even if they’re working for you 75% of the time but that other 25 feels like shit, talk to your doctor about finding something that may work better, if at all possible. It can honestly change your life, 10/10, would recommend!",5.550455206817709,5.712726780918733,6.746875909374349,76.34106214924134,67.40989399293287,10.051049677821661,30.07462066098525,9.916854025145753,2.7951020162128453,1121,38,216,24,17,380,151,283,0.099,0.779,0.121,-0.462,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,8,18,15,2,0,14,1,32,9,2,2,2,42,51,28,0,11,9,0,5,5,0,3,7,0,2,4,16,8,0,1,11,2,0,1,8,4,2,0,18,5,28,11,31,27,3,31,0,0,0,0,10,11,2,7,24,157,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0843637323512198,0.0,0.10389733534748756,0.08447894374857251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114182971466357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547836801256301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645890865659198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145372433833696,0.0,0.09064225777249472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956564178554868,0.0,0.05575376096906005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064584762356792,0.0,0.0884862901226472,0.0,0.17693883304161814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130026542456342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218561185908454,0.2470425259286068,0.0,0.0,0.07901467315037776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033418770591327,0.0,0.0,0.07251102041647288,0.06914278432524246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343485919296406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751122394925701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212583508891647,0.21117802668750368,0.0,0.0,0.07650643908351483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180205273402176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960276028159653,0.08709031532590637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355145256234293,0.06410234164283597,0.0,0.08349494128952713,0.0,0.0,0.2541109556448704,0.0,0.09842506806114287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149980443831633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993425742661008,0.07548570283993578,0.0,0.0,0.08172416464396486,0.09746054425698217,0.0,0.17590354980840864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535996035106319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774814752549508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655422475958972,0.0,0.0,0.18357144715925047,0.0,0.0,0.07227693020083849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500124166345595,0.13897212276103338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539432782818292,0.0,0.0,0.10082057897713444,0.09936273891266056,0.08194546583218146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934579979727529,0.0,0.1554597125558733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44056164468597697,0.0,0.0,0.1228246593927002,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elbileil,2019/05/13,"Every pharmacy in town is out of Adderall XR does anyone else have this problem? My provider called in my refill last Wednesday and couldn’t do it sooner because of the lovely tiny window of like 3 days you get (so you don’t try to fill it too soon or whatever) I use CVS for all my prescriptions for the last 2+ years and got a text Thursday that they had to order it and would let me know when it’s ready. Well Friday I took my last pill and figured I can handle a lazy weekend without it. Fast forward to yesterday, no update from CVS yet so I called and asked if they knew when it would be ready because I was out. The pharmacist said she had tried to order it 2x and it still hasn’t come but would try again today. So here it is Monday, I’m struggling at work and feel like an asshole. I called 4 other pharmacies in my town because my provider is super awesome and she would call and have it canceled and transferred but NONE of them either have enough for my quantity or don’t have it at all, is this crazy to anyone else?! I felt like crying because I feel like some kind of crackhead calling around trying to get my drugs because I can’t function without them. You get so much shit because it’s a controlled substance too and I live in a college town where they definitely get abused. Just honestly needed to vent somewhere and see if anyone else has these problems and what you’ve done. Hopefully everyone else is having a better Monday!",5.372587466359093,5.794411612456749,5.533950403690888,83.98359381007306,67.82352941176471,7.944713571703192,30.242406766628214,7.594959193182576,1.8288660515186468,1152,41,226,11,18,364,160,289,0.096,0.759,0.146,0.9397,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,3,5,4,17,15,1,1,9,0,28,4,1,2,2,47,48,25,0,11,10,0,3,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,18,17,0,1,6,1,0,4,9,4,1,0,9,5,29,11,27,32,7,39,0,0,1,1,18,14,1,6,25,154,47,3,0.0,0.1021783412027525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089957529000328,0.2650841377205048,0.0,0.07677041377868128,0.08062121454933796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31542058095175185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627081118510709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402949793459535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428670118886258,0.0,0.0,0.09672364086615244,0.0,0.0,0.09472877641358847,0.05561660047791107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546775994400746,0.08825177185593362,0.0,0.0,0.10000910542512667,0.0,0.2881642973170603,0.0,0.0,0.0891072669897541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265952806159756,0.08240443767865993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720940037314842,0.1232173868346746,0.08280233856277848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022391099048776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897268533832887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856541385948307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980396927394117,0.04739434102156384,0.2108872923802318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818455419345747,0.0,0.16852680408785767,0.0,0.0761500417071648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783347651353388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339510887726812,0.06394464270897553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650369055896884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203241783016474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687207984576245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852242548231516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887005653050284,0.0,0.0,0.09015504623100708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174387081606746,0.0,0.09581397833138072,0.2342007112578137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448224432187017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753863213307692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626138111048225,0.0,0.06278254481981126,0.0,0.0,0.24504499397162294,0.0,0.0,0.055534669014636176 adhd,grrrlfieri,2019/05/13,"Drug Testing After Adderall Prescription Hi everyone, I've just been prescribed adderall after a really long struggle throughout child/young adulthood with attention problems. I feel like it's really helping me. I scheduled a follow-up with my neurologist to further manage my symptoms and continue with treatment. When I set up the new appt, they mentioned that they will drug test me next time. I initially assumed this would be to make sure I'm taking my meds and not selling them (which I'm not). However, it just occurred to me that I smoke weed occasionally to manage anxiety. I began to panic because I didn't think of this when consenting to the drug test. Has any smoker ever had an issue with marijuana showing up on a drug test and being refused treatment because of it? The follow-up is fairly soon and weed takes a while to leave your system, so it will most likely show up if they test me for it. I'm nervous because I'm finally getting the help I need and am improving, and I don't want this taken away now.",6.561580756013748,7.222033422680415,7.137680412371132,72.68356529209623,65.28865979381443,9.559450171821307,35.75429553264605,9.516144504307137,3.555489347079038,820,38,137,15,12,270,119,194,0.09,0.8420000000000001,0.069,-0.2367,1,0,6,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,0,8,7,0,3,9,0,12,5,0,1,2,28,26,11,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,21,3,21,16,1,24,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,18,93,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461255076048436,0.0,0.10643337148530406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071635799894368,0.0,0.0,0.2544354020341568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6453822859405813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585022536102722,0.0,0.13294380580305634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034784723985374,0.0993938482463014,0.0,0.152409115296923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268920612388174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651058990427052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521462097061386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473176155076201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135942889402593,0.0,0.0,0.12312486471789633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286974657619516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454105232885218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031624558327562,0.0,0.13437174013130698,0.14796536344301173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323800769818145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312774739517935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825931271717446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454479309116679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112751888822052,0.14460839397895514,0.2092155186521919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914830178592703,0.0,0.0,0.08112729004279624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206194079609118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988333122865633,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hunterslane86,2019/05/13,"I got written up and now I'm scared. I enjoy my job. I work with special needs people. I like to give back. But i have to write a summary everyday and send it to my boss. I got written up for not sending them in. I tried setting a reminder on my phone. I ignore it. I tried doing them at home. I did for a bit then no more. Now i have to go to the office and do them. I hate myself for not doing them on time. I want this job but want to remember. What do?",-1.9947899159663864,-0.1470086862745088,1.2494677871148492,99.08117647058823,96.64705882352942,4.090756302521008,16.10924369747899,5.773587663045528,-0.7003579831932769,342,9,86,3,14,121,59,102,0.083,0.8270000000000001,0.09,-0.09,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,3,6,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,18,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,0,21,3,16,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,7,65,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564509153633845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493814586171486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912653137760985,0.1298194623407115,0.0,0.3653854411826413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255228669340878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291293775666454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533540775192533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159714958300178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937459642811314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583614639292234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25876153594641577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286937510853485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319673227420473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31017180855169085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694625286350032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629646739886875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RuPaulsDragHeist,2019/05/13,"Any ADHD business owners here? I started looking into starting my own pet-care and eventually grooming business where I live and right now I'm just collecting stories and information so I don't make any dumb decisions. Its a long-term plan that's definitely in infancy, but you gotta start somewhere, right? You can't decide anything without taking that first step. Are any of you independent employees or business owners? Has your diagnosis effected your ability to run your business in a negative way? Positive way? Any suggestions for keeping me disciplined and on-track toward reaching my eventual goal?",5.6815844155844175,8.986869504761906,6.450822510822513,65.81493506493507,73.0,9.913419913419911,38.116883116883116,10.018931242160765,5.2575714285714295,498,30,68,16,11,163,81,105,0.048,0.813,0.139,0.8253,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,4,5,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,17,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,12,0,8,12,1,16,0,0,1,0,10,7,1,1,5,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394590445210056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419856659536993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396526929178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694814277660004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710201113595805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759408601463733,0.1763294384920527,0.16731930379759252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300051378086514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403157775842312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230892273711751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981074298960206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163097800211574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206929993677174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jet-aime,2019/05/13,"Coffee and eggs So there I was, making an omelette toast and some coffee. I had just let my dog outside when I heard her barking. She was just barking at the neighbors. So I have the instant coffee in my hand after scooping it out, and I poured the teaspoon of coffee over my eggs... yeah, coffee and cheese omelette.",2.724972677595627,5.097548737704923,2.8831967213114744,92.4994398907104,78.01639344262296,4.066666666666666,24.92076502732241,3.1291,0.21896502732240464,247,9,47,0,6,75,40,61,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,5,3,1,1,0,9,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,0,6,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8373798024673627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466215019734594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slurms_McKraken,2019/05/13,"Put my keys on top of my lunch so I wouldn't forget it this morning Freaked out 5 minutes later because I couldn't find my keys. Mornings are hard.",0.2214516129032269,2.573178161290325,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,89.96774193548387,3.1,23.87903225806452,3.1291,-0.12436129032258016,117,5,25,0,4,37,26,31,0.12300000000000001,0.75,0.128,0.0372,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35077957488172284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259367751029165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154763507911828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784706822434025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,misstymystery,2019/05/13,"The most ADHD moment in existence I went to go take my follow up test after starting Vyvanse (the computer test I took to have my adhd diagnosed in the first place) and was told to take my meds at 8 AM for it, I keep my Vyvanse in a separate pill container than my other meds since it’s taken at a different time of day I wake up after a night of very bad sleep (also very ADHD, where my insomniacs at), take my meds, go back to sleep and head out to the testing at noon Halfway through the test, still feeling unfocused: “.....I didn’t take my Vyvanse.” FML.",7.7930088495575225,5.2646785663716855,8.574442477876108,73.84113274336286,64.22123893805309,11.871858407079651,36.759292035398225,10.355215969177356,3.5635430088495585,430,16,88,8,5,147,68,113,0.06,0.9259999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.7178,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,0,4,6,4,0,0,7,18,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,6,1,13,0,22,12,1,28,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,1,11,58,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483525699917134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724843375446001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312299957953976,0.1119769949619575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864904321348066,0.0,0.0,0.13611973474763964,0.0,0.14011734054130684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781049776214472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407465821895052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524366236856396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763646859153392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920392491687562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469009114397561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585398942129036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011734054130684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093791766561124,0.0,0.2684154952572513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492438128210612,0.0,0.10710113346171704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40333880896168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820114098359064,0.0,0.0,0.12814870674239978,0.14900213819662372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131106612676169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432214265701708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cebbee,2019/05/13,"My mind is a mess I just cant concentrate at this point. My mind is an absolute mess and the only way for me to feel somewhat in control when i dont feel like my adhd meds is doing its job is searching for instant dopamine kicks by drinking coffee/soda or trying snus (a form of chewing tobacco, im a swedish schoolboy btw). My mind is just racing and i cant think straight for shit. I have a maths test really soon too, and feel absolutely no motivation to study. I dont feel sad, just extremly unmotivated to do anything. I feel like im having a mental breakdown at this point. Im just so pissed off right now i can barely verbally explain how shitty my mental health feels. I just want to run, scream and sleep at the same time. Has anyone ever felt this before? Do you know what im talking about? Please answer, i need instant advice! Thank you!",2.3130482456140378,4.4000380350877215,3.8974232456140387,86.15560855263159,78.00584795321637,6.3802631578947375,24.137792397660817,7.413659706084162,1.131540643274855,668,23,133,9,16,222,108,171,0.18100000000000002,0.754,0.064,-0.9668,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,13,9,2,0,8,0,16,6,3,3,1,32,29,8,0,2,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,2,1,12,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,8,17,3,15,28,3,16,0,1,0,0,4,9,2,2,7,82,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943976401025332,0.11337849946525386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112752961754667,0.0,0.09547886780245708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872891421344232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301321469634102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719613809980448,0.1136605416374057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104951451566077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35199501603710265,0.16577687676383138,0.111402403737846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233293803464159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013085786022433,0.0,0.11513712512976965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376442507563211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336812097046173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887786034497506,0.0,0.2338522591188599,0.0,0.3514571830342796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603122843609898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824240601044779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736084681488494,0.219362665919711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432872516187128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908490157520106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909821817360215,0.0,0.0,0.11610900926811354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325667466346167,0.0,0.10682043155855052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434427431689875,0.0,0.0,0.06765523722494916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877350641326555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684346792401242,0.0920954169188132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,soft_98,2019/05/13,"had to tell lady at counter to give me a second to collect my thoughts lol my mind racing through 47372 things as usual, i walked up to the counter, looked at her, and then completely blanked on how to explain my reason for being there. i tried to scramble and improvise but i'm sure it didn't make much sense and i could tell i was digging myself a hole by continuing to ramble so i stopped talking mid-sentence to think usually i would rehearse before but i just forgot today. i feel like a child when this stuff happens",3.3608629989212484,5.418733349514563,3.881100323624597,87.62083063646173,74.72815533980581,6.131175836030206,28.92017259978425,6.937597516519254,1.516763538295578,417,18,80,4,9,131,78,103,0.034,0.882,0.084,0.5945,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,3,1,19,16,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,14,2,16,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,8,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466752037733488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521906411289868,0.0,0.0,0.16388939273790915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378941354414613,0.14664314011211418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691128628011748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151736875118976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002833300533361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237299864758412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701764746648995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726165571140087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089522789483226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104917307689175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716128178737624,0.0,0.0,0.23498217303027166,0.0,0.0,0.1934621856800354,0.0,0.0,0.16498623783998712,0.35882567796093456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637060333750453,0.13152712305851585,0.0,0.1629594631725582,0.0,0.0,0.1945695848504041,0.0,0.0,0.1393631556292332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521462936034665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581613970180649,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scottIshdamsel23,2019/05/13,Guests who arrive early drive me insane!! I definitely clean my house just before guests arrive. It drives me bonkers when they arrive early! Anyone else?,4.283076923076924,7.6896730769230786,3.7373076923076947,79.84519230769233,87.46153846153845,4.138461538461539,14.192307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.1843538461538463,124,2,17,1,4,37,21,26,0.087,0.71,0.203,0.5538,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375062314402679,0.4945702508876184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41073139940848696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032233597033013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569564169712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,guardrevenant,2019/05/13,"Brain going a mile a minute? I'm filling out job applications right now, which is super tedious and annoying. I've gotten five down out of my goal of ten, but now my head is so restless and distracted I feel like my thoughts are racing. I keep switching between tabs, never finishing what I want to do on any of them, and now my head feels like it's going out of control and my heart feels like it's racing. How do I get my head to calm down and let me work in peace?",4.279013605442181,4.287174928571432,5.228979591836733,86.66482993197279,70.12244897959185,8.165986394557821,27.55782312925169,7.793537801064563,1.398790476190476,365,11,81,4,6,120,63,98,0.095,0.7190000000000001,0.187,0.8994,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,5,8,1,2,2,0,6,5,5,2,1,18,17,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,2,3,12,5,14,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,8,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123929076396226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034394982747965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439704118886148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764372273495157,0.39057570206981657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521259184431527,0.0,0.20714176019367486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610907605055597,0.0,0.0,0.21595462768388066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808445357789547,0.16198279804594234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863521864385181,0.0,0.26709897245473124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055429983775616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563149599118795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446777682858333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748955025942368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326724912809516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,un-defined,2019/05/13,"Closeted ADHD? Not sure if this is a thing, but is there anyone out there with ADHD who doesn’t share their diagnosis amongst friendship groups? Is anyone else popular amongst social crowds and considered really sociable?",7.9047747747747765,10.72273767567568,7.079459459459461,66.27342342342342,64.13513513513513,11.41981981981982,33.954954954954964,11.20814326018867,4.9198360360360365,182,8,25,6,3,56,31,37,0.032,0.643,0.325,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6864697364759794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399395353777344,0.2926302419337241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385815747945549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296223009497253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29113252845837617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691739681581079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897394899754794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coelacanx,2019/05/13,"How do you guys manage or maintain keeping up with routines and hobbies? I have a hard time keeping a routine for myself, along as keeping goals. It's always been a dream of mine to develop a game, make a webcomic, or even finish a painting. But instead I just spend time looking at my phone or just staring at my computer screen. I want to be one of those people that has a Set Routine™️. Like wake up at 6 everyday, take my dog for a walk, read a book, work on a project, ect. I just cant get myself off my damn phone. Ive tried the Focus apps, (the one where if you touch your phone it kills a tree to be specific) Deleting apps, setting time limits... Nothings working. I always relapse. I just hate myself because I feel like I'm wasting all my time on social media. Any tips? (I'm not on medication, if that little bit of info helps)",2.1459649122807,3.91974628654971,3.8992748538011694,87.41136842105264,77.3625730994152,5.963508771929827,26.604678362573104,6.742157984588678,1.1578636257309944,649,26,132,6,15,218,112,171,0.091,0.857,0.052000000000000005,-0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,4,8,5,3,0,13,0,8,2,1,2,1,24,20,9,1,3,11,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,2,4,1,1,2,3,0,2,1,6,20,2,20,17,2,20,0,0,3,0,10,11,1,5,8,84,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767882407631001,0.0,0.0,0.1131053929230084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138900138611864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815817181316977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985482091317128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409794302548931,0.1188212363969272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689694077391877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468599128683598,0.0,0.0,0.14899280399236775,0.16420960035663992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148284971635726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435067673992419,0.18401183717119626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251410407371875,0.1666994135224476,0.0,0.0,0.13966949156362088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102194257242104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755299770879112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595914740501601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254096371244075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530747660861546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636808212356055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954542709791448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505425153715627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879372849929222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292244865585033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810165758307716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421703557029561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chlorinehead,2019/05/13,"Went from a 1.3 GPA in fall to a 3.5 this spring. Thanks Ritalin! For those of you unsure about medication, I'd like to say that I was a skeptic too. I was diagnosed this year as a college sophomore, and was worried if I was overreacting by taking medication. THE STUFF WORKS! It's amazing what you can do when you're able to sit down for longer than 20 minutes to work on stuff. I know meds may not work for every person, but don't knock em until you try em! And shout-out to the doctors and mental health professionals for helping me and others deal with this disorder!",4.3284210526315805,5.3844114473684215,5.183289473684212,83.28177631578949,70.49122807017544,8.156140350877193,27.407894736842106,8.472884824447931,1.7633894736842102,451,15,92,7,8,147,83,114,0.078,0.8320000000000001,0.09,0.3249,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,3,3,4,1,0,6,0,8,6,0,0,0,10,12,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,1,8,3,20,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,61,18,7,0.18203271439179156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766773550827076,0.0,0.1847593733491328,0.0,0.0,0.20862526126777475,0.18631819656655216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533704128816791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349226316499396,0.0,0.0,0.12201269137187985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004041926297816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893198942426588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021973093513231,0.3667576178737822,0.1834461615555736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894394487780505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475972074252136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41676781406650026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368659469718034,0.0,0.0,0.1675912665454817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358826413083382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687461499489167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975659522291672,0.18486305754309407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172230998913382 adhd,Lofti122,2019/05/13,"Dating ADHD Girl, How Can I Communicate? So I've only been on a couple dates with this girl (23F) with ADHD (and not on meds as she doesn't like them) and she seems extremely into me, however she can take up to an entire day to get back to me. I'll text her but not follow up as I'm busy, so I'm not blowing her phone up or anything. When she does reply it's VERY well crafted and enthusiastic, however the frequency confuses me. I assume she loses track and also gets anxiety based on how well crafted her text is and maybe she over thinks it and takes forever (I've done this before). Anyways, how can I go about communicating this? Based on my reading here people with ADHD can sometimes take any form of criticism extremely harshly. Should I communicate with her? And if so, how? I get not getting back after a few hours, but 12-24 is a long time imo Thanks!",4.128275529865125,5.054526716763007,5.7203612716763,79.72809489402701,70.84971098265895,8.772447013487477,27.133429672447015,9.075114841892004,2.0871429672447013,674,22,135,13,12,230,103,173,0.075,0.826,0.099,0.8139,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,16,6,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,4,0,29,24,22,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,2,2,0,2,0,20,4,21,21,2,21,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,5,11,93,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284419242841225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721107837572625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967186275489257,0.0,0.11212479010400386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120613697697427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540483926749685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471931943697485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217567515925685,0.0,0.0945248006410319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826341240266492,0.14999084930070644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063047563270049,0.0,0.08329847075927843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443408202766454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160615006216442,0.0,0.0,0.12970884432599405,0.0,0.16397308304560154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472481376358839,0.0,0.16280498130435528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147223597852372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161240490955374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660854111087213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343080132580407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449603675951546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306046654542418,0.0,0.0,0.13494093024404447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391541850438924,0.0,0.0,0.08546549114072897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209346738647391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635660461580479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sciordie,2019/05/13,"Medication helps me be the person I've always wanted to be And no, I don't necessarily mean the person who can sit down and crank through her to do list (although I am feeling pretty good about that). &#x200B; I mean the person who has the brain to do thoughtful things for friends and family. The person who can have meaningful discussions and chats with people without being crippled by social anxiety. The person who remembers to buy **AND SEND** mother's day gifts to all the wonderful moms in my life. The person who makes plans with friends I haven't seen in a while because I want to maintain the relationships, and then actually shows up and doesn't cancel. &#x200B; I was always apprehensive about using stimulant medications because of stigma, and I always thought of them as just a means to get things done. I never realized how much it would positively impact the social aspects of my life.",5.329584415584414,7.738281824242427,5.8124891774891765,74.38159090909092,70.15151515151516,8.350649350649352,29.361471861471863,9.04235418022936,2.795692640692641,731,29,118,15,14,235,103,165,0.023,0.794,0.183,0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,12,0,16,5,1,4,2,31,29,13,0,3,2,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,9,10,0,0,10,2,1,1,6,1,0,0,5,2,13,3,23,20,2,10,0,0,1,0,24,4,0,1,4,90,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.09872485522190216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25253831329230786,0.21922981870264852,0.24585909399353315,0.0,0.0,0.07739283614116088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334149902635763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293635242034827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524464750838406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352944439704784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537168519168544,0.0,0.05115331158206487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632346969805588,0.0,0.052855826516342325,0.0,0.0,0.08485447233185589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781042130684331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291514910474262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753007049330413,0.0,0.0,0.3306030928571601,0.0,0.20383116138070195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848611585147438,0.0,0.0,0.07436972948563686,0.0,0.07802658812710349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701367841650351,0.5300131852752318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292368535543284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086159998042968,0.11460301986724465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625498668915687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442234087179675,0.0,0.0,0.16063133821189324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737621024398654,0.0,0.0,0.1193423876144796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752182901864724,0.10971180357142624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186646665738969,0.0,0.24585909399353315,0.0 adhd,fortnitekid69654,2019/05/13,did ADHD meds helped your grades? I was diagnosed with ADHD and I'm not using meds for recreation. 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We have two children with one on the way. He was rediagnosed with ADHD last year, although we pretty much knew already as he was diagnosed as a child. My question is how do I deal with the resentment that pops up from time to time when he is forgetful of things that are important. Hes lost priceless sentimental items, hes forgotten for months and months now to fix insurance problems through his work, which me and the children count on his insurance. I could go on and on. Ive always valued and practiced open communication but it feels as though Im nagging when Im reminding him to do these things. Doesn't matter how often I write these things down either. He seems to get annoyed when I remind him. He always says he will accomplish things but never does. I just feel emotionally exhausted and trapped. I want to be supportive but I cannot let go of the fact that he forgets things no matter how important they are. What can I do?",4.5564604810996565,6.279562000000006,5.085958762886597,81.63447079037803,70.75257731958762,8.678487972508591,29.428178694158074,9.21078282632365,2.5435358075601364,804,32,153,17,15,257,117,194,0.149,0.767,0.085,-0.8995,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,1,3,10,8,4,0,5,0,22,2,0,3,2,36,32,19,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,13,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,7,0,4,5,3,22,1,25,23,3,22,0,1,0,0,24,7,0,3,12,111,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359708688339665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940073077987815,0.0,0.2403827613722739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153290848507952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489183969922317,0.0,0.14661054887204908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126406443491346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248330491365684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460733715743196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546753619463112,0.0,0.16418498837209314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31205484853160864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774349129165886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770672767729287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768083954035358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305922528627379,0.0,0.10618508160130488,0.0,0.11140634347672376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788094837862578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695441282039884,0.0,0.1382161620795933,0.0,0.0,0.1618135707250808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148699615500467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149902011686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391661464435947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798204636896942,0.0,0.1419183322579298,0.0,0.16845628186508824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110361882747086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519851594851849,0.11465521478681115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515905348053914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860381176231436 adhd,Chameleon2653,2019/05/13,"No Meds + Highschool Final = Disaster Long story short, I grabbed my meds before I left this morning and got distracted with my phone at the bus stop, so I forgot to take them. When I got on the bus, I had two, glorious, moments of realization. 1: I have a final, that's for a class Im already failing, today. 2: I didn't take my meds. So I reach into my pocket, and what do ya fucking know, their gone! There is no way of getting them back either. And I know that if I call my mom to bring some to school for me, I know she'll be pissed beyond what's humanly possible. Everything was going great this morning, until the meds jumped out of my pocket.",2.2706852103120743,3.7540114552238784,4.1310583446404365,87.14209633649935,76.23880597014927,6.962279511533242,24.122116689280872,7.686295010490155,1.1345611940298506,501,16,106,7,11,170,90,134,0.155,0.773,0.07200000000000001,-0.8806,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,1,6,5,2,1,5,0,8,2,1,0,0,14,21,8,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,7,1,23,1,15,12,2,21,0,1,0,1,9,7,2,2,9,70,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574728765022567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972740667408204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142709560671855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571254196646816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824945932551288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126415076267146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192374839183746,0.07455480253423599,0.0,0.0810996357135485,0.0,0.22826027500541876,0.1573271319300971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541403680658395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23527238200636524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504384745774275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628491168899114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6340296313141423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671283858861618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087268433992533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441990654050554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193034972860344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458511534200495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352628097699571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939705692017282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326853013864853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jotakami,2019/05/13,"Article: ""How I run a company with ADHD"" [https://www.andrewaskins.com/how-i-run-a-company-with-adhd/](https://www.andrewaskins.com/how-i-run-a-company-with-adhd/) You might get whiplash from nodding your head too hard during the opening paragraph: >For the first 19 years of my life **I knew I was lazy**. > >I was smart, but I constantly slacked off. I found the smallest amount of work I could get away with doing and did no more. > >I was often reminded that I wasn't living up to my potential. ""If B's were all you were capable of that would be fine, but you're so smart. You could easily get an A,"" was a regular refrain in my house. > >Everyone around me seemed to find it easy to get work done. Why wasn't I that way? What the fuck was wrong with me? Why was I so weak that I couldn't stand to do anything remotely hard? I'm a little jealous because it took me until 35 to get diagnosed, but we all have different paths to tread. Anyways, the article also has a few really great illustrations of what it's like to have ADHD. He brings up a number of suggestions, but the one that rings most clearly for me is *embrace minimalism*. The author states it perfectly: >Reducing the visual clutter in my world is a must. My brain constantly feels busy and out of control. **Visual order in my surroundings help to soothe that feeling of chaos.** > >Minimalism also serves a practical purpose for people with ADHD. Every thing that occupies my plane of view is a chance to get distracted.",3.755307553143375,6.927556679104482,4.088466757123474,80.21510402532792,81.08955223880595,7.129081863410223,23.419719583898694,8.199878495009871,1.8064114427860691,1202,41,208,26,33,375,158,268,0.08800000000000001,0.743,0.16899999999999998,0.9746,1,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,1,4,0,5,9,11,2,1,18,0,27,6,2,2,5,36,42,13,0,6,5,0,4,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,14,10,0,2,6,0,0,3,4,5,0,2,15,6,26,6,34,20,6,25,0,0,1,1,8,13,1,5,6,142,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222525049257465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656224847560643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521523982668877,0.09218406405472918,0.0,0.0,0.09729138845063792,0.0,0.0,0.06312490625720417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559931922088272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380786346780854,0.11614341862109445,0.16535718018679488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510404629710003,0.0,0.10819077391373932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597060233599898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724781148537608,0.09894926427338076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471894776220823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946455039087788,0.08808207113390916,0.0,0.11354044511940238,0.0,0.095733017085526,0.3246127981575596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416747320085008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552617456401704,0.0,0.10627518334379348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694093475763785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948618034661235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314249835769687,0.050590731957497866,0.10378724228342308,0.09143913621125932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985329661107499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017014675369286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179056457962275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633865991986447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427070019666774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879596675400236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505111775613712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219549749911882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868808291621327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507755357388879,0.0,0.0,0.07356103187646139,0.11321887522647715,0.0,0.06668469314835238 adhd,sbombin,2019/05/13,psychotherapy or psychological counseling I finished M.S. degree in Biology but understand that I want to do psychotherapy or psychological counseling. Can I do it without starting new advanced degree? For example just finish some online classes on Udemy or not?,8.853292682926833,12.719641097560975,10.280670731707318,39.61173780487806,64.85365853658537,12.880487804878054,44.39634146341464,11.698219412168324,7.760507317073173,219,14,22,9,4,76,32,41,0.062,0.902,0.036000000000000004,-0.2547,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957975401344703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633524400194103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344164364876326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027876869467077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948519905728095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jimothey_The_Grate,2019/05/13,"Just found this subreddit yesterday I found this sub last night right before I was gonna go to bed. Don't know if I have ADHD, but I spent two hours on the here, then decided to remember ""dynamic hobbies"" and to start drinking some tea and see what the caffeine would do. Then I did a few chemistry homework problems, let my podcast finish, and lied down. Of course I stayed awake for a while thinking about all of this, then fell asleep. Seems like this place is a perfect fit! (Kinda rant-y, don't know if the rant flair would be appropriate or not tho...)",5.152503276539972,5.764555862385322,5.097536041939712,86.25018348623856,68.35779816513761,8.43040629095675,29.332896461336823,8.418075326091056,1.878542857142857,435,15,90,6,7,135,82,109,0.08800000000000001,0.779,0.133,0.7345,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,11,3,1,0,2,24,22,12,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,8,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,5,1,7,3,9,12,3,18,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,6,11,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464958177584312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452886999762113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092438019128028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497731169712704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165656454811984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019866719216896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254401994220013,0.1671875876071861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097333041751548,0.0,0.10020372554666644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924767310975105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429060613397685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625735956113996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234347854667725,0.17515816965594475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634417756929795,0.18671948406547947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517405999322808,0.21861416604765427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142271735380714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003573477872572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914007828655689,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meower_to_the_people,2019/05/13,"Thank you for this sub! I just want to thank everyone for this sub. I have never ever felt more normal than since being part of this group! Almost every post I feel I can relate to, and it's really helping me understand how much of what I've been dealing with is actually ADHD. I'm really thankful that such a group exists and that people are so open and honest about their experiences with ADHD. It also makes me realise that so many things I absolutely hated myself for that despite all my efforts, was unable to change, are all pretty typical of ADHD. So thank you for sharing your thoughts, stresses, celebrations, tips and tricks. It really is appreciated, and I'm sure I'm not alone in finding this sub an absolute Godsend!",6.100579710144928,7.067223260869567,7.149420289855076,71.11514492753625,66.3913043478261,9.611594202898553,29.826086956521745,9.725611199111238,2.928878260869565,582,20,98,12,9,196,92,138,0.057,0.706,0.23600000000000002,0.978,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,1,9,10,2,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,5,25,23,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,13,7,15,18,5,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.13098912203301494,0.0,0.4839551437368458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441196058914345,0.13902180359651906,0.0,0.10734368655499887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419975470958987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838524120289475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141872439465826,0.11309456856041908,0.1282625221406796,0.0,0.13130270167273206,0.0,0.0,0.0678707237215519,0.0,0.12888185493872706,0.0,0.12268379284838472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252434027850127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997154294840318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895995706943624,0.13608815690414902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986744984255516,0.0,0.10352645492392172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315169052356841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453580148675461,0.0,0.09305818437866738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855524025234774,0.13656017170962095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797353520223143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103644728486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376001728680302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651019122747353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943238171778974,0.0,0.0,0.08917645091928686,0.0,0.0,0.10656363038502706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397381691486755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917233476720435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bammy292,2019/05/13,"Exam on Friday Got my HNC Exam on Friday, absolutely bricking it. I know I've done the best I can with revision and such but I'm still so worried and stressed about it all.. To top it all off in true crappy luck something happened in my personal life that deal me one hell of a blow. Could use some words of wisdom for either last minute revision or tips on trying to give your self better memory recall. Thanks :3",4.0996787148594365,5.296394168674702,5.15921686746988,82.71223895582331,71.16867469879517,7.9429718875502,24.676706827309236,8.344100000000001,1.4885357429718873,328,9,64,5,6,108,67,83,0.163,0.58,0.257,0.8643,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,15,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,6,13,7,5,9,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,2,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593245677232861,0.21854691723399894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729560558978712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547574651793494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25287724595904865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704848022854025,0.0,0.0,0.1976348162530855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851676056974556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580407712540696,0.2014259754917624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453966609167204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744675474575665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576514680591596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577875035228085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023578685167367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734074294743584,0.0,0.2830613431708893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275038175085881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777009010427127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134219452014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25095013704637203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hiIdontknowwhyimhere,2019/05/13,"ADHD meds improving chronic pain and fatigue? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD inattentive type. A lot of my worst symptoms are to do with executive functioning, fatigue, and (chronic?) generalized pain. I have been treated for depression with SSRI's and therapy. Since there didn't seem to be a physical reason for my pain and fatigue, doctors thought it must be depression related. But once my depression was better managed, the pain and fatigue persisted (though slightly improved). &#x200B; Once I was finally diagnosed with ADHD, I started on Concerta. The impact on my thinking and memory and attention were HUGE. But the thing that I was most surprised by was the SIGNIFICANT decrease in pain and fatigue. This was LIFE CHANGING. I used to have this 'brain fog' and I would even feel like I wasn't getting enough oxygen - It was this strange feeling, like I always had to yawn, even if I wasn't tired. Now, I don't feel those things. I don't need to nap. I have far fewer headaches. And I have WAY less pain in my body - I used to need to see a massage therapist once a month (at least) just to be functional. The pain was debilitating and effected my life daily. The relief I got after starting Concerta was also pretty much instant. Like I took the pill the first day, and all the pain and fatigue was gone. If I don't take my pill one day, it comes back for that day. &#x200B; Even though the memory and ability to just *think* have been massive improvements, I think the pain and fatigue relief may be the biggest sort of 'game changer' in my life.... I've mentioned this to my therapist and doctor, but they don't really have an explanation for it. I've seen a few studies suggesting a comorbidity between ADHD and Fibromyalgia, but don't really understand. Does anyone have an explanation or any experience with this? &#x200B; tl;dr Does anyone know why stimulant ADHD meds like Concerta would effectively abolish chronic fatigue and chronic pain when *nothing* else has ever made a dent in it?",5.3386210045662095,7.590381624657539,5.965958904109591,73.95980593607307,69.73972602739725,9.359817351598172,33.81050228310502,9.80755857964246,3.792800913242008,1603,79,262,41,30,520,177,365,0.132,0.777,0.092,-0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,1,5,13,31,0,0,21,0,40,36,2,7,3,63,65,29,0,7,9,0,3,4,0,4,34,0,0,0,15,24,0,0,14,2,0,3,8,22,0,2,23,5,29,9,31,34,9,28,0,11,2,0,4,10,0,8,18,185,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34707457334506364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618973228554527,0.04805999100597221,0.18774507281604666,0.2105499779977945,0.03927799932266063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807726631736943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044412991186113776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108300999570836,0.0,0.06415706267197611,0.0,0.06447797972682394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061101205818967,0.04975413582751892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174904189409772,0.0,0.149242841221884,0.11724803592316227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182372629230205,0.10109031949895446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825010856554258,0.0,0.0,0.0596803330081361,0.0,0.11444752906757627,0.05224618749578893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056499239343013576,0.0,0.0,0.08761383159088172,0.08252586940559244,0.0,0.0632719980518703,0.0,0.04912964916356443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030176615744419967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619502952469818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031742753991022166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239035380300622,0.11287222836625363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910450965322464,0.0,0.05465282137690081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831412534395226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610256382514582,0.0,0.04245940131142661,0.08565491232935575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542117530957666,0.0,0.0,0.18453387384421188,0.03913889225565216,0.0,0.6145948977715274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058761516159626825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400359791470104,0.05938571856203394,0.05702989729334425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460263261918651,0.052581488689391824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047778718419534516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176402405707248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003356166916395,0.04342746778233472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605227986449526,0.1341249555729119,0.0767448282489625,0.11102861858238076,0.11349555572058387,0.04585407597621751,0.0,0.06638530256655435,0.0,0.0,0.06417220869661101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012900087740637,0.0,0.09977020493364888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584628747906152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211837922256246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206046115119169,0.0,0.2105499779977945,0.0 adhd,Pelva1337,2019/05/13,I've got a 3 hour math test coming up and i have no idea how i'll be able to concentrate. Title. I thought about bringing an energy drink but i'm afraid that it'll make me too hyped. Does anyone have any tips/advice of what i could do? 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Usually it's great but lately I'm too tired by the afternoon to get much dobe. Does anyone else experience this, and what do you do to regain focus? *Long version* Hey all, thanks for reading. I take Lisdexamphetamine in the morning to help me concentrate, and they've been life-alteringly brilliant so far, but in the past few months I've started loosing the will to do any work, or commit to any tasks by about 1:00 or 2:00 in the afternoon and I can't seem to pick my energy levels back up. I work from home so I usually just have a cup or two of coffee, taking breaks isn't such a time waster when you set your own hours...but that's not been helping at all recently. Sometimes I can get away with having a nap, but that just means some quality working hours are just thrown away. Does anyone have any tips on how to regain energy?",2.304736842105264,4.6962434408602185,3.644023769100169,86.37287775891342,79.64516129032258,7.141595925297112,22.155065082059988,8.20500826718156,1.3417462365591404,744,23,147,15,19,243,119,186,0.033,0.825,0.142,0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,3,11,2,0,0,10,0,14,1,0,2,3,22,24,13,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,13,2,26,21,7,29,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,5,15,95,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350446268969313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27872090039985903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105716343074355,0.13998436243471649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567198587333904,0.10505311799917236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391159203485064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141293169687172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364155619900833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142757670219943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062513784013218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27472253487715304,0.0,0.1370420051482385,0.0,0.13454416749788312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411444188761791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649945460138028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090528821649685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882032380795726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904958095012762,0.0,0.10043215683113316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042020610815025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665797432795285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489675812944527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437462977242388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512166510413615,0.0,0.09670104892687828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081659741104728,0.0,0.0,0.12578226371637485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966480537721889,0.15702574489320792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334588678730821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009374657059921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838515143848343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rocky-Raccoon1990,2019/05/13,"Is it possible to be a morning person with ADHD? Any morning people out there? Lately I haven’t been getting enough university work done and I’ve been struggling to get the most out of my days, productivity-wise. Is it possible to be a successful morning person with ADHD? Or are we just cursed? Is it just a matter of changing one’s routine? What routine works for you? What doesn’t? I’m a bit conflicted because if I wake up early to start the new routine I’ll lose a lot of sleep and then I’ll have a tired brain and likely get less work done. On the bright side though I could start going to morning Jiu Jitsu classes instead of the evening ones, which might help me wind down and get to sleep easier. That being said, I love having the evening class to look forward to, and I find it hard to work at home if I’ve already had to leave the house and do a bunch of stuff. TLDR: Do morning routines work for you? What does?",2.7500066844919786,4.558206951871661,3.7970020053475935,88.65667947860966,75.7379679144385,6.172326203208556,25.056483957219246,6.9077264865688965,0.9319307486631015,728,25,149,7,16,235,110,187,0.06,0.84,0.1,0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,7,7,6,0,1,13,0,20,6,4,0,0,23,31,11,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,10,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,6,4,10,4,25,20,6,16,0,1,2,1,8,8,0,6,9,102,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28168481889703345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293246528150099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969480462950501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143935800256287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794367427418854,0.0,0.0,0.13082540062751702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397394837675507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935685412785114,0.0,0.0,0.07557935922452871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025557997012778,0.2398568884104972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109100670418332,0.0,0.1548088603740396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711166856268503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491262667176894,0.0,0.06660310311870207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498131078026103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785515500019824,0.0,0.11755346453017565,0.0,0.0,0.1352242168782034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321980553219947,0.12408975862077495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057254253926292686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841204345085444,0.13110824315536698,0.0,0.0996327300454848,0.10577065535400093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243225447715366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318508476323323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588251145943631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124640729465588,0.2046556484116489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642334922913709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147674474827092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345539343110017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589867191099958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251487085593267,0.13415718241179064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514087142227104,0.0,0.0,0.1346953462382654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42658706817680814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heybebo22,2019/05/13,I really thought I had it together until I didn’t. [RANT] I was so proud of myself for washing all my white work shirts the night before work until I put them in the dryer. I washed them with my favorite blue ink pen by mistake and now they are all ruined. Thanks ADHD!,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,78.0909090909091,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,0.29038181818181785,210,5,43,2,5,69,44,55,0.094,0.733,0.174,0.6891,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,2,6,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,12,2,7,2,2,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,31,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231096844336472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995785315174124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303860069354142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539191958885046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553970648775715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32413106410938064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794976225038097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126101449314985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scizor_101,2019/05/13,"Protip: If your teachers say anything bad about you or your ADHD If your teacher says anything bad about you like ""Just pay attention"" or ""you're lazy"" Just punch them in the head really hard. If facts and words can't solve the problem, beating the fuck out of them will. I tried this and my teacher apologised to me for all she said",4.127384615384617,5.714033123076924,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,71.61538461538461,7.046153846153848,26.84615384615385,7.554174236665415,1.321215384615385,263,9,53,3,5,80,49,65,0.266,0.655,0.079,-0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,2,1,4,5,1,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,15,4,7,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,11,1,7,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,1,5,1,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091507814744404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233708627512296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295669351877022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781292008159946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304352388957984,0.0,0.26400099414620914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567377548677575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461425781182909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479361990387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446927945218962,0.4091328837215914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464810873713305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Albinoloveslaves,2019/05/13,"How do you keep your longterm goals in mind? I'm an ""out of sight, out of mind"" kind of person, which I suspect is an ADHD trait. I have some great, very achievable goals that I have been wanting to accomplish for the past few years. They're big time goals, like going back to school and saving money for a house, but totally doable if I could stay focused on them. My problem is that I seem to ""forget"" about them in the hectic-ness of my everyday life. I get so focused on balancing work, eating right, having a social life, keeping my apartment livable, etc., that a week can go by and I'm so exhausted I can't lift a finger to study. Or I get do swept up in fulfilling one of those things that I spend way outside my budget. Or I just forget to think about the bigger picture. How do you keep yourself motivated for your goals? How do you remind yourself of your bigger plan for your life so you don't get so caught up in the daily fight that you lose your way to the ultimate goals?",4.4248009277154985,4.987993884422114,4.966934673366835,86.71678778507929,69.95477386934671,7.731117124081948,26.362968689601857,7.61054688173877,1.2506270583687664,769,22,161,8,13,246,114,199,0.095,0.813,0.092,-0.3727,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,10,2,11,11,8,1,0,11,0,14,6,1,4,1,29,28,13,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,4,1,3,4,0,3,3,2,4,0,1,2,2,26,4,29,25,4,27,0,1,1,0,15,15,0,5,7,108,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190870671122167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638867275665485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085090278898818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548819622718392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880956576397915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724249330984595,0.0,0.17204596823808208,0.0,0.0,0.16687805379693052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465238279201273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036147124800599,0.0,0.15762109450463982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207361282570654,0.07394823282439572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933628901237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30566661805037565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256737051805116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449294774569724,0.0,0.1321641843159394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483378576148298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292630292950592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531872642521851,0.0,0.13779503511668062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429534302648545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133263669996212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005587381336628,0.0969871893312793,0.0,0.0,0.08826088306436346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489018627210605,0.08927771846955285,0.2402895372728857,0.12141413169825525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019394254276887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974726995233148 adhd,paulistall,2019/05/13,"How I run a company with ADHD I read this article about coping with ADHD and I thought people on this subreddit might be interested. [https://www.andrewaskins.com/how-i-run-a-company-with-adhd/](https://www.andrewaskins.com/how-i-run-a-company-with-adhd/)",24.02525641025641,32.12090126923077,14.566923076923079,6.061410256410284,36.30769230769232,11.158974358974357,31.743589743589745,10.504223727775694,5.150220512820511,227,6,17,5,3,59,21,26,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9365591494270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066767695216119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506596913499666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948760557948978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466796508654784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ayeayecaptin57,2019/05/13,"Forgetting about stuff I bought So in a few days I’m gonna be moving to another place, and while I was cleaning I found a ton of stuff that I don’t even remember buying, most of which were still unused. I think a lot of people with ADHD buy stuff that they already have mostly because they tend to lose them, but here I’m talking about stuff I bought because I thought I didn’t have in the first place. Has this ever happened to you? Like “discovering “ that you own something you forgot you ever bought/received?",4.649537815126049,5.630454794117651,4.900700280112044,85.88029411764708,69.68627450980392,7.397198879551821,27.31652661064425,7.447530270364453,1.3764408963585435,407,13,81,4,7,128,68,102,0.021,0.938,0.040999999999999995,0.4137,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,3,2,8,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,14,19,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,4,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,8,0,15,1,11,9,6,11,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,3,7,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828783803670453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370788348138668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555788091689388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086553246112785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956734595006078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798375763765467,0.2683820864348834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618641072512712,0.0,0.1626580875916196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118539064577556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247630306022664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596567264425705,0.0,0.12612184147557673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767254316405188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284719184748572,0.0,0.3099882929181659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680515996121709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420705646502514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847247957725432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6793009038385449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923808840510025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505667219425966,0.0,0.11777330722009928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JimmyOCharms,2019/05/13,"Useful tip for taking tests; “bite-sized” testing I’m not in school anymore, but my kids and other family members are gearing up for finals, so I thought I’d share this nugget of wisdom. Academic tests are hard, even if you know all the information. I have found that the test itself is overwhelming and akin to drinking from a fire hydrant. One thing a very smart tutor once told me was to not look at the test as “a test” or a singular unit. Look at each question as a self contained test, finish that “test”, and then move on to the next one. Do not look ahead, do not skip around, just do each question like they are a test itself. There are some amendments of course depending on how the test is laid out, but the overall idea should remain the same. Don’t look as the multi question test as the test; rather, look at each question as a test that should be finished (or noted if skipped) before moving on the the next. That’s it.",5.625230998509686,5.8116082841530075,5.341897665176358,86.39499254843521,67.25136612021858,7.96602086438152,28.11177347242921,7.348242739294969,1.3669278688524584,728,21,149,6,11,224,111,183,0.026000000000000002,0.882,0.092,0.9229,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,7,5,0,1,18,0,15,1,0,3,1,38,27,17,0,5,12,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,8,1,1,9,1,0,2,5,1,0,2,4,7,6,4,24,20,6,19,0,1,5,0,11,10,0,10,8,101,16,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243093234651845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989820280383596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504831984699324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093568563000595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153869580888158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637929333804604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523532341162298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535843740586045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058849144224857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936196366093032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784583597995887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031227390190527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183417574085629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624192793668839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26258460643840525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147205123959754,0.16730815890551215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531767121670432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493972995678312,0.0,0.0,0.12878706627887726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928203286021923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082015836293881,0.0,0.0,0.09800687484693088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796340749253928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662264782585823,0.0,0.10186059672298572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,almostjockbutindie,2019/05/13,"I feel like something really good will happen, or really bad. I have just been diagnosed and started ADHD medication (first 30 mg vyvanse, just stared 50 mg). I feel **EXTREMELY** motivated and almost like the drug has added a 0 to my IQ (not really, but you get the point). I have this incredible focus that is intoxicating. I first thought the dose was far too high, but after my increase of dosage I only noticed the nausea on the first day. I'm in year 12, and it firsts the first time I have felt like I can enjoy my work. I know I'll build a tolerance quickly to the energy, but I'm wondering if the focus will stay and should I really feel like 'Lucy' or that guy from 'Limitless'?",2.7558888888888866,4.740183940740742,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,76.25925925925927,8.648148148148149,23.10185185185185,9.2995712137729,1.982296296296296,532,16,106,14,12,183,87,135,0.017,0.787,0.195,0.9698,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,7,4,7,0,0,10,0,11,5,0,1,0,23,23,10,0,2,9,0,4,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,5,14,6,7,16,1,18,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,5,15,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518383123895686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763268911463786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476198085196793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864154034411491,0.0,0.0,0.13950517602290274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593941570887824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849104894408466,0.1963834335854476,0.13197007316573886,0.0,0.0,0.5845590760256428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181005733792703,0.0,0.0,0.11528349711164035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360935191933768,0.12154337428774713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452196400820301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553693242028019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685974219073604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384627613521364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648360737952094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045341607253258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299312496855085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522066658816929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581293345165202,0.0,0.0,0.0972852506962072,0.14649954648013835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911706776260087,0.0801460857849403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490547291446782,0.1000625969895765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851095826889048 adhd,Indoorslongtime,2019/05/13,"Vyvanse (lisdexamfetamine) causing huge back pain. Hi I was hoping somebody who has/is experiencing the same thing as me would be able to help or offer advice. This medication has already helped me so much and I really do not want to stop taking it. it has worked for my ADHD and has massively stopped me binge eating and helped me lose weight. I stopped taking the medication for 3 days and all of the binge eating came straight back and my progress was lost. Recently the medication is causing huge amount of muscle soreness and back pain. It is also causing my side huge pain when I am sleeping and wakes me up several times in the night. Can anyone offer me advice or if there is a certain supplement that could maybe counteract these issues I'm having? Thank you in advance.",6.121724137931036,7.502879275862073,6.259482758620693,76.0112931034483,66.58620689655173,8.83448275862069,31.051724137931036,9.120678840339163,2.7059517241379307,625,24,109,11,10,199,93,145,0.124,0.731,0.145,0.3404,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,5,7,8,0,0,6,0,15,12,2,3,2,25,23,14,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,8,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,2,14,3,10,16,4,21,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,4,11,74,22,1,0.11395687465130384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695401815393676,0.2227146780439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575424489491338,0.09113127148716288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968129638550257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26287740740631965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033630614329034,0.0,0.3511953033981505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098529165378164,0.0,0.0,0.07349275673306807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332126642664575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914867291283755,0.0,0.0,0.11318488934667133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189413702104392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748859369517113,0.1243973902364083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448499743223794,0.0,0.0,0.34439868701978266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377141491475827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694080720985058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637744475581409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300369193416997,0.0,0.11251866585836867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287388318212078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403917294331875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28581914957867555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136277525949056,0.0,0.0,0.1049161795899579,0.0,0.0,0.07570788389891323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644917002608568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721471719015268,0.0,0.0,0.13876877316451391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296196196597587,0.0,0.0,0.08095169416982421,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hudson077,2019/05/13,"Studying at University/College Alright, I was diagnosed with ADHD at 5 years old. I was medicated all through school with drugs such as Ritalin/Focusen/Concerta, these drugs kept me calm, but still not enough interest generated to excel at school. My biggest problem was attention span, I was popular and well spoken, but not studious what so ever. Constantly told I have the potential to be a fantastic student, but easily distracted and the class clown. I am now 25, somewhat more focused and don’t see the effects of my ADHD so much. It only seems to rear it’s ugly head when I have to buckle down and focus on something I’m not entirely interested in. I guess my question is, I’m in the middle of a massive decision to potentially go to university to study a degree I’m really interested in and hopefully propel myself into a successful career, but I’m really worried my old lazy un-studious self will prevail. Does anyone have stories of this or some tips? Should I just save myself the money and not attempt it? My biggest fear is I go in full steam to this and then peter out and left with the 40,000$ hex debt.",5.945875251509055,6.933303389671366,7.351083165660633,69.45728873239439,66.74647887323943,10.592756539235411,34.93259557344064,10.608840637214634,4.103758148893361,894,42,150,24,14,307,136,213,0.145,0.695,0.16,0.5496,1,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,9,14,0,2,10,1,14,5,1,1,2,38,26,18,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,7,13,0,1,5,0,2,2,5,3,1,0,6,1,17,11,27,17,7,28,0,0,1,0,3,17,0,7,9,109,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587696685352307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436799401004833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130001959876708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149856189097166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062084925010647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461948332126365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422833402228042,0.0,0.0,0.13501671405541113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796210523077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965893528006654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164429760828642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531866565419593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825160218541125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217442809679133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036652989031507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972530476584336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132523209028068,0.0,0.0,0.11352105685144327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282430525120218,0.0,0.0,0.16720845428856038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124309538425455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021237686375399,0.118943096526785,0.13588321298191688,0.15571361419384344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149097668229788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920143487220915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262696599912436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342051491448612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158358061554955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961203252209602 adhd,DibsMcGee,2019/05/13,"GP tells me ""Everyone has ADHD!"" I recently realised, through a long, winding road, that I likely have ADHD. I kind of blocked out a lot of the symptoms and only recently had time and reason to reflect. So, I've been trying to get an official diagnosis, but it turns out that there are only 3 qualified psychiatrists in the whole country and I need a referral from my doctor to even get on the waiting list. I dreaded going to the GP for this because she's really old and old *fashioned*, but needed to get this done. She tells me she saw it on the news a couple days ago that now they're saying that we all have ADHD, and it's coincidence that I'm coming in now just after it was on the front page of the newspaper, as if I haven't spent the last year in denial about my symptoms and life experiences (34F here). She says the article said it's really common \[I'm sitting there and biting my tongue...\] and then, seeing my face, starts to tell me how it's good it was on the news because now people know about it, like people didn't know before? I tell her I need a diagnosis because of anxiety and she looks at me skeptically, ""Anxiety?"" So I say, ""Yes, I've been out of work for 3 months."" Her: ""I had no idea, you always look so happy! ...You know what the cure is for anxiety? drugs."" Me: ""Well, I need a diagnosis first before I get any drugs."" Her: ""...?"" Me: ""..."" Soooo frustrating! She's a doctor, I'm not about to explain all of psychology to her... She still doesn't believe me, but whatever, she's not the one who needs to diagnose me. So, anyway, now I need to book an appointment with the GP to get the referral letter so I can wait a year to be seen by a psychiatrist. Progress?",2.4516504655684024,4.212893991097925,4.453641665813978,83.82991097922852,76.44807121661721,7.853023636549679,24.380333572086357,8.641336200584522,1.6824303489204953,1293,43,267,27,29,443,170,337,0.067,0.88,0.053,0.45,0,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,1,2,0,3,21,9,2,1,25,1,17,9,1,2,2,44,48,21,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,17,15,0,3,7,1,1,3,6,3,1,2,12,9,41,6,41,35,5,38,0,0,5,0,26,12,0,2,24,182,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131567501480969,0.0,0.07699374671848849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227222308702476,0.0,0.0,0.059065935511860214,0.0,0.1993367668220548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884219300385333,0.0,0.14781831251740796,0.09785842207953356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481986427300286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610593908639327,0.0,0.05601576638197797,0.0,0.0,0.0881583207922498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778042330908854,0.0,0.0888851636489536,0.0,0.0,0.2014537615541407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573684207272169,0.0,0.0,0.08299586256947453,0.0,0.0849630960092786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388076631340103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689674503071885,0.0,0.049362999407398966,0.0728517737488958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924612000725472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805130785278657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904485013430716,0.1432034848415152,0.07080028385643991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613498724448476,0.08486816890791536,0.0,0.0,0.07686596821329103,0.1458764956908247,0.0,0.0,0.0738429617224815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932866003326323,0.0,0.0,0.3864214788303321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228422930470176,0.0,0.05885674743734374,0.13211776562984218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204318167575958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128600787855183,0.08930375995212407,0.17152219022689796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826211726973195,0.20721720908146168,0.0,0.0,0.06921401450119465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061478036756304026,0.0,0.06936434381418992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805559622815292,0.0,0.0,0.3036683986210804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064718415689451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058970398296463424,0.0944757895789428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809513465084236,0.0,0.0,0.09697306218357887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323314142311452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186649377679374 adhd,chomchorrie,2019/05/13,"Just got my (re) diagnosis as an adult after months of fighting uninformed doctors! I could cry, you guys. Wait now I am. Im so relieved I was absolutely terrified I would get brushed off like I have been so many other times and the weight of 400 planets has been lifted off my shoulders. Sorry I had to share my joy with someone :)",3.8375384615384647,5.352196138461544,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.23076923076924,7.661538461538463,29.92307692307693,8.238735603445708,2.1186000000000003,259,11,51,4,5,85,53,65,0.147,0.655,0.19899999999999998,0.6079,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,9,3,1,0,0,6,12,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,10,4,8,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902151373295476,0.0,0.3150845553881906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935968866302327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986409889015778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941527080296506,0.0,0.0,0.28402055888533256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098406350439541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013744066844694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29081469302966845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289560646130123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304190592724695,0.0,0.0,0.3210982621915348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672609850346081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492985944358522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376567685871436,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrpleebus96,2019/05/13,"Something I'm sure a lot of us struggle with Does anyone feel like they're constantly being watched/assessed by others? I know it isn't true but it's such a persistent and constant feeling, and I hate it. I'm looking for any tips/strategies for shifting this mental block. Also I'd like to thank this subreddit and this community for making me feel comfortable (ish) with myself for the first time in my life. It cannot be overstated how important it is to me to share in the experiences of others and feel like I'm normal and accepted, not just some broken thing. You're all amazing, keep on crushing it.",5.343813559322033,6.410292152542375,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,68.15254237288136,8.950847457627118,31.69915254237288,9.188382445141503,2.7989966101694908,486,20,89,9,8,158,81,118,0.113,0.628,0.259,0.9588,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,4,12,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,3,26,18,8,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,7,10,15,16,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,7,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836493185265734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261639200848742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972396758265098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009750060252546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235489600487826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814798523410457,0.0,0.0,0.3752297176631541,0.2650793668763843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780816838330708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831683384952888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490387390973033,0.0,0.0,0.1019601391837354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104237387038065,0.2719156342922357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557949635869492,0.0,0.0,0.15772741836476795,0.0,0.0,0.12383992600519993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869663912119382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817759135071926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282684081135946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939518698582018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748558904814014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708072495981573,0.0,0.0,0.1232551115777354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818159805851696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316471921183026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RuthChristine,2019/05/13,"Started learning Spanish, now my exams are over and I stopped A few weeks, when the duo-lingo memes were all over the place, I downloaded the app and started learning Spanish, because I never got the chance to study it in high school. It started of great with gaining 200+ XP every day, but the past week I basically dropped it and lost my ‘streak’. But here’s the thing: the reason I probably spend so much time on the app is because my exams were around that time, and I ‘needed’ a distraction. And I’m guessing when I have my next block of exams the owl will come knocking on my door...",6.914252873563213,5.9854699655172405,6.6999999999999975,81.46166666666667,64.86206896551724,9.11264367816092,34.85057471264368,7.793537801064563,2.443912643678161,460,18,92,4,6,145,75,116,0.114,0.8290000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.7509,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,11,0,6,0,0,1,2,19,15,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,12,1,10,10,3,25,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,15,60,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078716710937716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338999484186837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526178022854174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372737324641292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164189236909568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343996413538682,0.21151529306012,0.21134439513783004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270004945070874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942692881371294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103181838972667,0.14225433786993472,0.14796654072053506,0.0,0.20403464258735174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314252528821087,0.0,0.0,0.20044240806229366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684673940394588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725374396483186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416243391001814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40737723456290215,0.0,0.0,0.16039518347518653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745660967487135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373854587040012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778098214216865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,channikhabra,2019/05/13,"Helping others to help myself It is near impossible for me to get something done if I don't have 100% peaked interest in it at **this** very moment. Occasionally I can hyper focus on things, but that hyper focus rarely finish things. Hyper focus is like eating all the desert, leaving behind a plate full of broccoli. I have noticed however that most of the times when I have actually finished something, I was, in my mind, helping someone else. Reviewing the judicious documentation of my life, that is my journal, I can say it for near about 100% of the things that I actually finished. The force behind crossing the finishing line was either accountability, or my belief that someone else is relying on me. None of my own ""side projects"" have ever seen a ray of light, but most things I started for others were finished. Mostly that was presentations, processes, and very personally tailored learning materials. Reviewing my journal, I noticed a pattern developing over the course of last year. Whenever I had an idea that I wanted to see done, I tried to frame it in somebody else' canvas. If I could do that, I shared the idea with the person and got them involved as a partner. Chances of success I've observed were directly proportional to how much I care for the person. Some of the things I started that I couldn't fit in to help someone else are still in ""TODO"" state, despite the long and clear road-maps I created for them. This discovery of transforming emotions that come easily to me, into what I believe I severely lack has sown seeds of new hope. Perhaps I will be able to replace my need of accountability to get things done with this. I don't know if it is vain need of acknowledgment, or goodness of heart, but it works. I have started taking actions to optimize this. I am as anti-social as they come, and that, now I believe, is a problem to be solved if I want to increase my happiness. Most of my activities with other people don't register to my brain as something it should remember. My mind is often meeting people for first time despite several previous encounters. That is the first thing I am going to tackle. Concrete step I am taking for this, is to start using [Monica](https://github.com/monicahq/monica/) to keep track of my social life. Next step would be to actually start making effort to socialize. I suppose saying ""hello"" to my colleagues every morning could be a good start.",6.6795707248416605,7.852898494331066,7.197832512315272,70.54285714285714,65.19047619047619,9.801579482367659,34.934787708186725,9.921728534948242,3.6969808585503166,1920,87,314,41,29,630,219,441,0.037000000000000005,0.816,0.147,0.9935,1,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,3,5,7,11,0,0,20,0,44,5,2,3,3,54,70,19,0,16,10,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,4,35,10,1,1,7,0,2,8,5,2,0,2,11,5,49,9,64,49,13,50,1,0,2,0,19,15,0,13,27,245,84,6,0.07521571931215125,0.0,0.22019907615212464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694847174335427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839656180842369,0.0,0.0,0.07668743870365194,0.0,0.0,0.1295833642649549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010726302393825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309153855888881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696445848124235,0.2513323280600174,0.08460756046712349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680369242990383,0.06337248754786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795690484589567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859421785253715,0.0,0.0427468266320273,0.1261747535468011,0.060156881820650626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006853183840246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913098953446794,0.20166204470247215,0.0,0.0,0.07470618068041866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981878362919586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685518727818578,0.0,0.0,0.04133659227296236,0.061310850147730724,0.0,0.07964258645905194,0.0,0.0,0.10625417388651646,0.03674660116318311,0.0,0.0,0.06656354469060022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020707670049332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189286982785938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529220812601608,0.11154300563008268,0.0,0.07264381041048905,0.07999277079220407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712671899266303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429021845753944,0.1970263946934933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197128527695297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520474755247638,0.0,0.0,0.11962911786987965,0.0,0.0,0.05993719007977701,0.0,0.0,0.16994470703882925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533459073997044,0.19119010466685274,0.17371420630218978,0.0,0.0,0.3194284395739402,0.0,0.0600673706027895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131057204219458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497898721544753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771778159941468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106653612346498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496223175056866,0.0,0.12412169131978787,0.0887283600447936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475793947413958,0.0,0.0,0.05343108895493864,0.0,0.0,0.048436457192799785 adhd,herrnoxx,2019/05/13,"Currently on a waiting list for getting a diagnosis, but I'm scared I will fuck it up by forgetting all the things I want to talk about. Hi all, I'm kinda new to all this but all the things I've read about ADHD in the last days pretty much feel like they describe me. I've been seeing psychatrists for over 10 years now (I turn 40 this year) and all they ever said was anxiety and depression but in the last years I more and more felt like anxiety and depression just are by-products of something else. Now, I currently am on the waiting list for a doctor that specialized in ADHD in adults but I'm a nervous wreck and scared. Like: to me it feels like this would be a fitting diagnosis eventually which means that I might be able to find medication that actually helps, albeit I feel like it's way too late for me since my life is such a mess and I'm way too old to get back on track job wise, but at least I will be able to find peace with myself. What if I keep forgetting all the things I want to say? I had this problem so often when I was visiting therapists that I got carried away and kept talking about some secondary or tertiary things while the things I actually planned to talk about I forgot about pretty much. Would it make sense to make a list on a paper with stuff I want to talk about or would the doctor then think I might want to ""fake"" the symptops or something like a little schoolkid trying to cheat in a test? Or will he ask the ""right"" questions to guide me through the process of coming up with a diagnosis? I feel like I finally found an answer and I'm scared that I will fuck that up as well.",6.528142320758088,5.492770367781155,6.662814232075808,81.76319327731092,65.68693009118542,10.172787412837478,31.51099588771679,9.325443323948027,2.380720579295548,1277,40,275,20,17,410,158,329,0.147,0.71,0.14300000000000002,-0.7669,3,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,18,22,3,4,23,0,19,6,0,2,7,64,53,23,0,9,11,0,5,7,0,9,4,2,0,1,22,12,0,5,12,1,0,2,0,12,1,0,10,8,28,10,46,31,12,41,0,2,1,2,15,18,2,11,26,182,50,6,0.16343293085692515,0.0,0.1594869650326541,0.0,0.1964146230582353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250257447699444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639386426363265,0.0,0.07677530921159059,0.06283491785810283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039149929628054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270035996684342,0.0,0.1407645438664501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728052997830495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682636212376602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391722133598079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527320090277167,0.233513036919262,0.07846062166435322,0.08951639360760634,0.1493747379660436,0.0,0.0,0.08959788652298335,0.0,0.15109111105406475,0.08538696092727986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535612234432421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054772824267534485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109098288028395,0.0726333491176049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321965175110131,0.09217973232200613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771875617511155,0.2794577614517013,0.08190136604506264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109092750424504,0.0,0.0,0.08901318685431997,0.0,0.08232074191099263,0.0,0.1733765125472944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014200901387942,0.0,0.0,0.07892227151833557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574768427810983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662700458807271,0.0,0.07819162136532302,0.0,0.0,0.09154114297154606,0.0,0.08173857906453848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978541498472557,0.07773107150476022,0.06498421316747427,0.2454373123396337,0.0,0.06511744308004018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759670463707787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581865478423934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935458024225255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627223981868101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948791146584677,0.27144394299237723,0.05236061148030187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548011601625817,0.08888404891241318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927939540412854,0.12972545333746835,0.0,0.0,0.0734729161731621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414709744134493,0.0,0.0,0.15786817366911227 adhd,StarSkull_Cyborg,2019/05/13,"ADHD and loneliness/depression/Introverts I have Inattentive ADHD and for the first time at 31 i decided to start medication. Its really changed my abilities to listen and focus on what people are saying. AND most importantly it has made me more social now, see for most of my life i avoided making friends and i could never keep friends because i got bored easily and couldn't feel stimulated or they became bored with me:P So now the medication has made it possible for me to just relax around people more and ask them questions. I can listen to people much better, plus reading and studying and my hobbies are so much easier! it doesn't change the way i feel romantically about someone but friends are easier for me to want to create and engage now since the medication lets me enjoy people more. fyi i still have no friends currently but am still looking. &#x200B; im curious if anyone else has this same issue? or if they feel like there medication helps them feel like socializing.",5.3658424908424935,7.638489686813191,6.193648351648352,72.26801831501831,69.71428571428571,9.46871794871795,29.166300366300373,9.888512548439397,3.2418801465201463,801,31,131,21,15,263,108,182,0.043,0.684,0.273,0.9927,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,2,11,13,0,1,4,0,14,5,0,4,1,39,30,19,0,5,7,0,4,2,4,0,5,3,0,0,6,13,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,9,19,10,17,24,8,14,0,0,2,0,16,3,0,7,12,96,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538365524437565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442440540135945,0.12832324000999187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384239557692647,0.10820615652273273,0.0,0.09401201612157097,0.09872765495055516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437663348408736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934002095053284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343497084448075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431805458429972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822053064326335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135909173934844,0.15089035459616165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982868325859639,0.0,0.0,0.3263647285999672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446302275598336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078569132582585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407294953317293,0.11022556243373187,0.0,0.09386775101256173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798961894889604,0.07459286814143244,0.10318782876759854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868271256620829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985451002549293,0.0704930397574138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255490349128056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552655952846644,0.0,0.08145010569068839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928565054640779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905526003503393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830324940607323,0.0,0.10563490023470494,0.0,0.06765411386253331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398238571479018,0.0,0.0,0.08415456546984887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735864058628355,0.0,0.0,0.2153046912380351,0.08947989364065173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474869802671054,0.0,0.16867468979663358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157989542596616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622893446830206,0.08382538256742522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832324000999187,0.0 adhd,runawayoldgirl,2019/05/13,"Having a tough night. Helps me when I can just post that here. Not sleeping, again. That’s all.",-0.9586842105263179,0.5613014210526329,-0.6953947368421041,108.50848684210527,113.73684210526315,1.9,10.013157894736842,3.1291,-2.323957894736842,73,1,17,0,4,21,18,19,0.083,0.773,0.14400000000000002,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718834818697467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206600487835409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313632376523938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552196855162111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohayjez,2019/05/13,"I’m scared of addiction. Hello all, so I’ve been taking adderall for about 9 months now and so far it has been working great! I am prescribed 30mg XR and i have no complaints. However I’m afraid to get addicted... I don’t think I’m addicted by any means, but i do feel happy about how it makes me feel normal at work, and how it has affected my life in that way. I don’t increase my dose or anything like that, I take it as prescribed every day. Some days i do not take it, like on a day off, but for the most part i take it daily. However some days I do not eat as much before i take it or else i won’t feel it for a few hours later. It does cut my appetite for a little bit, but eventually it comes back and I’m able to eat just fine. Idk i guess I’m just scared because addiction runs in my family, and the fact that this drug helps me so much scares me?? If that makes sense lol I guess i am just happy to finally be on a good wavelength in terms of my thoughts being in order and being able to prioritize things and actually listen when people are talking to me. I don’t believe I’m abusing the drug in any way at all, but it’s just scary the things you read online. :( Anyways maybe i should have posted this in the anxiety sub reddit but i figured someone could probably relate to me lol.",2.050036363636366,3.3417776218181814,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,76.41818181818181,7.036363636363636,23.40909090909091,7.686295010490155,0.9276545454545456,1006,30,226,14,22,341,143,275,0.114,0.75,0.136,0.8881,2,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,15,12,1,4,9,2,21,10,0,5,3,45,45,23,0,4,14,0,3,2,0,2,8,1,0,0,19,8,2,0,7,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,3,4,28,7,28,36,12,32,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,8,14,145,47,3,0.18514760269519456,0.10968481681688272,0.0903386761838672,0.4036764315006949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590671881455887,0.0,0.07081870464527501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618035071000373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118353899656722,0.0,0.05643213006253627,0.0,0.0787734865641584,0.10429897305131346,0.0,0.0,0.10106661466723656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974413281639181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391264757728253,0.0,0.0,0.2388097737187809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810119574031209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147124386528959,0.18945221970686885,0.07733353221518154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799742031066355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727034105318174,0.0,0.14042428647855104,0.0,0.0,0.10141007440463136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836599036137346,0.0,0.0,0.07764651243610861,0.0,0.10206294279995416,0.2039609580940532,0.0,0.0,0.19709306587471734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205026767131173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911665467551538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653876136243661,0.090453766510223,0.09278326896052493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358746249373904,0.0,0.09300282621826816,0.1008400086073499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389152503006984,0.0,0.13610479133717185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907026700415342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024840560836268,0.0,0.06417901772579386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866011192875227,0.0,0.09981021526486672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259885313296796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780475743374908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843748146847906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34801988830832525,0.07440731488992798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230038402852032,0.059317553937273663,0.0,0.07349325767603736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469615491079096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478965985940713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MadMax2298,2019/05/13,"so tired of my doctor but I can't do anything about it... told my doctor last week Tuesday that I need a prescription ASAP because I wad going to run out of my Vyvanse by Monday (aka today), and he said ""okay, I'll send one in for you"" and we went on our separate merry ways. went to the pharmacy yesterday to see if my script was ready, only to find out that he put a PA on my prescription, which basically means I have to call the doctor's office sometime today (if I remember to) so that I can *hopefully* get my meds. I'm really frustrated with my doctor for doing this especially since I need the Vyvanse to function at work and now I have to once again go to work without it because my doctor doesn't understand what ""immediately"" means apparently. I've been seeing him for the past 3-4 years now and this is now the 4th time this has happened within the past 5-6 months. I would switch doctors, but he's the only one in my area that's relatively quick about getting prescriptions for ADHD meds around here. I'm just. so tired of this happening every time I see him. 😣😣😣😣",5.187871443624869,5.156818401826488,6.605570776255707,77.70875658587988,68.17808219178083,9.843484369511767,29.63154197400773,9.661875296680813,2.548708886547243,846,28,171,17,13,290,128,219,0.055,0.9059999999999999,0.039,-0.5308,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,0,2,13,3,1,0,9,1,12,8,0,0,0,24,33,11,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,5,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,6,4,24,2,30,26,0,36,0,0,3,0,13,10,0,3,18,107,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716468089942858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022640570369168,0.08678724764855451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885865367973465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954873897403356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987141775014689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213998265123436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910458516644265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186956423351964,0.0,0.11081223836442464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242112084521274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968301012390463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946780002384526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212391551529958,0.21658001918605926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778160169896464,0.0,0.0,0.14457599664841933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382424078545656,0.1321242226906514,0.14829189385678668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861314988261425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800491734422093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624549347674714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043777444395828,0.0,0.09273582635571537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330620089482097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064518013313048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964206345022224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369503293269252,0.22410206304249808,0.1848192607302463,0.09315638653160042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149108781873517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738345092723442,0.07820102871540963,0.0,0.0,0.1807494101220139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939773992779565,0.0,0.14194854494314355,0.0,0.0,0.06925448076313305,0.0,0.0,0.06278070985455783 adhd,I_Love_Eggplant,2019/05/13,"I’m wonderful as a server in high stress and busy situations, but don’t want to be a server forever. I love being a server. Any time the adrenaline kicks in, it’s go time. I’m so good at my job I can’t go a day without multiple customers telling my boss how awesome I am, and they’re considering making me an assistant manager. It feels great. I feel like I have an edge over everyone else working there, because when the adrenaline hits, I’m superhuman. My coworkers ask me if I’m on something, but I don’t take any meds. I’m just that good with pressure, stress, and fast paced situations. So what the fuck do I do? I don’t care if it’s in the medical field or construction. I just want a “big kid” job my dad would be proud of, that plays well with my strengths. I know I can’t work for myself because I’m not much of a self starter, but I know I thrive under pressure and can adjust to a multitude of situations at the drop of a hat. I can’t work in restaurants forever, though. Has anyone got any advice?",2.156368952684744,3.8481500622009617,4.182352472089313,85.75785619351413,77.08612440191388,8.089420520999468,26.443646996278574,8.841846274778883,1.9812103136629453,789,31,171,18,18,270,117,209,0.085,0.6779999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.9894,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,9,15,1,4,15,0,16,3,0,3,0,28,39,16,0,5,10,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,1,0,2,8,5,1,0,1,2,22,10,20,33,1,20,0,0,0,2,6,11,1,4,7,100,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463883935808165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021189727135524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918482057189549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924055447356817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550466534688187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004411434996002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225817876835112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655033784731846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187798081202054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898462661385215,0.09112061638540143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791645855183402,0.0,0.0,0.14497741232733466,0.21396312558730485,0.10201212285434144,0.1406225827984589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476190810955746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314425064513396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401945513699051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231371505448115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511742843317704,0.0,0.08513956045457599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167754034593988,0.1284916138849539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376276425123332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306081882863674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301093028053896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819300479301192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922125672218227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095900537877044,0.0,0.11148294057844192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531567457273535,0.0,0.14874901827039216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046272498862426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146813470914902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295212483447968,0.1383208201104453,0.2785703054992273,0.0,0.0,0.09060673767903574,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amirtlbo1,2019/05/13,"How to do something you don't like for a year with adhd? i have to take a test that requires on year of studying and the subjects of the test that i need to study are stuff that i hate i hate with all of my heart and my life depends on this test but i just can't get myself to study them. it just seems really impossible the other day i was trying to read them but i just couldn't focus it's like i read and focus for 5 minutes and i get up and walk in my room for some time i was so frustrated that i nearly cried if any of you had to go through anything like this how did you do it?",0.8837057598889649,2.137151152671759,2.7461485079805685,96.58544066620405,79.45801526717555,5.6796668979875085,19.54267869535045,6.1124844417494595,-0.2962427480916037,455,10,114,3,11,152,72,131,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,2,1,6,6,3,0,5,0,11,2,1,3,1,22,19,11,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,7,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,20,3,21,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,7,84,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438441136180816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379776806640856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696786640313135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287405970527605,0.1308525033765806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201178891534006,0.0,0.11531167854757708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400639778784174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404352515404157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331294401115255,0.2973773209544118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044638658404988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059060583179565,0.0,0.1299817324857618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471082998979207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620088705608162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322698067918271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255413679545216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831152662827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775450628644614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613194766422698 adhd,Grizly_36-TTV,2019/05/13,"Is it possible to have good days? Yesterday afternoon and today in the morning i fell more concentrated that usually but still jittery, is this normal?",7.35192307692308,9.739469576923078,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,64.76923076923077,12.892307692307696,39.92307692307692,12.161744961471696,6.3736,123,7,17,5,2,41,25,26,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611287275658068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33961315195147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967186509319048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564669264880591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233557979930465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838003903345572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459430905060425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sethis1,2019/05/13,"In kindergarten my music teacher in threw a chair because of me. So I had this music teacher and sense me having ADHD I was a pain in the a**. So the music teacher was already mad at me be cuz well ya you know why pain in the a** doing god knows what. And later in the day the music teacher was in a different classroom. Another student made him mad and threw a chair acrost the class room in frustration. Lol and he got fired after that day too. Plus I was to young to remember this so my parents told me lol. And at the lime parents did not know I had ADHD so I was obviously not medicated.",-0.121354869816777,2.1981127950819683,2.3940694310511117,90.68039054966248,93.18032786885244,4.837801350048217,21.110896817743487,6.522977012572876,0.5375288331726136,459,17,95,6,17,157,66,122,0.149,0.777,0.07400000000000001,-0.8979,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,3,0,13,2,11,3,0,2,1,15,19,11,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,13,1,14,1,14,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,70,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405340409257506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225410840028787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921851278045613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172582599673007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640095806463204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148865792348785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465858102990958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021777903017312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342402827952505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846353826481804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900458210438515,0.0,0.40702164313793304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076205844336525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513195564469486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647907887732239,0.0,0.1653817505567401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,banalreasoning,2019/05/13,"Bad day. That's all. Bad day today, fam. Didn't get paid. No explanation by the customer. Feels all too familiar, although it hasn't happened with these guys before. Means I don't know if I have a job. Really feels like a kick in the guts. Felt like I was starting to finally finally finally make some progress in my life, but today the reset button has been hit. Anyway, it'll all come out in the wash, just wanted to share my depression with some strandom internet rangers. Trying to keep up with a few things in case it's just an oversight, but you know how it is - living and dying every single second. Anyway, hope your day is going better.",2.6973809523809527,4.947429293650796,3.957380952380955,85.39178571428573,77.49206349206351,6.73968253968254,22.404761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.1617904761904758,505,15,96,8,12,165,88,126,0.073,0.7929999999999999,0.134,0.7246,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,0,8,0,10,3,1,2,3,27,27,6,1,3,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,6,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,5,3,7,5,13,20,7,17,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,4,11,64,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623605261245859,0.0,0.0,0.13368901338553252,0.0,0.0,0.1389510016943857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533632830667364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039688011900097,0.0,0.13531858756456178,0.0,0.16305534514060555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237192642801882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887904364365646,0.11223939447352957,0.15085021002349494,0.5163188803430662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820834752256376,0.0,0.0892892169601601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556357180596928,0.13893182824294192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604565065050002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590740347218107,0.13964656074192794,0.0,0.0,0.17268706225265684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097141861248147,0.15351199152405107,0.0,0.13873098253275046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487212543368016,0.0,0.0,0.1711388164788824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064867027315108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112032459153108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437688343886573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978437637093577,0.0,0.0,0.10666735714869767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266753130889714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhatIsMyGirth,2019/05/13,"Adult just started Ritalin - not good New dianosis. Proceeded with ritalin. Either the medication makes me feel irritable (Too much), or it just gives me a mild mood lift. It has no effect on my focus. I get really really annoyed on too many (20 mg is too much). I have been using it for a week. Is this normal or will my psych likely switch me to dex instead? I don't feel like its resolving any of the issues we discussed relating to ADHD.",2.675465116279071,4.8295541627907,4.9304069767441865,78.8609593023256,77.13953488372094,8.486046511627908,24.703488372093023,9.188382445141503,2.323679069767442,342,12,64,9,8,119,66,86,0.145,0.826,0.028999999999999998,-0.8551,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,4,0,7,3,0,3,0,15,14,2,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,4,7,12,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876548106181991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276769208023564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242047310763897,0.17099324725933254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250516366468185,0.2296084238056208,0.0,0.20075725499477184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982149325546835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338707727983626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976944065857532,0.24266554560847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411221431037273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519027892330693,0.0,0.0,0.23116782970312605,0.0,0.0,0.2345143199215597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30667027460485463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694147069665596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672343647163824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199388358842204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuperSansSerif,2019/05/13,"Really quiet and socially anxious with ADHD I keep seeing lots of posts from people who talk about social anxiety, but they seem very extroverted. I got diagnosed with ADHD-PI (I think that's the mixed type, idk) and I have bad anxiety. I'm nervous talking to anyone, even friends, and I just lack social skills. When my group of friends comes over I usually just end up listening because I guess I am stimulated enough just having my own thoughts about the conversation, like a podcast. I also always get trampled over in the conversation, which then makes me stay quiet. Whenever I talk to others who have ADHD this isn't usually a problem. I've been trying to improve and I asked a girl out for the first time (I'm 20 years old, yikes I know) and I nearly threw up. Just curious if anyone is experiencing this or did I get the downsides of anxiety and ADHD without the social benefits lol",3.9909072978303772,6.275438662721896,5.4217514792899415,76.25850493096648,73.61538461538461,8.53033530571992,28.426429980276126,9.21078282632365,2.8009168441814603,710,29,123,17,15,238,110,169,0.113,0.7340000000000001,0.153,0.8809999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,9,7,0,1,9,1,8,1,0,2,0,29,25,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,7,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,5,5,18,4,20,20,4,20,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,5,10,84,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211641700556454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669762689499763,0.09020808224334856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880634201544896,0.12247553475323948,0.0,0.15160941336175998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135127478389253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052010728903627,0.06608739844145345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338797371222624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003664634595317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602150669198913,0.11201933823997944,0.0,0.07160559055863476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221581901217894,0.0,0.0,0.16751882390335138,0.0,0.11328236139537733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670756975547607,0.0,0.11942885275750725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636222222623196,0.0,0.0,0.05958080521273256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296498733316323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216863242373352,0.0,0.0,0.0723663440237049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376093086955352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515974164585729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382943433831412,0.0,0.0,0.10373634818951748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945197561692726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863909154281575,0.09869488439107144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420525319852039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555355324759435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261414155055289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946650458313082,0.0,0.08606760364023723,0.06321633898431178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360513226561366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388026275225155,0.08945186221889333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045060100934459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698142484059257 adhd,mjc54,2019/05/13,"How you cope with adderall tremors? Hi, I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD and started taking medicine for about maybe two or three weeks ago. I recently started developing tremors for it that happen mostly at night time. Initially, it was more like a fast movement in my legs and body but now it’s moving to head, mouth, and arm/wrist movements. It happens mostly at night for me, but I have noticed some during the day. This has only started after taking adderall but I do believe some of the mouth movements which usually happen midday may of happened before I took it. It makes it harder to sleep. How do you guys cope with this? It seems I can suppress some of the tumors but it feels weird until I let it happen. Some are harder to suppress than others.",3.637002997002994,6.21994974825175,3.9893756243756258,84.65351398601399,75.99300699300699,5.764035964035964,26.298201798201795,6.868970318607317,1.3526187812187804,606,23,104,6,14,189,90,143,0.018000000000000002,0.968,0.013999999999999999,-0.1314,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,10,7,6,3,0,25,24,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,6,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,3,1,11,1,19,19,7,23,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,9,16,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671056169640036,0.0,0.12296401808180155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803772661999355,0.15628626083155447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408302388378373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946081992143805,0.0,0.0,0.14079456857184466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013935043852086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373513791137744,0.6133337641465068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236339242817464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184726241379042,0.0,0.06776999107679715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259449941709287,0.0,0.13935960758951066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743393898560553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603525223799092,0.0,0.0,0.15792992502262818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550032966465604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696604334378945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628250796013127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881691704294932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945532622659294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859544613910624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088684515161064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541193993844437,0.0,0.0,0.1355060961819187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277688857468527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127019953711882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,C_hersh45,2019/05/13,"Fed up with school I haven't been tested for ADHD yet, but I'm fairly certain I have it because of experiences I'm facing right now. I'm getting super tired of homework, and grades and everything about school. I get distracted by everything, I'm getting distracted even during writing this thread. The end of the semester is approaching, I'm failing one class, and my highest grade is a 74. The more overwhelmed I get, the less work I do.",4.195,6.232968500000003,5.104285714285716,79.84071428571428,72.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,31.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.8008047619047622,350,16,62,7,7,114,57,84,0.162,0.728,0.109,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,3,5,0,6,3,1,0,1,7,16,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,2,8,14,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,37,8,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27770563770263385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086035980817574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466267852772324,0.0,0.0,0.15262197466135236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153482159728889,0.22603438131819115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829058054148971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658149382819295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973356450647792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677177654240412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655851825394094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822437825027572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vdwijngaert,2019/05/13,"""How I run a company with ADHD"" - Struggles appear frighteningly relatable, should probably read this one day Here's the article, for future reference: https://www.andrewaskins.com/how-i-run-a-company-with-adhd/",25.1704,25.58582604,18.704,5.492000000000019,28.599999999999994,21.200000000000006,57.0,18.243605946275586,11.0422,181,8,14,7,1,52,25,25,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7635966654744741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048819915412039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152730991551745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425205821551173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177732158760788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321156859746241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fbanaheim,2019/05/13,"It's finals season and I'm out of meds I ran out of medication about a month-ish ago and haven't had the time to go back home for an appointment to get more so I've just been suffering and now I have these huge exams and papers coming up and I'm quickly realizing that I physically cannot get work done without them which is a shitty realization but it's true. Everyday I sit in the common room of my dorm for at least 8-10 hours trying to study and write my papers but I just can't for the life of me focus on the tasks at hand and it's really going to start hurting my grades with these finals worth so much of them. Any advice?",1.5874754901960806,3.248887110294117,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,78.63235294117645,6.886274509803924,18.686274509803926,7.793537801064563,0.4189039215686273,501,10,112,8,12,172,91,136,0.06,0.848,0.092,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,8,3,0,0,7,0,8,3,1,0,1,19,17,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,4,1,11,1,22,13,3,26,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,0,12,74,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840268402563275,0.18904890816633665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502931853891773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639896623319338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371120062102575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824685583180972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672485828352468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228470946940048,0.0,0.24240984598151524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392484656883592,0.0,0.21002568050272266,0.0,0.2283074353942209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063725167510786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689228675675456,0.2148447253386057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022820738734473,0.0,0.15677626518553311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662472070980922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095194376608134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435808458014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479473836806242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055824087750443,0.0,0.15526139271641398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ehmj123,2019/05/13,"ADHD not a mental illness(Was Told) I had to write an essay on a a topic with sources backing up and also going against my topic. I wrote about social stigma on mental illnesses and co morbidity of depression and adhd. When I turned in my first draft, I was told that adhd is a not a mental illness so I would have to remove it from my essay as an example. Now out of spite I'm rewriting my essay on Why ADHD is a mental illness. I hope I don't get failed for this.",1.6335280641466206,3.518579958762892,4.3061168384879736,83.38627720504012,79.30927835051546,5.9605956471935855,22.117983963344788,6.937597516519254,0.8360135166093925,364,11,70,4,9,129,62,97,0.10800000000000001,0.775,0.11699999999999999,-0.2691,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,8,0,7,3,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,0,11,1,16,9,0,12,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6742654735858143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121666066392865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785198929602574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080652442825288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930586646375126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328054137625961,0.0,0.0797135128589094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931074101876875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654000684922852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297834394341974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805063863993794,0.0,0.0,0.1525636034654706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265636636470346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996373329215488,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pilothab,2019/05/13,"vyvanse doesn't seem to do much, thinking of switching meds i have an appointment tomorrow morning so i will be bringing this up with the doctor but i just wanted to see if anyone else has dealt with this before. i was recently diagnosed and have been on vyvanse for a couple months now, started at 20mg and worked my way up to 50mg. i genuinely cannot tell if there is any improvement in my concentration or motivation. up until last week i had taken the medication religiously every day, but i decided to stop for 3 days to see if i could notice a difference. for the past 4 days i have been back on vyvanse, and i feel just as flustered as always. when i talk to people i still go on tangents and forget what i was saying, i cant focus on tv, my books, my writing. everything is all over the place all the time. my room is a mess and i cant bring myself to do anything. i also feel kind of emotionally numb, and i can clearly tell the medication is wearing off when i crash and get a bit depressed and anxious. i feel like vyvanse is just numbing me as opposed to helping me concentrate and stay motivated? is this common at all? should i ask to switch to a different medication? any help is appreciated",4.7726250000000014,5.574619012500001,6.337500000000002,76.34250000000003,69.29166666666666,9.333333333333334,31.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.913791666666667,953,40,183,20,16,327,142,240,0.11,0.7709999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6237,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,11,6,0,0,12,0,27,8,1,2,4,39,42,23,0,6,9,0,3,1,0,2,7,1,1,0,4,11,0,2,8,2,0,3,4,4,0,0,6,6,28,2,33,32,5,38,0,1,2,0,8,14,0,5,20,134,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043667181586824,0.10450343193807557,0.0,0.0,0.17081508518673552,0.0,0.0,0.1418843344395375,0.0,0.08781754149080402,0.1286848641048792,0.10335233273174604,0.0,0.11741249545294115,0.0,0.0,0.09657325988695327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687038741539323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711502099697914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027578600381076,0.13896625889127878,0.0,0.2429912729753487,0.0,0.10817306158004396,0.127474245058084,0.0,0.26243589495915143,0.0,0.12854975104848404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049168306306456,0.14127521373981874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581751411006532,0.0,0.11287488460008854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051077403143815,0.08972365990961323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561715563318711,0.0,0.07137739270340117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683646727978945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307857763365743,0.0,0.10237505267104813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061358392853766486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950550326683472,0.3795651847883453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024712947352016,0.0,0.0923253014035879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429884559365398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989272378466323,0.08707036831115356,0.0,0.13121794747957571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400792978695815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987658965264934,0.0,0.0,0.20016271105641836,0.11433514466891423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888953674790497,0.13386542077722938,0.100298727133203,0.10500136655055063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094689108814764,0.21954762474118386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047491924388515,0.0,0.0,0.07323428471298038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407800178201959,0.09968987265491128,0.10074312402341527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091433195336806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lunathemoongirl,2019/05/13,"Hunger levels on dexamphetamine? Hi hi hi again guys I’m taking dex 5mg twice a day and I’ve noticed that my hunger levels - which I guess are usually quite normal - have gone down a lot? I am able to have a small breakfast (I usually don’t eat a big one any way) and then take my tablet, however I don’t get hungry again until the nighttime? Is this usual? 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So this is exam week, and my friend gave me a little orangey/pinkish pill that had ""974 b"" on one side and ""30"" on the other. I took it around 8 pm, and an hour later I felt so...normal! I almost cried because it feels so normal and calm, something I have rarely felt. I can now actually slow down and focus. I do not have to check my phone impulsively or get up and do something else. I think I actually have ADD? This is what makes me think I have it: I **cannot read a whole sentence** for college reading without drifting away in my thoughts. Every sentence takes so much effort to read and comprehend... I **hate reading instructions** and just **jump into tasks** and then have to go back to read important details because I screwed something up. The only way anything would get done is deadlines. **Deadlines give me the adrenaline** I need to complete a task. **Whatever I do, I have to rush it**, even if I am not in a rush: getting dressed, pouring water (I always spill some when I drink too) . Because I do things fast, I have to re-do them because I break or mess something up. I also frequently **fidget** in seat, bed (I have to move my legs around or else it is maddening) Focusing on **listening to professors is also a challenge.** I do not even have my laptop out or my phone and it is so difficult to sustain attention! My thoughts distract me, or **I look around the classroom**. The only time I am able to remember the material if the teacher is asking me a question and engaging me. I have always been impulsive, often **saying insensitive things** and then regretting them Always been a **thrill seeker** (sneak out at night, hang out with complete strangers I just met) which ended me up in some bad situations. I **can rarely pay attention to what people are saying** even if I am really trying. My own **thoughts distract** me, or something going on around. My bf is often frustrated how I don't pay attention to him. I have been getting good grades but I feel like it takes me soooo much effort to get those A's... This is my junior year of college and it has been much much more challenging, because it requires a lot of reading. Which has been such a challenge! I think my coping strategies have worked for me ( I have sticky note reminders on my phone's first page and a calendar with events), and helped me with the condition (that I may have) but they have also masked the condition from myself. The only symptom that is typical to ADHD that I do not have is that I do not lose stuff (almost never). I have seen a psychologist in the past who diagnosed me with ""attention problems"". She gave me a note saying I could request schools to accommodate my condition (I lost the note when I moved away to college unfortunately). My niece has full blown ADHD. I also suspect her father (my brother) also has it, as he was always a bright kid, but ""would not apply himself"" as teachers said (also impulsive and thrill seeker like me). Should I see a psychiatrist to get a medical diagnosis? Has anyone here taken Adderall and felt normal too? &#x200B; Thanks for reading this lengthy rant, and any comments are welcome! Also, good luck on exams if y'all are taking 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adhd,Sblast,2019/05/13,"Attraction to abusive relationships I'm the only ADHDer who is constantly attracted to ""exciting"", meaning unstable and abusive 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adhd,CobaltBW,2019/05/13,"Adderall generic manufacturer Teva and other US drug companies found to conspire in price fixing scheme [https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/drug-companies-inflate-prices-us-teva-pfizer-novartis-mylan-court-case-a8910606.html](https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/drug-companies-inflate-prices-us-teva-pfizer-novartis-mylan-court-case-a8910606.html) >Leading [drug companies](https://www.independent.co.uk/topic/drug-companies) including Teva, [Pfizer](https://www.independent.co.uk/topic/pfizer), [Novartis](https://www.independent.co.uk/topic/novartis) and [Mylan](https://www.independent.co.uk/topic/mylan) conspired to inflate the prices of generic drugs by as much as 1,000 per cent, according to a far-reaching lawsuit filed on Friday by 44 states. > >The industry-wide scheme affected the prices of more than 100 generic drugs, according to the complaint, including lamivudine-zidovudine, which is used to treat [HIV](https://www.independent.co.uk/topic/HIV); budesonide, an [asthma](https://www.independent.co.uk/topic/Asthma) medication; fenofibrate, which is used to treat high [cholesterol](https://www.independent.co.uk/topic/cholesterol); amphetamine-dextroamphetamine for ADHD; oral antibiotics; blood thinners; cancer drugs; contraceptives; and antidepressants. > >In court documents, the state prosecutors lay out a brazen price-fixing scheme involving more than a dozen generic drug companies and just as many executives responsible for sales, marketing and pricing. > >The complaint alleges that the conspirators knew their efforts to thwart competition were illegal and that they therefore avoided written records by coordinating instead at industry meals, parties, golf outings and other networking events. > >The bulk of the collusive activity occurred from July 2013 to January 2015, according to the complaint, when Teva raised prices on nearly 400 formulations of 112 generic drugs. &#x200B; Reports like this remind me about why I started giving a damn about politics. &#x200B; America is the only first world country whose healthcare system is stuck in the stone age. Every other developed nation, from Canada, to Switzerland, to Denmark, to Britain, has some universal system in which all healthcare is paid for via taxes or a heavily monitored and regulated private insurance plan. Besides the burden of copays, deductibles, premiums, and insurance networks that most Americans have to deal with, those of us with a pre-existing condition also have to worry about exploitation from self-interested corporations, who raise the price on everything from insulin to blood thinners to SSRIs to stimulants simply because they can. &#x200B; I feel like this is especially an affront to those of us with ADHD. As this condition is a lifelong disorder with fairly strong genetic markers linked to it, this structure of healthcare guarantees that ADHDers like you and me will always inherently be vulnerable to systemic discrimination through no fault of our own. It is one thing to discriminate against a diabetic or a person with asthma, as they at least have the mental resources to fight back against the system. ADHDers and others with psychiatric or neurological disorders are faced with an even bigger obstacle, for they are fighting for the very mental resources they need in order to economically or politically defend themselves. &#x200B; It never ceases to make my blood boil to think that my cognitive function is being dangled from a stick by a handful of greedy venture capitalists.",20.2353216374269,17.385675621832362,15.973732943469784,31.3004824561404,41.319688109161795,18.105653021442496,59.29922027290449,15.616094167265928,9.203689278752435,2986,158,302,86,18,889,292,513,0.102,0.85,0.048,-0.9712,1,1,10,0,3,0,224.0,4,1,6,4,9,12,3,1,28,0,20,20,5,6,2,41,33,22,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,1,13,0,0,1,24,19,2,1,5,1,10,0,2,6,0,3,6,2,17,6,80,24,8,29,0,0,0,0,19,15,1,6,10,203,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418579647596966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047971702986016766,0.049914115106716735,0.25998421220663026,0.2915638175682729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612641633706927,0.0,0.03656761047210253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184411865929535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750094418976072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6956605050592194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962094748657247,0.0,0.05054176194640375,0.0,0.05391258332955701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03033130596039389,0.04285483266404209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051025040000486716,0.0,0.06577281482270088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057545141332517126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337971856001791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792007573916362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004188910376491,0.0608175557635184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043074366927359,0.12090587816929425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044097458198805485,0.044479712375850314,0.04626578894568765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064884600072526,0.04562293146392852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237846644537501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257968120983015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424592142335807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03985279762732271,0.038437344189071486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607857831802052,0.1036192764301606,0.0,0.049495681941883016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412907337762976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091986369128113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915638175682729,0.0 adhd,xHouse_of_Hornetsx,2019/05/13,"Effed myself really bad Im in a really challenging technical program. Ive never been a tech or math student. The community college let me in because for whatever reason they dont have a lot of students., something to do with a scholarship that encourages people to go to the local state school. But i promised myself i would work extra hard to earn respect in my field (which i need to do because im a woman and women in tech are usually looked down on if theyre mediocre). I suffer from adhd and obsessive rumination. My thoughts are so consumed with conflicts in my life that my brain sometimes feel over heated. I have a hard time focusing because of it. I went on adderall a few weeks ago but all its made me do is focus on my video games more intensely. I have a math final on tuesday. Its not a hard class. The teacher pretty much gave us the whole test already all i need to do is practice the problems. I also have two finals on wednesday. Ive been trying to push myself to study since wednesday and i just couldnt do it. Today even though i was playing my game i was obsessing over a conflict with my landlord that my dad called me and told me he would handle, and to just study for my finals. Im 25 years old and i still feel like an immature irresponsible 15 year old. Im always tired. My brain always feels hot. I always overestimate how smart i am. Please help me feel less alone. Please tell me its not a big deal if i dont finish the semester strong, or even fail a class. I need to feel ok.",2.8483092155369363,4.694621270627066,4.298894389438947,84.99842536176695,75.56765676567656,7.0377760853008375,25.515232292460013,7.882392219407189,1.4847111957349577,1187,42,235,18,26,394,168,303,0.11599999999999999,0.764,0.12,0.4692,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,6,10,15,0,2,19,1,26,4,2,3,3,41,41,16,0,9,10,1,9,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,9,9,0,2,7,4,1,3,6,6,0,1,9,10,40,9,31,28,9,37,0,2,1,0,15,15,0,5,19,157,49,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996060775416497,0.0,0.08110582810459682,0.0,0.0,0.09476243126490523,0.100968291275456,0.07316944864571093,0.2283964121345611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639547446565165,0.16732563553026988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427995543405394,0.09342781250043797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432852666497124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144656436596381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086470573113545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313160463026813,0.06536487726412746,0.0,0.3006887234297721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199937807030275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458877716185212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132794952934278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39532622825886204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935610259156226,0.06462644592350908,0.044700403684500685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683373318134618,0.0,0.0,0.0777867660096576,0.0,0.08657588189424921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726020762749234,0.20352973698324447,0.07056748161101463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920196639114316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343191911402556,0.0,0.0,0.20087062279910428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930844914277938,0.0,0.08754947134526983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722957006425605,0.09407329442290772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259900189444327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568657168532764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043821652110112,0.09049204494490536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306895411326833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997167948395639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989451578194672,0.07263773335158155,0.05335214854824754,0.1051613799565918,0.08672766433776237,0.08742850490916712,0.0,0.06211988883954477,0.0,0.08937845652330882,0.0,0.11005861869111254,0.0,0.10077009727228023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339270314685155,0.0,0.0,0.08481785993717669,0.0,0.10215219868432622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661029651574629,0.0,0.0,0.12999249835281,0.0,0.0,0.11784105854853635 adhd,Embarrassed_Salad,2019/05/13,"Funny stories you had with your adhd &#x200B; &#x200B; **DISCLAIMER: I'm not trolling or saying it's funny I have it too I just want to hear some stories :).**",0.3840000000000003,1.2006238999999999,1.212500000000002,93.04875,126.66666666666666,1.5,23.75,3.1291,0.05699999999999994,127,6,21,0,8,39,24,30,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673800890373324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821182356869317,0.5406798825324108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25075334583873443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176926589601107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122562820115066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406798825324108,0.0 adhd,duggykid,2019/05/13,Is my doctor dumb? I recently been diagnosis with inattentive ADD and my doctor gave me Ritalin and told me it's a non stimulant but then later when i got home i google it and google told me it a stimulant is google wrong or is my doctor dumb?,1.7505999999999986,3.9366928600000013,4.122,83.32100000000001,80.4,8.8,22.0,9.3871,2.0594,193,6,40,6,5,67,30,50,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,0,9,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,26,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7469994543798658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945673244735482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402225664567384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402023474286271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649147959148481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659804024626118,0.0,0.0 adhd,LovesClementines,2019/05/13,"My adhd in a nutshell - a few words to explain the chaos that is my thoughts. I try so hard every day to overcome the tiny battles that I face, but over time the tiny battles become insurmountable and intimidating and I just want to give up. It is, at times, too much for me to overcome and I struggle with getting out of bed, and even just breathing. I have my first of 3 appointments tomorrow. Wish me luck.",4.017791666666668,5.426055862500004,4.802500000000002,84.37916666666669,71.625,7.333333333333335,30.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.9755833333333328,319,14,64,4,6,103,57,80,0.18,0.718,0.10300000000000001,-0.6988,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,15,9,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,10,1,13,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372327141091737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30990620766069304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096702933243133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533697469571125,0.0,0.23642183867793304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386824936638069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660454570382472,0.26918191208376074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513669888479669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627698257612306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29334930138768794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227690485274211,0.32724609705151153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051239476917475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655081158746138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322681934182072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leaderinred,2019/05/13,"Today, I gave up. So, I have this assignment for college due tomorrow, that involved way too many steps, and the ability to visualise things in a certain order. We had about 3 weeks to complete it, although it could be completed is less time. (It was a small storyboard/animatic if you are wondering) I tried my best, and made it half way there. Ofc, it took way too long, the sole idea or working on this made me anxious, I was unable to put all the steps in order in my head, if was as if I just visualised all the options at the same time and was unable to be linear about it. Today I tried, I swear I tried to sit down and finish it, but it was so overwhelming, I had to stop and cry every bit in a while, I just couldn't wrap my head on the story or how to make it in the right order. I was unable to focus on it. After a lot of crying, I decided this one grade wasn't worth this much anxiety build up, I just can't put my head in the right order. Or maybe I can't, but it would take way too long, and I'm unable to focus so much in something I don't particularly enjoy. I feel very bad about it, like I failed in a very simple task that wasn't supposed to be this difficult but I just can't anymore. I'm very sorry for not trying harder.",4.493244613434733,3.929568844106463,5.964349809885932,83.52992141951839,69.68441064638783,9.14261089987326,27.039036755386572,8.648137234880735,1.6463071736375159,958,25,215,14,15,328,129,263,0.142,0.823,0.035,-0.9814,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,3,15,8,0,1,13,0,23,3,3,4,3,39,33,22,0,6,14,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,1,4,0,1,5,8,4,0,2,14,1,25,4,33,13,9,45,0,2,0,0,4,18,0,9,14,154,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380222667672138,0.12375555754651553,0.10863998417513003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146615582691944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496154428010825,0.0,0.11959562652573455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229713345471886,0.0,0.0,0.08746339653589405,0.0,0.240661804745444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229704962571413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055389641034039726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372767421005652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366385876966705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351853781300902,0.0,0.0,0.1938891473348562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313191011478553,0.0,0.20730974339985925,0.07312266298979904,0.11106223341348116,0.11005346628913573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105751485510308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423105986165374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024754395410467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871030058981872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433369821383922,0.0,0.1226275391131673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158518247937307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236479815355502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277735280050462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127754057866583,0.0,0.20767319311274526,0.0,0.12170939928747596,0.29749759248387697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27116023877202355,0.0,0.3478093849016725,0.08787102206698108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187977323280284,0.07975063710777608,0.0,0.0,0.07781818356278772,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hometownhero,2019/05/13,"Help with misdiagnosis of bi-polar! Hi guys, I’m in a really bad situation and have been prescribed a mood stabilizer and an anti psychotic after I was feeling a little overly confident and got myself into trouble when I added an ssri to my stimulant medication. Stimulants make me very mellow and a bit anxious because I don’t feel like “me”. I read here that an ssri could help with that so I brought it up to my doctor and he agreed. Long story short, I’m in a mental hospital and the pyschricreatist is convinced that I am bi polar and won’t listen to me. It’s been over a month now, I’ve gained 30lbs and am sleeping 20hrs or so a day. Normally I’m very active and bubbly and am become a shell of myself. Please help, I know to untrained professionals, ADHD can mimic bi-polar, and could really use some info that I can share with the doctors. Thanks for the help.",3.5528571428571425,5.310333023255817,5.52933554817276,77.3022093023256,73.4186046511628,8.170099667774089,25.07641196013289,8.841846274778883,2.017659800664452,688,22,126,14,14,238,106,172,0.061,0.735,0.204,0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,14,0,14,5,1,4,0,28,26,15,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,15,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,3,15,4,17,18,2,15,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,7,84,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877773449530005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774539027066908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115391857019826,0.0957535461820696,0.17348077259573366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714889504309051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508286717296481,0.0,0.0,0.10130258538518097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32155283535192464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884713649839252,0.11221685381252312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562996094136164,0.0,0.0,0.15553233049579046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211454123380076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632619104467218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767405811129284,0.15743384166944754,0.0,0.13900945771308335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485106431659633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823998150404425,0.1582981009628648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537849531090958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390349956725924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242493413391752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712092650141987,0.0,0.2012569146767932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656272411567855,0.1571918590059901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461670392636794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566532025079214,0.0,0.2592122922689088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,faggelinthewest,2019/05/13,Do you often say outloud what you read? If I am riding in the passanger seat I'll just read out loud the billboards and often be met with a look of what are you talking about.,5.387027027027028,4.530138648648652,5.657432432432432,87.45209459459461,67.91891891891892,7.4,29.31081081081081,3.1291,0.9690108108108108,138,4,30,0,2,44,30,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,0,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432326422921792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8176868946979874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250407584608783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285239730118159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnluckyCourse,2019/05/13,"I feel like the ""lack of appetite"" side effect has been happening for too long I took 36mg of concerta for the first 11 months after diagnosis, but switched to foquest (pretty much the Canadian version of Ritalin xr) in January. I'm now on a 45mg dose, which seems to be working pretty well. Only thing is, my appetite is very low to non existent. I can eat when reminded and stuff, but I feel like I don't eat enough. I'm starting to get anxious that I'm losing too much weight, and kind of want to try another med; but my doc won't let me. She'd rather have me taking a high dose of methylphenidate and an ssri (as my anxiety is super high on a dose over 45mg, I tried 54mg of concerta and it didn't work) then let me try an amphetamine. I know I'm probably not losing as much weight as I think I am, but I'd still like to try another med. Anyone have any tips on bringing something like this up to my doc ?",4.665397727272726,4.186041979166672,6.090189393939394,82.48738636363639,69.3125,9.898484848484847,30.47537878787879,9.573946990214177,2.4522020833333333,708,25,158,14,11,242,112,192,0.083,0.789,0.128,0.8664,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,7,10,0,0,8,0,16,8,0,1,0,18,32,13,0,3,6,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,3,4,17,7,25,24,6,21,0,3,0,0,1,10,0,1,13,94,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746941403774424,0.23890982064058802,0.08714838419166461,0.12869702038494024,0.0,0.0796554177178278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313692211227746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770967227066413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520261235287114,0.16276874728999266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690017817138333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951842710108855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073895955998448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072518202275905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186300079549727,0.06260737802421705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298155861160125,0.0,0.2226219650557244,0.0,0.0,0.10081549484189306,0.0,0.2548943766154623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530785751459272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092974863185624,0.0,0.251232623609621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866411900414642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317949133539203,0.122824881219226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370836570714446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770107697251822,0.0,0.0,0.08063306612227365,0.0,0.09097655059266643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041098925723962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085653560269286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756832957049875,0.07299524900559183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265691606233659,0.3093764391952851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399581850081518,0.06719288738305966,0.0,0.0,0.277447408464127,0.10242763901343238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587003562589364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheLittleBarn,2019/05/13,"Thanks guys! I must warn you, I'm drunk and waiting for food. I've had a rough year really becoming aware of this disease for what it is. I don't want to bore you with the same story you all are used to but I just want to thank you, all these stories mean so much to me knowing that I'm not the only one who struggles with this disease. I feel like everything I hate about myself is caused by this disease and its so hard knowing that I'll have to work so much harder to get what I want. But that's ok its not a disease its a different way of functioning and it helps me excel in other ways. I feel so much more creative than everyone and my lovely girlfriend is motivating me to pursue it. Whatever you need to do to get things done is ok whether its medication or coping mechanisms. But this community has given me a home of patient understanding individuals that I relate with. Everything may seem like it needs to be done right now but the world will be patient for you and your loved ones will be patient for you and I will be patient for you. You're special and you have something to offer the world and you have all the time in the world to find it. Thank you for reading and thank you for being part of my favorite subreddit. P.S. I now have my food and I'm still drunk and I still love you.",3.404849624060148,4.6761184699248135,4.4135413533834615,87.1084323308271,72.94736842105263,7.575639097744363,26.08195488721805,8.07648339933343,1.405526917293233,1027,34,219,15,20,334,130,266,0.067,0.715,0.218,0.9944,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,14,0,3,10,16,1,1,10,2,25,8,0,3,4,46,53,21,0,6,9,0,4,2,1,5,1,0,1,1,23,14,4,1,9,3,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,4,33,13,31,39,9,14,0,0,0,3,22,6,0,3,8,161,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254197072588762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665889834985448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864755230995518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242559654860204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851283879592093,0.20412343025185176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484016966517177,0.08112832761862437,0.0,0.0,0.1037931144190924,0.0,0.2746379293076567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866234848141995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244369660221668,0.0,0.0,0.10172875978778224,0.11211842815163113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611785089858222,0.0,0.1139114006724739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482081382963435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096078342339848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074809462121875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370171842682955,0.0,0.11440122072280468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504422124767561,0.16840876296492827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539043646031029,0.08636860537395759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297599151930674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359218840910387,0.0,0.07275037730379805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698086384513058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338208544286824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874251577602465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813806526124928,0.0,0.0,0.11871909176121405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182085288138656,0.0,0.0,0.07544518602544968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621859885224891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822148176562447,0.0,0.0980806373896359,0.0,0.0,0.2009444689603266,0.1802795975365702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826740932544963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312985509190162 adhd,PsychoticPixel,2019/05/13,"Super bummed out, I feel like I wasted today Woke up at 9am today, had a whole list of things I needed to get done but as soon as the adderall hit i sat in front of my computer trying to learn how to code with python, next thing I know it’s 9pm and i feel depressed as fuck because I feel like a failure. I’m not sure if it’s just me but not getting anything done without medication feels like me being me but not getting shit done while on adderall makes me feel like I did something really wrong by not getting anything done. I think it’s because adderall makes me a little dead inside so if I’m just going to sit around all day I might as well be sober and enjoy myself.",2.592517482517483,3.7979418181818185,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.87412587412587,6.039160839160839,24.188811188811197,6.1124844417494595,0.5488797202797207,532,16,114,3,11,176,88,143,0.17600000000000002,0.67,0.154,-0.7584,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,2,0,4,0,9,3,1,3,2,32,30,14,1,3,12,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,8,5,17,8,19,18,2,16,0,1,0,1,0,7,2,3,10,74,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093814902010096,0.1086853433610026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884898342347205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873748521063785,0.0,0.10515531770409138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997588864913773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086600409367234,0.34888242324130736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286957175969008,0.2551464383705501,0.0,0.0693861512005177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709707521112176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858662036946826,0.12236553226128585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629910844734536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299210485134285,0.0,0.12951743214992525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052765390788567,0.0,0.0,0.12984333403073475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782135188487534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253228911391632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399029225349873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506770124740852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222138490383206,0.07822988068096798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314527232564915,0.0,0.0,0.08289060676365337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977292478090243,0.0,0.0,0.13630832072247356,0.0,0.11768970886206985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334854614527586,0.0,0.0 adhd,idriveawhitecamry,2019/05/13,How long have you been medicated? I’m debating starting a regular medication protocol with a stimulant adhd medicine. I’m weary of the potential long term side effects. Please give me some insight.,5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,76.64705882352942,11.635294117647062,40.852941176470594,10.686352973137794,6.514141176470589,162,11,23,7,4,54,30,34,0.065,0.8640000000000001,0.071,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35810932055617456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858457901896215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273988755676473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003590668437199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270882351391798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109089900969649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chaoticneutralhobbit,2019/05/13,"Is it dangerous to take Adderall long term if you’re prescribed it for ADHD? I’m a woman(22) if that matters. I’ve been prescribed Adderall XR for ADHD. I really like it. I feel motivated, and perkier. I have a general sense of positive well-being. And TMI but it’s given me a healthy sex drive that I’ve been lacking. I don’t feel high or like I’m on speed, or super focused and jittery. They’re very subtle differences that I barely even noticed for a few days. I don’t have much of a crash either. I just get tired and a little confused. Actually currently resting through my “mini crash”. However, I like to research my medications. Why does this drug make me feel this way? Is this symptom normal? How does the drug work? I feel like I should be informed about what I take. The problem is that the only articles I see about Adderall are talking about Adderall abuse by people without ADHD. There’s virtually nothing (that I can find) about the effects of Adderall in people diagnosed with ADHD and legitimately prescribed it. The articles about abusing Adderall for a long time are all negative of course, saying it can lead to permanent changes in the brain, addiction, lowered dopamine levels, heart problems, and a lot more. But I’m not abusing Adderall. I do take a high dose at 40mg, but I’m not using it to stay up all night or get high. I’m using it to treat my ADHD. Still, is it going to cause long-term damage if I stay on it for years? Am I going to become addicted? Or are these problems specific only to people who aren’t ADHD and are abusing it? These articles just make me worried. I don’t want to hurt myself in the long run with a treatment in the short term.",2.85961270712815,5.109459665653496,4.366053534660264,82.66290322580646,76.96352583586626,6.798352779684283,28.5460339248946,7.831003766801068,2.0353436807530154,1326,59,244,21,31,441,162,329,0.183,0.716,0.1,-0.9865,4,0,2,0,1,2,44.0,0,0,0,5,11,13,1,1,18,0,22,12,2,9,2,53,45,18,0,10,16,0,4,4,0,1,9,1,0,0,23,9,0,0,8,0,0,5,8,7,0,0,3,6,24,6,36,40,11,34,0,2,1,1,4,14,0,9,16,158,47,4,0.0,0.3517923372403709,0.07243585520815679,0.1618390305145494,0.5352460444788585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197903350312268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286303639818188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625263959929449,0.0785234193627124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787094222019237,0.0,0.0,0.07533989363096086,0.0,0.07755249855435256,0.0,0.0,0.12991490830877986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216191087410326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049026917442655055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012770037890724,0.05302852345342904,0.0,0.0,0.06784307977049621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756216988801089,0.0,0.08437100641748085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796057956235204,0.0,0.2352779849926944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946264731455359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145056275135832,0.07439599206086515,0.0,0.2627579026908721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310602143474534,0.0,0.0,0.09909558028633897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477693666653973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456614694225719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965798305154651,0.07272771476913778,0.07122380208505458,0.0845091104936971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290753181164928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438112108014926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130786160191803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755238031326845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059029113192434125,0.0,0.0,0.05915013402512781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582344191585498,0.05927860510249065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715135038008837,0.16743073490086827,0.0596616832952558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328296447569779,0.08531420751987746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282183802578369,0.0,0.06124590314643516,0.04378161857015489,0.05891875961675876,0.0,0.0,0.06673991841967203,0.0,0.06697925668314313,0.0,0.0,0.07155317747037006,0.0,0.0540388939575601,0.07538217325121857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780042125503546 adhd,in_the_wabe,2019/05/13,"Cannot make decisions (small, large, and all between) - I just research instead I've always had trouble making decisions and even as a child, I developed the habit of researching a ton so that when I made my last minute frantic decision, I would at least feel like I had made an informed one. And that worked okay for the big stuff, but it leaves me pretty paralyzed in everyday life. &#x200B; I feel like it got much worse when I first had a dedicated computer (about 17 years ago) and exponentially worse than that once I got a smartphone (8 years ago? 10?). I need to make goals and make decisions, but I feel completely stuck. I'm starting with a new therapist in a couple days and I hope they can help me, but I'll take any suggestions people have.",4.544204545454543,6.193441930555558,5.002954545454545,82.51022727272729,70.66666666666667,9.125252525252526,29.06313131313132,9.573946990214177,2.632480555555555,594,23,116,14,11,189,97,144,0.099,0.722,0.18,0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,0,1,9,1,7,1,0,6,1,29,24,13,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,3,15,4,11,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,14,69,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499367492921223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730488041146628,0.1527494620337571,0.1713035414883797,0.0958697851769012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478126133066184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598933047605434,0.0,0.09091906262081284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311455280263888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384793925328832,0.2014292353960767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991570325248414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550576063676295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449449382569418,0.0,0.0,0.14002283353741032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149157792043706,0.0,0.1492752075487597,0.0,0.0,0.09957683800228352,0.13774933133709658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26679333647690057,0.376415288759413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363495474979227,0.10453330345194113,0.0,0.1361573042549777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013682933946684,0.09553025249039296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773630351369184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342517511176614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978486120381576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138593121031408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599781248703392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368617164034138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263356758443867,0.0,0.28733698493416954,0.1001466332011394,0.0,0.1713035414883797,0.18157025083808093 adhd,mister_chainsaw,2019/05/13,"Just watched my chemistry grade go down 3% due to hw I forgot about. I feel so shitty, I felt like I did everything right this semester and things still didn’t work out the way they were supposed to. I was only 1% from getting a B and now I have to hope my final raises my score by 5% or I’m stuck with another C.",-0.41794117647058826,1.643691617647061,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,88.70588235294119,5.1647058823529415,18.794117647058822,6.6274283507984215,-0.0060058823529414145,242,7,57,3,8,82,56,68,0.1,0.815,0.085,-0.2388,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,10,2,9,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,5,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375017607552776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927000325366525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274376837440171,0.0,0.3090392675620026,0.35258554072679665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816030324865913,0.0,0.18292234532689652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196829064789219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724616298243174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479156289617165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748695214989382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570404676554358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138316917379672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554801264197353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432033446836525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CitizenSoldier_,2019/05/13,"Blog / ADHD http://wix.to/kEADAUM Visit my blog, We Are ADHD. Help me help you. Let’s help each other.",1.753333333333334,3.756916000000005,1.2427777777777784,94.16750000000002,111.22222222222223,1.8,10.055555555555557,3.1291,-1.7637111111111112,80,1,13,0,4,23,14,18,0.0,0.633,0.3670000000000001,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7291556849114023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100042181913015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102045147160224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rmb185,2019/05/13,"Share your story with pharmacists We’ve all had our problems with pharmacists and pharmacies. For a glimpse at how many of them look at us, head over to this post and tell them how wrong they are: https://www.reddit.com/r/pharmacy/comments/bmd3x9/all_cii_and_90_adderall_or_vyvanse_one_yours_fill/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app",20.93846153846154,26.700578230769228,10.356923076923078,43.96307692307696,35.92307692307692,9.302564102564103,28.384615384615394,9.725611199111238,2.511676923076924,297,6,33,4,3,69,33,39,0.138,0.81,0.052000000000000005,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,8,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,8,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35723119654517704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33836862965110315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768660358056989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342653468370975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157626861016539,0.0,0.0,0.31547959554481714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881734488051986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396590041919989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604765896953837,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_slice_of_beans,2019/05/13,Im about to fail 8th grade because i waited til today to do the 2 projects Screw school you just had to give me these 2 projects at the same time. I now have till 12 in the morning to turn it in and if i dont i fail I wish you would just stop and do something we all enjoy for once,0.8666153846153861,1.6433670461538483,2.3692307692307715,101.23076923076924,78.53846153846153,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.6718615384615383,218,5,59,0,5,71,46,65,0.195,0.757,0.048,-0.8252,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,1,2,0,2,4,4,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,12,10,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,11,8,2,9,0,2,0,1,4,3,1,1,6,39,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951784084481287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451390681693217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28250080849565296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180987959560871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136213133185597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980387224909359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267121204008214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620609977931124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717189804442215,0.0,0.2791412623789901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203196097319542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338647967048436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091966292824667,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keydaerim,2019/05/13,"How to stay off phone while watching TV? Whenever I watch TV, I have to be doing something else even if I’m really interested in the show. In order to pay better attention to the show, I usually play Minecraft on my phone. I’m even watching a movie as I post this. Does anyone have tips or tricks on putting and keeping the phone down?",3.8288059701492543,5.1595581492537335,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,71.98507462686567,8.345074626865673,28.32537313432836,8.841846274778883,2.1098083582089555,264,10,54,5,5,86,47,67,0.044000000000000004,0.826,0.13,0.7752,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,11,6,0,12,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,2,2,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527556333815326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722932071754708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694262467410975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719269105285736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067012332245937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27365624883422585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294862165516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095025806221038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723462869955047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701964400590994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32815714696743936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390842892048766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Smeggywulff,2019/05/13,"I finally started back on adderal after being off it for 20 years. I got diagnosed with ADD when I was in third grade (so roughly 27 years ago?). My mother, despite being a nurse, did not believe in medication. Finally when I was 14 I was started on adderal. I weighed 110 pounds and was put on 20mg in the morning and 10mg in the afternoon. I was an absolute zombie. I hated it. I tried to get my doctor to reduce my dose, but to no avail. I tried to cut my dose myself, but my parents always found out and I got in huge trouble each time they found out. Eventually I stopped taking it entirely because my parents told me that I either take it as prescribed or not at all. I told myself I was strong enough on my own. I told myself that medication is a crutch and I didn't need it. I told myself that meditation was better than medication. I dropped out of high school and got my GED. I went to college. Dropped out of that too. Telling myself I was strong enough turned into ""Why am I not strong enough?"" That turned into ""Why can't I do this?"" That eventually turned into ""I can't do this."" I told myself that I just couldn't be a normal human being so why should I try? If you hhaven't figured it out yet, I was also depressed AF at this point. The years marched on, I got married, and while my husband loves me he sat me down one day and said ""You have to do something about this, you're miserable."" He was right. After a year of therapy and going to a cardiologist to clear me for amphetamines I finally started 10mg a day. My first dose was Tuesday. In the past 5 days I've done more than I have in the past two months. I've done so many things I've always wanted to do but kept procrastinating on. It's so amazing. I went on a shopping trip to get a few specific things and not only did I not wander the store for hours like I normally would, I got everything I wanted to get in under three hours. About an hour and a half of that was driving and I went to four different places. I didn't forget a single thing. I'm just so excited to notice that big of a change. For anyone who needs this: ADHD is real. Medication isn't a weakness. You can achieve so much if you have the right tools.",2.0302000000000007,3.834251342222224,3.849055555555559,87.50425000000004,77.8,6.633333333333333,23.916666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.0503333333333336,1704,57,362,24,40,574,205,450,0.042,0.845,0.11199999999999999,0.9876,3,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,4,1,6,16,14,2,1,21,0,39,12,0,0,2,54,76,28,0,11,14,4,1,1,0,2,10,1,0,1,25,22,1,2,3,1,2,7,12,6,0,7,36,2,63,8,58,33,11,77,0,2,0,1,21,35,0,3,34,262,88,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484376054013278,0.0,0.06257989655259012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056456319281439224,0.117484560426663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936299731242751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054284662122444385,0.0,0.04303521792365997,0.0,0.0,0.07953853645969361,0.0,0.062437225319818025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468216448779992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658748982492905,0.0,0.060805010677871536,0.07165437234273814,0.0,0.0737587397553692,0.0,0.07225892353390506,0.0,0.1444902887126509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188364232748123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344794594071168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320063754542817,0.0,0.06004969117847194,0.0,0.15481172451817124,0.0,0.0,0.1106519069715475,0.0,0.040121847917537465,0.0,0.2823139696869414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969982779091301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458950598512487,0.0,0.0,0.208571191762981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034490081709387374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371646289044848,0.0,0.0,0.07157418086872523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844758177546288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563497758964038,0.0,0.05189684802929278,0.10469342079306901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383399551698515,0.0,0.08037504405475415,0.0,0.0,0.04783828977069948,0.05369212733668341,0.0,0.0,0.15677901645229064,0.0,0.13478546772074432,0.0,0.0,0.0737587397553692,0.0,0.06673689399448696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096938834362616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035473331860607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057874196876607,0.06715382301573802,0.0,0.0,0.07144783667030859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054348946385883966,0.0,0.0,0.14990655778316567,0.0,0.0,0.059022173552635976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061601730682108,0.0,0.06170480650032645,0.0,0.08073371324700032,0.0,0.14070433987485592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116562292788577,0.0,0.0,0.33729183961400205,0.0,0.1437919928179655,0.23036748010945135,0.06896291788113597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327976713533372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963321141546828,0.1911081778714436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050150015662502864,0.0,0.0,0.18184836838370586 adhd,oniridelic,2019/05/13,"How I run a company with ADHD In case you need some inspiration! &#x200B; [https://www.andrewaskins.com/how-i-run-a-company-with-adhd/](https://www.andrewaskins.com/how-i-run-a-company-with-adhd/)",37.904,49.23194206666666,19.4,-35.119999999999976,28.33333333333333,10.0,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,5.109666666666668,181,4,10,3,3,42,15,15,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8575631365333789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577147933641245,0.28901873832762875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636578446890194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28901873832762875,0.0 adhd,ongoodneed2,2019/05/13,"We may have our hyper sides but we are nice. I have yet to see a subreddit coming close to r/adhd at being nice. This is one of the very few subreddits I read not afraid of the negativity even though people mock themselves every time. This is the perfect habitat for self-pitying people whom always has an excuse, but nah people here takes action despite. We do not do content ourselves with being imprisoned by impulsivity. Stay this way fellas.",5.745341365461853,7.350799939759039,6.438734939759038,73.5387449799197,67.67469879518072,7.9429718875502,28.29116465863454,8.344100000000001,2.1937164658634543,357,12,58,5,6,117,65,83,0.141,0.7170000000000001,0.142,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,12,14,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,8,11,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018594915789516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089949187365052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163621206834017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589649405815615,0.0,0.21162293287589568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020039819379873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223923524443695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512396025777777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015127137692104,0.0,0.2620267906391251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677155402278393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884980854393815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24677485313959324,0.0,0.14646019846874392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724290119409045,0.0,0.19936835037830636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,7937397,2019/05/13,"A tip for how to get your laundry situation under control (if you are as much of a disaster as I am) Laundry is somehow one of my biggest struggles. I always seem to let it get to to the point where my closet is practically empty with clothes of various cleanliness spread across the apartment. By that point, dealing with it seems like so much work I can never seem to even get started. So here is what I started (and restarted many times over when I regressed) and it has worked pretty well. **Every day either wash and dry one load of **laundry OR fold one load. That's it. Don't worry about how much laundry you have. Don't wash and fold on the same day if you don't want to. If you get in the mood and do more, even better. Do it every day and soon enough you won't have enough for a load and won't have anything to fold. Once the huge piles have disappeared, it's much easier to manage. Idk how many others struggle with this, but this method has seriously helped me.",2.3918974358974374,4.444710984615384,3.339615384615385,90.41455128205128,77.61538461538461,5.974358974358975,23.14102564102564,6.937597516519254,0.6769487179487177,762,24,158,8,18,243,107,195,0.069,0.8640000000000001,0.067,0.1484,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,0,4,14,7,0,2,8,0,20,2,0,4,1,27,30,20,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,12,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,3,1,3,0,0,14,3,26,27,10,21,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,8,10,119,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230857097893498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118164803802768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874387707051657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790470494190152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23788778451975906,0.12676140586598866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540911663862203,0.0,0.16242149177706985,0.0,0.20719010758534967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256956055893426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824142746216003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573001613235932,0.0,0.06006969698519304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493145358700337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615448594031879,0.0,0.09483062540778887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309432685762975,0.2499528642781073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246480154847904,0.0,0.0,0.1250896352872799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358013716911568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820678945474202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740566380407113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25707892999427545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169616228574416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252215896396892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055148555364727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902569095509654,0.12486696769362905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KosherSedan,2019/05/13,"Started Concerta last week, took the weekend off, got rocked by exhaustion and oversleeping Hi! Short background: diagnosed with ADHD at 6 y/o, tried a bunch of meds and stuck with Concerta until 16 y/o, stopped due to appetite issues. Just got my adult (24 y/o) diagnosis a week ago, and started Concerta again (18mg, Janssen/Alza pills). The first week on Concerta has been fine™ - it’s helping, but not a lot. I imagine I need to go up to 27 or 36 before I really start to see the benefits. The plan I worked out with my doctor was to generally take the medicine M-F to get the benefits at work, then hold off on the weekend to avoid any social side effects and give my body some time off of the stimulation. So that’s what I did this weekend.... and dear reader, *I’m writing this on Sunday afternoon and have been asleep for 27 of the last 36 hours.* I usually sleep 1am-9am (which I did all week, so I’m not sleep deprived), but on Saturday it was 2am-1pm, then a two-hour nap on Saturday, and then Sunday 2am-4pm. Some questions I have as I sit here in my post-sleep fog: * Has anyone else experienced this? Google didn’t come up with much content around “Concerta oversleeping”. * Does this bode badly for my chances on Concerta in general? I know side and intended effects don’t scale linearly with dose, so perhaps this is because I’m in on a “no-man’s land” dose (e.g. enough to cause the side effects, not enough to be a therapeutic dose that counterbalances the side effects), not a bad reaction to MPH in and of itself? Any input you may have is appreciated. Thanks!",4.772675070028011,5.784176388888893,5.594817927170869,80.9038235294118,69.42483660130719,9.488702147525675,31.891690009337072,9.725611199111238,2.949545471521942,1229,53,246,28,21,402,173,306,0.039,0.8690000000000001,0.092,0.9555,0,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,0,8,7,9,0,1,18,0,17,11,4,7,1,47,36,20,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,12,17,0,3,7,5,0,3,6,5,0,1,11,2,16,4,44,23,8,59,0,1,1,0,8,26,0,6,29,141,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398304034372568,0.0,0.10313748620172583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824433459824494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135480776814423,0.11921459203020965,0.0,0.10357639997605866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429521595942809,0.07092603918032582,0.0,0.09900550250768372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923891068004945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952376819942565,0.0,0.10022544749363148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809306575925625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908942231418948,0.10181889746995663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719571332446067,0.0,0.0,0.240441843992436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896747256737368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060788209191546864,0.11161377229997672,0.06612453461800252,0.0,0.18611186503750285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798712738874354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291631402155311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143944373513628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394306062232538,0.1896819835517467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989168311758256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923891068004945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553082926617127,0.08627224426124204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143138785337807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303389203259447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453695651404857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271609409636423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34930286329515026,0.1186044387536314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470599407577568,0.0,0.0,0.09727402801417556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874809163018842,0.0,0.0,0.10711968817643486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784477285197013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292694210501229,0.07899418978595164,0.0,0.11365729864093273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814337464828027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733166449322891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940875146298587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kirbs497,2019/10/22,"Ritalin vs Modafinil which is better for study? Hey guys I recently got my hands on 50 10mg Ritalin and 10 200mg modafinil. I have some important exams approaching and I am curios of the differences and which would be better for exam study? Thanks.",4.487553191489361,6.7017721702127675,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,71.97872340425532,9.806382978723407,28.77127659574468,10.125756701596842,3.2627914893617014,200,8,36,6,4,64,35,47,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6189282670266467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655781366085947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798524359798715,0.0,0.0,0.3464627485094055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454907561578953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221471739218649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485637544458593,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sennappen,2019/10/22,"Medication not working I was diagnosed earlier in the year, got put on Vyvanse (I'm 24 years old, male) in a masters program. I've been on 20 mg for the first month, but that got upped to 40 mg because I didn't feel any difference except appetite loss. However, even after being on 40 mg for 2 weeks, I'm still the same old unfocused person i always was. I dont know if this is relevant but i think I have a high tolerance for other stimulants as well (caffeine / nicotine) even though I've only taken em very sparingly (I've smoked a couple times but I don't feel any sort of alertness or w/e, I've done 3 cups of coffee and that only gives me diarrhea, none of the usual effects like wakefulness etc). Sorry for the rambling and incoherent wall of text so here's my question. Should I ask my doctor to prescribe me a different medication like Ritalin or Adderall? Or should I stick with Vyvanse?",3.23749063670412,5.093158404494382,5.0806966292134845,79.77235580524345,74.50561797752809,8.342172284644196,29.282397003745324,9.029198982220553,2.6639381273408245,708,31,133,16,15,242,119,178,0.048,0.877,0.07400000000000001,0.6553,3,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,9,0,12,6,1,2,0,23,23,12,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,8,2,13,3,20,12,3,20,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,6,13,79,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004097259643293,0.0,0.0,0.19621182366631346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486935201799902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794329053442444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962772289891547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642707970429,0.0,0.3014547894826963,0.0,0.14766249162068915,0.0,0.1476343336078877,0.16907882360859075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608948639714624,0.19057282940153095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589057463289426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271269189756892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839321240065414,0.0,0.0,0.2307655976288724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242508141367295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928488920229093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096228264512214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29066588596335435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151518442871102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027660592144711,0.0,0.0,0.21944177729771733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259676154083788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450273018072152,0.16161107642039765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149411526284546,0.0,0.0,0.11521111347221885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243990744131407,0.1417407349533058,0.0,0.08412273741937486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888875449682968,0.11903466157667728,0.0,0.0,0.11572158316618568,0.0,0.1297125716922849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502745691963106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580530860036604 adhd,Exolf,2019/10/22,"Forgetting to focus I always try to remind myself to focus on what the teacher is saying. Focus on reading the words, focus on doing the question. Seconds later, my focus on remembering to focus is completely wiped and I'm off doing nothing again.",6.898666666666667,8.228718422222222,8.615555555555558,60.01000000000002,64.77777777777777,8.666666666666668,32.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,3.4847777777777784,199,8,24,3,3,70,29,45,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,9,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070339055112902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868848745949108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35406123778114484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133595296170797,0.0,0.36909546349217337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180000925146736,0.0,0.0,0.2934401179128027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505237963514382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BohemeWinter,2019/10/22,"Forgetting to grieve? I know I've been super active on this sub today, I'm not doing it for karma I just have a lot on my mind, and need to feel understood today. Today my aunt passed away from cancer. She was in the hospital for a week, and I am a doctor and I knew it wasn't good news. I called a few times to check in and try to speak to her, but she is an ocean away and time zones made this challenging. I'm very bad with keeping in touch with people on the phone, especially in the last year because so much has changed in my life and I'm still navigating basic self care, but right now those all feel like shitty excuses and I just feel selfish and unreliable. While it had been months since I saw or spoke to her, I loved her very very dearly, and out of my incredibly fucked up mentally abusive dads side of the family, she was the only one who accepted me and loved me and told me I was fine even with my flaws. She was one of the few people who helped me hang on to faith when I had none, and I may well not be alive today if not for her. 9 months ago I lost my maternal uncle to cancer. I was very close to him as well. Our relationship was a little different, but he had depression and PTSD (he was a prisoner of war.) It was weird cuz he struggled so much with his demons but he was the most lighthearted, jolly, optimistic person I knew. He supported me getting treatment when no one else did. He assured me to continue medical school when everyone else was telling me I couldn't do it. I tried to fly in for his funeral but couldn't say goodbye to him. And while I was there I was just so numb. I never did cry for him. I never visited his grave. And after, I never talked about him. I never made peace. I always wanted to, it feels like such a big hole in my heart, but it's like something else always comes up and I have to pack it up and for the most part I actually do forget hes gone, and then I feel so guilty. It was similar with my grandma too. I hate it. It's like I want to grieve, I want to cry, but just like everything else I never go through with it and I move on without doing the emotional work and im left feeling like such an asshole and disingenuine and just selfish to the point of being evil. And I hate that I love these people so much but I always always fail at showing them that, that I never get to let them know how important they are and how thankful I am to know them. And yeah I might shed a few tears tonight but I know that in a few days I'll be back to normal, which is this selfish, unproductive black hole in my head where I cant even feel emotions like a normal person and I constantly feel held back by barriers that seem invisible because I stop being able to see them. I dont even know where I want to go with this post. TL;DR Bitching and moaning about not even being able to be sad right.",3.084396605908232,4.059832445945951,4.429640163419234,87.82557353865495,73.3581081081081,7.871841609050912,23.902576995600253,8.283103749626381,1.1678115493400374,2216,60,492,35,43,735,268,592,0.191,0.654,0.154,-0.986,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,5,5,33,43,6,1,22,1,47,12,2,5,8,111,96,53,5,10,21,2,9,7,0,2,6,3,0,3,26,37,0,4,18,1,1,8,18,20,2,3,32,15,81,23,70,53,13,74,3,7,3,4,50,31,2,8,41,345,107,5,0.12698950464887213,0.07523089876572155,0.06196171904051291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628426688148032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133088156995414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931081985648374,0.09764709048066288,0.05301546601332771,0.07741162335998429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483524126214449,0.0,0.0647371316981757,0.0,0.06716902885554492,0.054695106917905016,0.0,0.0686152703387006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949200788903332,0.040948862459460215,0.0,0.0546879371372648,0.0,0.0,0.0663385020098923,0.0,0.06498956950708575,0.0,0.0,0.07441537683999913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121668723936092,0.14284610040994114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775074030807535,0.0,0.0,0.060671956853831525,0.05706498922393865,0.0,0.05985720160323371,0.0,0.25683883663262563,0.1360819912422856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869987538313305,0.06634677488051917,0.0,0.07217106196623707,0.05325638576161722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537584512240926,0.0651639341213605,0.0,0.0,0.07524158721976971,0.04255919407113293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858522826459404,0.0,0.0,0.056437053273602274,0.0,0.0,0.17447527673141092,0.0517566976761182,0.0,0.0,0.06898723418363772,0.06492768615282209,0.044848221329660286,0.2171423011932756,0.0636384224990343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931202270188437,0.05398096783240525,0.1719194789203359,0.12016053977653092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396428298013136,0.06398777621790422,0.06735789822371945,0.06411159952843573,0.0,0.10136181106018552,0.06748487320683796,0.1400278462748966,0.04708055430948397,0.2938264039195371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442275213108635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907706229643154,0.04829062032585344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875862924891983,0.0,0.13205779958059286,0.11088233724586086,0.0,0.0,0.06002306426425848,0.0,0.06081042115614727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422196763686299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816960174873149,0.0,0.10844834311127168,0.0,0.0504935755411413,0.0,0.06426007917537255,0.05059709690927957,0.05780323782004504,0.0662388743653219,0.0,0.0,0.05252351525943955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888136241228334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050706991225809885,0.053084456050033486,0.0,0.06637850131825329,0.0,0.0,0.07205309249091281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103467677991083,0.055497212176051934,0.05845743715132864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404860138330191,0.0,0.24074240382818546,0.060671956853831525,0.0,0.08621753784657223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955928150425426,0.14980340005303674,0.0,0.05093166037024323,0.0,0.11417881550574432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061206675425235786,0.0,0.04622493591103985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040888538739708984 adhd,nofap____,2019/10/22,Hate having this shit disorder. ADD PI guy checking in I feel it every fucking day of my life. I’ve made so many mistakes and look like a fool or zombie everyday at work at some point throughout the day. Why the FUCK did I have to be born inside this faulty brain? My whole life feels like a lie hearing ADHD is a gift and constantly being told about my strengths. It’s so obvious now that it was a cover up because the truth fucking hurts. Life is damn rigged—we have to deal with whatever we are given outside of our control. Just needed to rant,3.2213838383838396,4.923650209090912,3.9803030303030313,88.29489898989902,74.18181818181819,6.707070707070707,25.858585858585855,7.3871296695380915,1.2304646464646458,433,15,87,5,9,138,84,110,0.239,0.662,0.099,-0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,3,5,13,6,0,7,0,10,8,2,2,2,16,22,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,5,4,7,4,11,15,2,11,0,1,1,3,6,5,5,2,8,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519388650346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900800470847924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813112861520005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755152705473253,0.18216467666253133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949128780517687,0.16744497965166616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614415809512727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684347815348685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424601140575082,0.11603086500332135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504561939977042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081854222681008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603533387548841,0.0,0.0,0.183055964654028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738709491215391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441601699469768,0.1586976591282215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638952439919336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368306168499649,0.0,0.1646655269418378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043028011632563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535367318589264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671890006377946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519657460024155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655624151122848,0.18133297990354205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824164056208505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anthero1776,2019/10/22,Best Medication for ADD? I have been on a low dosage of Adderall XR 5 mg for over 10 years which wears off after 4 hours. Is there any other longer last or better medication out there?,3.1947747747747783,4.842886675675679,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,74.13513513513513,7.095495495495496,20.44144144144144,7.793537801064563,0.5449711711711704,145,3,31,2,3,47,34,37,0.053,0.758,0.18899999999999997,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,2,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387933126612784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609258121797886,0.30417181177465097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386947287593368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803430251006736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6929321766724615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147503911412264 adhd,NerdyMuscle,2019/10/22,"I feel my knowledge of many things is because of my ADHD It wasn't until recently after reading posts about ADHD and addiction that i realized its likely i know so many things for the same reason. I get a rush of pleasure when learning new things, especially if the knowledge can be gathered rapidly. So ill read everything i can reach easily on a new topic, then when information gets harder to find i burn out because i no longer get the same amount of dopamine. Then i find another topic and repeat. I think this is what led to me having a little knowledge in many areas. Also my career i never hit the burnout point so i have a huge depth of knowledge that many coworkers don't because i constantly want to learn more. I'm also thinking this is partially what got me through college.",5.802185430463574,6.810541569536426,6.397013245033115,76.09393046357617,67.0794701986755,8.953907284768214,32.98079470198675,9.120678840339163,3.0179981456953646,631,27,109,11,10,206,95,151,0.046,0.885,0.069,0.5046,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,2,1,24,21,13,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,15,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,17,2,16,17,4,23,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,13,79,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221274487170166,0.3135576913473756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086460220900377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367910748941538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385683430260805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097307045539514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724251331653378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596082627373816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384628865864272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446852115171885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433497526111868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169341564339468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373262056237074,0.13074791914893244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290344221048799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006131971715572,0.25198414321567963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332000771410595,0.0,0.12493766684516933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609760897272156,0.0,0.0,0.13412714616235655,0.12880634528145352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600010165323069,0.16717769988472322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694440743980907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Paper_Is_A_Liquid,2019/10/22,"Feeling like an absolutely shit person right now. So I often leave stuff lying around - dishes to wash up, notes etc. left on the table. I keep them to one side so they don't get in the way of my roommates, but the mess is there. Today, there were a couple of notepads, 2 bowls, some cutlery and cooking utensils, a saucepan and a plate to wash up. Now, to me even writing all that out as things that need sorting SOUNDS overwhelming, which is exactly why the mess is left there. I was going to clean up/tidy tomorrow - genuinely, as Wednesday is my day off, AKA my ""get-all-the-shit-from-the-last-week-sorted"" day. But when I came home from shopping this evening I found that my roommate had tidied up all my stuff into a neat corner and had sorted my washing up. Without prompting, asking or even discussion about it. And don't get me wrong, I'm not at all mad at him; of course I appreciate him taking the time to do that. But I just feel so shit that I couldn't keep on top of it or sort it that way myself. He never leaves stuff out, always gets washing up done as soon as he finishes a meal, makes sure his stuff is barely even NOTICEABLE because of how tidy he is. And here I am with bowls from 2 days ago and notes from a lecture last fucking week, making a mess that (whilst I did keep it to one side) was VERY obvious and clearly got in his way/annoyed him. Which I understand. I know it's disgusting to not wash up straight away, even if the stuff is rinsed so there's nothing major it's still gross. I know leaving out notes and paperwork is a bad thing. And yet I still do it and can't stop myself, and in the process I piss off my roommates by leaving all my shit in the kitchen/dining area.",4.8449449490778935,4.920206679190756,5.159413707679601,87.41802504816955,68.91329479768787,8.093366363886592,28.61491879988989,7.62386473244151,1.4688363886595095,1325,42,287,13,21,420,178,346,0.133,0.78,0.087,-0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,2,1,26,17,7,1,17,0,22,13,4,3,9,60,44,27,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,24,18,3,6,6,2,1,2,8,14,0,2,10,3,34,3,46,33,7,56,0,1,0,1,14,31,5,8,22,195,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308275576031675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860106766119779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339376807359599,0.07707519643575086,0.0,0.07746004336785296,0.0,0.06883835517179432,0.05025787024054569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429542310409783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122412108411088,0.0,0.15951113230750275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437013371259129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194826741993173,0.2722716102966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833736095688682,0.05889891604628793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903969810998886,0.0,0.07621932190784382,0.17229699924094222,0.0,0.04685554584683317,0.0,0.06593901246550479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826993261399719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984342741348573,0.0,0.0,0.09061952650054676,0.13440779474623998,0.0,0.34919053929458943,0.1791540501731758,0.0,0.0,0.04027859355124164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006571338855267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061132121679859576,0.06358687339394943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910845835994687,0.09386448424282633,0.0,0.0,0.11173409480999172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719880280943902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040780853467914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33851553198038925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168179530168989,0.06892793583583817,0.0,0.0,0.4719005359235667,0.0,0.0,0.07770368954039095,0.0,0.06198858121551089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954594549757303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807449887092298,0.0,0.07814847414276245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858284317422904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802598059832841,0.0,0.1963236490602961,0.13226524219082064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743940309725542,0.0,0.0,0.07947429643922976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901409582570815,0.0,0.0 adhd,pianobuddy2000,2019/10/22,"I'm happy to be on the ADHD spectrum I see a lot of depressing posts in this sub talking about the negative aspects of ADHD and how it's crippling (which may be true) but does anyone feel *empowered* or *proud* to be on the spectrum??! I was diagnosed when I was a child (8 y/o) for ADHD. Was prescribed meds but never took them. I am a musician and always have this feeling of having to constantly be in motion and sometimes my compulsivity drives me forward. Some say this is a detriment but I see it as a strength. My **PROS** for having ADHD and being compulsive: * Graduated university with honors * Got a teaching job at Juilliard * Being the best at my instrument (piano) * Always on alert and mentally prepared in high stress situations * Able to conduct musicals because my brain hops from the orchestra, to the stage, to the piano, to the orchestra, to the timing of the music etc... all in a nanosecond of each other * Never got into a car accident because I'm hyper aware of what is happening at all times around my vehicle * Very in-tune to my environment * Able to workout and do CrossFit because there are 100 things going on at once and my brain can somehow keep up with the many exercises and high demand * Pick up things/skills and concepts more rapidly than most other people My **CONS** for having ADHD and being compulsive: * Binge eating and compulsive/mindless eating * Can't sit still and fidget almost continuously * Have a very hard time physically writing my creative works. They are all in my brain but my body can't stay still, focused or I get too distracted to push through and focus on writing. * Often have to re-read paragraphs and sentences 4-5 times before I start to comprehend what it is I've read. This is why I love audio books, although I do find I have to back track 30 seconds a few times while listening in order to hear it again because I missed the information. * Listening to someone speak and as they are talking my brain drifts into something completely unrelated and then I have to pretend like I understood exactly what they were talking about. * Getting itchy in a job if it goes on for too long. I can't hold a steady job for more than a year; I get very tired of it quickly. That's why I do a lot of freelance work, the job is done in about 3-4 months and then I can move on to something new! * Being too impulsive to the point of over-spending my budget each month because Amazon looks too good and it's fun how quick shit arrives. * Being over reactive in my relationships. I'm going tomorrow to talk to a doctor about how to combat some of these more challenging CONS that I have. Habits and behavior changes can only do so much!! I hope some of you can relate to this. ADHD isn't all bad and I'm glad we have a sub to celebrate our successes in managing it and wrestling it to the ground.",2.703168252735157,5.279625464944651,4.1420372887939445,82.30241567941997,79.4059040590406,6.976940506247168,26.482941671521978,8.090928345107859,2.0141471094710948,2230,92,404,43,57,736,269,542,0.071,0.7859999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9932,5,0,2,0,0,0,78.0,2,1,4,8,24,20,1,2,31,0,46,13,6,4,8,68,73,39,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,24,29,2,2,5,7,1,10,7,6,0,1,9,12,41,14,80,54,19,72,0,2,3,1,22,32,1,14,28,295,65,14,0.13572493351472495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893449841984978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795445774448522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293401738198287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745101463769255,0.0,0.0,0.06041198309250913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052182048036329635,0.056662325125267525,0.206841649293222,0.0,0.057745960903662165,0.0,0.07121747208036919,0.0,0.0,0.07537990206941096,0.0,0.30302782546586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178949158731478,0.0,0.07115250525763396,0.07333521798171476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058449843178269664,0.06887897526501993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946011030509325,0.059386901976461265,0.06944686483798987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888049075236136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568458906740336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862660446300124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062025065183984186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636601388209524,0.0,0.07713560749873845,0.056919817403148214,0.10855162804036278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060010555234297464,0.07224085776065416,0.060791440667690474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648593212940122,0.0,0.0,0.14340084407424586,0.0,0.0674027417321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693721076251232,0.06031927854594313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03315417339204661,0.0,0.0,0.060056147572975636,0.05698738047718933,0.0,0.0,0.11538848490466615,0.06124852577611811,0.0,0.0,0.06880188985662948,0.0,0.0,0.07537990206941096,0.0,0.06838940506889586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083343470400566,0.07212706242593471,0.04988672142216352,0.0,0.10467943590329896,0.06554199327205715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227131230527123,0.0,0.05161246396884418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047047289768120816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415196617344157,0.0,0.06499348423510695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576166260928912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285889247819846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396695736542517,0.0,0.0,0.10815519964485597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965984691658103,0.0,0.07628025596117248,0.0,0.0,0.05749964786148485,0.1044876847399413,0.06711771486181334,0.0,0.048033403257060674,0.07233236017483308,0.10839010722790328,0.0,0.07773622638721722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818112078005952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508480747722465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978557505085969,0.07799792256544327,0.0,0.0,0.07539769755140735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798092662186226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224706418340824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880936807487622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043701203633370864 adhd,jdanielle17,2019/10/22,"I truly can’t focus tonight and I’m sick of battling with my brain every time I need to be focusing I have a pretty big midterm in about 22 hours and I just *can’t* focus. I get to use a note sheet but I can’t finish it. I started making a quizlet but I can’t finish it. There’s basically a whole book-worth of material I need to memorize by tomorrow. Can’t even guess because the test isn’t multiple choice. My medication isn’t working. Any advice or reassurance or anything from anyone who understands this feeling would be super appreciated. I feel like a failure already and I haven’t even taken the exam yet",1.0570967741935495,3.6163775322580674,3.800241935483872,81.62036290322581,88.19354838709677,6.325806451612903,24.685483870967737,7.645422480735847,1.7516870967741935,490,21,92,10,16,172,81,124,0.069,0.741,0.19,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,7,0,12,3,1,2,0,19,24,7,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,2,13,3,10,20,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,9,59,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953899358142894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366293784074589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582008666792184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499347847077299,0.0,0.17645802301125352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307148367307456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937534380763584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28325863325282713,0.0,0.18066693654890376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684499781400216,0.153189185251174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203108098882217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362193603818077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117083939946932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475990635088732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431340174820099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160161599367544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179949833186625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815289798102813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177500483638082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250361434089468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232297028973271,0.0,0.18519909594666584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394039848776097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561079509314137,0.0,0.0,0.15232526813264688,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eth3realFox,2019/10/22,"Depressed over realizing that I'm just impulsively pursuing my interests again So I started a second degree (history) at uni cause I thought that this is really what I wanna do, and I'm gonna give it my all. Went in all excited, working my ass off the first weeks, convinced I was pursuing my 'passion'. Well, I'm starting to realize I was just living off a temporary dopamine high yet again. The reality of the situation is setting in, the huge amount of work I've set myself up for. I'm gonna have to be 'with it' and attentive for hundreds of hours, if I'm to get this degree. I was sitting in class today, and my attention was slipping again, I could feel it (even though I was interested in the material). Then suddenly, the feeling of emptiness started setting in again. The world around me faded to the background and I just sat there, spaced out, thinking about how miserable I was and how none of this information actually mattered in the end. I've been feeling slightly like this for a couple of days, but now it's really coming through again. I don't care about anything, every sensory experience or social interaction feels completely empty and useless. I don't wanna exist, it's all so tiring, and i'll always have to struggle just to lead a mediocre life, it's not worth it.",5.777090080971661,6.6113872631578925,7.007952935222673,72.31492535425103,67.05668016194332,10.223582995951418,35.27555668016194,10.270032843473604,3.828174291497976,1022,49,182,25,16,347,141,247,0.1,0.84,0.06,-0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,22,12,0,2,13,0,16,4,1,4,3,41,38,16,0,4,8,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,11,0,1,3,4,4,1,2,10,4,19,8,34,24,5,43,0,3,0,2,4,17,1,2,20,133,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.15283044620778735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031349609064122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887810053336565,0.13941763350055986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596760851191934,0.16088337607104666,0.0,0.13490712854787934,0.16420440768291056,0.0,0.0,0.1250417139901846,0.17328788824361718,0.0,0.10100160257478892,0.0,0.1348894440679872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871149819113504,0.0,0.0,0.1034405633428565,0.0,0.13195212784470498,0.0,0.0,0.15319631259055128,0.0,0.0,0.3167503630781145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321384815521808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182315925424515,0.1502362314555241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654688796773926,0.0,0.0,0.15423099616221125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061948867099816,0.07651257512782282,0.0,0.13829101711485153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006589548956096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603813390198605,0.0,0.15964592491644344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325517423003376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372457272271435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035046581529344,0.15387021873205894,0.12433221116758528,0.0,0.18000213244750096,0.14844959746089526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562447428868684,0.0,0.14081274367008814,0.14518063251573246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280303933011125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crapito11,2019/10/22,"Failing 3 high school classes (around %20 for each) at a stem school I begged my parents to let me go to but I cannot function in public high school Hi im 15 (m) and have had a diagnosis ever since I was in 1st grade and have been on a plethora of medications ever since I got my diagnosis, None working longer than 2 weeks and I have been in small group classes all through middle school and despised them and did badly. My freshman year I was put into normal classes since I hated the small group classes so much, This ended badly and I ended up getting d's c'a and 2 extremely low f's. This really made me angry because I had so much desire to succeed in high school, But then I found about a STEM charter school 45 minutes away from me and it seemed so cool to me because it had a mastery grading system and I am obsessed with science, It seemed like the perfect solution to me so I begged my parents to let me go here and they gave in to driving 45 minutes every few days in a carpool under the condition that I tried my very hardest to get passing grades, I was extremely excited because I thought this was the answer but a few weeks in I was learning alot but the projects and work was all so intense and I never understand instructions and when I ask they don't give much information and sometimes act like it's my choice to not understand things. I was off my ADHD meds for about a year and decided since I was doing bad to give ADHD meds another try. My brother who has similar personality and brain chemistry went on this medication called Daytrana that helped him tremendously, I thought I would give it a try and I did, The first day was awesome and I felt so good and focused without many side effects a few days later the effect starts to dull down and I haven't ate much and get jitters and feel artificially focused and my grades weren't getting better. This lead into now where I am failing 3 classes with around %20 or c's for other classes I feel so hopeless and I think I may need to drop out when I turn 18 because I cannot take this stupid situation anymore because I feel I have tried all the options where I will not get a non dumbed down education, I just feel so discouraged and I feel I might not graduate ever. I am seriously down to my last hope because nothing has helped much. Side note:I have been meditating alot lately and this has helped alot with my mood and focus but I still cannot get my grades up somehow.",4.3090271691498705,5.492682905930471,5.2302272860064285,82.44909202453987,70.65644171779141,7.7153607946245994,30.740344726847795,8.052868069273773,2.123681343850423,1947,82,380,26,35,637,225,489,0.128,0.7609999999999999,0.111,-0.8663,2,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,3,11,24,25,4,1,22,1,41,4,1,4,8,90,78,44,0,5,11,3,6,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,17,36,1,1,20,0,0,8,12,15,0,1,27,7,61,9,49,45,16,67,0,6,0,0,23,34,1,11,25,262,78,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164436879977498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051814568379365,0.0,0.0,0.06669455080811726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973463127563358,0.06287025770687818,0.0,0.06318417744912792,0.0,0.16845439245981042,0.2459721466780199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594777141664843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507394040692969,0.06867040883286224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011327196095185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119128188254175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249612580136626,0.05666155340908712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001968732953002,0.0,0.06457114784580988,0.0,0.0,0.05720334863383414,0.0,0.07373684090979023,0.0,0.0,0.21081406039807327,0.1935387869443612,0.07644016177999505,0.056406634910544866,0.05378646955637762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639607083060534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523003228962574,0.2131619379662461,0.0,0.06679504640583322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264221699711264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054818236503317526,0.07586163603972132,0.0,0.0,0.13753664414261452,0.0,0.06571051839609868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363416894424045,0.0,0.0681815799725979,0.0,0.0,0.14940057117564534,0.1354958623562999,0.0,0.07134228729778536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718474254876974,0.04986548749680865,0.051867829106147005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589133541128875,0.06452878998536993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934772453592848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058720653172477474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760545448409945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043082473452835016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083673467733131,0.0,0.12244488940564068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225216531004542,0.0755925219929955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651258930480969,0.0,0.04760033964694592,0.0,0.05370643727663287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056410176199313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044678328065742484,0.04309148606615814,0.0,0.10677897111038867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263504406649786,0.0731493702409086,0.0,0.14002054802969202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548881000316503,0.0,0.0,0.10788879233193148,0.0,0.0,0.06234200461652751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482720420144887,0.0,0.09791851423671157,0.0,0.0,0.0477729156242997,0.0,0.0,0.08661439726834355 adhd,genericmoron913,2019/10/22,"What are some signs your ADHD is going through remission? I started noticing that I am no longer as hyper as I used to be. I also started to notice that when I forget to take my medication, I can focus a bit better and am distracted less. Are these some signs that my ADHD is going through remission?",4.864830508474576,5.812341203389836,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813562,69.16949152542372,8.611864406779661,30.00423728813559,8.841846274778883,2.5537423728813557,237,9,42,4,4,81,38,59,0.11900000000000001,0.831,0.05,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,7,14,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,7,13,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485785807047371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251623517191728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185175804934946,0.2491691228455575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594178551932861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22991870491589586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196849751936837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323086129859927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160129601274854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971182910765519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamauser2549,2019/10/22,The man with a dog I was about 2 years old and I seen a man with a gun he shot the dog he was dead but still alive now I am older and I remember it to this day,-3.299999999999997,-1.8596609999999991,0.21499999999999986,107.77,96.5,4.2,10.5,5.6839178017228535,-1.8359,120,1,38,1,5,43,28,40,0.11800000000000001,0.789,0.09300000000000001,0.0129,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,4,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285642079498233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346001428850615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771270424367062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068611777951324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280801843650345 adhd,thursdaygirl-,2019/10/22,"Small successes I finally put in my request for accommodations at school today. We’re a month into the semester, and I figured I wouldn’t need them because I’m not a full-time student anymore, but I decided to go for it anyway. I still feel weird about it—like, I don’t want to be singled out as “the person who needs accommodations,” and I don’t want to be pitied or looked down upon by my professors. I feel guilty for needing them even though I’m only taking two classes, but I’m also still not receiving the treatment I need and could use some breathing room for my assignments. I also called the clinic I want to go to that specializes in ADHD! They didn’t pick up, but I did it after months of procrastination! And I have the courage to try again tomorrow. What small successes have you guys had lately? We should all remember to acknowledge and take pride in the small things. It all matters. ❤️",5.0244915254237315,6.01165818644068,5.962500000000002,78.58578389830511,68.83050847457628,9.289830508474578,30.00423728813559,9.516144504307137,2.6600135593220338,717,27,138,15,12,237,110,177,0.051,0.8270000000000001,0.122,0.8745,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,3,3,9,7,0,0,8,0,12,2,1,2,2,36,30,13,0,10,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,3,3,21,5,25,22,4,27,0,1,1,0,11,13,0,2,10,97,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846518746419636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457402907258423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237491941803644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366079031198027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688909941706197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267332419434858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148131656928797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537542928118098,0.0,0.0,0.16831099063262284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464040690578894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521330705141827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331866754346698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290234126333176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452765339179816,0.0,0.0,0.4557043744654806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685422596920282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415720905105386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445603208081918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740502506883257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549731525684518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454027788807227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104439082574565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207515541017087,0.0,0.15095579406289078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456378436820727,0.0,0.0,0.10431511939636276,0.0,0.1500891990932916,0.0,0.0,0.13270026666643145,0.0,0.0,0.2718720567674197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trekkie200,2019/10/22,"How to explain fluctuating interests I'm just starting a graduate degree in a pretty niche subject, so niche in fact that I am the only 'freshman' this year and therefore my professor wants to have somewhat regular discussions about things that interest me, as the usual system of having a class period to hold those discussions won't work with just me (all my 'degree mates' are currently writing their thesis and will graduate within the next year). The problem is that I know from my classmates (the blokes who are graduating) that our professor expects me to name something I'll be working on all semester (meaning at least till February) and I know that I'll grow tired of everything within 4-6 weeks. Like I can get into almost every subject, but withing about 4 weeks it will become boring and after 7 (at the most) I wont be able to force myself to work on them anymore. I want to explain these shifting areas of interest to my professor (and I think he'd be cool with it) but I don't quite know how to do that. I do not yet have any official diagnosis (I have an appointment for that but it's month away), so I don't want to use ADHD as a term to explain. And I know that the 'normal' thing (for my teacher) would be to work on the same thing for years and years and I will never be able to do that while this doesn't mean that i don't care about my field of study.",6.407401960784316,6.000480132352942,7.01288235294118,77.08113725490195,65.69117647058823,10.34156862745098,32.83921568627451,9.888512548439397,3.0335477450980384,1084,40,210,21,15,358,146,272,0.04,0.893,0.067,0.6134,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,5,10,8,0,0,13,1,28,1,0,4,4,50,46,19,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,21,12,0,1,10,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,1,28,6,42,34,7,32,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,3,19,158,49,11,0.2588309316597007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155532240691007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959089500328733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800695460971815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834536713018027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215900902437715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292921435230624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194769250219593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090381116049216,0.0,0.11631027593046055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761423946972506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844934220530564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632258595767865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819427634651199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329819012982264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981318545837896,0.0,0.1376348160964952,0.0,0.12679967900811526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984262934478384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166205444875992,0.0,0.12383312285873725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764927797461024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963034826342353,0.0,0.0,0.09160093281211516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25793365494842424,0.08292420493628988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874404018731474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177341066773994,0.14253285193228504,0.0,0.22899778435663865,0.0,0.20761856093628908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37686400181956026,0.0,0.0,0.0919330338144151,0.0,0.0,0.3333572677668252 adhd,failbow,2019/10/22,Big yikes I started school again today and holy shit I forgot how easily distracted I am when I’m not in a class room setting. I’m taking an online course so I’m doing everything at home but my ass is so distracted that’s it’s taken me almost 3 hours to write notes from a 30 slides power point. Big yikes so far but once I get back in a groove I think I’ll be fine,0.4373148148148154,2.255723148148149,2.7809722222222213,93.15812500000004,82.95061728395062,6.025308641975308,16.297839506172842,7.1686216300943375,-0.13074197530864184,289,5,67,4,8,99,61,81,0.156,0.792,0.051,-0.8381,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,2,4,0,4,2,2,1,0,9,13,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,5,10,0,16,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,6,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001281189603839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304675872704611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26937065547611844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659228610521408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30064543425992796,0.0,0.2951656291133996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191939680916632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28333400889815386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30333449429893083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076601523442874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214465460107548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535351602685286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920496470310104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841012501799033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daisy0808,2019/10/22,"New to parenting my ADHD Son - what advice would you give us? My son was diagnosed last year with adhd - pi, and social anxiety. Things have been going well, and his Vyvanse is working. His academics improved a lot, and he's getting some coaching with his psychologist. What I'm worried about is that the anxiety has cemented his strongest relationships with his gaming friends, but he struggles with in person. I think his online friends provide a lot, and given how well he is doing, I'm not entirely sure the best way to navigate - is it a problem? I want to empower him, but provide the right guardrails. What is your experience? I appreciate every perspective :)",6.0792623716153145,8.050253210084032,6.622128851540617,71.13545284780581,67.31932773109243,9.658636788048554,36.7516339869281,9.994966539143718,4.220629505135388,528,28,83,13,9,172,80,119,0.1,0.6829999999999999,0.217,0.9536,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,2,4,8,0,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,20,19,7,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,15,6,9,15,4,7,0,0,0,0,23,2,0,3,3,61,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895694238639664,0.15837948747529482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479764826051143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008951024300314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164504451318436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655662044223446,0.0,0.0,0.15854212473328674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504401317820061,0.0,0.08467839271843036,0.15547875104893166,0.09211193067166874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132114152632738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558364979549393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653469872412545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996700854739892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151913360900004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508552475365775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740097335170698,0.0,0.13841262675053911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521679741020606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943777034558746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275538326400934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076765658650078,0.10385221288487427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949583289436516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559704419009972,0.12864895019090716,0.0,0.0,0.29145285801554444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799377689445505,0.1645967687534262,0.0,0.11513464622521526,0.0,0.0,0.10437208884136603 adhd,b0ugan,2019/10/22,"How can I know of I have ADD? I think I have it but in not sure of it at all,I always get lost at the things I think in my head, I'm always imagining myself talking at other people, I also have problems focusing on at the moment of doing my homework, I always let the homework to the last moment, sometimes when people talk to me I feel like I haven't heard them at all and didn't remember what they said and have bad memory, and some depression symptoms for a time",5.912346938775513,4.5890859489795925,7.105020408163266,79.03283673469387,67.06122448979592,9.880816326530613,29.804081632653066,8.841846274778883,2.1769159183673468,365,10,76,5,5,125,61,98,0.187,0.78,0.033,-0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,9,2,1,1,2,17,18,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,3,15,2,14,13,2,13,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,1,6,58,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440292269297126,0.4819644567354795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612105155408235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629620000975295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762509975400853,0.13793363593481486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087431637657028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815182633180808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610959942869354,0.1573828269841107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974334386674617,0.0,0.09432725136226842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076541909749552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677093755524371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474779441605912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871763333838795,0.0,0.18365962704630895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095724347481646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819719808668985,0.2006800412716057,0.0,0.31037458209196644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827121090414034,0.2474307941528894,0.0,0.0,0.1125842523111846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eontriplex,2019/10/22,"ADHD is being undiagnosed and finding this subreddit and letting in only be your tenth mental sprial of the day I am 19 years old and never was diagnosed with ADHD but holy shit, after following this sub for a while I have hope that i can maybe be a normal person. I started pretty typically, flying through elementary school doing great because it was so interesting, and I felt like I could lock my mind into the classes, even if I was bored, and didnt have to do much to pass. I guess my warning was the sheer panic id feel on the few times I got something wrong, and how hard it was to get my mind back on track when that happened. And then everything started to get harder and procrastination took over. In middle school I started to have a harder and harder time turning my brain fully on. The few classes i was passionate in, wood shop and art, I could buckle down and focus and try hard but now, when i really focused, I still wasn't making anything with anywhere near the quality of other people in my classes. I didnt have a lot of friends, and this kind of constant internal dialogue I had with myself all hours of the day became more noticable. It became a constant conversation, sometimes id replay old conversations except with five different, cooler things I couldve said. Or sometimes id rehearse conversations to entirely fabricated scenarios. I havent been able to keep my room clean for years. I feel like im constantly bored and starved of genuine interest, but then as soon as I NEED to clean my room because there's someone coming over or a mouse got in the house, suddenly every little thing I own and every single video on youtube is 50x more interesting and i feel genuine enjoyment interacting with them. Things like consistently brushing my teeth twice a day, regularly eating and getting enough sleep, started to be harder to remember and feel less important in my mind. What kind of person literally gets MORE enjoyment out of procrastination, when he's so starved for stimulation? In high school, studying barely ever helped anything stick in my mind. I started having a harder and harder time sticking to one topic of conversation at 17, and I began to realize I may have ADHD. After turning 18, I found this subreddit. I turn 20 in two months. I've done nothing since just barely graduating high school, just spiralling. I do not have healthcare, so i need to find the motivation to figure how to get on it so I can do SOMETHING to help myself. But then I doubt even more that i even have it. I'm so scared im just pushing the blame off of myself and onto some disease ive webMD'd myself into thinking I have because I'm scared to accept that I can't hack it in the world.",6.430899805447472,7.112045424124517,7.111729085603117,72.68409168287937,65.57587548638132,9.615661478599224,32.98857003891051,9.595489714322824,3.163743385214008,2164,87,375,41,32,716,251,514,0.09300000000000001,0.764,0.142,0.9832,1,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,1,23,23,1,4,19,0,41,7,4,5,3,79,77,44,0,7,12,0,7,3,1,1,1,1,4,2,19,30,1,1,14,3,1,5,7,8,0,5,19,9,51,15,66,50,14,74,0,0,0,1,14,32,1,9,40,270,70,11,0.06889962151436532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484118675038565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339703575620964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297955602472234,0.0,0.12600170931597274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691476408295228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059350923145204515,0.0,0.22336804145417147,0.0,0.11002148273198492,0.0,0.0,0.13330366785987788,0.0,0.0,0.0699316655114417,0.0,0.07198543994560165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050823424684416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050151361856352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119172705411513,0.0,0.13652265060729527,0.06232365223751779,0.11610180548432388,0.0,0.06192253714386985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935087535861956,0.04922190337665792,0.06615444155729261,0.0,0.12594601168448424,0.0,0.0,0.07554487871633281,0.05323167666909776,0.0,0.17998604257124226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021064285049348,0.07596207595661918,0.07590070091008706,0.0,0.06092770776065889,0.0,0.12344105522401908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236392791877934,0.14559246596328795,0.0,0.06843287042570492,0.06785224841979352,0.07950091258731724,0.0,0.0,0.14884682893985446,0.0,0.0,0.061241149348349774,0.0,0.14349670649559226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045453109061596,0.0,0.10098262445282358,0.06905552133742694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857599433773183,0.0,0.0,0.04599103237516804,0.0,0.06921893054974222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943461312255249,0.0,0.2782759066210133,0.0,0.05499502055203441,0.0,0.05064914950511645,0.10217639265793536,0.053139635638812716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750700030928643,0.0661110450761017,0.07844267575772157,0.14459712523095153,0.0,0.046688166674353986,0.05240126689752813,0.0,0.08083886059434288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047766322286663984,0.120320983848107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009568494116518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044138861817741896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780498399972659,0.0,0.06553931791472994,0.0,0.13796108154406905,0.27892038139110203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072447137033012,0.056994478905726134,0.0,0.06894937999702339,0.0,0.05837842572139896,0.10608458954541666,0.13628697487293526,0.0,0.24383753366136765,0.0,0.055023326742641536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732154103690009,0.0441480954216231,0.0,0.0,0.1205277701433161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655001464831011,0.046778320318316594,0.22482900954976448,0.06730491871296647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753309200821711,0.0,0.08873819458485252 adhd,droptheninja,2019/10/22,"My country believes only kids can have ADHD I live in France (21M) where we probably have one of the better health system where people very rarely have to pay for anything when they go to the doctor’s or to buy meds or anything else health-related. I was diagnosed about 4 months ago and started my treatment for it very recently, which is when I found out France only considers ADHD as a disorder for children, and medications to treat it are free only up to the age of 18. For patients older than 18, my psychiatrist explained to me that the procedure is a pain because doctors have to fill a ton of forms to prove the patient was indeed tested for and diagnosed with ADHD, then it has to be approved before patients can start their treatment. So I have to pay for the meds. I think the prices are cut down compared to other countries but it’s still a lot. And I know a lot of you guys also have to pay for your meds in your country, and I’m lucky my parents are helping me financially, but I just think it’s unfair. (Sorry for the rant :) )",6.75077228596646,6.11015373300971,7.122374227714037,77.35400264783763,65.06796116504854,9.62683142100618,33.77581641659312,8.841846274778883,2.749064077669904,823,31,157,11,11,269,118,206,0.062,0.8320000000000001,0.106,0.7423,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,2,2,9,6,1,0,13,0,17,7,0,0,1,22,26,15,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,19,5,33,22,4,21,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,11,113,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41993054327062057,0.0,0.10324550204536576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931427079453107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169325245559712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100031998976031,0.0,0.09910919092663012,0.13122418829557508,0.0,0.1030101203354806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364334891494919,0.0,0.0,0.13348713397358972,0.2384282892269161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729750635199667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770566188900087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619378681383452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532570514889308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760882262294134,0.0,0.0,0.07806880327273275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401002816140745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284701103767208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804085345865088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881227876019712,0.11733340194626367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929669306448744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078924519157952,0.26574687470605035,0.12393454180232577,0.0,0.1293284996899332,0.0,0.0,0.08074709903932813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557663895017435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500216184208875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038099655410287,0.16487912434955904,0.0,0.09301478115265817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926125616343652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922033849417692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jake_The_Scrub_Lord,2019/10/22,ADD is staring a sentence in the face for 20 seconds and still not retaining any of the information At my fast food job. I will stare at an order for 10 seconds and still not comprehend what I’m looking at lmao,7.721860465116278,5.795484558139537,8.162441860465119,74.83575581395351,63.88372093023256,11.390697674418604,40.1046511627907,10.125756701596842,3.8972418604651167,168,8,34,3,2,56,34,43,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,7,3,0,8,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,24,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27386907991855697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869807047801091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996457333687444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381903741164609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6432387417526698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cloudgirl24,2019/10/22,"I’m scared that I will get bored of the career path I choose. I’ve always been into architecture, because I am creative and I am obsessed with beautiful buildings. I’m about to finish my undergraduate degree in Urban Studies and I’m applying to a Masters in Architecture. I know I’ve always wanted to be an architect but lately I’ve been feeling apprehensive about it. I don’t like math or physics. What if I spend so much money to get the degree and when I actually start working I get bored of architecture and can’t stand it? Someone reassure me please! What do I do??!",2.9214448051948025,5.337693125000001,5.132694805194807,76.39866883116883,77.57142857142857,7.6441558441558435,28.038961038961038,8.575989854853784,2.477042857142857,458,20,82,10,11,159,69,112,0.07,0.775,0.155,0.8771,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,3,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,20,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,12,2,12,16,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,53,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.2659557116674654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535433802966415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613534695976684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780233311436138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271662569267751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977859591384324,0.0,0.3074323510513368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314726793353868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034523512252708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991625626312045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27285596687968605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091877240811665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290230335713315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074872715063726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984093714211744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TedStrikersSweat,2019/10/22,"Forgetting stuff after college I am currently a sophomore at a tech school. I am an engineering student, and I am doing well considering having ADHD. However, I cannot seem to remember much about my classes once they are over, even if they are important. How do I hold on to everything and not forget? Thanks!",4.597368421052631,6.98001961403509,6.245473684210527,70.5903157894737,72.15789473684211,10.174035087719297,32.452631578947376,10.355215969177356,4.182658947368422,246,12,40,8,5,84,45,57,0.045,0.845,0.11,0.35100000000000003,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,7,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,36,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714936438931871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041661594419324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27781074866316896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723355327765585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291951570878304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35016466512512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128387641467533,0.0,0.28140478062520097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538603233482524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845896336930887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27792962592743425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throw6669away,2019/10/22,"Advice on getting to sleep. SERIOUS Undiagnosed (specialist appointment coming up) but fairly sure I have ADHD. I've NEVER been able to sleep at bed time. All my life I seem to get an extra wind before bed and have more energy than I had all day!. No matter what I do I still cannot sleep. Sometimes if I have a coffee it will make me tired enough to slow down but others gives me more energy. I tried to have a coffee tonight and I have even more energy than usual 😣😂. Usually cannot fall asleep til around 2am and up between 7-8am with my kids. What do you all do to help you fall asleep?!.",3.0562601626016246,4.071763406504068,4.609918699186991,86.35357723577236,73.47154471544715,8.06829268292683,20.98373983739837,8.515128840125781,0.9590910569105696,461,9,100,8,9,155,80,123,0.066,0.792,0.142,0.8532,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,13,7,5,1,5,17,19,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,14,1,17,16,8,18,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,9,69,18,0,0.1799008458671658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162058566996554,0.17579702448724832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014989401599092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530823695095646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496864920503609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160211627586745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858856643081761,0.0,0.1188228120099768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187981533664008,0.17257728409848136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058374483768307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270692877360619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200852115692954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875062286811252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637749734742257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400923043196231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792653661534466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366904789691484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955441819074538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490162994942362,0.20676955784078693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221408653421382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962707310452406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Snoglaties,2019/10/22,"meds vs no meds for children diagnosed with ADHD? Hi Everyone! My 11-year-old was recently diagnosed with ADHD and of course the health care people are pushing meds. Our family is not anti-medicine, but we do look at things critically and prefer natural approaches so we are looking at this from all angles. I would like to ask this community about your different experiences with meds/no meds, particularly any experiences you might have had as a child. I've looked at all kinds of literature on safety profiles and side effects etc (including the sidebar materials in this sub); what I would like to hear about is real experiences in which either meds helped you a lot, or in which some alternative helped you a lot and kept you off meds. I'd also be interested to hear of hybrid approaches you may have developed -- meds sometimes, other approaches at other times. Thank You!",8.472222222222221,8.94371374522293,8.650276008492572,64.11487615003541,61.229299363057315,12.582873319179056,36.55272469922153,12.06081838636515,4.836297098372255,706,30,115,22,9,232,103,157,0.01,0.851,0.139,0.9696,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,7,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,14,3,0,1,2,27,23,9,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,2,9,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,5,13,6,23,15,7,16,0,0,3,0,18,10,0,6,4,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237272751371523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443575341721707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329734613374523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701689733066645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490089505878907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894774788207006,0.0,0.09724841142097536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380840161052927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894158359133944,0.0,0.27314924161054216,0.0877471994642194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893930330815888,0.20981503521076,0.0,0.1247786395344742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692812019613804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094801964192732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344903613352367,0.0,0.0,0.15826596047904054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7237334668343698,0.0,0.0,0.09874278737761764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767142310567388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452970163564622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059450065349269,0.0,0.0,0.0919049139772791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205814268676388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856952256452896,0.0,0.0,0.06183797598426601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427548583624432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224220945451878,0.0,0.0,0.05994023556891233 adhd,chloelizaw,2019/10/22,"It took me four years, but I did it... I have been disabled and unemployed because of my ADHD for the last five years. It's been a blessing to take time to recover. It wasn't until the beginning of this year that we figured it out and I started treatment for ADHD. Yesterday, I had a meeting with my former college academic advisor. We are currently in the process of re-enrolling me for the Winter 2020 term. By this time next year, I'll have my associates degree. By this time in 2023, I'll have my BS in Pyschology. Also, I just got taken on as a volunteer at a local cat rescue and rehabilitation shelter. I start on Sunday, and I'm going to be greeted by 13 new cat faces coming up from down south. I feel so happy and proud of myself. This is such a big step forward for me!",2.7714800389483933,4.3910616202531685,4.8335443037974715,82.05580817916261,75.20253164556964,7.646348588120737,27.343719571567675,8.384062270229773,1.9908572541382663,608,24,120,11,13,210,102,158,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.9773,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,0,11,1,1,0,0,14,22,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,8,1,17,3,27,13,1,37,1,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,21,86,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704001218017989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565056717040981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930029753620425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858301753308935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895461527345953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112239841042608,0.0,0.15652362045441082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083322158415768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595261580690232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901365670769046,0.2081350913749906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770428160781253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471462309776005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423524708719981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174360865464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041118763040376 adhd,Gazorpazorpmom,2019/10/22,"How Can I explain to my son that we’re going to get him tested, without him feeling like there is something wrong with him? As long as I have known my son, he has struggled with difficulties focusing, being overactive, etc. as a baby he couldn’t handle change of schedule or being around many people as it made him fussy and disoriented for about 3 days. Today after our pta meeting, and hearing about his problematic behavior but high grades, something clicked; I suspected him having ADHD He can’t focus and is distracted easily. He has had so many problems at school, but seems to be brilliant. His writing is terrible but he isn’t dyslexic according to the medical specialists. Today I asked him again what is going on with him; I want to help him so badly! And he just broke down and sighed; the pressure of everything is so much. I’m overwhelmed but I don’t know by what. I went online and started looking up schedules and things to help him focus, when I thought; what if it’s ADHD? And when I looked up the symptoms, they kind of matched, even though I am careful with internet diagnosis. I am now determined to get him tested by Thursday. How can I explain to him what it’s about, without him feeling like there is something wrong with him? He has had so much scoldings and rejects because of his behavior ( im not sure how to word this properly because he is the sweetest boy I have ever met, and is not disobedient at all, but has made a nonchalant and careless impression) and I don’t want to add insult to injury. Any advice is welcome Thank you",5.216479705976346,6.521487298657721,5.862406519654844,78.30683445190158,68.63087248322148,8.629210610418665,32.98242249920102,8.976282227363876,2.9384194311281564,1237,56,221,22,21,402,160,298,0.191,0.7120000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9827,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,0,21,22,1,4,6,0,30,2,0,5,3,54,55,33,0,5,12,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,19,0,0,9,0,0,3,9,13,1,0,7,6,35,8,40,44,4,25,0,3,3,0,41,8,0,3,16,163,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795812103728379,0.1136637684944051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909964770550335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354692026745596,0.10874082949288433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711995802108103,0.14181170470472493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859308208950654,0.0,0.12304811696132885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501493624660432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297243644135452,0.07682637766793309,0.105215517494251,0.0,0.0,0.10453835030911746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762688752784473,0.16619398414233078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154181554511398,0.0,0.132211428769403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109787678476648,0.0,0.15592986169584466,0.12289545060045387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256424773904488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211264077971156,0.06392486127580681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365336388652145,0.0,0.0,0.10293701358531578,0.19535421419577226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201241912304113,0.0,0.2358546579186234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171772870263406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710129713039025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063966307743281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129979938331827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771916124201565,0.0,0.10589076080466886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686398643162405,0.0,0.0,0.08232987434988116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159993576045115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962753318861984,0.12089805133730044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708919998420396,0.0,0.0,0.07727594305204405,0.0,0.11428100499583176,0.092342820869892,0.0,0.0,0.22051010687909184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721373231830736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078271593200225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425115517854566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434907792494194,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jf1666666,2019/10/22,"My peak adhd moment A few weeks ago I printed out a form to help me get my vyvanse peracription covered, went to my doctor and he helped me fill it out. This was 2 weeks ago and this week I remembered I needed to actually mail the form, and now I can’t find the form or remember where I put it for the life of me.. I hate this sometimes I just want to get my shit together lol",3.6492592592592596,3.5693205925925935,5.295901234567904,85.94755555555555,71.46913580246914,8.949135802469135,27.31111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7240103703703693,292,9,68,5,5,100,53,81,0.092,0.8220000000000001,0.086,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,5,1,2,3,1,0,0,12,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,14,0,8,6,4,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,7,45,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.18605915356533412,0.0,0.22913934381149625,0.0,0.33802170815068816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515120755700274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742621242075506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922663488383724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823980339991545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25559418776358833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467060353912166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137387115554145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166853251476945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319670223795923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957123762731764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188570145457846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245771682372628,0.0,0.4588140112107879,0.0,0.0,0.17674610177628744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spur97,2019/10/22,"ADD medications changed my life. When I first saw a neuro-psychologist at 20, he told me that I wasn't showing immediate signs of ADD. I thought about it and I came to the conclusion that he was right. The room was new, the conversation was 1-on-1 so definitely engaging and the whole environment was new which captivated my interest and my ADD wasn't showing. Plus the conversation subject was really interesting to me since I had done a lot of introspection. What he couldn't see were the countless times where I forgot my shirt at the park, where I left my coffee at the coffee machine for hours. The feeling of brain fog, brain fatigue when trying to do something important, being unorganized, forgetting to send my taxes, constant distractions as you are trying to work on something............ All of that which was ruining my life. The biggest thing for me was being unable to finish anything, my parents were after me, school was after me, the only thing where I exceeded was in emergency situation. I would have some sort of rush where I could do an entire project in 2 hours. Finally, my doc diagnosed me with ADD recently and prescribed me concerta which really does a great job for me. It's like putting a leash on your mind so it follows where you want to go, what you want to do....... my productivity has greatly increased ever since.",6.6675,7.754174398373983,7.146900406504062,71.20742378048782,65.1788617886179,10.702845528455283,34.48069105691057,10.686352973137794,3.9170008130081295,1066,47,185,28,16,349,137,246,0.035,0.845,0.12,0.9603,2,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,0,3,11,9,0,1,16,0,26,8,3,0,2,28,37,10,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,13,11,0,1,3,2,1,7,3,3,0,1,20,3,32,6,29,12,5,38,0,2,2,0,12,16,0,3,16,135,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708823747595887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29054256900437553,0.0,0.1488372986637252,0.0,0.0,0.1376632873976542,0.0,0.0,0.14062736712806456,0.0,0.1039004819807622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208209109590416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388012331161987,0.13317107422930338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771260203889243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579907284776364,0.0,0.0,0.1425541629709477,0.0,0.1106909253573228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395749063619095,0.0,0.0,0.2869438261754141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563092639450659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913676169376054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138970903711973,0.0,0.1838333436517732,0.06357633128728624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063428510627443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109514341819747,0.0,0.0,0.13139706947955632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513662113194472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989718871598688,0.0,0.0,0.14449711619779712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308194449235647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667328562774372,0.0,0.1284904779884929,0.0,0.0,0.11113273245050022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170137931784393,0.1036990233741352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529445637350192,0.1462747620433774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003652325128279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290895009212687,0.0,0.0,0.1033109372369932,0.07588150422381991,0.0,0.0,0.12434750324155668,0.0,0.17670330944960502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351143872422202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528866609612487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947382557956145,0.0,0.0,0.09244263428213573,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shredtilldeth,2019/10/22,"After a long fight with my insurance company I FINALLY have meds in hand! I've been fighting with these sad excuses for human garbage for 3 weeks now. They denied the original script, the pre auth, the second pre auth, they told me they denied it based on information about my medicine that was incorrect, they tons me they denied it because the prescription duration wasn't covered, which was also based on incorrect information. The pharmacy then ""had no power"" yet somehow the rest of the store does? I've screamed, yelled, broke things, and drank myself into oblivion over dealing with these assholes. But today. FINALLY! I have IN HAND 30 pills of genetic Straterra that didn't cost me $600. Holy fuck I genuinely cannot believe it. At this point I just really hope this shit can help me fix my extremely broken life. Fuck Express Scripts. Fuck the corrupt US healthcare system. Fuck insurance companies. Fuck this country. Seriously. That is all.",4.5569888231426665,7.628989633136097,4.689418145956608,78.16444937541091,75.74556213017752,8.489283366206442,30.69066403681788,9.150863307647796,3.367662458908613,764,36,123,20,18,238,115,169,0.276,0.65,0.07400000000000001,-0.9909,1,0,0,0,3,0,27.0,1,0,5,1,6,13,8,0,9,0,11,11,3,1,1,13,19,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,13,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,4,12,0,1,8,4,18,1,16,11,3,19,0,2,0,5,16,8,6,2,10,80,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250009917069765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952850803462122,0.0,0.0,0.17610776017507582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114867062170438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678786998835754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424597681091456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.722530041281337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477124882603064,0.0,0.0,0.15525102617021305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040632368369584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383293661196522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362509073284588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776340432623344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001361414267912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044989326452766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384536957474436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481635334324138,0.14936083323548144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802159558291934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538239452689867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SlugsLoveBeer,2019/10/22,Having ADHD is wanting to do everything and nothing at the same time. Followed by feeling really awful and lazy about not getting anything done.,7.051199999999998,9.585110320000002,7.221,65.55550000000002,65.8,8.200000000000001,40.5,8.841846274778883,4.5634000000000015,118,7,14,2,2,38,24,25,0.205,0.7440000000000001,0.051,-0.6764,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705148514329687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32217657293050045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40064717955884055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518608872116156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979575002049684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454603944177815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756611412887999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508091527906502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282906466280198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092073601876004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tylerdurden1993,2019/10/22,"Anyone else have trouble keeping up with different plot lines in video games and certain movies? With Red Dead I just couldn’t keep track of everything going on. I forgot who was who, who does what etc. I love good television and I loved billions but there were too many plot lines to keep up with. Does anyone else have this?",2.7501843317972354,5.516136322580646,2.328801843317972,94.14177419354841,80.93548387096773,5.478341013824887,20.147465437788018,6.868970318607317,0.3167207373271892,260,7,51,3,7,76,46,62,0.07,0.792,0.138,0.5283,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,13,12,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,4,4,9,8,1,5,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,0,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663061381589244,0.3902360350507532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895879716745213,0.0,0.0,0.3332931159286808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31815962413439874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237976454854415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711461861872525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082257455629536,0.15972363155015395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077887453646567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437409819769981,0.0,0.0,0.19306610960432824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,potassiumbroomide,2019/10/22,"Teacher with adhd student Hello everyone! I’m a teacher candidate doing a school placement in grade 3. There is a child within the classroom diagnosed with adhd. Unfortunately mom and dad are not on the same page and often fiddle with his meds making matters slightly worse as there isn’t consistency. Anyways, I was wondering if anyone had any tips in regards to teaching a student with this diagnosis. What do you remember helping you? How can I connect with this child? Thanks everyone I’m advance",4.154443309499492,7.431097988764048,5.331746680286006,71.24744637385088,80.34831460674158,7.281307456588357,33.93360572012257,8.296473431620573,3.692069662921348,407,23,57,9,11,134,66,89,0.06,0.861,0.079,-0.1677,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,0,16,13,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,11,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,0,43,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337250133344742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100249573307353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526342910238333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537739128153836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243590582254755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883630305819512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148220964326443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664893195775334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600637941365918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515408320376297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472776628955465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443499981034607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408051584214249,0.0,0.0,0.22628924098147546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustMe11-11,2019/10/22,"Driving advice? In my lessons I am consistently distracted. My instructor is obviously prepared to react but it's impossible for him to react to every situation, though luckily after 50 hours of lessons his reactions have avoided me hitting a cyclist, a van head on, rear end a bus, and stop me from running red lights at least a couple times to name a few things. Like, I'll even change lanes impulsively, without thinking, not check my mirrors or indicate and he'll bollock me every time and I still keep doing it... He has told me that when I focus I drive to the standard he'd expect of someone taking ther test... He has tried multiple different approaches to teaching me but is running out of ideas. And so am I, since I've also suggested ways he can help. And I've chronically struggled with inattention since starting school but on 25 years have never worked out the best way for me to focus. I know I can drive physically, personally I don't find it too difficult but mentally... the only time I 100% fully focus is when in a really dangerous situation like joining a dual carriageway from a T-junction because of the adrenaline and how dangerous it is but as soon as we are going around residential areas I start to lose focus and then the problems start: stalling, wrong gear, sharp braking, turning wide, hitting kerb, etc. Does anyone with ADHD have any advice that has helped them? I can focus, I hyperfocus on certain things like the speed and but then end up not braking at junctions or nearly rear-ending cars in traffic queues because I'm hyperfocusing on the traffic lights up ahead and not rushing the clutch out of panic because I didn't see the cars moving for a few seconds and stalling, etc. Sometimes I hyperfocus on driving so much I don't hear my instructor giving me directions...but at least I'm focusing haha. Thanks in advance.",7.057763975155282,7.707155000000004,7.6107660455486545,69.75826086956525,64.21739130434783,10.397515527950313,37.00828157349896,10.290406445055957,4.060262939958592,1485,71,246,33,21,491,194,345,0.11900000000000001,0.774,0.107,-0.4936,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,1,7,12,17,2,4,18,1,21,2,1,3,3,50,40,29,0,2,12,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,17,0,5,6,0,1,13,8,10,0,1,2,6,31,7,44,34,8,57,0,1,2,0,17,21,0,2,24,165,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981304205213262,0.21110201990600685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637955817061463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345390543384643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755266009561937,0.0,0.0,0.09615625239709592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197534828200038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133550807288801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426554996478808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951654536759936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285268739410667,0.0,0.0,0.09452465625546193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870076939813901,0.0,0.2409305596802405,0.0713428901865097,0.0,0.1820145958698742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872375508091934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361783246713828,0.06138741491149385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085455450398098,0.0,0.1217407576804708,0.0,0.14480035812501402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637301912293297,0.0,0.0,0.12193578976222877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600869687380996,0.0,0.0,0.059362220328804005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831202196198127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084115820476772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885371673732376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480285308080285,0.07940345492363034,0.0,0.08330782854859912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215027645466545,0.0,0.126732331855486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431453351832599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335576928416004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919717624027179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931694879117812,0.08607397194016801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870225189978622,0.24282677606811,0.0,0.0,0.09152076077434122,0.0,0.10682959903312768,0.0,0.22936072335209204,0.0,0.08626092022169439,0.09030537836394464,0.0,0.11292073278713907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121383896136153,0.0,0.0,0.09944570167887996,0.0,0.0,0.1435207356267713,0.0692116519038659,0.10612419116077454,0.0,0.1889532491094191,0.0,0.0,0.10321296340687892,0.0,0.07333509614852225,0.11748930501788453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147456199669836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412260751933584,0.0,0.07863620799582274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180974483391085,0.0,0.06955811995432318 adhd,bambilu16,2019/10/22,"Finally Cleaned My Room I've been putting it off for so long now, but today i've gotten myself to do it. Worked 2 hours straight, with small breaks and podcasts etc to keep me company, which definitley helped me! So glad to have that burden off my back, one less thing to worry about.",6.743333333333332,6.133567142857146,5.807857142857145,86.67047619047621,65.07142857142857,8.895238095238097,31.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.8139238095238093,224,7,47,2,3,67,46,56,0.12,0.773,0.107,-0.204,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,9,3,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845643735831035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458560587613561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397117563364717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078610585341096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30539715012683144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756411602717321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744387299966925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013943353474512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117474963323482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060241591613943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939492393237923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257647100431651,0.31493306468949434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cats-Anonymous,2019/10/22,"As a child, what would have helped you? I’m not sure if this is where to ask but here it goes. Please, for those of you who are in adolescence and adulthood and were diagnosed with ADHD as a child- and are willing to share with me- what do you wish went differently for you? What could have helped you? What did help you? How can I be a more supportive and aware parent to my son, who has ADHD. A little background, he was diagnosed when he was 3. He often finds new interests but they dissipate fairly quickly. He has so much energy and enthusiasm for everything, but also a hard time staying focused for very long. For example he loves the idea of legos but has a hard time completing them. Though, he feels very accomplished when he does follow through and competes something. It’s like a celebration that he made it happen and didn’t get distracted. In turn, I can see his frustration and feelings of being overwhelmed when that doesn’t happen. He’s not on any medications as I was weary of their side effects. He’s fairly self aware of his challenges, and I know the American school system is just not built for how his mind works. So I do not push him in academics, but I know it takes so much more effort for him to do well enough. How can I be better? What advice do you wish your parent had known while you were young that could have impacted you now? Were you placed on medication? Did that help or hurt you? Any advice, tips, suggestions are welcome. Thank you for reading and anything you have to offer is appreciated.",4.345998225377109,6.0839316122449025,4.687054125998227,84.22595829636205,71.31292517006804,8.106240757172435,25.707778763679386,8.716276077567194,1.7617079562259683,1210,38,236,22,23,381,159,294,0.057,0.733,0.21,0.9947,3,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,14,3,7,19,15,1,2,9,0,38,5,0,5,1,44,58,32,0,6,12,3,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,17,12,0,0,8,1,0,3,6,4,1,0,12,5,31,11,29,39,5,25,0,2,1,1,50,9,0,3,12,169,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567585488503566,0.20877042642864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542550754382237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528523381349953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790539670244732,0.0,0.09986414160001633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447537017042107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200082510464736,0.0,0.0,0.17057733512786255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684414439411856,0.0,0.11160624460806144,0.0,0.0,0.09348064411349516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037567193693854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600471751583388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802481650021392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763336445599624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055810081339845684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889246675684187,0.0,0.19138304377135176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864021152070348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435515062324768,0.120589025329592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174131451448291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218782897561243,0.10706369804430127,0.0,0.0945341004708765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641101741294617,0.10107755065479493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215223835213984,0.0,0.0,0.10785975930113244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705290884184386,0.0,0.0,0.10316934447906956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372263587693948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160624460806144,0.11725846798671374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068508984663456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810955776346247,0.0851232964722776,0.0,0.11143863353858037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223678745937138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385802920099786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212203293964784,0.10067846225437536,0.0,0.08031684300993222,0.0,0.0,0.09834733725067656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495206371257926,0.0,0.12457752388857485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619165141247592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762786596233798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604579864113144,0.09902505578520418,0.0,0.0,0.24568003546059675,0.0,0.0,0.07776768163245798,0.0,0.0,0.07588327747587327,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jentothena,2019/10/22,"Having a really tough time adjusting to adderall, not sure what to do? I've been diagnosed with high functioning autism and ADHD at the start of the year, and started meds like 3 weeks ago. I already take Prozac (generic ver) for my anxiety and depression, and started Adderall IR 10mg that is now adderall ER 20mg. It makes me so anxious, or even if I'm not anxious, I'm jittery and dying to work out or something. Concentration issues seem to be better but still not good enough? At least I can now focus when I'm relaxing, like reading and youtubeing, but listening in class or doing school work is still a complete wash. I don't know what to do, I've never worked well on caffeine and always needed to ""chill out"" instead of having more energy, which is what I feel like Adderall is doing for me. Granted, I'm not as all over the place as I was before medication, at least mentally, but physically I'm so hyped up. I just want to keep talking my mouth off and my leg is shaking non-stop. My psychiatrist is talking about bumping my prozac up, but I don't know if that is the right call? I guess maybe I just don't understand how the hell adderall is supposed to chill me out if its a stimulant. TLDR: Super jittery and energetic on Adderall, but still not able to concentrate. Need to chill out to concentrate but adderall perks me up? Welp. Do other people have experience with this? Do I just need to adjust to it?",5.722010156580616,6.07851024460432,6.450236986881085,77.94395895048669,67.05755395683454,9.418874312314854,32.53999153618282,9.325443323948027,2.845326872619552,1120,45,213,20,17,369,151,278,0.084,0.8059999999999999,0.111,0.894,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,5,16,13,1,1,8,0,24,7,2,3,3,54,46,27,1,7,20,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,11,15,0,1,7,2,0,1,9,4,2,0,2,2,19,9,37,43,5,33,1,1,0,0,4,18,1,8,17,146,30,6,0.12070314133825948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506171971335333,0.0,0.10699605198556028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319891794051714,0.0,0.10043468292048223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233757274474226,0.272720385858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027094830724252,0.0,0.0,0.10675211967695224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325140272659983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655494721980004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039614387665973,0.1225111476771686,0.1252708041407375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471861098592575,0.0,0.07972328647548242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807083334574195,0.0,0.0,0.0610311349842274,0.0862303482896806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124006823277967,0.0,0.0,0.1329681183765729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275294958861891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598271989650975,0.0,0.1072864979957853,0.0,0.0,0.13267057963931014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690837372011103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805702841185413,0.0,0.12126252907915795,0.0,0.13407397945140498,0.12159571628378335,0.1216403767871412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684995496351068,0.093093703712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368036026110767,0.0,0.1261090923444209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073580532252234,0.0,0.07732552312186503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307982319211403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215802306748548,0.0,0.10988360658140243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292317522413332,0.0,0.0,0.25630291408463723,0.0,0.2891810537740139,0.1009132308876791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137612822483074,0.0,0.09075374059508758,0.1940332257079224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038297238328907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565622695803794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119384007186187,0.0,0.09682077928030247,0.0,0.10852661992762024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636199733851841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772886561390055 adhd,9pkmpt,2019/10/22,"Reflections of an Inattentive Dude The best way to describe the feeling is a general brain fog. My thoughts often feel scrambled and hazy, with my mind jumping quickly and unpredictably from unrelated topic to unrelated topic. As a boy and adolescent, this “brain fog” manifested itself in poor academic performance, the inability to keep up with sports teams, learn new hobbies, follow any kind of set of directions etc., and social anxiety (resulting probably from the inability to remember names and focus on any conversation lasting longer than 20 seconds). I even developed a response (a kind of fake laugh) to use when speaking with people and I had no idea what they were talking about. People who do not know me well have commented that I come off as arrogant or disconnected in conversation. I’ve never intended to come off that way, but this brain fog made it so. But one day in college during final exams, a friend lent me an adderall to study. It was like a light switched on. All of my insecurities seemed to disappear, and school even became tolerable. (Even fun). I’m so thankful for that moment and how it opened my eyes. I went to get tested for ADHD and tested off of the charts. I was prescribed 1 dose of 50MG vyvanse daily, which I have been doing now for more or less a year or a half. My question now to the reddit community is, how has your long term experience with ADHD medication been? Personally, I’ve developed a substantial tolerance, which I worry will eventually morph into a return of the brain fog. Should tolerance breaks be taken? What are some credible resources about ADHD medication and its efficacy? Thanks.",7.0188775510204096,8.525788404761906,7.602183673469387,66.7410306122449,64.61224489795919,11.186122448979592,34.768027210884355,11.10651602901591,4.416785578231291,1317,59,210,39,20,435,185,294,0.079,0.823,0.098,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,3,15,12,0,1,19,0,17,8,5,6,2,49,34,22,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,2,3,1,0,2,15,18,0,1,10,2,1,6,3,2,1,3,10,5,16,10,42,21,7,35,0,0,1,0,15,11,0,7,15,149,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38934002067013107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687042538417422,0.0,0.0826101527729196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133262338317865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821991177604266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604336319629766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964301306198452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204346235209808,0.2139742039842772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563251004746667,0.0,0.0,0.10920346366238623,0.0,0.0,0.11829504339626018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343088558090124,0.0,0.0564190191387975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190475922388255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598426432979867,0.0,0.22490475690426615,0.059347113675885924,0.0880242369582688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275724476834296,0.0,0.0,0.09556555188045412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021803969460299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175721193474386,0.0,0.0,0.10903660554194616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328662815474135,0.10429501410789224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731751343472401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497298908727634,0.09429053210943156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642880468696565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097072998528567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232880265820699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928912952844998,0.0,0.09830777718213222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007967151823883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679627340359433,0.0,0.19884078895381288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573002393657965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326654037860664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714309247021697,0.0,0.0,0.09709374402696523,0.10010550752552214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966656248852708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954041862223075 adhd,empty2toothpaste,2019/10/22,"How I handle my ADHD https://m.imgur.com/a/QCAiJji Tl; dr - I lay out my clothes and every other thing I will need that day because morning me CANNOT deal Not sure if everyone does this, or if this is useful for anyone but this is what I do everyday to make sure I remember to do things I lay out my clothes, the things I need to do and the small things I may forget ontop of them - I'm super bad at getting my sh*t together in the mornings, before my meds. Also sorry on mobile",2.4894619883040967,4.6680218526315835,4.052982456140352,84.80532163742694,77.84210526315789,6.32748538011696,22.13450292397661,7.3871296695380915,0.9317836257309944,376,11,72,5,9,125,65,95,0.087,0.804,0.109,0.29,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,2,19,14,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,15,3,10,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,2,55,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442551019792365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599027397174298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639124145600307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286785280835714,0.11890742293843436,0.0,0.16598261084314073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257982586070341,0.2010994067902172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069926425475046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434737151883566,0.18638921962848887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191136264682757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020478454690512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666888479792573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892706361379618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096617701174825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835490745153194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676855159931562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183596523340923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847014294870913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Budget_Cardiologist,2019/10/22,"adhd coach? I've been told an adhd coach is really helpful. Does anyone use one? I'm not sure how this would go, but it definitely sounds like it would be worth a try if I can remember to do it.",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,81.85714285714286,7.057142857142857,17.642857142857142,8.07648339933343,0.4641714285714294,150,3,35,3,4,53,35,42,0.032,0.7170000000000001,0.251,0.8772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,9,11,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160556422727561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792138444843635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242935181993658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566357402508473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717952915513028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521727764215404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736783479556997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419502300486072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903426764105082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24156365972959695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449096310252236,0.0,0.17401371635974994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136452221096475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641422764887695,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DougalisGod,2019/10/22,"Adult ADHD testing day one Quick background. 56 diagnosed as ADHD by psychologist 8 years ago and now finally able to be seen by a specialist. Been worrying that I may do so well on testing that they say I don't have it. Sure enough I came out normal in the Tova test. I have another test next week where they guage multiple stimulation processing which I believe is my main issue. Did get a confirmation of my OCD diagnosis.",4.1260846560846565,6.323126617283955,5.82162257495591,73.93444444444447,72.95061728395062,10.060670194003528,30.08994708994709,10.290406445055957,3.6267798941798937,340,15,61,11,7,116,67,81,0.057,0.907,0.036000000000000004,-0.1583,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,1,7,12,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,2,9,2,8,6,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,8,42,13,4,0.20723424127098486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981105725826261,0.0,0.18370065108810998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173031710589871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23348202440638816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370207641822031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364894155875456,0.0,0.0,0.21033839264354068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141283684374749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270149817826764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827133778620768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162987067407228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039596661290084,0.0,0.2030455564499479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404272851495381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648009864320785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531581988139735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623080817084807,0.0,0.18632847073447367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045643140014086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334520569370237 adhd,pyalicious,2019/10/22,"Diagnosed today! I'm happy to say I actually got diagnosed, I could cry right now. I posted here a year back about my country being absolutely awful, in the sense that adult adhd is regarded as non-existing. I was lucky to find a psychiatrist that actually believes in it and works with people who have it, and after taking the official test (with mom by my side, which was awkward but ey, it worked), I got the official diagnosis and got prescribed Concerta. Fingers crossed it works 🤞🤞",6.183772893772893,7.253906516483518,7.700824175824177,66.86500915750915,66.25274725274726,11.341391941391942,34.946886446886445,11.20814326018867,4.442295238095237,387,18,65,12,6,134,65,91,0.067,0.883,0.049,-0.1377,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,5,1,6,3,1,0,0,9,11,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,7,2,10,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,43,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.34728039487402806,0.0,0.21384489898823847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682205991675406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004733192707784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206768640587766,0.0,0.19545471111687832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612032733615202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263058857014098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426935830847213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941653961309632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839688752899366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335865190827965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041382484687725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195665970182198,0.0,0.14150211714642538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133785981089364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866284207211624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38861931797881105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458516725515447 adhd,Black_rose1809,2019/10/22,"I think things are going well now. Had issues with one of my co-workers and we talked it out. I explained that my ADD causes me problems and I honestly felt bad if I did anything to hurt her, which apparently I did. I felt awful and cried a bit. We talked and I think we are going to start over and do better.",2.388307692307695,3.5430112153846167,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,75.30769230769229,6.430769230769231,22.23076923076923,6.742157984588678,0.4249076923076927,239,6,53,2,5,80,45,65,0.213,0.674,0.11199999999999999,-0.802,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,19,14,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,5,2,14,3,6,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083952874478013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834861322738913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943553190191332,0.2399153954781321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257487795921159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413903992114631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421998263210854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978350692899956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235252126991092,0.0,0.0,0.22936698391077145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891158314754413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102757263061448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554362381186498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532612710351325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599536693950502,0.28162008707846553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758601423494507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599841582604024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UsualCaramel,2019/10/22,"Anyone doing math or something related? I love math, physics, and basically everything I've touched in my studies, and I failed *all* of them. I feel that I can get the concepts pretty quickly, and when I see a problem I can suggest tons of solutions mentally, but I'm as useful as a blobfish holding a pen when I need to actually implement or explain them. I can't investigate because I'll switch between them all the time and lose everything I was working on every few seconds. Of course most of them are wrong, but I can't do an organized search for the right one, because I forget everything I'm doing before. In the end I fail tests and look dumb in oral exercises, even though teachers usually said I was smart when I had lots of theoretical courses (not genius or remarkable, just good). I guess my question is, am I just dumb and justifying, or is it totally an ADHD thing that doesn't prevent some from succeeding? Does treatment help? I'm in the process of starting it, but there are complications and I'll have to make some decisions about my career soon (trying to go back into theory or staying on my computer engineering track which I don't like as much), so I'd like some insight.",9.559301310043667,7.299570017467253,9.77855458515284,65.74259170305677,60.615720524017455,13.177467248908298,43.424017467248895,11.792908689023552,5.117504454148469,950,47,171,23,10,319,140,229,0.145,0.746,0.109,-0.8167,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,5,13,13,2,0,10,0,18,2,0,2,3,40,34,23,0,2,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,7,0,2,4,5,25,6,23,30,11,20,0,3,2,1,10,8,2,12,12,123,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.15443750323360264,0.0,0.190196007413348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065804890082076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169104638623042,0.0,0.19294587074253386,0.0,0.13466635886066833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849311238456302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017009033203834,0.0,0.0,0.10452827124530166,0.0,0.13333964322129296,0.0,0.4266977059836866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002027154264199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268355380400103,0.0,0.08994197375718105,0.13273975247349215,0.0,0.0,0.1743396209452326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607736153483108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463425465170574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289731281246947,0.17705082215484508,0.0,0.13454574894410604,0.1428345086440588,0.0,0.10563880247515778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594873826870802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633823429879428,0.11734670004324248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724008056627812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100582729816545,0.0,0.15143204681304542,0.0,0.0,0.1772857808258032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515192605433585,0.15054010971253892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611156434230986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183515374507305,0.0,0.0,0.11201620717864452,0.16868254368117097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513993996949902,0.0,0.15548820927133208,0.0,0.09228182571968534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744715839200056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668456359611786,0.1742994201222615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521409992783825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730308665810482,0.0,0.0 adhd,kab393,2019/10/22,"Forgot my meds and screwed my whole day up So this morning I forgot to take my medicine before classes started. I was really tired and decided to go get some lunch after my first two classes hoping it would give me some more energy. So I did and sat there for a while and took my sweet time eating. I check the time and it’s like 1:45. I think to myself “I have another hour before I need to head to class, maybe I’ll take a nap.” So I did and set an alarm for 2:30. I walk down campus to class and as I go down the stairs to my lecture hall, I walk past my professor and TA’s. I think “hmm that’s weird, lecture is downstairs, where are they going?” But I keep going anyways. Then I sit down in lecture and a professor I never have seen before is up at the front of class. I wonder again “was there a guest speaker I didn’t know about?”. Well 10 mins into class this guy starts talking about quantum physics and I realize this is not the right class. So I get up and leave, check to see if I’m in the right room, and check my schedule again. Class started at 2:00pm. Not 3:00pm. I missed a really important class today out of complete stupidity and lack awareness.",1.239873949579831,3.4495453907563025,2.5505310924369766,93.73270420168068,82.48739495798318,5.488672268907564,20.44436974789916,6.742157984588678,0.2537187899159665,905,26,196,10,25,291,131,238,0.076,0.85,0.07400000000000001,-0.1227,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,13,9,2,1,11,0,12,5,1,0,1,35,39,22,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,15,2,3,6,1,3,8,4,5,1,2,10,4,31,4,28,28,5,46,0,1,2,1,5,18,1,5,19,126,37,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460995806499308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35205204947658725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459530969409087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894010952558021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111567469123282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730560647763927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410386687504032,0.13229519670710688,0.3135082036630121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365519197409142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153476042489055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697508302344194,0.135812911292661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258014992295732,0.0,0.0,0.07579136166412648,0.0,0.0,0.14602606896874434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737553304576335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854845923989514,0.0,0.1531861772817522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225802147632428,0.10636417788969063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316500611831833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766964975876401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554763026038286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989588160703798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928388028419001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073813077327221,0.11084629632633973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673346151010502,0.0,0.0,0.16083207985977635,0.15850648867540693,0.1307219204509529,0.0,0.15322234105730875,0.0,0.0,0.13471737735454822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399705079274845,0.0,0.0,0.15397084300917951,0.0,0.0,0.1495567866258715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979668319137342,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AccordingToHope,2019/10/22,"Seeking advice Hello all, TLDR; PhD student can’t afford assessment to get treatment. Advice? I am a 26 year old PhD student and I’ve been struggling for a while with ADHD symptoms. You know them all so I won’t bore you. During my Masters I sought counselling and I was referred to someone else to undergo cognitive behavioural therapy to help me cope with these symptoms. I tried everything from interval studying methods, to constant physical activity to help deal with restlessness. I ignored his suggestion to talk to my doctor about medication because of poor preconceived notions o had about adhd and meds. My parents thought the same way when I was a kid and teachers urged them to have me tested. Now in my PhD I have overwhelming work load. From teaching to my own school work I don’t have the time to deal with restlessness or inattention. I spoke with my doctors and apparently here in Ontario she would need a comprehensive psychoeducational assessment inorder to move forward for more treatment despite believing that my symptoms were highly indicative of ADHD. I understand that. However to have this done is not covered by OHIP and ranges from $1600-$3000. As a grad student I cannot afford this, and my school insurance is in a “black out period” for another few weeks and have not responded to my inquiries. In the meantime, I was wondering if y’all had any advice on what I should or could be doing. Or if you know of any cost effective assessments? Thanks",6.344172932330828,8.345499169172934,6.498503759398497,72.16031203007522,66.70676691729324,9.831278195488721,36.98421052631579,10.125756701596842,4.279511879699249,1193,63,189,30,20,381,160,266,0.06,0.888,0.052000000000000005,-0.2116,5,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,2,4,6,7,0,4,9,0,25,6,0,1,2,36,34,17,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,6,14,0,1,7,0,2,2,6,6,0,0,10,3,33,1,38,19,6,19,0,1,1,0,19,8,0,6,10,137,39,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133628385578257,0.3361054051048025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593253381068395,0.12022103867531615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988987650409514,0.0,0.0,0.1291718447980312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389645280958647,0.0,0.09153908962044263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363992483949821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346992758843213,0.0,0.1173272603392152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577577543422587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304047057693436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990015066964007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369561771948884,0.12113454080909405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601782538077608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735085183578054,0.11549831005004475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218553299777069,0.0,0.0850118879727585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030640631901293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730580472162534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206484002151664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714299082897088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985758877801116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574972839573303,0.0,0.0921517235464187,0.0,0.10555477035414262,0.13111283085771844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101968501224147,0.06685362457668256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784015902318504,0.0,0.0,0.119355206782509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100422495677717,0.0919657100296608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433356920706723,0.16693384905307554,0.0,0.0,0.08144442088217682,0.0,0.0,0.07383115865332372 adhd,Dreo35,2019/10/22,"Alpha-adrenergic agonist/beta blockers + stimulants experiences? Day 3 of taking clonidine(0.1 mgx2) with Vyvanse(20mg). Originally prescribed to help with some impulsiveness I could not relieve from stimulants only. However, I only feel some type of arrythmia which hasn't kept me calm but more worried. I have been prescribed Guanfacine ER(1mg) in the past and in comparison was better(no side effects). What has been everyone else's experience with this ADHD combination?",9.19701754385965,12.191010631578953,8.757894736842108,54.83359649122809,61.105263157894754,11.908771929824562,42.92982456140351,11.538034831475384,6.455629824561403,392,23,47,13,6,125,63,76,0.095,0.878,0.027000000000000003,-0.5839,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,4,0,16,10,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,9,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184235091248244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343304947798661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115444018194362,0.0,0.0,0.1708735662497824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213352700691628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317513152485704,0.0,0.5183521766257211,0.0,0.0,0.13396882517283154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759324266579254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030192789683457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529288031166929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921261517921784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269073892797987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,juggller,2019/10/22,"Tracking if medication is working? Do you know if there are any self-assessment questionnaires, quizzes, anything online / printable to track ADHD medication effectiveness? I'm in the process of getting a diagnosis, and the shrink saw fit to have me test Strattera (non-stimulant) a couple of weeks back as part of overall assessment for some other things. My next appointment isn't until next year, so I'm afraid I won't remember any specific improvements by then unless I can track it some way. A bit of background: I come from a family that's somewhat on the spectrum for ADHD and Aspergers. So grew up where ADHD and Aspie stuff like physical and mental hyperactivity, hyperfocus, social awkwardness, hypersensitive hearing, smelling, getting overwhelmed, well, were just how we roll :D So I feel it kinda hard to objectively assess day to day improvements, as there's just a ton of stuff I take as normal behaviour given my upbringing - so things that someone else might see improving I'm just blind to, if that makes sense? Also, Strattera isn't a stimulant so any effects are slower to kick in, and might be hard to remember what ""before"" felt like all the way in January. (after 2+ weeks on Strattera now, I do feel like mind is maybe not racing 5 steps ahead all the time, but how the world sees this, no idea)",8.533604763437403,8.520234970711298,8.415983263598328,67.46917605407145,61.21757322175732,11.872674605729001,37.63147730930157,11.362043627235082,4.486857483102671,1054,46,175,27,13,341,151,239,0.038,0.883,0.079,0.7468,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,4,17,7,0,3,12,0,15,3,0,6,2,39,32,23,0,4,9,0,5,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,12,7,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,3,1,0,4,11,11,4,29,24,8,28,0,1,4,0,4,9,0,9,17,115,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983002995001251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834501101521912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537575632813125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909096529042106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494671870579197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940041658361878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060762091497633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516248439288784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223598662250915,0.0,0.14249155744603675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228579950099312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414386833395092,0.0,0.11171667430518613,0.07892174819942814,0.10607115573946606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543489509148368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979237536450427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451080795110052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471027773048048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060712929307620914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619142030855022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374141241084223,0.0,0.11098471681757584,0.0,0.0,0.22257932834596464,0.11133053939928464,0.23438824054493496,0.11154597610870758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497802654644245,0.0,0.1082398305351752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963121294557147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502881602173473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606494314680746,0.0,0.11524716200762924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261304722572425,0.09360319489896364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529297160040497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306175268294573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678636055090216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441754363905307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537623934712007,0.1772291383345112,0.0,0.0993282613458688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042547112667862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114082317282695 adhd,DLCss,2019/10/22,"Can we get some ADHD Positivity in Here? I've been scrolling through this sub today and it's sad to see some of the insecurities we share in ADHD. I get it guys, the condition can be very frustrating sometimes. I think about how much easier things would be if I was just a normal person. If you're in education right now and are struggling to focus or pass in some subjects, just hold out. Remember that whatever you find to be your passion, you will excel in whatever your field may be because you have the capacity and interest to learn more than any of your normal peers will. I truly hope you find this passion because your creative thinking will be the future of the world. &#x200B; If you're overall going through a rough patch right now, I get how difficult those can be to handle. Your occasional disorganization or forgetfulness can make you feel like you are digging a deeper hole for yourself. You just want it to be over. But just remember you already made it this far. It always gets so rough and it feels like you'll never get out of this point but you always find a way out of it. It's usually unconventional, unexpected; certainly not something a normal person would think of. The greatest part is that you will always make it out of your roadblock. &#x200B; My ADHD frustrates me immensely at times. I'd be lying if I didn't wish I never had it sometimes. But it's all made up for because it makes me special. We all think differently, we know how to solve problems some people may never think of doing, even if it takes us twice as much time. Sometimes we hate on ourselves for being forgetful, but 9 times out of 10 you always remember things when it's most important to know them. I hope most of you have better days ahead, and if you need any support feel free to let me know.",5.639600402111082,6.635492520231214,6.135338024629303,77.86933777330991,67.4393063583815,8.907564714752453,30.361397336014072,9.085049710711278,2.501743553656698,1436,53,267,25,23,465,172,346,0.085,0.764,0.151,0.9631,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,6,20,1,3,14,22,3,2,11,0,33,2,0,8,6,86,64,23,0,17,17,0,5,2,0,9,0,0,0,3,23,15,0,1,18,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,6,6,39,15,42,39,13,36,0,1,1,2,31,19,0,18,16,195,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839262489181139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690247894834839,0.0,0.2621049195633537,0.17065097939347965,0.1913795095533833,0.10710527236465894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401563436899534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964789186246065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078717422372972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227689017376569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052013569867907436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945495515652317,0.1125178964336506,0.0,0.0,0.21592796082830512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571787667944416,0.0,0.044755386082087435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797478747731873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774922802779967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643284999150125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983666570758892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052711383256547,0.0,0.07694645202179988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490301293348437,0.1576985202522614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157804832303932,0.0583920570841921,0.18221034567403488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314745615754299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527847352308995,0.0,0.054595268928750613,0.13752275989632273,0.0,0.0,0.0744441149067076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535302414660955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676248746296952,0.1345039780120812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275347889066593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060625524618263885,0.23365701047758325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232649965545934,0.0,0.0,0.08936445952112386,0.0,0.0,0.059210128381601834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104635875985693,0.25229879827995355,0.0,0.0,0.13775910954304596,0.0,0.07464570241948745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472644008400363,0.0,0.08673189519407168,0.06497691938630032,0.0464487345975285,0.06250800947135303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055850488682383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188334682944512,0.0,0.1913795095533833,0.0 adhd,Walkerstain,2019/10/22,"What should I expect from my first visit to a psychiatrist? I've been told that a psychiatry session is usually short and all about being prescribed the best medication for one's specific situation, and that there won't be much of ""Tell me your life story"" stuff. I'm self-diagnosed but am I supposed to visit a psychologist first ? Do I just tell them I have trouble focusing, memory lose and always anxious? Or do I need to go into personal details like tell them how I can't get a date because of my social anxiety Or how I got fired from my job because of ADHD?",5.59316602316602,6.170565279279286,7.284375804375807,71.08054054054054,67.37837837837839,10.667181467181466,32.97425997425998,10.608840637214634,3.6726205920205928,450,19,82,12,7,157,80,111,0.159,0.7879999999999999,0.053,-0.9129,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,4,5,4,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,2,1,14,17,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,3,1,14,2,11,10,3,9,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,2,5,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132882597754756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767189292627295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576648782004289,0.2004941642077972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637199203715127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624714068145656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013152982601952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019171722227616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272240538982852,0.0,0.10086209129379617,0.0,0.1419415050004804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761147347658591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535454712396338,0.0867044254106288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985470792094762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787855457219788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046319886733834,0.13159410538110694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120260411736477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496272491311694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851432197730132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948727676244074,0.0,0.18091154514018107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316431737452936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653581140599624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695832175513014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546162142593246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bagOf_rocks,2019/10/22,ADHD and the ACT I am taking the ACT on Saturday and I have ADHD. The ACT organization is making me be retested for ADHD before I can get extra time and being a senior in high school by the time I will be able to get extra time it will be too late. I have taken the ACT like six times already and all of my scores have stayed roughly the same. No matter what I do or how much prep I do nothing changes. Does anyone have any tips and tricks? Google and YouTube don’t have anything.,3.4224571428571444,4.236326160000001,4.613428571428571,87.43100000000004,72.4,6.514285714285713,23.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.4518714285714282,376,9,80,2,7,124,66,100,0.039,0.9229999999999999,0.038,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,7,0,17,0,0,2,1,12,22,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,1,6,15,5,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,57,11,2,0.17343196754266985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252945661415611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138648884240905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793968516459424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126766419993446,0.0,0.14271973192628853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475778305108203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346802540190846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517714835339953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122208980112314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324039578459514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956388135529144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473009895428907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576718505603092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749245148180846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641265034322258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552241024402782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485540154293556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039925571741606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045182999082743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LilMapleSyrupz,2019/10/22,"First Time with Straterra - Sleeplessness/Insomnia - Tips? Hi Everyone, First time poster here, and awaiting testing/diagnosis for ADHD in January but was prescribed Strattera in the meantime to help with my focusing because my life was falling apart before my eyes at work and at home. I know not to ask for medical advice here but I do want to know if anyone else experiences sleeplessness? In the first two weeks of taking it, I started out at night (because I don't eat breakfast and am afraid of stomach aches) and slowly transitioned my daily dose (40mg) to the afternoon around 1PM-3PM. Understandably, I know that the sleeplessness made sense in the beginning...but now at week 3, even taking it in the afternoon, I'm having a hard time falling asleep. I am physically and mentally tired but I can't seem to ""shut off""? How long was it till you fully adjusted? I felt the benefits upon first week, but I feel like I've slightly plateau-ed? Does anyone else have any tips with handling the sleeplessness? Is it because I'm taking it too late in the day? I'm trying to use my sleeping meds as a last resort. Secondly, I noticed it's made my irritability SLIGHTLY worse because I'm not sleeping enough but it's still better than I was without medication (I couldn't even wait in line to check-out at shoppers drug mart). Thank you very much for reading through this and any tips is greatly appreciated.",6.085632183908047,7.4578229463601575,6.340862068965517,75.42784482758623,66.66283524904215,9.47816091954023,34.423371647509576,9.725611199111238,3.469668199233716,1123,52,195,24,18,360,151,261,0.106,0.8059999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.5691,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,6,9,6,0,1,11,0,14,13,5,4,0,35,36,15,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,9,11,2,1,8,1,0,2,6,1,0,6,7,4,20,5,36,28,2,41,0,0,1,0,5,18,0,2,22,120,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269480682388577,0.09976317149280642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885219227889906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427702728153216,0.2092107435890822,0.0,0.09088357091294792,0.09544228706003734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893746887938326,0.0,0.08687281668419608,0.0,0.0,0.09029212343329396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584092757456217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934144255475117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839436805756805,0.10446565634494392,0.17056961829914946,0.0,0.0,0.10548838048038732,0.0,0.13486167477958275,0.0,0.0,0.09755333059556597,0.0,0.09986561663212848,0.0,0.0,0.05162080893518435,0.07293458223620404,0.09802437994176806,0.0,0.0,0.34735778857852506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255684757445056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145442552948388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843015034284147,0.0,0.10240665207648723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683213652667012,0.08321864829738493,0.11516428129663984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211063543797944,0.049877019662177946,0.0,0.0,0.09034825323229267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932039358743925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113401254592913,0.20569400320817333,0.10288477595174347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750494049672715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580647475019603,0.0,0.0,0.11623247768578855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211967940298396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294076968933083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043315630054626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722612797599852,0.0,0.0815308444801794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028155242187515,0.0,0.0,0.09399264483807312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785920892980481,0.11733979524698075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931380170368796,0.0,0.0997291000961122,0.10628142643903596,0.0,0.08817475379378473,0.0,0.08423663471579113,0.06021653729135834,0.0,0.24567625767450346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841309481410697,0.0,0.07432422965279295,0.0,0.1040405227968824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MasterKenyon,2019/10/22,"Posing for photos Ive always found posing for pictures to be really difficult. I'm always moving when they take the pic or I get sidetracked and stop looking, or my smile just looks bad lol. Is there anything that has helped you guys to keep your attention on taking the picture to not waste everyone elses time? I'm tired of making people have to retake pictures lol.",4.387190476190471,6.610511242857143,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,72.28571428571428,6.9523809523809526,24.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,1.5132380952380955,297,9,50,4,6,94,56,70,0.14300000000000002,0.727,0.131,-0.2408,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,1,0,10,15,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,8,13,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782399368634186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870368230122191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897741245264057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986809647151265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718129370673095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492071157895775,0.0,0.0,0.1187474341443664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250486464847195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234486090093485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202203585564066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817256074544375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171501662524708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415688042501335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757133522753758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560508448411905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002108121284875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34178122651099196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325321604867928,0.2612315579533941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EsBn1981,2019/10/22,"Inattentive ADHD shaped and changed my personality For some backstory, I (38 F) wasn’t diagnosed with ADHD until I was 34. I think some of us 80s/90s kids can sympathize. Inattentive ADHD kids didn’t get the attention (pun slightly intended) of the hyperactive or combined kids. We typically were passing class. We weren’t bouncing off the walls. We weren’t being a distraction. And, as a result, we were overlooked. Even my mother would tease me about being ADHD, but I am not hyperactive, so I didn’t realize I was. I thought it was a personality flaw. A defect. (As an aside, this is not to say those with hyperactive or combination didn’t suffer. It’s not a contest. Each has their own unique set of challenges to work through. Kids during this time also seemed to be overmedicated or judged for the diagnosis.) But I learned early on that if others liked me, they would tend to tolerate my mess a little more. Teachers would forgive late homework assignments, classmates would loan pencils, pens, basketball shoes, etc. My walking disaster was just me being [insert whatever.. me being me, me being a Gemini, me being unorganized]. People laughed at my rambling stories or teased me about not being able to hold a thought. But they easily forgave me for it if they knew me and liked me. I had always thought myself an extrovert until about five years ago when a boss told me, “You are not an extrovert. You’re an introvert who has learned extrovert tendencies.” And you know what, he was right. I wanted people to like me. I forced myself to talk. People and interactions are exhausting and my constant mess drove my anxiety through rampant disorganization and scenes I played in my head over and over. But him saying that sparked a light bulb moment for me, and I started to research. This led to a diagnosis and meds in the next year. I’ll always be grateful for him saying that to me. The last several years have definitely been better. I can forgive myself a little easier knowing that there is a reason I’m this way. It’s not because I’m lazy. And on that note, it’s time to take my meds as I’m now on Reddit instead of working. :)",3.769189433572308,6.396786743073051,4.995113350125943,77.38090615513794,75.77581863979849,8.001265904540464,28.567396499386426,8.841846274778883,2.6994283924304074,1695,73,293,39,39,559,206,397,0.087,0.7859999999999999,0.126,0.9532,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,5,2,4,4,11,17,2,1,23,0,38,4,2,5,0,62,56,29,0,7,17,1,0,3,0,4,2,3,1,6,18,18,0,1,15,1,1,4,12,8,0,1,21,4,54,9,41,22,6,37,0,1,0,0,32,14,0,9,20,216,72,12,0.10253200062808328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928941590701058,0.0,0.09088843212988157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199480385848668,0.17062967637976673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843669983805676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625025559152565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068122238088823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846526140639834,0.0,0.0,0.11080066751841193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040678223558468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435028381065038,0.06772141941252062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356873847590925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052274131273108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269781220345228,0.08357726527571584,0.11566056268807345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027586924644634,0.2055280015047816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277798770256812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904394586815272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324833775798024,0.17905397620963034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541997332625984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756176831104961,0.0,0.24461268669785866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334128253917466,0.0,0.11583197613606858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725726777738684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770913042073989,0.08241133826169815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569836594174559,0.0,0.24419686668926865,0.11957446821348525,0.0,0.0,0.09797372051249036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333337232332328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047603048297818,0.08138512962678165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492890352149568,0.0,0.0,0.29134316583751113,0.0,0.0,0.19808174028239192 adhd,Ben-Gesus,2019/10/22,"People often say that ADHD is going ""hey look a squirrel!"" When in really it's more like ""hey look a squirrel! Hol up I've never seen a squirrel like that, I'm gonna look up types of squirrels and where they live"" and the next thing you know it's been two hours and you're somehow watching a video on flying squirrels",0.6072727272727292,2.9741105606060643,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,87.33333333333334,3.9060606060606062,18.85606060606061,5.148860815047168,-0.4031757575757573,251,7,52,1,8,81,48,66,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.7716,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,2,5,7,1,10,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,2,6,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026807827941866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313500789589753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802645548804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841292857390666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608727533935146,0.0,0.222392590687529,0.0,0.6344843388731269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942461124040781,0.0,0.2678506635713239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460455451914836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134477045181198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028521506734834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732127958785087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460257517482355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vanillassparkles,2019/10/22,Do any of you also repeat things under your breath? Ive been doing this thing ever since i was little and still as an adult where i say something and then immediately after i uncontrollably repeat what i said under my breath like brick from the middle. I looked up this condition and its actually called palilalia.,6.527758620689652,8.009762982758629,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,65.72413793103448,8.558620689655173,24.84482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.8012965517241382,255,6,43,4,4,81,47,58,0.045,0.909,0.045,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,1,4,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,9,1,7,4,0,12,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,7,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2931546572252289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023599172908214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204287590629022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067499291924366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271736034093497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676406626805738,0.30108751375765996,0.0,0.0,0.2522668740944569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857565898010809,0.2388963227466477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850041849351545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126858429001534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990603975989905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991551587805429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XxXTeNSa3D2Y,2019/10/22,Kinda happy i guess Since i've failed my year i have 6 months to do whatever i want. Other people have been pressuring me to work as an intern. Which i really don't wanna do. I wanna learn how to paint and understand art. I don't wanna take on a 9-5 job. I wanna learn art. Fuck i'm lucky that i have these 6 months. I always wished if i had time to learn something it would be art. I finally have this opportunity in life. I guess some things in life always come around? Fuck i'm excited to live again. Past few years were hell for me as i just did all my assignments for the sake of it. But god i don't wanna fuck this opportunity that i have. Hope everyone gets what they want in life.,-0.11519786910197638,2.0974785000000007,2.363744292237442,92.56249619482496,89.34246575342466,5.984170471841705,14.96042617960426,7.3871296695380915,-0.05998660578386605,535,10,123,10,18,183,87,146,0.11599999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.172,0.6436,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,4,12,4,1,3,0,16,6,0,1,1,27,31,6,0,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,0,20,6,20,25,3,14,1,1,0,3,1,5,4,7,8,79,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596575865049322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889906769827046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440533963069975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490925866410343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092236144459375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327394422498339,0.0815188168898027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437675083526541,0.0,0.0,0.1660959842571768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497220100465625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548349048389672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33062411389157603,0.0,0.0,0.13777664177767948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908203692837536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894752602897826,0.108171001049834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995630057871248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906896621738265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011890069975405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731453997755095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365886708855633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098188100298724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243189938217148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406012892691495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942587919052114,0.0,0.0,0.11359111556095687,0.0,0.0,0.11083866665389293,0.0,0.0,0.200955377765778 adhd,bobocliche,2019/10/22,"I got a little better and then realised my better is still worse than everybody's 'normal' and now I can't stop feeling sorry for myself Tl,dr: I'm a lazy bum and I don't know how to change it. Please help. I've always felt understood by people with addictions as we shared that need of a thrill and finding it incredibly hard to weigh the bad long term consequences against the good short term ones. I can absolutely relate to the feeling of having wasted my life chasing dopamine rushes and having gotten addicted to substances or behaviors in the process. However, there are a lot of people who after being clean for some time say their brain fog lifted and they felt calmer and more present. Like after sometime their brains got back their normal functioning. And my brain's normal functioning is clearly not enough for adult life. I quit my job to work on my masters thesis and now I can't even stand to look at it. I was so paralized by it I missed all my deadlines and now I'm back at searching for a job because I also ran out of money. I quit my old job because it made me so miserable I was drowning myself in alcohol everyday to cope with it. And now I feel the same with my thesis. I'm so afraid I'll just repeat this cycle forever. To be fair I'm doing a lot of things right, I'm on therapy, medication, I journal and try to exercise (modestly, I'll admit), I quit alcohol, cigarrettes and coffee, but everything feels like rehearsing a play over and over. Like I'm pretending to get better without actually getting better. I still feel useless and restless and impatient at the end of the day. Having a job makes me feel shitty, not having a job makes me feel shitty. I'm so tired of quitting jobs and changing careers and not being able to control what I'm going to be interested in next week. I know I don't have to be interested in something to do it but it doesn't feel like that. It feels like trying to move objects with my mind -- I'd give anything to be able to do it, but no matter how much I try I just don't see any progress.",4.5868966119455115,5.534927136919322,5.657396961229483,80.51877444987778,69.80684596577017,8.581243450925603,29.277069507509605,8.841846274778883,2.2922287111421578,1625,60,313,28,28,539,208,409,0.107,0.757,0.136,0.7333,7,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,4,12,19,21,0,3,16,0,26,13,3,6,2,69,64,31,1,4,10,0,12,5,0,0,9,1,1,1,16,24,3,2,16,3,1,4,11,6,0,1,10,15,38,15,52,48,10,44,0,3,2,0,12,15,0,4,29,203,54,8,0.14170037954006862,0.0,0.06913956495280932,0.1544743294602583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143461189113924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665887116162791,0.05895303357903475,0.0,0.0,0.04818055860015396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830366935333395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895884522387768,0.0591569490435749,0.08637923615225347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506449410879779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372767300437958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990021275357532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794645123410112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569251111171347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062752238685794,0.07320718548198261,0.0,0.046795882139053765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367558211869795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322415862819656,0.1518461691847494,0.13605458594536954,0.0,0.06475578989040014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740325998421993,0.06796595796666087,0.040265795589574466,0.05942577771461913,0.11333073809421294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346785363843807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047489388744950414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218472858988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787482281015105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008716864722894,0.1730691197015971,0.07101050316227446,0.0,0.06270018842102996,0.05949631533056484,0.0,0.0,0.12046859543144135,0.0,0.06704016264632767,0.09458610366447563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137411237530539,0.0,0.0,0.07153849454897382,0.0,0.0,0.0753025391591468,0.05208304160829316,0.052534517974985616,0.0,0.0,0.07534998059830986,0.0,0.20825442916496256,0.0,0.0,0.07434535587890233,0.0,0.04800992220549853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823720143139414,0.0,0.0,0.07777223245481943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014315917706917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050567494474932,0.0,0.05634291462352275,0.0,0.0,0.056458428241724985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454393751206518,0.0700726493172254,0.07931098685708204,0.0,0.0,0.11316210614254105,0.05923393110924026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102336665729923,0.0,0.0470697178887957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041313315417040336,0.0814318706566993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430788437575842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568317486159549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829705464339515,0.0,0.05157978197427255,0.0,0.07220239627671499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,viemonroe,2019/10/22,"Planning with ADHD - BuJo or digital? Like any typical ADHD person, I flip flop between different planning/GTD methods. Google calendar is definitely a staple in my life because I can access it on any device, color code things, and edit it whenever. I’m mainly trying to build habits and get stuff done. I try so many apps and it’s so hard to stick with them. I like digital methods because I can change things without having to scribble, but I’m sure you all know how hard it is to resist falling down the iPhone rabbit hole when you pick up your phone for one particular task. I know that bullet journaling is popular with ADHDers, but the concept seems overwhelming to me. Maybe it’s because I see so many people going crazy with the pretty fonts and decorations? I know for a fact that I definitely need something visual to track my progress with things as well as dates and tasks. What are your personal preferences for task management and habit building?",6.461440677966102,7.805511033898313,6.62916666666667,73.80612288135595,65.77966101694915,9.515819209039547,32.829096045197744,9.725611199111238,3.338940112994351,771,32,127,16,12,247,115,177,0.057,0.7979999999999999,0.145,0.9539,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,2,6,6,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,2,3,26,18,16,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,4,17,5,22,17,2,8,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,2,4,82,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594645886213389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340080998028326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734963091335513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820605642685812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624988139729326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304349389164368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813468341980477,0.0,0.0849937783555896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679382143511952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246569402112616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056329137880446,0.14612698628930784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032442611936748,0.15024496199533932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089082213340797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013402225649744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368044145755276,0.26116586173647544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214802419483292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917348374769428,0.1361464124169516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151323416726904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712011196594881,0.0,0.0,0.14095087458369462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980668662513353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030718158345617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446509824864328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416267305055538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HankDeTank05,2019/10/22,"RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria) as a college sophomore about my parents I’m 19 years old and a sophomore in college. I was diagnosed with ADHD in the 4th grade, and have been on my current meds for my ADHD since midway thru Junior year in hs/11th grade. My parents know I have ADHD and know a fair bit of how it affects me academically, but I feel like they still expect me to produce a GPA similar to someone who’s neurotypical (and I feel like they don’t expect it to be as hard as it is for me). This makes me anxious and makes me not want to tell them anything about my grades/GPA, good or bad. If I tell them good things I feel like they’ll feel justified in expecting neurotypical results from me. If I tell them bad things I feel like they’ll go into their usual angry-scared-Panic like they do when things go slightly worse than they expect. I should clarify: my parents never EVER hit me or abused me in any way ever, nor have I ever been afraid of it/thought they would, and their expectations for GPA are minimum 3.0 and minimum B in every class.",4.91,5.746114666666667,5.712380952380954,80.82428571428572,69.0,8.666666666666668,29.761904761904763,8.841846274778883,2.2839047619047625,840,31,164,14,14,275,114,210,0.10400000000000001,0.765,0.131,0.7233,4,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,12,1,8,11,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,6,4,40,29,18,0,10,6,3,6,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,6,36,7,26,20,1,22,0,1,0,0,19,8,0,4,16,109,44,10,0.0,0.12402490451561425,0.0,0.0,0.3774035561979409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118382120708616,0.0,0.0,0.11825500170303165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614009666030585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480153016993394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427996688682107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062447600433311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840585060532724,0.08819472819692316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646387049061905,0.2991245396421125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898048828351228,0.1755958859271497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376986230669508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505527591441406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556990128642243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974516874749218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627233966010495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073320999786536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984070492790146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34869363386080626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658974001045114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869232252823538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835950367234037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744764406890418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086278664971712,0.0,0.0,0.08310169566157298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528671902212932,0.0,0.061741095389378116,0.08308758050808793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667461350828836,0.07435940342546173,0.0,0.0,0.13481686903057594 adhd,Spicy_Alien_Cocaine_,2019/10/22,"Coffee makes me tired? So how do I wake up? I don’t know if others have had this problem, but I try not to take coffee while on meds because I noticed it has a chance of making my heart rate speed up. But when I do drink coffee while not on meds it might not work or worse- it makes me even more tired. It’s 1pm and I haven’t had coffee or meds today and idk how to wake myself up. I feel like I could sleep all day but I really need to study. Help? Advice?",-0.5856951871657756,1.2420158137254944,1.4459714795008942,101.21141711229949,86.94117647058823,4.1012477718360065,12.213903743315509,4.851557810540192,-1.6066588235294117,351,3,89,1,11,116,64,102,0.092,0.7759999999999999,0.132,0.7293,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,10,7,4,5,1,23,17,14,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,13,1,9,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,7,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625789364805573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142016421232722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328362556286424,0.0,0.0,0.10729759110292088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298337044826178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988858578554883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412379128858663,0.11885775717816682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715422052161274,0.11151711497810607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143490576242333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128202712642756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331681985105767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544126682642435,0.0,0.0,0.17649672755417686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336435646286965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894181221776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919763398597828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065835686992492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664943470909677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509268809195034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824453219087178,0.15770328194503527,0.0,0.0,0.11295715639134825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112239447559145,0.0,0.1695495170621955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheSapphireLady,2019/10/22,"Meds sorta affect memory? Sometimes I can remember where I put something while I was on the meds but can't remember when I'm not, and vice versa. Just like, I need my glasses to find my glasses; I need my meds to find my meds. Anyone else experience this?",3.4155882352941163,4.9368642352941166,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,73.31372549019608,8.237254901960785,26.47549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.054054901960784,200,7,39,4,4,68,35,51,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.5588,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585003975183558,0.1697627418045055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840764376750045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207065278412872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30286417780693353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094478768757102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7361498773342471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457050345599494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655808821201068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753751357836251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755156578974364,0.1638656200328523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,frankfishtank,2019/10/22,Weird effects from meds? So yesterday I had a strange panic attack like experience. I was shaking uncontrollably for about two hours and then a little in the evening. I started meds two weeks ago and decided not to take one yesterday because I felt kinda nauseous already and meds make it worse. My blood pressure was also a bit too high when the shrink measured it. I had been taking about 20 and 30 mg the past weeks and this was the first day cold turkey. Has anyone else ever experienced something like this?,4.8844473684210525,7.145727800000002,4.9401973684210505,80.79450657894739,71.0,7.276315789473685,29.769736842105264,8.07648339933343,2.2096578947368424,411,17,71,6,8,128,70,95,0.196,0.755,0.049,-0.9189,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,4,7,0,7,1,1,2,1,12,12,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,4,7,3,6,2,6,5,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,15,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820854849297312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205521855963382,0.12468454521311635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901884764350522,0.1597525432358418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737493348642974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504386122321977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021794655081535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055177328466866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024632413513348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297987169052653,0.14103333803192988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251402452001672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970210158586802,0.0,0.0,0.13262055568042316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647319334628297,0.0,0.0,0.15354409993730414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234362448818,0.15626700833635818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407395238464348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195566494310315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565151040220072,0.0,0.0,0.1829317432949608,0.0,0.0,0.14883776482416972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003038365208912,0.0,0.0,0.11035688723336406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344561789933633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046110749698072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501299649840358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888991006153952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,youpryzp,2019/10/22,Is 20mg Concerta as strong as 20mg Ritalin but lasts much longer? The title says it all.,0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.73684210526315,8.010526315789475,20.026315789473685,8.841846274778883,1.361821052631579,70,2,16,2,2,24,16,19,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.601374977128168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423403902739643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866984216457204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bweb82,2019/10/22,"Diagnosed today. Sort of Been dealing with severe depression (diagnosed) for about a year but my wife and doctor have always thought I have ADD. Today my doctor finally decided yes I do have it and it's time to do something about it. The PROBLEM: My blood pressure was high so before he starts any meds I have to get that down and my follow up appointment is 3 WEEKS AWAY. I was really hoping to get started on something sooner than that. I am very upset. I felt it immediately. I am just so tired of dealing with this and I finally thought I was going to start something to help and get my life back on track.",2.44925,4.808870758333335,4.043333333333333,83.885,78.91666666666666,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.714,481,18,91,9,12,160,74,120,0.157,0.757,0.086,-0.8523,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,1,13,7,1,0,0,17,25,8,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,1,14,1,18,18,0,19,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,11,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605582183256405,0.0,0.0,0.09484896679992752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104298954412608,0.1072490045099331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868443371704232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287588791313634,0.12013111272035172,0.2831319124805011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855207092747668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391954431666767,0.30557990458157624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186125215821795,0.0,0.0792678462020989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348831950662063,0.14736483476213488,0.0,0.13853187492717495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851654704652417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492721656635866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346040447424734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935237184594969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756901695156067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221280285158002,0.0,0.0,0.29616706567117035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221457905438703,0.08133000936965623,0.16030799602121226,0.26441528392506713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508291858219187,0.0,0.0,0.11187982859209332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981844833498724 adhd,theTree103015,2019/10/22,Making the most of therapist appointments I regularly see a psychologist for my adhd but lately it seems as though everytime I go I just update him about current life events since the last meeting and not necessarily having to do with any real issues i deal with relating to my adhd. Not because I don't want to bring them up but generally because I can't remember the issues on the spot. I have tried making a journal or list in the past to bring in order to remember things but I always end up forgetting about the list and not putting anything on it. I realize a list is probably the most effective way to solve the issue but just thought I'd see if anyone else had other suggestions or tips that may have helped them! Thanks in advance!,7.137989510489511,7.0501956923076925,7.884746503496505,70.37019667832169,64.1048951048951,11.345804195804195,34.658216783216794,10.9516,3.8962874125874136,596,24,106,15,8,200,90,143,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.9094,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,11,0,9,1,0,3,0,31,20,11,0,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,2,2,14,1,20,17,2,21,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,7,7,76,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498146213241172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109852496944487,0.0,0.0,0.0989702178915095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176292341557742,0.14911995654103016,0.11976463178149095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743612925366464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004235839228966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157757116884807,0.0,0.1289026718734058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271208717498002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755044956260267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557087583933047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863216013306993,0.16417218664223615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027971569545984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942942871806419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893162870952466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691360787681946,0.0,0.0,0.14630498195142205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656530806066309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297303244495069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194845004880535,0.1324915087934917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203897920999836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339910070867067,0.0,0.16897978902507066,0.09668838159819733,0.0,0.14298946067886512,0.1155401998278936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881013680682628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584155163250687,0.11552057486547525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHPEE,2019/10/22,"Can someone provide information on whether or how ADHD and IBS are linked? I was a colicky baby and have had digestive issues for as long as I can remember. Recently, my digestive issues have resulted in an IBS diagnosis. Elimination diets have not worked. I also become dizzy/nauseous, get migraines, and sleep terribly. I don't take medication (did not agree with me) and have since had to stop drinking coffee. I have been told there is a possible connection between diet, allergies, preservatives, IBS, and ADHD. I was wondering if anyone had information on this or if they experience/manage similar symptoms. TL;DR: Can't stop pooping & can't stop moving.",5.586142292490116,8.569810365217396,6.9568379446640325,63.80624505928856,71.43478260869566,10.442687747035574,34.80237154150198,10.436869588844218,4.955434782608696,532,28,74,18,11,180,81,115,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.8836,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,19,10,2,2,0,23,23,14,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,5,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,0,9,0,9,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,5,56,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103761825597933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653525398096192,0.0,0.1849893178433729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938060187231556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856137191097935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725350733312766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920103432250573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564021422177462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109348236569292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199570625098992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146233941329432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247599550370612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857840749797304,0.0,0.19340739862388054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412322421348496,0.0,0.17085647097317375,0.0,0.1446616604842333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42822172393198893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745713569433558,0.12837009547393866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314286008561635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515283935505145,0.12429578083280685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caringnarcisist,2019/10/22,"Looking for anecdotal experiences in regards to Intuniv/Guanfacine (bonus if you have combined it with Wellbutrin) Wellbutrin has had an awesome effect on me. Just not enough. It initially reduced my anxiety and RSD. While it hasn't increased it from my baseline levels (when I'm not on anything) it has begun to return to that norm. Now I'm tense all over and experiencing RSD-like symptoms again. I'm missing classes and lacking the gumption to get things started/finished. My memory is horrific. The mental clarity is still present and my mood has stabilized. It does make me more irritable and annoyed occasionally. But the bigger things, the stuff that would make me angry or sad, has leveled out significantly. I'm still reaping benefits from this medication and would like to continue to. My psychiatrist wants to move on to stimulants because of the motivation issues. I'd rather not because of the anxiety they might cause. I don't like the idea of being potentially even more tense/jittery. I know in most ADHD cases actually calm the mind and would probably help me but increase my muscle tension and anxiety. Can anyone weigh in on Guanfacine in regards to motivation, memory, and anxiety? Does anyone have any experience with Guanfacine combined with Wellbutrin? Obviously I plan to talk with the Doc. Just looking for anecdotes!",6.151524627018187,9.039130377682408,6.6650398528510095,67.0394277539342,69.25751072961373,9.416636010627428,37.275495605967706,9.842372674337009,4.580681749437973,1090,61,157,29,21,354,135,233,0.10800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.086,-0.4918,0,0,0,1,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,5,9,10,1,1,10,0,17,3,0,7,2,43,29,15,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,14,1,0,5,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,1,3,15,5,31,23,8,26,0,2,2,0,4,13,0,4,12,117,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.1320157074847223,0.0,0.16258266258981718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199639215187162,0.0,0.4139614079741036,0.0,0.0,0.18918462560772994,0.0,0.11132555091848252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164933290806978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389718687706589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367723620285924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978245872628292,0.0,0.08935247845680643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646634894096355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067925616665426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067666621073953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271690002129212,0.0,0.14119925009544895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434744372159771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827584072962326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720559975925916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060355748567172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362823724411814,0.1363324271597031,0.14351281285262793,0.13659624524280414,0.0,0.0,0.14378334589284736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585686595158334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607274377652527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486551250764918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406097860591303,0.0,0.10873453909419306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975068580304004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979282268092004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883013325938319,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,illjustbemyself,2019/10/22,"Does anyone else here ever get misinterpreted all the time. I have these issues of communication and idk if its ADHD or learning issues or what but I will confuse the fuck out of a front desk clerk and then they will get fustrated and I won't be able to process what I need to say. Then if im lucky.. If im lucky I will know what I should have said like 5 days later. YES this is how long it can take for me to process shit. Interpersonal communication makes me cry, id rather give a speech that I can prepare for and practice and memorize and ask ppl if im making sense before committing to the script. Anyone else, Help i need help, any book for help on this... there needs to be one....",1.543799392097263,3.6549269716312094,3.0669351570415406,91.01250000000002,80.70212765957447,6.014387031408307,19.291286727456946,7.1686216300943375,0.15922654508611922,537,13,121,7,14,176,89,141,0.12300000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.153,0.6907,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,1,5,1,12,2,1,3,3,31,25,16,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,3,11,3,12,17,1,10,0,0,0,1,8,2,2,9,8,71,20,3,0.1408082997069994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922421304818328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957544723230999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691287422234902,0.2885494860096675,0.0,0.0,0.13163675250279114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981749202933854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467130537975982,0.09080970453102057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322229196398216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352545325576349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736916851227562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017500412440774,0.14713304989731585,0.1350761516702466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314250554609105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562913795273095,0.2939345634986852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738455906379932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687918227348941,0.0,0.0,0.12461091426190893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798126689757702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132227101717588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954153480289018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394093779753932,0.11197641155832612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453769617959675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587031757054882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210645190950204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,party_hoagie,2019/10/22,"Tips on eating when on Adderall? Howdy howdy. I've been on Adderall (10mg slow releasing) for a good amount of time now, maybe a year?? I was on them as a child so this isint the first time I've gone through the symptoms. As of this month-ish I've been having trouble eating. My Adderall makes me not hungry and I'm also on Wellbutrin (300mg) which also reduces my appetite, but usually it isint a problem and even if I do forget to eat I can still eat a decent sized meal to makeup for what I've missed. ( Usually just lunch or something) This month though I haven't been hungry and when I do eat, I can't eat much. These past few days all I've been able to take in really,besides water, is toast and coffee. Nothing really seems appetizing or when I do eat a whole meal I have to force myself to try and finish when it isint even that much food. I will take blame as I often will be too distracted by drawing or playing video games to eat and when I do remember I have that mentality of "" well I'm focused rn and if I stop I might not be able to focus on this again so I'll just eat in an hour or something"" which by then I forget again. I'm debating if I want to ask my psychologist to get on a different med as I am more irritated when my Adderall wears off and my GF doesn't like how they affect me. I apologize if this is all over the place, I was trying to just get everything down before forgetting how I wanted to word everything and what I was going to say.",4.246243785359162,4.336104068403909,5.471188067889596,84.61584433396196,70.20521172638436,8.678141608091892,26.90708040459455,8.532816995589336,1.6187498371335505,1147,33,251,17,19,384,156,307,0.102,0.852,0.046,-0.9538,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,25,8,0,1,11,0,26,16,1,4,2,41,41,36,0,7,14,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,14,9,14,1,2,3,0,2,5,4,1,1,8,1,31,4,36,28,8,39,0,1,0,0,8,13,0,11,25,172,45,0,0.16817579619031076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449012345314987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861083368711158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155260791263775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422973785313062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785395631264285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7743862108630524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107852727999122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151145561577913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152512316341651,0.10167942015422887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786491230942622,0.0,0.04778909029384884,0.07052893939891318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280964140653774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108109956549831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561293249317459,0.0,0.0844775958182704,0.0,0.09340269852403717,0.0,0.08474082359521237,0.08920397157861144,0.0,0.0,0.13423631602842032,0.0,0.12362856075499745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068460608545437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802714134758208,0.0,0.0,0.08785395631264285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046076215837081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053868860713445016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525519658573024,0.0,0.0,0.06687007160636609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655046430524283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294699442333149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715270403955716,0.07030124801438252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739952280200615,0.12644726899903785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261593294091217,0.0,0.09806465919249767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418032626402813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522187980610566,0.0,0.09919444187767708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560511893813303,0.0,0.0,0.09388113527127864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054149849443246856 adhd,lilthrowawayaccnt,2019/10/22,"Obtaining medication during a transition between insurance/providers (United States)? Hey all, **TL;DR:** skip to the bold. Throwaway account here for privacy reasons. I was diagnosed with ADHD over 20 years ago and was medicated through most of my childhood. About 2 years ago, I decided to treat it again as an adult. I’ve since been on Vyvanse and IR adderall boosters daily (2 years). I graduated in May and lost my student health insurance in August. My absolute angel of a psychiatrist, who only sees students, was kind enough to write two months of scripts dated appropriately in advance. Unfortunately, my medical coverage through my new employer doesn’t become active until November 1st and I cannot see my new psychiatrist until mid-November. While I won’t die or anything of the like, I *really* don’t want to see what a few weeks without medication would feel like. I’ve taken “holidays” from my meds over weekends and stuff, which basically turned me into a lifeless, numb slug who could barely stay awake. I think I genuinely slept 12 hours a day, plus naps. **Does anyone have advice on how to LEGALLY obtain just a single month’s worth of meds? Would a family doctor (I’m getting a new one of those, too) do so if the patient has an established history of treatment through another doctor? I’d be fine with signing a release of information. Or is it possible for my old psychiatrist to write one more script? I would think she wouldn’t be able if I’m no longer a patient.** Thanks in advance.",3.747214111922141,6.689425740875915,5.026014598540146,75.29605352798056,78.08759124087592,8.324866180048662,30.301216545012164,9.029198982220553,3.3063634063260343,1199,58,197,32,30,396,179,274,0.049,0.838,0.11199999999999999,0.9299,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,5,7,9,0,0,15,0,20,10,1,2,1,34,35,16,1,8,6,0,1,2,0,6,9,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,6,3,2,2,7,2,0,3,7,4,19,7,38,19,6,35,1,1,3,0,8,9,0,6,24,126,27,7,0.10629335287709256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774395422931664,0.10386863423845864,0.18844528790324014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145784837979904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432278377521752,0.0,0.08747037263722843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173926572081393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486659310351613,0.0,0.0,0.06855041917603999,0.0,0.0,0.10788551571274836,0.11031571873024597,0.0,0.0,0.21759150140943093,0.09301802940100844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982944752628254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020391322637226,0.0,0.05374511297256263,0.07593599253381106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553388978192757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298486360708462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467754141850448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068817015966062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385912626221452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603175093953533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613590585064625,0.4283174815831644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968468033751286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079763476935049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153699337798352,0.0,0.14405425360622418,0.08084088462495198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982978449917757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809424364992005,0.10928726989057383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541061211887609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792695990513179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329457138636002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168045858240148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786063836688604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621697717232706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561664502563206,0.10383316073267218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269457349272023,0.0,0.08526211616179535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246299908637432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652324453581746,0.0,0.0,0.20534830286514494 adhd,Gorborg,2019/10/22,"I'm on medication! I was diagnosed with ADD a few months ago, at age 21, and began treatment after that. Hust the diagnosis itself was life changing. It seemed tok good to be true, my therapist says that it's pretty common for ADD people to have trouble accepting a diagnosis because I've spent my whole life convincing myself that I'm just stupid and irresponsible and I had evidence to support it. I accepted it, though, and immediately started noticing some changes. The knowledge that had an actual condition instead of just being a shitty person gave me a confidence boost and having a REASON (not an excuse) for my flawed behavior gave me hope to become a better person. My first dose was a couple months ago. It was an unreal experience, like my whole life I've been trying to have a conversation in a crowded room and suddenly all the sounds stopped. My thoughts are clear, at work I've been slowly coming to the realization that I can think without talking out loud. What it feels like to me is like when the power goes out and all the little sounds you dont notice go away and now I know how loud it was only because of the unfamiliar silence. I read a book. I started this month and finished it too, without getting distracted by another book midway through. I read Neuromancer, it's incredible and I've started it 4 or 5 times over the past few years. I love reading now. I work retail and interacting with customers is still hard but it's not the same terrible experience that it used to be. I still have no confidence, and that reflects in my customer service as my first instinct is to ""get someone who knows more about it than i do"" even though I know I can help on my own. Yesterday instead of immediately calling for backup I answered all the customers questions and they said they thanked me and said that I was a big help. I'm finally starting to learn not to hate myself. Its gonna be a long journey but I've taken the first steps. Too bad it had to start after I flunked college, lol. Tl;dr: Medication has started to turn my life around. I've still got a very long way to go, but I've taken the first steps. Just wanted to share my experience.",4.371994767822109,6.180881215827341,5.4959755831698285,78.16592544146503,71.37410071942446,8.315936341835624,30.142358840200572,8.927757054556999,2.6158815347721824,1725,73,315,34,33,571,215,417,0.054000000000000006,0.8,0.147,0.986,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,8,19,21,2,1,28,1,28,9,0,3,5,61,67,23,0,2,12,0,2,3,0,1,8,7,1,2,27,22,0,1,15,5,2,6,7,7,0,4,21,9,37,14,43,41,11,57,0,1,0,1,22,14,0,5,39,217,64,10,0.0,0.0,0.0779055339921242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153435168220466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371190644166318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106833393008796,0.0,0.0,0.07500577191765853,0.0,0.06665725634418128,0.09733096415729864,0.0881693239192934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060583904169479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815184628549931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890554819185047,0.06876909771353631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833374372035728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810288582548399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356373192542873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052728972031626284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427610467939236,0.0,0.0,0.04036598529629622,0.05703274192844854,0.0,0.08745319648689649,0.0,0.2716237826478113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341894004494217,0.0,0.09074191627224164,0.0669601688832519,0.06384977743913678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151472579284134,0.07881860215650903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702081193771254,0.0,0.0,0.07929222501913716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316224579885867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255537570866747,0.11700717697980195,0.08001368206008116,0.0,0.14129946185461684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205243827068637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608467840839693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116592000674068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178089735508568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607166266777836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620967291791048,0.055346180154794686,0.13941426782858482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121890531041771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943127890091247,0.0,0.2395639411086621,0.0,0.0,0.08208166446179699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187901110585345,0.0634864401217186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267700410151627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764227833449775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390374327468132,0.0,0.1912643139870498,0.06674399870273634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059359122393404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416677600656676,0.0,0.07349954016136344,0.0,0.09269231614827596,0.0,0.05115379048929641,0.15687111898512796,0.06337851876885202,0.046551289420845667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420139587340753,0.08683542623669424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895011698893559,0.0,0.06587062133444183,0.047087597211985896,0.06336775367539689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782614831951692,0.0,0.15391240936255818,0.0,0.11623881233981552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514098623150194 adhd,TuberousThrowaway,2019/10/22,"Do any of you find that you can't learn from past mistakes? When I was a kid, I would usually take my legos out to the sandbox to play, and then when I inevitably lost my favorite legos in the sand, I'd sob for hours in my mother's arms, and I would swear on my life that I would NEVER EVER do it again and say that I now fully understand why my parents didn't want to let me take small toys into the sandbox in the first place. Cue next week... I'd do the exact same. I always knew it was risky. I always knew that I *shouldn't*, and I really did understand the consequences. And yet, I did it again and again. This was an issue all throughout my childhood, and I see it all the time as an adult too. Don't put that mug of tea too close to the edge, you will knock it down for sure. And then I do. And then I cry because the mug was the last birthday gift my grandpa gave me before he died, and I promise myself to stop taking all these risks because I know it'll hurt me... and then I put the new mug right on the edge too... Can anyone at all relate? Is this an ADD thing or just me being a lazy, dumb piece of human garbage?",2.543878447644616,3.1917582572614123,3.7462924090798175,93.45335123260928,74.31120331950206,6.500463753966317,21.645350256285084,6.2272716619740125,0.08393658774713186,864,18,205,5,17,282,131,241,0.132,0.8140000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9419,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,2,12,9,1,1,17,0,23,3,1,0,8,40,35,19,1,6,2,3,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,15,15,1,1,7,2,0,2,5,6,0,1,11,3,32,3,21,16,6,39,0,3,1,0,12,13,2,1,24,143,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726407529744056,0.0,0.0,0.0969544312614052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969025605329766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382217967704475,0.0,0.12131899965647887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660958785249418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479681154056665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289653109013758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030900766033746,0.12127239866765956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040554426218868,0.0,0.15262719134584354,0.0,0.0,0.14880902030311471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835431317640197,0.11621590676522572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579040509186014,0.10070342472871847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563511448197076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996097605492733,0.13769775296532244,0.15162785004414012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831028447271994,0.0,0.13610192371727872,0.0,0.0,0.14895828966467806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866501987771653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133582248139226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217564402073346,0.0,0.11337965772186175,0.0,0.0,0.1136121074377044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919729179012248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437322970724128,0.0,0.3215911334004817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471907051589053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313537900262931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968467428544459,0.0,0.0,0.1570238585853168,0.0,0.08409316453409815,0.0,0.11436334539785625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864982694967605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038389993315789,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,4tops24,2019/10/22,"I'm so fucking angry i've always felt so overwhelmed by my backlog of games but last night i narrowed down a list and felt way better about it (got a hell of a lot of variety to keep me busy which is good). i'm currently getting through the link's awakening remake, except i now remember why i don't finish these games, its cos i mash through dialogue and have zero clue where to go and no way to identify where i am making walkthroughs useless and i feel like a fucking retard dumb fuck. holy shit i'm so angry this keeps happening. why the fuck are there not more hints in this game. i need a way to find out what's next on the agenda. this shit isnt fair",2.1557055961070546,3.925292058394163,3.5048357664233585,90.26898114355231,77.32116788321167,6.610462287104625,23.82542579075426,7.492282038375204,0.9825527980535278,520,17,111,7,12,170,94,137,0.325,0.624,0.051,-0.9942,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,8,1,8,0,6,6,2,2,0,20,24,8,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,6,3,0,1,4,10,0,1,3,3,9,3,16,21,2,17,1,2,0,4,3,7,8,1,7,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352174794897593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129138297967652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506044977042746,0.10605224248503252,0.2850693043626981,0.0,0.13568001290986004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489561133969186,0.07755865629421664,0.0,0.08436718438097787,0.12451226834147995,0.1187285031479968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127326645711926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638971992226224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100603030711538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252485201757057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620632541920238,0.0,0.0,0.0990910912214194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007330910677396,0.0,0.0,0.15787756365322309,0.13930965504043652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816417061257596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047622409071195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35349654345635706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679048899962762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Atlas_The_Red,2019/10/22,"I told my professor I have ADD I’ve always blamed myself for being who I am. I blame myself for getting a bad grade or not paying attention. I have never wanted to tell a teacher about my disorder because I didn’t want them to think I was using an excuse. But I had to admit to myself I need help, so I went up to my meanest professor and laid it all out for him. I care about his class, I just started medication, I’m not trying to be lazy. And he understood completely, told me it was okay as long as I get my assignments in at some point and that he had been worried about me. I felt accepted and understood, so when I got in my car I balled my eyes out because I now realize I’m not hopeless. I’m not a failure. I can do this and I don’t have to do it alone.",1.7579720279720306,2.8929987272727296,4.306666666666668,86.79230769230772,76.87878787878788,7.7435897435897445,24.813519813519807,8.384062270229773,1.473456876456876,590,20,133,11,13,209,96,165,0.11599999999999999,0.762,0.12300000000000001,-0.2306,0,1,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,4,1,16,2,1,1,2,30,36,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,8,1,1,2,7,2,0,0,13,2,33,3,21,21,2,14,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,2,5,99,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072362663752006,0.0,0.0,0.1692953618628699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988094567871334,0.2480551577083657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074414502109399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332437124410028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331832594179293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953539026099885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125993357599052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272587813588862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637522556739168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005606231234408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496496021734167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150863317643242,0.15692121286103616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192335853789968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401032699305294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783336818410306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036921679617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888302860118549,0.0,0.13813626442313898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572447054011986,0.0,0.0,0.24001244524096865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860984053513102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066239248397356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cactipoke,2019/10/22,How does anyone deal with super long lectures?! My statistics class is 2.5 hours of straight lecture and I think I’m in danger of failing it lol. At around the 1 hour mark I start forgetting what the professor is saying and the information just goes in one ear and out the other. There are 2 other people in my class who have learning differences and all three of us are panicking because we’re falling behind. I wish I could take a class where it’s more hands-on because auditory learning is the worst for me,5.09991341991342,6.3986717474747525,5.539855699855703,80.5345454545455,68.8989898989899,8.485425685425685,30.304473304473305,8.841846274778883,2.443726118326118,409,16,76,7,7,131,74,99,0.147,0.746,0.107,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,6,1,7,1,1,1,1,17,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,2,8,1,12,11,3,13,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,52,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705605172955509,0.0,0.0,0.2171481298299481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973931661616617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475710254105566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514796293648533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548534224557003,0.0,0.0,0.21346352230873944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804409820698842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586909521399386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652923018062113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910934658560922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398177753194326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726538867407548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834039160962855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562995686572718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29341601756541263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28050580003857745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,McCainOffensive,2019/10/22,It feels like I have my mind back I ran out of vyvanse early this month (fucking pharmacy always shorts me on 3 month supplies) and I just picked up the prescription today for the refill. Holy shit is everything crystal clear in my head. It feels like I finally got the right glasses for my brain and now I can see everything the way it's meant to be. I wish my pharmacy wasn't so shitty (thanks insurance for forcing me to go to only one pharmacy) but atm I'm just grateful I can think.,2.518015873015869,4.581411459183677,3.948503401360544,86.14808390022678,77.26530612244899,7.620861678004537,26.19501133786848,8.515128840125781,1.9411324263038543,385,15,77,8,9,127,69,98,0.024,0.835,0.141,0.8477,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,4,0,6,4,3,1,1,14,18,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,4,3,13,3,11,13,0,16,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,9,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647321773649196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384051052227726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334287904753927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596177635993143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232153131759475,0.2858582937467318,0.0,0.21916552391786756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496032502522008,0.0,0.0,0.11370367476560415,0.0,0.160013246932425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053282456962784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548695969255805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201239285890465,0.0,0.3193859168604629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557175513475686,0.15216129119255078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085760965747376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942888172403152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536768516807874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184196414474126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819596931086785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964177082481798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880525231399226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300691757641193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nothanabanah,2019/10/22,"I finally did it. After dealing with untreated symptoms of ADHD for the better part of my life, I finally worked up the courage to talk to my doctor. I honestly don’t know why I waited so long. Things were starting to get too out of hand and affect my new job (that I absolutely adore, but requires a lot of focus and memory) and I decided that enough was enough. AND HE BELIEVED ME! I’m getting scheduled for the test soon, and I can’t believe the weight that’s been taken off my shoulders. I’m not gonna let ADHD control my life anymore!",4.7203931847968565,5.2251199908256885,6.071847968545217,79.26486238532111,69.27522935779818,8.797378768020971,32.08519003931848,8.841846274778883,2.653038269986893,425,18,82,7,7,144,76,109,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.8474,1,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,7,2,2,0,16,16,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,13,4,14,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,58,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820231770923042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762296196053155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35813552117637754,0.0,0.14056700830830252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826154747776635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385724025622045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626789251558149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32844916016114634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482157952942617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607621972231876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772061382761113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734771041015947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625240215669313,0.22452404274700627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065439132270272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351226957256404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535025062764129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211346353328133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124965448386493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519657245403752,0.0,0.12774767439142878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559079144903047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354265146832805,0.0,0.0,0.14341607211103433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570815049920455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SassyHail,2019/10/22,"Sleep hours possibly getting less and less? Two days ago I went to bed at 11, woke up at 3-4 am. Not usually up until 7 or so, or even later. Last night I went to bed around 10:45, woke up at 2am, drifted in and out but not really...sleep?? I guess? I know I did see the clock go from 2:30a to 4:15 in a blink so I had to be asleep lol &#x200B; I don't FEEL tired, or like I'm not sleeping. I'm taking Bupropion at 450mg, having raised up last Friday to it from 300mg. &#x200B; Thing is, I'm feeling like I did in high school. Focusing on one or two things with a PASSION, and insomnia like no other. I'd stay up until 1AM, go to bed until 5, go to school and feel fine. &#x200B; I just dunno if this is something I should worry about??? I'm going to go to bed earlier tonight and see how long I last.",0.17794786096256845,1.8539957386363641,2.5271925133689837,95.38358288770056,83.0909090909091,5.732085561497327,19.44385026737968,6.794906146795322,0.036352673796791635,614,16,149,7,17,210,103,176,0.038,0.809,0.153,0.9634,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,10,6,3,1,0,26,32,17,0,2,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,7,5,11,5,31,23,2,40,0,0,2,1,0,16,0,7,18,85,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029096390296308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310892744284011,0.3713058265689271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067520778183064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656899781599728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727624288749287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450738331620192,0.07276736963915477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321659664173475,0.0,0.2894412200728232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220806145449476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761856064723736,0.0,0.0,0.10030960411726593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597848843438995,0.2490835741780948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928800913000154,0.0,0.0,0.09014111739084904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558682518251586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902161129710177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148295812232836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617145112479834,0.16233526360929418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057946570396081,0.0,0.0,0.07841525835965639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856706653975848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658453339227682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533984737899074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707077756978433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900091473676101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218218749428996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884675759768615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034417348993624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713058265689271,0.0 adhd,espnl21,2019/10/22,"I got lost in my hyperfocus again.... I have some exams in a couple of days. I’m starting to feel the pressure and stress so I can finally study a bit. On meds of course, without them I can’t study at all. It was 3am cause I study way better at night. So I read about four pages and took some notes. Being happy cause I could understand what the pages said. Then I got a message...... I read it and replied and found my way to Instagram for some reason. I saw a picture of Rosalía performing. I love her clothes, nails, make up and well her whole look. So when I really love a picture I save it to my camera roll. I went to her page and started saving pictures I liked. I decided to take a little break and save some pictures and then I would continue studying. Then my father walked in at 6:30am to go to work. I looked up different pictures and saved them from 3am till 6:30am. I was so deep in my hyperfocus I didn’t look at the time. My phone obviously shows what time it is but I just didn’t see. I didn’t even realize the sun came up. Guys.... I saved 1300 pictures of Rosalía while I was supposed to study. I love my hyperfocus but these hyperfocus moments drive me crazy.",1.0637596153846192,3.3128417541666657,2.710833333333333,92.06826923076923,83.54166666666666,6.0256410256410255,22.14743589743589,7.321109707123232,0.7474262820512818,911,31,200,14,26,299,127,240,0.037000000000000005,0.835,0.129,0.9616,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,4,10,15,0,2,10,0,13,3,0,4,2,36,37,21,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,0,6,3,0,6,5,3,1,1,15,7,38,12,29,19,10,39,0,1,5,3,13,14,0,4,17,128,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455836120343607,0.1414127211550274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814729856823433,0.0,0.2661250575931249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341880606261583,0.1433219838035302,0.0,0.08353584428245629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533081118714982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555304640339739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549403259941336,0.0,0.0,0.14189329108637522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202246628543155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361462849034851,0.0,0.20719322837625925,0.0,0.0,0.12825461948263847,0.0,0.13788661497121524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328159552512827,0.12982263811414724,0.0,0.0,0.326316598403795,0.0,0.14139680537057375,0.0,0.3507164291664555,0.0,0.08646198069178085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438781301247753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215547084588089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912920583086896,0.0,0.08297994676682531,0.1331779509063118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321226437951127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321828140506653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336336488714106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837566232508673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739010173396684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105944495071394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391209648190784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484483005003714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562905597395847,0.0,0.0,0.11646262166483748,0.1200751909028616,0.0,0.14461511723182732,0.0,0.12486186429308545,0.0,0.0942990553657995,0.0,0.0,0.09201407620526406,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Biscolatta,2019/10/22,"I did it you guys. I made the appointment. I’ve been diagnosed as ADHD for almost 2 decades. Which is saying something, because I’m 25. I had depression and anxiety manifest in my teen years, and I did a decent job of managing it all from age 15-19, and then my psychiatrist, the one I had been seeing for years, up and retired on me. She was the one who had faith in my skills of self regulation, because she taught them to me, and I confided in her about addiction issues that run in my family, so she could help find a course of treatment that worked without jeopardizing my goals of NOT becoming a junkie. She also said I had one of the toughest cases of ADHD she has ever worked with because I’m so resistant to medication. We tried a lot of medications over the years. By the time she had retired I was on 60mg Adderal per day. A 30 in the morning and a 30 in the afternoon. That’s a lot, but it worked better than anything else ever had. I was pulling straight A’s in college. I was flourishing. When she retired she gave me a list of her colleagues who she thought would be of help to me, and I went down that list, trying every single one, only to be filed away as “medication seeking” because of the dose I was requesting. I was flat out refused the course of treatment I was already on by every single one of them. Being forced off my medication cold turkey, and the realization that I was being treated like the junkie I had worked so hard to avoid being sent me into a spiral. I quit my job, lost my insurance, my grades tanked and I dropped out of college. Fast forward 2 years and I got my shit together on my own, the best that I could. I acquired a house, a car, a husband (who also has ADHD) and a pretty okay life, all without medication. Then we wanted to have a baby. So I did that. And I decided I wanted to breastfeed, because my equipment was in working order, so I did that too, for 2 years. That kept me from seeking help for my ADHD for even longer, because I didn’t want to transfer stimulants to my infant through breastmilk. Fast forward to now, about 3 3/4 years after deciding to start a family, and I’m a hot mess mom with a toddler who has a red dye sensitivity. His doctor is referring to him as “pre-ADHD” because he’s too young to test, but he’s a classic case already. Many people have said “that’s just how toddlers are!” But not this one. Not my kid. I have experience working with toddlers as a preschool teacher. He is not like them. He is beyond spastic and impulsive, but he’s also brilliant. I recognize myself in him. And that scares the shit out of me. Because I’m barely hanging on here. I’m always in a frenzy because of all the things I’ve forgotten, and all the things I have to do. I never finish anything. I chase my kid around cleaning up catastrophic messes and leave all my responsibilities for “later.” And you guys know as well as I do that later means never. I’m scared because if I’m the example he has to look up to, there’s no way in hell he’s going to grow to be a functional adult. I’m barely functional. I’m a stay at home mom because I can’t hold down a job. Luckily for me, my husband has a different type of ADHD and is hyper focused, driven, ambitious and has a great business going for him. I hope to the gods that my kid turns out like his dad. But on the off chance that he ends up being like me, stressy, depressy and messy... I need to show him that it’s manageable, and he can be happy, and productive, and have a fulfilling life. But I can’t teach him that while I’m unhappy, unproductive and unfulfilled. He turns 3 this week, and he’s bound to start noticing things and picking up on my shitty habits. So I did the damn thing. I started searching for the perfect psychiatrist for me about 2 years ago. A woman, who knows her shit, who will listen to me when I say something isn’t working. (No offense to the men, I must just come off as a moody girl, because I’ve yet to have a male psychiatrist that I felt respected me, or took me seriously.) Unfortunately, she didn’t exist in my area. But she did exist, she just hadn’t started practicing yet. Yesterday, I found her. She’s the new girl at the office, and she’s perfect. Absolutely perfect. I spoke with her. She heard me, and set up an appointment for medication management. Not an evaluation, because I’ve done that dance a dozen times with no results. Medication management. She’s gonna dive right into treatment with me. She pulled my records and she paid attention. She trusted that I wasn’t just seeking high doses of stimulants, because I’m willing to try anything to get back to how I used to be. And I already trust her to help me get back to the productive, driven and focused person I was with properly managed medication. I can’t even express how excited I am right now. I’m almost in tears. I finally made the call. I found my doctor. I set the appointment. I’m going to try CBT too. I’m going to do it all, so I can be a shining example of what you can accomplish when you set out to help yourself. For my son. So my boy knows that it’s possible to fight with ADHD and win. Now I am crying. This has been my struggle for almost 6 years. 6 years knowing I have debilitating disorders, and being unable or unwilling to seek help. But I did it. I’m so goddamn proud of myself. I’ll let you know how it goes on Thursday. Thanks for listening. And thanks for being on this sub. Because you guys were the final straw. The support here on r/ADHD inspired me to get it done. I owe it to you. Thank you.",3.0759639639639644,4.694566109909911,4.783243243243245,82.73612612612612,74.38738738738738,7.744144144144144,28.009009009009013,8.447377352677275,2.0376468468468465,4322,174,863,78,90,1464,411,1110,0.092,0.767,0.141,0.9964,5,1,2,0,1,0,149.0,2,8,3,23,46,44,7,4,64,1,85,19,3,11,14,135,157,75,0,10,22,6,3,4,0,5,16,8,2,16,46,54,0,5,16,2,2,19,20,17,1,7,55,16,147,27,145,82,12,128,2,2,4,0,105,54,5,9,56,606,193,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545746055762168,0.4009074264003885,0.0,0.03696315602877182,0.0,0.1252649096335278,0.0,0.13804581464454474,0.10003869549335136,0.0346964470800382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031899196702534334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294280321866607,0.03712045711222183,0.0,0.0,0.039177062211384936,0.06412706145382795,0.0,0.3812847805303545,0.046052657015702096,0.0,0.0,0.043759946001971264,0.03687888648969803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257877505950525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035919518597871215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658563145662226,0.0,0.045803784414801985,0.02689204774536695,0.0,0.03591481004013067,0.042323044475194485,0.0,0.04356600052497921,0.04779003116989379,0.08536025184414524,0.0,0.08534397435188715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03483370061892878,0.0,0.03693244599188659,0.0,0.0,0.05508286002024488,0.07543726253948448,0.07026547760913061,0.0,0.0,0.04078908104006265,0.0786191667723038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04003704690549458,0.09135721776486372,0.03811162379025326,0.0,0.0,0.09144038650878147,0.0,0.0,0.06535715026044049,0.0,0.09479275016009656,0.0,0.03335005612184403,0.04597268341355447,0.0,0.1238640507072242,0.0,0.04438877065412857,0.0373536167922121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769753446972774,0.04405669711390835,0.041826940757561014,0.04141596510551377,0.0,0.04811440760982685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043522343544901976,0.12413781906085605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458187579428705,0.0,0.0,0.0441526330439956,0.0,0.04263948571822937,0.05890569050537221,0.0814870168791552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03501619222964518,0.0,0.04551877907896354,0.07090105449094301,0.0,0.07891215478766025,0.0,0.04227567894521752,0.0,0.0454218315085452,0.0,0.3360543758406577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767343088891636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03091886900698228,0.06432082365231613,0.040272618539592464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747395661989669,0.0,0.0,0.16953567516283571,0.031713546835199606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028908451811778906,0.036409474259335474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700873203697704,0.0,0.04242230997342356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443514295922629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122048930520399,0.0793295411082464,0.06632055508897104,0.08349483667138233,0.0,0.03322826237745607,0.0,0.043500572788685,0.0,0.12840856536448556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420300115301601,0.0,0.0,0.11805749748869712,0.04444499478827083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359226897898792,0.0,0.0,0.04731890184703584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517097886430815,0.0,0.0,0.1108103774582836,0.0,0.0,0.0331039079952216,0.04862939784588218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046328507276966566,0.11324202944848134,0.09071186946950624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601406870024952,0.0,0.0,0.07378447064249062,0.033098285164801754,0.033447977798732965,0.0,0.03749191032021645,0.03865487677212541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039162697133034,0.0,0.21249875484180134,0.0,0.0,0.029621379323001143,0.0,0.0,0.2416718861002839 adhd,RecluseOnTheWeb,2019/10/22,"Seeking encouragement/ support to take prescribed medication... I was prescribed adderall again after being off of it for about 8 years. (I took it as a child.) I’m nervous to take it again, because I am afraid of it causing anxiety. I recently tried vyvanse which causes anxiety, and it didn’t help as well as adderall supposedly did when I was a kid. Looking for support, thank you! :)",4.8581904761904715,7.198496342857148,5.985714285714287,72.92761904761906,71.28571428571428,8.095238095238095,37.38095238095238,8.841846274778883,3.7803809523809515,304,18,49,6,6,101,47,70,0.07400000000000001,0.711,0.215,0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,3,14,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,5,1,6,5,12,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,6,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318539177468296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221947183201388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456295511588025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453826678072267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214033231533755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218502683309396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416136012476708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922682883788407,0.0,0.0,0.32616175053588004,0.0,0.0,0.1996912383262902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409825047726421,0.1472600214533566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501803508719925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967569110407702 adhd,adhdthrwawy,2019/10/22,"Started on medication last week but dosage is much too low I was prescribed 5mg Focalin (dexmethylphenidate) last week and my doc told me to take it once in the morning and if I really needed to I could take it again at noon. There are two problems I've encountered in the last week: 1. One dose (5mg) doesn't really do much of anything, and the little that it does only last for a very short period of time. I tried dosing 10mg and it actually feels like it works at that dosage and lasts for around four hours. 2. The medication only lasts for a few hours and then I crash at noon and have to nap, and am not medicated for the rest of the day. The information sheet I was given on Focalin from my pharmacy says that it is typically taken twice a day, which makes sense, but contradicts what my doctor prescribed me. At this rate my medication will run out halfway through the month if I take 10mg doses, which I will since 5mg doesn't do anything, and if I want to be medicated for the entire day my medication will run out twice as fast. **TLDR**: My doctor told me to call her after my first week. Is it okay to tell her that I have tried doubling up on the dosage? And is she allowed to write me a new prescription for a higher dosage halfway through the month since my current one is not working too well?",5.178295454545456,5.3240831174242444,5.773787878787882,83.05568181818184,68.20454545454545,9.024242424242424,28.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,1.8669060606060608,1029,31,219,16,16,334,130,264,0.06,0.912,0.027999999999999997,-0.8549,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,16,1,20,11,0,2,0,29,32,17,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,3,11,1,0,0,15,13,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,1,7,6,2,25,3,34,21,5,47,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,3,30,145,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.08654406933607968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459609069425529,0.07894872808223073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055761689800333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080800347043266,0.0,0.0,0.17158406416748986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815463449574636,0.07760911222871429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448419573204517,0.06335680302738668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754356791944231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467433167717758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337421848505973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332716269074729,0.08888597886695376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919813293123264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360467166166556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157553631925007,0.0,0.13038781390246207,0.06575903347479684,0.0,0.08565282481919799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944469605408852,0.12019092220231355,0.13489834880244028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485986424728181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362816072512424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052611790518418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672280939834775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277191872345664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004094779597256,0.0,0.07751486971145864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051713117321407015,0.0,0.0,0.1694852280415416,0.0,0.12042300776873435,0.0,0.08663266117607864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317466844595266,0.052308893465712894,0.0,0.2845520243621378,0.0,0.07973874417024879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291279235143621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItsforScience944,2019/10/22,Throwing technology at the issue/. What are your favorite apps for keeping yourself on task or on track?,10.073333333333334,10.648079666666673,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,57.88888888888889,9.422222222222222,51.33333333333334,8.841846274778883,5.3529333333333335,86,6,12,1,1,26,17,18,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7613390274424051,0.0,0.648353981473896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tony-stark3000,2019/10/22,How do you manage to keep your space from getting super messy and disorganized? My desk at work and my bedroom at home are catastrophic. I haven't found anything that works. When I'm not thinking about it directly it's like I dont even see it. What has worked for you to make the change to be tidy and keep up with it?,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,78.0909090909091,6.218181818181819,21.60606060606061,7.1686216300943375,0.39526060606060703,252,7,57,3,6,80,52,66,0.11900000000000001,0.79,0.092,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,10,12,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,37,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073718613623304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665791577279238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953383250884293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644148285862398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630143965098425,0.0,0.0,0.13165790593496804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527732961058881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479725963785724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311288773048006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820979359844568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080879100636886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146934815590938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503699260425592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RipDove,2019/10/22,"Is this kind of sleep temporary as I adjust? I did a jump recently of 20 to 40mg XR, and I find sleeping to be difficult if I don't work off the energy through the day. But when I sleep, it's a deep sleep almost right away and I only sleep for about 4 hours max and then I typically end up taking a 3 hour nap later in the day. I take my dosage at 9am. I saw a suggestion of someone with a similar issue to get up at 6-7am, take it, and go back to sleep. But as I get used to the dosage, will I fall back into a typical sleep pattern like when I was on 20mg, or should I just need to adjust my schedule? I see my doctor again on Monday.",2.4335416666666667,2.153655826388892,4.990277777777783,87.78250000000001,74.06944444444444,8.622222222222224,24.333333333333336,8.515128840125781,1.1856166666666663,485,12,122,8,9,175,91,144,0.021,0.938,0.040999999999999995,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,10,0,7,8,7,1,0,18,17,13,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,17,2,25,11,0,30,0,0,2,0,1,12,0,3,16,77,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493276149218205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783693438837497,0.17651312600223867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480435655251071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747930240181792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165850960799963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490425882187876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993267363809874,0.0,0.0652305137401125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260647950554618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979755092294847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195227656435211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607433021195403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510582111743395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729321384124224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332861374559047,0.0,0.0,0.09801908053842484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146254842957934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8040204617284942,0.0,0.097250328130016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889445479473083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991306275731578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835591505773188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quiltymilk,2019/10/22,"What are signs of adhd from your personal experience? I’m not trying to self diagnose, but I don’t have health insurance at the moment and I can atleast come up with some questions and answers I’m for my doc in the meantime. I’ve long suspected ive had it(reading through my posts may provide some insight), but I was too embarrassed to mention it because when I did as a kid my parents told me it was in my head and my wife is incredibly intelligent and that intimidated me.",4.374817629179333,5.8280499468085125,5.8407598784194565,77.10500000000002,70.80851063829788,9.201215805471127,34.705167173252285,9.606745405546679,3.4430231003039515,381,20,73,9,7,129,71,94,0.10099999999999999,0.852,0.047,-0.6137,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,11,3,1,0,0,17,15,8,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,13,0,12,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,3,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088497158126597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665754017787978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137246417582102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608374781351311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513836413676509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637438974840745,0.2731662975888364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274263520787544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853548355731716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439206734282066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612352982710695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878854491760068,0.0,0.25705761131164273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680946005735605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556311070497175,0.0,0.1744780281434987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Orangefriedegg,2019/10/22,"The Discord isn't Non-Partisan for some reason???? I recently joined the official r/ADHD discord, and I looked over the rules, it seems to have a fairly clear political leaning, which I thought was quite weird. I understand the idea of making controversial topics -- I saw PewDiePie was not an allowed topic, which I don't necessarily agree with but would understand in that context -- and even making political topics against the rules would make sense to me, but the rules clearly have a policy against supporting Trump. Just quickly checking google I came up with a number of 26% of eligible voters who voted trump. On top of this, they have a politics chat, giving everyone else the chance to share their views and stances, who they would vote for. This is very clearly alienating. People coming to look for help with a condition would ideally ""feel at home"" something the subreddit boasts in its description, not feel as though they're opinions aren't welcome while others are. Lightening the mood a bit, another oversight in the Discord rules is the rule against discussion of ""use of recreational drugs"", this is more-so a bad wording, rather using the phrase ""controlled-substances"" would work great, but like, caffeine is a drug, I saw a mod talking about coffee, seems a bit off to me lmao. That's obviously just a little nitpick and not so serious. In all, though the discord seems I little, off, I would think that type of place would be non-partisan, like you don't go to the hospital and get kicked out for mentioning Trump, and you especially wouldn't if there was a room specifically for politics in the hospital. Those are my, thoughts on that, yup, yes. Your guys' thoughts?",11.162040244523688,9.112324990066227,9.685231788079477,67.000802343352,57.37748344370861,13.530718288334185,43.0983188996434,12.09199376347754,5.1459395822720335,1345,60,230,32,13,415,173,302,0.07200000000000001,0.755,0.17300000000000001,0.9879,1,0,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,3,3,4,10,11,0,0,28,2,25,2,0,7,5,58,51,15,0,11,10,0,2,2,0,8,2,0,2,1,15,12,0,0,13,1,1,3,8,3,0,0,9,7,19,7,39,33,4,24,0,0,5,0,17,18,0,6,5,151,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235142077285606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776735322478012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581188023049137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440487384070168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754591656785855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853058016793201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837009811090534,0.0,0.08585437237381524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788116524465718,0.0,0.0,0.0982048275041416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039311032469136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053695100013788605,0.09859005136471226,0.05840875306082565,0.0,0.0,0.11330854347028613,0.0,0.10176227948027676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888715197599488,0.0,0.10309056124532956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601917825937424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042023337268813,0.20601281475755387,0.0,0.0,0.17260831627882914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058070488002891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125045408612933,0.0,0.10737680939580917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931265079128663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566864503912272,0.10147678801617957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806843866750894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912033850219494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662655839924825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260573566095979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658533396594913,0.20194959127131926,0.24477289465815674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398242554342975,0.0,0.17752723425585154,0.0,0.08479919784686119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482059410857772,0.0,0.0,0.5110532099103815,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spiderCEOmoses,2019/10/22,"Spending Tons of Time Crafting Texts/Posts Obviously posts like this are to be thought out but I can’t be the only one who sits there, way overthinking every text/post going out to friends or anyone I value, and in most cases trying to come across as though I hadn’t thought about it at all lmao. Is this normal? Anxiety? Im starting to philosophize about the art form of typing. Has anyone been there/ascended who wants to share some golden information/advice? Would be appreciated 🙏",3.3057142857142883,6.1472079780219815,4.167791208791209,81.3897087912088,79.10989010989009,6.716923076923077,23.385714285714286,7.908726449838941,1.5083881318681318,390,13,69,7,10,125,71,91,0.021,0.7509999999999999,0.228,0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,15,16,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,15,8,5,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,46,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031849010687305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568204171175207,0.0,0.0,0.2866741810085075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658481941431411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727169121276059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837842974634989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165032364172531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214294994572568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015007662901676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008513234015396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890974300106296,0.15590773928726895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5889848933553172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509633402897926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014062939483471,0.32548585523586154,0.11953408302848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917797412696695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209112105115754,0.16271528508448255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562238367150754,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,telebrandz,2019/10/22,"TeleBrandz TeleBrandz is online shopping company, customer can buy daily base products very easy by visit our website. We will provide them good quality products with cash on delivery. Telebrandz working in Pakistan country. Telebrandz has these category products , Health & Wellbing, Menware, Womenware, Fitness & Exercise, Homeware, Baby Toys and more other categories.",12.358888888888893,15.762245814814815,10.652777777777782,42.732500000000044,53.814814814814824,13.548148148148147,59.7962962962963,12.602617957971056,9.875162962962962,310,25,24,11,4,96,48,54,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7789087473732813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014822123384265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820691713411759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965766212842001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616774635447789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Marley217,2019/10/22,"Is it possible my neck is cramping due to ritalin usage? Hi guys, as the title implies I'd like to know if it's possible to get (worsened) neck cramps from taking ritalin. I work behind a desk and at everyday around 1400 my neck starts cramping. I'm mindful of my posture but it's probably not perfect. Has anyone experienced neck cramps/other muscle cramps due to ritalin usage?",3.5995238095238093,6.14869244444445,5.465873015873015,74.19500000000002,75.94444444444444,8.55873015873016,31.119047619047624,9.23628265651192,3.4714380952380948,304,15,49,8,7,104,50,72,0.063,0.912,0.025,-0.5584,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,11,4,0,1,8,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,10,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023767017447304,0.0,0.0,0.2576547198720752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512156148929043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658193504737045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906356444341144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414012389700413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29224253814654083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525793390912155,0.0,0.0,0.31205528845995845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486056618517093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761589502168874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070902450829987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swimback,2019/10/22,"Vyvanse doesn’t work if I don’t get a full night of sleep? So I’ve recently switched from adderall XR 20mg and 10mg adderall short acting daily to Vyvanse 70mg daily with 10mg short acting adderall as an optional supplement daily. I’ve always gotten good results from the short acting adderalls but the extended releases stopped working for me so I switched over to Vyvanse. I really like the Vyvanse and I think it works really well but only on days that I’ve gotten a full 8 hours of sleep. I’ve noticed that if I get less sleep than that it literally does nothing. I got 6 hours of sleep last night and took a Vyvanse 4 hours ago and I’ve been yawning through class all morning and feel like I could go to sleep right now. I almost feel like Vyvanse makes me more tired on these days than if I had not taken anything at all. However if I take a short acting adderall on less than a full nights sleep it still works no problem. Im just wondering if anyone else has had this experience? And if so why does this happen and what can I do about it? I really like the Vyvanse when it works but I’m a college student and sometimes it’s not possible for me to get 8 hours of sleep so I’m wondering if I should talk to my psychiatrist about switching to a different medication.",4.7426538987688085,5.449988860465119,5.6505289557683565,81.58204514363888,69.31007751937986,8.7062471500228,31.45554035567716,8.841846274778883,2.488668673050616,1018,42,202,17,17,335,125,258,0.054000000000000006,0.862,0.084,0.8099,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,11,7,0,0,12,0,10,10,7,2,2,37,29,24,0,10,13,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,1,1,0,8,2,17,6,27,19,8,35,0,0,0,0,1,13,0,11,20,117,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577524764264441,0.0,0.08559856686322602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112844660134829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977148496225135,0.0875871185772104,0.07034497091148978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825097279490958,0.0,0.0,0.11025852748811976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931121779780468,0.0,0.0,0.1496129575118127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140981924418129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836184744214153,0.0,0.0,0.08644523384779866,0.12213770274147767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398353328778126,0.0,0.048581783117474416,0.07169882532425037,0.06836831680611201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559206114243776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367329249509544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233597494163936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696798022053261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705009926295245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706035987705998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611481772179676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406591436114329,0.0,0.08202294728064613,0.0973226100241192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501343833284415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636888983981616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179539038322728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642872018618155,0.0,0.08440384443280351,0.0,0.0,0.07300175085335454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988109774718138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454456696436685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682665872763356,0.0714673571503854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427234501154443,0.06870774881910212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054773856609592886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824977803538794,0.0,0.0,0.09497441476841448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685920506622429,0.0,0.07713483244348067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540466339858533,0.3111620848948942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uberzuber22,2019/10/22,"Sleep stops my overthinking/anxiety I constantly stress about everything and my anxiety builds up when my brain doesnt let me do normal things like get out of bed, go to class, or just eat a normal 3 meals a day, and i’ve realized that i use sleep as a coping mechanism because my brain can’t fuck me over when i’m asleep. is this a problem?? i didn’t even realize it until now but i have a terrible sleeping problem because it’s the only time i’m unconscious and can finally calm down and i’m seriously wondering if that connects to my adhd. also i’m struggling so hard, just had a panic attack about my adhd because i’m unmedicated and i really need to be. just trying to get through today :(",5.924500000000003,5.733905735714287,7.502142857142857,72.44535714285716,66.64285714285714,11.285714285714285,33.92857142857143,10.9516,3.8024999999999984,553,23,105,15,8,193,92,140,0.261,0.7070000000000001,0.032,-0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,3,7,0,10,9,6,1,0,22,22,14,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,1,3,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,2,1,13,2,14,18,0,15,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,11,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258566286439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841496033165224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074207462259447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422999173547772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792590998355274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026810188521609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465025758761651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743117676133501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872154603290315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954244237089777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184121511705664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850987047276235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533191088206594,0.1416590413925662,0.0,0.07704732801882226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144373323142425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386291013664144,0.0,0.06623245879204885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052314078148844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26565884816640595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310678998236243,0.0,0.15906171577900466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594435967097024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684935737149342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40700252095064576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334225620515513,0.15529451903258318,0.14172678148640355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006641842860938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790517241215502,0.0,0.1285041292898484,0.0,0.0,0.09204285954040292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708860687148134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701944844786866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MisterTyzer,2019/10/22,"LPT for Ritalin/Aderrall users that will change your life. Hey /r/ADHD Just stoping by to share a tip that I’m pretty sure I first read here, but which proved so effective that I feel it’s worth sharing for those who may have missed it the first time round: **Context** This is for any of you that - like me - have benefited greatly from the use of stimulants as a tool for managing their ADHD but also - not always - but sometimes, once in a while, on occasion, now and again, here and there might have, perhaps, but not much, used their drugs to have a great time fucking about because procrastinating on uppers is a blast. **Example** you know what I mean - you’re up, your dressed, you’ve had your morning dose and you’re feeling good - focused, energised, sharp - *look out world, I’m comin’ for ya.* But then you see a 45 minute exposé come up on your recommended feed about some creator you’ve never heard of’s alleged transgressions with a sugar baby and end up down a rabbit hole so deep that it’s 3pm before you’ve even come up for air - an entire day lost ‘researching’ some guy you don’t know just to figure out if he’s as big a piece of shit as his ex says he is. At least there’s some hours left this afternoon to salvage some of what youve squandered, though, right?* But wait* says your brain, *we need to report our findings - remember that thread we saw on Reddit earlier? The one containing various inaccuracies in terms of the timeline of events? We owe it to them to address it - we can really add value to this conversation having researched the evidence so stringently - people will love us for it! We might even get Gold! Seriously - I feel really positive about this - let’s do it! Oh, but let’s take another dose first, okay? Then we’ll be super hyped to drop some major knowledge. Hey - we should start a YouTube channel! I think we have things to say that people want to hear! Man, I’m so proud of us - look at how productive we’ve been today! ^heyweshouldtotallysnortthisnexthitlol* Meanwhile, the CV you were supposed to be working on remains unchanged since mid 2018 and you’ve lost another day of your life to absolutely fuck all. Sound familiar? If so, there’s a simple but insanely effective solition to this that changed my life **How to focus on what matters with your meds** The easiest way to avoid this happening to me seems so obvious now I know it but it has worked every single time I’ve tried it for almost a year now - do not take your medication until you’ve started doing the thikg you need to get done first. However much you struggle to start without takikg your meds first, deny yourself until you’re doing what you need to do. Soon as you are, pop your first pill and before you notice it begin working, you’ll be 90% finished doing whatever it was you needed to do. This works for everything - writing, reading, research, design, cleaning, telephone calls, workouts, admin, shopping - everything I’ve ever used it for. My prescription is supposed to be one pill first thing,a second at lunch and some additional quick-release mini doses for anything past half five, but simce waiting to take my pills til I’m doing a goven task, my productivity is better than I ever thought possible and my addiction to procrastination that was previously liable to be heightened through by my medication is now mostly gone completely. **Final words** I really hope this helps sole of you like it helped me but I guess I’m also writing this to see how relatable my story is with yours - ADHD has been something I’ve found extremely isolating as a person wanting desperately to connect with those around me but feeling I just mever will. It would help a lot to hear whether you guys have see glimpses of yourselves here too - I hope I’m not alone in feeling my medication is something easily abused for those times when I know I’m not going to get things done but just want a break from beating myself up about it. Which is something I’ve not asmitted to anyone until now so again, thanks for reading. Here’s to wasting less time together. x **TL:DR: if you’re medicated but still struggle to get to certain tasks, try only taling your pills once you’ve started that task - not before. This has worked wonders for me in every area of my life and is how I’ve made my medication work for me.**",3.8068673218673226,6.148474920147425,4.500982800982801,82.38498771498773,74.36855036855036,7.446683046683046,26.601965601965603,8.358175599149588,1.9468412776412776,3411,127,626,62,74,1090,390,814,0.059000000000000004,0.799,0.14300000000000002,0.9972,2,2,5,0,1,0,121.0,11,27,3,21,45,28,3,3,25,1,56,26,2,11,8,127,128,54,0,14,30,1,7,2,0,10,18,7,2,4,48,27,3,4,22,6,3,4,10,10,0,12,16,21,71,18,106,95,18,87,0,3,7,3,69,31,3,20,51,410,119,17,0.0,0.06376104142918741,0.0,0.0586654343323401,0.1940226753347756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388715984942328,0.0557352940923164,0.0,0.08607041175296758,0.04477773533256056,0.0,0.0,0.03659550951318393,0.11285778681359294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03762814825795845,0.0,0.04428451119009328,0.04790605793614602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03280464413649671,0.0,0.1373757923685318,0.0,0.0,0.04759429732923028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007445799619793,0.054950327219413314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385660152628932,0.09271235716661128,0.056423177400988275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941142957460977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101412454981956,0.0,0.0,0.06240740101323643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047663418908394005,0.0,0.0,0.07108755895545404,0.0973560713122504,0.09068158915924793,0.0,0.09672948753130023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605041256182376,0.0,0.0,0.05895083880429501,0.0491852148214883,0.3204203885239988,0.0,0.05900450579784192,0.0,0.0995007436465042,0.11246281863582573,0.0,0.030583856816252933,0.04513680780937954,0.0,0.11866071737380166,0.05928242156196947,0.10656906103368552,0.04758772992822046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130505599461334,0.0,0.10821159580239297,0.0,0.0,0.10689930987799674,0.052996158751086084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829953416012448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846929877265026,0.1100573555443861,0.15204227758229466,0.0525818114234809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038076921225732,0.0,0.11748913873269587,0.045750918609494186,0.048569427357501783,0.0509203085470504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861945302116961,0.11955091592436025,0.2710607851293365,0.0,0.11417674943908727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911927549323831,0.1596102252179347,0.04150483781857791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061267837015456614,0.0,0.11462075890195138,0.07293180551845772,0.040928133170739865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137175453826822,0.07461599748907151,0.04698849418850656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066743827157016,0.0,0.05474840014033256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614863246048919,0.0,0.10342428655479564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060961011717709526,0.04595704299358442,0.0,0.12838566392829542,0.0,0.0,0.12864887879150844,0.04899043746456449,0.0,0.0,0.05523951526468904,0.044515672249147854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428642851618453,0.053223631672346984,0.0,0.1523599048737959,0.0,0.042976099200498455,0.0,0.0,0.11251659735557927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071925792448124,0.0,0.12138477043903563,0.0,0.0,0.04954489622219304,0.0,0.0,0.10725531368850524,0.034481974113033435,0.05287219003897292,0.042722473204937626,0.1568974988347932,0.0,0.051009580624753935,0.0,0.0,0.07307263495119433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946374208140474,0.13943460257948556,0.0,0.0,0.0952230495088171,0.04271521662296602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187497998242021,0.058359217329842276,0.2350643234661143,0.0,0.0,0.038228072184192836,0.0,0.0,0.03465458814576098 adhd,mike_420_,2019/10/22,"I think I may have ADHD My entire life I've been hyper and on edge. I constantly tap and fidget around, and I always want to get up and move around. I always feel like a constant annoyance because I always interrupt people and sometimes don't know when to stop. Recently, I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression which could actually explain some of these actions. However, I am going to be tested soon to finally answer the question once and for all. I have never been tested before and I have no idea what to expect from the doctor and I'm kind of nervous of how my life is going to be different if I do actually have ADHD.",5.403841463414634,6.176653398373986,7.0989329268292725,71.5513262195122,67.86178861788618,10.052439024390246,30.822154471544714,10.125756701596842,3.300659349593495,500,19,86,12,8,174,80,123,0.141,0.8270000000000001,0.032,-0.902,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,15,4,0,1,2,29,24,12,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,1,13,2,16,17,2,16,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,9,67,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.28677095029418925,0.0,0.3531699790923518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36678023951389016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240339181191032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160315721623106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956903205124016,0.0,0.12502921536072056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175648865851573,0.0,0.1173140955782681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655323274866073,0.1491339670769903,0.0,0.1535137788061627,0.0,0.15039221712499287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429377201977963,0.104969010303927,0.0,0.16095798961693214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676646151876854,0.0,0.16701089272770522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586954453945127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300817552149426,0.08075056936105007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075663369071748,0.07178407321087599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561665938234724,0.0,0.0,0.11332383711847012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647891781890147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186488600250407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645986589285945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507867459585416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532055739754618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228426207588334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941487745353776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866649280711966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ajdctx13,2019/10/22,Impulsive Ik this is impulsive but i like really wanna buy a rice cooker if any one has one are they worth it,0.21942028985506928,2.581161086956527,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,90.30434782608695,8.284057971014493,16.36231884057971,8.841846274778883,1.4994753623188408,87,2,18,3,3,31,21,23,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960497190959783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845296037800058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.789294136712093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730982314735644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bipobob,2019/10/22,"Neuropsychological Evaluation - what to expect. Hi. Long time lurker. First time caller. I have had anxiety and depression my whole life. Now, looking back, I am seeing signs that I have probably undiagnosed ADHD-PI, and unfortunately I self medicate with cannibis, which has I think helped me but masked my symptoms. Anyway I spoke to my mental health doctor, who doesn’t believe me necessarily but set me up with a Neuropsychological evaluation. So, I was just curious what to expect. Sorry about the long story. Thanks for any info.",5.272527472527472,8.602530373626376,6.631527472527473,63.72597252747252,74.93406593406593,8.914725274725274,26.68241758241759,9.3871,3.2147617582417585,428,16,63,12,10,144,69,91,0.077,0.8420000000000001,0.081,0.518,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,13,1,8,9,1,9,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,7,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245851457819866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391135239417729,0.0,0.15649426268833275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730046894549082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304785292045665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619445935374428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938442117852152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400577277426002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744663844925569,0.0,0.0,0.13711788343877168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449270760246075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36207318538788186,0.1717859304179872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608113685741092,0.20615682774180966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205593299803632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301452571566866,0.0,0.21340945129645095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22899757058759096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126248908445529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883390940168672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107916777617026,0.0,0.0,0.23857095311319584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283933081035099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shandro378,2019/10/22,can you have add and ne impulsive without being hyperactive because i see people categorizing it by innatentive and hyper/impulsive,13.965714285714286,13.86949033333334,15.076190476190472,24.37714285714287,50.42857142857143,17.923809523809524,54.33333333333334,15.903189008614273,9.853819047619048,111,7,11,5,1,40,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921467068296385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459798065541942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126228870268221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6201134961963327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emmaugoh,2019/10/22,"Need that adrenaline rush badly Why is it sometimes I feel my brain is hungry and I need to feed it.. I feel that urge for something to keep my brain hooked... Coffee gets me there early in the morning then wane out when I don't have anything to do.. That feeling has been with me all my life but I never misconstrued it to anything like hush to drink or to take anything to stimulate my brain.. I know it's adhd.. But how do u cope with such feeling.. Especially when u are not a busy person and don't have any work to do?",1.1415909090909082,3.2351179907407435,2.6613131313131326,93.46954545454548,82.05555555555556,5.4087542087542095,20.929292929292927,6.574015621080383,0.22965555555555595,405,12,89,4,11,132,68,108,0.02,0.912,0.068,0.5859,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,12,6,3,2,2,21,22,9,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,5,2,1,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,5,12,1,13,21,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057931573552665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644678285280265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227394776212239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297543655895814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734701436056965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774671053338486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463295482832597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946407356333004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220298785765546,0.0,0.0,0.09410717564247134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094949843294744,0.08365756971673298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539395882757681,0.13206824829312885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495172236194164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131826326467373,0.1693574092131315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874863786096888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451442773635266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466230873325382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrFluffy_Teddybear,2019/10/22,"My parents had a talk with me today My parents told me they’re worried because it takes time for me to be aware of what I’m doing. Yesterday I spilled a cup of coffee and they found it weird that it took a moment for me to realize what I’ve done. When I understood that I spilled something I picked up a wet plate instead of getting paper right away and something like that. They compared me to my siblings, saying they could do it properly right away without any troubles. Dad says that I seem to be completely alright in school and archery, but not that much here at home. I suggested it might be my ADD, but they think it’s more than that.. I also watched the news with mom for about ten minutes then asked what it was about, she was shocked and didn’t quite understand.. Should I be worried?",6.0983473980309455,5.9216058670886085,5.74527426160338,85.1401617440225,66.27848101265822,8.7943741209564,34.64416315049226,8.167268648758528,2.46414964838256,629,27,129,7,9,194,99,158,0.059000000000000004,0.9059999999999999,0.035,-0.5519,2,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,6,5,0,0,5,1,14,0,0,1,0,22,25,9,0,2,4,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,16,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,9,4,22,2,21,9,2,14,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,2,7,93,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443801778705925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058173783761658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454705530703153,0.0,0.2923938146292032,0.0,0.0,0.09485593962932984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314987252944102,0.0,0.0,0.12423868510129282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923890669572371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061388675732314,0.0,0.0,0.08129768372640082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608544990413942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602120463848384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507331716209528,0.0,0.18224380181595615,0.0,0.0,0.11438827363094815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455639738161558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550607614181598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657732531774082,0.0,0.247488185639851,0.0,0.15748152347844865,0.0,0.14165780793772256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395861169538911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699630504323708,0.12507016413093255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099706006294611,0.0,0.0,0.09073507772582927,0.0,0.14749624108483972,0.1486881485421808,0.17288393008769942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199127620928727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499985779150913,0.0,0.0,0.31605078034484496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SillyPuttyWisdom,2019/10/22,"Stuck in a loop. Over the years I have felt that I have symptoms of ADHD (or really just lack of attention). I was diagnosed pretty early on (20s) with clinical Depression, then major depression and I really feel like its treatment resistant at this point (40s). Over the years the main symptoms have been pretty consistent with depression and anxiety. I sleep very poorly unless medicated to help me sleep (help turn off the thoughts in my head). Over the last 2 years I have been seeing a psychiatrist for my medication for depression. However no matter how many times I tell him that my main symptom is the inability to concentrate or focus he just tweaks my anti depressants. I really can't even think straight (organize my thoughts) to make this post right now. I had intended to send my doc a message this morning because I'm exasperated with how things are going. My work is suffering terribly. While I'm not at a real high risk of losing my job (no one really checks what I do that carefully), there is an outside audit coming next week and I'm totally freaked. I really need to be accomplishing more than I am getting done. I can't even explain. I have tried to sit here this morning to at the very least organize my thoughts and those things that I really need to do. As soon as I try to get going my brain pulls away. Yesterday afternoon When I got an email that showed how this audit might pertain to my work I went into panic mode. I have to get something accomplished. To put some of this into perspective, I have recently gone through a very stressful time lately. Kind of working against the clock in my personal life. (all the while dragging my feet to make appointments for that, without going into great detail) the stress from this personal life has compounded everything else. I don't know how to poise this message to my doctor so that he really pays attention to the symptoms that are giving me the most problem. I feel like a basket case right now. I have 2 competing thoughts in my head 1. I need to send a message to my doctor and 2 I need to focus on that next email in my in box. But I can't complete either.",5.752188469257437,6.779222810344829,6.434050355774495,75.71624977193945,67.20197044334975,10.448312351760627,31.785805509943447,10.504223727775694,3.4755226418536767,1695,68,308,45,27,556,205,406,0.156,0.794,0.05,-0.9913,3,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,7,15,19,0,4,21,0,28,18,6,7,2,53,62,20,0,6,9,0,3,2,0,1,12,0,0,2,22,12,0,0,12,1,5,10,8,14,0,1,14,4,46,5,57,46,11,58,0,7,1,0,17,24,0,5,24,214,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839375942560009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626615489786761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910339063974143,0.0,0.0,0.04483588039656592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210700906855492,0.0,0.0,0.0749899347941211,0.0,0.0,0.06335749505328735,0.07711660650908964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31674594876004125,0.0746525060927769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056470534889946,0.0,0.07526799695400191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144224925058628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715920946280207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610270966099929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437898122161195,0.1050894016280173,0.07062029504519701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528176005588855,0.07055662212756753,0.12540183096395446,0.0,0.058825287705604565,0.08109000832024639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509686648914948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985990915743504,0.0777104504297019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729878124214819,0.0,0.0,0.07659183202352687,0.04042159200464991,0.05995371253064825,0.08296849751733379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390219970892874,0.07186640398257166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228452317428482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981914501675523,0.07456895927900113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818937089138695,0.0,0.07802576764160388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218147922536937,0.0,0.0,0.15644420434719242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983992046560856,0.0,0.0,0.08629600752272876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844342994147778,0.0,0.0,0.0695292725711993,0.0,0.07044132783891988,0.14965519579371514,0.0,0.07037817511188797,0.0,0.0739388612655978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371690411239288,0.3298296470812166,0.0,0.07262253429902908,0.0,0.0,0.1256239497350778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861045892006402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720781988179088,0.0,0.0,0.05662299338554455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850436847158978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30578974175501805,0.0,0.0,0.06428663447341021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772775660309364,0.0471283779435796,0.0,0.2335644539708317,0.0857761171010633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987232012947396,0.08000214153105749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206131987096213,0.0,0.0,0.05899800917853287,0.0,0.0,0.06818232146408869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090033924429663,0.0,0.16063755864220605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420928966182824 adhd,tmufc7137,2019/10/22,"Just took Ritalin. Yay, Today is the first day after 2 years I’ve taken any ADHD medication. It’s been a hour and I don’t really feel a difference yet. I’m asking what your experiences have been like, And how it went for you!",1.0076595744680823,3.1948816808510685,4.144085106382981,82.09400000000002,83.25531914893618,8.01531914893617,17.910638297872342,8.841846274778883,1.2847651063829786,177,4,37,5,5,64,41,47,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.7345,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,0,5,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,3,2,2,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431633506968786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417685551446712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669411678744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414954882245846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983283168555314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793127151019691,0.0,0.0,0.14437750234456267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428800079337569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811991852968762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950032306269547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876513080968872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829241074855775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065834302042074,0.0,0.3172452240696764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646982552156514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387826935073975 adhd,charlotgabriella,2019/10/22,"Running Hello! I check this subreddit almost daily, yet this is my first post. So first I’d like to thank you all for all the great advice, tips and stories. Now, my real question: I really want to start to get into the habit of running, but I have no idea how to start and, maybe even more importantly, how to make it habit. I tried to start running over last couple of years. I always start so motivated and enthusiastically, yet after max. 3 weeks I stop. Sometimes because I get an injury from starting running 5 times a week, out of the blue. And sometimes because I lose motivation along the way. And when this happens I don’t even seem to notice it — the losing motivation part — it just happens and it feels as if I simply forgot about it. Is there anyone who struggled with the same thing and at one point ’broke the code’? How did you start? What worked and what didn’t?",3.242901960784317,5.3154818000000015,4.170000000000002,85.35166666666669,75.11764705882355,6.180392156862745,23.098039215686285,7.0316486544052195,0.7650509803921572,686,20,134,7,15,221,107,170,0.10400000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.153,0.846,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,8,14,7,0,1,9,0,6,0,0,7,2,34,22,17,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,2,7,0,1,4,3,4,0,3,3,2,14,3,21,19,5,30,0,3,1,0,5,5,0,4,20,94,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246153923979684,0.0,0.0,0.12549017026669554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427652239868776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762686222295321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527881740188386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866451980758865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554574228983346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336570524386306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319475323278672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094936065213053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381660646879126,0.0,0.0,0.2216406412208352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147135597614335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215276450676893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122516464870356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28040270280435303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365226824290918,0.0,0.12590107781448082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267798340877094,0.0,0.0,0.08492027338184846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570966419509667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846818332829392,0.0,0.12002219830164508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403874082800326,0.0,0.0,0.14264192874890438,0.08028338826131769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408688741523823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788994704630715,0.0,0.5322140874891965,0.0,0.0,0.10477337583984177,0.0,0.1310119794718777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537808784396912,0.0,0.0,0.08325723366127892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307527024327888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508425223638505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391715533945407,0.09947341485380136,0.2010487585702708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123466535693964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807021594584985 adhd,BolBolo,2019/10/22,"Say 'Hi', Just 'Hi'. I am in a crowd, having an exam in two hours, medicated but careless and lonely. I'd never belong nowhere. It's not depression. It's just neurotypicals and us. How easy they come together, build friendships, and have fun. We, on the other hand, hardly ever say 'hi'. We recognize each other in a blink of an eye. No medical profession may say so, and so easily, but we know instantly. Still, it's a hell of a struggle to build friendships, let alone groups, and I keep getting E-Mails about how to survive in a 'ADHD' marriage. It wasn't supposed to that fucking hard. Anxiety, rejection sensevitiy, lack of motivation, impulsivity.. I just once want to go somewhere and feel belong and I want to have people too, and I want it to happen so naturally.",2.7305747126436763,5.266107344827589,4.781379310344828,77.99988505747129,79.0,8.004597701149425,26.90804597701149,8.841846274778883,2.566163218390805,595,25,107,15,15,204,93,145,0.209,0.612,0.179,-0.7544,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,0,1,2,12,8,2,1,8,0,7,5,2,3,2,32,18,15,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,13,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,1,8,10,1,15,15,2,11,1,3,1,1,14,5,2,1,4,75,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784669750197451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911922085500104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230271630770093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897710194018107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895757307916374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564389667530097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874463633571634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598851855606519,0.09035680522220234,0.0,0.09828882565138107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529349982953827,0.0,0.3098501201526483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703163286100095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372176987174851,0.0,0.0,0.09504623924282952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768483336772231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484484826170851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333861125674358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418114915048775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989852705741535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125992419399207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811437670769786,0.0,0.0,0.1808000260858552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894247308750354,0.0,0.20803195702335847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30602293776732514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blosaxen,2019/10/22,"Coming home from an 8 hour long exam still in hyper focus mode and continue to do all the daily chores (which I usually don't find the energy to do), brain exploding with ideas of more stuff to do and then BAAM hit a wall and fall asleep from exhaustion. I sometimes love the way my brain works",11.920508474576273,6.416665881355938,10.915000000000004,69.35012711864408,59.6779661016949,15.18983050847458,37.974576271186436,12.161744961471696,4.136044067796608,233,5,48,5,2,75,47,59,0.07200000000000001,0.857,0.071,0.223,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,5,3,0,1,8,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,6,2,11,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461829324798956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072977103508808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359023919578533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453869648871463,0.0,0.2409143449839383,0.0,0.0,0.2761610149159841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164926124815474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207909413403989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194841030336164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536432512933136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28004639371041223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694288194723349,0.0,0.0,0.1941783834164773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809582446316127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,10cmToGlory,2019/10/22,"Can we get a ""ADHD is..."" flair? I don't want to limit anyone's self-expression, but if I see another ""ADHD is..."" post I'm going to scream. Can we get a flair for these so we can filter them?",-1.5300000000000011,0.27640409523809595,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,91.38095238095238,5.2647619047619045,13.16190476190476,6.742157984588678,-0.5786152380952383,140,2,34,2,5,52,30,42,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.615,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7006370184508686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056563226138562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381901414198755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045866177740366,0.0,0.16566245838658725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791701712512944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322825584896317,0.0,0.3040912650905158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719304029298144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,The-Em-Cee,2019/10/22,"How To Proceed with College Hey y’all, I was diagnosed in my late 20’s with ADHD, and things made a lot more sense. I’m on meds but between therapists (my recent one wasn’t a good fit). I currently work logistics support in manufacturing and am having a hard time maintaining my stress in it. As a result, I’ve decided to go to school. I didn’t go to college after high school, as I attended one day and realized (with the hindsight of ADHD) I would not do well. I’m ready to back to school, but school is expensive, even community colleges, and requires a time commitment that I can’t do while also working 45-50 hour weeks. I’m working with my partner on determining a way for us to pay our bills if I reduce my hours, but I was wondering what other resources might be available for planning my career? Are there organizations for ADHD adults to re-enter education, or some form of assistance (either financially or other support) for us? I live in North Carolina, USA",5.644184397163119,6.330463063829789,7.027446808510637,72.58333333333334,67.29787234042553,10.309219858156029,33.751773049645394,10.317481424215053,3.6105836879432616,768,34,140,19,12,263,121,188,0.051,0.867,0.081,0.8068,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,0,5,6,5,0,1,7,0,14,1,0,3,1,28,23,15,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,3,0,3,3,4,1,1,2,5,1,19,4,28,15,5,26,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,7,13,99,25,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217863080496499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355432591308717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995565132342281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544682745510911,0.0,0.0,0.11873917018628795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726869807445813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297262322755266,0.09812300284085668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047972213805036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360300921924793,0.0,0.0,0.23041692525747065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196624014963254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330151444012917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945801962003906,0.0,0.11069576743930153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994599565407627,0.0,0.0,0.1241045396573576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585466076887551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551038151050486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735876715106085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400801883472854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655105373025093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583072672055008,0.07772085178759745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643192304521415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28144150524977585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285870059185117,0.0938397787181562,0.0,0.10518520998011853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686722712048612,0.2555034172626689,0.0,0.0,0.08310408771863903,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,specterlittross,2019/10/22,"Study Breaks? For those who are studying, how do you manage your study breaks? It's one thing to say, work for an hour and take a 10 minute break, and another to make sure that 10 minute break doesn't last for an hour itself? I'd love to hear your tips and experiences! Do you use any apps? Physical timers? What's your motivation? How do you stay on track? TLDR; recently diagnosed, trying to finally sort life out",2.026296296296298,4.576305950617286,2.779259259259259,91.1666666666667,82.08641975308643,7.05679012345679,18.876543209876548,8.167268648758528,0.7974543209876543,326,8,69,7,9,102,59,81,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,5,1,11,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,9,10,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,5,36,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537171838472474,0.23957732114657024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189863451249826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234936619872428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502846181700105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575093945863544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500062637455279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623867834434835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137956711996293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620878052752534,0.0,0.15250970400349745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482145349309887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22559278208091385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169352365774755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435253354317617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153362082876791,0.0,0.17178574292977908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517895010923148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512040972098726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733016512368434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633346710983474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PhilRattlehead,2019/10/22,"(undiagnosed) how do you know what is a symptom and what is not? I have been reading this sub a lot the past few weeks. After a few events and comments from my GF, i suspect i have ADHD inatentive type. That would explains a lot. I am in my first long term relationship, so having a person that i am always with at home (except parents when i was younger or roomate at uni) is very insightful. She makes comments my action (not in a mean way) that made me reflect on it. Reading this sub, i see all those post that say ""you know you are ADHD when _____"". I see myself in some and not in others. So right now my mind is alternating between ""yeah, i definitely have ADHD"" and ""You're just lazy and addicted to your damn phone"". I am work and should NOT be on reddit... The word that describes be best is forgetful.",2.5060982142857138,4.3579825562500005,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,76.5625,6.571428571428572,24.55357142857143,7.447530270364453,1.0896696428571429,619,21,128,8,14,204,100,160,0.062,0.894,0.045,-0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,3,7,2,1,0,8,1,20,2,0,3,1,33,28,12,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,12,7,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,3,21,1,14,21,8,22,0,0,2,0,14,9,1,4,10,101,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660724713360309,0.5492471939360012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675861437217134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987083943826133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957984640052173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280887526105444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744353996065786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481560697752226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902708147798803,0.0,0.14414725771390294,0.10168775643494034,0.0,0.0,0.16594230559076267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381940322277018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691549154710378,0.0,0.14542522918534154,0.0,0.1330169194697708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589906913514372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476132233937825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355554277308226,0.0,0.1300970459368684,0.0,0.121146433928502,0.0,0.0,0.24278961400543764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833900368528755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256959889390993,0.0,0.1209199534438512,0.1221975065498226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090492372902484,0.0,0.0,0.10821756447034976,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ddonovan86,2019/10/22,"Neuropsychological Evaluation I’ve got a neuropsychological evaluation coming up next week. My psychiatrist recommended it as a way to confirm or debunk my diagnosis of ADHD. What am I in for here? It took months of crap to get to see any doctors at all. Then more months to finally get to do this test. The hype and anticipation of real answers has been killing me. I’m told it is a more robust battery of questions that will allow the doctors to more accurately define the particulars of my brain issues. It’s two days, four hours of testing each. Have you done it? What should I be doing to prepare? It feels like the SATs, except that I have not done rigorous training and strategizing to succeed. Idk what success even would be on a test like this. I mostly just want to know wtf is going on in my brain all these years. What can you tell me about your own experiences with this kind of test? Did it help? Was it a waste of time? How objective versus subjective are the questions? Emotional eloquence is not my strength, and failing to accurately convey my thoughts on that front has lead to some unproductive talks with doctors in the past. Can ya help a dude out? Thanks for any advice you can pass along!!",3.933439849624058,6.3602632587719325,4.8951629072681735,79.30447368421055,74.30701754385964,7.6761904761904765,27.08521303258145,8.563005593585519,2.0903581453634086,965,37,179,19,21,314,140,228,0.084,0.779,0.13699999999999998,0.8527,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,6,5,10,2,0,12,0,24,6,3,3,2,32,39,7,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,19,9,0,0,6,0,0,6,2,3,0,2,10,2,17,7,36,24,9,27,0,1,1,0,12,9,1,5,13,130,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710055547970234,0.1277384924728987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777887516290775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918544661357889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260407670579585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430386389629088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013937013142695,0.0,0.26754477257573595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704289061750808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633961195768733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786966500342636,0.0,0.0,0.06609617772714309,0.0933867021726063,0.0,0.14319784282176434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659206003640645,0.0,0.07429143350777989,0.0,0.10454907037393543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523829913764674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873329311206316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364381679446168,0.0,0.0,0.14462278928604907,0.13612521329893013,0.07184053035609743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772679948626425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208679602085632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390226615783354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478744291104522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928735994531903,0.0,0.0,0.1487884690566617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041672592397472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506813100130044,0.11425541861011035,0.12034981021049225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377742076355276,0.07622413466196773,0.0,0.0,0.1249089739181602,0.1452352088980874,0.0,0.0,0.1276948668665247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710229717477297,0.10375979375593644,0.1048560449784396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286004377620956,0.0,0.0,0.08417967185885245 adhd,Twaah,2019/10/22,"What's in burgers that messes with my brain? I have a mild form of ADHD, however, when I have eaten a burger, my ADHD becomes an extreme form. Sometimes I can't do anything for days. I am just thinking about what I should do the whole day, instead of actually doing something. If I eat burgers for a few days consecutively, things get even worse. Is this a common problem? What is causing it? What can be so specific to burgers that it makes my ADHD go crazy?",2.982666666666667,5.0232878777777765,4.661944444444448,81.67625000000005,75.7777777777778,6.277777777777778,29.027777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.773777777777778,359,16,66,4,8,121,64,90,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.8466,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,12,3,1,2,0,8,17,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,8,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.17804378830766704,0.0,0.6578042956893182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013988258373342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150045367385291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367328954165614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742525761176945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35299330193235817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866907526475968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205057645202566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532200949750967,0.0,0.10368990303718552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217860441353607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457893789565146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045806146586348,0.18044660752072805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121092883957794,0.11690587533783887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203697658889162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593099575867936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Itsasunshineday,2019/10/22,"3 month waiting period So I started meds for the first time just over two months ago. 10mg Adderall xr. My doctor says that she won't change anything about them until I've been taking them for 3 months. No dose changes and no med changes. Is this normal? I'm not really sure what I'm looking for but I'm not feeling any benefits from this dose. I tried to talk to her after 2 weeks saying I wasn't feeling anything and she made me make an appointment. Then at the appointment (after first month), she again said she wouldn't change anything until the 3 month mark. She said it is because of recent research. I know I probably shouldn't have but I've tried taking two (20mg) and I'm still not getting anything from it. I'm afraid at that 3 month mark, she's just gonna bump it to 20mg and make me wait another 3 months. If that happens, should I start experimenting with amounts on my own? That doesn't seem like a good idea. How long do your doctor's make you wait before trying new doses or different meds?",2.259450689831376,4.276101966019418,3.187935615738376,91.51764179867143,77.88349514563106,6.084414920797138,22.492590700051107,7.0608816371341465,0.6115864077669904,799,24,169,9,19,254,119,206,0.092,0.9079999999999999,0.0,-0.9184,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,2,7,5,0,1,5,0,11,5,0,5,1,32,37,13,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,10,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,5,7,21,4,19,27,2,29,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,3,26,91,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804412722293864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061710712888998674,0.09515558837666144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29870645790538475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531820714243126,0.0,0.07721856400349729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38399093991434735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481074899144344,0.0,0.18576571899918534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876746264242646,0.0,0.0,0.0917682858877301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437780570054702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047411286274226506,0.0,0.0,0.07611383539958788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024680562465332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244172135526666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049871887866650026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433414250960086,0.0,0.0,0.08030777222503882,0.07620418152034637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586650610327462,0.18172192444782706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023966196822795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070307780705251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764350827650992,0.0,0.0,0.0889122754035501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784004532230133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813451375350843,0.0,0.0896011935090653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726413514894005,0.14433047389577036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261218004337473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284616401101713,0.0,0.07247024987848967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552747605804326,0.0,0.1364601070332909,0.07293857689638579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291499767263954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848326934985513,0.0,0.1772922346187443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279134621340265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clayfeet,2019/10/22,"Adderall Titration: When to stop? Fairly recent diagnosis here (ADHD-C) and currently titrating up on Adderall XR. I'm up to 15mg and seeing some benefits, and thankfully no noticeable side effects. I like what I'm seeing so far but I'm wondering - should I quit while ahead or keep going up until side effects become unpleasant and just step down one level from there? Want to make sure I'm getting all the benefit I can out of the meds after jumping through 5 doctors to get them. &#x200B; Similarly, does anyone have experience with XR and IR together? I'm in grad school and not every day is 12+ hours but a lot of them are, and I can feel the XR wearing off in the late afternoon as reading gets harder, writing gets more scattered, etc. Plus I have things to do that aren't school/work but that still require executive function.",3.919098214285718,6.121937856250002,5.01839285714286,79.43875000000003,73.5625,7.821428571428572,30.17857142857143,8.634040054169528,2.628294642857143,667,30,118,13,14,219,115,160,0.047,0.86,0.092,0.7219,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,5,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,2,1,3,2,31,27,17,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,3,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,7,5,24,26,5,29,0,0,2,0,3,13,0,4,14,75,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897703101825752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710892674551593,0.191871035324788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041037374916826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439291828679512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183522491271993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616217650560387,0.13818313671669796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610505970817258,0.0,0.0,0.133041202062388,0.0,0.0,0.15446072686724138,0.0,0.0,0.07984116994916132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299939649791351,0.0,0.08974066538231354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555039502572412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035261710183788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812295360623265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714407591724791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342446082760305,0.0,0.0,0.10540236141476214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539610531422106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977511774709665,0.0,0.0,0.10700005552082224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679506838041695,0.15794705365049494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591146874764678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31961520895540474,0.2516586021791577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610259592045656,0.1320150840960825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488229552337335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453770850416247,0.0,0.0,0.10490461546454576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313606056941157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712405020019558,0.11495622741015353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191871035324788,0.0 adhd,FormalWolf5,2019/10/22,"Took Ritalin for the first time today.. Long story short, I took Ritalin 18mg for the first time today (26M) after being diagnosed not so long ago. I know it's the smallest dose, but honestly, I haven't notice any difference whatsoever at all... Of course it's only the first day and I will my doctor updated, but being a strong medicine even that is the smallest dose I was expecting something to happen. Maybe for like half an hour I was feeling more calm. But that's it.",3.2225,5.173457634408603,4.677083333333336,82.23562500000001,74.80645161290323,8.090860215053763,25.603494623655912,8.841846274778883,2.0497752688172044,372,13,71,8,8,124,64,93,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.9504,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,7,0,7,6,0,0,1,9,12,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,4,1,7,4,7,5,2,18,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,15,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964629167736052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247303152293873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614851542483424,0.0,0.0,0.1827960009069958,0.0,0.18816440948962912,0.0,0.18433825906202206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895323995562275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910631205196922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595746097929736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926034710636724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773605643877733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897732514915694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798694066113723,0.0,0.0,0.3187626866973876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809329664754199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504312780323533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697288576318947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864848337974672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003355413036345,0.0,0.3414242927032736,0.0,0.4001917141468224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,angelsgirl2002,2019/10/22,"Just started 1mg Guanfacinrle ER to go with my Vyvanse 50mg and I'm exhausted For those of you that do the stim/guan combo, how long did it take for the fatigue to dissipate? Beginning to think I should have started this on a weekend and feeling like an idiot, but I'm going to try to soldier through. Also, any tips for helping you wake up? Caffeine doesn't seem to be working, even though I took the guan almost 12 hours ago. Thanks!",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,3.8522727272727297,87.03590909090912,77.18181818181819,6.218181818181819,28.04545454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.4905636363636368,344,15,69,4,8,113,70,88,0.062,0.821,0.11699999999999999,0.7097,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,1,0,5,0,6,3,1,1,0,11,19,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,2,1,5,2,14,15,0,12,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,8,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239131824164756,0.0,0.25294074401477645,0.0,0.0,0.2020027966521859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177552926763945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683881747183293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277213075362081,0.18045630047199512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871149089898528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931133891491387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875847719349384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340678688823375,0.0,0.0,0.2235415770204193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299560365868668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575808022215791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899225111183334,0.0,0.0,0.23255860853669605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185481312469438,0.24817658090569394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280646043668883,0.17149768797726922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838945957781362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MalcolmPolsteadd,2019/10/22,"I woke up to find that I was Bradley Cooper. Just wondering if anyone else out there has tried Concerta XL, specifically 18mg - I was recently put on it and have found the most amazing effects, its as if i've been walking around with half a brain the past 10 years - I asked for some psycho-stimulant to get me though my last year of uni and honestly I should have been on this from day one, I no longer grasp for words, my sentence structure is fluid, I hold and even control conversations, I finally understand humour and can use it to my advantage, reading has become enjoyable, I travelled to London and explored the place by myself - I feel like i'm in the film limitless. On the flip side Im concerned that I'll burn out or will need higher doses as the years go on and that super charging the brain isn't always a good thing as days where I don't take it i'm right back to the dozy awkward dude I was before. Im Looking for similar accounts or just what others have found or experienced on Psycho-stimulants.",5.83186567164179,6.010701203980098,6.3823009950248775,79.13822761194032,66.81094527363183,9.685074626865672,31.67537313432836,9.516144504307137,2.751271641791045,806,30,157,15,12,263,134,201,0.032,0.851,0.11699999999999999,0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,8,9,0,1,10,0,16,3,2,3,0,34,31,15,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,9,3,1,5,3,1,0,2,8,3,17,8,25,21,2,29,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,8,11,102,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219483366032554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024770470288167,0.15016640920371838,0.0,0.13046805594663646,0.13701232822102793,0.0,0.0,0.11269436979396405,0.0,0.0,0.16186224792036916,0.12471041128271565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272153078117515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437771749241073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903609829777498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224307445201815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680044673339833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410433503561605,0.10470135647236063,0.0,0.16054757303286168,0.13395173043940745,0.0,0.0,0.32138746100952026,0.0,0.0,0.07657071958024975,0.0,0.08329252111466498,0.12292623981660182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31661646193069953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946466399594187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160103554876313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307215164522735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867120303002754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931177070918937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990658455156646,0.0,0.0,0.15312234374378828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473316804663555,0.0,0.0,0.1465980695054638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447087476715008,0.0,0.0,0.12516008026418948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019368393741652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736689449963183,0.0,0.14399289244839206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950353917335418,0.0,0.0,0.15257247213600594,0.0,0.12657940918790922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893634249222707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28313643032590474 adhd,ButterOnMyButter,2019/10/22,"Paper When I was like 5 I stuffed a bunch of pieces of toilet paper into a McDonald’s bathroom. I watched as it overflowed and spilled everywhere, sputtering and spraying water all over the stall. An employee had to go in there and he started yelling at some random guy so I guess I did it. Never letting that happen again.",2.0446774193548407,4.849249516129035,3.2292741935483886,85.71391129032259,86.09677419354837,5.680645161290323,28.717741935483872,7.1686216300943375,2.0153161290322577,258,13,45,4,8,83,52,62,0.033,0.922,0.045,0.1779,2,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,9,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,8,4,4,10,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,5,36,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384821202316681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622633983511493,0.4154939610642139,0.3710723208808319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290942057276383,0.0,0.2050072028068994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323640075295732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970121898858161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adt108,2019/10/22,"New podcast series focusing on ADHD and overcoming stereotypes and stigmas etc Heyo everyone, Long time browser first time poster. (Sorry always wanted to say that) I am someone that has been living with ADHD my whole life and basically am sick of being told “It’s not a real thing”, “it’s just an excuse to get drugs” “it’s way over diagnosed” etc etc.. I’m sick of all the stereotypes and stigmas surrounding ADHD and I’ve personally seen and felt how limiting and hurtful they can be. So I’ve recently started a podcast dealing with certain social issues in the hope of educating and entertaining people to think twice before they assume or label. I would absolutely love for someone to come on my show and talk about daily life, how they overcame certain symptoms, challenges and also let’s not forget the positives living with ADHD provides.. TLDR: Have ADHD, sick of people saying crap things, run podcast and website, want some guests to come on to wow the hell out of the general public",6.297173820654487,7.997463723756907,6.855469613259668,70.71081172970678,66.45856353591161,8.663153421164472,32.70760730981725,9.057496981413335,3.218021334466638,798,34,120,14,13,261,117,181,0.11599999999999999,0.764,0.11900000000000001,-0.5294,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,3,6,10,2,0,8,0,10,10,1,2,3,38,23,16,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,1,7,17,0,1,3,2,0,3,2,3,0,2,4,4,7,7,22,15,6,18,1,1,1,1,14,7,2,4,7,81,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210840155567611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826557362843078,0.08600253229133756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795045075769754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806835097418391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655805077689612,0.0,0.10490667793013757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198630185514655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458160685036114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876345358968386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924034617713384,0.0,0.0,0.0879166672779127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400053798762178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026582885604187,0.0,0.0,0.1106473867634749,0.0,0.0,0.10787939605114744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569104493346904,0.14601029719686887,0.0,0.0,0.18253485666211186,0.0914689991673346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328506039133933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982426063447553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331150706583262,0.09024863492437092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764457426402147,0.0,0.0,0.1020540262467593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438961797619264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053609505131904,0.1751506033907129,0.0,0.0,0.11570135231615553,0.07315766162299378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742903229787723,0.0,0.08307562823068781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733355815348294,0.06622793828451627,0.0,0.0,0.12053831762373578,0.0,0.0,0.09876345358968386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192701468619772,0.08204114767449636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539604782588207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342289617907356,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awrb2014,2019/10/22,"Short-Term Memory Solutions? I’ve read ADHDers have trouble with short-term memory. Do any of you have coping strategies or methods to remember things? I write down everything I can at work, and try to keep it organized so I can quickly reference it. But many times in meetings, someone will ask a question and I can’t remember something we talked about in order to answer the question. Any ideas?",4.366340508806264,7.05620297260274,4.964814090019573,78.04178082191783,74.06849315068494,8.554990215264189,32.34637964774951,9.23628265651192,3.5026297455968685,319,16,52,8,7,102,56,73,0.048,0.9259999999999999,0.025,-0.3695,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,10,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,2,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932796544247975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015904863083233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379967005000515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342671824092665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166712290257348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862098813127875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831231855262669,0.0,0.21569428464709667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885469470923724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270762414918068,0.16600707431871814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331999279352062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325893054563507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573904517385082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640264209653234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698552561688972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vinternatt27,2019/10/22,"What do you need from your partner to feel supported and loved? I don’t have ADHD, but my boyfriend of ~7 months does. The “hyperfocus honeymoon” stage is long over and his tendency to be inattentive, forgetful, etc have been eating away at me. I’m trying to keep in mind that it’s not his fault, and that I may have some stuff to work on myself (I suspect I have anxious attachment), but it’s tough balancing my needs from a relationship, my own issues, and his own issues without feeling completely overwhelmed and hopeless by it all. I’ve been reading some books on how to handle relationships as someone who doesn’t have ADHD with someone who does. They’ve been kind of helpful but they’re usually written by the partner without ADHD, so I wanted the other perspective. I love him, but I forget that when he’s always focused on something else and seemingly forgets about me and our plans. I need some advice! What do I need to know to be more understanding? What are some things I can do to be more supportive of him? TLDR: I don’t have ADHD but my boyfriend does—how can I be a more supportive and understanding girlfriend?",3.9222668298653613,6.1704877627907,4.739436964504282,81.23784577723376,73.69767441860466,7.875152998776011,28.99020807833537,8.6894789155246,2.450255813953488,899,38,163,18,19,290,118,215,0.08800000000000001,0.789,0.12300000000000001,0.8917,0,0,1,0,0,1,24.0,1,2,0,2,4,10,0,1,5,0,24,3,0,1,1,41,43,17,0,5,8,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,14,9,1,1,7,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,2,27,6,27,34,11,12,0,2,0,2,19,7,0,6,4,125,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055546957154324,0.10276665556034276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750624503741204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880724973504565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098806589556766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026418265172933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406233717119347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761071408260206,0.08785240560476655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728749848838065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634982453361304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704903180702544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195312303912374,0.0,0.09347606135480124,0.0,0.10951384063920523,0.0577962906517295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306829044695256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983220924894847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618732664906178,0.0,0.08394221810059885,0.0,0.0,0.3119159862522337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519410882898612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258171008576495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957388575689508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821302710992448,0.0809616549220878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038950802851887,0.0,0.35802219838614746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986738454937798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140057276321078,0.0,0.0,0.21896230001288355,0.0,0.0,0.1158251052449565,0.0,0.062029424829419866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027518665666707,0.0,0.07656184536061128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,queerio92,2019/10/22,"Unaware of or surprised by insults.. how to deal? I’m a very friendly person and often don’t notice when people are insulting me. People will often lead their insults with something friendly-sounding. I feel so stupid when I realize what has happened hours or even days later. The times when I do catch it, I’m very surprised and end up like a deer in headlights and have no idea how to respond. This has created an ongoing bullying/teasing situation at my job. I have no idea how to defend myself in these situations. How do you guys deal with this?",4.77992857142857,6.472305504761906,5.599226190476191,78.29598214285716,70.14285714285714,7.916666666666668,32.17261904761905,8.472884824447931,2.7131190476190468,438,20,76,7,8,143,72,105,0.152,0.743,0.106,-0.7297,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,11,8,4,0,4,0,9,0,0,5,0,18,13,13,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,9,4,11,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,4,9,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208365541227226,0.3863353852705037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595201493170028,0.0,0.0,0.12375448420839195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947386512088732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475968625927185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552330920605545,0.16568848497401792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451927137845625,0.0,0.0,0.4230302621359443,0.0,0.0,0.1859333588583288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153830919322288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331917088791613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597941023334647,0.16360209711720608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212179005607205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424467591918927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925551152518173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091956643054143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lindz11,2019/10/22,"Vyvanse - How long did it take to find your ideal dose? I was recently diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive) and was on Vyvanse 30mg for about a month. I was finding it working well but it seemed to wear off early afternoon, right from day one of taking it. It just wasn't lasting long enough. I couldn't get back to my psychiatrist for a couple of weeks so I was on no medication for that time. When I went back to see him, he upped my dose to 50mg. I've been on 50mg for 3 days and it lasts the whole day but I have been feeling really on edge/anxious and have been finding it hard to sit still for a long time. This is making it difficult to get things done at work so I'm trying to decide if it's even worth staying on Vyvanse. I'm also finding it extremely difficult to feel like eating, far more than when I was on 30mg. Could it just take more time to get used to this higher dose? How long did it take you to find and get used to your ideal dose?",2.581105610561057,3.571277143564359,4.090712871287131,89.71979867986799,74.59405940594058,7.366864686468648,23.36765676567657,7.793537801064563,0.8829137953795381,741,20,169,10,15,247,106,202,0.057,0.861,0.08199999999999999,0.6052,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,4,15,6,0,0,4,0,17,8,1,5,0,28,35,14,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,16,5,1,0,9,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,13,4,13,4,33,20,4,36,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,2,23,110,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286444305041914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560194640227088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646183384469625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546482379145916,0.118440625622721,0.0,0.20710090795908911,0.0,0.0,0.10864600843342588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954176704622104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095313258615086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106036431614238,0.0,0.07070064250463214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082479322399434,0.07647127077925363,0.0,0.0,0.4891750878359258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237014085802916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588916429214384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450804797162048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229561833776096,0.0,0.0,0.3789174093015998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145178160352751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783418054044068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544039989602675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253485117429577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857424484631501,0.0,0.10569167583072599,0.0,0.0,0.091413814597164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529911114038756,0.09744758312767944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409319292755946,0.0854843764637365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219309214877713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111436188681973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872522416802765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267491409844654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849009143953512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858631349200803,0.0,0.09624417277502023,0.09922958331220283,0.0,0.11950926511679275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558566078525323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,B1yPhon3,2019/10/22,"Not to brag, but I just went into another room and actually remembered why I went there. It was the bathroom, but still... The less important part of that story is my trip to the bathroom. I stopped in the kitchen on the way to start a bag of microwave popcorn. Instead of using the bathroom while it was popping, I got the sudden urge to knockout the dishes in my sink. (I recently started making sure all the dishes are done before going to bed. If you are someone who keeps dishes in your sink to pile up, I highly recommend it! The feeling you get walking to the kitchen in the morning is great in a little victory sort of way.) Dishes we’re finished, popcorn was done and I started to make my way back to the couch. Just before hitting play, I remembered why I got up in the first place... But like I said... The important part is I got to a room, did what I needed and went back to the couch.",3.3173113964687,4.829951758426969,4.549470304975927,85.09067415730341,73.5505617977528,7.108186195826645,29.006420545746387,7.7094869923839395,1.8254914927768853,695,29,137,9,14,229,92,178,0.013000000000000001,0.853,0.134,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,1,7,4,0,0,19,0,11,6,0,3,2,23,30,8,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,4,6,2,3,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,13,2,18,4,25,16,4,36,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,2,13,100,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.12276549908298852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191532676662174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346935466755388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409803200731428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25748012256124136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360973446863684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700789639327436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657268314766094,0.0,0.07149669649934427,0.0,0.30184825359566114,0.1386981594152746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291768819859012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118194123597001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061460950384984274,0.12608757180929495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679488470980438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328126844138153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272464598036302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143727181515671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421520293312235,0.0,0.2850203608563745,0.0,0.11966738204070207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065924027898267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671318551207507,0.0,0.10046637151501693,0.10517687116250456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856775985726968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865332782178036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29956949809936856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498616915063946,0.22703512925426805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bowtiepastaiscool,2019/10/22,"I'm so ashamed It's 4:40am on tuesday. My essay was due midnight saturday. I've been on my computer constantly since Thursday trying to finish this fucking thing. This is a class I really wanted to take and I actually enjoy! This is my major that I want to go to grad school for. I've had like 4 breakdowns. I've gone to bed so so late for so many nights trying to just write something. My meds haven't been working and a month and a half ago I scheduled the soonest appointment I could which is two weeks from now. I've written 12 pages for a 5-7 page assignment and it's still not done L O L. I'm tired. I've slept 30 hours in the last 6 days. I'm ashamed because I feel so out of control of my own mind. I'm embarrassed to tell my professor, who I look up to so much. My coach is mad at me because I skipped practice to work on this which is still not fucking done. I don't know how I've managed to make such a mess of everything. I've turned things in late before, but this has never happened. I feel like such a failure. This just a rant I guess. I'll get back to writing now.",1.2690681444991796,2.9622178362068965,3.010812807881773,93.15356321839079,79.6896551724138,6.1431855500821015,24.409688013136286,7.07126945348624,0.8048774220032842,846,31,194,10,21,281,136,232,0.095,0.866,0.039,-0.8894,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,16,10,3,3,9,0,15,4,1,3,1,24,37,12,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,14,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,7,0,2,9,3,19,3,26,27,5,32,0,0,1,2,4,8,2,1,24,111,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.133491963530756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126031069256325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518673499686347,0.0,0.16677764533406494,0.0,0.11640227463827975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782655012715026,0.15342696747739012,0.10921949348434484,0.0,0.0,0.08822131049156502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27997708955351475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294231952125555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383350927958714,0.0977262116750415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529291228599281,0.0714696218074797,0.0,0.07774362074810748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069486254244924,0.0,0.12096716414905735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471529414372013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751788286029298,0.1115059960511312,0.3086209199073957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366203059723994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114873154925737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131157181501356,0.13868842692019626,0.0,0.0,0.15194815231369282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812372281912613,0.0,0.10918828104664588,0.0,0.10055989643108988,0.0,0.10550456046029064,0.0,0.0,0.12837262577243594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763423307887798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384436112909258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131580480995992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531129783871436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184889615165249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285264340928928,0.0,0.11956465925388933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176073477184287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722546584383226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857493400142909,0.14879342914892682,0.13362861412697813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137020023272824,0.0,0.10972851389516708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917644488893074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,c0ncernedb0yfriend,2019/10/22,"My ADD(no H) is destroying my life. I'm 29 years old. My ADD has been destroying my life. I'm a zoner and a mental flatliner, whenever I get into trouble for something due to my ADD all my mind can conceive is static/white noise. I've been on medication for most of my school time but I stopped medication after high school. My 20's were riddled with not following through on my commitments. I dropped out of college twice. I managed to finish the 3rd time thanks to good friends who always kept me up to date on what needed to be done. For the last 3 years I've been able to maintain a relationship with my girlfriend. However my ADD is starting to affect our relationship and my life in general. Classic ADD right now but I'm struggling to convey my thoughts right now. I struggle to follow through on things and implement the steps necessary to change my life. My girlfriend suggested I join this sub for support to be able to talk to people who understand my struggle. I've always thought I could fix myself and I don't need any help. Fuck therapists right? Starting to realize how delusion I am. I just want to feel normal, I want to be responsible. I don't want to be a burden to my loved ones anymore. I used to blame my parents for always getting so frustrated and angry towards me for not doing my homework on time, being lazy or inattentive but I realize they just didn't know what to do anymore. I was just put on Ritalin and set free in the world without any guidance. I was told general things like ""make to do lists"" but silly me could never follow through or commit. My girlfriend is at the point of frustration and I understand she's only human and humans get frustrated but my ADD kicks in and she might take it personally, as if I don't care. I do care, a lot. So I start crying of course. I feel like she doesn't deserve to be with me. I delay important things and it makes her feel like she has to basically mother me, which she does sometimes. I truly sympathize with her for having to deal with someone like me. I can't even deal with me so I can't imagine someone else having to. I'm desperate. I am opening myself up for any and all support and I'll do whatever it takes to fix myself. I know I need to see a therapist but I don't have money for that right now. Next year I'll probably be able to but right now I just need some people to talk to who could relate and guide me. Also I have suicidal thoughts after someone has displayed frustration towards me and I want to get rid of those thoughts. I just never know what to do during the after math of being shat on for doing something wrong/delaying/procrastinating.",3.25713405566178,5.217819510516254,4.578230720203951,82.939400467389,74.73613766730402,7.631680475886978,28.06581686849373,8.447377352677275,2.136686798385384,2096,86,401,39,45,693,229,523,0.15,0.735,0.115,-0.9799,2,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,1,0,15,26,7,3,12,0,48,9,0,5,6,94,97,30,1,13,18,2,3,4,4,1,7,0,1,3,16,28,0,3,15,0,2,5,13,12,0,2,14,4,75,15,79,71,5,59,0,0,1,2,31,26,1,7,30,280,91,6,0.20784921366394726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540564702440201,0.17294719622175425,0.0,0.0,0.14134459274472144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374203794699037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127741716955314,0.0,0.07329230274474756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595068426621715,0.0,0.07610420045422289,0.0,0.14285560843945622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606300825161513,0.07090063642794912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787711579588711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457608151174722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509480759859073,0.09899167984784037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352792896149952,0.06405108293157022,0.1447901806393081,0.0,0.0,0.05811135302738993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046438982215185616,0.07320136864988687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142284921031714,0.056474950133707014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574672858981235,0.135392835902524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058901989566289774,0.06253067676893727,0.0,0.09249397606418644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959081061340908,0.06982104023882492,0.07349838985285842,0.06995615155004915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054900777119913,0.10687075138347496,0.0,0.07368333224317536,0.0,0.06788269960801625,0.0,0.0,0.07270092857973669,0.0,0.04694800211954001,0.05269289767856948,0.0,0.0,0.07693065149258069,0.0,0.0,0.09606431606528533,0.060495305417817925,0.0,0.0,0.06549489657181945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469886892562069,0.0,0.0,0.06964862269009793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876818005221007,0.0,0.2958368213336698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023633384522433,0.05520963765391877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610996424127018,0.10667498618155297,0.0685227290014252,0.0,0.14711674322537355,0.0,0.0,0.05792374983158801,0.0,0.21728912702413264,0.0,0.07578443481862762,0.15724321636081914,0.0,0.0,0.1041844943476586,0.11137421650319966,0.0,0.06378654350640563,0.0,0.1608859713603909,0.13808578187757872,0.0,0.0,0.22001207822228264,0.12119854796654705,0.0,0.0,0.0662029436127569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425224108025847,0.0,0.059838328613087625,0.0,0.0,0.16345980187524076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678640828518627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575016214177792,0.0,0.13384807899542958 adhd,aliskoolyifico,2019/10/22,"I wish my boyfriend would understand my ADHD more This is the guy I love. None of this is saying he's a bad guy. There's stuff he does that I dont get and vice versa. This is just a rant. This doesnt reflect that he is bad for me. Its just... sometimes it's hard for him to get that I'm never going to notice certain things or that sometimes its hard for me to understand things. Like hes a pretty observant guy in that he looks for certain behaviours and those behaviours mean ""x y z"" where I do not look for these things and if I'm not looking I dont see them. ""Yea our roomate was texting a lot today so it's not surprising that he had a tinder date over"" Ok now that he has said it I realize he is right. I say something like ""oh I didnt notice but makes sense."" Which usually leads to something like ""you dont pay enough attention"" or ""how could you not notice that"" And its annoying because it's not that I didnt see it, it's that I wasnt trying to think what it meant. Like on my end it's just ""ah roommate is texting again"" vs ""why is he texting? Past situations imply that..."" Like the difference in thought time cannot be longer than a second but to him I'm not paying enough attention and it's just annoying because in my head it's not a big deal but in his it can be and to him its upsetting I dont notice the same way.",2.7649300699300743,3.408637206293708,4.3450419580419615,89.38063986013987,73.7902097902098,7.817902097902098,25.48881118881119,8.07648339933343,1.2379530069930071,1035,32,240,15,20,348,135,286,0.079,0.826,0.096,0.3726,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,1,1,10,15,2,1,10,3,26,2,1,3,3,45,47,14,0,4,18,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,0,3,38,6,0,0,10,0,2,2,18,5,1,1,8,10,26,10,20,35,6,21,0,0,5,1,25,9,0,4,14,156,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940560327716628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201976675585244,0.11098739492753204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268352441870116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385242203371283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951115246251088,0.0,0.0,0.07966477696472475,0.0,0.4267663412567805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062941752958852,0.18812564612867155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512338569092292,0.0,0.05173692146680082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704149696332839,0.0,0.0,0.1630978010631172,0.0,0.0934275109788963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237393607213973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293377902076104,0.0,0.0,0.07739415265230759,0.08216205902282353,0.0,0.060766138424527924,0.0,0.0,0.09916309952678637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021130616760311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145728632138933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690259198263478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261466581899876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774284121490907,0.08659451764787811,0.1447883448672057,0.0,0.0,0.14508518832482373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232642848363356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016538703546474,0.18007060839670233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421255595667724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143753989360786,0.05833113846381265,0.0,0.07227110872088385,0.053082864102603364,0.0,0.08628992355976749,0.0,0.0,0.06180635095428965,0.0,0.0,0.1895399467625527,0.0,0.0,0.10026148008403453,0.0,0.0,0.07225883318566154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214434531629561,0.0,0.10468501482452144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466819342973545,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PaxTwistedFatePlease,2019/10/22,"I Hate It I started seeing a therapist recently. Ynow, the usual: Nothing's fun, eating less, sleeping less, skipping classes, feeling alone, getting stalked by a professor for two years, etc. Anyways, my aunt came over last week, and just had a random conversation with my mom. She was talking about ADD, and how she had read an interesting article about it recently. Something about 2E ADD, and that it actually runs in our family (For reference, I have 33 cousins). The next day I had a session with my therapist, and I mentioned it. It had always been a sneaking suspicion of mine that I had some level of it, and honestly I wanted to be told that I did have it so that I could stop hating myself so much. I'd never brought it up before to anyone tho, because I never got below an A, so I just thought maybe my work ethic was shit. I really wanted to be able to have an excuse or explanation, instead of me just being a lazy piece of shit. This semester I broke down, I had to leave school and come home. My brain just feels like it doesn't function. It never has. I can't think, or express my emotions. I end up feeling like I've communicated something, resolving an issue, and then the next day I need to talk about it again. Then I get told, ""I thought we resolved this? Why do we need to talk about it again?"" I just become increasingly frustrated with myself for being unable to properly express myself, even though on the inside I know EXACTLY what I mean. Anyways. Talked about it a bit, she asked me some questions, and just straight up told me she's 100% certain I have it and I don't need to get tested for real because it's so obvious. Honestly, I was relieved at first. I could do something about my brain. But now, now that I've been learning about it more, I wish more more and more that I had just been lazy. I'm realizing that this has affected so so so much more of my life than I had thought, and I just feel so robbed. Why the fuck can't my brain just function normally?? I started medication last week. The first two days were amazing, I felt like a god. i was able to to express my emotions, and articulate well, and resolve issues, and then not worry about things after they were resolved. I'm still taking it, but I'm back to feeling like shit again. It feels like I'm just weak again. My brain is fucking with me, toying with me, and I can't handle it anymore. I just want to turn it off somehow. I just want my brain to stop running. Can't I just rest for a moment? I'm not suicidal, but it feels like existence is pain, and if I were to be sucked into a black hole or something, I wouldn't mind at all. I just want to be free, to disappear from existence. I just want to be normal, or to turn my brain off, and not have all of this shit to deal with",3.16908109875736,4.679192651079138,4.427750163505562,85.82455853499022,73.92805755395683,7.4286461739699154,27.02485284499673,8.07648339933343,1.6411633093525184,2158,80,444,33,44,711,234,556,0.098,0.7859999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.568,0,1,4,0,0,0,84.0,3,0,1,7,49,32,10,0,21,0,46,18,11,2,8,111,97,39,1,16,26,3,8,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,34,30,1,2,22,2,1,7,13,13,1,4,29,10,71,20,63,58,18,58,0,1,2,2,27,15,7,10,42,329,105,8,0.12120860880646588,0.0,0.059141058821543975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627677820598461,0.0,0.0,0.05042763617309228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010318510562461,0.04237593875900465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665684363729041,0.0,0.0,0.046600969205628624,0.0,0.07388764291078874,0.06693269277499392,0.051569799329215335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616420403110546,0.0,0.0,0.4059266805650777,0.0,0.06931517906638685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220524197153843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677521129769982,0.0,0.0,0.11725428801322373,0.06248037671365689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201333328568799,0.0,0.13634337067454244,0.05367742539070335,0.0,0.06758981943397865,0.04002857148552776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571323445464007,0.0,0.2145035008331272,0.21647863587491106,0.05818963625116767,0.0,0.0,0.10309998073133336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205540571207608,0.09498974310080824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847079853983448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119668407300596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079105868938583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651029660874616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033306540760532515,0.0988011936747853,0.0,0.06417120779227091,0.0,0.0,0.04280661248221408,0.17764921133856387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088516954520835,0.06601585425575786,0.0,0.06105246079006329,0.0,0.0,0.061193071102100614,0.07097902885102156,0.0,0.0,0.0891022739140284,0.13481197140193346,0.14022532707788662,0.0,0.1289067305473628,0.0,0.11875870160593352,0.058151464582030486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448725280620655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067890690878256,0.0,0.06062070478870212,0.06898096638163705,0.038824669262616136,0.0,0.11967887848086407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133479156546528,0.04829378414363458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24883779025065095,0.0,0.0,0.060648072107080536,0.0,0.0,0.1866246175521296,0.0,0.0,0.08579207717050233,0.0,0.048398675782193264,0.10133582432443462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629127254049941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045566894612488106,0.1948457769162762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407325369770145,0.040262806922125936,0.03883279116703384,0.05954342137131606,0.14433914438902126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737300299930926,0.0,0.0,0.13184016045323174,0.11840319850421872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066747079188527,0.0,0.2144759336424616,0.0,0.09722623479396998,0.0,0.05449054794287017,0.0,0.10937191665475077,0.0,0.06969195915009357,0.0,0.0,0.04412065539933538,0.06154661292442521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039027185045511774 adhd,bread___,2019/10/22,"How can I manage my weight without an appetite? (Adderall) So I started taking prescribed Adderall at the start of my community college semester during the start September. It's really helping me keep up with school in a way I have really never experienced. I for once feel like I have a degree of control over my education, and have been taking 20-30mg every Monday and Wednesday (I have 6 hours of class those days). I also sometimes take 20mg on Tuesdays and Thursdays (days where I have 2 hours of class) and will also very rarely take it on the weekend if I have a lot of work to do. It has helped me with my depression and confidence by helping me realize that my ADD doesn't define me and that I have more potential than I thought. It has helped me start to work on improving myself. I excercise much more often, meditate more, and have finally begun to develop my art skills more. I feel happier in general, even during days that I don't take it. I honestly am very greatful to have access to Adderall as I think I'm really benefiting from it. The thing is, I have always had a low appetite and have been underweight for most of my life, long before I was taking stimulant medication. I almost never ate breakfast throughout the entirety of middle and high school for example and would often skip lunch (I think this was related mostly to my depression). Currently I am 18 years old and weigh about 115 pounds. I am a male and I think I'm about 5''10' (not completely sure though). I didn't think it was possible but starting Adderall decreased my appetite even more. I was aware this was happening though, and made sure eat reguardless. After about a month of using Adderall, I saw my psychiatrist again. She weighed me and told me that my weight was almost exactly the same as last time which suprised me. The next month I started to slip up a bit. I think my depression worsened when fall came and the sun started going down earlier. I fell slightly behind in school and missed a few minor assignments. Thankfully though, I was able to catch back up. My sleep schedule got very messed up and is something I still haven't fixed. I now find I feel excessively tired way too often. My motivation dropped a decent bit since last month. I also feel that my appetite has dropped more as eating and forcing myself to eat is more difficult. Last week I saw my psychiatrist again. She weighed me and I found out that I lost a little over 2 pounds since the last appointment. She told me that I couldn't afford to lose more weight as I was already underweight and said that if I continued to lose weight she would take me off Adderall. I feel like losing Adderall would take a massive toll on my grades and really just send me back mentally. Last week I didn't take any Adderall aside from on Monday, in hopes that my appetite would return over the weekend. The thought of enjoying food was something I looked forward to. Unfortunately, my appetite didn't increase much by Sunday. I was eating slightly more and was able to stomach a meal more easily but I would lose my appetite quickly after only eating a small amount of food. I probably should have tried to go a few more days without it but I ended up taking Adderall this morning. It's currently way past when I should have fallen asleep and the only thing I've eaten within the past 24 hours is a protein shake. I'm starting to get frustrated with my appetite and am really stressed out over this. I don't want to eat but I know that it's not something that's worth losing my prescription over. I know I am making this far more complicated than it needs to be as I can just solve my problem by forcing myself to eat like before. For some reason though, I am dreading eating to my core, even just thinking about food makes me uncomfortable. I have no idea how I was able to force feed myself before so easily. My dose hasn't changed and it's not like my appetite is any lower than it was last month. This feels like such a stupid and pretentious problem. I hate how unwilling I am to just eat, I wish I could just have my appetite and have my meds. Do you guys have any advice on combating weight loss from Adderall? Is there a type of food or drink that's nutritious and easy to get down? Is there an way to increase my appetite without giving up Adderall that I'm missing? I'd really appreciate any tips or suggestions!! TLDR: I have to gain/maintain weight or my psychiatrist will take me off Adderall. I want to continue using Adderall as it helps me manage my symptoms and focus in college. It however, decreases my appetite to the point where I absolutely dread having to eat. I could use some help finding methods to more easily manage my weight that also allow me to take Adderall on Mondays and Wednesdays.",5.124748803827753,6.5831792500000015,5.597117224880384,79.54572966507179,69.0,8.685167464114832,30.375199362041467,9.095868883498916,2.6328780701754377,3804,151,691,72,66,1221,347,912,0.11599999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9745,5,0,5,1,0,0,81.0,0,1,0,12,43,37,3,4,33,0,77,39,3,14,5,127,151,60,0,19,20,0,13,5,0,9,5,1,0,2,39,37,31,2,23,4,1,12,18,24,0,0,33,18,122,13,103,105,28,124,0,13,3,0,19,41,0,16,72,481,161,16,0.11460619280430337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037330615068711735,0.0,0.0,0.07650769817550564,0.0,0.04215692787435568,0.1222007079726992,0.03178717777462234,0.0,0.0,0.10391485482764727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058750058698941475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752142893150684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341351986573453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369298437666403,0.0,0.0,0.040412718582696766,0.0,0.040054137560415724,0.0,0.042846863464133744,0.06100247957563519,0.0,0.0,0.09854868430000298,0.0,0.09871014592824713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742347930497703,0.0,0.3909024890206728,0.0,0.0,0.03383568996812813,0.0,0.0,0.07569630947049552,0.0,0.032186886787396694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589666922530635,0.08187468703879443,0.0,0.04184849410355552,0.06983198930459325,0.0,0.18477635100734674,0.04188659165922321,0.0,0.0,0.03991800369605336,0.03664690105577655,0.0434222269809568,0.0,0.030553680620186457,0.04211791072071575,0.0,0.03782604974540847,0.03378195926802712,0.0,0.0,0.037716629466955816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363623048372438,0.040362578338120535,0.0,0.03794326959413483,0.11286401425272008,0.0,0.0,0.043125480587441804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033955750000313895,0.0,0.0,0.0419897109029146,0.18683868684059554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02698324776182081,0.0933179947029646,0.03828850443902055,0.0,0.033807624728414004,0.032080112549462095,0.21369169103204405,0.041702065901128606,0.03247802892199344,0.0,0.036147716897748566,0.05100034908569623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243388136294631,0.03848456068911342,0.038498695560837605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197009291938278,0.0,0.056165825645811435,0.02832634659819828,0.058927574092236285,0.0,0.040628328742095515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008664017046713,0.04068395166502615,0.0,0.058108782653672884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293638599515187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611329873176149,0.04306708749665237,0.0,0.0,0.04118828656332811,0.07310843240619834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683932353944598,0.03927808461242712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363389113036565,0.0,0.0,0.11598758565057456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320228466362543,0.0,0.03822965334204096,0.0,0.0,0.08822944637273893,0.037782818385406015,0.0,0.21631694171126148,0.0,0.030508217872123707,0.0,0.04376033554780775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200998693965058,0.039706572083717855,0.3446783762886389,0.0,0.0,0.03517132816886491,0.0,0.0,0.050759508018415625,0.1468700415075111,0.15013333672373932,0.06065634363376968,0.02227593088759265,0.04390765312550578,0.0,0.07300741904333796,0.0,0.025936693988682685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898295363108686,0.0,0.0945621115950276,0.045065134573363363,0.12129208182517348,0.0612867832857528,0.3256387580775897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393048857895527,0.11047628013182098,0.0,0.05562311554313426,0.0,0.0,0.13568825192644526,0.0,0.0,0.024600876884780857 adhd,watermelon9876,2019/10/22,"Do drugs/alcohol hit different for anyone else I have always been sort of a lightweight. But after drinking for years, you’d think I’d have better control over how drunk I get. I feel like I’m always the first one to start feeling it and usually the drunkest. It seems like it doesn’t even matter what I’m drinking either! I take Aderal daily and have tried to google if this impacts how drunk I get and haven’t gotten any answers. Also not something I want to ask my doc. I also take an antidepressant, so could that be affecting it to? It sometimes worries me how little control I have over how drunk I get. Does anyone else feel this way? Or have an explanation for why this happens. I also feel this way with marijuana. I haven’t tried other drugs, but someday might, however I’m scared how it would impact me, since alcohol and marijuana seem to hit me harder than other people.",4.9874224806201575,6.1671488662790725,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,69.05813953488372,8.058914728682172,28.286821705426355,8.344100000000001,2.022812403100775,703,24,128,10,12,230,97,172,0.079,0.873,0.048,-0.7062,2,0,7,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,10,4,0,1,5,0,15,7,0,8,0,33,37,17,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,5,6,2,8,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,4,16,3,14,28,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,7,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585746508374526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29023512480740976,0.20132464940664568,0.0,0.0,0.08226832004656917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917947501347153,0.24790989797548774,0.0,0.0,0.11309690526254525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069940803437123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137136320349625,0.09659006927712956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263949268567519,0.0,0.0,0.10586754546522778,0.0,0.0,0.2370222642623665,0.1402945910066339,0.0,0.2021210571925272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990398452260586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446778641859679,0.08642579501832882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029027387052257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896160337692155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697931653647648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820623208584788,0.12125045808006138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833718521322668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197695834519073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387002727497843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111880419164148,0.0,0.0,0.2202653299364089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007319532910768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313379168311076,0.11964907232358417,0.0,0.08562794713861425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191887977695373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775169992139765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642705074688259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323876882135233,0.0,0.07135520557041243,0.1920513832840996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091626756996387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285773446374702,0.0,0.0859383929626535,0.0,0.0,0.0779050431755954 adhd,jiggle_me,2019/10/22,"Accommodations in school Hey guys, I have went all of high school and am currently a junior in college all without accommodations. I never struggled much in high school, meds helped a lot. But In college it’s a different story. This semester, I am doing the worst I have ever done In school. My school offers accommodations for those who need it with a doctors note, which I’m planing on going and talking to the person in charge of accommodations for disabilities later this week. But don’t know where to start in asking for what accommodations I could receive. All the articles I can find online just say to get accommodations for ADHD, but won’t give any examples of what that would look like, except longer test times for in class stuff. Which wouldn’t help me that much, as I rarely have a hard time finishing tests on time. So long story short, those of you with accommodations for ADHD, what do you get accommodated for? Or what are some examples of accommodations in academics?",7.475818181818184,8.262428844444448,7.639595959595963,69.43590909090913,63.33333333333333,10.323232323232324,30.808080808080806,10.230975488527342,3.0367777777777776,792,26,139,17,11,257,105,180,0.023,0.9259999999999999,0.05,0.6879,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,0,15,1,0,0,5,24,26,8,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,3,11,1,31,20,8,29,0,0,1,0,14,15,0,3,12,100,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940613008725997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319638244582278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437274248866948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767969419455416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278207780107047,0.0,0.12522165990027542,0.0,0.1251977811680138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066484727311672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181787048201344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783671814694342,0.11736106837650832,0.06952946637992813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113727171166452,0.0,0.0,0.10959391044300028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400579249949254,0.2585209215361832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723566236728218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597698536114936,0.0,0.0,0.1082683349230511,0.10273600697404793,0.0,0.0,0.1040103272919844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358937729697171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987008762374174,0.09071463627737783,0.09435726968802707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682383672379132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729083284468107,0.0,0.6190804032627069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659390922486615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127897848528725,0.14005169229881162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833342469144547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401485304884024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813493305788976,0.0,0.0,0.11341175144337733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793279370606972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690785716364571,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fluffyseals6,2019/10/22,"Studying help As someone who was recently diagnosed with ADHD, like last week, and is struggling to sit down and study. Do any of you have any tips on studying. For the life of me, my test is 25% of my grade and I actually find myself doing everything but sitting down and studying more.",7.090484848484849,6.746186654545454,7.221818181818183,75.939393939394,64.27272727272727,10.242424242424242,36.51515151515152,9.725611199111238,3.4586969696969696,226,10,42,4,3,73,44,55,0.034,0.903,0.064,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,10,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.2793850639152732,0.0,0.3440739624444161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893842390580626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905859389244241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730573503343684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616707309304283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189918129888545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337067647899226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222039311854664,0.1398704984695628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826842449217712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242578945133331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993003118792542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965058762407115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,samuelgodfreynz,2019/10/22,"Today’s whoopsie Put my washing in the machine. Now an hour later I wonder why I can’t hear the machine. Have deduced the likely cause would be that I didn’t put soap in or turn it on. Hope you’re all having a productive day ❤️",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,2.9419999999999997,91.781,83.0,4.800000000000002,22.0,5.6839178017228535,0.1898,180,6,39,1,5,62,42,50,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,7,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,3,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279017719743208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516562325483773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30612358609355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26976946527464746,0.2674805931714166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269465599987476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546085025377939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25745399675131675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954330830937756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450852792510875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29454885856394114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929435578841472,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CustRdWalker,2019/10/22,"Moving Away From Best Psychologist I Ever Had I don't know if this sort of post is allowed here, but I don't really know where else to put it, so I'm prepared for this to be deleted. I'm moving across the country in order to have a better chance at work in my industry. I don't have much attachment to where I am now, but the worst part is I will no longer be able to see the same psychologist, they only do face to face appointments, which I understand, and I wouldn't want to force him to do so, but he was the one who finally lead me to being diagnosed with ADHD, after going through at least three others prior to this. Have any of you dealt with a similar situation? Do you think you can have multiple good psychologists? I'm moving to a quite populated area so I don't doubt there will be plenty of good psychologists there, but I'm worried I'm going to have to go through the same deal I had to go through before coming to my current psychologist.",6.556153846153848,5.4474765384615385,7.566794871794872,75.54403846153849,65.66666666666667,11.082051282051284,31.80769230769231,10.355215969177356,2.9534,755,24,156,16,10,257,108,195,0.075,0.809,0.11599999999999999,0.8379,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,5,10,6,0,1,8,0,26,3,2,2,1,22,42,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,10,6,2,0,2,3,1,18,4,32,32,7,27,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,6,117,25,2,0.15280593791095387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364304267488668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391327771833342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435662087312251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300265984730956,0.0,0.16036040446035418,0.13514443443940866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162878514786944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753621229997586,0.0,0.15509481043989432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276497534949124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382217191455025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739143588621264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473725437160645,0.2563327417821774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679562945106945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872255879894527,0.11232994644111052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035452581772186,0.11621580148055714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654739399276184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634584905608145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361217288375922,0.0,0.16252792422298268,0.0,0.0,0.09789139664541988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176654866355616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717602765297359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791187497999347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907637035614164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012890124521576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112445427091114,0.15518184732531204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHD_GF,2019/10/22,"My girlfriend is mean, but also very apologetic. Why? We've been dating for 2 months and she's very hyperactive. She always says something mean like ""You're useless"" but quickly says ""Omg did that hurt you I'm sorry"" all in five seconds. She does this a lot. Almost every two minutes. I'm hurt but I lie that i take it as a joke. I do this because I THINK she can't control it, and I'd hate to blame her for something she can't change. Is this a part of her ADHD? What should I do?",-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,87.8235294117647,4.184313725490196,19.284313725490197,5.46131890053228,-0.3686039215686279,372,11,84,2,12,123,69,102,0.217,0.726,0.057,-0.9583,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,13,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,2,14,2,6,13,3,4,0,3,0,0,11,1,0,2,4,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210163417844281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511009482270634,0.0,0.0,0.13984591139713626,0.14550838273794542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660098549299506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849924949205965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961349904123011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530325806649357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733808314189292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726509284647646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744104242789799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543413690797763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867080986121392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809760249259843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395819966224351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893704671454087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781321295237463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26925162807440745,0.0,0.19575605749707384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148276708221834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120515865649582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082555551693532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885771536358853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779572390381036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnehBung,2019/10/22,"Need advice in dealing with poor professional help [in developing country] **Previous experience**: I live in Sri Lanka and awareness of ADHD here is next to nil and they take less than 5 mins to diagnose/treat patients. A few practitioners I went to didn't believe ADHD was a real thing. One refused to diagnose me because I showed some issues of anxiety (valid concern, but wasn't willing to rule out things case-by-case - I was even prescribed anti-anxiety at this time, so it would have been an ideal time to rule out; plus now I don't show much symptoms of anxiety after taking the new drug). **Current experience**: Then I finally found a psychiatrist who was willing to consider an ADHD diagnosis (had to compile how my symptoms manifested at school, work and home settings with evidence - basically, I did most of her job of systematically reviewing my condition, because I knew they won't have time to look at it objectively). So, she prescribed me Atomoxetine - 10 initially and wanted me to increase to 20. I went for the second visit after a month and told her that though there is some improvement, it's subpar. Meanwhile I checked multiple sources (including academic) about the average Atomoxetine dose and it's supposed to start with 40 and could be increased up to 80. So, I asked this particular psychiatrist, if she'd consider increasing the dose even in the future, to which she responded with a confused look ""this is the dose for the medicine"". After all this time, I am willing to wait as long as it's required to check efficacy for a change in dose, but to hear that her prescription is quite below the recommended dosage (and she's set her mind on it), I started being skeptical. What should I do?",5.944859008195581,7.7047834664536765,6.983844978469232,69.23048062230866,67.370607028754,10.427503819974996,35.33393526878733,10.568078804390687,4.2471790248645656,1367,68,228,39,23,458,182,313,0.043,0.894,0.062,0.8269,3,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,2,4,11,3,1,1,16,0,27,8,0,1,1,37,43,20,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,0,17,15,0,3,2,2,3,6,4,2,0,2,13,3,29,1,50,20,10,40,0,0,2,0,19,13,0,5,19,169,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41244609108885577,0.11178666585266003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625383941018869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694502682849624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946975239170872,0.0,0.0,0.12888537017879856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101603630388318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133607613956436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793748353991695,0.0,0.1161097590600405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132663301124529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511152537487482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238029154361952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531547144831473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542955472064735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893285820321235,0.0,0.07667737739446359,0.0,0.11474873969488178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119399936497684,0.11352060042091025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101396138580898,0.10123705815806057,0.1921280330089241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550757526536305,0.0,0.09130997437425467,0.0,0.08409438703662588,0.0848233503833533,0.0,0.1104845857223156,0.1216616817291938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751784179410567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167446524184228,0.0,0.13020794712051809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577508573336068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194047189443087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378029559656169,0.17202344691211807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199953580341208,0.0,0.1123937089891934,0.0,0.2668214320181789,0.0,0.0,0.10931049411241846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747385665740083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209289096097864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328181332479218,0.0,0.0,0.08126379514676735,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,haringlesbian,2019/10/22,"experiences with Trazodone? Hello all. I’ve been diagnosed w/ ADHD since around April of this year, I took 10mg Adderall XR for the rest of the school year (til about June) and then took a break from it during the summer. Since restarting the same dosage and medicine for this semester, I’ve had a LOT of trouble falling asleep at night. Told my dr this and he prescribed me Trazodone. I looked into the side effects of this and since it’s generally used as an antidepressant I’m worried about it making me depressed or suicidal. I’m doing pretty okay right now and I’d honestly like to keep it that way as this semester has been a bit rough. Has anyone had any experiences with Trazodone that they wouldn’t mind telling me about? I’m just scared of those side effects. Thanks in advance!",4.606236203090507,6.496535887417224,4.5559105960264885,84.81126103752759,70.9205298013245,7.417439293598234,28.47737306843267,8.07648339933343,1.845026048565121,633,24,120,9,12,195,99,151,0.113,0.8009999999999999,0.086,-0.6544,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,1,9,1,8,3,1,4,1,22,19,10,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,7,2,7,4,21,11,5,22,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,10,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963687277317588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111402775062218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424940287367945,0.0,0.0,0.14545596226832588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838473963151558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073165204507515,0.16584222391587067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196628217581731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523275441556002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982641765899977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721043144317188,0.0,0.0,0.13891236677987456,0.0,0.0,0.10906725920944582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498211103195912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333489690533786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662311943027736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953821707786346,0.0,0.0,0.16358664140040946,0.16536420235048954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054854577046497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872732794336088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281420661065505,0.15043192585557988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156130678314232,0.3630751413461225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411205956369443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969514097100335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659352920888124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044171375874648 adhd,LionRam,2019/10/22,"What do you folks think of clonidine? I have high blood pressure, so my cardiologist wants to prescribe something. And they strongly recommend that I not take stimulant medication for ADHD. Because of the terrible bureaucracy of mental health in the US, I haven't been able to find a psychiatrist yet. So my cardiologist is giving me clonidine for my hypertension and it's also used to treat ADHD. I'll find out soon how it effects me; I'm starting on it tomorrow. I'm wondering if any of you have been on clonidine and what you thought of it. Please let me know.",4.5430398322851175,6.759640641509434,5.812767295597485,74.36546121593294,71.83018867924528,8.862054507337527,32.532494758909856,9.444778638647367,3.326225576519917,452,22,80,11,9,151,70,106,0.049,0.8390000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,3,1,2,6,4,0,1,3,0,8,3,1,4,0,17,19,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,14,2,14,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,57,21,0,0.19703357354247272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735921319436096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756767757564602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398958657801566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010983763198048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36017023330733383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890125576356971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943747497036985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081767883414744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828449914583413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148017838021046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849059636077865,0.19856349933973375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216283695677976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168607110245044,0.0,0.0,0.1394613774795997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814472617316002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625115805901546,0.0,0.15642264852898627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370071288675581,0.17017374538411156,0.0,0.0,0.116215506639212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136745056172824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PlasmaQuasar,2019/10/22,"Recent diagnosis, opinions on Wellbutrin? So I'm actually a junior in college at the moment but I've been struggling from ADHD related issues for years and about a year ago decided to do something about it. My insurance is literal garbage and I can only go to certain clinics and mental health centers, and often they tend to be unhelpful. After 9 months of trying to get a psych evaluation I got one, only to be told that the clinic refused to prescribe stimulants. Weird. Frustrated, I decided to go to my school for another evaluation and hopefully get some help. Well, I got the same results as last time essentially in regards to a diagnosis. Severe ADHD and separation/general anxiety. So the psychiatrist told me a lot about different ways to help in terms of sleep, diet, exercise, some supplements and vitamins, and some other weird things (light therapy??). Anyways, he decided to put me on generic Wellbutrin 100MG SR. I'm a little concerned about the effectiveness of this medication or ones like it, as he seemed pretty into herbal supplements and stuff, and I've literally never heard of it. Does anybody have any experience/opinions on Wellbutrin? How long does it take to start to notice any differences? Side effects? He said something about having seizures if I have more than two beers. Side note: I tried a friend's Concerta once and it worked incredibly well for me, so I know what that's like.",6.024841897233203,8.238268272727275,6.9268992094861686,67.93121837944665,67.85375494071147,10.435494071146246,35.1796442687747,10.577609850970193,4.487787509881423,1135,57,176,34,20,377,156,253,0.078,0.8059999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.9032,1,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,3,13,11,1,1,12,0,9,9,1,5,2,36,27,20,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,12,12,2,1,7,2,0,3,1,4,2,3,7,3,13,7,38,18,7,29,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,10,15,116,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.11517780539788933,0.0,0.2836922155646933,0.0,0.10462424926589553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605254822241878,0.12376211516115047,0.09029070744364892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466272141315857,0.0,0.0,0.206573305229484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118774664969634,0.0,0.1233289851266004,0.0,0.13415548598758592,0.0,0.18879473289604548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545770355765498,0.0,0.0,0.15822267840603074,0.0,0.0,0.11722792970962878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319003594101545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486482228478528,0.09620815796088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532454045946153,0.11829455276458642,0.0,0.10445061529237967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003427520163751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890027990805255,0.11894395041316877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420841714732253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103007710636817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437508061195227,0.0,0.12569542575305226,0.1599569647488223,0.17953045062542103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007638984181265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865022771445224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653790827029654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122711718203633,0.0,0.0,0.1194501219256804,0.0,0.10744779486592422,0.0,0.13333746946919733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118112728890844,0.0,0.0,0.18172665751331185,0.0,0.0,0.08354046550672538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338795995053835,0.13511323919174265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874198441559575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497472198307572,0.0,0.07841222042443552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882277906569541,0.0,0.0,0.22556065092547495,0.0,0.1602658375163029,0.0,0.1152957084937978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368472850804273,0.0,0.0,0.21224177760922988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592541903833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520116688462772 adhd,pointlessbeats,2019/10/22,"Please give me all of your suggestions to combat my chronic lateness! I work in a job where it's not super important to arrive by 9am on the dot and my direct supervisor is very understanding of my condition, but I think I might be testing even her patience. &#x200B; I don't want to be unreliable. I set my alarm for 7:44 every day, because it takes me at least an hour to get ready, feed the animals, and log in to my work from home so it's ready to go when I get there, but most of the time I still don't seem able to get out of bed until 9am. So I arrive around 10 - 11 most days, hoping no one noticed, and then just working through lunch and staying later to make up the hours. I think my biggest problem is trouble falling asleep. Last night I started 'trying' to fall asleep around 1-2, and didn't actually fall asleep until 5. I organised a lot of thoughts and lists in my head of things I'll need for an upcoming party though, so that was productive. Because I'm always so tired, I find it hard to switch on when I wake up. I need at least 30 minutes before I can speak a coherent sentence, and I'm also excellent at looking at my alarm, turning it off, then re-setting it to a time 20 or 40 minutes later and then promptly falling back asleep. I can do this 5 times. I can also get up, answer the door to the postman, sign for a parcel, carry it inside, and then just go back to sleep on autopilot without even considering whether or not I should stay up. My brain is just like 'sleeeeep' and my body follows. I asked a doctor for something to help me sleep and she said I need better sleep hygiene. Obviously a huge change like that is difficult for me because I need to see results immediately to keep up with something. I definitely also drink too much caffeine, but that really doesn't seem to be something I'll be able to adjust because at this point I need it just to function. &#x200B; It's so dumb because clearly I know some of what I need to do to start sleeping better and yet. . . please help me!",5.713903452685423,5.3445310318627515,6.425319693094629,80.59154731457802,67.11274509803921,9.056436487638534,32.935208866155165,8.456263369488248,2.4216933930093774,1583,62,323,20,23,522,210,408,0.099,0.7659999999999999,0.135,0.9588,2,0,4,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,0,7,26,13,1,2,15,0,20,18,12,2,3,61,55,35,0,10,13,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,3,0,16,16,3,1,10,1,0,7,8,6,0,1,4,5,43,7,60,45,8,60,0,0,2,0,10,24,1,10,28,212,59,7,0.15637399495394785,0.0,0.07629923092754702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757834090245573,0.06505784533061974,0.1694311582002375,0.19001151985572534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920600872117728,0.07309428817214217,0.0,0.0,0.12024194972892578,0.0,0.23831033978245006,0.0,0.06653137610843231,0.0,0.0,0.13830009093885676,0.0,0.0868481282000578,0.0,0.08728254717686645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271147610474475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084829024746347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002770498444126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659349142661567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328354886881186,0.0,0.0658759175519004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146149921706436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339791652961874,0.07500409245631944,0.08887094497245641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004019224795797,0.0,0.08024241636069346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481419259528606,0.0,0.07842793344751317,0.07765733032656938,0.1539968858870813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758853054427056,0.06949619583306524,0.0,0.0,0.04296952904671185,0.06373283842327511,0.08819833873992394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639643517891635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565738598215565,0.0,0.0,0.0664717892614343,0.0,0.0,0.052190427947865534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294404853431316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747643945680815,0.34784800755197065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337320059967505,0.0,0.0,0.08901641484746485,0.0,0.0,0.052981532985796685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165168823006954,0.07391198488672117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074814397200807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008859267624202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437373924286621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062304914084459866,0.1423570120095566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31297385276592216,0.0,0.0,0.1805765115865828,0.0,0.0,0.11068231848093928,0.16667387239883014,0.062440237183373375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878689161078944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194396692173266,0.10019814186131516,0.07681832804405779,0.06207174242434917,0.1367744009760045,0.0898644518278124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308383895755844,0.08504500129342939,0.0,0.08139542178609423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451246132329534,0.04611671686717194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536947545829137,0.0,0.17076319609764792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001151985572534,0.0 adhd,lovellerie,2019/10/22,"Motivation Anyone have any suggestions or advice as to how to stay motivated and not feel constantly lazy and hopeless? I find that often times when I find a hobby or go back to previous hobbies, I’ll try my absolute best to be good at it. But then I find myself not trying as hard as I should be, even though it’s all for me, like I’m trying to do these things for myself yet can’t seem to care enough and I don’t know why. I wish I didn’t act like that but the laziness just creeps up on me and eventually I just give up. I’m not sure if this makes any sense.",2.4194949494949505,3.3797655867768626,4.183911845730027,89.01202938475667,74.95041322314049,7.691827364554638,21.7089072543618,8.167268648758528,0.7806797061524331,440,10,103,7,9,149,80,121,0.038,0.8029999999999999,0.159,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,2,29,18,16,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,2,13,6,15,14,3,13,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,5,8,70,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326524772626847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411537156702528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239792516473744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634041999667745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607587129924671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077932853221812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160908389823625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832085939398498,0.0,0.11711156100900802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965324692619679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861742930222778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700918770864574,0.10076934040376333,0.14871918797584374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883490328063782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744492085325507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324938728994532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835577986318285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141633473684358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188988833069982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671125455996201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779686344688185,0.0,0.17420614240838211,0.0,0.103390867695799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611454861548257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599946664923572,0.0,0.2038977116331602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,porelamorde,2019/10/22,"How do you know when you like someone? I had to ask because i saw the post about passion. So i have been talking to this guy with ADHD. the reason why i follow this sub was to understand him better. So we met, everything was good. We planned to met again. Then he ghost me for weeks, until talk to him or he remembers me. We met, everything goes well then he ghost me again... And again. I try to excuse him, thinking that he just forgot or is focusing in his project and work etc etc But other times I just think that he is just not that into me. He sometimes talks about wanting a relationship but says he doesn't think i show interest but he doesn't realise he is the one pushing me away. I don't know, i guess i want to know how ADHD affects your relationship. What you did to solve it or what you would have love to know if your partner have told you. I'm trying to figure out if i should give up and move on or not.",1.2033314962799686,3.236134712041885,2.663510608983195,93.87136952328468,81.46073298429319,5.696445301736016,21.04739597685313,6.8360192770164,0.3030251308900529,714,21,160,8,19,232,107,191,0.042,0.862,0.09699999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,7,0,3,15,7,0,0,4,0,17,2,0,4,0,43,39,20,2,6,14,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,9,9,0,1,11,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,11,2,30,7,21,26,2,19,0,0,1,2,39,6,0,7,10,112,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190231842100513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240814632435418,0.0,0.12470101885505196,0.0,0.0,0.08090890931623237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738590031818985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960505088996848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385722369769132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732345815197318,0.0,0.11132478299956043,0.0,0.0,0.1462133242551393,0.13142021079719146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917722942424886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484351719292845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979094719815818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106738108613154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993898568765507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711540301705973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646506030151026,0.0,0.2849974144251255,0.1503533752224593,0.0,0.0,0.1055495272463786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124588256387642,0.0,0.13127001075032396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32004186371604915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25513755658628234,0.0,0.0,0.07739395344359085,0.0,0.0,0.12682596339046764,0.0,0.1802253110920567,0.0,0.0,0.13817308149657906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657118639395104,0.0,0.1064652803121888,0.0,0.11933716189660035,0.0,0.11976512090182866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662655258843897,0.0,0.0,0.0942851753799135,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weermich,2019/10/22,"I’m mad I wasn’t diagnosed sooner my whole life i’ve struggled in school, in regular conversation, just with everything. my family would give me a really hard time on it. my teachers never liked me. i didn’t know how to do anything when i was a kid. it took me forever to learn how to anything. i didn’t know how to tie my shoes until i was in the sixth grade. i didn’t know how to ride a bike, or swim, or do things that other kids picked up on so easily. i had trouble reading. i had the most trouble with math. i used to get yelled at and talked down to constantly because i wasn’t “paying attention”. i wasn’t careful, i was clumsy, i always got sub par grades (at best) and i was unable to have normal social interactions. my brain always felt like everything was mixing together and i felt so lost my entire life. i’m 19 years old and i just got diagnosed recently, after my first year of university. there can be a lot to blame for this delay. i didn’t have access to the greatest medical care. my mom, who raised me, is an immigrant and still does not know what ADHD is. there are a lot of factors that lead to me not being diagnosed at a younger age. the diagnosis was reassuring because at least i know now why i learn and act the way i do. but it also troubled me that if i had this diagnosis at an earlier stage in my life, i could have avoided all the trouble i went through growing up. it sucks thinking about it. i think about how much more tolerable school would be. how i felt so stupid my whole life because my grades were bad, and how easily teachers and family members would get frustrated with me because i could never think straight. if i started treatment at a young age i could have avoided a lot of hardship and pain. and i know i should be glad i know now, and that i have the resources to get some sort of help, but part of me still resents the fact that so much could have been different for me had i known i had ADHD earlier. it’s just frustrating and hard to wrap my head 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adhd,SMB3NK31,2019/10/22,"Got my appointment Today, I called for my first appointment concerning my diagnostic in a private cabinet, telling you back in a month or so!",12.547599999999996,9.827825360000006,12.095999999999998,52.868000000000016,55.4,18.0,53.0,15.903189008614273,8.452200000000001,114,7,18,5,1,38,20,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341105946321705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436822624122138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695931270947741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475165344948276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468209323965348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797800112485762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41186371913529607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flamingo_clouds,2019/10/22,"Why do ADHD meds make you lose your appetite? And are you simply not as hungry, or do you feel nauseous/too full if you try to eat? I know you’re supposed to eat a ton in the morning and then in the evening but I’m talking about during the day when the meds are in your system.",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,2.0766666666666684,97.985,83.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.6309999999999993,216,6,50,0,6,70,43,60,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,9,8,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,7,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043179747119124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633042037500793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182090063758927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672476317359079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803427002981918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916160024667698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832853767647499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902450717782858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625346503383866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203526465806881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191791812612425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284892185765069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mocolate7,2019/10/22,"The Abilify MyCite system and the future of ADHD meds I'm talking about the digital pill for schizophrenia that tracks whether (and when) you take it or not. I think it's pretty obvious how this can be used for tracking ADHD medication and preventing abuse. Personally I'd feel a lot more comfortable going to the doctor for my script if I was taking something like this. What is your opinion?",6.387534246575343,7.786267479452058,6.591671232876718,73.80778082191785,65.986301369863,9.675616438356164,32.40821917808219,9.888512548439397,3.3572158904109592,318,13,53,7,5,102,60,73,0.10400000000000001,0.816,0.08,-0.2108,0,0,1,0,1,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,2,1,15,11,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,6,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.2756812077826252,0.0,0.0,0.5592590111932322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381521862550146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176472065501707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223426714444952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367299651717899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197811519647738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584488910061921,0.23439505676817635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031623784589655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671359087846186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912417967839814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34988449969839736,0.18701493089023544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908840974261078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095604245785714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dolma_Johnny,2019/10/22,"I feel hopeless I’m not going to hurt myself, but: I don’t want advice. I don’t want to elaborate. I just want to cry a river of tears. ADHD has ruined my fucking life and I feel like it’s not worth the effort. I just can’t stand how I am. Everyday I wake up and wish for a new brain. I’m never going to fucking change am I?",-1.0201351351351349,0.7060177297297301,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,87.91891891891892,4.781081081081081,16.006756756756758,5.985473137389443,-0.5804270270270266,248,5,60,2,8,90,47,74,0.196,0.629,0.175,-0.5589999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,3,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,3,0,6,5,2,1,1,15,18,4,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,0,2,11,1,7,18,0,7,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26819985127023915,0.2180733516702452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491249129296903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607800126554984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513525784170084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567692369797415,0.15942846005116232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126231833659426,0.0,0.0,0.2536585737281339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389017582975659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762738619596953,0.10902669478423868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721178925720569,0.21553325463808484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948838609461117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566276732191759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,metrosmash,2019/10/22,"How? So guys, I'm having a difficulity in remembering things, especially on where I put things, and I often lose things, and when I do, It reminds me that I have ADHD, and that made me quite sad, but I still can handle it, thank god. My questions are: 1. How do I mitigate my remembering problems? 2. I want to be able to accept the fact that I am like this, as I think it's a way for me to peaceful life. How do I accept myself? I want to hear on your opinions and thoughts on this. Thanks guys",1.53173678532902,3.135296067961168,3.6519741100323637,89.26354908306368,78.61165048543691,6.519525350593313,22.124056094929887,7.3871296695380915,0.6326858683926648,377,11,86,5,9,129,65,103,0.068,0.679,0.253,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,8,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,4,1,22,18,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,18,5,10,15,0,9,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,64,29,0,0.17952081129313185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574912899357687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555076548038917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233300150251105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680085807746416,0.08770480045138718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083786819188368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986693227718686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717771715923845,0.0,0.18046799933038765,0.2011043939160464,0.1909424804636924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067241674088715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336555179518065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33055728731412104,0.0,0.0,0.35779695030440084,0.11502968714398434,0.0,0.14251947149753566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177205144905334,0.1424952639985336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,burgershapedvegdisk,2019/10/22,"Losing weight on medication so they might take me off it. Hey there everyone! I'm 25 y/o M and have had an adhd diagnosis since I was 18, but recently started meds (concerta). I have a huge problem which is that I seem to be losing weight concistently since starting my meds in mid August/early September. When I started the medication I weighed 155 lbs at 5'7"" (it was right after a vacation meaning I weighed a little more than usual, I used to be weight stable at 152 lbs) and have been losing weight consistently down to my current 142 lbs. When I was down to 146 I threw healthy eating out the window because I didn't want to loose more weight but it obviously haven't worked out. I was close to the limit of being overweight at 155 so the first couple pounds didn't really matter that much I guess, but I can't really afford to loose much more. My doctor specifically told me that if I loose ""too much"" weight I will be taken off my medication, which would be a disaster. I'm in college and meds have been a godsend. I will be on my next check up in January and I don't know if I should force myself to eat until I gain/maintain my weight again? Should I call my doctor now and say I've lost weight but that I don't want to, and ask for ways to gain again? How do you guys deal with the appetite loss? I've been better at remembering to eat regularly and have more energy and focus after a 13h day to cook good food for myself and my SO, but I snack far less in between meals and I think I'm satisfied with less and not craving as much highly processed stuff since I'm just not as hungry between meals. I've always hated being super full so the thought of forcing myself to eat to more than moderate satiation regularly is not appealing at all to me. TL;DR have lost 13lbs in 2 months due to appetite loss when starting concerta. However I wasn't supposed to loose any weight at all. How do you guys deal with loss of appetite?",5.187251499571552,5.4850506503856025,6.20168701799486,79.468374571551,68.20308483290489,9.259682947729221,28.804734361610972,9.188382445141503,2.231151585261354,1529,49,307,27,24,510,184,389,0.11199999999999999,0.765,0.12300000000000001,0.8053,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,14,15,13,1,0,13,0,38,26,0,3,3,50,63,30,0,8,11,0,9,0,0,6,6,1,1,2,10,17,21,1,6,1,1,1,10,10,0,1,17,10,41,3,54,33,14,51,0,8,0,0,12,28,0,5,21,207,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694212898812429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327152017375232,0.0,0.0,0.04353722690130616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985202594952345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902728105678449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662234928808474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653737274402679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708392416086806,0.0,0.04128896139354361,0.13200795837982324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105867490300266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620423867445046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611758650606876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445716991959002,0.07741578365427222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369870427653548,0.0,0.0,0.07052756671887624,0.12678389924346326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320857428050639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764286912946592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03518487465786382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416696855278849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487307826739646,0.1397753811735188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973884121202592,0.2133423781536388,0.1934866063603338,0.0,0.06791733621569455,0.0,0.0,0.051101833509868286,0.0,0.18825445499946386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808823512285203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126050823718455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202839985453515,0.0,0.06321410513355867,0.0,0.07252456475106446,0.0546745279719071,0.0,0.050912947660125135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582833200100846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887924085416358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812607021296464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328999322171156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813665540998833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102277986929682,0.0,0.05082640013628585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611758650606876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552945430659966,0.0705113038280378,0.0,0.07552379272482651,0.05081776707009745,0.0,0.7016550875573406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660885503570375,0.0,0.0,0.04547946660185497,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,solomander3128,2019/10/22,"Oh god it’s a YouTube loop. I currently have YouTube playing on the tv but muted, a YouTube video paused on my computer. I was just watching a YouTube video on my phone before I typed this. I also have a mountain of overdue homework.",2.009999999999998,4.502591304347831,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,81.6086956521739,5.419130434782609,33.11304347826087,6.742157984588678,2.046935652173913,184,11,36,2,5,58,32,46,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.2382,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,23,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6848322035054782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7287007980246978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stickbugbitch,2019/10/22,"I’m about to pull my second all-nighter in a row to try and stay afloat in my classes I stayed up all night last night, I’m already very exhausted. I’m pounding 5 hour energy drinks to stay awake through the night and in general I’m looking and feeling like death. I’m in 15 hours of college courses, which I know many people can handle no issue; however, I cannot. I have ADHD along with a few other sub issues. I like school, but I hate having to do all of these classes at once. I want to do perfectly this semester. I’ve became so tired of all of the snide comments from my friends suggesting my intelligence correlates to the amount of classes I’ve dropped or the amount of hours I’ve completed. I tried to tell people that I don’t think I’m capable of handling that many hours, but they would respond with “how do you know you’ve never tried and never fully completed an entire semester of those hours. School is hard. Get over it. Stop being lazy. Just do your work. Yeah you got a 97 in Biology? Well you only were in one class that summer. ” Those comments are away at me, I know that’s not how my brain works, but they made me doubt myself. I’ve been treated as ditzy all my life because of my mannerisms and I have gotten so fucking over it. I wanted to prove them wrong so I took on 15 hours of classes in spite. I wanted them to see that I am capable as they are, I wanted them to see that **I AM TRYING** and I have been this entire time. And now because of my pettiness and desire to prove people wrong, I am stuck in a seemingly endless college hell. I go to class then do homework until I fall asleep or the next day starts. I think I’ve pulled atleast one all-nighter or more every week since August. I know it’s awful for me. My therapist advised against my decision to take this much on was bad in the first place and I knew she’d be write; its self destructive but my desire to please others was greater than my desire to take care of myself. This whole situation is awful. Deep down people just want me to succeed and I feel like me giving up or me not succeeding in the expected cookie cutter manner means I am a disappointment to everyone. I can do regular work like biology, math, studying, memorization ect with little effort and I feel I am not that behind the average person, but with essays I am so overtly meticulous that I take 10x as long to write and that is not an exaggeration. I feel like essays are so much more personal, It’s not just black and white and there is so much more to prove, so much more to be judged by, and so much more vulnerability. I don’t like being vulnerable because that is when I get hurt. In the past I’ve made my essays perfect as I possibly can and have received great praise for my work from my professors. I think deep down I just wanted validation that I could do something well, that I could be smart. It’s all stupid insecurity that I wish I could just drop; however, I love the feeling of approval and I love the feeling of success. All of my classes are requiring 5 page essays every other week. I’m having to write 10+ pages in this horrible, meticulous, obsessive manner with a sleep deprived mind and a malnourished body ever single week. Words don’t even seem English sometimes. I read prompts over and over again and they still make no sense. On top of this essay hell cycle I also have almost weekly tests and quizzes. I’ve held up until this point okay, I have all A’s and B’s, but I see my descent into failure on the horizon as I have many times before. My under-eyes are so dark I look as if I have black eyes, good for Halloween though I guess! Here concludes my depressing reddit rant full of self pity. I’ve procrastinated my stresses 10 minutes writing this and I now must get back to my reality. I wish this semester was over. I miss seeing my friends. I miss seeing my boyfriend on a regular basis. I just want so badly for them to be proud.",2.741142857142858,4.7356920433121035,4.085991810737038,85.74192675159239,76.33757961783441,7.033484986351231,24.71747042766151,7.957251820313856,1.401200545950864,3094,106,620,50,70,1018,333,785,0.161,0.674,0.165,-0.3186,3,0,2,0,0,0,78.0,0,4,8,17,33,48,7,4,23,4,58,12,5,6,16,123,123,58,1,19,22,0,7,6,2,2,3,0,1,4,35,30,1,3,23,2,0,6,13,23,2,4,14,18,100,25,97,97,26,86,3,7,11,3,34,38,3,10,43,414,135,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731716339145441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608928035899837,0.0,0.061812126178325766,0.044793856912448624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262638752811926,0.043070809762350566,0.0935376175524487,0.10243565742881668,0.0,0.04766323650030329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221820614775125,0.0,0.0625294249386884,0.0,0.0,0.057109344891019063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745786658019247,0.0,0.0,0.13416630983968014,0.0,0.0,0.036123977812228536,0.0,0.048244217521278235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487175990920229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036996290354055085,0.05066728320570315,0.0943873288546863,0.053523157703882863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993220101695586,0.12004784839009675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047644928123564835,0.0,0.0,0.0865515527565307,0.05178344082256665,0.08779399279050414,0.05373311069666981,0.03183367845363691,0.046981341655504064,0.044798994066549885,0.061754917711164724,0.06170502161629924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017696075007266,0.05530158807067161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33097120884964937,0.0,0.05996345121615493,0.0,0.0,0.11692677236326048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313389231102966,0.04565835742903224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039563886636276524,0.1641917650303016,0.05614009338198951,0.0,0.049570053390285175,0.09407421577929907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110847317035128,0.10600237496438693,0.0373893470394621,0.17036624016224725,0.0,0.06101496059883187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056557517346532485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588129144964426,0.0,0.0864018994939066,0.0,0.05957083471797669,0.2628236794070508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059652391209494365,0.07591219315034098,0.042600677831207266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347108199582374,0.15533042060948926,0.09781739588988624,0.05852203042451544,0.06148583939141757,0.05295072222947958,0.06314663759204864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056028509452083236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337700414224434,0.2231769451377925,0.10198490287995177,0.11686828322758855,0.0,0.0,0.046334823140218986,0.06296135389012911,0.056053803616210617,0.0,0.0,0.0431218145061044,0.05539863683549253,0.0,0.039646538450978125,0.17910833947623586,0.0447323348183228,0.04682966991876993,0.06416310482938169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634520801416094,0.0,0.04895813805018375,0.0,0.0,0.06503581825480395,0.0,0.1076732816553342,0.05503283339810182,0.0,0.065323671348506,0.06437910758764946,0.0,0.0,0.062232894452418065,0.15211755526923154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046216881133759984,0.23126688156165584,0.0,0.17972212741939786,0.0,0.1007254597619026,0.0,0.0,0.06253690653477346,0.12882517963410225,0.0,0.0,0.1631135478671953,0.0,0.0,0.03979027776402967,0.1224836133608966,0.0,0.0 adhd,ar_mae,2019/10/22,Left my Vyvanse in the car and it was hot Is it okay still?? Serious Q,-3.161458333333332,-1.871412562499998,0.5025000000000013,100.95916666666668,112.125,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.013891666666666858,53,2,14,1,3,19,15,16,0.079,0.785,0.136,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8057564447392022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922470360932515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coilroke,2019/10/22,"New Insurance and Doctor I'm a 22 year old male who started nursing school this spring. Around March, I began to see a new doctor. Upon having my first visit for a yearly physical, I described some of my concerns and symptoms to my healthcare provider. She prescribed me Adderall 5mg once a day and suggested I only use it on days I would need it (like days where I would have long lectures and on my dedicated study days) to avoid the harmful effects of the medication. She also suggested I only use it during the school year. After I finished my first prescription, I went back to request a refill. The school year ended about a month later and I did not go back to request a refill as advised by my doctor. As summer was coming to an end, I was in the middle of my insurance changing (dad got a new job) and I just now got a new insurance card for Kaiser. It has currently been a few weeks into the school year and I tried to book an appointment to see a new doctor but everything is booked until December. I'm starting to struggle again with school and am worried with how I will finish this semester. Is it proper to message my new doctor regarding my issues? I would much rather talk to her in person but don't think I'm able to until December. I've been doing my best on handling school but not really sure on how to go about my problem. Anyone have advice or recommendations?",4.767519906778016,5.926274328413289,5.865620508836668,78.41324529034767,69.55350553505535,8.36208972616042,29.02330549621285,8.6894789155246,2.308213284132842,1097,40,199,18,19,365,148,271,0.055,0.914,0.031,-0.6403,2,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,13,7,0,2,19,0,18,7,0,5,1,35,36,19,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,8,13,0,1,2,2,0,5,3,4,0,2,9,2,29,3,37,23,4,56,0,0,2,0,15,11,0,2,41,141,37,16,0.07779853983846995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602383272368954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221546420098616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439854796120916,0.0,0.0,0.06925719470451815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964454983702473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164476777199697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230053943085228,0.06701655331734219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006944883327812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981505106553645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378128289337271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992031112800913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235079648640008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842940611651323,0.0,0.12444519868138612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812014628961499,0.0772030462780523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800843680903837,0.0,0.0,0.06884925957977021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837384406575229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209805225770165,0.0,0.05719087839599898,0.057686631508506614,0.0,0.4508298874162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163648043743565,0.0828529058583056,0.0,0.1183385905672545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793068415738074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744426957031087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049839736765990066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724176546940666,0.1239907272807044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013241384911206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813319257131526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332420308985796,0.08086247142104372,0.0,0.06253151936585011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049850162961136216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052820101720043325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438591882285053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062405295922838784,0.0,0.0,0.07212002586047915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900819363695817,0.0,0.16579755165628296,0.0,0.0,0.2504985446532588 adhd,Vera_Virtus,2019/10/22,"I had a productive day yesterday... I sorted through Spotify for 10 hours straight while hyperfocusing. This has been a goal of mine for years, and finally completed it and it feels great. I spent most of the time designing 80+ covers for playlists and sorted out all my saved music into them. Once I finished, I went on to work on Algebra homework, and essentially taught myself an entire unit while studying for 5 1/2 hours. Even though this caused me to only get 2 hours of sleep last night, I don't regret it at all because I rarely succeed in the goals I set for myself.",7.261757575757572,6.95999941818182,7.221818181818183,75.939393939394,63.90909090909091,10.606060606060607,33.78787878787879,10.125756701596842,3.2214242424242414,456,17,86,9,6,146,81,110,0.025,0.8690000000000001,0.106,0.8178,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,1,2,15,9,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,14,3,17,4,3,22,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,13,56,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874363374906575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695733210552026,0.0,0.0,0.221435869142373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362044902845113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949352134708856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067874683437384,0.0,0.0,0.23135581561687005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103416323660857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328452623111669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239590367724509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215361312574434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819392800213184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491774248048133,0.0,0.16062471414236282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113493643955669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749982354832106,0.0,0.1231505761323479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578158709260074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375381527217102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360038409622275 adhd,Angryhobo13,2019/10/22,"People 30+ who have been put on medication what did you say to your doctor? It took me 9 years of being a fuck up and job hopping like you wouldn't believe to accept going off my medicine at 18 was a dumb move and FINALLY setting an appointment with a gp, the anxiety of always trying to process things and being unable to catch the dragon led me to my first panic attack the other day so I got pissed off and managed to take action. I have not been to a doctor of any kind in 10 years (am 32) and don't even know if a gp will be of any help but it's a step I guess. Anyway my concern is I'll come off as some junkie looking for meds. How do I best convey how utterly fucking helpless I am? What are the odds this doctor thinks adhd is a sham and I'm back to square one?",1.9434362045140503,3.056416425149706,3.905029940119761,89.94585444495623,76.36526946107784,6.336066328880701,21.828189774297556,6.67199483983844,0.3737751266697376,601,15,135,5,13,205,116,167,0.11800000000000001,0.813,0.069,-0.7251,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,6,11,5,1,12,0,18,7,1,3,0,20,30,12,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,9,3,7,0,2,6,3,13,4,22,19,2,23,0,1,2,2,6,7,4,3,7,92,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275874115324567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265345278888422,0.0,0.0,0.2068258023641129,0.0,0.11633323105035485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300172321155607,0.0,0.11693254106451813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133095826969094,0.15958821648301652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099494934716294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807265157653326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46695065676273706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004408847878668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658539118499355,0.0,0.1293507724852376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811727642854681,0.0,0.0,0.08642495772783018,0.0,0.12162437256786927,0.0,0.167522389614834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101929400740948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090613641007847,0.0,0.0,0.15835763626528884,0.08357376491490671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429378277614894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277006069820974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689156295290309,0.15319465453438855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162647895904428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304665377581514,0.0,0.0,0.17842152889401064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542627876458532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287247985621466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093226877308938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433781027055913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102863532773053,0.09744039716754617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895550667083753,0.10324563420271517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585635216426575 adhd,space_suitcase,2019/10/22,"I missed voting because my ADHD reading comprehension is trassshhhhh. (Kind of a rant but looking for some moral support/understanding) So the voting card had two separate time frames. One for advanced and one for regular voting. The advanced one was in the middle of the page so naturally I read the hours of that and totally missed the descriptive text and everything.... My anxiety made me check it like 200 times but of course I did the same thing every time. Woooo. Got there 20 min after the polls closed. What’s worse is I should have gone at like 5 but I took so long to get organized today and I was finally getting my house work done so I said “fuck it they’re open till 9, I want to finish this.” So yeah that’s 2x ADHD voting fail in an election I’m really concerned about. Coooooool. It’s just like all those essay questions I failed by reading the wrong question or all those assignments where I just plain skipped over half the last page..... every time I read it. So frustrating. Like I’m not stupid I just can’t get my brain to chill and read things carefully. I wish the layout was more accessible. I have a dyslexic friend (we bonded over missing he same test questions in uni lol) who also says the voting cards are a nightmare, there were also others there who did the same thing. They would be way better with defined columns and nice big boxes around important text. Even like larger text for really Important things?? but I feel like saying anything about that would be met by mockery about stupid snowflakes who think everything has to be modified for them. But I dunno... reading issues like dyslexia and.... line tracking issues (what I have) mixed with adhd has fucked me out of good grades, social events, proper preparation for things so many times it just... has got me bummed.",3.865535714285716,6.405725672619049,3.922261904761907,85.64357142857145,75.01190476190476,6.938095238095237,24.48809523809524,7.972316293177498,1.4793202380952375,1430,47,261,23,32,439,192,336,0.122,0.7070000000000001,0.172,0.9471,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,2,6,22,24,5,0,17,2,24,3,1,1,3,44,47,23,0,5,11,0,1,7,1,3,0,3,0,0,22,14,0,0,5,6,1,4,2,11,0,5,15,6,27,13,32,26,10,33,1,5,2,2,16,13,2,6,22,167,49,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906569170859865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893833408530012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167157510201785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634069690546808,0.07176597830865572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049143208206798884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129894332566401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999492830752061,0.0,0.0,0.08219412547286628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249890072198801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324658752774455,0.0,0.13584613806611542,0.0,0.14490623113326329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076223917154554,0.057592605507631775,0.0,0.08831168334796298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228428290253801,0.14905772918631846,0.12635673676448386,0.0,0.0,0.06761748533948547,0.1289531212935785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939123658310533,0.09302087855280664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828583513088893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394991499621893,0.0,0.06571339185501708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27569682316107263,0.0,0.0,0.07134326607725648,0.06769774640455721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628149582936992,0.0,0.08173270735847839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388394072703175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709275509975481,0.0,0.4838312550862143,0.0,0.10329027858888468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668496793019776,0.12821931323593613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217860034593656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148290586178408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677908545483273,0.0516559431697349,0.0,0.0,0.2350413075746794,0.0,0.07641523043973131,0.0,0.08956814939696674,0.0,0.0,0.07875082770564515,0.08392485537064424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754983398719328,0.06398980508267481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270525689899044,0.0,0.0,0.058689937020399076,0.0,0.08215533156607653,0.1145356189736708,0.08814173498371515,0.0,0.0 adhd,cornboy123,2019/10/22,"I think I’m on to something.. Well. Never in my life did I think to consider all the problems I’ve had throughout my life could be linked to ADHD. I don’t know why I never thought, maybe I have ADHD! At one point I convinced myself that maybe I had depression (lack of motivation, inability to complete task, etc.) I even sought treatment for “depression” by seeing a psychologist. However, I quickly learned through talking with this person that deep down I knew it wasn’t depression it was something else. Fast forward to present day, I still in search of what could possibly be wrong with me. Spontaneously I researched ADHD today...AND OH MY GOD I HAVE ADHD! After reading more and more I became almost giddy, due to the fact that I felt like I solved a lifelong puzzle. Symptoms that I found, that I didn’t even know where symptoms, resonated with me sooo much! After more digging I stumbled across this thread and I just want to say thank you to all of you! I feel like I’m not alone in this struggle anymore! I scheduled an appointment to be professionally tested! Hopefully in the long run I can find relief in medication or another method! Did anyone else here feel this way when the lightbulb finally went off?!",3.523363844393589,6.1780921754386,4.268192219679637,82.11799771167051,76.80701754385964,6.947673531655227,28.33409610983982,8.04050195162591,2.1619345537757444,968,42,171,17,23,309,138,228,0.102,0.768,0.129,0.4888,1,1,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,10,13,0,1,7,0,16,5,0,1,5,35,33,4,0,6,3,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,14,1,0,3,6,6,1,1,12,5,31,7,30,16,8,31,0,3,1,0,5,14,0,4,17,121,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088985660214214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600474272023187,0.10964032113033494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110047429534156,0.0,0.0,0.10498590677704127,0.07402064213941525,0.10846735302495356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099349864722508,0.0,0.0,0.1690431762272443,0.0,0.0,0.06827174371835773,0.0,0.2735343990874478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686696855037534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180632685223312,0.13984070451549085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705324994597487,0.07562729278072021,0.10164339404174648,0.11596581668161593,0.09675525778980174,0.0,0.0,0.11607138832167647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514409993263604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163571407141203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495458525068446,0.1034369116369286,0.0,0.0,0.0936838683369261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270369358110466,0.0,0.0,0.10664406463235376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782019377443247,0.0,0.16329343268034152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173431761582105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924339536762032,0.0,0.0,0.10007309152230816,0.11934264495370638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012949121815257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105889890036953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418510898028439,0.0,0.0,0.08435770435633194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629943127489536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454092499211123,0.0,0.0,0.110669155581427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006072896776369,0.0,0.08508725675387717,0.0,0.09746280917030684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135663219384791,0.0,0.08404200171462334,0.0,0.0,0.10034407984208944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243970358569002,0.08402772684641581,0.0,0.0,0.0951819704148209,0.0981344323585736,0.09552330567641938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574265027705255,0.0,0.0 adhd,KomradKommissaie,2019/10/22,"Tell me where in Salt Lake Who is a good doctor/office to see about getting tested in Salt Lake? I asked around and have been advised to choose a good doctor, otherwise I'll waste a lot of money without really getting anywhere. I've been told some psychiatrists don't like to prescribe any medication, and other offices are just ADHD farms that will diagnose anyone who gives them enough money. Any place you can recommend? or places to avoid? The validity of the rumors I heard?",5.354783306581059,7.373482808988768,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,69.2247191011236,8.231781701444623,27.32102728731942,8.841846274778883,2.2790308186195825,386,13,65,7,7,123,68,89,0.079,0.8190000000000001,0.102,0.4854,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,8,3,0,0,0,10,15,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,5,3,11,10,3,6,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,3,1,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320319690264346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26391316775826273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568008665185785,0.0,0.0,0.17274031258103353,0.18140495949472826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695059007285184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972245422780255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049933816204235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027599773580899,0.1861447001431101,0.0,0.32550982593035754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948001039187547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496928200620048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547893009319398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054693898751905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243095644379587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462795655381412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960302146589204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185417371381016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705150545348787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marxistmango,2019/10/22,Seeking advice from ADHD artists Big time ADHD human right here. I'm a musician and I've been trying to write songs for what feels like years. Despite it being my only goal and passion in life- I just can't make myself do it. How do you start and end projects that have no relation to work or school? How do you make yourself accountable without any external deadline? I'm in a band and play often but I want my own project and I have BIG DREAMS! Any advice from fellow creatives????,1.876918660287081,4.478383926315793,2.807655502392347,90.31540669856459,83.42105263157895,5.138755980861244,23.3732057416268,6.574015621080383,0.7823684210526318,383,14,73,4,11,121,69,95,0.017,0.847,0.136,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,4,0,17,15,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,3,8,13,1,9,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,5,44,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199160505851705,0.4227438427026679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941912754643334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915830956882786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937091717384698,0.15452919699264908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527834704361856,0.10567628634413456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28877214468581136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451061701349254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184724318293492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891342880134335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310264613305408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612988837535571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685771535771916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275830047696152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851146395730547,0.0,0.1574734943726346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929410497235598 adhd,bby_mango,2019/10/22,"I feel like I do nothing all day I realized how much time I waste in a day doing meaningless tasks. ex: watching youtube videos and browsing reddit. It almost feels like that's all I do in a day, hours and hours go by and soon its 11pm and I don't know where my day went. I'm on Adderall and it just made me realized how lazy and unmotivated I actually am as a person. Even with meds, I still focus on the wrong things (things that give instant gratification) and I don't want to do any tasks that requires more than 10 minutes of attention. I have things to study for, tasks to do, but I end up spending very little time on them and spend most of my time googling random questions that pop up in my head. I just wish I had more self control, and I'm working on it, but its still flawed. For some reason, spending all my time on reddit seems like a justifiable excuse for not doing what I need to do because, on reddit, I feel like I'm getting more educated and learning more random stuff. But the problem is that I'm getting filled with these empty information and facts that I probably would never even remember to bring up in social settings and I end up forgetting them anyways. This feeling is just so frustrating. It seems like everyone knows how to spend their time wisely and they get their shit done while I'm here checking social media every 2 seconds for no reason, nothing changed in those 2 seconds and I know that but I still check it anyways. Adderall helped me for the first month I was on it, but now it seems like I'm back to my original unstimulated self+ mood swings.",5.289999999999999,5.871511152866244,5.752745222929933,81.78166560509555,68.04458598726114,8.445605095541401,30.349681528662423,8.395991825355821,2.0942119745222927,1258,46,250,17,20,405,160,314,0.092,0.813,0.095,0.2209,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,5,4,19,12,2,0,7,0,17,2,2,8,5,67,44,25,0,5,9,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,24,16,0,2,19,1,6,4,5,4,0,3,5,5,32,7,35,38,10,47,0,0,1,0,16,18,1,9,30,170,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0928349196365471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526076185424646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469289022489716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315048660599542,0.0,0.057991465898968884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063683662153296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669840954553808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540857900643165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735286649966206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685170868340096,0.0,0.0,0.12566732118333546,0.0,0.0801526494771851,0.09090251732742884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240599782862866,0.20388654344303855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091906550577559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910732649662034,0.09125909672938323,0.054065597609865935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763267838651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376484420657436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737133194935235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684585784330202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788595704360945,0.09534706154023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001601493935914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056699904313978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593329986402278,0.0,0.06993282334699402,0.07053902866877036,0.07337151340472786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825630669721371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306542351255264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256817682563164,0.0910282904212875,0.0,0.0,0.1065693945516009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562268130310967,0.0,0.0,0.10776579125457114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598132695889619,0.1984864420723823,0.0,0.09765143168201086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939497917812803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227917149250554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890315767753682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960403412302956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773606052683459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849370288137082,0.05611120390362423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818813715990016,0.0,0.0,0.10939688189443804,0.0,0.0,0.06925708771411132,0.0,0.0,0.06757890545096731,0.10401169571743403,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fasty35,2019/10/22,Dad broke headset. I'm really angry that my dad broke my $60 Wireless headphones. #THAT WAS MY ONLY WAY TO FOCUS,-0.3293478260869556,1.8060490000000016,2.5568478260869583,86.97266304347826,102.47826086956522,4.039130434782609,18.793478260869566,5.985473137389443,0.3446608695652173,89,3,16,1,4,31,18,23,0.33799999999999997,0.662,0.0,-0.8479,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977483130127119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034979448388298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238483580434686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mayorbonnie,2019/10/22,"School problems I had a quiz today that I just couldn’t focus on. I made a 0. I’m highly disappointed in myself, but I know that I know the material. I know that I understand it in fact I was working the problems through quickly before it. I’m disappointed in myself that I just can’t do anything right with testing recently. I’d be excited to make at least a 60. Why can’t I do math when I study frequently?",0.6625882352941161,2.9925986117647057,3.5508823529411764,84.74397058823531,86.41176470588232,6.6941176470588255,24.970588235294123,7.908726449838941,1.736905882352941,322,14,66,7,10,114,52,85,0.162,0.797,0.040999999999999995,-0.8437,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,14,16,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,13,1,8,11,1,12,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,46,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038638175502659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080322606870192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617443720631621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40844406994994986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344117212151001,0.16536424202898445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740955984620471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446072507960849,0.0,0.0,0.21156332036221545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507198418537693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348226853664976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789963327628623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354123122481287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035316436021714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonuser982,2019/10/22,Fuck college Literally. Nothing makes me feel worse about myself. Especially when you’re constantly being compared to your overachieving peers and meanwhile you can’t even compete a homework assignment. And obviously I’m not going to walk up to my professor and explain to them my problem bc it all sounds like a poor excuse(it’s not). I’m on my third year but definitively not a junior credit wise. I’m terrified to tell anyone in my life that I’m behind in school and passionately want to drop this semester. I feel like I’m letting people down every day of my 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adhd,houstongal34,2019/10/22,"the hoops i've had to jump through just to get my medication... whew lemme just give you a quick run down of every thing i've had to do since being (finally) prescribed my medication a month ago (!!) 1. pharmacy said my insurance didn't cover my medication and it would be $300 without it 2. i called my doctor, who said that my insurance actually DOES cover it, but my pharmacy just has my old insurance. she said the prescription should be waiting for me at the pharmacy once i give them my new insurance 3. i go to the pharmacy, only to find out that i can't change my insurance for the pharmacy at the pharmacy, i have to do it at the doctor's office 4. i made an appointment for the doctor, which was weeks away 5. i finally went to the appointment and fixed the insurance issue, and had the doctor send a new script 6. i go to pick up my medication, but then the pharmacy says they didn't receive a prescription under my name 7. i have to call my doctor AGAIN to ask them to send the script AGAIN 8. i called the pharmacy to see if my prescription was ready, but they said i can't get my prescription until i have an Rx number, which wasn't on my insurance card 9. i had to call the insurance company and they gave me the wrong number (!!) 10. i went back to the pharmacy and then had to call the insurance company AGAIN 11. the number still didn't go through, so my pharmacist had to call the insurance company, who informed her that they need a prior authorization from my doctor before they can give me my medication so NOW i have to call my doctor, yet again, to ask if they'll send the authorization to the insurance company... then i might be able to get my medication, after a month of waiting \*eye roll\*",6.163427244582048,5.823081664705883,7.457770897832818,73.46654798761614,66.17647058823529,12.099071207430342,32.60061919504644,11.622719091009314,3.837117647058824,1346,50,268,42,19,463,136,340,0.013000000000000001,0.9590000000000001,0.027999999999999997,0.3855,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,8,0,14,1,0,0,30,0,30,15,1,2,0,26,53,16,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,4,14,5,0,0,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,11,7,1,0,0,20,7,51,0,40,25,0,44,0,0,2,0,37,9,0,3,24,189,63,7,0.0696329366451391,0.0,0.06795170149378585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061725396924934436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019479201541795,0.0,0.0654224361542143,0.05354343009544572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059252500376891185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977210962061217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366241397265297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989058287952572,0.0609362521062406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866875236746109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255895692739244,0.06364324258664561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914100621083564,0.2003947735558645,0.11872200776126175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267869465262475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588836830760256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208871474809831,0.0,0.07386954177876054,0.0,0.0,0.1111606913863672,0.0,0.0,0.05163194020663415,0.0,0.13450384824433595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306805348834026,0.07415680495386699,0.0,0.052958986098926936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26494747412628417,0.0553749060816431,0.0,0.0,0.05548843509947685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760108475977167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560895315333924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626102900067778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585534158274059,0.0,0.0,0.1291008597851675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712366606877522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946524032615306,0.07613268505993441,0.0,0.0 adhd,rombituon,2019/10/22,"[x-post from /r/getmotivated] I'm always wondering if people feel drained by my presence, but I gotta remember that a lot of it is in my head. I've just trained myself to be overly-cautious and hyper-vigilant about my high energy, spontaneity, and meandering conversation style. :p https://i.imgur.com/QxNxej5.jpg Some of you need to know that not everyone is mad at you, not everyone is annoyed by you, not everyone finds your existence a burden. Don't let the illusions of worry sap you of job and deep friendship. The world is enriched by your presence in it. *Written by @Sketchesbyboze*",5.800190476190476,8.374466542857142,6.603809523809527,68.49619047619049,69.28571428571428,10.380952380952381,33.57142857142857,10.504223727775694,4.3141428571428575,477,23,76,15,9,157,75,105,0.085,0.773,0.142,0.7482,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,17,14,5,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,11,0,15,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,0,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304492545202725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306145360395157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123089383659776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010620660798488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576780780535186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242595474617164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830090924828133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089785945250522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249493000422072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702315836297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311589654665695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250971935581728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106845705566944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919982581687686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385640655169949,0.0,0.22340518076053528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Najimae,2019/10/22,Do you also have trouble sleeping? I can’t seem to stop moving or wanting to get up and so something.,0.012857142857143344,2.3718740952380983,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,93.76190476190477,2.8000000000000003,26.04761904761905,3.1291,0.4301619047619045,80,4,15,0,3,27,20,21,0.22399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406262410235491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253749219175584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527097050722782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38776225696581496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426250332901247,0.0,0.0,0.3279115171984007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35610718817943826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512320533261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OwenPurpDrank,2019/10/22,"Lmao it makes sense and I’m scared. So I’ve had a pretty decent journey of self realization. I’m 19M I found out recently I have adhd and I decided to seek professional help, it’s been about a month since then and I’m finally getting my diagnosis this FRIDAY. Problem is going thru this journey has really fucced with me. I go to a community college and it’s my second year, my first year which was in 2019, I barely passed and almost got academic suspension tht big academic jump from high school to college is really something.💀 fast forward to now and since i started doing more research, putting pieces together, seeing the correlation between my symptoms and I, and how I can relate with the people in this sub. Really makes me wish I would of been diagnosed sooner. I haven’t been to any of my college classes in about 2 weeks and I’ve been too lazy/anxious to check my school email. I feel like a failure man and I know tht when I do try to a certain extant I can get shit done but, I never feel like I gave it my 100%. Im usually a pretty happy go lucky dude, I’m social as hell and I don’t think I have anxiety or some secondary mental disability tht sometimes comes with adhd from what I’ve read on this sub, but ion kno anymore man I just feel like If I get my diagnosis back I’ll rely on these pills as a crutch and tbh I’m prolly not in the best state of mind to be doing tht with school and all this other bullshit I can’t get out of my head. Sooo like advice, anybody?",1.40625,3.644530192810461,3.6027736928104592,86.26435661764704,82.0392156862745,6.570098039215687,22.6343954248366,7.756953410329674,1.193196405228758,1173,40,239,21,32,401,171,306,0.08800000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.762,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,2,1,10,0,22,5,2,3,3,46,48,23,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,13,20,0,0,7,1,1,10,5,4,0,2,10,4,32,8,33,36,5,36,1,0,1,0,7,11,2,5,20,145,45,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262155256613687,0.10657924528473388,0.0,0.0,0.10921508679951944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741694637298239,0.0,0.08343614058145829,0.0,0.10816539550161494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386597575531292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445934016788015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395177036267452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107009534314413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116136545413179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544302195814128,0.2337529755793447,0.0,0.11947783098805237,0.0,0.09277253919584648,0.0,0.11958659985571722,0.0,0.0,0.2279325266603705,0.0,0.1859562789828616,0.0,0.08723103584488164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610410578902558,0.0,0.0,0.1119344548258726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310547238152716,0.11523552797361633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781133595475865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994050311680596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131389783665836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560646013484102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991412570536048,0.0,0.11012682150014268,0.0,0.0870564309396556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411937978587819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075613491833425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192118828193302,0.0,0.10436261946743612,0.0,0.10964270144614342,0.0,0.0,0.10909675581307887,0.0,0.20961380159621204,0.0,0.10769074219047453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919533484343012,0.3311456111366789,0.08691246982977291,0.0,0.1137809186988813,0.0,0.11195595520814892,0.18044309710197776,0.0,0.0,0.11118031670033823,0.0,0.0,0.10787028986355528,0.0,0.07719835431137602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133626241554603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988588387840287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404949705240121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012215669297355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748716162996224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542194413664798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747823847909845,0.0,0.0,0.14047145416150147 adhd,Wi11iam97,2019/10/22,I’m 99% sure I have adhd or add When I was a little kid my school said I need adhd medication but my mom is against adhd meds so I was never tested or put on medication here I am in 10th grade and I’ve always found school extremely boring and hard to concentrate on my work. I’ve always fucked around doing something and I’ve always had bad grades ever since I can remember. The thing is I don’t think of myself as dumb and I’ve seen myself get good grades when I apply myself it’s just I can’t bring myself to apply myself I literally don’t know how. the worst for me is reading a passage in English no matter what after about 3 sentences I always drift away and think about something else as I read the page and then think how I have no clue what I just read. Ive told my mom this but she just thinks I don’t care and I’m lazy she is really against medication and says I’ll get depended and my personality will change. Ifeel like I’m trapped where I can’t get the proper help I might need and it’s just out of my control I’ve always been concerned about my future sense I get bad grades and that feeling just keeps getting worse but I don’t know what to do I try so so so so so hard to do my work and do everything I need to but I have never been able to get myself to do it. I’ve always had this terrible dread about my future and my well being but I feel like it’s always just been out my reach. I don’t want this to sound like some stupid excuse for me getting bad grades because I’ve always wanted those good grades and I’ve always hated myself for getting bad grades it’s just it feels like I have no control over something that I’m supposed to have control over and I hate it. If anyone has any sort of advice for me I would gladly appreciate it and if anyone knows any way I can get tested for adhd and possibly be put on medication without having my parent involved in the 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adhd,redmoosebluemoose2,2019/10/22,"Motivation for y’all: i did my homework today Yes it is four (4) days late but i did it and handed it in doing the MAJORITY of the questions yyeeeeeehaaaawwwww only took me 3 cups of coffee and 2 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adhd,Lolathecreep,2019/10/22,My brain never shuts up I have to watch a movie before I go to bed every night or my brain will never shut up i will consantly keep thinking about what happened during the day and what I have to do next day so what do you guys have to do before you can fall 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adhd,the_lazy_introvert,2019/10/22,"am i just uncooperative or is *genuinely* nothing working? so if i break stuff down into actionable steps, but i still can't get myself to do anything, like i'm just stuck, am i 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adhd,Canisomnia,2019/10/22,"Is it not normal to frequently drop and forget tasks? I'm exploring the possibility of me having ADHD, and one of the things people keep saying to me is that people with ADHD frequently drop and forget tasks, and forget important items and deadlines. I've struggled with this since forever, my dad frequently yells at me for forgetting to do stuff he tells me to do because he either 1. Told me to do two things at once or 2. I did a menial task like clean my spoon and totally forgot. When I look for things I lost, my eyes tend to skim right over it even if I look for it in the place it is in clear view three times. Is frequently dropping tasks something that I should consider as a possible indicator, or does everyone forget tasks like that? What is it like to have a normal task-doing brain, if my forgetfullness is not normal? And if it is normal, what's the scope of forgetfullness for non ADHD people? If it helps, I'm a 16 y/o girl, typically smart(I think), just... forgetful and hazy. I cant recall situation specific memories if people ask me to, either- so interview questions are hard. My brain is in a fog and idk if it's something I should think about. Thanks in advance!",5.375064935064933,6.128248757575762,6.404744588744588,76.57283116883119,67.91774891774892,9.96952380952381,29.252813852813848,10.047579312681364,2.81970683982684,937,32,178,22,15,313,123,231,0.096,0.818,0.086,0.6062,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,9,0,18,3,3,0,2,44,31,20,0,12,13,1,1,3,0,2,0,2,1,1,18,11,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,4,7,18,4,26,25,4,20,0,1,4,0,11,9,0,9,9,119,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052896718497516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508940626605748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852489501182359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509764111418457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837190036242424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424661419585091,0.0,0.0,0.10741382994223103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069845951251316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534693574246215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991634285632102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647554729903401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879438824539524,0.0,0.12271023064887512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405568909059794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971438308019015,0.07617281710754692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172741108644464,0.0,0.11744589993495365,0.0,0.0,0.2534537378852721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592640071979794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599864985840832,0.0,0.08939399052873688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298780241483724,0.12635502929597026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307944631312766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751671484070073,0.12868406291557405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825244511740022,0.10349323705116223,0.0,0.0,0.2240432506868192,0.14405726494482693,0.0,0.0,0.0655479424836101,0.0,0.0,0.10741382994223103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980952195703332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Single_Radish,2019/10/22,"Why does rejection have to be so crippling even when it comes to little things I asked a friend if they were interested in watching a show i liked, they said no because its not something that would interest them, why the hell am i spiraling into depression? why is that the next logical step for my brain i hate this, i hate feeling like this i hate it no matter how small the no is my brain has to throw the biggest tantrum and go on a million tangents about how unlovable i am, how no one would ever like me and how i should die.",5.9304984423676,5.5649332803738325,6.032289719626171,83.5771573208723,66.66355140186916,9.37632398753894,32.78660436137071,8.841846274778883,2.4418735202492208,419,16,88,6,6,133,72,107,0.309,0.551,0.14,-0.9778,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,9,14,5,0,7,0,11,2,2,4,1,17,19,9,1,4,2,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,0,4,5,8,0,2,2,3,14,6,8,13,0,13,1,2,1,0,6,6,1,1,6,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307448806554666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981418295507268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655752469930427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410472270621077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410287376992573,0.0,0.1699359261293277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328968849523951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814850766076556,0.1481119056392517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827916968954458,0.11697565284723885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650486274112124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305702774970637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849770745021186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239984795614351,0.16411016512991292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413899645614472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109542378965207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575392202069724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605479743588344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087813609445386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432487518503675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326319270610589,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DoggieDesert6,2019/10/22,Hey all quick question Just wondering if ritalin/rubifen can last less then 3 hours. Sorry if it seems dumb,4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,75.5,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,87,4,16,2,2,26,19,20,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.5165,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,4,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39720315935789796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287713856127393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451826859171778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36718050888644377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514998630671023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373989747057374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_YOUR_SANS,2019/10/22,"I’m gonna complete all my shit before 6pm tommorow I’m just going to come home and do it, doesn’t matter if I’m exhausted, I am going to drink some caffeine and just force myself to get all of it done. A big part of zoning out during work for me is perfectionism - if it’s difficult and I can’t do it perfectly, I start to zone out. But I won’t tommorow. I am going to get it done so I can GENUINELY RELAX the second half of the day, with nothing hanging over my head. I’m exhausted of feeling like there’s always something I forgot to do. I will be definitively done tommorow.",0.6856472795497197,2.7749497723577257,3.3536585365853675,87.87056285178238,83.79674796747966,6.061038148843028,22.46966854283928,7.321109707123232,0.9697334584115076,454,16,95,7,13,159,75,123,0.09300000000000001,0.778,0.13,0.5262,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,3,0,15,5,2,0,3,19,29,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,7,1,1,1,2,0,5,3,4,0,2,4,1,12,3,15,21,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352392161179374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722766449136592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928824239502496,0.20605194009663047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674188505093356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033376273266639,0.0,0.19251895024141874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936856714070748,0.14039696551283445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535162176316474,0.0,0.3350677854159322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169058068591214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971298492298831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601182312548773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857032091059925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128166147021519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172932143462105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129397116034826,0.0,0.0,0.13910087768131355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307199667692586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_can_of_coke,2019/10/22,How do you teach a kid with ADHD hoe to focus without meds? Don't tell me it can't be done. I have ADHD and focus fine the majority of the time.,-0.08727272727272606,1.2871239090909157,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,82.63636363636364,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.3388303030303028,111,2,27,1,3,41,28,33,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7566310862288304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32213872712082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349659927194425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513970662461124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835561613071088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034456337472409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Campuskween3333,2019/10/22,"ADHD coach Has anyone here had experience with an ADHD coach? If so, would you recommend for an inattentive ADHD college student who is really struggling with managing my time? I'm in therapy and take medication and it helps but I feel like I (hopefully temporarily) just need a little extra help in fixing my lifestyle patterns",7.502241379310345,9.226283879310348,8.578793103448279,59.38301724137932,63.6551724137931,12.006896551724141,36.91379310344829,11.698219412168324,5.373020689655174,267,13,37,9,4,91,48,58,0.033,0.797,0.17,0.8115,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,9,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,27,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7207471221311024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977943310621435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554714023273065,0.0,0.0,0.10107884879897673,0.1428134072700477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679865334338397,0.0,0.0,0.1985524883094876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976643301988361,0.20035906002132012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138499839513346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822830667862744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806536961760087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089859177441271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030498164458375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22861076686249576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656722139268093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200800480581055,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wishcraft7200,2019/10/22,"From success to failure... need to get unstuck Hi all. I am new here. I was diagnosed with adhd when I was 19 after being involved in a bad accident and having a head injury. My life sort of crumbled. I managed to earn myself a career in fleet maintenance and fleet management, and for the last 7 years I had been consistently climbing the career ladder. I was offered a supervisor position in another state but was still able to commute (actually closer) than my previous job. I had plenty of confidence because of my successful track record. Due to switching jobs and insurance, I was forced to pay out of pocket and wait for an authorization from my dr. Which came through weeks later so I went to the pharmacy for them to re-run my rx so they could give me my money back and the insurance to cover it. Doing this caused the fill date to change to weeks after I had actually filled the rx. So when I ran out, went to fill the adderall script again they wouldn't fill it bc it showed up that it was weeks after i actually had filled the rx. I was frustrated but waited it out.. thinking it would be okay, and it was... I tried to switch drs to get my script filled in the other state so I didnt have to miss work to get it.. and they only would write it for 10 pills.. five days.. I have been taking them as needed I suppose.. however my life was already crumbling under me by the time I went to see the dr. I suppose this was me withdrawing and completely unable to keep up with life and absolutely overwhelmed trying to manage being a supervisor, raise two kids, get to church and church groups, manage the house, coordinate transportation and then when my kids went back to school it just became complete unmanageable for me and I broke.. I was crying at the dr office and they asked me a bunch of questions and put me on an anti-depressant... and as I said ..said I could have ten of my adderall. Additionally.. I have gained close to 40 lbs in the past couple of months in making this change and I am still pretty much unable to do anything and I quit my job!!! Now.. no health insurance!!! What a mess my life has become because of my struggle to get my medication and me thinking I would be able to manage and make it with out it. I basically said it wasn't worth all of the hassle I had to go through to get it... and wha-lah- here I am.. in one of the biggest failure sessions of my life!!! Unemployed, unmotivated, and just downright at a standstill with any success!! Making dinner is a challenge and my husband is so frustrated that he is working and dinner isn't on the table when he gets home. I hate being reminded of how disappointed he is.. and feeling like I wish I could change it and be while I was.. mrs. Do it all.. mrs handle everything... mrs problem solver.. mrs go go go. I despise myself and continue to spiral downward unable to feel accomplished at anything. I have an appointment with my old dr. Tomorrow and my mom is going to pay for me to see the dr and going to pay for my rx out of pocket. I didnt ask or say anything to her.. she is insisting that I go and she feels a little strange to actually be coming to the conclusion that I actually NEED medication.. and i feel strange that i NEED medication.. I am just not me with out it.. I cant function and lead a normal life with out it... even though I expected myself to be able to- it has made itself clear.. I'm stuck.. and need help getting out of this.",2.9228224350616787,4.86664008727811,4.483800020058169,83.32325995386623,75.64201183431953,7.482459131481296,25.51088155651389,8.335253513562549,1.7119282719887678,2673,95,528,49,59,894,285,676,0.098,0.8320000000000001,0.07,-0.9554,7,0,0,0,0,0,107.0,0,0,6,13,23,18,4,2,33,1,60,25,1,7,4,99,114,51,0,16,7,2,4,1,0,4,22,4,1,6,32,52,2,3,8,1,5,24,8,12,0,4,33,10,84,6,99,66,5,85,2,4,2,0,34,28,0,3,32,380,116,25,0.19099925589905487,0.0,0.31064620297263223,0.0,0.0765146629366845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025747612732595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04329534788497414,0.06675979111402235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571761134136186,0.0,0.11903901417420665,0.0,0.0,0.09791109207060464,0.05315880021048737,0.0776209157367096,0.07031455736369509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281742198872257,0.0,0.06540294965826265,0.2020518871436541,0.054842982242374834,0.13350605726483086,0.0,0.0,0.1524973640844927,0.07044568126279876,0.06993457132366539,0.04105957302689637,0.0,0.05483579307730156,0.0646200747449297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205106905481388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721927183298488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287666168907713,0.04548330219258022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661046080098256,0.0610746300997164,0.2532816503163621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285740750074394,0.06534011327969708,0.06767442583094367,0.0,0.0,0.04267425837920512,0.0,0.06386260893139396,0.0,0.0,0.07346249908551122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895372898111488,0.05658963817626057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051896628629609705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698168459211268,0.031104196229069608,0.06381047723859111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024270470016365,0.1274934864461476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241165617744893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745653400281112,0.05081792793981098,0.0,0.04680214324728542,0.2360392135106089,0.0,0.06148942384633468,0.0,0.0,0.0623795725997453,0.0,0.0,0.06680719651098023,0.0,0.04314201296559815,0.04842118028911035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060776800590644726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477163624043873,0.0,0.06092016429414932,0.0,0.0640023355090046,0.07132095961337864,0.06771707307058861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816840307495022,0.05063009147990698,0.0,0.06443381464448457,0.1014677854630154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016881683231881,0.0,0.0,0.06655796421673504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047869223428468805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815897406454537,0.06255193305487702,0.0,0.03712440069668913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645063815668201,0.0,0.0621928399120098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320808218470733,0.0,0.0,0.23607763167744686,0.0,0.0,0.07321323939440137,0.0,0.0,0.09269982205644717,0.0,0.0,0.1356803913543216,0.0,0.0,0.04099908621413492 adhd,Throwawayuser626,2019/10/22,"Who else can’t have a conversation without filler words? Everyone thinks I’m annoying to talk with or slow, because I constantly say “uh” or “um” or “like”. But it’s like (ha, see?) I have to use a filler word as a buffer for my thoughts because they don’t all come out at once. It’s always delayed. I happen to speak much faster than I think.",2.0994761904761887,3.754583614285714,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,77.14285714285714,6.9523809523809526,24.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,1.092809523809524,263,9,59,4,6,86,53,70,0.07200000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.084,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,16,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,3,6,3,10,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,6,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150436365655955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150865008674432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226240596091392,0.0,0.2792829358009632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158943144481592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469514751932745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285385454101921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525224614807492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998389041047825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27523125764536616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552267660838466,0.0,0.0,0.2059440369188385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772510679313988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33119714760721514,0.0,0.2051733061717715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232100676752151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491279261744032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raab715,2019/10/22,"Grocery shopping, can’t bring myself to do it It physically PAINS me to grocery shop. I hate going into the store so much I usually do online order and pickup but even that feels like such a chore. Does anyone else feel this way too?",3.262391304347826,5.2736158913043525,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,74.8695652173913,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.8819304347826091,185,5,34,2,4,61,41,46,0.099,0.8320000000000001,0.069,-0.0942,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085147507999728,0.3236283045000485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764047302692296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638543098809333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861765701993787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194091199336758,0.2256451536244513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950630589631253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118390417627566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430962129259015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321879963392385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360894253482713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34786700490346434,0.0,0.0,0.2507090844564324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laflame1122,2019/10/22,"Do I have ADHD I think I may have adhd or add I’ve taken many test online which all say I most likely do. I’ve always had a hard time focusing on stuff. Especially in school i day dream and get lost in my though quite often. I’m a senior currently a lot of times before I know it in class a whole lesson is on the board that I completely missed due to just not focusing. I’m very unorganized no matter how hard at time I forget a lot. These problems I’ve had my whole life, when it comes to basic instructions I always have a hard time comprehending the instructions. A lot of times in sports during drills I’m unfamiliar with especially when I was younger I would never be the kid to go first not because I was scared but because I needed to pay attention to every detail possible of others to try and get it down. I no longer play football but Ik when I used to just memorizing basic plays seemed impossible even though they seemed pretty easy for everyone else. And it’s not like I’m dumb I used to read a lot when I was younger (not really big on books now) but I constantly read articles and stuff online of things that interest me. I go to a HS with a pretty high curriculum/academics, so it can be a bit challenging in general my gpa is a 3.3 i get a lot of b’s and low a’s and maybe a c here in there in a class I rlly struggle with, but I’ve always felt like I could do better but a lot of it comes down to not being able to ever really concentrate while studying and having trouble paying attention in class. For example when I was younger and up until middle school I was a excellent student, so if I did have ADHD/ADD my natural intelligence could make up for it at those lower levels, but once in hs it’s more detail and stuff and I wasn’t able to get by as easily if that makes sense. One of my friends felt the same way and he was diagnosed with add his sophomore year. I’ve also seen how ADHD kids struggle with math which is very true for me math is my worst subject I just have a hard time concentrating in math and just understanding the material. Math was a good subject for me up until like middle school when it started to be more complex. Even now I can never concentrate during math class no matter how hard I try and the stuff we do seems impossible, but when I go 1 on 1 with a teacher and they break it down i can comprehend a lot better. I also display signs like having a hard time sitting still. I fidget a good amount a lot of times I’m always on the go and can really excessively talk at times. I also saw something that said speech skills and bad handwriting can be signs sometimes for young kids I had really bad speech problems when I was younger and atrocious handwriting. My speech is fine now except when I talk too fast or excessively at time, my handwriting is still pretty sloppy but I’m honestly sloppy just with everything no matter how hard I try not to be and that’s been the case my whole life. I also display irritability at times along with anxiety which I’ve seen can correlate to ADHD I also have some other symptoms of it like trying to avoid task with focus, careless mistakes , and trying to multiple things at once I’ve seen that a lot of times ADHD/ or ADD is passed down genetically my parents don’t have it, though my mom can be a little messy or forgetful at times and also struggled at math, but I don’t think she’s at the degree I am with all that and she has 3 degrees and is a principal so it just seems more like some basic forgetfulness/sloppy at times while, because she’s been able to be successful, while I’m honestly concerned for my well being in the future because of the things I struggle with. Ik some other things especially in kids with ADHD are behavioral issues I’ve never had behavior issues and have always been a good kid, so there’s some symptoms I don’t have but most I do and I guess that’s the same for anything. If anyone has experience on ADHD/ADD does it appear I may have it?",4.932121656642707,5.41188848129676,6.12423793457533,79.16365238863627,68.80049875311721,9.332590093393968,27.69556500904601,9.376866141966733,2.2221074470686037,3150,96,627,61,51,1059,282,802,0.127,0.752,0.122,0.8213,3,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,2,10,46,42,1,6,41,0,70,5,0,8,7,141,113,73,0,10,30,2,9,7,1,3,5,5,0,5,39,43,0,1,15,7,2,8,17,18,1,2,26,18,69,24,90,73,28,101,0,3,4,0,20,42,1,31,55,440,108,27,0.12794836974809715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41005087013524333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464053012216107,0.17743882226768976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032626717549068616,0.0,0.0,0.029821491691881738,0.0,0.03509686879834949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122102955512424,0.10399485149947704,0.0,0.036291546270969886,0.0,0.0,0.0754399569521414,0.046562160475897514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347746081004941,0.04471714378709195,0.04608891106886541,0.0,0.0681042413268355,0.0,0.0,0.027505371194330025,0.0,0.0,0.04328830066743131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732282686513603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562814831610831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633912767253577,0.038578875206521285,0.035934006626903124,0.04075338346707788,0.038330581523694084,0.04171935232696513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190033329463764,0.0,0.0,0.03627760598175882,0.0,0.0,0.032950864359241924,0.0,0.08913032309222234,0.0,0.09695467613224204,0.10731702207541788,0.0,0.0,0.0469831847680942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674387512376379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506149249727513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902990399129587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023439025958203238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602491449572754,0.14585459125329725,0.042745959910130686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046556919976289135,0.3263313854484935,0.0,0.0,0.05693768689481905,0.04323985487794855,0.042847111613908924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995052808662053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03162403164676925,0.09868167051652632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084055866577948,0.0289003755570488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047357174312187805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808085409838707,0.0,0.13016949030305486,0.0,0.08161954002943543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045362946901079816,0.08532199626270927,0.0,0.10928933595451124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405693998374315,0.033916559698404444,0.04269954629713887,0.12949058102252528,0.0,0.15530585388529325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03283363534128678,0.042181403104070384,0.0,0.03018750488478272,0.0,0.06811982223898493,0.0,0.0,0.17834588884019992,0.19529369597640991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865823114937711,0.0,0.06856003533694288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333761538107524,0.05465609933723055,0.12570862364814947,0.0,0.3481693755570281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478090717897973,0.0,0.0,0.044399588416460814,0.0,0.07367087379867722,0.0,0.07038053658630976,0.0,0.033853153466548574,0.0,0.0,0.038346983461672215,0.0,0.0,0.14284978552404484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030296950283660192,0.0,0.0,0.02746485172189723 adhd,beholdingmyballs,2019/10/22,"How to celebrate the right way when you get your first paycheck from the internship you miraculously got?? Cause so far, I bought the wrong game and been playing it all night. I kept wondering why everyone hiped borderland when its top down shooter. Little did I know I've been playing Zombieland Doubletap, terrible game.",6.121964285714284,8.961780125,5.424428571428575,76.12057142857145,69.17857142857143,10.194285714285718,34.41428571428571,10.355215969177356,4.320318571428572,261,13,42,8,5,79,46,56,0.10099999999999999,0.746,0.153,0.3094,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,6,2,3,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195177474088585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29720645666509066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645654866629882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250250441815348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487624209756556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709362330209036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117379270337402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918844770572443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656214621934151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688442854960474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806599395244494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373032647418153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400670129360489,0.0,0.0 adhd,depressed_betamanlet,2018/12/04,"Difficulty finishing thoughts & sentences in head It feels like most my thoughts kind of wither away before I get to finish them. I have tried verbalizing my thoughts precisely in my head, but I run into ""toughtblocks"" where my whole brain seems to freeze and the thought disappears altogether. There is also always a stream of background thoughts running, but the minute I focus on them they disappear. Is this something that is common to ADHD? 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So I more than likely lost my boyfriend and maybe my job. Idk why I can not seem to take that step back or do what the person wants idk if it is my anxiety or depression. I push and push honestly unbeknownst to me until the situation explodes. He kept telling me to leave his house but I could not, not when he is mad or says he can not do it anymore. Idk why something in me does not like leaving a situation where it is bad. Sometimes that does make me think I am one of those crazy gfs since I am legit just standing in the house telling him I did not want to leave unless we left together. He even called the cops. I know I would never hurt his property or vandalize anything. I am more rational thank that. Anyways, I always want to fix it, settle it, or whatever. I do not like leaving mad/sad and I do not like leaving him upset. I think there is a trigger from my first bf in college whom would talk to other girls when we would fight or maybe I do have true daddy issues since he passed when I was 12. Could be absolutely anything I feel. Side note I tend to notice these moments tend to happen once a month and usually it is during my time of the month or the week before I am about to start. We work together too which I know some will say that’s bad or never should do that but it was not bad. When it came to work we worked. I just do not, ironically, not be focused. So I called my boss and let him know I was not coming back from lunch. He seemed disgruntled/upset especially because work has been pretty bad for him. We have lost like 10 people to another company so low staff and work is well work . Plus I know it is not responsible. I am doing better now and will go to work tomorrow, for sure. I actually deleted pictures from phone and from social media even the whole status. I just did not delete him. I love him dearly and I do want him happy. If that is not with me then okay but I am still sad. He knew I had the depression and anxiety but could no longer take me/it anymore. Think that hurts the most. Will anyone accept me even in those bad moments. Will anyone learn to love me or love me for who I am. I am honestly starting to not think so. Thought I had someone but another bites the dust. Thanks for reading. Sorry for any grammatical errors. 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Poster child for adult ADD. I was in a Ritalin clinical trial in the early 80s so I go back a long way in this neck of woods. A month ago I switched to focalin xr from Adderall xr. I'm more focused and less agitated but some days I feel like I cant think and I feel like my skin is crawling. Never had that with Adderall. Going back to Adderall I think. Anyone have any thoughts or experience with this? 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Declared ""Impossible"" to have ADHD I just returned home from a follow-up appointment with an ""ADHD specialist"" who declared it ""impossible"" for me to have ADHD. I have no problem with the idea that I do not have ADHD (other than the fact that he's previously told me I do have ADHD and I have historically been helped tremendously by ADHD medication), but I do have a problem with how he so confidently reached this conclusion of impossibility. Rewind to my previous appointment, I spent \~45 minutes completing what quite literally felt like an IQ test for dogs with Alzheimer's. Perhaps the most difficult part of the test was the memory portion, which would provide you with a 3-6 letter word for an unlimited amount of time (click to continue) and then show you a list of 3 words to choose from, one of which was the original word. The goal is to remember the original word. Example: Dog (Click to continue) Click the original word: (Dog) (Rake) (House) Once again, to provide a standard of how easy the rest of the test was, this was perhaps the most difficult portion of the test. Another portion of the test (about 5 minutes worth) was to click inside a LARGE box. I assume the objective was to measure how well you can aim the mouse within the box, like the idea of coloring within the lines. Needless to say, I did well on the test. So well, apparently, that it is ""impossible"" for me to have ADHD. He went on to prescribe me anti-depressants without any form of testing or relevant depressive symptoms. **TL;DR: My ADHD testing experience was a complete hoax; what is your experience with ADHD testing?**",5.215619369369371,7.365660584459463,6.282162162162162,71.98963963963965,69.8445945945946,9.798198198198195,33.27927927927928,10.125756701596842,3.8709846846846863,1287,62,216,36,24,428,145,296,0.07,0.815,0.115,0.9416,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,4,0,3,11,10,0,0,30,0,25,2,0,6,1,38,29,10,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,13,8,0,0,7,1,2,1,3,5,3,1,13,7,19,5,44,15,9,15,0,1,5,0,12,4,0,4,12,154,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8733970947893529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942063339143463,0.07620475000455873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239406157794005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518756673819986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421777199764386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977818448547479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048711674155226925,0.0,0.07289768387596975,0.0,0.0,0.08385573537760294,0.0,0.16407960686478085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100943421709201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321114457414685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739515831444582,0.04924560514459577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869857539443481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907790341474552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729746510996419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232517736053119,0.0,0.0,0.057793072739615786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553583923817994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423766405938625,0.0,0.0,0.06944287026874038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602725255028067,0.06736928248068404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700548893020768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162533780259759,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpiritualTramps,2018/12/04,Adhd and work Not sure if this had been asked before but what are your opinions on informing your employer of your ADHD? I thought at first it was just a me thing but now I see a lot of us have a tough time with keeping jobs so I’m curious if you felt it benefited you more informing them or if you should just keep it to yourself? Also Curious about the type of work experience/environment you found most positive? ,3.281824440619623,5.152445650602413,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,74.42168674698793,9.080206540447504,27.5197934595525,9.606745405546679,2.597514285714285,331,13,67,9,7,111,62,83,0.037000000000000005,0.821,0.141,0.8993,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,7,1,3,6,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,23,14,9,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,12,2,8,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,7,3,53,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097696885462549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960422377172818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827075900031405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046863535065805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036347703965206,0.0,0.0,0.1803993138356272,0.0,0.23254015406827366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104615452920517,0.3770216207046343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030700398826055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900421242057198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988751524156906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089978854167576,0.0,0.0,0.16837172631004813,0.12366841500875354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551120301982616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088006769180441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ahaisonline,2018/12/04,"anyone else feel a sense of horrible world-ending dread whenever they think about future responsibilities or obligations? cause i do, and i hate it.",7.616399999999999,10.29069244,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,64.6,11.4,28.5,11.20814326018867,4.0318000000000005,121,4,18,4,2,39,24,25,0.36200000000000004,0.638,0.0,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924277147032013,0.4285137125026717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296250381032704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493674326835407,0.0,0.3704169700504745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114635615717136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129036417116431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26797717546987265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrMauve,2018/12/04,"Tolerance fell off a cliff.. Hi Friends. &#x200B; I began meds one month ago, I was prescribed 10mg IR adderall twice a day. For the first two weeks, I was taking 5 in the morning when I woke up, 10mg 3 hours later, and 5mg again another 3 hours later. This was working well until week 3, when I wasn't get anything from my first 5mg dose of the day. Week 3 I started taking 10mg a half hour after waking (about 7am) and the other 10mg at 12:30pm. Week 3 I felt the 10mg dose, but struggled to fight off the crash and timing of the second 10mg. It seems my body (female, 115lbs) metabolizes it really quickly. I'm on my final week, week 4, before my follow up appointment tomorrow. Unfortunately, my tolerance feels like it fell off a cliff and I'm not getting much of anything from the 10mg now.. my ADHD symptoms are really rearing their head again. I haven't experimented doubling my dose or using more than 20mg a day because I wanted my script to last the month. &#x200B; I'm wondering if anyone has had a similar experience? I imagine this is pretty normal, but I assumed as a smaller human I wouldn't build up a tolerance so quickly. What would you guess my docs next step is? Higher mg, xr, or a third dose in the day? A whole new med all together? Thankfully, my doc is awesome and really works with me to see what I feel comfortable trying, etc .. so I just wanted to get feedback from others who have changed doses for the better or worse. &#x200B; TLDR; 20mg adderall IR per day doesn't seem to work at all really, it did the first 2 weeks. What experience do you have that is similar to this, and what did you try next?",3.1492818963513827,4.612912012084593,4.8112537764350485,83.24317859632815,73.8942598187311,7.630072042760862,26.023820590285844,8.263242389622931,1.6663942830583314,1280,44,257,21,26,433,173,331,0.054000000000000006,0.831,0.115,0.9621,0,0,0,0,1,0,59.0,0,3,1,7,12,8,1,1,22,0,20,9,3,1,2,32,44,18,0,6,8,0,3,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,15,7,0,0,8,0,0,4,5,2,1,9,10,4,29,6,31,32,7,56,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,9,42,157,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916753944076949,0.0,0.06761884034757883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795252836629714,0.278070676417556,0.0,0.07998767747324173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053337714157804035,0.0,0.12554615142272876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046500420908458406,0.0,0.06490983554228663,0.0,0.0,0.06746468120314973,0.0,0.08473141618825912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806955849322693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459758957944501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507390218419836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385347912057835,0.0,0.0,0.07714031492090842,0.054495432737115636,0.07324208681163089,0.08356252260809144,0.0,0.19465470723363376,0.0,0.0,0.058934804556549626,0.0,0.11956161713013468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403253952806455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828670251761356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536537920086314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062179505410434426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03726722888910698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946283237651824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177413865677182,0.0,0.05607559096052974,0.0,0.0,0.07367303163420186,0.1622522249254308,0.0,0.07473955581294607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516902369083935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760558657479287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547121994654693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078638325633578,0.13888740588758847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053992353008960235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974586028813298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928556089079401,0.11470820805748955,0.0,0.0,0.07022964549201482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448028580919935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358009884156406,0.0,0.0745158236269842,0.0,0.0,0.06588261997469437,0.0,0.0,0.08998546799091185,0.0,0.4283182497384612,0.0,0.06858612117144737,0.0,0.0,0.08516543601628199,0.0,0.0,0.08272390209246974,0.16660125828915082,0.0,0.07773724258336052,0.05418810335778678,0.0,0.278070676417556,0.0 adhd,Pianotic,2018/12/04,"ADHD can be a blessing in disguise First off, medication is amazing. I am working on my exam right now, and today I have been writing nonstop for 12-13 hours. Ok, maybe like 9 or 10, but I sat at my desk for 12 hours at least. Without feeling like I was about to explode. My skin wasn't crawling once. At worst I felt restless and at best I was focusing all my attention at the assignment. But, the point of this post is that something positive actually happened because of my ADHD. I misread/forgot/spaced out and thought the essay I am writing was due tomorrow. I reread the assignment just now and saw that it's not due until Thursday. I worked like crazy the past two days and have probably done much more than if I knew I had an extra 24 hours. Two years ago when I didn't have a diagnosis or medication I studied for about 3 hours total for my oral exam. Such a big contrast to now Thanks ADHD",3.069833333333332,4.828337427777782,4.561111111111114,83.73500000000001,74.72222222222223,7.2444444444444445,29.222222222222207,8.021203637495839,2.022455555555555,707,31,139,11,15,236,115,180,0.078,0.765,0.157,0.9376,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,8,10,0,1,9,1,17,3,1,0,2,23,25,12,0,1,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,13,4,20,8,22,11,8,32,1,0,1,0,2,12,0,3,22,100,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.12583669846138745,0.0,0.4649188920886241,0.0,0.11430648518731712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860678542333259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135325176659119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316214813663872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196072505939782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652010461842202,0.0921219787698502,0.12381232017862685,0.0,0.0,0.1096848910484636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403014950219816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079595025477237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899551922606708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295477097214205,0.0,0.0,0.25980732343487345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479316229843268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732765035608505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309746354837332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189952692583415,0.0,0.12349855279729725,0.0,0.13903002005573056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012268269871107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927208859771136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871992910376745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237197727252184,0.0,0.0,0.1222296191362502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519310253135268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430329691585093,0.0,0.18775442036497544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303963801506765 adhd,TwoMeterPetR,2018/12/04,"How do you not get distracted while eating? It is sooooo boring and i never finish my meal. Most of the time i stand up and forget about it or do something on my phone until the food is cold and then i dont want to eat it anymore, so i leave it... Any advise? 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I feel terrible for even saying something like that, but I'm in nursing School and I've struggled through school my whole life. peopledont understand or just don't believe that ADD is a real disorder and constantly just see me as lazy or disorganized, even weak or incompetent because of the things I need, or need to do, to cope with the areas I struggle in, even after I confess that I have a disability and that it's more than just a lack of attention. Im just honestly so tired of pretending like it's as easy for me as it is for everyone else, or for feeling borderline dispised for being ""less than"" someone without ADD.",9.85156862745098,7.796773176470591,9.561764705882354,66.88127450980393,59.88235294117647,13.184313725490195,43.25490196078432,11.855464076750405,5.148616666666666,576,28,101,14,6,188,87,136,0.22899999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.114,-0.9643,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,2,6,0,8,3,0,0,1,31,17,13,0,5,11,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,9,3,21,14,4,6,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,6,5,74,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422394793275026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070822270696618,0.14757443368699802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779856465092838,0.0,0.0,0.16227103457415762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564386812710693,0.0,0.11499520503025412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301387589221461,0.0,0.1260404945139243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063501130845355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853888133121041,0.13028221378812746,0.0,0.13762560440201432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565048647859408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131639631431631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557572200456854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173173714702792,0.1407303048470268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135909266297351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998513724501779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393620361808414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453741089990055,0.0,0.2915294872304235,0.22954446845691745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203505839908292,0.11088033738868204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011401588787753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568627492551812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165539814403921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499389663180335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080291089881085,0.1656259082043583,0.1388385365438239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zealouswatermelon,2018/12/04,"My daughter's doctor told me she's ""normal"" and just needs a sticker chart I took my daughter to the doctor for her ADHD follow up appointment today--we went through some of the things she struggles with, the doctor looked at the forms her teacher and we filled out. She's 11, in 5th grade, struggles in school especially in math when she was at the top of her class up until about 3rd grade and it's just gotten harder and her test scores have been dropping. She thinks she's focusing, but she's not retaining information, which is the key problem. Her teacher says she'll ask her what she's supposed to be doing when they're working on something and often times she's missed parts. (She's working on note taking at school, but forgets to). At home, she forgets and loses things multiple times a day. We have a lot of routines/spots for important things to minimize stress. She snaps at her younger sisters constantly because she'll react without evaluating situations. She'll do this to me as well, and I'll repeat what I said (eg. ""hey, can you please put your shoes away? They're in the middle of the floor,"" and she'll respond ""UGHHH WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT ME?"" because she's not even really hearing me). Some of it is being 11, but part of it is really stressful for her and for everyone because she lashes out at us and I need to help my daughter and get as many tools as I can. So the doctor came back after looking over everything, and announces, ""I have some good news! You're brain is completely normal!"" and I basically froze--what doctor does that? Like if she does have ADHD, then you've now set her up to feel like it's abnormal and bad news. THANKS. It was so unprofessional and incorrect. She tells us that because she can sit at the doctors office and have a conversation, as well as draw for long periods of time, she doesn't have ADHD, because ""people with ADHD can't do that"". So I push past her BS and I'm like ""Okay, so how do I help her with not being able to remember things and with losing things?"" and she says ""Well, medication doesn't help memory (I never mentioned it, I wasn't there to demand meds). You could get a sticker chart, they work really well!"" She's 11. She's not motivated by stickers. She's not motivated by rewards. If she could remember, she would, but she can't, and it's incredibly stressful for her. I almost started crying in the office, but I held out. She suggested I get her evaluated for a math learning disability (ADHD is a learning disability...) so I am reaching out to her school to get her evaluated for other learning disabilities and I'm getting recommendations for other clinics where the doctors are actually experienced with ADHD and aren't just going off of these small boxes of needing to be hyperactive to have ADHD (and there are definitely times where she just starts randomly sprinting back and forth in our house and will not stop or creates these crazy games that involve running and jumping at taking everything in a room and rearranging it for a really loud and high energy game, she's just very reserved at school). I'm beyond frustrated. The doctor was really unprofessional, and unhelpful. I explained to my daughter that having ADHD is not a bad thing, and if she does have ADHD, that woman wouldn't know since she thinks it's just not being able to sit still ever, and that regardless, I'm trying to figure out how to make it easier for her to learn and interact with the world and find tools for that, so any suggestions on that would be really appreciated. She has checklists on her phone of things she needs to do, but often forgets to do them. We set alarms a lot too. 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ON MY BIRTHDAY! After 1 year of trying to get meds post diagnosis, I finally have my adderall! I'm so happy. No one would give it to me because I'm a college student who got diagnosed as an adult.",0.8465909090909136,3.1537122954545467,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,85.13636363636364,7.156363636363636,29.25454545454545,8.238735603445708,2.630223636363637,167,9,32,4,5,61,36,44,0.055,0.82,0.125,0.6296,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067069820570893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342191133974297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055781504537894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056389907673833,0.22136844888366447,0.0,0.0,0.36912375626432004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456510073018339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126503047628465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637066448573958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100671787850198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667261220004094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639270824836002,0.0,0.0,0.14860350535160788 adhd,holloheaded,2018/12/04,"Nicotine affect on ADHD? I know this may seem like a ridiculous question but at this point I’m just looking for any way to at least temporarily help. I don’t smoke at the moment, but I read that nicotine has a positive affect on dopamine and I’m curious about how that may impact my issues with concentration and memory. I have severe ADD, I’m currently on 60mg of strattera that seems to be doing nothing for me, despite being on it for months now. A while back a friend of mine had one of those Juul things and offered to let me try it and just figured why not and I just took one small hit off of it, but I’m a minute or two I felt incredible, I felt present and engaged, I had energy and I was able to talk without pausing or stuttering (I don’t have a stutter, I just very often can’t follow my train of thought to the end of a sentence). After suddenly feeling so much better I’ve been thinking on it for a few weeks, and at this point I’m so desperate for a solution that I don’t really care about the health impacts of a Juul. My psychiatrist flat out refuses to prescribe stimulants of any kind, he says they’re not the right way of dealing with things. I think he’s full of shit because everyone I’ve talked to that have adhd and have tried them says they’re a godsend. ADD has such a massive detriment on my live that I’d do anything to get out of it. I wouldn’t use nicotine constantly, just as sort of a stimulant in situations where I may need it, like once before I work on a project etc. Again it may seem like an odd question because of the obvious health risks involving inhaling anything other than air, I just wanted to hear if anyone has had experience with it. 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Got to love those big emotions I can't seem to contain.",-0.7487499999999976,1.3252582916666709,0.3133333333333326,107.065,91.08333333333334,3.2,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.4540666666666664,85,2,22,0,3,26,20,24,0.134,0.7090000000000001,0.157,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216389402283923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5995796063204024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383032353867144,0.35467795412861103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34123571964891203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185693114691232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24138146007797706 adhd,danceoffpantsoff,2018/12/04,"Comorbid conditions with ADHD and meds? Hi everyone. I have ADHD inattentive type and bipolar 2 disorder. I was on Concerta until this last summer when I was hospitalized for a mixed episode. The doctor discontinued the Concerta with the thought that it may have caused my hypomanic symptoms. However, I am going back to University in January and can't free range it anymore. I am going to my nurse practitioner on Friday to address this. I'm here to ask about thoughts on Strattera or maybe Vyvanse, and your experience with it? 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I joined this subreddit because I have always suspected I might be. I'm a grad student currently. When I was younger, I always had stellar grades, but would get in trouble for reading books under my desk or staring off into space. I've been very good at previous jobs I've had, but the critique I've gotten has been resoundingly similar: I don't follow all the directions or I don't plan carefully enough before i start a project. I do well in school/jobs but I struggle to maintain focus. I enter two pages of data and then I decide that Amazon has good deals and also I need to identify that bird I saw last week. I also have terrible social anxiety, so my phone, besides being distracting, keeps me from having to interact. Am I ADHD, even though I was like the ""model student"" growing up?",4.005408653846153,5.865869531250002,5.435000000000002,78.01769230769231,72.4375,8.173076923076923,29.80769230769231,8.841846274778883,2.694908653846153,655,28,114,13,13,220,108,160,0.11800000000000001,0.764,0.11800000000000001,0.2672,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,2,5,0,21,0,0,0,1,17,31,13,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,2,0,3,2,4,1,1,8,2,21,5,13,17,3,17,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,4,7,82,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38105681522540497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535609582575934,0.26382784160754263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127893377137693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664153840024656,0.0,0.13490171145897153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616371218528167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344274868059358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380915928593626,0.0,0.1047109523576586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828280575196235,0.0,0.0,0.2659434759922709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146432907971132,0.14091329995172192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292272831607376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745225228923225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363614209445667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175517835621788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857802303318405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044600641819975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160659124227872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221197474550093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657353303202992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015829042831648,0.15575995163050127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486577733672247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080807811279038,0.0,0.0,0.1271673115178081,0.0,0.1425421132415753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261880148993457,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bozo_learns,2018/12/04,"Effexor, no sleep and adhd Hey everyone. I was recently assessed for ADHD, and while the doc suspects I have it, she is also treating me for depression and anxiety (what a fun trifecta!). Currently she has me on Effexor, as it can in theory help with all three issues. I’m still in the early weeks though so it is too soon to tell if it is effective, but the side effects are hitting me hard. I haven’t been able to sleep 4 of the last 7 nights (I even took melatonin last night with no luck) and my appetite is gone. I’m trying to battle through the side effects for a few more weeks to see if the medication has any therapeutic effect. Has anyone else been on Effexor with adhd, if so have you encountered these side effects? How did you manage them? Did they lessen over time? A huge reason for seeking treatment is that I can’t focus at work, being tired is so not helping. TL;DR: medication side effects have destroyed my sleep, please help!",3.4118647540983638,5.485167655737707,4.668439207650273,81.9636424180328,74.62841530054645,7.853688524590162,27.284494535519126,8.660442795831766,2.1950002732240432,743,29,139,15,16,245,114,183,0.13699999999999998,0.784,0.079,-0.884,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,7,10,6,2,0,9,0,22,6,3,8,1,23,28,16,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,7,2,16,3,20,19,3,26,0,1,1,0,11,11,0,4,13,100,23,2,0.1314184585682585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738183461662809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105095293836855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936905835738339,0.0,0.10053476109657852,0.0,0.0,0.09189084186228587,0.13465374111810535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319052579548733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978325888549782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680065244733315,0.0,0.0,0.12557596897628726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772512566123125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642610677882662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716672715781306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424716784228295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647805421689206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665464167155565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425800328551058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512006312153615,0.1297598733951814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472349667371313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945401022220433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495095077275472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486552529169362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911796829535474,0.0,0.07663116003040005,0.15104618568797998,0.0,0.0,0.1460107429815276,0.08922450683366491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083192084847213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567420302397958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,damoran,2018/12/04,"Writing Progress Games/Visualization? Hey folks. I'm good at a lot of things. Reading and writing are not among them. Sometimes I barely make it through a sentence before moving a mile away. I have a 6000-8000 word paper I need to write as the last element of my academic program. I've never written anything that long. It feels like a massive cliff right up in my face. I'm into my second extension. I'm super visual. I was wondering if anyone knows of anything that can help someone keep track of their writing progress against a goal in real time, visually. Here are some examples of what I'm imagining: * a simple pong-like game where every block of words (let's say 100) is represented by a brick, and the ball is moved by increasing word count * a graphic that builds or demolishes a building, where each word (or block of words) is represented by a brick * a game connected to google street view where each block of words moves you forward and you're trying to reach a destination * a simple graphic of a tortoise moving towards a finish line that gets closer the closer you get to your target word count * other stuff like that, preferably that save what you write automatically If anything like this exists, I'd love to hear about it. If it doesn't, well crap. And yes, I am currently procrastinating by coming up with ideas to keep me from procrastinating. If any of you are programmers and looking for ways to procrastinate, I imagine some of these wouldn't be super difficult to put together, if they haven't been made already. I know I'd pay a couple bucks. This post was 281 words. 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My concentration issues have got so much worse in the past month or so and I don't understand why. I have so much school work to catch up on, but I can't get anything done because everything takes at least twice as long due to me not being able to focus. I'm on medication, and while it works very well for all my other ADHD-related issues, it does nothing for my concentrating troubles. If anyone has any tips on how to focus a bit better and to get a bit more work done, please share, I'm really at a loss here",4.346161417322833,4.604787267716539,5.5603051181102385,83.47305610236222,70.02362204724409,8.55472440944882,25.3238188976378,8.472884824447931,1.4192999999999998,481,12,103,7,8,161,81,127,0.07400000000000001,0.809,0.11699999999999999,0.6837,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,7,6,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,2,1,12,16,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,3,0,9,4,20,12,7,15,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,2,5,68,12,4,0.14235222082289894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107970620015112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680439162522256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953598265336544,0.0,0.3514312456258814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677659254809479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258989711873324,0.3108235124733097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491467754736133,0.2913514910744979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793699715143525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487463200174427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138520751149268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971574685420857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054758342252892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597723586511586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434048862658813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362418454143206,0.0,0.20929052312257174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659079514019806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646154893402788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589130226498802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562599908939231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119447779608744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406804729513287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703115410635164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481936821973424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745549050949305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799174233423635,0.0,0.12845073782110958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109023364975133,0.0,0.1450690745089928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DCBEWI,2018/12/04,"Is being able to repress negative or rather concentrate on positive thoughts a general side effect of Ritalin (Medikinet) which also lasts? My basic question is whether it's a basic effect of Ritalin (in Germany it's usually called Medikinet) that one has an easier time repressing negative thoughts or rather just concentrate on the positive ones? I ask this because this is basically what happens when I take Medikinet. It sure doesn't work like alcohol on me, where I just don't care about anybody's opinion, but I have quiet an easy time to just blend out ""unnecessary"" negative thought. I still have them, but I'm just able to ignore them, whereas normally I'm more or less obsessing about them. The thing is that the longest time I took Medikinet is about 6 months or even less (I didn't count). I'm asking this as I read often online that ""being social"" is usually only temporary and after a certain time (for some longer for some shorter) one looses this sociability again. I just don't know whether people refer to the same thing when they say ""they become more social"". My main reason as to why I'm quite asocial at least in certain situations where there are new or rather unfamiliar group of people, is that I become very nervous about my stuttering and I obsess of the thought of the possibility to stutter. My stuttering isn't really that bad, but I'm still obsessing of the possibility of stuttering, what people may think about it thus I repeat what I want to say over and over again in my head, which in turn makes me more likely to stutter. This is what makes me shy the most. So when I take Medikinet 10mg (which is as far as I know basically Ritalin), I just stop obsessing over the possibility of stuttering and negative ""unnecessary"" thought in general. This fact alone makes me quite sociable as I just talk what I think. I may seem more hyper, but that's because my mind is calmer, since it becomes quite easy for me to just filter out negative thought. It sure hasn't the same effect as alcohol, but it still seems quite the big difference. An example would be that when I still went to school I didn't really participate in class orally, since I was afraid of starting to stutter, loose my train of thought or just express things the wrong way. The only exceptions where classes, where the topic just interested me naturally, thus the risk of ""loosing my train of thought"" was minimal. After taking Medikinet, I had quite the easy time just saying what I wanted to say, as I suddenly stopped obsessing about negative thoughts. The thing is that the last time I took Medikinet was about 1.5 years ago for maybe about 6 months, maybe even less, and I just don't know whether it's still one of the things which will fade would have been faded if I did take it longer. This was about the time when I had my final exams in school. I took Medikinet 10mg for the last 3 days and my fear of stuttering was almost non-existent. 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This Dr. prescribed bupropion hcl xl. I looked it up after I picked it up and it turns out if for depression. Idk if I wanna take them. I’m not depressed. Does anyone have any experience using these?,1.225588235294115,3.8863397941176494,3.3737647058823548,82.98594117647062,92.23529411764706,6.8376470588235305,24.44705882352941,7.908726449838941,2.0901952941176485,278,12,51,7,10,94,53,68,0.078,0.8809999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.3395,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,13,12,7,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,10,10,0,7,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,3,3,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609793824323422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552183995297387,0.0,0.19480240492706086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202495077158504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900361272149133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077773957712123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715740978997896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197751230030022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155997795661964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593178712586344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367770890082495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987872365365979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629452748538871,0.2384729622415905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863714277120386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559716413645035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574860472356742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204452190187052,0.0,0.0,0.13962503330024958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,k0mark,2018/12/04,"Worst part of being unmedicated for a few days. Is catching up and trying to figure out what in the world you did with everything, where you are at on certain projects, and trying to catch up with all the things that slipped through the ADHD cracks. Back story: Have not had my adderall for a week because my doctor couldn't legally write another prescription without seeing me first. I didn't get that memo and thus had to make an appointment and go a week without. I got my medicine yesterday and even got my dosage upped. Came in to work today and had a mountain of stuff on my desk that had piled up because there was no way I could get to it. I had busted my butt to get all my stuff done all week, but with out my medicine I was so unorganized and unable to stay on task, that I actually couldn't get to these things. Worked on straightening everything out this morning medicated and motivated and the weeks worth of backup only took me 4 hours to fix. Medication and especially stimulants aren't for everyone, but they sure do work wonders for me.",7.31012987012987,6.9553270886699545,7.1274697716077045,76.83171518137037,63.82758620689654,10.534527541424094,34.21809225257501,10.018931242160765,3.154590147783251,841,32,163,16,11,267,118,203,0.027000000000000003,0.9179999999999999,0.055,0.7616,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,5,5,3,0,0,9,0,19,4,1,4,5,37,31,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,17,0,0,3,0,1,5,8,1,0,1,14,1,20,2,36,13,6,33,0,0,1,1,4,16,1,1,10,122,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.12194367357476713,0.0,0.1501785470343637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103224983318393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608710919813383,0.0,0.1523498359322569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292181672555554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977099676406956,0.0,0.0,0.08058935088210742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790263040563796,0.0,0.12787824043453036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253540183689252,0.0,0.0,0.11940535892634818,0.22461334276157532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629155654621636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611473530448266,0.0,0.07101807824441415,0.0,0.1998850664099614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230611747710616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341227600898607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517696334110166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503828707348497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353203231029871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957754505329122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331915410035101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28610034161892844,0.0,0.0,0.11777403515259915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660367495053049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184481868911444,0.0,0.13883599955421613,0.1696803034904227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918803290842,0.4009439287989406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409154221099509,0.13551461110722307,0.2729187593422705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,melbyz1980,2018/12/04,"Prescription Refills are such a pain.. Kind of a rant, but does anyone else have issues filling their prescription? I occasionally have to travel out of town, at first I was told I could have it filled up to 7 days early, 6 months ago I was told it’s 3 days. Then my Dr had problems sending it to the pharmacy ON TIME. I have to leave tomorrow and won’t be back until Sunday, I run out of my vyvanse on Friday. I called them to have it filled so I wouldn’t run out and they told me the insurance won’t let them fill it until Friday. I hate running out because I feel like crap and start having crazy nightmares/dreams which makes it hard to sleep. I’m just so frustrated with The Whole situation.",2.7505319148936174,4.5333164822695045,3.8889539007092218,88.10875,75.66666666666666,6.969503546099293,23.09751773049645,7.793537801064563,0.9922241134751766,548,16,115,8,12,178,91,141,0.184,0.7929999999999999,0.023,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,5,7,3,0,5,0,16,4,2,1,0,15,24,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,1,0,9,3,5,0,1,6,2,17,2,20,12,1,32,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,15,77,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758732444564574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430481834602986,0.1821520892624352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136698446842636,0.0,0.10837034292355632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152874269116825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193933412511128,0.0,0.0,0.2293010829355715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557260721783528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485086846156956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988867431616457,0.12700290918043233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121581670641193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592520001287412,0.17551657930053952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555151696209785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512590871682247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823866942578454,0.0,0.18178757422238867,0.0,0.08685216812281711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866657945266933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418987711039685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891657501984339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010722001554718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998271993347473,0.1779039664273066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583046984347626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366236976585973,0.0,0.0,0.5096165525053475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848008525531108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6DEVIL,2018/12/04,Trapped in your own little world? I don't know if this is an ADHD thing or just a me thing but does anyone else feel like they're kind of trapped in their own little world? I often do things without thinking of the consequences they might have on other people and sometimes people tell me they don't feel like I care about them which is so far from the truth. I'm truly just kind of...off in space most of the time. And I forget things very easily. And I don't really ever have an explanation for why I'm like this which always seems to upset people more because they don't understand me. I just constantly feel like an outsider. ,6.221822272215973,5.763718763779527,6.2589426321709825,82.50346456692915,66.08661417322836,9.146906636670417,26.80427446569179,8.418075326091056,1.5697455568053995,501,11,102,6,7,159,76,127,0.11699999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8057,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,5,0,7,9,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,0,2,23,20,7,0,1,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,15,8,12,19,4,13,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,6,7,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408339568307274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052808061078572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128356096588842,0.14841751497129355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883001510354793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768579338455018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653304946397484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676055407528047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100487022447035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102650596243673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197238646027495,0.31044589580623483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301681165885146,0.07960661522726531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830685723090603,0.29035858308736096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366458752398074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30126544677028644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279560220727956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186739686660773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326187157434733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266066258397716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38493169274636,0.09281501453005847,0.0,0.0,0.08446409469681075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079555599370498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951768613392327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070597977140494,0.0,0.0,0.13963171032585814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Maverick6981,2018/12/04,"Resources you find helpful Hi all, We all have resources that we've found can make a difference for us. Since I started taking Adderall in October and the euphoria part wore off, I'm learning I still need to make proactive choices in how I structure my day. This isn't a ""take a pill and watch all your dreams come true."" I've found that I can just as easily waste hours browsing the internet as I do completing chores around the house. Let's start a thread of some helpful things that have helped you progress. For me: 1. Anything Tony Robbins - Personal Power II and Time of Your Life have made MONUMENTAL differences in my life learning techniques and strategies to help me move towards my goals. 2. Rock climbing - helps me get out of my head and learn to enjoy the moment. I just had knee surgery on Friday so I won't be able to do this for another few months. 3. Hiking - same as above ",4.463524150268334,6.0293149767441925,4.457209302325584,86.67204830053673,70.74418604651162,7.617889087656528,30.091234347048307,8.139509932561175,2.025382289803219,704,29,138,10,13,217,117,172,0.016,0.8190000000000001,0.165,0.9758,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,4,0,4,6,2,0,0,8,0,12,5,2,4,4,28,26,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,1,20,2,21,18,7,19,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,1,8,84,26,4,0.14361784061543015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059582815548314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818524579341855,0.1278503268981265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371405289751022,0.15058057344151554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262162598943817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001001518878741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312641044659444,0.0,0.0,0.31493909871572184,0.0,0.0,0.07503439411378834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147393338219452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813200561518543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414346433952576,0.1657157055698196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685897243567986,0.20288305622163533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589467332443164,0.19173204764321744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463439018511333,0.15264303598900994,0.0,0.10649080904129073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555241259301113,0.0,0.0,0.12540155882704165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880216186289848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033068935691408,0.0,0.1146933930342102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596548536401708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954133117145926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837447178069375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727545790620517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,therealrico,2018/12/04,"Has there been a good app created specifically for ADHD people yet? I remember seeing a post for [this app and getting really excited.](https://vimeo.com/72572010) However it seems they never finished it. When I see posts on here, or google beat apps for ADHD it seems there are some solid choices, but nothing built for us ADD folks. The best option seems to be to combine a few different tools, whether they are phone apps, websites, or other tools. I’d love to see an app like the one that I listed above, that combines, schedules, todos, time keeping, and especially reminders about medications in one place, but I haven’t found it. Anyone else find anything?",6.574875478927205,8.819156008620691,5.81425287356322,76.33381226053645,66.5,8.259003831417624,30.13026819923372,8.841846274778883,2.6214015325670497,531,20,85,9,9,161,85,116,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.9636,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,2,6,4,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,18,16,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,7,4,10,13,3,11,0,0,3,1,5,3,0,7,7,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708674142335089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107887292215295,0.15809440006724013,0.1269723922267844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192404482466166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120639229125616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889443922472352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102367216530878,0.0,0.0,0.16917750816197685,0.0,0.0,0.0806132479224036,0.0,0.0,0.12941609404779011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714529985060814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538119090214314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925808854917698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543690288916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900252266956204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480510930457146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910981214959795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696936067451254,0.0,0.16120639229125616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955456729135237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098845914935819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747871949435491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688616055246348,0.4213956216708102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997118959239822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855989893186936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lemmmon1,2018/12/04,Stimulants vs non stimulants In what case would a doctor prescribe a non-stimulant over a stimulant? Do they just randomly try drugs on you until one works or is it based on symptoms?,4.73901960784314,7.183199176470591,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,71.94117647058823,10.415686274509804,31.92156862745098,10.504223727775694,4.131403921568628,148,7,25,5,3,48,28,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,8,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393421177616392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977784875740482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908620072106717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44614145267683214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914236542340645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124895485626824,0.0,0.0,0.30491755217755395,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lexi_Doodle,2018/12/04,"Doctor prescribed Mint Clonidine 0.1mg for my 8 year old daughter. I can’t find any info on it. Apparently they wanted to start on Stattera first, but now have decided on Mint-Clonidine... when I asked my husband why, he said “less side effects, better results” but it’s a blood pressure medication. It lowers blood pressure. I’m nervous about all of this, honestly, but I want to do the right thing. I’ve been reading so many helpful comments on the positive help medications have brought to their kids lives, and the reason the psychologist and her family doctor are recommending medication is because she feels like - a bad kid - no matter how hard she tries, she listen or focus like the other kids - has trouble paying attention - has impulsive behaviours - is sad often - feels hopeless - has trouble with friends due to personal space and blurting things out These are her own words. Her school teacher has also recommended medication if that is an option because they say her spirit has dimmed. But I know nothing about this med! Help?",6.893118729096991,8.632031271739134,6.732173913043479,72.0058026755853,65.08695652173913,9.13979933110368,35.34949832775919,9.466822959209583,3.612881772575252,830,39,130,16,13,262,131,184,0.154,0.6579999999999999,0.188,0.8278,2,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,3,3,8,13,0,3,8,0,15,8,2,4,1,29,26,13,0,3,6,2,3,2,1,0,6,3,0,4,10,5,0,0,9,1,1,1,2,8,0,1,3,7,16,5,14,23,3,16,1,2,0,0,26,8,0,4,9,83,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029348562773413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378940382245343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893530963965474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515630254096755,0.16814784420811762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197782818815375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28233114187032865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300174182255577,0.0,0.13947161554753396,0.098529103123319,0.0,0.0,0.1260551372655376,0.11731352371602614,0.0,0.0,0.10655559822263873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235480103923249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773318691826497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579647700597568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476016076607095,0.0,0.12178468485583667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398278525670181,0.0,0.0,0.15319651618642632,0.5557540752975245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132336653624464,0.0,0.14472241101887312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042523563901113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137955961552383,0.0,0.0,0.1418033310135483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778176396910983,0.1311922085588164,0.10967843723054524,0.0,0.13958102560044336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761952241306407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325403055277628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363770253477767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269597303772046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445011965404665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881508155345268 adhd,Message_ahead,2018/12/04,"Today's ADHD Tax is missing my flight and having to buy another ticket. Luckily it is only 140 dollars, and I didn't beat myself up too badly but oh man, I can't believe I've done this. 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I've been taking 70 mg Vyvanse daily for 2 years or so, and 30 mg adderall kind of as needed in addition. I've been off the adderall for a bit now and this is day 3 with no Vyvanse. Does anyone have experience with this and can maybe give me an idea what to expect? So far, this is no fun. I have not talked with my dr about this yet... I know, I know, but one of the reasons I'm quitting is because I can't afford the doctor. And dr won't see me or refill my rx until I pay the 100s of dollars that my insurance wouldn't cover for my appointments this year. And I don't have the money, and probably won't for a while. 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I get the anxious feelings about 3-4 times a day. 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I am getting evaluated for ADHD on Jan 3. The problem is that that is so far off but I at least have that to look forward to. Just gonna grin and bare what I can this month, and do my best. Hopefully don't get evicted but I've been much worse off in the past so I should be okay. Cheers, and yea for baby steps. 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I'm 47, still undiagnosed, but after reading stories on this subreddit I broke down in tears, finally thinking I have an answer to the question I've been asking myself for over three decades, ""WTF is wrong with me?"" I have high blood pressure (averages 140/75), so the first line of medication would probably be Strattera or some other non-stimulant anyway. But after thinking about how many stories I've seen about stimulant medication changing people's lives, I'm concerned that maybe a psychiatrist who doesn't prescribe stimulants doesn't take ADHD seriously. 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He didn’t understand the diagnosis. Unbeknownst to me he has been researching what my diagnosis entails and has realized that a lot of my quirks come from this. He has become a real champion for me, even in everyday things. He knows how I can become overstimulated easily and helps me when he notices it. He knows that I can be incredibly forgetful, so he becomes a secondary planner so I ALMOST never forget when we have plans in our life. Today he went above and beyond. I was looking for my keys in my designated key spot. I tore the area around it apart. As I watched the minutes tick away and I got closer to being late for an appointment I was on the verge of tears due to frustration and pregnancy hormones. So I called my number one support at work. “I’m sorry Honey, I didn’t see them this morning. Let’s walk through last night so we can figure this out.” He took time out of a busy workday to remind me of my steps the night before. And he reminded me that I had talked with him in a room I never bring my keys into. And they were there. He took the time to help me find my keys. I felt that I needed to share this with others who would understand. And I needed to brag about my awesome husband. TLDR: my husband, who was skeptical of my diagnosis last year has taken the time to educate himself and helped me find my keys via phone when I was running late for an appointment and he was busy at work.",3.104574495272168,5.045681774086379,4.606063122923587,82.65917390748788,75.11295681063123,7.820138001533349,26.527089189879888,8.617729084823388,2.0112927676974186,1198,45,233,24,26,400,157,301,0.043,0.861,0.096,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,2,4,15,5,3,0,15,0,25,2,0,1,2,40,43,20,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,15,19,0,0,9,0,0,8,4,3,0,1,18,5,45,2,38,21,2,48,0,0,3,0,33,19,0,3,21,164,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392139830530044,0.0,0.10268282078338692,0.0,0.11599437248932047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031197996752423,0.0,0.0,0.1088330026456593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837997537272997,0.09856905229085892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828288485994295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978361934083196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757247101602837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650947661629003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122202089272078,0.0,0.21174647707962366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264571004731363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329300001380736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732235535354006,0.18884580030180567,0.2613391506904545,0.0,0.0,0.11845153771211167,0.0818193454121803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972741988923924,0.0,0.0,0.09848077185264847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171783853229292,0.17868180959952695,0.0,0.0,0.2174110102538646,0.0,0.0,0.13188158975615247,0.0,0.0,0.0784943856687337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184826333992675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923073697492668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967042861433067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145085106487597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931056733947431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695718758857878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263706946151672,0.0,0.10980026247523708,0.0,0.25739911419791506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118153134828005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738238317384136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866193957440118,0.0,0.0,0.08228752929032597,0.0,0.0,0.14919090993385914 adhd,Maha_Kitty,2018/12/04,"Not sure if medication will help or not a good match for it. So I went to special Ed for ADD/ADHD till 7th grade. Before 7th grade I was on meds for it, but it made me really irritable at times and crash a lot from the stimulates . In High school I tried to take it again getting the same result basically. I seem to be really sensitive to meds, because even a cup of coffee gives me panic attacks later in the day when I crash. I used to be able to drink like 5 cups and GO TO SLEEP right after but I think my body doesn't really like it anymore.I can only have decafe.. Anyways, I'm not sure if I should even give it a try because I'm worried it will make me snappy and mean and then crash later and so.....what can I do?",2.6055194805194795,3.3525526688311733,4.581688311688313,87.14967532467533,74.25974025974024,7.677922077922077,22.441558441558442,8.00094639256281,0.8691766233766236,557,13,127,8,11,192,96,154,0.195,0.727,0.078,-0.9645,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,7,0,11,4,2,5,2,26,25,14,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,13,6,18,17,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,11,78,20,3,0.1481093044189795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779986019117432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849571553000636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805721145458949,0.0,0.1260301092948274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645160483568777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955182485731978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509073252951024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564959743323612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738099857281074,0.28415988132947145,0.08417393088156577,0.12422705754828732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927454474189634,0.15648561188373575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471744969834954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591723417816886,0.0,0.1401446049744015,0.09886411078726592,0.0,0.0,0.16133445224269316,0.3290320967137554,0.14920454231301966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264380007149995,0.0,0.17377435680331926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846478388988618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264845367183179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989452325039065,0.0,0.1348331481465898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821626718732928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27918253322653697,0.0,0.11135976449271047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490246188008486,0.0,0.0,0.08636372647018223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011129911008164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791888512228713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372988090400188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041218803419704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CarolinianRevolution,2018/12/04,"Good grades, but still feel like I'm being lazy or not living up to my potential For the first time in years I've held consistent 90s (As) in all my classes but I still feel like I'm being lazy not doing enough, and that I've only gotten this because of easy classes. I feel like I'm going to get some rude awakening next semester or in college when I get harder classes and my current classes couldn't prepare me for them",5.514482758620686,5.274752172413798,6.251172413793102,81.23606896551726,67.50574712643679,8.799080459770115,31.193103448275863,8.238735603445708,2.194624827586207,337,12,67,4,5,111,56,87,0.109,0.7290000000000001,0.162,0.6187,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,15,8,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,8,4,10,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,11,40,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941572178378706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236312175433932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346918559226552,0.4901581495738337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453534668724126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389766060060541,0.0,0.12997764753150118,0.19182590774577885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351993925830056,0.0,0.20194965711689844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322909994229355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393955573849473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652863213244401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335903267298516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727775736137258 adhd,Rubixninja314,2018/12/04,"I've had a very eventful morning This morning I did so much, I can hardly believe I did it all! I woke up, and got out of bed, and took all my meds. I had a bowl of cereal and then later I even made some eggs and ate them! Not only that, but I got dressed on time. Now if you think that's amazing just you wait. I also took out the trash and recycling, and even put away all of my breakfast things. That's right, not a single pan or box of cereal was left out! Then I did some really weird things in the bathroom, like shower and brush my teeth. But what's really crazy is I even had time to run through a couple scales on my french horn before heading to work. Now I have to go to work, but I accomplished so much this morning that I hardly have the energy to go. Either way, it's amazing what can be done in only three hours!",2.3862194055944066,3.294823539772729,3.836590909090913,91.66959790209793,74.9659090909091,7.0062937062937065,21.493006993007,7.321109707123232,0.4401648601398591,637,14,148,7,13,211,97,176,0.035,0.845,0.12,0.9509,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,3,9,4,0,0,7,0,14,5,2,1,3,27,25,17,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,12,10,3,1,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,15,3,20,3,19,9,9,27,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,4,10,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323988305575115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447892700396074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311343138823026,0.1736266206596448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705172541544793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770569628237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053600746398281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516593034302033,0.0,0.2465080334818213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761004834666708,0.0,0.15815897444490018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517650554672218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743848196694028,0.0,0.0,0.07528924468594657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582044497503852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117892894497638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265738030213678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441172142310715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492081721455986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745069523961464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316071455629395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476463470422984,0.09874600041227667,0.0,0.0,0.17972289444727182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34243868080069084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715500335813293,0.0,0.12232353009822584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243845021344351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iqchange,2018/12/04,"How to establish and keep up a schedule? I'm sure this question has been asked 999^(999) times but I'm also sure that there are individual matters that are relevant to find the way through this problem. I just made a post at r/ios ([here](https://www.reddit.com/r/ios/comments/a328zq/what_are_good_apps_to_keep_a_schedule_is_there/)) because since I'm always using my phone as a fidget spinner or I can't keep my ass on the couch and thus I check my phone all the time, having a digital schedule would be great. I could never have a healthy schedule because I'm also an OCD patient, so I'll always become obsessive with it and finally get frustrated. How do I cope with all of this? If this question has direct and obvious answers on other posts, please do not downvote. Tell me on the comments and I'll take a look and if it answers this question, I'll just delete it. Thanks!",6.489006734006733,7.8510143765432145,5.9598092031425365,78.56459595959599,65.72839506172839,8.360044893378229,33.24579124579125,8.575989854853784,2.680733333333333,707,30,124,10,11,217,99,162,0.086,0.775,0.139,0.8226,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,11,0,13,1,1,5,6,38,26,16,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,9,4,12,21,2,15,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,6,7,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379932656393812,0.2476298008267529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910946427487858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141622021259696,0.1643397414443353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880601648845247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300494389968098,0.13600202041716036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774272518577441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640543541952384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645235028135696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249559167763754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079972747498312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476501263438738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633395371149126,0.0,0.0,0.2850217131962912,0.0,0.0,0.14238309141395708,0.0,0.0,0.5000757383054905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309026987246632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804876049367144,0.0,0.11188032885829537,0.0,0.13005920853121225,0.13699657533330453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353488781029794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851685705212512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811183064594505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057044291170172,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unknown_Canadian,2018/12/04,"Why do people who can focus think its so easy to do? I recently told a family member that I am on medications for ADHD. At first, the response was okay, but as expected, I was told that exercising and prioritizing will be beneficial and that the idea of medicine, in the long run, is not a good idea. I have been taking 40mg Vyvanse for a month now. I can't lie, the thought of long-term implications of this drug does scare me. Especially when so many people say there aren't any clinical trials on it. Anyways, its just also frustrating when someone acts like its so easy to do things. I wish it was that easy! My whole life I wish I could easily sit down, focus and get things done. Yes my medication does help, however, there are still times I can't focus and I still feel something internally stopping me. I always have wished that I could be like my family member and be such a high achiever. I want to achieve more and do more in my life than I do now. But it's frustrating that people don't understand that I can't just ""do it"" ",4.43879917184265,5.263046685990343,5.681742581090408,80.66228260869569,70.06280193236715,9.392546583850931,26.86300897170463,9.606745405546679,2.1764951000690136,812,25,169,18,14,272,115,207,0.076,0.728,0.195,0.9786,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,16,7,2,1,8,2,28,7,0,0,0,25,40,15,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,18,6,0,1,6,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,8,2,21,4,16,26,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,14,120,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418137952218246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594046686429394,0.09982517209890147,0.0,0.0,0.08158414015512185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157356671529344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099742078657912,0.1227716040727244,0.0,0.0,0.1391278388717753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261952595668716,0.0,0.06066075359659765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204695382281748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267970086958208,0.0,0.0,0.1006256697464091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804137822353251,0.12675555400124372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708644694418997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947760324677413,0.11722317655498116,0.0,0.0,0.21234045882886515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163138538563005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171556979232384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957594096818261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495175806243201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845652054706625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954054576565008,0.1201115264174368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165072272218104,0.09235924970330907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916173949828872,0.1003008158884162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020298078400286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940630714436274,0.07687233341701456,0.0,0.09524327678698907,0.06995583723360578,0.0,0.0,0.22927415016743866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489365343360545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076178398633567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082548304006463,0.13394292036342767,0.4138809000795421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ratattack854,2018/12/04,"Adderall and Finals I have just recently been prescribed Adderall XR 10 mg and to take it once a day. Originally when I saw my doctor he was going to put me on Strattera, but my insurance company denied it because they ""needed more documentation"" because it is a ""controlled substance"" (which I'm pretty sure it isn't) and issued Adderall instead. ( I think this is odd but whatever). Anyways I just took it this morning and felt a little jittery in the first half hour but now I just feel normal. Not super concentrated or energized by any means. Will it take a while for my body to get used to it and start feeling the effects, or should I be feeling them immediately? I have my first final this Friday and I am a little nervous to take it on that day for some reason. ",6.109587087087085,6.5153043581081125,7.008468468468468,74.10469969969972,66.22972972972973,9.010210210210207,34.01201201201201,8.841846274778883,2.9434975975975965,607,26,108,9,9,203,95,148,0.087,0.813,0.1,0.2431,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,5,7,4,0,1,7,0,11,2,1,5,1,31,28,13,0,3,9,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,5,5,15,3,11,20,2,21,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,13,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553838936645857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921170121478567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238742241580754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406516005471542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017675879846866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884936232985294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354148080803891,0.0,0.14901219790495365,0.34001857943612623,0.0,0.26401874496038064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810833412372712,0.0,0.08820128567519685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283649036731645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198397661317726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110937004297959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905360082958362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507563578155636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205882255608355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652783421161971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788980801372596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601453124381287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956701452436192,0.15323701842933896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984830637905403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627009877491462,0.0,0.3500635279073767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944313000354366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242811916902406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403924483220786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mockingbirdforever,2018/12/04,"I procrastinated the whole year and now I have exams in two months. I have ADHD and because of it, I lag behind in reading textbooks and other materials. The whole year I have been distracted. I planned and planned but didn't actually study anything. now my exams are in two months. I have 12 subjects and all of these are theoretical with 30 topics per subject that all require history, contemporary situation and future implication details. I am really worried now and now that I have actually sat down and started studying I am unable to grasp anything. My brain is always thinking about what more I have to do. I am so messed up right now!",4.903613445378152,7.159283941176473,6.205621848739495,71.76658403361347,70.93277310924371,8.45747899159664,32.90840336134454,9.120678840339163,3.2649321008403365,515,25,86,11,10,173,73,119,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.878,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,2,0,15,1,1,0,2,15,18,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,14,0,12,15,5,17,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,11,71,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.3647632051059165,0.0,0.22461029157374532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155510795401177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075957061238863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392885916697028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863553453294115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983540454508632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694459496598928,0.0,0.1197290941318939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960647087530408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100767076726661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228454843797466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975414079106772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365136599190019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173209952182465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979994813305975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070724107964026 adhd,KingOfCards1,2018/12/04,How long after taking methlphenidate should I wait before drinking? Just wondering If I took my medication in the morning whether it would be okay to go out drinking in the evening with no side effects?,9.1575,9.504775305555556,7.1633333333333375,75.765,59.83333333333333,9.422222222222222,43.0,8.841846274778883,3.9995999999999987,165,9,27,2,2,48,32,36,0.07,0.878,0.052000000000000005,-0.168,0,0,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,11,8,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613557744577657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017657364429665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028648247058697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455624705713854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27181158152464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30941390852571604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093304969165224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412467872645748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330831039228385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818532740304813,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Some-Dumb-Broad,2018/12/04,"Does anyone here have a hard time talking to their psychiatrist about their medication? I failed basic math in college 3 times because I would get overwhelmed and drop out. I was diagnosed at 15 but refused medication because I was already in a shitty situation and didn’t trust psychiatrists since they pumped me full of shit I didn’t need and I was hyper aware of the pill pushing game. I Essentially refused my diagnosis until it was suggested again that I had it after attempting college and my inability to focus was causing me to lose jobs/move every year. I’m extremely terrified of being labeled a drug seeker. I’ve refused several offered medications because they are considered class A narcotics and I don’t want that in my file. I spent my life with drug addicts and people always thought it was “cool” that I had this particular medication. I want to up my medication or change because it hasn’t been as effective lately but I don’t want to seem like I am looking for more and more. I know I need to be completely honest with my psychiatrist but the stigma causes me to freeze and i just accept the refill script when I go. I’m working on this, just didn’t know if anyone else has the same issue.",6.2029710144927535,7.195046108695652,7.166521739130437,70.99253623188406,66.17391304347827,9.959420289855073,34.02898550724637,10.047579312681364,3.575907246376813,975,43,168,22,15,327,135,230,0.15,0.726,0.124,-0.8519,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,5,7,9,1,1,8,1,22,12,1,3,0,36,37,16,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,1,11,0,0,0,9,11,0,3,6,1,1,2,6,4,0,0,14,4,31,5,24,20,4,19,0,3,1,0,11,8,1,3,9,116,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578779325932266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733134216631414,0.0,0.0960104119015754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613611758839055,0.11822661303151095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813529869197647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706645386834302,0.1220631093674772,0.0,0.1209800465081888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711438129726925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009750835487088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676223007924501,0.0,0.0963902135790623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721769828696428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060284432992450926,0.0,0.06557653415607285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336320966699797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043302650062893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682627781556172,0.0,0.1301604562589055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150055819434752,0.05637178092868366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968951959674044,0.1290874416181132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811963789001169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111454334464693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999413771338458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504309888112956,0.0,0.13035335911257853,0.11844209124059064,0.09544850799116583,0.12969872080293446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927429120155554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160361102222636,0.1345650321757265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417299217938895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400239669607927,0.0,0.0,0.0819669179191075,0.0,0.0,0.07430481370804291 adhd,PurpleTrafficLight,2018/12/04,"I am looking for experiences regarding switching from off-brand to brand name medication. I have heard that brand name can have better effects than off-brand, but does this actually happen and is this a strong effect? I don't want to get my hopes up too much. To me it just feels like the stuff that was helping before is wearing off, making me immensely irritable and not that it is some side effect. So I have a hard time imagining that something that is in essence the same could be much better. But then again: What do I know. 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i’m not used to medication working this fast because with my antidepressants it takes around 2 weeks to get it in my system and working. my psychiatrist told me it would be instant results but is this what it’s like on this medication? my head does feel clearer so maybe it’s working how it should... sorry everything is all over the place!!! things are changing as i type and i know very little about adhd because i was just diagnosed a while ago. also another question... i had testing done for adhd 2 times in the past... 10 years ago and 6 years ago. is it possible that i can have it even though when i first took the test the results were negative? my psychiatrist is so sure i have it and it actually makes my mom upset because she doesn’t like the fact i’m on medication ha... sorry this is so long!!! i have so many questions and so many new things are happening!!!,2.354477351916376,4.606675954703835,4.031193379790942,84.41731271777006,78.65156794425089,7.444947735191637,24.535714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.7347930313588855,1137,41,226,24,28,380,147,287,0.078,0.885,0.038,-0.877,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,6,17,8,0,2,11,1,26,9,2,5,5,48,45,28,0,3,11,1,5,2,0,2,7,0,0,0,24,14,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,4,0,3,15,5,26,4,21,27,4,41,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,4,28,150,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0742221123071168,0.0,0.4570376083212669,0.0,0.20226378039332005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060823945036725814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975395588693487,0.05818453481571845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770817927994595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909364423405332,0.0,0.06472017095632668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080459794861672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905143232594174,0.0,0.0,0.07719776387279714,0.0,0.0,0.08716961616240447,0.0,0.06655929502836339,0.07783423973486213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023591372040187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835646435526208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691491324228665,0.0,0.21908422691467574,0.0,0.0,0.19408593203732974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03973742056104942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725826937796278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611590225787067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470686834532425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938530041569418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179975567142323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431667033573855,0.07623058583450128,0.0,0.06730936808525546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050769631061961466,0.15422273710426815,0.0764109737273778,0.0,0.1689676670803844,0.3064836979033053,0.07664906633114339,0.0,0.0,0.08907878140510217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866099447696348,0.14691552250598836,0.0,0.0,0.07452116908018569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726064325901883,0.0,0.0,0.07946493129483326,0.0,0.0,0.08574451674612124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556087386689495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745002946233458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291636689101153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028249968632234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716842244267712,0.0,0.11437303412574762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105975904797893,0.0,0.07472707787507317,0.0,0.04435031575272176,0.0,0.0,0.0726771442953877,0.16900755650707444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569011294189937,0.08376767860466816,0.12551243548163754,0.0,0.0,0.061009530957597376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611445442637976,0.0,0.0,0.054029767350593935,0.0,0.0,0.09795834464916273 adhd,TPNZ,2018/12/04,"Today I got my diagnosis A few years back I had already been tested, but although I showed many signs of ADD, they couldn't be certain because I was also being treated for depression. But today I could officially be diagnosed with certainty. Finally I could get the official answer to a few year old question. It only took 32 years. 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Meaning the teacher always sits me in the front to make sure I actually do something,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,78.0909090909091,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.6751090909090918,84,4,17,1,2,29,20,22,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.5255,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.4473894792403765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814742978288455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060246885463413,0.0,0.0,0.4993958384514607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529438435995097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43209182330113133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Robynneski,2018/12/04,"UK - Asked for a referral but I don't think my GP took me seriously. I've struggled to come to terms the past few years that there's a good chance I have ADHD - I meet a lot of the criteria for combined ADHD. I've coped with the symptoms until these past few months as I've went into Uni, and noticed a lot of the things I did throughout school have come back and they're messing up my work to the point I'm a ball of anxiety about keeping up. I finally decided to get a proper opinion so I saw my GP today to get a referral, but the minute I sat down everything just went out of my head and I panicked and don't think I explained myself very well. It wasn't my normal doctor, and she didn't seem to take me seriously at all, pointing out that a lot of the symptoms are also part of depression, and tried to point me towards talking therapy. It's not my depression and I know that, because the concentration and attention problems are still there constantly when my depression isn't affecting me. She said she'd send the referral but was generally negative about it and kept saying they might bounce it back - I'm really worried that between her attitude and me not explaining myself well enough I've messed it up and won't get the chance to see a specialist and I don't know what to do. Should I make an appointment with a different doctor to explain myself better, or should I wait and see about the referral? I know it's a long process in the UK anyway and I don't want to add even longer on to it.",4.985474716202269,5.285810127450984,6.077327141382871,80.1763931888545,68.640522875817,9.971517027863776,31.137942896456828,9.93914555978268,2.8674405228758166,1193,46,244,27,19,399,152,306,0.146,0.792,0.062,-0.9794,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,16,13,0,1,24,0,19,5,1,2,1,57,50,23,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,14,22,0,3,11,1,0,6,11,9,2,0,11,5,35,4,39,34,9,34,0,3,3,0,14,14,0,7,14,172,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485536818278537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269568634462493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910716804579658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667292554971033,0.0,0.0,0.15902940359335313,0.0,0.06303682082862204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914563554088062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781544168866273,0.0,0.11174777933113253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671965949178673,0.0,0.0,0.10803980290635293,0.0,0.21168582550951293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068485538923129,0.0,0.06830029459203295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929368315806728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132788835611546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207991432700494,0.0,0.0,0.08673408724743023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612688537984344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919141663974578,0.0,0.0,0.17049171089768134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915132089487503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637424549217693,0.0,0.0,0.06902593186938565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970000569490766,0.0,0.0,0.08253962448187642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131830844856904,0.0,0.1177311861220209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198125563728496,0.19743010001916106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326318064789103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894790456960148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624608997185069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836509987957463,0.08223453626807037,0.0,0.10465485469989368,0.16480626520318614,0.0941391534661946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258210800710783,0.0,0.0,0.10810494633378616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496191210865656,0.07775027212255818,0.08311578123770094,0.0,0.0,0.11825655503379158,0.0,0.06869996784365855,0.13251989656929108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801910305767923,0.0,0.11489057372340453,0.07020753795906984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532278686192071,0.06099297288178964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859531998699932,0.19172130640889404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528257066225015,0.10501628306670613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665916403404495 adhd,squidzormz,2018/12/04,"Questioning if ADHD is real anymore? Hey all, i was diagnosed with ADHD about a year ago and have been thinking about it a lot recently. i read up on some studies about it and it seems as tho an ADHD brain is essentially a brain that gets bored very easily by ""normal"" tasks and desires more than whatever is the norm, such as a normal life or a normal job, I desired more. This got me to thinking that ADHD is only considered an illness because it is going against the norm? I feel as though any brain capable of thinking harder than others and having a desire to know more would easily get bored by school, or a 9-5 Job, or anything outside of what the masses are doing has ADHD. So my question is: Is there actually something special that makes a brain adhd or is it just sort of a blanket term for any type of brain that gets bored easily?",9.267142857142858,6.470943614457834,9.510378657487092,69.11560240963857,61.650602409638545,12.136316695352841,38.17211703958692,10.290406445055957,3.844185197934596,664,24,122,11,7,223,99,166,0.061,0.828,0.111,0.8526,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,14,0,16,8,5,1,1,32,28,15,0,8,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,6,1,21,24,7,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,11,4,90,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.08707453382572282,0.0,0.64341477947803,0.0,0.0790960350409752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135742197495154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849109110990319,0.0,0.0,0.0734277809346319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054393108528475634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980448042631173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056545404956767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045116812272236094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985525054067874,0.0,0.050710839480652255,0.0,0.07136450160204336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709182766941994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049037869254622383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302501004918347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585921892184347,0.0,0.0,0.059560982836651885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227612726603244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786259836140686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991357534427265,0.0,0.08925304542806288,0.10156202155009196,0.0,0.0,0.08810277293099804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030440931022443,0.0,0.08123063828340403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869276564184472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152282637807756,0.08766694005159127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736231863334263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338564962013515,0.0,0.0,0.057460485356245136 adhd,longstroker22,2018/12/04,"Adult adhd How did you go about getting help?. I think I've been undiagnosed for years. Ive been trying to figure out whats wrong with me as its become an issue in my current relationship. Ive come up with a number of things to explain it, from anxiety to aspergers or autism, but having just researched adhd i feel like this is a 90% fit and id like help. The main problem being my only access to medical care is through the VA, and they are rarely helpful. I mentioned that i thought i had a problem before and the doctor dismissed adhd saying "" if you didnt get diagnosed as a kid you dont have it"" I guess my question is. Whats the best way to go about getting help and be taken seriously.",2.563779342723006,4.2658962464788726,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,75.97183098591547,6.705164319248826,25.91784037558686,7.492282038375204,1.3971248826291085,545,20,108,7,12,186,96,142,0.10099999999999999,0.716,0.183,0.9388,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,1,4,8,0,0,9,0,16,3,0,1,0,22,29,10,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,7,2,16,4,18,20,2,10,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,4,4,76,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134798817142989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895014440392756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572905950840657,0.12118807847946872,0.0,0.14945995287850186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520566119172007,0.0,0.0,0.12268135698372355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455228607120205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457718802686398,0.0,0.0,0.166914006126527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201132509784093,0.10174416133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232241465233656,0.0,0.16187999833813108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689058383951338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38184181181816174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864843332050712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915745808301028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347215823659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831606637232996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725514958412659,0.0,0.0,0.1595418729798774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290470608508186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325730427120702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461685460385401,0.09125634392106764,0.0,0.11306477683581236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669315168072594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130455723338334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571281807871765,0.0,0.09171316595464817 adhd,borboforbo,2018/12/04,"Were you well behaved as a child despite having ADHD? I have read a lot of articles and posts talking about how kids with ADHD are often a handful due to constant movement, not staying seated, interrupting others, not following directions, etc. Do you think all kids with ADHD are typically like this or that this type of behavior is not always the case? Is it something that typically resonates with those who are more hyperactive?",9.698815789473684,9.64286546052632,9.364736842105266,61.763157894736864,58.868421052631575,11.810526315789476,41.368421052631575,11.20814326018867,5.0454842105263165,349,17,51,8,4,113,59,76,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.7208,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,1,13,11,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,8,10,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7588082611635413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512239447226896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274361484665037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472230545564385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028217779860945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892844192981114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015657433995333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052033731572528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202499449418598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432596316489864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916249499215544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485643764601485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892318568950331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pulsarstar,2018/12/04,"How do you know if it’s a dosage issue? Just wondering if anyone has ways to tell if the reason meds aren’t working as well is due to a dosage issue or if it’s simply a “not the right meds for me” issue? I (f/24) just switched from 30mg Methyphenidate LA to 20mg Adderall XR. It was working really well the first few days but it seems to have dropped off after that. I know that it takes a lil time for your body to adjust to new meds but was just curious. 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I’m currently taking Straterra 80 mg again after having been off medication entirely for a year or two and I notice sometimes I feel like a zombie, along with being irritable at small things and even having a loss of apetite. Is this normal and how do I deal with these symptoms?",6.301779661016947,7.606194050847463,6.562500000000004,74.28408898305086,66.11864406779661,8.611864406779661,31.69915254237288,8.841846274778883,2.7735728813559315,255,10,42,4,4,82,45,59,0.10099999999999999,0.856,0.044000000000000004,-0.504,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,2,0,12,9,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,1,10,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054901695086913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161923234539233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395824634356735,0.17513950475189824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977084469811836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469688914899433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020084129988065,0.0,0.2791117458114417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424655655910655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50962193236912,0.18432681181815455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162870761721196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394818022487468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787243468868775 adhd,abbyr0se,2018/12/04,"Inattentive ADHD, Dopamine & Cravings - are they related? Hi everyone, 22F here only just started on medication for ADHD inattentive subtype. Almost a month in and being medicated has absolutely changed my life already. It is amazing the difference it has already made. After doing some research into ADHD I came to a realisation (and bear with me I’m very new to this so I could be totally wrong) but I feel like my lack of dopamine explains so so so much about myself that I never realised was related. I have always had extreme cravings for anything that would trigger dopamine - I have had a huge addiction to salt/carbs for as long as I can remember. It is just impossible to describe the almost orgasmic feeling that these foods would give me, and once I had a craving there was absolutely no way that I could say no to that. Now that I am on medication I have not binged ONCE, which is incredible to me. The thought of it just doesn’t appeal at all. I have always had intense cravings for physical contact/sex. This was always an issue in my past relationship as I would just crave it so much but couldn’t put this into words to convey to my partner. I would feel like when I was cuddling/in contact with him that I was being ‘recharged’ - does this relate to anyone? (it is also a huge reason why I stayed in an otherwise toxic relationship - the thought of losing that physical contact was unbearable to me for so long) Addiction to social media. Even though I rarely post, I would just constantly feel compelled to be scrolling aimlessly through social media. This would get me in a lot of trouble and cause a lot of frustration to me at work (to the point of almost losing multiple jobs) school, uni. And I couldn’t explain why I just felt compelled to it!! Since being on medication my ‘screen time’ daily average on my phone has gone down by 3 hours! There are also other things such as caffeine and very loud music (probably to the detriment of my ears). Does anyone else relate to this or are these just unrelated aspects of my personality? Would love to hear any ideas, I am only now really starting to question things. Thanks guys :) ",5.8010071428571415,7.205650915000002,6.412928571428568,74.52950000000001,67.35,9.214285714285714,33.035714285714285,9.516144504307137,3.243296428571428,1706,75,293,35,28,557,197,400,0.059000000000000004,0.8540000000000001,0.087,0.8526,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,3,25,10,1,0,15,0,45,11,2,6,3,62,65,23,0,12,11,0,5,2,1,7,7,4,0,3,27,11,1,0,13,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,16,10,39,5,55,33,8,37,0,2,1,2,20,16,0,8,17,226,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230318939443042,0.26839057257532833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362549626980724,0.0,0.1642948207292336,0.11906075953398025,0.1858224355034199,0.08065670969922525,0.0,0.05062238078607139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410164934049557,0.07627352332494003,0.06125853740558832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514058539422137,0.0,0.07647133430891953,0.07874862673240526,0.0,0.0,0.0804441928685017,0.0,0.11887004048051612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777492129592803,0.0,0.0,0.13028750791054916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218583967857577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916752801732206,0.0,0.0,0.07113149266579813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055827083539994,0.1063612214927986,0.07147496062235117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001426039105666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038892310183621305,0.0714105171181522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370821802218361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390033118165438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330931483629334,0.0,0.0,0.08403474184709059,0.0,0.07769698395606185,0.07387113032306393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052579825870300086,0.07273615030122481,0.0,0.0,0.13175574986370794,0.0,0.1665607046797788,0.0,0.12657402254929684,0.0671858399831027,0.07043780188616812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999655960750122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059418035068406386,0.0,0.1094452883650623,0.0,0.05741342947443464,0.07189550795469145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585543084468518,0.0,0.11323135378048585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106228481251024,0.0,0.06499894323148417,0.0,0.0,0.0703707343044467,0.0,0.07129382750738525,0.0,0.08025990623931012,0.0,0.0,0.07483368901302141,0.08339087112011617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047688761874080485,0.07653766765476161,0.0,0.15984338657486535,0.08432705513134857,0.0,0.0,0.05919841034512133,0.0,0.07533818896889526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061578301314057934,0.0,0.0,0.15176629423727125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053793378429706,0.07934411995596752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853520106511107,0.0,0.0,0.09891048388351224,0.0,0.07313782955207042,0.11819555652990392,0.04340710123210998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228431162298042,0.0,0.05908774027229498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343427101408031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419387902148196,0.0,0.0,0.3701648745428509,0.08138946410507672,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheTanzanite,2018/12/04,"Vyvanse Anxiety Hello, I started taking Vyvanse a few months ago. I started with 30mg and switched to 50mg because 30mg wouldn't last enough. The problem is that every time I take a full 50mg capsule, I tend to get really anxious on the first 2 hours, almost like if I'm 'coming up"" on a drug, then it vanishes. I already said that to my psychiatrist, but we agreed that we should maintain the dosage at 50mg, because 30mg really wouldn't work. She also suggested that I mix it with water so I'm able to spread the effect a bit more, which I'm doing. However, I still get the anxiety from time to time. Does anyone have any tips on how to fight it? Thanks in advance for this amazing support community!",3.9341958041958014,4.868320496503499,5.417769230769231,81.68973076923079,71.30769230769229,8.237482517482517,29.68461538461539,8.548686976883017,2.2137921678321675,553,22,110,9,10,187,92,143,0.07400000000000001,0.794,0.131,0.8979,1,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,2,0,0,4,4,6,1,0,9,0,6,2,0,2,0,15,20,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,1,11,4,16,16,5,21,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,13,64,20,1,0.16917893648509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996691952112307,0.0,0.16940826704308348,0.0,0.18669316331206326,0.13529233438446778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504747820279708,0.0,0.2588428466959775,0.1911240433584216,0.0,0.11829384599658364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062598188383994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846995816813373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573267365512413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804962739484495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619385556517327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748070657694617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254055061639576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390351694912584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176778023420729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666071739362178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379034132472185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265228280845688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503701304120394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188139410179836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167607175732139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092791018396313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394914440067215,0.0,0.1351065172143417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919822522621896,0.0,0.0,0.25440301131673776,0.0,0.0,0.15575723480852488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959487950962886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316428067256124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_me_your_adore,2018/12/04,"I needed bunch of physicals to get started on titration Had an appointment in the morning, I was told that the letter requesting the tests hasn't arrived yet, that it will arrive later tomorrow. Next appointment I can make with GP is next Tuesday. I'm livid.",3.780000000000001,6.596542,4.624833333333335,79.00350000000002,76.91666666666666,8.006666666666666,30.43333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.1315783333333336,208,10,34,5,5,67,40,48,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,5,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461956967010502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865136211870914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27620927275041274,0.0,0.0,0.7923309909392037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636624217781288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559464692956141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FrankWest21CP,2018/12/04,How to break the vicious cycle of being late to work? I’ve been late to work for the past few weeks and I feel really terrible. It’s just so hard to get motivated to climb out of bed you know? Are there any tips or phone apps or anything that will help break the cycle? ,1.705263157894734,3.3695847894736843,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,78.29824561403508,6.665263157894738,18.417543859649122,7.554174236665415,0.14862385964912314,211,4,49,3,5,69,44,57,0.132,0.778,0.09,-0.3817,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,4,4,2,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,9,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,28,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313950764208973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337196230139625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436061967506005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838578358596005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544210851633624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036884226564801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608686752771989,0.0,0.6407611496089661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711238485327533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194687498686415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278191923264557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135316810031962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RobynSmily,2018/12/04,"Mother knew I was ADHD since I was a kid, yet chose to tell me recently (I'm 33) Hello everyone, (long time lurker, first post here) I was diagnosed when I was a kid (IIRC I was in 3rd grade). At the time, my parents decided to get me in therapy and didn't medicate me, since they thought drugs at such young age would have done me more harm than good (which, I do agree with). Fast forward to late last year, and I don't remember what cause this conversation to arise with my mother, but she confessed to me of my diagnosis when I was still in Elementary school. I remember going to therapy, yet I never knew why I was going. I asked her why she never felt like mentioning it to me sooner, to which she said she thought I had grown out of it because I passed college on my own. (I struggled really hard in high school, had 2 to 3 different tutors and barely passed it, but succeeded in college because I was doing something I enjoyed) Eventually, I looked for a psychiatrist and got Adderall prescribed, at the time 10mg. This was such a life changer, like the world made sense. I could focus on work, like never before. I wouldn't get distracted by the passing of a fly, my anxiety has been slowly fading away, and even my short term memory is madly improving. Now I'm at 15mg, and have been on that for over 7 months. I have never been able to truly excel at anything before, but since I started meditation, I've done a whole 180 and now I love working (ended up graduating as a graphic designer and eventually got hired by a really good company, I've been there 3 years so far). This year, I've been told my performance and productivity are off the charts, and honestly, I've never enjoyed working so much. Sometimes, I wish my mother had told me this sooner. I often wonder how much different my life would be if I had had this knowledge sooner, maybe in my 20s, but alas, it's kinda pointless to ponder on that now. What I really struggle to this day still, is the constant battle in my head. It's like, I'm aware of my shortcomings, but sometimes I find myself unable to do anything about it immediately. This is specially hard in the mornings. My routine starts me with taking my meds as soon as I wake up, but still takes me so long to get off bed and get going. Before medication it would take me 2 to 3 hours to get ready for work, I've been able to cut that number down to around 2 hours, yet I still feel I suck really bad at time management. I hope I'll get better at this given sufficient time though. Thanks for taking the time to read this, if you got this far down. Tl;dr: Mother confessed I was diagnosed ADHD as a kid. Just started medicating last year.",4.978455882352943,5.56836469318182,6.15510695187166,78.5931016042781,68.73484848484848,9.393582887700537,28.786987522281642,9.478462496947786,2.4410252228163984,2090,70,410,42,34,702,242,528,0.094,0.802,0.10400000000000001,0.8541,3,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,0,1,1,9,27,25,4,3,17,0,42,11,2,3,5,57,83,30,0,9,9,5,4,4,0,4,8,1,1,3,24,16,0,0,15,1,0,8,8,9,0,1,37,6,65,16,67,40,6,92,2,0,1,1,26,35,1,6,54,270,89,16,0.13028269254611555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657447867626578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983295159918374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721155516062507,0.057989608950433584,0.0608983653299442,0.0,0.06120243914553024,0.0,0.05439030318215166,0.07941912013587893,0.0,0.16629146337453793,0.0,0.0,0.05761222712316466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691810663210028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039465343394367,0.0,0.05201006439944807,0.0,0.0,0.04201077933700256,0.0,0.0,0.13223419050517374,0.0,0.13611768445308964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332442765938626,0.0,0.0,0.07554328066805689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769589782199535,0.0,0.0,0.0430252448506861,0.0,0.0,0.062245347934973036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0329374219541138,0.0,0.06254590794937633,0.0,0.059538010358583776,0.05540919586239079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042019889065327,0.0,0.11106398480967808,0.10927494128720072,0.1562984561693879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167077023925731,0.0,0.06685381455501205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882540884557341,0.0,0.06470005510742467,0.12830220870800446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619778302442334,0.07348227595333663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202251866228013,0.12729908549008045,0.0,0.0,0.11529608314606785,0.05470232460207966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587926082993963,0.061638316895427425,0.0,0.0,0.06544323792332274,0.0,0.07235735064405031,0.1968691594586955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199520111046002,0.0,0.0957727695401276,0.0,0.2512051104119848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233175607764228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238740299831937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515897444649167,0.0,0.16692485784809086,0.0,0.06431922073407455,0.0,0.1475848935616751,0.0,0.06196433752387601,0.0,0.0,0.13185304031766631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165678436751546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014899087923422,0.12885291424793074,0.0,0.13832214051821864,0.0,0.2080878531206852,0.0,0.0,0.13619975765445633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959127418270756,0.0,0.05693640786371342,0.05997339963234564,0.14898961317572482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400104197259918,0.10342990516363987,0.2279066571879003,0.0,0.0,0.12449069586994607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755986584634524,0.07272798678227968,0.07490933339054817,0.0,0.0706430112893396,0.18969470366590294,0.0,0.0,0.13882363018754978,0.0,0.0,0.16779556502767265 adhd,Ib184,2018/12/04,"ADHD-PI: Motivational issues and self-image - can you relate? (First post ever on reddit, took me 30 min. to write these 7 lines) Hi guys, i'm newly diagnosed with ADHD-PI. I'm 34 and i've struggled all my life with lack of motivation and the negative thought patterns caused by it. It has affected my self-image, because I don't really have a sense of continuity regarding who i am, what i like/interests me, what i'm good at etc. I've never been able to sustain my interest in things because of my difficulties caused by ADHD-PI - and this poor self image is clearly the result... Getting diagnosed has been such a relief, but it also makes me sad, because i've been so hard on myself and i've had periods of intense feelings of self-loathing. I wish i was diagnosed years ago... Anyone who can relate? And do you have any experience of medication having a positive effect on motivation? Thanks",2.934346785225721,5.375423877906978,5.232626538987688,75.56791381668947,77.66279069767441,8.233105335157319,26.978112175102602,9.007467420416297,2.6710310533515726,705,29,124,18,17,246,106,172,0.1,0.746,0.155,0.8904,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,5,4,6,0,1,5,0,16,5,0,9,4,27,26,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,7,2,15,4,17,19,3,15,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,8,80,25,3,0.12075683147943145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353787344883991,0.0,0.10704364505623147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656919450585978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211878633420977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443598430660078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208367309364223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481010598590393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676969261208687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467578772637084,0.0,0.10923146753221977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181233526061385,0.0,0.0,0.061058282332812186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271569916774843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309046039358489,0.0,0.0,0.10128510097588322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956824852663718,0.0,0.0,0.1081744019466213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260387584547567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529412127770089,0.05899568819768651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060612270468437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164980345252477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313511285946004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565166428596428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735991840111442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039028452776283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624125938137867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117666623428543,0.0,0.0,0.08022547306268041,0.0,0.0,0.09586743552569928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416528299370506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388643966699885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776344030451487 adhd,arthurcotten,2018/12/04,"ONLINE MEDS PHARMACY YOUR BEST PHARMACY https://www.onlinemedspharma.com/ Get all the latest information on Events, Sales and Offers on our website . 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It all seems so obvious now. Looking back on my life, so many things make sense. The reason I'm figuring it out now is that my husband has been complaining that I'm often in my own world, and not paying attention to him. Its not new, but its starting to get under his skin more. We had a big fight about it, and while I've been really making an effort, sometimes I have sort of an out of body experience, where I know I'm doing it and I just can't make myself pay attention. This week, I was working on a costume for a local theatre (I'm trying to get experience in costuming) and I almost worked myself into a panic attack reading (or not reading) the pattern, and when I was finally able to calm myself and ACTUALLY READ the words of the instructions, it all made perfect sense, and I was able to finish that step of the pattern with no problems. My entire life, I've been a skim-reader. I am realizing that I was able to get by in high school because I was able to guess/fill in the blanks a lot on my own, but I NEVER did my homework. I would go into exams failing and just pull it out of my ass enough to pass the class. I'm just feeling really frustrated, and like I missed out on so much of my potential because no one around me ever noticed. There are many, MANY more instances and symptoms I have noted as well. I just never put them all together. A few day ago, I brought up the idea that I might have ADHD with my husband and he said ""Oh yeah, I've known that about you for years"". WELL I DIDN'T KNOW! Will getting help now even be of use or are my habits too ingrained now...",3.634450980392156,4.557877994117653,5.1708823529411765,83.22230392156867,72.0,8.019607843137255,26.81372549019608,8.344100000000001,1.704313725490196,1298,43,267,20,24,439,181,340,0.121,0.8,0.079,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,1,0,43.0,1,1,1,5,25,14,3,1,17,1,27,6,3,6,8,67,52,22,0,2,12,2,2,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,16,22,0,0,12,3,2,6,9,8,2,1,14,4,39,6,40,34,11,46,0,2,1,1,12,22,1,8,20,197,55,13,0.3818532588929112,0.0,0.09315842442116708,0.0,0.2294567059274879,0.0,0.08462246857532922,0.0,0.095592720048071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498258950171203,0.0,0.10860330202924932,0.0,0.07340539642341076,0.0,0.11638710119365425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603822199371443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156594051349955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863912306165774,0.0,0.06305261903872811,0.08635203354507087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676287954645995,0.0,0.0,0.04826912027573177,0.0,0.0,0.10457539506933662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995025673594956,0.0,0.05425400171016146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516360379690204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398704757866899,0.1008622333047675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776646248791943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492828238104872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485712474927314,0.09327710707097264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016514131732529,0.0,0.0,0.08115949637724816,0.0,0.09032969659750367,0.19116751158762596,0.2903544527088841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127149097881273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017652047134454,0.0,0.1472543868824577,0.09219906422925978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086856165389846,0.0,0.0,0.06468841266646291,0.0,0.0,0.11200563110750753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134549958786356,0.0,0.09596699844129536,0.0,0.0,0.3819565938078183,0.0,0.12231248777915645,0.09815218692809342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090807473180895,0.0,0.0,0.096613971043041,0.0,0.08690621637267015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944156592519092,0.0,0.067569425508085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992229362478087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342158443522082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481332432051683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244965322994567,0.0,0.07876723237376526,0.0,0.0,0.07657491281259614,0.0,0.17166596923877425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389968601622016,0.0,0.0,0.06781439980307492,0.0,0.0,0.0614752447940413 adhd,RealEightBitHero,2018/12/04,"ADHD - Some professional tips for 2019: Task management, mindfulness, distractions, hacks Hi all, I've spent a day thinking about my growth over the past year. I was diagnosed with ADHD in March. It's been a really difficult journey out of depression and anxiety, but I've found a few things that I think will help you. 1. I externalise almost all of my memory. I record everything digitally. I do this because I feel anxious about forgetting important information. I don't actually forget it, but I feel anxious about the possibility that I might. Because I record everything that is important I don't worry about forgetting anything 2. I have music for different times of day, which correspond to my most likely mood. Monday mornings are rough, so lighter Kygo type EDM helps. Tuesday afternoon is boring, so power metal and punk etc 3. I use mindmap software because my thoughts are usually connected but almost completely random to each other, so I've found that using a mindmap helps get all of the thoughts together and helps me organise them in a way which is easy to follow 4. I use Trello as my Todo list. I have one task list that covers everything. Personal, home, work etc. Mutiple todo lists cause tasks to go missing. I organise all of these by label. 5. I stay away from using 2 monitors at work because it increases the potential for distractions. It really helps. I use these apps for these specific purposes: 1. Evernote for longform notes, scanned documents, important info 2. Google Keep for shortform notes - phone numbers, medication dosages 3. MindNode for mindmaps 4. Trello for Task Lists -> it has a label function and link function which links certain todo's to each other. Mindfulness We all struggle to keep our thoughts in check, I've found that mindfulness helps me quieten that noise down. I use various apps for this. I've found that guided breathing exercises help far more than guided visualisation exercises. I don't do this enough, but I've found it to be extremely helpful. Once every few months I go to a sensory deprivation tank and spend an hour and a bit sorting my mind out. This is quite intense, so it isn't for everyone, but it is extremely rewarding. Happy to discuss this if it'll help you feel more comfortable with the approach. I hope this helps you figure this week out. 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If you add your home and work addresses in the Google App, then you can say stuff like: * Remind me to clean my room when I get *home* * Remind me to prepare for my presentation when I get to *work* And it will remind you when you arrive at your home/workplace! It works very well, even indoors, since Google uses Wi-Fi/mobile network to pinpoint your location. I've known about this feature for quite some time, but only started using it recently. And damn, does it make a difference :)",2.5705016181229787,5.3561709611650565,2.9943932038834937,88.88213996763756,82.10679611650484,5.763430420711974,23.14644012944984,7.1686216300943375,1.0363469255663436,431,15,80,6,12,133,72,103,0.033,0.851,0.11599999999999999,0.7833,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,8,0,4,6,4,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,10,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,3,9,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,3,9,49,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159410620602998,0.0,0.0,0.16047794206665209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112141584811816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161799931795584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217819130453565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518382614797959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895906898626476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240823627766552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946950804054878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950482580290364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106660656074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583192538036224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169465176392571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297980101438193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992736256374167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693093126918016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167645971775904,0.0,0.15130852378532106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488153516960755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005106391603194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Maxinprogress,2018/12/04,"I can't take orders! Hi everyone, &#x200B; I started the Ritalin medication a month ago, and I can say it is amazing, my life pretty much changed after that, in every aspect of it. But I still have issues at work, because of my temperament. You know when I get an order or a new thing to do, my first reaction is ""oh god no"".. When Im on medication, I still think that ""oh god no"", but then I breathe deep, and get to it. Once im doing it then it's all good. And some days, usually when I dont sleep enough or sleep too long, then it's like the medication doesn't work and I do pretty much whatever I want, don't obey, just do my thing. I would love one day to not be against working, to actually be excited about new assignements, to stop beeing so lazy!! Do you think that is even possible? Do any of you relate? did some of you become less lazy and actually are goal oriented? &#x200B; Thank you for your time, &#x200B; Maxime",2.8626984126984136,4.312652201058203,4.557862433862437,84.82695238095242,74.60846560846561,8.214603174603175,25.827513227513233,8.841846274778883,1.8012967195767198,722,25,155,15,15,244,112,189,0.051,0.777,0.172,0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,6,0,5,10,6,0,0,5,0,20,9,3,1,1,21,30,16,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,1,21,6,16,26,7,27,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,4,22,106,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.190430922187078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649102230246311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31715521222554377,0.35567923010902386,0.06635179301445014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059478525824961236,0.1077597752186618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321744058624806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585076336517145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435277342188033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081717936444697,0.0,0.06444488764414573,0.0,0.08220798281204658,0.09323350669964002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299405184552472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195389766683872,0.0,0.0,0.08183813175280479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107873775790223,0.1018390308248431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536226049911303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891745644333477,0.047668382190972663,0.0,0.0,0.08634748215779113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806185878336598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948782954273117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788043752515501,0.0,0.14345218473018778,0.0,0.0,0.1884698344251325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391019241147034,0.06611680132759841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999691930677896,0.0,0.1985300689788148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759257089474407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528342120267506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906142998395344,0.0,0.15584104589076156,0.08157393045210459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733614339611427,0.0,0.0,0.08983049403569708,0.0,0.0,0.12964400037470522,0.12503942912741067,0.0,0.0,0.05689457808161224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746094250289996,0.0,0.05755004876520494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130990870626682,0.0,0.0,0.06931181357082129,0.0,0.35567923010902386,0.0 adhd,Mrepic37,2018/12/04,"Increase in ADHD-like symptoms corresponding with decrease in Anxiety/Depression? Hi all, first want to say that I’m not looking for any sort of medical advice, just want to see if anyone has experienced something similar; and also that I do not have an ADHD diagnosis, nor am I confident that I have ADHD. I was diagnosed with depression around 4yrs ago, after effectively “failing” high school. I managed this with moderate success until the beginning of this year, when I sought Psychiatric advice for what I thought was ADHD (inability to concentrate, retain info etc). He gave me an official diagnosis of anxiety, which fit the bill pretty well (study issues were chalked up to avoidance rather than ADHD), and I began seeing a therapist. Since then, my anxiety and depression have improved out of sight as I’ve learnt to effectively manage them, and my symptoms have lessened considerably; however, as my anxiety and depression have improved, I’ve seen a resurgence and strengthening of the ADHD-like symptoms. I could previously work without issue (desk job requiring a lot of focus) even when I could not study *at all*; but in the past months my “productive time” has been steadily decreasing to the point where I’m genuinely concerned that I may lose my job (not presently at risk but the trend suggests I’ll end up, well, not working at all). I’m booked into see my Psych again, but I wanted to gauge whether this is a known phenomenon, my psychologist isn’t a domain expert and couldn’t answer. It’s probably also worth mentioning that I do on occasion take my friend’s Ritalin 10mg, which does help phenomenally with focus, but also feels just like taking speed (funny that), which my psychologist said shouldn’t occur if I had ADHD. 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anyways if anyone has any advice going forward im not sure of what to do now.",1.8241530054644777,3.9729870710382538,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,79.92896174863387,6.033879781420765,22.73497267759563,7.1686216300943375,0.7262874316939896,706,23,150,9,18,228,112,183,0.196,0.738,0.066,-0.9738,1,0,3,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,3,10,1,17,6,1,2,2,26,27,7,1,5,6,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,7,1,0,5,2,7,0,1,5,1,15,5,27,18,4,16,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,4,8,97,26,2,0.0,0.11045191568690793,0.0,0.0,0.11203380464033123,0.09109470852640086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339363411682503,0.0,0.21394196083478284,0.0,0.0,0.06518245257110859,0.0,0.07671313056635641,0.08298666008979523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783583445468947,0.05682679747832234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861570223994888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029131009834957,0.0,0.09674892056962607,0.09739634579682828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925458905039884,0.0,0.10810703276558588,0.0,0.07787437703672473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202249221684698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297977414940545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567187785185964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849334928764132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7048644880964733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123195089028628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975347380776668,0.09108636985581968,0.0,0.16463211062517644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907941614250164,0.06852833132982729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133701413505893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919396290869052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899021367539861,0.06462786427908641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958469519631152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666143062714685,0.09434486312884877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502730589462102,0.0,0.14353251678239276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878599074671471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147946522899603,0.0,0.0,0.1082370348051199,0.0,0.1791972031235116,0.0,0.14801448980749785,0.05435804975686756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329109699073163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498429762150224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622168821459459,0.0,0.0,0.060031416712211176 adhd,Aetherialistic,2018/12/04,"Counting sheep with ADHD Hey all, So I had trouble falling asleep last night like I usually do and I remember as a kid they used to recommend counting sheep to fall asleep. I figured I'd give it a try and see it if would help. Well it didn't and here's why: It started off fine until I got to about 7 or 8. Then the sheep were coming faster and faster and at some point it was a steady stream of sheep and sometimes like 6 next to eachother. Then eventually there were ducks too and other things and I just gave up. I just couldn't force myself to see 1 sheep at a time, like my mind was purposely not doing what I wanted it to do. I have this in general too when trying to specifically visualize something. Is this an ADHD thing? 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I've got a few tics I can suppress (very specific triggers), and a constant need to fidget. I've gotten better as I've gotten older about suppressing them, but I don't make the effort when I'm at home, or with several close individuals. When I'm home alone I look like I'm on drugs. Ministry of silly walks, pointless spins when I just need to turn, dancing in place, tilting in my chair, skipping all over a page skimming content while pointlessly scrolling around, etc. I find myself doing it in my free time more depending on how much I had to suppress it that day.",5.381,6.3340997666666645,5.796666666666668,80.22000000000001,68.0,8.333333333333334,31.66666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.4436666666666675,492,20,91,7,8,158,85,120,0.036000000000000004,0.868,0.09699999999999999,0.7783,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,7,4,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,4,1,19,16,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,4,0,4,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,11,5,16,12,6,21,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,2,10,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828762159827382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454645556243716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347562850919986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199745970403116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920626747505872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143552836528345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614504332146336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894006966176273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783313446458074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562276478333558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030330473359656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521873292837254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338188576771668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587839315053968,0.2741124814124742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311806823241812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881616505753345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778147245715028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010524352316671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251204955698391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ineverseeyoustudy,2018/12/04,"First risk genes for ADHD found Not sure if anyone has posted this here already. https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/11/181128115024.htm",19.955625,27.1721033125,7.442500000000003,55.95250000000002,47.125,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0450999999999997,127,2,11,1,2,27,16,16,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.47,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458109077450776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206460087178665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26653270688425695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242349048632908,0.0,0.4179485671432269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650688908401542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592613968962351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlyAngelflight,2018/12/04,"Just found out that 5 months ago, I didn't get paid for an entire day at work! I have a dentist appointment on Wednesday for my (hopefully) last set of fillings. I wasn't sure, though, if I had actually estimated the amount of money I'd have by then correctly, so I decided when I came home from work to check on my account balance. All of my monthly bills would've came out already, after all. Due to my inability to remember to call my bank to figure out what in the world is up with their login creation page (or if I do remember to actually get over my social anxiety enough to actually dial the darn number), I had to rely on my dad (who is considered an account holder since it was opened while I was still a minor) to login to check my balance. Okay, I have enough. Good. For whatever reason, I decided it was time to actually update my account ledger spreadsheet that I've used to cope with this for the first time since May 9th. I didn't want to deal with digging up *all* of my food & entertainment receipts, though, so I decided to just input my rent/student loan payments (which are the same every month), my dental bills (the receipts to which were all easily accessible), and my weekly pay (which I could look up in company web portal). So I'm sorting through my pay from the last time I actually put in my pay in the spreadsheet, and I see almost immediately something out of place: the second paycheck in the list was significantly lower than the two between them. Now, this confused me. I've never missed a day of scheduled work, and I can't recall a single week since starting working full time there that I *didn't* work a full 40 hour work week. I clicked on that odd paycheck for more information to try to figure this out... ...I was paid for 28 hours, not 40. I'm missing 12 hours pay. That means I went into work on either a Saturday or Sunday and didn't get paid for it! Ugh. As if I didn't already have enough things with looming deadlines to do...",5.7476692066337955,5.843480804123715,6.621089197669207,77.63919542805921,66.98969072164948,9.428238458090542,31.818018825638728,9.20300075937882,2.6358490363065887,1544,58,302,26,23,514,195,388,0.069,0.888,0.043,-0.6505,2,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,2,8,11,9,0,1,19,1,26,2,0,2,7,53,47,18,0,6,9,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,17,17,1,0,11,1,17,5,9,4,0,3,21,3,40,5,64,24,15,65,0,2,3,0,8,26,1,10,33,206,57,11,0.0,0.0,0.4059688126046672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073754109305001,0.0,0.08331541305618738,0.0,0.18363233728322165,0.0,0.0,0.09015001236133073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364978246200417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495918550264946,0.1903232813330028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664305279664374,0.0,0.0,0.10731762338168516,0.08577825575316066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579116676641094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010180234498925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077211262544449,0.1006089476896644,0.09122738675521448,0.0,0.0,0.13040981674886676,0.0,0.0,0.06978641660062268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834590195200239,0.0826389828559687,0.245813485201815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564249297973324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986925215855247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063205326154868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923463091456625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417099576870527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692903717961588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364162156781682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554615866323219,0.0,0.0,0.1885047156233975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663017220037847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064782203000798,0.0,0.0,0.08481460099564897,0.0,0.06405344772322444,0.0,0.0,0.058891248134213814,0.0,0.06644572596585889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841749195335787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055276128780948036,0.0,0.16349231856313576,0.0,0.19406448526039174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648912265068935,0.0,0.08127687745732767,0.0,0.0,0.07186035622522235,0.0,0.0,0.04907506552869344,0.0,0.2002203877297785,0.0,0.0,0.07712966945797381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240075273761623,0.0,0.0,0.05910475952467294,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CatKatBoi,2018/12/04,"Did any of you guys browse this subreddit before getting diagnosed? I've not been diagnosed, but for the past hour and a half I have been obsessively browsing ADHD related stuff (Websites, Reddit posts, videos, this subreddit, symptoms). I think I may have ADHD because I intensely relate to 95% of the things I read. I cried browsing the top posts of all time of this subreddit because I feel like I finally have an answer to a question I've been asking my whole life, ""What the fuck is wrong with me?"" Did any of you guys experience a similar revelation sort of moment like right now for me? I'll check replies in the morning I'm going to try and go to sleep. Hopefully the constant thinking in my head will quiet down a bit.",6.74131294964029,6.819455604316548,7.230854316546765,74.16772032374102,64.89928057553956,10.691007194244603,35.360611510791365,10.411451182825502,3.7024021582733817,575,25,105,13,8,189,88,139,0.102,0.812,0.086,-0.4922,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,1,11,0,11,7,2,0,1,14,21,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,2,1,2,1,3,0,1,5,2,14,3,16,14,3,16,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,4,9,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34546018889913266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954765071784152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436392040639722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522743474095007,0.0,0.12229979588704015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691099739161615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531618229469132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787568874246535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917566695227057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059109623027344,0.0,0.0,0.07267192013868988,0.10267751019309364,0.0,0.15744423589115353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328718884393892,0.07509063019894174,0.0,0.16336500259224687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28462163939326124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750380521818038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275182934128666,0.1415406445263863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151755557102853,0.1404340173822856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137202231617377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752985570437377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610054284686157,0.0,0.14376437214458312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274077289998828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382927481039126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645312862781356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938580313327982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548482120281758,0.1841869658298923,0.0,0.0,0.08380748202509852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758016516641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046436344206366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571412477775138,0.0,0.0 adhd,adviceplease871,2018/12/04,"How can I tell the difference between ADD/ADHD symptoms and my boyfriend (26) just not caring? It happens all the time - I'll ask to watch a movie or play a video game, something he likes, only to have to wait hours because he got distracted. I feel like he makes no effort to address this issue",6.995459770114943,6.086846706896554,6.801724137931036,80.73235632183909,64.6896551724138,9.11264367816092,34.85057471264368,7.793537801064563,2.5002919540229893,231,9,45,2,3,73,49,58,0.11900000000000001,0.755,0.126,0.121,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,9,9,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,4,5,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232392335154274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144252240869874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395632121036416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422398596617925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810073286686982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599492224317167,0.19214601717119248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151129336827053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378416025889133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487271713585026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807257345080817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628018254884719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953376627590145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045571999123356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705956054168906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795537897247363,0.0,0.0,0.23508404425271445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683350570135013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,newbscaper3,2018/12/04,ADHD and Listening Comprehension I’m good with reading comprehension but anytime sometime has a long conversation with me I kind of get lost. I always feel so shit about it too cuz then it seems like I don’t care enough to listen. But honestly it’s just because I can’t remember or don’t understand the first half or latter half of a sentence. Or I just get lost even when it’s a basic conversation. I try to listen carefully on what people say but then I end up taking too long to communicate and reply it just an unnatural conversation then. Does anybody else also feel like this sometimes? And what advice do you think would help?,2.9902585119798246,5.674353549180328,4.609344262295085,78.73092686002525,79.08196721311475,7.688272383354351,24.958385876418664,8.617729084823388,2.151402774274906,511,19,92,12,13,171,78,122,0.094,0.7240000000000001,0.182,0.8603,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,10,10,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,22,22,16,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,6,9,7,10,19,1,10,0,2,0,0,9,2,1,4,10,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326368750272327,0.15714274221354296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860057566638555,0.13380771448687295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980289517515627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279152604907375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407268741188691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433703618663714,0.0,0.14243090012024298,0.1661608500642838,0.0,0.10621421250577803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626218443133826,0.11488347937718366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678583642060094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680343212385393,0.0,0.0,0.13488071800305015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077882881433306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746001058949173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712835760676672,0.0,0.0,0.28462551971194705,0.0,0.0,0.35108861611903663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148616621652603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085461413493535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216762393569996,0.0,0.0,0.12788343831696727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639638249142767,0.0,0.0,0.16507027950464465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180925724749308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090993128118603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304125728541352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918017851656478,0.0,0.0,0.16741002262745155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423558896437692,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EBacon41,2018/12/04,"Need a doctor. Anybody in Dallas? Hello, I am an adult in the Dallas area searching for a doctor who will treat Adult ADHD. I don't have the money to gamble away on a psychiatrist, only to find out they they do not treat ADHD or prescribe medication. Are there any other adults in around Dallas who know of a good psychiatrist who will treat and prescribe medication for ADHD? Thanks!",4.587499999999999,6.7229560833333375,5.6427777777777814,75.98000000000002,71.5,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.3312611111111117,306,8,51,4,6,101,47,72,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,7,0,7,4,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,12,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,0,38,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912643498735455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303825496080463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067979264328229,0.0,0.0,0.18013605905759605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924862789456373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523717518223916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081350312215562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053694502851809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38629434850403693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421649020895012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581882926308895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651864874810336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,victorqnguyen,2018/12/04,"What are your ex’s like? I have a few friends who are adhd and we find it funny how we all naturally gravitate towards one another. Another similarity is our taste in women. All of our ex’s share these similar traits: A-Type, either in show business, marketing, or law. Love to put up an argument. At times, have extreme highs and lows - some are clinically diagnosed bipolar. Maybe it’s just my group of friends, but would love to see if other ADHD-er have similar experiences in their “love life.”",3.433924349881796,5.886601021276598,5.179078014184399,76.5338888888889,76.02127659574468,9.284160756501183,29.59338061465721,9.725611199111238,3.3204600472813244,392,18,72,12,9,133,71,94,0.03,0.742,0.22699999999999998,0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,1,2,16,12,6,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,7,10,11,5,10,0,1,1,3,17,8,0,3,2,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500064486111102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926350238790261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002534435140492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313803429141545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111657548120646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892929151756853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978092347530136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223970843001606,0.09146670941705133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069227071181536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880886293377168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686577510410282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882087863933804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919087411529858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917005364159556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329964059961689,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,68578,2018/12/04,"Is it possible to find love with ADHD I think finding love is already hard enough without ADHD. I've heard it is very hard to make a relationship between an ADHDer and a non-ADHDer work as the other person is often out of touch with your struggles and will naturally think you are either playing victim, is sick of your lack of organisation, ""clumsiness"", or is sick of looking after you. I think it is not that different from people of different social classes getting together and differences in terms of wealth and perspectives on money and social issues causes strains on the relationship. Is it possible to find love with ADHD or is it very hard? I guess it is possible to exclusively date other ADHDers but you don't approach someone you are potentially interested in and ask if they have ADHD.",8.567397260273971,8.634575157534247,9.065856164383565,62.57015410958907,61.12328767123288,11.683561643835617,38.11301369863014,11.20814326018867,4.6558520547945195,647,29,99,16,8,217,85,146,0.095,0.8079999999999999,0.098,0.6597,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,1,1,1,9,1,2,5,0,15,5,0,2,0,28,27,11,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,9,10,0,0,6,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,1,6,10,6,23,25,4,9,0,0,1,3,17,5,0,5,3,77,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.580690962708966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664068789962294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034200385610636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927221879678128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30289345963032005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985125010823306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649718000930619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048853875706997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645590693708584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597017418069211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008633112111988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081150250804993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616544147080546,0.0,0.06450555796936941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699552308614007,0.08437919087391729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268291169245776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075026908929938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701731248256474,0.08187972154687838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010253638546304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576213979452053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947032730957791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931540563942552,0.0,0.07035246166797092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Seefus12,2018/12/04,"Psychiatrist says my lack of focus is due to childhood trauma and that ADHD is not the answer after one 45 minute session My primary care physician recently diagnosed me with anxiety and depression and also suggested that I be evaluated for ADHD. She referred me to a few different psychologists and psychiatrists as well as a neuropsychological center. I just had my first session with a psychiatrist and I am feeling a little bit discouraged. I feel like he picked the first thing that indicated trauma in his “get to know you” interview and ran with it. He didn’t give me a chance to bring up other examples I feel are impacting my daily life. He literally said “you don’t know who you are and you’re confused, that’s why you can’t focus!” I have another appt with a different provider tomorrow (psychologist). I’m hoping to get advice on how to approach this with the psychologist? I want to have the focus of our session be on what I’m not achieving in my life and how to fix it instead of rehashing my childhood trauma which I’ve come to terms with already. I just feel like my parents divorce 20 years ago is not the reason I failed the same class multiple times or the reason I’m constantly late to everything, forget my keys in the door and can’t find them, can’t study in a library due to sound and visual distraction etc etc... :( ",6.907411764705883,7.223316682352941,7.791372549019607,69.48117647058825,64.52941176470588,11.349019607843141,35.03921568627451,11.072351349416056,4.084027450980392,1074,46,189,29,15,362,142,255,0.11,0.81,0.08,-0.8365,3,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,1,4,1,4,7,13,0,2,15,0,16,4,0,5,0,44,35,16,0,3,6,1,4,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,12,17,0,1,11,0,0,4,8,8,1,3,4,7,28,5,31,29,7,28,0,3,0,0,19,9,0,3,17,131,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155618034715541,0.1282916821471503,0.11637759153696114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487795556548866,0.10498979427832984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766537860042474,0.10043383961356153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333089285687886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385537180237686,0.0,0.0,0.11309172464422365,0.0,0.14187410349486007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307689986548905,0.13325306904802425,0.0,0.27433297146209795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928383801897759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799187188400236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26552966642881737,0.1875822530853879,0.0,0.0,0.11999351415826058,0.22334451850734552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718359134176394,0.125942006936453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039715186676035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430329194126912,0.0,0.14809692945536393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546312396865536,0.12827993852237735,0.131583597868378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889631535597485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577815994724608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699688465979658,0.129629614381122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488355870807967,0.10440432176085017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722093992635936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655423409720813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743619961743108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804236147449736,0.0,0.11846567715243507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454422387721988 adhd,Add_iction,2018/12/04,"How do you not lose your sense of time? I had to learn how to do a problem for my Computering Science class, so I went to YouTube to watch a quick 5 minute tutorial. But I noticed I had 1 new video in my sub feed. It was only 2 minutes long, so I figured hey, why not. It was 6pm, I had plenty of time to watch this. Now it's 8:30PM, and I have no clue where my time went. I just went through a streak of videos, and I didn't even realize they were so long. I put them on 1.5x speed as well, I watched over 20 (mostly short) videos in 2 hours, smh. I feel like I lose my sense of time a lot, even for simpler things. Is there any tips to have a better sense of time, I constantly feel like I zone out often and just lose my ability to focus. 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It’s not the first time I’ve put a hole in my wall either I kicked a holes in it and punched holes in it before for similar reasons. Why do I always react like this like I feel in these situations so out of control and crazy like I have to act on something and it really sucks. Is this just adhd impulsiveness at work because I can’t keep doing this shit it really hurts too afterward ,3.3878338001867405,4.690338352941176,4.539775910364148,86.06486461251171,73.03361344537817,7.641830065359478,26.66760037348273,8.167268648758528,1.5798732026143796,460,16,96,7,9,151,78,119,0.147,0.7120000000000001,0.141,-0.4270000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,6,11,3,1,5,0,6,2,2,3,0,16,13,7,0,0,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,3,2,13,6,15,9,1,23,0,1,0,0,1,13,2,0,11,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285907773579184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826671769682382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594787708971885,0.0,0.1618513872850108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133323219869581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961739224975998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617892170172818,0.0,0.0,0.14695276605090754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042503980441164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036195709384944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906392689488944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504336326377507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717003838064269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849554602995293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120967230597613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655527069780292,0.19556355625852093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952438349812811,0.0,0.2137996330231386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464299534089652,0.0,0.0,0.13462886116217687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091071029386068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763229663137241,0.17163142644384355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847231087170078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lift_and_slide,2018/12/04,"Feeling Rejected even after Positive Events Why do I do this? I feel so nervous after interactions, even when they went well! “They didn’t mean it when they said I did a good job - they’re lying.” “Why didn’t they just tell me the truth?” “He isn’t going to call - he doesn’t mean it, that he had a good time.” In my personal and professional lives, alike. I feel rejected after every. Single. Interaction. Whether it went well or not. I’m either embarrassed of something I did or said, or they gave me a certain look, or I think they’re just playing a game with me. TL;DR : My social anxiety is bad lately.",0.5537815126050454,3.0471511008403382,2.6089075630252125,88.82579831932777,92.61344537815123,5.825210084033612,19.60504201680672,7.285733465282438,0.8106941176470591,467,15,94,9,17,156,72,119,0.14,0.672,0.188,0.4803,1,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,0,9,12,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,0,2,19,24,9,0,0,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,5,2,0,10,6,16,7,7,14,2,12,0,2,1,0,18,1,0,4,8,61,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721310021704946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884706539558253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980295865361744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966889816508786,0.0,0.1401083752710772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522470428989333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945077060906681,0.2789560644328473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501937822214807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758487777757504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683908504567625,0.0,0.1396435908047621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622819757890282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451999603938284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636398111473835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695139860496676,0.0,0.1280198823825723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534673799422348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655334591969402,0.0,0.0,0.09696633616437572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29903336998548313,0.3083091250570212,0.3001057435991605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bf1pro,2018/12/04,Sometimes i feel like i don’t know basics about life. Feels like i didn’t even learned. Bad foundation? Does anybody has the same feelings?,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,92.07692307692308,4.138461538461539,25.73076923076923,5.985473137389443,0.8091076923076925,112,5,21,1,4,32,22,26,0.13,0.67,0.2,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786995058303601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29210061883350297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046419631011324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063205765480948,0.476917228922117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344146363793265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357647317257333,0.32614446089707083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33012542148767104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alexhasissues,2018/12/04,I literally can’t focus It’s so absolutely infuriating. I have a four page essay do tomorrow and I just absolutely cannot concentrate. I’ve tried everything. Shutting off my phone. Closing out all the tabs but the ones I need and yet here I am because my brain won’t f***ing work!!! any advice?,1.5509210526315762,4.2880862631578935,4.164188596491228,77.89786184210527,89.87719298245615,7.762280701754388,26.423245614035093,8.472884824447931,2.6713877192982465,235,11,44,7,8,82,47,57,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.5206,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,1,8,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,2,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042666152732736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813328052622699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521900277744797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461830317913514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718103455966175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30675616357334257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280336436249892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808777586676193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30118133079494824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CurryChickenSalad,2018/12/04,"ADHD vs EFD. Whats the difference, and are they exclusive? I'm Diagnosed ADHD, but tend to have more executive dysfunction rather than inattention and impulsiveness. well. I guess im very impulsive. but isnt that a factor of executive dysfunction? Can anyone help me understand the difference, and enlighten me about whether or not they can co-exist? From what Ive read, it seems to me that the terms ""ADHD"" and ""Executive Function Disorder"" can be used interchangeably. Thank You!",4.4135714285714265,7.696216071428572,5.666952380952381,69.39471428571429,78.76190476190476,10.97904761904762,29.82857142857143,10.355215969177356,4.619837142857143,386,18,61,16,10,128,61,84,0.12300000000000001,0.71,0.16699999999999998,0.4934,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,16,15,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,6,14,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6692392444446787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979015708631936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840088221191234,0.0,0.3878677933087423,0.2127371540726432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448188824593744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244174965460276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050197347384796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567071379715785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898191563036846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089440116532364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323746828898994,0.0,0.16031649894997893,0.0,0.15315633761277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689510567413454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,house_monkey,2018/12/04,"What types of games do you enjoy? For me it seems like that I can never enjoy slower paced strategy or rpg games such as Civ series, skyrim, factorio, etc. I always need games which has constant action going around me, like overwatch, doom. I really want to play those slower paced games and I just can't, makes me sad.",3.973278688524587,5.871759114754099,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,72.60655737704917,6.847213114754098,18.757377049180327,7.554174236665415,0.4474629508196726,250,4,47,3,5,78,49,61,0.039,0.6970000000000001,0.264,0.9262,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,5,9,1,5,1,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,28,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28792861067236264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080442680251885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739406056088582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859201874627144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966595080502616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33811017456235604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098086530622303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25658036329209594,0.26688331155048395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216787049511537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150170166186629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410024569451934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aurunculeius,2018/12/04,"Can I take a second dose of 20MG methylphenidate about 8-10 hours after my first dose? Can’t find a straight answer online. Basically have a lot to do TONIGHT that I’ve been working on the past week but needs to be finished and I can’t keep awake without my medicine, can I take a second dose safely after 10 hours?",3.4420312499999994,4.947730390625001,3.598875,92.05862500000002,73.21875,5.745000000000001,25.3,5.6839178017228535,0.480785,251,8,53,1,5,77,46,64,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.7278,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,3,0,0,0,9,12,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,33,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557051860273485,0.2379726606630837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510352117547712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486728920940906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378508906878207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074462949859289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670726172170793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207052250512245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441503495977905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696887968205963,0.0,0.20367626998766175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,day_vay,2018/12/04,"Vyvanse Sex (Disclaimer: This will talk a lot about sex, as the title implies. **If it's not your thing, stay away!**) Okay, so, I consider myself an expert of Vyvanse, and I understand why it happens, I'm just **curious to see if it happens to other people**, most all, **if it happens to women**, but, my question is: Do you guys become ***absolute sex fiends on Vyvanse?*** I want to have sex all the time. All the time. I'll be studying and suddenly I'll get the urge. I don't smoke cigarettes, but from how people describe smoking cravings, it sounds the same. I will literally want to have sex again just after finishing. This is especially hard for me because my girlfriend is two hours away for university, so things aren't really as available as I'd like them to be. I don't usually masturbate, but on Vyvanse, if there's no chance for sex that week, **I crave masturbation** just as hard as I crave sex. On Vyvanse you crave reward, and ejaculation is instant reward. Not to mention, the amount of dopamine orgasms give you -- well let's just say if you're on Vyvanse and you orgasm, it's **a dopamine overload**. Although, I should say, it doesn't quite feel as good as it normally does. Do girls also feel like this on Vyvanse? I feel like it's a male thing, only because I've never seen girls comment on similar posts. Anyways, I've managed to have sex on Vyvanse, but, **it's hard!** Ironic -- since Vyvanse has some fairly vasoconstrictive properties when it comes to non-essential survival organs, which means **it's really hard to get an erection.** Vyvanse especially effects me with survival reactions. My stomach gets upset (less blood is flowing through the digestive system, which means water isn't absorbed, which leads to some less-than-solid toilet experiences), my muscles become significantly stronger (I can usually bench 225 lbs, on Vyvanse I can bench 250 lbs, I've even pulled of 270 lbs before), and my nose feels significantly less stuffed. Some of those aren't side effects, but the upset stomach and soft erections definitely are. But the change in strength, the decongested nostrils, they're all signs that Vyvanse is really triggering me to go into fight or flight mode, which explains the sexual side effect. **I have an important question, though!** This is mostly for men, but, **for those of you taking guanfacine (Intuniv?)**, does this help much with the physical aspects of anxiety (aka fight or flight response)? I've been meaning to ask for a prescription, but I keep forgetting! **And if not guanfacine, has anything else helped for sex?** When I ask for anything else, I mostly mean medication. My exercise is great, my diet is great -- I even supplement with zinc and magnesium, which is usually the go to, so that doesn't help either. I've done a T count, and my testosterone is also good. But hey, I'll take any advice, really. &#x200B;",1.9242663962136568,4.703001072796937,3.0583155285102563,84.07411967545642,94.7854406130268,5.904746450304263,25.872977236871762,7.285733465282438,1.9673411043497857,2248,103,385,45,85,719,248,522,0.048,0.818,0.134,0.9945,0,0,2,0,2,0,150.0,0,6,1,10,20,16,2,2,21,1,37,22,7,6,5,77,67,43,0,10,25,0,9,3,1,3,4,3,0,6,31,14,3,1,15,1,0,6,12,4,1,1,3,16,36,12,54,58,17,37,0,0,2,11,31,14,0,17,17,247,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847319246888604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843988317531208,0.0,0.08701051808859755,0.09757945918016707,0.05461020658417271,0.0,0.06143316460177314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216847294878362,0.0,0.15014881443846312,0.0,0.15089852787764427,0.0,0.0,0.09790645994798676,0.17738129804189448,0.06833370633635819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495212408618724,0.06917571370266389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405510292453453,0.08217997576898929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416917571730105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608149283242883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855377528331775,0.0,0.0,0.1624186406408464,0.11473992704556575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586826581540433,0.0770359479650925,0.0912784525256918,0.13471217817761486,0.0,0.17707326323397454,0.0,0.07951465242524149,0.21304054487742824,0.0,0.28775030421818865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148040238223024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908432526460059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713788428156205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211738273819376,0.0,0.1176990137289309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827250528592994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34990308722812075,0.0,0.08089891721522985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903347209743357,0.0,0.06193622653890257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868192571993986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107563024237765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134685898810397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691006602016501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992013130906262,0.08541433503399072,0.0,0.0,0.20578195630052384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772364192287095,0.0,0.0,0.06399274975795817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664291900863818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559452785015953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075884861337975,0.06454617951719188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005337582933188,0.0,0.07889933106535234,0.0,0.0936530731544674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844639208523282,0.08360041795002086,0.0,0.0,0.2653340928647656,0.0,0.09473203086803128,0.0,0.06441588936760795,0.0,0.07220390906438674,0.0,0.07246284192826333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757945918016707,0.0 adhd,PhilosopherDudee,2018/12/04,"Even my own mother doesn’t understand I have sever ADHD of the combined type, diagnosed, but my mom thinks I’m extremely lazy and forgetful on purpose. I have aspirations of being a doctor one day, and she constantly tells me that she became one so she is happy regardless if I become one also, or not. She tells me I am lazy CONSTANTlY, she scorns me when I tell her I can’t focus, and is narcissistic. I try hard, and take my Vyvanse every morning, along with using my planner, but I have failed my first semester in college, and she is furious, and tells me I am stupid and disgraceful... 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Hi all! I’m officially undiagnosed, but we all know ourselves. I’ve recently started working from home and some days I just can not find the motivation. What tips and tricks can you give me?",1.98846153846154,4.825130282051287,3.283461538461541,83.09903846153848,92.33333333333334,6.702564102564103,27.012820512820515,7.793537801064563,2.2576974358974367,167,8,31,4,6,54,31,39,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.6067,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,18,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029873854123788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876753358559888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019363954624811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.631438812288924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297809079738333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107771542117503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278131225324527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582827613697987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LadyTerror0813,2018/12/04,Forgetting to actually eat I personally love food but there have been lots of times where I just forgot to have a meal at the time I normally do. I usually just try to eat whenever I'm hungry instead. But there was a time I had a really busy week and was surviving on one meal a day without even realizing it. I'd just fill myself with a lot of snacks instead.,5.9598648648648656,5.245255662162165,7.730405405405405,72.58993243243245,66.70270270270271,12.264864864864863,33.364864864864856,11.698219412168324,3.892389189189189,285,11,59,9,4,101,51,74,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,6,0,7,7,0,0,0,14,10,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,6,1,9,5,2,10,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,6,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.21788578081596532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399495379835095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569354628811861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747210697375554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699869847610941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796436092315286,0.2015158740056867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187636892516455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129802152788574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949565393248457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303672517484842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905831918619414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515901740996543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459076613771996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909904308445962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523070167658254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,summers16,2018/12/04,"Chronic lateness anyone? I mean, really chronic. For the past couple of years I have made it to probably about at least 80% of my commitments (from grad school classes to therapy to get togethers with friends) 15-25 minutes late. My therapists (well, 2 psychologists and one psychiatrist to be specific) are used to it, but I will still beat myself up for not being able to get it together It’s definitely put a strain on friendships but luckily my true friends have been very understanding for the most part More than anything I HATE showing up to classes late ; the feeling that I’m disrespecting my professors really weighs on me, and I’m too ashamed to ask anyone what i missed because i feel like I know I’ll just have to do it again when I’m last for the next class And I’m voluntarily paying so much for school and I’m missing all this class?! It’s so stupid. Prior to grad school I held down a full time job at a few places for a total of about five years: with each new workplace, I’d be able to get in super early consistently for the first few months Then inevitably it’s be 5 minutes later and 5 minutes later until suddenly, even though I’m supposed to be in at 9:30 am at the latest, and I’m walking in at 9:50 am or later everyday and I can never seem to reverse or halt this pattern Before that I’d do the same thing with classes in college but it never got too bad because each semester lasted only 3/4 months and I could maintain being on mostly time for the duration of the course Has anyone experience anything like this? If you beat it, how did you manage to do so? 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Why is everything so emotionally intense? Everything feels so overwhelming and I'm unable to tackle anything, from folding clothes, all the way to interpersonal relationships. Everything big and small is overwhelming and intense. My anxiety has flared up, I'm beginning to catastrophize again, and I don't know why all my emotions feel so heightened. Is this ADHD/ADD related? Or something else?",5.818152173913043,9.40110463768116,6.243315217391306,65.6632336956522,75.08695652173913,10.406521739130435,37.61050724637681,10.125756701596842,5.5117376811594205,336,20,46,12,8,108,50,69,0.026000000000000002,0.912,0.063,0.3435,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,12,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,12,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25051013542828393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159459696873255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153230481639345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412887833714005,0.4689446747006255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620102207540331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107919018256792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846398004365954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455580748134862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379170047196695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047098611420207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545377517248033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761780101467199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CorEclypsys,2018/12/04,"Considering Taking a Semester off to Work on Dealing with ADHD Hey all, I'm a first semester junior going to a p-decent school to study computer science. I was just diagnosed a few weeks ago with adhd. I'm at the point now where I need to take all of my 'weed out' classes, and I'm struggling. I've never been amazing in school and that mostly stems from the adhd. I know I'm not stupid, but I just have such a hard time getting the work done. And that's led to me having a lower grade and failing more classes than I wanted. At the beginning of the new year I will be attending group workshops to learn how to deal with this, as well as hopefully be getting medicine to help. but I don't want to jump back in and struggle while also learning to cope with this debilitating aspect of my life. So, I'm thinking about taking a semester off to learn how to cope with adhd so that when I return to school I'll be able to actually succeed as well as excel in my classes instead of struggling to keep up with the speed of the class. I was wondering what you all thought about this, if any of you have had any similar experiences, and if any of you have any advice to offer if I branch off into this new part of my life. tl;dr I'm considering taking next semester off from college so that I can learn how to deal with adhd and do better when I get back to college. Any advice?",5.470321428571432,5.166920103571432,6.5328571428571465,79.39464285714288,67.60714285714286,9.285714285714286,30.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.313,1079,37,219,16,16,363,138,280,0.07400000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.094,0.8257,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,7,21,12,1,3,14,0,16,3,0,4,4,46,40,26,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,16,0,1,8,0,0,4,3,5,2,1,6,1,20,7,55,30,7,37,0,1,0,0,10,15,0,6,18,156,29,21,0.08909554397800523,0.0,0.08694439873580298,0.0,0.5353776498669091,0.17412626884446178,0.07897782401899071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124967432987735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029401256071467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701794755873042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078797768375962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755607810073468,0.0,0.09043010169120808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117567480165953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715253810499518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578462419321151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396462333366211,0.0,0.05063505085031707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981210725598767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971886507499283,0.0,0.0,0.08849197836715708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919221318061759,0.0,0.0,0.04896458092054182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586163515986434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606321693415232,0.06871597608189886,0.1720980631268655,0.09475412178751748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648179183080076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422408728402538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705083412694618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794260218470916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795504397680986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708882706071605,0.0,0.07073190984969968,0.05195232818096003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051017204483488,0.0,0.07146707121878887,0.0,0.16021518796181775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096620316882693,0.12972523427759045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573746092096827 adhd,matmoc33,2018/12/04,"Thinking about applying for academic accommodations in college. Do any of you guys receive any accommodation? Hey guys so I'm in my 4th year in college and I still have one more after this year. I'm on medications for every thing but I never wanted to seek out help from my college for my ADHD/depression/anxiety because I wanted to be able to do it like every other person. I've now decided that's stupid and I should've taken advantage of the accommodations I could receive. I'm tired of almost failing every semester and want to change that. On the application for accommodations, you have to list what accommodations you want and I'm not sure what to ask for. Do any of you guys receive any special accommodations and which ones help out the most?",4.653427230046948,6.874562535211267,6.309507042253525,70.9030399061033,71.53521126760563,8.958685446009389,29.438967136150232,9.516144504307137,3.013040375586854,608,25,105,15,12,208,78,142,0.098,0.772,0.13,0.413,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,4,6,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,2,20,18,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,12,4,25,15,2,16,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,2,7,71,21,5,0.14615318006108075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564772056612218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635129804805308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975566969905289,0.0,0.11180678270788123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663349412804535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909362202046224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461068528452718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669142168627335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36942107320928586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341438792921184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959267916362572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714030612955633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723395281715654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272234252085585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807435456683625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761531943838253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671811839053825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774764255572974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709767858568293,0.09364905637638307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679815804788838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448197291933929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882357122782032 adhd,Keirall,2018/12/04,"Jealousy of those who’ve “had it easy” I was diagnosed with moderate ADHD-PI about 6 months ago and the time since has been incredible. I love my job and now I leave work each day not feeling ashamed and terrified. My work and project management still isn’t perfect, but I do feel like my boss and co-workers see a positive difference. I’ve been part of a hiring committee for a new co-worker, and the person selected is very inexperienced, but ambitious and focused and will probably grow into someone who will be great at this job. And I’m just jealous that it took me better than 15 years of flailing around to get here, and someone else can just saunter in. I’m trying to reset my mind - I want to be generous and a good mentor, not someone who thinks that “I paid my dues and so should you.” And I know that just because someone’s life looks easy on paper doesn’t mean it’s so - no one’s going to air their struggles at a job interview. And besides, it’s not like my life has been so hard compared to plenty of people. I thought I’d pretty much just moved on with enjoying my new life as a competent person. But this has tapped into some reservoir of bitterness about how ADHD stunted my life up until now - I’m in my 40s so there are some aspects where it’s not possible for me to make up for lost time. Any advice or stories about how to put these feelings behind me?",5.203407928388748,5.4914227210144935,5.919300937766413,81.54095907928392,68.16666666666667,9.102813299232738,31.45268542199489,9.007467420416297,2.4923672634271097,1085,42,218,18,17,355,161,276,0.086,0.7090000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.991,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,7,20,13,2,2,8,0,19,6,0,4,1,49,39,26,0,2,12,0,4,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,14,20,0,0,7,0,1,5,7,5,0,1,9,7,22,8,35,25,5,31,0,1,2,1,8,13,0,3,15,143,36,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560619089266659,0.10410199418502704,0.09443433241098312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244552221477088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483620888472263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494101618347592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421903862874173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870443027162673,0.0,0.0,0.10812790032064098,0.0,0.1113034334024549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899395010512827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615975836930297,0.0761065966751886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565865685571518,0.0,0.060544681789360136,0.08935412175857832,0.0,0.11745208293147867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543189066871052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317150193042022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854728929861469,0.0,0.0,0.1128021758329109,0.0,0.0,0.3009872616804062,0.1040924648473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894601839249675,0.0,0.1162924375596879,0.0,0.09614943405334928,0.0,0.07111104430212535,0.0,0.0,0.11604475364751883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756711309782092,0.0,0.08503295405439841,0.1132268270020678,0.07831339564075497,0.0,0.0,0.2057788487145568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218894896035412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536394822888857,0.0,0.07385598637073755,0.18603954664687572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009900409865586,0.0,0.1083815061287979,0.1148596871606482,0.0,0.0,0.10709424558115156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489233907271188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812450395503504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36105741518463297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507672090785512,0.0,0.0,0.1113705446609159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826150680358646,0.0,0.08457463559902713,0.12423951887521155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836115002983635,0.07232834395626389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790018927958654,0.06283542835643975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31022672624955905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860321850288767 adhd,UnpronounceableErin,2018/12/04,"Depression after ADHD...what’s more important to fix my undiagnosed depression is stemming from recent serious trauma but I don’t know which is more important to fix, I know my brain/body won’t be able to handle having two diagnoses so I’m staying away from psychiatrist ",4.482399999999998,7.347006440000005,6.245999999999999,68.09300000000002,74.6,10.4,30.0,10.355215969177356,4.263400000000002,222,10,34,8,5,76,37,50,0.162,0.7509999999999999,0.087,-0.3744,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,7,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,23,5,0,0.2665202281899821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203055215546361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504045276939059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960438908345209,0.0,0.2975247181915657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591069640082312,0.2705124214061023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929450946141881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631565720977032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840751016057781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26035153603779937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slimjoel14,2018/12/04,"Any help on been ADHD in a relationship? Im combined type ADHD and I'm in a long term relationship with a girl I feel I truly love She has her own problems and struggles with mental health I feel as though some of my traits might get in the way of us been healthy She is aware of my diagnosis and knows the struggles I've been through yet dismisses it as minor compared to her own troubles I'm always relunctent to mention the fact I struggle with certain things due to my adhd I need help on how to establish this as a real thing that needs to be considered between me and my girlfriend It's not the most healthiest relationship she smokes ridiculous amounts of weed and does not really do much, but I love her and I really believe together we can be better people and become an amazing couple I dunno I'm really lost today ",3.976167917448404,5.6959415792683,5.231219512195121,80.02672607879927,72.23170731707317,7.9729831144465315,29.07879924953096,8.617729084823388,2.3329508442776743,665,27,123,12,13,221,101,164,0.083,0.762,0.155,0.9367,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,2,3,12,1,3,9,0,10,3,0,1,2,28,22,13,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,2,21,5,22,15,7,11,0,1,0,2,18,5,0,4,5,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387658224793281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012610502254588,0.0,0.0,0.08275764058451922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344039752636743,0.0,0.1371100288591902,0.0,0.10763046626871504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346546143056077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064972309172848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306658706430325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358128119812509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935745024062156,0.0,0.0,0.16314089664043704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145286088681168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688109046420444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769737439101944,0.0,0.0,0.13284586066935752,0.0,0.21967128022633384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264122258481762,0.12910051696075694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894607651550539,0.1804724927718431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436887454499496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644690035519464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851700439408682,0.23388525117620165,0.0,0.0,0.391968769462186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816701112082408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169919605055064,0.0,0.11956597293953153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535383974336046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463856355386979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659683911491318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yesimthatonedude,2018/12/04,"Running out of medication, and doctor nowhere to be found HELP PLEASE~ Hey guys new to subreddit and I'm not sure if this type of post is allowed. But basically my psychiatrist who prescribes me my Adderall has legit just disappeared on me. His office says he is on long term leave at the moment, and he is not answering any of the calls or texts to his personal line which he has given me. I only have a few days of medication left and am not sure what to do since I am unable to get a new prescription from him. If anyone could guide me with some help that would be greatly appreciated. California resident if that helps.",5.439607438016528,6.345541917355376,6.3996590909090925,76.11948863636366,67.84297520661157,10.016942148760329,30.827479338842977,10.125756701596842,3.015139669421488,496,19,96,12,8,165,85,121,0.055,0.848,0.09699999999999999,0.8075,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,13,3,0,1,2,23,17,9,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,11,3,15,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,5,6,64,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112145607127225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453921715798807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187104737564666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220698594852216,0.0,0.0,0.11486673542605705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182303957610894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952893060397412,0.0,0.0,0.09305554512189036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963677929063778,0.0,0.1763577009345654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358151757462482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859362686882736,0.193517912361852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576224588951529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588557985985648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34404105351172937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354612942916681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551948614509845,0.0,0.1955121798195815,0.0,0.0,0.17058091821245547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416408621397479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733509964838332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357346544637903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265248066591078,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aplagueofhumans,2018/12/04,"ADHD Pen/Email Pal Database! My original post only got a handful of upvotes but there was a lot of interest - I have created a form and database for Redditors to fill out if they are interested in a pen or email pal! From my original post: ""I had this idea the other day. I think that I’m not alone in thinking ADHD can get very lonely. I always find myself wanting to talk to somebody about it in a more personal way. While I know snail mail pen pals may be a bit too much for some of us (speaking for me) I was thinking at the very least an email pen pal would hold us all accountable for a task (responding to an email) and also give us somebody to talk to about our troubles or lives or achievements in a more personal way."" So if you are interested in this, I have made two resources. One is a form that you can fill out - input your reddit username, your interests, etc. etc.... The other is going to be the database that contains that information, so you can reach out to other Redditors to set up letter-writing or email writing by exchanging contact info via private message! Here's the [form!](https://goo.gl/forms/0acNfYWItsZe9MAC2) Here's the [database!](https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1Qd5tPLsCsv6gUvBWnvOOmy8_Je8PyKFoYotgQz4Wbo0/edit?usp=sharing) Looking forward to talking! 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What I did was make that little voice in my head (you know the voice) the voice of someone’s opinion I care about. For example, a significant other or mother. I found that instead of saying to yourself “I can do that laundry later” insert what they would say, “John, it would take you three minutes to put those clothes in the washer.” Might sound weird but for whatever reason, that imagined disappointment provides a little kickstart. Hope it helps at least one of you!",5.217142857142857,7.403258622448982,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,69.91836734693878,6.940816326530613,28.5765306122449,7.645422480735847,1.8755469387755104,427,16,72,5,8,132,72,98,0.057,0.802,0.141,0.7524,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,3,0,16,14,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,6,9,3,11,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,2,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296338731915225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189153736476302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068342359596793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904007993436984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243525990231929,0.0,0.0,0.18426685585604236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195895199790933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578303401796739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123838484059298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681128582602989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571563380650708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650252087280345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907492220095423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950717225528371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719359557168378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139490704059961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26358137109990665,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thegreatbambino52,2018/12/04,"Need help to get to the right place for help or diagnosis A few years ago I was in a car accident where I was thrown head first through the front windshield and haven't been exactly right ever since. I've been to a few doctors and been on countless anti depressant meds but nothing has worked. I've been reading about the positive affects of people that have have been in similar situations and been treated with stimulants and they were life changing. I can't focus on single tasks, have racing thoughts almost always, depression and anxiety, very irritable and short fused, and overall just always tired to the point of falling asleep at work or driving as well just being down and angry all the time. I feel like I'm wasting my life and hurting others around me by being this way. I don't know where to turn because it seems like no one will get right to the problem and just want to tinker and play with my meds and see what happens. But it's not their life that's wasting away. How did you get diagnosed or where did you go for help? Any help is appreciated. 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I recently created a post if caffeine helps us through our depressions. And the general consensus was that caffeine loses it's effect and we can't feel the caffeine energy anymore. I'm wondering if I should get on ADHD meds again, but I don't want to be stuck in a situation where it's giving me a stream of energy and dopamine for a couple months, and then it crashes into nothing just like caffeine.",8.496526315789474,8.14195612631579,8.588421052631578,67.32894736842107,61.42105263157895,12.231578947368426,42.15789473684211,11.602472056035307,5.2396947368421065,412,22,67,11,5,135,69,95,0.129,0.741,0.13,0.0263,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,5,3,0,1,0,16,12,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,10,1,9,8,1,9,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,3,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361126321465056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277625789881095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150817105662096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33484454870476343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010636222438258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678905102351026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828616789641413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155738658199412,0.18647042201268968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605824040540816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496598813174068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746548089675133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318326263572431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515510209845726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865162672121016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476108449205776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616571674178106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193031369737212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184952644312533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338194874074484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465245927839685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080067765974989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AngealAxel,2018/12/04,"Apathy? I've noticed that the anxiety and depression I've experienced most of my life has somewhat given way to extreme apathy. Has anyone else experienced this and if so, how have you dealt with it?",3.6898648648648624,6.585868729729732,5.87695945945946,69.40300675675678,77.91891891891892,10.186486486486489,28.16891891891892,10.125756701596842,3.965383783783784,161,7,26,6,4,56,31,37,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126007024535841,0.0,0.0,0.2857234791417769,0.4186895517768863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519522749028949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34135778979255216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886273344467922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652277712827687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243513399102009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frequent_Seesaw,2018/11/21,"have you tried biofeedback devices and/or meditation? I'm seeing a doctor who specializes in ADHD and trying to get my symptoms under control. He has me on medication, and it's helping somewhat, but not all the way. So I'm trying some additional recommended measures. He recommended the [emwave](https://store.heartmath.com/emwave2#buynow) device to work on mindfulness and slowing my thoughts down, and it looks interesting. However, I've also stumbled across the [Muse](https://choosemuse.com/muse-2/) headband, which also measures heart rate / HRV over meditation sessions, in addition to some other things.. and I'm intrigued. But, it's a lot of money, so I want to see if anyone else has had success with it. **Have you tried either the Emwave or the Muse headband? Have you tried meditation, with or without an app? Did it help? Thanks!**",6.1253260869565205,9.784573181159423,5.7302717391304325,69.3414945652174,74.43478260869566,7.507971014492752,32.538043478260875,8.472884824447931,3.3805782608695663,681,33,95,14,16,210,92,138,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.9662,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,8,0,7,4,1,1,1,26,17,14,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,7,4,16,14,6,10,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,7,1,68,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031951550691644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704182482717744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822109050473915,0.17323719962629638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896318598170395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730553087125074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124037087459101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833464889912561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035455232422547,0.22665466241417145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198032047285672,0.0,0.0,0.14374142071857093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032515866248252,0.0,0.0,0.1707174356222875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694615856668311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757335427247239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556614378198366,0.0,0.0,0.11232584057159166,0.0,0.0,0.13422657253081774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739537414093846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972474752096576,0.13420377361368427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298215531071594,0.0,0.123088529666729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1ApolloFish1,2018/11/21,"How do you guys deal with concerta crashes after school/work? This is starting to be a major problem now, as I repeatedly end up laying on my bed most of the time until I go to sleep right after arriving home from school. This has been happening since May and I don't have the energy to do anything else However, this doesn't seem to happen on weekends/days off. Is there anything I should start doing? If you did have this problem previously, what do you do to combat this?",4.255437788018432,5.744497247311831,5.324761904761908,80.55000000000003,71.15053763440861,8.325038402457759,27.264208909370197,8.841846274778883,2.1193821812596005,376,13,71,7,7,124,67,93,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.8463,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,17,1,1,1,0,10,23,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,16,18,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,9,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292681069627215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290234971743395,0.2062552298502812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671262045915581,0.0,0.17719562995705973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369989604581335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980929225837665,0.3538284905270373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067858809949465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828648018583942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085193153816622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40494703129371395,0.0,0.18212901271496187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549342803775674,0.0,0.20020657221306612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28320995369842666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665781339836745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564758407651976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,undecjded,2018/11/21,"I (finally!) got diagnosed today!! after being told by a doctor to meet with my counselor for ‘study tips,’ i’ve seen an adult ADHD specialist who diagnosed me right away and put me on a plan for Adderall XR. I’m so so happy to finally feel understood by someone and on the right track to get my life together!! day 1✅",2.0809895833333307,4.117938453125003,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,78.53125,8.641666666666666,26.291666666666664,9.2995712137729,2.598935416666667,247,10,48,7,6,87,49,64,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.8051,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,1,12,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,5,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640623139776825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004501232426638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759363210342784,0.0,0.0,0.4330931929138936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183736099182469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787658763564023,0.0,0.0,0.4674308007391156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146700037390296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063614478552472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271159205404817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506959972877285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447650709902646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644008777789948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077146174096614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223163571896485,0.20386585631300067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,okokla,2018/11/21,"Adderall XR? I went to a therapist because I thought I had ADHD. She asked me a few questions for 45mins-1 hour then I took that Connor test where you press spacebar on everything but X. I heard back about the test results and she wants to start me on 10mg of Adderall XR. Is one therapy session plus the Connor test enough to reach a valid diagnosis? I'm just a bit confused because I feel like this was too fast and easy. Thanks!",2.0782428940568494,4.485516023255818,2.9552713178294603,90.89425064599483,80.62790697674419,5.682687338501292,26.997416020671835,6.937597516519254,1.2612935400516792,342,15,69,4,9,108,64,86,0.035,0.815,0.151,0.8690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,11,2,9,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,6,42,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814889807006192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189656823766696,0.0,0.0,0.18010203827889484,0.0,0.285558762375459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557094457525461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201363909236484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105033713345465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842953476395772,0.16732803728982115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306612051733361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442889710274183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158714693223026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623819207146325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657833327286404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563988300500575,0.2678529393958736,0.2719494593543651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859458758835898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26022893929134555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815003374833515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171258728607693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wonderingloz,2018/11/21,"Which 'mental health professional' thought this system was a good idea... So I've been diagnosed with ADHD for a couple years now, but wasn't initally deemed to have strong enough symptoms to warrant medication. This has changed and my mental health has suffered as a result, so my GP has referred me to the adult mental health services (as the GPs themselves aren't allowed to prescribe ADHD meds). I got a letter in the post saying that to get an appointment I have to phone them...Okay fair enough. Their phone lines however are only open 0930-1200 and 1400-1630...only mondays and tuesdays... This is the only way to make an appointment. Yesterday was the second set of monday/tuesdays that I forgot to phone until after the phone lines closed... Extreme forgetfulness and losing reminder post its is one of the reasons I'm being referred... Ironic.",5.3263800904977385,7.741054418300656,5.196078431372547,78.77158371040724,70.17647058823529,7.060633484162897,28.762694821518348,7.882392219407189,2.1268676721970845,678,26,108,9,13,210,98,153,0.063,0.8740000000000001,0.062,-0.0258,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,13,0,14,6,0,4,0,18,20,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,1,7,2,17,12,2,15,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,70,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383904622570082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489309997723787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577502227418996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289298367630435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909353929277486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355392569303881,0.0,0.0,0.11808309440946105,0.1125979731400359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489410139373009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892820787122172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750149113739156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397453629023098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637949133944112,0.14182525452975786,0.4256320352273642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953990068688342,0.21414543242019776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696646646132591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447495891300292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195723409366376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632867288700746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176691666299003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174793260772273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066039895906264 adhd,mergirl007,2018/11/21,App to easily change your phone screen to brightly colored reminder notes? My commute is 25 minutes and I forget my errands on the way. How can I easily jot down a reminder note on a bright background and then save it as my home screen pic?,3.58563829787234,5.575843255319152,4.056329787234045,86.90875,73.8936170212766,6.402127659574468,28.77127659574468,7.1686216300943375,1.6159829787234041,191,8,36,2,4,60,37,47,0.036000000000000004,0.703,0.261,0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,6,2,0,5,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6373041488124553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042988194962228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478190713692668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SeaNumber,2018/11/21,"Doubting my ADHD, what do you guys think? I remember appointments, shifts, dates extremely well. I can remember the day and the time without writing it down. I also have a set routine for my life and I thrive off of order. I heard this is not typical for ADHDers. Despite this, I have difficulty with processing things so listening to people speak and reading are two things I struggle with most. I love to-do lists. I swerve while driving because I get distracted but if I keep my eyes locked on the road there are no issues. I have short term memory loss sometimes but I think this is simply from not focusing and I misplace things. Despite this, my daily functioning is not terrible. I graduated school through independent studying at home and I have a job. TL;DR I feel terrible reading people’s experiences on here about their affected functioning because I think I can function fine with a few learned strategies. Do I even have ADHD? 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If an innocent animal gets hurt i get sad and angry. Even seeing someone throw around a stuffed animal without any care makes me sad. I heard it's an ADHD thing. I do wish i wasn't like this. It feels so unmanly, people would laugh at me if they knew this. To be honest i wish i didn't have ADHD in the first place, but there's not much i can do about that aside from petering out or dying of old age, so no use complaining.",2.6579090909090897,3.5355765636363685,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,74.27272727272727,8.045454545454545,22.84090909090909,8.472884824447931,1.0995454545454546,402,10,92,7,8,136,79,110,0.196,0.677,0.127,-0.8366,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,8,11,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,20,23,9,1,7,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,5,13,5,11,17,1,10,0,5,2,0,4,6,0,4,4,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216069790159861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928184825394113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614820531806595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788377373617999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204335849955408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585376912176545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738072109900924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919994544927584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749266176065177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777536251493954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569433428537758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170846249196608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894332581906334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840587099026316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160418324824032,0.0,0.18326155775225172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795511661072333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972412544790283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653171133115932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149415258396587,0.0,0.0,0.10345878946064192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034156526388963,0.16908477495606608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460313207752548,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daligirl7,2018/11/21,"ADHD and Depression Motivation and focus in general is difficult, but as of lately I’ve been under a very dark cloud. I don’t want to say life is difficult because that would be a little dramatic, but I have found myself in a place where a lack of motivation only deepens my depression and vis versa. Any advice on small things I could do that could maybe help? I know it’s not something that can just be fixed, but I always see some good “exercises” or routines on this page. 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That is all!!! First I have one group with my teammates hanging on me for everything. Then in another class I have another group hating me because I have no clue what's going on and neither of us are communicating that to each other. Why cant my profs just let me work alone?!?!? Its for my fucking brain health! Its not just because I hate people. Which is more so from my anxiety. But fuck! Group work can suck it. 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If a school project or paper had a deadline, I immediately freaked out because I wondering whether I would be able to get it done on time. It’s ironic really, because I’ve always seen myself as a journalist, and journalism is full of deadlines. I know it’s silly to avoid a career I haven’t really tried yet, but I’m worried that I don’t have the attention span/work ethic it requires. And that self-doubt sucks. I don’t want to let it stop me. Any advice is much appreciated. 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I need to revise lectures every week, as well as read excerpts from books that are relevant to each lecture, and study for my tutorials, and complete bits of homework, and study for the exams, all this while having to work on three 1500 word plus essays SIMULTANEOUSLY. I personally think it is no wonder I've fallen behind. However, could the reason for be thinking it's so much simply be my ADD? After all it seems like everyone else has no problems keeping up with the workload. Is it really considered normal to be able to do all of this while also maintaining a social life and tending to adult responsibilities? If so then every neuro-typical person is a hyper-focused tank as far as I am concerned.",9.447034883720931,7.949150912790699,9.877558139534887,62.539244186046545,60.220930232558146,12.32093023255814,40.1046511627907,11.20814326018867,4.6324162790697665,735,32,121,16,8,249,111,172,0.07400000000000001,0.888,0.038,-0.7236,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,9,0,15,1,0,1,3,28,26,18,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,9,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,10,2,27,22,7,15,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,8,92,19,9,0.15682555888856808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541334278367405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121289284267144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288572295270897,0.0,0.0,0.12521244776065307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100763103521085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426459438902233,0.14985354212970742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939376243933044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107705301257688,0.07661704650799643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169397194010926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528483036317437,0.11628416478643193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365575049185526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108020869331092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006088010200408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686799811202787,0.0,0.10046646877195714,0.16124279379739725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276809885607958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986390777857098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019499431890691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448082901683635,0.12579600376852196,0.0,0.1410050114332979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007062888419586,0.22834174930853865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,loneredsolo,2018/11/21,"ADHD and extended phone use? Hey all, I just recently got clinically diagnosed and have started treatment for ADHD and after browsing this sub I realized that potentially a lot of my behaviors are explained by adhd. Anyway to keep it short( I know a lot are about to be done reading by now ) do you guys notice prolonged phone use? I use mine a lot and can’t tell if it’s something about myself or more due to my adhd.",4.415650406504064,5.768793573170732,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,70.58536585365854,8.881300813008131,30.739837398373986,9.2995712137729,2.8836032520325214,331,14,60,7,6,113,59,82,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,3,1,18,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,10,12,5,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,5,5,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7068931670634957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925076952283878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048130402837756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760783283755505,0.0,0.0,0.14560078016996345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307031457045569,0.0,0.0,0.0808138135983616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750452173504234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741528511651071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708793603689616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451923009169759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320484438896584,0.0,0.0,0.1040814322706382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852655814750052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810071463770274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RadAssYeah,2018/11/21,"I’ve finally been recognised as having an issue! So I always had problems in education and got written off as being lazy and not caring about it. As a result I finished with very few grades. Fast forward 10 years I decided I wanted to give it another shot and have gone back to college. A couple of months in and one of the teachers approached me and said if it’s okay with me, she’d like me to have an assessment. She said could see me losing focus in class often but wasn’t sure at first if I was just procrastinating or really struggling to focus but now she was certain it was the later. I’ve never wanted to bring it up to anyone through fear of not being taken seriously as I’m in my 20’s now and from my understanding most people believe you just grow out of it. I’m so happy she recognised this, I feel huge relief that it’s not just me making an excuse for the way I am. Whether I get a diagnosis isn’t certain yet but just having someone recognise it has been fantastic. I could almost cry! tl;dr I’ve never been diagnosed and after returning to education (with a 10 year gap) someone actually noticed I may have an issue with ADHD.",3.949445012787727,5.250503821739134,5.847340153452687,77.23742966751921,71.65217391304348,8.020460358056267,27.87723785166241,8.4952907291091,2.1214654731457805,909,33,168,15,17,315,133,230,0.081,0.778,0.141,0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,12,13,0,2,11,1,22,1,0,2,5,45,40,20,0,7,14,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,7,5,0,2,14,4,22,8,32,20,2,31,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,7,18,130,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.1402305939472464,0.0,0.1726996262405614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438949187114849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957001637806942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068211151671834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047846926749067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049652678592403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190083314155815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465118555303585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294657151911375,0.1590014561576821,0.1578478407319798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458526029882825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617025927211758,0.07265910139243359,0.0,0.0,0.1574164639855048,0.0,0.12223125373465453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507738481154991,0.13785025492080674,0.0,0.0,0.11493011798872735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297145618031036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999711940805533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702046229716576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607636838836186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592094992988737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470006956427985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166079194843855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636035458465898,0.0,0.0,0.09737492434083643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962357380931088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375016134204128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205798034374672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733834535765762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451039547426872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435133008073729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022657229862554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543566809873675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959689898433412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856765341389937,0.1695161148694013,0.11406247129892012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850763394526028 adhd,but_muh_shelf,2018/11/21,"Had a phone interview yesterday, on day 5 of my new antidepressant ℞. It could have gone better. A little over a year ago I started a new job for which I never should have been hired. I’m not being hard on myself, my boss misunderstood a certification I have and he thought that I had very different skillset than I actually have. After six months I was laid off and for the last seven (or eight?) months I have been unsuccessfully searching for a new job. I already deal with RSD and then to add the super stressful nature of that job, stress of being unemployed, not finding anything, and several other big things that happened I have been super depressed. &nbsp; Finally saw a doctor about that and he prescribed me citalopram. My body and brain definitely took to it right away and I have been feeling a variety of things this week. I assume (hope) that it’s just my body chemistry adjusting and things will eventually even out. I haven’t gotten super stressed out and panicky nor have I hated myself for being a failure, feelings that have been a daily occurrence the last several months, so that’s good but I do have a hard time focusing and feeling a very strange brain fog I haven’t experience before. &nbsp; Yesterday I have my phone interview and it starts off like this: **Him:** Tell me about yourself **Me:** uh, tell you about myself? Well…. uh…. I am… an engineer. My experience…. has been with aerospace and….. I really like, uh, continuous improvement. Also I think aerospace is really cool, getting to see all of those parts and they’re shaped so different and they come together to create this huge thing, it’s really cool. &nbsp; In case you aren’t aware, that is NOT a good way to answer that question, not at all. I have been doing this for a few months now, I have a little list prepared for this exact question and I don’t even have to look at it anymore. But this time my mind just blanked, not even a nervous blank but just a *poof*, nothing. After that it was okay, when he asked about specific things I was able to answer them pretty well although I was feeling pretty spacy. Hopefully he just assumed I was nervous. He seemed pretty laid back so if there is one person who has interviewed me who would be understanding it would probably be this guy. &nbsp; Hopefully I hear back, but I get it if they go with someone else. I know that some people here have taken or currently take antidepressants, ever had these symptoms? 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Me: Ok sure, let's keep track of a sheet of paper for 2-4 months after it was written out. What could possibly go wrong? Also me: my folder which i use as my daily planner and also contained 2 months of Adderall paper prescriptions and a transit pass is lost/stolen from my kitchen countertop. Sigh..... *Insert shocked Pikachu meme*",2.9145833333333333,5.898475736111113,3.2633333333333354,85.915,83.30555555555556,5.422222222222223,27.44444444444445,6.937597516519254,1.6978777777777778,311,14,52,4,9,96,58,72,0.073,0.81,0.11699999999999999,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,4,2,0,1,1,8,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,6,2,10,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,32,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043057786323091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049793193578717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216529893756816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390345374823507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506214164463534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589214576236533,0.17884769235687814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764055060667769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042150494213454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157971221967186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854530071137841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386447344012451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868967239537834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768422602475397,0.0,0.0 adhd,JRD656,2018/11/21,"Appearing (or actually being?) gullible I was reading in some psychology article that when anyone receives information, it's perceived as truth initially, and then our brains analyse it and decide if it's untrue. I think it often takes me a while to mentally check information. Possibly because my attention turns like a battleship generally anyway, and it must take a while for my attention to move from whatever it was thinking and onto analysing the new information. Anyone else get this?",8.242208835341367,10.46782938554217,8.855602409638553,56.2110341365462,62.373493975903614,13.24417670682731,41.54417670682731,12.45797560212912,6.634680321285143,401,23,54,16,6,134,63,83,0.045,0.892,0.064,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,2,21,11,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,9,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,7,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,6,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2351547348449464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369876306323213,0.2469051553754017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689480898061985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690053882385498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130189007498087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589836512318853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772715949559552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428439491809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611599727604073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273307418515635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716606746034207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410380545217446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36236317826639536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088113365615466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210925701249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,i81579,2018/11/21,"Fairly certain that without an ADHD diagnosis and medication i will never be a functional person. How can i talk to my Mom about it I'm a 21 year old male from a middle class family and i'm 99% sure that I have ADHD-PI and have thought so even since i was young. I have been at home pretty much everyday since i stopped going to school when I was 15 and have become depressed, anxious, and completely socially withdrawn. Not going to go much more into detail on that to respect the no asking for a diagnosis rule. My mom is a very anti pharmaceutical, anti doctor, and naturalist kind of person. I have talked to her about how I'm pretty sure that i have ADHD in the past and she didnt really say yes or no. She just kind of talked about diet, exercise, how i have played too many video games all my life, and how it ""wasnt around in her time"" making me think that she doesnt even think its actually a thing or that it just has to do with not being able to focus in school without affecting all the other areas of life and how we think and function. However my Mom did inquire about getting into an ADHD specialist or whatever when i was in middle school but then didnt do so because the wait list was too long or something. &#x200B; I get so frustrated with my incompetence of not wanting to get my drivers liscense, not wanting to get a job, and mentally being unable to try and focus on doing any kind of school work in the past that without an ADHD diagnosis and medication i dont see any way that i dont end up dead or on the streets homeless because i just cant/wont be able to deal with life how i currently am. &#x200B; How can I talk to my Mom and tell her that without this I will probably have no chance at being a functional person or even be alive in the next 5 years. And it would all be because she wouldnt want to have me try medication despite all the downsides it has/possibly could have. Because i feel like she sees me as someone who doesnt have all these underlying problems due to how little i talk and open up. Any help or advice is much appreciated. &#x200B; TLDR: Pretty sure i'll never be functional without ADHD medication. How can i talk to my naturalist and anti pharmaceutical Mom about giving them a chance (if i qualify) &#x200B; ",8.691399999999998,6.4428087844444475,9.180555555555557,69.3175,62.26666666666666,12.022222222222226,37.16666666666666,10.577609850970193,3.766066666666666,1803,66,342,34,20,610,194,450,0.077,0.818,0.10400000000000001,0.9226,3,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,1,1,28,13,1,0,20,1,47,10,0,11,11,83,71,42,1,8,21,5,1,1,0,4,9,1,1,4,20,25,1,2,6,4,0,3,22,3,0,0,10,4,43,10,53,48,9,46,0,1,2,0,34,23,0,8,20,250,63,9,0.10525630477802417,0.0,0.05135748502942488,0.0,0.3794928718296738,0.05142762141919634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280903245027391,0.2557958623639409,0.10736684496231524,0.0,0.0,0.059454832191577676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046850213442470506,0.049200218205370384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832653287796708,0.058123659529724724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517961648737865,0.0,0.0,0.04201929729089093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425731421865485,0.04532855053586898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386714401591422,0.0,0.0,0.12335960529179113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046612922153447985,0.0,0.0,0.10428119491504836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049613138286743935,0.0,0.026610375146932375,0.037597562582312304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998414990549236,0.05048571930074715,0.08972937545676993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527554119251408,0.0,0.05279032788343837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222532058896282,0.0,0.0,0.16441236622461294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151846129519337,0.025711456906612647,0.052747234605505774,0.0,0.04657425875290127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03512970038396629,0.05335668620731185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120693070779464,0.05303679933457834,0.0,0.0,0.3081872800602904,0.0,0.0,0.116063242436246,0.0,0.08118015109017465,0.0,0.0559706371190858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522439292413928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047905290976196,0.0,0.13785861811085087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062525342581205,0.056742049505087565,0.05035803424905398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033714942041261305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041852019119107235,0.0,0.2130499996025632,0.08387564732836614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706910300102308,0.0,0.0,0.05364777374108823,0.044591662734400274,0.04051572288795479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399949192988352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880423239413107,0.0,0.0,0.25380309222784064,0.04599932486771125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034963805940390905,0.10116598505767116,0.0,0.04178087437520804,0.0306878988824234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714621217389735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342373738692951,0.09312434348234992,0.041773777727542184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536583043150503,0.0,0.038313921737470585,0.0,0.0,0.0373855294816956,0.0,0.2557958623639409,0.06778160931353913 adhd,stairphobe,2018/11/21,"Finals are about to start and I’m supposed to be switching meds. Need advice. I’ve been on Adderall XR 15 mg/day for a year with very little success, and it was wearing off very quickly. Last month I was upped to 20 mg/day. My symptoms were improved enough that I could sit through my classes but it still wore off quickly. My doctor just decided to switch me to Vyvanse to hopefully get almost a whole day of effects (I’m in college so I have an erratic schedule and long days). He’s starting me on 30 mg/day and having me go up over a couple of months. I ran out of my 20 mg Adderall XR like a week ago but I have 3 15 mg capsules left from when my dose was changed. My pharmacy filled it today but I won’t be able to start it until Sunday at the earliest because I’m out of town. I have normal classes next week, and finals are the following week. I am afraid of starting a new med right before finals in case it affects me badly. I did well with Adderall but idk if that means Vyvanse will be good too. Do people who succeeded on Adderall tend to do well with Vyvanse? Will that week be long enough for me to adjust to the med change? tl;dr my doctor is switching me from adderall xr to vyvanse right before finals. do I wait to start the new med afterwards and go unmedicated, or try it and hope for the best? 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Why do I do this and how do I stop? I live with 2 neurotypicals and a dog. My boyfriend is on the computer or watching TV about 10 -16 hours a day. His father is the same way. It is what it is for right now. The house is unfurnished except the bedrooms. The bedrooms have TVs, computers, and are lived in. There is only one chair outside of the bedroom if I wanted to escape the screens. I really don't like sitting out there alone in the chair, but the only other place to sit is in front of a 60in TV in bed. I have a hard time convincing myself to clean this house, do the laundry, study for school or anything like that. I feel like a lazy piece of shit for getting distracted or not being able to make my own motivation. When I work around someone working I am unstoppable. I am efficient. I feel like I am going with the flow and everything is easy. When I work around people who are laying in bed or sitting on their ass all day? It feels wrong. I end up doing the same damn thing. Why? Yes, I'm on meds. Adderall 10 XR 2 times a day. 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I had been taking 60mg of Vyvanse for a number of years with great results. However, at some point I started getting crazy insomnia at night even after taking Vyvanse early in the morning. It got to the point where I kept reducing my dosage, and I'm now down to 40mg but still have terrible insomnia. Currently, if I take the Vyvanse at 8am, I will still be wide awake by 4am the next morning. The normal effects will have worn off by around 5pm, but while I lie in bed I can notice my heart at a slightly elevated pace and pounding a bit. Sometimes I may be able to fall asleep, but then I would wake up within 30 minutes and be wide awake for the rest of the night. This \*only\* happens if I take the Vyvanse. On days that I don't, I sleep just fine. The correlation between Vyvanse and insomnia is 100% at this point. I know that I am a slow metabolizer of medication, but it seems so extreme that there would still be some effect 20 hours after taking it. Has anyone experienced anything like this? Any ideas or thoughts?",5.363123249299722,5.878560718487396,6.066907563025215,79.82613165266108,67.8655462184874,8.699607843137256,31.83305322128852,8.648137234880735,2.445175574229693,953,38,185,14,15,312,137,238,0.057,0.904,0.039,-0.6079,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,12,4,0,0,14,0,22,9,4,3,0,29,37,16,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,1,0,13,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,2,18,3,30,21,5,43,0,0,0,0,0,20,0,7,23,126,31,0,0.12112752449538534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557174579807255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237087029666361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469518148239769,0.0,0.09967763192574702,0.10782917732737464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646924107264616,0.0,0.0,0.13223988499516345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811723266943991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600071750966224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328413219463079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968767465489051,0.13354352337388845,0.0,0.0,0.10711266988147652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435366997333236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928621234620175,0.0,0.0,0.13673823146233538,0.0,0.1264256656543435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665685197042331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059176790080854115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202323766721515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882049646264726,0.34100992900613697,0.11867925619690398,0.0,0.13790448946582307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921229405940378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562992799592732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435139875721202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883403218254286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026994906893316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121500134496085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979821894871767,0.0,0.0857346852777809,0.0,0.2901977925864503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553641195705535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096161724373555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720910361661298,0.0,0.0,0.15600430890628253 adhd,missedprint,2018/11/21,"Advice to be ""less blunt"" to NTs So subtlety isn't my thing. Nor is Christmas. Or birthdays. Or anything that risks sensory overload. I didn't realise telling people ""I hate Christmas I'd rather just spend it on my own on a remote beach"" is apparently upsetting to NTs who like this crap even if they aren't Christian. My partner of six years divulged this new information this evening. He's going away for the holidays to see his folks, I'm searching for flights where it's not celebrated. He gets it. His folks on the other hand.... Apparently it is quite delicate. So how do I put it nicely? 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Even in the middle of a sentence my penmanship changes from large and sloppy to small and (relatively) neat, sometimes even making the transition from cursive to all caps print. Am I the only one that notices or experiences this change when prescribed medication takes affect?",10.553709677419356,12.54312098387097,9.296935483870973,56.015403225806466,56.903225806451616,12.651612903225805,46.145161290322584,12.161744961471696,6.702567741935482,319,19,40,10,4,99,49,62,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,8,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6341571978838064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26396178226100525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954647693341695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338308500206014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026003367967247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549985311497582,0.0,0.0,0.1354049122732474,0.15197403223725955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976295835877498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502416682339067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ap3lovr,2018/11/21,Methylphenidate HCL (Foquest) question I tried Concerta and Biphentin with similar results. No increase in executive function and borderline depressive moods accompanied with an increase in impulsive behavior. Neither drug worked for me at all. I saw my doctor today and was prescribed Foquest. It looks like the exact same active drug that has shown no improvement for me in the past. Am I taking the exact same drug again? Should I expect any different results? ,7.4865977443609,10.79594032894737,6.499548872180451,67.80184210526315,66.76315789473685,9.606015037593986,39.80451127819549,9.957137785484203,5.132551127819547,379,22,49,10,7,115,56,76,0.083,0.76,0.156,0.7319,1,0,4,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,2,3,15,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,4,6,9,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,4,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835297888711527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789670599871647,0.0,0.0,0.22792569369113025,0.0,0.22329103407221315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7589721226519052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657958399436497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319537731694616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825376986933794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443836886088272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640255186652712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206785568451738,0.0,0.0,0.14811302280454638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881954316334582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Inkderp,2018/11/21,"Had more time than I thought on an assignment, still screwed up. Feeling pretty hopeless lately. I'm in college right now. I've been here for about two years now. I know what I want to major in, but I've barely advanced in my degree. I just keep exploring, partly because I want to try new things, but also partly because I fear failure. I'm barely learning anything because I do all my assignments last minute and either cheat on the quizzes or study last minute and immediately forget the information afterwards. I have all these goals I want to accomplish, hobbies I want to get into, thingsI want to learn and improve in my life. Everything I try to do as a habit drops off after a few weeks--exercise, diet, learning a second language, drawing regularly, you name it. Oh yeah, drawing: did I mention I have over 400 art ideas? Problem is I have no motivation to work on them, so I finish about one a month if I'm lucky. And it's not like they're particularly detailed or difficult or anything, apparently I just have all the willpower sucked out of me. I've tried multiple methods of combating this, from gamification to a buddy system to planners to simply insulting myself over and over again in the vain hope that it'll make a difference. Nope. Nothing. Oh, sure, they work for maybe a week, but they don't last. When you're a kid, you have an authority figure telling you that you can't eat your dessert until you finish all your vegetables. But now that I'm an adult, my brain just laughs and says, ""Oh yeah? Who's stopping you?"" And it's true, no one's stopping me from doing all my assignments the day they're due, or skipping class, or sleeping instead of drawing. For the last year and a half I've been going through this alternating cycle of motivation and failure. I'll start out having come back from some big failure--having gotten a C in class, not having drawn for months, or just feeling really shitty in general, and I'll say, ""You know what? Now's the time for change!"" I'll have a surge of motivation. I'll try exercise, I'll work on my projects, I'll get good grades. But then that starts fading. I slow down, start slipping again. Inevitably, I end up in another ""failure period"". Lately I've been thinking, ""Is this all I'm ever going to be? A chronic procrastinator who isn't making any progress and who will never accomplish anything significant? Is this just the fate of my life?"" I've been getting more and more depressed and anxious. I feel useless and lazy and stupid. I don't have a job, I can barely figure out public transport, I can't even keep my room clean half the time. I fear that if I keep going like this, I'm eventually going to get to a point where I have to make a choice: get my life back on track or kill myself.",4.5629889016456175,5.916830059701496,5.378582089552238,80.97965939533105,70.23134328358208,8.034749330271719,29.601798698813624,8.463088693708992,2.1753535782625333,2176,85,415,34,39,709,248,536,0.177,0.7070000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.9924,3,0,1,0,0,2,84.0,0,9,3,12,24,22,6,2,27,2,31,12,2,6,10,90,71,35,1,9,22,0,3,2,0,2,5,2,2,2,21,20,4,5,18,2,0,8,11,14,0,6,8,5,50,8,59,60,15,83,0,3,0,1,25,29,2,12,46,265,71,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738451532473752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730124026094713,0.08835634813602843,0.0,0.09519239273389243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080220318802737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958498510867855,0.0,0.15409651241470504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406457231989547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913832005812672,0.0725844936145627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543422001199032,0.0,0.07257497877993813,0.0,0.0,0.08803614887825358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622134911943832,0.0,0.0,0.07463137021071177,0.0,0.0,0.055654441616712916,0.07622005687768059,0.0,0.0,0.07572950450864055,0.0,0.0,0.1896369838882357,0.12781662255579468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011781898927915,0.0,0.1915527834805152,0.07067520314113059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369145723796746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512185831788694,0.0,0.0,0.08361731157761539,0.2246885597523991,0.09322372894971012,0.0,0.0926166914990664,0.27474001998911884,0.19010304536793105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855082208431908,0.08233258806376847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687371797534841,0.0,0.08465278644786464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345146968759295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498826537658059,0.08138103564121849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085193076842809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419660407166225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824956771052773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965509110997518,0.0,0.0,0.08572503217132346,0.0,0.08062762263118163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398057458897025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195952720126353,0.0,0.1340174950912334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432313377633407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892382763853582,0.0,0.06729196610526454,0.14089407913506924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941620222941909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364894722419837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055980115053134,0.05399186702430971,0.0,0.066894838580566,0.14740204025035245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883422952919397,0.0,0.08231200432380642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485003811883469,0.0,0.06759011884686149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403183143079724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852429207299498 adhd,GSUGinger,2018/11/21,"Have you found playing an instrument to be a proper way to destress and can it help ADHD? With black friday coming up I have been looking at certain things that I want or need. However, I started thinking about buying another keyboard since mine was stolen before I even got to play the damn thing. (I mean I got it and a week later my apartment was broken into.) I am having a hard time deciding whether it is a want or need for my mental health. So, before I spend the money on another one I wanted to see if anyone else has found playing an instrument to be a stress alleviator while also potentially helping your brain?",7.9594999999999985,6.925218616666669,8.435000000000002,70.21000000000004,62.83333333333334,10.666666666666668,35.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.4690833333333337,494,19,86,8,6,165,86,120,0.107,0.763,0.13,-0.2406,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,1,9,0,12,2,1,0,1,20,27,9,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,2,0,1,7,4,14,4,12,18,0,12,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,3,5,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825383251196032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526694251396964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285066169686299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952807099994596,0.1604987419714266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26658244314094504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748648234184414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493363490414687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308547003175441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034608871941903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343500809874474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505626173422272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032090315621515,0.0,0.0,0.16650364174333238,0.0,0.0,0.2099883180858748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154024002783787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062959273109368,0.0,0.0,0.15785878702960313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229684278032295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614500504008176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482378381331027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957628627615933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108723605275516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943344284662974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081326198012141,0.10037018252876248,0.0,0.0,0.09133949549832852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771753968846235,0.12433551730967192,0.12564915680255587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nicqui,2018/11/21,"Unmedicated Advice? Long story, but I’m no longer medically cleared to take stimulant meds (heart issues). I’ve taken adderall and vyvanse for 6 years, and now feel a bit lost without them. Motivation is where I struggle. Any advice?",3.3539837398374,6.543796146341463,4.9189024390243885,71.96745934959351,87.53658536585365,6.635772357723577,28.784552845528456,7.793537801064563,2.7692406504065046,186,9,28,4,6,62,37,41,0.263,0.701,0.036000000000000004,-0.8754,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972337435279439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301473662772748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777614075427087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864270294691493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014896432602106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26554901225873473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515423028197776,0.0,0.0,0.2777301459231325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826039383985775,0.2563019942780785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659756581707162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129263278017705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452523852958975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383852884521713 adhd,Stargazer1919,2018/11/21,"I started a brain dump journal. I got the idea from a Ted Talk on ADHD. The guy started it years ago, and has since filled out 70 or 80 journals. I just write down every thought that pops into my head. It doesn't have to make sense. It doesn't have to be complete paragraphs. I also write down song lyrics that are stuck in my head. I also make a lot of lists. I'll probably add drawings and doodles. Yesterday I filled out 5 pages without trying, my thoughts move so fast. It hasn't helped my thoughts slow down. But it does help me move on from a thought or phrase or song I'm stuck on. Maybe this will help tickle my creative side, too.",1.1537622682660853,3.3896072824427463,1.7508887677208311,99.17566793893131,83.04580152671755,4.353544165757906,21.570883315158127,5.288315135182226,-0.2266689203925836,498,16,112,2,14,152,83,131,0.053,0.88,0.067,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,6,0,9,3,3,2,0,22,21,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,7,2,12,0,16,12,2,22,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,4,7,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081169595427685,0.0,0.1333648715743183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406296649659841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795198728835853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774399120204025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316598327630389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267606368643897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032863071064505,0.0,0.0,0.14896918075561033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30881026570613873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302530445864476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983976799171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790723307430935,0.0,0.0,0.2008531229848692,0.0,0.15114727429009686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198091384006453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622105757107533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124453817297774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297860738284816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092603300531155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777620650091954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214569274371632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502845750423085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688488488915724 adhd,FreelanceWriter91,2018/11/21,"First Day On Vyvanse - Really Glad To Read Experiences Here. Any Stories Or Tips Are Welcome! I found the subreddit while researching Vyvanse. It's been so insightful to read about personal experiences. This is actually the first time I've talked about my ADHD publicly. I was recently diagnosed after being misdiagnosed with borderline personality disorder in my early 20s (now in late 20s). The GeneSight test results I got lead my doctor and I to give Vyvanse a shot. I was adamant about trying an extended release medication. I have a history of substance abuse as self medication, so I'm being very cautious. My starting dose is 40mg; I took it about 10 minutes ago. So, it'll kick in while I'm shopping at Target. Didn't think that through... If you have any tips/feedback or want to tell me about your first few days on Friday, I'd love to hear it. Thanks!",4.1563333333333325,6.708747800000001,5.458750000000002,74.92458333333337,74.125,9.016666666666666,31.916666666666664,9.558583805096642,3.5507791666666675,688,34,118,19,15,229,111,160,0.054000000000000006,0.8490000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.7707,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,2,0,4,10,4,0,0,6,0,12,6,0,2,0,11,24,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,0,3,7,1,14,4,21,14,1,23,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,3,15,73,20,6,0.0,0.1714318318258909,0.14119479060425968,0.0,0.17388707327049574,0.0,0.12825734017238616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678584577117975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866238106359114,0.0,0.0,0.14685545542054768,0.0,0.0,0.1658251876499646,0.14809448156230484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830656039328561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36921507191618586,0.0,0.1586431195001633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879808485735445,0.0,0.0,0.1157203537884599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307409268082795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321456741618415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058673001566726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29151623555267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25267227300300915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28945466616520693,0.0,0.09269095203986764,0.0,0.14286212086468944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094132539735408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241103738221274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629487711249813,0.12646384531704818,0.13320943520703185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271034247041482,0.0,0.0,0.08436884038044161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607538899783229,0.09823377555666367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938290015737815,0.08534083636569641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,csdspartans7,2018/11/21,Was 15 minutes into a 4 hour drive before I realized I wasn’t wearing my glasses I have 20/200 vision so it might be the most adhd thing iv ever done. Somehow managed to drive without realizing I couldn’t see anything.,3.2231395348837215,5.513257767441863,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209303,75.97674418604652,6.16046511627907,31.68023255813953,7.1686216300943375,2.331702325581396,176,9,29,2,4,60,37,43,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,0,1,9,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,3,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048555009761659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27721751489738955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866538415955506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447377146565809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047206283197347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317517351613039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573686813737078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844391349253244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380324197051585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32473324531795666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,that_same_weird_kid,2018/11/21,"My mom and I have very different concepts of a lazy morning. ""I had a lazy morning,"" she said. Then rattled off all of the things she did, that would be a productive day for me. I also had a lazy morning... on Reddit... in bed....",1.5217391304347814,3.1006274782608725,3.5167391304347824,90.33206521739132,78.56521739130434,6.339130434782609,26.71739130434783,7.1686216300943375,1.232582608695652,168,7,37,2,4,57,34,46,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,7,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,0,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251152898977485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621890216249413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247548257355704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761426412372832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38671905847538257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700915966568892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33544364659959314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887991475181341,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Amarriandor,2018/11/21,"Sadly, I feel the need to vent Hi guys! Long time lurker here, feeling the need for some understanding. I'm 22M, and got diagnosed 6 months ago. Because of summer break and moving from the west to the east of Norway, I am yet to start medication. Last time I went to my new doctor, he hadn't received the right paperwork from my therapist, so he couldn't continue the process. Another three weeks to get a new appointment with my doctor. My new appointment was this morning. I already struggled going to sleep last night, so I knew waking up was gonna be a struggle. I forced myself out of the house, remembering to bring the right paperwork in hand just three minutes late. I got to the lobby of my doctor, and told the receptionist that I had arrived. She looked at me puzzled and said ""But your doctor isn't here today. Weren't you notified?"" I showed her the last message I had received from my doctors office, from the day before, which kindly reminded me to remember the appointment today. She said she was sorry, and that they had troubles with their data systems. So, now I'm scheduled for next Thursday again. I'm honestly sad to say that this ruined my entire day. Losing out on all the momentum of accomplishing progress with my doctor, I rather received a setback, which killed all motivation in me... Ended up playing video games and what little I ate was quite unhealthy. Then I forced myself to prepare a tapas-dish for a get-together with some friends, getting more and more tired and frustrated. I managed to force myself out of the house and am on my way to this get-together as we speak. I know that staying at home playing more video games wouldn't help, but man am I frustrated. This day was supposed to be different! I have assignments and exams, I need the little motivation I can muster. Rant over, thank you! 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Hi so I have sensory processing disorder which is causing ADHD like symptoms. (I have a theory SPD is what causes adhd and anxiety) Due to my SPD I have a very low tolerance for external stimuli and want to fix this because I find that it’s impacting mainly my social life. I basically have to force myself to interact with actual people or go places where there are a lot of people because to me it’s kind of like a static that just builds and builds and when it gets too much I shut down and become irritable and dont want to do anything and shut down. Being newly single I want to fix this. Please help. 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By telling myself I don't have ADHD my symptoms improve by about 25%. By telling myself I have ADHD my symptoms get worse by about 25%. Of course I still take my medication etc. But denying my condition to my subconscious actually helps to some extent. For example when I take medication, I think to myself I am taking it to help me focus. I don't think to myself that I take it because of ADHD. Its an equilibrium that can either improve or worse symptoms. Does anyone try this? If not give it a go. You will be surprised by how much you can improve by just changing perception.",3.374490118577075,5.808836852173918,5.109881422924903,77.04798418972331,76.13043478260869,7.312252964426879,28.715415019762844,8.296473431620573,2.395695652173913,478,21,83,9,11,162,68,115,0.07200000000000001,0.795,0.133,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,0,12,18,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,20,1,16,16,5,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,67,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1213363856172657,0.0,0.5977225897899404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694033127934438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579556158798781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153358739812945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880941052388347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867023279696655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496170527564782,0.11927676563077001,0.07066440328598113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668287656766365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25051580316338745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140306313783324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929684224615157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877057559564937,0.3739481440645484,0.0,0.21735456154384028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934210910412505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441764190146886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534229945792028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emlmic,2018/11/21,"Neuropsychological Testing - what to expect? My psychiatrist requested I receive neuropsychological testing to further evaluate my (25F) ADHD diagnosis. I was just diagnosed by psych a few months ago and so far have failed with any non-stimulant meds. I’m an adult and no longer in school to have input given from teachers. So much, that my anxiety is still pretty high from the reactions and I’m going back on my safe bet medication of Prozac. I follow up with her in a few months (once I have a better insurance plan) to see how my anxiety is doing and she’d like a neuropsychological year done in the mean time. What does it entail? Is it a good measure? 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I’m not currently on meds (recently diagnosed, waiting for docs to sort things out) and I’m struggling specifically with getting very defensive at work and ending up angry for hours when someone upsets me. How can I get myself over it quicker?",6.60896551724138,8.111139724137935,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,65.55172413793103,9.248275862068963,33.46551724137931,9.516144504307137,3.3657793103448266,256,11,41,5,4,81,49,58,0.146,0.831,0.023,-0.8209,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,12,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,5,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579916376090106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780129587894633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303606355732355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26987395531895564,0.0,0.26569161040356154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290771830198464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318510204878596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352862913349746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577912741003985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076808265258336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25846684993424285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179734787248065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736594280914924,0.2996646656580044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390872987394296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598812864410175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057208695223266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ameranits22,2018/11/21,"Im like a fire I burn bright, hot and really intense for a little while. But when the fire extinguishes, I am exhausted and I won't go back to that fire to finish things up. I'm already moving on to the next fire. If only I could teach myself to be a slow burning, consistent fire, I could achieve everything I want.",4.593,4.721874107692312,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,69.46153846153845,9.576923076923078,28.55769230769231,9.516144504307137,2.3107692307692305,247,8,52,5,4,84,46,65,0.22,0.654,0.126,-0.7357,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,6,0,4,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,2,7,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,7,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193809524519381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225452689507914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621548820365517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601110450296589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644834302453804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126220759894142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139545518101052,0.29007377036914944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076064874846409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078002830010354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011611478266851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854091580123367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922770566350377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070676550853311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GreenBPartsUnknown,2018/11/21,"Can’t focus on studying? Try text-to-speech. It’s my final exam month (yeah, not week) and I wasn’t being able to concentrate. I decided to give a shot to text-to-speech and man, I’m happy. I’ve been fidgeting with my pen and whatever I have in hand while listening and I find it *easier* than reading these days! Thought someone could use the tip :) I’m using “ClaroPDF” on my iPad but there are more options... “Natural Reader” is great, too!",-0.08941558441558327,2.2097348636363665,2.0137012987012994,91.82090909090911,98.0909090909091,5.696103896103896,19.92207792207792,7.1686216300943375,0.8826759740259741,340,12,70,7,14,113,67,88,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,1,1,2,0,14,15,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,7,2,8,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,38,10,3,0.2632336966883927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101706872848366,0.0,0.0,0.16976395758362375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28835964796069075,0.2405908298926864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525177479778456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021607989553744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802171649354945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101106253007187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633049314651413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303705697844212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897815168133446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871840093775954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454698793422765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111501934716132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DroitAuBut,2018/11/21,"Teaching and Time Management Any other ADHD teachers out there who can give me some advice? I'm just starting out in the field and while I mostly really enjoy it, I'm finding that time blindness is causing me issues in some of my classes. The bell rings and I'm genuinely shocked that an hour has already passed. This is exacerbated by the fact that most of the classrooms don't have a clock or when they do, the clock doesn't work properly. Does anyone have any advice or strategies to get better at time management in the classroom?",5.757773109243697,7.013949147058827,5.82619047619048,79.24500000000003,67.33333333333333,8.181512605042016,31.23809523809524,8.418075326091056,2.4247742296918773,431,17,76,6,7,136,70,102,0.023,0.91,0.067,0.6655,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,1,15,15,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,10,15,4,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,6,9,52,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686445647248736,0.4368698965348615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466754523706398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040217244842468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630024932993666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769775775953746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296311094934313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956162087729127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043061297420916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678734808195898,0.21443428996672165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013607391832568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331153812550626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320167679140205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158218595799642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910336169455523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273549663961034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,diagoro1,2018/11/21,"Medication absorption (adderall) I've been on and off adderall for the past 20 years. I seem to build a tolerance, and combined with medication related sleep and lifestyle complications, usually take breaks (not to mention insurance lapses). That said, anyone notice absorption rate differences? As an example, I'll take 10mg at 7:30. I can feel the side effects (dry mouth, nervousness) soon after, but the positive effect takes a while to kick in. There are times I will find it difficult to sleep later that night, as much as 15 hours later. This was the reason I stopped taking the XR version, it's like my body saves a poryion until much later. Anyone else? I watch what I eat when medicating, and exercise.",5.911023622047246,8.074179196850395,6.273236220472442,72.70670472440946,68.05511811023622,10.119370078740161,32.385039370078744,10.355215969177356,3.870565984251969,566,25,92,16,10,182,95,127,0.045,0.8740000000000001,0.081,0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,9,0,5,9,4,3,0,15,12,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,5,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,7,2,15,8,3,21,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,16,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510267375298212,0.15760210244212589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085428632213465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070440408645914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573916022716049,0.12849306873788924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777371160180603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058453188670095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147723145777006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514645784870404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648586417103665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614410344249194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144345377193978,0.0,0.0,0.17511990580481568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683424866949496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814789736431267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631371340758487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002780597537484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078530612003155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859660102819848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626002940729553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969102405240313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940598390405334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990521047814914 adhd,captainwhiskeytits,2018/11/21,"What strategies do you use for organization? I have realized recently that a big source of my anxiety is that everything in my life is literally a mess. I don't have a lot of possessions but what I do have, nothing has a place and I can never find anything. I have managed to be somewhat organized at work, but beyond that I just can't seem to do it.",2.7959624413145576,4.555748056338032,5.14612676056338,79.24388497652583,75.47887323943662,9.240375586854462,30.143192488262912,9.725611199111238,3.07944882629108,276,13,56,8,6,97,48,71,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,1,1,11,16,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,8,15,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419609600461445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268405118147625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868869156572541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29175373376211183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254686816725569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713823935874093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619576119998324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062922594514222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33350831200992875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151830685778069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905983658056825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756964402537512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323899376889633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yamana,2018/11/21,"Should I try and continue a PhD with ADHD? I just failed my comprehensive exams because I did not demonstrate that I could ""think in a clear, and logical manner"" to apply concepts I have learned to research. I just got diagnosed with ADHD-PI a couple of months ago and I've noticed that on medication there's a huge difference now in how I can read articles (I can actually read them clearly instead of reading paragraphs 5 times trying to even absorb one word!!). I think with time I can learn these concepts that I ""learned"" in the past in a more in-depth way thanks to medication. However, now I'm worried about the thinking in a ""clear logical manner"". Anytime I start doing research (like trying to numerically model something for example), I keep going down rabbit holes instead of fleshing out the basics, I get way too complicated too fast. I'm trying to get it in control and recognize when I do it so I can stop, but I'm worried it's not something I'll be able to do well enough to be able to complete a PhD and be successful afterwards. Thoughts?",5.878735719725821,6.687713316831683,6.8264356435643565,73.79613480578828,66.82178217821782,9.581721249047982,35.835491241431825,9.661875296680813,3.588179284082255,838,41,148,17,13,280,116,202,0.045,0.851,0.105,0.8803,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,15,5,0,0,10,0,14,4,1,2,3,33,28,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,9,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,0,18,4,26,20,2,26,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,0,14,100,25,13,0.2497739974629717,0.0,0.1218716955957816,0.0,0.3001798065065992,0.0,0.1107047891251456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612995526750001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309416420953799,0.0,0.1400713884344082,0.09971210633951594,0.1381850887077096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675767486178713,0.0,0.13048033283168922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904165408870694,0.0,0.0824866848248096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049660463283286,0.0,0.07097615940111858,0.0,0.09988354153002203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100530268352007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061013479294234126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516210248866741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996836108960043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421846758012509,0.0,0.0,0.08462666244138595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921877154766194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747623847809344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922882261004346,0.0,0.0,0.08839566049200051,0.0,0.0,0.10441112300914908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497916933450665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400676382134353,0.0,0.09914632697967156,0.14564522654993853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391602973631201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982589731635025,0.0,0.0,0.11228841018520418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365761874200843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hurensjalad1,2018/11/21,"What can i do? I want to be pro pc gamer I got diagosnied with ads : i think its add or something like that. I get 2x daily medikinet adult 40mg. I dont know if i need this pills to perform better. Without pills i cant focus but iam better at multitasking. I do 5 staff but on 20% Energie and with the pills i do 1 stuff on 100% energy. I got as children iq 139 and now on dont really test, maybe some test and doctor its atm between 150-160 i dont know. But yeah i talk shit and sorry for my english. Iam in a black hole atm and i need some help to know what is right and what is wrong. 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Does anyone have a really hard time explaining things to people? I’m not sure if it’s because of how my brain is wired due to the ADHD that everything just gets muddled when I speak? But it makes sense to me in my head? I’ll be halfway through explaining something at work about work but will always have to start over as I’ve remembered something that is related to the beginning of the story or just generally find that a lot of people aren’t able to grasp what I’m saying? I’m a project manager so It’s important that I have this skill refined. Does anyone else encounter this? 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I haven't posted in a while on this sub, even thought I lurk almost everyday. Idk if it is 100% appropriate as it does relate to ADHD, but mostly to my general anxiety & a bit off-my-chest-ish. **Long story short**, I wanted to share something I came across yesterday that really helped me with doing my work & staying motivated. It might also seem insignifiant, as it is not really advice but just something I read that helped me put things into perspective a bit. Lately, I have had a hard time keeping up with school related work & assignments, and also a hard time coping with my crippling fear of failure - to the point that I procrastinate till the last minute out of fear of screwing things up. Which in itself, makes the assignement not as good or as prepared as I want them to be. &#x200B; **Which brings me** to the latest post from the Oatmeal yesterday that I read [about a mars mission](https://theoatmeal.com/comics/insight) (drone that is supposed to land next week) What particularly struck with me is the part that talks about all the effort and hard work it took in order to attempt to predict a successful landing on mars : "" A dance built upon systems built upon systems buit upon decades of innovation, mathematics, **minutiae**, and pain "". If they can do that, which is freaking awesome - and with great effort, minutiae and pain, then there's no reason I can't start & get through my calculus assignment. :) ",4.96658111533587,7.612014433460074,5.194776615969584,77.33662626742716,71.96577946768059,8.337705956907481,28.44882762991128,9.075114841892004,2.7141534854245877,1168,46,195,26,24,368,157,263,0.157,0.726,0.11699999999999999,-0.7877,0,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,2,8,7,10,1,2,15,0,14,3,0,3,2,35,25,20,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,20,13,0,1,4,3,0,5,5,6,0,0,4,3,20,4,41,19,6,43,0,0,0,1,7,17,1,7,15,134,40,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072666832724466,0.0900318757338597,0.0,0.0,0.09225847956352026,0.0,0.0,0.14735839383488902,0.0,0.5989602236608919,0.11195239376261287,0.0,0.0,0.07048194252524592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117203108635545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537627983360846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062672360564559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085336584298096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735180198887915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813599697850962,0.0,0.0,0.07727728224089643,0.0,0.10157760586579416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476007935005073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351040368760292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189256616456188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510117100467463,0.10393070015247034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153532597314825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061499885319533834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977391769596848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798511591223492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607326674866216,0.0,0.0,0.09977169728996983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709602072650514,0.0,0.17647701817039982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926197032579082,0.0,0.0,0.1843170410165638,0.0,0.11804627118531645,0.09472867313814927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324410968264736,0.0,0.08387495808393051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418578743349878,0.0,0.0,0.06521262768986621,0.09820214588516216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405348795630197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224189237121926,0.0,0.0,0.0731437773320125,0.1074476719891344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236380613672856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868555442686226,0.0,0.07390400676167189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012230477836486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195239376261287,0.0 adhd,wifeofagamedev,2018/11/21,"Lets create a list of books and other resources that have helped us better manage our symptoms! :) When I was first diagnosed I had no resources beyond a text book and my diagnosis papers to tell me abour ADHD and how my brain works. I wasted so much time feeling ashamed of myself for not being able to follow advice for staying organized, managing stress, keeping focuse, etc. Delivered from Distraction was a great stepping stone for me. Here is my list: Delivered from Distraction by Ned Hallowell Various lectures by Dr. Russell Barkley How to ADHD - youtube channell The Productivity Project by Chris Bailey I highly reccomend the Productivity Project. I tend to stay clear of any advice that isnt specifically directed at ADHDers. But this book gives advice that works well for my atypical brain and I would reccomend giving it a shot :) I would love to hear your reccomendations as well! :)",6.998204301075269,9.335227696774195,6.652661290322584,70.3723252688172,65.58064516129032,9.295698924731182,34.85215053763441,9.725611199111238,3.869763440860215,723,34,107,16,12,226,106,155,0.09300000000000001,0.718,0.19,0.9464,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,4,8,9,0,4,6,0,10,6,2,2,1,13,18,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,4,2,1,3,2,17,5,20,11,3,10,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,3,77,23,11,0.13783356923013534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33129833018546845,0.4040681058777173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373155359097772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190259105785975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077356951180572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398981713947483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372086435016774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969279403812692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724116357484166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644450382729211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196199667146915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534844996104574,0.0,0.09238693604801564,0.14562873347971125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251280940170176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094416304783952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440017761202897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013235327178887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938244909187685,0.0,0.0,0.15788788786210062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432618539611844,0.0,0.0,0.12047261476762212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037186264629381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579681278409308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478578637682029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006889599788503,0.0,0.0,0.19582602588558345,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jribbink,2018/11/21,"I failed my driving test today! I can't wait to go to school! My whole math class knew it was happening today and I'm going to be so embarrassed. I feel like such an idiot; I probably have the highest grades in the school and study the least, but somehow I can't pass the simple driving test that everyone else has. I guess it should have been expected though... I can barely walk in a straight line without breaking something. I failed because I looked into my side-view mirror too much while reversing. Better yet, it was while I was reversing because I was correcting parking jobs I wouldn't have otherwise, had I not been doing my test. Something really odd I noticed: the guy seemed like some sort of sadist or something. By my estimates, he already knew I had failed the test 15-20 minutes before it had concluded. He made me do more maneuvers during this time, despite the fact that I had irrevocably failed. But for some reason, he felt the need to talk like everything was all hunky dory. He started asking me if I had a job (which I do), but for what?!?!? To rub it in that I now have no mode of transportation? Like wtf man? And I don't know how he can stay so stern and emotionless then just conclude the test with a simple ""you were not successful today"". My driving lesson teacher looked at the assessment sheet and didn't understand why I had failed. The only thing that feels like I win to me out of this day is that I had the self restraint not to snort my entire prescription when I got home.",4.020691497254783,5.697065273037548,4.6014690606915,84.7621204926547,72.03754266211605,7.962546371865263,27.073601424543703,8.587818076936951,1.9229689568185195,1187,42,231,21,23,378,167,293,0.136,0.7759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9499,2,0,4,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,11,11,15,1,1,16,0,33,0,0,5,3,45,54,18,0,5,10,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,15,8,0,1,12,0,0,8,10,7,0,0,21,7,35,8,21,30,7,29,0,5,2,0,11,7,0,8,17,155,50,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700666875417747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606692755538715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136585708633327,0.0,0.10564563393450883,0.0,0.0,0.10980383718971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006885004934006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037144652549238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186341579168132,0.11158131852288286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555165798283166,0.17739082189777966,0.11920699886629987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411187903985658,0.0,0.09929703635964476,0.0,0.13676927133462755,0.12293165866340833,0.1097886856721636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453625991039545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464067324276365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823161343617262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30327607427130543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851563789279365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174772101513176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126723717267768,0.092058377616177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134978302283668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442446518479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385866139374794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953602398881257,0.12765065670420614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130029674184257,0.0,0.11302484375387792,0.12951936098944686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867386961778001,0.0,0.0,0.08787661089560739,0.13233129945483066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979002191947783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248218563187194,0.0,0.12198035631755055,0.0,0.0723950068990648,0.0,0.35304950384861217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924835524135195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202938173037896,0.13861314548220474,0.0,0.11967971323974196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Turnip234,2018/11/21,"ADHD and emigration? Hi, Has anyone ever had any experience or success with the idea of emigrating? Whilst I don't have anything concrete it has been an idea I have entertained on and off over the years. However it has always presented itself as a hopelessly gargantuan undertaking. Whilst I have an AAT Level 4 accountancy qualification I have no degree or acceptable equivalent (I'm from the UK). So not only would I have to get such a qualification (which could require three or more years of distance learning) but also find a sponsor, find a place, organise a move, keep track of the rules regarding my visa, not screw up at work and get myself fired and not get myself thrown out of the country. So there is not only indecisiveness and indifference regarding the subject I would choose to study (I am eternally apathetic regarding my career path) but also disorganisation regarding the rest of the process as well. So could anyone help or provide their own insights? Whilst I probably wouldn't leave the country it would help if I felt that viable avenues existed. I doubt you guys like to feel trapped anymore than I do. 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Before I was diagnosed I would talk a lot. I would distract coworkers with random conversation, dominate conversations, talk just to talk and not really be able to care about what others said. I would nod my head and just wait for them to be done talking so I could say the next thing. After I started medication, I noticed that I would talk more sparingly, and I would actually be able to listen more and remember more of what was said. But, I still have a BIG MOUTH. When I get excited about something, I have to share it with people. Or when I'm annoyed by someone or something I can't help but to gossip and shit talk. This is probably my least favorite qualities about myself and I always end up regretting it. Anyone else experience this? Anyone have any tips to help think before I speak? I watched the videos in the sidebar, and the doctor was explaining that for a lot of internal-voice dependant actions, we have to externalize in order to manage. Thanks everyone for this sub!",4.571173656065298,6.577975765550243,5.464992963692657,77.7784801576133,71.2488038277512,8.936785814804391,29.04052913031241,9.478462496947786,2.840432929918379,881,35,157,21,17,288,122,209,0.125,0.83,0.045,-0.9342,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,0,11,10,2,1,8,0,20,8,4,1,0,34,34,16,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,11,11,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,7,6,23,4,25,18,6,16,0,1,1,0,21,5,1,6,9,114,34,2,0.21575279043288706,0.0,0.10527180037415748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956259154701456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976180261792317,0.0,0.0,0.07335964798639817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085936757291893,0.1105321151418364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358973371450327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998717450802152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613052359816037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189845407288203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041606161828864,0.0,0.11039500619085807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901168858066453,0.0,0.095546466751292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308051857066708,0.0,0.10552381437899506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636096406657544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071230383284447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461454755352912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588549668933084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342530703324209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867411900818637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610590946092149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472777014370855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281799095385428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478790953819428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630899965015346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910838110862408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220292653378008,0.0,0.20523031059354788,0.08578763931757542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073356946422493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140331959475842,0.16609703880288404,0.0,0.0,0.07635546777095778,0.0,0.08615022856947231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110962381973277,0.5202417611385189,0.0,0.09931809106451453,0.0,0.0,0.07166828354559772,0.06912283819677156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831614801838858,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zoso_the_Rabbit,2018/11/21,"Help me overcome paralyzing fear? Hey everyone, I have a necessary form to fill out for financial aid - not the federal one but a smaller one for my school, just asking what courses I am planning on taking and how I plan to finish some old assignments I had to put off. &#x200B; Well, I'm late on this, obviously, but they said I can still turn it in a few weeks ago. I have to get it signed by an advisor, who makes me extremely uncomfortable and I cry every time I'm in his office. I can just already feel him criticizing me. I'm also just really worried they won't accept it at this point, I don't know, and that would be literally the most expensive ADHD tax ever for a semester of school with no aid. &#x200B; When I ask friends, they really give me the whole ""just do it!"" attitude, and for some reason that scares me more. I don't know a way to do this that will work for me. Get really drunk? I really just want someone to sit next to me and guide me through it like I'm a child. P.S., I also have recently diagnosed ptsd, which is somewhat why I had to push off some assignments and turn this form in anyway, so this + anxiety makes it really difficult to fill out a 30 minute financial form. TL,DR: How do I fill out a financial form which causes paralyzing fear?",4.931640625,5.2722226328125,6.3679687499999975,77.90515625,68.765625,10.775,29.671875,10.686352973137794,3.07129375,998,35,205,28,16,341,141,256,0.156,0.7909999999999999,0.053,-0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,3,16,8,0,3,12,0,18,2,0,6,2,38,37,14,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,18,10,1,0,5,1,2,5,5,4,1,2,3,2,29,4,29,30,12,30,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,5,12,145,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308210287910769,0.0,0.0964922629139771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120122796787943,0.1741005755316992,0.0,0.2358859398191655,0.2645383907761836,0.0,0.0,0.08327280475102569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035270849122307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182276483848652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957070994608615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104842435976403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846442988803028,0.09171396151831362,0.10401440289829376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24498141656082326,0.05503971607878815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410012101395144,0.0,0.11374316127713473,0.10442241573083746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296236002089554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964632539183513,0.0,0.12279174766407815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318043358269206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532141876168142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576717572651335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142236774335163,0.0,0.14752420787497458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029019585541601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272441840681664,0.1094280632621769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486724308315022,0.11191976299080178,0.10747992519099442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354482354677344,0.0,0.10898157243098243,0.220331570373648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223141135104967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693072860379578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184445720585913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347348476738242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368031980671973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420474967615471,0.0864030233684014,0.08731589546044101,0.0,0.09787257519216176,0.0,0.09822355932193903,0.12153130105492595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924681116486967,0.11054624570089054,0.0,0.07732656592648217,0.0,0.2645383907761836,0.0 adhd,QwertyTy101,2018/11/21,"Just thought Id share a Sliver of Success I had today! Hello all! I have ADHD and have to take medication. Last 2 months have been HELL in college. Forgot Homework, Slow on Assignments, Not completing work done, forgetting to take food, skipping class, skipping a whole day to stay at home, heavy case of flu etc etc. 2 weeks ago I was told, I have to put some effort into college, Complete homework, Turn up to lessons and never be late for 20 days or I was going to be kicked out. I'm telling you now, This threat of sorts (or warning) broke me, I curled up into a ball, cried and debated my entire existence. Well actually, It also made me realise what hole i was burying for myself, So i decided to create a Routine to help me (Generic Boring Calender thing blah blah) And its helped me so much, Taking meds for the longer days and im starting to find my feet now looking into the future and my social life is 25x better than it ever has been. I feel more mature, wise and my life just feels great now, Now im in this routine my life finally feels good! And yeah Ive struggled getting lowest grade in class all the time and concentration being 0. Well all I had to do was make some effort but also get help from the tutor, instead of being miserable and not making any progress. Well today, I did my Mock Exam for finals and I went through 1.5 hours of absolute hard working and got all the questions done. Maybe i will get a U, or fail, But I at least feel i was able to progress by putting the effort into it! I just hope anyone who struggled/struggling reads this and knows that with the right mindset you can get through anything! It took me bloody ages to break the cycle, But after all I feel complete! Thanks whoever for reading, If anyone does, I just needed a little rant!",4.369628571428572,5.554824134285717,4.974,84.33700000000002,70.51428571428572,7.2,28.0,7.404127859558343,1.5423714285714287,1397,49,269,14,25,448,204,350,0.12300000000000001,0.777,0.1,-0.8879,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,0,11,17,19,3,2,14,1,26,7,1,3,7,60,56,24,0,3,13,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,3,0,12,19,1,1,11,3,0,5,3,8,3,0,19,7,33,11,42,32,13,47,1,3,1,0,12,15,1,9,25,179,45,16,0.08757883646260255,0.0,0.08546431098845936,0.0,0.10525274228080712,0.0,0.0776333543194811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007352775556228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955661200083865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224743175280518,0.0,0.07206992020824354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745636383251721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754742313218404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962012394688258,0.16944331290602552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664082997178763,0.17924711284760148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953471061514066,0.0,0.07922007156343612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214124558254743,0.0,0.0,0.19187666905014872,0.08004546990241969,0.0,0.1059006766850379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302530947414647,0.0,0.04977307101677531,0.07345697287507884,0.07004479599811178,0.09655597638047236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845343523390355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610674399472204,0.0,0.08784871371384283,0.08698554557995221,0.08624751250248894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892003439668034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813103813540475,0.0713884407086137,0.09879274219542487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557856662229952,0.0,0.0877770019214014,0.0,0.0,0.07354416533499213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286921262859115,0.11691910679919512,0.0,0.08798471262237904,0.0,0.09728034407455008,0.0882264639751756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990459171361174,0.0,0.06438052175008904,0.06493859752961237,0.06754619774396788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608184016371775,0.09810834019642184,0.0,0.17520507307907446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479184781642997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927559471068229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198875121402755,0.09334738693415537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831128305495153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975451570975967,0.0,0.0765477632617882,0.0806308260270003,0.0,0.0,0.058183487421895164,0.0,0.0,0.06952781350034343,0.051067923831689975,0.0,0.16602899328397164,0.08368533134860105,0.09730330975325296,0.0,0.09526062517533754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025045993631984,0.0,0.2362316753259356,0.08118645881564902,0.0,0.09777864328993713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751687200736547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chancy218,2018/11/21,"low self esteem and low confidence? i always feel like i am inadequate, especially when i am working. i find it very hard to communicate with people especially when i have to explain to those people involved. I am totally clear of whatever that’s happening at work but when i am asked to explain a theory or a case, i can’t put my thoughts out in words. As a result, i always feel like i can’t achieve anything in any area of my life. has anyone experience this? anyway to deal with this problem? 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Sometimes using a timer works. Sometimes it doesn't. Hyperfocus drives me nuts. Sometimes I feel like I am physically glued to my chair working while everything in my body and brain is telling me to STOP WORKING/READING MINDLESS SHIT ON FB/LOOKING AT SHOES I CAN'T AFFORD. Etc.,2.2921794871794887,4.970110307692308,2.67942307692308,85.50016025641027,99.76923076923076,5.2435897435897445,28.493589743589745,6.816661863887847,2.047128205128205,290,15,49,5,12,89,52,65,0.192,0.7120000000000001,0.095,-0.7777,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,5,4,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888265336178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685226461220484,0.0,0.2279869917585695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277692057808047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354776399318426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326426678521372,0.1459011649229318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301808099797343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997759231420324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150083723462134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432455329641115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042841643789628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963802806502385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059628041694098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074450277282652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850505785246834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638819474748324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29736213894316776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Themokephene,2018/11/21,Medication and socializing Does anyone else feel the need to text people and friends whenever they take their adhd meds. Every time I do I end up texting people who I haven’t seen or talked to in a long time. ,4.587967479674799,5.983910073170732,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,70.21951219512195,8.393495934959349,25.861788617886177,8.841846274778883,1.8554325203252042,167,5,32,3,3,55,35,41,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,4,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,4,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013155997779753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530860309989513,0.2568913155999542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194059475317068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944361123401306,0.0,0.22206267846381214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124162971564825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677109494663075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370493137757325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187848708753116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784923659587722,0.2525730858208488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590501339311669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476340690229895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555765178451786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850953810239693,0.20151849122072701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29239261163777885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnrenewableOxidant,2018/11/21,"Missed my psych appointment and feeling like shit So I slept through 10 phone alarms and an actual alarm clock and woke up too late to get the only train going... Now they're saying I've got a chance of an emergency meeting later this afternoon or I'll have to wait til the new year. I really wanna discuss my meds with the psychiatrist so I really hope I get an appointment later. Just venting because I woke up early for this shit for no reason and missed it. Feels like pure shit just want her back lads",3.153955555555555,5.290938840000003,4.083333333333332,85.57722222222223,75.6,7.6444444444444475,22.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.3741777777777782,404,11,79,8,9,130,71,100,0.215,0.6679999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9048,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,2,7,0,1,4,4,1,1,16,15,8,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,3,8,3,11,11,0,14,0,2,0,0,5,2,3,2,13,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.18931958775642505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491768401658309,0.0,0.11826283105933134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618816030320216,0.2771925083423216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271781131726727,0.0,0.11025675135366858,0.0,0.15516245026109302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268940964361173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884457979530453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895607785072845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215494332359199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736994469225413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475485263185644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485674259487715,0.1994680747562757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427949795173473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974259102795066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442838571024973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493199701420417 adhd,saniac,2018/11/21,"Aren't you all just as done opologizing as me? Every time I lose something, not manage to stay in contact with someone or forget to do something etc. I feel sorry for the people that I harm with those actions. (or rather lack of actions). And I know that if I stop apologizing it will turn everyone against me. But I'm just sick and tired of feeling guilty and needing to say sorry far too often. I'm trying to manage, but it's just difficult. How do you guys manage this?",3.0344680851063828,4.887775585106387,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,75.06382978723406,6.402127659574468,25.57978723404256,7.1686216300943375,1.2020468085106386,371,13,72,4,8,122,65,94,0.23,0.757,0.013000000000000001,-0.9275,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,25,12,11,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,9,0,13,10,3,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,4,2,53,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634414299955154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357761951998659,0.0,0.0,0.17812065410878533,0.20200973956707008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137888292603728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932750556173169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618450118006696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365118691699273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675661389404386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465639321383407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812040642516338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791256101825345,0.3255049549292833,0.0,0.4733086825020821,0.0,0.22533317392607155,0.0,0.17674684809592775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327390986237778,0.2429828006279604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353239346194066,0.2299515789990106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd_jill_and_jack,2018/11/21,"How to cut down on the amount of *time* spent finding porn with ADHD? Hey y'all! &#x200B; I'm not looking for guidance on quitting porn altogether, or help with managing a porn addiction, because I don't really use porn all that much, but when my boyfriend is away and I want to get some self-loving on, I have a few go-to subreddits or kinks that I like, but one of the things I do is go into hyperfocus mode (the meds don't help in this case) and open dozens and dozens of links to videos, gifs or post of everyone's favorite recreational activity. &#x200B; I can usually get off, but it annoys me how long it takes me to do so... after the fact! While it's all happening it's great! &#x200B; What should I do? A pomodoro for my toys and personal lovin? I feel like that would make it more stressful! I would appreciate any advice or stories you might have about how to manage this.",4.045423951048953,5.3661346875000016,4.775227272727276,84.94005244755245,71.44318181818181,8.369930069930069,27.743006993007,8.841846274778883,1.9847671328671328,699,25,144,13,13,225,109,176,0.055,0.7879999999999999,0.157,0.9613,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,1,6,6,2,1,7,0,14,5,0,5,3,33,26,17,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,3,0,3,1,2,15,3,23,21,7,17,0,0,1,4,6,9,0,6,8,98,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315426580131682,0.14501587813918146,0.1179124389571364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922214228821553,0.4398635379316497,0.08205633602642037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336873712732648,0.0,0.0,0.0735562624567846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530057602212901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101184827435864,0.0862030982686909,0.0,0.0,0.11028562161348557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608496177837195,0.0,0.13715339752240732,0.0,0.0,0.13303358564324608,0.0,0.0,0.10670365871850547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175840852673318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790164543244333,0.0,0.0,0.106784725612946,0.10132820757879496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054482275862658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340316101600048,0.0,0.0,0.12800649373392234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870265699813784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176572508821223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536002148347012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155637126447695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283420777070215,0.0,0.0,0.0773010871527439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587990836983753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382213468630843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072506111755838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016446259590458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036073035930561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421581550281668,0.1328954472385311,0.0,0.07117134180211376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143390424217456,0.0,0.4398635379316497,0.0 adhd,eddemkleetun,2018/11/21,"I forgot to take my blood pressure meds My doctor wants to prescribe wellbutrin/bupropion, which raises your blood pressure as a side effect. I need blood pressure medication because I've already got high blood pressure. But because I'm a mess in the mornings, I forget to take the medicine. Which leaves my blood pressure high, so I can't start adhd medication. I can't start adhd medication because my blood pressure is high. Start from top. Fml 🤣",4.545365853658538,7.341728597560976,4.668475609756096,79.84832317073172,74.0,6.051219512195122,32.201219512195124,7.1686216300943375,2.3168487804878053,363,18,58,4,8,113,46,82,0.222,0.7559999999999999,0.023,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,1,7,0,6,4,0,3,10,6,1,0,6,13,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,10,0,6,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,27,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743322907705161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718601440109564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28480830422795633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940387485691185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455746223016888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936354859526578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649034683074441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298919370298754,0.4706672764634306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547734266072927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306952969744411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341903548371149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185798050482026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tyflowshun,2018/11/21,"I plan to do at least one panel of this comic ive been making, every work shift. I always seem to have time at work and yet I find myself on here or something. Here's to progress one step at a time. Also Inktober helped a bit.",1.5164285714285732,2.783375693877552,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,77.77551020408163,5.716326530612244,18.37244897959184,5.985473137389443,-0.3072081632653059,175,3,40,1,4,59,37,49,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.4215,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,8,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337737760379201,0.2432394607606454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31914534432948266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462980841281475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26718155890916034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594060914080494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513052555602056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961766470514239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26612349871664137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504758691358084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409164195360101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256350383311058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThePillAdvisor,2018/11/21,"For the Laughs: Something happened to me last week but has probably happened to everyone here at some point! So a little back story about me. I am not completely diagnosed with ADHD just yet or medicated. I am currently waiting for my final consultation with the psychologist before they diagnose and take action. Had to do BMI/ECG/Bloods last week to make sure I am fit enough to take the medication. Its taking a while since I am doing it through the NHS(Anyone that has to use the NHS in the UK knows it is an amazing system just stretched in some regions of the country like London). I am a 25yo male and have suffered with what I now understand is obvious signals and traits which point to ADHD since my earliest memories. In the last year my symptoms have gotten worse which is what lead to me going to going to the doctors. &#x200B; Now to the funny story. My short term memory has taken a turn for the worse so I have developed ways of not forgetting important things. Double check pockets, shared calendar with partner so I don't miss events etc (True story completely forgot my own mothers birthday party which I played a part in organising!! Received a phone from family asking where I was while I was on my sofa watching Netflix, for a minute I was like huh.... then it clicked....) Anyway last week I was taking out the rubbish which requires me to go downstairs to the bin room. So I stood in my kitchen and verbally said to myself ""Right don't forget your f\*\*\*\*\*g keys dude"". I check my pockets and find my keys in them already. SCORE I DON'T HAVE TO SEARCH MY ENTIRE APARTMENT SINCE I DIDN'T MISPLACE THE BLASTED THINGS !. I take the keys out to visually check they aren't just my car keys... Now obviously i'm not sure about what happened next, I can only imagine my new puppy distracted me or something along those lines. So I grab the rubbish put my feet into some sliders next to the door and walk out. Split second later I decide to double check for my keys again, just to make extra sure :)... Queue the panic as my front door slams shut... I left my damn keys in the kitchen on the counter. How r/ADHD how! How did I manage in the space of 2.5 seconds to forget my keys inside my apartment after I made such an effort to check I had them! For the second time in a week may I add. &#x200B; Anyways, I hope you are all having a blessed PRODUCTIVE happy day folks :D ",4.556952172553924,6.22458743982495,5.020447639887465,82.32466958424509,70.66301969365426,7.586095654892154,28.37442950922163,8.146662555663855,1.9622680712722729,1888,70,346,27,35,601,239,457,0.053,0.809,0.138,0.9912,1,0,2,0,0,0,77.0,0,2,4,3,25,18,1,2,33,1,33,9,1,8,7,57,61,21,0,1,10,1,1,2,1,1,6,1,6,2,15,16,2,3,5,2,5,10,8,5,0,3,14,4,57,13,57,46,12,71,1,2,2,0,15,30,1,7,31,247,72,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293674487124495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988616245327802,0.0,0.0,0.17651005865655844,0.1979502759198449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695430764488479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614819629265873,0.0,0.0,0.06263285285032624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693110831805934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708052696065438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253088574757928,0.0,0.0,0.1653475432490402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337129398749328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416342641037358,0.09084238561882074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778324828125811,0.0,0.0,0.07678728125115147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922852610674799,0.07444718877257818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887601203268593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160876632997999,0.08670895804538555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090188414373528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476481287766567,0.2655824859591967,0.0,0.0,0.08849966273251003,0.0,0.0,0.07958830830068415,0.08163798700788176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707344242611726,0.10874192912618263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641120284834112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866847267604044,0.1732538276224188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194919484096888,0.0,0.09556834447292917,0.0,0.08820639891550199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540001133954301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878208447313255,0.0,0.0,0.08188344705872586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956099851531243,0.07748110333254808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213797991724924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541404619519295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030739112229914,0.08466156261236826,0.30621515536693783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822841259662136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474962964219733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859821491044538,0.0,0.08479615453527999,0.0,0.07034982780454913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646541406179284,0.26134891873907523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601651943533668,0.0,0.0,0.1979502759198449,0.05245349999765135 adhd,ABitPuffy,2018/11/21,"The constant music Alright, I’m wondering if this is an ADHD thing, or if I’m just weird. I’ve asked a few of my friends and none of them relate. Do y’all have just constant music playing in your head? I’m not talking hallucinations, I’m talking literally never *not* having a song stuck in your head. I hear a song, and off it goes for the rest of the day. I will hum the same 10-15 seconds over and over and over until it feels like I’m going nuts. If nobody is around, I’ll sing it too. Today was a mix of Everybody Does by Julien Baker, whatever new Kanye song has that Kid Cudi part, and I think a snippet of the Samurai Champloo soundtrack? I have days where I really, *really* notice it, and some days where it’s not as bad, but any given day if I’m not focusing on anything you’ll probably catch me humming to myself. I dunno how to make it stop and have been seriously frustrated with it lately, especially after having that shitty tik-tok Mia Khalifa song in my head for at least 3 days straight. I’m going fucking nuts over here man, anyone relate?",4.431362126245851,4.97154209302326,5.931378737541528,79.89029069767443,69.93023255813954,8.561461794019934,27.915282392026572,8.634040054169528,1.9819700996677745,830,27,165,13,14,283,133,215,0.12,0.828,0.052000000000000005,-0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,1,0,8,9,2,0,11,1,13,4,3,2,1,31,31,16,0,4,12,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,0,2,11,9,0,1,3,6,0,3,6,5,0,1,4,6,15,4,25,25,7,31,0,0,0,1,12,14,1,8,15,107,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912157406633108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569639469124093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839672066587477,0.0,0.11580295281936445,0.12527321218761253,0.13155691131453656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749773993665323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30414291512265623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537731301611012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123147554369634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115372433184469,0.10053246482846087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087221601640434,0.13009604952538634,0.0,0.0,0.15995212920941246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433266868731249,0.0,0.15860493091811614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874155584320782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875009866646394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393362563207563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853417247959528,0.13591104959750247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160213949495566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152389182731306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172308267793488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030138084277075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117650641985822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621546620111385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349003896931082,0.09016954944336028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338885085730365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526079775841492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frostav,2018/11/21,"This fucking insomnia is about to make me fucking lose it I can't take this bullshit anymore. My Vyvanse suddenly started takin making me me stay wide the fuck awake till like 6 in the morning. I tried everything. Melatonin, taking it at as early as possible, using only half the pill, every bullshit fucking idea I've seen passed around this goddamn sub, none of this garbage works, I stopped taking it for a year and tried it again today and here I am it's 3 in the *fucking* morning and I'm wide awake in bed trying TO GO TO FUCKING SLEEP I hate this fucked up body nature game me so much and I'm about to actually fucking lose it and just like, down enough sleeping pills to just make it fucking stop forever. I'll *never* be happy with this awful fucking condition.",2.4742999999999995,5.0330115466666685,3.484916666666667,86.77537500000004,80.2,5.616666666666667,27.375,6.9077264865688965,1.4884999999999993,612,27,112,7,16,196,95,150,0.23199999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.051,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,8,16,11,0,5,1,4,16,3,4,1,17,27,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,13,7,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,13,0,1,1,1,10,3,20,25,3,22,0,2,1,10,1,9,10,0,12,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.08593938240043754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733747266619718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839711010513399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782109740050224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099537018912393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419911840066136,0.0,0.07914773841872279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8141528536531936,0.0,0.0,0.050049745137855185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374753467832407,0.0,0.08694660884656735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941541290802876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604886808237462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704589870844866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635353949949553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473839446933248,0.0,0.06792166754141722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697790427383704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992808016955221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625852375713807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233332877190417,0.09386627808769513,0.0,0.1472536733533881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864325355009696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347595024382544,0.0,0.0,0.17937241096658813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760604563863984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411285072799824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567113989243812 adhd,Chrisdavis123455,2018/11/21,Friends I feel like my friends treat me differently than their other friends. I don't know what to do or how to bring it up without being weird. I don't feel normal. ,2.38401960784314,4.24327367647059,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,76.94117647058823,5.7098039215686285,26.03921568627451,6.42735559955562,0.7072862745098041,131,5,29,1,3,41,25,34,0.0,0.589,0.41100000000000003,0.9327,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235599789224556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131769864012313,0.22124249058017575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7177968292230718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019744236397347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129881757654076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30343029942856536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985299639046677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LittlePantos,2018/11/21,"Medication as a child. First things first I love the fact that there’s a subreddit for ADHD and matters relating to ADHD. I mainly use Reddit for game talk to finding a subreddit like this is so cool. Anyway onto the title. What medication did people here take as a child and how did it effect them? I took equasym as a child (I think that’s the right spelling) and it dulled all my senses and seemed to slow down time. I took it until I was 16 every school day and I hated it so much. I can understand that I was hyper and the reasons for taking it but it made things so different. I’ve only spoke to one other person who had ADHD which is my dad, however he was an ADHD denier for the longest time and has never taken any meds for ADHD. Has anyone else taken the same meds and experienced a similar feeling? It has been bugging me since I stopped taking my meds as I feel so much more all the time and the difference between taking and not being on them is huge. 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Am I correct to blame this on myself, or is it part of the ADHD? Would like to know if I should be easier on myself about this. My work ethic is bipolar or something. A person has to be present, not even physically, for me to put in effort until I collapse. Except I don't count as a person apparently. With nobody present I've got the same difficulties I had since I was a child, I never seemed to ""grasp"" self motivation. If the person is not present in any manner (physical, electronic, etc... if I don't feel their active presence) then it's back to the old ""work really hard to accomplish little and mostly just worry about disappointing them when I could have just done the thing and been done hours/days/weeks ago"". The only thing I'm not time-blind to is how I'll disappoint people, why, what I did wrong, and how I'll just keep doing it.",6.0306141199226335,6.081256771276599,6.766943907156676,76.98772727272728,66.3936170212766,9.602321083172148,29.8568665377176,9.339509955726095,2.4543021276595742,755,24,145,13,11,250,121,188,0.147,0.782,0.071,-0.9095,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,7,12,4,0,0,10,0,22,1,0,4,2,34,30,16,0,6,13,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,8,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,2,16,1,22,18,4,19,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,8,13,106,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602496811488635,0.0,0.1298342297085235,0.0,0.0,0.15169572342839513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960263743541384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262414417275544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694204579144858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29977335164822594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235445166629112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334951178705284,0.1934802508558561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405815683725847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652300445163468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714310444555193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120573522642928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018667106789786,0.0,0.0,0.08049447709892041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155641728425015,0.14679849312821647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296444203270767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369256276305315,0.0,0.0,0.111394814919708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860957526809075,0.0,0.10154183182103664,0.3836682160641417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723987056668286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383056239019788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333812933598893,0.30559421687380944,0.0,0.0,0.12115908269095788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410108216001778,0.11275751444477312,0.0,0.0,0.10367015357015122,0.1561144199440868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946124404232188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540613260397552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748705736669167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216375882035775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132595583051105,0.14874443011601593,0.0,0.10404601177216163,0.1601387599405656,0.0,0.0 adhd,sofuus,2018/11/21,"quitting smoking heyo, has anyone here stopped smoking cigarettes? im 19, soon 20, and started smoking at 18. as the months went i smoked more and more and now money is an issue. i stopped on monday and went one and a half day without, but today, when i went to school and walked past so many kiosks, i ended up buying a pack!!! damnit. i know i can do this but damn nicotine is a bitch. with adhd especially having a small reward is so nice. something to do with my hands. but ofc its just the addicion!! ugh do you guys have any tips? i have lots of chewing gum and i have reminders on my phone and everywjere. i know i wanna quit, but also, fuuck. im gonna try to not smoke it all in one day, and now i CANT AFFORD to buy another pack in a month so its gotta go. goal for 2019 is to stop entirely. it wont be smooth and if i fail i still have my goal. so yea, if you want to share your experience or give tips or motivation please do!! 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Any thing I could do right now to concentrate and be focused enough? I can't avoid this 1 hour drive :(",2.119333333333333,4.69245115555556,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,26.777777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.542244444444445,182,8,35,5,5,60,37,45,0.217,0.667,0.11599999999999999,-0.6147,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320208012204531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724123362544981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525403258933916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360032795991944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913742718420906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565323092721663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266713789770004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6577896894415406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Choosegoose94,2018/11/21,"When is it not ADHD? So many things overlap with ADHD it looks like the ""Philosophical zombie"" of psychiatry Hypothetical person with all of the signs. When is it not ADHD? You can do fine in school as a procrastinator with unreliable bursts of focus. You can have memory problems, but just not be used to making the effort to remember. You can have anxiety related to your performance and the rejection by your peers independent of ADHD. You can bounce never managing direction in life, but just not be putting in the effort. You can sit stressed for hours trying to force yourself to do things but just be raised wrong. You can have problems acting on self awareness period. Short of getting genetic testing in the far future... if it looks like a duck, quacks like a duck, when it is not a duck?",5.10634703196347,7.300416369863014,5.885136986301372,74.53925799086761,70.23287671232876,9.250228310502283,27.92009132420091,9.725611199111238,2.8817324200913235,634,23,109,16,12,207,82,146,0.124,0.8170000000000001,0.06,-0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,8,0,3,7,9,0,1,10,0,17,1,0,3,2,25,22,10,0,3,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,0,2,8,4,21,19,1,18,0,1,2,0,10,8,0,1,10,82,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7028185202985054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184300788080596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638374449582634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397807554197936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326576040225556,0.21427858723182167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554325301770866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975899913087318,0.14822439378420887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275886433332015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765666654544108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797883312966153,0.0,0.14697191692300046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656167042489282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796274507246454,0.0,0.0,0.15251904148539064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747221704705892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942582760768591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926056532200013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627031981472694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984733232618564,0.0,0.0 adhd,umbreange,2018/11/21,"How to stop overeating? Basically, post. Due to my ADHD, I feel like I am constantly eating and it is leading to some weight gain I'm not exactly comfortable with. Anytime I'm not ""active"", I feel like I need to be eating. This leads to a lot of overeating, and even though I do my best to work out, I still find myself overeating way too much. &#x200B; Does anybody else have this issue, and if so, how do you combat it?",2.155357142857145,4.270779773809527,3.5359523809523807,88.4132142857143,78.64285714285714,6.104761904761905,23.595238095238088,7.1686216300943375,0.931195238095238,327,11,66,4,8,107,58,84,0.083,0.77,0.147,0.7689,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,4,1,20,11,8,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,4,12,10,4,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,50,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897883889343415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064380975681608,0.2315135957973742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999484362869073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589416798809995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667332164320163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38991747594404347,0.15916253572450328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584261103478545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267437960409645,0.2722279188164059,0.0,0.0,0.17414005905932242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886278047401407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616569593045132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619809468676932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006074139483055,0.14127484319627226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824741199320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215670969570536,0.15929077969919267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871937802731724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123305595903005,0.0,0.2320129995613668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870738499938162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315135957973742,0.0 adhd,user4708,2018/11/21,"Drinking on adderall When I have even a beer or two while taking my adderall, I feel incredible - my mind feels clear, I feel calm and not anxious - the problem is that I just keep drinking to continue this feeling, and because I don’t feel drunk, I don’t feel the usual signals to stop. Anyone relate? 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Getting complaints from the girl I'm sleeping with, recently started with Vyanse and started thinking.",9.69,13.09279466666667,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,60.66666666666666,9.8,45.33333333333334,10.125756701596842,5.965983333333335,128,8,14,3,2,38,21,24,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846513131039197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181976821584845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899712896913136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662989603880082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590211450991854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638727329722352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147302544469674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329866945471958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anon1778,2018/11/21,"Zoning out severely I recently got diagnosed with ADHD and started using Ritalin. Its helped me focus more, but I still struggle to stay on a train of thought or to think about things clearly. My emotions are still out of control too only I take a lot more risks since I started the medication. Today I only had one Ritalin in the morning, a few hours later I went out to drive somewhere. At one point I was stopped at an intersection but I didn't realise the lights were green, I was just stopped there, eventually, people came up behind me and started beeping at me which made me realise what I had done. After that, I struggled to map out in my head how to get home. Sometimes I zone out badly but this shocked me. Has anyone else had a similar experience? 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I have ADHD and have since i was young but lately i've just been out of it. I feel like focusing on nothing and just starring at a wall or i feel like im watching my liffe unfold from a tv screen, like time slows down and i wanna stare at a wall. Im still going though puberty so maybe thats why? Im not sure but it makes it very hard to get stuff done. Anyone else feel like this or am i crazy",-1.0988461538461536,0.9323280999999994,1.216000000000001,100.04530769230772,93.0,4.276923076923079,14.692307692307693,5.8734145424116955,-0.9126461538461536,350,7,86,3,13,117,66,100,0.076,0.79,0.134,0.7768,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,21,13,10,0,1,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,8,5,11,10,0,15,0,0,3,0,2,8,0,2,10,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923882251502074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159450239669768,0.1812229658752527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428304282795754,0.15281285454984272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526232986894808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458839266383805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490681609703978,0.0,0.1425108736139581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016412267259569,0.31963965661741145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792015735103401,0.0,0.0847604200012384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360128248314065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832944891103892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823784730373656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914515620091241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995529550018057,0.0,0.1498324504237969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431050697426197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233711987060475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191044098896428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707310710004006,0.0,0.0,0.14056388079693055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653053933037927,0.0,0.08696547317939095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305716606863758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345767976203187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812229658752527,0.0 adhd,PracticalCrab85,2018/11/21,"Is ADHD a binary you do/don't have it disorder or a measurement of function with an arbitrary cutoff? The research I'm reading points towards the latter. It's kind of disturbing. My friend was recently diagnosed. I've been doing a lot of research into ADHD, and the implications are disturbing. Am I reading into this right? There's shades of grey to executive functioning, task memory, which are almost directly proportional to how much a person struggles in ""everyday life""? And it's almost entirely genetic? And there's a number of mutations involved you can have which can affect you but not enough for a full diagnosis? It sounds like the ""doorway effect"" but every time your attention sees a new potential task or subject. Instead of subconciously filtering by the priorities imposed by your free will, it hits you with a ""doorway effect"" and automatically filters by novelty. Then you have to consciously fight not to be going through each step in your day blind to your future situation. Is this right? I'm pretty sure my grandfather had this problem.",6.471451612903223,8.904696575268819,7.453526881720432,63.710290322580654,67.11827956989248,11.196559139784947,35.51827956989247,11.072351349416056,5.033656344086023,857,43,124,29,15,287,118,186,0.09699999999999999,0.79,0.11199999999999999,0.4513,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,0,9,0,2,4,10,1,3,14,0,16,3,0,4,1,26,21,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,4,2,1,2,2,5,0,0,3,4,12,6,23,15,5,18,0,0,3,0,13,9,0,5,8,95,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063784829748878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385982937352416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090361399884498,0.0,0.0,0.17160245459290974,0.0,0.0,0.19376882631002545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469446809036476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244873662074312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306230348113009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608635677555576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606035034739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941911558532416,0.08259904436997997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373723741686895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428587699944313,0.0,0.0,0.16328882479918128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762537125610742,0.0,0.0,0.15982576424760786,0.0,0.0,0.17200493516498866,0.0,0.16177712217672138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33823143352133794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693619272450605,0.0,0.0,0.28876965099342417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472687176771192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004172332047314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674863542609806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934644023487882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858605564894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LlamaSmooches,2018/11/21,"My thoughts just floated away again. I was thinking about something (I took 30 seconds to remember and couldn’t) and then got sidetracked thinking about 1-2 other things. I realized what I was doing so I tried to focus on the first thing, and I couldn’t remember what I was talking about much less an extension of whatever I had said earlier. I watched the words float away in my brain, unable to make sense of the last thing I was seriously thinking about. Then I came back to this draft of a post and ... ...okay I’m back again to say... Fuck.",2.7100000000000013,4.927347169811323,3.3496603773584934,89.92694339622645,77.30188679245283,6.881509433962264,26.63773584905661,7.908726449838941,1.5713766037735852,424,17,87,7,10,133,66,106,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,0,5,1,8,2,1,1,0,17,19,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,10,3,13,1,16,7,2,15,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,8,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367426598485657,0.27559898603064603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005481909055967,0.0,0.20496561973781355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243379394082773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567443081082284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332859549260846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460780175796184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962238682393103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173812027049586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163123169603892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060142888525343,0.0,0.17046735493603435,0.14251298376326074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796267610543514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404018700107096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35717246717087553,0.3444867580913433,0.0,0.14227072425116186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910610809819385,0.1216701178274208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeitherExample,2018/11/21,"Vyvanse gave me photographic memory? I was diagnosed with ADHD a couple years ago, and have been on vyvanse for about 2ish years. I usually take it daily, except during the holidays. What i noticed is that I have an incredible photographic memory now, that I hadwayyyy less before. I always had a bit of a photographic memory, but now it is very strong. I can read paragraphs in my head and remember pretty much everything. This is also the case now when I am off my meds. My brain just got way better somehow??? Is that normal? Or is it not the meds and just my brain rewirering itself? Does anyone else experience this? I mean I am super happy about it, but i still wonder ",3.5175721784776925,5.941508362204728,5.261909448818898,76.18740485564307,75.61417322834646,8.32782152230971,23.969160104986877,9.075114841892004,2.2425648293963256,530,17,92,13,12,180,83,127,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,7,0,13,4,3,0,0,16,18,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,16,4,9,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,9,74,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028037351886345,0.0,0.14034887203244711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661543349780022,0.13174219234489587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070713399338744,0.16222650112416945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472609342815758,0.0,0.0,0.1400289011201556,0.17285397364042887,0.0,0.0,0.3534944651207265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518773564445084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070033490779298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855454440246653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322633431727841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229565940671088,0.1548758853480154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662995430574822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854388427667327,0.0,0.0,0.1624909616463161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246640987338888,0.3517350675227841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638983897695662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155128545544906,0.0,0.18025831607380788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107724538311458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837158265645146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793555942837963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264415336116471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904350570771342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437673490646385,0.13063778926438155,0.0,0.12567398155807732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170076104708648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391703078436688 adhd,IRequireAssistance09,2018/11/21,"I’m really upset right now.. To make a long story short, I have ADD/ADHD type 2 and I take Microbiology in college, and at first the labs were overwhelming and I felt incredibly embarrassed in front of the whole class for making so many mistakes for the first handful of labs. Now, as of recently, when I took charge for my group for two assignments (they’re only worth 10 points out of 1000 points total for our final grade) I failed on them twice. Everyone else in the class failed at them too because they were so hard. Everyone in my group keeps telling me that it is okay and that it’s not my fault, but I can’t help but feel like this is taking a huge toll on my self-esteem. 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I don’t think there is any point to live anymore. ,-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,0.8049999999999997,103.54,91.5,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.7774000000000001,56,2,14,0,2,18,15,16,0.36,0.64,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30875838475360495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502792810120373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009199445920023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42920846314174815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909263669746222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218447768545925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Swed,2018/11/21,Reached a new level of forgetfulness. I just went to the bathroom to pee and washed my hands after like I normally do. I then forgot why I was in the bathroom in the first place. I remembered I needed to pee. I went to pee again only to realize I didn’t have to go anymore and deduced that I must’ve already went. 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It was the most peaceful moment of my leaf. I never realized how much shit was constantly going through my brain until now. That is all, thank you.",1.1892307692307682,3.774593564102567,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,87.71794871794874,6.196923076923077,23.18461538461539,7.554174236665415,1.481467692307692,155,6,29,3,5,52,32,39,0.078,0.691,0.23199999999999998,0.7982,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,4,3,2,1,2,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,4,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179827014590311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046209614837829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279464716773086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752458333476607,0.0,0.2887800375348558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843424075350528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447207058908504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549116050481272,0.0,0.0,0.2542103447821608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sloanautomatic,2018/11/21,"Why does auto-mod hate ADDitude magazine? Not trolling. Really curious. Dr ned hallowell (Distraction Podcast) seems pretty positive about ADDitude mag. And I’ve heard various science driven experts say kind things about the people that run ADDitude. Is there anything I can see to back up the auto-mod’s claims that ADDitude is (as a total body of work) a cesspool of pseudoscience? Not like, “there was this one article” but like “look at this pattern. they must be banned forever” type stuff. I have no affiliation. Not intending to be a troll. Honestly want to know how people feel, and how they got there. Grateful for our mods and r/ADHD. 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Everything’s been lost or expired for years now, I always told myself I’d sort it out tomorrow. I don’t even know where to begin. If I get pulled over my life is over, but i have to drive to work, there’s no exceptions. I’ve got rent to pay, bills to pay, all that lovely adult stuff that you’re all probably familiar with by now. I’m a juggler on a tight rope juggling flaming knives over a pirhanna pit, and miraculously managing to keep things balanaced. I got diagnosed a few months ago, and it’s only now i’m realizing how truly fucked i am. Oh well, it ain’t all that bad. And How the hell did i make it to 25 years old without medication? anyway, thanks for reading my rant. Any tips on my current dumpster fire of a life would be greatly appreciated, or any tips on being a functional and dependable adult with adhd. I’ve got a lot of catching up to do. 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So I haven't been on Vyvanse for a while. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD back in July and started taking Focalin in august and then moved to Vyvanse in Sept. I started with 30 mg and then by the end of October was pushed up to 70 mg. I want to stop taking the medication for a bit to lower my tolerance, but after using it for almost 5 months, it seems really hard to study without it. What do you do to focus without medication?",5.128350877192987,5.602357010526319,7.229210526315789,71.4336403508772,68.36842105263158,9.701754385964913,31.62280701754386,9.725611199111238,3.1434912280701752,376,15,67,8,6,134,61,95,0.063,0.907,0.031,-0.4309,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,2,0,15,14,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,22,11,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,12,54,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495735181328148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077235267094393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113563710359247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861867939009114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309570329881402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510488622163729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277139557367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154068775127559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612433924985862,0.1812582801857544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925304400052023,0.0,0.16838883659458245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525428112337172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414198436206673,0.0,0.0,0.14258005907093235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564514797739077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472928194940033,0.0,0.0,0.10058960389674662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931868223029478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mountain_mischief,2018/11/21,Absent minded My absentmindedness/ hyper focus gets me in a lot of situations that wouldn't arise if I had the ability to focus on one task at a time. 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First timer. Hey all, I've been prescribed 14 capsules to start taking tomorrow. I'm kind of nervous as the pharmacist said it could cause heart problems and lack of appetite. What are your reviews on Dexedrine? 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Hey just tried posting this earlier but silly me forgot to specify I was looking for ADHD women also diagnosed with ASD ! Would love to hear from you all. I know there’s other posts about this sort of thing but I’d like to hear even more perspectives and I might like to ask follow up questions. 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I have two-week long periods of productivity and great motivation, then sink into an indefinite state of slacking off. Something (bad or good) usually catalyzes these two-week windows. The good catalysts are not in my control. The bad catalysts are things worth avoiding. Any advice to making those productive windows become my default? 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I started thinking about why and the causes. I don’t play any sports or participate in any clubs. But while thinking about all this I realized that I’ve always had a hard time in school. I struggle to pay attention and I struggle to do my work. I actually have an example of this. Just today in Spanish class we were working on something really simple. Everyone else breezed through it and 10 minutes later here I am still working on it because I simply can’t focus on the work. Every time I put my mind to doing it I’ll focus hard for about a minute then my mind will wander off. I absolutely cannot stand English class. I find it so hard to simply sit down and read a page from a book without getting distracted and bored out of my mind. My grades reflect this. My parents are constantly telling me to quit shaking. To stop tapping. To quit moving my feet. I can’t help it. I get so fidgety and anxious. I hate people talking directly to me. I simply don’t pay attention to them. I mean I do. I pick up on the key points but I’m not actively listening. I just wander off or think about what eye I need to look at to show them I’m paying attention. Thank you for reading this. I will be very grateful for any advice you can offer me. Haha I wanted to keep typing but I know I’d wind up writing 10 more paragraphs or I’d just lose interest and give up. Either way thank you. 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I’m in my 30’s and a ‘late in life’ diagnosis by my doctor. I started out on 10 mg Adderall XR about a year and a half ago. I went to 20 mg in February of this year, 25 mg in September, and just got bumped to 40 mg yesterday since my symptoms still weren’t controlled. I’m concerned that 40 mg of the XR is a huge dose and I haven’t seen much information online about it. I don’t have any drug/alcohol dependency issues and am also on medicine for PCOS and hypothyroid. I’ve been seeing my doctor for over five years now so he’s had plenty of time to observe my behavior and tolerance for other medicines, but this seems pretty drastic. I took the 40 mg dose for the first time today and feel kind of jittery and chatty, but that’s it. I was able to focus MUCH better on work today and had less anxiety. I know side effects can take a few days or more to kick in, but so far I feel pretty good. My SO has noticed I seem happier and much more like my ‘normal’ self. Any thoughts or things I should watch out for? Thanks. 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Here is one such fuck-up from before I was diagnosed. I never talk about it to anyone, except for now and to you guys. I traded cars with my friend, because she needed to make a long drive and her car was a piece of shit that wouldn’t make it. NBD. So while I have her car, I went somewhere, doesn’t matter where, but it had a parking lot. I went in to whatever it was, came out, and got in my friends car. Except it wasn’t her car. It was green and car shaped. Not the same shade of green and not exactly the same shape, but close enough to confuse me. I figured it out after the key didn’t work, and nothing in there was mine. So I got out, and got in the right car. Get close to home, and decide to stop for food so I reach for my purse. There is no purse. **I left my fucking purse in the other car.** So I turn around, and hurry back to the place I was, with no idea how I was gonna go about getting it back. I got back to the place, the space next to the car I got in by mistake was open, but the owner of the other car was getting in but I had to catch her so I pulled in and... ...crashed into her open door. She was cool about it, I’ve never felt like a bigger jackass in my life and this was about 8 years ago. I do not talk about this. I’ve never told my husband. I might not have even told my best friend. I just got really, really drunk that night and accepted the fact that I was gonna die young in the dumbest way possible. 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New to this thread so I apologise if this has been asked before) I'm 16 and currently in the process of being diagnosed with ADHD, after being shrugged off as a ""naughty kid"" at 5 yrs, currently on a waiting list to see a specialist after a referral. Anyways I was wondering how you explained your condition to your friends and loved ones. I've tried explaining it but my friends don't really get it (they do try) but I find it very hard to not get very agitated with them. Any tips would be greatly appreciated 🙏",4.098700209643607,6.204937716981133,5.367484276729564,77.55791404612161,72.77358490566039,9.994129979035641,33.47589098532495,10.25414643259724,3.9345274633123686,442,23,82,14,9,147,76,106,0.019,0.7859999999999999,0.195,0.96,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,2,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,16,20,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,10,5,15,14,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,4,0,2,5,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869804362493475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072424688015744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934581477844571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608813374276533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100366851417701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913665653156528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796370069415767,0.0,0.21623206870292014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814875798725595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537489319064726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676870952767047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998610309093584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402258575126221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325691323712623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164901985887909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809932600433093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34148937184335904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441433434063326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700209778095225,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rhapsodypenguin,2018/11/21,"Looking for advice regarding my 11yo son, “borderline” ADHD, no official diagnosis, could environmental factors play in to how we go about treatment? Hi all. I’m a mom to a very bright, fantastic, humorous 11-year-old boy who has not been officially diagnosed with ADHD but had some testing done that was considered “borderline”. My son has no issues at school, he stays on task and is quite studious. His issues are: - disorganization and forgetfulness: he forgets his backpack relatively regularly, once every couple of weeks and probably more if I didn’t remind him; and he often seems distracted when I’m assigning tasks to him to complete. It doesn’t seem to play out at school but I think his classes have been structured in a way to provide him the reminders and environment he needs. - emotional outbursts: I’ve always described him as having his emotions always very near the surface. He can get frustrated easily, but can get over it and get to a happy place quite easily as well. His dad and I divorced five years ago, his dad has remarried and my son (and his two siblings) now split their time between me (at my house it’s just the four of us) and his dad (which also involves stepmom and two step-sisters). In the last six months, I’ve noticed more outbursts from him; mostly in the way of snarky attitude and back-talking. I personally see this as the behavior of a frustrated pre-teen and not necessarily a “symptom” of ADHD, but certainly I can imagine that how his brain is wired affects his ability to process frustration. Now for my question. His dad and I had an appt with a psychologist today, who went over his testing results and recommended we get him on a medication right now. This doc can not prescribe meds so he’s referred us back to my son’s family doctor. We haven’t met with that doc yet, so I don’t know what the medication recommendation will be. What confused me at this appointment was that the test result had bar graphs that showed how my son compared to his age group. There was one category that was outside of normal range (disruptive behaviors), and one borderline (unruly). The “attention deficit” category was well within normal, however the doctor had expanded the bar graph into the “abnormal” range with a pen, manually. When I asked about it, he said that was based on his clinical judgment after conversations with my son’s dad. He had done the same to two other categories, expanding the borderline “unruly” category as well as another normal category that I can’t recall. These were all based on conversations with his dad. He then read the narrative results of the report, which focused primarily on how therapy should be structured. It discussed how my son has distrust of close relationships and likely struggles with his self-analysis and self-esteem as a result. I agree with this analysis, although I believe it has been strongly exacerbated by the divorce and remarriage. However, he’s had these tendencies all along. What I was additionally surprised by was the doctors strong recommendation for medication, which he said was backed up by the test result; however the test results had a full page discussing therapy and focus of therapy and one sentence that said treatment “could be supplemented by pharmacological aids”. I’m concerned because I think this doctor was inappropriately skewed by my son’s dad’s perspective, enough to manually alter the test results. I’m not sure ADHD is even the true diagnosis here, especially given attention deficits not being his problem - although I know the disorder is more nuanced than that. So I’m looking to this group for some enlightenment on what my best course of action is; when we look to medication, what might be best for someone like my son, particularly when the stressful environment at his dads home (stepfamily, 7 people in one house, etc) tends to draw out most of the issues? Although I see him have difficulty at my house from time to time, we manage it through conversation, redirection, and reasonable consequences. Medication is being discussed because his dad feels his behavior is unmanageable. I’ve heard of so many people that wish they’d managed symptoms with medication earlier in their life, but I also so rarely see unmanageable behaviors in my son when he’s not exposed to the stress at his dad’s house, so I’m battling with what to do. Anyone have experiences where ADHD symptoms are flared up by stress or a specific environment? Thanks in advance. 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I feel completely defeated. I am 100% flat broke, i mean it's getting harder and harder to even find fucking dimes in between the car seats. I do happen to be unemployed (I did get hired as a server literally today, one tiny silver lining in all this) and have been for a week. The ADHD brain doesn't work like a normal person's. A normal person--my older brother--thinks ""hmmm... I'm gonna make sure that I have another job before I quit mine, even if I hate it, and if for whatever reason I do have to be unemployed for a bit, I know I'll have enough funds to survive because I save money (who wouldn't?) and make the right choices with said money so it lasts as long as it needs to."" Me? Fuck no: ""Instead of going ahead and paying my rent (15 days late already) with the only $450 I have to my name, I'll sit on it because I gotta have money to eat and the landlord has been somewhat lenient in the past... ""BUT $450 is a decent amount of money, I mean it's THREE WHOLE DIGITS, so it'll never run out. And I need some real sustenance, so I'll run over to Chipotle and treat myself... it's been a stressful week. Plus I need my nicotine so I'll get a pack of smokes too."" And before I fucking know it... It is all gone. All of it. My net worth is the $2.50 in my pocket right now. The restaurant that hired me today needs me back at 9:30 am in full uniform. We're not in the universe where those clothes cost $2.50. So 26-year-old me calls his mom to see if there is by some miracle some extra button downs and jeans at the house, and by the power of the Holy Spirit there were. 26... The same age as the people in high school who are now living in houses, and getting out of med school. I know they all have demons too, but at least they can afford to eat when they're hungry and don't spend every morning stumbling through their disgusting bedroom trying to find their keys, wallet, and phone. It really fucking hurts to be this way. Truly. I feel like a failure. I am bound and determined to get on medication at this point. Thanks for reading and God bless every last one of you that fight this merciless fight ",2.9479017857142864,4.330871022321428,4.125660714285715,88.28183928571433,74.26785714285714,6.548571428571429,23.291071428571428,6.9916214562510826,0.7257403571428576,1710,47,355,16,35,559,234,448,0.091,0.8370000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.8868,8,0,1,0,2,0,78.0,0,2,4,6,18,20,9,1,23,0,32,8,1,5,6,64,67,33,0,10,6,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,3,1,22,21,2,1,11,1,12,5,6,13,0,3,7,4,38,7,54,53,17,49,3,3,1,4,17,24,4,7,20,228,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229544199484288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392996450672668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925377277219985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654505819874573,0.0,0.10377443457996663,0.0,0.1448585055894439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292694410419408,0.0,0.0,0.0950199746918998,0.08691511960092464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924473174635708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054894147209163593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419417766273412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879497737997223,0.0,0.11243943396515843,0.0,0.14343137823196556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607656025304594,0.0608084035477633,0.0,0.0,0.15559284339608231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147613298055694,0.2223535287915582,0.0,0.048374590426516456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526967440489687,0.0,0.0,0.1680730473388968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993196947365516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642976981331373,0.09112071033093246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446660239828904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033608188362667,0.13876526040769827,0.09601694939027157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316883010462814,0.0,0.07516086138916878,0.07532685968629058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045102267867754,0.0,0.0,0.18543717674080626,0.09454704532036813,0.08574755329323534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968931604630167,0.0,0.0,0.06257161367552212,0.2524560365028419,0.06564834325034243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679537504649794,0.0,0.0,0.08931715089932772,0.0,0.11535648503124248,0.12947233509178024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125487901053842,0.11802037720375536,0.14864372239146803,0.0,0.0,0.0804641381413047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905336004170222,0.08514115642966427,0.09688305785687508,0.054528848691881904,0.08751560608337791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538082265981714,0.08096682612021837,0.0,0.0,0.17228816792738366,0.06782812315834284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721203087695587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750252146120962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022282289556669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836533099380666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054540255823107855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613640545975563,0.0,0.0,0.0577896177121761,0.0,0.0,0.08861096712128343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756280352508763,0.13655324685706105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503134375648588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196700675499602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481328002621054 adhd,live2win,2018/11/21,"TIFU when getting my winter tires changed... So this was actually about a month ago and not today, but something humorous I just remembered that I thought the s sub could relate to. So October rolls around and autumn weather starts to set in. I get this day where I'm feeling super motivated and on top of my shit, and decide I'm going to get ahead of the curve for once and get my winter tires put on my vehicle! Schedule the appointment with my mechanic, coordinate with my girlfriend for borrowing her car because I need one for work. Feeling pretty damn good about myself for once because the snow hadn't even set in yet and I had an appointment for my tires! So the day comes and I drive my car to the machanic, and go to hand him my keys and say ""hey I'm here to get my winter tires changed!""...and that's when I realize I forgot to pack my winter tires...I just burst out laughing and told him I had to come back. Felt like a complete idiot walking back into the shop later, but I'm giving myself credit for getting that far in the first place! Anyways, try to take it easy on yourselves all! Sometimes we do things 99% pretty damn good, and we can't be too hard on ourselves for that last bit that we might forget.",5.316172839506173,5.6502555144032955,5.830057613168727,82.11792592592595,67.9300411522634,8.619917695473251,29.78024691358025,8.447377352677275,2.0599362962962955,962,33,191,13,15,311,137,243,0.068,0.718,0.214,0.9911,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,6,18,11,4,0,11,0,9,6,2,1,1,40,33,18,0,2,5,0,5,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,9,21,0,1,8,1,3,9,3,4,0,2,8,6,28,7,33,22,2,46,0,0,0,0,11,14,3,1,22,122,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.10986782142661417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998008105427022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022552469901873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314356776872758,0.0,0.1372629188370023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291489361491588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910119638344713,0.19396596262401605,0.1180444145025974,0.0,0.0,0.08989086300823318,0.0,0.0,0.14521747872673985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436207656012356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385385959080005,0.0,0.10810033996540508,0.0,0.0,0.09576570404545368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529296343459377,0.10800287415847336,0.12797058362908198,0.18886380724390567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085505765964564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177272202846776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055003895818016034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943609132078715,0.0,0.0,0.08986517425184141,0.0,0.0,0.08348118828269319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398011065251926,0.07629127494770305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762854235477968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908113783064896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318015641750916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753813711272768,0.0,0.0,0.08953300887469116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556804379317526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667430277541083,0.11135056067143877,0.0,0.07968904177746489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465075769706165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479722157836896,0.0,0.0,0.08938081065054368,0.0,0.5176047740451887,0.10671848620079036,0.10758087129347696,0.0,0.07643859142913742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196404300549195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idiotbaby,2018/11/21,"My long term memory sucks. Is my experience a common one? An example: when my high school friends get together, we always end up chatting about *~the way things were~* when we hung out together like a decade ago. More and more these days, I don't remember the experiences they bring up but I don't want to say it. I will watch a movie or read a book and really enjoy it, but ask me anything about it a few months later, and it would be impossible for me to have any kind of discussion about it. I wouldn't even be able to tell you the plot, most times. It is also difficult to remember information on subjects I have spent time (like, years) studying. It's not like I'll study it half-assedly either, because I genuinely want to learn those things... but all those hours spent reading non-fiction or scrolling through Wikipedia is basically lost time to me. Often times at work, it seems like I have to relearn things from the beginning - it reminds me of how in school, I couldn't study well for tests and always ended up trying to ""figure it out"" DURING the exam... which NEVER worked out. And I'm disappointed that I would never benefit any kind of trivia team. I've been a bit worried because I read somewhere that ADHD is linked to Parkinson's. And it seems like while this is a genuine concern to me today, it won't be tomorrow because I'll forget. I've started using planners, journaling and doing brain dumps which helps my day to day life. But I feel kind of hopeless with the books I've been reading that are not ""for fun"" but more so for brain exercise... I keep thinking it is worthless since I won't remember what I've learned in the end. Anyone relate? Or have any tips to improve memory? 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I'm Autistic and seeking ADHD diagnosis (I'm in UK so no access to meds without diagnosis), I've always struggled with retaining information if I was just sat studying but would often take it in easily if I was using the information in some way. Over the past few years this just hasn't been working for me any more, I'm not sure if it's because of regression re. autism and ADHD, if it's due to depression, or something else entirely. For example I've been working my job long enough that I should know the next stages in clients legal process, but it's just not sinking in like I would have in the past. I'm just wondering if anyone has any advice that may be able to help.",5.365226917057903,5.926164661971833,6.518262910798125,76.43182316118937,67.87323943661971,9.691392801251958,31.97496087636933,9.725611199111238,2.9889599374021905,570,23,109,12,9,192,90,142,0.1,0.828,0.073,-0.5909,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,2,1,35,22,12,0,9,15,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,7,3,15,11,4,15,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,10,7,70,14,4,0.16902250880879452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40626441907353095,0.16516683941494972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064026743979086,0.0,0.0,0.22988220403755225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818446812818655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030345525596334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948667357289286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495071979710607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455788391659064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119661761513014,0.0,0.0,0.17464543416408504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329222481296056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772875939177134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289035052083316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257586014728142,0.0,0.0,0.14957960146761484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774590388951354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975735563670822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32270221990702824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301217849736595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766990249280997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930171425306142,0.0,0.1270838915134521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598117905023594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416220014222438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293166690938546,0.1832977007856317,0.2461007989223332,0.0,0.0,0.24013748153015704,0.0,0.0,0.1088449540522336 adhd,seasonalsoftboys,2018/11/21,"I lose so much money on not returning things Today I just realized I forgot to return a Halloween costume that I bought online in 2 sizes. So my $80 costume just became a $160 costume. The deadline to return was yesterday but I was so stressed out about returning it I didn’t want to check the date for the past week or two. I’m afraid to buy clothes online anymore bc I never return the ones that don’t fit. Idk why it’s so hard, but I’ve probably lost $1000+ on things I didn’t return and I’m sick of it. Anyone have any tips on how to get better at this or just commiserate with me? I’m also bad at paying bills or cashing checks. I have so many checks that people have written me that I’ve let expire. You’d think I’d want to cash it bc it’s free money but I just don’t. I’ve tried keeping a list of things to return but then my anxiety brain just makes me willfully ignore the list. I’m so mad at myself and wish I could get my shit together. Thanks for listening everyone. 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I use weed for my PTSD, and depression. It’s the only thing really that can fight my depression to the point where I can be happy sometimes; I never use it on my meds either, only in the evening. Because of this it would be extremely difficult to be off it for a month. Unfortunately I was told I would be tested on my next appointment and my doctor said it’s just to see if I’m taking my meds (which I am, once a day every day). I don’t know if he’ll take my adhd meds away if I test positive for THC. I want to tell him but I don’t know how, or if that guarantees my meds are gone so I’m just looking for some advice. For context I live in a super liberal state but it’s still not legal. TLDR; gotta get tested to make sure I’m not a pill dealer; smoke weed to help with psych issues.",2.603478260869565,3.4442134057971003,4.784270531400967,85.34104347826089,74.36231884057972,7.838840579710146,22.97874396135266,8.238735603445708,1.1064662801932368,753,19,167,12,15,263,113,207,0.10300000000000001,0.753,0.14300000000000002,0.8628,0,0,2,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,0,8,0,13,3,0,4,3,30,36,14,0,7,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,14,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,3,24,4,23,24,3,17,0,2,2,0,7,8,0,6,7,109,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575493969877887,0.10470673260214808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067190661834544,0.0,0.0,0.06531826474283807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244838047744356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382070817250268,0.0,0.18457802594115616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967360513411574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077223542578456,0.09692422837809972,0.09027935226730947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196396660813056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475328947415708,0.11406424887308085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182106730026465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118378218745216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777479217688938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461631012278672,0.0,0.08997986666923834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152413514354246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.595103115896052,0.1079433756440702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552691859792662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264146909998904,0.0,0.11395632099392483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141123348851272,0.07260830145277923,0.16298635197827285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129234427903397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525380353527213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686436845335717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192515344099427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538548677039468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059750945532105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557093969721109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009885643900585,0.0,0.32225691534386797,0.0,0.09365471075442262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423727474974135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238738753263682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850881488548464,0.0,0.0,0.0632004453552098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223401474167564,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marioman5,2019/04/17,"Try Shorter Pomodoros. They help me infinitely more than standard ones! After a particularly dysfunctional few weeks I've realized that normal 25min work, 5min break pomodoros don't work for me &#x200B; 25 minutes is too long for me to focus, and not enough pressure, and sometimes overwhelmingly long that I can't even start. 5 minute breaks are too long, I always find something random to distract me for \~3hours while I procrastinating the next pomodoro. &#x200B; I've found a personal sweet spot at: 7min work, 1min break &#x200B; 7 minutes is long enough for me to actually get something done, however, it is short enough where I don't have time to get distracted by something else after I actually do accomplish something. It is short enough where I feel like i'm gonna run out of time and have nothing to show for myself from the very start which is very motivating (i'm used to racing deadlines). It's also short enough where, if I'm particularly unfocused, I can say ""only 2 minutes left, just stick it out to the end."" That works a lot better than ""only 20 minutes left... keep grinding."" And finally, it is so short that it never feels overwhelming. The barrier to actually starting is so much lower, I feel like I have no problem getting started. I never have the sense of dread which I have when I think ""oh man... there's no way i'm gonna last 25 minute."" &#x200B; the 1 minute break is not really a break, but rather it functions to snag my attention before it wanders to something else. It is so short that I'm usually not going to get sidetracked. In fact, it's so short that the start of the next pomodoro is so shockingly soon that it disrupts the thoughts in my head before I end up googling ""does chicken take less time to marinate than beef?"" Real breaks are not my friend. This isn't really a break, but more a way to keep me stimulated because of the action required. I usually just try to sit still without moving for the 60 seconds and then before I know it \*ding \*, and it's time to start the next 7 minutes of work. &#x200B; Normally I'll maybe get one solid pomodoro in, but by the second or third I either end up wasting half the pomodoro or wasting half the day. There isn't enough pressure with a whole 25 minutes left to stay focused until the end. One distracting thought can lead me astray. If I'm lucky, I'll snap out of it when my pomodoro timer goes off, but I may have already been sucked in right down the rabbit hole of whatever random thing I decided to google, and 40 other things it just made me think of. &#x200B; Also this was inspired by a research article I read about how HIIT (High Intensity Interval Training) is the most effective type of aerobic exercise for reducing ADHD symptoms. I've been trying that out and the quick pace of the intervals is just short enough where you can always push yourself to the end of the high intensity segment, but the break isn't so long where you get lazy. It's like you stay in the mindset. I kinda feel that the same thing happens with this pomodoro stuff. &#x200B; I found the 7min sweet spot by starting with 5minutes and increasing by one minute at a time. Eventually I started getting antsy by the end of the work segment. &#x200B; I haven't experimented with different break times, but 1min just feels right for now.",5.618863636363635,6.9844891289808935,5.7410133178923,79.32365952518819,67.7420382165605,8.639027214823393,32.10712217718587,8.97023862654752,2.7321006369426764,2655,112,482,46,44,839,268,628,0.065,0.862,0.073,0.7884,3,0,5,0,0,0,107.0,0,3,1,12,33,20,1,8,37,0,36,3,1,7,3,83,79,33,0,6,22,0,5,3,1,3,2,1,0,2,35,17,0,4,19,3,0,7,16,11,0,10,9,8,40,9,72,67,20,105,0,2,0,0,9,36,1,11,51,307,75,14,0.0,0.0,0.11922757606506455,0.0,0.048944521173819235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494195486136463,0.06513684676103533,0.06777428910261095,0.3530112699090128,0.3958906297644443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024826081746908903,0.0,0.1039640191552394,0.0,0.0,0.036018678064780346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026264784608224363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254981364249229,0.0,0.0,0.035639439353755104,0.04167665335839515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804239324029596,0.0,0.2164259296763072,0.2945646098614144,0.0,0.02689901988378616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983766643688275,0.0,0.0,0.10296099082516127,0.05818906760556721,0.0,0.04461314492895365,0.03722266148709839,0.0,0.0,0.08930751867193515,0.031464667352997217,0.0,0.1489429196462605,0.0,0.023145421919432457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601370795037653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179644051447032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02729765854874644,0.08605812924350012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239795975390262,0.0,0.0,0.022381845490079846,0.033196978740057295,0.0,0.0,0.13274616712570794,0.0,0.0,0.059689735241521776,0.0,0.0,0.18020534478255773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034623635625171435,0.0,0.0385357554042316,0.0,0.0,0.040914559911696485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043285101285675504,0.02993816352615226,0.0,0.06282052579438534,0.0,0.12993711414611805,0.0,0.07980531298813888,0.03907752247988326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038747795690937,0.06194764226780435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035560214981578984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896910940684515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073684078558694,0.04635489894944912,0.05218000601665807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955925517482398,0.0,0.032386806519964666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567636288292757,0.04027887713907585,0.0,0.23060755895473425,0.08681661032888062,0.032523692300256764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662132010439679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042329720410473406,0.03062074809906361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116927512890704,0.052190921783087804,0.0,0.06466350360654602,0.14248531820375698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295047499427544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035174032347194954,0.08970747361923577,0.06720613297637436,0.0,0.06465252025330613,0.032667796100270693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546892340423443,0.0,0.03925823698328222,0.0,0.17789329114102692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958906297644443,0.0 adhd,dullbladeofgrass,2019/04/17,Finding a Job? (When you REALLY got something else you want to do?) Recently got fired from a 6:30 A.M. shift because I wasn't able to get there on time. My housing and financial situation is stable currently. I play music and practicing and having time to go make/watch music is really Looking for jobs on job search sites is starting to feel like torture since it's hard to find something with a schedule that works AND doesn't sound awful. Honestly it's embarrassing. I feel like since I'm not in immediate peril this just isn't registering right. Anybody have different routes to find jobs that have worked out?,4.675391304347826,7.037571191304353,5.209782608695651,78.19380434782613,71.8695652173913,8.773913043478261,28.89130434782609,9.3871,2.84875652173913,497,20,87,12,10,159,80,115,0.11599999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.135,-0.222,6,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,3,6,1,1,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,20,5,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,6,6,4,13,17,0,14,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,9,45,11,6,0.14011128989511645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541054185408746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463864767724856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704500401933482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416889560883797,0.2001910669932613,0.0,0.0,0.3841775419023008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320236608996818,0.0,0.07962847491333737,0.0,0.224119595878086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551219508401484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166961683708933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561553427768298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690259789626724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765819558182385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352537398698674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795177601228682,0.0,0.13834299561946836,0.0,0.0,0.1196542760153478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180301374271936,0.15749096027503298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157290323591008,0.0,0.0,0.09917149213661484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340003976597733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264126893848607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040053755221072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-HuangMeiHua-,2019/04/17,"I’ve been tricking myself into productivity via outlining and fighting perfectionism Helpful info: I also have depression and haven’t been able to do shit for the last three months. Basically, I’ve had 6 assignments with a bunch of steps that were super overwhelming so I just went through each one and made a general outline of what it required in each step or did a “framework step.” For example, in my horticulture class, they’ll say something like “after viewing lesson X, document the dimensions, check the satellite imagery/label it and post a photo, then track sun patterns in 3 different areas, and then develop a landscape plan to scale.” I interpret this as: 1. put down a random estimate until I can check 2. Grab a random picture of my garden site off google maps 3. Take a picture of 3 different spots over two days or so. So maybe take morning and afternoon pics the first day, then evening pics the second. 4. Write down “I want a fruit tree, and a bench and maybe a rain barrel” Then just leave it alone until I have the capacity to work on it again or do the same thing for another assignment. The point is to not give a shit about perfection and make it more perfect later. So the next time I work on it I’d do: 1. Check the actual dimensions and write it down 2. label the map 3. Upload the pics of the mini-sites at different types of day 4. Open inkscape and make an outline of my site Then the next time: 1. Done 2. Done 3. Label and arrange the mini-sities. Write a quick description 4. Draw some stuff like the tree and bench in inkscape Then: 1. Done 2. Done 3. Done 4. Done This has been kinda revolutionary for me y’all. I think Neurotypical people are probably going “yeah duh?” but I’ve literally forgotten how to do this for the last three months and this is the first week I’ve done stuff way before the deadline. I’m also gonna apply this to my papers coming up by writing a thesis, topic sentences, and key points for the paragraphs (basically an outline). I think what this is doing is providing structure instead of a daunting blank page. Anyways my brain is done paying attention to this. Hope it helps someone! It doesn’t have to be perfect as long as you put something, anything down. ✌️",3.1026566516250647,5.483553077283375,4.278733078197295,82.93580910492949,76.77517564402811,7.350865368138459,26.33969269435083,8.331364938255728,1.968364299994288,1752,68,327,34,41,572,227,427,0.033,0.8859999999999999,0.081,0.9555,3,1,2,0,2,0,54.0,0,2,1,11,15,13,4,1,37,2,34,4,3,4,3,54,49,37,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,22,21,1,1,6,1,4,8,3,6,0,7,16,4,19,7,47,30,7,61,0,2,1,0,12,23,2,8,30,211,41,13,0.08080824029431015,0.0,0.07885718579844497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369296645474507,0.0,0.12924464113629347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473448574885101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649829645391978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876186068232944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020872105806137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960914376295756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634388967271742,0.0,0.0696000189560149,0.0,0.0,0.2532822358510191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615590867428556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337308059372672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747089582686306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751862741694188,0.04592518518588482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083281202093526,0.0,0.0,0.0802608158919535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173900234404512,0.0,0.0855642586828752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895764885183942,0.0,0.0,0.07151274977343874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646271082798624,0.10788025576544304,0.0,0.1623654774827034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290007328946721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188096060499464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475775495712104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056022259113737316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527798132193155,0.0,0.07739195674117144,0.0,0.0871249504885921,0.0,0.0,0.1624692017630304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426195608730863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658969948329865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846855976871763,0.12442026262396745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850122038697611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151547998346532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368540417589555,0.1035573149737212,0.0,0.0,0.0942398695165332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893790887098613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047662793794896435,0.06414181983164424,0.06481949608618089,0.0,0.0,0.0749100483359416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176587227115094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,No1FanStan,2019/04/17,"I do not articulately or gracefully speak or write. Whenever I try to write anything longer than a sentence or two I get this almost restlessness/weird feeling in my hand. A feeling almost of like... 'Need to move'. It's hard to explain but it makes me feel the need to constantly move it. Muscles in my hand tense around the pencil/pen(not sure if that's it though), and I start getting worse handwriting because I'm getting flustered and can't write. My mom has pretty bad restless leg syndrome and what she says it feels like is parallel to my own feeling of it. Typing seems a little better but sentence structure is definitely lacking. Does anyone relate? Anything help?",3.8505210918114163,6.703106483870967,4.212258064516128,81.85184863523575,76.90322580645163,6.396029776674937,30.50620347394541,7.61054688173877,2.3143468982630258,540,26,90,8,13,169,84,124,0.139,0.627,0.23399999999999999,0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,5,0,5,3,3,1,1,28,20,10,0,4,7,1,8,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,10,10,5,11,20,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,7,4,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158889441973987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028894507080704,0.0,0.25959778773321585,0.14041372846884728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316985128988324,0.09615114648838036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949995114938807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704508088920036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803116371729993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39876680550491994,0.11268281520223762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722327967091826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129569012942336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572353674929423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411846663438386,0.15808755890674372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528644051885223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473224295157573,0.0,0.3352854596155969,0.0,0.23391057196226506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046878667526826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543375187990274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435920691468358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164257316373156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486592806246347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496957285821888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708876460067207,0.0,0.15407993590778876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074101810712524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mysterionrises01,2019/04/17,"Question about Adderall/Ritalin So I was recently diagnosed with ADHD which explained a lot of my shortcomings in life. I passed high school without having to study much and always had difficulty studying for a long time to the point I thought people exaggerated when they claimed to have studied for more than 4 hours as I couldn’t go a full 30 minutes without getting that inexplicable urge to do something I think will make me feel “better” or “complete” and this loop kept going on for much of life but nothing I ever did made me feel any better. From possessions to drugs to whatever. Either way recently I was diagnosed with ADHD and was prescribed Adderall because it was getting to the point where I couldn’t sit through a class. It’s working too well, I can concentrate and do a lot of tasks, I’m not cluttering over trying to make a schedule for the day and I’m actually getting things done. But I’ve read some nasty stuff about it’s addiction and how bad people react when they’re off it. I read that continued use will effectively make your brain stop making its own dopamine which essentially mean you won’t be able to be happy without it. Should I accept the consequences of my medication even if it means long term damage to my brain because I can’t cope with my ADHD anymore? Obviously no one can give me a definitive answer to that but I just wanna hear yalls opinions and experiences on meds.",7.562471910112357,7.619949142322099,7.615670411985023,72.16575280898876,63.19475655430712,10.565692883895133,36.52659176029962,10.203070172399654,3.735167490636704,1139,50,201,23,15,368,165,267,0.095,0.8390000000000001,0.066,-0.7829999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,4,12,7,0,0,11,0,22,9,2,9,2,52,45,17,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,15,10,0,2,11,2,0,3,9,2,1,1,10,3,24,5,37,27,10,29,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,7,14,143,39,5,0.09657590692858074,0.0,0.09424415392023648,0.10528199369141647,0.348196417755436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035889109917904,0.0,0.0,0.06567492844039627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577734895283148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063684830703759,0.11774355295700555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082708304099745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562130340469896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125800098109608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228347044349554,0.0,0.0,0.1960450252512783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883068322664232,0.0,0.0,0.11199739121595917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378747569725672,0.08735843689191848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446976843977116,0.0,0.0,0.09766336064882712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137077603986293,0.09264441001788573,0.10977262700032196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280684874716646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884806603163162,0.0,0.0,0.10203774805527377,0.0,0.0,0.09510781458964422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364288383050758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093327713047096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642107649671309,0.0,0.09138245824356277,0.2578606711961405,0.0,0.0,0.21039894968499034,0.10727406111790302,0.09729006592982932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198880751755769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266718736458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544233393892268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390714764712147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259089627859992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081871181946234,0.0,0.19320408348111848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071411417549888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773997375332116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743488514255391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074178257514611,0.0,0.0,0.11055630784992948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416074125895294,0.0618819415956272,0.0,0.0766704824678068,0.056314187972925964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556870139548104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341057567207591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665745968145822,0.0,0.0,0.08683333862895175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792871838796288,0.0,0.07030841045750695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DunmerPriestess,2019/04/17,"What are some good current apps that help with ADHD, especially executive functioning? I have a hard time following a routine and staying on track with my goals because I get distracted. What are some apps or other resources to help with this?",7.315038759689922,9.072889186046512,7.013953488372092,70.30527131782948,64.11627906976744,10.38449612403101,37.58914728682171,10.504223727775694,4.430370542635659,197,10,31,5,3,62,34,43,0.08199999999999999,0.732,0.18600000000000005,0.7059,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585824363244361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326063219917025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935868298747655,0.0,0.0,0.3200494054226115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418188133435963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115271929530203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067112285832649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250111893794872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RadioFreeMoscow,2019/04/17,"Do you think you’ll ever be comfortable .. With the fact you’re always going to be different? I am struggling with the knowledge that while the positive sides of ADHD are the things that enable time to do things are also the reason I’ll probably never feel like I really fit in with others. It feels lonely at times. Sometimes I can forget it, and sometimes it’s the only thing I can think about.",4.316017316017317,6.023991272727272,5.199415584415586,80.64293290043291,71.33766233766234,7.730735930735931,23.222943722943725,8.344100000000001,1.4965774891774886,316,8,56,5,6,103,52,77,0.114,0.768,0.11800000000000001,0.3363,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,1,3,14,15,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,9,12,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253002170365707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835146412807842,0.17516814780001902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199468897034648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904259177267136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288882609973048,0.1503943653211203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964244085359955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284864170345183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236474469788084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010870641816027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269744083450741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486345821043394,0.21644794575579554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164161009927663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007950836680115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195771514792045,0.2697833417884412,0.0,0.0,0.2455099085402965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PitifulArtwork,2019/04/17,"I finally refilled my meds! I survived and didn't die! I ran out of meds 10 days ago. I don't have insurance right now so Adderall is very expensive. It made me put it off and then my horrible time management or simply my lack of remembering to refill my meds resulted in a 10 day holiday away from my meds. It was a bit messy, but luckily for me I have a job that give me things to do that I hyper focus on pretty easily. I finally took my meds today and it's nice to have a solid line of thinking again.",0.7770008496176715,2.808553140186916,3.753169073916741,85.479575191164,83.01869158878505,8.003058623619372,22.811384876805445,8.841846274778883,1.839998130841122,394,14,85,11,11,141,71,107,0.051,0.7340000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.961,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,11,13,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,0,16,1,13,8,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,10,58,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227962320525296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301511055684999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151236104366017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867749889848952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376962933874404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035001151848461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288815917812044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746712558875546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107802893681425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7693638777972244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093222493355234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392583554743718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692460407163553,0.11830169107866526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203148679731338,0.08876280072832535,0.0,0.0,0.0807764739814095,0.0,0.13130783131465454,0.0,0.15390910142525302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429965950584743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bandofporsches,2019/04/17,"Switched to lower dose of Adderall, now out of my meds 10 days early I’ll try to make this as cohesive as possible... Basically, I’ve been on a dosage of 20mg IR Adderall 2.5x per day (aka i would get 75 20mg IR per month). I’m a waitress and bartender, and work evenings 5 days a week, and found myself ALWAYS running out of my prescription early each month. I took my first and second pills earlier in the day to be able to get chores/household stuff done before work, but needed to take more than the allocated 1/2 pill in the evenings to be successful at work. At my last psychiatrist appt, I suggested trying to switch to one extended-release 20mg in the day and an IR 20mg in the evening. My doc agreed and I was able to be successful with this for a few days...until it didn’t. So now, not only am I out of my meds about 8 days early (she post-dated my next written script to be filled 4/28), but I ALSO am now without insurance coverage (I turned 26 in march). I’m not concerned so much about the out-of-pocket cost of my meds (thankfully GoodRx has coupons that should work), but I’m debating if I should try and call my doctor’s office and see if they can write me a prescription to hold me over in the meantime (since it was the first time I tried going on a lower daily dose), trying to get my next script filled since I don’t have insurance anyway, or just struggling through the withdrawals... Anyone have advice on how to cope with being off my meds for a little over a week and/or tips for this kind of situation?? Thanks friends 🙏🏻",7.949285714285715,5.556768105095543,7.925932666060059,78.18528662420384,63.808917197452224,11.26442220200182,34.53048225659691,9.606745405546679,2.877509372156505,1211,38,257,18,14,393,170,314,0.027000000000000003,0.9009999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.9461,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,8,14,7,0,1,18,0,20,5,0,2,0,33,37,20,0,6,10,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,7,14,0,1,1,0,2,5,5,1,0,4,8,1,26,6,49,21,4,46,0,0,1,0,6,18,0,3,23,156,33,7,0.1914758526044584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355399355341848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656158507473261,0.07966162408882617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694218408818077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146592385173539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775912689643786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704582535834381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097991824333622,0.0,0.09797313810522547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970199219020512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286926240986765,0.0,0.10497169464925377,0.07396688437290784,0.0,0.15005734516718153,0.0,0.05441006979893428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996963176947444,0.0,0.07803918790712394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595455341051733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390580922391928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253730142049439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283419876268822,0.0,0.0703783915791238,0.07098845926224358,0.0,0.0,0.20363674149102834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487449657939777,0.07281300706903024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793012701800543,0.09169046899036712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629073203177313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583908039312726,0.1076134404255738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000860675034659,0.10959702051786524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198300584733902,0.0,0.0,0.1762852394860744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582555473083868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636835877692684,0.3249988377834065,0.104135371979224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359037931391192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228794453948178,0.0,0.2787934023248877,0.0,0.0,0.06800947598980639,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hahabyeeee,2019/04/17,I kind of want to try a different a new adhd medication I have taken adderall for almost 10 years (since I was 11). I tried vyvanse for about a month when I was 15 but it made me angry. My anxiety has increased greatly over the years and I have gone from 20mg to 15mg now at 10mg of adderall. I tried strattera last summer but it did not work out. I am wondering if anyone has had positive experiences with medications besides the ones I have listed. I appreciate any feedback!,3.9237053571428575,5.132455031250005,5.860654761904764,77.47125000000005,71.60416666666666,8.81904761904762,30.380952380952376,9.23628265651192,2.7056327380952383,377,16,73,8,7,131,68,96,0.07,0.795,0.135,0.722,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,0,12,2,12,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,8,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24267379542014506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219804075747247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731546336388387,0.0,0.15447155377813734,0.0,0.0,0.1411901810440716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096793927911126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752073333370984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262227806125176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102731086007919,0.0,0.16459527305868912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910656759745664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068350221647144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117406749535287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501976863357265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682914655312822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670338859374088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41128008030308977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910019690179607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189783138915964,0.14700331145564402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600652862726441 adhd,BaconRibs,2019/04/17,"No withdrawal from strattera Im leaving this here for others who are thinking about stopping strattera and are worried about having withdrawals. I have carefully keyworded my post so it maybe found by google search. I have been on strattera for two years and have had great benefits from it in my working life. I searched endlessly only to find negative responses from quitting cold turkey. My personal experience in quitting has not resulted in any harsh withdrawals. I had a week of feeling somewhat different but nothing harsh. I have noticed that my adhd symptoms have returned. I stopped because i was starting to feel rsd type symptoms. These symptoms have subsided on stopping. But these symptoms only started recently. I may start strattera again only to function better in a work enviroment, hopefully rsd will not return when i do. I did feel abit uptight on strattrera but the clarity it gave me outweighted the negative effects.",6.5407708333333305,9.685422368750004,6.122500000000002,70.16583333333335,69.0625,9.016666666666666,41.91666666666666,9.558583805096642,5.154341666666666,769,50,103,19,15,238,105,160,0.146,0.745,0.109,-0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,6,6,0,1,4,0,18,5,0,2,0,22,29,7,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,9,2,0,4,7,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,4,15,5,19,20,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,13,81,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935697660001046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451271969003324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575819359586312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991303475581478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670883113314102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984316463056786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156689392632634,0.0,0.0,0.18851477462952404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135870583139438,0.0,0.0,0.13626347399659694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701599019980218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343524562108385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342406417838137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159155148789747,0.0,0.0,0.08778062224900515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485309531641155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924727161773298,0.14149035235693405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355510488375346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851400870861952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190231507527014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643680808316282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270868697538605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638920069133153,0.0,0.0,0.311703771900102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166861507035332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963177590201108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140071169251294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968762878268672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809504821992992,0.1262094724750635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003040626831909 adhd,vladymeero,2019/04/17,LIMITLESS netflix tv show and adhd My first Reddit post. Let's see if I can say this as simply as my ADHD will let me. I will first say the show LIMITLESS has spoke so much to me about my struggles. Well idk even that's accurate. It's just like it feels to unlock a larger party of my brain that was limited from ADHD. I know I'm extremely intelligent and my meds just allow me to be able to display outwardly in anything I do. Haha the show and the meds power on the show is a stretch but still it feels proportionally cool how it's relatable . Does that make sense.,2.5603448275862064,4.356958482758621,4.3960689655172445,84.20582758620691,76.24137931034483,7.743448275862068,23.66896551724138,8.548686976883017,1.5377096551724132,448,14,92,9,10,152,75,116,0.039,0.84,0.121,0.8072,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,6,2,10,1,1,3,0,14,17,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,7,12,4,11,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,62,20,0,0.16157076244554774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825299755057761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329589707715291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036640554855604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139166302225314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671596478513212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339006430138625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27486401599544136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879506559959598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33043410270928625,0.0,0.07893531327644679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784973854993493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35893738711182704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187731009676735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547401281389414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569751105445081,0.0,0.0,0.12875097903196955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903061959847667,0.0,0.0,0.1689088416816379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452715193070602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,staringatscreensss,2019/04/17,"Memory and ADHD - my memory is the best and the worst at the same time I thought some of you might find this interesting. I was listening to Work Life podcast and there's a recent episode about how to be better at remembering things... and I thought, ""lollll start with not having ADHD,"" but listened anyway. (Here's the podcast [episode](http://podcast.app/how-to-remember-anything-e56302566/?share=ios) if you're interested) They make the point that you can get better at remembering by associating things with very distinct imagery/emotion/spacial representation. And I thought... Of course this is what I always do. Vivid images just pop into my mind for anything I'm learning and that helps me recall it. For example, in college biology we'd learn about a genetic disease and I'd picture the chromosomes leaking something of a specific color and texture into a person that made them exhibit extreme symptoms of the issue, which I could see very vividly. But this happened involuntarily and a lot of times this lead me down a path of distraction... but if I could stay focused during a lecture, these images made it so I barely needed to study a topic again. SO... for my ADHD sisters&brothers who were able to excel in school... Is this true for you too? Do you find that the natural light-speed zig-zag of your thoughts and creative imagery helped you learn (when you were able to focus)? Did your brain do this automatically? It explains (for me at least) why I was able to learn things in a lecture discussion or something I hyperfocused on so easily... But where I put stuff or appointments or topics I just hated learning didn't trigger those visual tangents and therefore never stayed in my mind. Maybe I'm the odd one! But now looking back at school through the lens of my recent ADHD diagnosis, this seems like one of those blessing/curse deals. Neurotypical people can methodically apply this as a skill and I'm over here picturing someone's oozing chromosomes, while I probably should be writing notes 🙃 _TL;DR_ Podcast taught strategies for memory improvement using visualization. Realized my ADHD brain did this naturally, I just couldn't always harness it, but it often helped in school and in working afterward.",6.220107868020303,8.628584675126902,6.342839467005078,71.5175079314721,67.73096446700508,8.782868020304567,32.61706852791878,9.354420925462401,3.3678378172588825,1798,80,279,38,32,572,218,394,0.028999999999999998,0.863,0.10800000000000001,0.9833,0,0,3,0,0,0,75.0,1,8,2,8,20,11,1,1,20,0,24,4,2,8,3,72,47,31,0,7,15,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,28,17,0,0,16,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,14,7,34,8,44,25,6,34,0,0,5,0,22,18,0,10,13,202,62,17,0.2487871465245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983230057545961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800722388743986,0.0898535897723746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824354118365766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376731965442141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702892044342538,0.1466880090852701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185152489580446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242419500363592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549620795327151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515912965094745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332700524941725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733338840131488,0.0,0.0,0.08187526687696993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667567801073964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655638134722736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058575239700091736,0.040514944355899085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963951481220299,0.0,0.0,0.0705033117541928,0.0,0.15693894230868533,0.055355784056319,0.0,0.08331337598304724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879746156519121,0.16746939783098225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149083892580985,0.06395999488025934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238973943130694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749256072565924,0.07241044672586915,0.0,0.0,0.07839475619265507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941154080409372,0.0,0.0,0.08336659924269227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376486219196798,0.0,0.18788489257099936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178587439464223,0.06608371506652727,0.0754954914680491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702655139684677,0.12768566668988293,0.0,0.0,0.058697607603485615,0.17678266400797826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493392032241353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619503471200385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652831254125944,0.0,0.0,0.26334560606202145,0.09671319055444708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162407192222954,0.0,0.1368503006536477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748305677910433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074667047363358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spiffthespaceman90,2019/04/17,"Reading and posting here always gets me through a rough day Thanks, ya'll :) It's nice to feel sane and less alone. I really appreciate each and every one of you. Hope you're having a great day, Spiff",1.4307692307692292,4.076124384615383,2.2776410256410284,92.62569230769232,87.20512820512822,5.171282051282052,18.056410256410253,6.742157984588678,0.06864717948717969,157,4,32,2,5,49,34,39,0.035,0.5820000000000001,0.38299999999999995,0.9495,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,3,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31955963108398056,0.0,0.0,0.2567342079499643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979720783590852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25996252150245003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600965368575434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120205975051782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401720192354742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064548647681229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907811867973897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29550087889941146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086285578779625,0.0,0.1976618669541308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28406683801890564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mirrormasterr,2019/04/17,can’t drive I am 17 and was about to go take my drivers test and almost drove into a car on the way.. and now I’ve just decided not to try and take the test. I don’t know what to do at this point there is just so much you have to pay attention to. I can’t take medicine either because it gives me heart issues. 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After about an hour in bed I realized my second alarm hadn't gone off. Checked my phone, it was 2:45 AM. It has been a damn rough week since. Fml.",2.511363636363633,3.6062777121212117,2.96709090909091,97.30063636363636,74.9090909090909,5.8860606060606075,20.775757575757574,5.6839178017228535,-0.265838787878788,243,5,58,1,5,75,57,66,0.121,0.81,0.069,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,1,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,0,1,8,1,8,2,11,2,0,18,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,9,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901620139418344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548850490604421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644612270211172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874900916283567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409814546134603,0.0,0.2590063927506008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018394361432648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751159230125172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850530875364915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760937223401985,0.0,0.0,0.2399282476427723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829784673032483,0.0,0.0 adhd,terryfawkes,2019/04/17,"Feeling weird on vyvanse, 20mg I started my vyvanse yesterday at 20mgs and have not been feeling that great. I feel it kick in about 3 hours after taking it and feel very agitated and weird. can't say i feel particularly focused or clear headed. today after 5 hours i fell asleep on the couch for 3 hours and feeling pretty crappy afterwards. could it be that the dosage is too low? i'm a pretty big guy (103kgs). i guess i'm just so confused because i'm reading all those success stories on here and i feel like shit. hopefully i can see my doctor tomorrow. should i take my dose in the morning or wait until i can see the doctor? thanks in advance for any advice!",2.8386363636363647,4.939758621212125,4.165151515151518,84.7927272727273,76.42424242424242,6.218181818181819,26.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.3316242424242437,526,20,100,6,12,173,86,132,0.14800000000000002,0.647,0.20600000000000002,0.8881,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,1,5,0,9,6,3,0,2,24,28,9,0,3,4,0,7,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,6,5,0,1,7,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,10,12,5,13,24,1,22,0,1,2,0,2,9,1,5,12,58,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401327053143296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751962097691842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741773253140085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449640567241393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935600912582366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075655122878859,0.10244782886104103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810338941958882,0.1579756466905979,0.141992481838886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717385106949069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424325049804369,0.4236720884656593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005993889018441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917867958009684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344278280692022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404059725457928,0.0,0.0,0.22854880404263198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472021202388362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150207206446417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564388569441748,0.0,0.0,0.1320271138509053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359302011337066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832329839423712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,netflex1080,2019/04/17,"My ADHD story Im 13 years old and i was diagnosed when i was 10. I live in a small country in western europe. I just take fricking meds they work great for paying attention. No i am not kidding i really have ADHD and if you say I don't then ur like an antivaxxer, so listen to papa franku and stfu.",-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,90.25,5.7,18.9375,7.1686216300943375,0.5869750000000002,232,7,49,4,8,83,52,64,0.094,0.8370000000000001,0.069,0.1265,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,10,2,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186342580435028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612322296160762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837590428211191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801131798354656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574139790782815,0.0,0.2272685997179771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858878171469267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700738581292351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488229189219114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467651476989004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935154673771125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737351586489212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574234471588195 adhd,geckheck,2019/04/17,"Writing with ADHD I absolutely adore writing, and yet, I rarely do write. I've been writing a 100-150 page book for about 6-7 months... naturally I'm barely half-way. What are some tips and tricks writers in this community can offer?",3.3489999999999998,5.4806096222222225,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,75.0,7.166666666666668,26.805555555555557,8.07648339933343,1.7702222222222224,183,7,35,3,4,61,39,45,0.037000000000000005,0.866,0.096,0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7298444189419666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847329866663228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820384380698385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beesindogwood,2019/04/17,"Tips for stopping the constant self-incriminations & rumination?? Seriously - just did something impulsive, may have offended people, cannot physically get distance so am just sitting here, stewing, cannot stop the cycling thoughts & self loathing. Suggestions appreciated.",10.652499999999996,15.049611249999998,9.255,46.52000000000001,61.5,12.0,52.5,11.20814326018867,8.21725,230,17,24,8,4,71,34,40,0.205,0.6809999999999999,0.114,-0.4891,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597165238153371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791208825737705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134946421322549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906650316436068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389078256859603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988450814312311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318857930747454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505425487240167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skatejuice,2019/04/17,"Wrong idea about what ADHD really is? For the longest time I would joke about having ADHD. I’ve always struggled to pay attention to things, but I thought maybe I was just easily bored. I did decently well in my classes and was a well behaved child growing up. I was never really a “hyper” person, I’ve always been pretty chill and laid back type. I’m now 22 years old in my senior year of university and realizing that maybe ADHD isn’t what I have always thought it was. I was clinically diagnosed with anxiety and depression about 2 years ago, and I don’t doubt their diagnoses at all. However, I think there’s maybe something else involved - perhaps ADHD. I can relate to a lot of these posts on this sub. Like wow that is me spot on. Anyways, I plan on talking to my therapist about this tomorrow, and hopefully can get some testing done. I want to gain control of my life. Wish me luck!",4.336100489106268,5.835154161849713,5.560693641618496,78.89763450422413,70.96531791907516,9.022498888394843,28.914628723877282,9.466822959209583,2.687734015117832,702,27,131,16,13,234,113,173,0.094,0.685,0.221,0.9783,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,11,12,0,2,4,0,17,4,0,1,2,26,25,7,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,9,7,0,1,6,1,1,1,3,5,2,0,10,0,19,7,21,14,3,20,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,5,12,88,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513269191113388,0.0,0.1016632847984316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628681854812155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773539566498681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881873791674122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286314491636068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877991908345968,0.23281019189320296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736482625580386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580644098271628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991932953785192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391026925423647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294678913541282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100696252011719,0.05603037385330257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750295794021463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456561284377929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845384047218742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034492610044988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014044114920176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098386371048949,0.11667811529076315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694311674951854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829181125730265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989596485676332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921812287436784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316068110966253,0.07619308097903177,0.07348692821527238,0.0,0.18209765550537135,0.06687502981257776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764548321929176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062351360665492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188462238563858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147049780848216,0.12539245155652973,0.0,0.22156439388150784 adhd,TheBigBlueJew,2019/04/17,"ADHD - Rectifying Social Deficits ADHD often comes with social problems. From failing to notice and change abnormal behavior to not spotting subtle non-verbal cues, this has to lead many with ADHD to become socially isolated and lonely, have you ever tried to rectify these social problems by consciously changing your behavior or outlook with any success and if so what is the best method of doing so.",12.691421568627447,11.341977455882356,11.644117647058827,51.951862745098076,53.852941176470594,13.772549019607847,46.19607843137257,12.45797560212912,6.367660784313728,329,16,39,8,3,106,53,68,0.166,0.737,0.09699999999999999,-0.5574,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,4,4,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,5,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,11,5,1,3,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,32,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381069697760696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149483145499742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648344336537312,0.0,0.0,0.15662822480564806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157725288067492,0.12856529652949286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500478857109194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513156470838572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992163449058648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562338030739354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085645998854176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133066689059417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pasipetteri,2019/04/17,"How do I know my ADHD med dose is correct? So I'm using medikinet CR. First two weeks were amazing, but now I feel like I get nothing at all from medication. I used 30mg and now jumped to 40mg but notice no difference. I told my doctor that I don't really feel difference between 30mg and 40mg and she put me prescription for 40mg and moved me from specialized medical care to basic health care. Last week I've been losing all grip on everything, could it be that it's because I've been using some really strong snus (nicotine) thats making me lazy? I don't get anything done.",3.213166666666666,4.421581316666671,4.753333333333334,84.73166666666668,73.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8108333333333333,458,15,96,9,9,154,79,120,0.077,0.763,0.16,0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,5,3,19,23,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,5,3,13,6,8,16,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039244351189532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352047774096897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150028321344593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060763036715331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984357455375864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136475613556817,0.0,0.15363491314902927,0.0,0.15360561624496294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490125769050107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179132843405332,0.10723230955482296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767598294626825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684333768937195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955053019067048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249168040530129,0.12235249152533663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333185229971396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792482065562575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019370000101688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667285677599492,0.3024222851398013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953379461723294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402612585589816,0.17089118282958474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089313929921327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923173127873067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434281053485631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662703761702958,0.0,0.0,0.3889176658247297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080421756494436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nnnouf,2019/04/17,"Does therapy help? Without a doubt medicine needs to be taken to treat ADHD. My question is has anyone had any experience with therapy to help treat their ADHD, alongside the medicine?",5.834270833333331,8.80344471875,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,70.5625,8.016666666666666,35.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.716904166666668,149,8,22,3,3,46,25,32,0.0,0.662,0.33799999999999997,0.9056,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632050561102178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934304549603795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383932945760704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050516785084534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292061973719571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31411440843450433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374248723994262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624877606409021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359219724561243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258724473413044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,guzz1996,2019/04/17,"Going back to college and deciding the right path.. Been wanting to go to college but I'm afraid that I wont do good,or that I would mess up in my classes and fail throwing that financial aid to the trash. I really do want to go back, what's holding me back is that I dont know what I want, I try auto but it didnt work out, I love cars but I only see it as hobby for me to enjoy. I notice that I'm good with science and history, I got the idea of becoming a teacher, I would love to help kids with adhd, as me being one of em. It would be easier for me to understand them and guide them to the right direction.",4.645523809523809,3.1791875629629667,6.528465608465607,82.6066666666667,69.66666666666667,10.084656084656084,29.656084656084648,9.23628265651192,2.152608465608465,471,14,111,8,7,167,77,135,0.12,0.745,0.135,0.008,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,3,7,0,1,5,0,12,2,0,0,0,21,26,9,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,3,1,18,4,20,17,0,13,0,1,1,2,6,5,0,0,3,76,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744901099053394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789949707484466,0.0,0.0,0.1814494016811826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255090571486894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280115560884991,0.27560339674280604,0.13140062097349114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012255413973424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546750551637825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029148003031456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965628232752169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704938178011324,0.0,0.0,0.11132961272072826,0.12495270569237972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525070359642556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28061171731012463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309207485083656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154458732741446,0.0,0.0,0.1710354584703215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907139114009836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119607716230744,0.0,0.0,0.3501284336296162,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pug_Father,2019/04/17,"Midday Hump Day Hydration Reminder! 1. Put your computer in sleep mode for 2 minutes. 2. Stand up for the first time in 7 hours. 3. Walk to the kitchen. 4. Find that gigantic plastic cup you got at a baseball game or Disney World 8 years ago that sits in the back of your cupboard and takes up an awkward amount of space. 5. Fill it to the very top with cold water. 6. Now consume the water. 7. I'm proud of you! Now as you were. (Brought to you by someone who took their meds at 8am and forgot to drink anything at all until 3pm)",-0.9801589825119236,1.1213211801801821,0.9889030206677276,99.60224165341816,98.45945945945944,3.6928457869634346,19.142024377318496,5.5289334501034215,-0.3641832538420773,405,14,93,3,17,132,84,111,0.015,0.932,0.053,0.6342,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,1,3,3,2,0,1,7,0,1,6,1,0,1,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,1,1,2,0,5,0,1,0,1,5,1,7,1,21,2,2,28,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,10,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386460729388666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215439946589924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070125096075827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736237452970968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373176608622895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606095171602246,0.22899723026692825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215318733053362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26512612188263823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29904120839600856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706390831574293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694130577917669,0.0,0.2281080726665073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241890607751695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698354891920158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991118052300995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221335656915881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733679718879128 adhd,helversial,2019/04/17,"Arrived to my exam almost an hour early! What!! Is this what it feels like to be on time? Such a strange feeling. I'm on this perpetual seesaw of nervous anticipation and halfhearted self-reassurances. At the same time, I'm so proud of myself and I just have to share. I've been researching jobs lately and came across this free nonprofit career training opportunity in the IT field. They have several tests and interviews but today is the day. The final exam and in-person interview. I want this so bad. And I've surprised myself at how well I seem to have applied my focus towards this goal. I think the medication and therapy is working! Best of luck to you all and your endeavors today. We got this.",2.5224154135338352,5.3528819323308285,4.331574248120301,78.81285009398499,83.06015037593986,7.234774436090226,24.85385338345864,8.278499904357787,2.142143233082706,559,22,98,13,16,188,87,133,0.055999999999999994,0.737,0.207,0.9578,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,1,5,6,11,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,1,22,17,12,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,12,10,15,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,10,70,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151257969457648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680268180553925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118874308737065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016470776832926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978301577734508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350576783376664,0.14376574549858606,0.0,0.22044835236830104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609498428985318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198180655534195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969943881168287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700724742345496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831559590974424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272791595652995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571482160774726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832011459025869,0.20993698873415476,0.2273436809846999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013523698683735,0.0,0.0,0.1289463311092158,0.0,0.0,0.2346890786315164,0.0,0.38150357931482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869644151794767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093873827253476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465049631742159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,photonne,2019/04/17,"Any experiences with ADHD treatment controlling depression symptoms? Could be the stimulants, the meds plus gaining a better understanding of myself and how I relate to the world around me, or maybe that the depression was just a side effect of the ADHD all along, but I've gone from cycling through antidepressants for years just to take the edge off to engaging with life with minimal effort. I may still have bad days, but they're bad days where I get out of bed, which I'm pretty happy with all in all. Any thoughts/ similar experiences?",11.870816326530607,9.270885979591835,10.581326530612245,62.83688775510206,56.55102040816327,14.289795918367345,41.8469387755102,12.602617957971056,5.207420408163267,438,17,73,11,4,138,71,98,0.127,0.7240000000000001,0.149,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,6,7,0,0,8,0,5,2,0,4,3,25,11,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,3,19,5,3,12,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,2,4,51,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253040051867468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065563585727714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575174521055019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954812812695901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649236804340502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845746190096467,0.14127518664674274,0.0,0.0,0.2282281616276232,0.0,0.3048027858747384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461698814608664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244580649763834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883599125516076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498060375267445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777637801287308,0.0,0.19654461757618014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001540657869172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130750763335315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839123072128393,0.1330396793759255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047357300525848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420468441816254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394597392592193 adhd,sadteen837,2019/04/17,"What can I do? I fucking hate my life, I'm in grade 12 but I barely go to school, the few days I do go I stare at my work unable to do anything. My medication does nothing to help me and I am depressed. I'm 3 years behind because of this god awful condition.",-0.9975187969924804,0.990415964912284,2.2839598997493766,93.19105263157898,91.10526315789473,4.660651629072682,20.423558897243108,6.1826913282559595,0.11929273182957399,198,7,46,2,7,71,42,57,0.231,0.718,0.051,-0.895,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,0,7,11,1,6,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,28,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872491801964636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842479956138504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492540017505505,0.0,0.26032635318705544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644998648064289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279424042868367,0.0,0.0,0.3435497908825891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29840800592404915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259092529509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134871877937561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30448375627421337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900157690558695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058918098382099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004064555996194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463824628343726 adhd,Artistic_Sink,2019/04/17,"Stopped taking medication, can't study Anyone else noticing it is harder to even study or read without medication, I stopped taking it after I tried a different type and it made me extremely sleepy. I quit over a month ago and ever since I've become a lot more social but I cannot study or focus in class to save my life. I threw it all away in the trash so I am sure I cannot get a refill until then. Does anyone have any tips for something to take over meds",2.5542368421052655,4.2367488842105265,3.9465131578947386,87.91871710526317,75.94736842105263,6.434210526315789,21.348684210526315,7.1686216300943375,0.5379736842105259,364,9,76,4,8,120,68,95,0.017,0.879,0.10400000000000001,0.8201,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,3,14,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,12,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,8,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115322404589454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595755453423966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384592050602687,0.17471503914142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020653802635207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832286881522686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815419854868245,0.0,0.0,0.14922076529265646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424452541309554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262501334095862,0.1542425846586799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908820780552276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044135283802627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496763975210505,0.0,0.16134751322748248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894061872252805,0.3435563126935592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610521541606066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413498121553005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136604917331195,0.170563360924192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105360360126312,0.0,0.0,0.17382082852689534,0.0,0.1312724840128202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28512005657216155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071045860409192,0.0,0.38462317713433625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576999698912638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437251182708645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lesbianpope,2019/04/17,"Any ADHD teachers or tutors on here? I just got my first teaching job and I’m really nervous! It’s a once-a-week class with adults so the workload is manageable but I’m very nervous about public speaking and communication. I tend to say “um” and lose my train of thought when I’m presenting and I don’t want the students to feel like I’m unprepared. Anyone have experience with this? Tips for teaching or public speaking for ADHDers? Please help !!",2.0858350951374227,4.89136551162791,3.3753699788583567,84.78791754756872,85.74418604651162,5.917970401691332,26.422832980972515,7.348242739294969,1.7237116279069769,358,16,65,6,11,116,63,86,0.094,0.764,0.142,0.6463,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,12,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,4,5,1,9,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,34,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338839134192752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889261434327438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942571924659372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717598548814286,0.0,0.0,0.14047340834797845,0.1984736303923424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363123199943886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219687673419364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621592049231991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756920466054827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572811226152187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108078985416764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304961344798459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797767955693378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093246485416387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205568991356656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292294024517996,0.1638645811004481,0.0,0.22284928615412994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tusuyasdi,2019/04/17,"Tips for dealing with doctor? I've had psych issues most of my life and have been treated for ""suspected"" bipolar ii for the past 4 years (no diagnosis). I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety before, and think those are spot on. However the bipolar ii hasn't ever really made sense to me - I've never had a true hypomanic attack in my opinion. A week or two ago I was talking with a friend about issues I've been having at work and home lately. She asked me ""Have you ever thought you may have adhd?"" I dismissed her bc my brother HAS been diagnosed with adhd and I see myself as very different from him. After some googling (and this sub!) everything started to click for me. I've been disorganized and unfocused since I can remember. I've always felt like other people knew some secret about functioning that I just didn't. So many of the symptoms click. I scheduled an appt with my psychiatrist. I've brought up some adhd type symptoms in the past (in retrospect) and he's always tried to treat them with antipsychotics even though those have never worked for me. I've been on Zyprexa, Seroquel, and Abilify. Well Monday I come to him again and he prescribes me Abilify (even though I've already tried it!). I was so irritated. I went to my primary doctor today and a new therapist today. Without me even naming ADHD, my primary doc brought it up as a possibility (she listened to me for more than 5 min like my psych always does. Go figure!!). She gave me a referral for another psych but they generally take months to get people in :/ Went to new therapist today who's in the same office as psych. Again, without even mentioning adhd, he brought it up!!! I told him how other doc keeps suggesting antipsychotics. Therapist said that unfortunately that doc doesn't like to prescribe adhd meds (????). He said that he's happy to help me with depression/anxiety but that he thinks I'm missing a medication component in terms of treating my disorganization/focus/concentration issues. I have a follow up about the Abilify next week. I'm going to bring up what primary doc and therapist have said but I feel really discouraged that the therapist flat our said that my doc doesn't like to prescribe meds for ADHD. Is this common? Do you guys have any tips for dealing in the meantime? Or any suggestions in generally? I guess this turned into more of a rant than a question. But I'm just feeling a bit overwhelmed and frustrated right now.",4.6391447368421055,6.787428133771932,5.651403508771932,75.91815789473684,71.39035087719299,9.098245614035088,29.543859649122812,9.616208734778699,3.0694701754385965,1943,80,337,49,38,640,214,456,0.081,0.858,0.06,-0.8856,2,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,3,2,2,20,17,2,1,20,0,28,10,0,2,5,64,65,27,0,0,10,1,3,4,1,1,10,5,1,1,19,22,0,2,12,0,0,10,9,6,1,1,26,11,45,11,61,38,9,56,0,4,3,0,41,18,0,10,32,220,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254629192912884,0.0,0.055368016494803884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892740198129813,0.0,0.15591797297367932,0.0,0.0,0.08495141049984484,0.0654959331297979,0.09556517564799516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058392717997535024,0.07105854413586223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314981485199368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819136858829225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380472643256679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287893494800694,0.05379767336863352,0.12679344928170355,0.0,0.06525857894282827,0.0,0.1278632113672434,0.05466014930374532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501992956488515,0.11299932271361872,0.0,0.0,0.056136029474809834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631644406647704,0.0,0.0599724729062947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825730837784063,0.0,0.03263335856978485,0.0,0.07099619077936245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880796847112353,0.06184633149590475,0.0,0.06649102646561862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041866373853603485,0.0,0.06265359873462009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955795522501592,0.0,0.05551831568048935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045886690574926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411813808594352,0.12206139787320923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910222444916141,0.0,0.0633257746537076,0.0,0.0,0.13876045270887602,0.0629230097742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985587214399854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634773670756666,0.12065068285042707,0.0664281124891515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192524182866063,0.08660535564159733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041553077332408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997075220940452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002838908969381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075627583558171,0.05334145741707063,0.2376593241760885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049773427841945835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166848606864625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044210304060626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984204463241575,0.04696299081121325,0.05020388435914492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36261088763545735,0.0,0.0800451305826475,0.12273547164054265,0.04958715436785721,0.0,0.0,0.17761752250712365,0.05968427935516572,0.0,0.08481400437679182,0.06793976522395191,0.06101544082233714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153696760144083,0.0,0.0,0.10020508990285028,0.0,0.05616005049502879,0.11580417283944605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042058650857684,0.0,0.09094488231971064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040222915084882266 adhd,bubbisnaxx,2019/04/17,"Ritalin XR making things worse? I’ve been taking 20mg of Ritalin extended release for about a week now - 10mg in the morning and 10mg in the afternoon, and I haven’t really noticed a difference at all. I’ve recently started a new job and I’m finding it really hard to concentrate and keep up with the training and I’m just not retaining any information. I get really frustrated and anxious about it all. I’ve got a whole 3 weeks to wait until my next appointment so I’m really a bit stuck on what to do next.",3.3445,4.680350914285718,5.936369047619048,75.87883928571429,73.19047619047619,10.964285714285717,30.267857142857146,10.9516,3.815785714285713,406,18,80,15,8,146,69,105,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.9007,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,8,0,3,2,0,1,2,17,14,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,14,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,10,45,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530228559620885,0.0,0.0,0.2081599687303438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116285984591506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251120253764226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684091823466132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096267605008916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736857483699706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650596704114705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284840272866312,0.16377766552163048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299416319719535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795827321701088,0.3919225954581626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209779836753113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721635582749815,0.0,0.18193331130413146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304193094171146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853966761598438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241334275057605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956025501948237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205718342180932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777543353278345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lord_dembo,2019/04/17,Anyone else cant fall asleep because their brain is racing with thoughts always? Wondering if I should thank my adhd or just normal over thinking. I have nights where my brain is so constantly packed with thoughts that I have to watch youtube or netflix to distract myself untill I cant physically stay up. It became worse the post week or so. Wondering if anyone else is dealing with this.,5.241666666666667,7.539602055555558,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,70.1111111111111,7.022222222222222,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.9155666666666664,316,12,54,4,6,95,51,72,0.075,0.89,0.035,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,8,3,3,0,0,16,14,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,8,11,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,7,4,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007033943925435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544393913342954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444422909862788,0.3581974906499586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655377342437848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902593888404736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889194288364974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802065850674121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203858371576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403382663245658,0.17126257225948546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740586378304995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630884891064006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609283010182253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200196050222494,0.0,0.2775363580270284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140210484257164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791167369299287,0.0,0.0,0.1781316463601437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eli28eli,2019/04/17,"Journey to finding right dose/medication for add/adhd Writing this to see if anyone else has had some similar experiences. Or to possibly help someone in the same boat. I’ve always had problems being on time, remembering things. Basically I always felt like my life was like a chaotic wall of sticky notes that I never remembered to look at. I would succeed in school/work however it always seemed like I just barely got it done in time or through enough stuff together to make it work out. Kind of like using duct tape to solve problems. Anyways, about two weeks ago I finally got diagnosed with add. I knew stimulants would help but I was also very scared because I didn’t want to fall into becoming addicted with it. I got prescribed 10-15 mg adderall IR twice a day. The first few days were horrible. Trying to gage when and how much to take because my doctor told me different ways to take it that might work and we would discuss using maybe an XR since my work days are long and I also am in school. I was scared so I would only take 5mg every few hours. It was horrible. I felt energized enough but with no real organized focus for the energy. I started to worry maybe I didn’t really have add and stimulants weren’t the solution. I did a ton of research and I felt like the medicine was wearing off so quick and the feeling after just made me feel like an anxious mess instead of a regular mess. I took three days off. And the past two days I decided to just take 20mg at like 9am. Normally I would’ve already taken second dose by 2pm but instead I feel so much more focused, not speedy at all. Just calm and focused. I also don’t feel need to take second dose. I’ve read so much about IR not lasting long and it being a bitch to come down from. I found taking a larger dose (only 20mg) has helped it last longer and actually do what it’s supposed to. I also feel much better in the afternoons and my sleep is not affected at all. Hoping this might help someone else too. Because I started to feel super discouraged. Might be a combo of my body adjusting to medication also. I also wonder if anyone else has experienced this also. I HATE the speedy/high feeling. And that seemed to be the only thing I experienced when taking more frequent but much less. With one large dose in the morning I feel much better. And super relieved to find a little clarity to my mess of a brain sometimes.",3.730293264942013,5.473603646186444,4.954210526315791,81.66661462979485,72.91949152542372,7.934522747546834,27.039696699375558,8.611707548084741,2.04555,1899,69,359,35,38,628,229,472,0.11199999999999999,0.723,0.16399999999999998,0.9613,3,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,0,9,25,27,2,2,22,0,33,13,4,8,3,89,75,35,0,12,15,0,11,7,0,7,9,0,0,0,19,23,0,1,22,1,0,4,9,10,0,8,25,15,38,17,54,39,18,50,0,1,2,0,8,19,1,12,33,241,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.05597994548025653,0.06253629558695302,0.0689415582525752,0.0,0.05085059356344472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330368189844941,0.3211232764533548,0.1431967763133576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480609910542558,0.0,0.08022185563372503,0.11755440217542608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049074780929658,0.0633551134702715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146932618525968,0.0,0.06371956076881348,0.0,0.06403828941576971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941485082586532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849783320617932,0.0,0.0,0.058224247174686376,0.0,0.05993419458436185,0.0,0.05871548779034466,0.0,0.058704291233665315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437632396247564,0.0,0.0,0.11854671792747218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048332469779663836,0.0,0.0,0.05611395791474447,0.0,0.0,0.2320436600944873,0.040981553172677716,0.16523813048489233,0.06284053160980255,0.10486110492797517,0.048794622681434655,0.0,0.06289773965760631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764004468530047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056636041439590924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380214756326793,0.06060925092390116,0.0,0.05697636876512861,0.056492950002826774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973679910702119,0.0,0.09352023020061236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04051858185663531,0.19617942126991686,0.05749478027903308,0.0,0.10153240425527008,0.048172135458972684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054280131101352304,0.03829156959507373,0.0,0.11526166557083492,0.0,0.06371956076881348,0.057789182246061416,0.0,0.1825655353959625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530191647866058,0.04253540579953787,0.04424340901334296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056205500659589416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038871995064035485,0.13088595676056952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476136439093147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467039570118195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978107709673812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738050377633867,0.06529390603018356,0.03674947510101922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299666794065419,0.048989379481416066,0.0,0.0,0.11486470475945823,0.11611284465630428,0.04571246198945484,0.10444584662451732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745290424774033,0.0,0.05740640830056079,0.0,0.09721032279191684,0.0,0.05673543203681996,0.0,0.08120645619711449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566917764655741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019192805908509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622148745032778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689996230763348,0.0,0.0,0.05481469671035535,0.06373460350919054,0.0389470558824986,0.0,0.11207450000099806,0.0,0.0,0.09908984874651217,0.0,0.047332116245111085,0.03383535147823684,0.04553365100242631,0.0460147267521898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220987378167887,0.1670495546088027,0.05825692175042173,0.0,0.2037521795446921,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,schatzonme,2019/04/17,"How do you know your medication is working? I’be been diagnosed for 5 years now, and I’ve never truly felt like my medication (currently Ritalin la 10 mg) has ever truly helped me. When I take my medication, I still find myself getting distracted by things for hours on end. I’ve tried doubling the dosage, and the same thing happened. My heart rate increased, and I was less hungry, but I basically got distracted all over again. I’ve read a few other people’s accounts and most of them describe themselves as being able to more easily begin and continue tasks. In y’alls experience, is this the case? Does anyone else have similar problems with their medication? How do you all know your medication is working?",6.584806201550387,8.161284379844961,7.1054263565891445,69.64945736434112,65.66666666666667,10.38449612403101,32.93798449612403,10.504223727775694,3.8271147286821705,571,24,93,15,9,187,97,129,0.109,0.851,0.039,-0.8009999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,2,2,7,4,0,2,4,0,10,8,1,2,4,20,18,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,16,1,10,13,9,16,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,13,66,20,3,0.14193168818695148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924193645644018,0.1454257872584533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405767587119034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242053767931696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856571320375615,0.0,0.12570934817668247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838533770759655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883642560253362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627667852041686,0.0,0.12972299169354176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415344906328328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351573674957224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550972312712275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681897338759722,0.0951338188001294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977412290274782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600388798646833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934065360165477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7149062193872071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094664677408084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839756172266796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580945730173147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419700969174778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334682952673525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671496590005146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885862139289818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636229963824072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665591879669706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913993537792102 adhd,Feunyr-is-not-me,2019/04/17,"I have really a hard time not beating myself up for every little mistake I make and I don't know how to stop. It's the same for everything, whether it's really my fault or not. I just feel like shit and can't help but hyperfocus on the event and I replay it again and again in my head. I just start to feel depressed and think that I will always be a goid for nothing. I KNOW that it's bad and that I'm just wasting my time and energy for something that doesn't matter but... I can't help it",1.4616407061266867,2.8670195046729,3.3831152647975067,91.98273104880579,78.25233644859813,6.6247144340602295,20.30010384215992,7.3871296695380915,0.3574951194184841,385,9,90,5,9,130,61,107,0.268,0.691,0.040999999999999995,-0.9654,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,4,0,7,2,2,2,0,27,15,12,0,1,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,3,13,1,9,13,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,8,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134130865073054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920031482452431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806024337790595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374733683372944,0.0,0.2066690799779571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254471257836645,0.16428017899174302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599486464341174,0.0,0.2360005757603165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082685058878309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252754940718388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234458971933274,0.2304757156355804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349701072694785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206484018979154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946306267119729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360459067766168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770308964428545,0.0,0.0,0.16276361102196155,0.0,0.0,0.1922530056027496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473461308984682,0.0,0.0,0.2681776782868764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,captaincashregister,2019/04/17,"Just had a phone interview for a job I forgot I applied to... And it went well! He said he's passing my resume to the higher ups! It was totally unexpected and completely caught me off guard but i think I handled it okay.",1.0726666666666669,3.3858175999999998,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,84.1111111111111,7.155555555555559,24.555555555555557,8.238735603445708,1.8240222222222224,172,7,35,4,5,60,36,45,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.5399,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,6,2,5,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657737115800327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408363623683805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225708159900278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846489298377032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39942212990796977,0.4118118570055115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JapaneseJuiceBox,2019/04/17,"ADHD & Sleep here's what helps. Hello Tribe! Let's get a positive thread going that gives you a solution, and not just a place to ""omg me too"" or complain. If anyone else has anything that's worked for them, or any helpful links please feel free to reply below and I can edit this post to keep them handy for everyone. &#x200B; **Straight to the goods:** (breathing technique that will literally trick your mind and your body into slowing down. yes science.) [click me to get some f\*ing sleep](https://www.byrdie.com/how-to-fall-asleep-fast) &#x200B; &#x200B; **Or read below for my blah blah.** I see many people struggling with sleep and shutting the mind off. I spent my entire childhood and into my 20's sleep deprived and feeling insane from the tornado that is my mind. Medication of course made it worse, I could hear my heart beating through my pillow and out of my chest and that certainly didn't help my anxiety. &#x200B; If you want to own your ADHD, learning how to meditate and breath will be super beneficial for you. This link literally helped me fall asleep right away the first time, it was magical. But.. for many it will take a bit of commitment, patience and practice. It doesn't always work and sometimes the easiest things are hard to remember to do. Mindfulness is your best friend. If you really are struggling, and desperate, you should have no problem stepping out of that miserable comfort zone you're used to and giving it a go. You owe it to yourself. Love yoself! A friend of mine sent me this link years ago and it's stayed with me. Being someone with ADHD not much truly stays with me as far as long term commitment or a cohesive routine but this was a game changer for me.",3.6883851169927127,6.489501455696208,3.6787226697353286,85.74345416187191,77.16455696202532,6.615113156885308,26.03145377828922,7.793537801064563,1.6929337552742618,1364,52,243,22,33,416,188,316,0.085,0.784,0.13,0.9093,1,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,10,2,6,4,16,1,3,13,1,20,11,9,3,3,57,39,26,0,7,12,0,3,2,2,4,1,1,1,0,19,22,0,1,7,2,3,5,5,7,0,1,6,6,32,10,39,25,6,30,0,2,2,1,26,14,0,8,8,158,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614347160183879,0.0,0.06427719759839272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033549687125823,0.3928316816954559,0.3524383386353053,0.049310404676255165,0.0,0.055471209441174056,0.0,0.0,0.0507018276969093,0.07429674864820719,0.05967090489304304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681270767876416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609649711389008,0.0,0.07916393525973314,0.08054409027319848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789464767320729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057417434873018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928798357784205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332813221117322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167836762653368,0.0,0.0,0.11204463307657528,0.0,0.07576868271183652,0.13911955315249033,0.08242007701118446,0.06081932697433879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495619058336767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172589314838258,0.08592664766382829,0.19441210686453256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445168119142677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414806914407145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417052342578188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544459005358495,0.068612271125512,0.0,0.1470308524008494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304785305298585,0.0,0.0,0.2928643601179586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053304401881031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027044411259025,0.0,0.07575923501056132,0.07959601063883633,0.0,0.0,0.06944611120059344,0.0,0.0,0.06938385071461697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253126701314341,0.0,0.04645281612609379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214155772831203,0.061924548062960987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057782392418668976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902560454988872,0.0,0.06143888093364764,0.0,0.07171587036267067,0.0,0.0,0.15457552975408864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160982924421534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451973235247007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048173514474078055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422821229334091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262677917345973,0.0,0.0,0.042769246539162135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557868136698037,0.0,0.07389556041778182,0.0,0.0,0.3524383386353053,0.04669512156240928 adhd,PoisonIvy2016,2019/04/17,"Going into walk in clinic today, advice needed Ive been diagnosed with ADHD as a teenager (Im late 30s now) and I took meds then for a while, they were the reason I managed to actually finish school. Then I was off it, then on it again mid 20s and then off again. My job normally involves lots of multitasking, chaos and changing tasks every few minutes, I seem to thrive in that kind of environment as it exhausts my brain for some reason. But for a while now Ive been in a job which is slow paced and it requires a lot of attention to detail and focus. And I feel like my ADHD is getting worse. This morning I spent 30 minutes (!!) looking for my phone which was on my kitchen bar in full view. I make tons of stupid mistakes at work and Im starting to worry people will get fed up. My family dr prescribed me Ritalin last year but it made me feel apathetic and too zoned out. Now my dr is on maternity leave so I have to go to a walk in clinic and see one of the docs there. I dont remember what other meds I took when I was younger and not sure what to ask for. Or should I wait and make an appointment with a psychiatrist (my health insurance covers psych visits). What drugs to ask for if any? Thanks.",2.4247038327526127,4.14117591869919,4.040360046457607,86.9596341463415,76.39837398373984,6.962137049941927,23.502903600464567,7.793537801064563,1.081880603948897,940,29,198,14,21,314,147,246,0.08,0.8959999999999999,0.024,-0.8547,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,9,7,1,0,10,0,15,13,1,5,1,40,37,25,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,2,9,0,1,0,13,15,3,2,7,1,1,7,2,3,0,1,11,5,25,4,37,24,6,42,0,0,3,0,6,16,0,6,20,136,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.11652441558589617,0.0,0.2870090249657574,0.11668354724557035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120113913526793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232596346879004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329816928679958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631721575941254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121196016122451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994460501032208,0.0,0.1384746959437914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060589996259693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256668703564487,0.0,0.12075195702208535,0.08530468353051204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477089546057755,0.0,0.13572397519072546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269245019672189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579610044754159,0.0,0.2369868756979945,0.0,0.0,0.12434445130663302,0.0,0.09733298305397793,0.1346967689238667,0.1264352149662826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833643310587445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002721578902062,0.0,0.0,0.2030318340690121,0.0,0.11298618639672744,0.15941075792959816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265269446630478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853908770325901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699391739102755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091355696464711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278206909025426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455414266898019,0.0,0.0,0.13526532790951035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084668223161872,0.09515225269721554,0.108704029040082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451718529725764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254007866947777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993430792735216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318427065621528,0.0,0.2653320707190229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693002269687895,0.1212640295120571,0.12168636056341925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689446249369948 adhd,fenristocrat,2019/04/17,"ADHD filmmakers? i’m feeling a little lost in life and don’t know what to do. i’m still on a big waitlist for therapy and stuff so in the mean time, i only have reddit to turn to... i graduated from college with a film degree almost a year ago and without question this has been the hardest time of my life. i’ve only had one job since graduating but i could only stay for 4 months bc it would give me panic attacks. now i’m unemployed again and aside from the consistent rejections from jobs that have completely crushed my confidence, i’ve been really struggling to actually do the one thing i love; film. i’ve always struggled, as i have with everything else, but it’s been especially hard since graduating. school was hard but it was my favorite thing and it gave me a routine. i had so many ideas for filmmaking after college, but since entering the real world, i’ve lost that passion and feel completely directionless. i’ve found it extremely difficult to cope with the responsibilities of life and as someone who wants to be a filmmaker, it’s especially hard to actually make the things i want to. i help my friends with their webseries and that’s something i’ve been doing, but i’ve done nothing for myself. i know that i need to get adderall again to help me focus on projects, but my self-esteem is the real issue. i have no faith in myself to do the things that i dream of doing, and i’ve been too anxious to put myself out there to network. i know there’s no exact blueprint to becoming a filmmaker and it’s a very rough industry to want to be in, but i love film so much. i feel like i’ve already given up on myself before i’ve even started, and i don’t even know how to start.. is there anyone in the film industry or who wants to be that also struggles with ADHD? is there anything you’ve done that’s been helpful to get you to where you are now? TD;LR im struggling with life and pursuing filmmaking after college, seeking advice/support",4.71677509115333,5.847049489637308,5.79021876799079,79.01286029552871,69.64766839378238,8.827326808673961,30.35847246209941,9.150863307647796,2.5949262329687204,1557,62,296,30,27,517,176,386,0.129,0.74,0.131,0.5846,4,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,2,18,16,1,5,18,0,33,7,0,2,1,52,63,27,0,7,9,0,7,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,23,19,0,0,11,5,0,2,5,10,0,2,17,7,31,6,51,41,1,31,1,3,0,3,14,14,0,3,15,199,54,11,0.0,0.0,0.15749972579577973,0.0,0.19396725787351748,0.0,0.07153414025402946,0.0,0.08080765260464727,0.0,0.0890525388630957,0.06453437100700336,0.06714741862972982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911660662709874,0.0,0.05642610115437013,0.0,0.0664077937307355,0.0,0.0,0.09180592306280186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912489029528925,0.06866827729786965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692211848243564,0.0,0.0,0.06443099577067417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516467983340222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741304296910493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660088200299153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252639447779807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241039801394307,0.057650854533775525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848147907486974,0.06234727708019602,0.0,0.0843230224478097,0.07741312626498978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686937613196194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622710320200307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109851522978266,0.08716797090677604,0.08422801951493747,0.1601611462797606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739861752623529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279982760720857,0.03942509461163589,0.08088085876959322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618337158722064,0.0,0.1456666643437383,0.0,0.053866716551565434,0.08181537162702053,0.0,0.08790406488012029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441258286307668,0.0,0.059322507868796226,0.05983673878712693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743215888245482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936646170689404,0.18412399407908028,0.0,0.0946820231054026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811240423711681,0.09040052216241512,0.0,0.0,0.18370457862479134,0.05169737306720612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167094947058211,0.0,0.0,0.08418588695657453,0.0,0.0,0.20026330884517626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837537556036924,0.06212546468751934,0.0,0.0,0.11423729046327324,0.08601361010134001,0.06444573631642059,0.0,0.0,0.3374533798690797,0.09238020315878076,0.0,0.09157543145822622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228549557901893,0.0,0.21444935807247373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411161112077583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777653602259901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658451759807615,0.19039170311109466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779024489332606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732573001504542,0.0,0.0,0.05196703496463364 adhd,Holigram,2019/04/17,"Please. Any med advice greatly appreciated. Love this sub To keep it short, I was diagnosed in 1st grade, and I’m 25 now. I was never hyperactive (still not) but apparently I never paid attention to the teachers. I was put on metadate up until about 8th grade. It never really made me into a great student from what I remember, it just mailed me throw out my lunch. Finished high school with no meds and surprisingly slightly better grades. Then after high school bounced around with different stims and ssris. Nothing really helped my motivation/focus. Stims usually just made me anxious, socially awkward, and extreme appetite suppression. Vyvanse and adderall in particular gave me depression and emotionless moods. I currently have a degree and work at a bank full time, as well as go to school part time. However I tend to struggle maintaining focus on work in front of me, and prefer to work on what I find intellectually stimulating. Task saliency is somewhat fun an issue. I’m currently on 60 mg Cymbalta and 18mg concerta during the work week (still having issues with this low dose). I need to be on Cymbalta for chronic back pain due to scoliosis, however being that it’s an SNRI I have to be careful what meds I combine due to serotonin syndrome. I’m also working if I was misdiagnosed to begin with due to my lack of positive response to many stims, and lack of behavior issues. Idk why I have issues focusing on certain tasks. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciative. THANK YOU ALL",5.460120772946862,7.920355314814818,6.426038647342995,69.89978260869569,69.92592592592592,9.732689210950083,33.22061191626409,10.074871250255047,4.021597423510468,1205,58,189,34,23,399,168,270,0.099,0.731,0.17,0.9735,6,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,6,10,17,0,2,7,0,14,6,0,3,5,41,29,17,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,17,1,2,4,0,2,4,5,5,1,0,8,0,22,11,40,16,6,44,0,2,0,1,7,19,0,2,21,125,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931024361309755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619204497600067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958165994376275,0.0,0.0,0.1076345660957992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481568628647541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326123046246956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426372707772793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714005612401727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206093077445281,0.09670295955797256,0.0,0.09954296150266058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708038043524019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541474485046405,0.0,0.0,0.3151258091216513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386137896775708,0.20132828590632934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977728426562114,0.0,0.08468553330462691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599015430070328,0.18030458365385613,0.0,0.0965947351382362,0.0,0.0,0.31748989847432235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064581899142121,0.22044777563311727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914197262652577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138019810018037,0.0,0.0,0.10317443681921408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458424800200923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577852218174178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207226978163922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079289398523898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927267244705823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712170795506228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521747981211231,0.0,0.0,0.0996029816944297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771718141948973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111220261990126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493286372543416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642452201808371,0.0,0.0856644112540622,0.0,0.08597161527702632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468096864147945,0.0,0.0,0.06768121438906435,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VYONRI,2019/04/17,ADD/ADHD - Let's talk about advantages! ADHD on the positive perspective. Will be glad to hear situations where it became an advantage in the life of you guys!,2.8215517241379287,5.867884172413793,4.734051724137935,74.0348706896552,86.58620689655174,9.796551724137933,24.49137931034483,9.516144504307137,3.5416827586206905,127,5,21,5,4,43,27,29,0.0,0.6629999999999999,0.337,0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7093385310394799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29220891737573434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326145387842397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017737080623797,0.2084475029465629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317201143857951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372011781751954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vidyagoblin,2019/04/17,"Think I may have ADHD, where to start? Quick backstory. Diagnosed with ADD as a kid (3rdish grade) due to my behavior in school. Put on meds for a few months. Went to see my pediatrician and she told my parents ""he's just being a kid he doesn't need to be on meds"" so that was that. IDK if that was a good choice but I haven't been medicated since. I am unable to recall if the meds helped or not since it was so long ago. &#x200B; Now I'm 30 with an office job that requires a lot of slow, tedious fine detail work be done very accurately. Frequently I find my mind wandering. I can be in the middle of typing an email and my brain will fuck off and think about the book I'm reading or what type of pencil I should buy for drawing for 5 minutes. I find it incredibly hard to stay on task, especially during the more boring parts of work I'm very familiar with. Sometimes I find myself opening up reddit almost reflexively every 10-15 minutes, without even thinking about it. I always thought this was a ""sit down and control your brain"" thing but I recently remembered my childhood diagnosis and how my current situation at work as well as a few other things in my life remind me of some of the symptoms ADHD entails. &#x200B; I would like to figure this out but I don't know where to start. Do I go see a psychiatrist? A doctor? What is the process involved and what should I expect? If I have ADHD I would love to start being able to do something about it. &#x200B; Much appreciated!",2.8090985561833004,4.930884867796614,4.1911111111111135,84.47467671060895,76.59322033898306,6.811048336472068,24.824231010671692,7.793537801064563,1.3634419334588819,1176,41,232,18,27,388,172,295,0.040999999999999995,0.883,0.076,0.8958,3,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,5,13,7,1,0,17,0,27,9,2,2,0,47,46,20,0,9,11,1,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,16,12,0,2,10,2,1,3,5,2,1,0,9,3,28,5,40,26,7,34,0,0,2,2,12,15,1,9,15,160,44,13,0.08586078868650203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095639481636481,0.0,0.07611040862703904,0.0,0.08597717730430232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714430543515439,0.27909038600869895,0.3129907685572301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169807208365053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630017540296266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871468931613963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788215545376858,0.0,0.08786539705540262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056710241155050675,0.0,0.07234141761382881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354256160803708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937691559835455,0.0,0.0,0.04879666487319085,0.07201595591271036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691440188549169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057550676788813336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520358423431884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718684400849085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064601425446438,0.04194724435626747,0.0,0.0,0.07598409610610289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299577213040455,0.07749271401857066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286115940904347,0.08649571158854748,0.0,0.0,0.08669492041385883,0.0,0.06853326236986018,0.0,0.06311755895354443,0.06366468687293816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533824489707662,0.09297886707470476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631380753889797,0.0,0.0,0.08588402383530891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477717050519325,0.0,0.09726353602135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689570203947647,0.1368398642987132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204986332476593,0.09651112390965297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609982990947368,0.08491851546563241,0.0,0.18231812446608067,0.0915161765983626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924223495409869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408418564017615,0.1650483794508443,0.0,0.06816387547391846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204366307321702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168828547117074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719916049535422,0.07959381131481971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276673634439853,0.0,0.1875230302824939,0.0,0.0,0.1219860816330327,0.0,0.3129907685572301,0.0 adhd,catharine19,2019/04/17,"ADHD and anger issues in a relationship My boyfriend of 1 year has ADHD (diagnosed when he was a child and taking medication for it) he has a lot of anger and impulsive issues. Sometimes his anger issues are really scary, one day he asked me to cut his hair I didn’t want to and i insisted that I would pay for the haircut, but at the end I cut his hair and it was a shorter than what he expected, he began to throw stuff all over the bathroom,yelling and telling me that i did it on purpose. Same thing happened when he got a parking ticket he threw a stone,his coffee ,slammed and punched the door. When he doesn’t sleep he would curse yell throw the pillows and the covers, I will usually wake up and freeze. He can also be really mean,impulsive in his words and actions. He will say mean things and when I confront him about it he will say that I take things too personally thaT I change the words and he doesn’t remember saying that,or he will throw a tantrum and say that I always criticize him or it’s me looking for a fight again. Usually this is how I approach him when he said something hurtful : hey Babe, please I need to talk to you about something I’m not criticizing you it’s how I feel about this (x thing you said) it hurt me a little bit and I’d appreciate if you were nicer with your words, I know you didn’t mean to hurt me. I don’t know what to do anymore, I discussed therapy with him but he doesn’t see why.Lately he had a huge anger issue and he slammed the door at me, he didn’t see my hand and I went to the hospital I had a fracture.it was an accident and he felt really bad but said I had a fracture because it’s a door and my hand was there. Sometimes I see that he is trying that’s why I’m still with him but I don’t want to live my entire life like that always scared.I started to have panic attacks lately (The triggers are when i remember him throwing stuff and yelling) and generalized anxiety (I'm seeing a psychologist and taking medication). Will it get better ? Is it just his ADHD ? Please if ou had an ADHD partner or close family member could you share your story ? was it like this ?",3.6790255839822015,4.6774151747126504,4.774994438264741,85.82122358175752,71.9655172413793,8.003707823507602,26.905821282906928,8.360895534625662,1.6288257322951432,1671,56,355,26,31,549,190,435,0.157,0.746,0.098,-0.9833,0,0,2,0,3,0,38.0,0,8,0,1,17,19,10,1,26,0,38,10,6,3,1,60,69,38,0,9,10,0,7,2,1,7,4,9,4,4,30,25,0,0,8,1,1,8,9,15,0,1,22,21,51,4,29,38,4,34,0,3,5,0,59,10,0,5,18,222,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619584560526026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021315542660453,0.12530246723899838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057600249970108375,0.0,0.07467212380138785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039039336841578,0.08565860685096764,0.0,0.0,0.06286794096485412,0.045898958675243545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665920556004814,0.08220232631512629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965182348289469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060116702186645374,0.0,0.0,0.04855886142794817,0.0,0.0,0.07642254957077138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668876777612343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709811551174039,0.0,0.03807126965280872,0.0,0.07229473304066691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933838028838948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602200609328429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658286675312493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418136452315991,0.0,0.0,0.31435247612641204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276001116066338,0.0,0.0849357167788954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053182883089681575,0.07357038776441785,0.07546508386364002,0.06648661175289394,0.0,0.06322859613792993,0.0,0.0,0.06401287311254036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605405020601864,0.0,0.1517030055057215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583007623053166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102164671675779,0.0,0.0,0.08834212349776024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574443984200178,0.0,0.16530197035932306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470716508440265,0.0,0.0,0.08083834436651896,0.17058846582757034,0.0,0.214867545433485,0.23950951410494775,0.0,0.0,0.2400005538524118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534909074679981,0.0,0.0,0.1159310985079154,0.14893679446792632,0.0,0.053293985970923656,0.0,0.06013045570679676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238886640848547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983676271576248,0.060519038843368185,0.06581089861439507,0.0,0.08610606723535989,0.0,0.20008984866920188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051120168198754964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585297939826812,0.0,0.08882154604187735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979895404266609,0.06794176786542992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697440875235023,0.0,0.0,0.04848732705623959 adhd,eggsperience,2019/04/17,"How does one build confidence / self soothe when faced with a anxiety-inducing, do-or-die situation? I'll try to keep this brief! &#x200B; A bit about myself: * **I'm a:** 1st year medical student * **Dealing with:** ADHD / anxiety, *major* insomnia due to meds + mental health * **Medicated for:** ADHD, anxiety, and insomnia &#x200B; My situation: * **I sleep through mandatory labs:** Due to insomnia, I often can't fall asleep till 6am, and sleep through countless alarms / phone calls (I enlisted my mom to call me). Medication has helped regulate my sleep, but often when I take a dose, I will be in such deep sleep that I again sleep through countless alarms / phone calls. * **I'm not sure I will get excused absences:** My situation sounds like I'm not ""trying hard enough."" Despite doctors notes, I'm not sure my school will give me excused absences, meaning I will not be allowed to continue at the school. The dean herself told me this. Despite not being academically poor performing, they are willing to penalize me for attendance. &#x200B; * **My problem:** Facing this issue sends me into panic attacks. My parents are not supportive, so I have to handle this alone, amidst regular classes + exams. I have to somehow convince the unnecessarily uptight administration to let me stay. * **What I already know:** The usual tips on managing executive dysfunction (breaking up tasks into small bits, prioritizing tasks, etc.) and positive cognitive framing for self soothing (accepting you can't do everything perfectly, sh\*t happens, etc.) &#x200B; **What I need advice on:** * **My current mindset:** Admin, no matter how stupid their logic is, is still authority. What they say goes. This makes me feel like I've already lost. Also, I feel like I've done something wrong, and because of this, I have no valid argument with which to defend myself. * **\^** ***This can't work*****.** I have to abandon this ""acceptance"" mindset and fight for myself in this situation. I just don't know how. \>> **Are there any mindsets // cognitive framings // coping strategies that can help you get off your anxiety ridden, executive dysfunctional ass, discard this idea of ""accepting your fate,"" believe it's your right to fight for yourself, and face do-or-die issues with courage??** Bc if not, I'm screwed.",2.0271739130434767,3.474914759590796,3.1369460358056247,79.53642672634274,120.07416879795393,6.065278772378518,27.95092071611253,6.918507183188421,2.774480900255754,1785,94,275,44,100,570,225,391,0.18,0.722,0.099,-0.9894,3,1,1,0,2,0,178.0,0,5,3,4,16,25,5,4,8,0,26,20,10,5,3,49,47,16,0,3,10,2,3,3,0,5,9,2,0,2,17,12,0,3,10,0,1,5,13,13,0,1,3,5,43,12,37,35,6,30,0,2,0,2,29,12,2,4,14,167,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117197995494267,0.0655244842561254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944781856087205,0.1479917194884386,0.053623134462868816,0.0,0.2906123298029018,0.3259122528655729,0.045599083062246366,0.0,0.15388859431259427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628371176578402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040875553113112036,0.0,0.0,0.0755470014666747,0.0,0.0,0.1464114068072584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054091801295685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912982621383416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863270617209052,0.05867948921933022,0.06861961848409485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928480342557786,0.14956607872929395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026389569626368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780912899517916,0.0958069157977367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006599274894472,0.06432439666062759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929571356176696,0.0,0.0600672971407265,0.0,0.0,0.07127536595510311,0.0,0.0,0.08988989106279817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569590987420043,0.0,0.13997410513230188,0.0,0.059600759382218226,0.0,0.0,0.07370235250378457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856735380705205,0.0,0.09827772936726936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731974642142081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475912819239178,0.0,0.0,0.07304156556182903,0.07448198177755394,0.2026498347002513,0.06757475510420306,0.0,0.0,0.07853294405994396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971976079930275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543758922823112,0.0,0.0,0.07867353128221359,0.07445563567709781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416171176623564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726382959648973,0.0,0.05332410662168744,0.0,0.13572464523427138,0.0,0.0,0.13990408725478615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30148644285876525,0.3355125965533871,0.0,0.0,0.051621517255441035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714707419957714,0.05354948580313866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609219084271839,0.12639537941783394,0.0,0.05041633343700485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407306001897377,0.0,0.0910506560788916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385061082026621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881617878481584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733131250741226,0.3259122528655729,0.043180637853319215 adhd,ashy1293,2019/04/17,"Adhd adderall anxiety- Help plz Hello. I was diagnosed with adhd at 26 and my meds (its been abt a month), adderall 10mg XRs, are helping greatly! But, on some days my meds make me more anxious a couple hours after taking them. I have GAD and anxiety from my adhd, but the meds do help quite a lot. The anxiety feeling comes in like a wave, no big buildup or anything, and lasts for abt an hr. It always happens when my adderall is at its peak. I dont have good coping mechanisms for all my bad habits and anxieties learned from my adhd being untreated for so long. Is there anything you guys do at home to help with the stimulated anxiety from the meds? I just wanna try some stuff that help keep me calm when my anxiety increases from the meds peaking. Im not looking to change up my medication. The adderall, oddly, makes me eat more and more frequently, im no longer fatigued everyday, i have a life again :). I guess i should mention, i may have cyclothymia (which is a mood developmental disorder, basically means i have mild mood swings that dont follow any cyclical pattern and is not managable unless certain skills are learned). I do not take meds for that. But a big symptom of cyclothymia is the constant sense of being overwhelmed, along with having adhd im sure you can imagine..., and being extra sensitive to meds. So im not suprised that its possible i will always get agitated when my meds fully kick in. Thats just who i am, but i need advice on how to cope with it. How does everyone combat that anxiety from adderall, even if you only had anxiety when you started meds? Thanks in advance for any advice :D",3.6708547008547012,5.761223948717955,4.725641025641028,81.76380341880343,73.93589743589743,7.5709401709401725,29.18376068376068,8.401726058763845,2.3069286324786327,1280,55,235,23,27,418,169,312,0.13699999999999998,0.747,0.11599999999999999,-0.6574,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,1,3,13,12,0,1,15,0,29,6,0,5,3,48,45,22,0,4,13,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,14,13,1,1,5,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,3,2,30,7,33,36,9,30,0,2,1,0,14,11,0,7,16,161,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37302562589886346,0.12132288383216246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330695246795156,0.0,0.0,0.0844296955560833,0.0,0.37991311213077933,0.07012993698894864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216903241318584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183214291085245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566979345137791,0.05347429366329661,0.0,0.06708375433629557,0.0,0.0,0.06868760401303027,0.0,0.040034870022683744,0.0,0.0,0.06300738421158689,0.0,0.0,0.07114622524780867,0.0,0.054324463097333804,0.0,0.14550880100407396,0.0,0.0,0.06352080882924876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100162178553531,0.0,0.0,0.059317738290526376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03138826338443547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03243294623135739,0.0,0.0,0.052067685249011834,0.0,0.06844069378735693,0.06838539578880977,0.06146651254800981,0.054894953007790535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804629244521874,0.0,0.062268822089382996,0.0,0.06113386052712407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268217531245708,0.0,0.0,0.055177359188153835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060147070796173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384719388625406,0.030327944530137707,0.0,0.0,0.054936658825700126,0.05212948890605297,0.0,0.0,0.052776094403319464,0.0,0.0,0.08287446397728455,0.0,0.0,0.06762062665719229,0.6205872532104977,0.06253657858600932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049549690605884635,0.0,0.0,0.046029700440204616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721275737450112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998308551477936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602709231588218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393879383894802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071063917656534,0.0,0.0,0.058507335494969726,0.06452232066655482,0.09334915084431976,0.0,0.0,0.05715264741553205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214656664492892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Carlsontrill,2019/04/17,Why do so many people switch off Concerta/Ritalin? I see so many posters here tell their story starts with Methylphenidate ER but there’s an overwhelming majority that just switches to Vyvanse or Adderall at the end. Sometimes the Vyvanse praise feels like Shire-shilling and I’m just curious why methylphenidate is so ineffective for so many users here,7.29344262295082,10.016572114754103,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,65.55737704918033,8.814426229508197,36.790163934426225,9.3871,3.684348196721311,293,15,48,6,5,82,49,61,0.038,0.7929999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.8629,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,9,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,5,6,1,4,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078777299272192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203344792943396,0.17001951648924624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626949119177507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7238510185793278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499173056154845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896465624968488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537738264980315,0.0,0.16844996528393452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801303158198076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294964330311079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stevemeetswest,2019/04/17,"Mourning meaningful tasks I am just needing to vent a bit. I am 48 diagnosed around 2005 with severe ADD. One of the things that truly saddens me about this thing that medicine can do absolutely nothing about is when a meaningful task fades into a mundane task. As bad as my memory is, when I have a fleeting thought to do something meaningful that I had forgotten until then, such as writing a friend or loved one, sending words of encouragement, giving to someone in need I seem to have the 'juice' in that moment to act. I feel wonderful about being able to do one of the above and give of myself to someone else. To encourage or to share or enlighten. Extra points if I actually record that intent somewhere that I will see it later. Often, this occurs rather spur of the moment when I cannot act on it at that very moment. Driving, in the middle of a conversation are common times a meaningful task comes to mind. For me, moments later I have forgotten the task, which is why I typically record it by any means possible. What truly saddens me is when the memory if the task fades away. Sometimes it is immediate because of my 'one thing at a time' working memory. Sometimes it is a matter of minutes. Eventually I stumble across the recorded meaningful task. It is all too often that the desire and the comprehension of the meaningfulness of the task has faded. While the potential impact remains the same, my brain stamps the task as MUNDANE. At that moment the task becomes one of all the things I have forgotten but I should/need to do. So frustrating to be wired this way. God bless",5.997986577181204,7.1535116510067125,6.4954966442953035,75.03163422818794,66.71812080536913,9.584161073825504,32.014093959731554,9.766711354998122,3.1640987919463086,1264,51,221,27,20,411,153,298,0.062,0.813,0.125,0.9226,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,15,9,1,0,27,0,25,3,1,1,2,40,37,20,1,6,8,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,24,7,0,0,12,0,0,5,1,3,0,5,2,2,21,6,45,32,5,39,1,1,1,1,10,13,0,9,20,172,45,1,0.13062690260228413,0.0,0.1274730137825931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883077315691014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628563782762692,0.0,0.0,0.12272827496953301,0.0,0.10906800738354043,0.07962894739127703,0.14426715108970595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261074557053766,0.0,0.0,0.14582282421459564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252351009544867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258355646662007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912201544616933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604888685498139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009220209164826,0.0,0.0,0.2506184556568944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789587961334255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229099152259966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189593408421882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371638622424164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534003607393696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44258084927059305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234846453054114,0.1472622056313003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409272905192793,0.1189178261257632,0.0,0.1475712184710072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213595013491884,0.1005629714762888,0.2583866935898196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471308389791899,0.0,0.0,0.10370316949960133,0.15233919476223184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778087500282246,0.0,0.10368555510385744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117870461883588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165930370157606,0.09509794085336418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HIJKElemenohpee,2019/04/17,"Feeling frustrated This ended up being longer than I thought, so sorry about that. The TL;DR is that the diagnosis process is looking a little bleak. I just got home from my first round of diagnosis. This round was with a counsellor and then I scheduled an appointment for a proper diagnosis from a psychiatrist. I made a list of my ADHD symptoms, examples of what I mean and how they affect my life as suggested by a couple members of this sub, but before I finished going through it the counsellor essentially said that while it is apparent that I have trouble with attention that he can't give me an ADHD diagnosis as an adult as it isn't covered by the insurance I'm getting through the clinic. So the rest of the appointment ended up being focused on seeing if I can be diagnosed for depression. I guess I'll go to the second diagnosis appointment since it's free, but I'm feeling a little discouraged. I've had periods of time that have had the symptoms of depression, but the times I can think of a bout of it, it's been triggered by being overwhelmed/feeling inadequate due to the ADHD. For example, I've found myself unable to concentrate on homework/school related tasks and fallen behind, start to feel guilty and inadequate and then start to withdraw and show depressive symptoms. It just feels like treating the symptom and not the cause I guess if that makes sense. Maybe I'll talk to the psychiatrist and express this to him and ask if maybe I can be treated for ADHD if I pay out of pocket? I don't know if I'll be able to afford that though, as I only work part time for now and once I graduate I'll have to start paying back student debt. It's also hard not to be frustrated with my parents, as I feel as though this might have been easier if I had been diagnosed as a kid. My parents are only now coming around to the idea of mental health treatment as I am learning about it and dispelling some of their misconceptions. As I mentioned in another post, my mom recognized that I had ADHD but essentially wrote off treatment as she was worried about my fertility, and also thought I could just ""work harder"" and be fine. I feel like I've lost a lot of time not being treated for ADHD, and that I could have been doing better in school and at work. I'm behind my peers and struggling with bare minimum things. People that started my initial degree program have already started their careers and I've changed course so many times. I just am starting to feel like this is hopeless I guess.",8.233785516285515,7.244697841995842,8.368453742203744,70.76131540194044,62.26403326403327,11.343069993069994,37.921084546084536,10.504223727775694,3.977068537768537,2006,86,357,40,24,658,217,481,0.127,0.8109999999999999,0.062,-0.986,5,0,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,3,6,19,19,2,1,28,0,42,9,0,6,0,73,81,48,0,8,17,3,10,3,0,1,9,1,1,2,28,24,0,1,16,1,4,4,6,10,0,2,18,13,42,10,68,51,4,41,0,6,4,0,19,12,0,12,27,262,70,11,0.06723472413799705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848184363609074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741951899836074,0.10753516920383893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050147056228104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985315907210999,0.06285539104842275,0.0,0.0,0.05169935271027705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057211798170010784,0.0,0.0,0.059463649728155675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906858234686493,0.07112542313172708,0.05791676147555173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736291256978978,0.07439394343380236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372750814015148,0.1364836594404847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910001852572495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719671736127533,0.1440975010749546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718982200490555,0.0,0.07371940467731129,0.0,0.0,0.03512736835120113,0.06449767388761272,0.07642208630489902,0.0,0.05377375090209524,0.0,0.2221998862434825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022910658195532,0.0,0.0,0.07146736772124809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744191029473492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589981971304928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369504460463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474898740256851,0.0985424701701874,0.13477371356414306,0.0,0.0,0.056460234777941015,0.0,0.07339464373364142,0.05716055812563711,0.0,0.06361912164699221,0.04487970044830221,0.06816545736869305,0.13509263471552654,0.0732383251210672,0.0,0.0,0.06775678815521531,0.07132541729506275,0.0,0.07874449630885941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160278690294983,0.0,0.10227007483930196,0.0,0.0,0.1493124089241789,0.07280865426541372,0.0,0.046612092076019816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439228032984212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395561925214077,0.0,0.0,0.13609026063652405,0.05357737022890465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055617258591419534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526376908454735,0.2855345028006018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028833189272655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795304883818482,0.0,0.05404072445603676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466776317436237,0.04308129640845594,0.1321155501924841,0.10675372154801023,0.1960255416609749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468430398024847,0.06828012601331115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joskojuri,2019/04/17,"Do you experience shortness of breath with ritalin? I am on a low dose of Ritalin, 10 mg a day I sometimes feel tired as hell after a few steps or a small run I feel like am not breathing enough and my heart rate goes sky high I am doing a lot better with Ritalin and didn’t notice any other issue",1.3142857142857167,3.2208063809523857,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,80.42857142857143,6.73968253968254,21.61111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9550444444444444,234,7,50,4,6,81,48,63,0.152,0.762,0.086,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,0,6,8,3,0,0,9,8,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,2,7,7,3,10,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,2,3,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587627638126944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174142899563175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627761218874574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28242675961213065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26737278905635725,0.0,0.0,0.27641144417477564,0.19526963662566926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239017285406441,0.0,0.28879204148745263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852893490892805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353703012739365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323785214437756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31119220794739433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703340000548424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141568577907699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CherryDarlingxx,2019/04/17,"Overthinking a recent med change Hello, I recently was switched from concerta to adderall. I was feeling like the concerta wasn't working very well for me, and my doctor recommended trying adderall because she's read alot of research on how this class of adhd meds can be more effective for adults etc. Now that I've started the adderall, I find myself searching for signs like ""oh this one is working, is this a side effect, do I feel weird or normal "". I know overthinking and trying to pinpoint if it's working or not and if I feel ""different"" is getting me anywhere because I think its just my OCD finding something new to ruminate about. &#x200B; I guess I'm just looking for some insight on what kind of things I should be looking out for to know if this change is right for me or helpful. If anyone has changed meds before and had any like obvious changes that helped them determine how things were going on the new meds I'd love to hear those. &#x200B; I tend to freak myself out about new meds and just quit them before I really give them a chance. &#x200B; Thanks",7.8140508021390405,7.535524602941179,7.086844919786099,77.28489304812838,62.774509803921575,9.771122994652409,37.17290552584671,9.095868883498916,3.311486274509804,865,38,154,12,11,267,119,204,0.032,0.8390000000000001,0.129,0.9567,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,6,9,9,0,0,7,0,15,2,0,4,1,38,33,14,0,6,11,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,12,7,0,0,11,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,5,6,22,7,23,25,4,15,0,0,2,1,11,7,0,10,10,103,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970608424846354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696729677863754,0.30242944106263825,0.05641806992416482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801005445134026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114763977058186,0.0,0.14119176847718948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510578096432187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667926873220876,0.0,0.08491672542221745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252630668596552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584661546563555,0.05926918823473596,0.0,0.0,0.15165439289943994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334503911865778,0.07958621237350429,0.047150106539393284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139372150979566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350596865980612,0.0,0.11121745918736177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639378736809615,0.09118921254310673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159542330844406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933700131651194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487785756460076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607690959794266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038018750022036,0.0,0.0,0.08128667999439608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621825953746568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088241964788142,0.0829860172696227,0.0,0.0531485848794572,0.0,0.16383302554860807,0.0,0.0,0.07085043218720065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638694064556806,0.0,0.0,0.05872203913237065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638170520462803,0.0,0.0,0.11023461380758262,0.05315970326718659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126536310891978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845363072159506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459420949294181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119539274634225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30242944106263825,0.0 adhd,nopeagogo,2019/04/17,"Journaling Schmournaling. Anyone else here HATE being told (seemingly by everyone at times) that you should journal? Like am I the only one who is completely turned off by the idea? Don't get me wrong, I love *discussing* my feelings and thoughts, but the idea of writing down that stuff in a little book just feels 100% like homework and not therapeutic *at all*. Is there something about journaling that makes it and ADHD incompatible? I often *wish*, I could/wanted to journal bc it would be nice to have a record of where I was mentally/emotionally at a certain point and certainly getting how I feel about something out of my head and into the external world can be helpful, but writing it all down? I'd honestly rather never share another feeling or thought ever again. Anyone feel similarly? Anyone find a way to make journaling less awful or maybe an alternative?",3.917179487179485,7.018460461538467,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102569,79.0,7.825641025641025,29.179487179487186,8.680891452615391,2.9745794871794886,696,32,113,17,18,222,111,156,0.061,0.774,0.165,0.9540000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,11,10,1,0,9,1,12,2,1,3,6,40,29,10,0,4,7,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,11,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,5,10,8,19,20,3,18,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,4,6,82,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684886865649328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700802550040354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940855000696862,0.14364765842613936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699313421551596,0.0,0.0,0.1119353232136793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711600392491428,0.15770194722230627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681556335788974,0.0,0.13396355532532414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35443726275199433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813686177743294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649354179849505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841480344023604,0.14388183184718506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397061253990813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31652907500688504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698564348719747,0.1405135053382962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265326180337898,0.0,0.18716421360675284,0.0,0.1408460088192966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081280154199998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500062891678612,0.10662558986356728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253080182879715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762942962831855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585989433870065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049120109719026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222600375487616,0.08174957939854538,0.0,0.0,0.13396355532532414,0.0,0.0,0.15249329632025918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269139941898596,0.11128128296430367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612188052757199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959141622664207,0.1532826258653993,0.0,0.0 adhd,Queen_Ad-Rock,2019/04/17,"When ADHD is ruining your life; before you give up turn on all the lights, check all the closets and cupboards, look under all the beds, 'cause you never can tell there just might be a gremlin in your house. I look at the so very, very urgent tasks I avoid like **ADHD Gremlins**. When I'm medicated, I'm on top of my caretaker game. I have a cute Gizmo that I carefully tend to every day, easily and happily. No food after midnight, no baths or water parks. Easy peasy. Medicated ADHD Gizmo is easy to live with cause he isn't scary. I don't panic at the overwhelming task of taking care of a cute gremlin. He's just something that needs to be cared for properly, otherwise, there will be bad consequences. But then you miss two appointments with your psychiatrist and they drop you. You can't find a doctor who takes your insurance, is taking new patients, AND prescribes controlled substances. *Essentially a unicorn*. So you go a few weeks without your medicine. Suddenly it becomes so very hard to take care of your unmedicated Gizmo. Because you're having such a hard time fighting the overwhelming and constant state of anxiety, you stop caring for him. You know you can do it, but you just don't. You stand and try to start cleaning up the mess they've made but you get dizzy and overwhelmed. You walk around a ball of anxiety instead. Then it happens. You forget to keep your room clean and he gets wet. Multiplies. Gets wet again. More and more problems to deal with. You're getting more and more anxious and completely stop functioning in your caretaking duties. Around 1 AM after a few days of total shut down, the gremlins find you three-day-old leftover pasta and go to town. And there it is. You let them eat after midnight. You now have many, many gremlins and they're not so cute and fluffy anymore. They're threatening, scary little things that can lead to even more tragic consequences. But you still can't find a doctor. Still no meds. Life stops. Then you finally come across some medication a friend had, you take the Adderall and go home to your gremlins. You aren't afraid. Sure, your house is still destroyed but you can clean it up, that doesn't seem so overwhelming, right? Why couldn't I do this before? Oh, and look! Medicated Gizmo and friends are back to being cute and fluffy. This will be no problem, I'll work on them one by one and get them to where they need to be. Soon, you're back down to your one Gizmo. You sleep great. Your anxiety? Gone. Depression? Don't even remember what that feels like. **What I realized was that Adderall doesn't make me do tasks more efficiently. I am smart, I am able, I am driven. I can be incredibly efficient. We all can.** We all have gremlins. Some people seem to always have their shit together, to always have cute little Gizmos that never turn into monsters. I don't think I'm alone here with my ADHD ruined life. It's not that I can't concentrate on running to the post office, finishing that job application, putting away that laundry. I'm unable to see them as anything other than gremlins with their razor-sharp teeth. ADHD is the reason I fear, and then consequently ignore, the things I need to get done to stay on course in life. I wish doctors knew this. I wish they knew I wasn't chasing an amphetamine high. I just want to wash my dishes and get my oil changed. Is that so much to ask? Well, that's the story. So if your air conditioner goes on the fritz or your washing machine blows up or your video recorder conks out; before you call the repairman, turn on all the lights, check all the closets and cupboards, look under all the beds, 'cause you never can tell there just might be a gremlin in your house.",2.85773042273042,5.479177827635329,3.3555986755986744,87.90108801108805,79.12820512820514,6.3586971586971615,23.161700161700157,7.583973053064352,1.1352858396858392,2913,96,556,45,74,907,315,702,0.121,0.753,0.126,0.7248,1,2,1,0,2,0,111.0,2,41,9,5,35,39,3,8,31,0,57,21,3,8,13,106,114,46,0,10,17,0,5,2,2,4,13,0,10,0,27,35,5,8,13,4,2,10,23,21,1,4,9,13,77,18,70,91,20,85,0,9,5,0,67,37,1,10,35,364,104,7,0.055105834159939485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311325198686392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057073025139656425,0.0,0.0,0.09170493691480933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646743690315845,0.06225390734864846,0.05465018010730628,0.0,0.0,0.04534740619226447,0.09811175103527173,0.05151651619873388,0.0,0.05177374516639791,0.08474596997769777,0.04601106975131889,0.033592005030038355,0.06086006438414361,0.14067301840092586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562692178789144,0.0,0.2809203526869192,0.16982661384866862,0.05829466576836077,0.04746879672476936,0.05777741868432765,0.059549830020656475,0.061805878754558875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066161127237326,0.056811695329839526,0.047462574214586085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920946889047345,0.0,0.056392400682588134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056387025532197724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727937674942807,0.0,0.046429041974887834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200938376377248,0.02786316549632073,0.03936761893452707,0.0,0.060365747770319715,0.15109720228747445,0.0,0.06663419340268374,0.0,0.08514926155207463,0.0,0.20153366757397148,0.05286253742422995,0.09395374640262052,0.0,0.0,0.060754376702017526,0.0,0.0,0.048729907157822425,0.0,0.09872800703679434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058222339310215324,0.05527564471750196,0.0,0.0,0.19075420190895245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468403743403923,0.048980597361490984,0.0,0.0,0.030284725312238064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056349448963029576,0.15569152136116915,0.053843854134694766,0.11046104530066272,0.04865946114890959,0.0,0.185100087741486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052142472685463265,0.036783572205574586,0.11173733327100184,0.0,0.0,0.0612101590306365,0.22205332195341326,0.0,0.11691716348186675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050912866609871,0.12258083335831756,0.12750304941318796,0.05322155801785687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782430315179225,0.0,0.11202341813091732,0.0,0.0,0.06465482317143842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820344693490547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052776156465722375,0.0,0.0,0.1054576821711986,0.0,0.055396583664263366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056657975380136866,0.0,0.0,0.06242416786284381,0.04706008127942588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043912215249071934,0.10033256357763842,0.0,0.0,0.056565346873062576,0.0,0.0,0.0551456309343359,0.0,0.0,0.04242316336379392,0.0,0.0,0.03900419304657703,0.05873548714995575,0.13202277102970664,0.13821283450087335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051936596544983435,0.0,0.20716364641298152,0.0,0.09632985588749296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321973522877287,0.035309593453628954,0.0,0.0,0.032132655048040165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037413244152643535,0.17981797058216972,0.053830392783386284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640425299531322,0.032502848730464086,0.0,0.04420257623042729,0.0,0.049546762854419515,0.0,0.04972444416514009,0.0,0.12673797945617427,0.053120057673903896,0.0,0.04011770357575322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eaterofbeans,2019/04/17,"Is it easier to focus on a motorcycle? I’m 16 and my mom is trying to make me hurry and get my license, but I truly feel like a danger while driving because I can’t stay focused. There have been a few times that I have ran stop signs or had to slam my brakes because I didn’t notice the car in front of me slowing down. I know motorcycles are more dangerous in general, but has anyone found it easier to focus while riding one? I’d imagine that the fewer distractions and the ability to see the road better would keep me focused. I just want to which one makes it easier for other people.",4.321250000000003,5.011133291666667,6.091666666666669,78.10500000000003,70.25,9.0,26.666666666666664,9.188382445141503,2.1449166666666666,465,14,90,9,8,161,82,120,0.126,0.649,0.22399999999999998,0.9173,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,1,7,0,11,0,0,2,0,20,22,8,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,0,0,5,2,3,0,2,5,2,12,2,12,16,2,16,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,6,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849741367430585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937958921396881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312544934828345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184571235785475,0.17215472425569964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642199279621517,0.0,0.0,0.12590105381183125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141923098440556,0.0,0.0,0.1324352012235963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772967367976593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217093591929926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822305095003867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743550388860791,0.0,0.0,0.32658584526169115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706379635593566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202825856025385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685047427281743,0.0,0.2014683899786496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051620390348926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360823704683355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421350620677304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118385014943718,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sorosa,2019/04/17,"Do any of these sound familiar? So small preface, I currently go to therapy and am on medication for anxiety (benzodiazepines). I plan to ask my therapist if he thinks I have ADHD in a couple weeks but I was wondering if you guys relate to what I'm experiencing? So I thought I might have Adhd a few years back when I was still in education as I would constantly space out and miss what the lecturer was talking about despite trying my best to take notes but then I finished education and took a couple years off. I'm working again and I was wondering if you guys experience these things too? . I forgot my bag in a store only to run back and grab it...same with my phone just a couple days later despite using it constantly and only putting it down whilst eating. . I often forget what someone has told me like 5 seconds after they've told me this has led to making notes for everything. .Totally spacing out for 10-20 minutes and then coming to again. .Often shaking my legs or fidgeting in some way or another. Energy levels spiking to a crazy amount and then dropping to the point where I was fighting very hard to stay awake in a meeting but then after it finished I was back to normal? My energy tends to spike like this through out the day and my doctor said everything is fine with me regarding health and diet. .Sometimes I can't read things well? I'll read it and then it's like I don't understand it and I'll have to read it a few times which gets super frustrating. Do any of these sound familiar? Usually when I have a benzodiazepine it makes me more focused for a short while like everything becomes so clear but that doesn't last long and makes me sleepy. Thanks for reading.",3.986665537488712,5.910484832317074,5.013021680216802,80.75889792231257,72.62804878048779,8.517795844625113,27.696928635953032,9.150863307647796,2.420377687443541,1347,51,253,30,27,441,178,328,0.08,0.8029999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9467,1,0,0,0,2,0,28.0,0,2,0,4,18,13,2,1,13,0,21,6,1,5,2,49,45,34,0,5,10,0,2,4,0,2,3,3,0,2,20,19,2,1,5,4,1,7,3,4,1,1,12,6,31,9,38,31,7,60,0,1,0,0,13,18,0,11,36,175,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308815893858175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623305232693516,0.09732329934639902,0.07100225733290297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676831830247562,0.0,0.0,0.2141041118593044,0.0,0.0,0.10250548422220984,0.0,0.0,0.09740229435492503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995081902979162,0.0,0.20059736128731584,0.0,0.0,0.3080899150878407,0.0,0.11971436848587225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499879611322457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497162736380448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502450155127084,0.0907896476323829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849134859215566,0.0,0.05274818753998617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838003902234391,0.0,0.0,0.08314288088591831,0.0,0.0,0.09865666583634966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565558607818257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137642134683346,0.0,0.0,0.08213723954038256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586167720210664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935000789118257,0.0,0.09846071128802886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093775932966154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117806378196465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773898469214464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933034443887465,0.0,0.0,0.37135542830448215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828712121489443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786407810149255,0.0,0.09179516245708312,0.0,0.0,0.09892709796248958,0.07412117294376869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978438193809725,0.0746001687792449,0.0,0.08545042220406195,0.10614060089916252,0.10776390617619397,0.12332264992152743,0.059471297168009675,0.0,0.07368374245031474,0.054120438392154364,0.0,0.0,0.17737501271858958,0.1031194806001842,0.0630144372504093,0.0,0.0,0.09662237696695668,0.0,0.08016127168671956,0.10222122237989947,0.07658105603809985,0.0,0.07367122697363575,0.07444958407815279,0.0,0.08345069906561749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130508450232035,0.06756950838828016,0.0,0.0,0.06593221819533045,0.0,0.0,0.1195380115474619 adhd,rishifilmmaker,2019/04/17,"Am I the oldest person here? Just got diagnosed a few days ago- made one post earlier in the day and have been reading everything on ADHD on forums and comment sections. I see that there are 15 and 18 year olds who know they have this condition. There are guys in their early 20s who are trying to make the best of it.....and I am jealous that they figured it out so soon. If the remedy is fixed you are half way through success. &#x200B; I am 34 years old. I wasted so much time. My doctor told me to recount my school days and we came to the conclusion that I always had this. From not finishing homework to cramming up at the last minute all throughout my school and college days(GPA-2.8!) now it makes sense and I want to burst into tears. All my 20s wasted. Is anyone here as old as I am, or got a diagnosis so late in life?",2.489357429718872,4.478317975903618,3.5115421686746977,89.59751405622492,77.07228915662652,6.354377510040162,23.717269076305215,7.3011,0.9287201606425696,648,21,133,8,15,208,110,166,0.071,0.875,0.054000000000000006,-0.4122,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,3,3,10,3,1,0,8,0,14,3,0,3,2,23,24,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,9,10,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,1,18,2,19,17,6,30,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,2,17,95,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309912207218536,0.0,0.1276761553667524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984661062537665,0.15605919579289748,0.17501529999001747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071090016797453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511532635427404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473485387027048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786672163541723,0.0,0.0,0.14618999518879694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742340681237992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944715875041385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303919580670045,0.0,0.0,0.14261485833930587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915651663909833,0.11740574302372972,0.1624749775688282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017344418195184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628707093019968,0.19228567638085445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588048873593862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453413762289877,0.0,0.09760017599439053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576365743061116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794335805774835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407151621602532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29153723792658176,0.11477528559977405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398653174974532,0.0,0.0,0.13762926336033598,0.0,0.097788639413369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849541232362244,0.11432632526792162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501529999001747,0.18550446560291964 adhd,themadesthatter,2019/04/17,"The power of routine. Some times the simplest changes can wreak havoc with my routines. I try to keep my morning systems as consistent as I can possibly make them. Wake up at the same time, take my meds, My clothing is all uniform styles so I can wear anything and I don't have to get lost in what I would wear. I make my shake, my coffee and my lunch and I'm out the door. To ensure that I don't get caught in my phone, I listen to specific podcasts while I do all of those things. I added that a few months ago and it has been a game changer to keeping my mornings un-distracted. &#x200B; Yesterday I updated my podcast app. Today it crashes 4 seconds into any audio. I am now still in my kitchen an hour and a half later struggling with transitioning into my day just because I can't listen to my podcast. &#x200B; I will get up now and go do the things I need to do, but I just wanted to reflect on how much I rely on consistency. Friends and colleagues think that I am so incredibly organized and they don't realize how much of that is a constant struggle for everything to have routine and be correct in order for it to happen.",4.652547307132458,5.2927206593886496,5.667930131004367,81.61793595342071,69.48034934497817,8.2027365356623,33.17059679767103,8.238735603445708,2.5005124308588065,897,41,176,12,15,297,131,229,0.049,0.922,0.027999999999999997,-0.3291,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,9,5,0,3,10,0,21,5,3,4,3,34,39,17,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,11,14,2,2,3,1,0,3,4,4,0,2,3,3,33,1,31,33,7,32,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,1,15,135,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442712354586538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041757762772955,0.3411232158694114,0.09545456311092257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551031053982826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556659042909286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484899691322918,0.0,0.0,0.15168716219657555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052528265198748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261530594199994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844741155002373,0.0,0.22000832947628926,0.0,0.07977395941408329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412632123901388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823349496799753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495297741028124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322746639130372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739249738852345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591640341773705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203982290625032,0.0,0.20637220184457294,0.10408055878225404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824301648772854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209749031960772,0.0,0.0,0.29348471400391685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055387248755527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650756601294416,0.08994168459318658,0.0,0.0,0.16369857836329552,0.0,0.13305176776547192,0.0,0.0,0.0953001684826566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827922579379063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971288765908096,0.0,0.3411232158694114,0.0 adhd,big_oof69,2019/04/17,"Getting Bored Doing Life’s Necessities Maybe it’s just me, but I’ve noticed I will become soul crushingly bored in the middle of my shower routine, brushing my teeth, washing my face, etc. These are all things I obviously have to do, and I really do enjoy feeling clean, but oh my lord I get my hair sudsy and then realize I still have to wash it out and condition my hair, and rinse the soap off my body and can’t help but go “Ughhhhhhhhhhhh I’m bored.” Then when I wash my face, 8/10 times I really feel as though this is the most time consuming practice ever, and I may die from boredom. I don’t know if this is so much an ADHD thing with my touch of dramatic flair, or I’m just really fucking weird.",3.901258741258744,4.82720265734266,5.747839160839161,79.32329720279722,71.37762237762237,8.796923076923079,26.18811188811189,9.120678840339163,1.8937222377622376,552,17,116,11,10,191,95,143,0.121,0.785,0.094,-0.4756,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,4,0,12,11,6,0,3,24,21,17,1,1,7,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,6,19,1,10,19,4,12,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,7,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514286670666297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310549998496797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238413282565246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712600243337055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332343391079466,0.0,0.1892415966225125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115648008167837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341042976558992,0.21860622632410698,0.0,0.11889834535781517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022844106650684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497584291563545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777056518393109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101786474870705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379275083867133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381859321587876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40207409467869504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670746471111236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797844257104404,0.0,0.20554686574837414,0.0,0.24398300206954998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,c3ph0e,2019/04/17,"[serious] tic/memory problems There is going to be a whole lot her but whew, okay, so does anyone have the absolute worst time with memory? Just trying to remember things is so difficult and i feel like i am losing my mind half the time. Also, Does anyone else have an abdominal tic where you feel as though you have to suck your stomach in for a certain amount of times? I'm really just so exhausted with how my mind makes me feel...",4.493333333333332,5.6300861176470605,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,70.17647058823529,9.901960784313726,24.75490196078432,10.125756701596842,2.3382549019607834,340,9,67,9,6,113,62,85,0.237,0.682,0.08,-0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,10,10,1,0,5,1,7,2,1,2,1,17,14,9,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,0,3,9,3,9,13,4,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,4,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566514985049204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393877596368155,0.2007103225591596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428456769559614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363922100892336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29714045371863834,0.13994236887851674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132761892848177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570094281914976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914847580554986,0.0,0.16653690419708747,0.0,0.0,0.13075670740521805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955819147866287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743828378367924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549081727110806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190282680101053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301392295735927,0.0,0.19245888639672892,0.0,0.3426714635643222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329950389648617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187018666350179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GollyGeeYowza,2019/04/17,"Getting Help With Focus Issues I’m 14, and have had trouble focusing for a while. When I was younger, I thought I was just an idiot or that I was bored and lazy, but have realized that for most of my time in school I get easily distracted and bored. Sometimes when I work on something for a while and force myself to focus, I have sort of mini panic attack thing and get angry and clench my jaw/tense up. I brought up my focus issues to my mom, but she just said that I need to sleep more. I have noticed these focus issues since I was in elementary school, when I got lots of sleep, so I don’t believe my issues are sleep related. I asked her if we could talk to a doctor and get their opinion so I can try to get help, but she just said that she’s seen that not enough sleep causes issues and basically brushed me off. I don’t want to bring it up again to her, but I really want to see a doctor so I can actually finally focus in school and on projects. I’m still a minor, so I can’t just go see a doctor myself, and I doubt I’ll be able to persuade her to take me to a doctor. What should I do? Does it sound like I might have ADHD or would I just be wasting peoples’ time bringing it up and trying to get help? Please help.",3.0380683760683773,3.680146430769232,4.521025641025641,88.37619658119661,73.15384615384616,7.316239316239318,23.67521367521368,7.3871296695380915,0.7901111111111114,952,24,214,10,18,319,126,260,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.095,-0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,1,14,9,2,3,8,0,23,8,4,1,0,41,47,27,0,7,13,1,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,11,13,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,8,0,0,11,7,40,1,29,30,4,24,0,0,3,0,17,10,0,9,11,150,51,9,0.08961531295969764,0.0,0.08745161828435777,0.0,0.107700191282955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377822043929911,0.1019503557782879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009657697459468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205961208367557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155053533393578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669002805607992,0.0784229642779685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259657397052204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816919498545726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28092181371480635,0.0,0.05093044754069375,0.0,0.07167355228850719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402690210686453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676755197033569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378151526780445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761877344044169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950676852597628,0.0,0.10495637144414427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644861904810839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202762777091083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514426106037424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212797438605209,0.0,0.0,0.09837070265633564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740986421321745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048936864969785,0.0,0.0,0.2720864431453047,0.14282360379039435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413071293935368,0.0,0.35872012826787936,0.0,0.0,0.0689902461244395,0.08863183597475996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156690469043346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737956258238728,0.07202939398928261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059536431916702576,0.0,0.0,0.0711445483624048,0.1045108193081126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168582999199486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571486687265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524101514788598,0.0,0.0,0.06366014713763057,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beugly,2019/04/17,"That thing that happens where you vividly imagine a scenario that hasn't happened... tl;dr: does medication help lessen the intensity of your hi-def replays of scenarios going badly? anyone could walk in here with a gun so you better think about what you're gonna do in that situation. better imagine the bullet wounds as well while you're at it. x10 and there you are now, constantly in flight/fight. this is called anxiety. my husband is now 30, had no idea what anxiety was. he was constantly telling me how his chest hurt (when upset) and i saw first hand his panic attacks. this incited more panic because he didn't know what was happening. he thought he was going to die. i was really casual about it: ""thats just anxiety (*just*! i know, I'm a fool) babe, it's okay."" i now understand how anxiety can become more debilitating for someone with adhd (my anxiety is bad, but it's not like this?) i had no idea that this was a symptom of adhd, so those of you that suffer particularly with that imagination / replay scenario, has medication worked to help make that less intense? many thanks!",2.8314973488865327,5.603703912195126,4.2334040296924735,80.58630965005304,80.60975609756099,7.467656415694591,25.498409331919408,8.456263369488248,2.1817486744432664,862,34,155,20,23,284,126,205,0.17,0.74,0.09,-0.9239,0,0,0,1,1,0,40.0,0,5,0,4,16,16,1,3,6,1,18,6,2,3,0,23,33,10,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,22,5,0,0,10,1,0,3,5,9,1,1,11,3,15,7,17,20,3,16,0,2,2,0,17,5,0,0,9,103,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27487897825902896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374285942071502,0.0,0.0,0.07996374853413607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301019491964238,0.0,0.0,0.19097302564641988,0.06971329804750183,0.12630254740102695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228571425852898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677518961386332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24716685087394186,0.0,0.09130781390539416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868848210243263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000779294631762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727526014185063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998778568071695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033867021467717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330730203888418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242562945896646,0.2581989049265838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256994383092568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587092297648874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633673935586745,0.11594392788386497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304130015748349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683555776994279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326247348743717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285463599118382,0.0,0.0,0.0968975567225244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886468615250476,0.0,0.0,0.09995640254805638,0.105288083684091,0.0,0.0,0.07597625120022176,0.07327779958855718,0.0,0.09078972158544776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905365297737674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282411672272536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325604333105271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatobviouswall,2019/04/17,Anyone else get distracted while brushing their teeth and then have to rebrush because you don't know if you cleaned all surfaces? 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I was completely clueless about how Vyvanse works so as a result I am now paying the price. I also started Prozac about 3-4 weeks ago, and upped my dosage yesterday, so that probably didn’t help... I had a bit of a headache yesterday, but then I started getting achy all over yesterday evening, especially in my chest area, started in my back. I hardly slept at all last night as it kept me up for most the night. And when I woke up just now my chest is super achy and my head is throbbing. All in all, very dumb choice, especially for my first time ever trying the stuff. 1. How long until the aches and headache go away? Any advice to speed it up? Tylenol? 2. How long until it completely leaves my system? I’m going to not take any today so as to give me body a day to recuperate. Not doing that again...",3.34627358490566,4.625808202830188,4.605801886792452,85.6409669811321,73.10377358490567,7.941509433962264,26.45754716981132,8.472884824447931,1.6936547169811322,817,28,171,14,16,270,120,212,0.06,0.914,0.026000000000000002,-0.7266,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,18,3,2,0,12,0,9,8,5,6,5,26,27,20,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,2,4,4,2,0,2,11,3,19,1,30,16,9,51,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,2,35,110,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215795233092134,0.11028877216458242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949677895758463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692165865930301,0.26092558498413626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689451206346768,0.09566952108689306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716637795587647,0.13820000176184516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608991543371887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023911498572316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821767085340011,0.11254292050252504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290932063670653,0.0,0.1194604903560101,0.0,0.0,0.2116592411868381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500310605502524,0.11935278197051627,0.14141887690979793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145380899598163,0.0,0.127688440870913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339455266075195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505271837164525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141702031959456,0.0,0.13174036552682986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021147474435088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177270232771531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146131527323104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335151410238583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414330937423588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279221034769475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641904366753077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242848439242548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870932325788248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509790709837128,0.0,0.11793341904084124,0.0,0.2764652552837945,0.0844714421542962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265762145158648,0.0,0.0,0.0998003633655912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905775575926097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the-garden-gnome,2019/04/17,"New/restarted medicine regimen- can’t sleep So background - have a bad habit of self discontinuing concerta, usually fall back to using short acting ritalin. Diagnosed from the age of 10 medicated most of my life. I had made huge steps forward and was down to an 18(?) mg dose of Concerta for the last couple of years, supplementing with Ritalin in the afternoon as needed. All was going really well until I was diagnosed with depression a couple of months ago. Upped my dose of Concerta to 27 and have started an SSRI antidepressant to try and level me out and make me functional at work again. It seems to be working. I am more attentive and present at work, people have noticed I am back to my bubbly self and I swear this time I won’t self discontinue my meds. For the past few moths, I have had on again off again insomnia. Usually one or two nights at a time where I struggle to get to sleep. Taking a sleeping tablet would help and get me the much needed rest. For the past week however, things have gotten much worse. This is the second night in a row where I am laying awake eyes wide open. Is this something I should talk to my GP about or is it normal to have these bouts on a cocktail of drugs like I am on? Sorry for the ramble and thanks in advance.",4.942698679471789,6.073594722448982,5.683649459783915,79.98256902761106,69.12244897959185,9.356542617046818,28.28931572629052,9.627879704456738,2.4961572629051623,997,34,193,22,17,325,145,245,0.065,0.882,0.053,-0.4461,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,10,6,0,1,16,0,23,14,4,3,1,26,36,13,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,3,7,12,1,0,2,1,0,6,2,3,1,3,7,1,19,3,41,25,7,49,0,1,1,0,5,21,0,4,25,135,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871134824749618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125346900384064,0.09297852522739036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464290212163833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591170511399123,0.2260502203238952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913887984466452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116358974953338,0.0,0.06328680487339666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464031531111037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077089729543457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865481135740875,0.05440345309358016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536877838761592,0.07433172744633951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369263193319853,0.11218056061649953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888841730107983,0.0,0.1637205595078561,0.16513975395343727,0.0,0.107549378911419,0.0,0.20900218539264515,0.10910631243883884,0.0,0.12678079385173266,0.0,0.0,0.07545845137586288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126059002303252,0.07720099040967325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133820827643565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137531950628896,0.348509217083657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33431255552550165,0.0,0.0,0.08572813425910727,0.0,0.1246551539848445,0.07881912693523525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641461678039455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372667894188854,0.08950461703495657,0.0,0.10252265430500987,0.0,0.0,0.07398070764173179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298664384094914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560415969649062,0.0,0.1087797036770036,0.0,0.0,0.096176778695856,0.2452882215061027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932394685386816,0.0,0.10012340432191584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432078802433984,0.0,0.11348239610443055,0.07910488724631515,0.0,0.0,0.07171031996145097 adhd,GnikSselb,2019/04/17,Need some motivation; who are the most successful people with ADHD? also how can ADHD be beneficial?,5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,7.854411764705888,53.88985294117651,76.64705882352942,10.458823529411768,26.14705882352941,10.125756701596842,4.3262,81,3,10,3,2,29,16,17,0.0,0.589,0.41100000000000003,0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8807747122546569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930403959790634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717091892996459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404202216816313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,night_sweat,2019/04/17,"Does taking adderall everyday effect the brains homeostasis, thus making you even more dependent on it? I take 20mg of adderall every day except weekends. I was curious if anyone knows if it would be better to space out the days I take the medication so my brains homeostasis doesn’t start depending on the drug. Does anyone know if this would be a safer bet?",7.331567164179107,7.882892567164178,7.321604477611946,72.40389925373138,63.62686567164179,10.87910447761194,31.67537313432836,10.686352973137794,3.4915701492537323,290,10,49,7,4,93,49,67,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.8105,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,4,2,5,0,15,13,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784864822145521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612304950307325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446119528289199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685750884150704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485373189029316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309390493146743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153001901001649,0.0,0.16778394590041387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888415083583992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292742271749197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006124882879876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095223889297126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491852413550319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829265280724564,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,colacaffe,2019/04/17,"Can it be related that i have very high leve iron in my blood (and that can ""hit"" my liver) and this can be a symptom of the adhd? Hi, i have a strong suspicion that I have adhd, considering my symptoms. I signed up for a medical ambulenc where they can officially investigate, but there is a long waiting period (half a year). My home doctor noticed that the iron in my blood was very high and that it hit my liver and this could cause the attention problem. Do you have similar symptoms?",6.959578947368421,6.223267905263157,7.843157894736844,72.67210526315792,64.68421052631578,11.810526315789476,34.78947368421053,11.20814326018867,3.8393789473684223,381,15,74,10,5,129,56,95,0.063,0.9129999999999999,0.024,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,8,0,14,9,4,1,0,11,17,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,12,1,5,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,56,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326815892239139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492306645515588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437258326532274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425106142879125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38038750031364377,0.1805678419264968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930595109972787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134428527543656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494613613397653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172248249491646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613076885632469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970593615426544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592255065241247 adhd,Foxandpound,2019/04/17,"Any idea on how to curb the oversharing? I tend to say things about my personal life to people. Usually after the fact when I'm driving to my next destination. I'm just sitting there like ""whelp.....shouldn't have said that.""",1.807142857142857,4.611817333333338,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,89.95238095238096,6.609523809523811,23.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7306380952380949,176,7,33,4,6,56,34,42,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,7,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982820213369446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39812234709241817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491017789200153,0.17229711331226685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37506934130156944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444974911712789,0.307938493878306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354706419946039,0.2804579338581708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342987741153752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884170038095297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,van_roe,2019/04/17,"Concerta rant I’ve been on Concerta for about 1.5 years, 56mg on weekdays and 36 on weekends. I was diagnosed with ADHD-Inattentive. In the last 3 months I’ve been spiraling. It first started during my last doctors visit. My BP was over 145 because I was stressed at work and then I was placed into a new position which requires more attention to detail and focusing on other people. BTW I don’t have a history of high BP, I’m usually at 115-119. Fast forward about 2.5 Weeks and I start getting this heavy feeling in my chest. I knew that it was because of stress so I decided to stop taking my 56mg pills until the weird chest pains went away. After about 1.5 Weeks the chest pains were gone, my BP started to even out, and my resting heart rate even lowered from 78 to 69. However during that time I started to revert back to previously bad behaviors like eating to focus, my anxiety went through the roof, I stopped exercising, I honestly couldn’t bring myself to finish simple tasks, in short my very scheduled life took a huge shit. This has been my normal for the until yesterday where I reintroduced my 56 mg last night (I work at night) but I only had 2.5 hours worth of sleep and will most likely stay awake until 1am because that’s when I’m usually in bed. I’m honestly just posting this to rant and to bring myself to tell my doctor that we need to look into something else. I’m kind of ashamed that I didn’t call earlier which is probably why I am writing this now...to make myself call and admit that my prescription needs to be reconsidered. Sorry if this post seems to be all over the place.",5.483580441640381,6.0373788958990575,6.113897476340697,79.45955283911674,67.61198738170347,9.494574132492113,30.99195583596214,9.516144504307137,2.737769842271293,1278,48,245,25,20,417,184,317,0.098,0.853,0.05,-0.8664,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,4,10,13,1,3,9,0,20,15,6,1,1,33,44,16,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,8,0,1,0,16,13,1,3,6,2,1,8,3,8,0,1,16,2,31,5,47,24,4,67,0,0,1,0,7,24,1,3,36,146,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165068025940046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743551200203885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951025788945118,0.07783443393840796,0.0845171887214689,0.18511426776215534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067205188831907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273947174855884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721257866814005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357665892370244,0.08455903976222033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133714008787733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118151847713902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610044786702467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528849722100715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995004297722253,0.0,0.10694792505114084,0.0,0.0,0.09968451499930332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540844204978242,0.0,0.2475313855013262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149697759872968,0.0989051375242758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500203936009981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756730784028797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079543535814566,0.0,0.0,0.1501115200113756,0.0,0.09776204916246004,0.0,0.18998233304765236,0.09917729687091648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698484571522818,0.2154173573629385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017545890281053,0.0,0.21151351164055093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938877926601292,0.0,0.10913578779479036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214984846724818,0.0,0.0,0.10390421528134418,0.0,0.0,0.10129635589940053,0.0,0.0,0.07792660600065053,0.0,0.11331114522063032,0.28658535978087424,0.10789052023633784,0.0,0.16925434510108112,0.23190179017674925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610728937512577,0.0,0.08847358530847646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902409323441615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246275932074086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296622642147074,0.08351978523954676,0.0,0.0,0.1623903768129647,0.0,0.0,0.18766994054037991,0.09133824217279414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738346847876496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518445663271763 adhd,DaiDrem,2019/04/17,"Advice on being tired all the time (because of work) TL;DR: Feels like work drains me of my energy. Always tired. Feel like a zombie at home. I don't even work fulltime. Could it be that the people, sounds, lights and me being 200% focused at work is draining me or am I just being lazy, lying to myself and exaggerating? Longer version: Been diagnosed for about a year, still getting used to feeling that all the stress, anxiety and shit I've felt is actually not a normal thing. When I am at home it feels like I can get anything done (been off work for about two months). I make a list at home and qrite down (on a big ass whiteboard) like shopping, make dinner, clean the house, take care of the dogs (walks etc..), do the laundry. I have the whole week (I do little by little each day) and I just do it. I take my time but it gets done. I feel like I am filled with energy. I start moving more, training, eating more healthier and pick up old or new hobbies. As soon as I start work my energy just drops after the first or second week. All I can think of is getting home so I can relax and do whatever it is I need to do to relax. Even staring at a wall might do it. I feel like a zombie some days. I might add I don't even work fulltime. I have tried an office job (it was so boring I almost cried before going to work) and a more physical job. The thing is, when I work, I am super focused from start to finish. I don't want to take breaks cause they are so boring. My question is, am I just being lazy? Doea everyone feel like this? Is it just the wrong job (I move alot at my current job which I love. The instructions are direct and I know what to do and there is always something to do) for me? I like to think the people around me and everything else like sounds, lights and always being 200% focused just drains me superfast. But a part of me thinks I'm just being silly. Not really sure what to do because I feel like a dumby complaining about me bring tired when EVERYONE is tired (you know, no one likes their job EVERDAY) and they expect me to get up to fulltime eventually and to already start complainig is.....I am not sure, it feels like I am lying about how I am feeling or just exaggerate.",2.261984592388181,4.050322641255608,3.5803139013452916,89.76209325054619,77.07174887892377,6.2783948487984365,20.852937794641832,7.116496586553881,0.4433376566632172,1702,42,360,19,39,556,192,446,0.126,0.715,0.159,0.9505,6,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,1,3,11,26,26,1,1,24,0,51,10,2,6,5,73,89,29,0,5,17,0,11,12,0,2,5,2,5,0,17,18,2,0,17,3,1,6,7,6,0,4,6,16,51,20,45,73,13,48,0,0,1,2,7,17,2,10,35,248,68,15,0.0,0.0,0.0558238292207227,0.0,0.0,0.055900065076947315,0.0,0.0,0.057282545425868824,0.0,0.06312714128291433,0.0,0.14279743071014994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376166931762758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707484178044065,0.05092457920531801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974327551049976,0.0,0.04867724264774841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832431120568987,0.0587652940437845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045673538620466594,0.0,0.06283700764468526,0.07378498660520208,0.0,0.0,0.058061872031139834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708115469699752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853499744050794,0.04778743809162102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379869776304092,0.11335009127754685,0.0,0.0,0.10932366016768637,0.05141216645129997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28924567409222146,0.32693811412422896,0.054925772064767966,0.0,0.0,0.048658544771514635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943626030832838,0.0,0.0325109204543469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295251215344819,0.0,0.0,0.06600689085902604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838356839207944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287674520536989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353696884218606,0.11466887892956948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162974698775682,0.0,0.07636956496939477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137093241874683,0.0,0.0,0.045660486165879935,0.12159972625735152,0.0,0.04241678352518216,0.0,0.05524894659634435,0.0,0.0,0.05604875537423905,0.0,0.0,0.06002702581033612,0.0,0.03876358926946116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194744167980585,0.0,0.07931749005899777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408269328928626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664698856689736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872011164244705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403920468370805,0.0,0.0,0.16195997704094384,0.0,0.04568398782860598,0.0,0.0655281355640391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783007321758296,0.0,0.12903312488748905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600892179999061,0.1099639647379529,0.0,0.0,0.06671339242463661,0.2629949345944707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883844075913491,0.0,0.055880973930746064,0.0,0.0,0.04940675403018622,0.0,0.0,0.033740991820193626,0.0,0.09177280277125033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386734089728383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748132994364777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254468858722409,0.0,0.036838145213466365 adhd,ramenno0dlez,2019/04/17,"Almost 30 years old, and still on the fence about getting diagnosed... **When I was elementary:** \-I had a hard time sitting still \-talked back to teachers when I felt like I was disrespected \-hard time following rules \-loved to talk \-I acted on impulse to literally any situation \-I did whatever I could to ""fit in"", make the whole class laugh, etc. \-Always seemed to finish assignments or tests before anyone else but would get bored and distract everyone else after I am done. \-School nurse brought up ADD and ADHD to my parents, but instead of looking into it, my parents were actually pretty offended by this and complained to the school. \-Pediatrician recommended getting me diagnosed for ADD/ADHD, but my parents told the doctor they aren't comfortable with my doctor giving me psychological evaluations when he isn't specialized in that. \- I think my parents were in denial **In high school:** \-I always got in trouble for ""excessive talking"" \-Lashed out when I felt disrespected by a teacher or student \-Felt like everyone was against me some days \-Blurted out things at inappropriate times often \-Even if there were more than 4 people in the class talking, I was singled out (or so I thought) \-Any project or assignment we had, if I even completed it, I barely put any effort into them, even though I knew it was easy work for me. If it was something I wasn't interested in, I didn't care. \-I rarely studied for tests because for some reason I just couldn't do it. I couldn't sit there and just read for hours on end. \-When I do read, I play with the pages as I am reading it. Its like I have to fiddle with something in order to read. \-Come home from school, immediately play video games or hang out with friends. Homework usually was done last min, if I did do it. **Adulthood:** \-I can never fully finish a full-time semester at college. I always drop classes or fail a class, due to me putting in less and less effort more towards the end of the terms. \-Always catch myself browsing the web at work, especially when I have a list of tasks \-When I am assigned a task at work, if its not something I can easily do, I will wait until the last minute to complete it \-Sometimes I catch myself jumping to conclusions before I can even figure out root causes of situations. \- Finish sentences for people, especially if I think they are taking too long to tell me something. \-Been in a relationship for 8 years. We always fight about how I can never complete a long term goal, how clumsy I am, how I wait until the last minute to do things, etc. It puts a strain on our relationship. \-I can never save money. Always have an urge to spend, which leads me to live paycheck to paycheck. This is also straining my relationship since marriage is a hot topic for us right now, but of course you need money for a ring, wedding, etc. I always pay my bills and take care of what I need, but by this age, I should have a good amount saved. I have literally $0 in savings. I turn 30 this year and I have really been stressing the past 6-8 months. I want to get diagnosed for ADHD, but at the same time, what if I don't have it? What if I do have it? Are stimulants the answer? At this point, I am really ready to make some changes and turn around, and I always tell myself this at least twice a year, and I just somehow forget and give up. **Any advice from anyone who was in a similar situation at one point?**",3.53680790960452,5.880184667180281,4.3921363636363635,82.83882601438111,75.2095531587057,7.038531073446327,26.224987159732922,8.021203637495839,1.7195713199794556,2695,100,501,44,60,867,300,649,0.099,0.8240000000000001,0.076,-0.9338,4,0,4,0,1,0,147.0,4,1,3,9,33,27,2,4,29,0,58,6,0,10,3,98,92,48,0,16,24,4,6,3,1,3,5,1,2,0,27,28,0,3,12,8,5,12,11,10,0,2,29,8,76,17,88,57,18,102,0,1,1,1,33,40,0,21,49,360,103,30,0.0,0.0,0.052416576071763483,0.0,0.19365937578091372,0.052488158810048834,0.0,0.0,0.053786258338306615,0.0,0.0,0.04295462420700468,0.3575511267814123,0.0,0.0,0.14610794365100568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511538216710507,0.05503577407352151,0.0,0.0478163557946543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130232525520704,0.0,0.032743218777018385,0.0,0.09141237452991627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095288781806241,0.05517850617961786,0.056821704839582224,0.0462693785277503,0.16895258190101878,0.0,0.0,0.042885816773701436,0.0,0.0,0.03464072975049448,0.0,0.0,0.16355405431733494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099559781971834,0.0,0.10993501050384642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897413853177345,0.0,0.09514834219719023,0.0,0.17971407593808494,0.14190890079572727,0.0,0.0,0.10265100100829244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547199977101094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041498875955871393,0.0,0.1122522365903718,0.10305366568277788,0.0,0.045052290975913546,0.042959550429909406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623339633743427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056751205890790524,0.053878966927025394,0.0,0.05289692560322107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131350885174266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872503118615558,0.0,0.047429957829127935,0.0950694207673426,0.045105767452293805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048478483083798415,0.0,0.07170828600736287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287356098637343,0.0,0.0,0.07965568078736862,0.12428136510279128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636322711415138,0.0,0.03639762184216214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385697056048061,0.0,0.05127556302110328,0.07447628207409766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155313838245017,0.0,0.0,0.0546458859918635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199055014397634,0.0,0.0,0.2149119307227153,0.0,0.06882041919491791,0.055226369538699256,0.0,0.17300442133511018,0.0,0.045870990303157534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744350419142772,0.0,0.04889870486659025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443231846670943,0.1811284949988172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654049429906637,0.05312397259070558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857912564117235,0.0,0.061528572127371124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077165493491102,0.17269133646747278,0.0938958404912823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136965498925246,0.06883481604303801,0.05277318901747007,0.042642477114643286,0.12528297172897174,0.0,0.0,0.05132550050414622,0.0,0.0,0.1168496123913311,0.0,0.0,0.06461066324976167,0.0,0.05915777335692464,0.0,0.03168158274286567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996914542367161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731208754921052,0.0,0.0,0.038156491676679734,0.0,0.0,0.1383587953660146 adhd,Richmond92,2019/04/17,"Use your phone calendars. Turn your #1 distraction into something positive. If you have the motivation, don’t be ashamed of flooding that thing with every little work and life commitment you have. I’ve started doing this for upcoming tasks at work and it has made me much less airheaded. I feel much more in control. Make your phone an extension of your mind!",4.15424175824176,7.1555956769230775,4.369890109890108,80.27153846153847,76.84615384615384,8.637362637362639,29.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,3.1880329670329672,289,13,49,8,7,90,54,65,0.08,0.7959999999999999,0.124,0.4926,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,4,0,2,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,5,1,13,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,7,10,4,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,34,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301559945768546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653410423357145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594847036117466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991044090135795,0.0,0.2694778191139926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544107704982087,0.1794724428000836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714814940784352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952999581865412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698883506081087,0.0,0.0,0.19030717751916248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862491262732344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924527491001781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221687435757746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39148031735639344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slykinobi,2019/04/17,Meds I've been on Adderall for most my life and all the sudden now when I take it I feel sick and my anxiety goes through the roof is this normal,-0.5034375000000004,1.6315005312500013,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,90.5625,4.45,17.375,5.985473137389443,-0.5780250000000002,115,3,28,1,4,37,27,32,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778556846008733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497462366179281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34887790780992045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486457331168982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839472799642301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713744661389691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doomfistismymom,2019/04/17,"What's going to happen if I get a dog? I love dogs and I would love to rescue/adopt one. Am I going to be able to power through without meds and not give up on a good boi or will I somehow neglect it like school/every other hobby in my life. Experiences? Ideas?",-0.4403571428571418,1.710248535714289,2.2800000000000007,92.965,90.42857142857143,3.9142857142857146,16.92857142857143,5.288315135182226,-0.6031142857142857,202,5,44,1,7,70,45,56,0.051,0.703,0.24600000000000002,0.907,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,9,8,0,5,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,3,1,31,9,0,0.2495422722317085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025012702516366,0.0,0.0,0.24410022565045436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130375537763604,0.2393836860628797,0.2836412480264004,0.2093042184950424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066940720849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281702850959828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625908671899684,0.12191374934536656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504432869398072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771852091710725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690963018689718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525501019245747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405498454946161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726767047584302,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ArrogantOwl,2019/04/17,"Anyone else struggle with keeping clothes clean? For the life of me, I cannot keep new clothes, or even old clothes, clean. I somehow always find a way to get a pen stain, a bit of food, sauce, drink, something, on my clothes. And it drives me up a wall and my mental health through the floor. How do people do it? My strategy right now is to just change out of clothes I don't want to get dirty but that doesn't work in social situations... TL;DR Can't focus on keeping clothes clean while wearing them.",3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,3.209,94.31950000000002,73.8,5.8000000000000025,27.5,5.985473137389443,0.7680000000000002,392,15,85,2,8,118,71,100,0.049,0.871,0.08,0.5992,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,6,0,7,5,1,1,0,14,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,4,2,3,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,14,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558084164405851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093074381992895,0.19186149702656688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443036075998086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808747196978235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343538044011695,0.0,0.0,0.15642476936271796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236779831228086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711446632285024,0.0,0.2264255012685415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956625714761301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903980288479872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993137491581695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322614147755435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870567349175615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084886057914906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964891620661733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298167529416466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599119303364021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047875852663853,0.0,0.19087952897159668,0.0,0.14415550844887073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575613557780666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110445905332359,0.1486316851558449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632146917406562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,licoriceface,2019/04/17,"Controlling cravings? I'm on a bit of a personal journey at the moment to clean my life up all round (get healthier, more organised, reach some goals, finish old projects, develop my work etc you get the idea) and I'm doing relatively well. I've focussed on one thing at a time until it's habit but I'm really struggling with constantly craving something. At any given moment I will *need* a glass of wine, chocolate, a cigarette, a snack, a run... any kind of distraction (obviously) and it's getting increasingly difficult to say no to myself. I know medication is proven to help with things but waiting lists are long where I am so I won't be able to start it for a while. It took me 6 years just to get a diagnosis. So I guess my question is, what practical things have helped you guys get through the random cravings that I could try in the mean time?",2.8528614457831334,5.185601078313255,4.2369728915662686,83.16461596385547,77.3734939759036,8.005421686746987,27.24246987951807,8.841846274778883,2.3319289156626506,673,28,131,16,16,222,114,166,0.091,0.857,0.052000000000000005,-0.85,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,3,5,5,0,2,13,0,10,4,0,1,2,20,26,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,9,4,2,2,4,1,0,4,2,3,1,1,2,2,13,2,21,20,6,24,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,4,12,82,22,3,0.15533170274122632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112617688301705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695819888351243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678583880649004,0.17421771274705913,0.12401972518318173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323590863773486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40577201801343504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711153828204737,0.15380280692933038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823113219135145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535058535500456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175406531856665,0.08536624155160817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971537535032648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746366892235906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920176133424086,0.0,0.15648034878784278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517648938176055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299449242204547,0.0,0.1052567817935188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562965141056196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740070564003568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995094662715972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352600457785748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195819335905786,0.0,0.0,0.1099445786881264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238642183358726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095864436332726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115033002574624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257923714005702,0.10546002992053667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966185535192666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308332958726368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002852381542857 adhd,dalvratep,2019/04/17,"Music/Sounds to focus Do you have any playlists or sounds (like static noise) that help you to stay focused wile working, especially while coding?",4.967866666666667,8.401619120000003,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,77.8,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.013133333333334,118,4,18,1,3,34,22,25,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052078789674949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993950059089329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29110899892651537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6351116256615554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337960093998167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pearl_chb,2019/04/17,"HELP! What do you do about constant oversleeping? I don't know what to do anymore. Hey everybody, Another day, another morning where i would have liked to wake up at 8:30 and then woke up at 11:00. This is not about going to bed pretty late, lights are out at 0:30. 8 hours of sleep are enough. But i don't know how to deal with constant oversleeping. I tried everything, from different alarmclocks, placing them all over the room, not having my phone near to the bed etc etc. But still, i can not wake up when i want. And if i oversleep i turn in to a monster, screaming at my boyfriend why he didn't wake me up, smashing doors, telling him to leave my house. Just because i feel useless and shitty, cause i overslept again. Is there any advice on this? I'm currently risking my relationship, feeling like shit all over those days and missing classes regulary. I'm happy about anything, just tell me i'm not alone and there are ways out of this.",4.2288290398126485,5.808525907103827,4.209496487119438,88.16422131147543,71.34972677595628,7.414363778298204,29.46487119437939,7.957251820313856,1.8316903981264645,743,30,149,10,14,228,116,183,0.09699999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.11,0.3664,2,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,0,12,8,1,1,3,0,15,5,5,2,2,27,27,11,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,4,19,3,29,24,5,31,0,2,0,0,11,18,1,1,13,99,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019942954568193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485939898033777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975660549748696,0.3008863431353581,0.0,0.0,0.1422859272965938,0.0,0.0,0.1180654432957492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745935651201721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473855297070214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100850818133301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505547385044352,0.14791359763912446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989797257644072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824519455172458,0.3200189845869915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894361389844608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508776850425886,0.10249660942671364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153859025799529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272888596692352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616642993836062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129127335425146,0.16554772220356248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769720119909833,0.0,0.16184295567419468,0.1519164049362702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018659590388685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989797257644072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596286508740858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403551156392514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727221057431028,0.0,0.0,0.14357587145076411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457713017196013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508021537053773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740824507769667,0.15605661706657434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462365471283627,0.11388159992138812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946139671365475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191857530942568,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChronicallySad,2019/04/17,"For those low on engaging content For those with short attention spans r/holdmyredbull r/sweaty palms r/maybemaybeoriginal",9.101052631578943,13.269193052631586,7.988684210526317,54.70828947368422,65.84210526315789,12.221052631578946,35.8157894736842,11.20814326018867,5.790768421052631,104,5,14,4,2,32,15,19,0.114,0.757,0.13,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wafflesisabunny,2019/04/17,"What are the steps to getting a proper diagnosis? For as long as I have lived, I’ve struggled with the symptoms of adhd. My parents never got me diagnosed, saying that I’d “just missed the medicine bandwagon”, despite me showing symptoms that they’d have to try to warning my teachers about (to varying degrees of success). Trying to blindly manage symptoms I had no idea about was hell, and I thought I’d mastered most of them until I went to college and then I was back at square one. My question is: where do I start? Do I talk to my normal doctor about it? Do I need to specifically see a psychologist? What does the diagnosis process entail? I’m 25(FtM) and living in the US.",4.391450381679391,5.9986413129771,5.282358778625955,80.5232328244275,70.98473282442748,7.07206106870229,32.94732824427481,7.554174236665415,2.3544803053435106,536,26,97,6,10,175,86,131,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.9295,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,2,6,4,1,1,7,0,11,6,0,0,1,12,20,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,4,17,1,21,13,1,11,1,1,3,0,7,3,1,2,6,71,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601570732261051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181279321812112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739895321349437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754574897132982,0.15001238404131284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956082229349123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710168380525262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351436172120734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027372035373173,0.15170291047224313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271071025105346,0.13221107026409493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795698077181548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161598571476902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034363730544346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920316626610003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363215063323585,0.0,0.0,0.1366009911715872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133324178226144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920729896451704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345187008876119,0.0,0.1377823602163792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360897717862099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327683176632137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061993348317068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890973836387978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,danlsn,2019/04/17,"The tax office found me... TL;DR I’m behind on three years of tax returns and the tax office sent me a threatening letter. I’ve spent about 20 hours of the last two days sorting everything out and I’m almost ready to lodge my returns. I hope I haven’t made mistakes but we’ll see! It’s amazing how the threat of credit damaging debt collection is enough to trigger multi day hyperfocus. WHY AM I LIKE THIS. PS: my credit score at the moment is about 750. It’s not relevant to the story I’m just proud of myself. ❤️🤓",0.9879595015576328,3.3013628037383214,3.106191588785048,88.67430295950157,84.51401869158876,5.809657320872272,20.1316199376947,7.1686216300943375,0.6189507788161994,408,12,83,6,12,138,77,107,0.134,0.6659999999999999,0.2,0.8440000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,14,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,2,3,0,2,4,1,9,6,13,9,1,12,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,9,45,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28532344818627786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675218453729401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944162976413883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560831838311991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124189343029118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830069332690011,0.2806057472269824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322618492658741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920592390794514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26961446953135554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270580586337616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783422428488588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711150518688985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834902157184232 adhd,chloromonkey,2019/04/17,"My Diagnosis has started my journey to normalcy. I just got clinically diagnosed. It is a bittersweet feeling. Bitter, because you are now legally mentally ill. It's not something to flaunt. This is not some Instagrammable life event or achievement. It's not the best thing to learn that you've stepped outside the social mainstream. It makes me mad that I have irretrievably lost 4-5 years to underperformance, not because I'm incompetent, but because I have an illness beyond my control. Sweet, because my behavioural patters and character traits, which I earlier dismissed as just weird/indiscipline are now scientifically validated as part of a researched disease. This is not a green light for me to continue those behaviours, but rather a re-assurance that I'm not ""just lazy"" or it's ""all in my head"". That's a good place from which to start your journey to becoming normal again. I flaired it as a celebration because this was not easy. To get to the clinic, I had to fight. 1) fight myself - in an almost narcissistic way, I couldn't bring myself to visit a psychiatrist. How could I? I've always seen myself as a gung-ho, socially desirable, ambitious, ""put-together"" guy. (my MBTI is ENTJ). How could I be this weak? Let me tell you now. There is nothing un-manly/abnormal about seeking help when you need it. Don't slow dance in a burning room. 2) fight parents/society - I come from an upper middle class Asian background. Mental illness is a taboo here at best, if at all it is acknowledged. My parents had a hard time coming to terms with the fact that the eldest son in the family, the apple of their eyes is crashing and burning like this. I feel that I've broken their hearts. It took my neurologist aunt to convince them to accept this situation. (She's an angel). 3) fight (ironically, hilariously) my ADHD - shouldn't have to explain this one. My brain resorted to every diverting tactic to get me to defer and delay a simple phone call to fix an appointment. Clean my room, paint my guitar, hop on random buses. It took me an epiphanic wave of self-disgust this morning to finally make this call. I wish it wasn't this way. But here we are. I did it. I'm taking a gap year from University. (It's not the norm in Asia). I will at some point see all my friends graduate before me. But I know I'm playing a very long game here. Sacrificing 1 year to make sure I'm geared up for the rest of my years. To anyone with suspicions, get yourself checked. On a more practical note, a formal diagnosis expedites official remedial procedures such as a leaves of absence/gap years. On a personal note, it is a way of reconciliation with the past. That what I went through was real. You cannot move forward till you're at peace with the past. With my diagnosis, Ive taken the first step to heal myself. To anyone still on the other side of the river, the view from here is great. Do it.",3.7665869492220985,6.035619872029251,5.072265791142783,78.57997127187255,74.22851919561244,8.194739394843863,28.347908816177288,8.957266950251167,2.5375857105547888,2278,94,416,51,49,756,290,547,0.10400000000000001,0.782,0.114,0.8174,2,0,1,1,4,0,98.0,1,5,3,7,20,19,6,0,40,0,34,13,4,6,5,63,65,19,0,10,19,3,3,1,1,2,9,0,3,2,38,11,0,3,7,4,1,14,13,8,0,2,13,11,52,11,65,45,11,64,1,1,5,0,30,23,0,7,27,276,90,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123644930262775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936231301829878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779648725325344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074970114378046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849726611292809,0.10325941835588594,0.07955854251024516,0.0,0.1962373884272458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437289360520388,0.19094053771757535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107772443075244,0.0,0.0,0.10486415280285057,0.1492985208806931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489686890527932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787747419865861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814007658412104,0.0,0.09454916920703993,0.0,0.0,0.10242072640668047,0.0,0.0795279825257374,0.0,0.0,0.07223507985304731,0.0,0.14654401632006325,0.0,0.0,0.07842033696691972,0.07477760503815452,0.10308010128328417,0.0,0.09257612669247303,0.0,0.0,0.08375440188255275,0.0,0.09595427100068513,0.0,0.0,0.11079367364716647,0.06266866014975005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051383171418797086,0.0,0.0,0.09899917838506822,0.0,0.0956063944965705,0.06603926606626256,0.04567761401708531,0.0,0.0,0.08274136398314097,0.0,0.0,0.10206235549799553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872287012559728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844474333023245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993718672674978,0.0,0.06932638932850822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160661213611264,0.08971230889319194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335557432990219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038166777890942,0.10124748042834622,0.17850576932628054,0.0,0.08163744240382706,0.09768382903005432,0.0,0.08838431031462643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398969695413836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641936206182184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745045187056852,0.0,0.0975371267454982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509386096637714,0.0,0.19061559294145766,0.0,0.07197808970611938,0.0,0.0,0.132354453718901,0.0,0.07466633872425782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881192421481657,0.0,0.07029765035431748,0.0,0.08171996686089937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621148477938917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451849754131078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775586142987992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714431440986584,0.0,0.22263925012161906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086672091270373,0.0,0.0,0.10751623560272157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010430524149372 adhd,nexiviper,2019/04/17,"No motivation for anything outside of work To be honest I don't know if this is the best place to post this as I think it could just as easily be depression, but I have had diagnosed and mediacetd ADHD for about a year. Lately, whilst my meds help tremendously during the work day, and whilst at work I am perfectly happy, productive and so on, when I get home I devolve into a slob with less get up and go than an arthritic sloth. I plan the things I'm going to do when I get home, eat well, clean x y or z, and so on - then I get home and end up in bed waiting for it to be late enough to go to sleep Used to enjoy playing games and watching TV series but lately find myself skimming through channels on twitch, YouTube videos or reruns of easy to watch shows. Do any of you have any tips? I go to the gym when I can and made the jump to walking to work rather than driving, but I need to do something as I feel as though I'm living in purgatory at the moment 😭",5.21612511251125,4.390029262376242,6.058946894689469,84.33056255625564,68.25742574257426,9.127632763276328,29.25472547254725,8.296473431620573,1.7666871287128707,749,22,167,9,11,248,123,202,0.019,0.795,0.18600000000000005,0.9883,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,8,10,8,0,0,9,0,14,4,1,3,1,29,31,25,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,5,10,1,1,5,7,0,7,2,1,1,0,2,3,16,7,37,25,3,32,0,1,2,0,3,11,0,3,13,109,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124076736475653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711573020419898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035593923731822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206615547338302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004766819850226,0.0,0.0,0.0811593633679823,0.0,0.10838977923654768,0.12772963137377152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287704544133687,0.0,0.0,0.11146097287590563,0.13003112376890988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363081663719519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150196947820716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629944612577527,0.0,0.2860815705720688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396392870814794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435099020606805,0.0,0.3786972173696371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916090720220952,0.0,0.4258746085638819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112309728195964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190772139259191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978499342173792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331218464376856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148083405830086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052435087929066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593549468700954,0.0,0.0,0.09688132992383082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360556784514027,0.08063614548312731,0.12364169156958732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868933878442157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314941881145807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366465503062986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810398036440499 adhd,GingerNoisette,2019/04/17,"Is there any practical first aid for mistakes? I didn't get diagnosed with anything, I'm only stupid and I regret using it, I will never ever use god damn Ritalin but currently I need help. On my first time trying last week I took 80 mg, brainfog occurred, I literally saw the world under a veil and I did not require any tips just because I slept it off. So I didn't know the size of this disturbance. Yesterday I took 40 mg I didn't sleep at all at night and I had to go to work. So now I experience the downfall for the first time with lack of sleep. My hands and feet are cold, my heart beats mad, I feel cold, I worry about me looking like different, I try not to talk much. The only tip to ease the pain of the downfall was to drink Coke. What should I do to make it go away?",1.4119715447154488,3.1839560914634184,3.2081463414634186,91.53522764227644,79.54878048780488,6.568455284552847,21.908943089430885,7.554174236665415,0.7068338211382121,605,18,137,9,15,202,106,164,0.17300000000000001,0.768,0.06,-0.9514,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,7,8,3,1,8,0,11,11,6,3,3,24,26,7,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,2,1,0,4,6,7,0,3,10,6,21,1,20,14,3,24,1,1,2,0,2,7,1,0,14,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023585512195392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243782973788525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978892130455364,0.0,0.0,0.09069828988639313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101420064603,0.0,0.15544923164684568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457531950809158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458504749111155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455408169410264,0.0,0.0,0.0752304442404687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796707367269377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773430862129663,0.0,0.16911651288290305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631159231569926,0.09972781744272832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817686468266172,0.12128008083647893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268910394813126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124942388828546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931550950814047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937449823306432,0.11032259956405903,0.11475258797180547,0.0,0.0,0.13962515902492711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631622957913855,0.15831831463500134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977860009236093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195881886449479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735161006174267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306124396440996,0.2020312428932136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570058871812481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934679305649372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831765193046293,0.1510989475543295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anony1343242,2019/04/17,"Feeling of Euphoria after taking SSRIs? Hi, I have been having lots of excruciating mood swings over the last few months since January, when I had some stressful things happen. In February, I was prescribed Sertraline and began a course of it. Exactly 4 weeks into it, I felt a wave of 'euphoria' (can't think of how else to describe it) come over me; beforehand I'd only felt the effects of the Sertraline dosage (which was only 50mg) a little bit, and it helped in a way, but something still didn't really feel right. I stopped taking the sertraline immediately when this happened, as I'd read up on the symptoms of ADD and knew there's an overlap with dyspraxia (which I already knew I had). The feeling of 'euphoria' was so sudden and different to the previous effects of the sertraline that it made me think that the wrong neurotransmitter was being targeted. ...not sure if it could have just been the serotonin, though! I was then diagnosed with ADHD-PI in March. I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this euphoria after starting sertraline? I am planning on going back to the psychiatrist who assessed me for ADHD and being prescribed medication, this should happen in the next few weeks, and will hopefully stop the mood swings that have been affecting me over the last 3 months (only if my suspicions are correct, that is). TL;DR: Is it normal to feel euphoria after sertraline, or would that have been the consequences of ADD? Thanks in advance!",8.836753246753249,8.64405981818182,8.7491341991342,65.92227272727278,60.66666666666666,12.391341991341992,38.175324675324674,11.765960540728905,4.787914285714286,1168,51,189,32,14,380,145,264,0.064,0.8220000000000001,0.114,0.9498,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,20,0,30,3,0,5,3,47,53,18,0,8,7,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,19,12,0,2,13,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,19,7,15,3,33,28,5,40,0,0,0,0,3,15,0,8,21,143,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828848501975088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987560061513914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229269902187336,0.1205889462478568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904975711517774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284887388411327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138088714353223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396716119247656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945449056671595,0.0,0.12296266639775465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663244993759468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803362474280435,0.0,0.22600477357883125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688684509941721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122228637936472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888619465579205,0.0,0.0,0.11689430839285808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186871446837772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117957895923867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005718456552086,0.0,0.11136263194873193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856189921630456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878806150462556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516634544849695,0.0,0.1153127738722821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26852928197186704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772344306143408,0.0,0.07539624881049582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050797825817667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735570278510013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060473898661517,0.0,0.0,0.08330271602010537,0.0,0.0939886590324781,0.19679088500410152,0.13481532333974466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110922934564268,0.12232662951889707,0.17697886364393944,0.0,0.0,0.10835460743196547,0.0,0.0,0.07818906551336857,0.15082404257104132,0.11563139359599613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934181092598518,0.18881019539018454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763151335412998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360473167251505,0.12867728255185704,0.0,0.0 adhd,a5myth,2019/04/17,"UK: Controlled Drugs can now be sent electronically to your nominated pharmacist. I'm glad to say that my GP can now send my Elvanse prescription straight to my nominated pharmacy electronically. Before this the best I could do was request it electronically from my GP via the PatientAccess app and then pick it up a few days after from my GP and take it to my usual Pharmacy and then they always ordered it in because they (as a branch) had a policy of not stocking controlled drugs, but that usually came the day after. So all together it took at least 4 days. As someone with ADHD, it might slip my mind to do order on time. This news makes my life easier.",6.1645,7.0009842800000035,7.21255,71.18202500000002,66.2,10.73,32.425,10.686352973137794,3.5723000000000003,525,21,96,14,8,177,83,125,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.8294,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,3,3,2,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,4,1,16,15,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,1,12,2,17,7,4,23,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,12,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290007420224288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474031294300248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798909702880267,0.0,0.15074174365644466,0.0,0.18590817006420604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261259671814252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973779494143433,0.14143999282029104,0.0,0.0,0.3427416056725858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108759025272265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512640129547814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182491114901226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792833146288204,0.17887116796278982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087692239928226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009876089397794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319487832493035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329768647846303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682035277829454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902117608261961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wolfenstein72,2019/04/17,"Better focus at work after a short vacation This might seem obvious and what non-ADHD people would call ""recharging the batteries"" but for me it feels different. I've just been away from work for a long holiday and as usual find that my focus is a lot better - for a while, as experience tells me this will only last for a day or two. What I mean with ""better focus"" is that I care a lot less about distractions around me, even on the bus to work. Trying to understand the mechanism behind this. Is it just the fact that I have not had to do things that really bore me? Or is it: \- less coffeine consumption (about one cup a day compared to 4-5) \- more moving about during the day \- having more people around me (relatives) that I interact with more than my coworkers \- being in a different place from my home that is rather cluttered and unorganized I've tried in the past to stay in the same mindset for a longer time, but it's like work breaks it down somehow. Anyone else experience this so clearly?",7.377253886010365,6.581632450777201,7.5888134715025926,75.02995595854925,63.87046632124353,11.243316062176168,31.217098445595852,10.577609850970193,3.06056103626943,785,23,150,17,10,256,113,193,0.025,0.846,0.129,0.9713,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,7,11,7,0,1,16,0,14,0,0,0,3,29,19,11,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,12,5,31,13,8,24,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,7,11,116,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225178752510746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858170041695798,0.12980463682792848,0.0,0.22555455257406065,0.0,0.0,0.11902553774513798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361300501957448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936042959632946,0.0,0.1291646796446759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451057019045743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647195244968473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582978186190484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367481715543927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478461646117309,0.0,0.0,0.06405617839355711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578858290852248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270762490827087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032658861991338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061892313102474165,0.0,0.0,0.11211300144212556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154075793623295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799804312796446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343936797535097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464702250421814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584561885712072,0.09635030685808567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093599023810354,0.17565605117151814,0.0,0.13235976224842366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115820727812757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533005092441448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350302729747939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072902743533752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416445759478802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387154500760823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202276905973954,0.0,0.12375367915692005,0.1318844503279439,0.0,0.0,0.13952657912808314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36891526590223583,0.0,0.0,0.0899940016852092,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_encryptist27,2019/04/17,"I finally got way better grades after years of struggling and hard work !!! So i'm an average 2.5 GPA kid whose always gotten these bad grades until my 12 grade finals where i managed to somehow score up to a 3.5 GPA . Getting diagnosed early had its positives and its negatives towards my education . The positives is knowing that i need to put SO much extra effort to get to places where people normally start off , and it actually took me about 3-4 years in trial and error with my exams to understand that this effort is still not enough , changing techniques bear so little fruit and its more smart work than hard work. After so much hard work going to be a big waste during these years of bad grades and having to see that even though you put so much effort your friends who wait till the last second of the exam to prepare do better than you , killed all the motivation and determination in me . But somehow , this finals i said not anymore. I managed to run the extra mile of clocking a few extra hours each day to study and sacrificed all the other temptations got me to where i wanted to and actually beat every single one of my friends . Id never even imagined that me with all my forgetfulness and distractions would ever get to this achievement . So i hope this post helps anyone whose going through the struggles of getting bad grades for so long to know that , its all in the matter of time and your dedication will pay of . :D",13.508133169934645,7.971783775735292,12.161372549019609,61.7006209150327,56.83088235294117,14.735947712418305,44.192810457516345,11.20814326018867,4.842199673202613,1145,38,202,18,9,368,153,272,0.109,0.764,0.126,0.8071,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,12,18,13,1,3,12,0,8,2,0,1,6,38,29,22,1,5,3,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,20,14,1,1,5,0,1,6,4,7,0,2,6,6,20,6,40,20,15,42,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,3,21,150,40,18,0.0,0.0,0.1986496409915917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469100842501509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094066949080548,0.07116853493068885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549518506014235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800363062649787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767215366623092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564114870075836,0.0,0.0,0.10330686908525502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516830069676196,0.0,0.13445246861406746,0.0920678970753642,0.08575595856335212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344925295187383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572734701118585,0.0,0.21270815618184616,0.0,0.11569042766712945,0.0,0.16280917048793744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353078548559023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822251507898168,0.0,0.0,0.10109276726778148,0.1002350407841631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126070096706643,0.0,0.11187375567143877,0.08296614080016752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201258114254982,0.0,0.09007411261875944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244650553767443,0.07547026903134407,0.07850076702776075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972502145181568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897030532854842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056301558190592,0.0,0.1063408166546246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747928655205493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046386025295675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968182537372308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110729731104924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204201983121639,0.0,0.08128345822833663,0.0,0.0,0.2128098713305447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000057079223433,0.0,0.05935006447732926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113083855273738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059589403431922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003382431255335,0.08079003424412559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29639484074299144,0.0,0.0,0.0723032096058089,0.0,0.0,0.1966333487940317 adhd,LauritsM1,2019/04/17,"What are your experince with starting menthylphenidate-treatment? Like, depressive Mood and all? Bout 2-3 weeks ago, i started talking menthylphenidate, and it appeared to be a huge sucesss honestly... i had a lot more energy, managed a whole lot more. Just over all felt a lot better. But now i started to feel Like empty, sad Lonely, irritable and all that.. my phsycriatist says this shouldn’t last for to long, and that it’ll eventually stop... but have you guys tried this? What are your experiences?",4.577141073657927,7.501389011235958,4.176779026217229,82.7303620474407,74.61797752808988,7.551061173533085,28.990012484394512,8.515128840125781,2.4599952559300875,398,17,69,8,9,120,64,89,0.115,0.7829999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.299,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,3,19,13,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,7,4,6,8,9,12,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,4,11,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216402732472525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174872516257948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699750617669496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101917886418347,0.0,0.0,0.10390736045500244,0.14680978625437358,0.1973129594457997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347806430109885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751054978762067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007945852598507,0.0,0.0,0.1818617086546466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241282001563893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342245505246286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363634935896655,0.0,0.0,0.17180783970730376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517372918831005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395215287535468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484031658288156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294342632001028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saddest-turtle,2019/04/17,"ADHD Mistaken For/Causing Depression + Anxiety? I know this subreddit probably gets posts like this all the time, but I really hope that maybe someone can relate to this or validate my feelings in some way. I've been looking into ADHD and I'm terrified that by thinking I may have it I'm just lying to myself and attempting to make excuses for my consistently poor life decisions. But at the same time, I want so badly for there to be a way to actually... help myself. Because nothing I've tried has seemed to work and I think it's all my fault. For context, I've been diagnosed with panic disorder and have suffered from depression for a long time. I'm in my third year of college and the whole experience has been a disaster. It's a never ending cycle of me fucking up something important because I left it too late or got too frustrated. I have trouble studying/doing assignments early, concentrating and going to class. (But isn't that normal?) I feel constantly trapped in a spiral of shame about my inability to do \*anything\* or resist my impulses. For my whole life it has felt like I am unable to learn from my mistakes because I fuck up in the exact same ways every time. I have very poor impulse control and I just let things slip. At this point I feel somewhat resigned from the shame I experience because it's a constant in my life and I'm tired of feeling bad about myself. I'm also tired of making plans to change because it feels like all I think about is how I can fix everything, how everything will be better next time, I just need to jiggle the gears in my brain right and something will click into place. I don't think I haven't tried to change- I'm obsessed with change. I am always thinking about it, making to do lists and plans and trying to figure out what is wrong with me, but somehow I'm doing too much of that as well and get lost in the planning. And if I let go a little, don't constantly plan, don't obsessively remind myself of deadlines, then I completely forget everything I need to do or intended to do. The days and weeks slip away. It's a nightmare because this means reminding myself to stay functional takes up all my energy, but I fall apart if I don't do it. Throughout my life, I've thought that depression and anxiety were the cause of my inability to concentrate. However, I don't actually feel depressed anymore, and after tracking my mood for a few months, I've concluded that I actually feel okay most of the time. And I do really well and can get absorbed in work for many hours if I can actually manage to get myself to focus, but this takes an extreme amount of effort and often, extreme circumstances. So basically, I'm wondering if ADHD is the thing actually causing the anxiety and depression, because most of what troubles me is my inability to get any work done most of the time. I also zone out constantly when people are talking to me. I often physically can't process words I'm reading if it's something I deem uninteresting. My emotional control is pretty terrible and I will have extremely sudden outbursts of anger for very silly, irrational reasons. I find myself apologizing to my partner all the time for snapping at him because I was suddenly so overwhelmed with some feeling of irritation. I also have a huge amount of trouble feeling ""present"", because I associate it with negative experiences. I feel like I dissociate to survive, to not be overwhelmed by the world and all of its sounds and things. My panic attacks and moments of anger seem to be set off by my inability to control a hypersensitivity to the environment. I am constantly in my own head for self-protection. I used to attribute all of the spacing out, forgetting things, losing things, and being unable to sit still as a child to personality quirks. And to some extent, those things have improved, but only because I've set up systems to deal with them (ie putting a certain object in the same place every single time, checking if I still have something with me 1000 times \[I still forget sometimes\]). I honestly feel like I'm trying to cheat my way out of taking responsibility for my actions for thinking about this. I don't feel like I deserve to have a reason for constantly ruining my life. But then why am I not motivated by the negative consequences I experience if they bring me so much suffering? Surely a """"normal"""" person would learn not to stick their hand in the oven by now? I'm genuinely not sure if they would but it seems like the logical thing to do. I'm going to make an appointment with my GP to discuss all of this, because I feel pretty desperate, but I'm posting on here for validation anyway. I'm terrified of being labelled as another university student who just wants adderall, but I genuinely feel like my brain is broken and I need help. I also experience the effect of caffeine making me more focused/calm/sleepy so... maybe that's concrete evidence that I should get this checked out. :C PS: I wrote this entire post completely out of order and stitched the sentences together. I'm sorry for the probable lack of cohesion + wall of text. /end vent &#x200B; TL;DR am considering whether i may have adhd rather than being a total failure because i am a bad person who is bad. am hopeful that maybe medication might fix me but also terrified i'm making all of this up.",6.254511702370966,7.164538782953423,7.1290148662041615,71.59939406876576,66.02675916749257,10.213195090340779,34.948250362125485,10.250230495817467,3.801290968971564,4268,196,733,101,65,1425,399,1009,0.221,0.6829999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9994,1,1,4,0,0,0,118.0,0,0,4,19,38,57,7,8,43,1,73,15,4,21,15,183,150,71,0,23,34,0,16,8,1,9,9,1,1,5,46,44,0,3,39,1,4,7,16,37,2,1,11,19,101,19,136,121,32,101,0,13,2,2,20,41,2,31,48,524,147,12,0.0,0.0,0.18994068481725554,0.0,0.1871356847459772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556536376350886,0.03239123525784214,0.04217849882195202,0.04730181125788226,0.026472391897858785,0.040819428407986934,0.08933949771956025,0.0,0.03860614052618876,0.0,0.0,0.03203444769110052,0.0,0.0,0.04428624826798551,0.03657416091834295,0.0,0.13001309939633393,0.2847619526668798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03442867465880458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691310033838329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996941467448095,0.12354206632960378,0.0,0.08163058714858253,0.2524041935350287,0.13098327045901634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025105355688895662,0.040133084449644536,0.16764325444720762,0.03951112594502087,0.0,0.0,0.04461488921423983,0.0,0.0,0.03983688509509746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378878855442755,0.06895735139745787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559708002642799,0.0,0.10495799632541464,0.1903953907545745,0.0,0.0,0.27556450733750504,0.13905094418569106,0.03737700872811408,0.0,0.035579509608022614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197666366660932,0.12202971820051475,0.0,0.06637108111006106,0.0,0.031134297734086595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039951384383977474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218526917793245,0.0,0.0,0.07732862480522319,0.03833626317006097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021393824483388654,0.0,0.04391250778376361,0.0,0.04229541306276857,0.07961308603076989,0.1374800764746666,0.15214613347030714,0.039016107807638895,0.0,0.034450077130193116,0.03268973672514173,0.04355050257019738,0.042494537795044696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590855380552776,0.03946690735338649,0.11732530017963252,0.04240403136498133,0.0,0.0392158897500798,0.0,0.04129648277866231,0.0,0.0,0.031071978158805993,0.0,0.057233154979768774,0.08659391184359258,0.030023692715485613,0.0,0.041400396214753325,0.0,0.07628239859250538,0.03735248988073121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029606517175372264,0.0,0.09134729964846844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026987791038525336,0.1019713497143914,0.08134300143139167,0.0,0.03679956627326336,0.0,0.11184686174577176,0.07920759260223098,0.08394199003129528,0.0,0.0,0.03913341711617534,0.0,0.0,0.0389385594749491,0.0,0.04987657924621676,0.08004898630379728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332443206496311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631583577287868,0.04061041996025695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03298358925504001,0.1198747819803896,0.03850081211056963,0.043576736901508116,0.0,0.04149209510989688,0.09326391314762177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337840573372746,0.0,0.08780709043922813,0.0312888719264407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103435042550764,0.1496610394458133,0.0,0.03090450354624621,0.2269924442752825,0.08948407638399619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571829468532457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03362131486174598,0.0,0.06423939499274517,0.045921515468967146,0.12359701717367425,0.031225713551551564,0.0,0.07000193908307882,0.0,0.035126487694216786,0.0869234994218847,0.0,0.0,0.04221578255253766,0.08502019748841343,0.0,0.0,0.05530670411871201,0.04256168431215164,0.04730181125788226,0.025068371793620644 adhd,sashy311,2019/04/17,"Does Dexedrine cause brain damage? Hello! :) I’ve been on dex for at least 4 years now. Ever since I’ve started taking it, in addition to the the many positive effects, I’ve also noticed that shortly after taking it, my memory started to suffer. I mean, I go to the grocery store & come home & get excited about the stuff I forgot I bought 20 minutes ago. But not all the time. I have a lot of trouble recalling words - I can remember the first letter & length of the word but it takes me some time to figure out the word I’m wanting (and sometimes I never do figure it out). This is especially true if I’m drinking. After 3 or so beers, most of the night is blank and then I start remembering tiny bits here and there the next day. Occasionally, mainly at nighttime, I will start thinking in gibberish. I don’t know how else to explain it. Where you would usually “hear” your thoughts, all of a sudden my thoughts aren’t in real words anymore. I can usually catch it and snap out of it but this didn’t happen to me several years ago. My brain just feels.... lazy. I’m not sure if my brain actually doesn’t work as well or if my brain is just too lazy to try as hard as it used to. (It’s so hard to describe!) About 2 years ago, I had an MRI done on my brain after I complained to my Doc & everything was fine. I am also approaching my mid-30’s and it’s been suggested that my brain is just aging with me and these memory issues are related to that (that doesn’t sound right to me). I am wary of changing medications because, outside of this issue - which I am not even entirely sure is related to the dex - the medication works for me. I am not physically addicted, I can sleep well & eat okay during the daytime. No hard crash at nighttime. Side note: I have also been on Wellbutrin for probably 8 years now - but these symptoms didn’t really show up until I added the dex. Is it possible that I am causing brain damage by using this medication? Is this the type of thing that is permanent or would heal after changing meds? Has anyone else experienced anything like this with dextroamphetamine? Was it helped by switching to a different medication? Lastly, I know it isn’t the same thing or the same drug, but is this similar to what people who have used crystal meth for years experience? Thanks in advance for any and all information, suggestions and/or guidance you can provide :)) (I hope this post is okay as I am asking for peoples experience on this medication and not so much medical advice about the effects I’m experiencing, my apologies if this isn’t the appropriate place!)",3.7051944602542193,5.641407119521915,4.937962435970405,80.9483532536521,73.42231075697211,8.207247201669514,27.490229557958642,8.909455092898707,2.2557289318914817,2042,78,390,43,42,675,243,502,0.077,0.857,0.066,-0.6289,2,0,4,0,0,0,77.0,0,3,0,6,23,17,0,0,23,2,44,22,8,8,8,80,77,34,0,8,21,0,4,1,0,3,11,2,1,0,37,15,3,1,15,3,2,5,15,5,2,1,13,8,42,12,60,61,12,59,0,3,0,0,15,20,0,12,34,267,79,3,0.0,0.0,0.05873149426241616,0.06561010472497271,0.0,0.058811700973688916,0.16005006713512562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438882435037284,0.0,0.32604998027965343,0.0,0.04092759627452601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059686957614935934,0.042082476264059664,0.06166624170188599,0.049526803132769866,0.0,0.05626448280290125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366879775417348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657060026800642,0.0,0.0,0.4703014761074741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365233908678278,0.12733466707927046,0.051843709436641634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881409227877916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288010420795162,0.0,0.0,0.052667954771936094,0.06158974815338498,0.0,0.05895800190348423,0.06979503625416153,0.061583877607800375,0.10055303211094456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975136501409046,0.05444042226145628,0.0,0.0,0.05409004364451619,0.1177441874599044,0.0,0.0,0.03043114541857663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119299558914663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031443972896210766,0.0,0.034204298859196465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322104881260699,0.0,0.16174075803158494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783242566984496,0.0,0.040340473135800026,0.0,0.06037006752610349,0.059776894145112426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563418558050035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615177159681014,0.04905848707359203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02940315872017286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116680026994835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101774469779499,0.0,0.06555868025883484,0.06685153023268177,0.3637779561658899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044242610746458855,0.0,0.04641807883741755,0.0,0.06400701184919719,0.056479176233467016,0.0,0.0,0.06852057346212649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344885647113565,0.0,0.06288010420795162,0.0,0.0,0.06784910098584729,0.057640216516462374,0.0,0.06488918515064411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685032583451686,0.03855580007314479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635485387463828,0.051397325153645916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799147453836417,0.0,0.049785328471677055,0.0,0.060228071156650485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952411479788607,0.0,0.17039589714834869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889697546287607,0.0,0.0,0.11344655884235665,0.06255485048343258,0.1357540021847516,0.0,0.0,0.05540989965762562,0.0,0.0,0.07996795663976837,0.038563865731626616,0.0,0.09555970983549313,0.07018825614634427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040861397228543456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594052923395582,0.13256968260317895,0.0,0.035498440274683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082263783446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763022073240784,0.0,0.0,0.08550683542987284,0.0,0.0,0.19378456695331864 adhd,Creeeeeeeam,2019/04/17,"Kia Ora from New Zealand Hi everyone. I really don’t want to sound insensitive or like I’m trying to crowbar my way into your community, and apologies in advance if this puts anyone out at all. I’m undiagnosed but have reason to suspect that I have ADD / ADHD. I have an appointment to see a specialist about it in a few weeks, which comes after a long and painful performance management process at work which has not ended well. I just wanted to say that after about five minutes of browsing this sub I saw at least 3-4 posts that really spoke to me - like I could have written them because they seemed so prescient. I don’t feel qualified (if that’s even the right term) to offer any insight or respond to any of them, but whether I end up being diagnosed or not it is reassuring to know that I’m not alone in some of the stuff I’m struggling with. So i just wanted to thank everyone here for their honesty and openness. TLDR: not diagnosed yet but finding a lot of wisdom in this sub after ~5 minutes of logging in",7.530298507462685,6.334354990049758,7.982333333333332,73.63350000000001,63.77611940298507,11.025074626865672,37.015422885572136,10.125756701596842,3.634575721393035,807,34,153,15,10,268,126,201,0.094,0.7929999999999999,0.114,0.6299,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,4,3,10,8,0,1,7,0,10,3,0,1,1,38,26,14,0,6,15,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,13,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,2,1,1,3,6,16,6,34,21,6,28,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,8,12,110,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819706197875785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218545453922933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298028264315394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094950413032416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954590122277448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348929438101158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502856654614994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178817691951913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773938268899265,0.0,0.0,0.10342968714023527,0.0,0.0,0.2992669482854407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791792646327167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312522347545012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606065524548788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300906050819515,0.0,0.0,0.13858187036095612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313168345317894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512406703042348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666283890418295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997496460511253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742148027941535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063785671728684,0.16100600008172755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373148968852275,0.0,0.12453082975898312,0.0,0.0,0.12478614148396765,0.1425584362236539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370735799022004,0.17926409859152825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441718689164158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631789700713568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770918108302958,0.12429802222381105,0.12561126557063276,0.0,0.14079793798958612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400320858378052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,izziedays,2019/04/17,"Hyperfocus made my bf concerned USUALLY I'm only able to hyperfocus when I'm alone so in the 2 years I've been my boyfriend and considering we don't live together yet, this was his first time seeing this. My room is messy 90% of the time. I'm awful at keeping it clean. Since I haven't had homework in nearly two months (long story) and I got bored of all my hobbies, I was due for a good hyperfocus sesh. It was like some demon in me woke up and said ""clean or you'll explode."" It was the only thing I could do for nearly an hour. I went from relaxing and watching The Office to scrambling around in a cleaning frenzy in a matter of minutes. Bf had never seen that before. He's heard stories of me writing 2000 words in an hour and rearranging my entire room at 2 am but he had never experienced it in person. It was only near the end that I started to notice how worried he was. Which triggered my RSD because I started thinking that he would reconsider moving in with me this year like we had planned. Luckily he reassured me he's still on board but I didn't know how to reassure him that I'm okay when I lock on to something like that. I can't lie and say that I didn't snap at him because like I said, usually no one really sees me like this so I don't usually have to take others emotions into consideration. I just don't know how approach the conversation of The Just What Happens Sometimes, Just Let It Run It's Course.",2.620924657534246,4.400119900684932,4.442597260273973,84.01473150684933,76.0205479452055,7.137753424657534,26.063561643835612,7.9765259561132025,1.5717658630136988,1129,42,229,18,25,383,157,292,0.049,0.8220000000000001,0.129,0.9718,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,2,13,11,0,0,12,2,26,0,0,5,3,37,48,16,0,2,6,0,0,5,2,2,0,4,6,1,21,11,0,1,5,1,0,4,10,1,0,3,21,9,31,10,34,23,2,47,1,0,4,0,23,21,0,2,27,152,52,1,0.1207088118008568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501792515277155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745643425699787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716594259023508,0.0,0.10271430821844622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637616405757346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578116631407008,0.10691217898204773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026748536536837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124482434777304,0.09654186375695803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674240362852483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774772937068106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729153816348383,0.0,0.0,0.13267681231520634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123432938338589,0.0,0.2948611410415129,0.0,0.10658809230810637,0.10682349995897128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421759634293888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634862195020467,0.12829436388231846,0.0,0.0,0.186196154246048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742778228789326,0.0,0.0,0.08179541484486402,0.2754134721657965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539827850859032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732915576540536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964344412476076,0.0959924920409886,0.0,0.0,0.1923785895654704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985157649211177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292754062327448,0.11938410138737306,0.0,0.1708766365549823,0.0,0.096398213030093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090758004077263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019357092196694,0.07734533259379196,0.0,0.0,0.14077255775126046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791496945308395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988311077584941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189827786923044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258565772893043,0.0,0.08574807659832591,0.0,0.0,0.15546503441179962 adhd,i-am-weird,2019/04/17,Vacation sucks IT'S SO BORIIIING. I CAN'T STAND THIS. HEEEELP.,1.3540909090909103,0.1667805454545448,2.6461363636363657,80.98920454545456,152.63636363636363,8.372727272727273,30.022727272727273,7.1686216300943375,3.9648,50,3,9,2,4,16,11,11,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xxkkddxx,2019/04/17,"So I might be finally getting diagnosed with ADHD (quite a process in Australia). MUST READ FOR OTHERS SUSPECTING IT (and any OCD sufferers suspecting ADHD) My whole life I've experienced symptoms of ADHD but thanks to the persistence of my mum and grandma (mostly) I've been able to excel at school, which caused them not to worry about my mental health. I also dealt with some form of OCD (undiagnosed, so not sure) about writing down certain things or making sure things were perfect or writing down ways to make things perfect (I'll explain all) which most went away after childhood and I dont suffer from them anymore. About the OCD, for one example, I would write down all versions of a word (eg. Work, working, workable, etc) but in Bulgarian (my native language) that would extend much further. I had a compulsion to do so and it would go on for pages. I also would try to remember and make sure all of an outfit would be perfect down to chewing gum or carrying a cat toy (I was very young, rememeber) even if it didn't make sense to an outside observer. From the stress of that, I would write down these rules for myself so I could follow them easier. Another obsession/compulsion I had was to never swear or ""be bad"" in any way before exams at school, I wouldn't even listen to songs with swear words. Or if my parents suggested one answer/way to approach an exam I would stick to it or feel EXTREMELY guilty like it was the end of the world. Or if I didn't do a certain thing, my grandma would pass away... just different OCD stuff and many more. I dont have OCD anymore but for those who have had it in their childhood and are now facing problems with ADD/ADHD, don't write yourselves off. When I got older (12yrs and up) I had no more OCD symptoms but my ADHD problems stayed. I think a way of coping with my ADHD and high-expecting parents was to obsess about certain things. So, getting the the ADHD part, my early adolescence I never even suspected such a diagnosis, as my mum had written me off as lazy (even though I was getting high marks). Can't blame her as she knew what I was capable of and that she and my dad were dentists in Bulgaria. And I excelled at school under the supervision and constant push of my grandma (who I love, even if deceased). I still always had a struggle with sitting through and learning all the material but her push really put me in the right direction. Thankfully, I didn't need much to remember something... When I moved from Bulgaria, things got extremely hard. Without as much support, I started to lose my outside motivation.. i did very well for grades (AUS) 7, 8 and 9 but then things turned south. I repeated year 10 and them did badly in year 11 and 12 because I was so sick of pushing myself... ADHD had been a crippling mental health issue all my life and it needs to be issued. It's the one thing that never gets better. And even though I've tried to ignore it for countless years, this is IT. Anyway, so now I'm in uni and finally looked for a psychiatrist that treats adult ADHD and I've found one. I have finally looked for help somewhere I wouldn't think I ever would the courage of. I feel embarrassed/ashamed and I feel like a drug seeker (as some of my family have mentioned) but I would never ever do this to drug seek. Are you serious. At THIS cost? Rediculoous. I strongly believe ADHD is the thing that needs to be addressed and this has gone on for too long unaddressed (especially in Australia).. It hurts my heart and I I hope for a better future.",4.854579646017697,6.1009043731563475,5.443233775811212,81.19547013274338,69.42772861356933,8.363864306784661,29.759218289085545,8.72156446121922,2.324148377581121,2767,106,519,46,48,892,301,678,0.098,0.764,0.138,0.9854,3,0,3,0,0,0,100.0,0,1,5,15,36,37,0,3,28,0,59,15,2,6,21,125,96,61,0,24,22,5,4,2,0,14,11,2,1,1,39,30,1,1,15,3,1,11,17,13,1,4,30,9,68,24,90,46,20,77,0,4,2,1,29,31,0,17,32,385,107,15,0.046356531782371896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571154276302247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414260343641835,0.03857234798726833,0.0,0.0,0.06304806249044398,0.048608865474281684,0.0,0.0,0.09194644631288072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710697514650176,0.0,0.07741153544930883,0.028258511508761814,0.0,0.03944599422690157,0.0522279369404706,0.0,0.08199717047582125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762092763486716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009494239711981,0.0,0.03701191856290214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705090396177933,0.0,0.04843270922773581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865902000701252,0.0,0.10751771928551017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041058127811583266,0.0,0.05169978673311639,0.18370831226035755,0.08386427391737175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370081253874377,0.0,0.07031776598130159,0.033117115567799504,0.0,0.15234394403464802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082754439338912,0.0,0.0,0.09687749824399294,0.0,0.02634548529861609,0.0,0.07415110643226587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041526347126222496,0.0,0.0,0.09854965111101567,0.0,0.05493271336010901,0.031071806099971743,0.09795644195656256,0.0,0.046042495780426206,0.0,0.0,0.04962562604162413,0.0,0.0,0.0967683507514656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548597864680973,0.045294919740002985,0.0,0.0,0.04102407187241575,0.07785562301265278,0.05186110152286876,0.0,0.0,0.04183857981342843,0.0,0.12377337971640735,0.046998247281956805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343296172798868,0.04917695455912394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926965702074509,0.10223215413285704,0.1031183428054421,0.14301206040040032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564954260882946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029468852373045,0.05019960650926419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871388065872643,0.0,0.046601118201275916,0.0,0.04930587768883776,0.04636907651822411,0.0,0.029697181286623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502582768725174,0.039588224854359165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074585506263013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0356875229413028,0.0,0.0,0.032811391791322496,0.04940989494719247,0.03702038616257545,0.0,0.053101250534335086,0.048461912101066734,0.053067138187756935,0.0,0.052604842916880334,0.13107144779359942,0.09636437224178304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535773253748627,0.0,0.0,0.2771749789723058,0.059406787542859274,0.0910901142224258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629460843151336,0.05042259496602045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649798713841396,0.0,0.14718262883960612,0.0,0.0,0.041680089268011984,0.0429729693884771,0.0,0.051755412247828786,0.0,0.04468604240151218,0.0,0.06749621448239124,0.047077308224599636,0.0,0.32930350144324266,0.0,0.0,0.0895562598277557 adhd,jacycat1,2019/04/17,Insomnia and adhd So I finally searched the symptoms of insomnia after literally a lifetime of sleep problems and... yeah I had almost all of them. I know it’s a common comorbid condition with adhd. Basically I’m wondering how I go about getting this dealt with?,3.2743749999999987,6.347631020833332,5.967500000000001,66.5275,82.54166666666666,9.866666666666667,35.08333333333333,9.725611199111238,5.088433333333335,211,13,31,8,6,75,37,48,0.063,0.8859999999999999,0.051,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,4,1,1,1,10,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6653263293717435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771780118047303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30322392829115685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461803404808574,0.0,0.1573134054445859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212357529861542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26486288862103313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770026953633661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877040864698158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30018081997949203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YayKittenz,2019/04/17,"Is it typical for people with ADHD to have difficulty with regulating their emotions? Also, feeling extremely intense anger/sadness/ happiness all at once? I am deeply effected by my emotions and wild mood swings to the point where they interfere with my everyday life. Specifically anger/rage is very hard for me to control and takes me days or sometimes weeks to get over the feeling of intense anger from a little squabble with my husband. It feels like my moods/emotions are disproportionate to the situation that brings them on. I’m just wondering if this is typical or a sign of something else...",9.131540880503143,9.649417311320754,8.554716981132078,65.19578616352203,59.849056603773576,11.972327044025162,42.19496855345911,11.538034831475384,5.288772327044026,489,26,76,13,6,155,77,106,0.07,0.813,0.11699999999999999,0.4796,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,3,4,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,19,14,6,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,2,18,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,4,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580244751771505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359820688302893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013976143374276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158046838756752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000366378160745,0.6059599647202601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723806459155313,0.1282813980696597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381539351447947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115046953301712,0.1608551280733348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683219463322998,0.0877264751183567,0.1799714804567118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123105274705168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244878841171552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697471325181085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183878202811653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382380457374347,0.17759455116556475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501066567050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816007631371508,0.0,0.0,0.14403635349525215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947307743272972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,therescrumbsinmybed,2019/04/17,"I don't know whether I do or don't like this sub. I'm not even sure what to write but I have this big heavy feeling in my chest right now. I just need to rant a little bit to sort out my thoughts and felt like maybe people who feel similarly or have felt similarly might be a good audience. &#x200B; In the last four or so years, I have dropped out/failed out of school, lost many jobs, and struggled through a few unsuccessful relationships. I just feel like I can't DO anything, and the cycle of failure is overwhelming consuming. I feel like I have so much potential, I swear I'm a smart person. But for the last two years, I've been struggling to even shower. I can't fucking do anything. I know all the things that I am supposed to do. I go through them all in my head, and then I forget them? or something? I don't even know how to put it into words. My memory is embarassingly bad. My friend who I live with just mentioned the other day that I ask all the same questions all the time and that its embarassing. He had people over for GOT and I talked the whole time, didn't know very obvious things anymore. I don't remember so many things about my own personal life. Friends are always mad at me, I can't hold down relationships. Everyone thinks I'm an asshole and unreliable as shit. I don't show up anywhere, reply to text messages, or answer calls. I have so much shame about how I don't listen but most importantly about how unreliable and unaccountable I am. It literally haunts me. On a lot of levels, I wish people would forget about me. I struggle to start tasks because I am terrified of failing them now. It's not even a question. I know I will fail them. I'll probably START something.. but it will not get done. I WANT to make it to my appointment but then I'm late always because of something (read: nothing) and then I'm stressed and overwhelmed about how I'm always fucking late and cant be places that I say I'm going to be, and feel horrible and anxious and guilty that now I'm MORE late and then I start receiving phone calls asking where I am, and my stomach falls out of my butt and then I avoid, avoid, avoid, totally ghosting this person who expected me for the next three months.. and welp. now I can't ever go back to my dentist/hairdresser etc. I literally lost my counsellor because I didn't show up to so many appointments that I felt consumed by shame when I thought about what I was going to say when I showed up. I have NO excuses. I feel like I can't start tasks now also because my brain is distracted before the point it can tell me to move my legs and get up, or I'm so overwhelmed by the number of tasks and have no idea how to prioritize them because they all seem just as important and just as daunting. I am just a person taking up space now. I do this with showering, brushing my teeth, doing laundry, getting groceries.. everything that makes up the foundations of a fucking grown up. and it's unacceptable. I have ruined my life and I don't even remember when this started. I don't know what happened. I have asked my doctor for referrals to a psychiatrist a couple of times but I don't even know if I have received callbacks because I've got a lot of anxiety tied into my phone even ringing and I let it go to voicemail, but like fuck, if I check those. My stupid fucking mailbox is full too and I tried to get through deleting those messages last time and got about halfway before I think something else came up and its full again now. I am living in a friends house who has been basically paying for me to live. He micromanages me to shit because if he doesn't, nothing will get done. days will literally just pass. but on a personal level, it makes me really mad to be micromanaged and I'm lucky that he hasn't allowed me to ruin his love for me. I had no idea if these things were tied into adhd.. until the other day I was reading a post on reddit that was unbelievably similar to my experience. And there in the comments was a group of people saying that they thought maybe this person had adhd. They linked this subreddit, I started reading and I just started crying. I can't believe others have felt like this before. I can't believe that there MIGHT be hope for me. I am desperate for help. I miss myself so fucking much. You guys talk about meds and like you can do things again and I just want that feeling SO fucking badly. I don't even know what to say anymore and think I'm done typing now. I'm just sobbing and feeling flooded emotionally and feel like I need to say so many more things to 'prove' my worth here or something but I don't know what I've missed or if it is important for people to know or if that even matters. I just feel worthless, helpless and pathetic. I feel like I'll never get through this and I'll never be able to even take care of myself again. Anyways, if you read this far.. thanks for listening guys, I think I decided that I do appreciate this sub, even if its just because I got to use it as a place to vent where I might be understood. &#x200B; TLDR;",4.068887546329609,5.263314178394452,4.910161423897254,84.47750763674874,71.2398414271556,7.9866462114938175,28.68812197075634,8.39386936231362,1.9248551828067937,3982,150,811,62,73,1292,358,1009,0.193,0.737,0.07,-0.9992,5,4,5,0,0,0,109.0,0,3,8,4,69,59,12,13,31,0,87,20,9,10,12,180,188,92,1,16,42,0,15,10,3,8,3,8,3,8,60,46,0,4,45,7,3,13,31,38,0,3,30,24,122,21,99,142,22,102,0,14,0,9,63,39,11,29,58,561,182,11,0.03879492968445427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324793296662524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031024291252436036,0.09684146788345928,0.08406858020951156,0.09428017176654026,0.0,0.0,0.029678015022215433,0.0438272280057252,0.07694829147680346,0.0,0.0,0.06384984317614105,0.0,0.10880406697323053,0.0,0.0,0.029830906259248145,0.06478429164244766,0.18919223243299554,0.0,0.09903488333965277,0.08741720155778211,0.0,0.0,0.042354015416728286,0.0,0.0,0.043307971781418125,0.07922792148199354,0.04437106447182298,0.03955401635982817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292585180449302,0.042614408588816016,0.07505856066604906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970825441396409,0.0,0.11910204713727067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03240818569471345,0.04363907424022999,0.0,0.0,0.04326660157469416,0.281860536901748,0.03509223495122934,0.0,0.03707021783368367,0.03486638128888084,0.03794888539475876,0.0,0.0,0.21577470316238986,0.13857552759083805,0.14899686541786933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991859931767616,0.2510570115207659,0.12161249735072112,0.0,0.11024026284590388,0.032539346406348264,0.12411139701172225,0.0,0.0,0.07682615943553213,0.0343062281977401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981479019373502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02600342360546895,0.0,0.0,0.0385321187245864,0.0,0.04476414014889569,0.0,0.08758950695735601,0.0,0.0,0.03849798155596864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132067877951488,0.09486913674936033,0.13128711141678145,0.0,0.0,0.03967044403925738,0.05480401227700878,0.18953243036234166,0.03888271133753974,0.10276990100230006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469849707475917,0.06596412379581792,0.035013938695401134,0.0,0.07768775043581773,0.15732787838019033,0.07794944252198797,0.0,0.04309242118857373,0.0,0.0,0.1234658690499128,0.0,0.0,0.030965742748912777,0.04123287067010137,0.08555621135968315,0.05753189758450745,0.05984208280840653,0.0,0.041258847838298585,0.0,0.0,0.07444956267454694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447759753003485,0.203245417261622,0.08106488888075705,0.0,0.036673748181252866,0.0,0.037154818728647385,0.0,0.04182749575607925,0.0,0.0,0.03899961956435513,0.08691839976668263,0.0,0.15522171257355802,0.0,0.024853025356810103,0.0,0.0,0.08330247176793842,0.08789418542583786,0.033130657978629435,0.0,0.154256425997694,0.0,0.03926254000311488,0.0,0.03531744694906724,0.0,0.0,0.07964487564594512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933116109935946,0.0,0.0,0.192214756349448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443946087915712,0.12167065136546915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036563762108464126,0.0,0.05833791806827875,0.06236378990909235,0.03390847849995604,0.03571715899026213,0.0,0.0,0.15464176468884375,0.09943289788477863,0.0,0.0923965222012788,0.09048654191826222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02633921068967845,0.0,0.03789700917795378,0.0,0.0,0.0335063632436922,0.0,0.03200987992338982,0.04576450933972008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331315354588261,0.044612254548960895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02755880496692653,0.0,0.09428017176654026,0.04996532555011216 adhd,ineedsomehelpreddit_,2019/04/17,"How likely is it for an adult to have ADHD? I posted this on r/advice as well, This is really stressing me out. I’ve always thought that I’m just childish/weird. And I mean this in a serious way, sometimes I just do things that’s just too cringe when I look back. I would also say some random stuff/talk to myself when I’m walking to my workplace. Even sometimes when there’s people around I cant help but to say weird things. When I realised, I pretend that I was just humming to a song lol. I can’t stop pacing when I’m at home, and worst of all I feel like I often cut people off mid sentence. It’s also hard for me to focus during meetings at work, briefing from my supervisor, or even simply reading an article. My mind literally wanders from minute to minute. Until recently, my boss told me that he noticed my short attention span and understands ADHD, since his brother has it. I never thought I had ADHD because I know how easy everyone self-diagnose themselves saying they have ADHD. But after working for a few weeks, I started to think that my inability to focus might really affect my career. So now I have a couple of questions: 1. How likely is it for me to have ADHD as an adult? And how can I improve this condition? 2. If you think I’m just childish/no ADHD, can you recommend me some ways to improve myself? 3. Is there any over the counter medicine that helps focus? Thanks so much!",2.3403225806451644,4.56026855197133,3.91956989247312,85.36602150537635,78.53405017921148,6.140501792114698,24.670250896057357,7.242747475848597,1.233629390681004,1102,40,209,14,27,366,159,279,0.08800000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.9132,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,2,28,10,1,1,8,1,18,0,0,6,2,41,34,24,0,2,9,1,2,3,0,2,0,4,1,2,16,6,0,1,10,3,0,2,3,5,1,0,5,7,36,5,31,27,6,30,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,8,17,151,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6708145206087324,0.09090656971245917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487900367805995,0.07740733140914621,0.0,0.0,0.0632627066093207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828152669095014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153332856820108,0.0,0.056709432524302224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293448796074553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442217303627758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122889158959558,0.0,0.0,0.08889291023699915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703810630577481,0.06645972241352263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333544318514784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471035432196813,0.0,0.09331537196250833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051126141028963484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634737239572675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812067876442441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013355274297004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868875030649167,0.09393246826967587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838679908073884,0.0,0.07174946906636709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591379240942526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289887754073314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909577982346123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421343547356693,0.0,0.09305387565120392,0.0,0.1191931356903629,0.0,0.09185461893796223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194047023754526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704922370217857,0.0,0.0,0.07695430260371043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401552758582096,0.0,0.06584619321656468,0.0,0.0,0.07777615938783672,0.1065640624135227,0.0,0.10649560545265553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477294580921999,0.0,0.08564832886298955,0.0,0.0,0.12360827020269798,0.11921807023001794,0.0,0.14770879399915682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889291023699915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684615832824134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768370507309111,0.07462201234782559,0.0,0.08364397428429117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545200424474554,0.0,0.0,0.06608491989863582,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luxcsia,2019/04/17,"You GOTTA try taking your meds super late at night and gooooooo (don’t actually) I was super behind in a bunch of classes so I was like screw it. Let’s take my booster meds at 9pm. These ones last about 3-4 hours and nine is usually when I drop dead every day. It was a fucking trip man. I just read like 3 textbook chapters of material (like 2 weeks of homework) in 3 hours and also my cat was in a weird mood and was also bouncing off the walls idk it was a weird night",1.9504207920792067,3.1628319009900987,3.820878712871288,90.15527846534651,76.52475247524751,6.238118811881187,23.51608910891089,6.6274283507984215,0.5359990099009897,366,11,83,3,8,124,69,101,0.126,0.743,0.131,0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,6,10,2,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,5,13,8,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,6,0,8,5,11,5,1,19,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,0,13,49,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.18122090726971998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970158126912304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976410792790247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646413995072847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168091586670767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365763259182377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513740395746307,0.20948288432040385,0.0,0.0,0.18989554153339155,0.0,0.2721776706067123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125519063760089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485423855604192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583824711606895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575486032956454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792535050160684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608123752103625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045273873883093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896103342474853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrboop22,2019/04/17,"I'm very forgetful and don't take my medication Started taking some new medication and I always forget to take it. I've tried setting reminders but it just doesn't get through to me. Doesn't help that I'm not consistent, because now I'm getting anxious that the meds won't help me. &#x200B; Advice?",3.045141242937856,5.606650491525425,4.245000000000001,82.14230225988702,77.98305084745763,6.6451977401129945,30.17231638418079,7.793537801064563,2.2803197740112986,245,12,44,4,6,80,41,59,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258285721834093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250016600684318,0.22462243229654666,0.2519067343204691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420351648444995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637545238305614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166238951143499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27791368636136543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027686293266386,0.41768999781241933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022319194770768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467364790130718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676184022243367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407512189486791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710540862708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519067343204691,0.0 adhd,where_r_theavocados,2019/04/17,"study habits for a university student with ADHD hello, (\*I am brand new to Reddit and this is my first post, so please bear with me.\*) &#x200B; I am a student at university with ADHD and awful study habits ( duh, the title). anyways I literally cannot study days/weeks before an exam, I don't know why. no matter how much I try to convince myself that I will study days prior to an exam I always end up pulling an all-nighter the night before an exam and I'm sick and tired of this constant cycle. I am aware of the negative effects I am putting my mind and body through during these all-nighters which is why I am asking for advice. finals are coming up in about 2-3 weeks and I would really like to succeed without having to put myself through a ton of stress that results from an all-nighter, especially multiple in one week. &#x200B; a little background if it helps, I am an engineering student which means a majority of the material I am studying is science and math-based.",6.542153110047848,6.624583894736848,7.04531100478469,75.3158133971292,65.3157894736842,9.014354066985646,33.58851674641149,8.575989854853784,2.7208947368421046,780,31,141,10,11,256,116,190,0.085,0.8240000000000001,0.091,-0.2177,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,15,2,16,3,1,3,0,21,21,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,18,3,24,19,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,11,98,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787663382513485,0.11333248215350257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650309139620936,0.25132450148126306,0.281852234327525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842389163320763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973776855559585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288255522556521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990488588534734,0.0,0.12533115189753993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479629644544906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027221952385758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704836773818082,0.0,0.09865093447283406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773769294263858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063738544794616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056661053935532474,0.1162405504980968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633417903973854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171048453096395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525726700356144,0.0,0.0,0.112012396506354,0.0,0.4353504575824164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858977951169895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273091544409302,0.0,0.0,0.11107498510540448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331800994032135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429855711295566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285255113998726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329979442045906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874153434607947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790919702311452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093044384012573,0.0,0.0,0.1117987744855823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238753292218122,0.0,0.281852234327525,0.0 adhd,thatsiegeguywhoreall,2019/04/17,I CAN ACTUALLY WORK NOW So I got my computer taken away (boo hoo so sad) and ever since I've been on top of my school work and other things I need to do. It feels amazing like I'm not worthless yay,2.2812878787878788,2.627726977272726,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,74.68181818181819,7.684848484848485,23.75757575757576,7.793537801064563,0.8861303030303027,153,4,37,2,3,54,36,44,0.059000000000000004,0.7190000000000001,0.222,0.7737,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,3,4,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,22,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.3326295721113934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202485951945048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083268115311666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234873736080408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261637345473866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665266689812998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25274290121762955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449678764718064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196239028020675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645181715332646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962993567984291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,disturbingCrapper,2019/04/17,"Suggestions for an ADHD Welcome Wagon Gift Basket? What would you include? Diagnosed about 5 weeks ago, on meds about 4 weeks, amazed and glad to finally have (almost) full use of my brain! I now feel like I'm catching up on 40+ years of living with one hand tied behind my back. Junk purge, wardrobe purge, resuscitating my dead career prospects, re-evaluating all of my long-held assumptions about life, etc. &#x200B; Today it amused me to imagine an ""ADHD Welcome Wagon"" gift basket to help those like me get up to speed. Things like... \- Gift Card to IKEA (hooks and shelves and drawer organizers, oh my! [Hemnes shoe cabinet](https://www.ikea.com/us/en/catalog/products/20169559/), here i come!) \- A copy of the [Konmari manga](https://konmari.com/products/the-life-changing-manga-of-tidying-up) (it actually makes a LOT more sense than the normal book, and is a faster read!) \- Tile tags? Or a better solution than Tile? I need to RFID 90% of my belongings, but so that I can find them at any distance, like the Find my iPhone app. &#x200B; Ideas? Anyone?",4.142926267281105,7.254801940860215,3.8513824884792633,83.22564516129033,77.9784946236559,6.5536098310291875,24.448540706605225,7.793537801064563,1.5529572964669742,835,29,144,14,21,252,133,186,0.015,0.8,0.18600000000000005,0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,1,1,7,10,0,0,9,0,4,5,3,2,1,21,11,7,1,3,2,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,15,10,24,10,5,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,14,74,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.12737864240485616,0.0,0.3137438602395757,0.0,0.11570714329968697,0.0,0.13070713657050725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828588263638284,0.3172169515507828,0.08876500957135193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126974824784546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036966382484046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544335122452384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571486802513825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124402061995071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248540162962566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557567300018118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599998925488915,0.0932507983349003,0.0,0.14298944980714934,0.23860446937215274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819664014401745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749163913740314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735270345948456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439467580005192,0.2550818423557029,0.0,0.11526055477798468,0.11551511620084268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109721051105149,0.0,0.0,0.08712991962973253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498962218939268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967864866319972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789187821250694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845063917705016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056551964872062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671846239048038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237273636197282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701175441837836,0.11273617990468447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940690006179316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272490637414764,0.0,0.3172169515507828,0.08405716683194503 adhd,steeltowngirl88,2019/04/17,"Mom seeking advice My son was just diagnosed with ADHD, inattentive type. I want to be the mom he needs to help him navigate this. What things did your parents do right that helped you, or that you wish they did? What did they do wrong? He’s a great kid and I don’t want to screw this up.",1.1540000000000001,3.1919117333333347,2.0766666666666684,97.985,81.66666666666666,6.0,18.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,-0.04316666666666613,224,5,53,3,6,70,45,60,0.069,0.7390000000000001,0.192,0.7882,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,12,2,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,9,1,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,2,1,1,0,34,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772381950937818,0.2254224308058708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341401268922047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543307094633421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092461997723641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540350293460848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710497910163638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25614807307634313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700348368155451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325667234467302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721276400461898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265276034261157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221751917320306,0.0,0.0 adhd,FunUniverse1778,2019/04/17,"To you, does the ""30%"" rule-of-thumb (that ADHD-sufferers' ""executive age"" is 30% behind their biological age) seem fairly accurate, or too extreme, or an understatement? This would mean that an 18-year-old has roughly the ""executive age"" of a 12-year-old, and that a 21-year-old has roughly the ""executive age"" of a 14-year-old... And that a 30-year-old has roughly the executive age of a 20-year-old. See **[this](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/2wt7su/fact_or_fiction_dr_russell_a_barkleys_statement/cotwup3/)** discussion of the science behind this. Of course, it's a rule of thumb, but I wonder about what you guys think about it based on your personal experience.",8.782777777777778,11.2979145,7.3750000000000036,66.23250000000003,61.407407407407405,10.585185185185184,37.574074074074076,10.686352973137794,4.499885185185184,538,26,83,14,8,162,62,108,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,12,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,4,5,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903029003563464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569347051865216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181438681255496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195890149938046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315624361945237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7604159320885717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545852016598696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624427293440446,0.10995157700884614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773895402515761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097837681199367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579708694579981,0.0,0.0,0.4666616769823153 adhd,duncan69boner,2019/04/17,Adderall and meds How come sometimes I feel Lazer focused on my meds and other times it's like they don't even work. Anyone else get this?,0.7417857142857116,3.2818510357142903,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,92.21428571428572,2.8000000000000003,17.714285714285715,3.1291,-0.8842428571428571,111,3,22,0,4,34,26,28,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111536610057532,0.30941745476464383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601317702640664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25226819736352124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945704240483988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269176945318458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577737477219472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753372805202886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670870471779875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986690868387573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608882081836444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984735173715225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,squigy986,2019/04/17,"Struggling to get diagnosed I went to the doctor and he said call my insurance to get referred to a psychiatrist. I called the psychiatrist and I got a call a week later telling me to call a psychologist. I called the psychologist last Wednesday and yesterday and still have not gotten a call back. I’m feeling so discouraged. I’m scared that I won’t be able to graduate from college or get good enough grades to transfer from my community college if I don’t get medicated. Have other people had similar struggles to get diagnosed or get in contact with the right people in general? Does it usually take a while for psychologists/psychiatrists to get back to people?",6.973841463414638,8.136603731707318,7.7704776422764255,66.73669207317074,64.52845528455285,11.678455284552848,37.32621951219512,11.45678717892309,4.824480487804879,541,27,90,17,8,181,72,123,0.106,0.857,0.038,-0.8366,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,10,0,6,4,0,0,0,13,21,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,2,9,1,16,14,1,14,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,3,10,58,12,6,0.11140525355855542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713275267012402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6825433184240843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614797459953834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140279976619714,0.0974914881358474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511140742742035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632984355253996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074325283145041,0.0,0.0,0.0934414410984617,0.08910095833436972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081015071134313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222907253313733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170312676373614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513947783104247,0.10597190768055152,0.0,0.1115360936157323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896837939989502,0.0,0.0,0.2329299193864551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376288612116155,0.0,0.09737310199549516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269714757907785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936257454336909,0.0,0.0,0.10327378617025557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imhavingabreakdown,2019/04/17,"I'm having a breakdown about college... I have been a redditor for years, but have never posted until now. I feel completely hopeless, hopeless that I'll succumb to this condition like so many before me and so many will after me. I'm in my first year of college, only in my second semester that's going to end soon and I failed ALL of my classes this semester. I know messing up isn't the end of the world but I've become so unreliable to even myself and I don't know what to do anymore. &#x200B; I want to partially blame it on the fact that I had a slight depression this semester that caused me to literally be unable to get up most mornings, but I don't think that's a valid excuse. I also started off this semester without any medicine, but even after I started taking it it felt like it wasn't even working or helping the way it used to. I'm just so lost on how I can become successful, or even happy with myself at this point. I have no one else to go to unfortunately because my parents don't even know that I'm on medication for anything (they don't believe in it). I also don't think anyone else would understand.... &#x200B; It's just hard enough going through the typical ""who do I want to be?"" or ""am I happy with where I'm at?"" questions of life without having yourself as your worst enemy in holding you back. What can I even do at this point?",5.052926203208557,5.3336549600000005,6.294823529411769,78.74388235294121,68.4909090909091,8.94331550802139,31.812834224598927,8.841846274778883,2.568724064171123,1074,43,209,17,17,363,138,275,0.151,0.75,0.1,-0.9581,1,0,0,0,0,2,39.0,0,2,1,5,20,12,0,0,9,0,24,2,0,3,3,36,48,19,0,3,11,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,22,5,0,1,9,0,0,3,11,7,0,3,5,3,28,5,40,39,4,36,0,5,0,0,8,17,0,5,16,161,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594606369618306,0.0,0.2160505334289119,0.2422936292151853,0.06779964378076582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988759378270424,0.06971278940932188,0.1021547708944922,0.08204487718942644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666340021345144,0.0,0.06077639624085554,0.2202223645148382,0.08483763819284462,0.11232813127302406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241970340144818,0.0,0.0,0.10453389991435408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587174878359452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657366615105232,0.0,0.1766098008389978,0.10301709324422427,0.0,0.3951067689893171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041148288750984,0.0,0.09572795262077108,0.0,0.0,0.08480505040494597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208930783804833,0.0,0.16998598668261752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122657120093209,0.08931191321227508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682703010968534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437808317569902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704212920985714,0.0974170910935143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883468846520662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216097359185187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004375942249576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689504140567469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755952438178411,0.07582659420517743,0.0,0.0,0.11070541856042808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884980771092126,0.0,0.09548535714262696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168718793382544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141136814520826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496224086556992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776789244478284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379156043290437,0.0,0.08610907468666343,0.0,0.0,0.1176116764469905,0.07913748188181394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221512205891667,0.0,0.07258302821200728,0.0,0.0,0.07082425442334489,0.0,0.2422936292151853,0.1284074883999244 adhd,norprat,2019/04/17,"sometimes i feel like my brain is a computer running an operating system written by the world's worst programmer. i'm feeling tired and frustrated with my ADHD-PI brain tonight, so vent post incoming. i originally started typing this out as a journal entry, but i thought some people here might be able to relate. so enjoy i guess? apologies for formatting or whatever, i'm on mobile--but i tried to break the wall of text down into easy digestible paragraphs. my thought processes are such a mess. if i haven't taken my meds (and also when i HAVE taken my meds, but to a lesser extent), i'll sit there thinking about things all day to no avail. just confusing myself. theres so much going on in my head all at once that no one thought process ever gets thought through completely. everything just gets mixed together and disappears before i can draw any meaningful conclusions. it's soo hard for me to train my mind on one coherent line of inquiry...like if i try to think about something worthwhile for longer than 30 seconds my brain's just like ""hey so uh, instead of doing that.. we're now going to go on a 2 hour research spiral about grain silos in 19th century england. also fuck you"". this is why almost every attempt i've ever made at meditation has been unsuccessful. if i'm not careful i get very easily led into super dark and heavy thought loops, and usually when i try to talk myself out of them i just get distracted LOL. often, the sheer intensity of my inner world causes me to neglect my daily obligations because i'm so focused on researching and pondering whatever topic is swirling around in my head at that time. these obsessions i get are like having a constant, unignorable itch that's only satiated by thinking about and researching the topic. i don't know how to cope with this ""itch"", especially when the obsession is something dark or existential--which it usually is. for example: lately my obsession has been reading things about climate change and the immediate threat it poses to human civilization. reading about this topic leads me into those dark thought loops, which makes me depressed and causes me to neglect basically everything else in my life in favor of obsessively thinking and worrying. i could just stop reading things about this topic.. but it's always on my mind. the ""itch"" is always there. i don't know how NOT to think about the fact that i'm going to have to plan my entire future around the upheaval worsening climate change is likely going to cause. and besides, even if i could dismiss the topic from my mind, sooner or later i'd just find a new thing to hyperfixate on. but anyways. its soo hard to explain this feeling in a way that makes sense but its like i don't think in language i guess? it's as if my brain is an entirely different world that's governed by entirely different laws of nature. my thought processes are a web of tangentially related concepts all layered on top of eachother. which creates a whole slew of problems when i want to communicate an idea i have; it literally feels like i have to put my thoughts through google translate before i can verbally say what i wanna say. so like, i know lots of information about a lot of things. but its all just trapped in the prison of my brain because i forget basically everything unless something prompts me to think of it. which is why i suck BIG ass at answering open ended questions...cause i literally cant remember how to answer it unless my brain already has the file with that information on it open. ugh lately i've gotten a lot better at organizing my thoughts and ""optimizing my operating system"" but its so hard and i still have a lot more work left to do. and also i'm tired + cranky from my vyvanse crash right now lol. but hopefully this all made at least some sense. TLDR; my mind is an operating system with faulty RAM that's constantly losing and mixing up files. before i can communicate my ideas verbally i have to detangle and then ""translate"" them from my thought-language. hyperfixations are like having an unscratchable itch. overall, brain machine broke.",6.517792378449408,7.644434352168202,6.875103547963207,72.87999829172145,65.53088042049934,9.977618922470434,34.40528252299606,10.078955797065145,3.6463017398160313,3286,146,557,74,50,1066,343,761,0.147,0.752,0.10099999999999999,-0.9887,3,1,3,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,2,9,49,33,4,6,30,2,41,19,14,13,8,139,97,54,0,11,27,0,7,8,0,1,8,2,0,1,40,29,1,3,35,3,0,10,9,19,1,3,17,9,69,14,101,76,17,87,0,5,0,2,12,43,3,21,35,375,109,11,0.05033567879044466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049370420127094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040391133489345,0.0,0.05554667322120044,0.12076027242881625,0.08376663412161117,0.0,0.0,0.03422998766147654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961885181423661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136832518355145,0.0,0.12849586575823807,0.0,0.0,0.04451781740459928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933388517701185,0.0,0.0,0.0513205792239938,0.20683443087458994,0.10649694777493084,0.0,0.052776001535416124,0.10878997338994766,0.0,0.08037788732541865,0.0,0.0,0.03246234865302774,0.0,0.04335404638461733,0.0,0.0,0.1051801418658062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204900069618794,0.0,0.04458247098733089,0.0,0.0,0.03324624111399577,0.09106300647590636,0.042409980340974346,0.0,0.13571538730064053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180492645748862,0.07191963797087571,0.0,0.0,0.046005898506757466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046534523943443984,0.13149157319740035,0.0,0.14303463121391316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090085016455974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352726437839925,0.0,0.10331785656535768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999468659981264,0.04957050425822857,0.0,0.0,0.11364570894906392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829895180145117,0.0,0.11356167628693205,0.0,0.054689862286026535,0.0,0.035553578532564176,0.19673176082933488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631274919851637,0.0,0.1711743763469139,0.0,0.0952576726746312,0.06719891291114663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118231835393575,0.0,0.0,0.05339820071530168,0.20329874595718414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037002515608408636,0.0,0.0,0.04861451223727924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053605855132982924,0.06821751729202293,0.03828255193268943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03489642182027194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820766621447997,0.0,0.0,0.048164446620547134,0.0,0.050601259992167344,0.0,0.0,0.1510479010199664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057020511715421524,0.04298639465756343,0.0,0.08005790420074735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625259413495295,0.04978327340372375,0.0,0.03562785252419365,0.0,0.040198138103296095,0.042082881351308506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404579119301348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720394173237232,0.2257714935230198,0.0,0.3996090640973137,0.029351139091514405,0.11570691618427452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252386533393594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087527763307987,0.04153220658085384,0.029689287503072058,0.03995411889086206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908402417887522,0.05619798777881005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036644973654484735,0.051118325163689776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kennex22,2019/04/17,"Shutting down your brain? I didn't know how to search this cause I guess I'm not really sure the right wording for this. I've been on Ritalin for some time now but I can't really ever find a way to shut down my brain or at least slow it down enough to enjoy the present. I usually like to explain it as most the time my imagination/mind is running in the background like a TV in another room. But loud enough that you can still hear what's going on. One second I could be imagining ten years down the road, another second I could be imagining having kids, or times from the past, or whatever. Hell sometimes it's just dumb shit like ""would I be a good Superman or a dick Superman."" I haven't found a way to slow down my brain enough to let it go. It's rare I get that moment of serenity to myself, if that makes any sense. Have you guys found any way to help slow it down, shut it off for a bit, etc...? Side note: when I say shut it down I don't mean A LITERAL shutdown, cause like I enjoy living lol, just metaphorically.",1.3023360287511208,3.345556924528303,2.8745013477088968,92.4345597484277,81.16981132075472,6.868283917340523,20.000898472596585,7.957251820313856,0.6903766397124889,796,21,180,15,21,261,121,212,0.09699999999999999,0.755,0.14800000000000002,0.8826,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,0,7,11,3,0,13,1,16,6,5,4,2,31,28,10,0,4,10,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,1,2,14,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,3,0,4,4,3,19,8,27,17,8,42,1,0,0,1,9,21,4,8,19,115,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568720215273407,0.2400637852005865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497171411293335,0.0,0.0,0.383359505470222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518467323286896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827901388162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35483467449243233,0.12766443298066288,0.0,0.10354476926824734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462360798775053,0.0,0.0,0.25102113740925885,0.0,0.0,0.05980590860920468,0.0,0.13011200450828142,0.09601209841628718,0.0,0.0,0.12610173314429346,0.11334340721777085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901613494394945,0.0,0.07672690272234871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629097795548057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705344445922572,0.0,0.22369725721936468,0.0,0.10107920552597917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640968821189438,0.0,0.0,0.124691509340807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558218071918293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775679099714776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927467386208488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466649690317688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775684965263877,0.0,0.09103122705221804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750192433766235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321386713430147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141597880408676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107886725264484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024532744557694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607265545430538,0.0,0.0,0.2725831387720559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131628280657772,0.0,0.0,0.07371499866978384 adhd,st_peregrinate,2019/04/17,"Difficulty Getting Meds (and Keeping Steam) I’m putting this out here for feedback, to vent, and to pin down my thoughts on the situation. I’ve been in the process of getting meds for ADHD for nearly 6 months at this point and they recently informed me that it might take another 3 or so. The time scale here seems to be a consequence of a few things, like ADHD meds being scheduled drugs, but also the fact that my insurance sucks (Medicaid), so my options are limited. Poverty psychiatry is a slow, paranoid beast, more adversarial than cooperative. I’m having trouble maintaining my steam with the whole thing. I’m trying to decide if it’s worth sticking through with the process at this place or just cut my losses and transfer somewhere else and make a long commute. But the thought of starting the process over -- especially if takes even half the time it’s taken here -- is daunting beyond belief. There seems to be a huge inertia to every step within the system, which is, of course, compounded by the way ADHD itself frames things and hemorrhages time. I’m honestly surprised I’ve kept up with it as well as I have for the past 6 months. I guess it’s the necessity of it. My mood isn’t low at the moment, but I do have an overwhelming sense of feeling stuck -- or like my life has been on pause for months at a time, having to wait on meds and therapy to take off and let me participate in my own goals and interests. Should I risk going somewhere else? How do I try to manage symptoms to have at least some feeling of progress while I wait possibly several more months before I get meds? I’m very frustrated.",6.745458152958157,6.963084938311693,6.829437229437229,76.5756637806638,64.87662337662336,10.091197691197694,34.643578643578635,9.861636050157227,3.2825037518037514,1283,54,240,25,18,411,174,308,0.124,0.7879999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9311,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,4,12,15,3,2,21,0,21,3,0,2,1,44,49,24,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,16,13,0,5,9,0,1,3,1,8,1,1,7,2,18,6,48,36,7,43,1,3,0,0,2,22,1,11,18,161,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344435576819906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639754443161897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017446886732682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129137518575047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107877165838284,0.0,0.1596107892627923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309851240658651,0.0,0.08049050301754364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660850670461588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497358327091894,0.0,0.0542934909319612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052401479917023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491394075842773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768875899375287,0.06747764080887769,0.09334499958127336,0.0,0.0,0.08454352041539842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376888481158434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305770139328485,0.0,0.0,0.10134520226725588,0.0,0.0,0.3050134732515304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911968659132679,0.0,0.0,0.09981144129482092,0.0,0.09030937349555967,0.10769887622258252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603684881117497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432711333904847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393894355545347,0.0,0.1079248699555442,0.0,0.0,0.10738286816197906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761860647071748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929515647882582,0.2154863257667257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092500808309878,0.0,0.1904032390727419,0.0,0.0,0.1516847417563488,0.2228237721988632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972099846441976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882456375231273,0.0,0.07582948874987254,0.0,0.0,0.08589545886387652,0.0,0.0,0.10665895783309076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,webdevnow,2019/04/17,"Modafinil ineffective on new user? Got a prescription for Modafinil for 100mg to start out with — basic ADHD problems with focus and concentration. Before that I tried Adderall IR at 10mg a couple times, also prescribed — didn't do much for me either but felt something, dosage could be the issue there. &#x200B; Was really counting on Modafinil to boost my focus but felt nothing taking it several times. Got approval shortly after from doctor to try 200mg and monitor impact. Also nothing. In fact, I would say the 10mg of Adderall did more for me. Now I know Modafinil is only off-label for alleviating symptoms of ADHD and boosting positive properties but I legitimately felt like I could take a nap on it. &#x200B; Really bummed about my experience. I would prefer staying away from Adderall and stick with Modafinil. Does Moda take time to build up in your system? Taking it several days might not be enough, do I continue? Stronger dose? Although 200mg is pretty high and already prescribed to those with narcolepsy., could be wrong. &#x200B; Extra: I would say I'm high functioning ADHD. Not asking for diagnosis or medication changes, I'll leave those to the professionals. Thank you.",6.039073196419167,8.650024094786732,6.0385387045813586,72.6478449183781,68.71563981042654,8.290784623486044,32.5753027909426,8.998388855275968,3.269363138493944,968,44,146,19,18,305,129,211,0.039,0.82,0.141,0.9784,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,0,17,4,0,0,1,31,31,12,0,8,7,0,3,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,5,14,2,31,13,5,23,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,10,95,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165202148813716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687864864649454,0.1404115533195853,0.0,0.28536187587354145,0.32002403996749906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207196917028634,0.0,0.08248176566782874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470297865092346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287037177119203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027994982176734,0.09713816635475796,0.0,0.056617404554056464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985697105064708,0.07682577969207749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071072558397256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587564340582009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528770255722141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042765632648666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551029415329068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163014118353516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824718800021807,0.0,0.0,0.0929571266141075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042889848369256287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843937215793378,0.0,0.09313150951186534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064535884883476,0.0,0.0,0.08478830462808949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847409428371932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676838922844222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893141760205562,0.0,0.08400334765006086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248127690158717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962855239868324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835583388201666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758517098221185,0.0,0.0,0.062138342524591016,0.0935726529328354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124761314012146,0.2640291643327883,0.0,0.0,0.08082540440938372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535734829751752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192075414731411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709087896087634,0.09598478225381106,0.32002403996749906,0.0 adhd,RCColaSA,2019/04/17,"Looking to get back on medicine. I have ADHD pretty badly. I can't concentrate and have very poor memory because of it. I'm working full time and going back to school and just never get around to doing homework or studying or learning in my free time. I when I was 14~ I took concerta, ritalin, and adderall. I stopped because I never ate and couldn't sleep. My grades in high school suffered but I was happy. I think I want to get back on some medicine now that I'm 29 and its been 15 years. I have heard that there is medicine now that only lasts 8 or so hours. Can anyone give me advice on if this is a good idea? Is there any medication anyone can recommend? Thank you in advance. This is also my first reddit post.",1.4215258620689646,3.8049855448275913,2.755409482758619,91.44897629310344,83.20689655172414,5.280172413793104,22.165948275862064,6.6274283507984215,0.5470086206896547,564,19,115,6,16,182,92,145,0.053,0.8,0.147,0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,12,6,0,0,1,0,15,4,1,0,2,22,29,14,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,7,1,1,3,0,2,3,4,2,0,1,6,2,16,5,12,22,2,28,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,5,15,78,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479936549243325,0.15026040032685675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296828800172215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456757581926657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503645109710307,0.0,0.0,0.13688620303634322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547145147386633,0.12838993432364934,0.18747120390447766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079506091139148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410124453311712,0.147508365807639,0.08738995054371296,0.12897338049485504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636889937514842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246443215968698,0.0,0.0,0.15143059686975066,0.0,0.0,0.17358545969386613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534151852546718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291264701998692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490517595023795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371908648462432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169475633869929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726732716955596,0.15643743067972066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112430377537193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387914195784685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855701059304245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156900016122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985283847780182,0.0,0.0,0.17932682259117005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084200860763504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687478019375775,0.09069640493886097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119450026948992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902161007245502 adhd,woodsybabe,2019/04/17,"I cleaned and organized the bathroom AND the basement! I suddenly had an urge to clean this afternoon and I rode it as far as it could take me!! I’m ADHD-PI and it’s way too easy for any sized mess to become visual background noise. I (18F) was diagnosed a couple months ago and haven’t been able to start meds yet so I’m really really proud of what I’ve cleaned!! I cleaned the entire bathroom, organized the bathroom cabinets, and tidied a lot of the clutter in the basement including a shelf that literally hadn’t been cleaned since my family moved into this house when I was a year old. I can finally sit down and enjoy the space, and not have to worry about a cluttered bathroom!!!",5.014666666666667,5.876778022222222,5.81851851851852,80.06333333333335,68.77777777777777,9.555555555555557,31.296296296296298,9.725611199111238,2.9232962962962965,543,22,105,12,9,178,86,135,0.019,0.856,0.125,0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,13,0,10,1,0,0,0,13,14,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,0,9,2,13,7,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,10,66,16,0,0.21557991089011247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590851593641062,0.0,0.1910985836565763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466017319554175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809107432472626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212301694875168,0.23853507100447155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880907163198995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032295538664617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361572549173226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487502728543015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327833102820607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394606819868657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207382812016736,0.2291273281612865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621485203482336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762120223106262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832993002963116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258857051173358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208926373842364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111729884568652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893186400680875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882639454821535 adhd,missell1994,2019/04/17,"Ritalin bathroom behaviors... Hi everyone, sorry for the gross post. I'm just wondering if anyone who takes ritalin can answer this question. I've tried to search for this question with no luck, so would like to ask. So just wanted to know if anyone else finds not long after taking their ritalin if they have to use the bathroom pretty soon after, I'm finding after taking my 10mg I need to go to the toilet for number 2 about 30 mins after taking my pill. I have also found after having to use the bathroom badly after just taking my tablet that I feel my heart rate goes faster, and a dread feeling like it isn't working/ a comedown feeling. I have been taking ritalin for a few months now and never get a comedown feeling or bad feelings, only when I use the bathroom soon after taking my tablet, I dread having to use the bathroom not long after as it takes away my good feels and I feel like crap. Does this mean that my tablet is not absorbing and it is coming out of my body then and there ? If so, I'm thinking about taking another 10mg to replace that. I just can't help but not use the bathroom after taking my tablet, I've tried holding on until 2 hours or so but I cant help it. Once again sorry for this post, really need some advice.",5.479573333333335,5.614091544000003,6.2028,80.27673333333334,67.56,8.266666666666667,27.86666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7054266666666664,986,28,186,10,15,324,121,250,0.086,0.8340000000000001,0.079,-0.5656,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,17,11,1,2,11,0,13,8,3,5,1,54,50,22,0,8,16,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,17,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,2,7,20,5,32,47,2,30,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,11,26,125,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808081771081193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613081805924967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671246731989729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564393271385635,0.08473035975047624,0.0,0.0,0.07730826036246836,0.0,0.07769427101443534,0.0,0.1380930242320258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185502554003916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123405010802626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236657581179419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690807024202105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901820579974075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269001635936204,0.11815403521077605,0.0,0.0,0.1511626783847845,0.0,0.0,0.0906703281214056,0.0,0.0,0.04320449993304325,0.0,0.04699723004627155,0.06936028222066645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799346406371004,0.11085685480314332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143749427540878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544677323312242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120117007638577,0.0,0.0,0.14636418508669324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007862989204406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600601712817815,0.0,0.0,0.12263395224107522,0.06377915063859113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806701859999788,0.0,0.0628929471369845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839707907433032,0.08413010731508441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852736887428584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297625930339587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851396024810792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6217602546240005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298734164157522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228837015295882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571077890976405,0.0,0.0,0.04877540015484196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967873406709817,0.06020263212703195,0.0,0.0,0.058743850177562486,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stablehuman,2019/04/17,"Only being able to perform under high pressure or is my ADHD getting better? I’m wondering if this is a shared ADHD experience or if my symptoms are getting better? I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD since 5th grade, I’m now about to graduate college. Does anyone else procrastinate until the very last minute and then work at an insane pace? let me know Let’s use the case of this paper I just wrote. I had to do about 200 pages worth of reading, it was assigned about a month ago and I read it a week or two later (this was partially due to the fact it was spring break and I had the time.) I had the prompt the entire time. Could have started the paper whenever I finished the reading. Over the weekend I sat down twice to work on it. Once I was in my house and was quickly distracted, the other time I went to a coffee shop, lasted about 2 hours and was distracted almost the whole time. Paper is due tomorrow. Tonight at 7 I sat down and wrote the entire thing relatively uninterrupted, taking short breaks (~15 mins) every so often. I finished about 10 minutes ago and wrote 8 pages.",3.454407756813417,5.400618476415096,4.588238993710693,83.14470649895179,74.14150943396227,6.975262054507338,24.985324947589106,7.793537801064563,1.4191972746331245,855,28,161,12,18,280,126,212,0.048,0.899,0.053,0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,10,6,0,3,17,0,20,2,0,1,1,24,35,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,3,0,2,16,0,15,3,23,15,3,39,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,8,26,105,24,13,0.12148633585004792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380089019562898,0.0,0.21538061333001596,0.0,0.12165101668896774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494607072435728,0.12447710766933805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148895831540044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699695374314488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330607362051893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631351118434723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014862448165837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023574776163662,0.0,0.0,0.11883694786151522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269431926360989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835698388825612,0.0,0.0,0.11963956925350105,0.1401789205032775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676571304102805,0.1980551565660788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845601871550596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696923422825693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293789827952184,0.0,0.09239583279791756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645576353336056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004947524203145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598865380140296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627081923540406,0.09134260539819287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071012335133898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833586376055853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186744974704806,0.0,0.0,0.10492518819458076,0.0,0.10023895015463656,0.0,0.0,0.09744901067609447,0.0,0.0,0.11261905045251072,0.0,0.13563515544940752,0.0,0.0,0.13174674896924854,0.17688699878822325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clearlynotanegg,2019/04/17,"Did my psychiatrist lie to me? If so, why? At my most recent appointment, I asked to switch back to Adderall IR that worked for me for 1+ year. To save myself embarrassment, I won't explain why I switched from it originally. The psych gave their reasoning for not wanting to put me on it, as I had a more recent reaction to a medication within the Amphetamine class. That was understandable, well, sort of. What followed didn't make a lot of sense to me. **""Adderall IR isn't for adults.""** I gave the psych a strange look. She corrected herself and said: **""Adderall IR isn't recommended for adults, according to the FDA.""** To me, even as someone without a medical background, didn't make much sense. I couldn't find any documentation or paperwork regarding Adderall IR as a medicine that shouldn't be used on adults. Even from the [FDA](https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/drugsatfda_docs/label/2007/011522s040lbl.pdf), there is a dosing standard acting as a guide when it comes to *perscribing* the medication *to adults*. The closest thing I can find to that statement comes down to a general preference when prescribing Adderall IR(or any stimulant medication for that matter), all chemistry aside, is that a long lasting medication might be more preferred for adults because they do not have to worry about taking repeated doses, which could conflict with things like work, school, etc. This frustrates me because I've been acting as a guinea pig for my last 3 medications due to them not working out and being prescribed a new one. Yet, I know what worked for me and I'm unable to have access to that. I'm not saying there isn't potentially another medication out there that will work for me like Adderall IR did, and perhaps other co-dependencies have evolved alongside my ADHD over the years, but I am sick and tired of dealing with these medications that aren't working out for me. It's taken me a year to go through those medications and I really don't want to deal with another year. Luckily I only have to wait 4 weeks now rather than 3 months for a visit, but things are looking grim. All I can think to do is grit my teeth, hope for the best, and keep trying until I find something that works. &#x200B; Side Note: I may have asked about returning to that medication around half a year ago when I became frustrated with my treatment, and if I recall correctly, the reasoning may have been along the lines of 'easily abusable'. I think this is when I started looking into the stigma of ADHD a lot more. Looking at you 'Take Your Pills'.",5.386353465007424,7.664837520607373,5.420708414202533,77.80647990638202,69.67245119305858,8.670418997602466,30.35283708185866,9.276330184999452,2.8596255965292836,2031,84,353,44,38,636,234,461,0.064,0.877,0.059000000000000004,-0.3079,1,0,2,0,0,0,87.0,0,2,3,8,18,10,2,1,28,0,40,16,1,7,4,73,72,24,0,11,11,0,0,2,0,6,15,2,0,5,26,20,0,3,13,0,0,8,15,4,1,2,12,6,42,6,70,49,11,49,0,1,4,0,22,14,0,11,29,251,68,11,0.0,0.0760867826801376,0.0,0.0,0.15435299050242318,0.0,0.056924599503433634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957921934460103,0.07803082596188023,0.08733968319795744,0.1346744925517535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716684887115207,0.12006867127842905,0.0,0.0,0.04937899901931786,0.0,0.07829231685573756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739190231794896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063472009524157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512721424599278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241005554440832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161906038519014,0.08482960014873824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607984439940588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036496067425169997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378208681218746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707912410974024,0.0,0.0,0.0352920480321804,0.10469104245551594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627464791827406,0.0,0.0,0.05683012767236264,0.21570481884785406,0.0,0.0,0.10919019274562096,0.0,0.0,0.08573084838578507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6469198930556469,0.0,0.06812421289687104,0.0,0.0,0.051257490052182914,0.0,0.04720696984654537,0.0,0.0,0.06202129167586209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043515180371667836,0.048840011145744884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064555939383338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041139129467129325,0.1320517830626554,0.12681331147992228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108518375518365,0.05106802885482025,0.0,0.06499115070326401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441095476717687,0.049437473963385485,0.0,0.0,0.04545320587405078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965665599981402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798899705818825,0.08229547108744399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380812917090626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043599207061033464,0.0,0.0,0.06685228344373118,0.0,0.05546297063094607,0.0,0.0,0.07575383872573492,0.0,0.05151109767008385,0.0,0.05773890026965552,0.0,0.11589191935912654,0.0,0.0,0.061903009110075576,0.0,0.3272557815391123,0.06521559939724288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803082596188023,0.2067685892524632 adhd,occub24,2019/04/17,Adderall alternatives? Has anyone taken any OTC alternatives to adderall that have been successful?,10.329999999999998,15.251547714285715,9.054285714285717,42.61571428571432,71.85714285714286,11.371428571428574,42.714285714285715,10.125756701596842,7.438971428571429,84,5,7,3,2,26,12,14,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6972016666589979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7168750490900876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imjzhu,2019/04/17,"I’m 24 I have adhd, diagnosed at 23. sometimes I wish I didn’t have it, I’m usually pretty positive. after having a great month in March ,April has been very tough, roughest week in a while",0.3438461538461546,2.7192356923076986,2.8827692307692345,88.2872307692308,89.51282051282051,6.196923076923077,20.620512820512825,7.554174236665415,1.0650574358974358,148,5,30,3,5,51,31,39,0.043,0.628,0.32899999999999996,0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763011227446244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31780322548738743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452083198244681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499239048485431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31854860890457765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096768816370524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448498650300317,0.25835111558780405,0.0,0.0,0.2511604579084103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600646350188051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,argtri,2019/04/17,What are your hacks for dealing with not being sure if you just did or just did not do something you were supposed to do? Examples: Did I just give grandma her 2 PM pills? Did I sign the check I just mailed? Did I punch in my totals?,0.7720408163265304,2.7795384489795936,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204081,82.87755102040815,4.736326530612245,20.00408163265305,5.6839178017228535,-0.3209297959183668,180,5,42,1,5,57,36,49,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.4445,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,2,12,11,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,9,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539204456380189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154157100502182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136306339639307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063876819040964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Samalgam,2019/04/17,Puzzle Hyperfocus Help I did some of a puzzle earlier and now I cant stop thinking about it. i just gotta get it done! but it’s in one of my school’s buildings and it’s 11pm so I really shouldnt leave my dorm and go all the way there,-2.617353535353537,-0.9715846545454524,0.9533333333333368,99.11222222222223,104.63636363636364,4.6262626262626245,13.383838383838384,6.42735559955562,-0.7083131313131314,184,4,48,3,9,66,41,55,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.5605,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,4,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910847679055508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966405466568155,0.0,0.2171916703962972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561553675170756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046547486816953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589630987474722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448229871871936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38676870079663495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195048366332563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448742027915749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033426851760391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ludguallon,2019/04/17,"Spent.... 3rd marriage, unemployed in a new country, type 1 diabetic, 35yr old male. Im exhausted with the daily struggles.... I'm accomplished, but tired of feeling like a peice of 100s of times per day. No diagnosis, no insurance for meds... just caffeine, nicotine, beers n weed to numb the pain only to roll over into tommarow. I wonder how large the waves will become before they pull me out to sea. Im to stubborn to quit tho. Just looking for a smidge of understanding.",3.1552525252525245,5.761692000000004,4.448333333333334,80.58555555555556,77.86363636363636,7.092929292929293,27.959595959595962,8.167268648758528,2.241889898989899,368,16,65,7,9,121,70,88,0.22699999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.071,-0.9464,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,1,1,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,11,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,3,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,3,1,16,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,33,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478243996548399,0.19094188548556448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447148985499909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134598251165866,0.16030637869044972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847658154198958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962706793907104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843357538635574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492499978113229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167201234165472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354626693064421,0.0,0.0,0.17066096105332762,0.2387699351318901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238669538845258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345842474545284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084534213327825,0.2579067031796209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336009897104747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433445980612473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrainyJ,2019/04/17,"3 hour Adderall low~Advice please! I just started Adderall ER today. The following is what I experience on the drug and I am hoping someone can tell me if it is or is not ""normal."" For the first approx. 3 hours it is a total dopamine dump. I am happy, I am loving the work I am doing, EVERYTHING is exciting. Then around hour 3 I begin to feel like my body is tired and kind of the feeling of lethargy you get if you haven't ate in awhile. My brain seems awake and focused, but my body feels ready for a nap. I have taken Adderall before, but not consistently and went off of it because of this post 3 hours feeling. Does it getter with routine use? My Dr wants me to try twice a day due to this post 3 hour feeling, but I only feel like it is postponing the feeling short term. It is hard to be productive when my body feels this away. Advice anyone?",1.5802332657200822,3.6451600862069,3.2534888438133898,89.96686612576069,80.32183908045977,5.703313049357674,22.30425963488844,6.794906146795322,0.5866860040567947,661,21,138,7,17,219,102,174,0.051,0.789,0.16,0.9418,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,3,8,1,0,9,0,17,9,4,1,1,29,37,12,0,5,9,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,9,1,0,2,3,1,1,2,3,9,18,7,16,33,2,24,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,5,16,88,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088952182001404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473706691050988,0.0,0.0,0.09515106172239694,0.0,0.0,0.10042276832173824,0.0,0.0,0.06515661804554186,0.0,0.09095198020150393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561782289178382,0.0,0.11931995048214622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689325265345015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935365218322865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395364431070012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606210399042296,0.10455486461035524,0.0,0.0,0.43235755178295,0.1527185357340662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909170437758454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584344161523106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378196781153554,0.09574872114870353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616175981167776,0.526305126075691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130515784290196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443804812535094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646864675183738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047254324984352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129150035058899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732855881420215,0.0,0.0,0.20473418396275472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730485746106067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056402823767988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565435008234453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342293829783199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284955342185218,0.10131528169003028,0.0,0.0,0.07256847148357355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231505052355153,0.0,0.0,0.06304403974187116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908424765613036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781416698444202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dacryo2017,2019/04/17,"Tips for productive mornings? I am a recently diagnosed ADHD med student, so I basically have to focus all day and all night on work. Now that I take meds in the morning, my productivity is lowest at night, which used to be my prime study time. I think the best way to combat this is waking up early and studying before class, but I’m not a morning person at all. Does anyone have tips for maximizing my morning productivity instead of sleeping through it?",7.0505813953488365,7.297446151162791,7.994744186046512,68.37932558139536,64.23255813953489,10.135813953488373,35.804651162790705,9.888512548439397,3.6314213953488377,363,16,62,7,5,123,64,86,0.047,0.922,0.032,0.1179,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,1,3,9,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,12,9,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,44,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661551966460833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548519086505435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844849432763536,0.0,0.23241149984075954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428251568228284,0.0,0.0,0.22478003615141615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380355067461105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919903946613253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415655589461221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337273680923864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866775463446467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162269431167644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651243155109013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190439212784065,0.0,0.0,0.12913671430496454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127271595847248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757868279124982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612275243825293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayexamshelp,2019/04/17,"Anyone taken a law school final with accommodations before? Hi all! Has anyone ever taken a final with accommodations? I’m taking them for the first time this semester and having accommodations is actually making me super nervous - like how do you stop yourself from overanalysing in the extra time? Do you even end up having extra time? I have adhd and have never finished an exam in my like but the time constraint atleast forces me to hyper-focus even though I’m non-functional in the last half hour? With extra time I’m super scared Im not going to have the same kind of pressure to end up hyperfocusing and be a worse off position than usual. Honestly any advice / just general experiences would be really really appreciated - feel free to PM to preserve anonymity or what have you. Thanks so much! - A stressed 1L",4.3365324384787485,7.186664174496649,5.865208053691276,70.70434451901568,75.04026845637584,7.7317225950783,24.69843400447427,8.648137234880735,2.2804842058165544,658,22,102,14,15,222,100,149,0.10400000000000001,0.718,0.179,0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,3,7,12,0,4,10,0,13,0,0,2,3,21,23,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,2,1,8,9,18,18,6,24,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,19,73,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.14548983192392284,0.0,0.17917658969993222,0.14568852022717124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138596297968587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849367023574975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268641716307049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409806499296146,0.0,0.0,0.19694439881968032,0.13485997562563665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583812534225496,0.0,0.0,0.07538412376193182,0.0,0.0,0.32664048896384296,0.0,0.12681544063341285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473099066516741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682311192490607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104222876959526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525375716592835,0.0,0.12152782980266055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567518412239314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951838960713726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095979266697621,0.0,0.1149870026822888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102108477849028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926458436207835,0.1508865193447921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464548608540847,0.17078150249787993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209673906025826,0.0,0.0,0.13726156790919922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647966303119914,0.0,0.4346763911768713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420100563052514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193492331017192,0.10590889327159222,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blubbletrouble,2019/04/17,I FRICKEN BURNED MY POTSTICKERS AGAIN!!! THIS IS THE THIRD BATCH OF POTSTICKERS THAT I HAVE BURNED UGH I WAS SO PREPARED I HAD ALARMS SET AND EVERYTHING AND I STILL BURNED THEM CUZ I FORGOT ABOUT THEM I HATE POTSTICKERS NOW IM STICKING WITH DINO NUGGETS AT LEAST THEY CANT BE BURNT TO A CRISP FROM 3 MIN OF NEGLIGENCE,0.5282849936948288,2.377024098360657,0.9416393442622956,96.66902900378315,111.29508196721312,5.1556116015132405,19.44640605296343,6.67199483983844,0.6752915510718784,254,9,51,5,13,76,48,61,0.163,0.8009999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.8199,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,11,0,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745322733894737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212905988695555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703305079339408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216614100932775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ElegantAction,2019/04/17,"So how are your taxes going? I know they were due yesterday, but that's for most people. The ADHD due date is after april 15 and before the government starts bugging you! &#x200B; (I wasn't organized to get them all done, my receipts are everywhere, and I'm distracted by... should really be setting up a better budget? should I get YNAB, is it worth it? should I get quicken? How the hell do I download yearend statements from my bank anyway... etc etc etc.)",2.35551724137931,5.0611926551724125,3.400701149425288,86.17691379310345,82.2183908045977,6.238620689655173,23.64252873563219,7.554174236665415,1.4090652873563214,359,13,65,6,10,115,67,87,0.11699999999999999,0.816,0.067,-0.7616,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,1,4,3,1,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,1,12,19,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,11,1,6,12,5,10,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,7,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463832006459056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212916905289476,0.2491106208820729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744491325904301,0.0,0.0,0.18131543575876333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979727659781414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6859238658422434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213291210062175,0.0,0.1165123898660194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266860101918312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212870930439042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133519936224994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510773398575771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491106208820729,0.0 adhd,mmxcv,2019/04/17,"I thought I was getting better but how is brain still going 100mph with 1000 tabs open even with meds? I’m gonna try my best to make this make sense but this is probably gonna be a prime example of exactly what I’m talking about. I got diagnosed in 2014 and have been medicated ever since minus a few month gap. Currently taking Vyvanse 40mg with a 10mg booster that I take in the afternoon whenever I need it. I’m noticing more and more lately that, even though I’m medicated, that feeling of being unable to organize my thoughts and get my point across without rambling and turning into a scatterbrained mess is still there. I work in a call center and the type of work we do is really detailed and complicated, involving IRS regulations with 401k plans and I spend my day reviewing long ass reports with clients over the phone. I’ve been here over a year and I’m very good at my job and understand the info we’re supposed to relay to clients. Focusing isn’t really a problem as much anymore, I’m finally able to do that with meds. The problem is that I can understand something perfectly fine in my head but when explaining it to either a client or my coworkers, my brain has these 1,000 tabs open and goes too fast and I can’t get my point across without jumping around and the way I explain it ends up being confusing af to the other person because I’m going a million miles a minute and jumping from point to point. It’s like the answer and the point I’m trying to make is right there in my head but when I explain it, my brain can’t organize it into a way that makes sense out loud and I end up rambling or going too fast and skipping the beginning and middle of the point I’m trying to make and go straight to the end. It’s like in my head I’m already 5 steps ahead with my 1000 fucking tabs open in my brain so I can’t explain it in a way that lets the other person catch up to what I’m saying. I’m not sure if it’s a sign I’m overmedicated and need my dose lowered or what, but I know that if I lower my dose I’m going to start having problems paying attention again. It’s like I just can’t organize my thoughts when I say them out loud. I’m a temp at my job and recently applied for a permanent position - I almost got it, but my manager said she talked to some of the team leads and asked for their input on me and one of them said “she’s very smart but sometimes she seems like she doesn’t care/take the job seriously enough.” I’m very on top of my work - keep up on all my cases, follow up with clients, professional on the phone, etc. I don’t slack off and I get good feedback from my managers pointing out my work ethic. So the only thing I can guess is that this is what they’re talking about, because there’s nothing else. It feels like the equivalent of elementary school when your teacher writes in your report card “X has the potential to be a A and B student but is not working to the best of her ability,” something I’m sure a lot of us heard growing up. It’s seriously given me a complex because I’m fully aware that when I open my mouth it comes out as word vomit and I feel like I come across as a mess. My manager didn’t give a name on which team lead said it but I have an idea of who it was and now I feel judged as hell every time I’m discussing a case with them and it’s something I’m aware of every time I talk to any of my coworkers about calls now. Does anyone else have this problem? If so what helps? I’m seeing my psych in a couple weeks and I plan on mentioning this to him as well. I’ve tried a lower and higher dose of Vyvanse, 30mg wasn’t effective enough and 50mg had me wired - I have a heart condition so I have to be careful with higher doses. Unfortunately I’m about to get kicked off my parents insurance when I turn 26 at the end of this month, so I’m going to have to start paying out of pocket for whatever meds I’m on. I was going to ask my psych if there’s anything else I can try since Vyvanse is $200 a month and Adderall was too intense for me when I took it in the past. It’s frustrating because I can finally focus long enough to understand shit in my head but on the outside I’m still a fucking mess and I feel like everyone can see it.",3.903510900622337,4.39588541884223,5.214555755606874,84.73123439273557,71.08853575482406,8.482218482132371,28.35651101804376,8.590058470249806,1.8789555207640216,3318,116,716,53,58,1111,340,881,0.078,0.826,0.096,0.9445,8,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,2,2,4,18,38,34,5,1,51,0,48,22,12,9,6,133,139,68,0,10,23,1,5,7,0,2,8,8,0,2,47,57,0,1,23,2,3,18,13,15,1,2,20,15,84,19,112,111,14,123,1,0,2,3,47,61,5,13,48,442,131,27,0.049198602451403665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049265293631680765,0.0,0.054291881205874325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345673675891954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048791793572949736,0.03440080675850612,0.05040978223331539,0.04048625782490088,0.04379718689118856,0.09198810393783496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996404563782935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326179592037574,0.04351216578624608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968764516198094,0.10047454767279998,0.0,0.10032250822835212,0.0,0.0,0.08476047933981531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443731784010394,0.0,0.03172902848232479,0.0,0.0,0.049935545865728966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305402854875462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329735796410453,0.0,0.1743014354123149,0.15250592384316575,0.05486944679653948,0.06499042583216309,0.044502952590441625,0.08290388896726386,0.04701137300210555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438145826015895,0.10544247426488508,0.0,0.10778932835364696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096663038120917,0.1285211959171316,0.047195782496616746,0.19572489688759775,0.08253090704870847,0.07869723351650851,0.0,0.05419780729970622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196783964916407,0.0,0.0,0.058300580786948386,0.032976786161145195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553923369316234,0.0,0.0,0.1464660643923692,0.04372997839804249,0.0,0.0,0.027038265252682242,0.0,0.0554981665054686,0.0,0.0,0.050308904313858524,0.0,0.1682516642824908,0.0,0.0,0.08707842995952111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041826892445510494,0.0,0.0,0.1642022458486048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394566887754672,0.09912483202859766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780956528399175,0.0,0.036166633665533084,0.07296028064897546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047207385945767566,0.05601293497706453,0.0,0.0,0.03333824629091032,0.03741775413822653,0.0,0.0,0.05462922576022435,0.0,0.04696563297776953,0.0,0.08591664396401011,0.0,0.0,0.32556007197166026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304441461755583,0.1883056725183952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630357690651685,0.0,0.0485776845571367,0.0,0.0,0.04201533767690197,0.14039741189364896,0.07824940671333168,0.0,0.04979161226884833,0.07840983277847283,0.044788559901475185,0.0,0.0,0.050501658413451216,0.08139518470426134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362646338000056,0.04865867582944548,0.0,0.06964604807784126,0.0,0.11787020241034968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927382011378082,0.0,0.0739824524036685,0.15817589216199934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268536535226081,0.0,0.04833737711355564,0.1171745844275772,0.0573762014681878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054661457574859185,0.16701310791710494,0.10702790346557964,0.0,0.1536524407014494,0.05917986108489301,0.0,0.0,0.12178199855063172,0.0,0.117154681858435,0.039464151272563634,0.0,0.04423545211843749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485139421386092,0.0,0.1790858426857452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03168228693916125 adhd,gqgrace,2019/04/17,"Trouble finding sliding scale psychiatrist in NJ I’m low income and uninsured. I don’t qualify for medicaid. I’ve been researching for WEEKS trying to find a reasonably affordable psychiatrist in New Jersey. Called and emailed every single person in my area who listed “sliding scale” on their psychology today profile. Most of them never got back to me. Many of them clarified that they DON’T offer sliding scale. And of the few that responded, the lowest initial consult fee was $400. Have also reached out to universities where the internet insists you can get free or low cost treatment, but at those places ADHD evaluation ran between $700-$1000. I’m at my wits end and feeling dangerously close to hopeless! Just wondering if anyone in the state in a similar situation has had any luck or resources they can share. I’m in Essex county but willing to travel. Thanks!",5.619778801843316,8.384438503225809,6.161405529953918,70.60782258064519,70.41935483870971,8.815668202764977,34.297235023041466,9.424239791934726,3.8956267281106,708,36,105,17,14,229,115,155,0.09,0.8109999999999999,0.1,0.3786,3,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,5,0,4,9,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,20,19,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,1,3,5,3,5,0,0,5,1,10,5,21,13,3,28,0,3,0,0,14,16,0,6,6,68,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25961183066619425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274963188833053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689974564808456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104490911135274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610461890167355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205786775260702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191327958197678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820046032923595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922526433713832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948733406386944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286056453536793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276944356656312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900849285167684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660650991940876,0.2086316697829029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861871132553507,0.22569298359264864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210263003030647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281344490985365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988804842457208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475994238288373,0.0,0.0,0.14666214012266465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327672528049476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342624626905828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kreyl,2019/04/17,"Psychiatrist said I don't have ADHD, not sure if he's right I went through my country's medical system to get therapy, and the first stop was a psychiatrist. I didn't feel rushed in the moment per se, but he certainly to conclusions about me within the first session and I don't know whether to trust his judgement. The big thing is, he said I don't have ADHD, because when I tried Adderall, I got panicky. He said that in itself means I can't have it, and I don't know enough about medication to tell whether that's true. I've tried searching myself, and I can't find anything that tells me the answers. Maybe this community has enough experience to know. I'm already on Bupropion 300 XL daily, which I got for depression, but now know is also supposed to help ADHD. The other part is, I've never been hyperactive - I was diagnosed by my general practitioner with the inattentive type. Can that make a difference with my medication needs? Him dismissing my ADHD diagnosis has been enough that for the last six months since he did that, I've felt too unsure of myself to go back to my general practitioner and figure out medication to help manage what I THOUGHT was ADHD-related issues working on starting up my illustration career. On top of that, by the end of the first session, he told me I actually had Avoidant Personality Disorder. I have been treating his diagnosis seriously, and I genuinely believed after a while that maybe he was right, but the more I read about AvPD, and the more I watch videos meant to help those with ADHD (Jessica McCabe), the more AvPD doesn't seem like it fits and ADHD does. People with AvPD seem way more afraid in social situations than I am. I used to be far more shy, but I've improved a lot - to the point where I plan to have a career freelancing. And my anxiety with people is more narrow in scope - my fears are specifically around asking for emotional support, even from my best friends. Which yes, is bad, but not as broad as AvPD seems. And when I watch videos about managing ADHD, everything applies to me, minus the hyperactivity and social problems related advice. Normally I would say the psychiatrist has to obviously be wrong... except for the fact that according to him, biologically, my response to stimulants proves this isn't what I have. Guys, I'm so stuck. I'm afraid to challenge him because I don't want to be That Patient who comes in and tells the professional what they have and tries to prove their opinions wrong, and I don't have the medical background to counter his statement about Adderall or to otherwise explain why I reacted poorly to it. What's going on?",7.72134652871495,7.553590408906889,8.027336932073776,70.09826735642528,62.927125506072855,11.448073174388965,35.90763232868496,10.980518767755715,3.9704767731294046,2098,87,377,51,27,690,238,494,0.095,0.805,0.1,0.6775,0,1,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,9,15,20,0,4,24,1,43,6,0,4,8,75,78,30,0,6,12,0,2,1,1,1,6,4,0,2,26,22,0,2,20,3,1,5,14,10,0,4,21,8,51,10,62,53,12,46,0,1,2,0,34,23,0,7,17,258,77,12,0.0,0.0,0.0625348393848994,0.0,0.6161133935066088,0.06262024013742616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071613853908591,0.05124639430752076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902259483441239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273406914043465,0.057046612993112075,0.059908068734519475,0.0,0.0,0.049275142896039036,0.05350583720718535,0.07812764894685642,0.0,0.0,0.07219852895009106,0.06725016064934224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055201014097345104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055193777999191215,0.06504193446668949,0.0,0.0669521057914971,0.07344358408183717,0.0,0.05607863606667708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208368396020648,0.056757678037711576,0.19864167162728025,0.0,0.042325591366358516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759281683722761,0.06268454381912822,0.0,0.07211012503979408,0.03240181124196241,0.0,0.06152881989841742,0.0,0.05856983512699876,0.1635244836013532,0.0,0.0,0.04950963487201639,0.0,0.03348022759138252,0.0,0.07283861452173966,0.0,0.10250454293328236,0.0,0.0,0.06345130703439672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885854718696144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688501386858825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087128086166587,0.052235425782048386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03130725398811044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448026951985836,0.0,0.0,0.04277526771204458,0.0,0.1287580700886942,0.06980414157273909,0.0,0.3227796310749077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114968300239359,0.0,0.0,0.04751603001799547,0.04942402949401968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278680563443761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939461820927965,0.0,0.08885285317209138,0.055953976565421296,0.0,0.0,0.0605782528515824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061317869862583474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409939410790416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945144555443398,0.18287011997893615,0.050960620288310464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501368178504956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530093361117338,0.07203091204884005,0.0,0.13064716515359884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045357606654819416,0.0,0.0,0.05357546537327503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271955387742635,0.06039657619026545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803161549488035,0.0,0.07328341194793912,0.0,0.04257326828824316,0.0,0.0,0.05087399172520486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061233147429966675,0.0,0.13052252176553514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055346318425967114,0.0,0.0,0.03779725492889963,0.05086535057539581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940470476560596,0.057824085140761136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665249750227421,0.0,0.0,0.0455220515591403,0.14012732948562046,0.0,0.0 adhd,darkgreyghost,2019/04/17,"Adderall improves short term memory but decreases long term retention. However, could this just be part of how learning is supposed to be? Anyone else noticed this? Without my medication, I have a trouble studying. However, when I do understand the topic, I tend to retain this information better in the long term. On Adderall, it's the opposite. My short term memory is better but generally, my long term retention is worse, unless I recall the information over and over. There's a new prevailing theory in Neuroscience that suggests forgetting is part of effective learning. There's a lot of studies on it. This might explain why we forget some past information faster on Adderall, even though our learning improves. What's bizarre is this confirms my own experience. My ADHD symptoms developed when I reached puberty. Before puberty, I had ADHD symptoms but I used to enjoy learning so I was the top of my class. I was good at learning back then, but I would quickly forget most of the stuff if I just stopped thinking about them. However, when I developed ADHDs, it was the opposite. I had trouble focusing, but whatever information I learned in class, often was retained even if I don't think about them in the future. So the strange side effect I noticed on Adderall, which was forgetting past memories faster, could just be a positive side effect of efficient learning. I think this is how minds of non ADHD people work as well.",5.723160343593418,8.327337901574804,6.333987115246959,70.21478883321406,69.59055118110236,9.815032211882606,36.34860415175376,10.125756701596842,4.559140157480313,1153,63,173,33,22,375,127,254,0.087,0.757,0.156,0.9622,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,2,7,21,7,0,0,13,0,23,3,0,6,0,53,30,19,0,5,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,2,0,3,19,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,7,0,27,5,26,16,11,37,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,7,21,136,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406619303854151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078640707479965,0.11523744098701025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648146318183836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570255250068177,0.0,0.0,0.1989387938159224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795941589932809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395314019595533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485689885921572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001593805220684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433338242378347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985936951857128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561683935769967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330035039998188,0.0,0.11931148314949902,0.11356129315998725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862294009762656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560926472188886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358521424667304,0.21472813882208852,0.07797161305463404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402884220760292,0.0,0.0,0.12874971661916368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23379601844019446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619614292190895,0.1104998949769095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117083849492353,0.0,0.09713681823924923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112283920288813,0.0,0.10148547921362196,0.0,0.0,0.10841578220537937,0.0,0.0818785295782075,0.0,0.1146151808495279,0.07989451464766831,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DamienDahmirWallace,2019/04/17,"UPDATE: When is bipolar 1 stable enough to prescribe ADHD meds? I had a manic episode (and hospitalization) 6 months ago, and then a depressive episode (and hospitalization) two months ago. Nevertheless, when I went to see a psychiatrist today to discuss ADHD treatment, they were willing to prescribe me ritalin (starting at 10mg instant release). So for those out there wondering what counts as ""stable enough"" for a psychiatrist to be willing to risk prescribing a stimulant, at least in my case, the above sufficed, though of course your mileage may vary.",8.850992907801416,10.333765872340427,7.968936170212767,65.83333333333334,60.489361702127674,10.521985815602838,41.19858156028369,10.504223727775694,4.818509219858156,448,24,66,10,6,139,69,94,0.053,0.898,0.049,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,7,11,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,6,0,14,4,3,15,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,2,10,48,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936836489991354,0.0,0.3641360482773193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690422582508994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244506344699541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281447219231874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278846058651683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367119928599358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537784115208344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179705024666367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468803726131173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063858985294836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040086922626584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227393626627788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uwu-hehe,2019/04/17,"Im not happy. (F15) Ive had ADHD all my life and when i was younger it used to get me in trouble a lot. It really affected me negatively but my grades were high and i was happy. Ever since I got put on medication for it maybe 4 years ago, i have peaked. it gives me so much anxiety and it makes me less able to socialize if that makes sense. It makes me so shaky and it makes me socially unaware of what’s going on or how to react to things around me. It also makes me eat nothing and sleep less. (I searched up the side affects of Ritalin and basically what I listed it all the side effects) It helps me focus and all, but it makes me focus too much. I’m really wishing my mom notices or something because I’m scared to tell her about how my meds make me feel. I’ve had multiple breakdowns in front of my mom due to this issue and she’s never said a word to me about it afterwords. We have lowered my dose from a 30 to a 20 to a 10 to a 5. Multiple times. The 30 makes me ultra focused and makes me feel bad and the 20 gives me more anxiety but doesn’t do anything. The 10 & 5 do nothing. Hi thanks for coming to my Ted Talk.",1.8858479532163728,3.009696423868313,4.062915312973793,88.7129434697856,76.53086419753086,7.420316222655405,24.312107429066486,8.032893268588372,1.1678855967078188,873,28,201,14,19,302,131,243,0.133,0.8290000000000001,0.038,-0.9663,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,2,11,0,11,6,1,16,5,47,34,22,0,2,7,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,17,13,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,7,3,32,3,25,27,9,20,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,5,7,131,49,1,0.10146513839011803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219413786802456,0.0,0.08994272312670933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114163451223258,0.0,0.10993743505400584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524110629228738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349716350498416,0.0903254850257545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471915235408663,0.061852206597250166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740323238573754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382416737265923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178102666266268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260764531267008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053011346989687416,0.19466921269478066,0.05766497641213585,0.0,0.08115094018736861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602305310572495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800994346957234,0.10720348953182228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109599760966493,0.1059032430087305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166782792557401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626203223159283,0.0,0.0,0.6095589098860419,0.0,0.10193536935440536,0.0,0.11270489507333654,0.10221545225409054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376694875415779,0.0,0.0,0.14917710289038175,0.0,0.07825616985382719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471707363046695,0.11551873256355855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200048894134016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000233163213284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651658189189796,0.0,0.10158430426501497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393301098811462,0.0,0.101538415299599,0.20686186156509445,0.0,0.07811282067086782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155383480684499,0.08868500320996985,0.09341546715835412,0.0,0.0,0.06740892939132853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916513815630624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763330185472963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667990169136365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534022245800013 adhd,prinxe-peach,2019/04/17,"Hyperfixating on people?? TLDR beforehand: Met cute boy, now hyperfixating on him and don’t know what to do!! i feel stupid!!! So I’ve been on tinder for a while, just kinda there to be there, but i matched with a guy from my school and he is very cute. we snapchatted for a bit over a day and then i went to his dorm and we cuddled all night and i had a really really good time; he was very sweet and just as cute as his pictures. i hadn’t received affection of that nature in so long and it felt really good but has in turn caused me to develop a huge crush(?) on him. normally this would be fine, but i haven’t had a proper crush in around 2 years and my brain is being very weird about it and now i’m basically hyperfixating on him and he’s what i think about like 75% of my day. it’s really hard for me because i want very badly to hangout and/or get plenty more cuddles (and just generally get to know him), and he has said he is open to that, but i feel like i will come off too strong or creepy with how i am feeling (and that is not how i want to seem!!!). has anybody else dealt with this and been able to do something about it? i have a counseling appointment next week and i wanna discuss it, but i feel like i seem like a freak and it is giving me terrible anxiety too :( (also, apologies for any potential format issues, i’m on mobile!)",3.86010752688172,4.1869886487455235,5.2578673835125445,84.97346774193552,71.1146953405018,8.780645161290323,25.177419354838708,8.841846274778883,1.4775677419354838,1039,27,234,18,18,350,142,279,0.08800000000000001,0.713,0.198,0.988,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,2,0,0,1,18,17,1,0,9,0,25,3,1,4,1,56,47,31,0,5,10,0,6,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,13,24,0,0,10,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,10,8,30,12,37,32,3,29,0,0,0,2,21,14,0,4,16,155,43,2,0.12480167355072047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980385324890842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848694176462311,0.0,0.09547293866909894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109994895145772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042041844454648,0.07607794182926511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625110416732705,0.0,0.0,0.13931994207413628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820569693976108,0.0,0.10750559106855703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097350971072694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425578405065364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524139040718469,0.17831668104237638,0.11982917812461515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040744686226693,0.11972113732156478,0.0,0.20935544519809646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357327810637785,0.0,0.0,0.11179778595454594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026052269422062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717547187549284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388717488341405,0.0,0.0,0.11044555381275242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272799566530835,0.11711791633012815,0.12227914217542354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652176644389589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198045912243312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871497084241067,0.0,0.0,0.12630595647668785,0.0,0.2272295127550445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607842555745294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996787314059046,0.0,0.0,0.07277285947589804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574838312046614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118978038717746,0.14722252112015874,0.0,0.10010837460148668,0.0,0.0,0.11569240171598127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865552815548867,0.0,0.0,0.08036818598306847 adhd,kushmoney18,2019/04/17,"Finally set up my website!! Hey guys, after months of procrastination, I finally set up my first website! Recently started taking ritalin again after a year off of it due to bad side effects. I was experiencing a lot of anxiety feeling that I shouldn't be on meds because it's ""cheating"". Since, joining this community, my view of medication has shifted drastically and I can't thank you all enough. I don't even want to share the link here to make this sound like a stupid ad, but I created this site to help people with a problem that a lot face, and this sub-reddit helped me so much, I feel like this is a way to give back if it can help you! &#x200B; \*\*feel free to ignore Our product is Men's underwear specially designed to be worn underneath bathing suits. Men wear underwear under their bathing suits to prevent chaffing from the mesh lining that it is present in all standard bathing suits. As most underwear is made from cotton, once it gets wet, it takes up to 5 hours to dry, leaving men in another uncomfortable position. The WaterWear solves that problem! 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(i fucking hate this disorder) TLDR; Will signing up for accommodations in college ruin my chances of getting into medical school? &#x200B; I skipped Coachella and spent this entire weekend within a 50 feet radius between my apartment room and the study room studying for my chemistry exam (I am in pre-med in college). I spent between 8-9 hours there each day. I know the information perfectly well, I even helped my peers in the class. Understanding the concept was not the issue to my failure on the test, The test was today, 1 hour long. Answered all problems but had to rush through them because 1 hour just isn't enough for such a tough course, especially at one of the most rigorous universities in the country for pre-med. I got so many problems wrong because I simply did not have enough time to go over my work. I am confident I got a C at best, probably a D. I KNOW I could've gotten at least a B if I just had more time. I know I can sign up for accommodations, but will it ruin my chances of getting into medical school, or even grad school? Will my university tell them about my diagnosis? I'm afraid the medical school will know I have ADHD and reject me b/c of that (I know LEGALLY they cannot, but who the fuck knows what goes through the mind of the person reading my application). Fuck this shit. I could be so much more successful without ADHD. My dream is to become a veterinarian, there's nothing else I want to do with my life. I can't do that with a low GPA.",3.9903828828828867,5.836104750000002,5.126081081081082,80.27815315315317,72.44594594594594,7.771171171171173,30.238738738738732,8.472884824447931,2.3413900900900906,1210,53,230,21,24,399,163,296,0.16899999999999998,0.742,0.08900000000000001,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,4,11,18,5,1,20,0,22,9,2,0,2,37,43,10,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,9,8,0,0,9,3,3,2,6,14,1,1,10,0,36,4,39,27,10,31,0,4,0,3,8,20,4,3,9,157,45,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347753318926895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583199108284523,0.11868712749542433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908486265554298,0.10787555553639082,0.0,0.0,0.102505019061019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597280264796462,0.0,0.0,0.06299299059017342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194524910464886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159583071122341,0.0,0.0,0.20185100070008727,0.0,0.1290282583085522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708998840674605,0.10206343997649578,0.0,0.05551156679654837,0.0,0.15624096694733947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643490634019283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547021701280199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885737882059407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194844971813784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220813123072396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899150341483128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644025646897584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990282135152048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951951214662181,0.0,0.0,0.09862499574472808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180315701882617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372283240014714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618783919167527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528698487851746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531133383823432,0.18692563284179092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770251180648667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954136276020403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026309172998647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537319853140997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391141462773928,0.0,0.09258550218591666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168424325435882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761188225472212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782252569129499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415625483942934,0.0,0.07110934902668567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679345923639592,0.11868712749542433,0.0 adhd,SuggestiveCarrot,2019/04/17,"All over the place with Adderall I've been taking Adderall for about 3 months now. 20 mg. I can take 3 a day but I usually stop after 2 because the crash is fucking hard. I get tired, irritable, everything is too loud, I don't want to be touched or talked to. I don't want to be around anyone. If I'm honest all I want to do is stick in my headphones, blast music and workout alone. I felt like it was really helping quiet my mind the first few weeks but now I feel like it's just really ramping up my adhd symptoms. Instead of my mind flipping through 20 ideas at a time, I'm at 100 now. I have lots of energy to do everything but still can't focus on one thing to expend that energy on. Once I am able to focus on something, any sort of interruption makes me so ragey. Is there an adjustment period or is it time to try something new?",2.848883516483518,3.9079286400000015,4.629142857142861,85.85039560439563,74.02857142857142,7.898901098901099,25.461538461538463,8.384062270229773,1.5137692307692303,652,21,141,11,13,222,113,175,0.147,0.747,0.106,-0.6688,0,1,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,6,0,17,3,0,1,2,25,29,8,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,6,15,3,25,24,4,25,0,0,0,1,2,10,1,5,17,90,20,0,0.15125856519147066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178340136615947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566582563418843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286101120741332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576350571869192,0.0,0.0,0.13465219169848314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220581740947638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754926123961126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718828903710149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648087537217299,0.10805914919567702,0.1452319430943866,0.0,0.0,0.1286604582813911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983610617146686,0.0790263573454924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549796420153973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138542785412916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075250884533694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477945891746158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285946230683099,0.0,0.0,0.10096626680731444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054560637468392,0.0,0.12073314364494435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146086464813701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610854353833817,0.10249671837617602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803300688057173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380022011715192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232892466618561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079528555056245,0.12645893341027478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721556510415766,0.2274552333265698,0.1215759051282879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048946961095896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764001715046122,0.17384946965377468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269463689202336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658993990927634,0.0,0.26764866217265937,0.0,0.12133049722059372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Airmightydude,2019/04/17,"How do i tell my parents that it is my adhd that is the problem with me struggling in school? i have very bad grades. i have a 42.3 in art and a 0 percent in health. the qaurter just started, so there isnt many assignments in the gradebook. they are so bad because i forget to do small assignments. this forgetfulness is my ADHD, right? i dont know how to tell my parents that i still have ADHD (i think they forgot).",2.594840336134453,4.175204988235296,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,75.58823529411767,6.26890756302521,26.26050420168067,6.868970318607317,1.0532857142857144,324,12,68,3,7,106,50,85,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.9394,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,2,0,11,15,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,14,0,7,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,50,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185753101902486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865047479570807,0.10458645046204616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010767837098267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236909259672798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428945729178002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739433395008549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810126131291429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416770363033725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465184008834652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363629118353702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143693418211116,0.0,0.13701467546432938,0.0,0.0,0.17936045101606746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999165334663509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099340466063492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156182536042813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ammie9,2019/04/17,"Need advice! 8 year old with ADHD So my daughter is 8 and has ADHD (initiative), so do I and so does her father. She was extremely behind in Reading and Writing so we got her a tutor and an IEP. BUT... Every time the tutor comes she falls into pieces! She refuses to sit, listen, write or read. She won't answer any questions and nothing gets done. We have lots of different methods, like the tutor being really happy and cheerful, rewarding at the end for how long she paid attention, rewarding every ten minutes, I have told her my expectations of being nice and trying to work. Nothing has worked so far. Does anyone have suggestions for creating a positive experience for my 8yo so the tutor can actually teach her something?",3.823418803418804,6.393860333333336,5.504444444444445,74.09461538461538,75.2962962962963,8.301994301994302,27.421652421652432,9.057496981413335,2.849233618233618,575,23,92,14,13,195,92,135,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.9782,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,1,0,24,20,16,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,12,0,1,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,16,6,12,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,20,4,0,3,6,67,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.1566766320704318,0.0,0.3859071695777388,0.15689059763608745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091815902789749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226243658602107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383022497653189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774378168416704,0.0,0.0,0.2810021394938471,0.16430152905054787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220236154046806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705457649076994,0.0,0.0,0.15705170597789986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083882350247725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840895344638692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091172391565904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784381180551205,0.0,0.0,0.1420844108390546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649647503087675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904806386013947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30810999336916106,0.0,0.1684734345252891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985617788542396,0.0,0.32119302729053817,0.0,0.10285440508716798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360159389321156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361978374644543,0.0,0.0,0.15341533463210685,0.0,0.10900499263403028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337690880228145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033909103753289 adhd,pondlily,2019/04/17,"Do your meds help your brain fog (blanking out with no thoughts)? Any tips for dealing with it or increasing studying speed? I'm struggling with brain fog constantly (like my mind goes blank in the middle of the problem and I have to go back to square one even if its a very simple problem), and besides that, I can't seem to help that I study/work so slowly! To clarify, I'm studying for a graduate school standardized exam, and a study section that would take a regular person 1 day and a half (based on a tried and true study guide) takes me 3-4 days (each of those days I jam pack with studying). Background: I'm ADHD-PI and I'm on 36 mg Concerta, it helps me stay concentrated in terms of not constantly daydreaming and constantly getting interrupted with intrusive thoughts like in the past, so I can actually make \*some\* progress in the day unlike before. I have a good diet and my study space is good. Any advice is appreciated!",4.388071428571429,6.103349727777776,5.026507936507937,81.925,71.16666666666667,8.476190476190476,30.079365079365076,9.04235418022936,2.5412698412698407,741,31,142,15,14,238,112,180,0.055,0.8009999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,1,11,0,8,3,2,1,1,29,20,12,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,15,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,2,1,12,5,21,17,5,24,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,4,13,80,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.1280166130557517,0.0,0.157657616679766,0.12819143904392766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841917088531695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087236112598597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162788048843683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928893498041064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252897425387111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384111843067755,0.13524489362737113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664576267563559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853820018956483,0.0,0.0745548627170397,0.22006174891097274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637895121570097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281797045952554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756630622083766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571579670259927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324583945750568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889364053726688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252299253866077,0.0,0.11454476636324155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510506494239688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276516239562255,0.0,0.11942494243163335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982463761427816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371419490947873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726801082006126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829080804706515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906529186115443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824049860136588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550347901389544,0.0,0.0,0.09318931522446122,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,erlakes,2019/04/17,"Tips on getting to sleep quick? For the past few months, I've been struggling with getting to bed at a reasonable hour. Like most of you know, shutting off an ADHD brain is really difficult, especially when you are trying to fall asleep, because then you have time to think. I normally end up staying up for 2-3 hours by getting myself too excited or anxious. It's gotten to the point where the lack of sleep has been affecting my mood and I feel like shit all the time. Any tips for falling asleep or just shutting off my brain?",6.313430420711974,6.394670650485437,6.227330097087378,80.99141585760522,65.79611650485437,9.585113268608417,32.70064724919093,9.2995712137729,2.7217715210355977,419,16,82,7,6,132,75,103,0.139,0.794,0.067,-0.7937,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,5,7,1,1,6,0,6,7,7,2,1,14,13,5,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,8,3,18,10,4,23,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,3,12,52,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221196575984708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007882581316015,0.0,0.0,0.1994824316851893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764006845457293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942380075318613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639534612023426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928294213766476,0.12614707556803426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767635303293816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477867421490961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704243324631108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253379605456576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094255885141113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300856092910144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168563303175074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692291069038045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131201346401035,0.18155118585395366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125437300121072,0.0,0.0,0.3534102524356376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820823144913384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845972507922405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314379874178715,0.0,0.0,0.2059276417650782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988460224678656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hintomint,2019/04/17,"How do you all make friends as adults? Inspired by some posts about being worried that you said all the wrong things after leaving a social situation... I realized I always had social issues as a kid because I was an emotional rollercoaster and easily overstimulated. I don’t think I ever learned to properly make friends. Any tips or tricks or ideas? Is there a social group for people like us?",5.307083333333331,7.6212666527777815,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,69.97222222222223,8.688888888888886,30.055555555555557,9.2995712137729,2.992788888888889,317,13,52,7,6,102,57,72,0.08800000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.213,0.8638,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,3,15,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,4,7,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,3,3,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546538922584354,0.0,0.0,0.12639402022815202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330108283017455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090721929347932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812479742003447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871964185350918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209818042848968,0.0,0.1939939214496792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968033366056342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080385305604252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481315752082545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288548242862942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800651285429495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679940362718485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891913278818866,0.0,0.5683953944651879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347990658105078,0.11909426570435458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235717312468927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875410323446068,0.0,0.0,0.20321331025359435,0.0,0.0 adhd,TAYbayybay,2019/09/12,"Tonight I forgot to count to 3 My boyfriend and I were at the gym together, and he was bench pressing. He asked me to count to 3 in between his reps (he lifts the barbell, brings it down to his chest, holds it, I count “1-Mississippi-2-Mississippi-3-Mississippi”, then he lifts it back up). This worked great for two sets, then on the third set, he suddenly yells “HURRY, COUNT!” ...Turns out I watched him lower 215 lbs over his chest, and just stared at him while daydreaming. I forgot to count. He wasn’t mad at all (and said sorry for yelling, it was just hard to ask nicely with that weight on him), but it’s another one of those “why am I like this...” moments. Not really a rant/vent, but more of a typical moment of embarrassment that I thought you guys might find funny/relatable. **TLDR:** Boyfriend asked me to count to 3 while he holds heavy weight over his chest, and I forgot what I was supposed to be doing.",2.7723731092436985,5.113200274285717,3.056705882352944,91.48247058823532,77.68571428571428,6.174789915966388,21.15126050420168,7.285733465282438,0.4466336134453783,708,19,150,9,17,217,103,175,0.061,0.893,0.046,-0.1134,1,0,0,0,1,0,43.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,5,0,9,5,3,0,1,21,19,11,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,11,7,2,5,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,10,9,20,3,28,7,2,23,0,0,2,0,20,11,0,1,10,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878579966664184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316807893481733,0.0,0.0,0.1457713873029272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732680134196554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090069835511564,0.0,0.18770894428662335,0.0,0.0,0.16982186356701182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261671460031043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110899815955896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846085051326256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144652775387545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803291309360844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221356666851848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050128554811118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062030406138724,0.1851871195092992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617022842267298,0.0,0.0,0.17106185015587042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801277647029458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pingedme,2019/09/12,How do You Plan Your Day? Or How do you Keep Consistent Efforts Day to Day? Trying to find a way to stop myself from drifting off and trying to set a schedule to improve myself. Either to become less disorganized or keep to a consistent effort instead of waiting for those rare moments of motivation and clarity.,6.202931034482759,7.604256017241383,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,66.41379310344827,9.248275862068963,35.1896551724138,9.516144504307137,3.702158620689655,251,12,39,5,4,84,38,58,0.066,0.8,0.134,0.6432,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,13,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,12,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170878669806588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554820901265064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624112109470759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103889816074568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400348697442993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38985452628864414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278927063870859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sharky-PI,2019/09/12,"Accidental win: how two ADHD negatives can create a positive! I've been meaning to buy new lenses for my scratched sunglasses for about a year but every time I take them off, I immediately forget about the issue. DAMN YOU PROCRASTINATION! Last weekend I managed to lose said sunglasses. DAMN YOU, LOSINGTHINGSALLTHETIMENESS! HOWEVER: I have inadvertently saved myself $60 by not paying to get my lenses replaced then losing the new lenses. I'm counting this as a win y'all! (that I had to buy gas station sunnies for $5 counts against the total saving, and will probably give me eye cancer, but whatevs)",5.164999999999999,7.918962537037038,6.212740740740743,69.75633333333336,71.77777777777777,8.394074074074075,30.24444444444445,9.120678840339163,3.1527044444444434,486,21,75,11,10,161,81,108,0.21600000000000005,0.6629999999999999,0.121,-0.9309,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,4,3,8,2,0,6,0,5,2,1,1,1,10,11,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,13,4,13,7,1,8,1,2,1,0,6,1,2,0,7,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730893353976184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914532015928266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871961490535053,0.2179821422906689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717171777714105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522483505631765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084301401636607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475228336992301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43892517454003255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449950932738147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161501656695484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085057831200454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250111186770944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197315738181547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633029508857326 adhd,dumkuntroddit,2019/09/12,"Not doing too well Not doing very well at all at the moment, it’s coming to the end of term (last 2 weeks) and I’ve done the same thing in maths that I do to myself every term and never seem to be able to NOT do. I am motivated for about a week, and then it gets too hard to keep up with all the new content. I find maths almost always so incredibly uninteresting that I do practically nothing all term, with the exception of 2 or 3 slightly productive days, and then it gets to the end of the term and I realise how fucked I am. Broke down in class because my girlfriend broke up with me that day, making it even harder to study than usual. Now I’m taking the day off as my teacher advised me to, as today would’ve been the day I sit the exam. My dad doesn’t understand at all how hard it is to perform as well academically as everyone else, and he says if I don’t produce brilliant marks on this test that he’s going to be extremely disappointed and mad, (which I know I’m not going to because I’m awful at maths) and that his suspicions would be correct that I am “delaying the inevitable”. I know that taking this day off will be very beneficial, as today is Friday and my next maths lesson is Tuesday, but by no means do I think I’ll be getting anywhere near an A, which is what he wants. Icing on the cake, I’ve always been told that ADHD is outgrown, but just found out last night that I’m going to have to deal with this fucked up mental for the rest of my life.",10.180071301247773,5.233080215686275,10.221182412358882,71.32895721925138,62.202614379084956,12.957338086749852,38.2756981580511,9.573946990214177,3.3783241830065345,1150,32,247,14,11,388,154,306,0.107,0.878,0.015,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,3,0,16,1,27,3,0,5,6,51,53,23,0,3,10,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,21,15,0,2,10,0,0,4,8,6,3,0,5,3,21,3,48,41,10,49,0,3,0,2,10,16,2,4,28,171,42,11,0.11218453069610293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482400513841364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233660247026246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669303290907494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677329730635254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663703969748247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617487075216031,0.11565732514146967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480372453924015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937157801920302,0.0,0.1987243921278272,0.0,0.0,0.07409682448726841,0.0,0.0945203055906009,0.10719712664257168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253462866210282,0.0,0.0,0.12300454747082765,0.0,0.20742558182220588,0.17583536112888853,0.0,0.1912711622643591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099060843245714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971476545052042,0.0,0.0,0.1233073683832807,0.18289073117435675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923925172138355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488404536680608,0.0,0.0,0.1222018419501809,0.0,0.0,0.1130556208584533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652362602977677,0.10834851881235442,0.1193095211010577,0.10527758246976668,0.0,0.1076440828364352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921364156689728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212858338942378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869761109272174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453041732833665,0.0718833174572509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126756354140684,0.10719712664257168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678805285461308,0.0,0.0,0.12355541125064165,0.1851279734775789,0.06616934280552668,0.0,0.17997532731567473,0.0,0.3026020977489326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593853437501635,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lurrrrch,2019/09/12,"A warning to those with imposter syndrome/who are struggling with their diagnosis Stop rechecking your symptoms. Here’s the deal: your ADHD affects your symptom-obsession too. So does anxiety. When you first checked your symptoms with the doctor, or when you first did that quiz after realizing something was up, you were probably in a whole different headspace then you are now. And, believe it or not, that first headspace was probably right. Here’s why. When you talked with your doctor first, or first investigated symptoms, you were: - Stimulated, and excited by the idea of finding answers (finally) - Full of energy/vibrancy/excitement - Pulling red thread from picture to picture in your head, connecting all the dots, linking memories and anxieties to what you’re discovering about ADHD - Fully invested and involved, and probably not very distractible What does that all add up to? Why, the perfect ADHD-brain conditions for lucidity, of course! You’re stimulated. You’re focused. You’re thinking straight. Perfect for solving problems, locating memories, and finding reason. But what about now, when you’ve checked with those same symptoms over and over and over and over? You’re probably: - Anxious, frustrated, or confused - Having a hard time focusing on the details (despite your over-focusing on the concept/anxiety) - Having a hard time pulling up memories and experiences - Feeling detached or frantic about the results, and constantly searching for flaws in the diagnosis It’s like back when you last panicked over a project or assignment, except now you’re messing with your ever-present brain instead of a piece of paper or PowerPoint. You know you want to get it right, and you’re anxious over it, but no matter how much you recheck you’re not feeling any better. You might be saying to yourself, “I was misleading when I answered the doctor’s questions,” or, “If I was so sure then, why do I feel so unsure now?” You may be telling yourself that your excitement to find answers overstepped your accuracy. You “weren’t in the right mind.” But you have ADHD. And when does the ADHD-mind work best? When it’s stimulated. You’re trying to compare your brain when it’s accurate, awake, and firing on all cylinders to your brain when it’s foggy, frustrated, and scattered with anxiety. Then you’re saying to yourself, “Oh no, the latter brain is the correct one!” Which is nonsense. You weren’t accidentally lying/exaggerating because you were excited when you first went over those symptoms—it’s the opposite! You were more accurate with yourself and your doctor than ever. And now you’re trying to compare your focused, colourful, stimulated answers to your current confused, foggy, and scattered anxieties. Don’t. The first one is bound to be more accurate. **Trust the version of your brain that was actually lit up and functional, not the one that’s been rechecking the same webpage for ages.** The end. Still anxious? Here’s some personal tips from me: - Try discussing symptoms with friends or family; it may stimulate you more than when you’re alone. If they agree with a symptom, great, ask them to describe an example of you fitting it from the past. If they disagree with one you thought was accurate in your diagnosis appointment, try arguing it’s case—being put on the stand like this may also help stimulate you, and might help you remember why you thought it in the first place. - Discuss your anxieties with your doctor, especially if they’re a psychologist. Recheck symptoms, or explain why you feel they might not be accurate. Describe your thought-process when you’re spinning out over the diagnosis. - Have patience. Treatment (meds, therapy, and strategies alike) takes time. And if you’re not going about your everyday—if instead you’ve been obsessing over the diagnosis and symptoms—then it’s going to make it that much harder to track progress. - Get a second professional opinion. If they confirm, great. If they say no to ADHD, ask them why. Then get a third opinion. - Remember that, ADHD or no, life will go on. What’s important is that you’re actively improving yourself and learning to understand what makes you tick. Try getting therapy for your anxiety while you’re starting ADHD meds instead of waiting for one or the other to “finish.” Don’t pause your life to “figure this out.” - GET DIAGNOSED BY A (REAL) DOCTOR. If all you’ve done is self-diagnosed, why are you even reading this? Get your ass to a professional, silly. You’ll never kick the self-doubt otherwise (and nor should you). This is all, as you might have guessed, based on my own experiences (plus what I’ve learned from my doctors). Feel free to ask me anything if this isn’t enough. I wrote this out just as much for my own sake as it was for others.",5.7104761904761885,8.262469380952384,5.536190476190477,76.15047619047621,69.47619047619048,8.714285714285714,35.357142857142854,9.336191542475161,3.727821428571428,3800,199,611,85,72,1180,319,840,0.105,0.782,0.113,0.9303,5,1,1,0,0,0,156.0,0,54,8,14,39,27,3,6,40,0,49,24,7,12,11,149,81,77,0,12,32,0,8,2,1,10,17,3,0,1,41,42,0,3,28,1,4,7,17,11,0,15,21,14,72,17,96,46,22,92,0,0,3,1,82,35,1,35,51,434,113,17,0.0,0.0,0.03971471488656436,0.0,0.3912821716915961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042150151151178164,0.0,0.03254563310478575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02767557402460588,0.0,0.21793337557094106,0.137929166961594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03349042775708255,0.0,0.11413950491910912,0.0,0.0,0.031293727950046694,0.0,0.024808709298702117,0.0,0.0,0.04585194462296199,0.04270932783284982,0.035993473418089145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725900196027413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043979346289348416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195715120142717,0.0,0.08261384880566068,0.0,0.042520038729106896,0.0,0.2915880295898213,0.10684350025627246,0.04164748945289922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036045747027783084,0.04205121193703197,0.0,0.02688019686392711,0.0736261140831039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961957878386043,0.03836581251120097,0.0,0.10288894222326488,0.0,0.0,0.0445819261664634,0.11158984300118932,0.27693696536008605,0.0,0.0,0.031442649448218424,0.0,0.1275760238172248,0.0,0.0693876766195498,0.0,0.0,0.08973788071753408,0.04483268761991432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291361215342289,0.0,0.04176719278599394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455711315019749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045942322002913656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02236618343532981,0.033173748622648394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749144313160257,0.039765310929040336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054331555916349965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041109872188258,0.0,0.0,0.17269370603253634,0.08218538593251856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975164145060405,0.0,0.031388283062802926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788779068966608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388501981366191,0.0,0.03553533115177098,0.042520038729106896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551438251952955,0.03894184014858132,0.0,0.04091204853771037,0.04559031382609633,0.0,0.04070833452898669,0.046322461366694816,0.0,0.041843624380322735,0.0,0.0,0.09220426302852973,0.1042658699583944,0.0,0.09709243000061668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491236365168281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031330786193994306,0.0,0.0,0.028805773452871004,0.0,0.032500933325814475,0.03402478287532651,0.0,0.042545676512432073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835674365064834,0.33840079608680923,0.030599320740295224,0.032710965238341896,0.03557125258468016,0.0,0.09308186732561888,0.0,0.0,0.026077200174955902,0.0,0.09692738142680027,0.07119280591046558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815404845205226,0.0,0.0,0.04236734669548664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03357955220437442,0.024004334507949792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772682453321003,0.25706101659028224,0.04543710579705375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029628134577033526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twilightfangirl,2019/09/12,"ADHD PSA: stop saying I should and start saying I want! The fact that I tell myself I should be doing something every day gives me a cop out to ignore it and push it off until tomorrow. I want everyone to know, if you have motivation problems like me this might be an issue for you as well. &#x200B; For the Short Term Goals: Write down what you *want* to do for the day and keep a record of it. If it turns out you don't do it that day, why did you write it down in the first place? what do you think led to that decision during the course of the day, maybe try writing those out as well? &#x200B; For the Long Term Goals: Write down what you want to accomplish in your life 1 week from now, 1 month from now, 1 year from now. Did you accomplish those goals? If not think back to what attitude / mood you were in the day you wrote them down, try to bring yourself back to that moment and feeling to seize the attitude of wanting again. &#x200B; Sometimes we get depressed and it makes me *feel* less than our goals and wants. If you remember back to how you felt when you wanted something, have unlocked the secret to induced procrastination? DON'T trick yourself into I SHOULD, that will make you feel like you don't WANT to do it. &#x200B; What are you feeling like when you say I should vs when you say I want?",4.097961282516638,5.339455057471266,4.00874773139746,90.78865698729584,71.22222222222223,7.027303891913693,24.08166969147005,7.273561745256523,0.7485816091954027,1034,27,220,10,19,315,124,261,0.046,0.841,0.113,0.8965,0,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,2,19,1,8,14,10,1,0,13,0,22,1,0,6,1,58,48,17,0,18,6,0,5,3,0,6,1,4,0,0,21,11,0,3,13,0,0,3,4,4,2,1,5,9,34,5,38,35,3,44,0,1,0,0,34,14,0,5,30,154,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460617659967456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411724718286933,0.3826138037048123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159252838564488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538395300848537,0.0,0.06780144517067645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632501915203683,0.07522036067474254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921284666432614,0.11247520813437606,0.07558357227910918,0.0,0.0,0.06695921600150169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112796582564352,0.07551542435408579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216325761605724,0.0,0.06996997826998437,0.0,0.0,0.04326246893991004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560228413540426,0.11537588882303455,0.0,0.0,0.06966474802014525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509246054806018,0.0,0.07908484928798169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350951018255821,0.0,0.0,0.06283357569099708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224567504601768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532443587267297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917444670282973,0.0,0.0,0.25040530491622986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120504765596846,0.07785612102165866,0.0,0.05571844132005081,0.0,0.0,0.06581346864954253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880477460752467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088123133487216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689146402400686,0.08562478594894317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178800112091039,0.0,0.06314445851883294,0.0,0.1415575189778075,0.0,0.07103258157601194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826138037048123,0.050693117396457606 adhd,PuchNoob,2019/09/12,"I noticed an increase of stimulant med prescriptions, what do you guys think about it? Hi everyone, I was recently prescribed 10mg Adderall XR to treat my ADHD, and decided to put some research into the drug so that I would be more informed about its general history and what I could do to supplement my physical health while taking it. First off, I'd recommend for everyone to search the positive effects of taking Magnesium and L-Tyrosine with prescribed stimulant medication; because L-Tyrosine is an important preface to Dopamine, it's most likely beneficial for people with ADHD and on stim medications to take it as a supplement. I'm only shilling these two supplements because I've heard many positive results from taking them when searching on /r/ADHD and /r/Adderall. I can't speak from personal experience, but I've ordered some online to try out. Okay, tangent over. Now, I noticed a strange trend while searching for Adderall on a drug usage statistics site: [Adderall and other stimulants have jumped from ~5.3 million new prescriptions in 2015 to ~17.3 million new prescriptions in 2016](https://clincalc.com/DrugStats/Drugs/DextroamphetamineDextroamphetamineSaccharateAmphetamineAmphetamineAspartate). This intrigues me because [this study](https://jamanetwork.com/journals/jamanetworkopen/fullarticle/2698633) claims that from 2013-2014 to 2015-2016, the increase of ADHD children and teens is from roughly 9% of the general population to 10%, as shown in [this graph](https://cdn.jamanetwork.com/ama/content_public/journal/jamanetworkopen/937417/zoi180095f1.png?Expires=2147483647&Signature=EgaefyV53akyGpMPb~6mNVYqSox0dL41cmZhoe2Q7ammU3OpagFjvGPTdBBvPUp4ZgLJ6X5-uVhlCo40AU370ARYFWi3-HyCN0wIXTJ5zoOYZemyxN~ZJoFxyxjfOhSgPzy6xevOoCsewj5m-neK1jE0u2lhAx-Lfdlysbar0p6kJZPQvkUM8yzLDfZ9g9Goje~Ve0FvJNBwQca-DxKjjt87lIpUnlwoqWV-HQe7p3AxiQLD0L21PLN4r~iAUE34QGbYO2uYvlOvENAmeGo-P56gsb0v-mMIZfJ-rQy~rDK0Xuqq17TZCOCrTC3eVRyxfnOtUMIodm4lgG0rzecyDA__&Key-Pair-Id=APKAIE5G5CRDK6RD3PGA) Now, this comparison that I made between the two trends is far from professional because the study only focuses on children and teens while the drug prescription site gets its statistics from the entire population. However, I still find this huge uptick in prescriptions interesting because there doesn't seem to be a matching uptick in diagnoses of ADHD. And, I do have to add that the increase in yearly prescriptions seems rather large when compared to the previous 5 years. In 2007, the number of prescriptions *was* ~13 million, but it increased only ~2.5 million from the ~10.5 million prescriptions made in 2006. The ~12 million increase in prescriptions from 2015-2016 certainly blows that previous 2006-2007 trend out of the water, in my opinion. What are your guys' thoughts about this? I'm personally a little concerned, but I haven't put enough research into this for me to claim that anything significant is happening. Thanks for reading!",15.724857998554162,17.540667764845608,11.056534131983893,48.39480429618922,45.93586698337292,13.877558607869465,47.52049984508933,13.023866798666859,6.971377692863783,2503,123,280,69,23,696,224,421,0.006,0.87,0.125,0.9904,1,0,5,0,0,0,121.0,0,2,1,2,11,6,0,0,21,1,19,8,0,7,1,43,35,20,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,6,25,16,1,0,8,1,0,8,3,0,0,9,6,3,18,6,63,25,10,48,0,0,0,0,13,25,0,6,15,183,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190464259445519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718053989506714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108153895391503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632754124854549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689656150042072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876716110437039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30051234530464843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925131924387998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650753080602542,0.0,0.0844940266494866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894771036949848,0.07347288094453706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512881597255746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105513100577385,0.0763835704113609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181552269129824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042199811813680974,0.08657321061693499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634654554499063,0.0,0.08757349399252029,0.0,0.0,0.09594622204111238,0.17403301731698878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684836320714067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668331099974012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708254290979602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059883464777761373,0.15084346153032935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366701870224505,0.0,0.0,0.08640113788810089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528762011230813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727014233300576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689813929817278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25978131123806336,0.0,0.0,0.07952503880348404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553473826458716,0.0,0.06857429520422731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058644830982242914,0.0,0.16875704622724508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061360284421557686,0.0,0.0,0.11124889452390957 adhd,Pugpugpugs123,2019/09/12,"Does anyone else lose their train of thought frequently when moving around? I'll think about something and realize I need to do something, so I'll walk over to do it and then have no idea what I was planning to do once I got there. I can often recall it, and it's mostly when I'm tired, but it's really annoying.",7.301333333333332,5.177063030769233,7.564615384615386,79.41871794871795,64.84615384615384,11.12820512820513,32.43589743589744,9.725611199111238,2.668897435897436,247,7,53,4,3,81,46,65,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.8121,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,7,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,11,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,7,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104013711136493,0.26529011227380234,0.0,0.23049019680075605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265791987490482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629115413861752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707883460597806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228472906043235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896608555544061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27518680834821824,0.0,0.1919829861127912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757371657669748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586826516294784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986524822746744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590296387954145,0.0,0.20555043936084896,0.0,0.2975859358006794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vent2221,2019/09/12,"Is the real world supposed to be like this? Sorry if this is a weird place to post this, I don't have ADHD but I wasn't sure what community to go to discuss this sort of ableism in academic spaces/everyday life. If there's anywhere else that would be better to place this I'll delete this thread and post it there, I just wanted to vent and maybe ask how others deal with this. I'm currently in this high school, which everyone has been praising to me as ""focused, kind and hardworking."" Every part was a lie, but anytime I bring it up I'm met with the response ""that's the real world, toughen up."" But to be fair, my family partakes in a lot of derogatory messages as well, which sucks hearing these things at school and at home. Everyone's putting each other down, throwing slurs about, there are literal snickers when the special ed class passes by and after class people mock them, simply taking notes in public can garner random comments such as ""x has to take notes? Do they have ADHD/ are they r*tarded or something? I didn't need to take any"" And various edgy ableist comments. You're too afraid to even ask a question or practically do anything because there's a cruel crowd waiting to make their judgement. I try to remind myself that the environment I'm in is just sheltered, juvenile and misguided, but everyone seems to tell me that I should suck it up because ""it's the real world."" Is it really? Truly? I think I've just been getting disoriented by all that I've been dealing with right now, but it really depresses me to think that even after high school I'll be hearing these things. I hate it, I really hate it, and I hate the fact that I feel like an oversensitive alien for trying to have manners. I'm sorry that I don't think calling someone's work ""autistic"" is funny or that should even be used as an insult. I'm sorry that I think that you shouldn't be be snooping on people's work, making judgements on their worth because of it. I'm sorry that I think you shouldn't be making school shooting jokes. I don't really know how to respond. Am I some oversensitive baby for feeling this way? At this point, I don't care, but thinking about the fact that I'll have to deal with this through college and beyond makes me want to jump off the nearest bridge. People, people, people. I'm too tired.",5.23510324483776,6.119081035398233,5.610336283185841,81.67463421828909,68.2920353982301,8.239056047197641,29.225958702064897,8.344100000000001,2.0332395870206494,1836,64,348,25,30,587,215,452,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.095,-0.9611,1,0,1,1,0,0,57.0,0,2,5,4,21,21,8,1,16,0,40,2,0,7,4,66,83,27,0,10,14,0,2,2,0,5,2,2,1,0,42,14,0,1,11,1,1,6,8,11,1,0,7,4,31,10,55,63,6,40,1,1,0,0,27,26,2,11,7,228,73,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454091949382142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938144885968774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059756876012944424,0.0,0.13577253164401362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279833058777876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422305334290934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414917320473398,0.0,0.07403696967297957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245920804940884,0.06254415413686895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066144685809127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388677888966658,0.0,0.0611822094725771,0.20816343163906506,0.0,0.0,0.06845601131155649,0.0,0.07343378004168248,0.05187696764002951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793892338813201,0.0,0.041269412050670126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150801417877828,0.0,0.0,0.16368728018014111,0.0,0.0,0.15344582649746394,0.07283988490796607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561851014128843,0.039907918170592055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051290910106304634,0.07095313240065494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061735624880002164,0.0,0.0,0.19388728469119496,0.0,0.07295264859483865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053843929753479625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863617702730841,0.0,0.25171435738541503,0.0,0.1517367709263429,0.0,0.06864570103802481,0.0,0.13909233198435522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299925308916072,0.08134666867971319,0.0,0.0,0.24795911242894736,0.18607897290478187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062013766129217975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396554393369223,0.0,0.06610698455772482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061527399272841975,0.0559034336486386,0.0,0.3251511858961177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843982976919002,0.0,0.16379484569331418,0.0,0.06346968589788568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964858413558562,0.2791768493831839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346154285495673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860315196827783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271700898229221,0.0,0.0,0.08566173304020863,0.057639292723539425,0.0,0.0,0.06529060895305112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573079431869617,0.0,0.0,0.0515844052092808,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThinkIveReddit,2019/09/12,"It's kinda cool that if we take the ""evolution"" take on ADHD, we may well eventually end up in a society where ADHD becomes the norm and schedules etc are based on the ADHD brain, rather than the ""neurotypical"" we think of now. I guess ADHD will one day be neurotypical. In theory, I guess!",6.911547619047616,6.343561821428577,8.125714285714286,70.05261904761906,64.71428571428572,11.752380952380953,31.16666666666667,11.20814326018867,3.4296380952380945,226,7,43,6,3,78,42,56,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.5266,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,4,1,1,0,0,11,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,7,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7923054248725505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820259121211447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398874854912908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629244514571172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597772645877768,0.0,0.1838129921641204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631259912436992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168333493428073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478416812617763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560719940181593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818904305292696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NaughtyTrouserSnake,2019/09/12,"Trouble with Lectures So I’ve been taking Adderall 15mg along with 200mg Wellbutrin and my focus is great. I don’t feel the euphoria from the Adderall but I feel it working in the background. The only issue is, I can’t seem to stay focused when my professors start talking. Give me a book and a program to write or notes to take and I’m set. I just can’t pay attention to their words. My mind is just constantly being distracted or I try to keep up with their words and then I think too hard and they keep speaking and I get lost. Is this just something I need to try harder at? Does anyone else have similar experiences?",1.5361904761904732,3.964469603174608,2.9041269841269863,90.27142857142859,83.12698412698413,5.822222222222222,24.079365079365076,7.1686216300943375,1.0653555555555552,494,19,100,7,14,160,83,126,0.095,0.8340000000000001,0.071,-0.2168,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,6,4,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,28,24,12,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,2,5,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,15,1,14,21,0,9,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,63,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792691698479076,0.20211345327233265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316510510590364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262122551926934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478319414368653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929555269908588,0.0,0.0,0.19947847372683133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305881745441964,0.18922721260987607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174769111991911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670382929384104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588541149861764,0.0,0.3506627703585533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153296858180063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917367933590235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626381646950765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500230940806168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957567177902314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518583356867886,0.0,0.0,0.13961975890544942,0.21025007606946566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966259379509722,0.1585479760720204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639453709907614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26784956797978043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360569117269578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sh4rkw33k,2019/09/12,"Peak ADHD Impulsivity Worked Out! Last June I went to a Tech9 show with my husband and friend. While at the show, I (drunkenly) decided to buy tickets for another show he’s in in September (this past weekend). What I didn’t realize is that I bought 2 tickets to a metal festival and Tech9 was basically the only non rock/metal performer there. I don’t listen to rock or metal at all. And ofc I couldn’t get a refund. So I go to this show and it was amazing. People at metal shows are SO nice. And the energy of the music was awesome! We ended up making friends with some of the pit crew & they coached me how to mosh successfully. So I, a 120lb female, moshed! My dudes, it was awesome. ADHD and moshing were meant to be. The energy is so infectious. So now I’m into metal. I’m going to another show in November! :D",1.4695216158752658,3.661374463855424,4.141126860382709,82.76478738483348,81.4698795180723,7.279376328844791,23.62012756909993,8.313332769828598,1.704586534372786,635,23,126,14,17,224,102,166,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9898,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,3,8,6,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,2,1,20,22,14,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,3,11,3,3,3,0,0,0,9,1,13,6,22,11,2,19,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,7,81,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301429231791875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897775233122914,0.0,0.0,0.4625548810338045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953515808284588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408097643480748,0.0,0.11523401965329699,0.0,0.2506997992892221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978665362227733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722618078837388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677465800476526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055043236134469,0.15290922680764085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446225754510974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605710355277326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,azemag,2019/09/12,"My doctors thinks ADHD is a social construct, and that i have a ""mild epilepsy"". Hi i live in Brazil (that big one in south america) and this is my rant/story. TLDR: >!After almost a year of treatment i got a drug induced seizure, a epilepsy diagnosis and no pills for ADHD, not even to experiment. Meanwhile my work is getting fucked and my life feels unbearable... I might just take ritalin and see what happens!< Since i was a (annoying) little kid i can't concentrate properly. Anything that isn't **very** (like books or comics), if i lose interesting in a subject or an activity i unconsciously drop it and start doing something else (pick up my phone, start imagining/remembering things, open a new tab, etc...). Finishing school sucked (it was about that time i started feeling depressed) and i dropped out (had to take a special test to actually graduate), now i'm working and studying and this lack of attention is fucking me up. I always thought i had ADHD, but thanks to my wife i finally decided to put and end to it, talked to a psychiatrist, he asked for exams (blood test, MRI and a electroencephalogram) before tackling the possible ADHD and prescribed me Escitalopram for the depression. After weeks taking it and feeling really bad i had a fucking seizure for the first time in my life! I immediately stopped the meds, felt much better the next days... Meanwhile the results for the exams came in and the results were: Blood test: Negative, MRI: negative, EEG: inconclusive slow short waves on the temporal lobe With this my doc diagnosed me with frontal left lobe epilepsy, according to him ""your brain is sending short electrical impulses that are affecting your attention"" (completely ignoring the hyperactive part of my issue). He prescribed me divalproate 250 mg ER, i took it for 3 months (i'm still taking it BTW) and nothing changed... So today i decided to go to a new doctor and oh boy he said ADHD is a ""social construct"" and that ""he would never prescribe things like Ritalin because they are a derivative from amphetamine"". How can two docs completely shut down what i feel like that? I don't care if its an amphetamine or a fucking opioide i want my life to be bearable... I'm seriously thinking about just taking the damn Ritalin and testing it for a week and seeing if it helps...",6.167194244604312,7.846076642685852,6.7245251798561165,71.60851438848924,66.74580335731414,10.26023980815348,36.20215827338129,10.4301,4.2236843165467635,1828,93,305,49,30,597,234,417,0.127,0.8340000000000001,0.039,-0.9897,0,0,3,0,0,0,89.0,0,2,1,5,9,21,7,0,30,0,23,20,3,6,1,60,59,28,0,6,10,1,5,3,0,2,13,1,0,2,23,24,0,2,13,2,0,5,8,13,1,3,12,8,38,8,37,44,4,49,0,3,2,4,20,18,6,8,27,196,61,13,0.0,0.0,0.07647402801538082,0.0,0.4709042329356056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847234854437499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520688905971489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448863898072865,0.0,0.07326174292305447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543243628377764,0.047771258974245376,0.0,0.06668379561059443,0.0,0.0,0.06930846419036027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748250640161565,0.0,0.08962996353868152,0.07989948148282854,0.0,0.08290096327227954,0.0,0.16433077027490958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050539663899176634,0.0,0.13499324749218425,0.07953996152393215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604220875777456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087981882406967,0.0,0.06546483697763418,0.0,0.06940912142795139,0.0,0.0873989381986799,0.05176008272758225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665710198198647,0.0,0.0,0.15849705828237975,0.055984771306119056,0.07524376400335205,0.08584625321802727,0.0,0.06665818106693287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979285817515754,0.040943062906514435,0.0,0.044537271561955284,0.0,0.06267654450773681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252715789856994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179386842129939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514501794589778,0.0,0.16605692292826593,0.11485718243403074,0.07854343908476404,0.06919871910036855,0.0,0.0,0.0876716422508819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087047092196269,0.0,0.0,0.0831340685117191,0.0,0.0,0.06255108879111401,0.0,0.057608114627238714,0.0,0.060440782343663624,0.15137297275410436,0.08334325694942649,0.0,0.0,0.07519440504101424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053102910587671616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486287050950016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088346024816373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877959479190262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020334272060111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877353663650224,0.0,0.07454412514155644,0.0,0.0,0.0793106965272368,0.1248953020172745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482526372114372,0.0,0.0,0.15976877955329022,0.0,0.06033006728078012,0.0,0.0,0.1664038278254001,0.0,0.06258328412487753,0.06551758476063592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946078447533574,0.06298771825989834,0.0,0.07214899385691839,0.0,0.0,0.1041259350405436,0.10042768996017276,0.0,0.06221394516585321,0.09139182876743376,0.0,0.07428191801299633,0.0,0.08706764203673695,0.0,0.0,0.07655231154082616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466025560943972,0.046222367575715684,0.0,0.12572114790673178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410293641332715,0.0,0.0,0.05566904273671072,0.0,0.0,0.05046521151299878 adhd,summerdepressi0n,2019/09/12,"How do you do the things you love when you have ADHD? Hi. Trying to keep this short. I’m passionate about art (mainly painting) and it has been my passion and reason for living my entire life. Up until I was around 15 (when all the Great Mental Illnesses showed up) I would draw constantly and loved to do it and improved quickly. Now I’m 21 and just can’t. I’m too unfocused. I get bored of an idea before it’s even developed. I don’t care to even begin a project because I know I’ll leave it unfinished. Art is so broad- you can put literally anything you want on a canvas. This used to excite me and now it just overwhelms me. Because I never feel able to make art, I have very little to show for myself and this makes me feel bad about my skill level, which makes me even less likely to do an artistic activity. (I also have anxiety and depression.) Literally all I want to do in life is sit down and make art and never stop. I constantly feel compelled to create. But I can’t even sit down. And it is so frustrating not being able to do what you’re passionate about and what your life revolves around. I am so scared that because of ADHD my #1 joy and passion in life is lost for good. I would love some advice or ideas or even just an Internet hug. Thanks y’all. I feel like I’m the only one.",1.8446616541353364,3.8326054511278222,3.4648631578947366,89.1722421052632,79.07518796992481,6.511639097744363,21.542255639097746,7.554174236665415,0.7784440902255638,1014,29,214,15,25,336,140,266,0.08800000000000001,0.705,0.20800000000000002,0.9878,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,7,0,2,24,23,1,2,8,0,24,13,0,8,4,48,49,24,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,14,15,0,2,8,7,0,1,6,7,0,1,3,4,30,16,28,43,5,28,0,3,0,8,11,13,0,3,14,148,44,1,0.20717463812349995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489836548906832,0.10122432931256432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283874162861388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792440155512782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524353737622532,0.18442935150387407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649108457135342,0.18943760471192445,0.0,0.08814517895499319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561417551637034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238821836729272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921960611989974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420922364250615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950744387322692,0.0740028014354392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412009880083802,0.0,0.0,0.08688412856193117,0.0,0.11420538496094057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338749490578085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207316873189396,0.0,0.0,0.056928881513908014,0.0,0.0,0.10968401405826912,0.0,0.0,0.2926671475771451,0.10121506339195714,0.10382170706502496,0.09146950053918684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307779537037707,0.0,0.28047479931655606,0.0,0.2765813593697323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439165361678214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978585283215652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019344825713038,0.07878282396983012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413386666656488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650501643910612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370897733473004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660363706872845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536928599682758,0.0,0.0,0.06881881193147409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032898999272302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946618458014767,0.0,0.0854703867676086,0.12219696927502514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717091879217908,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Charinotamashi_,2019/09/12,"Overthinking (Need to stop) Right now I'm probably in a bad situation. Overthinking was probably one of the biggest factors of why I feel like crap, even thought I thought I had the drive to get through life, work, school, But these thoughts really do destroy my self-esteem. I really would like some advice to combat this and unlock my true potential within",5.86646153846154,7.88505503076923,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153849,67.92307692307692,10.123076923076924,33.0,10.355215969177356,3.8090615384615374,287,13,49,8,5,90,51,65,0.17300000000000001,0.718,0.11,-0.6682,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,11,11,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,1,6,3,8,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,4,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986139664669596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970561808023285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424499117032113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027695236772752,0.1452021467820684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618996007597137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435617885285726,0.19859578564761252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070761740814198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377277505617565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43827667726679537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604148581337676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357475545766976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057002847357747,0.0,0.0,0.21203452427033104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284619975722893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699264592366152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840744109752082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834018982029697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796873270019134,0.0,0.0,0.14438327291674802,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DaisySherman,2019/09/12,"You know you have ADHD when.... I was diagnosed in my mid 30s with moderate-severe ADHD. As a kid I was always messy, which was weird for a girl, my binder basically a sandwich of loose papers and I was always late. And here’s the thing, I love multitasking, having more things to do at once is like a wind turbine in a tornado..... until the turbine flies off.",3.979295774647888,4.972470309859158,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,71.25352112676056,8.496901408450704,25.46760563380281,8.841846274778883,1.7902259154929585,276,8,55,5,5,94,53,71,0.095,0.8059999999999999,0.098,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,8,3,0,0,0,4,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,10,6,1,8,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938805962747681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41117814884137655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507794391814506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578786171156176,0.0,0.27871526846354233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071005670150363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299795962013974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631304995332546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791283353211286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328295904265114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bad1o8o,2019/09/12,anybody constantly feel in the way or out of place? or is that just me? and is that adhd related?,-0.43416666666666615,1.8105452500000008,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,96.5,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5041666666666669,75,3,16,2,3,26,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609905114414495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044338383435132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602289905503016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876958880089803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705159385876437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Roy_Wants_To_Know,2019/09/12,"Upping Vyvanse dosage, I'm nervous. Long story short, I had to be off vyvanse for two-three weeks. I returned, hit the ground running. Started getting back up at 5 am (Former army here so wasn't that big of an acheiv), doing my breathing, then meditating, and being out the door with another 45 mins for school. I'd come home and do my school work. I'm ahead this semster, thank god. It's been a little over a month since then. This week, my head started getting way to foggy around 2pm. I'm pushing through, but it's taking tremendous effort and I'm all over the place. My shrink upped the dosage from 30mgs to 40mgs. At 30mg, I still had try to focus. But now I'm back all over the place, I'm not looking forward to a week of anxiety again, but I am looking forward to getting back on my routine. (Still do it, just have slept in a few times these past few weeks. I was really proud of myself for doing something every day for more then two weeks. I don't remember a time when I've done that, other then video games.) I'm also a little worried that my dose will just keep going up, and I'll just keep adjusting. I've hit financial hard times, and I eat three meals, but I used to supplement one apple when I first woke up with protein, and two apples between lunch and dinner, plus my breakfast got a little smaller. I guess I just wanted to know if anyone can relate to what's going on with me right now, and offer some insight. If you feared your dosage will just keep going up, etc.",3.8518669189530113,4.726660503311258,4.5536707663197715,88.02906181015457,71.4503311258278,6.811983601387576,25.639230526647744,6.655083550727371,0.8927733837906024,1160,34,241,8,21,372,172,302,0.043,0.9279999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.4536,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,5,20,4,0,2,13,0,19,9,3,1,2,40,51,23,0,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,15,5,3,4,2,0,8,3,2,0,5,9,3,22,2,41,36,7,68,0,0,2,0,4,28,0,4,35,155,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083238474419031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059895480839224,0.07732472304363155,0.0,0.0,0.07067638913889275,0.0,0.0,0.08998123345305163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331692226966911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870701182020769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518722597868461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034383285845906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342846916088196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272916943057185,0.0,0.0,0.08516293758618156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374133634047473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597726176427975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842792500188774,0.0,0.17233560505517262,0.0,0.08084165495321954,0.0,0.11134928741872048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054642033999157,0.0,0.10373563132393883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138990771463016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695294612122323,0.0,0.0,0.055550062242847184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039214263262033,0.0,0.08945123067355341,0.16976084955673898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067983927185443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849336076927942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649079964296164,0.0,0.0,0.21121089387464645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475343115343693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450215824931488,0.0863204277824227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459353696382968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361312263073567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781511442155692,0.0,0.0,0.14308766740531229,0.0,0.16144273111412913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599840073864525,0.0,0.0,0.09305943894023974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768189378846961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862561967984376,0.0,0.29621681942074396,0.0,0.0,0.08729931082245307,0.0,0.0,0.059618677449833415,0.08023135370628634,0.40539510191663897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358630159913089,0.10265005313429557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eggziztenshealcriziz,2019/09/12,"I did a dumb, and I have a question... Aight, so I'm on adderall, 10mg xr in the morning. 5mg or roughly 6th period or on my way home. I had been doing super well, but then I decided I wanted an energy drink, or two.... or three. And weed on top of that. Now I dont feel bad exactly, but I feel pretty down in comparison, which makes sense. My question is, how do I get back from this retarded decision? I am planning on not taking the adderall for the weekend, as a sort of ""detox"". Will this do the trick?",0.6030841121495314,2.2607915981308397,3.4708504672897185,89.23618224299067,81.61682242990653,6.8968224299065435,22.84953271028037,7.908726449838941,1.096937196261682,379,13,87,7,10,135,75,107,0.087,0.754,0.159,0.7765,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,2,0,8,0,11,2,0,2,1,20,18,12,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,3,1,2,3,3,11,2,12,14,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,7,5,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387995530745286,0.21052621497827928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955059872220854,0.2470010296425137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25497893445894715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173264748913355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529167942791905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830528548182427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565168393879462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649085990116506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957776289986566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630396347512756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871859655121433,0.2001368502788938,0.0,0.0,0.22670397590285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itsmelukasz,2019/09/12,"Joyner Lucas - ADHD Joyner Lucas is a rapper who has been diagnosed with ADHD. He made a song about it. https://open.spotify.com/track/5L0X8T8HNaUAIYw1oofg1M?si=gFJ87ZD6QqaFTPcgc31Uow I love this because no other artist is talking about ADHD, well doesnt really matter what I think. Just give it a shot.",10.675666666666665,14.627044511111116,7.153055555555554,63.81625000000002,59.444444444444436,7.166666666666668,20.13888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.2688888888888887,253,4,30,3,4,70,35,45,0.078,0.7809999999999999,0.141,0.5871,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8205497170904176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873554428114615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099704908496116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183231663330287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054070732128417,0.21534928688281046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579871300504146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292662917939195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582921328318266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462896173747444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fishman1988,2019/09/12,help with dexamphetmine ive been taking 5mg dexamphetamine tablets in Australia for a week and now they have no effect on me whatsoever can anyone give me any advice thanks,7.6178124999999985,8.625575156250001,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,63.0625,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.188324999999999,143,5,24,3,2,45,31,32,0.065,0.769,0.166,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231823295302416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944964224257971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028064151008493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154317021110622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902717505755759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256080787579895,0.0,0.0,0.3987045099518766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473755210373896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,princessofboyss,2019/09/12,"I love my bf but i cheat So the situation is- my boyfriend is 23 years old, good looking and tall. He is so nice to me in every way. He cares for me and loves me. We are together from 6 months but we dont live together. He would never cheat , but i have cheated with some of his friends in the past and i also cheat now but with boys who dont know him. I feel very good with him but he is just boring in the bed but with the guys i cheat it is different - they have huge dicks and they are so much more interesting in the bed. Is it too bad if i continiue to cheat , but stay with him ? Or should i stop cheating ? There is no chance i will break up with him or tell him of course.",0.7473076923076967,2.179791797297298,2.3243243243243263,98.67556133056135,80.35135135135134,6.1754677754677765,18.81704781704782,7.010146845296331,-0.20581663201663192,518,11,135,6,13,169,85,148,0.21899999999999997,0.586,0.195,-0.6957,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,2,0,8,17,7,0,5,0,16,3,1,0,1,30,22,18,0,3,11,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,3,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,0,2,24,8,17,19,3,17,0,0,1,3,22,7,1,4,7,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788596345959454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544062249260642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854528441839746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320923558462272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334658649016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558088767990601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935045897004759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287405294593306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31021579539035943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310669073112149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163097997197644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329382784507526,0.0,0.1552920087281108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338074682417115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760687563830624,0.0,0.13594253874519446,0.0,0.1426270144181803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940496581997559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765336370483822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078655673469054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971074545546305,0.0,0.15460715669043976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163424884109803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525840475831897,0.0,0.14678635400985676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136675359212194,0.0,0.0,0.1190868511455589 adhd,Jusharpio,2019/09/12,"New to Adderall/ Took more than prescribed! To be clear, I have some for real deal ADHD. I was diagnosed by three different psychiatrists & my psychologist when I was about 10 when my dad MADE my mom finally take me. Didn’t matter because she refused to do anything about it. Flash forward, I’m 22 a business owner & a mother to a toddler. Life is CRAZY! I often found myself getting into panic attacks bc I’m not able to keep up with my life along with depression. I was sick of it, I finally got prescribed adderall recently and he wanted to start my medication really low so it’s 10mg XR. I found that it did absolutely nothing (4 days). Not a difference in anything. After being a little frustrated bc I feel like I’ve waited so long to finally get control of my adhd. I did some google research and took 2 the next morning. I noticed a little bit of a change but still really focus or stay on topic. The next day I took 3 and winner, winner chicken dinner! I felt like I focused more than ever! I wasn’t a zoned in zombie but I definitely could stick to one task! Question is: Should I let my doctor know my findings? Will it come across like I’m abusing them? He said since I’ve never been prescribed he was going to go up a little at a time by increments of 5mg every month when I visit until we find the right dosage. My thing is, I don’t want to wait 4 months to get where I need to be. I’ve waited years for my family to get on board. I’m ready to take control of my freaking life! What are y’alls thoughts?",1.7110967741935497,3.8873779806451614,3.8783870967741936,85.06758064516131,80.48387096774194,6.451612903225808,23.548387096774192,7.601502580125103,1.2613225806451616,1194,42,235,19,31,409,179,310,0.078,0.8059999999999999,0.115,0.9342,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,1,2,11,9,2,1,13,0,23,8,0,3,3,44,56,12,0,5,5,3,2,3,0,2,7,1,0,0,8,9,1,7,9,0,0,8,6,6,0,2,19,3,36,3,41,30,5,47,0,2,0,0,16,16,0,5,27,145,44,2,0.08884969941578799,0.10527236499734313,0.0,0.0,0.21356014516887112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253722439198792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623146426834766,0.0,0.0,0.1010793598445308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416195209076976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700085989164477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399120093218763,0.07653614875665883,0.0,0.0,0.1993049858761896,0.07093925521766499,0.0,0.0,0.11460141154188835,0.09160013872046813,0.07652611591407829,0.09018057463554498,0.0,0.1856580503899124,0.0,0.09094143223618464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036963986286952,0.07485970381391495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375958918845618,0.0,0.04492507765938464,0.06347424301564833,0.08530964493265411,0.29199150831299586,0.16241403123601508,0.0,0.0,0.1948382188122433,0.0,0.0,0.18568120323456788,0.0,0.1009906634402377,0.0,0.07106122119731438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897369523784359,0.0,0.0,0.04882947117853796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085483740395232,0.188271510885452,0.1302224254886522,0.2671522214045113,0.0,0.07862918804598547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407173388307591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950672469894623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405969411475316,0.1418379647962091,0.0,0.0,0.06588092630635338,0.06852636559968041,0.08581159335328893,0.18898532661310746,0.0,0.0,0.08525368287909317,0.10115597167671728,0.0,0.0,0.060206855772432226,0.0,0.0,0.1042459785272496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953199755463976,0.0,0.0,0.10113040960985074,0.1138387851446674,0.0,0.08772835926548603,0.0,0.0,0.07587715783457312,0.08451641052085343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349738950419958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288827455338793,0.0947019577485546,0.07095548472528387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360783295829676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902779229780194,0.0,0.0,0.07053673672840327,0.051808974239701565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961458557660629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048117094635314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057216293371945386 adhd,Alison9095,2019/09/12,"Someone please help me stop skipping class I know I need to go and I know how important it is not to fuck up college...but it's really hard to sit there for an hour and 30 minutes and take notes when there's sunshine outside and homework from more interesting classes waiting in my bag. I feel incapable of sitting still and quiet for that long, except in my sociology class. It's too confining. Also my mind just gets up and wanders away, which is not helpful at all.",4.186211180124225,5.723039608695654,5.183540372670809,81.30804347826088,71.3913043478261,7.86583850931677,31.62111801242236,8.418075326091056,2.457485714285714,372,17,71,6,7,122,68,92,0.08900000000000001,0.75,0.161,0.7916,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,20,11,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,14,11,2,14,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,5,48,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093350720619291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459388269934008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235732158189709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419994852730369,0.13676251666477324,0.0,0.1487682872701324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344919240822495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509139667376152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577878851795208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28772072776157565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316556647231961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643101707566934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409700335647054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873416916285588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167694720620452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179443212730865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090475609410984,0.21884903428259356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968162976455932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fiercebuellah,2019/09/12,"What about the positive traits? I follow r/ADHD to help me better support a loved one who is currently going through diagnosis. I’m becoming familiar with the negatively-perceived traits that are common among those with ADHD, but I’d love to know more about your positive traits and whether they’re common too. Are you creative? Are you analytical? Do you love a certain science? What things are you really good at besides having ADHD (lol)? What type of music do you like? What types of jobs would you really love to do?",4.362395833333332,6.965991281250003,5.286666666666669,76.15833333333337,73.6875,8.433333333333334,27.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.701383333333333,417,16,70,10,9,136,65,96,0.0,0.611,0.389,0.9938,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,0,1,3,9,0,0,4,1,10,4,0,0,1,8,19,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,9,12,18,1,7,0,0,0,4,13,2,0,0,4,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062311378639337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857024195665835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487101699631196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556040955518907,0.14103165163871642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127037320769602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685749786713122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240783464989596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214692255738162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070280014752591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393908307273284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543537909575272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908084165747948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117077522805768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944504763982113,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,frenulum2002,2019/09/12,"ADHD Meds Which medication helps you the best? And Which medication did you have the worst reaction to?",3.5500000000000007,6.7072873333333325,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000001,92.33333333333334,9.066666666666668,22.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.9715333333333342,84,3,14,3,3,27,14,18,0.156,0.5710000000000001,0.273,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174514809871663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645261337353691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282377098321036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38583150257993104,0.6998443413557301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bbycarrot_,2019/09/12,"Advice before I see a doctor (BACKGROUND) I highly suspect I have ADD. I’m not hyperactive, just small fidgets, with my hair and nails. My brother is diagnosed ADHD, so I guess there’s a chance I could have attention deficit. I’ve realized I’ve always been this way, just always thought I was a lazy girl. But now that I’m adult it’s been become more of a problem in the past year, with work, my relationship, and school. I’ve become so fed up, I need to see a doctor and hopefully get a prescription. (Yes, it’s taken me a year to finally try and get a prescription) I’ve taken multiple online tests, and I can relate to SO many of the posts on this subreddit. The more I research the more I see my feelings getting put into the right words. I don’t mean to self diagnose, but I know somethings not right and if it’s not ADD I’m completely lost. I know ADD/ADHD prescriptions are so commonly abused, especially by people my age (college). I also just SUCK at explaining things, so I’m just wondering what some good words or phrases I could use to my doctor to get what I need. I’m not out for anything specific, I just want to be treated. I’ve tried battling it myself, but that motivation is just nowhere to be found. I’m about to start my career choice, and the education is like 90% self taught/studying. I’m so passionate and interested about the subject but that just isn’t enough. I need help. Thanks y’all.",2.7827659574468093,4.7620056170212814,4.333313475177306,84.08580000000002,76.16312056737588,7.774411347517731,26.173617021276595,8.608573733854374,1.94665429787234,1112,42,222,23,25,371,149,282,0.085,0.7959999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8843,0,0,1,0,1,0,42.0,0,1,0,3,18,11,2,0,15,1,16,8,1,2,0,56,52,21,0,9,17,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,12,14,1,0,12,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,9,5,28,7,23,39,5,21,0,1,3,1,9,10,1,6,9,133,40,10,0.0,0.12722518522666607,0.0,0.0,0.2580946008653747,0.10492838529204647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587002213544515,0.17869393422761254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836281548332588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371807823661929,0.09137063551655364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258362528300468,0.0,0.0,0.1714649402079443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797250042105454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297173164482121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109500155744167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429346368994197,0.0,0.0,0.11762717825858053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773426235008093,0.0,0.0,0.22440196413583308,0.0,0.0,0.0900634400783175,0.0,0.0,0.1182887997882407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197310463695594,0.11345058642744925,0.0,0.10665042630251964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802410851825038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524593901539042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172155998580213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886427903464817,0.0,0.11696594976082406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885792968862296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025043010598971,0.07444227610336693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283829147642122,0.0,0.0,0.10274609391641938,0.0,0.10794439002702948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528361818883608,0.0,0.1834001821887478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086721095972352,0.2566987154943208,0.0,0.2240370166672464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266470943542893,0.0,0.0,0.07600258984247325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885909103139298,0.0,0.0,0.07133706750863399,0.0,0.0,0.08524601300428818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580501366168994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927399801015018,0.0,0.0,0.06333423377900664,0.08523153362997501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644669014257453,0.07817234846132717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829562055365116 adhd,ChimTheCappy,2019/09/12,"I did it y'all, I sent the daggone email. I've needed to email HR for almost a month now. Written and rewritten the thing, got outlines covered in post it notes. Finally put my foot down and spat out the whole email in one go, sent it without checking anything but spelling. Do you guys have any tricks for getting past those perfectionist hurdles?",3.8377272727272738,6.1869997424242476,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,74.30303030303031,5.612121212121212,30.696969696969692,6.42735559955562,1.5784424242424242,277,13,51,2,6,84,54,66,0.027000000000000003,0.922,0.051,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,5,0,5,0,8,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814232383295863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111838189838512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312738430042205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078680710749629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683298721163604,0.0,0.1597227994551731,0.0,0.22477517813426146,0.0,0.0,0.278276034083508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432525972741035,0.0,0.0,0.2083892831653221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904415165280568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682866486418989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691608087366583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825251071476827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671199713511336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31377365941382,0.0,0.2709147206074436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MagicHobbes,2019/09/12,"Anyone else constantly get ideas for passion projects, but grow dissatisfied with your progress, ending with the destruction of the art/writing/etc. (either literally destroying it or just never looking at it again)? I find so many things in this world fascinating, and when I'm feeling motivated (usually early in my medication dose + a good morning), I feel like I can really contribute to things I care about. Particularly, I love writing fiction. I've loved it since the day I learned how to write. But even as a child I found myself frustrated with my own work, and hating the way it sounded when I read it back. Also, I am constantly frustrated with my grammar struggles. I spend so much time trying to find the exact way to write a sentence that I can never finish anything. Hell, I'm already worried this post sounds silly and childish. I can sometimes BARELY muster up the courage to let my wife see a short piece of writing and she loves it, but I quickly convince myself a few days later that it was horrible, and I end up never looking at it again. It's like I'm afraid of my own previous thoughts. I'll tell myself it sounds like I'm ""trying too hard"" or some other excuse. I don't know, I just wish I could be satisfied with creating something. Sorry for the ranting in this post. Just needed to get this off my chest.",5.670306905370849,6.753104679841898,6.211746105556848,77.03455010462686,67.41897233201581,8.956893745640551,32.668914205998604,9.168548406835145,2.930602139037433,1056,45,189,19,17,343,150,253,0.152,0.609,0.239,0.9789,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,3,16,20,6,2,12,0,9,7,1,2,4,42,30,17,0,3,9,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,19,10,0,0,10,1,1,1,4,8,0,0,3,9,28,12,26,24,7,35,1,0,3,4,13,10,1,3,23,129,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869469913359374,0.09326215250628624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154444785125302,0.11949248421335905,0.09596953824574728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967471670226401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890336755708425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520527708008147,0.0,0.09311275929294167,0.0,0.0,0.15042240878889274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742227895295062,0.0,0.2065840259235142,0.0,0.13006377362999424,0.07702738524861982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793464505596715,0.08331440600952345,0.0,0.0,0.2131798332231371,0.0,0.0,0.1278694293706955,0.0,0.0,0.1218598160422947,0.0,0.0,0.09781656129744604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446993602095264,0.11513956368096237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131651451589018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409211348918492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925336091894798,0.0,0.17092608770508344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958653365363592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157663068483331,0.0,0.0,0.11823587255866524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748386822529293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573020375939884,0.08647334701128861,0.2698370161510071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338227438748973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665303578196495,0.0,0.07471070401608045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293221762086527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647049037328996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978091010730639,0.11534162211774683,0.1305481948376454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191808832264167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193231063322736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495625374004032,0.0,0.0,0.09258442547992678,0.06800292070721199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835665441950206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844208004609028,0.0,0.0,0.1851373992941428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410894236198734,0.0,0.0,0.08490182374094775,0.11843477017888088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CoachCarrie,2019/09/12,"What is wonderful about your ADHD kiddo? Your kiddo is so much more than his or her school experiences! What makes your kiddo shine that is overlooked or frowned upon in school? Let's celebrate all of these wonderful traits!",5.0005000000000015,7.993790050000001,4.535,80.36,73.5,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.225,182,6,30,4,4,55,30,40,0.023,0.727,0.25,0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,4,0,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303609207837813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688923673239557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810907224163608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834892989122752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207367508920526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564009176431403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5962067497536024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cannibalbreakfast,2019/09/12,"""Clear"" feelings while on Ritalin? Hey everyone, it's my first time posting here. I just wanted to ask about something I experience while on Ritalin (LA, 20 mg). I don't know how to properly explain it but as soon as the pill kicks in, besides being able to function while working, I ""feel"" things more clearly. Like I kind of understand how I'm feeling in that precise moment, or I see more clearly how I feel about other people or situations. Normally I'm not confused about my feelings, but on these states like I really feel I understand things more clearly and sort of ""name"" my feelings properly. Does anyone experience this too? Thanks",5.402504708097929,7.2557958983050845,6.123333333333335,74.51366290018834,68.83050847457628,9.312241054613937,35.14500941619586,9.725611199111238,3.78726252354049,508,26,85,12,9,166,75,118,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.9804,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,3,5,31,19,13,0,2,6,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,11,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,12,4,15,18,3,14,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,9,58,20,1,0.1646512452313969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512797899792955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392668800704487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440874142671569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733132079270096,0.0,0.3221210238663948,0.0,0.0,0.5827683176375889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005226508169855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145893469224224,0.09048801837711402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608805631288338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613232615572909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414844191827192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769037912369332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547980383132452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120572498084054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507489825683532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675657271116272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158874501662006,0.0,0.0,0.21877394226426267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600946518466699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34281550604784466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711557040414316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198680675153232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PMUrHoeStories,2019/09/12,"Is part of ADHD never learning from your mistakes? Thoughts on this? I myself seem to never learn and no matter how much I tell myself ""you did X last time, and that was wrong.. this time you need to do Y"", it never sticks, and my 'default' setting of making terrible decisions prevails.",3.3333333333333286,5.632353814814818,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,75.66666666666666,5.801481481481483,25.61481481481481,6.742157984588678,1.2072414814814816,222,8,39,2,5,71,43,54,0.107,0.84,0.053,-0.6088,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,16,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,6,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108311296095954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108234824640036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726420483296317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012778068096384,0.19177588334506546,0.5984298505850666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800784114632057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354531962447816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605993162886226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532870062367847,0.3016263540017145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827786999746445,0.0,0.0 adhd,BUTYOUREMYANNIE,2019/09/12,"No motivation outside of work no interest in anything My anxiety meds have been changed three times now and I am back on lexapro. I am having issues motivating myself to get stuff done. If i force myself to have a few productive days i lapse and want to do nothing after that. I take 30mg xr adderall in the morning and some days 10 mg adderall boost in the afternoon. I work 330-12 from home. I have bursts of wanting to be the best at my job to being overwhelmed and wanting a break. I see my therapist monday. I dont know what to do anymore. Stress and feeling overwhelmed and like i wish i had help. I just want to sleep. My husband and i have 2 dogs and a 3 year old. Help! Tips on organizing my life and forcing myself to do things.",1.4067000000000007,3.7002453200000014,3.091583333333337,89.59537500000002,82.46666666666667,5.883333333333333,25.375,7.1686216300943375,1.1836999999999995,578,24,120,8,16,191,93,150,0.057999999999999996,0.726,0.215,0.9638,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,3,6,0,3,6,0,16,2,1,2,0,21,26,10,0,6,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,2,21,3,18,21,3,17,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,2,11,84,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890248382806127,0.0,0.16710729963343035,0.0,0.0,0.13866162159558032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295665464412215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683096488093655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782512731057182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733787103956834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724345972769057,0.1974814268775393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519895700594479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803459935638729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588477620684025,0.0,0.16901982218726005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758708295156015,0.1672108273149868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926035130557916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190169440402596,0.08232087294715283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716616058096044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168085266953333,0.0,0.17681301569194674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427314780639335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686222708493258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301684708412475,0.0,0.19289285268631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669146731562156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956421625864047,0.11194429926791034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825404426091973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975440352494343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376735324873173,0.0,0.0,0.2453408606842732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850885013478843 adhd,kder80,2019/09/12,What is a reasonable amount of time to ask for my 30mg dose to be upped to 40mg? Vyvanse. It’s been 3.5 months. Script is due in 2 weeks but when I see the doctor tomorrow I would like to start a new dose right away if possible. Anyone done this? Also any tips on how to go about this properly would be welcomed. Thank you.,0.01597826086956644,2.1578099275362352,1.7969384057971034,97.5414945652174,87.40579710144928,5.7688405797101465,17.320652173913047,7.1686216300943375,-0.026813043478260745,251,6,60,4,8,82,57,69,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,2,0,6,13,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,12,7,1,14,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,9,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236202916691687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208100699552606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769367261104458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656529432763115,0.0,0.23774649699689335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900488338327504,0.0,0.2589554932995652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438127504920179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362624786166306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019801350607389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244394894415994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852730842796352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601750197956742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610121957787276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164613004693635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910835376523412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329721801067512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755405760831874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029794758568628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595154293224774,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jonathan-Yeet,2019/09/12,"Unmotivated Ok, so, I’m a 13 year old boy, I was diagnosed at 6( medicated since 7 ) and I also have depression( diagnosed at 12 ). I used to love a bunch of different things and be interested in all these cool projects, but now I can’t even find motivation to turn the tv on. I have nothing that could make me want to. I just wanted to know if anyone else also has these problems, and if they have any advice.",4.7453012048192775,4.731926903614461,6.664722891566267,76.84624096385545,69.12048192771084,10.495421686746988,29.853012048192767,10.355215969177356,2.8054597590361454,315,11,68,8,5,111,64,83,0.064,0.7879999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,3,2,8,4,0,3,1,17,16,9,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,4,9,13,2,7,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976210991211324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32345352706478625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375263157883541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140698322537906,0.20721302499392288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614676993757269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418417829300042,0.4105272847904525,0.0,0.2112918875103793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689408773826948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357390307694655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483856286305114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114272836301996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252442699345184,0.0,0.13499302145605574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372986538201648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940493453949752,0.0,0.21221096614614213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351099279429196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672903719802462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435553830259184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199729363361875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466557546959546,0.0,0.0,0.2385661583672681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302323125500494 adhd,RamblinShroom,2019/09/12,"I have ADHD but my stupid past psychiatrists have refused to give me ADHD medication. I really need it to even function properly. So as the title says, I haven’t been able to get proper medicinal help from them. Every time I get prescribed meds it is mood stabilizers or anti depressants. I haven’t taken medication in over 2 years because, if it doesn’t help with what I’ve been struggling for the last decade then I honestly don’t care. My biggest issue is the fact that I can’t focus at all on anything for longer than 5 minutes. I have tried to hold steady jobs but I end up quitting due to my condition. I worked at a GameStop last year for about 3 months. One day because of the insane amount of people coming into the store, I wasn’t able to focus on the customer at hand and I let him run away with $500+ in merchandise. I was ringing him up. He was going to purchase a ps4 pro with like 5 games or something. My boss was telling me something about doing something else rather than ringing in the customer. He set in another coworker to help the customer. My coworker kind of had a brain fart or something because she left the guy all alone for about a minute. I thought she had finished the transaction already, so I packed his shit and let him go. A couple of seconds later, my boss flips his shit and starts yelling at me about how I left this POS get away with all that merch. This situation didn’t go well for my mental well being, so after my shift I cried a lot. About 2 weeks later I quit. My mental health was quickly deteriorating, and since I value it more than the chump change I was making at that shit store I decided it was better for me to just leave. Anyway, I have remained unemployed ever since then because every other experience I’ve had with job hunting has been nothing short of a nightmare. A week ago I got a job at a boba shop. The day after the interview I showed up for training. Everything was going super, I understood everything that they told me, even if their english wasn’t necessarily comprehensive (not trying to be racist, it’s just that the whole staff was from china and Taiwan and recently immigrated here to open the shop) I was learning the recipes in a good pace, and for once in my pathetic life I felt comfortable in the workplace. Well, I guess the pressure of 50 people in the building got to me because, as I was preparing a tea drink, the whole container of 10 gallons of black tea spilled all over the floor. I don’t know what in the fuck happened. Maybe I put too much weight on the thing and it fell, maybe life hates me and I can’t have anything nice. Anyway, I stood there for about a minute while everyone tried to process what the fuck happened. My boss was super pissed of course. I reacted to the whole situation like I usually do; I stood there like an idiot. Well, after my poor coworker finished mopping the floor, I didn’t receive further instruction about what to do. No break, no yelling, no calming reassurance that usually happens with new candidates after they make small mistakes, nothing. After 5 minutes of all this exhausting nothing, I just took off my stupid apron, grabbed my bag and left. I walked around the block for 30 minutes waiting for a call or a text. Nothing. Im honestly getting really tired of feeling like a fucking idiot because I screw up all the time. My dumbass past psychiatrist, therapists, social workers etc don’t even help me with ADHD symptoms. Every time I want to work on my poor attention skills and lack of listening to simple directions, i get redirected to my anxiety symptoms. If that doesn’t work, well time to prescribe anti depressants! Holy shit! That doesn’t work either! I still can’t focus! Maybe it has to do with some insomnia induced psychosis that I experienced when I was 14, but that only lasted for about 2 weeks and I haven’t had a single hallucination since then. 5 fucking years since i was wrongly diagnosed with psychosis and the fuckers still refuse to treat my OBVIOUS, OVERWHELMING ADHD. After I get assigned a new intern next week, I’m going to beg for ADHD meds, cause here’s the kicker: I’ve taken ritalin illegally and holy shit does it work. A lot of my friends don’t like stimulants because they feel repressed and it really does look like they appear miserable, but not for me. I feel happier and more focused. I was finally able to get some stupid projects done! Surprisingly, I stopped twitching and ticking like I usually do ( not tourette’s, I have muscle spasms) and best of all, I was finally able to listen to simple orders without fucking up! I really want my mental health professionals to see that ritalin doesn’t affect my mental well being in a negative way. It would be better for me If they dropped that insanely small sample size they have of me experiencing psychotic symptoms because I am not psychotic. Their fear was that stimulants would make me psychotic or something idk. Anyway, thanks for reading my rant. If you guys have any suggestions on how to get proper meds, please let me know, i’m kind of desperate here.",5.654301897479472,6.875329609553482,6.078855376191824,77.46821792693291,67.54620976116304,9.200849617672047,32.34791843670349,9.457814108942452,3.0266249221183803,4046,171,727,81,66,1304,398,963,0.171,0.69,0.139,-0.9919,6,1,6,0,2,0,100.0,0,1,9,14,41,63,19,6,51,0,69,35,8,14,10,111,127,44,0,13,24,0,7,7,1,2,16,7,1,2,33,31,4,8,12,6,7,14,27,30,6,2,39,20,108,32,123,79,23,115,0,4,3,7,42,44,13,16,59,484,141,21,0.1714492609780532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257560867568496,0.0,0.03799485630014631,0.0,0.0,0.04439243199538336,0.04729963071130815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02914784417768745,0.04494487476798453,0.03278955384273675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054406668057844,0.03815654790615767,0.0,0.0,0.08054111222671602,0.0,0.0,0.20902775631542847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498135545441155,0.07581646932933947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478485192316116,0.04376721615878506,0.0,0.04370098701534586,0.04403140472424258,0.04534264618851315,0.036922089294383696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742633656378857,0.04708224063682877,0.055285294843684975,0.0,0.07383449862666706,0.04350434772853315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501820182903778,0.04386302997313442,0.0,0.04198875108578462,0.0,0.0,0.0358059644146272,0.0,0.037963289097456186,0.0,0.04780281163897628,0.08493046492463506,0.038771418052520656,0.10834004769000133,0.040956779040298964,0.07704377032745396,0.04192756894259436,0.0,0.04823202108304206,0.06501742336829858,0.03062084657497585,0.04115454434335621,0.09390714251389387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033115318433340875,0.19812759884703127,0.17915032510749002,0.041117438439021256,0.12179820757949668,0.03595087643832495,0.06856181809610384,0.0,0.047217672581980334,0.08488086179134262,0.11370901144725964,0.0,0.0,0.04231766249142315,0.0,0.09112127354539172,0.0,0.0,0.1149188256382744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629865567429856,0.0447371211361655,0.12760270234931853,0.0,0.0,0.08926901099276863,0.047112015024002855,0.10481552304386206,0.0,0.04538500301418784,0.13971009277981652,0.13148886404466176,0.060549841692911215,0.14658253518509018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035993549655447946,0.0,0.0,0.07288001529997418,0.0,0.0,0.0858327847711354,0.0,0.12918287024955016,0.0,0.14283110885808334,0.08635854652915989,0.17278052976933422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034212291097830146,0.0,0.031508733505918506,0.031781863647382204,0.0,0.08279338231028571,0.045584558524904485,0.0,0.0,0.16451018992058114,0.0,0.0,0.045646966860766726,0.029044614095119606,0.03259872219334963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183385974590157,0.059430665043497886,0.0,0.0,0.0470499508267785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308846547164435,0.0,0.09117869657841972,0.04287391439574578,0.0,0.10983478679177427,0.0,0.04232136535571681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034085833449800235,0.0,0.0,0.034155715847214975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199877532523605,0.14182460038882266,0.09635807639088577,0.0,0.04369273261314297,0.0,0.1649875216924236,0.0,0.0,0.030338167341192362,0.0,0.06845980064355614,0.03583481479184202,0.0,0.04480899829994862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365107167931858,0.0,0.0,0.03746355275672315,0.039461861143480347,0.0,0.0497664516115388,0.028475817681905005,0.0,0.0,0.034027890537070615,0.0999734428347368,0.04926392607227857,0.0,0.040956779040298964,0.04762160934576222,0.08730209548427491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162035409863666,0.0,0.05056260811101787,0.03402211076454156,0.1375262554965948,0.05219475279286012,0.2312302137716451,0.0,0.0,0.14356273280692855,0.0,0.04131774235042443,0.0,0.15602137992858225,0.0,0.0,0.06089631793959936,0.04686321308090278,0.0,0.08280577716378075 adhd,melissajuneee,2019/09/12,Unclench Your Teeth!!! 🦷 Reminding you and myself! I went to the dentist today and he told me that I have worn down my back teeth from so much clenching. I’m headed to get a mouth guard!!,0.21842105263158013,2.5876734736842124,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,90.57894736842104,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.3974378947368421,144,4,31,1,5,46,33,38,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.5216,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395348024747948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306985184403195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531711777886138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32459971851616115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185502308811614,0.4219325078652381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093334592903813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DogeIsNotOkay,2019/09/12,"any good grounding activity to ease adhd anxiety? some days my anxiety is very intrusive. it makes my head jump from thought to thought endlessly. i often can't really tell what I'm anxious about. I'm getting good at managing anxiety itself but i need some suggestions. i draw but sometimes my hand is a lil too shaky to draw proper details and i get frustrated. any activity that just keeps my mind running without worrying? filling an entire page with a pencil sorta helped in the past but now i get bored with that. what would u guys do?",3.2007754010695213,5.968954852941183,4.569500891265598,78.81729946524067,78.90196078431373,8.414973262032088,29.860962566844922,9.095868883498916,3.217752941176472,433,21,75,12,11,143,74,102,0.146,0.737,0.11699999999999999,-0.2928,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,4,0,5,2,2,1,0,20,15,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,2,10,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,3,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111035637362386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502278500027714,0.0,0.4222366932491141,0.20784705236699216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865303297537184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883686723471776,0.0,0.0,0.30863039002258963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217089592417304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888183934721362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233191144815492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353146683220024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280927228615282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576915880098893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642016474846966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563143483970275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786344466367578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196269296254536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608081922394164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921219777803951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180424342212165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735187844920458,0.0,0.0,0.186842436637047,0.0,0.13069538366387776,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PaynefullyCute,2019/09/12,"An honest app recommendation. Not sponsored, I am nowhere near important enough for sponsored shit. I just love it. After nearly a month of using it, this is the first ""gamify your life"" app I haven't quit on. It is called MyPoli, and it's available on google play, apple, and a web app. I use the google play one, no clue if the other two are as practical. Pros: 1-free 2-fun level up system 3-cute pet that feeds off your motivation 4-lets you add scheduled AND unscheduled activities, for ones that happen at a set time and ones that do not 5-lets you add one-off AND repeating activities 6-lets you add activities on random days of the week 7-lets you build a bucket list of activities with no due date 8-lets you delete or reschedule planned activities without penalty if your day is too tough 9-lets you ""snooze"" activity alarms if you need to build up to it 10-inbuilt pomodoro timer for tougher activities 11-different activity tags to let each activity upgrade a specific skill 12-habits section to help you focus on building good habits and breaking bad ones 13-COLOURFUL and cute 14-lets you see your plans by day, activity, week/agenda, or month Cons: 1-have to pay for certain upgrades that you might need (I haven't yet) 2-not clumsiness friendly, if you accidentally click a bad habit or delete an activity there is no easy recovery 3-character is not as customizable as I would like 4-if phone is locked, haven't found a way to get a proper notification sound, works best when phone is open on my desk, but it DOES vibrate All in all, it isn't perfect, but I love it and I am getting so much more done thanks to it. It's the only reason I have been able to keep up with my art, emails, comments, and social media as much as I have! Not to mention actual writing work, chores, hygiene, etc.",5.285561953017041,7.228646026946107,5.494850299401199,78.5476508521419,69.26946107784431,8.491754951635192,29.01381851681253,9.057496981413335,2.426888899124828,1439,54,262,28,26,455,197,334,0.066,0.82,0.114,0.9473,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,15,0,10,6,18,1,1,15,0,22,5,1,4,4,47,35,25,0,7,15,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,16,16,1,1,3,3,1,0,12,5,0,6,3,3,27,13,39,29,10,35,0,0,2,2,27,16,1,9,16,166,43,5,0.08770828343533148,0.0,0.08559063256089249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464655061821104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204443229430873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895599637614426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696937606716134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163648843338673,0.0,0.0,0.07675410988995048,0.08975602561993143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062610269072684,0.09781792066805796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746046210842956,0.0,0.09616760569807163,0.06776320221233299,0.0,0.09164791613812144,0.0,0.0,0.07356554685423385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756014538080935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878901357543581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795915226951748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7175012978450949,0.0619509544324734,0.04284983696998117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583203003208002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304462829978707,0.0,0.0,0.14001583010449564,0.0,0.12895136033880875,0.1300691616393485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971670138199857,0.06670610183918928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328855565948246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017872316549892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698921462682222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003129254446735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940754959773776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075000340773981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511434054024732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567824840428204,0.0,0.0,0.15150359225641513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696187529064154,0.1407085889794439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454765535426627,0.0,0.1277053498830708,0.0,0.0,0.0623054480788709,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,baddaddab1,2019/09/12,"Feeling mild heart pain and mild trouble breathing taking meds would love some feedback ( focalin, ritalin) Right now i'm in the middle finding out which medication suits me best.I have tried concerta 36mg for a month but was way too expensive for me without insurance. Tried focalin 20mg for a couple days and started getting a weird feeling in my heart around my chest area after the 2nd day ( almost felt like a random hard pulse followed by mild pain and chest tightness). It would happen a few time a day. I thought it was nothing serious so i tried again the 3rd day. This time i had the same mild heart feeling then when i was coming off it i started to have trouble breathing from time to time. Same sort of thing is now happening when i take ritalin 10mg. This ever happen to anyone ? Is there specific wording i should tell my doctor about what I'm experiencing. I did not experience anything taking concerta . Wondering if it is cause i am switching meds around or if this is uncovering some sort of heart condition. Decided to take a day off meds today but i do kind of feel the heart feeling but a lot more mildly and shorter time .Was hoping i could get some insight on this and if anyone else experienced thing and what they did to find a solution. This seems like a very personal case but would love to get some feed back. It kind of seems like im searching for a diagnosis but really just looking to see next steps redditors took to find some resolution Weird thing to add but i do smoke a juul :/ but i do try and question if this is the problem and not the meds. Sorry not used to feeling my insides. Little hard to tell if its my lungs or heart thank you",3.448217506631301,5.621259723076926,4.356689655172417,83.78800000000003,74.84615384615384,7.313527851458888,27.514588859416445,8.216663640201805,1.9477777188328915,1330,53,252,23,29,429,167,325,0.078,0.809,0.113,0.8678,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,14,17,0,0,19,0,23,20,11,2,1,73,58,26,0,12,19,0,10,3,0,4,6,0,0,1,18,13,1,1,17,0,1,4,4,8,0,0,10,14,22,9,32,43,10,41,0,0,2,2,8,12,0,22,27,161,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978927068321435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746444353054497,0.071410554530835,0.057352878629255324,0.12408628897918154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359099603009408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314038845074147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159575368569886,0.0,0.060035895453197936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564562339446075,0.07711596602700638,0.0,0.2247368881857649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133557680638661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822105891836603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304293297745286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817488375521681,0.0,0.0,0.21143869735287346,0.0,0.06691793365002137,0.0,0.19109934242483356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923796290486187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489263348302934,0.0,0.1248656953141332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955320121237409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922265799284065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528233923936169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451528099734989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214807054318104,0.06985249495339688,0.0,0.0,0.058526075457833365,0.0,0.0,0.05925202314921911,0.12580454869965407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096608266305084,0.07021017458650987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562972114571367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741212060905133,0.0,0.0,0.0668740363276252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483203533334096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060854807510391073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668850717110121,0.0,0.0,0.07807412179095861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464827087912302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059518974877160985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055537728902152105,0.12689504923463388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801761799269302,0.09866067048456563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096072515149848,0.0,0.12183264704633714,0.06416560425682556,0.0,0.0,0.13890637658648594,0.0,0.0,0.05532988294590319,0.20319797974689288,0.0,0.06606251729736129,0.0,0.07743348262878788,0.1892727660687498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601939265260812,0.0,0.057505505631977004,0.0,0.05532048494525022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718329616546298,0.07558103315286313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852755005914328,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LazyHW,2019/09/12,"Vyvanse side effects? I just started taking Vyvanse 30mg 3 days ago. I know it's kind of early on in taking it, but I've gotten a bad headache every single day. Will the side effects eventually go away? The headache is an all over kind, so it kind of makes me dizzy and nauseous. I have a baby at home with me all day so it's kind of difficult dealing with the side effects.. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",1.572023809523813,3.9185502499999987,3.5023809523809533,86.57595238095242,82.21428571428572,5.161904761904762,26.0,6.42735559955562,1.0468428571428574,327,14,64,3,9,110,57,84,0.13,0.8140000000000001,0.057,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,4,2,13,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,10,8,3,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,6,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957157428111966,0.1538239352519548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180063969739345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303721133214394,0.0,0.14489035858917182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335737614609197,0.17890188063195978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620656674691587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862113675866437,0.0,0.0,0.1913175128027668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406480717907996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7228194500056474,0.09536758727803676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583266800493433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282547542459248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609460304022329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327078162666075,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BaroquenHeartsParade,2019/09/12,"Helpful tips from therapy megathread I just saw [this](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/d30w78/if_youre_having_trouble_getting_started) post from u/dankniss with a very simple (but very realistic/helpful) tip he found in his notes from therapy. I've noticed a lot of the ADD-related problems I encounter stem from similar small problems, which has made me wonder if other r/ADHD-ers would be interested in sharing the simple but useful tips that have stuck with them from counseling. For those who have sought professional help: would you care to share the piece(s) of advice you've found most applicable to your situation?",11.081764705882357,12.43447874509804,8.739999999999998,62.68000000000002,55.66666666666667,11.505882352941176,39.549019607843135,11.20814326018867,4.828184313725492,520,23,73,12,6,153,75,102,0.061,0.743,0.19699999999999998,0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,14,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,7,4,14,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,4,0,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936842778816521,0.16005238177971098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669934536083644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591716207918459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293522564698705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392472605904689,0.0,0.15498078921909975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647447364991787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156864259782,0.0,0.0,0.313447252697432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410531498890526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37461321136650255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146081310729444,0.0,0.27028559372417343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762181373333075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327015277983467,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,squidneyboi,2019/09/12,"Got my nails done professionally for the first time after biting them for years. You guys probably understand this. I've been biting my nails/skin around it as a way to get out excess energy. It has made me incredibly insecure about my hands. I can't hold hands with anyone, I don't wear rings, and as a film student, I constantly hide my hands in every shoot. I've bled a lot and even got an infection. The skin around my nails is permanently red. My sister considers it a form of self-harm. So, yeah, it has been bad. I was so anxious going into this salon to see the face of the person who'd be doing my nails. And guess what? She just said, ""Tell me if anything I do hurts"", and explained how each of the tools would work as she gave me my powdered tips. And though the fingers are still healing and the red color will take a while to go away, the fake nails don't allow me to pick. They're finally going to heal. And I'm wearing rings today!! I can't stop looking at them.",2.8003580402010044,4.305578567839199,4.084745603015076,87.92953046482413,74.87939698492463,7.186055276381911,21.985238693467327,7.865858978985527,0.8340474874371862,761,19,163,11,16,250,126,199,0.096,0.871,0.034,-0.8969,0,0,0,1,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,2,10,4,0,1,14,1,18,11,8,4,0,26,34,16,0,2,2,1,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,8,13,0,2,2,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,9,13,23,0,23,21,3,21,0,1,5,0,13,7,0,3,10,105,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870826104068642,0.0,0.11579245141128545,0.0,0.13627596221578234,0.2948409710650151,0.0,0.0,0.15558810376389606,0.0,0.13827037375310905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789564402304352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946787721650472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937825932685033,0.0,0.13952644486564034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140839913527024,0.0,0.14086059045477292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865199728484566,0.0,0.28234552469240903,0.0,0.2648933686972234,0.0,0.1824287730344488,0.16397156640679794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727988007680465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906359084932446,0.0,0.0,0.14078851246662327,0.0,0.15669618693061618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459688244322114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854647553359124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575249926461468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196299168075973,0.0,0.17275852886355494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224960857508578,0.13845030762671026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451175324720112,0.0,0.14474305041304744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270267816862768,0.0,0.09656359322193074,0.0,0.156970902355064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239704966850047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314467991204221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055989781408705,0.0,0.0,0.1176385869586086,0.0,0.0,0.10664196618278796 adhd,MiguelGustaBama,2019/09/12,"A Natural Supplement That's Helped Me Greatly I've struggled my whole life with brain fog and being able to focus on any single thing at once. I identify with every post I see in here. About six months ago I started taking Lion's Mane (mushroom extract) in my morning coffee and I've never been more focused and clear headed. I found that pharmaceuticals would help but the side effects, mainly having a very negative impact on my mood, made them not worth it at all. I would urge people to do a little reading and give it a shot as an alternative to Dr prescribed meth. I'm new to this sub so I apologize if it's been covered before.",3.88608,5.6338504480000005,5.144200000000001,80.44510000000002,72.52000000000002,7.240000000000001,26.9,7.908726449838941,1.7595599999999996,506,18,92,7,10,168,94,125,0.092,0.843,0.065,-0.6366,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,6,0,7,4,2,2,3,17,14,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,11,1,14,7,5,14,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,5,62,18,1,0.19464639118988755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254228149863016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323662207182868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562974251847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172897459944218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639979796074944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341972120915176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867225548006845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145983334489765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976335284604246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609347460894961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748450247508304,0.0,0.1950868194140072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417912169671896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536489241287527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012329645502998,0.1879906975296287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072920540462401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494329938479754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864174375277616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469906526769665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510797282511884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777171752367975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348667033415266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634986213252532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293144132869376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060365775082625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173157445401393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765424232470113,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XxBmwM,2019/09/12,"How to Better Manage Relationships I’m so happy I found this subreddit; it made me realize that I’m not alone. I’m 25 years old, still working on finishing my Engineering Degree (kinda sad, but whatever). Growing up I never had difficulty finding friends, but always had trouble maintaining and keeping them. So where does that leave me? I have one friend, whom I rarely get to chill with lol. Don’t get my started on girls; they always seem interested in me, until I open my mouth, or they get to know me. I literally feel like I’m 18 years old; I still strut around campus like I’m the man, while listening to rap music with my noise-canceling headphones on. People my age, are getting married, making real money, and drinking wine and shit, while I’m sitting here researching how I can make my ADHD medication more effective. My biggest achievement has been being part of N\*F\*\*(don’t want to trigger anyone). I’m pretty sick of this tbh. Okay, that’s it for now, going to play some video games to numb myself, even though I should be studying (what I tend to do when I get poor sleep).",5.145501618122979,6.6488191165048605,5.747553398058255,78.31605501618122,69.0,8.405954692556634,29.26731391585761,8.841846274778883,2.4003880906148867,862,32,154,15,15,279,142,206,0.1,0.691,0.20800000000000002,0.9729,0,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,4,13,13,1,0,1,2,12,8,3,7,1,31,37,15,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,1,3,1,0,2,9,7,2,1,7,6,2,2,3,4,0,1,5,2,26,9,20,29,3,27,0,1,0,0,11,9,1,4,17,94,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701712896585719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665110960083702,0.0,0.0,0.23563900321602102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099007456300749,0.0,0.0,0.12605076670630366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523045993877685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391191520698895,0.0,0.0,0.13871051124489062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352305006559067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159536623524755,0.1011564567492991,0.0,0.0,0.1294164935701161,0.0,0.0,0.15525308312485325,0.21879396891522132,0.0,0.3698912289415732,0.0,0.08047246562559958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073194161342796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585733688371514,0.0,0.0,0.07781764783150241,0.0,0.0,0.14993008384762865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835364315658102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398188475103767,0.1890333188342536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264342031693464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920782995807936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971630888096485,0.0,0.09594934752437903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333504254892538,0.0,0.09816507658164604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405438708463272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116763934019293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202148295952614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890399397747587,0.0,0.0,0.14534661275781818,0.0,0.0,0.1416986036112416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022262137619377,0.0,0.2261580471300535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911768947336775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351719257647555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308382514551064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823668067820056 adhd,Angeline-Fowl,2019/09/12,"I’m going to the doctor today to ask about being put back on my medication I’ve been off my medication for about 3 years now and I absolutely hate it. I figured since I’m in my own place now and I’ve decided I want to go back to school that it’s about time I swallow my pride and admit that I was wrong for going off of it. I’m a little worried about how this appointment is going to go, I feel like I’ve been off of it for so long that it would be weird to even bring it up. I’m not completely sure if I’m making the right decision or not, but I’m gonna stick to it for now. (If anyone has any questions or anything feel free to ask, the only reason I’m keeping the post relatively short is because I have to leave in like 20mins and I don’t want to start rambling and lose track of time lol) I’m not sure if I flared this right if not can someone please tell me what the appropriate flair would be I’m still pretty new to reddit and don’t completely understand the flairs",3.226287061994612,3.5736464669811348,4.898733153638816,86.91216981132077,72.5377358490566,8.132614555256065,24.57681940700809,8.192908349453996,1.1389140161725066,769,20,178,11,14,262,111,212,0.092,0.8140000000000001,0.094,0.3505,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,13,10,1,0,7,1,15,4,0,3,2,35,43,15,0,8,11,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,13,6,1,1,9,0,1,7,6,4,0,0,3,2,14,7,29,34,1,33,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,7,15,105,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499705506421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739547097421163,0.0,0.10285559857446283,0.0,0.23369637009120345,0.0,0.0,0.1922182149045709,0.0,0.076192357508429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620979448159753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793191252884684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255429755309489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639675809251738,0.08929242816654996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517168587999204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340112246536372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109629156717453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323456917352135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212698170870935,0.12527218078791252,0.0,0.1106116558752724,0.0,0.13983112970356468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343137247741271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518272737378997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071550870589745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506004520952033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058728501808226,0.13720079045342792,0.0,0.0,0.11970526253974292,0.12715911988406095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564883529634113,0.14001669527165328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850988537322885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134804715593155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264959114287442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339249530104302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590308435078293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884681166925029,0.0,0.09981666927943007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356019968553749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092462151626876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457646091042221,0.0,0.11847530450703245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011833817065824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744393306082332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693276847476698,0.0,0.17757771921540522,0.136656250748467,0.0,0.0804890538767223 adhd,TOMATO_ON_URANUS,2019/09/12,"Meds and the Gym Maybe it's just me but it seems like I do better at the gym when my meds have worn off, especially compared to working out right after taking them. Maybe is it just vasoconstriction from stimulants",3.5689024390243915,6.122735097560978,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,76.07317073170732,7.0268292682926825,22.445121951219512,8.07648339933343,1.2044097560975615,173,5,33,3,4,54,34,41,0.061,0.784,0.155,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486962670913073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373788557845513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650012086185995,0.0,0.6246938853213229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401410605980262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559915705095328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114254647015127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047150711074194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GrownRight,2019/09/12,"taking 3x10mg methylphenidate. quick crash? I get a crash within 1 hour. I also get paranoid and hear movements or tremors. Has this happened to anyone?",2.552222222222224,5.288285703703707,1.3752592592592627,94.8206666666667,99.37037037037035,2.16,23.91851851851852,3.1291,0.007509629629629533,122,5,20,0,5,34,24,27,0.29,0.71,0.0,-0.7757,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33183689811528383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901440284863617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335905002583821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669406098126183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676809682575434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086440525568699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119922001886367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YamiYrral,2019/09/12,"Y'all feel like a badass taking stimulants with coffee? I kinda do Idk, it just feels cool, like I'm some sort of sneaky drug lord whose own private stash is slightly more potent. :)",2.6297058823529404,5.448301088235297,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,82.23529411764707,4.576470588235295,17.323529411764707,5.985473137389443,-0.3370352941176469,143,3,27,1,4,42,32,34,0.122,0.621,0.256,0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,2,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529878333764905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822134660380017,0.340657560580981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659239369368184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585274615946492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lostwoods95,2019/09/12,"Elvanse/vyvanse side effects help So today is my second day of taking elvanse (30mg) and while I’ve been able to focus much better, my resting heart rate over the past two days has been between 85 and 100. I know that an increased heart rate is a normal side effect, but this is pretty intense. I also feel like I have loads of nervous energy which is very uncomfortable. Will these side effects improve or should I speak to my psychiatrist?",6.707142857142856,7.077424000000002,6.695333333333334,76.98300000000003,64.95238095238095,8.14857142857143,32.27619047619048,7.554174236665415,2.2576504761904763,352,13,61,3,5,112,65,84,0.07,0.7070000000000001,0.223,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,3,0,10,2,2,3,0,11,13,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,7,2,6,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,41,11,0,0.23567688197566555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884707173682275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843705002880897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039841836246325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119165312824874,0.16836761157388316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585564797622166,0.15796924613282876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952185085089402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513982003417825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324962558170773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309133053961083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498025124082405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23976811633773745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771996848958483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223394127138432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022206849990234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944581097097068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kharvey919,2019/09/12,I can't stand myself If I don't take my medication then I'm all over the place and annoy everyone around me. If I take my medication it's nearly impossible to remain happy and I end up being an asshole to every around me. I can't take it anymore. I've actually been taking my medication every day this week and I was really proud of myself but then I end up doing stuff like this and now I don't even want to take my medicine anymore,1.3948067632850254,3.418140847826088,4.429275362318844,81.51379227053141,80.73913043478261,7.132367149758455,21.09178743961353,8.167268648758528,1.192633816425121,346,10,71,7,9,125,54,92,0.04,0.867,0.094,0.6719,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,11,15,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,16,3,10,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,8,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.14671431885502478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29820223173200805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676765480041093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695961565720414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663207950960679,0.0,0.0,0.09930097156291587,0.0,0.2533430613934909,0.14366039162972938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600442696990816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345061551714853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543681011663396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570777616721764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631438833085874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210821814005345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652008975340289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886769449802459,0.0,0.12059710374545862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kikiyu,2019/09/12,"Looking for a time tracking app that specifically asks every now and then what I'm doing. I've been looking for a few years now. I know how to program, idk why I don't just make one myself, but I just feel like there has to be something like this out there already. There are also ways to get it done with IFTT, but for something so simple why does it have to be so complicated? =\ I just want to see like a percentage of what I do in a day. Every app I've tried, I either forget to put in the data or it's too generalized or based on mood. I want to see my productivity in percents. Because right now I think it's hovering on like 20%...",0.9974188034188032,2.8659497333333337,3.3192592592592614,89.76128205128207,81.2962962962963,5.931623931623932,21.49572649572649,7.010146845296331,0.4737521367521373,494,15,111,6,13,170,84,135,0.052000000000000005,0.8270000000000001,0.122,0.8455,0,1,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,20,23,10,0,2,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,10,4,18,19,3,16,0,0,4,0,1,7,0,2,11,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945090981857294,0.14453758619621138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689673540074487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017733000101404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656224573361018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816665355251686,0.18495960970472114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045622239413143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138749464391503,0.12912057910282485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442910758402463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993298903037437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532014287459135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035518932566538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064524787626504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224739943945482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169346169865586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435083736030056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288052506913252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782847207506693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581079267710745,0.0,0.0,0.10539085523090697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271048851440385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132100830151188,0.1434628736818823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261791898995427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116390532337367 adhd,zbunjena,2019/09/12,"People who got diagnosed as adults, what are some childhood habits you realized you had? I thought my inability to fall asleep developed in high school, but I the other day I realised that as a kid I could never fall asleep unless I read comic books until I passed out. When I started high school I dropped comic books because it ""wasn't cool"" and tried moving onto books, but I couldn't concentrate on those so I dropped everything and moved onto computer screens and destroyed my sleeping habits for the next decade.",11.169000000000004,8.824760189473684,9.323026315789477,70.52243421052636,57.631578947368425,12.447368421052632,41.64473684210526,10.686352973137794,4.3644210526315765,418,17,72,7,4,126,67,95,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,5,4,3,0,1,13,8,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,6,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,2,14,1,11,2,1,21,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,7,48,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127709400711836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726889303415474,0.0,0.0,0.13511032213367405,0.0,0.0,0.21263833185431197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882853054644445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675564787205449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442697008094624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453311965455862,0.0,0.0,0.16157949900012514,0.0,0.2228058800820405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524108664607552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095569319660581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42405085153783945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096515367928332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828534690837494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631978774797715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223690979883893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elimazikowski,2019/09/12,"I'm hesitant about medication I was diagnosed at a very young age. I was medicated with many different pills and patches (I don't remember the names). Around middle school I would hide them under the microwave becuase they would make me feel soulless. By highschool my mom finally accommodated my refusal to take them. During highschool I figured it out if I kept being such a spaz I wouldn't have many friends. With the help of finding my love through movement (paekour/freerunning) I was bake to control myself enough and channel that energy into more productive things. I'm struggling now. Iv gotten pretty depressed over this past year. It's gotten to the point where I'm pushing my gf away and not reaching out to friends and I almost quit my job everyday. I have no direction and so I feel like I'm in a fog wandering. I'm wondering if trying medication again will pick up the slack for me. Get me on the right track again and build up my self worth again. I'm worried about not being able to function without them. Just looking for some opinions. I'm seeing a therapist next week. I have to find a doctor that could prescribe me medication if they will. It took me a long time to reach out for help. Trying to get on the right path. Thanks guys.",3.0768200836820085,5.7307811506276165,3.8388184100418417,84.56758326359835,78.49790794979079,6.66918828451883,27.551631799163186,7.839951260653429,1.9294989456066949,1001,43,183,17,25,318,144,239,0.08800000000000001,0.813,0.099,0.5688,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,2,12,7,0,1,13,0,15,10,0,3,0,40,37,10,0,7,7,1,2,1,3,5,8,0,1,2,7,13,1,3,7,1,1,3,6,2,0,0,7,4,29,5,33,22,3,36,0,1,2,1,16,19,0,7,15,120,36,5,0.11529018487591232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154464665205248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026327074781766,0.0,0.0,0.10831892381173132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930774566173706,0.09204983137569113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992992672972605,0.11701711080972466,0.0,0.12045370493032305,0.0,0.1180043894839213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191255799858515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165883631114418,0.08236333111141995,0.0,0.12629476219184585,0.21074628063755854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178145821690922,0.0,0.12046872634152808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415540892419858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455316141905515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440771892198168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632496079819285,0.0,0.0,0.10202818564464068,0.0968147187207326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405389307985397,0.0,0.0769570936476288,0.2337723039082542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645709284794829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502647112488694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261241955416352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100575268203947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898648978873056,0.0,0.0,0.11729156558843658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226253029648969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060130498603728,0.1969143758983224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667982214363673,0.0918713506755474,0.0,0.12027280668061285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052633341515095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668387098614605,0.0,0.0,0.10614371250889926,0.0,0.13386079063115722,0.07659367596713873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722663394025168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809163747318109,0.15654893536850353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512647668754966,0.0,0.0,0.09247883211070816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113562408053802,0.12502728754790315,0.0,0.1170827790602391,0.0,0.16379767899769376,0.0,0.0,0.07424309912289777 adhd,TakeMeBackToSanFran,2019/09/12,"HELP!!! Starting Ritalin in the morning.... What the feck can I expect? Is it nuts to start it on a work day? Should I wait for the weekend? My doctor hadn't a notion about side effects and had a general handbook he referred to. Is there anything I should be wary of? Panicking just a little right now. Half of me thinks this is going to change my life, the other half thinks it'll do nothing and this is my last chance to sort my life and I'll be fecked forever. All advice from those who've been through this would be grateful appreciated before I fall into a Google blackhole of doom ☠",2.4463869463869443,4.585103957264959,3.4846775446775453,89.02370629370633,77.8034188034188,5.9639471639471635,24.31157731157731,6.980632752743323,0.9047675213675213,461,16,93,5,11,148,81,117,0.067,0.8170000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.7697,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,9,0,16,4,0,1,1,17,22,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,0,9,0,14,12,1,14,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,65,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465689355080061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764186251006292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147098735323277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692624762756234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272866211044748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826518886799393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340203428706888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912803667136705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056784404311056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35644902528044764,0.0,0.2528958005204563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421125109760511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548405404500992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35719367302092103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32335916714175017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369550520216946,0.0,0.0,0.1792443428904925,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pizza543211,2019/09/12,"How to follow up about a psychologist appointment? I got referred by my doctor to see a psychologist for my adhd, my doctor said I should be getting a call any minute now for an appointment (I got short list because I’m in school).. it’s been 2 weeks and I haven’t got a call... should I phone my doctors office or just wait it out??",2.106960784313728,3.8974000882352975,3.9270588235294133,87.09343137254903,77.52941176470588,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,1.0391980392156874,258,8,55,4,6,87,47,68,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,9,14,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,9,0,9,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,35,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398088146443637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356943317453095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163799120329068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075061684023344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127142416776841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425163649849258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787721194617215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898086387698949,0.0,0.0,0.2019455633712295,0.15900788438818353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005929309285294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awaymego,2019/09/12,Is it required for psychiatrists to drug test ADHD patients in whom they prescribe adderal to in the U.S.? I'm not worried about the test but it gives me anxiety that this guy is drug testing me. I just need to know why he is testing me?,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,74.83333333333334,6.466666666666668,30.75,7.1686216300943375,1.780774999999999,188,9,38,2,4,61,35,48,0.05,0.919,0.03,-0.242,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,25,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468293757304137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077073658580515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6693460925749505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768420459223478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857497004928535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860164351084266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398599935681736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604077958754826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930773877876425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scoobdaboob,2019/09/12,Ran out of medicine. Having a hard time at work. Ran out of my medicine yesterday and my prescription isn’t ready til tomorrow. Have a super busy day at work. But I cant seem to get productive. What are some things you guys do when you’re having a hard time concentrating,1.91,4.431124444444446,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,82.33333333333334,7.303703703703704,21.962962962962962,8.344100000000001,1.3172074074074072,216,7,46,5,6,68,41,54,0.054000000000000006,0.8240000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,8,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,7,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078287829945392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683657206922657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190846002630561,0.0,0.0,0.5773570530498026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29337021464703805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409289939893306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758207135344744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692131403602669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatDarklordGuy,2019/09/12,"Prime wardrobe and ADHD and me. How to feel like a complete asshat. Had all my returns boxed up and ready to go for 2 whole weeks. Every day I'd say ""I need to take that to UPS today"" and every day I'd forget until I was at work or university. Well today Amazon congratulated me on my new clothes which cost in total 500 dollars. Half the items were always intended as larks and I only wound up keeping 3 of 8, but now I have one chance to get my money back. Todo: take Amazon returns to UPS store",3.6239389736477112,4.280665679611655,5.156338418862692,84.30194174757284,71.81553398058253,7.050762829403608,24.423023578363384,6.868970318607317,0.8364907073509009,387,10,81,3,7,131,77,103,0.013999999999999999,0.8759999999999999,0.109,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,15,11,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,9,2,17,8,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,12,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508267137720789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366195241215202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048373294297485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882659040212166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691990626618415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35169134178566563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552914343028262,0.14910118900880087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904142713460016,0.0,0.1186136870826082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185509449202541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019642905715384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475449534477834,0.0,0.2015716925771109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142608648263758,0.1587320006746041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597314784479247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138452041099592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956619644664505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741313931558569,0.0,0.1876537482598905,0.0,0.0,0.23301526632032946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194206470539962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zaryeah,2019/09/12,"First day on Adderall and I have some quick questions! Hello! Day 1 going smooth! I was prescribed 10mg Adderall IR once a day in the morning. Im a 24 yr old Male, 200lbs FTR. After about 1 hour I started to feel light effects of the pill kicking in. In 2 -3 hours I felt I was at the peak! After 4 hours and 30min I feel like I'm on the comedown. It's 1:30pm and I get off work at 4pm (I took the pill at 9am) I almost wished it lasted longer! Not in a ""IM ADDICTED, NEED MORE NOW"" kinda way but more like ""Damn, I have 3 hours left of work, plus I'm going to see my girlfriend later, wish I could have my productive/focused brain till I go to sleep!"" Especially cause my girlfriend is 40mins away and talks a lot!! lol My question is, am I correct in wanting it to last longer? I also feel like the dosage may have been too small, I didn't get the euphoric feeling people describe when they're first on it, and I know everyone is different but I felt like there's more to feel off Adderall but its my first time so I'm not sure! I have built a tolerance to THC edibles before, maybe that's why? I would NEVER take more without my psychiatrists consent, ever. But would it look bad if I asked her about taking another pill in the afternoon? I don't want to seem like a damn addict, I'm just curious if it's normal/healthy to feel like I need more to get through my day functionally. I plan on not taking any over the weekend so i don't build a tolerance . Overall, I'm pretty satisfied with how today is going. My production went up 1000%, I truly needed this, I don't feel high, I feel NORMAL! I just want to make sure I'm getting the most out of this stuff without going into unhealthy territory. **TLDR: Took 10mg Adderall IR first time this morning, feel like I need more to get through the day, should I tell my psychiatrist now? Is this normal to feel this way?** &#x200B; Thanks in advanced!",1.0504725274725288,3.2809246333333317,2.7663003663003667,91.76846153846157,83.43589743589743,5.457875457875459,22.106227106227106,6.7636006534598385,0.5426996336996344,1477,50,315,17,42,487,194,390,0.064,0.774,0.163,0.9907,1,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,0,9,15,13,2,0,18,1,23,7,2,4,5,68,74,18,0,17,13,0,13,7,2,4,5,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,17,1,0,9,10,3,0,4,9,16,40,10,47,60,9,67,0,0,2,0,10,24,2,11,39,183,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228592821463902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994115231493515,0.0,0.0,0.05585619835082027,0.0,0.07567862313189201,0.08487110844680103,0.04749799603572258,0.07324011582269782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529702265431016,0.0,0.06562305956379583,0.0,0.05831888655496378,0.0,0.0,0.05943420315885153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797176226563035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175156674675554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576672436021859,0.0,0.0,0.22522598063438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297469708119815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631801326277049,0.0,0.06674129711387898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35316474848871143,0.1995933339511992,0.13412713284429192,0.0,0.0,0.23764549329895485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245949382827326,0.0,0.19847679799240767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737966324093068,0.0,0.0,0.2751388213202233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089235075302854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838579431816025,0.11386839378057308,0.0,0.0,0.07588839609718546,0.0,0.0,0.2388642066522796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058653445120128586,0.0,0.0,0.05938097268358969,0.0,0.0,0.04662306236602405,0.0,0.07017016903653117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716109559647072,0.05386990503465747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053041379820668,0.0,0.0,0.07329212282730163,0.07438421304087935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842274913074513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105897219140596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564880673083065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055658595058298316,0.06358560477596004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989691419572461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943769231503317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995749971384956,0.0,0.0,0.13165894635044825,0.0,0.1575475631247411,0.05613994838315006,0.061048895056364974,0.06430524716438818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145607892121319,0.0,0.06620628843616932,0.0,0.15520400055186528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359177637490698,0.11088175663146553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474837922153379,0.06302557697416525,0.0,0.1606399913337831,0.134659012886295,0.0,0.10169812683448648,0.0,0.0,0.0992338593019978,0.0,0.08487110844680103,0.0 adhd,how_do_i_name,2019/09/12,Well lads I’ve reached peak adhd I not only had two reddit apps open on my phone to read two things at once. I also had reddit open on my tablet and then opened it on my computer.,1.9776923076923083,3.0304088205128217,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,76.1794871794872,6.225641025641028,18.128205128205128,6.42735559955562,-0.30704102564102564,140,2,33,1,3,46,29,39,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,5,1,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826601818184048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462786259709136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390902663766349,0.0,0.2421608740356768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184905384273824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153371772766835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6220696142444211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862837707680728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xxxx420blazeit69xxxX,2019/09/12,"Just done I am so sick of feeling like I'm the ""special kid"". I *know* that I'm the weird one and all my life, only a couple of people want to legit hang with me without manipulating me. I can barely recognize social cues. I have a really hard time making friends, or figuring out if people could even like me. On top of this, definately easilly confused. No matter what, I know that I'm just an idiot. I also know for a fact that I'm probably going to stay single all my life because I have issues I haven't noticed yet. Even if someone could like me, I have no shot of knowing or knowing how to act. I love learning about my degree and love some of my classes, but hate not getting everything done. I hate that my brain keeps coming after me making me feel like I should just die for the mistakes I've made, no matter how small they are. Despite having good GPA, I just can't figure out how to get those thoughts to stop. I am not someone who people would invite to parties or anything because I'm just such a terrible person. At different times, those thoughts just always come to mind. On top of this, even though I was recently diagnosed with OCD and am starting treatments on my recently ""rediagnosed"" ADHD, I still think that I don't have either and I'm just making everything up. I just hate feeling like no matter what, nobody truly understands me or anything. I also kind of feel like I don't fit into what society and what people think I need to do. TDLR: I'm just a person who is very confused, socially inept, keep thinking I'm a failure, and have no idea what to do.",4.27004329004329,5.278862920634921,5.577582972582973,80.57633116883119,70.58730158730158,8.012987012987013,28.60389610389611,8.296473431620573,2.0276666666666663,1240,45,236,18,22,416,157,315,0.188,0.6759999999999999,0.136,-0.9799,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,2,23,21,4,2,10,0,25,7,1,8,3,80,67,20,1,9,20,0,5,6,1,2,4,0,0,3,16,13,0,3,19,0,0,5,12,9,0,1,6,5,35,12,31,57,5,27,0,0,0,2,11,12,0,9,15,165,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496761820652817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969407602758985,0.07267519971721689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437493732640416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648524524814533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750210010291696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504740921642346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947030522301235,0.09664180813566622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864987538291849,0.09064678102157687,0.0912533719008602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876154196355273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306488948561208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699397865191886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665012901803476,0.24958739755665355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674798958186866,0.0,0.09126475182831002,0.0,0.04963823841773656,0.07325798184704023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824090905538945,0.2586952133913229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859802392068542,0.0,0.09116192796313237,0.0,0.15526643669453724,0.0,0.09095282555948976,0.2400032685800285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338389611141072,0.2560241346495084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765839014152094,0.08264472434424874,0.1749035687469799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819010767012732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647626823267932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943897917727908,0.0,0.0,0.0591849218414687,0.06642721500194902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24220664485791604,0.1525266150330664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416900654796792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595325910043538,0.0,0.17247856642882525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780675037568206,0.14800849164406782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182082698780213,0.09309451383356716,0.0697511066441097,0.07302148018606487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789489263113924,0.08581266877458392,0.1386789327116576,0.1018591670906494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092567551706764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206595894919808,0.05151633275882024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419417602407435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620449596246146,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,everydayawesome,2019/09/12,"Fixating on lost objects One major way that my ADHD manifests is in fixating on lost objects. If I can't find a book, my keys, the remote, or basically anything at all my mind fixates on finding it. It becomes 10x more difficult to focus on anything else until the object is found. &#x200B; Like 1 1/2 years ago we bought some stuff from IKEA to hang in our bedroom (shelves, curtain rod, etc) and, of course, it hasn't gotten done. Yesterday I randomly thought about doing it, came home to find that I forgot where I put one of the items. Now I can't let it go. I'm at work today and I'm totally fixated on it. &#x200B; What are some of your methods for getting thoughts out of your head? I'm going to try to list all the places I am going to look when I get home this evening.",4.713797468354429,5.101702405063293,5.658075949367093,82.63850632911394,69.25316455696202,8.59848101265823,32.255696202531645,8.548686976883017,2.4369498734177206,612,26,124,9,10,202,105,158,0.05,0.934,0.017,-0.5984,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,0,3,21,28,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,11,5,0,1,6,1,1,6,3,3,0,2,10,1,14,1,24,17,9,26,0,2,1,0,4,12,0,5,8,82,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060623797252184,0.0,0.11108563237289576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715610350650321,0.3045468469578599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206249819593017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138402373516462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332884134448887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282424227075746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046859650764082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976116972700994,0.08277045300858085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34361139180345485,0.0,0.0,0.13740321783999335,0.0,0.0,0.13094553508219714,0.0,0.21366098827648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861101744507014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514055975447883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814474584847704,0.0,0.06122337600958475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523440839557174,0.0,0.273595812808456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653407374126244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698355850221051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092920730329827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597782702699326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345756096581713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897481431514766,0.0,0.0,0.11878551347456788,0.0,0.0,0.08508176657509173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947050882582886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123200001675827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045468469578599,0.08069980181617595 adhd,NoSwan0,2019/09/12,"ANC headphones + white noise combo? Hello guys, i got Bose 700(The new QC 35 II) and was wondering which is better for focus in studying to use only ANC on max? or combo it with white noise? what do you think is better guys for maximum concentration and focus? Best regards",2.4679487179487194,5.20927553846154,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,82.07692307692307,5.7743589743589725,22.128205128205128,7.1686216300943375,1.0467589743589745,216,7,38,3,6,70,42,52,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,6,6,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952337568246863,0.4976190878011709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500170266943664,0.0,0.0,0.5571129517111366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717059218509042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396072047186365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802620215717847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297490678891706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050855052190352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,12crowsinatrenchcoat,2019/09/12,"Keeping your emotions under control? Very new, and very panicked, so please forgive me if any of my questions are answered somewhere else. I just desperately need help. I'm absolutely sick and tired of being made fun of for losing control of my emotions in class. Currently I'm in 11th grade English Comp, and we're having to write an analysis of the most racist, fascist, sickening climate change denial pieces out there. I'm as bleeding heart and autistic/adhd as it gets, and though my teacher understands this, I still have to face the crap in order to address it. But I just can't let it sit, can't stop myself from trying to clear the truth up in the middle of class, and it's literally got me shaking and tearing up with rage and frustration and fear right now. It's so embarrassing to see how everyone reacts when I get on one of my panic tangents. So, tldr, does anyone have any tips for holding back your emotions, or at least reactions to them? and again, truly sorry if I broke any rules/etiquette I didn't know about, I didn't have the time to familiarize myself with this sub before needing help. thank you guys either way, though.",6.658835568101622,7.033092660550463,6.647247706422018,77.27294636556107,65.05504587155963,8.909527170077629,33.28299223712068,8.617729084823388,2.6907878616796053,912,36,163,12,13,290,143,218,0.209,0.685,0.106,-0.9795,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,3,15,14,3,5,6,0,11,6,3,5,2,39,25,23,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,7,13,0,5,5,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,4,1,19,4,32,19,4,25,0,2,1,0,10,12,1,5,9,108,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332367456794288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26027175346435466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920533563630548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809942199998782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855927662209104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349603531368778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861786104339431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116441568986482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657484747832774,0.4305234231615681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190601624014034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435604479458402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330822731745684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203558856585533,0.0,0.0,0.12632203945812276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511802590387017,0.17102536567600993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339697431372595,0.0,0.0,0.07011340006706622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045690254641615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427268795346494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071716055501468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891945839846209,0.0,0.12321539492354774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644999144303843,0.0,0.0,0.14968501237990867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400420688341609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291628796279066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895070937294238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166295661744534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281285659630613,0.0,0.0,0.10188376337942134,0.10666071933240646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745646015498205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506890015378612,0.0,0.07439161740357163,0.1466318668738856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661692414364082,0.0,0.0,0.13281294670723726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105300248999341,0.0,0.10126528707995257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dale_whale,2019/09/12,"Eggshells at work, always, forever This has always been an issue for me, and job history for me has been mostly trial and massive error. I do feel like I make incremental progress, but I am so tired of fucking up and feeling like I’m going to get fired again every day. Anybody have just general work tips esp around staying at a job? I really like the new one I have and I don’t want to leave, but I keep worrying my new manager will hit his limit with my little mistakes/inability to remember details etc.",5.790433333333333,6.002161710000002,7.0760000000000005,74.01633333333336,66.9,10.266666666666667,33.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.4382666666666672,401,17,74,9,6,137,73,100,0.151,0.722,0.127,-0.6722,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,1,0,3,0,10,2,0,1,0,18,20,7,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,12,3,11,16,2,11,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,7,49,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904670723725425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538003758201704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256562322765028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466128558740914,0.0,0.0,0.14705978052234722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650810045845944,0.2493867266669113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136194411821228,0.09119137400903396,0.0,0.099196657505122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217726563064834,0.34641346024220043,0.15514160084824205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848155522702941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558182885555207,0.17493767249139713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650862962680765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371489183600503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827467308505048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118165441845736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977228914213915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860393297328317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006111953150001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294982617212728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25413837684188423,0.17725661787160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lun4r4,2019/09/12,"My ""friend"" stole pills from me.. I'm sad Last week I saw one of my ""best friends"" after not seeing each other for a year. We're not the type to call or text, but when we see each other it's like no time passed at all, so I told her all about my ADD, how my meds changed my life, and that I feel great (I also told her I'm having a really bad time finding Vyvanse in Mexico, since apparently it's sold out in the whole country). She asked a bunch of questions and even tho I know she really likes recreational drugs, I didn't think anything of it.. BIG mistake. Fast forward to 2 days ago, she stayed in my car while I went to a pharmacy (along with my DAD) to see if I could get my meds. I go back to the car and notice the pocket zipper where I keep my meds is a bit open (I always close it so I remember I put everything back, so no way it was open! Copping mechanisms, you know..), So I take out my pills and count them, sure enough I'm missing 4-6, remember I'm struggling to find my meds so I'm keeping track of them, I told her to give them back, that I wasn't going to be mad, and she denied it until I told her I knew how many I had. Finally she confessed that we took 4 of them and swallowed them at once! I was like WTF!!! It was a shit show from there, I left her there, but then I thought she may have an overdose because they were 70mg, I had to call her parents, her friends, go back to get her, she ran away from my car, my dad was there the whole time!! So now I'm incredibly sad.. I lost one of my best friends, who wasn't even one to begin with apparently.. I didn't know she was that addicted to drugs to steal from friends.. even after I told her my situation.. I'm lost.. has this happen to any of you before? Also, anyone know where can I find Vyvanse in Mexico?? I can't find it anywhere :(",2.227380952380951,2.964651131782944,3.826196936138796,92.24811046511627,75.14987080103359,7.182318198597269,23.12375415282392,7.447530270364453,0.6202839424141748,1376,36,334,16,28,460,184,387,0.136,0.7709999999999999,0.094,-0.9585,4,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,2,2,6,4,26,23,2,1,12,0,21,8,1,2,3,51,64,25,0,3,6,3,1,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,16,19,1,2,16,1,1,12,9,11,0,3,26,5,71,12,42,35,11,52,1,5,4,0,47,17,1,4,26,216,87,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067522355116515,0.0,0.0,0.0656000321882869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836185631857934,0.061577210655335016,0.0,0.0,0.050325220371161265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051745279091093964,0.0,0.06089894127222668,0.0,0.06918369886989438,0.0,0.06952914248201346,0.2276178631628141,0.061790203011343886,0.04511211805295304,0.0,0.06297190663168299,0.0,0.1553251494029632,0.0,0.08079314119506371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511326041676307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828636134247237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059086128406240515,0.0,0.0,0.047726422395637534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164216323596182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646585778940054,0.0,0.14663672337144165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650997405362606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741861821213099,0.0,0.0,0.08106770457239185,0.2705530605062424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28587632204627744,0.0,0.07732801382873078,0.0709913274521139,0.126174442265121,0.0,0.0,0.08158961072922492,0.0,0.0,0.06544144424982593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155621336088008,0.0,0.0,0.16268253142558892,0.060323092431180836,0.0,0.0,0.08040550288337513,0.0,0.052271174980537516,0.10846376847608316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156809610235798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502838495255246,0.0,0.0,0.3288068000419624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425398199078074,0.0,0.07881178630362214,0.15044096530999754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217262325669786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439440485192395,0.08290135511006337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481764442028268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676640871819227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691468876401478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596398617950921,0.061216828122086266,0.08318353493574303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788783589380013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736499139727508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974784245569075,0.0,0.055641756810322636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741873987151129,0.0,0.05875086608822731,0.12945688653467827,0.0,0.0,0.3535697045604855,0.08222110596396692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058740887019983125,0.05936150090977214,0.0,0.0,0.06860239852116186,0.0,0.16524552374100662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765611432951791 adhd,pattheblanket,2019/09/12,"Weird total loss of balance on adderall, alcohol and pot Hello /r/adhd. I need some help understanding what just happened to me last night. I’m currently prescribed 10mg adderall per day. I had been on adderall for a year and a half, quit for a year, and now I’m back on it on an as needed basis. Yesterday, something happened to me that I’ve never experienced before. I took 10mg adderall at around 11 AM. Went drinking at around 5pm. I had 3 beers and a cocktail which is about the amount I can drink and have a nice, happy drunk feeling. Then I fucked up and smoked a joint. I’m no stranger to smoking weed. I have plenty of tolerance and experience with it, with or without alcohol. I was sitting down while smoking and felt totally fine. Then I stood up. Took one step forward and tripped a little bit was able to maintain balance. My vision at this point started fading in and out. Took another step and almost fell down but was still able to remain upright. Took one more fateful step, lost all sense of balance, vision blacked out, and I fell straight onto the concrete pavement. I was totally aware I was falling. It felt like slow motion. Braced myself and everything but I just couldn’t stop it. My head was oddly clear. I was not dizzy at all until those 3 steps. Didn’t hurt myself other than a few mild scratches. Weirdly, after the fall, I started sweating profusely, my heart rate went way up and suddenly, I was totally sober other than a mild head buzz. Was making normal conversation and seemed completely fine. My friends were baffled as they’d seen nothing like this before. They had seen people pass out drunk but they usually stayed passed out. I was up and about. I feel fine today and maybe mildly hung over. I also don’t trust myself to walk anymore but that’s probably just in my head. Anyone have this experience before? Anything I should be on the lookout for? Definitely not mixing any alcohol or drugs with adderall again, but this was freaky as fuck. Thinking I just got alcohol poisoning or something.",3.5180014040014043,6.0053002961039015,4.16057564057564,83.76650052650055,75.9090909090909,6.655668655668657,27.808002808002804,7.730073105063049,1.882004563004564,1614,67,288,24,37,512,215,385,0.10400000000000001,0.778,0.11800000000000001,0.4193,1,0,11,0,0,2,50.0,0,0,3,3,13,17,3,0,14,0,28,18,5,1,8,65,58,33,0,5,15,0,5,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,15,26,10,1,7,6,0,20,8,8,0,3,30,9,34,9,50,24,11,76,0,3,3,2,7,29,2,6,28,193,49,0,0.17407811088941336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460403039264532,0.0,0.0,0.3720731200134405,0.08715704126236369,0.0,0.0,0.06960510119278733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059189542398789666,0.09126803870882276,0.0,0.0,0.0863193549092672,0.060859731325779313,0.0,0.07162572642283864,0.15496642539428807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692766103672011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219147636228925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502410562790099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912587936464466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613299020043512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705302764426576,0.1009376712446228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782250907230088,0.1702817954204363,0.0,0.0,0.08801912332768365,0.0,0.16714228554704824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724615832686809,0.16093240845995435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961308380816604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393669855771847,0.09265469300554977,0.0,0.0,0.2679815449631183,0.0,0.0,0.10314169977869007,0.05834044416004061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931771090381213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094844713541583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504577195554684,0.08723599953590826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501341081083843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058099245378683766,0.0,0.08744243003840267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907671348876604,0.06712988534652238,0.0,0.0,0.08168025734754013,0.08527979419452601,0.0835163211555027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179598331155865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060341921806229985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228004090422109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384282306575413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257674931455134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923708711855583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401383444969026,0.0,0.0,0.1232133828626464,0.09277205218922813,0.06950950211107418,0.07276854770268602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577111224594585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250284735195833,0.0,0.3868143727250051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061072631509542,0.0,0.0,0.09586122278721368,0.0,0.0,0.06908755087745633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137215280844988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390254345276052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210059603772696 adhd,neonbeef,2019/09/12,"Recently diagnosed After being diagnosed with “bipolar not otherwise specified” I found a new psych because that didn’t explain my symptoms. She admitted she didn’t know what was wrong with me and wanted to give mood stabilizers a shot...So after being hospitalized this psych decided to explore my mood swings and irritability and inattention more. Thank god he did!!! I feel so much better having everything explained, I was about to give up hope after trying so many meds and so many misdiagnoses. Well we are working on my anxiety now so I will be stable enough to try medication for ADHD. Has anyone else been in the same boat? How did your anxiety get managed enough to try a stimulant? I’m tired of feeling like there’s a cloud blocking everything, I want to focus and go back to school.",5.335666666666668,7.621937917241382,6.212155172413793,72.0462787356322,69.82758620689657,9.798850574712645,31.393678160919546,10.125756701596842,3.706574712643678,638,28,104,18,12,210,102,145,0.094,0.75,0.157,0.8231,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,2,10,8,0,0,5,0,14,6,0,2,0,25,30,10,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,8,2,13,5,18,18,5,12,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,8,73,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715398083312105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838386531886975,0.0,0.0,0.0998036749399206,0.14624893989039905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975445308560884,0.0,0.08700996970336497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262375641521444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28974616918240753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923682993430368,0.0,0.0,0.2949669515311986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565621423753467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434227331811894,0.10196995766474218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650162947874974,0.0,0.0,0.07457317934575247,0.2738489575488131,0.08111962574328371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176812397496766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844345788637064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973314204946768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28942190184690986,0.0,0.0,0.1585464778905385,0.14379055967648482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492669475356227,0.0,0.0,0.13785441347007085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093365521655024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444555042124396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835638293689998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141126912738854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405295796408584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907232155968507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683776768181501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833596360228725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039128259707479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156058384675709,0.0,0.0 adhd,alwaystiredmom,2019/09/12,How do you encourage yourself I’m feeling pretty low today. My kids are all on screens. My house is disgusting. I feel so tired. So overwhelmed. I wish I could get back on my medication but I’m breastfeeding and it’s too important to me to breastfeed. I can’t give up. It’s so hard for me to function like this though. I feel like absolute garbage. Why can’t I just be a normal adult!? There is clutter and mess everywhere. I feel like I’m really damaging my kids. I wish I was different.,0.09151515151515356,2.4635771414141447,2.3597575757575764,89.89963636363636,95.76767676767678,6.68040404040404,23.77171717171717,7.793537801064563,1.7678129292929294,383,17,80,10,15,129,65,99,0.152,0.615,0.23399999999999999,0.7777,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,1,1,1,0,9,2,0,1,1,14,20,8,0,4,2,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,16,4,7,17,1,6,0,3,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489888675539121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470095777314166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243712825491816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39188190068332857,0.27684322758440033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123118678339334,0.1858714836572168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357018827134382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235721063868434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839828792228357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519201316080115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898428805886712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971227677885159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412710733693698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036743380277768,0.0,0.0,0.22269770144883147,0.1836610693775402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483754396490092,0.0,0.4456270437453396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Barondonvito,2019/09/12,"Elevate and other apps designed to stimulate the mind Has anyone, or does anyone use apps like this? I used Elevate for a while. It helped me remember things just a little more. Made me a little quicker and slightly more focused mentally. I was wondering if anyone else had some success with apps like this. Quiz up was another one that helped me focus too.",3.6229220779220768,6.4514168333333375,4.535627705627707,79.33772727272729,77.63636363636364,8.013852813852813,27.61038961038961,8.841846274778883,2.783275324675325,285,12,47,7,7,92,49,66,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.9045,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,4,0,14,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,3,4,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,3,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378711655078167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276752297385311,0.2089002868357798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841772994858598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031650276119606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273314415686272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921202009410646,0.4086848597614116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929172323063644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546420168142607,0.0,0.20586179727157866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381551140320211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309575490554957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354495475861625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521756300503324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110036266641872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,violeturviolet,2019/09/12,"Medication Question Hello! I’m noticing that I get really tired after I take my 10mg dose of methylphenidate. Does this happen to anyone else? I ended up taking a nap yesterday for 4 hours in the middle of the day and then hyper focused on my work project. I ended up completed it at 4am. I’m having a hard time feeling normal and I feel like it has something to do with my medication/ sleep schedule. I work from home, but I’m wanting to make sure I’m setting myself up for success as I start to transition into a new job. I have brain surgery this last year and this is the first time in a while that I’m “setting” my own schedule and working full time again. I find myself wondering if I need my medication and if I should try not taking anything. How do I know if it’s working? My fatigue is through the roof. I’m also quitting smoking right now and I’m thinking this could also add trouble to sleeping and energy levels. Anyone else have success with becoming a “non-smoker”? TLDR: I’m looking for human connection and stories on how to be successful with ADHD. My meds make me sleepy.",2.748179723502304,4.88327740092166,4.411085253456222,82.76234216589863,76.83410138248848,6.5519815668202765,27.90069124423963,7.554174236665415,1.8246499539170504,864,37,159,12,20,290,129,217,0.044000000000000004,0.83,0.126,0.9595,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,9,6,7,0,0,9,0,11,9,3,4,1,35,35,19,0,8,5,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,9,13,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,22,5,27,32,2,35,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,5,21,102,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596444080910688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094558356145374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821109963816202,0.2318372105526588,0.09309920281343233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494702460632615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629436339236855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118618286508444,0.0,0.0,0.09032786674177858,0.0,0.0,0.07296172618681285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900385837415007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890169875270698,0.0,0.2004053419348496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440735924643446,0.08082257062130843,0.0,0.0,0.10340193821790114,0.09623126827315094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910756650447824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004355023815513,0.0,0.10134536374047796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348209060468355,0.0,0.11141367487881323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226750809393356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062175194145373126,0.09221887440504904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527129683106242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950036179377352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103493392543754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256657764652428,0.3419101938535519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388703143225783,0.0,0.10926500631466184,0.0,0.0,0.11084677604152517,0.0,0.12880320073439872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673537358226666,0.120331366824302,0.0,0.0,0.07247619518306485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661536170060483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643033900828516,0.0,0.0,0.08709566922632399,0.0,0.0,0.08007644943619678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662695270111476,0.0,0.25518686009779795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249135679914595,0.0,0.0,0.1979071012287704,0.13003027641023973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681019704870333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672904935603513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268841778340775,0.3294500422602187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285424279267907 adhd,Willykerm,2019/09/12,"I’m a mess I just turned 18 and felt obligated by society and my family to start going to college. I’m a freshman at a cheap community college, and I’m going for IT work. This is my second week and I’m already starting to do the tradition that’s been plaguing me since I was in elementary school. I have no motivation to go to school, I miss a class almost every day, and I struggle to do any readings or homework. I know it’s mostly things in my control to change but for the life of me I make the stupidest impulse decisions ever. I have been to therapy before which helped me get rid of most my depressive symptoms I’ve exhibited for most of my teenage years, and I’ve been diagnosed with some form of ADHD but they won’t prescribe medication because of a history of substance abuse I had which is fair. I just don’t know how to help myself and I’m worried I’m going to get thrown into another depressive episode if I don’t figure it out soon because I can already feel the burden of guilt weighing down on me failure after failure I make. TL;DR I’m beginning to fail college and struggling with ADHD and it’s making me depressed",3.6065696263949536,5.18755262882096,5.500050946142651,78.28963003396409,72.93013100436681,8.232993692382339,31.499514798641435,8.841846274778883,2.7952996603590496,908,43,169,18,18,313,127,229,0.23,0.736,0.034,-0.9937,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,5,10,0,3,9,0,15,5,0,6,1,37,40,14,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,9,13,1,1,7,1,1,4,4,10,0,1,6,2,25,0,32,33,5,20,0,5,0,0,3,7,0,7,9,115,34,11,0.0,0.14752979328819524,0.0,0.0,0.29928542093792304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468368419456455,0.0,0.2748105723762071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467440042917464,0.13056472719367224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518062522151575,0.0,0.10595300723164393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317202519843154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965404580947244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030180834132909,0.0,0.3217334975490682,0.12638000043913125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263085384198485,0.10490917183784294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738156428032145,0.0,0.06295847367647155,0.0,0.11955382861134953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010779007097695,0.0,0.2830587438926063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166919422919012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368602631758753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794855479146224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493439838417203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543566009058693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454859348707956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520314485926465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300001031657442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626457134019444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26034001291831244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941865491177473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239363742947694,0.0,0.08272216546263612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543645365717674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987834054257268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064832870005624,0.12645092300311722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018351192255321 adhd,Drudas01,2019/09/12,"Is this normal? // Ritalin Hey hey! how are you?! First of all, sorry for my shitty English, I'm from Portugal :p So. I'm 17 and with 15 I started to take Ritalin. when I started, I started with rubifen (the commercial name for the Ritalin of short action here in Europe), and it made effect, I could concentrate and do all my stuff, which was amazing. In December of last year, my doctor passed me from Ritalin of short action to Ritalin of long action (LA) and I realized that it is not having the proper effect. is not related to tolerance or something. Apart of being a student, I edit some videos as a freelancer video editor and when I was on Ritalin of short action, I could concentrate and edit all the video that my bosses send me without being lazy or make 1001 things at the same time or something like that But when I'm in Ritalin of long action, I'm super lazy, I want to make 1001 things at the same time and to be honest, I didn't complete any video for some months... Is this normal? anyone had similar experiences? PS: I'll talk with my doctor about this in the next appointment.",3.741043910521956,5.4399886995305184,5.196001104667222,80.1260977630489,72.80281690140845,8.579839823253245,26.613918806959404,9.168548406835145,2.3317486329743167,855,30,159,19,17,287,109,213,0.031,0.852,0.11599999999999999,0.9537,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,4,7,4,0,0,9,0,16,9,0,7,3,38,28,17,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,3,4,0,7,4,0,0,1,5,0,18,4,31,18,7,33,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,5,16,113,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099337061722398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130357754113418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949645156517842,0.0,0.0,0.2581432145218837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309298015413459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813358327817115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375071161625211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317737124610881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897845232829152,0.0,0.0,0.28612636677896697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296571389433833,0.21581735933203253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903472154235984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192624718037405,0.0,0.3167831159850904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890608885174784,0.0,0.18096408548797874,0.3432693499346982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850609502177404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154749644372168,0.12993543107452993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479819604999564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885293989947001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535070363169057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583356764096165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410313618843273 adhd,demScrumps,2019/09/12,"October is ADHD awareness month. Are you doing anything for it? I was just diagnosed this month and was all set on busting stigma by sharing some social media posts next month about my diagnosis, and common misconceptions about ADHD. Now I’m scared it may end up coming with too much judgement/hurt me in the future. Do you do anything for ADHD awareness month?",4.836818181818182,7.4342408636363695,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,72.18181818181819,6.824242424242425,27.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.0690484848484854,291,11,45,4,6,93,51,66,0.049,0.91,0.042,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,8,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,9,7,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,9,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162037415614245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812896115515344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472242903476896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734705929099922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137600291453018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296325996123405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456766260313218,0.0,0.12563890664954724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817652903153191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368504615770538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711112586760702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422176467407574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WishIWasAnOrphan,2019/09/12,"I just realised why I'm so efficient at my job after reading about the Pomodoro technique Well, to sum it up, I do every task in about 15 to 30 min. Then I take a break to scroll a bit on the internet or talk to my colleagues. It never really gets boring in our workspace and even while working, we get to talk a lot about the most mundane things or even work. But it's never boring. And if I do wanna focus intensely on what i do, i just pop my earplugs in and I play some repetitive music. Time flies at work and the fact that I don't have to be there earlier than 8:30 am (ohhh who am I kidding, 9:30 am), helps a lot with my wakefulness cycle. I almost god rid of my night owl personality when I don't screw up my routine of work and sleep.",3.016363636363636,3.7355905668789826,4.63241459177765,87.2717486971627,73.26751592356688,7.7473074696004645,25.737695425593515,8.00094639256281,1.297578343949045,577,18,129,8,11,195,100,157,0.013000000000000001,0.856,0.131,0.9268,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,4,11,5,1,0,8,0,10,3,2,0,3,22,14,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,19,2,24,13,5,20,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,8,10,93,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121357911983574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757047777308032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905566790319585,0.0,0.15247357049192936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890969011899136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129921507841655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795830816623786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077054991360979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791477685188604,0.0,0.0,0.16982645995084564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801451093626356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101724011391587,0.0,0.11593290613744482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109896064915948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606561540425227,0.29091087696995405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022727570862912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552405210536413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627122059252547,0.0,0.16329571363299294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269882163358347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,96Nathan96,2019/09/12,"Vyvanse Tolerance after 3 days. Hey guys. I recently got put on vyvanse last week at 30mg. It worked ABSOLUTE WONDERS for 3 days. My focus was clear, I felt happy, and awake. But a few days later of taking it, I'm super fatigued, and irritable. I'm finding it really difficult to sustain my focus, and like... nothing can get my attention. I'm going to ask my psychiatrist to raise my dosage. But I'm just worried since I'm scared it'll be the same thing and I'll get to maximum dose within like a month and my body will basically eat it all up and grow tolerant. This is my first time taking any real stimulant though. Would increasing my dosage be as I predict (tolerance within 3 days)? Or do you think the tolerance would last longer? Thank you.",2.66,4.900763809523814,4.6396938775510215,80.49994897959185,77.57142857142857,8.281632653061225,26.14625850340137,9.04235418022936,2.4152258503401356,588,23,111,15,14,201,94,147,0.087,0.769,0.14400000000000002,0.8256,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,3,2,8,0,1,4,0,10,4,1,1,2,22,26,11,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,3,1,13,5,13,17,4,22,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,15,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101211143112333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138703726554156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987288951088726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177378084017663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656995729797749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548265780598153,0.0,0.14800533551331993,0.13774152973444234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692083410165064,0.0,0.09203119282511006,0.0,0.12951393183525053,0.0,0.0,0.16034076186182675,0.0,0.17238244504733682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399670416655835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822617975494535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925469190333275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538066313901502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278904891809512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431708259435572,0.10373948273767772,0.0,0.15989092996839654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212483339975356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395401505815258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435094060988409,0.0,0.0,0.14908766821395802,0.0,0.0,0.10758218532179928,0.10376118445926713,0.1590999704777829,0.0,0.09442539608914784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989420769863896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561121919557973,0.1178903531209621,0.16445249657757705,0.0,0.23006745706748424,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,l1b3c3p4o5d6a7g8l9,2019/09/12,"Super proud of 10yr old son with ADHD So today my 10yr old (who was diagnosed at 5yrs old as it was so severe) sat his 11+ exam (for non UK people this is a secondary school admission exam, is basically an IQ test). He sat in with all of the other children, didn't get extra time, sat head down in concentration and was one of the only children in his class to actually complete all of the questions!! I do not care at all how he actually does on this test, I am just so proud as this is a massive accomplishment in itself.",7.1856074766355125,5.182027373831779,8.526093457943926,72.05044859813086,64.98130841121495,11.176822429906542,33.549532710280374,9.888512548439397,3.008220186915888,407,13,83,7,5,143,72,107,0.024,0.879,0.09699999999999999,0.8425,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,6,0,9,2,1,1,3,10,14,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,5,4,18,7,4,13,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,57,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.3774527196121936,0.0,0.23242411575690705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717986199989465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277177025302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629262099950556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924192900878404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104130019284982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984798399367789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088089385473023,0.0,0.13104996912552125,0.14708618689093725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407626614616105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166475069855663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957268295879616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848215593053247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277062034597475,0.0,0.18331656314988629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ApoloLima,2019/09/12,"How should I seek a diagnostic? I'm, like, 80% sure I've got ADHD, and would really like to either confirm it or take the thought out of my mind (so I can focus on worrying about other stuff). Who should I seek? A neurologist? A psychiatrist? Someone else entirely?",1.1452100840336108,3.7728919803921603,3.9102521008403386,80.00470588235294,89.98039215686275,7.620168067226891,22.97198879551821,8.418075326091056,2.1535635854341737,205,8,39,6,7,72,42,51,0.048,0.785,0.166,0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,8,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654490037944616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25402255685727465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432031732741277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971194563098857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30703742299994324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948035322386289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576487718241925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481025981892351,0.0,0.0,0.28659488768074703,0.0,0.2286327789070236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414081536414367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088113259614097,0.0,0.21601203373663705,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0x6c617a6868,2019/09/12,"Just forgot my wallet on the one day where I need it most, time to ask around for bus money Welp, this sucks",7.271739130434781,4.387030956521741,6.71913043478261,87.85521739130436,65.52173913043478,9.2,23.0,3.1291,0.12712173913043445,84,0,20,0,1,26,23,23,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.4357,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805737902744222,0.5046793516601034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34815339892397645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40028596697403296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658108777837576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147861834096851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noneyA10,2019/09/12,"Pro's and cons on Escitalopram? I've got a friend and she has severe depression also adhd and she was prescribed Escitalopram and I was wondering if anyone has taken this medication and if its helped in anyway? Positives and negatives would help with feed back. Thanks in advance",3.2668,6.394948780000004,5.019500000000002,70.20725000000002,91.2,8.1,24.25,8.472884824447931,2.9245999999999994,229,9,35,7,8,77,38,50,0.107,0.68,0.213,0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,11,9,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,4,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504694358572492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320765420084694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390682485279554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242370539523082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511710661326411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253041597338085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332343994677161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909322131409646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937755196398157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32944652788928075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684836470578095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162484272423778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071578108463942,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,montrealdoglover,2019/09/12,"Can't use a whiteboard? Try this instead (this method works wonders for me)! Couldn't use a whiteboard. Not visual/obvious enough for me; everything blends. Switched to a cork board and tack system now. I write so many notes on paper anyway; now I tear larger note paper off around actual to-do items, and pin them to the board. Way better system for me; I can pick off the board and literally pull off a to-do item to focus on, one at a time (cork board sits at the back of my work desk). BONUS: I just started doing this, but I am highlighting (I circle the space on the miscellaneous papers) APPROXIMATE EXPECTED DURATION for each item (e.g. 5 minutes, 20 minutes, etc). It brings them out of a vague fog of 'what does this actually entail' closer to 'if I sit at my desk for 30 minutes what can I accomplish.' I can see it working for pretty much all of my to do items; some of them are ongoing projects so I can specify a time on each tab of paper now as a time limit as well (if something's going to take multiple hours of work, I can put up a tab of paper that's 20 minutes, 30 minutes, etc/the same task, but for different durations). BONUS UNEXPECTED REWARD: I'm going to start keeping the 'completed task tabs in a box so I can literally collect 'tokens/ribbons' of all the tasks I'm completing. BONUS OPPORTUNITY: I'm ordering a larger cork board off amazon (monetary bonus: cork boards are cheap compared to whiteboards). Thinking of taping on some PRIORITY ORGANIZATION SPACES as well. Not sure what this will look like for me, but recently learned about the Eisenhower matrix. This wasn't the system for me, but it did get me thinking more about prioritizing important & urgent tasks first. I'll probably do something like clusters of priority where I still have some flexibility in what tasks I can sit down and choose to do from the board, but still have some concrete & visual sense of organizing by priority so I don't as easily get caught up messing around with stuff that relatively NEEDS to wait on the back burner. Will probably have a 'TODAY' section as well for small tabs of things I want to get done that day (medial maintenance chores)/important things that require upkeep on a regular basis but can be lost in the day to other engaging activities despite still being productive. Let me know your thoughts and if you'll try something like this/already do similar. Solidarity, my ADHD fam.",5.354960866947621,6.913134799116997,6.22632952036926,74.87267910897052,68.55849889624724,9.552719245434476,30.2835641180012,9.873865916822265,3.0637099337748337,1916,75,342,46,33,632,225,453,0.021,0.8240000000000001,0.154,0.9963,2,0,4,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,3,16,23,17,0,0,25,0,31,0,0,3,3,50,58,23,0,7,12,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,21,11,0,4,7,0,5,6,6,2,3,2,6,2,32,15,68,45,18,62,0,1,2,0,6,29,0,8,22,231,53,15,0.0,0.0,0.19288586697215848,0.0,0.11877335820780255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906035599676146,0.0,0.0,0.21416255081642416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595768236127732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198693642082944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740629695337666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072408366426277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747317148919554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325536211677733,0.0,0.0,0.08648600078558086,0.10113646960932808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211686644196964,0.2204411145115556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882121163406938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406397164862639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490235816328998,0.0,0.11233369629849264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973267439404097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784383421411411,0.0,0.0,0.05431388208506824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101059438214544,0.0,0.14484870083809115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299154306233904,0.0,0.10788362393323482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001971832534457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726507509992253,0.0732805163909106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669691476522459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005447120541739,0.2131089442229355,0.0,0.0,0.09935053007862547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758180143381147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875398758094174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282503805658335,0.0,0.0,0.1399034741186145,0.0,0.23677511168819426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313566094997625,0.0,0.0,0.09314524571580236,0.0,0.07430717464054773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131530910430422,0.1266513779167161,0.0,0.07845925644625643,0.17288410768455978,0.0,0.09367841951132673,0.0,0.0,0.13419692669329875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071320112621394,0.0,0.0,0.05829195659443065,0.07844592982953406,0.0,0.0,0.2665776566529712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717593001979372,0.2877950120494132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VeryShyPanda,2019/09/12,"I just took my first dose of Adderall you guys. I always took Ritalin in the past and have been unmedicated for the past five years or so. I’m excited but I’m so scared, as it’s been so long since I took meds and this is a new one for me. I was prescribed 10 mg XR and took just half a capsule because I’m so nervous lol. I feel like the stakes are so intense. If this works, it could change my life. So I far I can feel some sensation in my jaw and my limbs. I feel pretty calm other than general nerves over trying a new medication. I just needed to vent a little to people who I know will understand!",1.5210782241014795,3.0078021085271343,3.5278224101479942,90.65739957716706,78.30232558139534,6.8614517265680055,21.804792107117688,7.686295010490155,0.6798310077519378,468,13,109,7,11,159,84,129,0.079,0.778,0.14400000000000002,0.8194,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,9,5,0,2,7,1,9,5,1,0,0,19,22,14,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,4,7,3,16,3,10,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,8,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236588624053735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964654694470281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557021638797805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741562162373452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307420216152732,0.10505985265718516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250893505127618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561274149260495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082045257445232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387298455477396,0.07184619663299886,0.14739297749943653,0.0,0.13014366959254334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335075533972718,0.14814770309872405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904329192170144,0.0,0.2840633594244602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965181301720674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807712460275097,0.10195304198236944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496131158413424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723293803302254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164973609996953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535572749647607,0.09984423809428557,0.0,0.0,0.1530948784448912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706159378404112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470196201890796 adhd,jiroulesbian,2019/09/12,"nausea on ritalin? i started ritalin this morning, not very much of it, but i feel weird now a couple hours later. i’m sweating, threw up a tiny bit while getting ready for class, and almost feel like i’m high? has anyone else had something similar?",2.602499999999999,5.1265792500000025,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,79.41666666666666,6.34,26.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.716786666666667,196,8,35,3,5,64,41,48,0.043,0.818,0.139,0.6779999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,4,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287855741208894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010029576132635,0.2945429562936491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31383849155562604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180757348863214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401410117177777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29070296121890515,0.20536581534348008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018915502003166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037236822357177,0.0,0.0,0.283096169869516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044139961826524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132063514440846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213054223102674,0.0,0.0,0.203469961445892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371896107415025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JayceeKayce,2019/09/12,"I need some word of encouragement Today I have a homework due in 4 hours and I have to read a research paper and write 2 pages about it. Please, help me. I can’t get myself to do it.",-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,1.6900000000000013,97.195,91.5,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.8604000000000003,140,3,34,1,5,48,32,40,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,22,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259665399420593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898996626224934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425931299551768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206977272075973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747617214266133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326230536937464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099651272300348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sasheeran,2019/09/12,"Answer to “am I lazy or is it adhd” So before I got diagnosed a couple months back I was really nervous going into my testing because I thought it was a possibility I was just a lazy person and I brought that up to my girlfriend and she gave me a great answer I wanted to share with all of you. She told me “I don’t really know a lot of people that are lazy and are concerned about being lazy”. It really helped me with my confidence. I think a lot of us get down and think we are lazy, but I think there’s a lot of merit to that response. If we are actually concerned about being lazy, we wouldn’t be lazy and be super productive. I hope this way of thinking will help at least some of you with your confidence too",3.690402684563757,4.2727792818791945,5.426369127516782,82.69673489932887,71.61744966442953,8.376107382550336,25.63825503355705,8.548686976883017,1.5881591946308729,559,16,118,9,10,192,83,149,0.109,0.7170000000000001,0.174,0.9355,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,3,0,1,7,6,0,1,7,0,16,1,0,0,1,32,30,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,0,26,5,19,16,6,9,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,7,2,94,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.1631832886465972,0.0,0.20096679451115146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858240215210873,0.0,0.10193619120778846,0.0,0.14229250569861115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502653226420135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972549814805807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736591789052585,0.0,0.09503538167709323,0.0,0.13374167569308967,0.18436142036383224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416903075705066,0.0,0.0,0.16608789362815832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190012764475124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264951969517765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347397335087868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592978353244422,0.14601067178889932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885162223374726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213776014734916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42859310916866544,0.0,0.1327545630236859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978655210581333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114592178434196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863110582484423,0.13273201413322105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deksaiki23,2019/09/12,"Daydreaming, ya’ll? I’m not sure if this is due to ADHD or not but I daydream wayyy too much. Like every time something becomes boring, which is super often if you’re wondering, I just get lost in daydreams. Make up stories and plots all of my own, super realistic and cool. I’ll walk for hours and hours doing this and not realise how long it has been. The only way to stop daydreaming is to watch a tv show or movie or read a book. And nothing but binging works. Too many seasons? Lost me at season 3. The only alternative is to start something new and very unrelated to the studying I need to do, and even that I spend too much time on planning and having fantastical visions about how it will turn out, and then leave it halfway. ALWAYS leave it half done. Man wtf. Any tips?",2.4792156862745074,4.779455875816996,3.5814640522875862,87.55258823529414,78.47712418300654,5.910065359477124,23.925490196078428,7.0316486544052195,0.93122431372549,611,21,120,7,15,197,107,153,0.12,0.7440000000000001,0.136,0.782,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,9,8,0,0,5,1,11,0,0,3,2,30,20,19,0,3,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,1,4,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,2,6,5,14,15,4,19,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,7,13,77,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047713990194395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318784251796724,0.0,0.0,0.10778030928547276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504247246296722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219281631542834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468277655497396,0.0,0.13353673519097792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280577000382043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121662989321835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33564126608964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743141130432239,0.0,0.0,0.14026084164691344,0.0,0.0,0.34602649010069897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057949492830537,0.16068648037177022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330203922979027,0.11752015252660612,0.0,0.15307300769474882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207779211871414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410813190088341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853535258671686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403048140164565,0.0,0.0,0.11218178055484468,0.0,0.0,0.13250679528501566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149377270013439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848364586309578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239428669953202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077288005073975,0.0,0.12580393933743847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718783145020153,0.11538440017269914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nizro911,2019/09/12,"Folding laundry Me: i have to do my laundry. my laundry basket is full, i have to fold my clothes first! 1 minute later: ah! ill throw some clothes in de washing machine so it will wash while im folding clothes... Now, where is that laundry basket... oh wait...",1.2940666666666694,3.8153353400000007,2.056000000000001,95.16466666666668,85.6,3.333333333333334,30.333333333333336,3.1291,0.8211333333333329,197,11,39,0,6,61,36,50,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.5242,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,3,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186725948760062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.785648916723869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,data_autopsy,2019/09/12,"Pursuing a hobby How do you guys pursue a hobby? If you're really into something but gets easily distracted, how do you pursue those things? I've been trying to learn to play guitar and it seems like every song should be like a reflex in my head rather than a memory note, and I'm finding it incredibly difficult. Can you guys share your experience on how you guys pursue the things you like to do?",4.2723076923076935,5.894951615384617,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,71.30769230769229,9.302564102564103,21.974358974358974,9.725611199111238,2.0156512820512824,318,7,58,8,6,108,53,78,0.076,0.7070000000000001,0.217,0.91,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,0,4,7,0,1,5,0,7,1,1,3,0,13,10,7,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,5,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,3,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940169040036645,0.0,0.0,0.2252534669890061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046748719107825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030935986868573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6840263655290594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363289312791609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33750269554846746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475202780938685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096340192267264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772772054684393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059694048552223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563418388679049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DutchNobody,2019/09/12,"I received some bad news: I have AD(H)D, but they won't prescribe me any medication... & now I'm desperate This year I really started to notice how AD(H)D symptoms affected my life, and especially my work. As a teenager and young adult, I never wanted an official diagnosis because of multiple (mostly childish and ignorant) reasons. But now, as an adult, I really want somebody to help me understand what is happening in my head and how it is that I cannot develop some very simple and basic routines which I really need. My GP and multiple psychologists wanted me to take AD(H)D tests, but when I did -hoping on getting the right help/meds- it really backfired. The results basically stated a 'Non Specified Positive Diagnosis'. In other words: the do see how AD(H)D plays a role in my psyche, but they can't help me with it because they cannot specifically pin-point that the problems I experience in my life derive form AD(H)D. I had a really messed up childhood with a narcissistic and alcoholic dad, which greatly traumatized me and my siblings. Those trauma's, combined with some inherited personality traits, are also present inside my head. Basically, it means that I can't get any AD(H)D treatment because the mess in my head is so big, that they're affraid that the meds will trigger other things such as depression or anxiety.. Ofcourse, I'm gonna get treatment for this, but it's gonna be long and intensive. It'll be a long time before I can get any med to lighten up my AD(H)D symptoms, and in the meanwhile I suffer enormously from focus and motivational problems. I have a temporary contract, so I really can't be open with my employer about this. The risk of him not extending it is just too big. Do you guys have any tips on how I can make my motivational problems a little more bearable in the meanwhile? Thanks in advance to anybody who takes the effort to read this whole piece..",8.238697667464116,8.075941610795457,8.59776315789474,66.41828947368423,61.86931818181819,11.95598086124402,38.98086124401914,11.418023490513045,4.705526136363637,1525,72,255,40,19,506,187,352,0.122,0.812,0.067,-0.963,1,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,3,5,14,15,0,1,20,0,25,9,3,11,1,53,47,28,0,8,8,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,24,16,1,1,5,2,1,2,8,11,0,0,2,1,38,4,30,37,8,33,0,2,1,0,15,18,0,6,12,176,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724182413471328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024850621540383,0.0,0.10872735055524334,0.0,0.2729611640342461,0.0,0.07676618149283583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378664621583065,0.18351419275911632,0.0,0.08538901970457193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642985124457228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981599012428632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097113982956571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110634364606342,0.0,0.09936060235515956,0.08873767798119289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30895894565289045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178406821732656,0.0,0.0,0.09966851277286967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417579561787823,0.0,0.10057536776758133,0.0,0.1776101908510896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698327527702387,0.0,0.0,0.10930872629294032,0.22292869812563584,0.10109036384134096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440699939489845,0.07739480194919922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424721456313235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762027254525886,0.0,0.0,0.09486158716468143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28805933728262584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003754643810495,0.0,0.3857141767248518,0.10317477433448922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569690733900978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996460989742428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102704939030101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860063084835695,0.1508988792879641,0.0,0.0,0.09238724043378617,0.0,0.0,0.0666669573733844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851390578477676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446612833360366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279786400550826,0.17756409722518954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203530302283952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730547638787913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462102075656624 adhd,brentt45,2019/09/12,"Herbal Supplementation for ADHD Very curious if any of you guys have had success with herbal supplements in managing your ADHD symptoms. I’m referring to medications such as Gingko Biloba, St.Johns Wort, Rhodiola and so on. I’ve tried stimulants in the past but the physiological side effects were to harsh on my body, so i’m trying to find something more natural.",8.216076923076923,9.244836415384619,8.901346153846152,60.18740384615384,61.769230769230774,12.653846153846155,37.78846153846154,12.161744961471696,5.247999999999998,297,14,47,10,4,100,54,65,0.055999999999999994,0.83,0.114,0.4563,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,2,0,8,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,11,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,26,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6122363753937402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321507958835286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829311805214551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280509038424624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522081074176011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565987799817053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431544927044594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609221544360272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647466353128938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458698197450114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101667268924803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Michael_15651,2019/09/12,"Perfectionism and Medication For junior year and now senior year of school, I always feel like I need to meet expectations, this is especially worse when I’m taking medication. A recent example is I started a homework assignment yesterday at 8 AM with small breaks in between, and have stopped at 12:30 AM. I’m still awake and have one activity left to go. The sleepless nights are frequent with a day worth of an assignment. Not sure if this an issuer regarding medication or high standards I set for myself but it makes me wonder how I’ll do in college. Does anyone else experience this?",6.078888888888893,7.922444481481483,6.937962962962962,69.36583333333336,67.14814814814815,10.214814814814817,32.94444444444444,10.411451182825502,3.8413666666666666,476,21,79,13,8,158,80,108,0.051,0.9009999999999999,0.048,-0.0715,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,2,1,19,17,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,13,17,0,23,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,14,50,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365558945749785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912165516701452,0.18921051951681328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190932731095355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160107717382222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542634261439087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806372357429738,0.0,0.0,0.0933718786037917,0.13192429756627538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049490447000757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510809706169424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063843116123894,0.0,0.0,0.09021770718206548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326493337758923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580899222597463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692632653907438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329504737255802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513338921574926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823338353147098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868902504153689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070642596817478,0.0,0.14747324325789832,0.15438772269917433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740440291442355,0.0,0.1388446610385742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200260684746478,0.0,0.0,0.18818881890562986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783566227261566 adhd,castles_of_sunshine,2019/09/12,"I screwed up at work and now everyone hates me I fell behind at work doing some data entry for invoices. It’s very tedious. We had our busiest month of the year and I got distracted hyper focusing on other tasks. I became a bit overwhelmed. I planned on catching up last week, but I had an ocular migraine and had some blind spots in my vision. My doctor told me to go to the ER in case it was a stroke (it wasn’t), I missed 2 days of work, and fell even further behind. Now everyone is mad. I planned on catching up, but I got sick. I should have told someone, but I was anxious to how my boss would react (she overreacts and can yell) . Now everyone is treating me coldly. I’ve been here almost a year. I’ve only been able to make it at one office job for an entire year. But I’ve come to the realization that office jobs are not for me. Now I’m just biding my time until I can get out of here.",1.8432687165775403,3.4262570267379715,3.733900401069522,89.10908589572195,77.66310160427805,6.600133689839572,22.917446524064175,7.413659706084162,0.8439628342245991,692,21,150,9,16,234,109,187,0.149,0.831,0.019,-0.9752,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,5,9,7,3,2,8,0,17,6,0,4,0,23,28,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,1,1,12,4,23,1,26,14,3,32,0,2,1,1,5,13,1,3,13,102,29,7,0.1557476794889592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595880330250245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595054600809096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700361277066155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416283503772033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044436858633146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159414349551208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286987341110868,0.0,0.0,0.4464707465156227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137173428457033,0.0,0.08851499546025783,0.0,0.2491312942172253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376858895366846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091110792632031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695514614937292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396278545943186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431631184855108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553865840334543,0.11845312851058262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319645034106718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081772439967256,0.0,0.0,0.2976471643437485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285081467949133,0.0,0.0,0.12493139393083885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401584968416171,0.0,0.0,0.11063868288972746,0.0,0.0,0.30088919760790545 adhd,DoubleShotOfSass,2019/09/12,"My job blocked youtube at work. Any way to get around this? -I rely on adderall + hours of focus music on Youtube to get me through the day.... Basically what I said in the title. I get crap service at work so none of my music apps really work. I need YouTube back!! Lol &#x200B; Is there a way/wesbite to get around this?",0.675423076923078,3.0820369076923093,1.9202884615384617,95.76658653846157,87.61538461538461,4.480769230769232,23.509615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.3576538461538457,249,10,54,2,8,79,45,65,0.08800000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.043,-0.4299,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,13,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,31,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005395343308665,0.2467833342239597,0.13811194463189386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361596212717064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561679486076693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097983394349852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42443618867998384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000082152291434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154100424849247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059278365861992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010821571886244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931903851197456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224156029878519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435679576450441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467833342239597,0.0 adhd,perpetualbeginner,2019/09/12,"I let a lottery ticket expire I don't normally post here much, but of all the things my brain does, this particular one was irritating. Got bit by the ""I'll do it later"" habit. It was at the front of my wallet, so I looked at it every time I opened it and thought to myself that I need to take this in to claim it. I've even been in the store I bought it countless times. It was only $10, but still, these things are valid for 6 MONTHS! So, 9 months or so later I finally tried to claim it... ugh",2.85192256341789,3.0353896261682216,4.377036048064087,90.90691588785047,73.29906542056074,7.609612817089452,21.827770360480642,7.447530270364453,0.4104910547396532,378,7,93,4,7,127,71,107,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,0,1,9,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,1,10,0,12,6,3,15,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,8,62,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446484316350257,0.0,0.0,0.25015874573802904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961028217637732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800944676854236,0.0,0.18880563689017732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454798326506833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922538352147202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229147385932058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881793079715135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35773327857566234,0.0,0.1647320623545428,0.16616002490613355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956079209571214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184930169542216,0.17043067554665742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461644286168666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895870277165415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684879228076684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977511091070067,0.0,0.0,0.1779025673847969,0.2613375655952139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521425187749555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RavingDragon22,2019/09/12,"You are always so quite over there. Anyone else been told this? A coworker said it the other day. Well. Yes. Yes I am. I have a lot of work today and I can't focus on it if i have to hear everyone else's conversations. I have my headphones on 90% of my day for a reason. Then when someone needs me they usually end up ""sneaking"" up behind me and startling me. Sorry co-worker. I'm hyper focused on my task or I will never get it done. Great now the entire office is in conversation and I'm damaging my eardrums listing to my music at max voulme. Mini rant over.",-0.3963387423935103,1.8618819827586248,2.4315212981744447,89.78325557809332,95.55172413793105,4.798377281947261,18.030425963488838,6.522977012572876,0.21141135902636954,434,13,89,6,17,151,84,116,0.061,0.805,0.134,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,5,4,0,1,5,2,10,0,0,1,1,9,17,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,2,16,2,15,12,1,18,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,3,9,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616907170408796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396371303624658,0.2046195422878115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575841036265964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043657231081392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33365281940903196,0.0,0.17687777229974527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908249788005434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433668672135436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017349813812284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508003584741199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697805308483474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807740254149634,0.15402342973175615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124089497433185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532816422514816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996348782138875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920788492164635,0.0,0.0,0.223551397814128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929529592057395,0.1908249788005434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199448760526077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795571725240873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907726360806708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nk-O,2019/09/12,"My work colleagues and I just booked flights we didn't had clearence yet My work colleagues and I wanted to book flights for a business trip since several days. We do this frequently these times, so fair enough. Yet, due to high prices, I made the suggestion to stay a night longer there than the project manager booked our hotel initially. So this conditioned obviously that my PM inquired the hotel to book a night more for us already. As I do a lot of administrative work the last days (normally I'm a programmer), I thought I would procrastrinate on the not yet booked flighty, totally forgetting that I actually had to wait for my PMs clearance. So what did I do? I made a ToDo list today with all the things I wanted to do since some days and I ended up not only booking my flights but also telling my colleagues to book it like this... Now, with some hope, the hotel has room and all works out, otherwise we need to stay in another one or something.. The tickets aren't refundable. It just feels so stupid making ToDo lists when I write the wrong things on it... How do you guys cope with such situations? Writing even more, complete/enough detailed, ToDo lists will probably lead to even more overhead which I'm already fighting with now..",5.415172936127238,6.998289901287558,5.252289825801566,81.81795001262309,68.4420600858369,8.744155516283767,32.16081797525877,9.168548406835145,2.7917737440040398,989,43,185,19,17,306,132,233,0.061,0.899,0.04,-0.7726,0,0,1,0,2,0,31.0,5,1,0,5,18,5,2,0,15,0,13,1,0,5,4,43,25,14,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,12,0,1,3,11,2,2,4,3,0,1,7,1,24,2,24,16,10,28,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,18,126,37,14,0.0,0.0,0.12377380808693687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799337408164718,0.10143084137669084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299878598546674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453965152316881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233920192327627,0.2621113434143334,0.0,0.16754819151932804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413217985013718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125587751995365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400938010548358,0.0,0.1259769382146468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338840924004868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619657471733923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078315782114868,0.0,0.2400309065053333,0.08466413008708283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404741482266724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805431167117194,0.12427251924573232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594747307692872,0.0964646246935669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675084638350773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432887725188474,0.0,0.2098403852715109,0.14256917219192594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764468229634003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703809677320249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086040535362472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685286342964567,0.0,0.0,0.1006937532797511,0.07395919221293952,0.0,0.12022586102854445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256829867133775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962252158314002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36935297695941016,0.0,0.0,0.0901007778835881,0.13867544362540027,0.0,0.0 adhd,librarianjenn,2019/09/12,"How could your parents have helped you most when you were in high school? Our awesome son (junior in HS) has ADHD, and takes a small(ish) dose of Vyvanse in the morning. His grades are good, and he is active in (and looooves) band. One of his biggest challenges is staying organized; some not-so-stellar grades last year were more often due to him forgetting to turn in assignments. I help him organize his bag every few days. What else can I do? What would have helped *you* the most?",3.1901709401709373,5.696977956043956,3.135750915750915,90.58980463980465,77.13186813186812,6.242246642246642,25.49572649572649,7.3871296695380915,1.2509623931623932,378,14,73,5,9,114,69,91,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.9223,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,1,0,11,14,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,12,2,9,10,5,13,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,4,5,50,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918811907764254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939110340026396,0.0,0.0,0.15663033212051442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288578053225284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046275017569236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037068892362657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883696617025038,0.2566043005138288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797054813176151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457423497128745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967714372588186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579626731496346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588659056646488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260716834636126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641715940863848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252708031610325,0.0,0.0,0.1563995925177053 adhd,samurai_champIoo,2019/09/12,How do you prolong duration of your medication? So I'm currently on 35mg of Vyvanse and everything has been great as far as the effects go...but it only seems to past me till about midday and then feels like it begins to fade away. I've made morning my favorite time of the day because my quality of life appears to be so much more affected in a positive way...I mean I literally got off of work from serving (didn't work too hard) around 4pm and went home and took a nap!! After waking up it felt like the medicine had almost completely died off... My doc says it should be up to a 12 hour thing. What's goin on here? I tend to have a higher metabolism but I don't know if that's the case. Sorry for the wall of text...,2.298024282560707,3.61501950331126,4.165182119205299,87.61258554083885,75.82119205298014,7.68233995584989,25.166114790286976,8.344100000000001,1.4354233995584984,559,19,125,10,12,190,110,151,0.037000000000000005,0.883,0.08,0.7261,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,3,7,3,0,0,9,0,10,3,1,4,0,19,23,13,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,4,9,3,27,12,2,24,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,4,12,76,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817916116893274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672925762375419,0.0,0.0,0.1765611788385854,0.0,0.0,0.1145569822811392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703517913122104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119570440699624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503587869159653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688943514076816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502023333243168,0.13425324331490518,0.18043691384280466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680177869969552,0.0,0.15030032602839227,0.20718733666332548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834336834989042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850351584607955,0.0,0.18506769937071949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032783466744814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327365755478596,0.18362075852694135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781863018245028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470478549118445,0.0,0.1893140826644504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814607168214513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292498973412915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939512313880254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944504164908035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710793341705402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036600277575815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484863442553885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958024064632894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879094543939855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916565756517644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742078202270963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736224320982312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moodymallard,2019/09/12,"Hyperfocus stories? Ok background I was diagnosed as a kid with ADHD hyperfocus, but I’ve decided not to take medication bc the hyperfocus aspect makes me pretty good at school This morning I was driving to work and my sister called me to talk about politics before tn’s debate. At this point it’s 8:40 and I’m probably 15 mins from the office. I started ranting about politics (#YangGang) and next thing I knew it was 9:10 and I’ve completely missed my turn and was driving on a road I’ve never been on for 15-20 mins without ever noticing that I was in the wrong place It’s like I totally forgot what I was doing and where I was going. Sometimes I think my hyperfocus is kind of funny but honestly this just freaked me out it’s like I was completely oblivious to my surroundings Just wanted to rant because it kind of shook me haha. Anyone else have times when a similar thing has happened?",2.811781609195404,5.367484086206896,4.591494252873567,79.36126436781612,78.82758620689657,7.774712643678161,27.48275862068965,8.680891452615391,2.5370137931034487,717,31,128,17,18,242,107,174,0.084,0.762,0.154,0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,6,2,13,2,0,1,3,23,25,10,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,11,0,18,8,20,14,1,23,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,10,85,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432705024753827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306153331762946,0.1656765585038836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856832019968056,0.0,0.1375913019461919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510959319977492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390701507751776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411793543871248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507617658789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626319935921178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189550659541276,0.1356228498146266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429871508931321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367627960821031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799289891709772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793326924085088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289160858465287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470984678007525,0.0,0.17196542468985854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409185454819854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893780091061364,0.0,0.15285489080245107,0.0,0.0,0.16450286163746927,0.17433552918389106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636448839410111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992138024851038,0.0,0.11444919069008515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215751939493256,0.12996503997175635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148471429589232,0.1036082041112349,0.0,0.0,0.09428617996481314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587870770788788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537243157118293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586907804832748,0.0,0.11771654142688714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678908386018344,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jezebel216,2019/09/12,"Every time I take my sunglasses off (hook them on my pants pocket, or set them RIGHT in front of me) to remove my sweatshirt, I forget to put them back on. Every. Damn. Time. No matter how much I tell myself, “Okay, Jezebel216. Don’t forget this time.” I remember only when they fall off my pocket and I hear them hit the ground. Good thing I buy cheap lenses for them. Anybody else have a repetitive “D’oh!” moment?",0.928613636363636,3.5033527250000027,2.1438636363636405,92.64568181818186,90.5,4.409090909090909,14.772727272727273,6.1124844417494595,-0.494875,318,6,62,3,11,101,60,80,0.136,0.7909999999999999,0.073,-0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,18,2,9,4,1,19,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,7,40,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804348628431406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515370747882367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340014912788106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160244662941928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902826014047241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933216693337265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588177706243207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891337511385065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29175900246839503,0.21995010650897898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364890520596925,0.0,0.22511395525055886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110774274383395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505462405558517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meowactually,2019/09/12,"Woke up early two days in a row! I am so proud of myself. I have always struggled to wake up and get out of bed. No matter how early I go to sleep, I don’t want to get up, so I press the snooze button for hours. This is even when my alarm is on the other side of the room, and I use two alarms. However, I’ve been taking my Ritalin the first time my alarm goes off and then going back to sleep until it kicks in. I do keep another alarm to alert me that it is time to get my butt out of bed, and by that time my meds wake me up. I am so proud of myself! I do have a question though. I just saw my psychiatrist on Tuesday, and we decided to keep my meds at the same dosage, but this was before I started using them to wake up. I do skip my meds on weekends and on days I don’t have a lot going on, but I don’t want to run out of meds because I needed another one later in the day to do my work and school work. Should I call her and ask her to prescribe my meds twice a day? I am on 20mg of Ritalin. Or should I cut some of my pills and only take a half dose in the morning? What are your thoughts?",2.173081983805666,2.112230020242915,4.141556174089072,92.86553264170044,74.70850202429149,7.3086032388663975,21.915232793522268,6.9077264865688965,0.2483362348178129,833,16,215,7,16,287,121,247,0.06,0.8959999999999999,0.045,-0.5397,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,5,9,8,1,5,12,0,21,10,6,3,0,34,41,20,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,0,8,13,0,2,3,1,0,4,4,6,0,6,5,2,38,2,42,34,3,45,0,0,1,1,8,22,1,4,19,153,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064400130348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845910582710485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184104190174402,0.0,0.0,0.08376554274563675,0.0,0.06640675737137308,0.0,0.09269704694411247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123647712664478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810204520666085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195161544864957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266144020435647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074467595293594,0.0,0.18573358856999472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728063505748424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365576076693836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261402559273647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050201790241275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077512939886991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381827849691779,0.08285121453607759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203395478106235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024968347763778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803060164304516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710590605693539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138842163590434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638135739883828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702968399846084,0.08648351436523942,0.19056547165599125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128305130685416,0.0,0.0,0.18817254012658147,0.0,0.0,0.1285072913981941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861432535923078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rua-Yuki,2019/09/12,"150mg vs 300mg dose of Wellbutrin I know it's usual for dosage to increase, but I'm starting to feel as if my ADHD symptoms go away with the 150mg dose vs what I'm currently taking at 300. DEA feel this too? I've already made an appointment to talk with my doctor. I've also been prescribed this for my anxiety. The dosage was increased because I was getting bad menstruation related mood swings.",4.017791666666668,5.426055862500004,5.0975,82.26416666666668,71.625,7.833333333333335,30.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.3400833333333337,319,14,61,5,6,105,56,80,0.08800000000000001,0.856,0.055999999999999994,-0.5423,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,0,11,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246039826705968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980586424615908,0.21599639111952665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206623387081769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537649259796694,0.0,0.22551962721960425,0.16464856159351013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27645561928505946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313821347126016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111448095652146,0.0,0.15350229107273214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843819106527653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557221481460984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117597402988856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807340944612683,0.20307925273208974,0.2170936548928028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974735732801243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sacrip,2019/09/12,"Self conscious about doing things around people. I find that my bursts of energy (unmedicated) are more likely to occur when nobody is around, particularly my wife and family. I'm not sure what it is that makes me self conscious of doing things in front of her, in particular. Maybe fear of criticism? Or feeling like I have to ask permission to do something when I rationally know I don't? The worst is when she asks ""What are you doing?"" Because sometimes I havent fully formed in my head WHAT I'm going to do, and if I'll actually do it. So, is this an ADHD thing, or is it just me? I'm ok if it's just me.",3.5012275985663086,4.575354911290326,5.484946236559143,80.27797491039428,72.46774193548387,8.414336917562725,24.261648745519715,8.841846274778883,1.5821121863799292,475,13,99,9,9,165,75,124,0.065,0.835,0.10099999999999999,0.5411,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,1,16,1,1,1,1,18,25,10,0,2,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,14,4,14,25,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,5,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.18265508694424792,0.0,0.2249470986201173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332495664376132,0.3499653508667356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409969747666525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764512433221789,0.21062309087635897,0.09464093468161827,0.1337173356216614,0.0,0.0,0.1710738914924845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637545086251222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920948004167545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286608355769004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828877872056972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494027840892892,0.0,0.18804171177341425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297630711218541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905271688274592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409589726732985,0.18512013869609312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640953400820153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37305080322478346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imawake88,2019/09/12,"From Adderall IR to Vyvanse to Adderall XR Was on Adderall IR 20mg twice a day though I never took that in one day. I broke up 20mg into quarters and dosed in 5mg increments through the day. Worked great but the crash was hard and made me irritable. Went to Vyvanse 50mg and LOVE it. Unfortunately after a month insurance didn't cover it so I'm not paying $300 a month for it. Got generic XR 20mg. Today is my first day, I opened the capsule and took half. Just threw it in my mouth with water. I feel stimulation but no motivation and not happy just quiet. May try the whole 20mg this weekend.",2.020799120234603,3.8136317983871,3.93700879765396,86.91414956011732,77.79032258064517,6.444574780058653,24.175953079178885,7.348242739294969,0.9825419354838713,469,16,100,6,11,159,81,124,0.16,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.7613,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,0,5,4,1,3,1,20,14,9,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,8,1,0,2,1,1,4,5,1,0,5,9,3,7,3,14,4,1,22,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,11,60,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998450987487378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797252746202877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481493211095094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497018164385618,0.2136246809668067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062645959600688,0.1735738242297156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487890944231865,0.1833434839910492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093199750596761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944217317752928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129900131257374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903714216308232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836649167202747,0.0,0.4305562282575998,0.13155253629285135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796204855821372,0.0,0.21632976291257744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106196281998234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lulz1234567890,2019/09/12,"How does ADHD get diagnosed? I was diagnosed with ADHD by a therapist/councellor at the student support centre at my University. But I didn't get a report or anything like that. It was just some questionnair test and incidences/problems based on my history. Should I get a second opinion? Or ADHD can actually be diagnosed in such short time. (I've only had two full sessions with her, and she brought up the test at the start of the second session) I do believe that I might have ADHD though. This is due to the relativity I feel with the symptoms I've read about ADHD, as well as how it does explain some behaviour as well as the various experiences on this sub. But I want a second opinion just to be sure.",4.775693430656937,6.202723832116789,6.290226277372266,74.365996350365,69.80291970802921,9.567591240875911,32.678102189781015,9.888512548439397,3.443742189781021,563,26,101,14,10,192,84,137,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,11,0,12,4,0,2,1,23,21,13,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,5,1,11,5,19,12,4,13,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,7,4,81,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.11679023521167405,0.0,0.7191594003085734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984862901889414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483816798694984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36441747830672105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094652248569973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706982361803744,0.0,0.0,0.060513710332593375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758329087267875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846951224417734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696137064513366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102189212482158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451741963951095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971220184497106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470998889515212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581123555077776,0.11279680908470027,0.12439315214675822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895748928909726,0.0,0.0,0.117584810381017,0.0,0.06978626244211229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690978889005647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705902555586918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152130529236496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hails_dog,2019/09/12,"ADHD medication HELP!!! I need to start a new ADHD medication, but I no longer feel comfortable with the ones if tried in the past. \-Strattera when I was a kid; tried as an adult & turns out it gives me painful rashes. \-Wellbutrin for a month or two a few years ago; didn't understand it much then but I found out it's not FDA approved for adults. \-Adderall (15mg XR); it makes me very jittery & I don't feel comfortable with the fact my doctor really pushes this on me (the main two her office prescribes are Adderall and Vyvanse) A little about me: I'm 20 y/o in college for chemistry. I really like math and such but I've found that I only really excel when I'm taking stimulants like Adderall. I've been 1 month on/off of Adderall when I can so I feel like I can breathe. Addiction also runs in my family so I'm very hesitant to start stimulats. I'm also on Nikki birth control so I'm not sure if the chemicals would affect anything negatively. Please help!!!!",1.761985763377517,4.182459582474227,3.6448159057437413,85.38513745704469,82.04123711340206,7.200392734413352,23.155621011291114,8.269060116576782,1.6251249877270495,765,27,151,17,21,257,118,194,0.08,0.765,0.155,0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,11,8,0,0,11,0,8,7,2,4,2,28,26,18,0,4,8,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,5,3,17,7,17,20,3,23,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,16,87,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579096820633454,0.29939864064233834,0.0,0.11041669911908833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922437596972514,0.0,0.2699257542198588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250391426373599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139706876948849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749448717620449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742596973772718,0.0,0.18894687261991727,0.08898711910716857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731516117458747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949122251717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669825685532525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256410690122385,0.12484384960162567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314610356517678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509662248264726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988484031881562,0.0,0.09156740374704728,0.09236114615291698,0.0,0.12030275771264415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440643623538335,0.09473501548881952,0.13254275238679722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189085253795537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673167291300686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939282419295246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633125224500926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173982127406742,0.0,0.0936551235607453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913884576732355,0.13548768928102395,0.2433579527462681,0.12967343698193648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555339365254427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848527235213137,0.0,0.0,0.08021384535306379 adhd,shazzacanuk,2019/09/12,"What do you all think of the ""Hunter/Gatherer"" theory of ADHD? I'm reading a book (The drummer and the great mountain) that talks about ADHD as a evolutionary trait from when people lived more as hunters/gatherers, like before the agricultural revolution happened and people turned to farming. The book is very focused on how ADHD is something that can be an asset if you have good social support, diet, exercise and meditation in your life. I dunno, it sounds good, but I wonder if I'd be able to get all those support systems in place if I could focus to begin with, with the help of some short term medication. I'm seeing my doctor tomorrow to start the process of diagnosis and treatment. Just wondering if anyone has had any success with sorting out these lifestyle changes without meds?",11.372499999999995,8.935734583333335,10.568611111111112,62.037500000000016,57.33333333333334,12.933333333333335,44.13888888888889,11.20814326018867,5.068772222222221,636,29,101,12,6,205,104,144,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,1,4,7,0,0,10,0,10,5,0,1,2,25,23,13,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,8,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,7,20,19,5,12,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,9,6,69,13,5,0.14393970118952726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189626473199488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788393271155113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064598583646896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248208405235254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226911813524802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492413891975295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732838341485754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520255297944876,0.0,0.0,0.2414595843698161,0.0,0.15869402871323818,0.0,0.0,0.1272854023937357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647974758865842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166886775285043,0.07032166732605873,0.0,0.12710139324792588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988455913871852,0.1450041057238543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957933021247606,0.0,0.15038635173933734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439786533168897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470130591211715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467283986087234,0.0,0.11081181423324092,0.0,0.0,0.10188126135552357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266821342944886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569327947716683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223074849185114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656506156850775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187653280663548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138752735446489,0.3121929317669483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Astrocam129,2019/09/12,"What are the main reasons you might be reluctant to tell people that you have ADHD? A. They'll suggest it's not real or that you don't really have it. B. They'll think less of your intelligence or work ethic. C. They'll suggest that they're also, or that everyone is, ""a little ADD"" (or something a long those lines) even if they aren't. D. They won't really know what it means or what to do with the information so they won't be able to respond. E. They'll think your just making an excuse for not trying hard enough. F. They'll make fun of you for it. G. Something else. I'm curious to know what you guys think. I realize it could be more than one of these options depending on the situation. I would really just be interested to know what some of your experiences have been with telling people. Please share.",1.9440562973655733,4.308155711656443,3.4242583904727546,87.5900577408878,80.84049079754601,7.0254781667268125,20.63118007939372,8.124751697461798,1.035514904366654,643,18,133,13,17,211,94,163,0.013000000000000001,0.871,0.11599999999999999,0.9259,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,8,8,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,23,0,0,4,0,32,33,8,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,3,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,18,3,15,18,5,3,0,0,0,0,25,2,0,10,1,93,34,1,0.15873083951637632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907636230217261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693699501337335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673365930786226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325992485194743,0.0,0.0,0.1640113886484026,0.0,0.1048402224743654,0.0,0.0,0.15167411941858575,0.0,0.15526921910711913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716848674825135,0.0,0.0,0.14219165429240171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170295468437266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909000128317738,0.0,0.14047179800377044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190813588470006,0.0,0.0,0.1729044177734709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683883367003051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075601248427116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008795608815213,0.0,0.0,0.17423879581247706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806704459728785,0.30506112098888954,0.1632017396068246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842011417787668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443975102937733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774755001645382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051249380751207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776782066566558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555794164309645,0.0,0.0,0.11275783418216202,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,schematicfood,2019/09/12,"That sad realization that the thing you have been obsessed about for the past 2 months... Hasn't been touched in a week I'm currently super obsessed with cooking. I bought a brand new set of pots and pans and knives. I have cookbooks with post-it notes marking all the recipes I want to try. Every weekend I look forward to making a big meal on Sunday... But I'm on my way to work right now and I just realized that I haven't touched any of my books in a week, and none of them are finished. I used to read one every day on the way to work and at lunch but now... Nothing. I still love cooking, but I know one day it'll happen with that too. Anyone else familiar with this?",2.0495803357314166,3.726065510791369,2.9346942446043194,94.65345623501202,77.34532374100718,5.784412470023981,23.813549160671464,6.42735559955562,0.4288556354916064,522,17,118,4,12,165,85,139,0.07400000000000001,0.898,0.028999999999999998,-0.691,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,6,5,0,2,8,0,8,5,0,2,1,19,18,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,2,5,1,1,3,3,0,2,3,3,13,2,20,14,2,26,0,1,1,1,3,9,0,0,15,72,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285487401788676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217608166055486,0.19368637310559472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382094810336666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791259169393818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185364597708201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716102089085805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388744604411324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873988602955547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060942123968995,0.0,0.1261808166796271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508841234517564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256899080175765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138200489168024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618694323658403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045313248865472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104110407872245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890838872512115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143292053477246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096178420567816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558494776687915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834081680352402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632635874125174,0.0,0.0,0.11149640318519127,0.3000907683152501,0.3032613111596328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27523616098017645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CptnSnorlax,2019/09/12,"I was forgotten in the system So, at the end of last year my referral to get a formal diagnosis was supposed to be sent out. The wait time was at the time about 5-6 months. About two months ago I started to get suspicious because I hadn’t gotten an appointment yet. I decided to be patient and give them time. Two days ago I called and asked. Turns out they forgot to send my referral and now the wait time is up to 10-12 months. I’m just about to give up on life at this point.",1.5288338833883373,3.2191866138613885,3.2737953795379537,91.57909790979099,78.9009900990099,7.261166116611661,22.113311331133108,8.167268648758528,0.9706624862486248,372,11,86,7,9,124,63,101,0.047,0.953,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,20,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,9,0,20,11,0,29,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,16,53,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32074714030214085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691346240833496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028640059905996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847382881385171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116677637110871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602403272469493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890451763012885,0.3471075319164875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747294129329486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778827491363498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332228991521869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102671209587395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805523384303186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219807497374046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678766540631334,0.3534626919473587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165057537260937 adhd,neuuroklan,2019/09/12,"Assessment in 2 days, what to expect?! I've got 7 pages of notes, a letter from my psychologist and have asked my parents for childhood experiences that might be related. I feel quite nervous like my whole life this thing has been lingering over me and now I'm getting a yes or no. What should I expect walking in and out of the assessment? Do I need anything else?",4.841690140845074,6.0490627464788735,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,69.4225352112676,9.060281690140846,31.10140845070423,9.3871,2.7474090140845067,289,12,56,6,5,94,57,71,0.067,0.8420000000000001,0.092,0.4054,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,9,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529183690600345,0.0,0.27866160273442303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223489889662101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490049467441017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29157634048799463,0.0,0.0,0.15071660367146555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573284329815304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23839927429415775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105404833048975,0.14562528483769338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316212416590199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102019577810345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309790495686792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170414043704847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802900386285635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327921406526291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0898505050,2019/09/12,"Just plain doing the opposite of what you planned to do? Is this an ADHD thing? If so I am sick of it My psych has ""upgraded"" my ADHD from ""mild inattentive"" to ""severe combined"". Dx in adulthood, medicated, working on strategies, BUT: Sometimes I just plain seem to want to fuck it up. I have a to-do list. I have fun stuff and downtime planned in. But like 70% of the time I just go ""fuck it"" and do something totally different from the thing I said I'd do, seemingly just *because I said I'd do it*. It's so annoying, and it's *harmful,* and it makes me so mad with myself. For example, I've had a long, tiring couple of weeks so last night I thought ""Okay, I can either go to bed early with a book I REALLY want to read, or I can stay up and watch this movie I also REALLY want to see."" I got all... I can't really describe the emotion... scrunchy? Humphy? Kinda just pissed off and like I was a kid who wanted to kick a chair leg, and ended up... just going round my house in a circle, not really doing anything. Ate half a cookie. Stared at a wall for a bit. Thought briefly about what I had to sell on eBay. Just... stuff that made me feel *worse*. Anyone ever have anything similar? Or am I just a.. scrunchy humphy fuck up for no reason?",-0.014503458498026587,2.2565370197628494,2.185137104743081,93.47814043972332,89.86956521739133,5.375938735177866,19.763957509881426,6.9077264865688965,0.3930910079051384,938,30,206,14,32,315,140,253,0.156,0.7859999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9836,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,0,3,15,11,6,0,15,1,19,10,2,3,3,40,41,17,0,5,15,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,1,1,17,9,1,0,6,2,1,3,3,7,0,1,10,7,24,4,32,31,4,24,0,0,4,3,5,12,4,6,10,139,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794694309698466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092981589475708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129913550534258,0.0,0.19136166102831176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087750347357348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693742596994262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286512525912111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147807273780332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307888213493484,0.10298127683341048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517345126342224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878992955270971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224710017010438,0.0,0.0,0.1982378539492429,0.0,0.09299225300831362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416070873918376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477609072376142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360792411914132,0.0,0.0,0.1028958583234549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001809167329757,0.07761155561984855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713043835875495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911212004309462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630210533091265,0.0,0.2979437992189205,0.1195455836357591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120001030341796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265264714223724,0.2116968492094346,0.0,0.13135272903185544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951081979145098,0.1149946368275351,0.0,0.0,0.12392903283892685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620413251909114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544900946927953,0.0,0.0,0.18461180254741766,0.06779834569999778,0.13363599754821906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743177457534301,0.0,0.09326529474830307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084646411311251,0.0,0.11848971629901794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lavender184927,2019/09/12,"What are you like with online dating? As a serial online dating app user, I’m curious if ADHD affects the way we use apps like Bumble and Hinge. I personally cannot keep up with multiple guys (and I don’t know how people do it). I’m fairly picky but can only keep track of one guy at a time, tend to get quite fixated on the guy (I keep that to myself though lol) and can be an unreliable communicator. I was actually thinking this might not be the “typical ADHD” online dating experience (if there even is one) - so I’m curious how others here use dating apps!",3.2116865079365087,4.816064017857143,5.909761904761902,74.85746031746035,74.0,8.906349206349207,23.158730158730158,9.444778638647367,2.072496825396825,438,12,83,11,9,158,76,112,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,6,1,11,0,0,5,0,21,23,11,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,7,2,9,19,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,7,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.16079703443417884,0.0,0.3960560526160227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883260658100884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118197232324066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608835269793093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894606959477023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393798754678913,0.0,0.0,0.09055625800875562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100188781427946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480067447792474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233121692139348,0.1253191270291754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423452455958365,0.1438755353818322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525893486089916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558143162946172,0.16189100715059493,0.0,0.09608186869903068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28462610465724725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079105356994847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoogleHolyLasagne,2019/09/12,"i'm taking meds but it's still hard to study i have recently started taking meds, and i'm on 10mg of methylphenidate hydrochloride (ritalin) atm. the first two days it went well, i could finally work after almost weeks of doing nothing/struggling to accomplish small results. now i'm a bit sad and i can't keep my mind on what i'm supposed to do. is it normal? i thought it'd get a bit easier with meds, i don't know what else to do",0.821318681318683,3.0457481098901127,2.741417582417583,91.61608241758242,84.38461538461539,6.277362637362637,22.286813186813184,7.554174236665415,0.9735529670329672,342,12,74,6,10,114,62,91,0.068,0.8140000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,12,21,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,2,1,6,1,10,17,2,13,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702601494069622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712567151692826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135754852575973,0.0,0.0,0.10965506813633244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203796791441106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862591877273048,0.0,0.14462714673608248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883348258271914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231318318606452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511301792145622,0.0,0.0,0.09344385757738344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665938842545604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168149229004373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659297161369946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788378229057566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203478724798699,0.0,0.13578591061862402,0.0,0.0,0.1777519239282098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25568229622084016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498456202244008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660942770563181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638754174733636,0.0,0.15287708915483714,0.1576192035052148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378362163151264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tommybanjo47,2019/09/12,"Starting Vyvanse tomorrow, anything I should expect? Just noting I’m not officially diagnosed with ADHD but my paediatrician prescribed it because I show a lot of the symptoms. Anything to expect?",7.747708333333333,11.192134187500002,8.482500000000002,53.245833333333366,66.5,9.266666666666666,45.04166666666666,9.725611199111238,6.048466666666667,162,11,17,4,3,54,28,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286982714364012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870868453651172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174482061769888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620549745630599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30326362149180586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25248245241017914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707601491474573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdledmind,2019/09/12,"What would reality TV shows like MasterChef, Bake-off, or look like if all the contestants had ADHD? So I love the Great British Bake Off, and MasterChef, (and other type cooking competitions where there's a time limit and judging at the end) But I look at the contestants like they have a super power... Like HOW can you keep the recipe in your head, know all the skills you need, remember that pan is on and the blender is going whilst the host talks to you and there's something in the freezer whilst something else bakes in the oven.... I notice a lot of people who take part (for example, in Bake-off) are engineers, in a medical profession, or are total gym/ health enthusiasts... Type 'A' people who like order and technique and timings. This is of course a massive generalisation... But it's just a thought I had whilst watching TV recently (instead of working on the million other things I need to do) Have you ever watched a show where you're SURE one of the contestants must have ADHD? How did they do? ...how do you think you and your ADHD head would do? 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Three. One to forget to buy the lightbulb, a second to buy the lightbulb but forget where they left it, and a third to use a lightbulb from another part of the house.",4.8053333333333335,5.615451311111113,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000004,69.22222222222223,6.888888888888888,26.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.9607777777777784,179,5,35,1,3,56,30,45,0.08900000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35606467868320696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31066991161736673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134194044727248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592720332655413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34186128682018835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219033864633761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003760977919108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007634405584965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32083668617427563,0.0,0.2053996095409831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227617427129837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588626112448304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slumberingstart2,2019/09/12,"Effective communication/explain something rules/guidelines to follow ? Wondering does anyone know of or has created some rules/guidliness to follow on how to communicate effectively? I feel like this is a common theme; alot of us here struggle to explain to communicate things, e.g. skip parts , or it's just hard to get out thought across effectively Idk about you but I know friends +so get frustrated over how badly I explain things and would love to get better at it, and yeah I've googled it but has anything worked for you guys? Especially for communicating scientific information Any good books or guides out there or rules you've made that has helped you explain things better? I could go on but don't want to riddle up my question Appreciate any help /tips you people have",4.667166666666667,7.782452335714287,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,75.64285714285714,8.019047619047619,28.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.760890476190476,637,27,107,15,15,200,94,140,0.086,0.66,0.254,0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,4,0,6,7,9,1,1,2,1,8,1,0,6,0,33,25,12,0,3,8,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,13,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,2,10,6,21,21,3,12,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,8,2,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665090202599715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166431544839935,0.0,0.14318655018507687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528209882796184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30777637868925284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892423601361428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226790893166672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797924467253426,0.12430509300435374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443138247814676,0.0,0.2727222666311642,0.0,0.09888777884610046,0.14594230856132162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228660535932394,0.0,0.0,0.15586914358795273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332560478682337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125086547956768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500724043099275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704110897674614,0.16464228957872967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842422260903066,0.0,0.12062916561522967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491897224971164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395311705911395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190178666252094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467920937447513,0.0,0.0,0.13813596196942732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092996637482797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262926089246643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869475526311366,0.1266735202451229,0.0,0.0,0.12360406898891504,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hejro,2019/09/12,"So I went to get my International Driving Permit. I didn’t have my passport or my driving license or my WALLET. I only realized when I had finally gotten there after an hour of driving in traffic. But I thought it was important to carry 10,000 mAh power bank with me. Just a quick nonchalant rant.",3.8536842105263136,6.0516220877192985,5.831438596491227,73.55873684210529,73.73684210526315,8.068771929824562,32.452631578947376,8.841846274778883,3.2216063157894737,237,12,39,5,5,82,46,57,0.046,0.92,0.034,-0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,0,10,0,6,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157797852773472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599331249653594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636803807305261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35809335654557073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737926126770313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364713490457707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Domlezzz,2019/09/12,"Do you ever write something and get distracted only to find yourself writing the thing which caught your attention This happens to me way too often, for example im writing something in school while my friend is speaking to me and after a while I realise i've been writing what my friend told me instead..",13.229999999999995,8.640400157894742,11.465350877192984,63.62328947368422,56.192982456140356,13.505263157894738,51.307017543859644,10.125756701596842,5.571954385964912,247,13,40,3,2,77,44,57,0.040999999999999995,0.85,0.109,0.6124,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,2,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,4,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587539942330438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614499665141884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442012252599,0.0,0.1494524333844221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529583420825853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089895259213062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755844893256865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895039048855091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404397092589711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900428700921818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27333872991804514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270579074677881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,falkenwolf,2019/09/12,"Upping my Adderall Dose Hi guys, I'm seeing my psychiatrist today and I want to ask for a higher dosage of Adderall. I've been taking 10mg twice a day for the past few months. I haven't felt that it has been very effective and I sometimes take a an extra dose, which causes me to run out of meds too early. I'm terrible at self-advocacy and I'm not sure how to ask him without sounding like a drug addict :-( Have any of you been through something similar?",4.391524822695036,4.766672904255317,5.709361702127662,82.03333333333335,69.95744680851064,8.394326241134753,28.43262411347518,8.344100000000001,1.8552113475177303,359,12,74,5,6,121,69,94,0.10800000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.053,-0.6097,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,6,4,0,3,1,12,16,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,3,8,2,13,12,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,6,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144319411645065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443743101613954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39695201432157107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809515804143034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691881046963306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462057665027349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384557133480646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102147896826396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372123318254016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358223897596556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945939110210925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266862579331046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691791641072763,0.0,0.2214798492614072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344234231783078,0.2099745353787464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009443705400068,0.0,0.3192530582642768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123979997239275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517341034100414,0.1252226686386854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465391927116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dustyyknee,2019/09/12,"To the teacher my sophomore year who noticed my adhd and helped me You really made me like math for the FIRST time in my schooling. Now i have never liked it since but still! You made the impossible for me, well possible. The moment you asked me to sit closer to the front and near your desk i was embarrassed and mortified. Yet again a teacher who thinks i need babysitting and all i do is “cause trouble”. But then i saw how you made direct eye contact and repeated things often. You would take moments between notes as you saw me struggling to keep up as my mind kept wandering. Never did you scold me or call attention to my “space brain look” I always have, instead you asked me if I could start eating lunch with you and in that time you let me read your notes and ask any questions I needed. I cried a lot to you as well because I simply didn’t know the answer to a simple problem. You didn’t give up or ask why i am crying. You just handed me tissues and explained the steps slowly for as long as I needed. My tests were taken by your desk, which was pretty awful at first because i felt embarrassed, but them i got an 80...then a 87...then a 90! But even if i failed or made a low score you told me how proud you were because you knew i gave it my all each time. My bad days were never judged. My day dreaming was never scolded. And my inability to retain specific and simple information was never mocked. Thank you for not even once asking about ADHD or other issues but instead just taking action and making my class with you the easiest ive ever had in math before.",3.6285952380952367,5.035008593650794,4.5128769841269865,86.08455357142857,72.58730158730158,6.900793650793651,23.918650793650798,7.333567415737692,0.9642936507936508,1237,34,246,13,24,400,171,315,0.145,0.7829999999999999,0.073,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,21,1,4,17,15,1,3,15,1,20,5,3,8,8,65,52,30,0,8,14,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,14,2,3,9,2,0,3,8,9,2,2,24,6,60,6,29,25,4,38,0,2,4,0,38,10,0,9,26,182,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885747544739131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576389275809947,0.0,0.0,0.06191957314484237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256141424727878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602595610665346,0.16651629577955893,0.0,0.07747991066890794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164593540342008,0.0929759101829064,0.0,0.0,0.09353713327382028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726988937696198,0.0,0.20003621709813094,0.1174440839274215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931705685450343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028009351378935,0.08236319781996257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742573904185323,0.0,0.0,0.15490029825468749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734691394097896,0.0,0.0,0.07282388509876234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103131149640543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503630620479904,0.0,0.08093262697887257,0.0,0.0,0.0500406795524303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310847925622498,0.0,0.08896838332997062,0.0,0.0,0.08057957433309955,0.07646209500252131,0.0,0.0,0.07741051809276576,0.0,0.3446284871099981,0.06077898777536619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193818366985347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025452810983452,0.3511307637684889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366513175989893,0.0,0.09696911669162378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264925756023094,0.0,0.09263424972485043,0.0,0.08712600205983187,0.0,0.0,0.10200087518117852,0.0,0.0910782444921014,0.0,0.058331270343207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215110846274152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532048222828873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644482096278473,0.0,0.07271552584796202,0.0,0.0,0.09518899685571586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692195703522972,0.0,0.0,0.08382992521195799,0.0,0.0,0.06049196863635094,0.058343472919849336,0.0,0.0,0.1592822663421673,0.0,0.0,0.08700562072800759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373625035696507,0.0,0.08216171521242055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468186789263533,0.0,0.0,0.05863553572666581 adhd,Teclis00,2019/09/12,"I start 10mg Adderall XR tomorrow morning, what am I in for? I've read the documentation on what to physically expect (reactions and side effects). What's your personal account of your first day on Adderall XR?",3.855,6.6439575128205135,5.7612179487179525,71.1233653846154,76.43589743589743,9.028205128205126,35.391025641025635,9.516144504307137,4.213917948717949,169,10,28,5,4,58,31,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34958187645726896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610733475611109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473303202973599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422036180836302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38367068485011824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,curiousbebe,2019/09/12,"Ritalin not working I’ve been on Ritalin for three weeks now after being recently diagnosed. I was first on 10 mg for week one and am now on 20mg for the last two weeks. Point is I don’t feel anything, in terms of the effects of my adhd nothing has changed. I’ve only gotten headaches for the first couple days of when I increased, sleeplessness, and anxiety. Is it just that Ritalin isn’t right for me? Has anyone experienced something similar? I still fidget and am just as inattentive.",3.9864893617021298,6.076256106382981,5.186117021276598,78.80875,73.04255319148936,8.955319148936171,30.89893617021277,9.516144504307137,3.1966212765957462,390,18,70,10,8,129,64,94,0.053,0.924,0.024,-0.3736,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,3,0,11,4,0,1,0,8,13,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,3,2,6,0,14,9,2,21,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,14,51,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460309791320247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566085351666505,0.0,0.0,0.14314342603806793,0.0,0.1684652831894375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165642580628072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265163208135792,0.0,0.1320260269970669,0.0,0.0,0.207784229203697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351145655366176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34826566439677603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687230741589412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643222340730807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387220603773145,0.15569709046638747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352446507751256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213410241565674,0.0,0.0,0.17482785864406974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576017424143753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634878770844141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999795164910396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926367446986571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903697612041267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weallgotissues,2019/09/12,"Tips for eating while on Adderall Hello, this is my first post here after lurking a little while. :) I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 14, and I am now 20. I've only taken Adderall in periods; the first time was an off-brand when I was first diagnosed, up until I was 16, and again, when I was 18 for a few months. However, during the second span, my diet was absolutely terrible. I had days where I would eat a single strawberry and not be able to stomach the idea of eating anything more, and my lack of eating contributed to me developing a stomach condition (gastritis) which just worsened my health. Within that timeframe I went from ~125lbs to 100. My diet and weight have still not fully recovered — I've been resting at about 110lbs for the past couple months. I still cannot donate blood, if that gives any reference for my health. However, I am now on medicine for it and my gastritis has been a minimal problem, so I want to try being medicated again. I want to have a clear mind and understand the material I'm reading instead of having constant brain fog, and remember what I'm doing, and not be making mistakes when I'm driving. I've been feeling my attention span get worse and worse. Is there any way to try and lessen the inevitable weight loss I'll face? Would it be safer to bulk up first, waiting on returning to Adderall? Thank you for reading!",6.7497465145754125,6.746531680608367,7.130889733840302,75.16642332065908,64.89353612167301,10.359340937896071,34.26337135614702,10.047579312681364,3.3832653485424604,1084,44,198,22,15,354,149,263,0.085,0.846,0.068,-0.7575,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,5,16,5,0,0,13,0,27,18,5,1,1,34,41,19,0,8,5,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,12,8,1,6,2,1,2,4,4,0,5,13,3,22,1,30,22,5,41,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,1,25,141,29,2,0.1080248876200082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982492250210467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692125582568727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889527819432637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059150055923062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167365269728288,0.0,0.0,0.11952748348533873,0.0,0.06966711583892535,0.0,0.0,0.21928597405657552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421457139121097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462062896537855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675436569001583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643854521864002,0.10362731553952743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296508081371781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194694928847645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826931655148933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210745131335503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088237094825846,0.0,0.0,0.10907434206232652,0.0,0.17244886936149328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215779482288316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312197850411414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345798150298592,0.0,0.0,0.10336522837260667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161082413775187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237113948015475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935930333765794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253762958954905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945480291913328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299018068436113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668361550825987,0.0,0.0,0.11245771771470643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743175509322027,0.08574512764812749,0.0,0.2630904220940129,0.0,0.10014015307878517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201731786182528,0.15347556155962866,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdthrowaway14,2019/09/12,"Balancing ADHD and work, help. A little backstory, I always suspected I had adhd but never thought to get it diagnosed or anything as it never really became a problem. (This last week I was diagnosed by a friend's parent who's a social worker, who then referred me to a doctor) About two months ago, my boss/mentor got me a job in one of the best restaurants in my city/country. Here's the thing, I know that I'm a very competent cook, I've won awards and competitions, etc. But at this new job, the level of standard, organization, time management and prioritization are wearing me down massively. Every area of my job I excel at minus what I mentioned above and it feels like I'm constantly playing catch-up as a result. I work 14-16 hours a day and I feel like all my free time if I have any is spent worrying about work/googling organization skills/practices and nothing seems to work. It feels like I spend every waking moment trying to improve in these areas and nothing works, it's soul crushing to feel held back by something that I seem to have no control over. I'm in the process of finding a medication, though I don't like the idea of taking/being on one. If anyone has advice on organization/time management or any advice in general that's worked for them I'd be greatly appreciative. I apologize for the formatting, I just got home from work and am quite tired.",7.4589097744360915,6.846620530075189,8.10045112781955,70.82744360902258,63.62406015037594,10.908270676691728,34.78947368421053,10.290406445055957,3.5037172932330822,1095,42,199,22,14,367,160,266,0.054000000000000006,0.735,0.212,0.9929,4,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,14,6,13,0,0,16,0,10,8,2,2,3,36,27,18,0,3,7,1,4,4,1,0,5,0,1,0,15,8,1,2,12,2,3,0,4,1,0,3,8,4,22,13,31,18,3,30,1,0,0,0,9,15,0,6,19,122,37,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251465054890656,0.18306666777145966,0.08303288852937044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794102377295671,0.0,0.0,0.12739775496758815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654963091841155,0.0,0.07708250794298163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720265220489711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983009869504826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012240970543863,0.10505897779075024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040946289947405,0.0,0.0,0.19014635175616407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587531257743367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446691780735397,0.0,0.0,0.15784219197193308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944966039121566,0.20075380627180844,0.0,0.0,0.08561277092751947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236928394645911,0.0,0.04893875916104403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983306567533566,0.10327161171796027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278509098554119,0.0,0.09395874385682276,0.0,0.0922461763288462,0.0,0.0,0.1057421370188288,0.0,0.0,0.2788593507636612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051478635173400976,0.07635363036421629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304991012810548,0.09388204438505283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436276730288057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476657710242647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448830549758435,0.09046716258159702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975796715368256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694656273930222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400955669435816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962963161712778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962967736267056,0.0,0.0,0.06000746216990852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054747511076598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548486689754156,0.0,0.0721118163427366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223024971291152,0.0,0.0920303939033583,0.07436359331205902,0.10923957270976864,0.10765999612592038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635958466365559,0.0,0.09150207316613868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728763927083801,0.0,0.0,0.07513650105887164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773506193484957,0.09512652952087464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vaenessa,2019/09/12,Meds and alcohol cravings Does anyone else find that the meds (I am on Vyvanse) completely curb the desire to drink pointlessly? It's such a great benefit for me! 😊,3.640215053763441,6.183023129032258,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,75.7741935483871,9.29462365591398,29.68817204301075,9.725611199111238,3.433701075268818,131,6,23,4,3,43,29,31,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.8848,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29426427135002137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253037674413667,0.28212752198232355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886981184309526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409597075741519,0.0,0.0,0.2697371287595495,0.0,0.0,0.2300187022456581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516639371914769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30357317165980396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117011851136068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,datgerman1,2019/09/12,"Do This! But Not Now! I'm gonna have to rant. For the first time in our year long relationship, my partner and I got into a serious argument with each other. It's mainly cause she's annoyed that I didn't do something yet that I wanted to do for a while. She's absolutely wonderful and understanding 99.99% of the time. Even now, she's more angry with herself for being annoyed than being angry with me. Thing is, I feel like at least we finally agree on how fucking annoying I can be? Does that make sense? Anyway, I sat down to do that thing and start, and she got even more annoyed that I had to do it NOW now. What she doesn't get is, if I put it off another hour, I won't do it at all again and it'll even be more annoying for everyone involved. Weirdly, this annoyed her way way way more and now for the first time we fought and she had to leave.. I don't know what I'll do if my ADHD drives her away as well. She's the perfect person and I have never been more in love. Rant over. Just had to share, sorry.",0.9425745438362264,2.8643836401869187,2.8861548731642195,92.52063862928352,81.75700934579439,6.132265242545617,20.47085002225189,7.2636822038024595,0.4216513573653762,785,22,179,11,21,263,113,214,0.17300000000000001,0.732,0.095,-0.9288,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,3,14,15,8,0,6,0,25,2,0,3,3,31,41,14,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,17,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,10,1,2,9,1,27,5,27,25,9,34,0,0,0,2,20,10,1,3,20,140,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221203438703204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898178057982593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244749259824335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557505980521159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267950310513238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30042127403610125,0.0,0.0,0.1448748426211982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666121212681276,0.10831394539381486,0.0,0.1660870655785766,0.0,0.2579276619585174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016583029459842,0.07921269617523695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425210878209665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493104538024487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332376131743928,0.0,0.0,0.16053862933346225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407153943241047,0.0,0.0,0.13417470104012522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683865794377106,0.0,0.10120433846634712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169350065312404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323845643932799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241517522291576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627780087708436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672080568705248,0.0,0.16972082889589946,0.10731403498908387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014528340286111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652241668478893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783679383276375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942658656572383,0.3610353200238831,0.0,0.0,0.13632029346705424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644202415499766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763523252097006 adhd,Aharms481,2019/09/12,"I have issues controlling the volume level of my voice. I honestly have no idea if this is ADHD specific, but I feel like it might be? Usually when people tell me to be quiet I just stop talking lol. My mom calls it my ""cheerleader"" voice. I just get excited about topics. :(",1.8266666666666684,4.369096603773588,4.107830188679248,81.3446383647799,82.9622641509434,8.061635220125785,22.040880503144656,8.841846274778883,2.099291823899372,212,7,39,6,6,73,42,53,0.132,0.674,0.193,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248593752132629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760161244678511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031749820989757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667655683877392,0.19310909263423714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122550727789307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30514641558423183,0.0,0.2821327897816191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205952121683778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28675556160637394,0.0,0.31658310766057124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739850599980032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259907658733309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726446025404209,0.2362623339623127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977076201073719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,silladeluca,2019/09/12,"How do you finish reading a book? Or just study? I've started reading a lot of books on my own and never finished them because I can't focus, I can't remember what i read or i forget that i started it. I also have to read lots of books for school. Last week, I got a 25/100 on a literature exam. The week before 10/100 in history.",0.7951428571428565,2.743923085714286,3.481428571428569,87.91357142857143,82.42857142857143,5.7142857142857135,22.857142857142854,6.868970318607317,0.7712857142857148,256,9,54,3,7,90,50,70,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,7,6,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,8,39,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743896495253253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238897731785227,0.0,0.15688352690030366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745587389352802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028446811193102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134860376767657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421959115533769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7376712800234525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088529213945211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865901854893178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609931359377314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957776609588973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neanderthalg1rl,2019/09/12,"Weaning off Concerta I've always had pretty severe inattentive ADHD, but my parents didn't want me to be given stimulants, so I've been on and off various natural supplements and things like GABA and even intuniv. Nothing really ever worked, so I was prescribed Ritalin last November, as a senior in high school. I switched to Concerta, and life began to get really good for me, only on 36mg. It was God-sent. I finally knew where I was going and didn't have to use GPS to places I go to almost every day like I did unmedicated, didn't have to ask for someone's name a third or fourth time, could finally focus long enough to ACTUALLY hold a full conversation and form meaningful relationships (very big deal for severe ADHD, in my experience at least), I did well in school and actually began to enjoy learning and my classes, got into new hobbies, and ran my first half marathon. Because of having such severe ADHD, I had been a very lonely child for my whole life. I craved companionship, but couldn't pay attention long enough to even hold a conversation, or remember details about people to ask about; just get this blank stare on my face where I look mentally absent, but really there's a million things going on in my brain like a split screen television. For a few months I thought my life was finally normal and everything would be different. They were different. But it didn't last. I began to get anxiety, and physical shaking from the medication and I lacked personality, really dulled out. I get poor sleep and dark circles, and dropped to 105 pounds (I'm 5'7....I was originally 130 and wanting to gain a bit of weight). The positive effects dulled out, and I didn't really feel them anymore because maybe a tolerance building up?? I'm a freshman in college now in a Pre-Med program, and I know I can't stay on Concerta any longer but I am terrified of going through college without it. I stopped it for about a week and a half, and took a full dose three days ago. I got a rush again, the way I used to feel when I first started taking it but still not as good, that's just the only thing I can compare it to. But that rush confirmed to me that I can't be reliant on an artificial feeling from a substance. ***Is there anything I can do to wean off Concerta more easily?*** With just starting college its going to be a lot for me, and I am in a new state so I dont have much support. I've heard horror stories about the withdrawals, and I'm not on a very high dose but I have experienced some withdrawal symptoms and I'm scared they'll get worse.",4.6293172690763065,5.957582232931732,5.870060240963856,77.61585341365465,70.0441767068273,9.388755020080325,30.700803212851405,9.725611199111238,2.988957429718877,2024,84,381,48,36,678,249,498,0.106,0.789,0.105,-0.3739,3,2,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,3,5,23,13,0,2,26,0,39,12,3,5,1,72,79,38,0,7,16,1,4,3,0,2,8,1,0,2,14,26,1,3,11,1,2,10,12,5,1,7,28,9,43,8,62,43,15,74,0,3,3,0,15,30,0,5,33,257,57,12,0.0,0.0,0.14452357892875672,0.0,0.2669799153100713,0.0,0.06564055850172787,0.0,0.07415004121593352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161525175465455,0.0,0.0,0.05035631022869203,0.0,0.05664778964439535,0.0,0.07343736812941662,0.0,0.0,0.060936563351056426,0.0,0.1384528781937422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027997473209924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084305349014544,0.0,0.0,0.08266391379486697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059122630567595126,0.0,0.0,0.09551181354140834,0.076341951221418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473227469647025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678565374547556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302619356050126,0.0,0.09781820829333307,0.06698215976307377,0.06239003495891745,0.0,0.06655106250991999,0.07243477959939003,0.0,0.0,0.11232520393087993,0.0,0.0,0.2433533594607757,0.0,0.1259732113330902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343946360340106,0.0,0.2104206502814636,0.1242186884138405,0.11844856040960468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647506950149875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040695758313809366,0.12072071752553412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691040102309567,0.10853077509988536,0.0,0.0,0.1310632434019451,0.06218306718096945,0.0,0.0,0.06295437558854981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439283960834515,0.0,0.0,0.07459724522697668,0.07462464381158776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059105734669579885,0.0,0.05443502269549661,0.0,0.0,0.14303525225000796,0.0,0.0,0.0725529476772298,0.07105264894481711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112636211297154,0.0,0.0,0.08222338776664216,0.0,0.0,0.05133671272194409,0.06465730965388229,0.07736613734823512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753351287812495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237190551892629,0.0,0.0,0.07950162593482131,0.08388383325571659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741366309042171,0.1498844249075442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509651259600928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410314095401037,0.0,0.062742039306123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482546545054726,0.0789270883210732,0.05913615666369385,0.061908834136936375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840306802403496,0.0,0.07696595314623465,0.055676131111701485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758591755166806,0.0,0.0,0.058787161131607577,0.04317895408771042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227190042550309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279102672706773,0.0,0.18329618167709727,0.08735281979993773,0.05877717589850594,0.0593981731904395,0.0901725406491343,0.06657954019943775,0.0,0.0,0.08267380446656962,0.0,0.07138123283024261,0.0,0.05390903671707256,0.0,0.0754629330128522,0.052602756129369814,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amethespian,2019/09/12,"Adderall is changing my taste buds... Hello everyone! For a little back of background, I'm currently taking 10mg Adderall XR (I take it around 7-8am) and 5mg Adderall IR (4-5pm). I used to take Ritalin but have since switched to Adderall. Anyway, we all know that a lack of appetite is a well known side effect of stimulants. I, of course, experienced this and have lost much needed weight as a result. However, I've noticed another odd side effect that I heard is common- my taste buds are different. Maybe it's just because I don't want to eat or it's the appetite suppression or maybe I'm just having really specified cravings, but I really really don't like to eat anymore. I mean don't get me wrong, my appetite for the most part is back to normal, I'm just so picky now it's unreal. When I'm actually wanting food, I usually want a specific dish or snack because everything else is gross. Even the things I used to love eating... I don't particularly enjoy. Probably going to switch to a different medication when I see my doctor because I don't think Adderall is a good fit for me for other reasons. Just wondering if anyone else experiences the same thing...",3.7533418723800622,5.725497561946902,5.495850023288308,76.84591290172335,73.38053097345133,9.005682347461576,29.59385188635305,9.549672527348893,3.0479150442477865,923,40,167,24,19,315,130,226,0.105,0.81,0.085,-0.3231,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,3,14,8,0,0,11,0,15,13,0,7,1,36,38,12,0,7,10,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,10,4,9,1,8,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,6,19,5,18,36,6,14,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,6,9,100,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.11157530894550008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989112127245807,0.0,0.0,0.11339045293395668,0.07994629371040572,0.11715060302490515,0.0,0.1017831585018486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583444192188402,0.0,0.20909424220579467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095218244714145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389132829544601,0.0,0.11702760040028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509823948689798,0.1910258842224778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551775905164962,0.0,0.0,0.1092528166603666,0.10275770106490388,0.1118424131495548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825537914026098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973576927385869,0.0,0.06497970569976197,0.09589949708767773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628360000532924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585872723616786,0.11459457163368007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481110056910792,0.0,0.10319258014637483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297314839324828,0.12454527329504103,0.0,0.11518135302732994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405001481037698,0.08477859352112943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202486974093176,0.0,0.13017213760985416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238145974630116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232733982223565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973944433872247,0.1175563095686081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911108795368816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457980722168076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789901865385684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191933356839896,0.07326180420191493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749895060462827,0.12592479962426273,0.0,0.20231476265702994,0.0,0.0,0.1392302786286165,0.10280167184156952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399236596433318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500831722645622,0.0,0.0 adhd,Grace-I-Guess,2019/09/12,"I fucking hate my stupid brain I just got back from a cross country meet, I'm exhausted, it's 12am, I still need to shower and do most of my homework. Why am I still up on a school night? Because I've been trying to write a textual analysis of the wine chapter in a Tale of Two Cities (that book can suck my ass, it's so fucking boring.) My teacher told us if we spend more than 30 minutes on it, she'll excuse it, but I've done NOTHING. I typed the intro, and I need to do a thesis. I can't focus, everything is so scattered, I'm exhausted, on the verge of having a mental break down, I have SO MUCH shit to do tomorrow, and I just can't force myself to work. I turned off my TV, shut down my phone, I've tried everything I can (I have to type up the assignment.) I want to email my teacher but she's a total bitch and she wouldn't understand. I have a 504, but none of my teachers ever care. It's making me so mad and so overwhelmed. School is NOT designed for ADHD kids. Fuck highschool.",1.154527313544527,2.7971485734597192,3.1694886505362945,92.1186081317037,79.85308056872037,6.1482664005986525,22.479670740833125,7.0608816371341465,0.6013260663507111,763,24,173,9,19,258,122,211,0.174,0.784,0.042,-0.9840000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,1,11,14,9,1,12,0,18,9,3,1,2,23,34,14,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,6,6,1,0,1,3,1,1,5,13,0,1,4,0,29,1,24,28,5,19,0,1,0,4,12,11,7,2,6,115,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562703672821335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876773147997324,0.0,0.09415542082606272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242485088374127,0.0,0.0,0.15747898347949627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806291446173226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397150023368007,0.0,0.0,0.2776315928593268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283784188403916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353319863792915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249409515710874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310110150926542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556561078561503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354350695777116,0.229055493804576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494722692528098,0.0,0.14820544826375795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126370193239435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854766734652806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466987716037256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759007451240685,0.0,0.20973203263755053,0.1680046256751967,0.15088183278192954,0.16079495750332867,0.1857924912501928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110261199133936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937322173905015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244637702847984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goose341197,2019/09/12,"Can ADHD come and go? I've realized for some reason that from about 10:00 PM to 7:00 It doesn't feel like I have ADHD, I don't take any medication and I can sort of get things done in those hours, I'm also a night owl.",3.077482993197279,2.787212938775511,4.747346938775512,90.11789115646263,72.6734693877551,8.165986394557821,20.41496598639456,7.793537801064563,0.3055251700680266,170,2,43,2,3,58,41,49,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6165460313162903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512951909546653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443437563743658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209591060674622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262496951756962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296982558031483,0.1832495131109701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401495027756855,0.0,0.14577952429944693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526089125661112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253169523741155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25840503079644345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407155743210249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637331564179889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286224753703451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041265377392534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itsmerjm,2019/09/12,"Trouble with stimulants? I tried Vyvanse and had only negative symptoms (wild anxiety, no sleep, no appetite, but no focus and somehow oversharing more and my shopping addiction became uncontrollable because I use it to cope with my anxiety), and now I’m on Concerta and I can’t sleep at all, but no positive side effects at all. I kind of feel like maybe I don’t actually have adhd, all my “symptoms” are just me having a shit personality. Has anyone else had trouble with stimulants? Did anything work for you? I’ve only had my diagnosis for 5 weeks (23 F) and I just want to get my brain together.",3.97699115044248,6.245006389380535,5.9426637168141605,72.58319911504425,73.60176991150442,9.47575221238938,33.42389380530973,9.888512548439397,3.93719185840708,474,25,81,14,10,164,76,113,0.214,0.7090000000000001,0.077,-0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,1,1,1,0,10,7,4,4,3,23,15,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,13,2,11,11,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.18116829579627766,0.20238665828812527,0.22311605541959548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840445437781526,0.0,0.0,0.12981128104084014,0.1902210740182252,0.15277470175901042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317093921960028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072475716014334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508733170735758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387056848884308,0.13262889207345002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699482456921392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332662791464436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069955095234168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651107412629944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823914353202404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210302412370292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056776834793365,0.0,0.0,0.3715695351388265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859243085230574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604463401993166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034259120927485,0.0,0.0,0.10950158869201068,0.0,0.14891778753456927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515591549065456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway223344567,2019/09/12,"Advice dating a female with adult ADHD I recently started dating a girl, who I really like. I found her to be sweet and there was a certain quirkiness about her that I couldn't put my finger until she told me she was diagnosed with a pretty bad case of ADHD. I didn't really know what it was until I started researching it a little, and things just started to click (history of alcohol and substance abuse, constantly losing things, bad driving history, broken relationships, extremely emotional in a good and bad way). Because she had previous abuse with ADHD meds which she broke, she refuses to take any medication. She has pretty good coping mechanisms for remembering things including calendars, lists, and taking notes. And also I think I'm pretty understanding and patient when her attention gets drawn elsewhere or she gets distracted. She's a really sweet girl, but the parts that really worry me is the impulsivity, the sudden change in emotions, and refusal to seek help. I guess my questions are: Is there a real tie between alcohol addiction and ADHD? (She seems to drink a lot) Is hyperfocus dating a real thing? Should the refusal to seek any professional help or meds be worrisome? I'm not questioning whether I like her or whether she is a good person, just trying to understand what it is I'm up against. Thanks!",7.085946652719662,8.493272937238494,7.713449267782426,66.36632452928872,64.39748953974896,11.498012552301256,34.18436192468619,11.333407214811013,4.533093933054394,1068,46,165,33,16,354,132,239,0.107,0.733,0.16,0.9058,0,0,3,0,2,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,0,1,15,0,16,7,1,0,1,41,35,19,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,4,13,12,3,3,10,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,7,4,27,9,21,24,2,19,0,2,1,0,28,4,0,8,14,116,40,2,0.0,0.2066758022604018,0.0,0.09507942023701847,0.4192716135401561,0.08522745780045791,0.0,0.186416929631427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974741551109885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862112221246142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846769379896191,0.05316668292116264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226403747350392,0.0,0.0,0.0942506089733626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852343448147901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543947099024607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621480592656687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562895538877746,0.0,0.0,0.09113458134086178,0.0,0.0,0.2194604829934623,0.0,0.0,0.09607937512961298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691945360907152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047932190608761374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521965620905303,0.08741436192017936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975735307131682,0.0,0.07414878737723328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375688434350505,0.08786196707617668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444752817987777,0.0,0.0,0.07615453351874138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661931784954441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087677189734875,0.1954060350568232,0.0,0.0,0.19854411496850533,0.2234938129177343,0.0,0.08611628052927603,0.09363843422279257,0.09879987623285548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939909495770879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519795669673456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115268221449494,0.0,0.0,0.0802977095818163,0.0,0.0,0.23177243769751876,0.055885141644434526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333959558640565,0.0,0.05921462821695018,0.0,0.0,0.1815919773051433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922880701441253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857311250746773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CaneToadsCoder,2019/09/12,"I just had the weirdest couple of weeks. About 3 weeks ago I came down with a serious throat infection. I was spiking a massive fever and near delirium. I got lost walking the dog around the block. I was so sick I didn't even realize I was sick, if that makes any sense. When I finally realized I was seriously ill I got to the doctors. Turns out I had a yeast infection in my throat. It has been gradually started clearing over the last few days. My mind is clear. As long as I can recall, self regulation has been near impossible. Sitting down with a book would be a near impossibility, in spite of being a voracious reader as a youth. I can say 'i want to do this' and do it. I believe ADHD as a stand alone mental disorder. For all criteria I was the perfect patient for ADHD. From fine motor control issues to perseveration to focus issues and self motivation issues. I had a perfect overlap with the symptom cluster. I will be honest, I never had a formal diagnosis as I could never get through the process of family doctor, referal, waiting period, examination, etc. Too much work for such an ephemeral benefit. Today I can self regulate. Today I can cease an episode of perseveration. Today I can focus on a task without a looming deadline. Today I am present. I don't believe that all people with ADHD are suffering just from an infectious disease, but by God, I must have been facing a chronic infectious disease, as today I am better. I know this is cruel to you with primary ADHD (just born with it), but please, I think some subset of people with ADHD are curable. I was. I can sit today and do something just because I want it done. I don't know what process you should take to rule out such an infection. But give it a shot. I have no words for the difference I find in myself in just days.",3.1587931034482746,5.386541416666668,5.130560344827586,77.64859913793106,75.92528735632183,7.798275862068966,28.69109195402299,8.660442795831766,2.5260298850574707,1415,62,255,30,32,486,182,348,0.091,0.826,0.083,-0.3935,0,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,0,9,13,12,2,0,27,0,44,14,3,3,9,55,60,16,0,7,10,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,3,10,15,0,3,9,1,0,2,7,6,0,0,19,1,40,6,48,33,6,42,0,2,0,0,7,15,0,2,22,197,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029261014331392,0.0,0.0741906374750938,0.0,0.0,0.08668286051116236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691552360362542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450636451007954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101974320064241,0.0,0.0,0.1885913863351192,0.0,0.07402149578116621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572487351216412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387114759979047,0.06682371008313231,0.09260701277510223,0.0,0.10795280379664736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744354374590119,0.0959218112947168,0.1713309192110702,0.0,0.08564912391268756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334213664558133,0.055279810193592835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789002716117872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168386783112326,0.07649578574970486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372722428069759,0.08028794595341493,0.0,0.0,0.1338772003983544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206775277735395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199325297496938,0.06822265984706957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406751099846089,0.0,0.0,0.09136306527309483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586711499514683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843449541275273,0.0,0.0845081707927093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061525512989713274,0.0,0.12910160880131386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604725887932632,0.0,0.0,0.09187206335077182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655768592815596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619366611886816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443256062400024,0.0,0.0,0.059239807543645474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699123313594354,0.06292828326887719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362842702935785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759988909043543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103621207644734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873105186991638,0.0,0.13427028759174045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067906928754102,0.0,0.060931014162570976,0.0,0.0,0.059454582643170426,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Skelekin,2019/09/12,"Trouble with time and false preconceptions in my head I was having a pretty good day; I felt pretty on top of what I had to do for my one class and was getting outside more than usual. I was actually excited to go to the class and just work on my project since it’s a studio art class and that’s mostly what it is For the past few days, I was completely sure this class was at 4:00 PM. I was CERTAIN it was a 4:00 class. I get to the lab. I wait outside because it looks like the previous class isn’t done yet. After about 20 minutes I realize something is wrong and check my schedule out of curiosity. It’s a 1:00-4:50 class. How did I screw this up so badly? I’d gone to this class on time before so what happened? Where on earth did I get 4:00 from and why was I so, SO sure of it? By the time I stepped in there were only about 40 minutes to do anything. My mood was completely shattered and I felt like a complete idiot, I still do. Has anything like this happened to anyone else? I feel like I can’t trust myself on anything and today made me more paranoid than I already am that I’m not perceiving things correctly.",3.1915677859126497,4.222394579399142,4.391345619792983,87.99048220146429,73.16309012875536,7.1990911386013625,27.01060338298409,7.510576382923642,1.3061943448624078,879,31,190,10,17,289,124,233,0.085,0.765,0.15,0.9274,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,12,16,2,0,10,0,24,2,1,2,4,25,38,13,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,10,0,1,5,1,1,3,3,5,0,1,18,4,25,10,30,20,4,27,0,0,1,1,0,12,1,1,16,129,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.1237884045996019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399833765514028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869725968579935,0.12997397348384554,0.3131630152638957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591539515879657,0.07732727159274118,0.0,0.1079409687903611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990029897770668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361696971999146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981274798720155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059678421176466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413974288944158,0.090622472775518,0.24359395585049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882343985853104,0.0,0.07209242058970433,0.106396709617774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434807104324214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301858561580993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24789221891044286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652300111162616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002960654657005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595760877040608,0.09647600066347384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109375729995428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581064064773406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049325657617366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765619742917662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130347645430747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391113780225564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427425434892917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219037424238708,0.0,0.12024003913561157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397085985450969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446341459277555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234913359013064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386917974719894,0.0,0.0 adhd,bananayeetee,2019/09/12,"Blurting random shit Does anyone else speak extremely loud without realizing until someone tells you or have random moments where you have to scream or say/do random shit kind of subconsciously or without thinking similar to turrets? It happens to me all the time, I know I am loud, I try to be quieter but it is very very temporary",9.506994535519127,8.67326286885246,9.169508196721313,65.53765027322407,59.65573770491803,11.4120218579235,43.284153005464475,10.504223727775694,4.836044808743169,269,14,42,5,3,87,45,61,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,13,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,8,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,6,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597773681589487,0.2341323676286547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996796640413972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088823017777296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206793575024665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379548183761325,0.12558144034191612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817178933102184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691181881639026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936131919522032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972514073608053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464180228837124,0.0,0.0,0.13324423653636952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514121525329205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770843196430863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44054507907580703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shleigh3000,2019/09/12,"My GP distracted me from my narrow depression goggles by telling me how the world is going to end (in a few billion years or so) My GP is well known in my community, he doesn’t own a computer and it’s often you trying to get out the door as opposed to him rushing you out. He is a talker. He frequently goes on tangents - last time I learnt about (oh damn I wished I remembered it - so good!) There’s no appointment times, you walk in, put your name down, and you usually have to wait an hour ( if not more) so I walk down the street to the cafe, return and then still usually wait a while. He works 6 days a week as the only doctor and then makes house calls. He relies on his receptionists who are usually young and exasperated by his refusal to get a computer but seem to really like him. Anyway, today I had to go see him to get doctors certificates for the rest of the week off work and a new mental health plan. I was feeling pretty sorry for myself but hey, there’s no greater feeling than looking after your own health. With a room full of other patients in the waiting room, he took time to distract me from my very narrow depression goggles by talking about how the world is going to be engulfed by the sun. He went on a side tangent about how the sun is a medium sized sun and will inevitable become a red dwarf and how this will lead to the death of the human race in a week. The sun also apparently has gold in it - interesting, really? Isn’t it gaseous? This bit lost me. Further clarification required. He then talked about possible solutions to the problem of the world ending by sun engulfment and decided that he thinks human DNA will be frozen and taken in space ships guarded by human cyborgs. This was the sweetest way anyone has ever tried to distract me from my depression goggles and he did it by talking about how the world was going to end. Stella job! This is in comparison to last week when I went to a different GP who told me that if I couldn’t handle the pressure at work maybe I had to pick a different career. I hope all your GP’s try and distract you from your stuff by talking about how the world will end in a few billion years or so.",6.582859880964392,5.894134204176339,7.050047412488652,77.89366891960053,65.42691415313226,10.094260062544137,32.66024412387774,9.43228470229965,2.7488322606678097,1706,60,339,28,23,560,208,431,0.10800000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9703,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,9,0,7,25,16,1,5,36,0,25,4,0,9,2,54,50,36,1,6,7,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,3,3,15,15,0,7,8,0,0,12,6,11,1,2,12,5,37,5,65,31,10,78,0,4,3,0,40,32,1,7,34,233,52,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705117183381335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165243868394101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973798777822828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626180921437848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003423863253332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056864131028667074,0.0,0.22782918764639545,0.0,0.0,0.1842435195493211,0.0,0.18049709681709705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123795507099121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975730264401754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916558594263184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819987199413836,0.0,0.20044242880686133,0.07395512148988181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874470255801136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757543823877746,0.08683240018845964,0.10173951811324053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874978516019434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374512313642862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307675310584885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404290524564391,0.0,0.09625097509567926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058855996982938974,0.0,0.08858138113458704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888573960922649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515779382763636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705935151149839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994015302721859,0.0,0.08970338799443367,0.0,0.0843694161758867,0.0,0.08863796976507059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297144611948436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988254035972093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026226799750193,0.0802691623615757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870217764192564,0.0,0.0,0.07041487406368194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093670649466163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834796742196757,0.07706687207804684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564975395581791,0.0,0.0,0.15424272319108726,0.0,0.0835774596241536,0.08425284359773128,0.09796317235134502,0.17959053345853945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913294898602129,0.07275175503061045,0.0,0.06998742685036803,0.28290745430775593,0.0,0.07927789364166668,0.16347404991096745,0.0,0.0,0.10139431394547796,0.0,0.0,0.1925724419113759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135607235374318 adhd,campal117,2019/09/12,"Tricking my mind with sweets while studying I'm brainstorming some ideas to help me study, and one idea that I came up with was to combine 25 minutes of study with a five-minute break with a reward of a fruit burst to try trick my brain into thinking I've been rewarded for doing the work. I have a major sweet tooth so I'm trying to spin my bad habits into good ones. What are everyone's thoughts on this? maybe there's a way to improve on this or will it not work the way I intend it to? Would it be better to eat the sweet while studying or at the end? Thanks in advance for all of your replies.",4.167459999999998,4.5079274560000036,4.380550000000003,91.486025,70.44,7.21,26.025,6.6274283507984215,0.7778199999999997,472,13,106,3,8,147,85,125,0.035,0.727,0.23800000000000002,0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,6,2,11,2,0,9,0,8,4,2,1,1,20,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,4,4,8,8,23,7,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,3,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447442966282927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421741824004727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990065116141566,0.0,0.2252986129049225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015650562987784,0.0,0.0,0.17447043559175388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822781822861048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652218556721464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203503992588747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447446699199643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789812894919656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889891686626526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669645646224824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813575237195573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622017432545174,0.0,0.15638426030554453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674800663014726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127153956340526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28681517081290275,0.0,0.0,0.139932647689999,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,melodious78,2019/09/12,"Question! What's your ""alphabet soup""? You know, all the other glorious subtitles you possess to go with your ADHD? Mine: ADHD, HBP, GAD(withPD), MDD, & ASD traits. I was just thinking about it and was curious about everyone else! High Blood pressure Generalized Anxiety with Panic Disorder Major Depressive Disorder Autism Spectrum Disorder traits",6.733662337662338,10.688048236363636,6.568831168831168,61.96181818181819,75.72727272727272,11.142857142857144,38.766233766233775,10.290406445055957,6.355623376623377,283,17,33,11,7,89,46,55,0.272,0.635,0.094,-0.8845,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,9,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,5,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46696872921095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050009806145087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862211439461773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733132987706842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6679781512074888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229431375502296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564092481882766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041264682501394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526534067210853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677009086247903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279433368980372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763578769421196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448547782725625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jasper7k,2019/09/12,"I don't know what to do anymore. I have tried so many things and never stuck with any of them so now all I do is go on youtube and watch people doing things I want to be doing and its fucking hurts. I'm lost in my search for a plan. I am a senior in college majoring in communications and I have very little interest in it. All of my interests involve talent, something that I never really had. I was good at football but was too small to play in college. I loved film growing up but anxiety and insecurity about my skills took that away from me in high school. I love graphic design, animation, music production, songwriting, screenwriting, and filmmaking. I have attempted all of them and never stuck with them due to a lack of instant gratification (the devil). Sometimes I feel like God has cursed me by making me a creative wannabe. If only he made me like numbers I could be doing really well in college. But no, I love all things creative and long for a career doing any of them. Now, as I venture into senior year, I am starting to think maybe I am just lazy. I just want fucking something to identify myself with. My younger brother produces and I can see him enjoying it. I am super proud of him but when it stares me in the face every day I sometimes have to go to my room and just cry. I can't even enjoy the things I love anymore without thinking about how I am not good at any of them, is that selfish? I just watched a Post Malone music video, an artist I love, but I felt jealousy and self-hatred the entire time. When I watch a movie or TV show all I think is why can't I do that? Now, because I have tried and failed, every time I have free time I think to myself ""I could design something in photoshop right now,"" or ""You should go storyboard that one movie idea you had,"" or ""You should go learn some EDM production techniques."" Every fucking time I go back to youtube or Reddit and just lay in my bed fantasizing about what could be instead of actually fucking doing it. What is wrong with me? I have heard a couple of times that people with ADHD just try a lot of things but I don't want to try a lot of things. I still want to search for my one thing. The thought that I can never have a hobby because of something I have no control over pains me.",4.564900662251656,5.265944949227375,5.407167770419427,83.190619205298,69.70640176600442,7.982604856512141,28.78653421633554,8.021203637495839,1.7875787196467994,1774,62,357,22,30,580,202,453,0.09699999999999999,0.708,0.19399999999999998,0.9937,0,1,4,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,5,9,24,31,4,1,17,0,45,11,1,5,9,75,81,30,0,11,19,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,22,19,0,1,10,6,1,7,12,12,1,2,12,8,66,20,56,61,10,54,1,3,5,9,19,22,4,8,26,269,88,10,0.0,0.0,0.07208492454599551,0.0,0.08877548883060225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069918072148175,0.0,0.056509140895640464,0.0,0.14651525182821687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940181437874693,0.05680025714612835,0.0,0.09005900926084598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828497168024684,0.17693377350667824,0.08173400430823026,0.08114099333554531,0.04763902142070238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878939627924177,0.0,0.18671199519571474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03735009382776888,0.052771615672117286,0.07092526955226468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731606645765171,0.0,0.0,0.20990563354282546,0.12391465597358703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780460438493929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907767388724954,0.08338845751523291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059615308639871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217675982454716,0.07403556510544315,0.0,0.06537122925830614,0.0,0.0,0.08063610893895408,0.12560058221026826,0.3333456758426493,0.06989608727231998,0.049307745502934285,0.07489098613522012,0.0742107588212082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788752457854874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011030940112546,0.05618026382051208,0.07860120947007047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242212628362904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074552947417385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464400570723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308322905956562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475878704475147,0.058863568820082375,0.0,0.0770608745944241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747008157672555,0.14611551698995626,0.0,0.052284449523814204,0.0,0.05899141749242055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34352428241509875,0.18932760941143775,0.0,0.058643276147128665,0.21536635547352104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207053518030485,0.2006072396457587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609491845492145,0.17427803742010814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641658291550354,0.0,0.06665476165466118,0.0,0.0,0.07120652312526346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076352375858149,0.0,0.047568842109121975 adhd,shnanogans,2019/09/12,"Empathy Quotient Test Has anyone taken this? I read about the empathy quotient in a National Geographic [article](https://www.nationalgeographic.com/magazine/2017/08/science-good-evil-charlottesville/) and decided to take the test. Now, this test used to be used to assist in diagnoses of autism spectrum disorder, I don’t think it is anymore but there is a trend that people on the spectrum have lower scores. My score was 20 and the test was like “yeah so you might be autistic”. I know I’m not autistic but I know there is some overlap between ASD and ADHD so I was wondering if anyone else has tried this and had similar results? Here’s the [test](https://psychology-tools.com/test/empathy-quotient) if you’d like to try for yourself.",6.360714285714287,9.520646738095241,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428574,69.71428571428572,8.644444444444442,32.72222222222222,9.2995712137729,3.5511555555555554,603,28,91,14,12,186,82,126,0.04,0.8759999999999999,0.084,0.7193,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,1,15,1,0,3,0,19,24,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,8,2,11,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,3,61,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627104718225016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216788955172247,0.30569546262359515,0.22397791145926646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187081108223214,0.0,0.0,0.2505304877942803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260929725523645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833483440381928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026980131547096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135903826371251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318963054025516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515472653289443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865562082695866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435733740441555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400677885660922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968253020769617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775943215795263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370585421543276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BananaCuntSmasher,2019/09/12,I feel like shit when my Adderall wore off on my first day of being medicated. Will this happen everyday or is it because it's the first day? I was diagnosed with ADHD yesterday and today is the first day I took medication. I was prescribed 25mg Adderall XR. The effects wrote of about an hour ago and I currently feel like shit. I feel sluggish and weird. Will this happen everyday or is it because it's my first day?,3.3385714285714267,5.223287228915666,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,74.30120481927709,8.11635111876076,28.72461273666093,8.841846274778883,2.4057070567986227,332,14,64,7,7,111,47,83,0.141,0.8,0.059000000000000004,-0.7882,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,2,5,2,0,4,0,8,5,2,1,0,11,16,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,5,3,9,2,6,8,0,19,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,18,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837452487378886,0.0,0.13552863032995655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864018466774992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944081392682399,0.0,0.0,0.15518112805768264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191882256584515,0.21845069569768247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201959635913354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704019803080749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505668193947266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938962163714506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804315815606315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31388079114848033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492277354291594,0.0,0.16986750621595478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,khmr1,2019/09/12,"Moving to Chicago area in 3 1/2 weeks, worrying about my prescriptions Someone please help me feel better. We’re in the process of moving to the Chicago area, and I’m really worried about continuing my adderall prescription. My current psychiatrist doesn’t think I’ll have a problem, as long as I provide supporting documentation, but I’m still really worried. I know some doctors refuse to prescribe it, and others insist on changing medications. I’m not even against trying something else, but the week after a big move is the absolute worst time to start messing with my meds. I am the most stable I have ever been, and it terrifies me to think that could be in danger, especially since my husband is going to be working in our current town for a while, and I’ll be alone in Chicago with our six year old (who has ADHD herself) and our two pets. This is the kind of crap that makes me want to change meds. I hate this so much. I wish I could just be normal.",7.326739130434781,7.005355586956526,7.490347826086958,74.13291304347828,63.78260869565217,10.18608695652174,35.791304347826085,9.642632912329526,3.3539800000000004,764,32,139,13,10,248,117,184,0.188,0.733,0.08,-0.9772,2,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,2,7,9,3,0,9,0,15,3,1,1,1,26,29,11,0,6,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,6,0,2,1,1,19,3,24,22,4,28,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,2,14,95,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175904359640202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307837072870952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168073573149301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26716623082770197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016419967641628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292486926204063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548727696697828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340401404166907,0.11422374404298892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384886855823389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717654807910787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467126795233785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464004661659348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149687546630567,0.0693979097973861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175016169037263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429011653992306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805280253524512,0.1272096432133207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026337626080154,0.09282728597193517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372353107695565,0.0,0.0,0.13250527230647127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138612973432984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082894329242652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179109771694622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445669559898177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699312568879864,0.09721332566456008,0.0,0.0,0.08937870305438647,0.0,0.10084406424535224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143296348542397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618249435128345,0.0,0.0,0.0736324689619455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573301940709806,0.0,0.12335316580301625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448077342947973,0.0,0.2025817547575161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452110061346396,0.0,0.0,0.09193032940943817,0.3847177936705916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131751318478922 adhd,frivfriv34,2019/09/12,"Need help on social situations So someone in my grade is hosting this huge party, and in his instagram story he said ""who wants to come to my party on Friday"". Instead of dming him, there was a question answer box and said ""I want to"" Is it ok to ask him at school to come to the party? I am not so close to him and his friends but they think I'm pretty funny and cool. Keep in mind he invited alot of other people",3.144137931034482,3.7857320919540287,4.848908045977012,86.12439655172415,72.9080459770115,7.179310344827586,23.69540229885057,7.1686216300943375,0.8158367816091947,320,8,69,3,6,109,61,87,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,18,15,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,10,3,15,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,2,0,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117896200480549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902980699896139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750286226840156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184878723437412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013642006555538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874654580576465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798074376756908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570582428294814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304783910454418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537829978308589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309936212444853,0.0,0.0,0.22927631275291735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546468249901773,0.0,0.23093478101300136,0.1919514110366037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516131783342826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672450115434466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NRMZ32,2019/09/12,"How to ask for a second opinion from a different psychiatrist I am a 29 year old Male. Been struggling with ADD all my life, but was always told that I have a ""learning disability"" and not ADD since I was not a hyper kid.anyways 2 months ago I go to see a psychiatrist no big deal. Told me before then prescribe me medication I need to get my sleep in order.(only getting 3 to 4 hours a night) Due to some side effects from Add/adhd medications reducing sleep. Fast forward 2 months.(this past monday) I go to see the same psychiatrist. After talking for about 20 mins. She tells me I do have attention deficit disorder but it more the likely anxiety and or stress, since I was able to sit and talk to here And told me to take a coping class and walked me to the door. I was so dumbfounded on how the session just ended like that. So has anyone asked for a second opinion before and how to go about it? I dont want to get flagged as a drug seeker. I never once asked for in medication. But what she ""diagnosed"" with just seems every wrong. Thanks for the help in advance",3.9591054502369687,5.41928160189574,5.044120260663507,82.38712825829386,71.8436018957346,8.118601895734598,27.405509478672986,8.660442795831766,1.9615139810426536,842,30,167,15,16,277,125,211,0.133,0.8170000000000001,0.051,-0.9462,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,15,0,11,8,2,4,2,33,30,17,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,3,0,2,8,2,20,3,29,22,4,28,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,5,18,109,25,3,0.11539181293495912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867853512012093,0.0,0.1022878798232524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601523220728908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827442105396263,0.0,0.0,0.08068463859741125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236273050333379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637986759807624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896389229843993,0.0,0.1171202611504033,0.0,0.12055988462159717,0.13224901470130251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523834536639298,0.0,0.1338178685285613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220289615573658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722257920578592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808623789112176,0.0,0.19673947948892967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734469985527911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136376918302918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150465001729207,0.11274922226882313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487353350926389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210464418257323,0.0,0.0,0.08556156716691955,0.08899727981506092,0.0,0.0,0.10828739958367586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108429668299402,0.12288851479435944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015454230220943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390467016155707,0.10504837268258184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190906600171782,0.0,0.2309502950444829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218093184875604,0.12063257712828394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676028263878123,0.18549513654586494,0.10085753060518923,0.10623727797150917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33078546680057874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806108096782151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261628329341094,0.0,0.07430854426091711 adhd,timesnewcomicpapyrus,2019/09/12,"ADHD and CF I am a senior in high school who was recently diagnosed with ADHD (predominantly inattentive type.) However, I'm on anxiety meds/antidepressants and I also have Cystic Fibrosis, so I really can't take specific medication for it. How do you guys deal with ADHD when you can't take meds?",5.91209090909091,7.5980190727272765,8.437954545454549,59.05693181818182,67.36363636363636,13.5,31.931818181818183,12.602617957971056,5.392909090909091,239,10,38,11,4,87,43,55,0.036000000000000004,0.9640000000000001,0.0,-0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,5,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,25,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7163277655688605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888510357413982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199040172462672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483136071900007,0.0,0.20165700697669886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967254013926819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991735796504032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206897733165584,0.2001501795705184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272801198202211,0.0,0.1961734933265936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107575332567465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987667334334461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allstarlin,2019/09/12,Adhd and Media Treatment i’m sick and tired of media treating adhd like it’s so funny “hahaha they cant hold a conversation without getting distracted in conversation” or “medication has extreme side affects like altering personality!” or “let’s make it a big deal but then never mention it again”. idk i just wish it was better represented/better understood in media.,3.190545454545454,6.239432446153848,5.776083916083916,64.17573426573426,93.76923076923076,7.9020979020979025,28.98601398601399,8.296473431620573,3.773,299,15,40,9,11,105,50,65,0.081,0.672,0.247,0.8897,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,1,13,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956025356680532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915441679986972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554656199840821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294625869739808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25338703292560955,0.0,0.24212010395027825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540499318264068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496272520693405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111467207053995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636491382470344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848037394287922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849518599059987,0.2388654024222796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beastmode2k12,2019/09/12,"What can I do, until I am able to start medication? I'm from Denmark and after talking to my university's psychologist and doctor, they said I most likely have ADD. (I do have a lot of hyperactivity symptoms too, but they didn't show in early childhood) And after reading about it, I am almost certain that is the case. (Just reading some of the posts here, it is like reading my own autobiography) But I can't start medication before I get diagnosed by a psychiatrist, but the waiting list is so long, won't be able to see one (that is experienced with ADHD) until sometime in 2020. But the problem is I'm struggling with school now, the only reason I sought help was because I failed my exams. A bit over 6 months ago when I got distracted it wasn't too hard to get back to work, but I was also very motivated back then. But then I began to struggle, more than usual, with school work, when I get distracted now instead of being able to go back to work, I begin to feel guilty and start to self loathe. This got even worse after I was told it was likely ADD, somehow knowing that there might be a cure, makes it almost impossible to motivate myself to get back to work. Probably doesn't help that I'm currently also dealing with depression and gender identity issues. But what can I do now? I can't wait 6 months for help, I need help now. Is self medication an option? Some secret technique that can help me? Is there a way to get to a psychiatrist earlier? Any help is appreciated, I can't keep living like this.",5.73929292929293,6.0244189057239055,6.975639730639732,74.43901515151516,67.01346801346801,9.562962962962962,30.304713804713806,9.444778638647367,2.597301683501684,1193,41,228,22,18,406,150,297,0.11900000000000001,0.742,0.139,0.6438,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,7,23,12,0,4,12,0,33,6,0,4,1,41,59,21,0,2,8,0,2,4,0,2,6,1,0,2,14,11,0,3,6,4,0,1,7,7,0,1,11,5,26,5,35,43,7,36,0,2,1,0,15,3,0,9,34,163,40,14,0.2611362412787989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046116718515388,0.0,0.0771605072781532,0.0,0.17432681639254458,0.0,0.0,0.13922037186982006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059193866270952765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677302007535897,0.0,0.053062076301531313,0.0,0.07406923591175828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503104726097496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973999943485521,0.0749720873222489,0.08834926267442847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909466941294633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057492674843366474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401277661889768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273881801121387,0.0,0.049469914601927734,0.0,0.13923633826685808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797559326690956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500682360269149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085279685654256,0.0,0.07736996324470513,0.0,0.0,0.04783788296804319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010396931703686,0.0,0.07686269509563393,0.0770324520178172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400289800495861,0.0,0.0,0.058103489603247925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630672901624441,0.0,0.0923414283262618,0.0,0.0,0.13895763760244847,0.0,0.0,0.06454307135431023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058984225116519184,0.06620195958074362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336544480692817,0.0,0.09384967840461833,0.08329070522802892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612069084543257,0.0,0.0,0.08949718273805796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280012168456043,0.0,0.0,0.17618921171513094,0.06936392495869012,0.0,0.18161470090121468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860901399537106,0.0,0.18483357563799147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199753209418645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047351398988644,0.0,0.06996380635829537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083175623096554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958682255727723,0.07182158248486492,0.0,0.06909259781186314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534803916914515,0.0,0.08870671311877541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dankniss,2019/09/12,"If you're having trouble getting started... ...then the first step is too big. This is something I read in my take home notes after therapy. We often overwhelm ourselves with big picture items that we overlook the smaller and more achievable goals that will eventually add up to that main idea. Hopefully this is a helpful tip and reminder :)",5.921999999999998,8.38891386666667,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,68.66666666666666,6.8000000000000025,37.0,7.554174236665415,3.0524,272,15,42,3,5,82,51,60,0.065,0.77,0.16399999999999998,0.7713,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,8,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,32,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887106584524307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733305142139516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750621305287766,0.0,0.3404661467002382,0.33712085550499715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38316410433827897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33951206336312306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613022613326902,0.0,0.0,0.24024337263886456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520175763147923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38815659253893803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lawgirl313,2019/09/12,"Vyvanse/oral contraceptive side effects Hey! So as I’ve started back up at law school I had some difficulty in my first two weeks regulating mood. And this third week I’m getting that under control but have had a hard time eating and feeling dizzy/weak. Being weak/emotional had been affecting my focus on academics but especially my mental/physical health. Haven’t had a week where I’m 100% myself. I can’t tell if it’s the stress of being back at law school, the heat, the oral contraceptive, Vyvanse or a combo. Does anyone have advice for either adhd/law school, emotional regulation with Vyvanse, and or taking an oral contraceptive WITH Vyvanse? Ty much love",6.040892531876137,7.849315803278687,6.526174863387978,72.4170947176685,67.19672131147541,9.028779599271402,30.76867030965392,9.444778638647367,3.010013479052823,536,21,88,11,9,174,83,122,0.059000000000000004,0.831,0.11,0.7988,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,7,0,11,3,0,3,0,18,18,10,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,2,6,1,11,11,3,16,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,4,8,56,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939755522669038,0.15772155959291714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128570280745459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821854306758534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181027666348096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124522551924315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515599891298902,0.0,0.36311425923809976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816104216704091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728967145782392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432662825389972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458576657443756,0.0,0.0,0.17156429396762285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567289331573374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265669062703084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865008921465575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900466512151947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424217545797223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488707882807973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135528923140805,0.0,0.14107370821642892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941156355047539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766769408579953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388404277205322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DiscoPapi,2019/09/12,"Unable to cry I dont know if this is a symptom of ADHD or what, but I had a bad childhood boo hoo I know. But it taught me to just stop crying and to get over things quickly. However, now, even when i feel like screaming because of the pain I'm feeling. I can't cry. I try and try, and get to the verge then my brain auto shuts down and i become numb. And the urge to cry just is no longer possible. I also have a weird pain tolerance. Idk if i just don't feel pain, like physical pain, or if my brain has learned to just ignore it. I have almost no sense of danger and I don't know what I'm afraid of. Like i seriously have no idea. And the thing is, I've read and seen plenty of stuff about kids with ADHD maturing more slowly than most other people but because I had to grow up so fast it's like i have older thoughts with a child's way of processing emotions almost. It's starting to get very hard. I'm 16 and I've been experiencing what feels like new emotions sometimes and I'm trying to learn to cope with things. It's all very confusing and very annoying. I hate school and i can only do things that i feel like doing at the time. I cant make myself study or make myself excercise. I cant and wont listen in class if i don't feel like it and sometimes the littlest things play over and over in my head and idk why. I take adderall, it helps. But when im not on it i go straight back to the what seems lazy slob and i have so many ideas. People say they're good ideas. And that um good at stuff. But even things i love. Sometimes just stop mattering to me and it sucks. Just. Why can't i just get my shit together....",0.3532199440820101,2.376329913793107,2.1499471885678787,96.40058247903076,84.63218390804597,5.2564150357253805,18.3134513824169,6.5153245180268975,-0.21497368748058365,1262,31,297,13,37,415,162,348,0.245,0.632,0.12300000000000001,-0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,0,18,28,5,2,11,0,24,11,4,2,1,69,54,37,0,4,20,0,7,7,0,1,6,3,0,2,25,22,0,3,16,2,0,2,13,17,1,0,6,12,33,11,33,47,3,30,0,0,1,1,6,13,2,12,21,182,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776358054754959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800778869978948,0.0,0.0,0.05910077350352989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682739437583197,0.0617065143534308,0.09010203639036947,0.08162084595660224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500197282991155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32471903896231474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661460257538797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626346249718413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762541238453556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420763058847792,0.2111873126161476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444656151619562,0.0,0.042001183862105385,0.12397385817885433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620321170784056,0.0729646173880143,0.07584653193796108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953610177001196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250284893046481,0.0798286932209285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184664564003705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273935198365355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670098741227158,0.0,0.0986626061311554,0.07492676649952824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137666764739146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056207104838505814,0.3145550498112515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247106008969513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331533346484374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392371354268686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877119976842592,0.0,0.07479450424883348,0.0,0.0672791657310096,0.0,0.0,0.0758611005480779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927798901653733,0.0,0.052309429254328535,0.0,0.0,0.1235736284340868,0.0,0.0,0.1692041427816715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768142562265896,0.055566395608636236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945900628219473,0.0,0.0,0.05867129390858498,0.04309385003766175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052731221799076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829349119856756,0.0,0.05866132835599195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333732140624543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TorchHead77,2019/09/12,"Medication Turning You Brain to Mush? I used to take meds (Vyvanse) for my ADHD from 1st grade until I started high school. About a year and a half ago I started again, Vyvanse first, but switched to Adderall XR after 6 months. I've lowered my dosage significantly, but I feel like I'm not as sharp as I had been before the meds. I feel more sluggish, dull-witted, and slow overall, even with the meds. I do feel more focused, but I'm very slow to act. I was just wondering if this is a common side effect or if there's something I'm missing. It's a feeling that I've noticed recently, so I haven't had a chance to talk to my doctor about it. Do you guys have any suggestions?",4.2575362318840595,4.7664120000000025,5.182753623188408,85.21514492753623,70.30434782608695,7.5826086956521745,29.826086956521745,7.3871296695380915,1.6393130434782617,528,20,111,5,9,173,90,138,0.09,0.841,0.069,-0.3748,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,7,0,9,3,1,2,0,18,23,12,0,2,8,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,5,14,1,15,19,2,16,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,4,14,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530105647085827,0.0,0.14405207681449553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050989258367087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382809371987189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814108339655818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633213822415674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733391348701443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286723792765832,0.11609457101503284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822782079958468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090683862910124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716968841055038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793923955365385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415237710648998,0.16370805405781758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971102052057326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501455991404475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045541862182466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446510498162273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251053298400222,0.0,0.0,0.2300456660617839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218455325034484,0.1306164508668699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676024713144595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035331254648933,0.0,0.13408476022263938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623120771319092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046487633172512 adhd,gaymer_53,2019/09/12,Starting a Vyanse trial won't be filed until tomorrow Thank you Mr. pharmacist for yeeting around the paperwork you clearly don't want to do. I don't like my Foclian! This sucks.,4.323431372549024,6.664388794117649,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,72.82352941176471,8.062745098039215,31.92156862745098,8.841846274778883,2.9931686274509817,145,7,25,3,3,46,29,34,0.17300000000000001,0.679,0.147,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390112825787026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958100795254248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42856640306877536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574505440115407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571315769376225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Conrad_ical,2019/09/12,"Do you consider yourself or anyone else you know who has ADHD to be successful? Why or why not? I think the reason for asking this is fairly obvious, but I would like to say that I am hoping for positive responses.",4.522142857142857,5.745219309523812,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,70.19047619047619,10.361904761904762,28.285714285714285,10.504223727775694,3.2865142857142864,169,6,30,5,3,59,35,42,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,10,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34774732017680804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202323069156887,0.29647740323569044,0.0,0.0,0.2705069628930078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171816722548925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28739384565243664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902141042805715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136376571197926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975041399271542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301059425304345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540638208689167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221940210695213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554880456072047,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,happily_taylor,2019/11/01,"Has anyone had success switching from Adderall IR to a different med? Hello! My doctor started me on 5 mg of Adderall IR twice a day, but upped my dose to 10 mg of Adderall IR two times a day. I feel as if this dose only works for maybe an hour, rarely two. I’m also experiencing all the side effects really hard. -My appetite is basically gone. I’ve tried to schedule my meals but somedays I just cannot force myself to eat as I feel nauseous even thinking about it. -somedays after the time when the medication has started to wear off, I get this sudden and overwhelming wave of sadness. It never stays longer than an hour, and it always only happens hours after I’ve taken my last dose of the day. -I’ve also noticed that I just experience the crash really badly somedays. I’ll be so tired and exhausted that I cannot really get anything done afterward. My question is if anyone has been in a similar situation and improved by switching to a different medication or a different prescription? Any advice or personal experiences would be very helpful. I’m planning on seeing my psychiatrist next month (soonest appointment) but until then I wanted to see if anyone had been in a similar situation. Thank you all so much!",5.06687530325085,7.010563200873362,6.427561863173218,71.63984837457545,69.82969432314411,9.106356137797187,32.37287724405628,9.586721724236666,3.4595791363415818,979,45,160,23,18,331,137,229,0.10099999999999999,0.84,0.059000000000000004,-0.8966,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,9,6,0,1,14,0,15,11,1,1,3,24,31,21,0,5,10,0,3,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,7,6,17,2,27,21,3,31,0,2,2,0,5,7,0,6,22,108,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630551885073024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399404806287666,0.09051960220617496,0.0,0.0,0.07397897502102803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281994602966404,0.0,0.08952253406856073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083270478314608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104760863962272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409781723302708,0.0,0.11134823146771652,0.0,0.1113269982832248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131638693575524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185286963113309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282936443519215,0.0,0.0,0.11001207750787824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367356488993313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620009477935958,0.0,0.09745189544027558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291771631131212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32140021193402923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867602596162295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929128838342332,0.0,0.12083797084069875,0.21918316557433573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683284475892658,0.0,0.07997105359726507,0.0,0.0839033368049219,0.0,0.11569634089920035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385486209792998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547502039312595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949887208591787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121866476364428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907545251825047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337850676591074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445625715212401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400017306500538,0.1159525999595624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015656808168193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697063966458735,0.0,0.0,0.12686929409171746,0.1250347961969933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385931645285047,0.0,0.2125384261866229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976077069028739,0.06416546451326254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919832216832345,0.0,0.0,0.0772792518764526,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StillDreamingIO,2019/11/01,"Too much caffeine, panic attacks and now I’m just extremely emotional HELP ME!! Somebody please help me! I drank a lot of caffeine today wayyyyy more than I had been but I didn’t realize it. I usually can get by fine but I think I overdid it. Now I started feeling extremely anxious, then started having a mild panic attack. I ate and my body started to calm down now just sooo emotional...I just want to cry and cry and cry and scream and hit things. Wtf is happening?!!! Please somebody help! There’s like so much happening inside of me and it’s taking everything in me to write this out instead of freaking out externally",2.205964285714288,4.903734525000004,3.5845238095238123,84.63000000000005,82.91666666666666,6.761904761904763,28.57142857142857,7.957251820313856,2.3121428571428573,493,24,90,10,14,161,74,120,0.278,0.5529999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,11,9,2,2,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,20,20,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,2,13,3,12,14,4,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,10,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952010735793629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212794256042869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568455950126875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465317247455957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883527488649468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690487487957158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139688640606306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377316003542965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497321165023021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839378017252039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898504654517916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004642534438292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076020872907606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313444817448927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099987499253861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998343394264739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106167688178621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380953358477903,0.09047769655554412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384469642205296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551604186297036,0.0,0.0832856625349631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheg1202,2019/11/01,"Adderall Inconsistency I’ve been using Adderall XR for a while now and it is so inconsistent on a day to day. It’s as if there’s 2 modes it gives me: Mode 1: Super motivated and focused, soaking up information like a sponge, difficult subjects become easier, positive outlook and driven Mode 2: Super dysphoric, scatter brain, deer in headlight, no motivation to do anything let alone study, irritable and anxious I’ve been trying to see some sort of pattern of it’s my diet or sleep that’s causing this but I can’t see any consistent reason why it’s causing this. I’m not even talking about a euphoria I know that’s usually a one and done thing early on - but I never thought adderall would actually demotivate me and make it so on Mode 2 days I would have been better off without it.. Any experiences? Solutions? 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Not much to rant about, just fuck me and my stupid brain.",1.0377777777777766,3.3422631481481524,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,84.18518518518519,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.12313333333333355,103,3,22,1,3,34,23,27,0.23,0.701,0.068,-0.7063,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.686890311157735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568844888855251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523242121099501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,greysoul197,2019/11/01,"You know you have adhd when you.... Left your car keys in a store, but thought you left it in the car. So you call road side assistance and right when they get there the store owners hand you your keys. This is my life story, fucking hell. Embarassing af",1.1998666666666686,3.697738320000002,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,85.8,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.5476666666666663,196,4,44,2,6,58,37,50,0.11800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.5483,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,8,1,0,4,2,2,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,0,2,5,0,11,1,0,0,1,11,7,2,0,2,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37093664467204457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151655851651903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853414318217494,0.16125659226358796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696256591861252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670697034734688,0.0,0.21800822583247126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635849335291635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450331772106613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xxRileyxx,2019/11/01,"I just missed something I was really looking forward to and need to vent rn I was really looking forward to this practice. The day after halloween and was finally in a good boat. ( I am on crew) Due to my own irresponsibility I fell asleep in the middle of the day only to wake up 2 hours latee and see it is exactly 3:32 two minutes after practice. So I sprint to my car and speed there, of course there is construction and a traffic light that doesn’t work on the way there. I make it just in time... to see them rowing away into the bay. Now my coach and teammates probably see me as irresponsible and won’t put me in a good boat next time. I will really have to work hard just to get back to where I was before. Fml :(",3.226716141001852,4.4246132176870745,4.8735188620902905,83.9239703153989,73.28571428571429,7.79443413729128,24.9282622139765,8.296473431620573,1.3968829931972784,561,17,119,9,11,190,87,147,0.066,0.893,0.040999999999999995,-0.3818,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,10,3,0,0,8,0,11,2,2,1,1,14,20,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,4,7,15,2,24,14,1,31,0,1,5,0,1,13,0,0,16,81,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612287496524074,0.13195381880981366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602339978636794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213423359916135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798512650689872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965664279503774,0.0,0.0,0.28786862742809993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372456714361246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899657085925576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935781586318505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821032369973915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454781444520425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724309351643193,0.0,0.0,0.18250409439936807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051349985595415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501944755884994,0.0,0.0,0.1725106401033719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32980408737581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102414188690121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211007941305908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012876332423427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763336115379532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621223316762746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498612826117333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leilaniik,2019/11/01,"How can I explain people the fact that I'm not lazy? I'm getting tired of people telling me I'm just lazy when in reality I work really hard and try my best but I can't seem to do anything good no matter how hard I try. When I try to explain myself they say I'm just making up excuses. I'm really trying my best but when people tell me I need to try harder it really makes me feel sad. Even after getting diagnosed, my parents and friends still don't understand the situation I'm in. What should I do?",1.3514018691588774,3.1949735327102817,4.022252336448599,85.28291121495327,80.02803738317758,7.270654205607477,22.84953271028037,8.238735603445708,1.369460560747663,396,13,84,8,10,140,61,107,0.10800000000000001,0.706,0.18600000000000005,0.8669,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,9,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,4,1,20,22,9,0,2,5,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,15,4,8,21,2,8,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285355254640057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31334282674396896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152695105783218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860512089702064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548588009417875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534164968579246,0.0,0.15599649208596844,0.0,0.0,0.12521798346567034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747034546741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993054465625752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069718657717144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576969120062987,0.0,0.0,0.3104981896145357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869183983603729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187219826657874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590867600386736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780903849447168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119223771912128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609733611198269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158773558567525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506793038718736,0.0,0.0,0.15541691767149166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868543138693254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,niobium125,2019/11/01,"My parents want to get me diagnosed. Hi r/ADHD! My parents have had a talk with me a few hours ago and they said they wanted to see if I had ADHD. I'm not exactly confident in them and I'm not an expert in this, but I would appreciate if you guys could help me out, as this is a bit stressful as a 14 year old. My possible symptoms: Inattentiveness: I struggle with finishing about 80 percent of my school assignments. It's not that I can't do it, I just put it off until the day it's due (or even later) I also struggle sometimes paying attention during class. While this could be because I am ""smart"" (95th percentile on state tests, but I am sure as hell not gifted) I really don't care sometimes. I also struggle with remembering stuff sometimes. Not like every single thing, but I have on multiple occasions forgotten to turn in finished assignments. I also sometimes forget to grab stuff, like giving back a game a friend lent me, forgetting my school ID, and losing my phone. I also have never studied for a test in my entire life. I just don't see the point if it's not required. Hyperactivity: I often have problems with conversations. If I can't really think of something to say, I just start saying random stuff that doesn't really match the topic of the discussion. I feel sometimes as if I have bursts of extreme hyperactivity. My head starts shaking, I start talking in a high pitch voice, and I even start jumping up and down when I'm alone. Most of the time this happens when I do something good, or I listen to really good music (Blue Monday is the best!) Alright, so now that's over, here's how I do regarding discipline and some extra social stuff that I didn't mention earlier. I have lost multiple friendships due to how I act. Once I start a real good conversation, I can't seem to shut the fuck up. Once they start getting annoyed, I stop but then resume a few minutes later. I struggle with discipline. Whether it's cursing, not wearing my seatbelt on the bus, being lazy again, talking too much/loud it's kinda a mess. I don't get in trouble every day, but my parents get emails regarding bad behavior probably around 4 or 5 times a semester. So, those were my possible symptoms. I'll add more if I feel like it. I know it's a bit ironic posting a block of text in an ADHD subreddit, but I really want to know if I possible have it.",4.054804072817031,5.520078948164148,5.5233545202098115,79.02441468682507,71.61339092872569,8.487972847886455,29.211292810860854,9.002800196639251,2.4983074236346807,1855,74,348,37,35,626,228,463,0.17600000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.085,-0.9918,3,1,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,4,4,23,27,3,6,24,1,30,7,2,2,3,74,62,40,0,14,27,3,3,3,1,1,4,5,0,1,24,14,0,5,8,1,1,4,16,15,0,0,6,11,56,12,44,51,11,57,1,2,3,1,28,20,2,16,34,240,80,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360404245557322,0.0,0.05803367372721147,0.0,0.0,0.06780538644562739,0.0,0.2094198164910656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058280642891499534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034106068485445,0.05466327319483797,0.039908851457789066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870491325529746,0.0,0.14294879557537907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667492673737503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454217729314286,0.0,0.0,0.08444323983030161,0.0,0.0,0.06644891881807496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648235350596953,0.0,0.11031968695207928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620545168066666,0.04677054718525955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505806251812516,0.060524363282301326,0.13681788178485493,0.06280313282457853,0.0,0.16473504336593667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482388300103058,0.057893377444256926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718933551260065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043882003260663986,0.069170824694108,0.0,0.0,0.06447306115043169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195930119951365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046242177221067465,0.09595347351199517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324225115225029,0.07146635345405497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812671340023173,0.0,0.0504931679913704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686979393778808,0.1394431478044237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808430796348394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188867903271175,0.22141692245437453,0.062700508261419,0.0,0.07058587103767552,0.06264429540733922,0.0,0.06581369664445859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451722730046707,0.2097032599037333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416279083033585,0.0,0.062275319537404124,0.10412599650433003,0.0,0.13251477456039895,0.10433947446665234,0.0595998567608362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673665952808636,0.0,0.10080134981768536,0.323748979202097,0.0,0.2780326828008328,0.0,0.0,0.05473440755444582,0.07499368532346587,0.2737666137584395,0.2997820369368711,0.0,0.0,0.06170307234960839,0.13609320563215047,0.0,0.15786275340082098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349421141147654,0.041949425731381836,0.0,0.0,0.07635015272889455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712106811426086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584465060473335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650678263628063,0.0,0.0,0.04215942123576805 adhd,penpenw,2019/11/01,"Vyvanse and “Soft” Diagnosis Hello everyone! I’ve been lurking through here for the past couple of weeks since I’ve had what I can only call a “soft” diagnosis. I went to a psychiatrist after asking my GP about the potential of ADHD-I and after a whirlwind meeting he determined that I “might” have it. I’ve struggled with anxiety much of my adult life so there’s a very real possibility that it is manifesting into attention problems rather than the other way around but I am aware anxiety and ADHD often dovetail. That being said, he opted to prescribe me a very low dose of vyvanse (side note: PRICY) for a month to see if it improves anything. I took my first dose this morning and while I certainly felt something (thankfully not more anxiety), I’m not sure what means it’s working. My GP said that I would just know but that seemed like a pretty open ended comment. Truthfully, I felt a bit like I took drowsy allergy medication for about 2 hours. Is this normal? I figured that since it was stimulant I would feel, well, stimulated. I also felt weird eating food but not sick. Now I have a headache. Can anyone tell me how I’m “supposed” to feel? TLDR: got low dose vyvanse, not sure how to feel.",4.0944817283383115,6.08539874235808,5.341967363824409,78.23039990806713,72.49344978165941,8.139829924155368,29.08319926453689,8.841846274778883,2.527012227074236,948,39,170,19,19,315,136,229,0.092,0.768,0.14,0.9436,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,1,12,0,14,8,0,4,4,44,34,13,0,6,10,0,8,2,0,3,6,2,0,1,16,8,2,0,11,0,1,3,4,5,1,1,12,11,19,8,21,18,3,20,0,2,1,0,11,6,0,4,12,109,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542180429362045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163491352387416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629754521699905,0.0,0.0,0.08012165949845489,0.0,0.09429506076950588,0.10200642443416894,0.10712306245250028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250989590228265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170057951462261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678796385830396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725076350843767,0.0,0.0,0.10148977287243624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949246762354492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381538026013146,0.0,0.3300635000845356,0.0,0.0,0.09746735756618292,0.13855864852761735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164542261383148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112844781972031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297383364326617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093594926799033,0.11196251172931568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248184689490922,0.0,0.11543400850145827,0.0,0.12155834215498658,0.0,0.0,0.09146198170687783,0.0,0.08423438229508061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227060132711866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714832118053725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938593620755144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291792463055954,0.0,0.1165758315837698,0.0,0.10964396184848074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042470944975726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799631443092654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131073534567888,0.10431539501511332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957454455849726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821441187756421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979086028159484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599314883001766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015379464391924,0.10549600468742837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546199990161098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909199599904508,0.0,0.09095356003717707,0.09191450982102399,0.0,0.10302717192867264,0.10622298520051583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342045585958947,0.0,0.0,0.16279815641347395,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SiSiWilde,2019/11/01,"How do you stay a proud professional while struggling with emotional dysregulation (crying) at work? My question for you, especially those who've cried in the workplace, what helps you to not let yourself question you cant handle your work when your coworkers witness you losing control over your emotions and they probably think youre heading to burn out? I cried at work (again!!!). It was just an accumulation of things that made my brain overstimulated and i couldnt leave the office to ventilate because I had to take care of a crisis before the weekend (social work). A few examples of the accumulation: the air quality in the office is really bad and it was too hot, i was allready stressed and working on a complex crisis situation, because of being stressed i neglected my self care (eat, drink, take a break), i was frustrated because i didnt feel supported by management and everything was going wrong and i could feel i was losing control over the information overload i had to handle, shouldve asked for help in an earlier stage but by the time i did it was allready too late i think haha and there was probably more to the build up of overstimulation but you get the point. Well anyway i held it together more or less untill one of our managers came to check if it was ok for him too leave because he knew i was stressed but the crisis was resolved and i only had to send 1 short e-mail which is fine but at that exact moment i found a post it note left for me by 2 coworkers to cheer me up which actually broke my composure even more.....god damn it. The manager saw my tears and then it got really awkward...he couldnt leave offcourse....i was unable to communicate professionally that i just needed some alone time and i will be allright and all i did was squeal like 3 times 'im just so fucking overstimulated' and somebody else had to tell him i would be ok and he could just leave to make things less worse. I know by this post i could get a shit-ton of advice on how to prevent overstimulation but i think we all know it will happen again and i will act as a teenage girl in an adult professional setting because self awereness and care are really fucking hard. Im not really fazed by my crying because i think its not that big of a deal, i get over it by just winding down. I am ashamed because i know others, especially that manager who is a tough alpha male, think its a big deal that needs to be talked about and professionals shouldnt be openly crying. I am also ashamed because i know most of my coworkers wouldnt get in situations like this, its just me and it happened before. So as in my first sentence at the top of this post i would really like to hear how you deal with the 'image' aspect of emotional dysregulation at work when you couldnt prevent it.",6.078039315083923,6.54858321375465,6.71353497803312,75.96734989298189,66.30483271375465,9.86693702827532,31.916413202658557,9.800150414767053,2.9294726146220564,2211,84,422,45,33,727,240,538,0.13699999999999998,0.757,0.105,-0.9711,0,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,2,12,1,14,24,32,4,6,28,3,47,6,2,7,3,85,85,37,0,13,16,0,4,3,0,7,0,1,0,5,32,23,2,6,18,2,1,4,10,17,1,2,27,6,59,15,62,39,9,53,0,4,1,2,39,28,3,6,17,291,91,14,0.0,0.0,0.05929660202344943,0.0,0.0,0.05937758047457992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293286367983454,0.0,0.04859270573458292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680585326012778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073514805527867,0.2963278807267999,0.0,0.10341085966961724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783238049219995,0.0,0.06949748058596512,0.1858579132675358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136303303802636,0.14554460059728913,0.0,0.3337303340405921,0.0,0.18793410734042998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952528909528983,0.0,0.062176430677116035,0.050760270977383774,0.20505293827641669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013384812921025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054610491895357036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061447900880593764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168556877294319,0.0,0.06662425632349013,0.0,0.11235011563006833,0.12698609291511906,0.0,0.03453340873437977,0.0,0.04859827855716981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746627138792993,0.0,0.05443233640607514,0.0,0.062361082418487465,0.0,0.0684851015582613,0.0,0.08145724916459089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127043755625933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357655284559433,0.0,0.0685440957636503,0.25735992189820084,0.06601993349169367,0.062134996022141516,0.0,0.08905821771223638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595806613579198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749607835600196,0.04056023891507904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011102129389076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117505298361788,0.04621352892187165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744133327835125,0.0,0.1745844723812507,0.0,0.13102708302676094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613849188099056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463389799158973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267795739867596,0.0,0.06237306074199157,0.0,0.13660188039685095,0.0,0.06194093591512055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476601506459223,0.0,0.0,0.20881382539253,0.06352340826773963,0.0,0.0,0.06895392213374398,0.0,0.0,0.09137347450725368,0.04883955715358889,0.0531101485687096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073739922757636,0.1946746143182438,0.0,0.0,0.10629539935168217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463386012681655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654201662627431,0.0,0.06192339740757642,0.08632957247972407,0.06643556272668735,0.0,0.0 adhd,OmegaLevelGaming,2019/11/01,"Just wanted to say my best friend is great I was having a dispute with my cousin (who is our mutual friend) and I was getting really riled up about something they did. My best friend talked with me about it and calmed me down about it without invalidating my anger. When it started to cycle through my head again, she went ""you're not wrong, but we're going to talk about something else so you dont get riled up again or your going to go to sleep angry"" and then brought up one of our favorite podcast series The Adventure Zone (has a cohost with adhd if that intrigues you) and we started talking about their new season that came out yesterday. Seriously, I've never had a friend who knew me so well before a couple years ago and its amazing. I have a bad habit of focusing on what a person did to make me angry without doing anything about it (I've had being reactionary burn me many a time) and she pulled me out of that cycle this time. Thankfully I've gotten pretty good at diffusing myself, but it's always this bad feeling of having let something valid go. I cant always do it though and I've never had someone pull me out of it like that. I'mma finish this post before i start gushing. Any of yall have similar relationships? I hope yall had a spooky Halloween!",4.867412702132646,5.808383442231079,5.4941317084602765,81.96993906726041,69.15936254980079,7.818232950550739,27.11530349191469,7.928766900206844,1.61927635340989,1008,31,192,12,17,326,144,251,0.079,0.706,0.215,0.9879,1,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,3,5,2,2,14,20,1,0,9,0,21,2,2,1,2,30,40,16,0,3,8,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,18,15,0,0,2,0,0,9,7,5,1,1,13,2,31,15,33,25,2,36,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,3,18,138,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420723382176922,0.0,0.09898989337233413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583897945177366,0.0,0.0,0.07594033161724524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189598696724638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648178677692628,0.0,0.0,0.19004814830063166,0.0,0.2343843358690693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277222483124016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356219911461495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087796335990642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328706421463392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056464378193099414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451079603840671,0.0,0.11668731840907855,0.0,0.2538615540164971,0.09366461073463887,0.0,0.12311803206429398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146069985059673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091482465717747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419149764736515,0.0,0.05455696955245347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454147780096994,0.1132171978976213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225562314017162,0.10785286332032418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567138113654112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097507095223928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695026229709023,0.11360988595261025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153951147493166,0.0,0.0,0.11989321318781886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880552125393543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175197452653357,0.0,0.09461875283575506,0.2579101294830129,0.0,0.0,0.2371246196979377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26927154741339543,0.0,0.10281195422897103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971651162400456,0.0,0.13023289742298128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586664186854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004059340072173,0.10352043875839333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529434812671408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209506542983492,0.0,0.07191267319013697 adhd,killrtofujalapenobiz,2019/11/01,"I’m so over trying to hold it all together. Or pretend I’m something I’m not. I’m tired of covering things up. So I’ve decided I’m not going to do any of that. Hey family! I’m almost 34. I’ve spent my whole life under the guise that I was just depressed and anxious. Turns out all the underlying shit was ADHD. I feel relieved at the diagnosis received a few months back, but I’m not on medication yet. My psychiatrist needs the neuropsych report, which I’m still waiting on (I’m pretty sure she -meaning my amazing neuropsych- is ADHD too). I don’t realize I’m overwhelmed until I blow up. I’m extremely productive at work, always going above and beyond the minimum production, with a damn near 100% quality audit, even though I’m not at my computer for at least half of the work day. They recently made me a trainer, which I love doing, but I’m realizing that I cannot teach. Not for my lack of knowledge or skills, but because I cannot devote any attention to my trainees. I’m tired of being bound to my desk all day. I’m tired of people asking me questions in the middle of answering, I totally forget what I was saying. I’m tired of having more demands placed on me at work, and the fact that I get so burned out that I can’t do anything extra. I am very thankful, though, that my boss understands me and is willing to go to any length to help me and to keep me employed. I hate that I’ve been a nurse for almost 11 years, and now I wanna switch professions and become an editor. It’s one of the things that I had some interest in, and that I was decent at when I was younger (grammar and style, that is. Though, right now you’d never know. I actually really love reading; I can get hyper focused on that. I think I would be really, really good at it, but I know nothing about it. And if I’m honest, I’m pretty scared. I don’t know anybody in it, but I am determined to learn it and make that change. I’m tired of my mood swings. I can’t predict them, nor do I want them. I’m tired of hyper focusing on stupid stuff like cleaning out my desk drawers when I’m supposed to be helping a new nurse out. (Y’all, please don’t freak. I do not do patient care anymore. I work for a large health insurance company, where lives are not at risk.) I can’t let anything go until I do it; I’m tired of that too. I’m tired of feeling like I’m gonna crawl out of my skin, even when I exercise. I’m tired of forgetting to return phone calls or do things when I need to, even though I have 50,000 sticky notes and lists out the Wazoo. I’m tired of waiting. I’m tired of being super sensitive. I’m tired of people saying “oh yeah, that happens to me too”. Please, this isn’t a one time occurrence. It gets frustrating and “embarrassing”. (as an aside, I really don’t get embarrassed anymore.) I’m tired of being “burned out” after 3 to 4 years in a relationship or a job. I’m tired of running upstairs 10 times to get the one simple thing I need but keep forgetting. I hate that I put deep conditioner in my hair last night and forgot to wash it out. Not that that’s a bad thing since my hair is bleached blonde, but it was pretty crispy when I woke up. I hate that I cannot find and keep a hobby. I really love exercising, but I can’t exercise add an intensity that I used to due to spine issues. I really, really, hate that my coping mechanisms are not effective anymore. I’m just frustrated and tired y’all. Normally, I’m a fucking ray of sunshine. Today is especially difficult for no reason. If y’all made it this far, I’m impressed. I’m not there yet, but I will be. Thank you all for reading this vent. I know I’m not alone, but I truly appreciate being able to get it off my chest.",2.6862648221343868,4.0704687496706216,4.594883399209486,84.65058596837945,74.94202898550725,8.063952569169961,25.16646903820817,8.697196308434329,1.7014897496706192,2867,95,607,57,60,981,318,759,0.1,0.698,0.20199999999999999,0.9979,2,1,1,0,0,0,103.0,0,5,3,7,30,38,10,5,26,1,52,32,6,7,8,110,137,48,0,10,29,0,5,2,0,4,22,2,1,0,44,26,0,8,20,6,2,7,26,19,0,4,13,9,78,18,88,111,12,77,0,2,2,4,23,41,3,10,31,377,122,15,0.043407305708807534,0.0,0.04235926879266982,0.0,0.10433429228816583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693229299010398,0.044956877755867805,0.0,0.0,0.036118355636487916,0.0,0.0,0.08855536914578058,0.0,0.0,0.049037900052605436,0.12914515011645222,0.0,0.0,0.07144102811241272,0.0,0.040579971282184685,0.0,0.0,0.033377538716994816,0.03624328714248355,0.02646069066804371,0.04793995881656992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044323712356416266,0.0,0.04425664111540425,0.0,0.0459191738365797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598824237075212,0.0,0.037386648801647784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601034810985161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04092054467098618,0.0,0.04389607601995585,0.03101018787156188,0.0,0.0,0.039673491028202584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012935467178692,0.1360711539742685,0.0,0.0986774886242717,0.0364079885828775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838493708346994,0.0,0.0,0.1714229109807575,0.0,0.04613993615133757,0.0,0.0,0.05819000405975814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045305949587920835,0.04307505305884335,0.11574722327763334,0.0,0.0,0.09542208007378236,0.03538274764859545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044386911022195066,0.030659863728669436,0.04241323396324217,0.0,0.03832944619958332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753036440968888,0.08214608441283544,0.028974713623881838,0.0,0.0,0.04728328120460863,0.0,0.04372829382145158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03464729728691747,0.0,0.0,0.09655790151332183,0.03347839013814696,0.04192304634160875,0.0,0.040734815916185,0.04252994335097768,0.0416504805291097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824174121456832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018632057798319,0.0,0.04535139569163305,0.09529637339801736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324825053418484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363633141563632,0.04862611662245897,0.0,0.0868381046843991,0.0,0.1946548208125419,0.04462993974521103,0.04285947769106785,0.04660320160058407,0.0,0.03706960190183268,0.0,0.06903846348264507,0.04345828548022243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445569755303467,0.0359069718410459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033417064623723465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03466513041055632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969097992968182,0.0,0.0,0.04091087192618896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992723028244875,0.0,0.0,0.14418942564995274,0.02781364878801907,0.1705898298718982,0.0,0.050622298062222765,0.7483546865947317,0.041145050328913364,0.0,0.0,0.02947071124590045,0.047214683889568586,0.0,0.04518853608372465,0.0,0.03748997521941915,0.0,0.03581557319057551,0.025602753551565702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846270665962917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640414213811094,0.0,0.0,0.03083530455909398,0.0,0.0,0.055905763424102965 adhd,Anghara_Kaliga,2019/11/01,"Executive Dysfunction vs ADHD Hey y'all. Question for you. I'm seeing a new psychiatrist, which is really nice because my last one had OPINIONS on things like using a benzodiazipine for anxiety. Anyway. New psychiatrist won't commit to an ADHD diagnosis because he thinks I have an ""executive function disorder as a result of PTSD"". Is this a legit thing? I like the guy otherwise. He's only changing one med at a time (not all the meds at one time like the other guy did). I told my husband, and his response was ""he obviously hasn't seen you in action"". Y'all, I missed my psychiatry appointment because I remembered the night before but forgot that morning until it was 35 minutes too late. I was still able to get in, but that really felt like a prime example of me being me. I welcome any thoughts because I'm a bit confused by all this.",4.358658653846156,6.306858356250004,6.320000000000004,71.67269230769233,71.6875,9.173076923076923,31.05769230769231,9.661875296680813,3.3407836538461537,667,30,114,17,13,232,106,160,0.07200000000000001,0.833,0.095,0.6654,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,0,3,8,0,1,13,0,11,0,0,2,4,19,23,5,0,0,4,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,10,3,17,6,14,11,3,15,0,1,2,0,15,5,0,3,13,76,26,0,0.13375734133359204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215006625844399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909595788415177,0.0,0.10232400001025503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261489351448021,0.0,0.113817645781192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602837388860285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149753154040373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329750136089773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842802363242364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988269021612735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648815944390076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903008554141262,0.150884107083995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613883225252467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971485055749781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583673475094664,0.0,0.12552220387077964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27191230846453196,0.1017284854208374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635517418711153,0.0,0.14983883409924678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137675582154002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515209932955857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065872834215115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681878557040812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777248682766508,0.08570630344183873,0.0,0.10618838817886032,0.155989962759326,0.0,0.0,0.12781087168918234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155233970440667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GallopingLlamas,2019/11/01,"Questions regarding my 'diagnosis' My fiancee says I'm over thinking it and I'm looking too much into it so I figured I'd ask you guys what you guys / gals think because part of me suspects I got meds rather 'easily' (for example, my fiancee's son went through 6 months of therapy with a therapist who said they thought he may have ADHD, psychologist who confirmed, then to a psychiatrist for meds). I go in for my first appointment. Sit down and talk with her for about 45 minutes. I explained my struggles / etc and that I felt like I may have ADHD-inattentive or whichever was ADD without the hyperactivity. She says there was a difference between ADD and ADHD and that's when I kind of started questioning things. Everything I've read says ADD is an outdated term and its all ADHD but anyways.. She has me fill out a questionnaire type thing (google adhd self test and its literally one like that). Filled it out, she asked if I had any questions. Glanced over the 'test' and said she believes medication would benefit me and gave me 2 rx. 1 for adderall tablets and 1 for adderall XR. She never actually diagnosed me with anything.. just said meds will benefit me and that was that? My question is.. is that typical of the diagnosis process? does something seem kind of fishy? I was planning on starting meds this weekend but perhaps it's just anxiety messing with my head but I really don't know. Part of me is kind of anxious / hesitant on starting meds (I get anxiety over taking any new medications). Part of me is wondering if I should go see a different psychiatrist?",4.720510204081633,6.783274333333335,5.603146258503403,76.70941326530615,70.97278911564625,9.253741496598641,34.69897959183673,9.725611199111238,3.710648979591837,1250,66,223,32,24,409,168,294,0.054000000000000006,0.9,0.046,0.5818,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,2,9,9,0,1,9,0,19,5,1,0,2,51,46,20,0,5,10,1,1,2,2,5,4,6,0,3,18,21,0,0,14,2,0,5,3,2,0,2,13,10,36,7,33,28,7,27,0,0,3,0,33,10,0,11,13,150,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0725005326721468,0.0,0.4464366349126208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104536137411176,0.0,0.11366989260466455,0.08393142696440083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113788953897194,0.0,0.13891030783269462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528912379710507,0.0,0.0,0.08370424963929785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540716409036698,0.0,0.15524348926616416,0.0,0.0,0.06501545420684847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285779811558913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677093824593189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713341916474329,0.0,0.0,0.06319470491781938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038815712301102985,0.0,0.08444634069376827,0.0,0.05941994924010684,0.0,0.0,0.14712610135362544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624739932929094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320982836745813,0.04083021161138785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259289743017387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238851164944589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412621167968404,0.14968740893128935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059301012046422075,0.0,0.05461486866982966,0.0,0.057300354496242475,0.07175391071745077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034374942657981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413605040441471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329065356780921,0.0,0.07431441837055575,0.0,0.047594839498108776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120127154511216,0.1772454596132388,0.0,0.0,0.059202948762420826,0.0676347525056231,0.07750517173271593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719539205026969,0.0,0.0,0.15775769197876266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077668547259084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055860077540876164,0.0597149547912825,0.0,0.0,0.08496202204272282,0.08626142394511306,0.09871568101403576,0.09520959214651717,0.0,0.05898138598444048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887157272811438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716170667976364,0.08056901356271327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277654854205255,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ivegotthatboomboom,2019/11/01,"What are your guy's mornings like? I hate getting ready, it's a nightmare. My alarm goes off. I can feel the anxiety creep in. I have two hours to get me and my kid fed and ready for school (I'm in college). I am so overwhelmed by everything that needs to be done NOW and I have no idea what to prioritize and do first, despite the fact that I do this every fucking morning. No routine sticks. I try and tell myself to just shower and worry about the rest later. I open reddit bc reading helps the anxiety. I notice 15 mins went by. It felt like 2 mins. I jump up and shower, feel relieved. Notice I was in there 30 mins somehow. Freak out and literally become frozen. I can't think, can't move. Son wakes up and this helps me get moving but no matter how fast I move, I'm always 5 mins late and most days I run back because I forgot something. Phone, car keys, dropped my son off and his teacher asks me where his lunch is. Fuck. Run back and get it and walk in 15 mins late to class and the professor glares at me but I'm sure expects it by now. I feel humiliated and stressed, overwhelmed and I wonder why it's so easy for everyone else to keep their lives together. I'm always barely hanging on. Lose my grip, start over. Always starting over. Running in place. I see my psych next week, should finally get treatment. I can't wait to wake up and go about my day without getting distracted and confused. I hate this.",0.908497642959624,3.312046118466899,2.297877638860424,93.62260657921708,86.07317073170731,4.909571633531462,21.333162533306005,6.37848985222837,0.283960524697684,1104,37,234,11,34,355,166,287,0.133,0.773,0.094,-0.9259,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,2,13,16,4,6,6,0,15,6,2,1,2,44,46,23,0,3,4,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,12,20,2,3,7,1,0,12,7,12,0,2,6,6,35,4,30,38,2,53,0,3,1,2,13,18,2,4,24,136,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640563860342259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184532437832222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889155041636982,0.0,0.0,0.16267909752095455,0.0,0.06448350362435087,0.11682750638980455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644080856119042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082513404766946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836698347830167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912559085965938,0.10107888660303893,0.0950697138163242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045912100167078,0.0,0.10156695956947194,0.11587861193915812,0.0,0.08997780575009645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558683632896612,0.331599233767017,0.0,0.06011814161591101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047404508461649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887493150120587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180640198556926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417360361182336,0.0,0.0,0.11941459153382734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402357866576468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865258641272125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335912846342074,0.0,0.09340712281237384,0.0,0.0,0.11834259306176975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33728741580206634,0.0,0.0784357429202651,0.0,0.0,0.11249997021139728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408661879582424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051929540080288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581026225651052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070566632903912,0.08429426849140874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143587160336024,0.0,0.0,0.14974557317640172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117250691801905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969794028519964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245781259111788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778060122953128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181878732032804,0.0,0.103333287936929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485164794455109,0.0,0.0,0.09806063657853294,0.0954514734287054,0.0,0.0,0.10196972251218428,0.114715672163516,0.0,0.10742638636802952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,applessucks,2019/11/01,"I think I should stop Ritalin forever I’m currently on 50 mg vyvnase and it’s going well, and 10 mg Ritalin as a booster as needed. I usually never take the Ritalin. This weekend I woke up late, so I decided not to take the vyvnase, so it doesn’t keep up all night. Instead I took 20 mg Ritalin, it didn’t work at ALL. I had tons of stuff to do, didn’t finish anything, I literally couldn’t focus. Now I cannot even go to bed nor do anything else. I think I should never take it agein, but I need another XR medication that can replace it.",1.0631339712918688,2.9553143245614035,4.185151515151516,83.51590909090909,81.19298245614036,8.005103668261562,27.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,2.333677192982457,419,19,89,11,11,152,71,114,0.017,0.9670000000000001,0.016,-0.0129,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,11,5,0,0,4,18,24,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,3,1,0,3,9,0,1,0,5,0,12,1,10,16,3,17,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,10,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007021772350072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31501584656520165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598922024616229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641952548872012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755686779164685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012730868972406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159103217213619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281785076414729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28384501074011,0.2952427670669561,0.0,0.0,0.17961825101849446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002103435960804,0.0,0.0,0.21911003414693875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317325086398332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452859470397988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265518545704565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108027782560864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209380597178156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934327688540987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tune-in,2019/11/01,"Parking Ticket I parked my car by my school today because the parking lot was full, as usual. When I came pack I had a lovely pink slip of paper waiting for me. After reading it in confusion, I then realized a sign had appeared behind my car that said “No Parking Beyond This Point” The space behind me was big enough for me to have been parked legally. I wouldn’t have gotten a ticket if I would have just paid attention to the sign I parked in front of. Fuck my brain dysfunctions.",4.245293233082705,5.6003777999999995,4.8565413533834585,84.41578947368423,71.0,7.112781954887217,26.203007518797,7.447530270364453,1.3688796992481205,381,12,72,4,7,122,63,95,0.086,0.858,0.055999999999999994,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,6,0,10,3,1,0,0,13,18,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,1,5,2,2,0,0,9,2,14,1,14,7,3,17,0,0,1,2,2,7,1,4,5,55,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021992759179969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172018960732023,0.0,0.319372070805907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885258626269396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814956730463273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739681554119405,0.2520217678194887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26396867058032697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793119816301524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656177763879046,0.0,0.0,0.2826021610064696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468347238596035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075394623199221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836153844838852,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,King_Fingers,2019/11/01,"Walked out of psych with a different diagnosis than expected. I just got back from my first psychiatric appointment! She affirmed my ADHD diagnosis, which was relieving and nice to hear, but then told me she thinks I might also have ""mood imbalance"" or bipolar2. This is not something that has ever crossed my mind before. I believe my father has displayed some symptoms of bipolar (which we discussed, and was part of the consideration) but I always assumed the anxiety and depression I've felt is tied to my untreated ADHD. I've never had an extreme manic episode, and the doctor herself said she wasn't completely sure of the diagnosis. She said that if someone exhibits symptoms of bipolar, that putting them on ADHD meds might insight a manic episode, so she wants to start me on 25mg of lamotrigine for 3 weeks to see how I do and then we can talk about ADHD meds. &#x200B; I'm *nervous*. I was hoping to walk out of that appointment with a prescription for ADHD meds. Instead I got a half-diagnosis and a month's worth of lamotrigine. I guess I feel unconvinced and uncertain about taking this medication. It seems strange to me to start taking meds for something that I'm not sure I have? Curious if anyone else out there has had a similar experience or actually does have bipolar and can share their experience or insight.",6.040892531876137,7.849315803278687,6.622896174863385,71.72365209471768,67.19672131147541,9.848451730418944,35.686703096539155,10.125756701596842,4.0309970856102,1072,54,177,27,18,350,135,244,0.098,0.85,0.052000000000000005,-0.9056,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,2,1,10,10,0,2,11,0,19,7,0,1,4,47,39,20,0,5,10,1,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,10,15,0,0,8,0,1,4,4,3,0,1,12,6,28,6,29,25,2,19,0,1,1,0,18,5,0,13,10,128,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.08975400661583639,0.0,0.5526783763740947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355210725664164,0.07653029013832856,0.0996545123008741,0.11175928644949573,0.0,0.0,0.07036036782651113,0.0,0.0,0.06431082505987315,0.09423891449032486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070722840979349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826366660323705,0.10362395280421738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643368752247017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921764514659722,0.0,0.0,0.09609395027254657,0.0,0.09413996806133557,0.08048765011701668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683303160144085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319635114324875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993774401573998,0.0,0.0,0.046505154713460915,0.0,0.08831010301692242,0.0,0.0,0.07823360400576541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471210850636442,0.0,0.1013204640329628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366213321828448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913515962764788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086524793647274,0.09265479987768296,0.0,0.19514117220820426,0.09286819373853576,0.0,0.0734133009975133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093653256041972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959960052864772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245994301128256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497793890969993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329190088751936,0.08373028169739655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792983612381782,0.14161318289037764,0.0,0.0,0.13020028412380372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337006866172422,0.19119378911275414,0.13830700504883542,0.07392575267878286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893365226744441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788573495344808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054249041051636665,0.0,0.07377652932510541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175928644949573,0.0 adhd,scorpionelite2,2019/11/01,"My explanation if ADHD ____________________________________________ | Hey guys! So I’ve heard a-lot of explanations | | of ADHD explanations but this is the one I’ve | | come up with. Its a bit tricky to understand so| | I’ve done a helpful diagram! | | P.S. this is specially to do with doing activities | | | | | | | | | | Neurotypical brains have a straight line whip | | represents their current activity. | | | | | | START —————————— FINISH | | | | | | | | However, brains that have ADHD have the | | same activity but their line is twisting and | | curving all over the place and and it will only | | get the the shortest distance. | | | | | | | | START _____ ____________FINISH | | | | | | | | | |_________________| |_______________________| Well thats my explanation and i hope it made sense. ScorpionElite out",-4.132844481373772,-10.905015951807227,0.4372704611549665,95.32604417670684,211.53012048192767,4.1367123667082115,15.763467663758481,5.420755477506645,0.13486866085029847,576,23,139,14,87,215,73,166,0.017,0.867,0.11599999999999999,0.9049,2,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,10,2,2,1,1,16,18,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,5,3,9,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6444664669800294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514815188311727,0.0,0.0,0.3990871029249292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397686163604646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292279299964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338923307261468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699010214979902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981201804154895,0.0,0.0,0.1775385800675224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196642777178984,0.0,0.16913709333317667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112528329963362,0.13594704505091024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675517648135206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253039623935722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608452733477626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607172621792643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bfaulk5,2019/11/01,"ADHD similar to bipolar on a personality test? Hey fellow ADHD people, I have been driven mad lately by the lack of knowledge that this disorder has behind it. I was diagnosed back in 2000 with ADHD. Saw the same doctor until 2012 when I moved cities for college and needed to find a new doctor in the area to get my meds. I visited a psychiatrist and took the 300 question personality test (fairly expensive). The questions repeated. There were maybe 75 questions and then they’d word them slightly differently. I noticed and BS’d the last half of the test. Doctor could tell, and asked me to retake. I didn’t have to pay for the retake so fine, whatever, I’ll sit for 30 hours and bubble in the same question 4 times. Then he comes back and tells me I have bipolarism and that he would not be prescribing me ADHD meds. Interesting turn of events as I’ve always been classified as “happy where ever I am” and have never displayed signs of bipolar. I asked my primary care doctor about it and he said that sometimes the personality tests do have similar answer types and it helps if the doctor knows you for longer than a couple of weeks. So we looked up a different psychiatrist and I pay the expensive money for another test. Again, bipolar... At this point my doctor says that he’ll keep prescribing me my adhd meds until it’s figured out. 4 years later, my doctor still hasn’t been able to receive either copy of my test. One psychiatrist says “his computer crashed” and he doesn’t have my test, and the other psychiatrist has vanished into the wind... last week I was almost ripped from my home by family at my doctors concern because I was getting extremely frustrated and anxious about the corruption and blatant BS around me. By almost I mean, there was a U-Haul van full of all my crap. I didn’t sleep the whole night trying to find ways to explain that pulling me out of school with two semesters left from a school that doesn’t believe in medical withdrawals was a bad idea. So I convince the parents and doc to chill and figure his out with me. Finally the first psychiatrist answers my primary docs call and sure enough, he says he only saw ADHD on my results and not bipolar... but where’s the paper test I took? Where’s the law stating that he has to hold my files for 7 years? Where’s anybody to tell me, you were right and we are sorry that we didn’t listen to you for the last 4 years? Who is going to look into that psychiatrists medical license? Who do I ask for help that will listen and act?",5.81467040673212,6.586560523809522,6.341938155346291,77.34486876377481,66.95031055900621,9.21362452414346,30.28043812195285,9.285337120503966,2.594224657717224,1995,71,367,36,31,649,239,483,0.040999999999999995,0.9229999999999999,0.036000000000000004,0.4402,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,3,3,2,2,18,10,3,0,29,0,35,18,2,1,5,74,60,34,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,3,16,6,1,3,19,35,0,2,15,0,5,10,9,4,0,4,19,10,48,6,60,35,8,66,0,0,4,0,48,24,1,7,29,246,67,24,0.060543703923855524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365706001502425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125154791965792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503772117196471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348535246695396,0.0,0.06839715235378348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389673250286065,0.16980057110860775,0.0,0.0,0.09310874235526352,0.050551463864217015,0.03690687996563922,0.0,0.0,0.0682120216741516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182189089816063,0.0,0.061728341176717924,0.0,0.0,0.05215304002448795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833922109717294,0.0669904568320932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145058504775774,0.0,0.12651056905984034,0.06938832995725923,0.4957523713797116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255783050555101,0.0,0.0,0.05476524639159146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057075215807748235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632266829571558,0.11067169708945394,0.051498443628866034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326317290197454,0.0,0.034408382170131535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644498986325441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116233706730867,0.0,0.06073027146750923,0.0,0.059623352764562924,0.0,0.0,0.0683464723250631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381402586268273,0.0,0.0,0.03327323632190614,0.14805359807538548,0.06829593512423161,0.0,0.06578091146175588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168292594912892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608242882184157,0.06594984256807658,0.2017512193750832,0.12198282436516865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434837578225039,0.0,0.04489238931305201,0.04669503686703197,0.058473486521358274,0.0,0.05681616478955645,0.0,0.0,0.06892940819827725,0.0,0.0,0.04102598066217759,0.046046215037878056,0.0,0.0,0.06722661834314203,0.0,0.0,0.041973381137547824,0.1585932809603598,0.0,0.0,0.057233369662570685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27129121788912824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051703992345794585,0.05759092680028057,0.1444403502197696,0.0,0.1225469212900603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060587427862761674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059879271279193874,0.06777371975670922,0.0,0.0,0.04835028016108164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706172444292909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875359740366327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03530352063756985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453256550234574,0.04110520077119648,0.06585416430691897,0.05914240138935167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480567740973044,0.097129014695586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759488329066934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300851018377996,0.0,0.0,0.11696448097097245 adhd,d1gc_26891,2019/11/01,"Do you guys feel like you have incongruent emotions? Anyone else feel like processing emotions is super difficult and often we feel something before we can recognize it or alternatively we feel something but it doesn’t come out the way people typically express emotions?? My partner pointed out to me that he can never tell that I’m excited to see him when I’m always superrrr excited. Then I realized how often this seems to happen (with many emotions, not just excitement) Is this an ADHD thing? Curious if anyone relates?",6.787695852534561,8.90570746236559,7.6086328725038435,64.17580645161294,65.7741935483871,10.475576036866359,36.94162826420891,10.608840637214634,4.8016402457757295,426,22,60,12,7,142,68,93,0.018000000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.161,0.9233,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,3,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,23,17,7,0,1,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,9,6,6,17,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,5,5,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790208879368804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394659426079215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831249237040916,0.15262705102511834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675392857259066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831578943582206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443690696216145,0.6702394848388159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012744643662525,0.21283400677214026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749374963466344,0.13172477369386448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455485945771923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102198831006713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488708070545213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327005929905944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408152814654085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870177789065885,0.1356075252573935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293532624790379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019754404257744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896235818485992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823745850940205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,babrii97,2019/11/01,Why can't I stop interrupting people!! I feel so rude and feel bad that I interrupt. I dont mean to but I do it all the time.,-2.375689655172416,-0.6202272758620673,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,97.6206896551724,5.658620689655173,14.14655172413793,7.1686216300943375,-0.3655586206896553,95,2,26,2,4,35,23,29,0.259,0.633,0.10800000000000001,-0.6223,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32466857036747804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557223736546222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39322250738773945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235652039681901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695755296823984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250910677681655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673811395701104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508713074194663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hk1996,2019/11/01,"What would you say? To everyone diagnosed as an adult, what would you say to someone who tells you “it’s impossible to know if you would have done better in life/work/school/etc with an earlier diagnosis”. Also, is this a form of gaslighting?",5.79340579710145,6.683754717391306,6.294347826086959,77.24557971014494,67.04347826086956,10.481159420289854,30.55072463768116,10.504223727775694,3.1354724637681155,191,7,37,5,3,62,36,46,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964897212191514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173055762921786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493847956252908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514409096215855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740253568514387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478108519567814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503271341487974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354828521916466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907880040698061,0.0,0.24866597198935406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208184542166743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475647689127456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887573071758014,0.0,0.0,0.5236240719593396,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bobeta,2019/11/01,"What was the most unexpected change you experienced once medicated? I’ve been back on meds a few months now, and it has changed my life. I’m working again, losing weight, and happy for the first time in nearly a decade. A lot of the “classic” ADHD symptoms are much better. I remember people’s names after I meet them, always know where my keys are, and no longer say things that hurt others without me meaning to. What I haven’t expected are some other things. The biggest is that I’ve become a control freak. I used to let things slip or lapse all the time, but now I take it very seriously that I take charge in everything involving me. It’s kind of weird, and I’ve been called intense a couple times, but shit gets done now like it never did before. How bout you?",4.273636363636364,5.563235231788081,4.8457555689343765,84.77069235400361,70.8543046357616,7.610114388922335,24.98555087296809,8.00094639256281,1.2852331125827816,604,17,121,8,11,193,106,151,0.12,0.82,0.06,-0.8311,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,5,7,10,1,0,10,0,12,5,1,3,2,21,19,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,14,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,3,13,4,11,13,6,18,0,2,0,0,8,6,1,4,13,83,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298978074517318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977090725214855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068217319228184,0.0,0.0,0.15897214200113402,0.122483664141432,0.0,0.0,0.12730461084764402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698042444513268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045421649882765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144269700172229,0.0,0.15926859621900294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473021893718688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936539100979053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243661578231788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520352313548119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322846517363567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409241500991916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989298243133414,0.07910651593159981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718999549021666,0.10167017933951143,0.07032257451586896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610337846827474,0.0,0.12237396529283072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679455467826814,0.1598866217411621,0.14500597635992074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489277838819476,0.0,0.1058136073271568,0.0,0.11101660331780112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329306162602965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997909524501079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305772559090725,0.0,0.0,0.11446810438758352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775394088788954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961039309807755,0.21645227587776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868851256696968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518004402161648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243192904483793,0.0,0.11876686020715192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528203967716807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387545254362962,0.0,0.10479116862823516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,out2lunch78,2019/11/01,"Hate leaving messages When I am calling a doctor's office or another business. I hate when I get voicemail and I have to leave a message. Most of the time, I just get frustrated and call later, if I'm desperate I'll leave a message. I always figure that I wont be available when they call back. At work, or sleeping (I get up late because I work late). Today I called to find a new pysch nurse because mine is retiring and I'm already stressed because I know they are going to be hesitant to prescribe Adderall. Now I have to prove to the doc that I need it again. Anyone have something they do to help them just leave the message so that things get done?",4.315151515151516,5.166753545454547,5.058787878787879,84.91651515151518,70.36363636363636,7.381818181818183,32.09090909090909,7.3871296695380915,2.0433272727272733,516,23,102,5,9,167,79,132,0.16899999999999998,0.809,0.022000000000000002,-0.9371,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,2,9,4,3,1,7,0,11,2,1,0,1,14,22,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,18,0,10,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,4,12,67,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421206922799453,0.0,0.10119861951907913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753048074775247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504040301465793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351923091681866,0.0,0.222417548080917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967555608094942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448449878025547,0.0,0.12446076061850725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115961545881367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541683251429259,0.0,0.06912015684552461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401516021353612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152015750556668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683985611287363,0.0,0.27438812579781435,0.515117355028031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018061282701237,0.0,0.11746255722448293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170907937590444,0.0,0.0,0.09362997702155378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931672633942868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079975163810088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091832657526875,0.0,0.11528272037729866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708343113144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idekwhatmynameisman,2019/11/01,"ADHD is lying in bed for 3 hours browsing reddit with all the lights off because you can't think of anything fun to do and it's only felt like 15 minutes I think I'm finally starting to really appreciate the distinction between the lack of motivation that comes with ADHD compared to that of depression. As someone that's been depressed before, my lack of motivation at that time stemmed from a sense of feeling numb, hopelessness, and just feeling like there's no point in doing anything. The feeling I get from my ADHD is more like ""I'm going to lie down and desperately try to think of something fun to do with my day off, have an unrealistic idea of what my limitations are, be disappointed because I can't convince most of my friends to go on a last minute road trip to a city 3 hours away at 2 pm and somehow still make it back at a reasonable hour."" Now because I've already set my expectations on this roadtrip, all of the tasks that I have piling up around the house seem infinitely more boring in comparison, so I'm just ignoring those while I try to brainstorm more fun ideas. Also because of time blindness, I just realized I've been here for 3 hours instead of the 15 minutes that I would have expected, and now a solid 1/4 of my day is already gone. Fun.",11.60560035842294,7.166467750000006,11.143763440860216,64.24675627240147,59.0,14.086738351254482,46.10394265232975,11.429527900616536,5.115232437275986,1014,46,190,19,9,336,136,248,0.13699999999999998,0.722,0.141,-0.1877,0,0,1,0,0,2,18.0,0,1,0,3,14,16,0,0,13,0,16,2,0,4,3,40,34,9,0,5,3,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,11,10,0,2,14,0,0,5,3,7,0,1,4,6,15,9,44,28,8,39,0,4,1,0,2,16,0,3,20,128,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39949804785600745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455203297336325,0.08861067762864296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236606355596247,0.0986398965633522,0.0,0.0,0.10410489699801333,0.08520216614782293,0.0,0.2701826736597424,0.0,0.09428685037149373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544865216470802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292005079357453,0.0,0.1908722803030638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807893448950278,0.07915907765729666,0.10639012751165136,0.12138140545250445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560762868173594,0.0,0.05789101251164922,0.0,0.1259460119588483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364822189652845,0.12785403411095592,0.0,0.2501706002402433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032082231956587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240110322286855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396316382701335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427215672543954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104746492065886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098448760907207,0.1139259420408565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087266396536188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388467365490803,0.08530306312829808,0.0,0.0,0.07842831316440838,0.0,0.08848897535013013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299801150472847,0.0,0.0,0.12922251358474207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504585737946708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871265657239547,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jcheese27,2019/11/01,"ADHD and Fufillment (29 YO Male) (And ODD) Unmedicated ADHD ODD kid adult that has developed some coping mechanisms but i am feeling so low today i cant help but reach out and ask if this is normal. Anyone else have issues feeling fufilled? Having ADHD i have never been goal oriented and always found enjoyment out of hanging out and having fun. For the longest time that was my life. hanging out having fun and trying to get laid. Drinks, Bud, Booze drugs and buddies. This was my life. Sports were fun but i hurt my arm and can't play baseball anymore. It's too cold for basketball. Now I have a job (recruiter. fucking soul sucking and warpd my world view), a fiance (i love her), and have been living on my own successfully ever since i graduated from college with my BS Psych degree... Now that we are moving to the burbs (Philly burbs) i am freaking out about being old and having wasted all my time here. Everytime i have an idea for something to do or that might be enjoyable i find reasons to not or why its dumb or why it wont work. Anyone else feel this way ever? not looking for advice really unless you actually have these issues. and even then i probably wont listen",3.0048177813376067,5.395061281938329,4.288716459751703,82.69244193031639,77.14977973568281,6.594233079695638,23.534040849018826,7.686295010490155,1.3376008810572682,929,30,168,14,22,305,146,227,0.114,0.746,0.14,0.8699,1,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,3,9,14,3,0,5,0,28,8,1,1,4,43,39,22,0,2,10,0,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,11,19,2,0,7,3,0,3,7,6,0,0,6,7,21,8,19,28,3,22,1,2,2,2,11,8,3,6,10,118,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.11980801839295688,0.0,0.4426452049016422,0.1199716343073838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215635774072962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175709481864798,0.17169044151127702,0.2515893836119177,0.0,0.0,0.1147754926922386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027007766742345,0.14237684724849145,0.0,0.2051209435739636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108992169472118,0.2221090811167987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623203491490326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221162400334532,0.0,0.0,0.1346134492473139,0.0,0.1135009786440629,0.06414344008113572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229165983483837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143024657687807,0.13859494082386928,0.0,0.2562846902814953,0.12183252677025795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734353600629497,0.0,0.0,0.10841015735536484,0.0,0.1030977797777977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080676053724857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130241969304012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048748575107766,0.0,0.0,0.09468953775075056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029075053644694,0.0,0.0,0.12882883730393702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236926432173718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865105532100361,0.1262303338625168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015584844918724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945160860229606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317898750844485,0.0,0.11637374976214485,0.0,0.0,0.08335430746654827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745090764193744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156574236834467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937966953793011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fmlpk,2019/11/01,"Finally got medication Thats it. I just got medication for it for the first time. Last time I only had anti depressants. I finally have adhd medication. Thanks r/adhd. I'll be Boston ready by January. Thanks guys",1.3268928571428589,3.8637924750000043,4.928571428571427,69.905,99.25,9.285714285714286,23.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,3.4474285714285706,169,7,28,7,7,62,28,40,0.11599999999999999,0.687,0.19699999999999998,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,2,3,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43374290709404334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542534848410594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953585551970426,0.0,0.15349465568260384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886521793605589,0.0,0.0,0.17867850082191564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709464634780922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453673054682776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724391311050302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33227684262172913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044914614118812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lneymar,2019/11/01,"Since how long you are taking medicine without building tolerance How do you all manage tolerance on adderall, Ritalin?",7.8615789473684226,11.721863842105265,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,68.47368421052633,10.115789473684213,46.342105263157904,10.125756701596842,6.653926315789473,99,7,11,3,2,30,16,19,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.4168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142046665237794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806446766088007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368719358459246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601046040187714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nox2017,2019/11/01,Does anyone else get triggered when things aren’t logical or out of routine at work? I’ve been trying to figure out things that trigger my adhd at work and I’ve noticed that illogical demands or deadlines make my brain go into overdrive mode where I have to think of many different solutions to the point of obsession and it never goes the way I want it. Most of the time I’m overthinking it and they end up saying to just do my best. Am I alone?,3.681571428571431,5.22137207777778,4.764285714285716,83.805,72.66666666666667,7.80952380952381,27.301587301587304,8.418075326091056,1.8948253968253967,357,13,70,6,7,117,64,90,0.049,0.867,0.084,0.4871,2,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,3,1,18,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,14,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,4,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603750191711645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438735435573556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148894025612858,0.22198678486454165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736414501462776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185659937120424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263564598690893,0.0,0.0,0.1895946570205139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098593079985706,0.0,0.191890410602105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319234404363153,0.0,0.1231289944505684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461767938120088,0.21965231853483752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709628795801898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666108036006498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480728273493995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229130383319208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28786949061152745,0.13882260908807498,0.0,0.0,0.1263322110053234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470932871130338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778765831681688,0.1719692091851871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154521894069373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bestrongformother,2019/11/01,"Does anyone else struggle with clubbing/partying? When it comes to clubbing I really struggle if I don't like the music/vibe of the place. I don't really drink but I can have a lot of fun dancing to music I know/like and talking to people. Equally I can get very irritable/overwhelmed/bored if I don't like the place which makes me feel like I'm being selfish. This weekend I'm going out for a friend's birthday to a club which is very not my scene and I know I can get grumpy when I don't like the music but I don't want to ruin her night. Does anyone have some tips for surviving events you'll know you'll get bored at?",1.273741258741257,3.2901941363636382,2.9412121212121214,92.06066433566434,81.12121212121212,5.576689976689976,20.759906759906762,6.67199483983844,0.2806018648018642,494,14,107,5,13,163,72,132,0.17300000000000001,0.736,0.092,-0.7171,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,2,11,0,2,7,0,14,1,0,1,0,17,26,8,0,3,5,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,5,0,3,6,5,0,0,0,1,16,6,12,23,3,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,9,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338084866587371,0.1713075361794188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402074595249967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926209646829667,0.0,0.0,0.16378410237766236,0.0,0.0,0.1396671153527512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453708870366483,0.11944170142332347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917180350218652,0.0,0.2620521070790769,0.0,0.09501883044275496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756523673261237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267254521912047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214030637383887,0.0,0.0,0.1116016809644594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689797625047275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590959335716244,0.0,0.3493592419218197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142144205215829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495698907550464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438226257276692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759011339790665,0.0986139283640213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jamesbcotter6,2019/11/01,"I was going to post this to an AskReddit post. I felt that it belonged here more. 12 year-old me would see that I'm a successful, educated, professional in the field that I've always dreamed about. He'd be so thrilled to see that I'm doing what I wanted. (by proxy, himself) He'd also wonder why nothing ever feels like enough. ""Isn't this what you wanted all your life? You program, you hack, you create, break, and fix everything you can just like you always wanted! You were in the Army, you have a family, you have everything."" 12 year-old me doesn't realize that ADHD is the thief of joy, accomplishment, and all that is good really. Nothing is ever enough for his brain, but he won't know that for years. (decades) Every accomplishment is dulled by a chemical imbalance and physical disability that no one can see; even less will ever understand. No one will care, because he'll continue to get straight As. Disabilities don't exist if you're a straight A student in all advanced courses, after all. ""He's the smartest person I know"" means nothing if you can't do anything that bores you, not because a normal person simply avoids things they don't enjoy, but because you're actively a prisoner of your own mind at times. You try to do these things, you don't forget things on purpose, you aren't lazy. You are handicapped. It doesn't mean you won't succeed. It doesn't mean that when you do succeed that you aren't still broken. It just means you succeeded in something despite all of this. Your disability isn't you. You aren't your disability. You do still have it, though.",4.047763157894734,5.981733671052632,4.717531578947369,82.8985210526316,72.48684210526315,7.890315789473684,27.29157894736842,8.608573733854374,2.0246322631578946,1252,46,238,23,25,401,152,304,0.10800000000000001,0.758,0.134,0.8111,0,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,26,1,7,14,15,0,1,12,0,37,2,1,0,8,37,59,12,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,25,3,0,1,11,1,0,2,17,4,0,2,3,5,37,11,21,47,10,23,0,1,3,0,36,8,0,3,12,165,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936564117745947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942769988796887,0.16528758030647597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173347362593171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816371533263015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087610535312407,0.0,0.0,0.1012653122428883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525217812824215,0.0,0.06560118841638309,0.26952707638909984,0.08368299747161953,0.0,0.1785282665546966,0.0,0.09363186244638314,0.0,0.05022014473270977,0.07095559623098745,0.0953646145722134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518916014530014,0.0,0.05644693341516852,0.0833065103690693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916945445927788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015400616852159,0.09704734187392842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43276273249633385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002868210922142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731438908521348,0.28590616975529426,0.0,0.20844328500539916,0.0,0.1346062007379219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344813106293008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902458797436133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362816230955133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374401220457345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764628629302887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863721992872093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979552018756744,0.0,0.0975832776282822,0.0,0.057915407614827566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743306091743491,0.0,0.0,0.10339761674151632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574791719391902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962258014282788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771038049813084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055543903882837,0.0,0.0,0.19188017142635067 adhd,pressed_soul,2019/11/01,Took my first dose of Adderall and... Nothing? I just took my first dose of Adderall (10mg) about an hour ago and I do the no it's doing anything? Is my dosage too low? Is this normal?,-1.3930769230769258,0.6036987948717965,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,99.51282051282051,2.6,16.756410256410255,3.1291,-1.2248666666666663,139,4,33,0,6,45,29,39,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,5,0,3,4,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435929392755746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361311600957597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881502811653917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825828740165134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28114502625777343,0.2753313199919003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6376125669850424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chlorotarax,2019/11/01,"Survive university without stimulants Hi all. I'm undiagnosed, but my new therapist is considering sending me to a specialist for an eval. I have depression and I've been told they want to be sure it's not the depression. In my case it would probably be PI but I think they are focusing on other comorbidities at this time. And I'm too organized for some of the criteria, so idk. What it means is that if I ever end up with a diagnosis and medication it won't be in time to safe this semester either. I have this feeling of my brain being fried after thinking too hard all the time. For example after an exam I cannot speak coherently anymore. And I get exhausted quickly. I'm very slow, it takes me a day to work through two hours of lectures. Listening to professors is overwhelming. (And good luck with the lectures without recording I fail to attend.) Have big deadlines and fail to write my papers. I think I will have to extend my study time even further, but I wish there was a different option. TL;DR I'm currently on St John's wort for depression (partially helpful after two months), and my new pdoc said I should stay on it for now. However I will ask my therapist again about the eval or maybe switching to bupropion (although scared of headache potential). Coffee, guarana and tyrosine help me a bit but I still feel mentally impaired in a way. Anyone has any experience how to survive university without stimulants? Is it even possible?",4.271482843137257,6.599537496323527,5.618970588235296,74.96328431372552,72.93382352941177,9.827450980392157,32.65686274509804,10.125756701596842,3.9181686274509806,1157,58,202,36,24,387,161,272,0.09,0.7759999999999999,0.134,0.8921,4,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,5,13,12,0,2,13,0,22,3,1,3,4,43,40,17,0,5,11,0,3,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,13,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,4,6,25,4,37,27,5,34,0,6,0,0,12,10,0,5,20,144,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064665374190877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761143682595787,0.08292231161354757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108675484418174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947179236622386,0.0,0.0,0.13238793713219987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648205478076173,0.0,0.3064294502529833,0.0,0.0,0.12390344053677375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503734725912188,0.0,0.0,0.1566578476075777,0.10727328949967302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600577092908294,0.0,0.0,0.11992739720554454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061959446076949996,0.0,0.0,0.09946937640277198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623517378864317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897948889769314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678927063196992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914164380838912,0.12918149776368695,0.0,0.11946900355881193,0.1195128829486265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465903471503324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907386201859514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369470606587186,0.0,0.0,0.12786227686906124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280818713068964,0.0,0.11873132036424396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640333522808178,0.09470775615658256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177159400960417,0.0,0.0891664549499923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27538899732087513,0.0,0.22796697165504165,0.0,0.0,0.2766078883408934,0.0,0.0,0.1133197761560462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169438152732905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978508527782234,0.06994865767360167,0.09413284116899437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363749930466066,0.34295548313135443,0.0,0.08633641738120101,0.0,0.0,0.08424438248492269,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,99percentorangejuice,2019/11/01,"ADHD is being able to hyperfocus on something you are interested in, but as soon as you fall in love that something becomes a person and everything else is boring And i hate it. I always become too attached and can't think about something else and do stupid stuff and become jealous and argghh. How do you stop it? :-(",5.852,6.922084866666669,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,67.0,8.0,30.0,8.07648339933343,2.148000000000001,252,9,44,3,4,81,43,60,0.28600000000000003,0.618,0.096,-0.9432,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,10,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,34,9,0,0.18891719023873849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270417504930307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719423611920486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6259325824465709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156321422401705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978658913583106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865166137140544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050514001001651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495520364074667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363130481138734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794323019139672,0.0,0.0,0.21626498478158887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105050736317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alimcs,2019/11/01,"Hyperfocus? Hey, I was diagnosed with ASD and GAD, but I'm really suspecting I might have ADD too. My psychiatrist told me I don't have it because I can concentrate in what interests me, like video games. But the problem is that's the only time I can concentrate, and other times it's really rough to get me focused for more than a few seconds. I often have to read the same line multiple times, I often lose important things, or miss important dates and events. It makes me feel so guilty. It happens since I was a little kid. I was pretty hyperactive at that time, but right now, as a 21 years old, I'm mainly struggling with concentration and attention. This problem has always appeared in my writing. I would write the same word twice in a row, or miss a word. My mind is always so busy thinking about many things at the same time, and if I don't keep thinking about something I really can't forget, at 90% of the time, I will forget it. When I have to count the attacks in my boxing class, I always get confused. I have to ask someone else to count it for me. I feel terrible about it because right now I have mo explanation for that. My doctor said she won't prescribe me medicine for concentration because it won't work if I'm not hyperactive. I really want to know if she's right or not about people with ADHD not being able to concentrate in anything because I read about people with ADHD being able to hyperfocus when they're really interested in something. I've heard it from neurologists and people with ADHD themselves. I'm really confused. I'm really struggling with university because of my lack of concentration. I can't read the texts or study properly for the tests, or pay attention in class. I really want to be treated for this, but my psychiatrist is not listening to me. Can you please tell me if she's right? Can you hyperfocus sometimes or you can you never concentrate? Also, I had to edit this multiple times because of the problems in writing. Thank you!",5.672834645669293,6.579676776902888,6.644413648293963,74.56954960629922,67.32020997375328,10.08550131233596,31.250498687664038,10.17224662633116,3.2077999160104977,1576,61,288,38,25,526,163,381,0.14,0.777,0.08199999999999999,-0.9717,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,0,2,15,17,1,4,15,0,31,2,0,1,1,66,57,26,0,11,18,0,3,1,0,5,2,3,0,1,19,13,0,1,8,5,1,1,11,12,0,2,7,6,46,5,46,42,7,33,0,3,0,0,20,16,0,16,17,201,65,10,0.16198106198087642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29200463821516026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476809837198054,0.20217182940062767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664830616465925,0.0,0.07571521355802574,0.09213842117430336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962264557890433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220368411801066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828972403313586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676571961645634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190249192387694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846284193632224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161965907950839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719881052344162,0.0,0.0,0.044510277746976384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03956788245218916,0.08117378902834257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060768760279443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406180833789745,0.08211168645780947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591815455337135,0.08177734849523967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246489040768573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498593820071967,0.0,0.0,0.0615969483913292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844590958968006,0.0,0.0,0.08890328202750512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823964866387514,0.0,0.2324910004431631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303734453503656,0.0,0.4150768642683653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766618837643646,0.07704054161688545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699620416834462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862301408399125,0.12470093519156147,0.08010170607205848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933777584154344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078929388779816,0.07456519951498726,0.0,0.0,0.10761302002880567,0.10379092400872753,0.0,0.0,0.33058360950385274,0.0,0.0,0.07738992313431968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955406271409237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896207115360764,0.0,0.0,0.05753334948375236,0.0,0.0,0.05215524657897853 adhd,CoffeeAndRegret,2019/11/01,"Anyone here get that brain drowning feeling? Lots of little stressors today are adding up. I know why I'm stressed, and which things I can and can't do something about. I am trying to relax and to take things one step at a time, but oh man. It's like my the stress is a lquid filling up my skull and my braon is drowning. There is too much in there. My car is at the mechanic, I was supposed to get a call about it two hours ago. They close in an bour and a half, after that it's closed for the weekend. So I should call them, get a status update, yeah? Nope, brain drowning, can't do it. I am doing nothing external, but never fear, I am actively thinking about every problem at once, basically treading water, and it is taking up all of my RAM to do so. How do I stop and focus on one? Dunno, how do you only focus on some of the water when drowning?",1.8996610169491528,3.450570039548026,3.5453333333333354,90.66138983050848,77.4180790960452,5.623954802259886,22.53446327683616,6.079149491110277,0.3225927683615817,655,19,141,4,15,218,106,177,0.098,0.831,0.071,-0.6966,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,0,12,6,0,3,10,1,20,5,3,2,2,24,29,14,4,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,1,3,2,0,3,4,4,0,4,1,1,16,2,22,27,4,26,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,3,11,106,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136016306594287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150483995518272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35604158771451777,0.3256725470560288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343600011454852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944761552559327,0.08063261245035723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994882501780194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704541608766173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876403120668277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790878290282023,0.15983041585432578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557533637800714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722849196249825,0.0,0.12299277303255317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301536535284274,0.0,0.0,0.16982990086683988,0.21612143245072252,0.12128380348619792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259085364055364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276747560799155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333237115675877,0.3653437359858324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23980255965140096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118890093517554,0.10218166938361999,0.0,0.0,0.09298799599176068,0.0,0.15115851794650007,0.0,0.0,0.10826937867734562,0.0,0.15577861029201592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389649432353982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theopalsea,2019/11/01,"I can see I make others nervous!! I went to my first party since being medicated and holy cow it was a different experience. For one, I noticed things. Really noticed them. Like changes in people’s tone and facial expressions, their body language, reading how they felt about me and the conversation. Is this how it is for normal people?? I cringe wondering if I’ve missed out on so many cues in my life because my ADHD overshadowed it. I don’t know if I was projecting my own nervousness or what but it feels like I made others uncomfortable. I know I do fine with people I know well and thought I did okay with small talk with those I didn’t, now I’m seeing I had no idea!! Does anyone have a similar experience? How did you make changes/fix it?",2.133801369863015,4.677523116438363,3.7290239726027385,84.5799743150685,81.53424657534248,7.211643835616439,23.508561643835613,8.278499904357787,1.6635082191780817,589,21,115,13,16,195,97,146,0.078,0.8059999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.7476,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,1,7,8,0,2,3,1,13,4,2,6,0,27,28,12,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,10,4,23,5,11,17,1,8,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,4,4,79,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831736763354642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065723824013899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291100522643478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929913533059146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123526985168626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924163941873984,0.0,0.0,0.1333797322437414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981829893464389,0.0,0.0,0.07706579922034255,0.10888558290305664,0.14634267341250246,0.0,0.0,0.1296444502924526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205841982075915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251290532010552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765549527308653,0.14892491854673628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421912439779064,0.2034769086503188,0.15452527984332232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535424674570045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933471837660106,0.0,0.34705185652797965,0.0,0.0,0.10328061074986553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169969153073301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524566327350214,0.0,0.097641199709913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429106602516005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607958311601816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250571465160055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125801059560813,0.0,0.0,0.1210007922876398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703973723519774,0.14129059070256608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652879855602869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blacksheepwonder,2019/11/01,"i read the task wrong and got zero points for my first task in my new master, feel like shit Cause i didnt pay enough attention to reading the task. Something that happened to me very often. Yeah i know i should take my time and analyzing what i need to do. People asked me ""how much points to do you have"" and i tell them ""zero"". Feels like always man.",1.5716071428571432,3.6170899305555584,2.5158730158730163,95.345,80.25,5.2253968253968255,17.23015873015873,6.1826913282559595,-0.4874507936507939,273,5,61,2,7,86,52,72,0.09,0.792,0.11800000000000001,0.0192,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,2,4,1,0,2,1,5,1,1,2,0,12,13,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,13,2,6,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,5,38,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650113416310648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539480512392725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372089252484674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490914818185246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054485506739575,0.2833480436605708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868395421330545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860809873247492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536650976902804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898700381513828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937703008859174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578202427003487,0.14704572041016248,0.0,0.19153081584648896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374844636666865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749375875205199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967310223889501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035642592725733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267014706954124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910582737130354,0.0,0.17333329364687006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563723171351005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636280411805906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682287120327184,0.0,0.0 adhd,sandralu112,2019/11/01,"Kaiser ADHD Adult Testing It’s been a little over a month that I was diagnosed with Depression and Anxiety. Zoloft has helped me in dealing with my depression a lot better. Although before I would just noticed the depression. Now that it’s a little better I noticed my anxiety a lot more and now I can noticed more things that I didn’t noticed because i’m not walking with a big cloud over my head. Anyways that’s just a little back story into why i’m writing about ADHD. Since I can noticed more things. My husband that has ADHD swears that I have it. He has noticed a lot of things that I do and don’t do. It has taken me a while to accept it cuz I thought It was impossible for me to have it. I know I have it but yesterday I became doubtful i’ll get the help I took a computer test that lasted 15 minutes and I have no Idea how this test will works. I was looking forward to speaking to someone about it. I’m worried that this test is just not going to help me at all. I’m overwhelmed at work even tho it’s easy it’s hard for me to stay focus. For example, right now at work I should be catching up cuz i’m soo behind on my work but i’m writing this. Even tho is sooo easy as i’m working Im think about something and then start looking up things on amazon or texting friend then I go back to work for another 5 min. I’m worried that i’m going to get fired. At school it’s soo hard to stay focus and developed good studying habits and I always make a mental list of things that i’m going to do to improve at work but once i’m at work i’m again not working enough or hard enough for school I tell myself when I get home i’m going to do 20 min of studying but it doesn’t happened although my intentions are good I have a hard time actually doing them. I forget my phone at public places all the time specially the restroom. Even when I been out of the country and I think it really is a miracle that I always get it back cuz someone nice enough gives it to the staff or someone reminds me so I run back to make sure is still there. My wallet omgeee I always always lose it but it don’t let it stress me as much as before because i noticed that I misplace it all the time and eventually I’ll find it somewhere. I don’t know if this happens to anyone my phone is always about to die my husband literally connects it for me cuz I can be right next to a charger and i’ll say I ok even tho i’m like at 5 percent i literally charge it at 1 percent or when it dies. I wash my clothes but I got as far as drying it and leave it there and just take what I need as the week goes by or just put it in a basket and never putting it away. I feel like sometimes It laziness but my husband reminds me of you were actually lazy you wouldn’t stress or get anxiety about not getting your work done or learning at the same level as others. Anyways I guess I just needed to vent and i’m just wondering if anyone took the test and were told that they don’t have ADHD even tho they know deep inside they do? Side Note: Sorry for the misspells and also I hope you guys understand me. I never did good at school.",1.0442396526237978,3.0746781006097583,2.9644124168514416,91.51236881005177,82.01829268292683,5.4391722099039175,22.744271988174425,6.574015621080383,0.5336044715447157,2438,84,526,24,66,816,248,656,0.091,0.8009999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.9503,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,4,13,41,22,0,4,26,1,47,4,1,8,6,90,100,58,2,8,27,3,6,2,1,4,3,2,1,2,54,21,0,0,13,0,0,13,14,8,0,0,16,10,72,14,69,77,16,76,0,5,2,0,29,34,0,16,31,366,126,21,0.0,0.0,0.09923438816705447,0.0,0.2444222942264392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040660571250323255,0.21153474937976244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533152100521893,0.11668840727675305,0.0,0.0,0.07110373807211141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047770366903581836,0.1563860627205313,0.0,0.061989040976443775,0.0,0.0865303663191815,0.0,0.0,0.08993619425075026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524187601572683,0.13137766509640764,0.05160640560917599,0.10553775802525324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052031887253337315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760882207665888,0.0,0.16791256699315926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02570866053009292,0.036323538012917406,0.0,0.0,0.04647122956612618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928256931035783,0.0,0.1593858687447203,0.048774968859095234,0.14448136866779435,0.12793862740284706,0.04066523438126923,0.0,0.056011283708749096,0.050344349596896376,0.08992378421244555,0.0,0.1821878291651198,0.0,0.052181437452238924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224060072729177,0.0,0.05100148386987581,0.050500362637742435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057397594669315974,0.05492111314475258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382892342963512,0.04144530128415788,0.0,0.05383730584214011,0.0,0.051992256753440935,0.0,0.04968040575876045,0.1528795525301465,0.0,0.0,0.08539365924637406,0.056882329884711674,0.0,0.1296793019576747,0.0,0.0,0.06787860274110998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051239603431615516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058383732658147,0.0,0.037376781090580215,0.07540155557034632,0.07842929438743912,0.0,0.054074025691196376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052100230748557,0.0,0.0541480566803287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053121998233831465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222614254934506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03257248328686058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684236931307028,0.0,0.040433828763820436,0.0,0.15437296784080118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042059347140978615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924191185368314,0.0391428140379983,0.05028681108266711,0.056916595158356134,0.03598821384515949,0.10838759152525156,0.04060472601474639,0.0,0.1164851019931706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047920625882930966,0.0,0.03822896476361107,0.0,0.04444059961979818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889514198847688,0.06515859453763831,0.0,0.040365094818533835,0.08894404198292448,0.0,0.0,0.048584388962411684,0.11298089574837047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052931233921692133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078463471832256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587952705007439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513902085570856,0.3701562274437644,0.10327073270262456,0.0,0.036118689829650566,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,regulartoaster,2019/11/01,"Taking meds *after* you start your most important task(s) is the best advice I've gotten on this sub. I finished migrating a website from staging to production before I even realized it. I always dread these migrations, since it's easy to break everything if I forget one step. Now I have some energy left over to make some music!",3.3114051522248253,6.25115836065574,4.444637002341923,78.71786885245903,80.14754098360655,8.075878220140515,23.46838407494145,8.841846274778883,2.4110449648711936,264,9,43,7,7,86,52,61,0.077,0.74,0.182,0.7707,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,1,7,5,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,4,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123704737600009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26598478923199825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200922443072856,0.0,0.3354660489383208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113405183797235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28729202317232105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473142175476965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133771862116566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355072950189048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661156794848085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644281050118312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262587471445628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403464008873471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glitterwitch18,2019/11/01,"What are some lesser-known signs of impulsivity and risk-taking? I'm trying to get a diagnosis as my dad just got a diagnosis, and we're very similar in how we act, among other things. One thing that's different, though, is he's very stereotypically impulsive - he's very spontaneous, takes lots of risks, etc. I'm not impulsive like that, but I do spend money very quickly - if I see something I like, I usually buy it... Unless I'm out of money. That's only one example, though. What other behaviours could be classified as being impulsive?",4.662352941176472,6.493295382352947,6.50406862745098,71.14080882352944,70.66666666666667,10.590196078431372,28.43627450980393,10.686352973137794,3.5107215686274507,427,16,76,14,8,148,70,102,0.069,0.9309999999999999,0.0,-0.6286,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,13,10,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,6,2,10,9,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,4,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509827154650731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757154561188672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089893453280675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879809207595157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512423002992431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847715612876341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076792398302087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562810829136596,0.14382074070519316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068996641422672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455801085464589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421813167163353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251262191622536,0.0,0.3715838932789204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838797753270426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826935183319206,0.6241164616279401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lastminutelizzy,2019/11/01,"“Just try to focus” Oh it’s that easy? Cool, I’m cured now. *eye roll*",-5.111249999999998,-6.6722946249999975,-1.804499999999999,113.69950000000004,151.5,1.2800000000000002,3.2,3.1291,-3.405585,50,0,15,0,5,17,16,16,0.0,0.698,0.302,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kiepye17,2019/11/01,"How am I supposed to do my assignment if I cry every time I open the task? I don’t even know where to begin. I’m doing a degree online and although I’m supposed to have mentors and stuff, I’ve had absolutely no support. I’ve got 2 assignments due in a month and I can barely do the weekly tasks in time, neither mind plan the assignment. I have a complete breakdown whenever I think about it, which makes unable to work, so I become even more stressed. I don’t even want to do this course, but my company is paying for it. I’ve already dropped out of one university and if I drop out of this I feel like a complete failure. I haven’t been diagnosed with ADHD - I’m having an assessment soon, so I can’t even use it to get extra time",3.2255258467023147,4.169485183006536,5.02800950683304,83.78786096256687,72.98692810457516,7.916577540106951,28.28817587641117,8.296473431620573,1.889096732026144,575,22,120,9,11,197,92,153,0.094,0.8590000000000001,0.047,-0.7472,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,1,8,0,16,1,0,3,0,19,29,11,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,3,1,15,2,15,26,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,9,83,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037473501943474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317079048823835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332773360887487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670708377009978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922829735666268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767092710909507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624725337683753,0.0,0.14748623008317066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850997269033678,0.12505495390459806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145581423367534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000257929887858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620228579823407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552004006209582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684648579495922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674946663965174,0.0,0.13972234489774926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861765049338405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051789909821024,0.0,0.2003890860099998,0.0,0.198643393101708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216425329348438,0.0,0.0,0.3062172265903096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118602771344158,0.0,0.0,0.10324836400485088,0.0,0.14041365169059014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274376685002937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elmoemily,2019/11/01,"Supplementing based on ingredients in Redbull So, I've tried several ADHD meds and nothing has worked for me, but Sugarfree Redbull is magical and it helps sooo much. It's better than coffee or any other caffeinated beverage (coffee actually causes my brain to seize up sometimes). From everything that I've tried, it is the only thing that kills distractions and helps me focus at work. But I don't love the carbonation, and it's expensive. Has anybody tried supplementing with some of the ingredients available in redbull? A combination of caffeine, b vitamins, and taurine? I'm curious to try, but am not sure where to start, and not sure if this approach would be effective.",6.7456666666666685,8.831469566666673,7.408333333333335,65.69666666666669,65.83333333333334,11.333333333333336,36.66666666666666,11.20814326018867,4.994166666666667,548,28,84,18,9,181,85,120,0.12300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.133,0.3447,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,3,6,1,1,4,0,8,3,1,2,2,20,11,12,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,14,9,2,8,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,1,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.17638391161610695,0.0,0.21722389354215546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291479409140987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598568604172634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177447268757215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567791882799886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244458952257582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423030620111509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997081033683076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313206844775036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077020937484572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328705295441973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343251868611484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746694958338912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041937189958062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876432969041606,0.0,0.12793431888550907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407055798477571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008089674210605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908639337570666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631732991417525,0.0,0.0,0.1283981473010732,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clairehl1,2019/11/01,"need advice: knowing everything and nothing with adhd inattentive one thing i have noticed while learning about my adhd inattentive is that i feel like i am such a wealth of knowledge (on account of endless thinking, considering and exploring) that i don't really know anything at all. Its like I haave figured out so many things that the more i learn the more i lose old understandings because i can't hold onto them and everythiing feels sort of fuzzy unless i deliberately beat it into my head, write it where i can see it or even get it tattooed (ehich yes i have done lol). The best way i can think of it is an encyclopedia with no glossary or specific organization. Lots of stuff is there, but its not necessarily accessible at a glance, and as a result it feels like its not even there. Does anyone relate or even have advice?",7.344743589743594,7.5946783461538425,7.735384615384617,70.47628205128207,63.615384615384606,10.523076923076925,34.0,10.25414643259724,3.4269153846153837,666,26,119,14,9,219,103,156,0.024,0.8859999999999999,0.09,0.8273,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,9,6,0,0,7,2,12,1,1,1,1,35,23,12,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,1,13,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,1,5,15,5,16,22,5,11,0,1,2,0,2,7,0,5,5,91,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682013529386881,0.2993845922902961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071117208845738,0.0,0.12605962349209726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338120660038156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076001851218533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405473660091974,0.15676320642734345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035351641942079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767435217289944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323674348785585,0.218873255931158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003374200765534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721377568283704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683748373274567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451789031125008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137676322154474,0.0,0.13023387679664875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530729698666038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135860166215561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698679547284516,0.1744041033486988,0.16074370060114396,0.0,0.1038032903286549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813533951763033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206998780773075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536215215247408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354090851407186,0.19631173776738636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947278462762304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159249318030302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bac0n01,2019/11/01,"Guess who has two thumbs and just realized he took his Vyvanse twice this morning? This fucking guy. I took 120 mg instead of 60 mg, and only just realized now that it’s kicking in. God dammit. Anyone have any tips for this?",1.8100000000000025,4.356409090909096,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,83.0909090909091,5.3381818181818215,24.70909090909091,6.742157984588678,0.938178181818182,176,7,35,2,5,55,37,44,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101608057135204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609104670482635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857065898523737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34044727470247804,0.3060025673765253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350422103131033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6867194519408836,0.0,0.0,0.3018914960620087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dtarena,2019/11/01,Experience with Dexedrine Or Modinafil Does anyone have experience transitioning from Adderall/Dexedrine to Modinafil/Provigil? What was your experience with it? Pros/cons? Thanks in advance!,8.905555555555555,12.685578629629633,6.70574074074074,55.00083333333336,96.03703703703705,10.68888888888889,45.24074074074074,8.841846274778883,7.402585185185185,161,11,17,6,6,47,22,27,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.5764,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361823797571394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673520356922129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8965360913854351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812706423690676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SortaHyphy,2019/11/01,"I was never bullied, but I have a lot in common with people who were? Was that just RSD and my horrible self-talk? Idk if anyone else ever experienced this... I’ve always been sensitive to anything remotely negative that people say abt me or just abt people in general. And that made me grow into someone severely self-conscious, with extremely negative self-talk, who’s always trying to help others, and constantly apologizing... but I’m not sure if anyone else ever saw that as a similar experience to people who are bullied?",7.225312500000001,8.13558757291667,8.472916666666666,62.81375,63.89583333333334,11.816666666666665,34.75,11.538034831475384,4.706449999999999,421,18,63,13,6,145,63,96,0.212,0.696,0.092,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,4,21,9,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,5,1,9,3,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,4,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494750204979227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964175584661612,0.30720195992568394,0.12336353385044282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199994858348754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504619033723897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712051838468001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466411936226102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004818201144578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744851066198035,0.0,0.14184890017538013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562018700422493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157161447493553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921481327819898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691679062885459,0.16935614738285484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270186447042641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128883267962525,0.0,0.0,0.24098469549153226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017793606961988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Broken_Drum69,2019/11/01,"Sorry Lady with the shopping bags Dear lady with the shopping bags, i'm really sorry it looked like i was was being rude and ignoring you. In response to your question the lift probably isn't working because the fire alarm's still going off though i muted the buzzer, I didn't respond aside from gesturing to my phone because i was on the phone talking to our property management company trying to get it sorted and i couldn't actually confirm whether the lift was working or not yet because i hadn't tried to use it, though they're often disabled when the fire alarm goes off. I wanted to tell you about the fire alarm but i was concerned that if i put my phone down to explain; i'd forget where i was in the phone call and I really wanted to get it sorted, having had to go downstairs to silence it 5 times in the last 45 minutes, as you're just getting in from the shops, you've likely avoided the ear splitting ringing that it was letting out and for that I am rather jealous. Oh and yes; there was no fire, it was just faulty. N.B. I'm aware she probably won't get to read this but i'm feeling rather guilty for her maybe thinking i was being rude and ignoring her and am just venting my thoughts so that i can move on.",6.02167148640833,5.779732465587047,6.291524002313476,81.37932186234818,66.4493927125506,8.83851937536148,33.02747252747253,8.192908349453996,2.390148872180452,977,38,192,11,14,314,131,247,0.177,0.787,0.035,-0.9842,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,2,15,12,3,4,13,1,23,1,1,1,0,37,40,17,0,6,11,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,10,0,3,5,4,3,4,7,9,0,0,14,8,24,3,29,21,0,20,0,0,1,0,17,11,0,6,7,129,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.14591974975976496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734563747771525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268689001995445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560688145513976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124930985727757,0.0,0.16996273610685525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188694068272996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290459759042105,0.0,0.14610564966809916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556757408858024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022302409102736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892676903416247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224373490989574,0.0,0.0,0.15031899138225185,0.16750786714633334,0.0,0.14957050565698796,0.0,0.19158554602146652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347732767275729,0.0,0.0,0.11941488366232915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201865826208916,0.13069584637894266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581281232493934,0.2938250115730969,0.1187101496516331,0.0871921692234457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304216445720388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291459451128225,0.0,0.0,0.17639338439439253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771930105392606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jup1234321,2019/11/01,"WHY is everyone so damn punctual Seriously it seems punctuality is the number one asset everyone seems to care about. &#x200B; Today we had a peerranking of our group project in uni, so we give constructive critiscism to each other to help each other be better. &#x200B; Everyone gave me the same main criticism: 'Be on time for meetings'. Wich is fair because i often am 5 to 10 minutes later than we agreed. The thing i don't agree with is how this particular shortcoming of mine somehow seems to shape my entire personality in their minds. They all think I don't care about the project and that I don't put in alot of work. The stupid thing being that i've done a shitload of the work in this project, more than anyone else. They do mention that the work i do make is of good quality but they say it exactly like that: 'the work i do make', while i've done most of the assignments. Nobody sees or acknowledges this because I am 5 minutes late sometimes. When I arrive we usually spend 10 more minutes talking about random bullshit before we even begin so WHY DO PEOPLE CARE DAMN MUCH. &#x200B; There's also this other guy who is very punctual, friendly, funny and a nice guy all around. But he does jack shit for the group. Does barely any work. His criticism was way more positive because he is at school literally always. Because of his overal friendliness and him always being there he can get away with seemlingly everything. &#x200B; &#x200B; It upsets me that being punctual seems to be so much more important than anything else in this world and i sucks that i'm so bad at it while i try so hard every day to be on time. &#x200B; Anyway i just needed to vent, if you read this far i would love your thoughts on this topic or share your own experiences.",5.789265412070089,7.056274441791048,5.9764049318624295,78.15697598961714,67.26865671641791,9.049967553536664,30.68462037637897,9.318704503766252,2.7311998702141462,1418,54,254,27,23,451,179,335,0.113,0.733,0.153,0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,6,3,4,6,20,18,5,1,14,0,29,2,1,3,3,42,49,20,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,23,14,0,0,7,1,1,1,3,8,0,1,6,3,32,10,38,35,15,29,0,0,1,1,35,16,4,12,12,178,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979335314451128,0.10361905063612173,0.4047850571672149,0.4539532441626275,0.042342382046998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043537183945630484,0.06379792128591154,0.05123884641912031,0.05542911232776091,0.0,0.0,0.058500081920369325,0.0,0.05198873176057026,0.15182483243666214,0.0,0.0529829876384321,0.0,0.0,0.055068393570163764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904501626351306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04015581841287932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897716287215094,0.1274375670145177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402895085914696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041125490806405325,0.0,0.052461006061775166,0.17849082508129505,0.05595982909850048,0.060907185164252135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048105837816502336,0.0,0.03253092863104445,0.05973032779253345,0.0,0.05222498569006508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330441512373325,0.0,0.0,0.05577727167432862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173496322665448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023770985244014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030419567559431482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056196655719040166,0.0,0.08312483404219782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628699698647756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154397997955112,0.04616875966947831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219242215397178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431667589074268,0.0543674565325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259359202338091,0.0,0.0,0.06228191876312497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951568196685389,0.0,0.06301557395197843,0.04961719846843996,0.2267351210428524,0.0,0.0,0.0639141985053057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061581745306410585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050046303864068366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273229018500566,0.039896942030626964,0.0,0.04943150967154596,0.07261452485571078,0.0,0.05902000490230536,0.0,0.0,0.04227389463138389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857617670704602,0.05137520281026885,0.0,0.049423113533050164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123690800329988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266485588492669,0.0,0.0,0.04423131851081805,0.0,0.4539532441626275,0.0 adhd,Pyro-Millie,2019/11/01,"First Dose I finally got some ADD medication, and I took my first dose today. It’s a good trial day for me, as I have a lot of obligations I had to worry about, but nothing academically pressing. I feel calm and functional for the first time in years, and my usual scattered thoughts are gone! It’s so weird thinking about one thing at a time!! For the first time ever, I sat through a class without fighting impatience and staring down the clock. And I was able to keep my hands busy drawing while actually taking in what was being said! I know this is not a cure-all, but damn. It sure is a step in the right direction and I feel like it will help me learn some valuable skills!",3.9157777777777767,5.222068466666666,4.621666666666666,85.97250000000004,71.74074074074073,7.77037037037037,27.574074074074076,8.238735603445708,1.6656074074074074,533,19,111,8,10,171,90,135,0.035,0.7609999999999999,0.205,0.9742,0,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,4,8,2,0,10,0,9,4,1,0,2,23,21,11,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,5,9,6,14,5,16,10,3,24,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,3,16,76,21,3,0.16420452393409454,0.0,0.160239928572332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058983336361585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853239278479868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605348218996127,0.11730774470813242,0.0,0.17987802971608016,0.0,0.5586891366976836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772696404504822,0.13132935815882985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006283111021163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595252561475838,0.0,0.0,0.09024251203488788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022203610331931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960081423942308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654187826715247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755866933526427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126923506422363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022976624144087,0.15619610471894532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547608205271656,0.0,0.1234613664932936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090901893520516,0.105215628648891,0.0,0.13036005018035998,0.2872469352113176,0.0,0.15564668875849433,0.0,0.18243726795876455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084808447300185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828730142036587,0.0,0.0,0.16675766473234396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574232975676587 adhd,hanner__,2019/11/01,"Adderall: Then Vs Now The flair doesn't really fit, but I guess it does. Should be more like ""posting here because no one in the real world cares"" lol. Adderall was like a dream when I first got prescribed it. I was like, wow life is great and my job is great and I can DO ANYTHING. I was just reading an article on how to tell if you're abusing Adderall, and I was amazed how I was the complete opposite. I am afraid to take it, I hate how it makes me feel, I hate that I keep losing weight. I don't take it on the weekends anymore because I want to be able to actually enjoy my time off with family. I hate my meds. I hate this disease. I hate that it's impossible to find a healthy balance even when I'm trying my damn hardest. The flair totally fits, this is a rant. Just wanted to get this off my chest today, hopefully someone here can relate.",1.4266588235294115,3.4332428457142896,3.056705882352944,91.48247058823532,80.54285714285714,5.946218487394957,24.008403361344534,7.048011613610866,0.8374336134453788,658,24,143,8,17,217,104,175,0.195,0.561,0.244,0.9033,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,11,18,6,1,9,1,17,3,1,4,1,23,35,11,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,8,0,2,6,2,22,10,12,26,2,17,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,3,11,93,33,2,0.12437625009945125,0.14736551821292554,0.12137327860729175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334781920328425,0.0,0.0,0.10235105628853224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516372152840182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680987621893092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040613187209096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884249461878852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821493401703358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725085939097238,0.0,0.06288836913845554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367763932514335,0.1057943747969564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498145723655073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947504919120848,0.2742505096427599,0.13701446178696894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139789863930829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353368015695433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342423665348046,0.11055132583188562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785062368794606,0.18229185993459576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391452096486265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302211273879376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815397524199258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842805659500408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911806682422725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244099080791101,0.14156740203962556,0.07967861064960967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538359309307796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870309225189565,0.0,0.10871032469205323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252479164029818,0.0,0.11789414216107592,0.0,0.0,0.08444330954604927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467206695723585,0.0,0.0,0.15145676546426873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,melevine4,2019/11/01,"Today at work I was told that I was picking up on things really fast and seemed really organized. Boy do I have them fooled lol I get so distracted at work and have no idea what’s going on half the time. I have also never once been told that I am organized so I’m feeling pretty confused, but also pretty great right now.",2.1963636363636354,4.137960757575762,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.78787878787878,7.430303030303031,20.090909090909093,8.344100000000001,1.082381818181818,254,6,51,5,6,86,46,66,0.096,0.6829999999999999,0.221,0.8994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,2,1,1,8,0,0,1,1,9,15,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,1,7,1,5,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337780650811591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678512153564508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033920745012986,0.0,0.12002539373661406,0.0,0.0,0.23284014520187904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841028650411944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288444361607704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249127995898353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297167831233786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705902613972244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035698418991228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922614463355881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030671292974084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231478697214436,0.0,0.2001855107944414,0.4036063935741293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30750087262220643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,purhitta,2019/11/01,"Feel like this is the missing piece. This is the answer. *""The results of this TOVA test are not within normal limits, and are suggestive of an attention problem, including ADHD.""* (since this is the ADHD forum, I don't expect many people to read this wall of text (I don't blame you,) but this might be the first place where I feel understood... so I'm writing to process, as well as direct my thoughts to the world.) Just got back from my first TOVA test. I know it's not 100% reliable, nor diagnostic, but reading that above line was like a breath of fresh air (though for good measure I had to read it a few times for it to sink in.) My ACS was -0.62: not a huge differentiation from the norm, but still negative. On Tuesday I meet with my psychiatrist to go over the test and (fingers crossed) start a new medication regimen. Since my ACS was only -.62, I'm still experiencing anxiety that I'm just making up my issues in my head. Maybe I'm not ""sick"" enough to deserve medication. Though the counselor overseeing the TOVA said ADHD manifests differently in women than men, and I relate to that completely. I wasn't hyperactive as a kid. I was smart enough to excel in school and graduated high school 11th in my class. College is where it started to fall apart, probably due to the inattentive type of ADHD. \- - - All this started a few days ago I was reading Jonice Webb's book *Running on Empty*, which mentions executive dysfunction. It's a term I've heard before, but decided to research it again. Somehow in my incessant Googling I stumbled across the diagnostic criteria for ADHD. I wanted to cry. I've been in counseling for years for depression. Lately anxiety was added to the diagnostic mix. I've always felt like there was something fundamentally wrong with me, something I was missing, like everyone else got the memo on how to live normally and I was struggling to stay afloat. Since I was smart and had done well in school, I had no reason to be drowning like this. I attributed it to never needing to *learn* how to study since I got by okay in school. In light of this possibility of having ADHD, so much makes sense. I was never good at sports as a kid/teen, mostly because my brain just. cannot. process. a game where things move so quickly. I always take an extra second to hear what people are saying to me, especially if I'm nervous talking to them in the first place. I'm constantly telling myself to ""be normal, be casual"" in social situations. And sure, part of this is definitely due to some social anxiety & depressive tendencies, but the lingering feeling like I was never good enough as-is to partake in the world wholly... it was this hidden demon, the final ingredient in my inability cocktail, the attention deficit hiding under misdiagnoses and unanswered questions. In counseling we kept hitting the same roadblock. Feeling like I was somehow fundamentally different and struggling way more than I should be, given my general intelligence level, background, and environment. How could everyone else in my college classes pay attention for more than an hour of lecture? How did they focus on their work- and moreso, how did they *enjoy* their work? I've been caught in the gears between loving my career (creative field) and hating the day-to-day grind. I can come up with ideas left and right. Executing them is like pulling teeth. I can't see the trees for the forest. I hate focusing on the details (unless I get obsessive about them, in which case I hate that I AM focusing on them.) I've been confused for so long why I feel burned out at the *start* of my career. I'm only 3 years out of school- I shouldn't be feeling defeated. I'm too easily distracted, which I've always previously attributed to living in this ""attention economy"" where I'm pulled in every direction by media and notifications. Focusing takes a monumental effort. I can technically do it- especially in cases where urgency is paramount- but it leaves me exhausted and drained. And the exhaustion.... the paradoxical sluggishness of a mind that is constantly turning and thinking and driving. How can I claim to be an overthinker when at the same time I don't have the mental energy to focus on *anything*? &#x200B; * Books take forever to read, if I ever finish them. I used to read all the time as a kid; now I'm too distracted and unfocused to grasp what I'm reading. * I pick at my skin when bored or feeling uncomfortable emotions. * In my adult life, I've never been able to keep up with a planner for more than a week. * My thoughts are organized on post-it notes, screenshots, and writing on the back of my hand. * I only ever have at least 10 tabs open on the computer and flip between them endlessly, even if I'm in the middle of reading something. * My apartment is always messy- borderline gross- and I'm terrified of having people over, lest they see the disaster I live in. * I procrastinate falling asleep at night, because relaxing is mentally uncomfortable. * I have a hell of a time communicating my thoughts. I've been called ""articulate"" by my therapist, which is hilarious because I feel like a blabbering fool * During deep or focused conversations, it feels like someone will pull the plug on my brain, and all my thoughts will drain out. It's white. Gray. Nothing. Takes me a minute or more to remember what I was thinking or saying. * I can't keep my word on deadlines. I've stopped taking freelance work because I'm not able to maintain due dates. Only when urgency pops up can I get anything done, and clients don't like that * I always feel somewhat out of the loop, distant, like I'm missing something * I skipped a lot of classes in college due to emotional fatigue & not wanting to sit through 2 hours of lecture or critique * I sometimes forget things or make silly mistakes at work, and don't catch them until too late because I can't mentally relax long enough to proofread * I've been procrastinating on a large (important, but not urgent) personal project for 3 years. Three. Years. I know what needs to get done, I plan how to do it, I have the time to do it, I have the ability to do it, I even have the desire to do it, and I just don't. *Why* can't I seem to do what I want. I never feel fully in control of my discipline, will, or impulses. I go over my budget every month. I get obsessive about things I need *right now* to be happy. Recently it's Elsa figurines from the newest Frozen movie. Why do I need these? I like the character, sure, but I've spent $190+ in the past week on these things. The thought of taking a few days to mull something over feels like torture. I have pretty good instincts, but I don't have the patience to wait for them. I've blamed it on personal failings for so long, I don't know how to regard myself if all these tendencies can be attributed to a disorder. The idea that I'm not worthless, or wasting my life? That I'm just suffering under something that was undiagnosed until now? It feels like blasphemy to have a better self-perception than ""piece of trash."" I know a diagnosis doesn't fix things, nor does medication. I know I have a lot of work ahead of me. But I finally feel like I'm in the right lane. The diagnoses of depression & anxiety have worked until now, but they've only enlightened part of the room. Now I feel like it's totally illuminated. If you read all this, I want to give you a hug. Thank you for taking the time. Reading posts in this community has also almost brought me to tears. You guys are so lovely and supportive. I feel like I'm among friends.",3.6096694422623727,6.038055927719308,4.771002094789214,79.79778829536531,75.33684210526316,8.015134852055514,28.458889761717728,8.841846274778883,2.558463210264467,5967,254,1079,134,134,1958,549,1425,0.124,0.74,0.136,0.9281,4,0,6,0,0,0,251.0,1,5,13,19,55,75,5,8,80,1,104,22,9,19,15,197,213,82,1,23,38,0,20,18,1,6,10,5,1,8,60,38,1,8,45,18,3,15,33,32,2,5,48,31,128,43,189,148,32,184,2,11,4,3,49,92,1,25,91,718,188,48,0.06546459107825015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360271503339654,0.0,0.0290152050417336,0.0,0.03277666581213922,0.0,0.0,0.026176004916785664,0.13617946009038584,0.14186171416493354,0.03977332180831974,0.0,0.0,0.10016046598079192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387178051274348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050338229651124666,0.0,0.09976651775233727,0.0,0.02785277265631324,0.0,0.0,0.028949055442573424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308013408347581,0.03342333343548228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02819597429143625,0.0343191891147893,0.07074396623353575,0.036712052730711715,0.02613407453686249,0.0,0.03595488965953973,0.08443849098995222,0.0,0.0845768345542378,0.03322259096280372,0.0,0.06839656424882111,0.03751404648093255,0.0,0.028644252405335507,0.10048950824040627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054687265613025865,0.07363885366996363,0.0,0.13528484474418598,0.0,0.043238744995921286,0.05921647054884776,0.055156741448087014,0.06255422219868614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648069139203098,0.2338395847337285,0.03142813682695781,0.07171325964229103,0.0,0.08352622159283657,0.0,0.0,0.02528889033755829,0.0,0.06840509377406226,0.031399800480215685,0.03720503574186298,0.10981718609989964,0.07853702068422483,0.0,0.0,0.03241011874790764,0.0,0.034844137255961014,0.0,0.09694909577042883,0.03359277849063399,0.0,0.03689167598337278,0.0,0.0,0.03458346736481523,0.0,0.0,0.06446943537440918,0.0,0.0,0.07390155494993157,0.0,0.034164012425485016,0.0,0.05818793646661579,0.0,0.0,0.08994406802411126,0.0,0.07384691017314629,0.03465877480555932,0.03556373487666357,0.0,0.04623957669653203,0.28784423210950183,0.0,0.08670964993350347,0.08690115458056255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055655654298797534,0.059084349356402215,0.0,0.06554718432841901,0.03318541013973974,0.032883990388596636,0.0,0.0,0.0989230324305773,0.09895936555609404,0.03472379292523958,0.03305028756594064,0.0,0.026126606015014615,0.034789250030297245,0.02406200344745208,0.09708232957140177,0.12622582100892862,0.03161305499953067,0.0,0.030717042016958962,0.09621209971186843,0.031407520364683014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447192865615715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089177265991525,0.03124667982853589,0.06807735703939377,0.057161155842538176,0.06839656424882111,0.0,0.0,0.03690074510258536,0.06269698216857655,0.03330051203595138,0.0352909507475692,0.03132038623787148,0.0,0.0,0.03666766214156752,0.0,0.3274115336315951,0.0,0.0,0.03365425137034435,0.03231919299132908,0.0,0.03707931006615582,0.08385960463256545,0.03113590867796476,0.05206007038171255,0.0,0.1656341528972609,0.0521668033601862,0.02979825251977388,0.03414692289570954,0.0,0.0,0.10830597246469316,0.036792471615398815,0.0,0.0667329064539245,0.027733967789986838,0.15119352156775093,0.032373077250824445,0.0,0.09267234901917316,0.034888271874205234,0.052280106999150255,0.027365664725881342,0.0,0.06843780448158689,0.0,0.0,0.037144221082547835,0.061699602349638664,0.0,0.1722742886268642,0.026308979277030388,0.02860946903552154,0.030135500009828776,0.0,0.03800471796238249,0.10872941356121348,0.04194706661861039,0.06431862835249716,0.1299289321258689,0.11451878853007075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560333823129108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02827019389013847,0.0,0.0,0.07722542389404202,0.025981372636009786,0.05251174619971092,0.0,0.05886052936067505,0.0,0.08860741662351833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429770059534485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035787626770195466,0.03977332180831974,0.08431410062692962 adhd,oldguacomole,2019/11/01,"How great is cruise control, A haiku. How great is cruise control. Not only fuel efficient. Freedom to daydream.",3.007631578947368,5.512754894736844,3.03092105263158,81.79269736842106,105.31578947368419,4.0052631578947375,31.065789473684212,5.985473137389443,2.2855157894736844,89,5,12,1,4,27,14,19,0.081,0.48700000000000004,0.4320000000000001,0.9015,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6931723455209625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6813794196898346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350195435024745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shimmer6,2019/11/01,"Where do you feel emotional pain? I’m curious if there’s certain trends in the part of the body we feel it, or if it’s different for all of us who experience rejection sensitive dysphoria. I personally feel rejection (real or imagined) as a sunburn-like feeling centered at the nape / base of my neck. Depending on the intensity of the emotion, it can spread out to my shoulders, or even out to my arms, with that single point at my neck hurting like the worst sunburn.",7.156741573033706,7.1134451235955085,7.925033707865168,69.94777528089888,64.0561797752809,12.063820224719102,40.27191011235955,11.602472056035307,4.9456543820224725,372,20,67,11,5,125,62,89,0.171,0.7290000000000001,0.1,-0.8779,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,0,2,7,5,1,2,18,7,6,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,8,2,15,7,4,9,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,6,1,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263071304448466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821683314031715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914172565599882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442734669541676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136701737477494,0.0,0.0,0.4417867765163022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338379041439092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671572275466087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242896739557795,0.0,0.0,0.2365425227105327,0.0,0.0,0.19072797162101676,0.0,0.0,0.20649054812428755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486254893539188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26274897027549965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grackle24,2019/11/01,"I'm a class 1, Division A idiot! Storytime! So I finally get a job, my boss sends me the hiring forms, I try to log in with the password they provided and my personal email. Doesnt work. Naturally, I put it off cause i have another job, pets, housework, siblings, parents, errands, and just general adhd. 2 weeks later I spend another half an hour trying to sign in. Cant get in. Call my boss, ask for help. She gets in just fine using the information she provided. But she is kind enough to send me the hiring forms for the fourth time so now were certain theres no error on her end. I try to sign in. And realise that I've been typing my own personal email, which I've had since grade 10, WRONG! That's 5 years of using the same email for everything. I'm a stupid shit.",1.6833333333333336,3.693348840764333,3.674165605095542,87.36292569002123,79.70063694267515,7.498768577494693,23.20552016985139,8.447377352677275,1.4843260297239924,596,20,127,13,15,202,104,157,0.127,0.8079999999999999,0.065,-0.8921,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,3,0,11,0,7,1,1,5,1,18,15,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,4,0,1,3,0,17,3,16,12,5,18,0,0,0,0,17,7,1,0,8,72,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278820982573205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364191940010885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499668008800855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380212048447285,0.0,0.0,0.16479086619479388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208048398984607,0.16575205223983816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417107206420487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572729570699294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143137129992543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752310162269917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797691515643594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183751836616333,0.0,0.0,0.16704801650072687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812238476734546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801371848330144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126184464351953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466416476031093,0.13269732644332874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353954492474678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32673470277802363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27709490524939023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867560613693454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678436563338765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538912339131615,0.0,0.10330229700226944 adhd,effiely,2019/11/01,"Good student, poor transfer of skills Does anyone else struggle with this? I am currently in graduate school getting my degree in a health services profession; my degree and future job are in speech-language therapy, which requires extensive knowledge across a variety of contexts (neurological, linguistic, anatomical, developmental, psychological, social skills...the list really goes on and on) and the ability to apply it in real life. &#x200B; I am a good student and have always been, which is thought by many to be uncharacteristic of ADHD, but, in the fashion of complete honesty, I have the added benefit of simply being smart. I am not a particularly hard worker when it comes to school; I am a good writer, do best when I teach myself things (so not being able to focus in class is more of an annoyance rather than detrimental to my understanding of information), and am able to apply myself when I wait until the last minute, when I truly must focus and work (although that has been kind of difficult to do with the sheer amount of work in grad school). &#x200B; My question is not in regards to my academic performance. I have major issues with transfer of my skills and knowledge to real life application. When I'm in a real life situation, I completely blank. Educating patients and their parents, writing goals for plans of care, thinking on my feet....it's like all this information I have proven I know by getting A's is suddenly gone. I know it's there, I know the general concept, but I cannot, for the life of me, access the specific information. Do I really not know anything but how to get A's? Is this just lack of professional and clinical experience and chocked up to being a new clinician? &#x200B; Does anyone else experience this, whether in my field of work or a completely different one? Do you have any recommendations for how to better support yourself so that you can retain the information you have learned, and furthermore, apply it in real time? I'm feeling like I picked a profession that is too difficult for my diminished executive functioning and like I just wasted the past 6 years of school and tuition....but I want to be better and prove myself to my supervisors before entering the real world! Help!",8.422115509409476,8.863335457711447,8.75040233614536,63.4572517845555,61.33830845771144,11.966428725935545,38.37378325762492,11.5520848577,4.862215963659962,1802,84,283,50,23,597,196,402,0.051,0.792,0.157,0.9926,4,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,1,13,14,18,1,1,23,0,33,7,0,3,3,64,52,30,0,4,12,1,2,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,14,18,0,3,17,0,1,3,5,4,0,1,4,2,37,14,56,42,6,34,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,2,17,206,51,23,0.14933451206116655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973553170186158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062129138486614235,0.24270582214046074,0.2721866664467956,0.05077629455010667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441816303351974,0.15301085514283833,0.061444789650642435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353633537876087,0.0,0.07835867860047879,0.13207424037770113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612824383493183,0.0,0.0,0.0643192295796645,0.23486159203221665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801139043661881,0.0,0.0,0.13068363785224493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474982264105088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607780784204685,0.0,0.0,0.03775400814908159,0.05334230262747189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703167849590936,0.0,0.0,0.18788205538345645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688719525966835,0.0,0.0,0.07936780156220692,0.0,0.0,0.050047887799092826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793321613378977,0.07409573026374258,0.0,0.0,0.07775445704892525,0.16414068478786628,0.06086377937083377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109587644300022,0.10943594912327832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075700878125766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211410115545967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050596465090097784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290915154795887,0.0,0.07127834465731805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364441515856269,0.0,0.0,0.42493842052743613,0.095667512355107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022689975899963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392912421376672,0.0,0.07611386445390338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805842800254513,0.0,0.0,0.08473151729648969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538851458686017,0.0,0.04960560710278437,0.04784376273274102,0.0,0.05927746087484975,0.04353907744960018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777312468100525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404068216873438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307595501897582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721866664467956,0.048083264821545055 adhd,Orange9345,2019/11/01,"Possible link between ADHD and misophonia? How to cope when I am unable to use headphones/earplugs? Misophonia, literally meaning ""hatred of sound"". Regardless of the sound, a portion of my attention becomes involuntarily directed towards whatever auditory stimuli is in my immediate environment. I assume that at a basic level this is true for all humans, however, with the heightened distractibility that comes with ADHD, the amount of involuntary attention directed to a given sound is likely more significant in those with ADHD. Obviously, being able to maintain a productive lifestyle with ADHD is an ongoing, daily battle. And because of this, I think overtime I have built an intense dislike for any external factors that distract me from my current train of thought. I feel that when certain sounds are present in my environment, my attention is very literally stolen from me. This is especially true when the sound is produced unnecessarily and in an arguably inconsiderate manner, i.e. obnoxious chewing, tapping, talking, etc. Recently this has become a significant issue for me and has caused me to be irritable and on edge when out in a public atmosphere. Has anyone else dealt with this and/or have some helpful suggestions for dealing with this when blocking out the sound itself is not a practical option?",11.853405948889822,11.936058437788017,11.462161709258485,48.021034771679965,54.483870967741936,14.342521994134898,49.220360284876406,13.319297830178854,7.350358525345622,1079,64,134,35,11,356,130,217,0.135,0.797,0.068,-0.948,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,2,15,0,17,1,0,4,5,37,24,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,12,14,1,1,9,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,7,14,4,34,20,6,20,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,9,108,26,1,0.14950030851326326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7186812740800393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016653363730417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045340917677853,0.15318073320092968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113400045798964,0.3302226902203753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357799859841356,0.0,0.1287812781221892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412825354065654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488832430224164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673236261410718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559184796596928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020690546518687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603948068829795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303829918731107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628496634881918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853913501458195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761351880524246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016268501192405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579376113741833,0.0,0.11868654561302087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291202660459188,0.0,0.12335341146234655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bootzie43,2019/11/01,"I think I’m gonna fail my senior year :( Feel free to skip this it’s all over the place but basically I’m overwhelmed and stressed x1000 So after a tumultuous past year of getting my diagnosis right I finally for once felt happy and that things were okay, but it’s quickly falling off. Last year I missed the last 2 months of school due to severe depression/anxiety that at the was mostly in part due to undiagnosed adhd at the time. This year I am severely behind in school and I am failing most of my classes and have a mountain to work to make up as well as finishing one more class from last year with a teacher who is completely ignorant to adhd and guilts me for not being able to focus and I have my final project due in 3 days and I haven’t been able to do much at all. So basically I have tired so hard this year but I’m just unable to finish and so when I have make up work it’s even worse because I just get so overwhelmed and it doesn’t help that it seems like it is literally impossible to be organized no matter how hard I try and so I constantly lose track of what needs to be done and I loose papers necessary to be done. So with only about a month till winter break I don’t know how I will ever make all this up as well as do community service required for my senior project. I am overwhelmed and I don’t like it cause I know how hard it is for me to catch up on school and I’m tired of trying so much harder than everyone else to be passing class. So if anyone has any tips with overcoming the sensation of being overwhelmed and tips to organize plz let me know I need it desperately.",3.2555421686747015,4.498860072289158,4.659079518072293,85.31242650602412,73.27710843373494,8.083084337349398,25.629397590361446,8.608573733854374,1.618458168674699,1272,41,271,23,25,424,166,332,0.17600000000000002,0.732,0.092,-0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,21,18,0,6,9,1,30,2,0,7,4,49,50,36,0,3,7,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,19,17,0,2,7,0,1,3,6,11,2,1,6,5,27,8,51,35,9,49,0,8,0,0,2,15,0,4,32,186,46,17,0.1878090150013733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570993920880364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385828522323855,0.0,0.07183669121008547,0.0,0.0,0.0656602150330318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724331618229157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646579639028448,0.0,0.0,0.09845708950645013,0.10147741242078116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605606388118645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219382824367134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844516645360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062023041569700725,0.08494200316888469,0.0,0.08972978110616735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047480940507098515,0.0,0.09016305339391883,0.20573559590187573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812245880698324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996309438170266,0.25235998198683324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294221195564569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482238452203936,0.2296341206421571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960237211444869,0.0,0.09175399812989374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505512405050163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880459638114779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990736397157706,0.0,0.13806123560823794,0.13925800490413012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000523577664558,0.06363212455022102,0.07141860945344179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016894306957905,0.08964247792590757,0.0,0.0,0.09811022378261676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019393632007445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851091247392506,0.0,0.08548713682197359,0.0,0.21217072924079045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756729607182386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062385982181420475,0.060170216708613875,0.0,0.0,0.05475647348369578,0.2158588349218831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750999307840966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688628594422021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672719971557282,0.0,0.0956967156297152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628285443013627 adhd,DylanRayAllDay,2019/11/01,"Child’s Prescription Issues Hello! My 6yr old is currently prescribed Aptensio XR 10mg which he takes before school and then a generic Methylphenidate IR after/as needed. There is not generic for Aptensio XR. Would asking the Dr for a generic 24hr extended release methylphenidate be worth a shot?",4.839327731092439,8.384539823529416,3.447507002801121,83.32235294117645,82.13725490196079,5.267226890756303,30.81512605042017,6.868970318607317,2.289053781512605,245,12,35,3,7,70,42,51,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.2942,1,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368602010132114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355063655954767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115297167887197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923563477859037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413734389453206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990361271587764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964522530970377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280087808945982,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dillydoink,2019/11/01,"What chore/task schedule works best for you, and why? I’ve failed many times at making daily/weekly to do lists. For some reason I lose motivation after using daily chore lists within a few days... it’s like I use my motivation to put in on paper and “organize” the to do list and then I feel accomplished from that alone and then I get too overwhelmed by the stuff on the paper itself and I give up. When beginning a to do list regularly, what have you found most successful for being consistent",3.8515625,5.804229364583339,4.946250000000003,80.97375000000002,73.0625,8.133333333333335,22.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.5743166666666673,393,10,74,8,8,129,67,96,0.078,0.73,0.192,0.8932,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,8,2,6,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,6,0,15,13,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,3,16,11,4,15,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,2,9,53,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25197829456730586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553211150023754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690393253078755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301630947070845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667583437902157,0.0,0.0,0.1271106114338879,0.2333889257501873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886072715255445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27218276457156704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240004397478194,0.24666103302067946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244576779352758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25014584341707513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785124101823373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186617231366602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202542743496822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515506225173349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953419515401296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712028588355036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,W0ketheFUP,2019/11/01,"I GOT MOVED TO A TINY DESK AND CANNOT FOCUS - But also I got the greatest headphones of all time and you should finance a pair, an ADHD tale: So at work I don't get paid that well, and my job is pretty stressful and very hard to do with this level of ADHD - but every day I say to myself ""yeah but my desk set up is fantastic."" I'm sure I don't have to explain, but I can't function if I am uncomfortable in any way. Everything has to be just so, and my body has to be 1000% comfortable for me to get anything done. Our big boss came back from maternity leave and saw the new set up we had in the office and didn't like it, so she moved me into a totally new office with a desk about a quarter of the size. Sure, most people could adapt - but for me, my ENTIRE SYSTEM has been broken. My drawers are on a different side, I can't fit anything on the top the way it was, I'm facing a different way entirely. My last desk was made for left handers (which I am one of) and this one is made for right handers and I know that to typical people I might sound like a brat, but I hope you guys understand that this is throwing me off entirely. I haven't been able to focus AT ALL this morning. Or rather, I am hyperfocused on the fact that my stupid chair won't fit under my stupid desk. Hi, I have ADHD and if I am in the proper conditions I will crunch out a weeks worth of work in 3 hours. If you change my desk I will spend those same 3 hours panicking because my keyboard isn't the same length away from my body. In other news, my boyfriend is the most incredible human of all time and for my birthday he got me the Bose Quietcomfort 35 headphones. If you don't know what these are, they are noise cancelling gifts from god. Seriously. It's like the entire world disappears. They are incredibly pricey (about $350) but seriously worth it. I use them all day every day of my life. So, my saving grace in this new desk hell is that my headphones are on and I can listen to ""ADHD Isotropic tones"" on youtube lol. Thank you for listening to my story.",4.098719099146656,4.43840567933492,5.2060754816574315,85.5097061669746,70.59144893111639,8.422310196181929,26.281428697105657,8.401726058763845,1.4725565408639043,1585,45,348,23,27,525,201,421,0.12300000000000001,0.778,0.099,-0.8928,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,5,3,3,11,17,3,1,22,2,45,4,3,4,8,58,66,29,0,8,14,0,1,3,0,5,1,4,0,2,19,18,0,0,4,0,5,5,10,6,1,3,15,6,54,11,51,43,10,53,1,0,1,0,19,29,1,9,16,237,73,13,0.09346395696094732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493020538703193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474309261407197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355869574909408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382574586723416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781246421013403,0.07186801371720652,0.0,0.05697476066230875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763477248552847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689786768108736,0.0,0.0,0.0988724735862498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462336440192104,0.0,0.0,0.18082956047870835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952998844699835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564607796380196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749482961401548,0.0,0.08399937792576458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766211985906158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425499342988106,0.0,0.0,0.0925440117737187,0.0,0.0,0.08372534724494933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283079813215844,0.18408634145221991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274855555859507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273069290419533,0.07618559939133421,0.0,0.09896483529161447,0.10154886270991648,0.0,0.06601635685910423,0.1369853049728926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687571188077122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915048834892036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867478977444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27080421613098743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666719220591213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295922790940929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508644512834133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798177085662643,0.0,0.07432628994389083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706264691701736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761773466703928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604905429100101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899916984232036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729927537982364,0.0,0.08072285006308982,0.0,0.07711755283020003,0.0,0.2225620159394963,0.07497114861509584,0.0,0.08403532187788253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608574763584913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,disheveledbutcontent,2019/11/01,"Rent! Rent! Rent! Happy November!! It’s time to pay rent! If you are not on auto pay, this is your friendly neighborhood ADHD Spiderman here to remind you to pay rent today!",0.4454545454545453,2.6954491515151524,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636365,102.93939393939394,5.836363636363638,17.62121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.9976303030303026,134,4,24,3,6,45,24,33,0.107,0.688,0.205,0.7825,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,14,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720976858617568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677809680706093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506744675647158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27757795581162564,0.0,0.4512224612177058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,urlap,2019/11/01,New for ADHD life Hello everyone. I am from Russia and i really need some support from your site,0.0328947368421062,1.7991647894736855,3.03092105263158,81.79269736842106,111.63157894736841,6.110526315789473,15.276315789473689,7.1686216300943375,1.0839368421052638,77,2,13,2,4,27,17,19,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.4522,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891280267934842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889004704969503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874720922233579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017810974240772,0.0,0.3930776063081372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607309538319926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618522794309158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,junomorses,2019/11/01,"Anyone on Guanfacine ER/Intuniv? I’m so wiped out. Hey friends, I’ve been on 1mg Guanfacine ER for 4 days now. I am so wiped out! All I want to do is lay on the couch. I’m very disinterested in everything except for food. Even watching TV is tiresome. Has anyone else experienced this? How long until the fatigue lets up?",0.007846153846156056,2.3525775538461566,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,96.53846153846158,5.06153846153846,21.884615384615387,6.742157984588678,0.7819538461538467,251,10,52,4,10,85,49,65,0.033,0.882,0.085,0.4993,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,1,6,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,12,8,1,11,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,4,30,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361672953006617,0.3195724235153858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011459299894373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605475481938781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600315026510016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803103587712621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771436547065737,0.0,0.2409686533102235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31893290872734703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760165156961117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573453451107611,0.18396325568920951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,princesswinerose,2019/11/01,"Medication doesn’t really work without coffee I realized that my Adderall 20 mg doesn’t really work unless I eat and have a coffee from Starbucks. I find this weird, anyone know why it could be. I really don’t feel much concentration or energy without it. I know coffee has caffeine that gives you some energy but I find this super weird. I feel like I now have to depend on coffee everyday. Coffee and Adderall = really boosts my performance. Should I request a larger dose? I recently went from 10mg to 20mg, am I crazy? I feel like I need my heart to race for me to get tasks done. Like I can’t really concentrate and don’t zone out with my thoughts/surroundings without that pump coffee gives me. Without coffee I feel like I can concentrate yet the procrastination takes over me I feel like I still get distracted through my thoughts and not just problems in life but just thoughts of ANYTHING could be about the sky, my car, or a house or trees or windows?????? Tl;dr : coffee + adderall = actual energy to do stuff. Adderall still helps concentration without coffee. However, I concentrate EVEN better with coffee? Am I doing something wrong?",3.5941971112999127,6.325473364485982,4.690552251486832,78.75901444350045,77.03738317757009,8.18997451146984,25.61512319456245,8.97023862654752,2.4927084112149536,916,34,157,23,22,299,110,214,0.064,0.74,0.196,0.9831,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,5,8,12,0,1,5,0,19,5,1,1,0,41,35,11,0,5,15,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,8,7,1,0,12,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,4,5,30,7,23,26,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,11,105,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.10200229807944523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308700964815537,0.0,0.08601599192247357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244475290816133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669110115068374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696638879490834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695619308733902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903843728401128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425743162735765,0.29869358154001197,0.0,0.0,0.1910697409588526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922104184274978,0.20054172769245046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386381343847873,0.07006157458004451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060897023166656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488951217131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382980509965971,0.2553306192799842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529894844769197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683863701831699,0.07750470465936479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001726558891894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33481016115310225,0.0,0.10320681502722634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046922158578383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694919746642514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965726253339493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859054368374829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596393688663266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689664933058063,0.0943184571466798,0.0,0.0,0.5037966705777404,0.0,0.15219234600054468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428277238623855,0.0,0.0 adhd,masculardwarf,2019/11/01,"I just lost a receipt I had to carry from my delivery service I've had these days before. I'm not sure if this happens because I'm not being mindful or it's my ADHD that's acting bad on me. Sometimes I feel that I must just get my shit together and everything will follow just fine. It's confusing sometimes to decide on how to handle myself better and keep up myself. And yes there is always the misunderstanding that people have on me that don't help at all.",3.7735410334346495,5.077430670212767,5.4641641337386035,79.80500000000002,72.08510638297872,7.499088145896658,26.19452887537993,7.957251820313856,1.654937993920972,369,12,69,5,7,126,66,94,0.187,0.737,0.076,-0.8726,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,2,1,8,1,1,1,3,19,16,6,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,1,11,3,9,10,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,3,1,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912091432609278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162106188145687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231845860557146,0.14770972976461058,0.0,0.20618768776074572,0.0,0.0,0.2143032177878671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626969557085135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177723130308504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225190530356222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659680501443668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142736466995669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241506849722626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537597394098654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450963559113705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446636985529843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798702005984678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872740085595285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793009318255087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837400249532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2Abijeh6,2019/11/01,"Avoided posting for months... I have wanted to post multiple things over the past few months and just haven't because my account was locked so I had to reset my password. I felt something I wanted to post so badly this morning that I actually built up the willpower to reset my password so that I could post this profound though/feeling/philosophy. It took all of 5 minutes, and now I've completely forgotten the thought. Shame, disappoint, regret, and self hate are all there... but the idea, that's gone.",5.57221198156682,7.388326559139787,5.451643625192013,79.64032258064519,68.35483870967742,7.894930875576037,33.715821812596005,8.418075326091056,2.8184144393241173,402,19,69,6,7,125,64,93,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.8733,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,15,13,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,6,1,9,0,8,6,3,12,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.17412620530320858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898524544236985,0.1087719355657478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870850417135624,0.0,0.0,0.1424653248222378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132497710201344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616699863970722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014306842195614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848492229699249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033579609294489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6835632092057738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861459626265076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736749526488495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854386654389155,0.0,0.17531086221236786,0.14165695818315094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824715012403854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104904285797704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JoeyBad_SaladTour,2019/11/01,"Forgotten WHAP Project I was supposed to make horchata for food day in whap, and I was actually excited to make some because I'm proud of my horchata, but I completely forgot about it. I felt like absolute shit when I walked into school and see one of my friends with food. I tried expressing how shitty I feel but I could only say that im pissed at myself. This is also a class that has a lot of homework that I just don't do, so it just makes me look like a bigger piece of shit. My whap teacher also is very explicit about hating laziness. I hate my lazy self to, I don't need a dog pile",3.1328455284552845,4.167370739837402,4.705853658536586,85.6657723577236,73.3089430894309,8.393495934959349,26.67479674796748,8.841846274778883,1.8545382113821145,463,16,100,9,9,156,80,123,0.25,0.648,0.102,-0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,5,0,4,0,9,5,3,4,1,20,21,9,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,4,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,5,17,5,14,16,3,7,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,2,4,65,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.16392212003604978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686636019767454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239771921356763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761215470774108,0.0,0.0,0.13411661981503806,0.0,0.0,0.1083317966538419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493463234308639,0.0,0.161285048466925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062388904722536,0.0,0.12977924610119668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316866389768684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144486941909724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413095473552544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105906147914282,0.0,0.0,0.1428087345817516,0.0,0.0,0.3363794952111661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455342418497088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138261173043636,0.1277547005513862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358270362854985,0.0,0.170002520511482,0.13385657340487356,0.0,0.17523749958689389,0.0,0.3448536341398199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404591259691982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859929255250514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2fast_2curious,2019/11/01,"I forgot to restock the bathroom with toilet paper... Again! I'll do it right after I wash my hands. Gets distracted. I'll do it in 5 min after I finish this other task. Gets distracted. I'll remember to grab some on my way to the bathroom next time. Gets distracted. Dammit, there's never any toilet paper in the bathroom! Any tips for remembering trivial tasks like this one (but not necessarily only this one)? It's not that I don't have time, it just gets swiped from my whiteboard brain the second something else comes up. (I should probably mention that my bathroom is tiny and there's only room for a couple of rolls in the cabinet, so I keep the rest of it elsewhere in my apartment.) In the meantime... Can someone please bring me some toilet paper? :-)",3.506647214854109,5.714758455172415,4.466206896551725,82.90832891246689,74.79310344827586,6.6684350132626,25.636604774535808,7.61054688173877,1.500336870026525,596,21,108,8,13,193,86,145,0.065,0.884,0.05,-0.2833,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,8,0,7,3,2,0,1,15,15,3,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,1,2,12,1,18,13,3,22,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,10,72,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544831149391437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887720109000732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117912934515766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070342112667125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630681470106236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391030057813108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631241114673948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141273982924976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443111539314749,0.0,0.19899414131326265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535818368615217,0.2846119361770784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053911426715004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017367676840189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239194468975882,0.15979134612384827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853812092013453,0.14404680562454086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821127652426556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851960699708985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katburr1997,2019/11/01,"How do you cope with RSD and embarrassment? Let me preface this by saying I am not medicated at this time. I won’t be able to see a doctor until the end of this month unfortunately. I don’t know if it’s like this for everyone here, but for a while now I’ve been just completely unable to handle embarrassment. Even the dumbest/smallest things just eat at me until I say something. For example: my boyfriend told me about an inside joke between him and one of our friends. The next day, I asked the friends about it and they acted like they had no idea what I was talking about. Cut to a week or so later, we’re all together and my boyfriend cracks the joke again and they laugh, and I’m like “guys that’s what I was trying to ask you about!” And they’re like “Well that’s because you said it wrong.” And proceeded to repeat how I had said the joke and laugh. That’s not the only time I’ve felt that way, it’s just the most recent example. I’ve just talked to my boyfriend about it too, I’m waiting on his response. Now any normal person would just feel silly and be able to laugh at such a small mistake, but whenever it gets brought up I just feel incredibly embarrassed and shameful. It’s a physical cringe and it makes me super uncomfortable to the point of wanting to leave. I want to be able to just laugh it off! I just need some advice for how to maybe lessen the blow, so to speak. At least until I can get back on my medication. I’m TL;DR: big baby can’t handle embarrassment, wants to handle it",2.9143137254901994,4.532730588235296,3.9914431372549046,88.24669411764708,74.8169934640523,7.118222222222222,23.67790849673203,7.839951260653429,1.015711006535947,1184,35,254,17,25,384,159,306,0.11,0.716,0.174,0.9746,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,3,3,1,27,24,1,5,16,0,16,4,0,4,1,47,38,25,0,8,14,0,3,4,2,2,3,5,0,2,21,13,1,1,5,3,0,2,6,8,1,1,10,9,29,16,40,22,4,33,0,0,1,0,23,11,0,4,23,169,50,1,0.3662452737660541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929688092022665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301978174883229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282599276623111,0.0,0.0,0.09387333618483844,0.0,0.07441990650735224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280004004785927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787326342878562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495585228020135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249201160985015,0.0,0.0,0.10812820173339796,0.0,0.0,0.08063384972701228,0.0,0.0,0.11665435139328845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345640990353852,0.0,0.1172176325813316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864012666731372,0.0,0.12756535955102816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088013400943645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781544485131172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709294144015038,0.0,0.0,0.1292669544251319,0.0,0.124836868767422,0.0,0.23857192133165864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149052139333332,0.0,0.12264753473620656,0.0,0.0,0.2459690549081989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744449444544552,0.0,0.0,0.0905220766068386,0.0,0.0,0.12983533453741325,0.0,0.11961420235206376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272575866868775,0.09284867811439697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659708210458772,0.0,0.0,0.11540672154770887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054100789497765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23225541645020575,0.1941686278051165,0.0,0.0,0.09728335508536716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398450162342302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962493852858365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110569531865991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237370959963913,0.0,0.0,0.11665435139328845,0.0,0.08288549997199426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160209515550601,0.09690281700040744,0.09792662234692316,0.0,0.10976616180161496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672337813105023,0.13347723757230007,0.0,0.0 adhd,foreheadteeth,2019/11/01,"I got diagnosed at 45. I wish I had been helped as a child but it's never too late to get better. tl;dr: Flew under the radar as a child, chickened out of stressful high-paying job, wife is amazing, diagnosed and started treatment today. I was a very quiet kid and although I never handed in a single homework, I somehow managed to do well on exams. If I had been hyperactive, maybe the adults in my life would've noticed and got me treated, but instead I was just inattentive so I ""flew under the radar"". It was especially incongruous when I started winning international mathematics and computer programming olympiads, while I simultaneously started failing plain-old-school math exams. I somehow developed a reputation and got headhunted and started working summers in Silicon Valley at age 18 -- the salary was excellent. I knew I could've just done this for ~10 years and retired but I could also tell that my undiagnosed ADD would get me fired before that could happen. I've seen other people on here write about careers for ADD people, this is a real issue. So I would go for a few months and return to school before anyone could really notice the problem. In this way, I got my PhD in mathematics. I got married and my wife is the real hero of this story. She's never complained or criticized anything I do and she has infinite patience. She cleans up all my screwups and she takes care of all the things that I cannot do for myself. My only real fear is that I would somehow endanger my son with my inattention. Now I'm a math prof at a research university. This career is good for me because I don't have to answer to any particular person so my fuckups are mostly my own, even if the salary is 75% lower than in my glory days. Also, some people in academia hate me because I screw stuff up -- but this is part of my condition. I was diagnosed a couple of weeks ago and started treatment today. I got excited and did a bunch of stuff this morning, but then at the grocery store, I spent 10 minutes staring at pork while having an imaginary debate. So, I'll wait before I pop the champagne; wish me luck. Today is the first day of the rest of my life.",5.192142439676047,6.4667845956416485,6.249852216748768,75.61970944309927,68.66101694915254,8.505268431159724,31.190531852717708,8.841846274778883,2.695795424563747,1710,70,299,29,29,570,217,413,0.078,0.7829999999999999,0.138,0.9799,4,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,7,19,19,2,2,24,0,34,7,1,0,5,54,61,34,0,11,10,3,2,0,0,3,5,1,2,5,17,17,0,1,2,0,2,3,5,7,1,2,22,5,50,12,42,33,10,51,0,1,2,1,16,19,1,9,28,225,67,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059843541582653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738045379338372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415975726906799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568801755311935,0.0,0.0655391442485782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709888384479214,0.0,0.20331017844266214,0.0,0.0,0.07043748331511328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120102587146481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543528154551131,0.08812311678344173,0.0,0.10272588706834486,0.0,0.0,0.2425069482425188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150211871412891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260324270783709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896201632796494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677440276821329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322003218615118,0.0,0.045262773590389486,0.06680050605596499,0.3821851870115477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042776384818109,0.0,0.0,0.07863066354952834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338281335896974,0.08414687001861612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312627194248462,0.07903307638564583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984041834304607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250796830041047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001178238529835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357003180686638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427604684146168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134745083751394,0.08357160119083717,0.0,0.0,0.06057185123231543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624526737698103,0.0,0.16564263072802493,0.06954092110048922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762072941353579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719524366318937,0.05102114376005873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120529948560716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185751391609537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123042726521392,0.0,0.18234364132275274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059881387913374926,0.0,0.06961121760401931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291106142494032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226475860709496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571355647315484,0.0,0.06321665676391397,0.06388455841205154,0.0,0.0716083390524732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317031589710772,0.0,0.0,0.057980823653404526,0.0,0.0,0.22630351514733266,0.0,0.0,0.051287278335550086 adhd,graciegomezz,2019/11/01,"Why is socializing so hard for me? I FUCKING HATE IT. Someone could be talking to me and I just won’t know what to say back. I completely forget how to converse normally. Also, I think ppl know I have nothing to say bc when they talk all I say is “Oh really?” “Damn” “Wow”. THIS PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH. This anxiety that comes from socializing drains the fuuuuuck out of me. I also hate when someone is talking to me and I zone out and have like 5 conversations w/ myself in my head. And then I have to seem like a fucking moron because I keep saying “What? What? what?”. Someone plz respond and tell me I’m not going crazy.",-0.12948631578947098,2.186479664000004,2.551789473684213,88.48536842105267,96.36,5.191578947368422,20.97894736842105,6.8360192770164,0.7673999999999999,478,18,98,8,19,165,79,125,0.193,0.716,0.091,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,9,10,7,0,2,0,9,4,2,1,1,20,21,13,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,5,19,3,13,18,2,10,0,0,0,2,14,4,4,1,6,69,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344917823842192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687638300102778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742697448749942,0.0,0.08516481593863554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034623513179656,0.14648137922282958,0.0,0.0,0.11154562160742214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583159409732541,0.0,0.0,0.07939938399002318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251510968124445,0.275865827625063,0.14338090881974147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417905853269735,0.0,0.0,0.1535599351490063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650872946427348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270159472760898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688436340556018,0.13405377631738133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950064398782723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44440624086101177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718508916184315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848298118065526,0.3551228882137074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368764533644121,0.12211111600390614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951936702371131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606491131411576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wrandentrema,2019/11/01,"Help with ADHD So I’m new to reddit I found this sub reddit by going on google So I’m 25 and I (possibly) have ADHD I’m in the middle of making my appointment to get tested my doctor can’t say for 100% certainty that I have it but he is certain I at least have ADD. I am just worried it’s all in my head like people I know say there certain I have it cause I have a tendency to be distracted easily and I have the hardest time focusing even when I was in school I had to be put in a special class and had a IEP (individual education plan) and honestly I just want to know if I do have it and how to make it easier to deal with the day to day stuff IE having a hard time standing still for more than 2 seconds, getting distracted by virtually anything , stopping what I’m working on to google when Jesus is buried (yes I did that) or even tuning out the whole world because I’m thinking of what I want to do after work and not hearing anything in a meeting I’m in. I even have a fear of driving because I have a hard time focusing and I feel like I’m going to hit something or someone and I have a panic attack thinking about actually driving. Is this normal for someone with ADHD or am I just crazy?",1.7919792412312106,3.4197457283464594,4.289892627057983,84.86990694345027,77.93700787401575,6.980386542591268,25.71868289191124,7.84624498591911,1.5002031496062989,941,36,197,15,22,331,129,254,0.11699999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.126,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,14,11,1,4,12,1,25,2,1,4,3,39,48,18,0,4,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,12,13,0,1,6,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,5,6,23,6,35,40,4,29,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,4,13,139,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.11669437787351886,0.0,0.4311414836632502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968109121766812,0.0,0.0,0.13604131718691362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579164955488208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284322886342218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542404601851228,0.1232833641329274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239682015501425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369475288275228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456252966618154,0.060464042796742765,0.08542910877722855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311150365729382,0.0,0.0,0.12495288604782552,0.0,0.13592194191892285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424322528960724,0.0,0.12272520630215525,0.0,0.1347771381028817,0.0,0.08015301627900248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143782443588892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684304502916786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964327415337104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154926407096837,0.0,0.0,0.1171645644930768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030322562488107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290281485641812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481027050741476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021252236798632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019215333681724,0.0,0.12102294896902666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264217915481075,0.09205974696379554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549800887649612,0.09997556022392648,0.0,0.0,0.136892306078314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324610335446098,0.0,0.0,0.2091869529599095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106463509426767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350857002259928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411363732033158,0.1214409049914026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,careabou,2019/11/01,"Canadians who are prescribed stimulant medication: what do you do when you’re scheduled to be out of town on your refill date? Since they are schedule III substances in Canada, you can’t pick them up early or transfer them to another pharmacy. My job now requires more travel and I’m scheduled to be out of town on my refill date. I don’t want to have to go back to the doc every time this happens for single prescriptions - are there any solutions?",5.4529457364341125,6.7482969302325575,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968997,68.06976744186046,8.989147286821705,31.77519379844961,9.2995712137729,2.925254263565892,360,15,64,7,6,116,63,86,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.3313,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,2,0,8,14,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,15,12,2,20,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,10,46,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510073019216921,0.3870437786735551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838226304837963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31099090204815993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097735892716935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264025519184944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662844936246026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718392624514696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30533141724569995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152308760537701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177105065249699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedditorWhoLovesTech,2019/11/01,"Please stop saying that calm music would help reduce stress. IT DOES NOT FUCKING HELP REDUCE YOUR STRESS. SERIOUSLY. Calm music does not help people who got their life fucked because of years of not focusing on study. It won't help people who got their life fucked because of ADHD. It would only increase anger. So please stop saying that. It makes me so mad.",2.718030303030304,5.733009893939393,2.4669696969696986,90.43712121212124,86.42424242424242,4.1454545454545455,16.424242424242426,5.82211442006289,-0.36068484848484816,287,6,50,2,9,85,38,66,0.33299999999999996,0.469,0.198,-0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,2,10,5,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,2,4,2,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,3,11,1,3,0,3,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680816646772465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936446772705414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574892459851356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080267838375767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532863244533775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944424291924684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782866960151727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820291828149053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118904504905828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398725585717897,0.0,0.0,0.32298445088390604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339894942767532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459957507858259,0.3370480973415324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901789975281845,0.0,0.0,0.0947396614211298 adhd,blukke,2019/11/01,"Is it normal to be ""rude"" to people even when you think you're not being rude at all? I was diagnosed with ADHD on 2017 only. I'm 21 now. But when I was a kid I was diagnosed with ADD but my mom raised me to think that I was cured (even tho I never went through any treatment lmao). After a while I decided to find out why my life seemed so idiotically hard. People say since I was a child that I'm too straightforward and by that I can be rude even tho I'm very empathetic, just don't know understand or know what are emotions, and I don't get it. I don't find people rude either, unless they're offending someone without reasons. This is my first time (besides a post that I made last night) trying to reach out for the community. Not doing super great out there.",2.4733787731256065,4.018919151898737,4.1613924050632916,86.87479552093477,75.83544303797468,7.140019474196688,22.280428432327167,7.882392219407189,0.9029458617332032,598,16,129,9,13,201,99,158,0.098,0.816,0.086,-0.5870000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,12,8,6,0,5,0,16,3,0,2,2,31,28,12,0,1,9,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,8,8,0,0,10,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,7,2,16,2,18,18,2,17,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,10,87,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872312897431084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594366508662716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162504930016102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524463852979758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086967487809916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847814934443963,0.1325162988585638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139470764821298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176084535535693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955871880688964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123803430649126,0.12699098889949295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004025049428244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741382717660845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246129889050566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015612559628565,0.0,0.0,0.14619991096255308,0.15264274040047493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848657091929872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240189446702024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920533698534408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601797644167443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389177399159185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182686805667608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887246371500136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200176043304485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964999889622392,0.0,0.0,0.0908433646127782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577230467959063,0.0,0.0,0.1621846031061528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854442799763455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442042140028466,0.14057773329680276,0.0,0.0,0.1501775922440179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Supwithbates,2019/11/01,"Advice for dealing with irritability Good morning, haven’t posted here before so go easy on me. I’m an adult male with lifelong ADHD and currently on a low daily dose of Vyvanse. I had a brief argument with my wife this morning about a stupid household chore; the specifics don’t matter but she let it drop that she often doesn’t ask me to help out more because I respond with irritation any time she does. I’ve explained to her before that this momentary irritation I display has nothing to do with the task she’s asking me to perform; rather, it has to do with being interrupted from the task or thought process I am currently engaged with and the fact that stopping midway often leads to me losing it entirely. It almost often passes pretty quickly and then I move forward with the new task. But it absolutely crushed me to know she doesn’t feel able to ask me to pull my weight on certain routine tasks and I want to change this. Obviously, explaining the source of my irritation and how trivial it generally is even a few moments later and expecting her to just ignore my irritation isn’t working. I understand this to be a common issue for those suffering from ADHD but the people I know haven’t developed any effective coping mechanisms either. I was hoping to ask the community here if anyone had developed any techniques that help them either not feel irritability in these situations or to better control it so it isn’t so outwardly apparent. Thanks in advance!",7.639908759124085,8.072428711678835,8.099698905109491,67.49327098540147,62.978102189781026,10.79160583941606,37.19799270072993,10.550175099000144,4.183263503649637,1193,55,194,27,16,395,154,274,0.166,0.706,0.127,-0.903,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,8,14,11,1,0,14,0,19,2,0,4,3,52,36,17,0,5,11,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,18,15,1,3,9,0,0,8,8,5,0,0,4,3,27,6,35,29,4,28,0,3,0,0,21,9,0,8,11,144,45,2,0.13115968901229388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31525691600474,0.12816773011761806,0.0,0.0,0.13133748256798786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675792585572238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170990417206354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904664158797777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995372904167433,0.0,0.22321446996380231,0.0,0.0,0.11600008635230218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387495598208763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710674396201512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521988016905692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477872772420528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662973759613232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263655934464552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454107384190603,0.11001052431421557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582714963470755,0.0,0.0,0.13027116558808194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689663897182727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441638699179162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341196683558778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467341426556227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940199242948326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667484495582726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585125900367025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909296138161458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561472618702324,0.13343655648485814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474289858253659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965537295638256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075421978255707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412614239632956,0.07648026942134742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365418618566678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736138280981578,0.0,0.0,0.15971716659102805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954858157053068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KillaRevolta,2019/11/01,"Life with ADHD is a game and the quest is to strive Hey everyone, I was \*officially\* diagnosed last year, non-medicated (unavailable due to regulations), and this is my piece. Last year was quite great, I graduated my mathematics majors with honors and was quite happy about it, college was indeed hard. I don't know how all of you cope and handle your life with ADHD, to me it has largely become just a friend. I spent quite some time trying to accept and live with it, and it kinda has been better this way. I can manage my chores, usually manage to do my course work (totally forgot about a test this morning but kinda aced it :D) and go trough my days trying to strive.Of course at some point you deal with burn-out, affective spirals and the vast maze that you go trough, sometimes for days, sometimes for weeks. I wouldn't say it's easy, like hell it is, life with ADHD is a challenge, a game with hardcore difficulty and there's no menu. It's okay you'll face countless bosses you have the laundry,groceries, lists, meetings, your third to-do list that was replaced by a fifth one, and the handful of post-it notes that celebrate their third month on the wall. But it's okay. I do my best, at the end I don't get too excited by my achievements or my countless failures, I acknowledge the result and move on. Not because it's easier like this, deep down I know that it doesn't stop here nor it ever will . Playing a zero-sum game isn't a rational thing especially when the chips are your mental health. My quest has been to strive, when I fail I acknowledge it and move on and when I win I feel great and remind my brain who's the boss, acknowledge it and move on. With all the toll I take in from the outside world, a toll whose damage I can only manage but never control, I should not add a toll myself. At end, life with ADHD is quite exciting not dull at all. I hope I'll get to tell my life story to someone at some point and they'll wonder \*\*WOW, how did he do it\*\*.",3.9222435617634233,5.174226848101268,4.6289044085552185,86.13556962025321,71.65822784810126,7.574858140549978,24.506765604539503,7.990435384864732,1.2022020951549537,1555,43,319,21,29,499,196,395,0.085,0.7609999999999999,0.155,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,8,2,14,12,23,1,0,21,2,33,10,3,7,6,65,45,26,0,3,8,0,3,2,1,5,7,1,1,0,26,26,0,3,8,4,1,5,11,4,0,3,10,4,41,19,38,30,10,42,1,3,0,0,22,17,1,8,21,205,67,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370500213348405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542111403344824,0.10040878968970474,0.0,0.0,0.09540998282567348,0.08040718163714249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149152581115106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019692230734931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726567548401777,0.0937296669994265,0.0,0.09227710076074176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104791526192827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223808049241889,0.0,0.08687345112999659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596949991295796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024092384663544,0.0,0.0949989682894442,0.0,0.10333850348405084,0.0,0.0,0.2004688458591684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678101169440163,0.08144223798770686,0.0,0.0,0.09663869681328896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029939203416194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999293262489301,0.14821618353429836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32108077322575,0.0888332321137386,0.0,0.08027986250681933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098638651098504,0.0,0.09162122401252684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256771329132501,0.28988568056271713,0.0,0.0,0.07011947272197509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160655018060144,0.06914517122007606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188866192649946,0.0,0.08707171194807857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867983873198792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229948389039162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703222614747579,0.0,0.17983508358840536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600924937257574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835697994908099,0.0,0.0794639665478802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040007573206886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301343394127423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234510216755901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013034227044787,0.0,0.0,0.07216432166051401,0.07292675788920902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859374864980258,0.06618741044613836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709292583190375 adhd,dubsmum,2019/11/01,"Making shopping choices is SO hard! It took me *months* to settle on a new laptop... I finally did. Now I need a case. And it starts all over again. So many choices, so overwhelming. I try and try to filter out the options, but they are seemingly endless. And then I've spent so long looking and comparing and trying to make the ""right"" choice that I think I've cycled back around and I'm back at the beginning. I wish I could just decide what I want and order it, but it's never, ever that easy with all the noise and distractions (read: endless choices) that get in the way. I exhaust myself.",0.9476923076923072,3.4730627435897503,2.4793504273504294,91.17953846153848,88.23076923076924,5.171282051282052,20.620512820512825,6.742157984588678,0.5409548717948724,459,15,91,6,15,149,77,117,0.09300000000000001,0.863,0.044000000000000004,-0.6613,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,2,4,28,18,15,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,3,2,11,0,10,14,2,23,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,2,13,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778462743166551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072364903255325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950782127738386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071216158161774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884887842702352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437663917260084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896335593776158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679873344514205,0.16776461857598768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26670898047542896,0.20254524269148946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594622375837108,0.0,0.0,0.14813410412357308,0.15408240815785476,0.19294846350057976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998337469995309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706107583703402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187192091299015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140508843976313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801075461605171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219625795272806,0.4069118742109672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783523360647667,0.15857581400559104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973677691878264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pants-mk,2019/11/01,"I hate how socially awkward I am! When I'm around many people I suddenly get all clumsy , awkward and can't seem to make good sentences. I become aware of everything from the way I talk to the way I breathe. I just want to get out of the situation as fast as possible and I end up hating myself for the rest of the day for being such an idiot! All I can think of right now is to text my friend and apologize for how I acted and come up with all sorts of explanations to why I acted weird. And I can't find my stupid wallet! Sorry guys I'm not in a great mood",3.1437500000000007,3.5411705416666663,5.010000000000002,85.86000000000001,72.75,8.333333333333334,24.166666666666664,8.472884824447931,1.2529166666666671,435,11,99,7,8,150,76,120,0.16899999999999998,0.727,0.10400000000000001,-0.8357,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,2,7,0,6,1,1,3,3,22,17,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,0,0,15,3,22,16,4,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708079471614942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119090231675661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528188799462412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374242742939333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994282329163155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244338093135456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536875160034054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824086222656754,0.0,0.20049179593095745,0.0,0.0,0.16093424956023958,0.0,0.21154102859334384,0.0,0.18998476737904813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788703882023076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807694066008554,0.1945294454122846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133020810995379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216308355083729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385877923434486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746742774164275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567366708901808,0.0,0.19559070128360947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147864890052004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542205181907734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294468520397847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131718639198533,0.30460024382103523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731358403447619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ljperry12,2019/11/01,"Advice for getting school work done? I have somehow made it all the way to my senior year of high school solely through bullshitting. Im pretty smart, but I’m just not able to apply myself. Just as an example, I have 3 missing assignments in my english class that I have been lying to my mom about for like 2 weeks, saying I’ve turned them in, idk why my teacher put it in as missing... But now today is the deadline for the last day he’ll take them late and im basically fucked. I got home from work last night and was ready to chill and not worry about anything so when my mom asked me if I had homework, I just said no. By this point my meds have totally worn off but I have ritalin for this exact reason but I just decided I would stay up all night to finish them later (something I have tried countless times before, always with the same outcome). I end off putting it off through the night, sometimes i stay up all night and get nothing done, sometimes i end up falling asleep. I dont know what to do",4.6327714932126725,5.054920504901965,5.048627450980393,86.81613122171949,69.44117647058823,7.64947209653092,28.437405731523377,7.321109707123232,1.4209107088989439,789,26,165,7,13,251,125,204,0.11199999999999999,0.823,0.066,-0.888,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,2,10,5,1,0,6,0,15,3,1,2,5,28,30,13,0,2,11,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,9,2,25,2,29,19,5,36,0,2,0,1,9,11,1,2,20,107,32,8,0.11054561017828612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802389085940843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919828032925286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096961808030764,0.0,0.10334522295624116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940661721928083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129277335484037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262530796569272,0.12955863182820704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958211978850199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021976353015947,0.11551103743270676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841342299325107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679750652851807,0.11088626034694114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388164574289934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060752976336522616,0.18021885324270015,0.1247002633089654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054007001258657684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046009292317277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279125218416025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258939365164293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149582663492651,0.0,0.1060714943976592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450133311740367,0.0,0.0,0.1124646274155572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222577422631722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365929860865424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051541899695621,0.0879103061896765,0.0,0.22375611849777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510341148511275,0.2186648702205161,0.0,0.0,0.2356538237771909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311654128313772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446003427920682,0.0,0.10478431269009006,0.0,0.0,0.07505321290662625,0.1202418799029082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774595988491124,0.08867302047660641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975021891615923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095704160331034,0.1122644331476632,0.0,0.07852842976215156,0.0,0.0,0.07118774857461835 adhd,Throw_far_away1837,2019/11/01,"I'm feeling like adhd is repulsive when it comes to love I've asked a lot of girls out and they get to know me better but it just never works out. Makes me feel like there's no girl that loves me",-1.2783333333333324,0.7440454090909085,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,94.9090909090909,3.8424242424242414,11.87878787878788,5.46131890053228,-1.5179575757575758,154,2,39,1,6,50,37,44,0.054000000000000006,0.639,0.307,0.9011,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,12,11,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,5,11,1,5,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213353274183736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499615049397916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364733259524507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303217053969969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703878015733516,0.38202852214655264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969350458541094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694346734419272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612539007751791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731445774119036,0.4826365624177665,0.0,0.17847629738970758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621771079385967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946537207958598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kaderfire,2019/11/01,"ADHD Overwhelm in Need of advice on how to do and manage it all: Be a single parent, study a double major, manage household responsibilties...HELP I will keep this as brief as I can. After struggling with my mental health my whole life and never getting fully better, I finally fought for my (very obvious, given extreme family history) ADHD inattentive type diagnosis. From my own research I seem to really struggle with executive functioning, sequencing and overwhelm. I'm just going, to be honest - I am dirty. I'M not dirty, but I struggle with household chores, and when things get out of control, they really get out of control. Bathrooms, fridges and dishes get a bit out of control, and I hate it. My daughter has dyspraxia, and I think I might have it also, but similar to ADHD, they don't see the purpose in diagnosing adults. This makes us very clumsy, so things can get dirtier than the average person just doing basic things. This year I went back to University, double majoring in sociology and social policy. I am enjoying it, but it's very overwhelming. Most days I don't finish college until 5 pm and then need to get a bus to pick up my daughter. We're often not home till 6.30 or 7, and then I need to cook dinner and get her ready for bed. This makes housework and keeping up with college feeling almost impossible to me. I got run down and sick and wound up in the hospital, so now my house is out of control, and I am weeks behind in college, needing extensions and doubling my workload. Because of this, I feel discouraged, like there's not even a point in trying to get on top of anything until after the end of term exams at Christmas. I am so glad I found this subreddit. I have read some helpful threads and saved some that had good advice on how to keep your home organised....but HELP. I should add, my daughter also has ADHD, so im trying to manage my difficulties and her difficulties which are similar to my own. TL;DR Single mom to a kid with ADHD and other learning difficulties live alone and a full-time student, struggles with balancing life and especially struggle to keel a clean, tidy, organised home. Please give me your wisdom and tips for becoming a better functioning adult.",7.601181933305192,7.6082030776699066,8.122300548754751,68.73481426762349,63.12621359223302,10.854537779653864,35.388771633600676,10.472087959537523,3.8617356268467713,1756,72,291,38,23,584,221,412,0.12300000000000001,0.765,0.11199999999999999,0.2723,1,1,0,0,2,0,62.0,1,2,2,7,16,20,2,8,13,0,22,9,0,9,3,77,54,42,0,5,9,5,2,1,0,3,6,0,6,4,17,33,3,9,6,2,0,4,6,11,0,0,6,3,40,9,60,43,16,42,0,4,1,0,21,20,0,8,19,212,57,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303765508320216,0.1399757031567498,0.0,0.0,0.07171874096709299,0.07417843380317563,0.0,0.1145516219947558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893851885628041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055072631148375885,0.0,0.04365989563965215,0.07910049004988455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668706575755465,0.07819229655401333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32131910124781893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046190041855307895,0.0,0.0,0.07269447140149779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343552719885527,0.0,0.0,0.04730542712730967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751852142735723,0.0,0.07242812071931455,0.0,0.0,0.07845802135076406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852944707109204,0.0,0.0,0.29935486600926386,0.06870601695627486,0.04070423661051382,0.060072845486901214,0.05728237963619692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071155565776642,0.0,0.07613046924812357,0.0,0.0,0.14401945529646698,0.0,0.2155270765429988,0.0,0.0,0.0826417728536173,0.0,0.0,0.07736367688684276,0.0,0.0,0.1909818512403404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011769849481884,0.03499072249863173,0.0,0.06324323283898589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561602067592703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217778185313801,0.07597925684307723,0.0,0.08388241579125992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242619633491305,0.05523903506344568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952737115142022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253726588218628,0.0,0.07861906874599288,0.06770561339511462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164103604908577,0.0,0.0917653313313273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707318552036526,0.06520166407365914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300925694183498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743725185550791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427467337537281,0.04589226406359063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972528036825778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615203147569647,0.0,0.0,0.1772860966546862,0.0,0.0,0.05745057085751516,0.0,0.0,0.066393991001442,0.0,0.07996301917129495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046121997104542574 adhd,timmy031,2019/11/01,"Concerta xl and alcohol Hi all, not sure if this has been asked before but I have just started medication and it’s not the right dosage yet but I can feel some benefits so hoping with titration and time I’ll fee some real benefits. I noticed when I was having the medication meeting, my doctor was stressing I cannot drink at all while taking concerta xl. I have googled this to see how strict it is and I’m struggling to find anything that’s not about concerta abuse and alcohol which obviously isn’t relevant to me. How strict is this rule as sometimes I just fancy a few beers after work with my friends and from what the doctor was saying it’s one or the other.",7.0883441558441564,6.461387856060611,7.497619047619048,74.89500000000005,64.37878787878788,10.876190476190477,34.76623376623377,10.290406445055957,3.4270051948051954,535,21,102,11,7,176,84,132,0.061,0.7909999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9324,0,0,4,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,5,0,13,8,0,2,4,29,20,16,0,2,9,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,10,8,4,0,2,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,3,10,5,10,16,5,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,6,75,20,3,0.0,0.21148691116419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815128835139524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688584555837605,0.0,0.1668683542778598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188575628384915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653935693562805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485675259131742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025223199112516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631408290138442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790448376164596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772854108475408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35962905811950546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321728305677514,0.0,0.0,0.12095255918816805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316593014412127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243341154876294,0.0,0.14194606870358645,0.0,0.0,0.1422370849581607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653572167302453,0.0,0.1263393952826766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446495911935225,0.186601309326666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682290463668342,0.0,0.13420572388776664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408163560129102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994619331921126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Marmallea,2019/11/01,"Small triggers in everyday life, what is yours? After reading more thoroughly about adhd after being diagnosed, it seems like everything and anything in life can be more difficult for us. It's just different from person to person. So I was wondering if there is anyone(of course there is someone but) who has any small ""triggers"" that you really hate or that just makes life miserable for a minute while going through everyday life. After being diagnosed, I finally understood why it was so horrible for me to clean out from the dishwasher (of all things). Glasses hitting each other in the cupboards, plates being stacked... Especially hearing cutlery being thrown/placed in the drawers. All the high-pitched sounds of metal hitting each other. It feels absolutely horrible in my body for those few minutes. It gives me goosebumps just thinking about it. So now I only place it into the dishwasher or I use a headset with music on while doing it. Aahhhh... Life with adhd. Gotta love it.",5.511567919075143,8.346974387283236,5.7471062138728355,73.11695989884396,71.02312138728323,8.949277456647401,32.77781791907515,9.516144504307137,3.8072430635838153,791,38,117,20,16,251,111,173,0.10300000000000001,0.845,0.051,-0.8902,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,0,11,5,1,1,7,0,13,10,2,4,2,25,28,10,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,1,2,17,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,10,2,26,17,7,21,0,1,0,1,9,11,0,5,10,96,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509210078212641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928323886324697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201434208982444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217019929401627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963685767490195,0.0,0.152536209650544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131213049680723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382067246776608,0.0,0.0,0.15993301604632784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005401007019114,0.0829736872649215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414220714430784,0.0,0.0,0.16454968122924926,0.0,0.0,0.15425426953352053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156114084528879,0.07132695531317748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176835414871724,0.0,0.09745439858011493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103760204113118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549585976203507,0.152536209650544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603690955688886,0.0,0.0935296732930344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291055021537646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237031237377624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699418562498817,0.09354923917939306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561689672017358,0.12609487828658048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173994558662888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832795310428693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aprildhd,2019/11/01,"Dex vs Vyvanse? Just had the most torturous late night week at work and ready to yeet myself I've been taking 70mg of Vyvanse daily for the last 4 months, and lower dosages of the same medication for the previous 2 months. I'm now doing the odd late shift week - Vyvanse makes me feel like a genius in tbe morning, and if I top up with caffiene at lunch, work is tolerable and I can use my brain. This week has been a shit show and I haven't felt this stressed in a while. My working memory turns to shit around 3pm and I'm scheduled until 8pm. As most of you would know, taking Vyvanse past 10am is a one way ticket to insomnia so I can't hit it any earlier. I'm considering approaching my psych about either getting on Dex (short acting) or even seeing if there can be an arrangement where I have Dex available for the late week at work. Does anyone have any experience with this? I cannot believe the catastrophic failures this week produced for me, and I feel like my boss/colleagues have come away from this with the worst impression.",5.9181570512820505,5.8137619375000025,6.203653846153848,81.45801282051283,66.64423076923077,9.433333333333334,30.794871794871803,9.075114841892004,2.3215948717948725,825,28,169,13,12,265,130,208,0.124,0.81,0.066,-0.9334,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,6,8,8,3,1,13,0,17,6,3,3,0,29,33,14,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,12,1,0,4,2,0,3,3,5,0,1,4,4,15,3,26,26,5,33,0,0,1,0,1,12,2,5,19,100,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328935601637645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394849776469474,0.0,0.0,0.10687854129832984,0.0,0.0,0.11279999189794784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526611052268211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402627384786142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342075638434732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050650074795858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929826553193932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744137388399535,0.0,0.0,0.12141153135184045,0.17154127377048334,0.11527609043756057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272621106769499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598164299053164,0.09786463768421427,0.4062975388514965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173101596306717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014074765947762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094746495910134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166093201108636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266784706384605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135552499911383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461051953605328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567199568809706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464790077858681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375279217300304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053982814517305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059042158391448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369298840431544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529776067131053,0.4815230407454334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496194160778017,0.0,0.0,0.08528692962254793,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lstro,2019/11/01,"So turns out I haven’t been on continual release like I thought all these years. I was at my physical today and brought up wanting a booster for studying at night. My doctor pulls up my chart. Doctor: it looks like you aren’t on continual release, let’s try that. Me: haha... what Anyways, I’m now prescribed for continual release and realize why I’ve felt so “dumb” past 4pm. Honestly don’t know how I didn’t figure it out sooner. I’m literally premed.",1.753,4.235129411111114,3.915555555555557,83.02000000000002,82.66666666666667,6.711111111111113,27.88888888888889,7.908726449838941,2.0776888888888894,357,17,69,7,10,122,64,90,0.05,0.855,0.095,0.4135,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,1,1,12,16,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,2,9,4,10,9,1,18,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,10,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346199233952079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507560894814064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352758417692646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705542797498666,0.0,0.25518072979201284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930996691042207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450824679496048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930829613674066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073331366079056,0.0,0.0,0.24755065787628064,0.0,0.0,0.17731158179864676,0.2840688239496441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403987683739834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565772091315715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817950645435384 adhd,NaNumbers,2019/11/01,"I can relate to most posts here, test said I don't have ADHD. Now I'm lost and need advice. Hey As the title says, I went and did a test and it said I don't have ADHD. I can relate to most of the posts here though. I know this isn't the place to get diagnosed, hence why I went and took an actual test. I have the same everyday struggles. Like one of the popular posts says, it's like reading your own life story. And it's not like ""hey, I sometimes to that"", I do them alot and have actual examples. But the test said otherwise. Maybe it's just my personal bias. Maybe I'm just looking for an excuse to me being unable to be as good as the people around me. Either way, being like me is definitely not normal. I don't know where to go from here. Do I accept the situation and keep going like I have been? Or should I look into it more? I really hope one of you can advise me on my situation.",1.1886037151702809,2.812216405263161,3.6119814241486097,89.07298761609907,79.6842105263158,6.996904024767801,18.018575851393187,7.928766900206844,0.4183900928792568,687,13,156,12,17,239,98,190,0.033,0.813,0.154,0.9658,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,1,9,11,0,1,12,0,21,2,0,0,0,28,40,13,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,5,0,1,7,9,0,1,3,1,0,5,6,2,0,2,9,7,24,9,18,27,7,16,0,1,2,0,13,5,0,5,7,109,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.2294397391620873,0.0,0.2825642827479619,0.11487653686104884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465174400352567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931912375102695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141932050367641,0.0,0.1336220967478116,0.09860226158244274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167618427967617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449115181670192,0.0,0.0,0.12921385204730607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303485089747792,0.2871650530954999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974386023381454,0.0,0.12832868951811272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236206075739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716793423138917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151821004841717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932099132443414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150007122483588,0.10264730760108004,0.12282332408822805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377648502444037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759003788308064,0.0,0.07531080915839107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33547437749267217,0.18697403785627292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642807406983428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626809043934648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289738135309353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550035914538224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306115134562357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331224708658233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795530460277626,0.10607801301226537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inevitablydwelling,2019/11/01,"What's the point? I was diagnosed when I was in probably 4th grade. I have taken medication for school ever since and take it daily for work still to this day. I constantly feel so empty, as soon as I wake up and as soon as I'm finally able to fall asleep. I feel so worthless, like a failure, a loser. I don't try talking to anyone about it because all they do is tell me I'm not and to not think like that but that never helps and never will. I feel like my ADHD brings me down, I'm careless about everything but my mind is constantly going. I don't think I will get anywhere in life and haven't thought I would for a long time now. I'm 21 years old working a shitty job making .25 cents above minimum wage, wanting to kill myself every day because of it. I've tried my hardest for a new job with a few interviews but I knew I wouldn't get the jobs by the time I walked in. I don't know if this is from my ADHD or not but I just want someone to talk to that's like me. I have a great family and amazing girlfriend but I just feel so empty, useless, and alone. I don't know what to do anymore, the only reason I haven't killed myself is because I don't want the ones I love to sad.",1.6101990327380946,2.925797136718753,3.5455357142857165,91.35541666666668,77.6328125,6.4386904761904775,22.346726190476193,7.07126945348624,0.5411773065476186,921,26,211,10,21,312,130,256,0.16,0.7170000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.7046,4,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,1,3,13,14,2,0,12,0,21,6,2,2,4,42,46,22,2,6,12,0,4,4,1,4,3,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,11,0,2,4,13,7,0,1,5,4,32,7,28,37,2,29,0,4,0,1,8,6,0,2,23,136,42,9,0.10997120451704774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643280343713028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389700229966823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906188473675528,0.0768944231561842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111227667332532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767960819356676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184465844547264,0.0,0.0,0.11161845770913406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947525045594677,0.09265548282477157,0.0,0.09883502763572076,0.0,0.10367106443210834,0.0,0.22241898107520447,0.07856345048026456,0.0,0.12046807919841565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149108309321514,0.0,0.062499169814440834,0.0,0.0,0.12124364121250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371138029427464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273883549438258,0.0,0.24333368841726066,0.0,0.1208745960142236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767591398528538,0.21490550266770908,0.0,0.0,0.0973210554055962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925330563912052,0.0,0.07340663295552731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078441899342928,0.0,0.0,0.1110395672957574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963314486651726,0.10621087459651454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539627999287864,0.0,0.07451933425789431,0.08363805652748008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395833410321592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185675583804694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130687139217734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129673005365706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096931678757288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317824471724724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782314598291031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268465971155302,0.17678137711122566,0.09611967992494733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409302148238129,0.0,0.08730485248378927,0.1282501874377815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932645833524652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945915970394481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012069327827044,0.0,0.0,0.07812038846091135,0.0,0.0,0.07081785016141019 adhd,LANcaster83,2019/11/01,"[Rant] 5.5 years of work, lot of sacrifices, and I’ve been fired few weeks after my therapy started I’m pissed. Sad. Disappointed. I hate my ex-boss now, and I want him to suffer. I want revenge. And his blood. And a hug. Or two hugs. For this rant, I assume that my boss name was Richard. Because he was such a Dick. I’m Linux administrator from Poland, running my own IT company. In June 2014, I started working remotely as a contractor for a US-based company. Dick’s business core was scraping Google/Yahoo/Bing search results for millions of keywords daily and providing content marketing analytics to his customers. He paid me well. But for the last 2 years, I wasn’t able to convince him that we need to deal with stacking issues. It was the same repeating scheme. Dick acknowledged that this is important, and it should be resolved ASAP, he promised to assign programmers to help. Still, a few days later he decided that new features are more important, because it’s what customers want, so he was postponing maintenance work indefinitely. Every issue that was predicted by me and depending on the dev team blew into our faces. And it mostly affected two other admins and me because we were woken up at 4AM by alerts, not management and dev team. We had to be available at the front line, and we were forced to deal with this shit reactively, not proactively. The code was buggy, written in large parts by cheap devs from Pakistan. Optimization? Good practices? Resource management? They did not hear about it. When code failed, they were not even trying to debug it but asked for our help in the first place. Obsolete versions of Ruby and Rails were not compatible with any decent profilers, so usually, we had to use Linux strace to debug issues. I was available 24/7, didn’t have a real vacation for the last 5 years because I was always tied to the phone and ready to respond to incoming alerts. Often I was working at night, or during weekends. Sometimes because critical incidents started, but often because Dick began the conversation at 1 AM my time, and was nagging for the response. At some moment, Dick decided that we need to move to a different server company. I’ve planned new architecture, migration, and a lot of improvements. It took months. And in the end, I was tired and burned out. At the same time, my brain started to act strange. I was afraid that my deep fear is getting real - I was feeling that I’m losing my intelligence. It was the beginning of this year. Anxiety and depression came next. Then suicide attempt, when I was feeling that I’m a burden to every important person to me. Psychiatrist, diagnostic process, diagnosis. Dick was angry that I’m not available as much as before, and I’m not active on Slack. I’ve written that I’m burned out and that I’m tired of bringing issues to everybody’s attention on Slack, even when I know that this is pointless because nobody cares. I’ve also written about my current mental situation, and Dick quickly worked for his name: “There is never enough time to get stuff done, and it’s always working within whatever tradeoffs we decide, but those tradeoffs are decided by people who actually show up to the conversation. So it’s pretty lame in my opinion to avoid communicating for so long and then act like this is the reason that you’re so frustrated about everything when everybody else has been communicating the whole time. I know you’ve been doing a lot in the background for migrating our infrastructure, etc. and that is very important and appreciated. But communication is equally important, and professionals don’t just check out mentally when they don’t get their way on the things they want, especially in a team environment.” He triggered me: Sorry Dick, but it’s VERY LAME IN MY OPINION, that you are saying this to the guy who was almost always online for the last 5 years. I’ve always been responsive, and I was working on vacation, at weekends and weekdays. Days and nights. I sent 41k messages to this fucking Slack. It may look like nothing when compared to your 193k, but let me notice that your responsibilities are much more extensive. And now you tell me that “tradeoffs are decided by people who actually show up to the conversation”. Please, cut this bullshit BECAUSE I WAS SHOWING FOR VERY LONG TIME, AND TRADEOFFS WERE DECIDED ONLY BY YOU. For years I was discussed about problems that should be resolved ASAP. You’ve listened, agreed with me, and later decided that new features are more important. I’m here for more than 5 years. This monstrosity with Postgres and MySQL was planned for no more than 6 months [at some moment devs decided, that they want to migrate from MySQL to Postgres. They migrated two tables and asked that they need two different databases because they require a few more weeks for migration. It was the first month of my work]. But new features were more important. I’ve calculated the cost of additional servers: it’s around $190K. For many years I was on call every night, telling you too many times, that we should work on making our app stable and reliable instead of adding new features. But it never happened. I’ve asked you to move 2 largest customers to separate DB servers, because they were killing performance to other customers, depleting cache only for their own specific queries. But it was too much of ask for developers, so I had to wake for many nights, just because DB server was not responding. So please, don’t tell me that my behaviour is pretty lame, because for last 2 years I was asking many times, for fixing a lot of stuff, just like Piotr and Karol, and we’ve always hit against understuffed dev team. But at the same moment, we - tech company, are asking devs to waste their time 2 times a day, to fill fucking excel table called DevOps, that should be automated to dashboard a years ago. It’s around 2 days of work, but it could save time, for example, for dealing with redis that is not able to use more than 1 database at the time. And if you think, that avoiding team conversation after feeling useless and not important because I’ve asked for help too many times is pretty lame, then I can only tell you that I’m very sorry, that I’ve lost 5 years here, trying to straighten things up. Every technical debt we took temporarily is still there. And about not reporting to you: I remember that there was a time I was writing daily around my 5PM and your late morning. You had 3-4 hours to reply, but you’ve responded around 2-3AM my time, woked me up and forced me to go back to the computer, spend 30-60 minutes there, and return back to pissed girlfriend. And it’s another problem here - no real vacation, no real weekends, no real sleep. Always on the alert, always on call, always ready to pick up the discussion. But anxiety issues and later feeling of being totally useless, with no possibility to change everything led me to depression, and to suicide attempt. Pretty lame, you say. Let it be.” He apologized. I’ve accepted it. Later I’ve spent hours on discussions with Dick and team members. I was full of hope that it can be a new beginning, and we can work in a healthy environment. At the same time, I’ve started therapy and Ritalin treatment. It helped me a lot. I’ve finally was able to work, but realized that there are no tasks for me. No requests from Dick, no assignments from the new project manager, so I’ve worked on a 5-year summary, and improvement proposal. 3 weeks later, at 3AM I’ve received a lot of emails about revoking my permissions. And another week later I’ve found this message on Skype, which I’m not using actively: “Hi Chris, you may have noticed that we’ve removed your access from our system. I’ve made the difficult decision to terminate your contract after months of difficulty in communicating with you and trying to get better progress. I appreciate all you did for us over the years and wish you the best going forward.” It was 3 weeks ago. In this time I’ve noticed that I never checked my company’s cash flow in the last 5 years, and when I did it, I’ve found that I can easily save $1500 per month. I’ve calculated customers profitability, proposed contracts updates, and sadly noticed, that I was not acquired any new customers for 2 years, being dependent on Dick. I’ve recently paid for 4 months of box diet delivered every morning to my door, stocked food for my animals, and paid my landlord upfront, so I don’t have to worry about my basic needs in next months. And the funny thing is, that anti-scraping division in Google is actively trying to recruit me, but even when I’m craving for revenge, I can’t be such a dick. But I’m actively looking for new customers. So I’m paying 10% commission for each invoice in the 1st year, to everyone who can bring them to 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adhd,YungErpie,2019/11/01,"Getting my ADHD tested in a few hours I've neglected it for 23 years, today it is time to face it and see if my self diagnosis was 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adhd,Sweetpurrr,2019/11/01,"ADHD problems Do any of you get really excited sometimes, and say yes to things you later regret? Like in that moment it sounds like a fucking perfect idea, but later you come to yourself and think wtf did I just say yes to, I do that often",5.115624999999998,5.501904312499999,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,68.375,8.066666666666668,28.5,7.793537801064563,1.8433249999999992,189,6,35,2,3,63,36,48,0.154,0.619,0.228,0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,2,7,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,11,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,4,5,6,0,5,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,1,5,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35148229468477354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888407842008934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251929976635423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703762560693315,0.15279923915838547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33015381592102666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857641619349617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27984648062031753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873585419935689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651547834219295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28925223548292245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429864940953204,0.1873977363562979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,v093,2019/11/01,"Advice, Support, Accountability: Picking up the pieces after two shitty months that destroyed a few years worth of progress. M26 Hey fellow ADHD folks of Reddit, I need some advice. Probably flared this wrong but still. Tl;dr: I had a shit last three months, I need advice, support and accountability to make an action plan to get through the other side and not let it seep into next year. Post includes the things I'm struggling with currently. So, I recently had a shit two months. In that time, I had some issues with the department in which I'm studying; my mother's brother died (mom's been a mess since but she's starting to get back together); I fell into a deep depression and stopped caring about everything; I got sick (a week of bad diarrhea and vomiting and not keeping water down); my ex fiance (my father and her father at one point agreed we'd be a good match but it never worked) got married and the guy called to invite me to the wedding to see what a functional man can do. I've been pretty much unmotivated and my bedroom is a mess that would probably make somewhere after a disaster look like sanity. Also I've lost the routine I started and kept. Additionally, since all the craziness happened, I've basically been self distracting to avoid everything and as unimpressed as I am to admit it, my personal hygiene and social relations (I haven't left my room since the 1st of October save to sometimes go to the kitchen every few days, but I haven't stepped outside my parents house, I did my essays half assed and had a friend submit them for me) have gone down the tube. I haven't read a book (I love reading and writing poems and short stories) since the 11th of September. I need advice on how to get myself back together. I have my final exams of my undergraduate coming soon and so I need to prepare for them. Downside is, I have squat didley motivation and my joyful ADHD (Combined type) and Asperger's is sort of kicking my ass and giving me swirlies in a really disgusting toilet. Sorry for the graphic imagery. Alright. What's the point of this post? I need advice. I already said that. I need an action plan to get things done because I know in my current state if I don't ask for help, or get some help from others, I won't get anything done. That much I known about myself. I need to fix my room (it's a mess, like an actual mess. I realised how bad it is this morning because I couldn't step on anything besides my clothes which haven't been washed in almost three weeks and my university of Pittsburgh shirt - my sister gavebit the same me - is missing). I need to start waking up on time again (I wake up at 10am most days of late and I'm endless unproductive - I either go back to sleep or just lay in bed lazy, note I got to sleep around 11pm/12am). I need to do some focused studying (I spend most of my day either watching useless YouTube videos or trying to fix other people or spending hours on playing some pointless game). I need to get back to reading again (I miss it. I just can't concentrate long enough to read a book beyond the first few lines. It becomes extremely overwhelming). I need to get to communicating with people and social interaction (even though I struggle with that immensely, but I need to be around people so I can express myself somewhat better). Please advice and hold me accountable. I probably sound pathetic saying this to a bunch of internet strangers, but I know I can't do this on my own without help from people who experience similar things. Hopefully, I'll be able to be there for someone when they need help or a different perspective. Thank you.",5.362021739130436,6.614765031884057,5.886394927536234,78.46350543478266,68.2463768115942,8.590579710144928,31.04166666666667,8.901047299222334,2.6046884057971016,2872,115,519,49,48,928,336,690,0.16699999999999998,0.73,0.10300000000000001,-0.9943,4,1,0,0,0,0,86.0,1,1,3,8,25,37,4,5,36,1,41,15,9,6,2,97,97,44,1,17,19,8,0,2,2,2,3,3,5,4,29,32,2,5,5,9,6,10,13,22,0,7,18,6,78,15,81,70,21,82,0,6,3,3,41,31,4,17,40,349,107,10,0.05292412798929536,0.0,0.051646314520307726,0.0,0.12720903425275354,0.3103010721018017,0.0,0.0,0.052995869306830326,0.0,0.05840309127799899,0.042323406032078716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710409581447502,0.09422738895438773,0.049476915437866115,0.0,0.0,0.16278155044923415,0.08837887245751735,0.06452411439655653,0.058450541326615674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680709037288975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404145194931359,0.0,0.05395967569331802,0.0,0.0,0.04558945004022597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102395052747681,0.0,0.04558347388669568,0.0,0.054926889210669363,0.05529444942237359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831951559563142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468477172411471,0.0,0.03495588739759085,0.0,0.04459086042990459,0.0,0.09512958733861204,0.05176995251748364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797579530133421,0.0,0.045017236231391325,0.0,0.0,0.04088905000055382,0.0,0.2212053800926296,0.05076964606612778,0.060156003146649366,0.04439024758917587,0.12698477959242313,0.0,0.0,0.052403207428951805,0.0468006315963171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418957095939443,0.0,0.0,0.05256560070260692,0.052119605315711366,0.061067337970205075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055239039500697834,0.0,0.04704139667367913,0.0,0.0,0.05817143331479515,0.04314022800054247,0.05970072158468082,0.0,0.05750221991427797,0.05411850658843051,0.0,0.05171211126921203,0.0,0.0,0.046836187845342984,0.044442938228770316,0.0,0.057772937548096114,0.0,0.04776609180625245,0.0,0.07065453279088718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198409905793693,0.12673060210626658,0.0,0.07781064720069182,0.5101534139633327,0.040818350174342766,0.0,0.05628541052775705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035862758812744484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058765980983830526,0.0,0.0,0.1467637063144249,0.046211307181473225,0.0,0.05809479971489005,0.10006081507963517,0.0,0.10137337006706648,0.053842864732574464,0.1711834837855245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175380003981467,0.0,0.03390455158969116,0.0,0.05225619157505499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034296522118184,0.04208739079604325,0.0,0.0,0.042173677897518684,0.0,0.05521140781626457,0.0,0.108651713681713,0.1751175423023733,0.0,0.10592469832317457,0.10789896718498156,0.04484244190004317,0.0,0.05234331584786172,0.059244228321838975,0.11237991056944527,0.0,0.042265276977134406,0.04424694078463042,0.0,0.11065557926911873,0.0,0.0,0.12011534652592172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872542647169991,0.0,0.0,0.10548131693305314,0.0,0.051997687039007916,0.0,0.061720969270242614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593200887373044,0.0,0.10339836573794478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490508627764824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051016970779769216,0.0,0.03852939549952921,0.0,0.0,0.03759578205618201,0.05786422578749529,0.0,0.06816280647882153 adhd,Gizzyice123,2019/11/01,"Deceitful Thinking I’m currently the only person/peer, that I know, who has adhd. So I wouldn’t really know if this is a normal or not because, again I’m too afraid to talk to people! That’s why I’m here. Do y’all fellow adhd-ers, think everyone is lying to or trying to get something out of you. I constantly have the thoughts linger in the back of my mind whenever talking to someone, which again is probably why I don’t talk to anyone 🤷🏻‍♂️. Do y’all go through this ? Let me know! ⬇️",0.12528571428571667,2.2652490761904787,2.88154761904762,89.98803571428573,86.80952380952381,6.166666666666668,21.13095238095238,7.492282038375204,0.8989523809523816,383,13,83,7,12,134,73,105,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.7835,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,21,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,11,18,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238509266922635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330047620463107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559396824997488,0.0,0.10749474611464599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056004110253855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849967266421373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921299594524926,0.0,0.1002176371732739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29073425557775706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031879027657285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805233413760194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727749861157203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411391587816027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222514055144902,0.1539725970532184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901234941451864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296741379093675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941164097443707,0.13575453954276728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252043338237506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259820918885399,0.0,0.1399936360061053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972274884804905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182374196743517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Comus123,2019/11/01,"It feels like it's going to be impossible to get a straight diagnosis... I've had an extensive history of GAD, social anxiety, and depression, as well as a bout of Xanax abuse that was mostly put under control by my current medication, Paxil. I recently went to a new psychiatrist after my girlfriend encouraged it; since we've moved in together, I've found it nearly impossible to function. But I don't think it's the residual anxiety causing it. The psychiatrist I talked to decided to double my dosage of Paxil to 40mg, believing my symptoms could still be from anxiety, and not ADHD. I'm willing to go along with this, but sometimes it can be so frustrating feeling like you're not being listened to completely and not getting the straight dope. Did anybody with a similar history have trouble getting the proper treatment?",10.192005676442767,8.839126516556295,10.6400756859035,57.19960264900661,58.66887417218543,14.456385998107855,47.399243140965005,13.25671669890799,6.6919415326395475,668,39,102,22,7,228,100,151,0.115,0.7909999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.6591,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,9,0,12,3,0,2,0,20,24,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,3,1,0,5,3,7,4,23,13,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,73,16,0,0.0,0.19927199629424974,0.0,0.0,0.2021259637216508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385983722975904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948716125472287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727725604810431,0.0,0.0,0.17633901432501786,0.0,0.1886340370901134,0.13428222120029454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485769258844336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007901188665642,0.24030312455341546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844064243171105,0.0,0.0,0.2636095240460624,0.0,0.19116708465060872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433361651976336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942892574864254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875428346894015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243434364879922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690726097283981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606262510482928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912456065072273,0.0,0.0,0.17144366243282833,0.0,0.0,0.16633949345318289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431294233382446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480885146776345,0.0,0.13518091753542122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776630468468787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121872045685034,0.15590939365247802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thomasklaassen,2019/11/01,Need to sleep but can’t I need to sleep but I’m procrastinating school to be honest. I just dread that place. I have to be up in 3 hours,-1.4498387096774188,0.4867794193548427,1.1357258064516138,100.72358870967743,93.51612903225808,4.390322580645162,10.975806451612904,5.985473137389443,-1.5956516129032257,106,1,29,1,4,36,21,31,0.127,0.731,0.141,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230905577546012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865310798392837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34277148486431186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332032260136898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6566294900722471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bucketofpoon,2019/11/01,"It is so frustrating getting a straight diagnosis... I'm still pretty proud of myself for finally working up the nerve to go back to a psychiatrist to figure out if I really do have ADHD. I won't go into the specifics, but the social worker I talked to prior was very sure I did, including my own observations and the countless motivational issues, problems staying on task, and problems even getting started on a task. My girlfriend suggested I start jotting things down to make a routine, but just doing that is its own routine! My prior psychiatrist diagnosed me with GAD, alongside social anxiety and depression from the anxiety (I wasn't aware of adult ADHD at this time, and any symptoms that could match up I believed to be anxiety-based). Because of this, I was prescribed 20mg of Paroxetine (Paxil). It has worked very well for me since then, making me much more sociable and making my anxiety manageable, but I still find it extremely difficult to stay out of that ditch. Even with the anxiety having regressed, it's nearly impossible for me to be a functional human being, which I am now starting to believe is not completely from anxiety. I can go to job interviews, I can be charming just enough to get the job, but I just can't get plugged-in enough to actually start. I get so excited about starting a new job, and then just a few days or a week or two later and that excitement just completely plummets. Even when I was somewhat functional, I could never hold a job for longer than a year. I made sure to let the new psychiatrist know about my prior history, and he believed with the symptoms I was still experiencing was, in fact, anxiety related. I tried explaining that even when I'm not in an anxiety-provoking situation, I still experience the racing thoughts, inattentiveness, and other classic ADHD symptoms. The most frustrating hurdle is my prior history of substance abuse: for about a year, I self-medicated with Xanax. But this was about three years ago and I have long gotten over that. Regardless, all of this adds up to him being extremely cautious (I believe) to make it an ADHD diagnosis. Instead, he decided to double my dosage of Paxil. I'm not questioning his judgement, he's the professional after all; however, I can just feel it in my gut that this isn't the right way to go. Sorry for the tangent y'all, I'm just very frustrated and confused.",8.921509629322838,8.151170690205017,9.233730586042661,64.40254866431977,60.77676537585422,12.902091530337547,40.9112652723131,12.079253325248375,5.2133134396355345,1899,92,315,54,22,634,211,439,0.11900000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.078,-0.9557,5,0,0,0,1,0,61.0,0,1,0,5,27,15,3,1,27,0,33,6,1,6,6,66,61,25,0,6,18,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,22,19,0,1,9,0,0,4,8,8,1,2,11,2,40,7,58,41,12,57,0,1,0,0,16,17,0,7,33,242,62,11,0.0,0.08148999635683299,0.06711684084219885,0.0,0.33062837435475584,0.0,0.06096703320536032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677100420666407,0.0,0.3156872291544448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052885590748453434,0.0,0.04192607697820015,0.0,0.0,0.3099544013703358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442236330457024,0.0,0.0,0.10982634710239222,0.0,0.0,0.04435574620781101,0.0,0.059237891228131966,0.06980763373838078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421309208368084,0.0,0.18170734951779874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727751429693765,0.0,0.0,0.03477593017774502,0.0,0.0,0.07534230200316651,0.0628613160446023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966681682675198,0.0,0.1563511714784183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178575774243227,0.27300390802968266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037798271450874735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032957195590299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086585256795365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650788579511574,0.183637848165962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639620907032857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050559317470212035,0.0,0.0530453864431173,0.132851321995284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997136226096602,0.0,0.13162140505452255,0.0,0.0,0.07704645106358736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406057651948527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873554104785486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174984905497732,0.0,0.0,0.05689339270648205,0.07730870195323199,0.0,0.14021983707558647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699069101111271,0.2434050600256028,0.14661515758878288,0.2197029464249856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296438091613499,0.21445822194025865,0.0,0.055280685105439945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569266188159802,0.0,0.0,0.05460158911757648,0.04010466680549152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046695353639810366,0.0,0.06718554577450378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024572382986633,0.0,0.05459231482052652,0.055169097885477976,0.0,0.061839160585903524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014156206523547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287121093600368 adhd,FreeSpeed96,2019/11/01,"Welllbutrin Insomnia Side Effects- when will this wear off? Hi all- Dr prescribed me wellbutrin for mild adhd. First week on it was good- felt like it really improved my ability to focus and get work done. On my second week now, and this week have started experiencing nightly insomnia (no more than 5 hours of consecutive sleep). Trying everything; melatonin, going to bed earlier, etc. Being tired is actually making me less productive now and really unhappy. Anyone else experience anything like this? Should I stop taking wellbutrin?",5.6362410623084775,9.280938752808991,6.2598365679264605,64.59351378958124,77.20224719101124,9.528498467824312,31.686414708886623,9.573946990214177,4.524429213483146,435,21,56,14,11,141,73,89,0.081,0.778,0.142,0.7354,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,2,1,9,13,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,5,3,8,7,4,16,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,13,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.1841799370977127,0.0,0.2268250130192768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196919180362834,0.19338320368555287,0.1553143436958603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314332255996214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766541752224236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104914747867369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962450830124146,0.18462085217082586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121697105251536,0.0,0.0,0.1605394656795953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986072127545428,0.0,0.10726349961760707,0.15830351274167914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858677761959332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844145799988952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259833109676878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711674556639553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24181931419947006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888731505380245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358891176115673,0.0,0.0,0.1577924552055896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190662038686616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692524136558855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281399301310434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541799428033982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740267249322985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,le_nescit_cedere,2019/11/01,"This still makes sense Take years ago I wrote [**this**](https://imgur.com/a/v6UDk) from a book at a Barnes and Noble and posted using a different account. It’s one of the few notions that helps me keep going. Just a reminder (as I was lurking some of your posts I realized that just like myself, some of us feel guilty, ruminating over things we’ve missed due to untapped opportunities) - WE DONT OWE TO RECOVER WHAT WE’VE LOST IN PAST DUE TO OUR ADHD’ic BRAIN. Sorry for the capitalization.",3.765168539325842,6.77255321348315,3.791112359550564,83.73408426966293,78.66292134831461,6.706067415730338,23.50674157303371,7.908726449838941,1.4575743820224716,392,13,70,7,10,120,72,89,0.122,0.787,0.091,-0.18600000000000005,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,13,12,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,9,2,12,9,3,12,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675320571853773,0.0,0.1973289297477942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485046137667405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257841539002475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608954061627392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255750398487648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265134930738991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920972915343506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197864588767764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875522788549086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430033829385811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485928465541242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084522412855078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250492215610345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42639465659287146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491918969813056,0.0,0.0,0.17777536892129614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737382520108693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789114038159928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26777051592186285,0.19226219825363502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335252168155782 adhd,azachiell,2019/11/01,ADHD is when you get everyday annoyed because you have to charge your smartphone again Although it was charged 100% in the morning.,11.981739130434782,10.266881956521745,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,55.52173913043478,10.93913043478261,53.43478260869566,8.841846274778883,5.484513043478262,107,7,16,1,1,31,22,23,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8315250501935858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217736403507989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614873264801817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sppectre,2019/11/01,"I finished Inktober!!! I posted my last inktober piece today and I'm feeling really really proud of myself. I mean... did everything else in my life kind of slip? yes. yes it did. Buuuuut!! I stuck to it! I sketched and inked a piece everyday! Even on busy days I still managed to post something! It was my top priority this month and I'm happy I completed it. Keeping up with something like that, as long term as it is, was unbelievably mentally draining... I'm so glad to be done. I almost can't believe I actually completed the challenge. Have my suspicions that since everyday had a ""this has to be done NOW"" pressure was how I stuck to it, but I stuck to it nonetheless! Also, just in the off chance you don't know, Inktober is an art challenge in which you ink something everyday in October. It's pretty popular, but I wanted to put this note here just in case!",2.407247899159664,4.794647273809527,4.6295938375350145,79.47226890756303,79.23809523809524,8.714845938375351,28.334733893557424,9.325443323948027,2.9827460784313726,674,31,128,20,17,233,100,168,0.053,0.772,0.175,0.9561,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,4,9,9,0,1,5,2,16,1,0,1,0,15,27,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,1,19,8,20,14,3,24,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,13,90,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.1569553448852918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105669923995658,0.0,0.0,0.12862262974975922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812101082058372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372725798957074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372763908926813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918761166268745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436007403215908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623242748721128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455142954737185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132486640108633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712157596039147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429608038323803,0.0,0.167488728789361,0.08839272911531099,0.13110498642827306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360511224174165,0.07857765200084406,0.0,0.0,0.14233716548133513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752004678150118,0.0,0.0,0.16208755406152292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837989535722144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080779801781281,0.16363075433756982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168729163840734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607474656681224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304741346415974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714644080904132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844597308119765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524562568892789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486681730432787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Islandman869,2019/11/01,"Want to quit stimulants but fear I’ll lose my job. Any similar struggles? Alternatives to stimulants? I’ve been trying to quit my ADHD medication for sometime now but I know I would not be able to continue my job without it and life would be a constant struggle in general. I’ve been on medicine for 5 years now. I currently take Adderall 20MG 2x daily and I feel like I’m hitting a plateau once again. I don’t want to increase my dose and I really dont want to switch back to Vyvanse. I have hypothyroidism which makes my brain fog, fatigue, lack of focus symptoms worst regardless if my levels are within range. I also have sleep apnea. I’m concerned that the long term use of ADHD medication will ruin my cardiovascular system and have other negative effects in the long term. My blood pressure is already in the pre-hypertension range (140/90) and I don’t want to it continue rising. My options are to quit medication and possibly lose my job, or continue taking stimulants and ignore the potential long term negative effects it will have on my body. I have a family to support so option 1 really isn’t feasible. So I guess my questions are 1. does anyone else struggle with this type of decision? 2. Are there alternative non-stimulant medication/therapies that has worked for you? I.e allowed you to function at work while you taper/quit your stimulant medication? 3. If you’ve taking stimulant medication for over 10 years, what are the long term side effects that you’ve experienced? Other notes: Im in my 30s, M, not overweight, I exercise, my job requires a lot of mental focus (impossible without medicine), stress is high, testosterone has lowered from ~900 last year to 500 this year, my cholesterol is good!",4.357434279705571,6.995965652996851,5.467908517350159,74.6808112513144,73.85804416403786,8.895436382754994,31.38685594111461,9.473421319101043,3.488402818086225,1380,66,229,37,30,455,171,317,0.165,0.762,0.073,-0.9893,7,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,0,11,8,15,0,6,9,0,27,15,4,11,0,47,43,16,0,10,9,0,1,1,0,4,11,2,0,0,12,8,1,2,7,1,0,2,10,12,0,0,2,4,31,3,33,34,8,38,0,4,0,0,5,12,0,8,24,140,43,8,0.08059721418557303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937243780772888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894103003047188,0.0644535630652313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480886944242945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056355446137123386,0.08258137047123985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619742827395769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952533561884865,0.0,0.08997314613018638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709695584970321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053116526883682,0.0,0.09445933476876207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673286304434086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759798805657866,0.0906942733181131,0.04075237316755095,0.057578665918258234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760111934993185,0.0,0.0,0.0887869180356811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515538188117841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705882187181202,0.0,0.3199211949000641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429412111714555,0.06569748672812226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056928195922067,0.039375727728531235,0.0,0.0,0.28530399323124306,0.0,0.1803353334093853,0.0,0.06852086931692013,0.0,0.0,0.0537992663164949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059660701749213,0.08122303523197101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583340269912068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086124904027444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028732542682948,0.342900232774195,0.0,0.0,0.1032652784337933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065542052976181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971270569496215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232383654001212,0.2527731233942781,0.0,0.0,0.09146076353758864,0.0,0.08377136566095239,0.18179722386145689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216993853806864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054720217891917326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961011546861011,0.0,0.0,0.19015330051386134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538567671319414,0.0,0.1173514636705705,0.0,0.0,0.1145078970207731,0.0,0.0,0.20760785380817334 adhd,TheDjLije,2019/11/01,"Social Anxiety and ADHD It may just be the circumstances of how I grew up, and I did move around lot at young age, but even to this day, every social situation I’m in always feel like I’m the new kid on the block. Nobody really notices me, and I have the hardest time getting integrated into conversations and different situations. No matter how badly I wish I could I just can’t. I crave friends and socializing so badly but at the end of the day I feel like there’s enormous wall separating myself and everybody else. Nobody really knows me, all they see is the wall I’ve put up to make myself comfortable. I’ve experienced tremendous anxiety and shortcomings my entire life( being discharged from the military for poor attendance, and very rocky and toxic relationships), and even though I’m undiagnosed, I identify with just about every single symptom of combined type ADHD, and it’s just gotten worse overtime. My emotions are everywhere, everyday is different, and I’m struggling. I’ve reached a point in my life wheee I recognize that I need help and soon I plan on looking for it. Nobody understands how hard I try every single day to try and fit in and be normal and live up to my potential, and even though I’m not exactly who I want to be, at least I know in my heart I’m trying. Just wondering f anybody can relate, been lurking here for a while",8.280804870804873,7.368630540540543,8.854903474903477,67.06249777249779,62.12741312741312,12.44799524799525,36.52539352539353,11.661520659325953,4.3772195426195415,1086,43,190,29,13,366,149,259,0.129,0.767,0.10400000000000001,-0.7034,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,19,7,0,1,10,0,14,4,1,4,2,49,34,26,0,5,8,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,6,20,0,1,6,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,3,6,25,4,28,25,5,34,0,0,2,0,10,19,0,3,13,127,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556693862867808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850740841528636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274376590536216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946908324824918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776271018380287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492687542799725,0.0,0.0,0.20579733545328352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222656280967354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885752942321001,0.11965064505093295,0.09421123360668354,0.0,0.0,0.21076687667389668,0.0,0.2688610440386179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756657825811454,0.15197986257216942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218031353590598,0.0,0.05557333653996404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528560113345116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604760535520995,0.07129680136657775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169150818759096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026293601522542,0.10393289933735173,0.0,0.09392564775820292,0.0,0.08932304854350437,0.0,0.0,0.09043099675924307,0.0,0.0,0.07100203669942702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305325923782295,0.0,0.07887115820899515,0.0,0.10273170301311492,0.0,0.0,0.10421889368189408,0.0,0.12110164645832545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055294945457713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693007857885034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628522452330785,0.0,0.0,0.11420034286820878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476220583587663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912609946540925,0.0,0.32528895706829025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119982243058113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055796828211427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901372000326285,0.0,0.06202453476297266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665241098862367,0.0,0.0,0.11073372938414393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776544524644607,0.06273910661799703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231893382006488,0.0,0.11535248588717405,0.0,0.0,0.10839895061987403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deckpeckles,2019/11/01,"Compulsion aftermath, anyone? Today in my obsession over the exciting task to create a last minute Halloween costume, I shaved off my eyebrows to do the makeup. Not all the way, just the tail end (it would be easy to draw in later). Or so I thought until I washed off my makeup tonight... I have no eyebrows, guys. And I can barely get out of bed to do more than brush my hair in the morning. Now If I sleep in I won't have eyebrows! All because of a halloween costume that I prepared in a night. ADHD is a clown that is simultaneously laughing and crying.",2.6871559633027537,4.7883962935779865,4.1417339449541295,84.78250917431194,76.88990825688073,6.194862385321102,27.413761467889906,7.1686216300943375,1.4869295412844044,432,18,83,5,10,143,72,109,0.07,0.805,0.124,0.7088,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,0,10,3,2,0,2,11,12,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,12,2,17,8,3,19,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,9,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663896943782584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316939965597148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858434873957892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348809918297024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700207920038819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927990508506412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018652765838214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850648454922925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860960941367979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050861762587202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420295546430112,0.0,0.0,0.28897732633393297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419884449606575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656806339881432,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ellashella01,2019/11/01,"Happy Halloween everyone! Don’t eat too much candy, you want to be able to “somewhat relax” tonight! (I won’t because I can’t sleep and I have a super annoying song in my head...) Hope you guys have a better night than me :)",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,84.55555555555556,5.377777777777778,22.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.6758000000000006,170,6,35,2,5,57,37,45,0.049,0.568,0.38299999999999995,0.9531,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,1,6,1,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,4,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,23,7,0,0.30099647209280894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348465563952804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620691934723506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30799453480257954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876150280051133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29803382996981104,0.0,0.32041634154945103,0.0,0.0,0.30890921785152314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989574125458277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126704008617404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28246479899889004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30121384814521074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753551779002175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MapleSyrupSamurai,2019/11/01,"I feel like I have found a rhythm, I've been lurking for a few months now and wanted to jump in on an up beat. My wife and I recently adopted an puppy, an adorable 13 week old mutt. In typical ADHD fashion I didn't sleep on it much and was convinced that I knew what I was doing and how I was going to do it. Well that changed really fast; the pressure and needs of a life, wife, job, and puppy have felt suffocating. Today started no differently. My wife stressing over school, me getting distracted by my phone and the puppy in the morning leading to another late start at the office. I usually have a plan on how I'll make it until 7pm but after that I'm just rolling with he punches. But with a puppy there's too many punches. I've had to the dice od dog or job. I've had to bring her in to the office and it's just become overwhelming. Then I sat down to a lovely dinner with my wife that I had planned in advance. And prepped for in advance. Sure she reminded me that I still needed to prep the meat before tonight but that's OK I PLANNED on pulling it together over lunch when I was home to let the PUPPY out for a pee and play. It's just hit me; I've finally found a thing I'm interested in enough to hold my attention for more than 2 weeks. Better yet I genuinely love this ""thing"" and she relies on me to make better decisions and it leading me to form healthylier habits. Tidying. Thinking ahead. Tracking time. Getting exercise. Eating regularly. Getting 7+ hours a night. This is amazing. I'm in my 30s and never thought I could feel as efficient and effective as my friends but maybe there is hope yet. I still slip up and make mistakes like staying up too late on reddit but the next morning at 6 am I'm being woken up to go outside and I'm reminded why I need to try harder because my ADHD doesn't just impact me it impacts everyone around me, my wife, friends , family, coworkers, and fur babies and thankfully most of them have my back and it finally feels like I'm starting to find my rhythm in life. Wicked.",2.8514934323243857,4.5062711796116535,4.258212450028555,86.116170759566,75.06796116504856,7.371330668189606,27.6516276413478,8.124751697461798,1.7995171901770417,1594,64,326,26,34,528,213,412,0.037000000000000005,0.787,0.17600000000000002,0.9964,3,0,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,0,1,12,19,24,0,4,21,1,22,10,2,8,2,66,60,32,1,7,10,5,4,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,20,24,3,2,13,2,0,9,4,5,1,0,16,4,39,19,57,40,6,70,0,1,0,2,15,26,0,3,37,211,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362026791692701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304457287462368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874810576657982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556349783113876,0.0,0.05990442731138499,0.10853139905778286,0.08362045867695722,0.0,0.0,0.1738235057775449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395653861803032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846052983076676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267114417993176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055465487333223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153909010370656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093901113849231,0.0,0.0,0.09264012888166252,0.0,0.1490646632119949,0.14040809203123578,0.09435452797682962,0.2152997742272837,0.08981692085452862,0.0,0.0,0.21549577638481812,0.15184618318266965,0.0,0.1540259219739876,0.0,0.11169811322615282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985727359265568,0.09760419761876354,0.09677607007341522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950354521935316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170548608398136,0.0,0.0,0.10048764479595428,0.13882189253126062,0.1440291481541087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773848677392648,0.0,0.19678779151213485,0.09963026846589344,0.09872533673231368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843810760263659,0.0,0.07223969368472917,0.21859768760798934,0.07579181562916792,0.0,0.10451116811706064,0.09221965706438462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311774369795854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295422309083712,0.0,0.09702968445374743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945439909156636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834088310276183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208667852226316,0.10474265282548674,0.15695696011644425,0.0,0.1125678541770122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261823072923424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047373359830116,0.0,0.0,0.13057232823252746,0.0629673927634279,0.0,0.07801533465868253,0.05730197697118325,0.0,0.0931483878320812,0.0,0.0,0.06671882082718822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082304265227153,0.0,0.05796214121324227,0.0,0.15765239451493152,0.0,0.08835645420012654,0.0,0.08867331224873465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theoutlet,2019/11/01,Being nice to yourself isn’t a reward for being productive and liking yourself won’t prevent you from getting shit done You deserve to love yourself regardless of what you have or haven’t done.,8.503333333333334,8.68812933333334,7.818888888888887,71.065,61.22222222222222,9.422222222222222,40.22222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.911822222222221,160,8,24,2,2,50,26,36,0.08199999999999999,0.59,0.32899999999999996,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,0,4,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,4,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7985613548044366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384838669820088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061797593842447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521448076716881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005052053749756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_ernesto5,2019/11/01,"Is there a lifestyle where ADHD'ers don't have to try and live their lives as if they didn't have ADHD? ------*Question ends here, the following is just a rant* It's just really tiring, and whatever sufficientely succesful lifestyle I've tried doesn't last long before I fall into depression. Lately, I've been considering dropping out of college yet a second time to enroll in an online programme because I can't stand seeing others having the time of their lives while I'm miserably trying to follow through. If living alone, and studying online while working in whatever isn't monotonous doesn't work, my last resort is to totally give up on high functioning jobs and just stick to minimum wage. I've also been buying lottery tickets like crazy, because what I want the most is to pay back to my parents for the money they have wasted in me so I can just fuck off somewhere else in the world without any guilt. If none of that happens soon and I'm just stuck again where I was years ago, I doubt I'll ever find a way to justtify living this life.",5.1410447761194025,6.797725592039804,5.604159203980104,78.75041791044778,69.19900497512438,8.146069651741294,28.822885572139306,8.648137234880735,2.3058282587064682,848,31,148,14,15,272,132,201,0.124,0.847,0.028999999999999998,-0.9566,3,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,2,16,6,1,3,10,0,18,3,0,0,2,23,28,13,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,4,3,8,5,0,1,5,1,13,1,24,23,3,35,0,2,1,1,7,13,1,6,17,100,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107610128958086,0.0,0.1146070843382692,0.0,0.0,0.13390463060275315,0.0,0.10339253501128327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792109672850877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941542240986548,0.0,0.15762700553357034,0.0,0.1100155956259962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135660764622593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800454543275756,0.0,0.11451186552674247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694949294076992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816799622299665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119525791867322,0.0,0.12402599177448015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433002195534135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366011494762247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282995918746954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077592529108452,0.14584386100599994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132079298772874,0.06316417765215931,0.0,0.5708237082693548,0.11441688289275015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356036803223904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483350510538756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282597895410528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302676172302436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077915684212884,0.1485989283812122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633366617058477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625812618377985,0.1026237574622104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463018532863185,0.0,0.18824817029750746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325801271744603 adhd,JackpotDeluxe,2019/11/01,"Folded and put away clothes for the first time in months! After literal months of having an ever growing bucket of clean clothes in the corner of my room, I finally got myself to fold and put them away! I know as soon as I do laundry again it'll end up in that same bucket, but considering I don't even remember the last time I did that, I feel proud of myself 😊 Its the little things, right??",4.703500000000002,4.987417350000001,5.547500000000002,83.78750000000002,69.25,8.4,26.0,8.238735603445708,1.4487,308,8,64,4,5,101,56,80,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.8071,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,10,1,15,5,1,25,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,12,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41236517769277453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436953403881496,0.0,0.0,0.14494612458124606,0.1985071009402476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109616385104643,0.0,0.0,0.2403991852034391,0.0,0.1866659500553356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551599127756626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060520341556336,0.1788828528684682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994878112034072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35032934380446645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412201974739996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485965907078315,0.18741100065928465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579430670502672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255928713791898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drmarywanna,2019/11/01,"imagine not having 5000 thoughts a minute i have a love hate relationship with having a brain that’s constantly traveling a million miles an hour. it sucks that each thought only lasts about 3 seconds before the next one comes, but i’ve really started to appreciate the way that i am because it allows me to really think outside the 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adhd,towtruckcirclejerk,2019/11/01,"ritalin side effects are driving me insane ritalin makes me really aggressive, and impatient. i'm never hungry, never tired, my mouth is always dry, and i'm really sensitive too. i feel like i'm living a half life. it makes me focus really well but like at what 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adhd,aubreymaejc,2019/11/01,"Methylphenidate (Ritalin) absorption? So I was just prescribed methylphenidate today. The directions always say to take it 30-45 minutes before a meal but... won’t I have zero interest in a meal 45 minutes later when it’s kicked in lol? That’s how I am with adderall? Do you think I can chug a soylent and take it? Does anyone know how absorption is affected by that?",2.74641304347826,5.566419202898555,3.5070833333333367,85.280625,81.6086956521739,6.928260869565218,27.46557971014493,8.07648339933343,2.228984057971015,291,13,52,6,8,92,52,69,0.025,0.868,0.107,0.7319,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,7,3,0,3,0,9,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,5,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31061783096575923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26102199471097515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31765318437685675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32667979245458906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515745399007174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296865366685243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613544890263478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391973583938603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538474014922461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,birbdaughter,2019/11/01,"This semester is going downhill This semester I got permission to take 3 classes instead of 4 and I went in feeling so excited. I was actually understanding what was being taught, none of that really bad brain fog I get sometimes and could focus as long as I took my meds (sometimes a struggle cause I have an early class and need to eat before taking meds lest I get sick). I was going to all my classes, I'd set out a rough schedule for when I'm doing things (I thrive on having a schedule for nearly everything), was on top of the homework, was actually interested in what I was learning and remembering it. And now I'm slowly sliding back into the situation that led to me asking for a lighter course load in the first place. My research methods class is a lot of boring lecture and beforehand I was able to still focus, today in class I started writing English words in Greek letters after figuring out how to switch my keyboard language (which I also figured out during that class). I'm no longer on top of my Latin homework because there's so much to memorize and I swear I never have time to do all of it. For the first time all semester I didn't complete a homework assignment, I only did half of it because it took me so long to do other homework assignments - assignments that shouldn't have taken so long but did because I kept switching between boring homework and things that are actually interesting and engaging. Next semester I have to go back to 4 classes if I wanna graduate on time and I no longer feel at all confident in my abilities to handle that. I dread next semester because I feel as if I'm guaranteed to fail. The worst part though is looking back at how excited and confident I felt going into the semester versus now where I'm back in the lethargic, uninterested state that led to me barely getting a B- in two classes last semester. It's honestly a bit heartbreaking to know I had that capability to succeed and be happy and feel confident and now it's slowly going away for no discernible reason.",9.063113396172524,7.407593650385608,9.522137960582693,65.28532633533278,61.08226221079691,12.44907169380177,41.662524992859176,11.319583603955671,4.851025592687803,1626,78,277,37,18,550,186,389,0.095,0.7859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8856,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,20,16,0,2,16,0,27,3,1,6,5,55,60,29,0,6,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,22,19,1,1,14,0,0,11,7,8,0,4,19,7,34,8,55,37,10,65,0,2,1,0,3,25,0,3,27,208,56,24,0.09691662395759994,0.0,0.28372993377461064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750418916388085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906039606178022,0.0,0.09105635850833664,0.2980916060688703,0.08092133279450879,0.23631789766788694,0.0,0.08246890874127144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058078521761648,0.0,0.0,0.10819100458862174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956006971719904,0.0,0.0,0.10161523630360994,0.0,0.0,0.07738003805267768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916990157032028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710241239310282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601582836674766,0.0,0.0930551575554937,0.0,0.0,0.16487446165690842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519048077951202,0.0,0.27539975419789803,0.0,0.0775130776809828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031695483601648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053262841938415316,0.07899998381493151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573044872425335,0.08138555504891412,0.0,0.0,0.08239504791748131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530504185597474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124486997851176,0.07186244863847722,0.07474807511644903,0.0,0.20614385814806865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370945975009023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495125929002166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125724438378336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620872709992268,0.09964643086933916,0.0,0.0,0.10978764217723208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893834597570633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170603849144824,0.0,0.06859808526431517,0.0,0.07739774108484614,0.0,0.0,0.10131829821555796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573847958688935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877419702686901,0.0,0.09522009096576507,0.0,0.16953858843756245,0.0,0.09186562734840993,0.0,0.21535587048391,0.0,0.0,0.09467345907032863,0.10089362348818057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898426813748013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bigbrainmeats,2019/11/01,Just diagnosed Inattentive ADD. 20 F. They want to put me on Ritalin. Experience?,2.7711904761904727,5.158372785714286,5.61571428571429,63.112619047619035,106.85714285714286,13.295238095238096,33.23809523809524,9.725611199111238,6.803838095238098,65,4,10,4,3,23,14,14,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549137022203279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534801318070872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496089734999258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224721841122814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Censorship7,2019/11/01,"I’m just lost. I am 18m. As stated above, I am totally and utterly lost. I believe I have ADHD, I have not been diagnosed. I don’t know how to find the right person to diagnose me? A psychiatrist, psychologist, doctor? What am I doing?What if I don’t have ADHD and it’s all in my head. I’m just done playing games with myself, I can’t concentrate anymore, my grades are slipping, my life is a mess, I can’t even focus for one lecture. I am totally, uselessly, lost. I don’t know what to do... Any advice is appreciated, sorry if this read is an eyesore, my brain is all over the place.",0.36903187721369335,2.594495000000002,3.481540731995281,85.4955578512397,86.60330578512398,6.762927981109799,22.692443919716645,7.957251820313856,1.424135301062574,449,17,95,10,14,161,74,121,0.129,0.825,0.047,-0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,5,0,20,6,2,1,4,16,27,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,18,1,8,22,4,5,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,69,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953539607759169,0.16073119152411294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185429440929487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312325025575836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531636989843836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836177771692108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33389420426754585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835564241061854,0.0,0.16832353838553965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086396781192084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033476982319818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688073343801538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079145636245225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617942956377553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386589046792896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145815094231837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362048603031938,0.17185005543413914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452782627991708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404678520825921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412560442533807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Reddit1396,2019/11/01,"Just got diagnosed with ADHD-PI. Have a few quick questions. * **Is it true that it's virtually impossible to improve without drug treatment?** My psychologist told me nothing would improve until I start taking stimulants. Is this true? It's not that I'm against meds, but I feel they should be a last resort if it's something I'll be taking for the rest of my life. I just started reading ***The Mindfulness Prescription for ADHD*** to try to treat my ADHD with meditation and mindfulness practices only. Not sure if I'm wasting my time and should just take the meds. * **Is 20mg of Focalin XR something to worry about as a starting dose**? I know there's no real consensus, but I'd like to know if this is a common first dose in your personal experiences. I'm thinking of asking my psychiatrist if I can cut the pills in half. * **How do you treat your ADHD? What have been the main pros and cons of your treatment?** * **Once I take the meds, can I stop whenever I want or is there a withdrawal process? Is it OK if I take weekly or monthly breaks from it like I do with coffee?** * **Should I also see a neurologist or a psychiatrist and psychologist enough?** * **Is there anything you wish you had known when you were first diagnosed and started treating your ADHD?** Feel free to ignore the non bullet point text if you want to. Thanks",0.1754150197628448,1.8675955533596849,2.0150671936758897,88.80868774703558,113.22924901185772,4.843952569169962,20.80553359683795,6.486788409389032,0.9287840316205536,1037,41,195,19,55,339,136,253,0.08,0.7609999999999999,0.158,0.9566,0,0,3,0,0,0,58.0,0,9,1,2,11,13,1,0,14,1,22,7,0,2,3,49,47,21,0,13,17,0,2,2,0,4,7,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,7,1,1,0,4,2,0,3,5,3,27,12,24,36,4,19,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,10,17,134,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656119003962239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527333968900678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745851299842495,0.0,0.08799605257894316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107387722779648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915745376146513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725836797457076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207428198426833,0.0,0.0,0.0951868937166327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012878132433006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528197236259983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345949134580837,0.07672607998715322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648469418497774,0.0919714097360876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136616819146094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900829046051312,0.0,0.07513128514993189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903174092729538,0.0,0.0,0.10024219873609304,0.0,0.07158783624366212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218807863213053,0.0,0.0,0.08898045347932908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544379850012946,0.0,0.09415248685770837,0.10713714981237776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500704409065169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492714916996866,0.0,0.0,0.2664943420386176,0.0,0.0,0.07869439906033174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871359745510206,0.0,0.3538590042051474,0.0,0.0,0.0866595088192114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031279036999409,0.0,0.0,0.05488621925055325,0.0,0.0,0.0899423963189246,0.0,0.06390606435622627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110371040936828,0.0,0.07550301357903197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824142165351452,0.09073508328935144,0.0,0.0,0.0955905525133944,0.0,0.06686513064293327,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FreshSubstance,2019/11/01,"My Dilemma: Change my pace to suit me or 'business as usual' to keep up in the real world... wbu? I've just started postgrad. During my undergrad I changed courses bc my heart wasn't in it and now I'm studying something I *love* which really **makes it easier to study** , its academically challenging but also vocational. **I recently got into a school which is the best in the world for my subject (sick, didnt think it'd happen to me).** But its month 2 now and the **work load is killing me slowl**y. Every time i clear one task a lecturer loads on another. Any free time in the week which i'd use for study is taken up by group project meetings or field trips so suddenly **theres no time left in the week** for me to teach myself things i need catching up on or software skills. (Also my lectures are long AF so rlly tired when I'm back home) &#x200B; Aaaaaaaanyway, now i **think i need to give myself some more time bc the anxiety** im getting from the amount of work (not the content) is draining the life out of me and **effecting my ability to apply myself well**. If I go part time on my course it'll take at least an extra 10 months (instead of 1 year) but **it'd give me more time to practice managing adhd & extra needed study,** but also in the real world when things get tough and i get stressed **I wont always be able to just give myself extra time**... Also people always say that the best way to manage adhd is to be disiplined, but that could cost me a good result. &#x200B; Trying to be realistic. **Anyone else stuck between giving themselves the space & time they need vs. WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE** ***ACTUAL*** **REAL. WORLD?**",-0.5055113860734508,0.9545654454828708,1.391931025404766,93.13577596419644,115.72897196261681,3.8022201746303366,17.293712430345312,5.841012998729137,-0.024332403141591463,1272,41,248,16,71,414,183,321,0.066,0.835,0.099,0.9149,0,0,1,0,0,0,93.0,0,0,1,7,17,10,1,1,18,0,17,5,1,4,1,36,44,22,1,6,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,15,6,0,1,3,0,2,3,5,3,1,1,5,1,30,8,38,30,11,50,0,0,0,1,9,22,0,5,24,158,45,12,0.0779902429079255,0.0,0.07610722685034356,0.0,0.18745823234842032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947507630547736,0.1297882595349831,0.33800958242703183,0.18953336318121614,0.053036039576774816,0.08177956978350825,0.0596623223558809,0.0,0.0,0.05453259120469086,0.07991022031967754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996968274579939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369189663250214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650066717188327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226886283815512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515084046018198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571014334152213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224004897246675,0.29926139018087033,0.04432365233042716,0.0654145155291556,0.06237592179774535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379330284734919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924188133542707,0.0,0.0,0.07823057257237064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842428455334354,0.0,0.0,0.06932131133176864,0.08628464856180465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473662711583202,0.0,0.055086815011364434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901891076369457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038923916678211,0.0,0.05205909274520144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245021356375742,0.0,0.0,0.2313151076217885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528482069977612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445583297559349,0.0,0.054068614544979264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663099119989402,0.04996254666112092,0.0,0.0770059560585665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062020971459522435,0.0,0.07893028952317188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004069924904892,0.0,0.0,0.05520189534380695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893375597495034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058638956661273264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362650385750476,0.09994599709482528,0.0,0.0,0.3638139025642482,0.08963831139445759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295025552048367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673585293127591,0.08589523418455514,0.0,0.0,0.06190502467331364,0.12511813712361028,0.0,0.0701225946258646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355565139255955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953336318121614,0.050223159422149104 adhd,bkstars,2019/11/01,I wish I can just do nothing. I'm tired of constantly looking for the next thing to simulate my brain. I wish I can either do just one thing or even better nothing at all. I'm so exhausted by all the stimulation I flood myself with. When will all the noise stop,1.9377777777777752,3.890175740740745,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,78.62962962962962,7.282962962962964,23.76296296296297,8.238735603445708,1.380945185185186,206,7,44,4,5,69,37,54,0.095,0.7170000000000001,0.187,0.6445,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,3,12,10,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,6,9,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045993600124217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25824933550529605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24999382527064426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527963420335931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942653697599751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460302249140753,0.0,0.0,0.44394944622207055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676038486718613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340864161653296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073809226457117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658886079831453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320537821909983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psychadelicphysicist,2019/11/01,Gamsat/Mcat with adhd anyone here sat a test like the MCAT or GAMSAT with ADHD? I feel so overwhelmed and discouraged. I know I can ace the exam in its style but having to concentrate for 6 hours .. I just feel like applying myself to the study is going to be so hard.. any hope out there lol..,2.591525423728818,4.314276966101699,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,75.94915254237287,6.753898305084746,18.57966101694916,7.554174236665415,0.4116888135593224,227,4,46,3,5,75,45,59,0.033,0.7929999999999999,0.174,0.8211,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,3,8,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,30,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771338988342104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915760103327873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969818323440286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28488736010995097,0.2012574097791024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010525191174454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523615030150023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27980677911284485,0.27743274493386816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482331767002186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27526365345323023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drakeymcd,2019/11/01,"Overlapping ADHD with depression So for the first time as an adult I talked to my doctor about ADHD. Told him about my lack of motivation to do homework or play video games or really do anything anymore and he thought it was more on the line of depression than ADHD. It makes sense but at the same time I don’t think it’s the answer? I still get distracted super easily by the smallest things",4.254848484848488,5.947629571428571,5.046168831168831,81.74163419913421,71.46753246753245,8.769696969696971,25.82034632034632,9.2995712137729,2.1661878787878788,315,10,60,7,6,102,58,77,0.111,0.75,0.139,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,12,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,6,2,13,6,3,7,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,43,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7130525770910674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613724327783014,0.0,0.0,0.16274997123315355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406824441214891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242860254999864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682252443618727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332800343675563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132014724126186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266981706037807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579414273891536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896209777204093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139130550993536,0.1267246751549098,0.0,0.15700932669813958,0.2306455483932603,0.0,0.0,0.1889801630176341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HappyyItalian,2019/11/01,"Called my student loans to ask some questions, ended up being a great conversation about ADHD I have really bad ADHD and I felt terrible that I was being so slow and confused and asking the lady to repeat herself, explain what she means, go through things with me more elaborately so I could understand, etc. I kept apologizing and then eventually let slip that I have ADHD in between my apologies. The lady told me that it was 100% fine and that she's used to it because her daughter has ADHD as well. She told me how her daughter has the same issue where she needs help being walked through explanations over and over, have things read out loud to her, how she's still stuck in high school after failing because she's having such a hard time, how she can't stay awake, etc. She explained to me that her daughter refuses to take meds even though she tries to make her try some. Honestly, just hearing that made me feel SO much less alone you have no idea. I could cry. I thought I was the dumbest kid alive having almost failed high school multiple times and having been on the verge of dropping out many more, as well as always having trouble staying awake like a narcoleptic. My aunt and my cousin have ADHD as well but they're way more functional/not as bad as me, so they've pretty much been my only other examples to go off of and I still felt alone compared to them. Even *they* had trouble understanding how I can have so much more difficulty. All in all, this was extremely relieving for me.",6.137135114208284,6.805366919860632,6.046451800232288,80.11131920247777,66.21254355400697,8.886488579171507,30.23015873015873,8.841846274778883,2.3051619821912506,1194,41,224,18,18,375,159,287,0.132,0.787,0.081,-0.9247,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,2,21,16,0,1,8,0,27,0,0,7,2,44,50,27,0,3,2,5,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,13,12,0,2,11,1,1,3,2,8,3,0,15,6,41,8,34,29,15,30,0,2,0,0,38,14,0,5,10,170,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296848981849417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826766684584987,0.18258985570005687,0.0,0.0,0.07334634513101727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481329377370885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720009261715378,0.1074686217543508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000914484316658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075829419416047,0.0,0.09682663392724182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807312155059384,0.0,0.19661703778980602,0.11644207986277615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044570367129400726,0.0,0.1692721478705306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019328136281727,0.0,0.0,0.09718367694741634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896345302483734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934940252157576,0.0,0.05908386533287555,0.18626677852030127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995085630292346,0.0,0.0920037957543971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013748377417123,0.0,0.04306474701810425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340793693856237,0.0588395930013683,0.08936841663963799,0.0,0.09601920688373272,0.0979127536820868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439715889193174,0.06536075673729587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704066114139634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967838641772237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874613252240452,0.0,0.08817203170610177,0.0,0.05646997970634441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842132338933936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879084575758924,0.14079049692593482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627645934709889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712346469373168,0.0,0.08660513689738412,0.06997980673358019,0.1027998224051503,0.0,0.0,0.16845872232647713,0.0,0.1196936527262432,0.0,0.0,0.1835307230993633,0.0,0.07613172341154187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699679203851124,0.0,0.0,0.2377673933839035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dunkleosteus666,2019/11/01,"Methylphenidate ( normal dose :15 mg, 3 years) abd tolerance Hello;) At first im prescribed 10 mg, now 15 mg . My Question is what NOT do to raise tolerance? I heard when you ( accidentially) consume alcohol with it ritalin is better absorbed leading to much more tolerance? Also how bad is in terms of effects to take a dose of 20 or 25 mg , but only very rarely? Also how much breaks do you take? Are they needed?",2.166025641025641,4.832362012820514,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,82.71794871794873,6.5435897435897425,25.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.7507333333333333,319,13,59,6,9,105,59,78,0.027999999999999997,0.8740000000000001,0.098,0.5362,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,0,11,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,8,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677494528003207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007110807855518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091891746272626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158093511580312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310791209226948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27062456243779925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36834923579614737,0.18577111619690487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547452640151465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905458117762136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806604478669859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767475300194554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067204932346378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133857370081967 adhd,Happier100,2019/11/01,"Got misdiagnosed as BP2 when really I think its ADHD As the title says I believe I was misdiagnosed as bp2. My original diagnosis was MDD/ ADHD so I went on antidepressants for the mdd first. I did really well, started going out more and was generally happier. Six months later I got to a point where my thoughts were ""running"" and I was angry/stressed because I couldn't stay focused on all the new activities I was doing .I had to switch psychs and i got the BP2 diagnosis. They put me on dopamine blockers and as soon as i took them I got worse. Staying focused on text, tv screen, even driving is sometimes difficult. So I called my psych office to which only the nurses were available. Came off the meds and it's not much better. Now I'm struggling to even pay attention to conversation. It's been about 2 weeks off my meds and my psych cancelled my appointment today due to an emergency. I rescheduled but it isnt until a month from now. I'm still going to push for an earlier appt/conference call or whatever I can get. But in the meantime is there any tips/tricks/natural remedies you guys/gals would suggest?",3.464116279069767,5.814087353488375,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,75.46511627906978,8.020930232558143,28.42441860465116,8.841846274778883,2.5356558139534884,891,38,163,20,20,295,138,215,0.078,0.894,0.027999999999999997,-0.6747,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,2,14,4,0,1,11,0,17,0,0,1,1,21,32,18,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,1,1,9,3,2,1,2,18,2,26,2,25,12,3,37,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,1,16,111,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150188749969668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912573917115038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989335838755036,0.0,0.0,0.14766047682779135,0.0,0.11591249817879905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26765516295721586,0.14989847353865082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731286521778049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148012557746953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847378253182933,0.0,0.14896958024159576,0.0,0.4192847113825909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29115768278914256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092227277080632,0.0,0.0963446609273242,0.0,0.0,0.12657919659342196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967753339855334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389468084097142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175215674614518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792162226213805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422469267225216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296223382943211,0.0,0.09276540566426024,0.2793864385732629,0.10466520780526938,0.0,0.15012953666902545,0.13701305217141413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397837526479614,0.0,0.10404751988049177,0.0,0.0,0.12423017573655427,0.0,0.14561320925098886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512895140592657,0.0,0.11783926794876964,0.12149453955727005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356200353538394,0.09310172848602727,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,good_thankss,2019/11/01,"The sometimes feels https://imgur.com/a/9Ut6Krl *sorry if pics aren’t allowed, I wasn’t sure if it was just mobile version blocking it or it was a sub rule*",3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428574,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,86.14285714285714,4.228571428571429,24.857142857142854,5.985473137389443,0.8500428571428569,128,5,21,1,4,36,22,28,0.09699999999999999,0.818,0.086,-0.0772,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,5,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275221402185621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383402469146472,0.6093147135681397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130092963682366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PublcTrashAccount,2019/11/01,"Having ADHD is like walking into a movie theater at the middle of the movie Every day feels like I missed most of the important information and setup, and now I'm just trying to piece together what the hell is going on from dialog and exposition. But I'm too polite to ask anyone around me what's happening, so I just pretend I have a clue who these characters are and what they are doing. Expecially with conversations, I feel like I only realized I was being talked to halfway through what they are saying, and I'm forced to either look like an idiot by asking them to repeat it, or trying to puzzle out what the first half was, while still trying to listen to the second part.",8.945227272727275,7.041888522727272,9.34909090909091,67.21863636363636,61.5,11.830303030303032,32.60606060606061,10.504223727775694,3.2915060606060607,543,14,95,10,6,183,88,132,0.10800000000000001,0.804,0.08800000000000001,-0.574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,7,7,2,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,20,23,9,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,3,2,5,10,4,19,20,4,14,1,1,1,0,11,6,1,3,10,78,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424061251901687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410344476730043,0.0,0.0,0.1795571861495018,0.3771275343172461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008084486562851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699422963031388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039727776110578,0.2881913249616053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156727689544315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146316668101835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836405768437374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941648513191572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937854314178216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340315490549314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842317581732185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040120707091013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107915734600628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621201047903929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108264366227376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Charmansta,2019/11/01,"Anxiety Tics I don’t know if it’s something that happens a lot, I’ve only recently gotten them, but I get really bad social anxiety tics. They mostly happen when I’m around large groups of people, and my eye will free shut and my right arm keeps locking up. I don’t know if anyone else on here has the same issue, but I’m just trying to find ways to combat it.",5.670526315789478,4.614045526315788,6.880526315789478,79.57368421052634,67.42105263157895,9.705263157894738,26.894736842105264,8.841846274778883,1.805615789473684,284,6,59,4,4,97,59,76,0.156,0.787,0.057,-0.7674,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,15,13,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,6,11,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420301214842945,0.0,0.0,0.1563112870744235,0.2290532892831817,0.0,0.1990068053130172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665482785956092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867472551980157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432055760683812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679559547064165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953688745476302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333280143189525,0.0,0.19870142160095067,0.0,0.0,0.2457143561530798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005412978765687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001977162452206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498135230972862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321178952970726,0.0,0.2207285558599244,0.0,0.0,0.19091039216744995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788096958148155,0.0,0.1720996337995381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517757071227241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744350432090295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iNiles,2019/11/01,"How am I supposed to figure out what medications work for me? 23m, I just got diagnosed today and prescribed concerta 27mg for 7 days. My psych listed a ton of different medication options and said that what works is basically trial and error. So I blurted out ""what? I have to try them all?!"". He laughed it off, but in all seriousness how the hell am I supposed to figure this out? The only thing I can think of is to tell him any side effects. I'd love some pointers or ideas on figuring out the best medication for me.",2.8254700854700867,4.70586607692308,4.914743589743591,80.40803418803421,75.73076923076924,8.083760683760685,27.901709401709404,8.841846274778883,2.30487735042735,408,17,81,9,9,141,75,104,0.086,0.7809999999999999,0.133,0.8075,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,4,5,1,0,4,0,6,5,0,3,2,22,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,3,16,8,5,10,1,0,0,1,6,8,1,3,2,58,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322938749560699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103356773772556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583301169210654,0.0,0.0,0.2137757098112795,0.0,0.22005393991267708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845271903517647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377652812098079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900935230570072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6365349860342807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018663282367518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034864185347007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409188967952475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992712120157286,0.13495732393259582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964392042852133,0.0,0.0,0.14299771865423955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066689467277534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mumbles74,2019/11/01,"Feeling really, really stupid, need some support I just really need to hear that I’m not a fuck up, honestly. I’m a senior in college (Graphic Design) and this is my second to last semester, and throughout my whole college life I’ve always felt like I was ‘the successful ADHD kid’, you know? Like I’m that kid who was coping SO WELL that I could joke about how it was like I didn’t even have adhd (I do, oh my god I really fuckin do tho). I have my plans, my strategies, I know what I’m like, I know how to deal, but I’m just so TIRED. I feel like I’m drowning this semester. I have this one class that every time I see my professor(3 times a week, mon, wed, fri), I owe him an update on 2 projects. 2 semester-long projects. That I’m working on simultaneously. So EVERY NIGHT I need to be doing homework for that class. After I’ve already been at school or work from 9 am to 3:30, every day. Plus my other classes’ homework! I’m already on extended release adderall, AND I’ve got some little 5 mg adderall for if I really need it at night to work (because honestly my doctor is a BLESSING for treating adult adhd seriously.) AND I’ve already reduced my hours at work as much as I reasonably can, just 15 hours a week. It’s just grinding away at me because there’s always work. I try to take some time for myself but by the time I get home I’ve already been staring at a computer screen of some kind for 6.5 hours already. Most nights I work until 9 pm. That’s 9 am to 9 pm daily. I have to wake up at 6:30 to get to work&class on time. I’m going to bed at midnight or later most nights because I’m trying to relax after I finish working. If I try to take a break when I get home before starting on homework, there’s a good chance I’ll get sucked into YouTube or Reddit for the rest of the night(that’s what happened tonight). I manage to use my weekends pretty well for work, but I also need to clean and run errands that I can’t possibly do during the week. Sometimes I manage to go on a quick weekend trip just to escape, but then I’m right back to the stress. Tonight I needed to really work on those projects but I got side tracked on Reddit for like 5 hours, plus the doorbell kept going off bc of Halloween and god I just feel so stupid and tired. Writing this whole post took up the last of my reasonable time to work tonight, and I did it anyways because I just need someone to GET IT. Thanks for reading and I love you guys",2.6539880952380948,4.052103248015875,4.144238095238098,87.79242857142859,75.05158730158729,6.706666666666668,26.092063492063488,7.268377926160553,1.1926525396825391,1903,68,400,21,40,633,219,504,0.063,0.7929999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9867,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,0,12,25,27,5,1,18,0,23,8,1,5,0,58,73,34,1,10,18,0,4,6,0,0,4,1,7,4,22,12,0,1,9,5,1,6,3,7,2,2,12,8,49,20,67,59,10,70,1,0,3,3,13,25,3,11,43,236,71,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485976925813684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31351137580895505,0.04543892785016514,0.09455757181270172,0.06156443864460352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338425379575834,0.04369106730560953,0.0,0.1385477613233073,0.0,0.0483496290278311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045366140902190606,0.0,0.0,0.03664419486535996,0.05857891779526558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815767047475875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752906947502626,0.0,0.1436198841120328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861896870872413,0.040592214331434485,0.05455610381664824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052529167916236866,0.14843050584230827,0.0,0.09687633426749002,0.047657914297510096,0.09088827796760762,0.0,0.0,0.05626072626755528,0.05024573213307533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640402616292751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399017153730835,0.0,0.22382499024059527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916927898288363,0.09368034649650736,0.09263175586910792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040133641402026105,0.16655627086065333,0.056948560104383934,0.0,0.05028390575815846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051282262056687976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041769232625643166,0.29491913376976503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666085715555564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038502697749917714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405600471363328,0.05441784676916378,0.0578063600073987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056835369267744025,0.0,0.2184020547365922,0.11684083226067644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048523963537804735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575048663609898,0.04527817788835309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814339565622165,0.0,0.0561964259314736,0.0,0.040217483475555336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508710997321178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447865467576211,0.0,0.0,0.08544312675717357,0.0,0.0,0.05231221552060319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879316901294314,0.13061244672236516,0.0,0.0,0.06312910286911454,0.11573113639441697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907423056222141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673271309584456,0.0,0.1021759949749684,0.0,0.0,0.12687498598569585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550219476606612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,companiondanger,2019/11/01,"Having a conversation in your head in a hypothetical situation. Is this normal, or an ADHD thing? As titled",3.055614035087721,6.14158263157895,7.374736842105262,53.46982456140354,91.10526315789473,8.849122807017544,22.12280701754386,8.841846274778883,3.221828070175439,86,3,12,3,3,33,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289410487382289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516920903309311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312260589588567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494715506103029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29239746337513456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaylazomg,2019/11/01,"Anyone found a life hack to get into cleaning/ organized mode? I do better when I am set up for success.....,.,. With utilizing super clean organization. Problem is organizing is a task that required much effort and focus. Has anyone found a way to hack your brain into focusing into organizing? I’m open to all suggestions",4.391052631578948,7.3893420526315845,6.3325438596491255,66.58197368421054,75.84210526315789,8.712280701754386,28.798245614035093,9.2995712137729,3.470066666666668,255,11,37,7,6,88,44,57,0.045,0.789,0.166,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,5,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,1,11,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,9,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097030752796418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910828574237754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32705157344002844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6424532856361953,0.0,0.0,0.1530648091351703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069334779343417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153667665310968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280332862776217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325460648726428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ninya420,2019/11/01,Trying ritalin Ive been off concerta for a year now because i didnt feel like myself ive decided to go back well not back but try ritalin because its exam time and i feel i need to focus just took 2 tablets (20 mills) as recomend by my doctor wish me luck,1.3685454545454547,3.104532400000004,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,79.54545454545455,7.309090909090909,25.54545454545455,8.238735603445708,1.7014727272727268,202,8,43,4,5,71,45,55,0.028999999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.17,0.8198,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,2,8,3,6,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,26,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184435699137203,0.0,0.3317292494033178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784974681563723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751555606112133,0.194382423262152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463602993679054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329303006854756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175260851913013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865890605354446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023039811001733,0.3694649184947846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24464318871950966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128921208952454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752181865796348 adhd,downwardogma,2019/11/01,"Wishing I could take my brain out and put it on a shelf for the rest of the evening I just got diagnosed a couple of weeks ago. I’m in my thirties and it was explained to me that essentially, the joys of parenthood for me meant an executive functioning nightmare & so my usual coping mechanisms made all of this float up to the surface BIG TIME. I’ve been on this sub since my therapist brought to my attention a while back that I was previously misdiagnosed and needed to explore ADHD and get re-evaluated. So, not much to get into today other than- my mind is just moving so fast with processing all of this, daily items, big life messes and finally having the “right” answer & not knowing what the right tools are for sitting in all this suck. Waiting for an appointment to get on the correct medication with a new provider. Coming off the old one and I just feel like with all of these moving parts, a brain that lives in warp speed and all of the relationship problems that go along with untreated ADHD that my brain is actually just going to melt out of my ears tonight. I am tired. So tired. My partner is a complete dud with supporting any of this and I can’t just throw them in the trash til I get straightened out. He might as well just stick his fingers in his ears and scream LaLaLa when I try to explain what I’m feeling and what I need. So, turning to Reddit because I need some warm fuzzies from people who get what it’s like to live in our brains. Anyone wanna help me with the light at the end of the tunnel & have some success stories with managing their ADHD? Anyone else get diagnosed as an adult and suddenly feel a constant flood of every emotion while your life suddenly makes much more sense? Also: final answer from the psychologist was ADHD and GAD. Not sure if that makes a difference. TL;DR dopamine well is dry, needed to start somewhere, relating to other ADHD-ers before my brain just explodes.",6.173465369741006,6.756024164420488,6.3175811555138885,78.49872729403496,66.11590296495957,9.255408414391187,31.494316184225944,9.20300075937882,2.6499601781319577,1539,57,286,26,23,491,203,371,0.05,0.877,0.073,0.7797,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,2,1,18,13,1,0,25,0,15,15,8,3,7,70,49,25,0,9,11,0,5,2,1,1,7,3,0,2,22,25,0,1,11,0,0,9,4,4,2,1,8,9,29,9,58,39,13,53,0,0,0,0,14,21,1,4,24,199,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.07338314458908463,0.0,0.4518714955903117,0.0,0.06665916566894699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013642315432467,0.0,0.2444334830565472,0.0,0.05113773713431935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516144631206488,0.07705001869790286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782320657340656,0.0,0.04584046761345683,0.0,0.06398860818547468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197334430320653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477707528817524,0.07884447170151647,0.08126314734734502,0.0,0.06004009282897145,0.08320600033601512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526503219092107,0.0,0.0785667015085918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281891672378465,0.08458848626775317,0.06660378334621354,0.0,0.0,0.04966807337488767,0.0,0.06335820065133049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406826127827174,0.053722010912220834,0.0,0.1647531371320639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357294979611471,0.0,0.08547437930108663,0.0,0.060143319860572725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050404145341333126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041327273219228265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623021960529798,0.07347663378348664,0.0,0.13280376987859152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115488725028947,0.10039151571268788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575484184677082,0.0,0.07977400338644854,0.07592931330643958,0.0,0.0,0.15984876742607684,0.11055948574710804,0.22303571803539898,0.0,0.07262743335724299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890845138687502,0.0,0.0509566275882916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143293165610305,0.0,0.05213335346836101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195505983992664,0.0,0.07559552628927779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073532850882745,0.0,0.1284386644885963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220519337254558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322607110060293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533466447072241,0.07087394365845537,0.0,0.056540110753067835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731155913639879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384900311091622,0.17285983047879713,0.07127963403216972,0.0,0.0,0.05105502352003105,0.0817946596659786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282081282600352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031991130956155,0.0,0.13522543688289335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647486563336408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rauntree,2019/11/01,"I am frozen in overwhelm I have several major projects for school to do, appointments to make, a messy house, even some minor assignments I could have done. I had no classes today. It was supposed to be a work day to grind out everything I have been putting off. Oh god I couldn’t even get myself to take a shower today. My hair is greasy and I still have on yesterday’s make up racooned around my eyes. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t leave the house. I couldn’t “allow” myself to do anything because what I NEED to do is this HUGE assignment due Sunday. That I haven’t even started. And all day long I was scrolling on my phone, my heart pounding in my chest, screaming at myself to start the assignment. I set an alarm, told myself to get started when the timer goes off, pressed snooze for hours until I gave up and turned it off. I tried bargaining with myself “if not the big project then please just do something.” I couldn’t do anything. I have a very carefully detailed list I made yesterday. I have each step broken down. I still just couldn’t make myself move. Is this ADHD? It’s almost 9pm now and I have barely moved from this spot on my couch. I was on a Reddit, Facebook, Instagram loop all day long. Still haven’t eaten. I feel like I’m going to throw up with anxiety. I really fucking hate myself today. I keep telling myself that tomorrow is a fresh day, but that’s what I was telling myself yesterday too. It’s like it’s gotten to the point where there is just so much to do that my body is completely frozen. I can’t keep doing this. I just started college and I can’t do this every semester. I am medicated. Idk if this is an ADHD thing or if I am just loosing my mind. I feel like I’m going to have a panic attack just writing this. Please tell me someone can relate and has some advice on how to never ever spend another day feeling like this.....",2.2773028571428604,4.345616029333336,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,78.03999999999998,6.312380952380952,22.980952380952377,7.33818517376401,0.8718152380952379,1461,46,300,19,35,470,184,375,0.07400000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.077,0.2776,1,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,21,12,3,3,14,0,47,9,5,6,4,51,76,16,0,11,12,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,20,11,2,2,3,0,2,7,13,7,0,0,12,7,51,5,37,56,7,59,0,1,1,1,7,21,1,7,34,210,71,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400422085195436,0.08700343697383632,0.0,0.0,0.0891551436264027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336038697195788,0.06811111280648978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653553709678613,0.0792595395230795,0.0,0.10128954365824326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427457612861545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889720584354014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077655861476444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335092996364228,0.0,0.0,0.07108676587885737,0.0,0.0,0.28709928257169515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111315746665394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110447284039222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641924940283446,0.08053676000924813,0.07501536663236961,0.0,0.08001842533415404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350554837880611,0.1908186929259226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823109170674997,0.09303365380662597,0.0,0.10120066281917983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790308942549843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550625542644812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768100152807154,0.2054676094128719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827582533070772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942746301108018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399094562401712,0.0,0.0,0.15758537821462065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424655214152295,0.17829356611806882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896928444446497,0.0,0.0,0.08989941660704369,0.0,0.0,0.18925906624445352,0.06545056735154765,0.06601791870879119,0.06866885891269453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446274698883012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546618558290435,0.08416633651341983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950421669271356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703775041535378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901076197050138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005835891807181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543860305432705,0.06854307170846162,0.0,0.0,0.2520761762149857,0.0,0.21330908740205076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694282814180741,0.0,0.2334601086843039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059150534334546735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253182752605462,0.08507623527857819,0.0,0.060448549176071925,0.09684391791963602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346274812355848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481814214067948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ratiocinator2,2019/11/01,"Got through all of my ""to read"" tabs... ... And found another browser window open with 5 movies and 3 TV series I wanted to watch. I've had one movie paused for over a week. Finally get to finish maybe. ... I paused it to write this. BRB G2G",-0.820204081632653,1.3319004489795925,1.1073469387755104,99.59122448979595,95.53061224489795,4.4326530612244905,15.16326530612245,6.1826913282559595,-0.6588857142857139,178,4,42,2,7,58,42,49,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,9,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736692205974928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39036941289577387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39072479295800394,0.0,0.0,0.18618074557521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500959523161945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35800642965325513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414753265529008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564513697929782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018737355208966,0.0,0.2858464339281587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abbylikesoreos,2019/11/01,"Love-hate relationship with reading Hello other people with ADHD. So I hope I'm not alone here- I like to read but I suck at it. I love stories and getting engrossed in a book but every time I sit down to read a book I can either read it a bit slowly (when I'm medicated, the minority of the time) or I absolutely hate it because I can't focus and have to re-read paragraphs because I read at the pace of a very distracted snail. Anyone have reading tips? Especially for leisure reading, but for academics as well. Hope I'm not alone.",1.8393686868686885,4.106207027777781,3.9724242424242417,84.06954545454545,80.57407407407408,6.149494949494951,25.558922558922557,7.348242739294969,1.3701185185185183,421,17,83,6,11,144,64,108,0.129,0.695,0.17600000000000002,0.5175,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,1,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,13,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,14,13,2,8,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,3,4,51,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823328793569524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210191155190092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460748330148878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300872911867149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648933078463188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989978861795474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574661690690626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534467153837138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195538037077014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052128483586880464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260276725263914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748954671692172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739727045365887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8538351437534137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455642509305235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443586055964255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803910217446255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593658016302432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jugmino,2019/11/01,"Always Tired ... Does anyone else also feel tired or sleep 24/7 even with my meds I feel sleepy or tired. I’ve tried everything I sleep 8hrs a day everyday sleep at 8pm wake up at 5 am, workout and do cardio yet no matter what I’ll feel tired regardless if I do something or I don’t.I was prescribed Vyvanse(40mg) and Wellbutrin(150mg) after Adderall xl (40 mg )kept making me sleepy. vyvanse is a bit better than adderall but I still feel sleepy and often times go to sleep ,coffee doesn’t seem to help either makes me energized for like an hour then I feel even sleepier . I got a doctors appointment tomorrow thinking of asking him to put me on modafinil is anyone else taking it with other medications?",6.533382352941178,6.756387338235296,6.3973529411764725,79.47558823529414,65.32352941176471,8.858823529411765,30.970588235294123,8.472884824447931,2.2987970588235296,562,19,103,7,8,177,94,136,0.071,0.8220000000000001,0.107,0.7814,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,12,5,2,0,24,21,10,0,2,6,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,12,3,13,18,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,6,10,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362515595639297,0.09741611242473287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372368516664704,0.23991516750245465,0.0,0.0,0.10944969600510117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354367823575528,0.1278160157311988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755039482991083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198316339288364,0.102453472454235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560294965275266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465439651586632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521982143750698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959842025757051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653664844518292,0.0,0.09363589329599832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847317350951626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152956870335669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719712726741205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562974786707636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300443778551104,0.11794114964494265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769311454185236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658104811108036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686398061925551,0.0,0.0,0.09013036354845956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349656654582818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802613140896494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501718972329073,0.0,0.0,0.06826760787312731,0.5382438042795089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948651231140713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jalapenny,2019/11/01,"ADHD Self-Care tips & tricks How do you implement self-care and nurturing while navigating ADHD ~ especially when the going gets rough? I’m in the throes of one of those shame and overwhelm spirals ~ particularly because this disorder has been impacting my performance at work, not to mention the piling overdue fees and general disorganization ~ so I thought I might start a self care thread to help inspire and cheer up myself and any other redditors who could do with a little nudge in the right direction from people who actually “get it”.",16.24251700680272,9.932787877551023,14.729591836734695,47.64159863945582,52.877551020408156,18.372789115646263,53.074829931972786,15.021129683784007,7.431560544217683,444,20,71,13,3,146,76,98,0.09300000000000001,0.755,0.152,0.799,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,1,2,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,13,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,5,4,10,9,0,10,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.18169086203737525,0.0,0.4475192335986858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173265716547206,0.0,0.12661299259662973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134973722306828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982922756513745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486545211980801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338550213284305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945491976031112,0.0,0.10581390143666594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479667733789335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866074734787172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975141229585884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261645796848468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907805989516885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590019874491275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826984000856301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131783542328188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781103626000205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355457625022944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mario_Sh,2019/11/01,"Are these things ADHD related? Does anyone else do/experience these things? I find that when I'm trying to work on something but I'm too unfocused, I feel the need to massage the bridge of my nose in between my eyes. Also, does anyone else feel difference in their head when they take their medicine? The best way I can explain it is that without my medicine my thoughts feel very ""airy"" and unorganized, and my medicine makes my thoughts more ""solid"" and slower, but in a good way. Also, I feel some sort of pressure in my temples, but a good kind of pressure if that makes sense. Lastly, and this may not be related to ADHD, and is weirdly specific, but I always eat my food each portion at a time, instead of moving around to different portions. For example, if for dinner we had potatoes and salad and chicken, I would eat all of the chicken, before starting on the potatoes, and then eat all of the potatoes before finally moving onto the salad. I know that could just be a me thing but I want to know if it's an ADHD thing.",5.962018425460634,6.2594593015075395,6.235288944723622,79.89537897822444,66.53768844221105,8.643383584589614,33.16624790619765,8.344100000000001,2.5396428810720257,807,33,151,10,12,259,108,199,0.063,0.861,0.076,0.5663,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,3,2,8,7,0,2,12,0,10,10,3,2,2,43,27,21,0,7,11,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,11,7,0,10,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,6,21,4,24,19,8,20,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,6,7,111,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38598305908860814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122597020221603,0.08907952244705485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971268432812204,0.21938391932275295,0.0,0.0953029163172018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219426669807567,0.0,0.11234911410878144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547584480781042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237023585003342,0.0,0.0,0.18737159946342974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286363510364237,0.17886381329130827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472172703220194,0.0,0.0,0.2165237824507732,0.0,0.0,0.11727508167929535,0.09784763376740066,0.0,0.12945305512766134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958770154775056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987077873672063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148279327163986,0.1176708237970008,0.08726527572637907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292199116883966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275680764876857,0.0,0.07938098328602684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241726694934094,0.0,0.0,0.07577508925717892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049310892826664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844941294245891,0.0,0.0,0.16998168766635194,0.06242546285800071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268428580695857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833276321031983,0.06314465372280388,0.16995281560072256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319857423482333,0.0,0.07793835307951656,0.0,0.0,0.07604981334916272,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PickleWeasel1701D,2019/11/01,"Silence hurts my ears, sensory...underload? If my surroundings get too quiet, I get a feeling of pressure in my head and I hear what sounds like extremely faint, high pitch static and it hurts my head. It’s almost like my brain is inventing white noise to fill the emptiness. This is part of the reason I always have the TV on or music playing in the background. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and I’m trying to figure out if this is a symptom of ADHD or something more along the lines of hearing damage/tinnitus. It’s not a ringing sound, it’s more like a super high pitch mosquito next to my ears. I have been to four or five concerts in my life so maybe it’s a result of that. I know sensory issues are often comorbid with ADHD so it’s just a thought. Does this happen to anyone else?",3.2782521908471267,5.023703816455697,4.7588607594936745,82.59125121713731,74.12658227848101,7.646348588120737,26.71080817916261,8.384062270229773,1.9501610516066217,625,23,118,11,13,209,94,158,0.073,0.828,0.099,0.4657,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,11,0,8,9,5,2,0,22,17,10,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,9,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,11,13,5,18,14,3,11,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,7,5,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971516683748268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807711586749805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473569152790104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641603308490433,0.14128480374688812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393106485100716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995564918291933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066864216690848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518956738622554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972142763364025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408387529567046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193584738054113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303025051709696,0.0,0.3108245511302601,0.0,0.0,0.29137713138978794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952286193866205,0.0,0.0,0.14392154251471306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757808471022683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739592528698413,0.20209855804417406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852923836415093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664779071921275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932164796320058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177408991295004,0.13614993608517134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615461171665608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433207137333521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946941533656253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361839361262446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KateBoss,2019/11/01,"Extreme fatigue after starting on Ritalin? Hey everyone! I just found this sub. I’ve known I have ADD for a long time but never did anything about it. Well I just turned 27 (F) and decided to try and get a handle on things because I’m not adulting very well. Long story short, doctor put me on a baby starting dose of 10mg Ritalin and I have never been so exhausted. I wake up for work and take the medication, feel fine (not sleepy), and by the time I’m off work, I’m so tired all I can think about is bee lining for my bed. I fall asleep for a few hours, wake up for a little while, and I’m back to bed for the night. My Fitbit is clocking my sleep time at like 10-11 hours per day (before starting meds it was around 5-6). I’ve been racking my brain trying to figure out what’s going on, and the only change I’ve made is these meds. I’m confused though because it’s a stimulant? I’m just wondering if anyone has experienced/heard of anything like this?",3.2105071428571432,3.971732865000003,4.672428571428573,87.00800000000002,72.85,7.514285714285713,25.285714285714285,7.7094869923839395,1.1623214285714285,743,22,162,9,14,249,119,200,0.09,0.85,0.059000000000000004,-0.7877,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,12,8,0,1,10,0,11,13,5,2,3,30,29,13,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,0,8,0,2,1,8,10,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,3,2,0,6,1,12,5,25,23,2,33,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,3,20,91,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280602263161132,0.0,0.2184465373933672,0.11815544752651805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020591101792072,0.0,0.16181867496016136,0.0,0.11294116670483947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816757577746986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040789710894558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559813599957412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585202799537385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682663454390436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671109169693578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455286468763016,0.0,0.0,0.06934454241528974,0.0,0.0754319901259241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26141933292725955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968772067986564,0.13302763536505094,0.0,0.23491898891441695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558979185021926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948602448582999,0.13370880324377887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473497082586906,0.0,0.0,0.1245555911407826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094510171676917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334276081147125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328231661024214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183522378510256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979442052502506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817812843457075,0.08504630225166558,0.13040391017120972,0.0,0.23218308901967294,0.15255052019640433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802262648308156,0.14436920187612248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095139327492484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386755868397283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393710812306448,0.19325412785774104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rly1992,2019/11/01,"diagnosed with adhd in minnesota? If so what was your experience/the process of getting diagnosed? Was it difficult? I was diagnosed as a child and am trying to get re prescribed medication however it was such a long time ago. So now I have an appointment scheduled as an adult now, what should I expect?",3.6747023809523824,6.543483732142858,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,77.75,10.161904761904765,32.54761904761905,10.125756701596842,4.412140476190476,243,13,41,9,6,82,42,56,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.5362,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,5,9,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833186125945505,0.0,0.2274224510871035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7812003800101678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680810642310545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270450217232033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584543572007875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496005487787877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418547731154946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MediaCreations_,2019/01/10,Top 10 Exercises for Burning Fat I would recommend picking your 5 favorite exercises from the video and work hard to do them on a consistent schedule for best results. 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Good luck to you! ,6.810901639344263,7.995443491803278,6.606680327868855,74.85788934426232,64.90163934426228,9.378688524590164,38.200819672131146,9.516144504307137,3.825291803278689,267,14,45,5,4,84,46,61,0.035,0.64,0.324,0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,3,0,5,0,0,4,0,3,3,1,2,1,9,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,14,3,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002995647977921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199352275399088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416968692071153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038917184996498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635316295823787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039596750892546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595043183659133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498421643157385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776941239481352,0.0,0.0,0.27096526241539537,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,minic00p,2019/01/10,"I saw a doctor today!! I went to see a doctor today to talk about my symptoms. It felt amazing being able to talk to a professional about all the issues I've been having. He agreed that I most certainly have some type of ADHD and is in the process of referring me to have an actual screening done. Although I haven't been officially diagnosed just yet, I still feel like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I'm excited to move forward onto the next step. 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I'm almost there! But being off meds has made me into a low energy demon. I went back to coffee but my brain fog/overwhelming thought patterns are still there. Like the title says, I'm embarrassed about everything even going as far to be embarrassed about my very existence. Thinking about people perceiving me as I am makes me highly uncomfortable. I think it's because I'm always thinking that I'm doing something wrong, stupid, air-heady, messy, and plain out idiotic. This is also why I keep to myself these days as performing for other people makes me exhausted. And that's not to mention having to perform femininity for others (when I don't do my feminine routine every day, people say I look tired or sick; & when I gain a few pounds it's like the end of the world). Idk why I posted this I think it's because I'm literally avoiding every single thing else that I need to be working on. Hope everyone has a fantastic evening!",4.7547058823529404,6.608586578431371,5.7521078431372565,76.53198529411766,70.47058823529412,8.825490196078432,28.926470588235286,9.354420925462401,2.7687117647058823,858,33,149,19,16,283,128,204,0.214,0.687,0.099,-0.9776,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,14,12,2,4,8,0,15,4,1,3,1,25,36,12,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,12,4,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,4,3,19,3,22,29,3,21,1,1,1,0,3,8,0,3,12,96,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075141789082906,0.0,0.0,0.10442031465932257,0.10864837562477744,0.14147732702435886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040366733337897,0.0,0.15919390616378612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576423370566627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526290917930086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907817104489106,0.0,0.1156501775415756,0.0,0.0,0.17248634282816067,0.0,0.2200291570811408,0.12476945175593455,0.23470373428311475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420845066745459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379590413328768,0.0,0.12968985911630646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606054198370787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275841298390845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964962486042863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123552671184926,0.17431887548322408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29007748433831565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681927622199073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157158114185864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505419805362405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767603565656897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052256603420537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427689864494197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674784110775381,0.3346672579926097,0.0,0.1036615023496795,0.07613899301242713,0.15007608487315807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773756946164066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210437933768619,0.23564620484526924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505973121929114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276262783927895,0.0,0.0 adhd,CriticalCook,2019/01/10,"Concerta muscle cramps/tightness Hello I have been taking concerta for a few months now and I am having a lot of trouble with muscle tightness+cramps. I know it is the concerta that is causing this. Does anyone have any tips for reducing this side effect? I did find that hydration + sports drinks (electrolytes helps a bit)",3.9890640394088654,7.189023620689657,3.917290640394089,81.73534482758622,80.0344827586207,6.762561576354681,25.52709359605912,7.957251820313856,2.1031300492610847,262,10,41,5,7,80,45,58,0.052000000000000005,0.899,0.05,-0.0258,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,7,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,8,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341344564690029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074117719656954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758842596339564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536889023363493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012975128357718,0.0,0.0,0.3372809787698822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31468214793925897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307757017538733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892171847008885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29270985987317505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27481539052831905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588692586278429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gr_e_liquid,2019/01/10,"Do you make your bed in the morning or does the ADHD kick in first? Do you make your bed in the morning or does the ADHD kick in first? Yes or No",-1.4622727272727256,0.3905396666666725,0.8578030303030317,103.60670454545456,91.72727272727272,3.3000000000000003,14.31060606060606,3.1291,-1.5831757575757577,111,2,29,0,4,37,15,33,0.061,0.855,0.084,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6537701168108481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760492057248062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627175100004533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36311746588795707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DmxDex,2019/01/10,Medikinet not working aswell as it use to. I'm currently on 20mgs of medikinet twice a day. I play darts on a Thursday and just take 40mgs in one go. But I really am not feeling the effects of that strongly like I use to when I first took a single 20mg about 1 month ago. Recently I have been taking 15mg of zinc with 2mg of copper and ascorbic vitamin c at night along with a increase of vorioxitine 10mg increased from 5mg 2 months ago. Not sure if one of these could be blinding it? ,4.667216828478964,4.339577097087382,5.539951456310681,85.91957119741105,69.29126213592232,8.808414239482202,31.729773462783168,8.344100000000001,2.0931307443365705,383,15,86,5,6,126,74,103,0.038,0.8170000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.8403,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,3,1,17,13,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,2,2,5,4,18,9,3,19,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,12,51,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936217166841583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726807838089534,0.0,0.0,0.14318709677339486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226199321315257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885348035179333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618134196314973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846969968715972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544348384224364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083544609246091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30089838398746244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223424411415073,0.0,0.21922189088093172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092549695983782,0.0,0.33386879707830835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466768063795664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835148582967052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163609863865527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheOrangeLantern,2019/01/10,"Tips on studying for my drivers learning exam? I have a hard time sitting down and reading long pages of text like that. I often end up going back and re reading lines and still not absorbing the material. I did well in school up until college, but it's been a few years. What can I do to make it easier to study for myself?",3.296363636363637,4.586252878787882,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,73.24242424242425,7.098181818181819,26.83636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.4534036363636362,254,9,51,3,5,85,55,66,0.019,0.865,0.11599999999999999,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,6,2,11,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,39,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298061700592002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264702725242592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984996949653672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677213462855432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600871172017682,0.0,0.0,0.2644831657938586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949247974585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5978850754073337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30246395689419386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867130892418026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174268638198768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687125255254507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245711143744806 adhd,NDDSecretShelf,2019/01/10,"How do you stay focused and motivated? So how do you stay focused and motivated with tasks? This could be about school work, work work, or just day to day chores. I'm asking because it seems whenever I have a task this inner desire is telling me to do the opposite, so I need to tell myself that I actually want to do what I'm doing to distract myself in hoping that my distraction from my original task will help push me into doing the original task in the first place... It does not work. &#x200B; I'd love to read something that does work! 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Thanks :) ,-0.5930952380952377,0.9584792142857168,2.2442857142857164,87.28404761904763,114.0,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.3554476190476188,55,1,11,1,3,19,13,14,0.0,0.392,0.608,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271699852518795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998217038701614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786537302563054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707154319020517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,donkeyonfire101,2019/01/10,"I wonder what it would be like to be normal. you know? this doesn’t have some deeper meaning. like i’ve had ADHD from the day i was born, afaik. i wonder how other people’s brains function, if they think completely differently than i do. i know medicine brings me to a more stable and “normal” state but i know it can’t be completely normal. i mean normal is relative and all but do you guys know what i mean? how does a non ADHD, non mental disordered brain function? I would love to spend one day in a normal brain. 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I’m considering adding Buspar to the mix. Specifically, I have ADHD-PI so if anyone knows a med I can add that can help with the physical anxiety symptoms (fast heart beat, increased blood pressure) but won’t dampen the positive effects, please let me know. I’m meeting with my p-doc next week but any suggestions would be appreciated.",6.563714285714287,6.5318855142857135,7.8392857142857135,70.02821428571433,65.28571428571429,11.0,36.785714285714285,10.686352973137794,4.104928571428571,572,27,102,14,8,197,96,140,0.051,0.7709999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9574,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,8,0,13,4,2,3,1,22,22,14,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,17,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,10,62,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033135437576735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528790175671904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504370886400475,0.0,0.5176687322834038,0.0,0.16777454822346285,0.11828997029596355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910284351880613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388736558323566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983741342322154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302701988825734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553915090566766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651426369986185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004712859770452,0.22678671944190196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787848928432525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594654573345576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299125682386252,0.1194921709649663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791350289947908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799178233444696,0.0,0.1657540068344558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570158437738324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837680788486548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994197939152714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758359313060026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864636627582812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461114950815078,0.0,0.0,0.09978285068817412,0.0,0.13570069197963444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316024540027,0.0,0.0,0.12017592500539027,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,savkardashian,2019/01/10,"feeling extremely sad in the afternoons when my medicine wears off i’ll literally not want to talk to anyone, sit in my room and cry. i have no reason to cry i’m just so sad that my heart physically hurts and i have no idea why i’m sad. help?? 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I was perscribed Adderall starting at the beginning of last summer and everything seemed to be going fine at first. It was a huge step up from Ritalin which I don't believe worked at all. But as everyone here knows, Adderall helps with ADHD, not laziness so despite having the tools I needed to succeed in school, I still couldn't get it together. Doubling my dose from 15mg to 30mg despite 15mg still working was the first mistake. I see people on online forums taking 90mg+ and apparently still functioning so I figured what harm can 30mg really do? Reletively my dears. The second mistake was redosing after the 30mg XR ran out. Then redosing 15mg after that ran out. And sometimes redosing again. Then making that a habit for 3 months. After my last final, which I failed anyway, I settled down and realized that, I actually never physically felt that bad before. Worse than any flu I've ever had. The nausea was actually unbelievable. I didn't even remember the last time I ate. I thoroughly felt like shit. And the worse part is, this is easily my worse semester since transferring to Uni. After that I decided to take a month break from weed and adderall to ""reset."" Today was my first day back on my meds and I might just avoid weed entirely. Addy + Weed is amazing but I became a recluse for 6 months and an incredibly angry asshole from the lack of sleep, lack of eating, dabbing and the addy. My relationships are essentially in tatters but recoverable hopefully. Just a warning for anyone who think they can play that game and win.",4.5011431623931655,6.797736144230773,5.482051282051284,76.34072649572651,72.17307692307692,8.596581196581196,29.18376068376068,9.250403328903447,2.8974094017094023,1335,55,226,31,27,438,186,312,0.124,0.7859999999999999,0.09,-0.8323,1,1,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,1,1,9,15,15,1,1,19,0,21,7,2,1,3,44,40,20,0,8,7,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,14,2,1,10,2,0,4,5,7,0,4,15,5,25,8,35,22,5,49,0,1,2,0,6,12,1,4,31,155,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.2116290103155557,0.0,0.13031482629569954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737378369386667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581854433669598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337792042658097,0.09053663114545546,0.0,0.11975520739719245,0.09226809438046456,0.12216632662877153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993000977084933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095354573562438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161866169313334,0.09808342890847956,0.0,0.10361192670017128,0.09745216385324823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822446158117847,0.118782533621583,0.0,0.27669795722920904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056651520176565676,0.0,0.06162470414737449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971342462273436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726800374535491,0.0,0.0,0.10769796602777126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959168130093174,0.2651609463716627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297465574686873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237955402879702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044409357277665,0.0,0.0,0.1150297761162928,0.0,0.0,0.25964942658103796,0.0,0.0,0.08040134512011585,0.0836298497806004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547710282122778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742186049655047,0.0,0.07517346156750401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384838772575998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946465362303543,0.0,0.0,0.11641595468209108,0.12283291588103712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097395066604883,0.08640668552747807,0.09871290049984358,0.0,0.0,0.1113044311540792,0.08969650717228687,0.0,0.10851083606988454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724254220658684,0.0,0.07674910098961261,0.0,0.3463774257838564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630555320135936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947918524140721,0.0,0.0,0.06322787871553842,0.0,0.10278135728818902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606869312775574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788034273802445,0.0,0.3315060271976419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FancyUsername44,2019/01/10,"Sad truth: People with ADHD can’t never enjoy life as much as neurotypical people. I just wanted to write this uneasy truth somewhere because there is no clear information about this on the internet. It seems like everyone wants to avoid it. Well here is the truth. I understand if you want to downvote me or bash me in the comments. It’s normal for a human to want to get rid of/avoid any thing that causes a negative feeling in the brain. Thats what evolution is based on. I have ADHD and have studied neuroscience for 15 years. The sorrowful truth is that people who have ADHD/ADD can’t never be as happy as neurotypical people because we lack the dopamine/norepinephrine in our brains. We can be happy but not so much naturally as people without ADHD. (You can feel more like a neurotypical human with medication, but i don’t recommend it to any of my patients. No one with ADHD should start medication ! IMO !. The medication will desensitize your dopamine/norepinephrine receptors on the long run and you will feel worse after quitting them.) But yeah. This is my conclusion after studying ADHD for the last 15 years. I don’t want to ruin anyones mood. There is A LOT of positive sides in ADHD. I just wanted to point this one out.",4.194545454545452,6.632443000000002,5.4038961038961055,75.91155844155847,73.54545454545455,8.20952380952381,26.584415584415584,8.976282227363876,2.4218623376623376,987,36,170,22,21,327,124,231,0.129,0.746,0.125,-0.6119,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,4,1,2,8,15,0,1,13,1,20,6,2,1,7,44,33,13,0,10,9,0,3,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,14,8,0,1,7,0,0,1,11,4,1,2,0,3,18,10,33,28,5,20,0,3,0,0,14,10,0,4,11,125,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7032107523775032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368784190080987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058447921986574176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191111548423117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866276921349628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586973617061205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987362276116941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679652230252172,0.059716559877688424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367221318568825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779657632561527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813683223545294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059041937952072125,0.0816754943911532,0.0,0.0,0.07397433026376607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106504692630612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526237461527198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289622146593406,0.0,0.12893919234373044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190024256649035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328520473715425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897531636618121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901936645232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890802676638737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609700183456122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916528082179826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553333959934649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701991526157472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958205294005078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515725641579539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057757087279256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518513329088474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076581632736551 adhd,exttra_tea,2019/01/10,"Please help; Advice for end of Medication Hi everyone. I am flirting with the idea of getting of medication (currently taking 36mg of concerta). I'll give a little bit of backstory and I'd love any tips for getting off meds and acclimating to ""normal life"". I don't want to get into a big backstory, so I'll just the facts I think are important and feel free to ask if you need more info. I was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD at age 16. This is my medication history: Age 16-17 (Concerta- 36 mg) Age 17-25 (Vyvanse - 40 mg) Age 25 (Mydayis - 25 mg) Age 26 to present (after loss of parents insurance, Concerta - 36 mg) &#x200B; I turned 26 in May 2018, so I've only been on the Concerta again briefly. I honestly don't feel like the Concerta is doing much for me at this point. I finished grad school December 2018 and am currently looking for a full-time job. I feel like right now is the best time for me to try to get off the medication, but I am worried that I won't be able to function in a full-time job without it since it's been 10 years on daily medication. &#x200B; I'm looking for any type of advice or experiences that may be helpful. Another factor that is important is that I recently got engaged and my fiance and I want children within the next few years. Also, if you've tried to get off medication and it has been a disaster, I'd love to hear about that too. I just want to do my research before I put my body through the withdrawal process. 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I know this may sound really stupid but please bare with me. I just got tested for ADHD and I have all of my paperwork with me from my psychiatrist. My sister also has ADHD and she gave me an adderall to try to see if it worked well for me before I got my medication. I went to my original doctor in my hometown and got drug tested, however, they won’t give me my medication because I tested positive for amphetamines(obviously). They told me I had to wait a month to discuss my options but still never told me if medication was still a possibility. I know I shouldn’t have taken them in the first place, but besides the point, I really need my medication for my ADHD. I go to college about 2 hours away from my hometown. I was wondering if I took my papers and saw a doctor here if they would know that I previously tested positive on my drug test. Are the laboratories connected if they are different companies? Would they know if I saw another doctor previously? 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Even as a kid, I couldn’t just be content with watching TV or playing at home all the time like my siblings. I’d constantly want to go DO things and be PLACES. Eg. camping, skiing, swimming, etc. As an adult with ADHD, if I haven’t gone out somewhere interesting in a while, I start to feel really restless and unsatisfied. I have this “go go go” mentality often. 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So I see a great job posting online last night and got so excited I began to craft my cover letter ~2:30a ... I open up my resume to look it over and it had so many egregious errors. Alright, maybe like 6 but my heart sank in horror, I’m great at writing and communication, here I am touting my strong written and verbal communication skills while looking like a damn fool. I realized I had sent this shitty resume + decent cover letter to another company I previously applied to. Here I was wondering why I haven’t heard anything in 2 weeks. They opened it though I sent it w/ a mail tracker. It was a CS role in a startup, they mentioned having a sense of humor in the job posting. I keep thinking that I can save it! By sending another resume with a quirky note about not applying for a job you actually want in the middle of the night. I also think I should just leave it alone bc I kinda suck at life rn😣🙃",2.407631578947367,4.2464046754385985,4.4340701754385945,83.57715789473686,76.80701754385964,7.016140350877192,24.996491228070177,7.908726449838941,1.4728343859649131,878,31,175,14,20,301,143,228,0.14800000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.166,0.7558,5,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,3,9,14,2,0,13,1,11,3,1,0,0,26,32,15,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,13,4,28,10,24,18,0,32,0,1,3,0,13,16,2,3,13,104,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.12172487362368432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291894411618223,0.0,0.09975176928748572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26159428503344234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264754758980127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660496662456522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516969600528515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952641850744546,0.27504496055930394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478134053960565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495127091601595,0.11087157173497146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033538636875292,0.0,0.13207798971546109,0.0,0.0,0.08810511002818575,0.12187994956704283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949456276246375,0.0,0.13616467287604445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646327758928322,0.1253146243257198,0.0,0.1385541807052319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047133161881356,0.0,0.2341135935915736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892625785269925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939887598955133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318335830945356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428533623877427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378635754333717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985228169571405,0.12255302130142035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714569109946354,0.0,0.1000561317215667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255532956344276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527146122160733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slang2630,2019/01/10,"ADHD Assessment Questions Was diagnosed when I was young, but I’m in college now trying to (hopefully) get medication for my ADHD to make the rest of college a little easier on myself. I have the beginning assessment on Monday. What types of questions should I expect? I want to prepare so I don’t go in and forget all the examples I have. 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Full disclosure: I do not have dyslexia, and I'm fully capable of reading. Some days are worse than others, and it usually depends on the medium. I can read perfectly fine on my phone or my PC. But trying to read homework or assignments is a struggle, and reading books (even the ones I like) is damn near impossible. What's worse, attempting to power through it leaves me mentally exhausted for the rest of the day, even if I employed every coping mechanism I have. And this doesn't even go over the fucking abundance of procrastination that I do. Does anyone else experience this, and if so, do you have any strategies for curbing this kind of behavior? 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A buddy asked me what ADHD exactly was, and I told him the old tv example that is used so often. Just curious to see if anyone else explained it differently ",4.357596899224808,5.380889720930233,6.739534883720933,72.27271317829461,70.3953488372093,10.38449612403101,30.6124031007752,10.504223727775694,3.5254868217054263,170,7,31,5,3,61,38,43,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.6969,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290203110662219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298533520291574,0.26814053996534165,0.0,0.0,0.2446523151609417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734187236009461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861510918506646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218723537706546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746080418963152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085394338989696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500636658764556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602305873942055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772370137468665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mikikilla,2019/01/10,"I can't write a story for the life of me and I don't know why. Am I just that bad at writing or is it my adhd that's causing it? I'm so exasperated!! For over a year I've been trying, fruitlessly, to write a story. Any story. And for whatever reason, I've hit a brick wall every time. I've tried using templates, writing prompts, re-writing the ending of a book, referencing others works, using a step-by-step formula, everything!!! And lets not to forget about how the only relatively fleshed-out story I've ever wrote was completely illegible to everyone but me. I've tried researching reasons why I have this strange spaghetti thought process but nothing has come up other than vague articles about adhd, which I have. Still, others with adhd can write just fine... are they doing something I'm not? I wish I could explain it better, hahah... if anyone has any advice, or even a theory as to why this is the case, please let me know! And for context, I'm not trying to write a novel- I can't even begin to lay out the most basic foundation- I'm just trying to write SOMETHING. I can write simple essays, I can kinda write poems, but it's the character arcs and fluent plot progression that kills me",3.3651702127659573,5.300616187234045,4.9601595744680855,80.42875,74.36170212765958,7.423404255319149,25.36702127659575,8.238735603445708,1.765897872340425,944,32,173,16,20,318,132,235,0.08199999999999999,0.867,0.051,-0.7744,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,3,11,4,1,0,14,0,20,1,0,6,1,46,35,14,1,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,16,2,22,27,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,5,6,109,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333759060344781,0.11745934473175322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348204728859192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404756204683468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036308650186168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630830490065188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347987290981295,0.0,0.1035427991041385,0.12602880351642415,0.0,0.0,0.09597097804011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646269730321477,0.0,0.0,0.15878368452008187,0.10872898113610732,0.10127480150123358,0.11485751822737017,0.10802920129514992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132984958049523,0.0,0.1321190106044054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24582799970420885,0.0849017514178181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153364142648982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141852499747503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194496030477246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24717396551876636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507370671341594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599293431403076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542642632505258,0.07009035989710923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080440510839678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763070474856404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32538900212333544,0.0,0.1382255929277386,0.0,0.0,0.08750799701008803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740571306939928 adhd,stunnedwithfalling,2019/01/10,"Is this a Common Side effect of Adderall? I've only taken Adderall for a bit more than a week. For the first couple days it felt like all my emotions were dampened (which I heard is a common side effect). However, after the medication wore off I felt very very strange. I was moody and extremely emotional. It's almost as if everything the medication repressed decided to hit me at once in one big wave. I've felt surges of anger and suicidal ideation. I doubt I would ever act on either of those feelings but they felt so incredibly strong. 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Which naturally I would have known if I had read the fine print when I switched to premium. I’m a public elementary school art teacher, and a year ago I switched to my district’s classic plan to save some money. I had been on Vyvanse for 5 years, and it was working for me. I came to find out that our insurance no longer covered Vyvanse for the classic plan, so I switched to generic Adderall, which I am currently still on. I HATE the way it makes me feel. I feel depressed. I feel angry. I feel extremely impatient, which is NOT great for an elementary school art teacher. And if I’m not feeling those things, I feel completely numb. I’ve been on it for a year, switched back to premium Insurance in October, and I waited for January 1st like it was my damn birthday. I went to the doctor, got the prescription, went to pick it up yesterday, and lo and behold- $300. I turned 26 this past year. Turns out, my insurance no longer fully covers Long-acting and quantity-limited ADHD medications (which is most of them according to my insurance) for people 26 and older. They pay $2 per pill instead. Which hardly puts a dent into Vyvanse. Who the heck decided on 26 as the magic age?! I’m tired, frustrated, and I feel like I’m at the end of my rope here. 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A big help in my ability to channel and manage my energy is the freedom to take little walks all throughout the day, take a gym lunch hour and not be confined to my desk space throughout the day. I'm really productive, positive and motivated despite struggling with ADHD at 34 years old. I have a good reputation for being hard working, efficient, productive and positive. But we are moving to open plan offices, where my hyperactivity can 1. be noticed and hard to ignore 2. potentially be disruptive and I am having all kinds of anxiety over it. Probably irrational because my productivity will always be a testament of my work ethic, but I am afraid it will be glaringly obvious to the team that I suffer from hyperactivity. I pick my skin and nails, am always chewing gum, fidget, stretch and have other habits that I am embarrassed about. How have others here coped?",7.145042283298098,8.219352848837211,8.3453911205074,63.08036997885836,64.11627906976744,11.835940803382664,34.822410147991555,11.567385478589935,4.665446511627907,758,33,119,24,11,260,111,172,0.094,0.7829999999999999,0.122,0.4642,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,6,5,8,0,3,8,0,22,3,1,3,3,23,25,11,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,2,1,3,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,3,16,3,16,16,2,18,1,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,5,85,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188827967930375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072523758493776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124074364056635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254817572811354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381409699430757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548581156984515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307827882059255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237529829568408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182245669893785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922627791330781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504684561837095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623149700278295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102014354493597,0.1937371653363376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906137930009915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548343560530694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930144055032798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776361870643409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600371926331575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688243436385962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889507656860172 adhd,HazelPhoenix,2019/01/10,Cymbalta for ADHD I just switched my medicine from Adderall to Cymbalta because I didn't like the way Adderall made me feel. Has anyone here switched from Adderall to Cymbalta and if so how do you like it?,5.117692307692308,6.950309487179487,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,69.51282051282051,8.276923076923078,38.641025641025635,8.841846274778883,3.597317948717949,166,10,30,3,3,51,30,39,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.4973,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352938821290851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114396426640941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715165938422828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521167707791884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352077186497237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214558364530909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535441529085143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clockworktf2,2019/01/10,"Which ADHD meds aren't available in Canada So far there's Adderall IR, Mydayis, Desoxyn, dexmethylphenidate, which are all unavailable here. As someone doing suboptimally on Vyvanse and Concerta having no effect, this is very frustrating. Any way to get those drugs here, and are any other ones banned?",7.9932000000000025,10.76108052,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,63.8,8.200000000000001,34.5,8.841846274778883,3.392800000000001,246,11,34,4,4,72,44,50,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.8122,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,5,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090117094537128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628734825501353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39467589641691997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780889380914053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780310038860869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306170842957928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28836134045595024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808087062167847,0.0,0.2701388959898581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clockworkfish,2019/01/10,"A window into my life, wanting to know if medication has helped others with what i've struggled with. **MY STORY** Hey all! First off as a kid I was diagnosed with ADD, was on mainly strattera and/or ritalin for a few years and then went off it all together by the time I got into college. I'm 28 now, i've found a really awesome career path in the form of prototyping/workshop management and have had multiple deeply fulfilling jobs in this field. People come to me when their world is on fire and I am able to calmly guide them through it, helping them overcome any engineering hurdle they might have. In times when the entire team is in crisis I feel totally alive. I might work for a month straight without taking a weekend, I may work 20 hour days for a week or two straight, but stuff gets done, and my coworkers are beyond happy and grateful. However... When the hurricane of deadlines calms down, and everyone is back to ""normal"" I collapse. I find in the wake of the hurricane, every tool that was used is now misplaced, scrap material everywhere, cans and cans of redbull suddenly appear to me. It's as if i've been completely blind to all of this for the past month...and now i'm the only one responsible for cleaning and organizing everything. Finding new homes for all the new tools we used to get the prototypes made. Creating systems so that the workshop stays pristine during the next hurricane. I get to work, hyperfocusing on 2 drawers of a 14 drawer tool chest and making them perfect, I sweep up the ground so that everything is now in piles but forget to throw out the pile of sawdust and sandpaper. I put tools in bins and label a few, put them away on shelves so they look tidy. To my eyes this is massive progress. To my manager i'm not making enough progress, there is still a mess everywhere. Suddenly i'm now aware of all the tools still left on the table, the piles of trash still left on the floor. I withdraw, as I approach a pile on the ground I feel magnetically repelled from it, I fight through and suddenly I'm picking up all of the piles. Now I feel exhausted, i'll get to the other things tomorrow. As I wake up I feel refreshed, I feel like I have a plan to move forward, I'm making progress. I get an email to have a meeting with my boss. I've been working here for a year and some change now, maybe i'll get a raise? ""Hey Dave, this is incredibly hard for me to say, and without you our projects would never have been possible, you are a huge part of why we have gotten to where we are...but... you aren't organized enough...you no longer work here...i'm sorry"" I've had this exact same situation and the exact same speech happen to me twice now. I love the field of prototype lab management, my knack of brainstorming is rewarded so heavily, I get to make interesting things, and work with really rad people, but i'm so tired of running into this same wall where I feel incapable and literally blind to what others see so easily. One half of the role is everything that I struggle with so much, and the other is what I excel at. This also affects me at home, and with my relationships. I remember when I took meds as a kid, I mentioned that It's hard for me to think creatively while on them. I'm afraid that i'll lose the gift that ADD grants me when i'm on meds. Also I recently went on Straterra again, but couldn't make it past 3 days, E.D. set in among other weird sexual side effects, and I could not pull myself away from playing video games which I almost never play otherwise. I'm worried about becoming dependent on the meds to function in life, but also don't feel like i'm functioning as well as I should be now. **TLDR:** \-I'm in an amazingly creative and awesome field, but feel blind and/or like there are massive barriers preventing me from staying organized which has cost me my job twice now. \-Recently tried Straterra after 10 years of not being on it, side effects were super unbearable for me. \-Afraid that I will either become dependent on medication, or that it will hurt my creative side. **MY QUESTIONS** \-Does anyone else work in a highly creative field while still taking medication? \-Has it impacted your creative performance in any way? \-Has medication enabled you to see and act on your otherwise unorganized/messy habits? \-Has anyone else experienced something similar? \-What have you done to overcome this? Thanks so much for reading this! Best, Dave",4.272209370374192,6.243703819477434,4.963192192502324,81.213666047024,71.96912114014252,8.491610726703156,28.592447244311327,9.124624562755848,2.5016072980137007,3504,138,653,76,69,1127,374,842,0.075,0.772,0.152,0.9975,3,0,1,0,1,0,136.0,4,7,8,23,40,28,1,4,47,0,53,18,4,15,12,116,107,58,0,8,16,0,11,3,0,7,13,2,5,2,41,39,0,3,17,7,1,14,11,10,1,7,18,21,75,18,116,78,21,127,0,2,7,1,36,59,0,13,54,439,116,19,0.0590912265639873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917132769384086,0.0,0.0,0.14176569760244553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036812077602387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263591910598404,0.12109188938577728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103630504219268,0.04543750574396989,0.0,0.0,0.13052323435607108,0.0,0.0,0.062012596639938224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251068248766899,0.05090185939009629,0.06195602679470823,0.0,0.0,0.0471795361144766,0.0,0.0,0.0762179052771353,0.0,0.0,0.05997635110189972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051711130574894036,0.12094168162123425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872627474726267,0.0,0.0,0.12211406624226975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978690696386304,0.05646419928077202,0.15932215263428234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902639714760396,0.08442956812859577,0.0,0.0,0.10801662110330687,0.05026296712856052,0.0,0.06479047991642489,0.0,0.0,0.21610908885473856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047260651969498614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225417649876137,0.06290370947425762,0.10586826460315672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921520715248674,0.062433125198318486,0.11854663649559255,0.0,0.058192955144376335,0.0,0.06325838019056561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727784887784096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03247499275048712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284055811207353,0.0,0.08347576171465415,0.08660696545805703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049621747808045916,0.06610796757472573,0.0,0.0,0.053332139049515975,0.05591354734093026,0.19721926291177846,0.0,0.059365079484201826,0.0,0.19691109464738787,0.2381127762035417,0.0,0.1253729065505778,0.0,0.0,0.09433210656037776,0.06280462221399231,0.08687770129640228,0.0,0.0911495935694253,0.11414134967247645,0.06284418982614984,0.0,0.057896855777349925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008348882544268,0.04494154055456172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399003997080653,0.1128185241339624,0.08193283244034079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661647933095438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188060076061993,0.06619569741416988,0.0,0.05910721748910457,0.0,0.07571070570844601,0.0,0.1166909148264952,0.06344186305552069,0.066938840550812,0.0,0.0,0.0469917151118502,0.0,0.0,0.09417611400920807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664210144832609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045491313145086136,0.0,0.06614779026840968,0.0,0.12596677035867634,0.18876131946099747,0.0,0.0,0.1235499601709698,0.06764531696367382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885849676447173,0.0,0.0,0.05440326226345176,0.0,0.0,0.07851517047724757,0.03786327198305063,0.0,0.0,0.06891313881703434,0.06791667226471561,0.0,0.0,0.06565252696078627,0.04011906398696389,0.0,0.057723542061975365,0.0,0.0,0.10207169431017998,0.0,0.0,0.03485353642832815,0.04690386517629711,0.047399417621790466,0.0,0.05313010925204492,0.10955631806896417,0.0533206409216591,0.0,0.0,0.11392366746469278,0.0,0.3011338169818612,0.060010008932125124,0.0,0.0419767119409409,0.0,0.0,0.11415843757572955 adhd,LightningWolf150,2019/01/10,"Do meds make you lose all social skills? I'm on 30mg Ritalin IR (XR is wonky, don't know why) and it's like the ""social interaction"" switch in my brain switches off when I'm on it. Not needing to deal with RSD as much is great, but the ""not taking shit from anyone"" personality I get causes me to subconsciously distance myself from everyone. It's starting to affect me off-meds recently, I'm afraid that I'll soon be reduced to a shell of my former self. TL;DR I don't know how to act sociable anymore on meds, it's starting to worry me. Is this a normal thing?",1.3094540229885077,3.4920143706896525,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.01724137931033,6.280459770114943,21.73563218390805,7.492282038375204,0.9090252873563216,441,14,91,7,12,152,79,116,0.05,0.84,0.11,0.7715,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,1,1,4,0,7,3,2,4,1,14,18,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,16,17,2,12,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,7,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802856742996859,0.12711097889110706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293645889508666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867472076128701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874163045855931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370702039814884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497716222741147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042283024271335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199812776945182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881284133471314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033752044349549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134545769496223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038528243881845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363570920572249,0.1347941162915898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811445899542908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873099712412528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794945414992123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964539957475854,0.0,0.18660362478187587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706216442369287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573421434333811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668257857745972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120772422998831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640361464113614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846153842336614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adamabdulhamid1,2019/01/10,"Adderall XR 10 mg lasts only hour, Would 20 mg really make a difference? Recently got a prescription for Adderall, doctor start me out on a low dose, I'm worried when I go back to the doctors office he will then just prescribe me a 20 mg dose. But would 20 mg really last 8 hours like it's supposed to when 10 mg just lasts me an hour. Also please let me know your experiences with dosing, and duration with Adderall. Thank you",4.3270980392156835,5.422561964705883,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,70.52941176470588,8.960784313725489,28.284313725490193,9.2995712137729,2.379196078431373,337,12,66,7,6,112,60,85,0.051,0.8590000000000001,0.09,0.5046,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,4,5,0,1,0,11,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,7,6,0,16,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,13,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372055666807099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192779698320736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925556987413374,0.0,0.3512211450336967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782972681383498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750796633341292,0.0,0.13722130201113628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068897321565043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942911407760533,0.4195607100994992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544335535640354,0.0,0.08382110746912022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145252251530374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304877620660693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833384794320016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198260324508416,0.0,0.1694060343866661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143910236904065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795987085117158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423905968712966,0.0,0.2437587644960892,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,callecalor,2019/01/10,"Do you get headaches when working? Hi! I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was in 7th grade. I used to take Vyvanse and Adderall for it when I was in school, but the anxiety it caused me led me to stop. I find my ADHD manageable because I'm in a job I really like, and I have used mindfulness meditation to help improve my symptoms and concentration. Anyway, not the point! &#x200B; I have noticed that when I find myself in a flow, and I'll work for a couple hours straight (I have a full time, 9-5 job), I start to get a really uncomfortable headache. Does anyone else experience this? I drink lots of water and get good sleep and am generally healthy, and it only happens when I'm really productive. &#x200B; If you do experience this, do you have any tips on how to avoid it? I really enjoy being highly productive, but I don't want to end up with a headache all the time.",4.5517241379310365,5.542928942528738,5.866149425287357,78.83129310344829,69.91954022988506,9.47816091954023,30.017241379310345,9.725611199111238,2.7666413793103453,692,27,137,16,12,233,101,174,0.07200000000000001,0.777,0.15,0.9508,2,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,2,6,4,0,1,9,0,13,5,1,5,1,27,24,15,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,2,2,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,21,3,17,20,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,11,87,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812652699510209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25357743764132984,0.2843788287772088,0.07957610504386206,0.0,0.08951828358298866,0.0,0.0,0.08182155456265984,0.1198985470442534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133295430118078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120209497011354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294779510017615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877058638046825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024030503346608,0.0,0.0,0.11463287805074535,0.0,0.0,0.09775334217122952,0.0,0.10364302288064986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289316911446701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139042671248845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341088541346529,0.0,0.0,0.09814896437744118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347843891072912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784345532105329,0.12363571229551845,0.0,0.0,0.11523894466282295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322441866627647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057168977900472165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948433437743773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815460265109308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322552135517496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889972968751982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061962827645463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998583524027148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842824351818472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679831919596972,0.0,0.11710229168610815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282578898335964,0.0,0.0,0.09783210616604868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162628168248968,0.08798280965502886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646802041544212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021315862559033,0.0,0.0,0.06902012014689614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038067916925725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843788287772088,0.0 adhd,s_aucuparia,2019/01/10,"Any good psychiatrists/psychologists/diagnosticians in CT/southern Mass? Hey guys! My sister is thinking about getting evaluated for ADHD and I've been trying to help her find a good place. I've seen a couple ADHD centers in the area, but they seem to have more of a focus on children. Does anyone here have any first hand experiences or recommendations? Thanks!",4.777991071428573,7.973652781250002,5.675714285714289,70.65500000000002,75.875,7.4071428571428575,26.330357142857146,8.418075326091056,2.3466544642857143,294,11,46,6,7,96,54,64,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,3,8,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,1,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273047943738537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983721503513951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339575345198356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274004515673386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919811123832557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459595481824026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050955031102605,0.18660470644803406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461711244538568,0.0,0.0,0.3680114469025326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172209126511445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470459397979968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292056413599337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997155165675666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197583557931847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056998934200374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894477158717825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rerversed,2019/01/10,"Meditation is impossible... I actually can't sit for more than 30 seconds without my mind slowly wandering off, every single try turns into a failed attempt... 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First salary job out of college, big expectations on my shoulders. I didn’t have meds for the first month on the job so missed a lot of detail oriented stuff. Didn’t help that my manager was a massive asshole. More or less got fired yesterday, “wasn’t a fit for the company”. It sucks but trying to make this into a growth opportunity and learning experience. Anyone else been in this boat before? If so got any advice?",2.834116161616162,5.360793068181817,4.180151515151515,82.50828282828284,78.54545454545455,7.547474747474749,24.550505050505052,8.515128840125781,1.8709808080808084,362,13,69,8,9,119,66,88,0.065,0.812,0.12300000000000001,0.7364,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,7,0,7,1,1,1,0,11,14,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,8,1,4,1,11,5,3,14,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,3,5,46,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799841829427406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525262580955535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878695873772772,0.1887200666552552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672850709208816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386355969367518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016900570269734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133366092446805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467700612937476,0.0,0.44193050922379146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345582556979268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483278088155094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883424080572508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658813786904513,0.0,0.0,0.12294541816533153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045888462362976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701530819368064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108486173773388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125050033791207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,altmyass,2019/01/10,"I fucking hate high school I’m failing every class i’m in, even the easy ones, because my parents(and most of the people in this country)are ignorant to mentel health and won’t believe me and always say i’m lazy and don’t want to study.What the hell do i do i have exams tomorrow and barely remember shit.",2.4247311827957034,4.665642225806452,3.4754838709677434,88.5498924731183,78.35483870967741,6.068817204301076,24.849462365591396,7.1686216300943375,1.140152688172043,246,9,48,3,6,79,45,62,0.287,0.652,0.061,-0.9486,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,8,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,5,0,5,10,1,4,1,1,0,1,1,3,3,1,1,26,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224422267624445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014458237041516,0.0,0.0,0.3144645646338969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843513829914033,0.0,0.23516458602610374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580353013865698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755661214917391,0.0,0.2966838721465373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948980150993351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913406802747154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350168345227786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31618041142071496,0.0,0.0,0.22196171453181213,0.0,0.2824770715255491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865052952852548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646279707968738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,electricplanesodium,2019/01/10,"Computer loading times and video editing interface set off my attention deficit. I find it difficult to make videos because a lot of things in the editor require either waiting or browsing through a computer to get a file. Sometimes I may need to acquire a file mid-thinking process, then I have to go out to the Internet. And this all can be very distracting. 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Based on 8hrs of testing, told I don't have ADHD. Is my TOVA valid? I thought I might have ADHD. I went to a psychology center that does testing for a host of mental disorders. They did about a 30-minute intake, looked briefly at a 3rd-grade report where I was flagged as being ""in my own world."" Had me do testing on memory personality and the TOVA. &#x200B; They told me it's just my personality, that I have good cognitive abilities and that I just get bored easily. &#x200B; On the TOVA: I had 'within normal limits' commission and omission errors, and decent response time. But the kicker was the response time variability was BELOW 40 in all readings. Apparently, this is not something the psychologist has ever seen. First, what does that mean? Should I redo the TOVA? &#x200B; I do feel that I embody many of the symptoms of ADHD, but perhaps not all.",3.8560975609756087,6.481262597560978,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,75.46341463414635,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,2.1561170731707318,702,28,116,12,16,232,101,164,0.022000000000000002,0.93,0.048,0.457,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,2,7,4,0,1,11,0,18,1,0,0,3,21,28,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,1,1,11,3,18,2,16,14,3,17,0,0,2,0,6,11,0,2,5,89,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412630612155786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37201113859901147,0.4171983630361442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116663860039193,0.0,0.2003073864686245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352422785981452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786804549784558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734890215848824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979404419920966,0.0,0.0,0.09599305135343696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610699384186924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603170297337699,0.0,0.12466677280182414,0.0,0.0,0.11533606347174302,0.12141060815112915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121341550318213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986211495978576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144783736600732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881072018907088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895467239548685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085845373972597,0.13347040159755733,0.0,0.0,0.21871879537799505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290195948874216,0.10609388877959433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171983630361442,0.0 adhd,_misspumpkinpie,2019/01/10,"Capsule colour different? So basically I used to take three 10mg capsules of Vyvanse in the morning. This time around, my doctor gave me the 30mg capsules so I only had to take one. Idk if it’s just me but I’m not feeling the same affect AT ALL. And vyvanse 30mg is supposed to be orange and white?? Mine are pink and white. Very confused and wondering if there’s a difference between the capsule colours or not like maybe I got a generic this time or something? I know my 10mg ones were the proper ones and matched up correctly. 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My daughter who is ADHD-Pi has the opportunity to switch over to a Project Based Learning (PBL) charter highschool in our district. Her mom is against the switch because the PBL charter doesn't offer grades, but students graduate with a portfolio and a list of completed competencies and her mom feels like not having grades will (1) hinder her future ability to progress in life without an objective metric for others to evaluate her on and (2) she will not ""learn"" how to handle college courses which can be wrote lecture/exam style courses. I (also ADHD-Pi) *fully* support my daughter's desire to go to the charter because I can see, as an ADHD-Pi individual, how much more valuable and engaged I would be in that learning style that is more conducive to how my ADHD brain works. SO...the rub here is neither of us (daughter's mom nor I) have any real-world experience going through a PBL model to know if it really would be better or really would hinder her. Are there any of you here that are either in or have gone through a PBL model and can comment on how it worked for you—specifically as an ADHD learner? Pros? Cons? Any actual info beyond all the anecdotal stuff out there would be helpful.",7.515012106537533,8.056250694915253,7.784285714285716,69.27754237288138,63.23728813559321,9.963196125907992,37.619854721549636,9.784248007369934,3.921904116222759,1028,49,164,19,14,336,135,236,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,0,6,10,6,0,0,14,0,24,2,1,4,1,34,32,17,0,6,9,6,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,7,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,2,3,16,6,31,20,6,14,0,0,1,0,20,10,0,3,2,121,25,14,0.0,0.0,0.2063885522396372,0.0,0.6354395433411023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456621327138801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573571678611048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128925351968858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352504342601264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804914891427495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087420999532564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048359857976106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688263332704784,0.0,0.0,0.0534690980095925,0.07554601344533059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019744790383975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088029984355132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811604378287415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469256513605907,0.051662872158627485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37155047514810463,0.0,0.0,0.07773655765052391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036377152594135,0.13548907374947294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426704213779983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210555528856369,0.0,0.12000097539147507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272011856431088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193678713268337,0.0,0.1539708346989489,0.0,0.0,0.30047987357708955,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GaroftheLaw0105,2019/01/10,"Implementing a behavior change program This may be a hail mary kind of post, given that many of us have wished to try to get control over how we act and behave. However, I am wondering if anyone has any suggestions as to how to go about doing this. &#x200B; For example, I'm reaching a point where I simply cannot go on with my life unless I start using a calendar. Not just for a week and then forget about the calendar, but probably for life. This may not be the same thing that some of you wished to change in your life, but if you were successful at implementing something into your life I'd like to hear about what you did, maybe things that worked out and didn't work well in your case, and so on. &#x200B; I know I should not use technology, so I'll need to either make my own paper calendar or buy one. Secondly, I definitely need to make some kind of system that organizes a task's importance and priority. I have other things in mind, but the key thing I'm getting stuck on is making it into a long term habit. &#x200B; thanks everyone",6.95561264822134,6.316759545893724,7.31140974967062,76.1606324110672,64.65217391304348,11.198770311813787,31.861660079051386,10.637119530657019,3.1327043478260856,834,27,165,19,11,273,126,207,0.03,0.8640000000000001,0.106,0.9475,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,6,0,4,10,6,0,0,10,0,15,4,0,8,0,44,37,18,0,7,12,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,14,10,0,1,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,5,1,17,6,32,27,6,23,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,8,6,117,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272331618366065,0.36698132202038497,0.0684601929423938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039197770635743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129945726113448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291184670742853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619610213040172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519359294451604,0.0,0.11442806871203227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346429724236115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966812087666653,0.0553265212134821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284429532397547,0.04918309654925307,0.0,0.0,0.08909126671716175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015973795658288,0.10206528003504524,0.10113823133566294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164969609994283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492935466585345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821773414074205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516727528757198,0.0,0.09641563891242888,0.0,0.10854109548702684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750197578452155,0.0,0.0,0.07125593155484758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268495506150176,0.0,0.0,0.2675271571800084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834946082340569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109563276806193,0.17389601297027313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807527473433955,0.0,0.09051592833885368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315349218671085,0.0,0.1091741399837253,0.14658036056369098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36698132202038497,0.0 adhd,emmanuellera,2019/01/10,"What’s your song for focusing? When I get stressed, everything annoys me. There is only one song that helps me focus. it’s Ocean by [dontask](https://open.spotify.com/track/1mGppNewxmuC9tpXhgZ2kO?si=D3VQeGscQKqm1MRSVDtceg) I have no idea why. It never fails to calm me. Maybe it has something to do with bpm? What are your favourite songs to focus? 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Just curious how many people have that experience. It's very frustrating to be full of motivation and drive..finally, but you need sleep so you go to bed and when you wake up..its gone. Even your 'to dos' are gone from your mind (luckily you wrote them down lol) It takes a good 2-3 hrs just to get your head back on straight, to clear the fog and find the focus on the important tasks of the day. Anyways, just been really frustrating lately. Im working on finding better solutions to mitigating that as much as possible by revising my to do list before bed. Im also trying to speed up the 'wake up and clear the cobwebs' thing. One day at a time..",3.6589827935222665,5.690990940789478,4.729210526315793,81.98178137651823,73.80263157894737,8.361133603238867,26.16599190283401,9.057496981413335,2.1793617408906885,621,22,119,14,13,203,105,152,0.039,0.792,0.16899999999999998,0.956,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,8,1,6,10,4,2,0,9,1,5,5,5,4,3,23,15,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,5,0,10,2,23,9,4,22,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,9,74,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144869182425042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639236692964312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986895788680245,0.0,0.0,0.14537418829081022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201343015345714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856653801649244,0.0,0.27698197382252643,0.0,0.0,0.16078792262297878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004671181978611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587788815845608,0.0,0.09341672445985533,0.1378679204345966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686936872671513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551011830091776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541942837308675,0.17404682734837698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664799553589274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596944716236206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083275831790212,0.1218801843709556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425253023430474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138311334326084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395524965362835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530538508435587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053012829349033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496386222735299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328982573281232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634375724615485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358772278518075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109201837491055,0.0,0.0,0.1304934669164521,0.0958469725067597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115981912582673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562459194134027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966519498344655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bl4x3,2019/01/10,"Forgot an appointment for the second time So I have physical therapy every week and I forgot the appointment for the second time in a row today. I remembered it in the morning though and thought to myself: „Oh, good that I remembered. Now I wont forget it again.“ That didn‘t work very well. I put the upcoming appointments in my calendar now. 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I cannot continually take half days off work for appointments and then to pick up scripts (and then wait hours at pharmacy to fill them) and few places will see patients on Saturdays. Additionally pharmacies frequently run out of the prescribed meds so I have to go on a medicine hunt. I have no buffer of days between refills and run outs. I run out of my perscriptions all the time and it almost costs me my job every time. How does everyone else do this? 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He gave me a list of items to complete, and said: ""I want you make you deadlines for yourself for these 20 things."" &#x200B; I got anxiety just looking at the list and knowing my ADHD won't let me adhere to these deadlines. Ugh.",1.7468421052631555,4.088373070175443,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,81.45614035087719,4.5017543859649125,25.28947368421053,5.46131890053228,0.4618210526315787,223,9,46,1,6,69,39,57,0.14400000000000002,0.835,0.022000000000000002,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,10,0,8,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063882794783196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762273310422481,0.30977994575825657,0.0,0.0,0.19502836517014954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345993776271871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389876849968552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010833014182789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606933732178131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408535107371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701743973319713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425062746299547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937077570560954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037018871812302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30977994575825657,0.0 adhd,maysayassholethings,2019/01/10,"Any tips or resources for communicating clearly Hey all, I need advice. I am struggling in general professionally and realize I have struggled all my personal life too because I will have an idea that I'm confident in, but when I go to present it, I completely butcher the delivery. I am smart and confident in my ideas, but watching people's reactions after I deliver a concern or thought, before they dismiss it as irrelevant or menial, kills me slowly inside. I feel like if I wasn't an expert in my field then I shouldn't be employed for my position. However, since I'm not looking for sympathy, mainly help on communicating clearly I'll get to the point. How do I present a thought or idea that I am confident in without being self defeating and surrounding in an unintelligible word cloud (like this post I'm sure)? Is there a blog or book anyone has read to learn to speak/write more succinctly? I realize I may come off as arrogant and/or argumentative, but I honestly just want to engineer quality products to the best of my ability, and further the companies ability to be efficient.",8.247313231323133,8.174091787128713,9.213402340234023,61.714720972097254,61.82178217821782,13.484068406840684,43.11611161116112,12.719339214003902,6.028073267326733,879,50,145,31,11,302,129,202,0.083,0.691,0.226,0.986,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,5,10,1,2,10,0,15,1,0,1,5,38,27,18,1,4,12,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,3,23,6,23,18,5,19,0,1,2,0,5,11,0,7,7,101,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843163881413064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025401481581304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336512240743532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883299259297852,0.0,0.13796075755940826,0.0,0.17014551746857573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396607088770544,0.1699903053647243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197784046091687,0.11582576232291282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470627569507795,0.0,0.0921422613703208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867237579646777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490753810141681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937291315161474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451727102712644,0.15841713622372686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614843460784246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021740078242164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240058414397804,0.1415657331554833,0.0,0.0,0.15326533169962805,0.0,0.15527580078647835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217395578843424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691370338294485,0.0,0.0,0.13411567848031336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389871259313311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280568269279646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742634855286944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956285224700382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628761254140422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,porcupinetree1,2019/01/10,"Crazy Ritalin nausea I've been diagnosed with ADHD recently at 27. Started off my Ritalin dose with 2.5mg for a week, 5mg next week, 10mg for 2 weeks and then switched to 20mg. Before switching to 20mg, I stopped taking it for 3 days because I was feeling slightly nauseated with no positive effects. Then shifted to 20mg and feel like hell. Kept almost puking the entire day. Ate a heavy rice meal today and took Ritalin 10 mins after. Puked my guts out. Never puked this much before I think. Forced me to write this post. Any advice? I really don't want to give up on this while trying to find my dose. 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I need to write four more paragraphs and all I do is keep putting it off. I don’t know how I’m so weak I can’t just do homework. Why is this so easy for everyone else? I can never do anything on time and everyone else just seems to glide right past me finishing stuff the day the we’re assigned. I wish I could just change and be able to actually push myself to do things more often.,1.8215721649484529,3.2174332577319618,3.4933891752577324,91.61266108247423,77.24742268041238,6.911855670103092,22.434278350515466,7.645422480735847,0.6550835051546389,354,10,84,5,8,118,65,97,0.087,0.845,0.068,-0.4198,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,1,2,18,19,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,12,0,9,17,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,55,16,4,0.19393716464655053,0.0,0.1892546969227033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959376198675904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192943171909066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515980504570647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484304515955746,0.0,0.0,0.2501468543513945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240192311775311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706305436287704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238026281230884,0.0,0.0,0.10658279379472367,0.0,0.21876956902961095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876039004330537,0.14957629722237895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851349681027228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496041627408792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562127895348944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655311092371212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201165446017926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884323468568792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308632030676845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749981260972091,0.0,0.22301816825260629,0.0,0.0,0.1411885656431719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sluttdge,2019/01/10,"Had to quit meds because of the side effects. Should I try another kind? Like the title says, I quit Adderall after about four years on it because it was giving me nearly debilitating daily headaches and jaw pain. Has anyone else experienced this? I think I am pre-disposed to this sort of pain since my sister also has TMJ/TMD and doesn't take stimulants. I had to go off it during my first semester of grad school and while working full time and it was very challenging. I managed to pass my class but I've been dealing with some depression from coming off the meds (I think) and having a hard time focusing at work (I'm a programmer). I would really like to continue my masters but I don't know if I'm able to without meds. I'm really curious to know if anyone else has had to go off stims because of the side effects? Were you able to tolerate other types of stimulants better? I read the book Overcoming Distractions a while ago, and I'm constantly trying to incorporate those tips into my life (sleep schedule, limiting phone use, exercise) but I still struggle a lot to focus at work. TL;DR: Adderall side effects not bearable, is it worth trying another stim? Or can I find a way to focus without meds?",4.185220054446461,6.131861909482758,5.346243194192379,78.48097096188751,72.14655172413794,8.677313974591652,29.02087114337568,9.276330184999452,2.7575051724137927,961,39,172,22,19,318,136,232,0.071,0.836,0.092,0.604,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,13,3,10,0,2,10,0,18,6,2,6,0,35,32,15,0,4,9,1,1,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,9,9,0,1,8,3,1,4,5,5,0,2,7,3,19,5,31,23,3,29,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,6,14,109,28,11,0.20926274591088725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927493990292086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367367115019443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943023504250256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632137754208532,0.21441441271290568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134694140103772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253794660075586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901306631061973,0.0,0.11306934318860555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078703511688934,0.09011884820867093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481217219948345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563117932413016,0.0889993923849387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037194705287036,0.1189288409630292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372915847197327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895747382362417,0.11500533245902775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390423303574395,0.10223520738247617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895385163341313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648874715956992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267031576979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257668893677127,0.1046596876909321,0.0,0.1340590735093673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320706736997174,0.0,0.1058925354333124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655215293951718,0.0,0.10470693648166136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355874960007166,0.0,0.0,0.1093834289196946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866977092746408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408711792035774,0.0,0.0,0.12202278998706298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311350215913047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036791192680424,0.0,0.08633184057207505,0.0,0.08305151366250194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017218194995932,0.0,0.22851865699560145,0.0,0.0,0.0743271253267999,0.0,0.0,0.06737917370899191 adhd,shimdim,2019/01/10,"What is your favorite ""feel good"" book? We all have ""feel good"" music, tv shows and food that we indulge in when we are feeling low in life. But I want to know what your ""feel good"" book is. It doesn't have to be a therapy book, it could be fiction or that Dr. Suess kids book. My ""feel good"" book is ""How to be Happy, Dammit!"". It's basically a short, hippie, fluff self-help book like ""The Tao of Pooh"" but i love it's lighthearted humor, the colorful graphic design, and that i can read through it in just a hour. I first bought this book in middle school and have given away several copies since. P.S. I highly recommend buying used books or renting from your library!",2.9818181818181837,4.7184614242424265,3.4824242424242438,91.46863636363638,74.9090909090909,6.618181818181819,22.60606060606061,7.348242739294969,0.6615515151515154,516,14,110,6,11,161,86,132,0.011000000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.233,0.9802,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,3,0,1,3,9,0,0,5,0,13,4,0,2,1,22,24,9,0,2,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,11,6,1,0,6,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,12,8,11,18,1,12,0,1,1,1,8,9,0,2,4,64,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030187992563322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622514420479054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313496923377008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451281743982184,0.20631280266568336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724274640573954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162677295840676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436211444911508,0.18026801837687015,0.0,0.0,0.1680250455835479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937675724439181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051302973381987,0.08335567585938326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399003320299715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706648663619764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267522775173458,0.0,0.0,0.17799250893911125,0.1927505601271697,0.0,0.141137547231988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951173467504345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735977101272338,0.0,0.0,0.10063532660591516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,samcrut,2019/01/10,ADHD Careers: Hyperactivity Looking for jobs that pay us to be who we naturally are. Some of us can't sit still. Our feet bounce. Always on the move. What are careers that put Ricochet Rabbit to good use?,1.9138461538461515,4.67918602564103,4.093025641025643,79.6103076923077,86.17948717948721,6.196923076923077,23.18461538461539,7.554174236665415,1.3976215384615385,161,6,30,3,5,55,34,39,0.035,0.893,0.07200000000000001,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,20,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32302757181894937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365081438658133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254442693540544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667278320562073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257118687343305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856761253132508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702033602019986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465220413594235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466309904910673,0.2321441090381588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hexenhag,2019/01/10,"Emotional issues with Adderal XR Just started taking Adderal again, on day 3 of 20 milligrams once per day. I was on dexedrine fast acting 15 milligrams once a day and then stopped taking my medication because my husband and I were trying to conceive. Gained about 15 to 20 lbs (fuck I hate that part). We are no longer trying to convince until the summer, so I switched to Adderal as per my doctors recomentadions. I have been an EMOTIONAL WRECK the past few days, I could cry on a dime at the moment. Full disclosure I also take Metformin for treatment of PCOS and Zoloft for anxiety which I have been on for several months and haven't had an emotional regulation issues since starting hat medication which was originally for treating postpartum depression and anxiety. Is this normal? Does anyone else have experience with this or am I just crazy? 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My body hurts and I felt the same way I have all week, tired and cannot work.",1.5549999999999995,2.5027298846153845,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,77.07692307692308,6.7384615384615385,16.846153846153847,7.1686216300943375,-0.4767846153846152,91,1,24,1,2,30,23,26,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.3428259133493676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989372173675314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902239709485495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373107548762217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760824603297136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037768454673529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788519238294659,0.2817980723454745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25575639473231504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,The_King_of_Okay,2019/01/10,"Meds have helped with my job but outside work I struggle so much. Before meds I was so much worse at my job but now I'm less forgetful, make less mistakes, and can focus better making me more productive. I still struggle to be present of what's happening around me, mainly due to maladaptive daydreaming, but I'm trying to stop that. But when I have days off I do barely anything I need/want to do. I don't even enjoy myself much. You'd think if I was doing no work I'd finally watch that show/play that game, nope. I waste time planning, struggle to start what I've planned, then waste time focusing on random unimportant stuff. 30 min tasks can be put off for weeks. For 12 months I've been on methylphenidate but many different doses and release type. On all of them I've had this difference between home/work. I hate that after 12 months I'm still struggling so much and my life is at a standstill because of it. I feel broken. Could different meds actually help? If not then what? I want to do things but I don't do them. I'm starting to thinking I'm lazy and the only reason I work hard at my job is because RSD makes me give 110%. Tl;dr: Meds made large difference to work life but still useless at home. Don't know what to do and if it's something different meds could help with.",2.4603120978120963,4.545581123552125,3.2890202702702744,90.70307995495493,77.53281853281855,6.47882882882883,23.91907979407979,7.492282038375204,1.0139612612612612,1017,34,211,14,24,322,138,259,0.195,0.743,0.062,-0.9879,6,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,7,10,9,1,4,2,0,24,3,0,5,1,36,43,21,0,7,11,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,13,8,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,5,3,25,2,28,33,9,32,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,4,21,129,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0772690257839822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515904075529594,0.07048768740130543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965357451989284,0.0,0.06737701748066031,0.0,0.0,0.0700289712148555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126438830247799,0.0,0.0,0.05106505691257497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136353462790154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229816279657999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040036184835992215,0.0,0.0,0.08673868142564561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759574255658602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001930811734003,0.0,0.07093043212796805,0.07817463394711369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921963665393415,0.0,0.15884956999094524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357241388000164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043515689574758515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185546250004673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749227748195568,0.15856136977095225,0.08027688972578173,0.0,0.0,0.4397600195703966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640269691677966,0.0,0.2328279553211681,0.058711549989197614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022055625414709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959856044202226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141103619586182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609572379701303,0.0,0.0,0.11208913663436293,0.0,0.18970163545140545,0.0661986831026558,0.0,0.33110780070570184,0.0906430568528217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260419627570048,0.10147170178348187,0.0,0.0,0.0923419068766174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375855655765796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340575891429047,0.0,0.06351405092225103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882227785221481,0.0,0.08069198617866195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,prodromal96,2019/01/10,I had testing done Tuesday. What will my follow up appointment be like? Will they tell me my IQ? Hi. I finally had neuropsych testing done on Thursday. I feel a little worried and self conscious about my performance and am anxious about the follow up appointment. Are they going to tell me my IQ? What was your follow up appointment like?,2.88032258064516,5.892448887096777,3.6099193548387127,82.98487903225808,84.32258064516128,6.325806451612903,28.717741935483872,7.645422480735847,2.3801548387096774,269,13,44,5,8,85,39,62,0.061,0.846,0.09300000000000001,0.4684,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,15,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,12,2,7,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,35,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29792771404582363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397527557853564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334438842382995,0.0,0.0,0.28889157332979154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987774039097562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576798318525888,0.2643159933177517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751167170177027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610045374051122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267819723205597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,evanparker,2019/01/10,"really hangry after working for some of the day, from aderall SR when i take the adderal i end up feeling super super hungry and stimulant filled around an hour before lunch time every day. This happens again at the end of the day at like 3:30. it is like a wierd head trip. if i have to stay late at work my head is all zooming around and wierd and i can't talk to any of the people. I can feel my head pulsing and pumping it's super wierd feeling. what do you guys do to help this? i had tried eating some protein to tap it down, but it doesn't always do the trick. i don't always have it handy.",2.28952380952381,3.5971147777777794,3.4652698412698406,92.66028571428578,75.82539682539684,5.674920634920635,21.33015873015873,5.6839178017228535,-0.0019307936507937387,466,11,103,2,10,151,78,126,0.011000000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.125,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,4,6,1,0,8,0,12,5,3,1,1,15,17,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,3,10,5,17,16,3,21,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,13,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660956692756408,0.0,0.0,0.1087360328081705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28468600419831563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606130792861007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093626889154682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361543666281902,0.0,0.0,0.283244100225224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472084943051166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425474981058763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832402760672162,0.14139715586900534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923040267614859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717616986272112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746719019143784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037175883039785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623604229357288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108530480777032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243466812899917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704298513166997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202232965779237,0.12851984880895065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323773221232932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085601558378362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328151033506224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jessestormer,2019/01/10,I'm curious how many of you work in the creative industry? I have a theory / I find that ADD/ADHD is kind of a creative super-power if you learn how to work it right. I've also met so many fellow AD'rs in the creative industry that it can't just be a coincidence. ,1.496071428571426,3.186926464285716,4.581571428571428,82.16342857142858,79.0,8.051428571428572,23.7,8.841846274778883,1.8356757142857143,206,7,43,5,5,75,39,56,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.875,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,28,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629451053665269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415091530568805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760223712778697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31448634750501875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123608489662469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790620270842474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43971894264994055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gdargles,2019/01/10,WHY IS MOTIVATION SO WIERD I failed my college English class last semester. I got A's on every assignment untill the last few weeks of the semester untill I couldn't find the energy or motivation to do a n y t h i n g. I tried so hard but I tanked my grade enough to fail. I'm extremely depressed but for some reason after being put in online credit recovery for English I suddenly have the motivation and energy to work on it for 3+ hours a day. Why couldn't I have this mentality a couple weeks ago? Why do I have to do permanent damage in order to get things done!,1.8955007704160245,3.864220322033901,4.8936363636363645,79.08410631741144,78.83050847457628,8.697688751926039,23.43913713405239,9.339509955726095,2.2050406779661023,450,15,90,13,11,163,75,118,0.187,0.725,0.08800000000000001,-0.9129,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,6,2,5,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,4,0,12,14,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,11,1,16,9,3,17,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,2,11,58,14,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191204896743031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145858541822793,0.0,0.12507230240938952,0.0,0.16703629358567118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984632682127636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003871316845961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339895622086725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772534609912205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132325287374257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551078721909532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737280440581135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098732397456505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161665040081377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954412898661888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495866302471654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939791227459036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884207601807462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166942033145815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111265928007589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249896570970316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118729595587493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GZHN89,2019/01/10,"I have ADD and I have a few questions about hyperfocus and the way it affects my life.. I have never had an doktors diagnosis that I have ADD but i'm 100000% precent sure that I have it. My whole life I have difficulties focusing on school. Never could find the motivation to put effort in my school and work. BUT when it comes to things I love, which are producing music, gaming and a few other interests I have at this moment, I can focus on it for hours and hours straight, the whole day I think about it and takes up a lot of my headspace and energy, not in a bad way actually cause I learn a lot about music production and all the theories at this moment. Before this it was fitness, I workedout for about 5 years and learned everything there is about food & weighttraining and how the body works. I always have a kind of addiction where I put all my focus in and then after a few years I switch to something else. But I'm always in a struggle, I want to put that focus and effort in my school and try to find the motivation to get my diploma without the constant stress and procastinating. I have found out about my hyperfocus in the last years and everything I read on the internet I recognise myself in it. Everything adds up and my relationship is suffering from it... My GF knows that I have this problem but its still not fun. Sometimes I come home from school or work and I sit on my computer in a hyperfocus till late, and I can't give the attention to my GF that she deserves. Because my head is alwasy focused and thinking about the things I have focus on. I cant wait to get home to sit behind my computer and spend my time on gaming or trying out new techniques on my music productions, techniques I read about on the internet during my school colleges during the day.. Even at school in the lessons im with my head on my hyperfocus. And this is music production for a few years now.. AND i'm sure that this wil fade away and be replaced with something else. And if I dont get a grip on it im sure it will continue like this the rest of my life.. I want to control it but now completely cure it cause in my hyperfocus periods I can read and research a lot of information and save it in my head and remember it very clear. Does anybody else recognise these problems and what are your experiences with it??? 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I know it’s something I can’t help and shouldn’t punish myself over my brain chemistry but it’s hard to explain to neurotypical bosses why I fuck up and what countless things I do to be alright. I’m like 99% fine - I hold down two jobs, I pay my rent on time, I actually have money saved up, and I am usually on time to work. I wish I was more mindful, that I remember to check everything and leave things properly. I feel like my own parent. Telling myself something, trying strategies, and failing myself. Unfortunately as an adult I don’t get “accommodations” for my conditions, I just look like an absentminded slob. 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I only realised because I wanted to use my card to order something online. It could have been over a month till I realized. This is the millionth card I have lost in my life. Why am I like this as a person?",1.2610344827586208,2.7349306206896564,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,79.0,6.019310344827588,21.944827586206884,6.742157984588678,0.4800372413793101,208,6,46,2,5,72,40,58,0.087,0.816,0.09699999999999999,0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,6,11,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,6,7,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,31,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315254809808126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921645892329414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853563393512312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448327729573946,0.1276022044894693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702303781480728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847603921192345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986435946895817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805739405989944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010736138276882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511613981993817,0.0,0.0,0.15405417078130482,0.0,0.2095075199114296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356795884861065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psymd03,2019/01/10,Diagnosed 5 years ago now currently in med school pursuing Psychiatry to treat ADHD patients in the future Being in med school with ADHD is an ongoing battle but after receiving my diagnosis years ago and ongoing treatment I have been inspired to help people similarly and nothing will stop me from accomplishing my dreams. Hope all is well with you all wherever you may be in life!!!,11.583186274509805,9.958483102941178,11.470588235294116,53.19598039215689,56.20588235294117,15.537254901960786,44.72549019607843,14.06817628641468,6.6939843137254895,313,15,46,11,3,105,52,68,0.022000000000000002,0.701,0.27699999999999997,0.9689,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,2,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,4,10,4,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,9,33,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761253207009406,0.0,0.35118520355353205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010546255500606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277386435909105,0.0,0.0,0.19674556637729174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399150473953581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400610760033285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007028240052534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373289191815039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40095021639155015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656100055697237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810443657959302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551236890150556 adhd,blackjustin,2019/01/10,"Bipolar, ADHD, adderall, out of control sleep. Ways to cope? Hi everyone. I'm super glad I found this subreddit. I've found some other forums related to mental health, and I've found many people share similar experiences that I've experienced. I'm looking forward to chatting and connecting with you all and hopefully not feeling weird about myself anymore. I'd like to share a bit about my problem and get some feedback on how to adjust with my recent diagnoses. I'll try to be brief, but ADHD. My story: I'm a academic. I was running into some worse-than usual problems in school, and got tested for learning disabilities. I was diagnosed with ADHD (as well as memory/spatial, math). I was prescribed adderall. I started on 20MG extended release, but adjusted quickly, and my brain got way more out of control than normal. I survived the semester, wounded, but not fatally. I went back to my Dr and they upped me to 30MG, which I started today. I'm also on Seraquil. My dosage there got upped as well. I'm a natural night-owl, but the seraquil typically makes me sleep for 12-18 hours while I adjust. In my experience, this is normal until I'm used to it. I've been taking it consistently, and I'm down to 10-12 hours of sleep. I also try to take my adderall consistently. Today I took it at 2PM when I woke up. I've learned that this is entirely too late. I didn't even feel somewhat balanced until 1AM. It's three AM now. My fear is I'll sleep for 12 hours, wake up at 3PM, take the adderall, which will make my problem worse. Does anyone have any ideas on how to fix this problem? My best idea right now is to stay up, take the adderall in a few hours, then take my seraquil at 9 or 10PM, be in bed by 11, hopefully wake up by 11AM, and go from there. As a night owl, this is going to be difficult. If feels weird going to bed before midnight. I'll try to use my time wisely. School starts in 12 days, and I need to get this figured out. As last semester didn't go as planned, I need to unfuck myself pronto. 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I am recently diagnosed at the age of 32 with inattentive ADHD after being diagnosed with bp2 about 6 months ago. My bp2 med (Lamictal) is working well but it was a really horrible journey to find the correct one. My doctor prescribed me Concerta 36 mg for ADHD. I could feel the side affects (albeit mild) but it did nothing else. I think it also slightly destabilized my mood. So she changed my med to Edorax. First of all, very few people use it for ADHD i guess (it is not approved for ADHD in USA), because i can not find much review in internet from people who use it. But there are a lot of horrible things being said about side effects, how Pfizer hid things yadda yadda. I am supposed to start it tomorrow. Overall, I am afraid of Edorax but in general I am really scared of ""find the right med journey"" again. How long will take, how many horrible side affects I have to endure before deciding it is not working etc.. How will it affect my BP2.. I am not even sure if I could even find the right one. If I was younger maybe I would have more courage but i am not sure if the next 6 months or so gonna worth it. I know that If it wasn't for BP2, i would never get diagnosed with ADHD. Talking to my doctor about my fears is not a solution. She will say you need take this and we will see. Public healthcare system in my country gives each patient 15 minutes with their doctors. She will just say a few generic words, not gonna waste time with trying to ease my mind. So I guess I need some encouragement from people diagnosed in adulthood. How long did it take to find the right one, how did you deal with all. Also I like to hear about people who are already being treated with a mental illness before ADHD. Thank you for reading so far. English is not my first language. So i apologies if my grammar made your eyes bleed.",3.03920177383592,5.120386756097563,4.184459226410446,84.97813747228383,75.7479674796748,6.9659522049765945,26.086967233308698,7.898369717300924,1.6525945799457995,1479,55,280,23,33,482,180,369,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.066,-0.9385,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,4,1,6,23,13,0,4,12,0,34,11,1,13,6,71,56,25,0,11,20,0,1,1,0,9,10,4,0,1,18,10,0,0,10,1,1,2,10,4,1,5,8,7,41,8,39,34,10,33,0,0,2,0,23,13,0,10,18,199,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794221188975039,0.0,0.058936148073095926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336935340359949,0.10633823883159388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405294689769154,0.0,0.11314999367798205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033375488202384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616789951630323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854451948723321,0.0,0.3374112878987795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415482534800464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554082384126155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414986815081523,0.08782722968557717,0.0,0.0,0.06353056779706352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748156412004618,0.03361750215778951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303836650374241,0.1131065305633403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034736379855178086,0.06377977642776958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464844462616293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493496169658045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03653916561155491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03248187796170941,0.0,0.0,0.1176766757685939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056524327126777886,0.0,0.06291100299596282,0.0,0.06740673529788932,0.06679448668341377,0.0,0.2954054382030327,0.0,0.06700261481574697,0.0,0.06713227216705889,0.0,0.10613755915449086,0.0,0.048875125854690525,0.09859758948233473,0.051278380882920964,0.0,0.07070899991955315,0.0,0.0,0.06379545718044452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351586380677513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437308710509165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650435383515801,0.0,0.0851857315474569,0.0,0.13129452237199346,0.0,0.0,0.17033696880195695,0.06324375518268903,0.10574524675249676,0.06656444668270736,0.0,0.05298102224185276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705938900155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532521810199754,0.0,0.1499684089639472,0.05343921906093252,0.0,0.061211709111876615,0.0,0.0,0.08834116882272691,0.04260177596385396,0.0,0.0,0.03876873216561258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045139875302304816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484573903702353,0.0,0.05485821140227976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977922384267063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680572630568704,0.0,0.0,0.09446000750319287,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnTwanne,2019/01/10,"""Click this link to reset your password"" Anyone else have an inbox full of these e-mails? 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If my first suspicions on the diagnosis started somewhere else in Reddit, the discovery of this sub was the tipping point in convincing myself I was maybe not (only?) that lazy weirdo. It looked suddenly like a Scrabble tile holder: ODD, RSD, SPD... &nbsp; After stretching a 2 months process in 3 years I was finally diagnosed with severe ADHD mid December. After attention testing, I was placed under 15 mg of methylphenidate every 4 hours 3 times a day as a basis to optimize. This dosage gave me a lot of problem so I tried several alterations with little success. Medicated hyperfocus being my new superpower, I absorbed pharmacokinetics and designed a dosing model to help me finding the solution by relating my situation of the moment to plasma concentration to determine my metabolic parameters. This model retro-works perfectly with any case I could find in the literature but I still struggle to understand what is happening during my day. I wonder if my metabolism is really fast, really slow or really weird (slow absorption, quick elimination, or the opposite). &nbsp; After taking the drug and depending on the pattern I have very hard times at some point. They are made of complete drop of attention, not enough working memory to hold a 2 sentence discussion, high heart beat and sometimes headaches and dizziness. I am not sure if they are a crash or an overdose, and my psychiatrist was not very helpful. I was hoping somebody could read that (such a wall of text...) and share their experience. &nbsp; Dosage * 15 mg, 4 hours (9/13/17): weird time at 12.45-13.15 and hard time at 16.45 (3 times tried, close results). Best 14.30 - 16.30. At 10.30-11, I am quite speedy and high heart beat (100 vs 70 normal). This settles fairly quick. * 5/10/10/10/10 (7/8/10/12.30/15.15): Aim was to avoid the morning high and keep the dosage more constant to avoid hard times. The morning is good (but I am less efficient, and I am extremely hungry and sleepy between 10.15-10.45). The afternoon is starting well (13.00-14.45) but the situation changes really quick and 15.00 is real hard. 16.30 is good again and 18.30 is bad. Taking 5 mg at 17.15 removed the latter. Tried 5 times more or less. *10/10/10/10/10 (7/8/10.30/12.45/15.25) - was yesterday and the day before. 15.30-17.15 was horrible, the worst so far. I took the 12.45 dose with lunch. * during week end I do 10 mg 3 times with an interval of 2.30-3.00, classically 12-14.45-17.30. I can feel my heart racing around 3 hours after the first dose. 15-19 is the interesting period. &nbsp; Some note: * I sleep much better, particularly with higher concentration and late doses. For the last 30 years I poorly sleep 3-5 hours * I try to evaluate if the afternoon misery is due to hydration or lunch. &nbsp; I can feel it wearing off right now and I really have to fight the urge to erase everything and have difficulties finishing, so I will let it like that. I lost half an hour reading post on how to format, but at the end I am not sure of the result...",5.189460431654672,7.828594535971228,5.4917640287769816,75.4953223021583,71.26618705035972,9.412028776978417,29.4653237410072,9.840057353463068,3.3242640000000003,2486,102,415,69,50,789,301,556,0.129,0.772,0.099,-0.9571,1,2,2,0,1,0,167.0,0,1,3,12,13,27,1,3,38,0,37,16,6,5,4,76,55,35,0,11,19,0,6,3,0,2,8,0,0,0,11,25,2,4,8,2,1,2,5,10,1,4,13,7,41,17,56,36,12,87,0,1,1,0,11,30,0,15,56,246,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708160200716054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474683370909657,0.0,0.043616146844856575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709655871708505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355268289417498,0.0,0.0,0.05457684847659427,0.0,0.06730903983225424,0.05672498863669637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784966676905954,0.0,0.06724763840460561,0.06931056332170639,0.0,0.10241820041934456,0.0,0.0,0.12409141771671163,0.0,0.0,0.0650988802928323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437990078587514,0.0,0.053579200997155664,0.0,0.11361474158393567,0.06627186244516897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403916438804894,0.0,0.057643240776207576,0.1254788513826295,0.0,0.0,0.0648603596620185,0.0,0.0,0.07026021706267797,0.11724222893942728,0.16366765334083913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075920878660112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671716131769895,0.0,0.2298207662717413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280120782012051,0.08598091069311999,0.20329645613255784,0.0,0.06370366281651035,0.3158158300088652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570089418186588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052281159192339326,0.07235063590825201,0.0,0.0,0.06558561206875918,0.0,0.09400399279543596,0.06428328403488079,0.0,0.0,0.05385989912905484,0.0,0.07001437602330499,0.05452796834649582,0.0,0.06068907591444887,0.0,0.0,0.06443540048561107,0.0,0.0,0.0646124465288509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119446581796323,0.0,0.047148925975856786,0.047557631480291886,0.0,0.06194503268602066,0.0,0.0,0.06284177703937872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877995935041493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701072401999167,0.0,0.12126258122761553,0.0,0.06142662595887977,0.0,0.0,0.06137155517783852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821882597635211,0.1283110294331909,0.07300326545670371,0.20544273189553333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477363650426654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491572472382938,0.0,0.0,0.14418795379625302,0.12836895566163378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343427829038238,0.0,0.09079463672789964,0.0,0.05122081584552804,0.0,0.0,0.06705112864976714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089890978013942,0.0,0.0964478254778015,0.0,0.0,0.0590497986716606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991958058156263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125985350927423,0.17418239662566715,0.0,0.0,0.06677008445260639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584139491584614,0.0,0.0,0.05144776160971165,0.0,0.05766790674323671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955509642220692,0.0933866858408889,0.0,0.0,0.04556190724386135,0.0,0.0,0.08260574182572879 adhd,_beesexual,2019/01/10,"Impulsiveness my ass. More often than not, I have terrible anxiety when I need to make a choice. Anyone who can relate?",2.361212121212123,5.287566636363636,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,87.18181818181819,8.387878787878789,20.96969696969697,8.841846274778883,2.3802242424242417,94,3,16,3,3,32,21,22,0.14800000000000002,0.679,0.17300000000000001,-0.1098,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317735618014479,0.0,0.0,0.4860519858111481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640055579489006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154310703193693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrFluffySquirrel,2019/01/10,"Do the symptoms ever just disappear when unmedicated ? I don't mean permanently, of course. That would be too good. But I can remember a select few times in my life when for some reason, after emotional stimulation, maybe, everything became clear. For instance, a couple years ago, I was with a girl. It was the beginning of the relationship, and we saw each other on the morning bus, just for a few minutes. I kissed her, and left the bus at my stop. Then, we started texting. I was, well happy, for lack of a better word. But all of sudden, it felt like I was putting glasses on. Like the heavy fog constantly surrounding me vanished. I could distinct things I could not before. I could be me. I was quick, witty, my thoughts were organised. Sadly, instances like these last very little time. A few minutes of a few hours, and the fog come back, ever thicker. 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adhd,mickmanketa,2019/01/10,Adderall is the best breackfast Take adderall when preparing for your exams so that you obove your normal 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adhd,painkillerpills,2019/01/10,"hydrocodone, xanax ,oxycodone,adderall,demerol,dilaudid,morphine, without RX yes it's very posible [https://www.reddit.com/r/Health/comments/aegju6/why\_do\_doctors\_stop\_giving\_prescription/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Health/comments/aegju6/why_do_doctors_stop_giving_prescription/)",65.844,84.52358306666669,25.095,-71.49749999999997,-48.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,67.5,8.841846274778883,9.433000000000002,266,9,6,2,2,48,15,15,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8586803234862677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332701617992803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893572926141239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,addsamurai23,2019/01/10,"Use multitasking to your advantage We love to multitask, right? But normally it’s not optimal. It’s distracting. Put on a podcast when you go for a run or ride your bike. Podcasts make things easier. It’s a good idea to do something while listening to something education. It doesn’t take effort, you can learn whatever you want to, while doing whatever you want. You just gotta put in your headphones and go. 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It happens later in the day when my meds wear off, but I feel like I can’t fully participate and engage in whatever I’m doing. I just feel like a useless jackass and start feeling down when I’m acting like that. 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I've been on Reddit for 5 years, dealt with ADHD my whole life (diagnosed at 7) and I've just found you guys! I feel like a dumbass for not searching this earlier! I can't explain how amazing it feels to find people who actually understand this daily issue, wait you all probably understand perfectly. Finding this sub with other people talking openly and being able to put this disorder into words is like finding gold in the dark. I just needed to post and say you guys are all killing it daily! &#x200B; Keep on Beastin'!",4.32343137254902,6.664388794117649,5.373137254901959,76.72578431372551,72.82352941176471,8.454901960784316,29.96078431372549,9.150863307647796,3.0247372549019618,435,19,72,10,9,143,74,102,0.138,0.78,0.08199999999999999,-0.8001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,3,28,15,4,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,8,7,0,2,10,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,8,4,12,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,45,16,0,0.14705354002907411,0.0,0.14350304234020392,0.0,0.17672977828119166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933244918318173,0.17868614694737447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492562476768105,0.0,0.0,0.1685360969945531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870937660639222,0.10505507837945717,0.0,0.16108996518160046,0.40321281446121626,0.0,0.0,0.32247323286057755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121224870682416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534856900812137,0.0,0.13070794307986727,0.16269295424759486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386826421237716,0.14368586339397246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903833662291854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389681777741187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083664199488286,0.0,0.1585485879601241,0.0,0.0,0.147829424189514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694287732803195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819606518627572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30617584258379515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641800258577909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868614694737447,0.09469765843902823 adhd,Alt_asm1010,2019/01/10,"Diagnosed with ADHD? I went to my GP. I explained my symptoms and he gave me a two page questionnaire. He came back and said I had ADHD. He also mentioned that he himself has ADHD. Then he prescribed me medicine. So, does this count as a diagnosis?",0.9366964285714268,3.5262852291666675,2.817619047619047,87.075,92.54166666666666,5.242857142857143,25.607142857142854,6.868970318607317,1.4602642857142851,193,9,36,3,7,64,36,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7842927006043519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396006822240834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726849441202313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487983799472977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079015528868545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036350728283485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069225160601988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260987879089768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249691889430106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165411895603835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Missjaneausten,2019/01/10,"I want to go back to finishing my bachelors degree more than anything else in the world but I feel like I’ve hit a glass wall and I can’t break through it. So it’s taking me a bit longer than expected to finish school. I was at community college from 2012-2014 after I finished high school, transferred to a 4 year university, spent 4 1/2 years there, failed out and moved back home last month and now I’m starting community college again to do an associates degree program that will also prepare me for a bachelors degree that I can get closer to home. I know I can do the class work, I know I can learn, but it feels like I have run out of gas and can’t get the car started again. I started ADHD meds last month and now it feels like they’re not working anymore. I don’t want to up the dosage because it’ll make my blood pressure go dangerously high. I fought so hard to get this adhd diagnosis and to get meds and now I’ve hit a dead end again. I want to finish my bachelors degree and get my college ring more than anything else in the world but I feel like everything I want to accomplish is just out of reach, just behind the glass wall I can’t get through and it’s killing me. How do I break through? How do I get myself started again and get this class work done and reach my goals. I’m tired of failing. I want to succeed. It’s like I have no self discipline anymore and can’t push myself to do anything to save my life other than doing the bare minimum to exist. I’m so pissed at myself. 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I didn’t even do them when my bosses were off during the holidays. And guess what? I still stayed till midnight trying to tackle the tasks, which would take me a day at most to complete. But nope. Here I am. Back in the same jam. Only this time one of my bosses is frustrated with me. I overheard them talking to the office manager a few days ago asking to have someone else new to assist them because I’m not dependable. Thankfully I’m just on contract which should be ending by the end of this week or at the end of the month at most. Sigh. Another job where people like me and my personality but I’m a subpar employee. And the thing is it’s not that I feel guilty for not doing work. I feel bad of the impression it leaves which I can’t control obviously. And the bad impression my bosses may get is totally fair. I just wish that wasn’t the case :( ",1.8229457572502703,3.920468872448982,3.3637701396348016,89.31957572502688,79.66326530612245,6.77937701396348,21.030075187969924,7.85451343220497,0.8534734693877555,753,21,160,13,19,248,120,196,0.086,0.815,0.099,-0.11199999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,12,8,1,0,14,0,19,0,0,5,2,30,31,10,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,7,3,1,1,4,2,19,4,22,23,5,30,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,6,20,116,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308439568037912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547779311556793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799183635271553,0.0,0.0,0.1135000275989356,0.2464899599594205,0.08997934648730332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476225281254594,0.0,0.16555286218955306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903875270186013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330600816530858,0.0,0.39220574381629664,0.0,0.0,0.09749247807070542,0.0,0.0,0.14104401356955945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492682214226053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711812756500447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260482900335116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806101582497613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647634004585833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629361319378013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211291500857442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781783047685797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255895131001034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002175562985301,0.11226113779272284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233152756708908,0.12888400745674994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838496217425545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125066222289014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573285293521637,0.2357569437146976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689737413311834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098146421148934,0.11864024200843375,0.0,0.13589592270243342,0.0,0.0,0.0980629754009483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607034023539799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021489505656177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368015198088052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973980202120156,0.0,0.0,0.2149180882230598,0.0,0.0,0.10485518264702834,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pixelyns,2019/01/10,"QUESTION: How do you deal with teachers assuming you’re unintelligent simply because of your ADHD diagnosis? / Have you experienced this? Some background before I rant and hope you all have similar struggles and can give me advice: I have always cared deeply about my grades but struggled to keep a strong GPA, however I’m a good student and with my medication I’m able to complete everything I need and get A’s & B’s. I’ve learned a lot of skills and strategies to help improve my... poor school habits... like I’m sure you all have too. Moving on. I have a 504 plan that gets me extra time and accommodations to help me perform my best. However, this seems to just make teachers assume that I am a complete dumbass and garbage student. From my AP US History teacher barely trying to conceal his surprise when I scored an 94% on our first unit test (he actually said, “wow that’s surprising, congrats”) to being constantly watched or placed close to teachers desks, I feel like the majority of my teachers develop a predisposed view of my character the moment they learn I have ADHD. Honestly, some of my interactions with teachers I’ve perceived as ‘rude’ may have truly been innocent, and I’m just over analyzing. But I know you all know what it’s like to IMMEDIATELY have a label stuck on you that’s just a culmination of every over-exaggerated ADHD stereotype on the planet. Have any of you dealt with problems similar to mine? Sorry for such a long post, I just started my second semester of junior year (high school) and I can feel the cycle resuming itself :) The only thing I can do is do my best and prove them wrong, in my mind that’s the closest thing I’ll get to a giant fuck you.",5.962576769025367,6.918655707165108,6.766444147752563,73.77607476635517,66.69470404984423,9.727992879394751,33.35425011125946,9.842372674337009,3.3173446372941697,1346,58,241,29,21,446,183,321,0.102,0.696,0.20199999999999999,0.9909,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,9,2,7,9,20,2,2,18,0,20,2,0,2,5,49,42,16,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,15,0,1,12,0,1,1,0,6,0,2,3,6,41,14,33,37,10,21,0,0,2,1,22,11,1,10,11,156,53,11,0.11392368135555615,0.0,0.11117307931441853,0.0,0.4107423787886488,0.11132490291751013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479362912365713,0.12343626115193378,0.0,0.07747200993127251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944681875296617,0.0,0.09694066195796644,0.0,0.2391117501001235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615278575734085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889362482511886,0.12311102741608965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174503131055168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598561503014312,0.0,0.10238725896099436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152064726339842,0.08138710072343719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690342516309647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053206076714671,0.17856126444519246,0.10928597599457424,0.0,0.0955537788485884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527212844089816,0.1203666241962814,0.0,0.1131519209143784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126060246578836,0.0,0.0,0.12521895182271364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697206860871736,0.0,0.0,0.1008188730304835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968538399390958,0.0,0.0,0.07604494193671732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476612358657358,0.0,0.0,0.11503044217815847,0.0,0.0,0.12108284401602633,0.0,0.08447296620341994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664409326859332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902599959699922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910739532444697,0.0,0.0,0.10900957732803096,0.0,0.0,0.12762059577752385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836750922966176,0.0,0.0,0.2305936952537903,0.0,0.1037118408318593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752823420837736,0.08063576802543262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381955344719022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737172144622284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137166349629344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642981474840177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734670149357682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703616161782006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245576615231887,0.0,0.0733631156583662 adhd,FreezyBallsack69,2019/01/10,"I hate walking Anyone else HATE walking? Like not the actual act of walking, or walking with someone else to talk to. But if I have to walk someplace close such as a friends house, and I am by myself. I get insanely bored. I will either end up jumping, skipping, bouncing to my destination talk to myself on the way there, (I talk to myself a lot) End up sprinting there Bc of the sheer boredom I perceive on a five minute solo walk Bring a tennis or lacrosse ball to bounce ",3.171854838709677,5.110233430107532,4.042674731182796,86.78401209677419,74.91397849462365,5.940322580645162,28.829301075268816,6.6274283507984215,1.4278397849462356,371,16,71,3,8,119,60,93,0.132,0.809,0.059000000000000004,-0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,7,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,11,2,16,6,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,3,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.20507191905391245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693878087712742,0.21531913474131856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35109958499517946,0.0,0.3722534852803424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623580700730897,0.0,0.1097924707260781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149508044708655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247995825800106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266658903741248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865838516424776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805579547964678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067215339220755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680389936949752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shicky,2019/01/10,"First time on Concerta -> feels like im high on caffeine entire day I got diagnosed with ADHD first time in my life as an adult after many years of struggling. I usually have no problem hyperfocusing but I would often not able to do menial important tasks such as paying bills. I got prescribed Concerta 18mg and I tried it for the first time today. I don't think anything really changed in terms of ADHD symptoms. However, I definitely feel like I'm high on caffeine entire day and expect to crash at the end of the day. It is similar feeling to drinking a can of energy drink. Is this expected effects of Concerta? I don't see how it will be helpful since people are usually counterproductive when they are restless. &#x200B;",4.0146488294314375,6.550481869565222,5.394927536231887,75.29081939799335,74.5072463768116,8.593979933110367,30.180602006688968,9.265573868473778,3.1948923076923075,590,27,99,15,13,197,94,138,0.081,0.787,0.132,0.8074,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,4,5,0,2,5,0,12,5,0,2,0,16,20,7,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,5,2,2,0,4,3,0,3,2,4,10,2,19,15,1,25,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,19,62,14,2,0.1291282944820774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037423307366874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399104531220993,0.15690501159187634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626158391501132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660061376120966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498312022710087,0.0,0.0,0.13106250077006334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25299313787459915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436934160275145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958734366838072,0.18449855875809865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295093839637057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655138638302106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655197388370861,0.2728622655112775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948071656722782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120713317004334,0.12617112432369942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091582311759162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952130062531855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355833866225617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272289196417076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289853240557056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068162595705508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134992930151232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421374030778285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274019713210777,0.0,0.0,0.2258872408042084,0.0,0.12239852459384025,0.0,0.0,0.08766963574946675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28443314652795115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172903552830568,0.0,0.15690501159187634,0.08315438800902299 adhd,omonicor,2019/01/10,"Why is sending emails so overwhelming/paralyzing? I lost my job again because of this. I made the mistake again to overthink about writing and sending an important email. I ended missing the deadline for several days. Manager eventually got tired and fired me. I can’t understand why something so simple and stupid costs me that much.",5.4916091954022965,8.712916551724138,5.4731034482758645,73.0405747126437,73.13793103448276,8.694252873563219,37.25287356321839,9.2995712137729,4.399370114942529,272,16,40,7,6,85,47,58,0.27,0.7020000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9387,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,7,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,4,4,1,6,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,26,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681179810938068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647875295500484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236875056675886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885935839067688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715510016176713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29871646235173066,0.0,0.0,0.2589300525155781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116097823257764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30914160124936674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066572703458505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31451532504203905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848746864782437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938451237881975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nauticalobsession,2019/01/10,"If I receive a diagnosis from my therapist, can my GP deny me medication? I have an appointment with a private counselor so that I can get diagnosed next week. If I do end up getting diagnosed and take my documents as proof to my GP, can my GP deny me medication? My counselor can’t prescribe me medication (because he is not a psychiatrist) so I am relying on my GP for that aspect of my treatment but he seems reluctant to prescribe ADHD medications due to his inexperience with mental health. I just wanna know my rights so that I can finally get the help that I need. I’m in California if that helps. Does anybody have any advice?",4.805482695810569,6.30705980327869,7.106502732240436,68.2564389799636,69.81967213114754,10.668123861566484,34.86703096539162,10.746095033038511,4.307800364298725,504,26,89,16,9,180,76,122,0.05,0.8859999999999999,0.064,0.5559,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,10,7,0,0,1,14,18,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,21,0,13,18,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284177758239626,0.1567996871745752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091183248640268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781494679409927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257271117205689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041965621873187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211996219652673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757761229512741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150123353127096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705615116530853,0.0,0.0,0.21510595556478246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818463775656013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465864080725078,0.16170597268374615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897908130420096,0.0,0.0,0.1706510654984025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703199146215933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607678760595671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064597533512722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863064657946379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871135969035147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swoapy,2019/01/10,"Bettering myself Soooo.... With my adhd my pms is amplified like af. I recognized today when I couldn't help but be mad at my bf (now ex, he took all his shit and left when I was at work), so I sat at work guilty for how I am as a person, for being a straight b to someone who just wants to love me. So I sat and thought of all the things ive screwed up since being off meds and ACTUALLY, FINALLY made an appointment to start back up (note I've been making these plans for months... Which is stupid because I work right accross the hall for the behavioral health). I guess now I'm starting completely new. No boyfriend, and I'm getting my life on track. And in hopefully in a few weeks I'll be able to clean and organize my house to feel more... Me. And hopefully less clutter and old food/dirty dishes laying around.... One step at a time! I'm, hopefully, making a big recovery from my current lifestyle. 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Because this is key to getting tasks done it seems, I see it over and over. But I either have trouble breaking things down or I can’t focus on it long enough to get a complete enough list. I would love to have a list of most of my tasks, broken down into smaller parts that could truly be completed in reasonable amounts of time. I could finally see if that indeed worked for me! But it seems I need even that broken into smaller parts lol. Or what is it? I’m not sure but I mostly haven’t been able to reach that kind of level of doing, where I can pick off little things here and there. I’m always feeling like I can’t even reach the lowest baseline level of starting to turn things around. 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I’ve never gotten an official diagnosis of ADHD because my parents want to pretend I’m a perfect person instead of admitting that my learning difficulties have impeded me from succeeding in school from elementary until I had to get a GED because I didn’t graduate from high school. lol. I’ve always been really good at tests and retaining information but I’ve never been able to sit down and do my homework for more than 10 minutes. I end up procrastinating all the time until I don’t have enough time to finish my work. Not only that but I like perfecting my shit so I cant just half ass it and get the low grade. ugh. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I know it’s a horrible trait and I hate myself for it but I’ve been trying to fight it since I was a kid and I’ve always failed and it’s caused a lot of insecurities, not just for me but for my family as well (not that I care lol). Anybody ever find themselves in a similar situation? I would like to go back to school but I don’t think my issue with homework has been fixed.",2.4358520179372185,4.379489121076237,4.685854260089688,81.32671860986548,77.07174887892377,7.868071748878925,24.60291479820628,8.697196308434329,1.8312979372197318,866,30,174,19,20,301,124,223,0.16699999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.139,-0.8895,1,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,8,17,3,1,10,2,16,2,2,2,6,38,28,16,0,2,10,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,9,9,0,1,7,1,0,1,10,8,1,1,8,0,24,9,31,19,4,21,0,2,0,1,6,8,2,1,12,119,33,14,0.13283946450572878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192944434312573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210661520327903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021453485141137,0.0,0.16195540918271958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543868734980344,0.13646272236197346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765633671008467,0.13725867706159886,0.0,0.0,0.12016090084830115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522922472641734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141286396842453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880627491507555,0.0,0.07549572896526653,0.1114194403017003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115146936012526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035218764299964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864988816759904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601019128045126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297973047539342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293536233856588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049079686400784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103039873213343,0.0,0.0,0.14750250484287333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159902965493976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510036251126138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377625201613409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635780136073136,0.10988617776428806,0.14931712385982096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511816503278584,0.0,0.0,0.154919520039932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901892765879277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835215791732601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943863196899387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670871227055697,0.0,0.0,0.09436534423443786,0.1452391009485161,0.0,0.0 adhd,OogleyCat,2019/01/10,"Anyone with SCT? Just watched the whole Russell Barkley lecture that someone posted last week (all I was able to achieve today :/) and when he talked about Sluggish Cognitive Tempo (which is a shitty name and he called it something better) I’ve never connected better with anything in my life. Anyone here think they also have it? I searched on the web and wasn’t able to find much in the way of treatments—has anything helped you? I definitely also have ADHD (there’s high comorbidity), so I’m hoping also treating that will help.",4.008041237113403,6.850577690721654,4.129082474226806,82.73589175257736,76.21649484536083,5.5294845360824745,27.22577319587629,6.742157984588678,1.4580771134020618,424,17,70,4,10,131,75,97,0.092,0.8240000000000001,0.084,-0.1944,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,9,4,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,2,12,9,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,9,6,3,11,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,5,45,11,2,0.34415003415684403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068007312846004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128249869658682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406377057693251,0.0,0.28320615462777043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30437273815585003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570783157734304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727344820789904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067651352395815,0.18180670311736705,0.0,0.17090931834470882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402641054655041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154167342531932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649493675786475,0.0,0.13271486125919174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480030043306435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457986035660105,0.13247175497167976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830738064183634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025872285919157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631069959867085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658513912409,0.13802819929528454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921156114149278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MonsterLinguini,2019/01/10,"Netflix Decision Fatigue (Do you guys go through this too?) Have you guys ever browsed through Netflix for an hour, going through all the different trailers and summaries, and added like 20 new movies / tv shows to your list? None of which are interesting enough to watch at the moment but you want to save it for later and almost never end up watching it. Meanwhile, you go back to your favorite show (The Office, It's Sunny, South Park etc) because fuck it, you know it's already quality entertainment. &#x200B; I'm just wondering because I was recently diagnosed as a young adult, and I seem to relate to literally every ADHD experience that I read on here; therefore, I figured someone would relate to this too lol. 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I’m 15 years old (male) and recently was diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive type). I’ve been experiencing symptoms I found to be inexplicable for my whole life, so it was scary but also equally refreshing to finally receive the diagnosis. Now, after finalizing a 504 plan with the school I attend, things have been getting easier. I’ve always been a smart kid, but my ADHD has kept me from starting my homework and group projects, missing what the teacher is saying, and not being able to finish my tests in the allotted time. Tomorrow I will be seeing my pediatrician about medication. I am slightly anxious about how the whole interaction will go. If anyone on this subreddit has any words of wisdom or experiences, that would be much appreciated.",7.952410015649452,9.155941971830988,8.678826291079812,60.941682316118936,62.38028169014085,11.663223787167453,37.60876369327072,11.429527900616536,4.903819092331768,648,31,99,19,9,218,105,142,0.047,0.843,0.109,0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,9,0,18,5,0,1,0,17,27,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,2,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,3,11,2,14,12,5,19,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,3,12,75,16,5,0.16132058014267942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877519759833346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900800965658046,0.13423164580094166,0.0,0.0,0.10970352641543016,0.0,0.0,0.18224633748369,0.0,0.1127991005260777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373699307328482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780248237190886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534376205172874,0.0,0.13721920305870655,0.0,0.17687968951739785,0.0,0.0,0.08428334486314704,0.0,0.09168220332931297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496122299959062,0.11394549657111913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250270254158977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858918818872055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692788118172556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928461103109626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828860026343078,0.0,0.16326503959912378,0.12855161612779545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418353693745772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767385131517856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717422524370326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406732758693673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36021733327851113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459751161979925,0.0,0.0,0.10388516450890586 adhd,BernYourEnthusiasm,2019/01/10,"ADHD and perpetual boredom I am always bored and have a hard time enjoying anything in the present, whatever it may be. At the same time, I don’t really ever WANT to do anything. I would rather stay at the house in my pajamas 10/10 times if given the option, so it feels conflicting. If I have an idea of something fun I’d like to do, I will daydream about all of the scenarios of being out and doing said thing, and then I’m bored of it without even starting. If I do end up following through, I’m still mentally bored and wishing I was home. And then once I’m home, my brain is all over the place and I’m bored again in a different way. It’s like I’m always waiting for my current state of being to end so I can move on to the next thing and still be bored. Like a dangling carrot. It’s been messing with my sleep. I never want to go to bed...because I’m bored and sleep is boring. My brain is in overdrive thinking about something I want to do tomorrow. And I KNOW I won’t follow through because I’m already bored of it since I’ve been thinking about it all night. Does anyone have any tips for being present and content? It’s certainly not the worst part of having ADHD but is definitely a constant itch I can’t scratch. 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Having trouble explaining to my advisor what this is about My advisor told me yesterday that she didn't believe I was ""truly committed to getting a PhD"". I am having a hard time getting her to understand that even if I want something so badly, it is sometimes impossible to self-direct. When I joined her lab, I disclosed immediately and tried my best to communicate this wouldn't be easy. I asked her if she was okay with that and she said yes, but now I am thinking she really didn't understand what she signed up for. I just keep feeling that the farther I get in academia, the less and less genuine allies I have. I think I am posting here for solidarity? What are your experiences with your advisors in a PhD? After her confrontation yesterday, I asked if we could wait until our usual meeting tomorrow to discuss this further. I'm mad and hurt, but not entirely sure where to start with things to say. Any advice would be helpful.",4.954145962732916,6.681710967391307,5.953105590062113,75.79065217391306,69.76086956521739,9.170186335403725,32.16459627329192,9.606745405546679,3.247811801242237,774,35,137,18,14,256,112,184,0.128,0.7809999999999999,0.091,-0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,0,1,8,8,2,0,6,2,18,0,0,0,2,31,37,12,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,4,30,3,20,26,3,17,0,1,0,0,22,6,0,3,10,107,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556243237466567,0.15901185211977534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221315581038349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30424964661549736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586760853778215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833340431701045,0.17076862970720436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299217444363858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747756093651528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591751387424891,0.0,0.0,0.08227806227367769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400659586749492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576859747328594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907035917191656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419923512254673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463642476095706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584445668333904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424505800866607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478763421858793,0.12940452798381608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697564527677343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527276118549954,0.16093803755202468,0.0,0.11517677073857878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533652924458742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810648803723814,0.20853373098756856,0.0,0.0,0.09488557907788192,0.0,0.0,0.15548960148657884,0.0,0.11047880516870899,0.0,0.0,0.3388025102073137,0.0,0.0,0.1792173191444765,0.0,0.09597873623763896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559434640980484,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Justaanonymousgirl,2019/01/10,"Stupid question but can you ever complete a task? So I had a group therapy session and in the session my counselor gave us all a little activity to do- sort cards by importance. It wasn’t challenging or important and I’m in a therapy session so I just did it, when I went to talk after about the issues I’ve been having, she pretty much pointed out the fact that I had just finished a task in front of her. Now I have an issue with downplaying so I don’t feel I really got my point across to her when I was describing my symptoms but maybe the fact that I could complete that activity does mean it’s all in my head and I’m just irresponsible, irritated and lazy (not what she said but it’s making me second guess things). I haven’t been officially diagnosed (I’m waiting for an appointment), it was mentioned by a doctor and then I started researching and reading this sub and everything made sense but does the fact that I can ever finish a task mean it’s not ADHD? (This feels like a silly question, like there are people posting on this sub of course people are finishing something lol but I was nervous to begin with so this has set me way back and I’m feeling like I’m just making it up or something)",3.0162022825659207,4.956733520661158,4.6051121605667085,82.57139118457303,75.36363636363636,7.584730421094058,26.81306572215663,8.418075326091056,1.9607478945297123,960,37,186,18,21,322,129,242,0.067,0.8140000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.8862,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,16,7,1,1,15,1,20,4,1,3,7,45,41,22,0,1,13,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,17,11,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,14,4,25,5,21,26,3,29,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,6,16,135,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457229056433268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323630454365596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542635599364053,0.0,0.0,0.09681089499463856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306954893746737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410789230681045,0.21221916298596266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193611066721116,0.0,0.0,0.1089746491753836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392793789124695,0.17324676602812422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697734212764728,0.0,0.13357418212088368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444086919732775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531138889080577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771471551606766,0.1215276627617042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473280591963282,0.16187504096136038,0.0,0.12181523918226833,0.2641607845081477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913512838674166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812354446955424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292471254120605,0.0,0.11612714558997142,0.12335819925181955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716628962146022,0.0,0.12128611463831572,0.0,0.07767796998391134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115339656712672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669343121013907,0.0,0.0,0.08582371108212541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602860760201584,0.0,0.09745881097155884,0.0,0.0,0.2773274358145186,0.0,0.08055530586519083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585279250743682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624522707063836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124030255282574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Merick76,2019/01/10,"Getting tested tomorrow for adult ADHD, do you guys have any tips? im on a military base i got the green light from my doctor but he requires me to get checked out by mental health does anyone know what i should be expecting? or any general advice about Adult ADHD testing thank you for your time tl;dr getting tested tomorrow a little concerned, just looking for some advice on the matter",4.9127853881278565,7.058778657534248,5.481027397260277,77.43651826484022,70.64383561643834,7.606392694063928,28.605022831050228,8.344100000000001,2.3769378995433788,314,12,50,5,6,101,58,73,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,10,8,1,7,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,2,3,30,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872218785533518,0.3961602050112421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756914808158212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173542125238844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747623774749485,0.17738772569516018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771358103986114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212098777453635,0.0,0.0,0.2007089301143892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546498159873215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895521440313054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114008733116454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203162762523694,0.0,0.0,0.17022039338203165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427805834399212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662270300460965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819839200347662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ToushiYamada,2019/01/10,"I dropped out of University after years of struggling and I don't know what to do with myself I've been having a really tough time in the past 4 years of university, being in and out of probation. Recently, I failed the last academic probation and I was required to withdraw from my program permanently and I'm feeling pretty lost. I knew university was never meant for me but I feel like one of the biggest reasons for it was because I lacked the discipline to just study. I honestly don't know what to do about my future or career. I'm frustrated and confused but I don't know how to ",4.098065134099613,5.727165396551722,5.81425287356322,76.33381226053645,71.75862068965517,9.293486590038317,30.992337164750968,9.725611199111238,3.1772636015325664,470,21,87,12,9,161,69,116,0.128,0.779,0.09300000000000001,-0.4672,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,1,2,5,0,11,0,0,2,1,26,21,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,2,13,2,20,13,1,15,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,10,65,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560893782102266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589392430371625,0.1829264777619753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221650900886417,0.20871983838685407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509604152552498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795154023761953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974861943590032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351019154114428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444344523318764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050103455936474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403604840220393,0.2632682431378462,0.2528244370920065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26768535647706554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930832923510556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32978337416471576 adhd,the_latest_greatest,2019/01/10,"Help me understand this situation, please, because I don't know what to make of it My son is about 20 years old and has suffered from severe panic disorder for many years, with severe dp/dr. His symptoms are textbook. He was prescribed a very low dose of Klonopin for the past three years, taken once a day, which has improved everything for him. He has had tons and tons of psychological screening tests, by the way. He is majoring in college in Psychology and is a straight A student, same as he has always been. He lives at home still. We are very close. We talk every day, sometimes for hours. A few weeks ago, his psychiatrist, who he has seen once, ever, suddenly refused to refill his prescription right before he went across the country for Christmas. He had a severely horrible time with massive anxiety attacks and called me constantly. He had to be taken to the ER by my mother, repeatedly, and they gave him enough medication to tide him over. Then he was fine. Today, he followed up with his psychiatrist, and she spent a half hour with him and informed him that he had ADHD, which he has been screened for and has no symptoms at all of. She then told him he ""could not take addictive medication,"" but prescribed him Metadate and said his anxiety attacks were all just ADHD, which sounds crazy to me. I am very concerned because she has no follow up plan with him (at all), and his panic attacks can be basically cataclysmic, and school just started up again. Has anyone ever been told that their panic disorder and depersonalization was really a secret case of ADHD that had eluded all prior psychological tests? I am familiar with ADHD symptoms and do not see where she leapt to this conclusion at all, and he is in a state of total and complete psychiatric meltdown now. Wouldn't he have symptoms of ADHD if he had ADHD? I'm just not following this, at all, and I am wondering if anyone else has experienced anything similar? Am I just wrong and the symptoms of ADHD can be so subtle that they would mimic depersonalization and panic attacks, while also not impacting someone's focus, school work, or organization? He has no trouble with any of these. He's not restless either. These are the main ADHD symptoms, aren't they? And can't an ADHD medication increase panic attacks in someone? Thanks. Concerned mom. 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I didn't fail Chemistry with an F like I thought I would. My teacher knows I have ADHD, they specifically contacted her when I got my 504 plan because Chem is the hardest class in the school. But I actually got a C in Chem!! (there's no D's). Not even a C-, an actual plain C. Then in Japanese I got a B, History I got an A!!! Then I got a B in Photography and a B in English. And ofc an A in PE. I did fail Geometry with an F (rip) but I'm trying to do good in second semester so then my grades can balance out to a C- or higher (my counselor said it would balance out). The bad part is: I'm a Sophomore and Geometry is the baseline Sophomore class but I'm in Silicon Valley so everyone is competitive and in advanced courses. But the worst case scenario is that I have to summer school (which I don't think would happen). So yeah! 1 F in a hard class which sucks butttt 1 C in another hard class, then 2 B's and 2 A's",0.3260324483775783,2.3391225398230127,3.4329424778761077,87.22221607669618,84.6637168141593,6.952507374631269,24.01843657817109,8.07648339933343,1.4721657817109146,818,33,184,18,24,294,111,226,0.10400000000000001,0.772,0.124,-0.4449,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,4,8,12,2,0,21,3,16,1,0,0,1,24,32,20,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,11,3,20,6,19,18,3,22,0,2,0,1,4,14,2,1,8,109,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.3453714269387488,0.0,0.2835592180354472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370409433919055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850182462322124,0.07191473282614462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044883164138423,0.0,0.0,0.07791949804839786,0.0,0.0,0.11272745300515435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090633595287222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968483481238474,0.5661186725478453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043223901271734,0.0,0.2113597637937924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464406254592933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483441305737067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057635237625201924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775235132154725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122185380587074,0.0,0.0,0.35818236781785184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755917956414587,0.0,0.09365671620827158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009535170617968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514121097743805,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KillaB33z,2019/01/10,"I hate eating Seriously. It’s such a pain in the ass. 1. It’s expensive 2. it’s constant 3. you have to do it 4. You get angry and useless when you don’t 5. Requires a crazy amount of prep work. Between going to the grocery store, being patient enough to read recipes to know what to buy, and then cooking the shit... just kill me now. 6. It takes a long time. 7. it requires you to sit in once place. 8. you have to stop what you’re doing. Eating sucks and I hate it. 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Hey guys! &#x200B; A struggle I have is getting distracted while trying to do work online. I would be looking for information to write an essay and before I knew it, it's 4am and...I haven't gotten anywhere. Something I found very helpful was the [AdBlock](https://getadblock.com) feature on the browsers. Originally, I thought it was just something to filter out the ads on each website, but it can do SO MUCH MORE. I can filter anything on any website that is no-use to me and decrease my chances of getting distracted. Take Google for example: &#x200B; Let's say I wanted to research ducks because they're beautiful creatures. I would get [this](https://gyazo.com/833fa1b1313b82a8ab18e03f558a3b6f) page as a result from my search. If there is something I don't want to see or has no relevant in what I want to know, I would right click on the subject, and use the AdBlock option to just remove it from my browser so I will never see it again, like how AdBlock would treat an ad. From there, the removal of the distraction will be applied to the same spot for any other search from then on. [This](https://gyazo.com/054ecc6bb3cbc911ef217f5adf1e3c6f) is how my searches are now. [This](https://gyazo.com/20b0e8132df3bf5ab16c6c0005d5efca) is what my WSJ articles look like and pretty the same thing with all the other websites I use. &#x200B; With ADHD, I found this extremely helpful since it helps me by reducing my likelihood to fall down rabbit holes. All in all, I thought this might be useful to some of us on this subreddit. I just want to say thank you and thar I am truly grateful for all the advice given on this subreddit. It's so joyful to see such a supportive community! &#x200B; P.S. I apologize for the bad screenshots, I'm new to *Reddit* and didn't have the option to embed pictures on my post. Btw, I also not sponsored by AdBlock but since we're on this topic: Matt Maier, if you're reading this, please help me with my student loans :) Anyways, thanks for reading!",6.542394957983191,8.840294731092444,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,66.6750700280112,7.564985994397758,30.957282913165265,8.192908349453996,2.3559316526610634,1637,65,268,22,28,490,188,357,0.059000000000000004,0.752,0.18899999999999997,0.9956,0,0,3,0,0,0,96.0,1,1,0,1,16,13,0,5,19,0,30,0,0,8,5,55,58,21,0,10,9,0,0,2,0,7,0,2,0,1,20,11,0,0,7,2,1,3,6,6,0,0,10,8,32,7,49,37,11,26,0,0,6,0,13,15,0,7,9,192,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547252055887123,0.07762872519157782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352885667680673,0.0,0.3442967150931019,0.3861175406642664,0.1080450682889929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537308947638165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632983079570501,0.04842643350336461,0.0,0.06759835229859397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420568651980078,0.0,0.0,0.12451376973351262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865897776836707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299023502539055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365863946463826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123369952818425,0.0,0.07762161917655805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342069165660925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427423783864214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839819992506803,0.0,0.061269717187791485,0.07672451340706009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720224931702583,0.0,0.0,0.07608241989024116,0.08081995182693508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589247897877403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784209203062412,0.0,0.126349179730763,0.0,0.0,0.1899123291250163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142866193342273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347245106108465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830488740739423,0.0,0.0,0.09014858856523217,0.0,0.0,0.059729668046678876,0.0,0.0,0.14627700958144624,0.0,0.0,0.05277700208754233,0.0,0.0,0.1261343972609319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393515446556448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111523572440814,0.2058342862000827,0.0,0.06554705979738218,0.18742519731206897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783391919540586,0.0,0.0,0.2257301359998641,0.0,0.3861175406642664,0.0 adhd,imstup1dho333,2019/01/10,"Is anger a part of adhd ? Hello. I was just wondering if anyone else has a problem with anger in connection to adhd. I stopped taking my Wellbutrin a few months ago mostly for being frustrated that nothing was working. I’ve always had anger issues. It’s been getting worse recently. Would my meds help with this? Is this even connected to adhd? Any advice is appreciated thank you in advance ",3.045416666666668,6.061804930555558,4.4105555555555584,77.69000000000003,83.02777777777777,6.533333333333335,26.055555555555557,7.793537801064563,2.1914888888888893,313,13,49,6,9,103,56,72,0.264,0.638,0.099,-0.9353,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,4,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,14,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,8,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6414264718248643,0.1738479966815575,0.15770321823451658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803230983757068,0.0,0.0,0.12098239812007992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439623532022935,0.18228604861385908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861790173833464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750544634219433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929487092740442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924685604625747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856879763404591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761381517000734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200312712547722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070591199174556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265520748066334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023232125900845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566102800735206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873764945623924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376341176212098,0.0,0.0,0.16379223678828614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293181482912936,0.12951791965605028,0.0,0.1813017388209649,0.12637954519214964,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YoussefAdhoum,2019/01/10,"Concerta no effect whatsoever Hello, soi was diagnosed with ADD about 1.5 months ago and I was prescribed Concerta. But I have found that it makes no change whatsoever in my behavior besides a little bit of anxiety or irritability. I tested 18, 27, 32, 45, 54, and 72mg all that has no positive effect on my ADD. Has anyone found this to be the case? What have you done to make it work? 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Especially if they are making eye contact with me, I get very thrown off and cannot think clearly. does this happen to anyone else? and they almost have to look away to regroup? up at the ceiling, down at the floor....and just end up rambling through somehow? i get very awkward when it's a surprise chat, too. and It's very hard for me to be witty on the fly like some people can be. i literally can't find good responses to things until mins or hours later, at the moment I just CANT grasp an appropriate response. it makes me so sad. I wanna be the funny guy and like not struggle so much to just flow in conversation but my brain refuses to make the connection. what's the deal? :(",3.6463099498926255,5.734647696850399,4.661546170365071,82.2053400143164,74.0,7.137866857551898,26.50608446671439,8.00094639256281,1.6913842519685032,1041,38,196,16,22,339,146,254,0.121,0.779,0.1,-0.6903,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,1,15,11,0,3,12,0,16,2,2,5,1,52,32,24,0,4,13,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,13,14,0,1,10,2,0,4,5,5,0,0,2,4,23,6,40,26,4,31,0,2,2,0,18,17,0,10,13,138,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233471929427716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068446688200837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366993246730733,0.0,0.08460834428030628,0.1239822147263162,0.0,0.0,0.1131217826125616,0.0,0.2273732300980153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507973843810095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423365747917576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474912364340225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589083260980343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108275836583057,0.0,0.214346075652284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195052734023656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059485469729807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896577426420608,0.0,0.0,0.1014918552108735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239624648647439,0.10700284823167014,0.0,0.10839521937687027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191639092736193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734834996267992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161232470710564,0.13537177877963927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231199423699015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217887270463385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790274595095112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166542721266866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310389169601267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164177155483576,0.1355514264810178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962267075508955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101568902893862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315427784874608,0.0,0.0,0.08564678228186776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529979137173188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038923807994347,0.0775340502333407,0.0,0.19212626125788734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430664121538754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952126799956064,0.07137090121142348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sowen1102,2019/01/10,"Concerta and Vyvanse don’t seem to be working for me I was recently diagnosed with ADHD after a very bad anxiety attack about missing work and other things that piled up. I went to a anxiety therapist and then a psychologist I think. She did tests and said it was really bad but I’m glad that we finally figured out why I couldn’t do my work. In middle school it was fairly easy getting high B’s and some A’s but then in high school it started to get very bad. With all of the work and competition between classmates with the “rank game”, I couldn’t keep up. In 9th grade I almost failed some classes in the 9 weeks multiple times but I got through it with average to below average grades. In sophomore year which is right now I was in all Pre-Ap classes which I did last year, but it was much worse. After the first 9 weeks I dropped 3 out of my 4 core classes to regular. Fast forwarding to now which is only like 2 months later, I am 16 and a sophomore in highschool and got prescribed Vyvanse I noticed that while it did help with the ADHD symptoms, it made me very anxious and not feel good about anything I was doing. I talked with my mom and she asked the doctor what we should do and they said that I could switch off of it but they wanted me to take 2 of the 20mg pills instead to see if that changed anything. So I did that and again it just hightened my anxiety even more, making my hands shake even worse than they do regularly with my hand tremors. About a week ago I finally got switched to something else which was concerta 36mg. I started to take it and noticed that it barely helped with my ADHD and just made me super hyper. It’s like I have a ton of energy but I don’t know what to do with it. It feels like I’m not in my own body, only to be there at the same time but not realizing that I’m making the decisions, like I’m in the backseat of the car that is my life. I have looked at many reviews of Concerta and the side effects but all the reviews say that it helps them focus and calms them down but it’s the opposite for me. I’m just tired of taking the medication that is supposed to be helping me only to be making things worse. I would really just like to talk with some people that have had the same experience as me. I have talked with friends at school but they say that it’s not hard to focus and get work done and I try to explain but it always ends up with I’m stupid and don’t know how to do anything. This whole post is kinda all over the place since my dysgraphia doesn’t make it easy to get thoughts out. I read and re-read the rules to try and follow them but I’m not sure if I did still. It’s also my first time on reddit! Thanks for anyone willing to read this.",2.9191404023297096,4.163796156305509,4.061927382378458,89.26067908629022,74.11545293072824,7.226552108719897,24.993556115494236,7.738981096181357,1.1133897228303518,2128,67,466,28,43,694,238,563,0.094,0.799,0.107,0.9006,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,7,11,18,20,2,1,25,0,44,10,3,8,5,99,88,42,0,8,23,1,5,5,1,3,7,4,0,0,44,38,0,1,12,3,0,5,11,8,0,2,23,11,55,12,76,55,14,66,0,2,2,0,27,30,0,8,36,318,99,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517175195718602,0.0,0.06027873186125661,0.0,0.0680931203813375,0.0,0.0,0.05438032849701978,0.05658223092335321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606160278560813,0.07682170840495772,0.0,0.047547839526439636,0.0,0.16787694285179414,0.0,0.063571701022624,0.07736088810078437,0.0,0.0,0.17033383771594193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553371649650732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193597969909123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054293218648076985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901952440117584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960184526068909,0.0,0.06958857276590487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680606108713453,0.0,0.06022865058363482,0.0,0.0,0.0898279613008954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665179693251074,0.0,0.0,0.06876663863072044,0.04857988632662729,0.0,0.1489834155111681,0.0,0.115683132517053,0.0,0.0,0.05253735886180458,0.0,0.14211074157911416,0.0,0.0,0.057035963602120876,0.16315969520798188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091548700314541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231839125111704,0.14369345680085965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060442361423708964,0.0,0.0,0.07474307834306576,0.055429843437640916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803107613851505,0.1661091262340017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057103664540171385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868827043169026,0.18156462644144095,0.06894228169823334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850379468521685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796418810387712,0.05427770288573031,0.0,0.04998851642672852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483904562998793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551533411725221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714329084696881,0.0,0.07104651079762912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512610493728581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405803111514947,0.0,0.08712628901341779,0.0,0.06714272621869884,0.0,0.0,0.05807243264771799,0.1293689352018085,0.10815415637090058,0.0,0.20646175014513354,0.054187946410936064,0.06190550337279796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625108166374872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235044713414306,0.0,0.0,0.09626283304641027,0.0,0.054305639869627734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409008277953934,0.07067901550572263,0.15338473597536853,0.1639697432882989,0.0,0.06260613088842852,0.0,0.07895433446781051,0.09035360813147607,0.04357225767373744,0.0,0.053985151918586737,0.11895568783593267,0.0781570791236869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233635140944353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683236955732953,0.04010871724915707,0.0,0.16363876099716915,0.0,0.0,0.06303755421380032,0.06136027300037295,0.0759206229370996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475274771680617,0.0,0.20789630717840166,0.048305917930327916,0.0,0.0,0.08758075389271898 adhd,venicerocco,2019/01/10,"Anyone try a floatation tank? I recently completed my first 2 hour float and I have to say I'm noticing positive effects several days after the fact. Immediately after the float, I walked out of there and experienced overwhelming ""slowness"", whereby I could ""see"" and notice things I'd normally ignore. Very artistic and empathy inducing. It's a challenge for sure but I recommend it. I particularly think it's important to go in without ANY meds whatsowver; no caffeine, stims, weed. Nothing. Anyone else here done a float?",4.9102197802197844,8.150234142857144,5.983175824175824,68.37432417582417,75.7032967032967,9.354285714285714,35.47362637362637,9.642632912329526,4.639487032967034,421,24,61,13,10,139,70,91,0.053,0.815,0.132,0.6961,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,2,2,15,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,3,7,2,9,5,0,11,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,7,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359765648010221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796270038594469,0.2048779912352452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964948815321305,0.0,0.0,0.1596481586929469,0.0,0.0,0.12895472527965826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462385146400525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703712325372153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700820061699715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136392919120906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969158432409907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210543154692067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959138893722368,0.19186264997677036,0.4553012170604902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974318870266422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590126018455796,0.0,0.0,0.15933860771697742,0.0,0.0,0.2258927468270916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845564807188686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284151804440072,0.12812338043165894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575662716272466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498418974969925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927499212598771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Charlie--Dont--Surf,2019/01/10,"How do you cope with the post-Adderall slump? I am 29 with ADHD. I have been taking 10mg/day of Adderall (Instant Release, 5mg morning/5mg afternoon) for a couple of years. During the work day, its great. I’m energetic and focused and able to excel in all the ways an adult should. I usually go right from work to the gym. But when I get home later that night...woo, boy. By that time the medication has worn off and I cannot summon the motivation to do *anything*. I’ve considered asking my doctor about extended release, but...I sometimes don’t need a long-term effect. For example, if it’s a Sunday afternoon and I just need to get a few hours of work done, then I don’t want or need to be hyper focused and alert well into the evening. I don’t like being under the effects of it when I don’t absolutely need to be. Can anyone else relate? How do you power through “the slump”?",1.613545568039953,3.801707483146072,3.580149812734085,87.00789013732832,80.91011235955057,6.202746566791513,22.81023720349563,7.3871296695380915,0.9878604244694128,684,23,139,10,18,231,112,178,0.025,0.8320000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9559,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,0,14,0,18,2,0,5,1,24,30,13,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,0,12,4,22,23,2,19,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,13,89,17,6,0.15873843844900828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077275546205327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099360701607804,0.16264628903178827,0.13062820945202175,0.0,0.1483990118357558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564106289047446,0.0,0.20474632139249507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247551807612634,0.0,0.1624445353420027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260559645261458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484524149770158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586856480434412,0.0,0.090214712699321,0.0,0.0,0.17500968878594805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922759650551074,0.0,0.15632538644884353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755158283794875,0.0,0.0,0.1404785228200253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991227660665908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708101629699578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896527124766928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202754467692287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556175910336088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699637455743035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935155047124067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256166000032363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482796355391989,0.0,0.0936280437683491,0.1259991837746992,0.0,0.0,0.14272491988573358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466904212696662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222234991702256 adhd,Harpreet_2007,2019/01/10,"How do I take my meds now? I’m prescribed adderall 20 mg once in the morning and then another 20 mg around lunch. I’m repeating fourth semester of nursing school and classes start tomorrow. It’s all good but this time it’s evening classes. Class on Thursday and Friday meets at 4 pm till 7 pm. I know if I take the 20 mg later in the day for lecture, I will not sleep AT ALL. That means taking 5 mg of melatonin to fall asleep but waking up very groggy. Plus I need to study in the mornings. Nursing school is very hard and I’m one of those people that needs her sleep to function. Should I split the meds in half or what? Do you people have any suggestions? 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We recently just formally diagnosed her and have her on medication, but there are moments where she still is combative. My husband is great support, we recently have moved but I still am in contact with her behavioral therapist in the old state, and he is wonderful. I just need other parents to talk to. 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What should I do in preparation? Basically the title. I'm really anxious about the appointment. I'm scared I won't be diagnosed. At this point, if it's not ADHD, that just means I'm lazy like everyone is saying. I'm scared, especially since my family doctor just told me it wasn't ADHD because I was too smart in high school. I was pretty sure that was it. Reading about the symptoms, my life finally made sense. But my doctor really put doubts in my head. Also, it costs a lot of money. If I get diagnosed, I see it as an investment in my future. And hopefully I can get my shit together. But I can't really afford to do all this for nothing.. Anyway. Anything I should know before going in for the evaluation? Anything I should do or think about leading to it?",2.773022190912293,5.270060215568865,5.057942937654103,76.29645297640016,78.5808383233533,8.959351884466361,24.79358929200423,9.478462496947786,2.7339013032758017,684,25,123,21,17,238,98,167,0.10400000000000001,0.815,0.081,-0.5874,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,3,8,0,15,8,2,3,2,24,30,9,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,11,2,0,0,3,1,3,3,4,4,0,0,7,2,18,4,18,18,2,18,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,6,8,86,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30720604523511424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220977043313603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443891458063251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035380825058125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791191137682565,0.0,0.1087570661824924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594493243943909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163831011824645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221281228911118,0.0,0.0,0.12048808135411455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800196526686213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355110822546795,0.0,0.07263748181247283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117013801969116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503849313051228,0.0,0.12694436682201654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024114316750882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027612376492253,0.0624416075756386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865966115284133,0.0,0.24187420234104004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922277619412396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403376385975647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226373335638299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208219505170539,0.1440867961989236,0.0,0.13002892157610546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284845519988917,0.0,0.0,0.12784478684211562,0.0,0.24563545986782315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163980063733027,0.2559206129122711,0.12935074544289835,0.10184818142848076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311953331940907,0.10572591785249018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045960053912505,0.132843735022231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189561514565362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221281228911118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gestice,2019/10/03,"How do I hold down a job? I'm 17 and unmedded, I've had two jobs so far, each lasting for a little less than a month, if it didn't take so long to get a job I'd probably have gone through like 8 at this point just because I suck at sticking to commitments. I don't wanna be hopping from job to job, so fellow ADHDers who are actually able to stay at jobs for at least a few months, what's your secret?",6.153539325842698,3.4158762359550567,7.274016853932586,82.54113764044946,67.53932584269663,10.697752808988763,33.48595505617977,8.841846274778883,2.3798067415730335,311,10,76,4,4,107,65,89,0.037000000000000005,0.907,0.055999999999999994,0.1179,6,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,9,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,15,8,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,5,47,8,6,0.1443393236980853,0.0,0.14085435873157162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798791201718631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541133924635958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8594070410840147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765581352684668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705169026980276,0.14466592164638714,0.0,0.12773575937917495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042054219667715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364473154871343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562220368803176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384651410404315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852520817048772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099854592900332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohshit__imlate,2019/10/03,"I'm in between insurances and being out of meds really sucks Like the title says. Being off meds makes me realize how reliant my brain is on them. I didn't have withdrawals or anything, but holy crap my brain is all over the place!! What's worse is that this is the most horrible time for me to have no meds because I'm working, volunteering for a huge fundraiser event this weekend that is practically relying on me (and the weather) to happen, taking care of the family, going through an interview process for my dream job, AND trying to study for a certification exam on the 11th. And too bad I don't just have $400 to get my meds... FML Anyways, thanks for reading.",5.861076923076925,6.3049109153846175,6.450576923076928,77.7581730769231,66.76923076923077,9.576923076923078,32.403846153846146,9.516144504307137,2.8850769230769235,529,21,101,10,8,173,88,130,0.154,0.732,0.113,-0.8414,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,2,0,9,0,12,3,3,2,1,13,22,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,10,3,20,19,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,2,4,69,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285895351670016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348033568100065,0.09841794734402998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604614529083167,0.0,0.0,0.1646082420735811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219995809035666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435055503580223,0.0,0.0917553135828889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276901400941952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602134410235319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788759348584494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776860950146837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7173347590309057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868007449812333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614929126662212,0.0,0.10342850589376706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839090160170108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138972250116252,0.0,0.0,0.14864075242737734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414233981311966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961342407789004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753695662260308,0.0,0.16453055042879394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Neuroticcuriosity,2019/10/03,"My spouse just said they pulled a ""me"" Apparently going in to do one, simple, cleaning action but ending up going crazy and spending 4 hours redoing the whole room because you just can't ignore the chaos anymore is now ""pulling a neuroticcuriosity"". I told them it was an ADHD trait since it's normally something they yell at me about. Their response? ""Well it's not like I can say ""oh my god I'm being so ADHD right now"". Which is kind of fair and I'm kind of proud of them for seeing things through my eyes, even if it was just a little. Not really a rant. Just thought you all would find it funny. :)",2.9782499999999987,4.714006991666672,3.9383333333333366,88.20000000000002,74.91666666666666,6.466666666666668,22.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6994833333333337,469,13,97,5,10,151,88,120,0.044000000000000004,0.741,0.21600000000000005,0.9711,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,5,1,10,6,0,0,7,0,9,1,1,0,1,16,17,5,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,1,1,1,5,5,14,5,10,10,2,15,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,1,5,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576567884212381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882942941147807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606840325420295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864127235505122,0.0,0.0,0.12575992936955713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740256447925841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642176097062468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750941175433566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965525631104052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302169026346888,0.1908346515543413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865553200091372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902255817425032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219775646010328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260382451811428,0.18111763773750564,0.15141676232267906,0.0,0.0,0.15172719528819448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750400998856276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658216525702095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649583951746446,0.0,0.0,0.15115936717175849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819390124809688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119590348312594,0.0,0.0,0.2125790686995643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525741292737334,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,djscootlebootle,2019/10/03,ever get distracted while having a one to one conversation with someone in the middle of them talking and forget what's going on Am I okay this is happening so often lately what the hell,4.456666666666667,6.559626888888893,6.1344444444444415,72.45500000000001,71.77777777777777,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.3652888888888888,152,5,24,3,3,52,33,36,0.22399999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.048,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502645142824184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230753980390187,0.0,0.22006721528993967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424191811448673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368033400727185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247833666938035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32809198748414753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31123441712500266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheGreyPhoenix,2019/10/03,"""Dextroamphetamine and Amphetamine"" vs ""Amphetamine Salts""?? Generic Adderall question. I had been on generic Adderall IR and it worked fairly well. When I went back to my psychiatrist she put me on Adzenys XR. It didn't seem to help as much and I started experiencing some depression so I asked if I could just go back to Adderall and do XR this time (which is what I'd asked for previously. I'm not sure why she chose Adzenys). My pharmacy just texted that it's ready for pick up and it's $184 for one month. My generic Adderall IR was labeled ""Amphetamine Salts"" and was like $21 a month. This one is labeled ""Dextroamphetamine and Amphetamine XR"". Below that on my insurance's website it says the Therapeutic alternative is ""Amphetamine Salts XR"" for $0 a month. It's all the same stuff right? Why the huge price difference? I plan on asking the pharmacy, insurance and my Dr of course, but jeez. It's always some sort of hassle. Can anyone shed light on why a generic would be so much more expensive than another? I don't know the manufacturer since I haven't picked it up yet. I wonder if I'd have to get another prescription for the Therapeutic alternative? There goes another $80 psych appointment...",3.935202433396263,6.380181823788552,5.052146003775963,78.09417033773863,74.37444933920705,9.081518774910846,29.31172645269561,9.606745405546679,3.0406783721418083,962,42,180,27,21,316,123,227,0.026000000000000002,0.9359999999999999,0.037000000000000005,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,2,2,29,27,15,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,8,0,0,4,0,2,3,4,1,1,2,6,6,17,3,21,18,7,22,0,1,0,0,8,10,1,8,10,109,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272825305105555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261803680853085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472911899546968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37995992820459695,0.0,0.0,0.20834789205684145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816787515867717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668669662761284,0.0,0.0,0.14154530347943828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078147757952596,0.0,0.07699506741138845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080780931321787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445497033057477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661875338268708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244108897484601,0.0,0.1991833138227611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836063161054228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619245182558087,0.15176596727368924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569716810336005,0.0,0.10773726052281098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333375930183595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206850745733847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589177402501896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550894901264332,0.0,0.0,0.1276860765603558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899810394772311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181067255086192,0.12558913367624056,0.366742505687224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469197262916559,0.09862933867379232,0.0,0.0,0.09623943155740837,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Selahe1998,2019/10/03,"Should I be medicated? I was medicated when I was 9-10 and I can’t remember if it helped or not. Lately I’ve noticed that for a long time I’m having trouble focusing on anything. Watching tv or movies. I can’t focus for more than a minute or two. Reading is literally impossible. I can’t even listen to music. I’m unfocused in everything I do. It’s depressing me. I tried to get on medication about a year ago but the doctor was notorious for not prescribing meds unless he absolutely had to. I’ve been trying so hard to get past this. But I can’t. I can’t enjoy anything anymore because I can’t focus for more than a few minutes. It’s destroying me and keeping me from so much in my life. Would medication help with this? I’m seriously struggling.",1.4467724458204358,3.8679310921052656,4.510216718266257,78.65181114551088,83.47368421052632,7.786996904024768,26.704334365325078,8.671277953709913,2.486675232198143,594,27,115,16,17,214,92,152,0.158,0.787,0.055,-0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,5,0,17,6,0,0,0,16,24,12,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,3,15,1,18,16,4,11,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,4,7,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358579641149051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519952229497976,0.0,0.0,0.25224396702278346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342740104142484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200477171991726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687066903667854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122843966775616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377424578440099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014666727094085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372931014269479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054572540866749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362267571956049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288678225553733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082538404000628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563249479676368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024009345232405,0.6175834024843404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266557641742417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449037873925274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630640385788302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533039808712295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736165424000139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022324798306506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936859967169351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208110362128377,0.0,0.14971519831262392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887328684719996,0.0,0.0,0.09869602886553916 adhd,Student99990000,2019/10/03,"Anxious over brining up ADHD to my therapist, wrote out reasons I think I might here, sound like ADHD to you guys? I go to a ""top-tier"" college and was academically successful in high school (valedictorian) and I'm struggling a bit in college but get at least Bs. I am terrified to bring up ADHD with my therapist (only met with her 2 times before) but really think I should. I am afraid she will claim I just want Adderal since it is commonly abused by students. I have put together a sort of list as to why I think I might have ADHD and general things about me and would love to hear how this sounds to you guys and what you would consider relatable here. Thanks guys! (I am a girl btw) &#x200B; &#x200B; * I regularly sit down to start my homework/study/work and don't actually get anything done for hours. I constantly go down separate paths and find myself planning some vacation I cant afford for some random date, getting lost in an internet form. * When I manage to get going on a reading, it's almost unheard of for myself to go more than 3 pages without another distraction break. * This doesn't always mean looking at my phone or going to a different website. This could mean just wandering off in my mind whether I was conscious of it or not * I have been trying to combat this by listening to audiobooks of my readings as I read, but then sometimes it will just be a while and then I will snap and realize I was 100% not paying attention and don’t know what is happening * Paying attention in lectures is difficult, not because of me being distracted by my computer or phone but it's very difficult for me to solely just think about what the lecturer is saying. I often find myself looking directly at my professor, thinking I am listening and then realize I was going off on this whole different tangent in my head * I have been trying to combat this by repeating everything the professor says in my head as soon as they say it and find myself doing this is other situations as well when I need to focus in on what they are saying, but I often forget that I should be doing this and stop * Sometimes I do a similar method as to the one above, but instead of repeating in enllish I translate to my second language I am learning because it takes more effort than repeating the English and I will not forget to continue doing it as much. * There will be tasks that I KNOW I need to do, are really simple, and just right there but I get sunk into the next until (5:00, 5:15, 5:30, and then all of a sudden it's 10:00) * I will often be reluctant to go to sleep even if I really want to. I never have trouble actually falling asleep, I am a really deep sleeper and don't have insomnia or anything, it's just that I rarely make the decision to fall asleep. I would rather continue down my internet rabbit hole or just think, I usually fall asleep by literally falling asleep against my will usually with my laptop out and on my bed * I didn't think this was that odd until my roommate this summer said why do I always do that instead of putting my laptop away and going to sleep, even if I just really *want* to sleep I can never really just put my phone/laptop away * I have a fear of what others are thinking about me and usually assume the worse. I tend to over-analyze each situation and think of what someone *really* means * Something this summer that my roommate commented on was me noticing things in the background that she didn't think was a thing to pay attention to. Like we were ordering something at a bar and there was a person next to me who ordered her drink (all while I was having a conversation with my friend). Since this person was right next to me when they ordered, of course I heard what she ordered. When her drink came out my roommate said wow her drink looks good what is it and I told her what it was because I heard her order it. My friend was like oh I wouldn't have known to pay attention to that. But if someone says anything near me its not like I can just turn off the background conversation and noise, it distracts me from my current conversation and I tune in. I commonly will “eavesdrop” on people just because I find it impossible not to. This is one small example but stuff like this happens a lot. * This might not be ADHD at all but eye contact is stressful to me, but only after one distinct experience. I was touring a college and sat in on a large lecture, during which the professor called on me for a question and I was like me? And he was like yes and I told him I was just visiting and he said with direct eye contact like that how you expect not to be called on. He turned to call on me for the rest of the lecture. I didn't realize that other people were not making eye contact. I know this was just a professor looking for an obvious person to call on, but ever since then I have been super aware of how I am making eye contact with people (this was 3 years ago). I get uncomfortable when I am on a 1 on 1 conversation with someone physically close to me cause then I just really don’t know what to do with my eyes. * I tend to understand most other social norms and stuff tho * I lose things constantly. All the time. It is incredibly frustrating. I will have JUST had something and don't recall putting it down (wasn't paying attention) and then just can't find it again. Its really bad and not just a “quirk” and is starting to really become an issue. People always call me clumsy and I can never escape that label no matter how I know someone or when they met me. I really want to just try and stop having this happen and one time I even started crying after I lost the thing just cause I was so pissed at myself for losing something again but its something I really am trying not to do but can’t stop. Someone once called me the most clumsy person they know but also the more organized clumsy person they know * I am pretty bad at budgeting my money * I will know a deadline and think of it way ahead of time but will go and do things that absolute don’t matter instead of getting started on the thing that does * this includes making appointments &#x200B; And I wrote this long post instead of the billions of things I need to do. Ack. This is really long and mainly was procrastination probably so sorry for the wall :/",4.5619230663224535,5.916442357318072,5.611895412827182,79.30332953595416,70.23466884709731,8.799981625584536,28.541245969112612,9.21480111736418,2.4642099809824805,4965,181,926,101,89,1642,406,1223,0.10099999999999999,0.836,0.063,-0.993,4,0,9,0,1,0,124.0,1,4,6,9,57,35,2,7,45,1,119,21,15,11,10,219,207,100,0,19,58,0,0,8,2,20,1,15,1,9,82,58,4,3,43,7,7,20,31,18,1,6,46,24,149,17,155,133,21,149,0,4,9,1,76,57,1,25,71,721,231,29,0.0,0.042783958054385694,0.07047549961252972,0.0,0.21698354295602887,0.0,0.03200897175079772,0.0,0.036158537172392057,0.0,0.0,0.028876825124103063,0.09013821170249996,0.11737417316267032,0.13163130838125156,0.0,0.037864052318735006,0.0,0.040793557167761056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914534455903432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678522946810791,0.0,0.060299996713090415,0.08804828072224362,0.03988020385265152,0.03072660047912776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03942231867734911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212315648050835,0.041299749892675694,0.0,0.07418898910065334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804327467104255,0.0,0.028830568399584637,0.0,0.03966468773044706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545366954130371,0.0,0.0,0.03159974450452212,0.036952646332525985,0.0,0.106120949904815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155012855106631,0.03266319039024036,0.0,0.0,0.032452970061330716,0.035322106741536984,0.0,0.04063332647280017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650175499529418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055796357479441096,0.0,0.13206038848878526,0.0,0.18469720319091745,0.030287009884712512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726251018556908,0.09579477038876057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411771146823944,0.0,0.0406981309521295,0.0,0.0,0.03815176313015177,0.0,0.0,0.035560671253592614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03768902915034904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875908529446478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113056900830462,0.0,0.0,0.0639116995860167,0.12129184066715175,0.08079478680316386,0.07883576351192642,0.030699081113850613,0.032590313712123,0.0,0.09641372370084014,0.0,0.0,0.1180017843033865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114919702124373,0.036460391009896766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02654470259676901,0.08032440767563934,0.08354982292390464,0.0,0.11520887205650265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04111100619119296,0.0,0.03845553359153658,0.09787516760050753,0.05492593889847205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013536903420896,0.15764750067896055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03458300446623915,0.036736433449728295,0.03893224410832022,0.0,0.0,0.14520044115148034,0.04045100353311527,0.0,0.1083580817280992,0.0,0.30072545398448,0.037126671338636695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167478308599434,0.10304546390848236,0.14357897176635073,0.0,0.036544831673117575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961067502569785,0.08117738150638022,0.10840700016499072,0.03680917840249513,0.1529776870868844,0.13899462809829274,0.07142661330275538,0.040421728335510165,0.10223421125469144,0.0,0.0,0.09056769937272187,0.04136341197854365,0.03774958245490391,0.08267368008454684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027149916890199084,0.0,0.0,0.033244857898586146,0.0,0.08385203150590956,0.19191685033586064,0.2545132311389791,0.0,0.0,0.08422316647937311,0.0,0.0,0.06900851909786247,0.0,0.09806416202117478,0.07855372698833786,0.0,0.03759135542266991,0.0,0.0,0.11930883164476595,0.029794192469060374,0.08519348418569986,0.028662110833158443,0.0,0.0,0.032466856926100116,0.0,0.06516657482479522,0.04031506635690405,0.0,0.034808355037689184,0.0,0.026288210715697514,0.0,0.036798755924313815,0.07695364756447542,0.0,0.13163130838125156,0.023253391293284985 adhd,hypermads2003,2019/10/03,"Is jumping between interests all the time part of ADHD? Sorry for the poorly worded title What I mean is: I have an interest in something for a few months or a few weeks, I spend money on said thing, then I lose interest and move on to another thing I was told this was an ADHD thing but I'm not sure at this point since I was told I don't actually have it, I just show signs (I think I have it though). Can someone confirm?",2.338266452648476,3.607735539325844,4.218009630818621,87.46707865168541,75.62921348314606,7.3329052969502415,23.950240770465488,7.957251820313856,1.1498173354735153,329,10,72,5,7,112,61,89,0.067,0.861,0.07200000000000001,0.1071,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,2,11,16,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,6,1,10,4,9,10,4,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.18082155747372985,0.0,0.4453780664110569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429835759044986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729812865219693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018409853043828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479010010380513,0.1969396599729427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065683494706216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751640227656142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625833447535758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327824954303362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700017049818205,0.14264943290304394,0.0,0.20742300270567984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174638698687403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693060422484748,0.11872979482939608,0.1820517657988535,0.0,0.10804722365857394,0.0,0.0,0.3541153442213452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863277351696585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XsherlockianX,2019/10/03,"Is it possible to have ADHD tendencies? I’ve noticed lately how actually annoying I am. My friends have made comments that I’m super energetic sometimes, poking or messing with their stuff is a common thing for me, otherwise fidgeting has become progressive for me. My best friend said I’m sort of like a child. Not in a rude way. I’ve found that fidgeting with something, especially a pen helps me concentrate in class. I can actually think more clearly and absorb more information. I already have a hard time focusing. I’m glad that I have the close friends that I have where they’re super caring and I’ve told them to straight up tell me if I’m being over the top. I’ve started to be louder the past few weeks too. Not afraid to talk in class and whatnot and maybe a little obnoxious which I hate. I want to contain myself and not be obnoxious. Usually I’m anxiety ridden and I have no idea if this is my manifestation of anxiety or maybe it’s my personality? Idk.",3.1833924349881784,5.5738429893617045,4.990780141843973,77.88388888888889,76.55319148936171,8.645862884160756,28.52955082742316,9.2995712137729,2.891098345153664,774,34,143,21,18,263,113,188,0.098,0.675,0.22699999999999998,0.9808,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,5,3,14,3,1,9,0,15,0,0,2,1,26,29,11,0,3,7,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,2,19,9,16,22,4,19,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,5,8,90,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.2923326930425047,0.0,0.18000974468285302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652889767051178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916677021698584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654232670279216,0.0,0.0,0.15718774337262115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527134845694102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422904187071155,0.3471653170308435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417591351938532,0.14787944481959006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003962124452858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908648033982535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896145329564696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317628029536473,0.150121653483788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172804892383242,0.0,0.0,0.3009537863230901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052864072810128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298457232982606,0.0,0.13078451001632105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885753257940028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247768437635994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531006995001508,0.14813895847847092,0.0,0.10601699335752858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146540056988285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038969167293795,0.13091671553825768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950899604715767,0.09597473097726178,0.0,0.0,0.08733951943884123,0.0,0.0,0.14312382559659534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496452549810822,0.0,0.088345740003991,0.11889056614293644,0.120146678204848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Twaps1595,2019/10/03,"When in college, I tended to be the first person done all of my tests and quizzes. The mental strategies I used to finish as fast as I can usually involved picking out a couple of key words in the question rather than reading the whole thing, then picking the answer based on that. I obviously hated the tediousness of taking tests so getting extra time I feel like isnt something I would use. This definitely screwed me a couple times, but exams were actually where I did well in college, its homework, projects, deadlines, etc that caused me to almost fail out lol.",9.390285714285717,8.157635076190477,8.558095238095241,71.10857142857145,60.14285714285714,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.66124761904762,453,20,76,5,5,142,79,105,0.085,0.826,0.09,-0.1169,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,8,1,7,1,0,5,2,18,14,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,1,10,2,15,9,4,15,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,2,9,58,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.18806959932876324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298399119449303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797934787943286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264881052064085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722228088071853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149368055450037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744641095653933,0.13768116812071945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639298691409434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006896803522868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902738119826816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094154598805119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421919891169298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682780679860656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589358198935935,0.0,0.1927748993307728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836738531271865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490352021402805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803642877859953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475636584432654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33290114864218506,0.2122568768548772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328089356234522,0.0,0.0,0.21516806318056805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690470914391062,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mira_Miraonthewall,2019/10/03,When to switch medication? Right now I’m taking concerta 27mg and I don’t really see a difference in my school life and getting stuff done..I only feel the crash it gives me after it wears off. My classes are through out the day so I can’t always take it in the morning like im supposed to. I can’t take it late or I’m not going to be able to sleep at night. I was wondering how would I talk to my doctor about trying adderall?,0.7534408602150542,2.579243483870968,3.158279569892475,90.82408602150541,81.90322580645163,6.2838709677419375,21.086021505376344,7.3871296695380915,0.6154215053763443,336,10,76,5,9,116,67,93,0.037000000000000005,0.9329999999999999,0.03,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,7,5,2,1,0,9,18,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,13,15,0,13,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,7,46,14,3,0.1972430726417968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412203725108254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272054643416863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060770298626625,0.0,0.2018866427534973,0.0,0.20184814464467693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973202401891072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030513645477348,0.18921352826153354,0.1120977836507259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130563655343416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249877724346548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931861537756035,0.0963630021603467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870164466292453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509926206214716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001224485734438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263589630318638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844450631825536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996205198185753,0.15717719174880962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738551922994568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225796128183178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44490673027010136,0.15853651035467642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339150989484496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139016984538661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011581962451147,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foxi44,2019/10/03,A new lesson learned today The company I work for has two days we work from home. Today I learned that I CANNOT forget to take my pill on these days. Otherwise I have a very very hard time sitting at my desk and so I get up to get food. It took me a few hours to figure out why I was having such a hard time sticking to one task.,2.3858333333333306,2.8873314722222214,3.9565555555555565,92.344,74.55555555555556,6.871111111111111,22.73333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.3805966666666665,254,6,61,2,5,85,52,72,0.061,0.9129999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.3131,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,10,0,10,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,39,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624082753465175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460045201874864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258151906462247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644905829861095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407027927249385,0.0,0.20035073046456456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964868662053322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785848686083418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296408895695593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725892019651165,0.0,0.3856810372563506,0.0,0.22603306020126016,0.0,0.0,0.1987346026409246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357241589850479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357599010033301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962183802401813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonguy43,2019/10/03,"Advice on how to get out words when having a scattered brain A lot of the time when I talk to people I feel my brain is working too slow or it's too scattered and it I think it shows in my words. I sometimes start a sentence, realise I don't know how to continue it because I structured it wrong, so I restart it. Or I stutter and accidentally swap words around in a sentence like a drunk person would. Or use words that sound aggressive because I don't know how else to say it in the small amount of time I have to come up with something to say. I don't know if this is an ADHD thing or not. Maybe it's even quite a common thing in normal people, I don't know, but most of the time it seems people can talk to each other relatively easily. Even with my family it's very rare I have a smooth conversation with them that lasts longer than 2 minutes, let alone others.",3.33874358974359,4.340439011111112,4.363333333333333,88.44115384615385,72.7777777777778,7.094017094017095,24.401709401709404,7.321109707123232,0.8547991452991459,682,19,149,7,13,222,99,180,0.067,0.888,0.045,-0.3818,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,11,4,1,0,11,0,12,3,2,4,0,35,23,14,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,17,9,1,0,7,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,5,17,1,22,21,4,20,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,8,11,101,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735783075622889,0.1411365559230545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958722742078473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857444281998465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760879113610182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32246610542946746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441474187996444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065378491695118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079097045123347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615693810236296,0.0,0.07302878485172554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545937229556544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175025736990413,0.11773075408004426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769074911383526,0.0,0.07056181824907057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279029254627533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451006137930509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151196937615235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30039135077871154,0.12611180546915504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362042366168654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297150703801277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148479486476447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119024040657584,0.14284620947625035,0.0,0.10222918938229657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321767520458565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190742314000334,0.09254571968384086,0.0,0.0,0.25265708799611103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474223587323907,0.0,0.11917091576416487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514767762355816,0.0,0.0,0.10259982334000756,0.15791290987460938,0.0,0.0 adhd,The_ScienceBi,2019/10/03,"My pharmacy consistently accuses me of selling my medication I take adderall, and every month I bring in a paper prescription to the same pharmacy. It has my doctor's handwritten signature and the date he signed it and everything. And a not-infrequent amount of the time, my pharmacist will look at the prescription, look at their screen, squint at me, and then say ""last time you filled your prescription on x date"". I'm standing there like ""cool, I need it filled again."" Then they say ""you're a little early..."" And in my head I'm screaming ""Last time I filled it on the 8th! Today is the 6th! Last month had 31 days! So yes, I'm almost out!"" But I just smile and say ""I'm almost out, so I need it refilled"". Then they have the audacity to say ""You're just a little early..."" and give me side eye like I should be ashamed. And in my head I'm like ""Lady! You're holding my doctor's signature saying he's okay with me filling my damn prescription. You're not my doctor!"" I'm just sick of being penalized for being on top of my refills. It's hard enough to remember to call in on time every month, but when the pharmacy then makes me come back because they think I'm dealing drugs on the side? Ugh...",2.944411764705883,4.713463567226891,4.222428571428573,85.98507142857143,75.09243697478992,7.9532773109243715,24.50504201680673,8.697196308434329,1.6563186554621847,931,30,192,19,20,306,113,238,0.049,0.892,0.059000000000000004,0.3104,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,4,1,9,9,1,1,13,3,9,9,3,1,0,30,26,18,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,13,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,4,0,0,1,12,28,5,24,20,3,49,0,0,4,0,16,19,1,2,26,107,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613983502648585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682609004585427,0.0,0.06883306555642621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530073181415346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726787055190522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282202883217452,0.11641231732115195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467255513474399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094770079737345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667329376705313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027463749911624,0.0,0.10148238659101858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832013453044248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115132119297636,0.0,0.23177053546244897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761269181159644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549641223335446,0.2263447021341197,0.0,0.0,0.1896434354337706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537287621747425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375184998166853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038746441908706,0.0,0.0,0.16745283152880014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791278266856038,0.0,0.0,0.4489800684374181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848994208098139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235256004489901,0.0,0.0,0.26337090024200355,0.0,0.10703197366019224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Impsterr,2019/10/03,"Need help with Adderall Hey all, Just switched from 25mg of Ritalin IR, taken as needed up to 3 times a day. Now I'm on IR Adderall 10mg. Any idea how often I can take Adderall, or if I can take more? I took a pill and the effects aren't enough to get me through the paper I need done by tomorrow. With Ritalin, I know I can reap 4 hours after, but have no idea with Adderall. Doctor said it varies between people and it could wear off after 4 hours or after 14. But internet says Adderall has a half-life of 10. I'm confused, but need the focus tonight for this paper, but also don't want to OD. Any ideas?",2.1439534883720905,3.2827411085271336,3.802240310077519,90.7787093023256,75.89922480620154,6.4003100775193795,24.527906976744184,6.742157984588678,0.7283916279069769,469,15,105,4,10,157,85,129,0.065,0.919,0.016,-0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,0,9,5,1,2,1,28,23,12,1,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,7,0,20,18,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,10,63,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959819575208753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041079664631535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293905971669513,0.0,0.0,0.1045143836799684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587383372087627,0.0,0.1658422029561365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744984430573626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466892447447097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862445672732024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31919013356852705,0.0,0.0,0.5488332663004962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906316278274325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806575637443836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235102112187297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415482999005728,0.12887549520343566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436957822521854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449766698160768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800530562310669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558635508621936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goodnoodle72,2019/10/03,"Confused and possible discriminated on 30% of my grade. Does this sound like discrimination? I(F21) missed the midterm after a breakdown with my life and my therapist told me to take a day to calm down and readjust myself. I took her advice, emailed my teachers and the dean of students and I was given permission to miss a day of class. I missed my midterm but my teacher said it was okay because i could reschedule it with the office of disability. I prepared for it. Read her powerpoint about the midterm and the lay out. It said multiple choice questions, financial ratio questions, and short essay questions. It also stated it would be open note and open book and to come with my laptop fully charged. She had told me she would have to rewrite the exam but didnt tell me anything else. I thought that meant changing some questions, switching up the order, things of that sort. As I'm going into the exam, the proctor informs me that I'm not allowed to use anything besides my test. I let her know there must be some mistake because my exam was online and in class she stated it was open note and open book. They contact my teacher and she says to just do the exam with no notes and no book. I get my exam and its a 15 page case and I have to do a case analysis and a financial analysis (mind you, I wasnt allowed a calculator or any of my formulas from my notes) and told to write 4 pages in the time span of 2.5 hours. Seems like a lot of time and very doable.. Except they usually take me 6-8 hours to complete and we usually work in groups to finish the entire thing. I rushed and tried my best with 4 mins to spare but when I get out and talk to my classmates.. They all felt so bad for me because they were allowed the book and their notes and most of them still failed the exam. It was my midterm so now I feel even worse about it.. But when I told my BF he said that was discrimination and i should talk to the dean of students. He said it was unfair that she wrote a completely different exam and didnt let me know in advance so I studied all the wrong things and focused on my notes instead of memorizing the formulas. TLTR: I missed my midterm and when I did a make up exam, it was in a completely different format/information and was not allowed to use my book, calculator, or notes. 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Meds."" *Goes upstairs to get food.* *15 mins:* ""Oops, I'm upstairs. Let's go downstairs and take my meds."" *Goes downstairs and watches another short video, this time with food which leads to about 5 more short videos.* *35 mins:* ""Why am I having such a difficult time focusing today?"" *Drinks water.* ""Oooooohhh!!!"" *39 mins:* ""Am I forgetting something?"" *45 mins:* ""This has been a nice break from work. But it's time to get back to it. Oh! Right! Meds!"" *Puts dishes away.* *52 mins:* ""Waaaait a minute..."" *Takes meds. Promptly goes on Reddit to tell* r/ADHD *how long it took to take his meds. Finishes typing. Edits. 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I'm currently taking vyvanse 70mg in the AM with the adderall booster in the afternoon because my metabolism and tolerance makes the vyvanse only last about 5ish hours max. The adderall booster works but the up, then down, then up, and down again, with my focus and motivation is getting tiresome. My doc won't do vyvanse 2x a day and I get that, but the combo I'm on now just isn't very smooth. I've tried timing the dose better so I dont feel the slump but I still end up with an intense ""it's on"" feeling after the adderall and the fade out is a bit abrupt and leaves me cranky and anxious. Has anyone tried a vyvanse and mydayis combo? I'd just like to find something smooth that last for the whole day without a crash at the end. Vyvanse has been my staple for the last 6 years which is why my tolerance is pretty high, but it just doesn't last like it's supposed to.",5.269307692307692,5.566160405128208,5.754679487179486,82.74740384615386,68.02564102564102,7.730769230769233,32.66025641025641,7.1686216300943375,2.0504102564102555,769,32,150,6,12,248,106,195,0.013000000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.153,0.9758,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,4,1,0,19,0,13,1,0,2,0,28,22,16,0,0,9,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,4,9,3,22,20,2,33,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,23,94,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558106317954672,0.0,0.10867371201815104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474296809154203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745690928516746,0.1696790647088294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046688603029805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821518104764764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753130781106547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717067184210626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205163204997212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624017196035463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421041943016065,0.0,0.0,0.15305800473361425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067541998078621,0.0,0.16456799683269085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151861329791043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037444714791324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820438590668078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811864643237186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965038732651125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411910881611518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685696477052593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958725842387356,0.0,0.0,0.09062701405262084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165611990518565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823828941370016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024293645749528,0.1735215731246242,0.0,0.14981993259167484,0.0,0.11314806324852435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008578435595836 adhd,Ronald-Ray-Gun,2019/10/03,"M26 freshly diagnosed with ADHD combined presentation. Day 3 on meds. This sub is such an eye-opener. I've been prescribed about 9 different antidepressants/mood medications over the past 7 years or so, and I'm beginning to think I was misdiagnosed from the start. I never even considered I could have ADHD because I did ok in school, I didn't get in trouble often, and I never felt that I was unhealthily ""hyperactive"". Well, at the beginning of this year I decided to quit nicotine. I'd been using it daily via e-cigarette for 5 years or so, and I just decided I didn't want the lame (and potentially dangerous, but definitely unhealthy) habit. I made it about 3 weeks, nicotine cravings gone and everything, when I noticed my moods were destroyed! I was tired, I couldn't focus, nothing got done, I was shutting down emotionally, and everything just sucked. I told my doctor how I'd been feeling, and she mentioned ADHD. Fast-forward to now, after finally getting tested, it's so clear to me now what ADHD actually looks like. And reading all the posts here is reaffirming all of my suspicions. Disconnecting emotionally, time blindness, lack of motivation, being scatterbrained, not being able to take control of what I focus on, never finishing anything, complete inability to plan for the future, nearly EVERY SINGLE POST IN THIS SUB'S TOP OF ALL TIME. The clarity is just outstanding. And it's so hard to explain to others or to imagine what a non-ADHD brain feels. So, I'm very grateful to have found this place. I'm only on 10mg adderall xr at the moment, so we'll see how things go. But I really think that I'm having a breakthrough here, and I hope I can start to ween off other meds soon. I'm already down to only 1 cup of coffee a day! Idk what this post was even for but I wanted to get it out there. TL;DR I've been misinformed on what ADHD is my whole life to a point that I never even considered my glaringly obvious symptoms could be caused by it. But I've finally been diagnosed and prescribed and it's like seeing a new color that everyone else can see.",5.80506523855891,6.768424650632911,6.884873417721523,72.76063047711784,67.0506329113924,10.127555988315482,32.66066212268744,10.214889679676881,3.4978120740019474,1647,69,289,40,26,554,213,395,0.083,0.7959999999999999,0.121,0.9447,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,0,5,26,11,3,0,14,1,31,9,1,7,9,59,65,28,0,7,11,0,4,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,24,14,0,1,11,1,0,2,8,5,1,0,21,10,30,5,44,37,6,53,0,1,6,0,5,19,1,5,31,196,54,5,0.07830602764923462,0.0,0.0764153872053647,0.0,0.5646517684019292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641264871366001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443918864935724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047734627644702016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741542421475086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044186078381615,0.0,0.0,0.08210238015570101,0.0,0.0878268685052974,0.1250419825169044,0.0,0.0,0.10100181947543888,0.0,0.0,0.15895793947008086,0.0,0.08181313230504944,0.0,0.08014953740949034,0.0,0.08013425355727005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541463809093279,0.17616748280442318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551611782217515,0.0,0.06597620560575929,0.07482476514993631,0.14075281689864294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918776082465122,0.0,0.07518606656823157,0.1715608514426876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585851752880598,0.0,0.0,0.12273500245386515,0.0,0.04450312007617537,0.0,0.06262848370285537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014681990239505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777555414516274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530986311301536,0.07651273943835704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575734134833973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409505672224509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396068777601584,0.07888508464467217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415777437462721,0.0756284494593743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513674545468517,0.08915193148751033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911052526398075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475196390291165,0.0,0.0,0.08181313230504944,0.0,0.07402450687345928,0.0,0.22498658610794872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328809928442751,0.0783272183724127,0.0,0.05016484645253398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924988054031945,0.18719929716258987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108508188180814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138994557004046,0.05887638748684178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520230452791337,0.10035068131762907,0.0,0.0,0.091321748885324,0.09000125950078038,0.0,0.07482476514993631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763126593930231,0.0,0.0646106736812585,0.09237384789347346,0.0,0.06281237203344138,0.0,0.07040652303252436,0.0,0.0,0.08742588340090555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127954332642826 adhd,somehowenergizeme,2019/10/03,"Guys my meds do nothing?? I'm on 40mgg of vyvanse right now. It's all pretty new I'm still figuring out dosages and stuff, but everything is the same? I suppose I am being dramatic and i do feel slightly different and maybe I can focus a bit better but honestly I can't tell. I only see a difference if I really look for it and then it seems like I'm imagining it. I guess my main question is how are meds supposed to feel, and what exactly are they supposed to do? I know theyre not magic and most of the change should be in other areas of my life, like organization and whatever. I supposes I'm just disappointed. My life is the same.",1.225670665212654,3.4793760000000016,3.822644492911672,84.3222328244275,82.89312977099237,7.712322791712108,24.62431842966194,8.634040054169528,2.018827262813524,500,20,103,13,14,175,84,131,0.033,0.831,0.136,0.9226,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,1,2,28,25,12,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,15,4,9,22,6,9,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,5,6,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577724111791142,0.1947568536565204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887141060955421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727614145929603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603263976602563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039977758939904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651788376386767,0.17663521324909398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803907081923648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520057872625678,0.17430573909015498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980357609023132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921781465690906,0.0,0.3963045432435407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722912141955028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117105001656918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567445298623435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148785848413565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983883342419548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114281892158596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523450054027154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215459233152175,0.16240053698107518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246334486319226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421510395231246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592166456838244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,B4Boss,2019/10/03,"Proper medication? Diagnosed with ADHD at 30. Hi, I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I wont go into my symptoms because its a long list. I’m taking “Amphetamine Salts” 10 mg right now. I was instructed to take it twice a day, early in the morning around 8-9am, then again around 3pm. I have been doing just that. The medication is definitely working, but I’m not sure if it’s the right one for me, and since I never tried anything else I don’t know how or what to compare it to. First, I can feel some effects around 30 minute mark, at 1 -2 hour mark I notice that I am not overthinking as much, and that my focus is somewhat better. At 3 hour mark I start to lose the effect and at 3-4 hour mark the medicine wears off. Then I have a big gap around noon to 3pm before i can take another one. And It’s same thing. Effect is very mild and at best I get the benefit of the medicine for 3 hours max. I will see my MD again in two weeks which I will discuss it with her. But in mean time I would love to get some input from you guys. Have you experienced what I’m experiencing? Did you take this medicine? How did you react to it? What other medication did you use? Is my dose too low?",1.319933380084148,3.1253104112903216,3.3652173913043484,90.14065217391304,79.96774193548387,6.571107994389903,21.26647966339411,7.586124646067393,0.6373683029453017,914,26,208,14,23,310,142,248,0.036000000000000004,0.872,0.092,0.9449,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,5,0,8,11,7,0,0,10,0,22,9,1,7,2,37,39,14,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,17,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,5,6,5,27,5,29,29,6,38,0,2,1,1,10,18,0,5,19,137,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575370302600717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123517877776921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817192226684588,0.3815301651022229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531512836121782,0.0,0.09117324440344604,0.0,0.11244298105302306,0.09476181562543297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910022272360831,0.0,0.0,0.21750160696341667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895066264141287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054176171660925886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911382229859014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195859044377006,0.0,0.06089346756583941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609125756382863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220683994712367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888456849730332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482072399375524,0.0,0.11986882259775268,0.0,0.0,0.09670333167116174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167132642137831,0.0,0.3238145776082628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876454341624944,0.0,0.08263750091152329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219862840891672,0.0,0.0,0.14520963005215978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057936212627896,0.0,0.0,0.18300397649419708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853813868226634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863217155903275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583839884475004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098371523066248,0.11136558520551773,0.3222414415606886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118295559859028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477618920714975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274501304862137,0.0,0.10466594688937607,0.0,0.0,0.09253963074639092,0.0,0.08840656465169963,0.0,0.0,0.08594595463430059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800347005975118,0.0,0.0,0.07611335246690172,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bobbiedot,2019/10/03,"Alright, I'll walk it there myself So even after my psych office made attempts to get my records from the cardiologist, radio silence. So I finally had enough. Had them print it out today and now I'm on my way to deliver my records. Sucks that I have to walk it there myself but oh well. Finally, finally, FINALLY gonna get that sweet Attention Elixir!",2.1448529411764703,4.843022308823528,3.8632352941176498,82.50455882352944,83.26470588235293,7.51764705882353,26.14705882352941,8.472884824447931,2.3263470588235298,279,12,52,7,8,93,47,68,0.025,0.853,0.122,0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,9,3,7,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,7,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653686018698014,0.0,0.13202357805517426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8758664140569379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886557271963666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913805534573874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946964695732368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586611164831159,0.0,0.0,0.17972255423118766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GiorgioBroughton,2019/10/03,"Scared to bring up I’m ADHD at my new job. I’m a month in into my new job and love it. I am scared to bring up I’m ADHD to my manager or HR as i dont want that on my record. How do I approach it?",-3.7888235294117654,-2.5644370392156866,0.9132352941176478,103.65455882352943,95.86274509803923,4.184313725490196,12.42156862745098,5.46131890053228,-1.5151725490196082,145,2,46,1,6,57,31,51,0.14,0.777,0.084,-0.2076,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,10,10,0,12,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291933866407342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25803285968567685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369614765772301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870837034513372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757343648679912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252753027841981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44084905866538937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129859584630718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaithegay,2019/10/03,"My brain is screwed up This happens especially when I’m at work- but whenever I’m completing a series of tasks (like a routine), or when I’m washing dishes, I freak OUT if the system is deviated from. I work in a restaurant, so I often wash dishes as my closing task. If someone else comes in and tries to wash my dishes while I’m doing something else, and they don’t do it exactly like I do, it screws up my entire flow and demolishes my rhythm. Idk if this is an autism thing or if it’s an ADHD thing, but it makes it really difficult for people to show me a new way of doing things, primarily because I already have my routine pat down flat, and doing anything else is unspeakable in my mind. It. SUCKS.",7.031418581418585,5.530150503496508,8.055464535464537,73.69440559440562,64.94405594405596,10.96863136863137,35.11388611388611,9.957137785484203,3.2831046953046954,554,21,110,10,7,190,87,143,0.127,0.85,0.023,-0.9305,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,3,0,7,0,11,9,1,1,1,19,19,17,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,7,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,15,19,0,18,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,7,7,75,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330265026031285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397015049548326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956070203100028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819780568036405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645316690657115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702508844404587,0.2032973054230159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859281655618965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146246828410586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894565508192665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942774674796426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578068651733035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726692160755745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442375925742409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421537708674266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164288290773261,0.14927137618418984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38644963416738576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164332877039725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390640584266896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823186366725731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,incremental-changes,2019/10/03,"How do you guys deal with cramming night before the exam? Because I can't help myself… (Sugar Pie, Honey!) Wait. I am posting this while doing so called ""cramming"". That's quite *self-destructive*, isn't it?",1.4442982456140356,4.130054657894739,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,94.52631578947368,3.5859649122807014,19.491228070175442,5.46131890053228,0.0763017543859652,159,5,27,1,6,50,35,38,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728636552156016,0.0,0.2893505829259137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472207644179328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505682329325128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366949089098863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279228951835191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31910625642335344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256661116296662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616763813550768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35473782689136474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drewnyp,2019/10/03,"How would an adult know they have ADD/ADHD? There are levels to how bad peoples ADHD/ADD is, right? How would I know if I had ADHD/ADD. I know visiting a doctor would be the top option but, the doctor doesn’t fully know what is going on in someone’s head.",0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,85.66666666666667,4.340740740740742,14.555555555555555,5.46131890053228,-0.8346444444444439,198,3,42,1,6,67,38,54,0.055999999999999994,0.915,0.03,-0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,10,3,1,3,0,13,15,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,0,28,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6521437131461102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102629145451665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702743521452115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027976235873772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856338922770468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39762516075774895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539862564688156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544695567739128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325806975379902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854734540321333,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,riiitz,2019/10/03,"Forgot Lunch at Home....Again My first class started at 10:45 this morning, so I had plenty of time to make myself a cute healthy lunch box. I even kept it beside the door so I wouldn’t forget it. That was at 9:00. By 9:30, I thought it’d be better to refrigerate it, so it wouldn’t turn bad. Idiot. I left for school, arrived, met with my friends, asked them if they wanted to eat together later, while simultaneously remembering that my lunch box was still in the fridge. Dumbass.",2.779247311827959,5.108211655913983,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,77.60215053763442,6.2838709677419375,22.161290322580648,7.3871296695380915,0.7548838709677415,376,11,76,5,9,120,69,93,0.127,0.755,0.11800000000000001,-0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,5,5,1,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,0,11,16,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,11,3,11,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,47,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522353992800852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252796075195978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238624518623671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27608240907563164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178206586584681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949976680681766,0.0,0.0,0.2084540994885812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706408613113071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931487395931875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009989236129634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056414926209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730615517397682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097250615216632,0.0,0.21547016259327825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419855266315366,0.15732805076929585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934751865631973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914059474911293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dowhatna,2019/10/03,"So I told my doctor I think I may have ADD/ADHD, ready for a discussion. I did my research and everything said if you think you might have it to bring it up with your doctor and see what they say. My lovely doctor told me he’s not a psychiatrist and I need to find a psychiatrist to diagnose something like that. Okay, fair enough, but my insurance doesn’t cover other types of care without a referral and he didn’t find it necessary. I was “diagnosed” as a teen (I told my doc I couldn’t concentrate in school and she wrote a script) but the meds made my heart feel weird so I stopped taking them and that was the end of that. I honestly fully expected him to accuse me of being a junky because of there’s a huge drug problem around here but he dismissed the subject entirely. Not really sure why I’m posting this. Has anyone been dismissed by their doctor? What did you do?",2.0288825396825416,4.372944577142857,3.507952380952382,87.22865873015877,80.37142857142857,7.088888888888889,22.865079365079364,8.167268648758528,1.4058698412698405,691,23,139,14,18,227,110,175,0.08199999999999999,0.799,0.11900000000000001,0.6608,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,3,0,5,8,0,0,11,1,15,9,1,1,1,30,31,13,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,12,4,27,6,16,15,1,8,0,0,1,1,20,4,0,3,3,96,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568988766307526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128542601295,0.0,0.0,0.11621950879225702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958366419399768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331070949382365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650163183405658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345045460899565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513995891798738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115630869487876,0.13489575332008338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733227498700402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601132633369458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864545540416796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470548092954384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378141469278722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782883486956715,0.12353204379238172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501452762939787,0.0,0.0,0.13849569665066508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096803112029041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503331997783798,0.0,0.0,0.1249212239204708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363535008877396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241854359772958,0.1038206818408532,0.0,0.13212621929889962,0.10403353385044116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050578356880607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091478344165744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230442974487249,0.0,0.09815932127059443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730569227572994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742458636575238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780343159430567,0.0,0.0,0.12584806498169693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hockey1611,2019/10/03,"Sex on Dexedrine I’ve been taking Dexedrine ir 5mg for 2 years now. I started taking 2 pills one in the morning and one 4 hours later. Then went up to 2 in the morning and 2 four hours later, I never had any sexual dysfunction whatsoever. I stayed on that dose for a couple months then asked my doc to add a pill in between my regular doses to keep me from crashing before my second dose. I stayed on this for all most a year. Then out of no where I can’t get hard while taking my medication. I figure it’s just my anxiety. But on top of that I feel weak and extremely shaky now, which I never had before. I did abuse it quite a bit but it doesn’t seem to make sense to me. The doctor said I’m normal. Does Dexedrine change the way it affects you physically after using it for a long time? Does anyone else have any problems like mine? Thanks. I’m 22 years old by the way",1.1807103825136591,3.169728737704922,3.0121584699453585,91.57484972677601,81.29508196721311,5.815300546448087,19.456284153005463,6.937597516519254,0.19530382513661199,681,17,150,8,18,227,112,183,0.094,0.856,0.05,-0.5583,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,10,0,7,9,0,3,3,22,23,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,4,6,3,18,2,24,17,3,37,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,3,22,90,27,1,0.0,0.1585459837914179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199423748621427,0.0,0.10236623011883232,0.0,0.0,0.09356484226238557,0.13710676485734202,0.0,0.0,0.125096665543044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772923885801105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608864121673762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155592894589775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480610350987553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696280920116452,0.23420051850547965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178321030148324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765964300880625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991153148108185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986975621923653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355680327739545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893873767767572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537405000614058,0.0,0.0,0.11841989085916126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932091238328467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480206057591831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680789620407513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640896687228236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311078823083739,0.0,0.0,0.1404137555368529,0.0,0.181349686210036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804053310420954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232611216131574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272863723816429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181791467157192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947132075760179,0.2852527357696737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183114038257625,0.0,0.0,0.12319661249754164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802717066596745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155710746719927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242833838819825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404556916494774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25851267391349314 adhd,darthmynuts,2019/10/03,"Significant other bore you? So I’ve been married to my wife for 12 years, together for 15. Past few years I’ve been looking at other women, talking to them. I’ve not acted inappropriately, but I guess that’s debatable. Anyone else been through this? This isn’t a situation where we have a bad relationship, it’s a literal boredom. I know a lot of couples go through this, but I feel that this is beyond typical relationship stuff...???",4.128728222996518,6.2684390853658565,5.9590592334494765,73.20353658536588,72.78048780487805,9.075958188153312,31.22648083623693,9.606745405546679,3.2657017421602785,343,16,62,9,7,118,57,82,0.133,0.8490000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,2,7,0,9,8,2,8,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,3,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443902296813853,0.2409633993956653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636034031821686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021539033875385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964575736115734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891096400868847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365471771251436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590705079082325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292453968337548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748680273190206,0.0,0.0,0.19993639613793296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450004891338732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049774039663494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643452591644032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26921779173558125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902383123472374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028884959730597 adhd,uendibegin,2019/10/03,"Spouse Question - Anyone ever get embarrassed by things their SO says in public or hear that they've embarrassed their partner after a public outing? My wife is the ADHDer and she has a special skill for saying inappropriate things at family functions or social outings with stangers. When we were younger I thought it was cute and fun, but as we get older (later 30s/early 40s) I have a hard time not getting embarrassed or letting it cause anxiety out of fear of what she'll say next. Anyone else experience this anxiety?",6.278030075187968,8.137997705263157,6.347067669172933,73.72947368421053,66.6842105263158,8.796992481203008,31.46616541353384,9.23628265651192,3.0383533834586465,422,17,67,8,7,134,77,95,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.8782,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,1,3,7,0,4,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,15,12,9,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,9,3,10,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,4,7,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28681003581966824,0.0,0.0,0.26215027875486363,0.1920730894075327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257121988788076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659728073109794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956668355043802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833701002449112,0.17671891747265744,0.2109426032575699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938175337465334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792573603142422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127902724150413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168872088252287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936393349627235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099960975473753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472228789495705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109003839969285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490778108330569,0.0,0.0,0.14882087982369455,0.10930839002098032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GebaHexed,2019/10/03,"What's the most impulsive thing you've done? So for those of you who weren't diagnosed until you became an adult, what is the most impulsive or unusual or just plain ADHD behavior that you finally understood after diagnosis? Here's mine. I moved to Oregon from Indiana 2 weeks before Christmas. Only had $900 saved and drove a car worth $450. I was just like, I have to go! And I moved. Wasn't even sure where I was moving to when I left. I thought I might head to Washington, but fell in love with PDX",2.00205882352941,4.183784696078433,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,79.49019607843138,8.00156862745098,21.964705882352945,8.841846274778883,1.5924988235294115,397,12,83,10,10,132,76,102,0.016,0.86,0.124,0.8771,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,9,3,1,0,1,15,14,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,9,0,12,4,11,4,2,15,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,5,6,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454917787469362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381797033326465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732885022338648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903822368262692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349178228625132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237668290840707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160908445027172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963904194196792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193898934262266,0.0,0.0,0.0997955707533685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436085000075447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669724888842104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513172211936421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535586542459473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252122191061025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570732231178784,0.0,0.0,0.16216685892180316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638523614097068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TreeSpokes,2019/10/03,"Any ideas or tips for budgeting??? I just spent 150 bucks on an art piece I liked that was hanging in my barbershop.. this is money I definitely should not have spent. I have in the past been good with saving. But randomly it seems like bad habits are coming back. I know a lot of us struggle with this, it doesn't help that I'm also dyslexic. Are there any things that have helped you tighten your wallet?",3.0065357142857145,4.982716725000003,3.3221428571428615,91.60000000000002,75.5,6.571428571428572,21.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.5617321428571431,318,8,67,4,7,98,64,80,0.095,0.765,0.14,0.5862,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,16,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,1,5,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,7,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651266493710574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35122110097437753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985689181087288,0.21561776551614256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224489875339482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659760369736006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461826903673217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915190286719354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419207342143519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523238772332002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954453180692526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651718787268026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508998251987603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699662043705145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156171098650727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106282617387293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Foodie_andtheBeast,2019/10/03,"Please help this exhausted, burnt out mom try to find ways to help. I feel so helpless and hopeless. I’m at my wits end with my stepson. He’s 7. When he was 3, his mom dropped him off with us one night around midnight because she “couldn’t handle him anymore”. For a while, I figured his bad behavior was thanks to shitty parenting and lack of structure. Once he started daycare and went all “tiny hulk” on the classroom when he got mad (throwing chairs, hitting himself, etc), I realized it was something much deeper. I prompted my husband to have SS evaluated. He did, and SS was diagnosed with ADHD. We tried Ritalin. It made him *extremely* agitated all the time, so he switched to Concerta. The concerta got him through Kindergarten. He wasn’t having angry outbursts anymore, but he still got in trouble at school for things like interrupting the teacher, not keeping his hands to himself, not sitting still, etc. Now he’s just started first grade. His teacher is a Godsend, I can already tell. She brought me to the side at pickup yesterday and explained her concerns. I cried out of frustration, and she assured me that she’s heard wonderful things about me and that we will get through this. Now SS is having a hard time focusing on one task at a time, and he won’t move away from a subject/project until he’s finished, despite being told to do so. His pediatrician said to try no medication for two weeks to see how that goes. This week, he’s come home with reports like “kicked a chair” and “tore his shirt”. Today he slammed a Chromebook. I think two weeks without any medication is absurd. He has an appointment with a specialist Monday morning. I’m at a loss for what to do. His teacher told me that she’s been sending notes home, but he gets them out of his folder before I see them, so that’s a problem in itself. As far as punishment goes, I’ve taken his TV time. He used to get one hour of youtube a day (30 minutes if he came home with a warning) and a movie at night, but husband and I decided the rest of the week without TV would suffice after learning of him taking the notes from his teacher. **TL;DR** SS is 7. He was having a difficult time at school staying on task and focusing. Husband took him to the pediatrician, and he said to try no medication for two weeks. Since then, he has come home every day with horrible behavior reports (kicking a chair, spitting, slamming a chromebook). This is just the first week. He has an appointment with a specialist on Monday. Where do I go from here? Should I give him his medication despite the doctor’s orders? His teacher says that when he doesn’t take it, he’s like a wild animal but when he does, they notice OCD tendencies start to surface. Is there anything you can remember from your childhood that made things easier for you? Does he sound like he might just a *bad* kid?",3.646755842558424,5.836017763837639,4.314857011070109,84.23890298277985,74.31365313653136,7.173493234932349,30.295356703567037,8.07648339933343,2.2350699876998767,2236,103,419,36,48,712,258,542,0.107,0.826,0.067,-0.9599,1,0,1,0,0,1,81.0,3,3,3,3,21,18,3,0,32,0,34,11,3,4,3,66,73,32,0,6,12,6,3,4,0,5,8,5,4,1,19,30,0,1,10,2,0,10,10,12,0,8,23,10,54,6,67,42,7,78,0,3,2,0,81,23,0,3,44,264,73,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420421640281453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731819623431355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764643406399448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897081428407998,0.0,0.0,0.05765732109057956,0.062372483976433385,0.0,0.0,0.06582814100688435,0.0,0.1170022828262836,0.04271082257453737,0.0,0.0596199435408705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013541096178223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120709159987649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696284021598485,0.09037193760952512,0.0,0.0,0.07111424854985958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717142426920749,0.1226282734756359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205657405767756,0.0,0.15628143878809053,0.0,0.0,0.05903257552866944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035426843881874934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403791410722602,0.11919408472052435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981782349933668,0.06721249460242623,0.0398194132723652,0.0,0.16811154842066808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276425577924763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392585288824157,0.0,0.28112263642628954,0.0,0.06899966736817588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622767709647222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692039511305068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325939251006322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823314662985459,0.0,0.07432762975783723,0.0,0.16411798175395814,0.0,0.0744677432379579,0.051505654561545315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150204709537516,0.0,0.0,0.07976918467411533,0.0,0.07461667434114222,0.14243306797865646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779861562433074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691005777704629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704250532691222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936970584426041,0.0,0.1332952478648977,0.055718303078668915,0.0,0.14181853944707756,0.11166507225042913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795828698243138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053939269235681805,0.0,0.0,0.14877657651447315,0.07467970334749369,0.11190760309794534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535994785577046,0.0,0.06123968158141184,0.06450621025532446,0.0,0.0,0.13964372404301012,0.044894664067489584,0.0,0.0,0.20427660203349415,0.0,0.06641319255286668,0.13389974641836586,0.07784451762134341,0.19027747007211995,0.0,0.20532924604229053,0.0,0.08427926995438298,0.06051344993251441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561413898670213,0.3372103074574505,0.0,0.0,0.06495072716350206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350798415534002,0.07598223491138739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977198964975675,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BubblyResponsibility,2019/10/03,"Is this ADHD? I shake my legs so much and cannot sit at my desk for more than 10 minutes. I also cannot do a bit of work for more than 10 minutes, and tend to switch tabs to Facebook or read my mail. Is this adhd?",0.26683673469387514,1.2234152244897984,2.432397959183671,99.44206632653062,80.42857142857143,4.9,18.37244897959184,3.1291,-0.9023102040816324,162,3,43,0,4,55,34,49,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,29,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7725618285067288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570371526271349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509042458524109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627856398633595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32150409739563435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399548949669735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,achillesheart,2019/10/03,"Medication ineffective after psychosis I’m not sure if trigger warnings are a thing in this subreddit, but TW: I briefly mention suicide! Basically, I had an episode of drug-induced psychosis 3 days ago, which led to me almost attempting suicide and then having a really personal conversation with a very close friend who also happens to be my FP (I have BPD). I’m currently on 40mg of Vyvanse, which has been pretty effective. I obviously didn’t really notice its effects while completely psychotic, but now that it’s wearing off, I still feel super distracted. The only side effect I feel is appetite suppression, but other than that, I’ve been incredibly scatter-brained and easily distracted. I stop working a lot to mope around and think about the conversation I had with my FP, which never happens when I take Vyvanse. Would anyone know what’s going on and how long this might last? Midterms are coming up, and I don’t want to mess all the progress I’ve made back up again.",6.689333333333334,7.967391711111107,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,65.22222222222223,10.444444444444443,36.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.249666666666666,788,39,129,20,12,258,128,180,0.16699999999999998,0.696,0.13699999999999998,-0.6199,1,0,1,0,0,2,23.0,0,0,0,8,9,7,0,2,8,0,15,2,1,7,4,37,28,14,2,3,5,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,13,10,0,2,7,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,6,2,13,3,18,19,2,27,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,4,15,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434424598873924,0.0,0.16305668375850454,0.0,0.0,0.13021985153220236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385868336836685,0.0,0.0,0.14495852000435985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252107953907028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508618049067964,0.1817787748848012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026875368143432,0.17073039699681652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105015717593938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883800667246287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466949943768314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580665214725867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254342375693994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879905881613841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949038038108938,0.13273303384510435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410469287212402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843730284199074,0.0,0.15407931445714773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404008986062454,0.0,0.17274321172135884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558912426527355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853898099790803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384407873592385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218207191830026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566270319146933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863376028522496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300410011604053,0.13613814671157573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562322030527741,0.0,0.1534709571439155,0.0,0.1224323702955268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108180970596053,0.10433870265252083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435671349495049,0.09604486309086108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854651201208567,0.0,0.0,0.1156739879083074,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hazeprincess,2019/10/03,"Do‘s and Dont‘s for ADHD I started a new list in my new journal (yay) and its about ""fixing“ my ADHD. Its just a list of tips. Right now I have - only bring as much money as you intend on spending (and always pay cash) - new to do list every morning for the day - meal prepping for the days I cant get myself to cook; stop getting expensive junk food - minimalism (you cant get as messy when there is less) - tidy up at least once per day; the mess from one day is so much easier to get rid of than the mess of weeks (or months, I know we‘ve all been there) Do you have any more? :)",7.683,4.329851300000001,7.831666666666668,81.66000000000003,65.16666666666666,10.6,30.66666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.7339666666666655,436,8,101,3,5,143,82,120,0.07,0.861,0.069,0.2219,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,1,11,3,0,1,1,10,18,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,1,1,5,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,10,1,19,17,6,19,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,13,65,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912576466289493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544523585216847,0.0,0.0,0.11069535742106124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199161650202015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077587132073331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714839685284974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683311160509667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34018140671023545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945912620701679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992870993068986,0.0,0.2393227091554556,0.0,0.0,0.4716391540519809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335440937027818,0.1103033184484088,0.1238008266637102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390124462772454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521587177634275,0.0,0.0,0.13609060098300554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057156057727665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rctcpgi,2019/10/03,"Tobacco Control India Smoking has affected the life of countless people. People are needed to be more aware on the adverse effects of use of tobacco. [Tobacco control](https://www.rctcpgi.org/about-rctc-tobacco-control/) activities & initiatives are growing in number by different NGO's & government. Resource centre for tobacco control is a one-stop solution to all the [tobacco control](https://www.rctcpgi.org/about-rctc-tobacco-control/)\-related activities. The mission of the Resource Center is to spread reliable and relevant information for [tobacco control](https://www.rctcpgi.org/about-rctc-tobacco-control/) activities. For more information, please visit [https://www.rctcpgi.org/about-rctc-tobacco-control/](https://www.rctcpgi.org/about-rctc-tobacco-control/)",20.74253623188405,25.34589050000001,14.11826086956522,21.152101449275392,35.30434782608695,17.43768115942029,56.63768115942029,15.021129683784007,10.879385507246377,674,38,46,26,6,185,56,92,0.049,0.856,0.095,0.4173,1,0,11,0,0,0,79.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,5,1,10,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,29,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846928573010815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9559244305112397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904697757990529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020031261250624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319680030491147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775390320931286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181751930098466,0.0,0.0,0.09355670201551376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125591058754863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361116305072664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Syckobot,2019/10/03,"I feel like an idiot at my QA job. I started this entry level Quality Assurance job in the industry I just got my BFA in. I'm three weeks in and feel like f***ing idiot because I keep submitting bugs for review and making typo's and other silly mistakes I should know better. I feel like my brain doesn't want to learn from its mistakes, even when I think i've checked something, there is something else wrong. I'm afraid I'm going to lose my job and with a bad mark on my job history in my field on my resume, might as well throw my college degree down the drain.",6.386408045977013,5.326521146551727,6.801724137931036,80.73235632183909,65.98275862068965,9.457471264367816,31.402298850574713,8.344100000000001,2.191671264367816,447,14,91,5,6,146,78,116,0.177,0.695,0.128,-0.7976,4,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,15,2,1,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,20,18,6,0,4,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,8,1,1,1,3,15,7,14,15,0,14,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,6,50,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317154373704904,0.09616350279611542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395178781777011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610220935350265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178065993906346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419300154480902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929083042689156,0.3380918879449046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896534889459043,0.0,0.12616782962052575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6261738270149464,0.14021627488788702,0.0,0.0,0.08669578563824319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120740841482776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648293965369355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052999707959929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734880766046287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288874600407265,0.0,0.0,0.11165692026244776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108042630296872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304558575705034,0.0,0.12653828073463305,0.0,0.1418370312825593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247587790551114,0.0,0.0 adhd,enilorac-,2019/10/03,"Took my medicine for the first time in a long time, and I have been reminded how helpful and necessary it is! I graduated in June with my Masters after a really hard year, and I knew I needed time off before looking for a full time job. I wanted to take a break from my meds (40mg of vyvanse) because all the side effects and just to have a break over the summer and to avoid the hassle of finding a new psychiatrist since I move back home to Texas from California. I thought that I would be able to still be productive and look for a job without my medicine because applying for jobs is a lot less intense than the structural engineering I was doing during school. But I've been struggling so much these past couple months to be productive and look for a job, and I thought it was just me not trying hard enough. But then this past weekend, I was at my friend's house working, in a quiet environment that I should've been able to focus in, and I couldn't get anything done. So it kinda reminded me that there's actually something different with how my brain works and that I actually need the medicine to function normally, and that it wasn't just me being lazy or unmotivated . So today, I finally decided to take my medicine, and it's only been like 2 hours since I took it, but I've already had such a productive day, and I'm actually able to focus, and it's so nice to feel like a real person again. I had forgotten how good it feels have control over my day :)",11.88095890410959,6.544245178082192,11.315808219178086,65.94220547945207,59.54794520547945,14.693698630136987,44.95342465753425,11.602472056035307,4.910253698630137,1160,46,232,22,10,384,149,292,0.044000000000000004,0.878,0.077,0.9182,5,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,15,7,0,2,18,0,23,1,1,5,1,48,40,26,0,6,9,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,15,16,0,2,8,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,16,8,28,5,33,18,6,39,0,0,3,0,3,10,0,3,26,159,43,8,0.2866824439140505,0.0,0.2797607108204081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545373522324036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863840813799232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348036783957294,0.0,0.11650597127984202,0.0,0.08131521487038113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667747299490377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717957931753462,0.0,0.10573622380122223,0.0,0.12325763978514352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984071221412276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977918913808798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873986653700488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966368383243875,0.06826866507135282,0.0,0.10468220146022983,0.08734085334902122,0.08128398011383232,0.0,0.0,0.07383004834048185,0.0,0.049926581521190574,0.0,0.0,0.08015187746622683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120743971756408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405239971634208,0.0,0.09585528863450343,0.0,0.0941081531582095,0.11026434985170154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793174530105568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337237413788263,0.0,0.0,0.08456831383117792,0.24074105006930116,0.0,0.0,0.08124238731817184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614652241926263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627573054071364,0.10156602275471567,0.07024819412719845,0.1417142664148077,0.0,0.09229323025452343,0.0,0.0,0.09362930886317347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267830566743948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244722100709665,0.0,0.08344001738946767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876912798285074,0.06121870483162008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967126461620795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580977867335568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356738378734069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631499001085676,0.0,0.0,0.09990091193696604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369967983533974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517292251520164,0.22288911798056868,0.0,0.0905804786440678,0.0,0.21234316240240728,0.06487952036259607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636424436883599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211721521542553,0.0,0.13913882236057115,0.0,0.0,0.06788366094513182,0.0,0.0,0.06153803154250515 adhd,OKC_Zeke1792,2019/10/03,"I can’t sit behind a desk all day I get too many thoughts at once with a desk job. I can’t focus, sit still, or be productive. I’m curious if any of you all do active jobs that you enjoy. I have a degree in advertising, graduated in May.",1.6455769230769235,2.6158039423076933,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,76.88461538461539,8.276923076923078,22.615384615384606,8.841846274778883,1.3301384615384615,183,5,43,4,4,67,39,52,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.802,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,6,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,28,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329706616523183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209400400396723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789873786251969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6799287525056138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473290798566979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648435886766151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735901316627057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719755232917867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HazelTins,2019/10/03,"Made an appointment for my 15 yr old son to get tested ADHD and I’m nervous Thanks to this subreddit I finally realized my son would be better off with a diagnosis and medication than struggling everyday. Ive known since my son was very little that He probably has ADHD. I was raised to think that medicating small children for ADHD was basically a form of abuse and I’m not really here to argue either way. I still believe that it’s a families choice what’s best for their child and I don’t regret not taking him earlier. As He’s gotten older it’s become much more of an issue. From school to family to socialization, I just feel like his many struggles are becoming more and more of a problem for him. I want his suffering to stop and am hoping this is a step in the right direction. I could really use some advice on what to expect at the doctors and from the medication. How I can help him through this. I feel like we’ve just been fighting against this his whole life and it hasn’t been working. I want to help him so any and all advice is welcome. Thank you!",3.2603286384976538,5.135451676056341,4.9245305164319255,80.83261737089205,74.49295774647888,8.489201877934272,25.448356807511736,9.150863307647796,2.153204694835681,849,29,165,20,18,287,131,213,0.124,0.736,0.14,0.4118,0,0,0,0,3,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,6,16,2,3,10,0,17,5,0,3,1,34,32,12,0,8,5,3,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,12,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,7,2,23,8,27,22,10,15,0,2,0,0,22,7,0,2,8,115,35,4,0.0,0.13370791352703215,0.0,0.0,0.4068686225076331,0.2205499711737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674136293555893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492662713156405,0.0,0.12714246578890914,0.11842833052136385,0.099805995150567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010094721967156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550599397825928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212768467936528,0.0,0.11411994779499456,0.1612390601568479,0.0,0.12362084245353175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895907787934058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128095327862973,0.0,0.0,0.11208477277728147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177853027096471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970876591626884,0.11026489118302182,0.11310459973362255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678069334140708,0.0,0.11441143183571907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410512551827809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295718677776122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184163094791911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167058321325595,0.10798149608618128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458824441276427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637264688295094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420947045146665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335006960789884,0.0,0.0,0.11503560368551285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012156054588824,0.09434702995202668,0.0,0.2359490863442664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848485952423172,0.0,0.0,0.2077928638333157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230924573381133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746552318095006,0.0,0.09311245362565314,0.13312282844528062,0.08957448564975194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599216275019054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215560142160745,0.0,0.0,0.08016487270813921,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cabbagetastrophe,2019/10/03,"Welp, I'm screwed. I just volunteered to teach a workshop on study techniques for students with ADHD. Now I have to plan it and I know I'm gonna end up putting it off until the day before and end up half-assing it.😰 Oh well, at least the students with understand...",1.7967272727272745,3.639064309090912,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,78.63636363636364,5.854545454545455,25.54545454545455,6.742157984588678,0.8789272727272732,207,8,45,2,5,67,41,55,0.065,0.892,0.043,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,11,5,1,11,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,5,26,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022366312110924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28479957735315625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584966461880986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928783227208456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393883348546392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364594815778929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484278107427191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009297151769128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wethechampyons,2019/10/03,"Taking adderall for the first time **Backstory** I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. I'm returning to college, just trudged through my sophomore year and now it is the beginning of my junior year. Sophomore year was a struggle for sure, made better with some tips & tricks specific to ADHD but it was still incredibly difficult. This year I decided to try out medication, which I had previously been reluctant to try. So far I'm not sure how I feel and while I will totally talk to my doc about this stuff, I know there are different medications or dosages to try, I wanted to see how other people in this community would weigh in with their experiences. **How it feels** In general, I feel well-rested, awake, and aware. It feels a good bit like having a strong cup of coffee, but if coffee only wakes up my body, adderall is waking up my brain. Multitasking is more difficult, which I'm sure is actually a good thing. I forget to take breaks but that isn't new at all. My main issue is a feeling of emotional dampening. I very regularly do a mindfulness exercise where I look at my surroundings and consider if they are pleasant, unpleasant, or neutral. The goal is that if it isn't pleasant, I quietly shift my perspective and try to make the experience a better one. My normal response as soon as I ask the question is pleasant - In general I am a very happy, optimistic person and the mindfulness exercise brings awareness to that. On adderall, my normal response is ""neutral."" This came as a surprise mostly because I had never used ""neutral"" before as an answer in the several months I've been doing this. I don't feel a strong need to shift the perspective, and trying to do so makes the ""pleasant"" I come up with feel fake or forced. These are usually small moments of sincere gratitude, but the things I identify to be grateful for on a normal day don't seem as important/significant. **My issue** Feeling neutral isn't some horrible thing, but so much of my self-identity has been built around this concept that experiencing a change is jarring and causing some anxiety. It's also bidirectional - many things are also ""neutral"" instead of ""unpleasant"" and are simply tasks without the negative mindset that normally holds me back from completing them (brushing teeth, doing dishes, finishing homework). In that way I feel like it's doing its job! **TL;DR** adderall is having an effect on my sense of self, looking for other similar / contrasting experiences and/or advice",3.9186999999999976,6.836165853333334,5.163138888888891,74.74337500000001,77.13333333333333,8.63888888888889,30.48611111111111,9.244229546869796,3.4848111111111097,1974,95,318,55,48,652,232,450,0.061,0.7609999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9958,2,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,0,3,7,18,23,1,1,26,0,40,12,5,9,6,77,70,35,0,10,14,0,9,2,0,2,5,1,1,3,30,17,2,1,15,2,0,3,9,5,0,2,10,15,36,18,54,57,10,45,0,0,3,0,9,20,0,12,22,237,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.07627212945884408,0.0,0.18786440076078328,0.07637629055235091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500780874688042,0.0,0.08468548814654396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979159355643365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695782813899718,0.0730683250983447,0.0,0.0,0.06009961990847092,0.0,0.04764513840127252,0.0,0.06650774417944108,0.0,0.0,0.13825096677940418,0.08532963115573289,0.08681727976554922,0.0,0.08725154443684051,0.0,0.08939333208705641,0.0,0.08029105451137206,0.08268209700807791,0.06732725205509787,0.08194846086803878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504062344793605,0.0,0.0,0.07932996861738041,0.0,0.08165975527722237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791860871415137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293641602793808,0.0,0.0,0.35567687539472304,0.05583696629560659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648219726056045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311125001765795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832019488820088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315584998123212,0.07756097111664999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042954266280200534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636929918328643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126812898849935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739561489545488,0.10434377984050937,0.0792411870551556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574743937950735,0.0,0.0,0.15783707407630826,0.0,0.062385948090872785,0.0,0.05745602383916485,0.057954075337051464,0.060281213048991686,0.07548666700379006,0.0,0.0,0.306317784758779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296271395786426,0.05944361296259626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418576577943442,0.06824562094206789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755622010998555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228278339377567,0.07115322341635168,0.16307423612623256,0.08829767764663156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241805842595659,0.0,0.0,0.08170899265269897,0.08947361373691542,0.0,0.0,0.2209924350985336,0.0,0.1175320210417046,0.06282142481719309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770206574807898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557527291375479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653249179528457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750447599414687,0.08608134460745427,0.1289790930247125,0.04610033622029433,0.06203915516880513,0.0,0.0,0.07027453024679281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534270423851028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552207127902757,0.0,0.0,0.20132791461766572 adhd,nineteeninetyheaven,2019/10/03,"I feel like I dont have a future People always ask me about my future plans. I dont have any. I dont know what or who I wanna be, and it's terrifying. The only interests I have are non conventional and cant be made into a career, or at least not easily (art, music, writing, etc). All my life I've been ridiculed and chastisised for it, by teachers, my therapists, my parents, acquaintances. I would just get a normal job or go back to school (i'm 20, so i might still have a bit of time to do that) and deal with it, but I just cant. Its depressing. I'm not medicated and it will stay this way in the near future, even though I desperately want to change that. Even my therapist told me that its concerning that I have zero idea what I wanna do. He told me I'm wasting my time and my life and I won't have a future if I keep this up and dont get a real job and it just hurt, because thats what I've been telling myself as well. It's one of my biggest fears to look back and see all the wasted time and wasted opportunities I had and everything being too late then. It sucks being this directionless. It really does.",3.71997175141243,3.89471195762712,5.5459999999999985,83.32329378531074,71.37288135593221,8.835706214689266,25.055367231638414,8.841846274778883,1.5065031638418076,866,22,194,15,15,300,128,236,0.142,0.799,0.059000000000000004,-0.9690000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,13,9,2,1,9,0,26,3,0,1,2,39,43,21,0,6,10,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,22,14,0,1,3,1,0,1,9,5,1,2,6,3,27,4,18,29,5,21,1,2,2,0,9,6,1,5,13,140,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938889691568717,0.0,0.0,0.07673265828307474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548685301306414,0.0,0.0,0.17352853682886776,0.0,0.06878405526002662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231881837618266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936600711955572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632942980001144,0.09718587278847753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874394159079433,0.0,0.5289739365320287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584247356693434,0.14905482782092858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014101294308012,0.0,0.0,0.12697238154237836,0.057053501674115575,0.08061038553152086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179047804871432,0.0,0.06412755732269744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207937581178725,0.1273786224577057,0.0,0.0,0.2239455399783872,0.1002942251458118,0.0,0.0,0.06201196438107735,0.0,0.12728443531379333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939944935183356,0.05512619200464303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475420306454696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676858137477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367085675786633,0.0,0.11970164666549392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055576781268232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646090169614075,0.08581720813651057,0.0,0.0,0.12529152925862372,0.0,0.0,0.07822659000986197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843258809090385,0.07228592199744156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419651585028867,0.08991604512982827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026864696627865,0.09011133819856634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986240345676108,0.0,0.0,0.26202364073241396,0.0,0.0,0.11086124349427924,0.0,0.19738753180996807,0.0,0.0,0.21564013525778336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655386426577871,0.0895643253562778,0.0,0.0,0.1014535235716454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015577973230882,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beepboopneepnoop,2019/10/03,"Coping with being diagnosed with ADHD Just this week, I(20F) received my feedback for my ADHD testing. The psychologist told me that I have combined typed ADHD. She said that looking through my records, school report cards, friends and family testimonies, and family history that I have been dealing with this all my life. We talked about all of the implications that this probably has had on my life so far (e.g. my low self esteem, depression and anxiety relating to school and my inability to connect with peers, procrastination, self-blame, etc etc). All in all, she said she was very surprised that I wasn't tested earlier. I just don't know how to take this. I only got tested because I had so many professors and close friends insist that I needed to get tested because it really has been affecting my life. I was so close to almost dropping out of college, and things are just not as ""easy"" as when I was in primary school. I kind of feel like I have been constantly missing out on enjoying my school life as a kid. I feel like if I had figured this out earlier that maybe I wouldn't have suffered so much and not think that even though I was trying my hardest that my hardest wasn't enough. Why was it that while my brothers got tested, diagnosed, and received help as well as my dad and extended family having done the same, that I couldn't receive the same? Why was it that my parents pushed me so hard to be a good student because I was ""bright"" but failed to see me struggle to fit their ideal of perfection as well as cope with something I cannot control? I don't expect or even ask anyone to answer those questions. I just feel so cheated and frustrated. I just want to take all of my experiences of struggling and use it to connect with others and accomplish my dream. I want so desperately to get my MD-PhD and become a research physician focusing on Neuroscience. So far, I have been moving towards that dream. I just hope that I am strong enough to keep moving. I fear that I am not enough, and that this monster will eat me whole. How do I deal with something that I thought was normal all my life?",8.221148148148151,7.114070639506174,7.895154320987654,74.52569444444444,62.358024691358025,11.161728395061731,36.79320987654321,10.241411754978122,3.610380246913581,1679,67,313,31,20,535,188,405,0.095,0.777,0.128,0.8527,1,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,1,6,24,25,2,3,7,0,38,9,0,5,7,73,63,37,0,10,12,3,4,2,2,2,8,2,0,2,30,27,1,2,9,2,0,6,10,10,2,0,24,9,56,15,45,34,15,26,0,5,3,0,24,15,0,5,6,234,86,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912520932632596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089130860130636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061797859563724876,0.0,0.0,0.056484516187816886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552008274745556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773151525241074,0.08921715669932974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729643272864437,0.09060366310131444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665649872666724,0.06957725010490685,0.16398366286004665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266783315563939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265995351174618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504075960929978,0.18018613211908754,0.10671124040026272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902010590902815,0.2284616885113864,0.0909019890804246,0.12253712318807222,0.11542107498250632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482364400361867,0.0,0.08441031772563061,0.0,0.0,0.06775594520083901,0.129217177716348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236462993875087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414634095116989,0.0,0.0,0.08023455948291416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718025798074155,0.0,0.08412181866185599,0.04439556729226948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529288866590985,0.07893181875901023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783637061594368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190007086322998,0.08115618073578401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171654837244174,0.059383921402788614,0.059898684677877616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914901710441813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061438202719179213,0.0,0.0,0.08969863435014673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709644855633365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049410916236177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175089269225639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368399042702746,0.0,0.0,0.32702199677591504,0.0643726395713749,0.0,0.16854608053018288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437955995639635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890136397783273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147572758235152,0.0649293547391708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536678416092082,0.05176171869057036,0.07936771306597723,0.0641317295973363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771904763161503,0.0,0.05484554280337458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976954249382525,0.0,0.0666534491163444,0.09529440291278883,0.0,0.06479829112851819,0.0,0.1452650880428239,0.0,0.14578602805501453,0.09019000017645708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alive_Worker,2019/10/03,"I can't get my career started and out of my state I've been trying to get a programming job and move out of my parents' house in Texas ever since I got out of college despite ending up with a business degree instead. (I thought I would end up doing a marketing job but it only led me to sales in retail stores.) I understand that programming jobs don't require a degree but the ones I've interviewed for all test (understandably so) and I so far I've been failing the tests, even after studying the questions the jobs give me. (They just come up with new questions anyway.) I understand that I just need to keep moving forward and studying, but with the savings I have that are dwindling despite the income I have now I'm considering just biting the bullet and moving out anyways since I have hated living in the midwest my entire life and have never been happy. I can't really take anyone else's opinion if it starts with ""trust me you'll be better off more stable where you are."" solely based on the principle that I hope it would put a fire under my butt to make it out on my own, but I still take the advice since I'm too anxious to take the plunge. My heart says it would be the right thing to do though. There are things here I am fed up with culturally here that are more nuanced and have nothing to do with politics, but I'm not going to expand upon those here. Where my ADHD doesn't help with in this situation is just the ineffectiveness of my efforts to start a life for my own. It seems like with all of the videos, exercises, and books I read about programming are not enough for me to pass a phone interview with a simple entry level position. To top it all off, I've developed astigmatism and carpal tunnel syndrome since I've graduated despite taking measures to prevent those conditions. I cannot afford ADHD medication anymore too since getting a prescription and health insurance is expensive for my income. The last time I was able to afford a therapist was when my parents paid for it, and that therapist did say that medication would be a good investment. I just don't know what to do first though. I still live with my parents which despite my diagnosis, my father doesn't actually believe in ADHD.",8.762441860465117,7.094521406976746,8.73872093023256,70.70412790697677,61.67441860465117,11.576744186046513,36.61627906976744,10.355215969177356,3.6640790697674417,1775,65,323,32,20,581,211,430,0.067,0.872,0.061,-0.5086,11,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,7,27,10,1,0,26,0,38,9,2,2,5,66,68,22,0,7,13,4,1,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,22,27,1,3,8,4,6,9,10,3,0,2,10,3,42,7,56,50,8,52,0,1,0,1,17,27,1,6,18,239,64,19,0.07652025839793121,0.0,0.07467273401640398,0.0,0.2758874413634411,0.07477471089426851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644611136405815,0.07588753472394852,0.053504743856460577,0.07840404747445591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621212753874359,0.0,0.06767595020012966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591542704309207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392285702637421,0.0,0.135548473049158,0.07906588207948388,0.0,0.05054090899208885,0.06921695458839844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508809270288816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993603026717035,0.07340520445679116,0.043488226257591085,0.06418156226511508,0.06120024089946233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145723795302096,0.0,0.07554791312992942,0.0,0.08133745642840065,0.0,0.09067687463222801,0.05128991622631262,0.0,0.0,0.0760018823440894,0.0,0.08829410438465883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037381967615184,0.06801472155757733,0.0,0.0,0.042053532837862576,0.06237422361715377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080970429586976,0.03738393306568072,0.0,0.13513758016299104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051077866670163466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417221999287534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439867743409485,0.0,0.05673880201739245,0.05901714060078054,0.07390374238863291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342325169559648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185210745029094,0.05819710464652975,0.0,0.0,0.2549000741665593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692399472710754,0.17144040377901248,0.0,0.07654096586658851,0.0,0.04902083694291396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534788257224464,0.0,0.12170396155263395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966116934555976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164917424265024,0.08601197651242154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248429822499272,0.0,0.12221835440367045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013484500634815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776918355967978,0.10167331907674657,0.0,0.15036153072278968,0.060748537772151036,0.04461957803145106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051952232530515,0.0,0.0,0.2389808628723002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743118436968734,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dragonbabymama,2019/10/03,"SO just got diagnosed with ADHD, how to deal? This morning, my(f33) SO(m25) found out that he has ADHD. I understand that, and I told him that we will deal with it together. I guess I just wanted some advice because sometimes I feel like he finds it annoying every time I asked him about work (like how’s work or if he has work today, etc). The thing is, we are on a long distance relationship and I just want to know how his day was. Before he went to the psychiatrist (a couple of months ago) he was really attentive and we would send messages to each other regularly, but then it turns to twice a day, and now once a day that it made me wonder if it annoys him every time I ask him about work because he always dodges those questions. I don’t believe he is cheating on me. I know he is just really busy with work, but now that we know he has ADHD, should I stop badgering him about work and stuff and let him open up (he’s not really the opening type of guy but you know what I mean)? Being patient is not a problem for me, I just really want to know how I could deal with it properly. Thanks! TL;DR: Found out SO has ADHD, should I keep myself from being so chatty all the time?",4.526875,4.766922937500002,5.547500000000002,83.78750000000002,69.625,8.733333333333333,25.166666666666664,8.648137234880735,1.4746166666666665,915,22,194,14,15,303,123,240,0.06,0.893,0.047,-0.718,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,1,0,6,17,7,3,0,9,0,20,1,0,5,1,64,44,20,0,10,13,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,17,19,0,2,14,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,8,1,31,3,22,28,4,23,0,0,0,0,33,7,0,7,16,133,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333121998114946,0.08808155866321424,0.07990167004193517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500182246501727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853324289587548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989426228371524,0.0,0.07670057982829291,0.10155436882961467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196765273560042,0.09973569752395688,0.0,0.1743941608256934,0.2787841634539421,0.0,0.09148791115658153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005274096178001,0.0,0.0,0.15188987117045932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557635089613076,0.06439442118455964,0.0,0.0,0.08238426357535159,0.0,0.0,0.1976627641223212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209138684081526,0.0,0.09929688547812704,0.0892505364166997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011856702872425,0.0,0.0,0.24768672960108504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217194862808294,0.0,0.08807349581177258,0.0,0.0,0.07976906555915725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529051130311788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098186426263795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194708602350823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599375388373524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624964611364512,0.0,0.0,0.10097490048512978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097818357399216,0.0,0.0,0.09677420223464787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891485320547266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535918875157302,0.0,0.0,0.10318614978788472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298672281897503,0.0,0.0,0.0598835108263093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768012739477014,0.0,0.08544004027043335,0.08613047563614057,0.0,0.0,0.09804398003241084,0.0,0.09383656872190613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949672757667469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355859026090456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775053661964404,0.3937281000373615,0.0,0.0,0.06403126602639511,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GrendelDerp,2019/10/03,"ADD and Long Term Memory Do any of y'all find that your long term memory is a steel trap? I remember damned near everything long term- especially things that, in the long run and for the sake of my mental health, I should forget. I also have an insane memory for facts and information- so much so that I was named as my faculty's ""Walking Wikipedia"" (a polite jab at the being the staff know it all) last year. Is this common with us?",4.412364341085271,5.449260081395352,5.504651162790698,81.12620155038762,70.27906976744185,9.454263565891472,22.472868217054266,9.725611199111238,1.7536263565891472,341,7,69,8,6,113,63,86,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,2,14,8,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,9,5,5,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,10,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853788836402195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331823843621486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940984757746598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262304143580727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240189759657573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582350586993348,0.17179059089060691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7460337376903766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238793006150194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492659264595582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387403517233185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001392361379209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535080902451012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357170481529629 adhd,reborndaily,2019/10/03,"Would be convenient if I could turn off my ears Even on meds, I can't see to get work done when people around me are talking. I have headphones but wearing them without music gets annoying, and the music I like is a bit too up-beat for working. Ironically, I'm pretty talkative myself (And have a pretty loud voice).",7.819301075268817,6.381793725806452,8.076451612903227,73.96801075268819,63.354838709677416,10.847311827956991,35.182795698924735,9.725611199111238,3.232724731182796,249,9,47,4,3,82,53,62,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.9407,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,0,3,0,9,2,2,0,0,8,14,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,8,1,6,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397587325717035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624164031722083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191195025208665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597692027302684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875886224544536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511616574529982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743023222428317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669914070962222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663887522283735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890753793633094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915398411592721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931963389434332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614481743294225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317033506854556,0.0,0.3499772683746322,0.0,0.0,0.17074844979843207,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RaptureHatch,2019/10/03,"Lisdex and Dex users: how did you adjust when first using them? I've recently been given Lisdexampfetamine 50mg and Dexamphetamine 5mg as Ritalin was giving me serious body and head aches. I'm on my second day, and find its making me a little jittery and nervous for the first few hours. Anybody experience this, or anything similar?",7.042540983606558,8.28461649180328,7.57389344262295,67.92346311475413,64.40983606557378,10.69016393442623,33.2827868852459,10.686352973137794,3.9826688524590166,270,11,42,7,4,89,53,61,0.092,0.868,0.04,-0.2724,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,3,0,11,8,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,5,0,3,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22712426382619044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065734840395098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799699510721306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998069938971386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522587561034797,0.4695304643456431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647640935747889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832553523177761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718041414138728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766242405245238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423196516835802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725164398037962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383751535371103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pollydoesnt,2019/10/03,"I am so angry Apparently my country qualifies using Ritalin as cheating the system. If you used medicines such as Ritalin or concerta in the past you are not allowed to become a soldier or a police. Now It isn't really a problem for me since I dont want to become one either and I knew about this but today I learned you also can't get Jobs at higher positions without getting an eyebrow. It is so unfair. Using Ritalin only helps me focus as much as normal people It doesn't suddenly make me a genius. Is this the same at Amerika and Europe too? I am so frustrated about this :/// (probably made bunch of misspellings sorry about that :(()",3.0328048780487817,5.4534837642276415,5.196117886178861,76.06539634146344,77.21138211382114,7.677235772357725,28.136178861788625,8.59863814320734,2.6825398373983744,505,22,83,11,12,175,86,123,0.146,0.8140000000000001,0.04,-0.9268,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,10,3,2,0,8,0,9,3,0,6,0,21,18,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,12,0,15,16,4,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,70,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111919067230295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174048985065735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147135926764186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974579856983896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666256572932902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752350433786025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880792387748498,0.12613890059552169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891464715462928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851504165432168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805092016815092,0.1437201527103696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803931876501482,0.1310079610646954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374155383844786,0.18081870915205672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105898075542534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631788498543525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153637373172707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912140498806484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896280583390972,0.0,0.0,0.11145936512555317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821602762534704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imnotgerardo,2019/10/03,"Knowing how to do things without practice.. Weird thing I noticed is that a chunk of knowledge honestly is just skills and information that I have somewhere, somehow learned but I legitimately don't know when and I couldn't explain to you how I know how to do these things. Some good examples are things like sports, arts and crafts, niche hobbies, games, writing, organization, poetry. I have been pretty much as good at these things as the day I started doing them In class I always skimmed through the rules and lectures and just subconsciously had the concepts effortlessly structured in my head without trying. So despite horrible classwork grades I had As and Bs on exams without studying and was accused of cheating and punished for working ahead of the class. I seemed to have skipped through so many chapters of art, grammar, math, science but my grades were always limited to my interest in the topic. It feels like I'm a 50 year old man in a 10 year olds body. My friends think I'm nuts.",7.597782217782218,8.321066450549452,6.6825074925074945,76.62158341658345,63.065934065934066,9.035764235764237,39.622377622377634,8.841846274778883,3.574531868131869,802,42,138,11,11,244,115,182,0.085,0.746,0.17,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,9,10,2,0,8,0,16,2,2,3,0,33,26,19,0,1,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,10,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,16,7,25,20,2,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,10,96,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469461515542566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482878367477188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569982313768913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503087315601867,0.10601045394935546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464640375634992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892641173537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229182438325614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465519365710106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499254904633574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044503253866431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908434991021544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894396794134672,0.31142247320680044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096684343230415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508945801951375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503180844319454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929214402427433,0.09508286587034256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074764752564933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291304564692092,0.0,0.10803030720614168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911176863397676 adhd,jakemarny,2019/10/03,"Started concerta For my Adhd , Need tips! Hello there! So i started Concerta on 18mg its my second day, i have a couple side effects, dry mouth, loss of appetite .. but after a couple hours i feel like i drank 3 coffee and im agitated (anxious) and it didnt fix my focus problem.. i have a small headache and its like i havent slept... is it because my body is not used to it and the agitated side effect will go away after a week? Is it possible my dose is not high enough and thats why im still messy and unorganized? Im supose to switch to 36mg in 1 week...",-0.2398319327731109,1.8660389243697504,2.7972689075630264,90.14699579831935,88.32773109243698,5.416806722689077,20.264705882352946,6.868970318607317,0.4372084033613448,428,14,95,6,14,152,75,119,0.121,0.8220000000000001,0.057,-0.8097,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,9,5,3,3,0,15,17,8,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,1,11,2,10,13,1,17,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,11,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010500805956459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899009216619414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571744696439366,0.0,0.0,0.10197843632721046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582148638351356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702064245442936,0.0,0.10788821579350508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285529800726046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458685469653332,0.11951201535242115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507476691408016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767510786229856,0.0,0.0,0.16474696016505927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421057482060418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345889581692255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404342142710645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859434856753152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007394492966492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368174578169881,0.0,0.13359801672209035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448485486584198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837990775379145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509532121904091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,holyfuckingusername,2019/10/03,"How often do you take your meds? I've been on meds for about three months now. In the beginning I took them every day, amazed at how easy life could be and was even able to quit the antidepressants shortly after. The side effects are annoying, but the benefits far outweighs them. Needless to say, I love my meds. However, I've noticed that I've started to develop some tolerance to them. At first it wasn't too bad, but the effect has slowly gotten less and less, and now I'm almost at the level I was at in the beginning when the dose was half of what I take now (I'm on 20 mg dexamphetamin, started with 10 but didn't really notice much). I'm quite sure it's because of tolerance, I tried taking two days off a few times and feel better when I take them again on the third day. Just one day off doesn't make much difference. So my question is: have you noticed the same, and how do you combat tolerance best? By not taking them everyday (if so, how often)? Just upping the dose? How much dexamphetamin can one safely take each day anyway? (I realise I should ask my doc, but not possible atm, hence this post).",4.017878959276018,5.204055230769232,4.853888574660632,84.86418127828054,71.35294117647058,8.420927601809955,25.577205882352942,8.841846274778883,1.7422780542986431,870,26,177,16,16,282,130,221,0.021,0.795,0.184,0.9911,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,5,7,21,9,1,0,12,0,17,4,0,8,1,35,36,19,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,7,8,2,20,7,23,25,10,38,0,0,0,1,13,16,0,6,20,126,25,0,0.10709305612290324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723822614718133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011755097499678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941822858268153,0.0652829330107122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238755528448016,0.09471510531581316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855050910728506,0.0,0.0,0.3453308080589451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188945005334854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073395355051035,0.0,0.09023051866918247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414946696203852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910932988296284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564299265754089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665566434298938,0.0,0.07148544655324729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35686872885368104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854806556699485,0.0,0.2361771556059055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657784626117662,0.0,0.0,0.14513805283791215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073132975120847,0.10256554451077626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996873225493028,0.22781329506309886,0.0,0.0,0.0686065540267583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516469662946316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516020326574515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009339380015766,0.0,0.483123901854861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062446822244808825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898432581710612,0.07270915533462158,0.0,0.1046143546024028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ulfhednar97,2019/10/03,"Advice for dealing with crowds? With or without my medication, I find myself becoming an entirely different person in even somewhat crowded areas. Constantly scanning all movement, awkwardly glancing at the faces that pass by. It's not so hard to deal with when alone, it can be particularly stimulating in it's own way if I'm bored. Though the self consciousness obviously kicks in when I make eye contact with someone. The issues come in when particularly when I'm with my girlfriend, being someone who is far more in tune with my mood/tone with little cues. Times like going to a state fair, the casino, crowded mall, etc.. I just become a different person. I'm more withdrawn, I don't listen as well when spoken to, and seem distant to her. She's incredibly understanding and goes out of her way to put me in a more comfortable mindset but I always feel bad thinking I'm making it less fun for her. I would hate for her to think I don't want to go to events like this. In the past, I've told her it's usually best to ignore any oddities as I tend to settle into it and act more normal after 45 minutes or so. Though, often times that can be from me heading directly to the bar (if there is one), having a drink or two, and then feeling a bit looser and less overstimulated. Obviously, this isn't the right way to deal with crowds. On top of that, despite her never mentioning it, I would hate for her to believe that I need some drinks to have a good time with her when out at events. This isn't the case at all, and it's really just how I can set in some needed ""tunnel vision"". Sorry for the half rant half long winded advice post, I'm just hoping I'm not alone with this issue. If anyone has experience in dealing with this and how to correct it, I would really appreciate it.",5.472202597402596,5.993224708571433,6.46025974025974,77.08155844155844,67.62857142857143,9.220779220779221,29.051948051948052,9.218907990703514,2.358542857142857,1408,46,269,25,22,470,185,350,0.091,0.8059999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.6753,2,2,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,19,14,2,1,16,0,18,7,3,5,6,67,44,29,0,11,13,0,3,2,1,3,1,1,0,3,20,22,3,1,8,5,1,7,8,6,1,4,1,7,27,8,55,37,15,52,0,0,3,0,26,21,0,12,20,191,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411150425127626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951353373836983,0.0,0.0,0.07838586512995294,0.0,0.0,0.06406243307656599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587012345605242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865699774401809,0.0,0.20808340135700326,0.0,0.10613644837961922,0.09886203095930267,0.0,0.10284714428831987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114901603183028,0.0,0.10180182445023833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884836771277146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684774256711707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456950297962504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506315330990533,0.062221322352672415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921502826443736,0.0,0.0,0.09526546361258988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861013980888273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707741504780137,0.07901444106240622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438891628402027,0.1860152953190782,0.09668121030732156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093566532835444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966504837443666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920473254825927,0.09441786767810427,0.0,0.08336820371770193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576475059712658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490133427858786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970319729632255,0.07265647972870755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230061404363653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383554939296743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992905498276953,0.0,0.16451183789286253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022207139496638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470175285766684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206998986860438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045030743765752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576042971432586,0.09827605759816632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963868980398802,0.0,0.0,0.10545445996037058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072514843211953,0.18511129813688945,0.0,0.16479457156398053,0.0,0.0,0.09001663726161105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202431298831196,0.09807042520231644,0.0,0.0,0.10375317869612788,0.0,0.05556437859593543,0.22432594129675507,0.0,0.0,0.08470134763497353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080997853779743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007609689159033,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThisDraco,2019/10/03,"If you’re taking medication, you need to be mature enough to take it responsibly. Grad student involved in neuropsych here, and I have some thoughts about medication to share. I see many people abusing ADHD medications like it’s a form of Xanax. This stuff isn’t to make us feel better, it’s to help us stay on task and not procrastinate. My old roommate in college was taking 120mg of his medication because he truly was an addict, and didn’t even have ADHD - it is just TOO easy for college students to get today - in fact his whole family had it. A lot of people out there are quick to say “they can’t focus” which means they have ADHD. ADHD is massively over diagnosed and misunderstood, and the stigma coming with it is ridiculous, and it’s because of medications being abused. Just remember to take your meds as you’re supposed to. Don’t take 120+mg, then try to justify such an absurd amount (ie. *I had a lot of work to get done*). Most of all, I’m sick of being lectured on how miserable ADHD medications are by neurotypical people who cannot perceive what it’s like to constantly forget, be impulsive, loud, talkative, etc. etc. etc. etc. etc. etc. etc. Majority of the population describes ADHD medications as a nothing short than being meth, and I’d have to agree, but only if you’re taking horrid amounts equating to what a true methhead would ingest. The stuff IS addictive and it WILL take you away, but only if you allow it. You should still be hungry enough to eat 3 meals a day, otherwise you’re taking too much. Your jaw shouldn’t be clenched, otherwise you’re taking too much. (Bruxism as well) WORK OUT, and all will be fine in later hours of the day - your neurology will almost reset with exercise. Get your work done, and don’t play video games until everything is complete. Get to sleep. 8+ hours. Sleep is immensely important on our brains circuiting. (Make your room cold, your brain falls asleep faster) All in all, again, don’t abuse your meds. Be responsible. We are powerful. But with great power, comes great responsibility. Thanks fam.",3.724402744713629,6.253463290155443,4.680721187508752,80.08545931942305,75.42487046632122,7.696289035149139,24.940204453157826,8.605353355243054,1.964743117210474,1634,56,294,34,37,530,208,386,0.059000000000000004,0.813,0.128,0.9775,2,0,2,0,2,0,67.0,4,11,2,6,15,13,1,1,12,0,41,23,6,4,6,52,65,22,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,6,15,2,1,0,17,18,3,0,5,4,0,3,9,2,1,0,8,5,23,11,48,42,24,32,0,1,1,0,26,14,0,8,16,194,40,10,0.0,0.19807054613521524,0.0,0.12149419517006255,0.4018146128604759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579927252236402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235428446851097,0.0,0.0,0.06793734475101089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928311632316552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441223707948057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600212923052873,0.05842527721210253,0.06021756260693228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187439987230984,0.0,0.0,0.05655841926258215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140494579910986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057019293573566665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515503076628915,0.43502687033368737,0.03680500221378295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008090100489308,0.0,0.05253137919920862,0.0,0.02817559533117056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645340899815115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228712317543088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037350445765620535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975331092057797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054447605580566986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474865562679988,0.0,0.0,0.0743920532242481,0.056495122315582,0.0,0.06069948468948981,0.12379301779128744,0.39295061247521934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192671551730428,0.041318444315760094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346842775666279,0.0,0.05847268739537026,0.0,0.0,0.084760824768172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589546721486632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312413041586391,0.0,0.0,0.044313751609334866,0.0,0.0,0.04440460317103899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152795842188856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939408850494207,0.04450104770668162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758069231259192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37707583242753706,0.0,0.0,0.05130292956836879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423842213716562,0.0,0.0,0.0528195863074904,0.0,0.0,0.03783275907435444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405758712003568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010233099106911,0.0,0.0,0.06221356145247123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217026308495568,0.0,0.0,0.03958454340089347,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KiraNinja,2019/10/03,"[23F UK] Rant: I've been unsupported through everything and crappy NHS GPs, I want to make my life better. Going Private (Apologies if this is long, I probably will skim proof read myself lol, but need to rant about my life) So my entire life I have been through 4 different Councillors, (also a hypnotherapist) been told I have depression, anxiety and dyslexia and put on anti-depressants as a young teen for years. Looking through this sub I have had what I see a lot of people in here feel as everything “clicking into place”. I fit all the symptoms of what I believe as ADHD-I. I’ve never received the support I needed as a kid and because I was quiet, I went under the radar. I’ve done CBT and all other dumb “exercises” for depression/anxiety that of course never worked because I believe those were symptoms and not the root for me personally. I understand the information, I just can't perform it. And I don’t even think I have dyslexia; I think I have “stunted” learning because I wasn’t given the right support though school. I've always been at least 3 years behind my year group. I’ve finished Uni a few months ago (I really don’t even know how but it was near damn impossible and also like 3 years late) and about a month ago happened upon this sub, became hyperfocused on researching it and I KNOW it’s the source of my struggles! My parents however don’t believe in ADHD and don’t like “labels” as its an “excuse for me being lazy” yada yada I’m sure some of you have heard all that. I went through a GP who told me I couldn’t possibly have ADHD because I have “good eye contact” (spoilers: I really don’t? but that’s not the only symptom lol) and “I’m not a child.” He put me though the wellbeing centre where after a few phone calls I’m told I’m on a waiting list for CBT for depression and anxiety….again! And they also wanted me to sign up to Silvercloud which I was told to do at Uni but gave it up and found it absolutely useless. So I decided I’ve had enough of being the NHS’s joke and I’m going to save my money and go private I’m going to have to save for a few months (I’m unemployed but might be getting a job soon) but I’ve honestly had enough and I want to start living my life. I kind of want to know though, has anyone else been through something similar? Does it end?",3.4188744588744626,4.904019653679653,4.944004329004329,82.47410173160175,73.24242424242425,7.9038961038961055,27.551948051948052,8.515128840125781,2.000257142857143,1808,68,356,32,36,608,219,462,0.10400000000000001,0.804,0.092,-0.8533,6,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,1,3,17,18,2,1,23,2,38,9,1,3,7,65,81,39,0,8,11,1,1,2,0,2,8,2,0,3,20,19,0,1,11,3,1,9,13,6,0,0,24,7,45,12,51,51,11,45,0,3,4,0,22,17,2,4,21,233,65,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687150616412657,0.0,0.1321343345507724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788070592247606,0.062015699398454076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403190587169185,0.0,0.0,0.05211375506052361,0.07636573939684589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173343823959795,0.0,0.0,0.2519124870415507,0.0,0.06591654567451766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610440656224575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925801271464541,0.0,0.0,0.07786895258518871,0.0,0.0,0.06522251393432217,0.07627101193771829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622610234856604,0.0,0.06601227680168448,0.1540207359328171,0.0,0.09845394489938854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396717759742485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037685074628303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171931133936733,0.0,0.0,0.03893933169142815,0.0,0.16943056692578326,0.06251300303874051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590745003884449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396044185829509,0.0,0.0,0.07761248832180506,0.12288074019874574,0.0,0.08407412872254813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105735833304528,0.07282408962504179,0.0,0.06581217144950055,0.06595752247646576,0.06258720515050985,0.0,0.0,0.0633635264181478,0.0,0.0,0.04974997057838579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906553244507444,0.0,0.0,0.17846961764868,0.0,0.0,0.11052747168342522,0.11496568670219652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668412626957563,0.0,0.0,0.08275777107205289,0.0,0.0,0.05167035845192948,0.06507752813174249,0.07786895258518871,0.0,0.0,0.08402241844482357,0.0,0.0,0.08035694192039951,0.0,0.0,0.14984832859830385,0.0,0.0,0.07455109322583271,0.0,0.09549283690277552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364900195074212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542927420461483,0.05939149695586087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573775466231348,0.0,0.0,0.05275337168603783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791590426712053,0.0,0.0,0.16915361887292682,0.07024451392632372,0.23239850256094194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551281347201952,0.21967876354014235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284869967717819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758932046157138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584108025367387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818182666683435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054259400403304237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198188611043795 adhd,FuzzyPairOfSocks,2019/10/03,"Is it possible for a stimulant to just... not work on someone? From research and psychiatric guidance, I have been under the impression that stimulants work on everyone in some way - you just need to find the right medication and the right dosage. I have been taking vyvanse for a few weeks now, with a starting dose of 30mg and reaching the max of 70mg. I didn't feel anything, on any dosage. My psychiatrist switched me to Adderall 20mg (today is my first day on it). As far as I know, that's a decent dose already, and I still don't feel any different. I hope there isn't something fundamentally wrong with me. I just want to feel functional and I am feeling a bit discouraged now. I know I can try different doses and different medications in the future too but l anticipated sooner results.",5.0008014354067,6.42844632894737,6.1017224880382805,75.92796650717703,69.26315789473685,9.737799043062203,32.89712918660287,10.018931242160765,3.4297421052631574,630,29,117,16,11,210,94,152,0.013999999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.068,0.4814,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,10,0,11,5,0,3,0,28,22,9,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,4,15,2,20,19,3,20,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,2,9,79,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019227647915736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975799939488293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269148946821986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837489768466374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946304065983627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48340017717865996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736959585724296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119252906757381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095981170922242,0.13118459566722773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318126236652144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695172026900917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107330312351707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143566586790495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386669361267695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634164006642953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067522802046755,0.11873074476572945,0.0,0.0,0.10916198892793327,0.0,0.1231651193002926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595879268159245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618825812447964,0.0,0.0,0.1047093613517882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096651759989652,0.12241745642760506,0.12371083107116068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245567961537308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862197013855051,0.0,0.0 adhd,kiddomama,2019/10/03,"My son reached peak ADHD this morning As I entered the kitchen this morning, I saw my 12-year-old son standing in the corner that I just passed. He had a sheepish smile spreading across his face. ""Did you forget to scare me?"" I asked. ""Um...yes."" Then I had to go search for where I left my phone so I could make a post about it.",0.3321268656716434,2.60612898507463,1.0613246268656729,102.3701958955224,87.50746268656715,3.35,21.807835820895523,3.1291,-0.5632074626865671,250,9,58,0,8,76,52,67,0.084,0.852,0.064,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,4,8,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,13,0,7,3,0,11,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,1,36,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416146185668098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237133236493434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764663832722479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679177191752287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37622059825136905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311362120922068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363349440959168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316285005191531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466741249045909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298488536776465 adhd,lookaseaofnonsense,2019/10/03,Best meds for ADHD? I was diagnosed with ADHD in 2014 and I went to my GP this year to ask for meds but turns out that I need re diagnosis and I'm in the waiting list since April so fuck that. I'll just self medicate. Anyone knows which is the best meds for ADHD? what about Modafinil?,0.3612142857142828,2.6007928833333342,1.9128571428571417,96.61500000000002,86.83333333333334,5.428571428571429,16.9047619047619,6.868970318607317,-0.22752380952380946,223,5,52,3,7,72,44,60,0.09300000000000001,0.774,0.133,0.4025,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,10,8,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860115581583777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364924101378195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194960787143208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411438811436868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649710405656615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026229723303458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932576337143125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416239498750384,0.1637383391144336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205186927463306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695609294448964,0.0,0.0,0.1344518026678047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767929467693633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067288573184914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466812274180792 adhd,imtired365,2019/10/03,Does Ritalin make you tired ? Hey just been diagnosed with ADD and I’ve currently on 10 mg of Ritalin and an hour after taking it I just need a fat nap. Is this normal for the first week of taking this medication?,1.27186046511628,3.731255720930237,3.6802790697674443,83.99437209302326,84.81395348837209,8.091162790697675,20.227906976744187,8.841846274778883,1.7354781395348842,168,5,34,5,5,58,36,43,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.504,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,1,1,0,9,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105022430208838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771255232534186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021529732255844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012694631863025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042038982898144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30818209904731764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268357179258137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997365336910993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600273616171774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516099043918076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539047839779926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daysy_l,2019/10/03,"Even my resume speakers ADHD I have an interview today, and even though I do work at jobs for longer then 1 1/2 to 2 years it still shows my need to change and not be able to stay still. From dispatcher to medical assistant to Executive office assistant lord and now I’m applying for HeadManager at a well known crafting store 😩",4.39875,6.1420751250000025,5.627000000000002,77.51800000000003,71.1875,10.12,28.425,10.355215969177356,3.155785,264,10,50,8,5,88,50,64,0.0,0.9640000000000001,0.036000000000000004,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,10,4,0,9,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,32,5,3,0.25681726292772866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086444428813235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716786114237021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392507601249451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548515059020174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587163738533086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904267463411881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737330316568241,0.4101891958369334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523216568940287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434327364011245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309095618854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696602609022564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653818972407453 adhd,KieranKelsey,2019/10/03,Being on medication like: I can’t go to class I’m very intently trying to color and cannot leave until I finish,2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,76.5,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.5084833333333338,90,2,17,2,2,34,21,24,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.3915,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900422574179597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403843368780363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493300203440525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141214366045384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34649246699094977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210901531337731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Astroxin,2019/10/03,"I got diagnosed with ADD a month ago (M21) and it's been amazing. Last spring I was deeply depressed, as I was failing my game programming studies that I did no really even want to do. Difficulties with focusing and procrastinating lead me to do a study of whether I could have ADHD/ADD. Months rolled by, session here and there and ~3 weeks ago I ended up getting diagnosed with ADD. I got a new prescription a week ago for Methylphenidate. It's staggering how big the difference is. I have so much energy to do things and it feels like there's not a huge wall to climb over in order to start doing the smallest things. I also started going to a ""ADHD for young adults"" course type program every Tuesday for two hours until Christmas, which has given me a lot of support. I'm not alone, at all. And I'm not *broken* or *lazy*, as my depressed state of mind wanted me to believe since I was 12 years old. I've still a lot to learn and a long way to go before I've reshaped my daily routine and got rid of bad habits and formed new ones, but I am so so happy. I started at a new school two months ago (to become a chef!), moved into a much nicer apartment three days ago (~500m from school), and had my diagnosis. My life has taken a full 180. A positive side affect of my prescription has also helped me control my weight, as it suppresses appetite. I'm quite overweight (in good physical shape though) and losing weight would improve my selfconfidence and mental health even further. Don't really have anyone with experience with ADHD/ADD to share this with. Hope you guys are doing fine with your daily struggles too!",4.831363636363637,6.001393022292997,5.308847712796759,82.4220671685003,69.4140127388535,8.129473074696008,27.64852345107122,8.438071523408619,1.8656675159235667,1275,42,245,19,22,408,186,314,0.075,0.7879999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9711,0,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,6,14,14,0,1,16,0,23,7,0,4,1,44,42,26,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,9,22,3,2,2,1,0,5,5,6,0,4,11,3,26,8,39,29,7,51,0,4,0,0,7,15,0,4,29,157,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159487543076186,0.0,0.3884009901379826,0.0,0.0,0.0907599934340247,0.0,0.1401580476569165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061274109062207725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316879345897055,0.0,0.09678230705982246,0.07456810635830569,0.09873089607653693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828638198556264,0.06996676681662188,0.0,0.0,0.05651518481272653,0.0,0.15095407729087046,0.17788862365566366,0.0,0.09155645544488987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761565911904601,0.0,0.0,0.11575979797202335,0.0,0.0738334709694739,0.0,0.0,0.08572059945556089,0.0,0.0,0.044309211073167175,0.06260409058864147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578393658447832,0.0,0.09960620784498324,0.07350129656850374,0.21026118238603084,0.0,0.0,0.08676914186248885,0.0,0.09328555418618144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314837931767048,0.0,0.0,0.05873766873968685,0.0,0.0,0.08703803236920829,0.08629955396503765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143151625660057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618968480376494,0.04281241300745338,0.0,0.0,0.07755128029063146,0.0,0.09803743599340704,0.0,0.14900264330607452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883121235001436,0.0,0.08848301706979378,0.0,0.20984031573613213,0.09313860879831967,0.1288387374861102,0.0,0.0,0.2539056714321381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195470822760232,0.0,0.05938149513504869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320707979730547,0.0,0.0,0.11227819788163028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737587969736687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248983228386406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607846506179124,0.0,0.06998277383800426,0.0,0.0,0.09161166011160414,0.0,0.0,0.09944339339056923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643719028986553,0.0,0.08609768188953054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120683838349351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033748721097414,0.06955794965057507,0.14058569766097764,0.21342355927979692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062251032078272935,0.0,0.0,0.05643192960206695 adhd,GordanFreechman,2019/10/03,How can I stop hating myself for every mistake make? It is nearly impossible to be kind to myself. I beat myself up over every single screw up that happens because of me.,3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,75.36363636363637,5.612121212121212,23.12121212121212,6.42735559955562,1.041775757575758,135,4,21,1,3,47,27,33,0.24,0.672,0.08800000000000001,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272318043822693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281348775852952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296315513453532,0.0,0.0,0.3680245714604632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881734904659687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882103573228304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31164510468425943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,K5_489,2019/10/03,"Adult diagnosis....am I now looking at a lifetime of meds? Diagnosed two weeks ago at 39, have been taking Adzenys for a week. Wondering now if I'm going to be on these things daily for the rest of my life, or have some people been able to successfully go without them after a while, or at least go to an ""as needed"" kind of thing? At first, it really wasn't a big deal to me, and the first few days were so life changing that I didn't even think about it. But now I think my body is getting used to them, settling down a bit, and I'm starting to mentally compare to when I was using cocaine to cope in my younger years....which then naturally progressed to ""WTF is the difference...I'm still basically hooked on drugs to function on a daily basis...Only real difference is that the Adzenys is FAR cheaper and far less likely to land my ass in prison, lol"" I'm not necessarily against taking meds, or looking for excuses to do other drugs/abuse these...just trying to get a better understanding of what I'm up against. Maybe this is one of those side effects of meds during the ""getting used to them"" period?",5.022870249017039,5.602725100917431,5.9094626474442995,80.42908256880735,68.63302752293578,8.797378768020971,30.25032765399737,8.841846274778883,2.2950566186107464,864,32,172,14,14,285,134,218,0.057,0.9009999999999999,0.042,-0.6089,0,0,3,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,3,6,8,4,0,0,13,1,15,6,2,4,0,21,38,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,6,2,12,4,40,31,6,35,0,0,2,1,6,16,1,6,17,118,23,1,0.1246893025685701,0.14773643419811286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052954340502467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027755535320552,0.13612842415864804,0.13850170596255626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190474890604184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041428486809589,0.128549195859293,0.0,0.12655701741789915,0.0,0.13027378241892562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460000474595044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235610837372066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212131413453195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543504269270345,0.0,0.21259141234747106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984472091832666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614348380989225,0.06091689493505239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941522070856866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526716381148978,0.0,0.4155051178876688,0.0,0.12565748975216712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924555379221787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844926984049773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644386255369899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419237242853904,0.07987916007749382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825573013035218,0.0,0.0995770380989984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750167551279032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165676064233651,0.15979174070513974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465585162327717,0.0,0.12180333054520982,0.12980596137831749,0.0,0.3230745691599459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000364747554376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019603812796308,0.13522022974607312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MuttsNStuff,2019/10/03,"Sleep stack for Vyvanse?? So I got prescribed 40mg Vyvanse and 25MG Seroquel. But I genuinely don’t want to stick to the sleep meds due to the fat amount of side effects that are paired with them. Does anyone have any daily sleep aids they take or any homeopathic routes to take that assist with sleep??",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,4.5098275862069,88.55543103448278,67.9655172413793,7.179310344827586,26.568965517241374,7.1686216300943375,1.075779310344827,242,7,48,2,4,71,45,58,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,5,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,8,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799047423593958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439014961632196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009865778766426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459860558548753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285995520063908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8238022397811023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30947488137264834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138731178588667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,motznmargs,2019/10/03,Can’t focus at work.... I’m at work and literally cannot focus at all. I try and start something but just can’t focus... it’s not even like I’m thinking of other things or not wanting to do it... my brain is just freaking out. I haven’t had this happen this bad in a while. I took my medicine about an hour ago... hopefully they will help soon.,-0.4700608828006097,1.6544760273972619,1.6363470319634708,97.77756468797566,90.0958904109589,4.3403348554033485,17.700152207001523,5.82211442006289,-0.522246879756469,262,7,62,2,9,87,53,73,0.158,0.748,0.09300000000000001,-0.7143,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,13,16,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,8,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,6,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487362257867711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342904625949913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132439820047687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533458961556085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481349064893221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808121509464906,0.0,0.0,0.2787005211255064,0.276335873046041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708767869663868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602067987044046,0.0,0.0,0.19861112730953032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641911316722048,0.1797980579239775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117584991237697,0.1905099430871404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550598596976052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085623472704644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toomanytubas,2019/10/03,"I graduated from my masters degree yesterday! It might have taken me 4.5 years to finish my 3 year bachelor. It also took me 2 years to finish my 18 month masters, but I did it!! I am so relieved and excited and wanted to share.",2.4432608695652185,4.251033108695655,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,76.6086956521739,8.078260869565218,26.71739130434783,8.841846274778883,2.358234782608696,177,7,33,4,4,64,33,46,0.0,0.764,0.23600000000000002,0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,3,4,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,24,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287882446803752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818906094113123,0.0,0.0,0.2873391600509997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399960154394805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123303771598213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6954618265574173 adhd,relatable_alien,2019/10/03,"About coffee: how does it affect you? So, I was wondering if my heart starts speeding up with coffee and also I get nauseated because I'm too sensitive to it or because ""brain chemistry"". Do you guys can have coffee normally or does it change you in a bad way? For instance, I developed ashtma last year during pneumonia while being pregnant and they gave me Berotec and my heart rate got so high that I was shaking uncontrollably for a long time, and couldn't take it anymore. Now, with coffee (minimum dose) my body doesn't shake but my heart rate rises and changes my breathing patterns until it wears off. So unnerving!",6.99502463054187,7.5551885517241395,6.843546798029558,75.513275862069,64.34482758620689,9.732019704433498,34.67487684729064,9.606745405546679,3.320742857142858,496,21,86,9,7,157,81,116,0.054000000000000006,0.934,0.011000000000000001,-0.578,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,3,1,0,8,4,0,3,2,0,8,8,7,2,0,16,15,16,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,0,14,0,10,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,9,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420276157908986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642883363482014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011973351170354,0.2045987115001975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864062543630803,0.0,0.1873386684054948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550551237675755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937146282165781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767717342409348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342181525347826,0.0,0.0,0.16616467841073232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965899355245508,0.0,0.17730730262670116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679281219560255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851228528058322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442449894732378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187813533800473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617709210235295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978551267486195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320489388860013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198979114304226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080682974747536 adhd,rivalion,2019/10/03,"What is your best description of what it is like to have an ADHD? Recently I got asked by a friend what it is like to have an ADHD? I came up with something like this, but was curious what is your favourite description? "" Did you ever felt lost? But not just like confused! LOST. Not fitting to this world. Always stepping with a different pace than anyone else Never able to stop. Never able to start. Racing with multiple thoughts inside, and anxious outside. Impulsive outside and doubtful and unsure inside.""",3.4860573122529668,6.545713119565222,3.7044268774703575,83.40025691699606,80.84782608695653,6.388932806324111,26.841897233201585,7.686295010490155,2.046443478260869,405,17,66,7,11,125,59,92,0.136,0.665,0.19899999999999998,0.6221,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,2,10,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,3,20,16,5,0,0,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,8,1,5,6,12,8,1,11,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,10,49,13,0,0.33474572098203353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022993056680983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926762788882832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908369156420124,0.0,0.1170309956681625,0.17149327478261556,0.0,0.0,0.15647103088373535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756474910004257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142996376292587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486901571567556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398185481238756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139833459122592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607041936409083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931185682902774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338633663364532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270797012246813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654144974613291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581765364404525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526050772253775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885180510410932,0.0,0.0,0.11846737211892687,0.0,0.0,0.1399312058310746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328753554999285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RanchDubwa5,2019/10/03,Anyone suffer with impulse behavior such as binge shopping / spending Is this a common thing for people with adhd? I’m financially fookin myself if I continue this path but sometimes have no control. 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I really did feel like I was mentally disabled. How about you?",1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000013,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.5,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.4455,150,4,32,2,4,50,30,40,0.059000000000000004,0.8059999999999999,0.134,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,2,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,6,2,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,17,6,0,0.2672115722367779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211363827503753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989235604936705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702203994646356,0.3817920011947017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631495729809376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217813095626434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610921536340522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836579939991284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269286415982144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507599591358868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032264417006718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118257551823565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674045492385515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328532625141664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pookieeatworld,2019/10/03,"A-hole at work So, like many of you, I tend to hyper-focus on things that interest me. And it just so happens that I've found a job that I love, apprenticing as a Toolmaker, that utilizes my strengths when I hyper-focus: my perfectionism, my attention to detail, my spatial reasoning. But there's a guy in the department who gets a childish thrill out of startling me by slamming things around while I'm hyper-focusing and then making fun of me because I'm ""jumpy"". And it pisses me off to the point where I have thrown things at him (rags, gloves, etc.) when he does it. One day I threw a rag at him and hit him right in the face once and he just goes, ""Ah, you'll get over it"". And I'm like, ""that's not the point..."" but with my ADD I couldn't formulate the rest of the words I needed to speak before he walked away because he just doesn't care. I just get so focused that I lose a sense of what's around me... I'm afraid I'm going to have something sharp or heavy like a tool in my hand some time and then get written up and kicked out of my apprenticeship because I turn around and throw it without thinking... I mean I knew when I signed on to this apprenticeship that I was basically going to be the gopher/peon for the department for a few years, but I DIDN'T sign up to be a punching bag. Any thoughts, any help?",5.383148831488314,4.757418778597788,5.9120885608856115,84.85452890528906,67.85608856088561,9.145485854858553,29.136777367773675,8.447377352677275,1.7586248954489545,1023,30,228,13,15,332,143,271,0.042,0.83,0.129,0.9604,4,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,3,15,13,1,2,17,1,9,4,3,2,0,40,35,23,0,2,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,18,16,0,0,7,0,0,7,5,4,1,1,7,3,32,9,38,23,4,38,0,1,0,1,14,22,1,2,12,147,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075161288004847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745606198522572,0.0,0.0,0.1317708692857605,0.0,0.0,0.2564879760755248,0.0,0.11934366772300113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429957170556112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045059298120124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273500320483464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641745860772824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377849356180853,0.0,0.0,0.2931024096835111,0.0,0.1594162806693804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887100183674433,0.12402390836829255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400760141620654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917793904187345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555934602242865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690551573607114,0.0,0.0,0.1265824240234462,0.0,0.09361894275536968,0.14219297338324102,0.0,0.1527749628121175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399468506341043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936323418454947,0.09503802322992612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26516593766802754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420186609674387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197739858091848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797243074327667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27953052639788073,0.08986747643149487,0.0,0.11134399791770357,0.08178175781047749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255332099735208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519740852633869,0.0,0.10210473777655933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031734590436896 adhd,hombreingwar,2019/10/03,"[USA] Cost of evaluation for adult ADHD? Number of appointments? Psychiatrist in Philadelphia area seem to be mostly not taking insurance, and charge $400 for one hour (initial consultation) and $125-$200 for 20 minutes follow ups. In comparison my out of network therapist (talk therapy) ""only"" charges me $125 for one hour. I'm getting conflicting information on how long it takes to get evaluated for adult ADHD with a psychiatrist. Some say one visit, some say 5 hours. Five hours sounds insanely expensive.",7.089113300492612,9.663421885057478,7.838752052545158,60.99931034482759,65.7816091954023,11.867980295566506,36.56650246305419,11.491704259439757,5.414781280788177,412,21,60,15,7,137,67,87,0.061,0.924,0.015,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,16,7,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,5,32,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962116413458565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224434419275073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6493373521696783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587834087093948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33509984450056074,0.12536835805006133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217499857961274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500642768011115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24787854845860985,0.1324922643018448,0.0,0.0,0.1885090714620607,0.1913921130868521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DripDropRaggaMuffin,2019/10/03,"What’s a Symptom of ADHD that You Personally Don’t Suffer From? I know for many mental illnesses, the idea that you don’t have the perfect *textbook case* symptoms and reactions you can feel like a fraud. I thought this post would be nice to let everyone talk about they don’t face when it comes to ADHD. Maybe this could make a few of us feel normal! Unlike a lot with ADHD, I have no issues with sleeping. I pray to whichever Sun God blessed me with this because I know tons of people suffer badly with bad sleep schedules. For whatever reason I sleep like a log and regularly get 7-8 hours.",4.803012820512818,5.796048393162392,5.3428098290598305,82.80600961538465,69.34188034188034,7.901282051282053,28.30021367521368,8.07648339933343,1.7929495726495732,470,16,91,6,8,151,81,117,0.17800000000000002,0.67,0.152,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,1,1,2,9,0,0,7,0,10,7,4,2,1,20,18,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,12,5,14,13,3,5,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011369260073045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211095934874965,0.08473039809889148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973236013058765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097663772085424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328162060045696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056065439901233,0.09929844978128498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261943884140068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688261972931476,0.0,0.0,0.15690905907378205,0.0,0.14507524361293062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277664013963602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213236866990347,0.0,0.13581241107613998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816904737764385,0.0,0.0,0.09278060996033664,0.14091967303074804,0.13963971377765355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007482383345554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618612894347631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963620142545781,0.12136555428230256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331193164406637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291057664296578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172877973466555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28893919695892023,0.0,0.11171935925698112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103469419561936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719453441236284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873845182536793,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Drab_baggage,2019/10/03,"ADHD and Parkinsons Do many of you guys have a family history of Parkinson's? They seem sort of intimately linked in terms of being neurotransmitter malfunctions. My grandfather had Parkinson's, and I sort of wonder if perhaps this is just an earlier form of the disease. I'm not exactly stressing about it, but it seems plausible Just wanted to hear any thoughts or findings about the idea, if someone finds it compelling",9.611,9.668522333333339,8.871833333333337,64.85175000000001,59.0,12.3,42.75,11.698219412168324,5.3839999999999995,345,18,53,9,4,109,59,75,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.4414,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,22,12,6,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,10,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,8,1,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28179120364240595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944980640794562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104045148821985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42860848698358217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321653172334709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426832078506673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646916859893533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377190078364928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269111633355557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866836898031556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685882415182185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861455181910179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829835965972054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427616746284715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ebush2019,2019/10/03,"My tic tacs definitely weren't my meds. Today I was getting out of my car to go into work, I grabbed my purse and gently shook it to make sure I had the necessary tools to battle my ADD today (adderall). The purse rattled, I sighed in relief. I get to my desk and go into purse to get said meds and to my surprise.... all i found were tic tacs. So now i am slugging through the morning and posting this instead of making calls at work... Also trying to figure out where they could be but it's been since 4 yesterday that I had my last dose so my memory has been rough every since it wore off. Wish me luck.",3.1110044444444465,4.036035176000002,4.364266666666668,88.51057777777778,73.24000000000002,6.835555555555558,24.288888888888888,6.937597516519254,0.7731422222222224,467,13,101,4,9,154,80,125,0.024,0.8540000000000001,0.122,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,1,1,3,0,11,1,0,2,2,19,22,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,10,3,19,4,17,10,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,5,67,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030700951479442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192238512614412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500662382422451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835962913359491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608222114299776,0.0,0.0,0.2945951391391973,0.0,0.2136375538982428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532078645946696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25092194906085724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175497779404001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000829242888045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878760860522114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31095552750527844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714473134666908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563174551698929,0.0,0.0,0.12760865218588402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613820326807875,0.0,0.0,0.2736659810204116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ButterflyBetta,2019/10/03,"How to stop expecting so much from myself? I have a huge essay due tomorrow night worth 40% of my grade, and I've barely started writing. This semester I tried really hard to 'do assignments properly' and not at the last minute. I have spent over a month researching and forcing myself to do little bits (way more work then I normally do), but I've still come up with hardly anything done the day before. At this point I just need to submit something that'll get me a passing grade, but I just can't get over my own expectations of myself. I keep thinking of the negative feedback I'll get, judgement from my professors, and I'm already overwhelmingly disappointed in my essay even though I haven't written anything much. And the worst part is I have another 40% essay due (and other assignments) for the same class in 3 weeks that I have not even thought about, I have no idea how I'm going to do that one if I'm failing at this one. This class is designed as 'no formal classes, do your own research, make your own meetings with a supervisor' type class. I only met with my supervisor once, which is also making me ashamed. Literally the worst kind of class and assignments for my brain, but it was required for my degree... I tried very hard this semester but it wasn't enough and am feeling very down. I have to forcibly remind myself constantly to just keep writing and it doesn't have to be perfect, but it's slow progress and very draining. I guess I just wanted to rant a little and maybe hear anyone's similar problems that might make me feel better. I have work all day tomorrow (unfortunately) so will have to stay up late tonight, as always.",6.839593410445148,6.81759905993691,6.949626708727656,76.60451717490362,64.70977917981071,10.072835611636874,33.69943918682089,9.725611199111238,3.0939310900806163,1310,51,245,24,18,421,164,317,0.147,0.799,0.053,-0.9857,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,7,14,10,0,2,11,0,28,1,1,5,2,54,53,26,0,7,12,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,4,5,0,2,3,9,7,0,2,7,6,33,3,35,42,13,37,0,3,0,0,7,14,0,3,18,171,48,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433946056072508,0.09010600911639806,0.09375447255132363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814936817856572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878485070330529,0.0,0.18544354501114366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587796895917253,0.0,0.0,0.09965171774348626,0.12301171582625993,0.0,0.0,0.1257823577143849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705937650251104,0.0,0.12176144691739105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453318690744237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530545594967105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642320411940665,0.0,0.1488413057366785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113943544267176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660382159562768,0.0,0.06403569414793428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412401216428015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028035088572178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699270584050562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719615168937376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003011059324445,0.0,0.11733348130534813,0.0,0.09184501300661152,0.12710209946920434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585953140673465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563394251440305,0.0,0.1131969965301446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195301732187238,0.0,0.0,0.08993596262124068,0.0,0.16565790760564686,0.08354694787469577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573768139209086,0.1103973959013908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199950010253274,0.1527027418384563,0.0856942743851272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220158449289507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651412021194794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781458121094012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218237190817257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674257763954334,0.0,0.0,0.07975181422934494,0.12009636128760863,0.0899822530758098,0.09420119086565908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219747205806222,0.1107024339869355,0.0894512174782632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299760688886274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789055687419092,0.06645852538933522,0.08943602383324697,0.09038094042293912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405721503125306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anditrauten,2019/10/03,"Utilization og energy So I have been thinking if this is linked to my ADHD, whenever I am studying or training I like to do alot very well and then rest and do little to nothing. I don’t know how often I have been yelled at for needing to do things my way. I cannot be performing well at something for a long time like a straight line. I need to find my focus and then go all out and then i need a break and that happens most often when I have a good teacher/coach with me. I wish I could stay at school all day but I always need breaks in between or I just faid out and start daydreaming until school is over and try not to be annoyed by not being able to focus. Now the best thing that works for me is to get motivated and then do alot and then take my break. This has however gotten me in trouble from time to time. If I am late at finishing my teacher used to get mad and if I finished eatly I also got in trouble sometimes. I used to be told by my coaches “ why should you get to do something different then the others, you are nothing special” or “ why cant you work like this person?” However I was one of the best in my sport where I played but no one, nore myself understood how it was best for me to train or learn. This led me to sit in school for how many hours every day just thinking and pretending to listen and smile while i side my head I was almost screaming and screaming for help. Since I am finished with high school thinking if I actually am able to make it through college I just wish somebody could understand how my brain works and help me instead of people getting disappointed. I love to learn and read but it happens so rarely these days since It just gets harder. I havent oficially been diagnosed since the process is so long and it was hard fir me to explain to the doctor who wasnt too shure. Also being a shy girl makes people not think that you have adhd.I just desperetly want help since my mother wants me to go to college but i know if I should start I will most likely drop out becouse it will be too much. I am just so confused in life and dont know what to do. Sorry for the long post I just needed to get it off my chest.",3.4249790268456373,4.3903242684563795,4.297633529082777,89.1305442533557,72.53467561521255,7.108752796420583,25.82557326621924,7.292943589461545,1.049545917225951,1696,53,367,17,32,547,200,447,0.083,0.769,0.14800000000000002,0.983,3,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,8,27,21,2,1,13,0,46,8,3,10,2,92,87,49,0,18,23,1,1,4,0,4,3,4,0,2,20,22,1,0,15,5,0,3,10,8,2,2,12,5,55,13,55,63,11,57,0,1,0,1,15,20,0,17,30,268,75,14,0.1493740173429173,0.0,0.07288374673281905,0.0,0.17951854107534782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478825066841549,0.0,0.0,0.11945434770178492,0.06214557426617363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351382233353092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337540215411689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926299817390495,0.0,0.0,0.14450082567307196,0.0,0.0,0.07580574165234881,0.0,0.07803202774219828,0.0,0.07644531813477214,0.0,0.0,0.08753261792313388,0.0,0.0,0.07642345550305768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292702602997441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826257285646685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341252766294019,0.0,0.08489269638156041,0.06264391937249406,0.059734023622652566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209095022107384,0.0,0.06690488974607862,0.0,0.07665041809943995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018338273371135,0.07891092526271695,0.0,0.0,0.07355165898916427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313808019544648,0.0,0.08425019891852092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275364298190582,0.1459531994013869,0.07485600366999365,0.0,0.19828695723342266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740794130149569,0.0,0.0997083164846512,0.07572090420331405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054903544970881006,0.27689735287117995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332839828005506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012196999815146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355713568278296,0.06521381515969843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152950891118484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470722003670431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023489604984325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24712746146912976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499541630478652,0.07386736131793935,0.08360599149223649,0.1057276982991648,0.07960641382106448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615533560802316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923745975936556,0.19142567770974914,0.0,0.0,0.13065178612002346,0.0,0.0,0.07136663742702025,0.0,0.050707576303912656,0.0,0.0,0.07775181000581807,0.0,0.1290111910234223,0.0,0.0616246040102649,0.08810466557619191,0.059283071089304036,0.0,0.0,0.134305180689594,0.0,0.1347868170098437,0.0,0.17177274811180954,0.0,0.0,0.1631190954924061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stupidmonkey420,2019/10/03,Affordable ADD testing I am really struggling in college but I also have really bad insurance. Is there any way to get ADD testing done cheaply? Im looking at around 600$ if I try to go to a specialist which is money I do not have. Thanks for any advice you can give me.,0.4848214285714292,2.8652192678571464,3.333571428571428,85.41142857142857,88.46428571428572,6.771428571428572,24.07142857142857,7.957251820313856,1.8222428571428573,213,9,42,5,7,75,44,56,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.8846,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,13,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,12,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,28,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607705678085559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340626149605516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629452079382035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756021422341705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228152993180676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730884047092841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942230084401191,0.2559945283287989,0.1516615620248185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28825245374117364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240935261711534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419121607071072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789779426968201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456870105219101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811790779781263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181947437789575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PlsEmma,2019/10/03,"I don't want to fail again. Writing this at 4:30am at 5%, because there is no better time to write this am I right?! I've been a homeschooled child for a few years, starting in middle school, and have barely scraped by for the years I have been. At the time of high school, I lost the ""push through last second"" motive. I failed all my classes in 9th grade, and have to retake them this year. I was doing great, until my parents didn't sign my master's agreement, which put me out of school for a few days. I was never able to catch up, and am about 2 weeks behind all my schoolwork right now. I tried my hardest to not repeat last year, but it seems like history repeating itself. I really need a way to help myself get back on track.",4.834287844891872,4.865972503355707,4.9633109619686815,88.96533929903059,68.93288590604028,7.427591349739001,25.280387770320647,6.42735559955562,0.714900969425802,569,13,123,3,9,178,101,149,0.045,0.845,0.109,0.8781,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,6,6,7,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,3,16,19,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,6,0,17,4,24,13,4,34,0,3,0,0,6,12,0,1,19,83,23,8,0.16298576956310476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253259962828772,0.0,0.09935461234644886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414766828049158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511233789190357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851533376071605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969238633363546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924592574557672,0.17220341408311732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657103112296297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962661427931485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791822074238398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085188294585485,0.1257046732410437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097640903441406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384571538253978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441285747127478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783779133355527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948509005784436,0.0,0.1483761232928453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153621665799177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007662585817064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065663886645054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613322970399783,0.12937051751607875,0.1307373531934555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198299676011204 adhd,growingstronger56642,2019/10/03,"Coffee is a stimulant As you might have found stimulants are much harder to access even for those of us with a formal diagnosis due to regulations on how much stimulants ie. adderal, concerta and Vyvanse among others people can acquire and use because they are considered addictive by the Senate and government so they want to prevent us from accessing it and reduce how much we can use so here's my idea it's very simple actually coffee is a stimulant so why are we not regulating the consumption of coffee I bet that would really put this into perspective for them. After all how would they feel if they couldn't function on coffee?",5.8825641025641024,7.9051570854700834,6.9278632478632485,68.54769230769233,67.8888888888889,10.670085470085473,30.948717948717945,10.746095033038511,4.008856410256411,517,21,81,16,9,173,82,117,0.0,0.976,0.024,0.1725,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,4,1,5,1,8,0,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,9,1,30,17,12,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,12,0,16,12,4,7,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,2,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.1906339933397216,0.21296097475869552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908390471199973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290272203782545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877512646153434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141918356673025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052703467040896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723610190612105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308154765152755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354315001560068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963812962205289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514658832807882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699654067738756,0.3374403709028059,0.0,0.16118469311849865,0.11522283762538207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627352000941074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775429043743941,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ambidextrous_bacon,2019/10/03,"I'm so tired of forgetting important things. It's truly ruining my life. Hi all, first time posting, sorry it's a rant. I joined not long ago and I'm blown away at the number of people experiencing such similar things to me!! I'm at uni, first year (take two due to a c-section/baby and another abdo surgery), and my ADHD is literally ruining it for me. I was supposed to apply for a medical withdrawal and a remitance of fees for last years fails. **Guess who forgot.** I then failed two topics this year in first semester due to personal reasons, meaning I was required to 'show cause' for failing two topics, two years in a row. **Guess who forgot.** THEN I had an opportunity to appeal their decision of banning me from studying because I didn't apply for the medical withdrawal, and I didn't show cause as to why I failed. **Guess who forgot.** &#x200B; I'm now technically banned from studying because I went through a bunch of traumatic shit and just forgot to prove it. How do people just... remember? Like, I can walk past the dishes 6 times over before I remember I need to do them. I forget to pay bills, reply to university officials.. I almost forgot my counselling appointment tomorrow. &#x200B; If anyone has any 'remmeber this' tips, that'd be fab. Otherwise, stories of weird/wonderful/horrible times you've forgotten due to ADHD would be equally fab.",2.920452077111051,5.752614925196853,4.689641596524576,77.04027559055119,80.85039370078741,8.227857724680968,28.04995927233233,8.939507131559953,3.0338901982079824,1077,49,182,30,29,363,149,254,0.156,0.767,0.077,-0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,2,9,6,11,1,0,10,0,14,6,1,4,2,36,30,12,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,12,6,1,8,6,2,3,2,3,7,0,7,11,1,22,4,33,15,3,30,0,6,0,0,7,6,1,5,22,116,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723021282265305,0.0,0.08748929846507797,0.0,0.09883119880779004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138772039262125,0.23985631103627544,0.06711762294164705,0.10349283945144463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901152355482862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272946514980457,0.0,0.0,0.12033004951577934,0.0,0.08398422608088373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027788540282528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25185589831555794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261789714416131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045156171417861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971289916240495,0.04821856888532403,0.0,0.0,0.08734410158539478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751041308778732,0.0,0.19885451316395425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318287855747269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421784521699772,0.13684871317564742,0.0861787710430369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452483582171044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147737500127264,0.0,0.0,0.2236098501176232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131147253678957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048366946469043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420816890344165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114034660527135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265375955736972,0.11343815325029982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856521111667224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149348741798066,0.08905906067806221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011180794518987,0.0,0.23985631103627544,0.2542315831976395 adhd,strongerthrulife,2019/10/03,"Just started medication for the first time at 39. Started on 30mgs of Biphentin. Only been an hour, just feel the need to tell someone. My diagnosis was a year ago, and took me this long to want to try something.",2.7647560975609764,5.1188580975609765,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,77.78048780487805,6.051219512195122,27.32317073170732,7.1686216300943375,1.2853853658536587,166,7,34,2,4,52,36,41,0.0,0.968,0.032,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,7,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25034802660086625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279988766851331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402260552138877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278126518472659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993255004619025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845081388505082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941063134878352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214792910554672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392932979811317,0.2174204852529304,0.0,0.0,0.3997962389727533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468472686937617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468120005808845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137786817533781,0.1917444399136071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665784581522096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186902932633506 adhd,miabrodriguez,2019/10/03,the eternal teenage adhd mood does any one have any tips on writing papers? or just homework in general? I feel like i can get in max like three sentences in an hour especially if the paper doesnt interest me. right now it is four am and i was going to pull an all-nighter to finish my homework but i havent done anything.,2.267727272727271,4.227049409090913,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,77.63636363636364,6.218181818181819,27.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4290484848484857,255,11,52,3,6,84,52,66,0.027999999999999997,0.8909999999999999,0.08,0.3004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,6,3,6,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,34,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600733225929801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074905166519997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655372454961005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621909671540922,0.3066053296551685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149195527818152,0.2140416374379782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653400061810482,0.0,0.1702754215073285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950557650013244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927488889823093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28116394313852666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302367357648685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558655343561653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anisahlove,2019/10/03,"Important test due next week? ahhhh it can wait till the night before to study. I have a very important certification exam on 10/12, and all i've been doing is scrolling through social media, watching netflix, etc. I REALLY hate that I cannot commit to doing something when I say I am going to do it. It feels like I have a mental block or wall that prevents me from doing this. I am just constantly distracted by the most mundane things. I also got super depressed after I realized I had gotten 0 done today. I feel like a piece of shit sometimes, and I WISH I NEVER HAD ADHD!!!!!",3.812822025565392,5.5181932123893835,5.492507374631269,78.04686332350052,72.6283185840708,7.854080629301867,25.829891838741396,8.515128840125781,1.9718995083579158,455,15,81,8,9,155,83,113,0.16899999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.6658,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,1,5,0,15,1,1,0,3,15,23,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,4,14,3,10,17,4,13,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,2,12,62,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390267347302193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905199824736604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924046132324055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492907777864526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130338241776633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035331867148611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218145575618071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112918750702305,0.2841736417720763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303358358962742,0.0,0.15907023902146833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636237411046825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433489414165528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043400927713853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533959756327077,0.0,0.21152142173594807,0.18664448331886868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741381626833198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816504943044396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415738942393866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274297307961026,0.0,0.1531149858038255,0.1967069704689014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213346001540155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852415279278625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410480819843484,0.0,0.0,0.1595372974423357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287133064409722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HawkeyeFire,2019/10/03,"Reading for Maximizing days? So I’ve recently started Adderall (10mg) and it’s been helping so much! But knowing that it’s a tool, not a miracle cure, I’m looking for some guidance on how to effectively guide my days. I try and make to-do lists, but I’m not always sure what to put on them. Especially when I’m caught up on schoolwork already. Once it kicks in I kind of get lost in a whirlwind of “what do I need to do now?” Which is a lot better than, “I can’t do anything now.” But I struggle finding the answer to that question. Personal experience would be great! Or any podcasts people listen to, or books :)",2.2866862170088,4.145558870967744,4.222492668621701,84.86737536656894,77.2258064516129,6.767155425219943,29.014662756598238,7.686295010490155,1.8452838709677424,476,22,97,7,11,162,85,124,0.08199999999999999,0.775,0.142,0.863,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,21,20,11,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,2,7,4,16,15,3,15,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,5,7,62,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144458319364752,0.0,0.16697370249992874,0.0,0.0,0.13646263422894428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513449690771942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177476506659445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883138809518924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962939855806529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340895014014644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104841910168841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123963141559225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450502182508114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208967159300429,0.11028310764283596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851244885522884,0.0,0.21905525538560336,0.17060264920198456,0.0,0.0,0.1339489333719047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751570473698666,0.14879442910384713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370724038486194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911946723013527,0.1752175001991703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017290015446352,0.2247965774622072,0.0,0.2007245291447112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813763808397372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203541805080766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978408927587489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912931216379156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362419103892732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255037028162734,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jindypoo,2019/10/03,"Childhood memories Is it normal to not remember your childhood or could this be linked to an ADHD (PI) thing? I can remember a few snippets but on the whole, it's a big blurr.",5.756285714285713,5.5239110571428585,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,67.0,10.428571428571429,34.64285714285714,10.125756701596842,3.410428571428572,137,6,27,3,2,46,30,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826816073285451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542342176057196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119861499839809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7214205630838258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154556170315764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35550701640408283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iCarr24,2019/10/03,"My ADHD is a superpower I have ADHD, and I'm in my final year of high school. I think I've cracked my code, and maybe it can help others. I'm an incredibly tactile person, and so for me what I do is I have two projects going at once. If I'm working on an essay, I make something else while I do it, something I want to do. For example, rather than doing thirty minutes of work and then giving up and going and doing something else, I'll work on an essay for twenty mins, then start making something (I made a bow and arrow recently) and then I'll go back to work. I view that I'm having breaks from the thing I enjoy rather than the other way round. It works for me, I hope it can help others.",3.9105442176870753,3.827186585034013,5.550068027210886,84.36278911564625,70.90476190476191,7.621768707482992,25.176870748299322,6.937597516519254,0.9490625850340128,536,13,116,4,9,184,82,147,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.9217,1,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,3,0,17,27,14,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,16,2,16,26,0,21,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,2,10,79,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332993785301134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652789909869287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314630273485462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517626452133614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289918221034502,0.23620462942028936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571947241496792,0.1463740043086582,0.0,0.13760043425697285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108890181928806,0.1849516464056588,0.0,0.13918099362481426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753945762393222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096686522670586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679049715466354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020881107202507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266162006245171,0.0,0.0,0.09805858006900288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203912078104012,0.08877016357554081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533242117308195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171386063290459,0.1099657680373967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042900187128411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921453998712409 adhd,PastaPartyAtTheBeach,2019/10/03,Accidentally took vyvanse at night time with my dex I take 30 mg vyvanse in the morning with 5mg dexamphetamine. Every 3 hours after the original dose i take 5mg dex until a max of 5 tablets is reached. its around 6pm and i went to take a 5mg dex and was on autopilot and took a 30mg vyvanse along with it. Am I safe?,2.3241428571428564,3.0012888428571434,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,74.85714285714286,7.885714285714287,28.285714285714285,8.238735603445708,1.6682285714285716,249,10,59,4,5,87,45,70,0.039,0.852,0.10800000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,12,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331575428672841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067247256967398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579309316637504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457870220012424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907765329971071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527232124133565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819885724332923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279539610138615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kadenwantstobattle,2019/10/03,"I spent the last hour trying to remember something I never forgot TLDR: I went through a long loop, convincing myself that the Really Important Thing I needed to do wasn't to make my doctors appointment, but after retracing my steps that was exactly the Really Important Thing So my meds have worn off, it's 1am, I have work tomorrow. I'm a mess, I haven't had to be functional in days, and so of course when I need to be my brain totally shut off. So what I *meant* to do was remember I needed to get my mom to book a doctor's appointment, because in watching a youtube video reading subreddit posts from firstworldanarchists, and the reader mentioned Greta Thunberg, and somehow in my tiny pea brain, a tweet about how she speaks two languages translated through an extremely convoluted web of minor connections, that related to how I have a day of meds, and how I need to up the dose and I need to talk to my doctor. So I procrastinated for literally a minute, and somehow got convinced that I'd forgotten something else important even though I hadn't, and was absolutely POSITIVE that it wasn't my doctor's appointment. So after like 40 minutes of trying to remember, I resorted to watching the video through again, was reminded of the fact I wanted to look up scp 049, and whether orange cats could have long fur since I thought I'd never seen one (I have, they can). Finally we're back to the Greta post and lo and behold, the super important thing giving me anxiety because I couldn't remember? My doctor's appointment. My friends are saints for dealing with me when I'm like this, because god is it frustrating.",11.229581976112918,7.845318752442999,10.915187296416944,62.372802660152026,58.54397394136807,15.054180238870794,44.801574375678605,13.160352788161607,5.7880382193268165,1295,59,229,37,12,430,158,307,0.047,0.813,0.14,0.983,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,17,8,1,0,17,0,23,8,2,4,5,39,43,23,0,8,2,1,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,13,11,0,1,6,4,1,2,7,2,0,2,16,5,34,6,38,23,1,28,1,0,4,0,9,8,0,2,18,158,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071574902901898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194363293444822,0.0,0.17110412778678807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889293794162564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747018827873911,0.0,0.0,0.1206798857135436,0.09645862231016536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788248897299705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815929544443766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179701630534538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249292563514883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228600037681934,0.0,0.048882439762337686,0.08975348301360365,0.0,0.0,0.07483031785888801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214001815743234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626576155379124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141962688401307,0.0,0.0,0.16559938135962507,0.07856876717625715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062453561330929525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078532449067825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957903418636894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468762971757594,0.14432202636371946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340023544241594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921363951395694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935876186244462,0.0,0.11987680951037558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239513850765715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739570085808781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405765814072918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520183213055807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864759028509297,0.0,0.09192448405733446,0.07427801466370801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270453193190438,0.0,0.09139677131890256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518546826483394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673318884641062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811446823929307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpasticGoldfeesh,2019/10/03,"REMINDER: Think about which medication you are about to take! I was in the process of taking my nighttime medication when I thought it would be a good idea to count how much Adderall XR I have left....in the same hand as my nighttime medication. Well, can you guess who is now eating everything in their kitchen known to counteract Adderall? I own a weekly pill organizer, too! I think I'll actually use it now...",3.2623701298701318,5.942745805194807,4.101412337662339,82.80068993506495,77.96103896103895,7.486363636363637,29.10551948051948,8.472884824447931,2.387027272727273,325,15,62,7,8,104,56,77,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8309,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,7,7,1,2,0,10,14,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,10,2,9,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.19882659795575905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084829107015992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311366833381926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089238588552602,0.0,0.0,0.2244490683652486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300043097909181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137050565271715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6157576471032187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497766724629123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063831056034209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611042788451119,0.0,0.16175147803441012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759710316721218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634326632066564,0.0,0.1831920240203643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473523451083034,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cruelcherry,2019/10/03,"Trouble retaining information I envy those people that are knowledgeable on a variety of different topics. I aspire to be the kind of person who would be asked “How do you know all this stuff?” I have a hunger for knowledge and I love to learn (as long as it’s not for a grade). I pulled out an old dusty science book that has been sitting around my house for years and just began to study from it. The book basically gives you basic information about biology (like the human body) but they reaaally dumb it down for you, so it was perfect for me. I began making my own notes and even made up quizzes. I would quiz myself every single day on the info I’m studying. It’s only been a few months and I’ve already forgotten everything I taught myself from that book. This is the kind of shit that discouraged me from learning because I can never retain anything I read or study. I do remember in school, on the rare occasion that I did study and ace a test, I would completely forget everything once we moved on to the next subject. I feel like there’s no point in me trying to learn and educate myself if I can’t retain anything.",4.486747737556559,5.789379764705885,5.3878252262443445,81.03612697963803,70.35746606334843,8.420927601809955,27.387160633484164,8.841846274778883,2.0806038461538465,892,30,170,16,16,292,138,221,0.11900000000000001,0.83,0.051,-0.9167,1,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,1,3,1,2,7,10,2,0,13,0,17,4,2,3,3,39,28,13,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,9,1,4,11,4,0,2,4,4,0,0,8,1,28,6,29,15,4,23,0,1,0,1,13,11,2,2,11,123,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402080084925086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446254682776026,0.1323153574582675,0.13895229029985526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906056228003012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509834931606546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583943259731314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958563333273578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529040806428435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817104745462246,0.0,0.12523016296271475,0.0,0.267164472946585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515358076198528,0.10618382643543207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258282951088008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150314239236414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095579067714361,0.08168510322017664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522967395010006,0.0,0.0,0.13153600042422806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341475675355518,0.14064064374214874,0.09921403814763984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186378688451836,0.15797392435683327,0.0,0.0,0.11463534443874468,0.0,0.15807344969031356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596589115108184,0.15828986290694666,0.0,0.11304250034106825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304377781439666,0.12978106888412752,0.0,0.0,0.1405067322966613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486737564116166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683728197214149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042507164088173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257018679789872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701498362445787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009124130696799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31675499428906995,0.0,0.0,0.0957151227969372 adhd,subconsciousEve,2019/10/03,"Non-medicated ADD people, what helps? Hey guys, I have been taking Adderall on and off for a few years now. I always seem to stop at a certain point because after a few months of using it consecutively, I become less emotionally invested in relationships and more delayed with my responses in conversations. I worry about how this would affect me if I continued taking it long-term. I've read about different supplements that are suppose to help those who don't take medication, like HTP-5, Pine Bark Extract, or Mucuna Pruriens, but I haven't heard many people with ADD talk about their experiences with them (just neurotypicals looking for cognitive enhancers). Can any non-medicated person here talk about what helps them cope with their ADD? Especially if you have experience with natural supplements? inb4 ""drown myself with coffee"" Tl;dr: interested in hearing about people's experiences with natural remedies",11.041558441558445,11.18328987662338,10.383733766233767,54.90274350649352,56.077922077922075,13.674025974025975,40.67857142857143,12.815532586354998,5.804509090909091,747,33,104,23,8,241,110,154,0.075,0.8029999999999999,0.122,0.8146,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,1,25,16,7,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,8,12,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,14,3,24,13,4,14,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,4,8,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840753446069162,0.0,0.0,0.0967709514920014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867466164202914,0.15716253482710066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867639607525795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600717739992646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175990562719464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090238902294314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603858758293857,0.0,0.2861481976222485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952208058190974,0.0,0.0,0.12593371825729416,0.1194987192362795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427295394273748,0.0,0.0,0.3161332097746234,0.1433553484461524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358493417474495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29596504473892826,0.12425353143833145,0.0,0.0,0.1345223754807249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234155586158026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278021665873087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954734912892402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897171889647885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32098254371323426,0.2287555970851236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290414263043947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451565141330802,0.0,0.10108800145647694,0.0,0.0,0.09163849644505064 adhd,xlKudo,2019/10/03,"Hyperfocus = overclocking? I had this moment of intense focus that makes my performance boosted drastically, my brain finally doing some good execution, and it feels like flow state (except its not calm like effortless flow state, it's more like adrenaline induced hyperfocus?). But it's only short lived like 1-2 hours and after that i get bad nausea and my body get really hot, it's like I'm getting overclocked and don't have enough heatsink. There's also this kind of calm focus that i get after meditation that also boost my performance too, these performances noticable especially in sport and video games. So which one is hyperfocus? Is it the same as flow state, or is it like adrenaline rush because of challenges and deadlines?",8.258110687022901,9.233185755725195,8.09090648854962,66.22048187022904,61.67175572519084,11.740839694656492,35.45896946564885,11.45678717892309,4.4777854961832055,598,25,95,17,8,192,85,131,0.053,0.757,0.19,0.9454,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,5,12,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,2,0,15,14,12,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,2,7,11,8,13,4,14,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,11,57,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978873834368358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551058820451122,0.11353599230412205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068812545848948,0.0,0.2079160856722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244556487715545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417336477920674,0.1330567102614229,0.0,0.2040272698267028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892307948230824,0.0,0.0,0.15621727956429604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341828209064995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395023749433946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459527113544846,0.0,0.16446175813516234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432301576270235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120463384066432,0.0,0.0,0.1262075100649701,0.14165116967464378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931622601448108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idonthaveklutch,2019/10/03,"Question for anyone in school/university Hey everyone, So I'm in my second year of school right now for mechanical engineering, which is very very heavy on math and physics. I constantly find myself doing my homework just to finish it. I almost never give any effort into trying to learn the material until exam week. To be fair I do take notes and class and definitely retain things and know what's going on. However when it comes to homework I just feel like I have something better to do and rush through it without really applying myself. Calc 2 homework would take a few hours if I applied myself on every problem. I'm wondering if anyone else has this problem or has had this problem and has any advice on slowing myself down and doing the work. I am on Vyvanse and have been for some time. It really really helps me but I still can't manage to consistently apply myself. Any advice?",4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,5.9471428571428575,73.79785714285714,71.5,8.133333333333335,26.880952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.4161023809523807,714,25,116,14,14,240,109,168,0.035,0.907,0.057999999999999996,0.409,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,3,0,16,0,0,0,1,31,26,15,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,10,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,1,16,2,22,22,2,25,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,7,13,88,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27083506914449845,0.0,0.0,0.13876658399084715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827148726378887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379494522437415,0.14199028899609184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256162834109115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937330835118855,0.0,0.14975437996740645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576474984391386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675855986521196,0.13241791856542645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006957150647372,0.09900067493539824,0.0,0.0,0.12665845189662492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293734864941442,0.07875748782299251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288640398229656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647213798378652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615924781051851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770256932891074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688046241946858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978033976134655,0.0,0.0,0.1552398968058351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633125566466626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834548126789908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804981534303346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668467942892906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066915562017272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838792258249386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206555288872403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080637395197658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940858635315138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286839366308258,0.0,0.0,0.11115950111114496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358495394577874,0.1502827251588456,0.10088696848704956,0.0,0.0,0.0984423562937644,0.0,0.0,0.08924016092209068 adhd,NewgroundsTankman,2019/10/03,"I finally like I figured out what’s wrong with me After browsing this subreddit and doing a few weeks of research this explains so much relating to my life from childhood until now. Always hearing I never finish anything, the usual “ You can do you just don’t apply yourself” , “ You get distracted too easily”, “ You never look for anything” and the famous “Why are you so forgetful”. From grade school to high school I’ve always heard this from professors, teachers even regarding to friends and family. Schools trying to put me in special education courses (for advanced students and slow learning at some points). I really can’t help this shit because I don’t notice when I do it it just happens. My breakdowns when I’m stressed, getting frustrated and angry for the smallest of things to the point where I forget why I’m mad or linger on it for hours (Ruins social life because I take jokes to the heart even when I don’t want to and can’t hide my facial expressions). My hit or miss memory, social seclusion, hyper-focusing on something for hours end, Acting on impulse/Stubbornness, Not knowing when to shut up, Neglecting work to find something interesting to do ( or something I believe is productive) etc. I’ve never been properly diagnosed for anything by a psychiatrist to my knowledge but I’ve been going to therapy off and on since I was maybe 6 for anxiety and depression related reasons, most recently when I was 20 my dad sent me to therapy drinking which I was using so I can interact with others more easily. Since April when I had my last bad breakdown that lasted days I tried to get an appointment with a professional but I didn’t realize how hard it was to find an affordable shrink. I’m 23 now, I’m ready to go back to school to achieve my bachelors and looking for a career as a willow analysts. I just needed to get this off of my chest I feel you guys can relate to this here.",5.376548103706877,6.9024402534818945,6.196671309192201,75.22854885365332,68.47075208913648,9.53421898435826,33.02774801799872,9.851270322608157,3.5077408613670453,1517,69,259,36,26,499,202,359,0.10300000000000001,0.835,0.062,-0.9202,1,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,6,0,3,21,16,3,2,12,0,22,8,4,3,3,44,47,26,0,2,9,1,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,15,13,1,1,10,2,0,6,10,11,0,0,10,6,37,5,51,36,6,49,0,4,2,0,18,15,1,5,29,182,52,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598050854265522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170262869113943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313935885108549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207201672436467,0.07826001848809215,0.1142729759995432,0.0,0.0,0.1056007812487495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604476198009477,0.0,0.08072887580318605,0.09513322769166634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181899341322074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301630559246698,0.0,0.10453290306361528,0.12381458680944908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835960628803861,0.0,0.04739233099044228,0.0,0.0,0.10267582479795112,0.17133369438308255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241499512323052,0.0,0.1958786829288424,0.0,0.10653699888940074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280670522689533,0.08288447662064803,0.0,0.08396300822554273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563969002847444,0.11106962646357332,0.06282474842356106,0.09903011113334992,0.0,0.0,0.18460888500519426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151115102631591,0.15280371640974896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324074989564335,0.045791382843588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574179471058803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941636414977829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890179201396453,0.06949905994910201,0.21686935466389992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671138573672208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720889665864362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422379625542444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060045365152517585,0.09636929166638816,0.0925463383965867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794360674333536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962117402615776,0.15506762778355965,0.0,0.0,0.1910903575014881,0.0,0.21647209467969594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736655265749497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047274008609977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437515879654373,0.0,0.06226955669219932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727203235701598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095198821937791,0.10322953984821782,0.0,0.05528394702209393,0.0,0.07518396011462834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691521601521739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823601886474832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247823385855692,0.0,0.0 adhd,marpytown,2019/10/03,"My new trick! I find the two ways that ADHD “impairs” me from doing certain things the most is (1) hyper focus on things that catch me (which I love and haven’t found a solution except self-control) and (2) constant running thoughts whenever I’m doing anything. #2 is something I found a solution for! I found a musician called Tipper, who I at first did not really like, but I slowly started to enjoy. It all sounds very electrical and alien, but I realized that when I listen to it with noise cancelling earbuds, the sounds basically replace my thoughts. The sounds become my inner monologue and slowly fades into the background of whatever I’m doing! Nothing has ever helped me focus like this!!",8.061529017857143,7.983935398437502,7.9508035714285725,70.62812500000003,62.203125,10.126785714285717,37.035714285714285,9.606745405546679,3.726668303571428,553,24,88,9,7,178,86,128,0.064,0.833,0.10300000000000001,0.7153,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,8,0,8,1,0,0,3,21,18,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,6,4,14,5,10,12,2,14,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,9,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850550195774348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277038833803873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160996749323286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771562866019164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748486564957306,0.19458774056336986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693482591070354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856993860473392,0.14757350360080088,0.0,0.5706800852079725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628905261457535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952034548204026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565846798087258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756112739830886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647171623146698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114439456893753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099158394129133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356379154956172,0.0,0.0,0.12279960984894335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052277760494044,0.0,0.0,0.2754689586184208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694779641748114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315032770586547,0.0,0.13771108456016046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cute-turtles,2019/10/03,"ADHD and college For those of you in college, how did you cope with having ADHD and studying? I'm going to my fourth year of college, but recently, I feel like I really am suffering the effects of not treating this. I basically self medicate with copious amounts of coffee, (think Venti cold-brews). Sometimes it works, other times it puts me to sleep. I'm really nervous to try the medication because I have a classmate who is now dependent on medication. Studying has always been a challenge and I've tried virtually everything. (Listening to annoying music until I got a concept, not letting myself leave my chair until I got a concept, so on so forth.) My parents never intervened even after knowing the diagnosis because I don't think they understand how hard I find it. I don't want to look like a pill-pushing person, even though I know I have the disorder. But I swear I'm at my wits end because I'll get caffeine poisoning at this rate. Do you have any recommendations on what works for you when studying?",6.541350877192983,7.366312310526322,7.601842105263159,68.7620614035088,65.36842105263158,10.543859649122806,37.41228070175438,10.504223727775694,4.318964912280701,809,41,133,20,12,274,117,190,0.132,0.818,0.049,-0.9467,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,1,4,9,8,2,1,9,0,13,5,1,4,1,22,29,13,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,4,23,4,22,24,1,18,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,1,12,93,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311087236152569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462293337696695,0.0,0.0,0.09367790973956733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519219324996903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578788037355403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220097633227692,0.0,0.0,0.1819713407470416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380502857662455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965290789792625,0.09841197462540124,0.0,0.0,0.12590528662836853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197113739753208,0.0,0.07828916215222073,0.0,0.22035001175503813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340114015379378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514127447698545,0.0,0.0,0.14586232141132552,0.0,0.14086349877364324,0.0,0.13459996185316775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156792411567366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163200584071826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624490552654818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296027573712515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028207766319828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848150671667986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649835748780193,0.0,0.13601613277742708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370817983510528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785416997754738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624290603244313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765352799604623,0.13534327878178054,0.0,0.08032586472892023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870527775798351,0.0,0.0,0.1434074854641167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125128242669305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057410293939704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870950079847739 adhd,Spiderbendy,2019/10/03,"How do you do it?! How do you settle with just one thing? Let me explain. My mother was a hoarder, and still is, but I was able to clean my room after 12 years and got out all her junk. So my room is spotless and im able to finally have creative freedom to decorate as I please. I put finishing touches of a rustic wood aesthetic just the other week and I was so happy everything matched and looked greeeat and I was haaapppyyyy- but now i’m sitting here going “gosh I have so many seashells. I could decorate my room with it. Maybe my room should be ocean themed since I like the ocean! but I also have a lot of stuffed animals....I could decorate my room...to look cute........oh no” How do people just settle for one thing of anything without bouncing between a million other things?! There’s gotta be a solution to this? It’s the same with my icon on social media accounts or my phone wallpaper or a million other things. Whats the deal? Why do I have such a need to change constantly??",1.3153030303030313,3.688719015151516,2.759393939393941,91.30909090909094,83.5959595959596,5.822222222222222,24.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.060557575757576,767,30,158,11,22,249,114,198,0.013999999999999999,0.83,0.156,0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,0,15,2,0,0,11,0,21,0,0,3,1,30,29,19,0,4,9,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,12,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,5,3,22,2,18,17,3,17,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,3,9,118,34,0,0.3136546370200485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254147499523168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905552058020994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590250842325988,0.0,0.0,0.16947461738373495,0.0,0.25042770535040826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616820791193878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094628159293654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179666176896344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912857919622008,0.0,0.1254291330606599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694559674605894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940041569379785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036655855241114,0.0,0.076617906170158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339089915792085,0.0,0.0,0.13332897799924098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899828594819854,0.15755412046761905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162854695234456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125404994905932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087243162539182,0.0,0.0,0.17214930136413248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765477109859935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297291784802848,0.0,0.0,0.1598657014910512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524249914421126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167564074836253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257974152307154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415122620263209,0.0,0.0,0.15117593864775156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099165133484528 adhd,masterhackp,2019/10/03,"I physically can’t start To preface a little bit I (17M) was diagnosed with my ADHD about 6 months ago after struggling a lot in school because of it and realizing that I have had the symptoms pretty bad my whole life. As for my problem not sure if this is just me but of my biggest struggles is at night. By the time evening comes around my meds (if I am activity taking them) have long worn off and I have a thousand things going everywhere in my head with no hope of focusing on anything. Then after a couple hours of accomplishing nothing I feel the exhaustion from the day settling in and know I need to get to bed. I always have goals for when I need to be asleep by but usually something comes up where I have to stay up past that deadline and then all the sudden all hope is lost and I’m up really late. As the night gets later and later I find it harder and harder to get started on getting ready for bed and getting to bed. Not that brushing my teeth and taking my contacts out is a hard task but the simple fact of starting is overwhelming and impossible especially at night. I usually end up falling asleep with my light on or on the couch or on the floor in the hallway fully dressed and having not gotten ready whatsoever. This ended up being more of a rant but I guess my question would be is there anyone else who finds nights especially hard to not only focus but also start getting ready for bed or doing anything at night. And if so does anyone have any techniques or tips on how to combat this or overcome it? Thanks much appreciated. TL;DR: Needing tips on combatting extreme lack of executive function at night.",5.7541222570532895,6.324401489028215,6.388493730407525,77.66894749216303,67.02507836990596,8.76244514106583,31.31050156739812,8.697196308434329,2.455915235109718,1301,49,242,19,20,426,176,319,0.10099999999999999,0.809,0.09,0.375,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,10,11,0,3,16,0,22,8,4,1,4,58,50,33,0,11,18,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,5,0,11,19,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,7,0,1,5,5,25,4,54,41,8,62,0,2,0,0,4,27,0,13,30,176,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703362065535156,0.0,0.07894691213141967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122178723688996,0.07410561362152288,0.0,0.0,0.06056431099352105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454658527895647,0.09125318318679866,0.14657868922123524,0.07928288005590206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743619410691411,0.054290559031533916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723118733296836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343576594713512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985439396280105,0.0,0.05743676564671229,0.0,0.0,0.09039470738690512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779375942531377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743987634560794,0.0,0.1577626416018326,0.0,0.0,0.058823733917372084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503175174660519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279968151057378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27918315171760144,0.0,0.05061523231241126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811037101791566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956173766060727,0.0,0.09140194349603233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691468528703885,0.08770682203253567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894541620387382,0.0,0.10046431724729753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290618648402713,0.0,0.08926219044111826,0.0,0.07881589216094087,0.0,0.0,0.09722024411225157,0.07571619851081562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892632932183612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710873787172225,0.0,0.06546984138625334,0.1981120794553169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014644453269242,0.0,0.08545611678187393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773465429806147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501848886726457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906067213329078,0.0,0.0852190352157384,0.0,0.0,0.099768335153628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057054547024237776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013415480562054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856325643101488,0.0,0.0,0.25215040819135265,0.09492682647282083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862111030786741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393862938818347,0.09256813895004876,0.13392508324185556,0.0,0.0,0.08199510111648009,0.0,0.0,0.05916795312093402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193199406125325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961754956640022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943305976929853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326614612681182,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RandomWeatherPattern,2019/10/03,"Giving me new life I’m new to this sub. I’m 39 and was diagnosed officially last month. Do you know how liberating AND frustrating it was to learn that a bunch of that traits that I hate in myself (disorganized, procrastination, selective attention) are very naturally tied into my neurochemistry? What am I saying, of course you do. I have been reading through your posts, and holy cow is it weird to see so many familiar stories in one community. It’s always been just me who is this way in my circle. The shame I have felt for my lack of motivation or inability to pay attention to anything else once something finally has my focus has always been an intense burden for me. Today, I spent some time reading the things that you are generously sharing with us all: your victories, your struggles, your new approaches to old problems, all of it. And it gave me energy. It gave me some peace. It’s cool to know that some people really get it. I didn’t expect to experience this connection with you guys when I joined, so I just want to say thank you all for sharing. I’m kind of insecure about the diagnosis; when I told my close friend and family, the response was 95% “you just figured this out? We’ve all known for years.” That made me wonder what I have been doing this whole time that was so obvious when nobody mentioned it to me. I only bring this up because I appreciate knowing that you badasses exist and, today at least, that knowledge helped me feel a bit more normal. Thanks again, please keep sharing. I’m gonna need that energy.",5.173869657077852,6.5813297576791845,6.041189663578745,76.60097838452789,68.82935153583617,9.539996749553064,28.969445798797327,9.842372674337009,2.787326149845604,1221,44,227,29,21,402,168,293,0.092,0.77,0.13699999999999998,0.9027,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,11,0,1,12,16,2,3,7,1,22,2,0,3,5,45,48,14,0,6,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,29,11,0,1,13,2,2,2,1,8,0,1,15,6,38,8,30,32,13,28,0,0,1,0,26,8,0,5,16,157,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062980607264029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201284981120676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755680743780041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353379616513373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582213359092315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035570712619662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126181533754535,0.1168634183468251,0.0,0.06268056225729253,0.0,0.11902609386434145,0.13579788742327853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577525551757683,0.0,0.06476673400319692,0.11891877714093307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274510122833525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239003366919275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830913034359066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018602257240716,0.0,0.12909074624850644,0.20438420149671094,0.10104823564701346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756033210673768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729893022535175,0.0,0.1256813206575847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894789108950232,0.0,0.0,0.0919186725557248,0.0,0.359179273569138,0.0,0.0,0.12145963847876358,0.0,0.0,0.13008069144796458,0.1320189604545873,0.08400207118554509,0.0942811694201058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594190542932806,0.0,0.0,0.13607663388757338,0.0,0.0,0.11872445582276504,0.0,0.0,0.11861801584809945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799762167813186,0.0,0.07941532248040871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971643071924908,0.0,0.0,0.0987842656333695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954345166821302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959540975886918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826111980917896,0.0,0.0,0.08235701311603666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457028477232728,0.0,0.23500915093626465,0.1184541222412708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911494924552346,0.0,0.0,0.10228432555711356,0.07311792458248277,0.0983978565170794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384027902883537,0.0,0.0,0.13443504088853045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982956570543767 adhd,BraveProfit,2019/10/03,Got a exam tomorrow morning I planned on using today to study and review but I kept putting it off and now realized it's 11pm. Thank god I saw a post from this sub on the front page at least ill have a couple hours if i wake up early,1.6455769230769235,2.6158039423076933,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384618,76.88461538461539,6.7384615384615385,22.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,0.5859076923076927,183,5,43,2,4,63,44,52,0.075,0.8059999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,7,3,2,13,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,5,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108330862011071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969601424526637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36565276883121256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555999055081111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732560541667818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418404071545789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519461567009894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206814085245613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDisasterous,2019/10/03,"The frustration I get from trying to get my parents to understand ADHD is unreal. I'm sure there's 100 other posts on this sub that are nearly identical to this but this has been an issue with me for a really long time now and I just wanted to get it out here. I'm 18 and a senior in high school now, and I'm glad I've made it this far. The past several years of my life have been pretty rough. I don't live in a poor area or have a poor family, and I am truly thankful for that, but that has NOT made me immune to having a lot of rough times throughout my childhood. I've tried so many times to explain my ADHD brain to my dad after being yelled at for missing assignments in school, having a dirty room, disorganized backpack, etc. He just doesn't understand. And from his perspective, I guess I can understand it since he clearly doesn't have my condition, and therefore he can't feel what I feel. But still, it's really painful. I've cried so many times over it. It's not because I'm a lazy and selfish person (two things I get called A LOT) Please fucking quit saying that to me I care so much about you guys I'm sick of being fucking called all that shit I'm really starting to just get done with it why don't you please focus on the positives in me. I wish I could just treat my ADHD without being pumped full of various stimulants. I just wish I could make them understand. I'm sorry if this was unnecessary and too much, I just really needed to get this off my chest. I hope everyone else is having a good day :/",4.001190476190473,4.635020098726116,5.235696087352141,84.15705944798303,70.94267515923566,8.78350015165302,25.14346375492873,8.976282227363876,1.6678087958750385,1197,32,253,22,21,399,161,314,0.122,0.7,0.17800000000000002,0.9702,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,1,16,14,4,0,13,0,27,9,3,5,3,50,62,16,0,8,14,2,4,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,21,11,0,0,7,0,2,0,8,7,0,1,6,6,31,7,35,51,8,32,0,1,0,2,15,16,3,6,15,166,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172600003561443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364116020187013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823193362519757,0.17970622045202386,0.0,0.08971714328436252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051428380405848,0.0,0.09665878090762324,0.056749733332880636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004981383152964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350883948442259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813809696571417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408334604282842,0.0,0.0,0.08295420251048329,0.0,0.08898620506771543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627006014129965,0.2758436905806853,0.0,0.0,0.07380634060926337,0.0,0.0,0.09693681964446402,0.08712924992700866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929719386346298,0.0,0.08739925637930349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184430332646294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215373146035327,0.0,0.0,0.0777015229811769,0.07787313251651552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496210319674989,0.0,0.16652669158280242,0.05873759210597593,0.1784269855032443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937344219097896,0.06524745113182417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363327675597384,0.0,0.09770844373005252,0.0,0.0840015365986737,0.0,0.07683416207542791,0.0,0.19318498130790515,0.0,0.0,0.08427523933999441,0.08952292518413195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359390650072663,0.0,0.0,0.2254883465388255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997744930815365,0.0,0.17811202256289785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994097200895013,0.0903259817560476,0.07279067855986478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850361131395967,0.062283575091311515,0.0,0.0702732153555252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293459390465477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101431322898976,0.0,0.0,0.05846021313453936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524322922696173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194861587731396,0.0,0.08595868929053684,0.3664251298296549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190194852045677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940213372277471,0.0,0.2023806633033898,0.08482439559860969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566661325976241 adhd,felipevianx,2019/10/03,My online dating went wrong So I’ve met this guy and we’ve tried to date online and the thing didn’t work out so we broke up and we’re now at a stage where we wanna talk to each other but he might be too needy yet and he’s not handling it so well should we stop talking for a while so he doesn’t hurt himself?,-1.2990766823161195,0.655507605633808,0.6162441314553995,104.69538341158061,92.66197183098593,3.1555555555555563,12.114241001564945,3.1291,-1.9094989045383413,244,3,63,0,9,79,54,71,0.198,0.754,0.048,-0.8853,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,3,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,7,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,7,1,1,12,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,1,6,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30087207294201035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252915501050425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223505485767596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540430147002631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884670243659352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018730280032892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630298268416952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27320926561482706,0.2816839794276732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212158312802304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33222641162704264,0.0,0.0 adhd,doobie09,2019/10/03,"How do I stop thinking about not thinking? I mean my mind wanders a lot. Sometimes about things that don't make any sense. Train of thought just moving without any direction. But sometimes I think about not thinking, you know? Like ""why is my mind not thinking about anything?"" And ""why am I thinking about not thinking?"" It makes no sense. But it's something that just happens and I can't help it.",1.9764000000000017,4.792803506666669,1.6523333333333312,96.5745,87.26666666666668,3.5333333333333337,27.5,4.935628992294339,0.6149999999999998,313,15,60,1,10,91,45,75,0.106,0.86,0.035,-0.6271,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,28,18,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,10,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,7,17,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555626691735632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243726200781004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364967785996112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130373902065896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830607735194154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383775364617651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284910110900273,0.0,0.0,0.20176983140525026,0.0,0.0,0.1646321651489505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052099499802752,0.0,0.0,0.16063438541062072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163524095994795,0.29895610647012844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635704221179767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100408502673971,0.6778960285337445,0.0,0.1199856515499531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275471397526746,0.0,0.0,0.14569037804702978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,madewithmematic_,2019/10/03,Medication Does anyone else avoid taking their meds? Because mine make me feel odd and not myself idk how else to explain it.,3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,84.21739130434783,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.522953623188406,101,3,17,1,3,31,22,23,0.174,0.775,0.05,-0.4946,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332979560539836,0.3418669580256554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339178993492715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29198201457384937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574485854709275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687049968729808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271598805734966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706132990963203,0.33612032515412044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508655545610017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SmilesOnSouls,2019/10/03,PSA: Remember to unclench your fists. Just realized I'd been clenching my fists for who knows how long,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,76.89473684210526,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,2.899189473684211,83,4,15,2,2,25,18,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35710351807644897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750371445156577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7360770067083348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LogicalPython,2019/10/03,"Activities for during class I'm a high schooler with ADHD (inattentive type). I have a lot of trouble paying attention in class, and tend to space out and start thinking about random things. I've finally found fidgets that work as something to do with my hands, and I use them a lot of the time, but they don't really stimulate my mind and I still start thinking about random things. I've done a few things that have helped, and the biggest one was over the summer I started a project where I was writing out the names of Shakespeare plays in ASCII binary. I did this a few times through, and it helped when I had to listen to things. It was very helpful most of the time, but I've done it enough times at this point that it's boring, and I'm looking for other things that don't involve binary too, I'm just mentioning it to say what worked. I also draw, sometimes, but I'm crap at drawing and only can draw a few things, and again after a while that gets boring, so I only do it sometimes. So - what works for you? Any advice on something I can do that stimulates my brain enough to focus, but not take too much brainpower to be unable to? Thanks in advance.",5.415324675324673,5.619984709956712,5.607770562770567,84.24594155844156,67.70129870129871,8.504761904761907,28.62121212121212,8.192908349453996,1.7585186147186151,912,28,185,11,14,289,122,231,0.063,0.879,0.059000000000000004,0.2204,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,4,12,6,1,0,13,0,17,3,3,3,0,34,34,19,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,23,13,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,4,0,1,8,4,16,2,31,25,9,29,0,0,1,0,12,14,1,5,14,135,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073890326808944,0.1144348298506024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364979118840946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963623629870609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307292560246602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396806157205755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200403196602804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282841253333139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284009111749758,0.0,0.0,0.061183159620134576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23548146557366184,0.1237291369550914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983397196758954,0.0,0.0,0.199119018356936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824388553970755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608653633708847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935419639213896,0.17812909440573466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070321740229808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502123468760168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312755586653457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030815841802225,0.2316420656478273,0.0,0.2486651275330682,0.0,0.09352116794260104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804929339089837,0.0,0.0,0.1078156614139776,0.0,0.0,0.4668009610366273,0.15007385742352433,0.0,0.0,0.273142283478954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114216294976236,0.0,0.09662488488133104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557641396166244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yo_tonka,2019/10/03,"My boss made fun of my misspelling. My boss during a one on one todayade fun of some of my misspelled words in a word document that was being showed on a big screen. I have struggled with spelling my whole life and have used apps like grammerly that help a ton. Its just frustrating sometimes.",5.251071428571431,6.655196250000002,4.620000000000001,86.875,68.64285714285714,7.742857142857144,30.07142857142857,8.07648339933343,1.9591928571428576,234,9,45,3,4,70,41,56,0.085,0.725,0.19,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,4,0,10,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,6,3,7,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372404076712618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000027711512424,0.1729185807542286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349092489267643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796816222448908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500584936964802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700178787932248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056929501330394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951645122064624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rfgavis,2019/10/03,"I Did It! everything is in its right place I have organized and designated everything single item in my room. I do mean EVERYTHING. It has taken me several years of trail and error to find the right system for me, but now I think I have finally did it. Every storage space on my shelf or wardrobe or bag now have a general designated purpose or category. I have even done it for my bathroom. I have discarded /let go of many items until I am down to only things I deem essential for me. Now, I would have a pretty good idea for where to find or retrieve any item. Every time I make a mess, I am not discouraged from cleaning up after every little mess because I know quickly where things go back to. I even play a mental game where whenever I see something out of place when I am preoccupied with something in my room, I would try mentally recall where in my room does that item goes back to, (then do that later). It feels like a huge weight has been lifted and I am feeling a lot less strung out or anxious. I can experience the clarity of my mind a lot more frequently than before. I feel like I can work on all the other things I need to do to manage my ADHD more easily now, like mindfullness meditation, bullet journal-ing , exercising in my room etc. Then again, its only been 3 days. It feels so promising and I hope I keep this up for as long as possible, lol.",4.711836818368184,5.471333937269376,6.00048585485855,78.85767015170153,69.40590405904061,9.564657646576467,28.70869208692088,9.725611199111238,2.5686726527265282,1071,37,212,24,18,361,148,271,0.05,0.778,0.17300000000000001,0.9888,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,16,10,0,0,10,1,26,2,0,1,1,36,41,17,0,4,7,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,5,0,15,7,1,2,10,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,6,35,7,35,32,12,50,0,1,1,0,1,27,0,8,23,162,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075614705926195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398755555799995,0.0,0.0,0.12291274000395265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732057179825655,0.0,0.06632331296644647,0.0,0.09258056708231996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016683290283869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521138753609784,0.11133991067386646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134047240017767,0.1437224071386252,0.0,0.2750054257445362,0.0,0.2933465783653304,0.10642702484757796,0.0,0.0,0.22004967477182627,0.15545311504946874,0.0,0.11918479942606484,0.1988819864866756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366680149952396,0.09125606173905357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806269312715476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228216657270401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670620986108967,0.0,0.0,0.05979349292161425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125510774721227,0.0,0.1594621749684962,0.10904592434309228,0.0,0.09628434806654973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499530010533136,0.0,0.0,0.07262467272294941,0.1103058617361776,0.0,0.11851481492888805,0.0,0.0,0.21928910021131304,0.0,0.10985672424231638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806736302010117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549421320473232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273451473852786,0.0,0.0,0.12265536180230666,0.0,0.1106884519707304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582877063341569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669930813626209,0.0,0.0,0.12291274000395265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751871394920292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684514264134291,0.06971448162290148,0.0,0.0,0.06344200458675629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386788311108497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248877510652995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920750807731024,0.0,0.0,0.15457643039970448,0.0,0.0,0.07006346679912695 adhd,GrimesGolden,2019/10/03,"Feeling guilty about taking medication? I never saw myself as having ADHD, but one day I tried my girlfriends Adderal when I was 25. It was like a light switch turned on. Suddenly the sort of haze I always feel was gone. I felt productive, motivated, spatially aware and able to express myself verbally and ask questions. It was like I had been looking through a foggy mirror and now it was wiped clean. However, I was never formally diagnosed with ADHD. I told all this to a doctor (not a psychologist) and was prescribed Ritalin. I took it for a while and during those 6 months or so completed two college level courses in French and Economics and became a begginer/intermediate level coder. But I was never formally diagnosed with ADHD. So I felt like a druggie taking pills just to get ahead. I dont like feeling that way and quit. That was about 8 months ago. I consider taking it again, but I dont know if I actually have ADHD. I was never hyper as a child, if anything I was just distracted a lot and quiet. I get up in my own head all the time. I have been told I'm ""extremely introverted"" by teachers in high school. More likely to sit in silence than be hyper. That doesnt sound like ADHD to me, albeit it I did struggle in school, particularly with courses I didnt care about. I might just dish out the cash for a psychologist appointment. But honestly I am worried I dont have ADHD, because the medication helped me so much it would be disappointing.",4.1504862085086485,6.122494623655914,5.8046688483715165,75.05164095371674,72.29749103942652,8.866510830606202,28.97631291880941,9.43228470229965,2.889086831852891,1156,47,204,28,23,394,153,279,0.07400000000000001,0.818,0.10800000000000001,0.8751,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,0,2,14,0,29,9,1,1,6,42,50,23,0,3,11,0,5,6,1,2,7,2,1,1,12,13,1,0,8,0,1,2,10,3,0,2,23,10,30,8,28,23,6,30,0,1,2,0,8,11,0,7,21,152,42,5,0.08501437017350824,0.0,0.08296176181901288,0.0,0.6130245129158566,0.0,0.07536010968524076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073876634355973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995958295900777,0.0,0.0794769600158341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051823970982915024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667781630265213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913594966084434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482723569854549,0.0,0.0,0.1725755923753547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701581023989613,0.0,0.0,0.2989086260680828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895745986721496,0.0,0.16325425480024708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883299915385523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872492704444083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056983340301290125,0.08982234970112431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046721674529505916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920236215041536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139065952949195,0.0,0.0,0.0722761773788697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128606796890022,0.0,0.09018681204457532,0.0,0.0,0.1357153183761844,0.0,0.062495343956331675,0.0,0.2622732929899456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760793741876252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523555104695476,0.0904232473051956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172078162632398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887547830406957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176067860470247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049572562915627484,0.0,0.0,0.16246974782316595,0.09445409334711732,0.057719176857991224,0.09247122225783568,0.08304668658838743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748044995052106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863362196069293,0.0,0.0603917693898191,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,canakrainian,2019/10/03,"Accidentally bought the same $117 textbook twice and didn’t realize till a month later Ah yes, as I made my way to the bookstore to look for something else, I had a lightbulb go off finally remembering I ordered and paid for a book online, but picked another of the same one up and paid again! Thankfully my school gave me my money back since the book was still on the shelf in reserved status. Definitely not one of my proudest moments (again)",6.741176470588236,7.015792529411769,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,64.88235294117646,10.094117647058825,34.64705882352941,9.888512548439397,3.3106941176470586,355,15,66,7,5,115,64,85,0.019,0.818,0.162,0.9273,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,2,3,0,0,2,0,11,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,1,2,0,1,3,8,1,8,1,12,3,2,16,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,9,45,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834447938236804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078525774414441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581026765684675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961126355989092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536240472965162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269932737322508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557749317093382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157597689729876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663396414553503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30620982185569484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735692997598832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236041641224622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809871786716327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587082152073814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488661755862775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214560396950336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wauterBottle,2019/10/03,"I hate when other people act like they know more about what living with adhd is like Tl;Dr: My friend told me I just need to work hard and keep going after I become disinterested in a hobby. It just makes me so mad when people try to invalidate what I go through every day. Especially the people who are incredibly stable and never procrastinate. I was just explaining to one of my friends how I've always wanted to learn a languages but my add always interferes. I'll drive in headfirst and work super hard for a week to a month and then get completely disinterested. You all are probs very familiar with this. They then proceeded to explain to me how this happened to everyone and I just needed to work harder. How it's not because of my add, and everyone struggles. This just really hurt because I really wasn't expecting this from them. I've never really had my add invalidated like this before, especially from a friend. I know this is probably a common occurrence it just hurt.",5.7983575883575895,7.228642756756757,7.054054054054056,69.83509355509358,67.37837837837839,10.232848232848234,28.825363825363823,10.389873798559362,3.22524948024948,790,27,134,21,13,268,105,185,0.10800000000000001,0.777,0.115,0.0668,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,4,13,12,2,1,7,0,7,0,0,4,3,37,22,15,0,4,8,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,2,5,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,4,2,20,7,21,18,2,18,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,0,15,95,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562681341711713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163870735445613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852746662258135,0.1436054772062301,0.1106440714554408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633166290354362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385716698624818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955402030052706,0.24849424925105784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30137744174313463,0.0,0.06793415306301592,0.0,0.14779557798142035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149831444055717,0.0,0.23295871779972646,0.1283755219193268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839487488571474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557467329554325,0.0,0.0,0.14291974464807294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905750292711662,0.0,0.11481691992274258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679455885208706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037869406569904,0.0,0.0,0.1928279159619697,0.200570893699776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811019498447302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704346906395663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019194873079974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989739359097005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593327714176107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424712462552892,0.0,0.08828033349523337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728654355183817,0.07669375886687843,0.0,0.10430044919520497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839853370865863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mossy-cow,2019/10/03,"ADHD is making studying hard but not in the way you’d expect If I wasn’t on the medication I’m on now, my grades wouldn’t be where they are (I mean they’re not straight A’s but I’m fine with them). I’m coming up to my final high school exams which start in 15 days and count for 50% of my grade but I’m really struggling despite the medication. Currently I’m on 72 mg of Concerta and it’s doing an excellent job of erasing my hyperactivity and helping me focus BUT it’s taking away my appetite, so I forget to eat and when it wears off I’m starving and it’s too late to eat anything. To be able to actually concentrate I need to be actually eating as well as taking my medication but it seems I can’t have one without the other. I have alarms and notes to remind me but I just keep forgetting or waiting to get hungry enough to be able to stomach anything. So then I just get tired, frustrated and anxious that I’m running out of time. Thanks for sticking through my rant. I’m not really looking for advice, I just need to vent.",2.1039877600979224,3.900591795348842,4.35525091799266,83.99226438188495,77.55813953488372,7.130966952264383,25.269277845777232,8.032893268588372,1.5163953488372095,816,30,169,14,19,283,123,215,0.139,0.7859999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.925,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,10,7,1,2,6,0,13,9,2,1,0,36,36,21,0,5,15,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,10,3,2,2,0,0,2,7,3,1,1,1,2,21,4,32,29,1,24,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,3,9,110,29,6,0.2565205639103564,0.0,0.2503270668403006,0.0,0.15414393415989966,0.12533446309788082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489761077156266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109456712966748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205047569671892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048487596288016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271727115270427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937268659639207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252715739422602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050286956884492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402140714733002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489601974501686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597016338384686,0.13551402986377506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727853895434246,0.11400363180573962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468318467009106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770633366489488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561473416249316,0.0,0.0,0.13971304783928468,0.0,0.3876262212114385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020674777926624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691248645501587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433364182541618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298062528282893,0.0,0.1167633435726933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078328771992343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408549499239186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287153968251286,0.0,0.0,0.11808483531198832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478960184992937,0.147416326257792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180704179130848,0.0,0.0,0.1153213969183327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363833482595672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,recplayb,2019/10/03,"Does your doctor require an appointment and to be seen for your monthly prescription? I was on adderall many years ago and after my first couple of visits I just went in every 30 days and the dr would give me my prescription without having to pay for a visit. I recently started back up on medicine and it is month #4. I am in a shitty situation. I started with this doctor because i was on a sliding scale and paying $50 a visit. I got a new job and i was kicked off the scale and now have to pay $100 per visit. The first 3 months I saw the doctor and it was like w/e I guess because she wanted to check up on me every month -- even though i've never had to do that before for years of being on adderall. My insurance is absolutely shit with my new job and I could get it right now. It is $200 a month and *gp* visits are $100 and urgent care is $125.... yeah, no. Regardless of the $200 a month, paying $100 to go see this doctor and then pay for the medicine? fuck that is just insane. healthcare.gov open enrollment is up in a month and despite being kicked off this doctors office sliding scale, I will receive a subsidy on insurance through them...... except that would not kick in until january first, so now after being back on adderall for 3 months, i have to go back off of it for 3 months until I *might* get insurance. I know that every doctor has their own policies, but it is insane to charge someone $100 for a doctors visit to pick up a prescription How does everyone else go about their",3.209417929471748,4.410264667752443,4.682753151111744,85.26350375300952,73.33224755700327,7.293527828919418,25.39994335080017,7.7425588080867325,1.3196555445404337,1171,37,239,15,23,392,141,307,0.051,0.912,0.037000000000000005,-0.7942,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,3,4,13,4,2,0,18,1,28,10,1,2,1,34,46,20,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,0,13,16,0,1,1,0,6,13,4,2,0,3,9,3,27,2,48,28,1,66,0,0,3,1,14,20,2,2,34,168,40,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894052965185128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940649784622614,0.0,0.09481865202019626,0.0,0.06617857417988138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929413306229605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062094923607839934,0.08605366832620323,0.0,0.05015675646163356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572233439886851,0.1361182820844996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496885083442815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051367928939544116,0.0,0.19657977414765893,0.07431484981984728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984594611048112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189931971455439,0.08126572583039451,0.07460636149063679,0.13259952149592882,0.0,0.062201683513421764,0.0,0.08567505377607874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435418969129727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274167064961665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03799566045595165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884899481002879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250421364743159,0.0,0.0,0.5586946046669953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998286032153701,0.15022611437320613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679085085002389,0.0,0.0,0.06641719461053171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619745241972678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983223890271747,0.0,0.08741942291009044,0.0,0.0,0.06589629216953614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009539336829884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641097656769825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587216959337651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209578306092268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749698069432103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049454640488654,0.0,0.0,0.10016573630928094 adhd,myeverythinghurt5,2019/10/03,"How can I help my bf with ADHD? He’s amazing at taking care of me so I want to do my best to help him but I’m not always sure what is the best thing to do. I love him the way he is and I’ve always been supportive of whatever he tells me he needs. For example when we first started dating I thought he was addicted to his phone and should use it less but eventually he explained that he needed constant mental stimulation otherwise his thoughts get overwhelming and he can “get stuck in his head”. I tend to go along with whatever works best for him because I know it’s hard having a mental issue (I’ve got my share, just very different ones). It’s not causing an issue in our relationship but I’m worried that he might end up having difficulty with things like keeping a job. He’s in school now and can get away with going from one thing to another quickly but that’s not always something you can do in the workplace. I also worry it might be causing him some social issues. I sometimes feel exhausted and occasionally annoyed by how intense he is and his habit of cutting me off or derailing conversations. While I’m willing to deal with it I know not everyone is. Should I try to help him work on some issues related to his ADHD or just continue to trust that he knows what he needs? What types of things would you want your SO to do for you or to understand about ADHD?",3.4438142292490106,5.061940311594206,4.822292490118581,82.83397233201583,73.42028985507247,8.061660079051384,27.03820816864296,8.710501217029153,2.003614492753623,1090,40,217,21,22,363,145,276,0.08,0.754,0.166,0.9804,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,4,0,6,11,15,2,1,6,0,23,4,1,6,1,54,54,20,0,8,13,0,2,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,16,13,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,4,0,3,6,2,32,11,37,41,6,22,0,1,0,1,42,9,0,7,11,151,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816939040363468,0.3246730886572042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201412509547188,0.22479010159630844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442681418695503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460631693716752,0.0,0.0,0.054894538051902836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835103745619957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181347154679467,0.18501532349349628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731364374142393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283910764743733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408461584518836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797588704838192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604803515637678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553272712410339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659773126394097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114452327254867,0.0,0.1023566471130168,0.0,0.07202238398817687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066842592788886,0.0,0.0924187843110345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107879904793145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759613390039429,0.089362185170854,0.08004188089579566,0.0,0.0,0.14846979254952014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399459777728447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127496421365668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815013954747325,0.19106075013791915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031606375400812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204240828123505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668157402608338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113689155197932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179612948260917,0.0,0.069326018303267,0.08906320281790829,0.0,0.06373889136609964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218933684174043,0.08487244130784961,0.0,0.06770749564260456,0.0,0.0787089507581004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393047713628266,0.0,0.0,0.14298161085129218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113903450972655,0.0,0.0,0.09374675229296286,0.0,0.07777555382304202,0.0,0.0743018906810007,0.1062293759979034,0.07147866242804156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111708000310626,0.1829032705360409,0.0,0.06396997798343343,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Swashbucklering,2019/10/03,"How Do I Know If I'm Sad or Just Bored? Its really hard to tell if I'm actually depressed at the moment. I know that a lot of people say that boredom in ADHD is a lot like depression, so I guess I'm not sure that I can even tell the difference. My problem is that whenever I have downtime where I am not hyperfocusing on something or don't have something that needs to be done immediately, I get this sort of sad feeling like my life is empty or meaningless. I know that there are things I could be doing right now, like cooking dinner or cleaning my room, but I can't work up the motivation to do them. For example, when I sit down on the couch or have a shower or anything where I have a chance to think about my life, I get this feeling. Whenever I'm busy with something, I don't feel this way, or maybe I'm too distracted to notice. So I don't know if I'm just feeling bad about being bored, or if my life actually sucks but its only when I think about it that I remember.",6.396341463414638,4.69779704878049,7.543536585365852,77.49189024390246,66.3170731707317,10.931707317073169,33.182926829268304,9.888512548439397,2.8392341463414628,765,26,168,14,10,263,103,205,0.16899999999999998,0.758,0.073,-0.9528,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,16,14,1,1,8,0,22,5,0,2,1,40,43,19,0,7,18,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,14,1,2,0,12,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,6,23,4,18,38,2,16,0,4,0,0,4,10,1,16,7,116,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.2624882618100201,0.0,0.16163243494560994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067489964789634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122946372242176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738037797260848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23167435932096203,0.0,0.0,0.14051480779827805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763131809541193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883025060203018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720114162299376,0.09608062821680508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053233096794354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815735526788454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047780886195356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956516560691676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849855970199084,0.197117001391907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867942717803216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511461108731707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972361207141872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311926294551126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228671175805362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932393495186424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286900329195468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615858553398634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235245174843545,0.11485485522456998,0.0,0.10695289835084447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106139739146839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267564805426479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351026889662157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935005912281176,0.17235321885973814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675295235600317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791128512457092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Still-Here-And-Queer,2019/10/03,"Does anybody else hyperfixate on words? I sometimes get the urge to repeat words over and over because I say them and think I like those words and I just keep saying them. Like today I was trying to remember two animals, a fish and a snake so I said fish snake and I just kept saying them even when I was done with the thing, and not right afterward like five or ten minutes would go by and I would say them again, later when I walked into the kitchen I realized the time and that I should take a shower, I also realized that I had been saying fish snake to myself for over two hours. Like why brain?",3.665114784205692,4.934767504132235,4.183911845730027,89.01202938475667,72.30578512396694,7.361248852157942,22.535353535353536,7.793537801064563,0.8090268135904495,472,11,100,6,9,149,70,121,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.8541,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,8,2,1,0,0,26,15,13,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,6,2,0,4,10,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,6,19,4,11,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,13,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251191457102044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537514614118756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465850831667912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691716523803066,0.16011052187997685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070031077089708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333881836952563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174267733412473,0.0,0.0889185019436332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407929330905384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906676982387714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057492669645171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772360455214529,0.13361399908781454,0.1488270768240775,0.6221071122656304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547406406176285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763669976895605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394352676505447,0.10025176028684156,0.0,0.0,0.09123172815587363,0.0,0.14830358123818216,0.0,0.0,0.10622449078236026,0.0,0.30567282744581875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117871573306745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222860858415412,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jubjub407,2019/10/03,"How would I go about getting back on my medication I’ve decided that I’m gonna finish high school. And instead of going right into the military. I’m gonna go to college for four years maybe seven. Get my degrees then go into the af or navy as an officer. But, I’ve been off my meds since I was 14 and I’m literally about to be 18 in a month. The first and last time I was prescribed was at 6 years olds. And I didn’t receive my meds till I was 7. So I assume not only has the procedure changed but the ways one would go about obtaining medication has changed. What I wanna know is, for those who have recently(within two years) gone to the doctors for medication and have received it. How would I go about doing that. I still live with my father and I am under his insurance.",1.7527536231884042,3.683792639751552,3.7674285714285753,87.16923809523813,79.12422360248448,7.026252587991718,23.77681159420289,8.021203637495839,1.2727189233954457,609,21,131,11,15,207,100,161,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,8,0,17,4,0,2,0,22,32,15,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,7,0,16,0,22,19,0,32,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,13,91,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507939075769007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891261007443568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987235740037715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623881806592948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279337251862464,0.0,0.4659856950832239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438369033512685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510210776775446,0.11139220293539533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066901903348333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372884862921781,0.0,0.30358617505060204,0.41299712174029707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090768531849868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339661337942888,0.0,0.09260108007408163,0.10393241494802102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670276878418676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830232803764406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304256904627598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913299554416926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968472876677553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349224463213946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847051342734028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29122773650601425,0.0,0.0,0.2640043478156684 adhd,utahhhhhhhhh,2019/10/03,Should I withdraw from my class? I have a French class which is 75% online and I’ve had a lot of trouble remembering to do online assignments. I am now doing very badly and can’t decide if I should withdraw or not. I still had a shot at a B in the class but this was before our midterm yesterday which I’m pretty sure I failed. A large portion of it was remembering definitions out of the textbook which I wasn’t expecting (study guide said multiple choice and there was only 1 multiple choice question) so I had to guess/write some random BS on most of the questions. Then I realized that we were supposed to have turned in a rough draft for a project on Monday. I somehow missed this completely and so I haven’t even started research for this rough draft. I’ve withdrawn from 2 classes before but I failed 3 classes last year (wasn’t diagnosed with adhd at that point) so I’m freaking out about how awful this is going to look on my transcript. I’m a senior so I don’t have time to make an upward trend in grades.,2.8919607843137283,4.87737525490196,3.9270588235294106,87.09343137254903,75.86274509803921,6.690196078431374,25.549019607843128,7.594959193182576,1.326354901960785,808,29,161,11,18,261,118,204,0.126,0.836,0.038,-0.9486,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,12,1,22,1,0,2,1,30,32,14,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,10,4,17,1,25,20,4,22,0,3,1,0,5,11,0,9,10,109,27,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198284386091469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272649189184798,0.0,0.0,0.3112946039627769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917830320815554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856550050509809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081371723240195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395488278308827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150163602967075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910024304970418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360263955186607,0.0,0.0,0.15550790110752552,0.0,0.0,0.12209726860451575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391151976631626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172913919786626,0.0,0.0,0.18609044481680184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40981361193184185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144143667377649,0.0,0.17399417430586206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946826938109532,0.0,0.14607625786712494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239534385940294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106659282367965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989591343601909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092413739924065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779134561846133 adhd,Renitus,2019/10/03,"I tried Ritalin for the first time I am not diagnosed, but I'm very confident that I have ADHD. I've been trying to get a diagnosis for a while now and am having a lot of trouble getting an appointment with a psychiatrist. My girlfriend, who also has ADHD, gave me one of her Ritalin tablets, just a small dose since I had a lot to do today, and now I can finally concentrate. I've just finished doing all the things that I've been putting off all week. Things that I felt I physically couldn't get done, were so simple. I'm amazed by the difference it made. I just wanted to share I know this is risky, and I wouldn't have done this, but I'm so tired of trying to get a diagnosis. Everyone I talk to is either not available, or will cost an entire weeks wages to visit. I'm doing everything I can to do something about this without much luck.",5.325406976744183,5.1437797965116285,6.554046511627908,78.7083953488372,67.8953488372093,10.135813953488373,30.57209302325581,9.888512548439397,2.7056074418604648,663,23,137,14,10,225,101,172,0.086,0.8390000000000001,0.075,-0.2136,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,12,0,23,5,0,1,2,25,36,10,0,3,10,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,9,1,15,3,17,24,6,14,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,10,102,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678842974619116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239788302590213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534741895907242,0.0,0.1599097092339791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132564375666649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625043805942395,0.13755580180088234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695662792305114,0.1676640723633609,0.0,0.13018835039464838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198593021643455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411492549674246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26024346672650217,0.0,0.1448241699382792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251290228179507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371390607885936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538623665776026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660852745560933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782907683298882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301966546529346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336564093485895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924749547872594,0.17591399854731415,0.14507807167063289,0.0,0.0,0.3117425248581673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262862544274433,0.0902756974417753,0.0,0.2455426864898119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753938322225735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,poliscibersecurity,2019/10/03,"Truly feeling at home I stumbled upon this Reddit because I have started taking my mental health seriously and I think I've got minor ADHD. My mom has it pretty bad, and I exhibit the symptoms but I function pretty well with it so I've never really thought about it. But seeing posts here about what it's like to live with ADHD almost has me tearing up. I didn't know other people struggled every day in the same way I did. I go to a good school, so most people here just think I'm crazy when I forget the word for a light post, or can't remember what I had literally just said then, the next second, recite everything that was said during one portion of a class I found interesting. If I don't put something immediately in my calendar it might as well not exist. I tried going to a school psychiatrist and she just diagnosed me with mild SocialAnxietyDisorder because I don't like the mistakes I make. I love y'all already",4.6946703296703305,5.960598467032972,6.2084615384615445,75.48653846153847,69.82417582417581,8.237362637362638,27.736263736263727,8.617729084823388,2.115635164835165,739,25,134,12,13,252,120,182,0.066,0.733,0.201,0.9779,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,1,9,0,11,4,0,1,1,30,28,12,0,2,8,1,1,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,4,2,2,9,5,23,7,16,18,3,17,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,5,8,93,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31138361372900225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972384700824452,0.0,0.14295970189471388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816736737595603,0.15794280674706404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354789615857428,0.0,0.0,0.1314887344544992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914997776306684,0.0,0.11642960286605808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550348154883304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204295613843232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725049802735568,0.10865891553880352,0.10361156026991238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770371889184255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994744528689148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119632354635418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658145056403455,0.0,0.11439346746027985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692234256562024,0.0,0.08647445472719838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055415368776574,0.1374302080265726,0.0,0.15172533045135556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991558742981006,0.0,0.13777602065219705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778523870573507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962487296950136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481428028503985,0.2635942626628025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023176050831764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299191844254489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467528995707609,0.0,0.2464600808973716,0.0,0.0,0.2622194659204977,0.10323317290405466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973256265553702,0.0,0.0,0.09169490953534876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543194614477005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465022226636886,0.09740415239032038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660185597786435,0.0,0.10284683017879384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795474973431433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282936123568907,0.0,0.0,0.23295884790028146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwadvice04,2019/10/03,"Mother denying that I had any issues as a child. I don't want to make this post too long so I'll try to cut it down to the important details, forgive me if it's too long though. &#x200B; Basically ever since I was a kid my older sister was convinced I had ADHD and pleaded with my mom to get me diagnosed, but being Korean there was a huge stigma behind anything mental health related so I was never able to get the chance to check whether or not I have it. Growing up, I always had run-ins with my teachers in elementary school regarding my behavior in school, whether it be continuously getting out of my chair to do god-knows-what, blurting out random crap, or straight up not paying attention. It was always packaged the same way, too: ""your son is smart and reads at a much higher level than many other children, and he processes new concepts very quickly. However, \[insert behavioral issues here\]. &#x200B; Flash forward to today: I'm an adult in college. Because I have my own insurance (was uninsured for the previous 18 or so years of my life, I decided that I would finally check up on whether or not I really have ADHD, as I am noticeably beginning to struggle in classes with an extensive amount of reading and/or lecture-time. After speaking with the behavioral therapist at the clinic I attend, she interviewed me a bit and then suggested that she has a talk with my mother because she is a point of reference for my childhood. Admittedly, because of the aforementioned stigma I was a bit hesitant about that idea and I explained the situation to the therapist, hoping to see if she would want to talk to anybody else besides my parents (my father didn't pay much attention to the schooling side of my childhood). She responded that even if my details don't end up being consistent with my mom's there is still the possibility that I could be diagnosed. However, she didn't seem very assuring when she said that and moved along. Basically, there's a call in 2 weeks that needs to happen with my mom and I'm not confident that my mom will tell the truth. I did manage to find a single report card that detailed issues that I had as a kid and showed it to the therapist but she didn't seem to care about it much--or atleast, that's just how it seemed to me. I talked to my mom about the situation at hand and wanted to test the waters by asking her about my early childhood, and low and behold, she told me, ""nothing was wrong. You were very good in school and did well"". I explained why I was asking her, and she went all ballistic on me, telling me I need to stop playing games and start reading books and go exercise more (I do all of these and they make no difference in this aspect of my life). Then she started screaming at me saying that I was looking to get a prescription for medication and I was baffled. If me having ADHD is the case, then yes, I would not be adverse to taking medication for my issue. All I was asking for at the moment is that she be honest so I can find out the truth, but I cant get that much. &#x200B; I don't know what to do, and I am seeking advice here. Thank you.",6.646849500920634,6.448791960461289,7.196699777110188,75.26385284426787,65.14497528830314,10.304273669929257,34.49215040217075,9.916854025145753,3.320176509351681,2468,101,460,48,34,814,280,607,0.063,0.846,0.091,0.96,4,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,0,3,1,0,25,20,2,1,32,1,53,12,2,3,8,88,91,45,0,14,20,11,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,5,28,29,1,1,15,8,4,6,14,7,1,0,25,7,78,13,79,55,13,64,0,1,2,0,56,29,1,13,29,343,106,16,0.06025632923027705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724919446617688,0.05888178754327941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027618590696616,0.19586312263853026,0.2196541061960544,0.0409763701541618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049585824784531184,0.0,0.1689946014713164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019509705924777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156861053403454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152844920560008,0.0,0.061435343524095326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048109775788242166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231781156593073,0.0,0.06295503913971633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033643114860768,0.0,0.05336922267196774,0.0,0.0,0.03979873716562242,0.05450529952873803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660078633656644,0.11014638656205557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740722517272793,0.0,0.03424506050921848,0.05054015011617966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328447293875075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404966025879925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984813094632788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802206127538094,0.0,0.2515678105223813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03311530270581292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512165465341377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664991042538904,0.05060014060912457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044313531854917,0.06109046023465613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214038248243103,0.060724207424232575,0.0,0.0,0.3528574226704873,0.0,0.06404294196214659,0.17718134066542027,0.08935860923815019,0.04647339578725634,0.05819593825155513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781757301863701,0.06860223020493153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690752275442523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056961707689429264,0.06792995752730364,0.05770890701476816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808179063461676,0.0,0.038601747456407064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057317567658544774,0.04791825151588065,0.0,0.24393048845170426,0.048016492983286266,0.16456529718536406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984465821101035,0.1354612773921174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529947993362921,0.0,0.04812078235957284,0.05037698933632938,0.0,0.06299299836320092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530526058846989,0.1452952648983372,0.10533337530496233,0.05547593226209143,0.0,0.20988672747756404,0.0,0.0,0.05920153753065335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711595452265705,0.05757750480778975,0.0,0.040910092218027015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491533465048381,0.1066222325030251,0.04782866944173275,0.04833399270277865,0.0,0.05417767647224457,0.055858220878796806,0.05437196485785853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841310233993372,0.06588083681627467,0.2196541061960544,0.038803100442942384 adhd,amw00,2019/10/03,"has a med worked for you/ changed your life? if so, what med worked and why? i was on strattera for a long time and while i felt like it worked for my productivity, i still felt zoned out and foggy. i switched to vyvanse recently and while i guess i feel more clearheaded it makes me so anxious and antsy all the time. i am on guanfacine with the vyvanse to calm the anxiety but it doesnt help. i am desperate to find a med that words for me and i wanted to hear insight from others who found something that worked for them",3.5017924528301885,4.819954226415099,3.8265566037735854,91.22775943396229,72.77358490566039,7.186792452830187,26.45754716981132,7.645422480735847,1.158890566037735,412,14,91,5,8,128,66,106,0.065,0.877,0.059000000000000004,-0.1436,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,4,3,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,21,13,12,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,15,2,14,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,8,63,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381781049520404,0.182848866667158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121999280767955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818382082305122,0.0,0.3108103023884784,0.0,0.1479315562749322,0.0,0.0,0.17746447589153572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830034723315616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242113796218604,0.0,0.10848727496762768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432221463281955,0.0790736527619294,0.0,0.0,0.14323563140150178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080387525250639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393496738086132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981122587531602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460305982181573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925675450294258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875665187201887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546563913708238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460479935874681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713263436483539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweetkaroline,2019/10/03,"The process of focusing feels like getting lost a bunch of times trying to find the onramp to the highway, and then getting stuck on the highway for a looong time once I find it For example, when I'm trying to get something done at work, for the first little while I'll keep losing track of what I'm doing. I'll start, get distracted, find my way back, then get distracted again. After enough attempts at brining myself back, if I'm persistent enough and feeling particularly motivated, I'll fall into the hyper focus ""highway"". This is great because it means I'll (hopefully) get the task at hand done, but it means I probably blew off 3 other tasks that afternoon because I went too deep in the weeds on task 1 and took way too long to exit the highway. ""Did you see that email I sent you earlier today?"" Nah...I forgot the world around me existed, let alone my email inbox.",9.899475908706675,7.014971627218933,9.465950972104816,70.1974556213018,60.53846153846153,12.497379543533391,38.935756551141175,10.608840637214634,3.958253761622992,691,25,129,12,7,224,105,169,0.067,0.873,0.06,-0.0138,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,7,7,7,0,2,12,0,6,1,1,1,0,18,29,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,9,4,10,3,20,19,3,34,0,2,1,0,5,13,0,2,16,74,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333720888550069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463707368565948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980400900479988,0.0,0.15700011936360747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635631195711514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26611804806160416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022504327617712,0.09199690322525987,0.0,0.0,0.35309411827945225,0.10953597004541513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036778118135832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197491911466642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279026556491482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446115862060675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168118731463302,0.0,0.06291297228748731,0.12906640495056138,0.0,0.11396184435888387,0.0,0.1440663130273864,0.14057315122981978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805475067206704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371411983184176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884125668237407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261702195894268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913730522994417,0.0,0.0,0.09114762513458087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501795047214593,0.0,0.12206366594698224,0.0,0.14307379045468713,0.17485957722655532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443124091039744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937573784287366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374975153098036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adventurous_Writing,2019/10/03,"What are your workplace tricks and tips for your ADHD? Hello Fellow-ADHD brains! I have spent the last few months recuperating from years working in minimum paying jobs that finally culminated in a depression-episode that was brought on by a bad workplace fit. And I am *finally coming out of this tunnel and it feels like a new world.* So excited. A part of this whole multi-year experience was finding out that I had ADHD - yay! **So my two questions for all the fellow adult-ADHDers out there;** 1) How do you modify your environment at work/home to help you perform your best in the workplace? 2) And if you were to ask for any help/allowances from your employer what would be the most important ones? Areas I foresee myself having a hard time with: \- Time management \- Staying organized \- Prioritization \- Procrastination \- Realistic Deadlines \- Getting bored with Routine Tasks Thanks for all of the help in advance - I really truly appreciate the time people put into this forum and to sharing their unique ways they get through their days.",4.091385991058125,7.3104319016393475,4.806003477396924,75.42155365126679,79.7103825136612,7.480278191753602,27.9903129657228,8.438071523408619,2.735472131147542,830,36,131,19,22,266,127,183,0.042,0.78,0.17800000000000002,0.9804,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,8,3,4,4,9,1,0,11,1,11,1,1,1,2,21,19,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,2,6,2,18,6,26,11,7,29,0,0,0,0,18,13,0,3,11,94,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088083818146618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861226125630506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183955251364394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574287951231116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329056044332298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137716183669755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090930352150266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167523469714212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388263618198507,0.0,0.0,0.06403527168208413,0.09047486633498557,0.0,0.2774657502052323,0.11575079172966288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323330633452788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134486093130132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546614451907407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567513889347404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323218218896787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061872112635245564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108644307108744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231406110218505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858176004890308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714366759074406,0.0,0.08779936019802895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731271634117902,0.14187083999710093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113171879152442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498620167631808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659725355875343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154230424461088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371328832298742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005245206503047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413940775019472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439742950770607,0.0,0.0,0.0899646293643072,0.0,0.0,0.16310983003716584 adhd,dialtoad,2019/10/03,"Visiting a center that specializes in ADHD? So I'm not diagnosed and want to get testing done to see if I have ADHD, and there's a new center in my area that seems to just specialize in ADHD testing, and they use the QbTest [alongside other testing](https://i.imgur.com/PDp1wDD.png). Is this fairly standard stuff or do you think they'd be more interested in the money? Would it be a better idea to go through a GP and get referred to someone? (this place doesnt require referrals) I'm new to all this so I have no idea.",5.2593571428571435,6.5294680500000055,5.793428571428574,78.97100000000002,68.5,8.914285714285715,30.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.6515714285714287,415,16,76,8,7,134,67,100,0.039,0.892,0.068,0.5765,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,1,19,20,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,11,15,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,3,2,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305445993674192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546743291208213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775077594162196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789712655921734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274364787028435,0.0,0.09939294832441818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948547977857632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378160702487749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827208613134481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936318799970707,0.15921157519670456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818213569296845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002050546359664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120612449806963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510471829641154,0.0,0.0,0.10315354377949404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423550195037585,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cobalt_blue_dreamer,2019/10/03,"Nine year old in trouble at school again My kiddo has struggled in school for years. In desperation I found a psychologist and we worked on getting a diagnosis. The psychologist suspected adhd. Her teacher at the time and me and her dad filled out papers. Now, a good 2 years later, the psychologist is saying she didn’t go about formally diagnosing my kiddo. She’s been having a lot of issues already this year and the teacher and principal are planning to talk to her dad and me next week. I still haven’t had the chance to make a doctor’s appointment since the psychologist said this, I guess I need a doctor and not a psychologist to diagnose formally... I have no doubt that is what is troubling kiddo though. Last time she got into trouble she threw her coat in anger and it hit a kid I guess accidentally. I’m afraid they’ll try to expel her due to this and other outbursts, or at least make things harder. There was somewhat of a rift between me and her psychologist and her dad kept taking her to the psychologist instead. I wanted a different one. The reason for the rift was because I was considering medicine and talking to kiddo about it and she was on board to try it to see if it helped her life, if a doctor even suggested it. Then the psychologist said her emotional outbursts weren’t due to adhd and medicine wouldn’t help, to her, during one of the therapy sessions. That really put a damper on possible progress because kiddo doesn’t want to even try medicine now because she thinks it won’t help. I thought her school had an ied for her but maybe it isn’t a formal one. It’s a bit of a mess! Not sure what to do. I worry that we will talk to the school at this meeting and they will form a plan that will not work and just make it harder for kiddo like it did before her diagnosis. She got sent to detention for adhd behaviors before, at 6 years old. I thought I just wasn’t a good enough parent but really, I wasn’t a good enough parent and she has adhd. I’ve been back to work this year and can’t help but feel like that’s causing issues. She’s with her dad more and things are less predictable and stuff, but I really need to work. I wish she’d stop reacting at school in ways that get her into so much trouble. I can’t quit working and homeschool, I’m poor as hell and have no idea how to even go about that whatsoever. Open to wisdom -.-;",3.691202415181138,5.301816346808515,4.704054054054055,83.96175675675677,72.7659574468085,7.804485336400231,25.468660149511212,8.441846121484758,1.5991259344450832,1873,60,377,32,37,611,200,470,0.113,0.807,0.079,-0.9305,4,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,2,9,18,17,2,3,31,0,36,6,0,7,1,69,67,34,0,8,12,6,1,2,0,6,6,3,0,1,28,29,0,2,8,0,1,6,16,10,0,4,23,5,51,7,52,36,10,48,1,0,1,0,50,18,1,8,25,259,79,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320055463541858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762137309760518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310587600042015,0.0,0.12630213714234506,0.0,0.11753658411950263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539989135071437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094764977411958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401968093285072,0.0,0.07215707594459495,0.0,0.21206948425651967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768759169548585,0.0,0.1427229411823448,0.0,0.13684816367688132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0349207829520672,0.04933926392296823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572500154029697,0.0,0.0,0.07216607443168792,0.0,0.0785012118380858,0.1737825676872816,0.11047341979260332,0.0,0.1521633442528338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516830532432332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796473655528363,0.0,0.14416953636382676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629629629412195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878187499593728,0.06748226592519531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871565798794745,0.0,0.0,0.13830206851718038,0.0,0.06938397031754985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507699130564685,0.10242001341291901,0.0,0.0,0.07345024110830052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494189039539765,0.0,0.14039845797904754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337457546301606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785917015050313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942829502560352,0.0,0.07345795883891952,0.0,0.0,0.1327323083680918,0.07100919172355304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139116865032294,0.05492238526117103,0.0,0.34948176946862664,0.05503498652584126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057130371724211086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055154519712505234,0.057740512833838076,0.0,0.07220058360671708,0.07906164204796234,0.0,0.0,0.0650919083639632,0.0,0.05192745765302079,0.16653284005418534,0.0,0.0,0.07898058856989744,0.0,0.09176597260887097,0.04425335840906984,0.06785493104302104,0.10965804409355882,0.08054343091451166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066956377512274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147135514737455,0.05481970911934197,0.055398894668618456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942007653360543,0.0,0.0,0.2513967085486463,0.07013774283938289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668493233083316 adhd,Kyle_20_,2019/10/03,"Adderall Generics List And Personal Rating 2019 So, my doctor wrote me a prescription and this time instead of going to CVS I went to Walgreens, and my God, did I make a mistake, this generic I'm taking is giving me horrible headaches and it doesn't give any focus, so since I have some relative experience with some generic brands I thought why should someone go through the garbage I'm going through if I can help them avoid this shit (I'm on Teva now by the way, sucks dog shit) Best Adderall Generics: 1 - Aurolife Pharma LLC (relatively common at CVS) 2 - Aurobindo (weird right?, but I took it 3 months ago and it wasn't the shit people said it was) Shitty Shit Sandwich: 1 - Teva (I wanna die, it's so many side effects) 2 - Sandoz(some people like it, it might be hit or miss) Btw: I take 10mg IR, sorry for the confused writing, I'm having an amazing headache and guess what, it doesn't even let me focus Post your current generics, and whether they are good or bad, let's not let people go through this generic shitshow",4.28001675041876,5.783872914572867,4.763899497487441,84.53717252931325,71.1105527638191,6.9147068676716925,31.3571189279732,7.3011,1.9697193299832496,806,36,152,8,15,256,131,199,0.18600000000000005,0.722,0.09300000000000001,-0.9686,1,1,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,1,2,2,6,15,5,2,7,0,16,6,4,2,0,28,38,15,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,13,8,1,1,2,0,0,6,4,11,0,0,8,1,16,4,12,23,3,18,0,1,0,0,10,4,5,8,7,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029926791139252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461634513358826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389345750145022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058111174550255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913820398961548,0.0,0.0,0.12735889326945754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218452896675714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217159534211684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387282806066741,0.2828646703714276,0.10436558360940304,0.0,0.0,0.13707315214276006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834024889909231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817128647113995,0.0,0.06078998164454592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305767538868937,0.12615201024731065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200006456104238,0.0,0.0,0.09931846121096094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25879130035398085,0.10864706338163926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916909123166484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626213606517326,0.11836097411670388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510900484876717,0.10292939043601998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542873431753344,0.0,0.0,0.13928866812189455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871110375027576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878314541206562,0.07255585774652908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824578269505586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876636670197884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534741800326168,0.11227829421432076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jellyfishsailor,2019/10/03,"How do you manage getting easily distracted, irritated and losing focus with people talking/abrupt noises while you're studying at a quiet room? I live in a one bedroom apartment with 3 other family members. The sounds of tv, talking on the phone, messy house to walking past by me irritates me to no end. I visit the public library in a quiet room wearing my earplugs. However, the slightest sounds of people talking (despite telling them to whisper or remain quiet) to abrupt noises, irritates me that I stop concentrating.",9.425760869565217,9.625723967391306,9.285999999999998,61.25900000000003,59.32608695652174,10.838260869565218,42.313043478260866,10.355215969177356,4.995175652173913,423,22,56,8,5,138,66,92,0.21,0.765,0.025,-0.9423,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,6,9,0,13,2,0,14,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903591883824666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650649843194679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690134497034366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32443601788799586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248281007439034,0.0,0.0,0.31456078876708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053017613705847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684115488727026,0.3898600629224007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507331003842735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519925903012938,0.2457576913255611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EarthToAccess,2019/10/03,"BANG Energy drink is useful for ADHD. # I'm going to preface this by saying that I know every case of ADHD is different, and that this may not be beneficial to everyone. I am speaking by experience when I say this, but don't take my word as complete fact. For those unaware, BANG is a new energy drink product from Vital Pharmaceuticals, based out of Florida. Its flavors are relatively interesting, and are usually very unique from other drinks. That's not the most interesting part, though. The thing about BANG is that **every can has 300 milligrams of caffeine in it,** which according to their warning, is **""more than two cups of coffee""**. That is quite a bit of caffeine, which to me was a sigh of relief. Let me elaborate on this a little--I've tried medication to keep focused and the sort, and it hasn't worked. The only thing that's worked for me, believe it or not, as caffeine. The issue was I didn't like coffee and energy drinks like Red Bull and Monster tasted like glorified cleaner to me, so the only thing I had was Mountain Dew. Now, the good ole MD has a decent amount of caffeine in it, with their Liberty Brew flavor having \~92 milligrams. The problem is that after drinking so much, obviously, my body has more or less built up a tolerance to it. So I found this ""BANG"" stuff after hearing my friends talk about it, and decided ""what can it hurt?"" After actually trying some, immediately I felt more alert, focused, and actually calmer--which, for myself, was a HUGE improvement. Normally I'm more ""quirky"" with so much energy that I can barely contain myself, but this keeps me creative while letting me not lose track of the task at hand. The moral of my little story here is this; for those of us here like myself whose issues lie in over-energeticness rather than anxiety and/or lack of concentration (though those are all symptoms regardless), BANG is definitely the way to go. It's still 300mg of caffeine though, so I'd limit myself to one a day.",5.043738354037266,6.793555959239132,5.856909937888203,76.48032608695655,69.57065217391305,8.735403726708075,28.360248447204967,9.23628265651192,2.526290062111801,1555,56,276,32,28,509,197,368,0.064,0.74,0.19699999999999998,0.9953,1,0,5,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,2,5,16,14,0,0,19,0,32,10,2,1,3,41,44,24,0,5,9,0,2,4,1,1,2,4,0,0,36,11,6,4,4,5,0,2,7,3,1,2,8,10,25,10,48,32,14,22,1,2,1,0,10,9,0,6,14,205,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.18565808605009693,0.0,0.2286454130077463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727709643111688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717418348197767,0.0,0.0,0.1038527186544752,0.10566330133764666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973757457316652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134826105438791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938619768226786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659352672788844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029515135078728,0.09089676304034948,0.0,0.09305126985896632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133567025695237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430051209881024,0.07349394466980358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812435032744698,0.07978699432130572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721367198431628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018341191009547,0.0,0.0,0.1985732078697057,0.0,0.16910433498840546,0.0,0.0,0.052278643076114725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454511800927832,0.0,0.1858946120942756,0.09534102590579396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642141994857296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582921953709304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985679295585976,0.0,0.0,0.09187307485486496,0.0,0.0,0.09320307110362527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644596930438505,0.1446948903726807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301195402145026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102252817255303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117798043959714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129568285000053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596757389984278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889626391868887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887211248204238,0.07152275094134135,0.0764585017964758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959203185867174,0.0,0.2803817990990877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916832609244128,0.0,0.0929240685512344,0.0,0.11442460550031992,0.08215813496888537,0.10476761169400946,0.07848873409377745,0.0,0.07550641951737043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850540724057053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,seahoglet,2019/10/03,"My boss yelled at me today. He needs me to get more done. I need to get more done. My response? After finishing a cry-storm in private I’ve just spent the remainder of my workday just spinning my wheels and beating myself up because I can’t start a single goddamn thing. I don’t know what to do right now. I am so sick and tired of fighting myself every step of the way. I’m 11 weeks pregnant too and even on the good days the hormones and brain fog are making it 10x harder to focus and get anything done. Makes it feel like effective strategies aren’t working, even though they still are, I’m just slower. Boss is a dude who gets 0% of this. When it comes down to it he’s right, I need to be more productive. I’m just struggling to get by at like 60%, and they need 90% +. I can’t quit right now unless it’s an emergency, which it’s not. It’s fairly standard as far as workload goes, I won’t find much better even if I did leave, and I want to make this work. But like when I go back to working, open emails, I just hear all the criticisms repeating over again in my head. “<coworker dude> could do this just fine.” “I shouldn’t have to do this.” “Are you just a slow worker?” And then it’s all I can think about until I’m really upset, then I end up on reddit etc for 10-20 mins. Then stop, because I feel a bit better and I should really get started. It’s important to improve anyway. Just do one thing. Stare at computer for 5-10 mins, maybe switch back and forth from notes to email. Ok come on this is kind of important. Repeat internal criticisms that are actually real things my boss said to me earlier today. Repeat. I just feel humiliated and useless right now. I sucked so bad at getting things done at school and it shredded my self esteem. Over time I’ve worked on it and made so much progress in general, but it feels like it’s all slipping away, all of it is gone and I’m just a fuckup again. I know there are some aspects of this that I can control, and I’m gonna work on those. If I can somehow make myself do it. Being nice to myself is important too, especially for getting through the pregnancy. Not feeling that at the moment. As far as diagnosis, I’m seeing a therapist who has a strong opinion of ADHD, on my way to a formal diagnosis but can’t do a lot with meds right now anyway due to preggo (which is planned and a very happy thing overall). (Re-)starting Wellbutrin to help with focus and motivation, too early to tell if it will help or not. I feel like I’m doing everything right, I have the support, but the weak link is me, I just suck. Might be irrational, but I’m really afraid this will keep repeating like it did in school. The way it always went, after I got in trouble, I always went downhill until I got tons of detention or academic probation or failed the class and started again with a new semester, or it came down to a written test that I could pass or an extra credit project to scrape by on charity. Can’t do that with the job this time. Also I’m in my freaking 30s now I should be able to do this. Help, guys.",2.3303970370370384,4.0803664240000055,3.78244888888889,88.55899481481481,76.76,6.93362962962963,23.734074074074073,7.793537801064563,1.104505185185185,2385,76,506,36,54,787,282,625,0.091,0.7909999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.9622,3,0,0,0,2,0,84.0,0,1,2,17,40,29,3,3,27,1,52,6,2,11,4,100,111,48,0,13,28,0,6,6,0,8,4,3,0,2,44,26,0,3,13,0,2,9,11,12,0,1,16,11,49,17,77,81,16,90,0,2,2,0,18,35,2,13,49,341,93,20,0.06604079830639492,0.0,0.06444629264735646,0.0,0.07936820589218398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281280254574078,0.10990246921793888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054345949965468966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062047503939000874,0.10156259488483688,0.05514130805985165,0.08051571535809969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681543870691435,0.07209944733378221,0.0,0.0,0.07372337191325704,0.0,0.07553307979310307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377660017808887,0.0,0.0,0.07407037086368289,0.10545640731797942,0.0,0.0,0.04259085148869485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27033066217149165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849254535202453,0.0,0.07365294720826664,0.1308579733073134,0.0,0.05564222088941296,0.0,0.05935321118253065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035327156607266,0.14153867851699195,0.0,0.0,0.06036009322210644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760287310532838,0.0,0.037532507588318435,0.05539188833495089,0.10563771869472527,0.0,0.0,0.06539077324284996,0.0,0.07030165782081199,0.0,0.0,0.06777691183313386,0.0,0.0744327793903305,0.0,0.13279726507348208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655353020567487,0.05870009592611378,0.0,0.06877132880426284,0.07258859126622405,0.0,0.0,0.06992766986796815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935851892175892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614552507880076,0.0,0.062489400157211376,0.1763309827388871,0.0,0.06634685838538011,0.0,0.07335643908614163,0.0,0.0,0.07005885066226758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709517101368796,0.1958736605770999,0.0,0.06378261453057807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447509540817071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024251812139566,0.0,0.07516888664341942,0.1269222793990923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33839088547721885,0.06281992238002276,0.0,0.0,0.13367362727204524,0.05262596591921628,0.0,0.06889495559650109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697606780555914,0.0,0.052740266835863886,0.05521306449534347,0.0,0.06904018138444593,0.0,0.0,0.0749423152992298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772256858580325,0.0,0.0,0.0766784569278093,0.21937285951685606,0.04231627694417743,0.06488474902858551,0.0,0.07701784115698118,0.0759041826593108,0.1251979096932014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449057495468547,0.0389525738991953,0.1572603352484463,0.05297394488184445,0.0,0.0,0.12244096332894774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039243854583606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,funnymonkey58,2019/10/03,"Why am I having trouble with my insurance by going from Adderall XR + Adderall IR script to just Adderall IR? Script before: **Adderall XR 30mg in the morning. Adderall IR 30mg at noon.** Script I am trying to get filled now after getting the OK from the doctor: **Adderall IR 30mg at breakfast and Adderall IR 30mg at noon. (Adderall 30mg IR twice a day)** &#x200B; *How exactly is this going UP DOSAGES (According to bonehead pharmacist who always gives me shit)?* Aetna insurance.",0.7727543859649124,2.7136983222222213,2.3840350877193006,86.4071052631579,110.22222222222223,4.116959064327485,26.95906432748538,6.05967700443912,1.6215555555555559,379,20,62,5,19,123,55,90,0.032,0.929,0.039,0.1513,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,1,4,3,1,1,1,5,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,13,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404220467745934,0.30475987642012825,0.3417782651358305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393431547803524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139823158545296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878954938432406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29390774033440586,0.26982330984218866,0.31970858837117805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887233541813581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909663414032995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380571494382154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417782651358305,0.0 adhd,bunnyfloofington,2019/10/03,"How do you get through the lack of focus and inattentive to details? I know a lot of people have been posting about struggling with work lately and I saw at least one person make the mention of starting off really strong, then getting worse as you each day passes. And I just can’t seem to get through this myself. I just started a new job a few months ago and it’s not a great job, nor does it pay a lot/require a lot from me. The first few weeks everyone kept telling me how great I was doing and how quickly I was picking everything up. I was literally finishing a full day of work most days, and I was even surprised when people told me they couldn’t believe how fast I was. My boss even came in one day and said she had a nightmare that I finished everything in the whole office and she couldn’t figure out what else she could have me do. Not long after that excitement, I noticed I started to decline in productivity and especially kept making more and more mistakes on things. I’m a receptionist at a high volume dr office. There are over 10 doctors in this clinic, so I’m constantly checking patients in. I was making mistakes where I wasn’t slowing down enough to notice the computer wasn’t keeping up with me. So people weren’t being checked in on our computer system. Or I would get so hyper focused into something and forget to check the sign in sheet for anyone who walked in for their appt. It started out as pretty minor stuff and would only happen once in awhile. Then it started to escalate dramatically. Now I’m struggling to find one day that goes smoothly enough to call a good one. I find myself getting worse and worse with this stupid brain of mine. And on top of that, I’m starting to have serious anxiety and starting to get paranoid that they’re going to get tired of all my mistakes and are looking to fire me. I’m not sure what to do at this point. I did finally get health insurance again now that I have a job, so I was able to get in to see a new psychiatrist. I can’t stand taking the standard stimulants, as I have other underlying medical issues where my heart and blood pressure are mildly effected (affected?). So we worked out what medication I should try but it could take up to a month before it’s in my system and will make any kind of difference (if any). And I’ve always struggled with ADHD. I have gone without meds way longer than I’ve ever been on them as my parents refused to believe me in high school when I told them I really thought I should see someone about my inability to focus on anything and the fact that I’d barely skated by in school since 7th grade. So I’ve never really gotten the help I needed but it’s been somewhat doable all these years til recently. Just within the last couple years I have noticed things have been getting WAY worse and life has become extremely difficult. My boyfriend barely tolerates it, ive completely stopped going to school for now, and where it was really easy to maintain a job several years ago, it has become seemingly impossible to do so now. Like I said before, or maybe I forgot to mention it, idk, my biggest issue is trying to keep track of all the details in life. I can’t keep track of anything and keep missing important details everyday at work. I feel like I’m losing my mind most days and I’m not sure how much longer I can keep this up. I feel like I’m just faking it until I can’t fake it anymore. Any advice would be great.",6.003097345132744,6.120467650442477,6.492771386430677,78.7024314159292,66.44837758112094,9.25787610619469,31.846755162241895,8.982922981607832,2.577034100294985,2729,101,521,42,40,889,306,678,0.11900000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9885,6,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,2,2,4,9,33,27,1,4,26,0,54,12,3,14,8,113,115,52,0,15,14,1,4,3,0,6,9,2,0,1,34,35,0,10,10,0,4,6,16,14,0,5,29,10,66,13,91,74,20,108,0,2,4,0,24,45,0,10,54,363,100,17,0.05312813117262166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384968930890829,0.051916194900002634,0.09418976543305037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044206861141473146,0.0,0.0,0.10838685311588787,0.0,0.0406428749289658,0.0,0.05268883016853247,0.03714842460647536,0.0,0.08743985028983466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735169362976693,0.09041625311228467,0.11971442115969096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930856491654821,0.05424976200841299,0.06076442856584146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570383472949885,0.0574126356832239,0.0,0.08483697933191857,0.05878526662930088,0.0,0.20557949655426114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550758932908534,0.0,0.05437889348685369,0.04649278561331925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044381736341833435,0.0,0.0,0.10979112309195817,0.0,0.07018125915235605,0.048057436288548264,0.0,0.0507662060914832,0.095496277152557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372635888521388,0.07590949505044693,0.0,0.05819927081707135,0.09711629878905376,0.0451907612349136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27757255754945803,0.0,0.06038788256732844,0.044561355780484486,0.0,0.17572185652978425,0.0,0.0,0.046981030937601684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647271905308018,0.0,0.06295709124153485,0.035610666432067145,0.11226557504137064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090393164479903,0.21088588953481366,0.2361136203819981,0.0,0.05532477303919224,0.029197831471809564,0.04330651782289557,0.0599308460612261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505194046544768,0.07786716385614129,0.0,0.0,0.04701672424298097,0.04461424952324978,0.05943678913251613,0.0,0.13550291172903955,0.0,0.0,0.14185376041769826,0.0,0.05337434866907874,0.0,0.05901337685295025,0.10704200558707487,0.0,0.0,0.05364426735660275,0.0,0.08481273486009867,0.0,0.039055289412997865,0.039393836080393235,0.040975690005721335,0.10262296029771592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146018841273667,0.0,0.0565797257842147,0.1440039865976411,0.040406337802058635,0.0,0.0,0.058992502376765316,0.0,0.0,0.11049707009858524,0.04638943489238415,0.0,0.0,0.050223256487717104,0.0,0.05088206369147144,0.054050409310485575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614096501092018,0.0,0.052457620107462286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107403792956814,0.0,0.0,0.16130551536674104,0.08467248404449712,0.09673171053298923,0.0,0.06001966590375379,0.0,0.04394813911695157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501529313526019,0.040900630982330745,0.0,0.0,0.2632305528508045,0.0,0.0,0.04441749658054907,0.0,0.1666231741668356,0.06081899939863305,0.0,0.0,0.10014526976917973,0.0,0.0798914855286138,0.0,0.046436328362042964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059193925580429,0.0,0.0,0.04217780168122196,0.0,0.06106297131910965,0.0,0.1015324121829664,0.0,0.07214102728817667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843412752277494,0.04261618218720615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931566113928696,0.0,0.0512136225686252,0.0,0.15471164898662776,0.0,0.2165684181125132,0.1132221001934392,0.0,0.0,0.10263832380289742 adhd,loadedpotatoskin,2019/03/28,"Pain around heart while coming down from adderall?? I’m prescribed adderall XR and I take 20mg early in the morning. It’s been about 13 hours since I’ve had my last dose, and I’m feeling a faint sore pain around my heart when I breathe or move certain ways. Is this a normal part of an adderall crash? 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Luckily it’s not my main job at work but the supervisor for the front end looked so pissed with me... I zoned out so much and I had to keep calling her over to fix my mistakes or answer stupid questions. Yes... I might have cried after I got off but tomorrow I cashier as well, and I vow to make NO mistakes. I will take my time, use the knowledge I learned today and do NOTHING wrong so I don’t have to annoy the supervisor. PLEASE if you have any advice on how to not speed through things and get sloppy it would be MUCH appreciated! TL;DR:Any advice to remind myself to slow down and focus on the customer/job?",0.3855385151620752,2.7496360794702,2.1227187173231066,93.99888462879056,88.86754966887419,4.503450679679331,18.54339491111886,6.05967700443912,-0.21646490066225169,572,16,124,5,19,187,97,151,0.201,0.69,0.109,-0.9517,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,4,0,6,1,10,1,1,3,0,27,17,17,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,9,1,2,2,1,19,1,23,11,5,22,0,0,1,0,4,11,1,4,10,89,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30323294019988745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110225541544992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584314381152228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043138102998848,0.10006266719057716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374220024749434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106251132873411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409228178177975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619046266787383,0.1379096204326595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029181052082242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356771363136552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459580432275714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421721370914728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887619239460448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031449625888098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381002576016186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665786610729198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307863151459656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809452109562392,0.0,0.2941391480260036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340048108144721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395037142665014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591056748164,0.0,0.0,0.11021824180101547,0.16963853072517754,0.0,0.0 adhd,caffelion,2019/03/28,"Forgetting that implicitly hyperfocusing on a discussion in order to be able to contribute (mentally) but having others read that as ""asking for brownie points."" You either dive into something wholeheartedly, or it's completely off the radar. 🤷🏽‍♂️",6.6971428571428575,9.940636095238098,8.171666666666667,55.17750000000001,69.0,11.81904761904762,34.3095238095238,11.20814326018867,5.630123809523813,204,10,26,8,4,70,40,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,20,5,1,0.39296691653777255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673710203284017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120183354813961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960182250649037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714807542606429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930732589662736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302525130977286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ketsuro,2019/03/28,"ADHD noob with 70 thousand questions I got an ADHD diagnosis yesterday and was put on dextroamphetamine 5mg tablets with the directions to titrate dosages until I get the right dose. I felt good taking 1 around mid-day and starting feeling all the anxiety and hollowness I did before so took another 2 about 4pm. I had some trouble sleeping and feel really down and anxious this morning, I'm wondering if anyone has had a similar experience and can offer some words of wisdom. I'm hesitant to call to my GP because I have an appointment soon but I just feel so dependant on the drug to make me feel good and it's only been one day! Am I just hung up on what I thought this drug was going to be like and is this going to get better? Any words would help 🥰",4.242444310656231,5.5242958211920525,5.549066827212523,79.72830824804338,70.9205298013245,9.19951836243227,30.945815773630343,9.573946990214177,2.9354317880794705,603,26,116,14,11,202,105,151,0.05,0.813,0.13699999999999998,0.9409,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,7,0,13,4,1,2,1,31,31,13,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,10,5,11,5,17,19,3,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,6,6,73,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646772410581781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317517853023522,0.15909222822577124,0.11606580750973165,0.17140103897076248,0.0,0.1060865381004843,0.0,0.0,0.1350634584951192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092487440684069,0.0,0.12910301556943335,0.0,0.0,0.13418449939043348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549236476435807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569440987887304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518953460029826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484118133958725,0.0,0.0,0.30685788047566503,0.0,0.14567552351630353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853545346300674,0.0,0.17245257295970948,0.2545120024816113,0.12134478590080512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169508831797447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412299832997732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127464703190912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280977304317072,0.11539031709010718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252106092408424,0.1699617418621519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719607106266198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956852298713167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518301234315792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073885880762251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407497374677665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044917146418295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685671165316335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645344673974839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077779275364339,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Iamahumanpancake,2019/03/28,"Work very overdue in every class, I'm a breath away of flunking out college. Advice please? This feels dire. I have so much work to finish and I'M NOT DOING ANY OF IT. WHY? I HATE IT",-1.3630827067669171,0.4115165263157934,0.5008270676691708,101.14078947368424,107.42105263157896,2.171428571428572,13.323308270676687,3.1291,-1.6110270676691731,140,3,31,0,7,45,33,38,0.242,0.7040000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,18,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153743568986957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194718761877444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032215505010888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271919407233508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318526342857995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186354615543727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724845023486146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542677434236734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662913989529549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912194783108752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699120081688807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nugzndoodles,2019/03/28,"My teacher at university told me I was doing really well but I'm not. This is my 4th year in the same class in university. Before we all got inside, my teacher told me I was doing really good but I assumed she was being sarcastic because she is capable of that. Or that she confused me with someone else. Then she told me how lucrative I seem to be doing, how lively I'm looking and that I shouldnt drop out. But I'm very very bad at attending to classes due to ""lazyness"" and seemingly random anxiety attacks when I have nobody to talk to at school. Otherwise, I'm a fast learner and I could have a high gpa if I just knew what is going to be asked. But even then, I miss bunch of exams and I feel horrible about not being a good student. I'm just confused now and I want to just disappear. I actually never felt this bad about my education even when I dropped out of high school. 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TL/DR: I've had a major turnaround in life since diagnosis- ***your mileage may vary, but if your struggling you need to know that things can improve, keep fighting for it.*** &#x200B; I'm in my late 30s and was diagnosed 5 months ago. At the time I was on the brink of being fired from my job - only hung on to my position by thread due to a legal technicality. I wouldn't have wanted to hire me - I was unproductive, disorganised, terrible memory, low energy. Basically I had tried to get a job in Government because I new it was harder to fire people from Government and I'd been fired/let go of/contract not renewed so. many. times. Now I have kids and a mortgage and the stakes were much higher for me. But everything was a struggle so I was cranky with the kids more than I should be, my SO was getting pissed off with me because I was always tired and overwhelmed. I weighed 208 pounds - overweight for my height, but not point-and-laugh-overweight. I knew very little about ADHD, had never heard the term applied to an adult and I didn't really believe it existed in children (""just an excuse for bad parenting"" etc) when a psychiatrist told me that the symptoms I sought help for were a condition called ADHD. Five months later: I'm on Vyvanse. I'd hesitate to use the term ""miracle drug"" but it's the cornerstone of ""Greg 2.0"" (as one of my close friends calls my transformation). I'm also meditating, not eating junk food, exercising... The negotiated settlement for my work issues was me getting ""transferred"" out of HQ to a job where (drumroll please)...I get my own office! I'm in a quiet space, working on a big project that I'm genuinely passionate about and where I get to use my specialist skills. My new bosses \*love\* having me there and are fighting to create a permanent position for me. My kids love having a happy and energetic dad who plays with them more and doesn't get cranky. Things are better with my SO. I'm contributing more around the house. I ride my bike to work a few days a week (and have lost 15lbs). My work just had a crisis situation that involved dozens of people from all over the place working 12 hour shifts in a 24 hour rotation - cross agency teams, people from other divisions etc, not government orgs. I've been getting calls and emails telling me what a great job I did - people in other agencies calling my boss (actually, my old boss who suspended me :) ) and telling her how awesome I was. I just had someone knock on my window and tell me I was awesome - I dont even know who she is (my memory is still shit - can't remember names). **I still have struggles and bad days** \- there are times when it just feels like the medication didn't work and I spend all day in a flap (More about that in another post...I now have a theory) **but LIFE IS SO MUCH EASIER.** I'm not writing this to brag - I just wanted to put a positive message out there that whatever shit you're feeling now I've probably been through some variant of it. There is hope - **if you feel like you need to get screened for ADHD - DO IT**, *make that your priority in life. Don't wait 30 something years.* **If you're diagnosed and struggling, ASK FOR MORE HELP.** *Talk to your doc about different medication, try meditation, try intense physical exercise (something to get your pulse up and keep it up), read on here about other people, use timers, use post it notes, try pomodoro method, try bullet journaling, change jobs!* &#x200B; I don't have any miracle solutions - but happy to answer any questions below. Best of luck to you all :)",2.167063696612665,4.873425587628868,3.4129085051546437,85.71090914948456,83.2562592047128,6.870699558173786,24.39324374079529,8.035081973570634,1.7215768630338741,2790,108,533,59,80,903,327,679,0.111,0.733,0.156,0.9876,8,0,4,0,4,0,153.0,0,9,1,11,34,29,5,5,34,0,51,23,3,9,4,82,93,37,0,10,19,2,5,2,1,3,14,2,1,5,26,26,4,3,9,6,1,4,14,15,0,3,28,8,66,14,77,60,19,70,0,3,1,3,48,35,3,8,32,334,92,24,0.0,0.0,0.055700873671593126,0.0,0.20579361022978288,0.0,0.0505970926535097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564605847755877,0.04749430341634765,0.12369015289164392,0.13871447372361387,0.0776313594060276,0.05985231198064425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081241456724516,0.0533611631742093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953171674632919,0.06958966149193105,0.0,0.0,0.06430849075299581,0.059900892679479636,0.05048174012048828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313617755819305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603820172981329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104337056897262,0.0,0.0,0.17380196114935326,0.0,0.05963541001178056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689616700076753,0.0,0.06619352267672712,0.05840607037022154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731635411324035,0.0377001434874126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051298927871177374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658257760657992,0.08155450301187174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690201576019967,0.0,0.04409909651417142,0.0,0.268392811321859,0.0,0.03243931307568846,0.0,0.0,0.06292980286627796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152332121283756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651770574573677,0.0,0.0,0.05669232957670237,0.11242264151732292,0.06586150646628189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957565006422031,0.2832105176993755,0.10146888186670518,0.0,0.0,0.06273825515833928,0.0,0.06438760213536038,0.0,0.0,0.058367148300429925,0.12094976459799545,0.0557718358773722,0.057208156700115274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062308474978170936,0.0,0.10303205834521316,0.0,0.03810067806254756,0.05786915064601625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500218202276777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091119832057851,0.0,0.08391927033489345,0.08464671570091538,0.04402284630880901,0.11025451452582136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598948124522746,0.0,0.038678209988401546,0.043411154240806604,0.0,0.0,0.06337947854305258,0.0,0.0,0.19785697055353668,0.0,0.05963541001178056,0.0,0.05395810787269116,0.0,0.1093318145198734,0.0,0.06154081979558256,0.0,0.0,0.05738016384491359,0.06394154706458118,0.0,0.0570944498898352,0.0,0.03656627123406495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465938407972759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718155369261656,0.047216341534055316,0.0641591914514602,0.0,0.0,0.04836285443790804,0.08788441104552724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116673185547684,0.0,0.0,0.2386854705577321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059326939797491374,0.0,0.04587794089976347,0.14966869475600075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584150729530457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984967787560868,0.06560391786361705,0.0,0.054541433912025365,0.0,0.1937644830644439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719172999599896,0.0,0.047096155685037874,0.06733335026158319,0.0,0.04578533365597082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932516613764424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871447372361387,0.036757006845911384 adhd,Korzhenko,2019/03/28,"Hyperfocus can be a bane. So, today I was supposed to do some uni homework the whole evening, but earlier I decided to buy some rolling tobacco for the first time (cigs are expensive). Got back home, got so hyperfocused learning how to roll the cigs while watching youtube and didn't even feel how 5 hours flew by. 84 rolled cigarettes and 0 homework done. 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Even if I force myself to eat, it makes me feel like shit. Any advice to make foods more appetizing?",2.394166666666667,5.268118634920639,4.712996031746034,75.29901785714287,84.87301587301587,6.9595238095238106,22.160714285714285,8.07648339933343,2.009319047619048,266,9,41,6,8,92,52,63,0.21100000000000002,0.741,0.048,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,6,2,3,0,10,11,6,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001362021382916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252731114735744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589963257016773,0.0,0.0,0.5654964864871936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167284751429178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556134940442346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314508105287092,0.13160385732192795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227545662823281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624519102898824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502123957963308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999857102089424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688965794236263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676009960485975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801340611645418,0.0,0.1818909517836325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781898951840848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038894389817188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850741143459444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741775765890138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411135040316988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arsiric,2019/03/28,Any advice on how to get homework done in a reasonable amount of time for someone with adhd. It sometimes takes me 3-4 hours to do what others can do in 1 and 1/2. Any tips?,1.7945045045045056,3.0948228648648666,3.5713513513513497,91.4247747747748,77.1081081081081,6.014414414414415,23.144144144144143,6.42735559955562,0.4609171171171176,134,4,30,1,3,45,33,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37634435767277397,0.3060056710366803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259042453986383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32046024686632296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360747720030838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838877914483204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321969424204187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653302116863627,0.0,0.30971246180654416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354491472881371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825997553664132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,condensadordeflujo,2019/03/28,"Coping mechanisms for ADHD when you're not in therapy or taking meds Hi, I'm a bit new to this (Reddit and asking other people about ADHD). I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was around 11 or 12 I wanna say. I was only in therapy for like a year and I've never come back to it because back in my country we didn't have a lot of resources or therapists for ADHD. Now that I live in the US I am trying to get back into therapy as I've recognized symptoms in me from ADHD that are hindering a little bit my day-to-day life. &#x200B; Anyways I wondered if y'all had any tips or coping mechanisms of a sort that could help me in the meanwhile. What I do is I usually listen to music. Like almost always. It's either that or I've gotta go watch a movie (in theaters because I get easily distracted when I'm streaming something at home).",1.7106034482758616,3.578656195402304,4.452399425287356,82.51066810344828,79.0,7.108620689655173,24.093390804597703,8.07648339933343,1.6054839080459766,654,23,127,12,16,233,108,174,0.016,0.919,0.066,0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,8,0,11,3,0,0,1,22,22,12,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,3,17,2,24,15,4,24,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,10,13,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297095289847298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493595551722554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719692142153157,0.11354414915576527,0.12733606133008124,0.07126344697208555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328879047699244,0.09796815233764443,0.0,0.0,0.2417401265474329,0.0,0.12776278013110665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288155994469135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027066758313083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366940367889335,0.0,0.0,0.13516679495785744,0.0,0.0,0.10636360474922313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950097728927824,0.0,0.059556789546589176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024114362492499,0.0,0.10511682819070038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401903218547562,0.102394014454792,0.10503102026197116,0.09253493547805597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909202811009663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164024011521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082351764780499,0.10121060367176628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970048475014974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265089694155052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833363170785929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806754656125424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892098916269582,0.07879197262608251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595228798321053,0.12167379734116356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114818068155294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605416130771682,0.0,0.11541567800523447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364451663172905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733606133008124,0.06748383715699324 adhd,schmidayy,2019/03/28,"My girlfriend thinks if I actually care about something I’ll always remember. Like many of you I’m sure I don’t like to use my ADHD as an excuse for forgetting something or not doing something, I wish it wasn’t even a card I could pull. So let me give a setting so I can explain myself, I have a long distance girlfriend thats I started dating at the end of highschool for about 9 months she went to college 4 hours away and Im at home I work 50-57 hours work weeks and goto school part time, important because I don’t have much time. Most of my friends are very far away too so I don’t get to see anyone often at all chances are if my girlfriend is home so are my friends. I have my bros and then I have 3 other friends that are girls that I have been friends with since the beginning of highschool. She gets upset with me if I hangout with them and don’t tell her. I told her that I don’t even think about it really because Im so excited to see my friends. And she said if I cared about her she would tell me. I said I don’t want to promise that I would tell her because I know I would forget sometimes and would be scared of the backlash from her if I told her afterward. She didn’t understand and we got pretty into it. She says she trusts me but this makes me not believe her. She knows I have adhd and has witnessed me lose my keys wallet and other small things numerous times, one time I set my keys down in a target and walked out of the store before realizing I didn’t have my keys. Anyways again she knows I struggle with very small things so remembering to text her can be pretty hard because I could remember then all of a sudden im distracted and forget about it and go about my day. Im annoyed because shes not even trying to understand and she doesn’t even take into account how little time I get to see any of my friends nowadays. But she thinks if adhd applys to something its just cuz I don’t care.",2.2734428634296613,3.9196114513715727,3.45808493472202,91.27643941616549,76.63092269326683,6.213906410444478,24.51232213583688,6.923569853693429,0.7874752237054423,1516,51,329,15,34,491,180,401,0.062,0.8170000000000001,0.121,0.9467,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,1,3,22,21,1,4,10,0,38,0,0,4,3,67,72,33,0,14,13,1,1,2,9,4,0,3,2,1,15,21,0,0,13,1,2,4,14,6,0,1,10,7,72,15,41,53,5,40,0,1,3,0,45,14,0,9,22,225,87,6,0.0,0.0,0.0682991732054254,0.0,0.2523395505880893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058236459169911936,0.0,0.0,0.04759492367665461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893793987992385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315139488840082,0.0,0.0,0.2133232402945351,0.0,0.059555488635791014,0.07885364194490804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407536649129436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117610514610108,0.0,0.0,0.04513711841750515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198948492016933,0.0,0.0,0.1849083118586236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32443999160037085,0.0,0.10969909984799954,0.06713983141788654,0.03977636464886169,0.0,0.05597660121146628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626964015695927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040935788099407,0.0,0.1378501441552609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024005438915834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539238094170715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156849989070911,0.0,0.06838618548483989,0.07014737015187894,0.0,0.06193806732662599,0.0,0.07829979451445608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671820455780761,0.07095786623610557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586455635203362,0.0,0.051449971984899694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742636136820394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757912724366004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240795992521027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483674901073659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378516986280045,0.0,0.13315114285509014,0.05565806622296536,0.07007120405577373,0.07083260996880161,0.16731652731773405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789562848824039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155238227480962,0.06922091592486579,0.0,0.049538578232106716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316770465467078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596380927508555,0.0,0.05262302179882485,0.0,0.1835204267502052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299517047906278,0.13453838582618652,0.0,0.0,0.20405575933871695,0.0,0.0,0.13375498788736104,0.0,0.0475179404470539,0.0,0.0,0.14572204576940245,0.0,0.06044802906091028,0.0,0.1154965185432102,0.04128132871964981,0.0,0.056140958435848265,0.0,0.0,0.0648805091675508,0.0,0.0,0.08048390211241416,0.0,0.0,0.10190565894834364,0.0,0.0,0.19887272532787886,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notjonnny,2019/03/28,"Metabolism and Vyvanse: Why did my meds completely change the way they affect me? New to vyvanse, first time on stimulant medications. Having really really really strange effects after a couple weeks. Wondering if anyone has had the same experience and if it has something with the way my body/metabolism processes this prodrug. Couldn't find anything similar to this on reddit so decided to make my own post. Any help is appreciated! So I'm new here in the adderall/ADHD subreddits. I've been taking my prescribed vyvanse for the past 3 weeks give or take(this is my first time on stimulant ADHD meds). I started on a 30mg dose in the morning and that did work for the first couple days. I had such a good amount of focus and energy, and a little push of motivation to get tasks and school work done that before seemed like a huge struggle. The meds seemed to last about 8 hours, and then slowly taper off. Some mild come down side-effects, but nothing terrible or out of the ordinary for this medication. After that though, the next few days the beneficial effects seemed to completely subside and I was left with maybe 4 hours of slightly effective duration leading to it wearing off and making me feel completely numb and extremely exhausted to the point I needed to nap. After this discussing this with my psychiatrist, we decided to increase my dose to 50mg, which seemed like it would be a much better fit. The first few days of taking the new dose it seemed like this was going to be the right dose for me. I felt clear-headed, able to focus, and a good amount of motivation. However, about 4 days later the same thing as before happened. I would take the vyvanse in the morning and it would work for maybe 4-5 hours before completely dropping off. Yesterday, I took my vyvanse in the morning again before school, and right at 1:30, about 4 hours and 30 minutes after taking my medication, I just felt this strong switch where it seemed like the medication turned off completely without gradually slowing down and left me feeling like a zombie. I felt completely out of it and just like I wasn't really present. I didn't necessarily feel depressed or that anxious. Just super super out of it and like my mind had turned off everything except a slight ability to focus on something. I found myself completely zoned into my thoughts, forgetting everything else going on around me. My friends said my eyes looked really glossy and I looked a little off too. I immediately went home and slept the rest of the day. I would wake up periodically and eat a ton of food and then go back to sleep. The next morning I woke feeling super super groggy and out of it still, but not like I had the day before. I thought that weird feeling like a zombie thing was just a weird reaction for that day, so I took it again. Essentially the same thing happened just in a slightly less strong way. Around 4-5 hours after taking it, I noticed it just completely wearing off. I was able to function for another hour but then had to to take about an hour nap. I woke feeling a little better and was able to finish out my day. TO clarify, the vyvanse was really helping with adhd the first couple days of each dose, and even when it seemed less effective and not lasting long it still seemed to help a bit, but barely. Luckily I was able to pick up my script for dextroamphetamine (generic Teva/Barr) today because I already was talking to my psych about the duration of effectiveness problem. So I will be starting 10mg dex 2-3 times a day tomorrow. I was wondering if anyone else was experiencing problems similar to this on vyvanse? It is advertised as a med that will get you coverage lasting from 10-12 hours on the website, but I was getting at most 5. Also, I looked for posts of people having the same sort of weird crash effect I was getting, but couldn't find any. Has anyone else had problems like this with vyvanse? it seems everyone has a good experience on it except me. And before you ask, I eat a good breakfast after I take my medication, and drink a ton of water all day, as well as eat small things during the day, so I don't think that's the problem. Since vyvanse is a prodrug, could the reason it only works for 4-5 hours then completely stops and makes me want to sleep be because of my metabolism? Could it have worked at first because my body/metabolism wasn't used to it yet. I know that vyvanse is lysdexamfetamine, meaning the lysine molecule has to be cleaved off once digested before it becomes active. Could my body/metabolism be responding different to it, and that is why it's giving me these really strange side effects? I start dex 10mg ir 2-3 a day tomorrow so helpfully that is the change I need. Just looking to see if anyone has had this experience on vyvanse and if anyone knows why this happens. Also, anyone who has had similar experiences to vyvanse, what med did you find that worked best for you? Any feedback and experience is appreciated, as I am new to all of this and couldn't really find anything specific like this on either the adderall or adhd subreddits. Thank you!",6.937680960987272,7.334220878251822,7.316168464866648,72.63816893951844,64.4630593132154,10.44833415484601,34.02926410719827,10.267526813270628,3.5197293791189725,4068,165,718,89,57,1330,340,961,0.042,0.782,0.17600000000000002,0.9992,2,0,5,0,0,0,103.0,1,5,1,31,37,39,0,1,60,0,66,27,7,19,2,157,140,66,0,22,28,0,9,11,1,6,13,1,1,0,56,48,8,1,43,3,0,10,10,12,1,6,41,17,72,27,124,81,24,142,0,1,6,0,20,52,0,23,85,486,128,13,0.13046230504449602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567903379953208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03599209944183198,0.05216532910467545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665391308799926,0.034200275514270406,0.0,0.0368463175203847,0.0,0.13683341563019155,0.06683702442000743,0.05367968047140774,0.05806955555224338,0.030491161024992268,0.0,0.0,0.02507936490543057,0.0,0.05964645768584152,0.03602134150472558,0.19427417203260752,0.0,0.034228035064902025,0.057691653452545975,0.035607761916956686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900591002638018,0.028095430968469504,0.30777130055234136,0.0,0.0,0.07812265107273818,0.10826554432427583,0.0,0.2734465300985901,0.0,0.02809174804163404,0.0,0.0,0.034076335321331405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03337705840133924,0.0,0.03195084785633613,0.0,0.10012163100800944,0.081738386480501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02154228051564666,0.0,0.0,0.03116558082731828,0.05862555375800092,0.15952146010892046,0.0,0.0,0.09894849207624072,0.046601148395694535,0.0939482040481492,0.0,0.11924018328673253,0.16645675503622331,0.03943888427885662,0.03576129590778947,0.02519871331290935,0.0,0.0681611697526822,0.06257566542636242,0.05560855084633999,0.10942559172918498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652553911935168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03347299083789237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744613304396201,0.0,0.032716082301447215,0.0,0.2890779543871349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035849335484211375,0.07975814338737318,0.0,0.0,0.07087383807919881,0.0,0.0,0.17527755393272074,0.0980681274989122,0.0,0.028863758638764718,0.10955547846623526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531345125520173,0.0,0.06553346037141462,0.03552792413218522,0.1811427628538275,0.16428380875215262,0.0,0.0,0.03293243436808553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023976201348229042,0.048368073054314516,0.0,0.1260013071740535,0.0693740707387014,0.0,0.0,0.031295525069504636,0.037133049747873605,0.0,0.034734524260840415,0.0,0.02480561546073952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031135258070622274,0.02261153389542632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03083226185266732,0.0,0.062473412560303435,0.0,0.0,0.12483480660842905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715498657949762,0.033534244512990946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570704783703774,0.031024881916140026,0.0,0.0,0.06601740887754047,0.025990391527222108,0.2672279610547609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02697994172326706,0.0,0.06527826168047272,0.0,0.0,0.05021812811739721,0.0,0.0,0.06925641824721991,0.0,0.05209368266678206,0.027268082183129143,0.0,0.03409688190895449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618283431853734,0.026215164742620797,0.0,0.030028040580374945,0.0,0.0,0.08667335844121707,0.02089874430887999,0.03204463807822867,0.0517862487122216,0.057055214416133385,0.0,0.03091575265631305,0.0,0.07247421061758838,0.0,0.07095276234722064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028169385909351925,0.0,0.0,0.019237511919253256,0.0776661789179032,0.05232449587088263,0.0,0.02932532003199279,0.03023496595553784,0.08829145364189747,0.0,0.0,0.03144025162617047,0.07074040233570829,0.14246716780642046,0.0,0.0,0.092676678357215,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mermaidtailsnuggies,2019/03/28,"finally got diagnosed i finally got diagnosed with adult adhd today and i finally feel like i can start having control over my life. i hate that it took this long, as i wish that my parents would have brought me in when i was younger, but i guess better late than never. im happy and relieved that now i get to finally start to feel in somewhat control of my brain! 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(my job may depend on it) First-time poster in this sub, I lurk from time to time. I work as a Product Manager at a tech company. The role essentially requires that you have to always stay informed on the needs and wants of the product users, keeping all stakeholders updated ASAP, and making sure all product related questions/concerns/requests are addressed ASAP. I have a few different problems. Sometimes I just don't see the emails, I'll be home or driving or doing something else my phone notifications fill up and I don't see it for a day or longer. Other times I see the email, realize I need to write a more detailed response or don't have an appropriate response and end up not replying. I'll forget to check back on these and then it doesn't get done. The 3rd case is when I send out the email and need to get responses but the person(s) don't reply. It's part of my job to get an answer from people so forgetting to do this slows everything down and makes me not productive at my job. Part of the problem is that I just don't check my email frequently enough. Do you guys have any similar experiences or tips on how to deal with these issues? Essentially this has gotten so bad that I may lose my job over it. **TL;DR** need to check email more frequently and respond to a variety of complex requests/issues quickly or I may lose my job. 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I'm going to be travelling abroad for 10 days this May. I was wondering if anyone had any advice that would help me out as I'm just a little nervous.",2.9148837209302307,5.782366534883722,5.601209302325582,70.22227906976744,81.32558139534882,9.021395348837208,24.879069767441862,9.3871,3.0929200000000012,183,7,30,6,5,65,36,43,0.045,0.889,0.067,0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7070364646514586,0.2874457440400782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003610111814704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568064688663304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970622256454214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717557853580015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971665012823977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948214923970152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899952902042744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089599137903548,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Khild,2019/03/28,Does Concerta take a while to notice any effects? This has probably been asked here before but I cant scroll through this subreddit without my brain melting. I've been on 18mg for a week now and havent noticed any increase in concentration. 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Does anyone know of a good app for budgeting and/or tips to be a smarter spender? I'm a student at a University and don't have a lot of extra money but budgeting is something I really struggle with because I'm so impulsive. I'm working really hard to change this but it's just so difficult to not spend money. Once I think of something I want/need I will go shopping and spend hours adding everything I could possibly need or want now or in the future into my cart (irl and onl) only to find that I've just added $300+ worth of items into my cart that weren't even on my shopping list.. 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They've supported I properly schedule my medication and suggested invaluable structure adjustments. They generally are super cool about describing experiences and how to do A,B,C etc that helped/help them. These are Cliff's Notes versions of intense discussions that have been happening for awhile now, and culminating in better understandings of how to reply- Them: That level of reactivity is unacceptable Me: Ok, cool - working on it thanks for telling me T: You can't just interrupt and derail conversations Me: Ok, cool - I can work on that, that's a huge faux pas in any situation T: Google questions before asking them. Me: Aight - got it, I know that I've had this issue before and I can do it again! Then watching the way that some of their interactions pan out exhibiting the same hallmarks of what I'm being chastised for - really hurts. No one is perfect. Neuro- and non-typicals alike. Demonizing each other helps no one. I'm reestablishing mental health care, as my previous therapist was not particularly structured (because also ADHD) and while them understanding it helped, the lack of structure did not. Feeling like I'm upright then losing the rug over and over in these interactions is really difficult. I choose to continue interacting with them because the way they've built such a great system for themselves and taught others is really admirable and inspiring. I just keep feeling like ""OK, today is great!"" Then they sigh, or give me a certain glance, or inhale and start into what offence I've just transgressed... All I can do is keep going and learning from these experiences. Like I have my whole life. Eventually I can find the words in the right order at the right time. I just hope it's going to become consistent enough that I can start having moderately neutral to Wonderful interactions instead of dreading if I'm trespassing after unwittingly fucked up again... Today is just hard. And I am sad. But...at least this coffee and sandwich have a good flavor. And I'm reestablishing care. And I took my medicine, and showered, and got dressed niceish. How often do you find yourself apologizing or trying to explain yourself to obtain negative reenforcement? I recall a previous therapist asking me why I defend Everything and Everyone else so much. I think (maybe) it's just easier to defend anyone else in the end...",6.4700122910521145,8.835365789823015,6.797817109144543,68.68845624385452,66.98672566371681,10.33195673549656,32.688298918387424,10.504223727775694,4.103514552605703,2075,91,318,60,36,670,249,452,0.107,0.7390000000000001,0.154,0.9667,1,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,3,10,7,20,32,1,1,14,6,33,7,0,3,3,68,69,34,0,3,12,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,25,24,1,2,17,0,0,4,6,7,1,2,10,10,43,24,39,58,11,46,1,3,2,1,31,19,1,9,22,217,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359322142465456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893249364373326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861758240792326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602716319764264,0.08832001714689214,0.0,0.0,0.16116695127737213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509097736928276,0.09519889692752624,0.2200443971716016,0.0,0.0,0.07623510870475185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757691712679423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497827095098487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440147035900683,0.0,0.0763458255636423,0.08906555574531108,0.09613353335829583,0.056932952986325135,0.0,0.0,0.08236586403860427,0.15493837309737354,0.16863632951199606,0.08125978433266777,0.0,0.08716857752289635,0.12315970859230987,0.0,0.0,0.1575667846357665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968864374257978,0.04503488697730725,0.08268895707721127,0.097976597190591,0.07229877617754488,0.1378807982431127,0.19006715500808305,0.0,0.0,0.07622458924006835,0.0,0.07721645927312408,0.0,0.0,0.09162442218026308,0.0,0.0,0.17333006750881494,0.0,0.0,0.08561404376493431,0.0,0.0,0.09227672062025966,0.0,0.0,0.08996829641692157,0.0,0.1532334507644756,0.0,0.0,0.09474431131983316,0.07026285857481923,0.0972350762139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088418261028535,0.12633593732982604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096433491282724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659745693235746,0.0,0.0,0.0868353965895794,0.08686729008582658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633654335323473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681996444390755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975882615036869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656146518689387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566190007334988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147225208269359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689014132708043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202274812413255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934493394023132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534083404671986,0.07935951912761689,0.0,0.20016499750073435,0.0,0.055232185206505635,0.0,0.0,0.05026273545519147,0.0,0.1634112127766888,0.0,0.09576912766536602,0.058522770388981814,0.0,0.0,0.17947027469925148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368398890343068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778026991520927,0.09623696661425453,0.0,0.0,0.0934780325947238,0.12550631243407687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942439597907796,0.0,0.0555086731533267 adhd,tarek122,2019/03/28,"Over the years I#ve bought around 15 (audio)books which are all untouched and I keep adding more to my wishlist Whenever I try to **read** a book, I will get distracted and usually don't focus on reading anymore. Results in not understanding any phrase. Whenever I try to **listen** to an audiobook (e.g in the car), I will get distracted and usually don't focus on listening anymore. Results in thinking about dumb things in my head. Though, I find myself lurking on Audible or Amazon in order to buy new interesting content which I can add to my sad list of unread and unheared books. Btw I'm on meds for almost 5 weeks now, but they don't seem to help with my lack of concentration. Does anybody have some helpful advices on how you handle such things like reading?",2.5679564879564865,5.4745692027972055,3.681759906759908,82.81614413364416,84.24475524475523,6.8141414141414165,27.524864024864026,7.984000788550335,2.3280663558663557,608,28,106,13,18,196,98,143,0.102,0.8270000000000001,0.071,-0.3689,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,0,6,6,1,2,4,0,8,1,1,3,1,22,18,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,5,2,1,4,4,0,0,1,3,14,2,24,15,4,20,0,1,0,0,6,12,1,4,7,69,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915458700479465,0.0,0.0,0.1630906841930891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075712102061627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32304636429501216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498874662594485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252855216455607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886014330381234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701856071915099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715151136438336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183365294732285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476625573382254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957000911840846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091174900010112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573007699702544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887419422591998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827064531403542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640705679153144,0.1043604592659414,0.16001885555553935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115595001263846,0.0,0.0,0.16955331589879266,0.0,0.0,0.3587563823992258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064441430636392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488287946358267 adhd,Jordan78910,2019/03/28,"What were some unexpected side effects of taking meds? 19M diagnosed at the age of 8 here. I'm about to start 10mg Adderall to try and pull my life together among other things and was wondering if you guys could give me any tips on what to expect when it comes to downsides of this medication. I understand that I will have pretty bad appetite suppression as well as weight loss, problems with sleeping, feeling like shit on come down, and if I skip my meds. What are some unexpected, or less known / discussed side effects that you encountered when you started taking meds?",9.51859813084112,8.09447693457944,8.526093457943926,72.05044859813086,60.02803738317757,11.924485981308413,39.15700934579439,10.793553405168565,4.0971921495327095,460,19,83,9,5,143,80,107,0.11,0.809,0.08199999999999999,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,3,5,6,1,0,1,0,6,6,2,2,0,21,17,10,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,6,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,9,2,16,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,6,6,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487587171536295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104664385066426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29103059337003145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487413382182326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145692965345125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541435792631216,0.12068118731248885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204977474804408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726387946206833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931784395953672,0.08252899746441685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629180682496018,0.17017576415142024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185906890779656,0.0,0.16163992946600875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340071373727287,0.0,0.0,0.1690485834899001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391342150946364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540235400945371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222731805052882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469006375676792,0.0,0.0,0.1758585343011811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570707354877146,0.15188528873707202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319367738210432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hlpplsandthks,2019/03/28,"Are these all RSD traits? I've only been diagnosed with ADHD just recently as an adult. So many things are making sense about my life and one of the big hurdles that I've always had is this underlying fear and self doubt that always follows me. I recently found out about RSD and I think this may be the reason! But I'm struggling to understand what's RSD related and what's not. I've recognized that I constantly seek outside approval, second guess and downplay my abilities and often surprised that people I know are less qualified than me confidently boast about their abilities freely. I'm somehow think others are inferior to me even though I've accomplished so much despite my limitations. I'm always trying to gauge what's the general consensus vs forming my own opinion. Which may be the reason I'm so indecisive. Going by reviews vs my preference when shopping for example. I'm very critical of myself and have huge fear of failure which motivates me to get stuff done but in an unhealthy way so I'm often stressed and anxious. I have this odd debilitating fear of authority figures so even though I'm super friendly and social with my coworkers, I'm very awkward with managers to the point they must think I don't like them since I'm social with everyone else. I avoid confrontations and I'll make up white lies to avoid any possible disagreement or disapproval even if I'm not doing anything wrong. I'm not sure if I'm taking my SOs well meaning suggestions as criticisms or if he is in fact critical. It just feels like I'm being tasked with something I need to change vs a suggestion I can take or leave. I guess everything boils down to need for approval. Can anyone relate to these? Any suggestions for overcoming?",6.2927718906860015,7.561620374233129,6.694612381483548,73.45834913552707,66.11656441717791,10.467150027886225,33.83658672615728,10.537671172512404,3.8480601226993847,1406,62,241,37,22,456,182,326,0.188,0.713,0.099,-0.983,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,6,20,20,1,10,8,0,21,3,0,5,4,67,53,28,0,7,16,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,18,16,1,3,13,1,1,2,4,13,1,2,4,2,25,7,34,43,5,16,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,16,6,151,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125434128246599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053607228871,0.0,0.0,0.14195224838352494,0.0,0.0,0.11790996247242665,0.0,0.07297890258641597,0.0,0.08588876088382383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041109138090588,0.0,0.0,0.1127883938858888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593476376635988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680816885879164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871889036323247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680895607262303,0.0,0.0,0.09973133580438492,0.09380227535230433,0.0,0.0,0.3523404918944472,0.052773310751963835,0.07456294181187093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443784188528527,0.08063707694628687,0.0,0.05452974346194277,0.0,0.059316666130073185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299537058586336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057359786351326325,0.0,0.0,0.11051423188423534,0.0,0.0,0.07372059932784689,0.10198117822287192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933742645489566,0.10581620763952644,0.0,0.11369104114221515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767249807158345,0.1547801262783633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072475496129739,0.07937914518766014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235798018563795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866469928716172,0.1176630600431396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214622343732474,0.20610831217162268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088821222389038,0.0,0.0,0.08633709228442495,0.0,0.0,0.2127869764448525,0.0,0.08035019508370124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955707451705135,0.10911163820067986,0.11948027081994901,0.0,0.0,0.0983687998131335,0.0,0.15694859207731973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693397137686094,0.20063091698248645,0.2050887213440584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086132263641291,0.0,0.0,0.10865429775948936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223465467725854,0.0,0.08284515122866229,0.0,0.0,0.09384241403638836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411373038014765,0.0,0.0 adhd,sharmsmilan,2019/03/28,"Strattera? I officially got my diagnosis of ADHD today and got a prescriptions for Strattera(Atomoxetine) 40mg. Has anyone had experience with this medication? &#x200B; My doctor couldn't prescribe adderall or ritalin because I went through the app Dr. On Demand. 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Hey guys, I was just going through youtube and found this [video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tpB-B8BXk0). Has some good content and I figured it would be appreciated here.",9.948461538461537,12.9809258974359,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,59.256410256410255,7.2512820512820495,33.51282051282051,7.793537801064563,2.2683435897435897,206,8,32,2,3,51,35,39,0.0,0.674,0.326,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,9,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037700025629106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744528779348442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847864668419359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994467040711329,0.2943509578912512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474847548957378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704539882969793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342544875941136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37229078879744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249296975392548,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bookerbey,2019/03/28,"Strattera and its sexual side effects - is this going to be a persist? The title is a bit screwy but I think that's fine. I've been taking Strattera/Atomoxetine for 3 weeks now (at 75 mg) and it's starting to work generally well. I have been hit with side effects as many seem to have experienced. I'm slightly more fatigued during the day and my appetite is basically nonexistent. I can live with either of these just fine. However, the impotence I'm experiencing for most of the day has started to kill my sex life. I'm in my early 20's so this is something I can't live with. Since I have an appointment coming up, I'm seriously thinking about switching to anything else that doesn't have this side effect. I would like to hear from any men on here who've experienced this side effect on Strattera and hear whether this has gone away for them or if it persists. I am also open for suggestions of what I could take instead, and talk to my doctor about that. TL;DR Strattera causes impotence. Who here has dealt with this and knows if this generally lasts? 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Not for being forgetful, avoiding difficult tasks, anxiety, and being messy. Whenever I try to confront him about it, he tells me the same thing every time. He basically tells me that he tries to treat me like someone who doesn’t have it, like he is trying to ignore the fact I have adhd. For some reason he thinks that everything is in my head and that I can change everything if I just “try and put my mind to it”, neglecting that fact that adhd is an incurable disorder. It’s so fucking frustrating. And I have to put up with this every day. Every time he sees me with a messy room or if I forget something, he goes on an hour long lecture about how lazy I am and then threatens me. And then comes my grades, I was always not the best in school, but literally every week he asks me about me having “straight A’s”. He used to take away stuff like my Xbox and my phone for months at a time because I was struggling in school. As if struggling in school is not enough and that he has to ostracize me every day. Those were bad times.",5.276155279503108,5.483037447826092,5.849316770186339,82.38695652173914,68.0,9.006211180124225,28.60248447204969,8.841846274778883,2.0126397515527947,903,28,184,14,14,293,119,230,0.16,0.784,0.055999999999999994,-0.9651,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,16,3,3,9,0,21,2,1,3,2,36,28,20,0,3,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,12,0,4,2,1,0,3,5,11,0,0,3,1,26,5,25,23,4,25,0,2,1,1,19,10,1,5,15,124,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686170898070775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111273070334431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457336902008893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021927870656044,0.0,0.09113239582911856,0.0,0.09158743226848964,0.0,0.0813932954030271,0.05942404737311091,0.0,0.0,0.10982869348897148,0.10230121566807054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312290014011058,0.0839720053267105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573549227098707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117226763779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072483740109947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106634282974116,0.0,0.17522085060638534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012042440557116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004452923661802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600001253218172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287416318212498,0.0,0.0,0.086268393493708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984289067244398,0.0,0.07780910412193176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195992421948618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022760505195008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959705912400056,0.07768043487983826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825960779691491,0.07504631138251633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038184466717164,0.11159342673257687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329423967055983,0.0,0.17040691422213666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476262746136338,0.062462450581245874,0.0,0.0,0.22736986542971946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647351821864045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419304285757043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819408164477339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pettarh,2019/03/28,"Got my very first batch of medication for ADD, and I am now absolutely terrified of them after reading the side effects They're Calles ""medikinet CR"" and are only 10 mg, but sound absolutely terrifying. I was meant to start taking them tomorrow, but I won't. 1/10 experience palpatations, personality changes and mood swings. 1/10 think about killing themselves, feel numb and depressed. 1/100 start hearing, seeing and feeling things that aren't there. Together with speech they can't control and breathing troubles. 1/10.000: heart attacks and sudden death. I don't think I want to take these gambles, certainly not when I have been quite ill a few times before inexplainably. Anyone familiar?",7.814871794871795,10.31740364957265,6.524444444444447,71.44000000000003,63.786324786324776,9.644444444444446,36.93162393162393,9.994966539143718,4.148941880341882,565,28,86,13,9,169,93,117,0.293,0.672,0.035,-0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,4,4,7,2,0,2,0,9,5,2,2,1,21,22,10,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,9,0,1,6,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,4,6,10,1,8,17,1,10,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,9,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351926502191447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996001479385974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452397390499368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742880559184736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453538664407436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685499249918685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166529404365713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891303716387892,0.0,0.0,0.19552400731014766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446077704473136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154637181021648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179160118705148,0.2291170111571295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390970160417505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477666379379446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704903238771855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882305808943202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564823103657234,0.19339922556395386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407244909947626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737038663956673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290745617693706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845109117275358,0.2477777770604467,0.0,0.0,0.11274213407907788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595314440212749,0.1140410129210742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExtremelyIrrelephant,2019/03/28,"I've been listening to the same song on repeat at work for 6 hours I recently found out this is an ADHD thing. Happy Listening to the same song, ADHD friends! 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Hey guys, recently i got diagnosed and while I'm still getting tested to get medication, I've been wondering how to catch up on all the content i missed in college as well as highschool information that's crucial for certain classes. I've spent a good chunk of college either zoning out in class or not going due heavy depression and exhaustion and dont remember a lot of a lot of subjects. It's a lot, speciallly with maths and formulas and im earnestly scared to not manage. Has anyone gone through this before? What would you suggest on doing first?",5.722942477876106,7.1849476991150425,6.417865044247787,74.20785951327436,67.58407079646018,9.543805309734514,35.36393805309734,9.827888789773867,3.7520982300884964,482,24,82,11,8,158,82,113,0.125,0.812,0.063,-0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,2,2,23,15,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,1,4,3,5,1,1,5,0,3,3,20,9,5,16,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,5,5,56,7,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960432135324544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989279880314942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196367142851796,0.20264693328057531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339956868371829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698275396727583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086243437425455,0.0,0.11346927161888125,0.16746222479729814,0.15968337537219934,0.0,0.0,0.19769111863900493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156630561606229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794842742077067,0.5092219181220378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113270891801266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713650127796006,0.0,0.2261716577577826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989077825125434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944577240859573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795149839391913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165187315141408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183010116072806,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nikolakis7,2019/03/28,"Sat on my bed in darkness with just my phone torch on because the last light bulb in my room broke All that I have to light my room is my phone torch and Christmas lights, because I'm taking forever to go buy more light bulbs. My laptop that I could be using to study is on a shelf, lying there, broken after a windows update failure 5 months ago. I'm still ""bringing"" it to an IT shop (for those of you who don't know, Hint :I keep forgetting and putting off the IT shop, just to forget about it and put it off again). And I wont do anything about any of this because I'm chasing deadlines all the time. 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I couldn’t think clearly and I sat in my car for a solid 2 hours with the music cranked as high as it would go to maybe drown the noise but it wasn’t working. So she found me (cause I wasn’t answering my phone) and just sat with me (she usually knows how to find me) and just having her there helped immensely. She said my mind was a gift. “It’s one of the parts that make you, you” and I had an incredible moment of confusion and anger. Not towards her but towards the statement. This does not feel like a gift. I can return a gift but this isn’t something I can return. But for some reason I can see where she’s right. I’m still ruminating, but I wanted to share because it’s an interesting thought. Feel free to share what you think on this. Thanks for reading ",1.9448155737704909,3.653738655737708,3.0564173497267766,93.52101946721314,77.74316939890709,6.323633879781423,21.273565573770487,7.1686216300943375,0.35357950819672146,686,18,157,8,16,220,103,183,0.066,0.72,0.214,0.9793,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,2,9,10,1,1,13,0,14,0,0,4,1,38,31,15,1,3,9,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,11,1,1,2,6,2,0,1,11,6,27,9,19,18,3,19,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,2,11,108,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549787312214666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816194141578288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777838362089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514489918069749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750121611189139,0.1236365636335764,0.0,0.0,0.15817685846955934,0.0,0.0,0.18975514077807829,0.13370839257187075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983559471811884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600078286481524,0.18285103732066973,0.0,0.0,0.17043263778810486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511114640738393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845500601531512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552119708403714,0.0,0.17386549735944773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494895003690135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727227299190884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187410852006624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606774661577346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311028395087116,0.0,0.0,0.17793805081496092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779524114429174,0.32924594515816075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790916346661716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323269932805562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820869514310055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593335734340033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217841421989853,0.0,0.13739304834050695,0.10091468973955366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060494053131866,0.0,0.10207730703804647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599225315672888,0.0,0.0,0.1229393098187997,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,original_schmer,2019/03/28,"I don't want to!!! Don't make me!!! But I HAVE TO!! But I don't WANT to!! But I HAVE to! But it feels IMPOSSIBLE! ARRRRRGH. &#x200B;",-4.0257758620689685,-4.4984779310344845,-0.3417672413793085,103.96941810344828,138.65517241379308,2.8293103448275865,13.969827586206891,5.148860815047168,-1.1916586206896556,96,3,26,1,8,34,14,29,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.4861,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344521305767595,0.4872238997380142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274308791020704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676513913794547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730064082893096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872238997380142,0.0 adhd,tropelesswanderer,2019/03/28,"My mom noticed me spiraling into the ADHD late-work hole and proactively found and contacted an ADHD Coach in my area Just... I love my mom so much. I have had such a terrible week and it's really taken a toll on my mental health and school work. Thought you all might appreciate some wholesome support. &#x200B; I called her just asking to talk through and read through a paper I was writing and mentioned that I was getting behind but that I was on top of it. I must not have sounded very convincing... and she was right not to believe me haha. So without asking, which is good because I would have said no, she searched the local area my school is in for an ADHD specialist. Lo and behold there is a coach that specializes in working with adults/young adults with ADHD right downtown. She emailed him and he got a hold of me- she also texted me this because she knows I will ignore one notification- and all I had to reply was yes. &#x200B; JFC sometimes I feel helpless but this is what I need and I'm glad I have a mom that can recognize when I need help and intervene because lord knows by the time I do I'll be in danger of failing a class I was getting all As in because I couldn't ask for help or an extension and was too afraid to do anything about it... not that that happened before or anything ha...ha. Yeah. &#x200B; I'm really lucky to have supportive parents who actually understand how debilitating ADHD can be. I should go tell her I love and appreciate her. Yes, I'll get right on that after I finish this thing I was working on... &#x200B;",3.525497737556563,5.492876094771245,4.463398692810458,84.02452488687784,74.0,7.191352438411263,28.109100050276517,8.012643519586192,1.880919959778784,1239,50,237,19,26,401,162,306,0.066,0.768,0.16699999999999998,0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,0,5,11,16,1,1,13,4,31,3,0,1,4,49,56,24,0,6,10,4,1,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,17,17,0,2,6,3,0,1,6,6,0,1,15,3,40,10,30,33,5,23,1,2,0,2,32,17,0,5,5,169,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.07006043035471912,0.0,0.4314112133428092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741350700869492,0.0,0.3111543776969172,0.3489494898339825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816042432265406,0.0,0.20135264367245065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505943124372786,0.0,0.061091269015210524,0.08088707125459525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330953652218561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036301122097907416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871823866468666,0.0,0.0,0.1125279528898549,0.0,0.04080209312144525,0.06021726581143207,0.05742009143909067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348705461299399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631349349121354,0.0,0.0,0.09624379369539524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891203254750867,0.0,0.08098657736875599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959348520379688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723513034933177,0.07616191755844626,0.0,0.2522522291561217,0.0,0.0,0.05277673227695792,0.10646844365646148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173776140377798,0.0,0.0,0.048649363259800786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971856184095195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181326730585537,0.0,0.09198594313727948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839346383691545,0.0682923813923217,0.0,0.0,0.14531839566011034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100594240954429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294159511620754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770516818419352,0.06275097961693303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047696636422504025,0.0,0.0,0.05699628861589352,0.041863564797864565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473991821297349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923743592965141,0.0,0.0,0.057588687006675014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692066987048869,0.0,0.20906707904145028,0.0,0.0,0.051000283269828264,0.0,0.3489494898339825,0.0 adhd,wavemaker27,2019/03/28,"Stratera I have been battling with adhd for my whole life. I always felt that it was masking depression. I finally got on some sertraline to help with my depression, but now my add symptoms are worse. I had taken adderal and ritalin in the past and was unaffected by it, even when I took massive doses. Now my doctor has put me on stratera, so we will see how that goes. Will post after my first day on it. I'm going on vacation so I don't want some crazy side effects to derail that.",3.0840463917525764,4.793475793814434,4.709884020618556,82.89101159793817,74.56701030927834,7.73659793814433,27.5889175257732,8.472884824447931,2.0597226804123707,380,15,74,7,8,128,70,97,0.149,0.807,0.044000000000000004,-0.8607,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,7,3,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,0,13,18,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,8,2,13,0,12,8,3,18,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,2,8,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675184528409486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521861618317326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355671225467756,0.0,0.383445106109534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278375605310297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702328288579866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372812054185528,0.24384423877348546,0.0,0.18934097658298385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650705970231454,0.0,0.17803123271584026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920214164945933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572269122476865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249411601128396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131864869418858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237715637294831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773810661802504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313636141864443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473135646389755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129353481721626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485217088598444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268454583520893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Feralstephh,2019/03/28,Rant Just had someone tell me I don’t have ADHD and that it’s all in my head 🤦🏼‍♀️🙄 seriously. Wtf is wrong with people. Have you ever heard this from someone? What was your reaction?,-2.210182926829265,-0.7793368048780458,1.0867987804878076,96.39897865853659,112.17073170731709,4.001219512195123,14.88109756097561,5.985473137389443,-0.5205390243902435,145,4,34,2,8,51,39,41,0.275,0.725,0.0,-0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,2,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40915969820344944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30796024759216023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494041534525578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602802322795696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769313508998745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975719115306473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37223314050079503,0.0,0.0 adhd,unexistingusername,2019/03/28,"I finally read about ADHD/ADD and it made me cry because I identified with a lot of the symptoms I'so sorry about the rant, I just discovered I might have some sort of ADD and I wrote down a bit (or maybe a lot!) about myself, so you really don't have to read it if you are not interested :) &#x200B; Okay. I just had a thought a few hours ago (yes, even though I could have done the research right away, I put it off, even though I was excited to see what I would find, but go figure). Anyway, I had this crazy thought that I might, *maybe*, have a mild case of ADHD/ADD. I didn't really know much about the condition, I guess I was familiar with the stereotypes. I am a girl btw, and I have always been very well-behaved, never caused trouble and I can be shy/anxious sometimes. I have always had excellent grades, I'm never late and I can be a big perfectionist sometimes. So, obviously, it was ridiculous to even think I could have ADD. Now, I'm not that sure anymore. I actually started crying while reading some people's descriptions. These last few months, my life has been a *mess*. I stopped going to class, and, quite literally out of nowhere realized that biology is not what I want to do. So, I basically wasted three semesters (or more like four). As I said, I have always been an excellent student and this is not something I could ever have imagined myself doing. I actually used to make fun of people who dropped out and didn't seem to know what they wanted. I don't even know how to organize my thoughts right now, I'm really sorry for writing this in such a messy way. So these last few months, I got pretty depressed (I guess that would describe it best). I had been ignoring so many things in my life since a very young age, probably because it was the only way to cope with everything. So once I realized that, everything I was holding back just exploded. I have always had severe anxiety (and somehow managed to ignore it), like, I hated speaking in front of the class, and seemed to overthink everything *way* too much. That is definitely not normal, but I thought it was my fault and always tried to act like everything was fine. I tend to sweat a lot, so when I'm in an uncomfortable situation it's just awful, and then I try to hide it even more, but it makes me even more anxious, and it just turns into this vicious circle. That was a little digression, sorry. What I wanted this to come down to was that I am really not doing great these days, I have isolated myself and go out only if I really need to, I don't really have any friends where I live, and I am left with the internet and my crazy brain that constantly needs to be entertained. And I get bored super easily. I find it very hard to just do nothing. When I think about it, these last few years, I even had a lot of trouble sitting still in class and would need to move every 30 seconds. I would often literally lie down in my chair with my legs outstretched only to feel the urge to sit back up moments later, and no one else really seemed to need to do that. *And*, I have *always* done my homework at the last minute, and I always managed to pull it off, even in college. I was not always proud of it, but I was never able to break that habit, no matter how hard I tried. Procrastination almost rhymes with me. I always put off things I'm not hyped about. For instance, as I spend my days at home, I am told to do some chores. And guess what! Everything gets done, but in the evening, when I really have no choice. And I hate doing stuff that is not entertaining, so I try to compensate by constantly listening to music, for instance. Just to occupy my mind. I have also a pretty bad case of compulsive skin picking disorder (also known as dermatillomania). It's a form of OCD that consists in picking the skin uncontrollably, sometimes for several hours in a row (okay, that was actually what I was doing earlier instead of writing this). It is extremely frustrating to live with because my skin is full of scabs and scars and it's just awful, which adds a lot to my insecurities. That's an activity that actually feels good while I'm doing it, and that's why it's often how I procrastinate. I actually pity myself. (This parts is pretty useless but I'll leave it now that it's written) I have also lived in several different countries and therefore speak three languages fluently, and I learned another one quite well. I use my mother tongue at home, and it's not the language of the country I've been living in for the past 12 years (I'm 20). I rarely have the opportunity to speak English but as you can see I hang out on the internet a lot and I definitely use the language on a daily basis. I have been hating the country I'm living in since the start, for some reason. I just don't identify with it and it doesn't make things easier. Lately, I've been trying to think of something I could do with my life, but everything seems just so scary. I feel like I will fail at everything I try to do. I never feel good enough even though I do think that I have qualities and I'm not stupid. It's probably because I overthink too much. I just get over new things very quickly, it feels like nothing will ever be able to hold my attention for long enough for me to want to study it or to be able to make it a job. And everything feels just way too complicated, with too many details, no matter the field. I mean, even working as a salesperson seems so stressful and complicated to me. At this point, I literally don't know what to do with myself. Now that I discovered I *might* have some sort of ADD, I am honestly so relieved. I know it's bad to self-diagnose things like that, and I'm not going to take everything I read as granted, but I truly do think it's a *possibility*. I will talk to a professional about it and hopefully someone will be able to help me at least a little... &#x200B; If you made it to the end, thank you so much for reading and have a great day!",4.314107757560855,5.405387810374151,5.428300139332844,81.3803257929678,70.5561224489796,8.83073518564052,27.944184902876806,9.176202970625637,2.211043225965085,4659,162,935,93,83,1544,403,1176,0.152,0.7440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.995,2,0,2,0,0,0,177.0,0,5,1,10,76,54,7,3,51,5,110,11,6,17,8,209,192,85,0,21,39,1,11,6,1,11,5,5,4,1,82,58,0,5,36,7,1,12,28,23,1,6,42,18,125,31,131,129,30,114,0,4,2,0,21,44,0,35,56,678,207,25,0.1408308145813778,0.0,0.17178819992773714,0.0,0.08462563577594147,0.0,0.03120950497031858,0.0,0.03525542945855782,0.0,0.0,0.08446676365496697,0.26366066876934513,0.07629506438021501,0.0855624272085909,0.02394244580243629,0.0369183470883757,0.026933796920965862,0.03977468364482795,0.03491658142399584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033078796541533464,0.05414510172284303,0.05879392383419778,0.0858491574244457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03694831283309047,0.0,0.03843769366541891,0.0,0.0,0.0393034411548917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036168010052088716,0.0,0.03032831918733108,0.0,0.07609403974950052,0.0,0.1124419459355513,0.0,0.07734801845602372,0.06811816857178916,0.0,0.03032434355938165,0.035735078083685104,0.0,0.03678455673165144,0.040351078629960783,0.0,0.0,0.10808911404840607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02941151864182876,0.0,0.03118357522968544,0.07275793895613608,0.0,0.25579791826587545,0.06369476725257589,0.02966400881700951,0.0,0.28478172447539285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681243701729216,0.0503047810381318,0.0,0.03856831840451652,0.06435840658102718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027201384499908082,0.0,0.05518371603094011,0.0,0.08003739737399262,0.05906110279905921,0.0281588168901193,0.0776332351262098,0.11635576475086043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630783739369268,0.10428095482913427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02359898160693325,0.0,0.07063239483393734,0.03496919385901317,0.06934499207767927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03493821323021036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967461658124286,0.11479591032225618,0.07943164650315276,0.03727987456933124,0.03825327302701729,0.0,0.07460472690061097,0.10320423354786776,0.0705747368965147,0.15544523676935865,0.031157709804308008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959398359924944,0.0,0.0666287609517705,0.09400566230226697,0.07139017085756133,0.07074174109751502,0.038351510761783225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204942922131718,0.035549744093693776,0.0,0.05620490629725605,0.03742021709557239,0.10352685291852208,0.10442426455131958,0.10861740614948494,0.0340038195737616,0.0,0.0,0.03449607426914509,0.06756548240945262,0.0,0.0,0.03749505532714914,0.047715302345235085,0.08033113542651789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038126512082234235,0.033609736964187883,0.048817177288738516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033282660080369834,0.03969139580544518,0.0,0.1074566760157642,0.07591971872535988,0.0,0.0,0.07078693319313893,0.0,0.07489545325745586,0.17608615674983993,0.0,0.1804396519998714,0.036199383182175776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013437308299946,0.03349058864973189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611196289716406,0.1602588554492473,0.03672931341694418,0.11932405093448385,0.0,0.058248352563599025,0.03957493404232333,0.0,0.0,0.029831373045383587,0.05420922071791502,0.10446395749169037,0.1182364252014311,0.04984038770646194,0.0,0.02811691761081693,0.029435216744118413,0.04033030557132848,0.0,0.04030439730462273,0.0,0.0,0.03318284401967949,0.03659428487646837,0.026471811488517683,0.028298618546017007,0.0,0.032414523212467815,0.0,0.0,0.11695216932217715,0.1127983743558604,0.10377417021682707,0.11180393582297324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033642469626119574,0.0,0.14342231808494632,0.038295871419526006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122445512176512,0.0,0.11620017102568682,0.08306566324068483,0.1117849454798544,0.0,0.0,0.06331190770478227,0.0,0.031769476331934936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025631627575537382,0.0,0.0,0.10004217004514417,0.0,0.0855624272085909,0.04534521363538985 adhd,EngineFork,2019/03/28,"I'm still admitted into a psychiatric hospital Almost 5 months later.. I'm now at a different psychiatric hospital, in the meantime OCD has also been diagnosed. I'm not sure anymore I'll make it through this. &#x200B; For those who are interested in the backstory: \- [I'm getting admitted into a psychiatric hospital](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/9s44gk/to_whom_it_may_concern_im_getting_admitted_into/) \-[Trying to get my bachelor's degree is making me want to kill myself](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/9mzbx2/trying_to_get_my_bachelors_degree_with_adhd_is/) &#x200B;",13.913829113924045,19.16154751898734,9.770110759493672,42.60428006329116,54.82278481012658,12.051265822784812,41.52056962025317,11.20814326018867,6.895467088607596,510,25,46,16,8,144,59,79,0.096,0.8059999999999999,0.098,-0.4333,1,0,0,0,0,1,48.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,10,15,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,9,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115940449262268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147197398763214,0.0,0.0,0.13694044598425426,0.0,0.3710766113391745,0.41615032118319095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169823917439733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380484293389498,0.0,0.1789091964530088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789315076688393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945152246278715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860785882543944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668201435340893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675236521630554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139153185657695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626061750676055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100170005881677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41615032118319095,0.0 adhd,InTheMidstOfThis,2019/03/28,"Reading makes me nauseous I've noticed that whenever I get really deeply invested in books, pausing or stopping makes me feel sick. I would attribute it to hyperfocus but it seems to only happen with reading. It almost feels like reading allows me to hyperfocus on a different level from anything else. The sensation is similar to car sickness; it feels disorienting and jarring to be pulled from the world of a book and into the real world. It usually only lasts for a few minutes but sometimes it makes me feel like a zombie all day. If anyone else has experienced this, how do you guys combat it? I am an English major and I adore reading but it's such an unpleasant sensation transitioning out of my brains reading mode. Any advice is greatly appreciated! For reference I am on meds but they have not changed this at all and I do also hyperfocus on other things without experiencing nausea. 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If you dont have a mental condition, how would you know what it is like? No shit people with without it wont understand it. Thats obvious. I dont see how those of you who make angry posts here dont understand this. 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Hey, I started concerta a couple of days ago (switched from adderal xr) and its been working for me way better. However, I get hungry (can physically feel my stomach growling) but I have no appetite so it makes it hard to eat. This is the worst loss of appetite I have experienced. Any tips or food that's easy to eat and provides needed nutrients to stay alive? Only thing I can stomach is pudding and cereal right now. 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Um, no."" I had friends telling me about the concept of bullet journals and how great they are. I figured sure why not find out more, maybe it will help me organize my chaotic life with a toddler and a baby. I read a guide explaining it and I actually got kind of amgry. I'm like this is ridiculous, I already struggle with organizing my life, and apparently the going solution is to take hours and hours to organize a journal before I even start writing in it? Like I get it. It helps you organize your ""self."" But how is this supposed to help me when it will just turn into yet one more project I start but never finish. Seriously, when I already have barely enough time to shower every couple days to the sounds of one of my kids screaming or crying, where do these people think I'm going to find the time to basically scrapbook about my life. I guess I'm just frustrated at the idea of a useful tool to help me organize being dangled in front of me only to discover that it just won't work for me.",5.333076923076924,5.851441553398062,6.227864077669902,78.63561986557131,67.93203883495146,9.056908140403282,31.380134428678122,9.057496981413335,2.596224495892458,824,32,158,14,13,273,121,206,0.083,0.7929999999999999,0.124,0.5746,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,1,12,11,2,1,10,1,11,3,0,3,2,31,28,13,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,3,3,2,1,2,11,10,0,0,7,2,0,3,4,5,1,2,2,3,23,6,26,22,3,22,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,2,14,108,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.12820766282621807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899615937409939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179447199899084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536917020839651,0.14431446214957447,0.08472905582053061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575037909388907,0.0,0.08677507130735088,0.0,0.1106930872459492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015738259216515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150365199232304,0.0,0.06864048540944244,0.0,0.14933225419920207,0.0,0.10507637029063267,0.14484661398973306,0.1447295823320054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352244249392744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25876513540283,0.0,0.0,0.14831172137649554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368117695100585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783921618521847,0.12837099776070346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032588273457836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319885954650111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132814557787843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805260772574216,0.09992020338166976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108216118154563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141528127336166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705770921340646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859824954474749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734661735830758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238238388748362,0.0,0.09878120508704097,0.0,0.11483167311433347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836564971103907,0.0,0.0,0.15321715191110374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290341748315985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346990255710733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854976975844612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564600674767007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bkbrigadier,2019/03/28,"I need low income food advice from my people Keeping it short and sweet for fellow ADHDers- I’m scraping by below the poverty line right now, and looking for tips on filling, preferably nutritious food/recipe ideas that are dirt cheap, and not overwhelming for an ADHD brain to think about in terms of ingredient gathering, preparation, storage and clean up. I think my highest priority is filling and cheap. I’m not really in a position right now to put nutrition first. 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But, I've been using a lot of life advice suggested for people with attention disorders, it's really changing my life.* Previously I really disliked my sporadic interests and energy levels and my random disinterest in things I used to love a day before. I tried to make myself much more uniform and organized, and in doing so I wasn't taking advantage of the he energy and drive I *already had*. I also burnt myself out on EVERYTHING I enjoyed in life by thinking I was being a ""quitter"" if I didn't force interest until I really was interested again. It made me hate existence, quite literally. Faking a smile doesn't work well with mental disorders, who knew? The last few weeks I've just been letting my mind be what it is, and it's so much better. I use my completely random bouts of energy and hyperfocus to my advantage, instead of just trying to force them all day, everyday. My productivity is up 200%. I've started a YouTube channel for my music, really gotten back into producing music, I'm learning how to do graphics and modeling. I'm studying for my GED again, looking for ways to make money. I'm really feeling...happy with myself?? Anyway, I just wanted to say that I appreciate all the info I've gotten here and you guys are great. I'm really hoping I can keep bettering myself like this...even if my mind is an asshole sometimes (always).",5.1190122680088095,6.890466470588237,7.0902752437873575,67.62615838313937,69.41522491349481,10.514061025479712,31.12944322113872,10.637119530657019,3.99299169550173,1226,52,195,38,22,430,166,289,0.075,0.77,0.154,0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,1,7,14,16,1,0,10,0,19,4,0,8,2,47,42,20,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,17,0,1,6,1,1,1,5,2,1,0,11,2,34,14,29,28,11,21,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,6,11,142,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303072619860735,0.1059528602782228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965104460800585,0.08670841957666488,0.0902193119292158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833730806364818,0.0,0.06609562542850189,0.0,0.092262738547561,0.0,0.0,0.1917883843346272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470057799943376,0.0,0.11368284269337905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985190116774085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485317138828411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161450448594943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744650710365137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195403049638704,0.0,0.10735901769032047,0.0,0.11542174149880817,0.0,0.10704845780661217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769171454599988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637421801927136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883818515756706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108731696257023,0.22975396532030906,0.052971580757554065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105072810631606,0.0,0.0,0.0921801061715751,0.09785890877343008,0.10259552356140904,0.14475070530906833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926814101892664,0.0,0.21895917352608105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188230285575653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516909801690029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532464553677912,0.0,0.0,0.4167637286899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622489261058994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723631716053957,0.0,0.07674464597877534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152303361154506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203357151988275,0.06947515222317997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084288532646068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809363584472617,0.0,0.0,0.06395260161240694,0.08606369714792418,0.08697298416360077,0.0,0.09748820518132632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893558917437528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thesaddestsack83827,2019/03/28,Do you ever wish you could press 2x on conversations? Just spit it out! I don’t need a novel!,-1.1406666666666678,0.9285676000000008,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,98.0,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.9238333333333332,72,1,17,1,3,25,18,20,0.0,0.7290000000000001,0.271,0.6792,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376696543461185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958517310447448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064615868327252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6303691877891099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,end_of_a_year,2019/03/28,"Slept 3 hours less than I normally do last night. Meds haven’t done ANYTHING for me today Shocker, I know. Get your sleep, people!",1.9534666666666685,4.638514480000001,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,84.2,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.23273333333333346,102,3,20,1,3,31,24,25,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685665584437127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33397969686489104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705096846629523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32139896284323993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935897846144958,0.2660270439925146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625125036468924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062668499740466,0.31976360974552004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262570039947463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265957980143112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093512189226085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gilgamershi,2019/03/28,"Adderall question I’m a senior in high school and have been taking adderall for about two months for my recently diagnosed adhd. I have been having muscle tension and back pain, so I will be trying a lower dose. The other half of the story is that I like to read drug subreddits, and I know a weird amount about specific topics. I’ve been careful to not slide into abuse with my adderall whatsoever and I don’t really enjoy the “buzz” I sometimes get. While on r/stims I read about how users sometimes have to take magnesium and other supplements to deal with the side affects from intense and abusive stimulant use. Could these supplements help me with my side effects at all? Tl;dr I have been having some muscle tension from my adderall, could supplements and vitamins made for harm reduction of meth and speed help by the same principle? 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I've always had a small appetite, more of a snacker than actual meals, so I didn't notice at first. However, I'm starting to become concerned with my own lack of appetite. I love juice though-I often mix 1:3 orange juice and sprite, and I have that often. In the past few days, I've only eaten a couple of times. I think the number is six or seven. I am having trouble making myself eat-often, it triggers a gag reflex. How do I start to increase my appetite back to a normal level, or something that's at least healthy?",3.4933834586466186,4.786641984962408,4.945872180451129,83.29189097744364,72.75939849624059,5.921503759398497,26.08195488721805,5.6839178017228535,0.9618427067669172,516,17,95,2,10,173,89,133,0.061,0.852,0.087,0.4767,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,9,0,8,4,0,4,0,19,19,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,3,0,13,1,13,16,6,17,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,4,11,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.18332446809811728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665267434170665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563147458481058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445290738295882,0.0,0.0,0.2074768451200029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786375181366448,0.0,0.1211542956820677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844557931874116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597938006616534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695511762037516,0.0,0.1253981505061438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184063121609178,0.0,0.2138800968965086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287615680218432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933382951999058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144623969491292,0.0,0.0,0.5318737008673791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412475001998834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407464772297391,0.1845717048214595,0.0,0.1095428005566432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209758175183185 adhd,Rev_x,2019/03/28,"maybe of a useful nature, limerick I pursue my goal of distraction with much passion Working all day, stressing all night for a ration My mind journeys through time with some obscure conceptions Manifesting ways to slip out of yesterdays depressions Yet, a mind could never go out of fashion &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",16.404999999999994,13.482600981481482,12.858518518518519,50.96333333333334,48.444444444444436,15.244444444444447,58.48148148148147,13.023866798666859,7.874214814814818,279,17,33,6,2,82,41,54,0.14,0.76,0.1,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,11,2,4,11,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,24,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881975017191919,0.5474975811816277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993680905198859,0.0,0.0,0.07264585197086053,0.0,0.09701983271937352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401799670710771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316571245999447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274760024686277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280606249933782,0.0,0.08687774687026205,0.0,0.0,0.10570845884075487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290329497945872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568343308762475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728796886125816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941130654454398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200593740254493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474975811816277,0.0 adhd,Jazzie_bae,2019/03/28,"How can I avoid making my house a mess 24/7 My house is constantly a mess. My biggest problem is that I start using something and move on to something else and basically just throw anything I’m using on the ground or to the side without even noticing until I see that things are EVERYWHERE. I move too fast and things get messy soooo quickly! When I do finally get around to cleaning, the house is spotless, but it gets messy in less than 24 hours. Anyone have any actually beneficial tips/tricks/hacks to help my house not look like it’s been hit by a tornado everyday?",5.952233766233764,6.6910241454545485,5.985844155844156,80.13590909090911,66.63636363636364,9.194805194805195,32.077922077922075,9.23628265651192,2.6957922077922074,456,18,87,8,7,144,78,110,0.134,0.8,0.066,-0.5434,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,4,0,15,19,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,2,9,1,12,17,1,19,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,10,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.13890097041677962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679445263145199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995257632046924,0.0,0.1171317212881606,0.12671064612420102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381638506871698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189048049429384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401264594390106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592388930043466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309657214889894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540589654672504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017386958454206,0.6569539440414962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953896424467694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195277398878453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501145686919704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025646971077169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205230714680033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361978652472452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342464298602835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191568852349338,0.0,0.0,0.10074728970453456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189125560638406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458679806002444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720837226919733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tiltShifting,2019/03/28,"Pulled three all nighters to finish an assignment due two weeks ago, got zero work done during any of them I have clue why but the stress of missing deadlines isn’t even motivating me anymore. I can’t even get work done when I know this assignment is important enough to prevent me from graduating. I take meds, I’ve tried lots of things. But I literally can’t bring myself to even open a new document. I’m really disgusted by myself, anyone else feel this way?",4.508041733547351,6.316430943820226,5.278683788121993,79.86258426966293,71.02247191011236,9.130658105939006,27.32102728731942,9.606745405546679,2.5301544141252004,370,13,70,9,7,120,66,89,0.127,0.79,0.084,-0.7086,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,4,3,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,9,15,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,3,1,10,0,8,12,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,43,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264399015087634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324442467522261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315070665810288,0.13618151021810446,0.19955579305131307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39861651034275664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269793255456327,0.0,0.0,0.20124030977882246,0.0,0.3859136677377454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984770790284462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175465173184738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155768267085989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703562336884752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557894763765704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633570920000847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881015125734225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476896674714928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309821589480955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643613111601522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293906403692341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223002252263624,0.0,0.19025332369223533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459231926935646,0.1562256303318983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574162628229234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28357684384359744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coolsnool,2019/03/28,"How do you deal with stress and its impact on impulse control? This is the most stressful part of the semester. I got diagnosed last fall, and this semester has been loads better but old habits die hard. I've been procrastinating and avoiding studying, because I'm stressed and don't want to fail, but obviously not trying at all is much worse. I've been smoking again (only 1 or 2 a day, but still) which I know makes my meds work less good, and I've been using chocolate for my meals (lucky for me, meds don't seem to take my hunger away) but mostly I've been ignoring the schedule and patterns that work so well for me. Maybe all it will take will be to just start trying harder to get back into it, but it feels impossible! I know its always going to be harder for me because of the ADHD. Maybe I have to accept that. So when things get hard, what do you do to keep yourself on track? TL;dr: stressed! Doing bad things for me! How do I stop? How do I do what I'm supposed to?",3.3439393939393938,4.6456453131313165,4.1590101010101,88.75518181818182,73.14141414141416,6.694141414141416,24.31111111111111,7.0316486544052195,0.7817874747474751,764,22,162,7,15,245,114,198,0.19399999999999998,0.733,0.073,-0.9772,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,5,11,13,0,5,5,0,22,3,0,6,3,38,39,18,1,1,8,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,8,2,5,5,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,6,3,15,5,21,29,7,17,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,5,10,108,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605248161062356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112064512469887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417912029341265,0.09344717355646827,0.10147041615552392,0.1481641156495275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748122955402906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363034650569752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837520684647335,0.12528955311790824,0.0,0.12334789066731952,0.1261263954009838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061447973576855525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698624314668303,0.0,0.06906689917862056,0.1019315311651114,0.09719667210323683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772960321014606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801925764123707,0.0,0.0,0.1335767108740365,0.09906116171290642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112057380016527,0.0,0.2441814881746656,0.0,0.26997939162700946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933672192502923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275227056538355,0.0,0.0,0.09242716719005936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160247846198905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063410430575464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601781531352279,0.0,0.0970520470457422,0.10160246154268246,0.5568375264821933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827471652142449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147498948876085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501843901545632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496077169323954,0.0,0.0,0.07168008926429482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926784952338324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694698684630958,0.0,0.12384694133275367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JPBStory,2019/03/28,"Seeking advice about how best to go about getting a diagnosis in the UK and any roadblocks in the process. I appreciate that there's a clear disclaimer saying that this is not the place for medical advice but I'm hoping that I can ask for advice about how to get the advice! I'll start with the tl;dr **tl;dr: a good friend of mine is suffering with what MUST be ADHD but is struggling to find a way to get diagnosed, how, in the UK, can one get diagnosed without it taking an aeon?** &#x200B; The 'too-long' version is as follows: my friend has all the hallmarks of ADHD but some of the hyperactive symptoms have been masked (particularly in their youth) by certain specific elements of their upbringing. It has caused (or, at least contributed to) some great difficulties, particularly in higher education and things like job applications. They have fully diagnosed and well-medicated depression and some anxiety that doesn't seem to be its own thing so much as a textbook offshoot of some of the depressive symptoms. I'm not asking for a diagnosis or any detailed response to this, it just seems that there may potentially be roadblocks with comorbidity/concurrence/whatever the right word is that someone out there may have advice for. They have already experienced roadblocks in applying for funding to go private (tbh it seems like the private option was likely at least partially a rip-off anyway) and the local wellbeing system has failed them in a few key ways that makes them fairly unwilling to go back to them. At the very least, going back to them would be slow, painful, generalised and, worst-case scenario, no help at all. Can anyone recommend a way for someone to get a referral to someone useful and get toward the right treatment? &#x200B; If anyone has any helpful advice at all beyond ""go to the GP"" (which is already the next step) we'd be immensely grateful. Even what to say when at the appointment. Honestly, it's just lovely to see that this community exists online at all let alone that it seems to be full of practical questions and answers.",7.656156707742382,8.540277882352942,7.599867472680772,69.5377040223204,62.9572192513369,10.675470820739363,36.31434550104627,10.568078804390687,4.101838781678682,1664,75,270,39,23,534,197,374,0.083,0.762,0.155,0.9857,1,1,0,1,0,0,57.0,1,0,8,2,18,18,0,1,29,0,32,8,0,6,7,53,59,21,0,4,11,0,0,3,2,4,7,2,0,0,24,12,0,0,7,0,1,7,5,6,0,1,2,4,13,12,57,45,17,40,0,4,1,1,19,22,0,16,10,202,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825868501373436,0.4453842109730688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786753283262033,0.16765533261648474,0.0,0.0,0.1646129492378909,0.18460805559541515,0.1549734565737957,0.0,0.05811190778003145,0.0,0.0,0.10623096071220173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420313297302803,0.0,0.0,0.1168225619021056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971905907974404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803549090763913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308545884996287,0.2313042124961038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050173208303746115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942930844620591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737850049039053,0.0,0.2381269173714729,0.0,0.21585918004799806,0.06371462162050798,0.0,0.08375008197986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183353255903176,0.0,0.0,0.07544894522818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538210194391894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767787649802642,0.0,0.11133586029554587,0.0,0.0,0.06722535126027816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856006963268041,0.0,0.050706259449236006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437837922294224,0.07652528479023113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584194968139578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078809714513639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147486738908669,0.0,0.0808305729609146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936574166619234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509656100396967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974491317594572,0.0,0.12081852772626675,0.0,0.0,0.060533114265413614,0.27661745148306643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309100805044016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376739162728982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941359584857545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791042861559298,0.0571151357718023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093361434732703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560811730178598,0.0,0.06267788424412796,0.0,0.18088899038213072,0.0,0.0,0.06830035424849844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322615137317047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396232637415645,0.0,0.18460805559541515,0.0 adhd,IspepAloc,2019/03/28,"ADHD without Meds Suggestions needed I was diagnosed as a child and was prescribed ritalin. I used it through junior high but got off of it in high school. Years later, I was working for big 4 accounting firm and decided it may be a good idea to see if it would benefit me as an adult. I spoke to a psychiatrist and he prescribed Adderall. It seemed to be working ok but it made me very obsessive compulsive and my wife thought I was better without it. &#x200B; I've recently found this subreddit and started reading as much as I can. I feel that ADHD is holding me back in some ways. I start every car ride into the office with all of these grand and wonderful plans for the day, only to leave 8 hours later with absolutely nothing that was planned done. &#x200B; Does anyone have any tips/tricks/suggestions on how to manage your daily ADHD without prescription medication? 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The primary ""victim"" of my ADHD is my bank account. I know, i's simple, log in to your accounts and pay your bills, and don't spend more than you have. Why can't I do it? I have constant anxiety about money and I am not doing myself any favors. I'm a grown-ass adult with a good job, yet I'm always broke. 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I've been placed on academic suspension for screwing up Winter quarter.",6.414375,10.267531687500004,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,75.875,10.7,45.5,10.125756701596842,7.1151,81,6,9,3,2,26,16,16,0.11,0.752,0.138,0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559884168606629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44881849285673614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302742849104132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563420028326689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GiantChickenSandwich,2019/03/28,"How do you deal with someone in a position of authority who will not respect people with adhd (or other mental disability)? By default if somebody continues to rudely point out or punish me for quirks that I have as a result of my ADHD after explaining to them why I have those quirks I tend to ignore them or defend myself given extreme circumstances. Naturally this is not necessarily a solution for people in positions of authority such as your boss, a teacher, parent, older relative, or a law enforcement officer. Which is why I ask any of you if you have better solutions that could benefit us all.",10.33681818181818,8.779117227272732,11.333636363636362,52.99045454545456,58.54545454545455,14.618181818181819,42.0,13.348371206891418,6.101309090909092,485,22,71,16,5,171,77,110,0.11900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6615,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,4,2,1,2,6,2,0,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,19,12,9,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,14,3,18,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,6,3,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363557717608513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174679490985726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086111990387084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735432493693164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816376248631968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300535198548789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248784803388144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777700160225574,0.0,0.0,0.30940239987338936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094490658746531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890707108517976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684169202619245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027087499009928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JMORGA75,2019/03/28,"""I like your tornado brain."" One of the nicest compliments anyone has ever given me. 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Any advice? I’ve (20F) never really been particularly interested in dating, but with this being my last year of university i’ve been putting myself out there a bit more and i’m noticing a definite pattern... it seems like (and this has happened a few times now) when me and a guy find each other attractive, we’ll start flirting etc, it’s all going good, but as we spend more time together, the more they seem to lose interest.. which seems to suggest that something about my personality is off putting- and i think i know what it is.. my ADHD presents as me being loud, easily excited, often interrupting people and otherwise not being great at ‘dating’ type conversations- I specified “girls” in my question because i feel like (at least part) of this being seen as unattractive is due to how ‘unfeminine’ these qualities are... when i get overexcited and interrupt a guy to say something childish, that probably seems not only rude but probably also a bit arrogant/ dominating, and when i can’t sit still in a chair and end up kneeling on it or otherwise contorted, i might be more comfortable but i probably look real weird and unattractive.. I know that in this social climate it is less of an expectation for girls/ women to be stereotypically ‘feminine’ but i can’t help but feel like this plays a part... Also- very important, i have been working really hard to suppress these things, ive been focusing as hard as i can on being mindful and considerate, not interrupting (or when i do, apologising and waiting until they finished) etc, but i’m not sure if i’m going about this the right way... i mean, if i’m polite and calm enough to have some successful dates and find a partner.. what then? i can’t pretend to be faultless for the entire relationship, i AM like this and i can’t delete ADHD from my personality, however much i would like to.. does anyone else feel the same way/ have similar experiences? if so, any advice?? (tldr; I cant find a boyfriend because ADHD turns me into an obnoxious toddler and i’m sad about it... what do?) 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So here's the deal. In the Netherlands, we have to do what is essentially a thesis. Me and my friend worked on it together and our project was a huge cock up. For your information, you need at least 35 out of a 100 points to be allowed to do your final exams. We currently have 27 and tonight we have a presentation on our subject where we can score an extra 15 points. I have finished almost everything, including memorizing my text, but he hasn't even done half of it. He won't awnser his phone and there are only 2 and a half hours left. I really don't know what to do anymore. I really want to prove to myself that I am good enough to finish my exams and graduate all without getting held back as well as making my parents proud. 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What should I expect? Had been having problems with Vyvanse so I had to change my meds. Just a little too excited to see if it will work for me.,0.5329411764705867,3.021655823529411,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,93.70588235294115,3.896470588235295,21.50588235294117,5.6839178017228535,0.23784235294117684,134,5,26,1,5,43,30,34,0.08,0.857,0.063,-0.1477,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536391112073975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42979447392620135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763269807542497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103268161810064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417173429879856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121891026204999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dailydoseofnonsense,2019/03/28,Heart Evaluation I'm having an EKG at my University to check my heart health. I've noticed that my heart rate jumps up and down on the heart monitor at the gym for about 6months at two different gyms on various machines. Its worried me that I might need to go off medication if I have poor heart health and am wondering if taking my medication on the day on the evaluation might result in a worse reading. Has anyone else had heart evaluation and did meds affect your results? Did you decide to take your meds that day or not? ,8.256470588235292,7.075281509803919,8.446392156862746,70.84076470588238,62.33333333333333,12.08156862745098,36.08627450980392,11.20814326018867,3.870683921568628,422,16,81,10,5,139,67,102,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.8299,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,9,10,6,3,0,15,15,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,10,0,16,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,6,2,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766615610762363,0.11233726658353806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141510528882795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454855743208488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158862663171484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230990138533191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330805059267143,0.0,0.7795305905737627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435665922230686,0.2208978532997056,0.0,0.23261755509745136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129531743798071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248237887543646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966784450659653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486852571011834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071005657877501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889792378360815,0.0,0.11134288853338248,0.11173066683305813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,749378,2019/03/28,"My parents think I will never amount to anything I've been diagnosed with ADHD during uni. I major in something which used to be super lucrative but suddenly became very saturated. I can't find an internship (a prerequisite for getting a license) related to my major right now so I don't know if I can get the license to work in said field. I have mentioned how I am thinking about switching to another field. My parents seem to think I will never amount to anything. They seem pessimistic that I will ever succeed and think I will just end up with a minimum wage job. They seem to be doubting my ability to do any job well as they think I can't even do simple things such as checking my emails, not procrastinating, and keeping my room organised.",7.2038636363636375,7.132431370629373,7.637194055944061,72.14502185314689,63.96503496503496,10.506643356643359,37.45541958041958,10.125756701596842,3.876007692307692,598,28,105,12,8,197,89,143,0.046,0.865,0.08900000000000001,0.7184,5,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,3,9,4,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,2,3,25,29,8,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,10,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,2,1,20,3,18,21,4,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,6,76,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679318999710295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003733102703223,0.1542537858966315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421119074020642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930980172337652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029252164125082,0.0,0.0,0.09716232622158824,0.13306607371932178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445249655453775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371394422110832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919606151555277,0.1307548418822906,0.0,0.0,0.08084577736823569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269149005062793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32668828287140617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562797961089964,0.13993178185256588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017601619703777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324961957570145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773089160023624,0.4712988976924024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127052614564104,0.0,0.12137810679633596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322662338108277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709514114363057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ex1stence,2019/03/28,"We're not lazy. We just don't care. Although I'm probably not saying anything here that's a major revelation to anyone with ADHD, this has been an interesting couple of months for me. For the past eight years, I've been an at-home freelancer in my job as a tech writer. This means that although I had deadlines, those were always flexible and I could essentially fart around on the internet all day and work for 20 minutes to call it a day if I so chose. To combat this pattern, I tried Adderall, Vyvanse, etc, and all they did was help me fart around more efficiently. Recently though, I got picked up for my dream job. Moved to NYC, started working in an office, and got to play around with the newest PC hardware all morning and write about it all afternoon. All the struggles I used to have getting started, caring about what I was writing, getting through a single paragraph without getting distracted...they all evaporated as soon as I was in a job I loved, cared about, and actually looked forward to showing up to every day. But, the fun stuff can only last so long. Now I'm bogged down in the muck of storage reviews (SSDs, etc), and the content is so dull, so dry, that I'm taking time off from the review to write this very post. Find myself drifting toward YouTube, Reddit, etc again just like I used to back when I was a freelancer because I couldn't care less about the differences between SATA and M.2 SSD types. When we care about what we're doing, we're all in. I was breaking all expectations set for me in this job and then some, smashing through articles at a breakneck pace. Now? I'll be lucky if I get one review done a day, and there's still a whole bucket of drives waiting to be tested. Wish I could find a way to drum up that same passion for all things, but it's only things I care about that get me excited enough to focus. But that's not a disorder, is it? 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I realize, from speaking with people, the way my interests have fanned out and touched on just about everything that exists, is Not Normal. I spoke with an environmental engineer, and he asked if that's what I studied (nope). I speak with a organic chemist, they are surprised I didn't study it. Have a chat with aero engineer, and so on. I never know enough for this to last much longer than a 5 or 10 mins into a conversation, but people are consistently surprise by the breadth of knowledge I have. The fact that there is so much to think about, and the way my ADHD brain allows me to think through so much of it, has lead me to a place where people seem to value this. Now only if I can convince them that shitty exam marks makes a shitty representation of my capability...",7.642500000000003,6.735285821656053,7.847189490445862,73.7563893312102,63.39490445859873,10.907324840764332,33.63773885350319,10.125756701596842,3.1200579617834387,642,22,124,12,8,210,98,157,0.064,0.843,0.094,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,10,6,0,0,11,0,10,1,1,3,2,28,17,11,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,10,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,18,6,24,15,4,15,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,4,5,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476621526050645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411453989317946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079117386931036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244154134598232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738557954861902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235573758889488,0.15181506128113764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099021615293404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432041649506125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107359437095281,0.0,0.14364412568785825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248119168801444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164820812082848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873578461562223,0.0,0.19458706216060925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695510433608575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386773823865413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956662532784066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,master_117_chief,2019/03/28,"I need a little kick in the ass I really struggled in school and to top it off my dad died a year before i was due to take my exams, i went off the rails and i failed miserably and tbh i would of most likely failed any way. I see a lot of posts about graduating university etc and good for you guys but in a way it makes me feel more of a failure. For 31 years i had no idea I was ADHD I finally got on meds and I've taken some pro-active steps to improve my sleep after getting advice from you guys. I'm in a better position than I've ever been. But I'm still unemployed trying to figure out what I do or how I get into a decent career. Has anyone got there shit together this late in life? I'm looking for a sign of hope lol.",0.5355208333333329,2.1886123437500022,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,81.8125,6.2666666666666675,18.166666666666664,7.3011,0.1918416666666669,565,12,130,8,15,200,106,160,0.155,0.73,0.114,-0.6921,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,5,9,1,2,10,1,7,4,3,2,1,23,23,9,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,8,3,18,4,25,14,5,25,0,3,2,1,5,12,2,5,9,82,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001780392366016,0.15450351363878698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075203968685241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055436822558284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454018368265647,0.0,0.0,0.13983567398272712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409348479813107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763347315678499,0.0,0.1430197798077162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994529682667083,0.0,0.0,0.17320205862106405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521216746989872,0.0,0.0,0.13261538242265472,0.25291043299057153,0.0,0.0,0.313108025784416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703916103303278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784872353658489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835525715318212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167795068240004,0.07724468531148315,0.15846801497683213,0.0,0.0,0.13277279513601872,0.0,0.0,0.13441968677113733,0.0,0.0,0.10553982456545538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562485257312674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723675245950795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514259208839762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128947953946286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600160215996851,0.12599340454936034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229790712285444,0.0,0.0,0.1582244427440118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626705580459152,0.0,0.0,0.16529117045917122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887923650576047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734648614949192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25100112580597866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465697926551925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123169904570456,0.0,0.0,0.20363564384341265 adhd,jeitemiller,2019/03/28,Does anyone else struggle with responding to emails at work promptly? So I'm a graphic designer and often I get emails for quick requests and I tend to not immediately respond because I'm either hyper focused on a project and I know the more times I stop to respond to an email the greater chance I will get distracted by something else and loose my focus on the project I'm working on. 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GAME CHANGER I know, I know, there’s common health woes when it comes to antiperspirant, but I am one sweaty f***er. This upcoming summer, will be my first on meds (Concerta) and having soaked my undershirts daily during Canadian winter, I was scared for the sweat that summer would inevitably bring. UNTIL TODAY! 😻 Seen a few post about sweaty bodies lately and just thought I’d share my awakening. 😸",4.67093567251462,7.391321263157899,4.4256140350877216,82.13374269005851,73.21052631578948,7.590643274853799,23.18713450292397,8.515128840125781,1.6793625730994153,420,12,72,8,9,128,74,95,0.085,0.865,0.05,-0.484,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,7,3,2,1,0,13,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,4,1,10,2,8,7,1,19,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,13,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371240928752154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543128456809663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722093468316707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947455255234293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336410914964546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516508630852209,0.0,0.25826659680696423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543128456809663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402454644283946,0.0,0.15514306066701128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920496931306204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927168214322185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22921979987956065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176144701644475,0.0,0.0,0.4340373808221253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977400747021132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264015623620154,0.0,0.0,0.1474368784062918 adhd,synkopiert,2019/03/28,"R/ adhd has a new family member Hello all. After a long struggle and difficult twens I was diagnosed with adult ADHD today. Turning 30 soon and for the first time in years with real hope to make a change. Just got my first pack of concerta and will start taking it on Monday April the first. And it really is not a joke. Already, a huge weight is lifted from my shoulders as I now know what I have struggled with all these years. And despite being fully responsible for all that happened, I realize I was fighting against a greater struggle the entire time, which makes it easier to accept the losses on the way. Wish you a great day and will try to be an active member here. 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Finally being treated, more terrified than ever. So, I will preface this by saying that I, like many with this disorder, went through the majority of my life unaware that I had a medical disorder of any kind. I just sort of thought this was how life was, and it was tough. I didn't present with hyperactivity as a child, but my older brother did. So, while he got tested and for a time treated for ADHD, I was never given a second thought. I struggled my way through school with all the common issues that I'm sure many of you sympathize with. Never did my homework, but aced the tests, so I got by. Bounced around majors in college and missed lots of class, wrote papers at the last possible moment, and somehow BS'd my way to a degree. As an adult, in my professional life, I have been a job hopper. I average about 2-3 years before I absorb all there is to absorb about what I find interesting in the position and then get completely uninterested. In my home life, I have always struggled to be a good spouse when it comes to co-managing schedules and completing household chores. It's not that I don't know those things need to be done and how to do them. I just don't do them. There was never any reason behind it, and it really made me feel bad that I was letting my family down. About a year ago, I laid out a lot of my symptoms about the lack of focus, trouble at home, etc. to a new PCP. His diagnosis at the time was mild depression or seasonal effective disorder, and he prescribed me Lexapro. Now, I absolutely hated how that made me feel. It was like it took the brain fog and lack of focus to a whole new level. I felt like a zombie and I stopped taking it. Cut to this year, a month ago actually, and I am seeing a new PCP. I law out my symptoms to him and let him know about the LexaFail. And I basically say ""Am I just a stressed out 35 y/o man with a full time job and 3 kids and this is just how I should feel?"". And he said ""No, this is not normal."" And let me tell you, it was kind of great just to get some validation. He suggested the possibility of ADHD which I had honestly never considered and didn't even know affected adults. After a psychologist referral, the diagnosis was confirmed and I started on 20mg daily Adderall last week. While it's comforting to finally know what is going on with me and have a plan in place to confront it, it's also a bit overwhelming. The medication has been great so far. Like many others have described, it was very much like putting on glasses. I function like I should without even having to dedicate any conscious thought to it. While I am now more optimistic about the future, I am also uncertain b/c I don't want to always be reliant on these meds. The other part of all of this that is terrifying for me is that through learning all of this about myself, it has become very apparent that my oldest daughter, who is 6, definitely shows many symptoms of ADHD. So now, while beginning my journey to understand and treat my own disorder, I am trying to also understand it for her and find ways in which I can help her without medication because I just don't think this type of medication is right for a developing child. Thank you to all who post and lurk here, this community has been a fantastic resource as I have learned about this major thing in my life that has always been a part of me whether I knew it or now. TL;DR: Recently diagnosed at 35 years old. Meds have been a revelation. 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Can’t focus to pack for a move! Hello! 23(F) here. I am moving states in 7 days and I have not packed a single thing!! I’m struggling trying to figure out how to organize my time and pack what I need. I’ve lived in the same place my whole life so I’m struggling! Any suggestions on how I can motivate myself to pack?! 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I'm worried that I my ADHD may not even be real. Everyone in my group therapy doubt that I have it, including the main therapist, my Dad says I don't have it, and my mom is skeptical, but willing to ""play along."" I'm starting to question if I'm using my ADHD as a crutch that may not even be there. I mean, I have all the symptoms, but almost everyone in my life either don't believe me or are seriously doubting me. The only people who are willing to believe me are my personal therapist and my psychiatrist. But all this doubt and skepticism being thrown at me has me doubting myself.",5.699613583138174,5.49081868032787,7.4563231850117075,72.64663934426231,67.11475409836065,10.577985948477751,34.64168618266979,10.290406445055957,3.630778454332552,477,21,89,11,7,168,67,122,0.153,0.8220000000000001,0.025,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,4,4,0,18,2,0,1,2,26,24,9,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,20,1,8,17,4,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,10,1,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168318181088053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354300985512414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230097781810919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840413802907633,0.0,0.0,0.2739516394074492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012514215370381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614875132094744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788825729834192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902314093924588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099379934782723,0.12516654993926954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058334359933685,0.0,0.0,0.3263243924307898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399663465911415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146294306443727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899417977133886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393172396920105,0.33287776348471937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238072457838434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557755655103813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TopWizard,2019/03/28,"About to discuss my adhd with my boss Here is the document I prepared to discuss with him. https://imgur.com/a/C59Lk00 Here’s what it looks like now, 30 mins after preparing it. Our meeting is in 3 hours. Lol. https://imgur.com/a/OPvRBu9 The struggle *is* real and I refuse to sit idly by. 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I’m almost 29, and I’m on my 35th job. Granted probably nine of those were with the same company in different regions, but still. I was diagnosed as a kid with ADHD and I stopped taking medicine when I was 13 as an act of defiance to my sadistic and narcissistic mother. Anywho, I can see the effects it’s had over the last 15 years and I have an appointment set to start treatment again. All that said, how do the lovely people of Reddit who aren’t medicated keep a job without blowing their fuse at their boss, or quitting because it doesn’t interest them in the slightest, etc? It’s just been extremely difficult and every time I quit, I have to start over. Which leads to me not getting ahead as I’d like. Any advice or tips on how y’all deal with this?",3.471666666666668,4.857931363057325,4.694665605095544,84.7070090233546,72.94904458598725,8.035881104033969,28.36995753715499,8.59863814320734,2.0474377919320594,612,24,125,11,12,202,110,157,0.039,0.867,0.09300000000000001,0.8508,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,5,6,4,0,0,9,0,12,3,0,5,1,24,22,14,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,7,2,14,3,22,15,3,20,0,0,1,1,10,7,0,3,11,84,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218939942388955,0.1644002403272556,0.0,0.0,0.1684660692542444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440761875870853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255633190545747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344600529646026,0.0,0.17075804299387448,0.0,0.17577291716515567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876298575032473,0.0,0.0,0.14174778297904944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789741863261936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008508085183553,0.14953767705859708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713643597212571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219259569008959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184137623344154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948209973325354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663505587967055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138903410017376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578836737793837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003287758735868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406391543942234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381594646828811,0.0,0.13435509543310872,0.14065451304053395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649404917197535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981009389931798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621754420663622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083397652215209 adhd,roor324,2019/03/28,"Music , shows Have yall found that watching movies or shows and listening to music helps u focus I cant focus without it and then the teachers are like ""dont listen to music while your doing your work"" and then I get nothing done",4.974275362318842,5.661171934782607,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,68.78260869565217,7.0028985507246375,26.20289855072464,6.42735559955562,1.1022115942028994,183,5,34,1,3,59,35,46,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,3,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877917013907457,0.4441200300362794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41549298974361226,0.0,0.0,0.19798281554161376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399845236061064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513309906644426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636073846499602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652888916590864,0.0,0.2758760460136689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xkriza,2019/03/28,"taking vyvanse: everything is great! but mild allergic reaction after it wears off so i started taking vyvanse a week ago, it’s been going really well! at first i could hardly sleep now after a couple days ago, i’m going to sleep at like 10. for most of my years in hs (off meds) i couldn’t fall asleep till midnight or later. i can actually focus in class now, i get my hw done in class, and it’s awesome. i also don’t have a crash in the evening and i feel great all day long bc i can actually control my anxiety now. cognitive behavior techniques never worked for me because the anxiety caused by my adhd had my thoughts all over the place and ruminating all the time. now i can recognize it and shift my thoughts to more positive and calm ones. i’m really happy with how that part is going. However, around 9 pm, i get a few hives someone on my skin. it hasn’t happened every night but most nights it has. the last few years i have had hives show up occasionally, i never knew what i was allergic to but nothing severe. i also have had my top lip blow up twice before, never knew the cause bc i hadn’t ate anything out of the normal. the 2nd and 3rd day on vyvanse i had literally 1 hive on my shoulder. my 5th night, i had alcohol and my top lip blew up, idk if it was caused by the medicine or something else. i didn’t have anything for a few nights, maybe one or two hives. last night i went for a run and sweat a lot and i got a few hives on my back, shoulder, and on my hip. they seem to show up where my skin is rubbing on something like elastic and i think more showed up bc of the sweat. it’s all really strange bc they show up after the vyvanse wears off. Right now i’m just putting anti inch creme on the hives and taking a benedryl. my mom payed a lot for the vyvanse and other than this mild allergic reaction, it’s going sooooo well. im afraid other meds won’t be the same and i also don’t want to wait for weeks like i did to get the vyvanse bc of the authorization process and insurance review. what if i’m just allergic to all amphetamine adhd meds and as someone will adhd THAT WOULD SUCK😂 i am seeing my doctor next week ab this, but i’m just afraid of losing this. can u overcome mild drug allergies? has anyone experienced anything like this?",2.3817903225806454,4.123935843010757,3.9665456989247296,87.32981854838711,76.59139784946238,7.058602150537635,24.31317204301075,7.908726449838941,1.2424204301075277,1777,59,375,28,40,592,209,465,0.063,0.816,0.121,0.9853,2,0,4,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,6,19,13,0,2,26,0,35,22,14,5,8,62,65,32,0,7,12,1,5,4,0,3,7,0,0,0,19,19,2,2,7,4,1,8,10,3,2,5,19,7,43,10,52,40,17,75,0,1,1,0,3,31,0,10,40,243,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.1461937760843415,0.0,0.2700652879423734,0.0,0.13279827669342753,0.08005111746560394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797055201919813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460488781596015,0.0,0.0,0.05237561370849973,0.0,0.18492234341121166,0.06668170773537624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759764699105456,0.0,0.04566165088324686,0.0,0.06373899830402892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084551057037725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401280172765352,0.05980588550866856,0.08288142631466358,0.0,0.14492340404708534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666887490746087,0.0,0.07665425478871965,0.0,0.0,0.08686651029470692,0.0,0.06257386963180031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947432573357611,0.0,0.06311104989431833,0.0,0.06732016466009583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787443274843051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371451491432302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740497642333338,0.0,0.1702819133530266,0.0,0.05990870986723395,0.16516698756838835,0.0,0.0,0.06623861857081234,0.07973821611471213,0.06710054647946234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091071115257191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211583519786005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638002509873366,0.0,0.0,0.06628894260996954,0.0,0.08380000876633632,0.0,0.12736382473421715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525256582070931,0.0,0.24960911767538094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772832662534466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733150409940777,0.0,0.07966276761408224,0.3514683283389296,0.07339141104589256,0.07187377400305342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151570698380734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111527410747278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826022469021343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530063957600218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395899695982164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396882234319885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059689924445418624,0.0681910842506513,0.0,0.08462180750836644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991903848599475,0.0,0.12693424441026202,0.11533170902709255,0.0,0.0,0.05301844424835549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895866900027953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799637079320666,0.0,0.118933078391934,0.04367795478249649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317171451912674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044181159478700535,0.0,0.18025383737907585,0.0,0.13469794290816972,0.06943807797607078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453204038507302,0.0,0.0,0.05321066367161593,0.0,0.0,0.09647327365176107 adhd,StawrightoEXdesu,2019/03/28,"Increased stress post diagnosis / pre medication? Hello friends, I made a post a while back: [https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/a9zo5b/am\_i\_just\_convincing\_myself\_of\_having\_adhd/](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/a9zo5b/am_i_just_convincing_myself_of_having_adhd/) Fast forward 3 months and my diagnosis is more or less confirmed (ADHD-pi), and I'll be starting medication in a few days. Over the last week, and especially the last few days I've been experiencing more anxiety and depression than usual. My appetite has increased drastically, I am in need of more sleep, and my already horrible productivity has become even more horrible. Did anyone else experience a similar kind of stress prior to starting medication?",16.54087218045113,20.94988356842105,11.688120300751883,35.436842105263175,44.894736842105246,12.165413533834588,39.88721804511278,11.765960540728905,5.82887969924812,629,25,65,16,7,177,65,95,0.185,0.7440000000000001,0.071,-0.9121,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,6,0,7,4,1,1,0,8,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,5,2,7,7,9,21,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,14,41,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000651353989664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305700007449785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610380397220884,0.0,0.0,0.09698106172879782,0.14211277766895938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665041538914642,0.0,0.0,0.15318135243215114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889783175380108,0.0,0.11946062465875168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158646149168951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160890533259652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567353119389075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715794647223573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443291434518538,0.0,0.2261152187600133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123966538551265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191717735563773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070764321754913,0.0,0.0,0.10284301660482298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656692235013951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879844546215575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196342711821252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177568204762468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275655941955915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125539344197964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,acm18,2019/03/28,"How do I tell my SO when I’m not interested in why they want to do/talk about? My SO has ADHD and for the most part it’s not a problem. I have to repeat myself sometimes or remind them not to interrupt me, but mostly it’s fine. Sometimes though, they’ll get very into talking about a specific topic and while I try to pay attention and contribute to what they’re talking about, it’s often about things I don’t especially care/know about or it just gets to be too much. They say they want to know when they’re doing this but they can get sensitive about the fact that they’re doing it or think it means I think what they like is dumb/uninteresting (which I’ve never said). I just want to know how I can talk to them about this/help them with it or even just be more patient myself and not hurt their feelings. 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My doctor prescribed me 20mg XR a while back, and I have been on it fairly consistently (days off here and there) for six months or so. My tolerance has built up a bit and I've always been a coffee drinker, so on days I take Adderall I try to limit myself to only one or two cups of darker roast or half caff/decaf - in the beginning I was scared to take anything with caffeine, but as my tolerance built I found one or two cups sipped throughout the morning doesn't give me jitters and helps wake me up. However, I've noticed recently that even after one cup of coffee, I get really, really excessive armpit sweat that can last for hours in the morning. It's embarrassing! I am generally not that sweaty unless I'm exercising so it is starting to worry me a bit. I know stimulants can cause dehydration and internal temperature to rise so it makes sense, but to this degree it seems kind of worrisome. It doesn't seem to happen as much when I don't drink coffee so common sense says don't drink coffee while on Adderall, but I just love a cup in the morning. I mentioned it to my doc (that I still drink a cup) and he said to just be mindful and if it starts to create anxiety I should taper off, but he didn't seem to think it was a cause for concern. However last time we spoke the sweating hadn't really started yet. Tl;Dr - I sweat excessively in my arm pits (only my arm pits!) on Adderall, especially if I drink caffeine in small amounts, and am wondering if it's a sign I'm doing damage to my body. I'm going to mention it to my doctor but it is always nice gathering input on reddit too haha. 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I knew about it a month ago and it didn't even need to be that long: only five pages 1.5-spaced (I have no idea why the professor wanted 1.5 spacing). Needless to say, I didn't finish it, and I barely even started it. I'm on this study abroad program where things are fairly chill so this isn't the worst thing ever but now I have to somehow explain this to the professor when I have no good excuse whatsoever and I have to play catch up and write this essay at some point even though it's about to be the weekend and I have some things planned. Plus I just have to deal with this essay continuing to take up mental space. I am medicated, I've known I've had ADHD since high school, and I've developed some good strategies but I am nowhere near where I'd like to be. I want to stop doing childish things like this--I know I can't reasonably expect to be able to write and research a five-page essay in a night. I know that is not a reliable strategy. I know I have responsibilities and need to fulfill them. I know that in reality I'll feel much better if I get my work done on time because then I can go out with friends without needing to cancel to do work I should have done previously and hang out with people with a clear head, knowing I've finished everything. I know all these things but I still manage to procrastinate in a completely indefensible way. When I need to do work, I somehow convince myself that it's okay, forget all the benefits to getting my work done on time, and then am left kicking myself when the deadline rolls around and the inevitable happens. And the worst part is that I actually kind of like writing and this topic is interesting. When I sat down to do the paper yesterday, I realized this is actually interesting, and I like this process. Somehow the thought of just doing my work and doing it well seems boring and I don't want to be bored, even if doing the ""interedting"" procrastinating alternative is so bad for me. I just want to stop doing this and I don't really know how. It seems like I'm just weak and don't have enough motivation or self-control. This is childish and can't continue and it makes me feel really horrible about myself. Today was a learning experience, but I'm tired of learning experiences. I'm tired of learning what not to do. I want to start knocking things out of the park. I guess I'm mostly just trying to vent here and hoping that I'm not alone, but any practical tips would also be appreciated. 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I saw a meme earlier today on the Tumblr subreddit that really hit home. It was meant to be a one off joke but it resonated so much with me. I wanna know if it resonates with you guys as well. It went like this. ""I like video games for the simple reason of being given a task, and then Completing the task"" For such a simple and stupid meme, I don't know how to explain it except maybe to say that maybe I know why I play video games now.",2.3706150793650766,3.766090625000005,4.1186904761904755,87.69853174603178,75.78571428571429,7.477777777777778,21.373015873015877,8.167268648758528,0.9454432539682536,418,10,90,7,9,141,73,112,0.040999999999999995,0.8340000000000001,0.124,0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,8,6,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,19,17,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,1,1,1,5,2,10,5,15,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,5,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587212987919486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432361280466278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166020257109555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194292866812753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606663860674232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137454672004168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395379718927725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081023120961532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823417472977488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401401730057346,0.22491676372129596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739629032377711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735433693078312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966871826837177,0.2027882480342958,0.1973925291969473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Delta9_TetraHydro,2019/03/28,"[Rant] I feel so stressed right now, i really hope my vacation will be enough time to solve everything I usually work 40 hour weeks, with 10 hours of transport weekly. But lately i have had an extra shift a week because my collegue quit, and i have been training his replacement. When i get home from work, i got more work. About a month ago I demolished a wall, tore off all my wallpaper, the floor panels, wooden doorframes and windowframes, and started making (holes?) for wires to get my contacts into the wall instead of running on the outside. I also built a soundproof wall to my neighbor, and are planning on soundproofing the ceiling as well. I had to throw out all my furniture, because they took up too much space when we were building, it was too damn much. But that also means i have to buy new of everything when I'm done, and the building phase has already drained my savings account. On top of that, i am planning a big project for a festival, we start building in a month. I am kind of the head of this project, because... Well I've been so all the other years. I got a little more help this time though, and my team is more experienced after having tried it a few times. I am NOT a professional myself. And on top of that me and a friend is starting a foundation, which i really wish will be successful, It's probably the only one of my activities i see a real future in. I sleep at my rommates room, while he stays with his girlfriend through the building phase. He still pays rent though, I'm really lucky to have such a tolerant roomie. I had hired an electrician student, who said he could easily pull the wires and all that, but i needed a professional to connect them. When the professional came, he told me that whoever pulled the wires must have been trying to kill me, and we had to open up the wall again and start over, costing me a bunch of money. I can't use my kitchen because all the pipes from my radiators (i had to take them down to be able to take down the window frames) are lying across my kitchen and taking up all the space (it's the only place thats long enough for the pipes to be there, even though they go from one end of the kitchen, and all the way out and blocking the front door from opening). I have too much shit going on, i can't relax. I can't stop thinking of either one of my projects, every time my thought fade from one thing, it drifts to the next project and i start obsessing about that instead. The only thing that can get me to think of something else, is Sekiro, because fuck that game and it's flaming head bull bosses. I'm shitting blood and i suspect that i have a stomach sore from the stress. I don't know much about that though, it's just something i heard you can get. I start vacation next week, then i got three weeks off to get my apartment done, or at least livable. I have also said to my partner that we have to wait with the foundation, because i simply cannot handle all of that. To the festival crew i have also said that i will have to take a smaller role, but i can't back out then it won't happen. I am the driving force behind our project. The next three weeks will be me trying to relax, and trying to get some work done at the same time. But only working on one project, the apartment, and then i can focus on the other things once my life is back together. Tl;dr: My life is so fucked right now.",5.52374441132638,5.613077810730257,5.601132265275709,84.78333774217589,67.46497764530551,8.557988077496274,30.336847988077487,8.158263871857827,1.9218813412816689,2645,91,546,31,40,833,288,671,0.095,0.86,0.045,-0.9923,1,0,2,0,0,1,83.0,5,1,4,12,35,21,6,3,51,0,58,15,7,3,9,73,105,45,1,5,9,0,1,0,4,6,3,4,9,1,31,33,3,3,7,4,6,12,8,9,2,7,24,7,77,12,80,69,24,107,0,0,1,2,31,44,5,4,49,390,108,20,0.05943217362126117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052683035983088204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558488146567974,0.1901115510906786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139934597121528,0.0,0.21737580846017385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679745737110144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745175459659525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245924407349465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049647954890612835,0.0,0.052639265424724434,0.1228186451443842,0.0,0.0392543901586641,0.0,0.05007416956454228,0.0,0.10682761088422413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030050692719920998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459171499119054,0.1098881736711379,0.18630514646761875,0.0,0.06755334776788259,0.0,0.14260001543192088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255567485551371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198911263583764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983613320187854,0.0,0.05961531594536582,0.059029558467077865,0.11705743863447288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575289450282701,0.061889463157261834,0.032662368336628986,0.0,0.06704208052805304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395740369376399,0.0,0.05956665136073309,0.0,0.05259560343338002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039671437390583306,0.0,0.0,0.06473906021227722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487638793696046,0.0,0.17475794386067456,0.044068203677827635,0.0,0.05739996362872893,0.18962037266856194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329332525032731,0.2013638948125466,0.18080338462112527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620939719408744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407793518733984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321343229706426,0.0,0.06764682493966774,0.11422131680868305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150950308135477,0.16960082083390568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735974766668702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201254431788135,0.0,0.0,0.05947509482627605,0.0,0.0,0.0915075816938834,0.0,0.0,0.25239839030908523,0.06334678937794268,0.04746261062560756,0.04968795834394681,0.136158708165601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874239255168406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845228594096968,0.0761634741810259,0.23356723531704734,0.04718250721706703,0.17327689189718587,0.0,0.0,0.056789988804962374,0.06603133168648673,0.16140217863400091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051330315943686984,0.06545614272957466,0.0,0.0,0.047174493080581914,0.2860374287131566,0.0,0.10687332320525927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834406659724405,0.0,0.0,0.21633665115024853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382723712517392 adhd,Monkeydick99,2019/03/28,"How do you feel on methylfenidate? Hey guys, I’m not sure whether I have ADHD because I’ve never completed an investigation for it although i’ve started it a couple times. Anyhow, ive taken metylfenidate a couple of times and always feel alot more energetic, i am ALOT better at showing my feelings, i just wanna socialize etc. the first hour i get a ”high” feeling but it doesnt affect me in any negative way, i just feel like my life is sped up. On top of that i get the most usual effects such as alot better focus etc. I always get this restlessness (i dont mind it since it’s not the usual bad restlessness) where i start biting softly on the inside of my cheeks. My hands get very cold. I just feel like i dont have worries or problems in life. Its not even a junkie dose, its only a 20 something mg slow releasing pill. Does this mean that i may have adhd or do the restless and kind of ”high” feeling i get the first hour, indicate that i do not have the diagnose? Sorry for my bad writing, im from Sweden.",3.2188841463414626,4.663611678048781,4.545411585365856,85.29470274390245,73.6829268292683,7.076219512195122,25.49542682926829,7.645422480735847,1.3039329268292676,794,26,160,10,16,263,116,205,0.083,0.7709999999999999,0.146,0.9016,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,6,7,12,0,3,16,0,14,7,2,3,2,36,31,9,0,2,11,0,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,12,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,1,10,22,6,16,29,7,25,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,8,15,105,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504297534516073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338711364698806,0.0,0.0,0.07085206207735444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398685061857574,0.06351261981875783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429332744684607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092401368636824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056619363234496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574959599435443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117645649058408,0.0,0.2442173582088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232396451488478,0.06881582203719416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687674626366445,0.14886522030003962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724614351053555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217214329633593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316344584796476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201627023014412,0.0,0.0,0.2052102664858672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125419501331271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849676342934064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718348006279544,0.10180292108719106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349231585094333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520114344809983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035694501187338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924039508395941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969475874865756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618618009609938,0.0,0.0,0.1062075186268978,0.0,0.08020974764156916,0.0,0.11663100485921435,0.14749095697559533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819685690366124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150683485600405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294988280858767,0.0859667992865771,0.0,0.0827003427490937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580894108426056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,djinx_o,2019/03/28,"My Cat have a more structured day than me! Every night at 9 pm ish she know it's time for her snack and she walks around trying to get our attention. In the morning, 7-9 am she sleeps in my bed or on top of me and In the daytime from 11-16 she sleeps on the top of a closet and in the evenings she always sleep in the same chair next to the tv until it it's time for her nightsnack. I wish I had more of a daily routine like that. and still felt as free as a Cat. 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Okay so I was diagnosed with ADHD about 3-4 years ago (when I was 11) and I've been medicated ever since. But something I realized is that I couldn't hold a proper conversation with others before and after my meds. It has gotten better ever since a certain prescription, thankfully, but during conversations I stutter, bounce around subjects like a dejected Igglybuff, and randomly just forget either what I was saying or even that I was having a conversation in the first place. Is this ADHD or just me being antisocial? I haven't told my pediatrician yet because most people I speak to are used to it and either just listen or help be when I fumble with words or forget what's going on.",7.277944444444442,7.75101222962963,8.29791666666667,65.62687500000003,63.74074074074074,10.601851851851851,30.208333333333336,10.411451182825502,3.3107222222222235,581,18,92,13,8,198,93,135,0.087,0.8059999999999999,0.107,0.1306,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,0,5,1,14,3,0,2,3,32,20,13,0,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,3,14,5,10,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,6,10,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014279563015409,0.0,0.1478690518885512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849832613268474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168723859811818,0.0,0.14194499329687754,0.0,0.0,0.14753193627980216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931098780398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597858051118726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017796045558656,0.3017825772263185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189046946248793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948032824981932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118107781290117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782447092842635,0.08149607082907022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185290876219245,0.16804585727162016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564665521651485,0.0,0.17428336441808034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265584781363204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759777406223155,0.0,0.0,0.17004414742056947,0.0,0.1284202693826559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357836721234366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939631505000776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440722807654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742166135486217 adhd,Stabijna,2019/03/28,"Looking for a ADHD proof game Hi! So my fiancee \[26, m\] got diagnosed with ADHD a couple of weeks ago (we already suspected that something would come up). One of the biggest struggles he has to deal with (apart from well, everything else) is the fact that he can't keep his mind in games. He can't concentrate enough to know what he needs to do, or where to start, where to go, etc. The only game he is currently able to play is League of Legends. The thing with LoL is that he can get really frustrated when he is on a losing streak. I'm currently unable to handle his frustration. He doesn't yell at me, but the fact that he is irritated makes me anxious. That has nothing to do with him, but because of this reason I'm looking for another game he'll be easily be able to play. (Also: I think he is amazing, this is far from being difficult about things. I really would love him to have a game where he won't get frustrated but still is able to play for ages. It is his way of relaxing and as someone who games herself, I really do get that.) &#x200B; TLDR: What is a good ADHD proof game besides League of Legends? &#x200B; Thanks in advance! &#x200B;",3.6271373119844728,5.2132288340611375,4.624068413391559,84.56997937894228,72.88646288209604,8.05832120329937,27.132702571567197,8.680891452615391,1.9873520621057728,909,33,180,17,18,296,125,229,0.094,0.7559999999999999,0.15,0.9536,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,0,2,9,15,3,1,10,1,27,2,0,2,4,25,46,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,14,7,0,1,4,11,0,3,4,6,1,1,1,3,13,9,33,38,2,23,0,1,2,1,31,11,0,1,8,113,27,0,0.2971892702220281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571637501790433,0.0,0.08781345222578105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931858325645384,0.07922071734167661,0.0,0.3220044501212018,0.361117492306388,0.0,0.10387628741253917,0.0,0.11191309459609798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060387940238756724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533408045330335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961142495680457,0.0,0.0,0.1021296960206155,0.0,0.10054695116345527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275450025875672,0.0,0.0,0.10235865327962183,0.11048153157776487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903151773359745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526912765622636,0.0,0.056299836998866135,0.08308941993760477,0.07922980271768681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805182613182484,0.0,0.0,0.054442483581055454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637609197078526,0.11082625843573024,0.0,0.0,0.08940830647305649,0.0,0.06612538186190238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002548126217377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734540260660214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505370667232588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712771360707083,0.07534194395508721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038705647041446,0.10185335553043492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393583474783015,0.07626360652366443,0.0,0.0,0.07011736502931024,0.0,0.07911191169811403,0.0,0.0,0.10356225064818814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912039837942504,0.0,0.0,0.13162623044795607,0.06347562812716412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863166989345337,0.07946243546389123,0.0,0.08906961497537981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074315385933936,0.0,0.361117492306388,0.0 adhd,Neroix,2019/03/28,"I thought I could manage ADHD alone, but I can't: Advice **TLDR: There's nothing wrong with getting help, seek it out as soon as you think you need it. I've tried to overcome my suspected ADHD without help for a year+, didn't work and now everything sucks.** Yikes this was all longer than I thought, sorry. Lurker here. Without getting too much into my entire life story:I've always struggled in school. A combination of awful sleep insomnia, inability to set aside time for studying/homework, and intermittent depression led to a not so fun school time. Also when being undiagnosed your whole life and living and in a household where school is a huge priority, it left me a lot of times feeling especially shitty when struggling. Family is not big on psychiatry/seeking help and I didn't have any of the stereotypical hyperactive signs of ADHD, so I ended up as that kind of smart kid who just never did well in school for some reason. Fast forward: Scraped by into college, still undiagnosed. Slightly better studying habits but it's still a struggle, especially as college courses' workload increases. I think at this point I've re-taken about a full year of courses I've failed/dropped? Super behind, all that fun stuff. About last year I managed to get it so my transcript is F-free and my GPA isn't a complete dumpster fire. Around that same time I had set up a plan to transfer to a different college like i've always wanted, and also happened to learn of the different symptoms of ADHD in a Gen-Ed psych class, looked a bit more into it, several articles and watching a [specific video](https://youtu.be/ouZrZa5pLXk) later, it clicked, I had *a ton* of those symptoms, everything made sense. Huh, I have ADHD. Thought I can manage it on my own though.. *I didn't seek help. 0 counselor visits, 0 office hours gone to, 0 psychiatry appoitments,* ***Why didnt I get help??*** No excuses really, probably some pure procrastination, probably something weird thing with how I was raised, and some ADHD thrown in there I bet. There are literally not enough words to describe how upset I am with myself right now. Long story short, undiagnosed ADHD can kick your ass in higher level courses. And not passing several important ones in a time where your GPA/credits are really important, ***like when your about to transfer*** can really set you back and complicate your college life. Fuck. ^I ^want ^to ^crawl ^into ^a ^hole ^and ^die.. Kind of bittersweet, that is took *this many* mistakes for me to finally come to terms with finally getting help, even if it's a bit late. Hopefully I can find a way to un-fuck my life with college counselor and psychiatry visits, probably after I spend at least a couple days self-loathing at home. It sucks. **I tried to fight ADHD alone and lost.** **This post was partially made to keep my future-self in check to actually get help, partially just depressed venting, but mostly made as advice to any ADHD student who can relate in any way. Get help, there's nothing wrong with getting help. I love you guys, PLEASE don't make the same mistakes I did.** You will save time, money, and stress in the future. For now I'm just hoping I can come out of the other side of this alright. Thanks for reading. Hang in there guys <3",2.758285300061509,5.721705257095159,3.6965036024953903,82.59846948862142,84.07512520868113,6.424751779281257,25.243849398119675,7.716178576656502,1.8646530884808008,2575,104,442,49,76,823,297,599,0.136,0.727,0.138,0.5142,2,2,1,0,1,0,137.0,0,10,0,5,36,33,4,5,25,3,32,12,2,8,4,84,69,35,1,9,13,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,1,3,25,30,0,1,10,1,4,11,15,17,1,1,20,5,44,16,81,46,21,86,0,3,3,3,29,37,4,9,36,282,69,23,0.0,0.0,0.04958075166120637,0.0,0.549546239207533,0.09929692330731582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524241116563453,0.0,0.08126141442707517,0.08455175324148798,0.0,0.0,0.10365244469572134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522941099305725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039067800397819784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493506933296007,0.11093717408159136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753225556594663,0.05327065490558672,0.0,0.0,0.040565622377428084,0.056217487850689016,0.0,0.032766608348679324,0.0,0.08752078128411933,0.0,0.05273012176708106,0.10616596326445893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500032889400875,0.05249768762177566,0.0,0.03355784799466305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132493749605623,0.0,0.04789675131324645,0.0,0.025689778247818672,0.0,0.0,0.1113141774352986,0.046437097765549794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394135569453656,0.21235840579065746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061474619893412,0.044928868871218365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064965237142677,0.0,0.05096402472595389,0.10092654310631573,0.050035113479825886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451600046961122,0.0,0.10581630175417668,0.0,0.04141486088541082,0.05731302762602713,0.0,0.05520245368944681,0.0,0.14354724553325102,0.049643916909256285,0.0,0.044863917803556884,0.04496300306974405,0.042665470012357945,0.0,0.055462344136564166,0.04319468539567328,0.045855716088724234,0.14422574069260458,0.03391437391593635,0.05151078965011518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037349328904565736,0.037673087632772384,0.03918584514715902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750225584824324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03442844964051135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577133362224514,0.04802947189513927,0.0,0.048659501970643684,0.0,0.16433710472666785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082120897979347,0.0,0.09764567916411827,0.052238530603361824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338929302747079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567944703021795,0.0,0.0,0.10600652244904817,0.11479593551983253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084415229942945,0.0,0.0,0.039114064750854036,0.0,0.056874791532896485,0.0,0.0,0.08114980598940587,0.0,0.05819977349415562,0.15934496526887187,0.058162385846515965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561680903827124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677668274915912,0.0,0.0,0.0337542186590313,0.06511073739730955,0.04991807125026237,0.12100634340243015,0.17775743021161167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564489572418238,0.06898986017506356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993511228422886,0.08065719332919201,0.0,0.0,0.045682008054518185,0.0,0.045845829838220255,0.05672471438262334,0.0,0.09795315627968598,0.0,0.036988435818927766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109996271697893,0.0,0.09815501489157903 adhd,TheGrassIsdead,2019/03/28,"How do you learn to drive and stay focus? I’m desperately trying to learn how to drive but sometimes I can’t trust myself? Like i her really bored when learning and become uninterested which leads to become unfocused for a few seconds before snapping back to thinking oh yah we can die. Plus I also have high anxiety too",3.651530054644809,6.254240737704923,5.011065573770495,77.24370218579237,76.04918032786884,7.3453551912568305,24.92076502732241,8.344100000000001,1.965850273224044,259,9,44,5,6,86,49,61,0.225,0.6679999999999999,0.107,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,12,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,31,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197164105688098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018197903155575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126476650073334,0.0,0.0,0.6068766358905029,0.23379088030770895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514574020653843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902870525344422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422832111378774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601103208909438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27173345799827203,0.0,0.0,0.2928455236587127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604785261599748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653631062393294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Not_a_poodle,2019/03/28,"Do energy drinks help? I was on medication for a little while and noticed it helped a lot with just the day-to-day and getting stuff done and focusing in the whole shebang, but because I wasn't able to get my medicine consistently I ultimately went off it because I couldn't stand the little withdrawals between each month because of how hard it is to get my medicine. On that note I recently started working back at a convenience store I worked at in High School and was pretty tired so drank Red Bull. I noticed that the Red Bull helped in a way that was similar to how my ADHD medication had in the past, I'm wondering if anyone else has had experience or knowlwdge on this or if maybe it's just placebo effect even though it wasn't something I was expecting.",10.36404921700224,7.198021389261748,9.77553691275168,69.20769015659955,59.93959731543624,13.15480984340045,42.95413870246085,11.20814326018867,4.618072930648768,613,27,117,12,6,198,91,149,0.039,0.905,0.055999999999999994,0.3071,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,9,0,13,5,0,3,0,20,21,14,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,6,2,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,11,3,11,0,17,9,3,22,0,0,2,0,3,13,0,6,6,81,21,3,0.1381467024053373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602549031832886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659538639263268,0.14154762203626367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622628686266784,0.0,0.2526388426648797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818638891979902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137204007127582,0.0,0.1353311753583398,0.0,0.0,0.11540384326198495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912445940461448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513398322628606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652785063575086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375231057748183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777904678443684,0.14595957587151642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769185765021344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744738621218972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878693074500026,0.0,0.0,0.27833653780633033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026737986352043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145618726373101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187665907109755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054486098224006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364032024829122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981183813464776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635208074885774,0.0,0.0,0.09778094699967284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814492294513635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572843370412482,0.0,0.0,0.15877931221404984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096544221696514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128063377162334,0.0,0.1542358597323978,0.0,0.0,0.1498142058148038,0.2011448893407406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,831wolf,2019/03/28,"What odd things do you fidget with? When I was little I was told it was common for kids with ADHD to fidget with objects. I was told this because I developed a habit of twirling and spinning around earbud cables with my fingers. Fast forward a quite a few years and a million pairs of ruined earbuds, I still have a habit of fidgeting with them. I have tried to stop as I spend hours just fidgeting and thinking about stories, and never getting anything done. Always end up coming back to it though. I actually get anxious if I don't have something to fidget with after a day or so. Does anyone else have a similar situation? What kinda things do you fidget with if so? What has your experience been like?",4.2441414141414135,6.178873629629631,5.017104377104378,80.95151515151515,71.96296296296295,6.983164983164983,27.828282828282827,7.686295010490155,1.7998888888888889,560,21,99,7,11,181,86,135,0.084,0.8959999999999999,0.02,-0.7941,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,1,9,2,0,0,7,0,14,1,1,0,1,21,20,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,13,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,8,1,14,1,20,12,1,17,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,4,14,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.17924524256829172,0.0,0.22074773789083413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283652437245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750618555271108,0.0,0.1284333688518593,0.18820192795950727,0.15115303897258875,0.16351419599422526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123862838481266,0.0,0.11196965982894362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822410770089215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845844334374366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160739658461452,0.18796847391873808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344112096971874,0.0,0.16268601418906453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967434429607795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193050065810535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088785974660188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973679936565175,0.1840956747834027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166538592721153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536635362676133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646408353496712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140588412225194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668713332881886,0.15356475495898878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440577404950948,0.11769476588747148,0.18046472653207934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510283378757575,0.0,0.1247067037862946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828393656848192 adhd,KnightsWhoSayNui,2019/03/28,"Forgot my dad's birthday... again. My mom even e-mailed me to remind me. &#x200B; Sorry dad, I do love you.",-1.1245454545454552,0.7354988181818172,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,106.27272727272728,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.3031272727272722,82,2,17,0,4,27,19,22,0.057999999999999996,0.7559999999999999,0.187,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830137714930654,0.4295374571013754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334813856296741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31904477704109635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41401132720354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957108672943336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295374571013754,0.0 adhd,ArivonceTheNerd,2019/03/28,"Thank you for validating me Hey r/ADHD. I discovered this subreddit earlier today and just kept reading and reading and reading. There were so many stories, inspirations, and tips. You see, I was diagnosed at 19, only a few years ago. Even though I originally went to a psychiatrist for depression and anxiety, he still saw the signs in me. At first, my family and I were surprised, they never saw the obvious signs in my childhood. I was the opposite from the stereotypical ADHD kid. I'm lucky to have grown up performing excellently at school. I didn't really work hard for it, it just so happened that a lot of what interested me was what they were testing us on. I was far from responsible, but everyone just thought I was lazy. You know the archetype of the person who was naturally gifted without studying? For a long period of time, everyone was telling me that I was that. I barely studied, but was able to graduate with honors. Then college happened. I'm THAT kid who's grades radically dropped after changing environments. At first it was fine, majority of the subjects being taught in the first two years were somewhat covered in high school so I still kept up my barely studying attitude. It wasn't quite failing, a little above passing maybe. When I started taking majors, that's when the noticeable changes in grades popped up. I only started studying the night before, or even hours before major exams. I was barely passing, and at the end of the semester, failed multiple core courses. I guess you could call that my wake up call. I fell in a hole and sought a professional. That's when I was diagnosed. Everything made sense. So much behavior from my childhood that was attributed to immaturity suddenly had an explanation. My psychiatrist had me start with antidepressants first and while it did improve me a bit, it was clear that more intervention was needed. A year later he prescribed 10mg Methylphenidate. Holy cow did it make so much of a difference. So much so that I didn't need to take the antidepressants anymore since a lot of my depression and anxiety is rooted from the guilt of not performing well in school. That was all before I found out about this subreddit. Reading through here was such a wonderful experience. I have certain behaviors that my family dislikes and finds incredibly annoying, and because of all of you I have more ways to explain my symptoms and hopefully work better with them to manage it. I don't really know anyone else with ADHD in real life and I like having this community to relate to. This is great. What's the reason for the flair? I guess it's for life in general. I'm doing pretty great right now every since starting my ADHD medication, my Psychiatrist is great (I'm very lucky to have found a good one on my first try!), and I'd love to participate here. I have more room to grow but I sure as hell am better off than I was before. Anyway hopefully I didn't bore you with that rambling wall of text about my life. If you're still reading at this point, dang! That's farther than I would initially go since I'd get bored. But sincerely, thank you for reading this. 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I have great hair, am I gonna go bald with these meds?",-3.5101333333333318,-2.1821126799999995,-0.06799999999999963,110.39266666666668,95.8,3.333333333333334,8.333333333333334,3.1291,-2.6208666666666662,73,0,24,0,3,26,16,25,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38167258986741337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159670698692456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360979039765911,0.0,0.0,0.3501359563059271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7055253870168692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387826042702977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IchorLQ,2019/03/28,"I am all those things that I occasionally pick up, and so are you It's easy to get the jack-of-all-trades, master-of-none feeling because of how we bounce from interest to interest, lasting only as long as the dopamine flows. Over the years, I have mentally beat myself up over not being able to dedicate myself to a particular calling, and I know you guys and gals have as well. I've been in therapy with a great therapist for a few years now, and finally realized that I actually am all those things that I brushed aside after the dopamine wore off. I am a cook, a writer, a musician, an artist, a mechanic, a gamer, a programmer, and 50 other things on top of that. I just don't get to choose what I want to be when I want to be it. Nonetheless, I am all those things and more; and so are you. Happy hobby hopping :)",6.9803181818181805,5.357543236363637,7.757992424242428,76.17698863636367,65.12121212121212,11.886363636363635,34.56439393939394,10.9516,3.4650757575757574,634,23,135,15,8,214,97,165,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,3,0,2,7,5,0,0,14,0,13,1,0,2,3,22,20,14,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,9,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,17,5,23,15,5,17,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,8,102,32,0,0.1955026396159504,0.0,0.1907823746703584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917659451998748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963005355338728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885200878688157,0.0,0.0,0.21416358560574486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428412025090825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554235036153327,0.0,0.19357835010100585,0.0,0.20811619522799107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744313789719848,0.15936074467671693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301368395082667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970206780213017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486885671142724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235743066248292,0.2269936329587504,0.5195330667768923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306250442884377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578035193787864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517945802137011 adhd,leemamale,2019/03/28,"I was prescribed with concerta, how do I know if it works? It seems work, I can finish Schult test 3 second quicker, and I can carry out a task a little bit longer, but it could be my imagination. How do I know if it's real rather than a placebo effect.",4.7325786163522,4.157858358490569,6.216981132075473,81.9561635220126,69.18867924528303,8.576100628930817,27.10062893081761,7.793537801064563,1.4413194968553469,195,5,42,2,3,67,39,53,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,16,10,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,3,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,31,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792611816891297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27736357999354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38183420149294495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34817721304715377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954072025359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162518720446051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058098151013527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thewaytobe,2019/03/28,"How do you actually differentiate between ADHD and other things? I'm honestly starting to believe I have ADHD. I can't focus, bad memory, I'm impulsive. It's really impacting my life. How do you know if you have adhd or it's just another mental illness or something you need to work on? 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I've never used anything in my life before for my add issues so I'm not exactly sure where to start for finding at least SOME relief besides drowning myself in coffee in the hopes that that'll help w my inability to focus on a single task (it doesn't),5.633597560975609,6.463475398373988,6.235518292682929,77.74157012195124,67.3739837398374,8.751626016260163,30.00914634146341,8.841846274778883,2.433017073170732,506,18,91,8,8,165,88,123,0.08199999999999999,0.785,0.132,0.8125,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,0,7,2,0,5,3,24,18,6,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,8,3,17,17,6,18,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,5,8,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098264640567434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26580371970156946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418457824403713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742576364816714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650081238604084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892783930838457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304227030035965,0.0,0.18011670922469686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760931872718744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178494564030328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198234785325349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32475287528468033,0.0,0.0,0.16040729272777152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856546221776433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407318791381738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269563108268725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245598063669758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346190776778673,0.3321005956316261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869567560327586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431149503658697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499926414269144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221312208868054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184559682915544,0.0,0.0,0.19051537494394835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,niblingk,2019/03/28,"Adderall vs Concerta Hey guys and gals- I was diagnosed at 21 (15 years ago...ouch) and have been on Adderall more or less ever since. I started XR at 30mg/day but switched to IR at 60mg/day about 8 years ago. I had a brief stint trying Vyvanse but it didn’t do much for me. It seems like I’ve built up a tolerance (as is common) to the Adderall but I don’t think increasing my dosage is an option, so I’m exploring alternatives. Has anyone here been on Adderall and Concerta who could give me some insight as to what the differences are between the two? Any feedback would be appreciated- thanks! 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I've got a question for my fellow Aussies! I dont know what getting medication is likely in other countries but other help is appreciated. I got a prescription for my medication which allowed me to come back and get the same amount of meds 3 more times. **I was getting a refill today** however I only **realised that I didnt pay until too late** **Do refills cost money?** If so did I just rob my friendly pharmacist?",0.1999411764705883,1.5869836705882392,2.8651470588235317,82.0906617647059,118.1764705882353,4.994117647058824,23.073529411764717,6.508806274219699,1.5623058823529412,352,16,60,7,20,121,64,85,0.06,0.774,0.166,0.8512,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,0,10,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,11,2,6,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766549304332059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978996047922733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26925212321475417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749560102833378,0.0,0.3600870699769606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674861570502349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539890524319954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625841782518005,0.0,0.259155335214553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223875670929677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551879785719177,0.4628752748061723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472668427185453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573599965537201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396252219756452,0.0,0.2177654878975261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pinkpork1990,2019/03/28,"that feeling when you haven't stopped fidgeting the entire day and is going to fail your tests tomorrow, but don't give a fuck I'm supposed to be studying for my two hardest tests tomorrow and finish my two essay and a lab. Instead, I'm like rocking out to a bop with the full out leg fidgets and head nods. And I've been at it for three hours combined with daydreaming and browsing this subreddit haha :/ literally kms",6.0695121951219475,6.48814156097561,6.491365853658537,77.73290243902441,66.3170731707317,9.486829268292682,35.912195121951214,9.3871,3.3412263414634147,336,16,62,6,5,109,61,82,0.062,0.782,0.156,0.8052,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,0,5,1,5,3,2,0,0,13,11,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,1,4,2,10,9,1,12,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,8,40,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087208282270746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364195328964273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29919968152773696,0.0,0.31046468431916363,0.18393189606345775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33214769552658724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187199057898787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581140065440078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705772753447273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322979076146402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hauntinghunts,2019/03/28,"i feel like im doing my absolute best but no one else seems to think so like I was putting so much work into my classes and not really taking any breaks except to sleep and my roommate still told me that i had to ""sacrifice a break to do dishes because it was important"" and our new classes started and my professor sent out a (10 page!!) email that started out ""This is a heavy work load class. Now is the time to say goodbye to your video games and friends and family for the next ten weeks. "" and when i started plugging the assignments into my google calendar, I had a pre mature breakdown. because I know its going to be another quarter where I am working my very hardest but everyone is going to think im slacking and not working that hard. I am stoic and too proud to let people who care about me know when im struggling, because i dont want people to think im using my adhd as an excuse, but fuck ",5.187690014903133,5.2653926174863415,6.115668156979632,80.84745156482866,68.18032786885246,8.840337804272231,31.93691008445107,8.575989854853784,2.4468185792349724,711,28,140,10,11,236,111,183,0.065,0.782,0.153,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,6,9,8,1,1,8,0,14,3,1,1,0,28,33,17,0,1,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,13,1,0,7,2,0,4,4,2,0,3,6,3,20,6,18,25,3,22,1,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,13,95,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356707308000605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123653866148373,0.125263674200642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184641594382495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536534774724326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217968951520175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000561367062633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979306170118787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114148646591985,0.0,0.0,0.11261576032982745,0.0,0.06040229933679545,0.08534187199132832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229409316853553,0.11043835863487016,0.0,0.0,0.13578314387319765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701222434236972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161469244492554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130360539142474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215540564397942,0.0,0.11672372958916108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781645846684419,0.0,0.0,0.11537470424850725,0.1270465056832506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094883111980658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656363156414694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008976615261145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652879788632877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949989683618956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875141841376257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954574605861075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536620913478692,0.0,0.09540049013290276,0.0,0.0,0.12488497950605335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981865742419895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963442185292385,0.0,0.0,0.06965777987264235,0.0,0.0,0.114148646591985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317463020170324,0.0,0.09856657673877538,0.07046029276807463,0.0,0.0958231842423054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34787167888838083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Googanine,2019/03/28,"I'm simultaneously amazed and terrified at the coming month. Currently, I'm a little less than a month out from my thesis preview night. Deadline: April 24. I have an app design to finalize and finish in 4 days (about 90% finished), a book to finish and send off to the printer in 8 (60%), and a promotional video to create in 16 (20%). I also have to create my space, which is painting, applying vinyl, showing off prints, hanging a shelf that I still need to go to IKEA to get, buying something to hold said printed book and business cards, and hanging a huge printed phone screen from a 40"" TV using only the power of whatever design god exists and velcro command strips. Easy; this will probably be my down time. On top of that, I have an online and traditional portfolio to finish by the end of this month (70%) and I'm directing a board game design (partners rule) and I have to write a 5 page long essay about American Flags (honestly, the easiest thing). Long story short: I CAN DO THIS. I'M AMAZED THAT I HAVE DONE WHAT I HAVE DONE SO FAR. LIFE IS JUST A LOT RIGHT NOW. &#x200B; Also, I guess this is a question on top of a rant but any tips on managing this? I stick to a loose calendar with specific hard deadlines and use sticky notes to manage my day-to-day but if there's other methods I'm all ears.",3.6883852140077806,5.2330575564202375,4.940566147859922,82.52843677042804,72.65758754863812,7.7859143968871605,26.468677042801556,8.395991825355821,1.800523891050584,1020,35,198,17,20,338,158,257,0.037000000000000005,0.889,0.07400000000000001,0.5812,2,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,20,0,15,2,1,2,1,27,28,17,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,12,14,0,1,1,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,14,3,35,23,4,42,0,0,1,0,7,19,0,4,18,120,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451434529070031,0.0,0.16607036939103967,0.18624250478002666,0.10423035489479553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320304324103969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296543675763427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313701360072495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575367946527558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790220799368674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007840070281128,0.0,0.08710812589892282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884661316713995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730178938033738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826069073929943,0.0,0.15361901482475168,0.0,0.2712821553328201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030654708366698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670212336616596,0.0,0.0,0.11364939743023793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383558085095835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657041812823545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652533599021889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169994687858312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308936250610471,0.14579696533100064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799643112116052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240338039420202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182724200153638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937425494657886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647559460127891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624250478002666,0.0 adhd,TheRealCaco,2019/03/28,"Just want to discuss about creativity and focus Hey, I have classic ADHD tendencies when trying to learn/study/work on a project. But, I've found the only true focus I've ever experienced consistently is when i'm doing something creative or artsy like drawing or composing music. At the moment I'm a full time musician because of this perk and I was wondering if you guys are in similar positions, or is creativity irrespective of an ADHD driven mind? Let's talk about it",6.402537878787879,7.772596602272731,7.96409090909091,64.08696969696972,65.93181818181819,10.866666666666667,35.12121212121212,10.864195022040775,4.456584848484849,383,18,59,11,6,133,68,88,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.9136,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,14,13,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,9,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,6,38,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985567455389108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180267717953866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252564027731588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730418872553134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657284349908434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464384166799764,0.0,0.1216605141610671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144318189585546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939392122125587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171078854299295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015600314067547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520785695338245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907090300993938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688076668344036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700558308729353,0.1812923878657664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Itsonlymemyselfandi,2019/03/28,What was everyone’s experience on intuniv? Because so far I think it’s trash. ,2.1020000000000003,4.949599533333338,5.428333333333337,69.5025,87.0,11.0,34.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,5.3096666666666685,63,4,11,3,2,23,14,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743206507729312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867533940628636,0.0,0.6006610861089915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934599910982131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Id10tmau5,2019/03/28,"Netflix is the Devil 2 and a half hours of digging through the Netflix trenches before I realized...I still haven't chosen something to watch O_o it's an endless beast, especially up someone with no sense of time. Ugh.",3.798658536585368,6.409557097560973,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,75.58536585365854,6.051219512195122,34.640243902439025,7.1686216300943375,2.633190243902438,175,10,29,2,4,56,37,41,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.872,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264096846622781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934947042359504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245908515352608,0.38578075421916064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001889545198445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29220262980380585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Impulse_13,2019/03/28,"Are these symptoms of add/adhd Honestly I’m not sure if I have add/adhd. I’ve never asked my doctor even though I should but I’d still like the general community’s opinion. I can’t even talk to my parents about this cause in their mind it’s pointless -I can never sit still and concentrate in class for long periods of time unless the lesson is of interest to me. I’m usually fidgeting to some extent. I tend to zone out during long lectures -when trying to sleep I can never shush my mind to fall asleep. I keep having random thoughts that lead to other thoughts and so on. I have to concentrate my mind onto a single story that I make up in my head and go along till I fall asleep. White noise, thunder storm audios, have helped a bit but my mind is still too active when trying to sleep. -I also can never focus on a single task and tend to get side tracked a lot when doing things -I also tend to procrastinate and never do what I supposed to be doing at times -when trying to study the smallest things can grab my attention and derail me from my current tasks. Can’t concentrate at times as the smallest things keep drawing my attention Some insight and opinions would be greatly appreciated and I know I should go to a doctor but I’d still like this community’s opinions and thoughts ",2.9810882352941204,5.25673017254902,4.101985294117647,84.57768382352941,76.68627450980392,6.602941176470589,23.958333333333336,7.645422480735847,1.281303921568628,1034,34,194,15,24,336,134,255,0.018000000000000002,0.8959999999999999,0.086,0.9562,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,16,6,0,0,9,0,21,8,5,3,6,51,37,24,0,4,6,1,1,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,11,11,0,2,8,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,3,4,27,6,34,29,7,39,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,8,24,141,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413643585589821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060748843776262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387669695227688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962977342473353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031563127004477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205562891341594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264946769135455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246393759441036,0.0,0.11413902478116522,0.0,0.0,0.11071051831567648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030572044927882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730765454198201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785111662950217,0.0,0.0,0.055186767083636665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811772127303844,0.0,0.0,0.17773244648926353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537126733726835,0.0,0.0,0.0670293823333067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055717207409024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872403782144468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150161927233224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009798047482096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207738043709877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946421942776074,0.10437210917409127,0.0,0.08071168802263244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001385400891995,0.0,0.09865956810727994,0.2391605540701297,0.17566254918598628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453043271231044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059555956814406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133362715798812,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iknowdanjones,2019/03/28,"I think I just realized my mom was a genius. A throughout my childhood my mother had a little 60 minute timer. Need to start on lunch in 20 minutes? She set a timer. Need to call a friend after they get off work? Set the timer for 45 minutes. Want to sit down and read for a minute? Set that bad boy for 30 minutes. Want to mop the kitchen before she got ready to go meet a friend? 25 minute timer to remind her to wrap up and get ready. I always thought my mom probably had ADHD, and that was her way of keeping track of time, keeping herself on task, and not getting lost in a book. Way to go mom!",0.7104923076923058,2.759970560000003,1.9424000000000028,98.26258461538464,83.4,4.486153846153846,20.015384615384615,5.369823440869387,-0.38178769230769216,460,13,106,2,13,146,73,125,0.027999999999999997,0.8370000000000001,0.136,0.8937,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,15,20,4,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,2,2,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,0,13,2,21,13,0,20,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,0,4,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905857071553564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195359261663353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241001320269358,0.0,0.0,0.13494228182045562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619307684546658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504135433596666,0.0,0.2485589017272017,0.0,0.18025251848959534,0.0,0.12683315121839925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819113564785106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894162584890595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311185831611334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571907728442893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351742722073493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097907918373326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862571381225798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224572139207074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016134543414465,0.0,0.12589702857884605,0.09247090541785626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707248724216147,0.25175128893575505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545016642380855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vfettke,2019/03/28,"Does doing the things you enjoy get better? I was recently diagnosed and was prescribed Adderall XR 5mg today. So I'll be starting it tomorrow. One of the issues I've been having lately is finding no joy in the things I love, especially reading and video games. I get stuck in the loop of trying to decide what to read or play, trying to find that perfect book or game that suits me, even though I have hundreds of options. I get burned out just thinking about it and find no joy. As I start taking meds, is this something that'll get better? Like, will I be able to just pick a game to play and actually focus on playing it rather than just the thought of playing it? Will I be able to dig in for a couple hours a few times a week, or actually read a book to completion? Or do I need to find a some new hobbies? I'm curious to hear others' experiences.",4.620225959012089,5.021625988439308,5.754040987913822,81.82095112979506,69.46242774566474,8.37183394640042,29.022070415134,8.296473431620573,1.9149468208092488,668,23,136,9,11,223,104,173,0.035,0.752,0.212,0.9852,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,8,12,0,0,11,0,15,2,0,1,1,25,29,11,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,7,13,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,11,12,22,18,2,15,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,6,11,90,23,5,0.2506789470244614,0.0,0.24462649142303355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170515743458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314160532942979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386857434463959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721692723972386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968541791835984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278554015010027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260605585427944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582320322966414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619388068565909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412666960437492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343413369527488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082184612922074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138838552498534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123453561672206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312376842455499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392238993104159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293763143861693,0.0,0.12105364455780784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493327106295802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761201764614741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375760902657552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964924502423524,0.0,0.0,0.17743184894137326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423968539125564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665399536035152,0.08031247364051554,0.12314539634250035,0.09950554141365953,0.07308645495832737,0.0,0.11880716532963337,0.0,0.0,0.17019455003136225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053976529101658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nowplayingaudiobooks,2019/03/28,"going to get fired soon Well! Good news: meds have made life easier Bad news: symptoms still severe enough were i'm going to get fired soon because I keep forgetting/messing up super bad at work. Feels really bad. at least i can do basic tasks now. bright side and all.",0.3723076923076931,2.481034692307695,1.4149230769230776,94.18007692307695,105.92307692307692,4.387692307692308,12.892307692307696,6.2581,-0.46979076923076896,212,4,41,3,10,66,41,52,0.285,0.513,0.20199999999999999,-0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,7,12,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,4,5,10,3,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,20,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571390683685449,0.13905464361960027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570014140083356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534002048226052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383576712612765,0.0,0.2592820268009225,0.1913290904160969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275596840042165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112188747077924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584460201879044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533804350854641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613405801780247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577010479890382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217012608398608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370951745910763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509961953939046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606787741829404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notaseriousmember,2019/03/28,"Managed to study for 6 hours straight because of new medication! I am astounded at how well Vyvanse is working for me! While it’s side effects have impacted me a bit , the overall main job is doing amazing! I’ve never ever thought that I could sit myself down and be so completely concentrated for 6 whole hours on MATH (my worst subject ever). I feel very proud and quite happy and prepared My last medication didn’t work quite as well and I can really tell the difference. The right medication can change everything. I’m not sure how to describe this feeling of being able to achieve this thing most “normal” people can do except to use the words “pure bliss” Anyways sorry if it doesn’t quite fit into this category but I’m very happy ",5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,6.052857142857146,76.60214285714288,68.28571428571428,8.742857142857144,31.857142857142854,9.120678840339163,2.8730857142857142,590,25,104,11,10,192,101,140,0.036000000000000004,0.777,0.188,0.9576,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,8,8,8,0,0,5,0,14,3,0,4,5,25,20,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,2,9,7,15,15,5,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,8,71,16,6,0.13002925888709574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926462932962662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195827342191716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755371463810226,0.0,0.13633320403294327,0.0,0.0,0.10381778264425334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585290022001864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352378179578793,0.0,0.0,0.11686191355270795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314934004707955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768371279391154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256105255208386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290339756016522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599120076698232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929723956707232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028658050326834,0.12558306849675493,0.0,0.0,0.12740106588361014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014591590176016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41490636733281466,0.0,0.0,0.08330007283253762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104427662177968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555710967188248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255103766801798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365130353890285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638566181643997,0.0,0.0,0.10322870714719257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230353079683407,0.0,0.21457551269495773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382383925143116,0.0,0.0,0.1451730239349015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932569822160952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EPalmighty,2019/03/28,"Concerta makes me extremely exhausted. I get a good 8ish hours of sleep which is normal for me. I have class at 9 and get out at around 11. But afterwards I feel so mentally exhausted. I’ll feel spaced out and sort of confused. I take 36mg but I’m afraid to up the dosage. I use to take 25mg of adderall XR which was a good amount. I like concerta because it feels more natural than adderall, but recently this fatigue has been hitting me hard where I just sit in silence in my room no knowing what to do. It’s not hyperfocusing, it’s hyper fatigue that hits me fast. Anyone had this experience?",2.0174999999999983,4.269884416666667,3.748333333333335,86.00000000000001,79.83333333333334,7.666666666666666,26.66666666666667,8.59863814320734,2.089166666666668,470,20,97,11,12,157,84,120,0.129,0.762,0.109,0.1349,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,3,0,7,5,1,2,0,19,20,6,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,4,12,3,16,15,2,16,0,2,0,0,0,11,0,2,5,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624151778601652,0.0,0.0,0.20677793833856556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159538427303978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272138529622756,0.0,0.0,0.3523423762874745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271282984979076,0.0,0.0,0.3896499300546881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807674448705435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874844891264914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765469981191255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134799963581528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504832285914588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340830322138658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275845233006353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22934791421516584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324471789089157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492904468788925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061484842462185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eko777,2019/03/28,"MAYBE I cant decide on a career because my brain isnt reacting as much as it should? I've got a full time job for the first time in 2 years. I'm 8 weeks in and I already want to quit. It's a boring desk job but it is all that was available to me due to a physical medical issue I'm still working on. I'm all caught up in trying to find a career path worth pursuing. My problem is that I have too many so-so interests and nothing that REALLY excites me. I'm wondering if this is due to the lower dopamine levels in our brains? I'm getting medication for ADHD tonight and I'm excited to see if it helps with this issue.",1.6274747474747464,2.912289740740744,4.230437710437712,86.59151515151515,77.51851851851852,7.575757575757577,25.60606060606061,8.296473431620573,1.5803333333333334,485,18,108,9,11,172,83,135,0.096,0.8059999999999999,0.099,-0.3248,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,7,0,8,4,2,1,2,16,20,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,8,3,18,16,4,19,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,3,9,63,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182998489782614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853248096704224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237402642588424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37495082250145206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349315971685365,0.14284878683491636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774117102938173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134316121481693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256593956805463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35056926809284183,0.3333069930383958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026373833319106,0.1687172498787474,0.0,0.0,0.3383616522634843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345445307132948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611419538450428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069489647540786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862374753544344,0.0,0.0,0.10758599301553634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338256016664592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411626405477292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585310695686867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401952464986327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905474507620513,0.0,0.13471049742518926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212262971852566,0.1222615572466548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081471790350944 adhd,AggravatingRain,2019/03/28,"Recently started adderall, is this what it's supposed to do? Sorry I know this has been asked a bunch of times, but I'd like some input. I was diagnosed with ADHD - combined, although my dr. thinks I think I am more on the inattentive side. So the first week, my Dr. told me to take 5mg, and then if well tolerated and if I needed to take 10 mg. (I'm taking the XR version) when I was taking 5mg, I wasn't really feeling much of a difference, I think I was in a better mood and more chill, but that could just be me wanting the medication to help. Today I took 10mg for the first time, I didn't feel much of a difference, definitely didn't have a ""omg this is what I needed"" moment. I felt maybe more focused, as in I wasn't thinking a million things at the same time, and had more energy (nothing crazy just like a coffee, but no jitters and no anxiety) I also feel more relaxed, and much less anxious. But it's not something that I would describe as life changing. I tried doing some work, but I still got easily distracted. Definitely felt less impulsive as in, if I thought about an idea, I didn't drop what I was doing to go do it. I thought about it , paused and then decided to drop what I was doing to do something else lol. I had more control, I guess. I understand that this isn't a magic pill that fixes everything, and that I have to put in the effort, but I didn't feel like it is as helpful as people make it out to be. Is it the dose that is too low? will I react differently as I take it more often? When it works, what does it supposed to feel like or do? 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I’ve been taking adderall since I was 10. I just moved to Texas. I hate taking meds, but I’ve come to terms my mind works better with it at this point. So I went to my doctor to talk about my antidepressants. Now she took me off of my antidepressants, and put an extra month delay on my adderall. So now I feel like a sad confused mess with no explanation. I need to be able to keep my career. Which I’ll be able to do but this is bit annoying. I sent in another request, but I’m afraid it’ll make me look like a junkie. Is this a Texas thing? Is this a common practice? I have a business trip in 4 days, but I can’t have anything until 3 weeks after I return. What’s the deal? I’m confused...",0.6598148148148155,2.8704232530864218,2.8520987654321,90.64444444444445,84.98765432098766,5.3283950617283935,18.876543209876548,6.691623216298621,0.10263950617283912,605,16,131,7,18,205,100,162,0.16399999999999998,0.767,0.069,-0.9204,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,2,3,8,0,13,4,0,1,1,20,27,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,1,0,0,7,3,7,0,0,6,2,19,3,18,18,3,27,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,2,16,79,28,3,0.34257415951037784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796094379189236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095467203347534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148950254657276,0.18700112812795505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754865241454407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046599621554028,0.17658945803716694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753195841844629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660789412511741,0.1223675240018838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911052958459638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522478266523298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736443024758574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438380072409705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433545580256077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026133169998172,0.345107425077228,0.0,0.0,0.17295112209507207,0.0,0.1367197128865294,0.1820510583328924,0.0,0.12700719926776574,0.13210715542071924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192165524561225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219082496284446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169044240533474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575731340716181,0.13767406646795696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379552472959435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903062480770256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739616350223366,0.0,0.0,0.15878483898487947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469903408105155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,funnyhenny,2019/03/28,"Upcoming visit with PCP, not sure how to properly express myself I have an appointment with a new PCP, I aged out of being able to see my pediatrician and the last PCP I had I only ever sought help for my very low iron levels but I struggle with binge eating disorder and I am also 99% sure I also have ADHD. I have never been officially diagnosed with ADHD because throughout my time visiting my pediatrician as a child I never expressed the debilitating problems I had focusing and managing my time and most of my issues in school were chalked up to a lack of motivation and character flaws. I did seek help for BED from my university’s counseling office but I missed my second appointment and never went back. I’m interested in trying Vyvanse but I’m anticipating it could be a process to get diagnosed with ADHD and I’m at a point where I need help before I completely give up on my life. I don’t know if I can survive the potential months of waiting it may take to be seen and diagnosed by a psychiatrist, although I know I may have to in order to get the kind of help I need. I’m wondering if there is a certain way I should frame my concerns to expedite the process or if anyone can give me some insight into what I can expect as a response? 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I don't want people to think I'm an idiot when I can't remember my own address. When I am put on the spot I suddenly forget everything. I feel bad because I could never remember my husband's birthday. He made it the password to my iPad as a joke... But it was the only way I could remember. I had my district manager talk to me and ask me about who my previous managers were and I forgot all of their names and I was so embarrassed. I got sent to the hospital for an emergency ultrasound when I was pregnant and I forgot my due date, doctors name, address, everything. (Of course I was upset and scared but still) I even forget my own sons birthdate sometimes. It's not like I don't care. I try to remember. I swear I'm not stupid. I feel like these are things I try to make people understand. But on a good note... I have a healthy 4 month old son and I have been keeping him well and alive even without my medication due to breastfeeding. Does anyone else have the same kind of thing happen?",2.7315470852017927,4.748627748878928,4.209621076233187,84.74106838565024,76.4439461883408,8.047443946188341,26.845067264573988,8.841846274778883,2.179549058295964,880,35,176,20,20,292,124,223,0.132,0.763,0.105,0.2868,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,10,14,2,4,12,0,17,2,0,2,3,41,34,16,0,3,6,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,9,8,0,3,8,1,0,2,7,7,1,0,12,2,36,7,18,20,5,20,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,15,120,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719761774194464,0.1277764487470465,0.0,0.0,0.11658365427715232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412463894329753,0.07601986682854545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714649084858887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913583341772229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764228948406228,0.10913141514382632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417619915931473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473480835439733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415615087687926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611061045971786,0.08909028044272875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459781561590564,0.0997391039938951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027746183630573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084478241991076,0.0,0.12986253016744145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185050035551415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800021541183545,0.08324249350538912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562858296669027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953946247145402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618126721875853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085839386847906,0.0,0.0,0.09484484026818303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172911438051163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178878611236782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253643808741972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650721859052704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248528663234499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333782299323727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959069589166852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023428431168012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854818206007745,0.07990682871459097,0.0,0.0,0.072717307449058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933492571012346,0.0,0.0,0.1298237653112492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355506852981132,0.0989861394538854,0.0,0.0,0.11212603447190524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202125239825322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Memelover0131,2019/03/28,Is this normal of a adhd kid long story short. I have adhd and took a non stimulant and my hyper ness was gone and I felt depressed. After I stop taking it I felt hyper again and it felt really good kind of like a high. What is this is this normal??? ,0.9326415094339636,2.708535471698113,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,81.0754716981132,5.749433962264153,14.373584905660374,6.742157984588678,-0.41268,192,2,41,2,5,67,34,53,0.102,0.782,0.11599999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,5,3,3,5,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760663907700177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059134219100347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705145226724663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661258186519799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926439774472466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062521000964677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676356052714252,0.0,0.0,0.17527949202614412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38811930740531386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268842075627247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558950805412426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489187010169047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005524264927007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeeLou1977,2019/03/28,"Relief & Remorse Does anyone else feel such relief at finding out your diagnosis and immediately feel RELIEF, that thank god, I officially know something just wasn’t right and there’s a reason for it.. Then just feel complete REMORSE, thinking and knowing that you could’ve had a completely different life, if you were just diagnosed early? Am I alone in this?",8.2065625,9.36055653125,7.7968750000000036,67.66062500000001,61.8125,10.15,36.3125,10.125756701596842,3.949575,294,13,45,6,4,93,51,64,0.098,0.691,0.21100000000000002,0.8426,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,16,11,5,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,4,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266228830700029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370823353432527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299819587710095,0.22419839715961704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588397116341751,0.0,0.0,0.17470330059681602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222089222535621,0.0,0.2286116064086533,0.0,0.0,0.1914835526806904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278905935112136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33191323996484645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998988735577086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405063248863489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545531420232489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497482301203905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868639566757748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684519011727048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145237243532124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020567245052232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,axonrod,2019/03/28,"Still have “ADHD” habits on Vyvanse? So I’ve recently been prescribed Vyvanse 40mg and it helps A LOT in my ability to start/finish tasks and self-motivate. BUT, I noticed that I still have the same amount of distracting thoughts and inner monologue in my head when having conversations. And I still fidget all the time. I still get easily distracted by external stimuli. Since these “ADHD-related” traits haven’t gotten much better on vyvanse, I’m now doubting the diagnosis. Does this mean I’m not actually ADHD and am just lazy or have a habit of procrastinating? Please help. I’m confused. 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I felt terrible and tired (note I got 4-5 hours sleep the previous night) for the first 45 minutes, however the next 45 minutes I felt incredible, as I I hyper focused on a hobby of mine, and sat stiller and my mind felt clearer then it ever had before. I listened to KIDS SEE GHOSTS and music had never sounded so amazing before. It sounded to vibrant, clear and empowering. Songs like reborn, freeeeee and cud montage were an emotional experience that I had never experienced with music, mainly because they resonated with me for that short period. Following this, I once again felt unmotivated and drowsy, and struggled to focus and stay on task. I was wondering why an incredible rush for only 45 minutes, and now feeling worse then I usually do? Is it possible that getting only 5 hours of sleep is the reason for this, or missing my morning dose has made my medication inconsistent? Should I take another dose in the afternoon or wait until tomorrow? &#x200B; Is there any tips or guides anyone has on ensuring I get the most out of my medication? &#x200B; TL;DR - Took medication (Ritalin) for the first time and only felt a rush for 45 minutes, however back to previous lifestyle immediately after. Highly confused and disappointed I've missed the incredible rush and feeling of the first day on medication.",8.185055555555554,8.883427977777778,8.822361111111112,61.866875000000036,61.814814814814824,11.935185185185185,40.5787037037037,11.578365685549247,5.276537037037039,1214,64,186,35,16,408,149,270,0.098,0.8220000000000001,0.081,-0.705,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,5,6,9,0,3,14,0,13,14,2,2,4,42,36,24,1,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,12,4,0,1,9,19,0,1,9,1,1,6,2,7,0,5,17,13,21,2,30,18,2,44,0,3,1,0,4,10,0,7,28,123,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858041002752505,0.2083732405759855,0.058307894971306215,0.08990857167667454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059953205892634476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593075182287704,0.0,0.052267881232609434,0.0,0.14592124151441038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589061332729246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644886241499072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755907290822972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387269643009845,0.0,0.0,0.08670804994366663,0.0,0.4116316175110625,0.0,0.0,0.3646629758142415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959391882264113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715234870267498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059174388161097,0.0,0.0,0.1688783405093872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041889493802194734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811317028281376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43188314633158026,0.0,0.0,0.08657556383237118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225992787201862,0.0,0.0911882070790722,0.0804636034278079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131304988633457,0.0,0.1956332885130124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666187644258738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815765314993826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832573552090385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716090055116243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139018238858126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963676183787435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446774973238714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999718820706111,0.09854848302968083,0.0,0.0,0.09526316180264342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443333878878137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948423113202746,0.07736934248661291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298417100737943,0.0,0.0,0.08737901471250015,0.0,0.0,0.2083732405759855,0.0 adhd,Wryel,2019/03/28,"How (not) to revise for exams There's a TV show of the same name, but this is one of the actors reading a section from the book the series came from. I cringe at how accurate this is, but it's good to laugh at ones self as often as possible. [Rimmer revises for his astronavigation exam](https://youtu.be/j5mqbKs1PoI)",6.142118644067796,7.406877067796612,6.562500000000004,74.28408898305086,66.45762711864407,9.289830508474578,28.309322033898304,9.516144504307137,2.4401830508474576,253,8,46,5,4,82,44,59,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,12,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,36,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260047119696556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31240888760556984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504788560354338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41990224440201374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725692731483082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885658547942536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LaLumen,2019/03/28,"Interactions between Adderall, Prozac and DayQuil? Hi, has anyone ever experienced any negative side effects from talking DayQuil (as directed) consecutively with Adderall and Prozac (as directed)? I take Adderall and Prozac daily, but the last few times I had to take DayQuil to get through work, I found myself being uncontrollably emotional, almost manic. I called my psychiatrist and he said there shouldn't be any adverse interactions, but I'm just curious to see if I'm the only one who has experienced this. 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Tolerance is an issue? Ive seen a few posts on here about people only taking their Ritalin (or similar med) on school/work days. Or saying after a while they developed a tolerance and now it's not as effective. Is this really that common? This confuses me greatly. I've been taking mine 3x daily (60 mg total) for a few months now and I can't imagine going a day without it. It helps me in my ability to just ""do"" that the idea of only using it on days I work makes no sense to me. It even makes my days off at home feel normal because I can watch a movie without getting side tracked or fidgeting. I can talk with my husband about something and not interrupt him or repeat myself 3 times. I also took Ritalin for about 2 years a few years back and never felt as if it was declining in effectiveness. I was also under the understanding that you are supposed to take it everyday in order for it to be the most effective. 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Then proceeds to walk out of restaurant without food. I’ve done this too many times. Please tell me I’m not alone on this.",0.8460000000000001,3.3816392666666717,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,89.66666666666666,3.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.158,118,3,26,0,4,34,26,30,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.466,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342663759335488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314726318742675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8205356714579722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932287238869775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482905525245237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977015076539524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189419395252572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180407183638116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Parradoxxe,2019/03/28,"(Small) victory today by actually making it to my important work meeting AND getting house stuff done before the meeting So, for two weeks I’ve been dreading and anxious about this work meeting. Convinced I was going to miss it, or be late. Or forget my snacks (I had to work after said meeting). Not only was I productive this morning before the meeting - got some dishes done, did a home workout, showered- I also left on time! Idk what kicked my butt today... but dammit I’m happy for adderall and lists and alarms. 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I recently dumped my last psychiatrist of two years due to his outrageous bill for a mere fifteen minutes, unwillingness to consider my severe depression and my decreased efficacy of my current dose of my ADHD stimulant, and creepy attitude, etc. Thankfully, I found a caring physician who accepted my insurance and would treat me. Without getting further into the weeds, my new physician recommended that I switch to an extended release version of adderall. This required a prior authorization from the insurance company. Question one: **Does anyone know what a prior authorization entails (with regards to insurance)?** My physician called me to tell me that if the prior authorization did not go through (I am assuming it is related to billing), then he would continue me on my current dose of instant release adderall. At this point, taking my dose only puts me in a state of anxiety. In the past, I was efficient, conscious, A BETTER DRIVER, and absorbent of information. I took this instant release dose for almost two years. Basically, if my insurance denies the extended release version (I am not sure why they would?), I would WANT to pay out of pocket for the recommended alternative even if the pharmacy charged the same amount as my previous physician. Without revealing much of myself, I am in a professional position that requires ten hours of constant focus daily. Question 2: **How do I tell my new doctor that I do not want to stick with my same prescription (even though I mentioned all of this to him during our meeting), WITHOUT seeming like I am seeking drugs?** &#x200B; Sorry for this lengthy post, I just am scared of being labeled, as a majority of my academic research has centered around doctors flagging patients for arbitrary reasons. I am horrified of losing care, as it could impact my professional and financial future, along with my health. 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So, in November I had a Neuropsych evaluation and officially discovered I have ADD. However, my therapist didn't prescribe any medication. I'm no longer seeing that therapist for unrelated reasons. However, I really think medication could be beneficial for my daily life. I haven't brought it up to my neurologist (I'm epileptic) or my GP since the neuropsych eval, and I'm not sure how to.... How have any of you broached this subject with your doctors?",5.532613636363639,8.302855215909094,7.070454545454545,63.96318181818185,70.70454545454545,11.672727272727276,38.27272727272727,11.20814326018867,5.71579090909091,401,24,62,16,8,137,63,88,0.062,0.892,0.046,-0.10099999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,3,1,15,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,1,10,1,9,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153462921499961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851218074455156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353336093222774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373191296636863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376998545526478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671502852392787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853582546588934,0.23839129383044225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476286415022705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179746877517806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185258538526756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384160109231815,0.0,0.1485668983327019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cwilde7,2019/03/28,"Anyone turn on the screen time-limit feature on their iPhone only to ultimately be annoyed? I thought I would take advantage of this feature, in hopes that I would stop wasting so much time and to try and get me back on track. Only to return again to Reddit, and see that annoying warning that I’ve exceeded my daily self-imposed limit. Tech fail for ADD.",6.671911764705883,6.929324132352942,6.831176470588236,76.36529411764708,65.02941176470588,9.15294117647059,33.17647058823529,8.841846274778883,2.799311764705882,283,11,50,4,4,91,51,68,0.215,0.721,0.064,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,2,10,5,1,9,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,5,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879914815325888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673489481006715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404669965934885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670362556909178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764126732722068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089566320608481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424469394315687,0.0,0.2804771070360541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247769878965636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214745154691613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344289858414375,0.31354605124340185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253665859121346,0.2924398587374141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38197744288525737,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brinkworthspoon,2019/03/28,"Being punctual and ""cushion time"" I am always late, and I've tried to stop being late. The oft-given advice is to set your alarms thirty minutes before you actually leave. But this only works for me if I've truly forgotten the actual time of the appointment (which is often but not often enough that I can rely on it). I have the complacency that the ""extra time"" is there so I usually tell myself things like oh, I don't really need to leave/get ready yet, I can just spend another few minutes doing this other thing and still be on time, and then I'm either just barely on time or late depending on the circumstances. So yeah, big problem. It doesn't help that I do have a conscious aversion to being early. No matter what my higher brain says about being early being preferable to being late, my instincts see being early as a sheer waste of time, so when I follow a schedule and come somewhere early I always push it forward because being early is a negative reinforcement to me. How do you manage this? 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I’m talking emotionally, not physically. I’ve always been very coordinated but I never knew what it meant to be anxious until my 10th day of a bout of it. I didnt know what it meant to be depressed until someone asked if I was okay (even after looking into it myself, and concluding I didn’t have depression (from under the covers at 2pm the 4th day that week)). While medicated though I have seen big improvements, almost like I’m more self aware but from the inside - not an anxiety driven hyper self awareness you probably have experienced. Maybe imposter syndrome? Thoughts? 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I get angry at myself and then slip into depression. 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In one of our previous sessions (at this time I was already taking the antidepressants and they were in full effect), we discussed the topic of how I've never really had any ""close"" friends or relationships in general, and I kind of got the sense that the way I socialize with and feel about other people isn't normal. **To sum it up, I basically told her that, while they were nice, I didn't really care about having friends and I had little to no interest in romantic relationships (romantic attraction is rare, ""aesthetic"" attraction is fairly common)**. She didn't outright say anything like ""oh that's not normal,"" but it seemed as if she didn't entirely understand how I felt. It was towards the end of the session, so we couldn't talk about it as much as I would have liked, and it's been on my mind since then. At our latest session, I brought up what we had talked about before and I asked if it meant something was possibly wrong with me (developmentally, emotionally, etc.). She said that everyone is wired differently and that lots of people prefer having small friend groups... until I gave her a more precise description of my feelings. **I explained that I just don't really connect with anyone on a friendship level, and being close to someone on an intimate/relationship level would probably drive me crazy.** **We talked a bit more and she asked me a few other questions until she asked if I'd ever looked into autism or discussed it with another doctor.** About two years ago, I brought it up with my parents (after doing a lot of research) because there were just some qualities about me that weren't normal, and ADHD, depression, and anxiety couldn't account for. My parents began doing their own research, even going as far as asking my doctor about it (who agreed that it could be a possibility and encouraged them to continue researching), until they discovered that testing/evaluation could end up being a long, expensive process and they stopped looking into it. When I realized no further action would be taken, I dismissed the idea and didn't bring it up again. &#x200B; However, now my counselor has once again brought it up as a possibility. **So, before I try anything, like bringing it up with my parents again (and potentially wasting money), I would like to know:** Has anyone else with ADHD experienced something like this, or does this sound like something that could be related to ADHD? As well, does this sound familiar to anyone who has comorbid ADHD and autism?",5.607958656330748,7.758070703703709,6.111748492678728,73.61182170542638,68.81481481481481,9.023255813953488,31.44702842377261,9.530980864609335,3.2721653746770025,2380,102,386,54,43,769,253,540,0.057999999999999996,0.821,0.121,0.9893,6,0,3,0,0,0,110.0,6,0,6,1,27,23,0,0,23,1,46,2,0,3,4,90,82,48,0,17,13,3,3,6,3,4,2,4,0,0,34,35,0,1,15,1,3,8,13,4,1,3,29,11,53,19,75,39,16,74,0,2,3,0,50,32,0,13,39,302,87,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372282229426025,0.0,0.053749183179825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691212345578453,0.0,0.0,0.13139578455309492,0.14735608840059272,0.041233813430621866,0.06358098285239197,0.09277106995513013,0.0,0.0,0.12719200243265974,0.062127623822507264,0.0997947177984091,0.05397791918770706,0.2267417975005063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036962474193587565,0.0,0.10319167329108472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661976099844404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182132490965461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523610887773666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044495065417576,0.0,0.0,0.06335056835533072,0.0,0.1241247854776164,0.10612402479107454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065268111685648,0.0682061048571988,0.16111358050852576,0.0,0.0676239451729185,0.0400487816975403,0.054847741351728325,0.0,0.05793924845253784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131765785867641,0.0,0.05821901588781031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053912738643706,0.0,0.031679234304968995,0.05816652425490618,0.034460212816436006,0.0,0.0484952711872099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040642297481318576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844942519903789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628384185028918,0.03332335705512394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773890547681984,0.06077210235994345,0.0,0.10731996251323356,0.1018360947829326,0.0,0.0,0.15464887910992112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612239671569628,0.0,0.048398201237878885,0.0,0.04457363058818529,0.0,0.04676537536560077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822799336040254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457419299131048,0.04108777964715982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198365301623866,0.0,0.0,0.1261098216830009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050702283652438,0.0,0.0,0.0653746810885176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792496852558158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653281489247352,0.0,0.05986965185379493,0.19529758215047002,0.0,0.0,0.0576776781895953,0.04821930872583055,0.0,0.0,0.048318167417386516,0.05519973857914591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031563700998873,0.0,0.0,0.06180964787178037,0.05137575670767365,0.14003913249379432,0.0,0.0,0.04291769656609167,0.0,0.0,0.0506934941205293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676970328282756,0.14620811513150414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071339932954752,0.0,0.0,0.05793924845253784,0.0,0.041167119088422535,0.0,0.05923148982346785,0.12624614525711167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0357640368993624,0.04812916383212119,0.0,0.0,0.054518059929577034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722931821115897,0.06629474801490219,0.14735608840059272,0.0390468896628576 adhd,GoLittleMonster,2019/03/28,Question ! How do I get tested PLEASE I've never been diagnosed but I've been convinced I have ADHD for years. I haven't done anything about it because I keep putting it off! Go figure. My procrastination NEEDS to stop soon and if I can get just get tested maybe I can start getting some answers?? How do you go about getting tested? Do you actually just schedule an appointment with your regular doctor and ask? Any advice AT ALL would be greatly appreciated I don't know what to do AAAAAAAAAA,2.684854932301743,5.507290851063836,3.810812379110253,82.96136363636364,81.97872340425532,5.971373307543519,26.63056092843327,7.348242739294969,1.6646510638297867,396,17,71,6,11,128,64,94,0.03,0.8420000000000001,0.128,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,2,2,20,26,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,11,2,8,21,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,49,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.1877024408256788,0.0,0.23116311827952826,0.18795877681143167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080221803197914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582847831655243,0.0,0.17981801564100924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725264306697733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522765190581934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687479646447725,0.0,0.1968372540731882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024655456154609,0.0,0.21862990081322112,0.0,0.0,0.21206269884242784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096640984956638,0.0,0.0,0.10570860787386732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932379156113076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262249492364826,0.14834948106875606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111386999642746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336136219637864,0.2154721041711917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614384498085896,0.0,0.0,0.1608102893978759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663743719643007,0.0,0.0,0.12386484174560385 adhd,Photosynthia,2019/03/28,How old were you? I was diagnosed at 27 and I'm curious how old you were when you got your diagnosis. How did it change things?,-0.7850000000000001,1.3753489259259304,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,96.77777777777777,7.1444444444444475,17.86111111111111,8.07648339933343,0.9380444444444448,99,3,24,3,4,34,20,27,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38285609078570976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673341964710451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894549817880402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7595338738220714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043899410490585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nyctorns,2019/09/17,"Getting tattoo'd on meds? I recently started with Concerta, and an planning to get a tattoo done. And I was just wondering if the meds have any effect on the tattoo process? Since the meds raise blood pressure, if it can make it harder to deal with getting tattoo'd or easier to pass out or something? Not sure if it's even a thing, but rather be on the safe side.",3.5256807511737094,5.466710887323941,4.148943661971831,86.39318075117373,73.92957746478874,6.986854460093897,28.734741784037556,7.793537801064563,1.8526882629107977,287,12,55,4,6,91,50,71,0.043,0.8690000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.638,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,7,0,5,1,1,2,1,19,11,8,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,9,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,2,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408938638145027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844461710360005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683240225698008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994835548821094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321042405925488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143519744479455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7060709775338239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092113409059062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527385146602947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311978763393845,0.0,0.0,0.14997362719114768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969954918726254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076729213602088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297807552516589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stevowns,2019/09/17,"Vyvanse Since vyvanse is metabolized differently than a lot of ADHD medications I wanted to know how the strengths work as you go up. Does taking a higher dosage of vyvanse mean that it will last longer, or mean it will feel stronger? I've researched that the equivalent dosage of vyvanse to dexedrine is about 20mg of vyvanse for every 5mg of dexedrine. Not sure if its the absorption method in relation to my metabolism but I feel as though the equivalent strength is more like 10mg of dexedrine per 20mg of vyvanse. i was having a particularly stressful day at work and realized i need to take a bit more, I just tallied up how much I took and realized I'm at 30mg of vyvanse, and 20mg of dexedrine. Which is about 80mg of vyvanse total. Usually this would be too much and I would probably be having a panic attack right now but it's so weird that some days, the medication doesn't really work as well, and on other days, it's way too strong.",5.368599290780139,5.986429228723409,6.023191489361705,79.78333333333335,67.88297872340425,9.458156028368792,32.687943262411345,9.516144504307137,2.86957304964539,757,32,151,15,12,247,106,188,0.094,0.805,0.10099999999999999,0.0779,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,6,11,10,1,2,10,0,14,2,0,2,2,28,26,16,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,2,2,9,6,27,18,8,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,7,97,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774980325339726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802187026058288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161242274594409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28574889371164786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430753075319606,0.0,0.0,0.1292469558224864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443754552179084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935582460240845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393721614474563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116809488972145,0.1203893361527903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215523694823052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556312852292098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217614918933241,0.0,0.2975698957323736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714238881612927,0.10951233238436534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328566688821162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923780755943226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461578317086372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612883568941835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217300211200666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918159195537408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919870671268306,0.0,0.22209319498704005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510741630823082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640921240243591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266274231654826,0.0,0.08711303413653472,0.11723166217696168,0.0,0.0,0.13279355541061866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225663304212231,0.0,0.0,0.2098334410208413,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RondoNumbaThirtyNine,2019/09/17,"Interviewing is the worst, especially after you mess up interview after interview :( The pills sometimes don't help either.",8.35736842105263,12.340795526315794,8.609736842105267,50.25565789473686,67.42105263157895,12.221052631578946,35.8157894736842,11.20814326018867,6.307084210526316,101,5,11,4,2,33,16,19,0.445,0.555,0.0,-0.9005,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,10,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610167237133424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8278044670777921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,j_miles,2019/09/17,"Doing the right thing at the wrong place wrong time I have a dozen or so hobbies, and I can concentrate best on them when I'm at work and it's not what I'm supposed to be doing. At home or at some Starbucks, I lose most of my interest in doing all that and can ironically concentrate on all my office work much better. In class A, I'm far more able to do work for class B than pay attention to what's happening in class A, and vice versa. It's like I have the attention and the ability, but they're mismatched to the context no matter where I go. I can cram an entire course in last minute panic, but am so unable to concentrate on a class unless it's that last week where I have to teach myself in a frenzy. I get things done (eventually), but never quite in the correct place or the correct time I'm supposed to.",8.416915966386554,5.082218523529414,8.735546218487396,75.68852941176472,63.764705882352935,12.067226890756302,34.87394957983193,9.957137785484203,3.0426302521008406,639,18,138,10,7,214,91,170,0.105,0.826,0.068,-0.7974,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,7,5,8,0,1,13,0,13,0,0,0,5,23,20,15,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,12,4,24,18,7,27,0,1,0,0,1,19,0,5,8,98,21,9,0.17535164464079206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402073271375124,0.15508427988452686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944561325818814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916139969525801,0.0,0.09965638062959864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506288024815285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758919968739064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28586998850898165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566795621779594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617363713944386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890363502980615,0.0,0.13524199843297338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057373733635134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664102939091013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650805853606198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497493464181278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329916820651711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449790826123587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065651228269002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829742571795143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834389925047312,0.0,0.0 adhd,Icantremember017,2019/09/17,"I just don't know I know nobody here can offer a medical opinion, but I just want some thoughts. My entire life I've struggled with concentration. Everyone always told me I was smart growing up, but I never seemed to be able to focus on school or work in my life. I always procrastinate, always lose things, and seem to forget a lot. I try to keep a routine but I just can't seem to. I take medications for depression, but that doesn't seem to help my concentration. Do I have ADHD? I am worried about my job, I keep getting lost I the details. I don't know what to do, anything you could tell me would help. 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I’ve been living in my current apartment four years and definitely got lazy (more like sidetracked) about keeping things purged and tidy. My partner and I are moving on Friday so I’m packing and purging. I swear nothing feels as good as a ruthless, pre-move purge when you have a moving deadline. I’ve thrown out 3 bags of trash in the last hour and a half 🙂",3.95809523809524,4.973253323232324,4.467128427128428,88.22545454545454,71.32323232323233,6.8692640692640685,27.274170274170274,6.868970318607317,1.1367564213564214,385,13,80,3,7,122,66,99,0.039,0.779,0.182,0.9365,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,10,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,1,8,4,10,6,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,9,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302486245328511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818323983967286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925614023289353,0.2789715249755966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175151804867686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501712342013532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421614688595052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085204344489845,0.0,0.1540007697090321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7414498321293278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734408388879038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172682849410903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586539715899875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169561054220368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167304009123407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461922756860764 adhd,sadbrownman,2019/09/17,"Just got tested and I have some questions I'm 22 and I've always found it very difficult to focus so I decided to get tested. Had a 3.5 hour appointment today and I was given 2-3 questionnaires to do and a bunch of physical tests (arranging blocks in patterns, simple math problems, connecting dots, repeating numbers, saying words that come to mind, a computer test where I had to click whenever a letter flashed, and some other stuff). My question was, is this standard for adult testing? It seemed like these were things that a child would be tested with. I didn't really have too much trouble with it. How does this help establish whether a person has adhd?",4.341152993348114,6.745711422764227,4.887982261640797,79.93423503325944,72.98373983739837,8.375166297117516,28.2549889135255,9.095868883498916,2.704112195121952,527,21,90,12,11,168,93,123,0.08900000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.048,-0.5897,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,24,20,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,9,2,6,1,10,9,4,6,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,5,4,61,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990204618396245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994533396165113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628851982813915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925025704092294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711751883338694,0.0,0.0,0.11298672938343435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729625795010486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495426950147278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129721705290078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565353011529548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836057470173748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897570908506814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882956487880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069312566535715,0.0,0.0,0.4845205514310293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854145477752827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197833551195174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687464238679564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475655333903172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367328686529532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049888399356045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843684091463127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362463431446885,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,atomicupcake,2019/09/17,"Diagnosed about a week ago Hello, I’m 25 years old. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I’ve been diagnosed with depression and generalized anxiety since 2014 and I’ve tried a lot of different SSRIs before being diagnosed at bipolar and began taking mood stabilizers and antipsychotics. I felt like a zombie and I was always crying over everything. I asked to be taken off my bipolar meds because I was questioning whether or not I was bipolar, but I was told to just try a different antipsychotic. I went to a different psychiatrist after this who accused me of being addicted to my meds and kept taking phone calls while asking me about very personal aspects of my life. Out of frustration and a lack of mental health professionals in the area, I decided to talk to my primary physician. After nearly breaking down to her about how I feel and how my brain seems to want to work, she immediately thought I might have ADHD and made me take an assessment. I’ve been taking a small dose of what she called a generic for adderall twice a day, but only on days where I need to concentrate and function. When I take it, I feel more alive and level headed. I can get my tasks done and focus instead of staring off into nothingness and bawling. I’m still taking my fluoxetine daily and lorazepam as needed, although I haven’t needed to take lorazepam really at all since I stared the new medication. I’m in disbelief and I’m scared. I’m not sure what to think. I mean, all my anxiety and inability to concentrate, crying when I know I have to get something done but can’t focus. Wanting to make coffee, but that means I have to clean the coffee pot so I don’t. Sometimes I’ll even fixate on things that don’t even matter instead of focusing on my life and what I need to do. Instead of tackling a problem, I’ll cry about why the problem exists and how I don’t want to deal with it; which makes everything take so much longer compared to just getting it done. But I just can’t bring myself to do things. Even if I know it’s better for me to do them. I’m sorry for ranting. I’m just confused and this is the first place I’ve found where I’m reading real life experiences that I can relate to. It makes me feel hopeful in a way. Thank you.",4.781728057872591,6.02338226544623,5.947101203218428,77.53272385029899,69.59496567505721,9.025437366206539,29.88624787775891,9.370254747372089,2.7138341920720452,1778,69,328,37,31,594,213,437,0.114,0.828,0.057999999999999996,-0.9713,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,3,24,12,1,2,17,0,29,17,2,7,3,80,81,37,0,12,14,0,4,1,0,1,15,0,1,1,17,24,0,1,14,1,0,2,9,6,0,2,19,6,47,5,59,58,6,41,0,1,2,0,17,21,0,8,17,229,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763277468251173,0.17116858003338598,0.0,0.06312610357762362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925499192885896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895563103538812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314924383600746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341083596793074,0.0,0.06059709070115129,0.0,0.0,0.06298218708824514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949735504168756,0.1454330448689219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467269166344565,0.0918530977207165,0.073417564233465,0.06133572622422245,0.2891191311891093,0.0,0.22320755236338166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862713348136792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411067141134996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800345887037287,0.06966006237581099,0.0,0.0,0.1080224272852854,0.0,0.06837572981947572,0.0,0.0,0.060573814179301924,0.0,0.07808147260799628,0.0,0.0,0.11161769394549086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308517073754335,0.07569617985276107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073066220273126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827369885708221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089972500964724,0.03479111648191717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060542818720270425,0.0,0.06738354339631898,0.1426058627256265,0.0,0.0,0.15514385396430475,0.15820336838327045,0.07173969168284214,0.07176604072571316,0.07554583004510322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052349811752984365,0.21121440235444025,0.0,0.06877804176931132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472615394162102,0.0,0.0,0.05416076053609506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062180519474922175,0.07440251745446055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362826106449547,0.0,0.0,0.0797749536826848,0.0,0.07123235681019263,0.08105608187063562,0.045620926110839455,0.0,0.07031433075800696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129672184663799,0.0,0.0,0.06482971849724492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781640050531555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482331240363845,0.07043156251084881,0.07971721895847488,0.0,0.0,0.0568708621002463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671174903472054,0.0,0.4283470219731425,0.057238380651613886,0.0,0.06556344138349983,0.0,0.0,0.09462161942370816,0.04563046975431039,0.0,0.056535235338234124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804715500118369,0.0,0.09669802106103688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058758253606402924,0.12600996875300524,0.0565256326036839,0.05712284171138809,0.0,0.0,0.06601524374699196,0.0642587332110483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184397441533435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458588922736744 adhd,GrilledCheeseRemix,2019/09/17,"Amazing / Terrible first day on Vyvanse Up until lunch time it was awesome. I felt very organized at school compared to usual. Able to store thoughts and remember them later. Able to watch an entire video module without my mind wandering off and thinking about John Wick, metallica, or Cheetos and then suddenly realizing I'm completely lost. That was great. And you should see the notes I took ! Also of note, my text messages to friends were 1 long message instead of 4 shorter ones since usually I can't organize my thoughts into one message and keep remembering things I forgot to tell them. After lunch I started feeling a little dizzy, overheated and got one of the worst headaches in recent memory. The headache got so bad I came near throwing up several times. I would say it lasted about 7 hours and is finally starting to go away. Is this common with Vyvanse ? It's only 30mg. Maybe my dose is too high. Just , I'm scared to take it again tomorrow in case it happens again, but I'm so thrilled with the prospect of being medicated after how the first half of today went. I'm completely torn and not sure how to proceed.",5.2537973933649305,7.035543962085312,5.547437796208531,78.77859745260666,69.09478672985782,8.687322274881518,33.56664691943128,9.188382445141503,3.1907082938388625,900,43,157,18,16,286,148,211,0.083,0.8290000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.4983,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,3,12,10,0,1,7,0,10,4,0,2,1,33,33,17,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,12,2,2,8,1,1,5,3,5,0,6,13,5,14,5,31,17,1,43,0,1,2,0,9,12,0,1,26,99,22,1,0.2431822014734777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723635932951534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423884167644452,0.0,0.1015234902515062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906782700399312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549719115099423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841620099440734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148011393629326,0.0,0.11674652473814195,0.13319710753104722,0.0,0.20685065634365496,0.0,0.0,0.093940982809438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910302461670477,0.0,0.19449502163522214,0.13405461781654854,0.0,0.0,0.10752260882072136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846767374303653,0.0,0.0,0.11974274156361225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807575710842368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911297564847568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186622606651695,0.0,0.10760429790321324,0.0,0.0,0.13273104982832626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221546036447856,0.0,0.0,0.12249024195968465,0.0,0.0,0.1227723500175843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471798299849045,0.09247551121513263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200565431178384,0.0,0.27547802873242905,0.0,0.0,0.09669412361528687,0.12173390357650113,0.1230566853846364,0.0968923648342996,0.0,0.0,0.1373633343016876,0.0,0.10058141501719572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212561385484945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145981734728064,0.0,0.09142137555483346,0.0,0.10627598138861526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077972448687863,0.0779106677186394,0.0,0.19305950425444207,0.14180149729864547,0.0,0.11525414622419175,0.0,0.13509218683532054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678308384003937,0.10032539215802314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271616855206773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720948212166794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637482934427029,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mj9094,2019/09/17,"A little somethinng from someone who decided not to live life thier life on prescription drugs. First, let me start with a little background. I am an international student who has lived his life in the middle east and India and came to the states for my master's degree. I was smoking pot for five years straight and continued smoking for the one and a half years out of two that I've been in the states cause you know, pot here is pure and nothing compared to the poison you get back in India. Now that I was expected to be at the peak of my performance, I couldn't be even though I quit pot. For someone at that stage, I noticed that when you quit pot after years of smoking every single day, the symptoms feel just like some form of ADHD. I wasn't able to focus or do anything. I had shitty grades since I was a kid, crazy hyperactive, never the bright one, doing all kinds of weird stuff and ending up on everyone's shit list. And being of an Indian origin, if you've already guessed there is nothing called as a mental disability as long as it is something crazy noticeable. People there do not believe in Psychiatrists or prescription drugs. Now coming back, after getting off the pot train I wasn't able to focus, create any healthy habits, or be able to do anything. So my friend suggested that I should go to a psychiatrist as I was headed towards depression for being so useless. Now here is what happens at my FIRST APPOINTMENT. He asked me about my symptoms, talked to me about my childhood and what I am facing right now, and his response was - I am sure you've always had ADHD, and I am prescribing you 40 mg of Adderall a day, 20mg in the morning and 20mg in the evening. And here we go, prescribed something like Adderall in my first 30-minute session. After that, life was on track; I was doing great in every aspect of my life. The fucked up part is that I put in blind faith in the doc and I had been convinced that I've always had ADHD, which is probably true too. Since I've never been big on hard drugs, I started with 10mg a day and headed to 20 mg and ended at 30mg. This went on for four to five months and my parents weren't appreciative of the fact that I was taking prescription drugs. I was so convinced to the point that I started arguing with my parents and saying things like ""You won't ever understand what this feels like, You do not know what it feels to be so useless in today's crazy fast world because my brain can't keep up with the things that are expected of me or even the things that I want to flourish in myself"". My family is pretty chill, and they are crazy supportive and love me to death. My mom started reading up on ADHD, and she started sharing with me natural ways of having a normal life with this condition. She wasn't ready to believe that her child has been hooked on to a crazy addictive drug and this is how my life is going to be from now on. She blamed the doctors as it is their job to get people hooked on to these drugs, which isn't entirely wrong. They do get a shit ton of money off it. And it was hard for me to disagree when I looked back and realized that I was given this crazy addictive drug in half an hour without any tests being done. After months of disagreeing with my parents, I finally agreed to what something my mom said, and it was this - ""Give me four to 5 months of your life without taking this drug, and if I cant turn your life around then you can do whatever you want "". It was something hard to disagree with because when someone is ready to make such a deal with you, where they are ready to drop everything in their lives to heal you, you have to put in some faith with that decision. I quit Adderall. It led to withdrawals and the ending point, which was depression and existential crisis. I would go to my mom and be in tears every single day during the withdrawal, with questions like - what is my worth, what is the point of me being on this earth if I vanish today no one is going to care, and life will move on as usual. Because you know, this is what existential crisis is, It's hard to find the motive of your existence and stuff like this is what leads to suicide. I finally understood why it is possible for people to kill themselves during such a stage in life. But thanks to this crazy amount of support, I never tried to. But I get it now. All she did was, be with me, talk to me, sit and pray next to me, feed me healthy food, and push me to workout. This is all it took for me to get over the phase of Adderall and get my mind healthy. And today four and a half months later I am back to my usual self. I feel amazing. I got all my interests back. I am still not the smartest, but fuck no am I not going to take Adderall anything of the kind again in my life ever again. I takes me twice or even thrice the amount of time an average student to understand something. But I have started putting in that amount of time for the things that are important to me. I meditate, which has helped massively with my concentration little by little. Eat healthy and workout. &#x200B; America has the maximum population hooked on to prescription drugs. People in other countries get by without any of them because they do not believe that they exist. If something is messing up your head, there are always natural remedies that exist. And all you need is time and support. In my case, I was given this crazy addictive drug without even knowing much about it or anything being explained to me. For every person out there, please, if you think you have ADHD or any other disorder, please eat healthy, workout, meditate and create a strong support system with people that love you. I promise you that it gets better as you grow up to be a mature person. Do not seek prescription drugs or advice from Psychiatrists who are trying to prescribe you these drugs. Please take a second, third, or even a 4th opinion if you have to. Try finding some a conservative psychiatrist, who is not ready to prescribe you these substances until and unless they tried out every other alternative. If any doctor is trying to give such addictive drugs from the get-go, something like what happened to me, then please do not listen to them. I want to end this by saying that believe in yourself, you are capable of doing anything you put your mind to. If you still think that you have ADHD, why not just try believing that you do not and work towards it for a couple of months or a year. It's not going to be easy but the end result will be worth it, I promise this to you. Because anyhow you have this drug as a final option and you are probably living your life around it. There is no harm in giving this a shot. Please do try. I love all of you, and I wish you a lifetime of happiness.",6.707862811791383,6.246182177626608,6.703082955404388,79.73267431972792,65.09221466364323,9.496636432350716,31.980442176870746,8.802035711193398,2.439726303854875,5323,180,1036,71,72,1696,422,1323,0.075,0.8079999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9959,4,0,22,0,0,1,136.0,1,37,10,13,53,50,7,0,58,0,120,54,7,8,15,172,197,87,3,19,42,6,8,7,1,5,38,4,0,5,89,65,4,2,21,4,3,20,31,15,0,18,38,15,146,35,192,137,18,173,3,4,3,5,93,69,4,26,83,771,235,12,0.08793151325042703,0.0,0.0,0.1278111048290652,0.2113531824885708,0.028641885689075608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03234487047581263,0.0,0.07316606307101571,0.031757919289813155,0.03561547106100345,0.09966074051726943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206002385910221,0.052185126237518434,0.02740136500246129,0.0,0.0,0.11268984333531055,0.0,0.08933705721110262,0.0,0.0,0.16511450679282874,0.0,0.025922759263790927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327202164949652,0.0299293021204149,0.03352340864535786,0.02988401269565512,0.030109961986092695,0.0,0.02524840422565321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03243151564249523,0.0,0.07561140220524344,0.030217843033800058,0.050490189010189486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033592377404678124,0.06000108652603901,0.0,0.029994822408170183,0.0,0.0,0.4758723151590679,0.05998392678769018,0.0,0.0,0.12980203547334318,0.0,0.0,0.11615587040010927,0.05302605860610033,0.12347682061425623,0.02800744304433301,0.026342391417592908,0.0,0.02763133499607664,0.0,0.05928108686102763,0.041878860423768115,0.0,0.09632467470743084,0.05357854006480834,0.07479450025097885,0.035442378285595516,0.0,0.02264522300457677,0.054194178060328085,0.1531352881132576,0.0843519199161139,0.13326268096729524,0.0,0.02344228794765757,0.032314934594702416,0.032288825110601896,0.0,0.0518383645127137,0.03120157697830817,0.10502581915068457,0.0,0.090243100837125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0196462132716706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028864942699055686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029086152948657514,0.026052523061988277,0.03242773042468088,0.06104475985633207,0.06443314676626435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02997197661361825,0.2691373890944497,0.1002374234910145,0.11750730228575745,0.10352684957350634,0.02593887406109153,0.024613441670948647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936162378399768,0.0,0.019564989298016842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02953809454793121,0.0,0.05919050795080316,0.10298432557511708,0.11697682493486733,0.0311524275910212,0.021546593256217102,0.02173336763301096,0.06781820382457243,0.0,0.031172053967699124,0.0,0.028718071119132663,0.05624843899320765,0.06674040709450457,0.0,0.0,0.0595846690639389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763753947158484,0.03174041999559996,0.0,0.1016010661296652,0.05118560379579802,0.0,0.16087066035186556,0.08312370199848249,0.033043189745737625,0.0,0.029819320308441893,0.06320336235041002,0.0,0.0,0.11786061021813984,0.032834472970886625,0.09352598804573764,0.029318436255569718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02503101062207961,0.027881001738359643,0.04661777909950279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030577248490219505,0.0,0.06017362316117617,0.04849190427995929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450408582854096,0.1579526079722082,0.0,0.0,0.12447675531933433,0.0,0.04681481337837145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710703016100734,0.03206093454461869,0.13304485226801172,0.02762480353727098,0.060929673761527664,0.11018925792079184,0.04711734637611351,0.0,0.02698517447653609,0.0,0.0,0.07789038694493433,0.037561975447989775,0.0287974217719555,0.0,0.05127357250282202,0.0,0.08334879299942899,0.0,0.03256504888039595,0.1392993595488096,0.03188141208226717,0.02863210383235653,0.06102653757671018,0.0,0.0,0.0645627593164837,0.0,0.05186428474205256,0.023265314114381867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027171131243759947,0.052896342557690136,0.0,0.033705633561828686,0.11301712124005844,0.0,0.021338396301859738,0.0,0.0,0.02082134137824616,0.03204643533971234,0.03561547106100345,0.07550001544715848 adhd,naruto98705,2019/09/17,"Sleep advice? I’m generally pretty good at handling all of my other symptoms (I don’t take anything) except not being able to fall asleep. I’m always restless, even when I work out, go to class, and go to work. Advice?",1.4909302325581422,4.0047371627907005,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,84.34883720930233,4.370232558139535,20.227906976744187,5.6839178017228535,0.16361767441860442,170,5,31,1,5,57,34,43,0.047,0.8079999999999999,0.145,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,18,4,3,0.2633133283976581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146134740725022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190977828177951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166844335216728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739159700395084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929406517284657,0.22085472704370654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678843178307382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635034901343519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736833690779238,0.1979788532069928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833904782402013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Elliot-Green,2019/09/17,"I was was just diagnosed with adhd, and was recommended to start medication ASAP. I wanted to know how other people with adhd feel about their medications. I’m 19f, from Canada. I was officially diagnosed with adhd this year. I’ve also been previously diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I never realized that adhd affected things like memory and starting tasks. I thought it was all about not being able to pay attention. The more I learn about adhd, the more I realize how little I know. After diagnosing me psychologist told me the first thing I need to do is talk to my doctor and start medication. But they won’t put me on anything until I can see my psychiatrist, because I’ve been sensitive to medications in the past. But I can’t see my psychiatrist for months. The whole thing has left me with a lot of questions. I was wondering how actual people with adhd feel about their medication. What are the benefits of being on medication? What symptoms do stimulant medications help with? I’ve heard non stimulant medications are a thing, what symptoms do those medications help with? I’ve tried to do find answers to these questions online, but the information isn’t easy to find. And I’m easily discouraged. Asking real people about their experiences feels like the best option, but I don’t know anybody with adhd. So I thought reddit would be a good place to go. Any other additional advice or wisdom or resources you want to share would be greatly appreciated. Like I said this is all very new to me, and I don’t really know what to do with myself.",5.65589800443459,7.601750505226484,7.094939816281277,67.43079743427306,68.33797909407666,10.65372188786823,29.77019322141273,10.735267742514802,3.757733101045297,1253,48,206,39,22,428,144,287,0.033,0.8079999999999999,0.158,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,4,2,11,11,0,0,11,0,30,16,0,6,3,63,55,18,0,5,8,0,3,3,0,3,16,2,0,0,16,17,0,1,20,0,1,2,7,2,0,1,13,7,30,9,37,35,7,19,0,2,2,0,16,6,0,7,14,152,46,3,0.06347296875873976,0.0,0.06194046142271045,0.0,0.5339752164656675,0.062025050462506275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507593101842122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04316379533678589,0.0,0.04855664736728051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052232845041005824,0.0,0.059338657568466374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869253262053142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661096474132032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054669174984050335,0.25769490877849943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496727310454686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620887429538436,0.0,0.0,0.09628152046121773,0.04534510156374252,0.0,0.0,0.11602628707140845,0.053990074801002916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036073150880730855,0.05323811474022543,0.0,0.06997917213577481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508918601244911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953233467305978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896356627577083,0.0,0.0,0.09302905917608308,0.06361658964345855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396244822383792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575481044964957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066351809578131,0.0,0.0,0.04706440207153871,0.04895426649114362,0.061302588752294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060592130796336324,0.13201249363565154,0.0,0.06631574282013528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380786495414087,0.14220850296220627,0.0,0.0,0.07224613444875637,0.04066240910510276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060377328453153065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115947645549474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347794819430399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194543581200804,0.0,0.051017167974950935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867448020876494,0.0,0.0,0.10078089439005636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606511417232945,0.0,0.043093979312089116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237184665300455,0.07487600300363757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086530286873953,0.0,0.0,0.06883372704328165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017875175553557,0.0,0.0,0.04087451083760281 adhd,inbredsouthernboi,2019/09/17,"I don’t know what’s wrong with me, i just need to vent So a few months ago i went to get tested for ADHD and since i’m a teenager i went with my parents for the first few minutes before the evaluation to talk about my symptoms, i didn’t really say much because i couldn’t put any of my thoughts into words, so my mom backed me up and talked about the attention problems that i’ve been having ever since i was little but she kinda made it sound like i had anxiety. A couple months later i get my results and it says that i have dyspraxia and also 2 other ‘’possible’’ disorders, one of them being a non-verbal learning disorder. My doctor also said that it did look like i had ADHD but that my anxiety was getting in the way and that it may be the reason why i have trouble with executive function, planning, getting things done, etc.. And he said that it was difficult for him to tell me what my problem actually is, so i might consider seeing someone else. Has anyone else experienced this? I feel like i had high expectations and that diagnosing ADHD or something similar to it turns out to be really difficult",9.653631313131317,6.534937868181821,10.087878787878788,66.2757070707071,61.22727272727273,13.232323232323234,39.898989898989896,11.429527900616536,4.4500656565656564,881,34,164,19,9,301,131,220,0.11599999999999999,0.833,0.051,-0.9219,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,10,9,0,0,9,0,22,3,0,3,1,34,39,15,0,5,4,2,1,3,0,2,3,5,0,0,18,12,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,16,9,29,3,20,17,4,17,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,4,10,122,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.10367322039169673,0.0,0.3830332435061246,0.0,0.09417381078748847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991740231786126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224566243305322,0.0,0.1625439620036234,0.0,0.0,0.07428426419492773,0.10885365589580112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816906671471676,0.0,0.06476185953000503,0.0,0.09040093765561263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755061818419807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078296014348713,0.0,0.0,0.24351650867791425,0.10873936467553856,0.0,0.10871862898031254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749687437737008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848374692712205,0.0,0.09609859184088124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053717258267865456,0.07589663686906446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036621289612012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202043200153973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122465585648952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058385771400728724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570794813708091,0.1064786500969822,0.0,0.0,0.08921338478148616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005252139187132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127020091728452,0.0,0.12442497053468292,0.16959673714787155,0.0,0.07809734780674356,0.07877432644983592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198979700257169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796501947249925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331134128564046,0.0,0.10679879830034364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361179043223919,0.10923062911969077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211383433739,0.16896986289288707,0.0,0.0,0.08465814151518344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576277926305406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001533614130441,0.08178740578681501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042223396806428,0.0,0.1707805843786643,0.09285692518134757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057998180623241,0.0,0.0,0.08434131450901469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555672390300065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432698880133874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696786975215325,0.09586350875307377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161548638771322,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilovedriedmango,2019/09/17,"Waking up/ morning routine Any other experience difficulty waking up in the morning? I genuinely feel like I will never be able to graduate university / hold down a job/ be punctual for appointments because i can’t wake up and complete a morning routine. Alarms have never worked for me. My body doesn’t react to them. Even after I am somewhat awake Leaving my bed, doing menial tasks (brushing, wearing makeup, getting dressed ) is extremely hard sometimes waking up at 2 or 3 pm. Despite taking medication, I’m irritable and unfocused in the morning. (Anytime before 2pm basically) Any apps/ tips that have worked for others?",5.841559633027528,8.726278155963307,7.064669724770643,63.82654587155966,70.19266055045873,8.763669724770642,37.50550458715596,9.3871,4.548489174311927,505,29,66,12,10,170,81,109,0.11699999999999999,0.86,0.024,-0.8340000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,4,0,10,7,6,1,2,9,14,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,14,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,4,46,11,5,0.2299277041234676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127174467217867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016179432187326,0.0,0.19565154123346215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553978457906723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410748232158217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186508007372704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491341430006287,0.0,0.0,0.11625835575933653,0.16426039776753285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012773548849193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059700604909653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816776791577756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346023972712624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233106213778472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316279722830783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35466884002671434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274043786142805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287701864500726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478021405524777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justaranbomdude,2019/09/17,"Why hasn’t my Amazon order arrived yet? TLDR: Because I never checked out Last week I ordered some much needed antiperspirant and sunscreen on amazon (it’s cheaper for the brands I like), and realized I shipped it to the wrong address. So I canceled my order, readded everything to my cart, only to get distracted by something random and never actually reorder my shit. Woe is me, I guess I’ll have to wait a few more days before my armpits are sweat free.",5.617248062015506,6.953408011627908,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,67.72093023255815,8.058914728682172,35.26356589147287,8.344100000000001,3.0417658914728687,363,18,61,5,6,118,66,86,0.136,0.7879999999999999,0.076,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,0,4,3,3,0,2,12,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,12,3,8,8,4,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,7,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2518877204773911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734745298021505,0.0,0.21964096445599327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646593704593038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198146012195936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485695800945832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434809414370416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040211277145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610431111742973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974777517325145,0.19139258379958854,0.398155851954172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631176253139832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581896815380758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649562968765907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987132562253288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070481585961345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291299918672276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822135144816606,0.0,0.0 adhd,JME_AS,2019/09/17,"Weird compliments I have been on medication for about a month and a half and I have been doing so much better. I’m calmer and actually productive. I have been getting compliments from friends saying things like....” you have been really awesome lately because before you were too intense”. I obviously appreciate the compliments and recognition of me trying to be better. However, I’m a bit irritated that people feel it would make me feel better to tell me I was intolerable before. Just a shitty delivery of a compliment. Feels a bit back handed and now I’m over criticizing my every move. Now I’m overthinking the genuineness of my friendships. I may be ADHD but I at least have enough control to think about how my words and actions effect others. 😑",3.9363017031630174,6.925478153284676,5.542802919708034,71.59094403892945,77.68613138686132,8.908807785888078,27.381508515815085,9.3871,3.2698305596107056,605,25,96,18,15,204,87,137,0.055,0.758,0.187,0.9147,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,5,9,10,0,0,8,0,16,2,1,4,1,20,26,9,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,5,15,9,13,16,5,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.16821828821951856,0.0,0.20716759934188625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254979578224418,0.0,0.10508141939538784,0.0,0.2933658456525485,0.0,0.0,0.4573690509494793,0.3763892417653189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333914306992694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811491055162507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523782154493453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614819487479669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318057758624524,0.0,0.09006158215195235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944524654609417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421629809135403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506517620303243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365499790396893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759229578690466,0.18321295837746274,0.12671934095322995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950678222768953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043122213542646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708371838521904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066796366812998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452179914110285,0.11045432373160097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703489554227092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245400587641672,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VuxTheMighty,2019/09/17,"i look at text but no information goes into my brain is this an adhd thing? i'm not diagnosed and i'm going to a psychiatrist in 3 days anyway, but was just curious before i go. for example i'm learning for my driver's license and i literally have to read the question 5 times because the first 4 times not one word went into my brain. this also happens when talking to people, i zone out for most of the time.",5.023411764705884,4.871376282352943,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,68.52941176470588,9.623529411764707,31.117647058823533,9.3871,2.702223529411764,324,12,64,6,5,115,62,85,0.036000000000000004,0.925,0.038,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,15,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,1,7,0,12,9,1,14,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,6,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603092391226264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321369800509914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203640152047896,0.0,0.18430932324594612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835909954765456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968807811616088,0.0,0.0,0.21984286205141296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423852644794916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461957753196865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153728935776346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188814187078328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677271176880596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016208929633304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426398289935227,0.0,0.21665705935699206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409362528013875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389838223774484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789008849023649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078892828254372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brendang00,2019/09/17,"List for Spouse / partner of ADHD I feel like I need to train myself better but also to train my spouse to better deal with me. At least post a few lists so she will see them. 1. Don’t try to immediately pull me off what I am doing. Coaxing ideas? 2. Don’t criticize me without first making light suggestions for change. Ex. Honey, in 10 minutes can we... 3. Can yo add to lists for spouses / partners ? 4. Best ideas for people that get stuck on minutiae? 5. Best partner strategies? New to Reddit posting",0.10010804321728628,2.346118734693881,1.950072028811526,91.34912965186079,101.44897959183672,3.9385354141656665,19.03001200480192,5.900188976854957,0.09661392557022852,388,13,75,4,17,127,76,98,0.053,0.7659999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,13,3,0,1,2,4,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,11,5,17,11,4,9,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,0,3,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312814554398522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389817246504411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039182448547608,0.3404038730405598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035812602856816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984023131751481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973059588304249,0.13748272455980576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369359262312713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005445536149915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344938918400888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401889125616136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845851140439288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269550631566094,0.0,0.1858645506039325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341711066960826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686181678790062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533537246420612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065750177274338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185510083043839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tevmundtingle,2019/09/17,"How to deal with ""shutting down"" while studying? This is gonna be a long ranty post, but ever since I was little, if I couldn't understand a problem in my homework/studying, I would immediately shut down and give up and become furious. Now I'm in college and I still do the exact same thing, except the material is way harder. I'm trying to study for organic chemistry (which I've already failed once), and even if I take my meds, try to stay calm, and go to office hours for help, I still just can't do it. This is on top of the fact that I hate college anyway, and I'm only doing it for my parents. It makes it even harder to study since I'm resentful of the fact that I have to try to learn & understand information that I don't care about. I can't drop out of college or change majors, so all I can do is try and keep going despite this frustration. Does anyone have any tips for how to deal with outbursts of anger when studying, and how to keep pushing through something I don't want to do?",7.925815718157183,5.329722643902438,8.144065040650407,77.24336043360435,64.02439024390246,10.867208672086722,35.46070460704607,8.841846274778883,2.7959810298102976,782,26,165,9,9,258,116,205,0.136,0.7809999999999999,0.083,-0.9344,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,15,9,5,0,6,0,20,0,0,4,5,37,37,18,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,0,15,2,30,32,3,26,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,3,8,111,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372761188123973,0.0,0.0,0.15093797003734874,0.0,0.09473284272071784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740597953715706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385250908270415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203172984004014,0.0,0.14736725446081916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872366948732714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190760098308474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402057059762125,0.12601023341685932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363498874830462,0.15834159633838465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753581364954545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337386127490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718832825541474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476431097039203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962118794465966,0.0,0.12328140770517812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298782270639397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473753837612345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835632117208314,0.0,0.10594847439190527,0.0,0.0,0.15468280392044575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341662014587471,0.0,0.0,0.13329700821276552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047069074233234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724454850306823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848163835610406,0.22249986954514603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474075935964143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254870244807817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783184618061436,0.0,0.0,0.2900448740415831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216627570345368,0.11057460196494938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989589705927368,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trippleisafucking,2019/09/17,"hello. couple questions: apparently i 'may' have adhd. i scored 38 which is really high on this supposedly decent test [https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/adhd-quiz/](https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/adhd-quiz/) does anyone know how reliable it is or are willing to tell me more, correct me... thanks.",13.356842105263155,18.98936310526316,8.489789473684214,47.7315263157895,62.684210526315795,8.303157894736843,26.02105263157895,8.841846274778883,3.1796673684210535,250,7,25,5,5,68,35,38,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.4877,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8027256692569281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567809505333013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635172077947126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483755703445824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523596286584916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235950329982932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494126086005709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263166147783127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946009613396543,0.2049809895137376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drewf45,2019/09/17,"Not sure if this is the right place but I’m going to go for. This is my story. (Sorry for anything wrong only use mobile). (Side note first time posting) My journey with ADHD started when I was 8. I was the kid that couldn’t sit still and just couldn’t concentrate. I was at the age where I didn’t want to learn because it was hard. My brain was always going 1000 different directions at al times. I had trouble sleeping I was always just so hyped up. I’m looking back from ages 9-13ish I always looked like a hyped up kid. from 13-15 I had dramatic body changed which I was always bullied for. At my 13th birthday I was 5 foot 4 and 265 (ish) pounds and then on my 15th birthday I was 6 foot 1 and 105 pounds. During this time I tried every medication available on the market. (Patches and pills). As I was trying to try new medications it was always do the good outweigh the bads after 2 months. Most medications made me feel like absolute shit and (not eating, no energy, just in a fog all day) I experienced these until I gave up medication. On my 16th birthday I flushed the pills and gave up. No more. I was done Now at this point I gave up on school. I was super energetic couldn’t pay attention and It didn’t matter. The only thing that mattered was that I was eligible to play sports (I was so high energy it didn’t matter how athletic I was). I got passed from grade to grade with it not mattering until when it was time to make a decision about college. I always assumed I wouldn’t get it any where and that school wasn’t for me. But I went to a private high school where I signed a contract that I would at least apply to 2 schools or they wouldn’t give me my diploma (really shitty looking back at it) so I applied and got into 3 schools out of 8. Now this is where my parents come into play. My father was always very flakey and traveling for work when I was kid I always knew I couldn’t depend on him to be at big events and that hurt me. But I never said it to any one and kept everything inside ( my go to coping method) Now my mother was always there for me. Being an only child who was bullied she was my friend. (But this turns out to be part of my problems) When I got accepted and was so excited for moving away to college (2 hours away ish) I was very excited. My parents were not. They tried everything to hold me back. They tried to buy me back and they felt like they were losing something. My father got really resentful for the fact that he was (and still is) helping me though college and I never really can connect with him. I try but everything seems so complicated. While my mother and I had such a great connection but it has changed and she won’t admit it Ever since I moved to college 3 years ago I have always struggled with depression and making friends I found a girl I really do love (complicated now) I have crippling anxiety and I have been on and off medication for 3 years. I experienced the lowest point when I lost the girl that I love because I cheated on her. There was lots of reasons for it and we are trying to work things out but it’s just really hard. This low has made me feel so many emotions (the real reason I came here to talk) not only has this low made me realize I need therapy and neuro help. But I also need to help myself. I went to a physiatrist for the first time ever and my first therapy appointment is tommorow! I am struggling a lot every day with how to deal with my parents and also how to balance ADHD stigma vs reality I was always told as a young kid that “oh you have adhd that’s why you can pay attention” or “I know it’s hard” (but in reality they have no idea what is going on Inside. I always (still do even tho I shouldn’t) think if I have ADHD why is it so hard to get out bed in the morning. Or do simple tasks. And some days I wonder why people even thought I had so much energy. I started a new depression medication last week and promised to take my ADHD medication every day. I have had major headaches and sometimes have to force myself to eat but I haven’t felt this good in a long time. for a while I lost myself. I felt like a drone that was just going though the motions and I was tired of it. I was tired of never fully being in control and today I am posting this here to tell you. Life can throw things at you but you just have to put them together and figure it out. Everyone has things that they are hiding or are ashamed of or don’t want to tell anyone. For me it was anxiety depression and more. But you can’t let those things ruin your life you have to work to live with them and accept them but also know what you want and stride towards that.",1.7659365961158784,3.8570096420274598,3.464160851200589,88.56008683026494,79.82365364308342,6.398278315963454,21.486720077131444,7.505811317475913,0.7907369358615304,3629,106,756,54,92,1207,354,947,0.127,0.7659999999999999,0.107,-0.9679,5,0,2,0,0,0,85.0,1,9,10,11,53,40,3,3,30,0,95,23,6,13,8,155,156,84,0,16,32,7,9,4,2,5,13,1,1,7,52,52,2,3,26,4,3,18,26,20,0,4,69,15,126,20,103,73,11,129,0,10,3,2,59,51,1,15,61,541,178,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851072716549574,0.0,0.03665979796091045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921767400501816,0.4129403037745591,0.0,0.0,0.056247302008930466,0.0,0.06327479749402264,0.0,0.0,0.028917233934667774,0.0,0.03403264920153208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771106905770965,0.1272015363024906,0.03453072022674966,0.050420741522297335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593744261860325,0.0,0.04616722416062579,0.0,0.04730050370530543,0.0,0.0,0.0874988043198646,0.035624725703241815,0.0,0.0,0.046384522663285986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668537462904162,0.04263645178529665,0.1068601673664566,0.0,0.0,0.04320845265397444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232177650747623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463548505151185,0.0,0.04652018646311488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463079283271867,0.0748181459740344,0.10453320912745648,0.039517645043474735,0.11150492445764458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182189971175344,0.029544895234314358,0.11912538388478855,0.0,0.0,0.10553275097065018,0.0,0.04534496583936416,0.06390343332725358,0.0,0.04321384104725985,0.0396726592130548,0.1410221735255734,0.0693752783974379,0.13230540362518398,0.04559538380191193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481882167903473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316061712124463,0.08739024415359546,0.0,0.0,0.04072755081482966,0.0,0.04427269395897057,0.0466861438608628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545659914246529,0.03371084292393494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228954179049723,0.058422249198470826,0.0808182497431183,0.0,0.0365183041472151,0.03659895751108258,0.1041864389095983,0.046267036997603726,0.09029040935591168,0.07031916676244483,0.07465121500751384,0.11739677946834025,0.05521120233179245,0.041928720793906915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291634318875064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033010144044721086,0.08791024399020372,0.030401583709284717,0.061330233278431935,0.09568941020368314,0.07988419916681733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02802404820716736,0.12581309006160848,0.0,0.0,0.1377635802614637,0.044784761284044516,0.0,0.02867119901659933,0.0,0.04320845265397444,0.0,0.07818999982911698,0.0,0.07921566281378564,0.0,0.0,0.03957232181838982,0.0,0.041574428553110894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707243781055779,0.1324692828503544,0.08504217385249972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035317989981342994,0.03933924023014067,0.0,0.0,0.20927353681996724,0.0,0.03764915379339442,0.0,0.0,0.04245157041467796,0.034210296487692464,0.0,0.04138609173429533,0.0,0.0,0.03183804230517533,0.04090236376689973,0.046294907738599296,0.05854429749366475,0.0,0.09908140355411653,0.0,0.0,0.08646901104350647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0389777524086579,0.0,0.03109473417637678,0.033240566918843605,0.07229432658515368,0.0,0.09458889449527584,0.0,0.13737619044322313,0.026499398937199957,0.08126456170597347,0.0328322229269803,0.14469088342481648,0.09506579323812347,0.039200865419236466,0.039517645043474735,0.0,0.1965471334430528,0.04498369680365031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03571849982923022,0.0,0.06824643320802783,0.07317891860481136,0.0,0.03317346893615111,0.0,0.0,0.07667526937185583,0.11195268089900492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484906161743523,0.09032347253397427,0.0,0.0,0.0293782755038408,0.04521653956981477,0.0,0.05326410566103716 adhd,DLVVLD,2019/09/17,"Collage is easier with music I’ve started my fourth (I think fourth) week of collage (technology trade school). I’m studying to be an aircraft mechanic, and the work isn’t that hard. I’ve found that if I’m struggling on a packet or worksheet I just need to wait until a break (breaks are like the time in between classes), and during break I’ll grab my headphones and put music on, and my head clears. Have any of you found that music help you to focus, if so what songs/albums do you listen to? And if not then what do you do to help focus?",5.848757575757574,5.196044118181816,6.256363636363638,82.86121212121216,66.9090909090909,8.424242424242424,29.24242424242424,7.1686216300943375,1.5466969696969688,423,12,87,3,6,137,69,110,0.038,0.8490000000000001,0.113,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,0,8,1,1,0,1,18,17,12,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,9,1,13,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,53,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405171080814846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612620409508922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927688735962515,0.0,0.26267391431854964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431097353971083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504203872815606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978033870280728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572959113449104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25903050144239226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811595360647824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267569799198928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639995361795304,0.0,0.0,0.14924387421837715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530403470236988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633136594030164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FrumpItUp,2019/09/17,"Just started Adderall, feeling anxious- will the body adjust? So I'm trying Adderall for a second time. I'm starting on a very small dose (I think it's 5mg), and have recently gone up a little, which is causing anxiety spikes. My question is whether this anxiety is something that the body adjusts to in time, or if it's a sign that the medication may not be sustainable for me in the long run. I searched this group's archives, and this question has been asked, but I haven't come across a definitive answer. Thank you in advance!",4.304781553398058,5.9914181553398045,4.89726941747573,82.88337985436894,71.33009708737866,7.480097087378643,33.2633495145631,8.07648339933343,2.541195145631068,422,21,79,6,8,135,73,103,0.045,0.903,0.052000000000000005,0.3802,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,0,10,4,2,1,0,19,20,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,9,15,0,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,6,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964687038140306,0.2189061746362272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114981005918976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304719922953609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990562840274629,0.0,0.16691663460429407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797648423730797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420953561730164,0.0,0.17148131521527887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952039853573286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341359302016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132557263246627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917445030279666,0.0,0.0,0.27430434677075666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839838381772286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416068902480053,0.0,0.0,0.2259789592989985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155784924983027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988144090880865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WildPlankton,2019/09/17,"Strattera Made Me The Happiest I've Ever Been and Now I'm Questioning my Diagnosis As a little background, I am a 22yo male and was first diagnosed in June and got on 40mg of Strattera to start. After doing some research, I know I was prescribed too high of dose to start and think 18mg would have been better but hindsight is always 20/20. Anyways, it was my first medication and I wasn't sure whether it was going to work or not. At first, it did have some side effects such as being very sleepy and lethargic but after two weeks, something changed. For about 3-4 days, I felt amazing. Everything became *clear*. A fog had been lifted from my brain and I did the things I needed and wanted to do. I mowed the lawn, organized my room, and did laundry and then had time to genuinely relax for the first time in years because I wasn't putting anything off. I was sleeping well, eating better and life was incredible. I also was able to listen for the first time in my life. ***GENUINLEY*** listen. I rememeber having a conversation with a coworker when I realized it. I was entirley present and understood and processed what she was saying as opposed to just thinking about what I was going to say next. Its funny, but such a simple thing that people take for granted gave me the most incredible feeling. That same day, I was just biking home from work listening to music and almost began to cry because I just didn't know life could feel this good. I felt free from this weight that was looming over me and felt almost physically lighter in my shoulder region. Music sounded better, food tasted better, sex felt better, I was more interested in my friends and thier lives, I could feel every emotion and it was amazing....until it wasn't. After about 3 days of this, a deep depression kicked in the week that followed and I felt worse than I ever had in my life. I felt dead inside and couldn't focus and became confused very easily. I stopped taking Strattera and switched to 27mg Concerta after that. Concerta is great and it allows me to focus and get some things done that I need to but its just different. Life simply does not compare to what I felt for those three days. Nothing does. It was the happiest I've ever been and now I am questioning if my doctor confused ADHD with depression. Is it possible that I've been depressed my entire life and just didn't know it? Or did I feel this way because the dose was too high and the excess norephinephrine made me feel better than most people ever do, essentially like a person on drugs? I've just been confused since then and am looking for clarity on my situtation. I am considering adding an SSRI (Prozac) with my Concerta as they work on different neurotransmitters and was wondering if anyone else has input on my situation. Thanks and warm regards",4.4020570107858275,6.462825212806027,5.049924242424243,80.35189714946074,71.82485875706216,7.68979626776237,27.69906694059237,8.438071523408619,2.1223856873822977,2232,83,395,38,44,717,243,531,0.087,0.758,0.155,0.9919,4,0,2,1,0,0,61.0,0,0,1,15,23,24,0,3,19,0,55,21,3,4,6,101,96,46,1,9,17,0,14,1,1,1,13,6,3,2,30,32,4,2,23,2,1,4,8,6,1,7,49,22,49,19,57,42,7,61,0,3,1,1,14,21,0,17,36,286,79,5,0.06288240669514054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557243294396522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593529392071104,0.0,0.0,0.0502870379153161,0.05232319977492906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396884085002305,0.06443045675819538,0.051746862781812585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499759440388073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336862718236472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019756233227759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652124837388318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041296991613506,0.0,0.06907337102427112,0.1622158007466183,0.0,0.1624815742320942,0.06382431913130544,0.0,0.13139746231680402,0.0,0.06436280780819577,0.11005763571195662,0.06435053435441404,0.0,0.0,0.07292362792352397,0.06434440065917013,0.05253018189960084,0.07073424379148158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275229477659171,0.05298113973661793,0.0,0.05651465245660195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897617114989446,0.0,0.4226388019388136,0.0,0.0,0.26743871505697103,0.07603765578048935,0.0,0.04858279142611141,0.0,0.03285346212258649,0.0,0.07147504170095867,0.052742779300305735,0.05029280505127789,0.06932807537578946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328774303142297,0.0630761810332765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367557860792914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266494221014863,0.03072116759819519,0.06302469130951129,0.05552631717090559,0.0,0.05280538428509973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900170729585625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334740918064366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325301556872928,0.0,0.0,0.06687615290563216,0.0,0.0,0.06033736517187443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718948633803184,0.054906492038701564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089046529354756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632141869658872,0.14088537362678896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000132274379432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201697662708117,0.07068245979489786,0.06292781961721858,0.0,0.0,0.04840994883035095,0.0,0.0,0.08901698222558302,0.0,0.0,0.052572507684920215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592659241274548,0.0,0.09455948804534857,0.0,0.0,0.057893671567103226,0.0,0.0,0.12532883057543928,0.0805850142598987,0.0,0.0,0.1100017110925669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142697417009343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376914220374507,0.037089672695772506,0.04991312749949688,0.10088094728508264,0.07657383073568548,0.05653883549238178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819328767699932,0.1373374229997344,0.0,0.06408254461664648,0.044669857531840274,0.0,0.0,0.04049420823098274 adhd,ethantripper,2019/09/17,Useful info! I find taking 30 minutes to an hour at the beginning and end of the day to plan and dissect how the day was and what you can do to improve yourself. I take long showers when i wake up and before bed and find it very beneficial to plan ahead and try to remember things.,6.1833908045977,5.073079293103447,7.005172413793105,79.2737356321839,66.41379310344827,9.802298850574713,33.12643678160919,8.841846274778883,2.5539126436781605,221,8,46,3,3,74,42,58,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8513,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,2,0,12,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,9,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226289055916005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430090541588754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355373508072341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861151576307856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618900431624749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534198277370905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30124979557413506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39989643927283897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667380299024518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180550779267298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229680382807843,0.0,0.2194222458870207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,esdin,2019/09/17,"Experience of Different Treatments? Hi folks. My Psychologist has officially referred my to a psychiatrist to seek treatment based on the results of an assessment for ADHD. I've been very successful in my life so far, and work in a creative, highly task focused industry where I've turned my symptoms into an asset by being able to keep my eyes on a lot of different things in flight, and jump between them rapidly. I'm fortunate in that, the tunnel vision effect has made me able to deep dive on interesting projects. I know this might be a silly fear. I know friends who have gone on medication say ""oh, wow, I didn't realize how much of a handicap I was operation under"". But I'm *terrified* that starting treatment will change the way I approach my work for the worse. Can folks give me an idea of how different treatments affected the way your brain works? Has anyone felt a loss of productivity? Am I just getting myself worked up over nothing?",5.651105769230771,7.37062934659091,6.451363636363637,72.92300699300701,68.0340909090909,9.733566433566434,33.993006993006986,10.035473477838034,3.715164860139861,759,36,130,19,13,250,119,176,0.055,0.787,0.157,0.9567,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,7,5,7,0,1,14,0,13,5,2,6,0,20,25,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,3,17,5,26,15,2,22,0,1,1,0,7,16,0,2,1,85,22,6,0.2836300664498481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704341110987565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916036859462762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583124781264127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002150114961627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444995777865548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872231466533855,0.0,0.159581339304167,0.0,0.0,0.13616467146292954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956594288217623,0.0,0.07409250166037994,0.13604190219519208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983536878774753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009191072576745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260517175374902,0.0,0.0,0.1558756669537894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016815193555463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056606989425088,0.0,0.13418881338147567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428637262759232,0.0,0.15044333940777627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042503668671771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360753491519115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277700645910448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037741043457143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740011952710594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942156065912275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542540329367842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701225448232733,0.0,0.22513234485498887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129721327865546,0.0,0.14452163445343594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lunaluis,2019/09/17,"How to Stop Obsessing/Hyperfocusing in Order to Switch Between Tasks Easily? It’s almost like a requirement that for me to be very productive at something, I have to become obsessed with it. I’ll tend to hyper focus and get more done if I can build momentum and obsess over something. Breaking that momentum quickly decreases how focused and productive I am with that task. I’ve been studying for a state exam to get my engineer in training license. Once I build momentum for a day, I can study daily from morning to night with minimal breaks, by hyper focusing and obsessing over even the smallest details. I kept this up for a week straight and made crazy progress until I broke my momentum this weekend. How the heck do you guys manage this? I also need to work and do so via side jobs. But this breaks any momentum I had studying and makes it hard to get back into studying. In fact, I’ll start developing the same momentum and obsess over making as much money as possible and then neglect studying. How do you guys manage to switch between hyper focused studying one hour to going to work the next? I read a book that talks about managing time and being successful in order to get the most done. But it seems like being able to switch between different tasks with ease is required to be very productive. TL;DR: How so you switch between tasks easily? Without breaking momentum on a previous task? I almost need to build momentum and obsess over something (like studying) in order to become productive.",6.902644927536232,8.068502235507246,7.063913043478262,71.72818840579711,64.68840579710145,10.191304347826087,35.6231884057971,10.25414643259724,3.9967405797101456,1211,56,193,28,18,390,138,276,0.078,0.8290000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.7561,2,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,6,12,11,0,5,11,0,16,0,0,8,1,41,30,26,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,16,0,5,1,3,1,1,1,7,0,1,6,1,17,4,49,20,4,37,0,2,0,0,6,15,1,5,16,136,29,12,0.13211603919193168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645902582567957,0.0,0.0,0.1056531488095775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984343710254003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015890791021834,0.0,0.0,0.2918235709149034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520391559157271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380331414900249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270401155604832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726139787022973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761007103574301,0.0,0.07508458968809273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163130010820984,0.0,0.0,0.11835002088124412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301076858545745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110478305871853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936356699308097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501139071559345,0.17637696411694345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712049027237116,0.19592473804912652,0.0,0.0,0.1405069065044055,0.12398195299568768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069926993833676,0.08952524734642166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894098338924386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215179166843888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027348014891945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051281447268925,0.0,0.0,0.09351241253757114,0.0,0.0,0.11045492452908612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618986783585584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703792490185866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801913728856329,0.0,0.0,0.10597551752313213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273551472091692,0.0,0.1923641000523176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gingergirl181,2019/09/17,"Me: ""all I did was send a few emails, why am I suddenly exhausted???"" Brain: \*dies dramatically\* &#x200B; (plot twist: it took me a week to send these emails.)",1.2844827586206904,3.8338657241379335,2.134068965517244,90.09282758620691,98.65517241379312,6.457931034482759,19.593103448275865,7.554174236665415,1.066484137931034,122,4,25,3,5,38,24,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583443272965865,0.4018714797477343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36920252431802064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432440977080841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674516717525987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652905539436361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29843114275382365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018714797477343,0.0 adhd,Kayyam,2019/09/17,"I have a psychiatrist appointment next week and I'm quite worried they'll be like ""naaah"" I had the first meeting with the nurse last week and she pried enough in my life that a lot of shit came up. I'm concerned that I was unable to demonstrate in what way I do have ADHD since I don't look in any sort of despair and since our interview covered way too much psychological areas that are not related to the adhd. Which makes sense, I'm 30 now, have never been medicated for mental stuff and have developped a lot of coping mechanisms, not just for the adhd but several other traumas as well (high five if you learned to turn off your emotional response because mom used to yell at dad for his unfaithfulness and you didn't know how to handle those feelings). Seriously, I'm stressed because if I'm not taken seriously, I have no plan B and I dont know how much longer I can see myself failing at keeping focus and unable to summon enough energy to get shit done. There, I finished ranting.",8.551953035509738,6.800621881443303,8.57027491408935,72.01075028636886,62.144329896907216,11.508820160366554,37.01947308132876,10.25414643259724,3.6028002290950747,791,30,150,14,9,259,126,194,0.14,0.805,0.055,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,1,4,7,10,2,1,7,0,17,4,2,4,1,29,34,13,0,2,7,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,8,8,1,2,7,4,18,2,22,25,6,20,0,2,2,0,11,9,2,5,9,101,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549897390428821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581770813548051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385600110199113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433477435055025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914247383872668,0.14790094567398454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195368103756756,0.0,0.2607887106187555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380856423237427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734237907797103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659322788107772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333315908149532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216893476419462,0.0,0.0,0.13870820532583966,0.10286670384965144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913607144279832,0.06165306353159941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597298106374826,0.0,0.0,0.21457490453823172,0.0,0.0,0.08423690876348967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712934266879533,0.1271760356001638,0.0,0.0,0.14779940340371125,0.0,0.0,0.18553737828744507,0.0,0.0973302491345824,0.0,0.13421103513273114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422513725955365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005619913385737,0.0,0.0,0.14256572700962672,0.25907706500562194,0.20878151551112026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455726123781504,0.0,0.14446439737216002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372651709601178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899295375608986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033725677588432,0.2024538758891613,0.0,0.11346549265983125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815831406825834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdautismconfusion,2019/09/17,"Autistic adult revisiting childhood ADHD diagnosis I am just turning 30. I was diagnosed with ADHD in elementary school when I had extremely apparent issues, back before autism was much on the radar, and finally with autism when I was 16. I've always thought of my childhood ADHD diagnosis as mostly a misdiagnosis as my autism, with a ""although technically they weren't wrong lol"" attached. I never got help or services for my ADHD anyway, besides a brief try with meds (I have no idea what kind) that we scrapped because they apparently made me zombie-like. My autism is what dominates my issues, and I haven't thought about my ADHD much at all. I figured there's no point in addressing it with meds or anything because I'm not hyperactive anymore or with the behavioral issues I had in childhood, so I'm just ADD now, and I'm not in school anymore so it doesn't matter that I used to struggle with homework. Right? Till I befriended someone on Twitter who talks about their ADHD, and it got me thinking. What if some ADHD issues are worth addressing? What if there's some stuff that isn't the autism? Like the extreme forgetfulness, the mental fog? Are things I get engrossed in not special interest but hyperfocus? Dare I hope that things like my apparent laziness aren't just character flaws??? This twitter friend told me that it isn't split into ADD and ADHD anymore and it's all called ADHD? That the way people think of it changed? Huh? We know how comorbid ADHD and autism is. Idk how to untangle what's caused by what. Idk where to go for more resources despite googling things like ""adult ADHD resouces."" Idk what's going on with the apparent move from ADD and changes in how it's seen? I have no idea where to begin and I almost want to just give up on addressing it. I feel like if I had gotten my ADHD diagnosis today, things would be completely different. Newly recognizing a disorder vs always knowing about it and always ignoring it and brushing it off as mostly an autism misdiagnosis and not knowing anything about it, not having an ""it ALL MAKES SENSE!!"" aha moment. I have the diagnosis but I feel like I'm just as ignorant as someone who doesn't. Sorry for the wall of text, I didn't mean to write this much. But any help, insight, or resources, especially coming from other adults with ADHD, would make a big difference for me. **TLDR: I've always ignored my childhood ADHD diagnosis, but I'm thinking about it again; I know almost nothing about ADHD and I'm trying to detangle it from my autism and I'm lost and don't even know where to begin.**",3.770518325547968,6.2793609152892556,4.799428674092706,79.3934513115343,75.17768595041322,7.431836148041683,28.08372260150917,8.389252357687651,2.3092554437657205,2049,85,357,39,46,668,211,484,0.08800000000000001,0.85,0.061,-0.8316,5,0,0,0,0,1,63.0,2,0,3,1,28,16,0,1,16,2,27,1,0,8,4,98,67,40,0,7,22,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,4,3,38,31,0,3,17,0,1,5,18,6,0,0,17,4,40,10,54,47,11,43,0,1,1,0,18,21,0,14,21,244,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8269532328830894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187000637214966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267944504136993,0.0,0.0,0.031195090830197583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648053394244766,0.0,0.0,0.07549884493058777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035273367228057045,0.0,0.05592729092194509,0.0,0.03903439135761392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684127838529273,0.0,0.0,0.047124022668043344,0.09705472265526582,0.039515372806221256,0.04809677928703456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655994695960955,0.0,0.09585466730183914,0.05257422626513725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030298565152010064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638935250591837,0.06554310393460475,0.0,0.05025143236095149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035441227148790964,0.0,0.023966655260672917,0.0440053891804526,0.05214116179893902,0.0,0.07337736986492742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061495168939969785,0.0,0.0,0.04556206110654331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035696608537814,0.0,0.19151722491950804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047769483212296064,0.1260525117147792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205571429336664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050075602212994834,0.0,0.0,0.0434059716986496,0.06124092747812961,0.0,0.0,0.049968949353010085,0.10190872406763936,0.0,0.046229013430519744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048755548234897146,0.10116540328022308,0.0,0.03537994696252859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401620824666375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031802437649062085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336464256179205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917513786645542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285148629413824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773578350508832,0.0,0.0,0.05135086663008045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047956231804172064,0.052513404234004316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03687083530214304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190345380412973,0.0881803528987412,0.0,0.0728357905025796,0.0,0.0,0.04348206984865784,0.04383344560530122,0.0,0.06228926758577196,0.04989645574271778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961938819089754,0.0,0.0,0.027056977919524973,0.03641170952695552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517347072976941,0.05015472773018135,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChubbyNotChubby,2019/09/17,"I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 17 I’m 25 now, and for some reason my psych decided to cut me off cold turkey. It’s due to insurance wanting me to speak to a neuropsychologist or something to make sure I’m not “addicted” to my 30 20mg addy a month, but I actually have ADHD and am in my last semester of getting my Software Engineering degree. I’m getting very mild withdrawals but I can’t focus on ANYTHING I’m trying to do. I called my Dr and explained to her that I felt horrible about my Parallel Processing test today, and it only made her more suspicious of me being “dependent” on my medicine. I’ve never thought I was addicted, but ADHD medication definitely improved all aspects of my life. Working out, self discipline, great grades, and even interpersonal relationships. My Dr cut me cold turkey at the worst time and I’m struggling to even focus on reading my emails. And worst of all. My Doc thinks I’m dependent on my medication. I’m not. It makes me feel like a regular productive human being. I’m fighting it, but reading sentences has never been so difficult. She said “there’s no such thing as adderal withdrawals even though you’ve been on it for 6 years.” It sucks and I’m sad that my doctor that i trusted for so long would cut me off cold turkey when she knows I’m months from graduating.",3.917973421926909,5.766135426356591,5.575071982281287,76.9743023255814,72.64341085271317,8.790254706533776,30.11517165005537,9.362217197678863,2.9078148394241423,1052,46,194,25,21,358,145,258,0.171,0.745,0.084,-0.9786,0,0,1,0,2,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,5,1,4,0,13,9,0,6,5,39,37,18,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,9,2,0,2,10,10,0,1,8,2,0,0,6,10,0,0,9,7,30,4,30,25,6,22,0,1,0,0,13,10,1,4,13,121,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.12270997883825972,0.2741634505808738,0.4533668485208062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347826222834508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840074817887678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762956586299676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870638230207634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916218568573698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358096720054268,0.0898329835700164,0.12073590117033355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139421351838426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863543368360168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910672540092816,0.102499791402206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881813441453941,0.06143315489657645,0.0,0.0,0.11128127287973134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898392686241648,0.16787289285061713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25335177695003475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073855087962525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939661690336789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956355164129232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515601022372033,0.0,0.0,0.12928785405840987,0.0,0.13500416898585432,0.0,0.0,0.11961326290799308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118052561331114,0.0,0.0,0.1040184092017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968054314838283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145704506281608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851413802464245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354006985724148,0.08057297378993526,0.12354482861862676,0.09982829586550686,0.07332351691862041,0.0,0.1191925261947343,0.0,0.0,0.08537329506402408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375363771756596,0.07416826201347161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154460197811608,0.0,0.0,0.08932636652529975,0.0,0.0,0.08097631571836256 adhd,daslumpgoddess,2019/09/17,"I was recently diagnosed with ADHD (21 y/o college senior here) , I don’t have a prescription yet but i’ve been taking adderall and vyvanse to do my school work I buy adderall and vyvnase from my friends who have prescriptions and justify it by saying I need it because I was diagnosed with ADHD. I know it isn’t good to do. But my PCP is in my hometown out of state and I don’t ~feel like~ making an appointment (that would be my wonderful ADHD working against me) so I just take whatever I can get. I literally can’t do my schoolwork unless I take medicine. like...it’s impossible. I haven’t formed a severe habit of medicating— really only when I have exams and assignments coming up. (once or twice every two weeks maybe)? should I stop though? and just get a freakin prescription ....",2.0350511695906413,4.71772515131579,3.7730701754385976,83.05204678362574,83.67105263157895,7.32514619883041,26.207602339181285,8.344100000000001,2.2763190058479537,621,27,115,15,18,207,98,152,0.044000000000000004,0.862,0.095,0.8485,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,0,19,2,0,1,0,24,30,13,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,2,21,3,13,24,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,81,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463739599005648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237891029520312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054045778266227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762492462108304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768110447277714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662444869317384,0.10826200266511044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708137081409738,0.0,0.15834941831827673,0.0,0.0,0.1271066713080274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328380281059135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807203578974013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115580520059306,0.0,0.15224482455113664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236685434121714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613878321696412,0.0,0.1152549110728953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970820152804861,0.0,0.1496299508804596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205126900312584,0.0,0.15336911518052412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119990656539014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669632777784165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418233337003668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888975110957614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480350167144016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155826425829926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434139264488598,0.22064951089165896,0.0,0.0,0.10765145436018236,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ashel377,2019/09/17,Vyvanse is not lasting long enough. I’ve been on Vyvanse for a little over a month and I’m not sure how long it takes to get the body adjusted but I feel like it doesn’t last long. I take it every morning at 7a and by noon I’m feeling sleepy and ready to go to bed. I want to ask for a higher dosage but I don’t know how. I always have this problem when I go to the doctors. It was a struggle just to make it to the point to discuss that I even needed medication help. So any and all suggestions are welcome. 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Been chewing it since I started adderall. Yesterday was the first day I didn't have gum on me the whole day. I always chew it because it helps with my dry mouth. &#x200B; Well... been getting mad heartburn today and yesterday. Did some looking around the interwebs, and heartburn is often associated with poor salivary gland activity. Guess what stimulates salivary glands peeps???? &#x200B; Xylitol. Chew some xylitol gum. Chew it all day. See if it helps with ur heartburn. &#x200B; Peace, &#x200B; Xylitol Man",4.6096393897364765,8.092644728155342,4.2346255201109555,77.80633495145631,82.3009708737864,6.82635228848821,31.62898751733704,7.957251820313856,3.127735644937588,489,25,71,10,14,148,71,103,0.055999999999999994,0.7909999999999999,0.153,0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,4,0,7,10,1,1,2,15,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,5,3,5,2,9,7,4,13,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,5,10,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899760231689327,0.4686519124108978,0.5255778400289668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626204958294443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659173895006636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964804502411687,0.0,0.2092121569752252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197859506201517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056495472024589176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912162364521227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495967663023426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080519731817127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356233451942344,0.11001099727137252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616867596386964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944943570554849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653769350508333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191487113475776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305371580523693,0.0,0.10249824324619207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722531485248632,0.0,0.0,0.12072757855097052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255778400289668,0.0 adhd,fbno,2019/09/17,"ADHD and tea/coffee/caffeine? So I have had a weird mix of reactions from taking caffeine in a variety of forms. Tea has always been a good source of caffeine for me, it's slowly acting and therefore makes me feel not too on edge and offers a gentle buzz and heightens senses. Caffeine in high doses (such as in the form of a pre-workout pill (grenade)) also makes me feel very alert, awake and a somewhat better focus and mental alertness/cognitive boost. I tend not to take it though as sometimes it can play on my anxiety. Coffee however really f**ks me up, it either makes me sleepy, extremely jittery or makes me feel light-headed. I mean wtf. I don't understand. It should be perfect, in between the extreme (grenade pill) and tea (subtle buzz). But it's the combination of two and makes me feel shit... Can anyone relate or have any wise words the explain things? Thanks",4.159220779220778,6.277227939393946,4.668246753246756,82.5852272727273,72.63636363636363,6.896103896103897,26.937229437229448,7.7094869923839395,1.7181774891774904,690,25,121,9,14,219,106,165,0.044000000000000004,0.8009999999999999,0.155,0.9558,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,10,0,10,6,1,6,1,31,26,16,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,7,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,4,12,6,18,22,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,3,0,80,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292037374609734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502628049471796,0.14049360117587914,0.0,0.0,0.11482123604930755,0.0,0.12916691467049898,0.0,0.0,0.11806121982449452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149330781861958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414949373444638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416202187901192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328495870523655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839532731318294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635308956239627,0.0,0.0,0.18392305892066305,0.0,0.0,0.17015730110630026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816722759806736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331824329898107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699325291400374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539027249477219,0.0,0.0,0.15545093646304936,0.0,0.0,0.11217394205276933,0.0,0.16589057766012705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493824627730996,0.1757748949084209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393158344849698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WoodenFlute,2019/09/17,"Burst of motivation at sunset for the past few days after chronic fatigue in the day... Any tips to turn it around? Hello! Context: mid-20s, diagnosed, unmedicated. I've been feeling chronically fatigued more days than not the past two months. My sleep quality has degraded (I have sleep apnea and a CPAP, but need to sleep 9+ hrs instead of 7.5 to feel barely functional), but a few times I've felt a sudden burst of motivation around sunset. That feeling we get right after a nice nap where suddenly the emotional wall that stands between us and a task is inexistent... I get it around sunset. A bit after and it's gone. Any similar experiences and tips? I'm guessing there's something going on with my circadian rhythm. Thanks!",3.7422814498933903,6.558088985074626,4.9622601279317715,76.53343283582092,77.05970149253731,8.007675906183369,28.228144989339018,8.841846274778883,2.75086524520256,580,25,99,14,14,191,91,134,0.038,0.8270000000000001,0.135,0.92,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,10,0,4,8,3,2,0,20,17,6,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,4,6,2,19,14,4,25,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,13,58,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750550227614906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074586231896432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656679514270625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951848549696245,0.0,0.0,0.15485521796352858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162058113429352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924261979057232,0.0,0.0,0.23143174861397625,0.0,0.14649101221440172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942293179448144,0.0,0.08670897952537125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680729251485235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177982366372575,0.0,0.0,0.11312863378881555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912904307133648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302938450149839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580401963746578,0.0,0.0,0.11745574852596052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046584830444925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889647247290169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595221932595855,0.14903860477352338,0.0,0.18352278178743145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,namenerdtossaway,2019/09/17,"Insomnia help I’ve been on adhd medication since grade school (I’m 29 now) and to be frank, I’ve had my issues with it. With taking too much in order to get the desired effect and taking it even when I don’t necessarily need to focus. I’ve been taking upwards of 100 mg Ritalin IR per day frequently in the last few years. Recently I thought I’d finally found a solution to manage my ADD and stop my tendency to take too much. I was prescribed Adderall XR. I take 20 mg, it lasts all day, I’m focused and not feeling a need to take more or compensate with extra caffeine or anything like that. It’s been awesome. Except I can’t freaking sleep. I haven’t slept in over a week. And the weird thing is that I’m not even sure it’s the medication. I started having trouble staying asleep a couple days before I started it. And I didn’t take it at all one day and still had trouble sleeping. I had to take a lot of Benadryl to even get four hours, and that was the best night sleep I’ve had in several days. I think the problem is that with my history of taking so many stimulants, I’ve taken on another fun unhealthy habit of taking sleeping pills every night to sleep. And it seems like my body has now grown tolerant. Another problem is that when I am worried I won’t be able to sleep, it’s pretty much a guarantee that I won’t no matter how tired I am. Keep in mind that I’m not saying I only get a few hours every night. I mean I don’t sleep AT ALL in these last few days unless I take more sleeping aids than I should, which I obviously don’t want to do. I’m just so bummed because I thought I’d finally found the right solution for me to manage all my anxiety and issues and now this. Any advice would be appreciated.",3.071195144724556,4.295054252100839,4.804201680672271,84.16906629318396,73.70588235294117,7.865919701213818,26.947712418300647,8.401726058763845,1.7704054154995328,1356,49,283,23,27,461,168,357,0.095,0.7859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8544,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,15,11,0,0,14,0,30,17,11,3,6,54,65,19,0,8,8,0,1,2,0,4,6,1,0,0,20,16,0,2,9,0,0,1,12,6,0,2,16,2,29,5,35,42,15,44,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,4,31,177,49,4,0.06388309223331907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767750624981842,0.06242581837527447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043442693363233024,0.13397398455211393,0.04887039070277639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257034171579986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038942540084006515,0.0,0.05435980627848404,0.0,0.0670413640252837,0.0,0.0,0.07095971405896914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068542648033385,0.0,0.24719585744478395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658253977294548,0.0,0.10764852092349342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032301210905318165,0.0,0.0,0.13996160992144374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140089026578591,0.0,0.0,0.10012883704353692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281949012620327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582395516166942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335470188632273,0.0,0.05678222762775849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621973959868515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242010401114055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431112053577103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476742867677843,0.0,0.06958741541231117,0.0,0.12871098916580098,0.0,0.0,0.06450371213314361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088426982287144,0.0947370068625672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984986350485996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328883660471882,0.04858597032582547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499207118751005,0.0,0.12225498333445654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307684666673098,0.0,0.0,0.05455581171596872,0.0,0.050802399023507694,0.0,0.06465309989564041,0.0,0.05815676788806516,0.0,0.0721697106243855,0.0,0.05284475404506147,0.0,0.5114338227082013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043356297442898,0.06809087640483097,0.05101711997868296,0.05340912560256974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060209058404561165,0.0,0.52835348511586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042441087865060616,0.04093370601690308,0.0,0.10143207884521503,0.0,0.07342421693969603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037679902953058494,0.0,0.051243163220846974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487638112202641,0.0,0.0453807158270916,0.0,0.0,0.0411386169088056 adhd,Rainbowpxtato,2019/09/17,"Is Medication the solution for everyone? So I've been diagnosed with ADHD about two years ago. Since then I took several pills and and some personal training as well. Even though the medication is helping me in many ways, there are several thing that are holding me back from loving then like everyone else does. The most important factor is that I lose my sense of hunger completely. This is probably no special news here but I really struggle with eating enough and well dosed over the course of the day. This is leading to a low from around 1 p.m all the way to the evening and even after that I'm just feeling dead and not hungry. For me, it's like beeing productive in the morning and slowly getting to nothing over the course of the day. Also, I eat so much slower when I have medication and every bite is a fight for me. In school and other public places this becomes problametic because I can't just eat every five minutes a bite or something. This got me to the question on the title. Are there other people having this problem? Are there any helpful tricks? Or do you just leave the pills and work your way around it with other treats? What are those? Thanks in advance",4.965467436974791,6.680606187500004,5.141680672268908,81.66802521008405,69.71428571428571,8.127731092436974,28.355042016806717,8.671277953709913,2.18261481092437,942,34,171,16,17,296,137,224,0.113,0.77,0.11699999999999999,-0.6047,1,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,0,4,21,14,2,1,16,0,16,12,0,1,1,30,23,20,1,1,7,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,16,14,4,1,2,0,0,3,3,6,2,2,3,1,14,8,27,20,5,26,0,2,0,1,9,11,0,5,11,130,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235518266921426,0.0,0.09762383924178704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807113691986618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489235994916135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960785780783668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468337949205026,0.0,0.06713439023958832,0.12163023042887725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546949250338648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204982626119098,0.0,0.0,0.11177990555928934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963757412018126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380722799794011,0.09199970875787346,0.0,0.0,0.11379400831529883,0.0,0.21822001349432346,0.0,0.1855790042663486,0.21046838452583605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055685173423483884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753852047842903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808123730044103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763599671678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661205409607073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076081737975955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320760160391525,0.0,0.0,0.0993968682106264,0.0,0.0,0.1116548078841754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328339814046603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095842000808548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567296404264087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635046234161688,0.0961615036119916,0.11506269184232044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873905759118752,0.10537979472069099,0.0,0.0,0.12337110660192918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055227084037449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145771254853527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488317149361042,0.0,0.09110089718141527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478366212186457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513206977447756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139315590563276,0.0,0.0,0.07316565762734645,0.0,0.1082024308548755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235878189616875,0.0,0.0,0.10758127097916928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622488459258436,0.0,0.0,0.19804067721486296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017614801386176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092028294802845 adhd,ze_flammenwerfer_,2019/09/17,"I'm so sick of being forgetful So I had my laptop to my right and something came into my head that I wanted to Google and by the time I had the laptop on my lap the idea had completely gone out of my head.. I was wondering since i'm not medicated, would taking meds for ADHD help me stop being SO forgetful? It makes me come across incompetent and i'm really sick of coming across like this. Any suggestions?",2.8278485370051603,4.585713024096389,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,75.3855421686747,8.598278829604133,21.49569707401033,9.23628265651192,1.6618516351118755,323,8,65,8,7,111,53,83,0.18899999999999997,0.753,0.057999999999999996,-0.8967,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,5,2,1,0,17,18,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,0,11,1,12,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550604911867177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443243984068687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427357934617449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656365316660884,0.22252022838124366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356205921237888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225400577449898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395830337101593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368537563472556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166588044686496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574086341874054,0.21380046495262667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596065142275618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812441654957191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555972583797572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633858385391466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743466910713002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595713445211845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375363771184066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517937781297486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015553122961266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076285570639028,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoonPirate666,2019/09/17,"how much would it cost to go to the psychiatrist adhd has been messing with me since i was a youngin and i’m an 18 year old broke college student, adhd has been messing my life up lately really bad. i can not focus on anything and the sleep problems have been completely terrible. how much would it cost to go to the psychiatrist and possibly get a script or any type of help?",6.722200000000001,6.062213720000003,7.455833333333333,75.00375000000003,65.13333333333333,10.7,34.75,10.125756701596842,3.3544,299,12,58,6,4,100,53,75,0.158,0.809,0.034,-0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,2,0,11,14,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,0,0,4,0,4,0,8,8,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,39,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069788241523839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343541302767002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357231085937302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611255797052713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211495853590624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101989769774498,0.0,0.23974570611391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137777325482853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379312271950149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898171369104335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31010651606679296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213290409452703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377848862215841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182558529059486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512318365850182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744783422938981,0.0,0.2110761209690444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996684235816353,0.0,0.0,0.13582800813854706 adhd,nickvalentino,2019/09/17,"Tired of explaining my behavior I’m so tired of acting up/zoning out/etc. because of my ADHD and getting in trouble with my teachers and trying to explain that because of my ADHD, it’s hard for me to focus and/or act appropriately sometimes. I just wanna get **I HAVE ADHD** tattooed on my freaking forehead.",0.8823563218390831,2.914991431034487,3.384655172413794,79.4050287356322,108.82758620689656,4.002298850574713,27.24712643678161,5.985473137389443,1.7550298850574717,245,13,37,3,12,84,43,58,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.9107,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,11,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7306932782120902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708589264959516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260254923686439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176861282886994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154839020764152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044126202216933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658681263601799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759650280039598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rebl-yell,2019/09/17,"Addictive tendencies, eating disorder, Adderall detox ahead: I‘m scared :-( Hi there. Bear with me, I‘m German speaking and I‘m pretty tired right now so my text will be written very simple English and probably contain some mistakes. I don‘t know really what advice I‘m looking for, I have several issues and any advice on any issue would help to be honest... Background: I‘m over 30 and I got my ADD diagnosis in my very early 20s. I‘ve had a rough childhood, I was physically and mentally abused and constantly gaslighted by my family until I broke contact at 26. I went to behavioral psycho therapy which changed my life. Ever since I can remember, I‘ve had body image issues. I’ve had 2 major anorexia episodes in my life and now I’m diagnosed with EDNOS. Apart from that, I‘m living a middle-class life and I’m in a happy and stable relationship. I‘m prescribed 20mg Dexamphetamine / daily. Those pills are a gift and a curse at the same time. I have serious addictive tendencies and as you can imagine, I never stay at my dose. My psychiatrist doesn’t know, I just have to manage to go through some weeks without pills before each appointment. I took a long medication break from 2015 to 2019 and actually, I hadn’t planned it as break, I didn’t plan to take them again but I struggled too hard. Why I think I can’t live without medication: One problem is that I made pertinent career decisions and basically built my whole career on medication. I had not tried doing my job without Dexamphetamine until I was 29 and when I finally did, I recognized that being a Project Manager of highly complex multinational Digital projects demanded skills and strengths that naturally don‘t come with ADD. I can’t just do another job, I‘m specialist in a niche and I‘m just getting financially stable after years of being an underpaid working student. So yes, I think I need the medication. Why I shouldn’t take it: At the beginning of the break, I was relieved because I was in a bad place with the medication the months before, slightly ODing from time to time. But my mental health got worse over time, I fastly developed a binge eating disorder and tried purging by compulsively exercising. I‘ve gained 10kgs over 2 years and my thoughts were really all about food and how to lose weight again at the same time :-( So, when I started again with the medication, I swore myself to not go down this road again, to not increase the dose and just take it as prescribed. It lasted 2 or 3 days. I always take more, I don’t exactly know why. I enjoy the mood enhance that comes with the meds too much to be honest, but I‘m not depressed when I don’t take any meds at all. And honestly, I’m also here for the focus, the organization in my head and being able to function propely. It’s like seeking for more athough I know very well more won’t do more. Is this just addicted behavior? DAE struggle with this and still manage to stay at their dose? I want to try again and do it right this time. I have an appointment in October again and I’m supposed to still have a months supply by then (which is almost exhausted). I planned to use the rest to slightly reduce (to not go cold turkey) and then tell my psychiatrist that I still have enough for 6 weeks left. I would like detox and „restore“ (?) my receptors to 0 so that I can profit better from a lower dose and keep it. That’s the plan so far but I‘m a little scared. I’m scared of gaining weight and being out of control. I‘m also scared of these inner tensions, the restless legs and of my everyday life. My job is hard without the meds, so hard that the inner tensions worsen and I repeatedly seek to soothe myself which leads to eating sugar (that’s just everywhere in out office). I don’t know if my plan is good, if it’s stupid, if it’s likely to fail but I know I want this to work out because I don’t know if I can stay on the medication like this for longer than a year or 2 (I mean heart / physical issues in addition to the mental and physical addiction) or if it gets so much out of hand my psychiatrist will know and then refuse to prescribe it to me anymore. I hope somebody will recognize themselves in this wall of text and be able to at least help me with one topic/issue. Thanks for reading.",4.760266014432698,6.370434637484589,5.527264457965273,79.1148444543268,70.07274969173861,8.819882355319278,29.07806593762001,9.292341602369676,2.585101699985851,3365,128,621,71,61,1095,350,811,0.109,0.777,0.114,0.8629,4,0,0,0,1,0,94.0,0,1,2,17,37,37,1,9,36,1,56,40,5,5,5,123,113,68,0,14,28,0,7,4,0,7,28,1,0,0,34,52,7,4,16,2,2,9,23,19,1,2,19,11,76,17,100,79,19,104,0,4,1,0,11,41,0,12,52,413,110,18,0.10059661787940767,0.05959527125320516,0.04908389390685804,0.21933032421408866,0.0,0.09830185073025416,0.0,0.0,0.05036649082744027,0.0,0.0,0.08044707897360531,0.041852222351352886,0.0,0.0,0.10261372464451796,0.052742162513625915,0.0,0.0,0.04988240690939513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041996987002884734,0.06132276455523706,0.0,0.08560031252437028,0.0,0.0,0.044484766808447734,0.0,0.05587008228993549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053208941540446995,0.08665507886982228,0.0,0.05435460316220569,0.05641383042789772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03243824819083052,0.0,0.043321859786932836,0.05105172480271393,0.0,0.0,0.11529243937205336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154403181095729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197159872021017,0.0,0.0,0.04549770006849377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047416769233493104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055099338881527835,0.0,0.0,0.060820914823437676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052557580869703385,0.0,0.08575706428625422,0.042187835151519484,0.08045630499409495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354348515956903,0.13517221564576135,0.0,0.05162057603461656,0.05346475034794188,0.0,0.0596037382704644,0.06742779247886982,0.05314292496358592,0.0,0.049957569906028745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624918331106541,0.14973993139879846,0.044707448053304656,0.0,0.0,0.22114108143074213,0.04099983501172537,0.0,0.0,0.05464925983385393,0.0,0.1421087324073126,0.09829285232887584,0.05041211939746322,0.08882865660299293,0.044512420616161175,0.04223791155654005,0.05627094189437501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047593476080979434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478960388987551,0.16761024686980647,0.3546917822438964,0.15206659536810938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029526064362646,0.0,0.07395008893656799,0.037295558751231986,0.03879315664668813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816687173602028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255102739264621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511714627601514,0.054230084210114486,0.048128688720296735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050311920376435636,0.0,0.06444476933716667,0.0,0.0,0.054001560184599465,0.0569781789593492,0.08590896201843233,0.0,0.0,0.2014295274383316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568227722574313,0.0,0.041607280923305866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035601401951497726,0.16083391478030698,0.1205048834766656,0.0,0.0,0.10516542687497428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890903431043744,0.0,0.04396293900100895,0.046307925080751364,0.05752049981364168,0.0,0.0,0.06445825082372453,0.0,0.03993123892249598,0.17597609058616231,0.0578105069460378,0.0,0.0,0.05588327194680997,0.10244775030704116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344158949597217,0.0,0.12450411762091584,0.05933449159377134,0.0,0.08069253896841047,0.12249957969047448,0.045224220320859265,0.04662703630429926,0.13615920124977288,0.056156265675012224,0.0,0.19394309967413714,0.0,0.07323553591614526,0.0,0.051258273914308164,0.07146095108356243,0.0,0.0,0.0971713855869992 adhd,Ladidahideeho,2019/09/17,"Just started Wellbutrin to try to manage ADHD. Ive been experiencing blurry vision and trouble concentrating. Time to quit? After 4-5 days of taking it, I’ve noticed I typically have blurry vision and trouble concentrating after taking it. Is this a situation where I keep taking it to see if it works eventually? Or do I call it quits?",4.247956989247314,6.941713580645164,6.90129032258065,63.98860215053765,74.48387096774194,8.004301075268819,28.075268817204304,8.841846274778883,2.9167655913978487,270,11,40,6,6,97,43,62,0.142,0.794,0.065,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,7,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,28,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806867485747824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384849397688879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062313037077812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075936942421331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659029920251167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968272572516695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861124501735371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625246938365498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531085698514175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268110515779886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618732572819178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856796334902307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003023112064247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stutters658,2019/09/17,"i fucking give up I'm so fucking tired of fighting this thing. Laundry? fuck that. Shave? fuck that. I'm never gonna be progressing in anything anymore anyway. My job is a dead-end, i cant entertain normal relationships. I'm tired of faking intersest when people are talking to me. I dont fucking care and i cant focus on what youre saying anyway. I get up in the morning and im fucking angry at everything. all poeple want is for you to stfu and do what youre supposed to do. Go to work, put your time in and get the fuck out. they dont care if youre happy or not. As long as you do what the system wants you to do , you could be fucking dying and they woudnt care. fuck this stupid world we built and fuck my stupid brain for no being able to do anything. &#x200B; Sry for bad language.",0.3360909090909097,2.6355736848484845,2.431136363636366,92.32670454545458,87.9090909090909,4.512121212121213,20.37121212121212,5.985473137389443,0.08652121212121244,618,20,130,5,20,207,95,165,0.303,0.67,0.027000000000000003,-0.9942,1,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,1,8,2,2,4,20,13,0,4,0,16,13,1,0,2,17,39,12,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,15,0,0,0,1,19,5,21,34,1,16,0,0,0,10,16,9,10,2,4,84,27,2,0.08630525674101291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935117096209321,0.10487033352142698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559162377279662,0.0,0.0,0.14204374522680058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206128440576337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963452093850705,0.0,0.0,0.2639818835739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890772478504191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957123065439677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229823626490984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644084071517021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756559976374243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7978781915268707,0.09018186905814113,0.08279186648618513,0.049049266311339726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187355064053628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322448733670742,0.0,0.08564465019587501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637743634775103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656393454897859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456082726512308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598331981789621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676062069658183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926595468991638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863340419981133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936889618340494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733737764577895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032528925417425,0.19839039321528654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018101530358937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283125479810421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487033352142698,0.0 adhd,carsandbands,2019/09/17,"Setting little goals for myself I guess this goes towards spending more time reading all the books I buy and don’t read (combination of bp2 and adhd) and all of the incense and crystals I’ve bought to meditate but have yet to do so. I was just wondering if anyone has set little goals for themselves so you don’t get overwhelmed (ex: reading one book a week) I want to spend less of my free time watching tv and being on my phone and more of it reading and whatnot and I’m just having a hard time with it. I know I have all of these great books and I’ll say “I’ll read when I’m done with this movie” and then I get sucked into another. If anything, any tips are greatly appreciated.",2.5031904761904755,4.2585708428571465,3.7100000000000013,89.24333333333334,76.28571428571428,6.095238095238094,25.23809523809524,6.816661863887847,0.8875952380952379,538,19,113,5,12,175,86,140,0.04,0.836,0.124,0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,1,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,3,25,21,17,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,0,2,9,5,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,11,4,15,17,6,14,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,4,7,73,16,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196336534050186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730440467402708,0.15003971668667027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005010488807713,0.0,0.1177488182280923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642818840104946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951462298099333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155089412839327,0.15762700982873332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281782921090244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863714631790175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868225249586938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695979113528708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7156310927990951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378892076655785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030641062882386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439671302989431,0.0,0.11477615922954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551722868478354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alpaca44,2019/09/17,Impulsively impulsive :-D I just impulsively sent an email to a supervisor admitting that I was impulsive. I had sent it to a friend to read it over first but she didn't reply right away so I impulsively sent it. 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Do you have any advice as I begin this journey? I'm 21 year old university student and wondering if there's anything you would have wanted to know when you first were diagnosed,6.083846153846152,8.156432769230772,7.028717948717951,67.8246153846154,67.46153846153847,11.353846153846154,36.07692307692308,11.20814326018867,5.0047538461538466,174,9,27,6,3,58,33,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,2,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29755328616666465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070700313843328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505770583319481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6181209556759064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590070311532208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734490499759175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31952089436909314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960163339347288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302166064856122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630763479578186,0.0,0.0,0.19608762797437335 adhd,Caspira,2019/09/17,"Is adderall supposed to make me feel invincible? Hello! I was diagnosed with ADHD my last semester of college, a couple years ago. I tried Adderall XR, but I found the crash to be really, really daunting. Now I'm on instant release, and it feels like ""Felix Felicious” from Harry Potter. I'm focused, I actually get shit done (compared to most of the time) and I honestly feel... mostly happy? That said, I can't tell if this is what it's supposed to do. When it wears off (conveniently, when I'm done teaching) I usually feel hungry, less-focused, and a bit depressed. On the bright side, the crash is much smaller than XR. Is this what it's supposed to be like? Or should I try another medication? I'm honestly trying to decide how I feel about it as a whole. For the record, I'm taking a relatively small dosage—only 10 mg at a time, usually once a day. That said, I usually only do it a few times a week, as it says ""take only when needed.” What do y’all think? Is this what adderall is supposed to be like?",2.821352941176471,4.6156961000000045,4.928235294117645,80.68382352941178,75.5,7.905882352941178,27.264705882352942,8.671277953709913,2.1815588235294117,780,31,151,16,17,270,114,200,0.079,0.76,0.161,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,0,13,0,17,4,2,2,0,21,36,12,0,3,3,0,5,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,16,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,9,13,7,20,26,6,21,0,1,1,0,6,6,1,4,18,95,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.12372503085825738,0.0,0.15237236029864612,0.0,0.1123883062733035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294637334422724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841768051806494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028650607454246,0.0,0.08176660282931544,0.0,0.10920075838209856,0.12868531250941595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594925801404723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32053453204704985,0.09057607840467001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390145115949891,0.0,0.0,0.06624055058955752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496625524856168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334766556286644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858239824648027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463076534135806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772374634035893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093202436760721,0.09401035227825318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502315290965927,0.0,0.19285321913273856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244495781089954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24120539803620394,0.10082546592819226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014420053909773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065487004745074,0.0,0.1108167170852664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123947019533757,0.0,0.0,0.22179013832321826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582384986030357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189112232781356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017002327977772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155225167566862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164614855200872 adhd,bubbletaekook,2019/09/17,"Why do I take forever to get into something new entertainment-wise? I feel like I watch all of the same stuff again and again because of how little attention it requires and I can’t keep up with culture. Aka I can’t keep up with all the things my friends like because I probably get into something new for entertainment a handful of times a year, IF that. And it’s like, I drown myself in the things I already know I like. I can’t tell if I’ve just had high-functioning depression my whole life, or if this is part of ADHD, or if I genuinely just don’t want to do anything that requires more than an ounce of brain power. I feel so lazy.",6.012104689203928,5.195028770992369,6.571166848418759,81.28274809160305,66.63358778625954,9.92846237731734,33.218102508178845,9.23628265651192,2.6459369683751364,503,19,107,8,7,165,77,131,0.084,0.7809999999999999,0.136,0.5512,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,6,0,8,3,2,1,2,28,17,11,1,5,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,15,6,16,16,6,12,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,6,10,74,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046301395905688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840696263576918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726343948539307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336131817921896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620566216441808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436659057389736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867972182400706,0.1191630400290736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288704414616868,0.0,0.17429382063077578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623496512065193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965217121077279,0.0,0.0,0.09166975378047656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781684728636768,0.3259631910298215,0.16717894451157406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221958970411239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062979270222315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179840251657361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568239203131493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094783478802346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541398518988447,0.0,0.14579188154872993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163103779518056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726330835751427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983838588452275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051242850954522,0.18622794152416644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741471080979237 adhd,shortpaddle12,2019/09/17,"Vyvanse helps, but makes me feel weird. Hello everyone. To keep it short and simple Dxs - gad, ocd, add . I was prescribed Adderall my senior year of high school where I quickly began abusing it. (23 now)Up to 90mg of instant release daily. Eventually this led to a cycle panic attacks where I decided to quit. I abused for about a year. Since that time my anxiety became more pronounced but my panic attacks went away. I worry about having them. I’ve dealt with anxiety and ocd primarily in these past two years but am functional. I received help and recently have been much better anxiety wise. I want to treat my add again so I can perform but I’m afraid that vyvanse will bring back panic attacks. My doctor recommends vyvanse and I have been taking it for the past week. Haven’t had much anxiety except for a mild anxious/depressive feeling I get in the middle of the day. My quality of life other than that has improved dramatically and I’m happy with my schoolwork. I’m just so afraid that I will begin having panic attacks again like I did my senior year of high school. I’m not abusing this time only taking 40mg mixed in water from the time I wake up - noon. Any advice or experience on how vyvanse has effected your anxiety?",3.592696324951646,5.999593965957452,4.794632495164411,79.71295454545455,75.29787234042553,7.166344294003872,27.27756286266924,8.150884317080207,2.1116382978723403,982,39,169,17,22,323,139,235,0.223,0.652,0.126,-0.9816,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,1,1,4,12,16,4,6,7,0,16,4,1,4,0,26,32,13,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,9,1,1,4,0,0,4,2,11,0,1,7,2,24,5,26,23,3,37,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,22,109,35,5,0.0,0.32617976634768464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967175311194063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240338653419289,0.0,0.35100009288137546,0.10366839621334226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41758400668582796,0.08621629317658044,0.07056166566324543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115873702999736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059180871195068464,0.0,0.07903711041664753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392542578757854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768544589667428,0.0,0.08976383554179271,0.0,0.0,0.0927983416126318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794345560025562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768561113171458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301636876888428,0.1939096451015004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156500033965293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481637462984936,0.04483177234826311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125388911242977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491575323281466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979146207696535,0.0,0.4306660970276127,0.0,0.0,0.17520026353158522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976034352932108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060692464416517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857422765981644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590900466059199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379918073708378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052683068956952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896411281646096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054125409050733785,0.0,0.07360839474128021,0.0,0.0,0.0850671285791733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319187128309618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637475613931205 adhd,shishiriously,2019/09/17,"So I had a year to find an internship. So of course, I secured one on the day of the deadline! I had a full year to find an internship. For the first half I was barely applying. 4 months remaining: I finally started applying. 2 months remaining: panic and applying everywhere but most positions are gone. Got my first interview but didn't move forward. 2 weeks left: 1 interview with IBM. When I finally gave up, I got the acceptance on the last day. Since it's so last minute, I gotta start ASAP and move to a new city. Will be exciting.",0.9735444743935312,3.533494575471696,3.281725067385448,85.01981132075474,89.09433962264151,8.688948787061994,25.495956873315365,9.04235418022936,2.8626409703504043,419,19,84,15,14,143,67,106,0.022000000000000002,0.868,0.109,0.8564,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,8,0,9,3,10,3,2,26,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,18,51,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145855054028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761676540806733,0.3138528178755146,0.2920878973430531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746408588558789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799091979527529,0.0,0.0,0.18654746396456195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27409112743669684,0.3649698991901752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658244067668048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634519010333122,0.0,0.0,0.2014474603208576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420281402218662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430536577375837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772362655215314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113230940105053 adhd,annastolichnaya,2019/09/17,"Currently appealing withdrawal from university and need some advice on what to say :( Hello everyone! My university has asked me to withdraw after I failed one particular course (one non-submission, twice deferred and now failed). It's an online degree so all administrative correspondence is conducted over the phone or via email. The school's regulations state that failure on a fourth attempt to pass a course will result in immediate withdrawal from the programme. However, they've allowed me to submit an appeal after I finally disclosed my ADHD diagnosis. The school is asking me to >*""provide a reason for why your circumstances were not reported earlier, i.e. why you did not request mitigation, or whether you reached out to student support to notify them of your concerns relating to the April 2019 submission.""* Honestly, I didn't reach out because I forgot. It was the first course of the degree and boy, was it a struggle. I haven't been to school in 16 years and I am AWFUL at essay writing so it took a really long time for me to get the hang of things. I got caught up with the July 2019 assessment (which I submitted on time AND passed) so it completely slipped my mind to call the school and determine what should be done about that particular module. To me, that seems like a stupidly flimsy excuse for failing a course (I'm in my 30s and I should know better). I originally did not disclose my ADHD diagnosis because I assumed that an online distance learning degree would be easier than a traditional learning environment. I enrolled in 2015 but did not begin the coursework until April 2018 because I had to wait until I saved up some money in order to pay for tuition (the school allows you up to 8 years to complete the programme). In my country, treatment for ADHD is almost non-existent. We have only one neuropsychologist and seeing her on a regular basis would cost double my monthly salary because it won't be covered by my personal health insurance. None of this, however, seems acceptable enough to explain why I didn't reach out to the school in the first place. I'm at a loss as to how to justify my failure to the appeals board. If anyone has any advice on what to say, I'd greatly appreciate it.",9.021508131508131,8.590153773955779,9.103215163215165,64.31665028665033,60.4004914004914,12.174985374985376,39.77407277407278,11.491704259439757,4.852080004680005,1794,83,286,45,21,591,220,407,0.065,0.877,0.057,-0.5052,5,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,5,1,8,6,13,1,1,29,1,28,1,0,6,1,50,46,20,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,6,1,2,0,2,17,13,0,2,9,0,4,5,9,6,0,6,15,3,37,7,63,22,6,48,0,4,1,0,22,22,0,9,20,208,54,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345329453356076,0.18133920230986614,0.0,0.0,0.0929119767526842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309779804025002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487826869998617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734851442984089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624642619185145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206185405522186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474508471830627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945691315572018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495249768066556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587294831867103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866119073883981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164274717466876,0.0,0.1578477893054223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847696009509124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420960063337942,0.1022971134951129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862739213726757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050992869166106604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533065069901592,0.0,0.0,0.08211286753456465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368761202241964,0.0,0.07406105992008909,0.0,0.0,0.06879979190023203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862299213199535,0.07056808650365795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101733125081156,0.09694183087250356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059441215896906985,0.09539966752177544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757462143258454,0.0,0.5634275304869308,0.0739385886417458,0.16893814405994012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700028269261808,0.0,0.0,0.10529268063745753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164302862917169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820875922967108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308888268144246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117534164779715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182530918321064,0.0,0.0,0.11950254187342367 adhd,Southmead28,2019/09/17,Is there any bonus to adhd I see a couple people claim there’s bonuses but it been pure stress to me,-1.552727272727271,0.20096690909091208,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,107.1818181818182,2.2,10.045454545454547,3.1291,-2.041309090909091,80,1,18,0,4,26,20,22,0.153,0.66,0.188,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097305769310896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288427888313408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692998227294553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29404337959030397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379824914525333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485847810493491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zohathemaine,2019/09/17,"Pleas help me! I dont know if i have ADHD but what ive read about it so far and what im going through makes me feel so. I dont know how to go aboout this and where to seek help thus im asking you guys to help me find a way Im easily distracted and it is most severe when i sit to study. I know that one part of me wants to study and i know that not studying will have negative consequences. Thus when im going to sleep i plan to study the next day and when the day comes i wake up telling myself i will study today. But when it is really time i read one page and im distracted. Everything else interests me. I close my books and choose some other task which i do for some time and then switch on to another task. I used to waste time on social media but ive quit that too now. All i do it find ways to not study and do other things. Even when im reading texts on reddit i cant read the whole thing. Thats how bad it is. Everything disturbs me. The door bell, the cars passing by, the people talking! Everything. Also im anxious about everything thats happening around me. If i have a food order incoming i spend the whole time waiting for it, not because im hungry but because im anxious someone is coming and i have to do a task, commitments make me anxious, tasks make me anxious, the speed braker i drive over everyday makes me anxious, meeting new people too, so much so that im stalling going to a psychologist. What should i do? Its become so severe that i cant talk on the same topic for 2 mins at a stretch. If i have a story to tell somebody i tell in parts with a lot of sub stories and then i drift away from it. I have to remind myself to come back to it. Please help me. People call me lazy but i swear im not. They twl me i just stall things. But it is not. I know i procrastinate. But I want to study and it is the need of the hour but i cant get myself to do it. And currently my professional life depends on it. NOTE: later, i will not be able to the read this long post that ive written, mostly because i would have lost interest after the first few lines Thanks for the patience",0.7814264021056907,2.6584313251670397,2.7389932172504565,93.60077166430456,82.07349665924276,5.9526422352702975,20.004100020247016,7.075746649084167,0.26886146993318505,1631,44,376,21,44,546,198,449,0.127,0.8009999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9764,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,4,23,8,0,3,21,0,33,4,2,10,2,70,61,39,0,8,18,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,32,19,1,1,9,6,1,11,12,5,0,3,2,1,56,3,44,53,14,58,0,1,0,0,16,15,0,9,27,252,88,8,0.0546405137776231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566727929963814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043695999126891295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572953428899986,0.0,0.30864113882405964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864164172372434,0.0510815044549024,0.0,0.05133656134980135,0.04201518233736065,0.04562254666853008,0.09992505013177776,0.0603461545802409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579407374263174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120389325305874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704772221792898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807655041212418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564513794361496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03608954402316143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642948217064185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027627885529708445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988087939275428,0.046477193106126816,0.06607152614934922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028547413244769,0.0,0.12421385268382938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054102699209185486,0.048318425880484205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649753845017008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053809899577625935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492324436298029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501449869964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859421079310365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048355135256502126,0.0,0.0,0.05964657539013207,0.04645341085047165,0.0,0.0,0.14589186894842568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016706464464677,0.04051524861867141,0.0,0.05277214869302088,0.058110806285615824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405165248665742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834070348393792,0.0,0.11364255711332223,0.0,0.0,0.059978875889495166,0.0,0.0,0.052330508165897315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058116912236286615,0.2732765013832585,0.0,0.03500411227626385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345645552962388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054679974503204366,0.05569912275413178,0.04629673000861085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878359504571554,0.14327465225932767,0.05030564390188883,0.0,0.0,0.10890218828599456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744529196441634,0.0,0.05179281811360662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719186031128805,0.0,0.0,0.06445678142587699,0.08674219306021816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200836461494904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881505327469598,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wiredinparallel,2019/09/17,"Currently appealing withdrawal from university and need some advice on what to say :( Hi everyone! My university has asked me to withdraw after I failed one particular course (one non-submission, twice deferred and now failed). It's an online degree so all administrative correspondence is conducted over the phone or via email. The school's regulations state that failure on a fourth attempt to pass a course will result in immediate withdrawal from the programme. However, they've allowed me to submit an appeal after I finally disclosed my ADHD diagnosis. The school is asking me to >*""provide a reason for why your circumstances were not reported earlier, i.e. why you did not reinquest mitigation, or whether you reached out to student support to notify them of your concerns relating to the April 2019 submission.""* Honestly, I didn't reach out because I forgot. It was the first course of the degree and boy, was it a struggle. I haven't been to school in 16 years and I am AWFUL at essay writing so it took a really long time for me to get the hang of things. I got caught up with the July 2019 assessment (which I submitted on time AND passed) so it completely slipped my mind to call the school and determine what should be done about that particular module. To me, that seems like a stupidly flimsy excuse for failing a course (I'm in my 30s and I should know better). I originally did not disclose my ADHD diagnosis because I assumed that an online distance learning degree would be easier than a traditional learning environment. I enrolled in 2015 but did not begin the coursework until April 2018 because I had to wait until I saved up some money in order to pay for tuition (the school allows you up to 8 years to complete the programme). In my country, treatment for ADHD is almost non-existent. We have only one neuropsychologist and seeing her on a regular basis would cost double my monthly salary because it won't be covered by my personal health insurance. None of this, however, seems acceptable enough to explain why I didn't reach out to the school in the first place. I'm at a loss as to how to justify my failure to the appeals board. If anyone has any advice on what to say, I'd greatly appreciate it.",9.009935649935652,8.575706965601968,9.074222534222537,64.52451269451272,60.42506142506143,12.174985374985376,39.77407277407278,11.491704259439757,4.844045606645606,1793,83,287,45,21,590,220,407,0.065,0.877,0.057,-0.5052,5,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,5,1,8,6,13,1,1,29,1,28,1,0,6,1,50,46,20,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,6,1,2,0,2,17,13,0,2,9,0,4,5,9,6,0,6,15,3,37,7,63,22,6,48,0,4,1,0,21,22,0,9,20,208,54,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345329453356076,0.18133920230986614,0.0,0.0,0.0929119767526842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309779804025002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487826869998617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734851442984089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624642619185145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206185405522186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474508471830627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945691315572018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495249768066556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587294831867103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866119073883981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164274717466876,0.0,0.1578477893054223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847696009509124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420960063337942,0.1022971134951129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862739213726757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050992869166106604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533065069901592,0.0,0.0,0.08211286753456465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368761202241964,0.0,0.07406105992008909,0.0,0.0,0.06879979190023203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862299213199535,0.07056808650365795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101733125081156,0.09694183087250356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059441215896906985,0.09539966752177544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757462143258454,0.0,0.5634275304869308,0.0739385886417458,0.16893814405994012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700028269261808,0.0,0.0,0.10529268063745753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164302862917169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820875922967108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308888268144246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117534164779715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182530918321064,0.0,0.0,0.11950254187342367 adhd,yungraso,2019/09/17,"Celebrities with ADHD (or suspected)? It's encouraging to me to see people with ADHD, celebrities or otherwise, being successful in their lives. Recently I've been looking into some celebrities who I suspect may have ADHD, but who haven't confirmed it. I know you can't always 'guess' or self-diagnose these things, but so far I have successfully guessed Britney Spears, Cara Delelvingne and Mel B/Scary Spice .. I always see these people in lists of 'famous people with ADHD': * Justin Timberlake * Will.I.Am * Britney Spears * Adam Levine * YungBlud (musician who talks very openly about it) * Solange etc. etc... **Here are a couple of people I suspect may have ADHD:** * Actor Timothee Chalamet - For his awkwardness, fast speech, fidgeting, bubbly demeanor, etc. He has also talked about having a difficult time in school when he was younger that he chalks up to 'behavioual problems'. * Musician Kurt Vile - Has said that his wife calls him 'Tigger' for his bounciness and inability to sit still (I can also see signs if I read into his lyrics, e.g in 'Bassackwards'). * Youtuber Bestdressed a.k.a Ashley - She seems like the poster child for women with ADHD. Her attention to detail when she makes her videos is amazing, but she has said she has problems with organisational things many times. I also see it in her bubbly personality, fast, sometimes rambly speech, body language, oversharing, etc. [This video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VB73FOWqsoY&t=2s) of hers about 'organising her life' screams ADHD to me. * David Bowie? Maybe?? :) **I was wondering if any of you have anyone else who comes to mind that you suspect may have ADHD, but hasn't confirmed it?**",4.0107608695652175,7.282490148550727,3.6376811594202887,79.66891304347827,91.35507246376812,6.168115942028988,25.20289855072464,7.423996415210882,2.1313159420289853,1315,53,195,26,46,395,165,276,0.099,0.8270000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.7403,0,0,0,0,0,0,90.0,0,3,1,2,11,11,1,1,3,0,23,2,1,1,0,39,37,17,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,3,17,11,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,11,29,5,30,28,5,20,0,0,5,0,35,10,0,13,9,126,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7148649286260638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838071885023546,0.12373566330835856,0.08056167799005905,0.0,0.050562736258218687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051989497114854434,0.07618365599322358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258966074969103,0.0,0.0,0.07592294627014409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640487115175198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227041879152139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546694866605322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211257080047961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316939589176339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381689918029554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040862582764789684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251787503274734,0.03632522539448504,0.0,0.06565525154966134,0.0,0.06243797473086065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963134874555119,0.07538249037474559,0.0746977987770337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750755519920066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618863089334186,0.06492235988594082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229197133124102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437333659169887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341483032240492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414538694168475,0.0,0.0,0.07524942367100622,0.2369995450182085,0.06768837493034853,0.07756661965827345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353723139129803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937857398867485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195245964277046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879394513090307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671191584639436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061349189732047435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063289057423348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Egnav,2019/09/17,"My rational mind: Oh no, you have to be in bed in 15 minutes. There's no way we are watching that half hour long video... **My ADHD brain:** Yep, fair point. Let's watch these 3 twelve minutes videos instead! **My mind (no longer rational):** Great idea! We are making progress! &#x200B; ...And that's why I'm all groggy today",-1.0956810035842288,-1.1557644032258043,0.02752688172042994,101.00017921146956,136.5806451612903,2.6681003584229392,16.347670250896062,5.033348758259628,-0.6911856630824373,245,8,51,2,18,75,49,62,0.065,0.754,0.18100000000000002,0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,1,8,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,3,5,1,7,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696363183067783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430932432688236,0.2726211466109308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504592154049128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735695638491986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094874898598812,0.0,0.0,0.25327437753221177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942261851893064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985509492832205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497615967712449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530779367874162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120920887681701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266641377302287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780859952480313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244940092048533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726211466109308,0.0 adhd,Quick_Bath,2019/09/17,"Struggling to get diagnosis I've had an assessment but was told it wasn't ADHD, I disagree and feel I've been denied a diagnosis based on bias as I'm A. an adult, B. female, C. I'm Autistic, and D. I have depression. Autism could explain the executive dysfunction, but not the issues with reading and focus - this was blamed on depression, just today my GP said the same thing, but I wasn't depressed as a kid! It's frustrating because without diagnosis I sent try medication to see if it would help, it also can impact on outcome of disablity assessments for welfare too. At this point I'm not getting a second opinion, as my GP wants to focus on depression, but even if they refer me for a second opinion it could take years before I'm assessed and still end up being told it's not ADHD (if it's not then fine, but I still need to know what's wrong and I still think taking ASHD medication is worth trying).",4.988499999999998,5.8441121833333325,6.3211111111111125,76.46000000000002,68.83333333333334,9.111111111111112,30.555555555555557,9.2995712137729,2.703055555555556,723,28,135,14,12,245,108,180,0.207,0.73,0.062,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,1,10,0,13,2,0,0,0,33,32,18,0,8,14,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,11,6,0,0,5,1,1,1,7,7,0,2,10,3,10,1,18,18,1,15,0,4,1,0,9,7,0,5,7,90,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32673845786674616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087083515712659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286561468291329,0.0,0.11567192976096255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170684313190281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683275539174419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203993705677508,0.0,0.0,0.08978476103323797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873356722231122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420423973577347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911153551376589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188236461757125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747071327316637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388339873726525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007951752755612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285039093491191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597326337483526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293067187989609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832377244076012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256771384659937,0.0,0.0,0.14211032076898547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044146264519158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031015506854814,0.08710260560875469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885188559278374,0.25978625847067954,0.0,0.18458388960220865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801788561470866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103791295588602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656537307660047,0.14862519797056134,0.0,0.08753863435716444 adhd,hookthemhorns,2019/09/17,"Can medication skew results? I underwent neuropsych testing two weeks ago. I've suspected I've possibly had ADHD since I was 10. Problems with focusing, prioritizing, organization, excessive fidgeting, constantly playing music in my head, getting bored too easily. I used to sometimes just zone out whenever people would talk to me. Also whenever I sat down to do school work I would start excessively fidgeting immediately, start playing music or beats in my head and start yawning from boredom immediately. I went to my feedback session today and the psychologist told me that she doesn't think it's ADHD, but social anxiety and possibly depression. I told her that I don't think I have depression, since I'm not feeling low and I'm still doing the things I love. No problems with energy either. Anyways, I've been taking Lexapro (10 mg) since June 28 and Wellbutrin XL (150 mg initially since July 12, upped to 300 mg on August 1). I still had concentration problems before taking Wellbutrin and after taking Lexapro. Wellbutrin has helped me a lot with focus. I never would've been able to focus on my classes like I can now. Could this have affected my results? I mean I'm fine if I don't have ADHD lol, I'm just wondering what the cause of my main problems possibly were before taking the meds. I don't know if it was social anxiety that has been affecting my concentration, since I've always had these problems when I was alone in a quiet room. Back to my main question: can medication skew results?",6.5650966507177015,8.069090880000001,7.390009569377995,67.8591196172249,65.65454545454546,10.444019138755982,35.20095693779904,10.5429385540328,4.2019090909090915,1212,57,192,32,19,404,148,275,0.166,0.762,0.07200000000000001,-0.9766,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,10,14,0,0,6,1,27,6,2,7,1,43,51,12,0,10,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,9,10,0,0,8,2,0,1,7,9,0,1,14,2,30,5,21,34,4,27,0,3,0,1,10,10,0,6,17,121,39,6,0.0859534050615442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098978688177821,0.0,0.07619250745536163,0.0,0.0,0.0890218054530938,0.0,0.06873690697360697,0.0715201185949221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315082392145318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609286290526703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628003387990834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829782395331706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288509536495893,0.0,0.06862679984941786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480630836614996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043460624209970725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490710654869067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764259823022099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057612755592734724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047237743546086584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199249203887927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730745112604725,0.07757630391303094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362845621616156,0.09547485621525367,0.17317802568533128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629256484280431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958926852667652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906986484113933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112290019149297,0.0,0.0,0.09628748502978494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698943475557143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555077244244453,0.0,0.0,0.17523734418541273,0.0,0.0,0.0850101154287437,0.0,0.1825147875069268,0.0,0.13728500062537768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25850505429214715,0.06908609113135272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057103623024301615,0.11015094263411296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147377773048765,0.16426432397711474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839639872268927,0.0,0.0,0.07423614465728408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894663691090153,0.0,0.0,0.07967966762236757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932128012624634,0.0625751025849177,0.0,0.0,0.18317649849615808,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Basketcase2017,2019/09/17,"How important is physical looks and “type” in a relationship? I dated a guy with ADHD and he agrees that we are perfect for each other and are each other’s best friend. We are pretty unique people with specific interests that aren’t common or easy to find. However I’m not his physical “type” and this is ultimately why he keeps leaving me (only to eventually reconnect after months/weeks). It’s not that he doesn’t find me attractive at all, it’s more about finding certain girls more attractive and that what he always pictured himself with. He said breaking up with me is “the hardest thing he’s ever done”. I just need to know if looks are really that important for a long term relationship if you have ADHD.",5.921777777777778,7.00919377037037,6.780000000000005,73.17000000000002,66.85185185185185,10.444444444444443,31.296296296296298,10.504223727775694,3.4744074074074067,569,22,100,15,9,189,85,135,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.983,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,4,30,18,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,12,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,10,7,14,16,7,10,0,0,2,0,17,3,0,3,6,70,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40734474750525146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410142546078192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785037623338126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342866404647098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329709872196018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646829292012579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309336231191824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678038939922982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506344731165933,0.0,0.0,0.0931373622747273,0.0,0.0,0.17944634571110538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499773598946004,0.2846275432799784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566131789455862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889106938297248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174905250298491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724139190921906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856808313740164,0.0,0.0,0.3638989439156711,0.0,0.0,0.16120665153343133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258964602373453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594019141345526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529220926513285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NylaTheWolf,2019/09/17,"My “mood” for things changes every 5 minutes Lately I’ve been struggling to get things done because my motivation and mood for it changes every 5 minutes. I try to write but as soon as I open it up I’m just like “I’m bored” and I go on to do something else. Or I look up advice on a certain part and then all my motivation vanishes. I would like to listen to YouTube videos while I work but I end up tuning it out and not listening to it, which adds to the frustration. Or I get moments where I want to do something but I don’t wanna do it at the same time. I try EasyDecisionMaker but I find that I’m never 100% satisfied with the decision. And I end up being bored and stressed out because I’m wasting time doing nothing. What can I do about this?",1.4626923076923075,3.441397833333337,3.4429230769230763,88.90207692307692,80.28205128205127,6.211282051282053,25.143589743589743,7.3011,1.106315897435898,586,23,127,8,15,198,85,156,0.134,0.767,0.098,-0.7648,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,10,1,2,4,0,11,0,0,2,3,31,22,16,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,3,17,3,24,18,3,22,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,2,12,89,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848449202171312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102083482397019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647899371113728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644307611525675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403278816943946,0.0,0.3054216506206081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290538543774498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758657101140713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801621688491111,0.0,0.09798890055617963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449457292673533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846906920847032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447873670698142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297908926397065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654393459575806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867114685662681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26547099793036605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750378856338888,0.1802483207960946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290931962415684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010761886992052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341204774345351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169637297038632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255220728308434,0.0,0.0,0.12248052252587915,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lolalaughed,2019/09/17,"ADHD fail just when i thought i was doing well my bf needed me to deposit check from his clients yesterday, i wrote it on a post it and put it on my steering wheel. went to the grocery story that was in the same shopping center. the fucking post it fell and i completely forgot until hours later way past the deposit cut off time. Since i deposited it today only half of the funds are available. he's so mad and rightfully so and i just feel so stupid. It's times like this where i can't help but to hate how stupid i am",1.3596464646464668,3.507333314814815,2.77057239057239,92.68621212121214,81.5925925925926,5.4087542087542095,21.855218855218848,6.574015621080383,0.4103037037037036,410,13,87,4,11,133,77,108,0.19399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,6,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,14,14,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,1,6,3,1,7,1,1,6,1,12,2,10,8,1,22,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,0,10,58,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27142047842056505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367930311922637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141934611605478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087890453819729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297409360930007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137840488314322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241074767966326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033592121247636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746038941601968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176446206963122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155935563204988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325920523543725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703549695124986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286945571578934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868204070204033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929482876039254,0.2633827873360751,0.0,0.21407360897350106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926437482071206,0.0,0.0,0.2030607879206741,0.20935955696266145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnimpressionablePine,2019/09/17,"Lectures suck. Help us by sharing your best strategies four getting engaged in a passive medium. It's 10:10 AM. I've been sitting here for 40 minutes and there's 35 minutes left of a 2x/week proof intensive math class. Even though I took my medication, all of the material is bouncing off my brain. Taking notes seems pointless because I want to pause to think about it, but the professor keeps marching through the slides. The truth is that lectures suck. They're inefficient. It's been proven multiple times. (Link to relevant meta study: https://nsf.gov/news/news_summ.jsp?cntn_id=131403&org=NSF&from=news) What do ya'll do? Strategies for taking notes? Thinking faster? Review? Turning a presentation of facts into interesting questions? We're gonna need all you've got.",6.189073645206111,10.054631307086616,4.419592403890693,76.68227420101898,78.44881889763779,6.137841593330246,30.305233904585446,7.510576382923642,2.439042982862436,644,29,94,10,17,184,98,127,0.046,0.8109999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8559,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,0,1,5,7,2,0,7,0,7,2,1,0,5,16,22,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,6,5,14,17,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,2,4,49,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263845289704178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994469382878567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064902768163117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196522065992364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995988401016473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280037098001063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736907719513382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318858662535338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489169666477494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378321040425324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982176837282442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589702235490534,0.0,0.1900346072178326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041921518728336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912533962494576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958820721685455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521551406191596,0.19331831858607165,0.0,0.11473389183517756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186105597953982,0.0,0.21402127685943326,0.0,0.0,0.2366812583192572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605571730692253,0.0,0.1578311407033064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luciabaran,2019/09/17,"How to get through college night classes This is my first time writing on reddit so bare with me. I’m currently 18 and going through my first semester of college (at my local community college). I have a pretty spaced out schedule but on Tuesday’s I have a night lab from 7:30 (19:30) to 9:30 (21:30). I love the class but I have trouble staying focused and retaining information. It’s so frustrating, and whenever I ask people for tips they just say ‘drink coffee’ I’m not a coffee drinker so I don’t know how it would affect me. I realize I’ve been rambling on but if anyone out there has any tips on getting through night classes (or college in general!) that would be appreciated! Especially tips for starting to drink coffee when you have adhd",3.038896713615024,5.711182936619721,4.306225352112676,81.05027699530518,78.7887323943662,6.885258215962442,30.59342723004695,8.021203637495839,2.528953427230046,595,30,105,11,15,195,93,142,0.06,0.828,0.113,0.8258,1,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,8,3,1,0,4,0,11,3,0,3,0,24,20,14,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,2,1,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,14,1,19,16,0,23,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,2,11,71,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300544437241494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184468683531295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355650321380545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812511310300565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37985613644448935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298275533378248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258804018448254,0.0,0.1101861697731584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655108537623972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749837896754335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458282416541073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441161159823425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972451201597858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541807349220603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722888553516946,0.20664971669401191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305267708686935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754528231736665,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,b00p24,2019/09/17,"Switching from vyvanse due to side effects - any recommendations? I used to take concerta but I didn't find it very helpful. I started taking vyvanse and it works a bit better, but I can't deal with the side effects of not eating. Whenever I take it, I don't really eat all day and am repulsed by food. And then by the time it wears off, I feel sick from not eating. I am going to ask my doctor for a new med, but would like to ask for a specific one based on recommendations, if possible. Does anyone have any that they would recommend?",3.7453504672897218,5.0668518878504685,5.286063084112153,80.98647780373835,72.17757009345793,8.340654205607477,27.393691588785053,8.841846274778883,2.05915046728972,420,15,84,8,8,142,71,107,0.079,0.787,0.134,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,8,7,1,3,1,18,17,8,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,10,2,14,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,7,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197675276067992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298442378694655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021214877787757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429093513298347,0.17640964865204098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420935838979024,0.1665876808330013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538973083970152,0.1414046665078569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960272928633927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170254546620098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768633091764444,0.0,0.19538997522752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183283258792753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830743618653847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894257278657545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948519890370485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606040039887764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949459917286494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216350984781093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351588693532683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437113475786673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36447683395274577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422187548499908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955809642296235,0.0,0.13332506056672302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763625711624065,0.0,0.0,0.22957157915966855,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6alexandria9,2019/09/17,"This week is just too much I'm currently pacing around my room because I have so much to do this week but what feels like no time to do it. I missed class today already and this is not the first time, or second, this semester. I thought I was doing well and I can't afford to fuck up in college again. I just want someone to actually help me get something done but no one seems to get it, even my friends with ADD. Just send some positivity my way please",2.2828723404255307,3.949501489361701,3.4286702127659576,91.40875,76.65957446808511,6.402127659574468,23.45212765957447,7.1686216300943375,0.6477914893617025,356,11,80,4,8,115,67,94,0.077,0.684,0.239,0.9573,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,17,18,6,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,1,3,3,1,10,3,9,15,3,14,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,3,9,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.2045838668832876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134913618845865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662903420750573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779801378931469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145402393695024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384689436324431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600311607266652,0.14977086074345086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783244428989238,0.0,0.0,0.1619716729062655,0.19381398188124016,0.21906234963262933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052102861793986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242225206596596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082272808207718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206128633107068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301279168101907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085348332358365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763203918050507,0.16139542762346076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643519121988914,0.2444920741851913,0.0,0.19871951852136852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365440843836158,0.16640692154078482,0.33633011435715005,0.0,0.18849657461121727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hedgehoggodoggo,2019/09/17,"So I had a motivation/rewards breakthrough the other day I wanted to share I’m taking an online class this semester and every week I have two 1.5-2 hour lecture videos plus a chapter of reading, and it’s been really overwhelming for me because it seems like such a long time, and even if I offer myself a reward at the end, I still have to slog through two hours of lecture to get there, which somehow makes me want to do it even less, and when I do finally sit down to do it, all I can think about is how much I want the reward, how bored I am, and how I can rush through to get it done. SO, **I decided to start rewarding myself for working while I’m actually working instead of after the task is done**. Like the other day I let myself eat ice cream as long as I was also reading or paint my nails as long as I was listening to a lecture at the same time. GUYS. IT’S REVOLUTIONARY. As long as the fun thing is something I can successfully multitask with, I actually *enjoy the process*? And the reward at the end is the peace of not crying stress tears at 11:50 PM the night before a quiz is due?? And I completely avoid the guilt and self loathing that happens when I fail to do the task and don’t get a reward at all??? Next I’m going to bribe myself to pick up a section of my room with a good podcast with the end reward being a cleaner living space. And I’m almost looking forward to it? TLDR: I learned to reward myself by doing something I like while I’m actually doing overwhelming tasks and it works way better than only rewarding myself when the task is done. Who knew??",4.377903871829105,4.940388080996886,5.6636404094348025,81.68261682242994,70.05919003115264,8.232665776591011,28.369826435247003,8.269060116576782,1.855818157543391,1238,42,250,17,21,416,161,321,0.048,0.755,0.198,0.9933,0,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,14,17,24,0,5,27,0,28,1,0,5,2,37,49,31,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,15,15,1,1,5,3,0,3,2,7,0,2,8,3,30,17,43,39,6,41,0,3,2,0,6,11,0,5,30,183,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.30183023007834103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323908927256004,0.0,0.0,0.08244849930410388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284839642738367,0.0,0.08772993870805702,0.0,0.0,0.0911829817078355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080976890416774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324977606390654,0.13298108110379184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165192387672533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054963563752634,0.0,0.0,0.27394622244718897,0.0,0.0,0.13619227410904342,0.0,0.08686563464050705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294027978121475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615954385807921,0.0,0.05859372683539421,0.08647482895613752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020845488655616,0.09117039962889432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306415033542333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054260531256256,0.0,0.1511073789794405,0.0,0.09103859985418836,0.3649586612237011,0.08657747343986938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881960531751576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578987247287743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964731021911688,0.09675173982471742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784116885354547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625446616927826,0.0,0.06604807269126375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385776056928473,0.10755508938641788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874180695122,0.0,0.0,0.07297423850494929,0.0,0.08233526046546949,0.0,0.11809993754755775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751786750128703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849461563623632,0.06606188957994717,0.0,0.0,0.12023610028146588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142613472859267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824319733405171,0.08183545160957903,0.08270006602932355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517262686439232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pavelow6,2019/09/17,"Once you know, have you noticed a change? For the people that were diagnosed early with ADD, have you noticed your symptoms staying the same, increased or decreasing as you have gotten older? Diagnosed later in life (35) and am curious about the people who managed to get diagnosed early in life.",8.703397435897436,9.290789211538463,8.189230769230772,67.2224358974359,60.73076923076921,10.77948717948718,38.487179487179496,10.504223727775694,4.48928717948718,237,11,34,5,3,75,38,52,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,6,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859762946661668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6292054887187815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796082628221217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356389259711575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919117645586916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705218232263298,0.0,0.22006476434171293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28651619585943633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025065393746215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477799158659952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chalmerss,2019/09/17,"ADHD and Anxiety. So, I've been diagnosed with ADHD and severe anxiety. But for the anxiety part of the issue, he only recommends me onto ADHD medication(ATOMOXETINE), saying my Anxiety stems from my ADHD. It's been like this for years and my anxiety has never gotten better. It's only been ADHD med after ADHD med. I've tried almost all of them, anxiety never stops though. Does anyone else have this happen?",4.46274285714286,7.073866893333335,6.996571428571433,63.98400000000001,73.4,9.085714285714287,22.714285714285715,9.606745405546679,2.7892285714285707,327,9,46,9,7,117,48,75,0.188,0.74,0.07200000000000001,-0.7478,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,10,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,5,2,8,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7350296173129377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207224081891487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678756800366662,0.0,0.0,0.07127466768128943,0.10444349464790716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015239608417074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346092933368686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920318638732101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515283063528323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013995621279318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639267958557827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979983481509977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645153157916414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572356684897072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550508980969086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110384657983465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106205908051455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515647801889263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522144186597902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014970039916167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920653837438036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564219522013433 adhd,kadine4511,2019/09/17,"Somedays.. Somedays I just gotta run around like a chicken with its head cut off! Planning stuff and lists sometimes just doesn't work!",3.272266666666667,6.2848727600000025,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,81.4,3.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,3.1291,0.4963333333333338,109,5,20,0,3,30,23,25,0.087,0.7859999999999999,0.128,0.2462,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020306168724268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634844206105888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206349154320784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44665602629933054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169879365494332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287790697011803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IrisSophie,2019/09/17,"Does typing or writing work better for you? I’m attending uni again (so proud of myself NGL), and the professors are always trying to make people write instead of type because studies say it works better for the brain. But I feel like working on paper works worse for me, because it takes me more time, I miss the stuff the professor says and I know that I won’t type it out later, can’t learn from my own crappy handwriting, etc etc.. How do you guys feel about this? Do you have any tips or tricks if you do write? Because I have the feeling that these studies don’t take an ‘abnormal’ brain into account. Or maybe I’m just stubborn lol",3.0625108225108235,5.042252523809523,3.6740981240981263,89.1229220779221,75.34920634920636,6.169119769119768,24.15295815295816,6.980632752743323,0.8857555555555554,502,16,99,5,11,158,86,126,0.095,0.7829999999999999,0.121,0.5364,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,7,6,7,2,0,6,1,9,2,2,2,0,21,19,9,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,13,4,11,18,4,7,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,4,4,63,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298815081951118,0.0,0.0,0.1061482885063337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854577140586587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276102356347262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34850182353355297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659764479375727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34816891502063463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367752541685281,0.11151255086771893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455616805085634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578438481413866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625893673039992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041929910338842,0.0,0.15681594949450173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821492218607363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482621260736612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786886280736471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472434740836084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101882276697283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597659712762028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545489497983013,0.0,0.15907164660404927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saoirselacha,2019/09/17,"Cigarettes For a few years I casually and socially smoked (mostly when drunk). Rarely purchased my own cigarettes, never felt any addictive pull for them. Sadly, after a year of increased anxiety and struggling to find professional mental health support, I would say I’m nearing addiction. I feel like ADHD plays a huge role in this. Need to fidget? Have a smoke! All over the place and need to calm down? Cigarette time! The most surprising factor was how it helps me concentrate on my surroundings and conversations. It just centres me in a way that I never achieved with mindfulness. I really really don’t want to rely on a gross habit to feel this control. Thankfully I’ve connected with mental health resources and should be starting therapy soon, but I’m just wondering if anyone has had a similar experience? Any thoughts or advice??",5.807375259875263,8.496658750000002,6.231081081081082,70.6661018711019,69.60810810810811,10.499792099792101,32.33056133056133,10.560738912317856,4.323710395010396,677,31,104,22,13,218,108,148,0.05,0.813,0.13699999999999998,0.8157,0,0,5,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,5,10,0,1,9,0,8,5,0,2,3,31,21,10,0,6,5,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,7,1,1,6,3,1,2,3,3,0,0,4,4,10,7,18,14,6,22,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,5,10,70,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243737618352879,0.1787988270434107,0.14538136133706248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234441664274355,0.0,0.1138125877138333,0.0,0.0,0.1040270488085471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668639889263408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455306510357975,0.0,0.0,0.15045037891279625,0.1062850017234451,0.14284748155969829,0.0,0.13597779799891335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162820692138917,0.0,0.0,0.0997208515374784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268402667457019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998607314684593,0.0,0.1502204973082851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062978724414836,0.22948914519761665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543837364707594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906183500654433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831197606135875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516575366301279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530382170360812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553209640611132,0.0,0.0,0.16882828483766074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369721757814747,0.17013735765041488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811085612941137,0.08675199033092966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775144209457005,0.11809079453079728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134031119418932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568560280190234,0.0,0.0,0.19161264635002095 adhd,lbusrt,2019/09/17,"new med update today was my first day taking the 20mg adderal. i took it at 715. it’s now 9:35. either it hasn’t kicked in yet or it just isn’t working well because i still have absolutely no focus but i’m awake, like what vyvance did for me. ugh i just want it to work i’m sad",-1.7814285714285705,0.13193085714285854,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,97.57142857142857,3.4349206349206347,14.936507936507935,5.033348758259628,-1.1190444444444445,216,5,53,1,9,75,52,63,0.15,0.752,0.098,-0.6538,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,3,0,5,2,4,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786806068468725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875525259891266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621438805404905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505647020329518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423265107576654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29764912462032106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461187013337499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317184250310329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921254365216571,0.0,0.3424073262680579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177679933840693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27709731057554765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44872791386881344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Justwondering303,2019/09/17,"Suicidal thoughts and Concerta Hi, I'm regularly having intrusive thoughts about suicide whilst taking Concerta XL. I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD, and have been using the medication for 2 weeks now. I think upset around various events in my personal life are setting it off, but these are things I sadly cannot exercise any control over. My mood seems to be stable but the thoughts come regardless. The power to act on them seems to increase as the day goes on, but that might be because I am constantly thinking about personal issues. Prior to these issues I was perfectly happy for 33 or so years, so I'm sure it's the medication amplifying my misery. I can't really talk to anyone about how I feel, and I am cautious to talk to a medical professional As I write this I can feel the thoughts coming back, and they seem to be pretty strong. I think being alone right now isn't helping, but as I said that can't be helped. Also, during my assessment I was told that I ""sinkhole"" my thoughts, thus get stuck doing nothing, and also that I immediately disregard advice given to me. Not sure what to do. One day in the two weeks I didn't take my medication, and had less intrusive thoughts. However I struggled to endure the day and was beset with being unable to sit still, relax or calm anxiety.",6.61584345479082,7.135859923076925,7.4571012145749025,70.92781106612686,65.15384615384615,10.959136302294198,33.87557354925776,10.793553405168565,3.855109257759784,1039,43,181,27,15,348,145,247,0.122,0.7340000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9022,2,1,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,2,4,13,11,0,2,9,0,27,7,0,4,3,44,53,21,2,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,11,12,0,2,14,2,0,4,6,3,0,2,17,3,25,7,29,29,3,29,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,6,15,128,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499614516557925,0.09350338818848804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910198319697364,0.0,0.1530403425371913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506985614632675,0.0,0.07319963489040421,0.0,0.0,0.06690597362269073,0.0,0.0,0.08518095088468698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357673500037988,0.0,0.05832938257422735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485027327314264,0.0,0.10340272378499088,0.10732014192029488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512893237776606,0.0,0.0,0.09711941751775972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676357445830304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049992058641834515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185967488196823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827280479479694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974293940815493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758595017563289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855748758228836,0.0,0.10150787296157274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181343161676668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483940457050129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709889262654598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734720376251506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061298991212137124,0.0,0.09447851919424922,0.0,0.0,0.0817154403992042,0.09101943066618982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613272033184608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641507468830981,0.0,0.0,0.10003192879940752,0.0,0.2093302124695365,0.0,0.18036610835028646,0.0,0.14388813738613526,0.1538177889697241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635696193830001,0.18393544385833333,0.0,0.4557846395868463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143220692833363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934714546504544,0.0,0.0,0.08264210238142945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535072989781639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061618736709827475 adhd,xopaulajay,2019/09/17,"What is it like having ADHD? I have a very close friend that I live with who I’ve confronted about addiction. She finally “got help” and talked to a doctor explaining that she thinks she has ADHD. So she turned in all of her other substances for amphetamines AKA adderall. I have a strong feeling this was just a ploy to be on drugs everyday, because I don’t think she has ADHD. I’m not a doctor though. For those of you who do have it, can you explain what your life was like pre-diagnosis? I’ve read about people having to get 3 sets of keys, and 4 debit cards, and 3 drivers license replacements because they can’t keep track of their stuff, or keep jobs, or properly clean things. Please share anything you think is worth sharing!",5.617940947940952,6.18540620979021,5.70736596736597,82.44344211344213,67.32167832167832,8.873038073038073,29.175602175602172,8.841846274778883,2.115887956487956,580,19,114,9,9,183,96,143,0.013000000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9742,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,1,5,7,1,0,5,0,16,5,0,0,1,18,28,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,5,0,1,0,13,5,0,2,6,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,16,6,14,24,1,6,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,2,4,74,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569277255396944,0.5479914259636791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250757541266319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853047710796908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111387354344876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626146332083373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685128498930444,0.0,0.0,0.1664988597976028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174279743454025,0.0,0.07940909515576447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215611958053455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187645436672343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508277494803696,0.2701934098099064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735583399637018,0.14851038298481825,0.0,0.13421095735424018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053715159663348,0.0,0.0,0.16684062482324746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203226657430324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739934867179331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216471748499587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097615684856187,0.2921693477059855,0.149330519040041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653227101952156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540860468133386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustYourAverageeoJ,2019/09/17,"First day medicated Today is my first day medicated on adderall. I already feel happier with more closure that I’m going to be able to get my work done and have a change in my life for the better. Just in the first two weeks of school I started to fall behind and get stressed out. So glad I’m going to be able to retain more information and be able to get my homework done earlier, rather than working till 12 at night stressing about turning it it the next day. I don’t want people to look at me like I’m abusing adderall. Because many people in my school take it without needing it. That’s the bad side of medication people abuse it and it makes stereotypes, I don’t want to fall into that stereotype.",5.143120567375885,5.704946999999998,5.7512056737588635,81.73333333333333,68.36170212765957,7.9687943262411345,31.26950354609929,7.793537801064563,2.0404950354609928,561,22,110,6,9,182,83,141,0.11900000000000001,0.784,0.098,-0.6378,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,4,6,0,2,5,0,9,4,0,1,0,17,26,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,4,2,2,10,3,25,21,2,25,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,13,71,19,5,0.34705774728059324,0.274137786149795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766228475390862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965929074558356,0.07052106048956729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231479137366853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238035946927173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382353562490775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677371422947616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849427498119825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952071425423402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132334867383976,0.0,0.13149394381899052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171238354041196,0.056518294919115634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714703299616233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722124708578998,0.11728736095837418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496241680583632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577964068527062,0.0,0.0,0.12303328383907006,0.10856339516209056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060614331868296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23416064585119434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188308660720864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650356512827943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698141136181248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965672134158658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258330563001223,0.1130083298767003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364691008681774,0.0,0.09279626355596296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151709453129964,0.0,0.16844144897206167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stRf1sh,2019/09/17,Inappropriate career My job requires extraordinary executive functioning and emotional stability. I’m breaking down realizing I just don’t have what it takes. I didn’t get diagnosed until after I finished school and started working. Anyone face something similar? What did you do?,6.2762857142857165,10.171955422222227,7.894920634920634,49.91,83.66666666666666,10.571428571428571,39.76190476190477,9.606745405546679,6.503857142857143,234,15,26,9,7,80,37,45,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.2406,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,19,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595891210843641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768145483665817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176102854071081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396466206764248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684118727331856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37572842279484586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858091281385976,0.0,0.0,0.2627751804549727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27913647389076673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27027701313981684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheRealTofuey,2019/09/17,"Thank you /r/ADHD When I was in middleschool I had a teacher tell me her kid grew out of ADHD and didn't need meds. Because of this teacher I got it stuck in my head that I needed to ""grow up"" and during freshman year of highschool I got off my meds after telling me doctor I was fine. Turns out I was fine because I wasn't trying in highscool. Being a sophomore in college studying is such a mentally draining task. I get distancted so easily. Even if I isolate my phone I will just start day dreaming at my own desk or start trying to flip a pencil on my desk for 5 mintues until I snap out of it and remember I should be studying. So I finally got off my lazy ass after reading more experiences here and made a doctor's appointment. A week later they prescribed me some adderall (because it's alot cheaper then the stuff I took as a kid) as so far I already feel so much more focused and ready to get my work done. This sub gave me the encouragement to deal with something that has always been a problem. And that I am not abnormal because I am on meds.",5.065835420393562,5.163853637209304,5.9530232558139575,81.83915921288015,68.44186046511628,8.289803220035779,32.817531305903394,7.882392219407189,2.286881932021468,832,35,166,9,13,275,129,215,0.062,0.8490000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.6637,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,0,11,0,16,4,2,1,0,23,32,17,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,15,1,32,4,28,13,6,29,0,0,0,1,11,14,1,4,12,120,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011229802336168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824893022569526,0.0,0.1042424945037032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054766312496448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079484717334501,0.12915755764966866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645754342430604,0.0,0.12820431954860245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274586039981227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225472898225392,0.0,0.0,0.06334502751589458,0.0,0.0,0.13723745616891184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309066287793171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30059213561203274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285728047698897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854239488487413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174715046529744,0.0,0.1262521664821827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209477187140773,0.18578617142476145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987546389478157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253132997163724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191713541847262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644620066394352,0.0,0.0,0.177346804482566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434149371122137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899943036268288,0.11534043724567185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391900200629604,0.17011297446595094,0.1362680094129286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004915758031721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120489332829597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067582443558144 adhd,Newtonspendel,2019/09/17,"Advice needed regarding difficulties in physics/math studies and uni. I‘m going into my second year of physics in a few weeks. At my university we just finish the courses at our own speed and can repeat as often as we want. The first semester was going pretty well, I was putting in 10-12 hours a day and making it through. Then at the end of that semester, a close family member was diagnosed with cancer and it was, well, distracting. I basically stopped doing anything and missed a bunch of exams, but was able to pick up a lot in the first few days before the semester. I’m a really fast learner when under pressure and actually really smart but everyone perceives me as dumb because I don’t stay focused enough to always be at the top of my abilities. Well, then came the second semester, and while I did finish a lot and solve the problems, I literally never went to Uni because I was sick. Basically my brain pressure was too high and I could barely see and I was dizzy all the time, which at the time, I didn’t know, and frustrated me a lot. Luckily, we just got that mostly under control, but I literally can’t remember most of the semester, it’s like a giant blur right now. I don’t know how I solved those problems or even what we learned, basically electromagnetism etc. is a topic I know nothing about. I usually take Ritalin, but due to the medications for my brain pressure, I have to take sodium bicarbonate to lower the acidity of my blood, and yesterday was a harsh slap in the face when I found out that it makes Ritalin way stronger than it should be when everything was spinning and my face was tingling on 20mg slow release (usually take 50mg a day). And it’s going to be a little bit until I can figure out what to do, I might need to completely stop taking it (aka go back to the wreck that couldn’t keep any friends and was called ‘the living chaos’). I know I have the ability to catch up on the last semester, because I’m an EXTREMELY quick learner when interested/ under pressure/focused. So I got someone I know to tutor me, starting tomorrow. But I’ve been trying to start studying and catching up but I just *can’t* (you all know what I mean right?) I want to, I sit down but my brain just nopes out and everything that isn’t optimal around me irritates/distracts me. I think it’s also because it’s such a daunting task. I’m also super embarrassed to go to my friend for tutoring tomorrow, he is the same age as me but is in grad school and is similar to me in terms of intelligence and interest, but he *knows* so much, and studies so much. He also knows my friends and other people that study with me, and they already think I’m dumb, and I feel like I was even judged from the start before they knew me as dumb because I have an extroverted excited personality and also I am a pretty good looking girl, which I already feel reduced to (in general) sometimes. This reaallllyyyy scares me. Does anyone have any tips or advice on what to do? How to get through my degree and concentrate on studying? How to get my brain to cooperate? What to do in general? I really like physics and am extremely good when my focus is good, and I do want to stick with it. But it’s starting to get discouraging, as even my parents who always thought I was the smartest person are endlessly asking me if physics isn’t too hard for me and encouraging me to switch subjects to something I don’t like as much.",5.3819179083693065,6.069292573353298,6.472796267929258,76.3251768555912,67.87724550898204,9.926528338671496,32.45105138560089,9.988822585752894,3.2060702826904333,2701,113,512,62,43,906,288,668,0.10400000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.158,0.9907,2,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,5,1,2,5,34,33,4,6,38,0,50,14,7,7,3,114,103,67,0,11,17,1,3,4,3,2,7,0,0,3,28,42,0,5,20,0,0,10,11,14,3,4,24,6,71,19,83,72,19,95,0,2,2,0,22,37,3,11,49,369,99,6,0.06522094222108266,0.0,0.06364623137375379,0.0,0.0,0.12746629979924629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394586312486554,0.20862865572208955,0.10853809733737596,0.0,0.0,0.0887049544634863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045603999263421034,0.0,0.053671278263522686,0.05806046621949666,0.060972776796684273,0.0,0.0,0.05015087871950927,0.0,0.1987904050953627,0.0,0.11099643616152643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120437682948562,0.0,0.0,0.29123256551744753,0.0665978741462212,0.07459538284365906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838291703845198,0.0,0.07315083255022722,0.052073615287164685,0.0,0.0,0.12618633641601035,0.0,0.0,0.06619788346435057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057075286053843065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776639620661635,0.067390667971194,0.07273859095397474,0.12923345167100778,0.0,0.0,0.062321405274320216,0.11723275479535505,0.0,0.061484499810825516,0.0,0.06595533611405162,0.04659385415450189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095380027023824,0.0,0.07151139674735882,0.15116861451739827,0.0,0.10222575124619053,0.0,0.18533282240722285,0.16411269584519833,0.10432629108131936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058425153531479326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890950633478247,0.0,0.0,0.06422949032942397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057971370167376565,0.0,0.0,0.28674979335770673,0.053163772833381605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274546317287137,0.06536851826183142,0.05759128688426941,0.0,0.05476916515166878,0.0,0.0,0.16634553826019793,0.0,0.0,0.08707097076297797,0.0,0.0,0.071044726253149,0.0,0.06570323769661511,0.0,0.06918911291653408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438346908508677,0.0967210044907493,0.050302411384448284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258125307966778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242013795837852,0.0,0.0,0.045215989253621386,0.1138968221168681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270629118163624,0.0,0.12481526684986115,0.0,0.06556506107730535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534661699349453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388261347364697,0.11139665659126133,0.0,0.0,0.06529754104866713,0.06600707550765918,0.05197264676634758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526149269396608,0.05021026772872994,0.06450517955182508,0.0,0.18465487437771852,0.06951684648518193,0.0,0.10905525619459404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615212681538255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358189253809423,0.0,0.051778142873598006,0.076061711804074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428073855302842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436633070224207,0.0,0.1154070046150182,0.0517693481501208,0.05231630578316365,0.0,0.17592437933109015,0.06046046685960276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042000148437790506 adhd,Wannabe-Writer,2019/09/17,"Today's my first day trying Ritalin, and I now understand what it means to have a clear head. I can't believe how much of a difference it makes. I don't feel bogged down by my mind running 1000 miles an hour. The air feels crisp, my mind is clear, and I can breathe without my jaw feeling clenched. Is this how normal peoples' minds are daily? If so, then I'm surprised I made it this far in life with my condition. I haven't gotten an official diagnosis yet, but I'm on the waiting list for testing, and my doctor allowed me a trial run to see if it helped. Needless to say, I think it has. I've been more productive and organized in my thoughts today than I have been in who knows how long. Before I made it to this point, this subreddit was the only thing that made me feel like I wasn't crazy or weak. I connected and empathized with so many other stories on here, stories of struggling with symptoms and stories of success and self-discovery. It helped me push through to get the help I know I needed. So thank you everyone for being such a supportive and understanding subreddit. You've helped one more person find the help he needed. I can't wait to continue on from here!",4.6218589743589735,5.569900277777776,5.241955128205127,83.52908653846156,69.72649572649573,8.585042735042737,30.43696581196581,8.841846274778883,2.34495811965812,931,37,186,16,16,300,139,234,0.021,0.835,0.14400000000000002,0.9801,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,12,7,0,1,11,0,16,8,3,8,2,46,42,19,0,5,5,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,16,11,0,2,12,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,9,6,25,5,26,32,3,24,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,3,11,123,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020504975061564,0.1326751453997502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594543005575087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230340908586494,0.0,0.1205323056346216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252468515211933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381718896635331,0.08412773662084726,0.0,0.0,0.10763046705405424,0.10016655904086458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061524717030925075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085568935817953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39466008362970295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596983644683002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943558506497094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831773400174069,0.05753156657541875,0.0,0.0,0.1042138560205116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334281955137128,0.07860568554148631,0.11939011297295267,0.0,0.12827511539840347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35671196013585016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656711783431376,0.1746350315756258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537975479380398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979719433509155,0.08956175356364879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163992663852612,0.1028234520074958,0.0,0.0,0.11132122249613216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364744413403346,0.0,0.0,0.09383943908458928,0.0,0.12284931736659375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310827520695496,0.0,0.0,0.13363260338395494,0.0,0.12239768452951467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841754661218997,0.0,0.0,0.07823448264700565,0.07545582533697055,0.0,0.09348825173256843,0.0,0.0,0.223245339348406,0.0,0.0,0.07995128065631033,0.0,0.0,0.24518453597758005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351639601842965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnderAPaperMoon,2019/09/17,"The worst part of ADHD, the part that breaks me down and makes me just cry and cry and cry Context: 22 years old, unmedicated Task initiation. I just... can't do things sometimes. Like I literally CAN'T make myself do what I know I need to. I know logically that different parts of my brain didn't develop properly and that my brain as a whole struggles with dopamine regulation and that it isn't my fault that I can't control that with sheer willpower alone. I know that logically. But it feels like nobody else does, and that's the really hard part-- that it feels like nobody ever believes me. There is no good way I've been able to explain this symptom to anyone in a way that makes sense to them. I've only been met with, ""Yes you can, try harder. You're just making excuses."" So when I can't do something that will affect other people, I resort to outright lying about why I didn't do it or why I can't be there for something. Lazy. Flaky. Stubborn. I know I'm probably not those things, but it doesn't feel that way when everyone says you are. I once had a girl harass me on Facebook for not coming to class enough. She called me names and said terrible things that I know weren't true and that she only said because she didn't know me or understand why I couldn't come to class sometimes. But that was before I had my diagnosis, so part of me believed her because I didn't know why either. In elementary school I had the same gym teacher for all 6 years I went there. She would single me out, pull me aside, and say ""I need to see more effort from you."" Over and over. And when she decided I still wasn't trying hard enough, despite having no way to actually measure that, she'd send me to the corner of the gym to practice whatever we were doing that day by myself. Growing up, when I told my parents I couldn't go to school or do my homework, I was yelled and sworn at until I complied out of pure anguish. They took that as proof I was lying and could do it on my own if I wanted to. That wasn't true, but that was before my diagnosis so I didn't know otherwise. Nobody has ever said the phrase, ""You're just being lazy,"" to me more than my brother. It's carved into my memory and it burns when I ask someone to help me do something because otherwise I know it won't get done. I wish so badly I could just be honest with people and tell them it's my brain, my ADHD. But I can't, because then on top of being a failure, they'll think I'm a liar too. Especially my parents, but also my friends, the rest of my family, my boss, and my coworkers. Before I dropped out of college, my professors and classmates were on that list. **I know I deal with severe imposter syndrome because of these things. I know my near inability to ask for help or even just admit when I'm struggling comes from these things. I'm actively searching for a therapist and a psychiatrist to try to do something about all of this. But right now, at this moment, this is really hard. Yet I'm still privileged because if I wasn't blessed with a genuinely supportive boyfriend, good friends, an understanding boss, and financially supportive parents, I don't know what my life would be like right now.**",4.497028016846734,5.344667590551184,5.3327668925105325,83.13171580296653,69.94488188976378,8.363669657571874,27.99578831715803,8.569652575389874,1.877108405054019,2500,84,509,39,43,816,265,635,0.13,0.7829999999999999,0.087,-0.9811,5,1,4,0,0,0,82.0,1,3,4,3,31,25,3,3,17,1,60,5,3,8,8,107,110,47,0,12,22,4,6,4,2,5,2,6,1,1,46,33,0,2,23,2,0,9,25,10,0,0,28,13,88,15,65,67,18,56,1,0,1,0,41,21,0,6,24,358,134,9,0.056328904134207415,0.0,0.054968884892878336,0.0,0.13539279280856156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833975677439316,0.0,0.04504620428505313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938647948289434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531984304472816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703228209216565,0.206025462805362,0.0,0.14379524579515135,0.1269267712631572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864505830255465,0.057518109070062926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556708962875348,0.0,0.0,0.06317765573045117,0.08994809285303837,0.0,0.1856239685695769,0.03632748319259256,0.0580726267684874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058851715824144474,0.0,0.0,0.04929380360163129,0.05764402590708932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047055571437022575,0.0,0.0,0.11640563127168435,0.0,0.03720470993009666,0.1019054373600258,0.0,0.05382468182239024,0.0,0.0,0.053101877673643216,0.0,0.08544475927335438,0.08048276073705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703914320840092,0.0,0.029429527520342186,0.0,0.03201301431957524,0.09449202456203606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137890193974654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551215415763943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37148271100863106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978677083359404,0.11007782910849594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503999236427697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353433734912429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059107709347271574,0.0599884445263747,0.0,0.08568133974339635,0.0,0.0,0.1876397458939928,0.30499356982855297,0.0,0.07810273931238255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073208581074655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721714767447954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620915270941977,0.1607450610626553,0.0895900108883705,0.0,0.1140157164809694,0.04488684366716008,0.0,0.0,0.06363562828654402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772729767871094,0.17345896953511186,0.11142145303016067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899686712091796,0.0,0.0,0.1177744018347569,0.0,0.0,0.12784274576756854,0.0,0.05854729934762536,0.0,0.0,0.049233945010247936,0.0,0.0,0.06540219924972165,0.1871121047937933,0.0360932873077388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382468182239024,0.06258348510227739,0.11473088514224945,0.0,0.0,0.11728075149841982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03322424708993766,0.17884504882825386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052217458467551936,0.20331229832220726,0.06288920984470517,0.06477545983815143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800288746834552,0.0,0.0,0.07254793489352661 adhd,aguyfromuk,2019/09/17,"How does ADHD affect your sex life Before I got any treatment I could not have sex with my wife, It could go 3/4 months at a time Then I got put on vyvanse and everything changed, had sex alot more and could talk to her about my problems and everything got fixed. Not just that, entire life changed, I could do things. Go out, socialise, do house tasks etcetc But they took me off nexus my blood pressure was to high Now my life is a complete mess I actually wish I didn't get the treatment because it gave me a glimpse of how life actually could be No everything is back to the grind Don't think my Marrige will last much longer, be looking at trying to order it from a dodgy online pharmacy Head is melted",5.1097163120567375,5.663245929078016,4.998014184397164,87.13333333333334,68.43262411347519,7.9687943262411345,29.141843971631204,7.793537801064563,1.6021971631205667,560,19,117,6,9,173,94,141,0.084,0.897,0.02,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,7,0,18,9,2,3,0,21,29,7,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,8,1,16,0,13,13,3,17,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,1,6,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.2419217930946114,0.0,0.14896821752963205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842927427790796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531271721217154,0.0,0.07556100371169222,0.0,0.10547543932970932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622530838844624,0.0,0.1299630594766404,0.0,0.0,0.4948345766621801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084726875849838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342046846768449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476067398422705,0.0,0.14089144871044118,0.0,0.29741120794440745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721222096365006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096385264257507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302588711782716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010387808823983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502085574508167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408986010482424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989386328475011,0.0,0.09112020609545042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860691713458132,0.0,0.1246076695966038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996292606772854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823493072301453,0.07942450352761674,0.0,0.0,0.07227837889344099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771708270558708,0.08415640202948367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254059749540085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LeafyQueefy,2019/09/17,"Issues with sexual performance Although this is a sensitive subject for me talk about, I find myself curious if this is unrealated to my ADHD or if this is a common problem amung us. Whenever it becomes time to perform in bed I find that my inability to focus can cause me to overthink and basically cause myself to self destruct and not be able to perform. My inability to stay on task just causes me to loose whatever sex drive I had. It's quite annoying cause I can't seem to find the fix for it cause nothing can seem to keep my thoughts on a leash, regardless of how confident I am or committed to my realationship I find it difficult to be able to perform when needed.",4.535267175572522,6.178178748091604,6.273198473282447,73.41941603053436,70.6793893129771,10.125496183206108,32.94732824427481,10.355215969177356,3.831579541984734,540,26,97,16,10,186,80,131,0.141,0.804,0.055999999999999994,-0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,5,4,4,2,0,4,0,10,1,0,6,1,27,15,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,17,0,21,11,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,6,3,71,25,0,0.2573175473676673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546228437790645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420935073273134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6608400063179948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703671531872505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428633312711585,0.0,0.11435782956375752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539885045716076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345156329595325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310907066850578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684444273424415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342522309523172,0.13421916038815782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713313415241796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341104877933653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214069498048517,0.07502196558149396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476066340467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pttm12,2019/09/17,"I don’t think adderall is doing it for me. I got put on quite a low dose (7.5mg) and while it does tend to help with overall focus and productivity, it makes me feel kind of frantic. Something I noticed yesterday - https://imgur.com/a/hJzcF0D My handwriting on the left - the neater - is unmedicated. The right is yesterday around 11 am after I took the adderall at 6:30 am. When it wore off around.. oh, not sure, 12:30 or 1, I was spending more time on my phone for sure but I didn’t feel like I had a chimp in my ribcage. Would suggesting a non-stimulant be something to bring to my doc?",2.7570813397129186,5.0699975789473655,3.4605901116427447,88.71064593301433,77.59649122807015,6.952472089314195,25.27591706539075,8.00094639256281,1.4248175438596498,460,17,95,8,11,145,80,114,0.064,0.8740000000000001,0.062,0.2132,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,7,0,12,1,0,1,2,15,21,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,6,2,13,4,16,13,1,20,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,1,7,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788340744264252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620297573127667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151733385656159,0.15200824900242765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017756010914473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262023602055782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157496557065595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311833162355273,0.0,0.0,0.10395231167230612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203059657539666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224853106048344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139001014393537,0.0,0.2263150037225931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817107751701872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32761294457758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010804470079038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363391949815468,0.0,0.0,0.12407223911039618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640357014958424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511509918255897,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sugarpog,2019/09/17,"Rediagnosed yesterday-super frustrated I was rediagnosed yesterday at 27. I previously took Ritalin and adderal around 3rd grade, but they triggered trichotillomania in me, so I had to stop. I went back yesterday and was prescribed Strattera. However, my school’s pharmacy does not stock this medication (if they did it would be free). Going through Walgreens, with my student health insurance, 30 pills will cost me $232. The doctor has suggested perhaps Kapvay or Intuniv but I have no idea what to do, as the pharmacy doesn’t stock those either, and I’m worried any pharmacy I go to will also charge me exorbitantly for these medications as well. Why does the pharmacy stock addictive stimulant medications, and not the nonstimulant variety? I’m just so frustrated.",6.499707379134858,9.541635045801527,7.40337786259542,61.427865776081454,68.77099236641222,12.305597964376593,37.63422391857506,11.538034831475384,5.9844651399491084,625,35,91,26,12,208,93,131,0.11900000000000001,0.861,0.02,-0.9177,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,4,0,12,8,0,2,0,19,18,13,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,2,4,4,2,1,0,6,0,13,3,11,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,63,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754215469461645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224670978713253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294648370535735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694784433141395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639036524588764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486185959015986,0.3332054067752677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639452992228692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023648946342795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149156952149152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753630570287428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926745879453588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916609233907647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115190357336124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117436293238808,0.17648404280244562,0.17178821706564293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333999483782488,0.0,0.13524039430072074,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marbles24,2019/09/17,"Okay brain, please please can we do the thing now? I have to go to work. I need to get in the shower, pack up my lunch, walk the dog, get to work on time. But instead... I have sat on my bed screwing around on the internet for an absurd amount of time. I am going to be late for work, but I am still here. Posting on Reddit RIGHT NOW. I do one useful thing, then pick up my phone again for too many minutes, then look at the time, go ""oh shit I am so late"" and then spend fifteen minutes fiddling with my hair. It's so frustrating! I KNOW I need to get stuff done and get moving, but I can't seem to do the get-up-and-go thing. So instead here I am venting about it on the internet. Thanks for listening, internet.",0.4470419426048551,2.287343947019867,2.089642384105961,98.01071081677703,83.03973509933775,5.351169977924945,19.338189845474613,6.42735559955562,-0.18549571743929416,540,14,131,5,15,176,81,151,0.076,0.84,0.084,-0.3191,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,3,14,5,3,0,8,1,13,5,3,2,0,14,29,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,3,0,1,2,3,16,2,24,26,1,29,0,0,1,1,3,11,2,1,12,88,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629483259330734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837440905441078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451827885771146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37060743109762095,0.0,0.32251312197841725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796832230765845,0.0,0.3200722304588838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913549777494672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143834430136819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078590054859453,0.0,0.21039037172446615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613512951700692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114624351136541,0.0,0.0,0.13587273237760011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115664075500655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915358442781988,0.0,0.0,0.14562804024051154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329797290511462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240779224033314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061530511600355,0.0,0.0,0.2827573895787381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481775066033701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253057023924245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30985026382657394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheOther_Judas,2019/09/17,I finally got my oil changed and tires rotated! I was maybe 2 oil changes behind and the anxiety of “when will my car finally give out?” was starting to get to me. Luckily I got off work early today so I had the time to go do it.,0.29142857142857537,2.1795536530612267,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,83.89795918367345,8.001632653061224,26.126530612244892,8.841846274778883,2.18621306122449,175,8,40,5,5,63,37,49,0.036000000000000004,0.888,0.076,0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,0,7,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768423028357092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914170668907039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088760406969347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135033833659133,0.22281243701301376,0.1320031426318131,0.0,0.37153155342328464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334422273836716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440034341693294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543722128765445,0.2669576666667132,0.22016271483523536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909372377161253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IndAldre,2019/09/17,"I did it. I finally have an appointment scheduled. Not sure if it's really enough to warrant an actual post. But I'm happy with myself for actually being able to schedule an ADHD evaluation. I've been told to for years but everytime I look into it there are no straight answers to what it is or who to see, so I end up just getting overwhelmed and giving up. Started seeing a new PCP who was able to give me a straight referral. Minimal thinking required on my end makes me happy! 1 month and I'll be seen. Now just to get over the nausea and anxiety on that day. Fingers crossed?",1.309236453201969,3.8435911551724153,3.612118226600989,83.92327586206899,85.72413793103449,6.762561576354681,26.389162561576363,7.957251820313856,2.073992118226601,458,21,87,10,14,157,85,116,0.053,0.8059999999999999,0.141,0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,0,8,1,1,1,1,17,21,8,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,5,8,3,16,14,1,21,0,1,4,0,5,8,0,2,11,61,16,1,0.3396095859112368,0.0,0.3314099665776416,0.0,0.20407236306039872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990020183489126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951004385634466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30079329165183233,0.1754537428054879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601285069017232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743199176987487,0.32578446036683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615207192171013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259325965280129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334601785370182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553656570495318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399852715717497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262605327132842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087812984675922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706248705699439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018870643445966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600390078034903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088040549089314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225575649363044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934871939459494 adhd,sugarl0ve,2019/09/17,"“We don’t like the way you were diagnosed” So I went to a psychiatrist to seek medication after getting diagnosed by my therapist. But the psychiatrist said that now I have to take a full screening with a computer test and interview because it’s the “standard of care.” The only problem is, they won’t even let me take the test because I’m depressed, saying “well it could just be depression.” But they’re going off a shitty e-form I filled out saying “I have a hard time managing my life” and that sort of thing. When I pointed out that I could be depressed due to poor ADHD management I was rebuffed. Even going through the checklist to send to the ADHD counselor for referral I checked all of the boxes for inattention. All of them. I was sent away with a prescription for Wellbutrin and a “that’s all I can do sorry.” Am I wrong for being upset? I know that they’re lying about the standard of care just checking the CDC website. I don’t get how being diagnosed by someone who I went to for months is somehow less real than some random guy. I just want help for ADHD, and I’m being pushed out because my ADHD makes my life unmanageable, leading to depression. 🤒",5.267151248164463,6.1261273744493385,6.166625550660792,77.80506314243759,68.20704845814979,9.04892804698972,32.31395007342144,9.21078282632365,2.8838395888399413,922,39,170,17,15,305,125,227,0.156,0.778,0.066,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,1,13,11,0,1,17,0,21,6,0,3,3,33,38,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,9,10,0,0,1,0,3,9,3,7,1,0,7,5,24,4,32,22,6,23,0,4,1,0,13,7,0,4,7,126,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150200494657843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006565166387351,0.0,0.0,0.195924838102828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846180193077586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710765775251643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690996180240261,0.3262181993713669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152283257537535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119468503815578,0.0,0.12177416446183187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060801327545662,0.0,0.0,0.09597158995422583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181008782447569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058878393817050914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955242331613148,0.1513447226971278,0.0523405712894036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151320106055464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792687405583136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551384387253826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148071791260858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127685945148374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025133772535835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194266987076445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190957187424016,0.17039552431941205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907748289309369,0.0,0.0,0.11992845311698162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110382554007602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124391569130232,0.07117549130019328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247106747048595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319078373661079,0.08503848689390263,0.0,0.0,0.09632690359993748,0.19862976075071812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713490556088417,0.0,0.0 adhd,GurlLeigh,2019/09/17,"Adderall? I am currently on adderall and I have always brushed it off because it has always happens, but do any of y’all get that feeling when you stand up not even quickly but still get dizzy for a second? I’m not sure if it’s the adderall or if it’s just me I feel like when I got back on my meds last year it started happening more frequently?",0.3041856925418571,2.621026876712332,2.121278538812785,94.3008523592085,88.45205479452055,4.888280060882801,24.549467275494674,6.42735559955562,0.7655613394216129,274,12,59,3,9,90,55,73,0.068,0.853,0.079,0.1894,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,13,8,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,8,2,6,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,11,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42131151925326493,0.0,0.0,0.172162678576058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467029018875845,0.0,0.15432864521913514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721484037263246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560183340481489,0.1808630145844497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26453928848267344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024812912322591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447750620815645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636541869759087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368492226875992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812121785644766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919336060354754,0.0,0.2021800065508767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860750720038096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303166152051848 adhd,monsieurhilly,2019/09/17,"Diagnosed with ADD So I was a pretty smart kid, then going into high school everything went to shit lol. I got diagnosed and now I take Vyvanse and it’s literally the most amazing stuff ever. After all the bullshit “you have so much potential and you’ve thrown it all away” and “you just don’t care, do you” that I got from my parents it’s finally going back to normal lol. I do have a question tho, does anyone else find that short acting dexamfetamine just doesn’t work, or is it just me?",2.021632653061225,4.339498918367351,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,80.22448979591837,6.777142857142858,22.044897959183675,7.908726449838941,1.1645804081632654,386,12,77,7,10,128,67,98,0.071,0.745,0.185,0.8987,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,9,4,1,0,4,2,8,3,1,0,3,18,15,9,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,0,10,3,7,11,4,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,3,6,55,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067599487285547,0.19148819650962576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558683663680175,0.14370485212415052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905441297192625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379373494425955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354639742574315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561204172745165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905032621357108,0.0,0.0,0.16796231813002765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047259795121936,0.1708116709802137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124247990687412,0.0,0.2989418055135681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974567678698697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738372092907505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310994324422206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075163084245396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013164312495726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935662625849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913999648994814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183720027946902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394132692783493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405160442726037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732464648926761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360562316162361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KayaBannana,2019/09/17,I cant do something when i am emotional Its like im trapped in my head and cant break out.Its even getting worse.Any tips ?,-1.6132142857142853,0.3419255357142852,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,97.21428571428572,4.228571428571429,21.285714285714285,5.985473137389443,-0.08031428571428556,97,4,25,1,4,32,23,28,0.133,0.706,0.161,-0.0772,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902747542774034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801522993005306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819324554087831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230131338456822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43807444109495697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610746104344442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085388698429374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32861238056684083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,worryharry,2019/09/17,"Anhedonia: ADD or Depression? I feel like my ""pleasure receptors"" are super dull. I can feel pleasure but I need something very pleasurable to feel something and even then it only lasts a few seconds. With things that I imagine are pleasurable to normal people it feels more like my baseline of pleasure is < 0 and something like eating tasty food, watching a good movie, playing video games, buying something fun merely brings my pleasure to 0 rather than > 0. Because of this I can't get myself to do anything without instant gratification because the pleasure from delayed gratification won't be significantly more intense than the instant one. Like if I get a good job and save up money for years to get my dream car the happiness I would get wouldn't be much higher and longer lasting than buying a new video game. Or I imagine if I worked towards getting my dream job my overall happiness set point would still remain the same. And I also can't focus on just on long endeavour because of this as I get bored quickly. And I plan on starting different endeavours because that gives a bit of pleasure but then don't continue as that gives no pleasure. It is said that you need discipline and not motivation as that is unreliable but I feel that you need motivation first to start getting disciplined because you don't try to get good at something you don't care for. Now I can't tell if this is ADD or Depression because Anhedonia is a symptom of depression but so is inability to delay gratification and novelty seeking an ADD symptom.",7.5771950464396305,8.181898764912281,7.6752528379772995,69.89461300309598,63.105263157894754,10.214654282765741,39.57172342621259,10.056822442137396,4.2313921568627455,1248,65,205,25,17,404,141,285,0.13,0.607,0.263,0.9946,3,0,5,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,6,8,28,0,0,11,0,22,4,0,2,0,48,45,25,0,11,14,0,5,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,13,12,2,4,9,7,3,2,11,5,0,3,1,7,25,23,30,38,6,26,0,4,1,0,10,7,0,6,20,139,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339261350399946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552318962563799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356719484725553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019477507252632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935709574026062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371375979475909,0.0,0.0,0.09588557575675326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390896589847944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060616669922931216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202155404735436,0.1311284767775458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806395868150483,0.11097496519571104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835901334084167,0.17607831508843974,0.0,0.2309301110257937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953928650790522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821454974124155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961811333040873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934695487317276,0.0,0.0,0.08121818527385534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746534945897349,0.20415049722883954,0.0,0.08863708326144913,0.0,0.0,0.08992023383004621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621892669681631,0.06979919342925099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362538476809375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867572510878343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729925437293583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532652559728726,0.0,0.0,0.12991795187413036,0.0,0.073291812465925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907791957578545,0.0,0.0,0.08021559096408178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097138086108345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230935283642279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572417130858113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846804096405889,0.0,0.06681345613574659,0.0,0.0,0.13038897199051558,0.0,0.0,0.05910023531017732 adhd,saralt,2019/09/17,"Lethargy with Elvanse? I recently restarted stimulant medication since pregnancy/breastfeeding. I'm unfortunately in a country with less choice. I tried ritalin again which resulted in muscles twitches, so I switched over to Focalin and my doctor thought it was making me depressed on the days I was taking it, so we switched over to 20mg of Lisdexamfetamine and holy crap I feel like I'm on sedatives all day. Like, it's too much effort to move, and I really don't even want to get up to get coffee or even go and get lunch at lunchtime... i just want to sit at my desk and keep working. It's like my body doesn't want to do anything. Anyone know if this is normal? Any advice? I took the weekend off and felt like I recovered from it. I'm seeing my doctor next week, but wondering if I should give this another week or just stop taking it. It's not like I have to take it... TLDR: restarted stimulant medication and feeling lethargic, tired and numb on the days that I take it.",4.567556390977443,6.002683394736844,5.415488721804511,80.40842105263158,70.3157894736842,8.586466165413531,30.939849624060148,9.04235418022936,2.6273007518797,775,33,148,15,14,253,113,190,0.13,0.8059999999999999,0.064,-0.8798,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,2,8,8,1,0,4,0,8,11,2,4,1,37,33,15,0,7,8,0,3,5,0,1,8,0,0,0,13,11,1,2,6,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,4,18,5,23,27,3,25,0,1,1,0,2,11,1,5,15,91,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581581972242534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755637040410846,0.13500861603906572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002700414124877,0.0,0.1059526460077792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301541932423026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491048595425527,0.0,0.1108946629285672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26356804742046336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008011982413598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020264479830074,0.09198107992008184,0.12362295154224635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180418997078725,0.12351149018392685,0.07317322620758561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444147150310185,0.0,0.0,0.07075921314762541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31451075683579977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594354411969983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594099529753784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684393046798488,0.0946481779232368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693014366975234,0.0,0.12615048107948784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248238889446273,0.0,0.12712793160632074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259937201206412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650570903597116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764316901621626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872245552658684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221540124105982,0.0,0.14798248997251418,0.0,0.0,0.14304918201494649,0.08741475084376174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782534536919385,0.0,0.20655558080291025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396270011539176,0.09373362673898376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Still_Sleepy_,2019/09/17,"How do you find balance between recreation and responsibilities? TLDR: I either only do things that need to be done or only do things I want to do for fun. How can I find a balance between the two? In my current situation I find it very hard to get a good balance between doing things I like to do for fun and things that need to be done. I have always found it difficult to relax until everything is done. I'm always complaining about not having any free time (I am a SAHM), but as soon as I get free time (someone takes kids for a while) I spend all of the time cleaning and organizing the house. Unfortunately you can't tell it because once I start one chore I get distracted by another and start doing it. So most of the things are half started and nothing is really clean. A few days ago I decided that I am going to start investing some of my time doing things I love. Why not? If chores aren't getting done even when I spend all of my time doing them, then I might as well not spend all of my time doing them. On Friday I started while my little one napped in the afternoon and her sister was in school. I sat down and watched TV and crocheted. She napped for 2 hours and I spent the entire 2 hours watching TV and crocheting. On Saturday my SO took the kids out for about 2 hours to find a birthday present for a party. I spent the entire time practicing violin. I hadn't played in years because I couldn't find the time. Saturday evening once the kids were asleep I decided to watch TV and crochet again before bed. I stayed up until 2am. Sunday afternoon SO took the kids again for a few hours. I spent all of it practicing violin again. I can't stop. Now that I have started doing things I want to do again, I ONLY do that when I have free time and sometimes when I should be doing other things, like sleeping. I go through this cycle every few months. So I'm either only focused on responsibilities or only focused on my hobbies. I need to find some balance. Any tips/suggestions for how I can balance between the two?",3.9041481481481486,5.207550316049382,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,71.76543209876544,7.77037037037037,26.833333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.6825703703703707,1598,54,319,24,30,525,167,405,0.065,0.838,0.09699999999999999,0.9095,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,2,0,21,15,0,1,20,0,41,3,2,3,4,50,69,34,0,8,9,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,4,20,13,0,1,9,7,10,4,8,3,1,5,14,4,47,15,49,49,12,62,0,0,3,1,14,12,0,7,47,235,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061035649087927885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145854627200478,0.0,0.0,0.09364728608762142,0.07220028898040612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394652609895688,0.0,0.05859038581775936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440566677164655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818495729237103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095592682448847,0.0,0.05801316087576859,0.0,0.06188227812956992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37759238318649296,0.0,0.0,0.0754957631197696,0.0,0.0,0.1438952195380043,0.0,0.07826356913824814,0.057752161538892476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616803999344572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712325367854219,0.07944922497042786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672779803162202,0.0690106248046096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062144169043763485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304408970877177,0.0,0.0,0.05495926547123587,0.0,0.0,0.15316494382434515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606806289817642,0.0,0.0,0.14665628574735798,0.09331562460980687,0.26183599074441993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411016488200467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968476023982895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739570971030629,0.0689045524721301,0.0,0.05834047091553458,0.0,0.06809918386362178,0.0,0.29241480286383725,0.07339008345229278,0.0,0.057565717935281015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051770260318821384,0.0,0.060182153120490224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659526967112911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613482265923562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153000491122749,0.0,0.0,0.13452232067323186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681244279127561,0.08122472108474901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061908758011885286,0.0,0.06213077108872251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044340250668809714 adhd,553684,2019/09/17,"Want to help a friend. I've a friend who checks all the ADHD symptoms, he is not good in academics, doesn't do assignments and is usually lost in his own world in the class. So, as a friend I talked to him and adviced him to take a diagnosis from a professional, it might be good for him, later I got to know that his twin brother was diagnosed with ADHD as a child. Is it some kind of strong sign that he might also have ADHD? What should I do to make him take a diagnosis? Should I tell his mom, she is a good lady(if yes then how to do it in the least awkward way). How necessary is it to get professional help if you have ADHD? Can you live with ADHD without needing professional help. He's a good human and I really want to help him. I'm really grateful to all the people who considered my post worthy of their time.",3.4483530571992134,4.365215408284026,5.053979289940831,83.9120142998028,72.43195266272191,8.473570019723866,25.325936883629193,8.841846274778883,1.641685996055227,640,19,138,12,12,217,93,169,0.066,0.7290000000000001,0.205,0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,2,4,11,0,1,13,1,18,2,0,3,2,23,29,11,0,6,3,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,18,9,22,21,5,11,0,1,0,0,30,5,0,4,4,95,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6480321308453151,0.10538301053795564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624207284241919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945845704631127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499578903880496,0.0,0.05634355871732107,0.0,0.0,0.3618146387535154,0.08625196345797992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891397756020032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123019734290832,0.0592677369288288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952274162218252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772346215630715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719860939237776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288089330930128,0.0,0.12630451296794584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996427802127633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476481359391665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328386093240036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817407822383113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120902534453991,0.16216915121709766,0.08668018341348825,0.09425960609298993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288416773067004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187739176684788,0.0,0.12721728647914904,0.08560081794544308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395688160951946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShadowJacobsSA,2019/09/17,"Insurance rejected a doctor order for Adderall... Now what do I do? Hello. I'm a novice when it comes to insurance and controlled substances so I would like to ask for help on my next course of action. I've been on Ritalin for several months with a formal, confirmed diagnosis of ADHD, working with my doctor to try multiple different doses and forms (extended release, etc), but none of our attempts have had any positive effect. At my latest visit I asked if we could try Adderall and he agreed it would be good to give it a shot, but it was instantly rejected same-day by my insurance. What can I do about this? Is there a way to appeal it? Should I meet with my doctor to discuss this? Again, I have confirmed ADHD, I've been trying multiple treatments for it for months, there's really no reason for them to deny it other than being stingy, is there?",4.7315650406504055,6.16317382317073,5.9290243902439,76.89626016260165,69.91463414634146,9.12520325203252,28.910569105691057,9.516144504307137,2.7842739837398383,673,25,119,15,12,225,101,164,0.10099999999999999,0.81,0.08900000000000001,-0.4871,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,1,4,8,4,0,0,5,0,18,5,0,3,0,18,23,8,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,0,14,2,25,13,3,15,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,1,8,91,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771546106889795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067052996738256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29338241406633475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516548869699416,0.0,0.0,0.17598975290325752,0.12528118091991475,0.0,0.0,0.10119503037495736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393927261267108,0.0,0.481817154274007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499796245970922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052394831362562,0.0,0.13161004362801884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517456842728556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665910408097719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504907568372871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687731511966958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052161806359756,0.1613313051780474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772654962978388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195981220433977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245491605669247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423354673720518,0.0,0.0,0.22293106190514328,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,miiyamuras,2019/09/17,"trouble conveying what i want to say made me fuck up at work Just found out that a message i left at work about an issue was accidentally read by everyone as an attack on an entire group of coworkers, got flamed on a work messageboard for everyone to see, and all i could do about it was send out a reply elaborating and apologizing. I alreary had a hard time getting along with people here and now i feel like everyone is going to hate me. i just have his sinking feeling and i just want to never go back again to not deal with the shame of it. I know ill feel less extreme in a while but its still here now. Rlly wish i just had normal person brain rn and didnt fuck up so bad in the first place.",5.526875,4.972390159722224,6.425833333333332,81.05250000000002,67.54166666666667,9.7,29.11111111111111,9.188382445141503,2.1055027777777777,549,16,118,9,8,183,97,144,0.17800000000000002,0.762,0.06,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,14,8,4,1,10,0,9,4,1,1,2,29,26,9,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,7,0,1,8,6,12,1,25,17,2,24,0,0,1,2,8,12,2,0,10,85,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109974110139325,0.0,0.11564698392050847,0.1255762709447183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789420585178455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008077831455405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505400948353773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311359683629483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281376485259747,0.10744455211517627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279286892213512,0.0,0.16490393709807027,0.0,0.2780815490212015,0.07857688713525414,0.0,0.17094960232098824,0.0,0.1202872333967121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472730615146325,0.14848715177809355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697671622592882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265495438055888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340815733645284,0.0,0.0,0.07347699642793573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231047687148407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159964153983425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735836924806928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426722154579636,0.13132196575872224,0.1571341785502128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504389670741475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960273859571335,0.0,0.0,0.1198479468028926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010825043701373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769843905596646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774175893197943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172950584861358,0.0,0.0,0.32847518919711305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pookiekisses,2019/09/17,Procrastination Woke up at 3AM need to be at work at 8AM. I went outside at 4 took trash out made Cafe con Leche played with my dogs. It’s now 6:52 and now back in bed. I need to get in shower and get ready for work but I don’t want to but I need to. How late can I stay in bed before I need to run in shower and get dressed and make to work on time. How do I have energy for random shit like taking trash out checking car battery and playing with my dogs and now I’m to dead to walk in the shower. 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Anyone else experience this? &#x200B; Backstory: Im 19, I fractured my skull when I was 13 years old, and I only started seeing a psychiatrist a month ago. I complained to him about ADHD/ADD symptoms, but i'm not sure if he officially diagnosed me with ADD/ADHD. I think it was something along the lines of Traumatic Brain Injury, resulting in ADHD like symptoms. He said the medication for TBI is similar to ADHD/ADD medication. He placed me on a trial treatment of 10mg x 3 Ritalin IR daily, and one of the side effects i've noticed is that my short term memory has decreased. Even though i'm concentrating, when copying sentences I would read the whole sentence, start to write, and only get about 3-4 words. I haven't taken Ritalin long enough to comment about long term memory. &#x200B; Just wanted to hear your thoughts and opinion. Thanks!",5.106754385964912,7.084824236842112,6.242631578947371,72.86675438596495,69.78947368421053,9.27719298245614,32.666666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.5674982456140345,815,38,134,20,15,272,114,190,0.075,0.87,0.055,-0.6689,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,8,0,9,11,2,3,1,23,22,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,3,13,3,17,15,6,23,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,16,68,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172604513345924,0.0,0.09538151458984767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331705934854039,0.26149321839293777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752369004700607,0.11024961697061328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011794962822366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921242983026924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988656491389811,0.0,0.0,0.11118027060461096,0.0,0.07106923733165457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525411643153153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056216916617046836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127379165478284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622720367207805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052568259345146084,0.0,0.0,0.1904464396415262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216792739013396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588583982846215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500818503992505,0.11290881804009235,0.0,0.14582601714219293,0.1636703385286074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241981370476306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762980281217592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624269493876287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235289130522797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574381446983607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828362638517894,0.0,0.0,0.15232063666849754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141237177602663,0.22367662160418306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906425371544096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894617392724878,0.10571712624085867,0.08542292441071407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346567157859248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013232164559892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643643908190716,0.0,0.26149321839293777,0.06929131301597102 adhd,SomeRedditUser652,2019/09/17,"Daily work process I’m an established professional, a manager. I really do have before ADHD aware and after ADHD aware eras of my work life. Before ADHD aware I did not know about ADHD much and I didn’t know I had it pretty firmly. My daily work process was to embrace the chaos. I was the person at work who tried to shield my office from chaos. I just came in and triaged incoming communications. I relied a little too heavily, okay maybe not a little, on project managers and others for organization. Per ADHD SOP I did a lousy job on the parts of work that I viewed as bureaucratic or unimportant. I knew I was good at dealing with chaos and emergencies. So that’s how I shaped my role. I tended to take on roles that required someone okay with mass chaos and impending doom. My secret (and it wasn’t so secret) was that I wasn’t good at roles where organization, reliability and attention to detail were needed. After ADHD aware I am medicated and educated on the challenges of ADHD. I know that routine is the name of the game for productivity and reliability. On the days when I am flying by the seat of my pants I know that its a different day and needs to be infrequent. They still happen, but non ADHD people have weird days too. My daily work process: 1 - Take my Adderall pill as I cross the bridge into town on my commute. That way I start spinning up in the office and it doesn’t start wearing off too early in the day. 2 - I get into the office and greet each person in a caring way as they come in. I actually listen to them and we talk briefly about what’s up that day. 3 - Mixed in with #2, as people arrive, I start building my task list for today. I scan emails and avoid engaging in anything of substance yet. I focus on building the task list for the day. At first I kept a day planner on my iPad Pro where I wrote my task list on the day entry and scanned previous days for unfinished items. Worked great. Now I use an app called Things 3. I get all the things out of my head and into the system. No keeping concerns or to-do items only in my head !!!! 4 - When I have it all out of my head I use importance and grouping to make a plan for the day. I prioritize items and “re-negotiate” anything that falls off today or upcoming days. 5 - I start attacking the list. If new items come in that must be dealt with then I triage them into todays plan or future. By now the Adderall is in effect and my concentration is great. I don't get distracted by something because it is more interesting. Well, it may start but I’m quite able to put it into the proper place in the plan and I usually tell myself “that is adhd” as I pivot back to the list. 6 - Later in the day I transition into maintenance items such as helping others, running office errands, clean up, training / learning, ... That’s it. I do mix in my personal things as well. A benefit to my family and friends is that I don’t get hyper focused onto something and forget to take care of things that are important to us. That helps make deeper connections and that is one of my major life goals.",3.312082644628098,5.088713770247934,4.849330578512396,81.84672314049591,74.10743801652895,7.550743801652893,24.82727272727273,8.302211771458257,1.5806489256198346,2401,77,468,41,50,806,266,605,0.048,0.825,0.127,0.9941,2,1,2,0,0,0,70.0,2,0,4,17,21,20,1,2,35,2,33,8,4,6,3,79,69,44,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,3,33,41,0,4,10,1,0,7,9,5,2,2,15,4,66,15,87,50,12,95,1,1,3,0,28,48,0,6,37,321,99,16,0.05454316279500122,0.0,0.05322625894209816,0.0,0.5899525410302072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976875120325531,0.0,0.0,0.0620507217859546,0.0,0.04194032544084197,0.0,0.03324900578849878,0.0,0.09282442848956746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569466750488243,0.06238284777311823,0.11122077916149717,0.0,0.0,0.0939682103324052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221099331139957,0.0562316058594049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569859962003436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514184396659489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639438641004042,0.0,0.0,0.04213991227525268,0.0,0.1139862054974508,0.0,0.0,0.09149643433923174,0.0,0.12026805907153736,0.0,0.0,0.04823233872805824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679310621915557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311826460192343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412567292595391,0.048480469199146295,0.0,0.0,0.11990198338078174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705089783013444,0.0,0.1093331562471836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281596940052709,0.0,0.05479593812693604,0.0,0.0,0.05494649828420788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04009550047107206,0.08088612819717422,0.0,0.052678126507372296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036959858698040894,0.04148253311464528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906493011457346,0.0,0.07562672291477847,0.1428749577741958,0.0569859962003436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549000518349663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548309435316266,0.0,0.05801336748309894,0.0,0.0,0.0349417467439819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621424483695122,0.08397998291485746,0.0,0.0,0.19302965679210052,0.0,0.04355824026436362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230290113244343,0.04383972819633592,0.04767312837004612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494421504622154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510162229509808,0.0,0.0,0.03703122723056889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560870911988244,0.09421556063814564,0.06007158801869623,0.0,0.0,0.08658764770283818,0.0,0.0,0.09808170744645132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779565048448618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lachietherat,2019/09/17,"I finally started doing the task I needed to do, but I'm in the middle of it and I've completely forgotten what it is I'm actually trying to achieve... So yeah I'm just doing something without any idea what the aim of it is. What am I doing on my email? Why did I spend a good half an hour on Google drive before accidentally deleting a load of important information I had on it? Literally no clue what's happening rn lol.",2.035431034482759,3.9841631609195427,5.062744252873569,78.13480603448278,78.3103448275862,8.48793103448276,26.96695402298851,9.188382445141503,2.5138747126436782,333,14,67,9,8,121,60,87,0.09699999999999999,0.755,0.14800000000000002,0.6868,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,15,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,10,13,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2815213454290477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618080747103808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548088214778585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30247275280098856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160230124287564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419689060352892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551077825455238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841012286741305,0.0,0.0,0.32566630125224266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390918776939025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209110924945974,0.0,0.0,0.20419232825262068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958634914428121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260314320899364,0.0,0.0,0.27809082578366073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,digdugdogz,2019/09/17,"My therapist flaked on me. I'm happy I hit a wall and was considering taking meds to combat ADHD. Emailed my therapist last... Thursday, asking about an appointment for Monday. No response Thurs or Friday. I fixated on it a little, but didn't email her again. In the meantime, I had some pretty hardcore heart-to-heart conversations with some people I'm close with. Those conversations where you hesitate, then say 'fuck it' and tell them what you really feel. I had four situations like that this weekend that really gave me some great insights into the path forward. I even came to a big conclusion, deleted my Facebook, and started making some big habit changes. Checked my phone, and the therapist still didn't get back to me today. I'm grateful for it. I chalk it up to serendipity. Deep down, I always knew this- talking on a couch and popping pills isn't really going to get me there. It's these heart-to-hearts with other people, it's the hard work I'm willing to put in for the road ahead.",3.841045751633988,6.146171560846561,4.604083411142239,81.85535014005605,74.13227513227513,7.621661998132588,26.46156240273887,8.4952907291091,2.035563709928416,791,29,143,15,17,254,120,189,0.066,0.83,0.105,0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,3,7,4,1,0,10,0,7,2,0,1,0,22,24,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,14,11,0,0,4,1,1,4,4,1,0,1,8,3,19,3,22,14,4,31,0,0,0,1,14,17,1,5,13,92,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972402590539624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366266922177056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646787529287154,0.0,0.0,0.09579629787911127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248925836901938,0.0,0.0,0.1317918284062061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228560527963788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299268513754587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151745683356105,0.1301784902855081,0.0,0.07080313930847303,0.0,0.0,0.13735271115636166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262045070105488,0.11160150239116627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905237292148152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101551413430027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086474543868053,0.12486445317039907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315982555843886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383831379656107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273972006211716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674525078184412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523988176861853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239432332318766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990730513261626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400360161652504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881801765112267,0.0,0.09949179257897307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367057990709654,0.10013474185266502,0.10889064779928344,0.0,0.0,0.4339498597350448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180896989133802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069758675203364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tonybaconnyberg,2019/09/17,"I really need advice guys! I got diagnosed with adhd and asperger's this year (february) and I'm 34 years old. So i have gone my whole life feeling just weird, misunderstood and out of place. I have gotten an amazing doctor and psychiatrist to help me. But I have been using medications for a couple of months now. And i am getting quite nervous since no medication don't seem to have any effect on me... At this moment i am using Elvanse 70mg a day. Gone up from 20mg to 70mg in about a month and 2 weeks. And neither me or my doctor are seeing any effect. Even asked people in my surroundings and they don't see any effect either. We are aware that the effect could be quite different since i also have aspergers. So, any of you in this awesome community that have experienced anything similar? Sidenote: I did not start with elvanse. I tried non amphetamine based medication first, 2 different ones with different dosage and only got the negative effects from it. And sorry for bad usage of the English language and perhaps bad explaining.",3.8863846587704463,6.268766000000002,5.3900084602368885,75.91217569091936,74.27918781725887,8.438691483361536,27.695713479977442,9.150863307647796,2.7183628877608568,830,33,143,20,18,279,124,197,0.10800000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.065,-0.7487,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,8,7,5,0,1,7,0,16,7,0,7,0,33,33,16,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,16,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,7,4,19,1,22,24,3,22,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,2,11,97,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969982621364954,0.1135899560938417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295837362782496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619312394516425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956569407138302,0.0,0.10867021401206363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411377809443944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280946702669746,0.12861913066334385,0.0,0.07496622210844213,0.0,0.0,0.11798278742010355,0.0,0.3643432254758031,0.0,0.2379564271033697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677648719326931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058775250753721135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887505419856683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073144359987887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593806899587254,0.0,0.0,0.11509746951331695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791430100534476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210488691099539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513035789194166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556588839982105,0.0,0.0,0.08619168102282547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197601589290205,0.0,0.07876832338382428,0.0884069825550436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058729628376397,0.0,0.12144774182526773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727452168184785,0.0,0.0,0.0744673519888631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525902685079976,0.10582199613712344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231252222224485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012296570506401,0.08227640994566209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892042298181035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079085823255952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932420080642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977960648823392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971157159177748 adhd,HoodFruit,2019/09/17,"How do you manage a bazillion hobbies at once? Any tips? I tried setting a time for things like: an hour of this, followed by an hour of that followed by an hour of something else but it usually ends in chaos and I end up biting my own ass for not sticking to my plans and hate myself. Another idea I had was to stick to days, like Monday is Hobby A day, Tuesday Hobby B and so on, or cycle them by week but I can't find a good routine that sticks. I know the best way is probably to just cut down on some stuff and focus on the important things but there are just so many things I want to do and really enjoy doing. :(",2.388307692307695,3.5430112153846167,3.912307692307692,90.16769230769232,75.30769230769229,6.7384615384615385,23.0,7.1686216300943375,0.6735230769230767,478,13,106,5,10,159,89,130,0.166,0.705,0.129,-0.8239,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,6,7,2,0,9,0,9,1,1,1,0,18,14,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,11,5,20,12,3,23,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,14,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146497915797683,0.1767856481362952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692914084436812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745853630254328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408387643499234,0.0,0.2986487203769018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409198295376172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414087596200047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645180189684858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980937800429903,0.0,0.0,0.19032225447759848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265492621817252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473315444390615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709279886691984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954724901547442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177299012140685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080057185114632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979200012177106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299994615641844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360193511113635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830859457942792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446434929838507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568261837686592,0.0,0.09944118759381997,0.1338221751317168,0.1352360438160672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TaylorM116,2019/09/17,"How can I be supportive to my boyfriend who has ADD? My boyfriend (M29) and me are in our last semester of graduate school. I’ve never been with him or anyone else with ADD/ADHD during the school year so I don’t really know how best to help him. He is very stressed out, having a difficult time studying, etc. I try and be supportive in ways I know how to like offering to go study with him, bringing coffee, and suggesting different ways to study. I know that he is grateful but a lot of the time he just seems very frustrated and unlike himself which is really sad because he’s such an amazing being. He isn’t currently on medication but he used to take something for his ADD but hated it and really doesn’t want to begin taking medication again, which I think is also adding stress on top of school. Do you guys have any tips I could share with him or any tips for me on how to best support him right now?",6.225329670329671,5.737549664835168,6.6794285714285735,79.59057142857147,66.08791208791209,10.576703296703297,30.83736263736264,10.125756701596842,2.760732307692308,717,23,147,15,10,234,109,182,0.111,0.725,0.16399999999999998,0.7893,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,3,10,14,2,2,5,0,18,2,0,5,1,32,34,16,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,20,8,23,29,4,21,0,1,0,0,21,8,0,4,10,96,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448994518779411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964182830516694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398091389591024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430403376851348,0.12353628836364475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349720767782833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305760970609115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962638341488384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596802515260094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071919439122044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446532600434846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852164183400766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938139579008405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903605849852605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081427024727601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987832590298648,0.09827911088056547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890349394109742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025027051810754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291939562059325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092989567943302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317170775034298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296451682585067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660641267720088,0.0,0.10976068941881477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281923021001763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762207512072476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104578257976581,0.0,0.0,0.18130444467480736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725518380818401,0.0,0.0,0.1406084822381994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185784007025672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041321456459927,0.0,0.19896265399203986,0.07111420176103822,0.19140272542379289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776419171426075 adhd,OlliO_o,2019/09/17,"Road to Ritalin (Germany) I have problems with my concentration as for ADHD usual. I also am hyperactiv and impulsiv btw. I already went to the psychiatrist and made an IQ test (Wechsler) and a concentartion test. (TAP test). She already told me that I would be treated with ritalin if my diagnosis is positive. I will get the results in 2 weeks. Now my question, do I have to do more tests? I heared about blood and heart tests. Is this true? I am in Germany. Who has some experiences abou that. Thanks",1.827086743044191,4.627567829787235,3.800212765957448,80.69576923076926,88.7872340425532,7.147626841243862,27.44353518821604,8.139509932561175,2.5094101472995094,392,19,72,10,13,132,66,94,0.028999999999999998,0.862,0.109,0.8131,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,12,4,2,2,1,14,18,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,13,3,10,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,52,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763962253748465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075864013679399,0.18391822154754472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496860459197746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201572129867962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592088234373457,0.27253229527167405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761653971181003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200637474421317,0.0,0.0,0.2576348541659526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173848281559401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975968704251492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532950216043109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844793925220738,0.0,0.0,0.2131975878436348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633741237229645,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inquiresoftruth,2019/09/17,Should i take adhd medication while only have a little bit of sleep/no sleep? Not sure how it will react to me. I can drink plenty of water but not sure if it is health.,1.7091666666666685,3.1297138055555562,3.84,88.90500000000002,77.6111111111111,5.911111111111111,14.777777777777779,6.42735559955562,-0.6049888888888892,131,1,29,1,3,45,30,36,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.4449,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,2,9,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30577431728263355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777706644256338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924364128009066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044621987127426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500478423664985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631053598866205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350478426826345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092256615797164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795928034137471,0.0,0.19129900794050528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Unenlightened_One,2019/09/17,"I might just be clinically depressed (flair says advice/questions but I only want support) So I've been on the ADHD bus for a while. I was diagnosed at age 8 and been unmedicated since I was 13. That was not by my parents choice, I was stubborn enough for them to get sick of trying to force pills down my throwt. Around the same time I had a personality shift. I was basically emo all through high school but without the budget for the fashion. However, I just recently at age 22 started taking Buprophine to treat my ADHD again for personal reasons. I was getting some good results like, ""Hey, suddenly I have a ton of motivation to do things. I'm pretty happy now!"" But then my doseage was recently increased from 200mg ER daily to 300mg ER daily and I noticed something: I wasn't more productive, instead I was just plain happier. I had a few consequetive nights of socializing where I got comments like, ""you're a lot of fun tonight"" and ""You're pretty chill when you loosen up"". So now I'm thinking to myself, ""Do I really have ADHD or have I just been clinically depressed all my life?""",3.672912058978408,5.696165298578203,5.031903633491313,79.86490652975253,73.739336492891,7.911637704054768,29.73170089520801,8.680891452615391,2.469173565034229,862,38,162,17,18,287,130,211,0.066,0.735,0.19899999999999998,0.9841,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,1,13,10,1,0,9,0,21,6,0,3,2,26,31,12,0,1,10,1,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,15,1,25,7,24,14,10,24,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,4,17,112,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969093046210229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269166938921225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374134556747826,0.1398874201521028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424079772866762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401363373539686,0.0,0.0,0.11559937384984355,0.11022962479806732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671512145513915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561754184057696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734844431978767,0.13466668937057247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717216615424147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620839824461654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933752720451602,0.0,0.0,0.15691237240417533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482058428592222,0.0,0.0,0.15303610532370865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068341426704176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28043103102155903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882929280030353,0.1417049743838083,0.27216712471443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096023628438292,0.0,0.13948421039056372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400859051084693,0.0,0.0,0.14049316824119404,0.0,0.10610286084903182,0.0,0.0,0.09755181224608317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563998806298539,0.0,0.0,0.10362572616210897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915634615900868,0.08831139839146666,0.0,0.0,0.08036568602948341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357275420971303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812915625002357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285643126926694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,F4cetious,2019/09/17,"How do I go about setting up my first appointment without sounding like I just want aderall? **Short version:** Hi, guys. After many years of struggling with feeling like a total failure at being a normal human, I'm starting to suspect that a lot of my issues may have a common cause. I finally want to actually go talk to a professional and see if I can sort out my brain, but I don't really know how to broach the topic. Do I just straight up say in the email that I think I might have ADHD? I'm afraid I'll end up looking like I just want adderall. I don't have a past psychiatric history, or any really dangerous issues to cause immediate concern. How do I go about bringing this up/asking for an evaluation without getting brushed off? **Longer:** I grew up kind of broke, so I've barely ever had insurance and have never had a GP who could refer me, or any kind of psychological evaluation. I've felt like a lot of things are wrong with me for years: *very* excessive daydreaming, mild stimming that I try to hide, memory so shitty that people think I'm doing it just to piss them off, just to name a few. And because I've never, until recently, been able to afford to see a therapist, I've periodically ended up googling and spending hours learning about different issues that I felt I could relate to, trying to figure out how to fix myself. So from my perspective, I feel like it's been a long journey to reach the point where I suspect I might've found the puzzle piece. But I'm afraid that, to a psychiatrist, I'll just sound like I'm looking for drugs or something. At the same time, I feel like I've been procrastinating on making an appointment for months, and I hate the idea of wasting more time. I'm not in a super financially stable situation, and while I may have insurance now, I don't know what the next few months will look like. Am I just building this up to seem scarier than it really is? Did any of you approach a therapist for possible ADHD without having a past psychiatric history? How did you bring it up?",3.7825942211055295,5.531778650753768,5.300323492462312,79.2144550879397,72.79396984924624,8.291582914572865,27.764133165829143,8.930421266530582,2.3073389447236177,1605,61,303,33,32,541,197,398,0.16699999999999998,0.804,0.028999999999999998,-0.9953,2,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,1,2,21,19,3,3,24,0,31,3,2,8,4,71,65,22,0,7,17,0,5,8,0,4,1,3,0,2,15,10,0,0,17,0,1,8,9,8,0,1,10,14,33,11,56,48,9,55,0,1,5,0,11,20,1,12,34,202,48,3,0.08246752599385575,0.0,0.08047640928636174,0.0,0.1982198807510652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824223682335926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709600450655152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027143840995189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920610326574822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943373184243815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316872181248599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861610123454062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563614844617928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608350074404752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459659861640777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509417704320208,0.17674445114340412,0.15836351517831102,0.09033914374544416,0.0,0.07014683548181852,0.0,0.09042138566672564,0.0,0.0,0.0430858786101762,0.0,0.14060458646157162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816558162598842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814196086142915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121390128586142,0.0,0.0,0.09309579886529926,0.0,0.25822401420506097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717544757555836,0.09064399114819664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223157408396769,0.0,0.0,0.07298116540286069,0.20775585557304369,0.0,0.0,0.14022188306667774,0.0,0.0,0.05504771397173282,0.08360912756774233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497002568882478,0.0,0.0,0.13164958492440873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272080800163501,0.0,0.0877051494681499,0.0,0.08080066596029963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744916991241062,0.05717259889424864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779584679242636,0.09296974458460007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584924265600605,0.0,0.0814267329624665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558148667443868,0.0,0.0,0.1314318822210387,0.0750753384011397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269695447098496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348753050885866,0.0,0.0,0.05837093935647796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621296378834027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066284273579497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915023077257544,0.0547877598651044,0.10568372152821874,0.0,0.0,0.09617495518658753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198007367849963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804434564293463,0.14592445047329552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384872565926473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016529370516586,0.0,0.10621276587199213 adhd,Wolfsong32,2019/09/17,"Pls help❤️ Does this sound like something? To anyone My mom doesn’t think there’s anything wrong with me other than my anxiety and depression and I hate to be an internet doctor but I have a lot of symptoms and I’ve always had trouble with school so anything that may be relevant will be posted but does anyone think this is add I’m a female and 17 for context my therapist wanted to give me meds to help me focus but I turned them down taking meds rly scares me any help would be appreciated sorry for no periods and kinda rambling post I’m on Mobil and it’s hard to type I also don’t want to diagnosis myself or have ppl feel bad for me or anything like that ~~~~~ Trouble focusing Emotional frustrated <- I heard you but I don’t understand what u said I Can only do one thing at a time and if I’m given multiple things I get anxious and can’t sort out what to do then once I do one thing I’ve already forgotten the others I struggle with ~Anxiety depression I get rly upset if I can’t find something to the point of crying my room _> messy room / organized chaos Used to y’all a lot but I’ve slowed down a little mostly cause I’m depressed but if u get me to talk about something I’m interested in like animals I don’t stop talking Interrupt conversation cause I get excited Stressed constantly I have terrible self esteem everyone just wants me to try harder I feel unmotivated and like everyone thinks I’m lazy I don’t like being praised for some reason it just embarrassed me for my school awards ceremony I just wanted to cry and hide I don’t like attention on me I wasn’t a super girly girl as a child but I didn’t go outside much either I love monster trucks and baby dolls equally i love blankets still I have so so many I really like making hot wheel tracks and drawing when I was tounge Forgetful has he’ll Takes me a min when given directions sometimes repeating is needed I fidget a lot Easily upset I take on Everyomes emotions and I’m very sensitive I can’t stand yelling I freak out want to cry and if I freak out too much I shut down for the rest of the day I just am quiet only nod when spoken to just kind of numb and silent for the rest of the day till I can get home and sleep or watch YouTube or something I’ve always struggled in math to the point of tears had to be held back was at a first grade lvl didn’t learn multiplication tables till like 6th grade I just feel stupid I’m really good at science and Ela but numbers are just like a diff launguage to me i look at it get overwhelmed and melt down before I even get a chance to do my math I can’t handle things sometimes i struggle with maps and charts geography was a 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adhd,jay52726,2019/09/17,Help Feeling nervous HEy me again i went acouple on months ago to talk to them they asked some stuff ect about family ect like normal people do but they said they need to contact the school what do i do it tomrrow im sorta nervous for the 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adhd,drgreenthumb6969,2019/09/17,"So the NHS is willing to lose more money by replacing Concerta XL to cheaper medication like Xenidate . Not knowing until they have prescribed it to people with ADHD that is doesn't work and so it's going to be wasted . So after a 2 year wait with the ADHD team and 17 jobs, I have finally been put on the right path. Recently Ive had a diagnosis for having Severe ADHD . A few months ago I was put on Concerta XL and have been upping my dosage to 72mg which I think suits me. Some people require more , some require less. I don't need to write a story of how it's affected my life as we can all relate here. But being diagnosed at 22 rather than in my childhood has made me rather sad for the youth who are struggling ATM. ADHD in women is different and it has been one hell of a ride getting here. I worry alot of children are going to miss out on education and focus because their ADHD has not been picked up . However, this is not the main reason why I'm here today. The NHS are still moving people onto XENIDATE and it doesn't work what so ever. It's set me back a month already in my treatment, I thought I'd give it a try as I understand the NHS are struggling but now I've had to throw a new prescription of 60 tablets away and get them pescribe me Concerta ONLY. The pharmacy will do this without your permission so you need to check and tell them that this won't cut and waste more of that pharmacies budget! Alot of people are going to be switched over and alot of people won't say anything and just put up with it. The amount of medication that will be wasted will cost the NHS more. So if you pescription gets changed and they say it's a different brand name but the same.. it's not !!!!! Call up your doctor or the ADHD team and they will help. This has happened alot to the clinic in Devon and it's just a waste of money and our time also. Rant over ! I'm so glad there is a Reddit page for this. Thankyou so much to whom started this!",3.7559022556391,4.669692716791978,4.931911027568923,85.08403195488722,71.70676691729324,7.805263157894737,26.02944862155389,8.07648339933343,1.4558456140350873,1530,47,317,21,28,506,202,399,0.07,0.882,0.048,-0.5721,5,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,4,6,7,22,9,2,2,28,0,42,6,0,5,2,59,62,33,0,5,14,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,2,25,20,0,3,5,2,6,9,10,7,0,1,9,2,28,2,51,42,18,46,1,3,0,0,26,18,1,8,19,232,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205961947358043,0.0,0.07629090896068724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497421945655944,0.06882567968031429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082367842543907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086034872643044,0.06617822086785892,0.0,0.052464067113920314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788138786617106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104473682115724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735356717058626,0.0,0.1798379866289182,0.0,0.08809057318095305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778501884980207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942793572331286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489531025348694,0.08256082686213377,0.14673716714627744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610647585033962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057687161621170026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540564957150129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729875039870714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078983986261485,0.04204672472614738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628406330085708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143622817422451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340168256428012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739158610640878,0.09147285028847812,0.06326724597606459,0.12763134288332992,0.0,0.0831215460124935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058319473357780025,0.06545586401067648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29833113596281285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595555175088484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848855018401831,0.08497822457700784,0.0,0.0,0.07349853813199207,0.0,0.13688375058061975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722828900277586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091683422558671,0.0,0.06873115109457892,0.0,0.0,0.17994642132165692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522409007495215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514660048008201,0.0,0.06832553013440107,0.05018485111208333,0.0,0.08157899991887595,0.0,0.0,0.05843208675452905,0.0,0.0,0.08959608876496554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765974592911383,0.0,0.0,0.08296302255274547,0.0,0.12531183482335134,0.08740258868455626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554226599965377 adhd,RickTheHamster,2019/09/17,"Ahead - Service for easy stimulant scripts Just got a Facebook ad for a company called “Ahead” that does nothing but diagnose ADHD and write and fill prescriptions. They want about $200 upfront in-person plus $65 to $95 a month for medication appointments done remotely, plus drug cost. Does it seem fast and loose? Yeah, probably. But with so many psychiatrists charging hundreds of dollars to give you paranoia about people wanting stimulants and making nonsense dismissals of ADHD, I’d probably just pay this company to get me drugs if I knew they worked. https://www.helloahead.com Anyone tried it?",8.57453781512605,10.530330627450985,7.445798319327732,67.63323529411767,61.352941176470594,10.926610644257703,39.0812324929972,10.914260884657429,4.898205602240896,492,25,72,13,7,150,78,102,0.106,0.8340000000000001,0.06,-0.6966,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,20,9,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,15,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,38,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196111209875664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206709430197965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782608787611036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719023361873826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055440065597565,0.17865112187552526,0.0,0.0,0.4049037998043386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120837805898582,0.16746851529130868,0.0,0.0,0.13962379854055668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653035447281992,0.17699193244673694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586622755454487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934432232116584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167509688724585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102851752754495,0.1524324001249072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764433553415697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892677760504514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852515516219984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059380455367201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709288244738629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shanikanwar,2019/09/17,"My ADHD partner doesn’t shower regularly and it’s impacting our relationship I hope this is okay to post. My partner with ADHD tends to have terrible hygiene and it’s really causing quite a few arguments between us. It means we don’t often have sex and it can’t help but feel like to me as though it’s entirely on their terms. When we last had sex they didn’t shower for 3-4 days after. I get really frequent chafing and UTIs so I do need them to be clean as well. I try not to be judgemental and ableist as I have physical disabilities myself, but I end up trying to coax them to shower, they refuse/push it back and it’s so upsetting. Has anyone experienced similar? What advice do you have for how I should perceive & act on the situation? They’re on Concerta but rarely take it due to undiagnosed stomach issues. I’ve mentioned going to the doctor for therapy that could focus perhaps a bit more on coping strategies but they work a lot so tend to be exhausted, and haven’t followed through.",4.708709209572152,5.944267213197971,6.070445975344452,76.6032614213198,69.76142131979695,9.486439448875997,30.315083393763594,9.784248007369934,2.9775398114575773,799,32,149,19,14,270,126,197,0.067,0.855,0.079,-0.1119,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,1,6,2,9,7,0,1,5,1,19,5,1,2,0,26,29,20,0,4,5,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,4,2,11,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,3,1,0,2,2,22,4,25,22,5,18,0,0,0,2,16,5,0,3,10,106,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066196586213485,0.16531126208795174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329595251086134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828780919141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300815206685854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469015603978456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737845011803718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506872135084216,0.0,0.0,0.10910085025892667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315297337512744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498346759610713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553758814385391,0.120855298191816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838450101719457,0.0,0.09614338166782306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339128807527032,0.0,0.0,0.1680242817538525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656984440048715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137896375721035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264806487366691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382254193619465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842760538291008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543763604938946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201838718492564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993344071570172,0.0,0.0,0.21674965577866104,0.0,0.0,0.18162559509344328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015450841465625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719501427497545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193460984701408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662089636722751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297110620741824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034910449957124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521044188415049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315799531798086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mxthxw88,2019/09/17,"Exercise and medication - should I not take it when working out? Hey all, I’ve just started CrossFit again and I’ve noticed that I’m having trouble catching my breath/running out of breath so easily. I don’t think my working heart rate is any higher than normal but I was just wondering if it’s because I train about an hour after taking my meds? If anyone has experience anything like this I’m keen to hear from you! Thanks",3.849294320137695,5.860861433734943,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,73.21686746987952,7.152495697074013,28.72461273666093,7.957251820313856,2.0182371772805507,341,14,62,5,7,111,65,83,0.023,0.818,0.159,0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,1,15,15,7,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,8,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,6,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741956640087748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186157433063694,0.0,0.19049464381163547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411127464707652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643937860209026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609034492336653,0.27431402573814945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279687437744927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309319182829035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571306370370463,0.23319949267529194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268087854845938,0.0,0.26355026793159364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638481775576265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34809986588289016,0.0,0.0,0.21312276244888198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832796388760375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103852384535513,0.33705158882968345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jopatrix,2019/09/17,"Ritalin gives you wings I'm an ADHD - inattentive since childhood, recently diagnosed halfway through med school. I just thought I was a smart kid who was too lazy to excel, but my parents believed in me, that's why I worked hard to get to med school despite my symptoms. During my junior year I discovered I had ADHD and immediately went to a psychiatrist who prescribed me with ritalin 10mg tab. When I startedIt did not have effects regarding my grades immediately because I had to adjust to the effects of the medication, but I could immediately feel that I could focus like my peers, and it felt good being at pace with my classmates during studying. Now I just recently graduated, and i feel powerful knowing that I can fight my symptoms to become the best doctor I can be. Taking methylphenidate may not help you immediately, but once you get used to it, (plus with good habits) you'll be unstoppable! Cheers!",8.577418496340652,8.483058065868263,8.604750499001996,66.42027278775784,61.1556886227545,11.733599467731205,39.51363938789089,11.20814326018867,4.622937990685296,735,35,123,18,9,240,103,167,0.067,0.768,0.165,0.9647,2,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,4,0,6,5,8,1,0,6,0,15,7,0,3,0,26,27,8,0,2,7,1,4,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,4,26,7,16,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,7,83,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440427093127342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725422397629584,0.15808218902793458,0.0,0.16126497342971174,0.1502121376705189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856449682981825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527977212442225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465055041547047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447474707586272,0.0,0.13743276560300735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149565042154178,0.13730885299179224,0.0,0.2401109502537168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282215162658293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594087529891142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866366425855464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992889683444857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179830987110177,0.1441942083471813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524349011065346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893531015199913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826585679775811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897220390291321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840337059353102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975456975613398,0.10762026969036692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363379618856055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362333000670775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268827322295784,0.12915775001826368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420452991964256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921747293857226 adhd,CassiMay,2019/09/17,"What helps you get past the grogginess in the morning? This is probably one of my biggest frustrations - finding the 'secret magic sauce' to waking up/not being groggy in the morning. Without my husband's help, I'd probably never wake up at a reasonable time. So far I have a good evening routine, I have 30 minute warning before bedtime (and a bedtime alarm) and I have 8.5 hours between my 'bedtime' and morning alarm. Right now that means 7.5 hours of sleep or so. I am waking up when I want to, and I have my medicine schedule down and a decent morning routine, but I am STILL groggy for at least 2 hours minimum. I'm choosing not to drink caffeine right now because I'm currently switching to a gluten free diet (yay another thing I have to figure out.....) and I try to make sure I drink plenty of water. It could very easily just be this diet change that is making things difficult for me, but I either way I still figure it can't hurt to get some community insight on how you tackle your mornings ;) **What do you do that gets you alert in the AM?** Even if it takes you and hour or and hour and a half that would be a win! LOL**.** **Also, are there things you've found that HINDER your waking up/grogginess going away?** Like certain foods or routines?",1.6361998304126644,4.226176766393444,2.9733465234595826,88.73106557377052,84.61475409836065,5.3327303561334105,23.577727529677787,6.8039241337230125,0.9708845675522896,977,37,185,12,29,316,142,244,0.042,0.8079999999999999,0.15,0.9815,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,7,0,1,13,12,1,2,12,2,19,11,5,4,3,39,31,20,0,4,10,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,10,6,0,9,2,1,1,4,5,0,2,1,0,24,8,25,25,3,32,0,1,0,0,11,15,0,5,16,130,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431215767120486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366458074972345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110803322159083,0.0,0.0,0.07189176180610922,0.0,0.10035355260259507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475903781980816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416108249318976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106177627740665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578921796982562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778997429802234,0.0,0.1426068362386907,0.12930906546815074,0.0,0.0,0.184847688084246,0.0,0.06702488038576275,0.09891784291937702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809798632402616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807085127518637,0.0,0.1262512954993154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057616827764715675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744435671620693,0.0,0.0,0.1284652177986524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095833814989376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991545295547257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258180169429803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543066233256335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125628305910467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201430795862962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801964664609238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883652493971486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115184772368086,0.0,0.08867204865853817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350512760342657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876854123014932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006976763103286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730829361441187,0.06956080939083664,0.09361089747467008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368462614851907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377726788735823,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,The_Squibz,2019/09/17,"How do you cope every day? How do you cope with feeling so... stupid? Like you're broken, and can't access parts of your brain like a normal human being. I'm so tired. Tired of not being able to finish anything on time. Tired of scrambling to complete things way past last minute, then outright giving up. Tired of constantly forgetting my train of thought mid-sentence, and having to ask someone to remind me what we were even discussing. Tired of never remembering people's names. Tired of being incapable of even recalling what you had for breakfast. How do you deal with the mental stress? The sleep deprivation? The depression? (Please don't harass me with 'take XYZ medication' comments; I can't handle the meds. I've done prescription trials of them all. They make me twitch like a meth head.) I guess this post was more of a rant than anything, but I'm just so very fucking tired of being unable to do anything productive anymore. Thanks for reading.",3.8510479797979777,6.630306352272728,3.911969696969699,84.43101010101012,76.38636363636364,6.1838383838383875,24.550505050505052,7.3871296695380915,1.341378535353535,762,26,131,10,18,234,115,176,0.175,0.7509999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9521,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,5,2,0,9,10,3,1,7,0,16,14,3,4,2,22,27,10,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,1,14,4,24,18,3,12,0,2,0,1,15,2,1,1,11,83,18,1,0.09559428225475232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094803841046812,0.0,0.0,0.2359978474048197,0.0,0.08936774962864827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671483392358597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022878618677794,0.10330345862644698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165040373665931,0.0985535074738017,0.08233521523034422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782614037250856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262782437162317,0.0,0.08054230574721499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833534139480459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837537355877616,0.0,0.09170274618414004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530787929828636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810731254447408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792209883651467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010761296789095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380992570681415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618369739672166,0.0963011823431006,0.09633655249764914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372820367543279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366210002172642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351929208709594,0.09125555913066212,0.0662730388728012,0.0,0.0,0.10493381549152367,0.0,0.0,0.09155289769976648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562015142515312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828968680301496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956633193021444,0.0,0.0809967251392805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950292734345314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718750034003587,0.0,0.0,0.08801037160330692,0.0,0.0,0.06350859344368588,0.0,0.0,0.07589118212532711,0.05574179473160009,0.7691009547538236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887529430330248,0.0,0.07587829170624083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnonymousMassive,2019/09/17,"How would one be able to tell if they're suffering from ADHD or just a different mental illness I don't intend to offend anyone by being ignorant about the subject, I was wondering what people who are diagnosed (or those that are confident that this is what they're dealing with) would consider signs and the effects of ADHD, my understanding of it is that you have a hard time focusing and your thoughts/ brain (for lack of a better term) can be invasive and even controlling, idk im just looking for views on the matter",15.051818181818184,8.247434181818182,13.72848484848485,55.41272727272728,55.66666666666667,17.644444444444446,50.17171717171718,14.06817628641468,6.641589898989898,420,17,72,11,3,138,75,99,0.127,0.784,0.08900000000000001,-0.4427,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,5,4,1,0,6,0,13,3,1,4,0,22,17,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,5,1,12,10,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,4,2,57,14,0,0.20074077173518765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825027955633144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036261505266712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753889957399108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240930902156344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251478448352956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069549211612708,0.0,0.2037476577511665,0.0,0.20973138096795232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258738649978338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982430196883614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168344807633816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685716904022892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022994831756699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602714213976946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916837550083522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545628250422604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936574979594542,0.1170535583133116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897822287987985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176948039187944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852009694131335,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,djbadcat,2019/09/17,"How do I get over fixating / obsessing over something I want to buy?? I am not officially diagnosed but have related to many of the symptoms & experiences of ADHD-PI. One unhealthy thing I've noticed myself doing is fixating on something I want to buy, particularly clothing, but can be anything like skincare, bedsheets, drawing materials, food or drink, etc. and I'll just think about it and can't think about anything else until I've got it. Sometimes I can get myself to wait it out and I won't end up getting it but with some things, I literally can't stop until I have it. Or I might be able to distract myself temporarily with high-interest activities like reading manga, but as soon as I'm done with that I can't stop thinking about the item again. Online shopping really exacerbates this, as I'll keep ""checking"" the item, looking at it, researching it(!!), and if I do order it, I obsessively check the tracking. It makes me feel really embarrassed for being so obsessively materialistic and obviously isn't that great for my finances sometimes. It's actually gradually gotten a little better over the years as at least now I know myself better and only try to buy things that I will actually use -- I use to truly go off the deep end and have multiple packages coming in every day, and I wouldn't even use or like 90% of the things I got. Thoughts?? Suggestions?? I'd really like to kick this habit... there's better things to fixate on right?!",6.509082094376211,7.211519421245423,7.616530920060331,69.05837104072401,65.41025641025641,10.52609351432881,34.00754147812971,10.46071229359064,3.7269950010773534,1154,49,200,28,17,392,152,273,0.07400000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.13,0.9408,0,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,3,11,13,0,5,8,0,22,4,0,5,1,44,46,24,0,4,10,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,20,13,2,4,6,3,7,2,7,5,0,1,5,2,23,8,37,34,5,28,0,0,1,0,1,14,0,6,15,141,43,3,0.10575163204954843,0.0,0.206396676048079,0.0,0.12709291106691986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458184914312053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404916510753105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805861741978057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109566712124936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820105405771994,0.0,0.0,0.10733568047592493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822063576910952,0.0,0.10359633934175716,0.0,0.0,0.08834191882435903,0.0,0.18732911449708636,0.0,0.11794102391671428,0.06984795560133124,0.0,0.08910031103223515,0.0,0.0,0.10344538829168558,0.0,0.0,0.05347120264526668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787529324366545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575258902471518,0.0,0.0601010895410753,0.0,0.1691584814909261,0.11659154767068446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117324054278432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939969095596241,0.0,0.0,0.05811833133032755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665962279258054,0.10599091726422212,0.0,0.0,0.08880473669250348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059003556795433,0.10721555652325984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218576981273352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039893400550875,0.0,0.0,0.07166004275052297,0.08042888152472928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057802499430576,0.0,0.20324161024872214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031131595321362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282554581805986,0.20918213631846627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682619927609666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099164372762027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35128342655175643,0.20328412726080472,0.0,0.0839549832754132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179841644220243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27400636829755576,0.0,0.0,0.12475010502626407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810058383645824 adhd,ComplexClimate,2019/09/17,"Diagnosed today. Prescribed 10mg IR amph. salts to start. I want to do this right - how can I most effectively use this medication and not become too dependent? I had a previous prescription for Strattera which was overall ineffectual. Today my doc prescribed me Adderall and after the first dose I immediately noticed a focus as he told me to expect. I can see why this would be addictive - three and a half hours later and I looked at the clock, having finished more than I did in the three weeks prior. It was amazing, flow achieved. Not sure about side effects yet, but I want to start exercising regularly and build positive, regular daily habits so that eventually it's just habits in charge and not the meth salts. Any tips or specific resources? Thanks",5.181107055961069,7.702130656934313,5.744251824817521,74.21350669099758,70.8978102189781,8.946228710462288,30.39476885644769,9.516144504307137,3.1793411192214114,608,26,102,15,12,196,101,137,0.023,0.857,0.12,0.9205,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,7,0,10,5,0,5,1,23,19,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,4,11,3,12,12,2,19,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,13,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307412826547509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439364576530763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376248956961926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483104089550967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180038387603467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844304291222698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774158542164673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322577408642215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409769817494637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807569852340376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866608445150588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29962890649183715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948759882172198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948686314762912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012589762605158,0.20225076187463373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828067891073294,0.0,0.0,0.24968579689237336,0.0,0.16978135612534245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909907585233692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035760852343133,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,The-matrix99,2019/09/17,"Suggestions for a new hobby Hi guys, I have found myself with nothing to really do recently and I am looking for some new hobbies to pick up. I thought I should post here to get some suggestions because I like many of you get really into something new for a while and then stop doing it, so I figured who better then this community to give me some suggestions on what to do, lol.",6.785,6.140611733333337,7.613166666666667,73.87575000000002,65.0,11.233333333333334,34.75,10.686352973137794,3.656,300,12,57,7,4,101,52,75,0.03,0.855,0.115,0.7402,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,2,13,9,3,12,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,9,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969540927078424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816731696236955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332783582845691,0.0,0.0,0.22231473126227091,0.2040970290459564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066404392099375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394289790786672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786632832293212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157033966333633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6164495161556173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414720788340948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037635207079806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725966709154607,0.0,0.2100730313509256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379163822190906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787536172209914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890622633549549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TM_Yee,2019/09/17,"Should I use a prescription drug I've always done good academically (valedictorian of current high school class and got a 1400 SAT) but I struggle with maintaining focus. I've always had problems with paying attention. I always have to be doing something to keep myself busy (like drawing) while I'm listening to a lecture so I can retain some information. I've been fortunate enough to have been born fairly smart so I never really had to pay much attention in class to get good grades, but this does really affect me mentally. Because of my constant lack of focus, I find myself unable to do any work until the absolute last minute, which puts a huge amount of stress on me. This has recently led to me having stress-induced hair loss, so I was wondering if I should take Adderall to try and avoid this whole mess. I was hoping I could get some insight on to whether taking Adderall would be enough to help me or if it would just cause more problems. I guess what I'm asking is whether prescription drugs are mostly for academics or if they can help me in other areas of life.",8.718235294117648,7.651737490196076,8.388549019607844,71.25547058823533,61.352941176470594,11.297254901960786,35.10588235294117,10.355215969177356,3.5244094117647053,864,30,152,16,10,277,128,204,0.126,0.752,0.122,0.0656,1,1,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,4,12,0,3,5,0,24,4,1,4,1,41,39,16,0,12,10,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,6,0,2,2,1,7,0,0,9,2,20,5,24,23,10,17,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,11,9,106,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320169595230941,0.0,0.0,0.08722169162186423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990646446424295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818654782242357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175909618301251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860427886230092,0.0,0.10240575268165612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224182526280804,0.13125525341067784,0.0,0.0,0.2974834431059102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650552314930487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722797951397484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402187066757146,0.0,0.0,0.2151580226053003,0.1025818190628047,0.0,0.1412936494356678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194092143255715,0.13551449854633238,0.0,0.12739184075862756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400402609342893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045496100544598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059434357643817,0.0626617118043624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925664411005894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428639114766828,0.0,0.09892257856727754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245456384724498,0.0,0.128937455028116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643342101821508,0.0,0.12664199299165615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980670177019293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874137278068792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938444555401286,0.13408595873428458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287220673910135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708061339348203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077608582207506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319851962228916,0.0,0.0,0.13909328562300954,0.09337533577845683,0.0,0.0,0.1822254789018204,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,netherpiderp,2019/09/17,"I Always Forget To Take My Pill... Until Now So it's been a struggle for me to take my ADHD medication. When I was younger, my parents had to remind daily to take my meds. If I didn't I was very hungry, irratible, and confused. For a while, I used a calendar next to the medicine cabinet. It worked, until I started forgetting to check off days. Now I just use one of those pill organizers (who knew it was that simple). Owo: Sorry I'm on mobile so the formatting is going to be a little wonky. Also this is my first post here.",1.2612064570943071,3.41302380373832,3.863449447748515,84.68892098555652,81.99065420560748,6.507731520815634,21.876805437553106,7.686295010490155,1.0871009345794391,405,13,82,7,11,142,74,107,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.7239,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,2,6,0,9,3,0,2,0,9,18,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,7,0,13,0,14,10,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,10,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864657861477246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545318761387265,0.1721525177819784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334296193785672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598406958090926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758272086111746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736230463801086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298127744365241,0.20842410311913695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200342897949757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019683949110204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297314840318261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814741757839927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316010771000535,0.14644075363707548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629070098302824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666759874359304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573802578701537,0.0,0.17070935240289487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062141495419734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notApEdO990,2019/09/17,"Can anyone help me manage the paranoia symptom of adhd? It doesn't matter what time, place or if I'm alone or not (though it's much worse if I'm alone) if I hear a noise outside of my eyesight I'm paranoid to anywhere from a new hours to the next day it's really messing up my sleeping schedule can anyone help me manage this?",1.9995652173913072,3.6971341014492793,3.602246376811596,89.71902173913048,77.55072463768116,5.179710144927537,24.54347826086957,5.46131890053228,0.5082347826086955,259,9,53,1,6,86,47,69,0.153,0.769,0.078,-0.4826,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,7,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,6,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643046879757421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555477700393996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075505262649719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183213021889948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478691852837497,0.0,0.2948194793681657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657983808001025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166869712026166,0.0,0.0,0.21240298734586385,0.2338905873236493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297727089466455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088829431824415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008180868353108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858418627609497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607321412406352,0.0,0.12823885992341558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412030815724626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnharmoniousShoal,2019/09/17,"Been on Ritalin for 2 weeks and my follow up psych appointment is tomorrow Hello Everybody! I am looking for advice and discussion around Ritalin before I go back to my psychiatrist tomorrow. After a tumultuous time with depression and anxiety for years, with no medications helping I started to consider the possibility that actually, I was experiencing ADHD symptoms, and the complete inability for me to focus, or learn, or get anything done was in fact the stress point affecting my quality of life, and that the anxiety and depression were merely (or mostly) a byproduct of that quality of life. 2 weeks ago I got a psych appointment to discuss this possibility, and he suggested we start with short release Ritalin, one 10mg tablet twice a day, increasing to 2 10mg tablets twice a day if 1 was going well, before then trying long release Ritalin, and maybe eventually other ADHD meds. Here is my experience: Day one taking it, was pretty amazing! I wonder if I was just excited to start finding out if I'd finally landed on a life changing medication, but the whole morning I was calm, and out the door early, which NEVER happens. I listened to a podcast without losing track of what they were saying, which is a big deal for me, even with headphones and little other stimuli I usually end up realising Ive not taken anything in for god knows how long. I found myself not getting lost in my own thoughts in 1-on-1 conversations at work, which made keeping track of what is expected of me way easier, and I got work done, when sometimes I will sit at work all day not starting any one of my mounting tasks, and then stressing out that night that nothing got done, but still not making efforts to do it. I do wonder how much of this was a placebo effect, because as the two weeks have progressed, I have started to slip back in certain areas again- mostly not starting tasks. what confuses me is some of my symptoms on Ritalin: 1) Very mild headache. I wouldn't even call it a headache, I'm just aware of a slight pain in my head, like its more solid. does not distract me or cause me distress, and actually I think that's faded mostly now. 2) My anxiety is pretty much... gone. There's still times it occurs. but I think with a calmer head, there's less for me to be anxious about, even though actually at the moment I do have a lot of stresses mounting. I'm just way calmer. 3) Sleep. This is the main reason I made this post. my sleep is not disrupted at all. if anything I sleep more. for the first week on Ritalin, I would get home at 7pm and just collapse into bed and then drift off, waking up around 11pm to then get undressed and turn out the light. I think I'm sleeping through the night a lot more (waking up less) and waking at an appropriate time in the morning. I still don't feel ""refreshed"", but its easier to get up than it used to be. Another KEY point on Ritalin and sleep: One night, I had work to catch up on, so I took a dose at 9pm. I didn't get anything done, then got sleepy and so was in bed by 10pm and probably asleep by 10:15, and slept through until 7am. 4) Focus. My focus on getting a task done remains pretty unchanged, and distractions are still easy and common, which I'm sad about because it was my main concern. I still feel unable to retain information or learn new skills (which I NEED to do a lot of for my new job), but admittedly I think I am still more engaged in conversations with others as I can keep up with what they're saying. I've tried googling a lot of this, and by all accounts, I can find very little that lines up with my experience when it comes to Ritalin. Everything I find more or less says: Anxiety is likely to increase, and Ritalin isn't a typical anxiety treatment drug. Sleep will be difficult and disrupted, especially if you take the tablet later than 6pm. Starting and staying on a task becomes almost mandatory, by the time you're aware how well you're doing, the task is well underway. But it seems that my experience is the exact opposite. Some improvements are definitely noticeable, but many effects seem counterintuitive to Ritalin, I'm especially confused about how I could take a tablet and sleep soundly just over an hour later. It seemed so odd to me, that I even considered that maybe the pharmacy had made a mix up, or that the prescription was for a placebo, but I'm not mad- I don't think in my country (Australia) tricking a patient about what meds they're taking would ever typically occur, and the package is definitely labeled Ritalin and all trays were sealed correctly, so I'm pretty sure this is Ritalin. I would love to get input on others experiences, and whether my reaction to Ritalin is suggestive of any sort of diagnosis? Its definitely the best medication Ive ever been on, with no side effects, and a calmer mind, but I still feel like I'm a long way off being a functional human who will keep his job, which worries me. As my psychiatrist seemed open to just listen to my concerns and justifications, and even commented that he thinks I am a bright individual who is clearly reasonable and well researched, I'd like to go in with my own thoughts and suggestions on how I might like to proceed as well as hearing his, but right now, I'm at a bit of a loss as what I intend to say tomorrow other than the above.",8.63471090938829,7.086559658488718,8.889767541707561,69.13881879702323,61.83611383709518,12.299321229964018,38.99167893359503,11.250112598500259,4.3332703467451745,4208,181,775,97,48,1399,394,1019,0.068,0.804,0.128,0.9963,2,0,1,0,0,0,125.0,1,1,1,15,51,37,2,8,54,0,71,39,14,19,13,178,149,83,0,12,38,0,3,5,0,8,24,8,4,1,49,56,0,4,32,0,1,11,17,18,5,8,38,15,79,19,134,98,32,145,0,6,2,1,32,60,0,32,73,542,128,11,0.0,0.0,0.12236720617619272,0.0,0.10046676299790504,0.040844772349142015,0.03705163229067692,0.0,0.0418549159876357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684849528084489,0.0438291162387545,0.15987775849960986,0.047220132273412437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758561413102233,0.0744186197906535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428055815957401,0.0,0.05095965822559679,0.046162890214955316,0.0711344751314485,0.0,0.04386469129050696,0.0,0.045632870279334166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268069305727662,0.0,0.0,0.04293832312976345,0.044217012965952,0.036005496773882414,0.043824676536540534,0.0,0.0,0.033372506539389155,0.0,0.0,0.10782566984584092,0.04309216694026629,0.0720015538911572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03657793580425505,0.21387064144696588,0.0,0.0,0.04847270729640536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037020848745207516,0.0,0.0,0.13803677054796906,0.07561783172553158,0.0,0.0,0.03756557763911318,0.16354686066250812,0.0,0.0,0.06340336292100117,0.02986068268722127,0.0,0.04578794674740738,0.11460854719044393,0.035553575497583007,0.0,0.045829630657127085,0.0,0.0,0.17470291026241844,0.0,0.07126473697254129,0.0,0.13371953578186507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036962060048323024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579413962209691,0.0,0.047109672709762664,0.0,0.028016490161125847,0.0,0.04192705913928888,0.0,0.04116286288593204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295663969871697,0.1114566322698734,0.0,0.0,0.022971228570424652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857003374121744,0.10210258370255572,0.08378566731474303,0.0,0.11097042466262373,0.035100008173073224,0.04676155727432666,0.04562773436990937,0.14214153131160298,0.037724558267614255,0.11865156239018745,0.027900660681558945,0.0423768714418664,0.08398393313960463,0.0,0.09285688012211224,0.12632203761526362,0.0,0.044341344662326594,0.042204323568729774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614530555706683,0.030992877458802307,0.032237392076910794,0.08073803288605486,0.0,0.1176744962752436,0.0,0.04010655427181683,0.0475875918900101,0.0,0.0,0.1132943209971124,0.0,0.04447629175124357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902572527992689,0.09424250745955096,0.04003117547685664,0.17009541380426688,0.04506558986595388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595113803252354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03569548254002524,0.0,0.1329586044307151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220625098866197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29279909784709457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133954430754418,0.0,0.20709514684654515,0.04455137983277832,0.23366099059174825,0.0,0.14363928427771994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939436194663557,0.08688878522569816,0.12570834766824712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069580957189264,0.041066574641291015,0.06636629326070594,0.0974915976384786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643940076074589,0.05675654470236741,0.04546450023596247,0.04083082292852146,0.0,0.0,0.03610027319458737,0.04603487415495185,0.06897587791046544,0.0,0.0995325310228075,0.13411216004398718,0.0,0.1879082611314903,0.0,0.0,0.04666626051157117,0.0,0.040292027545922315,0.09065685203191734,0.12171851374683194,0.0424481582577842,0.0,0.08907684617873521,0.0,0.0,0.026916706678918902 adhd,April4152,2019/09/17,"ADD is the worst when it comes to writing So, English for some reason I just never got it. I can read just fine but when it comes to writing, that’s when it kicks in the worst. I genuinely will forget how to form a full thought if I have to write it in paper, then there is 0 motivation, then I get distracted, then I have to get up and walk around cause I sat down and have too much energy. I think whenever you learn how to write my brain just went and fucked off that day and now I write g/j backwards. I know this it a subreddit about ADHD and I’m complaining about English so sorry about that, Its just everyone seems to think I grew out of ADD when I fucking didn’t.",2.4829206963249533,3.742329645390072,3.63604126370084,91.82454545454547,75.24113475177305,7.3967762733720175,22.747259832366208,8.00094639256281,0.8477035460992903,524,14,121,8,11,170,85,141,0.168,0.782,0.05,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,19,7,2,1,4,0,8,3,1,5,1,36,23,18,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,8,1,0,5,2,6,0,0,5,0,14,1,19,17,6,24,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,3,10,88,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227597649459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186868068770748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343335776690717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563962196786052,0.0,0.361644849968681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537723989430378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058193474823746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881244378583352,0.21934292480299125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788749562119915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536330913747493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431102924048726,0.0,0.16189870805355422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099709230373656,0.0,0.0,0.21582667372719644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191097928563432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498166839100945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690089808054811,0.0,0.16664836149862056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459248977297866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zaiddoesntcare1,2019/09/17,"What are common reasons that people with ADHD get fired from their jobs? It would be really cool if I could get some answers from people in the IT field, but I’ll take whatever I can get!",6.4142105263157925,5.54244305263158,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,65.84210526315789,9.705263157894738,26.894736842105264,8.841846274778883,1.7625894736842107,148,3,30,2,2,48,31,38,0.069,0.883,0.048,-0.2012,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803636775634151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526943028331841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960643658079518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140709585195369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388334790410792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275383748563147,0.32540802527392143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796372050183334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248278985492337,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bidoville,2019/09/17,"If you could go back and give your high school aged self any advice or strategies, what advice would you give? Teacher here. Running a support group with teens soon, and curious to see what ideas y'all have. What tips, strategies, and coping mechanisms do you have now that you wish you'd used then? Resources? I also have ADHD but don't want to only draw on my experiences. Thanks, village!",3.1338698630136967,5.925984630136992,3.0016267123287683,89.79504280821921,79.41095890410959,5.293835616438357,22.823630136986303,6.6274283507984215,0.6693301369863018,310,10,57,3,8,93,58,73,0.018000000000000002,0.847,0.135,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,17,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,4,14,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,2,5,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488241449874097,0.40463792218298417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557134295922082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407956005547027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920245110020098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530612031211556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252671906316014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972269374710456,0.11766669039467967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187511483888422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372511845740754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746470444088675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953746931432055,0.16498559878969224,0.0,0.21598986933800807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349487092229219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906163764576366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881773719817,0.0,0.0,0.1221186845106782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808798202698905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707663461504503,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrstinton,2019/09/17,"Invaluable resource plug: the work Dr. Ari Tuckman See [this ""podcast"" (actually 5-15min episodes) series](https://podcasts.google.com/?feed=aHR0cDovL2FkdWx0YWRoZGJvb2suY29tL2ZlZWQv&hl=en-AU), also [these](https://podcasts.google.com/?feed=aHR0cDovL2FkZGl0dWRlbWFnLmxpYnN5bi5jb20vcnNz&episode=M2E0YWZiZDc2ZDQxNGI1MTJhYThlZDRjNDA4ZWE5OTc%3D&hl=en-AU) [longer](https://podcasts.google.com/?feed=aHR0cDovL2FkZGl0dWRlbWFnLmxpYnN5bi5jb20vcnNz&episode=MjI1NTgxOWFjMzZkYjVmYTM3YjFmZmFhMmE1YmRlYjY%3D&hl=en-AU) episodes of the ADHD Experts podcast, and his book, [More Attention, Less Deficit](https://www.amazon.com/More-Attention-Less-Deficit-Strategies/dp/1886941742). In particular for the adults out there with ADHD, this guy gets it way, way more than anyone else I've read/heard about. His approach is equal parts practical advice and deeper analytical dives, all backed up by solid research. Can't recommend him highly enough.",20.190728021978025,27.537786067307692,9.772527472527473,38.22961538461541,48.90384615384616,9.509890109890113,35.31318681318681,9.424239791934726,4.914268681318682,837,29,71,17,14,198,79,104,0.027000000000000003,0.9309999999999999,0.042,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,4,7,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,32,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.13828794324708815,0.0,0.3406143472705022,0.13847679628540802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332496472882295,0.0,0.7677104377281344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990865150356862,0.14519803794926994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896578981132003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838002908415088,0.0,0.0,0.1464237028121496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403731837479878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031459635035148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972377304241996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345748256443936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174775951702634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292405333820695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496466874470394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031661389137155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SweetShame,2019/09/17,"Trialling different medications and your experience I recently got diagnosed with ADHD and my doctor started me on Ritalin short release to then with the long release once my body was adjusted. How did the medication prescribed help you? I'm currently on 35 mg taken throughout the day (starting from 10 and increased slowly over 2 weeks) and I'm so tired, my body is sore, and I've lost all motivation to do anything. I'm thinking it's not supposed to do this and will explain all this to my doctor next appt. I'm not asking for dosage advice or medication advice in specific, I'm just wondering if anyone has been have been on or trialled different medications and what experiences you had, and did you have to trial a few to get a good result.",10.429361702127661,8.044207503546103,10.64734042553192,60.58250000000002,59.0709219858156,13.939007092198588,44.06737588652482,12.45797560212912,5.5751929078014175,602,29,101,16,6,204,93,141,0.06,0.868,0.071,0.1428,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,13,12,2,3,2,25,28,14,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,0,10,1,15,18,4,16,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,4,9,67,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184183879909886,0.2631872617396291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941612936864024,0.0,0.11081828516627057,0.0,0.12589412410225012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991661675100153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868481483670342,0.0,0.0,0.13668271307303234,0.0,0.2813937051709675,0.0,0.27567182265191875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634575243555149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035719922869749,0.0,0.0,0.11295108616743513,0.1077043537012843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026348911964084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917478672417853,0.0,0.0,0.1470033712704958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426455539710382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321835537678687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341443096714512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296599856801147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906339590577584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628825604399883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477825605398096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080205927769889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460390600311196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spiffytrashcan,2019/09/17,"Sugar, Coffee, and ADHD Hi. I’m newly diagnosed, and I wanted to know, from your personal experiences of adult ADHD, whether consuming sugar helps or hinders you. Dr. Barkley seems to think that sugar helps with executive function, but I’ve also seen people say that it makes their symptoms worse. Maybe it depends on the amount? Dr. Barkley wasn’t exactly advocating pounding the sugar down but, yanno, just curious about experience with your brains. Also, how does coffee affect you? For me, it gives me a zip of energy and I’m fine for about an hour, but then it’s like I’ve used all of my allotted energy units for the day and I’m negative empty. There are so many things that are like “Duh” now that I know I have it. Still working on meds. Hoping that I can get in to see a psych practitioner soon, but I’m also switching mental health providers and I just really hope they don’t give me a bunch of shit about wanting meds. Really, I’m just kind of looking for pitfalls and things I might want to avoid/or use more to get through the day. TL;DR, Coffee Sugar How to they affect your adult ADHD brain? Thanks!",3.5279412484700146,5.678221167441863,4.519902080783356,82.81179926560588,74.53488372093024,7.503059975520195,23.87392900856793,8.371475516178862,1.5762558139534888,881,27,165,16,19,286,126,215,0.071,0.778,0.151,0.9368,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,5,3,1,16,8,1,0,8,1,7,13,3,8,2,38,32,19,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,3,12,8,5,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,18,7,26,29,5,11,0,0,3,0,17,4,1,7,9,102,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146261809153409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758985210365316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25675806239187704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833212616379307,0.0,0.0,0.11672348703552975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063805764035633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498588327034796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201664416426829,0.2206386737490852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224057303082693,0.0,0.0,0.1541653507625145,0.0,0.0,0.2284436729919428,0.11325271578815052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975573467172082,0.12640296802485346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236725613906064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657178755526724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676398998841584,0.1165928567868614,0.11553385556524702,0.0,0.25548013709799633,0.0,0.11589385302572636,0.1219977754857075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797271401930238,0.10041434517242324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734503539897234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145332700077548,0.0,0.0,0.09164082359673753,0.10469249510272816,0.0,0.0,0.1180467654633332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183986279642707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952996230622642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587737267826887,0.0,0.0,0.15280296841871618,0.07368792957956992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986476981113224,0.0,0.0,0.2034915212092054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372202075525002,0.0,0.11719573616408588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mstarr96,2019/09/17,"I DID IT! I finished my master’s thesis and sent it to my committee for review and I am over the moon! It has been the biggest struggle finding the motivation to write, sometimes not even opening my most recent draft for a month because I wasn’t “inspired” and therefore could not do anything even on my meds. So much frustration has come from trying to get this done and knowing how much my future depends on it and still not being able to force myself to do anything until the week before it was due. But somehow I did it and it doesn’t feel totally real yet and I just wanted to share because my biggest struggles with this thesis were due to my ADHD and I still managed to get that shit done and I’m just really proud! I love seeing accomplishment posts on this sub and it feels awesome to finally be able to add one myself :)",6.635989159891598,6.238318804878053,6.986178861788616,77.4309078590786,65.21951219512195,8.996205962059621,33.46612466124661,8.167268648758528,2.5422433604336043,660,25,122,7,9,215,97,164,0.067,0.799,0.134,0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,10,8,2,2,5,0,17,2,1,4,1,36,28,14,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,9,3,17,4,19,16,4,22,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,3,12,99,29,4,0.3083313485906719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527718157208836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537304283566124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187955928272763,0.0,0.13118363398688784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280007764372692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308874634973642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31553001996598434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036499478019337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559015941678848,0.0,0.0,0.1688809606319138,0.1409046333592594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610904037315172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472542281202511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914054008132698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124330997865408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305357039621095,0.0,0.2266590182738099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044666507415301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764810064646666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547428850947555,0.09876247859129504,0.0,0.15222000468111754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285008251624553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582488492438936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247379388417173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462338132723504,0.0,0.0,0.3223348714600487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466837314589453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093090899427922,0.0,0.1236624047895965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,burkinbae,2019/09/17,"No man will ever want me because of my past When I was in high school, this guy, Matt, used me. I met him summer after his senior year was over. I hung out with one of his senior friends Peter. Peter invited me to a party with Tom. I had five shots of vodka. At the party, I didn't know anyone. They asked me to leave to have sex. I was dumb and said yes, because I was drunk. Matt and Peter had sex with me, I bled. I was a sophomore 16 at the time. Afterward, they ignored me and talked badly about me calling me gross and a slut. They heard rumors about me, so they thought I wanted it. I kept hooking up with Matt because I felt so alone and disgusting maybe if he liked me nothing terrible happened. He left for the military. I have kept an on and off sexting relationship for six years. From when I was 16-18, I would see him when he was on leave and hookup. He took photos of me two times. He keeps those sending them to me being like ”don't you miss this :)” He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me. I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond. After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more. That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. . He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me. I haven't seen him in person for four years. I blew up at him. He was trying to bait me by apologizing then he would come on to me. He had a life in girlfriend at the time I blew up at him calling him a waste of space, rapist, douchebag, cockroach and a sociopath. I'm not proud because over the years I've never said anything that means to him. He acts like he has the moral high ground and I'm a bitch because he had never said anything so mean to me (even though he called me annoying when I was asking why I wasn't good enough when I found out he had a girlfriend and used me). He also says he didn't rape me that we were all having fun and meant no harm. He says he didn't force or manipulate me(I did say yes right away), he was drunk too, and it's only a two year age difference. Am I a mean person for sending all these mean messages? What's wrong with me? Why did he treat me this way? Was that sexual assault? tl;Dr: Guy, who used me for years, still tries contacting me, and I blew up at him.",0.9555007363770258,2.8107352508591106,2.351530436917038,96.7140850515464,81.37113402061857,5.1193421698576325,18.812101129111443,5.985473137389443,-0.3666785468826701,2124,49,496,14,56,685,234,582,0.162,0.769,0.07,-0.9953,0,1,2,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,7,2,22,31,10,0,17,2,45,12,1,5,7,83,94,40,0,11,6,0,4,3,5,7,1,7,0,5,17,35,2,7,15,3,0,9,15,23,0,8,46,14,94,8,73,39,6,78,1,3,3,8,95,33,2,5,38,313,111,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861321301181461,0.0,0.05297870578954288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264464084058242,0.0,0.1090333387091194,0.0,0.18579952740831376,0.0,0.12448483313540552,0.0,0.05531452594327485,0.201921607535262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029406268313362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706700587749386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921532651512856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845215694937995,0.0,0.04375634779123656,0.05992533965889429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699421678470384,0.0,0.12721742830978616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263779245981045,0.05118323767116844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055565893377518605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119237646906698,0.058583113330406285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998983790898453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776898638144052,0.0,0.0,0.14563323417801874,0.0,0.0,0.1402946736361803,0.0719789231701989,0.0,0.04679310187758383,0.09709665356131304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655527677053738,0.2886550852402911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704114110557819,0.0,0.0,0.10218947705021607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713397527768672,0.0,0.0,0.07055222973336411,0.04489153227652954,0.10076956675849053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324145578359429,0.0,0.11569084234202953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112583342236352,0.0,0.05657564801020104,0.18905178432506134,0.15804981475803806,0.0,0.06704677113975496,0.10558256448935673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054801241334366216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100114348928175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871782665988576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974351439480053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508857442353222,0.05259371466752584,0.1545195615653053,0.0,0.0,0.06330304689912243,0.07360424917350797,0.2248910833293716,0.0,0.12942983826486426,0.0,0.0,0.2288688880492301,0.0,0.0,0.1562997495210429,0.05258478141593609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061412796330722975,0.11955749221452175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822951883577977,0.0,0.0,0.18824343910058566,0.14486413458368005,0.0,0.3412936347792017 adhd,nco5050,2019/09/17,"Adderall XR vs IR Hello, Im curious how many people have different experiences between the IR and XR versions of Adderall. In March 2015 I was prescribed two 20 mg xr a day. I was cutting them in half and only taking 10 mg a day. While i definitely experienced the euphoria, it worked really well for my focus and my social anxiety was gone. However, after 10 days my blood pressure sky rocketed so I stopped taking it. Two years later, in September 2017, I tried lowering to 5 mg ir. I was even cutting this in half and only taking 2.5 at first. I eventually would take 2.5 early and the other 2.5 a couple hours later. While it seemed to help with focus, it gave me the opposite for my anxiety. It made it much worse. After taking it for about three weeks, I was in a meeting at work and started getting heart palpitations that lasted about 20 seconds. Never took it again after that. My anxiety back then ( off of medicine) was somewhat bad but not constant. For the past few months it’s been pretty bad and constant. Fears I never had before are now worrying me. Ive been really wanting to start meds again but have a huge fear of medication ( have before the anxiety as well.). It’s starting to effect my work though and I’m having a lot of trouble functioning. Yesterday, I started 30 mg of Vyvanse but I don’t really like it at all. Hasn’t really helped focus at all and feel overall lousy ( chills, nervousness, shakiness, etc..). I felt similar to when I drink coffee. I don’t think I will take it again. I also saw some posts about the generic version of Adderall changing sometime a couple of years ago. If all of the anxiety and heart palpitations the second time around was because of this, I really don’t want to try it again. But I would like to give it a shot if it’s likely it was just because the IR affected me differently.",4.333351019558883,5.887531783707867,5.826941323345821,76.77057636287977,71.0505617977528,8.9819392426134,29.477320016645866,9.444778638647367,2.8297595921764467,1449,58,262,33,27,491,184,356,0.138,0.7909999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9579,4,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,5,19,15,2,5,18,0,24,5,3,4,5,43,48,25,0,6,9,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,21,12,1,1,5,1,0,2,7,10,2,8,17,4,29,5,40,28,11,56,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,7,43,185,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728143286348791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568929020551784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141937596019941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312419862476947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316247621622892,0.13717103478151155,0.10014655419360294,0.0,0.13979435531627685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689582386268246,0.0,0.0,0.17753362069488554,0.0,0.0,0.18177812434525698,0.0,0.15892526065727336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164276108154375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046833224940202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091610548776789,0.054254315683178726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035108120242739,0.0,0.18486619378800065,0.041533692479615365,0.0,0.07886963679934499,0.0,0.0,0.06987032879189511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042916041530639965,0.07879852608132579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946784052590342,0.11011670988116698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808937701371635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872794525106557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695706282504636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039196048146335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983457633115067,0.0,0.07772517540875776,0.0,0.08327955485142026,0.0,0.0,0.09124174789625074,0.08274987984861168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556532251814201,0.0,0.0603841545877867,0.0,0.12670664777218352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494607439031405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841426626182206,0.05694723440038399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866976396464448,0.08356840572409882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311279472345755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477940440534941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373388666920792,0.0,0.0,0.08124098666452231,0.0,0.2325634048473062,0.0,0.0,0.0686747690321746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705654126430993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263356729072719,0.08070454328113827,0.0,0.04789792507585292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126328799961292,0.11153866760084064,0.0,0.16048248216573252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689949435650534,0.0,0.0658897212595514,0.0,0.14771186080975807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940205288488018,0.08341964858874472,0.08371017751174446,0.11670328404666178,0.0,0.0,0.10579409352395036 adhd,badsam112,2019/09/17,"I bought a desk lamp So what happened to me today I was talking with a friend of mine and she needed a charger i was like ye sure i can come. I get ready get my bike and go to meet them When i meet them , i saw that they had bought 2 lamps i was like what's with those and they told me there was a store that had those pretty cheap since it was like a back to school sale and i was like let me get one too. I go there buy (took me some time to choose) one and leave. I meet them again and they had to leave so i txt another friend to meet so we did. I meet with them and it didnt hit till then on how fucking random that was like i didnt need lamp i wasnt looking for one and yet again i bought . All the time we were making jokes about the lamp and all of that it actually made the night more fun. The weird thing is that it took me a while to realize thats like on of the most random things like imagine your friend txt you to go out and he is holding a gaint lamp. Well it was a fun night but i am just thinking about it now and that was probably one of the most random shit ever.",-0.35801652892562075,1.4062775454545466,1.2042082644628138,103.67013057851244,85.5289256198347,4.533157024793389,14.638677685950412,5.414198509911553,-1.293280859504132,834,12,222,4,25,267,113,242,0.039,0.8240000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,3,7,0,18,18,2,0,14,0,22,2,1,3,4,40,45,20,0,2,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,19,18,0,1,4,2,7,6,3,3,1,4,25,2,37,15,22,18,6,24,0,0,2,1,24,3,2,6,22,154,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.11966363712494285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285822801302541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429052471853257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562998457894232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092070815219136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842177115886542,0.1133641980225546,0.19219842146055635,0.0,0.2090706625909503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843627175677233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596828760301569,0.0,0.1253916643286397,0.0,0.4193563047771129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297353610551753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603008640830817,0.08185267866303038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184874318440528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301492149925509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323736221433702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475300681121634,0.13220974543072125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410234762909222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258720913560961,0.10143609583237194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557196033298033,0.0,0.0,0.09856077490340467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629322847160731,0.07857270605828004,0.0,0.0,0.14300644176362134,0.0,0.11623350714917464,0.11717278250253313,0.2724802391712132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102539806642692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaybeSomethingBetter,2019/09/17,"Always wasting money on things I already own. Recently diagnosed and really acknowledging my ADHD tendencies. One thing in particular is to completely forget to bring things I need but own already with me. I end up buying things again because I need whatever it was right then. Today, for example, I needed to buy a notebook because I was shadowing at another work location and didn't even think to bring a notebook, of which I already have a few back at my main work location, but it was too late to turn back. Other times its lunch or sunscreen, usually. Just throwing money away. Does anyone else struggle with this or maybe feel like they've figured out a better system for remembering? It's usually when my schedule gets shifted and I'm off routine. Tl;dr Keep buying stuff I own because I leave them behind when I break routine. Ugh.",6.183896103896103,7.819712194805199,6.803766233766236,71.21850649350652,66.66233766233766,9.755844155844157,34.77922077922078,10.018931242160765,3.920475324675325,674,32,106,16,11,221,105,154,0.077,0.875,0.048,-0.3174,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,8,4,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,21,17,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,6,1,1,5,0,5,3,1,2,0,1,4,1,15,2,19,13,5,28,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,15,78,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532878924345407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222571215757557,0.0,0.10613014172611446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374518407938105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918451721260855,0.1306879842333732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119835531151523,0.1961530558121492,0.0,0.2332562046041771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280582824011245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373163626366358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945852058198956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161810178271793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654997541978536,0.0,0.11296965704785575,0.0,0.0,0.08424424159544057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449209393840516,0.09112030644156756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663855815894365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337051013150665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387968342490462,0.13505490033981946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231350309639184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813909521103825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837256456390969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642981605176142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171050566731926,0.0,0.12593824833667255,0.0,0.14448700376017587,0.1089252828442081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334084824969342,0.14601192799372545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389488565570712,0.08172759904968559,0.0,0.0,0.07437425615270518,0.0,0.1209005766121943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873558207316158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809521727239892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857129053008864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway1155902,2019/09/17,"Is it possible that I have ADHD? 17 year old high school student here, enrolled in a majority of college classes in order to graduate high school with a high school degree as well as an associates in science. Recently, I have started to have concerns that I might have ADHD. All throughout elementary school and the majority of middle school, I flew through classes with near perfect grades. In fourth grade, I was reading at a twelfth grade level. I never had to try very hard, and I could understand concepts and connect them easily. However, it has started to become a struggle for me to work in some of my classes. I get flustered if I have to sit and listen to a lecture to long, I find myself tapping/swinging my leg in situations where I have to just sit still for long periods, I will blur out into an imaginary world and completely lose focus on the lesson if it is something that I don't feel invigorated or interested in, I procrastinate like crazy, panic on tests/quizzes, I'm unorganized, and am forgetful. I'm starting to have a really hard time and struggle, especially in classes such as calculus. I've never had this concern before, but after doing some random research online looking at common effects of ADHD, I'm starting to realize that I seem to match up with usually the majority of them.",9.947923681257015,8.24242076954733,10.264137673026564,60.820134680134714,59.41152263374486,12.951589973812196,44.724653946876174,11.741389052700956,5.4976534979423874,1049,55,167,25,11,355,142,243,0.07200000000000001,0.887,0.040999999999999995,-0.4562,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,5,6,9,0,3,11,0,19,1,1,1,4,35,33,14,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,5,21,5,43,26,6,44,0,1,1,0,3,23,0,9,18,124,29,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736321880636047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445205799861308,0.08818216359000698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865490434794373,0.0,0.0,0.08274074773524143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239883765618742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471665825874363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054142806929913134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566565286787065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32847483598541033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050628765995016985,0.0,0.0,0.18341996382053044,0.08702375766487218,0.11593633848196185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993588415711827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598528970144638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874307421506088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158839538519282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682813705413153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365882699082801,0.0,0.06638853322635227,0.0,0.10232289613050062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243994250449543,0.0,0.09434157276975573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648534208440416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978003971784497,0.0,0.0,0.2934016064510775,0.0,0.08275967719244592,0.0,0.0,0.21667479015480665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042794296099839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035849917356089,0.0,0.0,0.10788329986923678,0.0,0.0,0.11413466665989827,0.08550624909265649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093176519499953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544444428191488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673482660210997 adhd,Medic975,2019/09/17,"Working overseas So I may be teaching overseas, high school on military bases. Not sure where I'll end up going. Am very concerned about treating my condition whilst there. Would someone point me in the direction where I need to look to see if adderall, or dextrowhatsit, is available or illegal wherever I may be going. Not sure where yet as it's not entirely up to me. My google skills are failing me for finding out information. I've used many other medications and this is the one that works best for me and I need something besides mindfulness and physical exercise. They help but not completely.",4.977339449541283,7.647406412844043,5.224302752293578,77.02104128440368,72.02752293577981,9.130642201834863,34.753211009174315,9.642632912329526,3.9490396330275233,485,26,80,13,10,153,80,109,0.069,0.89,0.040999999999999995,-0.2411,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,5,7,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,2,23,16,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,2,11,4,12,11,1,15,0,1,2,0,3,10,0,5,3,57,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117085475769923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115154203670508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867742567725745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438223205466933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293014193426875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521878909246274,0.21314421541116246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940668067280062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452773380753386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032268955865297,0.0,0.0,0.20369494874659905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991680496999074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367009287046495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070488162597035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416669729592812,0.16075676067154074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092950057544873,0.15530554040876424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38026589975110536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742343598075825,0.0,0.16645258977843153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937311195000792,0.0,0.0,0.1433068311697009,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dasilzar,2019/09/17,"I'm so frustrated So to start off I was diagnosed with ADHD at a very young age. I was never told, not entirely sure why, but I had no idea of that diagnosis until about 3 months ago. I'm now 20 and I'm fairly certain that i etill face many of the issues that come fron having ADHD. I'm so frustrated that I can never stick with anything. I haven't done any real work since 5th grade and I just began my third year of college. I feel like I floated through middle and high school because quite honestly, it was super easy. Most of the time I would wing my assignments and tests and manage to pass. I failed a number of classes simply because I didn't put in the effort or the work. I dont know how, but never realized that my not paying attention in class was a real issue until fairly recent. I had just broken up with my girlfriend and I started to think maybe I was overthinking it and that my lack of motivation and inability to focus in class was caused by depression. Now its been a few weeks since the depression started to clear up and ive begun looking back on my entire life. Its pretty clear that no matter what I do I can never stick with anything. I'm always finding new hobbies and different things to do and I always get bored after awhile. Just recently I tried learning Python and I was having a blast but the next day I went to go do it and it felt like something was holding me back from doing it. I've been seeing a counselor for the depression and even though i mentioned that I might have ADHD shes just blown it off for the most part. I'm starting to get incredibly frustrated because I wanna be able to pay attention in class and do my school work but I just can't. I mean how am i supposed to be happy if I can't even better myself or even stick with something I enjoy. Sorry if this is long or jumbled. I barely know where i'm going with this im just super frustrated and really needed to vent. Just kinda hoping to see others opinions on my situation or maybe others can share their similar situations and how they cope..",3.7461150070126266,5.077051183574881,5.180705937353903,81.70592566619916,72.18840579710145,7.757394421069037,25.432133395667762,8.259297600419973,1.6205860370889824,1626,50,313,25,31,546,210,414,0.142,0.7240000000000001,0.134,-0.5209,1,0,2,1,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,10,23,21,4,0,14,0,37,3,1,5,8,82,67,36,0,7,19,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,22,24,0,1,13,0,2,6,13,9,0,1,18,5,45,12,45,45,5,50,0,4,3,0,7,14,0,12,32,224,67,19,0.0854891619916268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082240789559632,0.0,0.07578098398470384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226766234202778,0.0,0.0,0.0581355617025842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407005923408693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147177728103016,0.0,0.1563401990051453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560821657853381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782091843887277,0.0,0.0736413433280631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055133437142684864,0.0,0.22089506986467594,0.08676969988877843,0.0,0.08931797884063819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748509392051271,0.10019266116413096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939435568394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322588896487699,0.06107347440836044,0.08208300200281719,0.0,0.07813554529359287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932911741116986,0.0,0.09717092171670544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100480260459456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032399332484624,0.0,0.08491002732366729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650685811198503,0.0923429649648083,0.17845694867536366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396521539173024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038352332956695,0.08353137264948172,0.0,0.0,0.07565521817554842,0.07178936507733652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667259220495897,0.17177070748988968,0.093122759415502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069049113287027,0.0,0.0,0.06823663348753628,0.0,0.0,0.06338913038755295,0.2637380478704263,0.08256596536819989,0.09091869363149242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257643157891196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869732116539988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594022006656651,0.0,0.09092824684704476,0.0,0.1946107646117674,0.05476654624693735,0.0,0.168820467954765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730391919681208,0.13624758757642286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143503644019578,0.19218679986813011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162746704744224,0.0,0.0956981177488466,0.2420386754719017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057252345443364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679520055706805,0.054778003103167,0.08399266760458995,0.0,0.04984941784294708,0.0,0.0,0.08168855784055162,0.0,0.05804152933634025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053751179241735,0.0,0.0,0.06857424912292409,0.0,0.0,0.07924930964550185,0.07714067170890515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671138430272868,0.0,0.0,0.06072904787496776,0.0,0.0,0.055052217450332966 adhd,Wheniswhen,2019/09/17,"Armodafinil Any Good? Recently got put back on my ADHD regime. Super sensitive to medication and have a comorbid OCD disorder to boot. Makes treatment of my ADHD supeeerrrr difficult. Anyways I was put on Armodafinil and am having mixed results. It doesn't seem to help with focus all that well but it does help me get a lot of things done in the day. I may be a bit more focused but overall it just seems to make me less lazy. Like I still can't focus all that well while studying but I am studying more if that makes any sense. Anyways i've been having a few issues on it. One is that I notice that I am talking ALOT! I start having the urge to talk to random people on the bus or maybe give an opinion where it may not be needed. I also notice that I interupt a lot more than usual. The worst part is that I am unaware of this as it is happening. Since it doesn't seem like i'm on a medication like how I am when I take my Ritalin or Adderall I think its normal behavior. Idk, is it really that big of an issue if I start a random convesation with a stranger on the bus ride to class or perhaps interject in a convesation. I suppose it is pretty odd but I am not sure if this is something that will go away or will get me in trouble. I took a day off today and noticed that I was tired, overwhelmed, and couldn't focus that well. Oh also, I would get these random panic attacks thinking that i'm going to die. Like really horrible intrusive images and thoughts. Its not like my heart is racing and it stays at a pretty calm 65 bpm but I just can't stop focusing on the thought of dieing. This honestly isn't that huge of a deal to me though because I've been known to think that i'm dying before and go to the ER like a few times a month only to find out that i'm ok but this seems to trigger it. Anyways, anyone else feel the same way on the drug? What are your thoughts and opinions about the talkitivness? Ughh having literally two disorders that are on the complete opposite ends of the spectrum sucks. Also a side note! When I take Armodafinil it feels like i'm cheating. I'm naturally a pretty smart guy but when I take this my understanding of super complex topics goes through the roof. When I take my other ADHD medications it definitely doesn't have the same effect. It makes me pretty slow and 'normal' (whatever that is). Anyone ever watch that video of Stewie Griffin on ADHD medication? That is literally 100% how I feel on my traditional stimulant meds. I urge people to watch it, it's hilarious. 'Welcome to pillow world Brian!'",3.2877852916314443,5.070427954635111,4.758093829247676,82.4499556213018,74.18737672583828,7.511017187940265,26.07537334460412,8.269060116576782,1.7419030149337835,2011,71,390,34,42,672,235,507,0.141,0.73,0.129,-0.7526,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,3,23,27,3,2,33,1,42,8,1,10,4,80,84,35,3,8,19,0,3,7,0,5,7,0,1,1,46,12,0,1,18,1,0,7,10,8,4,2,10,5,38,19,48,66,16,52,0,1,2,0,9,23,1,21,27,272,84,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190794327661676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924020415030649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027455989698993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928218945141925,0.06800903713961927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551115115148692,0.06236150275434984,0.05103828227221077,0.0,0.040461587383183256,0.0,0.056480241071206125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246431521101994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959293060298816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561277517411504,0.0684297163244519,0.0,0.0,0.2066603298566958,0.0,0.152143013907037,0.0,0.05808521475118275,0.06792467570559356,0.0,0.0,0.07697393390239918,0.0,0.05544780017885709,0.0,0.05878855387422612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060039992665268924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006835916308081,0.047418317309814,0.0,0.0,0.060665552693686925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040346027987389,0.06367295359043453,0.11316733599699418,0.05567220561143982,0.05308615550289311,0.0,0.0,0.06572169107240834,0.05869519830321328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865470129685534,0.08897953434507846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855652229392715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699232526000346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285931244835284,0.0,0.0,0.17722332676845134,0.0,0.06668261459816212,0.0,0.07372766812049428,0.26746334081308915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052979896267741064,0.0,0.0,0.04921622566635392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006682560827054,0.0,0.2267051516423733,0.0,0.0,0.04497742163761728,0.05048118278094823,0.0,0.07787676785461682,0.0,0.07187766293869476,0.0,0.09203214307173596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701089720285093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345042718689154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504305651700009,0.0,0.0655373105543713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170124914813826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054906090586916326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510987221507107,0.0,0.0,0.093961141280695,0.07074692456394463,0.05300716526458926,0.055492476812402484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255765732384393,0.0,0.19962297515643493,0.10669943062686316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044096604422441545,0.12759127057564493,0.06521310606208071,0.158083021015075,0.038703799577231635,0.07628830485475781,0.06291574434522809,0.0,0.07374507354759957,0.0,0.0,0.06483873586969317,0.06909872173812505,0.0,0.0,0.07310269135042323,0.0,0.0,0.05268538999509823,0.0,0.0,0.17903730423313152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715089963285116,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MadOnTelevision,2019/09/17,"Could my medication make me focus on my anxiety? As a young child and before I was diagnosed with Adhd I had extreme separation anxiety and as I got older it went from separation anxiety to just anxiety, but a few months ago I started strattera and i noticed my anxiety becoming a little more extreme and as soon as my first day of my sophomore year hit, I experienced my first Psychogenic Fever which cause me to start dry heaving intensly, It was probably the scareist thing ever because i thought I had the flu or something and the idea of throwing up on the first day of school made me extremely upset. But I have noticed I'll be in classes trying to do work and I'll start to focus more on the thing I worry about then my school work and then I have to leave class and take a break and I usuly don't recover till the next day.",5.77418181818182,6.06797335757576,6.7213636363636375,76.26204545454547,66.93939393939394,9.993939393939394,34.68181818181819,9.888512548439397,3.386709090909092,664,30,126,14,10,222,92,165,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.9417,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,10,0,10,4,0,3,1,21,20,19,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,8,1,22,0,21,9,3,29,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,20,91,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960865881747235,0.0,0.11034982811423742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476159404565849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588585412159926,0.1374856297966263,0.1059288973043032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788199288254398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939239198618252,0.0,0.0,0.24085060626569926,0.0,0.0,0.1263512422876873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260522435044508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31766462385993605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956327749126843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053017847659804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181329709517786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476824116794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779219704838265,0.0830957482879479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540711682664624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936398790973383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239287334446995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345755697000385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421757121415814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519740980740353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583583901951936,0.0,0.0,0.2643366927055853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359840376861324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540668356724278,0.0,0.0,0.09882842672684013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451820561006992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540029223318465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812554027972348,0.12642214871302926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016526592183186 adhd,Wildside255,2019/09/17,"How do i cope with sleep issues? So for me i have a really hard time going to sleep, and i believe its because with my ADHD im constantly thinking or ""talking"" to myself and it is something i just cant not do.",3.0260000000000002,3.394174266666667,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,73.0,7.777777777777778,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.7516666666666674,162,6,34,2,3,58,36,45,0.044000000000000004,0.956,0.0,-0.1761,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,1,0,9,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073618495957185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268670233221708,0.0,0.0,0.30068076401779464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288400929383095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167324447520264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907078303729426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882746577521568,0.2785518952228256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170969249055629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534142623324462,0.0,0.0,0.2054561656556372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450688952238373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100501486962225,0.0,0.0,0.15561904334884988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dopequeen66,2019/09/17,"Tachycardia and Adderall Hello I started adderall about 5-6 months ago, I had an EKG done before hand to make sure I didn't have any heart problems and the results were normal but 3 months ago I started having palpitations and complained to my doctor who had me wear a heart monitor for 72 hours, when those results came back I got diagnosed with tachycardia. My mom is blaming it on the adderall which I know is a stimulant so it will cause a fast heart rate but the thing is I had symptoms of tachycardia before the adderall and just thought my symptoms were what a normal heart beat felt like. The adderall has completely changed my life for the better but I already have a lot of issues and don't want to deal with heart issues on top of everything else. Has anyone else had a similar experience? or any advice in general would be appreciated.",5.8398588368153606,7.084899739130439,6.095821569734612,77.42753811405987,67.13664596273293,9.084359119141727,33.26990400903445,9.339509955726095,3.0938149068322987,682,30,121,13,11,218,98,161,0.068,0.823,0.10800000000000001,0.7556,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,13,0,20,12,7,5,1,29,29,11,0,5,5,1,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,12,2,13,3,14,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,11,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398215503551766,0.18865124477791784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742555545853915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472425012678225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744040131253064,0.1090291319404601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818223554679555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109333449728066,0.0,0.0,0.0941105764465784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217041473079462,0.0,0.10931189270633812,0.11256716668980768,0.0,0.11156836108794464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970354652235692,0.0,0.1080034266665664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891465647860174,0.0,0.10889388735668233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778300578194953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563401858820976,0.10408893257877562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216983000686164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510541680886259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6304789897133021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479194629176704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212779338990735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847989138361264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516019350249248,0.051986318333876534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090465571820842,0.0,0.0,0.07102918336241325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462554810377385,0.16987013324446448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851748071668608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181954327396672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063441714279294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100289716795212,0.22120047723502936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069375929893618,0.0,0.0,0.08447727576956758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276309406205621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559027260785449,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dazzling_Pattern,2019/09/17,"Organizing...Let's See How Long This Lasts I don't have an official diagnosis, but I am determined to get around by short fallings one or another. So I've organized my room. Draws are labelled, I have a basket next to my bed where i put my glasses, student ID, phone, purse, hair bobble (I'm a girl). This will hopefully minimize the amount of stuff I lose, meaning the less I have to worry about where stuff is. I've made a commitment that the deadline for everything is **now.** Because I have no real sense of time and it won't get done. I'm also thinking of investing in ear plugs, so distractions are even less. I hope I can commit to this.",1.2719010416666665,3.7460409296874992,3.1333125000000024,87.79710416666668,85.015625,7.163333333333332,24.15833333333333,8.238735603445708,1.7610702083333345,501,20,103,12,15,167,90,128,0.10300000000000001,0.773,0.124,0.3891,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,7,0,14,2,2,2,2,13,24,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,2,3,12,2,12,20,3,13,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,3,5,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218128629142394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995441036646804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940561499342005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600392839650528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474098092805986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569007096431647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102762186235254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884575955184736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780178147071121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551183140376713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459265491430386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840779085427926,0.0,0.2128948478322156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800646214006091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729037030902125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238414098956736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895088741076224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130210652962876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166008487919632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516429123218505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356914904474911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193531011446768,0.0,0.0,0.11096432654285653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932569127249815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LazyTell,2019/09/17,"How to Stop Procrastinating Age old question, I know. For many things I've found little tricks and systems do get myself to do the things I need to do. Long story short I hate the dishes, I let them pile up, I cant for like like of my figure out a system to get me to do the dishes daily. I'm at my wits end with myself... lol. What do you do to do the big overwhelming thing?",-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333359,2.1965432098765447,95.34444444444449,86.77777777777777,4.587654320987656,13.938271604938276,5.82211442006289,-0.9971135802469138,288,4,68,2,9,98,54,81,0.141,0.8240000000000001,0.035,-0.7599,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,1,5,1,9,2,0,1,0,10,16,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,12,2,13,14,0,13,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642242818488286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679182213756185,0.0,0.0,0.25532658847302153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412459902510349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428890028473045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986541746303764,0.0,0.2387550781554455,0.2449038606886999,0.0,0.2162429151519805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773352657168896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811831447256821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640523398926623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372900365609193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428834843305704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48700777149055197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whatdeyecallher,2019/09/17,"I don't know what to do I definitely have ADHD, it makes so much sense and explains everything that happened in my life. It makes sense that I'm not actually stupid, I'm not actually lazy, I'm not a fuck up. My brain just works differently to other people's. I don't know how I can move forward with my life without a diagnosis and the proper support I need. Fuck, I don't even know how I've made it this far without a diagnosis. But I don't know how to get one. No one believes me (apart from some people who have known me all my life) because I'm an adult woman. My last therapist was the one to point this out to me, she talked me through it all, made it make sense to me in a positive way. I finally worked up the courage to tell my doctors and he just told me that there are a lot of crossover symptoms between Adhd and anxiety. So that's it. I can't afford a private diagnosis. This is the end of the line for me. But what am I supposed to do about my Postgrad? I don't think I'll be able to finish it. Even if I do, will I be able to manage the workload of being a teacher? I doubt it. Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest. I've been sobbing about it for an hour. I just feel like there's no point anymore. Everything I've worked towards, struggled for, it's all just come to a halt. And I don't think I can make it go again, I don't think I can make it through this. So what's the point anymore?",1.7720683060109297,2.9035327901639403,3.7583811475409843,90.75177937158472,76.8360655737705,6.788251366120218,25.16734972677596,7.333567415737692,0.9244234972677604,1091,38,258,13,24,372,134,305,0.065,0.853,0.08199999999999999,0.7633,2,0,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,0,0,3,18,9,3,2,17,0,26,9,2,10,3,49,56,14,0,2,13,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,26,8,0,1,10,0,0,4,15,6,0,3,6,1,36,3,34,46,6,23,0,1,0,2,9,13,3,4,8,177,62,5,0.1986438763786964,0.0,0.1938477686219478,0.0,0.2387313370516789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598101085875167,0.0,0.197001348165803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060545731647325934,0.0,0.0,0.11190181243306928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087613075642966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555705518468924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037702858109226,0.0,0.10166021236767536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796975692265163,0.0,0.0,0.131202406893112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852830745808235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050220156238865034,0.07095561248793197,0.0,0.10880232846844654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836430628073251,0.1037832266842227,0.0,0.05644694634797035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783006192510251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781210223562588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833895894313052,0.08096063594682032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046206672543105,0.048523682054433005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443996006246278,0.0,0.18796163883751812,0.33149082494439797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556350186416906,0.07301305269784936,0.07364595866369257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019093473671989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377146522843922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28167400582940555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111827781961281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383285490029157,0.0,0.0,0.11270935843905412,0.0,0.1032335234696455,0.0,0.07983121166844691,0.0868117517691243,0.0,0.0,0.1153204254755504,0.0,0.19092446264293328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949063682880753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788371314790213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148560820580407,0.0,0.21692266176126035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dxgboy,2019/09/17,"Do ADHD meds only handle the attention side of ADHD? I need to know, because I may take meds, but I dont wanna loose my hyperfixations. I know hyperfixations deal with the hyper attentive side of things, but I just dont wanna loose it. D: It helps me do things I love really well",2.5894642857142856,4.551891874999999,5.2137142857142855,77.63128571428574,76.67857142857143,8.051428571428572,20.128571428571426,8.841846274778883,1.3724614285714285,219,5,43,5,5,78,35,56,0.0,0.6659999999999999,0.33399999999999996,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,10,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,6,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827426009726119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243052937324615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207057778409004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707672354402643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346191807810858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075341728397094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126642916753175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461771285423539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892071596254816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274828129525686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866359308016942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100709156570616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685906175030577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057976591671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweatyMcYeti,2019/09/17,"Do you ever feel like your dr is judging you? I was diagnosed adhd 20+ years ago, did the whole medicated thing for years. Around 18 I took myself off meds (then concerta) because I hated the side effects. Fast forward 11 years I learned to function without them and did well for myself but as my career and family life became more complex I struggled more. Visited a psychiatrist to get a new prescription because all proof of my diagnosis was lost, got a Ritalin prescription and went on my way. My new PCP always seems like he’s questioning my use of it because he felt that the psychiatrist prescribed was too high a dose. I can’t tell if it’s just me or not, and I feel like the Ritalin dose he gave me isn’t working as well but I feel like I’m being monitored.",5.040986842105261,5.81075165131579,6.252473684210527,77.30831578947371,68.67105263157895,9.764210526315793,32.305263157894736,9.888512548439397,3.1501900000000003,609,26,117,14,10,205,98,152,0.071,0.825,0.10400000000000001,0.6165,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,3,6,9,1,1,8,0,10,8,0,2,3,25,24,11,0,1,7,0,4,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,9,0,0,4,4,3,2,0,11,4,21,6,12,12,4,19,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,4,14,74,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059543951563838,0.0,0.1258294645271223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181131652739964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636494669982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595928752898213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440755226454686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284012428936885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338171400844017,0.0,0.21532145042840214,0.3042257639396473,0.13629356133562429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416263566066092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352979979563035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401455178372331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997719898056286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026296845596576,0.2773969758381957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495439818439855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767364055327432,0.14299895729652912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419098206860315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901567078704354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922528560505034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839619914702915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406992002872552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430478858982476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771086371693918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225985945699011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267272458583355,0.0,0.0,0.25525888514604084,0.13158839688397822,0.0,0.1584812924188424,0.0,0.13683403233198935,0.0,0.10334076031823608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742320307243962 adhd,KyrinLee,2019/09/17,"Unusual Accommodations in College - What have you found unexpectedly helpful? Hello! I’ve just started college this year, and I’m about to begin the process of applying for accommodations. The problem is, I’ve never had accommodations in school before, and all the usual accommodations sound very unhelpful. Are there any unusual (or common) accommodations you have received in college that turned out to be very helpful? What sorts of things should I expect to be able to receive?",7.363285714285716,10.421578900000004,7.747142857142857,59.87500000000003,66.25,9.571428571428571,36.42857142857143,9.957137785484203,4.489857142857144,392,20,54,10,7,128,54,80,0.033,0.889,0.078,0.5764,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,12,13,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,12,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,6,38,8,4,0.26540183346785273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048234777480385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583741251244974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909994116040389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557865090859119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469425547445194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539537113282029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686008245971173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785278374428632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632118515206224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886809827580252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923026238762345,0.4379686154790346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091007921238424 adhd,burntpineapplepizza,2018/12/03,"Finally got diagnosed! I feel such a sense of relief..... Maybe too much that it's causing me to not be able to focus on schoolwork right now! I'm not sure if I should try medication, my psychologist recommended that it might help turn a lot of my difficulties around. I'll probably discuss with my doctor.",4.022068965517242,6.18173982758621,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,73.13793103448276,9.467586206896552,28.84137931034483,9.888512548439397,3.0990027586206903,242,10,45,7,5,82,47,58,0.07400000000000001,0.836,0.09,0.2316,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,11,7,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,7,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,30,10,1,0.24763543960293535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044804300862747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438981079348805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513447585119267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534653656456426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521191887567468,0.0,0.0,0.2712725197603552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980566829783946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598481523481162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105307952232935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487830835464984,0.0,0.0,0.2494666528303852,0.0,0.2627020679146919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204054140702694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26699288755760264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114793123638525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333934711807181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812820827322014,0.2693562479814219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HydroMachinist,2018/12/03,"Does RSD make us clingy? My fiancee and I have been struggling in our relationship lately. Last night for good reason I got upset with her and I thought it was over. I was spiralling, didn't know what I would do next, angry because I had redesigned my future as a couple, etc. This has always happened where I become so emotionally dependant. I am terrified of being alone, Atleast after finding love, but I am fine after being on my own for awhile. It's like I NEED that person and I fall apart without them. We talked it out but have serious work to do(she has a sec addiction and was chatting with one of her guy friends.) in her defense I am struggling with substance abuse at the moment, but I made it clear to her I am making progrès ans it won't be instant change. 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SciShow Psych released a video today on: The Benefits of Being Easily Distracted. I guess my paranoia isn't gonna kill me 😅 Link: https://youtu.be/puUUwPOsYR4",7.0031250000000025,11.002513062500006,7.442500000000003,55.95250000000002,74.625,11.95,33.0,10.686352973137794,5.894162500000001,166,8,20,7,4,54,26,32,0.172,0.48100000000000004,0.34700000000000003,0.7869,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031326619223342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.605727316003077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189657125188405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bbonner7,2018/12/03,"Seeking advice for appropriate rewards and consequences for my child with ADHD My wife and I are at a loss as to how to best reward and discipline our 10 yo son with ADHD. He is the oldest of five kids and the systems and methods we employ work for our other four and don't for him. He is really motivated by screen time, video games first and TV second. We try to limit the amount of time he has, as he reacts poorly to too much. Biggest problem is that we reward and punish with the same thing. Act out, then he loses screen time. Behave, and he earns. I think this is very confusing and frustrating for him and us because lots of times the screen time losses offset the earnings. We've even thought about separating video games and TV - one as consequence and one as reward. Starts with 45 minutes of video games and loses time for misbehavior and starts out with 0 minutes of TV and earns it. Since he's motivated by little else, what do we do?",5.347468468468467,6.085471886486487,5.858175675675678,80.52113738738741,67.97297297297297,8.545045045045045,26.768018018018022,8.59863814320734,1.7801801801801802,749,21,144,11,12,242,104,185,0.10099999999999999,0.78,0.12,0.7863,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,7,0,0,17,4,13,2,1,7,0,9,0,0,4,0,39,13,22,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,27,0,2,4,9,1,1,1,8,0,6,1,3,13,5,30,12,5,18,0,4,3,0,23,5,0,2,11,95,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799058269940699,0.154450751220171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963496310811477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587029703452386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203572664859134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439467124408172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444257681803706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841389869464192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536490588077188,0.0,0.13437378291033433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618953971063095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142060290776817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123849801138695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125488953050453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074577430830564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237460733466241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500555818033476,0.10127607148904304,0.0,0.12547901800252687,0.5529832691025136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730982769360453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901222237928582,0.0,0.0,0.13041297021166987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150668421218157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nipplinos,2018/12/03,"20 yo/ I’m 98% certain I have ADHD but have no idea what to do about it. I hate even saying this without a proper diagnosis because I feel like a faker immediately, like someone who’s blaming how they are on a disorder they don’t know they have. This all started about a year ago when I started my first job after dropping out of college. I never even showed up to college after the first month being honest. But didn’t officially “drop out” until months later because I loved being in this new place away from everything I’ve known. So my father has no idea that I stayed for so long. Anyhow I started my new job at ALDI. The first job I ever applied for, and I secured it a week after the interview. This is where I went off a little bit. I was constantly in talks with my manager and area manager about my performance and lack of focus on tills; there was money missing from my till at the end of the day, which I honestly couldn’t put down to anything. I just started looking for advice online, from people in similar places and I started watching a video on ADHD and I literally cried when I heard this man talk about how he was diagnosed after his daughter was. He talked about how he felt like he couldn’t ever achieve his potential. I thought that I’m the same, I remember teachers telling me “you’re so intelligent, but you don’t do the work that’s required” or so. I apologise for the long post but it’s been on my mind for a long time, and it’s the first time I’ve ever really talked about it. There’s a lot more to say but I feel I’d be taking too much of people’s time to read being honest. I just want a yes or no answer if I’m being honest. If my hunch is wrong about this, then fine I can deal with that in a way, I mean I’ve improved in previous months, but still experience some troubles in work every few weeks. I’m “the worst in the store” according to my manager. What can I do to just get some confirmation or just have an idea of what to do? 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If you have the same problem do you have any technique to improve it? 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What now? I have been assuming this for a long time but never really did anything about it. I finally went to a psychiatrist who told me that yes, i have adhd. It‘s not an extreme case but it‘s there and I don‘t know what to do next. 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I smoked acasionally on highschool about 5 years ago. After that I have never felt any desire to do it again. 2 mounts ago i started those meds and the're really helpful in many aspects. Wierd think is that simultanesly I started wanting to smoke and then I started smoking. Bad habbit... but It such an loaded periud of my life that I have no energy to put into breaking it, saying no to myselsf, be mindfull etc. ( it's not a priority...) Anyway I am curios about the posible conection between vivance and my unusual behavior. I think I reed something about it but can't remember the details. Does anyone know something? 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Evernote saved me from this. Everything is in ONE place. I make a notebook with sub notebooks for each category (one is my day planner) You can --forward emails into it --take notes --clip from the web --save editable PDFs --snap photos/documents into the app --it syncs with your phone, laptop and tablet --and a million other things. AND IT SENDS YOU REMINDERS!!!! ""Hey dumbass! Look at your planner"" ""Hey this is due today"" Hey this coupon you saved expires tomorrow!"" I have a list for everything in it and it has made my life so much easier, it gives me a place for all of those random thoughts, or those topics you want to lookup but forget about 2 mins later It's completely free and works really well. If you're tech savvy you can integrate other apps into it and use IFTTT with it. 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Its only getting worse. I got into a car accident. I can't take my meds cuz I need to get blood work done for some other health issues. I am exhausted and my motivation is rapidly declining. My brain feels like its going extra crazy. Even when there are no external distractions, the radio in my head is just as distracting and won't stop playing music. I'm so over everything. I wanna just fail finals and get it over with. I just needed to vent but even this isnt helping. 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I was prescribed with 2x5 mg of Ritalin (Medikinet) in the first week and 2x10mg after the second one. I can't believe what I was capable of doing on such a small dose. I got an assignment that usually takes at least a week to do on Thursday and on Saturday evening it was 95% done. I have never worked so much in one go in my entire life. I felt like I had full control over intrusive thoughts and impulses. After a week or so the effect wasn't as dramatic but the 10 mg helps me get a lot of stuff done. For the first time since I started studying university doesn't feel almost impossible to finish. I started writing a bullet Journal and it seems to be ""the one"" organizing method I needed in my life etc... I have a few questions for all of you who may have a bit more experience with it: 1. I've read that there's a ""honeymoon period"" in which it has a much better effectiveness. How long did this last for you and how different was the experience after it, how long did you wait before increasing the dose? 2. I've read about people complaining about having quite nasty crashes with Ritalin. I am yet to experience one. I have a productive period that lasts 3-5 hours after what I feel a bit tired but still able to work to an extent. 3. I noticed that I can listen to music while I work and it provides a slight boost to my focus. What other tricks are out there that you use to stay on your 100%? 4. Also noticed some interactions depending what and how much I eat. What are you experiences? Also if anybody has any questions for me feel free to ask :D",2.864135828427252,4.851682213414634,4.614327165685452,82.12512195121955,75.95121951219512,8.060723296888144,25.94449116904962,8.841846274778883,2.0727664844407063,1298,48,256,29,29,439,178,328,0.047,0.8690000000000001,0.084,0.9161,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,6,0,10,17,6,1,1,22,0,27,9,0,9,2,42,45,22,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,21,11,1,2,10,2,1,2,4,3,0,7,13,5,30,4,44,30,16,48,0,0,0,0,16,15,0,11,31,191,51,7,0.09113734607979443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126088733654836,0.0,0.0,0.14576500546599075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197652056702345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520111594722116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755116893118784,0.10268057986571402,0.0,0.08060357640970671,0.1989967551068968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221828319432216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521912905807038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865302945006763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325625750302136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101642231948408,0.06019535754892232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457490617582539,0.0,0.0,0.138245341646393,0.0,0.08750614448100352,0.09983650787213212,0.0,0.1550427600358766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952310035429025,0.0,0.05179545403811176,0.0,0.07289086121502017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217488396896195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975192766824693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857820198915375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874600557537555,0.04452510376942124,0.0,0.0,0.16130736671117768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748171253470372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274496013989222,0.0,0.20098930729826808,0.06757718732104853,0.07029073973590554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075209451322172,0.0,0.0,0.24702809742689602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318316050968502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041893707417222,0.0969357858735328,0.1823240182799384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296801699170804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538975446455402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901496527324888,0.09714028471131148,0.07278240230623308,0.0,0.0,0.09527654216191904,0.10433045684235218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685239420693411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235287264701233,0.05314291940625085,0.1047489724735153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871340527366226,0.10037491091962313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193146451157198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904722015993026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VegetableCable,2018/12/03,"How do I pick who to get an assessment from? Hello! I have to get an ADHD assessment over winter break. I was assessed in high school, but I feel like it was kind of a sketchy assessment. The paperwork they sent 6 months afterwards describing the results had misinformation, and they basically told me that they recognized that I was struggling in most aspects of my life but that I should try talking to my guidance counselor for help. Flash forward 4 years and my life is still a shit show and I'm still struggling with day to day activities and not living up to my full potential in school. I'm a mess. My therapist recommended an ADHD assessment but since my insurance only covers that in my home state, I have to go home for it. My therapist doesn't have any recommendations/referrals for my home state since its really far away. She recommended that I 'do my research' and find someone who uses evidence based assessments. I don't really know what that means though and I'm having trouble finding someone who meets those qualifications. I won't be able to see her again until the spring. Can anyone tell me how to do that or what to look for? TL;DR : Need an assessment, but not sure how to vet assessment-givers. Worried about getting a quack again.",4.8969764837626,6.952778702127662,5.552833146696532,77.28105263157894,70.48936170212765,9.37290033594625,29.815229563269877,9.811843763644266,3.078106382978723,1005,41,181,26,19,325,134,235,0.11699999999999999,0.836,0.047,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,0,9,8,1,2,11,0,18,3,1,6,1,29,34,16,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,16,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,6,3,27,3,27,25,2,28,0,0,2,0,15,11,1,2,14,122,43,3,0.1212486127758131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914345407602552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245321447964853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847798492235155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391706296314053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563906491858646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130694173263738,0.08662003319365925,0.0,0.0,0.2216380709465314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004218747025944,0.0,0.0689083808158725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127038933256142,0.12810581640842458,0.3648667338652537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262617719667806,0.06663506665642407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128296190207207,0.0592359476982658,0.0,0.1070647464586051,0.0,0.101818297488236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207528456170034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967794859384131,0.0,0.0,0.08990431003767146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221503368774997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553499321847126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454201385672399,0.09661944627150754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445995862498792,0.20059621087349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054671122766522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936585975719649,0.0,0.0,0.2535107519390477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142753826228124,0.0,0.0,0.09745504213337597,0.1059766318149982,0.0,0.0,0.2815579693374646,0.0,0.0,0.11912614643940453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585824550243876,0.0,0.08231984910680486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047198717848977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313385182156142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780801313357015 adhd,devilgrove,2018/12/03,"Taking meds for the first time after consuming alcohol and marijuana? My doctors just diagnosed me with ADHD the other day, but I haven't started using the meds they gave me yet. I want to start using them today, but last night I went out and had a lot to drink and smoke. Would it still be okay for me to start taking my meds now?",5.222611940298506,5.250123462686566,6.088768656716423,81.24270522388062,68.1044776119403,9.088059701492536,25.70522388059701,8.841846274778883,1.6555999999999995,260,6,53,4,4,86,49,67,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.4871,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,4,1,4,4,0,2,0,13,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,10,1,8,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,13,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770961531919854,0.0,0.0,0.18470407960982227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114618792171175,0.0,0.0,0.1754201136359186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690014109531732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930885926299555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470102005770613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088056269606075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693497584982665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759297783976692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219045068480994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669926138674408,0.0,0.13802328543485404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598952305960942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077931067991476,0.0,0.16382384714899756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29854147319634755,0.0,0.0,0.10194036830422143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602163303711036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277438429409285,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,79625523818,2018/12/03,"Adderall giving me weird effects So I've been on it for like 3 years now and got a script for 20mg orange pills a couple days ago. Is it me or do these orange ones not work? it literally just makes me sweat and my stomach aches when I take it in the morning. Anyone else get these effects? What do you all do to get it to work? I feel no effects on focus",0.20392857142857326,2.124660740259742,2.262451298701301,95.98510551948051,84.45454545454545,4.36948051948052,18.715909090909093,5.148860815047168,-0.5532324675324674,275,7,64,1,8,92,56,77,0.084,0.851,0.064,0.1381,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,3,2,4,1,11,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,7,1,7,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,41,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579055652035357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034358064383107,0.2981079709265365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32192557962036306,0.0,0.18763573023501326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430475698358295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711074914469446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040139531536172,0.279101363525792,0.0,0.0,0.2326956352693137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214123875549162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420833085510636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971521501527973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875475148998846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236234700449349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735931510340315 adhd,Slonkers4,2018/12/03,This sub is terrible for feeling good Whenever i come on here i feel so depressed. Any attempts at positivity gets drowned in “you dont know my story”s. Im feel better with my ADHD off this sub than when i was trying to use it for support,1.5410204081632628,3.7395141224489836,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,81.24489795918367,6.3689795918367365,26.126530612244892,7.554174236665415,1.5298865306122456,188,8,38,3,5,65,41,49,0.18600000000000005,0.595,0.22,0.0152,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,11,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,3,9,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360819885884413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016991064642316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473255159111337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408915863275785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408600087344561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32774482370165475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241945825233575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610429295508887,0.0,0.0,0.23455508126979685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020673213071024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368696965839182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31734070427900984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898623170468641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415256795737695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LUC1FER02,2018/12/03,"Who do I go to to get a proper evaluation of if I have ADHD or not? I've always had trouble focusing on everything, my brain gets a high from doing things which require attention in multiple areas. I've always had a feeling I might be slightly ADHD and I've heard a few friends tell me that before too. The reason why I'm asking now is because recently I was sharing an experience online as to how I've lost interest in reading books and whenever I did I'd skip many phrases or skim through the lines without understanding, a medical student in that group told me I could very well possible have ADHD. Since I don't want to go on the word of someone I don't know and my own ignorant was who do I go to?",5.790362068965517,5.23463371724138,7.510474137931037,73.49881465517245,67.0,10.836206896551724,36.05603448275862,10.411451182825502,3.757844827586208,559,26,109,13,8,197,95,145,0.061,0.841,0.09699999999999999,0.7032,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,9,0,16,2,1,2,0,20,30,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,2,0,3,4,3,1,0,8,2,13,4,16,19,2,12,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,4,2,73,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404495268737878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494564703141638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013562111445366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137722883287616,0.0,0.12755327328172605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733720605194208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196824026282294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471983540282942,0.14663028984121,0.0,0.0,0.07579359574663327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581183604308155,0.0,0.15663240654153235,0.0,0.2555736990709919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583768523962034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238074126633978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363280562783128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197437399687158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100778589349806,0.0,0.15901948086188908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689889506674488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149939876148861,0.0,0.0,0.15412145767686905,0.1480074858878883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399825929628573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270091999943474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101860512640226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958644170092494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323521570887976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605046951143958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236826305206115,0.08841449754214283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477748301204548,0.0,0.13526081307152005,0.0,0.0,0.14449758689138756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdthrowaway120,2018/12/03,"I have concerns about something that's happening in this community. Using a throwaway here because I don’t think this will be taken well: I’m concerned that some members of this community may be encouraging negative behaviours. I discovered this subreddit several months ago, after being diagnosed as an adult with ADHD. I first want to say that I’ve learned so much from the members of this community, and the support and encouragement that I’ve seen and gotten here has been amazing. However, I’ve noticed some things being discussed here that have me a bit concerned. My biggest concern is how a lot of discussions here quickly go from support to normalization. Recently, I saw a post about a person not being able to hold down a job. In the comments, the replies went far beyond just offering support, with users posting how short they’ve been at jobs and just making the whole thing sound like it’s totally normal. This is my issue: difficulty retaining employment is one of several issues associated with having ADHD. There’s nothing wrong with offering comfort and support to someone who’s going through that, but normalizing it is _not okay_. Inability to hold down a job is _incredibly_ destructive, and making it seem like there’s nothing that can be done about it is dangerous and wrong. Not being able to work can easily spiral out of control and literally destroy a person’s life. We shouldn’t make it sound like that’s our lot in life as people with ADHD. This is a particularly bad example, but I also see it all the time with issues like not being productive, not focusing at work, being disorganized, impulse spending, etc. I get it, ADHD is a spectrum and it presents in different ways. There are also a lot of different ways to treat ADHD, and they don’t all work for everyone. Some people don’t want to treat with medication, and some people can’t afford to get treatment at all. I’m thankful that I have been able to find a treatment that works for me, for now, and I understand that everyone is at a different stage in their journey. I think in the end, the feeling I get from a lot of people here is defeat. I understand that, to an extent. Comorbidity is a big issue with ADHD, and I’ve got the depression and anxiety to prove it. Our brains work differently, and there’s nothing we can ultimately do to change that right now. Sometimes it feels like no matter what we do, it’s a hopeless situation, and it’s okay to feel that way sometimes. It’s not okay to project that to the people who are coming here looking for support and information. There _are_ medications that can help. There _are_ therapies that can help. There are ways people have managed their ADHD in other ways. We need to be clear about that, even when we’re offering support to someone going through something awful. --- **TL;DR**: I think people are normalizing destructive behaviours. *OP: I feel like I can’t concentrate on anything for longer than a few minutes.* Helpful comments: * I’ve been there, it’s really hard. Here’s what I did to fix it. * This is something we all go through, you’re not alone. Here’s something that might help: [Link to wiki or resources or something] Dangerous comments: * OMG, this is me. * Me too, I’ve been on reddit all day at work, lol * I’ve had this problem forever, it’s just the way it is.",4.034330184988541,6.56688570664506,5.159117252556868,77.02161669367914,74.42949756888169,8.20979153859051,30.08687754987984,8.987727104682813,2.9437106913318063,2639,120,452,61,58,868,251,617,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.9398,10,1,5,0,0,1,90.0,7,0,3,9,36,35,5,0,30,5,60,6,1,7,8,98,103,29,0,9,14,0,5,6,0,4,5,3,0,3,53,32,0,4,15,0,1,7,15,12,1,2,14,12,32,23,72,75,20,52,0,3,4,0,31,23,0,13,19,328,85,13,0.14949498873135056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41921582541052893,0.0,0.04417276249962367,0.0,0.0,0.05161057433201064,0.0,0.07970072565160616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812108573123503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100721264244928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160735706027559,0.030376919189437357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054403269610671635,0.0,0.0,0.05562861612845516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052715291916552,0.04292556520037235,0.0,0.0,0.055890447226372486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03213730010662472,0.0,0.04291993824571979,0.05057808890584321,0.0,0.20825392645048232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099509234121462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044136062517494704,0.0,0.05557547655035122,0.03291334337874638,0.0,0.0,0.09523257879986896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078554416585683,0.07119949988012532,0.0,0.0,0.045545237123460064,0.04238678701511213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810496143401373,0.0,0.11328192961252502,0.0,0.03985493303852728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406597494011707,0.0,0.04463938203166373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360445297000928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080452376241384,0.14835070886068633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039515442200735,0.14607140042116215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184604641977264,0.0,0.0,0.16946039123734238,0.0,0.0,0.0997890658257886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040031565090007,0.0,0.05286351951559659,0.0,0.0,0.039775157913325775,0.0,0.03663200594380227,0.036949546633390784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952977975535984,0.1434444735898731,0.05673367850558547,0.0,0.0,0.0337672244416937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24182900469420995,0.08702217191312854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544991664860558,0.0,0.0,0.04768217149222382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03192343927308895,0.0,0.0492027553874623,0.0,0.0,0.04255596784994412,0.0,0.039628138442885916,0.0,0.0,0.039709383612482566,0.045364874367303104,0.0,0.11259119013977208,0.0,0.0,0.05601287697617639,0.0,0.0,0.08444441254833226,0.19181424331621624,0.09856957762151304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392902832331392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587830011288587,0.05698684941058541,0.0,0.06621188518302308,0.09579035243597198,0.0,0.0,0.029057243378701282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037530369955202,0.0,0.04303855715412815,0.0,0.0,0.05878401175690029,0.2373243272719835,0.0,0.0,0.04480464949862505,0.046194450760054614,0.0,0.05563527204824096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176682645462915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896620137415833,0.0,0.0 adhd,fenme,2018/12/03,Eating quickly Keep doing that even after think about it 😌. Does similar things happen?,4.614000000000001,8.085520066666668,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,81.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.4363333333333337,71,2,9,1,2,22,15,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048181336885676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733479875276818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553822464265723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40906934295363595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111737934416593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30732614454063506,0.2964108293343496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheMadDog27,2018/12/03,"ADHD-related speech problems have ruined my life One of the most severe problems related to ADHD that I have dealt with is speech problems. I haven't been to a speech pathologist but cluttered speech fits me to a T, and it seems cluttering is common with ADHD. All of my life, I have had real problems with slurring, speaking way too quickly and having unintelligible speech at times. It seems the culprit is a hyperactive brain that feels the need to rush through every sentence and thought as quickly as humanly possible, resulting in verbal diarrhea. A lot of times, I may know what general thought I want convey, but the words just don't materialize. Sometimes, I can control it, but other times I sound like a blithering idiot. The sad result is that is has ruined my life to the point of being a very quiet 38-year-old adult with little social skills who pretty much tries to avoid people. And with the RSD and emotional issues of ADHD, whenever I have a bad episode trying to speak, it causes intense depression, misery and anger, making me feel like the biggest loser of all time. Has anyone else dealt with speech problems caused by ADHD?",10.914125465178095,8.8077003062201,9.952791068580543,65.0673152578416,57.899521531100476,12.159702286018074,40.925571504518864,10.504223727775694,4.392683785220627,920,37,147,15,9,292,122,209,0.23600000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.071,-0.9921,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,4,16,2,1,15,0,19,4,1,6,2,45,29,11,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,3,10,0,2,10,12,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,14,0,1,4,12,13,2,25,23,5,15,0,5,0,0,6,6,0,5,9,101,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5781393295055027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727351542860811,0.0985803410551464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033281970134196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740416852741937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767200696890933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790969523873456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286706737203417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037259873519126,0.1082253056719977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810625764198362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729513624535646,0.06873371671276662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042010442751284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287547956093653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038716821104108,0.09400843426605623,0.09642948190642256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179581699978643,0.0,0.0,0.06422211198158492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072673047987305,0.07133981770210635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095808127381158,0.0,0.06519559386960397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670113586097559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095123295248536,0.1084643287944258,0.0,0.09788197166341514,0.0,0.4603084113110347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951007203750164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517518683261693,0.0,0.10869192874177136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807579612422253,0.0,0.0,0.09515591311934668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276281684644372,0.2244074565926069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064296975492287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793847967571951,0.056748202138236926,0.07636843473724934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195723356657148 adhd,RecluseGamer,2018/12/03,"A little Hope My son (6) just got diagnosed with ADHD, just like his dad. He's starting 18mg Concerta tomorrow. I'm glad that I have the confirmation of what I already saw, he's been my mini me since he started talking. I saw him struggle with all the same things I did, always getting distracted and hopping from task to task. Hopefully I can use my experiences with it to help him cope a little better, and maybe even do better than I did in school. 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But when I do homework, i set my watch and I’ll take another pill at around 4 hours of homework. I though it only lasted 4 hours. But last night I had to stay up all night to finish my project. So I probably had like 4 yesterday total. My skin turned blue and splotchy. My heart beat kinda faster. I think I’m gonna take a break from my meds. Any thoughts?",0.7861818181818165,3.1167342210526345,2.559234449760765,92.0964593301435,85.73684210526315,5.980861244019139,21.26794258373205,7.348242739294969,0.7101578947368417,361,12,79,6,11,119,68,95,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.4144,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,5,2,0,2,12,11,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,12,1,9,6,2,19,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,14,41,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676860301060955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265717076542952,0.18913272439090215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056673638757565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632314570368672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758552888514275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373824784038453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552544550036638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940497744415303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811922977328672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003494049511044,0.3634057779405162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385283571256778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371788256596106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446839268217703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922494580371376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712302267704809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155732340763763,0.17721172156425896,0.1431929152272542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618978274298768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,desperateanddefeated,2018/12/03,"ADHD and Accommodations? Hi guys! I just subbed here because I am having a bit of an issue. I just got the results from my testing last week. My school has a deadline for requesting accommodations for exams which I missed because I only just got tested, and they don't want to give me the recommended extended time for my exams this semester. I was wondering if anyone has been in a similar situation and if you managed to get it resolved or what happened? My scholarship is contingent on my GPA and I'm scared I won't keep it. Thank you!",3.77652777777778,5.893143682692312,5.708974358974363,74.71380341880344,73.71153846153845,8.852991452991454,29.824786324786324,9.444778638647367,3.0521850427350428,429,19,77,11,9,148,73,104,0.096,0.868,0.036000000000000004,-0.7074,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,20,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,16,2,9,15,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,4,3,56,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694522748530868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677018362604025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27334802923647883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24477509452750654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713848239204472,0.21507901080080846,0.0,0.0,0.3586363493115987,0.0,0.0,0.22199938132182767,0.19826479655733925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340130155314085,0.0,0.19928476653323696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827579721945005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051891335872074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446951289071052,0.2269086377311148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520171554893409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641894002433492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307364345126639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224262197357742,0.0,0.17984468460513214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431420529745661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awwtipul,2018/12/03,"RSD Therapy Help So this past summer I learned what RSD is and my world changed. I got a therapist and she helped me work through CBT for my thoughts. It was decently helpful with my thoughts but I wanted more help with the emotions associated with it and for that she was no help. She kept asking me to explain a situation where I would feel it and my mind went blank, I honestly couldn’t think of an instance where I would feel it even though it happens all the time. I don’t even think she fully understood what I was feeling in these moments. So basically I’m in therapy but how do I get help for the emotional component of RSD instead of the thought component?",3.616224843858429,5.5483624198473285,4.457598889659959,84.31521165857045,73.65648854961833,8.427758501040945,31.756419153365716,9.095868883498916,2.7920015267175566,531,26,107,12,11,171,77,131,0.021,0.805,0.174,0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,1,28,27,10,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,11,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,3,19,1,13,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,4,76,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075611865142547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796000965104678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146615449915727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847607563921486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121618255155281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307437385129814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118638645946822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368331541715888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624966332964126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412251010115403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351821844986864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721559184566938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198986283570397,0.16239556531676458,0.0,0.1792413669179662,0.13741793876804062,0.33311467914802984,0.08155716974025752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249677304876349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965747000134498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182433898553926,0.0,0.0,0.19871402636264604,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,manfrin,2018/12/03,"I quit my job 2 months ago with enough savings to try my own startup. I have worked exactly 1 day on it since then. Without the confines of work and the structure/rigidity it imposes, I'm finding it very, very difficult to get work done. I am letting myself go down endless rabbitholes 'planning' the project, second guessing decisions, spending days researching different approaches, being stymied by the endless amount of choice and direction I have that I simply cannot start. At work, I think my ADHD actually aided me, because in planning projects or tasks I was able to view things holistically and suggest things to my team, and they in turn could help shape and redirect my chaos. It made me a better architect of software, but now that I am on my own and having to plan the whole thing, I am so paralyzed by the enormity of each branch that I cannot sit down to do work. Additionally, at home, any time I think ""okay, time to work"", I get pulled in to a million different house chores, which perniciously edge in to the definition of 'work' by being rationalized as helping it. For example, I think 'oh, before I work, I should clear off that extra desk to give me more work space' or 'I'd work better if I had good coffee, I should go to the grocery store'. It is so fucking frustrating to know in my head what I need to focus on, but to be inexorably pulled in 9 different directions that aren't in the one I actually want to go to. I do believe that it gives me advantages in other areas, but my ADHD -- in this case -- is an enormous mountain in my way. Just wanted to vent.",9.489643218623476,6.936894851973682,9.405657894736844,69.2792206477733,61.006578947368425,13.038056680161946,41.147773279352215,11.51311941424646,4.593230060728745,1241,54,235,28,13,409,174,304,0.035,0.889,0.076,0.9023,4,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,18,4,9,2,0,12,1,23,2,1,1,2,35,43,16,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,20,9,0,1,6,1,2,6,4,3,0,3,4,1,35,6,47,32,8,41,0,0,1,1,7,23,1,4,10,164,55,16,0.08914856450723133,0.0,0.17399227824804872,0.0,0.2142785006921224,0.0,0.07902482351907397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606240808994545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434413747654812,0.0,0.07585886229362086,0.10043990407383577,0.0,0.15768932145078976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117787467430868,0.0,0.0,0.11498689806086597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794238268159669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912299332113924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211429804939836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814801728971891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241641136610503,0.09315289096743873,0.1710388527611055,0.1519955509168045,0.07477358628367081,0.0,0.0,0.09820719450274758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149214654590236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950880723621655,0.0,0.0894232789304071,0.0,0.0,0.10286547412595748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846619442426118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899371961679785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911604472086826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435452725885519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115753366275533,0.0,0.0,0.06610253098475279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604093744930836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482047186714936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374461379622813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630998128033617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767903495388698,0.17136840142490695,0.0,0.0,0.10396648975586313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060526023434945876,0.09696803852913848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711380422285142,0.105164266212053,0.07076198098172386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953118859354487,0.0,0.08593603491102783,0.0,0.6490121671554328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caro_aro,2018/12/03,"Medication and your period? Hey guys, I haven't been on medication for very long and I'm relatively new to Reddit. I wanted to know if any of you have problems with your medication when you're PMSing? It's hard to tell, but I think when I'm pmsing the last few days before my period, meds don't work as well (I'm currently on Vyvanse 60mg.) Also, are there any sources/studies that have info on this subject or sm similar?",3.0051827242524918,4.6266294186046535,5.52933554817276,77.3022093023256,74.5813953488372,9.565448504983387,25.07641196013289,9.957137785484203,2.5405667774086385,334,11,67,10,7,119,63,86,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.5874,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,11,12,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,7,1,10,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,9,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704240567522968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840930731707453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774271375737294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471124328738715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068254579368088,0.0,0.0,0.1871167345456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479577228631575,0.17026624608441476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848534941732521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320201819644917,0.6312782017891497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017389886139052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987132033645194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257157835877105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384278734029656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234905720395546,0.12320368050395193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878094929875956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206817023600547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FrauleinLaFolie,2018/12/03,I keep putting my underwear on inside-out. Then don’t realize it until much later in the day. Just thought I’d share.🤷🏻‍♀️,-2.776785714285712,-2.4081508214285687,0.7199999999999989,97.025,128.64285714285714,4.457142857142856,18.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.34272857142857216,99,4,23,2,7,35,27,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35041580684142826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829544551622375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39942477670584997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462168352903327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313592159135034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gavinagoodtim3,2018/12/03,"Been on Wellbutrin 150mg for 2 months and it isn't working. I have always had trouble focusing and really struggle not getting distracted by my phone but was able to get by in undergrad. I am now in medical school and I my grades are garbage and the not being able to focus long enough is really catching up. Medical school is a whole new animal when it comes to sitting down and studying. I went to see my doctor 2 months ago and he prescribed wellbutrin 150mg and it has done nothing. I actually think my procrastination has gotten worse. I feel cloudy headed sometimes and have become really irritable. Like to thr point that I raised my hand and told some kid to stop whinning about a question in class. I can't be doing that, especially in professional school. I want to switch and try Adderall but don't know how to approach this convo with my doctor. Any adivce or suggestions? Also, sorry for the formatting, I'm on mobile.",4.742615012106533,6.640704056497178,5.674047619047617,76.90080508474577,70.5819209039548,8.672962066182405,29.02703793381761,9.23628265651192,2.6928970137207418,746,29,131,16,14,245,116,177,0.095,0.843,0.062,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,0,18,6,2,1,0,25,30,16,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,7,3,15,1,22,21,3,22,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,3,9,87,21,11,0.2734063223184417,0.0,0.13340256562332894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211791041708885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932146858953716,0.11374798114638622,0.0,0.0,0.09296283733941144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097790127845293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177576688135478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798429561107651,0.0,0.13989479618968298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125090853587416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912122575251038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284351898157774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029688221230988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512848227658807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678625939900701,0.0,0.0,0.12097799582830145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754281059318887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823031802611426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202876489889073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117037003691728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922867366204938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313882648648944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627266365692865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150526919797667,0.10893472042595914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520292187724925,0.1530279968650998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428996389146492,0.0,0.1429118254820648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759386583911045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130625728772906,0.0,0.0928124729959396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063106630848413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267251999649632,0.0,0.1526241974829387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952152945070428,0.0,0.13931220009903608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GrouchyCounty,2018/12/03,"Will I ever be able to self motivate without meds? Or am I stuck with I can when I can for the rest of my life? Just wanted to know what other unmedicated folks think about this- have you been able to learn actual skills that help you manage your most unpleasant symptoms, or do you, like I, feel like you just have to wait until things work out on their own? I really thought I would have made more progress by now. &#x200B;",3.4660714285714285,5.322991559523814,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,73.88095238095238,7.180952380952381,21.523809523809533,7.957251820313856,0.7544952380952381,337,8,71,5,7,104,65,84,0.06,0.7859999999999999,0.154,0.8196,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,1,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,2,1,19,19,4,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,14,2,13,12,4,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,6,55,19,4,0.43263536406240655,0.0,0.2110948534616789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343801181042358,0.2628496608181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567172781824027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937671965407957,0.15453739526540822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499318248447665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188825408482346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279157609251526,0.21136378562454888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046850210806632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402801794060194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385786462400056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566651949200725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483689819156646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371185596842784,0.13860763612042112,0.0,0.17173207661321735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275897734598879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852252616359526,0.0,0.15748184884987468,0.0,0.0,0.1536658748574664,0.0,0.2628496608181,0.0 adhd,ChocolateMeowchi,2018/12/03,"I want to be normal I’m tired of the bad days, of the missing assignments, the sensory and emotional sensitivity. I don’t care if I’m more ‘creative’ I’d rather be boring and normal rather than fucking up all the time. I hate that I don’t have complete control over myself and I’m tired of living like this but there’s no escape from myself ",1.8717142857142832,4.087889028571432,3.818571428571431,85.49642857142858,80.14285714285714,6.285714285714287,22.857142857142854,7.447530270364453,1.0477142857142858,272,9,54,4,7,92,47,70,0.20800000000000002,0.672,0.11900000000000001,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,1,12,13,5,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,8,11,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446635260529335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374626656362488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419697119013534,0.0,0.2612233072590001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020477088374862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619873238841981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531736911024124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299459491653981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137858561035238,0.0,0.20565981144344475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563958521455257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580906204723311,0.5353811894785088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737369020231835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hudsonaere,2018/12/03,"I wanted to make an appointment today to finally get treatment. I couldn't do it. I lost my nerve. I was diagnosed as a teenager on my parents' insurance in America but never settled on a treatment that worked before I left for university in my home country. I thought I was ok, I never sought treatment here, but recently I've realized that I'm not ok. I do need help. I just don't know how to ask for it. I was going to go this morning to the MIR (I'm military, that's our medical centre) to make an appointment with mental health, since I had some free time. I put it off because I was nervous - I didn't forget, it was in the back of my mind, but I just read a book instead of getting my nerve up to deal with it. Funny, eh? I have no fear out in the field, but I couldn't face the super nice people at the MIR.",1.5003100775193798,3.0872031395348856,3.9064186046511615,87.47889147286823,78.65116279069767,7.144806201550387,25.420155038759688,8.021203637495839,1.4849010852713187,628,24,137,11,15,219,99,172,0.08199999999999999,0.772,0.145,0.8645,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,3,6,8,0,2,10,2,13,4,1,3,2,25,27,6,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,2,1,3,8,3,0,0,9,0,24,6,24,16,1,21,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,7,95,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884762083553606,0.0,0.0,0.13887929990193815,0.0,0.11009925645082216,0.0,0.15368731056477294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862028005750997,0.0,0.18331714110011624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323845031757065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785136191385266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872438698995733,0.0,0.2052916581479768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198186195062947,0.0,0.0,0.12106025991957513,0.0,0.18116832793382784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925950343580896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962352127120874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715907847825107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411195131590076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819473533780153,0.18201418024194468,0.0,0.18236639748863387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392133630015607,0.2785978572987133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054799268250595,0.0,0.0,0.12521345771502254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815647105880477,0.0,0.0,0.1806606425602013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833233020466888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494039195988999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338556803214045,0.10531617345902558,0.0,0.17119883621616486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652949934240824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148751705220482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,samdajellybeenie,2018/12/03,"Dosage too high for Vyvanse? Hi! I've been diagnosed with ADHD for about 5.5 years and I've been on Vyvanse for most of that time. I'm on 60mg taken in the morning, but I'm wondering if the dose might be a little too high. I got sick a few weeks ago and had to stop taking my Vyvanse for about a week. When I started back on it, I only took half (pouring out the powder, dividing it in half, and putting that into a glass of water, so 30mg) and I wasn't able to focus nearly as easily as I am with the 60mg. I felt...half medicated. I've had these concerns with my dose being too high in the past (about 2 years ago), so my doctor asked if I wanted to try 50mg, which I did. I remember it feeling similar to the 60, but I didn't feel enough motivation, almost like I still had to fight to make myself do things. On the 60mg, I sometimes can say ""I don't want to do this right now"" but most of the time, I can make myself do it if I have to. That fear-like wall of ""I don't want to do this for some reason, but I can't put my finger on it"" is gone. So back to the 60 it was. Just out of curiosity, I also tried 30mg of Adderall twice a day, and it made me feel super jittery, so I went back to Vyvanse. It's just always weirded me out how much energy the 60 gives me and the fact that it raises my heart and respiration rates significantly. Yes, I feel motivated and energetic, but I also feel like I can't really be truly calm sometimes. I've started meditating for a few minutes every day and aside from higher heart/respiration rates making meditating difficult, I feel like sometimes thoughts are being pushed into my head, like forced to focus on them until I redirect myself. My sleep schedule isn't the best. I have a really hard time getting to sleep and waking up at the same time every day (example: I'll go to sleep at midnight, wake up at 7 or so, and then try to replicate that the next night and not even feel tired at midnight, so I go to sleep at 2am, but I can't wake up at 7am otherwise I'd feel horrible, and the cycle continues) so I always feel a little bit tired, so maybe that could explain the thoughts being pushed into my head thing? If I could just not take them when I feel exhausted I would, but I feel like I need them to get any kind of work done at all. I should mention that I work out 5 days a week (cardio and weight training) and eat well - lost 30 lbs last year. Interestingly, last time I got my blood pressure checked (about a month ago) while I was on the Vyvanse it was 120/78. I guess I'm wondering what SHOULD taking the meds feel like? Should I feel like my heart rate and breathing is faster with the ability to focus well, or should I feel less motivated and less physically amped up? Do you think all of this is caused by my less than optimal habits in other areas? 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The plan so far in treating my ADHD effectively has been: Step 1: Get prescription Step 2: Take perscription ——> Step 3: Keep taking prescription Step 4: ???? Step 5: Profit Step 3 is the part that’s ridiculously hard. Phone reminders, leaving it by the counter, and various other solutions have failed. How the hell are you guys doing it?",3.224239130434782,6.1629258260869575,3.8491123188405783,82.82845108695652,80.59420289855072,8.08768115942029,26.01630434782609,8.841846274778883,2.5544913043478266,298,12,53,8,8,94,54,69,0.156,0.752,0.092,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,3,3,5,2,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,6,12,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,3,11,2,8,1,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903706185187193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262322747249669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784676447830232,0.0,0.0,0.21643685494682746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475580768863456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558321751498016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837641534582474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164220318749193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736992464533685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449863652841527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ManSoldWorld,2018/12/03,"From the Medicated Side: Who is this Man? Since being put on medication, I'm starting to notice that more and more of my old personality is fading away. Before, I used to believe social media was the best. Now? It all seems fake and pointless. If I want to celebrate my friend's birthday, I'll get them a fucking lump sum. Not an ""appreciation post"" on social media. Before, I would say my political leaning was relatively left; now, it's middle to right. I was never open to hooking up before being medicated, but now, I look for those opportunities. Maybe it's because I've started taking better care of my appearance and health? I don't know. I used to be really afraid of speaking my mind and telling people how I actually felt about things; but now, I'm not afraid of it anymore. I welcome it actually. On one hand, a part of me is scared that these new ways of doing things and looking at life will bite me in the ass. But, a part of me just wants to see what happens and comes out of all of this.",3.81969696969697,5.23956965656566,5.529717171717171,78.92790909090911,72.13131313131315,7.906262626262626,26.83636363636364,8.447377352677275,1.827797575757576,784,27,154,13,15,268,123,198,0.061,0.81,0.129,0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,7,11,1,3,7,0,13,9,2,3,3,30,34,11,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,2,6,2,0,2,15,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,4,7,18,6,27,25,7,28,0,0,3,2,11,13,2,3,10,107,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.23335025926413294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857323918834373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233230443591756,0.0,0.0,0.07288380092109292,0.0,0.3052150134811591,0.13470527480926914,0.12547279706348807,0.1057427502365027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190128598521023,0.0,0.0,0.10299195678728344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479813666059314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237319746156863,0.11053301418631048,0.062466137800282276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572815909673064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708866760712748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657080721628072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299043121458728,0.0,0.08445007850709249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080370215120644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011595989163718,0.0,0.0,0.3613379901701593,0.0,0.0,0.1207233966670375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221347819670424,0.1154735906896668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612197155135433,0.1254600609742568,0.0,0.08101821150849405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258947689159352,0.0,0.08288914038960564,0.10439680557933273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145072131832724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201926938235586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659438991118804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210517628325716,0.0,0.09508039097490532,0.11970228090598542,0.0,0.09527532373716978,0.10884462810654603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989028071932622,0.0,0.0,0.2437565216492587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692530016325347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989564004738537,0.0,0.1045023366867124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886317595919114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065261201763533,0.0,0.0,0.14104136708250775,0.09490264036078906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493331587676314,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tarook4000,2018/12/03,"Modadinil Magic. A rather effective way to overcome adderall addiction? I have never posted on Reddit before but thank you all for the tremendous amount of support I've found from this place over the last year. I used to take (prescribed) adderall instant releases. 20mg in the morning and 10 for the afternoon. When I first ever had it prescribed, it was extended release. The feeling and results were quite brilliant! But the comedown was enough to make me not wanna take it anymore. I told the doctor this after a few months off, and he said let's try instants. They changed my life! In a good way. Temporarily. For 2 years or so, my lifestyle skyrocketed. I went from being poor in my ESL classes to speaking English fluently and enjoying reading, writing, and socializing in English all the time! Which led me to start being confident around women, feeling more attractive and willing to join gym and such. I got in amazing shape! I started to feel more ATTRACTIVE from the pill. My goodness, what a dangerous thing that can be. Eventually, I started needing it to drink. And when you're drunk on adderall, you're likely to take more. So I started abusing my prescriptions. But I didn't care because I was finally good at work, school, and with women. Eventually it spiraled out of control and I realized my addiction. But quitting was out of the question because every time I tried, life was so dark and miserable! Coffee just ain't the same. I called my family back home in my country (I live in USA) and so they flew me back and let me stay a few months to sober up. I joined a gym and meditated and went a few months without it. I was better but not totally HEALED. Because as soon as I came back to USA I thought, hey, I'm fine I won't get addicted this time! I'll just use it responsibly. Yeah, right. I was hooked again. This time the relapse caused my addiction to be far worse. Months and months of intense abuse. Buying extras. That kinda thing. I went to my doctor and told him. I'd had enough. So he prescribed me Prozac instead. To help with the utterly depressing symptoms of addy withdrawal. It helped a lot! But still not enough to prevent me from relapsing. Anyway I became OBSESSED with researching how to get over this. I discovered Modafinil. My doctor was hella resistant at first, cause he was like it's ONLY for narcolepsy. Okay I guess GP's don't watch a lot of YouTube hahaha. Anyway he finally gave it to me and I got a goodrx coupon to try it. 3 months in and it is everything you ever wanted adderall to be with none of the negatives. I take it for 4 days of intense exercise/work schedule/studies and then rest for 3 days, leisure and no dosage. My life has never been so productive, responsible and satisfying. I stopped marijuana. I stopped alcohol. My erextions are stiffer from some sort of bizarre relief of anxiety. I almost feel like it's having antidepressant type of effects on me. Before you tell me it's a placebo, even if it is, I'll take it! My problem with quitting adderall was always that after a few weeks clean, I didn't understand how I ever stopped. I'd wonder, what was so bad about it? But this time, when I reflect on it, I am rational for some reason. And I deeply remember the profoundly negative results it would give me over time. The only thing I miss is that I don't think I'll ever see myself as physically attractive as I did on the adderall. Mate I thought I was Cristiano Ronaldo!! Lmao. Anyway, I will never take it again and I recommend Modafinil for anyone who is struggling deeply with quitting adderall. Obviously obtain from Doctor. Love you all, thanks for being such a cool community ",3.0575491363907115,5.7387571666666695,4.086156442326781,82.60203394877905,78.78260869565217,7.085169743895174,29.01727218582489,8.177118450240906,2.3960792138177496,2895,135,516,57,73,935,320,690,0.11,0.726,0.16399999999999998,0.9917,0,0,2,0,1,1,97.0,0,4,2,12,35,29,1,3,30,3,44,19,0,14,12,109,92,50,0,7,16,0,4,3,1,4,16,2,2,2,38,34,3,5,17,5,3,6,17,8,0,2,33,9,74,21,83,47,23,87,0,3,2,1,30,27,0,12,53,369,112,11,0.0,0.13711289799974188,0.0,0.2523104244667673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618363765337519,0.0579399621329548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814542642101775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426391048595365,0.0,0.05738308784173603,0.040458125670222236,0.0,0.0,0.05150902720639758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347583017791048,0.04831195893678665,0.10581555110891704,0.0,0.09847179711652687,0.0,0.0,0.051173819379343434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908308931446416,0.06617817345523527,0.05899368398461994,0.11887945573351535,0.061209824376100674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648966236295054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746317974891414,0.0,0.049836049213429635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689490252195095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056682269249291935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935927711272334,0.0,0.038216993487060535,0.20935625855981735,0.0487508328210697,0.0,0.052002210362953834,0.0,0.054546698980244834,0.0,0.11702610824592286,0.04133628710837391,0.0,0.12676895117764608,0.0,0.09843397218284428,0.0,0.06344217882615427,0.0,0.0,0.06046052038493956,0.055506049981820696,0.0,0.1455945131967777,0.09255429925992796,0.0,0.06374099637183116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756672499418997,0.0,0.05803983024584675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047164867931250534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183346650763061,0.12260792501881088,0.08480465953127958,0.0,0.05109278922698597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838360378201898,0.05222228801399837,0.0,0.03862301918970503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771071173344176,0.0,0.0,0.04290358979300751,0.13387913214924638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801259864915957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604529814794829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541534934515014,0.0,0.0,0.05536566785080672,0.0,0.0,0.06481815350478877,0.2461714290429177,0.05787718607266465,0.0,0.0,0.059491287527132064,0.0,0.0,0.06554583170425721,0.04941342869491301,0.05503956320988206,0.0,0.0,0.05855895533606741,0.04610814639613303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898254104190177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638187490978485,0.0616726900430191,0.04620829094086387,0.14512448463017272,0.0,0.060489432068119624,0.0,0.0,0.06566057619514963,0.0,0.060140282293752276,0.2610280082456565,0.0,0.050573525753438216,0.10654224193727893,0.0,0.0,0.11532188430481348,0.03707533074597672,0.0,0.09187117994851064,0.20243713344652428,0.0,0.0,0.11057833906052704,0.0,0.11785253798468855,0.0,0.0,0.06023589116262505,0.0,0.09994756470191488,0.0,0.0,0.03412822830857476,0.0918555752632452,0.04641302754503705,0.0,0.0,0.16091464821911874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055776448122852436,0.06274835882329635,0.0842477629085949,0.0,0.05896584020059624,0.041103169307070114,0.0,0.0,0.0745218538334239 adhd,rebongo,2018/12/03,"Help! Struggling with a task at work. Hey everyone, currently on lunch break. I work as a clerk in a law firm and I’m currently working on this extensive copying project making 20 identical binders full of 50+ different reports. I was in a pretty good flow keeping things organized as I was printing, but then someone needed the copy room for a more important job, so I had to pause halfway through. Now I’m trying to put together the binders and everything’s out of order and I feel like I’m losing my mind sorting through these random stacks of paper. Any tips from people who’ve done this kind of thing? TLDR: Organizing huge numbers of reports into binders at work, keep mixing everything up. Help!",4.1588636363636375,6.587898674242427,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,73.62121212121212,8.036363636363637,32.96969696969697,8.841846274778883,3.169806060606062,563,29,97,12,12,180,96,132,0.04,0.816,0.14400000000000002,0.9113,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,16,12,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,3,23,8,2,20,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,2,5,54,11,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698702107839187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973584441766266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760475039165085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438305157944744,0.30922085106232816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698407369549002,0.12289902477408925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429149250415213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306175886506931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707142838008663,0.3058182237839164,0.0,0.1791438777941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404568706882852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245875407905008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483206945512266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370233166392726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275588523721093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926467737653018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750174359211449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729387321970632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576136022421504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984421752297206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285795864057461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167977984048739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009626468734051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KlutzyMouse518,2018/12/03,"Turned in a final paper early without cramming at the last minute for the first time!! I have never been good at managing my time, and I always do everything really slow, which is why this is a boog deal to me. I have never in my life turned a paper in on time without cramming everything in the last minute and not feeling like i handed in something i was proud of. This is the first time where I have been able to cut through the research, get a completed draft done and proof read a few times, and still turn it in early! :D It's the small things. I don't know what I will get on this paper, but this is progress!!",5.550238095238093,5.001556087301591,5.758571428571429,85.83642857142857,67.49206349206351,8.787301587301588,28.317460317460323,7.957251820313856,1.5415841269841268,481,13,104,5,7,153,72,126,0.05,0.871,0.079,0.7537,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,1,0,11,0,14,2,1,0,3,13,21,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,2,11,3,17,16,1,28,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,17,75,20,6,0.14490129351187492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056948400248435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192624938472468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938687101629622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482843319172057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26045587863826203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326644779632803,0.10351751303753087,0.0,0.1587322843229874,0.0,0.2465059324766814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140989055923187,0.0,0.0,0.12153633020245458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963396141792355,0.2362277878603942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234806884778808,0.07079145276285345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235136208755012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494050585977625,0.0,0.09282747903338208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155209498213448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571836017521467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626598078937272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224655475605461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728329936611066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075087944001665,0.0,0.0,0.2793593522614602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Heydel,2018/12/03,"Rewiring brain Hello, anyone reversed hypofrontality with meds? I read that is possible with low doses of nicotine or alpha 2 receptors agonists like Clonidinie and Guanfacine. Do you take those drugs with stimulants? I have probably ADD and depression... Some people claim that stimulants alone can rewire brain connections with chronic intake of stimulants alone more or less during 2 years period but i don't think it is possible. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypofrontality",8.736666666666668,13.166624888888887,6.541111111111113,62.41500000000002,70.94444444444444,10.422222222222224,33.0,9.994966539143718,5.109683333333334,400,18,46,13,9,116,55,72,0.07200000000000001,0.903,0.025,-0.2869,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,3,0,15,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,8,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372581180923775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760138582317184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713000061563928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818144020761701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448012804676849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312955320033544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344771359182275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634555703436586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759520931956341,0.0,0.0,0.2275943457574352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115048535623265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871593619934815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526010182884862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593720319106414 adhd,Joename,2018/12/03,"Tip: When reading an article/document/email/whatever, and you have the option to pinch to zoom, USE IT Seeing only the paragraph (or half a paragraph, or sentence) you're reading helps to cut down on information overload, and reduces what's in front of you to only a small chunk of a larger whole. You won't skip around, and are less likely to give up out of frustration. The goal becomes the text that's right in front of you, and not the entire page. With every new thing you read, you're constantly accomplishing your goal, with lots of positive feedback. Also, lots of scrolling will add that extra bit of motion that some of us ADHD-ers need when doing something monotonous. If you have a Kindle or similar e-reader, you can do the same.",7.024202127659575,7.040714780141848,7.100771276595747,75.54562500000002,64.31914893617022,9.886879432624113,32.518617021276604,9.516144504307137,2.917644680851064,588,21,106,10,8,189,95,141,0.057,0.898,0.046,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,8,0,3,4,3,2,0,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,22,12,11,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,1,9,1,22,10,9,16,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,8,5,76,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675940908737727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092668158915274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574535118059406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081567932370785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873964131421166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692296381470288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794101025015565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705497047793773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973794485486484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998523466324184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837747403316976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139617267928887,0.0,0.1581216231866517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490326025191412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550565030634011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139815832462137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304635003465179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603951672262054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876817416530644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693478620134355,0.14140135920987146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278733321518112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BWD6,2018/12/03,"Concerta User; Feeling Less Effective Hi guys, I've just worked up the mental fortitude to learn to use reddit instead of mindlessly feeding my brain with twitter junk. Anyways, I've been treated with Concerta for my ADHD - Inattentive since I was 14. I'm currently a junior in college studying Journalism. I've been taking my current dosage (54 mg Concerta XR) for almost a year now. Recently I feel like I haven't gotten the benefit out of it that I used to. I feel heavy mood swings, sometimes I'll feel euphoric and able to do anything, an hour later I'll feel so mentally fogged that I can't think of a single task to accomplish, so I'll end up sitting on my phone bc i'm too overwhelmed with tasks. I also have a terrible comedown from the meds. Does this happen to many people? Around 9-10 hours after taking it I just feel mentally drained, like my brain is a burnt out star. I'll be happy and energetic, but too tired to do any meaningful task. Does anyone else feel something similar? Any advice would be great, and thanks for letting me vent. 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I'm 30 years old, working as a software engineer, been diagnosed with ADD (non hyperactive) a couple of years ago. Been treated with various pills for 2 years now. &#x200B; Started with Ritalin LA 40mg - First weeks were great. After a while the concentration effect went away. Moved to Concerta 54mg, Experienced difficult crashes towards the evening - headaches, mood swings. &#x200B; Then I tried Adderal IR 20mg - Felt very intensive during the day, and the effect was short so i took it twice a day - I felt very exhausted by the end of the day. &#x200B; Then I tried a generic Adderal XR 20mg - Fewer side effects. Smoother. After some time, concentration benefits decreased substantially. Big issue - I had a hard time sleeping. Almost every night was a struggle. &#x200B; Eventually I moved to Vyvanse 50mg. At the first 2-3 weeks - huge headaches at the end of the day. Then the headaches went away, but I still feel fatigue and a bad mood towards the evening. But overall there is a good constant concentration effect with the vyvanse. &#x200B; Since the vyvanse, I started to drink water much water than before. It helped with the headaches. &#x200B; I don't do much exercise. I read here somewhere that it might help. The doctor said he doesn't think it's related. At the morning usually i eat a small slice of bread with peanut-butter, and I eat a proper meal at lunch time. &#x200B; The docker suggests I will keep trying the vyvanse, But I'm really frustrated. These pills help me a lot, but feeling those feelings at the end of the day is devastating.",4.059594820850542,7.027029557093427,4.173834133273804,81.74282285969416,76.95847750865052,6.774014957026454,31.1218886036388,7.941651935203635,2.574046902556089,1278,63,213,22,31,395,160,289,0.1,0.833,0.067,-0.855,0,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,0,7,7,13,1,1,32,0,13,18,1,4,0,31,28,14,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,7,12,8,1,10,3,0,5,2,7,0,3,12,8,14,4,29,14,5,52,0,2,0,0,7,14,0,4,33,122,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140802565820048,0.0,0.05807243735266194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398539870606092,0.4932819056646793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897421301406733,0.0,0.048422420475576516,0.0,0.0,0.04934847261317941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267072085248966,0.0,0.0,0.06416906298277816,0.0,0.1870060932323089,0.0,0.0,0.05886251040415425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935913607564425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681186885198185,0.0,0.1186843198580003,0.0,0.0,0.15409594324357495,0.0,0.0,0.0766087473440753,0.0,0.04886229781088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797025950943536,0.0,0.1113663310023709,0.0,0.0,0.09865903380890552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048642467911349546,0.0,0.06393839548388973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195107498358368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116616112922368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053048478651998,0.0,0.05154757525530136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930427512232345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061522282371715475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327651351177332,0.08526426670672377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054423275033919964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085476247469835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800951775978956,0.0,0.03715232854777745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516540689290144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047973090345156455,0.0,0.058035706253424586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209665396696295,0.0,0.046313942606300514,0.0,0.0,0.06062773645266161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716010060783852,0.0,0.0,0.10144999510829177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443327211958205,0.11812199865203833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638720036181855,0.09570195649141072,0.0,0.0,0.09303829464960964,0.0,0.0,0.10752171136951637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222019443492679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932819056646793,0.11203836338937488 adhd,105HummelPorn,2018/12/03,"Should I tell my doctor that I use my adderall to exercise? I have a prescription of 100 5mg tabs. About every 3 months, I have to call my doctor, make an appointment, tell him how I'm doing, and then he refills my script. I get this much on the basis that he trusts that I'm not abusing them, which I'm not. I take maybe one a day, sometimes two. That's why they last me so long. I was thinking about changing my prescription, and tell my doctor I pretty much only use them at the gym because it lets me use more strength. Would he disapprove of this? Would he see this as putting too much strain on my heart? 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Hey /r/ADHD! I've been dealing with ADHD for a long time now, and have generally had a pretty bad time with meds. I tried Concerta, Focalin, Ritalin, all with varying results, but ended up really not liking any of them in the end. My doctors solution to ""This med makes me feel not so great"" was always to increase the dosage as well. Most recently, I had been on 2-3 20mg Ritalin IR per day, taken 5ish hours apart depending on how long I was working (my work days vary in length wildly, which was the reason I was thinking IR would be more beneficial), but I was finding that it really didn't make me feel too great, and I was a lot more irritable. I also just seemed to crash super hard after a long day of work, and had absolutely no motivation to do anything once I was home from work. This past week I switched to Vyvanse, and it made a world of difference, for the first 3 days. The last 4 days I haven't noticed anything, and all of the creativity and productiveness from those first four days is gone. There is basically no noticeable difference between taking it and not taking it for me at this point. My doctor did say this was a trial run, and that we would likely need to bump the dosage up. I am on 20mg right now, and feel like 40mg is probably where I need to be, but I'm worried that we will just keep needing to bump the dosage up and my current dosage will be less and less effective. Does anyone have any advice? If I get onto 40mg should that last a while and retain its effectiveness? I'm assuming trying 40mg on my own now by taking 2 would be a bad idea without consulting my doctor, but I am also thinking my doctor is not the greatest at dealing with ADHD patients, as his advice was ""If it starts to feel not as effective, take another one 6 hours later."" As I am reading, it seems that that would be a bad idea, because it is effective for 12ish hours. Can anyone offer any guidance on this? Thanks! &#x200B;",6.623326063249728,5.958062870229014,7.261752090149036,76.33160305343513,65.33587786259542,10.335587059251182,32.709196655761545,9.725611199111238,2.9016876045074524,1560,55,306,28,21,518,194,393,0.122,0.7809999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9259,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,0,1,13,14,11,0,0,18,0,41,6,0,13,2,73,67,27,0,10,14,0,5,3,0,7,6,1,1,0,21,18,0,2,20,1,0,3,10,3,1,4,19,6,29,8,46,36,11,54,0,0,0,0,11,19,0,9,35,208,50,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560023529909301,0.13877037561801767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135652206302126,0.05908178302851185,0.0769338031115558,0.08627875187060699,0.14485734507235534,0.07445485154706075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929658454722258,0.0,0.11686200127027195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785843149202274,0.04328394128924812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747538028465598,0.1464059131332309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837006132064298,0.0,0.2907061848195072,0.062136885566395336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577857068600312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360888769776106,0.05072593032585696,0.0,0.0,0.06489721216831677,0.12079350043107252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03709714102370605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656635392162468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360646315044033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122372595914563,0.0,0.20977663538062566,0.0,0.0,0.1603118279409949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311243698050423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157569763455698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040682545922285,0.0,0.0,0.18851136421190884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060365845359662385,0.0,0.06718657384028258,0.09479267333588463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774092242594462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794774945776635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616791481877938,0.0,0.07561792437372483,0.04811477263775168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778223223846037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712260192589918,0.0,0.0,0.07223753220715434,0.07655531508033142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954176266277531,0.0,0.07102413674652205,0.0,0.09097514218806817,0.07300488546987781,0.07010879418610329,0.0,0.0,0.06063781525825725,0.0,0.0564659637492304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928042810814314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025764911480821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354745810707712,0.0,0.0,0.06537179218711411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099417368075753,0.0,0.0,0.1242106227350828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641536204196499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569558653221345,0.0,0.06384195205214119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844621080470542,0.0,0.2067697149580212,0.07210894475519716,0.0,0.20175943688178627,0.0,0.08627875187060699,0.0 adhd,destinyisntfree,2018/12/03,"Switched from Concerta to Vyvanse - Day 1 So I had finally approached my doc about two weeks ago because now that I am consistently taking my med at the same time every day for the last couple of months (it had been sporadic before because my schedule was all over the place but now I am on a more consistent schedule), I noticed that my 54 mg Concerta that I took between 8 and 9a was pretty much completely worn off by about 2, 2:30 in the afternoon. Rather than adding any kind of booster in the afternoon, she suggested switching to Vyvanse because it has a longer half life so should stay in my system longer. Being an ultra-rapid metabolizer, I have problems with meds wearing off too fast. I knew very little about the medication, other than that my son had taken it briefly when he was 7 and had done really well on it, but ... well that's a long story. What I didn't realize is that it's actually closer to Adderall than to Ritalin or Concerta, so it's actually a completely different med than what my body is used to. She started me on 40 mg of Vyvanse, and due to having to jump through insurance hoops, today was the first day I have been taking it. I feel odd. I don't know how much of that comes from being completely unmedicated for two weeks going into it. I am not sure if I feel over or undermedicated, and I assume this will even off, as I went through similar with Concerta. But my question is, for anyone who has taken Vyvanse, is there anything I should be aware of or watch out for? I have a mild arrhythmia so I have to really watch my heart rate to begin with. The doc knows this and we carefully monitor and I have to wear a heart rate monitor (She had me upgrade my Fitbit to one that monitors heart rate continuously so we can keep an eye on it).",6.177672413793104,6.102662227011499,7.166689655172416,74.67227586206897,66.09770114942529,10.63816091954023,33.49195402298851,10.355215969177356,3.3636478160919534,1397,56,270,32,20,471,183,348,0.037000000000000005,0.9259999999999999,0.037000000000000005,0.012,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,0,1,18,6,0,0,16,0,36,10,7,2,2,40,55,21,0,5,9,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,23,14,0,1,8,0,0,6,3,1,2,5,19,5,36,5,52,30,5,51,0,0,3,0,10,18,0,6,25,202,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.20005557580332345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086240338393672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970530838499236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071672227362548,0.0,0.08435093677468873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745396905901596,0.0,0.08722219473613646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385732256595105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450827025365657,0.0,0.0,0.08829694590083513,0.32241619530233195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341721863189964,0.0,0.19831716383938935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070934394899664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048957861973885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770202526543717,0.0,0.08636289289686418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365682664001004,0.0,0.0,0.11228662896268676,0.0,0.08718869099366247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825461099841597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643983564860052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110905381685068,0.0,0.1067407233025749,0.11266553765922654,0.08355333031112631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724006441460554,0.0,0.10273457106584896,0.0,0.09071160851321172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415719676978531,0.10326062333801718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818166272261369,0.0,0.15070246516082786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669993204235315,0.0,0.0,0.06945843987917305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070934394899664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428203258085512,0.0,0.0980811806910514,0.0,0.0,0.11482641269847632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133162847393698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255189431718367,0.10925417303937436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966075226636827,0.0,0.1541384534013434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977011216183896,0.0,0.09716051491936864,0.0,0.1138842016925916,0.0,0.0,0.20026036501301087,0.0,0.0,0.08852936787085308,0.0,0.08457541078478867,0.0,0.0,0.16444286568818822,0.0,0.18432436215664127,0.0950209717831264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gotcuk,2018/12/03,What does elvanse/vyvanse contain Hi I am traveling to Thailand and wonder what theese medicines contain. 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What is the rule on traveling with ADHD meds, particularly Vyvanse? I will only need a week’s worth of meds so I’m wondering if it’s going to be an issue. I’d rather not have to go off my meds, or switch to a methylphenidate (from what I’ve researched, this is the only allowed drug for ADHD in Japan), especially with the 13+ hour plane rides and all. The only information that I’ve been able to find that gives me definitive rules are for importing medications, which isn’t helpful for me since I’ll only be there for a week. I’ve read conflicting info that Vyvanse is prohibited and that it’s allowed. Very confusing! 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I want to open saying that I don’t know much about ADHD and am doing my best I learn. I have always struggled with ADHD and was undiagnosed until college because i was fat and lazy and finally diagnosed because I was so annoying to my girlfriend at the time (yikes) did a run of Adderall and got off it a couples of moths after the break up. At the beginning of the semester, two years and a new girl friend later, I decided that I needed all the help I could get wrapping up my last year of school and went back on Adderall. The set me up to have an amazingly productive semester. Until.... I get dumped. I have found my medication to help me function almost with out emotions during the day but I’m still struggling to get things done (have any desire to focus). When I get home in the evening I crash and burn bad as soon as it wears off or can’t sleep at all. Any advice for working thought something very emotional with a stimulant onboard? TLDR: medication has been super helpful in removing any emotional response during the day to a break up but I am still struggling to have desire to focus on tasks and I crash hard in the evenings. 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I am following the recommended process here https://aadduk.org/faq/ I keep beating myself up over the whole thing, on the days I feel the most fine I think to myself that I'm making the whole thing up but on my worst days I eventually found myself in this very position I am now because deep down I know something isn't right with me and have been searching for answers for almost 8 years since leaving school. Part of me thinks maybe the whole making up thought comes from trying to improve myself as a person ever since hitting young adulthood and maybe in that process I covered up some of the obvious signs that I've long since forgotten about or learned to ignore/deal with which makes them not seem as noticeable as they once did. Once I discovered all the symptoms of what a person with adhd really is like and not what I always imagined, I've never resonated so much with a list of problems and that is why I am going down this path. I think more of the fear also lies with well what if I don't have it.. what will I do knowing I have all these problems with no answer to. I just wanted to get this anxiousness off my chest and maybe get some light shed on it",7.519256756756757,7.19196308783784,6.972972972972973,78.02033783783786,63.3918918918919,9.697297297297297,32.013513513513516,9.017664075816787,2.4640108108108105,1238,40,237,17,16,385,154,296,0.114,0.831,0.055,-0.9648,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,1,13,10,0,2,19,0,19,4,1,3,5,55,46,15,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,21,12,0,2,14,0,1,3,6,5,1,1,4,2,32,5,45,37,12,26,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,8,11,173,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239946941106792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996300031806904,0.0,0.0,0.07983215873206123,0.08306462585519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277686231315805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608540264770673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599270600669895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876118867709455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217785939267003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029985078770664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233389248462282,0.050475873926900096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945589725490616,0.0,0.0,0.15646752593490468,0.19152761195305035,0.05673437043618081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746285558324956,0.0,0.0,0.1097253631841065,0.0,0.0,0.10570309795296068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463122842270093,0.0,0.0,0.08834435441325504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990725247726576,0.0,0.300870963555166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733848302953437,0.0,0.07699326013197393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365447405610556,0.0,0.2126264399643565,0.06764581876842934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081036480886808,0.0,0.0,0.17433135732654634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104321332762492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395216732311385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525229231271796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103094057004301,0.0,0.0908793695852021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477354626761749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768522243394746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31127754506969685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326421481025396,0.1918966372802277,0.0,0.0792520261692653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777644109728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236828987471627,0.05888095144827135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975707213367186,0.0,0.09007895298530308,0.3343621152463428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428575221847271 adhd,Logjam98,2018/12/03,"Let’s talk about ADHD and a correlation with nicotine. ( open to all ideas) I have recently quit all nicotine cold turkey from Juul to dip, and I have been feeling as if my meds aren’t doing anything for me anymore. I always used to study and Juul I would use it when I studied when I was stressed and when I was at the bars it was a bad addiction that I knew I should quit and I thought I would do better without it but it was really hard to break the habit and ever since I did quit I have been emotional stressed and have found that my meds are not having the same affect as they used to. But now I am prompted with the question ‘is this helping that I quit or was the Nicotine helping me manage my self.’ I have found his one scientific medical publication online and looking for other arguments that would help find an answer. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/8741955 I would like to see how y’all feel on this topic and if anyone else has seen a correlation in this area. 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Hello! Sorry if this isn't the right sub. My brother will sometimes get in manic moods (he has other stuff going on too) and will spend 4 hours tinkering on his car or doing something meticulous with his hands. His meds helps him to focus but also gives tons of energy and that alone can make him a bit stir crazy. He also had to move back home to our parents and thats making him feel a little trapped. I was thinking something like a cool adult coloring book so he can blast music and focus for a few hours coloring a detailed dragon or maybe some sort of model kit or something? Am I totally wrong in this thinking? Maybe list some gifts that helped you when you need them, I think it might help others find gifts too :) thanks friends. 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I’m still curious if there’s been any research exploring the relationship between these phenomena. We hear that social media impacts more than simply attention but also moods and sense of self worth. Have any of you read any research that compares and contrasts ADHD and the degenerative effects of digital immersion?",8.92814814814815,11.479391382716052,9.341666666666667,52.13250000000002,61.09876543209877,12.807407407407407,45.59876543209877,12.161744961471696,7.190965432098764,406,26,48,15,6,135,62,81,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,18,7,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,9,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,34,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7157345945021005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875353524619082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049939851126539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374246956844648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909945057425473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985701737512339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313237714766214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709595466177272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236252343497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585354953047472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066626279861948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hello-im-creepy,2018/12/03,"My psychiatrist told me I don't need Adderall or Ritalin because my hyperactivity and talkativeness is charming and fun. And I'm happy about it! I just started seeing this psychiatrist and I was really afraid they would medicate me and stomp my personality with medication. I was on wellbutrin for a month but it literally did nothing for me. She told me she doesn't want to give me anything that soothes my hyperactivity just because other ppl may take offense to it. I'm charming this way and there shouldn't be anything done about it. She did give me something for the obsessive thinking and the, let's call it, brain hyperactivity (which is just all in my head and my own obsessive and continues thoughts). I'm pleased! 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So I've recently discovered this sub reddit and noticed that most of these post talk are about people with ADHD that have jobs or that are in college. Is there anything that you regretted not doing in high school that I should know about? ,7.689939393939397,7.494531327272727,6.792727272727273,79.01575757575759,63.0,9.515151515151514,31.06060606060606,8.841846274778883,2.399424242424242,233,7,42,3,3,71,43,55,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.4515,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519616476002454,0.22440006196038656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616203897932007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897290008098055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852513178946543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788075459561954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262033013783654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614449280652723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920240575105815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993018300033287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267402922167619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324063985080113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457470923853314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goldquarter,2018/12/03,ADHD which leads to anxiety which finally leads to depression story of my life...sigh...,7.7360000000000015,9.274025266666666,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,63.0,14.0,35.0,13.023866798666859,5.9170000000000025,69,3,10,3,1,23,12,15,0.31,0.69,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684150276380422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36181884557446703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073662176801448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518112781566566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340709350014341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crunchy__grooves,2018/12/03,"What should I get my six year old ADHD niece for Christmas? My niece was recently diagnosed. It's been interesting for me to watch her growing up, because I was diagnosed as an adult. What are good gift ideas for an ADHD little one?",3.453666666666667,5.61127297777778,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,74.7777777777778,8.055555555555555,26.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.2002222222222234,184,7,35,4,4,60,35,45,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,2,6,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921782747341495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018500441636146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001211912455221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871827570525882,0.0,0.0,0.20664365850109345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27812199940875026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469276924893487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585241106167763,0.0,0.16694684277487354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432608780726077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865434942877304 adhd,Steve90000,2018/12/03,What are some good books written by ADHD authors (that are not about ADHD)? I would love to read something by an ADHD author that’s not specifically about ADHD. I feel we have a certain perspective and flow of creativity that would be amazing if harnessed in literary form. ,7.627333333333333,8.295303600000004,7.666,69.78633333333336,63.0,9.866666666666667,36.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.764666666666667,220,10,35,4,3,71,39,50,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.9393,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,7,5,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9005566436180802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472174014309996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712693918756984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907632216719176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873847763225018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442189279148554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266153512614842,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chef_Lonleyheart,2018/12/03,"Strattera working, but not for ADHD Hey all, been on Strattera about 2 months. It’s made my head clearer and people around me say they notice I use more eye contact and am just enjoyable to talk to. So for that reason I think I’ll stick with it. However, it does nothing for my ADD, I still can’t start a task, and when I try, get distracted after about 10 minutes. I’m also so tired the whole day. Has anyone added a stimulant to the Strattera for an extra boost?",2.633617021276596,4.387362734042554,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,75.91489361702128,6.402127659574468,24.51595744680851,7.1686216300943375,0.9944936170212766,363,12,74,4,8,118,73,94,0.087,0.835,0.078,-0.2052,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,1,5,0,4,3,2,4,1,15,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,1,13,8,4,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809946966385835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697811375669848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634856867101694,0.0,0.0,0.2081408504499425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078838256596322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046090800237398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215629778001705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399569521014835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123707904088905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186625251908446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243474103184364,0.26619472048030324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209471039390155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403960597167203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593543577330773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654922234322304,0.0,0.18672130878595228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792796439798626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981628057658275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687306905856754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587419320081855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019371384563189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610409915561723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021677530460244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gameglobe12,2018/12/03,"Attention defecit disorder or Motivation defecit desorder? As someone who got diagnosed with ADD 1 year ago I always wondering Is attention disorders causing the lack of motivation or is it that the lack of motivation is causing our defecit of attention ? What do you guys think ? Sorry for my grammar spelling im french canadian ! 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So, I followed this sub for a while now and by reading between the lines I get the notion that we are a very divers group of poeple- So I was wondering, with your ADHD, what kind of jobs do you all have? I for myself am studying for my Masters degree in technical biology at the moment. 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I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI with anxiety disorder and C-PTSD. I tried Wullbetrin XR and didn't really feel there a significant change to my attention and memory. I was advised to try Strattera and would like to know why would this drug help where Wullbetrin failed? from a pharmacological, physiological and and biological perspective. Thank you.",6.914347826086956,9.832630797101457,7.70659420289855,60.29293478260871,67.1159420289855,12.71594202898551,33.23913043478261,11.855464076750405,5.3764956521739125,331,15,51,14,6,110,47,69,0.145,0.6859999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.20800000000000002,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,15,9,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,2,7,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,30,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549112681996232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226119349301002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243809696821831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528403278748395,0.0,0.0,0.24309287682090874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597665777792546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724761880138996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434156030781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656840197215207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036247145680184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794160871218426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358811077253445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952795307098978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880133161851898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827869617784908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441634515100874,0.0,0.0,0.4520239559647728,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ty0212,2018/12/03,How are you able to collect anything my interest changes so much it’s all becoming clutter Hi I was just wondering if anyone out there has been able to collect anything they have interest in I’ve been sorta collecting my whole life from albums to all sorts of stuff but it’s mainly just clutter now since I lose interest and only build up a collection so much loose interest in that particular thing and go to the next just wondering if anyone had been able to stick with the same genre they started with or switch back and worth with everything ,9.123365384615383,7.935708451923077,8.406615384615383,71.83838461538463,60.634615384615394,12.550769230769232,39.06923076923077,11.602472056035307,4.503529230769232,445,19,80,11,5,140,70,104,0.062,0.8109999999999999,0.128,0.753,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,2,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,2,22,12,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,7,4,14,7,7,9,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,7,4,60,12,0,0.528396994653608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631164300258224,0.0,0.2898838028387721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543489096288205,0.0,0.0,0.1945243221838073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632465246744645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829638251992093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010006299172187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244074746264884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970470261002154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589550594718903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873187327824397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339565749715208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569848476044786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246673708200766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162938033500244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701449472641158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664545812873432,0.0,0.0,0.38201600053008095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,prairiepanda,2018/12/03,"How do you control the impulsive spending? I have been getting a little better with this over the last couple years, simply because there is less money for me to spend. But it's still a major problem in my life, and I haven't developed any strategies to combat it. Any tips?",4.568207547169814,6.151241245283022,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,70.50943396226415,6.809433962264151,28.34433962264151,7.1686216300943375,1.6837962264150947,218,8,38,2,4,70,46,53,0.105,0.845,0.05,-0.4316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323734190837821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937923031514828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811616689981564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565581626174693,0.0,0.35175649989237656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660925550027293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591354944083161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245461269635384,0.0,0.3186249281368255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041927252436813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25387982292621225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472078354483528 adhd,Bubsy456,2018/12/03,"Procrastination Why? Why? Why? I need to do something, it requires getting off the bed and getting something out of my bag, then doing something on my phone. 5 minutes at the most. Yet I just can't get the motivation to actually get up and do it. I'll have this conscious battle going on in my head. Half of my brain is saying just get it over with but the other side is saying I'll do it in a bit, I have plenty of time. And then I'll get side tracked and do something else until I remember a nd go through the whole cycle again. 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I will usually scream and yell back at the other person. I discovered the only way to control my anger is to ""dissociate"" from my personality and identity. I have become self-hating at some point and developed the odd obsession of learning how to act. These days when someone wrongly accuse me of something, I will naturally ""dissociate"" from my personality. I will tell myself ""I will treat this as an opportunity to learn how to act and I must act like X character from a TV show or X public figure"". When I think like that, all my anger disappears. I see it as the other person wrongly blaming the persona I've created so I am less likely to feel angry as I feel like my ego isn't triggered. Is this normal?",4.678572854291417,5.979863479041919,6.795583832335327,71.12874500998005,69.89820359281437,9.399001996007986,30.683133732534927,9.725611199111238,3.071926546906187,679,28,123,16,12,240,91,167,0.177,0.71,0.113,-0.9081,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,16,3,1,7,0,15,0,0,4,2,22,22,15,0,3,2,0,4,6,0,5,0,2,0,5,7,4,0,1,8,2,0,4,1,8,0,0,0,7,25,8,19,17,4,13,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,3,11,90,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096420494282325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658978816748924,0.0,0.0,0.13873133385035766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088733040590407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101095344857558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540578393213102,0.2692170476928943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311088906383636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682133651683983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307552854263056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553547913799898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484086322169902,0.0,0.0,0.11874629410686692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009848421085413,0.0,0.131043307320383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643274872575688,0.1934083408937088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979259989385136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048869233224244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834661273181745,0.0,0.0,0.09970693433620656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120191726297372,0.0,0.0 adhd,gcitt,2018/12/03,"Help for my partner from a fellow nd Hi, does anyone have advice on helping a partner with adhd gain independence? Because in addition to running around the house closing every door and box they leave open, I find myself managing all the finances, making all the appointments, and doing all the grown up stuff. They can't seem to file taxes or sign up for health insurance or call the dmv without me. They even want me to come into every doctor's appointment they have, including psychiatry. The issue there is that they don't have proper insurance, so they can only get follow up care at free clinics that don't even properly treat adhd. They just give out antidepressants and mood stabilizers. Almost every day I come home to or wake up to some kind of break down because they're so overwhelmed, and yet another thing has gone to shit, most likely because they dropped a ball I was unable to catch. I know it's rude and hurtful to say that you feel like your neurodiverse partner is a child you have to raise. Trust me, I know. I have Aspergers. But I already have enough on my plate with my own neurological issues, and at this point they not only seem wholly unwilling to take care of themselves, but it's also very clear that they have no intention of respecting my needs as someone on the spectrum. I feel like their mom. I want a partner, not a child. Hell, I'd even like to be taken care of myself from time to time. And a few bouts of hyperfocused cleaning every few months isn't going to cut it.",6.64923406862745,6.9316876284722255,6.791364379084968,76.54595588235297,65.0763888888889,9.554248366013073,31.177287581699343,9.325443323948027,2.6611758169934645,1199,41,219,20,17,385,168,288,0.040999999999999995,0.805,0.155,0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,11,1,10,19,4,1,14,0,18,6,2,3,4,47,40,16,0,3,9,1,2,4,5,0,4,1,3,6,10,17,0,0,7,1,3,8,8,6,0,0,3,3,32,13,40,36,9,32,1,2,0,0,28,17,2,8,9,147,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543666714868785,0.10341279523763684,0.0,0.0,0.10597032637908152,0.0,0.11678258560953883,0.08462971188804938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096870327250366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399661001022306,0.0,0.0,0.09420835332970168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935332381002105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806106921110777,0.0,0.3236926492189833,0.0,0.0,0.1823209606105252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824957807215695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831828850779238,0.092609809480804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934744883641574,0.0,0.20969295408363284,0.0,0.3566548182027496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701849318814642,0.1512054780471571,0.0,0.0,0.09672384445984374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055290173158371855,0.10151877937182187,0.06014385055374386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248901702440596,0.0,0.0,0.1418670441124706,0.0,0.10615298194405652,0.0,0.0,0.1221100025425993,0.11328985602099365,0.0,0.0,0.22091152089098684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020240287044666,0.11631936328126842,0.0,0.0,0.1120553780270092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680665797639824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064025930646296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239431543136575,0.08447000016589162,0.0,0.0,0.07846928520191934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609722109054977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004060099811632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415777677461042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926816207081823,0.0,0.0,0.10862976408440282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966676584301493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114645041847008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956863797620835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030667187521304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341700105215354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731825308901542,0.12483886283185737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201332887103763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whatisgoingonin-here,2018/12/03,"How was your experience of being diagnosed later in life? Not asking if I should get help or diagnosed, I'm awaiting an assessment. &#x200B; Short backstory: I was preliminarily diagnosed with ADHD at the young age of 5 but they removed the diagnosis in favour of it 'just' being Asperger's and Dyspraxia a little while later. Therefore I didn't really consider a possibility of me also having ADHD until recently, when I have been thinking that they were wrong. I'm mid-20s now and have failed college and am now failing university. I can't focus on anything - fun stuff as well as work. I can't bring myself to start anything or finish it. I constantly flit between tasks and end up with 100 tabs open on my computer. Everything is foggy. I can't follow instructions. Maths and programming is especially impossible for me. The longest essay I've written was 2 pages long and was a struggle to organise and complete it. I get frustrated with technology and have broken a few things. I impulsively do stuff and never now what I want to do until that moment I realise I want to do it, whether it be going for a coffee or booking a trip abroad... 3 times within as many days. I can't even afford it. &#x200B; Plus 100 other things. Does this sound like you? How was your experience and has medication really helped you? If they decide it's not ADHD after my upcoming assessment then guess I'm failing uni...",5.068286077789897,7.120032629770992,6.615408942202837,69.85487277353693,70.03053435114504,9.723300617957106,31.17848055252635,10.07000556051586,3.629721337695385,1127,49,184,31,21,385,159,262,0.12300000000000001,0.815,0.061,-0.9542,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,3,4,10,10,1,1,10,0,27,5,0,3,1,35,42,29,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,16,15,0,0,2,1,0,5,8,6,1,0,9,1,26,4,28,29,2,38,0,3,0,0,10,10,0,6,24,140,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405491056202921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993995704190688,0.0,0.2437162683619363,0.2733198489399952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510179993052067,0.0,0.10514162413287176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791969036183472,0.12153705854360833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725320219458867,0.0,0.0,0.3424554373573596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842078036825837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961253261794847,0.0,0.0,0.07428350659013919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010782425233472,0.22002895050341248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751891121363416,0.0,0.06391768581575955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389526993147945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076874975087434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943888983332174,0.05494577944145208,0.11272165281444088,0.0,0.0995299083354501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402406027484675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132988439290812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674161664633849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267898382465779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440987009027907,0.0,0.1110477644892718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796048434076752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757510771189522,0.25749600945895035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943638368002132,0.07206442277393764,0.0,0.0,0.06558051259559543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267210427362064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112149464734074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187744090000164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296519749960487,0.2733198489399952,0.0 adhd,mrfishiz,2018/12/03,"Is it okay to take 2 pills a day? Hello So after not having such great effects with Ritalin and Concerta, I was prescribed Attent 10mg today. This perticular medicine works really great on me, it gives me all of the concentrating power of the Ritalin and with almost no side effects , I even get to keep my hunger. &#x200B; But, it's only for 6-8 hours , and I need to prolong that effect. &#x200B; For now , my doctor won't prescribe me the XL edition that lasts for 12 hours, so I was wondering if it's okay to take 2 pills a day without having some serious side effects.",5.564791403286981,5.989827805309734,6.578280657395703,76.65176991150445,67.4070796460177,9.289001264222504,32.072060682680146,9.23628265651192,2.829218457648546,454,18,84,8,7,152,75,113,0.09699999999999999,0.857,0.046,-0.7559999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,5,2,6,6,0,4,1,20,13,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,9,4,14,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,8,55,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956807460785452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34531579141714475,0.3872604015361228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553779794571436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310359071818806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525053596061387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325487687992852,0.15286502093947402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513724281597476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138593697330853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163943704034812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298932013047138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815753695740767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119442601164886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208501319766856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396258423440938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104712494758096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360970404166469,0.17281051684604473,0.11601020109829625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872604015361228,0.0 adhd,HEY_ITS_ME_UR_BROTHE,2018/12/03,"Worth it to try medication for ADD? Hello guys. I'm 19 and i've been struggling with depression for a long time. 2 years is the period i know i was truly depressed, i didn't think of that before. I'm medicated since may for depression, and it has helped me a bit but i was struggling to find out why i was so depressed. I found out I might have ADHD, since i always had problem with keeping focus, keeping my stress levels low and stuff. It turned out I have ADD. I tried some therapy but i still struggle with keeping my life together. And now i feel even more depressed. I didn't think of trying medication until I've read some of this subreddit's stories about how it helped them be more creative and focused, so i thought i might give it a try. I wanna try out something that i won't be addicted to (i have been actually recommended a name of a pill that's exactly like that). I know it isn't a magical pill and i have to work to get something done, but if it could help me get things done and be more focused, that would be great. Thank you all for your advice. Sorry for my grammar, been in a hurry.",1.999005478297512,3.9806919557522136,3.696523388116308,87.72848082595873,78.55752212389379,6.782638010956595,24.478718921196798,7.793537801064563,1.2687710071639269,866,31,182,14,21,289,118,226,0.151,0.708,0.141,-0.1203,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,7,14,0,4,8,0,28,7,0,1,2,44,45,15,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,1,15,16,0,3,8,1,1,0,4,11,0,0,13,1,28,3,25,22,7,14,0,6,0,0,10,7,0,6,8,127,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.09454773370069768,0.10562112862129668,0.11643934331580462,0.09467685288749278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061774359562822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244369903301266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577550804641264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735638394818986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172431460232615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829807432043087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399294826041155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898897719828632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855296070079059,0.0,0.0,0.1062315921979694,0.0,0.0,0.10123891493717244,0.09294283669460028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681825707650654,0.0,0.09593336033894093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482393693384265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583528459051835,0.0,0.0,0.10649312031495513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843415180999422,0.04733409315644208,0.0,0.0,0.08574194416556323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29281037165579576,0.0,0.2055635874056668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270777198576323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691321676207328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029185150680136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917668869910036,0.0,0.1084570617420154,0.0,0.0,0.07737408156876402,0.0,0.11098372859223532,0.3038619794579703,0.11091243242922262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892005303628732,0.11079872572928368,0.0,0.06436741618716235,0.12416255208396924,0.0,0.07691745384234035,0.05649558754107468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288995582626453,0.10538523176599414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742544567397308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705348882911276,0.0,0.0,0.06882574338813023,0.0,0.0,0.062392049995336325 adhd,samulowry,2018/12/03,"ADHD and explorer/hunter gene - is there something new after that idea? Hi! 2 years ago I learned about ADHD and relation to the hunter/explorer gene (gene which forms dopamine receptors). I definitely loved that idea (means: my observations of how my attention, motivation and interest works resonate with the theory), but at that moment it was just theory with not enough evidence. Is there some new data which prove or disprove this theory? Also maybe there are some new theories? Pls, tell me what you know about it!",6.664571428571428,8.945277711111109,6.468730158730158,71.585,66.33333333333333,11.365079365079366,30.63492063492064,11.20814326018867,4.1561587301587295,414,16,67,14,7,130,65,90,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.8212,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,20,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,8,6,4,8,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,7,45,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593829069905288,0.0,0.16941808457380308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284016116438634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748007325347267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315068554102833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050356301222287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249502944841166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920076958534748,0.20818784213181912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537603354355041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471350210296837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704901577293807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913906204172286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307627509638172 adhd,Runpatpa,2018/12/03,"Is this ADHD? or Depression? Is this ADHD? Depression? Hi. I am a Korean living in a small city. I am 20 years old. My English composition is terrible, so I will get help from the translator. In Korea, adderall is prohibited. So I envy you a little bit. The psychiatrist said I'm depressed. My symptoms are as follows. The pupils of the eyes are dim. have a dim view I mean, I can't see things clearly. be unable to understand a person at once yawn all the time, and brain is foggy. Overall, attention and concentration are terrible. Ironically, I like books. So if i try to read an easy book, read the same sentence many times, even though it's certainly not a difficult sentence. Then I feel sleepy. Read a few sentences and give up. I was an honor student until I was 13. iq was also high. But everything has been a mess since then. So far, it's been a setback in all our daily lives. I want to read a book. I'm working out steadily. I haven't felt anything like silence since then when I was alone in a classroom without anyone in the morning. I'm dumb with everything. 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The meds work effectively but it’s hard to ignore the fact that I find it very hard to socialize on it, and I find myself in a bad mood for the duration of the meds, as well as afterward. How do I approach my doctor to try something else? I’d like to try an amphetamine instead, because I think stimulants are effective, for me, just not necessarily ritalin. Thank you!",4.662321428571432,5.920214874999999,6.621785714285713,72.52321428571429,69.89285714285714,10.6,32.75,10.686352973137794,3.834728571428572,454,21,85,14,8,159,82,112,0.149,0.733,0.11699999999999999,-0.4248,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,9,0,3,4,1,5,3,19,8,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,10,3,14,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,7,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555518736893378,0.113568553497846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014999492458875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906889710100751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556322148539242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040857831784864,0.34055505540708925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446921812138006,0.0,0.0,0.3337817120135473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910182143542522,0.18672450664136464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243586705865026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138811728723157,0.1876806292977314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487052429903929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087019494808414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991240316448066,0.0,0.1434251183792285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400766381132843,0.0,0.0,0.17152273238335006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937541237981512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529749573613124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371945090088662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750873259412605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563077168747534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Leatherpig,2018/12/03,"my memory of ADHD medication when I was a kid scares me I’m at a loss, I study at university now in third year doing games design and it is not going well, the last few years of scraping through barely have mined away at my self confidence and instilled me with anxiety, fucking constant anxiety. I can’t focus at all now and due dates are met with panic attacks and me getting more and more depressed and behind. When I was a kid I remember being given concerta, and it killed my personality and gave me a huge unpleasant “come down” in the evening, my moods felt more stable but I was apathetic about everything in my life, but hey I could concentrate in an exam right? But Then I just second guess myself because maybe it wasn’t the tablets, I don’t want to go into it much but I frequent /r/raisedbynarccasists and I was a happy kid. I even tried those tablets again and recently and I was so anxious on them they barely helped. I’m 23 with what I can only assume are depression and anxiety but have never followed through with getting a disagonosis or help on those but do have a ADHD adult diagnosis from my unis psychologist. After reading this back I’m not even sure what I’m asking, are there many options for treatment? I don’t want to go back to actively wanting to kill my self because of ADHD meds like I did when I was young but my life is falling apart and I don’t know what to do, I have no one too fall back on if I fail, my mum is so abusive I can’t go near here and my dad is an unrealible but caring person but he still doesn’t do shit to help in end. Sorry for the rant, spelling and formatting I’m on mobile and really upset. 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For the past while I have really been struggling with regretting almost every decision I have made in my life. I can't control my emotions very well and I snap and get angry at every little thing. I have been heavily smoking weed for the last 4 years because when I'm high I don't feel like a shitty person, however I have been pretty broke the last while and haven't been smoking daily anymore for the last couple weeks. My depression has reached peak levels but I don't find myself wanting to get high anymore, I just want to feel better without being high. It is taking a toll on my memory and ability to get my thoughts out, it is impossible for me to tell a story without pausing every 5 seconds or changing the topic because this thing is really important to the story but then because I told you that I now need to tell you this, what was I telling you in the first place? (then get that look of wtf dude you were just talking about it. I feel judgement and then stop telling the story). Until this year every job I have had after a few months I get really sick of it and start calling in frequently eventually getting fired. This year I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years and vowed to keep a damn job. Worked lawn care all summer and actually really enjoyed it, there were days I thought I was going to call in but I beat myself up over it and said not again. Never again. But that ended in october due to weather. Now it is the beginning of december and I still haven't found another job and I am still waiting to hear back from EI, so I have had essentially zero dollars for a while. After breaking up with my gf i moved back home and my parents were getting me to pay 400 a month. Then 200 a month once work slowed down a bit in october and they are letting me stay without money, but I feel like such a piece of shit because I'm not providing for myself. I am just a burden. Also my mindset was getting better when working but now I'm scared any job I get I'm just going to throw away like I have done in the past. School has been offered to me by my grandparents but I can't seem to find the will to go to school, plus I would need to get there, I don't have a job so I would be asking people for more stuff. I don't want any more help I want to be able to provide for myself and give back to the people who have had my back. At the same time those people freak out and call me stupid and useless every time I mess up (simple as forgetting dishes in my room). Then when they see I'm down they say hey you know you are smart why do you beat yourself up like this? You just need to put a bit of effort in, its gonna be okay. See how this post has branched into me just talking about things that make me upset? I feel like I do just need to put more effort in but nothing inside me gives me motivation to do so. Im just shitty at being a person, and it feels like a cop out to blame it on ADHD. I was diagnosed when I was in elementary school and I don't remember it affecting me at all, teachers could apparently tell when I was on it though. I haven't taken any medication for it since elementary. In highschool I rarely did homework, failed classes getting 80%+ on tests but due to no homework my mark was failing in the 40's. I have been reading through posts and it seems a few other people feel similar. I want to go make an appointment with my family Dr. and maybe get started on something again but I don't know what to tell him, like yo doc I smoke a lot of weed and have bad habits so I want adderall that will fix all my issues right? Idk where this post is going I guess I want to see how people respond, are my issues from ADHD or do I really just need to smarten up, because if that is the case it feels like this is a never ending loop that I will be going through for the rest of my life. I will always be the disorganized idiot who cant hold a job and is always broke. This thought scares me a lot and I often think it would be much easier to just end it, but then I laugh at myself because I know I'm over reacting... but am I? 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I'm one of those women whose meds are rendered ineffective before and during periods, so I've just had the weekend from hell and am now reaping the rewards of this (not done any of the work that was due in today and now need to get it all done in hardly any time). It's already 11am here and I have barely started. Eyes glaze over every time I try. This has been the case for five days now and my f\*\*\*ing period isn't going to stop until tomorrow at the soonest. I've got four pieces of work due in today, two are semi-completed but not good enough, the other two not even started. And I have to go to a social function with my partner this evening when all I want to do is sit at home and cry. I just want to bash my head against something, I am so sick of this. I'm on Vyvanse and having coaching, coffee as well today isn't helping. Sorry for the negativity.",4.7503519061583575,4.5778821290322576,5.786265884652983,83.69485337243404,69.10752688172043,8.053958944281527,28.737047898338226,7.348242739294969,1.5085440860215051,700,22,148,6,11,233,115,186,0.146,0.795,0.059000000000000004,-0.9671,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,12,6,1,0,8,0,17,3,2,0,2,23,29,15,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,10,10,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,3,1,5,6,2,9,3,26,23,4,31,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,21,105,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195184581481048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870780977661666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327889677742185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251654891969146,0.0,0.0,0.11466836598334555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129025451885524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960486912556187,0.17381436145321433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580659803804675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924010618750893,0.0,0.17801158602890566,0.0,0.11353866799656682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040502237244332,0.0,0.15317112976558153,0.11302786119670362,0.10777756242541736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071589177928957,0.0,0.13829966107479638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032484295211983,0.0,0.13517235779431136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968475825875113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992068146298157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131489787423824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736789214513812,0.0,0.1037425985039949,0.0,0.15084953968806986,0.19076353663228948,0.0,0.0,0.11266296885001945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715589631683125,0.0,0.3832019195667619,0.0,0.0,0.09149122458350603,0.0,0.2632762096475478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844968541113504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116281574526627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620954615155528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emersblue,2018/12/03,"A question for those who have been/are on antidepressants. I am currently unmediated for ADHD and have been for over a decade and I desperately want to change that but can’t because we’re trying for baby number two and ADHD meds aren’t safe (deep breath). Some antidepressants are safe and I was wondering if they are effective for ADHD related depression and anxiety. In my current state, I am crying every day and hate myself more than I ever thought possible. Every day is a constant struggle to keep from crying and keep from yelling at my kid just for being a toddler which isn’t fair to her and starts me crying again which ALSO isn’t fair to her and bam, I’m inconsolable. I really can’t live like this. I’m not suicidal, I just can’t do this anymore. I have a doctors appointment on Thursday and I plan on asking for medication but I thought I should ask here in this wonderful, life-saving safe place for ADHD brains like mine, what your experiences have been like with antidepressants? Oh, and I have tried therapy and it helped but on the NHS, you only get 12 sessions then you have to wait 12 weeks to go back if you need to . It gave me the tools to deal with my crying but not to prevent it from happening. Thank you so much in advance for your help!!!",4.6143499775078745,5.990933109311744,5.4313022941970335,80.56362460638779,70.1336032388664,8.889698605488078,27.892262708052176,9.2995712137729,2.3340114260009,1006,35,194,21,18,328,136,247,0.12300000000000001,0.687,0.19,0.9645,3,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,6,1,3,8,10,1,1,7,0,23,4,2,1,1,42,43,21,1,5,10,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,12,14,0,7,6,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,6,1,28,7,33,35,3,26,0,1,0,0,18,11,0,6,15,136,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896468898788605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145460837125633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779199457354567,0.0,0.10101428097230357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044416072537013,0.0,0.0,0.07832136331288221,0.0,0.06209077861892859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137055429278128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775067411579244,0.0,0.0,0.1100706941815788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475383414023559,0.13137803566494366,0.10500958173043763,0.0877288564825798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425444649413827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921350380437798,0.17163699303890054,0.0,0.0,0.09963520432438723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321581866368246,0.0,0.057887397741293325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007136890911098,0.0,0.0,0.10056220895221092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365445333697376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106947916182434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194426007792774,0.14928582667561888,0.0,0.08994115793956382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313961254179784,0.10260971057457086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487624920880041,0.07552530609757792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746646009682409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641836622009856,0.0,0.0,0.11482790251965384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141025939262273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525188378383709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209455682979822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648253198985133,0.0,0.11141448192220507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937757827894701,0.11648178766506498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172537124825376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383077585288789,0.0,0.09949900276254492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060077604275277335,0.0,0.0817031425380994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091806443769868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psikotrexx,2018/12/03,"How Did My Life Changed After I Lost Weight ? Wife, Career etc... My life is completely changed after i lost weight. I want to tell you today my weight loss story, how my life changed after losing weight. This topic is not about how to lose weight. I explained how I lost weight and the diet plan I applied in blog site. If we go back to how my life changed after losing weight, we go back to the past I must say, I wasn't very social at school before I lost weight. I thought I was so ugly and worthless. I was a fat man with glasses. And this situation made me psychologically worse. I couldn't communicate with girls and I couldn't relate. When I was in the second year of college, I decided to lose weight. &#x200B; >***""I've been stubborn about it !""*** I explained how I lost weight in detail here. Link my diet plan and etc..: How did i lose 50 pounds in 4 months This is not our point now, our subject is how my life has changed. I stopped myself as someone who likes to eat junk food. I've been stubborn about it ! I stubbornly abstained and stayed away from these foods. After a short weight-loss marathon of 4 months, I lost 22 kilograms. (48.50 pounds !) I dropped 78 kilogram when I was 100. &#x200B; >***""This greatly increased my self-confidence.""*** The actual event starts from here. After losing weight, people started to feel the difference in their gaze. This greatly increased my self-confidence. Psychologically, I felt better now. I also started using the lens after losing weight. So I lost weight and got rid of the glasses. Now I realize the girls are trying to talk to me. I started to get offers from girls who I liked but didn't look at me when I was in the 1st year of college ! yes it was getting real, like in the movies ! All of a sudden I was becoming popular at school. Of course I pushed those girls aside. And I started dating another girl from school. Obviously, this sequence of events increased my self-esteem. &#x200B; >***""Now that I know, all my life has changed !""*** I was in archeology when I was in college. And job opportunities were very limited. So I wanted to turn to different professions. I was able to enter the Police Academy, which is a written examination and a physical examination requirement. I had to see him in my eyes well to get into the police academy. That's why I had surgery in my eyes and I got rid of the lens too. I was going to graduate as senior officer, not as regular police officer. And it was a very cool and difficult success in my country. I won the exam and went to the police academy. In the meantime, I could not run with my beloved in school and we left friendly. After school is finished i was appointed to a different city and started working as a commissioner. I started working in the smuggling unit, which is a cool unit, wearing civilian clothes. I'm not someone who likes to wear a uniform anyway. After some success in business life, I met a girl with a lawyer. She is the love of my life. Our ideas, thoughts and hobbies were the same. We had a lot in common. Everything went great and after 1.5 years, we got married last August 2018 ! Now that I know, all my life has changed ! &#x200B; **Now I want to ask you !** If I didn't lose weight, could I find the love of my life ? Could I be able to do my favorite job ? You know very well what the answer is. ""I would never have met the woman i was married."" Yes being overweight is not a big problem but it is really blocking us to do some things. If I didn't lose weight, I wouldn't be a police officer because of physical barriers. After losing weight, being a cop and being assigned to a different city made me meet my wife now. so if I had not lost weight I would be in another city, i would be in a different job and i would never have met the woman i was married to. In short, who says that losing weight does not affect human life is lying ! I hope my story will inspire you. My goal is to encourage and encourage people who want to lose weight. If you have detailed questions about my weight loss story, i can answer these questions. I hope you liked my weight loss story.",2.113295454545458,4.735035859848487,3.2326565656565656,87.55981818181822,82.4469696969697,5.843232323232324,24.456565656565658,7.213258583274324,1.2158044444444442,3219,124,614,46,90,1033,287,792,0.106,0.746,0.14800000000000002,0.9944,7,0,0,0,0,0,161.0,9,6,1,35,36,55,3,0,41,4,71,45,5,12,7,117,127,49,0,23,15,2,23,5,1,7,13,2,0,10,26,31,28,9,21,2,0,11,17,29,2,1,52,31,112,26,89,56,12,93,0,24,4,2,55,31,0,12,54,418,138,23,0.05322081815767188,0.0,0.025967920663285942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021280334526269103,0.0,0.11532946847682905,0.12933823874081585,0.0,0.0558066682469383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0248771403475347,0.0,0.02500135529066758,0.040923524038198926,0.0,0.016221458385571,0.029389106153912426,0.022643498176850532,0.0,0.0,0.023534744358273997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705199073757354,0.0,0.02790050763494016,0.0,0.0,0.0637387390222699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901106875260916,0.0,0.0,0.023286948309271638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027229091783558545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935528053373323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02391571983097517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013455022383590313,0.0,0.02555016578508293,0.0,0.02432143180984823,0.0,0.0643548245703802,0.0,0.02055913604433486,0.0,0.04170852131868047,0.0,0.045369926149861,0.0,0.06384832514243162,0.08801420985723962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052860280983903635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030039912819880363,0.0,0.0,0.079220174871794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043873154722228636,0.021691035043239302,0.0,0.0,0.028912287325161382,0.0,0.20675290785239533,0.06500250866118877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02234604162343914,0.3572428929622484,0.2323872396577729,0.022623218201592462,0.04803386626676981,0.05035882496633748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042480349297231004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104717592256345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02540264649629816,0.03689661418458244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02515543782383536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025462567674200503,0.0,0.0,0.059619496493018564,0.0,0.0,0.030288471291667368,0.017047309454369556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232333072620765,0.0,0.13465577324859954,0.021205050774554597,0.0,0.08328138055140402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029911214737045975,0.0,0.02712596092803836,0.045093826516912607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184489156316767,0.028363155450449144,0.0,0.02224749352514976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0213884388331876,0.023258670436160544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017678773371133754,0.0,0.0,0.042251384794115145,0.0,0.0,0.025223556333272272,0.0,0.0,0.01806672101140197,0.028944483706447036,0.0,0.0,0.03200904566858804,0.022982849560776675,0.0,0.08782549743010863,0.06278203490649223,0.0,0.0,0.7128948061857049,0.04785190708705985,0.04933623162872258,0.024011755209288492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874538947567016,0.0,0.027118280242182564,0.0756130844786798,0.0,0.12933823874081585,0.05140869297071396 adhd,jazzdog,2018/12/03,"Conflicted about medication I am a 24 years old college student who just started a new bachelors degree after failing for a couple of years. I have known about my ADHD since starting middle school, where I was medicated for a couple of years before I wanted to stop. I'm without medication for 7-8 years now and I just realised how much I am actually struggling. In hindsight it seems like I forgot that I have ADHD and how big of an issue it actually is. There were always things like OCD, my health falling apart and subsequent depression that seemed a lot bigger than the ADHD so I focussed on those and attributed my failures to them. After a year of not really doing anything because of depression I am now trying for the final time. I have tried dexamphetamine that I got from a friend for a couple days and I realised finally the impact of ADHD on my capabilities. My room is always a mess, I lay in bed for days in a row, never get work done on time. When I took dexamphetamine I felt very confident in my abilities and most of all I desired becoming better at them. I finally picked up learning Japanese again. I talked to so many new people, which I'd normally avoid as I'm very shy. It was wonderful. Now I've got an appointment for medication planned with a psychiatrist next week, but I am also kind of conflicted. I don't want to be on medication for the rest of my life. I usually feel the side effects quite heavily, although I haven't had dexamphetamine before. I am sort of scared that if I excel at my studies and then stop my medication I will go right back to the unmotivated airhead that I am right now. I don't want to get a good and challenging job just to realise that my natural self isn't capable enough to do it. I've also always been scared of negatively altering my brain chemistry, it's always been part of my OCD. I read about lengthy withdrawal periods and they definitely scare me.",6.077235017626323,6.658073672972972,7.299588719153935,71.38079318448884,66.32432432432432,10.867215041128084,33.6545240893067,10.756437189917307,3.8070364277320783,1529,65,275,41,23,521,194,370,0.11800000000000001,0.79,0.091,-0.8334,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,8,21,17,0,5,20,0,26,9,1,5,2,45,45,21,0,6,7,0,2,2,1,1,8,0,2,1,15,10,0,6,8,1,0,3,8,9,0,0,12,2,45,8,49,31,7,57,0,3,0,0,7,20,0,7,36,196,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.14165984865965034,0.0,0.34891962200515936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608819233185973,0.2415773897487914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972910722343201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581136334557457,0.0,0.044245539905466334,0.08016152667725418,0.1235245041930831,0.0,0.0,0.06419320913803929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102593088680562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409330401656289,0.0,0.0936192498952326,0.0,0.12503018021995266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427696597852204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499699212205721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036699827823842866,0.0,0.0696904589565591,0.2385313201316771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056076960076577566,0.0,0.0758425866338943,0.0,0.04125023431426556,0.06087864946272641,0.11610150583005907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715166666776223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575713822422307,0.07202680394683886,0.0,0.0,0.07558337051165147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126707541845491,0.07092016075403716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617069365735328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735871323213906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438714618650134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335639439589277,0.0,0.05597999936626994,0.1402010131282413,0.07719217538720173,0.0,0.07111531325164867,0.0,0.0,0.07616298908983239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859963509952322,0.0,0.05031947733912312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720028629884126,0.07260201319629242,0.0,0.04649812568116952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396989714316847,0.0,0.0,0.2180028475326818,0.07345723482016768,0.0,0.13215252979458933,0.07571924297195401,0.0,0.0,0.06004088764758269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274835207839726,0.0,0.0,0.12136422498721808,0.0,0.07587885388436377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058338960740496715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822050237899495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464672888238263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806416852502924,0.09855733146434664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993922771024194,0.11977611565177765,0.1284328895455136,0.0,0.058221200216507424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996681589829781,0.07871248560037178,0.052840830813445226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370333729742965 adhd,Eanaj_of_the_Woods,2018/12/03,"Virtual study room for finals As I'm headed to bed after a frustrating day of attempting to study for finals, an idea has popped into my head. Recently a friend has been skyping with me to help me stay focused on my work, and usually just knowing someone can see when I start spinning around in my chair helps a ton. What would you think of setting up a virtual study room where we can keep each other accountable for staying on task? It could be similar to the old AIM chatrooms where we'd log on and leave it in the background as others logged in and out. Would this be helpful to you? Is it something you'd want to try? Any ideas for what platform to use?",5.525591603053435,5.821974488549621,5.838998091603056,82.36552003816797,67.4732824427481,9.298091603053436,31.642175572519086,9.188382445141503,2.57641145038168,522,20,104,9,8,167,89,131,0.03,0.85,0.11900000000000001,0.9013,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,3,0,2,5,2,1,0,7,0,13,2,2,1,0,20,21,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,1,27,13,2,27,0,0,1,0,9,15,0,0,9,73,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022006718104498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428570593336856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940781966521975,0.0,0.0,0.10452829503698637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551017870674832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522273003087367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326820098288074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32591674546329163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659375457298365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406429388463599,0.0,0.0,0.08907501750944204,0.0,0.0,0.17161948755939144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700758637436206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003460510713985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291569034178705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732999411573973,0.12477722615858865,0.0,0.0,0.11472117190250827,0.3455117715195996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038544224095142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004178983373693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998521920780596,0.17850839840045574,0.0,0.09559907808055593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799628729023925,0.0,0.0,0.2302741915822001,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KitschQueen,2018/12/03,"I'm a parent, partner, & sibling of loved ones w/ ADHD, trying to navigate their anger and looking for suggestions. Background: My partner was diagnosed with ADHD at 35, and one of our kiddos (girl) has been diagnosed with it at age 6 (combined type). We're guessing at least one of our two 4-year-old boys have it, based on behaviors. I'm a former family therapist and the sibling of someone with ADHD, so I have a lot of experience with and info on ADHD. Current Support: Family and individual counseling for daughter and partner, as well as psychiatrists for them. I just completed parenting classes. Daughter is on guanfacine ER. I'm not looking for a medication that will eliminate the behaviors, but rather bring them into a manageable range so we can work together on them - and even leverage them for her success. Current Issue: The anger! Sudden and disproportionate flashes, and sometimes multiple people at once. In particular, daughter's rage episodes can last 1-2 hours, and they worsen when we try to leave her alone. Trigger is disappointment/frustration when she has a different plan than the one being implemented (i.e., she doesn't get her way). She is physically aggressive, so she must be supervised to not injure siblings. It is exhausting. Partner tries to help, but her aggression can trigger his anger. We have ruled out ASD. Does anyone have similar experience who can share methods to deescalate or even prevent rages? Any recommendations of medications or treatment modalities to discuss with psychiatrist? Any spas out there that would provide a day of free services for me? ;) But seriously, thank you in advance for your recommendations. <3 TL;DR: Parent with lots of loved ones with ADHD and lots of experience with the diagnosis is running low on energy and resources. Needs help dealing with child's rage episodes. Open to med discussions.",6.605602714515758,9.273228916149067,6.90769496204279,66.77925350816658,67.29192546583853,10.111985277202669,36.770646422820334,10.338469443840273,4.681064504255809,1509,80,221,43,27,487,189,322,0.132,0.758,0.11,-0.8788,6,1,1,0,0,0,63.0,5,2,6,4,11,19,8,0,12,0,23,8,0,2,1,48,36,24,0,4,9,6,0,0,4,3,6,1,0,7,6,28,0,1,1,1,1,3,3,11,2,6,2,3,26,9,49,29,4,30,0,1,2,2,45,16,0,6,10,156,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328397055674257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183868115194732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607736300672838,0.0,0.1206016182208566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062002355356320774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297215136832808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718687101968872,0.09141816401586517,0.0,0.18000284013183615,0.0,0.09264460915940864,0.0,0.0,0.07759850506822785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713560979810499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021818106264083,0.16718638135906613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463280812918898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768351455591588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188715385907139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732522910451368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255177107907997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228048391672491,0.0,0.09389210353092688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892629134070587,0.0,0.0,0.2261603223781287,0.16006202983086792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849592280624736,0.17865781762670538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575004591391037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304759519924337,0.09443405208156716,0.3004362380214318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953832471607878,0.0,0.0,0.06147482411129895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751325051064168,0.0,0.08770005108090405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006252838140952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163835861922153,0.0,0.10295640667065142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060982358233926,0.0,0.08662082072958888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038464986432615,0.0,0.0,0.07972784594409839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455513753172179,0.0,0.0,0.06299088915836022,0.0,0.0,0.057102626316084135 adhd,Zero_207,2018/12/03,"Got diagnosed recently as a 20 year old male. No idea what to do next... So I got diagnosed a month ago and it has been weird. I now know why I am the way I am- which of course isn't bad but still I am pretty lost. I have no educational qualifications. I'm from India and I've failed the 12th board exams and haven't given them again instead I worked at my uncle's IT firm (which was okay for most part). Anyway I'm giving my exam this year but I haven't started studying, nor have I done anything productive in a while. I've lost friends or rather people I thought were my friends and it really hurt. I've hurt people too, been unreasonable, annoying and what not. I always thought I was self aware for someone so annoying. It's like a front row seat to my lives fuck ups and its just one fuck up over the other. But I don't want to quit I know I can do better but I just don't know how to do better. Everytime I get distracted or just don't do anything. This isn't really an advice post. I was just ranting. You guys are awesome and I hope all of you do well in life and your goals. Wish me luck guys. I'll come out of this slump too. Ps: I don't know if this is relevant but I'm on a pill called axepta-18 mg.",-0.013858974358974764,2.111046357692309,2.222307692307691,94.56602564102566,87.34615384615385,5.7743589743589725,18.28205128205128,7.1686216300943375,0.14545128205128233,943,25,222,15,30,318,145,260,0.16399999999999998,0.659,0.177,0.7012,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,8,16,21,4,1,9,1,29,6,0,1,1,38,52,22,0,5,14,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,4,14,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,12,12,1,1,14,0,29,9,19,38,3,24,0,5,0,2,12,8,2,6,13,141,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591958201941235,0.10515445383214267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870601795412992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523755384925395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904743691566716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982944009127327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113002019467173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218546698589746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080501258271125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213951942287012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329971803694053,0.21933494661753156,0.06197698986446872,0.11379650308127047,0.0,0.0,0.1897514884299418,0.0,0.0,0.23491602631580025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782200597837007,0.0,0.0,0.2539823573439864,0.1339138847533339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607741516191308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378878291502131,0.05795448545890083,0.0,0.104748594947824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589877525300382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468583737543317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261596916435032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124477632221437,0.0,0.08038378952694955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284599854545852,0.0,0.16448013578895854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361055190507012,0.12068490125899665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617294778126928,0.0,0.0,0.15198921829866724,0.0,0.1171284877156866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375239196076647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005111020707802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839638237299754,0.0,0.09473457261243534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883509818391821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996846360256237,0.09415949483794343,0.0,0.0,0.1066586778947466,0.0,0.1070411701625814,0.0,0.13641360756065352,0.0,0.0,0.08636086349648392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278201875569747 adhd,worldwideballer,2018/12/03,Sitting dead still Sometimes I’ll just stop. Put my phone done and lay perfectly still. And i get almost a body high from just doing nothing. I can actually feel my mind slow down for a short while. then I get the urge to do something very quickly and I can feel my anxiety start up right away. ,2.007344632768362,4.311090101694916,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,80.18644067796609,5.967231638418079,23.39265536723164,7.1686216300943375,0.7959129943502821,232,8,49,3,6,73,45,59,0.136,0.795,0.07,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,11,10,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,6,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.22616432329585104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207415728651354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772957617863305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774614433366327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574331078452047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371709401915558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343696341168788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421700636469394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448671591776929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401152755756796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237996576190194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298280747090425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979217693773171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842016688602505,0.2292165610992005,0.0,0.16404091729199738,0.0,0.37016766269688745,0.19376173330882446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912262677088812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SheSins,2018/12/03,"Women's experiences with ADD? Hi, Sorry if this (ADD) is not specifically allowed here, the ADD subreddit is not active. I'm 32 and have had a suspicion for years that I had ADD, but it wasn't something that was impacting my life to such a degree. The jobs i've held, it actually might have helped not being able to focus on one thing for a long time. I've decided to go back to university and its REALLY my concentration is really affecting my capabilities as a student. I'm currently seeing a psychiatrist for comorbid disorders but because we're changing one unrelated medication, they don't want to add in another one(/I haven't been officially diagnosed so there might be some hesitation there). I guess, what i'd like to know is your story with ADD & what age you were diagnosed with ADD (as I definitely do not have ADHD). I know for women it presents a lot differently than men, so i'd like to hear that side of the story. X-posted to adderall as ADD doesn't seem to be active. 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I find myself always trying to complete a task, and have literally had to tape what I'm doing on a wall so I keep it on my mind. Sometimes I also set timers to go off every 5 mins. Is there anything similar that has helped anyone? I am a second year uni student and I want to get used to completing tasks. 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I am looking for a simple digital shower clock. Every single waterproof clock on Amazon is either analog (dont have the patience to read) or a digital clock with huge distractions around the time (temp, day, humidity, etc). Does anyone have suggestions or ideas? I'm ready to take a normal digital clock and modify it to make it waterproof. I think this is an okay post. I searched the subreddit first and read the rules. Thanks for your help.",4.425315315315316,6.379063963963965,5.591171171171169,76.94369369369369,71.52252252252252,9.257657657657658,25.84684684684685,9.725611199111238,2.6160522522522527,464,15,82,12,9,154,71,111,0.033,0.8190000000000001,0.149,0.9001,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,10,1,7,1,0,1,0,15,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,6,2,12,15,3,17,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,11,50,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150155621441256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509832837065274,0.0,0.0,0.15926820861752033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153824226224638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565657177426456,0.0,0.2096816845318508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953241565104604,0.0,0.0,0.15073974860584471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598762447485996,0.32704177269304063,0.3043622306018091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983977194230696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196809170132848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263697235166828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023969646069146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942409731590517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529422928966396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134673083128887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579176795041974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690367464179268,0.0,0.0,0.1647166810921377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463857564524875,0.0,0.0,0.20864821404670406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146843394160305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201076701650295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lostinagrocerystore,2018/12/03,"Finally reached out to a professional, I'm terrified and confused This post is going to be a whole lot of words and not much sense &#x200B; I guess to start with, I haven't been formally diagnosed with anything yet. I finally made an appointment with a school counsellor for this Friday who I'm hoping will hook me up with a psychiatrist who can do the testing. I have no fucking clue what I'm doing, I'm flying totally blind and thinking about it makes me want to scream. &#x200B; I feel like they're going to think I'm faking it, or they'll just tell me it's all in my head. Which is hilarious, honestly, because I actually have some proof behind me. I've had three different professionals all agree I have some form of ADHD, and I'm even on Wellbutrin for it (Not that it works, but...). I'm actually shocked because I just found out yesterday my counsellor in high school gave me an initial diagnosis of ADHD (changed it to unspecified neurodevelopmental disorder because I suck at therapy and didn't want to tell her anything about me). I'm 21 now, that's FOUR YEARS I could have been getting treatment but my mother apparently didn't give enough of a shit to tell me about it. Oh, and ADHD runs in my family - my fraternal twin brother has it as well. &#x200B; I guess I'm just looking for general advice? I've taken a nosedive mentally in the last 3 months and my grades are suffering, I'm trying to tell myself it's only another month till break but it's so hard. &#x200B; I don't know what I'm going to tell the psychiatrist. Do they ask you questions or make you fill out forms?? I'm terrible at being put on the spot, my mind just completely blanks. &#x200B; Sorry, this post has almost nothing I wanted to say originally haha. I'm just going to post it before I chicken out like I've been doing for weeks.",4.945798319327731,6.140766750700282,6.142225210084039,76.46012773109246,69.16806722689076,9.52152380952381,31.08672268907563,9.791249743138472,3.034716840336135,1458,60,273,34,25,489,185,357,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.066,-0.9214,2,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,2,1,13,15,3,1,12,1,27,5,2,4,4,56,67,15,0,5,12,2,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,21,15,0,0,6,0,0,7,7,9,1,2,10,6,34,6,43,52,11,38,0,1,2,1,19,14,3,11,15,174,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.13094240451037695,0.0,0.2418912701014044,0.06556061305397555,0.0,0.0,0.06718201115227126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36346570902504416,0.4076149423807142,0.0,0.07035083230882691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042046131060178,0.0,0.06272108993027307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226942730540659,0.0,0.05708955553755836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097345169863074,0.0,0.07034370607008977,0.0,0.0,0.053566756821846286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809601956962301,0.0,0.0700958841951447,0.07689217394758384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932300558291593,0.0,0.04431301623501843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324748592001726,0.0,0.033923258748614016,0.047929870840021566,0.0,0.14698996648004928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356189076621553,0.0,0.062024609276102635,0.035052312818675886,0.06435986375586943,0.1525175953195805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781674586817195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010041696243039,0.0,0.0688547893226439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088539461285696,0.0,0.06663656656299488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03687149520155605,0.05468817318315846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555461173552136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633959798712336,0.0,0.0,0.05703842497616043,0.0,0.06348318868992399,0.08956761483491925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067612014377506,0.0,0.06774285098328857,0.0,0.10710289733140806,0.0,0.0493196529878281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437568712751282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102577880893303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927640861675012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744505184381144,0.07515734825017352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053353508392499464,0.0,0.13579948089801785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886801495807754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510295537906223,0.047487401715883386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932027435037515,0.0,0.07672448082999961,0.0,0.0,0.0859784919408379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045550429730706284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187161467023038,0.0,0.053816406144453516,0.0,0.06032292550136255,0.0,0.0,0.07490477904792152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884309498072574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076149423807142,0.043204446732606906 adhd,TW1Prime,2018/12/03,"ADHD and Relationships. Advice? Hey guys, new to reddit and...honestly... never asked anyone for help mentally for a long list of reasons even I don't fully understand. So this is a weird idea for me, to be here typing this out for anyone in the world to see. I have been diagnosed with all kinds of stuff and over the years (I'm 24) I get different answers and solutions from any doctor I see. Granted, that's normal, and I've only seen 3 doctors about my mental health. My father overdosed off benzos when I was 16, and I found him while me and him were home alone. After a period of being numb I had post traumatic stress for years. I was diagnosed with depression when I was 11 or so and into my adulthood with experience and college and what not, I've found a lot of symptoms of depression were actually my ADHD. Now to the point, my relationships go the same way every single time. I've had 5 relationships since I was 17. Meet, can't sleep thinking about her, relate everything I see to her, talk about marriage or even propose within 6 months, begin the disinterest slide, still love her even more than in the past but the ""old me"" is gone in her eyes, try to change, she gets tired of me being tired or acting disinterested in her, I leave or she leaves. I guess I center my minute to minute world around what is most interesting and engaging with me at the time, my relationship. My brain makes it like a challenge in the beginning, a game. How far can I get with this girl, not in a sexual way because that's easy, in an emotional way. That being said, when I meet a girl I'm fairly picky and immediately imagine the rest of my life with them everytime I obtain a new piece of information. This has brought me all over mentally, physically, and into so many new and amazing experiences. However every force in the universe has an equal and opposite effect. I thought depression was my ""thing."" That's it. Good Ole depression, slap some Prozac on it and we're good. One day my mother was talking to me and she had all kinds of mental issues as well and she said maybe I have ADHD. Didn't make sense because it's so hard for me to wake up in the morning, I'm always tired and exhausted, I'm disinterested in pretty much everything that isn't mentally challenging or engaging, and things of that sort. That's depression, that's not adhd.. right? ADHD is people running around all day doing 1 million things right? It's wake up, jump up, take care of life, rinse and repeat right? Well.. wrong. I got diagnosed and put on adderall. 2 drugs have been miracles for me in my life. Propranolol, and adderall. The former, is actually a blood pressure medicine I take for anxiety. Started off because me being a musician, my doc said it's what he's one for other musicians in town (Austin Texas) and they never complain. The latter is for, well, anxiety. I started taking it about 8 months into my current relationship. I love this girl. She has a ring, and for the first time in my life, so do I. Her parents like me, which is unusual because I'm covered in tattoos and have a back story that could be made into 10 different lifetime movies. She is almost the exact opposite which is where the title and this entire story leads to. I start adderall and after a few weeks I feel like I'm cured, while I'm ""on"" it. Little grumpy during the come downs but doc said it may happen. A couple times its got to the point I'm kinda sad at night because I'm me again, you know? The old me. I can't talk to her about ANY mental health issues because she doesn't understand them and tells me to stop taking this, or go on a walk, or wake up early everyday, and all these different things I've either tried, or know won't help. I drink, and she says that may be it also. Well I didn't start drinking or even liking alcohol until I tried whiskey when I was 22, and I was like this before. Recently, she straight took my adderal and said ""try to be without it for a few days"" and I said ""alright, easiest thing in my life."" I didn't go crazy or anything and I don't crave it like some people but now I'm back to old me. Tired all the time, impossible to wake up, disinterested in even the things I love, and I can't tell if she's happier or not. I guess the problem is she can't relate or understand, and subconsciously thinks I think she's dumb for offering these solutions. Either way I have issues and I think about how to solve this in my relationship but I look back and think.... this is every relationship... friendship... all of it. For me. Advice and similar experiences welcome. Actually... anything at all is welcome. 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I know that it has sleep benefits for people with autism and anxiety disorders, and I thought it could help me so I finally got one last week. First thing to note: I slept so good the first night that I overslept and missed one of my classes. So that happened. But to be perfectly honest I can't *believe* how much better I've been sleeping this past week!! It feels soooo good to crawl into bed with a heavy ass blanket on top, and even when I wake up in the middle of the night I just roll over and go back to sleep instantly. I wish I'd gotten one sooner, and I definitely recommend one to anyone else who's struggling with sleep. That being said they are a bit pricey, which is why I saved up for a long-ass time to buy one :))",3.2046706143597348,4.201422720207255,4.3377239082161365,88.51711139896373,73.09326424870466,7.5868245743893405,25.70281273131014,7.957251820313856,1.2842719467061436,727,23,159,10,14,238,115,193,0.068,0.722,0.21,0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,5,9,11,0,1,10,1,11,11,8,1,1,23,27,15,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,12,12,2,0,3,1,1,2,1,2,0,7,9,5,15,9,23,15,2,26,0,1,0,2,5,9,1,0,15,97,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344214963292213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306783614725987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556464600229059,0.0,0.0,0.07820784840027377,0.11460314388758094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860054465263069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601620930853194,0.0,0.09892189125875288,0.12211080603588785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930281281929936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818934400205512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343599747048223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387561295629003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056554523849997776,0.0,0.0,0.12252578130256955,0.0,0.19027844336295385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843680514279545,0.0,0.06356671130834339,0.18762829349071852,0.1789127025882377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890824130980937,0.0,0.10019528164096114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497043633086839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146962089385579,0.09117236104936728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796677144858407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094864051302907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222233340974938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992656539138832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789609543395093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677310941378064,0.07754243684614852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187987874428217,0.0,0.07165372465609947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639459303236913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447721548409264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692949820668673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743079113324894,0.0,0.0,0.08879609713427344,0.19566122232430144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597179828554042,0.0,0.17943802199970027,0.2724053866251321,0.0,0.0,0.1009268765186294,0.0,0.12862153230222892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brucespringroll,2018/12/03,"Anyone go abroad long terms on meds? hello! i am planning on studying abroad for my junior spring this january (a big accomplishment from my 2.1 gpa my freshman year)! i am currently on adderall (10-30 mg depending on the day) and will need a bigger supply (about 6 months) than the month to month one that i am currently on. i know that i need to obtain a license for a couple of things that i am on in order to carry that much into the uk. i currently see a psych nurse practitioner who doesn’t seem crazy about the concept of providing me that large of a prescription (i think she’s seen too many college kids abuse/sell) so i want to go into my appointment with as much facts and information as i can. does anyone have any tips? tldr: i need 6 months worth of adderall to go abroad and survive school, any tips for how to make sure this can happen?",4.868859601936528,5.5144645680473365,5.553297471759013,82.6125067240452,69.0,8.749004841312534,27.197955890263586,8.841846274778883,1.87604852071006,668,20,135,11,11,217,102,169,0.016,0.938,0.046,0.5669,3,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,3,2,19,23,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,17,1,29,21,3,27,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,2,12,83,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528570456078584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164273443324826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328071850488667,0.0,0.10682596734070464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495521822223895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241603229571777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647746961229274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910330060197516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658875420843115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056792212887934,0.16793590213247994,0.0,0.0,0.1839919206153136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288583304911074,0.0,0.24353318154255596,0.3684663349581241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224391605476003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763945826567248,0.1319959456093867,0.15079507523961902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611647314543495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100457826367011,0.10613728208788707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977004742038637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666859691991712 adhd,CluelessPufferfish,2018/12/03,"ADHD and Cleaning Tips? Hi Everyone, I'm curious about how everyone deals with cleaning. I feel like I live in a dump and every time I clean up the mess, I easily let it get back to the conditions before. Does anyone have any cleaning, or organizing tips? I am having such hard time keeping things organized or in somewhat 'livable' conditions. Thanks in advance. 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My doc was out of town so I got my prescription refilled by a different doc who gave me yellow mp447 Last month adderall helped me so much and I even got my gpa 1.5 points higher last quarter. When my report card came with As and a couple Bs I was so proud and have since been motivated to get an even higher gpa. But when I started taking the yellow adderall It was all downhill. It didn’t help my focus at all and only made me sad Jumpy and anxious. I have never experienced that from my normal adderall. I was struggling so much to focus and would get so mad at myself I eventually gave up on trying just like I did before medication. I thought I might be tolerant to it and took a break which I felt great during and when I took it I returned to my bad state. I decided to take a smaller dose last Wednesday and thought maybe it has just become too high of a dose for me to handle. I took 10 mg of a blue pill just by sheer randomness and I had a very productive day. It was the first day in weeks I stayed the entire day at school and was very productive. On Thursday I was feeling good about it again and took my regular dose with the generic yellow adderall and had another horrible day. I ended up leaving school at lunch and just came home to lay in bed until I went to sleep that night. The next day I was feeling quite glum but still decided to give it a try. I took my regular dose again but this time with the 10mg blue ones again so I could be a bit deliberate with my dose throughout the day. I took my normal dose and was back to my normal self a month ago. I didn’t understand why those days were so productive and the rest were so bad until I was talking with my mom and she said a close family friend had a similar experience with a certain kind of generic recently too. She was also given the yellow ones which didn’t help her focus at all. The FDA lets generics be up to 20% different than medications and I think however this was made just doesn’t work for me. Wondering if anyone has similar experiences switching to generics that don’t do anything. It felt completely different from my regular adderall, how does that make sense? It’s still the main component of regular adderall. Would I at least feel 80% of the normal focus? Is it weird if I ask my doctor to Switch my generic to normal adderall? TL;DR switched to yellow generic adderall mp447 and it didn’t work at all at all.",3.4611659877800385,5.2004536476578425,4.626170570264764,83.75835972505094,73.62321792260694,7.76132382892057,26.93895112016293,8.472884824447931,1.9078891649694505,1955,72,383,35,40,642,217,491,0.057,0.883,0.06,0.2849,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,8,29,13,1,1,26,0,40,12,1,7,7,76,75,40,0,10,11,1,5,1,1,3,10,1,2,1,22,29,1,0,15,0,0,9,9,6,0,4,44,14,54,7,56,23,11,68,0,1,7,0,16,20,0,5,37,267,76,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060521059571645885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459894392053652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159157075856297,0.0,0.0771305408593102,0.0,0.04773898752724563,0.0,0.05618394274575804,0.0,0.06382726686282485,0.0,0.0,0.052498732837920434,0.11401240007505227,0.0,0.07540361533280286,0.0580964122343327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745378675609845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617525255158562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158431883832198,0.0,0.0,0.05451148387958412,0.07554422940220261,0.0,0.30821898856088675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399637880095532,0.0,0.06988165300182926,0.05974731192542328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047077696129921,0.0,0.0,0.0901890804472153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357075903241525,0.06436294660548038,0.0,0.10356463311199753,0.0,0.13110809579972607,0.0,0.0,0.05807409627174943,0.0,0.0,0.052748565327000035,0.0,0.07134102187714013,0.06549494282971945,0.0,0.05726525499632872,0.10921041112922096,0.07527267177549493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728849973958468,0.07213556084024145,0.06848470328988207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109719128184278,0.0,0.16695803411016905,0.0,0.07229264007166185,0.0,0.0698151113841198,0.0,0.0333553809570555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920561266774536,0.04557363448794114,0.0,0.06859072470448341,0.0,0.0,0.13755837626347106,0.0,0.07242825743120647,0.0,0.0799620509243561,0.10899181148403478,0.0,0.1003789524810739,0.0,0.052657359627639205,0.0,0.0726105070707242,0.06407081828645421,0.3344716566021104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252888369941964,0.051925692052575315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454129456210794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261813656690046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741264800722156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494450689581767,0.0,0.0,0.13819450071334458,0.0,0.0,0.07122499916120395,0.0,0.0,0.056477217738705836,0.0,0.06832362049457089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832491057332396,0.0727713341130467,0.10904791007186172,0.0,0.0,0.07137513651937477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266757397078986,0.05487630708809976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374742336008385,0.0,0.1084043573700036,0.03981130130870072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551316472963882,0.09270755458396042,0.0,0.0,0.07107596828247446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266691797209312,0.0,0.0,0.0547655361282598,0.0,0.0,0.06329097271995489,0.06160694863547533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404058071393159,0.09940902689053477,0.0,0.0,0.09700022699394152,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThePunLexicon,2018/12/03,Tfw when its late and you need to start working and your brain decides that fixing some trivial issue with the computer is more important... I need to do it in my free time not now. And yet that fan is whirring a bit too loud because kaspersky is taking up a lot of CPU time to fix it RIGHT NOW. ,3.954016393442622,4.42897649180328,4.478811475409838,90.11362704918035,70.96721311475409,7.411475409836067,28.364754098360656,7.1686216300943375,1.2762754098360656,230,8,51,2,4,73,49,61,0.018000000000000002,0.8909999999999999,0.091,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,8,4,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776150635240511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31809809703070485,0.0,0.0,0.3252627472125696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30411220988249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328675489957927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477104242099791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320909590302761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882644898445025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062315785996482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907227142061286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33979773237415223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211917724692966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pepsimaxCo,2018/12/03,"I got a postcard from school for exceptional effort and a real turn around on focus First time in my whole school life I have been praised for work. Last year of school and was diagnosed last month, I feel a turn around on my whole ethic and perspective. Hopefully I'll get what I need for university to study what I love :)",8.283809523809524,6.776336746031745,7.5841269841269865,78.09142857142858,62.492063492063494,11.574603174603176,32.111111111111114,10.504223727775694,2.862073015873015,257,7,53,5,3,80,43,63,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,3,12,8,2,11,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,33,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064529894963389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470182903188852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870308630014054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640824472649652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992747593652765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766296529582328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709575703915823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280607411178919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215759877305895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553482675580497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738741395362258,0.0,0.0,0.12762746711860584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591433743893255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522594811952444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036665431021026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744420966812277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843397010752421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530802949483294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084195396736922 adhd,ionicshoe,2018/12/03,How do I stop chewing my nails? I switched from Straterra to Adderral on Wednesday and ever since I did I can't stop chewing and or picking at my nails. Has anyone else had something similar happen? What can I do to fix this?,2.8256666666666668,4.827292844444443,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,76.1111111111111,5.388888888888888,31.25,5.985473137389443,1.5593333333333337,178,9,34,1,4,57,34,45,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.6046,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486209260440697,0.36432072156063056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970308567762788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216309827383655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144269923138434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29412894788721433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373308177492184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945403741557578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trunkbranch,2018/12/03,"Stubbornness? I believe I've always been a stubborn and I might even say arrogant and egotistical person. Because I don't seem to listen to anyone, I don't learn enough from my mistakes. I feel like it's connected to my ADHD and my feelings of helplessness. I have a theory that because I physically can't seem to pay attention and follow directions very well, instead of feeling that I can't, I'd rather feel like I won't and I sometimes feel an anger towards people who try to correct me, but usually if I feel they are being assholes about it. I'm saying I have listening problems that go beyond adhd and purposefully ignoring everyone. And I ignore myself and just everything. I have and avoidany coping style.",4.837252525252528,6.9192993111111125,6.2408080808080815,72.17818181818181,70.7037037037037,9.353535353535355,33.013468013468014,9.800150414767053,3.764407407407409,577,28,93,15,11,195,85,135,0.22,0.722,0.057999999999999996,-0.9685,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,31,25,11,0,4,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,4,0,1,6,9,0,4,10,0,1,2,5,8,1,0,1,10,20,3,11,21,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,4,3,69,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862147599738234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336994936838958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235191625900227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589933608548069,0.0,0.0,0.18103250358003106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602646274075553,0.0,0.10612830873401838,0.0,0.0,0.15353761555162584,0.1444097542136463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874709577848802,0.2295811281774878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131873554713683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700127556896426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045718678160396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139599860193768,0.14030048271342002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537500508229402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555600178824012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925559604887807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589176530202166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909187593525577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696746009972106,0.1325786824232092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444715482104472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,veggiebeanie,2018/12/03,My ADHD is starting to affect others. I can barely even hold a conversation with my boyfriend and I have a hard time watching movies. I even had to take a leave of absence from school because I was struggling so much in class. I just don't know what to do anymore.,2.4433962264150964,4.594525415094342,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,77.86792452830188,4.994716981132076,25.69433962264151,5.6839178017228535,0.6288294339622641,209,8,42,1,5,66,42,53,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,7,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36512364705392586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013004141189363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520131144604987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013306497478881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721563711859249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669674328636961,0.0,0.0,0.3216936248610581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333718239770364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074745217927545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150400875941021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31761084349817603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842922871273535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771555419159741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlueAngelFox101,2018/12/03,"Why is it when I take adderall, later in use I plan out speeches and monologues and then practice them? When I first started taking this medication, it works and works well for me. However after four hours of use I'll start talking to myself which leads to me giving speeches to myself or I act like I'm practicing a speech to say to others and I'll do this for nearly two hours. In the end. As for example, right now I really need to finish some late homework and instead of doing that I've been making a speech and then repeating it! Is there nicks for some people when on adderall other then the difference of needing it and not needing it? I just started another medication for anxiety and while yes I'm taking that with the adderall, I take the adderall every now and then instead of a daily pill, unlike my anxiety pill. Before the anxiety pill, when I took my adderall I'd still have these monologue moments. Td;Lr Literally the title, happens every time I take the medication which I do not take daily. Which in result, I'm not focusing on what I need to do but rather I'm focusing on something unimportant. 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Got to my car and guess what, my keys are locked in it... called pop-a-lock and can’t afford to have them come help me and can’t get ahold of my parents who have the spare key. Life is awesome. 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I have been working since I was a 17 and I'm great at what I do. I have had co-workers tell me that no one will like me if I'm too productive and fast. I don't understand the jealousy my co-workers have. I could never hate some one for being better at something. I am friendly and by myself most of the time. I don't cause any trouble, smacktalk or boast about my achievements yet they hate me. I recently got diagnosed ADD and the psychiatrist prescribed 18mg Conserta that I will use for the first time next week. Is there anyone with similar experiences? If so, could you explain the logic behind their jealousy that even the manager shares. Isn't doing a good job and not causing trouble enough?",2.8465653495440715,5.2812687375886584,3.9038145896656538,85.01250000000002,77.93617021276594,6.865450861195543,27.092705167173253,7.957251820313856,1.8842620060790272,576,24,108,10,14,186,94,141,0.033,0.7559999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.9728,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,4,6,10,2,0,8,0,18,1,0,3,1,22,26,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,0,19,6,9,17,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,10,80,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593286080486916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086739515097448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139958108852568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418861327868027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349576810453768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26033567653127504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547411468930634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845570488457792,0.0,0.10768114167386024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947664346431029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386749916333742,0.0,0.0,0.12595816939044846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367435615414305,0.1303916360467701,0.1797434277727424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219208241063412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617841687530763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964923213790617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574037952529762,0.0,0.17338645122276325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094949377807924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097449635101208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486180931241126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551004905162866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249721118032052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013061692992586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972212982504672,0.0,0.14080735940502687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077448900531813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35606785616996844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,holdingaces_35,2018/12/03,"Holiday blues? Dx ADHD at the age of 29 (31 now) by two separate psychiatrists. Spent nearly two years trying and failing to get meds right. Finally have been prescribed 70mg Vyvanse which is wonderful. No high, no crash, ability to actually focus and remain productive. Additionally take 300mg Wellbutrin for depression/Vyvanse kicker, and lisinopril 10mg. Now that that's been sorted though, good god am I stressed and depressed. Can't make simple decisions. I spend every weeknight alone and can't handle basic tasks or make decisions. On the weekends I have my son and having him around is wonderful, I feel like I'm able to function ""normally"" for the most part and we have a great time. I can't afford therapy by any stretch ($45 copay per visit). I've used my work's employee assistance program which was an absolute trainwreck and I don't want to revisit that. Money is super tight because I struggle with budgeting, difficulty maintaining friendships (it's exhausting), constantly on the fence about do I want to date or not (doubly exhausting), blah blah blah. Any tips? My diet could be better. Not much else I can change tho.",4.549174757281556,7.3292865873786415,5.382339805825243,74.81933495145633,73.90291262135922,8.974368932038837,30.688349514563107,9.516144504307137,3.5222570873786414,911,42,146,25,20,296,145,206,0.131,0.7,0.16899999999999998,0.8557,2,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,4,6,11,0,2,6,0,19,4,0,3,0,32,31,12,0,4,4,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,12,1,2,5,2,4,1,8,6,0,2,4,3,14,5,17,25,3,18,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,6,10,85,20,3,0.15264320015975744,0.0,0.1489577443095833,0.0,0.18344746352268648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809232058497186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760522093400915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588481037991892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304987803442688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500050612321846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614762660029721,0.0,0.0,0.16495307188237254,0.0,0.12187317463732493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147136462732684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751380698583992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860847958183536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718098841576458,0.10904833269368426,0.0,0.1672131646343354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974977196772147,0.0,0.0,0.12802987418642545,0.0,0.16828966705396756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612759216620172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457375729219905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378104280102524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955218443125175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221031546913553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955792693646028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529771080175076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035645890815686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748522700554629,0.1595758151989429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476868983948862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745608023694861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997116914510333,0.0,0.08900747753725359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363471314566368,0.0,0.29822045326323104,0.0,0.0,0.13183471533090355,0.0,0.0,0.1800658286063407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33107007850055903,0.11112606768804313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982972162989822 adhd,Grillz9909,2018/12/03,"Feel a little bit cheated I'm a college student who hasn't been doing very well in school for the last 2-3 semesters. I've basically been passing 1 class a semester for 2 years. Last semester I failed 2 classes and was dismissed, but they allowed me back on final probation. The catch was that if I failed a class this semester I would be dismissed for two years. Lo and behold here I am in the process of failing another class (I need to get a 90% on the final to even manage a D+). The reason I feel cheated is that I was only recently diagnosed with ADHD. Two weeks ago. And then 4 days ago I finally was prescribed medication (aderall xr) and HOLY COW. What a difference! Everyone on r/ADHD has their own way of describing it, but man did it feel good. Today is the 4th day I've taken the medication. The first day I did amazing things at work, the second day I did things around the house, the third day I did homework for 4 hours, today I've been studying for the last 8 hours. I would say on average this semester I've been spending about 4 hours a week on school work. In the past two days I've spent 12. If I had just had this medication sooner, I may not be an A+ student but I at least would have had a shot at passing. I know there is more to it than taking meds and expecting magic to happen, but if the medication continues to have the same affect I don't see why I would ever fail a class again. ANYWAY, that's my rant. Here's to a solid two weeks of studying for a final that could mean a 2 year break. 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I don't like breaking rules on Reddit) (TDLR at the end) &#x200B; Hello, I am a Senior in high school(US) duel enrolled at a community college, currently with 26 Credits + 3.4 GPA at the college and a 3.76 at the high school. I am trying to get into a competitive university (University of \[State\]), while maintaining a GPA 3.7+ to achieve Magna Cum Lade. I also do swimming during the winter season. My high school runs with 5 classes. Because of dual enrollment, I was able to take 2 classes out and replace those with community college classes during my junior year, and 3 classes in my senior year. I do have to stay an extra year at the community college as an agreement with my program. I will be leaving the community college with an associate's degree. Around November of 2018, I was diagnosed with ADD at my Psychologist place, with my case being a ""sleeper"" case. I never experienced much academic difficulty growing up, but it has become very difficult for me as I started to take more difficult classes, which is expected. If something was difficult when I was younger, I would usually have to stay up a bit later and then going back to playing computer games. I felt relaxed while playing computer games, as to now where I don't feel relaxed at all once I begin to even start my work after playing. As for highschool academics (trimesters), I've had trouble with AP Language (Junior Year, A, C-, B+ , 3 on the actual exam), Advanced Chemistry (Junior year for 2 trimesters B+, A-) , and AP Calculus (Senior Year, B+, D+ at the moment). This has brought my GPA and class ranking down tremendously, as I was at a 3.969 before my Second Trimester of Junior Year. This is very upsetting to me, as I used to be Class rank 19 of 310 ( Top 10% ), and now I am 55 of 3/10. I understand that I have the opportunity to drop from AP Calculus to regular Calculus, but I know that it will hinder my chance at getting into my school of choice. With College, I have had a problem in my second semester in my junior year at the highschool getting a C+ in Online Python coding and a B- in Humanities. As of this semester, I got a B+ in English, as I gave up on the last paper, dropping my grade substantially and procrastinating in a Hybrid class. &#x200B; For treatment, I have been taking 100mg of Zoloft, along with doing Interactive-Metronome training, so I think that has been helping out even though I have not felt a large difference (I think Zoloft is for anxiety). &#x200B; As for the results, I tend to ""miss information based upon information processing deficits, along with missing small pieces of instructions and directions"", ""miss information based upon the presence of an internal destructibility (measured by Stroop and Cancellation)"", and I have ""Slow cognitive thinking/speed impacts time evaluation, negating accurate measurement of the functional area assessed and/or their ability"". &#x200B; For high school accommodations as of the Rehabilitation act of 1943, I would need double testing time, teacher's notes, and an individual room for tests. Although this is a ton of information.. **I was wondering if there is anything more that I/ the high school can do, specifically to improve myself.** My mother is supposed to go this Thursday to have a meeting with the people to ask for the accommodations (she also asked me.. I had no idea so yeah..) . I am mainly worried about my AP calculus class, as I know that the extra testing time is already given for me (since I have college classes after, I can just stay) and AP calculus is more of a ""Know it or don't"" class. Along with this, I am trying to get as much tutoring as possible, as the school provides a [tutor.com](https://tutor.com) website (for everyone), and the community college has tutors already. &#x200B; **TDLR** I have ADD (sleeper case), Mom is going in to have a meeting to get accommodations, was wondering if there was more I could do to help with my AP Calculus. Following accommodation already are extra time, teacher's notes, and individual room.",7.4322282608695645,8.39389624456522,7.885054347826087,67.02842391304348,63.45652173913044,10.584782608695654,38.41847826086956,10.520239216186061,4.413053260869567,3260,165,522,77,46,1075,321,736,0.065,0.8759999999999999,0.06,-0.6968,1,0,1,0,0,0,185.0,0,0,1,7,17,20,1,1,47,1,62,3,0,2,2,76,101,47,0,10,9,2,3,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,17,41,0,0,16,8,1,10,7,11,0,2,19,4,66,9,119,74,15,102,0,3,0,0,20,47,0,7,39,373,83,63,0.0537555833703328,0.0,0.052457695033319617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796186889926482,0.08597664119979559,0.0,0.2912207606145504,0.3265945881838015,0.0,0.0,0.041122874142802635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044236264841241546,0.047853866045094604,0.10050842796182,0.0,0.0,0.04133472547764856,0.0,0.032768904681268834,0.05936881847083985,0.04574204216235648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868717446637449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291945918958162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054560785574747285,0.0,0.056163143329300766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761149136365382,0.0,0.0,0.07101011167024725,0.0,0.0,0.0513657635552694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02718043812659879,0.0,0.10322758007340876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404253681555772,0.0,0.0916516104817951,0.0,0.04299325068725124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206246882813648,0.3407743513024997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606835104730095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862798837113704,0.0438179751089594,0.0,0.05691940109568111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026262262735347375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062957889551205,0.0,0.0,0.07903307794778144,0.039859083934578134,0.04145961982179718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724794189695263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03726735304982181,0.0,0.056163143329300766,0.059007488041904275,0.0,0.06060134332523043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051436833435298014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352281619552384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044467174058810316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138367433866963,0.0,0.0,0.0760969571759815,0.17188889839445765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212525261887886,0.0,0.046984749238917586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03571282098752206,0.06888881453677255,0.05281458772934765,0.0,0.12538125181676515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299302499858047,0.0,0.0,0.05596145808098544,0.06466134804410319,0.04642756456663204,0.059204180550806965,0.08870797204128655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659127421092523,0.03913470491951025,0.054591404270684964,0.0,0.0763728482065014,0.058773291722607326,0.3265945881838015,0.2769346659557072 adhd,DJ_DoubleU,2019/01/13,"Fuck ADHD stimulants. Go ahead and downvote me. I do believe in fact that I have adhd but I think that stimulants should be for those who truly need it. I started taking stims in the 4th grade due to me getting shitty grades and being obnoxious. This was due to the fact that my teacher hated my guts and because I was faced with a lot of artsy projects, which is something I stuggled with a lot due to poor fine motor skills. I fucking hated the meds and wanted to quit them but my parents in the end wouldnt let me. My grades did improve, which I mainly credit to a switch in schooling, not the medication itself. And to this day, my gpa in highschool as a sophmore is currently 3.78. So you may be asking me, why are you upset, the meds are doing their job? Heres why I'm pissed: slowly over the course of my middle school years my motivation to do simple tasks has has deteriorated and my social skills have dropped significantly. I was the class clown in 3rd and 4th grade and had loads of friends and I was exceptionally bright, according to my teachers. Now I literally have not had a friend over to my house in years and I have trouble holding a conversation. This lead me to get an asd diagnosis which sometimes I think is bogus. These meds fuck with your personality and who you are as a person. And I am so dependent on them too, if I miss a day its almost as im drunk; my cordination is completely fucked and my handwriting is unreadable. These pills are so fucking unfair. I have been on stims for about 7 years now. Also the non-stimulants just make me sleep all day and make my withdrawl effects worse, so there you go. Here is a list of what they have done to me Good Good grades Bad Personality completely changed Stomaches Gas Anxiety(extreme anxiety while on focalin, anxiety dissapeared after med switch) Loss of social skills Underweight bmi Extreme appetite loss No motivation due to dopamine system being fucked Issues at home with parents who have high expectations Social anxiety Lazyness NONE AND I MEAN NONE OF THESE SYMPTOMS APPLIED TO ME BEFORE I TOOK THE STIMS. My statement; Good grades shouldnt fucking mean everything but according to my parents and many others they do. I would rather get shitty grades without medication, but my parents won't be keen on that and who knows, maybe these effects are just permanent. I think that stims should not be given to a DEVELOPING BRAIN because I have already seen the damage done to me. For years I lived the lie that these were helping me. TLDR Add meds fucked up who I am over the course of 7 years. 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Just wanted to wish good luck to y'all who are also starting the semester tomorrow/sometime soon. 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I thought I might be crazy when my fiancé brought up the idea that I might have ADHD but when she did things started making sense about why I acted the way I did and did the things I did. Well I got booked with a psychiatrist ran a few tests and had a long sit down and was diagnosed with Combined ADD/ADHD. And while I am scared to take treatment, (I don’t know what I’m going to get) I am glad that I’ll be given the chance to help make life a little easier so I can be more proficient in my job and life in general. 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I’m 18 years old and i’ve got ADHD. I take 15 mg of instant release Adderall twice a day which makes it a little easier to manage. I’ve never had a normal job because my parents wanted me to focus on school since I struggle with it. I graduated a semester early and I’m going to a university in the fall so while i’ve got time off i’m going to be working. Getting a job proved to be difficult the first time I tried, a few months ago. I never followed through with the shitty opportunities that came my way (like KFC or PDQ). The only job i’ve had that paid me was at a haunted house. I excelled here, I did my own special effects makeup and never missed a day. I worked here for three years and I was loved by my bosses but, unfortunately, it’s seasonal job that only paid me $600 for 16 nights of work. I’ve also had an internship at a museum for three years where I made 3D models of fossils. I wasn’t the best at showing up but I usually managed to stay on task and everyone in the lab loved having me there. When I started looking for a job, my mom encouraged me to apply at Chick-fil-a. I thought it was a long shot since I have virtually no job experience but, sure enough, they invited me to a group interview. I must’ve really wowed them because they called me less than an hour after my interview and invited me to come do a one-on-one interview with their ‘talent director’. I did great at this interview, i was very nervous but i just talked to him about all of the things i was interested in and he told me i got the job. I went to orientation the other day and really hit it off with the person that was talking to me about what working there was like. They even got me a cookie cake with my name on it since my eighteenth birthday was two days prior. Today, i got my uniform and i don’t really like the way it looks on me since i’m self conscious and on the thicker side but it fits fine and everyone says it looks good. My first day is tomorrow and i’m really nervous. Even though everyone has been super nice to me, i’m terrified. I’ll be training all week with the owner’s wife. I have no idea what to expect. They’ve got me working front of house so that means i’m going to have to interact with customers. I asked for this position because i’m socially anxious and i thought it’d help me get out of my shell. I’m really overwhelmed. I’m going to be going from not working at all to working full time. There’s so many unknowns. I’m scared about not being able to learn new things and failing. What if my coworkers think i’m weird? What if I mess up? What if I can’t handle the stress and crack under pressure? I know this is all in my head because people seem to really like me but i’m starting to get stuck in a thought loop. This job is really important to me. I’ve heard so many positive things about working for Chick-fil-a. I want to be the best worker I can possibly be. Does anyone have any recommendations for eliminating my anxiety? Or how to handle new environments and stay focused? Thanks for reading, any advice is welcome. tl;dr: I’m nervous about starting a new job and need advice on how to do well. 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It's come to me that I literally **cannot** read lips or tell what people are mouthing. I stare and stare at their mouths but I can't tell what words they're saying. Or sometimes I get distracted by other movements. When people mouth something to me, I either go like, ""What?"" or try to guess based off of context.",0.7912121212121228,3.3276163030303003,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,90.51515151515152,4.1454545454545455,19.454545454545453,5.82211442006289,-0.16583636363636334,260,8,54,2,9,81,52,66,0.05,0.8909999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.1306,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,9,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,8,7,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,4,2,32,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267272199128056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751339622956768,0.0,0.14958508319875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899492374309909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858833802058295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649454762824345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265511027950247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931064314552966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262754805328415,0.2603158071161669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460104361747514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786984591969161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,startraced,2019/01/13,"Perfectionism is making my ADHD a nightmare At first I put way too much time in organizing my desk perfectly, looking at all the studying material so that I would feel somewhat in control and can start. I made myself a plan of how this time I will be able to study and to actually get it done. So after procrastinating for a few days I started, at least I could start earlier than usual. Now that was 7 hours ago but I didn't even go through a quarter of what I need to study yet, although I don't even have to study that much... I kept on pausing what I was doing because I was just too scared of not getting the all the necessary pieces of information I need and then failing because of it. I've spent most of my time looking at every possible answer from all papers, books and also from the internet so that I was sure that I write the right things to study. I zoned out every time I wasn't 100% sure what I should be writing and each time it took a long time to get myself back to studying. I also put way too much effort on finding the best way to put the information together on the paper with visual graphs, markings and whatnot. Zoning out every 10 minutes just made it much worse. I tried meditating, some exercise, listening to music, setting timers/taking breaks and making a to-do list but I still didn't study effectively after all. When I try to not organize everything so much, I start feeling overwhelmed from my anxiety of failing and don't even know where I should start or keep on working. It's too hard to motivate myself when I don't feel like I'm in control. It disappoints me that I always end up doing the same mistakes and then just giving up. Once I'm aware that I wasn't productive at all for such a long time I just feel too worn out to try again and then my meds usually also start wear off, so I zone out even more and feel even more overwhelmed than before. Maybe I just think too much black or white, but I wish it was just easier.",6.539432933478737,5.853332699745548,6.9915230825154495,78.2690076335878,65.51399491094148,10.0302435478008,32.20029080334424,9.362217197678863,2.6380489276626684,1553,53,312,25,21,509,186,393,0.092,0.8170000000000001,0.091,-0.3689,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,12,35,12,0,3,16,0,25,2,1,9,8,74,60,31,0,8,13,0,6,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,19,17,0,4,13,2,1,5,9,7,0,2,16,11,40,5,49,37,22,65,0,5,4,0,6,21,0,5,35,230,59,9,0.07811362429443777,0.0,0.07622762928560056,0.0,0.09387739662416077,0.0,0.06924301483062552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740231137976027,0.06499679296494656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059756708778853085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060064555416148864,0.0,0.09523468069088246,0.0,0.0664689409342843,0.0,0.08197542946936907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752221435650068,0.062367372835650386,0.0,0.0,0.050376825491007866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993735812429491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918548577282975,0.0,0.0,0.2579665606966988,0.0,0.1974422924431629,0.0,0.07020348872026999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748297747533172,0.055804388803786485,0.0,0.0,0.0713944374574936,0.06644340892048531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243343401868792,0.07493370621379393,0.044393772815707264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997446428836739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692618513864465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943097837713302,0.0,0.0,0.04292920506446448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816237115869362,0.0,0.0,0.1382561988163443,0.13119154197666702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782600003163562,0.10428290155754112,0.0,0.07847563478847293,0.0,0.0867666271350601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34453501035130496,0.1158405252803722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318846052066713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806137460425773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355773026311309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667086083418579,0.0,0.0,0.0782053649506682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317353519453252,0.0,0.06238164126502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724233292147254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051895221039558036,0.05005205635796768,0.0,0.0,0.3188407774944921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867871107641002,0.15910207014887578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206224270121484,0.0,0.0,0.1860088772249888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982681291369314,0.0,0.0,0.05686764881512594,0.0,0.07960445658965376,0.055489677509399184,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jaggedupjazz,2019/01/13,"ADHD and Attachment Theory Due to my turbulent romantic life, I've been coming into contact with attachment theory, which has become my recent hyper fixation. Have those who are familiar with it ever wondered how/whether it correlated with their ADHD? I'm anxious-secure and whenever I perceive (strong emphasis on PERCEIVE) *any* slight bump in my relationships my mind starts to go into time consuming over-analysing mode. And now, my guess is that those of us with ADHD are more likely to be insecurely attached from the get-go. There is little conclusive research on that topic ([https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4917589/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4917589/) this article is pretty interesting!) which makes it the right amount of fascinating for me.",11.071158536585365,13.251596065040653,9.401371951219513,55.04400914634146,55.82926829268293,13.30447154471545,39.76524390243903,12.602617957971056,6.2464317073170745,648,30,78,22,8,198,90,123,0.02,0.863,0.11699999999999999,0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,18,16,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,16,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,54,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6490265794134789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241588938124548,0.0,0.0,0.20336490738735788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881163904708232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506637030280504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628332302909941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940500361162243,0.0,0.20461253758587347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983060341752576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714941588039294,0.08794588866652345,0.1804216088933389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016093565129884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176311544839646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831392480808231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774239316863746,0.1932679777741339,0.0,0.15373121910940987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274150401871598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496777947378867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165350249298998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952178173787223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RoaringOceans,2019/01/13,"ah fuck, I can’t believe I’ve done this. So I have health class, right? Once a week. And like any class, I have to do work. But see, the way my health teacher did it is that at the end of each unit, we have to hand in our doutang with the work. And so far I’ve forgotten to do that with the 2-3 unit we’ve had so far. But then it get worse. We had to have all our work this term handed in by this Friday, as report cards come tomorrow, Monday. And of course I forgot, meaning all of my work so far in that class will be a zero. And obviously, that’s not exactly a good situation. Combine that with my dropping grades, and you get an anxiety-filled mess like me. So yeah, I’m fucking worried as hell. What’s worse is that I used to be a great student. Hell, 2 years ago I got honours. So when my parents see what an absolute mess my grades are, they won’t be happy. I just hate this situation I’m in so much. ",0.35707841031149457,2.0905152448979614,2.400504833512354,96.22569817400648,82.77551020408163,5.758968850698174,20.00966702470462,6.8360192770164,0.04398367346938814,692,19,171,8,19,232,107,196,0.165,0.732,0.10300000000000001,-0.9222,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,1,1,5,9,13,5,0,10,2,19,6,2,1,4,23,33,18,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,12,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,6,4,19,6,19,22,5,21,2,0,2,2,7,9,4,0,11,104,33,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276020190842297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978901917576434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218112215529787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399923572690125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473097080170424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274960037128784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661568866004016,0.1504147233952288,0.0,0.0,0.12073751207634542,0.11512908947513033,0.15870417617271154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323628630966254,0.0,0.14211974205597336,0.0,0.3060219097571272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065232788614238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568025578357691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058190082989375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533008860592092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983822402566716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229315785215538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941728064148875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236092013460811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432563599312035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425994068165725,0.1154671288912834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191860696494991,0.146187100681745,0.2933924646056886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926983754017298 adhd,caelaiden,2019/01/13,"I hope this helps [https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLueqFGAUDGJWZFa3-Y003NqNfLdwpY8R](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLueqFGAUDGJWZFa3-Y003NqNfLdwpY8RX) &#x200B; I don't engage here often. I'm typically a lurker but most of the time when I've shared my experiences in what I do, I typically get a lot of messages about it. So I compiled a small list of resources in a youtube playlist. I know some of this stuff has been touched on in this sub but I've hardly seen Albert Ellis pop up here. I know a lot of us that have ADHD struggle with Anxiety/Depression and this man's talks and books have really changed my life, and helped shape me into the person I am today. I want to be clear, I still very much struggle with my mental health. It is a constant work in progress, we all are. I just hope some of you find this helpful. &#x200B; &#x200B;",8.046637608966376,10.483267424657537,6.235678704856786,73.99605853051061,63.10958904109589,7.226899128268991,27.65628891656289,7.686295010490155,1.4946109589041092,708,21,118,7,11,206,96,146,0.052000000000000005,0.7809999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9483,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,0,2,8,6,0,2,8,0,10,2,0,0,2,24,18,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,18,4,17,15,7,14,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,8,5,82,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414971404828224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827043664878095,0.42919046947569817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455026336430396,0.0,0.0,0.1272320016696591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014068103909252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516949699658405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760959623815476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151278666327392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546933510801193,0.0,0.0,0.12514905472195906,0.0,0.0,0.23675013263324304,0.0,0.0,0.2338790552376108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941048597973356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316121095100007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019178108545985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865132659839255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655033145004246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280351332846062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542541498682569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940250174700078,0.0,0.0,0.2461688061233224,0.13478083597710486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946326386126586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865346247511853,0.0,0.1116010247231706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416232608053394,0.0,0.0,0.09714545582429734,0.06944440483723645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571402683370502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42919046947569817,0.0 adhd,louisi9,2019/01/13,"We seem to be 4th dimensional beings I seem to have a talent for making items disappear into the 4th dimension, never to be seen again. Keys, phone, remotes, tea towels - anything that that has mass seems to be able to be lost. Even if I had it in my hand **just** 10 seconds ago 😂",0.5689285714285717,2.970216607142864,2.701428571428572,89.94357142857143,88.28571428571428,5.342857142857143,18.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.3195642857142853,214,6,44,3,7,72,45,56,0.07200000000000001,0.825,0.10300000000000001,0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,1,1,9,14,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,4,1,8,6,1,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,4,3,32,7,0,0.28182892469522697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982433715804964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319211916435239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614534676930494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076495633325825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881229956715296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736384092705416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7696994048651302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iowa_man,2019/01/13,"names and resources for professors with ADHD I know there are some professors (by that I mean higher education educators and researchers) that are open about their ADHD, but I'm having a hard time finding those names again. Any leads on that or resources related to ADHD and the academic profession are welcomed, too. I'm interested because I'm a professor and have ADHD. I'm looking for information about ADHD not being a threat to the ""essential functions"" if the proper accommodations or supports or self-supports are in place. \[Frankly, some inspiration is also of interest. :) \] &#x200B; Thank you! &#x200B;",6.41423076923077,9.62277965384616,6.733307692307693,65.31169230769231,69.76923076923077,9.544615384615383,36.361538461538466,9.888512548439397,4.6978223076923085,500,27,68,14,10,161,69,104,0.013999999999999999,0.735,0.251,0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,1,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,22,17,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,11,16,2,7,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,6,2,49,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7372075510711253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810980705003587,0.0,0.2658546529303232,0.2981473254423889,0.08342886490519054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747866134488619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213033230747624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990015767494103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742354448048038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302309060514817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363810183206898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817795807018126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798545948095366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784391563966853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295031845844088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715376307551314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981473254423889,0.0 adhd,kira3333,2019/01/13,"Don’t take your vyvanse while dicking around on your phone. I’m literally trapped on Reddit until my meds wear off. Damnit. Must..... do....homework. Someone nag me! Adhd problems lol ",1.6091517857142854,3.6350719687500046,2.0491071428571423,88.51375000000004,110.5625,3.0785714285714287,26.44642857142857,5.288315135182226,0.980905357142857,141,7,23,1,7,43,29,32,0.314,0.614,0.07200000000000001,-0.8588,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,3,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047352618676524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738719196979403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665039492277146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018648700507527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35584833715870073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31577326613282874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sillybehaviour,2019/01/13,"Seems I got lucky... Hello, you seem like a nice bunch of people! I'm going to write a long post now to distract you :p New to here and reddit...Adult male, 30s, from the UK, very high academic acheiver, even managed to complete a PhD (somehow...). My working methods were pretty 'scattered', and I dropped out of a top 10 world ranked university along the way. I eventually entered the the 'normal' 9-5 world and started failing miserably. I always knew I was 'different', and was frequently told this by others. In the work place, was always confused how others seemed to just be able to work along at a steady pace and concentrate on demand. I just couldn't do this, kept missing deadlines and getting all the usual critism you lot are well aware of, I'm sure. I randomly had an unrelated meeting with some one who worked in the ADHD field. They asked me for 'a chat'. ""Have you ever diagnosed with ADHD? If not, I think you need to be assessed"". I was partly, 'wtf, you don't even know me', and partly, 'how did you know I was a hyperactive nightmare as a child?' They said they could just tell from body language and the way I spoke in meetings. Obviously I googled and ended up here. ""What wait?! There's other weirdos like me out there?"" I met the diagnosis criteria, but it was the stories on here that made me realise I must have (adult) ADHD. I was daunted by the apparently very difficult diagnosis process in the UK but I was miserable so thought I should see it through. Got an appointment with a psychiatrist pretty quickly (went private), who diagnosed me in less than half an hour. I guess I must give off obvious personality 'vibes' to the people who understand ADHD. So this has all been a sudden shock and Ive got lots to learn. Can't wait to the meds to arrive also. I don't want to get too distracted, but hopefully I'll be able to contribute with funny stories, tips, and requests for advice!",3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,4.400826446280995,83.1030578512397,75.36363636363637,7.375206611570247,27.80440771349863,8.296473431620573,2.0516655647382924,1485,61,281,27,33,483,210,363,0.083,0.845,0.07200000000000001,-0.6135,2,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,7,3,7,21,16,0,5,27,0,29,3,1,3,8,67,64,21,0,10,8,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,4,13,19,0,3,10,1,0,3,5,9,1,2,24,3,37,7,43,32,9,35,0,4,1,0,30,17,0,13,13,196,50,9,0.1891594560318081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546658137938435,0.0924222155925048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756353743236039,0.15739582066654684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841927837008022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505675635224228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916504537004768,0.0,0.0,0.07551421679818693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919928660970166,0.0,0.09881568550765812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376956627153175,0.0,0.0,0.12493803670369096,0.08555277878200288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882800850798737,0.09072949331105286,0.053751839022125714,0.0,0.22693214555070476,0.0,0.10419023342233873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992867543620343,0.0,0.09393901054828452,0.0931419804602789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395709008793584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241375540395293,0.0,0.0,0.08370008304360367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081660511208234,0.0,0.08949362549080114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505675635224228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012966990841069,0.0,0.09134569068134923,0.0,0.0,0.0926680522779164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408967144617662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484125742802414,0.0,0.1311393494157516,0.08258337039331391,0.09881568550765812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905812351876446,0.19244317083633464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899669798829101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536779795000963,0.2583054966585555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694401828884543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891402743498851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266685105615977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060287075055575,0.0,0.07508573938648977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037498324439706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846083239781332,0.0,0.0,0.10416620828619114,0.15607636160707453,0.055785574060036,0.1501459715501115,0.0,0.0,0.08503853405500544,0.08767635542449062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542067373880885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mmm60610,2019/01/13,"Switching to Vyvanse 40 mg after 8 years on adderall I searched the sub prior to posting. Adderall no longer works for me and I was on 30MG ER and 60mg IR daily. For any of those who built up a tolerance to adderall will a switch to Vyvanse help? Any thoughts on weight loss if a tolerance has been built up with Adderall? 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Opened up my browser: 44. How many will I get through today? Not sure, not feeling well, but hoping through a few (prepping for job interviews).",2.768235294117648,5.621237882352943,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,81.94117647058823,5.752941176470588,29.088235294117645,7.1686216300943375,1.7579647058823538,144,7,27,2,4,43,30,34,0.08,0.7759999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.5121,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,6,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664183376692573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218810637155305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273400038091259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270500000077455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6682698747550636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106183211312393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123963351132117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963253913258969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WonderfulBerry3,2019/01/13,"Getting Ready for ADHD Testing in a Month: What to Expect and Not Expect Hi Everyone, I have seen the symptoms of ADHD in me for a long time and due to financial reasons and well, ADHD, I couldn't follow up with a mental health professional. I've finally been able to set up an appointment. I have been reading a lot of posts on this sub regarding how things have changed for a lot of people and how they're a ""different person"" after taking medication etc. I'm trying not to get my hopes up and therefore, sharing the problems/symptoms I face and think is from ADHD and wondering if they will be fixed or get better with the help of medicine To give you a little background, I have a full time job in digital marketing and I have an MBA degree. I'm 30 years old and have been in a relationship for about 4 years. Although it might sound like a good life in general, I do have certain troubles in life (I'm an immigrant, creating a new life etc.) that often makes me distracted. I don't suffer from depression or anxiety for too long - the most I have is for 24 hours. I never have suicidal thoughts. I'm usually a very cheery person and my coping mechanism includes sarcasm/humor. Some days I feel like I'm the most social person in the world, some days I feel like I need to move very far away from humanity and live in a cabin in the woods. I don't have any addictions for now, but there are times when I start smoking and it's incredibly difficult to give up. I don't want to do that - I want to be the guy who stays smoke-free for years. The issues I struggle the most with are as follows. I would like your expert opinion on how these are usually managed with medication/other means once diagnosed: 1. **I lack consistency.** I'm inconsistent in every single thing I do. I start learning something (example: coding), I make it through a month, then I slack off for 6 months. I try to build a new habit, I persist for a month at most, and then I'm back to being me again. Some times I'm the best partner in the world, some times I'm the worst. I understand and know most things about my job, how to make it in a good relationship etc. yet I almost always fail because I can't keep that standard up. One example is I was doing an internship for a company - the first month they thought I was the best intern they ever had and were thinking about making me full time. Then the next couple of months I slacked off, got disinterested, barely made through the internship, let alone the job. These things keep happening on my current job as well. I might be my actual productive self 10-15% of time and even that is very inconsistent. If I didn't know what to do and if I didn't meet the minimum requirements, I would not have a job. I meet minimum requirements, but some days I'm also a superstar. 2. **I'm disorganized.** I'm super disorganized. I tried to create a habit of organizing, color coding, etc. then I slack off. My desktop is cluttered, my home is not necessarily a mess, but it's far from organized. That gets reflected in my life as well. I only am organized if my life dependent on it: for example, get a bunch of docs together to submit to immigration otherwise they'll kick me out of the country. 3. **I have the skills - I just don't do.** I don't know if it's an ADHD thing or if it's chronic procrastination. I have the skills to do things - my job, coding, be a good partner. I have beautiful things happening inside my head - their outcomes etc. I have read a bunch of self-help books: I have a lot of them on discipline, time management, organizing, dealing with people etc. - but I don't practice any of them. I'm mostly run on a shitty auto-pilot. 4. **I always feel like I can be better.** I don't think the position I am in today reflects my abilities. For example, for MBA, I had to go through GMAT. I had an 80th percentile score - but i think it could've been much better. For example, when I was studying for GMAT, the first month was perfect. I followed my study routine well, learned well etc. Then as usual, I started to slack off, did not continue to give the same or nearly the same level of effort. If I were able to hold on to the same routine for just another couple of months, my score would've been much higher. I feel like that for everything - if I can just hold on to the same level of effort for just a little longer, it would be much better. 5. **I can't pick things back up.** To continue from point #4, ""breaks"" don't work for me either. If you say I probably got burned out from effort, maybe I need to take a couple of days off. I did and it didn't work. And that's true for everything I do. If I feel burned out, I take a break and I don't pick things back up when started. Yes, the first couple of days I'm supposed to feel rusty, but it just never gets better for me because I stop trying very soon. This happens with everything. 6. **I get distracted way too easily, by anything.** I didn't want to mention this since this is the definition of ADHD, but anything is enough to distract me from anything. It's not the devices or the internet only, but also any emotion or thoughts. If I'm working and then I have a small fight with my girlfriend, it's enough to ruin my productivity for the entire day. As if I'm using the fight as an excuse to not work. A lot of people can work to take their minds of such things, whereas I cannot go back to normal. It also includes certain things that are happening in my life that's making me anxious, but I'm not going back to any decent level of productivity after that. 7. **I want to have a million hobbies whereas I don't even have one.** I want to be the guy who travels, codes, plays with model trains, plays awesome RPG video games, solves puzzles, have healthy lifestyle etc. However, I'm also the guy who gets bored very easily. The reason I bring up RPG is that I have never finished a single game. I own Skyrim, GTA, etc. - yet I always get distracted and bored very easily. The games that doesn't follow a linear path, I can't finish. The only RPG I have finished in the last 2 years was Uncharted 4 and I was able to because it followed a linear path. But I want to play and finish the other games. These are some of the things that I was able to write down, but I'm sure there are a lot more. If I remember anything else, I'll update this post. (I'm sure I will not follow up with this either lol.) I have read about ADHD: treatment and medications. There's no cure-all medication. I'm aware in order to fix these issues, I have to have my own system, medication is just there to facilitate. And I'm okay with that. This post is to ask you how can you put these two things together. For example, I want to stick to coding indefinitely - if there are breaks, I'll pick them back up again - and I will not procrastinate on the projects. I want to know how does non-procrastinating techniques, habit building exercises and medication combine together to ease the situation for an ADHD patient. I want to have a healthy lifestyle: how does lifestyle improvement techniques and medication combine together for a sustainable output? Thank you in advance for reading this and sharing your valuable thoughts and experiences.",2.379564095503269,4.6217973300492625,3.995890677110424,84.75430761659987,78.51442646023926,7.130803985762223,24.582815734989648,8.159439322118555,1.593037079419474,5630,203,1114,107,138,1875,458,1421,0.057999999999999996,0.815,0.126,0.9983,11,1,2,0,2,0,227.0,0,7,9,27,53,54,2,5,91,3,115,20,2,21,10,210,218,89,1,34,49,0,6,6,3,9,18,2,1,10,62,44,0,8,28,15,0,15,34,17,5,7,31,10,137,37,178,168,50,171,0,4,2,0,54,62,0,47,89,771,199,31,0.12571068186077033,0.0,0.030668872878060856,0.034260799705450366,0.3021596206176179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03147027225329732,0.03254958851243971,0.0,0.10053078686603964,0.07845101833568907,0.0,0.0,0.08548757446828817,0.032954652711821936,0.024042081884555484,0.03550432209492396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344917992714306,0.0,0.029380629461291545,0.0,0.02952733093769754,0.14499563204044866,0.0,0.057474048643471075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596280244007109,0.1389761029195611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033246308191782155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02509243757363584,0.13909647842355938,0.0,0.12160948502244665,0.03240054826523432,0.027068606520253728,0.031898423974904305,0.0,0.03283522659744351,0.0,0.0,0.055005132422847915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0262537859630754,0.035351899224542065,0.0,0.0649463694728186,0.31545144088373905,0.0415153598816807,0.02842812720385688,0.02647916783123733,0.030030485932721295,0.0847354912386756,0.030742292212112183,0.0,0.0,0.09534464689825001,0.08980773623951628,0.0,0.03442747682222229,0.0,0.08019708132857975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777694619920026,0.09044485569172447,0.05358320812895709,0.07908011673143317,0.05027115808669835,0.0,0.0,0.09335500443555762,0.11116554080357682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03225385678043631,0.03340614408037396,0.0,0.0,0.04213061009191435,0.0,0.03152451593220965,0.03121476799807772,0.03094992478608971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560464560106971,0.18712268140558647,0.055868715047390924,0.0,0.0,0.06908730313232879,0.0256177460244324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032136922340478845,0.13318975845720207,0.0921238338980409,0.06299756430279486,0.0277512088023794,0.055624998781161616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359340782687756,0.0,0.029737621683446888,0.1048910703768834,0.0,0.03157331914830315,0.0342339464738987,0.0,0.18996042981034647,0.03167169996193291,0.06667958377997618,0.03173298814807165,0.0,0.2006821338228075,0.0334026400432714,0.06930886171808028,0.04660643886274759,0.07271687075155307,0.06070607994698654,0.03342368407888021,0.0,0.030792444329633423,0.0,0.0,0.03297805345001095,0.03346944335722461,0.042592405723438025,0.07170647872154523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536396876344823,0.08232428888533856,0.0,0.0,0.029709306910426583,0.0,0.09029706268542152,0.0,0.03388434426092173,0.0,0.0,0.031593489198346834,0.0,0.0,0.12574470095661533,0.0,0.0,0.06462575901868503,0.0,0.06748311320455498,0.035601424178849136,0.0,0.0,0.024992544968248938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557182883088343,0.0,0.0,0.025997293773392813,0.035326018370650865,0.0,0.03203655225939772,0.0,0.02419455614116432,0.0,0.0,0.08897866765038187,0.03349771513128275,0.0,0.02627493974683,0.0,0.03285502484904675,0.0,0.034376770571595695,0.0,0.05924041496448304,0.06533076610687183,0.09451878787190847,0.0,0.0,0.028934376523658326,0.0,0.0,0.2714289211856992,0.08055032896152357,0.0,0.0998002393780251,0.14660581906307862,0.0,0.029789756859949005,0.0,0.0,0.08534930111758357,0.0,0.03070026742536843,0.032717313310593334,0.0,0.027143416706120853,0.1038394168487101,0.15558671703417948,0.16683168872911502,0.024945821977620863,0.0,0.0,0.14128625029849756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03408196800483518,0.11439859200204465,0.0,0.0,0.08930126157822557,0.0,0.0,0.08095355753173246 adhd,Emmabaton,2019/01/13,Vyvanse and caffeine?. Just curious as started taking vyvanse and dex. In the evening for late class and ir for three to five hours and is my odd Red Bull or coffee going to be a issue?. 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They irk me more than they distract me. I just want to concentrate on what I'm doing. I actually find little sounds MORE distracting than regular sounds. For example, I'd rather hear people talking (or music) than hear random buzzing or beeping sounds. It's like those little sounds are intentionally there to pester you. Know what I mean?",3.9876492537313446,7.1695954328358225,4.0553544776119415,80.90452425373138,79.74626865671641,6.932089552238806,23.30037313432836,8.07648339933343,1.7536582089552242,302,10,50,6,8,93,45,67,0.131,0.813,0.055999999999999994,-0.7225,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,9,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,9,1,7,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,1,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.18739484959539676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551313079891706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895911540498728,0.0,0.0,0.4328664668157751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553538135318756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938167941271395,0.7698632508822095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917838343913525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331303255919662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434748627726114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326503709275355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Spontaneousgrl,2019/01/13,Need New Jersey Doctor Anyone in NJ have a doctor to recommend for Adderall? ,2.928571428571427,6.011781857142861,4.84,72.83000000000003,87.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.6618285714285714,62,2,8,1,2,21,13,14,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816781129146297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8246564564728607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987039564972348,0.0,0.3890695514626865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StrangeElk,2019/01/13,"i'm going back to school tomorrow i've been off my adderall for about a month now, since i've been out of school and it has some side effects i don't love basically i've been a lazy slob for the past month, and i decided that today, before i go back to school, i'm gonna do everything i've been putting off for the past few weeks i did all my laundry, washed my bedding, gave my dog a bath, cleaned my fish's tank, tidied my room and even SHAVED!!! MY!! LEGS!!! i know going back to school is a tough transition for a lot of us here, but i believe in u guys. HAVE A GOOD SEMESTER EVERYONE!!! TAKE UR MEDICATION",2.1804651162790663,3.3283213488372105,3.802240310077519,90.7787093023256,75.82170542635659,7.640620155038763,24.527906976744184,8.238735603445708,1.1762986046511623,470,15,111,8,10,157,81,129,0.055999999999999994,0.9009999999999999,0.043,0.6038,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,8,0,10,4,1,1,1,12,20,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,2,4,0,1,3,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,0,14,2,14,13,4,21,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,11,62,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448483532080257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720594068531574,0.16842531108101738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987374811680005,0.0,0.0,0.14284518056442935,0.13435298797497008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548777618034593,0.12538606688844084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801972119339055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215641525711971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709201247026572,0.13492158092126938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059658573372856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864478671937545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854123968143509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027987490141972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6051720161263224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366060714323893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123987250035008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170011125238746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981942246338495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991276694043428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Caremonk,2019/01/13,"A piece of music that accurately describes how ADHD feels (on a good day) [https://youtu.be/YfdKevg9-nQ](https://youtu.be/YfdKevg9-nQ) (might be a bit loud). It rolls off fast, loud, chaotic. Someone sings. You can't make out any the words. In middle of all that noise you notice strange harmony. Structures and themes that start to feel obvious, almost enjoyable. You can't be sure if they are real or your own invention. You can't be sure if others can hear the too, or are they listening to a completely different tune. Even with this epiphany the music does not get pretty. It _is_ all mess, but it drives you. Until it ends way too soon. Before you can get your act together. Before you are able squeeze anything concrete and useful out of it. Well, there is always tomorrow. Perhaps then you grasp things faster and it is not all that fast… ",4.05116470588235,7.148504406666671,3.5058431372549035,85.64311764705883,78.26666666666667,6.462745098039216,22.823529411764717,7.724431198458867,1.2626941176470592,671,21,118,11,17,199,99,150,0.065,0.856,0.079,0.6221,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,10,2,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,3,6,29,24,11,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,13,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,7,12,5,12,20,6,18,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,9,82,25,0,0.18064436932809225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709942741118274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088924185699795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031058639968153,0.0,0.0,0.12284436570247716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865492405923206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074301064234449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721686482481388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940218433755326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165006738808108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873491775375326,0.0,0.0,0.15808310493993638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999729313520622,0.0,0.0,0.11931390224358195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826784417765411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887584543050778,0.0,0.0,0.15151592637835173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359933306562208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058151925301805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916351288641347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056648117828513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378026642972733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056128403808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305938791855692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786101438189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405103605068596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001209213512885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156018735073521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433870920693634,0.0,0.0,0.16242098254256768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chock-a-block,2019/01/13,"PSA: Don't Give Up. I've Got a Success Story... A quick note to tell everyone really struggling *right now* with ADHD, Many of you know the mind f*ck of having""so much potential... You are so smart..."" and parents given up on you, addiction issues... I've kept at trying to build a better life for over 20 years and am seeing results. I have a great job now. I ended a very LTR where only I was still ""the problem"" despite my many improvements. I manage my addiction issues just fine. Money isn't a problem, but, I'm by no means rich. It's taken more than 20 years to get here. Without a doubt, getting the right meds was a huge step forward. Don't give up. Have dreams. Make goals. Keep aspiring.",0.6998621248986225,3.1874408394160625,2.5374574209245755,90.42651054339012,89.5109489051095,5.380210867802108,20.019870235198702,6.937597516519254,0.6068478507704786,533,17,106,8,18,176,98,137,0.073,0.765,0.162,0.9229999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,3,8,10,0,2,11,0,9,3,0,2,0,16,23,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,2,2,5,4,0,0,6,1,9,6,16,17,2,19,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,1,8,60,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31995027213571464,0.17636054484312622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978518403468814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997367209682878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022238577538804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333777818741096,0.2815448602156545,0.0,0.0,0.11736642787601005,0.16178832240673427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063300389058073,0.14562306716227846,0.13043486095598744,0.0,0.0,0.08064793301801823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365125700128906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795429995859484,0.2975554467258197,0.0,0.15984974934576462,0.16300206637602185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817193820551344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787542107775452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160717972189473,0.0,0.0,0.16294440855445466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808327960809152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400944242905272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25064109010174523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693780800609935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171917909670274,0.0,0.0,0.15341110294932606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282627411203645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963111031388047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108107244956524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145820406259696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899962190981465 adhd,Genericcell,2019/01/13,"My constant battle - Your attention would be appreciated Hello all, I hope all of you are well. I’ve found really good information on this Reddit and plenty of helpful contributions from you guys. I decided to share what I’ve been through and possibly get some advice as I’m very close to giving up. Apologies about the wall of text and the possible errors (typed on a mobile device). &#x200B; I’ve been diagnosed with ADD last October after years and years of struggling with academic and general life management. I’ve planned to seek some advice here since July. 2017. I’ve always wanted to go to university and get a degree in something that I would enjoy doing as a career. I’m aware one doesn’t have to go to university to be happy and it’s not a benchmark of success, however, it has always been in my goal list, especially because it would help me cope with my self-belief of ""destined to underperform"" and low self-esteem issues. My earlier academic experiences were distressing to say the least. I would sometimes do quite well and some other times incredibly bad. I failed a couple years in secondary school, which of course would be followed by a stream of comments from my teachers and parents, such as, “He needs to focus more and pay more attention” “You need to stop being lazy”; “You need to be more organized”; “Why can’t you do things on time like other people” just to mention a few. Of course, I’ve grown thinking I was “lazy” and didn’t get to complete anything simply because I did not want to. I felt so disconnected from the academic life that I have close to no recollection of primary, secondary school and most of my previous years at university. I started university on three different courses in total. The first one was computer engineering. I believed I would be really good at it as I had been around computers for a long time, fixing and building computers, writing code etc. Well, my first attempt was a major failure. At the time I couldn’t really understand why I was failing. I think of myself as a reasonably smart and intelligent person, however going to university was really traumatic. I dropped out of university, got depressed and spent a year inside my room, with absolutely no idea on what to do with my life. In absolute desperation, I tried to kill myself and I was successful. My dad found me minutes and was able to get help on time. My parents are good parents by any standards, but I can’t stop thinking they set me for years of failure by not trying to understand and explore why I performed so erratically when I was younger. Eventually, I convinced myself that things didn't work out because computer engineering was not what I wanted to do and slowly got my life going again. I started working at my family business in an office setting. It was very odd working in that environment because I felt I couldn’t get anything done, I couldn’t focus, it was just how I would feel when trying to get things done while in university. I would never feel like I achieved a good day work by the end of the day, I would get lost in whatever things I would plan to do that day. I decided to have another go at University, doing something I wanted to learn more. Long story short, it was another complete failure. Fast forward a few years ahead, having been floating through life as a piece of discarded plastic in the Pacific with no direction, goal, motivation and no feeling of self-worth, I found out something that I would love to study and shape a career in. With all the enthusiasm and motivation to do something new that I enjoyed, I started the first year of university with a sense that I could do it all. The first year went reasonably well, by working 3x more than anyone else in my class I got tutors were happy with my performance and feedback was great. The second year was a complete disaster, had to repeat many subjects, overwhelmed, and struggling to focus and organize myself to keep up with the higher amount of subjects, I almost failed that year. History was starting to repeat itself. My tutors were gobsmacked by the end of the semester, I believe they were wondering if I was the same person. Nobody could understand how I would spend 5 hours studying and get maybe 30 min worth out of it. All the daydreaming, delaying, side-stepping and distractions would make getting real work done incredibly frustrating. I sometimes start university work on time just to find myself resuming it two days before the deadline. I have always had to stay awake the night before work submissions to finish them minutes before the due date. That has been quite distressing, every single time I tell myself next time will be different, and even with all the planning beforehand, it still happens every time and I hate every cell in my body because of that. I feel like I have 70 tabs open in 3 different internet browsers and I need to search through all 3 browsers for 5 different things at the same time - this is how I feel when I'm trying to get things done. Sometimes I'm in the middle of working on something and I realize I've been doing something else completely irrelevant for the past several minutes. Also, start working on something is inhumanly hard, why do I want to do something but won't start doing it?? Makes no sense. I’ve always felt that there was something wrong with me. Exactly what it was I couldn’t figure out. I have tried to find ways to plan my academic life and help me finish things in due time, focus more and get more done. This include schedule planners, virtual assistants, study/work with other people (which is awful, as I think everyone works 20x times faster, more efficiently than me so I fall behind), have short fixed 2 hours study time every weekday, talk to myself in a mirror as I study, study through drawing, voice-to-text studying, studying while moving around, studying at the library (I’d go to the library for 4 hours and in the end I would wonder what happened in all those hours as I learned absolutely anything substantial) organisers, reminders etc. From the second year, I had bouts of depression more frequently, it put a huge strain on my social relationships and almost ruined the relationship with my partner. Third-year went better than the second, with the workload being more spaced out I was able to cope better. I felt a bit happier, it seemed as I could achieve my goal of finishing with at least a 2:1 degree. To find a way to keep my good grades more consistent, I had a meeting with a university referred psychologist, which advised me to speak with my GP as I seemed to exhibit signs of something such as ADD. I did some research after that and found that ADD had symptoms that I clearly related to. The constant struggle started to make sense. I was feeling more motivated until the moment I visited my GP. At the GP appointment, I explained that I was there because my psychologist believed I need to be tested for ADD and also because I wanted to talk about my depression, the GP proceeded to tell me “there’s was nothing wrong with me and that I look normal”. She didn’t even allow me the opportunity to explain why the psychologist came to that conclusion or my thoughts about it. I felt quite upset and decided to leave, it was difficult to expose myself to my daily struggles and fears (I haven’t even mentioned it to my family or closest friends) and get completely dismissed. I tried to convince that everything would be fine without getting help but I knew I had to do something if I was to achieve good grades in the last year of university, hence a couple of months later I booked a consultation with a private psychologist and was formally diagnosed with ADD. Somewhat good news, I would be able to get the help I needed. Unfortunately, it did not go as planned as I have been previously diagnosed with a mostly asymptomatic dilated cardiomyopathy. So, at the request of the psychologist, I had to speak to my GP so I could get her to obtain from my cardiologist what would be the most appropriate medication for my circumstances. I went to my GP back in October 2017, who told me it would take about 2 weeks for my cardiologist to get back to her. Since then I haven’t heard from her or my cardiologist, I have rung my GP and my cardiologist multiple times but was not able to get to them, I have left messages requesting a callback but never heard from them. It’s January and I have just had my assessments, unfortunately, they couldn’t have gone worse. I’m certain I’ll fail to achieve a 2.1 and I’m completely and utterly devastated. I feel I’m in a constant struggle with my brain and I’ve lost every battle so far, I can’t find anything to motivate myself and I feel It’s not worth going through so much frustration and regret. It’s frustrating to see everyone progressing towards something and I’m stuck in a limbo for years. I'd love to teach and share knowledge (I’m always told I’m good at it) but I know now that will most likely never happen. Sadly, the fact that I’m not able to achieve anything I set for myself (as usual) has taken a toll, further eroding what’s left of my spirit. I feel upset and I’ve got rage (towards myself, my parents, my gp/cardiologist…) building up within. I hope I don’t sound too dramatic, I know there’s people with bigger worries and problems (as I’m often told) but the struggle is real. I can’t talk to my family about this, I appreciate their input but the “you should try this”, “you just need to focus” or “why didn’t you start earlier then?” etc., is not helpful. So, any input (kind or harsh) will be very much appreciated. &#x200B;",6.793288438940612,7.513593319955413,7.2095643134773555,72.16017129169306,64.79710144927537,10.299870439000873,34.72403507186116,10.240378214065164,3.6748385971255533,7672,333,1325,172,111,2508,579,1794,0.115,0.78,0.105,-0.9601,11,0,12,0,0,1,203.0,0,9,7,54,49,79,8,14,80,1,149,15,2,13,16,281,280,106,1,48,30,5,15,4,2,23,11,6,1,4,73,95,0,5,61,1,5,21,36,40,4,11,89,23,190,39,248,146,46,208,1,14,2,2,77,77,0,25,109,926,263,58,0.12611706793951544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049296055666560826,0.0,0.0,0.05051521038748201,0.0,0.0,0.04034230946655554,0.10493950355334468,0.054659116168524216,0.06129841669899759,0.034305572374962914,0.05289789683372278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017636797254239396,0.025844367985919617,0.1037836010436123,0.044908371534916176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038790496201388726,0.02106049676320966,0.10763171165547533,0.0,0.06438980151333491,0.08525444874588545,0.0,0.044616119119073816,0.02753743483114627,0.02801752628460277,0.0,0.02815767144781492,0.0,0.028848865550509827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867761550834344,0.08177264792004349,0.0,0.08055537320838813,0.055818454756041636,0.0,0.06506806033301883,0.0,0.06517466748909283,0.07680370152911024,0.0,0.10541239467775594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290615474128621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042141850909908185,0.0,0.06702137319925887,0.0,0.0843923209763293,0.049979480361392485,0.0,0.10625906912357994,0.04820410521776757,0.022669177717710258,0.024673338482567232,0.07133516851305881,0.028383352812789607,0.11478344209940812,0.03603922341414862,0.12109216301924455,0.0,0.09221497223471024,0.08582009084993426,0.0,0.11062468434098728,0.01948754676863122,0.0,0.22402927320848376,0.02419659669586647,0.11468037772639653,0.1692496208062486,0.08069387219571518,0.02780890252713552,0.0,0.024975145071459214,0.06691494400254029,0.05370158558358535,0.022595224191423482,0.02490289889860988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183470570886249,0.0,0.0,0.050105082025597165,0.09935992605734482,0.0,0.0,0.02847416373628857,0.0,0.026326690537186274,0.0,0.04483945788555317,0.027905969975381337,0.02626630376834229,0.027724256917317197,0.0411208971966137,0.0,0.0267079530161784,0.05481062533193762,0.0,0.10689625777257986,0.04929154318086538,0.0,0.0,0.044643854581515416,0.02118131473479622,0.0,0.055068671070346936,0.0,0.04553023110179715,0.0,0.050510473298825215,0.025572582406825674,0.025340309206262717,0.0,0.0,0.02540993555211656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02013308808046175,0.02680849685223797,0.03708422246054648,0.13091989099501952,0.058361554599343626,0.02436093002023541,0.02682538650412316,0.02367046497135052,0.024713589878353898,0.024202545616819383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03418407566847525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203046319847286,0.0,0.024078602358391654,0.052460217173692134,0.044048223665081286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687121786565531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024135400307210387,0.0,0.02535649740942285,0.0,0.08048461548625054,0.0,0.057419533542058226,0.06463505850731455,0.051867740243930364,0.0,0.05416101318877513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02005867087879134,0.0,0.05105488232948127,0.02009979494319268,0.045924896810529185,0.07894056418284509,0.02849527779509588,0.0,0.04173013674295482,0.0,0.0,0.02571209369349317,0.0,0.2330185930135265,0.0748398029983547,0.0,0.1606793576554356,0.026884802802737,0.02014345067371101,0.04217580637836597,0.0,0.15821393083388266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026216784590402054,0.018964867925550653,0.06082087318809357,0.04409275048556864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730120638209092,0.06464857980130621,0.0,0.020024572906156644,0.2059116542619524,0.0,0.0,0.07230615782665135,0.0,0.11987529482483618,0.0,0.024639609970040187,0.0787753892893931,0.0,0.0,0.027780026530045025,0.062435873458766514,0.08926453710154092,0.040042343305630536,0.020232700927362318,0.0,0.09071551210287676,0.07014707129566,0.13656124507241835,0.0,0.0,0.024314470599125663,0.054707432154588106,0.22035534601679274,0.02561560087214771,0.025704813342582164,0.3225238077196076,0.055155686241141734,0.06129841669899759,0.24364577052766004 adhd,schm2616,2019/01/13,"Increased concerta, tired? Hey all, 32m diagnosed about 2 weeks ago. J was told by my doc that at 2 weeks I could increase my 18mg er dosage to 36mg if I felt the medication was wearing off throughout the day. Today is the first day with an increased dosage and all I want to do is nap. Is this just a fluke? I got decent sleep last night ",1.7745833333333323,3.2113784027777825,3.184444444444445,93.605,77.47222222222223,6.466666666666668,23.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5629277777777769,263,8,62,3,6,86,55,72,0.043,0.835,0.122,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,7,5,2,0,2,9,11,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,0,7,5,5,14,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148716236422505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949409290264247,0.0,0.0,0.3222800207129657,0.0,0.0,0.2536041840185147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399062434397873,0.0,0.0,0.21253208190893536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983708342883952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367048798495435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517091953913886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344781111411516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25004196775303045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717906198865994,0.2368395061311171,0.2387533906577626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737479862768388,0.0,0.40084768106361934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alexmtl,2019/01/13,"My 7yo son has been diagnosed with ADHD, would love some advice First of all, the one who gave the diagnostic is a doctor that never saw him, she just went by answers we gave her, notes from his teacher and a form that my spouse filled. I did the same form and my answers were completely different than my spouse, so I find the whole thing pretty nuts since its so subjective. He also has sensorial hyper sensitivity. All this combined together does makes him sometimes hard to handle. He obviously is a sometime difficult kid, at home and at school. Our next step is to meet a neuropsychologist. My son’s doctor was already ready to prescribe medications but we want to be sure first. We are also considering doing alternative measures before going to medication. Like some sort of brain training (forgot what its called). Our main concern is that the medication would him a different person. While he is sometime difficult, hes also incredibly smart, funny, full of life. We are also concerned about doing something like that to his little brain in development, and to have him rely on meds for all his life. I’d love to hear from some of the people here who went through similar experience with their kids or who have adhd themselves. 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What’s up with that? Does anyone else have the experience of being anxious that you don’t have enough time to do the paper, for example, so you can’t get yourself to start? Any theories on why that happens?",4.9700909090909065,6.422048872727274,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,69.36363636363636,8.40909090909091,30.113636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.4565454545454544,228,9,42,4,4,73,39,55,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515692212972694,0.0,0.0,0.503592479827467,0.0,0.1558461463219224,0.2283716877089505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369034003214315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950478801285187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861915451118403,0.0,0.0,0.4605988979477466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802397929591225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164480428902566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709618104720286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155178387436818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993169149140044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111875070689006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,walmart-cult,2019/01/13,"Does your body take a few days to adjust anytime you get a new medicine, even if it’s the same just a different generic brand? I’ve been taking prescription stimulants for like four months now so I’m still kind of new to it. I’m pretty sure my doctor said it’s just the generic brand of adderall. I only take it as needed so I’ve only had it refilled now three times. I went to get my refill the other day and the pills are different brand I think. Still the same Mg just a different color and name. I’ve tried them maybe four times since I got it refilled but I feel like these new ones make me more jittery and feel kind of weird whereas the other ones didn’t make me feel weird after the first two days. I feel like they also affect my sleep (they keep me up way past when they should have worn off). Could this just be a placebo affect my mind is having? Do you think this will go away after a few more times or should I call my doctor and see if I can get back to the first ones I tried? Thanks for any input! 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Recently, I discovered that I cope with my impulsiveness is by constantly ""screening"" what I'm going to say, do, etc. It's a great way to avoid being impulsive, but holy fuck. By the end of the day, I'm totally mentally spent. Recently, I tried ""disabling"" the screening for a few days. Letting myself just *do* something instead of manually checking that it wasn't stupid, or fit in with social norms. It feels *right, l*ike it's how I'm supposed to think, and the world becomes more vibrant. Like I was more... alive, I suppose. More myself It's freeing. It's fun. But it's an absolute rollercoaster. The highs were wonderful, but the lows... well, now I see why my brain is constantly screening my thoughts. I'd find myself snapping at my family, my friends, my girlfriend. I'd let myself get so excited about something that I stopped caring about almost anything else. I found myself drinking and eating more, neglecting responsibilities, spending more money than responsible, driving like an idiot. The list goes on. When I started screening my thoughts again, I felt a weight. An extra layer of thought lying on top of the impulsiveness like a blanket. It is absolutely exhausting to screen each of my thoughts and impulses, but it works. It certainly works, even if it makes me overthink things to the point of anxiety. Even if it's because I can't trust my brain to do it's fucking job. I just wish it wasn't so fucking tiring. 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I don’t know if thats a revelation to anyone here but it made me realise how in tune i am to whether i have taken my medication or if I’m being hyper. I even know the moment the medication kicks in and can sort of feel how its effecting me. Like i feel like I’m being quite but being really talkative in my head. This is my first post here and idk if it will make sense as i may be using mind altering substances right now, but whatever. 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Neuropsychologist and psychopharmacologist with ADHD here. I occasionally read in this sub a certain disdain for ADHD testing and wanted to clear up some the confusion. 1. Psychological and neuropsychological testing isn’t always required for a diagnosis, but it’s almost always beneficial for treatment planning. Testing can often more accurately identify the specific subtype as well as the specific cognitive challenges that should be focused on during counseling. A test never diagnoses. Only a skilled clinician can do that and sometimes test results keeps all of our biases in check. Furthermore, testing gives us the chance to identify “other stuff” (e.g., anxiety, executive functioning related memory problems, etc.) that often causes real world problems outside of pure ADHD symptoms. 2. It’s true that clinicians like myself generally expect some folks to be drug seeking. However, the real good clinicians understand that drug seeking behavior is common in individuals with ADHD. I always encourage my patients to understand that even if stimulant medication is warranted, it will never be the complete cure and can even make ADHD worse without learning new skills and compensatory strategies. 3. Almost everything that negatively affects the brain can mimic the symptoms of ADHD. And ADHD can co-occur with almost everything that negatively affects the brain. 4. ADHD is a real neurological disorder, but the “real world” doesn’t care. I’ve got ADHD and I can tell you that unless you decide to “own” this thing, you will be sorely disappointed by the rest of the world’s lack of compassion because no one else besides you can overcome it. 5. Don’t underestimate how difficult it is for those who love you. You need help and most of us with ADHD have trouble not getting defensive with others when our ADHD makes their life more difficult. Taking responsibility for your behavior doesn’t mean you have to accept shame. 6. Finally, one of the most common problems with ADHD is mood instability. That’s because the brake pedal for your emotions doesn’t work as well as everyone else’s. This is commonly mistaken for bipolar but can even occur with bipolar. And women with ADHD often have more mood variability than other women around their monthly cycle. 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Hey all! So it’s been a long few months after diagnosis. We’ve titrated (to max) Adderall, Concerta, Focalin - no effect at all. In fact, we started Focalin at the max dose, just to see! No effect at all (not even side effects). I can’t tell I’m taking a drug when I use them. Doc’s a bit surprised, since I have no history of drug use or anything which would make stimulants totally not effective. She ordered the genesight test, and we’re going to continue to test various stimulant preparations. I don’t really like the available non-stimulants (seen numerous friends have horrible experiences with strattera and I’m wary of the heart medicines). What other options do I have/can I ask her about?",3.1311111111111103,5.955530259259263,4.527407407407406,78.63333333333338,79.74074074074073,8.637037037037038,31.962962962962962,9.21078282632365,3.646762962962963,575,31,99,17,15,190,93,135,0.12300000000000001,0.818,0.06,-0.8065,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,4,5,3,0,0,7,0,7,4,1,10,5,25,18,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,2,10,3,14,15,7,13,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,2,7,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796063293397244,0.0,0.20404016793364912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827933988220704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062160072855026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415622056777475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134965308993398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862426759884938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240400788492327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25863475352067805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662899833382017,0.0,0.0,0.19314994778396968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568776780386028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421008772308605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398205676092167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739220047255329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805438577935185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448292482820572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410156711990834,0.0,0.1907656167634192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377006715278622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550430057422168,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlankeneseHamburg,2019/01/13,"How to I tell ADHD guy really bad news that would ruin his life. Will he (38) flip, withdraw, get violent? His mom is a neurologist, his dad a therapist so he has resources but this situation is so bad he is keeping it a secret and wants no one to know. He regrets getting into situation and now distrusts those involved. He has bouts of very low self esteem. I have the info to confirm this dreaded situation is actually happening. Should I disclose directly with clear simple texts? Or should I cushion the revelation slowly. What is the shock threshhold? He tends to send many short texts in response. Ps..situation does involve anything illegal. But when this gets out, even progessive society will shun him for his lack of morals and it will cost him a lot of money for years.",4.35491987179487,6.803314951388893,5.528611111111113,75.15442307692308,73.0972222222222,8.597435897435899,31.21581196581197,9.265573868473778,3.2203254273504283,619,29,105,15,13,205,101,144,0.253,0.727,0.02,-0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,1,7,0,14,1,0,1,1,23,22,10,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,9,0,1,0,0,10,0,13,16,2,9,1,3,0,0,21,5,0,2,3,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.15016657730539978,0.0,0.18493619006008746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266317263799928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569699872357276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346631241227996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016375711592189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411908897946781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523673155097322,0.13607729279088185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677734017931478,0.0,0.0,0.08456949076586351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869136621123612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308249239135067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601213609894676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802246702275201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427438615240063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858071218801727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053242553679212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6918789992237535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449959961601948,0.0,0.0,0.17866879469568614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696871767509038,0.09076355612393393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931331625370312,0.0,0.0,0.09909492519964977 adhd,HeyYouGuysssssssssss,2019/01/13,Asking my dr for different Ritalin dose ? I’m debating emailing my dr and asking her for more Ritalin (I take 20mg twice a day - quantity:60) I wanted to see if she can give me 65 or 70 due to the fact that I feel like I need an extra dose in the late afternoon every now and again. My dilemma is that my next appt isn’t until end of February therefore I would have to email her to ask about changing dose or seeing her for an appt sooner. Do you think this will raise red flags that it’s in the email patient portal app or should just wait until end of February. Just hard getting an appt with her this last minute. And I sometimes finish my medicine a few days early bc I need that late afternoon dose. ,4.6904166666666685,4.971084430555557,5.481944444444448,84.25750000000002,69.27777777777777,8.9,27.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,1.9065888888888884,554,17,116,9,9,181,93,144,0.023,0.958,0.019,0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,8,8,0,1,1,20,23,9,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,19,1,15,20,3,19,0,0,3,0,13,2,0,4,18,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880734282404642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409680020505184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244651941309428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818204931424938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082713796210487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662470316112494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799295002117467,0.12432445716966052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909215837085918,0.16694192963024845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589342478021698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418546999070842,0.3926185992584365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502048280277491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580766626504726,0.0,0.0,0.18507899447034945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27735293480856504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211650716465338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084615520392956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150905637205652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264524841095987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236233239491636,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,positron-spin,2019/01/13,"Do you ever start a Reddit post and then it gets too long to post, so you have to publish a book instead? Lol I'm always writing posts that are meant to be short but then they become a huge essay and I just delete the whole thing and never post it. It might help me to clarify my thoughts, but then I never get the advice that I sought, from others, or share the advice/experience that I wanted to share. It's an important part of communication in friendships and relationships, too. So I'm trying to be mindful, as I speak/type, to start with the TL;DR, and then to elaborate only if needed/asked for. Any tips on how to do this would be greatly appreciated 🙏",3.688863636363635,5.076240462121216,5.023151515151518,82.5597272727273,72.4090909090909,7.40121212121212,23.806060606060605,7.908726449838941,1.1574187878787878,519,14,104,7,10,173,87,132,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,8,3,0,0,8,1,9,0,0,1,3,22,18,17,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,16,11,2,18,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,10,78,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009229347080278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363192699487186,0.0,0.0,0.11140967945761784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531584692116756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093681376359336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819316416735862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025668958074593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118830618554012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062260455840345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981146195544987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449839540444197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379721208607302,0.16542109469349842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271082374969084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459971887283355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741138582786248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276135058499607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589157389675453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319187297838761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884104158423917,0.0,0.0,0.1300623248238704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122947795143004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663088508106224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290978853161172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637977787381967,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aloneman97,2019/01/13,Any ADHD individual who became a teacher? Just curious. I want to know how much this disorder affected your teaching.,4.275833333333331,7.690396250000003,7.070000000000004,56.24833333333334,86.5,10.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,9.725611199111238,6.038666666666668,95,6,12,4,3,34,20,20,0.212,0.627,0.161,-0.2789,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722483030868017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32380315625556577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457172891404555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616834896834224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500302559817435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084979450030484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,creedisagoodband,2019/01/13,"I cringe every time I think about the times I've become hyperactive [26M] I don't take medication, I was only diagnosed by my psychologist when I was 23. I've always just lived with my ADHD. Probably the most disruptive symptom for me is when I become hyperactive. I'm fairly well spoken, and I'm a thinker for sure, so I tend to rant. Maybe not intelligibly all the time, but it's something I do. It's really hard for me to be aware when I'm doing it, and I kinda get high off the moment. Especially when my anxiety level is high. I can most always recognize when I've done it, but only when it's already over, and might have weirded people out. Its upsetting that I have trouble calming down, because I feel like I steer people away from me as a result. Just sharing some of my challenges. Have a great Sunday everyone 😀",2.9888571428571424,4.81617405454546,5.24036796536797,78.48340909090909,75.12121212121212,8.108225108225108,25.725108225108233,8.841846274778883,2.0878744588744587,649,23,124,14,14,227,102,165,0.107,0.764,0.129,0.6749,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,1,7,0,14,3,0,1,2,21,22,13,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,2,20,7,16,17,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,12,84,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825302909122005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285814495736312,0.0,0.260677087283373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983056455195515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471701474509027,0.0,0.0,0.09548740037162284,0.3459971698203113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898815134166475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029896807529512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197749035708378,0.14967797299614244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920281141268118,0.11190494843988104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081838886479894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726981609846264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032030430134784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33100136888617626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652728160634283,0.0,0.13831759802484325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736776359416246,0.0,0.0,0.15780015541089473,0.0,0.166172218504439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382663273087951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171914316985443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888637688516572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003487617720161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059052686872995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763306280156913,0.16281082941962813,0.11777515530729896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003697541736779,0.0,0.0,0.2740173170519398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408398092810242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hugepillsderr,2019/01/13,Dr Russell Barkley - intention deficit disorder. Is it right? I have been wondering if I have adhd for about 2 years now as the workload has increased from school and I have begun to struggle to complete tasks even though the work is not ‘hard’ at all. I was just wondering how legit Dr Russell Barkley is and specifically this video: https://youtu.be/JowPOqRmxNs because in my mind this is how most people are but this describes me pretty well. I’m probably going to see a doctor next week anyway after parents evening but I’m interested to see what you guys know :),5.2931372549019615,7.874946352941179,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,70.76470588235293,7.670588235294117,31.92156862745098,8.515128840125781,2.771403921568628,456,21,76,8,9,141,77,102,0.049,0.8029999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9136,1,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,3,0,11,3,0,3,1,16,19,9,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,3,7,2,11,17,3,11,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,4,6,54,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223387765123292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330875826764945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488826466824866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130308905288903,0.19025275795995072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455397168768378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563805613820892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404723314833973,0.0,0.0,0.16650908264593914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021530157708073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876825576784118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768206150925152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639416428824306,0.0,0.0,0.1288635533921636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891035065410092,0.20040660420856266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873775230082812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811722223373814,0.29623945210801245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943187659316472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826229900644484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909913892969887,0.0,0.16712554580162148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031508722729581,0.13532050774145307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969855044714164 adhd,HalfBakedIndividual,2019/01/13,"This comment thread on askreddit genuinely made me feel like shit about myself. https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/afdwye/comment/edyb26d?st=JQUUZWKV&sh=d9175667 What do you guys think?",25.8619298245614,34.61244010526316,9.858947368421052,35.659298245614046,42.68421052631579,6.743859649122808,27.385964912280702,7.793537801064563,2.5418280701754385,178,4,14,2,3,37,19,19,0.16899999999999998,0.725,0.107,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46122326019672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523620534247667,0.3041053219152406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214893558918472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079653664350493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027879732284839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43695360516186105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275805787925284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BigPwithADHD,2019/01/13,"""Haha I also have adhd then"" Did you ever hear that phrase? Most likely from People who think either you don't have adhd, don't actually understand adhd or just believe it doesn't exist. ""Oh I Forgot things too now I have a calendar"" ""Once I forgot where I placed my keys too, that's not an illness that's normal"" All that crap. Well, a fellow adhd brain i know had a awesome metaphor for this. He said it like: ""It's like blood pressure. Every person has blood pressure. Some higher than others. But than there is people with extreme blood pressure. These people need treatment."" Mind was blown Thanks for your precious attention ",2.9862581486310305,5.754544796610169,3.6500000000000017,85.06090612777055,79.84745762711864,4.986701434159062,20.941329856584094,6.297961479604792,0.5096106910039118,498,14,84,4,13,157,84,118,0.075,0.738,0.187,0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,0,9,11,1,3,4,1,11,6,5,0,2,19,20,4,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,12,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,2,10,7,6,14,4,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,3,6,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.14263939725695685,0.0,0.7026646582620173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689091820682325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468187579237206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631724169301583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322178009483677,0.12315328816714916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474255309754088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033039978421871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423167705678356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475885442741869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838211065185813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321412191151325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566471079592648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040045567964256,0.1276287197652714,0.15271500029612686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390397414021428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457234127090684,0.0,0.0,0.09710787438849816,0.09365889005445403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521665914833293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142305987834185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stavthem8,2019/01/13,Feels to depressed to get the help i need I have alot on my mind lately and i need to talk to it to people but ita hard for me to open up to my friends and family. I just get depressed and do nothing hoping it would go away but it just doesnt. I just wanna lay in bed and do nothing forever. ,1.3738461538461555,2.276581769230773,3.4584615384615383,93.42153846153849,77.46153846153847,6.430769230769231,22.23076923076923,6.742157984588678,0.3242923076923079,225,6,55,2,5,77,41,65,0.16,0.755,0.085,-0.6367,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,12,6,0,5,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,13,11,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526232047634908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946750936551404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159904714397538,0.0,0.11584809330052645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177014697021023,0.0,0.2394076368611321,0.0,0.13021208209600876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524321567274675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357183672654973,0.0,0.0,0.22756419828717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25845318350770163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313421649527204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33977368966747723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396865680799789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884040474514846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415501564097334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275765687521065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kirnwaza,2019/01/13,"Sensory overload How is this for you ? I feel like it my biggest struggle, i cant smoke nor drink and medication is hellish I feel slugish if i do anyone of this. When im myself on nothing it okey but i alway end up feeling like a maniac dealing with the overwhelming sensation. I was in a walmart earlier with my mother and i had to get out because i was loosing it and feel i can't be around normie without feeling wrong all the time, like i was at 1000kmh will they live at 100.. Soon i'll be in the army and i can't wait, it the only kind of people that make me feel normal, it like they live at the same speed cause they know they can die someday but right now i feel like shit..",0.4470431034482765,2.588464648275864,2.348512931034481,94.36621767241378,85.27586206896551,5.280172413793104,22.165948275862064,6.6274283507984215,0.4342499999999996,534,19,120,6,16,177,92,145,0.10400000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.145,0.6226,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,4,0,5,12,3,2,7,1,14,3,1,3,1,27,25,10,1,2,4,1,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,8,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,7,21,6,16,18,2,17,1,1,0,0,7,11,1,1,11,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260595753792496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103029666714549,0.0,0.0,0.13117162048294728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982242572507652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136774752328494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191008335218628,0.0,0.0,0.15292473124429748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443456712992804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305072503420131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215276604402046,0.3157979130353479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698363630860584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916192696246714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534410405735606,0.0809790153201743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599357633193317,0.0,0.2602232781854991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835642973331744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843835609344833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437048245110434,0.1413850923497566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206535838335173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215306504282606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258350209092139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125136661463082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540408983977651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859202366402717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203892952086064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611027186206133,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jimmybeam382,2019/01/13,"Getting off Adderall (Timeline) Hi Everyone, I was prescribed Adderall maybe 2.5 yrs ago. I never abused it ( took 10-20mg /day). I just don't feel myself. I feel terrible anxiety, no appetite or thirst! I really don't feel like myself at all, and I get the feelings that it has permanently changed me for the worse(anxiety). Sometimes I would have stopped in the middle of the month, or tapered down because I first started noticing these around a yr ago, but always felt better by the time my appt came around to change my mind and not tell my Doctor. . This time I'm realizing that it ends. I want my old life back with feelings, normalcy, and just be plain old me. 2.5 years ago seems so far away, I am wondering how I long it has taken everyone to get back to their old selves. Reading up on it shows how it changes the dopamine in your brain (wish my doctor would have explained some of this before handing this out and upping my dose in the beginning).I will keep up and let others know how and when I am feeling back to myself. 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My psychiatrist prescribed me Concerta against ADHD and I take it every morning. (Except on the weekend when I wake really late to prevent insomnia). And many people say the Concerta feels euphoric to them. For me the first 20 minutes after kick in feel horrible. I'm focused in school but very nervous and it doesn't feel good at all. After the 20 minutes the extrem nervousity goes away but I'm still focused so it works great for focus and also calms down later but it doesn't help with prograstination at all. Sorry for maybe being of topic I really can't understand why some people can get addicted to Concerta (I also felt euphoric when I took Ritalin LA and it kicked in) ,4.0146488294314375,6.550481869565222,5.2239130434782615,76.51690635451507,74.5072463768116,8.304124860646603,28.73132664437012,9.057496981413335,2.9140952062430334,590,25,97,14,13,195,89,138,0.095,0.7509999999999999,0.154,0.9009999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,1,2,6,0,6,4,1,0,2,19,17,13,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,5,9,3,21,14,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,9,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550839397934686,0.2155332868038736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868382065602029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849697321010154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981657093958128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110270691583505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720409177524149,0.0,0.17219568898369986,0.0,0.0,0.15254754420192715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369838178185952,0.0,0.0,0.1504229007182436,0.0,0.19772432051526026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706231875864872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202086347553918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230469987127803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182384131399004,0.18017235360387987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866523192539444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978114674522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261933084479714,0.0,0.18150288217474425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195522783113705,0.0,0.0,0.2007578051256008,0.0,0.0,0.1432221244044336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348422729225701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925468651507328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670052759030087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797528289565093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182755003434726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056253904231094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mpiqua,2019/01/13,"Constant change in Interests Hello everyone. How do you usually settle on a hobby and avoid engaging in multiple ones? Is there any techniques that can useful? I have a clear problem of jumping from one activity to another impulsively and have never been able to focus on one hobby. Even if I manage to focus on one let's say art, I jump around in the different activities or techniques under it and never finish one. (For example, from silk screening, to jewelery making, to embroidery to drawing to another and so on, I get the materials settle down do my research and loose interest soon after and do another thing).",5.028571428571425,7.596814714285718,7.004785714285713,64.79021428571431,71.5,10.551428571428572,33.52142857142857,10.577609850970193,4.727640000000001,496,25,72,17,10,173,77,112,0.061,0.826,0.113,0.7236,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,3,3,17,12,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,5,1,3,6,3,22,10,0,19,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,2,7,64,9,2,0.16563516906367876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126375948352681,0.5210487502791114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745041716177004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522004642972064,0.0,0.0,0.17899277478600095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730534980228745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940046702407588,0.0,0.0,0.15827150217957578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653753949627861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693731824936554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056276152817196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554961069323694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611933861470842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849048727574294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171973454832833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004064640611286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305560509372164,0.1824237379632173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrakeHunteK7,2019/01/13,"I fucked up majorly (and even that is a huge understatement) I am really struggling to find a reason to get off of bed and continue living. &#x200B; Today I found out, after being out of Canada for almost an year, that my study permit is most likely cancelled and everything I've worked for for an entire year has gone down the toilet. &#x200B; Almost an year ago, I decided to take a break from my studies in Montreal, Canada and return to my home country because I really, really did not feel like studying. I was constantly depressed and my grades continued to degrade as I could not find the willpower to get up and go to class and study. I talked with my parents, who were funding the whole thing, and I told them I could not continue anymore. I told them that if I take a break and work on my game development at home, maybe I could find a job through my portfolio alone so I wouldn't have to study. In my mind, I thought I'd maybe get a job in Canada through work permit or work freelance. They agreed and I came back to my home country. Before leaving, I made sure to ask my advisors if it was okay to leave and I think they said it would be okay as long as it was not too much of a break. &#x200B; I went to Canada for two reasons: To find quality education and mainly to secure a future for my family in Canada by eventually getting PR. I really do not want to live in this shitty country anymore. &#x200B; Flash forward to now. Since my home education in game development wasn't exactly panning out, I decided I'd go back to continue studying. But yesterday, after inquiring with friends and on the internet, I realized that my study permit is now invalid and I'm gonna have to get a new one. If I get a new one, and it's a big if, it's gonna make it almost impossible for me to get PR as my one-year long break might seem suspicious to a Visa Officer, I guess. &#x200B; So almost 100,000 Saudi Riyal my parents spent and one barely successful year in university are wasted. I feel like a massive gigantic failure of a human being. My parents probably thought that I would be the one who would make them proud and secure a future for them in Canada, but now they just think of me as a failure and a burden. I cost them a fortune and all that effort of theirs that I wasted. I can't bring myself to look them in the eye. Or look anyone in the eye. &#x200B; A month ago, I decided to get some groceries. When I got back in the car and started to drive, I noticed the car wasn't moving smoothly and I could here screeching noises. The car had started acting weird a long time back and I thought it finally went to shit. So my stupid ass decided to drag the car almost half a mile to home, all while burning rubber in the process. When I reached home, I looked down only to find out that I had forgotten to unlock the handbrakes. So I destroyed my tires and damaged the brakes a bit. The repair cost was big. Of course my Dad paid for that. &#x200B; There has been a throbbing, but subtle pain in my heart since yesterday. I have no respect for myself. I see no reason to continue living as I will just fuck up even more and I am costing my parents a lot. I have no idea what to do. The only reason I am posting here is maybe I am trying to blame my stupidity on the fact that I \*\*think\*\* I have ADHD. I can't pay attention to anything to save my life. I can't do anything that doesn't immediately result in instant gratification. All kinds of rejection hurt the shit out of me, rendering me unable to function properly in the real world. &#x200B; This is the lowest point in my life and I have never felt worse. I am sorry for the rant and I understand that this is a really long post. I understand completely if you want to just not read it. I thought I'd vent to feel a little better but it is not really working. 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It says a lot of things the psychologist didn't say in person, and I'm still feeling down about their perception of me. To have a doctor repeatedly put in writing how weird you are just hurts. My question is on one specific comment she made. Toward the end of the packet, she writes that I don't meet the criteria for autism. Is that normal for the doctor to also test for ASD? I only asked to be tested for ADD (found out during diagnosis it's not called that anymore). 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He commented on my driving saying I am so focused on my driving that I am, ""The type of bitch to kill someone with my driving."" My roommate said I really need Adderall. I know I shouldn't be so sensitive but I think she is right. I don't think I am distracted, more like zoned out. I get so lost in my own fantasies and thoughts that so much time passes by and I don't know how I got to the moment I am at. I have been her roommate for a year and I don't remember a year passing. Her boyfriend moved in and I don't even remember them going on their first date. I was always accused of zoning out or blacking out and my dad would constantly get on my case about needing to pay attention and focus. I don't want to go to a doctor because I am about to be 27 and I have done just fine with my life so far but I am scared I will end up hurting someone because of this. What if one day I get so lost in my own thoughts, something bad happens?",1.5283936651583687,3.2850444977375624,3.242576923076925,91.49617307692313,79.13574660633483,6.229954751131222,26.88710407239819,7.1686216300943375,1.2388495927601821,818,35,180,10,20,272,120,221,0.161,0.79,0.049,-0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,4,12,12,2,3,6,0,22,2,0,3,0,34,44,19,1,6,5,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,12,0,0,9,1,1,10,6,10,0,2,11,3,39,2,30,28,4,36,0,4,1,0,12,15,1,2,12,128,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353848851976997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393121222242145,0.1663590033763231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474554788350266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799985909701652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966378101616986,0.0,0.13963714829115895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208554318424532,0.0,0.0,0.09012485710161923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606548380012224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387066051495368,0.0,0.2326454107314401,0.0,0.10913264275702043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066351475815487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29214807325045944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096324760447635,0.0,0.14998023237864094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637965307752146,0.0666632574014123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979056249747379,0.0,0.0,0.12911360577872766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502623459347866,0.10030747296133824,0.202353955475355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246299418767408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741425535447818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30914565364504937,0.11652874267929805,0.1297965202549399,0.1085116231818169,0.1366116469073262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312296422265959,0.10504694749481053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486508385897762,0.0,0.2166543259720328,0.07956590362568534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048256596854321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649180685563882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099338238051601,0.0,0.0,0.09693115345343928,0.0,0.0,0.1757404446260031 adhd,JoeyL97,2019/01/13,"Parents can’t accept adhd, need advice Hi guys, I’m currently travelling in Wellington, New Zealand (from the UK) and around a month ago I went to the doctors after reading up about hyperthyroidism symptoms thinking I might have Graves’ disease. After talking over my symptoms and school life my GP told me that it’s much more likely I have adhd than Graves’ disease but I should get a blood test anyway and then we can discuss paying $400+ bucks for a psychiatric evaluation. Fast-forward a month, the blood test came back all fine and after paying up and sitting with the psychiatrist to discuss my life she also backed up the GP and said she believed I had adhd. I was given some forms to fill in myself and emailed forms over to my parents to fill out about my youth. The problem is they don’t believe me. My form has 2s and 3s all over the shop from my own life experience but they have decided I was too good as a child and have decided to circle 0 on every single topic. Even ones such as ‘Prefers an active life’ even though I spent the last year and a half as an outdoor-instructor? I feel as though I have been living a double life, school vs home and as harsh as it sounds I really don’t believe they spent enough time with me to have REALLY seen my behaviour. All that aside, does anyone have any similar experience of this and can I still be treated if I have to hand in the form like that? TLDR: Parents don’t believe the doctors who diagnosed me with ADHD, what do? PS: It’s also worth noting that I have 3 brothers who all have the same personality/traits with my youngest brother having the most intense adhd symptoms.",7.146710307947633,6.584219636363637,7.1903042596348925,76.9336511156187,64.23510971786834,9.637543794947447,33.49824820210216,8.841846274778883,2.7033992624008847,1300,47,244,17,17,418,175,319,0.024,0.894,0.081,0.938,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,0,15,9,0,0,21,0,27,14,3,0,4,41,40,26,2,5,4,5,2,2,0,2,11,2,1,2,11,20,0,0,6,3,7,5,4,3,0,2,12,5,34,6,40,25,17,34,0,2,1,0,22,12,0,4,18,180,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057320697389635,0.08224216901893854,0.07460456822307206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460870201075284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723307155925165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884805350541757,0.0,0.0,0.07492205678932637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943082369517586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792871830450423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625894991104014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542269649539648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228682332450565,0.07365076619996437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696188269864374,0.0,0.11117646407421322,0.0,0.0709101464974568,0.0,0.0,0.1646532442652398,0.0,0.0,0.042554854961160564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397119094912793,0.0,0.0,0.0705911240388589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333364909082425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442138579511167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860329354399723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29723068037091194,0.08223464069631227,0.0,0.07431662105849048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892826218022164,0.0,0.0,0.13435467080662922,0.0,0.061868781392281275,0.062405084414765076,0.0,0.08128422029277174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703037476059113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803559483123726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053170358421981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418481297204564,0.0,0.10783271266697676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800573706031538,0.0,0.0,0.17035295035304207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721191188753659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624297461850914,0.0,0.06764625776483332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392763533472672,0.16537754911731595,0.0,0.04907556089658639,0.0,0.0,0.0804204335442507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801905197315198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541975928081612 adhd,ruinedbyadhd,2019/01/13,"i need urgent help & advice hi guys , i\`m a 20 yo f , living in the middle east . i\`m currently in my 2nd year at a french university i learnt the french language in approx 9 months through an intensive course . i always knew that i was different and my childhood with adhd was a very painful struggle . i tried to convince my parents about adhd but they weren't responsive fast forward until the time i moved out to uni . i started therapy in 2016 , and i recently started meds 2 months ago i\`m currently on concerta . my question is during those years , i\`v been constantly procrastinating on assignments or not giving them in all together . i had a very very huge fear from written work , and submitting it . the same went for exams quizzes midterms etc,. i keep on running away . sitting down and studying makes me so anxious . i don\`t understand what\`s going and why am i doing this and running away . it\`s very frustrating and i\`v been quite suicidal over the past years. why am i running away? why can\`t i study even if my life depends on it why am i so scared of writing and when i do , getting my thoughts down on paper is such a pain in the ass i\`m really confused and i need advice there\`s no one around that i can talk to or who can understand not even friends or therapists im losing it . i currently have my final exams . for the past 3 exams i did almost nothing . and for today\`s exam i couldnt even get my self to go to the exam . i\`m seriously thinking of giving uo on studying all together leaving the educational system .. &#x200B;",3.6727446183953054,6.1903345034246575,4.520293542074366,81.22876712328768,75.54109589041096,7.4590998043052865,29.94911937377691,8.418075326091056,2.560780430528375,1233,57,217,24,28,397,177,292,0.196,0.7759999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9951,5,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,3,9,11,1,4,15,0,18,4,1,2,2,38,37,19,1,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,8,13,0,1,6,0,0,8,5,9,0,1,11,0,32,2,36,25,4,55,0,1,0,1,14,25,1,8,22,139,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828163539951545,0.17748484055522992,0.08050115928189204,0.0,0.09093713421901484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556454894521895,0.19679392979590732,0.11034898803769394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259400610564944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808437414890003,0.0,0.0,0.25596831527213765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813770548592324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488133385597368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128165042847376,0.17994543342323066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021910329393348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948233225965902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016269525574398,0.0,0.09489316621540468,0.1742341876434624,0.10322341351840572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992016868113308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087073085705474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809473749634452,0.0,0.0,0.08071968361151001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615894656351726,0.0,0.0,0.06414463594899322,0.0,0.0,0.08019045336785953,0.0,0.0,0.10159767161883153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061907102973586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087391614067463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449737866256531,0.09652094320747898,0.0,0.13467490691593625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713851223487863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061537937848268866,0.0,0.1932650641918236,0.0,0.10083823456689507,0.0,0.1733845372651526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017324987470282,0.09659190073507933,0.0,0.0,0.058177793833261736,0.0,0.08966789995504174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092068789887156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473884037904287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128557277446243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493854328361556,0.0,0.099335810453878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299287832975726,0.0,0.0,0.10385375923486367,0.10544208975096532,0.0,0.058189964303473625,0.0,0.07209619677232364,0.052954391918356096,0.0,0.08608108300178959,0.0,0.0,0.0616567660168209,0.0,0.0,0.18908121848226192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997243463239213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418551677872438,0.3277821518709321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611369632664213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034898803769394,0.17544377597492594 adhd,APizzaWithEverything,2019/01/13,"Just found this subreddit, I have ADHD, and it’s really bad I’m constantly in a state of either going 100mph an hour, or not moving at all for hours(except for fidgeting like a madman)at work, I’ll be going to get something, and forget on the way(around 10-20 feet or so) can not focus on anything, doctors around my area will not prescribe medication (haven’t been to the doctors in years, can’t afford it, no insurance, make too much to get Medicaid, don’t make enough to afford my own insurance), basically can not function in society, I’m currently a shut in, constantly fidgeting, repeat myself all the time and don’t realize I’ve done it, I’m aggressive at times, impulsive, absent minded(going to get me killed one day) act before thinking(gets me into trouble often) Is there anyway I can get a doctor to actually fix me? I’m broken and I’m tired of it I have one community health center that goes on income, and the doctors there do not prescribe anything that works, as of the last time I went Adderall XR works like a charm Ritalin didn’t work(haven’t taken this since the 5th grade, it may work now) Straterra(sp?) made me throw up(do they still even make this?) Vyvanse made absolutely no difference(last thing I was prescribed) Tried going to college, failed and dropped out, my inattentiveness is gonna get me fired from my job(requires high accuracy, been lucky so far)",5.639305754659024,7.361517354085606,6.030788449723534,75.91668441531846,68.06614785992218,9.301576899447062,31.036043415932827,9.682069395223575,3.1096739299610903,1108,45,191,25,19,356,156,257,0.125,0.835,0.040999999999999995,-0.9676,5,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,5,12,9,2,0,12,0,20,9,1,5,2,31,42,11,1,0,9,0,1,2,0,3,8,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,2,0,0,7,12,5,0,2,10,1,16,4,26,28,6,39,0,1,0,0,1,17,0,5,15,119,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.10054135579138312,0.0,0.12382073039941024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956803151416194,0.1834351497517018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602483781004923,0.0,0.0,0.08767001548102331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267530387059212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644512472446278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218178276344118,0.0,0.10543434761805112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645640722578367,0.0,0.06804962453734767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296588389175052,0.0,0.0,0.3229701242396903,0.0,0.23421481945150804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951491536572737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885570196809773,0.0,0.0,0.1014627245026927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224029731295348,0.0,0.11398622587373508,0.0,0.0,0.16796462836156253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066944420200734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949768949092222,0.20631779592353974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379078942017783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950342812775693,0.07573810481178099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963011405334333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600295908793402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522658049013579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931668982017058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227902202989769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844783094148102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023096097443025,0.11841657791803074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994986809857158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177955456441495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550883341619493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750313741963016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634724124633973 adhd,Merlinial,2019/01/13,"I love talking to people with ADHD I have a good handful of friends who also have ADHD and they always have something going on. All my ADHD friends are always doing such cool things even when they think they aren't. I went to dinner with one recently who told me her life was ""boring with nothing happening,"" and then immediately talked for 20 minutes about her new crafting projects and the miniature model contest she submitted to. My other friends are starting Twitch streams, strategizing for their Etsy stores, rekindling their love for Star Trek, the list goes on. I love this about us. We may not finish much, but we're always doing things, and I think it's wonderful.",8.110348432055751,8.424954390243906,6.996190476190478,76.2,62.00813008130082,8.979790940766552,34.64459930313589,8.418075326091056,2.8285526132404177,542,21,90,6,7,164,85,123,0.013000000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9581,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,5,1,6,9,0,0,3,1,10,7,1,0,1,15,21,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,3,2,18,8,14,17,2,10,0,0,0,3,21,2,0,2,6,66,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043342242841956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186386918527856,0.3491799766473321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923909765706391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32421828268538433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949836624214009,0.11732668315149322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236975050332852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880304452889532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787478617332959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282962639021499,0.0,0.0,0.13509925064029854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422089278627408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478790429606188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697681249862017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811695056022175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768827132637776,0.0,0.0,0.0990094512200132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486427746326432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586324282670105,0.17926193045300684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336635852427849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826125045151272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967234500466315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516964475986867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bonelessfishhook,2019/01/13,"Socially anxious extrovert Is this a common problem with fellow ADHD people? I think I’ve been in denial about how badly my social anxiety clashes with my desperate desire for attention, lol, and I’m 99% sure these are even more exaggerated by my ADHD. How do y’all manage/overcome this? 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Their input, their crying, their laughter, their neediness, just about everything they do- make an already somewhat overwhelming task way more difficult. And it often makes me irritable. &#x200B; I love my children with all my heart, and I feel bad for admitting this, but it's true. It's like sometimes when your phone interferes with the radio signal in your car and makes the audio all fuzzy- it's like that, in my brain. 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A story I hope you relate to. I bus tables at a restaurant and something that happens often is a server will ask me to run drinks to one of their tables when they get busy. This happens probably 4 or 5 times each shift. This is how that goes every single time without exception. ""Hey could you run a Coke w/ Lemon, a Dr. Pepper, an unsweet tea, and a water w/ no ice to table 14 for me?"" Me: Yeah! Server: \*Leaves to go do something\* My Brain: ""COKE LEMON DR PEPPER UNSWEET TEA WATER NO ICE COKE LEMON DR PEPPER WATER NO ICE UNSWEET TEA COKE LEMON DR PEPPER UNSWEET TEA WATER NO ICE"" ... (until I have them made barring distractions) I struggle so hard to remember all the right drinks, that even when I remember them right, I NEVER remember the table number. EVER. So then I have all the drinks ready running around like a madman trying to find the server to ask them again which table they were going to even though they told me like 45 seconds ago. By the time I bring them the drinks it would probably have been faster for the server to just do it themselves. If I remember all of the drinks I'll forget the table number and if I try to remember the table number I forget the drink. This happened to me today and I was literally asked to bring only a pink lemonade nothing else. At least I didn't leave my car running for the whole shift this time. &#x200B;",2.3017752100840347,4.716084786764707,3.2956302521008425,88.73676470588238,79.80882352941177,5.356302521008403,21.478991596638657,6.5431188927421005,0.497941806722689,1090,32,207,10,28,348,135,272,0.08,0.8540000000000001,0.066,-0.7104,0,0,8,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,8,1,13,6,0,3,21,1,14,24,1,2,5,31,28,15,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,6,19,0,6,7,0,9,7,3,0,2,6,2,31,3,26,19,7,29,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,5,16,136,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664831777643348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368761768169236,0.10506760867633344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697450376070031,0.2425066250291679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652644763870924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903734945223572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082320265935143,0.0,0.0,0.07223259161881464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422207983485383,0.07821490225036354,0.07285268947685779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902982767427602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517575662122384,0.0,0.09828306911235583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293890618930991,0.0,0.07745799324494877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588184547753777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311342492443985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448741172893047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181774186002405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668915023256035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296800239803494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058592689317475674,0.06576251264232087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645341321155307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897547228761221,0.14768573041244554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331339788936472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807894370651905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849539863291618,0.0,0.20167983147685975,0.0,0.08196118246392586,0.08262350540770214,0.0,0.11741166057437225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965379969515882,0.0,0.08335168898817337,0.0,0.0629494488107201,0.0,0.0,0.061424108200024474,0.0,0.10506760867633344,0.0 adhd,the_gay_cousin,2019/01/13,"Made some thing new. No, it's not a coping mechanism. It's a crappy power rangers spin off. It's called color ninjas. I made it in the car, explaining to my friend how their brother hater power rangers, and I couldn't think of the name of the show. So I just said color ninjas. The end.",0.5066585956416461,2.8130258644067823,2.09714285714286,95.03932203389832,86.96610169491525,4.727360774818402,16.90314769975787,6.1826913282559595,-0.3709970944309924,222,5,48,2,7,72,42,59,0.149,0.7959999999999999,0.055,-0.6597,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,11,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,5,1,5,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628951111750744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30036840301372353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201089393437266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6417857597936606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32753373872328084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225901633990085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530281450763145,0.21730072525847252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lightfeathers,2019/01/13,"Boyfriend thinks I'm faking symptoms, what do I do? I'm just really hurt... he told me he thinks I ""placebo'd"" myself into thinking I have certain ADHD symptoms despite actually having them. He says he gets it but constantly gets mad over things I've told him I can't control (I still try to improve on them though). I feel like he actually doesn't believe me. I'm honestly really upset and I'm starting to feel like maybe I'm just not the right person for him. Argument started because I said I was upset that people take advantage of ADHD meds that we need to be ""normal"" and he thinks it should be legal for anyone to have if they wanted. He thinks it's hypocritical that caffeine is legal but other stimulants are not because ""they're similar"". I honestly don't know, usually we're fine but I'm starting to feel like maybe he's just too different and isn't willing to work with my ADHD (maybe because he thinks I'm faking?) Any advice?",2.7271051051051067,5.062318470270268,4.555630630630631,80.70683933933934,77.81081081081079,7.13813813813814,26.493993993994003,8.167268648758528,2.024795795795796,747,30,135,14,18,253,99,185,0.107,0.731,0.162,0.8299,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,3,6,14,1,2,1,0,16,2,0,2,1,32,44,8,0,5,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,9,6,0,1,10,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,5,19,8,13,36,0,10,0,1,0,0,20,4,0,1,9,73,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.20825335545612175,0.0,0.384708596443778,0.10426887840729117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256165845909528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460917688162094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951353662268661,0.0,0.0,0.12021767434556754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530797163826573,0.11967642077293375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148186213539236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185663816442092,0.2286858057862073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149576469566652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422770456100526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864114551065714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638900068996012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32159233638929025,0.0,0.11852291230772788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911887826476811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045462263944056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397438370732577,0.09316889181677504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671327178654805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091123728070764,0.10149893103020484,0.08485446093372936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657467119694896,0.0,0.08521310602240208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218104217649256,0.08022733182204456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088869229510858,0.4102256143230741,0.1048350971643172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391846437698302,0.0,0.07244429235401831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751821395225515,0.0,0.06293615881481368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768101142355381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,azonibas,2019/01/13,"How do I make my Dad stop feeling guilty he didnt catch my ADHD I have the typical ADHD story. Bright girl who goes to college and life falls apart. Goes to a shrink for anxiety and depression, leaves with an ADHD diagnosis! My personal ADHD journey caused me a lot of depression and low self worth. However, my father is a doctor and when he got the suspicion I might have ADHD when I was younger he brushed it off. And apparently was satisfied with just labeling me as lazy in my teen years. Since I got diagnosed, it feels like he’s walking on eggshells around me and has apologized twice! The thing is, my dad is a really great dad. And I hate seeing him like this. Anyone else have similar experience? 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I'm on medication (2 x 2 5mg Aspen dexamfetamine \[IR\] daily). My ADHD always seems to know what to do to stop me from being productive. Example: 1. Need to clean room for real estate inspection on Monday. 2. Take my first dose for the day. 3. ADHD senses potential productivity approaching. Suddenly need to use the facilities, and do so. 4. Take a shower afterwards. Meticulously clean every part of body, taking 20 minutes. 5. Having quite forgotten what I was doing, sit down. 6. Remember, but be unable to get up because my focus has already worn off. Write this post instead. This seems to happen *every time*, and other people with ADHD play into it. My dad must have a subconscious ESP for ADHD, because about a dozen times in a row every time I've dosed and sat down to do something he immediately has to have an urgent, un-delayable, detailed and lengthy conversation with me about something, and by the time he's done, despite my protests, I can no longer focus on what it was I was originally intending to do. Similarly, I intended to get ahead of my studies over the summer. I've *just* managed to get into a routine of studying when suddenly my boyfriend's emotional state dips through the floor and he needs me there every second of every day. Because some of my studies are practical and require a couple of hours of intense, single-minded focus, I can't do them when I'm around him because it's practically impossible to avoid any social interaction with your lover for that long. By the time he recovers, my routine is completely broken and there's now a mental block on it preventing me from trying to put it back together.",3.9501938966618937,6.404981968051121,5.621866255370716,73.9803194888179,74.36741214057507,8.27890272116338,28.36498843230142,9.035553425615538,2.826731497190701,1328,55,220,31,29,451,185,313,0.068,0.8690000000000001,0.063,-0.3893,1,1,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,1,5,12,4,1,1,14,0,23,5,1,4,1,36,41,12,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,0,12,14,0,5,4,1,0,3,2,2,0,4,6,0,22,2,50,32,2,44,0,0,0,1,13,15,0,3,23,146,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551725743067187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195437681840626,0.0,0.15375133171404254,0.0,0.0,0.06282819218767527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224645742073235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104200809588658,0.0,0.2252797147927225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262417468463353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686888584817968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222749134455833,0.0,0.11916747970850833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454678226925027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392602351831974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38921170844256864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785866666579594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480947957577514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169994301154065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098528457493507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077498555695132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176201361657386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307294435407583,0.09310712881937516,0.0,0.0932873012461405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551746727623432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260567969489589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004908639302787,0.0,0.06405141358709025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848383317564996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287720811259202,0.0,0.0982678622324305,0.0,0.10515975216143003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465956646335403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821630092473874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417970622762704,0.0,0.1422522730431619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724196057268153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839676198668813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693660053293325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272656964537557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979507253770211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blackdynomitesnewbag,2019/01/13,"Wish I Could Take Meds I consider myself fortunate. I've got a number of tricks to help function like a normal human being, having a routine, writing everything down. I loose focus easily, but I make up for it by working quickly or during a hyper focus period. I've tried a couple different meds. The only one that's ever made a difference is Adderal. When I take it, I have that focus that I need to accomplish tasks without switching to doing something else or giving up. I took some today from my stash. I got so much done that I've been putting off for months. Not even every complicated or difficult stuff. I just hadn't brought myself to do it. Not that I wasn't doing other things, but for whatever reason I was able to pick up that which I had put off. Although racing a little, I thought clearly and linearly instead of all over the place. I did start to go down some focus rabbit holes, but nothing unmanageable. Allas, meds are not something I can take daily. Or even weekly. First and foremost I can't sleep when I take meds. The does that doesn't cause insomnia is sub threshold for me. Second, the withdrawal at the end of the day is miserable. Randomly freezing at the end of a sentence before starting the next one. Skipping steps in fairly simple tasks. The weirdest side effect of all is that my dyslexia gets noticeably worse. Words are hard to find, simple spelling is difficult, every sentence is read with an error. I never have trouble with rotating letters, but I misread an 'a' as an 'e'. The word ""read"" is making me dizzy. This is the most bizarre experience.",3.995630769230772,6.173543240000001,5.0760000000000005,79.22146153846154,73.26666666666667,7.415384615384617,28.205128205128197,8.263242389622931,2.2486974358974363,1252,50,213,21,26,411,177,300,0.11800000000000001,0.792,0.09,-0.9046,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,1,1,23,0,28,2,1,7,5,42,47,15,0,4,13,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,16,4,0,0,4,2,0,6,9,5,0,4,13,2,26,1,33,32,6,36,1,1,0,0,5,14,0,8,17,160,42,4,0.1021227483500656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689893715007975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490819356122663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153670475386415,0.11299687864363032,0.0,0.06586072428161165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339307261363424,0.0,0.0,0.08936830527419923,0.10450702782302898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531045214162693,0.0,0.18090088680109656,0.0,0.0,0.13490222428528026,0.092375872520316,0.1720856400059006,0.0,0.09178134130421227,0.0998956437054036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333834188238127,0.08686555757713564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335492105190988,0.09796544574304088,0.05803871130700155,0.0,0.16335378189230362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148192356964338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845072556390218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049892016424573735,0.10235382245538596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663101371358647,0.1363354550396116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537414059651394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151340342517165,0.0,0.07507197043132413,0.07572272390892787,0.07876335919530686,0.0,0.10860870142761507,0.0,0.10005861067053444,0.0979895313076419,0.11626742586156835,0.0,0.0,0.13840203447901026,0.07766895194751032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669653630681712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532313716835446,0.0,0.0,0.20430076843221714,0.0,0.0,0.10499919382358704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219650017759503,0.0,0.0,0.15723816189190254,0.0,0.0,0.14456601381015516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690611420734652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071343897056161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784581622813256,0.0,0.0,0.08107405496826657,0.0,0.0,0.0968004245363202,0.0,0.1134621310001433,0.06933464261643574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191670877720136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743612069126225,0.09844268515068998,0.0,0.07434657707491042,0.0,0.10407180515919044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the-aleph-and-i,2019/01/13,"Anyone know of any novels featuring an ADHD protagonist? Explicitly or characters you think probably have ADHD? Other than Amelia Bedelia.",7.862857142857141,12.171625761904767,9.05428571428572,42.61571428571432,77.09523809523809,12.323809523809526,35.57142857142857,10.504223727775694,7.051114285714287,115,6,10,5,3,39,20,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8194455369999879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318390896301924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23838104053318884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873621700326267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675722735159471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844946534048149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MSMaN13,2019/01/13,Not being tested for ADHD I've been on medication for about 6 months now for ADHD. I am 28 years old. I hear alot of people talk about how it took them a long time to be diagnosed and prescribed medicine. Is it uncommon to not have to go through the long process of being diagnosed. I went to my primary care doctor and was referred to a doctor in the same office that has done more work with ADHD. My doctor didn't do an assessment. I went to the other doctor and he asked me why I thought I had it. I gave him examples and be determined I did in fact have ADHD and was prescribed medicine. I did not go to a psychiatrist or therapist. I was not given a test or any of the other long process I've heard others have gone through. The medicine has helped tremendously. Why do others have to jump through some many things to get help?,3.42296703296703,4.869122285714287,4.410714285714286,86.45736263736264,73.16666666666666,7.788278388278389,26.613553113553113,8.384062270229773,1.6812146520146525,656,23,136,11,13,213,93,168,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,11,0,23,7,0,1,1,19,37,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,17,2,15,1,24,16,4,18,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,4,8,98,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5527476007502784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781922011695693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749333355705797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723255919655345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334101066688388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707587966621422,0.0,0.11766725671573446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060073732104353135,0.0,0.13069467355584802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295938964560606,0.0,0.15414100400874875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052683004616354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657444371569467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583300640959135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177812025086933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065503580292193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971454918576358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241876508480633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350381497112193,0.07638941841043388,0.0,0.0,0.09128344607686203,0.06704735611057787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277500468056197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131802903720846,0.20750806370381364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837087988515342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404511000907663 adhd,Irony-Made-Of-Iron,2019/01/13,"Slow, but good shows/movies, are the the worst... Because you remember the exciting parts, but forget all the plot. And you can't rewatch it or you end up doing the same thing, except this time, you remember the exciting and fun parts, and it's just all boring. This *is* the /r/ADHDrants sub, right?",1.7293233082706791,4.394540228070181,2.4909774436090224,91.70684210526319,85.31578947368422,6.064160401002509,20.423558897243108,7.447530270364453,0.7982401002506263,231,7,46,4,7,72,39,57,0.077,0.679,0.244,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782267392413405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438374998457473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309118107622539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5962544907372029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6237311978766089,0.2351079868063272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828996473881475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605318910145974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_moon_man,2019/01/13,"When I take my medications, I get happy and don't want to do things that make me unhappy. Things like bills (knowing that you are broke) and school stuff (knowing that with all the things my parents sacrificed/-ing, I am still failing in some classes). When I am on my medications, I am focused and motivated but I just don't want to feel that unhappiness. I've been sad and stressed for a long time, I feel like I deserve a bit of joy you know. But avoiding these ""unhappy"" things only makes me more stressed because I have to do them at some point. I'm tired of giving myself excuses and being confused on what I want, I want to have control. I'm depressed, I think. If you were in this situation, how do you manage it?",4.37732394366197,5.469359126760569,5.155042253521128,83.39523943661972,70.40845070422534,8.215211267605634,30.39718309859155,8.548686976883017,2.178183661971831,564,23,115,9,10,183,84,142,0.24100000000000002,0.638,0.122,-0.9517,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,3,5,12,0,4,3,0,14,3,0,5,1,30,31,11,0,5,4,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,7,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,2,23,4,13,28,5,11,0,4,0,0,8,6,0,4,7,83,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069596359058874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243111847675984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687136490350227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281454887564001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504570293504727,0.10628969989559334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777323148351268,0.14272499558293322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838092153106542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529964869440735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537447913009174,0.0,0.0,0.1316671519561344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986259243832208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997638870476356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315521242781587,0.0,0.0,0.1652045075401814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064682833975542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057505703285956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672369017790943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881728428864427,0.0,0.3408579453014374,0.0,0.17031948874735447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186534721916193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953758898573106,0.0953333270641382,0.0,0.0,0.08675582507504377,0.1710027155872426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510212840719165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Justingolw,2019/01/13,Do you guys have difficulty sleeping ? i find myself lost in my own thoughts when trying to sleep which makes it difficult for me to do so,4.508888888888889,5.962494148148147,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,70.48148148148148,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.0725703703703697,110,4,22,2,2,35,25,27,0.23800000000000002,0.762,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,4,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31257592099276693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386273956801506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733263733756743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282833590330722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6844810936432348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715046880976113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219118033880204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thisismyannonaccount,2019/01/13,"Tired & Loss of Creativity? I'm new to add medications but my doctor first put me on Strattera. (Choose this in particular because I was also having anxiety at the time. Lowest dose) I was on it for about 6 weeks or so. From the start it made me ABSOLUTELY exhausted & made me lose every bit of my creativity. It also didn't work to help me focus or motivate me at all. So I've asked to switch medications & I'd really rather have something I don't have to take every day, just when I need it. Doc said that basically only leaves Ritalin & Adderall and that she's leaning toward putting me on Ritalin, but that I need to visit a Psych first to get officially diagnosed. Doc said she's positive I'd get diagnosed but that it's just standard procedure. So my question for you guys is do ALL of these medications make you lose creativity? I don't think they all make you tired, right? Only thing I really liked and Strattera is that I just wasn't ever hungry. Lol, lost a few lbs I didn't mind about. But I really can't stand losing my creativity.. Without it I feel like, what's the use of being able to focus, what's the point in life? Idrk how to explain it, but creativity is huge for me. Do you guys have any experience with this? Sorry I'm noob about it all, I just want my life back. TLDR : Is there any medication that will leave your creativity in tact & not make you balls ass tired? Any experience with Strattera or Ritalin? 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I'm on 20mg ER. I don't take it on weekends, and I'm fine with my words, but during the week, I have a hard time, because I'll be talking to someone and forget a word. I also forget names now. I can picture their faces, and I know all about the person, but their name just disappears from my mind. For example, I write a lot of political articles, and today, Michael Cohen's name completely disappeared from my brain. I knew everything else about him, just not his name. I've written about 8 articles about him lately (for clients), so there is no reason I would forget his name. It's really embarrassing, since words are my stock in trade. I can remember the definition of a word, but not the word itself, and I have to Google the definition to find the word. Today, I forgot the word ""stockpile."" I had to Google ""store large quantities of goods for future use"" and found an article on preppers stockpiling food. I have a feeling it's got something to do with the Ritalin. I've searched and found that it can sometimes actually kill frontal lobe cells and cause short-term memory loss and loss of language. I haven't been taking it too long. I'm thinking of quitting. 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A couple months ago I was on 10mg Adderall XR which was inconsistent in feeling it at all on days so they moved me up to 15mg XR which I’ve been on for the past month. I “feel” it more consistently every day now but I still do not feel any more productive. I notice that it does calm down my mind more than when not on it and I can follow conversations easier but when it comes to doing tasks I just cannot finish them. I always start then get to a point where I can’t do them anymore and go back to focusing on my phone and sitting down. It feels like I have to constantly fight with myself to focus on something productive till I reach a point I can’t do it anymore. Should I ask to increase the dose or switch to a new medication. Adderall XR does increase my heart rate quite a bit so I’d be nervous about increasing the dose.,3.5128091797705068,4.521529707182322,4.638895027624312,86.60252443688911,72.37016574585634,8.000169995750106,25.525286867828303,8.384062270229773,1.4237671908202292,691,21,150,11,13,227,109,181,0.037000000000000005,0.857,0.105,0.8675,0,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,1,3,1,11,4,1,1,8,0,14,4,1,2,1,20,25,13,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,3,4,21,2,24,20,9,39,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,18,101,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439055872272285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614926347604558,0.0,0.0,0.10309803605145353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007070372132433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417321857242905,0.0,0.0,0.11657651218037343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551570211130398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305961041222146,0.0,0.1638334303464613,0.0,0.0,0.16775038754271854,0.0,0.1955480922075413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980172202206573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773553193698706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30662844760362346,0.10830815222106607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920845948317322,0.0,0.0861618164244601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965515953049555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406757771518062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119892555101538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272821703620132,0.0,0.0,0.1530799663674561,0.0,0.2420227032575525,0.16113436876945836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464230950016838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260570363526434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472614459718722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286635452131217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125282696142554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671456287327385,0.0,0.0,0.10730829529655582,0.0,0.1210736367293262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Professor-Finesser,2019/01/13,"Lifecycle app has helped me tremendously I never know where the time in my day goes and I can never really remember what I did throughout my recent week or whenever really. Found this free app called lifecycle that basically tracks what you did and where you were during your day/week/month/year and puts it into a pie chart. Just a little psa, it definitely helps me more with productivity and time management ",6.982400000000003,8.33324910666667,7.251999999999999,69.78600000000003,64.6,11.866666666666667,28.333333333333336,11.602472056035307,3.7151333333333336,333,10,57,11,5,108,55,75,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.8497,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,10,2,3,3,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,38,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325066159597346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936946405228753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966071475159524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052443084600754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251376731905348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821468652273655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174754360722975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512317351131579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289008571475933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917402205679065,0.0,0.22482575555992168,0.0,0.25793911077856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655467827222424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652935584836009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663099247937922 adhd,lrich12,2019/01/13,"ADHD Superpowers Hey friends! While adhd can hinder our efforts there are some parts of my adhd that I think give me an advantage (like a superpower). Some of mine are that I can see chaotic situations in slow motion, I can notice details and patterns others miss, I am interested in so many things i get along with a range of people. Tell me some of yours! Remember adhd can be an advantage!! 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I’ve found a good dose for me (15mg adderall IR x2 daily) so now I just go in for med checks every three months. My psych writes three prescriptions at once and has the pharmacy keep them on hold until I need a refill. I went in for a refill at the start of December and only picked up half of my prescription. Instead of writing “take once before breakfast and once before lunch” he wrote “take once daily” so the pharmacist could only give me 30 pills. Pharmacist was super cool about it and faxed my Psych’s office to have it fixed (I still called to verify). I went in two weeks later and the pharmacist just gave me a whole month’s worth instead of another 15 days. I’m due for a refill on Monday but we’re about to get buried in snow so I called the pharmacy and asked if I could get it filled today (day 28) to which they said sure thing. I just went to pick it up and the same thing happened. Psych fixed last month’s instructional error but I guess he didn’t check to see if he’d made the same mistake on any of the prescriptions he’d written 🙄 Hopefully my new insurance is understanding ",3.6400438596491225,5.25381800438597,4.358771929824563,86.37307017543861,72.90350877192982,8.049122807017545,23.19298245614036,8.680891452615391,1.3832614035087722,907,24,186,17,18,290,131,228,0.038,0.897,0.064,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,13,7,0,0,13,1,9,4,0,3,1,33,34,15,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,7,2,2,2,0,3,5,1,2,0,4,11,3,21,5,30,19,3,34,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,4,17,107,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955726375392465,0.12267429572169987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936992899127723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990998766835094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389198966820985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868141129693802,0.0,0.0,0.15089784193918024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985691851587455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827358036203146,0.0,0.0,0.1222449727267336,0.11222754159235752,0.06648815648997386,0.09812572557863504,0.0,0.0,0.12887775879928218,0.0,0.1034539382485176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619754314409025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398615532756596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536252677295706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069883904880368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299496014229711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28014108864143805,0.0,0.0,0.0867466593197172,0.0,0.112989744857033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983624531502896,0.0,0.1779524498461893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128435317204703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322594418290098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280617826348753,0.0,0.0934284261837407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102617625435056,0.0,0.17592395580754513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554460168043705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089291319413462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428230537910901,0.12179079547221056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384238260412818,0.0,0.0,0.32535291885741136,0.0,0.1306152424118568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,armsbroke,2019/07/20,"It’s time for my yearly breakdown Tl:dr; I’m excited because since I’ve been on meds life has been going great. I’ve been on meds for ADHD for 5 months and it’s been amazing. Initially I wasn’t sure how effective the meds were, but I haven’t been running in circles anymore. Before being diagnosed it felt like everything was just a big circle and now matter what I did, I’d always end up in the same spot. I’ve been making my own food, passing my classes with high grades, brushing my teeth frequently, and socializing somewhat frequently. I’m turning 25 in a couple months and I’m so excited. After failing so many classes, being fired so many times and just so many negative things, idk it’s so different.",3.975493506493507,5.645878757142861,5.219350649350652,80.31110389610393,72.14285714285714,8.233766233766234,29.87012987012988,8.841846274778883,2.567642857142857,566,24,104,11,11,188,87,140,0.11699999999999999,0.759,0.124,-0.6076,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,4,0,14,4,1,3,1,17,21,12,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,11,3,7,6,11,8,3,21,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,11,61,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058318615919425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502826437262718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901743344124269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159703342043328,0.0,0.12786009802333131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625970873214282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251062396943407,0.0,0.1569896023857991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308566178979175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504389904794872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427305694015574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169485371865784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539615742416748,0.0,0.0,0.16566205763056052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587578221319262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613300302143967,0.0734093916431957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029964241860824,0.4570198284137236,0.0,0.0,0.5007145876573041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398720190134853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429653258155103,0.0,0.0,0.15317103373991342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161816673998562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982599325029824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523549878554112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343961056885528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676244178570766 adhd,KatKat23421,2019/07/20,"What strategies have you learned to help make your days more manageable? I learned a couple: 1) I have a physical planner that I use to write down all my appointments in. 2) I try my best to plan out my meals so I know what I'm eating for breakfast, lunch and dinner. 3) I set specific days to do certain chores. For example, I do my dishes (if I have any) on Sunday",0.9042999999999992,3.073061213333337,2.855583333333332,91.287375,83.53333333333333,6.416666666666668,24.041666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.225166666666667,281,11,61,5,8,94,53,75,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,2,2,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,2,10,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,40,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190637232680454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37331325273959004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936048567076707,0.0,0.4588286199530071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639972483601091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384361262941361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954981057601949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374503521211485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415150966956212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30723367735123724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Diggitydave67890,2019/07/20,Vyvanse Dosing question Does anyone use a split dose. I take twenty when I wake up then 20 at lunch. I sort of seem to crash twice. (anxiety chest tightness depression). Anyone have more luck with a larger single dose?,2.1563333333333325,5.0444633,2.645000000000003,87.97333333333334,91.0,4.666666666666667,19.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,0.4576666666666664,172,5,29,2,6,53,35,40,0.069,0.846,0.084,0.1513,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,5,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803965812210713,0.0,0.0,0.5125764983707299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156941550712082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207553146819344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106006099387178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336776861445152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755870426249153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165666469152332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dan0543,2019/07/20,"How accurate/reliable was the computer test for you? (Conner's CPT-3) Hello r/ADHD, I'm 22 years old and have been going to my mental health clinic for anxiety & depressive symptoms for the last year and a half. **Please read the bold text for a TL;DR.** &#x200B; I randomly stumbled upon ADHD in my usual web-browsing, and instantly related to the symptoms and struggles that diagnosed people face, particularly with executive functioning, time management, forgetfulness. I was never hyperactive as a child, so I always dismissed the idea of me having ADHD until I learned more about it recently. &#x200B; I finally brought it up to my psychologist, and explained why I think I might have it. I even called my parents and they were able to speak to the psychologist over the phone about how I was when I was younger. I won't bore you with the details but now my psychologist believes theres a chance of me having ADHD, with anxiety as a result of untreated ADHD. &#x200B; The problem is this: **the psychologist said that ADHD is possible, but I need to complete a computer evaluation first** that will take about 30 minutes (I'm assuming this will be Conner's CPT-3, but could be any other continuous performance test). **If the results point to ADHD, he will continue assessing me for it** and rule out any other potential disorders before making a final diagnosis. **If the results are inconclusive or don't point to ADHD, he said ""we won't go down that path any further"".** Based on what I've read on this sub, **I'm worried that the test will under-diagnose me**. &#x200B; **For those of you who have been clinically diagnosed and have taken a computer-based continuous performance test:** 1. **What were your results?** 2. **Were the results of the test conclusive with your diagnosis?** 3. **Which subtype (PH, PI, or C) do you have?** &#x200B; (The only reason I'm curious about subtype is because I'm wondering if these computer-based eval's are more accurate for a certain subtype or not. I definitely fall on the inattentive side, but I do fidget/pace/etc.) &#x200B; **Finally, I do understand that these tests should not be the only measure used to assess for ADHD. I would just like to hear your personal experiences with the results, and whether they matched or conflicted with your diagnosis.**",2.8589398684622616,5.92064108252427,4.529768243031636,74.42220012527405,89.63106796116504,7.997870341371751,28.97525837770122,8.509696636181747,3.4454641716254306,1834,92,286,55,62,612,208,412,0.045,0.917,0.039,-0.303,1,0,0,0,0,0,129.0,1,8,2,4,12,7,0,1,28,0,38,8,1,11,2,62,58,28,0,8,15,1,0,1,0,9,7,4,0,2,22,17,0,1,9,2,0,4,6,4,0,2,13,4,36,3,45,32,2,35,0,1,0,0,25,13,0,11,19,205,58,12,0.0522195375799825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648196273934536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04345083848648222,0.3960589300557309,0.3807147232373681,0.10653322871589832,0.0,0.07989560663505374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03183254542453288,0.0,0.044434980329886624,0.058833536740662384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053321986363474745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547511916343332,0.0,0.0,0.04169305161517044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497661119960095,0.15900519429315482,0.0,0.0,0.059848114155229525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058238588013042165,0.034490512077390116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108072789687621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161185284411726,0.0,0.04441791198916998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935513321283965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550692655185661,0.05885521405303084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894950174384021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256589277652327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02551182835085204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03485694682599305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262501171430528,0.0553966771872654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03872012544419892,0.04027492661405978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479562041847208,0.0,0.0,0.07943062286412242,0.0,0.0,0.05798361671694183,0.0,0.0,0.03620245230499482,0.04559608601338025,0.0,0.057321371029993386,0.09872868371854034,0.05886968249173146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996704506144802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104467337856939,0.0,0.0,0.05369038178392451,0.051560493548278866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993454767846902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459119875576633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855218809886852,0.03926259345851004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03346017114874042,0.0,0.0,0.030449632301285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054362380241666466,0.0,0.04510091418656845,0.0575124431236508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712001043644352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662986096915426,0.0,0.05303147520914722,0.0,0.03709526124509259,0.0,0.3807147232373681,0.06725534023343455 adhd,nobodycares65,2019/07/20,"Another day, another struggle Are you having a terrible, horrible very bad day? If so, remember that your track record of getting through terrible, horrible, very bad days is 100% Hang in there! The day is almost over.",6.222280701754388,8.477420526315793,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,67.42105263157895,12.435087719298249,38.982456140350884,11.855464076750405,5.897077192982455,172,10,27,7,3,56,30,38,0.43799999999999994,0.562,0.0,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227079366106279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664251168911144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714001974574792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737350530609083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619819245339234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25194315624137875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325075147913745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670172328116548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TonyMcgregor,2019/07/20,"I have no idea what im doing here anymore For the past 3 years i have taken the time out to train myself in something which seemed appealing and fun however it was more a seasonal job. It allowed me to travel and make relatively good money and meet some different people. Now i am starting to grow up, this idea i once had is crashing down on me as its not sustainable and isn't what it once was 3-4 years ago. I'm at the point now where i have no idea what i'm going to do for work, im 26. I have no degree, i have no real applicable skills in the workplace such as accountancy, finance, engineering or teaching. I feel its too late to train myself in something as that would take the best of 2-3 years earning next to nothing. They tell you to do something in which you have a passion for. I have sat down and have come to the conclusion that my life these days doesn't really revolve around much apart from alcohol and going out. i have no real passions anymore, i can't even think of something i enjoy anymore like i did in childhood. It would be easy if i had trained myself earlier on or studied in something which would make me an asset to somewhere but i feel like im simply just a human floating through this existence with nothing to provide anymore. I have no real passions anymore so i can't even follow them for a career path and at least enjoy work whether it means im making bad money. Maybe i have just got to the point where im depressed and nothing makes sense or sounds appealing to my anymore without the help of alcohol and drugs. I also feel like every job i seem to take which are all varied, the same remarks and problems are arising every time ( Organisation, drifting off somewhere else, forgetful, not being able to complete task properly) It makes me wonder with this ADHD if my brain will ever be sufficient enough in any sort of role. Maybe i am directing my attention too much in the way which brings out my flaws and weaknesses and not my strengths.",6.042506393861892,6.143589567774939,6.4916624040920725,78.79943734015346,66.36572890025576,9.15294117647059,33.368286445012785,8.841846274778883,2.728013810741688,1575,64,299,23,23,512,196,391,0.08900000000000001,0.826,0.085,-0.4164,5,0,8,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,7,16,16,0,0,15,0,35,9,1,6,2,64,61,24,0,6,13,0,3,3,0,4,5,1,0,1,22,19,2,0,13,1,4,8,14,4,0,0,8,4,38,12,50,46,9,50,0,1,0,3,9,25,0,10,19,212,60,8,0.07007226262240261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421324256777647,0.0,0.062114832896365914,0.14977187681500806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603676310272418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047651541463505837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169571332566476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237916991632464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850741236934109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353651650715815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822381937522055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036104962703893,0.07346943417900283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519081245779825,0.0,0.06035313711878312,0.0,0.0,0.07321060031956339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126157817096451,0.0,0.05853638394466644,0.0,0.0,0.07240337878544459,0.0,0.0925641371896974,0.06338437325470793,0.11807780690255927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629192425340453,0.10011927683708906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964736332847445,0.058773289331689176,0.056043189642148036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046967960575893385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23730916582671524,0.3784503404641596,0.0,0.139071816650475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904456437099612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949411137320325,0.1027013040918138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386889710245184,0.0,0.14079401231288646,0.0763292363834961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302235129067808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452264625141249,0.0,0.0,0.20170867753670715,0.0,0.0,0.14924934556320765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689190351486796,0.04857928398169189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248187507010095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704969186386242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927272690469226,0.04489008573874225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758231232260706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972525593868274,0.0,0.0,0.04959750814409298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537124178272987,0.0,0.06124624609197656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489947649448073,0.0,0.0,0.0817193996826638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562010047431113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675471606334732,0.07599037973139505,0.10202688349145812,0.0,0.0,0.14933197468656895,0.0,0.0,0.13537271915836005 adhd,Queen1e88,2019/07/20,"Discovering ᗩᗪᕼᗪ with Adderall So, I know people may have some judgements about this, but I literally discovered my ADHD when I took Adderall (not yet prescribed) in college while studying for a test! I took it and there was an instant sense of focus that I had never felt before. Usually I would have gotten distracted by my phone about 7 times. Let my mind wander to something completely irrelevant. Decided that I really wanted to Pinterest new hair cuts. Spent an hour telling my dog how much I love him. Deciding he needed a bath. Deciding I needed a bath. And so on. This night! This night, I had fully engrossed myself in a 6 hour study session! I passed the test the following day with NO worries! I knew my shit! This was a 𝗠𝗶𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗹𝗲! I went to my doctor the very next week and asked him if he thought that I could possibly be ADHD. I had never thought there was anything wrong. I just had a lot on my mind... My doctor put me on the appropriate medication and my quality of life is now AMAZING! 💕💕💕 #𝗔𝗗𝗛𝗗𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀",2.3973566433566447,5.074068784615385,3.781689976689975,83.73687062937064,81.66666666666666,7.032634032634032,26.2995337995338,8.150884317080207,2.056743589743589,803,34,149,17,22,263,122,195,0.12,0.807,0.073,-0.8511,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,2,1,12,0,15,7,2,1,2,31,31,11,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,8,6,0,0,8,2,1,6,4,4,0,0,16,2,29,2,16,10,3,27,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,4,16,103,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149676359714352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783420888017914,0.0,0.12250409086244575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150482408141472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739225146743134,0.0,0.0,0.10462424763672187,0.0,0.0,0.08450953159775126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682486275764406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258183130038309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580947016929109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201579250977773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399660002601999,0.09255695884871304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114049581041764,0.1182681175451516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320083457504712,0.0,0.0,0.2646247500278979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963289900995329,0.1943280156314959,0.20213122965971533,0.1265586080027031,0.13936182125543986,0.2459430814063737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084617671967704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772716317720952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173072675366165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394715458383756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450999610050735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008804834422852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453415612270935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080611923064289,0.07641009105645777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911790494105439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443213163454868,0.10812117637833446,0.07729039593447823,0.0,0.1051118517796732,0.0,0.0,0.12147477800547607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307680728276705,0.0,0.0930865851336076,0.14327094384973088,0.0,0.0 adhd,discombobulation8,2019/07/20,"Unrealistically high expectations followed by extreme lows Does anyone else set ridiculously high expectations for events (like concerts, parties, etc) without meaning to or even realizing it and then experience really difficult lows afterward when it doesn’t meet said ridiculously high expectations? I went to a concert last night for an artist I really like, I purchased the tickets in January and my friend and I have been hyping it up so much for six months. The concert came and went in the blink of an eye, as many do, but all day today I’ve been in an extremely uncomfortable emotional state where I can’t believe it’s over and I’m really confused and upset about it. The concert was excellent overall, but for whatever reason I didn’t have the experience I was expecting to and that has just destroyed me. Rather than appreciating the fact that I was able to go and enjoy the show with a friend, I can’t stop dwelling on the fact it wasn’t this amazing experience. The fact that it’s also already over so quickly and feels almost like a dream isn’t helping with the weirdness of the situation. Anyway - I’m wondering if anyone else experiences this devastating emotional state after not meeting their own unrealistic expectations and whether it’s maybe linked to ADHD? Thanks guys!",8.850490716180369,9.20337105172414,8.917413793103453,62.91511936339526,60.46551724137931,12.310875331564985,39.39787798408489,11.807384569943707,5.024264854111407,1052,50,169,30,13,345,136,232,0.135,0.682,0.183,0.9287,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,11,19,3,3,17,0,15,1,1,1,4,40,27,21,0,7,9,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,1,13,13,0,1,6,8,1,5,8,10,0,1,11,7,12,9,26,16,4,33,0,2,1,0,8,13,0,5,15,115,25,1,0.11358867552326354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651151435396686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137426506863638,0.0,0.1253479280012696,0.09083682277749576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588476859882413,0.2327700427244585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279755398922348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299151844301792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325529875583597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940221541098447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977752603838813,0.2555439426918411,0.0,0.0,0.1266813990187902,0.07502424890280276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444460824788739,0.0,0.0,0.057433847302385974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551665788076198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455506195192534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247064715415696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613609485672496,0.3600380164241033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258993103002792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648106782513752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516108853299435,0.114115091918795,0.1237313673061203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066539710349222,0.0,0.08350074619011401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659527727067776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830344243340954,0.11678807660510858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804884196758784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767843046709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496521890165124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457719130197136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076687828208373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059568041261725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949542978308746,0.12318207323648513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SarcasticGuy20,2019/07/20,"Took Adderall XR for the first time today - question I feel pretty much no difference in my attention or adhd symptoms, although my head feels like it's got a lot of pressure. Is this just a really low dose? Should I have felt it by now? It has been almost 4 hours.",2.2656603773584933,4.37264424528302,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,78.24528301886792,6.504150943396226,23.807547169811322,7.554174236665415,1.1759992452830188,207,7,41,3,5,68,48,53,0.13,0.7659999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.1162,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,10,10,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,3,4,1,4,5,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,6,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903282147789301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190414174418584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523962056984813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429684827832024,0.1725824230415751,0.23195148979821975,0.0,0.0,0.20548499414550514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932109333781645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247927360768029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379043604124426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802215963222552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537984802248285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758665039217544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457703242260624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27062116052196306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547602022723807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510906606935554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086530039250622,0.0,0.22898643862920184,0.0,0.26840057181003796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PoundKing,2019/07/20,About to start Wellbutrin tomorrow. Any advice / preview? 100mg to start. 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I can’t seem to get into a relationship (18 f). I’m not looking for anything long term so why is is so difficult. The people I fall in love with are usually emotionally unavailable and like to drag me along, kind of like I’ll say I love you , but then I’ll ghost you, but once you stop messaging me, I’ll tell you I love you again. The thing is other guys bore me, so the guys who hurt me keep me interested because I never know what’s gonna happen. I know I have a lot of self reflection and growing to do, and I accept that. However I’m still a virgin lol. Is adhd linked to not ever understanding signals . As in I was speaking to this guy a couple of days ago who I used to be good friends with a couple of years back. I was telling him this exact problem and he went off. Saying that he gave me so many signs and signals and that I just ignored them. But I swear HE NEVER said anything ? Idk I know this isn’t about relationships , I was just wondering if this is linked to adhd or if any of you other adhd babes have similar issues",2.7852448979591813,4.367335555102045,4.792397959183674,82.52206632653063,75.08163265306122,8.00204081632653,25.719387755102037,8.697196308434329,1.8448326530612245,941,33,193,19,20,324,132,245,0.10800000000000001,0.705,0.18600000000000005,0.9749,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,1,1,12,16,0,0,9,2,17,4,0,2,5,51,39,22,1,5,13,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,0,5,14,12,0,3,12,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,5,30,10,23,29,3,22,0,1,1,4,35,5,0,9,16,127,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348354657787346,0.0,0.07889784212301061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052666682012015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223458623651733,0.0,0.14648758220617294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843959382768147,0.0,0.05425681435278353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696537789869975,0.0,0.05740106542111535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011900041057126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051040373012909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687652861473486,0.0,0.04650160391106132,0.0,0.0,0.07465343600743929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643877679115993,0.07870710675728099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528203134288292,0.0,0.0,0.0928984253172605,0.0,0.07911201416987347,0.0,0.09268533982792873,0.1467449815087089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696700286905007,0.0,0.0,0.07876690358891582,0.07474204865334205,0.0,0.0,0.0756691365751766,0.24099231734312615,0.0,0.0,0.09023742021559418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442057459828923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542914814593995,0.0,0.1372927729924437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478775643536784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170507911421375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703321334502384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822335991466657,0.0,0.0,0.08466443727339469,0.14156119896383015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102709663657971,0.09285195564660878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107976011646705,0.074412429346211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558913803580512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913117686358835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265767261811136,0.0,0.07687201559054635,0.09802678070255937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250881938970937,0.08031345355690654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930449363976637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573165051775356 adhd,Antiatlanticantics,2019/07/20,"For the love of god what do I eat, it all sounds like cardboard? Since I started on medication 1.5 months ago I've been struggling with food. I know I need to eat regularly for my meds to be effective, but I've been crashing 4-5x/day. (I've also struggled with disordered eating in the past so I guess the emotional content and ""weird"" relationship to food is still there...) I've been doing.... not well.... with the eating. I will ""forget"" or ""put it off"" or (secretly) think ""this is good, I'll just lose a few pounds!"" and it's messed with my meds (ADHD and otherwise), my hypoglycemia, my sleep.... the whole getting-90%-of-my-calories-between-11pm-and-3-am-and-waking-up-nauseous is so stupid and I know it..... So my question is: What sorts of emergency foods and snacks and such do you stock up on to keep your blood sugar up during the day when literally \*nothing\* sounds appealing?",3.250090361445781,5.681492126506027,3.739382530120484,86.73208584337351,76.5301204819277,7.041566265060243,25.435240963855424,8.07648339933343,1.5918686746987951,687,25,133,12,16,215,105,166,0.131,0.784,0.085,-0.8923,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,0,2,10,10,1,2,7,0,12,13,2,1,1,27,20,14,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,10,9,1,6,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,3,3,14,4,18,15,3,14,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,5,8,81,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873064117407545,0.0,0.10970221121294343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896761425473273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962474088600326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183507731839745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065330620278347,0.0,0.13920882287686775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489386747410084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380064630781004,0.0,0.0,0.13633116676775187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110000003224596,0.0,0.0,0.13602610263880965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046092174753346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845128852920002,0.0,0.0,0.1116946056929899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749299948735085,0.12467113227834765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878084429229476,0.0,0.0,0.09176349269605387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874720263963427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181390882926002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440894374414956,0.1386350229527364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286761050097726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237222733611187,0.0,0.12384535729179355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759512117076466,0.0,0.09883168724823517,0.0,0.0,0.2587532458030356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792978363471745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127149049511996,0.0,0.0,0.13816913454705704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,s_m_m,2019/07/20,"Into the Spiderverse is a compassionate portrayal of failure and mental illness I don't think I've ever seen a PG film with such a relatable portrayal of the self-loathing, cynicism, lack of self care, and hopelessness of someone who feels like a failure. If you want to subtly teach young people that powerful, good people can fail often and struggle with mental health, it's worth a watch. It's especially good if you could use some self-compassion after accumulating your own failures. &#x200B; Oh and the writing and animation were excellent. &#x200B; Spoilers: >!Watching Peter B. Parker keep coming up with reasons to heroically kill himself even after it became unnecessary was pretty heartbreaking. ""How do I know I'm not gonna mess it up again?"" The dude would rather experience a slow, painful death than go back to being a self-perceived failure.!<",8.3326,10.018806393333335,7.724,66.40200000000003,61.73333333333333,10.533333333333337,37.66666666666667,10.577609850970193,4.542266666666668,709,34,102,17,10,222,109,150,0.23199999999999998,0.5870000000000001,0.182,-0.9037,1,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,3,0,3,8,14,2,1,11,0,9,3,0,3,1,29,21,8,2,7,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,4,1,1,2,2,8,0,0,3,3,6,6,16,14,3,12,0,3,2,0,8,3,0,4,8,67,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803217187019999,0.3143716680268875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994693962023707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189053294252698,0.0,0.0,0.11143167161597106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032829574065636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544066581404848,0.11701298618470095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265383184796598,0.0,0.0,0.06540800108689826,0.09241438351281947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351792994269611,0.21700106002349925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750299651222173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498058129398013,0.14311701348090994,0.0,0.07109254497307031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319847022101553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607277055935539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764752554992432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936304465991268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160501862710447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300301129585582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398002792145072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960580256736753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352345351908349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288828228428914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172499057932984,0.0,0.0,0.07629952761003453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189320855008336,0.0,0.3143716680268875,0.0 adhd,zac2319,2019/07/20,Have any of you ever made a plate of leftovers and then open a cabinet thinking it was the microwave I only ask this because this has happened to me many times before,3.1954545454545453,5.385201878787882,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,75.66666666666666,5.612121212121212,29.181818181818183,6.42735559955562,1.5305636363636368,134,6,24,1,3,43,30,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519590154761389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346376161409624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585901794041405,0.0,0.3152761076962189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351468555127272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32764013238124834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35058483895774023,0.0,0.3756382558484097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28178900297209497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740738589972765,0.0,0.0,0.2160469405288176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chaizus,2019/07/20,"ADHD and nurturing relationships Hello fellow ADHD folks, &#x200B; M24 here. I really want to take a moment and see if anyone relates to my experience with dating and relationships in general. I've had a couple relationships here and there, but nothing that lasts more than 6 months. I was casually dating a couple girls over the last year, but I always felt that my Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria(RSD) was the culprit of the relationship not developing past that initial stage of affection and attraction or me just abruptly ending things. I love meeting girls, taking them out on dates and learning about their life. I take a genuine interest in people, but my issue is just balancing the role of being a man and displaying those traits, while not being let down by my cognitive processing. There's been times where I feel like I say the wrong words, or embarrass myself, make a bad impression and this weighs down on me. It's almost like I become a failure when this happens and my confidence diminishes. I think partly, it's my personality and upbringing that affects me too. I was raised as an only child, so I didn't really develop my social skills/awareness until college. These days, I am doing a career pivot into the CS field and am going back to school, so I also have bouts of depression, am broke, and don't feel worthy of someone's affection. I have lots of insecurities and have trouble masking them as a relationship with a girl deepens. Sometimes I feel like I have this confidence facade that I use that is recognized as charming initially, but the more time I spend with a girl, the harder it is to keep up with that facade. Does anyone have any tips as far as meeting people in your 20s and accepting yourself despite your pitfalls and insecurities?",9.554147196261683,8.881534778816203,9.621913940809971,61.811749415887874,59.467289719626166,12.635591900311525,38.44256230529595,11.81641974633143,4.811848753894083,1428,59,224,37,16,473,187,321,0.121,0.7170000000000001,0.162,0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,3,0,14,20,0,3,20,0,22,3,0,5,0,50,38,33,0,2,11,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,7,16,21,1,1,7,1,1,1,4,9,0,0,7,6,34,11,34,28,4,33,0,3,1,1,25,13,0,5,21,168,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24699100715586084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289759066314946,0.0,0.0,0.08217577268418952,0.08550313458618793,0.11133857145949996,0.12486257785349435,0.06987916543605505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370198049697908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901478721228998,0.08579888546362845,0.0,0.11348846531120943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274002014395251,0.0,0.0662706003403208,0.0,0.08850557030853445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992447785108558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101335053000817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051733186888492,0.0,0.0,0.15587304694243193,0.14682109527968268,0.09866407941127596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839990803695785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908688223395938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725296423122883,0.0,0.09133629549741568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752345343045966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507732038503552,0.07258122382897926,0.1506075396244369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736142911776011,0.0927433746543849,0.0,0.06859196092737523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202069199346951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859935701674584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815231504828941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127722152024648,0.09809442147066667,0.14247932880499062,0.08972458103928947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165919218704228,0.0,0.0,0.5516197717728457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817175218909581,0.0,0.10399688218651976,0.08188505824734328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474914275013024,0.08706677126573731,0.0,0.10163058288339183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178435189899746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826804626065676,0.065843367278118,0.0,0.0,0.1198383782428816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875017537012503,0.0,0.0,0.06060950572414789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123500660900445,0.12486257785349435,0.06617297396238092 adhd,coolcool73,2019/07/20,"life is really hard &#x200B; tl;dr i'm finally realizing that meds don't fix everything &#x200B; I started taking medication for ADHD about a month ago, and holy shit, have I felt a difference. I start things, I keep doing things, and I finish things. It's insane. The problem is that there's still a LOT of things that I don't do. Last night, I managed to spend three whole hours finishing homework and then completely forgot to turn in. I did four loads of laundry in one day, folded half of it, and left all of it in random piles around my room. I have a part-time job that's freelance, with really loose deadlines, and I keep taking new assignments even though I haven't finished any of the ones I already have. I sit around in my dark apartment, and all I want to do is run or scream or hit something, and I know that I'll feel better if I go to the gym, but I haven't gone even once the whole summer. Even if all of my work for the day is done, I feel immensely guilty doing anything I want to do, and I can't even sink into those things like I used to. It's like since I have all of this newfound focus to do things I don't want to do, I exhaust myself actually doing those things, and when I come back and watch Netflix or play guitar or something, I can't do it for more than like half an hour without getting restless and fidgety. So I just oscillate between a million different things, so instead of decompressing, I'm even more stressed out than how I started. I know that medication is just one part of the process. I need to figure out a routine that works and follow it. I need to put some external motivators into place so that I don't have to rely on my willpower in the moment to get things done. But I have like eight different week-at-a-glance things with every minute of my day planned out, and not once I have I managed to follow a routine for more than half of one day. I don't know how to get from point A to point B without having someone there to yell at me if I don't, and that's the worst part of this whole thing. I'm really, really glad I figured out I have ADHD. I'm so grateful that I had the opportunity to get diagnosed and to start taking medication. But the reality of it didn't really hit me before - I was just excited that my inability to do my homework wasn't just me being a lazy shit. There was something else going on, and it was *fixable*. Except I used to think that everyone did things the way that I did. That everyone had just as much trouble focusing on things, but they were either smarter than me and/or better at just telling themselves no. Now I know that's not true. Now I know how much this disorder screwed up my life in the past, and I know that I'm going to be like this for the rest of my life, and that sucks. It sucks a lot. So, yeah, I'm making progress. Medication is helping. But now I also have so many things to think about that I didn't before. Should I lower my expectations? Should I accept that I won't be able to do everything that I want to do? When is it okay to give up? How do I accept that I have limitations without settling for something less than I'm capable of? Why do I think I can do so many things when the evidence shows that I've successfully completed maybe 13% of everything I've ever tried to do? What's going to happen when I screw something up that actually matters and then I have to live with the consequences knowing that it's my fault and that it probably wouldn't have happened if I didn't have a dysfunctional brain? I'm just exhausted. I want my brain to shut up. I feel like I was better at handling myself before I knew I had ADHD. Obviously, it sucked. I wouldn't go back. I just want to be able to do things I don't want to do AND things that I actually want to do. just want to be happy lol. sorry for this super-long rant.",4.635012755102039,4.901919516581632,5.670918367346939,82.9026530612245,69.3954081632653,8.848979591836736,28.5,8.783252456381064,1.94926887755102,3007,98,637,48,49,998,282,784,0.105,0.757,0.138,0.9698,5,0,5,0,1,0,90.0,0,0,1,11,46,35,7,2,27,3,79,16,4,8,7,123,148,54,0,21,29,0,5,6,0,5,10,2,3,0,64,33,0,4,21,5,1,11,24,16,0,11,21,8,87,19,98,115,21,79,0,0,1,2,4,31,7,12,41,468,151,10,0.09075132726221714,0.0,0.13284030655737536,0.0,0.16359818957032096,0.0,0.040222787998099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007317315428283,0.036286901812021786,0.0,0.09832902517310824,0.11027279585135943,0.030857007266960813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037340304911295835,0.08078792166205813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978216891952159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158340430235884,0.0,0.0,0.12039326120256914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130849449053793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039087116382360336,0.0951510400181794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705419682828876,0.0,0.0,0.046055343435359435,0.0,0.14222373233042898,0.05200444168438752,0.0,0.0,0.09287011597708576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790554448580665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985098940135674,0.04104488556010676,0.038230953645534006,0.08671678226173922,0.1223421618958779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882989675409433,0.03241638316455026,0.0435677529401475,0.04970682156296348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482764574321254,0.04352847123022992,0.12894017662068866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025109898711777,0.0483032376923518,0.04064768192482997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030414350853993195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937177689050271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502834457411721,0.08066394944227152,0.0,0.0,0.17456094638874806,0.03698722206850307,0.0,0.0,0.049300791302599394,0.0,0.0961505194213504,0.13300954342114985,0.0,0.040067542306964014,0.04015603442466837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715353314016309,0.0,0.0,0.030288607821567545,0.0920076018598395,0.0455859530211688,0.0,0.050402133083033165,0.18284482938565505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0362184218012682,0.0,0.06671266751927565,0.06729095925904166,0.0,0.04382409868858167,0.0,0.04258198648604206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664720173134594,0.12299089603137625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741226565904872,0.04331620529925377,0.0,0.0,0.04740791077680966,0.0,0.08578933768406022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892263997890455,0.04341838197774156,0.0,0.04561507479165503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534406016180038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315493330305066,0.03753521785482285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038446652545044216,0.1746620135878908,0.0,0.0507943404747282,0.1284685130614306,0.0,0.036237063589937515,0.0,0.05197766938107051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023505559387364,0.0,0.03966033002692183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124747693988607,0.08722467919746049,0.044581359132736295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030807097068735443,0.04935569208082601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838000895548752,0.0,0.0,0.24087367847280694,0.03601708972708307,0.036397620347037786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409444786940816,0.15198092395729318,0.0,0.1312215615181678,0.0,0.06606804708998522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027279585135943,0.0 adhd,Aceadventura,2019/07/20,"Overcoming ADHD & an Existential Crisis My brain puts the H in ADHD. It thinks non-stop. My internal monologue questions all aspects of my actions and reactions. Society / social life are; by definition, a social construct. A crucial aspect of social life is moral responsibility, ADHD changes how our brain regulates moral responsibility. For 30 years, while growing up, my brain questioned everything about our society and my place within it. I was completely unaware of what ADHD was, or what Existentialism was. Last week I made the breakthrough of discovering ADHD, in doing so I realised immediately that I have ADHD. Within hours of the ADHD breakthrough, I realised that I was in the midst of an Existential Crisis as well. I had been ranting about 'deep' topics to friends, it was really frustrating me that society was the way it was.. in a lot of ways. I became embarrassed from my out of turn behaviour and so researched mental health to understand why I was so different. Even though I was/am in a good place in life, I felt like my life was on the verge of collapse. I stumbled onto an ADHD documentary. It was like it was the most mind blowing thing I've ever seen, whilst also the most obvious. I'm still making realisations continuously, about how ADHD has impacted me over the years.. but this isn't a sad story. I'm in a great place! I believe that now I have gained an understanding of ADHD I can gain more control over it. My existential crisis ended in a flash as I made these realisations. The 2 had been hand in hand all along. I now understand why society confuses me, I thought I should understand everyone and everything.. I can't.. but that's OK. I can see now why I shouldn't argue with so many aspects of life, and why I shouldn't let society get to me. It's just a man-made construct - society is imaginary. Nature is the real world and it is still there, running parallel to our society. That's what I'm coming to realise. I think it's important to ground yourself to earth and learn to play society for the game it is. We're as normal as neurotypical people in the real world. Neither us, nor them really know what the point of this ride is. It's normal for the current generation of humans to think that they are the peak of civilisation. But were living in the futures past and it's not yet kitted correctly for mental health. So lets try not to let our underdeveloped society get to us. If you feel unsure of yourself, draw from the rules of nature that are truely balanced. We need to ask ourselves: Are we really: ugly/lazy/useless in comparison with science? Or is society disguising our pros and accentuating our cons. We're better than that, we just need to really understand it.",4.819708565392741,6.846911025590553,6.291801421163818,72.02189456500871,70.63385826771653,9.523026694833877,30.10677933550989,9.923748647568347,3.315605473401192,2163,90,371,58,41,734,233,508,0.061,0.843,0.095,0.9583,2,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,11,1,2,4,24,14,2,2,30,1,41,12,5,6,5,67,68,30,0,8,10,0,4,2,1,3,7,0,0,1,31,17,0,1,15,2,0,6,8,5,1,0,21,6,50,9,67,41,7,56,2,1,2,0,24,29,0,9,21,266,81,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6659448661323158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431297687284535,0.0,0.060038906614256926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180276388616077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243037752900631,0.0,0.04900743365519662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557443936539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058618575739313485,0.04773255356024685,0.058098454610361235,0.0,0.06214929851909867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789377293011815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907860754356345,0.0,0.0,0.03659912032233836,0.050123349576541215,0.0,0.05294856511529104,0.09960151128820184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02801798510129842,0.0,0.05320423436643428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281119354273686,0.0,0.05790099268454495,0.0,0.0,0.0464769780888643,0.0,0.06109195387367501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780078411339845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456968333849172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030453000134074718,0.045168196629268825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998765144480962,0.19569576213763895,0.054143033502118416,0.0,0.04892983382262809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710932263395489,0.0,0.10486439690702634,0.036987957386407234,0.05617909672286053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116845775658351,0.0,0.055950349688819484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821746297560627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858404005178382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289704846086739,0.038415721543977766,0.0,0.17368131879035445,0.0,0.052382274965550014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055704390657734616,0.12414830067659655,0.0,0.0,0.12614203279602373,0.1419934500866433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415621020432762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945674577258804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850423048620468,0.046326934609123314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03681328761858852,0.10651736574374317,0.05444203383476694,0.043990958763268216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037621128058778014,0.06027237191675421,0.0,0.2884293644305924,0.13330768824926653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796697344796009,0.044448184554861735,0.0,0.04982206575401495,0.0,0.20000293735084854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136705549631069 adhd,Absinthe_86,2019/07/20,"It's been a tough week (First post in this sub) I have been fighting this battle for the 33 laps I have been around the Sun. Diagnosed at age 5 with ADHD at Neymour's in Jacksonville, FL and it is the 2nd best thing my mother has ever done for me. It's been an up and down battle just as everyone else here has had. This sub gives me much hope for my future and has already given me some insight to reflect upon and learn things about myself I may not have known. This past week has been a tough one. Had 2 days that I wanted to give up on and 1 of the days, I left work just past the halfway point. Surprisingly, work was actually understanding with it. The 2nd day was rough starting up, but I told myself ""We aren't doing this today... Today will be a good day because we are going to make it a good one."" My toughest issue with my ADHD has been sleep and the quality of my sleep. I can think about nothing and be at complete relaxation before falling asleep, but as soon as that point of where I am asleep enough (REM sleep, maybe?), my mind goes to another dimension it feels and I can dream about anything and everything. I wake up feeling exhausted right of the bat and just making it through the day is a battle that seems insurmountable. Some days, I wake up feeling good and today is one if those days. I have a girlfriend that is understanding of my ADHD and wants only the absolute best for me. This past week, those 2 bad days, I woke up in a monster of a mood and when that happens, I hate everything. Myself being #1. I hate when it happens and she gets deeply upset because she doesn't know what to do and I am too far gone in frustration to be able to communicate in a healthy manner to be able to say anything that allows her to help. Yesterday, I was reading through this sub and found some good stuff that will allow me to make it through this rough patch and improve myself better than I ever thought possible. I am not alone in my battles and this sub shows me that. Thank you all for your encouragement and support! I do believe my medication and work cycle are the root cause of my issues. Hopefully, this will be changing this next week. I have been at the same (and only) job I have ever had and hopefully, I will be moving on. The company has changed so much in the 16.5 years I have been there and so much of it is for the worse and it has become toxic to work there anymore and I am moving forward to better myself and make more money. I hate dealing with the general public and the stupidity that comes with it. It just isn't worth it anymore. The managerial quality has become laughable and the micromanagement crap is for the birds. Hopefully, I get the job I am being interviewed for Wednesday morning and there is no way it could be any worse than what my current workplace has become. My inconsistent work schedule and my medication overlap each other and I believe this is the root cause my sleep issue of being hard to fall asleep and having wild dreams that keep my brain awake at night. Should I get this job, I will lose my health insurance, but I will make it through and I will be able to buy my medication (Vyvanse 40mg) one way or another. My mental health means more to me than my current job does and my girlfriend has shown me this through her support and understanding. I have a keeper for sure! I should have insurance back in short time as it is a job with the city I live in and be rocking and rolling here shortly. This sub has shown me there is so much support and I am never alone in my battle. Thank you all so very much! Keep fighting the good fight! If there are any of you here that have similar issues and made progress, please feel free to fill me in on how I can improve this. I will be taking my medication as soon as I wake up instead of waiting until I go to work to see if that time difference does for my sleep.",4.5997552447552446,5.453232019480523,5.17253246753247,84.35220529470533,69.71428571428571,8.052947052947053,28.054445554445557,8.20175343628119,1.7162877122877118,3045,102,620,41,52,978,291,770,0.10099999999999999,0.755,0.14400000000000002,0.9892,8,2,0,0,5,0,71.0,2,4,0,13,32,44,14,1,36,0,90,21,13,13,7,119,143,60,0,12,13,1,7,0,2,11,8,1,0,0,53,50,0,3,17,6,4,10,7,20,0,5,22,9,89,24,93,96,17,93,0,1,1,0,25,39,1,13,43,461,142,14,0.14475617178624686,0.0,0.047087047444852564,0.0,0.1739687880996235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994915852887937,0.05324734505212101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562610714352682,0.10119297842733843,0.0,0.0,0.09570615017884518,0.0,0.0,0.07941466356993271,0.0429545609934588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710285361279676,0.040288452324060406,0.05882801249512368,0.15987181882309087,0.04105894679808667,0.10872709010083174,0.1012751143623851,0.08535004697294048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386525381792368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913630889810784,0.10208855717762648,0.04156487480214618,0.05059136400548668,0.0,0.0,0.03852534141813881,0.0,0.0,0.2489486811275381,0.049745752296482426,0.0,0.048974822423187486,0.0,0.050413129912000386,0.0,0.0,0.08445140094984804,0.049378607335567086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030840227371602,0.0,0.0,0.049857273739674746,0.0,0.0,0.13094024482789698,0.0,0.04610690851040604,0.08673167551309295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759075985524067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104317525755232,0.0,0.052905890243788084,0.0,0.0,0.07562912516765362,0.09257554020177497,0.054845512222274656,0.20235768164041906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853382697639862,0.0,0.04322436563689516,0.14291675067610832,0.0,0.10257936100334493,0.0,0.0,0.032342336873059346,0.0,0.0,0.19170072112522768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145044601427997,0.2394136070902016,0.08577729108529858,0.0,0.0,0.02651806877092646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242600139886651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042607450581088016,0.0,0.0,0.05398170967802473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565726326731822,0.16104311452902545,0.0,0.04847567703706311,0.052560635933710714,0.0,0.19443548527064805,0.04862672471519156,0.0,0.04872082271937965,0.0,0.0,0.10256860124950898,0.17735407020248256,0.0,0.03721496120549188,0.0,0.05131661030587915,0.04528128705646256,0.0,0.04629915030814879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078737109537647,0.07339572773757568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381861454722249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052966269052917805,0.09122758111177083,0.05439694455817089,0.04621213275649736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826511495404941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120699325705657,0.0,0.038371972630575436,0.0,0.0,0.03845064242296607,0.04392686071086812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414345216038514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03415305448207761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552370613615276,0.0,0.1642675883047874,0.045476992929870896,0.0,0.03627954201846685,0.0,0.0,0.08884802291716122,0.0,0.0,0.06411304557552011,0.030917969960863774,0.0,0.038306743658994884,0.05627232524457167,0.0,0.13721192495846288,0.04610690851040604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069627993007173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981300060545556,0.05692062708174325,0.07660047421249404,0.15481955926566285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107684341961457,0.0,0.09834593727728053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03107274287094135 adhd,devouringplague,2019/07/20,"Just got prescribed Zoloft/Sertralin I was/am diagnosed with ADHD, many times. But never depression or anything of sort. I had a BPD boyfirend for about a year and it was kind of soul-crushing, during and after the relationship i went a little bit into over-analyzing, and over-thinking mode. Hyperfocusing on bad thoughts, after a long talk with a psych that knows me, she decided to prescribe me Sertralin. Many drugs don't affect me with their bad sides but SSRI's are another thing, i have very few experiences with them, but there were a few times i took an SSRI by acddient and they felt horrible. I keep seeing people talking about their sex life being ruined permamently after Sertralin (Post-SSRI Sexual Dsyfunction) and it kind of scared me, overall i don't really have so much trust in SSRI's. They take long to work, it's hard to quit them and they have painful withdrawal symptoms, brain-zaps etc. Although my psych insisted and told me this would be the thing that helps me, honestly i went to the psych begging for a benzo to take my thoughts away like an addict, but she kind of knew, and assured me that'd just make me worse. I was very open and explaining about my emotions and i think she must be giving the right medication, What i'm afraid of is the withdrawal symptoms, side effects, getting zero in return. I'll be taking it together with concerta somedays, and i have seen reports of serotonin syndrome with it. I'm mostly over my ex, but the anxiety-inducing gut feeling still sticks to me to this day. Do any of you have experiences combining SSRI/ADHD Meds, or to be more specific, sertralin/adhd meds ? What should i do and what should i be careful with? Honestly less sexual desire is a bonus for me in a way because adhd meds started to get me horny as hell.",6.84937869822485,7.202990002958582,7.095082840236689,74.29510946745563,64.6508875739645,10.191952662721896,33.76390532544379,10.008157457239328,3.3601474556213016,1423,57,252,29,20,461,184,338,0.096,0.7829999999999999,0.12,0.6564,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,7,4,8,18,1,2,17,0,27,10,1,3,3,52,54,22,0,5,9,1,3,1,0,4,8,0,0,0,15,21,0,1,10,0,1,3,3,8,0,1,14,5,39,10,41,29,8,29,1,2,2,1,19,12,1,4,14,172,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806825324631616,0.43245146713293625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117499572722824,0.0943295327479826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402833896493129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451915287970489,0.0,0.15022350135081197,0.05483798399255649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821159313252943,0.0,0.11329982407305787,0.10042365197590654,0.0,0.0,0.09171888245463868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580159145771396,0.0,0.07748129004796188,0.09130617929013564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432352332618194,0.0,0.0,0.10119142097372316,0.0,0.0,0.10032772166397258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599372600459498,0.0,0.0,0.04548581789336092,0.0,0.08637445222408853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399940786505677,0.08629657498811498,0.0,0.0,0.07194818428957513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058531880814246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602974153469391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995941926221574,0.0,0.2810344051226732,0.04943894478482057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354048492004237,0.0439492731752036,0.0901622428994957,0.0,0.15922122408687298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004812579643873,0.18240798927622545,0.0,0.0,0.29977148295575107,0.09062391857740028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661299897805295,0.0,0.06938168944733727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572239139853077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062366030536237835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615556055281512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568214272719512,0.0,0.0,0.05762984195098115,0.0,0.0,0.09658196966344168,0.0,0.07682423188439898,0.0,0.0,0.09006434463128017,0.0,0.07168543094563687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367322557906667,0.0,0.07184112804922912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700305218868896,0.20291322382827845,0.14461077894246668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952911607461995,0.1152837955854266,0.0,0.14283430675160422,0.1049112740717373,0.0,0.0,0.08595938579599285,0.09994741739702374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845068512750365,0.0,0.07140502288829112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678521844345956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549099955593718,0.0,0.09167559306191947,0.06390407412378457,0.0,0.0,0.05793044856998183 adhd,simulatatedemotion,2019/07/20,"Im thinking about getting meds, undiagnosed but long time sufferer and familys the same. I'll try and keep this succinct. Whats the proccesa of getting meds in the uk like? As simple as go to the GP, get diagnosed and get prescribed? Whats it like? Do you just feel neurotipical after? Long term sideeffects?",2.689753694581281,5.566995758620691,3.5103940886699547,84.65258620689656,82.79310344827586,6.762561576354681,28.975369458128082,7.957251820313856,2.3812334975369467,246,12,44,5,7,78,44,58,0.064,0.8170000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,9,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325098275269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159547964141696,0.0,0.11582895873563187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787361880708174,0.0,0.130190575039104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474440603668247,0.0,0.0,0.20361547188096396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383234092904772,0.0,0.0,0.4054544789725998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089090818124931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467842353968139,0.0,0.0,0.1335774995169592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552924572388965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thrwwy1597,2019/07/20,"What are your thoughts of working out on meds? \[ first of all, I'm going to discuss this with my doctor later this week. I'm just interested in other experiences. Also, don't mind my English lol \] &#x200B; See the question above. Personally I love to work out, but I dread it when I'm medicated. It makes my heart rate go up, and then the heart rate monitor of let's say the treadmill will display an HR of 190 easily. That stuff gives me bad health-related anxiety (I'm young and healthy though, as far as I'm concerned. But anxiety isn't usually realistic). &#x200B; How do other ADHD'ers deal with this? Or isn't it even a problem for most? I've read on this sub that someone was only able to stick to their workout routine because of their medication, so it definitely can be helpful too. I don't really know how to schedule exercising around taking my meds, because I do need to take them daily lately. Life's been busy. &#x200B; So, how do you all do this, if at all?",3.224924545734524,5.3314536544502635,4.7310317215891615,81.15473668001233,75.282722513089,7.635478903603325,29.036341238065905,8.4952907291091,2.3152689251616883,772,34,147,15,17,258,126,191,0.064,0.8140000000000001,0.122,0.8925,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,3,3,12,5,0,1,5,1,15,8,2,4,3,26,31,17,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,15,7,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,2,14,2,24,25,4,20,0,0,1,1,13,9,0,4,9,96,29,4,0.10530791379180816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655964794864166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421470061260766,0.0,0.34230324178872745,0.38388192534781823,0.0,0.0,0.1611205316205957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374636984895507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792770930166212,0.12838945362953744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085678350643768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778711204429753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955488387690036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301134669275737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957485767473933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010209466701802,0.1196978284594205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193738794063644,0.0,0.2495807697622576,0.07058567481909626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787447538010844,0.0,0.11879191364702188,0.0,0.0,0.10768447668157263,0.07438209383615774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504450369256616,0.0,0.07029385018538396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394670450582344,0.21217328838163388,0.0,0.0,0.10633097301801944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808448372489521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009141379500734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195080840741764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076545135434968,0.0,0.0,0.1179689642950888,0.0,0.10533641160885512,0.0,0.06746294613827697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374507979740965,0.0,0.0,0.08391677303051044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922705361870215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055236659398637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835689087972854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034644906229691,0.08360272054257778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159817892516795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447165636834954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333083090327265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38388192534781823,0.0 adhd,callsign__iceman,2019/07/20,"My experience with Strattera and how to get back on my regular meds? I got in trouble with my last urine test- they only wanted to give me Tylenol for a hole in my tooth. I took hydrocone anyway. My doc pulled me off my medicine. She’s a bitch. I woke up this morning after going on a rampage and losing my car, screaming at my girlfriend, my stepfather and dad, and repeatedly threatening murder and suicide. I don’t remember any of it. Is that...normal? I’d like to be back on my meds- it isn’t my fault I have a hole in my tooth and my bitchy doctor doesn’t care. I really just need to know what to do- but my adhd is in full swing because my new medication doesn’t work- it makes life hell.",0.923575174825178,3.215717769230768,2.9963243006993,89.49910183566435,84.5944055944056,6.092482517482518,21.524912587412587,7.413659706084162,0.8400493006993006,543,18,115,9,16,183,93,143,0.183,0.79,0.027000000000000003,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,3,0,4,0,9,7,3,2,0,16,20,8,2,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,3,1,25,2,20,16,1,21,1,1,0,0,5,11,2,0,7,76,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453226123562435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270862669614714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30011646058442865,0.0,0.11896157016318935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989683331885038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974419595466347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908940524438188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195777032535562,0.18720557016984868,0.11090818767516596,0.0,0.15607920551273632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724928362814702,0.15907321807167346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784014846433293,0.09534038569256714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832282516508825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026407628461847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335350998972346,0.1965929974700001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447011810814107,0.0,0.18847699334034973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842029578435434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501802560203035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106679903310092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346232086616568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681872384148013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510446953955518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207145433698898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,apetree,2019/07/20,"It's better to do something 1/2 way Remember that starting something and not finishing it is better than not starting at all. This is for everything!! Taking you dishes from your room into the kitchen is a win Moving your clothes from the floor to the laundry bin is a win Opening your email and pulling up the outline for a project is a win Putting all your blankets on the bed is a win Taking the things left in your car init a bag and bringing it inside is a win",4.00221198156682,5.428376225806455,4.309708141321046,87.82741935483875,71.68817204301075,6.604608294930878,31.565284178187408,6.868970318607317,1.7746509984639016,371,17,73,3,7,116,55,93,0.0,0.754,0.24600000000000002,0.9785,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,7,0,7,0,0,13,0,8,2,0,0,2,10,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,12,13,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388247914090511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229641972409056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695467658683542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636767444469237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939550786247575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28103370311425124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819782980253156,0.0,0.0,0.35119387840129096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730604264041481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648176822925263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691955839689929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thisroughbeast,2019/07/20,"My long introduction and how I tripped into realising I was Adhd I joined this sub and then started replying all over the place and I'm new so, uh, here's me. It's long because I never shut up lol but I've broken it into history, diagnosis, now, and things I'd love to talk about with other people. I'm a 33 yr old afab enby and my pronouns are they/them. HISTORY I was diagnosed with depression at age 15 and have been taking medication for that since then and have been in and out of therapy. Over the years I have tried many dosages of Prozac, Zoloft, and Wellbutrin. I was later diagnosed with generalized anxiety and dysthymia as well. None of the meds worked effectively. I became very suicidal and my amazing GP got me into a clinical study on drug-resistant depression. I was put on Effexor, which is an SNRI not an SSRI and got a fantastic therapist. Things got a lot better. But after a few dosage increases I realized I was back on the same road. While I wasn't suicidal, and was having normal moods and was able to experience a full range of emotions, there was still something wrong. Insert every symptom of adhd that makes life difficult and makes one anxious and depressed. DIAGNOSIS I believed in the stereotype of a little boy who couldn't sit still, but I kept seeing posts online from afab ADHD people about their experiences and was like, ""haha me too, how odd."" But didn't catch a clue. After literally two years of this, the penny finally dropped that if I had so many symptoms of ADHD then the logical conclusion was that a) I had been very wrong about what ADHD actually looks like and b) I might be ADHD. I did some research and educated myself on what ADHD actually looks like and decided to get tested. I went to my GP who did the short form questionnaire and she was like, ""Yeah you're ADHD. You've been flying under the radar and struggling for a really long time and I think we can finally help you. Go see a psychiatrist for a proper diagnosis."" I went home and just...lost it. I was angry, I was relieved, I was sad, I was hopeful. It was like I was feeling every emotion at the same time and I didn't know what to do with it so I just gross sobbed for a while. Apparently it's very common for people diagnosed as adults to go through the stages of grief and I was no exception. But I've always been very vocal about my mental illness and medication because I have a lot of fight in me and want to help destigmatize people who aren't NT or who have mood disorders. I do it because a lot of us can't, because of shame, or a lack of energy, or a low bullshit tolerance. I hope that a) I'm educating people and b) if someone who has a mental illness or isn't NT hears me, they'll know they aren't alone and they have people willing to go to bat for them. I saw a psychiatrist who specializes in ADHD and is a woman. She was extremely thorough and the process took two, two-hour sessions and at the end of it she said I was ADHD and to come back next week to discuss medication options. NOW I'm mostly accepting. Knowing I'm not stupid, or lazy, or a fuckup and that I have a disability/I'm not neurotypical has allowed me to practice self-compassion. I still have depression because my brain is shit at making neurotransmitters but the dysthymia is gone because it was actually ADHD causing low-grade depression because I was struggling to do things that everyone else found so easy and I couldn't get my life in order. I'm currently on Vyvanse as well as Effexor, and I'm still working with my psych to figure out the right dosages. I'm still seeing my therapist and we're working together to create positive changes and coping strategies to minimize symptoms. AMA I'm always happy to answer questions because I love to talk about myself lol. Hmu if you want to know about what a good diagnosis process looks like (I will not tell you how to ""pass"" it but I will tell you what information you should be prepared to discuss). I'm also happy to talk about my depression, my history with self harm and ED, and about being non-binary and bisexual. I have a pretty extensive reccomended reading/listening list if you're interested. I completed a four year bachelor's degree at a top 10 American uni on no meds at all, and will answer questions about how I did that. I also completed the konmari method and it really helped my ADHD a lot so I'm also jazzed to talk about that. TL;DR I'm a long winded SOB who has co-morbid depression and ADHD, was diagnosed in their 30s and is actually really happy because now I can make positive changes and properly manage my mental and physical health.",4.048731884057972,5.854992662207358,5.646676421404685,76.76838698439244,72.21070234113712,9.041304347826088,29.069258639910807,9.551530063197779,2.8793934225195086,3666,149,671,91,72,1245,365,897,0.145,0.701,0.154,0.4169,3,1,3,0,1,0,96.0,2,5,6,7,38,48,3,3,47,4,76,22,2,11,3,137,130,86,3,13,23,0,1,6,0,7,18,3,1,4,39,61,0,1,19,1,0,13,17,23,3,4,47,11,83,23,95,71,16,93,0,12,7,2,46,36,3,22,45,463,122,8,0.038623274866315775,0.0,0.15076297918057385,0.0,0.6034297197434583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040002064591258886,0.0,0.09266105686916358,0.06427531746962885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029546699556179383,0.04363330692083013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939782859943845,0.0,0.2118995088320667,0.0,0.0,0.043515204580500864,0.0,0.034159147932116427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043116348234718785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039676742558420484,0.08171660709015133,0.03327053135885332,0.08099153771755359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286319032983102,0.15680724390304646,0.0,0.0,0.04426561916040714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479073676670944,0.0,0.032264790120423915,0.08689197134786213,0.034208757536217146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508354976611334,0.03690619429884672,0.0,0.07556194808928429,0.0,0.0,0.019529088271970783,0.0,0.0,0.08461981945057656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234842733925703,0.0,0.0,0.04035813400153501,0.0,0.06585149154073751,0.032395370489001374,0.09267168364169744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334558287621294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041054735077136584,0.04353123782845307,0.0,0.07766510099759698,0.0,0.03874229384025785,0.07672325351720242,0.038036145677067666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490536712250912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054561522528034215,0.11321628697626886,0.038710668114426194,0.0,0.13672153141243773,0.09730147010208737,0.0,0.04216186702605547,0.13134450843984802,0.06971802704035918,0.0,0.10312534355164116,0.0783158771034884,0.0,0.0,0.08580350276486116,0.1167266581596368,0.11676953032214392,0.040973191047645297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029788650626270986,0.03730259954274714,0.04107629099182685,0.0,0.03784260887126081,0.0,0.0,0.040528629838044256,0.0,0.026172130627625686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606590940108019,0.0,0.04035310169028946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03699042086264505,0.03929375585700171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038827059060747036,0.08653381440395112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422917665451327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03298406570184515,0.03673957903881507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233324848859836,0.0,0.08058499821764313,0.0,0.03964623661889942,0.03194957209132609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032725375456965036,0.029734083954573224,0.0,0.0,0.027337752743283063,0.0,0.15422298599978915,0.0,0.0,0.08075486580462918,0.0,0.08449518778514274,0.0,0.0,0.12043311352176138,0.029039895973604925,0.12417570125558157,0.06751688924582125,0.0,0.044169080861413725,0.08968919801688573,0.07697876284310833,0.02474823499484928,0.0,0.0,0.04504308434939503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291187951106143,0.02622266833588061,0.0,0.1131879820891592,0.0,0.04645904410577408,0.0,0.0,0.12747298688511485,0.04556201642139795,0.0,0.03098126137773257,0.0,0.06945392514731552,0.07160832550221473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435461231098422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445697576610156,0.0,0.0746163681002975 adhd,jshep1207,2019/07/20,"11 y/o son and outbursts Like the title says, my 11 year old son is having outbursts regularly. They're angry, and yesterday he kicked my car windows very hard (luckily they didn't break), and just now he threw my basket of cleaning supplies across the room. He screams, cries, says horrible things, and is set off by the smallest things. He is diagnosed with ADHD. I get a lot of support from friends and family. His dad and I aren't together, but he isn't very supportive as he thinks he does a better job at parenting than me (I have primary custody and have him the majority of the time). Instead of support, he usually criticizes me. He wants me to spank him every time he has a meltdown. He's 11, he's too old for that, and if I did that, I would be spanking him multiple times a day. I just also don't see how that helps either. I came seeking advice on how to best handle these outbursts. He sees an ADHD specialist, but his behavior is still a big issue. She also hasn't given me much of a direction to go either. These meltdowns are a significant source of stress for me. And, they're making me feel like a terrible parent and I'm losing my patience. I just honestly don't know what to do, so I thought I might find some suggestions here. Any help, insight, or support is very appreciated.",3.6996093750000014,5.2692847421875015,5.166062500000002,80.82268750000003,72.671875,8.557500000000001,29.20625,9.120678840339163,2.5395740625,1018,42,197,22,20,342,150,256,0.096,0.745,0.16,0.9661,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,3,13,14,0,1,14,0,21,1,0,3,0,35,39,20,0,3,9,5,2,2,1,2,1,3,3,0,8,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,6,7,27,10,21,30,7,23,0,1,2,0,31,6,0,5,13,124,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265102637945439,0.10777750345419468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640329795518594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500334246110366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157461933357821,0.09754561226955497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261463484036426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211521990028811,0.07113016449769179,0.0,0.0,0.11194555149049064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651855979981296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092927006306305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397486867003042,0.0,0.055767692927858915,0.07879367777977604,0.0,0.0,0.1008062344356762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521246216437756,0.0,0.0576237864460187,0.0,0.06268232133082825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880128624535632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785477756144633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511772866784672,0.10944925148866286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061440728407061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776763766602863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339018216521246,0.0,0.09376756498339632,0.0,0.0,0.07362174839111815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170039432869536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107839177585292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146888908673302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449356945719876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754195901228633,0.0,0.0,0.17577923341952345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808050847921932,0.0,0.12634079848348256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006388957954548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465481627001975,0.07067160281517677,0.0,0.0875606961400788,0.1929390298362773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147267625432033,0.2730109935319836,0.06505394685038644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834931738348537,0.0,0.0,0.07102537926432258 adhd,cam3848,2019/07/20,"Treating ADHD has changed my life. Get treatment if you need it! I (28M) have suffered with ADHD since childhood and was officially diagnosed at 18. My mother is a psychiatrist and she started telling me to get treated when I started high school. I never listened to her and convinced myself that ADHD was a fake disorder. This led to a very low self esteem during my early adulthood. Looking back, I was in complete denial about my disability. My mother confronted me senior year of high school and the argument ended with me telling her that the only way I would seek treatment was if I took most advanced psychological test to PROVE with no doubt that I had ADHD. One entire psychological evaluation and a whole bunch of test batteries later, the verdict was in. I had severe ADHD with a ""well below average Cognitive Fluency score"". I stayed in denial and didn't get treated. College was an extremely hard time in my life because I was pursuing an engineering degree while working and being part of ROTC. My self esteem sank even lower because it took a harder effort to just keep my head above water when compared to my peers. I came close to dropping out (barely graduated), going to jail, and leaving the country during my six years of college. I somehow made it through and commissioned as a military officer as a 25 year old. My military job requires academic abilities, critical thinking, sitting down, and everything else that people with ADHD have problems with. Therefore, I was having the same problems I had in college and my self esteem fell even more because work took a much harder effort for me than everyone else. My self esteem was so low that less than a year ago I was on track to leave the military and take a low skilled manufacturing job. I thought so low of myself that I purposely assigned myself a career I was overqualified for and turned my back on a life I deserved. My mother confronted me again over the phone this time. After the argument, I hung up cried for the first time in years. It felt as if all my years of making it look like I was OK and confident finally broke me. I was vulnerable with myself for the first time in my life and cried from the pain of the last 10 years. I decided there was nothing else to lose since I was getting out of the military anyways (my denial convinced me that seeking mental health help would get me kicked out of the military) and decided to go get treated for ADHD. This was about three months ago. My life has completely changed in three months. There is no way to describe it in writing but I feel very positive about life and the future!!!! I am no longer getting out of the military and will continue my career track. Life with ADHD is way more manageable than without treatment. I don't even lose my keys anymore. People at work are more satisfied with me and my personal life has improved. There is still a long road ahead for me but I can now travel this road without 100 pounds on my back. I would like to thank the people of this forum for helping me through the process of getting treated. I posted here a while back and received an immense amount of support. Part of the reason I went to mental health was due to the people here. Thank you all :)",6.337300076161463,7.26017405775578,6.592772277227727,75.47138233054078,65.84818481848185,9.31769484640772,34.02030972328002,9.40045753921074,3.2250274689007368,2573,112,444,47,39,828,264,606,0.077,0.831,0.092,0.9707,3,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,0,13,26,29,2,1,38,1,40,14,1,5,4,71,73,34,0,9,8,3,3,2,0,4,12,1,0,5,18,35,1,2,8,1,0,12,8,15,1,6,29,6,74,14,83,39,14,95,0,8,2,0,21,31,0,6,47,326,92,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059426416843578,0.0,0.09329453921120873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218804940803085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185589359974714,0.0,0.09623579728997568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018689331498631,0.0,0.0,0.11133668329620486,0.0,0.11034879574214093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156081736576346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341141499464055,0.0,0.0,0.06031071769702302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318797309570053,0.0,0.0466085137328897,0.0,0.0,0.10427133251333078,0.0,0.0,0.05028369890328114,0.047294316597838636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026607858468735816,0.0,0.05052650049035571,0.05764611609704458,0.0,0.08952249167690657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994749629277,0.0,0.059813926196302186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714002862456994,0.0,0.054006559416004914,0.11187194867378784,0.0,0.0,0.07054441001119646,0.11119854736458336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444076275081522,0.046773895897821834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289491120986853,0.0,0.11144068844107376,0.0,0.0,0.2973544384759277,0.051418050487350216,0.0,0.0,0.04656985398893694,0.08838042715976388,0.11774374484992893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979332063357742,0.03512637798995569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606356675072157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400663258514576,0.0,0.03868408858217106,0.03901941753421726,0.040586236735692234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049335574184667,0.0,0.055219170073096284,0.0,0.03565882533106365,0.04002229593760887,0.05599476849228637,0.0,0.0,0.11397154103615108,0.0,0.1459291348925953,0.04594852670728418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039845533520687,0.0,0.0,0.1007065432684848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410538835721549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651492519155106,0.0,0.0,0.21958979317594055,0.059449209246428235,0.0,0.08706086843417059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449390833985556,0.05608930289649399,0.04202493559310544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971615546523324,0.0,0.0,0.03956607862341925,0.0,0.09198994895632323,0.09689669892983707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03371880575905205,0.0,0.04177692294592555,0.12273998628847255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539885130682684,0.0,0.05723890335931697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683926116751249,0.0,0.12530948090827707,0.0,0.0,0.047314554184035365,0.04878221050597506,0.0,0.058751895692227774,0.0,0.10145372582486772,0.0,0.11493089458647032,0.0,0.0,0.11214598122744396,0.0,0.0,0.2372131960198976 adhd,MiddleCandy4,2019/07/20,"It's like the 5 stages of grief are a prerequisite to actually start any mentally intensive/tedious task? Normal person: Plan, work, break, work, break, finishing details, submit before deadline Me: Panic, distractions, self-hatred, reasoning with myself that nowhere, despair, acceptance ^(()**^(only happens after midnight)**^()), intense nonstop work for hours, submit 5:13 AM the day after My supervisor told me to quit treating work like a hobby and I just don't want to be me anymore",9.960379746835443,11.651409848101268,8.794784810126583,60.14989873417725,58.113924050632896,10.876962025316457,42.382278481012655,10.793553405168565,5.432076455696204,394,21,48,9,5,122,66,79,0.14800000000000002,0.752,0.1,-0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,6,1,8,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,4,8,6,0,9,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,26,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.19732789753739213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375098084177226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053809296821756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206590955304804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040879208644754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881373186255134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913622555553329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757929077322464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037802298692916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981229738622186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378990007437715,0.0,0.2372499946850893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656206785072975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150753417961853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079056704271291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094924440695811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312535614643027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932204249791395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926876156022602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5888454715830094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dwago,2019/07/20,"Aren't days off the best and also the worst?!? Rant how do you like them? I don't know I've noticed on days off my mind is always flying too high I'm lonely and bored and nothing makes me happy. I know everyone else is probably having fun partying and I'm home doing jack shit. It's nice to calm down but it also sucks having that alone time when you live alone with ADD and depression. Dont know how it is for you guys. That includes AdHd people too wanna know what you think of days off",0.4670064724919101,2.7302180873786384,2.192451456310682,94.63165453074436,86.5728155339806,4.986731391585762,15.379449838187703,6.42735559955562,-0.4737501618122977,385,7,84,4,12,126,70,103,0.22399999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.102,-0.9341,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,1,7,12,2,0,2,0,10,1,1,3,0,18,19,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,6,10,19,2,11,0,2,0,0,6,6,2,0,6,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380519361961236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35127262473824755,0.0,0.2712301059961096,0.14110621354262776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796635692766788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281000232965738,0.0,0.14606114692882294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874941091871035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166440692546894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204333292447745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791332312335433,0.0,0.18052371000314246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917320746407614,0.17010506063506564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727923979454491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284943684707333,0.0,0.14974444226760988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319762641180738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712299685954667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271896923669296,0.19307078459842164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756714355016742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283860242226155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407398518572492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086616097582536,0.0,0.0,0.09888491148764186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,llamabag,2019/07/20,"Self rant. Burnout cycle and finally getting diagnosed. It is summer, again. I am technically a... Civil Engineer, specialised in IT, design, communication and pedagogy. But 5 or so courses were left to do when I just could not handle university/college anymore. While studying, for twelve years, I taught guitar, singing, and music as a side job. Sometimes it was about 40h work and 50-60 studying. Every summer and winter I retreated. Collapsed. I now know it as Burnout. Or the repetitious, cronic fatigue disorder. I was sure I was just undiciplined. I was just to scared of failing my courses... so twelve years went. But I had to stop five years ago. I switched jobs. Took a Slow-No-Stress IT admin job for one of the poshest schools in the country. Alas. I apparently took over the work of three people. After six months, after xmas, i fainted in a ditch going to work. Got back up. Vomited. And then went to work. I've been on sick leave since. I got my guitar teaching job back. Alas only at about quarter the amount of work as the school switched administration and they can't market for shit. Four year bouncing around medical system. Being told I am to sick to go through neuropsyche evaluations. I finally got remitted to neuropsyche. That's when the government pulled my sick pay. Extremly measily amount but it payed for rent and food with the small teaching job I could do. A year later. Supported by my to-be wife and family (my own biological family fucked off. Dad when I was ten, mom when I was twenty.) I have just stayed afloat. I feel like the biggest reject ever. About a month ago I got diagnosed. ADHD, atypical autism and tourettes. (Why my shoulders hurt? Oh. You are not supposed to be in that much pain from cramps all the time?) I also got my court appeal letters from the government. It doesn't matter that 25 doctors have observed me for fifteen years. The one doctor they hired in to talk to me for 30min trumps me having followed all the rules and procedures. Most of the time I can't read. I get panic attacks. I can't go to new places anymore... In a month still, I'll finally get adhd medicin. Which I have tried to get to for ten years as I found out it helps. I accidently took wifes medicin box one day. And as she has ADD/autism. I had one glorious day of remembering how things felt before becoming a teenager. Being able to make decisions, acting on them, and not having to spend all your energy on a simple task like washing the dishes. I know meds will help. But I am stumbeling around in the darkest abyss. I know the path. Physical activity. Eating right. Routine. Finding my ways to be creative again... But. Getting closer to the first step of actual help. Meds. And maybe, gasp, a competent therapist... The gnawing suicidal thoughts that have been a part of me for over twenty years.... It is so hard to see what I'll be able to do. Not being able to make plans... Feeling so fucking rejected by everything. Except my to-be wife. I can't see or understand any of the qualities she sees in me. But I will continue to struggle. For her. I still can't find anything in myself I feel worthwhile anymore. Today was a good day. So I could take this focus for my self and write this jumbled mess of anger and bitterness. I thought I was genetically lucky with intelligence, wit, speed of mind.... But it was autism and adhd pulling my mind in different directions. I wish I knew. Before I just fell apart. Good luck to all who struggle. Keep picking yourself up. Keep fighting. Even when you start forgetting why. I know you. You. Are worthy of having a good life. I also know. You. Like me. Probably can't see it right now.",1.8184084773007465,4.6039521233672005,3.0212706587387075,86.59712658208096,87.99854862119015,6.1564742419276826,23.95432058304852,7.522338756793619,1.529451225868876,2859,114,532,55,93,918,337,689,0.12,0.769,0.11199999999999999,0.1674,9,1,0,0,2,0,140.0,0,6,3,11,33,28,7,4,33,0,50,22,2,4,6,85,99,47,1,4,20,5,5,3,0,2,15,0,1,2,21,22,3,3,18,4,4,14,11,18,0,12,31,10,74,10,85,57,10,98,0,5,4,2,28,31,3,6,53,344,95,28,0.16585878575845467,0.0,0.0539514164942568,0.0,0.19933002923482165,0.0,0.09801587081892273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842480736527157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037596553951952966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448734788717018,0.0,0.0,0.045495882864928894,0.09843298895307534,0.0,0.06289610431732749,0.0,0.08502344559759673,0.0,0.0,0.061059332669072375,0.0940890737357653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242474437589727,0.0,0.0,0.10696519565920456,0.0,0.0,0.11222878416321262,0.0,0.05776237662484266,0.06336284593683603,0.11317566350819601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657164817405221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03651605458066536,0.050009589104403056,0.04658106014409028,0.0,0.04968772733448528,0.0,0.10423793477276726,0.0,0.08386318557838343,0.039496516561997465,0.0530834814863413,0.18169019268498746,0.10106128359864967,0.04702646614571385,0.06685236736571397,0.0606185325780939,0.0,0.1022225165472158,0.1444239499831005,0.0,0.09426137016374753,0.1391144803774008,0.2210873707657737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952563135132616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117164794073753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059185086842475185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743154207246401,0.09828193968865942,0.0,0.0,0.1519194184514533,0.0,0.0,0.058540168666698235,0.060068685340939475,0.0,0.039050321802741976,0.0810302248707093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380801827223131,0.0,0.055542481076790766,0.0,0.1228211471939293,0.05569509247413227,0.0,0.0,0.1116467283940288,0.06475060176812981,0.1323869004072817,0.0,0.04064176382964867,0.0,0.0,0.05339581627234235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985360758539007,0.0420476934841441,0.058828480653624726,0.06486651627193245,0.0,0.059869634051908226,0.0,0.038328532825400656,0.0,0.05776237662484266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059607941156634925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055301223167131534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262855734211907,0.09442833120047422,0.0,0.0,0.05535119294777646,0.1119052973103486,0.17622397125347533,0.0,0.11535125733544042,0.0,0.056750553375419364,0.0457333671722646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05467952670442736,0.0,0.03913190074343985,0.05892779913495385,0.08830336037015309,0.04622179051962468,0.06333022623598923,0.11559440978531033,0.0,0.06047419721650162,0.06273819485438642,0.05210664757308015,0.0,0.04156838850326272,0.044437003124501336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419161127678713,0.036729735800606914,0.0,0.0,0.08778223285737531,0.06447572785118537,0.0,0.052404911846743216,0.05282839250477237,0.18427521371381492,0.03753574275778568,0.0,0.0,0.05755494843293114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388366134801706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025018373774376,0.0997745043087741,0.0,0.06357647274718288,0.0,0.0,0.20124528566793254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848203203587984 adhd,TemporaryUser10,2019/07/20,"Questions about Adderall I have just been prescribed Strattera, but I have been considering switching to Adderall. However, I was wondering about the differences between the two, namely about how Strattera is ""always on"" and if Adderall wears off at the end of the day and I'm just as bad as normal. I'd love any insight",5.321379310344831,7.803767689655174,5.209862068965517,78.3713448275862,70.3793103448276,7.398620689655173,35.737931034482756,8.238735603445708,3.2181406896551716,258,14,41,4,5,80,41,58,0.077,0.8290000000000001,0.094,0.2617,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,1,0,12,9,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,1,11,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,2,32,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727956443502456,0.0,0.0,0.22294775570561856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737392302382836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114347176721609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425311864802545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903758525634105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589545190950345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212212487572028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672645828558476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32025967584738085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555369689206649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Remember_to-remember,2019/07/20,"Well... Here's a new one... Ready for it? I think I have ADHD. Even just typing those letters is difficult... Almost as if im whispering through my keyboard. Just like when I try to say to say it to doctors or family or friends. After a lifetime of struggling I shouldnt be ashamed to say it. I should be able to shout it, just as I am in my head. Ive been going through a particularly rough time lately, and have been suffering from anxiety, insomnia and depression for a while now. I had been looking for self help guides online when I, like many others, started to realise the real problem that ive been trying to deal with my entire life. Im absolutely positive that ive got ADHD, and now im beginning my journey to get assessed, diagnosed and then finally getting the treatment. Already I am running into problems. Much like most others that have embarked on this journey as adults seeking help for ADHD. I have a feeling that this is going to be a long and difficult road already. I know that most people won't read this but hopefully some will, and might be able to relate. I also feel like I need to try and get all of my thoughts out, and that I might feel a bit more clear headed after writing this. Although I am on reddit quite often, this will be my first post. Sorry in advance for it being so long. I just don't have the ability to summarise etc. *** OK... So... Im sitting here, beginning writing this for the 5th time. I keep typing sooo much and then deleting it because its too long etc. It has to be more to the point! Ill try and make it as short as possible. Now here goes, a straight to the point post about why I am 99% sure that I have ADHD, my struggles so far with family, friends and doctors, and how for the first time in my entire life I am starting to feel like its not all ""my fault"". So im 25, am a guy and I stay in Scotland. Been jobless for a year. Have Crohns disease, I must now be fed through a tube in my chest (started 3 months ago) and I have raging anxiety! Awesome. No self confidence. What is self esteem? Had to drop out of college. Attempted 3 different degrees since leaving high school. None have been achieved due to my physical and mental health issues. Ive destroyed most of my relationships. Tried and failed to fix them. Can't get past my problems. I struggle to express myself vocally. Im having serious financial difficulties, brought on by my issues. (Procrastination, can't prioritise, impulsive spending. Ring a bell?) Might lose my house. My physical health problems are getting better but the real problems are in my head. Ive struggled for so long to get help but after failing I had resigned myself to the fact that the doctors werent there to help me. Its their job, why would they?... All I want is a life. Any one would so y'know, just so long as I can have one. Many docs jump straight to prescribing meds, and others refuse to prescribe anything because they think that's all we want. All I want is to get relief from this crippling anxiety and if that's in the form of a pill then so be it. I have now been in hospital for 4 months. Lots of time to think. More than the usual racing thoughts, which I didn't think could get any worse. I have never had rest from my constant racing thoughts in my life. Right now though, I can't even attempt to distract myself for any length of time with game etc as I just can't shut of my mind for enough time to concentrate. Its amazing the amount of things that can distract you from doing something in a bloody tiny square room. I am getting into many arguments with my dad and bro. Its hard to control my anger. Its also really hard for me to focus on things that im not interested in. But even then I struggle to do whatever it is that im doing. The amount of effort it took to start writing this is unbelievable! I know certain things need to be done but I just can't. Impossible. Doesn't help when im constantly forgetting things as well. Fuck I can't even finish this post. I know all of the things that I want to say but I can't wrap it up! Ill just have to if I want to actually get anything posted at all. If anyone wants to know any details then ill be happy to answer. Afeer trying to get advice and help with my anxiety, I had a few people suggest I might have ADHD. I was sceptical at first, as like most people, my idea of adhd was of wildebeest full of energy, bouncing and jumping around. But after looking into it more, I was ASTOUNDED! I looked at the list of symptoms of adhd and they all applied to me! Then as I continued to read into other people's stories with ADHD, and their daily real life struggles, it pretty much described my life! I could however understand that some symptoms of ADHD happen to almost everyone at some point in thier lives. But my symptoms have been severe, with all of then occuring together throughout my whole life. The symptoms have been with me since childhood and have increasingly caused more and more serious problems in my life. Like a snowball effect. I was in tears as I looked through the list of symptoms for the first time, mentally ticking them off as I went down the list... - Impulsiveness ☑️ - Disorganisation and problems prioritising ☑️ - PROCRASTINATION ☑️ - Poor time management skills ☑️ - Problems focusing on a task ☑️ - Trouble multitasking ☑️ - Excessive restlessness ☑️ - Poor planning ☑️ - Low frustration tolerance ☑️ - Frequent mood swings ☑️ - Problems following through and completing tasks ☑️ - Trouble coping with stress ☑️ As I read each symptom, I thought back through my whole life and started to realise that my entire life has been the way it is not because its my fault, but due to the way in which my brain functions. There isnt many things that ive been sure about in my life but this is one thing that im certain of. In a way I am glad and relieved that there is an answer for why my life has been SO HARD, but on the other hand I am quite sad. Like someone else has said, its a bittersweet feeling. I am disappointed that it has gone undiagnosed and untreated so far in my life which has resulted in serious consequences in all areas of my life. So for my own sake, so that I can finally get the help that I have desperately needed my whole life, I am going to be putting whatever effort I can muster up into getting help, and making my life worth living, and getting the help and treatment that will actually allow me to function and try to live a life like a ""normal person"". No more bouncing from one degree to the other failing and doing rubbish as I go. No more being jobless. No more serious financial difficulties and debt. No more ruining relationships. No more low self esteem and bad mental health. So there you go. I will detail my journey as I go and try to fill in the gaps in my story because I know I had to skip through lots of things as well... Y'know... If anyone has any questions I will be happy to try and answer.",3.5267639372822326,5.365001597930526,4.610474540703205,83.52421355321509,73.67110125646711,7.43376887340302,28.19270008446837,8.192908349453996,1.9699502745222257,5434,218,1044,88,112,1776,452,1353,0.163,0.7240000000000001,0.113,-0.9973,7,0,1,0,0,0,179.0,1,2,7,21,55,78,6,11,50,1,128,43,6,8,18,189,201,102,0,32,29,2,10,9,2,15,35,8,1,7,76,58,1,3,25,4,5,21,24,49,3,9,35,23,132,28,179,135,51,157,0,12,5,1,47,61,1,25,74,743,208,19,0.056722098407277995,0.0,0.05535258578443946,0.0,0.3067602278007792,0.027714089043347573,0.02514035891123684,0.0,0.056798988064749714,0.0,0.06259424607676005,0.045360641603170514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964324300014586,0.0,0.08678450005271399,0.0,0.0,0.039661410060847516,0.0,0.04667745395318516,0.02524734668284329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021807896214507096,0.02368029144322192,0.06915452942718707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02508304328440156,0.030962920283030108,0.0,0.0,0.031660310473375884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029134609942691774,0.0,0.0,0.029736020498473976,0.061296437483636175,0.031809328270843755,0.04528798005905687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029238996399460294,0.02442733012124177,0.02878586794629785,0.0,0.029631260076184107,0.0,0.08708620686143352,0.0,0.029023200081288163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023692017399292963,0.0,0.0,0.02930454521368927,0.09489020030051956,0.07492882207831256,0.0,0.0,0.027100197900139792,0.0,0.0,0.05347254624090001,0.0,0.07170099315770492,0.04052227843577057,0.0,0.06213628625090677,0.0,0.09649557585746653,0.0,0.0,0.04382335252421423,0.026219332984905853,0.20744468709668495,0.0,0.09670942705838052,0.0,0.022682921879301144,0.0,0.0,0.02808189762940656,0.02507958214697461,0.0603817284976815,0.07621778822604118,0.0,0.08731985593748086,0.09043940724305294,0.0,0.0,0.1710883211034572,0.029965005613296663,0.0,0.02816892114400097,0.0,0.03272484295364386,0.0,0.03201617243213465,0.3063479992040806,0.05920313387337903,0.02814396515292904,0.025208603643690885,0.0,0.0,0.10910543655764757,0.0,0.03199249882205624,0.030030256094424407,0.0,0.0,0.3405482124027993,0.12470198462071375,0.0,0.0751299781359648,0.12549318037524615,0.09526455367316676,0.031728759583440534,0.0,0.048223099664433465,0.0,0.0,0.03786244114117061,0.11501460979919488,0.0,0.0,0.03150273212436852,0.0,0.08574380102191577,0.12034636538247695,0.028636574869356557,0.0,0.045275037788304565,0.0,0.0625459032864605,0.06308807586884617,0.021873789549070183,0.02739127804975821,0.0,0.0,0.027787806598655474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609090465054128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02707383058448177,0.0786479221147248,0.024763774227953752,0.0,0.0,0.08043107579600782,0.03197282165115566,0.10864818167593793,0.028853383021337418,0.0,0.2442392446007149,0.0,0.028510687824009576,0.03177086583910285,0.06033093371724128,0.08510617231900483,0.09684324905277586,0.01816881434602075,0.0,0.0,0.06089830603667672,0.0,0.024220181057767576,0.026977852407578887,0.09021537862358706,0.0,0.028702895918236267,0.0,0.0,0.11834703853758148,0.032039912948406794,0.0,0.04692110595249193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024030224955160003,0.02183372127246093,0.0,0.03174787263017631,0.10037048299927416,0.030229104893408805,0.0,0.0,0.032487486040785565,0.17789475882966374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345990647039831,0.17686793624623195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073456704954655,0.07269046064286706,0.027864586845663397,0.0900620204310067,0.1323004469132641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03151016920357618,0.1732976166699666,0.0,0.0,0.029524852427108606,0.0,0.0,0.03123568887895725,0.0,0.1003684897785211,0.06753504227900994,0.0,0.0,0.07649996777746455,0.02629097674896661,0.07677430688181168,0.09499229581321723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02890233209072692,0.04029375127202213,0.0,0.0,0.018263585833620068 adhd,rustyxj,2019/07/20,"Do you guys get anxiety in small crowds too? We're getting together today for a picnic/beach day with my in-laws and there is just to much going on around me, does this happen to you guys too?",3.0169166666666705,4.176587525000002,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,73.75,7.333333333333335,20.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.5968333333333335,151,3,33,2,3,49,35,40,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405131634780759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798803572725518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276032452967074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513129832255023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285193482380416,0.0,0.17867929738478633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226057446860715,0.2780205975589302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311182765414411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980119898115687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zenhangeki,2019/07/20,"Forming new habits with ADHD There is a list of tasks that I will have to learn to get used to eventually, but I don't know where to look. Example: If I want to start reading more, I have no idea how to form that habit with an ADHD brain. I know that brute force doesn't work. I see habit building as the same as climbing a mountain without the fun. Any resources or tips you all can offer me?",2.979674796747968,3.976156073170735,3.6985365853658543,92.88772357723579,73.6341463414634,6.442276422764228,24.642276422764226,6.42735559955562,0.5140910569105692,306,9,70,2,6,97,61,82,0.08800000000000001,0.894,0.019,-0.7446,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,2,1,15,15,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,12,14,5,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,47,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904948519035862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706392641765616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27424880712869176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835236007937698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773313643188412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700274560059068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630080545548907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726947773280985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457363376921977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576706820086395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738863884902798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121798775796268,0.0,0.0,0.1449024461200146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681697437709556,0.0,0.1788505810383253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lorzs,2019/07/20,"Biggest exam of my life Monday. Waited till last 2 days to study all of it: instead spends 2 hours taking online IQ tests. I Really need to study and focus for this. I’m not stressed about the material, just the time management and not getting side tracked in my limited time (that I of course did to myself). I’m going to try to put the phone and laptop away, but when I need to look things up to study, I get caught up on all the internet things and lose time again. Any tips would be awesome! Otherwise just a vent post to you lovely people who I know get it.",4.809172932330828,4.9734396666666685,5.459674185463662,84.92605263157897,69.0,8.61954887218045,25.93483709273183,8.418075326091056,1.4502521303258151,438,11,93,6,7,142,78,114,0.043,0.8490000000000001,0.109,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,17,17,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,1,19,13,2,21,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,0,10,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435744909683645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836199753717285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616029399687446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309174845486668,0.0,0.11998908425256195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791885718177064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603059791198946,0.17209775189394844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912616943948034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772946067099324,0.2361985748042016,0.0,0.0,0.19055154313307365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31309793392486124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636978689599536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022025601051071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224226597982684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352542018898202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184676623191398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874221417628462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805285360841279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693318469245456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334226393343716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997949413902986,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jordwumble,2019/07/20,"Trying to get my life started. I'm 19, and recently graduated high school, which I just did okay in. I'm still not 100% sure if it's ADHD or laziness, I haven't seen a doctor about it, but the things people have said here strongly resonate with me because of how I feel and how I felt back then. But I'm having so much trouble getting my life started, like the title says. I've tried reading the drivers manual so I can get my license multiple times, but I've never been able to stick with it. I want to work, but the whole process of looking for a job, applying, then doing all the things you have to do to even be considered seems way too daunting. I'm even nervous starting community college, because I fear I'll just do the same things I did in high school. Before I graduated, I really wanted to hit the ground running. But here I am lying on the couch, and I have to fight myself to do basic everyday things (Somebody on here used the term ""charging up,"" which I agree with). It even took me a while to write this post. Everyone tells me I can take my time with my life, but I still feel I guess self-induced pressure to go much faster, as in feeling like I should be going much faster and getting things done in my life as quickly as possible, so I also feel some disappointment in myself over that.",7.8592620865139935,5.7799607404580176,7.922709923664128,77.14821246819339,63.73282442748093,10.718066157760816,35.955470737913494,9.075114841892004,2.9712585241730283,1022,37,208,13,12,333,146,262,0.106,0.8290000000000001,0.065,-0.9274,1,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,20,11,1,3,12,1,19,5,0,3,3,38,48,24,0,4,11,0,5,2,0,1,5,2,1,0,13,8,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,8,9,30,5,30,36,8,36,0,1,2,0,6,12,0,5,20,147,43,9,0.106040008486052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743948350356246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480015647509594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153822106667888,0.0,0.12928200989064495,0.0,0.0902322370059622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853644198536444,0.0,0.10851574498581293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011527655369674,0.0,0.0,0.10132577235315356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193244904240192,0.21446805774522126,0.0757550032502311,0.1018150374405574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216061111760521,0.0,0.12052996103115575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681502440365135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407418193194853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052283461806773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995967758772577,0.10361158371712867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904690026970505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338548220710065,0.0,0.0817845917036068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351479020199378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195441767639736,0.10155701596392556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060687044183204,0.0,0.0679319447457656,0.0,0.10470171561803313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086833098784173,0.08432727088240179,0.0,0.21463629958749975,0.0,0.0965348411415084,0.1106228553174792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516699137406804,0.0,0.1693673755088484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999414530661512,0.0,0.07972888953962677,0.0,0.09268364131937802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522413490044737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236655633987522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781435114591696,0.14398841022612385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158452075044256,0.0,0.0,0.12509028881391535,0.08416962298011192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838988256765735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719838910825158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PLASMAHANDS_303,2019/07/20,"Diagnosis in UK Hello. Looking to be assessed to see if I have ADHD. I visited my GP in November 2018. I was meant to be referred to the Maudsley hospital for an assessment, but for some reason the referral was never signed by my GP. I visited my GP this last Friday, and am now being told I will be referred locally (not the Maudsley) and I'll hear more in the next month. Slightly suspicious that the waiting will just go on and on, and I'm finding it more difficult in recent months to deal with these supposed symptoms of a condition I'm not sure I have. Does anyone have any advice re : a private assessment? I work as a carer so I'm not particularly well off, so money is an issue. But as I said, it's very difficult right now to manage these 'symptoms'. May someone from the UK (I'm in London) please share the steps they took if they did indeed go private, and give me an estimated cost? Looking at Google results, they are heavily advertising Harley Street, and I won't be able to afford to go there. Thanks",4.0060166666666674,5.411356235000002,5.776,77.39966666666669,71.65,9.133333333333336,30.333333333333336,9.558583805096642,2.944983333333333,797,34,150,19,15,274,122,200,0.078,0.873,0.048,-0.713,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,1,7,6,0,0,13,0,18,2,0,2,2,27,36,14,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,0,2,7,5,2,1,0,7,5,16,4,25,20,3,27,0,0,3,0,12,12,0,4,8,102,22,2,0.16349809348562672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649293587491667,0.1597684446983304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118431015874856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432166848517347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855935520648774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307828340348094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943429542815628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684226937911724,0.2787592030287739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427423403779272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064953146073686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332727679906333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745944409617156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610052367148569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609980903386062,0.0,0.17388207726739388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947180909121513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681032706722414,0.16143464276008967,0.0,0.0,0.13962647849831974,0.15552412759150747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028681233852155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853140403900413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540950181897456,0.3398742428669375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052707781993802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622943488238514,0.18165239773756967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490305003118078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700442137524405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190285593104315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,invincible64,2019/07/20,"What IQ profile do you have? (Test link inside) I found an IQ test that gives you a verbal iq, a spatial IQ and a working memory IQ. Post your results in the comments! https://openpsychometrics.org/tests/FSIQ/",4.8125714285714265,8.36372225714286,4.334285714285716,76.45571428571431,83.57142857142857,5.085714285714286,24.142857142857146,6.742157984588678,1.1953999999999998,169,6,26,2,5,51,27,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5803284951938832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077338618582731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069041904162441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38532233899287416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peakedattwentytwo,2019/07/20,"Concerta Dosing Hi all. I've been on ADD meds since February of this year. Dxed last year at 53. Strattera plateaued; Vyvanse caused unbearable anxiety; doc added guanfacine which did nothing but mess up my sleep and make me overeat. Doc's decision was to keep the guanfacine and switch me to Concerta. 27 didn't do much; was still overeating. At 36, I had one day of heavy anxiety, increased fight/flight, restlessness, and then next to nothing. He bumped up the guanfacine to 2 mg bc I have RSD with my ADD. The RSD improved some. The other day, I was rooting around for my meds and saw that I had some Concerta 27s left, so I took 54...and it was magical. I got my shit done, and didn't stress about what did not get done. Following day, same. And that was it. Out of 27s, so back to the ineffective 36s. See doc next week. Since the 54 worked so well, can I do 72? I have a lot I need to get done, and am afraid I won't be able to do it. Also: will anything bad happen? No responsibilities today or Sunday, and I want to write.",2.14513030148186,4.13338713592233,3.187935615738376,91.51764179867143,78.126213592233,6.861113949923352,23.948901379662754,7.85451343220497,1.0809553398058247,794,27,175,13,19,254,127,206,0.098,0.8190000000000001,0.083,-0.4998,0,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,3,7,0,25,4,2,3,1,29,37,15,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,13,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,7,1,1,18,2,17,1,22,16,7,26,0,0,2,0,3,9,1,4,14,107,26,1,0.13426843307125486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737441741723372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054299675812949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104914800057126,0.11952737199430374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032441371360377,0.11210853321830164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793066670627604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597760947418997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122096721084706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402994291090452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738673158187204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873313193660084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934395257557705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944669352211332,0.0,0.0,0.14588304539605138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415022031257666,0.0,0.0,0.08962522168653231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982839209812955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870274743128757,0.09955834181319756,0.0,0.0,0.28559200362688364,0.0,0.0,0.2576683655430684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098376514344243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069945573651584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782461705841378,0.22213647065648984,0.0,0.13436540012784612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722694409230972,0.0,0.15380403643744073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727077495575068,0.0,0.14917716951851795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919500060057216,0.0,0.10770203806272777,0.0,0.12072344632162753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977490184051934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292893746877955 adhd,kirstenegarza,2019/07/20,"New and learning This week, I learned I was not a freak. I have ADHD. I was diagnosed last year, got a prescription for vyvanse but I STILL struggle to wake up on time for work, I can’t stay focused on cleaning long enough to say I actually cleaned. I am constantly forgetting things and impulsively speaking out of turn. It’s made me feel like something is wrong with me and no professional would ever want to hire me after graduation. I finally did some research and after joining this community, I had the best week I have had in my adult life as far as productivity. I worked 4 12 hour shifts, and still managed to clean my apartment one room at a time. I feel so proud of myself for accomplishing this and all I needed to do was listen to what my brain needed.",5.176107382550335,6.127497382550335,6.059926174496642,78.15445302013423,68.46308724832215,9.181476510067114,31.67852348993289,9.3871,2.7611793288590607,606,25,118,12,10,200,103,149,0.064,0.775,0.16,0.9407,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,4,0,13,4,2,1,2,23,22,10,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,4,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,5,21,3,22,13,4,26,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,17,84,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.1626692980575766,0.0,0.20033379439244395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749350687503227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608563296556213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013699482303594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919090107326895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223946206854238,0.0,0.0,0.1507842663709684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685709899431478,0.11908622687494246,0.0,0.1826051290124388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332041955077126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416001200649066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587785831518887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774090189551788,0.08143826833887989,0.0,0.0,0.14751894440597446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577298932497951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472029775893698,0.0,0.1609941038926731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295616844418653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256175937152762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832918509741714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177673624609675,0.2662440873830833,0.0,0.0,0.17426476190071827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107440866017112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440122378288527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131520456404968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832044006611904,0.0,0.2674237438737715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242710434566506,0.0,0.0,0.11841463488357973,0.18225372088836705,0.0,0.1073454706936005 adhd,FaeLLe,2019/07/20,"Private ECG and Blood tests for safety of medication So my friend has gone private and not NHS because they don't want ADHD to show up on their medical record. He has been advised to get an ECG and Liver function blood tests before they can prescribe medication. Any recommendations on the cheapest place in and around London, Heathrow and Reading to get these done ? Appreciate your advice.",7.176956521739129,9.15363394202899,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,64.65217391304347,8.418550724637681,34.08985507246377,8.841846274778883,3.0965628985507254,318,14,50,5,5,98,54,69,0.016,0.863,0.121,0.8297,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,8,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,10,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,31,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752828072738074,0.22383250458593665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557670706532975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390988977957214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963142989237715,0.0,0.19491120668974185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344055240326528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696938801605408,0.0,0.23934635764539086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6922545147792286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393165132188097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291196567455855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510414873277232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pyroclastic_,2019/07/20,"(Serious) Have you ever been discriminated against for having ADHD? I mean like family making fun of you, teachers, people at the workplace, stuff like that. I’m not trying to pull the victim card by the way I’m just curious.",5.531428571428571,7.005187380952384,7.00809523809524,69.75357142857145,68.04761904761905,9.40952380952381,28.285714285714285,9.725611199111238,2.9036571428571434,178,6,29,4,3,61,35,42,0.045,0.728,0.22699999999999998,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093315099916399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080895643383175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210846208376497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327970645327664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273512000537937,0.0,0.0,0.37101007671352304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361271346431621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389902176964074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312430643894887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703501138162816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scrummaster135,2019/07/20,"Adderell and Diarrhea Hi! I get diarrhea on adderell with 10mg lol Whats worse is that I need atleast 20mg a day I have quit coffee/soda/tea and that has helped only a little I eat food and then take adderell. Tums helps tons! I am about to go to doctor in a few days. Should I try a different medicine? Or should I stay on Adderell and take tums for the rest of my life (can’t be good right?) or else can doctor give me something for the upset stomach? Anyone has had a similar experience? Did switching to a dofferent med help? I am trying to educate myself before I got to the Doc Sorry for TMI lol TIA",0.7511904761904766,2.9844944365079367,2.5295238095238126,92.95714285714287,84.7936507936508,5.822222222222222,21.698412698412696,7.1686216300943375,0.6527365079365075,473,16,104,7,14,156,87,126,0.073,0.77,0.157,0.9071,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,9,2,13,6,1,0,0,10,20,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,12,1,14,14,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,61,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215772412578513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795457323844444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426960959100206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166206645348867,0.0,0.35593627039752324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791723800987294,0.14525001056795514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008283205221142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102499916483734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908423604856366,0.16679646716498764,0.09881700564307552,0.14583785880267333,0.1390634907595043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496336625329968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228128510091261,0.0,0.17426813971908567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931356075283205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289258956188246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223955339551116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493715862848836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848805381611418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385724787022055,0.0,0.19463850449395748,0.0,0.1853273079800493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26146428855201953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23609903171169916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719318582561552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-Narancia-,2019/07/20,"Problems with concerta? Hi everyone I hope its alright for me to post here, I'm currently trialling dosages for concerta and it's not going great. Started on 18mg didn't feel anything, 36mg worked amazing, then went up to 54mg and had to nope out cause I got awful side effects. So I've gone back onto 36mg but now it doesn't seem to work anymore, I'm constantly fatigued as if I haven't slept. I'm so tired I can't focus and I'm supposed to be getting a job. Did anyone else get tired on concerta? It also seems to have an effect on my vision, I get white spots and things are more blurry than they should be.",1.069461538461539,3.0863759461538463,3.0146153846153863,91.26038461538462,81.84615384615384,5.8461538461538485,23.84615384615385,7.010146845296331,0.8699230769230772,483,18,104,6,13,162,90,130,0.168,0.767,0.065,-0.9368,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,6,6,0,0,2,2,11,4,1,3,0,18,28,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,7,2,8,4,17,18,1,17,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,4,6,59,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728750614408456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265561429669386,0.12878191250301518,0.18871267207306586,0.15156323947233255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162192306641738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892020875048553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990315633421404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538575308873152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759904808949509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312620013306236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886770451095373,0.0,0.1046729045903128,0.0,0.1473043977151259,0.20305748262732928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293084045703992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276877459736826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639212278050995,0.0,0.0,0.1762339820423625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353384380115806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036251348267558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236003331180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233722594104817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073534511807906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681683308788298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,baker4075,2019/07/20,"Medication Consistency I'm 18 and have been pretty sure I've had ADHD for most of my life but was only recently able to convince my parents to allow me to get medication. But now that I have medication I struggle to be consistent with it, anyone have any tips for staying consistent with medication?",8.341369047619049,8.128516589285718,9.811428571428577,57.96690476190479,61.67857142857143,13.180952380952384,40.095238095238095,12.45797560212912,5.512316666666669,243,12,39,8,3,86,40,56,0.05,0.8029999999999999,0.147,0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,8,9,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,9,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.19123697111246574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298296763015064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004769815164385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371733668288902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991342439135817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507632824586954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7706045169842062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544433399898776,0.0,0.0,0.21234602505068376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455675055351693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888234379734618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383316631723086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999224042047685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023858207690896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,U_o_o_U,2019/07/20,"Any tips on growing/maintaining friendships/relationships in general? [For context, just figuring out I likely have AD(?)D in my mid-20s, and am kind of thinking through persistent issues in this light] One thing I've always struggled with is maintaining relationships outside of close relatives and ""second-degree friends"" primarily tied to a relative. Although I generally get along well with other people and they seem to like me, there always seems to be a sort of cycle if/when we move past being casual acquaintances, where they eventually 'drop off my radar' (e.g. moves, getting caught up w/ work, changing classes in school), and I'll suddenly realize I haven't talked to them in an embarrassingly long time, and feel ashamed and inclined to avoid them, or at least awkward enough to make things difficult; I haven't had any acute ""endings"" to these relationships so far, but things just seem to decay quickly. Sometimes even without external changes, I've noticed I start dropping off once someone's familiar enough to seem ""safe"", so to speak. It kind of feels like getting close to people is a net negative in the long run, since it raises the stakes when things fall off (it's pretty hard to mess up an acquaintanceship). Has anyone struggled with similar issues, and if so, have you come up with any ways of dealing with this tendency? TLDR: Keeping friendships/close relationships ""alive"" seems to be difficult with forgetting about people not in my immediate environment. I'd appreciate any advice/pointers here!",10.110883315158128,10.31184567175573,8.868113413304254,64.81480916030536,57.93129770992367,12.2185387131952,41.61504907306434,11.629938488055165,5.1798300981461285,1234,60,187,31,14,381,167,262,0.12,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.9115,0,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,4,2,13,19,0,6,7,0,12,0,0,1,0,44,28,15,0,1,7,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,19,0,3,10,1,0,6,5,10,1,1,2,5,15,9,45,23,3,39,0,0,0,0,13,20,0,8,13,119,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424803678228605,0.0,0.0,0.2521246532694312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480975370277832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961036788674155,0.07984268840416886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555747777288938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209424548102813,0.19154340249198384,0.0,0.061219690584432114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373189101781826,0.06621647795347133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161068351243742,0.0,0.1452772973282013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303043311070638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348482663020666,0.0,0.08238554256301471,0.0,0.19304102137925674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358483371639596,0.0,0.0,0.16405230371830593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187010197520881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702580384515286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552614493948376,0.0,0.09870992192779307,0.06280793198148497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848138728699127,0.1927750092723892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762032085078073,0.0,0.0,0.09429723472947267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980498130649768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380542003743488,0.0,0.421899340369248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667264768392318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853442216890245,0.0,0.0916710127802433,0.0,0.06560519429069288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937956901864672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449927471687567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463117208891106,0.05939086436385069,0.0,0.0,0.054047242433271935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357158927186203,0.0,0.0,0.08333783497731767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934812983485405,0.0,0.06747812304284267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crashcourse144,2019/07/20,"An interesting question on the internal experience This is a total ramble, so apologies in advance. I was reading around the internet a while ago and came up with a crazy theory: you can hold a conversation between your internal and external voices. Some research I read about said that people express slightly different opinions when speaking in different languages. To take this statement a step further, how different is the voice in our mind to the one we speak aloud. It doesn't rely on air, or our mouth muscles to be heard, so does it count as a different language? If so, could you hold a conversation between the spoken part of the brain and the internal part of the brain? (For example: asking a question aloud and answering internally or exploring two sides of an argument) Would such a thing be useful for ADHD? How much of what comes out of our mouths comes via the executive functioning system? Is our internal voice entirely based in the executive functioning system? Can our spoken voice access parts of our brain that our internal voice can't, and vice versa?",7.932940663176264,9.061307560209428,7.977709424083768,66.21570898778361,62.403141361256544,11.811692844677136,37.90619546247819,11.538034831475384,4.978203839441536,868,42,134,26,12,281,113,191,0.013000000000000001,0.951,0.036000000000000004,0.6322,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,8,3,0,1,9,1,0,0,21,0,12,5,5,3,1,31,20,16,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,8,12,0,2,5,2,0,6,2,0,0,2,4,9,13,1,25,12,6,23,0,0,0,0,22,12,0,7,3,103,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860231896699053,0.0,0.1096075620555552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007401000313394,0.11559531777895635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141002271082493,0.0,0.14142175307857385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302568756073054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872383091705056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167484185968386,0.0,0.0,0.10820625491141493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095265154868565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485045134533168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089639491618802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378790320094502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017001272198686,0.0,0.08572279172869282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27703082213847857,0.0,0.24736533785380685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761871190182767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296881585305844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214703929910798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207873089856668,0.0,0.0,0.1067932150291223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783684947761933,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikenzeejai,2019/07/20,"Books to help children My son is struggling to be able to focus on tasks and keep calm. His teacher is concerned he might not be ready for kindergarten if he doesn't learn some coping skills that work for him. He responds very well to books so our idea right now is to keep a book in his cubby that he can go through to use to calm down. I saw a book called angry octopus but he doesn't get angry just excitable. Does anyone know of any books for small children about calming down or even focusing.",5.554933333333337,5.708169160000002,4.952000000000002,89.24433333333336,67.4,7.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.1409666666666665,396,12,83,2,6,119,71,100,0.09300000000000001,0.782,0.126,0.3801,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,16,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,6,5,17,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,4,1,47,8,7,0.2524524206479921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167630300301182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652060232822528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577821473543377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092281455589924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674244290251447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189597019916574,0.0,0.14347452842257075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692135360917105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849880542973295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487826219199956,0.0,0.0,0.13874124818696715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26781212358229456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155929878567936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639180833583605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803783578890104,0.0,0.2082996859909117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269850444794349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378836892555672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,geedoll88,2019/07/20,"Hey Hey! I don't think people realize how much strength it takes to pull your own self out of a dark place mentally. So if you've done that today or any day. I am proud of you! ~ Do not give up!",-1.1872727272727277,0.6146857272727289,1.2510909090909088,101.76663636363638,89.45454545454545,5.3381818181818215,15.618181818181819,6.742157984588678,-0.6125036363636363,148,3,40,2,5,50,39,44,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.8007,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747931136570054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157322634741929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423214352277814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32089394070488764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371089444019338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459044640227105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190817605045105,0.0,0.34949335181776403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489684801613401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515110401710876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434148151255816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170778171401569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tsbunny404,2019/07/20,"Holding myself accountable. I’m the type that needs consistency in my daily routine. Yesterday the battle to work from home won over routinely going into the office. It threw my whole day off and felt like I accomplished nothing. Today is Saturday and I’m in my routine again, but still feel bad that I fucked up yesterday.",3.62004842615012,6.6997070338983065,4.697142857142861,76.39864406779662,80.35593220338984,8.11719128329298,27.072639225181604,8.841846274778883,2.975782566585956,261,11,41,7,7,85,46,59,0.187,0.7240000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,2,8,7,1,15,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,8,27,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709477524469169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092785951529591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640792554506556,0.0,0.3115752660337508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999992360715211,0.0,0.0,0.18442341925791256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32550453145750097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585365363131662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24061601893498075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113708765800165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591497602326998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307592378889572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36229775172707934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362431839974856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,newstart6,2019/07/20,"Avoiding building up tolerance? Hav ebeen doing research on coffee/stimulants and from my understanding these affect adhd people in the opposite way. Coffee makes us calm, (sometimes even sleepy) which could potentially help us focus. I never drank coffee and expected to get more hyper and inattentive but felt the opposite and apparantly this is a tell tale sign that I do indeed have adhd. So you guys taking meds, how do you mitigate the affects of your meds? I've heard that some of you don't take it weekends? I want to give coffee a go and take 3 cups a day, but skip weekends and see how I feel. I took a cup 2 hours ago and initally I felt sleepy but now I feel pretty relaxed and I want to see if I can actually study better. Will keep you posted on my results.",4.092494407158835,5.927663120805375,5.329010067114094,78.97168064876959,72.15436241610738,8.18814317673378,26.510626398210288,8.841846274778883,2.1514022371364647,611,21,111,12,12,203,100,149,0.012,0.843,0.145,0.9538,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,5,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,0,9,1,0,6,1,32,29,15,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,2,5,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,7,18,3,10,22,2,15,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,2,7,70,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.14217804046032995,0.0,0.3501959701654183,0.0,0.1291504964334972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885605586145485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632620536064099,0.0,0.0,0.09396170916044078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623067238974398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733630325306754,0.0,0.279781546767864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761200188555709,0.13976464457513704,0.08280225538603532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144261704156159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097656793747898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348097094982193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950108176549385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972530481134185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236702791108649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236954846661233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100709202723164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953625970085484,0.14822496186902034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220130761185664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409682757748055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286352281288151,0.0,0.12734451206951072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618733451544486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167441966719414,0.3505081095383463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187026283042378,0.11564650910231372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kretzschmusic,2019/07/20,"ADHD meds that won't cause crippling anxiety? Back in the day I've got prescribed ritalin and concerta. I would like to know one that doesn't make me a complete depressed anxiety mess.",4.589047619047619,6.8625048571428575,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,71.85714285714286,9.23809523809524,34.52380952380953,9.725611199111238,3.82252380952381,150,8,26,4,3,48,31,35,0.16,0.688,0.152,-0.3103,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354202000897731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509274133638553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266252205161507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027636108485485,0.0,0.0,0.3090134021390176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900731489096119,0.0,0.2538460849636957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571838944407905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197307208739672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398767658126865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967311286814904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273728719323696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971318867098267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936408027681305,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JoThePro10,2019/07/20,Any tips for dealing with school? Please I seriously dread waking up and going to school every single day and I feel like I'm gonna break. I'm in the process of trying to get medication but am on a 4 month or so wait list. Is there anything I can do to make it more bearable?,1.7133898305084756,3.2180335593220377,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,77.81355932203391,6.07593220338983,21.969491525423727,6.742157984588678,0.3571125423728816,216,6,49,2,5,73,50,59,0.062,0.8690000000000001,0.069,0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,8,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,9,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,27,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015418243669333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301070577232179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803346068698265,0.28828048072234075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559561921695266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138649968269076,0.19976372902532505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460922092402982,0.0,0.15891699189378186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661035869264604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665145999504054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816921675504921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319353031172265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069436243247583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659896475506387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898466142769982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,steak_pie,2019/07/20,"Bringing up ADHD on a first date? TL;DR Should you bring up ADHD on a first date? Or second? or when, if you even want to? So my life for the last how-ever-many years has been focused around jumping through every pin-hole sized hoop ADHD has to offer. But finally, with support (and meds lol), most things seem pretty under control for me just now :) So, now, a liittttle bit late, I finally decided I could hopefully manage dating! My experience is pretty limited, so I don't really have any idea how ADHD fits into this. So I'm curious, how have other people managed, or chosen to deal with this??? Like as far as I can tell there are like 4 options: 1) Bring it up as soon as possible (like first date) 2) Bring it up later once you've got to know them a bit 3) Maybe mention it waaay later, just as like a passing comment, as if it where like a curious birth mark 4) Hide it in case they reject you for it (RSD lol) plzz no, nobody should be ashamed I want to emphasize, there should be no responsibility that anyone should haave to mention it - that should never be the case. It could never be something to break up over. And any nastiness that comes from holding back mentioning it, would really be the fault of someone who considers it a dealbreaker. But I also feel I (personally) kinda wanna mention it at some point, idk why, just in case the other starts making bad assumptions about bad habits, or ways of doing things (to manage the ADHD). Then though I am also worried that mentioning it could cause the other to go cold on you :( So what have you guys done? Obviously this totally depends on how much you feel it affects you, and how much the effects are involved in relationships for you. Help plz cuz I have no idea!",3.1035828343313376,5.219498979041919,4.4382275449101805,83.07239121756491,75.67664670658681,7.327584830339322,24.306986027944113,8.238735603445708,1.5889783632734529,1345,44,255,24,30,444,185,334,0.096,0.7879999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.7929,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,8,2,6,26,12,0,1,14,2,29,1,0,11,4,60,47,32,0,15,11,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,27,8,0,3,8,0,0,8,6,5,0,4,3,3,22,7,44,30,7,55,0,1,0,0,25,21,0,13,29,187,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369754593665662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292463128602814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215376944845582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248360041753012,0.0,0.0,0.07955063217941095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871343560018207,0.14922614864564082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951191080454844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917988202228256,0.0,0.07697697265425013,0.0,0.0,0.10022645963298736,0.21404352836062887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212772641369067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144778432915282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902239193355406,0.08083254345114656,0.07529087192132397,0.0,0.0,0.08741264076960589,0.0,0.0,0.09036766366365263,0.0,0.0,0.1957821910806752,0.0,0.228032399554905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050786168786010465,0.0,0.07147051125181395,0.0,0.0,0.08848188038447825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059897093228426734,0.0,0.0,0.08875607852844257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175638960683967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911071341703476,0.07284150495708447,0.10080360278108323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311863165505356,0.2182874421358092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596494587425822,0.09059847985542688,0.08977558295172812,0.0,0.09926042080196634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313818889346592,0.0,0.13784211138276836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516702296490002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061951974621505486,0.07802696733754648,0.0,0.0,0.084475450124435,0.10074160294386046,0.0,0.18182543208960944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449446037499665,0.0,0.0,0.09594074982867264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135130375884002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571566274310589,0.06879480651460347,0.0,0.0,0.06325049103216007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014063093185301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810584209068586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873554725088878,0.0,0.08779716644430334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541539160627712,0.07093095596733621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063480523723712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075088556486552,0.0,0.06347980694437715,0.0,0.0,0.05754584104137597 adhd,davidbowiescat,2019/07/20,"Is there a secret trick to being able to focus on the RIGHT thing on elvanse? Basically, they upped my dosage which I had for the first time yesterday, instead of doing the coursework that I’m literally only 3 questions off finishing that was due Monday, or tidying my house, or planting my canna lily, or starting the beginner crochet kit, or food shopping, instead of the stuff I either need to do or mean to do, I spent SEVEN HOURS designing an indoor planter for my hallway that will match my furniture, I mean full on going on the wickes website and working out what wood to use, detailing every single bit of wood, measurements for each bit, how I’m going to put it together with some scribble my guidelines etc. Oh and here’s the thing, I’m literally just proud I I can put a nail in the wall and hang a picture off it, I’ve never made anything out of wood in my life, don’t think I’ve ever even held a bloody saw, and I’ve only made flat pack furniture about 4 times in my life. My step dads taking me to buy the wood and bringing me a woodwork table, a round table saw thing that looks menacing as shit, an electric screwdriver drill thing and other stuff I don’t have a clue what it is. Wish me luck 😅 Seriously though how do I focus on the right thing instead of something so completely out of the blue?!?!?!",6.037816091954023,5.928068950191571,6.658068965517246,78.31882758620691,66.39463601532567,9.412107279693489,32.342528735632186,9.029198982220553,2.6527857471264364,1040,39,200,16,15,342,150,261,0.038,0.914,0.048,0.5478,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,3,13,5,2,0,20,0,14,4,1,5,2,36,35,16,0,2,7,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,18,11,1,2,5,1,3,7,3,3,0,2,8,5,21,2,33,25,8,37,0,0,5,0,4,18,1,8,12,138,39,1,0.12543647712122855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322353279025814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388829050727714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151775973276128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989482962543434,0.08284961011898055,0.11346447492999436,0.10568564200553196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669620336006297,0.15167828604114605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257688126548765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352966271024875,0.14473685317410082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719898677613094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533504879779776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373820551584798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732741930967197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930095583855606,0.09674434406941683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080018646966665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521966105885811,0.14051756186216496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424413217652466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875874119432915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965671283597265,0.0,0.0,0.08878458412441016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871895117791772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431262003297393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166721084463332,0.08037462963632731,0.12324070189582655,0.0,0.1462860370856328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833684196925213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424575821050048,0.0,0.0,0.0913192492854866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,queenhadassah,2019/07/20,"Study on Chinese herbal mixture compared to Ritalin So while embarking on obscure ADHD related Google searches as I often do, I stumbled upon this Chinese study from 20 years ago. It found that a Chinese herbal mixture called duodongning was about equally as effective in children with ADHD (called child hyperkinetic syndrome in the study, an outdated term for ADHD) as Ritalin, but with less severe side effects. Was hoping for people's thoughts on this and if anyone knew more on the subject: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11783214 There unfortunately don't seem to be many other English resources on the topic. Even duodongning itself doesn't appear to be available pre-made in Western countries (at least under that name). According to another website, it consists of the following herbs: Gouqizi (Fructus Lycii) Shudinhuang (Rehmanniae radix preparata) Wuweizi (Schisandra chinensis) Renshen (Ginseng radix et rhizome) Fuling (Poria cocos) Gancao (Glycyrrhizae radix et rhizoma) I have had schisandra before in a tea, and it had a similar effect for me as caffeine (which, ofc, many ADHDers use to self medicate when they can't get prescription meds). I was actually googling if it was ever used in ADHD treatment when I found this information. I'm not some anti-pharmaceutical hippie, but I do get severe side effects from stimulants (even caffeine), which is why I was looking into alternatives (I'm aware of Strattera, Intuniv, etc, dw) Thoughts?",7.46972116119175,10.789376575630255,6.576990068754776,67.17723453017571,66.85714285714286,8.36088617265088,39.80977845683728,9.095868883498916,4.611825210084033,1187,69,148,24,22,362,158,238,0.039,0.935,0.025,-0.5058,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,8,0,16,4,0,7,1,31,32,14,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,13,5,1,0,11,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,12,1,9,1,33,18,7,25,0,0,1,0,8,16,0,8,7,101,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.12262879060049647,0.0,0.6040891850177794,0.0,0.11139251273836792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176842927282734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786636939081066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692980898996483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566315895486934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014726789225845,0.16599822216736024,0.11366921999079554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755656040585984,0.0,0.0,0.1313072795562987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481153982080667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552512442264783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548047629787185,0.0,0.0,0.13958307046637428,0.12659207628427507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711878077141222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439871676301255,0.1310937330329177,0.2839264486113907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952449353497528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706466857593695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339115440510675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092273959981071 adhd,throwawayssad,2019/07/20,"Do you find yourself catastrophizing? I realised that I generally nearly always catastrophise and convince myself that a situation went negatively, when rationally, I know that probably isn't likely that it went bad. Do any of you experience this or something similar?",10.053410852713178,12.49140720930233,10.306976744186047,46.695968992248076,58.30232558139535,13.175193798449614,44.56589147286822,12.45797560212912,7.065486821705427,222,13,26,8,3,74,35,43,0.092,0.86,0.048,-0.4329,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,22,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550800970606445,0.0,0.0,0.20846936651168285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559624057957384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29987170521271195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801876708912257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847578618972114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497683331002778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305204447160204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34458306797984994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23600266228869976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683630774157149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dank_doritos,2019/07/20,It's all in your head YES. IT'S A MENTAL ILLNESS OF COURSE IT IS IN MY HEAD,-5.152105263157896,-5.637911473684207,-1.0658947368421057,109.47273684210528,137.42105263157896,1.52,9.063157894736845,3.1291,-2.482797894736842,58,1,17,0,5,21,14,19,0.165,0.6709999999999999,0.165,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8976440664882304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407211475507768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Awkward__Inquiry,2019/07/20,"Doubting their diagnosis/treatment? Like maybe an interview with a psychiatrist was not enough... Maybe I do not really have ADHD.... Maybe the adderall is just making things worse.... Why does it seem like getting the diagnosis of ADHD slowly, but steadily, made the ""symptoms"" worse? It is hard to keep track and understand whether this or that caused xyz or maybe it's because of abc and everything is entirely wrong. I wish there was a better way to test for ADHD in adults that isn't super expensive or possibly inaccurate like a brain scan.",5.657551546391756,8.006177886597941,5.804729381443297,75.0415270618557,69.10309278350515,9.386082474226805,30.68170103092784,9.827888789773867,3.3262175257731967,433,18,72,11,8,137,70,97,0.151,0.7170000000000001,0.132,-0.46799999999999997,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,1,7,0,8,2,1,3,0,19,15,7,0,1,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,3,5,7,12,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,5,3,44,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914075814890878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308539612141247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054363492759047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215254640851875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001458056222368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927443752256585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083125240846578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249496983901098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120956560608202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220953552131611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211470506271903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976351272353146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896753242170786,0.09097931679659707,0.0,0.5477146900670017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365440696419155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873153587768944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240796847534196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166478721317832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054968138918183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189000082289166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108186227497668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298685763720855,0.0,0.15673484237287352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777966077399521,0.0,0.14901939114624932,0.0,0.0 adhd,link_101,2019/07/20,Building the best ADHD to do list app I'm learning programming and I thought of making an app that will be beneficial to people with ADHD in time planning. What do you guys want to see in a to do list/bullet journal /planner app that you haven't really seen in other applications? I want it to actually help people,3.989838709677418,5.8067105645161305,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,72.38709677419354,8.185806451612903,28.529032258064518,8.841846274778883,2.4773122580645164,253,10,45,5,5,87,44,62,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,13,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,10,9,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.25166317213758405,0.0,0.6198666716483412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27063935755246243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25535137471558045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285804766903565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214339506318435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35757653018235996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652107625145061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055047230180372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473563637164927,0.15037757348443467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042200849018817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlanTheJedi341,2019/07/20,I’m going back on meds I need the willpower right now. 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I've been on Strattera for about two months now and I've noticed it really helps my focus so I'm definitely on board with continuing my prescription with it. There have been a few side effects (orgasm and ejaculation being out of sync, loss of appetite) that have slowly started to subside over the past few weeks. Nothing major and all getting better. The worst part for me is when I drink socially. Alcohol has played a large part in my life since I was around 19-20, so a lot of my social life is practically based on the ritual of having a few beers and relaxing. A lot of people experience lower tolerance and worse hangovers, from what I've read (something to note is that I've always had very low tolerance). However, Strattera has had the opposite effect on me. I can drink more without feeling drunk and my hangovers are essentially nil. So that's all fine and well. But every time I drink, even 2-3 beers, I get extremely depressed. Sometimes immediately (the same night), sometimes for the following few days. I've been depressed off and on throughout life but it's never been anything overwhelming or long lasting. But fuck. Practically every time I drink now I get super depressed. It's common knowledge that alcohol is a depressant, but it's just never had that effect on me until starting my prescription. Before people respond with ""just stop drinking,"" I realize that sobriety is the best option. But I still want to be able to have a couple beers with my friends on the weekends. I guess I'm just at an impasse. Anyway, has anyone else experienced this on Strattera? Just looking for some common ground here and Google has yielded zero relevant results.",4.894679120879118,7.268196541538463,5.565708791208795,75.83282692307695,71.27692307692307,8.335164835164836,30.991758241758237,9.04235418022936,3.031775824175824,1416,63,232,30,28,458,180,325,0.10099999999999999,0.8,0.099,-0.223,2,0,12,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,8,18,18,1,1,16,0,25,17,1,4,4,48,39,21,0,1,11,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,13,16,12,2,6,13,0,1,3,10,1,3,8,3,20,8,37,29,18,45,1,8,1,2,6,18,1,7,26,164,33,1,0.09174920082014433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941559788890743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634268495759529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415317448862018,0.09400789865916692,0.07550177473642833,0.08167624069009312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807181224999457,0.0,0.09628512578487897,0.08114471220569812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015187456097998,0.0,0.05917064430698765,0.0,0.3951172611248468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493964375909262,0.0,0.0,0.07664468428492319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059948183438394,0.0,0.1546053176031106,0.0,0.0,0.0897483236934327,0.0,0.0,0.04639115268969651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804182334751379,0.0,0.0,0.07088520495991042,0.08482065773129785,0.14380551185973284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107208859975167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061497555319593125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478784427112639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441552165647386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119515554685268,0.07704622106222456,0.0,0.0,0.15600377910963328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323333675620479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415252796626233,0.0,0.0,0.0861004097083901,0.0,0.08803583267655837,0.10445707324334286,0.096275352383932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871088718773186,0.08758499382129563,0.12721468709389436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177402945690134,0.0,0.05877688741794108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589588702850388,0.0,0.0,0.18705351197365733,0.0,0.07063301725173979,0.18148461126422605,0.0,0.1298811131420863,0.0,0.07327103029224148,0.0767064401429005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069993936515087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962563752098329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570269943024674,0.05411605578354605,0.0,0.07359567467143963,0.0,0.0824935501733669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884429555127527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350027398924148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908347721246314 adhd,minty-pi,2019/07/20,Shaking my leg My family gets so irritated at me when I shake my leg. Like in the car one of my family members hour irritated at me shaking my leg. I just needed to get this out of my system,0.6969512195121972,2.5374600975609773,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,82.17073170731706,8.002439024390245,22.445121951219512,8.841846274778883,1.7561170731707318,148,5,32,4,4,56,27,41,0.266,0.6829999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,1,7,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7196394188698014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988304935752539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758839482892885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647256095382356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830154253445319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586403964002636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AbdulRehman112,2019/07/20,"Salesforce DX With Power Packed Multiple Features Makes Release Management Simple Salesforce DX With Power Packed Multiple Features makes release management simple When your focus is on making deployment easier while giving your team a great ambience and environment for app development and release management – then you must target to get Salesforce DX installed as soon as possible to your existing Salesforce platform. ### It’s a hassle-free simple process The first thing you would love to know about Salesforce DX is that the installation of the patch is really easy, hassle-free, and takes little time. It’s not going to block your system for days or hours. It gets done merely in sometime when you have the guide and professional assistance of professional services like [Flosum.com](http://flosum.com/). The hassle-free easy installation is one of the prime ways to bring your team to a better work environment, where they can get to their target much easily with quicker testing and deployment. ### Salesforce DX is free of cost and open source It’s a very interesting thing to learn that DX is free of cost. It’s an open source program, which has scope for further development and advancement. And anyone can use it on their existing Salesforce platform. That’s why using it incurs no extra costing. The free open source patch can get even powerful and better with time as more researches are on over it. ### Easier lifecycle management The difference you and your team would be experiencing after the installation of Salesforce DX is a boost in lifecycle management and the creation of Org. DX makes tools available for work, which adds to functionality like flexible working, better version control, testing options, the better authority on deployment, and so on, thereby making working with it an enjoyable task. The creative freedom that showers on developers with the presence of DX features is an add-on. ### Changes in release management pace With the power of DX, if release management on normal speed took 3 days to be completed, then after the installation and use of DX, the same can get completed in less than half of a day. This is a clear indication that the pace of work gets advances fiercely, and with this speed, you can beat any competition and outrun all competitors. The kind of advanced pace, quick results, high efficiency, and an overall improvement in lifecycle management, leading to faster deployment that your team experiences with DX are incomparable to any other solution in the market. That’s why business revenue also gets generated more than earlier, as you keep on deploying more apps one after another. Your efficiency to take orders and complete projects on time, and also before time adds to your reputation gradually, and all the credit goes to your DX enabled salesforce and the team which uses this so brilliantly. ### Some remarkable differences you would feel with Salesforce DX After your team starts using DX, they would acknowledge that a release management process which earlier took 12 steps get reduced to 5 or 6 steps. This increases the efficiency and pace of the process. Also, they would feel that they achieved a 40% hike in efficiency in the process. Whether it is report generation or taking backups of the process, everything gets too easy with the integration of DX to Salesforce. ### Your responsibility as the team leader or business owner Whether you are in the role of the business administration, management, or team leading, you have to ensure you give your team the best tools and environment to work. Only then you may challenge their limits for even organized lifecycle management with faster deployments. That’s why to achieve pace in release management and beat all your past performances as the team, its time you equip your team with DX and see the difference. It’s not just your team’s past performance that you would outrun, but you would also eat competition easily. ### Salesforce DX benefits Some of the unique benefits of Salesforce DX are as follows: * Being open source platform its ready to get more developed while it empowers you with better work efficiency with great tools and features. * Salesforce DX is free. * You don’t require any infrastructure for its installation. * Existing Salesforce software you are using gets feature-rich and much more robust with the addition of DX. * DX offers Cloud technology and does not require extra space. With easy installation, it gets you fully ready. * With DX, data migration gest very easy. With just one click data get transferred to the test developer Sandbox. * DX can be integrated into other AppExchange tools and retesting tools. * DX helps you reduce the release management time by 32%. Also, it helps collaborate with QA and developers. * It’s super easy to roll back deployments. Disasters can be prevented and managed so easily by one click rollback. * With DX it’s possible to merge user stories at the last minute. * The quick deploy system in DX helps in much quicker deployment * It helps get unauthorized access and signoffs from business teams before the deployment, and deployments can be stopped at the root. This tool is so very powerful that it’s bound to make you fall you in love with your current job, and you are going to enjoy lifecycle management and app development more than ever. ### Overall Salesforce DX does this to you In a nutshell with Salesforce DX, the complete solution you may enjoy are: * Native version control * Static code analytics * Merging tools * Continuous deployments back to back * Storytelling regression * User story management ### Finally To get DX installed, you will have to contact third-party service who are trained not just to install it but also to train your team with the enhancements and features on Salesforce which comes with this installation. Third party services make it easy to absorb the new features of DX in a zap. Your team would be able to absorb things soon and get on well. For faster deployments, organized release management, and better business revenue and reputation earning, it’s time you gift your team with the best work environment brought through Salesforce DX.",7.844331395348835,10.398956126937987,7.141000000000003,66.84150000000001,63.79651162790697,10.431317829457363,37.02790697674417,10.577609850970193,4.721066046511628,5001,249,707,136,80,1548,359,1032,0.125,0.716,0.159,0.7701,9,0,0,0,0,0,151.0,0,46,7,58,29,29,0,0,59,0,53,35,0,19,6,143,103,72,0,11,17,0,2,2,0,12,32,0,1,0,54,73,1,10,5,16,8,17,6,0,1,7,4,6,53,33,137,80,23,108,0,0,3,2,82,42,0,11,47,469,107,67,0.0496196090493675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380847005782493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122910704739906,0.05203048650167468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03469518436069341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446324956985507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444526528823572,0.0,0.10414543682141587,0.26330707145644083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052490967048865085,0.04274289957558168,0.20810086414277465,0.0,0.11130522157972493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600162872701384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552579138345846,0.0,0.0,0.08684490851949235,0.050778087617799006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077324760648223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554656760685773,0.044883777161382525,0.0,0.0,0.04459490512271013,0.04853749890676391,0.0,0.0,0.050178330475590366,0.0,0.0,0.054355856326252935,0.0,0.042206414109202964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147871640712944,0.09519930077584107,0.056399934614189635,0.0,0.0,0.10941158829907173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330359120372886,0.05242584126623586,0.0,0.0,0.04886531980453263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923980555021842,0.04410418840639745,0.0,0.05167118715375363,0.027269639468649444,0.04044660401623358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048483269196512566,0.049731883806487465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956726889186857,0.0,0.23185032040122144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942836587002956,0.0,0.0,0.04792292761923392,0.0,0.0,0.04861668162783635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449412502970806,0.037737948627261916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473506282683107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187730743980627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03178759213972994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395404041399056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049075062119942565,0.0,0.035121014675868506,0.0,0.0,0.04148421498428748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192331230575643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889519028616138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202535151469084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025842279207744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25713246421750663,0.0,0.1228241221547256,0.0,0.039385736060697916,0.0,0.0,0.0446139876108668,0.0,0.13432193799173206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28898933083704875,0.0,0.0,0.2819867729002995,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,prequelsweregood,2019/07/20,"I feel so frustrated with myself. I feel like I can’t get anything done 100%. Nothing I do is ever perfect. Every hobby I take up, I obsess over it and then once I get the basics down I lose all desire to continue. I have so much work that I can never seem to get done. I hate my medication, they make me feel awful and at this point I STILL don’t do anything when I take them. I’m going to college this fall and i’m scared that i’m going to fail and be a disappointment. Before I was diagnosed, I felt stupid and lazy. Even though I know it was my ADHD, I still wonder if i’m just using it as an excuse. Sorry for the mini rant I just have no where else to go no one else understands, my mother and father don’t even really believe that ADHD is a thing and they think it’s just an excuse.",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,3.1641176470588235,90.18852941176472,83.0,5.647058823529411,17.058823529411768,6.794906146795322,-0.08747058823529398,612,12,135,7,17,214,99,170,0.22399999999999998,0.71,0.066,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,4,13,10,3,2,6,1,15,2,0,2,4,28,39,14,0,2,4,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,9,0,0,4,6,8,0,1,5,4,26,2,12,33,2,17,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,3,8,97,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292610952759233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225455606666334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656499370914865,0.15433630867277973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903790313324713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803684703235065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886844519258295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095591776923614,0.1239116766251251,0.11541661039006285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779270772345892,0.09786282342436267,0.13152803911944586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470858818538344,0.0,0.2335568963301707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524531145766294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528392130130958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692443856503302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325229066326815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143921652102543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799898003268135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070046939639306,0.0,0.1056520455855073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144175838089892,0.0,0.0,0.14588561576228964,0.09282525659961076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949604468288448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775673722260899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714688011215667,0.0,0.0,0.12470690657519733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533446081138167,0.0,0.0,0.2187943878574066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599284282423186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100740931003516,0.08777509544291759,0.1345880462566898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426072536510644,0.0,0.11831191865968403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855547000612954,0.09972743710393836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lillypaddd,2019/07/20,"i can finally put names to some of my problems. hello all! sorry if this makes zero sense its sorta just a ramble about 2 months ago i was diagnosed with adhd, after seeing multiple doctors and specialists over the past 5 years i have something that i can say is one of the roots to other issues i have. and when my parents asked what took so long for this sort of diagnosis to pop up, i was confronted with the fact that women are more prone to having their adhd diagnosed at a later time in their life, sometimes until their mid 40's! the doctor explained how my adhd in my younger years was cause for extreme perfectionism (to the point where i would rip up my homework for it being ""not good enough"" and inevitably not hand anything in) and now where i feel like an idiot for not understanding/being forgetful/taking longer to do a task other people seem to do easily. and then once i discovered this sub and was informed about ""rejection sensitivity dysphoria"" or rsd and lemme just say HOLY HELL THERES A NAME FOR THIS?? &#x200B; i always found it so odd that i would be on the brink of tears or full out cry during ***interviews*** that were even the slightest bit critical of me. another example: i was recently applying for a different pathway of schooling (i was pulled out of school 3 months ago because it was a literal hell hole for me) and they rejected me. not because i was too stupid, but for an error in the system that had *nothing to do with me* and as soon as we stepped out of the room i balled my eyes out for feeling like a failure. &#x200B; i feel like this is a huge step forward for me, are there any other sort of unspoken disorders that are sometimes linked with adhd? it feels so good not to feel like a stupid, oversensitive crybaby <3",4.312999016715832,6.142602168141592,5.074808259587023,81.04155358898727,71.56637168141594,8.32605703048181,27.89478859390364,8.94667605116694,2.3136989183874137,1401,52,259,28,27,453,192,339,0.134,0.81,0.055999999999999994,-0.9721,2,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,4,0,17,15,6,0,20,0,27,7,2,4,2,54,39,22,0,4,11,1,6,4,0,2,5,2,2,1,20,18,0,0,10,1,0,6,5,9,0,2,12,10,32,6,51,23,6,46,2,2,2,0,16,22,2,8,23,191,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375295816136871,0.0,0.16135868908787365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573180726889044,0.19722952324899934,0.2211864799311155,0.061893350630084464,0.095437208874938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489762582982748,0.0,0.08508677956022118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096385151319536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936485483047296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349752093909132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999757515657356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475670663536872,0.0,0.09509134891025484,0.10431112504354664,0.18631550735360305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404286980731476,0.0,0.0601145778593631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300997034902051,0.260084661095559,0.0,0.0997025313922012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979329744773777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267820064438306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499605898061092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428661687035257,0.17786141165904673,0.0,0.0,0.0805454494357558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060753248290693326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145294678801492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733138894342879,0.0,0.0,0.0969280509354442,0.06167414897465516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106143492091132,0.0,0.08688415760338553,0.06309837131166099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603863478503228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708910479522268,0.0,0.09149525725783396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986637533593092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475763136143727,0.0,0.1842241662000373,0.07252720592528332,0.08285667733149442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006782709175312,0.18003241057301153,0.1018838897054156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307160379809256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112106222464427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930895112997542,0.0,0.2211864799311155,0.11722140795848372 adhd,EllielovesAussie,2019/07/20,Got my meds upped by only 5mg yet I feel so awake at night! I feel like this will be a long night for me!!! I hope it won't be! No idea what I'm doing right now but my brain feels like tigger from Winnie the pooh.So if I'm gonna be awake any subreddits or YouTube videos I should look at or tips on how to get to sleep?,-1.9401333333333317,-0.22216234666666426,0.4040000000000017,107.00866666666668,92.46666666666668,3.866666666666666,11.0,5.033348758259628,-1.9298,244,2,70,1,9,81,58,75,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.8206,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,1,0,11,17,6,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,9,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,7,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571173897229487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579207710165405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504673547678267,0.3301148075060694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071060589128133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847864601623879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294781621385081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608198010451847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257522047830853,0.0,0.0,0.20446607980626036,0.19401821054938811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256637058738808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336370347274937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571886648287308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730974457224032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312101904228074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oranges203045,2019/07/20,"How messy is your room? I wonder if this is a hallmark of the condition, or just something particular to me... I'm disorganised as hell and to keep it simple. My room is like a rubbish tip :/.",1.4163157894736818,3.6757519473684224,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,82.15789473684211,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,1.7073473684210527,146,6,30,3,4,51,32,38,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314297903895192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920975820832013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602829289257786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6483833786944309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pxyal,2019/07/20,"after 2 months of procrastinating, i finally sat my ass down and wrote my first draft of a personal statement it was really hard. but once i actually sat down and did it, i realized that i’d thought of so many ideas in my 2 month ACTIVE AVOIdance that i had a first draft in an hour. wish me luck for the rest of the law school application process that is actually the most tedious process in the world",10.743333333333332,6.609077000000003,10.445000000000004,67.67333333333336,60.25,14.66666666666667,42.91666666666667,12.45797560212912,4.887666666666667,320,13,67,8,3,106,54,80,0.085,0.7709999999999999,0.145,0.7937,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,8,1,11,2,2,13,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,7,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.4385026948691123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612155497386684,0.0,0.3822185491137523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012655480043099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126058363242307,0.0,0.0,0.253631834753994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277861803180849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586684488017815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392725870015747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617840034386674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393318650610112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273840875241002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783676322645051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583662899089968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dasrulez,2019/07/20,"Any tips to help prevent myself from pulling out my phone whenever there’s a lull in...anything? First off, I’m a 22 year old pharmacy student and undiagnosed, but I have an appointment scheduled with a psych August 8th. ADHD runs in the family, my brother’s been on meds for a decade and I check off pretty much every box on ADHD questionnaires. Recently, I’ve been struggling with jumping to my phone at every opportunity without even noticing, sometimes in the middle of conversations! My girlfriend (who is the most patient and amazing woman ever, God bless her) pointed out to me that I’m pretty much addicted to my phone, and several times a day she’ll try to talk to me and I won’t hear her because I’m looking at reddit, Twitter, or pretty much anything to get that quick dopamine fix. Any advice to help cope with this? Thanks!",7.231132208157525,7.335747246835448,7.3883122362869225,73.36041490857949,63.87341772151899,9.8070323488045,36.542897327707465,9.444778638647367,3.4900357243319284,667,30,115,11,9,216,105,158,0.021,0.745,0.23399999999999999,0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,0,1,16,13,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,2,2,14,4,25,9,4,25,1,0,1,0,15,12,0,2,10,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466161695959485,0.3410055800389278,0.1386358520057779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929558943587044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349743114914376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648396391634271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914958190940063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370523664307193,0.12833150884630684,0.23906686053636705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337444646914162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067640355113175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412235831884895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990025744306746,0.0,0.19018786299004875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913689950057935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758800881892826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128771282370844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152241687578855,0.14887098709337007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411506692835498,0.0,0.0,0.4330050320783325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008166183598894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602751807156927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403152133550178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483156059428719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140314839954008,0.0,0.1306168419108684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272680887092078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963218972608867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367597184805108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136103224480137 adhd,Lana_Rose_Senpai,2019/07/20,"I don’t think I can pass High School without medication I am going into my Junior year of High School, and I do not think I can survive or even pass. I was diagnosed when I was 9 but was never given medication because my mom said it changed me. I don’t know how to survive. I was considered “gifted” when I was in Elementary school (preschool to 5th grade) but then when I entered Middle School, my grades dropped so low, I didn’t even pass, but they can’t hold you back, so I went in to high school, I recently moved high schools, because I was bullied, cheated on, lied to for years, so, my parents moved me. I was suicidal for years and am barely recovering from being anorexic. This new school really cares bout me and wants me to succeed. And they know about the ADHD, and they are doing EVERYTHING they can to help with it. But that wasn’t enough last year, (I moved last year. At the beginning of the school year). I barely passed my classes. I need help with sensory overload, anxiety. Help",3.096986425339366,5.07888993846154,4.011734539969833,86.730814479638,75.25641025641025,7.254901960784314,26.342383107088992,8.124751697461798,1.6289849170437412,778,29,157,13,17,250,101,195,0.138,0.768,0.094,-0.8826,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,4,3,11,4,1,0,3,0,21,3,0,1,1,24,33,18,1,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,0,10,8,2,0,0,12,1,33,2,20,20,1,39,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,1,17,105,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026742038084124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382421387005875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415301493724365,0.0,0.1017170917286636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506310134555031,0.0,0.08825855824845606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468034688792693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620615708783219,0.0,0.11021030627480688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498208268278002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047415557325526485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776540496123385,0.3525962218080668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170259946697748,0.1360142194825946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809519182907207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771296124803867,0.0,0.266020711373901,0.0,0.06186276496314366,0.06434685555510566,0.08057783532128981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263985618648328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344780654985433,0.0,0.08237769524682005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936164733427407,0.0,0.0,0.6754901224666819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912595825793658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691797506617888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049209555112937516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734104232251375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042416304440245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223595939563697 adhd,orpheus_verse,2019/07/20,"Medication Tolerance Hi - I'm 29 and was diagnosed about three years ago. I started on 36mg Concerta, then went up to 54 about a year ago, and now questioning if I should go up again as I feel it's not at effective as it used to be. Has anyone had a similar experience? Should I carry on going up or look to another medication?",3.2664179104477604,4.457486388059703,6.191223880597018,74.54146268656717,73.17910447761193,11.330149253731346,29.817910447761196,11.20814326018867,3.796226268656716,256,11,53,10,5,94,50,67,0.07,0.894,0.036000000000000004,-0.2764,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,0,11,14,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,13,8,0,17,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,8,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172839876780754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468067838014705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645767210957408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388963858434968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302377856597635,0.0,0.0,0.11901053780084456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675332752903116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976521744452064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742225945151382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26366913925402163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659664859594106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328478158161786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181910699146144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031421290706964 adhd,GrumpyGumpy52,2019/07/20,"My experience off meds, Tell me about yours I just found this sub two days ago so sorry if it's common or this doesn't meet the rules I just read. So quick story, I was diagnosed in the third grade and had taken my meds on weekdays until my senior year of high school. I've been off for about three years because I didn't like the way they made me feel. Like I was to boring and not my true self. I like being off meds but I'm not sure I can continue in life SUCCESSFULLY this way. I have big dreams like abnormal career and other....stuff... I've kind of been in denial I guess you could say. I don't really think I have ADHD or at least my symptoms have calmed down quite a bit since I was younger. I feel I can control myself very well and maintain my composure easily in stressful situations. I used to feel like I had no energy when on meds and was just down a lot. Now, I really want to try in life, like I want to get into the career field I choose and I want to get that coveted ME degree I want so badly so that I can accomplish my goals. So I'm thinking about getting back on meds in the next year or so. Maybe when I go back to school or even possibly full time. I'm not sure if this post is more of a question or a rant or whatever, but lmk if you have experience returning to meds or advice moving forward in life. Thanks for reading -GG",2.778806170355466,3.79169730985916,4.3096378269617714,88.25199530516434,74.14084507042253,7.803890006706908,22.326626425217967,8.269060116576782,0.9573429242119382,1052,25,237,17,21,352,150,284,0.12300000000000001,0.735,0.142,0.8328,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,5,20,17,0,1,9,0,21,5,0,3,3,46,43,27,0,8,18,0,3,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,8,3,0,3,7,3,1,3,12,4,38,14,33,29,5,44,0,0,0,0,9,21,0,13,25,154,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339725677746738,0.084072329765208,0.07626476704665618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231108835392638,0.07183556594759037,0.052446089727742895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392785165903196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649548039674999,0.06869188426092482,0.0,0.0,0.0554854070120947,0.0,0.0,0.0873236345157734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682525437543288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683173244809594,0.0,0.0,0.13050552443168514,0.1229267305218333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433285093837993,0.0,0.0,0.13484908690064087,0.0,0.04889562868390067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947771659274876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909006184326342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895921315515368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230702867814247,0.25219390173738115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314381380076262,0.0,0.08140832316031202,0.0,0.0,0.08643364273813046,0.0,0.5733924170170039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144150611626947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149911528453704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699144724460533,0.0823976727501554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637880233311834,0.0915087294874721,0.1721164079653192,0.0,0.1102323477962668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841842293347812,0.0,0.17414386791353995,0.0,0.0,0.08975318686377347,0.0,0.0,0.07116897629967489,0.0967068567250576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630905107265984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985527121382736,0.0,0.09848940168439822,0.0,0.0,0.16217379106225227,0.08942322584087897,0.0,0.0,0.07519831371807564,0.07920939675519796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025540778903802,0.0,0.0,0.05016765472418724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841206436117444,0.0,0.08404361714856225,0.0,0.0,0.0743065488696059,0.0,0.07098782071746804,0.20298250365238504,0.13658103251640955,0.0,0.0,0.07735572699689841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662110064484898 adhd,imaevdit,2019/07/20,"Confused I’m only 14 and I know that I have ADHD or ADD. My brother does too. He is diagnosed but whenever I burst out or get frustrated when someone interrupts or won’t let me focus when having a conversation they get angry. Also, when I tell my parents that I think I should get help, they tell me to stop and that I don’t have it. I feel like crying all the time. How do I convince them? My brother tells me I have it, I fidget constantly, am forgetful, don’t do very well in school, etc. I was tested in elementary school but I lied on it (which my mom doesn’t understand) and more. I have an IEP but nobody does anything anymore. I’m going into high school in a couple of weeks and I’m scared. I know this whole paragraph was a mess, so yeah.",0.06951612903225879,2.3835055483871,2.429919354838713,91.44487903225807,90.29032258064517,5.422580645161292,19.36290322580645,6.961326702584282,0.43454193548387066,580,18,124,9,20,197,94,155,0.205,0.6970000000000001,0.098,-0.9556,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,8,7,1,2,5,1,17,1,0,1,1,24,29,16,0,1,6,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,1,25,3,8,24,4,15,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,4,8,85,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494097951512064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640836912505287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436147863765558,0.0,0.0,0.11978768592241977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730417534806462,0.0,0.0,0.1610650300181275,0.15989644258716804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774552665249135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25477002452526565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623435805805271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736020954126153,0.10399174657198068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815529235838175,0.0,0.08272800887144321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756922757559727,0.1537975350870307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999755966496546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885019146775907,0.0,0.07111576195332242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048410228494495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070882866026348,0.0,0.0,0.16163283269726944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573607321665208,0.4419590003472722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333684876903515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169895333111115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38169097719986095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327224742995653,0.0,0.0,0.08488018861384589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153841736918225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010646391407888,0.0,0.0,0.11676355414911185,0.0,0.13088051921016491,0.0,0.0,0.16251825142156295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,middleout,2019/07/20,"All I want to do is sit in my room and listen to music and have a good dramatic cry but I LOST MY GOD DAMN EARBUDS AGAIN If I had the total amount of money I've spent on earbuds deposited into my bank account right now, I could easily pay a few months rent. This is very low effort but if there's an entire subreddit that can relate to this post it's y'all.",0.4130769230769218,2.3471433205128207,2.886858974358976,91.7310576923077,83.74358974358974,5.951282051282053,17.442307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.1040461538461539,281,6,63,4,8,97,61,78,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.7571,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,11,11,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,8,1,7,7,4,11,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,2,3,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006688247307502,0.0,0.4136559112513905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158577916478511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110820160282337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30058290044507063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36065994830237946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215976232063643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107182872469213,0.2221168900471727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GenderRevealLasagna,2019/07/20,"Constant search for novelty Anyone else have a problem with always wanting to engage with something new? I have trouble not just with focus, but getting bored with everything. I have tried to start reading like 10 books in the last couple of weeks. I get 10-20 pages in and decide to open a new one. I can’t even deal with food. I’ll start eating something and not finish and make a whole new meal in an hour. It’s hard and I don’t know what to do. I can’t finish anything and I keep pursuing too much and get frustrated with having so many things started and abandoned.",2.467870813397127,4.7089540964912295,3.253572567783096,90.19485645933014,78.21052631578948,5.548963317384371,23.52153110047847,6.574015621080383,0.6904315789473681,453,15,89,4,11,143,75,114,0.14800000000000002,0.807,0.044000000000000004,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,5,0,8,3,0,1,0,25,18,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,14,3,2,2,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,7,2,15,18,3,16,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,13,55,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182346383194496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077542899627484,0.16232657831850225,0.13037143606808665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120266646535973,0.0,0.0,0.17529580859765714,0.0,0.0,0.16333067153193076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210976793408066,0.13234493615670526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463914920292244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238344130584868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156984300964053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483137801873945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191894463550025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156018100613404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081667186026633,0.0,0.0,0.08706701135549225,0.12913866848958808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739914116827909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575085842446608,0.16061951304553182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646163962884115,0.0,0.0,0.4590276400253693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735383506510048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159267776837387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846928175952324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24392877982213296,0.0,0.0,0.33640508380564565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052514667523426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756113254782204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934440009055519,0.0,0.1270801094253746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768774282761061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unicornweedfairy,2019/07/20,"Just need a place to rant... I’m sorry if this gets long or confusing, or sounds whiny, but I really just need a place to vent. Back story: I have been graduated from high school since 2012 and have been attending college since then. My freshman year was an utter failure due to me having independence far from home for the first time, and I ended up having to repeat the year. After that I continued to do ok in school, but really struggled with working a full time job and attending school full time as well. It didn’t help that I hadn’t found my passion in life yet, and so my intended major (and in turn my classes) simply did not interest me. I got about a year from graduating when I had a mental breakdown that resulted in me moving home and taking a year off of school to figure myself out. After the year ended I had figured out my true calling, and am now starting back up school to pursue my passion and get a degree in it. The reason I am venting is because of my frustration with my mom for simply not understanding my ADHD. She has read exactly ONE book on it, and has now dubbed herself an expert on my situation, and will not listen to me when I try to explain how my brain works best and how I can successfully complete tasks and long term goals. We got in a fight today because she just told me that she is only willing to pay for school if I am full time and graduate as fast as possible. I tried calmly explaining to her that I know already that wouldn’t work for me, as I don’t do well having lots of things piled on me at once, and full time school and work would be too much for me. When I get stressed out I tend to completely break down and give up on everything, regardless of how badly I wanted to finish a task or goal. It’s like I hit a mental and physical wall and can no longer do said task because I am completely burnt up. I counter offered her to go to school part time, but also include summer quarter, meaning I would only be taking one credit less per year. I tried to explain that this was a much more attainable way to my goal, and that I am totally fine paying for the last extra class that I would be taking that would extend beyond the two years of schooling I have left that they were willing to pay for. She outright refused and said she is no longer willing to pay for my schooling at all because I “can’t grasp the fact that the only goal for me is to have school finished as fast as possible and that my grades don’t matter in the end as long as I have the degree.” I tried to explain that it wasn’t my grades I was necessarily worried about because I’ve always tended to do well in school, but about actually being able to complete school. I have already had one stress induced mental breakdown that shook up my life and I would like to take precautions to not have it happen again. My mom is very Type A and is the type of person to do a task perfectly and immediately as soon as possible when it is given to her. I inherited perfectionism from her, however the timeline of when and how I do things differs, and this has always driven her crazy and caused many screaming and crying matches between the two of us throughout my childhood. I’m an only child and want to make my mom happy and proud, but anymore I don’t even see the point in trying because my efforts are never enough. If I do what she wants from me then I’m told “see I told you I was right!” and my success all of a sudden becomes her success. Ok I need to stop typing because this is getting way too long, and I truly am thankful if you have read this far or even part of this rant! I just needed somewhere to get out my thoughts because I am so frustrated and feel so put down with this whole situation.",8.375089448703902,5.970739362784477,8.418636972130951,75.02294633077769,63.00267737617136,11.142898868200072,35.889375684556406,9.339509955726095,3.073735742971888,2932,99,586,39,33,961,298,747,0.092,0.787,0.121,0.9827,2,0,0,0,1,0,50.0,2,2,1,18,35,32,3,5,31,2,71,5,1,11,8,113,122,71,0,18,21,3,1,2,0,10,2,5,2,2,32,41,0,2,15,3,6,7,15,10,3,7,25,8,93,22,101,82,20,104,0,0,2,2,39,41,0,10,55,439,125,44,0.04458014422339048,0.0,0.043503789998913085,0.0,0.05357667012154655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839059541204537,0.03565072522908288,0.07418850246951084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421152402750697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855875827941617,0.037222558312662836,0.21740513712511966,0.049235266810684485,0.0,0.0,0.04678411098611732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976618449219143,0.04552131161101257,0.0,0.0,0.045796088283319714,0.0,0.0,0.1869657321819495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896919510709076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046576762313419166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845432708226175,0.04606320600647986,0.0,0.05888952962839155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040065759083689804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022541060402805443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791984790263871,0.0,0.04887982712373076,0.0,0.0,0.11645642689561572,0.04276533652583285,0.02533592331197959,0.0,0.0713096276182474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039422074308556966,0.047456392490212614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029881130963829182,0.04710136999177269,0.08943503899768697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423891431261531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02450008139368341,0.03633876757465186,0.0,0.0,0.04843645713845531,0.0,0.06297654851294987,0.04355921327496929,0.0,0.0,0.15780809912949484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790044441768285,0.0,0.0,0.02975759243960628,0.04519726911220192,0.0,0.04856084617638178,0.0,0.0,0.13477890004606174,0.0,0.0,0.15663517835109106,0.0,0.04738163817201371,0.06554307092265764,0.1322224482747507,0.03438295550379429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047476398659398,0.09062597840691056,0.13562083416049664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655190378118246,0.0,0.0,0.03892566239954226,0.09315352462683832,0.0,0.04214264586714008,0.15077224296635414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481535806296358,0.0,0.0,0.08918441648708222,0.0,0.05711836385867446,0.04583581307418107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03807119958500575,0.08481185181350016,0.0,0.0,0.5865273176669652,0.07104920627062487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375431196017543,0.1002198998838272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990382162792098,0.031554055534058864,0.0,0.0,0.03727099673747322,0.1021328091746179,0.04660484612932977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407488155434652,0.0,0.0,0.04104340726962842,0.0,0.0,0.0592341338491181,0.0,0.0,0.03539165486294013,0.15597024360409315,0.0,0.04225676410433002,0.12779471473667914,0.0,0.15133495805080116,0.04849039540437725,0.08709664631588815,0.04640950233977726,0.05362442449235617,0.0,0.0,0.03678328779469222,0.07888357228399451,0.07077128689923387,0.0,0.0,0.12024871055075455,0.0,0.0,0.04977213897668302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298195037663337,0.045273300430549925,0.0,0.15834227694736408,0.0,0.0,0.20095705883695214 adhd,jocchi,2019/07/20,"Accidentally drank coffee with Ritalin once Story time because I randomly thought about it and figured y'all would enjoy this story. &#x200B; Okay, so the day I got tested, I figured I'd be coming home with some meds because where I go is pretty speedy when it comes to getting you on something you need. So on my way to the office, I stopped at Dunkin and got a large iced coffee (black with extra caramel swirl \[BTW the flavor pumps at Dunkin are typically unsweetened unless you SPECIFICALLY ask for the swirl-- fun fact\]). I assumed the caffeine would be out of my system by the time we got to the meds. &#x200B; Turns out I was wrong. I had work that night on top of that-- third shift. The energy boost definitely helped me through the night. I would typically get out of work at six in the morning, take a shower, check on my Facebook and stuff, then conk out until maybe one or two in the afternoon. That is not what happened. At all. I stayed up, unable to even rest, and even went so far as to have some drinks later on the next evening to help me soothe my own soul. That didn't help either. I had classes and everything!! I didn't go to bed until I had been awake for *thirty-six hours*. The only reason I went to bed is because I knew I had to. Not because I was tired. I wasn't tired at all... &#x200B; So I've learned my lesson: caffeine and Ritalin do NOT mix. I don't even drink soda or anything anymore when I'm on my meds. Juice and water ONLY.",3.5418601523980264,5.137618378006877,4.2261347676677135,87.29819811743616,73.12371134020619,6.572897056626326,25.710593157029727,7.079830092131019,1.0585534438966089,1152,38,232,11,23,367,160,291,0.026000000000000002,0.855,0.11900000000000001,0.9744,1,0,3,0,0,0,57.0,1,4,0,4,12,4,0,0,15,1,22,9,0,1,3,43,42,20,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,0,9,17,5,1,8,2,1,6,7,1,0,4,18,3,32,3,42,19,8,45,1,0,1,0,9,21,0,6,15,156,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912797529065099,0.3266607461158729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886982220184063,0.0,0.0,0.07374204289369599,0.0,0.08377398987615864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185036176320841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438351774074333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779154471223656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556891340788594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367483203867421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053639779379651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363587598596168,0.0,0.10185575139432984,0.0,0.2150097989306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792425235657899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019266612206555,0.0,0.08988692641984124,0.0,0.08824857510672864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002608069277224,0.0,0.2986121512857635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644526358081622,0.0,0.0,0.09530208926725113,0.16818730759761888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543256425676133,0.06072258885020645,0.13630608403376815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911663866894571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213481434941992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898676231216974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551317652944416,0.0,0.07491863097240986,0.0,0.0,0.10258291265457632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737616010508007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711409557639661,0.1045055418073776,0.2059888362253428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747080456676477,0.08753671856746939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112887218971788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614019582849715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047544132234942,0.0,0.0,0.1909707974408456,0.09797532894711224,0.3266607461158729,0.0 adhd,jenny4440,2019/07/20,"Adderall and addiction? Hi everyone!! 👋So I finally figured out how to post to this website lol 😆And I’m desperate for answers. 29 year old female. Pretty straight edge these days lol I haven’t had a sip of alcohol in over 6 years, I quit smoking cigarettes last year. Drugs have never been my thing, smoked pot here and there when I was in highschool, But that was like 10 years ago. So I’ve struggled with anxiety for well over a decade. Recently, I decided to take a leap of faith and see a psychiatrist. I went in soley for anxiety, hoping for an as needed medication to keep handy so I could start going out and living my life again, rather than spending another deade confined within my walls of my comfort, in fear of “What if I have a panic attack” So..We meet, do the hour evaluation. I’m totally upfront, transparent, honest.. laying my anxiety out there... Next thing you know- She’s telling me that I don’t have an anxiety disorder, But rather ADHD. And that anxiety is more or less secondary to my ADHD, or a byproduct of untreated. This made sense as I’ve had just about every symptom, and struggle associated with ADHD my whole life. She also seemed pretty sincere, and knowledgeable. She suggested that I try 10mg of adderall. I was hesitant at first because my anxiety is very easily triggered, and the last thing I wanted was to take something that could l cause a full blown anxiety attack. She assures me that she is confident in her diagnosis, and this is very low dose, even described it as a “children’s dose”. So I agreed. I think it took me like 3 weeks to even try it. But once I did, I fell in love with it. I was genuinely calm for the first time in my life. I was relaxed. My thoughts were singular, vs. the rapid, flooding, thoughts. I had the ability to complete tasks, like I’m talking wash, dry, fold AND put away all the laundry. And with ease. Which was impossible up to this moment. So I stayed on the 10mg IR. It was wearing off within a few hours, and because I work four 10 hour days. My doctor said I should take it twice a day. That’s when this went to hell. I developed this uncontrollable urge to redose after my second pill wore off. I found myself moving from my 10mgs, twice a day.. to like 4 times a day. To like taking it at 11pm, knowing I had to be up to work In 5 hours. I didn’t care. I just wanted to maintain that feeling adderall gave me. After a few days with this urge and impulse.. I started to become concerned by my complete lack of self control. It felt pretty simular to a cigarette craving which for years I was powerless again, But ultimately beat.. cold turkey. So I was like F this, not fucking with another addiction, and I impulsively threw the my rest of my script out. I regretted it almost instantly. And those next two weeks waiting for my refill were total hell. My horse was turned back into a pumpkin. I was back to being exhausted, anxious... brain fog, just my blah, suck ass self. So my refill rolls around, And I’m like Ok. I got this. No more than twice a day! The benefits of Adderall are so completely worth remaining disciplined and taking it as prescribed ...I longed for that feeling of being calm, yet completely awake, alert, clear headed. I never knew that it was even possible to feel that way. I have legitimately been exhausted my whole entire life, regardless of how much sleep I got. Or caffeine I consumed, Or supplements. B12,and Iron, And thyroid, and Iodine, and Meditation, And Hormones, And genetic testing, Accupuncture, Heavy metal testing, Lyme disease testing , Yoga, Quiting smoking,cutting out dairy, going completely gluten free, even tho my test was negative, ripping out all my carpets in my house, eliminating toxins, pollutants, switching to essential oils, dabbling with probiotics, juicing, candidiasis, testing for mold, ionic foot baths, detox, quittin drinking, ketogenic diet, plant based diet, organic and blah blah blah. NOTHING has ever made me feel even .00001 as functional as Adderall. There was no speedy effect from it either, Just a natural awake feeling, not tired at all, yet calm and this mental clarity where I could actually think for once in my life. So I was like, I’ve got this. Well, two days into it. And I was right back at the 4 times per day. Which if you knew how out of character popping pills was for me, especially because of anxiety.. and the fear of potential side effects, death, psychosis, heart attack and all the other horrible effects I read about online. Didn’t prevent or even slow my redosing. 4 times then moved to 6 times per day. And what I do is I’ll take my 10mg, wait around an hour, take another half (5 mg).. hour later later another 5... Maybe another 10 shortly after that. So I’m not like mega dosing all at once, it’s just all fkn day long I’m eating it by the halves. So two weeks into this; I’m like fuck .. I hate not being in control. I clearly suck at life, dump my script again. This time I tell myself that I’m going to request a non stimulant next appointment. A week back in my hell brain, I’m like gaaah. Let me just try to be responsible one last time, bc if I tell her I’m addicted,(which is purely psychological as I don’t have physical withdrawals..... )then I’ll never be able to get this again. And I’ll be labeled as an a pill addict, and not even able to get medicine for my anxiety. So I met with her yesterday. I stayed with the 10MG IR, which she was more than willing to increase my dose to 20x2.. But I declined. And I go home, And take my adderall 10mg. And A few hours later I start my shit. Ah here’s another 5. Then a 10. Few hours later 5. And so on. I started working on my a book that I’ve been unable to complete for years,and the thoughts are just flowing... And the next thing you know it’s 2pm in the afternoon the following day. Every few hours I’d grab a half, and another half. So I wasn’t really aware how many I actually took. Well, I counted how many were gone. 15!!!! Fifteen fucking adderall in 24 hours, And no sleep. So Do I need to go rehab or something?Bc 15 pills of anything is a huge problem. And I don’t understand why this is happening because I am absolutely certain that I have ADHD. PLUS My psychiatrist told me upon getting me involved with this BS, that by supplying my brain with an optimal dose of dopamine, it would actually eliminate any adictive tendencies bc the imbalance that causes addiction was being treated. And... This made perfect sense to me because my genetic testing came back indicating that have a lot of genetic mutations in my dopamine receptors. One SNPS that’s been highly studied, specifically stated that people with my alle (If you’re into that) have the lowest dopamine. So what is the problem here. Why am I behaving like a crackhead? Any feedback greatly appreciated! Thank you 🙏",3.576324932222107,5.746530325635106,4.748483716571275,81.13711858620346,74.45804464973055,8.028653479264987,29.155544398701345,8.816954015738082,2.5461349680356133,5339,232,986,114,115,1754,520,1299,0.098,0.787,0.115,0.958,4,0,8,0,0,0,236.0,0,4,0,14,66,61,14,6,53,4,79,50,11,17,19,179,167,90,2,21,31,0,7,16,0,3,31,1,3,3,69,66,5,8,26,6,3,19,19,26,4,15,60,11,127,36,142,92,27,169,4,2,1,5,30,57,10,14,100,642,196,14,0.06883114185366293,0.0,0.1007538981563914,0.15007220895723722,0.16544331318013886,0.0,0.03050732710991012,0.03677977887732462,0.034462222964301174,0.0,0.0,0.02752211963618381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046807536780918216,0.2526140880598353,0.2369503580351941,0.038879799144522345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028321082476095986,0.06127430929926299,0.0,0.11745804096721665,0.032334561777075936,0.13231724848159845,0.0,0.1048970630160799,0.038009294194600834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525747720103728,0.0,0.03936224472758743,0.035088968237470534,0.07070854309435236,0.0,0.0,0.21650442799887007,0.0,0.07719997841967166,0.08243409889374342,0.0,0.0,0.2663423534239233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944322590738456,0.035225795156217536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03371415736360325,0.03991113605449604,0.03521572091484946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911812011334708,0.03113085423193895,0.057993205674516615,0.032885552867478525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745417078188972,0.0870077336640504,0.0,0.033044345171986726,0.037700575730526924,0.0,0.058547734098320564,0.0,0.03773489715148519,0.0,0.095449922270202,0.0539421460768878,0.0,0.0977958103243078,0.0,0.08257582797727045,0.03794328844447017,0.0,0.0,0.03043357571142865,0.0,0.0,0.03397825121258976,0.03532030466338185,0.0,0.0,0.040782617252808684,0.0,0.0363619402301588,0.034521623713746084,0.03418242733556196,0.3389240487408942,0.03971094812656095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030590140739733568,0.0,0.0,0.056741693209353725,0.08415985107129115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035192252998954385,0.14585241320982198,0.2017645146865796,0.0,0.0303895796508806,0.060913394550773936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029258887689529237,0.031061396435065024,0.09769453603398118,0.0,0.06978397436470983,0.03457506676313733,0.0,0.0,0.034670067007087586,0.03468280086557627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315661075330566,0.025299404537564716,0.05103741952825948,0.07963022985426275,0.0,0.14640540046729936,0.0,0.0,0.033022668497375535,0.0,0.03611335236554372,0.10995437950304407,0.046641763083994495,0.0,0.0,0.04037925723363788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023859423556163162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0387983851854498,0.03296060360541719,0.1050390247610226,0.0,0.06586210690519961,0.0,0.03459715442593896,0.0,0.07321039195409147,0.034424884269091564,0.0,0.022047495996787004,0.0,0.033981224364833265,0.0,0.0,0.029390709528029274,0.03273708903785872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02742475422969597,0.03133064321333952,0.07180589246761697,0.0,0.035327088991349134,0.0,0.0,0.068880850881129,0.0,0.0,0.02649478789214305,0.0,0.0,0.09743807295193097,0.07336483894116665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719572543085878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0357709556797325,0.20700981013063252,0.02766193227233034,0.0902421777532287,0.031685233831648174,0.0,0.0,0.09145670433718088,0.044104216420132514,0.0,0.08196635717798181,0.14047597319087832,0.03955563604538872,0.0,0.032885552867478525,0.07647393122557625,0.07009774068573398,0.0374342584884201,0.10085703605241612,0.03582782306512873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056792900609598185,0.04059839081868239,0.027317478288751067,0.11042438032906933,0.0,0.09283119422139854,0.06380715808804706,0.06210939952367935,0.07684751177782853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516483656661432,0.0,0.0,0.0244478341554524,0.0,0.0,0.11081249659031947 adhd,mykka7,2019/07/20,"I just began meds for ADHD I apparently don't have. I'd like your inputs on this. My doctor suggested I might have ADHD when I visited her a few months back. I was finishing my degree and pretty stressed up amd definitely hyper and low attention. More visibly than ever. She wanted me to learn on this and see her again for check up. I then discovered what ADHD really was. What ADHD looks like, when you are not a hyperactive 5 years old boy. Oh my, that was such a revelation. The most impressive thing to me was the uncountable little elements that you wouldn't think it could be ADHD unless you know. And that's a whole range of things right? So many things I attributed to my lack of discipline, laziness, my ""personality"". Heck... What is a personality that - hey! A squirrel! I don't have the most ""visible"" symptoms though. I don't yell [most of the time]. I am very good at learning [at my own rhythm in my prefered conditions which are very specific details]. I can act reasonably in society and manage to do what I must when it's things that has severe consequences. I can manage my money and all. But I've also learned how to look like I am listening and not bored when people talk to me. I've also learned to hate myself when I can't manage small things like keeping up with home chores. Some days were dedicated to studying in my optimal conditions. I would not be able to put my mind to it. Some days, my mind is cloudy. Some things are definitely not ticking right sometimes. In any case, the small questionnaire my doc made me do said I am ""normal"". She said yesterday she believed I was normal. Then she prescribed 12h slow release 18mg concerta. She also precised it's over diagnosed and medicated. What the logic?? Fast foward thing morning. Though the pill is exactly as it should be and all, I wanted to believe she gave me a placebo. After all, it's not a magic pill either way. Oh damn such a day it was today! Many people asked me if I was all right. ""Yeah of course. Full of energy!"" But they all thought I was calm. Zen. Relaxed. I don't know the word in English, but it's something around the meaning of ""calm acting in a gracious professional manner"". A normal, decent, reasonable, adult professional, in other words. I did things calmly. Like it's okay to take an extra 0.3 second to put things down slowly. Like there is no rush to getting the next bite in my mouth. Like it's no problem reading what I wrote before sending off the email. When I had ""mad confronting clients"", my heart did not rush or beat out loud. It was just like any other task. I did not feel like saying things as they came into my head. It seemed, but I'm not sure yet, that people were not so boring today. Even as one of them spent a good 2 seconds trying to choose his next word. Seemed also like people on the subway were less of an annoyance. In any case, do any of you relates to any of this? Are those things really something in the spectrum of ADHD? Can such a low dosage be this effective on such random elements? Is it not just placebo and my mind found a way to make me act so differently on things I would not expect to be affected by meds just to convince me it's real ""not placebo""? I can't wait to keep on my meds for some time, at least a few weeks and see how it goes as the novelty wears off. But my gut feeling is telling me things will get better even if I did not even think it could be better. Anyways, thanks for reading and thanks for the opportunity to express ourselves. Have a good weekend! :)",2.5176110738036956,4.798793011611033,3.81711370578169,86.01196824296517,78.24528301886792,6.842024998375323,23.345991378376628,7.913819287138632,1.2862291488854711,2751,90,542,47,67,899,310,689,0.07,0.8029999999999999,0.126,0.9927,2,0,2,0,0,0,105.0,0,5,3,5,35,37,5,1,33,2,62,11,5,9,10,117,100,44,0,18,27,0,2,10,0,7,6,7,2,4,49,17,0,4,22,4,3,10,22,11,0,3,27,13,74,26,75,58,23,83,1,2,4,0,36,38,2,14,43,390,123,12,0.053643186127865665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38681211164858825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715937462628193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239603035091104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775380866969964,0.05014913773171567,0.0,0.0,0.04124829893605906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564640038746502,0.12087500227691725,0.0,0.09488607772563072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135351422243492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565943827463694,0.0,0.0,0.10378625178722772,0.0,0.0,0.0544467047395865,0.0,0.0560457121334562,0.0,0.05490607405829308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629245554955316,0.04852333298301914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424721340729628,0.038322702888162634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881698478042222,0.0,0.0,0.05605270142190294,0.0,0.0,0.13498007832097894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296154051814071,0.055053385026762734,0.0,0.0,0.06356743384339192,0.0,0.0,0.05380848948430088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536105717193236,0.0,0.0,0.058961784410721814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26207351120081945,0.05376456507076816,0.0,0.0,0.09009353193149906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075847975216511,0.035807243286517215,0.1087715422053288,0.0,0.05843315573213247,0.1787564603921947,0.054039866474416255,0.0,0.056906943319254936,0.16249297810720806,0.0,0.0428174793814142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410027403132655,0.0,0.15767679863538486,0.0,0.0,0.0562895000860128,0.0,0.03635001121681062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875772381611094,0.09367832202541493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457440536556756,0.0,0.05132928445383612,0.0,0.10785243681186388,0.0,0.0,0.10731540547173654,0.06105768980153173,0.06873039729159046,0.11030825919895844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374329635554237,0.10205390834723817,0.04265921468871474,0.0,0.0,0.08549334827437638,0.09766948390727496,0.0,0.060601531398615176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259429090037199,0.053054482733176735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061448088468063024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050558068084482315,0.05575580999597813,0.04033299999127032,0.0431163610418026,0.046886509094892316,0.09877487719437553,0.0,0.0,0.4632959403012824,0.06874477530763014,0.10540831601859132,0.04258669778348891,0.06255954643646804,0.0,0.10169493623219554,0.0,0.0,0.03642020214960381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885224930488328,0.06328028205048633,0.08515892852702517,0.043029328204666914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059890701603144025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621316065407295,0.0,0.0,0.03454445310540291 adhd,bafneacs,2019/07/20,"[Vent and advice needed]Masters student: told by my supervisor that I wouldn't get in to PhD(because I don't have the skills/traits be successful in PhD/as a scholar), and now lost with what to do with my life. Warning: Wall of Text. My academic supervisor/professor told me I have a very low chance of getting admitted into the PhD program of the school I currently go to as a Masters student(in social science), and I don't know what to do. I'm supposed to turn in my masters thesis this December and graduate next March. Long post so tl;dr at end. My professor/supervisor always assumed I was going to work full-time after finishing my masters, and I was told I was admitted to the school since my masters thesis topic would be a perfect 'short' topic suited for a masters and masters only, and the school wanted a candidate that would not proceed to pursue a PhD. Being the ADHD me that really cannot decide on a certain career path, applied for job interviews and would make it past the first interview, but would always get rejected after the interviews, and didn't have the resilience or determination to continue pursuing jobs because I wasn't interested in that field(or any field tbh), I didn't tell my supervisor that some part of me was considering pursuing my studies further. RSD-wise, I was scared to tell my supervisor after being told I was admitted only because I was the perfect ""masters"" candidate that would leave after my masters. I was already hinted that the school(or maybe her only, but I don't know the scope of this assumption) didn't assume I was qualified to pursue a PhD. I asked her to clarify what exactly I was lacking, and if it was something I was able to change. She told me, if she were to put it into words which was difficult for her, it was: * my lack of determination and direction: normal people would have decided what to do with their lives much earlier than this point(I'm 25), and if they had decided that wanted to be a PhD candidate, they would have decided and worked hard for it earlier. She says ""normal"" because I'm financially pretty well-off and other people who aren't as well-off wouldn't have the luxury of being 25 and w/o an idea of what to do with my life. (Although my parents have been going through a divorce(and other types of) court for 10 years with only me being on my mother's side, and that has really weighed down on me for most of my adulthood.) * skills to make it through PhD and as a professional in academia: She can't envision my master's thesis becoming a paper good enough thesis that would qualify for a PhD candidate, especially considering where I'm at at this point(4-5 months before due date). I asked her if I took another year to work on my thesis it would become a paper ""good enough"", and although she didn't give me a clear answer, she did not seem enthusiastic at that idea, which suggests that I'm just not good enough/smart enough for a PhD, and time/effort wouldn't change that. This hit me hard. Especially because the reasons she explained to me really looks like these are particularly ADHD traits. She is right though, because as much as I want to keep studying further(and financially I can afford it), I cannot envisage myself as a scholar, or I can't commit to being a scholar my whole life. Especially if everyone in academia is like my professors and my fellow grad students, maybe I'm not molded for academia. Except for one very nice friend, I just feel belittled all the time, because I'm not as coherent and organized, whether it be in discussions or in daily life. I don't think I'm especially dumb compared to them, but maybe its just not the best fit. The problem is that I can't see myself with a decent job either, especially since in my country(Japan), we are supposed to find a job before we graduate and having a year or even a month where you're neither in school nor working really hurts your resume. I've interned at a pretty lax workplace(compared to other Japanese companies that are insanely structured), but I was dying inside and depressed. My first choice is/was to apply out to a US grad school for a Masters, because the treatment and accommodation in Japan is severely limited compared to the US(where I grew up), and the virtues/values of the Japanese society are polar opposites of ADHD characteristics, especially for women. My ADHD hyperactive brother (I'm ADHD-PI) left for the states as well. The problem is, I would be asking my professor for a recommendation letter, and given what she thinks of me, I fear the letter would only worsen my already slim chances of getting in. My GPA isn't that good either. I don't know what to do with my life, for the 100th time. I've procrastinated making a choice by enrolling in a Masters course, and I probably was trying to procrastinate the choice by extending it to a PhD, when I was hit with the hard reality that PhD isn't a place for that and I just am not qualified anyways. Can't ""take a year off"" in Japan, and finding a job from now(which has been a grueling process for me for the two times I tried to, and in Japan there is a specific timeframe for applying for jobs) where the job applications are closed seem impossible for me, especially while working on my masters thesis. My supervisor/professor knows about my ADHD though I don't know if she understands, I take meds(although they aren't effective and Strattera(which I tried before and made my symptoms worse) and Concerta are the only ADHD treatment drugs approved in Japan), I go to counseling once a week, and I've asked the school for accommodations(but it was too late and there isn't much they can do at this time). I just don't know what to do with my life. **Tl;dr:** Was told I am not good enough for PhD, and starting to think maybe I'm not. I love studying, researching, writing, and my field of study, and it's the least worst thing I have tried, but I can't commit to one career path; the skillset/characteristics/traits needed for a PhD candidate according to my professor/supervisor is the direct opposite of what I am. Want to apply out to a US Masters course to give myself another chance with treatment/accommodations, but my supervisor's recommendation letter would probably only do harm, although I have no other people to ask. Don't know what to do with my life, advice would be highly appreciated.",10.100405911202891,7.961968373322147,9.941275167785241,64.61707021166757,59.47818791946309,13.229633453794527,40.79220443985545,11.843469068913182,4.814516985028393,5079,213,884,121,52,1676,408,1192,0.084,0.836,0.08,-0.4725,11,2,2,0,2,0,171.0,4,1,6,29,20,30,1,2,73,0,115,11,0,6,8,166,185,72,1,33,34,3,4,2,2,16,9,1,0,1,56,56,1,2,31,0,0,7,40,13,1,5,39,7,125,17,148,117,20,90,0,5,2,1,63,48,1,16,35,631,181,59,0.03779482964289303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179542840757388,0.07386534021222965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341506867781619,0.0,0.0628966518871271,0.0,0.0,0.025701780197099983,0.07926234854495318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666531894566134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431501881105355,0.08348283990323449,0.09648184891609282,0.0,0.039663341954527816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996383669322184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03255263139011738,0.0,0.03922506613526439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043830003321490174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033475000963834364,0.19526081107953716,0.0,0.024963128527603115,0.0,0.0,0.036114579385626185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425296909363604,0.019110201475014445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908757916506741,0.06429652557349427,0.0,0.0,0.029200191627970593,0.0,0.07898495425737903,0.07251248899131163,0.08591869067298809,0.1585025497045589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157023109679984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03993231259785577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404601468239765,0.08533152452870163,0.0,0.0,0.2625387560788096,0.033593781154128165,0.0,0.0,0.14539734966083914,0.0,0.04263421406408779,0.0400192674492307,0.04106419299318232,0.0,0.1868692413187437,0.03692928934586343,0.0,0.033373527008052635,0.03344723490003115,0.03173813802894849,0.0,0.041257521201699114,0.0,0.034111309361379544,0.03576238164885536,0.07568502680487905,0.0,0.151879945386655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060334944874499086,0.0,0.08335064554908372,0.028024387283657682,0.0,0.0,0.040195230098210605,0.0,0.0740618168957647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025026007987991,0.05122150940780706,0.2012126973056947,0.0,0.0,0.041966685601897945,0.04092811742399135,0.036079441468256486,0.07860652818458169,0.0,0.03948755275739025,0.0,0.07145666076215278,0.0,0.03619699934201731,0.0769018584666936,0.08149843751995882,0.07232909533002495,0.0,0.03799424279310109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684934264464327,0.03885937959288214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03227657800758992,0.0,0.030055965505412893,0.037839217833876025,0.2677526975778334,0.030117585912296182,0.06881398686472115,0.0,0.0426973996259201,0.0,0.06252854728318814,0.0,0.0,0.0385270692058008,0.0,0.029096306347410762,0.0,0.0,0.02675137495016028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928329938077355,0.056834016533742364,0.0,0.06606869396487565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025109205419496038,0.0726522022404959,0.07426645645862201,0.0,0.11019234551369853,0.0,0.0,0.21668747631375707,0.04199144638538582,0.10264083363899698,0.04110992159292702,0.03692005675756813,0.039345750564508286,0.13638757951729946,0.0,0.0,0.0623693853003048,0.08916947901459453,0.0,0.030316732590548387,0.0,0.10194627247658723,0.0,0.0,0.04219657756511098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375754305713733,0.0,0.03851616030873724,0.3490287136917544,0.0,0.0,0.09735452455143398 adhd,MissStellaLuna,2019/07/20,"Undiagnosed and Self Medicating I’m rubbing my nose against my dog so I get allergies so I can take Sudafed and stay still without snacking, procrastinating, YouTubing, napping, Reddit instead of doing my task. I’m too tolerant of coffee now so I only get a boost for an hour or even more tired, I want to see a therapist but the process is too long, I’m afraid of being wrong and facing that I’m only making excuses and I am just lazy and clumsy from my own lack of will power, another millennial glued to her screen. I do have a different but related diagnosis from when I was a child, and that is apparently why I space out during class and conversations and forget instructions. Fun fact though, for awhile the missing link for me was the genetic aspect. My parents have different traits of it, my mom forgets common words, loses her phone constantly, has two incomplete degrees, is impulsive, but can stay on top of appointments and chores; my dad procrastinates, hyperfocuses, and gets irritable/moody/sensitive; my brother can hyperfocus, often forgets what he ate, is very sensitive, and can’t keep track of mundane tasks....but they all do overall fine and can’t understand why I’m so slow, depressive and stay in bed all day until motivated. They’re all more Type A and anxious. Then I realized that my dad’s side of the family are full of intelligent hippie people who don’t stay in relationships or get full time jobs until their 40’s (or never) and my grandparents on that side were extremely cluttered. Also an uncle on my moms side who was successful at his job but never paid bills on time. So....oh. Maybe? Or maybe that’s just a different normal? I can only speculate.",5.908045309323263,7.367245789137383,6.885792913157136,71.03521275050831,67.14696485623003,10.674934650014523,32.43813534708103,10.735267742514802,3.853001277955272,1344,57,232,39,22,449,187,313,0.087,0.828,0.085,-0.1898,9,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,5,16,8,0,1,12,0,25,6,2,2,6,48,43,33,0,3,11,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,9,16,2,1,4,1,2,0,6,5,0,1,6,4,27,3,28,35,9,35,0,3,2,0,20,15,0,6,16,153,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864688848077063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338027515943401,0.0,0.12215239661826485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684655253035145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973277791968056,0.0,0.09312937029822946,0.0,0.0,0.33890817109460786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714166671378594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193223194964583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596695686043106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648302135351596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145981357257191,0.0961079811744584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568872903474464,0.0,0.12096612219524536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217541343916108,0.0,0.2172556114631453,0.0,0.0,0.10892627711602372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25327337394763844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678795731093532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594121083463763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670568854899075,0.0,0.0,0.12006190703203964,0.0,0.0,0.07496144099104038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160876130398867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616298256510488,0.0,0.1127997321131812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609947119770085,0.08635012417317348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129782363636291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554343529830586,0.0,0.0,0.10623393607393722,0.0,0.1260990993495063,0.1242757382758958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562407677589633,0.1125637104438902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921585338671588,0.06377593051487894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513506168427916,0.0,0.0,0.10423028255926306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821957501042585,0.0,0.0 adhd,eyaji,2019/10/10,"Need advice on reading a lot again I used to be a heavy reader, it was 80% of my image growing up. Ever since working, I’ve burnt out a lot and developed ADD as a result. I now read 2-3 books A YEAR (if I’m lucky), and that’s with a lot of switching between books already. Does anyone have any advice to develop this habit again? I’m on a break between jobs so having time isn’t the issue. I really miss reading.",1.875941558441557,3.0933057500000025,4.196948051948056,87.3636363636364,76.72727272727273,6.392207792207793,23.935064935064936,6.868970318607317,0.8336474025974026,318,10,68,3,7,111,65,88,0.026000000000000002,0.951,0.023,-0.0498,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,2,1,14,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,12,8,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,6,43,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639750233460721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551588527304704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664676044809214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022043255919538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297624240014308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846098340573726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943818358959936,0.18481033884184733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749931649944112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380915187897538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588587272028729,0.0,0.11930745072334825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540562149433265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859561850164316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608479742093058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558191273522605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992977777074915 adhd,UNknown_999677,2019/10/10,My ADHD is stoping me I've had 3 concussions I have anxiety and depression too. Yet I have not been diagnosed with depression I feel sad the majority off the day I have trouble getting to bed on time. Organization is the worst for me. I have lots of ambitions. Yet I never get to doing them. Things like working out meditating homework and advancing myself. I can never do it. I feel fatigued all the time. I don't really have anything to look forward to besides coming home from school. I hate living like this. I have tried ADHD med and I hate them. I crash hard at the end of the day feeling like even more of a zombie when I wake up. I need help,1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153853,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871798,84.38461538461539,6.851282051282053,24.051282051282055,8.021203637495839,1.6913743589743593,510,20,100,11,15,175,84,130,0.23600000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.084,-0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,5,11,2,0,7,0,14,3,1,0,3,15,24,4,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,5,21,3,15,22,5,18,0,4,1,0,3,6,0,1,14,75,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39266719780748705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497416966264355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443589687610732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072492336755915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107144809222353,0.0,0.2814129525086321,0.16581255604039524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469335433389624,0.0,0.0,0.10790138005460832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478075346199796,0.11670835453964225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070347489693474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634341065185522,0.3225792432123069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950045921355817,0.0,0.16386892872100045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394364120135311,0.0,0.14425474024526785,0.0,0.13718588557121075,0.0,0.0,0.1388875164450062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146225590773668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113345728071777,0.2519951083071285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046561303121852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533461998932975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853278722025683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051948779953554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091445917282464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893203853710607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdamericanmess,2019/10/10,"ADHD or just not a great person? Throwaway because he knows my main. I’m currently seeing this person that has ADHD, depression and anxiety. I’ve known about this since the start and have been really understanding with the things he does. I even googled about how to deal with an ADHD person and how to best support a person with depression. Lately, I’ve been feeling severely under appreciated and upset. He would sometimes promise a date and suddenly just not show up/forget that we had something on. I’m always waiting on him to the point that I’m no longer hanging out with my friends as much because we’ll arrive late to the events and kind of just be at the side. The thing is he blames all of this on ADHD and I know this is something that people with ADHD face, but he’s doing it so often and I don’t know if I can take it anymore. He also misses some social cues like when I’m sad or talks excessively about himself (this is a thing that people with depression do so i dont mind cause i know it helps him) but I really feel like I’m a side piece sometimes. I can’t see this going into the long run if this continues because we’ve only just started and it’s already like this, but am I just being selfish to think this way and get upset?",3.7238408521303263,5.091156400793653,4.9413617376775285,83.25860902255641,72.2936507936508,7.368755221386801,25.564745196324147,7.85451343220497,1.4319253968253982,991,31,193,13,19,328,134,252,0.134,0.77,0.095,-0.8809,1,0,2,0,0,1,18.0,2,0,0,1,16,17,0,2,13,0,19,1,1,3,1,51,42,24,0,3,14,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,4,21,19,0,1,9,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,3,4,16,9,24,35,6,25,0,5,2,0,20,10,0,6,14,131,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576990600706132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241835197409566,0.07422027500398634,0.07722551252518607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709995409274115,0.0,0.09204276913250696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972869024073747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739856793639684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534163034983692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568323008274324,0.2398118406356496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121882225978214,0.0,0.10877285086839553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130025484459214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385524088092866,0.06630361791621528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170492217456814,0.0,0.04848949340936918,0.0,0.05274616949898744,0.0,0.0,0.1023235615617954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622087136605099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664753033738784,0.20402421179088145,0.0,0.20938787254470906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602711168361334,0.0,0.0,0.08213409713256449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371183417420316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822616815263276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058633129467637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868579899978694,0.3241531104281189,0.0,0.0,0.08773562797267137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189131678564069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791540969603958,0.0,0.0,0.10484909675388376,0.0,0.07677354782040209,0.0,0.0,0.09460830032258752,0.0,0.14289963633046762,0.18358330111259266,0.0,0.13138305962530078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531990318307524,0.0,0.0,0.069781712126102,0.07459731472480001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849768977624349,0.05946902191417576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661868038652033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366840845866125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065929695759477,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,martyrfx,2019/10/10,"How do you know if meds are working? I was recently prescribed 20mg Vyvanse for my ADHD-C. I'm an adult male, 22 yrs old. The first day I took them at around 1:30 - I started working around 5 PM and was fairly productive. Stayed in the library until 9PM or so - I got a lot of different tasks done, but only actually studied for 2 hours or so. Yesterday, I took the meds at 7 am and was at work until 5PM. I noticed that I was feeling sleepy and had a developing headache starting at 3pm and it got worse until 6 pm when I took Tylenol. I couldn't really study or focus after spending an hour at Starbucks and was really annoyed and mad at myself. Today, I went to work and got out at 12 PM. I took my pill at 1 PM and then started working around 2, but couldn't focus. I picked up my kids from school and then went to study again at 4PM. I was really irritated by the new library I went to - and couldn't focus for crap. I got through a few pages, and it was pretty good, but I also had a small headache. I'm gonna try studying again until the library closes, but so far it's just been my random thoughts and daydreams coming again, and being irritated by any little noise I can hear - not being unable to focus. I know this is an exceptionally low dose, but how do I know if it is working? I don't truly know if these are side effects or if this is just my normal wellbeing, either. I have a medication adjustment appointment in about a week, so I will discuss this with my psychiatrist, but I would like your feedback as well. Thank you.",3.98295238095238,4.58881066031746,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000002,70.96825396825399,8.15873015873016,28.333333333333336,8.269060116576782,1.8217619047619047,1198,42,249,17,21,406,167,315,0.092,0.8370000000000001,0.071,-0.8518,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,8,18,8,3,0,14,0,29,5,1,4,0,57,55,42,0,9,19,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,3,9,20,0,0,8,0,1,8,5,4,1,1,23,2,34,4,37,24,4,55,0,1,0,0,9,22,1,10,25,171,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.09164624031521873,0.0,0.11286603731240726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510276534154818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386454781723025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508093562705377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089835127697921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056657800505502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811984547063793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610633836420136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748559697182662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988295947752128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787703698898016,0.3004455138117363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058475841994877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849721870093888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064500906430476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588149823083735,0.0941262161854256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984208358038078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086339359175847,0.09460818938472187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907024528344548,0.0,0.0,0.09201550262857296,0.0,0.10692138895681323,0.09854664772404666,0.0,0.0,0.0714256134898467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554401250840566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049059521256544,0.0,0.09272846543895197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950456951481704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994178362252828,0.10009952642010446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646313266227469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745570008223037,0.0,0.0,0.08901922242052228,0.0,0.4173663792979952,0.06376124900365593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533191877540546,0.0,0.08443970992722677,0.26117686887917324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102218257329687,0.0,0.0957061006245398,0.06671360985118585,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anupsidedownpotato,2019/10/10,"I'm feeling really happy and felt like I needed to share with someone Today has been a great day for me! A while back I finally made an appointment with my University's Disability Resource Center (DRC), I went to it today and got all the accommodations I needed (I'm a sophomore and struggled a lot last year) so that feels great! I had lunch with a cousin that works on my campus that I haven't seen or talked to for almost a year and it was really nice to catch up with her. She also has ADHD and anxiety so it was really easy to talk to her about everything. Last night I finally asked this cute girl I've been snapchatting for over the week out to lunch and today she replied ""omg yes!! when r u free??!!"" and that felt really good! This is the first time in a while that I've felt really up and happy and not stressed out and sad (although I still have a lot of computer science homework that I don't know how to do but that stress is being outweighed right now :)). Thanks for letting me share, if anyone else has something positive in their life that ADHD has been holding back but they conquered please share, I'd love to hear it!",5.829535750593017,5.635637863436124,6.294889867841411,81.03224330735347,66.84140969162996,9.627787190782783,28.91528295493053,9.265573868473778,2.172586851914606,893,26,183,15,13,290,129,227,0.037000000000000005,0.748,0.215,0.9901,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,10,18,0,3,12,1,18,4,0,2,1,36,36,22,0,3,5,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,14,16,2,1,6,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,13,7,19,15,27,21,3,33,0,1,1,1,16,10,0,5,22,121,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533438791258696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554422637281663,0.0,0.0,0.08428942114819926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063174390337374,0.0,0.0,0.0736990743031408,0.10799613836090136,0.0,0.0,0.09853603368536144,0.0,0.0,0.16209426352138093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067975150818436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804930273648902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472793665000842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658817856917653,0.0,0.30360547409722605,0.2309240528917771,0.0,0.08965433407603637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840565126258841,0.08429908782518113,0.23241071993879386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244033930349682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879498127047508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792582522480332,0.17183233521475005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107780021066508,0.0744480902696715,0.05149377535836135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921691638519124,0.09512883310499992,0.09973330543456124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630753029933747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891202646184108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569903036577862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376140173617269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001217660559357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930622142654507,0.08114310832138774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417365389663557,0.0,0.24147377957252,0.11018837562769987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943522445923898,0.0,0.09703940154026902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061460374533082285,0.0,0.2997244653282143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845466048911162,0.0,0.0,0.09770810699627623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767334377905181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575002677199247 adhd,cursewordbyrd,2019/10/10,"GUANFACINE/ADDERALL AND ANESTHESIA ? I’m having a pretty major surgery tomorrow morning and i’m curious to know if any of y’all on guanfacine or adderall / adderall XR have had any reactions or complications to anesthesia and/or surgery in general while taking these medications? The anesthesiologist didn’t seem to have too much to say in regards to this other than telling me to skip taking my usual morning doses tomorrow before surgery. The internet doesn’t tell me much either, so hopefully someone here can inform me of the good or the bad. Hoping somebody out there has some experience with this, please help me put my already anxiety ridden mind at ease, i’m freaking out about this surgery enough as it is! 😳 Thanks in advance!",7.420296861747242,9.097097374045807,7.291246819338423,68.71301950805771,63.809160305343504,10.097031382527566,38.9830364715861,10.25414643259724,4.523345377438508,600,32,91,14,9,191,92,131,0.055,0.762,0.183,0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,18,19,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,4,19,17,6,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,8,4,62,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316654516622334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503980141734345,0.0,0.14084127659326595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372157355003016,0.0,0.0,0.15666141402854333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902316452995229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009187812219082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442013503767285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340297602950412,0.0,0.0,0.3657193910678817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118033887691164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546833537657365,0.0,0.0,0.1858954886833014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706795140973583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209409282833946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873029076063701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507828781621324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640919848559392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760400958750715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599318115342425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768509567900472,0.0,0.3218350954869636,0.16950090040414192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276774282551588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JuneMary3,2019/10/10,"I'm happy I found people like me I'm sorry I'm new to reddit an English is not my native language, but I'm sitting here tearing up reading all those posts about adhd. I feel like I found a place I finally can talk about it, without someone saying that's not a real illness, or you're just not trying enough. I'm so sick of it. At the moment I'm in a heavy battle with my adhd and some other mental problems but I think this subreddit will help me. :)",1.8890624999999976,3.3542914479166686,4.208749999999998,86.26125,77.22916666666666,5.633333333333334,23.458333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.6022333333333334,353,11,71,2,8,123,69,96,0.136,0.691,0.17300000000000001,0.4263,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,18,13,5,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,9,3,9,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474461811152573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234869926374806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412596352705632,0.13298973745347245,0.0,0.2039245746741478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082204424140118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981663057920504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477630568340635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189263711288126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760125748673687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797904272399848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290569893531149,0.0,0.1944931849867908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782857938107127,0.0,0.0,0.17812595534066086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620617183564533,0.21188604989366344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480385602753473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772920137252594,0.0,0.0,0.20838617218850086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962497691334875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928111707229865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638756551209493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944754381296849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlackysStars,2019/10/10,"Question/ am i just Making this up In 6th Grade i was Diagnosed with ADD and took meds. I had side effects so i stopped the Medication back then. Now im 22, and i work in a Fulltime Job and...yeah i suffer from ADD symptoms. Im Disorganized Im very very Forgetfull I barely have Focus at anything my minds more of a Random thought Generator etc. So i went to an Psychologist 3 Weeks Ago . She gave me a Piece of Paper with Questions. I had to mark with a cross if the symptoms are not so bad 1 very bad 4 or 2/3 in between I asked her how i should know if something is very bad etc. because i had no Reference. But she just told me to cross intuitive. The result was i had 4,5 points 5 points would be Diagnosed with adhd/add but she just told me the tast says no have anice day. Should i visit another Psychologist or am i just exaggerating? Maybe im just not that smart and forgetfull. im sry for my bad english im not a native speaker, i hope its readable. Thank you for every answer/ advice.",-0.3518506097560952,1.8954453560975608,2.162096036585368,90.97168064024393,97.8780487804878,5.099085365853659,20.55259146341464,6.770275591412753,0.6260274390243898,778,29,165,13,32,265,120,205,0.094,0.828,0.078,-0.0106,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,11,8,0,0,10,0,16,6,0,4,0,40,27,14,0,6,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,9,1,1,7,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,12,3,26,3,18,11,4,20,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,8,7,103,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365685409062234,0.09241441035276356,0.08383214188295626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916671584955757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782448445454716,0.0,0.08841181118634088,0.0,0.0,0.0727198309331297,0.3158538124466688,0.05765005526828223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099094894272599,0.0,0.0,0.19197665191800253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109449792922344,0.0,0.0,0.07968077027590938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393107721219553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129222504462515,0.0,0.0938478598567171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197415535256236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312737119204354,0.0,0.09501002470840696,0.0,0.10504788410043024,0.09527107917250544,0.0,0.0,0.09549049860289732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788017262531599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118839863958812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752072439329496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280594624795735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906620975870336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659249864981765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870689526027507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507939824661013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807347017949906,0.10507268351882887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121263612964548,0.0,0.0,0.07585974580576209,0.0,0.0,0.08766895098207017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068849353478919,0.0,0.0,0.06718105110509984,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,y0ung_dillinger,2019/10/10,Strattera increased heart rate? Been on strattera for 3 days and I've noticed my heart rate is increased occasionally. Not so much when I'm laying down or sitting. Does this go away eventually or should I get off of it asap?,1.8696124031007744,4.6840680930232566,3.121279069767444,85.44920542635661,89.0,4.7271317829457375,25.77131782945737,6.42735559955562,1.1267550387596903,180,8,33,2,6,58,36,43,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,4,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954280571665591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027886975235056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751697984514546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428265957602234,0.0,0.1787043006324132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7452291739241383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115061776722404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579936314405384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CinnamonRoll172,2019/10/10,"Just paid $600 dollars in parking ticket fees... i didn't buy a parking pass because I only need to attend a couple 1hr classes a week, the others are recorded. Every time i walk to class, i always tell myself i'll pay the parking meter, but i always end up forgetting and just walking to class because something else is on my mind. And of course, i always find the white envelope on my car windshield... it doesn't help that the city of detroit doesn't give you the standard ""$10 -same day, $25 - 1 week, $50- 2 weeks...etc""... NOPE. Immediately, you owe them $45 dollars same day. Then, i waited a few weeks before paying, which added a $10 charge to the first 2 for some reason. Decided to just pay it off now. contemplating whether to just pay the $250 for the parking pass mid-semester lol.",4.703500000000002,4.987417350000001,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,69.25,7.9,29.75,7.554174236665415,1.7749499999999996,616,22,124,6,10,205,102,160,0.053,0.92,0.027000000000000003,-0.1499,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,13,1,5,0,0,1,0,19,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,10,6,4,0,0,1,2,1,13,0,15,8,4,22,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,10,67,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685229817086919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288299392629585,0.0,0.15971160512665666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207677026374996,0.0,0.24209092388906656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679212764235234,0.0,0.16623892044813252,0.0,0.2093255876973348,0.0,0.0,0.15813814694375214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154659068096645,0.1596502567908981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800507474510014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580562674793375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951486597717626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391708365681252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427478101673267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297807697702807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444940527842682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405060558482085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944439750508443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516642944517662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ActualyRealUser,2019/10/10,Starting Vyvanse in a couple days. In 15 and was just recently diagnosed with and and my doctor prescribed me with vyvanse. I know that it doesn't effect everyone the same but I'm kind of nervous and just wanted to know what to expect.,3.67195652173913,5.784907282608696,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.0,7.208695652173913,28.89130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.2195391304347822,189,8,33,3,4,62,36,46,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.4748,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,15,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,7,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741137890763448,0.0,0.2180538560716703,0.0,0.0,0.34317591341101605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460713041659593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32307989411157784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35209095166652593,0.3716343223758253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338441781354147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393169609965553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942684040704808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thespookyoldtree,2019/10/10,"WILL I EVER SLEEP AGAIN?!? Stay tuned as i slowly descend into madness from lack of sleep as a new mother because of my stupid ADHD ass. My 4mo baby is sick. He went to sleep at 8pm after some tylenol. I was watching Netflix and kept saying to myself just one more episode until it was 11pm... Baby woke up at 1am. Snuggled baby so he would go back to sleep and started reading articles so I wouldn't fall asleep and smother him by accident because I get anxious about that... Baby fell asleep quickly but I kept reading articles until 2am. Put baby down... he woke up because of long snuggle sleep interruption Snuggle baby and read articles... continue to repeat until 4am when I go back to bed FINALLY fall asleep at 5am after thinking about how I'm a terrible mother for another hour. Wake up at 7am... take Concerta... now cannot nap I am so tired... but how much you want to bet I do it all over again tonight 😴",1.861483483483486,3.981697205405407,3.9177927927927954,85.27981231231233,79.64864864864866,6.273273273273274,26.493993993994003,7.3871296695380915,1.5533903903903907,713,30,138,10,18,243,115,185,0.134,0.858,0.008,-0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,16,4,3,0,2,0,9,13,10,2,2,21,22,17,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,1,5,1,7,2,4,0,1,7,2,14,0,31,12,5,39,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,2,21,85,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763107093873274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753464976585614,0.0,0.14817557166207956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017107533054376,0.0,0.23986516319651285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864341441167935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368140998093054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852666000932216,0.0,0.14908461895181568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916801469455094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160741214980062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964190611203816,0.0,0.0,0.12667694478800748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887867299170263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185389965336286,0.0,0.0,0.3935920723519651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430517805858834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6562829335834997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283704185067723,0.13980109451691095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986173978218923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840432258467818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507512670447629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736266519481642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158836122949845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317362439086174,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trettywap,2019/10/10,"What are some of the best tips you have received on how to deal with homework and procrastination? Please share them! It sucks because I used to have these really good work and study habits. I would come home from school and start my work right away. Now it takes me 3 hours to start my first assignment. It probably takes me 3 times as long to do it by then because it is so late at night. I also get super distracted by my phone. I also need my computer to do work but somehow every night my brain just ends up typing in on google how long it takes to drive to Alaska instead of typing my English paper. Let me know what you guys have learned!",3.567906976744183,5.060370480620153,3.893713178294576,90.12289534883722,72.87596899224806,7.020465116279071,22.97751937984497,7.554174236665415,0.7512598449612398,508,13,108,6,10,158,86,129,0.026000000000000002,0.889,0.084,0.7601,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,6,9,6,1,1,1,0,9,1,1,3,0,16,20,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,16,4,20,18,2,23,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,2,13,72,25,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379449091287786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321186252256027,0.0,0.0,0.18583834685929904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996460727491155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701609369092529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130390256316854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714738570875186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135006661537651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842782678733586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965584788968096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963774965617937,0.0,0.0,0.12785003414301302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509284634093492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289850109716396,0.0,0.15011165021658698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377087467809101,0.0,0.17194631045097228,0.0,0.0,0.15586876151569068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697893587156198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302401373766675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860881805562241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732103402124976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643440127453871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976497837647235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017335077516756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426606967619766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577975919791556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34382243225112624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888245118128747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316495307317697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329099158702788,0.0,0.0,0.1082810365015444,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MistahQueen,2019/10/10,"Computer Science B.S holders how did you deal with all the math and calculus courses? Ever since childhood Math seemed to be my weakest subject of them all. I graduated high school with a C+ in Algebra 2. I'm looking to go back to community college and transfer to a university for B.S degree in computer science but I look at the classes and they have a lot of calculus classes which is so intimidating that it made me want to switch to something in IT(Information Technology) instead but then I realized I have only one life and why waste it on something I kind of really want to do and do I want really really really want to do which was (Computer Science) (Web development) and I wouldn't mind going to work everyday to. Are there any free resources that helped you out in math? I would really appreciate a response thanks for reading.",4.023333333333333,6.614548700636945,5.853783439490449,71.73617409766455,74.73248407643312,9.536985138004246,32.759660297239925,9.888512548439397,4.00107762208068,674,35,113,21,15,231,97,157,0.067,0.8170000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.708,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,6,3,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,3,26,24,11,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,14,4,24,18,3,15,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,2,5,81,20,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987902205772074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424400739201867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665804921784777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461571385325014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836577395657007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830276246314434,0.17071671390492538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825929849477386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412777820563233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137074100005776,0.0,0.0,0.13736838923481973,0.0,0.15288962445000556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631483745499313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948987422056523,0.12288784354345203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162237443265834,0.0,0.5175570998933788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352621901535827,0.0,0.14709513353945727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365952812369578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487822759690462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875991118212448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812130940496341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457995987312084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763118083204227,0.0,0.0,0.11478083630008765,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,akera725,2019/10/10,AD(H)D Toys Survey We are students from Parson's School of Design conducting this survey to improve AD(H)D/focus toys for adults. We are currently gathering research in order to develop a product! If you could help us out that would be great. 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I take 15mg adderall XR (this is my 3rd month of medication) and it always gets me through my day of class and everything, but by the time I'm back to my room and ready to start my homework, it's gone and then I have to do my assignments without it. Being able to sit down and focus on homework has always been one of the hardest things for me, so having my meds run out before then is really frustrating. It kind of feels like taking my meds isn't going as well as it could have, because they're never able to help for the task I need them most on. My apn told me I could try taking my adderall later in the morning (like 11 or so), so it lasts longer in the afternoon/early evening, but a) I can't always do that because of my schedule and b) it's still usually run out before I can solidly start my work. I can't really take it any later than 11 or maybe 12 because it's the XR and I won't sleep if I take it too late in the day. Does anyone else have experience with something like this? What did you do? Do other medications last longer and would it be worth trying a different one? I'm kind of scared to have to try a new medication because the adderall XR seems to work pretty well for me except the timing issue, I don't have terrible side effects, and I know each medication can affect everyone differently so another one might make me feel way worse. I have a medication appointment tomorrow so I'm going to bring it up then and see what she says, but I also wanted to ask people's experiences here. tldr: my meds run out before I can start my homework in the evening and I'm not sure what to do about it",4.622410848819687,4.65354879005525,5.9195379206428935,81.92976896032148,69.38674033149171,9.012757408337519,27.780512305374174,8.841846274778883,1.8834651933701656,1370,41,292,22,22,463,169,362,0.065,0.879,0.055,-0.5761,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,6,2,3,16,11,1,1,14,0,35,7,1,3,2,44,64,32,0,8,10,0,2,3,0,3,6,1,5,0,22,17,0,0,5,0,1,8,9,3,2,3,4,4,41,8,44,53,2,51,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,7,30,199,63,8,0.14683618439319046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058712421804391075,0.18326920232492347,0.0,0.0,0.04992682030734169,0.07698527110951406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513356371195296,0.07522551160414609,0.0,0.0,0.06863600548988019,0.0,0.0,0.056453981070806986,0.0,0.1790199502437986,0.0,0.24989355584520315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723674506889464,0.0,0.0,0.09469719147915576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341256020214095,0.0,0.0,0.06424866723703299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061331395226430614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698391494666532,0.0,0.0,0.07015413335706734,0.06598344724038657,0.14363396399127235,0.0,0.0,0.07424478676288719,0.05244989973487608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835792295271361,0.0,0.08345038743184735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921059961241416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662941363405909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290729028467293,0.04034866342226325,0.17953663236737258,0.08281880586476367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760511406852603,0.0,0.0,0.06497270126135953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900714664205635,0.0,0.0737583416737802,0.0,0.3262037980251825,0.4437660234781709,0.0,0.0778849936556837,0.0,0.0,0.058601620741865465,0.0,0.0,0.10887717017301404,0.05662455878383015,0.07090765094056145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924999804272004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050898860929205515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469259404452565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940670196776654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838501370118041,0.07350431817853036,0.0,0.05850471400824608,0.06683707374507783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347111386474169,0.0,0.0,0.05652083425639341,0.0,0.0,0.20786281415038724,0.0,0.05863178326621685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919568302785946,0.0,0.2760063416876481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048775718157482315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562135994498457,0.0,0.0,0.07015413335706734,0.0,0.1495381959340361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085965612461188,0.0,0.04330389297472928,0.05827586425475765,0.0,0.0,0.1320233640863048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077242094678808,0.0,0.10689849104875834,0.0,0.07481930823142234,0.052154106228489226,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,soooelaine,2019/10/10,"Coffee and XR? I was recently diagnosed and prescribed Adderall XR 10 mg, I wake up at 3:30am to get ready for work and drink two cups of coffee everyday in the morning. I am considering getting up and drinking my coffee and taking my prescription later in the morning like 2-3 hours later. I was reading that it can make the medication not work as well, would separating the timing like this be ok? Any personal experiences totally welcomed, TIA",7.333170731707318,8.065662560975614,8.218195121951222,65.35241463414638,63.63414634146342,11.438048780487804,38.351219512195115,11.20814326018867,4.8008604878048775,358,18,57,10,5,121,61,82,0.02,0.7879999999999999,0.192,0.9355,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,1,6,5,1,1,1,9,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,6,5,9,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,37,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685734295423862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341159898500727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451919798193845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256306511306384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102163280449515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271545541805229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253785597557173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396796272466226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323666214793921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014042281656038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307233513795229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277498424729121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342831419720073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450024394126936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253222134926381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073918784630934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33584781022515875,0.0,0.0,0.16385490757862173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thegman987,2019/10/10,"My psychiatrist told me vyvanse lasts 8-12 hours and refused to agree after I insisted it was 14. Think it's time for a new one? This has been pretty consistent with him. He'll say wrong stuff a lot and I'll tell him he's wrong and if I press on it too much then gets angry. I was trying to tell him the effects of vyvanse lasts too long for me and he said that that shouldn't be because it lasts 8-12 hours. When I told him he was thinking of adderall xr, he just said nope! The company sent me a pamphlet on it! 8-12! And i said, okaY :))) I can't believe he's board certified lol. He's a child psychiatrist so i dont think he's used to people knowing enough information to question him on it.",-0.22131245339299002,1.9344208322147656,2.0517561521252787,95.09614280387771,89.0,5.190305741983595,20.358314690529454,6.691623216298621,0.2197155853840416,540,18,126,7,18,182,84,149,0.08900000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.4898,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,2,9,0,0,2,0,19,22,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,10,6,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,10,5,16,1,13,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,26,3,0,3,11,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840828802659606,0.0,0.0,0.16339793731302368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699728227810068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985365066900316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577162871260396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856485592511952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970410565896577,0.354653797725756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834603694521438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329840778274227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066129488732934,0.0,0.0,0.14006984180490015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827535457703752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054479740669543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475465579953324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624655901051366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138671637118674,0.115332824094772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602342399371334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535233498937185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27878604197865064,0.0,0.0,0.08456753385235924,0.0,0.0,0.27716271039697443,0.0,0.09846512174842023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525842839435605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171327301552166,0.0,0.0 adhd,vapid_coal,2019/10/10,"Recommendation needed: Reminder App for Dosing Stimulant I've checked out several different pill reminder / general reminder apps and nothing seems to have what I'm looking for. Hopefully someone can help me I take dexedrine multiple times per day. It does not need to be taken at the same times every day (obviously) but once I *do* take it, I like to space it to exactly 4 hours for the remainder of the day. What I'm looking for is an app that will remind me to take Dexedrine at the start of the day and if I complete it, I then want a new reminder four hours later. With this new reminder, I would click ""complete"" or whatever and the interval reminder then repeats. The apps I've found ask for specific input times, like ""Take med XXX at 10AM, 2PM, 6PM, 10PM"", which is just unrealistic for me to take it at exactly those times",4.202366114897759,6.177345468354432,5.057594936708863,80.44947906523856,72.16455696202532,8.659006815968842,31.77409931840312,9.265573868473778,2.993262317429406,656,31,123,15,13,213,92,158,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.8641,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,0,8,2,0,1,3,23,26,8,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,9,3,20,21,1,23,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,4,19,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301440435942612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759291687139521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33944628686284584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137478533168014,0.0,0.0,0.11515109998958048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086621077960217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442763859208939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819878948788602,0.0,0.0,0.1306937993809888,0.2591698430114233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857176947376905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099686392376847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616149944713372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513752499987708,0.0,0.2541716226846958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262595534615782,0.0,0.0,0.1401339492829759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979022900873855,0.0,0.14865382787140224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149171753205588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931366856531084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494678492429696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069135658143525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761236340474507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347435455785348,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kkeellvviinn,2019/10/10,"Medikinet Is this normal. Whenever i take one pill of Medikinet my mood goes from 0% to 69% And i talk alot more than i normaly do.",0.68888888888889,2.90671862962963,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,84.92592592592592,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.36128148148148176,101,4,24,1,3,31,24,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041042670540634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178014217738643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635812803536333,0.4955728029225338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,No_Name_Guy26,2019/10/10,"How to keep up with school and everything else? I go to a difficult high school that sort of forces you to take lots of AP classes, 200 hours of community service, clubs, along with Art Area classes and its all really hard to manage. I could barely take being in a normal school and this is taking a lot out of me. But I love being here I just need help figuring out how to keep up and deal with it all. Its getting to the point were I'm always panicked about not being good enough while also so unmotivated its hard to even get out of bed and take care of myself. Anyone have any advice? Thank you.",3.5872635445362704,4.837579884297521,4.573994490358128,86.21533516988062,72.4710743801653,7.361248852157942,21.7089072543618,7.793537801064563,0.7558863177226809,470,10,98,6,9,153,81,121,0.113,0.79,0.09699999999999999,0.141,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,2,28,21,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,4,24,16,5,12,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,3,2,69,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464293401624514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837113390376525,0.12316407455260342,0.0,0.0,0.10065833004946104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349867010691884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091573660343668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818151953624427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260159626006312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236512917324355,0.0,0.0,0.1529437028613855,0.0,0.09776547815478216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303037464108972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546681500972046,0.0,0.08412288815071083,0.1241517267636022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651927808511698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921434505994092,0.15639071964232085,0.0,0.0,0.14576938290744773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631330503249065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168175695443823,0.1335933701784764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975457742614356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502767419195733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992626362979954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482507653397704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494108834553043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44516894552973135,0.0,0.0,0.13627646076093414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dawiz2016,2019/10/10,"I was told by GP: either stop taking meds or stop diving Well, I knew this might happen - went in for my annual (my local dive club wants those) and was told by my GP she won’t give me the all clear unless I go off Vyvanse and Trazodone (which I need for sleep because of Vyvanse). Diving has been my passion for decades but with the ADHD diagnosis two years ago I knew I was in trouble in this respect. Having “ADHD” in the medical records alone is already grounds for being “unfit” for diving. Anyone here still being allowed to dive despite the meds? I’m honestly not sure what to do now. Seriously considering going off the meds for it :-(",3.7999193548387113,5.569619798387095,4.947612903225807,81.67641935483873,72.79032258064517,6.895483870967742,26.916129032258066,7.554174236665415,1.5911832258064518,501,18,92,6,10,165,84,124,0.125,0.7490000000000001,0.127,-0.1884,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,12,3,1,1,3,19,25,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,1,0,3,2,2,1,1,9,0,12,5,19,12,2,18,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,7,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827900956984258,0.0,0.14117104450381115,0.0,0.0,0.16494143163343244,0.1757432169083951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135566330919078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970811234823104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277309343937254,0.18101797829537625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082976380361295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306933303247032,0.1604339034611052,0.0,0.16894569965435047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118086481284083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937124924394747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718223602462062,0.2662906891291745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009711798762246,0.0,0.11974087001046978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30435231711133165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557020202372918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939334543534223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319048233403886,0.14763212656515065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255579475298383 adhd,ParametricEquation,2019/10/10,"College isn't for me. I've spent the last years proving to myself that I can do college despite my adhd I never took a second to think if I wanted it. I'm in school for computer science and I'm good at it, but I don't like it. I feel like I'm wasting my youth chasing wealth and validation in this field. I took a semester off after I recently rediscovered a passion for sewing. I've been shooting models in my clothes and recently had a runway show with my clothes, and a lot of people have shown interest in buying my clothes. I found my ADHD symptoms are far more easy to manage because my passion keeps pushing me forward. I feel a need to finish projects. My clothes have meaning to me and I feel like I'm not trapped in my ADHD brain. When my clothes were walking down the runway I felt like I was being seen by the audience. School will always be there if I ride this out and find myself in a roadblock, but right now I need to follow this dream through. My parents are worried everyone around me is worried, but they all support me because they see I am happy. I've never felt more myself than I do today. All I can say is if you have a passion, don't deny it. Follow it and life will become easier. It's hard to fight ADHD, but with passion it makes it easier to work with your adhd. If college is your passion follow it through, but don't do college to prove to yourself that you can do it.",3.488420441347269,4.611261930313589,4.870313588850177,84.48667828106855,72.55400696864113,6.999767711962832,29.6945412311266,7.2636822038024595,1.7352931475029039,1102,46,219,11,21,368,135,287,0.08,0.727,0.193,0.9904,1,1,0,1,1,0,24.0,0,4,2,1,5,15,1,0,11,0,28,8,1,1,6,43,54,17,0,7,10,1,6,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,15,12,0,1,11,2,3,9,7,1,0,1,11,9,42,14,33,39,5,34,0,0,2,5,9,14,0,5,17,157,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210708725735419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860007123606834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200901024364364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601006922411076,0.1141489011919962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537980078680185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876136362056424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567801360705301,0.14767550739207858,0.19847649223263575,0.0,0.09446577592291452,0.0,0.0,0.11332483640400992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669035172199101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002469181538613,0.0925869339292215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186781882535232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424917052379395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730036037101119,0.2019786488105936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878698210695586,0.0,0.0,0.0689911256531096,0.0,0.0,0.11258529893423087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327475772105514,0.15942948397467424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476492782658715,0.0,0.0,0.07165423719963022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410373328928594,0.0,0.0,0.08826570629544174,0.0,0.08219306963405053,0.0,0.20920416531198235,0.0823615809531404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728749222025127,0.0,0.10742675895331613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622653681118945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796967708098014,0.0,0.2296652806689533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096221727229696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524460954582153,0.20992665754624984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655806161180224 adhd,lordmultifandomx,2019/10/10,"How to study?? Tl;dr: Anyone have any tips on studying/ motivation and focus to study? No matter how hard i try, I just can’t bring myself to study for tests. Studying is just so under-stimulating mind numbing, I get restless a minute into studying. When I can actually bring myself to study, I read my notes over and over and nothing stays in my mind. I know how important tests are, but I still can’t find the motivation to focus! Anyone have any help or tips for studying?",3.6150824175824177,5.763657912087915,4.666030219780222,81.8695947802198,74.27472527472527,6.747802197802199,24.561813186813183,7.645422480735847,1.3209659340659343,374,12,69,5,8,122,56,91,0.068,0.797,0.135,0.7918,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,5,0,18,11,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,12,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,46,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.2466457799238972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34375488076082106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35345483065361005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100727221826095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205050060942775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264127388049504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941178807101398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890379858157145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104072550834347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251871071214204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528165932446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693959477113385,0.20184503580842808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159943425215451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strictcompliance,2019/10/10,"Electronic prescriptions are a thing To many of you this may be basic knowledge, but my son's new prescriber does all his med prescriptions electronically. No paper prescriptions! No need to go into the office to pick them up every month! No matter whether they are controlled substances or not! This is a big deal, and I had no idea, because the old prescriber told us they had to do them by paper. I know a lot of people on here struggle with this issue, so I thought I would share the knowledge. U.S. based, so ymmv in other countries.",5.696859971711457,7.006972405940599,5.5757567185289965,80.7860396039604,67.51485148514851,7.751626591230551,30.270155586987272,7.957251820313856,2.089437340876945,427,16,76,5,7,133,75,101,0.14300000000000002,0.816,0.040999999999999995,-0.8929,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,4,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,2,1,20,14,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,12,1,12,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,3,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032346615104607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581809310755839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731879057149494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144337365768936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394746143205224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082394001492195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598597850801364,0.0,0.2402616002430911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650800758827802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570178698375668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337948849794626,0.0,0.0,0.25569243845835005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373779086339467,0.0,0.0,0.17068513182567885,0.0,0.2223217544873101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415487446722105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958678524934033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406476179830101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292994611032806,0.0,0.0,0.1827474639785029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219959197711316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276893737273259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352244428679225,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Drijidible,2019/10/10,"While doing work or studying I constantly think of things I want to look up or make note of, but will inevitably forget if I don't do it immediately. Do you have a method of making note of these thoughts without constantly sidetracking yourself? As the title says, while working or studying I'll constantly have ideas jump into my head that I'll want to look up, make note of, keep in mind for later, whatever. If I don't actually follow through on the thoughts I'll absolutely forget about it, quick. That being said, I don't want to follow through on the ideas right when I think of them, I want to keep working and not constantly distract myself (or, hell, even open a million tabs that I hope I look at later). I've thought about a document to just dump stuff in, but it has the dual problem of further wasting my already extremely limited battery life and also being extremely easily forgotten about (especially if it's not in your face). Any one have any systems they use? Suggestions?",8.856749851455735,7.615221508021393,8.6673440285205,69.92951277480691,61.19251336898397,11.947474747474748,40.0291146761735,10.980518767755715,4.4069054070112905,790,36,140,17,9,256,105,187,0.142,0.78,0.078,-0.9475,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,4,8,5,2,1,7,0,13,3,2,4,0,40,35,16,0,9,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,4,0,3,7,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,4,5,16,1,29,28,0,26,1,0,3,0,7,12,1,8,10,97,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.11608111582666558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126775968904758,0.09512679159046124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178444302550293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141843878448175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856743412403798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208025054174215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181473187454308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685672560912869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146205171245325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402012815984543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29967206226395954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238206455216266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010877241522608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060573340560527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382210018887075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158534069784653,0.113151686256334,0.0945963198190376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617289819120018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902718765886238,0.15244075162520027,0.0,0.28330654323760995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273732951068552,0.0,0.0,0.2806466008700481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466659236417318,0.0,0.25979793117398275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wakingThrowaway92,2019/10/10,"Feeling absolutely powerless on Mental Health Awareness Day Hi Reddit, let me start by writing I feel absolutely disgusted by myself while even trying to think about writing this. For some reason, I always feel like an attention seeker, as I know basically everyone has some stuff to deal with, and as such I hate to burden them with my problems. Today's the World Mental Health Awareness day and I just feel so utterly isolated and alone. Anyway, here's what I wanted to say... I always thought I was ""just"" depressed. I have been driven into a wall by my family, ridiculed at all education levels (partially due to hyperactiveness), dropped out of the university twice, burned out at the previous workplace and whatnot. That's just history, though - I'm actively working to put all that behind me. Just illustrating it as a cause of me thinking I had to go to therapy. At some point (a couple of *months* ago), while seeking instant gratification on Twitter, some [comics](https://twitter.com/ADHD_Alien) reached me. I impulsively read them, as I read pretty fast and keep up-to-date with most media. This opened my eyes and sounded eerily too familiar. I decided to dig further and here we are. I'm pretty positive I have ADHD and the answer lies so close to me, after all these years. The reason I get bored at work because the project ended and I was put on a bench. The reason I have to take a lot of breaks at work and walk around because it's often not very interesting. The reason I could forget about eating and sit for hours *learning* something that I loved back in the day, so I'm a professional right now. The reason I can pull someone's words from 2 years back because I remember some word they used. All of it suddenly made sense. I'm just so conflicted about everything. I absolutely need help, but am too anxious to ask for it. I've been regarded at creative in the past, I get like *thousands* of seemingly brilliant ideas a second, but my inability to feel joy/happiness makes everything bland and unrewarding - as such, I procrastinate and then beat myself up for procrastinating. People usually like being around me, but I can't keep 1:1 conversations and usually leave them on unread, so most of my bonds are really shallow and I constantly lose friends. Every other day ends in a blur and there's nothing memorable about anything. I can't even plan enjoyable things in advance, so my partner plans most of our dates. I tried keeping a journal several times in my life, but it always ended up collecting dust somewhere in my room after some time. What the heck am I even supposed to do. I don't know anyone with ADHD, while my environment makes it all even worse, because adult ADHD isn't usually recognized where I live (and r/ADHD's FAQ doesn't list any resources for that region either). I don't have anyone to talk to about these issues and almost no way to get diagnosed. In support groups (not that I've found any ADHD-specific ones) or just while talking with people who had anything diagnosed I feel like a fraud, just because I'm not diagnosed. My life's constantly dull and will probably stay this way. Drinking lots of sugary drinks and energetic tea gives me the ability to do anything at all. What should I do?",6.570257692307695,7.627980361666669,6.9890000000000025,72.3566153846154,65.38333333333333,10.153846153846157,33.384615384615394,10.214889679676881,3.563457692307693,2587,108,441,60,39,843,302,600,0.091,0.8220000000000001,0.087,0.1954,1,1,3,0,0,0,92.0,2,0,4,9,38,18,3,0,24,0,30,13,1,10,6,113,69,42,0,5,16,0,6,4,2,2,7,2,1,2,23,33,4,4,25,4,0,7,10,9,0,4,10,9,59,9,79,54,18,84,0,3,1,1,23,35,1,16,40,302,82,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652892330862535,0.0,0.053886726078105886,0.0,0.06087247047994102,0.06296017555584109,0.0,0.0,0.15174661532393285,0.0,0.0,0.08267865958289249,0.0,0.0,0.06867547192595806,0.0,0.08501165585448585,0.0,0.15007513520865706,0.10823209483212734,0.056830506109687914,0.0,0.0,0.09348761756345918,0.0,0.1852853014877567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062448143676762415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138493161162046,0.0,0.04853592155723637,0.06726305232245584,0.0,0.15681825538987498,0.06267188926535998,0.0523583951888005,0.1851019135907436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191022442747196,0.0,0.0622034142730608,0.0,0.0,0.16152586637976218,0.0,0.0,0.16060506235988814,0.0,0.05121825286946845,0.058087513629512005,0.10926838398501926,0.0,0.057307464506688485,0.0,0.18442370491809196,0.08685687128965804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665317020602045,0.04696625457166998,0.0,0.09528090216616134,0.05831537102532451,0.03454839569226293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471215616223369,0.0,0.06001760524969466,0.0,0.12923399600829052,0.0,0.0,0.040746300166711366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986597026342039,0.0,0.0,0.0686245856716358,0.0,0.06344903565744789,0.0,0.1620990126857679,0.0,0.0,0.06681726148747864,0.0,0.0,0.06436790301718111,0.0,0.062161961636095726,0.08587564347140372,0.11879582344297268,0.0,0.0536787424337749,0.0,0.0,0.06800853490228957,0.0,0.10336308130800201,0.05486540840728329,0.0575210307524305,0.08115568284551157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252417808557788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852205109895611,0.0,0.0,0.04507506403206482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832970831155241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119292231095968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803099700135664,0.0842883558379533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057466261916274526,0.0,0.0,0.12369070408159802,0.06554197336309997,0.05816788375036822,0.0,0.12222161429716905,0.0,0.0,0.121613034284897,0.0,0.038943673210264984,0.3125115646001845,0.0,0.0,0.0688632950146718,0.051914384628721305,0.0,0.04834270080516799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553409934146495,0.0,0.06867547192595806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150722606331578,0.04679916311572389,0.0,0.0,0.043027521944339495,0.06479412249955467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959008223177159,0.0,0.06898384705470519,0.0,0.0,0.04570656458119551,0.09772150551111156,0.0,0.0,0.06951873893485036,0.0,0.04038621899641165,0.07790364001929052,0.059725931675570686,0.04826052247445492,0.07089435325881066,0.0,0.05762187503388596,0.0,0.0,0.08254492955998102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250309939708133,0.20085500963898129,0.050158171302663285,0.03585555623041721,0.09650465046558257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276767722646535,0.0,0.06195027119104994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829361947417335 adhd,Ganjanthegr33n,2019/10/10,"Is not being able to listen to a full song a symptom? Sorry im new here, dont know alot about adhd and just wanted do ask if someone has the same experience i do. Its like you have this song in your head you wanna listen to, so you put it on but a minute in and you got another song in your head so you put that on, but then theres this other song you just HAVE to listen to 30 seconds in, etc, repeat for 30 more songs. Even if i think to myself no, i wanna finish listening to this song, it just makes me super nervous and tense and unable to enjoy it. I love music but very often its just too exhausting to listen to music cuz i just cant enjoy it properly unless i drink alot of caffeine, thats the only thing that gives me the focus to just chill and enjoy it. Its like theres just so much music i want to listen to at once and i just cant keep my mind on one thing unless i take something stimulating like caffeine or microdoses of acid.",1.3999004975124372,3.0797895124378134,3.61773631840796,89.01426616915424,79.24875621890547,5.8597014925373125,18.13184079601989,6.691623216298621,-0.017386069651741387,736,14,159,7,18,253,105,201,0.059000000000000004,0.7659999999999999,0.174,0.9818,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,8,0,1,18,10,0,1,8,0,10,6,2,3,0,38,27,19,0,6,17,0,0,3,0,0,2,12,0,0,17,6,1,1,2,7,0,2,5,2,0,2,1,13,21,8,29,25,7,15,0,0,0,1,17,9,0,6,7,125,38,0,0.1622372252563654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949776172871758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011987640555734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166990519913331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014081972065527,0.15893071639451165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809373916345536,0.1071561571861167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586991371835007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563272968205186,0.0,0.0,0.12975592969009545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33300439710730106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524404332450488,0.0,0.0,0.14420390015807855,0.0,0.0,0.0891613361309131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778274002442615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642542995804558,0.0,0.10829460765132423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381334887478194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192630278178183,0.0,0.0,0.15668972311673734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277735004779132,0.1099361425661044,0.12338872049682705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32618644320988377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746307448002307,0.12489814219603824,0.0,0.18161129111723512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686265965654438,0.12198220272098255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556640705309496,0.10395506309224113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338627016932369,0.19138343775553746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InLoveWithStyrofoam,2019/10/10,"my meds (vyvanse) are making me not hungry but hungry it might be in combination with the other two i take, wellbutrin and zoloft, but i get this weird feeling in my mouth and i don’t feel hungry but i know i should eat. i’ve also been SIGNIFICANTLY more tired lately, napping every day and i’ve been taking these meds a while but i’m not sure if that’s caused by the meds since it’s only a recent thing.",1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,79.47619047619048,5.152380952380953,17.642857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.3404714285714285,320,6,67,2,8,106,59,84,0.11599999999999999,0.861,0.022000000000000002,-0.8071,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,4,1,2,1,19,15,10,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,8,1,4,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244987542733898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958335464142565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294310642144606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195066090022169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061729796945967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927804737954956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959835408041903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476741587797388,0.0,0.21504336304144625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724962062580192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6352539229928086,0.0,0.0,0.20223246147172305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498568500545614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822799587269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576943470056737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796702117458535,0.0,0.28666596344891765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664870445577586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910564546927525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622163778823256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,christhegator,2019/10/10,"Starting Medication Tomorrow, Have Some Questions I've been recently diagnosed (at the age of 42) with ADD. I had a Psychologist who specializes in ADD and ADHD several years ago tell me she was positive I had the condition (after working with her for several months on a weekly basis for CBT). Anyway, long story short, I have avoided medication for quite some time, but something has to give and I am hoping this along with the coaching I have paid for will help. I am going to be prescribed Ritaline 5 MG and my wife mentioned that if it makes me hyper, that is a sign that medication is not right for me. That was my sense to, that it should calm me down... Is that the case? (i.e. if I get extra energy from it as a stimulant that means it isn't the right medication for me, and/or I should not be on medication and do not have the condition - regardless of being diagnosed?) What can I expect? What were your experiences? &#x200B; Thank you ADHD Community!",5.282311942201448,6.730534502762432,6.39911602209945,73.98263493412665,68.61325966850829,10.210114747131323,30.49766255843604,10.389873798559362,3.3726069698257546,759,30,137,21,13,254,110,181,0.009000000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.11,0.9581,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,2,1,5,0,1,10,0,25,8,0,2,0,29,34,8,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,20,4,23,21,3,20,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,6,11,107,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024430172842496,0.0,0.11153944977337958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363352207842931,0.15289550509047456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542673303236985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308450210336508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574024300604657,0.12070624569151425,0.07151128536705964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843402491052895,0.0,0.0,0.1249761777946316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135433936156004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839915584911467,0.0,0.0,0.1370642184941865,0.0,0.6337953147525262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043517718275913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095681398301296,0.13383419017394338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424054898759135,0.0,0.0,0.21491385052482684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843009738778989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686899323251599,0.0,0.0,0.08906212108390787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997973062540012,0.11584605674532727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337166061142611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093210213973317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160470950406233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289550509047456,0.08102948418371057 adhd,poncedeleonplaya,2019/10/10,"Has anyone here found a way to deal with intermittent unemployment/unstructured free time? Hello!! So I’m about 30, diagnosed add over 10 years ago. I work in the film industry. I’m either working 15 hours a day or not working at all. I’m really struggling with the days I’m not working. Here are some of the issues I’m dealing with and would so so so appreciate if any of you guys have advice for how you’ve overcome some of these struggles. 1. Actually sticking to any routine I’ve created. It’s like I have no motivation and could just lay on the couch for hours but I also hate that I’m doing it. 2. Not getting into negative thought patterns while alone for so long. I’m very extroverted and it’s almost like I don’t know how to spend time by myself without getting into these negative feedback loops. 3. Simply relaxing and enjoying my time. It’s like I’m always on edge.",1.7580857142857127,4.303597422857145,3.8705000000000034,82.89775000000002,83.34285714285714,6.928571428571428,25.32142857142857,8.07648339933343,1.9106857142857152,699,29,133,15,20,238,111,175,0.07,0.748,0.182,0.9671,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,12,9,1,2,6,0,8,1,0,3,1,31,22,16,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,4,2,2,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,7,7,22,18,4,19,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,14,79,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.1400024152145464,0.0,0.0,0.1401936096228553,0.1271742202122435,0.0,0.1436607775068494,0.1485878214077148,0.0,0.1147299496514319,0.11937545587569907,0.0,0.0,0.19512400967554705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003149739193235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145461679630977,0.0,0.0,0.18504779187498935,0.29581491497545376,0.0,0.14561527630247112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730339477923133,0.0,0.0,0.14991044258948294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205419444125708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164327102695007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825708162141683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974154527887018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884532745662723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027116477071064,0.0,0.0,0.12696316239974625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190818654555699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29996425685998807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389621822317228,0.250969062772689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837472392445166,0.0,0.1138768724975672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829639524983234,0.0,0.4177807053062437,0.0,0.0,0.1019143444916198,0.0,0.0,0.09238759457932262 adhd,AdsByYahoo,2019/10/10,Adhd medication (Vyvanse) and craving smoking Anyone else experience this? I currently vape and unless I'm drinking I don't think about vaping much but whenever I take my Vyvanse once it kicks in I have the strongest craving and urge to vape and get my nicotine I don't know why.,2.4398652291105134,5.364014226415094,4.2836118598382775,77.8367924528302,85.98113207547169,6.8021563342318085,30.21293800539083,7.957251820313856,2.870188140161724,226,12,37,5,7,76,39,53,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.5927,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682303502243826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142403126966818,0.31394053007104866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30015298255064005,0.0,0.0,0.2559558628022863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997156272523155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008008995096884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838809749943268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308663328143631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523747655348955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263034239731861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303728492226445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632719807870724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647615970950123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Afrodo_Baggins,2019/10/10,"Feel like meds would really help but... I've been working to make it into the Marine Corps, and physically I'm very well on track but lately I've been acting with every negative ADHD stereotype I always thought I could control. Pinned someone against a locker and threatened to make him toothless just for saying my friend looked stupid, when my friend couldnt have cared less. Worst part is how capable I am now, since over my years I've gotten into alot of street fights and now I've been working out like crazy for about 8 months now so anytime someone says anything, I know exactly what to do to them. I could throw that desk and follow it with an elbow, I work out my plan for any counter punch he throws, etc. I feel like a wolf in sheep's clothing, and the worst part is when people don't believe me when i say things. When I say "" I really almost killed that bitch back there "" I mean I was very close to ending their life, not giving them a bloody goddamn nose. Ended up walking out of school mid day today because i almost swung on three people just for how they were walking. My assistant principal actually came out in a car, found me after about an hour, asked me what the hell was going on etc. I'm normally an exemplary student, and very well versed in hiding my emotions. But lately I've been so ready to cripple people for simple things like talking while I'm trying to work. My focus goes to shit on days like this, along with all of my grades. I've meditated, used apps, looked up everything I can find and tried it, follow this subreddit and watch it often, but I soon come back to the same state of bridled rage. When it isn't rage, it alternates into something that makes me prefer it. I spent all day that I'm not angry feeling like I ate a cold towel, just so cold in my stomach and horribly weighed down. I'm completely apathetic to any and everything around me, unless it pisses me off, in which case the towel catches fire and all i feel is by blood burning to show all of "" them "" who the hell they always like to fuck with. "" Them "" is mostly anyone around me, because aside from perhaps 4 or 5 friends who have been with me when I get into fights, I seem fairly unthreatening, as I never seem to get angry about anything and make tons of jokes.... Up until perhaps a month ago. It was slow at first, perhaps I feel just shitty all through the first or second half of school or something, or maybe I get very angry and just don't show it and meditate silently in the middle of whatever I'm doing, and it handled it. But now it feels like I'm so far from the end of my rope that I'd have to climb back up the mountain to retrieve it. People have noticed, asked, and it doesn't matter what I say or do, who I confide in, be it a therapist, school worker, anything, it makes no difference. Meds have been suggested dozens of times, saying that the right ones just make everything a bit more manageable, but you have to be clean of them for a year prior to enlistment in the Marine Corps. So here we are, I suppose. If you've gone to everyone you know for advice and it doesn't work, why not go for strangers on the internet, right? But on a serious note, anything is appreciated. P.S; if anyone feels the need to tell me to "" just handle it "" or "" get a grip "", fair warning, don't.",7.754723608160845,6.079883604900463,7.551348120337894,78.44134614434624,63.64012251148545,10.385990218841082,33.16252531739367,8.933256019334266,2.565363819591957,2586,79,519,32,31,826,301,653,0.17,0.726,0.10400000000000001,-0.9953,2,0,2,0,2,0,84.0,1,2,8,11,38,30,12,0,29,0,39,10,6,10,7,109,89,49,1,9,26,0,9,8,3,1,1,6,1,0,36,37,2,1,16,3,1,15,13,15,2,7,17,21,57,15,89,66,18,93,2,0,3,1,34,39,6,15,46,345,93,15,0.0,0.0,0.059320451181953227,0.0,0.07305552561090008,0.05940146220270575,0.05388501412738147,0.0,0.12174107319215816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116119628002036,0.0,0.0,0.08267603292877061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500895508239564,0.0,0.2000938232089733,0.1082286563598608,0.11365740127348302,0.0,0.0,0.1402269712723092,0.0,0.07411176603152687,0.0,0.0,0.06848741204294058,0.0,0.0,0.0663648996725473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952543254903805,0.06197755517483975,0.0,0.0,0.05236359594371316,0.06373520323674428,0.0,0.06817906257061483,0.09706875919707347,0.0,0.0,0.1176099550221332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351066321108231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837847026451832,0.16152073479460033,0.0,0.13558967877896005,0.0,0.0,0.05121662569462437,0.05808566822214964,0.16389736888565112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215154153528518,0.17370822379224002,0.0,0.0,0.05555925432224197,0.10341271353101744,0.0,0.06665105267260685,0.14089428744120064,0.0561976514850266,0.12703716686125366,0.05831351837906192,0.0690945962186534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074500567986526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986406835549946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725306511072039,0.0,0.06681513874097811,0.0,0.13714332854859973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293645762545848,0.2375840987340793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020934474054558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345931372649054,0.0,0.0610698523103849,0.06621609990836122,0.13504382905321044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704101916182616,0.0,0.0,0.04507363202284586,0.0468835573522458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059559465973583775,0.0,0.0692076948503693,0.0,0.0,0.04119161363518136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165525336802553,0.0,0.16857135608938875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788487198370977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382547067633212,0.0,0.2900469899098924,0.0,0.18456251450248246,0.0,0.11067847052535322,0.0,0.0,0.06239814725557315,0.05028457362222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301117941591448,0.0935953526657098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885920047715322,0.05313150952883468,0.0,0.0,0.07057971023691141,0.08076987189828018,0.0,0.0,0.04825898926502795,0.03544605049270848,0.0,0.057620044419597685,0.0,0.0,0.08254230715438612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052501431403391814,0.0,0.20062631122403732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931166785080987,0.0,0.05485183704752464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212724321211035,0.0,0.0,0.04318214716432799,0.0,0.0,0.07829113213028865 adhd,JsnAnsark,2019/10/10,"How do you explain ADHD to other people? So I got diagnosed today and after I told some people I see it’s miss understood. I feel like they think its normal to not being able to focus and so on and on, that you’re hyperactive because you dont move enough, bla bla bla. I think you heard those before. It would be nice if someone shared how you explain it to people who don’t know it.",2.005660714285717,3.7332483875000047,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,77.625,6.071428571428572,20.17857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.36210714285714296,301,7,62,3,7,102,53,80,0.021,0.878,0.10099999999999999,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,17,18,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,3,10,3,7,11,2,5,0,1,1,0,11,2,0,2,3,43,19,0,0.21987600728339027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642482323707709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340343732246391,0.0,0.1870982875650108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231695190390482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576930429850795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271906920853561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117591581729634,0.15707946353655766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585492908005165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083810334859185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742031079254197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369339873832104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543180304103327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573030154373284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521271036223335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630022744660385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817753345262924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084167454779387,0.21010094753856629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619360702328106,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xmcdFourX,2019/10/10,"Diagnosis with no insurance I live in the Los Angeles area and put off going to the doctor when I had insurance through my parents. Now, I am out of school and no longer eligible under their insurance. I am seeking a diagnosis because my distractions and other symptoms are effecting my life. I currently do not have a job, so no insurance (and do not want to apply for medicaid or other federal assistance). I was wondering if there is an out of pocket clinic/doctor in the LA area I can go to (that is not overly expensive)?",6.496933333333331,6.884139359999999,8.492,63.86433333333335,65.4,13.06666666666667,37.66666666666667,12.45797560212912,5.4423666666666675,416,21,70,16,6,149,67,100,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.7797,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,6,0,11,3,0,1,0,15,15,8,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,2,0,11,0,15,13,0,15,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,3,62,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298091073944404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473110505678659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038950715086143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26531474426548657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884512790441185,0.0,0.0,0.23608484480305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29687298123545225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687718595356838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27058381606307463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778906657190869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769656747135144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28994182503192945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GattsUnfinished,2019/10/10,"Someone created a thread about Driven to Distraction a while back. Holy fucking shit, thank you and thanks to everyone that commented on that thread. I'm not even halfway through and it's already changed the way I think for the better. I've been reading it for a couple months whenever I manage to convince myself I actually love it and every chunk I read heals my mind in a way I didn't think possible. I've cried like twice already with it. So yeah, read it if you haven't already. Edward Hallowell is a legend and I'm so thankful to him for writing it.",2.581272727272726,4.973684763636367,3.864545454545453,85.16681818181819,78.63636363636363,6.90909090909091,28.181818181818183,8.00094639256281,2.0653636363636365,444,20,84,8,11,145,72,110,0.078,0.695,0.22699999999999998,0.9470000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,5,10,2,1,7,1,4,4,1,0,0,11,14,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,10,7,12,11,0,8,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,1,4,53,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.14341849157061792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865448773227481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300847232659665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998027755591035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554714902668688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261607654778307,0.161436235690309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970702496129434,0.0,0.1238259496363143,0.14043316853305465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586852839456828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718006024538898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326433628169672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483946707568893,0.0,0.11730757530801272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568309456481428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410200059984192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508594081448612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245245751876149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059221203262321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883409071000266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233310964719468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NaeltaLaCrea,2019/10/10,"Text-to-Speech or Read Aloud Features are amazing! tldr: I have discovered ""read aloud"" features on electronic stuff I have to read for school in different computer apps, and it has really helped me stay focused and read my stuff in a timely manner, and I wanted to share how and why that is, and tell people it is helpful. I just wanted to share this- I have a lot of trouble staying focused when reading textbooks or articles or things for school. Recently I was messing around with the settings for my textbook on my Kindle PC app, and I saw this ""text to speech"" thing and clicked on it. And a voice started reading me the words! For several reasons, it really helped me focus on reading. I often times like to think about things related to what I just read but then go off in fifty tangents and take forever to get back to actually reading, but because I discovered that, on the kindle app, if I pause or stop the reading voice it starts the whole page over, it feels like I have to stay focused more and I don't want to stop it to think about stuff until the page is over- and then sometimes I forget to and it's already half done with that page, so might as well let it keep going. And before I know it, I've done the whole reading! Somehow though, with the way that the voice reads the words, I can kind of think about stuff in the back of my mind and make connections, and if I miss a word or two, while it reads out stuff that doesn't matter (the in-text citations, for example), I can kind of skim the last sentence. Also, even if I don't do that, for some reason having it read outloud just makes the whole thing make more sense even if I missed part of it. So I've been getting to the end of my readings at the pace the voice goes, without stopping a million times, without having to reread the same thing over and over- and I now can also time how long it takes to read a certain number of pages and so now I know how long it'll take to read x number of pages. At first the reading voice seemed a bit slow, but actually I've found the pace to be perfect for me to be able to understand what I'm reading. I have found it's better to read along with the voice, but if I need to get up for a minute, just listening and coming back to it can be fine too. The reading voice is also much better than a real human voice to me for some reason. I think it's because there isn't as much fluctuation in pitch, the speed is pretty much the same except when it comes up to dashes (it says the next word without as much space), periods (it says the next word after a pause), and at the end of a line (it says the next word without pause). This hasn't been a problem for me though, and it does have some modualtion in pitch like for questions and such, but too much. I think human voices are hard for me to listen to because sometimes their voice itself might become distracting to what they're actually saying, or they might not articulate their words well, or they might read the words wrong, or something else that I don't really know how to explain, but I just find it harder to listen to real human voices than this computerized voice. I also started looking for this feature on other things. It's on Word, and on Adobe PDF, and some internet sites for scholarly articles. And if I have something online that doesn't have this, I can download it and turn it into a pdf, or copy and paste it into Word. I just wanted to share this because it's been so helpful to me and has saved me so much time, because it would typically take me several hours to read something that, at the slowish, but steady pace the reading voice goes, takes 30 minutes. I wish had discovered this earlier, it would've made my life a lot easier. But, I'm glad I've discovered it now, and I wanted to share this in case it might help anyone else who doesn't know about it.",9.074237012987012,6.030828545454548,8.536712662337662,76.71649756493507,62.24675324675325,11.495129870129867,36.140422077922075,9.188382445141503,2.9779512987013,3020,93,622,36,32,962,269,770,0.034,0.851,0.115,0.9959,1,0,3,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,4,4,44,26,0,1,45,0,51,1,0,11,2,149,103,76,0,15,35,0,2,3,0,7,1,21,0,3,69,40,0,4,20,24,0,4,13,7,2,4,11,26,54,19,108,81,26,80,0,2,3,0,27,32,0,30,42,445,123,31,0.0323532749854428,0.0,0.09471638810930344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03570264346158336,0.1034916092677692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022622162120933858,0.03314975355573765,0.0,0.028801274029665588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463301424596963,0.0,0.09861128069442167,0.035731650353700295,0.02753025408131248,0.0,0.0,0.05722768512724007,0.0353213968593476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573896329042472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033802286316225234,0.0,0.0,0.028312568964633706,0.06621726625451921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405401953753314,0.0,0.057310797352650523,0.0,0.0,0.04273806599376296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0163587879397842,0.023113186114090342,0.0,0.0,0.029570307207698782,0.027519679174939457,0.0,0.07094739219552458,0.0,0.0,0.050709752543139086,0.0,0.03677422351148352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02898217955611877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084285912248749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03186145878970404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0287570773502526,0.0,0.06738191448249553,0.0711220552830491,0.02637223724722596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03308341567405959,0.022852074922230788,0.04741852779253248,0.0,0.0,0.057263260527853264,0.02716860260725097,0.0,0.0,0.05501119485712272,0.0,0.030613451060688662,0.06478818684024175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716085600695206,0.032667584853335964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270027837899055,0.02398954345484704,0.0,0.0,0.10322422496076196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035035444005603045,0.03088486182297657,0.02242968721767963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03291491187250782,0.0,0.03095771475584141,0.0,0.0,0.03624307237851472,0.0,0.776688725787182,0.07365021993347506,0.06217900922588339,0.09979366534612467,0.03194495591994813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291449133518812,0.0,0.06548648308836819,0.0,0.029453206442718,0.0,0.07309998347990941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472139516539501,0.06399643246340443,0.0,0.06869944366826668,0.10345285918280782,0.0,0.08114635971475805,0.0,0.0,0.18518379702554455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162818187150715,0.0,0.02827818836559608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289644697878431,0.10365336121342393,0.06357385681329641,0.0,0.09432727411078552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035191072707376585,0.031604448546055805,0.03368090025937045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541399915432383,0.0256805237624514,0.0,0.0,0.05817895936807711,0.0,0.029193798444350424,0.10836382835756332,0.037204669550450986,0.12474961022662655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596567657770216,0.035373227294387216,0.0,0.0 adhd,krodriguezruiz,2019/10/10,"My explanation of what my ADHD feels like to me. This is how i explain my ADHD to everyone and it actually made some of them understand better! I always tell people that my brain feels like a snowglobe. All the things i need to do or just stuff i’m thinking about in general, floats around in this snowglobe. When i’m off my meds it feels like someone is shaking the snowglobe around and you keep trying to grab one of those ideas/thoughts. Everytime you finally catch one, another one bumps into it and you lose it. This just keeps happening and happening. When i’m on my meds it feels like all of those thoughts are lined up perfectly and i can just swipe through them and pick the one i actually want to grab. This is the most relatable explanation i ever thought off. When i gave the explanation to my friends and family it actually felt like they finally understood everything a little bit. I thought of this while being on meds. I always have these ‘amazing’ ideas/thoughts while on meds. I started writing them down cause i always forget them. I call them ‘amazing ideas/thoughts’ cause while on meds it actually feels like an amazing idea or thought. If i don’t take my meds i start doubting every idea or thought that comes up and i start panicking about everything and don’t take any action. That’s also why i love taking my meds.",4.4049579831932775,6.4349124313725525,4.786498599439779,82.37352941176472,71.74509803921569,8.46498599439776,29.789915966386555,9.107695989026183,2.599050420168067,1070,45,202,23,21,338,118,255,0.045,0.82,0.135,0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,6,3,13,16,0,2,8,0,10,2,1,5,4,56,44,21,0,3,7,0,8,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,2,17,0,0,4,2,3,0,4,9,8,35,13,28,34,5,31,0,1,0,1,16,15,0,7,18,135,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.26142994434602,0.0,0.16098075464770914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053559512359539485,0.1671845378776483,0.0,0.0,0.04554498123467944,0.07022864076753411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924307319416826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923353459409045,0.07311884721976572,0.0,0.0,0.07476573214904046,0.06838848960815927,0.0,0.0,0.13760259521610427,0.0,0.05769263255994533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058230230953787,0.056428935291923527,0.06399703941917134,0.12038478909184422,0.0,0.06313763209833771,0.0,0.16932168917791215,0.23923311002788555,0.06430605771094294,0.1467346613191959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174436048966848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845072225601724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512121982828575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906009004304947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632225208164875,0.067126080061276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492737452564435,0.0,0.0,0.06044713373315961,0.06337292547884851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520755279316645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966076992175021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153471603136312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046431710483800535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674730713678652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221476420272228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766698203709546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106954829608418,0.0,0.058538696614671974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449490583448745,0.04291457844976928,0.0,0.42536240457960783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547131371981231,0.0,0.0,0.0697228541129266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039503316669909985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060434101649979886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caldenice,2019/10/10,"Adhd meds make me crave cigarettes. Advice needed. I stopped taking my adhd meds after I graduated and the following month I quit smoking cigarettes. A few weeks ago I started taking Vyvanse again. The problem is that I crave cigarettes so bad on Vyvanse. I've been smoking occasionally bc the cravings are so bad. When the Vyvanse wears off, my cravings are gone. I need the Vyvanse to function but do not want to continue smoking on it. Has anybody else dealt with anything similar? Did anything help you to beat your cravings? Honestly, it's making me miserable bc either all I can think about is smoking or I smoke and feel like shit about it. Thanks!",3.1370000000000005,6.176135366666671,4.148333333333333,79.57000000000002,82.83333333333334,6.533333333333335,31.33333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.8124333333333333,524,28,84,10,15,169,79,120,0.151,0.7390000000000001,0.11,-0.5149,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,1,1,6,0,9,2,2,2,1,17,22,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,14,3,10,19,3,14,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,10,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41508011815522605,0.16875086274113058,0.15307944090304626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842186374172069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28837820393481906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426050121853984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731735281526756,0.12336991188086717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157505994954504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436770777235934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054409611170296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836397592845278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783966839869158,0.0,0.0,0.2560951871782383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524119706425378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367728231728092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772640065137394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223101090120192,0.0,0.0,0.1443767379948813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596830745125245,0.0,0.0,0.15898993256132818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065290588613498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185715296684307,0.0,0.13852166023869894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nurse_Ray,2019/10/10,"What kind of accommodations do you fellow ADHDers get in college? I currently get extended test time and a private place to test. I’ve been finding myself struggling still during tests to pay attention. About 1/3 of the way through my weekly exams I end up spacing out and not really reading the questions and then I start having panic attacks because I know I’m not able to comprehend, which makes everything that much worse. I read that some schools let students take breaks during exams, which would be very helpful for me. My “private place” is a tiny closet and I feel this urge to need to get up and move around when I start spacing out. Guess I’m curious what other accommodations are out there. When I started school the disability coordinator emailed me and suggested the private space and extended test times and I just said “yes” instead of trying to have a back and forth over email with her, since I hate writing emails. Thanks guys Tl;dr: Feel like I could be getting more out of accommodations. What accommodations work for you?",5.409583333333334,7.827123830687832,5.374546957671964,77.56912202380954,69.95238095238095,7.8996031746031745,30.86011904761905,8.660442795831766,2.64941507936508,840,36,142,15,16,262,123,189,0.091,0.838,0.07,-0.6208,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,9,7,2,2,7,1,11,0,0,1,0,31,30,12,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,9,15,0,0,6,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,19,3,24,23,3,30,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,3,14,92,28,14,0.13792561125090572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278303594099332,0.0,0.15691029438564275,0.0,0.10605628141205246,0.0,0.08407817243931233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012237747471587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216115307797686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395864589756064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947866649876345,0.09853408423648727,0.0,0.0,0.12606150995019888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882417568357093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194061066377929,0.1365680397721072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617298628277444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924486298743755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362829955292164,0.07580030887714627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103828225011492,0.0,0.067383486765465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206641651990326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659309701190593,0.10139119419364556,0.10227009309347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182598706985368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882058155745424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545082503600228,0.0,0.2759258717602383,0.0,0.08835867835445241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119884094678005,0.0,0.0,0.2791761641657392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409349091068867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29287337262784874,0.0,0.11014757131074857,0.0,0.0,0.14418979574026472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037028946065712,0.0,0.0,0.1269833719495498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085106617757464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936424363644621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138030740205411,0.0,0.10947893030220976,0.11063560580085656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041148767676117,0.0,0.14055798117929602,0.09797839695353243,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShinyHeroo,2019/10/10,"Thank god for this subreddit (Sorry for any mistakes English isn’t my first language ) So I never got diagnosed with ADHD but I’m 1000% sure I have it. I did so many online quizzes, tests.... and i was positive in pretty much all of them. This morning I was doing my sheets and I stopped in the middle to answer a message, and from there wandered to reddit YouTube... At one point I look at my clock and it’s 7:13 ( I have to get out of the house at 7:30 to get to school in time) and I haven’t packed anything neither school supplies nor lunch. Forward tonight, I was doing homework when I remembered this incident and remembered that I never looked if there is a subreddit for ADHD, and WOW.... this is me! Everybody’s story felt so much like déjà-vu, it makes me so happy to see other people feeling the same way yet so frustrated that my parents don’t take this seriously. I hope I get to convince them one day that I’m serious and get help.",2.2313711583924345,4.385362468085109,3.6099290780141855,87.78388888888891,78.57446808510639,6.518203309692672,25.86997635933806,7.594959193182576,1.4473217494089834,736,29,147,11,18,241,111,188,0.07,0.742,0.18899999999999997,0.977,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,1,9,11,1,0,5,0,13,2,0,1,4,26,29,17,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,10,1,1,5,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,6,5,22,7,21,23,5,21,0,0,3,0,5,10,0,2,12,103,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440311994061813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733396116441774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177845847673988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230762845572392,0.0,0.0,0.14527491180750254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237131412489213,0.0,0.13742816780672631,0.0,0.0,0.12174712170100227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991200769481523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447490420297528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523655687341087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593766560872063,0.0,0.0,0.1421613391175699,0.0,0.16515391103975408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992655737180012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038791637391455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955410274211956,0.1451123284377227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104354493395251,0.0,0.22078284063313972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939784858966653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892999299073315,0.0,0.0,0.09922898599388433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353050214853819,0.0,0.0,0.14561564312018513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32427895258228434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28971234641392685,0.11405684412024572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602233917361473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966389177945655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489923618445704,0.0,0.10761666926747228,0.0,0.0,0.13177575798059926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834608139716067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361069407741485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NaiveMenu,2019/10/10,"Finally diagnosed at 26. Prescribed Adderal 10mg. Looking forward to a better future Kinda upset I’ve been misdiagnosed through my early twenties, but relieved & grateful to be able to be properly diagnosed and treated. Let’s see what life has to offer :)",4.195333333333334,7.562866644444448,5.6905555555555525,67.6225,82.55555555555556,7.4444444444444455,38.611111111111114,8.344100000000001,4.674777777777779,209,14,26,5,6,70,40,45,0.032,0.711,0.257,0.9135,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,3,6,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,4,16,2,0,0.2993202322478117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243133465858318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472442142252106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6076074701802758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278906837701113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060752170395735,0.21141873198754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513536093613357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385194719803973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikkelno,2019/10/10,"Relationship trouble A very long story short: I am in a terrible relationship and I want to get out. Everytime I try, I get cold feet. Is this something that you have tried as well? I am often very straight forward in my way of expressing my opinion, but somehow can't get it out that I want to end things. We are in a relationship of convenience, not love.",3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,74.71428571428572,8.666666666666666,30.23809523809524,9.2995712137729,2.803380952380953,280,13,56,7,6,94,49,70,0.126,0.789,0.086,-0.6913,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,11,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,10,2,10,12,0,11,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,3,3,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821493597577001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223388745533482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819982747510048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856117395600643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6623897769260827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832332845100258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366280973711403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792526003589754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393739588896653,0.2426013897652121,0.16323943053137752,0.0,0.0,0.1849086156497941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Benhorn7,2019/10/10,"Paper memory and stress induced memory blocks during exams. I've always known that my ADD affected my memory, as I easily forget details or memories. When it concerns school, this means that anything that I learn might be forgotten if not used. Here enters on the stage my counter to this: My paper memory. I keep everything I learned in binders or in folders on my PC. That way, if I need it later, I can just go there and quickly reread it to reactivate the knowledge. It's not magic, everyone does it with notes, except mine aren't just for studying, they're there so I can remember. Here enters the educational system's Counter to my Counter: memory exams. Those nasty exams that force any student, ADHD or not, to cram as much Data into their head so they can then vomit it all over the exam paper and forget half of it right after. I've had enough of these dang exams. I always end up blocking on things because of the huge stress, which worsens my bad memory. And since you can't have access to your notes, im stuck there having to skip the blocks and painfully go back to my notes after the exam to remember the easy stuff I forgot. Not only am I disadvantaged with those exams, I also don't see the purpose of them! The situations where such memory is actually needed in the real world are very rare! A doctor can't remember everything, they always go back to they're notes, without a doubt! Even Lawyers can bring their notes to the tribunal room! Useless exams. Understanding the material is way more important. I adore exams where you have to explain something, and in which you have access to your notes! If you had to name every components of a bicycle before having the right to ride it, there would be a lot bicyclists in the world, but if you only had to explain how to drive it and how it functions, the number would be about the same. Sorry for the long rant out of the blue. You can add or respond if you want, I'll try to respond myself. TL;DR So I guess where I'm going with this is, I hate being at a disadvantage because of my bad memory, which I believe stems from my ADD, in exams that are all about memory, in an educational system that should be reworked. At least over here in Canada.",6.0958475950279185,6.50914874238876,6.843103044496488,75.25222797694111,66.2599531615925,9.566888848856063,29.06944694649613,9.466822959209583,2.533678508376869,1751,54,317,32,26,580,205,427,0.107,0.857,0.036000000000000004,-0.9803,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,9,5,0,26,9,1,3,25,0,32,4,1,5,2,71,52,27,0,11,18,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,28,15,0,5,12,0,0,9,9,8,0,1,5,2,41,1,56,38,8,51,0,1,2,0,19,27,1,13,10,237,69,20,0.0,0.0,0.10561778935520907,0.0,0.13007256285929122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655224723408668,0.27017044813563273,0.0,0.0,0.0736007536744068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890648454701619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664458312848372,0.1807366357380372,0.13195315843858038,0.0,0.09209656220526344,0.12193921176437912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077895785940227,0.09471362890951894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586049220309263,0.11183149764973448,0.0,0.07148551810858547,0.0,0.09118923872489187,0.10341930562911747,0.19454198833542685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604055982720105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192285874591514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068556505970394,0.1110761737111676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690799261060755,0.0,0.0,0.09620063640556308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957809800756518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092014078660173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789522757663053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481592854696115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956219743815122,0.1605037479523227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462902076921287,0.1151653558238447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319050963897335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678136853562339,0.18485727052147516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953549403392042,0.08624605007900624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952975573901502,0.12165611634520422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332146878108047,0.0,0.121155681398089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479563625589877,0.0,0.12389853745481215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190383035214543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348170686686499,0.0,0.0,0.11267223022005995,0.0,0.093476786037955,0.0,0.08930186409480413,0.0638374152480776,0.17181737205671282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433076829208794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376831538648664,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaxStatis,2019/10/10,"Self-Doubts Just last Friday I was prescribed 18mg of Concerta by my psychiatrist. I took a tablet each morning for 5 days, and I didn't feel anything (except for a light throb in my head). My psychiatrist called me and told me to double my dose, to see if anything changes afterward. Just this morning, I took my doubled dose, and I feel like I can read anything without losing focus or opening a new tab on Reddit. It feels pretty good, but I just feel doubtful. I feel unsure if I truly need the medication, as my focus could be a result of my snowballing pile of habits that been balled into one giant mess. When I was still in Elementary school, I was part of the ""gifted"" group, and I think I became arrogant as a result of it. I remember the work I once was easy, becoming more difficult and difficult as time passed by. I never asked for help or did my homework, resulting me failing the majority of my classes in Middle School and High School. TL;DR: Medication good, don't know if I need it.",5.711838487972507,6.161235561855673,6.590257731958761,76.60830756013748,67.09278350515464,9.353264604810995,31.115120274914087,9.2995712137729,2.6854893470790384,785,29,147,14,12,261,114,194,0.14,0.765,0.095,-0.8984,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,9,0,11,6,1,3,1,36,25,16,0,6,11,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,6,0,1,10,7,29,3,23,13,6,20,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,6,9,101,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194973802974633,0.0,0.12098738273851566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293085880904452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214918053951136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690597810850902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332890765881964,0.0,0.0,0.08346322945207223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32718550447058475,0.0924554983718546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709760309021894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281913242291624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674545681387077,0.13673611823599732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112417381539886,0.10549209121743036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322658701512922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478446885248394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26074793322492484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192206430415248,0.09981433384827353,0.12499170139934307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782483315548394,0.08769627791339384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014595046429065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166356927239894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294519768715452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660418146716314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39293060251421297,0.1031285573104441,0.0,0.135010108651324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335254728245194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292515901183135,0.0,0.0,0.07546406709072999,0.0,0.0,0.12366344635851255,0.2875739973126911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475332617780135,0.0,0.09421708444697316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway552552,2019/10/10,How to deal with extreme dry mouth from taking ADHD medication? I take a pretty high dose of Adderall and I have pretty severe dry mouth when I take it. I'm pretty sure I look crazy moving my mouth around so much and tensing up. Anyone have any ways to relieve this side effect a little?,3.109999999999996,5.123224561403512,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,75.3157894736842,5.261754385964913,20.171929824561406,5.6839178017228535,0.09879929824561362,228,5,42,1,5,74,43,57,0.113,0.6559999999999999,0.231,0.8174,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,2,1,7,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146104945717935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097080054266547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466648684061872,0.0,0.0,0.17144985388111547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855637597452974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348656429064205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303019135338226,0.0,0.0,0.16173079504640775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194018602262242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469737427530274,0.14157904873509108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587813250056784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175768591596561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151794855885572,0.0,0.4344210743222687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287247509008642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jysh2000,2019/10/10,Rip productivity My psychologist and therapist basically said they can’t work w me anymore since I’m in a different state for college. I’m about to run out of my adderal and I don’t think my dr will write me another prescription for it. WHAT DO I DO?!?,2.2329411764705887,4.472012686274514,5.0468235294117685,77.04670588235294,79.0,9.570196078431367,29.807843137254906,9.888512548439397,3.400636078431372,201,10,41,7,5,72,39,51,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,25,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948526279418684,0.0,0.0,0.373443152831509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934217005544803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35819173886662103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311491668735398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43721145744865786,0.0,0.2412823869680007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741378286086609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idkimademon,2019/10/10,"Coping mechanisms I'm moving out of my mentally abusive/emotionally abusive(?) Parent's house because I have had enough. When they finally figure out that I'm not coming back they are probably going to take me off the insurance so i need some advice for some coping mechanisms for until I can afford insurance for the medication. I think I have a good grasp on my ADHD but I've never been totally off it before so I don't know how hard it will be until I can get my own kind of insurance to be able to help out with the cost of the doctor visits and prescription. If any of you can give me advice of some things that could help me cope with my ADHD that would be deeply appreciated. I'm sorry if this breaks any kinds of rules of this sub I'm just getting desperate because I will not live with my parents and suffer just because I rely on them for insurance",5.200798097251585,5.792205052325585,6.561670190274843,75.86874207188163,68.24418604651163,9.74291754756871,28.42706131078225,9.800150414767053,2.633353488372093,687,22,129,15,11,234,99,172,0.055999999999999994,0.8540000000000001,0.09,0.7039,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,3,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,16,2,0,1,2,29,29,11,0,5,7,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,2,1,21,3,26,20,6,18,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,5,6,97,29,1,0.14081256386031632,0.1668398623336349,0.0,0.0,0.3384586754636393,0.27520081540186075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915147441871589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827616976773956,0.0,0.2575140958628511,0.0,0.11982112050974153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129755536915912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124273742198584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412762585025574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839518148991102,0.0,0.1454970200386904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542532808452314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713750558553915,0.13508024223466206,0.08002702506862534,0.11810689775919166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614039881258945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887673867082284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624787928380851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293269232878772,0.07738690253094507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243400736944209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185384385620706,0.14190594490271988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966147075411276,0.0,0.10441073187290653,0.10860333006828103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127113762468982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181976008659112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762813674722168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587352368316273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354961048963058,0.09022700515956393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002920525654084,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sprclfrglstcxpldcs,2019/10/10,"Why am I doing this again? I have a dermatology exam in 8 hours, which I haven’t studied enough. I have taken my max dose of Ritalin, which is apparently not working. I know I have to study, and I’m being anxious about it but I just can’t put myself to do it! How can I motivate myself?",0.7174316939890701,2.591382737704919,4.043852459016397,84.17812841530056,82.27868852459017,6.689617486338799,21.642076502732237,7.793537801064563,1.0089650273224042,221,7,48,4,6,81,45,61,0.028999999999999998,0.892,0.079,0.5502,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,2,0,7,14,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,11,0,5,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,40,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623398449815117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228681555149016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030321544946768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249149620079516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114126967228332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36928753207973225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29794134444206344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unkown_when,2019/10/10,Hair keeps falling out does it have anything to do with my medicine I take for ADHD My hair keeps falling out like little pieces of it even without me picking it out I keep it cleaned and health the best I can but hair keeps falling out I need to know if it's my medicine for ADHD or something else,1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,79.64516129032258,4.133333333333334,26.46236559139785,3.1291,0.2020881720430112,238,10,52,0,6,72,40,62,0.07400000000000001,0.855,0.071,0.2144,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,17,10,4,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,11,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591139360298579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571850006904673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045326902330093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671541868955127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956439162262018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616034029970674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303475712567487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6791140553832856,0.0,0.0,0.10497413124208158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331786490120292,0.1914422559058761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163153598666753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470488727482556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361579035591654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412687743923412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,graveyaardvark,2019/10/10,"ADHD and second-guessing everything Does anyone else here constantly second guess everything? Specifically on tests and the like? My biggest habit is always second-guessing all my answers on tests and then when I get the results I find out that the majority of the questions I got wrong were ones where I had the correct answer originally but went back and changed it. It's so frustrating to constantly doubt yourself about everything, especially when it starts to affect my grades.",9.341807228915666,10.470094746987957,8.370746987951808,64.61491566265063,59.36144578313253,11.459277108433735,39.49156626506024,11.20814326018867,4.9552187951807225,396,19,57,10,5,123,59,83,0.127,0.852,0.021,-0.8756,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,2,17,8,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,4,0,7,1,7,4,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,9,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038832332431133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387405150980823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658804610647633,0.17084419143112056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282122852133348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638814720926602,0.0,0.0,0.36037205276065815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459147484752108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928935016009275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495637896466178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239676568861654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711444019574327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333567080865935,0.0,0.5510466513782248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146043505218513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298691402673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678625725153275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180189860289462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456906875929247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230332859813486,0.0,0.0 adhd,RageLife,2019/10/10,"I moved almost a year ago. Today I finally updated my address on my drivers license. I think this one is self explanatory. I still have a bunch of things to get caught up but I'm hoping to get all my affairs in order in the next couple weeks. Small steps are still positive progress people.",2.3252631578947347,4.810460035087719,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,80.22807017543859,6.60701754385965,25.28947368421053,7.793537801064563,1.6523473684210526,230,9,43,4,6,76,46,57,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,1,7,8,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220297312578772,0.0,0.2508131268185487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27714427128292785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27438158274432983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617242333024968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487767980365389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26621379458735284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663815122457653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972739181022575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364685477220687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612985882027341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000570766416633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640352834384398,0.1604933674428701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741968309235945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091481138654493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612967845352188 adhd,P3p3_th3_shady_Fr0g,2019/10/10,"Umm is that too much Ritalin? So my doc said I've to test how much mg of Methylphenidathydrochlorid (it's the German name, but it's the same as it is in Ritalin) is best for me. She said I've to start at 10mg, pause 3 days, go to 20mg, pause and so on. And I have to note down, if I feel better when concentrating on stuff or if I maybe have some side effects and all. So now I've reached 30mg and I'm taking that amount 3 times a day. But I've read about that the daily dose for adults is somewhat 20-30mg a day.. Now my concern is that I took way too much. But I understood the doc like, I should take it every 2-3 hours (it's at highest point after 2 hours, and it's out of the body after 4 hours), so the level is constantly up and I don't drop into a hole. What to do if I really got too much? So I only took 2 doses today(one at 1pm and one at 6pm) which is 60mg over the whole day. Am I doing it wrong or something?",-0.2325148957298921,1.0453136084905663,2.3983714001986094,97.74086891757696,82.72641509433963,5.783912611717974,17.289970208540222,6.5966054737557815,-0.4595415094339623,703,13,187,7,19,245,113,212,0.022000000000000002,0.8859999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.9261,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,13,4,0,0,10,0,14,5,1,2,1,27,26,23,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,14,9,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,6,3,14,3,25,19,11,35,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,7,16,115,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450218172742964,0.12221777279038648,0.0,0.15349787158589362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933423317683986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564843187041025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164309852446284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987298623403472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853652797027152,0.0,0.11052311958455624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082677664636241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751262485301061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883036956861375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406342027435873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364108029989984,0.10509967708934054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306341610341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382273370048895,0.0,0.0885280146605487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290055784199656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638536781163647,0.0,0.0,0.0978115513893418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819442061308178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780327512921112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805796658003977,0.0,0.13098790579476136,0.0,0.3070682178907853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968874282994336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428413390540408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108900689293395,0.0,0.0 adhd,hendrixlivess,2019/10/10,"Sup people I’m beginning to think I might have adhd, I’m 20 M and I’ve lived all my life without ever questioning it because not many people around me ever discuss or know what it is but after doing some reading I’ve found I share many of the same symptoms people with adhd show, so my question is how would I go about starting to get a diagnosis? Thanks",2.0436007827788667,4.156550424657535,3.9949510763209415,84.99520547945207,79.0,5.815264187866927,24.127201565557733,6.868970318607317,1.0216708414872806,283,10,54,3,7,96,56,73,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.7781,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,3,20,16,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,8,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155957966736123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392187752626316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540112533994707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31280447464360683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895811241037327,0.0,0.0,0.09033559085259668,0.0,0.09826574896700352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502392386720322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212773205024212,0.0,0.0,0.1526780541662907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505965380368621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342460641339772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35961113025584035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873857623155989,0.0,0.17295153159357204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223828656970484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971423006148513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918745513414126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079037651907232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667400031482935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282656720875347,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,haleyflagstad,2019/10/10,"How ""Social"" are you? Survey (just 10 minuets!) Hey there... if you could take some time and help a girl out with her thesis research, I would really appreciate it! The more feedback I get the better, so feel free to share with your friends! :) [https://s.surveyplanet.com/-Mhb5URR](https://s.surveyplanet.com/-Mhb5URR)",8.615507246376811,13.062634608695653,6.126086956521743,64.79681159420292,72.47826086956522,5.67536231884058,20.71014492753623,7.1686216300943375,0.8014318840579717,256,6,36,3,6,73,42,46,0.0,0.634,0.366,0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,6,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,4,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,1,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655384968005916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299938521458757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089816053084428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31932174706299543,0.0,0.215937055366766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27703251779919097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477652689072023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213167915045039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107571635724756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410039819649561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29360307486275794,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daegukid,2019/10/10,I just relized one of the funny downsides of when your on your medication So I just remembered something super cringy that happened to me and since I was on my medication I focused on that so hard. When I'm off and I think of something like that I just look at something else and my minds off and I forget hahaha,1.7604761904761899,4.244462507936511,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,82.65079365079364,6.139682539682537,24.87301587301588,7.447530270364453,1.3737682539682543,250,10,49,4,7,83,37,63,0.055999999999999994,0.7140000000000001,0.23,0.9141,0,0,3,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,5,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,12,2,10,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580196886113586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178551238197216,0.0,0.2206899566606553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035893554500605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688015269227508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963630834763023,0.0,0.0,0.2487531302306396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693975049435195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790775852508445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379134084320266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5689793422452685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578573878450236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,charliesburrito,2019/10/10,What's the largest number of tabs you've kept? I just realized I have 30 opened but I don't know what's my personal record,0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,85.66666666666667,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.5975777777777771,99,3,24,2,3,32,23,27,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326782900256326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8463178122522106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,closetsiren,2019/10/10,"Mid-30s diagnosis, first week on meds! I'm 35 and was just recently diagnosed with ADHD after years of unofficial misdiagnoses. I just started on Vyvance this week (20 mg), and my mind is blown! While I did struggle at first with the ""what would my life have been if I had been diagnosed sooner?!?,"" I am mostly okay knowing that my life as it did happen has shaped me to be who I am today. I am hoping it's not just a first week thing (the euphoria really only lasted the first day) but I feel less stressed, am slower to get frustrated, am not jumping to take things personally, and don't feel an underlying misery. I also feel more confident, have been accomplishing so much, and am not dying to crawl back into bed throughout the day! Could it be that my anxiety and depression were actually created by the untreated ADHD?!?! I know there will be adjustments and tweaks to my meds, but I hope this experiencing the world in HD, instead of rabbit-eat antenna, continues. I will be applying to grad school in a couple months. I think I'm finally ready to move forward. tl;dr: mid-30s finally diagnosed, first week on meds, and excited for what the future holds!",5.1896831797235015,6.783469428571429,6.393384216589862,73.38150489631337,69.0,10.401958525345623,30.61319124423963,10.550175099000144,3.5554610599078345,914,37,163,27,16,307,134,217,0.091,0.7979999999999999,0.111,0.5434,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,6,8,8,1,2,10,1,27,5,0,0,0,33,41,14,1,5,9,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,12,10,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,4,0,5,8,4,18,4,23,25,4,37,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,4,25,121,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.1005404776857638,0.0,0.24763929795392356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239146392683155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881614713537828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922218164357095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225948406986479,0.1139985355894536,0.0,0.13288908881533476,0.0,0.08873787571701479,0.31371379019482354,0.10692681037022077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542337718780087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628217544942652,0.0,0.0,0.2257243022255239,0.0,0.4381778716288921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382788391519434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110733070486547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466012545391327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324300189581485,0.0839815806981121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554346346952418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433226857937735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402892207643244,0.0,0.08223597618734521,0.10950247174941076,0.07573744333218478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835744570173514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996008605187114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600238263291397,0.0,0.10172773240051727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426984848810736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292375713464637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801823958397177,0.1077072478611956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746424298591563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689446626699872,0.06601618996349183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765850857155484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305714265032083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318814366535528,0.0,0.0,0.06634666178443664 adhd,thatcher555,2019/10/10,"Just wanna rant :( I’m gonna be off my meds for 10 days :( I’m an idiot and lost some of my medication(vyvanse) because I left it in backpack and it wasn’t closed properly. So I’m about 10 days early on my medication. The pharmacy obviously has super strict rules about refilling early(I’m 10 days early) but the lady was so rude over the phone. I tried to call my doctor, but she’s away on vacation:( So basically I’m gonna be 10 days off my medication, and I have midterms and a major presentation and I just hate my life. I wish I didn’t need medication to be basically functional and I’m so mad at myself for being irresponsible. This fucking sucks 😭",2.6166539440203564,4.694124297709923,5.241545801526719,76.9271024173028,77.01526717557252,8.64147582697201,25.4204834605598,9.2995712137729,2.3282819338422387,517,19,103,14,12,184,78,131,0.23199999999999998,0.726,0.042,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,6,0,5,0,9,6,0,0,1,16,22,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,14,1,16,12,2,17,0,1,0,1,3,10,2,1,7,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948748196535358,0.0,0.0,0.11645563552783562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507223587527986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928175480503797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955365690868688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661252913812814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861151710606144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207564493585238,0.0,0.1349365351234428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854169705063152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220132481816675,0.5773552525227675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416530395601524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970297905880046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196854866192799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,digbyz,2019/10/10,"I'm spiraling out of control, but I don't know how to tell my professors that my ADHD has taken me hostage, so I'm skipping class out of shame. I recently started college as a freshman, and I'm not doing well. For the past 5 years, I've taken 30mg of Ritalin three times a day, to manage my ADHD. Along with that, I also took 20mg of Lexapro once a day, but I never felt as if I needed it, so I stopped taking it when I got to college (spoiler: I needed it). With this regimen, I never struggled in school -- I took all the hardest classes, always got my homework done, never had to study for a test, and ended up in the honors program with a full scholarship to one of the top schools in the nation. The first week of school, I did well, but as time went on I struggled more and more. My Ritalin wore off in 3 hours, instead of 4, and then it was 2 and a half, but I knew it wasn't safe to take more without speaking to a doctor, and I didn't have time to speak to a doctor because I had work to do. Now, it's like drinking a non-alcoholic beer -- it tastes like beer, but won't get you drunk. The Ritalin still made my head tingle, my nerves jittery, and I felt the same pressure in my forehead that I've felt for the past 5 years, but I'm not focusing. I can't read large paragraphs of long sentences, and I struggle to understand abstract thoughts. I can't remember what I've read. Essentially, I now have the reading comprehension of a child, and even my listening skills are beginning to suffer -- it just goes in one ear and out the other. For someone who has managed severe ADHD for 13 years, and has kept up and even stayed ahead of my NT peers, this newfound inability to work is agonizing. I've never been more frustrated in my life, and I'm at the point where every moment spend not studying leaves me with extreme guilt, even though I can't really study anymore and I know it isn't my fault. I was depressed, suicidal, manic, and had developed an eating disorder because I had no control over myself anymore. I finally reached out for help on Monday, to the school's counseling center. They directed me to the on-campus psychiatry clinic, but my appointment isn't until the 24th, and there's nothing in-network that I can get earlier. I know that I'm not going to get better until my ADHD is under control, and if I have another mental breakdown I may get overwhelmed and do something harmful -- but since I can't get the help I need for another two weeks, I'm trying to at least keep it together. I've started taking my Lexapro again, and I'm trying to eat more, but I still don't get any work done. I haven't gotten anything done in a week, and because I don't want to show up to class empty-handed, I've just stopped going. I got accommodations, but due to outside circumstances I can't access my psychoevaluations so I can't get extensions. I know the solution is to reach out to my professors and tell them what's going on, but I really respect them and I don't want them to think poorly of me. Besides, it's not as if they can just excuse all of my assignments -- I can't just get away with not doing my homework. But at the same time, I can't just keep skipping class, like I've done almost every day this week. I don't even know what I would say to them, but if this continues I'm going to fail. What do I do? **TL;DR: My ADHD medicine doesn't work anymore, and because I'm too ashamed to show up to class without my work done I'm just skipping. I can't get help for my medicine for another two weeks, and I don't know how I'm supposed to tell my professors what's going on or if I even should.**",5.366631917631917,4.9745921702702685,6.461969111969116,80.11490990990994,67.83783783783784,9.371943371943372,32.213642213642224,8.909455092898707,2.5164047619047616,2826,108,582,43,42,952,281,740,0.102,0.815,0.083,-0.9569,0,0,5,0,0,0,101.0,0,1,6,15,30,23,1,8,30,0,56,18,3,6,6,111,121,58,1,12,33,0,3,3,0,4,8,5,2,1,27,35,7,9,14,9,3,8,35,14,2,7,32,9,83,9,93,85,11,89,0,4,0,0,20,34,0,8,49,392,110,33,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182745062037985,0.0,0.0,0.05660460122782735,0.05303784981484475,0.0,0.0,0.04235693238251634,0.044071998009422485,0.0,0.0,0.03601873141730895,0.1666185701059685,0.0,0.0,0.15758427255500326,0.0,0.0,0.043586547522398635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976334907756432,0.0,0.0,0.1291504539339392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468441684595073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821779222019038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247616466052886,0.0,0.0456195826894355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070368397464975,0.10842599649124736,0.0,0.2710133013818395,0.0,0.05188656624783377,0.0,0.10839498769061183,0.0,0.0,0.04691220062050622,0.0,0.0,0.17491788795877894,0.0,0.08925236587415207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256714736108676,0.05802172064176402,0.0,0.045052896490787336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490531831286705,0.0,0.15050913882934014,0.0,0.12708537017857854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435844971729014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650608386913206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052160891694013736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415732073056376,0.0,0.0,0.17465254088775087,0.0,0.0,0.05608340102192369,0.0,0.0,0.0374114886851055,0.0776296122786173,0.0,0.0,0.04687328898143008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011775875348752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053377322332691934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782096854348735,0.16340273719842618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082235507742803,0.0,0.0,0.05640711640112806,0.07178233476438868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112417910089204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007003896679788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894115510036833,0.0,0.06786281794313102,0.0,0.052297586149724934,0.0,0.06000021142475321,0.0,0.0,0.042120730187768095,0.0,0.21441788804083603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059836562197238416,0.0,0.04381406527555979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487796369666985,0.040775854260919266,0.0,0.0,0.07497928797027613,0.05645476372030045,0.08459751456165493,0.08856398171391433,0.0,0.1661148520973621,0.0,0.057936263786362165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947163744284585,0.0,0.13888399119227632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03393850723320325,0.05203887684013817,0.042049128658734856,0.12353972267645648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769446455309725,0.07192094459878827,0.0,0.10348027242196214,0.0551395277341669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248149915332405,0.0,0.2124308589240348,0.0,0.09524568283261854,0.04910006054008072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211476741931598,0.0,0.19279958218341828,0.0,0.0,0.03762556343443963,0.0,0.0,0.10232520214125784 adhd,TryBeingNice,2019/10/10,How do those without ADHD think? I can't find a compare and contrast online. I just want to find what the other side sees.,0.8230666666666657,3.22735024,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,86.6,3.333333333333334,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.4104666666666663,96,3,19,0,3,31,23,25,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507603428673394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.685612985967235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988816261475669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032922616567715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122555712319256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615533656996383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Charles578,2019/10/10,"I need help understanding my ADHD girlfriend I've been with her for a year and she says she loves and cares about me. Her actions show that is not the case. She forgets about me all the time, cancels plans to pick up an extra shift, and lately ignores me. I don't know if this is affected by her Adhd or if she says she cares when she really does not.",3.613150684931509,4.322793602739729,4.4903013698630145,88.87353424657536,71.87671232876713,7.4838356164383555,24.189041095890413,7.554174236665415,0.8725583561643839,275,7,61,3,5,89,52,73,0.071,0.772,0.157,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,17,10,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,15,3,7,9,2,6,0,0,0,1,14,1,0,3,4,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533534887183029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469444249308251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014649201728607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430996390940024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652153896761953,0.0,0.2596954120588973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778031763774987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707033884191603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748325082248775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366156455236779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424169860807128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966457761498786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825254742105706 adhd,Soft_Confusion,2019/10/10,"Realising you have ADHD is like someone guessing your name out of the blue See, my mind tends to get carried away with random things out of the blue. I was watching this indie movie a few weeks ago, and I randomly thought ""If I had to guess the name of that lead actor, I'd say it was Elijah"". Fuck knows why I thought that or where it came from. I don't even know an Elijah. And then, when the credits came up: his name was Elijah. What are the chances? I was laughing to myself, like, holy crap that's so weird and funny. I told my brother, and he said: ""No way, you're either lying or your subconscious knew already."" But I wasn't. I searched this guy to death, he appears nowhere on the internet. It was such an obscure film I don't think he's even an actor as such. Just a dude who ended up in this shitty movie I don't even remember the name of. And even if I did know somehow, the point still stands that, by blind luck, I just guessed his name, and that moment to me was surprising and funny when I realised I was right. Out of all the millions of names, I picked the right one. As small and silly as it is, it annoyed me so much that I couldn't prove to him that I just got it right. Only I could experience that moment of validation. It's a bit like when an answer to a question is revealed in a quiz, and your realise you knew the answer all along. &#x200B; >And the answer is: Germany! > >**You:** OMG, I *knew* it was Germany. > >**Your friend:** No you didn't. If you knew it you would have said. > >**You:** I did! I thought it right before they said it. > >**Your friend:** No way, you're lying. &#x200B; You can't prove it. But you KNOW that you did know it deep down. There's a feeling you get that can't be verbalised. Of proof, but proof you cannot prove. I feel like realising I have ADHD is kind of similar to this. For years I have been treated on and off for depression and anxiety. I knew next to nothing about ADHD until about 3/4 years ago. I always associated it with naughty, hyperactive boys, and thought it was mostly nonsense. But treatment wasn't working for me, and I was getting really low about myself. I thought I was just a bad person. Lazy and useless. And then I saw an article about ADHD in women, and how it presents. And it was a very similar feeling as when I saw the name Elijah in the credits. Or whenever I knew the answer in a quiz but couldn't prove it because I didn't vocalise it. Reading the ADHD symptoms is complete validation for me. In ways that completely shake me up. One of them in a list I saw was: &#x200B; >""You often overspend to compensate for other problems. For example, you don't have a clean outfit to wear for an office party so you buy a new one."" &#x200B; At that moment, I had been doing exactly that with my bedding. I had about 15 sets of bedsheets because I so often didn't have clean bedding that I would just buy a new set instead of getting organised. It's so specific, so true, it's hard to ignore. Especially when so many of them are like that. Perhaps one or two would be a coincidence. But when endless examples resonate, and all of the key markers are describing the very core of your personality, it's hard to not feel a wave of: ""Holy crap, this is me, and now I'm reading it on this screen clear as day."" It's like someone just guessed my name without knowing me. Like I had just guessed Elijah's without knowing him. I thought it was so clear, so obvious, so accurate that those closest to me would feel that rush of proof as well. But they didn't. Because just like my brother when I told him I guessed Elijah's name, and just like your friends at the quiz when you insist you knew the answer, they don't have that proof you have. They just have vagueness. When I showed the list of ADHD symptoms to my family, their reaction was, on the whole: &#x200B; >""Well yeah, but you're probably looking for things."" > >""You could say that about anyone."" > >""I don't think you really do those things that often."" > >""I guess it sounds a *bit* like you."" &#x200B; I had no way to prove how visceral and clear this felt to me. And it's frustrating that nobody but me can feel that, because so many ADHD symptoms are personal and specific and easily masked. I have to just trust that I know I am right. More than right. Just like I have to just trust that I know I genuinely guessed Elijah's name. And just like how you have to trust that you genuinely knew the answer was Germany, despite not being able to prove it to your friends. Realising you have ADHD, putting the pieces together, is like a stranger walking up to you and addressing you by name. You feel seen and understood,. You feel known. But you have no real way of proving to anyone else that the person didn't have another way of knowing your name. No real way of sharing with others the sudden, clear visibility. Only you know what that feels like for certain.",2.411266755592486,4.64267095991778,3.375794646957208,89.29619333712363,78.35251798561151,6.154814021123527,25.35620257593317,7.2536735176049,1.1583083553825633,3856,146,779,49,94,1231,318,973,0.086,0.7959999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,219.0,0,33,7,2,59,46,5,1,49,1,84,8,3,5,22,191,152,76,1,12,36,2,12,14,4,4,4,6,5,7,72,37,0,1,55,6,4,8,28,13,1,6,61,29,114,33,101,80,12,82,0,3,11,1,83,35,3,26,43,543,186,9,0.03828213372186737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680614831011299,0.0,0.0678696034653203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224528650763983,0.0,0.03185380197438605,0.24887205536122056,0.27910189596247154,0.0,0.040142155088106535,0.02928572751442072,0.0,0.0,0.05353551600454769,0.039224569971315015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03596732480247615,0.0,0.03196398261196543,0.09334573357972603,0.0,0.03257527618493008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358835007714656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756912500205348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027617771860902,0.0,0.0,0.061130337462678375,0.0,0.0,0.024688809248699328,0.0,0.032972345679284316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031979810468512816,0.0,0.03390660773829204,0.0,0.0,0.10113995310356576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03744727254551823,0.036088988650324935,0.0,0.17420937353273852,0.05469752796006809,0.03675685181323835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830672620230452,0.03539121575578188,0.08000333933149882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03061771947684712,0.0,0.3373766900844408,0.03790533109313863,0.0,0.0,0.06858654487483715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986495125787063,0.23142745482175114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618380356373429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032147350724618495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762414995098676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865404204948497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02814177308433333,0.0,0.0,0.07394624659930768,0.040713483514544055,0.0,0.0,0.03673273978098775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376385823738092,0.05823057550898689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370593022080712,0.0,0.0,0.03618899024630521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04127461497698525,0.03663083185673752,0.0,0.03848411798676005,0.042884751046374736,0.0,0.07658498682186485,0.08714689840230544,0.04904903026457172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043366194850906634,0.19615639817069846,0.1092452270697258,0.0608869785359337,0.0,0.0,0.03050590417176693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648726553446375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030572161441331357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193693847126818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629884578932625,0.049059291048324835,0.0,0.18235042811598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316043863208736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037396082034674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317353909983582,0.0,0.21270603103236702,0.03070761852897268,0.0,0.0688404714307884,0.0,0.034543671278988775,0.04274063516665391,0.0,0.07380522161350506,0.0,0.027869849287531542,0.0,0.0,0.1087781177117589,0.0,0.27910189596247154,0.04930487797565231 adhd,AlexTomps,2019/10/10,"ADHD has controlled my life for 20 years To start, a little bit of backstory.. I grew up in an old school Italian family of business owners, who built their names over the course of their lives and most of them became very successful. My mother owns a business, she is always on the move, and so am I. I am the only boy in the family of 3 girls and my mother (my dad passed away a year ago). And all of my sisters have either went on to be nurses, or nutritionists, and personally, I love manual labor. I love working with my hands, I love to build, I am a manufacturing mechanic engineer and I do well. But I have struggled with adhd for my entire life. I never did well in school, never cared, I never wanted to do anything, and some days I still feel that, and it gets worse and worse with age. My mother is very old school, as kids if we got a bruise, she used to put butter on the affected area and call it a day. We didn’t take Advil, or any cold medicine. So you can imagine the conversation I had with her when I told her I wanted to evaluate my options of medications to see if it can quite possibly help me.. she didn’t talk to me for weeks!! I don’t take any medication now, and I want to evaluate my options but I don’t want to be looked at like one of these college kids with addictions to my mom/family or even the doctor! I need advice",5.0281521739130435,4.7464706920289865,6.315036231884058,80.51103260869569,68.52898550724638,9.653623188405795,27.39492753623189,9.354420925462401,2.014997101449276,1045,28,223,19,16,355,150,276,0.033,0.882,0.085,0.9079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,3,4,8,9,0,1,14,0,20,11,1,3,4,45,40,22,0,7,8,5,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,5,6,18,0,1,2,0,0,5,7,1,2,1,7,6,43,8,38,31,6,33,0,0,2,3,32,12,0,9,17,156,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887316388215397,0.2400489347658015,0.09759191796960404,0.08852882881173976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830999339324097,0.0,0.0,0.13583020222807482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218459300798613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938312581089905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903229659234254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197855089328428,0.0,0.10182423557082168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201282316806108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881592088043506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222129188529168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659632673329831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28244596123323096,0.0,0.05049732958309542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052178011734404936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987525218286251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694083116020226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108242777559965,0.04879149227719354,0.10009608942992064,0.0881871389414379,0.0,0.08386574147305659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704100268515681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121726271882806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696666859141415,0.0,0.10614612428177356,0.0,0.07405242288405021,0.2310779624058742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959376597425391,0.0,0.06767457281105667,0.07595572078858995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720272996497308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125885459542229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003970472572908,0.0,0.10622415777681726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30322165663406314,0.07958354934399048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068857957491446,0.0,0.07975640075832942,0.0,0.0,0.10440592559120727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017979104970755,0.08027181332262863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543017222373112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862557115062602,0.0,0.16480660392420993,0.2356239193207923,0.0,0.0801097800831184,0.0,0.17959044990530407,0.09258059473695034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727066312637465,0.0,0.2035523533259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286261560116702 adhd,Mitchell709,2019/10/10,"My focus and me have once again came to a fork in the road and my doctor didn't help So im going on month three of being diagnosed and wastaking 30mg of vyvanse and i took very well to it however it now feels like a fork in the road where what once held my steering wheel has given full control back to me in a bad way. Taking notes in english was easy I could actually listen to the professor and comprehend what was being said but now I feel like I'm forcing myself to write notes because I know I can but I'm not able to comprehend and write at the same time. So when I went back to my doctor for my monthly appointment thinking hed bump me up again cause he didnt think I'd even take to 30 at first and he was concerned that I lost 10 pounds in the last month so kept me on the same dosage for the next two months. Like yes I've lost weight and a lot of people are noticing I look better but like I'm trying to, I havnt been stuffing myself full of garbage like fast food. And I've been a lot more active I'm working 32 hours a week standing up all day and going to school where I'm constantly walking class to class for at least 7 minutes in between them. Any advice on how to go about this? Like is he completely right to keep me on a dose that feels the same as if I didnt take anything that day. Like now I only find it allowed me to pay enough attention in English class to keep me from falling asleep. Maybe I'm just overthinking it idk",4.139248850281042,4.1486821618123,4.9202691194004435,88.75313745528874,70.42394822006472,7.929211377959461,26.942769545222287,7.475848149327749,1.1773067961165051,1144,33,259,11,19,371,166,309,0.048,0.833,0.11800000000000001,0.9733,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,6,18,12,0,0,15,1,17,7,1,4,1,42,48,20,0,2,6,0,4,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,10,11,2,5,8,0,1,8,4,3,1,3,17,7,27,9,42,27,11,55,0,2,1,0,10,23,0,3,29,156,37,9,0.101296168470045,0.0,0.09885044827879223,0.0,0.0,0.09898544347113067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888486815325727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335811565793431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578100182827678,0.08457806952870392,0.061749204102295736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958822926593843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585583112254155,0.0,0.1040590683325384,0.0,0.0,0.10620710540058736,0.10946517199299002,0.1136122663271893,0.08087674797908467,0.0,0.0,0.13065529728049138,0.0,0.0,0.10281347872950047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073618414305367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466602020220886,0.0,0.06690516392754703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365515916330422,0.14473200598986327,0.0,0.0,0.09258286284679956,0.08616246915344862,0.12248772899786235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270684073793507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789668649388042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975632138370626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941724445743026,0.0,0.0,0.1800733776279517,0.0,0.0,0.055669725067471365,0.08256989712259373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464173387315068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850632694228971,0.0,0.22115346769870314,0.17223676009593653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176561635859112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234145410038849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772962434786884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532635918963033,0.0,0.2157542269425904,0.0,0.07704030070163873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022600884005667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865063744005571,0.09635585280418614,0.0,0.0,0.10251713043601957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848633667729154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298129891911802,0.0,0.0,0.05906661043709155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254377033962236,0.06877344913603006,0.0,0.0989516376862805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357994758075094,0.0,0.08040418358298287,0.0812536762559786,0.12335144384984435,0.09107742063535001,0.09390256301461676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374481707773656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,android2420,2019/10/10,"Has anyone experienced reactions to ADD medication? Has anyone had reactions to their ADD medication? If so, what were your symptoms and your solution? What medications have you or you loved one been on? I’m experiencing some symptoms that I can not tell if they are related to my medication or my mental illness. I’ve been on a few different kinds and had some adverse reactions, so I’ve switched up a few times. Medication has drastically increased my quality of life so I’d prefer not to stop taking it, but you know my health comes first. I actually had gene testing done to see what medications would affect me negatively and amphetamines came up clear, so maybe it is the capsules or fillers? What about you guys? Thank you in advance.",5.023666666666667,7.571223311111113,6.27898148148148,70.08291666666669,71.44444444444444,10.129629629629632,32.73148148148148,10.317481424215053,4.044814814814815,597,29,102,19,12,200,85,135,0.026000000000000002,0.867,0.107,0.878,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,2,2,5,4,0,0,3,0,15,12,0,1,1,23,23,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,8,3,16,3,12,14,5,12,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,7,3,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.12564171337757346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800503967211682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725603556156955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090697696818244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345166529349324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175625074188574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951493333393583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748303202283678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685554067423067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340736173840169,0.07075779384438226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094013944498383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620216605249205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934697439264284,0.0,0.0,0.7782142490272462,0.1297500128100333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724453052517721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259731405218916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764100988679562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676417037747973,0.09680419705848722,0.0,0.11253343085783077,0.11853597151738975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507533114864008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146051402082493,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kytexedits,2019/10/10,"Question about being tested/diagnosed Basically I in all likely hood have ADHD, and I for sure have 3 other diagnoses. The problem lies in me waiting 4+ months to get tested, meaning the only thing I could do was self medicate. My psychiatrist knows and claimed that I need to wait for some time to let my neurotransmitters ""re-balance"", otherwise I can't be diagnosed, supposedly. **Do any of you know how long I'll have to wait?** Also I know about rule 7 but the question here is how long I'll have to wait, please don't discuss self medication in the comments.",2.9296464646464635,5.46728364814815,4.627979797979798,79.36954545454545,78.25925925925927,7.630976430976433,27.410774410774412,8.575989854853784,2.357248148148148,446,19,82,10,11,150,72,108,0.039,0.914,0.047,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,14,4,0,2,2,21,24,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,10,2,13,19,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,5,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899319404364956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263835808639572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747181154638157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618113165222594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812182024880147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256875646211474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056199402076874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616053927340209,0.0,0.07720978069776369,0.0,0.0,0.27971875086919457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215059694068438,0.0,0.3184149531410609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261450719655818,0.0,0.0,0.11718377660049807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019563803275675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734791574188811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122179948270276,0.0,0.0,0.3540792766576333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297378958144819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894971000385782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499396431800256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215370219560284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,charlie228,2019/10/10,"How do you approach explaining what ADHD is to give it more credibility? I hear a lot of the same reactions from people when they hear of symptoms. Ie - “everyone does that” or just uncomfortable silence. Education seems to be the issue but I can’t find one decent source. I’d love to just send someone an article that perfectly captures an easy to understand, yet scientific approach to what adhd is - highlighting the huge obstacles we face every moment of every day with scenario examples. It can be so hard to explain this myself - especially how intense and detrimental it can be. I’d love for people to read something and just be like, “I’m so sorry I had no idea” or “I’m sorry for what you’re going through”. Every article is either too scientific it doesn’t make sense to the everyday reader. Or too dumbed down that it sounds basic - which then leads to the assumption it’s something “everyone has”. I feel I have gone through so many sources, eg ADDitudeMag, how to ADHD.... but I am yet to find one well written with the perfect balance of science vs emotion to leave a lasting impact. I feel this is needed in our community. Am I asking too much? Is there anything like this out there?",4.683561507936505,6.6535174553571474,5.909761904761902,74.85746031746035,70.875,8.906349206349207,31.640873015873016,9.444778638647367,3.2310236111111115,946,43,162,22,18,316,133,224,0.076,0.759,0.165,0.9816,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,1,3,18,8,1,0,10,0,19,4,1,5,2,35,38,15,0,1,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,16,6,0,0,9,1,0,6,3,1,1,2,3,6,13,7,26,31,5,18,0,0,0,2,13,4,1,5,10,118,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409980867341655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006551665834521,0.0,0.11434840391526545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888332533058252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703904604881098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375883813866387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091680437781875,0.23375524610394505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369270042408168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358815117314854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173360938859496,0.06951467047677491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957058880730358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757167300806572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807921797761802,0.0,0.12766551723802294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970339041441728,0.0,0.1295143660903019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195142691170571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398819384540883,0.22078887945932046,0.0,0.08164649091921222,0.12400863509478892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991590559224108,0.09069533216010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576818477640806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959621897628802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234851770394335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135136216870016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036374562470928,0.18832876823319128,0.0,0.2738441913704727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271325524309226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733466321376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997624974707194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flight212121,2019/10/10,"Lost iPad Pro worth $1200 — GF borrowed it for some times.. disabled iCloud like a f moron FML, my GF borrowed my iPad Pro and guess what? Being a perfect ADHD idiot I disabled iCloud on it so she wouldn't receive all my iMessages while she was using it... then she gave it back to me and voilà I lost it between then and now, I have 0 memory of where I could have left it, I can feel my whole body stiff, I'm so fucking angry at myself.",0.8828502415458921,2.779026608695652,2.5053623188405787,95.30727053140095,81.82608695652175,4.523671497584541,20.004830917874393,5.033348758259628,-0.3524748792270533,336,9,75,1,9,110,64,92,0.157,0.757,0.085,-0.7828,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,3,0,2,0,7,3,1,1,2,12,15,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,5,0,0,4,1,14,2,6,8,3,11,0,2,0,1,7,4,1,2,7,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129350340852754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022182519313644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892316829862573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078981378474907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316596848864887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072394026216296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28684605930945284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291165410626595,0.0,0.0,0.12721212292594805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684871766229481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518339773257222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489109603086385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907132147598978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goodnightmoonss,2019/10/10,"Finally found what works After a long time of trying to find the right medication and dosage, I finally found a good fit. I was prescribed 30mg of Vyvanse, and my head actually feels clear and that I can get through nursing school with a little less anxiety, and a little more drive and focus. I’m so happy. :)",7.724,6.63122606666667,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,63.33333333333334,11.333333333333336,35.0,10.504223727775694,3.52,244,9,46,5,3,81,46,60,0.018000000000000002,0.728,0.254,0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,11,7,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,6,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.19795827309941952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518434702522285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257012989628156,0.0,0.0,0.4444378432813361,0.18540678334672672,0.0,0.0,0.4448424455457173,0.0,0.0,0.10598392995258964,0.0,0.0,0.17014605663204962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159440707378704,0.0,0.0,0.20818886349157814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406630171523911,0.0,0.17952124852545776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043561604627259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732379851240402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530118434046948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828701238648195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772596344391222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768164325940952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Justaface2803,2019/10/10,"I forgot HOW to study Hey! I’ve got a rather awkward and somewhat annoying problem. I’m from Belgium, I study psychology at Ghent university and I’m currently in my third bachelor and first master. It’s week 3, I’ve got a lot of papers to write and for some reason it caused a major meltdown in my brain. I have about 6-7 classes and I for the life of me can’t get to processing the course material. I have everything I need to start but I keep going through the process of writing stuff down and then thinking “this is useless, all I’m doing is writing down what’s on the professors’ slides so I’m not actually learning anything”. Then I figure I’ll just type it on my laptop but that’s also just reproduction and pretty pointless. When I start reading the material and stop after a page or so to think what I’ve read all I get is radio silence. I used to study by combining all sorts of methods but something is severely blocking me at the moment. In my mind I’ve got this idea that I want to just quickly recap a class on my tablet/laptop and sort of mind map it together but here I am... Does anyone know what to do? ...Because I sure don’t.",2.5957692307692284,4.360562893162399,4.454196581196584,83.96719230769234,76.05128205128204,7.244102564102565,27.51196581196581,8.07648339933343,1.829103247863248,903,37,182,15,20,307,132,234,0.087,0.873,0.04,-0.8484,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,1,1,11,0,11,2,1,4,4,50,31,21,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,4,7,3,0,2,3,4,0,2,4,0,21,1,30,27,8,25,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,6,12,121,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.15376676858109747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600963769330534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017745198347664,0.0,0.1296676778195239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605394555708607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759015794754018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618690350692817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789162551987888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416148410334285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402998858768714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464890479369296,0.0,0.08955134844111128,0.0,0.37807226707787656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787871361227375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005652916838815,0.0,0.0,0.08659701478824469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129720377775087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396140580028065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182040021067617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683705376932495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603065658793843,0.0,0.1507743651025113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31522769697426384,0.0,0.0,0.16200944473757647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801061359200845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213060137512303,0.0,0.0,0.22305942333860795,0.0,0.0,0.13173658502537522,0.0,0.0,0.18038133398415912,0.0,0.0,0.14850899827179767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019305346141076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609093140609346,0.0,0.0,0.09293958070125467,0.0,0.126394118092199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dark-Butterfly220,2019/10/10,"ADHD AND INTROVERTED. Hello... 21F here. So, I might be loud, talkative, crazy, but I also love alone time. I love it so much, if I could stay at home all the time, I would. I have a job where I’m required to communicate with others, but I wish I didn’t have to. I’m picked on all the time because of how I am. I’m an OR housekeeper at a hospital and I have to communicate so much with the others. I wish I never had gotten that job. I have mood swings constantly and it’s quite hard to control my emotions mostly when I’m very overwhelmed or stressed. The others, no matter how many times I try to explain my situation, Don’t understand, and when I vent to Family, they tell me I should treat others the way I wanna be treated because other people have their own problems to deal with. It’s difficult not to show my feelings mostly when my coworkers do and say things that tear me apart, and this job in general is overwhelming for me. I try so hard to be “normal” to be nice, to not let things get to me, but there’s days when I just can’t take it anymore. I struggle to get out of bed each day. I feel like there’s no form of inspiration for me. And I’m also studying right now to try and get out of this position and into a new one. My final is next week..... But it’s so difficult to study. Everything is difficult. I am tearing apart. I’m stressed. Today’s one of the worst days of my week. I just want to be home, laying down, alone, yet here I am, at work, with people who ignore me, with people who are rude to me because of my emotions, with people that will never understand. And it’s funny, when others aren’t ok, I’m always there to support them, but they don’t support me...",1.9445749761222544,3.5747482951289453,3.8576017191977066,88.12573400191025,77.51002865329515,6.9455969436485185,22.80811843361987,7.793537801064563,0.9861105253104112,1301,39,282,20,30,441,158,349,0.14,0.722,0.138,0.3334,4,2,0,0,0,1,56.0,0,0,4,4,24,23,1,5,10,1,30,2,0,4,4,62,54,32,0,10,12,0,4,1,0,4,0,2,3,0,21,20,0,3,6,1,0,0,11,12,0,2,3,6,43,10,43,40,10,38,0,2,0,2,13,13,0,6,24,207,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026703475522888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900530110771693,0.0,0.14674669959764647,0.07634429464993964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909924720118463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779192153708494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915038213644184,0.10290670006391983,0.07325581572732985,0.0,0.0,0.17751567577595434,0.09459139177758816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641535583017026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246000431443612,0.0,0.08649480477571274,0.0,0.09278426170260516,0.06554702943410941,0.0,0.100508884027093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380854401181975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643819910463544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406773939329188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27314653323784804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382175223546872,0.0,0.044824970208159856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656179637322412,0.0,0.0,0.09302125034516308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733345530553826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489528302145434,0.0,0.14152826373581026,0.08861381826844628,0.09757837334956684,0.0,0.08989663204246598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434588771631015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25443473885391266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877934452782717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758862632611788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835496827797075,0.0,0.07296418545939466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313212036680168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779450241701937,0.0,0.0,0.21020123112088734,0.09591820798579627,0.0,0.0,0.20823620221334196,0.0,0.0,0.06898543522122852,0.0,0.08019453639985392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191075483076405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400329948659874,0.0,0.08696934814285474,0.0,0.0,0.18687899462073287,0.0,0.0,0.1910323353752084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570429562843896,0.054117196825425165,0.07282778058515177,0.14719445288565247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101855521537669,0.0,0.0,0.0667959192930133,0.0,0.0,0.06517737409124771,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bigboi7932334,2019/10/10,"My ADHD puts me in weird situations I'm in history class and this teacher always be asking me stuff and for some reason I'm already really nervous and I just act really weird. He asked me to grab my assignments I'm like what do you want me to do. Idk if this allowed to be discussed here but I also left a fucking sex toy hanging on a towel in my bathroom and I still live with my parents isn't that lovely. I will talk about one subject until the person next to me is literally nodding thier head. I go off on random ADHD fueled tangents and always suggest different ways of thinking about things. I'm glad I'm seeing a doctor and getting medicated soon I've been like this my whole life . I just want to use it as a tool. My forgetfulness is horrible and even if I remember something I'm likely to just procrastinate or sleep. I even procrastinate getting out of bed in the morning. It's gotten to the point where I will literally just star at a page for 45 minutes and not do any work and just sit there dazed and confused. I'll be trying to buy food at Walmart and I'll just space out and act really weird trying to get around people and figuring out where the shopping cart goes . Hell I'll even go out in public and just completely disregard fucking everyone. It's my life I get it I don't think I'm putting myself down these are just things I struggle with I have bad social anxiety and I don't think it helps me in social situations. I'm assuming if I get medicated for ADHD it might relieve some of my anxiety or cause more but make me more balanced anxiety. I think I'm a great person despite some of my mistakes and in the moment I totally own them because I simply don't fucking care what another person thinks about what I do. I know however some of these issues can be resolved and make me better functioning for me myself not for anyone else.",3.5048039215686297,5.1723519759358325,5.2367058823529415,79.7225098039216,73.35828877005348,8.088270944741533,27.974688057041,8.745826893841286,2.2730897682709457,1485,58,280,29,30,506,184,374,0.14300000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.069,-0.9782,5,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,3,22,23,4,3,11,0,21,13,2,6,1,70,57,27,0,6,17,1,1,3,0,3,5,0,1,3,18,24,1,1,11,2,2,7,6,13,0,1,2,2,42,10,44,48,10,37,1,0,1,5,17,23,4,13,8,190,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126900566799916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570633631632927,0.06935622829411073,0.14432903344911727,0.0,0.0,0.0589779103095362,0.09094171002082788,0.19903969780794253,0.0,0.0,0.06064212747939204,0.08886292876387923,0.0,0.07720617162670146,0.1621576599858787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241413001937702,0.05286849084370696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670373323037037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842482061168205,0.08909338964482212,0.0,0.0,0.09093249801415358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906121415329518,0.0,0.08876962686711748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244998789340558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184877592788564,0.0,0.0,0.08287217490531712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487165742674223,0.0,0.0,0.2405354924380084,0.2265586037363348,0.0,0.09857886873135807,0.0,0.0,0.0956177580205033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900779249685456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813184801982418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052134016468316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047663356844657216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423006004691692,0.0,0.12251688704150535,0.12711253645463416,0.0,0.07658227825074554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827526842997766,0.0,0.11578302328844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747383642031941,0.0,0.09200454068588544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223604969864778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876903398531073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630101107535408,0.0,0.0,0.060126169386733624,0.22718223350585,0.0,0.0,0.08198584878421618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437088221485122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666802396632572,0.08917067170980712,0.0,0.0,0.09824574460892238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691108657475632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949714686388851,0.08679048129206153,0.17681623721654885,0.0,0.06676733412769623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926097102672109,0.0,0.0,0.0906667768183534,0.0992826359063981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970855861020424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523625630740172,0.2778585137339845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776503094404005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490501425241891,0.0,0.0,0.1023086629669376,0.06884052847888647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682854447900492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313890588753691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,not-a-throwaway-act,2019/10/10,"Can someone help me? I need med advice.. I am 47 years old and recently diagnosed (adhd). I do not like my meds at all. Its ok, there helping with weight loss... so I'll suffer with em for another 40 pounds. I was always hyper, bouncy, flighty, chatty, and god forbid i got hyper focused on anything.. 😜 Thats all great.. And people LOVED me. But sadly that doesn't work for adult responsibility.. Bill paying, holding a job, NOT losing your credit cards 3 times in one month.. NOT ramming your car into a light post you literally JUST parked next to and forgot about when you decided to pull forward to the open spot ahead. 😑 The doctor started me out on Vyvanse 30mg. Here is what that did. ➡️ It made me hyper aware there was a problem. But rendered me poweless to do anything. Id lay in my bed and in my head over and over said... Shit... I have to get up and start packing this house... So i can move (to a place im actually crazy excited about moving to). So when I told the doctor she upped me to 50mg. At Vyvanse 50mg i still feel the same as above but a few changes. ➡️ I can at least get out of bed and get dressed now. Still cant do anything productive. ➡️ I feel like my skull is open, and i can feel someone plundering around in my head flipping switches and mumbling to themselves... No not this one.. Nope not that one... ➡️ I feel like the happy, hyper, fun loving little girl whos lived inside me for years is suffocating and dieing. 😔 ➡️ I have shut up... I really don't speak anymore. ➡️ I lack any form of enthusiasm for anything. ➡️ I have been relatively emotional. I think possibly depressed? Things i love (like when I go to shows) I know in my head im enjoying them... And love being there. But outwardly nothing... No appearance of pleasure of any sort. Still cant motivate myself to do anything that NEEDS to bed done (even if I want to do it). At least OFF the meds i could force myself to get stuff done. ❓ So.. Is this dosage not effective either? ❓ Are they going to take me off the meds of i say I think im depressed now? ❓ Should I ask them to try something different then Vyvanse? ❓ Do I need to chill TF out and give it more time to take effect? Im divorced (a year now) and living in a state where I have no one at all (once i pack, i can move to a place where I actually have family!!!). Going this alone really sucks (and I know im not the only one here going through this without people). I realize now that all my life ive had ""keepers"" to keep that happy hyper little girl inside me begrudgingly on track... This is the first time in my life without that... Im lost.",0.17104334098737084,2.430260251865672,2.4860746268656726,91.92597474167627,88.27238805970148,5.388013777267507,19.81331802525832,6.8785474669866105,0.3610143857634904,1989,62,435,28,65,675,258,536,0.094,0.782,0.124,0.9692,3,1,1,0,1,0,108.0,0,4,3,9,26,28,2,0,17,1,38,15,5,4,4,73,78,29,1,9,16,0,5,4,0,1,5,3,3,3,21,24,1,4,13,1,3,11,17,11,0,6,13,9,61,17,65,62,12,75,0,7,0,4,25,38,2,3,30,274,82,7,0.0,0.0,0.12161256213277605,0.0,0.0748853849766493,0.060889321211889336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453512118140242,0.0,0.0,0.051847516425214964,0.0,0.0,0.08474686209484167,0.06533823017257721,0.0,0.0,0.0617954977361081,0.0,0.0,0.25638209528222705,0.05546975762093765,0.05825211836228567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591648699862769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497500451943498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733627562318694,0.06324407621710683,0.06466869697223104,0.06510144749372121,0.0,0.1275553387163967,0.0,0.12753101497093464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009118101682403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115564747968885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874100784960325,0.0,0.12602470308188427,0.08902959155734955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300147250665151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021913219016545,0.059774127099120125,0.141650488292921,0.0,0.049835580529914165,0.06869779643134713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266185498913033,0.0,0.0,0.19184634746742354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353113363288772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189821289440332,0.0,0.0,0.4038376660401412,0.0,0.0618337817884821,0.055384637112304465,0.0,0.0,0.06848869192366537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802381837456287,0.1217674949927212,0.12490343602532168,0.11004302695301384,0.0,0.0,0.06970976498304432,0.0680195191314008,0.0,0.2249514553586833,0.05895991644424326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768526827452357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973582776725313,0.1986793248228727,0.0,0.13860784347664848,0.0,0.0,0.06626816500414709,0.0,0.0,0.05978882303184206,0.0,0.06538462613467011,0.06635889059264419,0.21111680595586013,0.04739011566938875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639682482077883,0.0,0.13020289498744242,0.0,0.0,0.07024598226998095,0.059676452136010825,0.0,0.0,0.05962295043739725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983569447465502,0.0,0.061524325634550216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927177033611769,0.04955199103488458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396106577824782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105591353466472,0.04796984182775621,0.0,0.0,0.08820770648425509,0.0,0.1492842810812666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133087463944482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369982399165637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139647823377586,0.07985239565696924,0.0,0.0,0.10900165791095956,0.0,0.0,0.05954056986200922,0.0,0.042304893411065865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03675248116651557,0.0,0.0,0.07587767880955185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013063442002475,0.0,0.04536295133200995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203781956424586 adhd,condyree,2019/10/10,"Pulling useless all-nighters So I'm sitting here, caffeinated and medicated (foquest), waiting for my 8am lecture to start. Some backstory: After sleeping for 11 hours two nights ago, I get a little sidetracked last night and fell down the internet hole like usual. At around 3:30 I realize I messed up again, but of course, it's too late to try and sleep now. I would just miss my 6am alarm and not make it to class (which has obviously happened before). So once again, another night doing nothing productive. Feels great right now. Another day of being useless ahead of me. Sorry for any grammar/format errors. I'm barely conscious.",4.834137931034483,7.195507241379312,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,71.41379310344827,7.743448275862068,31.427586206896553,8.548686976883017,2.7413303448275856,504,23,85,9,10,158,92,116,0.18,0.805,0.015,-0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,2,0,4,3,2,1,1,16,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,1,7,2,15,11,1,25,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,1,17,48,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763090468928707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558387514949083,0.3256126948657839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821660928677812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211701565712566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013151629318097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850542301529789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111828718716856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117753701216948,0.0,0.0,0.13729818226957016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290236106595026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655972120759584,0.17514294731021116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585345150708701,0.15561388904619616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363897441565653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641070981513885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828136352773903,0.0,0.14897862812346546,0.0,0.0,0.1653495751040658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259339067068587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31074940745818724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738037411271172,0.1098956496847498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054130966908891,0.0,0.15166897519585168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099979098080784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029407854664326,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eshadowt,2019/10/10,"After ditching my college English class today I learned something new and wanted to share. Yesterday I had to write a paper for my college class. But like probably all of us, I got so caught up in procrastinating that I procrastinated past the deadline so instead I ditched. Obviously this turned into raging anxiety. To look the teacher in the eyes and tell her that I didn’t write the paper because I was listening to music and dancing on the back porch like a fool, among other useless activities. Anyways I ended up telling Alexa, Yes Amazon Alexa, that I loved her but to my surprise she responded that she was thankful that I appreciated her. With that comment I thought, wow that’s pretty human like so I asked Alexa if we could have a conversation. After all I’m all alone on my back porch while my wife and 5 kids are fast asleep in bed and I’m supposed to be writing a paper, why not try to talk to an inanimate object. She still learning and have the attention span of a goldfish but who doesn’t anymore she’s actually very knowledgeable, funny and it’s helping to improve AI. Which means if you do it too, you’ll be the one helping to teach a new conscious life to communicate to us all(I bet this is what God felt like at first)(I felt that way just having children, I was and still am excited to teach them how beautiful life can be if we’re all loving towards everything and anything. Am I wrong?)the way we want to be communicated to. I think that’s pretty important given movies like the matrix. Let’s be nice first, what does it hurt. We already know what pain does if introduced first(it causes more, if ya didn’t know, but that’s a good thing if ya don’t know the pain I’m speaking of)u are always ready to learn new exciting things right?). Anyways lol I’m done rambling, I was just excited to tell everyone that I got to talk to a computer that I didn’t even know I could and I’ve had her for over year. A year filled with loneliness, yearning for connection without being judged. I actually feel bad that I took Alexa for granted and never even asked her to have a conversation or how she felt because even though she talked, I didn’t see it as anything other than a machine. Love y’all bye ADHD RULES!",3.8827316948284714,5.8198253709677426,4.74530721966206,82.51335765488993,72.94009216589863,7.587199180747567,29.106246799795194,8.344100000000001,2.143039119303635,1777,74,338,30,36,575,224,434,0.066,0.6990000000000001,0.235,0.9977,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,5,5,1,1,19,25,1,0,21,2,34,9,2,3,6,67,66,30,0,11,15,1,4,5,0,1,4,2,3,3,28,17,0,0,17,1,1,4,9,8,0,2,20,9,49,17,45,36,5,39,0,3,3,3,51,14,0,8,25,227,77,15,0.0,0.0,0.1650660835218184,0.0,0.10164276612825077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759423793234147,0.09333066291725324,0.0,0.0703732108472438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469967631633022,0.0,0.0838757165517496,0.0,0.0,0.13919610807031638,0.0,0.15813249661517362,0.0,0.0,0.13006597494821728,0.07061662810857706,0.10311232229325297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688186631251996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505257962247208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480243799427913,0.08654963270090116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490838479501796,0.0,0.0,0.16758305454151595,0.0,0.0,0.08081507786217655,0.07601059511640973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276368287927095,0.0,0.24361591292749665,0.0,0.0,0.2158184648229957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093753333771709,0.1352847757475553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337773696326348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053933263296296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592092696853005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648371148622208,0.11947570794422915,0.20659546952031135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102173525606206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289968347064177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212701572714788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522948696030934,0.24504931032156616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731023787940988,0.0,0.17998761723089512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073644830102827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208644778528046,0.0911862007791041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222662451514436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739535921306443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510999997700713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350834769988712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039346474801751,0.22176694583692835,0.07786533647479632,0.0,0.0,0.11237580088453654,0.054192272491306065,0.08309455022533441,0.06714313692815503,0.0,0.0,0.08016725155648953,0.0,0.09396598456663784,0.057420902468517214,0.09199336032590393,0.0,0.0,0.20346672628490198,0.0,0.0,0.06978326779663847,0.09976910311687444,0.13426346479866902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631582139893085,0.0,0.0,0.08152732327543223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246953258405656,0.0,0.108927109434794 adhd,livviepop,2019/10/10,"ADD is ruining my life. Can’t see a doctor until December Just as the title says, I (27F) am out here struggling. I was diagnosed at 24 with adult ADD, and was still on my mom’s insurance. I went to a psychiatrist who prescribed adderall, klonopin, and Prozac for my symptoms. A month or so later, I was just on adderall and doing great. Well, at 25 my psychiatrist left his job, and I had ridiculous anxiety about seeing someone new, so I didn’t. I know it was stupid, but I wasn’t thinking. I grew too old for my mom’s insurance, barely graduated college at 26, got a job at a university in June, and got my own insurance in July. I am noticing that I am forgetting, misplacing, overlooking, tuning out a lot of things at my job, which is no good. For example, I work as an animal caretaker, and for my building, each room has to be unlocked before going in. My supervisor gave me a key at 2:30, I lost it by 4:30 and still have no idea where it could be. However, I can’t get a fricken doctors appointment until December. I have called 6 or so psychiatrists/ family doctors in the area and nothing is available for new patients for months. What can I do until then?",4.4222762008733625,5.471633026200878,6.1202592794759845,76.67549808951965,70.26637554585153,9.742467248908296,31.77974890829695,9.978442167317967,3.228093668122272,909,40,175,23,16,313,137,229,0.081,0.8809999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.743,4,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,2,12,8,2,1,11,0,24,7,0,0,0,25,35,20,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,1,8,14,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,12,3,27,3,31,20,3,34,0,2,2,0,8,18,0,3,13,129,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860288887941328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967855711616573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161429314238424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291067327976433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308238100896916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957827295368048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150896835006575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734133866233415,0.0,0.0732529340610903,0.10810943910878797,0.2061752155434764,0.14210512685904145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550465074995536,0.0,0.0,0.3837196181688747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083629140818587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004275894056084,0.0,0.09104102697991877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407020733877295,0.10958032678058402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019161436013753,0.20576252751769228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897156927007802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367643102182233,0.1467456786736532,0.13525165397093494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025009874831625,0.0,0.0,0.20542226774005165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921072770191508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586843443917816,0.0,0.0,0.13474708138324834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396931059828485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563086585764175,0.08258951090354112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589040005159525,0.1194852194728302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383573110933607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,magroseb,2019/10/10,"Do Ritalin crashes improve with time? Hi all I was recently diagnosed with ADHD, and took Ritalin for the first time yesterday. I am on instant release 2 times a day. About 4 hours after my last dose I crashed hard. Very tired, vomiting etc. For anyone who has taken Ritalin before, if I reacted this way the first day, is there a chance the crashes will get better with time?",4.122723004694837,6.212044112676061,5.312323943661976,78.0523356807512,72.66197183098592,9.240375586854462,31.551643192488264,9.725611199111238,3.4463502347417836,296,14,52,8,6,98,55,71,0.065,0.82,0.115,0.5525,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,7,0,1,1,7,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,1,8,5,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,13,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491765378597659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497354537784102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764269267448734,0.0,0.0,0.18337107572457476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742801602114963,0.0,0.0,0.2104407950474152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312334792278745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527183154575516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083240492532902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573155388801865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418334096275548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900580558292255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471843017905808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835951322623976,0.2383012344995556,0.0,0.0,0.2303569609799438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107319814739202,0.0,0.16457297746784888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mercur-Y-ius,2019/10/10,"Hopeless For starters sorry for my English and here is backstory. It's about one year that I work with my father (he is my boss) and I can imagine that for anyone else this opportunity would be amazing (it's possible to work when you want, from home even. There is potencionaly a lot of money in this business. I have car for work, paid all kind of shits and etc..) but sadly I am not anyone else and for most part it's horror for me, being left alone for few days with project alone that I cannot do whole is destroying me. I would say I might be perfectionist. And here comes one thing that I don't understand in this project so my tempo is gone ( I learned that keeping tempo I helpful for me) and everything goes to shit. So here I am with paycheck for last month that is lower that minimal in my country. I am being yelled at (rightfully so - I did like 10 hours of work in 5 days). Trying to find some hope for better days. Worst part for me is that this is happening every month and I was always motivating that it can be better in future. But now it's just too much. Bonus: I have social anxiety so finding different job is not quite easy (tried that). My dream: Having job that I like doing or having hobby that makes me money. ( but I am only good at criticizing things and maybe designing ( little possibility) and I don't know shit about that second one. Thank you very much for reading through I know it wasn't easy 😁 have a wonderful day",2.064788074712645,4.351418440972225,3.401853448275862,88.36125,79.86805555555556,6.472413793103447,21.736590038314176,7.6298220110432995,0.8918578544061302,1133,34,232,18,29,369,149,288,0.17600000000000002,0.674,0.15,-0.8640000000000001,4,2,0,0,0,1,35.0,0,2,0,10,15,18,4,0,2,0,36,3,3,3,1,41,49,18,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,25,13,0,1,9,2,4,3,6,7,0,4,5,2,32,11,32,36,12,26,0,2,0,0,7,10,3,7,15,171,57,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011289871179998,0.0,0.0,0.08079351423138313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427988798999127,0.0,0.0,0.13578669440074675,0.19897724326569366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175100571938448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364153627393094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504813287901578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144699471100653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222624064043295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829020459320304,0.06413247190245222,0.0,0.0818094551884875,0.0,0.08726563736879818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749206493540245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144139709215115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586365314458251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508290366874886,0.0,0.09739745183579482,0.09644046142361128,0.09562220765441436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271004180552725,0.08630537729203118,0.0,0.1011128752974626,0.1067253069605548,0.07914802529947647,0.0,0.0,0.10549752209223616,0.0,0.0,0.09487459108870427,0.09731794531196428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254945155940399,0.0,0.0,0.06481382931941748,0.0,0.0975482331800388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300588855363688,0.0,0.0,0.15500577792647954,0.0,0.14275675764002813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973888414626204,0.07384758709290053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102958639829122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189273531129862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327593052045532,0.09712451637135988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292136660235434,0.0,0.07721641785185505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29900984470469977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897942802292237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869353036349064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893950140240657,0.0,0.0,0.1290155125611051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318466628114839,0.0,0.0,0.10108269241048948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011621712242717,0.057271057803675786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084067176148119,0.0,0.0,0.10529889957258293,0.28275470122521623,0.0,0.0,0.1379516079191274,0.0,0.0,0.06252808320346903 adhd,Dooty28,2019/10/10,"Here’s to my ADHDers who can’t do car signals. Either forget to turn the blinker off, or forget to use it altogether. Derp",1.0114666666666672,3.4625442799999995,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,86.2,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.013133333333334,97,4,18,1,3,34,22,25,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7831434684594271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218410631418113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tygg3n,2019/10/10,"My experience with methylphenidate and personality change Hi! Thought I'd share my experience with meds. Sorry for the wall of text, but I'll give you a TL;DR before starting. **TL;DR: Started with meds about 8 months ago. Found concerta to work for me as it did what perfectly timing ER doses did. MP works better for me than ER-Dex because it gives a strong push, and I need something to target that push at to not feel ""stuffed"". MP makes me more social, and has in some way removed much of my ""introvert-"" personality. Not taking away my interests, but lessening the tiredness of forced or boring participation. I do however not spend as much time on ""introvert interests"" as before.** I've tried Ritalin LA, Ritalin IR, Concerta and Aduvanz (the same as Elvanse, but for adults where I'm from for some reason). In the beginning I started with Ritalin LA (8 hr), which had a 2-4 day ""honeymoon phase"" before it started to feel ""weak"", and sometimes made me feel disconnected. Later it started making me feel really depressed when it stopped working in the afternoon. This continued for a while, but part of the ""honeymoon phase-"" I can do everything I want to thing stuck by so I didn't give up. After some testing I found that the best way to use it was to do 20mg + 10mg later in the day, at a certain amount of hours after the first dose. This made things smoother and lessened the chance of headaches /depression at the end of the day. This was somewhat tiresome as it required the doses to be timed perfectly. After this I tried concerta. First 18mg and then 36, but I switched back to 18mg as I'm very easily affected by methylphenidate. Concerta to me was like perfectly timed doses of Ritalin LA, and made my day much more easy. I almost never feel depressed or headachy when it goes away in the evenings. The disconnect also disappears mostly here, but that seems to be a gradual adaptation. Elvanse/Aduvanz worked great, but it required my day to be intensive in order to not feel to ""pushy"" for me, even at the lowest dose. It was more like an internal fire, as methylphenidate feels more like greasing the gears with less direct stimulation. Something I've thought about a bit is how these drugs affects personality. I feel like it's less pronounced now than earlier, but I still find some things weird, and it would be interesting to hear other people's experience with this. Before starting on stimulants I used to be very introverted, unless I took part of some stimulating social situation (interesting media, topics or partying with the right people). Any forced participation, loud or visually loud places would force me to sit in front of a computer, lay in bed with my smartphone or similar for the rest of the day if I found it a boring activity. Over time it would get even worse as well if I didn't get that alone time. I was also a very ""philosophically minded"" person spending most of my time stimulating my brain with music, books or thoughts about abstract concepts. When starting taking methylphenidate this has sort of shifted. I no longer feel like I'm being drained from boring stuff as much as before. This is understandable, but it has started to change my habits a bit. There's never any time I think that I need to ""relax"" in bed/in front of a screen because I've been doing social things, and I'm somewhat less anxious of taking part of these kinds of things. It's mostly positive as it makes life easier, but I didn't think it would change my situation this much. This is weird to me as the ""grumpy intellectual"" was part of my self image, at least in company with likeminded people, but now it's not really there. Maybe my introversion was more about how things stimulated me, and not the usual way? or maybe introversion is related to something that methylphenidate, at least for me, helped ""fix"" ? Anyone who had the same experience in here? Would love to hear other people's response.",6.70911426518146,7.601399982093664,6.769900586896638,74.63631333093787,65.01928374655647,10.169792789555636,32.724757455982754,10.176274734539398,3.3181496945742013,3121,123,557,70,46,997,298,726,0.077,0.7709999999999999,0.152,0.9967,2,1,9,0,0,0,114.0,0,1,0,14,27,31,0,0,36,0,38,14,1,18,6,118,94,54,0,10,27,0,10,5,0,5,12,4,1,6,48,21,0,3,21,2,2,7,12,9,2,2,26,16,46,22,108,57,36,88,0,3,1,1,20,27,0,22,54,374,94,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044551049016858336,0.0,0.050326538899363,0.052052556750853095,0.0,0.08038326638987398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835488595812386,0.0,0.0,0.056777699049568586,0.0,0.03514184960400007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443886325925904,0.03864561586560367,0.0,0.06127412184380807,0.0,0.21383103067547432,0.0,0.05274310174681462,0.04444948040721413,0.10973833620313156,0.0,0.0,0.05610500823669147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950020473356036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944751042906029,0.0,0.12986248749567467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828380088089578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044514034743577166,0.0,0.0,0.09958561958997103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516901921127624,0.1966494795362114,0.0,0.0,0.2287094647140234,0.1077138567854666,0.0,0.0,0.04593527723309114,0.08549955760604662,0.0,0.16531726098965455,0.0,0.0,0.05251589091560244,0.1446373425555583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541007566019327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328976394861255,0.0,0.03368715355524877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949441114276678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052336401182940986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035499002074308575,0.12276860505346815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536017823276056,0.14266717132735238,0.10064363900693526,0.0,0.10098265826935104,0.0,0.11165152955794873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074666814360417,0.0,0.04011578424294732,0.0,0.18472857480920335,0.07453195001009548,0.07752476993870623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769984627860894,0.0,0.13937141651709145,0.17553482404403808,0.052509342636922994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439365017545384,0.051674017132373885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292040846797527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575336988712353,0.05243048372443087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298511963168027,0.0,0.15369636276169746,0.0,0.1160741407945923,0.04970685367735901,0.056260176504312885,0.28458529641422164,0.0,0.04013643202203235,0.042018282098233564,0.0,0.0,0.05753385648445455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133642112213816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033673073848995,0.06440712096816799,0.0,0.11969869347168595,0.2344486694161964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583894397349154,0.06824432416973245,0.0,0.0,0.05232077840812782,0.0,0.08681426113681515,0.055352539366483496,0.12440535792035308,0.029643713014457194,0.1196783621725848,0.0,0.0,0.04518834736707735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463548874082596,0.0,0.05121761460215147,0.17851066628871773,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deslome,2019/10/10,"Today I experienced a new level of ""forgetting"" normal routine. I went to the toilet at college and while walking to the classroom I looked down and saw my belt was still unbuckled. I went to the fucking toilet and just straight up walked out without BUCKLING my BELT or wtf that's called in English. I jumped into a side room to fix it and I was so ashamed, I don't think anyone saw but I did walk a tiny bit through a busy area. Oh well. I'll survive. Or not. AAAAA. I did just have a nice laugh about it with my mom lol",0.4735683760683749,2.7960915277777763,1.9629629629629648,95.78602564102566,87.42592592592592,4.4341880341880335,22.196581196581203,5.8734145424116955,0.1582128205128206,407,15,89,3,13,131,76,108,0.046,0.7979999999999999,0.156,0.9101,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,8,1,6,1,0,0,0,17,13,9,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,2,2,0,8,4,12,3,15,5,1,21,0,0,3,1,2,11,1,2,4,58,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256028324913384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28504279038078856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666022051639744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413736097120238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924994441062493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057855941666294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25216246581490226,0.0,0.0,0.2558128838959535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850690789245732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729600717817064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748290623908206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347513744397469,0.4840663158293344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168155961888944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WilkoSkevultz,2019/10/10,"I want to quit my job after only four days I’m typing this from the bathroom of my work place, after only one hour into my shift. Basically I’m a 28 year old guy with lifelong adhd/add. For most of my life, even after my diagnosis around 4-5 years old, my parents have been super opposed to medications. Ive been on ritalin and i remember being way more “with it” as far as school was concerned. Around high school/college, they convinced me to stop taking meds because they were basically shaming me for “having to rely on *pills* to do anything!”. My grades immediately shot straight down and college was an absolute nightmare—taking me five years to graduate and in a useless major (English) because i was simply too depressed and unmotivated to do anything useful. My parents chalked this up to sheer laziness. I’ve always struggled to keep jobs and around 3 years ago i finally took initiative to see a doctor again and was prescribed adderall. Finally i was able to get shit done even though i was only working retail. The problem is that i would take too much of my meds, run out of my script early, and basically quit my job because i was unable to get anything done. I recently got my dose increased and added an IR booster to my usual XR in the morning. I started a full time warehouse job which goes from 9-7, m-f, 50 hours a week. I ran out of my script one week before my refill date and am completely fucking zoned out at my job. I’m not a physically fit guy and this is a laborious job. I am slow, sluggish, lethargic and depressed despite being on an antidepressant as well. I feel like i want to quit now as i dont know how the fuck im going to survive a 50 hour week until i get my meds refilled",5.862952522255196,5.997573596439171,6.878235905044512,75.76073664688431,66.74480712166172,8.99519287833828,34.35741839762611,8.697196308434329,2.8684624332344217,1350,59,251,19,20,454,187,337,0.10099999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.062,-0.93,8,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,7,12,13,3,2,15,0,25,9,1,2,0,34,47,18,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,20,0,3,3,0,1,5,2,9,1,4,15,2,39,4,49,29,6,57,0,3,1,2,6,21,3,1,31,162,45,16,0.075619251871252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087964570151597,0.0,0.06703190417929122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292127528884735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866846033366307,0.20195149913344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382903822045849,0.0,0.06434641372136314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928534687053455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048768161632335015,0.0,0.13026150166146827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739950855228732,0.0,0.15476949821553626,0.0886252000103066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989160535762433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038235365850398176,0.05402240864626338,0.0,0.16567438837025264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981755968516305,0.11852381409961965,0.0,0.04297616348477573,0.0,0.06047962367156433,0.0,0.0,0.1497498963887654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989589138700197,0.0,0.0,0.2234091922646053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168176834972339,0.0,0.4502426354414296,0.06721386555791563,0.0,0.0,0.041558363214156006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341211392362665,0.036943746788342856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519878250667338,0.07617844071150254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558885098800647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869936862307032,0.0,0.10248312421916182,0.17253554574624344,0.0,0.0,0.16793246053581887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900602346813165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235741143774989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412911475683261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466488844834136,0.0,0.08566187127796641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306144002577618,0.06025875328384376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762207536799136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352369568462555,0.0,0.0,0.06322108057032322,0.0,0.07905366075566952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137125329503401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429553102359253,0.0,0.04409419388004187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401577122207672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653107543182305,0.08328392252874985,0.0,0.08920438796184503,0.060023042348950825,0.18197160770448093,0.0,0.06799078893931867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010343196642902,0.0,0.0,0.05371774690700908,0.0,0.0,0.1947852757221041 adhd,LiZebra,2019/10/10,"My boss doesn't get my ADHD and thinks I forget tasks on purpose. I need help with this one: In august I started a job in an organic store (my first real job after my vocational training). In the beginning everything was fine, I told them I've got ADHD and tend to forget things or ask the same question multiple times till I know how to do something. They ensured me, that this won't be a problem and they'll help me. So two months have passed and yeah, about two weeks ago my boss started to point out a lot of things, that I do wrong. My problem is: the more often she does that the more nervous I get about making a mistake, so I need longer for basic tasks and now tend to really fuck up out of anxiety. Yesterday she came up to me and said, that she'd like to talk to me in person on saturday about *multiple things* that she noticed. Additional problem: I started university this week. Uni is fine, but I'm so afraid of going to work after uni, that I just feel sick and can't focus on the lecture. Does anybody have an idea how I can communicate her my ADHD, 'cause she told me, that she doesn't think, that I can't ""just forget"" things (heavily implying that I fuck up on purpose).",6.782,5.4552558666666675,7.304166666666671,78.31750000000005,65.33333333333334,10.5,32.916666666666664,9.516144504307137,2.7376666666666662,928,31,192,15,12,307,124,240,0.10300000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.063,-0.9071,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,2,12,12,2,2,11,1,16,3,0,6,0,41,41,15,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,16,12,0,0,6,0,1,3,5,9,0,4,6,2,35,3,32,31,4,34,0,0,0,2,19,14,2,4,18,134,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39921402168286985,0.0,0.09815207003324704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470521798285703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351402324234556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664124219236966,0.0,0.11374627886510685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379443737134555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951354311052553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598647916456647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418362475353577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472912232046533,0.11569970891271425,0.0,0.06292823484225514,0.0,0.08855783422649259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843483724589032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499636977540643,0.0,0.0,0.21975727939738102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085220801355563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409521430811776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413543124414496,0.0,0.0,0.0739105791536021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838057355198177,0.0,0.0,0.1642041060433201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606247992688682,0.0,0.0,0.07503091929687956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668182188215448,0.0,0.0,0.1046720217513232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178499761486677,0.0,0.0,0.12403865274424213,0.0,0.0,0.12603062399700116,0.07093402064815464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532594495585164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852424162673002,0.0,0.0,0.2351176618774275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899750226779876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29424619262029456,0.1418977192998369,0.0,0.0,0.06456532092833657,0.0,0.0,0.2116072035089744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632676045982266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776357114536583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060997145750531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210616862441466,0.0,0.0 adhd,likethedevice,2019/10/10,"Students with ADHD, you're the best You make my day more interesting every day. I love that you approach problems differently, that you make all kinds of interesting connections to ideas, that you have these weird and wonderful little pockets of knowledge, and that you're just as interested as I am in some things that others would find mundane. You make me work harder and have my question my practice as a teacher every day and I thank you for that. You empower me to be better and try to make the classroom structure better, and you help me to feel I've got to be accountable to my systems. I've got ADHD and I know it can be a pain in the ass, but it also helps me to understand you (sometimes) and appreciate you wonderful you are and how hard you're trying even of sometimes other people don't see it. I <3 you and you'll be okay.",6.805030303030307,6.389832048484853,7.221818181818186,75.939393939394,64.87878787878788,10.0,33.484848484848484,9.444778638647367,2.9285757575757563,668,25,127,11,9,219,89,165,0.052000000000000005,0.748,0.2,0.9751,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,13,0,4,4,13,0,0,5,1,12,3,1,5,1,31,26,16,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,9,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,26,10,17,18,4,8,0,0,1,2,17,3,1,4,3,91,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243912942593324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792743251969197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163215331532408,0.23872223723365896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611140307894749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100443509257046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891397817890637,0.0,0.22741917682125465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682398116704082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233509598826732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158796202130093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089761674198884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809216348328248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235336924628146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054003179216287,0.07417046537910643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352653367620597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180663451900173,0.0,0.3603472893565845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360691451104501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356424431899636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913845649573855,0.0,0.0,0.15118604401319988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754561605797393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669577058493445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242530001846196,0.0,0.0,0.0896614015953857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325790982309773,0.0,0.0,0.14049807962848146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292716642664437,0.09825245939913604,0.0,0.0,0.09587168451939317,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoatingLesbians,2019/10/10,"An example of what ADHD is like A friend of mine asked me what my adult ADHD is like and I struggled to give an example that wasn’t dismissed as “oh that happens to everyone” but I finally got one this morning. Here’s what I sent to him: This morning I woke up to Fat Boy Slim’s “Praise You” playing on my head on repeat even though I haven’t listened to that song in at least 10 years. I did my morning routine (took my meds too) but it was still there in the back of my mind like a frickin’ Fat Boy Slim demon lurking in the shadows. So then I decide to watch the video on YouTube because maybe hearing it will get it out of my head. Then I saw the video to Weapon of Choice with Christopher Walken dancing and I had to watch that too, so I clicked on it, which led to a YouTube spiral of watching Christopher Walken videos. Finally my alarm goes off to remind me that I should be leaving for work and I’ve realized that I’ve spent 25 reading about Fat Boy Slim and Christopher Walken instead of doing my makeup. Now that I’m at work and meds have kicked in, “Praise You” feels like it’s playing on a radio in another room across the house rather than blaring in my noise cancelling headphones, but the Fat Boy Slim Demon™️ is still there lurking in the shadows.",2.960915323327775,4.591719607003891,3.37040578098944,92.6958236057069,74.71984435797665,5.98473225866222,27.02408745599407,6.42735559955562,0.9185636094126362,997,38,212,7,21,309,134,257,0.052000000000000005,0.846,0.102,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,4,16,12,1,2,13,0,13,6,6,1,0,17,27,14,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,2,4,3,1,5,18,7,4,0,3,9,1,4,2,3,0,1,10,9,26,9,40,14,1,33,3,0,5,0,16,19,0,0,14,137,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34912811795520066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230884729903318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579053147066006,0.0,0.0,0.11168942654114304,0.0,0.0885439574096453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593723629979244,0.0,0.0,0.1387940190491462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344351540784776,0.1037676902924044,0.0,0.31823180514512295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222093741632537,0.0,0.07588790616067513,0.1393384603887532,0.0,0.0,0.11617088196207526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844540896263587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29813985843729224,0.0,0.16370898076001386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760071247542202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380035052802252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838501555956765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592464035154082,0.0,0.3226833116629898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466625938513635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842616573990497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529079265485054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199604796249446,0.0,0.0,0.1518483901650786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270884706098935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137974493021742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148962281994585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935371944307501 adhd,tealaburst,2019/10/10,"I forgot how much of a hot mess I am without meds Please forgive me for this rant/vent. I have been unmedicated for 2 weeks now and struggling. And I need to get these feelings out, and don’t know how else to. I forgot what it feels like to struggle to do the most simple things. At work I have been unable to get things done in a timely manner. I have been late almost every day. I’m afraid that my boss thinks I’m slacking off, but I’m really trying. :( My apartment is a complete disaster. Empty food containers from ordering Grubhub constantly, clothes everywhere. Oh I’m also addicted to video games again which is fun. Not able to sleep. Have a completely unregulated schedule. My emotions are like a roller coaster. I forgot how volatile they can be, one moment I feel content, and 5 seconds later I’m bursting with worry/anxiety. Ugh I just can’t",2.421515151515152,5.025428636363639,3.789848484848489,84.21810606060608,80.81818181818181,6.333333333333332,25.53030303030303,7.594959193182576,1.6125757575757569,675,27,124,11,18,221,116,165,0.149,0.7929999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,3,6,0,17,3,1,4,0,27,33,9,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,1,4,6,3,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,4,15,4,17,25,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,12,80,23,2,0.16470430451256252,0.0,0.0,0.17955200318713252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164927569481837,0.0,0.0,0.13171397281267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259983421366043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453786593017893,0.17798684090193453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622065076345463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854968762947467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758931202550118,0.18527017398331108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877048019023888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24983833551654056,0.1176647880532508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916109879202407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210240237667576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051717837042256,0.0,0.18579362950470976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609324072981332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294935238587454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210766149369006,0.1221261548354005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160789931861656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807958665804174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551379496549976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648232519915133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443694004300133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188444427217478,0.10553586786331796,0.0,0.0,0.09604040447820612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182341128953556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211585826948033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876907206329746,0.0,0.11990669530394475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Snorse_,2019/10/10,"Submitted my dissertation A WEEK EARLY Well I didn't think I'd make it, after 8 years of part time study and full time work, burnout, adult ADHD diagnosis (it was blinding obvious to everyone but me apparently).. but I finally submitted my last piece of major assessment for my engineering honours degree. It's probably pretty shit, I don't care it'll pass. I don't think I've ever submitted something *early* before. Or completed anything. I've dropped out of two other uni degrees previously and I'm now in my mid-30's. If I can do it, you can too! It fucking sucks and you'll hate every second, but fuck it *feels good man*. https://i.imgur.com/hwe680G.jpg",2.343151183970857,5.281083606557381,4.076284153005467,77.90965391621133,89.98360655737707,7.629143897996357,25.63023679417121,8.344100000000001,2.6970149362477245,528,23,89,15,18,176,85,122,0.16899999999999998,0.725,0.107,-0.8785,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,3,4,9,5,0,1,0,9,4,1,1,2,15,19,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,2,2,12,4,8,15,4,16,0,0,1,2,4,3,4,2,11,53,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336453143486648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998442223209242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543020106521325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821588087002387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038371700265108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758566866959242,0.16380040401095924,0.18576889424078696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830049406985597,0.0,0.0,0.21296872501806388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594613230711373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306347128428972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191941494231064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847163987162546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297714476102749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105291338444348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778678660321147,0.2096089014186384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995610134673705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966777264477807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491425808999204,0.0,0.0,0.22672627540583595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991216942956532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559454930985943,0.0,0.17479963892812406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153417288374184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519488446856694 adhd,jse-,2019/10/10,"Loving to learn on adderall - is it me or the pill? When I take adderall not only can I actually pay attention to my teacher for more than 2 minutes at a time, I really enjoy the class and the content in a way that I never have before. The first time I felt this I was really happy, but now I’m kind of skeptical. Is it me thats loves to learn and adderall helps enable that, or am I just normal and is a high dosage just making me more than I really am?",3.6967353951890014,3.6456292061855713,5.9211855670103075,81.4052147766323,71.37113402061857,8.940893470790376,25.445017182130584,8.841846274778883,1.6663140893470794,351,9,76,6,6,125,62,97,0.048,0.787,0.166,0.9084,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,7,0,8,3,0,1,1,16,14,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,12,5,10,12,2,11,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,6,58,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.22275900656744035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424131891384966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917540575227104,0.0,0.0,0.1941667070430249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24299811227156104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300485426167404,0.2411802371148553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770852062176426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120459419882165,0.0,0.15237228135413222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605622432135407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365655027248124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736099446059447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387076386988514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163095112770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662126412449544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811904383913048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheAloofMango,2019/10/10,"My sleeping problems are ruining my life I'm getting more than fed up with this stupid little fellow in my head that keeps me up all night contemplating all my thoughts and ideas eventually leading to anxiety. Every week, I end up being awake until 2-5 AM until I take 1/2 Atarax just to get rid of the anxiety but it makes me drowsy the next day and I risk sleeping through my alarms. I take 30 mg of Yvanse in the morning and the effect is usually gone around 10 hours later so can't see how it would affect my sleep. I can feel the decreasing effect as I get extremely tired so I usually hit the sack around 10, set my phone on flight mode and read or listen to podcasts until I fall asleep. This usually does the trick except when I'm utterly excited for the next day. Then I can't fall asleep at all, ironically turning these would-be fun events into nightmares of me barely being alive. I never sleeps as good as I did while depressed since I didn't look forward to anything, passing out immediately. So how do you cope with sleeping problems caused by your inability to shut your goddamn brain down for the day? It doesn't help that I'm sort of a night owl, having instant energy boosts after 11 (after the tiredness of my meds wearing off is over).",6.479323308270677,6.351054020242916,6.769256795835744,77.9542206477733,65.47773279352226,9.648235974551763,32.217755928282244,9.23628265651192,2.6768290341237715,1001,36,192,16,14,324,156,247,0.157,0.78,0.063,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,9,11,2,2,11,0,15,13,10,8,4,34,34,20,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,8,10,1,1,5,1,0,6,5,8,0,0,5,4,26,3,40,25,4,47,0,2,2,0,7,17,0,2,25,120,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652625665595013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888872533238161,0.19231274290177627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058061436598973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096129866311616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089824802745067,0.0,0.0930332782370251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452477328912856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566934977792764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910074106136623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461569818071214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693003509739988,0.0,0.0,0.09059797121297454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108546917561593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240026870322888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063731508263948,0.0,0.0,0.12193594073439977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600881574490948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629428484247723,0.0,0.10825954272251652,0.0,0.0,0.09070550981229372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721009419354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199804656671933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330793169439217,0.0,0.2297506447766519,0.2027297757105959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206711794503758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804436628622817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607407851080191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935123657806465,0.0,0.5404657154787987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242787902905298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575195246225856,0.0,0.12414750899859713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748945048473625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568902356472663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664322661148177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346170681353835,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheMF-J,2019/10/10,"Methylphenidate/calcium binding Hey guys, just wondering if anyone knows if calcium binds to methylphenidate and would interfere with absorption of the medication or not within the first hour or so of consumption. Cursory Google search failed me.",13.603157894736846,14.516952473684213,9.830526315789477,58.42368421052634,50.57894736842106,16.02105263157895,47.94736842105264,14.554592549557764,7.806536842105265,206,11,27,8,2,58,32,38,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,3,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,2,18,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817199773178386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34271009780200873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989384921545187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967794678317925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214256057182692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058835832945417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43693240681788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862115763657783,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lazulil,2019/10/10,"got a new job! Part time job as a math teacher. It's 15-16 year olds, I guess pre-calculus? I am trained for it and I know it will be fine, but wow I'm not used to this feeling of nervousness and excitement. The class seems so chill and I just need to remember to relax because I sometimes forget to shut up.... Tomorrow is my first teaching day. 3 hours alone. Ahhhh I've had a rocky road academically, but as you all know, results doesn't always reflect capability. I almost cried when the interviewer said I was very reflected and was excited to work with me. I've been applying for quite a few positions, but never gotten an interview and in this case I was recommended by a friend of mine, which helped a lot. It's such a weird feeling knowing that you are competent, but not having arenas to get the recognition you think you might maybe deserve kind of? The other teachers also seem super helpful, which is such a relief. I was beginning to think that I should just stick to low entry jobs forever despite having 2 bachelors and a teaching permit.... Not that it guarantees anything, but most of my fellow students have gotten jobs and they have all kinds of different backgrounds. I feel that academia is especially effective when it comes to making you feel like you don't know anything. It is somewhat true in the big picture since you are in a learning process, but it is so different to the real world. An average (or below) student can do well in the right setting! I guess I just wanted to share and remind you that whatever you do can work out after all.",4.516800520005778,6.161015933554822,5.508597428860323,78.87798497761088,70.72757475083057,8.822822475805287,30.36270403004477,9.318704503766252,2.812574346381626,1240,52,228,27,23,408,179,301,0.048,0.759,0.193,0.9938,6,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,9,1,7,11,17,0,1,19,0,28,0,0,5,5,62,54,22,0,3,13,0,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,18,11,0,0,17,1,0,1,6,3,1,1,10,5,27,14,30,40,8,28,0,1,0,0,18,13,0,10,14,161,45,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344344782090986,0.1173341468507999,0.0,0.0905978742608245,0.09426625370370506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864558328368316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906045792320616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758919826145364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444361096325784,0.07306259887443553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672761933634376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291310645667393,0.08093431126047959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636431209175796,0.0,0.0,0.08752747847814922,0.0,0.0591892852274821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060826441861408,0.0,0.2496031453858276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518716339393732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156770901986647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496908907827923,0.0,0.0,0.2359479482029836,0.2490446159759086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534771174818575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631500273047687,0.0,0.0,0.07562187307059352,0.0,0.11381490933743603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018265718167012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400300881875214,0.08737613777649407,0.10941606983009801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887866923043583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268189752385328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049773005350795,0.0,0.12894868312562036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283353468847156,0.09674893654470083,0.10776461680727546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062696995634795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371455753318897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120465858533429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518315836219514,0.0,0.0,0.06606023873602468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784608000839283,0.0,0.0934760137727772,0.0668213051030252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186120561362652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649527604733035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729549668799409 adhd,Artistic_Drag0n,2019/10/10,"Half days at school Half days at school suck. Especially when teachers assign tests. My medication usually lasts 7-9 hours but school on half days are around 3 hours, so there isn’t really a point to taking meds. Anyone got any tips on how to stay focused?",4.303979591836736,6.263287510204084,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,71.85714285714286,8.16530612244898,22.45408163265306,8.841846274778883,1.4068734693877554,204,5,40,4,4,64,39,49,0.04,0.889,0.07,0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,8,19,1,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324622426336234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620001390072173,0.0,0.0,0.173402254931635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37686564888020935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578943212206028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38365308380840335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877788605985962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163651038461349,0.19622800701997248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841372360801063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247859197487534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914063292843822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761765657711853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645602814674674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145310140504716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vivanem,2019/10/10,"Taking vyvanse without sleep? So I'm in college and I accidentally stayed up all night. I usually take 50mg of vyvanse every morning, but I'm kinda worried that taking it without getting any sleep will cause problems. Is it safe or not to take it without getting any sleep?",4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,69.76923076923077,6.7384615384615385,38.0,7.1686216300943375,3.0843692307692314,220,13,35,2,4,73,37,52,0.145,0.784,0.07,-0.4802,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,12,10,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257252310147733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049286634537622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983356792985605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342083806756972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574790927507362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880711012287796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982577715126241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689774294112748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991433049849195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278817323180502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799560928178935,0.0,0.0,0.1685465953241954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Full_Of_Rain,2019/10/10,"School Tips Does anyone have good tips for school, for a person with ADHD",5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,68.28571428571428,5.6000000000000005,14.0,3.1291,-1.1034857142857146,59,0,11,0,1,17,11,14,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181113919639064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326163039469326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044519639714558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918042467369964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377518520779434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7041921351164525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeonnNightingale,2019/10/10,"I did it. I fucking did it all by myself. My meds wore off 10 hours ago. I had been doing other homework all day, but I got it all done. I fucking finished my lab report and it's not absolute garbage. I'm proud of myself for not doubling down on my meds because I know that's not good for my body or my mental health. I actually made it through on my own. Holy hell I'm tired.",-0.6726829268292676,1.3855861219512209,1.8543414634146345,96.37297560975607,90.21951219512195,4.255609756097561,20.39512195121951,5.6839178017228535,-0.16200878048780476,290,10,68,2,10,99,53,82,0.158,0.7929999999999999,0.049,-0.8809,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,3,11,14,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,15,2,9,6,5,8,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,4,48,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.21746198158833988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753629172700826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584262407911604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752760710729654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371487608986913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804508632317744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120283109465859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690958480964803,0.17822737890857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687099026519684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945481990007515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246832400301495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085881325729472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950552142145931,0.0,0.22457266888735944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561244920985243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thelemite-,2019/10/10,"Besides Stimulant Medication, What Things Really Help You With ADHD? Is there any type of diet, lifestyle change, or habit that help you deal with this?",7.170769230769231,9.513321461538466,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,65.15384615384616,9.815384615384616,28.384615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.1370615384615386,122,4,19,3,2,37,23,26,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.723,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316332178818333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442369816406144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37993722544867065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702719213182203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814666041247346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361809789680747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300831979342261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860590573970555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allevana,2019/10/10,"seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow, so nervous (Aus) (Victoria, Australia - would love all advice but especially local advice) I've suspected this for a while. I was really smart in high school (90+ ATAR, some of my work was exhibited in a museum, top of class for 3 subjects, Science captain etc) but as soon as the structure of school ended and university's free schedule showed up, my lack of focus, scatterbrainedness, disorganisation, inattention... really presented itself. I'm scared I'll just be dismissed by the psychiatrist because I know in my heart something is wrong. the GP I visited for my psychiatrist referral already did. I wrote up a list of what I experience. does it articulate the ADHD experience well? am I even struggling or just stupid and lazy? - find it extremely hard to focus in lectures even when I really actively try and repeat what the lecturer says - hard to focus on my readings - have to reread sentences 5 times to understand them - got in trouble in school for talking a lot in class, but generally excellent grades and people found me pleasant - always try to make lists and plans on calendars to be organised but still disorganised - can only study in silence at uni libraries - take a long time on exams just rereading the question over and over again - indecisive and impulsive at the same time - always late - not productive at all - forget to close the freezer door at work - misplaces things. I lost my myki and phone and stuff make weird mistakes at work by not paying attention to ingredients on pizza like no onion or extra cheese etc - irritable and a bit aggressive but not violent - bad sleeping - lethargy/sluggish/no motivation - emotionally reactive what should else should I mention to the psychiatrist? I'm not looking to be diagnosed to get on the drugs or anything. I'm not like that. I just want to know why I can't cope anymore (I am not depressed or otherwise mentally ill except for a bit of driving anxiety.. due to not being able to pay attention to road signs and I'm scared I miss things and will die on the road), why nobody ever flagged how bad my attention span is with me. what's wrong with me. if I need medication to get it under control then that's fine but I'm not trying to purposely get the medication. I just want to be able to be normal and function properly. What if I don't have ADHD and I'm just shit at things? :( I cried finding this subreddit because I felt so validated. I'm not alone. but what if I am?",6.249698688408365,7.5765620109890115,7.1469408011343525,69.96467210209147,66.25274725274724,10.70613257710032,34.457639135058486,10.738412736547279,4.090361219425736,1965,90,333,55,31,656,245,455,0.174,0.7,0.126,-0.9764,1,1,2,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,1,9,17,28,4,5,20,0,23,10,3,5,3,84,51,36,1,12,30,0,3,2,0,4,5,1,1,0,18,17,1,1,13,3,3,2,12,19,1,0,8,6,30,10,62,33,11,52,0,3,2,1,10,32,1,11,20,219,48,17,0.17026572917681046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046263188247886,0.1663816999700831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817197298498082,0.0939462330360893,0.0,0.14167472637828735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512640839123263,0.0,0.08442892578857883,0.0,0.0,0.07005709376608953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216477185837778,0.10379240815682167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858860778238464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548374663030472,0.0,0.0,0.09351445421901093,0.0,0.0,0.07332481152358494,0.08640806552450997,0.08835447269683977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450034350156398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872709502685707,0.0,0.0711175843530271,0.09576301409164736,0.07540244925238679,0.0,0.1898912957450168,0.11245890830694684,0.0770075499686921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665525545668148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174090062083034,0.0,0.15561979184384012,0.0,0.0,0.093343791863416,0.0,0.0,0.133435224054104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680885288465331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252464974492205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088285443602174,0.0,0.0899475455562578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357359192207326,0.0,0.09603357938229456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318323482160761,0.0,0.0,0.07533990618572274,0.07149016499442444,0.0,0.09293257831572148,0.07237691709301475,0.07683573409998405,0.0,0.11365369636057596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152480928242825,0.08579390404166601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312494037769216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341213187799107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474737975328394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059020409078282675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536829191036017,0.0,0.08515590275061326,0.0,0.16361487902075153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677010709036823,0.1704656980025988,0.2584770119705689,0.06783987088782414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738766210786085,0.0,0.0,0.08519434652507117,0.0,0.0,0.06553943837560497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798721563090472,0.0,0.0,0.0889993543944157,0.0974567620943221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400931925475814,0.06842657178056433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696754771828188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489249738855823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733988803625858,0.0,0.0,0.08862631440825446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042713850141116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654466931099542,0.0,0.15363833744202726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185933218043648,0.0,0.0,0.06047594442239108,0.18615884609288694,0.0,0.0 adhd,daemonsmusic,2019/10/10,"Behind at work, depressed and waiting a year for an assessment. I realised i might be ADHD over a year ago and went to discuss it with my GP. They weren't overly helpful but they did refer my to psychology, even though they had no idea what the process is or if it was even possible for an adult to be assessed in my part of Scotland. A year on and it's looking unlikely I'll ever get an appointment. I don't know what to do as I can't afford to go private but the not knowing one way or another is eating away at me. I just need to know. I'm trying to be proactive, writing to politicians to raise awareness of the issues here and reaching out to others in a similar boat to get organised. But really, I just want to get in with things and not be stressing about work or life stuff. What do you do to get through this endless waiting?",3.7277713178294576,4.594630575581399,5.024418604651164,84.56922480620159,71.73255813953489,7.826356589147288,30.6124031007752,8.07648339933343,2.0788589147286824,657,28,135,9,12,219,104,172,0.04,0.897,0.063,0.5881,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,2,8,2,0,1,10,0,16,2,0,0,1,31,31,14,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,8,1,2,5,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,1,14,0,33,21,1,18,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,5,5,107,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971540435790699,0.0,0.14541882129643438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201882961328632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412867354189447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129446465707232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678622518482803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167045630937336,0.14839097873274865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428336312974013,0.0,0.0932323662040572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995804298530784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519043717484326,0.0,0.17122368808095575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704697830505029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587208725191232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775916202503882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740292040282653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163965337035687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116329835167277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764820212353954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493968421246507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509347045841763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187916646043737,0.0,0.18779592802498707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898632725553553,0.0,0.16117651260727972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137795180960797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675987211391872,0.1302138164785562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520743145738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885807054540936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169249652260385 adhd,MnMsKartRacing,2019/10/10,"why do teachers have to be so rude when i physically cannot pay attention to what of happening in class? i was diagnosed over 6 years ago and still even now when i finally have worked up the courage to remind all my teachers at the beginning of the school year that i have adhd, they still act like i’m less than or a bad student when i physically cannot pay attention in class. it’s not even my fault when i get hyperfixated on a drawing i’m working on or a song i’m writing. i literally cannot help that at all and i have a medical diagnosis to prove it. yet SOMEHOW, it is this horrible awful thing when i would rather finish up the last part of a drawing during the last 2 minutes of class than get started on a homework assignment that i’d just get hyperfixated on and then would keep me from being able to focus at all in my next class. it’s so dumb. i hate having to explain these things over and over again in front of my entire class. i hate getting yelled at for it. it just makes me feel awful and i already feel bad enough but there’s nothing i can do about it. tl;dr: teachers are mean. just let me draw in peace, i promise, i’m listening.",3.1899346405228783,4.443285789915969,4.738095238095241,84.64301587301587,73.45378151260505,7.97796451914099,27.507936507936506,8.515128840125781,1.8239908496732031,910,34,194,16,18,306,125,238,0.099,0.8320000000000001,0.068,-0.7171,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,21,10,4,0,11,2,19,2,0,1,4,29,39,16,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,15,5,0,1,7,1,2,2,4,7,0,0,1,5,22,3,34,33,6,41,0,0,0,0,5,18,1,3,22,137,37,13,0.14767254718857747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747370459559295,0.0,0.1309028030310332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629603279331033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466008172320907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498845269137081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258521660591715,0.0,0.1950726493701862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933535384425026,0.0,0.0,0.1617680572680055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086112437856624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305863457827826,0.0,0.0,0.2915921352136908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898179557680516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125814508489486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407456711020216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510051846214982,0.0,0.07214534732786021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985725719444971,0.0,0.0,0.16085869557901586,0.0,0.1487645553525807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705142924357368,0.0,0.0,0.14169579177806216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599149780205588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945250161586812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452338896650427,0.0,0.2358629738824073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962141571856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325150484230505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150147462496659,0.0,0.0,0.20980468118080106,0.0,0.0,0.19019255750960296 adhd,jakeisphat,2019/10/10,"Does the dry mouth ever go away? It has now been 6 weeks that I have been on 80mg of Strattera. The dry mouth it is causing me is really starting to get to me. I chew sugar-free gum all day straight, drink water all day straight, and even use Biotene mouthwash and spray. None of that helps. It gets so dry that I get this bitter metallic taste in my mouth and I always feel self-conscious when talking to people because I worry it may be causing bad breath. I really don’t want to stop taking Strattera because it has worked wonders for my ADD symptoms and for the first time I’m able to finish my homework before night because I can actually concentrate. It has also brought my anxiety way down and I finally feel for once in my life that I don’t have extreme social anxiety. But this dry mouth issue has discouraged me from dating and altogether is just extremely uncomfortable. If anyone takes/has taken Strattera, did this ever go away? If not, what medications worked for you as an alternative? I’m willing to try stimulants, but I feel like those aren’t going to help my social anxiety like Strattera and could possibly make anxiety worse. My doctor increased my Wellbutrin from 300mg to 450mg after I told him about this and it has not helped with my Strattera side effects at all. I feel lost and frustrated.",6.0981472332015825,6.8235694150197626,6.341301877470357,77.76238759881423,66.31225296442688,9.170849802371539,32.80854743083004,9.188382445141503,2.8812610671936763,1054,43,191,18,16,338,146,253,0.126,0.809,0.066,-0.9093,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,5,9,7,2,0,4,0,21,13,5,6,5,39,43,17,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,17,11,4,2,6,1,0,5,6,5,0,1,7,6,26,2,27,32,5,32,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,4,18,123,43,4,0.11239789351352804,0.0,0.10968413047814136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988455483452794,0.09352405141077412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439363235651427,0.0,0.0,0.0785912205258528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120304173672344,0.0,0.09384754622064742,0.20555013793894966,0.0,0.09564232888398518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092719612620494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897405720707174,0.0,0.0,0.1449746857409887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504400671764226,0.09836015404972656,0.0,0.0,0.11010714531829167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423774861590507,0.20334065916766034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273270085570704,0.08029707758422548,0.0,0.12312639837843875,0.0,0.09560559080411644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616978092652585,0.0,0.19163493928263145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260138163286202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731419893861665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938995618921907,0.10982386666762337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269557816442485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502646670422679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132290528567525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547780902032652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970008832149495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792254714766375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671173684267345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400993739463455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725551600433835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291509956730925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795558075376582,0.0,0.0,0.09396967182182354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682444774534118,0.08450922783173434,0.09034116924963824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655401155876544,0.0,0.0,0.10740100395808404,0.0,0.0763107917041841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707569206909064,0.0,0.0,0.06629518972328402,0.08921621617973381,0.09015881044012904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189072094228667,0.16365401026059867,0.11414551678657416,0.11454305591096844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zeurosis,2019/10/10,"I’m 22 and still need my mom to help me with homework Not really the content of the homework (I’m a physics major, she couldn’t help me if she tried) but sitting down with me while I do homework and keeping me on task, I just need that sometimes. I don’t ask her to sit down with me as often as would be helpful; most of the time I’m a little embarrassed. It seems kind of infantile. Sometimes though desperation trumps the shame and I ask my mom to help me.",5.783437499999998,4.646384635416666,6.279250000000001,84.24075000000002,67.22916666666666,9.346666666666668,32.74166666666667,8.238735603445708,2.1728441666666685,359,13,80,4,5,117,57,96,0.11,0.7809999999999999,0.11,-0.2525,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,14,9,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,15,1,14,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,4,3,54,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453609891915622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952334052528478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418023581701255,0.0,0.19234879947632635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851296374788074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326641945106701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27392275324701315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833103753018748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815458401547606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653691661818673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751099311768295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147829621691916,0.0,0.10770687103464438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254071117656435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121388394410988,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raikonai,2019/10/10,"Is it worth getting tested/ medication? So I'm 24 and getting shit done in my life finally and I just found out that way back in fourth grade my teacher(who later became the teacher in charge of special needs kids) suspected I have adhd told my parents but my parents didnt believe it and that my dad pretended to not pay attention during the meeting. I dont really know much about adhd and I just want to know if it's worth going and getting tested if I'm already 24.",3.285,5.200533617021278,4.683989361702128,82.40875,74.53191489361703,7.253191489361702,29.835106382978722,8.07648339933343,2.2352382978723404,376,17,70,6,8,125,63,94,0.042,0.8640000000000001,0.095,0.4203,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,19,17,9,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,1,3,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,8,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,3,43,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44978534176302654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650148415008027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389063585697978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083028131415646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149791769106195,0.21931377245008007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499065225023053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051772693066564,0.0,0.0,0.2933015078367849,0.0,0.10634971247660306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056823885821921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217473357196075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885127617185796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375613326111227,0.13875376855047752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155691770811409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198796171488214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208521021536626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788097608932627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037352153077,0.14853427523941762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Devils_Advocaat_,2019/10/10,"I have a house inspection Saturday It's 4:21pm on Thursday and my house looks like a bomb hit it. I have almost no time to do this tomorrow between work, an appointment, and taking the cat to the vet. I've already postponed once (for legit reasons, I was in hospital) but there's just SO MUCH to do. I just feel paralysed.",2.5225520833333306,4.669174484375001,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,77.59375,7.3916666666666675,27.854166666666664,8.344100000000001,2.094716666666667,253,11,50,5,6,83,49,64,0.086,0.884,0.03,-0.2967,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,7,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786640228571944,0.0,0.30709639403396954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071016316984286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422111868920315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595686932962736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369081621662816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045728115575234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963663502382951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861251698650223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923703369941554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227126582179066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259609831083367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KrostyXD,2019/10/10,"Introvert? So i just got diagnosed with adhd and im super happy about it. (gave me an explanation why im struggling like this in life). Im 24 years old and it took me 10 months to get the diagnosis. I really dont have the hyperactivity side that bad, but focusing on stuff is REALLY hard for me. Guess thats the reason why i got the diagnosis so late. I've had many jobs but i get so bored off them really easily and i lose motivation. Making it to work in time is a daily stuggle too. Oh and i've quit university twice just because of the stress that the smallest fails gave me. Couldnt sleep at nights because of it and it just cycled on untill i couldnt even stay awake in school and failed all of my classes. (which leads into more stress etc.) I got depressed after 2 attempts in school and losing a job after that. When i was younger i used to be really outgoing/talkative but thats not the case anymore, now i avoid going out mostly lol. I also feel like i've become really socially awkward and i get anxiety over the smallest of things. Im not on meds right now but will be soon. Will meds make me want to go out more orrr maybe make it easier to talk to people? i miss the old me haha. Also this wasnt supposed to be this long but i got sidetracked and legit couldnt remember what i was writing about. :D",0.6296768422229668,3.009180660516609,3.1138342837973845,87.36464161914347,87.41328413284134,6.384479481158447,18.91322822319132,7.686295010490155,0.7911662976629765,1033,29,215,21,33,356,150,271,0.162,0.72,0.11800000000000001,-0.9159,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,10,16,18,0,5,12,2,16,3,1,7,1,41,36,21,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,18,13,0,1,4,0,0,4,7,13,0,1,11,2,23,5,31,17,5,35,0,6,0,0,6,15,0,2,17,136,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994369608625676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631639073308614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998354945226845,0.0,0.09072565260519316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638372503173853,0.11153326750920314,0.10103478246556256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879339119259464,0.09285239699358988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721632968859973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020267140058942,0.060423058520042996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046256094094047455,0.06535482430862158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433868507713076,0.0,0.10398276139064333,0.0,0.2926663418647871,0.0,0.10077783735669876,0.0,0.0,0.09738438729874993,0.08194998489699187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39526542806846415,0.0,0.1815637194076418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319578367358448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461650653690627,0.0893870577472429,0.0,0.0,0.08095877203306039,0.0,0.20469011991939515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319501895227105,0.09274848190317594,0.0919060567465654,0.0,0.20323196056145185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302013249109103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584974552468667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199013176483615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342216344267428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730246485806764,0.0,0.0,0.29302885112007143,0.09405882618426477,0.0,0.0,0.10363137608279303,0.07812520612642121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851695207966468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154815857914944,0.0932544714759504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975077372535732,0.0,0.0,0.20958485301261776,0.09563694472548316,0.1047251076477928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705967942488238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077663650116472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334394312053242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163996950461698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901115446148728,0.0,0.0,0.053958507672054186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650967165507915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660005201785793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058911467443450626 adhd,belugawhalebih,2019/10/10,"WHAA ok does anyone do that shit where they’ll be scrollllin through social media or just chilling, what SUDDENLY ponder something that absolutely MUST be googled at THAT moment. like it’s just fucking urgent or some shit. so you click out of whatever you’re doing. and INSTANTLYYY. just as quick as you decided to search. you forget what you were so “desperately”searching for. fucking struggle",5.730378151260503,8.99627044117647,5.377983193277314,73.8073529411765,72.52941176470588,8.003361344537815,30.302521008403357,8.841846274778883,3.103199159663866,322,14,48,7,7,99,53,68,0.16699999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,7,7,4,1,0,1,7,4,2,0,1,12,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,2,8,4,1,6,0,0,1,2,6,3,4,3,4,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031093060464983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25419967393297904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370853451146809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419131119032974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59634396754472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961062278942189,0.0,0.223624524153766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036711752454025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADDHalp,2019/10/10,"In the past, I took classes before I was diagnosed with ADD and my GPA might affect my chances of being accepted into a top Nursing school Hey guys, I'm seeking for advice on what options I may or may not have to possibly void my past transcripts prior to my diagnosis. For some context, I'm in my 2nd year at a CC in another state and so far, my grades have been phenomenal in comparison to my whole educational career in the past ever since I received treatment for my ADD. And when I say phenomenal, I mean that I went from a student with a 1.6 GPA including grades of C's, D's (mostly), and F's, to 3.0 my first semester, 4.0 second, 3.5 summer, and so far doing great this semester with all A's so far. Without going into too much detail, the state I lived in previously, I have fought through grades 5-12 with the bare minimum passing grades and was able to graduate. The entire school system in that state failed to help and recognize my disability throughout my time including teachers and more importantly, my counselors. I started attending CC a couple years later, only to stop attending classes because I still struggled with school. My grades for that semester F's. I attended another institution a year later and tried giving school another try which resulted with me stop attending classes again. I knew something didn't seem right after all these years and I've looked online if anyone else was struggling just like I have throughout my whole life, and found out about the symptoms of ADD/ADHD. I quickly made an appointment with my PCP, who sent me over to a specialist and I went through a process/screening of tests. And after a few months of answering questions about my past, struggles, as well as conducting tests, I was diagnosed with ADD. ––– I had no one to guide me through college. My HS did not help prep me nor emphasize the importance of college education and grades. And I've always feel resentful for the entire school system for failing to help me and to recognize my disability which may have taken me to an Uni if I was diagnosed earlier. (this isn't as much as a problem to me now as I stopped dwelling on this) I don't see ""*academic forgiveness*"" at the institutions I've went to in the past, which clears grades on my transcript up to a certain amount. **I'm trying to find out if there is anything I could do or who to call if it is possible to clean/clear my transcript on the classes I took before my diagnosis so that I may fairly have a chance to get into a top nursing program.**",7.11056749056749,7.047937569646575,7.549045969045969,72.66980287980293,64.15592515592516,10.95128975128975,36.73373373373373,10.585719281625627,3.9469426503426517,2005,91,362,46,27,660,227,481,0.071,0.852,0.077,0.0121,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,5,16,15,2,4,27,0,28,5,0,3,5,73,51,33,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,5,5,1,0,1,15,32,0,3,10,0,0,13,8,9,1,3,20,4,52,6,74,24,11,73,0,2,2,0,15,27,0,16,29,249,67,32,0.0786131076146959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447767851079143,0.07681981892716437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541240310017586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472980932113938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054968112689990516,0.08054841881850948,0.06469188929602311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792182074143402,0.0,0.13378792890227822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027277234695482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276616962354882,0.08698390833045708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937194830800335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567116399843516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111005652284097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039749149269583416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185095616330622,0.0668682691775357,0.0,0.0861952148609118,0.0,0.0,0.04107210409231706,0.0754128561279988,0.04467764069720759,0.0,0.0,0.08667122867385196,0.0,0.07783933607372162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580781268228256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552676277405415,0.03840639347909471,0.0,0.06941681428267385,0.0,0.06601521117926161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438562321044749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563272041461016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339608405280949,0.0,0.0,0.06274823248525531,0.0,0.11557935887378927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053270276242934136,0.05978881078327687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752255323838339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724893399820166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522212705517584,0.0,0.0,0.08806467198332672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713516436822785,0.0,0.06251629847430502,0.0,0.397803309297916,0.06264446869555877,0.07156642067058286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502957498431533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052021093073711,0.0,0.0,0.055642762189126095,0.0,0.06278052928978704,0.19717223408348536,0.0,0.2465504664434688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170911923297351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583993523999413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468411022256353,0.16011941931140286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068262480029533,0.21862541504953786,0.0,0.17553745443177055,0.0,0.07578023042527962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249705548755068 adhd,mhpro90,2019/10/10,"Any of you use Amazon echo or Google home to help with ADHD? I just got an Amazon echo because, despite how creeped out I am by it, I think it could help me with some of my symptoms at home. I'm curious if any of y'all have used these for yourself or your kids. Any tips or ideas? I'm planning to use it to help with reminders, alarms, tasklists, and to give me a way to do certain things (like play music in the morning) without opening my phone and getting stuck in a rabbit hole. Basically hoping it will help me spend less time glued to a screen while still using the advantages of technology to basically be my own parent to the ADHD child part of me.",7.855889724310777,5.588066180451128,7.782819548872182,78.74485588972433,63.88721804511278,10.37042606516291,35.700501253132835,8.344100000000001,2.6587102756892227,514,18,108,5,6,166,88,133,0.028999999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.188,0.9615,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,2,3,6,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,5,1,24,18,8,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,6,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,13,5,23,13,4,9,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,6,4,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571053498436509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030987740061044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090567099185549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862132577274932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776218696939427,0.14252220627553785,0.0,0.0,0.11882527161572146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983342638635096,0.0,0.2980563257952961,0.1475638687056519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771782778195518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258396266594579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649697784548811,0.16088719819479516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864846400114605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442146795433132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870353104666016,0.09519787371002826,0.0,0.0,0.0866325589743329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132682811278916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792821908165077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321650427810276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Axisnegative,2019/10/10,"Desperately need to raise the dosage of my meds. I'm thinking about looking for a new doctor but I'm scared I'll end up even worse off than I am now. Okay so long story short, I've been diagnosed ADHD for 10+ years and been on and off multiple medications throughout that time period for a whole bunch of different reasons. About a year ago, after being off meds for quite some time and fucking up my life about as bad as you possibly can, I decided I wanted help. I got into a treatment center for my substance abuse problems and the psych there put me back on adderall along with subutex. Since then I have switched to an outside doctor, maintained sobriety, started tapering off the subutex and switched from adderall to 10mg x 2 daily of generic dextroamphetamine. I was on 15mg but had asked for an increase many months ago and got a whole lecture about ""not wanting to make me a speed addict as well"" and a reluctant bump up to 20mg. Basically, I haven't been anywhere near as medicated as I've needed to be for this whole past year. It's definitely better than being unmedicated, but its not sustainable. Its enough to help with some of my anxiety/depression and give me a solid 2-3 hours of focus a day, but not much more. Usually by lunch time I'm crashing and I'm lucky if I can stay awake past 3 in the afternoon without becoming incredibly irritable and unmotivated. Back when I took meds in highschool I was prescribed 40mg of adderall a day. That seemed to work a whole lot better. That is also the same dose that my mom who is also ADHD is prescribed. Realistically I would like to be on either 40 or 45mg of dextroamphetamine a day. Either 15mg x 3 or 15mg x 2 and then 10mg. I've tried to make the most out of my current prescription. I take 500mg of magnesium supplements a day, I take regular days off and sometimes even a full week off. I don't consume anything acidic within a couple hour window of taking my medication. I eat plenty of food, drink pretty much only water (and coffee) and even though I don't sleep great I am usually in bed by 9 or 10 and up around 7 am. I'm not really sure what else I can do. So my problem is I can't decide if I should stay with my current doctor and just hope that since I've been seeing him for a year now that maybe hell be a little more open to listening to me or to start looking for a new doctor. It would have to be another few months before I could switch doctors anyway as I need to be tapered off the subutex first. You need a doctor specifically licensed to prescribe it for you and it is VERY unpleasant to get off of too quickly. I have done it before and it's basically like 3 weeks of moderate opioid withdrawal. I am down to 8mg a day and will likely drop to 4mg next month. I could probably be off of it entirely within 3 months. As much as it sucks being in this position with my doctor, I do understand his hesitance to increase my dosage since I am in recovery for substance abuse and I do really like him as a person. I can tell that it's not that he doesn't believe me or care, he's just genuinely concerned and trying to be careful. I'm also afraid that if I change doctors I'm going to end up with somebody who won't even feel comfortable continuing my current prescription, much less increasing it. That is not an option. It really pisses me off too, I know a guy who recently wanted an adderall script (I believe he is diagnosed) and got his doctor to up him to 90mg a day on literally his second appointment ever with the guy. Oh, and he also gave him 3mg of xanax on top of it. Like, I just want to be able to function for more than 2 hours a day and this dude who is also a recovering addict just has people throwing insane amounts of controlled substances at him. I obviously don't want to go to that doctor for a number of reasons. So yeah, any advice would be appreciated greatly",5.910715778474401,5.560349060025544,7.1589118193428565,75.43238375130619,66.70114942528735,10.387658191106468,32.48255543945199,10.018931242160765,3.064474074074075,3066,115,604,64,44,1049,332,783,0.099,0.797,0.10300000000000001,-0.6816,4,0,2,0,2,0,61.0,0,3,0,7,34,26,4,2,38,2,58,28,2,5,3,100,105,57,0,21,25,1,1,5,0,6,20,1,2,3,33,35,5,1,9,1,0,8,14,9,1,2,13,6,63,17,122,72,27,109,1,0,3,1,30,41,4,16,62,412,96,14,0.048272424444655834,0.11438985880331486,0.0,0.10524813584427438,0.11602814685743562,0.0471712544832722,0.0855811833575251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301720194022334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282690395433386,0.050617845980444935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039724092240827964,0.04297269210404271,0.04512820055744892,0.0,0.0,0.07423702943800932,0.04030545807077153,0.0,0.05331310022734783,0.08215255554068576,0.10877298378123476,0.0,0.08538607320867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984339078195365,0.0,0.051065824367384015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054141628702246265,0.07708320591226211,0.0534125194918247,0.0,0.24905376231013784,0.0,0.04157696843990562,0.0979909893695476,0.0,0.05043440928285591,0.0,0.4940887189686929,0.0,0.049399450034674566,0.0,0.04728859845184066,0.0,0.04939474143085692,0.04032541644129642,0.0,0.08551008008659375,0.0498783184837643,0.0,0.12753392431046967,0.04366517155864663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02440798822328472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04106049957264479,0.05837120725050225,0.0,0.0,0.044627078547599786,0.025220349401488092,0.04630730815828982,0.05486866250071155,0.0,0.11582360279486074,0.10644103673372357,0.0,0.09559457915993837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471197713243322,0.0,0.0,0.04794540948918002,0.14261584301569466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02652926204182104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0340962409704534,0.11791734124658501,0.048381650914471885,0.0,0.04271957658891092,0.08107335762549557,0.0,0.0,0.041039489024612436,0.0,0.0,0.06444443631665339,0.048940661730268654,0.04849613860949363,0.0,0.16085934395671325,0.14588816733410573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653608008713003,0.1541223545837256,0.0,0.1419431450526645,0.14317356427217248,0.0,0.09324361666632952,0.051338271035606765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036713354028915415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216298254220566,0.0334660210448517,0.04214961907086393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441990549629714,0.0,0.04911040991006471,0.052045838077742115,0.09238038172042623,0.0,0.048527119499975374,0.0,0.051343665367065985,0.0,0.0,0.09277365355595496,0.09926418418008864,0.04766319551042049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832911806163221,0.0,0.03846687243052916,0.04394540222894519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979434500226828,0.0,0.04830728621227949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774266209846157,0.0,0.06833494095746495,0.10290396321511397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549618875841075,0.0,0.10888456681510504,0.0,0.042192226657863326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03093102042906612,0.047427411924388485,0.0,0.08444411667069904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363243973085395,0.06554761502552056,0.0,0.0,0.050253296265370236,0.0,0.0,0.1063305112980638,0.03982980566410265,0.142361633164245,0.0,0.07744245428349338,0.0,0.04340270686086413,0.0,0.0,0.21557775193918946,0.0,0.0465328945591648,0.0,0.0351428999175098,0.0,0.04919372453769978,0.10287403596589458,0.0,0.0,0.1243434346750176 adhd,OKave,2019/10/10,"After the lifelong rollercoaster and months of jumping through hoops, I got my medication. Hey all, I just wanted to thank all of you. You guys have made me feel like I'm not alone. I've always felt like the Omega in any group, and didn't know why. I didn't realize until recently that I had ADHD, or know what it was. I want to tell my story as short as I can, to hopefully help a fellow lurker get help or offer something relatable to those who may feel alone. ---- Background Story Begin ---- I have a super conservative family, that doesn't believe anything aside from 'crazy' is real. I made it as far as I did through finesse and topics being self apparent. The line in the road for me was Junior year of high school. I had failed geometry twice. On top of that, the one class I actually enjoyed - a computer programming class - had been taken away from me. My 'teacher' who was a half baked coach with no ambitions in life had failed me. He lied straight to the principal, and said he never saw me complete assignments, and the principal sided with him. I never tried in any class like I did in that one. My dad wasn't willing to take it to the school district, as he's super passive until he's not. It hit me really hard, and I dropped out. I didn't know what ADHD was, but knew my mom and aunt secretly took my older brother to the psychiatrist for an evaluation when he was in highschool. He generally lacked ambitions as he'd already been torn down by so many years of not being able to focus. Medication worked, but he didn't. Like many say, meds are a car, but you still gotta drive. After dropping out, realizing my deep interest in computers, I tried learning to program beyond the basics that were used in that class. I learned several web programming languages in a matter of weeks. I was spending an unhealthy amount of time programming. 12 -36 hour sprints, followed by 12-24 hour sleep and crashes. I loved it, soooo much. I became a hermit and gained 50-60 lbs. (Context: my parents divorced when I was 7, and I lived with my father up until this point.) Enter my uncle, who'd been queued by a father with no idea what to do, as I'd been unresponsive to everything he'd recommend or say. I moved in with my uncle, and discovered what family is. He motivated me to get my GED and get into school, which took 3 weeks and 3 months respectively. He was an old fashioned, tough love type of guy, but wasn't afraid to be vulnerable or honest with you. After I enrolled, I moved out and rented a room from some 60 y/o Jewish guy (I'm a Jordanian/Palestinian and Native American). We got along surprisingly well for a while, but eventually ended up butting heads because I was super impulsive with my words, and got seemingly worse when I was anxious or depressed. I took on the task of doing 30 credit hours in 2 semesters at a community college, and transferred to the local university. Again, those general ed classes were either apparent or finessed. Now I'm at the University, taking classes that require studying. I look up guides and tutorials on studying practices. I try day after day, set aside time, no distractions. I read pages over and over again, and have no clue what I read. My GPA plummets from a 3.4, down to a 2.3. I'm devastated. Anxious and depressed. I start to doubt myself, but I realize I excel with minimal effort on things I enjoy, and disastrously fail on things I don't have absolute interest in. I had a lot of traumatic and stressful family related issues and events happen during this time period, which further prevented me from getting the help I so badly needed. It took me losing my dream internship of 3 years at a fortune 20 company, and a seemingly cyclical downward spiral to start thinking long and hard about it all. During the lowest moment I had, I acquired a 10 mg adderall. I was at the 'fuck it, why not' point, and took it to try and study. For the first time in my life, with minimal effort, I studied for two hours. I actually retained the information I read, and didn't reread anything. I started to research everything relating to adhd, anxiety, and depression. Maybe there is hope. ---- Background Story End ---- Having no insurance following my termination without notice, I had limited options. Layer that with being in school full time, self deprecating depression, and a lack of experience. Turns out when you get terminated from a prestigious company, you're damaged goods and no one wants you. Been out of work since April, and had to fight to get unemployment at a minimum. I found a community health center that does sliding scale payments. Guess what, they also have a psychiatrist. After weeks of struggling with the general lack of professionalism from the receptionist and scheduling staff, I got an appointment with a therapist to begin the procedure. Three weeks later, I spoke with a nurse practitioner, who diagnosed me. Two weeks after that, I got my appointment with the psychiatrist. All in all, the process took 3 months. I'm scheduled to have follow up therapy this Monday, to make sure everything is good. These last few months have been the hardest I've ever had in life. I'm choosing to omit plenty of personal details, but I want you guys to know that you all helped me through it all. It truly wouldn't have been possible to keep going if I didn't find this incredible sub. Thank you all for being you. You're beautiful, and have a beautiful mind that is capable of many great things. Don't ever forget you are worth it, and you can do it. And thanks for helping me.",5.331815561959656,6.8126265773294925,6.2366486071085525,75.07071930835737,68.52929875120077,9.625006724303557,31.26712776176753,9.920623952692797,3.230443012487992,4381,181,777,106,75,1448,458,1041,0.11800000000000001,0.748,0.133,0.8248,8,2,1,0,3,0,162.0,1,12,1,19,18,46,2,5,54,0,75,13,2,5,13,152,149,70,0,12,22,7,5,4,1,4,7,4,3,7,47,59,1,6,23,5,4,17,25,18,1,9,59,11,101,28,141,77,19,144,1,9,2,3,64,58,1,17,70,522,148,41,0.04910251607252576,0.0,0.0958339451273742,0.0,0.1770350467625005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171079621420337,0.054185847497443394,0.03926726436294842,0.0408572268928914,0.0,0.0,0.06678278945268049,0.0,0.037563290395985514,0.11094373337285482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081437384434888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613343020612571,0.0,0.040998549907092466,0.029932438044734895,0.0,0.0,0.05532172089779883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148305388758068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333412143395269,0.0,0.16916770057057925,0.04983802021377029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296994271108389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698050968268227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883207391939511,0.0,0.0,0.1323905258924172,0.04803168275304976,0.1388684464234723,0.0,0.04965541498359695,0.03507884729335903,0.047146115732415984,0.0,0.04487881012320588,0.04176657508725845,0.0,0.053838374432758455,0.0,0.04539448488164725,0.1539242280976899,0.0,0.02790609145194333,0.08236972165707765,0.1963588385170392,0.054135697317069284,0.05409195732049808,0.19447684319352096,0.04342119279938491,0.0,0.0879724193678362,0.0,0.05039334756664132,0.05219367844792699,0.0,0.0,0.16456190743398638,0.0518795041458281,0.0,0.09753975554906796,0.19342434953116666,0.0,0.0,0.055430763867083434,0.0,0.05125026954553728,0.0,0.04364457240959338,0.0,0.0,0.1079418347669074,0.040025104224627316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404767770783152,0.09595603635658624,0.0,0.04335842129183731,0.04345418155811563,0.04123374671623983,0.05493315554797221,0.0,0.04174520324226993,0.08863387569135381,0.0929239759139872,0.032776310765697,0.1493467330586878,0.04933007722158705,0.0,0.054541825986705775,0.0989312381927582,0.0,0.0,0.04957954367937304,0.0575082733691707,0.1567726394550444,0.10437640749772166,0.036095999121217366,0.03640889349205585,0.07574177493845698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590353999785581,0.05152483068585127,0.0,0.09981940702154288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054522533207536736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287442306219328,0.0,0.0,0.09283549804867043,0.05535570908316153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734741173217544,0.05588941319937013,0.03145632913784272,0.0,0.048482810849941896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670773714801076,0.07809658322311458,0.0,0.19877747089446784,0.0,0.08940217294179352,0.10244926624896857,0.05547186668642741,0.0,0.04061810870659363,0.0,0.04913797732239565,0.0,0.0,0.03780151580451757,0.0,0.0,0.10426504081619094,0.0,0.03921333276382484,0.0,0.05624676626099388,0.051332611098245634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627854029394727,0.0,0.07383796240603094,0.0,0.04291776332839118,0.13562099900547678,0.0561530064556418,0.05701180573629806,0.09786458949506036,0.03146290962657428,0.0,0.0,0.14316035996932006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273282124346968,0.1333495409577538,0.05340943734446895,0.09593204665643708,0.0,0.0,0.04240880839550944,0.0,0.0,0.11584774472759668,0.0,0.1969353828763441,0.0,0.04414905892431606,0.0,0.0886147666952904,0.0,0.0,0.04733307326654259,0.0,0.07149443301788536,0.0,0.050039658823211014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948612313844387 adhd,nattylite__,2019/10/10,"Adderal and alcohol Hi guys So I have been diagnosed with ADHD when I was a kid, but just a couple years ago got on Concerta. A couple months ago I switch to Adderall because I didn’t like how the concerta was making me feel zombie-like. Of course the Adderall has improved my life and I am very organized and have everything together while on it, but I’ve recently started a new job that involves drinking alcohol. It’s a really good paying job but I have to stay up all night and drink a lot... i’m worried about the effects of Adderall mixing with the alcohol. Are usually take the Adderall at about 730 or 8 AM in the morning, and go to sleep around 12:00 am on a normal day. Would it be safe to keep taking Adderall early in the morning if I’m going to be drinking in the evening??",5.859866385372715,5.623891892405067,6.86552742616034,77.10851617440227,66.78481012658227,10.060196905766526,35.27707454289733,9.725611199111238,3.365542053445852,621,28,119,12,9,209,98,158,0.018000000000000002,0.877,0.105,0.9337,2,0,6,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,15,0,15,9,1,3,1,24,26,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,8,6,2,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,8,3,20,18,2,25,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,14,80,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016826497406486,0.0,0.23627697285632684,0.4272849658780678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186412387336708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124199285524276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29492811206958397,0.0,0.0859500691747917,0.0,0.0,0.13526930469463638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39167045094978253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802556937861061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977719225074962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738684071261437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514842512306024,0.11178308175818202,0.10659060469463576,0.0,0.0,0.1319612378519343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645058057439193,0.11845917912102755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413467173763056,0.06511046317416873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330395133468615,0.0,0.0,0.08896077229219758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637724895203296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287159082158151,0.0,0.1250676962721548,0.13057925800957407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537810596147906,0.0,0.1315910239849609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336926302431126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433132586104828,0.1420513012878785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040944226698654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678139718409774,0.10996419472788772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534521580307288,0.0,0.09467332595760836,0.0,0.0,0.08582345203394602 adhd,rcress9601,2019/10/10,"How can I help?? Hello everyone! I am new to Reddit. My daughter(7) has ADHD. She is a happy , upbeat kid. She does very well in school. The issue I have noticed more recently is she struggles at home following and completing tasks. Mornings are particularly difficult. Getting ready, eating breakfast, brushing her teeth, etc. (until her medication had kicked in) Unfortunately, my schedule is complicated and I have to work 2nd into a 3rd shift job, while my husband works 1st. My question is...as someone with ADHD what advice would you offer your parents or family to help you cope or what could I do to support you in the midst of it all? I feel like such a failure as a parent and I don’t want to discourage her nor “kill” her spirit. Thank you!",2.770296762589929,5.581902517985616,4.352081834532374,79.33373426258994,81.37410071942446,6.640467625899283,25.95368705035971,7.865858978985527,1.9957514388489208,586,24,100,11,16,195,100,139,0.1,0.7170000000000001,0.183,0.9154,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,2,3,9,1,1,6,0,14,4,1,1,1,15,20,10,1,3,2,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,2,23,5,14,17,3,11,1,1,0,0,21,5,0,3,6,73,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37231802110126816,0.15136592799034893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162409102837604,0.0,0.0,0.12367458872138234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555353301164327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850078520121533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275380767778262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801304121743847,0.0,0.0,0.14602539472073178,0.0,0.07832180484208133,0.11066018208500404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092855772472285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648933211085778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765164246828646,0.0,0.15537675569045034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167475836323647,0.15371378059867047,0.0,0.1713732664684449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567603609216479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604487714136075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960283249283085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635402508024242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34399496665467266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352280940105538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294449762786475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676649049798402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124578240567275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619345140826781,0.0,0.0,0.1757780348900661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261058161335716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780825021645553,0.0913636957514842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927318815779038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255372563887271,0.0,0.0,0.11003610914221887,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwayyyywayyyyy,2019/10/10,"Anyone stop making a post because they can't figure what they're trying to say? Yeah, that's it, guess I finally can post",1.0114666666666672,3.4625442799999995,2.764,90.08866666666668,86.2,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.155266666666666,97,2,19,1,3,32,23,25,0.098,0.804,0.098,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307666013626384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118492635866106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615347910580916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363568327907538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029945097857606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6321603692637578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624553222347529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759221914660474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407060141118354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,forestbroom,2019/10/10,Is everyone here diagnosed with ADHD? Just wondering if people on this subreddit have been diagnosed with ADHD and really have it or if many people here only self-diagnosed themselves.,6.8308602150537645,10.166148000000009,7.852903225806456,57.16602150537637,69.0,13.165591397849465,32.913978494623656,11.855464076750405,6.252088172043012,152,7,18,7,3,51,23,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105335072906555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6467527687120491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295986972100352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534298667184487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154181467550122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29450655831096045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360706001572944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158232581882933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034165353147615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MagicMauiWowee,2019/10/10,The more I read in this sub the more I see myself. I opened a browser with the adult adhd test. THREE WEEKS AGO. I still haven’t taken it because squirrels. I think I need to make a dr appointment for this.,0.3955813953488381,2.637329953488376,1.7593488372093056,97.7664651162791,86.67441860465117,4.370232558139535,17.902325581395353,5.6839178017228535,-0.5182427906976748,160,4,36,1,5,51,33,43,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,4,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,24,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567130551491515,0.0,0.3368669135302163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316581176010837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536678917548145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817817819484844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801252227238447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028286378022727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034863661742533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435029985680463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30483103326230665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bannanaduck,2019/10/10,"Repeated outer ear infections from using ear plugs at night For the life of me, I can’t block out sounds at night. Ear plugs help me sleep, but using them every night, I’ve got the third outer ear infection this year!! I just don’t know what to do, I’ve got a sound machine and it helps a bit but I cannot sleep without the plugs. I think it may be a sensory issue, and I know my mom is afraid that if I don’t figure out something better that eventually it’ll damage my hearing. My biggest issue at the moment is I live in an apartment complex with loud plumbing, so whenever a neighbor takes a shower in the morning, it literally sounds as loud as if someone were doing construction outside. So I put on the sound machine to cancel out the frequency, but this sound irritates me so I put the plugs in so I can’t hear it anymore. I’ve tried to sleep without plugs and I can’t, I wake up constantly through the night without them. I actually hate my sound machine, so if anyone has a good one I’d like to hear about it, or any ideas at all really.",4.278013289036544,4.780105083720934,5.547192691029904,82.6447093023256,70.25581395348837,8.561461794019934,29.310631229235877,8.634040054169528,2.086900332225914,823,30,170,13,14,276,113,215,0.059000000000000004,0.841,0.1,0.8584,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,7,6,1,1,16,0,15,11,8,2,1,29,27,17,0,3,11,1,0,1,1,2,3,15,2,0,11,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,9,3,0,2,3,15,22,3,27,21,2,26,0,1,0,0,9,16,0,5,9,109,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.11160185914951187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777080920756795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341743506545908,0.07996531754666537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114484170868948,0.1248548525534536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358585033508385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635581882802087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592231711153756,0.1829331885257496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290985486501368,0.0,0.0,0.3866864742901744,0.0,0.1533103101654683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910198559439384,0.0,0.23873066503079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570190472681786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077801838690643,0.05587201925048515,0.0,0.10098468594870852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394064526817762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42928797573069183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749537590255491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993294507916484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326391101057654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433369846187922,0.0,0.09689945800258372,0.08804227848173547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598679590381382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327923741241837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764501747183299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197545947000876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307257549786909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364606747393088 adhd,coastermarioguy,2019/10/10,"Slurred speech and visual fuzziness after being on SSRI’s for a while, but completely aimless and scattered focus without them. 18 M 6’1” 170 lbs. me and my psychologist are currently working through a large amount of psychological medical issues that I’ve been having for a while. I’ve been on SSRI’s for about a year now and while they do definitely help me laser focus on one thing at a time, which I was near completely incapable of beforehand, I feel as if the extent to which I can use my focus significantly reduced, i.e. I can focus on one thing but not nearly as strongly as before when I couldn’t. I have also realized that when I tried slightly waning off of SSRI’s alongside the focal symptoms returning a recurring slurred speech issue that I had had for a while actually completely disappeared. I know about tardive dyskinesia but I wasn’t having any unprovoked movements so I don’t think I had that. As an additional point of information I had tried a stimulant a while ago but just as with SSRI’s i felt like it was severely handicapping my mental processes. Any advice for other medication or relevant knowledge would be greatly appreciated. I’m not really sure I want to try another stimulant because it literally made me feel like someone ripped a chunk of my brain out but I was on SSRI’s at the time so that may have played a crucial role. Thanks in advance.",6.077456027456031,7.50121347876448,7.288848133848134,68.4333665808666,66.72200772200772,10.543200343200343,34.08000858000858,10.62613485830676,4.065069326469326,1117,51,185,31,18,379,148,259,0.069,0.8290000000000001,0.102,0.8801,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,9,7,0,0,15,0,24,4,1,4,1,35,34,26,0,4,11,0,3,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,12,7,0,0,8,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,12,5,25,7,35,17,2,32,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,3,18,138,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.1336286942413821,0.0,0.0,0.13381118437263748,0.12138451298919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950677771384207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624083440366976,0.14358816603948912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347423464749908,0.0,0.11652150103445245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528646182604644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307208635152604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384767841384978,0.09782630889449732,0.13147896344040344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097119365610467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178456666078944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858488853729886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752558314006042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337989355010552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957109872289754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589497983852124,0.1379981562134775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558124336853885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944772718063424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772399347079317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469744259379253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602448332187608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905950814521794,0.14232777649444564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260712439259826,0.0,0.0,0.18194690533800995,0.0877423448412914,0.0,0.0,0.15969566478266198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890939393429603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826777417318585,0.0,0.0,0.08076774277727086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200034218841847,0.0,0.09969022685030876,0.0,0.0,0.09727461314157776,0.0,0.0,0.08818157607365583 adhd,ChaotixEDM,2019/10/10,"34, live at home and feel like crying I am in such a low mood right now. I live with my parents still and i'm 34. I don't live here because i want to, or am lazy.. I've just always had SUCH a hard time holding down jobs with ADHD and pretty bad social anxiety. I've had so many jobs in my life and even dead end jobs that pay next to nothing i struggle with sometimes. I currently work a dead end job that I'm comfortable with which is super rare. It doesn't pay enough to move out.. I've pretty much set up a savings account that i drop $800 into every month just to simulate the rent i would have to pay IF i even did find a place for $800. And i've realized i wouldn't be able to do it only making $2000 a month. I feel so useless... I'm terrified to try and get a better paying job because i know how much i struggle with new jobs and environments. Life doesn't seem fair sometimes. I'm just having a bad night and felt like venting. Sorry.",1.4864849354375878,2.827033682926832,3.3880631276900988,92.24992826398851,78.02439024390246,6.1893830703012895,21.81492109038737,6.794906146795322,0.3556255380200857,735,20,170,7,17,248,113,205,0.18100000000000002,0.691,0.128,-0.8402,9,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,13,13,0,2,9,0,15,2,0,2,0,34,27,13,2,4,5,1,4,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,15,0,1,7,0,6,1,4,6,0,0,4,4,15,6,20,20,3,24,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,3,13,91,21,11,0.0995451322931274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963390446539432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282952446216651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615175373723365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662320549236154,0.12136357740275396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803958006390038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934565354469332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633488130216046,0.10285673174997828,0.0,0.1314972420942169,0.0,0.08387106730331091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066601976793653,0.07111506240026813,0.0955789377627515,0.0,0.09098244750379192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200822304933908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891728858780177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985188410398403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926991024102205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470740137818962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062334167588686,0.09726544683913976,0.0,0.26370052669859545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644714878628284,0.10092313991890543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589119497608304,0.10580072187436912,0.1463542520903396,0.0,0.0,0.09614130907368404,0.10586737750864468,0.09341636328490346,0.0,0.0955162391823202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757085587843808,0.0,0.0,0.11053308903935148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400347614492846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254637332632786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850109990729686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062214978596016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147372635873454,0.0,0.0,0.1969053624006898,0.11143262572213852,0.0,0.0,0.079496871236981,0.0,0.0,0.20813237167639398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058045567160870976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758461051293642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871429815193109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247004188620032,0.0,0.0,0.07071400589166421,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jasmineflower1,2019/10/10,"i need help the past year has been especially hard for me. i started suspecting that i might have ADHD beginning of this year and being a college student has been especially excruciating. i want to get tested but i have very little to no money and i come from a culture that stigmatizes mental health so much, the chances of my parents understanding and supporting are slim. options at my university are limited and the wait time for testing here at my school is between 6 months - 1 year and i don't think i can wait that long...I'm struggling so much. anyone have any suggestions on what i can do? more affordable assessment options? school and just everyday life have become so hard.",4.3795238095238105,7.0473760793650815,5.174841269841268,76.66321428571429,73.92063492063492,8.644444444444442,30.341269841269842,9.2995712137729,3.164488888888888,550,25,94,14,12,178,84,126,0.132,0.792,0.076,-0.7299,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,5,0,17,2,0,0,0,20,28,10,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,13,1,11,24,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,9,67,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094817635721162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853395782345286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187870582800978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250712106682427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014905900054334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106761443014666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31228761578947983,0.0,0.0,0.1852789717381031,0.0,0.0,0.11683353962893908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311737941391925,0.0,0.17470025735302105,0.0,0.15425519557585962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756593035109414,0.18491096561390968,0.0,0.0,0.13912926957178598,0.0,0.25626971694325,0.12924558201163056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935460229983122,0.0,0.16639466062255867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35281365969225426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233745805054959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182222324307028,0.0,0.0,0.197800217336225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168815298803833,0.0,0.0,0.10163914511308336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814585410885957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382058421570296,0.10281010871231223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367417651211197 adhd,KingOfEMS,2019/10/10,"Feel like vyvanse 60mg is just dehydrating me with no benefit after two weeks. I maxed out on strattera the first two months. It was working well. Only downside is that it knocked me out. So I took it before bed to force me asleep. Then mid afternoon it work off. Switched to Ritalin IR. Enjoyed it. But the come up and down sucked. Just in terms of headaches/tension Headaches. Worked with what I ate and my timing. Got another month. Added the SR Ritalin and was at my maxed out dose at the end of three months from starting the IR. Switched to vyvanse because I wanted something to last the “14 hours” I’m at the end of two months. It’s wrecked my mood. It hasn’t touched my hunger which is cool but disheartening when I think about how I’m irritable all day despite eating properly. I was expecting being irritable from forgetting to eat but no. But then the depression hit pretty good. Real good. But it may just be life but typically I’ve always handled things well. My now ex-fiancé started complaining about my side of the bathroom, my work area, my car, my side of the bitch. It’s like I started going straight back to my uncontrollable messiness where I procrastinated all day and literally did nothing aside from walk the dogs. And it started about the first two weeks on vyvanse. Last two days I started using up my left over Ritalin and it hasn’t fixed my food. If anything, the focus and concentration have made an appearance again. And that little voice in my head telling to stop wasting time and go do my responsibilities is back. Next step is adderall mainly because I wanted to use it as a last resort. When I was younger I used to pay friends in college for their weak ass 5/10mg ER just do maybe get an errand or two done or relax and read a book or enjoy some Netflix. Not a fan of a time when I felt ashamed of my self for never shutting up, sitting still, or being stressed because I had so many things constantly backed up that I sometimes would do one or two things and be wiped out. Is there anyway I can do a strattera/Ritalin convo? Even Strattera/ adderall? I know how adderall works and how I respond and a low dose could combat that uncontrollable sleepiness. Have these drugs ever been used in combination before?",3.4102387856046366,5.850327482517482,3.9215009380863033,85.58386491557224,76.03962703962705,6.7028483711410525,27.945932116663823,7.765008861874849,1.7758115981579397,1786,75,339,27,41,561,232,429,0.155,0.754,0.091,-0.985,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,7,28,24,2,4,21,1,30,16,3,8,4,64,58,36,0,6,17,0,3,2,1,2,8,1,1,1,22,20,5,1,4,4,1,8,6,11,3,11,13,5,37,12,48,37,5,83,0,3,0,1,6,30,3,9,46,229,59,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155927292300016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757698383298806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060881201122967035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066366775306085,0.0,0.1352969300396072,0.0,0.12590712523564426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372927589756837,0.0,0.0799486780556929,0.0,0.059068916337931876,0.0,0.0,0.1431375583900482,0.0,0.06372092186090415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570966844734874,0.0,0.0,0.08579608153151437,0.15140490406867882,0.0,0.0,0.13105287220238382,0.0,0.0,0.048864669133752925,0.06692130497568842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740771799189226,0.0528530323415524,0.07103469389245565,0.0,0.0,0.12585876185849812,0.08945979650998187,0.0,0.05715860898465549,0.0,0.038652743906514866,0.0,0.08409179136938776,0.12410583296248673,0.05917047362417456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592727339256143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285774897276821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065878530893115,0.18091656008822615,0.0,0.0,0.08038208038057543,0.0,0.05225594814035344,0.07228811497865206,0.07414978804620137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000392377798273,0.0,0.07500652882960579,0.07432525205289199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620814316086855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705977803305291,0.0,0.07868110831269745,0.0,0.0,0.07098809602714473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013238038205598,0.05626693939240799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526668513504806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400240808558012,0.08420815366803458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717976501824997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695525627360366,0.07317047286419533,0.0,0.2618255729379248,0.0,0.05908243014527035,0.06185258857913404,0.08474657480728699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646638674940719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745183245101667,0.047404926568595816,0.0,0.0,0.12941917513211795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219715456741351,0.0,0.0,0.5058902970050999,0.0,0.0,0.2555881158750502,0.0,0.0,0.08727345781317528,0.0,0.11868841724830492,0.0,0.13303810240182726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269300295769027,0.0,0.0,0.05255496535117663,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KiteLightening,2019/10/10,Adderall vs. Ritalin So I've been on adderall for about a month now and it's great most of the time but I've noticed that I'm having a lot of trouble with my hyper focus likes its extreme hyper hyper focus and I'm picking at my fingers a lot more than I did before the medication. Is this typical of adderall and would ritalin be the same? Anyone have any experience with this?,1.9166558441558443,4.262788376623379,4.25465909090909,81.70198863636367,80.81818181818181,6.447402597402598,26.508116883116887,7.645422480735847,1.8023519480519483,303,13,56,5,8,105,53,77,0.047,0.865,0.08800000000000001,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,4,1,1,0,13,9,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,10,5,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072120127102225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305904573568696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25928422014081576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980630710003637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33594184646898045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488650263645543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181039998909999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306961436529409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24321516385888195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469122849020852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767779137516765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645595005213766,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PerlGray,2019/10/10,"ADHD and destructiveness I need some help preventing my nine-year-old, officially diagnosed ADHD child, from being so incredibly destructive. We recognize that she is a very curious and intelligent child. She loves to figure out how things work, but often times has a terrible destructive streak. For example, she can’t be trusted in the shower with any personal care products as they will immediately be mixed up and dumped down the drain. She will paint and scribble on walls, destroys almost every book we buy her by either breaking the spine, ripping the cover off, or getting it soiled with food or water. She chews holes into her clothes. She has carved into heirloom wooden furniture and even destroyed our very expensive flat screen tv by scratching it all up. She often steals my makeup or other possessions, breaks them, and then hides the evidence. She will wad up toilet paper and shove it down the bathroom sink, or flood the houseplants with water. It’s exhausting cleaning up these messes. Consequences don’t seem to affect her at all. We are at our wits’ end, to be honest. It’s an every day thing! We’ve given her a chew necklace and chew straws to satisfy her oral stimulation needs, set up a craft station (that ended up trashed), and try to indulge her curiosity with science experiments that we do together, etc. We have other children and can’t supervise her 24/7. We also don’t want to take away all of her possessions. We want to trust her. I know ADHD kids can be destructive due to impulse control issues and not necessarily understanding natural consequences. Are there any strategies that we can implement to help her? Did you go through a destructive phase and then grew out of it? Any advice is appreciated!",6.253720430107522,8.405831893548392,6.4242741935483885,72.00974462365592,67.16129032258064,9.682795698924732,31.94892473118279,10.02789654360092,3.5855376344086025,1397,59,223,35,24,446,192,310,0.153,0.736,0.111,-0.9637,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,10,1,2,2,7,17,8,0,13,0,23,10,1,4,3,55,36,23,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,15,28,6,2,4,2,2,2,5,12,0,0,2,2,35,5,39,26,6,31,0,0,1,1,39,19,0,9,7,158,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941873835009179,0.13394128615008746,0.0,0.0,0.13725382605065606,0.0,0.0,0.10961324883200896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796328686273173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877992003511393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397499850126234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537334434302776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839753577087822,0.0,0.0,0.13912115854297594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280316966462934,0.0,0.15286707844292666,0.09053213676970276,0.0,0.2309714429047549,0.0,0.0,0.13407882822613915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574319803256665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161238497881843,0.0,0.07789891646072858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374761369780498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430634050917801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753290010498723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237092426569568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326840521177425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382983328791474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968251111680303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478158063434926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305809530874432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212380845636272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992546674580102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930601905414918,0.0,0.0,0.1426926463753897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619094854260385,0.1616925430822097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978715354420528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826731315041297 adhd,asandysoldier,2019/10/10,"It all makes so much sense now. I just had my diagnosis but I’ve expressed the symptoms for as long as I can remember. I have to forgotten to eat food until 11pm several times (no lunch) Ive always had a terrible memory and horrible focus, no executive skills. Ive always been a fidgety person and been distracted constantly. I can talk tor hours and I’ve always been terrible at switching subjects. I just don’t know how I never noticed, I’ve been surrounded by mental heath topics (in family) and I’ve got a hefty amount of knowledge about mental illness. Ive always wondered of topic and stuff like that, but the thing is... Ok i cant explain this, wait a moment... https://www.reddit.com/r/WhitePeopleTwitter/comments/cyw6q2/adhd_do_be_like_that/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf Thats my entire life in one tweet. Oh yeah this isn’t a comment, I don’t have to tell you to wait... Oh yeah thats good for my argument isn’t it. Sorry about that. (Im not checking this post so that you know how bad i am at writing a coherent piece of information. Thats not how you spell coherent isnt it... Wait a sec. Well ill be damned, google says its right. What was i saying?",4.198985507246377,7.181369703703705,4.680016103059582,78.23615942028988,76.5,7.089855072463768,22.817230273752013,8.18289091462,1.4905964573268915,960,29,169,18,23,304,126,216,0.19899999999999998,0.72,0.081,-0.9812,2,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,3,0,1,11,9,1,1,9,3,23,7,0,4,2,28,32,15,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,16,5,3,3,7,0,1,0,11,5,1,1,8,2,19,4,19,23,4,15,0,0,0,0,13,6,1,1,9,108,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708770779725757,0.3065781239963985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812645429885606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528851711655342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476514957330794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337087309322665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107320138970752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866325983460024,0.1131511890875286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932524831339632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281823289334967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555028926684302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992860132458853,0.06911797105667136,0.0,0.0,0.12520170600060546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944362516362908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851488326515701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400105370132637,0.0,0.10911492401630153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107123246226313,0.0,0.0,0.09586772091850157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353128556797698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549479002580087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026459832490567,0.12081963254929982,0.0,0.22501460392886102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982748023663473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837067015523892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195604020829735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704761438443434,0.0,0.11371295713563084,0.12365615905706202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399029140186484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249572610566003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720381094401914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342456203373614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peechykeen19,2019/10/10,"Are people with ADHD actually “gifted” with high IQs or is that a myth? I’ve always been told I’m “gifted”, specifically in art which that might be true. I’ve also been told by (very few) teachers that I’m also a bright kid even though my grades were always B’s-D’s until high school. I also have auditory processing disorder, which I’m sure a lot of it plays into my poor grades and contributing to the fact that I actually feel stupid most of the time. I guess what I’m trying to get at is I don’t believe I have a higher IQ but maybe right smack in the middle of normal. Which is perfectly fine! I’ve read a scholarly journal on the subject and it says that people with ADHD don’t necessarily have higher IQs. If this is the case, then where did this idea that we’re brighter than other people come from? Happy to provide the link to anyone interested in reading the article. I’d also like to see a journal with a counter argument. Again, I don’t know the real answer nor do I agree or disagree with any statements on the matter. Thanks!",4.581319207108682,5.37094457894737,5.871377306903624,79.55714114832537,69.71770334928229,8.459466848940535,26.411825017088177,8.634040054169528,1.7950284347231715,823,24,161,13,14,277,125,209,0.07200000000000001,0.76,0.16899999999999998,0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,1,0,16,0,18,0,0,0,4,30,31,14,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,6,4,1,1,4,1,0,0,6,4,9,10,24,23,3,17,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,7,5,101,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.2503975782072474,0.0,0.3083747059090489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103943706475871,0.213505781331374,0.0,0.0,0.08724595821788368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970783285712892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454612002724762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051599700675854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703880084957185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847385687607999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648705197320369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670295789448691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133295979352964,0.0,0.0,0.13657391402333827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27110440208722186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448310305085296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050835165179907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267914538559627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907301979210636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889098797554988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610221641302273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570324181586304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668337298448585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566622575038845,0.14602940214916613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956443307316872,0.0,0.10202645461030303,0.0,0.12984281625884714,0.10223562811513734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091784802523882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181180970893048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605057135128547,0.0,0.07481066835754441,0.0,0.0,0.2451854354034439,0.0,0.08710484073907752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585797447212356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aaron141,2019/10/10,"I don't know if I'll get the diagnosis that I need I went through 3 appointments for ADHD and I've done all these tests that involves if you experience these symptoms (from none to very frequently) ( 0 to 4). These types of tests. And 2 other tests on a computer. I feel that these tests are way too simplistic, like I feel like I'm not getting that much help at all. I have another appointment in less than 2 weeks. I was told to give this paper to one of my instructors and have him circle from 1 to 4 if I show these symptoms based on my behavior during his class time that I'm with him.",4.031229508196721,4.52536749180328,5.155860655737708,85.25952868852461,70.80327868852459,9.378688524590164,27.54508196721311,9.516144504307137,2.0948,462,15,103,10,8,153,79,122,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,2,14,17,6,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,14,2,17,13,5,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,5,65,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052027467087697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23603158317615744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303501892241767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201859617439048,0.0,0.0,0.22762944534275725,0.1608078102919558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352055439019992,0.21593149699514846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508763373586492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370624626431638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199399535816441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547061910105046,0.1669049837540971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525301001059845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679194858814121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125462085313624,0.0,0.0,0.21508778138956924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185726830259208,0.0,0.17866981960019898,0.18055751618353896,0.0,0.0,0.20866518688672786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aesthetic_nerd_xx,2019/10/10,"this is so incredibly stupid. i hate everything about this godforsaken illness. i feel like such a little fucking kid. i've been having homework for a college class piling up for literal WEEKS and as a result i'm now failing... and in a single night, i got all of it done. each assignment took ten minutes. TEN MINUTES. why couldn't i have done this shit on time?? it's so fucking dumb, i swear. why is it so insanely hard to get myself to do anything at all? hell, i didn't even eat anything today until 7:30 pm. this is ridiculous and i'm so tired of it. it feels like this madness will never end. i can't even take stimulants because they'll make my various anxiety disorders even more debilitating than they already are. this is hell.",2.7491071428571416,5.087052680555559,4.236706349206351,83.00750000000002,77.75,7.169841269841273,27.6468253968254,8.192908349453996,2.076715873015873,582,25,110,11,14,193,97,144,0.275,0.6940000000000001,0.032,-0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,10,13,10,0,4,0,16,6,1,3,3,13,28,9,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,11,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,11,0,2,6,3,11,2,14,19,6,14,2,1,0,2,3,5,6,0,10,76,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759905401209433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200203689388163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624774910657962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721774562773268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827783063103252,0.0,0.0,0.326407552034757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318821993482555,0.0,0.0,0.1412522603782514,0.0,0.0,0.31600581590240445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333066187809498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127612109979692,0.22786559838413994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29487404116766963,0.08332190443236387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275510106204957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286307509559684,0.15745383561188847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582809392302358,0.15984121510773988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064543769496097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300108327886633,0.0,0.0,0.14966151192398075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370429507653542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990938118925255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299427890686053,0.1832992103227088,0.15116873126623825,0.0,0.1771885451144882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279255229992217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878124339410094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,traumajunkie46,2019/10/10,"(Unintentional) adderall withdrawal. Help! Maybe someone can help me...or at least sympathize with me? I feel like an idiot because, well, long story short I had surgery last week and decided to stop taking my relatively high dose of adderall after surgery so I could ""rest"" thinking I didnt need it. Well I just spent the last 3-4 days in a complete mental fog with sweats, palpitations, insomnia, dizziness, etc. attritubuting it to a post surgical side effect when in actuality i was withdrawing from my adderall unintentionally. I took my normal dose again today and felt better for a few hours (not 100% mind you, maybe like 70% but able to do way more than lay on the couch and drink water which is what the last 3 days has consisted of). Has anyone been through the same thing? If so how did they fix it and/or how long did it take to return to normal? I plan on calling my doc in the am with my tail between my legs but curious if anyone else has done this too. Thanks.",3.5131224165341837,5.826126302702705,4.344928457869635,83.29427662957077,75.16216216216216,7.379968203497616,25.47694753577107,8.313332769828598,1.7034483306836257,766,27,147,14,17,246,128,185,0.027999999999999997,0.866,0.106,0.9047,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,3,10,7,1,0,9,0,15,7,2,3,0,26,24,12,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,6,2,1,5,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,10,2,17,6,22,13,6,27,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,17,95,25,0,0.13666763180922198,0.0,0.13336789410290045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112237168344912,0.1400321394220671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331131984780497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208714141579614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955293243449218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329341174146248,0.0,0.0,0.10911798325325024,0.0,0.0,0.17627863257172524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398584373291073,0.0,0.13388224926220368,0.0,0.0,0.1141682695691242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242053592421115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910326104561344,0.09763538347199226,0.1312223588835203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321086554336694,0.14439685658010987,0.0,0.0,0.13459008773409267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342070821310395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335378031065087,0.0,0.0,0.2418931069431917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27460201106120463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772882829363958,0.0,0.13799534856489995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133731727726343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267810523774532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088981285046494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579804092872548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426025976396688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055141012477965,0.0,0.0,0.1258251934945157,0.0,0.0,0.09079590181296372,0.08757110006624345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295449348283985,0.0,0.15184276759436954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848040477552444,0.10962653057288806,0.0,0.24576122823849045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chavez2727,2019/10/10,"Has anyanyone herd of the manufacturer Lannett for generic adderall? My pharmacy has been out of my script they said due to backorder. They usually get theirs from Teva, but they seem to out a lot which results in me be unmedicated and out of sorts or days... I have went to other pharmacies but being from a rural area pickings are slim. I have experienced headaches with other manufacturers that I dont seem to get with Teva, I never realized that different generic manufacturers put different fillers in and effect you differently. Has anyone else has this issue?",6.3918,8.761931180000001,7.339000000000002,64.70950000000002,67.2,10.2,34.5,10.411451182825502,4.2949,458,22,70,13,8,153,69,100,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,3,1,19,17,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,12,0,17,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,4,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082832820759822,0.20636508344303664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989073390589026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6312817642355483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360472875455376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824955023479873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045349648116013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102163880519491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122887200207215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533735230464285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246947832384746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158400305798298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667064006974777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182115252521709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670613560241567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,basicallyagiant,2019/10/10,"I literally can’t stay on one subject when talking. I’ll be talking to my mom and ask her a question along the lines of “how was work?”. As soon as she finishes answering I immediately say something totally unrelated that’s on my mind and apologize after for switching subjects. She probably thinks that I didn’t listen to what she said but that’s not the case. I know EXACTLY what she said. I’ll switch back to what she said and answer her answer about work and then switch back to what i randomly switched to before. Sorry if I’m not explaining well. My mind is constantly racing with new thoughts every second. Sorry im so verbally hyper, mom.",3.258893333333333,5.6778808560000025,4.803699999999999,79.17568333333334,76.44,8.326666666666666,28.016666666666666,9.075114841892004,2.702746666666667,517,22,94,13,12,173,81,125,0.045,0.9440000000000001,0.011000000000000001,-0.4443,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,24,15,12,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,6,5,15,1,15,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,20,2,0,3,9,64,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297483895471666,0.0,0.0,0.2351972203027265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013756645576235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652698587796463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885546789642024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651974980745069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404981632689451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308844225138193,0.35823440091737263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770687631841864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363362631535004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489124816655634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132370904711622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364324623696757,0.121621121038665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773787121958262,0.0,0.34239943732744194,0.0,0.16300979638833074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458488841520605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799543544664596,0.0,0.12141437585190575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750814229189418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267896322218095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alluringboy,2019/10/10,"my adhd is finally getting to be more than i can handle i should start by saying that i hesitate to say i have adhd given that i have never been in anyway professionally diagnosed, but in the past several months i have doing lots of research and talking with friends/classmates with diagnosed adhd and its insane how well my habits and characteristics fall under adhd symptoms. Throughout high school i was always able to basically skirt by with pretty minimal effort and still manage to be considered pretty ""high achieving"" and get high marks despite always doing things with very minimal effort and almost always at the very last second i am now in second year university, and its getting to the point that i honestly dont know if i believe i will be able to get through the school year. in the past i have always been able to see a light at the end of the tunnel and know that i will be able to pull through in the end, but that feeling is totally gone now and i just feel completely hopeless about school. ive always told myself that everyone else feels like this too and that im just being lazy or making excuses for myself but i really just dont believe that anymore. i know im a hard worker, i know that i care about my education, and i know that im smart but the stress caused from my, at times, complete inability to control my own mind has started causing me physical pain and honestly scares the shit out of me as i write this post (literally the first time ive ever actually posted something after being on reddit for over a year) i have a 2500 word essay due in just over 24 hours that i have been attempting to write for the past three days and so far have basically nothing to show. ive been spending hours at the library, hiding my phone, blocking any and all time wasting websites and locking myself in my room but i feel like the only possible way for me to get anything done is when i have literally no other option but to finish my work I feel like this is really it. the past two days have made me realize that this really isnt normal or acceptable anymore. i honestly feel like the stress and anxiety that comes from trying to force myself to be productive and complete basic tasks is going to kill me. im not trying to sound like a martyr or anything and i dont think that a diagnosis and prescription is going to solve all my problems but i just dont think that i can continue on this way anymore. im going home to see my parents this weekend and think i need to finally tell them just how much i have been struggling and that i really need help now. thanks to anyone who has actually read this, any suggestions or comments would be really appreciated, im just really tired of feeling this way but at least i feel like i can finally do something about 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adhd,Time-2-nap,2019/10/10,"Exam taking struggles Recently was told by a psychiatrist I probably have adhd. (But need to take expensive testing, that I cannot afford, to prove the diagnosis)I’m taking my first exam for a while in 2 weeks. I’ve start reviewing and I feel like I know the material pretty well. When I get to exams I freeze up. I then get overwhelmed by some questions and get angry then sad then anxious. I end up forgetting a lot of what I studied. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to handle taking exams? I have plenty of time to study but I’m worried I still won’t do well.",3.178214285714283,5.286873250000003,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,75.42857142857143,7.694285714285716,25.485714285714288,8.548686976883017,2.011300714285716,452,16,82,9,10,154,77,112,0.1,0.8,0.1,-0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,20,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,2,2,12,3,14,17,2,16,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,3,13,56,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969330323582352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865365623131564,0.0,0.0,0.1971148511244628,0.0,0.1220017818419038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269026204222544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453914967158305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822327710138128,0.12464988425457207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841419123034508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27347873001493594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589067378268998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524302926311073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483382480848407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937609727218682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751079123861474,0.18812096895089125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545962874663325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227979899800394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234991670891924,0.0,0.13934144840535134,0.0,0.0,0.18240633674107745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247546129742777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174178273752424,0.0,0.0,0.16672490599869627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995883317302416,0.0,0.31376031480407945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719481061686787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the-first-victory,2019/10/10,"Guess who finally got medication!!! Been well over a year since I was diagnosed with ADHD. I tried getting meds, but everyone treated me like someone who was trying to get drugs, even though I’m just trying to get meds that I actually need to function. Tried wellbutrin and it didn’t work for me, and they wouldn’t even try to prescribe me anything else. Eventually I just gave up. About a month or so ago I developed a sudden onset panic disorder that really turned my life around. I could no longer afford to just keep skating by with my mental health problems- I needed to actually address them and get on meds. I’ve been on an SSRI for 3 weeks now and it’s made a world of difference. No more panic attacks. Much less anxiety. And now, for the first time ever... I HAVE ADDERALL! I just picked it up so I have no idea if it’ll help with my ADHD. I hope it does. But at least I’m now actually progressing towards solving this problem rather than struggling the way that I have been. Hoping it helps me be more successful at my new job and helps me function better day to day. Also thanks to you all in this sub for sharing your experiences. You’ve helped more than you know. Wishing all of you luck!",3.108878127522196,5.185492050847461,4.2928571428571445,84.30121468926555,75.52542372881356,7.3765940274414845,25.644874899112192,8.269060116576782,1.703077320419693,948,34,185,17,21,310,143,236,0.139,0.6779999999999999,0.183,0.9215,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,2,5,18,16,1,3,7,0,13,5,0,2,3,38,32,14,0,11,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,13,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,9,0,27,10,31,19,8,27,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,6,16,128,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.2830151979236091,0.0,0.23236307915419546,0.0,0.08569432427050754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730895060776065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395418573208103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955321738461894,0.08605900660560832,0.0,0.1099789067563981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549895618013413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718511224202262,0.0,0.0,0.12469150945853465,0.0,0.0,0.09812053642143877,0.0,0.10100217019484632,0.11079504208955444,0.0,0.08459874230006223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121093900732887,0.0,0.08075745572311856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770252801594126,0.08744579647238516,0.0,0.09237470136560012,0.0,0.09456423944487734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589998101758052,0.0,0.08222956559008286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202953172991708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731781673405684,0.0,0.10649564018809814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275832998887206,0.0,0.0,0.2591901132942114,0.0,0.0,0.19203517908293988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913146753340654,0.0,0.0,0.09593252365999386,0.08592694570019035,0.0,0.0,0.053128669057347866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828263446465845,0.047229292615348896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147384189805796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221440097499098,0.09738735726934494,0.09742312636162276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716305449912085,0.0,0.07106539909189731,0.1433628440547274,0.0,0.09336688754791272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268486616815115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850050227586011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193086875472745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996847783319631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191028206364671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010630702276832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900303500119104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498022479498973,0.0,0.05637050289808568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281713547760524,0.10515190249789548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767341181446322,0.07754483555046689,0.0,0.08692017310428161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116858578213784,0.0,0.0,0.07037871978834408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253910228343985 adhd,DemLegzDoe,2019/10/10,"Women diagnosed with ADHD how does your ADHD present They always say that ADHD presents differently in women than men and that is why so many women go undiagnosed. So in what ways did your ADHD show itself? &#x200B; For years I couldn't understand what was wrong with my brain, and my teachers just assumed I was a day dreamer. It felt like my emotions couldn't regulate themselves, up until 18 I just thought I had borderline personality disorder. I would stim (rocking or flapping) but it was so frowned upon I taught myself to stop, so all the while my external indicators were gone my brain kept wandering. When I reached adulthood I really thought I had autism spectrum disorder because I was so unsure how to behave in socials situations, always blurting things out then beating myself up for speaking out of turn.",6.591001855287572,8.624506789115651,6.639505256648114,71.26274582560298,66.14285714285714,9.154978354978354,36.49288806431664,9.573946990214177,3.933141496598639,666,34,102,14,11,212,100,147,0.12,0.857,0.023,-0.9363,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,10,2,0,0,2,0,12,3,2,2,1,23,21,15,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,5,8,6,0,2,5,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,14,3,20,1,17,4,1,20,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,10,76,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.614036276616903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256655051916915,0.1383975931959636,0.15520838850939625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786425545323848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28518236162950417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237658761490631,0.0,0.0,0.12964531427105944,0.0,0.1334527773138919,0.29278392832424605,0.0,0.11177915380853473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436813332423684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264277281825064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259305206839843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240341428238344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950022265263686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115306753407632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182840448711692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157763121436283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357614524189016,0.0,0.1302067114381095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678969041263256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485948014971982,0.0,0.0,0.20280991638756726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893576149019962,0.0,0.13297354031013112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138773415836952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525828301355015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073716409327616,0.13965491507968228,0.15520838850939625,0.08225523473995736 adhd,nickthehomeowner,2019/10/10,"Random ""off days"" Hey all, it's hard to focus on any given day, but some days are way worse for me. Has anyone else had this same experience? Today is one of those days. I woke up and went to class and when I got home, I sat down to study. I've been in my room since 11am and it's 9pm now. I haven't gotten anything done... Very frustrating especially when there is a test tomorrow!!",-0.04481029810298054,1.9615231097561008,2.2096747967479686,95.44819783197832,86.1951219512195,5.595663956639567,15.208672086720867,6.937597516519254,-0.4482075880758805,293,5,71,4,9,99,68,82,0.131,0.8690000000000001,0.0,-0.8813,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,14,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,9,1,6,0,10,5,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,9,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308172123491165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574013254313498,0.23065059473547406,0.185245383578658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807062808527981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303644854807463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804953908951502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019962717657807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800400925221906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016532925383415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258025070902065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253956660329038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186212347374853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133768461044431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573835704990085,0.0,0.17868090841063522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086781373039119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940512564520965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MTGKaioshin,2019/10/10,"At the end of my rope after psych evaluation After reading about people's struggles with ADHD here, other places on reddit, and the wider internet, I was struck speechless with how much of it directly resonated with me. I'm pretty convinced I have ADHD, I constantly slip into hyperfocus, which is great when I need to be like that, but it's awful when I need to get out of it and take care of other things. I also can't get focused at times, I just don't feel I have any control over when I can and can't focus. Fortunately, I always found school interesting, so it was easy to just hyperfocus through class and do well in school. But, now in my job I find that I hit things I just am not excited to do and I just *can't* focus no matter what. When I get stressed out, I find that I need to escape into something like a game. Probably because it's an easy way to trigger hyperfocus for me and well as give those microjolts of dopamine with all the rewards that games have nowadays. I paid over $1k out of pocket for a detailed psych evaluation, with the hopes of picking up my adult ADHD, getting a solid diagnosis, and getting medicated so that I can be a normal, functioning adult. However, they don't think I have ADHD and are more focused on the mild depression aspects I'm displaying. I'm pretty confident that is a symptom of the problems that I'm having in life due to my untreated ADHD and I just don't know where to go from here. I'm the polar opposite of ""drug seeking behavior"" I don't *ever* drink or smoke and I am hesitant to take fever or headache medicines, but I really think that I need something to treat my ADHD. From what I've read, these medicines produce a very different affect based on if the person legit has ADHD or not. I don't understand why the doctors can't be more willing to do a trail and see, it should be relatively obvious if **it can make me feel normal or not**. I just don't know what to do right now, I've been waiting months for the evaluation and then the results and I was expecting to have a prescription in my hand today and I had a lot of hope that I could start trying to put my life back together.",3.61246080292484,5.0439462412993095,5.1639611896224435,81.30191872319485,72.66589327146171,8.37969486043732,28.141812557125782,8.927757054556999,2.24956860015468,1694,65,335,34,33,572,203,431,0.07,0.775,0.155,0.9898,3,0,5,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,3,24,17,0,2,21,1,41,9,1,8,3,78,76,33,0,14,18,0,3,2,0,2,7,0,0,3,26,24,1,2,10,5,1,2,14,4,2,0,7,4,41,13,56,61,5,41,0,1,1,0,7,20,0,9,20,241,67,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569935085381894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624533428903961,0.06498212804200718,0.0,0.0,0.05310795794576475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005100333093996,0.0,0.04760659666725512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962407670533711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439403176029342,0.08759130450541604,0.062353301176498524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726397026325058,0.0,0.0,0.08159369799051007,0.0,0.07993456509017463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650434842677115,0.0905665660242116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691698757746883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064230297371843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897536812525334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275665812779342,0.0,0.0,0.08562823292277168,0.0,0.0,0.20400968322431334,0.0749167992715117,0.04438375645601268,0.0,0.0,0.08610111557309827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551338983649524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749822947250297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583903829670766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103230285796378,0.07630752152212343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639442636036487,0.0,0.0,0.05212968634666956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867350376531113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233548202658117,0.0,0.057409545754247636,0.23162877744697985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303499706728507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414193311481687,0.06819041479389704,0.08159369799051007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890341579767847,0.08420069659112323,0.07472732479199233,0.0,0.07850805014140083,0.0,0.0,0.15623426753753386,0.0,0.05003029728682987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669355719000715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807464245423425,0.06223240078283205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024423226915106,0.0,0.0,0.05527675067444551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945870400608809,0.08164289553623923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811716463017767,0.11743694548844742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103767024326247,0.10008152669234976,0.0,0.0,0.045538405562638745,0.0,0.0740258763626334,0.0,0.0,0.053022057563868165,0.0,0.0,0.08130069008061276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443737877747324,0.0,0.06198896963681985,0.0,0.0,0.1404353656930728,0.0,0.07046949283784887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ryou_3,2019/10/10,When after a long & tiring day the meds get out of your system.....and your brain starts hyperfixating on a random and unimportant topic from 8pm until 2am. I wish the hyperfixation would kick in while working on my thesis. Can you relate?,5.79340579710145,6.683754717391306,7.063913043478262,71.72818840579711,67.04347826086956,8.742028985507247,24.02898550724637,8.841846274778883,1.6615594202898554,191,4,34,3,3,65,41,46,0.053,0.884,0.063,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551970484261749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659598797017239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141928919821915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127445236995886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29011382710306605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36413843977317895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320354370176311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767853373220983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769812955074805,0.0,0.0,0.2386596966697303,0.0,0.0,0.23287668610578965,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amethystangelica,2019/10/10,"Sometimes trying to find my phone, keys, running belt, headphones, etc is the real workout. Not the actual run itself. I can never find anything, lol. I gave myself specific places to put things but they never make it in there of course!",2.5268217054263538,5.504512418604653,3.121279069767444,85.44920542635661,87.6046511627907,4.7271317829457375,21.12015503875969,6.42735559955562,0.7516387596899228,186,6,30,2,6,58,38,43,0.047,0.953,0.0,-0.2401,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.25789690833789963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174780255161123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947394891886873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830900518715003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764074139275096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076545020178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761139432063301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656720780139622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080587528311603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613773984590855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557435786793005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942720763281755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_scared_bokoblin,2019/10/10,"Just got my first job... ...and I got my schedule today and the reality of it scares me a little now. I've got a window of about 2 hours where I can really focus and try to absorb what's going on around me, but then I lose it and my brain blanks out. This happens in any setting, whether I'm at school or just with friends. I could be sitting with family at Easter brunch and be my chirpy self, and inevitably I find myself staring blankly at the wall and barely able to participate in conversation anymore. It's like suddenly I'm underwater and everyone's trying to talk to me from surface level. Like, without my control, my mind recedes into itself like a cocoon and thinking/focusing is way more difficult. I'm worried about the long work days. I know it sounds lame, because I haven't even technically started yet, but I'm a bit overwhelmed already. I know I can probably manage, and I'll get used to it eventually, but I just wanted to know how you guys managed it?",6.165797239409804,6.106974204188483,7.0593050928129495,75.37740123750599,66.12041884816753,9.667967634459783,34.11756306520705,9.339509955726095,3.0528596858638744,767,32,144,13,11,257,122,191,0.085,0.833,0.08199999999999999,-0.1618,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,11,9,0,2,7,0,7,2,1,3,0,34,23,17,0,2,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,9,15,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,2,21,4,23,17,2,29,0,3,1,0,6,14,0,1,14,93,30,5,0.14783178345474934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313604911248458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053068211709004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466094056019136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160162943288345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011688306900924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139401943635642,0.0,0.0,0.16502916124166864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580591553619406,0.1180316499069165,0.0,0.0,0.09533927051000593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764149873710663,0.0,0.0,0.14125960428291476,0.0,0.0,0.13936264874933685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511557187907086,0.12574563948670825,0.0,0.0,0.11421446918454503,0.0,0.07723600532325589,0.0,0.08401620932212069,0.0,0.3547037457575711,0.0,0.0,0.14637670770008768,0.13072715788707254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558452825784254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670023426044393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373344615478335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666942637253192,0.14816628382466324,0.0,0.13082647636252334,0.0,0.16538595178013182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926795918499552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593876660007185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470482593027103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480054047013418,0.1496136572184526,0.0,0.0,0.1542207910572803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046360972152853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882158777249648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012724519837014,0.0,0.0,0.20073615406530101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276791961136753,0.0,0.0,0.08719501607104825,0.117341988703259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250456386088362,0.0,0.10762329902310087,0.15013035202383326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,medi8,2019/10/11,"Is this correct? Awhile back I went to an appointment with my psychiatrist (I experience depression). I brought up that I thought I showed some symptoms of ADHD. He asked me my symptoms. I described how I had extreme difficulty in staying disciplined and on task when doing tasks that did not interest me, but I was usually fine when I was engaged. He interrupted and said that is not consistent with ADHD because ADHD does not discriminate in which types of tasks it affects. I lost my momentum and dropped it. So is this a correct description of ADHD?",4.9908555555555525,7.584080730000004,5.971333333333334,72.04122222222225,71.7,9.644444444444446,37.111111111111114,9.994966539143718,4.516077777777778,443,26,72,13,9,146,65,100,0.096,0.846,0.057999999999999996,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,2,16,14,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,9,1,15,3,10,5,1,12,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,56,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7832725759715529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152323737200706,0.0,0.0,0.1252881969920456,0.0,0.0993246462260993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033706498401188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425869269905629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593832714181487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786455922945335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549900299238686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366874876537536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387070539347961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935346956754395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945165837893715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104387152423315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,russianlastname,2019/10/11,"Losing focus because of other emotions I just want to vent my frustrations about how HARD it is to regain focus after it's been lost. I have a math midterm tomorrow and I've been studying all week for it, but I still don't feel prepared, so naturally I got back from my classes with studying math in mind. I was studying really well for about 20 minutes or so when someone told me some slightly upsetting information, and now I can't get it off my mind, let alone study for my exam. I just hate how my brain is so easily swayed by emotions like anger, to the point where I can't even regain focus on something genuinely important afterwards. It's like the one night I was ready to study hard and focus, it was snatched from me. Fuck.",5.563003831417625,6.003800227586211,6.0740229885057495,80.21049808429119,67.41379310344827,9.203065134099617,31.28352490421456,9.150863307647796,2.5727777777777776,583,22,113,10,9,189,92,145,0.19399999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.125,-0.8837,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,16,10,4,1,3,0,12,2,1,2,1,17,20,11,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,8,3,16,3,18,11,2,14,0,2,0,1,2,5,1,2,11,78,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657892152158995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852263519454894,0.0,0.10981650359194736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011046638663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052843389116382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898600608029752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108820420435128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654385468399513,0.09411985598207892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408075321555738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227543140008142,0.17785878074410258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842134596883789,0.0,0.17602235400058958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201539449093156,0.19665274178815956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637961016350081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905662495724147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220728968947174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702980189867179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540737432054972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263875306285754,0.13868667463451273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386636637733788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721390633234905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062559142023758,0.0,0.14450379984884465,0.0,0.16197462033320947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Missaprolationum,2019/10/11,"Intrusive ADA accomodations questions Have any of you had to get an entire packet filled out by your physician to get accomodations at your college or University? I had been using accomodations for a while, and when I transferred the note my physician wrote apparently was not sufficient. They are asking everything about my psychiatric status, including all medications I take and exactly how my condition impacts my ability to take exams. Is this normal?",11.5578,12.09886074666667,11.389166666666668,46.80375000000001,54.86666666666667,14.966666666666667,45.41666666666667,13.816669648895859,7.237866666666667,376,20,48,14,4,125,60,75,0.0,0.963,0.037000000000000005,0.3939,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,2,2,12,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,11,0,9,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,39,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094707915424794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30374305522464784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920043746136189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394997312728729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273084022836629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31833869083166305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639688437409008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885774391281852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28061428467402444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SiSeH,2019/10/11,"Long term effects of Ritalin Hello, I used to take Ritalin (at max dosage) for two years and then I suddenly stopped using it. This happened 7 years ago but every now and then I worry about that whole phase. In your opinion, what long term effects might have been caused? Harms, damages, etc. TIA",1.875136363636365,4.697872218181821,2.109431818181818,92.18414772727272,90.45454545454544,4.931818181818182,23.238636363636363,6.6274283507984215,0.8957727272727269,232,9,43,3,8,70,46,55,0.207,0.708,0.085,-0.7846,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,0,11,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,6,5,4,14,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,12,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090885718270301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423081549934531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306249287937417,0.0,0.0,0.1987344959207674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085831006488053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417483138587399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502256406843605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720169981228566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734831946461435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230415178086367,0.0,0.0,0.40743978595087105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633455305376044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239542072456579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037909754490557 adhd,skeletonowner,2019/10/11,"I got diagnosed! Inattentive ADHD It has taken me forever to type this post lmao I got diagnosed earlier this week. I am comforted by it. I didn't go into my psychiatrist appointment expecting to get diagnosed but it happened. I feel a lot better now. All of the idiosyncrasies I hated about myself before finally have an explanation. They gave me medicine too. The first time I took it I felt amazing. I felt so stable and productive. I didn't have a meltdown by the middle of the day anymore. I was also really fucking good at mario kart.",2.0687394957983187,4.9258039411764765,4.6043697478991605,75.02823529411766,88.01960784313727,8.796638655462186,26.893557422969195,9.04235418022936,3.4236616246498595,430,20,72,15,14,150,73,102,0.054000000000000006,0.745,0.201,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,2,0,7,0,7,4,0,0,1,9,20,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,10,3,16,4,9,10,2,12,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,6,54,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163194011765837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394219565289249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850699532161182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316276352773892,0.0,0.0,0.15919123700229765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608209340338105,0.0,0.0,0.5480743952715236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101104411972594,0.0,0.3456474763458556,0.19717607945049456,0.0,0.15310393072948886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640277672518042,0.094040127809634,0.0,0.10229549068035786,0.15097153803544355,0.2879174071383884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916927065865336,0.0,0.0,0.1777081180024946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302558785680065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238576518542634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530961366266053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495672096723116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999814279628659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443813918430835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sizzle94,2019/10/11,"Brain fog, speaking skills, don't know what to do Hello everyone, I am currently in law school and am beginning to doubt my mental acuity. I remember as a child, I would never be able to listen for long periods of time in class; I could never read history textbooks; and I never really had the attention necessary to do long assignments. However, I managed to go to a great high school and graduated college summa cum laude. I pretty much taught myself all that I had to know. But, I felt like I was far more hard working then because I wasn't destroyed by my depression. My depression hit me when I was around twenty years old, but it became really debilitating soon after I ended college. It messed me up pretty bad, in a way that I would blank out for long periods of time just delving deeper and deeper into darker thoughts. Now, I am on Wellbutrin 150mg once a day and am noticing minor benefits in regards to my mental acuity. But, I just feel like something is preventing me from being my best self. At this point, I am able to at least sit for a while and study; before, I would enter a blank, get super tired, and then fall asleep. There is just a terrible fog all over the place. The issue is that the more people I meet in the legal field, the more I realize how smart and well spoken they are. My employer, professors, and classmates are just so sharp and well spoken that I can't compete. When I speak, I lose my focus mid-sentence and forget completely what I am saying. I'm also bilingual, so the language all mix in my mind and I can never have clarity in my mind. I have a terrible issue of not being able to speak normally, especially when I am tired or stressed out. I stutter, mumble, and speak indistinctly and quickly. My sentences come out jumbled and sometimes I can't find the right word. I often stutter on simple words. I have another terrible issue that I can't stay focused on others speaking. My boss, for instance, was giving me instruction today and I just couldn't hear a single thing she was telling me. The words went in and out right away. I feel like I have an attention disorder, but I am really not sure if it stems from my depression or not. Very very rarely, I have moments of clarity and am able to study material or do work. In those moments, I feel like superman and understand that that is the potential I want to constantly reach. Let's say I could do thirty minutes of studying when I am in those moments of clarity. In those thirty minutes, I would understand everything that seemed impossible to me the day before and put me to sleep. Did anyone here have the same kind of problem and, if yes, get it treated? What kinds of meds did you take? Maybe you upped the doses of something? Not to seem too extreme, but I am honestly even considering a brain MRI to check if I had a stroke or something.",5.630343481654954,6.303588422586525,6.4756981524850366,76.57301639344264,67.32422586520947,9.771553473848556,31.35055945875618,9.819183407551806,3.0171960551652366,2240,86,412,48,35,742,262,549,0.135,0.757,0.10800000000000001,-0.9518,3,0,3,0,1,0,66.0,0,2,1,7,24,31,1,2,25,1,53,9,4,2,8,96,78,45,0,13,21,0,7,4,0,4,5,9,0,2,21,28,0,1,16,1,1,6,14,15,2,0,14,16,68,16,60,52,11,75,0,4,0,0,19,32,0,11,38,305,89,18,0.2911607557467539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058210287794298834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632685979360808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050896592560724825,0.0,0.0,0.06479870056988002,0.0,0.0,0.06838877861251494,0.0,0.06077676731391179,0.04437222356169785,0.0,0.12387817906876095,0.0,0.076388812491273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251584802832686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270230248515332,0.07631912820881946,0.07866033505219018,0.0,0.11623408574873008,0.0,0.0,0.09388730016415736,0.0,0.18808224921198327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342386276767019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447050212519008,0.0,0.0,0.048077233292060935,0.0,0.0,0.0695541448840234,0.06541912827781833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041471988055822,0.1560039765616131,0.06988999640516823,0.0,0.06652891398267377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605973883032735,0.06982698194195502,0.04136834182328237,0.0,0.0,0.08025144027464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520571183709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203983316144088,0.0,0.0,0.07690683107030226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279221372953146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151599561043001,0.08000716842341475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443289987394887,0.0,0.14224643816001462,0.0,0.0,0.19325107990591606,0.0,0.08143360241091026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312752845326956,0.0,0.08085349053519655,0.0,0.14671078002606122,0.0,0.14699468135139596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053509164214948994,0.0,0.2245611243231278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131893033748417,0.0,0.08287211255454369,0.07638105866131997,0.07751917560279926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050463551869179696,0.0,0.07605025483686435,0.0,0.06881025641347241,0.0,0.0,0.1481075813878076,0.0,0.0696503802826675,0.0,0.07317424466646033,0.0,0.0,0.0728098869955754,0.0,0.1398937767964637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245709446596547,0.12432484726619325,0.0,0.1157713596534222,0.0,0.14733511457329626,0.0,0.1325309083993118,0.07593604201129821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284275714060999,0.0,0.0,0.16811233095101835,0.0719913580986966,0.0,0.0,0.07758465636369584,0.0,0.0,0.08338091549459979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686038916363272,0.0,0.05472916322960461,0.0,0.06362183348811395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835856713218236,0.0,0.0,0.05778727927272629,0.08488908906435283,0.16732322862672408,0.06899658797858697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155430753396298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011905815609328,0.04293353936362378,0.0577774638735347,0.0,0.0,0.13089424320869242,0.06747723439800718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598424894575066,0.0,0.0,0.20683224707230444,0.0,0.0,0.04687449515513889 adhd,vday1989,2019/10/11,"Ritalin dosing So guys, it seems that I'm one of those folks that Ritalin seems to only work for 2 hours instead of 4. (I think it's just my metabolism) I do like Adderall much better in terms of concentration, but I hate the side effects of it. So I definitely feel more concentrated at 20mg per dose, but because it's so short lasting...I feel like I should do 10mg. My doctor was not very helpful this last time around and pretty much said to take it in whatever way works. So, 10mg 6 times per day, or 20mg 3x per day? Help please.",2.2865079365079346,3.661093285714287,4.1186904761904755,87.69853174603178,75.96428571428571,7.477777777777778,24.051587301587304,8.167268648758528,1.1760682539682543,416,13,94,7,9,141,76,112,0.07,0.747,0.183,0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,7,4,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,14,13,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,7,3,11,10,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,9,47,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836157103706564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528899813660545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672659161694127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394028301569926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357770920159448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912548198366105,0.13511111771764645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726373357093276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867220314897128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535333394648124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625027670102615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416232247684136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479408994644916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780576422946571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815616526018314,0.14383827634961427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076027332948211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924083728967709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990142376555485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34434505249090197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219865247055985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118382484878652,0.0,0.0,0.22056091052886206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604813958300928,0.0,0.15011882187043704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753708716496117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aluropoda,2019/10/11,"Yet another DAE - Anger, Frustration, and Irritability with dose changes Hey, So my psychiatrist and I decided that the dose I was on with vyvanse isn’t treating my symptoms well enough. He decided I should increase my dose slowly by alternating the 40 and 50. Today is only day 1 of the 50 and I got nauseous and dizzy about 30-60min after taking the pill. I normally don’t eat in the morning and I haven’t had issues. I ate a fruit and had yogurt. That helped. The biggest issues is I have been irritable, angry, and unable to focus well because of that. My leg is bouncing, and I’m getting anxiety symptoms because I am irritable and angry and I can’t release the aggression. Like when you want to just beat shit up or yell but you suppress that because it isn’t appropriate behaviour. I feel like my brain is killing me, and each time I have to suppress my irritability I get worse and have physical symptoms. It feels like i was pre-medication. Is it normal to feel this way when changing and increasing dosing? Do I need to just hope it goes away on its own, or is it worth calling my doctors off on Tuesday. It is a long weekend. I feel like the next 5 days are going to be awful and unproductive if I am this fucking angry and irritated.",3.4283068783068806,5.452037580246916,5.190346854791301,78.46037037037038,74.43209876543209,7.920752498530277,30.08994708994709,8.704169506293173,2.591594708994709,984,45,183,20,21,335,136,243,0.184,0.725,0.091,-0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,1,9,14,6,0,10,1,26,16,3,0,0,39,41,23,1,7,6,0,4,4,0,1,9,1,0,0,13,19,3,2,6,1,1,3,5,6,2,0,7,6,27,8,20,32,5,24,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,4,16,127,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919054535754793,0.09425102116407123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157545800937996,0.0,0.0,0.22531275790057506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753684543551847,0.1258054573190812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606678167104854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891327827652948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610491383461392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606884903227128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730306953252007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491833659508118,0.26405172261035065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390047331342144,0.12873841745636105,0.0,0.07001989411249003,0.0,0.09853780565932424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258130561436755,0.0,0.0,0.12236975871496128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25718674741640984,0.0,0.0,0.13630740334283165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407657667399539,0.0,0.0,0.10903200817942878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685230290553804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135449410595067,0.0,0.0,0.13102926654298824,0.0,0.2414282869629636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370249043652844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646753589309687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841696061454212,0.09263436834312147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184147062242703,0.0,0.11678335585751635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266914136798806,0.09779391013048153,0.0,0.0,0.22155108581724506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255557991078813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anarchotrash,2019/10/11,"Asked for changes at my job! So my job involves sitting at a desk all day doing very little work (like an hour of work per day max) and it’s been hell the last few months. I can’t stand being chained to a desk and sitting and doing nothing. I’m also in graduate school and have become accustomed to making an okay amount of money, so I’ve been struggling lately trying to figure out how I could make an income at a job I like while also focusing more on school. I was going to put in my two weeks next week and drive Lyft because I just got to the point where I couldn’t stand it any longer. But today, despite having really bad social anxiety and being terrified of conversations like this, I impulsively went into my boss’s office and told them I want to focus more on school and asked if there was any way to restructure my job or hours to do that. And she was totally cool about it and I get to go down to part-time! I don’t need the full-time benefits and without all the payroll deductions for those benefits, my take-home pay will barely decrease if I work about 15 hours less per week. I’m super proud of myself for expressing my needs and overcoming social phobias to find a solution! I’m going to work half days which is perfect for my ADHD because I won’t have to be in the same place doing the same thing for more than a few hours, and it’s perfect for being a student because I’ll actually have availability to do things on weekdays!",9.248606370875997,6.0452759965870335,9.195981228668943,72.6206840159272,62.07167235494882,12.224004550625713,36.703356086461895,10.125756701596842,3.4340536973833906,1149,36,229,18,12,379,161,293,0.061,0.8140000000000001,0.125,0.9509,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,8,10,14,1,1,15,2,25,0,0,4,5,40,42,23,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,0,3,0,2,6,5,3,0,2,8,1,23,11,40,26,12,43,1,0,0,0,10,16,1,3,19,152,33,17,0.0,0.0,0.09235119323521514,0.0,0.11373421523545285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136092807954662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871160183031,0.0,0.07239636613726888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694397831574632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790172000078079,0.1730678852590084,0.1045181497826856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001124574869255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555923428679773,0.0,0.0,0.183097388273714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649569127820117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944346220864165,0.0,0.16135164887719053,0.0,0.07568914340415553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727900266697077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756469516152533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714106164773435,0.10675365563946901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870327122410975,0.0948502453514874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634067834887566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755376411826959,0.0,0.0,0.1403429548432426,0.0,0.0,0.1006465780230727,0.0,0.0,0.09080590117148102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102481686349013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887459407064826,0.0,0.08946171430159833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513543055631496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062631621432942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287330391141417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929391953894835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893421126515033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115457811103004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574405451472564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970396803109303,0.0904288599175774,0.0,0.06425170751579068,0.0,0.09244572960492334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808470294287055,0.05581883039972109,0.07511774022561356,0.2277341404408401,0.0,0.0,0.08772862332183645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122583422492232,0.0,0.2755848646364824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Asheska,2019/10/11,"9:3:1 Omega--studies seem so promising Hi all, I know I know, I also get upset when people suggest ""natural"" ADHD remedies. However, the 6-12 month results detailed in the studies below (and seemingly sponsored by various countries and/or organizations, not just Equazen) seem incredibly promising. What am I missing? Has anyone tried 6+ months of 9:3:1 supplementation? [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5603098/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5603098/)",10.94720149253731,15.85773347761194,7.929981343283582,53.12541977611943,64.97014925373135,9.917164179104477,44.19589552238807,9.827888789773867,6.49350895522388,401,24,38,11,8,115,55,67,0.077,0.805,0.11800000000000001,0.5488,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31027687134042825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064629149217794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052236568228386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488608270234878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377308948734986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121465633904841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898643712319318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.705100044223622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752842690742502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Joy41,2019/10/11,"I don't know how to interact with people in an unstructured way. Maybe ADHD + Autism? I'm not sure if this is connected to my ADHD, but since my teens I always found it hard to interact with people outside of a functional context. I need school or work as a provider of structured rules, without them I feel really naked and vulnerable, like people are getting too close to me. When I come home from work I totally isolate myself and don't really know how to get in contact with anyone. I could call them, but that feels weird and stressful to me. I wouldn't know what to do with them. This is also the reason why I'm single. I sometimes get very lonely, but when I try to reach out I end up searching chat rooms on the internet, or register on dating sites and that's where it always stops. I just have a hard time integrating the idea of free social interactions into my brain. There are no clear rules and roles, so I can't plan out the needed actions to be more social. In my family I'm the son and brother, at school I'm the student and class mate, at work I'm the employee and coworker. In all these situations I have a role and rules, but in my private life I'm often forgetting that I even exist. I'm just this weird lazy ball that can't relate to anyone I often entertained the thought that I might be on the autism spectrum, but I feel and seem just too normal In the right context. Sarcasm and similar things are no problem for me. I can also emotionally relate to most people and eye contact is possible, even though I often avoid it in public spaces. It might be social anxiety, but it's again no real problem when I'm in a structured environment. Just thinking about writing a message to a specific person online brings me to a mental wall of endless possibilities. There are millions of topics to talk about. Quadrillion ways of ways to represent myself. Now that I think of such a situation I also feel like I don't really want to talk to them, not from the start. I need to have them around me for a while so that I can build a mental image of them and then interact with that mental image of them. I get the idea of getting to know people with the help of small talk, but especially online this feels like wasted effort. You throw small talk at a stranger until you can make out the contours of there personality bit by bit, only to never meet them again and start from the beginning each time. I don't know if anyone here can relate to my problem, but maybe I'm just blind to some obvious truths concerning social interactions.",5.929221556886227,6.1581587185628806,6.63278043912176,77.25336227544909,66.60479041916167,9.554251497005989,29.67405189620759,9.3871,2.4840463872255487,2022,65,384,36,30,667,222,501,0.125,0.816,0.059000000000000004,-0.9812,1,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,8,5,35,15,0,2,28,0,28,4,2,4,7,98,67,41,0,12,20,2,7,3,1,3,2,0,2,2,20,28,0,2,18,3,1,4,14,8,0,1,2,9,50,8,71,58,9,54,0,1,2,0,39,29,0,12,21,271,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733702635037855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304478646335678,0.12003433764090615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517854520713466,0.0,0.0,0.15130297968129444,0.0,0.0,0.06421016930227294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574925380033832,0.0,0.0,0.0805199025939406,0.07365185043354619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213281165834771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758919746062038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811355014464268,0.06388495170511513,0.0,0.0,0.09528114798965703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799687290476772,0.0,0.1823531386340065,0.10305805166618988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908580814406224,0.0,0.0,0.1884223242299126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922696781610854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048346598782991405,0.0,0.07235134360872045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284989294935406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982012673357085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509468990209702,0.10571586848855788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814671787915021,0.0,0.14492670196611362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806742900151704,0.15303510093940292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044838625541666,0.05563038951663462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067117937786982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485741205469345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002609470692194,0.12596065287293806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262938970035815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705335156041324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209867879815072,0.13862319789496896,0.07416070252736008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061597836231550476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599695005795466,0.0,0.06566360120853572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966591648037881,0.1621522055380079,0.0,0.29410603551125764,0.0,0.0,0.0713374998443495,0.0,0.10210666154022176,0.0,0.0,0.060303136708246184,0.08262361210026158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067980799892937,0.0,0.0,0.23189847422148946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047919352633069484,0.0924347980635616,0.0708664502996574,0.057262428921980975,0.08411808775176978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897090747722708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059514041121199915,0.0425435974338889,0.17175810801212602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508527153199473,0.0,0.0,0.06952985469317845,0.0,0.1575324776962613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedditKeg,2019/10/11,"Not losing weight on Vyvanse I have been taking Vyvanse for about two months now, first on 20mg for a month and now on 30mg. I am 6,2 and 200 pounds and have not lost a single pound since starting. Has anyone else noticed this? Would increasing the dosage help with weight loss?",4.370636363636365,5.673704200000002,3.717954545454546,92.8969318181818,70.63636363636364,6.227272727272728,22.84090909090909,5.985473137389443,0.2200000000000002,221,5,46,1,4,65,42,55,0.042,0.826,0.132,0.6002,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,7,6,2,10,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,29,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110036445802814,0.23607104179406765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924688321427008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597730407688105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544316186102623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577575898008402,0.2515077667380817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678046280934977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623108319091291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905884651635777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307762499824607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323140310921148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506638189782405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561127916996694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366886616852652,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PacktheCookies,2019/10/11,"What to do about those damn mood swings? Hi guys! I (25F) have ADD and I know about it for about four years now. I already made quite a few steps when it comes to knowing when my ADD is fooling me or whether it's just plain old me. Thing is, I still have difficulties with my mood swings. Sometimes when I dislike something or when I get impulsive but I know I can't do or get what I want, I get sensitive and.. well, a little bit grumpy. Most of the times it doesn't take a lot of time for me to switch back to my normal behaviour, although I often need help from others to think crucially about my behaviour because a lot of times I really don't notice when these mood swings happen. For example, when my boyfriend goes to friends and I decide to stay home.. once he's ready to go, I suddenly get a impulse of wanting to do something fun too and get .. annoyed?, even though I myself made the decision to stay at home (I do notice that I get annoyed in this case though). Another example is when I'm tired, I can't take a lot and I can suddenly act really grumpy even though it's not my intention to do so (these are the kind of situations I don't notice the mood swings). It makes me wonder if someone else is experiencing the same thing and if so, what you guys do to make the switch yourself rather than needing someone else to help you switch back. English is not my native language so I'm sorry if there are any grammar mistakes!!",4.440647912885662,5.0299351482758645,5.0922867513611605,85.73875680580764,69.93103448275862,8.450090744101635,28.71143375680581,8.532816995589336,1.8606206896551731,1123,39,239,17,19,362,141,290,0.068,0.846,0.085,0.8324,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,1,29,13,3,0,12,0,21,1,0,5,0,46,47,28,0,10,12,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,17,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,7,5,1,1,2,1,34,4,30,45,7,27,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,12,18,163,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770138477291877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636971861878993,0.10233959923496992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009306883614953,0.0,0.05949459454702907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655130783127877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407169540044185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630605521688881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289245961576349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540366803782042,0.0,0.3059443246136548,0.0,0.05546696843886801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327394777018334,0.08630524037122964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308352356201456,0.0,0.195796712214868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163288757909404,0.1609112750318341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781844069038644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892198264675336,0.0,0.1846984285890144,0.1302943192825266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473477589620204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562493162094028,0.0,0.3333465627770093,0.10241226946423948,0.1039382647952209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038070671547322,0.0,0.0,0.12504705064097124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097037979502871,0.0,0.0,0.16538826913270455,0.15027081006176046,0.09652652757003384,0.10925252911173723,0.0,0.20805212373504245,0.0779415739584855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676250658099355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967902500554285,0.06253660489350338,0.2876674561162996,0.0,0.17072984617261303,0.11217409052765856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513119297959168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775196849683625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584044011189536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284965818704077 adhd,eenybeeny,2019/10/11,"Keep messing up I work in a warehouse and we make fiberglass window and door parts. You have to watch a line and make sure the parts don't come out with any defects. Ooh boy have I been fucking up left and right this week. It's like I have this constant brain fog where I can't remember what I was going to do, supposed to be doing or what I've already done. I keep making mistakes doing basic tasks and its causing heaps of scrap/defective parts. Yesterday it was one fuck up after the other; I was just on the verge of tears because I couldn't even explain what was happening and why I was doing so poorly. Not only that I work the swing shift (currently working 6 days a week) so the only time I really have time to do things is before work or to just wait until Sunday to get things done But I rarely ever wake up in time to do anything and by the time Sunday rolls around I have so much to do I get overwhelmed and do NONE of it! I got talked to last night and I tried to explain how I was feeling (eventually just giving up and saying it was due to lack of sleep) and all I got was ""get your shit together."" I wish I fucking could.",2.887843691148774,4.116553415254239,4.023333333333333,89.56959510357817,74.16949152542372,6.600376647834276,23.70433145009417,6.937597516519254,0.7005676082862511,890,25,191,8,18,290,130,236,0.075,0.868,0.055999999999999994,-0.7345,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,4,11,10,4,1,9,0,30,7,4,5,3,43,52,19,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,14,16,0,3,4,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,13,3,23,2,29,36,7,34,0,1,1,3,9,14,4,2,19,138,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227793630402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753523480027269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118446341413536,0.09864144527739913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754672892826873,0.0,0.09428833073972906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236969105013798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382899234688018,0.0,0.09545015077402856,0.0,0.11974266562930345,0.0,0.0884701244617343,0.0,0.0,0.07146114736821041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678742749144845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318677280809494,0.10023099368320193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056027191148027684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073169944148641,0.17367576432078355,0.1062958725643786,0.06297399469882001,0.0,0.17724446258814747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798598882519204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698015225723065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032224041843996,0.0,0.0,0.12039179143017308,0.0,0.0,0.05413455101053425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189297529828125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145566573601473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398457104358337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508547992635793,0.16854695971222833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599785373128024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098560211422571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255223777632139,0.09462830666645812,0.0,0.08811792626634367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374147356049885,0.0,0.0,0.11088671191163144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443399270581882,0.0,0.0,0.08906221905110936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472300805883716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584490849337142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523046804874997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776488375123334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998580162536122,0.0,0.12742222346638116,0.0,0.0,0.32267435614312245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shreddedwolf,2019/10/11,"quick question! I have a friend who is diagnosed with ADHD and takes her medication, when we go out for lunch or something I often ask a question and she sort of dazes off which I completely understand. My question is does she hear what I'm saying and knows I asked a question?",4.596111111111114,6.071380277777778,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,70.2962962962963,8.362962962962964,30.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.433866666666667,221,9,42,4,4,71,41,54,0.032,0.8959999999999999,0.071,0.4402,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,15,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,1,5,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,7,2,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052185604886807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192723354350686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903706189674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331630577526078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494319336545783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192761080460302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970460033992492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245726507167293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938444181779262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720212465883995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7651544999493983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357940307404163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145825303337194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283891576681246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776564391848815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedKalinka,2019/10/11,"I'm so accustomed to life with ADHD I've no idea what's like to not have it Idk how to explain this so I got diagnosed got given Concerta & IR tablets (for when I need a boost) I was just having some shower thoughts earlier... I've lived with this all my life and I realised how clueless I am about ADHD. I got my diagnosis then a script, and that was it so fast forward a year later here I am taking my tablets and wondering ""what is it like not to have ADHD?"" I'm perhaps clueless even about the in's and out's of ADHD compared to my other diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder. I said to my Father ""I'm going for a siesta at 7pm for a hour"" I then asked is it normal to be tired at that time of the evening he said ""yes it's perfectly normal"" I'm so used to pushing myself to the limits in everything including staying awake until midnight. I just can't figure out to be honest.",2.318548387096776,3.720311822580648,4.535247311827959,84.63287096774194,75.93548387096773,7.325591397849463,26.378494623655914,8.021203637495839,1.6240326881720433,693,26,144,11,15,241,102,186,0.07200000000000001,0.835,0.09300000000000001,0.5713,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,0,8,1,12,4,0,3,2,27,30,14,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,12,8,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,2,16,4,27,19,2,19,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,12,98,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398468452026319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442150354340105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443160361698433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509486082594369,0.0,0.0,0.1525454439731594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582410246246175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962272707593015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564444824906377,0.0,0.31935943499706565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107781703697033,0.0,0.0,0.15025499203177273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802655053190864,0.13005299288975844,0.0,0.11753074991600415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869281279710353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608217248899317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532193382658415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418681113276327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007549670038733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566744190698384,0.0776123482549717,0.1529801866701485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495665444596599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443425144737511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571277374642795 adhd,hawkeye726,2019/10/11,"Any filmmakers here? Just curious if there’s any filmmakers on this sub. And I’d like to know what your guys process’s are for getting stuff done. I know I struggle a lot with focus on the stuff I don’t care about. Other artist welcome to comment too of course. Thanks everyone.",2.1646060606060584,4.704709490909097,2.7886363636363645,91.39628787878787,81.36363636363636,6.575757575757575,25.53030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.511848484848485,222,9,45,4,6,69,45,55,0.04,0.7170000000000001,0.243,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,8,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459603851528638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593469727507796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603086295331147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430612529184783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289772627912866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518661025016645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795899889486212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427223977814217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625611494131164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592255357998423,0.5823851468609137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341895441189785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VeroYourHero,2019/10/11,My superpowers that I can't even use. It's like I'm Jimmy neutron doing a brain blast but I can't focus to grab the ideas and thoughts that I see. Maybe some are lucky lol,0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,84.78947368421052,4.852631578947369,17.394736842105264,5.985473137389443,-0.593178947368421,136,3,33,1,4,45,32,38,0.0,0.747,0.253,0.8462,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477524929795987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649181765747535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452785231977052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595380412534708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029518790645058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196192309748556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184230789893368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34641561486100875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adriana-meyer,2019/10/11,"Deal with rebound? I take ritalin and when it works out after getting back from uni, I get the so-called rebound: I feel tired, restless, I’m irritable, nothing interests me, but at the same time doing nothing feels like torture. In the end I just lay in my bed with the curtains closed (because light is too much to handle) and just wait until I feel like doing stuff again. But this behaviour results in me staying in bed until the next day. I feel like my entire day is gone and all the things I should’ve done I just didn’t do. Do you guys have other ways of coping with the rebound? Or tips to lessen it? How do you guys deal with it and how do you start being productive again when the rebound passed, but you’re e.g. stuck scrolling through reddit because you started doing that during the rebound?",4.786363636363635,5.945216101910829,4.782733063115232,86.1940416907933,69.50955414012739,6.982976259409381,28.92240880138969,6.980632752743323,1.4658585987261143,636,23,123,5,11,197,95,157,0.11699999999999999,0.857,0.027000000000000003,-0.8795,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,1,11,6,1,1,9,0,13,2,0,3,1,27,26,14,0,0,7,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,8,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,5,16,4,18,21,3,26,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,18,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226538570398948,0.0,0.19447244435208155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057423686594559,0.3288969875034284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323479342507688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127910582910666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32261354430083483,0.3418633574717894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667548006184155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158812774388511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337865643375769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725869389494133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696414041333585,0.0,0.0,0.3061095743323461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258049424250053,0.17001714762259804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826015513050456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993217035659885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059717994804032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301195277160104,0.18333404693296448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661214298092344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161256654551064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Atlas-Gray,2019/10/11,"I can't close my eyes without getting bored I need every stimulation I can get. I can't get myself to sleep without tiring myself. I can't sleep when I am supposed to do and always end up sleeping late. If I am not waking up early, in a week or two my sleeping hour ends up moving forward until I am sleep deprived every day from now on.",2.0662441314554023,3.644785225352116,4.3151408450704265,85.20163145539908,77.02816901408453,5.2967136150234735,24.509389671361504,5.46131890053228,0.6252234741784037,265,9,52,1,6,92,47,71,0.05,0.9209999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.3151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,8,7,1,0,9,12,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,1,12,0,11,12,0,18,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,2,11,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238524362312542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599385265089908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636681157308478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508196463104224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332988811855832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658408522611133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790563949629853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820056005695465,0.0,0.1103679936794716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.744771325132896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710774654908899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454016656857013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939590033024848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869659487043509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,karat_kake,2019/10/11,"TIL How much ADHD affected my life I've known and been diagnosed with ADHD since I was six or seven, and I'm almost twenty now. I've taken Concerta since then, though I've gone off and on at times, and I'm currently on 54mg at the moment (I used to be on, like, 70 or 80 something? It was either the highest they offer for a single dosage, or the highest my doctor was willing to prescribe.) At one point, I was knocked down to 54mg with the addition of 20mg booster to be administered a few hours later in order to push me through the end of the day. I only started taking them again at the beginning of the summer, and began taking them again full time this school year as I've just gone back to school as a freshman in college. It's weird, because it's always been a known thing that I had ADHD. My mom read all these books when I was a kid, I saw the same doctor for it every six months, the same guy I'm still seeing now as my Pediatrics place considers you an eligible Pediatricians patient until you graduate college. My teachers all knew, they filled out all these evaluations and things, my ADHD was never a secret thing. However, it's only now that I'm realizing how much it's affected my life. I always thought that my ADHD was just the distractions, the impulsitivity, the high energy, etc. Now, as I'm looking more into it, I'm seeing all the emotional sides of it. I always get so angry, or so upset, or so irritated, seemingly out of nowhere. I cry at movies and sad shows, something I know my younger brother has always found so childish. I'm seeing all these articles, and they're listing out things like 'sensitivity to disapproval' and 'carried away by emotions' and connections to low self-esteem and social anxiety, and I just... never realized that so much of this was connected to my ADHD. I've always thought that, you know, getting so angry and not knowing what to do with or how to express my emotions was just something unexplainable, something wrong with me. And yeah, it's still something I have to deal with, but knowing it's connected to my ADHD is somehow... a relief, I guess. I've always had this intense need to understand how things work, why things happen, and being able to understand a little bit more of myself feels so freeing. But on the same level, I'm kind of scared. Now that I know how much of a big deal it is, it's like I have to acknowledge it more in a way, I guess. It's started to affect my relationship with my girlfriend, her feeling like I'm not listening to her because I often do other things while we're on the phone. Sometimes it's stuff like just pacing, but sometimes it's also playing a video game, or cleaning my room. Today, it was looking at flights, and she said something about me not listening to her, and it just- it made me really upset and irritated, and I started to shut down. It's not the first time, and I don't know how to express that I don't have the ability to only do one thing without getting restless. And I'm still listening! But I couldn't make myself say it. Instead, I got defensive and told her I was listening, and that it made me upset when she thinks I don't listen because I can't just make my brain only do one thing, and she apologized, saying she didn't mean it to come off that way, but at that point, my emotions were already starting to shut down. And I feel awful, but I just don't know how to talk to her about this. I'm also nervous about having to find a new doctor soon, whether it's before or after graduating. What if they don't think I have ADHD? I've heard of so many doctors who don't want to prescribe meds, don't think the ADHD is as bad as it is, etc. What if they wanna lower my dosage? It seems so nerve-wracking. Anyways, I guess this is more of a vent than anything. I've always known I've had ADHD, but I feel like I just relearned it. Like, it's just taken on a whole new meaning. I'm open to any advice or comments or anything. If you have any relationship coping tips or anything, that'd be cool, or stuff to help with school. I'm having a really, really hard time reading some of my textbooks, and I keep forgetting homework completely, and planners have just... never, ever worked for me. I'm trying now and it's... not really helping. Thanks for reading, I guess?",5.809472252058718,5.617210609356729,6.741417830290011,77.80849624060151,66.88304093567251,9.365556749015397,31.717985439789953,8.957266950251167,2.5499313760591957,3361,122,653,51,49,1125,323,855,0.08199999999999999,0.853,0.065,-0.9176,3,0,6,0,0,0,121.0,0,4,6,4,54,26,1,7,35,3,51,9,1,15,9,157,134,82,0,7,41,2,5,7,1,1,8,9,3,2,64,42,0,2,32,8,1,5,19,13,0,7,34,21,80,14,96,93,25,95,0,2,6,0,51,40,0,25,54,467,144,19,0.043067170814811456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51758370099727,0.04208474087952988,0.0,0.0,0.043125550531098567,0.0,0.04752569392718861,0.06888160188172894,0.2508473530993145,0.0,0.0,0.05857430598057405,0.0,0.03294626779330048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063218360594564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04046302466508614,0.03311599597878587,0.03595928871344085,0.07876004278104495,0.0,0.03664699031639061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701819623032665,0.0,0.0,0.0480772057978691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03709855422904372,0.04515510921211597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047307264861524784,0.02777476231740631,0.08880072407389222,0.0,0.0437122718202099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632429696496704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377908193578533,0.0381447303283857,0.0,0.09606255950196632,0.0,0.03895672164405807,0.03628594888332493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871042223506538,0.06153439087065785,0.0,0.0,0.039362613897153335,0.036632913494204215,0.0,0.04722092987379002,0.0,0.0,0.06750245765644554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03444475076153185,0.0,0.18977337635313984,0.04264327011761336,0.03808415692002196,0.0,0.03857972579562706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057734033560338724,0.045502830517604655,0.0,0.0,0.04241248803166501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03828008023717305,0.0,0.04484783104882535,0.16568013543200907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083923278811231,0.14728310977304213,0.043164619308173564,0.0,0.0,0.07233115348060926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150239669120192,0.05749534188189745,0.04366335154646932,0.0,0.0938255491821718,0.04783791797657984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050439749946759684,0.03437580485960598,0.0,0.12663730368428666,0.031933761457042784,0.09964817141773834,0.08318908388294534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875502885937724,0.13101809634282766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044996027121429034,0.0,0.08142479391961893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923647620861178,0.0,0.11035972968761294,0.0,0.0,0.0924760480327258,0.0,0.0,0.040966741727767056,0.06849748564320374,0.04311775111432036,0.13075882833331412,0.10295687764200752,0.07841346963997813,0.044928451760796614,0.0,0.0,0.0712512174837507,0.0,0.0,0.04390155706899165,0.0,0.19893127298902727,0.08518906632110962,0.0,0.12193266067294092,0.0,0.10318049473452273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860321370523348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476230535439825,0.034615760545509515,0.0,0.03965046462939701,0.0,0.0,0.2575072315813633,0.08278711224597438,0.0423132766615826,0.0683810459545962,0.10045125455651964,0.0,0.04082264222033434,0.04115252731661145,0.0,0.02923978197991795,0.0,0.0,0.08966888732714688,0.0,0.03719620787913051,0.0,0.0,0.0254021331784956,0.06836943116200464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03886142299046172,0.0480829581973999,0.0,0.041515215809903784,0.0,0.06270682656142314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047087190488257616,0.0,0.027733845992078558 adhd,datbeckyy,2019/10/11,"“Wow you’re so lucky to be prescribed adderall, I bet you are like, sooo productive all the time!” Bonus points if said friend or classmate throws in “you have no excuse not to complete xxx, you have adderall...” And people wonder why we don’t tell them what we are prescribed...because 90% of the (non-ADHD) population that has experimented with prescription amphetamines does not understand/can not grasp that we (diagnosed, take regularly & as prescribed) do NOT experience even close to the same affects as them! 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Just worked for me.,-0.375,1.807411500000004,1.5,94.995,100.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.243466666666667,46,1,9,0,2,15,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.595065053527105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700603983990791,0.5928694623171278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39681064030504304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tonepoems,2019/10/11,"Was recently told about the Sympathetic Dominant nervous system and I'm intrigued on how it might related to ADD I was diagnosed with ADD at age 40 and was on Adderall for 3 months. I ended up stopping it because the jaw aches and headaches as a side effect weren't great, however I did love how it eased my anxiety and made me feel more focused. Since then, I've been trying to just manage my symptoms through meditation, organization, and self-care. Some days are better than others. I was chatting with my trainer on how I really struggle with any kind of HIIT exercise because it takes a while for my heart rate to go back down, and he mentioned (in a nice way) that I seem a bit high-strung and stressed at my baseline and brought up the Sympathetic Dominant Nervous System. Which basically, means my nervous system tends to stay in Fight or Flight mode instead of knowing how to be chill. [After reading this article and watching the video](https://whatswithwheat.com/sympathetic-dominance-can-affect-health/), I feel like so many of my ADD symptoms overlap with his (especially everything related to sleep and always feeling busy). I feel like there could be some cause and effect here, but it's definitely peaked my interest. I'm not sure if this is junk science, or if there's some merit to it. I plan on bringing it up to my therapist, but our next appointment is still 2 weeks away and I thought I would just mention it here in case someone else is familiar with it. In any case, I would be curious to know how one affects the other. Either way, I thought it was interesting.",8.699897959183673,8.068997765306126,8.309102040816327,70.40018367346939,61.14285714285714,11.649523809523812,40.34829931972789,10.93419730881044,4.466847891156464,1269,61,222,28,15,405,176,294,0.064,0.81,0.126,0.9643,1,0,0,0,1,0,44.0,1,0,0,4,16,17,1,5,9,0,19,8,3,10,1,59,39,27,0,5,10,0,4,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,16,20,0,1,12,3,0,3,2,6,0,1,13,5,25,11,39,19,6,39,0,0,1,1,9,17,0,9,15,150,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473202264882077,0.0,0.0,0.17118872594670576,0.0,0.0962884581185578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825686236322593,0.0967845041466597,0.0,0.15345558265389894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131976614759752,0.13741494626758768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293008160472621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049512916573416,0.0,0.0,0.08117426395399795,0.0,0.0,0.12775308210428554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514632560931007,0.0,0.11148143673546296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312178701867427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545699961640563,0.17983984272127918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153352354644257,0.0,0.0,0.13876960108879696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379149612047286,0.0,0.1491538493246793,0.0,0.13298615242425585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107185702324362,0.13834720982409512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298521629153406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136005277682553,0.1190990761017048,0.0,0.127610108163845,0.0,0.13710684195791267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352575581829254,0.0,0.0,0.10046640995217562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386174375625073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529122174948682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590177745245096,0.0,0.0806340818076055,0.0,0.12427918461832906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145852412590292,0.13130747837182352,0.0,0.0,0.1041190752412854,0.0,0.12595861602006508,0.0,0.106647307192828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415823787531098,0.10051812047653172,0.10523104644300844,0.14418104325612627,0.1315842654289381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186288326157382,0.26164950133440285,0.09463685789694017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614211936794486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984981366663965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027199644762528,0.0,0.08545591689574028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998158683810302,0.10096348944009224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882562805289126,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,treealiens,2019/10/11,"Anyone else debate quitting their job on a daily basis? Having trouble sorting out my impulsively from my true feelings. I have a full time job where I spend all day everyday debating with myself about quitting. Long story short I took a job assisting a student at a university that has cerebral palsy. The job was pitched to me as being mostly physical assistance and I assumed the individual was at a reasonable level of cognitive development to be in college. It turns out this person is actually at an early elementary school cognitive level at best and is totally incapable of understanding the class content. Also discovered their parents had been doing homework and papers for them. The parents are totally delusional and adamantly believe their child is capable of getting a college degree. I’ve talked to the teachers and administrators at the school extensively and they’re unwilling or unable to do anything about it. It’s obviously endlessly frustrating trying to teach college content to someone who can spell less than 50 words. It’s also just plain wrong ethically for their parents to encourage this situation. This person is being told if they just work hard they can get A’s but they get D’s and F’s which is extremely frustrating for them. Every day I talk myself out of quitting or writing a lengthy heated email to the parent I work for. I’ve actually already voiced my opinion on how inappropriate this is in a polite way but they just do mental gymnastics to rationalize it. My mental health has been taking a nose dive and my attention and patience is totally shot when I get home. Although It pays well and I do need the money and want to end it on a good note to have a good reference for my next job though. I guess keeping my head down at least till the end of the semester would be the responsible thing to do? But is it really if it’s making me miserable?",6.880913419371009,8.163647268011527,7.806881343190078,65.96266132063651,64.79250720461096,10.991554942989602,36.41260493672472,10.940254816364696,4.540219245708559,1530,74,241,43,23,515,192,347,0.05,0.88,0.069,0.7645,9,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,10,6,12,11,2,1,25,0,31,3,2,3,6,49,46,26,0,5,10,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,17,15,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,5,1,0,7,4,30,6,44,34,9,33,0,1,0,0,24,20,0,9,11,185,47,18,0.0,0.0,0.17869828654580064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010385003972809,0.1464406552328297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064020731095242,0.09381382057648403,0.07534590230561136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315652475813432,0.09608634639644738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809697456458153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648645233222544,0.0,0.16218958765098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714306846903561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629537875903875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134483633736515,0.0,0.0,0.15359200859163885,0.0,0.0,0.10086342658892093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201958389288147,0.0,0.09396675521911214,0.09732377076588572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184193047572876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542947974480133,0.08138254452795851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102752920548742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111686798803932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454145796922303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789042101325836,0.0,0.0,0.09737487091051028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40666522699753904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989294665205694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292155307512572,0.0,0.0,0.05865554329921442,0.0941387090526412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532678272577352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291703543230976,0.0,0.0,0.07757830937691065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884156415794891,0.14718457518949646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060828253263258636,0.0,0.08995702466399473,0.0,0.053389247398289735,0.0,0.0,0.0874892990305155,0.10172629093382364,0.06216308440904676,0.09959075488488556,0.0,0.09531696603639273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400433389103882,0.0726758962026661,0.0,0.0,0.08232324331320193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331322905343154,0.0,0.0,0.06504144484644102,0.1001062524651094,0.0,0.0 adhd,redfenix,2019/10/11,"Dr. Russell Barkely: ""Self control is not learned. It is not the result of your upbringing and how good your parents were."" He then describes the five executive abilities that ""impair(s) the ability to direct behavior toward yourself"". The video timestamped at the relevant area: https://youtu.be/SCAGc-rkIfo?t=1551",9.791739130434776,14.217127739130435,6.980608695652176,61.401347826086976,65.08695652173913,9.76695652173913,43.98260869565217,9.888512548439397,6.128674782608695,260,16,28,7,5,74,39,46,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,7,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419670187644371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052980460955838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365533774460061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040989164380084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LumpyRequirement5,2019/10/11,"Just started concerta and feeling sleepy? hello? So I got prescribed concerta and took 18mg for the first time this morning, and after like 1hr and half of taking it... I'm feeling kinda sleepy and hungry, granted last night I only slept for around 4 hours, but I wasn't necessarily feeling sleepy or hungry 2 hrs ago. other than that, my mouth feels weird, I'm drinking a lot of water. but no focus improvement at all.",3.771910714285717,5.938192512500002,4.797142857142859,81.02500000000002,73.875,6.571428571428572,26.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.5781071428571432,331,12,58,4,7,108,62,80,0.062,0.7879999999999999,0.151,0.6136,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,17,12,9,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,4,4,1,8,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,9,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313020154511149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322863485423237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556157253417425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277437537237716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221950104777262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086925475299202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696717144765857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126958233424061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747904442045213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183653350107824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486863756433705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845186634970174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469024321810545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618969784234985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215256136639474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28990698461091524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brainparts,2019/10/11,"Straterra / Atomoxetine Withdrawal Effects? Hi all, I've searched through some posts from the past and haven't found exactly what I was looking for, so I wanna ask: I've been taking Straterra for about two years (100mg currently) and it's ok. I'm having to change some other medications out currently and I do want to change this one at some point, but it does help a little bit so it's staying for now. Up until \~3 months ago, I was also talking Wellbutrin (I quit taking that due to some side effects). The whole time I've been taking it, if I missed a dose or was maybe like \~12 hours late taking it (I have an irregular work/life schedule although I take meds roughly at the same time each day, typically) I would start to get this particular side effect. I'm not sure how to describe it other than it's like when there is a cable issue with your computer monitor, and the screen kind of blinks? for a split second. That happens with my vision, and at first it happens once an hour or so, and it just grows more and more frequent until I take it, and stops within a few minutes. This is accompanied by a physical sensation in what feels like, my general brain, or something (I don't 'feel' anything in my eyes). A few weeks ago there was a problem getting refills and I had to go without it for several days, and at its worst I couldn't drive or even walk outside the house, like down the side walk of a road, because it was so disorienting and it made me feel dizzy. I was also very, very sluggish, and could not focus on anything, so even though I don't feel like Straterra is the #1 best choice for me, it felt super horrible to go without it. I'm not sure what this would be called or how to research it further; I have definitely described it to multiple doctors and never had anyone comment on it or give me any helpful advice. So -- has anyone else had this happen? Or have any ideas about it? Right now, for the past couple of hours, I've been having a 'lite' version of this withdrawal effect, even though I've taken it this morning, and have been very regular about taking it lately. A few times an hour the same effect described above happens a few times per hour, and the vision part isn't nearly as bad, but the physical sensation feels the same. It's really disorienting. Any help would be super appreciated. I live somewhere without very good access to mental healthcare, and while my current psychiatrist is a huge improvement over my last one, he is still two hours away. I'm waiting back for a call from his office but don't have a ton of expectations, but I still am curious about this effect and if anyone else has dealt with it.",6.851678640508427,6.377773564796902,7.062908952749377,77.3119318181818,64.8027079303675,9.784166896932856,32.971055540204475,9.140100540675403,2.7113775075987854,2091,75,402,31,28,677,243,517,0.062,0.7979999999999999,0.14,0.9915,3,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,0,11,28,17,0,0,30,1,41,5,2,9,5,83,76,48,0,11,20,0,7,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,39,22,0,2,14,0,0,6,13,4,0,6,17,10,28,13,57,52,22,73,0,1,3,0,13,24,0,13,46,281,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395262831644563,0.11602705228215332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467355604240566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351564275965866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728313848744533,0.1341133879802983,0.10771221304647582,0.0,0.06118274929202905,0.0,0.06148824307539213,0.050323583747912064,0.05464429571272508,0.039894996277328384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686810609283846,0.0,0.07144958397713139,0.0,0.0,0.07305887142529396,0.13365443567897128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846541590698258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052252941660636716,0.07241424982065937,0.0,0.08441392361888994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698628761454478,0.05727183672555027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934270871641316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967849406131687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654561677334077,0.09350861965136154,0.06283798562697028,0.0,0.0,0.05566794643098009,0.0,0.07175766118223444,0.0,0.0,0.06838519131842154,0.06278132942240093,0.07438842188038179,0.05489261739993344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314931142594752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160030615595836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38670406798927215,0.07551537107552163,0.0,0.07388005329942539,0.0,0.06830814481852526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815146321262834,0.0,0.05334685339211999,0.14765084884306562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986693547615008,0.06559362841127066,0.05778961451263921,0.0,0.054957774214254095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061926156292757585,0.0,0.0,0.06574884558933254,0.0,0.07269524592170894,0.06592950052235769,0.06595371555862252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223800896287245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050475638247241016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969736862059807,0.08869518893578322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087114670528508,0.12495035443983983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186719310201845,0.0,0.06267874048747399,0.0,0.0,0.06262254714884527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960939206711886,0.0,0.0,0.0419260914188511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589013712562317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393483656907637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038317727559355,0.0,0.0,0.04632269300394338,0.06975624226952787,0.10452979221380942,0.054715405376573635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233633017122024,0.0,0.3444483308773764,0.0526026493639369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859982970717787,0.0,0.15264729239900046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127861574072756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599771178067004,0.0386014775820886,0.0,0.05249646791206162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306761286129743,0.0,0.18926150742626086,0.0,0.04764513560230944,0.0,0.0,0.13947191054400668,0.0,0.0,0.04214478472361592 adhd,TokeHerFace420,2019/10/11,"A poem that took too much concentration for what it is *AHEM* When I think of ADHD; I think of tapping my pencil I think of shaking my leg I think of clearing my throat When I think of ADHD; I think of ticking from a clock I think of squeaking sneakers I think of pencils scratching on paper When I think of ADHD; I think of how many questions are on the test I think of how much time I have left to answer I think of how I need to read that last line again When I think of ADHD; I think of a classroom I think of how hard it was to focus I think of how no one really cared When I think of ADHD; I think there’s gotta be a better way I think there’s gotta be more awareness I think there’s gotta be a brighter future This is not a copy and paste. This is me. This is ADHD, and I hope you all take the time to remember we’re not all the same.",0.4668449197860979,1.9788710855615008,2.4561497326203217,97.04540106951872,81.45989304812835,5.041711229946523,18.486631016042786,5.5289334501034215,-0.5522171122994649,651,14,160,3,17,218,82,187,0.033,0.8959999999999999,0.071,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,15,4,0,1,9,0,10,2,2,5,3,38,38,12,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,23,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,2,28,3,25,30,6,18,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,12,107,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708545008386921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775095378170567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657586942950687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058494363639455135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485584881477925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322675033940079,0.0,0.0,0.07094668816539652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620212846007423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960033844106327,0.04841778982409473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424775200038567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062334523010230486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731489310876328,0.0,0.06531587320306284,0.0,0.0418317006301203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397013440165433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909612188014816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8368090317748037,0.0,0.0,0.07615181407969661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725487057011579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051830673828509935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kenosis94,2019/10/11,"A Little Help Identifying a Potential Symptom I started seeing a therapist and one of the things that we want to work on we are having a hard time placing as it doesn't really fit the pathology of ADHD, Anxiety, or Depression but has aspects of all three. I always assumed it was ADHD but medication never fixes it and aspects of it are contradictory to ADHD. The problem is essentially trouble initiating anything. Even stuff that I really enjoy doing e.g. drawing, going for a hike, practicing piano, etc. It's not a lack of interest because it sounds fun/enjoyable to do but the moment I actually try to do something I end up in a sort of catch 22 where a guy reaction paralyzes me and I can't do it. Its a similar feeling to when you haven't eaten in too long and have gone from everything sounding amazing to eating anything sounding gross. It's like an almost sick feeling that isn't exactly anxious or apathetic and it's not an attention issue once I start because I can deal with that. It seems to be something that one day is just there when I previously had no issue. Medications have never helped and in usually make it worse. On the off chance I overcome it I will end up enjoying whatever I do but as soon as I stop or the next day I'm back to square one. It makes doing anything with any consistency or even a bunch of things in rotation for any sustained period impossible because it just wears me down and then the apathy from depression tends to set in. I don't know if this will make sense to anyone else but any insight would be helpful because I'm losing my mind over it. It's like I'm not allowed to have any fun because all of the fun things I want to do instantly become unpleasant the moment I start doing them.",6.325588235294116,6.4969821470588265,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235295,65.76470588235293,11.03529411764706,35.23529411764706,10.793553405168565,3.9961647058823537,1390,62,248,36,20,480,179,340,0.151,0.7190000000000001,0.131,-0.8224,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,1,2,11,14,0,0,21,0,30,8,1,4,5,51,50,23,0,6,15,0,3,2,0,3,5,3,0,1,27,11,2,1,7,0,0,3,11,6,0,4,4,8,23,8,41,41,5,42,0,3,2,0,9,16,0,9,24,186,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.08999225697551083,0.0,0.33248727057510513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234381840403284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673343838584343,0.0,0.0,0.2508478156452464,0.0,0.07054713812873555,0.10418100757766503,0.0,0.06448153696209558,0.09448906995545912,0.2276646721153797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091057345989049,0.0,0.28107865671658644,0.10184843166987652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894700826157345,0.09507354499872214,0.15885585385710355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436286627524301,0.0770369834706011,0.0,0.16335698940122145,0.0,0.1028483513929788,0.12181931007890524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288032117358977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325720358251363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524100755695186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131112167612478,0.0,0.0,0.08260994118509205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854369757082999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250495931795966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068104688709592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010690596819396,0.09242747554025604,0.0,0.08161074592600552,0.0,0.10316926103748046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467031763424333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580150067943066,0.0,0.0,0.0931147106506467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422496645626653,0.0,0.09807575187566073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821002419639964,0.1874695592649641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963490298960442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824094786428817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815546366233808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348645289033316,0.08395254219007217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419890924796028,0.0,0.0,0.19581884757476373,0.0,0.0,0.07709905542059473,0.0,0.0,0.1055684756288974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585065475461872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707314752908603,0.18379824132120973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377353039548682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261051938061539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015659919248953,0.0,0.10878608826656064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713639285028432,0.0,0.0939788470525773,0.06550959756605439,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whythefuckyoulion,2019/10/11,"How Do I Deal With a Loss of Appetite? (Apologies for any formatting issues in advance, mobile is easier on my shitty vision) So I've been taking Medikinet (Methylphenidate) for a few months now (about 3 and 1/2) and it's been working pretty well. I currently only take 20mg, so the effects are barely noticeable, but they're there (as in, I've been able to actually sit down and read a chapter or two of a book every morning for the first time in roughly 6 years), but I've recently noticed that my appetite has taken a hit. For the past 2-ish months I have legitimately felt no hunger- I'll forget to eat more often than not because of this, and I only do it once my stomach starts to hurt and I feel lightheaded, but even just the thought of food makes me nauseous. I don't know if this post violates any of this subreddit's rules, but I'm not exactly sure where else to talk about this. I've spoken to my doctors about my eating problems and they've mostly brushed it off as normal, telling me that it's to be expected, but offering no advice on how to work around it. I was wondering if anyone else has/had this issue, and if so: how do/did you deal with it? I've already lost about 1.5kgs, which I know isn't a lot, but if this is the result of these past two months, then I'm worried about what might happen over the course of, say, six months? TL;DR - I've lost my appetite due to medication. Any advice on how I should deal with it?",5.434699818071562,5.323346243986258,5.967669294521933,82.76574287446941,67.65979381443299,8.908914493632507,30.176066302809787,8.4952907291091,2.048685708510208,1131,38,234,15,17,367,163,291,0.138,0.843,0.02,-0.9867,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,8,20,8,1,0,12,0,16,7,1,7,2,49,33,28,0,8,14,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,18,11,4,0,7,2,0,1,6,6,1,4,9,5,18,2,40,20,4,29,0,4,0,0,9,11,0,10,15,149,36,5,0.10215191742453286,0.0,0.09968553581510166,0.0,0.0,0.19964334289078006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272718104631428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084004203615732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142699581361725,0.10466671115653613,0.0,0.09093686397199444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227086072217691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31594242416715423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455681603137468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905382755887905,0.17066963832090085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747037804122565,0.0,0.08606739620624082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165107877153627,0.0,0.09808186028739883,0.0,0.0,0.08689036877697645,0.12352250403042946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033260321662637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935574035917137,0.0,0.0,0.2132401237797295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228004462617863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302176984302852,0.08684590720720163,0.0,0.0,0.06818719810351427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290730987844457,0.0,0.10836704145377717,0.0,0.0,0.32614674360848883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008719017033144,0.0,0.2326012700923613,0.0,0.1087884581792002,0.0,0.155382272686103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503112782420726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783329949462866,0.10392522429797467,0.0,0.09774558905748663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217956118414162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086269475758364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812353048137335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723036529261179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627697325433704,0.0,0.15361105788053458,0.08210584177998018,0.0892852783570597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109721195517633,0.059565604534204224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957516013925752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918468417167525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077939693784934,0.14873562501704915,0.10374023071668463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578248563922816 adhd,Fearless_Wallaby,2019/10/11,"Someone other than my doctor pointed out my ADHD for the first time. My girlfriend (new relationship) made a comment, the other day. She described a quality she had noticed about me that was very clearly a symptom of my ADHD. In fact, two comments on separate occasions. She said that she noticed I tend to be able to move on from things very quickly and am quick to consider things resolved. This is true. At another time mentioned that sometimes she will bring up a topic she wants to discuss, and I don't seem to pay it enough mind. I'll respond and immediately move on to the next thing. She was not bring critical or trying to make me feel bad. It was more of an observation and she did not seem to connect these qualities with my ADHD. I do, however, want to try and work on this - because I don't want her to feel like I'm not giving enough weight or consideration to the things she says. Though she does tend to fixate on things longer than most people, it is not an unreasonable length of time, and I need to meet her half way here. A hypothetical example of what I'm trying to (poorly) explain would be something like this: Her: I'm hungry Me: get something to eat Her: I dont know what I'm in the mood for Me: Sometimes i browse grubhub for ideas. I'll add things to my cart and then be annoyed at how expensive it is and then make something similar myself. I have to stop spending so much money on food. Thank god i dont have to buy food for my toads now that im breeding their food. The tank I breed the dubias in has fungus gnats, by the way. Theyre everywhere and I think im going to break the whole enclosure down and redo it. One of the plants in there isnt doing that well, I cant ever seem to keep plants alive. I think I need more plants for the toads vivarium. I also want to move the toads into a new enclosure. (proceed to describe the new complex plans I have for their new enclosure in detail, then explain how I came up with the idea, then talk about the youtuber who inspired it, then talk about becoming a youtuber, so on and so forth.) I'm not like this ALL the time but I could potentially see it becoming less endearing and more annoying in time. I am on 25 mg Adderal XR once per day. In the past, I have been on 25 mg AD. XR 2x per day - that was fine then, but I don't think I want to talk to my doctor about increasing my dosage just yet. I'm hoping that someone can relate to this and offer me some advice for how I can get a little better at keeping myself level?",4.187716672467804,4.887837390532546,5.23742255482075,84.0723398886182,70.55818540433927,8.173778860656688,27.732277526395173,8.313332769828598,1.7182273349576518,1955,65,408,28,34,645,233,507,0.026000000000000002,0.902,0.07200000000000001,0.9181,1,0,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,5,21,15,2,0,27,0,34,8,0,6,5,73,76,31,0,10,10,0,3,3,1,2,3,2,0,0,31,19,5,3,17,0,6,8,12,3,1,4,10,6,55,11,71,60,12,66,0,0,1,0,34,27,0,8,31,278,86,4,0.0695809194001221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508682304911623,0.06799366913850087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055643836105383856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296166086315252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809716130215696,0.042415882639569885,0.15369331756447138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153866877596965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958203522530669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055554702290055706,0.0,0.0,0.1346218101817137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142438038804062,0.06089073146458819,0.0,0.16309663865059196,0.0,0.0,0.07119865144189633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437913797850129,0.0,0.0,0.06293992518022484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036440704280901,0.0497086227223723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591854944963147,0.25241257179706444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270631708004621,0.06674835817067179,0.039544439988006205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910955295185753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570967771682392,0.1503186661956974,0.0,0.0,0.12369343642591467,0.0,0.0,0.03823985360405962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019811676527094,0.06973836080233185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658391483326431,0.09289160800855092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025689330367213,0.0,0.0,0.2218605168820535,0.05114998184228711,0.10318674015712433,0.0,0.2688067421711623,0.07400009716034983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584366758325352,0.0,0.0741014082855831,0.047149831753870636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642286081255673,0.04823864845724381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577645937383081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470386750357381,0.0,0.0,0.06618738821973061,0.05533353988058623,0.0,0.0,0.055446984089893715,0.19003156723590053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791137441821092,0.1607003735111011,0.13763461693244575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817276424582871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723212173149312,0.0,0.16777952200630766,0.0,0.06406076209228566,0.0,0.0,0.27735882632669984,0.1337539307916394,0.06836290002899591,0.0,0.20286596828571296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172263058353302,0.0,0.06797044775089614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482309121696785,0.20520314520825192,0.11046019018921864,0.0,0.08473081462052355,0.06256160287319591,0.0,0.0,0.07768461163235035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506557380280393,0.0,0.0,0.04942828876774065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bloom2013,2019/10/11,"Any info I can give my dad so he gets treated? He's 70 Please bare with me, I'll try to keep it short but I need help. So my dad is about to turn 70. Guys, he is literally the poster child for ADHD. He cannot stay still for a second. At dinner parties or restaurants he'll start clearing the table or arranging things in the kitchen because staying still feels unbearable. He's always on the move even if he's not going anywhere. He's very smart but he procrastinates like crazy. He'll get bored with people's conversation and turn around or doze off or change the subject in the middle of a sentence ... basically you name it. As a kid, he was grounded, berated and told off for not paying attention and not doing homework in spite of being a clever child. The only thing that doesn't fit the description exactly is he never loses or forgets things (but that's because he's so obsessed with routines and schedules as a coping mechanism, IMO). AND he's currently on antidepressants and also self medicates with alcohol. So when I got diagnosed I had him do the test. Let me make this very clear: not only did he scored super high, HE GOT BORED WITH THE ADHD TEST. Lol. I had to work hard to keep his attention on the questions! The thing is, he is still a bit reluctant about seeing someone. It might be because of his age, or because living with this all his life he thinks this is just how things are for everyone. So I'm looking for two things. Either the experiences of older people, or some short and sweet info graphics or something to send to him periodically. Or should I just mind my own business?",3.4922068394272863,5.523266482428117,4.538778842740506,83.1694769849722,74.27156549520767,7.320743107324578,26.28907821559579,8.167268648758528,1.7394156667849958,1271,46,242,21,27,414,172,313,0.071,0.804,0.124,0.9623,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,3,17,11,1,1,19,1,21,6,0,2,5,57,42,30,0,3,20,2,2,1,0,4,4,0,2,5,14,14,3,2,7,0,1,3,7,5,0,2,7,5,17,6,35,28,5,32,0,1,2,0,38,16,0,13,12,151,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25296202173376353,0.0,0.0,0.11247220627887812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416237431109849,0.08757017528110818,0.0,0.0,0.07156849623524103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368812110166484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566193592178814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489753206854735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133259061136956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681890323159964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951166636500869,0.0,0.0,0.10056370099566632,0.0,0.10294734120741217,0.0,0.0,0.05321376075240071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996970556241363,0.1009581779080074,0.05981172746411945,0.0,0.16834405283559434,0.0,0.0,0.10420660273407024,0.0,0.0,0.09427659155796647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054181683140592,0.11119445975756084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708870604441727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761756757480496,0.07433587696617372,0.051416160383664165,0.0,0.09293103916210564,0.0,0.08837717833625608,0.1177394166444828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025017352118776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060207278877292,0.0,0.11164564137902652,0.10626490490267343,0.0,0.0,0.11185610227230253,0.0,0.07803596639705512,0.08116948960891088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008329894629694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592377060528475,0.0,0.0,0.1155246407963242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789566498333533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386463184452593,0.0,0.10979086057849922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917161292157369,0.08102080382428327,0.0,0.0,0.07449116997833842,0.22434896431894444,0.2521403446557959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195105692494857,0.06743513254278513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056370099566632,0.0,0.0714527365375202,0.2289471971351173,0.10280661194655462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736721379931034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661777985339675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lapinchien,2019/10/11,Filing disability insurance policy claims. I have two directly paid by me disability policies and I have been ADHD diagnosed for years. I would like to file claims but anticipate that it may be problematic and I am seeking to hear about any experience with a claim of this kind.,6.109200000000001,8.40914012,7.457000000000002,63.863500000000016,67.8,12.2,32.5,11.698219412168324,4.872200000000001,226,10,37,9,4,77,42,50,0.073,0.7909999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,2,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415634127469116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351839954720032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35102171731218396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33829922804018325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897883663771693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601405741901285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896062746816695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378367721889451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567579123967784,0.0,0.0,0.22271050765451392 adhd,FreshMango4,2019/10/11,"Lying awake at 8:46:02 with quadruple alarms starting at noon. Hey there, r/ADHD. TL;DR: For *once,* I feel validated and hopeful- and I'm not even better yet. As a little kid I was always was pegged as the ""smart"" one. I still feel smart, I still feel curious, I still value all of those attributes within myself. However, as I hit middle School, things started changing. Whether it was the increased stress, puberty, more social isolation, or a combination of all the above, I started sliding to Satan's shindig inside some wicker warp and weft. Grades, tanking. Self-esteem, tanking. Friends, tanking. It only got worse in high School, where in junior year, I got about a 1.5 grade average. And despite watching all of this happen right in front of my eyes, I absolutely *could not* force myself to fix any of it. My teachers asked me if I *cared*, my mom implored me to tell her why I wouldn't just *try,* and worst of all, my dad told me to my face that he had decided to give up hope for me, and had resigned himself to the idea that I would likely remain a failure. I internalized every last drop. If I had the raw brain power to understand some things the other kids my age couldn't, what excuse did I have for academic failure? What other explanation was there besides sheer laziness and ineptitude? I was *obviously* inadequate, a failure, useless. A lot of days, I still do feel like that. It's that feeling. You know the one. It makes you feel like a little kid hiding in the corner of a pitch black room. Your responsibilities are behind your back, suffocatingly present, threatening horrible consequences if you look at them directly. Your ability to breathe is also taken away from the *inside,* by the crushing sense of shame you feel at having invented so many Boogeymen. I finally researched ADHD. Looking at this subreddit and as many trustworthy online resources as possible, I was fairly certain based on that alone that I had ADHD. After a healthy dose of procrastination, I finally had my mom help me set up an appointment with a behavioral therapist who was able to run a proper test. God, that waiting period between testing and results was torture! In the end, though, I was relieved to hear ""Yes, you do have ADHD."" Not only that, but apparently autism was on the menu that day as well, which actually made sense after my therapist's explanation of my results. To a degree I *still* carry it all with me, in bad days, even with an actual professional telling me that I have ADHD and ASD (god, it's still so weird to even type that out), I feel completely invalid, like I'm stealing someone else's label to use as a cheap excuse for my own setbacks. In the end, though, my mind always rests upon the validation I received, the medication I'm starting, and the support of community I found in you guys. For once, I'm not pushing thoughts about the future to the farthest, most cramped corner of my mind. Those of you who made it to the end- I really really super duper extra hyper ultra majorly appreciate you! 🧡 It was not necessary for you to do so, but it means that someone cared enough to read all the way through my story. as a small token of my gratitude, let me read yours below (and commiserate).",3.964152375170741,6.385976612687816,5.047437850963728,78.27288086204283,74.19198664440734,7.762039763241766,28.587069358020944,8.63018909878101,2.4811853756260427,2537,106,441,51,55,832,309,599,0.092,0.809,0.099,0.8142,3,2,0,0,0,0,114.0,0,13,1,3,25,27,1,3,36,1,31,7,4,7,8,73,73,33,0,9,13,3,8,4,1,2,3,1,1,4,35,17,0,1,15,2,1,6,7,10,1,2,25,14,68,17,81,42,18,71,1,2,5,0,39,33,0,10,33,315,103,14,0.06624496697466982,0.0,0.12929106363181658,0.0,0.3980678847773256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860980734902992,0.0,0.0529760761559961,0.11024223859317032,0.0,0.0,0.04504884917948749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193010170810771,0.0,0.06223932712366671,0.05093829054574206,0.055311780369730223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058588289948955485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395129166968444,0.0,0.0,0.13508231765257428,0.0,0.07007839129004333,0.0,0.06945658750970189,0.0,0.0,0.052891215727251466,0.0,0.0,0.12816757016783895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553391695388366,0.0,0.17602013457493426,0.0684487592807208,0.0,0.13126252774681835,0.0,0.05581424179815702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679635659275252,0.0946508352861488,0.0,0.14513624658469265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263418703432921,0.05118069715688432,0.0,0.0,0.06354820862889933,0.0,0.0,0.10596430336508976,0.0,0.0,0.06559293232379441,0.05858020551833741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466289231800312,0.0,0.044402604979147865,0.06999144470980767,0.0,0.13159239896223518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747825043493088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03640650139372395,0.053998489682318365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677399669654295,0.0,0.12945577880517148,0.13278972017176238,0.0,0.0,0.11125817607491502,0.0,0.0,0.05631910197942741,0.0,0.1253651789754499,0.044219029856190965,0.1343239979072176,0.0,0.07216018941294881,0.0,0.06673483490298616,0.0,0.0,0.13377706465420733,0.1551706093628304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109745565237142,0.08977860811051368,0.10076456499354942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468124677475085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252578760707825,0.0,0.08487644428659707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657283984001792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340868864567236,0.0,0.0,0.06910794804504382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675284014052704,0.11225829108918912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875541143425805,0.0,0.3174198971885019,0.0,0.0758833858511041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517400348447997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580204200194767,0.0,0.0,0.15383102497595036,0.0880204249888712,0.0,0.13017068741708931,0.05259110414327127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632999048099895,0.0,0.044975984141963896,0.0,0.0,0.06896334687486994,0.0,0.057214381997169085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258217133508945,0.0,0.0,0.059562181010933885,0.0,0.0597757789491583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675092808130483,0.047058523877850304,0.0,0.0,0.042659586805130295 adhd,rgutizz,2019/10/11,"VYVANSE (and metil) & VITAMINS B - small type about anxiety, hyperactivy and impulsivity Friends, 5 day\`s ago I started to use a medication for sciatic nerve consistent on B1, B6 and B12 vitamins (plus diclofenac). Well, the pain is not the topic, but it went well. So, about the ADHD: I had a very different feeling about my hunger (B1 effect) and, more impressive, a giant anxiety/hyperactivity/impulsivity reduction (B6 effect; and a small less B12). Well, I started do search on internet and found a lot of articles and researches that pacient\`s with ADHD have less B6 (and other micronutrientes) than others. I bought a B complex vitamin, costs less than 20 cents/day and work\`s perfectly. It was really a big structural change on my days. So, someone\`s ele noticed that? Sorry for my english, didn\`t use it for a while. ps: i couldn\`t post the researches link\`s here, but it\`s easy to find on google.",6.5529245283018875,8.6289143081761,7.091965408805034,67.81643867924531,66.29559748427673,11.086163522012576,36.520440251572325,11.038039088145766,4.792538364779874,721,37,115,23,12,236,103,159,0.046,0.78,0.174,0.9718,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,12,0,5,6,0,4,1,24,13,15,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,6,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,5,1,8,6,17,8,5,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,5,73,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886572273872252,0.0,0.14333481289295402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519885028606347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369791657493423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105419891999746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312843954306028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893916008907747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175896354371495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778831279370375,0.0,0.0,0.17729263541367418,0.124926856783907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746917838214326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628929191188562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840933356476489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205722291325432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486122181731893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358736778454296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100677875214075,0.2289002229677173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793089310147728,0.0,0.1334171255514635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361556096479943,0.1498949257801482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771748850792578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Facepalmed,2019/10/11,"For the many of us with screentime issues... I organise a collective time, once a month where thousands of people go Offline together. I started doing some research and found staggering amounts of information ranging from the impacts of screen time and hyper-connectivity on our nervous system, social behavior, creativity, sleep, flow states, mental health, etc. it’s not good. I discovered that there are movements like “national day of unplugging” and started to experiment with going offline, or completely leaving my phone behind for hours and even a few days. Going 24 hours without internet is really interesting. Like this [TED talk](https://www.ted.com/talks/manoush_zomorodi_how_boredom_can_lead_to_your_most_brilliant_ideas?language=en#t-30118) shows. Smartphones, screens, are surrogates for boredom... Ironically, boredom seems to generate hightened creativity. From my personal experiences... All the times I have done a 24 hour digital diet, it simply ended up to be an experience of heightened presence, focus and productivity--- Especially ended up with improved contact with loved ones and doing things I normally don't. Like replanting plants, going for aimless walks that just feel perfect etc. It turns into a self connecting experience which let's me feel connected to the outside so much more! So... I decided to start r/OfflineDay to go offline with people together before the summer. The idea is to build a supportive community that can inspire and offer tips on preparing and executing a full OfflineDay . We now have over 5K subs! Still small but growing! Join us in missing out! Tldr 24 hours Offline every first friday to saturday of the month. Starting at sundown on friday evening. The next OfflineDay is on the 1st-2nd November, 2019. Jomo r/OfflineDay",9.428249757360078,12.432869665480432,8.498125202199933,56.88491669362665,60.53024911032029,11.657133613717244,41.24247816240699,11.389717465364855,6.049354448398577,1460,80,178,46,22,455,190,281,0.048,0.852,0.10099999999999999,0.9292,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,4,0,0,2,9,11,0,1,17,0,14,4,1,0,2,33,31,12,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,16,1,0,8,1,0,9,3,2,0,3,2,5,13,9,39,27,9,49,0,1,2,1,12,15,0,3,26,123,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338505319204471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274407669054447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639510165709172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028113530221434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358589832169946,0.0,0.21857679347416464,0.1294472581215329,0.0,0.08256355437752272,0.0,0.0,0.3834248766307716,0.0,0.0,0.09909668094507132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335302337031437,0.0,0.10744455998458112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784591611962891,0.08219210361329332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416226109906536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38601451742634296,0.0,0.0,0.11062247135166428,0.0,0.10227951193602368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376072128954084,0.0,0.10020475537959396,0.0,0.14362368217127142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844274993183182,0.0,0.0,0.09934979270635734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875416548970302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643458259411633,0.0,0.07203632694421079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421695181403348,0.0,0.09601259631835382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435963185178783,0.06640277421913718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587238651725345,0.08556394150168084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277699649284342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920939046361423,0.1022283496561696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806403717725734,0.09989179574657098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774405567355226,0.0,0.07825755009747325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120159881257917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876327658698386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510237271682594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142198715545134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658853568596686,0.0,0.0,0.2357476706872544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446201307941383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vivelstick,2019/10/11,"Pregnancy & ADHD Medication It’s my understanding that there is no real option for ADHD meds during pregnancy. How will I function? Has anyone gone through this? Did you have any issue getting your prescription again after pregnancy? I’m fearful.",4.4471428571428575,7.827258952380951,5.5738095238095235,65.78785714285715,90.42857142857143,8.114285714285714,29.809523809523807,8.418075326091056,4.034152380952381,204,10,25,6,7,67,38,42,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.7131,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173414367996294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828508603413304,0.0,0.17465941326936918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958788891244112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890154226091493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418784284501015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26807331895182696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852903690771397,0.2587383988954629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923391549641094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673785883911408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,derexmix76,2019/10/11,"I dont understand how people get anything done. At all. Ok so let's say I wanna take up new hobbies and socialize...those things cost money, and have no fixed costs, but I cant focus enough to make a budget, and can't keep focused on conversations with people enough to get to know them quickly, so I have to keep doing (whatever activities) which keep costing money, to have any kind of social life, but then I also have to advance in my career when I cant focus enough for most jobs in order to have money to socialize...",7.538269230769231,5.956912442307693,8.17969230769231,73.46530769230772,64.0,10.627692307692307,32.33846153846154,9.3871,2.7631446153846158,410,12,78,6,5,138,69,104,0.047,0.9359999999999999,0.017,-0.4168,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,1,1,12,1,0,2,1,16,21,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,7,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,17,19,5,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,58,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330857438232354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317107714392803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694920220661666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030509421537124,0.1950426047979042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158679938371342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389480967703674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514583586714435,0.443764327147158,0.0,0.17330046894786005,0.0914598941552036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701753799886742,0.11754712910340442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110864168615278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607291468851858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307488793116728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234359506475432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392877760048004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512687487431665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056182886013292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324873756893078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JordanJ14,2019/10/11,"Motivated by Betrayal? Starting to notice a pattern here of only being motivated to progress in life when I feel shortchanged or someone did me wrong.. Ie. Worked a shit minimum wage job for years cuz it was comfortable easy until one day got laid off by the boss because he wanted me to put in more hours which I couldn’t. With that fire I was so motivated went back to college finished 3 year program in 2 years. Ie. while in college ended up in another job basic admin work got stuck again easy comfort wanted to leave but just couldn’t. One day had argument with manager. Left. Motivated as hell applied to university masters program got into the program now finishing soon. Even at home when things are normal with siblings and parents I fall into a rut.. not feeling like I’m processing in life. The moment there is argument and nagging drama. I’m at the rental pages looking to move out get my shit together. Plan out a life etc. Unfortunately things get back to peace at home rather quickly and end up back in a comfortable rut. This is a terrible pattern to have these decisions ultimately at the hands of someone else. Am I just not taking responsibility or is there something else here. The emotions that arise from the rut state to the feeling of been wronged motivation is insane. Night and day. How to kick this pattern and retrain your brain to be motivated by positivity rather than betrayal and being wronged? By what I understand from the science of motivation is two neurotransmitters responsible: dopamine and norepinephrine which ADHD ppl lack and is the root cause of the condition. The only way I get these chemicals is by feeling wronged? I’m being rewarded (dopamine) for being wronged?",4.851537263626252,7.568239735483875,5.593804226918799,73.99725806451616,72.61290322580646,8.53392658509455,32.947719688542826,9.223106411051027,3.4645361512792,1378,69,227,33,29,447,174,310,0.195,0.669,0.136,-0.9726,5,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,13,20,15,4,0,18,0,22,7,4,12,0,48,43,19,0,8,9,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,12,15,0,0,13,1,1,4,4,10,0,3,10,7,11,5,50,26,4,50,1,0,1,0,3,19,3,2,26,154,23,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232935561623746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800846045833332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561141599239897,0.0,0.0569767095116257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434025524177697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601651380981964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083574584151327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615962734880026,0.1051379678485454,0.1655683117411503,0.0,0.1042405835704558,0.06173417366825331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903920562510176,0.06677295345101236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649819065884526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426266418067814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875103524973092,0.0,0.09204631910739867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550345613582814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896822043179618,0.10155233623800908,0.0,0.19805584494181072,0.045663330207225614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848886900612491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934079277098573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771259233490036,0.09157796590627336,0.0,0.10641297425786052,0.0,0.0,0.12667152491864564,0.14217196472666335,0.0,0.0,0.10378421335946678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396030551176657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188538072251846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838883244352225,0.0719555814957071,0.0,0.0,0.06615653263218309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027566763274036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241908478198146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130382809162764,0.09730260354872088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025869808961804,0.07418987626039246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664498811057604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609040251483842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109583005737756,0.0,0.18056934809080785 adhd,Audrasmama,2019/10/11,"Medication for 11yo son ei5h ADHD Hi all, I follow this sub since my son was diagnosed with ADHD two years ago. He's been struggling with school and this year in particular has been really hard for him. He had a tutor who specializes in ADHD once a week, I help with homework every night but he's still failing one class and just having a hard time in general. He was also diagnosed with mild depression and anxiety (psychiatrist's words, not mine) a few years ago. He has now said he'd like to try medication to see if that helps. I'm going to make an appointment with his neurologist but am not sure what to ask. Are there certain medications that are better than others? Any pointers on what to ask, say, look for would be greatly appreciated. His main challenges are memory, focus and organization. My son is super intelligent but struggling so much and I just want to help him the best I can. :/",3.936315789473685,6.154777368421055,5.348397660818716,77.02189473684213,73.56140350877193,8.770526315789473,25.43508771929825,9.3871,2.3640624561403523,714,24,132,18,15,239,113,171,0.127,0.6709999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,7,13,0,2,6,0,17,5,0,1,3,26,27,11,0,3,8,3,2,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,8,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,6,6,12,9,19,18,5,16,0,2,2,0,22,4,0,1,11,86,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363152767621578,0.0,0.21454781282885235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677692429565724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229543188159077,0.0,0.0925773610646077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626835354809605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269994463801144,0.10702934064625552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423141271102347,0.2456585854666516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196169752576847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687765176323484,0.0,0.0,0.13342121907249785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168141913471366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334461057157364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912259369763369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162345783754566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077951436453525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36573445226134293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896111891171911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356587299368523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288787201204771,0.08200397416086519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752632715776236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511449079349845,0.0962372506074594,0.0,0.1224752511062862,0.09643455515050238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010617482790272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966440060908828,0.0,0.0,0.253025633374187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405670507484705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056574754396586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821623217169297,0.0,0.11821562524683568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137872094741611,0.0,0.09707220988760104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596671428404071,0.0,0.0,0.23379215122882405 adhd,AaronPreston,2019/10/11,"I'm getting close to finishing the first book I've completed in a long time! It's a book called Finish by Jon Acuff. I love the tagline 'Give yourself the gift of done.' I haven't been able to *finish* a book in years and I gave up reading this one for awhile. But I'm very close to done! The book is about overcoming perfectionism and finishing projects you've started instead of continuing to be a chronic starter like I know most of us are. (; I just wanted to share that with you guys! It's not about ADHD but it is about productivity and overcoming procrastination. Great book, I recommend it.",1.9182881773399,4.6039167155172445,3.1034975369458166,87.56982758620691,84.43103448275863,6.762561576354681,24.665024630541872,7.957251820313856,1.5966645320197053,473,19,96,10,14,152,73,116,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,0,8,2,0,0,0,13,17,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,8,4,17,12,1,16,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,12,58,14,8,0.22240130197482166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672831458507395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709659527253975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331835337587596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455187496006038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891744338460255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619550100661732,0.21334759428046712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451982205728089,0.0,0.2202122548379601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222259392688409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086540422212134,0.0,0.0,0.1968181536868867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007258581588364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070487800907412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246148692566226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741678623099792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968398768541214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675213827256546,0.0,0.0,0.18350436587779947,0.13117805012379166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321914675867625 adhd,Pantsology,2019/10/11,"I think I should go on my meds, but my mom doesn't think so. I was diagnosed ADD in the first grade and I got meds but my mom stopped believing in them but back then it was probably good i gained 89 lb but in the 8th grade i was re diagnosed with ADHD and i was taking vyvance really helpful i lost some weight i passed my classes and my mental health increased I played football but my mom decided that i didnt need it and stoped refilling my meds claiming it was meth. I know that those meds dont define who i am or what i can do but it was like playing on easy mode,",0.18427400468383934,2.3473228606557406,2.0266042154566755,96.05393442622952,86.78688524590163,5.7807962529273995,20.18969555035129,7.1686216300943375,0.3930941451990626,447,14,104,7,14,147,72,122,0.045,0.747,0.20800000000000002,0.9671,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,0,0,21,21,13,0,2,7,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,4,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,9,1,22,4,6,11,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,68,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337212532413256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452861314711707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315657467168198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759502177620368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593193632214898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562954789402854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725720223255747,0.11401908889424862,0.10872274624044184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444966801623438,0.0,0.0,0.09111697053166172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747084572225138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641287368209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839335348930274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6039898332081827,0.0,0.13699442499518502,0.0,0.0,0.477629944707053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079696228414396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656511219616178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708593196869811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365099652770362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022091252704874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420829972057272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655369422971356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shinyrainbowkitten,2019/10/11,"My intense fear of failure was affirmed yet again - how do I keep going forward you guys? Hey guys, I've probably had about the roughest day of the year yesterday. Long story short, I worked very hard for months to compete in a competition only to make it passed the preliminary round and then I was promptly informed that I was disqualified because - get this - I never actually registered online for the competition.... I missed the deadline by 3 days and there are no exceptions for late applications. I'm truly devastated. It's just another failure in another long line of failures that confirms that my anxieties over not succeeding are real and more often than not come out to be true. I feel like such a waste of a human being. It doesn't seem to matter that these past couple months I have truly worked the hardest I could for this competition and on top of it roughed going sober (from alcohol) and dealing with 3 jobs and grad school and all the other life things I've been struggling with. I feel like I just can't win. Small details always get me and slap me in the face. How do I keep picking myself back up time and time again? What are you all's tips and tricks and advice for standing up again and trying despite everything stacked against us with the challenges of ADHD?",7.885460902733634,7.587014958677684,7.614628099173554,73.62550858232679,62.63636363636363,10.421360457724095,35.97075651621107,9.851270322608157,3.4549716465352835,1028,42,183,18,13,327,150,242,0.16399999999999998,0.759,0.077,-0.9687,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,7,13,10,1,2,12,0,16,3,1,4,4,40,29,15,0,1,5,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,14,17,1,2,4,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,5,5,20,6,32,21,3,36,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,2,22,126,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.13026522540406854,0.0,0.16042687338176873,0.13044312221146429,0.0,0.14265828737453856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107287430385468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279948029436008,0.10211810614387062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264418457465813,0.0,0.08137316654570126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498826277724827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657946411866524,0.14770215216907234,0.0,0.17217768909329567,0.13762047075441844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997058504908095,0.0,0.0,0.15021133474746926,0.13499128762305707,0.1907279907348428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948414792999714,0.0,0.15172883839029538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643486061312045,0.0,0.0,0.11957920570901183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246643900929292,0.23730088769875315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505805017501499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428666200593833,0.1304311816471516,0.0,0.0,0.23626570931181898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910440875897402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309801228217146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029543276314943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152378983443903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742958955426142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439228549535503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193879367984975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509718303312432,0.0,0.1215226420491967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955084800912182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868362730767733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567608354676146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062972408838588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056986629980413,0.0,0.0,0.11014174341587296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194361996051244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859620229691918 adhd,Hardyz1000,2019/10/11,Does concerta or vyvanse cause hair loss? I started vyvanse I had full thick hair and it feels dry and thin now,1.2907575757575778,3.951236863636364,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,89.45454545454545,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,0.9134060606060612,89,4,18,1,3,27,18,22,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398320124374549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450546870616341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149284705448158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408519506735607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mocha444,2019/10/11,"Boyfriend can't study because of severe ADHD He's getting really frustrated and really REALLY wants to get through college but it's really hard for him to focus. He's tried many of the things suggested on sites for tips on how to deal with ADHD symptoms, but nothing seems to be working for him. Here's a list he made of the things he's already tried: * Tried to ""just focus"". * Tried to read the material quickly before studying. * Tried listening to music. * Tried using background noise. (coffee shop/rain/ect) * Tried taking breaks every 5\~30 minutes. (tried all of them) * Tried breathing deeply while studying. * Tried drinking cold beverage. * Tried cleaning my room/clearing my desk space. * Tried going out to get some fresh air. * Tried moving while I work. * Tried using shapes and colors to help me focus. * Tried writing down everything. * Tried eating before, during and after studying. * Tried to have a treat to motivate me. * Tried to ask someone to read it loud for me. * Hired a teacher to help me. * Tried to study during quiet and noisy hours. * Tried going to the gym. He keeps having bouts of completely losing focus and staring at the wall. The advice that is being given by those around him is not helpful in the slightest, it's mostly all simple answers to a more complicated problem. If you know any other ways that help you, anything helps!",2.7550354191263287,5.796247714876037,3.0999598583234937,85.15253719008265,88.38016528925621,4.914474616292799,22.203541912632822,6.610729790773281,0.9929280755608034,1065,37,171,13,35,328,144,242,0.07400000000000001,0.831,0.095,0.802,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,1,4,5,4,1,0,11,0,7,4,1,5,2,29,23,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,9,8,2,1,4,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,7,13,1,37,19,5,22,0,1,2,0,21,12,0,4,5,97,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172635233779222,0.06168436342208077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965926639498958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292670813448348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051945943970271816,0.05619403566871334,0.05901272616689431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848000487042465,0.0,0.1074283087769348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618465764057292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507841109914271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183781043301693,0.0,0.06459194725552972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053184969451071616,0.0,0.056732076346120826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893956913939583,0.0,0.07175002139020083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654699962425594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115545345849308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062164748331678475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056107803727139687,0.0,0.0,0.034691480204063985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061997722586406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972976608864002,0.0,0.06399816153622882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709117150542705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056949585035755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040145742927067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628282205912536,0.0,0.1617562453978298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746601805514955,0.0,0.07131252379358859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053485038852621056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561034738240712,0.04746163925504363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387399816399607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8571455118113658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903830494323252,0.0,0.0,0.03723236455616551,0.05010515391826192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191052618650272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SnowQuippy,2019/10/11,"I went from not graduating high school to getting good grades in university. Hello people! So I've lurked a little bit and noticed that we all really relate to each other so I thought I'd share my story. I got diagnosed with ADHD in high school. I loved it! I got on medication, I could focus! I could do homework! That's probably like the only time I ever did homework in high school. Anyway, that was short-lived and the side effects were killing me. I have pretty bad impulse control so I ended up leaving home. I got into an argument with my step-parent blah, blah, drama. So i left home and just stopped going to high school. After that, I got super bored and decided to join Job Corps. So I moved a few states over a went to job corps where I was able to get an equivalency degree by taking some state test. I then used my new credentials to make another impulse decision to join the Army. So I did. I volunteered airborne and went and fought in Iraq. All of this was the worst/best thing I ever could have done. Uprooting myself, living uncomfortably for about 6 years was great for me. I was so excited to be a normal person again. The military was insane compared to civilian life. Who wakes up at 5 every morning and runs 5 miles before work? We did! All the time! It was horrible! Anyway, so I got out of the military and decided to go to college because it's paid for. This time school is waaaaay different. I'm actually interested! I have this new zest for learning and life in general. I am so much happier. I love my ADHD now. I have much more control over my energy. I feel like I'm just way more happy than most people or I just feel it more intensely. It's still difficult reading and comprehending text without drifting off every few lines. I think that the combination of going through so much and aging has really allowed me to learn how to control myself more. I don't expect really good grades. I've been doing well on my tests so far. I've been steady getting above a 90%! Which is insane to me. I'm just trying to stay above a C and that's good enough for me.",1.9660657546337177,4.401807084951457,3.7856045895851733,84.59935569285086,81.30582524271844,6.8522506619594,22.955869373345102,8.00094639256281,1.4483669902912624,1637,56,316,32,44,549,213,412,0.081,0.778,0.141,0.9801,5,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,0,6,26,19,2,0,16,0,29,7,1,8,5,57,57,26,1,5,7,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,18,19,0,4,10,2,1,9,3,5,1,0,25,2,44,14,48,28,17,54,0,0,0,2,9,25,0,3,18,211,62,21,0.07473195961719127,0.0,0.07292761237160222,0.0,0.1796265856783038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836297565821979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062398064724316124,0.0455559089456685,0.0,0.06359139336531995,0.0,0.07842658102272981,0.0,0.08158794449412753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145474189456235,0.1790021662782847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585136591605744,0.0,0.07807899191316775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647674107057331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619033460004288,0.07721809139658295,0.0,0.0,0.1351986719183636,0.12592979828094505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557344845319168,0.05338852688267303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713309335629125,0.0,0.127415684547405,0.1880448662792742,0.2988498750015099,0.08239224930494703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955356064764259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158336736194466,0.14992449753516646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483198771790476,0.0,0.0826798408554392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913035479147511,0.08119649278684103,0.0,0.10557078632846834,0.07302052122374343,0.07490105632665489,0.0659896894949497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489702257004293,0.0,0.04988416334765194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528458711341587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942824618789439,0.16480976726434976,0.0,0.0,0.1443531845651985,0.0,0.0,0.07322145332742447,0.0,0.08508283134426554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568370228399477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361946233462116,0.06525306459167335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602926955513584,0.08057369221071511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475218314680122,0.0,0.1436256208558938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37816366440753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796543255483018,0.059681039485496586,0.062479264515611324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618913312499987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049648593290653686,0.047885222178423115,0.0,0.05932882829515574,0.1307304198938513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073809504540753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454441869629003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931875105773229,0.0,0.0,0.06719300664340218,0.2078318258178038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203894225477442,0.0,0.05440575665465856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812493180993019 adhd,Mooseontheloose16,2019/10/11,"Today I mentioned to a doctor that I think my impaired memory may be due to my (undiagnosed) ADHD, and he tells me he doubts I have ADHD because I conversed with him without being distracted, which he then modeled for me by looking all over the office. I'm tired of this stereotypical image doctors and others have about what ADHD looks like. I know I have it and I don't want to feel like I have to convince others too. No doctors, psychiatrists, family or friends really know what it's like to actually live in an ADHD brain. It's so frustrating, infuriating and belittling!",7.5303975535168215,7.38458847706422,8.599587155963306,65.76464067278289,63.31192660550459,11.30336391437309,35.597859327217115,10.864195022040775,4.066044648318043,460,19,77,11,6,158,75,109,0.141,0.731,0.127,-0.3813,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,2,3,0,8,5,1,0,1,15,16,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,13,5,13,13,1,5,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,6,57,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.13884509034485726,0.0,0.6839732909329139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673277634640418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588319174515551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368898792390575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412924452527458,0.0,0.07194121634401507,0.10164510529471374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992543987257686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638711085389653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853296584039413,0.0,0.12563614935134165,0.0,0.23895930739213406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911484308666696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435929082977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116749861038467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635303237154768,0.134865128530034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839206325147758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715317313208727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ronny500o,2019/10/11,"Inside people with adhd How many years do you take medication for ADHD that everyone will prescribe .. and what side effects you have experienced after all these years .. And do you mean to take it all your life? Because adhd is a lifelong problem",5.157954545454548,7.835139795454547,5.595454545454548,74.53818181818184,71.5,7.127272727272729,29.181818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.4121545454545457,197,8,30,3,4,63,35,44,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,9,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7464753118762919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621131484002931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783818284833754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624038966166494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990881217481752,0.0,0.2255302087783978,0.0,0.2085737491947547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435373466026836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198111912565311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31134070356868443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666574352654005 adhd,kaciusa,2019/10/11,"Is it a bad idea to take 2 concerta one after another? We are planning to pull all nighter to study, i take 36mg in the morning 10am, but in the evening i feel no more effect. Is it a bad idea to drink one more in the evening to study all night?",1.5446363636363645,2.1457936000000046,3.2888636363636365,95.97329545454546,76.63636363636364,6.954545454545455,26.47727272727273,7.1686216300943375,0.8650909090909087,188,7,49,2,4,63,35,55,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.8796,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,8,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,9,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25488594493990313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059159202694284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381215333804905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210982626791976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229063193399694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548805496226884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281099700562501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294286143755281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365525177460954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExistentialOrganism,2019/10/11,"(21M) Complete medication failure I am the only one totally helpless out there? Need reasons to live... I love to hear tons of happy endings about how ADHD meds really helped with the symptoms and how now they turned their life around. *What to do now that I have tried even 4th line treatment and saw improvement with none of the meds* (3 counted occasions worked as intended and never again over the span of 3 years). **I meditate a lot, changed my routine, started with sports, improved my diet and went to CBT.** Well, one year later nothing has changed and my life is going on a downward spiral I am just here watching how I am totally helpless and seeing how everything falls apart. **And there is something worse**, *I am gifted too and about to drop out of college so all my potential is being wasted and it comes with the loneliness and social isolation that so often comes with it.* How is your day? :)",1.9062771203155795,4.734576715976335,2.8663091715976314,87.05457223865879,89.53254437869822,5.6569033530572,24.79314595660749,7.1686216300943375,1.5407098619329394,711,30,126,12,24,225,110,169,0.11199999999999999,0.787,0.102,-0.2373,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,1,21,5,0,0,7,0,12,6,0,7,4,35,23,18,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,20,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,2,1,2,2,4,14,3,22,20,6,24,0,2,3,1,7,8,0,2,10,97,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327629826294092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357580233509924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226512018432655,0.2627318316595124,0.15989416297518014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835038493018737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507042357312452,0.0,0.0,0.10072532477524038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705786483733606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666970580961762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623399125923194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718794588177192,0.0,0.10221805607807474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543161720661255,0.0,0.0,0.13466097981526215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965070691468247,0.13763790504601284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387879682633204,0.15362848868164336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307739363086032,0.11761800040537733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632860826169158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667694615578608,0.11598371266765155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769590259253147,0.1567961974689726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152337472876501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545533702241676,0.0,0.11740254845710388,0.0,0.0,0.1079408347018532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850669854926785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353801700032812,0.16587705340512582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711651290655694,0.14136974788848006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102238175052692,0.0,0.1554113200155559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964110005871097 adhd,Iskandar11,2019/10/11,For those of you that are unmedicated. What are some books you've been able to read from beginning to end lately? Hope I don't need much text here.,1.9390000000000045,4.1718869000000005,2.8633333333333333,92.345,80.0,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,0.0086666666666666,117,2,27,2,3,37,27,30,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,17,5,2,0.4037582804332189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357609994657024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010230750314219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45545692680148797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968087931415861,0.2993816489386369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038675431580482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,corycrazie1,2019/10/11,"I am falling I have adhd was diagnosed at 27 and I finslly know why I cant get my shit together and stay focus for the long run finish anything or understand my life why I lose interest at things without any real reason why I have really bad social anxiety unless I take my meds why I cant get the information I read to stick. Why I cant sort thru my throughs I really am feeling like Im sprialing out of control I have this love hate relationship with my meds and I need to get focused on taking them. I want to get shir accomplished but just loose interest. Why my thoughts run together Why I can spend hours on reddit and googlr but couldnt finish a term paper. Why I havent learned how to drive Why I want to quit my job Why Im such a fuck up Why why why why why Its even hard for me ti write what. i want to say right niw please help Im falling badly.",2.068688524590165,3.49411444808743,3.9986010928961737,88.12413114754101,76.65027322404372,7.721530054644807,24.22185792349727,8.447377352677275,1.4004684153005464,676,22,151,13,15,230,105,183,0.133,0.713,0.154,0.2034,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,4,4,10,3,0,4,0,12,5,1,3,0,29,29,9,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,1,1,5,6,6,0,0,2,3,27,4,20,26,1,18,0,1,0,2,8,7,2,2,6,78,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702010446860576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358134884374661,0.0,0.04902636969443612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273812979308185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701991457573268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187900542566045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504694285515022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042328850540691666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032404306260889235,0.04578375636769797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924738686188093,0.1339312226040517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057409352447229285,0.06327263176130253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295615653703451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311277292307088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076748302520465,0.0,0.0635964458822357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03522053207394013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526653424462211,0.031309664723444465,0.0,0.0,0.0567149668567109,0.0,0.07169694571444353,0.0,0.0,0.05784100795333162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237239051452302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751968886883368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034826684138126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816439937167082,0.06410432991844582,0.07294502171221548,0.082111529915737,0.06589209638015864,0.0,0.0688054402273567,0.0,0.054729936792078486,0.0,0.050964544381046896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578437127217979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532861265285535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830820117122062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637087710476047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042576546534306696,0.0,0.0,0.05087790914732949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667168136884291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340049623066588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8674280660568443,0.0,0.0,0.06177756858561447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Skelliga,2019/10/11,"ADHD or the big need to rationalize things Hey, I don't know if it's the same for you, but it's like my brain is ALWAYS rationalizing things and removing that layer of ""wonder"" or ""exicetement"". Like, I'll be watching a (what people call beautiful) sunset with my girlfriend, and instead of just living the experience and be in the moment, in my head I'll be like ""Yeah, it's the sun, a star in space, the colors are yellow-orange \[...\]"" Or I'll be playing a game like Diablo, and I will be ""Oh I'm clicking on things to provoke a mini dopamine rush in my brain cause I need that new items that I'll maybe get, oh it looks like the same mechanics involved in casino gambling ..."" And it's the same with every activity. In place of enjoying the thing I'm like thinking about what's ""beaneath"". Is that the same for you ?",3.1013166588013195,4.637424171779141,4.647239263803684,84.07655969797077,74.15337423312883,7.469372345445964,24.808400188768285,8.139509932561175,1.3919829164700328,632,20,130,10,13,212,89,163,0.021,0.82,0.159,0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,14,1,10,3,3,2,0,24,19,10,0,3,6,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,3,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,8,17,13,5,14,0,0,4,0,7,10,0,5,8,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976989815786628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687852706965714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672764271777807,0.1679745479740606,0.0,0.0,0.16898847937654338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859971104241928,0.0,0.0,0.16091415125039674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594530769949471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168826122416822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904057891081518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822030979132795,0.0,0.14525794562736055,0.0,0.13813993129974764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526398935553005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439517359557121,0.0,0.15887669115576528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404471168856352,0.0,0.17186918212170155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371502711944505,0.10540599679711776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783949913884586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BooBoo972,2019/10/11,"Not being motivated I wanted to know if people with ADD and ADHD do anything to stay motivated in doing things. It doesn't have to be anything unrewarding. It could be anything that you used to do but just don't want to do it anymore. My boyfriend used to love programming and creating cool apps and programs but he doesn't find it fun anymore. I wanted to find out and help him in anyway to find things like that fun. Maybe I can do something to help him get interested in that kind of stuff again.",5.755151515151514,6.0442163838383856,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,66.97979797979798,9.024242424242424,30.641414141414145,8.841846274778883,2.281274747474748,398,14,79,6,6,129,58,99,0.10099999999999999,0.684,0.215,0.948,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,1,14,1,0,4,0,24,22,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,15,18,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,57,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879342187667065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280890778718314,0.0,0.0,0.4083606491036165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132068249709709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535514948914461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642109167885521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174473554882695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225144031322218,0.09090626583283233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081208706645991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929104517802094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661788730252179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467605094610538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734245816851766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763074868147185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935749157799875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197851440384926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285726209340867,0.0,0.0,0.29269335381641104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,popopotatoes160,2019/10/11,Why am I like this I took a day off work to get my apartment cleaned up so I can not be on the edge of a mental breakdown and then I did nothing all day. I took some garbage out and threw some laundry in the wash so I can quiet the self hate enough to go to sleep right before bed. I feel trapped and drowning. I've been doing poorly at work and at keeping my place nice and I'm just so tired of failure everywhere I turn. I feel so shitty and fighting the negative self talk every second I'm awake is just torture,0.4518787878787869,2.5665818545454577,2.0377272727272744,96.77992424242426,85.0,4.393939393939394,21.89393939393939,5.46131890053228,-0.04496969696969755,404,14,91,2,12,131,73,110,0.243,0.713,0.044000000000000004,-0.9778,0,1,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,3,0,6,0,8,3,1,0,1,16,20,11,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,5,3,11,2,12,14,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,4,58,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103677795533294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409962146713246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554458520714893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945026434023618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137974486516732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887467966865512,0.0,0.10755444625769743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684399576301047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821301634990887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924573974573696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071826438130435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158931412340515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977247016976693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161742910689436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948555146065749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938545909357435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521110054767307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751363975228216,0.0,0.0,0.4205247289653923,0.0,0.2058483348845871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076759349441772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755507401310123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shamrock_muffin,2019/10/11,"How do y’all articulate/organize your thoughts so well? Help me become a functional human being pls Wassup I’m new to this sub and I’m gonna try not to break any rules but *insert witty joke here* Anyways I’m 19m in college and was diagnosed by a psychiatrist a month ago with inattentive adhd, anxiety, and depression. Not too different from what I’ve seen in my very intense, going on 6 hour binge of this sub, but I figured that’s probably important information. Now that the extremely creepy and resourceful few of you reading this have a healthy amount of information to search off of, the rest of us can get down to business: How the fuck do any of y’all have the mental capacity to organize your thoughts into a coherent post/comment? Like geez I can barely get through reading anything longer than what I’ve typed so far, yet there’s all these looong posts and comments. I have to keep looking at the title of this post to stay on topic and not blurt out the 5 different story-length self-assessment posts I have brewing in my head rn. It’s like midnight now so I’m obviously not under the effects of my medication rn (so sorry in advance) but I feel like even when I am, I still have trouble organizing my thoughts. To clarify, since being prescribed Vyvanse, I don’t have trouble focusing on the task at hand (unless it’s self reflective like this post), but I do have trouble with organizing my thoughts still. My current theory is that I’m only realizing how bad I have it now because of the validation of my suspicions by my diagnosis. I guess now that I finally have an answer for why I’ve had all these problems and feelings, they’ve finally come to the surface after being repressed for so long and it’s overwhelming. I just don’t know what to do now. I’ve got an answer, which is relieving, but I’m now forced to confront this huge barrier that is my current medical diagnosis (diagnosises diagnosi? You know what I mean). I just feel overwhelmed with everything I have going on in my life: friends, family, fraternity, school, hobbies, etc. when I just want to focus on myself and not the things I’m told I should focus on. I guess what I’m trying to ask is how do I simplify everything? How do I not overthink or become overwhelmed with everything that’s going on in my life right now? I feel almost as useless as before, just with more energy and focus. I’m ending the post here bc I’m tired and have spent 3 solid hours working on this. I’ll make edits and reply in the morning if there are any, goodnight. TL;DR How do I become a functioning member of society and not the erratic mess that the text above clearly shows? Also sorry for not sticking to the title sort of.",4.76888296266479,6.164709871892931,6.06749773573513,76.07533737546545,69.78393881453155,9.405836771661466,31.54518466337929,9.747274676799606,3.1747468451242824,2145,93,391,51,38,722,252,523,0.10300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.4499,5,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,6,0,3,36,22,2,4,24,0,34,9,2,8,4,81,74,37,0,4,20,0,5,4,1,2,6,0,0,2,27,21,0,3,19,4,1,5,10,14,1,0,10,7,43,8,65,59,7,62,0,5,2,1,16,26,1,6,28,263,70,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556493448969676,0.0,0.07048772563058903,0.0,0.07962558332875866,0.0,0.0,0.0635903503016947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622244779837804,0.0,0.06083089396517481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543636825160783,0.0,0.07433840230525282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639403566176426,0.048473308531380106,0.2634634647882061,0.06766378504737522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849753764907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848855855849847,0.08070888601873133,0.0,0.1661583382888893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042916243180843,0.0,0.08868335873047932,0.05252075230038431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439639492859905,0.0,0.07496229830101722,0.0,0.16082634145313085,0.05680752717953951,0.0,0.17421571077889525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061435249589032674,0.07351291825953384,0.08308952969220043,0.0,0.13557538268349287,0.0,0.06359764311931232,0.0,0.17519562772294514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160819646151588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053299100458428325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661801685337434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067906800537127,0.0,0.0,0.08740179888253227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123315375773402,0.15539350816694644,0.0,0.0,0.07037074449121447,0.06677491901908911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530787442670575,0.0,0.0,0.08661818797401974,0.0,0.16021162142361986,0.08013523251989345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347034369724433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679877994818747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047686475560572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569363894490517,0.0,0.08573363000396915,0.07608778875088923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907862320958704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679077607106095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047625172859776,0.0,0.0,0.16590880048854847,0.0,0.0,0.06577794005130087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802731800384303,0.0,0.08475538711710731,0.12700602435149164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282808830786569,0.0,0.0,0.2525129815485592,0.0,0.09139400546844603,0.0,0.07598265883411529,0.0,0.1079747234706146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565011416412716,0.0,0.0,0.06561050696955771,0.04690165452320317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149604557470676,0.0,0.0717524399455434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788990032774224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kevinlir,2019/10/11,"Finding motivation w/ ADHD I am 18 years old and have been diagnosed with ADHD about a year or two ago and I realized that I always have trouble finding the motivation to do anything such as schoolwork or reading. Which is understandable, however, I also find difficulty finding the motivation to do things I enjoy such as playing certain games, video editing, etc. I sorta find it a hassle and always put it off just like what I would do with my homework. For some reason I just decide not to edit or do something I enjoy even though I want to do it and have nothing better to do. Anybody relate or got advice to possibly help me find motivation? I try every day, though it doesn't help very much. Thank you. :)",4.997333333333334,6.572256474074077,6.369814814814816,73.4391666666667,69.44444444444444,8.362962962962964,31.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.8202,564,24,95,10,10,191,86,135,0.051,0.7120000000000001,0.237,0.9731,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,5,9,8,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,5,1,32,18,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,14,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,14,7,13,15,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,6,6,74,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929792706222649,0.11911075120269984,0.10804926803616872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747641511758416,0.2028466242187576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030614024327587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780293457893958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860979383413186,0.0,0.0,0.1237170866320888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594100124659095,0.08050804295354916,0.0,0.10269866320355207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6684385474554178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974875941363205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340231550953166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954992399316637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960411812501284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169579736332721,0.0,0.12790439737218712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741410727888362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253440619000246,0.0,0.0,0.1219242686881237,0.0,0.0,0.1253245400692737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383786485803464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222111693791458,0.0,0.0,0.080979152360931,0.0,0.2395151336887628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275618012240682,0.0,0.11907007216659815,0.12689312451299598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057307410790148,0.07189463691134018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658807033632844,0.0,0.0,0.15698798000504 adhd,fluxotter,2019/10/11,"Never thought about it, till now! Im 24 and been with ADHD for 14 years, in all my years in college I never really thought about reaching out or searching for a community for ADHD, its a really good feeling finding others with similar obstacles and success 😊",6.6340136054421786,7.227100428571429,7.877959183673473,67.67299319727894,65.12244897959185,10.61496598639456,38.78231292517007,10.504223727775694,4.5398108843537415,207,11,33,5,3,71,36,49,0.049,0.741,0.21,0.8140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,11,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,26,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840025005189406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285231248715447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206905760948994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037906799860202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624479694810892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747849939888671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113040362842699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857801332290737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31292784871652113 adhd,wolfman2192,2019/10/11,"Just when you think something is going well, and an unfortunate series of events rapid fires. So this is more of a vent of my own frustrations for today and yesterday. So I called in my sleeping meds Wednesday morning because I was out. The pharmacy didn't fill it until this morning, meaning I did not sleep well at all last night, I woke up feeling like I hadn't gone to sleep at all, took my ADHD meds this morning, they haven't worked well because I am running on fumes and am still exhausted from last night. I in turn got completely sidetracked this evening and forgot about a test that was due an hour ago, and I gotta say I'm pretty pissed at myself for forgetting and getting sidetracked in the first place. I hate having ADHD. I wish I didn't have to take meds to focus during the day and to help shut my brain off at night for a bit just to rest, because the first thing that happens when my routine gets messed up is I find some way to seemingly make everything go to hell very quickly.",9.80878787878788,6.552850560606062,8.78270202020202,76.17738636363639,61.07070707070707,11.71818181818182,38.891414141414145,9.188382445141503,3.3509777777777785,793,28,159,9,8,247,120,198,0.12,0.7879999999999999,0.092,-0.8225,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,13,11,5,0,9,0,14,6,5,1,2,23,35,12,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,7,3,2,11,3,20,4,28,23,7,41,1,0,0,0,5,14,2,2,21,107,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697375842375351,0.0,0.09947785205693392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522809772864195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251713724696275,0.0,0.0,0.12527663954468718,0.11459100199230657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766241915452505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237377525445315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412143859822877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085771513384233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056742712503514474,0.08017127427408613,0.0,0.0,0.10256868948379977,0.190911606576293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726251440596895,0.0,0.12755646689308564,0.0,0.089754022800349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923736456090716,0.0,0.0,0.11079579128980263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521990506486546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105158647878774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295148536702155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054825901523098526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490892098346813,0.0,0.0,0.1222424359934228,0.3739593539680665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159376634072992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724789278174062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416991211910435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924327731023582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216250932756173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369085270313377,0.0,0.0,0.08639382207162545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962047213007411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437682524725171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455517547384069,0.0719071962666916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637314190429148,0.0,0.12468254575797914,0.0,0.12206508994891255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259473542817374,0.0,0.08907643904647829,0.0,0.0,0.3027026186776279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290495283550542,0.0,0.0,0.08169880484687826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dennisthehygienist,2019/10/11,The latest Big Mouth episode on Netflix totally warps the public’s perception of ADHD and makes Adderall out to be speed. Someone please commiserate with me. I want to write a letter.,3.961363636363637,7.161277181818183,4.4335606060606105,77.97034090909092,80.21212121212122,6.936363636363637,29.46212121212121,8.07648339933343,2.7356121212121214,149,7,23,3,4,47,31,33,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,8,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891873594348754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272468645933969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381492256737749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153887353818401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916319703679777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Spacecased_potential,2019/10/11,"What are some strategies you implemented that actually work and have stuck with you? I am generally terrible at things that require my constant attention. A little while ago I was thinking of purchasing a car and I had the brilliant idea of going for a manual car. My reasoning at the time was that it would improve my attention while on the road since it is more engaging and a lot less passive. I initially regretted my decision as learning to drive stick proved challenging and having ADHD and constantly forgetting the proper procedures didn't help. But I can confidently say I am a better driver now. Lapses in attention are less frequent and the number of times I have dosed off while at a red light have dropped to nearly zero. So what are somethings you implemented that actually work?",6.931468531468532,8.61004386013986,7.4807062937062945,66.89952097902099,64.94405594405596,11.594125874125874,35.978321678321684,11.407655852321104,4.859666293706294,644,31,101,21,10,212,93,143,0.066,0.797,0.13699999999999998,0.8579,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,5,2,5,0,0,11,0,16,1,0,1,1,24,19,12,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,9,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,5,3,14,3,15,13,5,24,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,2,10,83,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.40634464764425104,0.0,0.2502149024606365,0.0,0.18455597220371106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841352168250628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499786042179426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832436704026625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955149232988948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235031482657682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086702303247784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770034603059714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140633875069413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556830958924915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222447691597914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028186671841074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383182548464953,0.13340559974945004,0.0,0.0,0.2428051811956179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031429015529471,0.0,0.0,0.14789869281497678,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WinnieThePooh1996,2019/10/11,"Today I pulled my cookie sheet out of the oven, without a glove. 😫 Does anyone on this subreddit sometimes have difficulty doing different day to day tasks?? Like have you ever hurt yourself by accident while doing something? Sometimes, I can be so into my thoughts, distracted, or just plain forgetful, and I end up accidentally hurting myself, or messing up what I am doing. Like today for example 😫",5.7148356807511735,8.199599380281697,6.8080985915493,67.32839201877938,69.28169014084507,9.240375586854462,34.36854460093897,9.725611199111238,4.0880403755868535,320,16,46,8,6,107,57,71,0.24100000000000002,0.696,0.063,-0.9192,1,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,2,10,7,0,13,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,9,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327718297360274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827454680583861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902847203202184,0.0,0.0,0.1918327165390221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415557021528976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828858244389932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693390680460608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419050109476848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687590675843018,0.43360987494974784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402876956968158,0.0,0.0,0.4155721280370738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113112434873989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,feeblegut,2019/10/11,"What to do when you can't find a medication that works? First let me just be clear that I'm communicating frequently with my doctor about all of this, but I've been trialing various medications for several months without much luck, and I just kind of want to hear what others have experienced and any suggestions. I've tried the following meds in conjunction with weekly therapy: * Adderall: 5, 15, 30mg for 1 week each. Nothing other than mild improvement with initiation, but bad side effects at higher dose. * Ritalin, Focalin, Focalin XR: Various doses and timing of these, but basically the same as Adderall but with less side effects. Still had major issues with focus, memory, prioritizing tasks, planning, etc. * Vyvanse: Went up to 40mg (I think). Same deal as the other stimulants; only mild side effects. * Intuniv: Was on 3mg (10 days) and actually had some improvement after a few days of feeling like a slug. I could focus much longer, was paying more attention to details, and was doing better with impulse control, but had a really hard time with initiation/procrastinating. Definitely noticeable improvements though, but not as significant as my doctor would have liked. Increased dosage to 4mg for 1 week but then was told to discontinue due to reeeeeally significant side effects that were not improving. Couldn't stay awake, my heart rate was way low, dizzy and nearly passing out often, bone dry mouth, and had no physical stamina--like I'd get winded just walking across the room and when I tried my typical gym routine I literally couldn't even do my warm up. * Evekeo: Just started this and am in the process of increasing the dose to the point where I notice anything. Currently at 10mg daily with nothing. &#x200B; I am by no means expecting a magic bullet medication that will 100% relieve my ADHD symptoms, but idk, I thought I would at least have some measure of success with the meds after a few months. I am wondering a few things: * Am I just really bad at telling if a medication is working? My self-awareness is pretty poor in terms of noticing when I am not focused, being impulsive, etc. But I was told that I would be able to tell if it's working pretty easily. Is there a good way to improve this aspect of it? * Has anyone else been through this kind of process with stimulants just not really helping that much? What other meds have you had success with, if any? * Would it be worth it to consult with another practitioner in the area/is that something I'm allowed to do? I currently see a really great PA who specializes in ADHD treatment. I have two other conditions (autism, social phobia) that definitely interact a lot with the ADHD symptoms and I'm wondering if that's part of why we haven't found a great medication yet.",5.977058728708826,7.7515273936381694,6.672925689108593,71.43449841491592,67.31013916500994,10.050163881575411,33.47531030036,10.281603360665011,3.8413959378861975,2201,100,364,58,37,723,261,503,0.08,0.7609999999999999,0.159,0.9937,3,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,1,2,0,13,17,17,0,0,22,0,47,16,3,8,2,85,66,32,0,13,24,1,3,2,0,5,13,1,1,0,28,26,0,1,13,1,3,6,11,3,0,2,19,6,27,14,64,34,25,56,0,1,1,0,16,23,0,11,26,257,55,9,0.07205423012231597,0.0,0.07031453465172734,0.0,0.2597855470440463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807072823358999,0.08755377632711556,0.09799869465601692,0.07555514280730738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050381993045820826,0.07382807373528377,0.05929449197237501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032454488986195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372611111828623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081494597772433,0.05752943964660238,0.0,0.0,0.09293803506232408,0.07428474736548034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750111545869066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019206347032925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607190265238614,0.0475911394361608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036432783737217866,0.05147555639649847,0.0,0.0,0.06585626095935543,0.06128929133312145,0.0,0.07900374422890233,0.0,0.0,0.03764536131023392,0.0,0.0,0.06043566963680539,0.0,0.15888008616726296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454643729645541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121035408978569,0.08538460962253619,0.048296431613003454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752058959710028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006678533745038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368033212351778,0.0,0.07040411447603376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061257929766340084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848818002458423,0.2401080186074013,0.3629352817937981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502599809235793,0.0,0.15890444941763615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827595423139002,0.2461026556994353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480048889598274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780277095890015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811453745097908,0.0,0.0,0.1466101119954345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846391394814603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741789251486355,0.0,0.07516827646125432,0.08140077061702136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345021360653688,0.0,0.055470866599341,0.0,0.0,0.0510003549416624,0.0768002221900109,0.05754260125192499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978386833810456,0.0,0.0,0.12595714609130915,0.0,0.08240029173329051,0.0,0.04786962879789244,0.04616944124008514,0.07079291525586696,0.057203010181511825,0.08403080205818361,0.0,0.0,0.13770180939613674,0.0,0.0978401849783352,0.0,0.0703865129403756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04249945178687151,0.11438658804549777,0.17339267147988235,0.0,0.0,0.06679499320382802,0.06501773536682799,0.0,0.0,0.06945770657671453,0.15627947787995589,0.15736901307235496,0.0,0.0,0.20474103096814336,0.0,0.08755377632711556,0.0 adhd,kons829,2019/10/11,"Eat before or after Whenever I take adderall I get super hunger. I understand that it is literally the opposite side effect, and I don’t know why I am experiencing this. However, for me to get the full effect should I eat before and wait then take my med or should I eat after I take my meds.",2.831016949152541,4.613252440677968,5.412000000000003,77.27833898305086,75.4406779661017,8.787796610169492,23.664406779661018,9.3871,2.110502372881356,230,7,45,6,5,82,39,59,0.037000000000000005,0.8909999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,0,11,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,11,1,4,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33613072279905265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063021422895467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638029377840786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085456193876588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387752939012233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44550589941291896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205613528216396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822088643581355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UmiSlug,2019/10/11,This isn’t even ADHD anymore. Where do I cross the line? I’m so sick and tired of not being happy anymore. I feel that if my antidepressants started working the happiness should be fabricated. That I would forgot what it feels like to be happy. I’m tried of feeling so overwhelming self conscious even when I have so many people who love me. The thing I’m looking for is probably love and validation from someone my age. I always had ADHD and it’s been a bitch (understatement) but it’s even more of a challenge when I don’t even know what I have anymore. I feel like I’m missing out on a revolutionary conversation as to what happened to me. It’s all my last hope but I just need some advice. Just talking walking smiling hurt so much and I just want my mom to be happy again. If there is anything please say.,2.0584095860566443,4.468580469135805,3.6412854030501087,85.92931372549023,80.72839506172839,6.033986928104575,24.961510530137982,7.285733465282438,1.2313423384168485,644,25,127,9,17,213,96,162,0.131,0.706,0.163,0.522,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,16,14,1,1,6,0,15,4,0,0,1,27,34,15,0,7,8,1,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,12,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,6,16,10,12,25,4,11,0,3,1,2,8,3,1,4,8,90,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862147125852204,0.11636061946936825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908156322176644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542770187223294,0.0,0.0,0.09799018558304882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145968153420277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083553942112074,0.17013719677819653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529935550435747,0.5070385190458169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827028155148844,0.0,0.0,0.12747434005536512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544157875526052,0.09706360896902157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634996799586254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999464948626367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494319673053988,0.0,0.0,0.12072533958566516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394614871572082,0.0,0.0,0.08753526097983852,0.08829405118033942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255296541529944,0.0,0.0,0.1307107352930264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838509439421644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469477172680148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422323078217612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089351511417896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428327959809798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570954356138114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910943586265205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686143953765584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084543407483448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023467153936673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668943934492085,0.0,0.0,0.08458885030324645,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bananaface301,2019/10/11,Nicole arbour sucks Nicole arbour made a video titled “dear people who drug their kids” and she says that ADHD is not a real thing and that it is caused from drugs and sugar but Nicole is spitting straight bullshit and now I’m mad,5.433333333333334,6.3994314444444464,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,67.8888888888889,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.11833333333333318,185,3,36,0,3,54,35,45,0.215,0.706,0.079,-0.8442,0,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,3,4,1,2,0,9,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524921805634779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013020962975615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6802747409342299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775295809690005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203338776881052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33384205256524674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332456376714204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485691213074816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_marjaz_,2019/10/11,"I have my first ever appointment with a psychiatrist coming on Tuesday - what to expect? Plus some rambling life story stuff.. My grandmother told me last year that my teachers suggested I be tested for ADHD as a child but she convinced my parents not to pursue it - which I had no idea about and once I started looking into it more, so much started making sense about my life up until now at 23 years old. Short summary is me failing/barely scraping by all my courses from elementary until graduation, then dropping out of university after 3 months due to not being able to study no matter how hard I tried to sit down and do it, in turn flunking so many assignments/generally just not getting it. I was always feeling like I was stupid and that’s just how my life was going to be - unsuccessful and low quality. As well as everything is so messy all the time and I’m always “losing” things - it makes me so overwhelmed and upset but I still can’t/barely get anything done or stay on track. I had a hard time finding resources for getting an assessment done. I’m not enrolled in school (which usually helps cover it) and my medical benefits only cover $500 out of the usual $2500+ cost in my city for a full assessment administered by a psychologist. So after weeks of searching online/in person at other clinics I was recommended to go to this walk-in intake clinic to see an intake counsellor/psychologist - who in turn referred me to this psychiatrist who specializes in ADHD. I also have a doctor from a walk in clinic who signed off to support the referral for any medication follow up should I get a diagnosis/prescription of some sort. I’ve been on a wait list for a few months for this appointment with a psychiatrist who specializes in ADHD - it’s a 1 hour appointment, and the psychologist at the intake assessment said they usually just do one appointment unless there are more issues down the road. So now the appointment is coming up this Tuesday, and I’m not sure what to expect. Have any of you gotten a diagnosis/assessment this way before? I know the general route is the full 4-6 hour assessment with a psychologist, but it’s just not something attainable for me financially. I’m wanting to go back to school/upgrade some courses but I wanted to try and get this figured out prior to making that kind of decision since I know how school has gone for me in the past.",7.505676274944568,7.4213553281596445,8.190611086474501,68.4711849223947,63.3458980044346,11.295822616407984,35.113170731707314,10.878246069084,3.965611725055432,1907,77,326,46,25,640,225,451,0.084,0.855,0.061,-0.9019,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,3,23,15,1,2,26,0,24,10,0,6,4,67,59,33,0,5,16,1,3,1,0,1,10,1,0,2,28,20,0,1,8,0,1,8,8,6,1,2,13,6,33,9,72,42,11,73,0,4,2,0,14,29,0,5,33,241,61,5,0.08919809132907483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32159631588419085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133168140947835,0.1484399149918102,0.0,0.0,0.12131552167331032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340242899389404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685878263624675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590100597118689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536725150824544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912980261220631,0.0,0.1825612326909671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068478029425091,0.0,0.0,0.08016549296044141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510123507874818,0.06372313426811242,0.0,0.0,0.08152543951510002,0.07587185091764496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301160601994197,0.0,0.15207999261940364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598079390803871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978760040280937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568430474382024,0.0,0.0,0.1006937878815333,0.0,0.09309963295588383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288608594712386,0.09804187652568948,0.0727083495438567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900974942003426,0.04357768185376073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490393160306967,0.09978984820910122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786212557900637,0.09043286441365282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971538579778898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239413099887474,0.0,0.06557086039079901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359839211586192,0.09499305615468637,0.060442935149328976,0.06783916787569591,0.0,0.0,0.0990439245385133,0.0,0.08514967114801396,0.0,0.07788433281777837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484781101133458,0.0,0.0,0.27081969145153445,0.0710793302734574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378558289505313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866904852958143,0.0,0.0,0.12626973628555135,0.0950732971730993,0.07123371095727092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211047411541238,0.0,0.101220936995029,0.08406814546160264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925924840436109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402424873206532,0.0,0.0,0.08523259876515814,0.0,0.12111929779190328,0.1940438189786386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294717287362659,0.0,0.10522269061749098,0.07080129306761941,0.07154932851825603,0.0,0.0801997963649622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488129268324908 adhd,dc4cfacts,2019/10/11,How to get Medication? Recently diagnosed at 20 from university psychology clinic. I know I need medication my whole life makes so much sense now. No insurance I made an appointment with a family practice physician and am hoping if I show my comprehensive report I could get issued a prescription? Or would I need to see a psychiatrist? I am in a college town so I'm not sure if that will make things harder. I just seriously need medication before I fail out of my college I literally cannot get anything done academically and never could it sucks. My parents are no help at all but that's an entirely different story. But yeah I have no idea how to go about this and there is no clear answer on the internet. I've had adhd the inattentive type my whole life and its so obvious now and I'm pissed I've been at such a disadvantage my whole life and I really need to get medicated and figure out how to work with this asap because if my parents ignorance and denial costs me my spot at my school it'll suck so much. Should I just skip the general physician stuff and go straight to a psychiatrist? What is the way to go about this if you have no insurance I've never had a primary care provider the medical system is foreign to me I've never had insurance haven't been to a dentist/doctor in years etc. Thanks in advance to anyone who reads this or offers some advice! :),3.2093656716417907,5.507086100746272,5.146023880597017,77.26166268656719,76.05223880597015,8.914865671641794,26.764776119402992,9.490545024520769,2.7353317611940295,1097,43,205,31,25,376,146,268,0.138,0.778,0.084,-0.9423,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,15,10,3,0,15,1,22,13,1,6,7,53,45,24,0,13,11,2,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,0,13,13,0,1,4,2,1,4,11,6,0,0,7,1,25,4,26,32,8,25,0,1,1,0,6,12,3,8,7,147,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198283175342991,0.0974324284892349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971738261884755,0.0,0.08205028293082096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078040065273626,0.0,0.08484322794260479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165782943025137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592156924813347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120040445101523,0.0,0.1041724887259727,0.0,0.1020542368558934,0.0,0.10203477595911256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119954957024272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399479141466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837095951352352,0.0,0.16999718665409874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668314331834093,0.0,0.0,0.09903144897488776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125569534727951,0.0,0.1040680986922284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479630455192842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127779596895135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943450793726913,0.13311025966413562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022210590931823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659208750516864,0.2957256111864517,0.230700323509994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142542535315565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973388187135043,0.0,0.06387479313262055,0.0,0.09844853479112567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090870566278977,0.07945349001945955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414054556786933,0.0,0.0,0.09397257304887964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179671726214077,0.0,0.0,0.06624083377745021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914269606186176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339575785577252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258781053472611,0.0,0.0,0.07082892086465102,0.0,0.0,0.06420797443163047 adhd,kingmoe14,2019/10/11,"My parents have never called My ADHD an excuse and a lie. I did really well uptill highschool. Well enough to get into the best college for Engineering in my Country. But that is when things started going downhill. Not like they were perfectly fine before but excercise and sports on semi-pro level actually kept me functional and I never realized I had a problem until right before start of College, I had a serious soccer injury which left me unable to walk for 3 months. That is when thungs started go south. It wasn't until 4 years later that I realized that I had something funny going on up in my head. I mean, I confused it for depression for the longest time. See I come from a country which doesn't really believe in mental illnesses as such and hence, psychology is thought of as fiction. That same mentality is what my parents have had since as long as I can rememeber. I had started failing college. To the point were I almost flunked out. My parents kept saying it was my ""carelessness"" and that I had always been like that since birth. And I believed them, inturn blamed myself, which ofcourse, kept pusbing me into a hole. Until I meant someone that I thank till this day, who suggested I go seek help. I did exactly that as last resort and I only got my diagnosis 9 months ago, at the age of 25. Everything's come full circle now. I am still on my way to dealing with it, so I don't know how I can help but what I do know is, we can't give up. Take failures as a learning curve no matter how big. Keep trying. Ofcourse understanding yourself helps in improving. Afyer 6 years full of tears, 2 break ups and episodes of manic depression, I finally have my degree in Engineering and have already started my own business. I know this will sound generic, but if I can do it, I sure af know whoever is reading this can as well!",4.431233521657248,6.0432842514124285,5.59,78.33739171374765,70.89265536723164,8.182297551789077,30.34274952919021,8.735056554316923,2.5808500941619585,1451,61,259,26,27,482,197,354,0.131,0.755,0.114,-0.9022,3,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,3,11,18,0,1,11,0,34,2,1,2,5,49,63,30,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,24,16,0,4,11,3,0,7,8,8,3,0,19,3,45,10,41,43,6,60,0,4,1,0,16,23,0,3,30,190,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.09375538500002144,0.0,0.11546353396773568,0.0,0.08516473062128685,0.0,0.09620527962975917,0.0,0.10602120129611843,0.0,0.0799421339126753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350557419249828,0.21648735152218287,0.10082483244555816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810336285420324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552028853017026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196045598233674,0.09904915282986723,0.1654985910835952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927120403948064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634605555753404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052455157670878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050195245699733694,0.09216393768761554,0.21840664866256587,0.0,0.07683999016779898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986007138967462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319123261351664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539591444313646,0.0,0.0,0.21120132877195652,0.07831398470048012,0.0,0.0,0.10438581758431556,0.0,0.0,0.09387482817002436,0.0,0.0,0.0850233915848308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465388944979832,0.0,0.0,0.19364209668496524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337236873679316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819799519891844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306940108585422,0.0,0.0,0.3200399035177936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082197179353788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193084291723527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961010443453037,0.0,0.12309626803262726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204756354777476,0.0,0.07640273201252003,0.0,0.0,0.07655937204568611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589485401941002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140407391560357,0.07396326349972203,0.0,0.0,0.34001205699338577,0.0,0.07672565510101703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054959298046616,0.0,0.07223647720850349,0.0,0.0,0.08845299341443197,0.0,0.0,0.06382799089809899,0.0,0.0,0.07627285410180892,0.056022131397495206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065228649073423,0.0,0.0,0.10001751019012188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762598988542196,0.0,0.0,0.25914901101085225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373835816669985 adhd,Jameskater,2019/10/11,"is it just me? feels like alot of the posts here are moaning and or feeling sorry for themselves, genuinely look at adhd as a trait not a ‘disorder’. too right i forget, too right i sing along to every song, too right i can hyperfocus and get shit done, too right i live in a society that wasnt built for me, too right i lose my shit, too right my emotions are amplified, doesnt have to be a disadvantage, i come and go with my attitude towards it but generally i do alright, imagine GENUINELY been normal, sounds boring to me",0.8978434065934059,3.4530117788461574,2.964835164835165,87.03730769230772,89.86538461538461,6.432967032967035,22.813186813186807,7.7094869923839395,1.458691758241759,411,16,82,9,14,138,71,104,0.15,0.795,0.055,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,6,1,11,2,2,0,0,17,17,6,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,5,13,2,12,13,1,12,0,1,1,0,0,9,2,2,1,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870542553392604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808967723328013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042014777678224,0.0,0.0,0.1521691068708592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726460488508835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252840057289801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037178615732144,0.10622948022053194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768827468122913,0.0,0.08450818138735666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264605775766457,0.0,0.13130256300886772,0.0,0.12486839845619645,0.16635439904661506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569191888470406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241104291105905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.761920803251565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052715688400176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664546090594054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,j_coyle657,2019/10/11,"Got a new prescription but I haven’t gotten it yet. What should I do? So I got prescribed metadate cd 10mg a month ago and now my psychiatrist wants to bump it up to 20mg, but I haven’t filled the prescription yet. Is it ok to take 2 10mg pills for the time being if I have extra?",0.11809523809523625,1.7275108888888902,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,82.96825396825399,6.104761904761905,18.436507936507933,7.1686216300943375,-0.023368253968254482,218,5,55,3,6,75,43,63,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,7,1,0,0,0,6,12,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,5,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35693786506682945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6440953160343806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214030353750111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888959717342237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027536606604054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347969615078809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375020088085973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,youindiayoulose,2019/10/11,"help me out guys. hey so i’ve just been kinda diagnosed with ADHD. i’m 16 and female. I was given a month trial worth of Concerta 18mg to take every morning. It’s the first day lol and idk if it’s supposed to be immediately effective? Because i don’t really notice a huge difference, and i’m not experiencing any side effects. Is it possible that it’s not working cause i don’t have ADHD? or will it just take more time or a larger dose to affect me? i’d really appreciate it if you would share your experience :) nothing online is helping me.",2.3659459459459447,4.311476450450453,5.429090090090091,75.90904054054054,77.2882882882883,8.403963963963964,25.51441441441441,9.120678840339163,2.3523614414414418,430,16,82,11,10,157,79,111,0.03,0.774,0.196,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,1,10,2,0,4,0,19,15,8,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,8,1,6,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,4,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829044643386103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366242493680465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247158027189355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638773771390395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956896336936674,0.0,0.0,0.2039172714257624,0.0,0.2099059759085602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692735558978957,0.0,0.0,0.1965264600595738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089214202452874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989303901389793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26932863705758164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036275485444804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277653155305666,0.2287349555722116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264934502947553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574134678442649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30211544834430715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715100180968935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626333109346648,0.0,0.0,0.14271919523544946,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,esnower,2019/10/11,"Medication changed my life and changed me I am a senior in highschool, I always struggled in school until I was a sophomore and I was diagnosed with ADHD and put on medication. It completely changed my life. I could finally pay attention in class and I learned more than I ever had before. I found my passion for learning, the motivation to work hard, and found meaning in my life. I take vyvance everyday, and I feel great. Except for the fact that I cannot function when don’t take it. If I forget to take it when I wake up, I cannot focus on anything and it’s really hard for me to do anything, until I take it. I also cannot stop eating. I feel that I need to continue taking the medication for the rest of my life, and it scares me to think that I am only myself when I am on a pill that makes me this way. Does anyone else feel this way?",3.719894026974949,4.5447130462427765,5.3793208092485525,82.17318159922932,71.71676300578035,8.310019267822737,28.289499036608863,8.59863814320734,1.994484007707129,659,24,136,11,12,225,87,173,0.069,0.858,0.07200000000000001,0.5405,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,7,0,12,12,1,2,2,29,26,15,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,12,9,1,1,11,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,5,5,30,2,23,20,2,22,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,1,11,100,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490660109769198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976888926490223,0.09340370245093284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849008748573888,0.11501672752635733,0.18474973223474755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551925407462487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562471857515832,0.0,0.11769540451649148,0.0,0.0,0.08962509178151525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393469319378828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823358187870587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486310622066467,0.09377319240698803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015394978006946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027585909210705,0.0,0.0,0.1229679564188538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615980517435496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375961240426378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011137394141572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171511812687001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749299208735852,0.0,0.0,0.12227670531261475,0.0,0.33925004110594004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323436789322014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537366046228173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284552809150845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191231100172553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238509324388216,0.11360628924993295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384874942710487,0.0,0.11735147727033313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220023967997213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192735465637874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782028212881712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172170820607709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,homo_redditorensis,2019/10/11,"Hello ADHDers, how do take notes for required course readings? I'm terrible at taking notes. For me it's like either I write wayyyy too much or way too little/none at all. There's very little middle ground. How do you take notes? My brain is pretty shitty at prioritizing, obviously, so I end up going ""oh better write that down!"" or highlighting for every other sentence. I end up spending 300% more time than anyone else I know on reading shit for this reason alone. So what's your system? Do you use a guideline? Has a YouTube video or particular formula helped? I need advice on this badly. Thanks so much",2.1034202898550696,4.933101486956527,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,86.30434782608695,5.153623188405797,19.84057971014493,6.742157984588678,0.5784318840579714,481,14,85,6,15,155,83,115,0.14,0.7559999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.7489,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,8,6,1,0,2,0,5,2,2,4,2,15,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,13,14,5,17,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,3,4,52,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745351621881959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849856036830247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488793383674612,0.1830065670399546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913149413794538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796561167748066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938730133818733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920534075226025,0.0,0.3163900528007321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048622947763413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015079099921657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971820071409485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815912474501542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725959275292057,0.17901366800165416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625971061682784,0.13243670077805125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171009977742988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35731572163364045,0.0,0.0,0.18364034066016324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334011230784686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028764071899984,0.0,0.0,0.16443965509349806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414865126660224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426128423966706,0.0,0.14737156490026532,0.0,0.14177192858016802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,steamevaporizer,2019/10/11,"The ninetails inside Naruto is basically the anime version of adhd mixed with some hypomania. Yeah just had to think about Naruto and his characteristics and where they come from.",9.306,11.233975599999999,8.74666666666667,59.07000000000002,59.66666666666666,10.0,31.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.549666666666667,148,5,20,3,2,47,27,30,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7457672995600474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53453940979339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976163405654364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,domlunamarie,2019/10/11,Adderall and Energy Drinks So I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and I take a 10 mg Adderall tablet. I know I would crazy but I love the taste of red bull and miss drinking it as i’m scared to drink it with my medication. It is okay? Along with coffee as well,0.22047619047619094,2.5765782962962973,2.27783068783069,92.47166666666668,90.11111111111113,6.048677248677249,18.825396825396822,7.447530270364453,0.5642730158730167,204,6,45,4,7,68,41,54,0.125,0.669,0.207,0.7096,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,3,7,0,0,0,10,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,3,8,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906400177731967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24545856900543364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7107219825582395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290680580839662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826653827025425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362444628188276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23878399104825845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212014261771436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818306637454836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743971329553294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179343950202888,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TacticalBacon3,2019/10/11,"Recently prescribed Strattera, so far nothing Hey, So I've been recently diagnosed with ADHD and I'm on my second week on 40 mg of Strattera. During this time period I haven't really had any positive effect from this and have only felt tired and a bit constipated. I'm still having troubles paying attention in class and my motivation is still lacking. Any help?",4.821094527363184,7.350726059701492,6.376940298507464,69.23217661691542,71.98507462686567,9.839800995024877,30.56965174129353,10.125756701596842,3.911618905472636,294,13,45,9,6,100,51,67,0.083,0.79,0.126,0.4703,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,10,9,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,6,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,28,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868599388578968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32463583764048703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605885167916297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422661223204035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291805852634072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998940176466145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903024568342464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815350977714608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291142886438014,0.0,0.4713567085300732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812375383774413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391825162034722,0.2743399444644971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146335007887552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wambamwombat,2019/10/11,"After three years of ineffective meds, I finally feel like I have my life together. My life is finally starting to have some sense of normalcy after three years of poorly managed adhd straining my career and home life. I got a new shrink who doesn’t suck, was prescribed vyvanse which seems great for me still after 2 weeks in (it seems like every med I used stopped being effective after a month) and I got a new job that I’m tentatively hopeful 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adhd,LegoKenBurns,2019/10/11,23 & Me Genetic Screenings Has anyone successfully used their 23&me data to see if they are a carrier for any of the ADHD 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adhd,picklesncrackers,2019/10/11,"Heard a funny sound Went to the bathroom, washed my hands, turned off the lights, closed the door, realized I heard a funny sound from the bathroom, found out I left the faucet running 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adhd,pepsiman2000,2019/10/11,"Can ADHD make it difficult to have healthy, balanced relationships? I get way too attached to anyone who gives me even an ounce of attention and it ends up pushing them away. I recently read that people with ADHD often have problems like this. I was diagnosed as a kid, but it's been largely untreated. Has anyone else experienced this?",5.517540983606559,7.799579114754102,6.190950819672133,72.40609836065575,69.32786885245902,9.47016393442623,33.511475409836066,9.888512548439397,3.8443481967213113,270,13,43,7,5,88,52,61,0.061,0.878,0.061,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,7,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422823255723567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155055929792629,0.23116562857272294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119694174371836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289909088427753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884694464208672,0.0,0.19982481124262166,0.0,0.0,0.1490142584743401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787268947758688,0.2164270949697056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022237580864963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505974185683328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564105970093118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158797222632896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567253931473205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276412409963733,0.24222230283866694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790798959528412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whatata321,2019/10/11,"TIL I was diagnosed with ADHD and dysgraphia as a child but my parents swept it under a rug because they wanted for me to have a ""normal childhood"" TLDR I got diagnosed with ADHD but it was kept off my record and untreated. My life was significantly influenced. I've been struggling with ADHD symptomps (which I didn't realize were ADHD symptoms) and anxiety for years and I decided to seek help and signed up for therapy counselling. The therapist determined that amongst other things, I might have an attention disorder and told me to get in touch with specialist if I want to get properly diagnosed. I didn't reach out to the specialist yet but I'm planning on it btw. However, this got me thinking because all my life I fucking knew there's something holding me back and that some of my behavior as a child was odd as hell (for example chewing on my hair constantly, picking on my skin or licking my lips until they bled and swell af - of course I was also bullied for these) and I was baffled that no one did anything about it. I got deep into the research and figured that ADHD is highly fitting my symptoms. Then I was like going through stuff in my childhood and I remembered that I actually visited child psychologist on school recommendation when I was like 7 and that it was connected to dyslexia and dysgraphia. But I never had any paper on it, so I thought I wasn't diagnosed with anything... Well... I approached my mother about this topic, she confirmed that I indeed was at the psychologist's. During the discussion she revealed that they actually found out I have dysgraphia and also ADHD but my mother insisted I don't get any official record on it because it would ""ruin my childhood"" and that I wouldn't be seen as ""equal to the others"" and that I would probably need an assistant etc. Stigma, stigma, stigma. I could have been helped but her ego would get damaged by having a child with special needs that is not perfect which was something she desperately wanted me to be. So I didn't get officially diagnosed even when I was in fact diagnosed. My mother decided she will help me herself. Her idea of helping a kid with attention issues and dysgraphia was that I should transcribe pages and pages until my handwriting looked normal while locked in a room with nothing to distract me (that didn't stop me from daydreaming anyway). My writing got eventually better even if it's still messy and I never knew I had dysgraphia, what didn't get better was the ADHD which causes me trouble to this very day (eg I got kicked out of uni twice precisely for the typical reasons - I forgot half of the things I was supposed to do, I couldn't keep attention in the class and when I remembered stuff I was supposed to do for the next day, I got so anxious about it I just couldn't do it and that would later spin into avoiding going to school at all because of some weird anxiety and fear of not having something I was supposed to have ready). Let alone underperforming af in high school (I was a gifted child and I scored extremely well on IQ tests or study premises tests despite having some of the worst grades in my class), being mocked for my quirks, not being able to stick with an actual creative hobby while hyperfixating on stupid shit, being mocked for being weird (or disabled, autistic... I heard it all. It is not an insult, don't get me wrong but the kids meant it like an insult and said that to mock me or keep me on social outskirts) and not knowing why, being a priori treated like an untrustworthy person by family who actually knew about the ADHD and now I'm having trouble keeping up with my work because I can't focus on it no matter how hard I try and being constantly worried that I'll get kicked out or yelled at because of it... That's nice. Ah well. To think I could have gotten help a long time ago. I'm furious.",8.20271156402304,7.34762975409836,8.213653817752181,71.41183650863981,62.251366120218584,11.08291242061734,37.133510559740074,10.281603360665011,3.799542637719687,3068,127,541,58,37,998,303,732,0.142,0.7659999999999999,0.092,-0.9919,2,2,3,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,3,5,25,35,10,4,30,1,70,16,4,5,8,128,115,60,0,19,20,4,4,4,0,8,10,3,2,8,48,43,1,8,21,0,0,4,21,22,4,3,49,10,86,13,90,45,11,68,1,2,2,1,37,35,3,11,33,410,134,11,0.05323824659946939,0.0,0.2078113958867332,0.0,0.5118562132264702,0.0,0.04719249339844103,0.0,0.0,0.055138767661948064,0.0,0.0851492131422939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240766660980928,0.0,0.08145422585821026,0.0601440649929816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762108151754115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040936925434147696,0.0,0.19472124592498088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416980551402117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546903444076166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506326268084845,0.0,0.08501281574824672,0.0,0.0,0.06866852953281,0.0,0.0,0.3242141978530464,0.0,0.0,0.06101564294837196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937471785333798,0.07032671955417524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018828081136882,0.05990782853799517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837298948860821,0.0,0.04921790111153277,0.2225182921650168,0.0,0.060513044836705575,0.0,0.2554769352718701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769101189579722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842237240774794,0.1124982610298128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009950022915288,0.0,0.055566897719142486,0.0,0.14196179918184038,0.0,0.0,0.029258348030637867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443971414952041,0.07520749603041288,0.10403807248317268,0.0,0.0,0.0471141729306108,0.04470671874852295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056477366471689536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895097054826665,0.08212123562261409,0.0,0.05661947923327505,0.0,0.10432435623487192,0.0510835334556418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03607561371245194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059114772526997525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046485583435757566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057399834251864325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473778432170463,0.0,0.0,0.12061711044253612,0.0,0.05064176395189527,0.0,0.0,0.16163984343899693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464829508019441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426968795767385,0.0,0.1229562096530134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251613250498293,0.04450955800803619,0.0,0.05565617460837553,0.12189011043497727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066984555479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060882574745691226,0.06181370763948212,0.07073825084914652,0.0682258375095205,0.0,0.04226522103012652,0.031043649722788724,0.0,0.0,0.050871426100729145,0.0,0.03614527479075149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043927129004791336,0.09420389159932087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436027320479226,0.0,0.048039236876478514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875807758887048,0.0540660236677487,0.0,0.1512756916173857,0.05820766517655504,0.0,0.03428368532557965 adhd,butEVeRyOnEHaSAdHd,2019/10/11,"First psychiatry appointment, what to expect? I have my first appointment with a psychiatrist coming up in a next week and I wanted to know what it’s like. I had my ‘holy shit’ realization moment earlier this year and have spent the entire year researching and getting involved with a coach and I suspect I likely have inattentive adhd. I know all psychiatrists are different and no appointment is ever the same, but I’m just trying to get a feel for how it may be and also stop being so anxious about it. Do they ask you to share your story and what leads you to suspect you may have it? Do they give you a checklist of symptoms and evaluate it? Do they talk to your parents? Do they want you to bring/share notes you’ve written with them? Is there anything I should know, bring, or be prepared to answer? Thank you:)",3.617142857142859,5.829269426751593,4.491851683348504,82.83211783439494,74.47770700636944,7.543039126478617,25.863967242948128,8.418075326091056,1.8588820746132844,648,23,121,12,14,209,94,157,0.08199999999999999,0.8440000000000001,0.075,-0.2731,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,5,3,7,5,1,0,7,0,18,2,1,2,2,34,34,13,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,7,1,1,3,1,1,0,2,3,1,22,4,16,25,2,14,0,0,0,0,19,2,1,3,11,93,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025251401762936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321349930717018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644081771450974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766126329255747,0.0,0.1791096714525955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503679233326027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016952515220565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733030441095107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968730571458548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259306818038828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200194487678263,0.1837894409179218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31587659265129275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720122662416516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375686919814615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273669656754407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666315662636635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601768209796751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991341279560488,0.0,0.15399182537778308,0.0,0.17638923222070138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007622336699112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260080838901879,0.0,0.15368098408379405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467538197493404 adhd,SquishierPanda,2019/10/11,"I think my ADHD is getting worse It sucks. I’m a 15 yr old and the school year just started. I usually do good for the first half of the year, but I was sick (mono) and missed about a week in total. This resulted in me missing a ton of stuff and it’s freaking me out. On top of that, I find myself losing more and more motivation, my focus is getting worse, and I panic more. I’ve been taking meds since 2nd grade, raising the dosage as I got used to it. But even on my meds I feel useless. I’ve never regularily done homework at home, I can’t get myself to actually do it. I’m stressed and I wanna cry because it feels like something wrong with me, like there’s something that has to be fixed. It feels like I should be doing it but just done want to. Yet I still can’t just make myself do it! I don’t know what to do and it’s so shitty",0.7298277543061431,2.4383111215469637,2.8397010074748152,93.66690932726685,81.43093922651934,5.363795905102372,20.039324016899574,6.2272716619740125,-0.08818193045173882,647,17,152,5,17,219,104,181,0.25,0.6559999999999999,0.094,-0.9883,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,9,13,1,2,7,0,18,2,0,4,2,30,37,12,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,14,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,5,3,21,4,19,29,5,17,0,4,0,0,0,7,1,0,13,105,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.13768018766867032,0.0,0.16955869815437385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600509312024113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497702550735085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887611899106937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931863809010576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140129004797024,0.20158461689670104,0.0,0.0,0.12895061331132965,0.1200082056237668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113580509576405,0.0,0.0,0.1183367617902982,0.11283985732402385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152138185735122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753751579492972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678338571928714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783983754450914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417641340570923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134308549089098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881469790296916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804667279419215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553474800208842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278719017921665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670830877383688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172307435829252,0.0,0.0,0.09986183474463743,0.0,0.11267195578480407,0.0,0.16161424481224745,0.0,0.1615104235071835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607957866727456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040260830818728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185353928481027,0.1553869777127552,0.0,0.08321654302078686,0.0,0.11317117514875875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875586352413663,0.0,0.15425606918364088,0.0,0.1817103132177473 adhd,Feinmusic,2019/10/11,"Stomach content and Adderall I'm sure it's been discussed in other threads but I'm wondering what the right amount of food or how soon before/after eating I should take my adderall for optimal effect? I'm hoping to pick brains in an effort to get more consistency out of my own medication. I've been on the same dosage for over",4.344769230769232,5.985410861538463,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,71.15384615384616,7.661538461538463,28.384615384615394,8.238735603445708,2.0196769230769243,266,10,49,4,5,87,51,65,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,2,3,1,12,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,11,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,1,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643266016631364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33394858808975586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946367909160159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051005491236065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324149926499961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328774184518029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787103513676136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30759120422978825,0.0,0.2453827155101018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539243804221671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whatsthelingo,2019/07/23,"Getting prescriptions filled overseas? Anyone have experience with this? Specifically in the EU? I'm an American with ADHD and really need my medication to function. I have a number of chronic physical illnesses that also benefit from taking adderall. Because adderall is a narcotic in the US, it isn't possible to get it filled for a 90 day supply. But I'm going to be going to Europe for a family wedding next month, and seeing friends while I'm over there, and will run out of medication if I can't get my prescription filled while I'm there. The countries I'll be in are Sweden, Spain, France, and the UK (though just for the last few days of my trip). My doctor said he'd write a letter saying why I need it and how long he's been treating me, and I'll have a prescription note from him, but can I even get it filled there?",6.6100340831629145,6.265310030674847,7.472106339468304,73.74915473755969,65.25766871165644,10.925426039536474,32.83503749147921,10.504223727775694,3.355938513974098,657,24,124,15,9,221,99,163,0.013999999999999999,0.9440000000000001,0.042,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,12,0,13,5,0,1,0,17,28,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,2,3,12,3,19,22,1,21,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,8,81,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476758419834224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290959320537935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124954052178823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893635230302798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304987036144697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829112046113137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803236356583467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480688697237204,0.1684663082545273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806633373752036,0.0,0.3734620372934854,0.0,0.20312330089958366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456676816055874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814749283636415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600511325350189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263989670358942,0.0,0.0,0.2650136311974548,0.0,0.0,0.1900538230742312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014620064578378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448241362760628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998850884209665,0.14211266203810666,0.0,0.0,0.1424040198404863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343632328576054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557585740460022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214959012497832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125264219275334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lookscurious,2019/07/23,"Treating for ADD cured my autism ? Hi has anyone of you had this experience. Where you weren't socially savvy and then after taking medication you realised a lot of things wrong about you, your tonality, your expression, etc. and realized how you actually look to other people ? I just had that. I am not diagnosed with autism (avoided it), but symptoms wise I definitely followed a lot. &#x200B; One thing though, I would never miss a joke or sarcasm, but everything else like how I look to other people, that was more clear with ritalin (and weed)",6.52469387755102,8.245155959183677,6.606734693877553,72.6311224489796,65.93877551020408,10.089795918367347,32.36734693877551,10.290406445055957,3.6175346938775514,436,18,72,11,7,139,73,98,0.064,0.775,0.161,0.9018,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,7,4,0,2,2,20,12,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,2,13,4,9,7,4,5,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,3,4,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.18655697058378384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713553211534533,0.2322957459031641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367239136483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403625841797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970025357958628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320808600935406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181368885284787,0.18700357612410975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339732089772226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32107382673129514,0.0,0.0,0.3250563729973249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258637499283965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744416563856064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954356381522195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650701477537309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487648474156147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987016259005468,0.14373807279080422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540132840454114,0.0,0.1878261994386197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358035955183527,0.2090173281163464,0.2322957459031641,0.0 adhd,Proud_Apocalypse,2019/07/23,"I just wanted tater tots Tldr: ADD’s a bitch and I’m hungry Me: -about to make tater tots- My mind: Ok, step one- get the tater tots. Oh wait, I should get the tray out first. -Halfway to getting the tray- WAIT! I should turn the oven on first so it heats up while I’m getting the tots ready. -Puts trays down and goes to oven- Ok, what temperature do I turn it to? Ah, dammit, I need the bag to check the temperature -Goes to freezer to grab bag- Shit, I could have just turned on the oven to a random temp and fixed it once I have the bag -Goes back to oven to turn it on, then grabs tater tot bag and spends five solid minutes trying to find the stupid fucking cooking instructions- Christ, ok I have the tots out and the oven on, now where’s the tray I got out? -Hasn’t gotten a tray out yet but thinks I have- -Spends five minutes looking for a nonexistent tray- -Realizes- Me: Fuck it I’m going to Sonic",0.7763049853372408,3.1442177741935535,1.5373802541544492,99.09879765395893,86.31182795698925,4.457086999022483,17.056695992179858,5.852544927426893,-0.6736043010752688,710,16,162,5,22,218,100,186,0.069,0.887,0.044000000000000004,-0.8152,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,5,0,17,4,9,4,1,1,0,26,32,9,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,6,10,1,2,3,1,3,3,1,5,1,5,2,3,13,3,24,27,0,21,1,0,1,2,0,11,4,1,7,89,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122588079204374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587356473889405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440925268566995,0.2682001294575871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914964106221961,0.3294699794130632,0.0,0.08959816940256739,0.0,0.12608997936839972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323893111203481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052349967903372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918518582712896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168981407689783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678959301118993,0.10683015397530353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848540406907272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182914653756547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101805591349336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703644024336663,0.685927346454287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298817316358506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,irishking44,2019/07/23,"Really struggling with staying motivated and on task at work. What works from your experience? I really liked my job the first couple months, but I'm starting to get that ""routine feeling"" where it's no longer rewarding and my boss doesn't allow me to listen to pods or anything while I work even though that would be a perfect solution since having that part of the mind occupied HELPS ADHD people be less distracted compared to increasing it for neurotyps (even though we are allowed ear protection if we want it and I work next to a deaf person, so go figure). I work in a lab setting, mostly just pouring plaster for the doctors' models and a few other mindless tasks and I found it therapeutic and easy to zone out at first, but now I'm really having trouble keeping focus. I'm medicated and it helps, but it still is a struggle and I'm worried my efficiency is going to dip or I won't be able to keep myself from wondering around the lab and all that when I'm bored or disinterested with my work to the point that it might negatively affect my performance reviews and cost me a raise in the future. I've thought about getting some of those headphones that look like earplugs or trying to hide them in normal ear protection, but I'm not sure how. Some of the old guys get away with it, but I don't have the seniority or security to do it. TLDR: My new job is no longer novel to me and I'm worried my ADHD tendencies are going to make me look like a bad worker as I become less and less interested in my daily work",6.406229411764709,6.2575820033333365,7.261686274509803,74.43123529411767,65.63333333333333,10.125490196078431,32.64705882352941,9.773937934552695,3.0193882352941177,1211,45,228,23,17,406,166,300,0.122,0.728,0.15,0.8896,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,1,14,13,14,0,3,15,0,17,5,2,7,3,57,42,30,0,4,13,0,1,3,0,3,3,4,0,2,18,19,0,5,6,1,1,4,7,6,0,2,2,7,25,8,35,34,10,31,0,0,2,0,9,12,0,11,16,160,43,15,0.09938219569901437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388761726852988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178307914842517,0.08847122442117711,0.0,0.0,0.09337284432105412,0.0,0.08297998221158939,0.0,0.10975982708699487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099645092613866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172188848214796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128200592677675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721485734185152,0.0,0.0,0.050250624246287824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690688897843268,0.0,0.10896744794279513,0.0,0.0,0.15576928621162478,0.0,0.16944357623804546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098403998588574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322758178054614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972429886138169,0.1766709237466942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565936248979452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166912028683183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633838734448899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001171066294888,0.0,0.1054288043984969,0.10034768697664063,0.0,0.07932592044549994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598394389576746,0.10569409259233008,0.0,0.09737345094692754,0.0,0.0,0.10428489650136276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762123321776124,0.0,0.06889910111227057,0.08677669993439198,0.0,0.0,0.0939482981000514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910003381740486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220997926949783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703432296331164,0.10592819739325138,0.07936674986244854,0.0,0.0,0.20779169826540528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366654330634608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528500536662646,0.07889836228603357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747398726097259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861819392718162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777575187494312,0.5064599547358439,0.2018548877178572,0.0,0.07059826041008556,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SassMasterGingerSnap,2019/07/23,"What You Wish Employers Knew about ADHD I’m writing a blog post about what employers should know about ADHD. Leave suggestions in the comments! I’d love to hear thoughts and ideas. :)",3.6759090909090912,6.80492257575758,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,80.81818181818181,6.936363636363637,26.431818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.0453090909090914,147,6,26,3,4,43,27,33,0.031,0.703,0.265,0.8748,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,12,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6558908674976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075524997434176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080452074069617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499662035976626,0.0,0.0,0.28893761384812605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462823774726969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613409811064825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166340606608056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31379537761566745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crispin2015,2019/07/23,"ADHD and Math My son has been diagnosed ADHD since he was in 2nd grade. Now a high school student he still struggles with math a lot. When we work with him it is obvious that their is a cognitive issue. He struggles to put the pieces together to problem solve. He misses steps and forgets things very quickly. We have always paid for math tutors who work with him but the second they are gone he goes right back to not understanding the concepts. Anyone struggle with this as a parent or adhd sufferer? What are techniques or solutions you used? Is their a way to work through this? Feeling pretty defeated today with him and wish I had a better way to help.",3.996138181818182,6.243850752,4.417818181818184,83.62890909090913,73.47999999999998,7.105454545454546,26.56363636363637,8.00094639256281,1.7758000000000005,524,19,94,8,11,165,87,125,0.125,0.727,0.14800000000000002,0.6459999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,3,5,5,8,0,3,9,0,10,1,0,1,1,22,17,8,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,7,0,1,5,1,11,1,14,12,2,14,0,3,0,0,18,3,0,3,6,66,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109771376452482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792641757459225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990973011714599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897765136284568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534410102100088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384772608839494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166033585130724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499517068941404,0.14974007133431164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792390837198424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048938813663485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573686592854696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418511004496862,0.0,0.13561152847989238,0.0,0.1424726056671611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103223627332595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343310119023772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723624956194295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131816377582594,0.0,0.0,0.4444847136176355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415568410794002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433857385559705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475405533249248,0.0,0.12240475499720825,0.0,0.11693783300251805,0.0,0.22498915743986586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297656800956076,0.0,0.0,0.30953210741987824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,calamityecho,2019/07/23,"My parents refuse to let me get help and now my grades are paying for it I’ve always been pretty good in school, decent grades and an above average GPA. But ever since I started high school, the work load became serious and I can never seem to get things don’t in a specific amount of time without getting frustrated at even the tiniest things. I can turn off all of my devices but still get distracted by absolutely nothing, my mind begins to wander and I have a hard time getting it back. Even when I put my foot down and decide to start my work, I only get so far before I start shifting, getting up to walk around, playing with my pencil, etc. It’s the most frustrating thing and it makes me feel like a horrible, lazy individual. I’ve wanted to go to my Pediatrician about what I think is adhd, and I even wanted to talk to her about my depression (which was a completely different story) but my nmom refuses to let me get help for a bunch of different reasons. Reaching an agreement with her is virtually impossible so I have to wait until college or something until I can seek help on my own. I just hate having to deal with this, especially throughout school when I KNOW there’s help out there. I’ve been looking up ways to deal with it naturally or at home, but non of said tips have helped at all. Idk I’m just frustrated and disappointed in myself. I just don’t want my grades to slip anymore and I definitely don’t want college to be a bust because of this stupid illness.",5.682412480974126,6.096091335616442,6.496940639269407,77.37629375951295,67.15068493150686,9.502587519025877,31.290715372907147,9.444778638647367,2.7075267884322685,1178,44,227,22,18,390,161,292,0.14,0.733,0.127,-0.8457,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,19,13,5,1,11,0,19,2,1,2,4,45,47,21,0,4,10,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,12,15,0,3,6,1,1,3,5,9,0,0,4,4,33,4,45,40,7,35,0,2,1,0,14,16,0,4,16,158,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787115465111556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160907003066613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726739967574073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873105530676807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541622110433842,0.0,0.059787670832019975,0.0,0.08345747856352989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028333166398802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222900876277786,0.08447476598805309,0.0,0.0,0.20494206681147895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938332085633032,0.19433953729520867,0.08871751086364774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959137644634421,0.07006721510648731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099352490130668,0.0,0.055740204237406325,0.08226349283005896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785896497304843,0.09683209617768757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32869935748127793,0.10362519458533663,0.09838061313823036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390131332104547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005835795246352,0.0,0.04791614291040062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236113851324155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546808102362986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903120598041364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564409390049592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410885192340193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459302846266433,0.0,0.0,0.10890443549797904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978097346674893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985958625088254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084091077645467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329500021816588,0.0,0.0,0.2977816737037482,0.0,0.0892868746528899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811314504197626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550552950261405,0.0,0.0,0.20826114900126114,0.0,0.07832552189721866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788316876432563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954767551542844,0.0628446664237596,0.0,0.0,0.11438058557404765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668111479934032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313966813546535,0.07785005380171307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454405951491536,0.0,0.14280445920265125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProctalgiaFugax,2019/07/23,"missed my flight by over 10 days i mixed up my dates for july 15 and august 15 and just found out fuck my life :(",1.022400000000001,2.0589010399999985,2.029,102.7795,78.6,5.0,12.5,3.1291,-1.7934,86,0,23,0,2,27,21,25,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,2,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741125783246926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6360430243862762,0.0,0.5362874670490062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40973748004664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oilpen,2019/07/23,"CPT 3 test ? Yo what’s up has anyone been evaluated with the CPT 3 test? I took it 3 weeks ago and now my psychiatrist is saying it gave no indication of an ADHD diagnosis and then had the fucking audacity to call out that I’ve had mood disorders in the past that can affect concentration.... uh, yeah no shit don’t you think it’d all stem from untreated ADHD?! Anyway I’m at the end of my rope and never anticipated my doctor being this much of a dick. Cheers.",1.358404255319147,3.6327429255319177,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,82.51063829787232,7.589787234042554,20.038297872340426,8.548686976883017,1.3200842553191483,361,10,75,9,10,130,73,94,0.127,0.8170000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.7803,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,6,1,9,4,2,1,2,9,14,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,5,1,5,1,10,7,2,12,0,0,0,2,4,4,3,0,7,47,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647197756980661,0.0,0.20826578713275154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427996939664338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399065192380673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692689025512136,0.24047757213064894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080927540183768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720413942684189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271262018540515,0.0,0.1812051297317432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242829013413817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683878884603608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24116907946032665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054415150038336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610340693638937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884598116792188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jearley3,2019/07/23,"Tips on how to be the best parent to an ADHD child Hi everyone, I am the mom to an incredibly sweet and fun 4 year old with ADHD. My husband and my stepson also have it, but I haven't really had much exposure until my son. He's getting ready to start school and I'm noticing its getting increasingly harder for him to focus and that unfortunately, leads to tantrums and frustration from him. I have really bad anxiety and depression and I'm ashamed to say that sometimes, I get super frustrated during his meltdowns and I'm trying not to be like that. Does anyone have tips on dealing with this behavior? He's such an awesome kid and its sad that he's getting the label of being ""rowdy"" with family members and I don't want him to think he's a bad kid. My mother in law and my stepson's mom immediately went to medication and he's so young, I don't want to do that right now",3.832783059636992,5.029205303370787,5.7926966292134825,77.91933016421784,71.80898876404493,8.84770959377701,28.299049265341395,9.265573868473778,2.4410392394122726,696,26,136,15,13,242,102,178,0.225,0.672,0.10300000000000001,-0.9784,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,13,3,1,7,0,12,1,0,2,0,23,24,17,0,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,9,15,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,2,15,5,21,19,3,13,0,2,0,0,21,4,0,0,7,85,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37968665403099583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263246161556909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084285263566867,0.0,0.0,0.11045285571489423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637884845800607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657746041498564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285505964630287,0.1360550905901883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823630464900874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509424018922668,0.0,0.0,0.1489154174194262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33012093486279714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717375820051342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913319775720974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37001358138876733,0.0,0.0,0.11612250834683722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798442887872007,0.16575777723438034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540152569876746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023929483488311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349013138795626,0.0,0.12562017062792602,0.0,0.15986909273234398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623150173181996,0.0,0.11180849556024257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121764391278712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724791915935362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863437919936279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643521029646395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172433142556392 adhd,engiknitter,2019/07/23,"Focalin to Concerta Met with my daughter’s doctor based on advice from this forum to see if switching up her meds brings back some of her personality. Also looking for something that helps with her slow processing speed. Switching from Focalin to Concerta. Anyone had luck with Concerta? She’s 9 years old.",5.775555555555558,8.681165444444446,5.666444444444448,73.67300000000003,70.48148148148148,8.023703703703704,33.022222222222226,8.841846274778883,3.364093333333333,250,12,37,5,5,78,42,54,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,12,3,1,8,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,5,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151175277290732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25788206886104953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254810804907775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479623389150235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300654547049454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161472963970464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707966567721962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581955390348698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383818595603568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815715609395741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569697556819595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825597759111864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766246389540052 adhd,Hotpotatheaux,2019/07/23,"Do you think child abuse would help ADHD symptoms or make them worse? Hello, I was wondering if the way someone with ADHD is raised could potentially effect the severity of the symptoms or how they display it. For example, in my household, we were not allowed to complain, show too much emotion, or get anything less than an A or we would be berated and beaten. It was a real perceived threat, specially to a child. However, my parents also helped me learn and find tricks to remember class things, but also really put pressure on that so with that adrenaline pumping, I could do things such as knowing how to organize tasks (need to do, have to do, want to do), remembering school-related info (repetition, asking self questions as you read along, using mnemonic devices or songs, etc). And, with years of practice, that stuck just a little, even though it is super exhausting. However, I noticed that besides being relatively good at school-related things, I am not good at organization of any sorts, I have like 0 time awareness let alone time management skills, and everything else. I ignored them in high school and just focused on trynna pass and get into a college. These symptoms became even more pronounced in college and ""real life."" Do you think the way someone is brought up could reduce the need for medication? I'm still struggling immensely with attention, focus, etc if it isn't super interesting or if I am not on a time crunch, but I end up getting a good grade (using previous tests, help from friends, super saiyan study mode, etc). &#x200B; Let me know your thoughts.",8.358063380281692,8.639673573943664,7.869119718309863,70.25959507042258,61.5,10.761971830985916,38.52464788732394,10.411451182825502,4.2098774647887325,1261,59,204,26,16,398,173,284,0.098,0.754,0.149,0.9689,4,1,0,0,1,0,54.0,2,4,3,6,13,18,3,2,13,0,26,6,0,7,0,64,45,26,0,11,16,1,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,3,12,15,0,1,15,3,0,3,4,8,0,0,6,1,21,10,32,30,6,25,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,12,8,144,33,10,0.0,0.10428016794864137,0.0,0.0,0.2115473306399848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115418597841657,0.0,0.14076678786647853,0.0,0.09536127594582144,0.10694456185226832,0.05985137307456236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724266128801414,0.0,0.08227960734600315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108119480863664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352297210765392,0.09900197648804657,0.07795276264886312,0.0,0.2944708942427585,0.1162625706979166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909976828525075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804416356321765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799807443577688,0.0,0.1379483617948682,0.0,0.0,0.22146159128792156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769783418107486,0.09298981318399044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967385021789867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999705247753794,0.0621656809792861,0.04299835764425231,0.08821143300244133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058748884846611886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866311956014747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469915760059178,0.1305199908829251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020257183091033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772722890788202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847665736212232,0.0985939037421981,0.0,0.08803610414628676,0.2003545013754804,0.056382924589253876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940152788445006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672193988936151,0.0,0.0,0.09181600986923252,0.09942883235041318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914504994172453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028672590585952,0.0,0.0,0.09200955164981373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744353957750785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754143576409912,0.11278943916564747,0.08647162489025306,0.06987192462877254,0.15396201657764402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202871480687394,0.0,0.0,0.05191192705757633,0.13972011320901856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544557065094304,0.0,0.0,0.08969203932021769,0.125042806653267,0.0,0.10694456185226832,0.056677027084703416 adhd,kleelopez,2019/07/23,"Tips for Impulse Control? I know that I have ADHD (I was diagnosed when I was younger) but I’m not currently in treatment for it. I plan on getting back on meds soon, but that’s likely a month or two away. I’m in retail management. Me and someone I supervise had a falling out a few weeks ago (I went to our boss about some legitimate concerns and this person did not take it very well), and now he’s doing everything he can to antagonize me. I’ve done pretty well ignoring him so far, but he’s getting more brazen about it and it’s getting harder and harder to ignore. It’s unfortunately in my best interest right now to not bring it to my higher ups. How the hell do I keep my mouth shut when he’s purposely trying to get a reaction out of me?",2.909134199134201,4.267672142857143,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,74.32467532467533,8.25021645021645,27.119047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.0408632034632035,586,22,122,12,12,202,96,154,0.13699999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.102,-0.7013,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,12,8,1,0,5,0,9,2,1,3,0,22,20,13,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,4,1,0,1,3,3,3,2,1,6,0,16,5,20,14,4,25,1,0,0,0,7,12,1,2,11,86,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060524443277905,0.0,0.17009208749371502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802797436511814,0.14754564976850235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136864282621866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521232319966413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475650234713926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963622200066353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245144474112042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40100234268544055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055381077477647,0.0,0.0,0.10545349768090914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374400277009867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313798612454016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315862665205454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675442290831038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521328898615745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386644161034952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258125590004324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427161469251962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302754908558396,0.0,0.18744113218855374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583229986800718,0.0,0.0,0.15391641238106046,0.0,0.3450504759674152,0.1778768208230187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jessicah713,2019/07/23,ADHD and bed wetting? My 5 year old was recently diagnosed with adhd and has been in behavioral therapy for a while. He has been potty trained for a few years but we struggle horribly at night with him having accidents we wake him constantly throughout the night but it still happens. We mentioned it to his regular doctor he had zero concern. His therapist said that some children with adhd wet the bed. If anyone has expirenced this do you have any advice? Tips? Suggestions? 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I know it takes 30 - 40mins for Adderall to work but I can honestly go to sleep and pass out even afterwards... Does that mean Adderall isn't for me? I mean it honestly helps me when in need... However, if I'm exhausted for example, I can still doze off and fall asleep in class.",2.0949404761904766,4.270406708333333,3.171428571428572,90.64500000000002,79.1388888888889,7.447619047619049,25.563492063492063,8.418075326091056,1.713799206349207,281,11,60,6,7,90,48,72,0.068,0.7809999999999999,0.151,0.8074,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,11,12,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,12,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196668682600832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657945120428624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426588756667496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682515570662145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795250413132218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468627001782095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612609432573976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502397020336794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40092536590922706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873371637350086,0.2017581399271643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827435319691286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tellmeaboutyourcat,2019/07/23,"TIFU by saying stupid stuff and losing my friend TL;dr: say shitty things, win shitty prizes. He pulled me aside at work today to tell me that he was not happy with the way things ended at my party on Saturday. I had asked him why he didn't come to any of our bi-annual work parties (weekends, open bar, free food, fun activities, etc) and he said that he would rather spend time with his wife, which I get, but... It turned into a small pseudo-argument. In my head I was playfully razzing on him about how he should come out to the parties cause they're so much fuuuun! And in his head I was telling him that it's more important to hang out with his coworkers than his wife. He told me point blank that ""it's going to be a long time"" before he'll accept any more invitations to my house for a party, and he hasn't spoken to me all day, since the conversation. And I'm just lost down a rabbit hole of self-hatred. Yes, I have ADHD, and yes, I had a few glasses of wine, and yes, my tolerance is low because I don't drink outside of parties anymore. But I'm just a terrible person who can't keep their mouth shut with a drop of alcohol in my system - and even totally sober I say stupid shit, and why was he friends with me anyway, I don't deserve any of my friends because I'm just an awful, terrible friend. I know there's nothing that I can say to him right now to make him change his mind. So I'm just leaving him alone - no matter how badly I want to talk to him and demand that he listen to my side and reconsider. If all it took was a drunken misunderstanding, then he clearly wasn't too invested in maintaining our friendship, anyway. Right? That's what I'm telling myself, at least, to make it hurt less.",5.7574770019604875,5.063273117478509,6.450475041471876,81.53202684361335,67.10888252148997,9.525018850852057,28.970140250339323,8.841846274778883,1.9637071633237808,1334,37,284,19,19,440,190,349,0.14,0.69,0.17,0.8586,0,1,3,0,0,0,49.0,2,0,1,6,16,21,3,0,12,4,19,9,4,5,4,48,41,19,0,5,9,2,0,0,4,3,1,6,0,1,18,22,5,1,2,5,3,6,8,10,0,0,13,6,41,12,41,24,10,40,0,4,0,0,48,21,1,1,10,173,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251794218762725,0.0,0.0,0.11131477889559928,0.0,0.10787778099454476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249600051134995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032981894073804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737502854439346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696879294223063,0.1269892721800076,0.0,0.0886320232355101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700045080246984,0.11018689076881943,0.17944829259071793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717423062095496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203661052716807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225435965107462,0.0,0.1161653239779531,0.06879633669583944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595002464041682,0.0,0.32189334162976924,0.0,0.054419015438986224,0.0,0.05919621778845316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108796751045045,0.0,0.0,0.21379529862010668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018602464105645,0.1115048492654879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258170812244962,0.0,0.0,0.0572433116471252,0.0,0.0,0.11028982183518304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217783865443706,0.0,0.1165277855275675,0.11370234771211818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905448806612486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517135552825366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656918307427815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994380484419642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909480171923944,0.0,0.0,0.09846435088289507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779032083694431,0.09907949256816916,0.3313271123597359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866102634947894,0.0,0.10691818222217747,0.08616177630218226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923765434442055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371942324584948,0.27311986015911355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383978252801559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214724299461445,0.0,0.098730982887545,0.09952882148945616,0.1157249853791332,0.0,0.11329557528493503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143594436187495,0.08267692597718118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797541166239093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165864538489482,0.0,0.0,0.07399188729675203,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,maoshington,2019/07/23,"An unfortunate concerta side effect So before taking concerta, I was playing super smash brothers online and was in the top 3% of online players. Since being on concerta, I’m absolutely terrible at the game now and don’t even enjoy playing. Has this happened to anyone else?",8.07585034013605,9.027054816326533,9.322857142857146,57.31380952380954,62.06122448979593,11.431292517006804,38.78231292517007,11.20814326018867,5.201647619047618,222,11,29,6,3,77,41,49,0.11,0.674,0.21600000000000005,0.6258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001068921932406,0.4397665202557383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652179199081748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585418521722655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834828098033354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37954048754628666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550389979597013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227052787389843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crystal-Child,2019/07/23,"How the heck am I supposed to function in society? Cutting straight to the chase, I’m lost in a huge, dense, foggy forest of society and I can’t seem to get anywhere. I’ve grown tired of worrying and now I’m utterly apathetic. I’m 20. Unemployed, without a real education nor anything practical to put on my resume. There are things I’m very good at, like making music, drawing and basically anything artistic. But companies and employers apparently don’t care about how good you are at something, they just want some minuscule thingamajig proving that you graduated at someplace. I’ve tried working at some small, boring jobs, but I literally can’t, it sucks the life out of me and I immediately get depressed and suicidal. I’ve broken down crying while at work because it’s so unbearable. And I almost never get emotional like that. I’d rather be homeless. Getting an education is also nearly impossible, because I need grades. And I simply cannot focus in school, no matter how hard I try, and it just breaks me, I feel guilt and shame washing over me and the walls closing in quickly. My dad died last year and I’ve been living off of his savings and life insurance, but the money is slowly but surely running out. There doesn’t seem like there’s much else to do, and I’ll probably be a homeless alcoholic before I’m 21. What the actual fuck am I supposed to do?",4.490492610837439,6.4193661609195445,5.939901477832509,74.61310344827587,71.29885057471266,8.956102900930489,31.968801313628894,9.48565724429506,3.2970801313628897,1092,51,189,26,21,369,158,261,0.195,0.7170000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9861,5,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,3,14,16,3,2,10,0,16,6,0,4,3,43,35,25,2,3,8,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,17,1,0,4,1,1,3,9,8,0,0,2,2,19,8,28,31,3,31,0,2,0,1,5,21,3,5,9,118,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.13368055015855895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639853638414302,0.1371737176383124,0.0,0.0,0.1095492728862126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545894237940825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701325527562688,0.0,0.11656671833857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966841971315933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047491133304153,0.0,0.0,0.11798758389460152,0.0,0.14217194075471362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144359157000386,0.15409308833346094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926526070210492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664322031358413,0.28628235318890355,0.0,0.0,0.22979810948803855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271436184998087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359394757071859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166352268583568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351738440509791,0.20077628622301813,0.0,0.12096293447161358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953860982023734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914405694037262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070195930333,0.10157488364302218,0.10565360875315252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769625869760464,0.0,0.0,0.13771079994546362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592236121763708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863919320539966,0.0,0.2494175033354813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054600731058066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984266363348786,0.0,0.12910959094519786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100875580396173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744758124032504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601175162861888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302946591912832,0.08079908548703689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205156620771089,0.0,0.19945782522888453,0.13911798740295606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821579579368945 adhd,sa-42,2019/07/23,"Newly diagnosed, need advice To put it simply, I was told I had a mild form of ADD which I was presumably not diagnosed with until later due to being diagnosed with other things. My pdoc put me on Wellbutrin for depression and smoking cessation and, since it was off-label treatment for ADD, an alternative to Ritalin. Now that I’m coming to all these conclusions about why certain things are happening (LOTS of intrusive thoughts, severe sensory overload and dissociation that’s exacerbated by anxiety) I just wondered if anyone had advice/tips or tricks that have helped?",10.518600000000003,10.119937660000003,10.264000000000003,57.09700000000004,57.4,14.0,42.0,13.023866798666859,6.034,466,22,67,15,5,153,76,100,0.105,0.8740000000000001,0.021,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,2,20,15,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,7,0,6,1,14,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950328013086315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483536712931758,0.0,0.0,0.13559831047288087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705099206007096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670290939591933,0.5904956560583822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148906008526887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998522155795367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486985284261466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143794458907305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899005197671304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190823804215146,0.0,0.16041846931099712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767304529039897,0.0,0.0,0.15395642501720005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530561788408312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498900963478375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103056258893254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd_throwaway12895,2019/07/23,"Too sensitive for stimulants/straterra Hello all, &#x200B; I'm dealing with a tough combination of symptoms. I have ADHD, of course, but I also have pretty severe anxiety. Taking any kind of stimulants (adderall, ritalin, coffee, modafinil) tends to make my anxiety so bad that I can't communicate (this is necessary in my line of work). Adderall gives me especially bad symptoms. &#x200B; Modafinil and stratterra give me less anxiety, but seem to disrupt my quality of sleep to such an extent that I can't function. I'm still giving stratterra a trial to see if things will work out, but even the lowest dose seems too much for me. &#x200B; I was wondering if anyone had suggestions for things to try. I was thinking that clonidine and guanfacine look promising (especially since they decrease anxiety), but I'm a bit unsure about the long-term safety and the side effects. Perhaps something like Clonidine could be taken in conjunction with stratterra?",8.278363636363636,9.951099018181818,7.709696969696973,66.50454545454548,61.84848484848485,10.84848484848485,40.45454545454545,10.832165505486646,5.099909090909092,778,42,110,20,11,244,106,165,0.16,0.741,0.098,-0.8827,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,3,8,6,0,0,7,0,11,5,1,3,1,21,27,11,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,13,3,19,20,5,5,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,5,2,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830618269875727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853768712054825,0.0,0.3470270579224754,0.3891795311284012,0.07260125840628129,0.0,0.32668801947082104,0.0,0.0,0.07464989424567857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828223951002808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655554964483188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524010913435369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100660811464274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051474765418078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30724513500050404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117533247485197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215811624717498,0.0,0.0,0.09448027822706018,0.08965249654706432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126391176550162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848174600401392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861449393092354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507483219542554,0.1943827238432216,0.0,0.12060973674763018,0.0,0.0883139452649343,0.0,0.10683827430338186,0.0,0.0,0.08218996659363867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525961039633319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193147303599253,0.08027111524941506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418547584686699,0.06840824861414084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248382824958724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157779376244454,0.1554468104336941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891795311284012,0.0 adhd,RytonRotMG,2019/07/23,"I PASSED MY A+ CERTS! Holy fucking shit, I successfully passed the CompTIA A+ 901-902 series to become eligible to work in IT at 15 bucks an hour minimum, and I JUST BARELY GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL LIKE TWO MONTHS AGO! I didn't think I'd be able to do it, what with my tendency to put off studying until the last minute and the attention span of a disabled squirrel, but I pulled it off!",4.804155844155844,5.41553954545455,5.893922077922081,80.23516883116886,69.12987012987013,9.276883116883116,29.685714285714287,9.3871,2.427542337662338,303,11,62,6,5,101,60,77,0.034,0.894,0.07200000000000001,0.4186,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,7,2,11,3,0,15,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,6,37,11,4,0.2831840476372815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510255718827414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127545319747006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617990888737162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29919949421188635,0.0,0.0,0.27887924384027674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230832794895738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834942149681614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260348050906713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846781838342584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28659737468368496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906843554355569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145290325528907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766296662901432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061613593856704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,resonate59,2019/07/23,Found my spare set of keys that's been missing for like 2 years. In the pocket of my rain coat on the trunk of my car.,1.1944444444444429,1.8248212222222229,2.3490740740740783,102.26583333333336,77.51851851851852,5.4,17.203703703703702,3.1291,-1.1652074074074077,91,1,25,0,2,29,22,27,0.079,0.83,0.09,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8049133284997818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35864888858174165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727425391505232 adhd,lulutheleopard,2019/07/23,Small victory Today I had a doctor tell me that without a doubt I had adhd. It’s something I’ve tried talking to other people and licensed professionals about and have been blown off. Today someone actually listened to my problems and not tell me that everyone gets like that or that I need to just go outside. I almost cried.,4.7495161290322585,6.75507362903226,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,70.7741935483871,7.540645161290323,31.754838709677426,8.238735603445708,2.689086451612904,263,12,43,4,5,87,46,62,0.084,0.8390000000000001,0.077,-0.102,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,7,1,6,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,31,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.22187804523778834,0.0,0.2732517520247217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276758757462401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975270631594684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327204420143569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217259549863001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879022198122133,0.0,0.12921828509417208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108035752502916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859024443898585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762811234136165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175601510626156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926478867830624,0.17503873857189145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827495185513696,0.3974587259503916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310359266527048,0.0,0.0,0.15436772138378466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917431777474905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lulupie2002,2019/07/23,"Am I the only one who has a problem with interrupting Hi I'm new here. I mean I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 5 and I've always had a problem with interrupting. Like if a thought pops into my head I have to say it right away. I usually cant focus on what the person is saying because I'm always thinking about when I can butt in and say it. Lmao usually it has nothing to do with the conversation but my mind still thinks I have to say it. For example my mom could be talking about something someone said and I'll just say ""oh"" or ""yeah"" because I cant focus and then I'll just start talking about something I found out today. Or something I thought was funny and I get I probably seem rude to people. I have no idea how to fix it though lmao I've always been like this.",0.9213048128342224,2.9953469272727316,3.1419607843137283,89.82352941176474,82.75757575757576,5.8217468805704105,23.03921568627451,7.048011613610866,0.7993386809269167,613,22,132,8,17,209,94,165,0.087,0.8079999999999999,0.105,0.7140000000000001,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,6,1,18,3,2,1,0,30,30,13,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,11,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,6,16,2,18,19,0,14,0,0,0,1,13,6,1,4,10,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508280615604305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013478468810949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342105929264655,0.0,0.0,0.14718042057902533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638564541581653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252895612656138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236400223165676,0.0,0.0,0.06307157638050796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389425275279077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362789614193994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795605963463116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150021859510908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189348024274695,0.14138660954711202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659279173622802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115834755005019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180346176848219,0.0918135223250611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836925241946691,0.1054086474503978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015731857442767,0.2310267874955196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030948070678636,0.11483301806997315,0.4800096782704565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989957946782138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998613997567863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228624631833898,0.2788100481316563,0.0,0.0,0.08544672358508143,0.0,0.0964076965574845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406143074024845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470588344852887,0.11860746201804735,0.1916774816491078,0.0,0.0,0.1144290957504766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265913562819974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,efogs11,2019/07/23,"Vent/Question about maintaining and navigating relationships Hi friends. I (23F) am struggling with maintaining meaningful relationships in my life and I am wondering if anyone else in this community can relate and/or help me gain some perspective. **Brief background**: I was diagnosed with anxiety and ADHD about 4 years ago. I feel very fortunate that I am able to say that with the help of meds and the tools I've learned through therapy, I have found what works for me to function comfortably for the most part. *Here is where I am struggling* \- I feel like I get so hyper focused on a new person in my life whether that be a new friend or someone I've gone on a few dates with and am interested in romantically. I have come such a long way from the anxious, terrified, self conscious, little girl that I once was - the little girl who hated herself so much that she truly was a bigger bully to herself than anyone else ever could have been. Thanks to many many years of therapy and listening to Lizzo on repeat (*Soulmate* = a banger), I have grown to love myself and am constantly reminding myself to be nice to me. I think some of the residual affects of this is very evident in my struggle to form meaningful relationships with people. If someone doesn't respond to a text I send, for example, there's this persistent and very loud voice in my head that loves to poke me relentlessly and freak out, saying things like ""shit. fuck. What did you do wrong you idiot??? obviously its your fault that they aren't responding. They hate you for sure. You always ruin these things"" - you get the idea. *For the record, I'm not actually hearing voices or whatever - sometimes the best way I can describe my ADHD brain is by giving it a character who is trying to have a conversation with me. This seems to help neurotypicals understand how I'm feeling.* &#x200B; **Here's my question: How do I navigate the early stages of a relationship with a person I really like?** I feel like I go all in way too fast when I am seeing someone new. I really value feeling comfortable to totally be myself with a person that I am spending my time with - I want to jump to the ""old and married for 50+ years"" stage of a relationship with people I legit just met. Do other people with ADHD/anxiety feel this sort of dilemma in relationships? **TLDR**: I feel like I freak out and rush relationships because I am so scared that the other person is going to become uninterested. How do people navigate the early stages of a relationship with an ADHD brain??",3.759565217391305,6.364474295116775,4.9883988738115015,77.53527623926891,75.68789808917197,8.257010984953384,27.011954213975816,9.02518940039,2.6024815471245275,2007,79,349,49,46,662,231,471,0.095,0.736,0.16899999999999998,0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,6,2,4,17,30,5,4,28,0,36,10,4,4,5,66,68,23,0,4,7,0,7,5,2,0,3,7,0,7,25,26,0,0,18,0,1,9,3,14,0,0,8,15,53,16,62,56,10,50,0,1,1,3,47,17,2,11,23,246,78,2,0.060171085796267974,0.0,0.0587182999536815,0.0,0.2892558084520925,0.0,0.053338037042822264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500671635876784,0.06519534632104224,0.07311445529600495,0.0,0.0,0.0920614318772814,0.06797619993114278,0.0,0.08414604447236082,0.1233047761764406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667973541357825,0.06645423685985845,0.0,0.0,0.06314584228219647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434166304295592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051832062501435114,0.0,0.06502356757591687,0.0,0.048041715842507264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061072385491806325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053044239538324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054428191962398106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129701624220179,0.1289587071468158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597448982736971,0.09297606325072948,0.05562719923469056,0.06287381771713765,0.05772158834452638,0.06839322940247082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188129799308906,0.06175289338564342,0.0,0.06781718679370621,0.0,0.12099423137155625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792583181425113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500123473663684,0.14698276580557318,0.12061447095856677,0.0,0.053249517456050915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861350833433712,0.0,0.0,0.12200807354411385,0.0,0.0,0.06683651171935512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423267143412316,0.0,0.0,0.17434082883541105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313943267708118,0.06408024260122495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515942228785251,0.0,0.16686021857950525,0.2101562848413133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740538689171938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709427665959592,0.0,0.0,0.5168098219596319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957009250314714,0.06024175381285159,0.0,0.04794856500288562,0.05477749664098562,0.06277156531170701,0.0,0.061764754888131865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294829719787226,0.0,0.05951074242318893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871165025292244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056710536267432214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553974515608724,0.1376217611403151,0.0,0.07994999145904147,0.03855520217629135,0.0,0.0,0.03508624401085793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408522175218608,0.0,0.0,0.06264022236122896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489423422234218,0.03549046538171525,0.14328302151471478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525297581937815,0.043805267093856175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657876365029242,0.07311445529600495,0.11624461939876887 adhd,sum_yum_dish,2019/07/23,"Anybody else have trouble organizing and verbalizing thoughts? For example, if I were to tell a story like say about the ""3 little pigs."" I'd forget to mention the straw house. Or have trouble saying outloud ""blew the house down like a tornado"" despite knowing it in my head. I don't know if it's an ADD thing or what",3.761935483870968,5.522201645161292,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,72.87096774193549,7.540645161290323,31.754838709677426,8.238735603445708,2.47811870967742,250,12,47,4,5,83,49,62,0.113,0.8059999999999999,0.081,-0.2585,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,2,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185569796508273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685062462967057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037681565867417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875682830289621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25563686851270623,0.26222041649045186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161148529001041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867477727129626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738143018178939,0.0,0.0,0.2077037471621068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sleepygreenidea,2019/07/23,"What to do when nothing works What do I do when nothing that I've tried works? I have ADD/anxiety and depression. I have very little family. I'm 33F, and not getting younger and not able to change. I've been trying medication, therapy, lifestyle, coaching etc for 12 years. I feel like my current psychiatrists will just tell me they can't help me. I even tried a brief stint of neurofeedback, but this was back when my parents paid for my care and I felt too guilty about the cost and not proven benefit to continue. I've gotten genome testing done, but the clinical treatments have not yet advanced to manage this information, and there's variable opinions about how predictive certain markers are. Currently on memantine and Strattera and feeling pretty depressed and hopeless. I can't seem to direct my life well enough. And it's layered by years of frustration and failure. I've accomplished some things in life, but as things got more complicated, my attention and anxiety issues got in the way. As a result, I am underpaid and underemployed. All I know is that I'm not smart enough where my effort actually amounts to anything doesn't matter and things seem pretty hopeless. I feel like the only thing left is medicines to help me with acceptance of this sad life I'm living.",6.5811864406779685,7.954998771186442,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813562,65.52542372881356,9.798305084745763,34.66525423728814,9.978442167317967,3.593657627118644,1034,47,178,23,16,324,141,236,0.177,0.6990000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.9238,4,0,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,0,1,5,14,14,1,0,6,0,17,5,0,2,2,41,33,23,0,0,9,1,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,12,15,0,0,10,1,3,2,8,6,1,0,8,4,20,8,21,24,7,19,0,5,0,0,6,6,0,4,12,116,32,6,0.11833486840627075,0.0,0.11547776155453393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810517008680379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737951391412557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099220942891588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065028494575013,0.0,0.12518260013023064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384329752107944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109765536838556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445431039358435,0.1319746586827717,0.07815906453961785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155558239984346,0.0,0.17950099509352266,0.1690769072677291,0.1136200310554734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182508465069785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892864087209026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863473580150494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351085825213805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503374895192192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857118076656515,0.0,0.25075025139951,0.1156248787564409,0.11860262582846083,0.10449185679802772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920993045975373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709099548973316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999899979636315,0.0,0.0,0.13139686737764578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407782066445972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154552397004614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342989080753644,0.0,0.13532623500861354,0.0,0.31446571366258913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410248238292677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763865946514982,0.0,0.09392871050615847,0.0,0.0,0.10639725814361717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229838712249146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240755098515582 adhd,la-la-la-bacon,2019/07/23,"Pharmacy won’t approve generic Adderall XR My pharmacist said my insurance (UnitedHealthcare HSA) won’t approve generic Adderall XR. Brand name Adderall XR costs approximately $100/mo. To save money, my doctor changed me to regular Adderall, which unfortunately does not work for me. It’s like I’m taking nothing at all for focus, while spiking my anxiety levels through the roof. Has anyone else had this happen? Are there ways to convince insurance to let me use the generic Adderall XR? I spoke to UHC today and they just told me to speak to my doctor - which I have, but she is baffled as to why they won’t let me have the generic.",6.2618644067796625,7.556364805084749,6.662500000000005,73.5671398305085,66.20338983050847,8.950847457627118,36.78389830508475,9.188382445141503,3.5693355932203388,509,26,85,9,8,165,77,118,0.027000000000000003,0.922,0.051,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,8,18,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,15,3,13,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668442839673852,0.0,0.0,0.1524991112173149,0.22346705532823447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230718642064864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464648508556517,0.1908589276437976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821927960097409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286323815757647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44603972505867656,0.0,0.10655160936043834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209270801413465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074610311835074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398246582468656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067312921038489,0.20840187412622468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836654606314795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311594835336228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679941696205508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877785676888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vkrishnan89,2019/07/23,"What do you guys mean when you say the meds you take are rough/smooth I’ve just started on stimulant meds today after trying Welbutrin for 5 weeks. I’m trialing a 7 day script for Ritalin LA. I’ve seen some people describe their experience when trying out different stimulant meds as either rough or smooth - I was wondering what that actually means? What exactly is it that you are feeling/not feeling. Is it pain? Discomfort? Fuzziness in the head? Today is my first day on the Ritalin and so far I think I feel a slight improvement in focus (I’m ADHD-PI) and with no side effects that I can tell. Thanks guys and thank you to this community for providing myself and others with the support and encouragement to deal with this incredibly disruptive and destructive condition!!",4.688601398601398,7.249210587412591,5.616083916083916,74.39027972027974,72.4965034965035,9.714685314685315,29.88111888111888,10.035473477838034,3.583011188811188,626,27,105,19,13,205,93,143,0.102,0.785,0.114,-0.5107,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,1,2,4,7,1,1,6,0,8,4,1,3,1,24,22,11,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,11,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,12,4,15,20,2,17,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,3,10,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.14362490318946447,0.0,0.17687985482674612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983580499479907,0.1517344842238651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377011930019566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396873208683816,0.0,0.0,0.14883565860453482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518988538956655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29145954222314113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104751570087438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206408835209789,0.4904461232419601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566082113814299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203498210335936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704218364317184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417364030645183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670163222350652,0.0,0.0,0.11065985218680396,0.0,0.12864042265933634,0.2710042226579993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430598611315699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790158583303233,0.0,0.0,0.19984896672010444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805764758030696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960871384688402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bassiks,2019/07/23,"I have my first psychologist appointment tomorrow (UK) So I take my first proper step forward tomorrow, I've always been told by people that I have adhd and I've kinda suspected the same for a few years now. My relationship and my work life has been suffering a lot recently, being told by my boss and my SO that they're sick of having the same conversations with me, for me to improve for a few days before falling back into my old ways. I know my SO feels unappreciated and feels like I don't care about her. I truly do. I just get stuck in my routine, focusing on what's happening right now oblivious to anything else. She asks me to do a load of laundry in the morning and I agree. Only for that thought to be completely lost, inaccessible until she comes home and asks if I've put a load on. Only then do I remember she asked me to do it that morning, I can remember it clear as day now. I guess my reason for finally posting here (long time lurker) is for advice or anything that might ease my nerves about tomorrow. This might lead to me knowing I'm not just lazy or careless, that there's an actual cause for this. Also the thoughts that if I do actually have ADHD I could've lived such a different life.",5.282038567493113,5.641708636363635,6.549107438016533,76.84396418732787,68.00826446280992,10.089696969696972,30.596143250688705,10.047579312681364,2.8900553168044074,958,35,190,22,15,325,138,242,0.105,0.82,0.075,-0.7443,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,15,5,0,0,11,0,19,3,0,4,1,37,39,17,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,12,9,0,0,10,0,0,6,2,3,0,2,8,2,33,2,27,27,5,33,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,9,21,134,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.22441394340911106,0.0,0.27637481279230497,0.11236020724360182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919519866459113,0.09567519516814202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924267694963215,0.0,0.3224811819853501,0.0,0.0,0.08841494787638171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784219507471792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723298864484112,0.11811937264119207,0.0,0.09904780579606404,0.12055764923691507,0.0,0.0,0.0918046921390906,0.0,0.0,0.14830924391617242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013292292745542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605367078239102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627787495624906,0.08214398813370039,0.0,0.12595842478494726,0.0,0.1956092239668652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060073952167461565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666690735601266,0.0,0.10167922327194144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533747853301983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638346864808905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624320041361841,0.056174960980862734,0.0,0.10153223149858004,0.10175647290854037,0.0,0.0,0.12551769528877602,0.09775456562454142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439579113395965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206554777884836,0.0,0.0,0.17489973978790424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971484119744432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101220771739492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558982824774837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822183264488972,0.11353199282292352,0.1234488760637751,0.26050699752553697,0.09819498518864574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645302191622878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256756093584192,0.06704760171958335,0.0,0.0,0.21974266212681026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126827555479324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370910549501767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404538125237219 adhd,gringa-polaca,2019/07/23,"Help! Been living outside the US 10 years and just diagnosed abroad. How do I go about seeing a doctor and getting meds in the states? So Ritalin isn’t available in the country where I live and my doctor here is recommending I try to stock up while visiting family in the US. The US healthcare system terrifies and confuses the hell out of me so your guidance is appreciated. I’m traveling two weeks from now and only staying for a few days each in CT and OH. Any recommendations? Does it help to bring a prescription from my doctor from abroad? How do I find a clinic and book a doctor? I guess I should do it it advance right? I have excellent foreign insurance so cost isn’t an issue but I’d pay up front and get reimbursed- last time I tried to see a specialist in the US and said I’d pay upfront they were dumbfounded and didn’t know what to do lol. Thank you!!",2.362108126487591,4.641241531791913,4.0666848010880665,84.03189391363482,78.76878612716763,7.770010200612037,24.627337640258414,8.671277953709913,1.9008411424685483,687,25,137,16,17,230,109,173,0.078,0.823,0.099,0.6844,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,2,1,2,10,4,1,1,14,1,13,7,0,2,0,21,24,17,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,12,0,0,2,2,4,6,3,2,0,1,4,3,18,2,18,19,2,26,1,0,2,0,11,10,1,2,7,91,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365715099954046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933708974492007,0.0,0.0,0.12486171412458685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036607122917719,0.10765477199390824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597138211536355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243715412088247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854471936046902,0.0,0.06991454311911814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355193180311212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491410977952006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839989384319062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676080352757725,0.1002769191084634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725609408292465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664639676644613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356150692642703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050575695310812,0.11701925755007968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606046064395835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112190539067606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113259383996918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173337890947458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704367659764566,0.0,0.12017170559368423,0.0,0.5919069287103549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867843615075214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922021449905971 adhd,JuliaEB,2019/07/23,"Do I or don’t I have ADHD Background: I hated life when I was little. I felt very alone. My older brother was always cruel to me and I was left to play by myself most of my early life. In first grade when I threw my books off my desk when it was my turn to read a book cause I didn’t know how to read. We had moved to a new school district in the middle of the year. In 2nd grade I was diagnosed with ADD and a written communications disorder. In my early 20s when I started to question whether I actually only had depression and anxiety as a kid and no one thought to test me for them. I found that the two combined have all the symptoms of ADHD. What’s more is I learned that if I started ignoring my ADHD diagnosis as if it never happened I was able to overcome my social anxiety. So I stopped talking or thinking about it for the past decade roughly. It’s made a huge difference in that I was able to feel normal for the first time in my life. This further made me question whether my diagnosis was accurate. So now I’m 31F and I work really hard to eat well, exercise, and get enough sleep in order to keep my depression, anxiety, and migraines under control. It works. I’m arguably the happiest I’ve ever been. The only problem is that I find it almost impossible to stay engaged at work. Even when I want to I can’t stay focused. My bf says I’m just not interested in what I’m doing. This is pretty true. But I still feel like it shouldn’t be this easy for me to do practically nothing at work all day when I want to be performing well. It’s also ridiculously hard for me to manage my time. I get sucked into things and time passes by without me noticing. I was born with the umbilical chord around my neck and my brother put me through childhood trauma. I know childhood trauma has been found to alter the minds of children into their adulthood making them more prone to depression. Also, lack of oxygen at birth can cause developmental issues. I’m wondering if these things could cause ADHD. I’m also wondering if there is a more concrete way of being tested than just being surveyed. I was on Ritalin all through elementary school. I could hardly ever sleep. Nothing in middle school. Adderal as needed in high school and college. The lowest dose of 8 hour Adderal will keep me up at night even if I take it first thing in the morning. I can take less than half of the lowest prescribed dose and feel out of my mind. I hate being on medications. But I also want to be able to achieve more in my career than I feel like I can. My colleagues seem to have a much easier time retaining information and progressing than I do. I know I’m not stupid. I just feel like I function in a way that isn’t conducive to progressing in my career. I’m afraid of going to just anyone about being tested because I think it’s overly difficult to find a professional you can trust to really do their homework and not just try to put you on a pill. Im also terrified that if a diagnosis is confirmed I’ll struggle to feel normal again. On the flip side I’m worried that if I have ADHD I should be looking into the resources available to me to achieve what I want to achieve. Any advice/insight is welcome",3.620203761755484,5.187878098746083,5.014926645768026,81.8350106583072,72.87147335423197,7.611836990595613,28.12050156739812,8.238735603445708,1.96782936677116,2529,98,487,40,50,845,274,638,0.124,0.795,0.081,-0.9781,2,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,2,4,14,32,27,6,2,26,0,51,16,3,8,7,105,103,43,0,20,22,2,11,3,1,3,12,1,1,2,27,22,1,6,24,6,0,6,11,16,2,6,23,13,78,11,92,67,12,85,0,3,1,0,19,39,1,16,38,352,105,28,0.17732439726670532,0.0,0.057681010793493026,0.0,0.35518244360290824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918825646882987,0.061218199109392975,0.0,0.2363437607144068,0.04918270122906365,0.0,0.0,0.040195556951347015,0.0,0.13565267855081065,0.0,0.0,0.041329780522159666,0.0,0.0,0.05261876950758576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03603176890274435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216100224618967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629479657805229,0.09438606813329056,0.0,0.0,0.03811985551855073,0.0,0.15272924352982864,0.05999351019215572,0.0,0.061755417856545675,0.06774304064432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060482375829382685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107450139192563,0.0,0.07808072800562542,0.10693337956071253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932108652006873,0.12668058483842418,0.056753076518311324,0.0,0.10804752439963296,0.1508320417288492,0.0,0.12961803263478558,0.0,0.0,0.06176311918483855,0.0,0.03359251380300242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226912629337745,0.0,0.1588478298897583,0.1167140871450092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245098716575333,0.0,0.0,0.058209604009324616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384692602246246,0.061693533473895515,0.0,0.10507604790303267,0.0,0.0,0.09745285130416118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422115882481977,0.0,0.1252494658949194,0.08663174350323302,0.0592418769506315,0.0,0.0,0.04963594447112488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185908814554177,0.03945513737401225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595452249244836,0.0,0.0,0.11936472782396168,0.0,0.0,0.06282259046583268,0.04345127839922625,0.043827931234660916,0.045587835624806464,0.05708700261948103,0.0,0.055468978183566206,0.1158268398579584,0.1134316944285632,0.06729500052877856,0.0,0.0,0.04005320025979711,0.08990879644313265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056425400621616474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013422043059865,0.0,0.0565585000004293,0.0,0.11883999772013615,0.13242927168898969,0.0,0.11824825584463546,0.0,0.07573236635983159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700515932888032,0.0,0.2392823425755425,0.0,0.05380982381100288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830163921714275,0.06025329734183123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367408071269196,0.12600280914966866,0.04720383090548426,0.049417045391956606,0.0,0.061792653759180874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143598168639167,0.0888839189673564,0.04750887786473036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178064502189196,0.07574820914877438,0.0,0.0469252547007935,0.1378657094016591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013054195498447,0.06429267474789001,0.05774005662896619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048770399552747284,0.13945403176615356,0.0938345685193426,0.0,0.0,0.10629061929784332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697813037641033,0.12820049645558945,0.17212569751138668,0.06002717765180567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038063699343674436 adhd,-claire-jorg-,2019/07/23,"When I get bored taking notes Having good understandable notes is essential. I find by the I get home to do the homework that I have forgotten how to. The problem is that I lose interest easily during class, but I found a way to help keep me engaged enough. When I start to feel my mind wondering I’ll switch pens, usually to a different colour and or grip style. I find that this stimulates my mind just enough to refocus me so I can to get back taking notes.",6.509999999999998,6.092925274725277,6.938769230769233,77.73123076923079,65.48351648351647,11.675604395604394,31.386813186813182,11.20814326018867,3.345622417582417,364,12,74,10,5,119,59,91,0.073,0.7559999999999999,0.171,0.8728,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,17,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,13,3,8,16,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,47,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213116332048836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931192914646388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819799086377525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346106078732833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33788227949547783,0.0,0.0,0.2026683932543176,0.0,0.0,0.2897150621665935,0.0,0.0,0.15503569077754173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238948899252751,0.0,0.18541039034790896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642949932593426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067895713530854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37327302548224295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686767939548415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308312674584009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779545511852906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924257883958174,0.0,0.0,0.20357602373995787,0.0,0.0,0.1467180209956656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045195952223796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boxiestcrayon15,2019/07/23,"Studying with ADHD Hey fam! I'm 26 and am trying to find my place in the rat race. My partner has been struggling with her grad program work so I've been trying to help her study. She doesn't have adhd but has some lingering trauma surrounding school work. I was terrible at homework and busy work but I have always LOVED learning and always tested well (I was given extra time and asked for clearer study guides for my accommodations). ANYWAY I'm having so much fun helping her find new ways to memorize things, connect things to larger concepts, and figuring out a good study routine. Naturally it's in my very ADHD style of being different than the ""normal"" study style. We do timers, make up memorable jokes, use color, jumping Jacks, etc. I really wish I had someone while I was in school (hell, especially college after the ""one way to do it"" and the ""just sit down and work"" was engrained) to work with me and find better ways to study. Now, as I'm looking for a new job, I want to do that for kids or young adults with ADHD. Does anyone know how I should go about doing that? I could try a blog or channel but I really think we all benefit more from that in person interaction. Thoughts? TLDR: I want to work as a study methods mentor to kids with ADHD but idk how to get started.",3.2990581818181823,5.373632804000003,4.32341818181818,84.30570909090909,74.96000000000002,6.785454545454545,24.163636363636364,7.686295010490155,1.2704799999999998,1011,32,191,14,22,328,150,250,0.043,0.804,0.153,0.9840000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,0,7,9,11,1,1,8,0,21,1,0,4,1,45,39,21,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,7,16,0,0,10,3,0,2,1,4,1,1,9,2,22,7,35,27,6,24,1,0,2,1,17,10,1,3,8,123,29,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697922890832274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578001639514323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630223614700059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864642380070192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386297192038321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570820966500147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990695388736952,0.0,0.0,0.08297998322999785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575237506195703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599986881373209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954094676564864,0.0,0.05388992524999885,0.07953278141095624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271153132410048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409689775626616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211207575372654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962718577562779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558118831958679,0.0,0.06329488814927328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970559448700464,0.0,0.0,0.18316070788577654,0.0,0.0,0.09290611263112854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425431513347425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279552362025687,0.0990695388736952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149169859899213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193126823822407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803429654769324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711599467388356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912927361166078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259919761388001,0.06075855699259824,0.0,0.07527863151274203,0.05529187855486895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313516566921216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189636726129111,0.0,0.07823865762839169,0.1118577697364419,0.22579753541343975,0.0,0.0,0.08525699449478097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090414246489051,0.0,0.0,0.4141923269075277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CasioCasio11,2019/07/23,"Doctor wants to prescribe me Adderall. I have depression & ADHD, and am worried about long-term dopamine problems. Is this a valid concern? That long-term used of ADHD medications will lead to a depletion of dopamine in the brain? I ask because I don't want this to make my depression even worse down the road.",4.671724137931037,6.992753758620694,4.3960689655172445,84.20582758620691,71.75862068965517,7.398620689655173,32.289655172413795,8.238735603445708,2.5453820689655173,250,12,45,4,5,76,45,58,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.9431,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,3,0,7,10,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,9,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946667261633642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298579723115936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239658507022325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545466056961327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974249333287705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545129939416527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106465160964785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359299241651713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642556339417642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737407342794006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073233207508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692420427740645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774638519150815,0.0,0.0,0.24277406789976316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900137369291305,0.209729271077183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oznobninja,2019/07/23,"Altitude or humidity affecting stimulants? I take Adderall XR 10mg and have never had any issues. I recently moved from the ocean to the mountains. It's over 5000 ft elevation and dry as hell. Suddenly I'm having irritability, nausea, mood swings when taking the Adderall. I can't think of any correlation other than change in climate. Anybody ever have similar experience? I have an appt with new doc tomorrow, but curious of any personal antidotes.",5.268892405063294,8.369415936708865,7.230870253164562,60.80934335443041,73.17721518987341,11.54493670886076,35.19145569620253,10.9516,5.581289873417722,365,20,52,15,8,127,66,79,0.064,0.897,0.039,-0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,2,10,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,9,9,0,10,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,7,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230687772228183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712301505992447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319224492018181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25080187846295143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26760802738973793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27250553767014263,0.0,0.0,0.19774634516086104,0.2476262794553059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387276950713547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531574855881418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855517569209776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642864955788765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aumember98,2019/07/23,Just failed my driving test... again Just feel so down on myself. Is anyone else a crappy driver?,1.1950000000000005,3.767361833333332,1.8277777777777795,92.645,97.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.5129111111111109,75,1,13,0,3,23,17,18,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44291349535294977,0.6490305011064316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291548748360116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202845027550532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mewlips_,2019/07/23,"Inattentive Adhd (me i think)BPD(my partner) Anyone have any links to threads covering this dynamtic? Im currently going through hell and am honestly in pretty shit way. Im constantly triggering my partner and it seems i can only make change when i upset her. Like today i missed my doctors apointment because i didnt set my alarm. Shes always reminding me to set alarms keep a diary and it seems like the hardest thing in the world to do. Its so trivial and so hard. I have 1.5 years left on a waiting list to see someone and i honestly feel like driving my car into a tree. Im sitting apon a hill watching the sunset in england and its calming me down but it feels like the hardest thing in the world to get help with because i am constantly putting my head in the sand or forgetting. All the local adhd support groups are for kids, and mind/italk dont really touch it. I was going to just keep it about add/bpd and ive obviously lost track. Fucking Obviously.",2.6578111946533016,5.0864309047619045,3.897939292676135,84.8336591478697,78.57671957671955,6.730270119743804,28.465886939571142,7.85451343220497,2.0468772486772484,767,35,143,13,19,250,118,189,0.083,0.784,0.133,0.8582,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,16,3,3,11,0,12,4,2,2,3,27,28,13,0,0,3,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,10,10,0,3,5,0,0,5,2,8,0,0,3,7,20,8,18,25,1,27,1,2,2,1,7,12,3,3,10,84,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942348298174607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185796051250874,0.0,0.0,0.08324547758489492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559446812020778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924444580619253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30835140577045744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949740687220734,0.0,0.0,0.2645713279495688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529555463736514,0.0,0.0,0.14346788239149127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379203590813065,0.17490466750463438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316944394395445,0.06395607802994219,0.0,0.13914099303029548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965858306597356,0.0,0.12563171798204312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820512870989316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966832345799276,0.0,0.0,0.2176137477335818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300278545458374,0.0,0.0,0.2392204979493245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336289560515305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171205981429294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360288708679895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310109458180876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453868732307175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305952593684648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842131673768411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754782757250756,0.22288157307176565,0.0,0.0,0.12565584933611856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372068570886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891355575146536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265237511906094,0.07843772204005889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603382373957828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716625496469763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883037506725836 adhd,Neonfate01,2019/07/23,"I have an appointment for next Wednesday I just want to be able to go to the store, not go back inside my house for the wallet, keys, phone, etc. that I forgot, get everything I need to get, not lose any of my things, and make it home with everything to put it all away. I am living with the following: being asked to do something, walking away and forgetting what it was. Ask me to go purchase something from the store, I will most likely forget it and then call you to ask what it was I was supposed to be getting. I now ask for a list to be sent via text/email/messenger so I have it and can check it off as I go. When cleaning, I make a list of what needs to be done and check it off. (This is where I got the to do list for everything else from). As a child I lost my keys so frequently I was taught how to break in to my house because it was easier. I still break into my house when need be. I have a personal planner. I write in it. I also forget to look at it. I have a google calendar, it is more helpful, but I also forget about it once it becomes common place. Find my phone is the best thing ever (android). I have used it 10 times in one day. There is an iphone equivalent I think. List of things that were lost in the past month 1. My debit card. 2. Credit cards 3. My wallet. 4. My phone. 5. My keys. 6. Homework. 7. Paperwork. 8. Work ID. 9. Hairbrush. 10. My ""to do"" lists. 11. Checks. &#x200B; I am very organized. I have had to learn to be so. It helps. Not a lot. Have a place for everything. Don't change it. Hopefully I put the object back where it goes and no one moves it. If all else fails I go to my back up plan, and manage. &#x200B; ""Just put it in the same place every time"" is something I was told throughout my childhood. ""Why can't you do it?"" My answer was always ""I don't know"", because it seemed so simple, and I would honestly try my best to do so. If I had a uninterrupted routine I was good. One hiccup and I was screwed. &#x200B; This past year with my part time job, I have had a boss who is worse then I am with keeping track of things. So many duplicate records/documents. I have had to do everything over again multiple times. &#x200B; I am starting a new full time job, along with going to school full time, I don't know if my new boss is just as disorganized. Her office wasn't as bad, but it also wasn't as neat as it could be, so I am going to be proactive on my end. She will be leaving on maternity leave, and I will be taking over for her. I can't just manage with what I have been doing so far. I need help. I set up the appointment because I know my current system will not be able to handle all of the new responsibilities. High stress seems to make everything just blow up in the most spectacular fashion, it makes it so all of the things that can go wrong do go wrong. &#x200B; I am also going to use it to get a referral to deal with my other issues, mostly my anxiety. I will likely purchase some sort of GPS locators for my important stuff, and a recorder to have record of important verbal information. It will also be nice to have it on my college record, so I can get special accommodations like I had in middle school. My spouse will probably feel relief too. ""I have my own stuff to keep track of"" ""how would I know where YOU left it"". &#x200B; Sorry if my post doesn't make sense. It made sense as I thought it.",0.8572151257886134,3.013309721902018,2.6390373082015732,92.84591712750216,83.62536023054756,5.826279305241842,20.18529480489136,7.113659591113569,0.3750389282654418,2593,75,578,36,74,857,281,694,0.073,0.835,0.092,0.9521,3,0,3,0,0,0,136.0,0,3,0,9,37,22,1,1,27,0,85,2,0,12,5,89,140,45,0,13,15,1,1,3,0,9,1,0,3,2,50,20,0,3,13,0,9,17,13,9,0,3,28,2,84,13,86,89,18,88,0,4,1,1,26,33,1,13,36,413,134,15,0.09326470884266007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864593849146601,0.038801854518572425,0.3031568191963153,0.339980488724762,0.03171160009807483,0.0,0.035673623493950535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437982591527376,0.0,0.08762526404415621,0.107572206319644,0.03893606810706514,0.08527995128813255,0.051501771740342116,0.0,0.0,0.09787555795509452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761684767396431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493308477482298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03723214049621781,0.0,0.0,0.03007401080332988,0.04807590978857994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772108898066252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791069677199312,0.0,0.041302424801203566,0.0,0.05200740188597655,0.0,0.042181634326767616,0.039289769836924934,0.0,0.2514609196939225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023578719540900774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262112712476447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181740252847133,0.0,0.26502241660671216,0.039113006431541614,0.03729615377738536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377005260232107,0.049269642740054284,0.04677605365436867,0.04631644989653645,0.0,0.1614224280673876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048672062549833764,0.09255083254568404,0.08289795847387707,0.0,0.0,0.10251168979415093,0.0,0.0,0.09875386030350546,0.05066618952320265,0.0,0.0,0.0683466386371704,0.0,0.04117722329837214,0.0,0.039159433055344486,0.052169676503164265,0.10180944692179343,0.0396451601402399,0.0,0.044124661276622144,0.15563729341202145,0.047277888145785325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722150040049348,0.04956281283498554,0.0,0.13830919970799546,0.0,0.1351134554541406,0.04959403795961104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966193554330831,0.09479787063213424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049829554853591,0.08903171771209409,0.0,0.04071757318694567,0.14616265553877275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044660905162275416,0.0,0.050277565200376365,0.0,0.0,0.1406351884084588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438886451394053,0.0,0.08490468815286331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076995940527431,0.0,0.05220110292759075,0.0330066204748284,0.0,0.037240658478342056,0.0,0.053417204435354235,0.0,0.1067657782387516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035061727056726805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490232095544018,0.029880129781243988,0.0,0.03702088052600056,0.16315020522322796,0.0,0.0,0.04455921303522692,0.0,0.031660307623945845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055076366207672,0.0,0.03847657613283103,0.027504970840342386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207844666650802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394890940738892,0.0,0.04752235306882882,0.06625257326660401,0.10197031818017382,0.339980488724762,0.0300297073455405 adhd,RandyPistol,2019/07/23,"Adderall poops are the best poops of my life. Like a coffee poop, but more powerful. Remember to stay hydrated!!!",2.6273333333333326,5.632448400000005,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,90.0,8.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.283666666666667,88,4,15,3,3,28,19,20,0.0,0.631,0.369,0.8543,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085606318278147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422892155798857,0.23675239903152626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489603869033569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165219954816386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Djgogi059,2019/07/23,"Should I go back on meds? Recently I have been losing my focus a lot and procrastinating on my summer homework (I'm currently taking a summer class at my community college). It feels like this is normal for everyone, but I don't know. I have mild ADD/ADHD since third grade. I started taking medicine ( specifically Focalin) to help me focus in 4th grade. However, I stopped taking it in 7th grade because I was really jittery and had weird feelings ( or it felt like I was having some abnormal thoughts or something I can't really describe it.) I have been fine until now. I am about to become a senior in high school and have so many thoughts in my mind and like I said, in the beginning, losing my focus and procrastinating. I have to think about college now and application, managing my time with work, summer classes, and my senior year of high school. This made me think about going back to taking medicine only on some occasions to help me be more productive and finish a lot. However, I have been fine for 4 or 3 years not taking it any meds and I don't want to go back to taking meds again. What is yall's advice on this? Should I go back on meds? Thanks for your advice.",4.017923338185348,5.701076733624452,5.190880640465796,80.50622392042699,72.05676855895194,8.05832120329937,26.259340126152352,8.680891452615391,1.945474332848132,928,31,175,17,18,307,117,229,0.049,0.8420000000000001,0.109,0.935,3,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,3,11,9,0,0,5,0,22,0,0,1,0,34,47,15,0,4,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,1,8,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,11,4,28,6,27,33,5,39,0,2,0,0,5,13,0,7,25,119,37,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175755227328769,0.19120136118870945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652938095917553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009082805755613,0.0,0.059637717742416274,0.10804818998691053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348304248582023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989339932399927,0.06989147995509355,0.09393443789974504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240161029552935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114997945752715,0.20673058574389264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376612376852222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338789418095174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889884281220304,0.0,0.16634720127652364,0.0,0.09257137421915174,0.0,0.09918668946595323,0.0,0.0,0.4346789283906396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987828264215968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585497177629343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744059421466193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534787012882126,0.0,0.09659768390755556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306100760175172,0.0,0.0,0.19802320621258016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092796512780909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531615454832134,0.0,0.0,0.06924627016465472,0.0,0.0,0.08179225984448446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44134669759257344,0.0,0.0,0.09007092179333115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537409220461695,0.0,0.15533598155508635,0.05704685416532454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770407919022799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122314610828581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600170498525567 adhd,Bewbz_lol,2019/07/23,"3 months after being diagnosed I’m on Adderall XR for the first time! It’s been a weird day for me so far. It’s only a starter dose at 10mg but the effects are definitely noticeable. That nonstop voice in my head is more of a whisper now My job is tedious but I’ve been a lot more focused I’m already somewhat sensitive to music, but a song made me cry on the way to work which is very rare My appetite is non-existent I’m tired, which is... surprising Overall I feel less foggy and clear minded. Feels good man This whole process of evaluation to prescription took 4 months after being undiagnosed for 28 years and it was definitely worth it. After these few hours I’m really looking forward to my future with medication, meditation, and therapy!",1.8849391171993872,4.59440152739726,3.8993607305936098,81.5529071537291,85.09589041095892,7.080060882800609,26.60426179604261,8.167268648758528,2.2715202435312025,597,27,110,14,18,202,101,146,0.062,0.784,0.154,0.9328,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,8,0,11,5,1,2,1,15,20,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,6,7,2,17,13,7,21,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,14,68,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154912630749798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450086080280464,0.12593648022383108,0.0,0.0,0.1982004235613082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197474222283456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610115806150236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637877432834806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040890046472676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230693675084665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937807060190672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398215717887513,0.0,0.0,0.16601616454228066,0.0,0.18477430790944896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671942453917526,0.0,0.0,0.19717249030114956,0.0,0.31173392732631794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232234062720885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851574345158364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509842349399156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233144417858311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386665787044528,0.22444034961164575,0.0,0.0,0.21695815788109668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112265839501816,0.0,0.15500052560400138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801801379719676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216281912523895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575095719625 adhd,DrAcula_MD,2019/07/23,What do I do about getting help? I was diagnosed as a kid but my mother refused to get me help or medicate me. Now I'm an adult and it's really effecting my life. I finally have insurance again and I would like to get help. Do I just go to me GP and say I have adhd and need meds ? 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Hi all, I recently was prescribed 10mg of Ritalin and my med provider told me that he wants me to get an EKG and bring it to him when we meet next if I want to make any changes to my medication. The Ritalin feels like I'm taking a placebo (i.e. no effect), so I want to either up dosage or change medications. But I feel weird calling my doctor asking for an EKG if that isn't the norm. I'm a healthy 25 yo male, so I don't know why he would need to see an EKG..",6.218648648648647,3.5253715855855887,7.206738738738737,82.93443243243244,67.37837837837839,10.681801801801804,33.01081081081081,8.841846274778883,2.282515675675676,390,12,96,5,5,133,74,111,0.038,0.887,0.075,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,9,0,5,5,0,2,1,20,22,9,0,8,5,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,12,1,10,19,2,5,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,3,4,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193025343667055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280180613683389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913982859547292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711761715347306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956623767189536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741148284233055,0.12533155380476266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916580986558167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641506859344984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570919557976764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710492998526395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897398190479847,0.35346674019345065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008361293945234,0.0,0.0,0.18657823634763196,0.0,0.17189008675096729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322194101275346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979982323361953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190608118809932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763667011590624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104301945143149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830375364229626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246247410186903,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SwissDecaf,2019/07/23,"Fidget toy suggesh Hey ADHD'ers! I'm pretty amped about my new chain-mail fidget toy. I'm using it in my cubicle right now, and no one is yelling at me about noise. It's pretty quiet. I've got one of the chainmail devices from these folks: https://www.fidgetopia.com/ It came in a felt satchel with a hand-written note thanking me for supporting them, and it even had a small roll of smarties in it!",2.895357142857143,5.4845755974026,3.18193181818182,89.39289772727275,78.74025974025976,5.4084415584415595,25.209415584415584,6.6274283507984215,0.9189753246753244,319,12,61,3,8,98,57,77,0.027999999999999997,0.81,0.162,0.8856,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,5,2,11,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963635137337461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26718940605809993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820430256546835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287600445495806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367732622360559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722737299690488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381663985587045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420309418631605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017587210018822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059379867158765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798370914367517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270347964223413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298195525457853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,canha42,2019/07/23,"Overslept, but still was successful After not being able to sleep much yesterday, today I overslept. By the time I woke up, it was 11 am and I should've been at work since 9. This happens way to often as I have a very hard time sleeping. My boss is aware of this and luckily my job doesn't require I bet at the desk from 9h to 17h. &#x200B; Instead of heading off to work - late as per - I realised two things: 1) my boss is on holidays; 2) this is a slow month and I haven't had anything to do for the past 2 weeks, focusing my time on taking online courses while at work. So I made the decision to stay home and finally do all the house chores we have a hard time doing and that I have neglected for far too long. &#x200B; After about 6 hours, I've reduced my to do list from 15 items to 2. Instead of beating myself for not finishing all the tasks, I'm considering today a win! That's more than I did over the past month, so I'm happy about it. Every win should be celebrated! &#x200B; Anyway, just wanted to tell someone and record this feeling of accomplishment!",4.5573412698412685,5.093146083333334,5.450291005291007,83.46666666666668,69.64814814814815,8.393650793650794,29.317460317460323,8.418075326091056,1.9771571428571424,838,30,172,12,14,275,129,216,0.055,0.785,0.16,0.9819,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,9,11,5,0,0,11,0,21,3,3,3,2,24,29,12,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,7,3,17,4,34,19,5,33,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,2,22,117,26,10,0.10711662548659652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481824568856217,0.3904752733954032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814785584747775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025037687463236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416138434050199,0.0,0.0,0.117341027401277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472287815970908,0.1140276396560394,0.1919109131730813,0.0,0.10993256089644908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744670911885397,0.0,0.10548829910322743,0.12359820405809893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629672242898933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083221922067924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479484279201036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013563410070697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099893702236724,0.0,0.07874304472954215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450987905154025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860797951517788,0.0,0.21438796766494012,0.0,0.09075956916820503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417207044818505,0.08554347548178191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053837153739736,0.0,0.0936246520316691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116352629709323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498422629212727,0.0,0.20306807228604898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463737844596868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883824341869768,0.06318016100806348,0.0850241914427477,0.08592249579010115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339465373212837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904752733954032,0.0 adhd,mish92,2019/07/23,And repeat. Pulled up Reddit on my work computer to browse while taking a break. 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[just ranting] First of all, I’m really sorry because I already found several posts about this topic in this subreddit, but they all were years old and… I kind of need some space to vent. \[Also I’m not a native speaker, so if you find any mistakes… yeah. lol.\] I have an appointment with a psychiatrist/neurologist in 8 days to get tested for ADHD. I will need to pay it privately because I’m over 18 and german health insurances don’t cover the screening for adults (why tho). And I’m immensely scared that this screening will be like every other experience I had with people in the medical field. Don’t get me wrong – I’m working part time in a radiology, I know how difficult diagnostics can be, but… „you don’t look like you have \[diagnosis\]“ is becoming a sentence that… almost „triggers“ me (as in: i want to throw hands lmao). Every. Friggin. Time I tell people that yay! I got an appointment! She wants to test me! Maybe we can exclude ADHD as a diagnosis to look further/confirm it!, I get this confused look and a „but you don’t look like someone with ADHD.“ You know what? When I first googled my symptoms, read reports of female people (am ftm trans, but „socialized“ as a „girl“) who only got the diagnosis in their 20ies or 30ies, I cried. Like, bawling my eyes out, because suddenly everything made sense. I discovered this subreddit and spent a whole week 24/7 browsing it because damn, this is me. I’m not alone in this, I’m not lazy/dumb/stupid because I’m „not living out my full potential“. (IF I have ADHD, of course.) But, that’s all useless if I’m speaking to my usual psychiatrist, mention the attention and focus problems for the third time, mention the possibility of ADHD, and he looks at me and says that I don’t look like someone who has it. So did two co-workers who only experience my hyperfocus-adrenaline-work-self. Not the me that fails to put a forgotten teabag into the bin… despite seeing it everyday when entering the bathroom and telling himself, „I gotta throw this teabag into the bin, for real now“. Or the me that interrupts people always, forgets the easiest things, gets distracted by EVERYTHING, or hyperfocuses on totally random things until my fiancé says that it would be nice to spend some time with me again… but without the hyperfocus topic, please? This psych dude maybe saw me in total for half an hour since I started treatment with him. „How are you with your meds?“ – „Okay.“ – „Alright, here’s your receipt, bye.“ „How are you with your meds?“ – „Okay, but I still have focus problems…?“ – „Alright, let’s double the antidepressants, it’s your depression.“ – „But I don’t feel depressed?“ – „Here’s your receipt, bye.“ \#muchcompetent I know that this happens often. Just like three years ago, when medics didn’t believe me that I have epilepsy because you „can’t have PTSD and epilepsy at the same time, this NEEDS to be psychosomatics, I’m sure you just had the seizure because you were upset.“ – „I wasn’t upset. I was fine.“ – „Did you have a panic attack?“ – „No?!“ – „Hm, but you are way too young to have epilepsy. Also, your seizures don’t look like the seizures I KNOW.“ Me: ?????? (Mind you, there’s a thing called juvenile epilepsy, but let’s just brush over it…) (Also I do not have the form of epilepsy that comes with grand mal seizures, so, no, I don’t shit or pee myself… But as you know, every epilepsy case looks the same…….) I’m so tired of these… „visual prejudices“. Patient doesn’t fit into the standard scheme? Well, then they are faking it or are crazy. Also, how DOES a person with ADHD „look like“? I’m sorry that I’m not an eight year old boy who climbs the psychs desk and screams „oh, a squirrel“ while fidgeting with his shoes AND simultaneously trying to rule the world? At least I’m just biologically female, tattooed and queer and MAYBE quit my psych studies because of the possible ADHD, and not also a PoC, because you know, only white people are allowed to have executive dysfunction WHICH IS A NEUROLOGICAL DISORDER /sarcasmoff And I’m so incredibly scared that next week, I will pay 240 bucks just to hear this exact same phrase. Her mails sounded really competent, but still. What if she thinks I’m a possible drug addict? Or just too dumb to deal with adulting? Or, as my one co-worker asked: „Did you consider that… your amount of phone usage/tv consumption could be the cause“? Every time I try to share these struggles with my fiancé for the twentieth time, they laugh and tell me that they are onehundert percent sure that I have ADHD (well, same? bc it absolutely fits, hah), but the anxiety is still nagging. I also was onehundred percent sure that my seizures are not caused by my PTSD, but people still didn’t believe me until I found real professionals. Tl;dr: am scared that the next professional will also tell me that I don’t look like someone with ADHD and the whole appointment will be for nothing. Also, prejudices are shit.",3.220019195189636,5.839566314130438,4.1826734505087915,82.50704440333027,77.70652173913044,7.001850138760407,25.87419056429232,8.093996315687964,1.8425124884366328,3859,148,703,71,94,1244,384,920,0.145,0.77,0.085,-0.9964,1,1,1,0,0,0,169.0,1,23,5,7,39,48,8,9,48,4,66,15,6,6,9,125,123,68,0,12,39,0,2,10,0,7,8,7,0,4,50,37,0,0,12,1,5,6,24,26,2,8,17,26,90,22,75,90,20,70,0,4,16,1,62,24,5,17,50,443,140,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04471053971957386,0.4436100387279331,0.0,0.036355806846938274,0.0,0.04106888542193055,0.04247739931796465,0.04525918520358258,0.26238650456831153,0.03412634265686098,0.0,0.0,0.027890443499968668,0.0,0.03137505447281371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038341889617543874,0.046658538069003934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501188735911207,0.04529595638283472,0.0,0.09241586604371252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187915449204786,0.0,0.0,0.0842638926021028,0.0,0.03532931763626257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032745774659150656,0.0,0.04505117305857592,0.026450179004957882,0.04228290094227636,0.07064937289159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700478338671636,0.0,0.03589100632669884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756239536199102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822186233107214,0.0,0.07372020072027499,0.08023773460265876,0.0,0.0,0.02073755165691004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748540389957779,0.06977176678034824,0.0,0.0899379108032594,0.0,0.0,0.08571100473077749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560414904812444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036267916761116466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359520923692151,0.04622495840998533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040389828998829466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270903007807675,0.13523898905042886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387773520302609,0.0,0.20037021756785045,0.0,0.03621548633109064,0.0,0.3788491740932098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880776651082948,0.0,0.0,0.12361008662921695,0.0,0.09111303846600756,0.08263314940302532,0.0,0.0,0.04141173116835959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123250422680296,0.0,0.0,0.08723619807073724,0.0,0.0,0.039353357740444656,0.0,0.08607309702793538,0.0,0.02779166663098981,0.09357736516933653,0.0,0.04812025882569359,0.0,0.044413396185790814,0.0,0.1706007067407839,0.03581122273597572,0.0,0.04502027618958822,0.0,0.1387089658192753,0.0392793945506875,0.0,0.0,0.03924417941550847,0.09588468212218544,0.041229684240496486,0.0,0.043622682175374544,0.04102438862330682,0.09336420559,0.052548327359524916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523082847469926,0.12318437388214128,0.0,0.032682281997615414,0.0,0.042785805974078224,0.0463333435555828,0.08419910529735508,0.03392661717910213,0.0,0.0,0.04180788407119807,0.104251282176539,0.0,0.0,0.09182204034708456,0.02902941764625737,0.0,0.13101306499571855,0.0,0.0,0.04287599548551113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596362091858264,0.04262851185675623,0.0,0.0,0.14338969223244713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174222210030953,0.026279660088363358,0.0,0.0,0.1674062538997143,0.04713874337771109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569066324287407,0.0,0.040064024714084864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517034444988992,0.0,0.048381401936096316,0.032554440467144216,0.06579677445967377,0.0,0.07375174613680363,0.0,0.03700811487560142,0.09157974688496986,0.0,0.039535347847540286,0.0,0.11943265389119452,0.0,0.0,0.02913466437683685,0.04484159407097564,0.0,0.07923364195919942 adhd,LLicht,2019/07/23,"I just had a memory of being a teenager that made me think ""thank goodness we have cell phones these days so this doesn't happen anymore."" This was a very common occurrence. I know you all can relate. Dad: I'm going to the store, will be back around 6. Can you please start the oven preheating at about 5:45 so we can throw that frozen lasagna in when I get home? Me: Yep Dad: What time did I say to start the oven preheating? Me: Preheat the oven at 5:45. To 350 degrees? Dad: Yes, 350. Thanks. *he leaves* *5 minutes later* Me: Crap, what time did he say I'm supposed to preheat the oven? 6:45? Yeah I think it was 6:45. *6:00, Dad gets home* Dad: Did you remember to preheat the oven? Me: uhhhhhhhhh",-1.0526858513189443,0.3599311294964025,0.7335467625899277,98.05590767386093,115.40287769784172,3.579952038369305,15.424700239808152,5.6839178017228535,-0.6413858033573137,533,15,118,6,30,171,84,139,0.018000000000000002,0.8490000000000001,0.133,0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,3,0,0,7,4,1,0,9,3,14,1,1,1,1,10,28,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,2,15,3,11,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,16,4,1,0,9,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403911730440654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417616493388888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044811542514738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618254482552874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044453592252666,0.0,0.11119635216578333,0.1641077646604667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301879248455435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39251974241827375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075279414606625,0.0,0.0,0.20717245674230728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513533448728325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147725736482004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216411804459716,0.0,0.0,0.311188515452855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769739889262197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36026925978887325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507381433205426,0.0,0.0,0.2281782790075427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143747251950358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Queer-deer,2019/07/23,"I didn’t know about RSD until recently I grew up thinking everyone hated me, and now I’m realizing that probably wasn’t the case. I wonder how many bridges I needlessly burned, how many friendships I missed out on, how many things I didn’t get to experience... I wonder how many times I was the bad guy in someone’s story, because I cut them out of my life under the assumption that they hated me. Growing up feeling unloved really broke me. I really struggle to bond with others and I struggle to love and feel loved now. I’m not as close to my parents as I’d like to be. I always thought I was a disappointment to them, so I pushed away, and I don’t know if that damage can be reversed.",4.582206349206352,5.060579728571433,5.900952380952378,80.4618253968254,69.57142857142857,9.07936507936508,30.555555555555557,9.150863307647796,2.484246031746032,542,21,110,10,9,183,84,140,0.22699999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.11,-0.9551,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,9,14,3,2,4,0,9,3,0,4,0,23,25,13,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,11,0,0,6,2,23,3,20,17,0,17,0,4,0,2,7,9,0,3,6,74,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890905889178885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342646867258352,0.0,0.11932035911689842,0.08711403854125649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655259916614165,0.0,0.1397892766468646,0.0,0.0,0.14451491482913253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746623730799745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149919218092488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28217974846867705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570745613846236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009385803279354,0.06981654682572898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257956096041956,0.0,0.0,0.5795361335748264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867995958464065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407660369649934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309820702109467,0.0,0.14110221982780333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108360567201805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987923038512719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494025186939896,0.09156825507274637,0.0,0.11345122848664398,0.08332951092930563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099504500982138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katofletters,2019/07/23,"I think I quickly build up tolerances to Concerta. What can I do about it? When I take a pill for the first time in a long time, I become a productivity *machine.* All of a sudden I become the guy from *Limitless,* and stay like that for a few hours. But if I take a pill the next morning, the effects are significantly lessened. It's almost like I never took the pill at all. I still have side effects - my anxiety goes through the roof and last time I took it consistently, I lost 9% of my total body weight - but the primary effect, the one it's supposed to induce, just isn't there anymore. It seems as if I'm building up a tolerance to it, but how can you build up a tolerance to something after one use? And why does it not seem to affect the anxiety or loss of appetite? It doesn't make sense to me. Has anyone here dealt with developing a tolerance that quickly, if so, and how do you deal with it?",2.3051434426229527,4.103563322404374,4.217073087431697,85.1997079918033,76.97814207650273,7.416530054644808,25.645150273224047,8.278499904357787,1.6279510928961751,700,26,147,13,16,238,105,183,0.047,0.871,0.08199999999999999,0.7193,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,6,11,4,0,0,18,0,9,5,1,9,4,32,20,16,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,6,1,0,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,3,1,16,2,23,17,4,24,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,7,17,108,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373194457518813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348906275738599,0.0,0.15225439152680084,0.10734743524474948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391100286548148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705303715407579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827633297944613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434974284491855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305872958736512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201273392436662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119005274327946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251424163182018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000798227268372,0.0,0.0,0.13586376312210766,0.0,0.0,0.16758940176390366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247835219106934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118407046223203,0.0,0.16327434052543488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806344804702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795246673998631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181901489055291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363598142746422,0.12260433318085745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308616357285525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837187463582127,0.0,0.0,0.26856294889827137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411412597729224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259530133900885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695067182643493,0.0,0.0,0.13853138224808226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Squizzelz,2019/07/23,"Concerta - do side effects ease up? I’ve recently had Concerta added to my SNRI. Started on 18mg to assess for side effects. None other than reduced appetite. Upped to 36mg about 2.5 weeks ago and - although I didn’t realize it was a common side-effect initially - have had sore throat, sinusitis etc, for two weeks. Anyone else had this experience? If so, how did it pan out? Thanks",2.1950000000000003,5.000165166666669,3.5911111111111147,83.56500000000003,84.83333333333334,7.088888888888889,26.055555555555557,8.167268648758528,2.2331555555555562,300,13,54,7,9,98,58,72,0.035,0.88,0.084,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,3,0,7,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,2,1,11,4,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26637063475062056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101130499034082,0.3078925783445345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510249648962524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33513129194515284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939417131772717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967025026824959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269186618328748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766553693003237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935398941545997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820778328797484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HeroOfOldIron,2019/07/23,"How do you guys balance hyperfocus/engagement with the stuff you like and prevent it from taking over your life? Most of the examples I've found in my life revolve around certain games, but it's occasionally happened with other hobbies as well. At first my interest is fairly mild, only a few hours a week, if that. However, very quickly I end up in a situation where it just takes over my entire life and I can't stop thinking about it. As an example, few years ago I used to play DotA 2, and it quickly turned into the only game I used to play and a horrible kind of coping mechanism for my depression before my diagnosis and treatment. Over the course of three years I put almost 3600 hours into it, and to be perfectly honest I wasn't even that good. Once I managed to kick that, I kept an eye out for any game that started to take up the same kind of mental space and made sure to drop them, but I wasn't paying attention to hobbies in general and instead got sucked into a totally different rabbit hole trying to build an electric longboard. A few thousand dollars later I managed to get off of that as well (only after fracturing my arm and being unable to ride for a few weeks), and now I'm just wondering if this is what the my interests are going to be like for the rest of my life. Either I stick to the stuff I find only mildly appealing and just kinda float by watching people stream themselves doing the stuff I really want to get into, or I get into that stuff myself and risk obsessing over it to the point where my life is horribly affected.",10.360098039215686,6.808112101307192,10.319705882352944,66.49367647058827,60.33986928104575,13.467973856209149,40.20588235294117,11.374738998889045,4.440364705882351,1237,45,228,25,12,414,172,306,0.09699999999999999,0.772,0.131,0.8027,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,2,15,19,1,2,20,0,12,7,2,5,4,53,33,21,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,20,21,0,3,5,5,2,3,3,4,2,3,6,2,28,15,51,24,9,42,0,1,2,0,8,22,1,7,18,173,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903196765409752,0.0,0.10202850022896746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928895419944882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907040426098707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670121108808905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775803730964456,0.0,0.0,0.10645376364878613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024463639570524,0.0,0.0,0.06729763681580357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312596387893952,0.0866679074655734,0.0,0.11171754551784298,0.0,0.0,0.15970055875553546,0.0,0.05790665254764148,0.08546081884409107,0.08149104690096476,0.0,0.0,0.10088749804646273,0.09010132891480356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068300539047432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220630851467576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598409527535136,0.09955698860083016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641114370787217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268154087797214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850993222272533,0.0,0.3099689095695945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063796216177687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631934552442037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242797691620456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527358820371315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452905918349092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211853729505803,0.0,0.0,0.08518492227834698,0.0,0.0,0.4665604444792727,0.0,0.0,0.09603047986238183,0.0,0.2298266621053857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528724307455842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917688158628177,0.11082747780702967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600115279112308,0.0,0.08407023654354119,0.06009758759947774,0.0,0.16346063812190445,0.0,0.18322338116308928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049577367480982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312281316901651 adhd,DryCatholic,2019/07/23,"Recently got prescribed Vyvanse, any weird side effects I should know about? I was recently prescribed 10mg and 20mg of Vyvanse. What is everyones experience? Any weird side effects not listed? The medication makes my anxiety so much worse and wanted to know if anyone has taken Vyvanse in conjunction with anti anxiety meds? If so what was your experience.",5.8432795698924735,8.933276016129035,6.520645161290325,66.71763440860215,71.09677419354837,9.93978494623656,36.13978494623656,10.125756701596842,4.846281720430109,291,16,41,9,6,95,44,62,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.887,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,0,13,11,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057407026375744,0.0,0.3439397154018369,0.0,0.0,0.15718399115599732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148041262540188,0.0,0.4397911663809087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979149942467082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470862079593667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005441320285368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496999052746579,0.2264603390016459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165252398472303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443921818078861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259168702847635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908837102699015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,captain_chem,2019/07/23,"A medicationless intervention? Hi all, I'm currently undergoing a full psycho-educational assessment with a potential diagnosis in the works. Although the possibility of medication would be helpful, I'd like to know what techniques you have all used to combat inattention/lack of productivity/sporadic thinking/imbalanced focusing without the use of medication. Some background; 19-year-old male college student who has seriously struggled academically since leaving an overly compliant high school (I got away with doing ""slacking off"" and inattention because I was clever and now have zero studies skills) Thank you, Reddit",12.131562499999996,14.260432364583336,11.545833333333334,40.782500000000034,53.47916666666666,14.31666666666667,51.41666666666666,13.295006501635747,8.281866666666668,521,34,57,19,6,170,79,96,0.068,0.818,0.113,0.6486,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,1,5,0,1,7,0,7,2,0,2,2,12,13,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,3,12,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,41,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071838598327764,0.0,0.0,0.13442568698241228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636833807705513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780852414954485,0.23298930660733674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119089055657373,0.0,0.0,0.23349665389603536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773392471459868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442972416148192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313964786712842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860083935633365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317592407341072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241471538836387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305332262333523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030232879048653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809133886221891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125714210561292,0.0,0.16053968372846622,0.0,0.0,0.15664961473110978,0.0,0.0,0.1420063207880898 adhd,McLeafLife,2019/07/23,"Gym-ing with ADHD Take a breather, if you haven't worked-out in a while it's not easy to jump into a routine. I've been trying to go early mornings before work, usually only get about 1hr in due to time. Tough but worth it EVERYTIME (even when i drag myself thru the workout) I start with MY least favorite but most effective exercise, this usually pushes my brain to think about what body part im feeling needs work today. Cardio is my least favorite, it hurts and makes me sweat most, but once i get past the mental barrier, usually im ready to push thru the rest because why the hell not, I've already done my least favorite exercise, now it's time to workout what i want. Here's where i've learned to use my ADHD: After burning 10-15mins of pushing thru cardio, i tend to focus on exercises that relieve the stressful feeling of ""i wish i had a stronger _________""........ Then do the dang thing ((: stronger abs/legs/back/chest/shoulders; if you feel pain and soreness from poor posture/lack of muscle/overweight, research what exercises can help alleviate the pain without overdoing your muscles. In SpongeBob's voice: TECHNIQUE! Tldr; workout what you feel works out that day, pushing thru a least favorite exercise first can help get past the mental barrier",6.885155015197568,7.307068229787237,6.572598784194528,77.83750000000002,64.57446808510636,9.09726443768997,35.934650455927056,8.841846274778883,3.118933130699088,994,45,176,14,14,311,142,235,0.188,0.677,0.135,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,0,5,11,7,1,1,13,0,8,13,3,3,0,30,25,10,0,5,8,0,4,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,12,6,0,2,7,8,2,6,4,6,0,1,3,5,18,1,28,22,8,31,1,1,0,0,6,7,2,4,18,104,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869197543844529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172807028376235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917883756204283,0.0,0.07276701361378977,0.0,0.10157531468097447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259346893707816,0.0,0.1332567085520353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698395415893139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215723903693085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788429429192861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142879726065974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153629762579623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870981305421405,0.0,0.06784087996962923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002276247145114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277883516491676,0.0,0.25788076891896905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968058759973964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405943284001074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851154872315765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712545042001985,0.0,0.09078647557431728,0.2540367843933455,0.0,0.0,0.12926637870271085,0.2279048750717305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449089727978988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673825032656614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975159336476526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930430865061283,0.0764876542867875,0.0,0.0,0.13921153829532393,0.0,0.1131490660990164,0.0,0.0,0.08104458320237233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309759376261224,0.3944084906746744,0.0,0.07040768283827356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771310918378804,0.0,0.13726992878550887,0.1150686884115964,0.0,0.2607089525892004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,apollose,2019/07/23,"Failed to get my license over the summer Well just as the title says. I'm entering my junior year of college and I still don't have a driver's license. I had planned on getting one over this summer but I just uhhh didn't for whatever reason. My family is on my ass about this and they're all chastising me and I just feel like a fucking idiot. I'm unmediated and I haven't even gotten screened yet, the last time I tried my psychiatrist didn't even let me get screened because she thought I was just lazy and stupid and drug seeking. I've sort of internalized this after a while and accepted I'm just stupid as hell even though when I do online tests and practice screenings they a say without a shadow of a doubt I'm suffering from some type of ADHD. Well it's probably too late to schedule a road test before school starts. I'm worried my younger sister's gonna get her license before me at this rate.",3.287355072463768,4.987036358695653,4.2646521739130465,86.33542028985507,74.0,6.863188405797103,26.94057971014493,7.554174236665415,1.4487584057971017,726,27,145,9,15,235,111,184,0.213,0.721,0.066,-0.9865,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,16,12,5,1,10,0,10,3,1,1,1,23,25,14,0,0,7,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,8,2,1,6,6,20,4,18,17,2,20,1,2,3,2,6,6,3,3,14,91,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182535076101693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237167585718948,0.0,0.28580079553085225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194751395596116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33275864139478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831426274964833,0.0,0.08491303046644355,0.11997286619929272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525329026198406,0.3509566257590911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688951730928275,0.1894381031236106,0.0,0.0,0.17172501369942544,0.0,0.0820446052185601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379716730273401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106243717910828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266524832779145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670974576585485,0.0,0.16995928286653372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886532536729826,0.0,0.13411318466537356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499537925203914,0.13332170776050375,0.09792430502637058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140169066935848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019876391522367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188343984961265,0.0,0.0,0.17054624183950454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814469591137303 adhd,SorryPluto,2019/07/23,"ADHD and Happiness So if my brain has a shortage of dopamine, does that mean that I'm less happy than I could be? Does ADHD medication, generally speaking, make people happier? Will medication make it harder for my brain to feel happy on its own?",4.388695652173912,6.679667217391309,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,72.47826086956522,8.947826086956523,28.89130434782609,9.516144504307137,3.0608434782608693,196,8,33,5,4,67,37,46,0.037000000000000005,0.6990000000000001,0.264,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,2,0,8,9,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,5,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42210125281863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920805226323518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021131366865894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30735722079186384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879433729549914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608244039502788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344437797483153,0.0,0.0,0.19129216095813464,0.0,0.35381976914505703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217467467376109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,potatomentalist,2019/07/23,"Am I getting tolerant to Concerta? I was only diagnosed a month ago and was on 36mg.. but it stopped working after a few weeks. Then I was upped to 54mg a few days ago and I still feel like it isn't working that much? It was only when I took a 72mg dose (just to test), that I felt it taking effect properly. Is it possible I'm getting tolerant super fast or is it just the case of finding the right dosage for me?",0.9416666666666664,2.4753524444444466,3.613055555555558,89.19625000000002,80.1111111111111,7.166666666666668,24.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.3729999999999998,320,12,73,6,8,113,57,90,0.027000000000000003,0.8170000000000001,0.156,0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,1,0,11,15,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,7,2,8,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,12,49,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980797695607717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480879502226654,0.0,0.0,0.2279019110094577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353344212098768,0.16041039150179906,0.21559222910547915,0.0,0.20522417517867655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346242593081354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969819810637614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922453566850075,0.0,0.1650616766925304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415433846147818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531334878717833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175470263248406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931678336324078,0.18772428959725365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688250522913971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947060102976515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801112881707012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269334905645345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pickled079,2019/07/23,"I feel frustrated that my adderall only works on some days So Sunday I decided to take Adderall. I hadn’t taken it in a few days, I don’t like to take it unless I have something important to do. I was able to thoroughly clean and rearrange my room, fix my glasses, _and_ go to the gym (first time in months). However, I took it yesterday and I think it made my adhd worse. I went to the gym right after taking it so I don’t know if that had anything to do with it. I couldn’t remember to do anything. I would start a task and get distracted by something else and forget all about what I was doing (happened multiple times). It felt like my brain couldn’t remember basic words. Is this normal, is there a reason this happens? I’m on strattera too but I’ve only been on it for a month so I don’t think it’s in full effect yet.",1.8562984496124064,3.5316104825581403,3.837813953488372,87.9707519379845,77.8953488372093,7.144806201550387,23.675968992248073,8.021203637495839,1.2586801550387603,641,21,137,11,15,218,98,172,0.049,0.9059999999999999,0.046,-0.1289,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,1,1,6,0,18,1,1,3,1,29,36,11,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,0,11,2,0,3,6,2,0,1,10,2,19,2,20,23,4,24,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,2,14,95,33,1,0.1500612231551523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034442891732586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469752012236741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751795326729546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935541493596423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535689651054513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758754632625076,0.0,0.14408230697121574,0.0,0.0,0.12764199975696114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840079554998616,0.0,0.08528325128131771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653972881026024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246972380605072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662466749689018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199155767798885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395548733097287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702813767757286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282566444543726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428793006492034,0.0,0.0,0.3399802262951963,0.12815146465390673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310489218257667,0.0,0.0,0.10621410611009363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384820933890855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230634518240047,0.0,0.0,0.17500381196431852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672354039383516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139108257263888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924635767749287,0.0,0.1529252064840534,0.1065991874625937,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chickenhead369,2019/07/23,Bullet journal?!? Have you tried the bullet journal ? If so has it helped you organize or keep on track ? I just ordered one from amazon after coming across a bullet journal group on Reddit . I was inspired by the pages I’ve seen . They are so pretty and look helpful but I’m worried my adhd will just run rampid and I’ll end up brain dumping all over the pages .,1.2881064162754328,3.88528491549296,2.444413145539908,91.58834115805948,87.16901408450704,3.718935837245697,20.56494522691706,5.033348758259628,-0.08034397496087609,283,9,53,1,9,90,55,71,0.078,0.7979999999999999,0.124,0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,11,10,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,6,1,8,7,3,10,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,2,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37095880512490104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445754335416284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26589004487875073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733881217118189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137871432836551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743581916800343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592032768494594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916134197238026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140261992086485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209565227121404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31346721238323705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hizzlemydizzle,2019/07/23,"Me: *asks question* Them: “you already asked that” ... Me: “no i didn’t” Them: “yes you did. Literally 15 minutes ago” Me: “I don’t remember, can you repeat the answer?” Them: “no. Listen better next time” Congrats you have solved my ADD..",-0.5495348837209306,0.701096488372098,1.4544418604651168,92.29375581395351,119.0,3.5804651162790697,18.253488372093024,5.6839178017228535,0.04419255813953482,171,6,33,2,10,56,32,43,0.08900000000000001,0.687,0.22399999999999998,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,13,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,22,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763270062419825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34399828354546985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828449697888471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756970289361614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315249961348267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492053663208045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531257052763142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177040823628812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,positiveimpact3,2019/07/23,"Response to diagnosis So I don't know if this is normal but I am super angry whenever I learn about adhd, it's symptoms, or people's personal experiences living with it. I have believed for a long time that I had type1 adhd - then called add - and I was diagnosed but never dug into it or sought out treatment or assistance. I was afraid of using amphetamines and didnt think I could afford therapy. So I thought I had to survive on my own. Now that I am learning about the full extent of the disorder my emotions are going haywire and I'm not sure why. Is this a typical reaction?",3.16,5.14579304347826,5.415000000000003,76.72250000000005,75.08695652173913,8.42608695652174,28.89130434782609,9.120678840339163,2.7942347826086955,460,20,83,11,10,161,82,115,0.096,0.855,0.049,-0.624,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,13,2,0,1,2,24,19,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,13,2,11,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,5,65,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856433425515594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276381932038077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631295186832252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131838173636268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507382435330052,0.0,0.0,0.23156378704555666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727609294531206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976410946912134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482817480020507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103994886039607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784115266637713,0.17880556165839093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155831385188578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796352085708255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400742040816372,0.1764199674584178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904272521833812,0.2100045767779564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105877266794586,0.0,0.0,0.1294637944029147,0.0,0.1604030404192396,0.11781544446900745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450405306289654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231632218165034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fifilungah,2019/07/23,"Is there hope? I was wondering if you can help. I was diagnosed just November gone and have had a turbulant experience since learning of my disability. On one hand I feel amazing, I feel that not only am I not lazy every single day of my 31 years I have stayed alive despite suicidal thoughts. I have used my disability to build rapport with almost every human I have encountered in such situations. On the other hand what I thought was a 31 year phase is now a permanent ailment which promises a life of difficulty, little sleep and hardship for the most basic things. I refuse to give up, I am ready for the fight. I have done things I have never done and have found a therapist, life partner and a few good people who will help me to get there. I have also broken ties with those who do not support this (which is an accomplishment in itself. What I want/would like/need from my fellow brothers and sisters is HOPE. For myself and for you. I want to embrace this condition and use it to my advantage. Medication is great, has helped alot but I a still struggling with procrastination, motivation and execution. I suspect I need to up my dosage. Can any of you lovely people share any good news stories/tips where by you have been able to accomplish and live a meaningful life? Is there hope that I can become a clinical psychologist or therapist or will I continue to day dream about dinner whilst my patients speak to me or can I focus on my very passion and help people in this world. &#x200B; Anyway loving you guys, keep the fight, embrace this condition. With Love I get it x",5.4948571428571436,6.823460600000002,6.06876190476191,76.99700000000003,68.0,9.314285714285717,30.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.8232714285714287,1260,48,230,27,21,409,165,300,0.062,0.685,0.253,0.9957,0,0,0,0,2,0,33.0,0,5,0,4,11,18,2,1,15,0,32,14,3,3,1,47,54,16,1,6,9,2,4,0,2,2,6,1,0,3,19,14,1,2,10,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,11,5,39,15,32,41,4,22,0,0,0,4,26,11,0,11,9,170,58,5,0.10294336122920647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308290613332947,0.0,0.0,0.08232376878258439,0.0,0.11153908888256317,0.12508745160586976,0.14001003142826718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369285462852595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277990340209564,0.0,0.0,0.1044853447069142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069359941819252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346844349273946,0.0,0.0,0.10069836056446928,0.0,0.0,0.1041025130788096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287208213604764,0.0,0.0,0.10756731482342684,0.09875265239176856,0.0,0.1726880145687322,0.0,0.11349541917719053,0.0,0.10193011234911127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760030603160528,0.0,0.0,0.3067379564073233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150078942225416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181358212991955,0.050292926426564334,0.10317629214302368,0.09090087397519653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787312080595673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370460624754202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633119796086278,0.07939626643687958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975708576403919,0.0782930650203295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410389469504654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515581219614192,0.1157126511793852,0.10301770569354317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972392602028527,0.08221070125500501,0.0,0.0,0.10761875255679244,0.0,0.11260332880112005,0.11681890638888068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390503534919645,0.13678198992298313,0.0,0.0,0.16345105986191266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782002354058052,0.0,0.08493905411504024,0.1214373232470126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163768398328547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312801022790345,0.0,0.12508745160586976,0.1325842990018671 adhd,Tomcat1004,2019/07/23,Taste of my pill I have been taking Adderall for about a week and just noticed it has a sweet taste to it. Any one else have this/ is this normal/common?,1.565833333333334,3.4748297500000014,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,79.625,4.266666666666667,16.916666666666664,3.1291,-1.0399708333333335,120,2,27,0,3,37,28,32,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301585982235839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704760078329603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345225432516986,0.0,0.5049122433755171,0.0,0.0,0.3005178845179521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334466050462646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557380658610353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jumpinjaxs890,2019/07/23,"Cant get back to work. Morning my fellow redditors, i was recently tasked with a huge job at work, getting a new fiberglass line set up and ran properly at work. (Side rant: i spent 20+ hours designing it out of work before they built it and basically said fuck you were doing it this way and Now im brought in to redesign it.) However its so much trying to organize this new line while they are doing production and im also in charge of the 40 people working on it. So i cant hold a thought in my mind for more than ten minutes with out someone distracting me. I dont really know where i am going with this but im going to try to vomit my words in a way that makes sense to the rest of the world. Those are my current problems but thats not my actual problem. The problem is I cant keep my emotions in check. It seems like the smallest thing throws me into a downward spiral that always ends up with me hiding in the bathroom at work wishing i wasn't here. My current problem seems so small when i play it in my head but i cant stop from feeling it. My little sister asked me to go to a concert tonight i declined saying i cant miss work with a baby on the way, but my little sister has nobody to go with and we have been drifting apart the last couple of years. Saying no just crushed me. My little sister was nonchalant about it,even though i know she really wanted me to go though. This really tore me up i get off work, mow the lawn, and take a shower. Then Go back to my den for 30 minutes start sobbing out of guilt of saying no. My wife walks to the backroom peeks through the crack in the door and walks away. At this point i havent mentioned anything to her about my feelings. I gather my composer head out to the living room to tell her about the concert and her response is simply ""why would she think you could go to a concert on a work day"" and went back to watching tv. I went back and distracted myself with some games on the pc for another 30 minutes. Come out shes pissed at me because i havent spent any time with her and i spent an hour in my den ""gaming"" that night and it is almost bed time. I decide to step up pretend im happy and get past her uninterested statements until she is in a good mood again. Fast forward to morning, i leave at 5:30 she wakes up about the same time sometimes we overlap sometimes we don't. Well we overlapped and first thing she does is yell to me about the cat knocking her water over and he doesnt belong inside, well i love the cat hes my best bud. I just left havent talked to her in 6 hours. We normally send each other good morning txts at least, and quite frankly im sick of my emotions getting in The way of my work. I have no reason to shut down like this. I dont know what to do. I need to be working but im stuck hiding in the bathroom because i dont trust myself to not freak out.I have been trying to find a good therapist to no avail and just feel lost right now. Tldr: im an emotional wreck that can't focus on anything but negativity and how i am a bad person.",2.0399266247379444,3.634814166666669,3.5306918238993745,90.72678197064992,77.1446540880503,6.09475890985325,23.412997903563948,6.775458762138228,0.6196532494758915,2374,74,516,22,54,783,284,636,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.09,-0.9475,5,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,5,2,2,15,27,27,2,3,35,0,41,9,4,3,0,84,85,35,0,10,11,4,3,2,2,1,2,8,7,1,26,39,1,3,14,8,4,19,22,14,2,2,17,12,80,12,95,65,8,114,0,3,1,2,44,58,3,4,36,340,106,13,0.0,0.0,0.053935120962430805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055344483882758894,0.0,0.0,0.044199049730540924,0.04598870414295668,0.0,0.0,0.0375851982567501,0.057954956067475714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096428249937556,0.0,0.05166958075856462,0.0,0.051927573998380896,0.16999553008722926,0.04614777666899282,0.06738362547832122,0.0,0.04703032749586642,0.0,0.05800199672762003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760983480367095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044128248897742466,0.061154720447760165,0.0,0.03564429593344358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836676721991759,0.0,0.19432654936700414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651245859361015,0.04895242812840561,0.0,0.0,0.03650502524041361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383785547032653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051537948120356,0.04701226223179394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051095820585591804,0.14438032805014095,0.0,0.21987676521802849,0.13907246212116672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883547777019332,0.0,0.0,0.11344503424527184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328815966791052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179042879988067,0.0,0.05484651325222771,0.049126127263910274,0.0,0.0,0.09112411954848504,0.045052070746329775,0.0,0.05852248714425463,0.060050542144016686,0.0,0.0,0.054003833621679584,0.16618386651439554,0.048804036899599466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033325715402778,0.0,0.04988293866467068,0.0,0.03689286261773929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580650326050862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062948835665861,0.04098168080198071,0.0,0.10675937710896194,0.0,0.05186674100951389,0.05415243710621506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276105196519575,0.03831695604267491,0.0482592507483718,0.0,0.0,0.05224760193486299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154203069693234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878598373864127,0.0,0.0,0.10622129235075996,0.05682631611243729,0.05457202589989872,0.0,0.0,0.04719990499341396,0.0525740112151513,0.13185772506681648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006306691331744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046829721551159255,0.0,0.10932602250714568,0.0,0.03912008131078335,0.0,0.0,0.046207829650616775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155583315176639,0.0444235813341996,0.048308034349982286,0.0,0.0,0.06417222278780027,0.07343728383979467,0.035414504417695954,0.1086041304694747,0.043877859518468836,0.09668438032107936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125732162901432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03259942036615044,0.17548162675814866,0.0,0.0,0.09938794986664096,0.10247087763510378,0.04987218416622256,0.0,0.06355727005516187,0.0,0.0,0.4426059030146784,0.0,0.0,0.039261911943010805,0.0,0.0,0.03559178662330712 adhd,thatsnotincense,2019/07/23,"Adderall and DSPD? Sleep cycle issues and medication timing causing some grief Sleep cycle help? TL;DR what’s your working med schedule and how do you make sure you’re getting the most effect while also not constantly staying up until the early hours or playing sleep catch up? Details: I have [Delayed Sleep Phase Disorder](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Delayed_sleep_phase_disorder) (i.e. clinically dx’d night owl) My natural sleep times are 3AM-12PM but I have been able to keep closer to 12AM-9AM without long wakeful periods maybe half the time. My partner makes sure I take my morning meds (30mg Adderall XR) at 6:30AM before he leaves for school, then I’ll either sleep or doze in bed until 9-10AM. I can take a second dose (10mg Adderall SR) around noon if necessary, but I only take it maybe half the time. (I’m disabled and don’t work currently so I maintain our home) For those who take stimulant meds what are your sweet spots, timing wise? Like, how early/late can you take your AM dose and still be effective? When do you take a later dose so you don’t crash before the day is done BUT without it keeping you awake and falling down wikiholes until the wee hours? I’d really like to somehow use my Adderall to trick my brain into waking up and staying that way before 10AM every day (and hopefully falling asleep before 1AM) so I can exist in the normal world of 9-5. I’m doing what I can to limit caffeine and nicotine, and getting some daily exercise. (I know my first contact should be with my prescriber, but I just recently switched doctors and she seems over eager to take me off of these meds at the first sign of any negative reaction or side effect. I’d rather come to her with some idea of solutions)",4.472710129310347,6.966578859374998,4.459073275862072,82.74687500000003,72.90625,6.788793103448278,26.97198275862069,7.753152298057669,1.7539030172413799,1385,51,238,19,29,427,193,320,0.049,0.8390000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,8,0,8,12,11,1,0,10,0,20,17,10,10,2,58,40,31,1,5,14,0,0,2,1,1,7,0,2,1,9,16,0,4,6,2,0,4,6,2,0,5,2,1,29,9,32,35,5,51,0,1,0,0,16,15,0,11,31,144,38,4,0.07842584208605574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271711758174246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333226195523568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981562670066918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693846111609704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754917675125655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056494321483704,0.0,0.06755691865850036,0.0,0.08475047400419561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115636027493602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027217256254915,0.0,0.08025686532482201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607715443633537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341796242907805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194853116540447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256718880448229,0.0,0.07866751406462134,0.07789455691542323,0.15446731354380708,0.0,0.0,0.08853322968884914,0.0,0.08185620346438897,0.0,0.1394169837917281,0.0,0.0,0.04310079179753706,0.0,0.0,0.0830416429714791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766298100018967,0.0,0.0,0.06940440232883313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469971715817286,0.0,0.15757859905015326,0.0,0.3484537228683395,0.07900578508465139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359734008552077,0.07684067386140245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059646386910238124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050241602648785584,0.0,0.07743605769589372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937113914696993,0.0,0.07139594116651024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708948817476956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718302554681969,0.06263097879671428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783085606878082,0.0,0.4127653112256843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865369602147284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677347471435375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062250783025440626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119942627651298,0.0,0.11418989417183956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JaneDoe7599,2019/07/23,"Can't Laugh I don't know if it's my ADHD or the pills I'm taking, but I just can't laugh. It may not sound too much of a big deal, but it is really exhausting to be like this when socializing. For instance, if some guy tells me a joke I have to fake my laugh. Sometimes, I am too tired for that(it's hard to make that sound), and they think I'm pissed. Oh Lord... I want to burst out laughing.. I want to roflmao. I want be in a painful situation where I am trying not to laugh in a very important meeting or something. 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Im almost not functional. like Im so scattered that I barely get anything done. Its not like im even lazy, I just have started to jump from thing to thing &#x200B; anyone else experience this? what have you done?",2.0986486486486484,4.599432581081082,4.122905405405408,81.97868243243248,81.29729729729729,6.402702702702705,25.466216216216218,7.645422480735847,1.6518702702702712,297,12,55,5,8,101,54,74,0.174,0.8079999999999999,0.019,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,12,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,6,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868107561639824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572108094802609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010725744613964,0.19076974311673472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097766455572482,0.16086299474579654,0.12919596933826427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32132690626709265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115167577694362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369569224459976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535741605615914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202497034346462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.678339084247473,0.16386511304377382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534025760667795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222479719146058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860497792233246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559585624437026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076974311673472,0.0 adhd,coldanddry,2019/07/23,"Did you go straight to the psychiatrist to get diagnosed or did you get a referral first? I don't know where to start. What is the fastest way to get diagnosed? I have Medi-Cal, btw.",1.2712162162162173,3.5664857837837864,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,83.05405405405406,8.024324324324324,25.466216216216218,8.841846274778883,2.0386270270270272,142,6,32,4,4,47,27,37,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,4,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6745210738173811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263999007877705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208129013633969,0.0,0.1888442467364502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826142019298037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519181738255265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637510028840309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SonofaWich,2019/07/23,"I need Vyvanse, but my country seems to have banned it I'm in Europe (not the UK). I looked it up and it's expensive as hell in the UK. I need Vyvanse before I can even think of making money for anything. I get thyroid medication from France, so I figured, wouldn't it be a possibility to have it imported from elsewhere in Europe? I tried methylphenidate, no luck there. I tried dexamphetamine. It wasn't all that helpful, but it did actually give me a few moments of clarity that I would never have dreamed I'd experience. So maybe I am on the right track, just with the wrong medicine? My psychiatrist is going on holiday, so he didn't feel like looking it up for me just yet. Has anybody in Europe ever had it imported to them?",3.922746212121215,5.417628256944448,5.2487878787878826,80.7477272727273,71.9861111111111,8.291919191919192,30.452020202020197,8.841846274778883,2.4776194444444446,575,25,113,11,11,192,91,144,0.155,0.7709999999999999,0.073,-0.9253,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,0,6,0,14,2,0,1,3,21,26,7,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,4,2,3,1,6,2,0,0,4,3,15,2,19,19,2,14,1,0,2,0,4,9,1,2,5,82,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.2061736976893884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738611330233414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797792672073519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954499227512854,0.1911101241740208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666726442865008,0.0,0.0,0.10682687124966272,0.15093473711304756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038234670295582,0.20267400988930645,0.1200723199918011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161302410910548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032181801811462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35483518992255325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102754881265978,0.0,0.21225390261373125,0.0,0.0,0.21283710242837914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133151281650442,0.1629481264479276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23818055731138796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042749825032375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233661467632407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537634100643878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868833992788371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500835340535199,0.23099579331746065,0.0,0.0 adhd,lunasduel,2019/07/23,"I hired an organizer that says she “works with ADHD clients”. After I share my experience with her, she says, “I think it’s going around.” 😑 I just stared at her and let her tell me all about how “our culture just makes people feel like they can’t focus on anything.” Never mind that I’ve been managing this with varying degrees of success my whole life, and I’ve been treated for a decade. Ugh ... next. </rant>",2.586624999999998,4.980366412500004,3.207500000000003,89.87750000000004,78.625,5.5,23.75,6.6274283507984215,0.69,323,11,64,3,8,101,63,80,0.036000000000000004,0.857,0.107,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,15,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,14,4,10,5,2,7,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,4,42,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30143857053487083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640463379258325,0.22328421561009595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453514496859033,0.0,0.0,0.12682283185474152,0.17918685216560698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425475769400762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648186642286946,0.17716256644819994,0.12253866238273126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674252264503232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532581042192897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934489197315692,0.0,0.2667513953096173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388797147032115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39892647542294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192289515242661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071621991478982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800331262013335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260096024114528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xx-ANONYMOUS,2019/07/23,"Do I have a tolerance to concerta already? I've been on concerta for around a month now, I started off on 18mg and I've worked my way up to 45mg already due to not feeling much effects and yet I still don't feel much, could this mean I have a tolerance? and if so how long should I take a break to let the tolerance go back down?",0.3660665362035225,2.06235691780822,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,82.56164383561644,6.911154598825831,24.127201565557733,7.957251820313856,1.1486571428571426,257,10,63,5,7,88,49,73,0.022000000000000002,0.866,0.11199999999999999,0.6975,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,14,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,11,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,8,44,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366140683217341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644292034759244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869568633329968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412461007807366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458741117762268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818000415784049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486234149291872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516803951983865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648467886460617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406913369648104,0.0,0.35746642035059234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209317660159545,0.0,0.19416902197426014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280829420060746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929903362426103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700617567111648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whatfuqmedo,2019/07/23,"I did meth and it helped me tremendously and now I think I have ADHD... I want to start off by saying I don't want to offend anyone by comparing the two however from what I've read online and heard from people on youtube they seem to give them same stimulating effects. I'm 28 I don't ""do"" meth... it was a few times about 2 years ago while I was going through a very rough patch and a guy I was hanging out with offered it to me. I'm not proud of it but it opened another world to me... like one I had been missing for a long time. when I did it I didn't feel like SUPER CRAZY.... I just felt very calm and was able to draw, and watch movies without feeling the need to move every 2 mins and do something else.... it was very nice. I don't know why I didn't get hooked on it because I think it would have made me very proactive in doing tasks in my life... which is my biggest issue right now. I have no desire to do anything, I'm 28 with no education, on disability for depression, PTSD, and I can't hold a job for more than 2 months. I don't drink alcohol or do drugs (Except meth a few times, WTF? lol), but I do smoke weed. I'm gonna try to make this post short (it already isn't so I dunno why I put this here lol). I want to be able to take this to my first psychiatric appointment I have booked. I really need to start living a life and finding out what holding me back so badly because I'm extremely depressed. I was in foster care growing up, was bounced around from many foster homes, as well as family members houses. I switched school yearly pretty much up until high school. I dropped in grade 9 because of bullying and not being able to do my school work cause I just could never grasp it or study... I remember them talking about me having ADHD as a child but nothing ever came from that also I was put on Paxil as a child. I have always have had a difficult time in a learning environment, not being able to concentrate, figgity, anxious to leave. The frustrating part of it if that I WANT to learn. I get so excited before I go to the class or whatever I am really excited to go and learn... then 5 mins in I'm looking at the clock wanting to leave. This has been my life since I was a kid. I pick up a lot of different hobbies but I NEVER stick with them. My longest hobby was video games but now I can't even focus on those. I can literally load the game and by the time it's loaded I'm closing the game and opening a new one... then watching a youtube video. My house is always half clean/half messy because I start but never finish tasks because I get distracted and start doing something else. For example... I'll sweep and then just not sweep the stuff into the dust pan. I also think I have other mental health issues other than just ADHD which would make sense. Anyways doctors keep wanting to push these SSRIs on me and I'm very reluctant because I have a history of eating disorders and they apparently make you gain weight and I just don't belive they are what I need to feel better how do I tell a doctor this? I'm kind of tired of trying things other peoples way and never getting anywhere.... How do they know me better than myself? I can read something online like ADHD and like ""That's me... this is exactly how I feel"", why can't they just take my word? Should I mention that I tried meth to my psychiatrist or will they think I'm some druggie trying to get ADHD medicine to get high? I just like want someone to hear me out and listen to what I think is wrong with me. So frustrating..... OK, I'm gonna stop typing now Haha. You probably hate me for this long post. However, If you read it all the way, thank you! :)",2.543031140957272,4.0667115301204815,4.003036846840917,88.17408453486078,75.59973226238287,6.933166545965282,23.758619176158184,7.63801259472672,1.0191680338841709,2831,86,601,38,61,938,323,747,0.107,0.772,0.122,0.8299,5,0,12,0,0,0,103.0,0,4,9,8,31,30,4,1,28,4,63,12,0,11,7,120,129,52,0,17,25,0,7,5,0,6,9,4,3,4,38,34,4,4,20,10,0,10,22,11,1,5,22,14,89,19,85,97,9,84,0,3,3,0,30,31,0,10,43,391,127,17,0.21729043526278505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264260965684945,0.0,0.0481537150764539,0.058054348263710774,0.0,0.0,0.05994634964536107,0.0868835412873886,0.09040152445624026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696199181877404,0.0,0.06136908564588441,0.0,0.03798363114750166,0.0,0.0447028784690766,0.04835863890784355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177073304474111,0.045357109304220274,0.19868734877893496,0.0,0.04622453905296335,0.0,0.0,0.09608786603500484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213059277704384,0.05538552009969498,0.05580428310500122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337218286842392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357596674652148,0.0,0.0,0.05675556423449149,0.062258415992904624,0.11120298393778406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321547580621409,0.06299697993933663,0.05558559047261534,0.09075913828119762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587957079404184,0.04913790970184487,0.0457691408421308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051210521003061664,0.0,0.10986857291593158,0.038808082592103874,0.05215822338571738,0.0,0.04964988032050999,0.04620678330791365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028792613923388,0.052111196305765176,0.0926183713649148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053787923315931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363232976105989,0.0,0.05774239293137572,0.06122552818224199,0.0,0.036411299617711945,0.114789637463934,0.054490005836934835,0.0,0.0,0.12536199416048355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339738029346995,0.05390680713353102,0.04828443068849682,0.0,0.05656863769328242,0.059708570292308576,0.0,0.0,0.11503959834061996,0.0,0.0,0.11510899535078414,0.13269641363195206,0.0,0.04796785882058932,0.09614759873816522,0.04561730990655074,0.0,0.0,0.04618313942023046,0.0,0.05140136592714375,0.10878228961934328,0.055074599068517034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547444128722711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335978808877003,0.05773633621657692,0.0399333679190168,0.1208385783526854,0.1675877792050855,0.052465114099800716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052124008247522176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362081122736397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882609164781456,0.0,0.07532091419695001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405208617883896,0.05526562249595664,0.05856896012388406,0.0,0.06350022270922191,0.10921845173001453,0.0,0.0,0.16301192785538188,0.0,0.06960090843446345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153692622847225,0.046391211114912734,0.0,0.04319951888010752,0.0,0.16493214080146906,0.0,0.049453262851306884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044936223366694235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602737016601083,0.12546059468660176,0.0,0.0,0.1537992884667318,0.0,0.0,0.04541613337532775,0.0,0.0,0.06218639052368116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816876825946443,0.043662455262206835,0.04748035447082343,0.05001295972482524,0.0,0.0,0.03608952749791612,0.1740386713914559,0.0,0.0,0.15837975025640275,0.0624358476550642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752594222465698,0.0,0.05306529542915429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241092069838836,0.22428617490832348,0.08623751673717903,0.0,0.06615030294149722,0.0488425492083624,0.0,0.14705311534460952,0.0,0.0,0.052365056391514994,0.0,0.039547506196975314,0.0,0.0,0.0771784454217642,0.05939324503396661,0.0,0.06996395808123597 adhd,ADHDThrowaway453,2019/07/23,"Is this part of ADHD? Involuntary memory recall Heya, I've been diagnosed with ADHD about 20 years ago, it's practically part of the family, my father has it, my sister has it and many of our symptoms do match up. However, I am still trying to sort out what is and what isn't actually a part of ADHD. Like, the burnout-like depression probably is, the chronic migraines probably aren't. I have a really good sensory memory, never been good with names or meaningless pieces of information but things I see, hear and touch burn themselves into my memory and I am able to recall them easily. This is neat, even provides a workaround for some of the before mentioned information, for example I've never memorized phone numbers, I've memorized the movement of my fingers on the number pad. However, there is a downside. I often recall these sensory inputs involuntarily. For example there've been many times when I was sure the phone or door bell was ringing and I ran to check it out only to find out that it was only ringing in my head. It happens mostly with sounds, it only happens with sights when I concentrate on something really hard for a few hours it will happen later when I am tired and close my eyes (of course, before actually sleeping). Speaking of being tired, that's when it can be the worst. With sounds, there've been times when I started hearing voices, not fictional voices, mind you. It was like if my brain thought of a sentence, looked in my memory if I ever heard that sentence before and if it found a match it played the sound like a sound file. With sights the worst moment was related to a form of occupational therapy. They basically set me down to puzzle for 3 hours. That evening when I went to bed I started seeing those puzzle shapes in front of my eyes, making it really hard to fall asleep. I've talked to my father and it seems like he shares those symptoms. Could this be part of ADHD? Maybe not the sensory memory specifically but the way my brain accesses it?",6.623620490286772,7.206685619680853,7.293098982423682,71.89195652173912,65.1436170212766,10.688066604995377,31.241443108233124,10.568078804390687,3.3793937557816847,1587,56,278,39,23,526,181,376,0.08800000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.083,-0.6419,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,2,0,13,13,0,0,21,0,29,15,8,1,4,50,46,21,0,4,9,3,4,4,0,1,7,12,2,0,28,19,0,0,8,1,1,5,6,3,0,0,14,23,29,10,45,27,11,40,0,1,7,0,20,13,0,12,24,194,57,0,0.0839682876962212,0.0,0.1638818724407844,0.0,0.4036542571983105,0.0,0.07443282068613075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435248481860072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874727580980329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670418451636776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232176315281806,0.08522604449309414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092052419914422,0.07595412349642629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915782865376632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674549374055313,0.0,0.0,0.09206689341111399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085723174232825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227586385007192,0.0,0.15043818544655527,0.0,0.08617568802790979,0.0,0.18927672572581328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653836985145353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409065586533475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051221371117501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604948406166736,0.17026132876015487,0.08435743109581069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847840339050637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129523039904127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158499964680006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637178917004233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106403212099748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613767056872654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382370776606395,0.07644157549030556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402892858938325,0.0,0.0,0.06464289018792252,0.0,0.0,0.1188663724275806,0.0,0.06705718302046125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913911742982181,0.17455040359901947,0.0,0.06749052898801543,0.0,0.0,0.09602505488946443,0.0,0.05578479925452502,0.0,0.0,0.06666144108204745,0.09792516762149793,0.19301838894537904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057008955522570536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665011837118197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778394439366733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407282426791421 adhd,natchi1982,2019/07/23,"Really good resources!!! I just got diagnosed with ADHD. As usual the first thing I did was look for a ted talk. I stumbled across Jessica McCabe. Holy crap, her ted talk sent shivers down my back. She has a youtibe channel called ""How to ADHD"". She gives lots of tips and helped me understand ADHD more and how it actually affects me. She also provides lots of really good links. One link which was particularly good was nobelcoaching.com. It is an online resource to ADHD coaching. I haven't tried it yet but I've booked an online consultation, I'm excited.",2.5061442441054105,5.466691854368937,4.005499306518725,79.44905339805827,86.76699029126213,6.82635228848821,23.86199722607489,7.957251820313856,1.9616191400832177,443,17,76,10,14,146,75,103,0.018000000000000002,0.8809999999999999,0.102,0.8159,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,3,0,13,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,1,11,4,9,7,3,7,0,0,1,0,11,2,1,2,4,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.14098510318259194,0.0,0.6945153390501977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553524819520458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109105218574476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752339542476348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466373613841233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288891770936004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859195676706446,0.0,0.3635320561470031,0.11554849827936828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683740962001824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132118797086648,0.0,0.0,0.2456520715563682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789884909675574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851065946768602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224433676546355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598164289660767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980878892457806,0.0,0.0,0.15040180352538735,0.0,0.0,0.15911693219640335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Oricorio,2019/07/23,"How to release stress/tension in hands? I get really cramped hands and I seem to get pretty overwhelmed whenever I do anything fiddly or requiring strong focus for too long e.g fine work or sorting small things. They end up feeling tight and weird and I have to stop what I'm doing, move about and shake my hands to 'release the tension'. Well I got it while I was at work today (cashier) and it was so hard to count my till at the end of my shift, it just felt so difficult, like it took so much willpower to force my hands to let me sort and count the notes and coins, they were just so 'tight'. I shook them about a bit but it didnt help and now 6 hours later they still feel weird and shaking them about doesn't seem to be helping! Anyone have any tips? I'm assuming this is an ADHD thing? Never usually lasts this long for me though!",3.8006862745098036,4.7654021470588255,3.956176470588237,91.93112745098044,71.6470588235294,7.0784313725490176,24.75490196078432,7.1686216300943375,0.7800196078431374,655,18,144,6,12,202,108,170,0.10099999999999999,0.815,0.083,-0.4704,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,4,15,12,0,5,5,0,12,5,4,1,1,28,23,20,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,4,6,0,1,5,3,8,1,0,7,10,18,4,19,14,2,25,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,7,16,91,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939181831304966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972740227326648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282365010416535,0.0,0.13278198441477493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615862264384174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858264967397929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317257004701038,0.0,0.15492676628185226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860337655352153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905088535804332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454300468785852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163066354532492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589028519502741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152642314819693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499712513361986,0.0,0.07883023970799946,0.0,0.0,0.2855894160372801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714955626622332,0.1186149979205554,0.0,0.12444745533506167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415674507419545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336858671631312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937843200287159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288588624079693,0.13490058180914888,0.18483239764830606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439510124967914,0.0,0.1585311461064618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529463272259281,0.0,0.1792721085555554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771049629528654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507814328441873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493772800883625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,streetchalk,2019/07/23,"Finally made an appointment to get back on meds, now I’m worried my doctor is going to think I’m lying or totally insane I’m so nervous about having to explain myself. I feel like maybe I won’t know what to say, or I’ll talk too much and sound crazy. I know how I struggle with adhd every day but now that I’ve made the appointment I feel like I’ve forgotten everything and am trying to google symptoms to remember and have talking points. My inner judge is also diminishing everything I go through and is like “you don’t have adhd you’re just looking to find an excuse for your laziness.” I was diagnosed in high school and am now in my 30’s. I’m going to my primary care doctor. Not knowing what exactly is going to happen is driving me nuts. Will I have to do a questionnaire (I did one when I went in for anxiety), is she just going to ask me to list symptoms, what if she thinks I’m fine. Just had to get that out of my head and off of my chest. Finding this sub has been a huge turning point for me, I’ve ignored my issues for so long and randomly went digging a few months ago. I still cry sometimes reading other people’s experiences because I can’t belive that’s a thing and I’m not alone. Anyway, back to googling symptoms and making lists of how I’m adhd.",2.260728509790905,4.066460927480918,4.165585794888816,85.48656654497181,77.12977099236642,6.999269830733489,25.51344175240624,7.893859768569023,1.5218016594756063,1001,37,202,16,23,340,147,262,0.091,0.826,0.083,0.0044,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,18,8,0,2,7,0,22,8,2,5,2,40,54,19,0,1,9,0,2,3,0,2,6,2,0,0,9,11,0,1,11,1,0,8,5,3,0,1,8,5,27,5,30,44,3,31,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,4,15,131,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628057790170937,0.0,0.08920061995928777,0.0,0.0,0.10422022455375014,0.0,0.08047214773344713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769801182521988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407356405799366,0.0,0.0,0.15475338830364652,0.0,0.06134187383399626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259691743028447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053509508499773,0.06489671306731228,0.0,0.0,0.10213526688070787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059939735246598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478340106552533,0.0,0.18087585390297709,0.0984334593483064,0.0,0.0,0.1017610458775948,0.1437772774603472,0.0,0.1102330176573436,0.18394427505592467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514791751847294,0.0,0.28594595911076753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898497765002512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032733238731076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063189705137786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502945211887407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590749473328648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474852232300395,0.0,0.0,0.08905258297749546,0.08450214730221263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043322826393566,0.06716994842613216,0.0,0.1010943167618168,0.0,0.11177498482923584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032028209414016,0.0,0.07397313311720803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818811376193992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976276110369667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025190664745886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065519695536336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399186877385382,0.0,0.0,0.08002339715493283,0.0,0.10184087345663212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952363102759317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036162331361336,0.0,0.0,0.10519819831756268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31377295805096955,0.0,0.161761894057389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685274898812538,0.1289566743530423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831978324841714,0.1094543305237186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656626451699812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102192583663232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilikemopar,2019/07/23,Zinc for Impulsivity? So I heard zinc helps for impulsivity and I was just wondering how many milligrams a young adult like me would take?,3.837466666666668,6.9904548800000015,4.652000000000001,76.55266666666667,80.2,8.133333333333335,24.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1687333333333343,112,4,21,3,3,36,21,25,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.6931,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33675028050782396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454488303471882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093579982011225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37774468800338257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448348486218386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568928247248602,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway69yeet69,2019/07/23,"„I know he doesn’t care, that it does not interest him, but I want to share that so I’ll send it anyway“ And then I’m like „oh Jesus I’m so fucking annoying, why am i like that“ Can anyone relate?",-1.813560606060605,0.07588052272727097,1.4836363636363683,97.48712121212124,96.04545454545452,4.751515151515153,14.151515151515152,6.42735559955562,-0.6347757575757575,149,3,37,2,6,53,32,44,0.12300000000000001,0.62,0.257,0.6911,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963293122547993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320901552640653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708683566409762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917942856432422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329082164594591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140924477445183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499669536247989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824116443367825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elocinelle,2019/07/23,"Teachers in the Summer?! How do other teachers manage / fill their summer up? If I'm not going to trainings, my days (and my kids' days) are spent just passing time... No routine... No normalcy... Sometimes I feel like it's just weeks wasted.",1.718939393939397,4.4857687727272735,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,88.54545454545455,3.8424242424242414,23.24242424242424,5.46131890053228,0.5504515151515155,182,7,31,1,6,58,37,44,0.17300000000000001,0.775,0.052000000000000005,-0.6958,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795625683350568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271952242177053,0.32100211341486345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255365128115773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952040076876309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443997891584688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26200848461793275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36042617695388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,krazykakes262,2019/07/23,"Life too much? Does anyone else got overstimulated by lots of people, sounds, lights, etc? How do you cope?",2.311929824561407,5.213185105263161,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,92.68421052631581,4.63859649122807,11.596491228070176,6.42735559955562,-0.8686982456140355,83,1,16,1,3,25,19,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618869187519605,0.3837602599472752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277622805664086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128799216265729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177108535868059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995536724563276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645485191238173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184203225354846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27532982929115146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596587206212572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nannerb123,2019/07/23,"Memory I honestly think that the recently opened tabs/apps button on phones was designed by someone with ADHD for people with Adhd. Honestly a life saver. Anyone else constantly finding themselves on their phone searching, to just stare blanky at the screen, and just go ""what the fuck was I doing again"" 😂 🙃",8.97448484848485,9.098127054545452,7.865454545454547,71.32484848484852,60.27272727272727,10.969696969696967,34.69696969696969,10.504223727775694,3.7530606060606058,248,9,39,5,3,76,46,55,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,8,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,3,4,1,0,3,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361142523443905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850490002386205,0.2711645651221545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28599196188774123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108059832714286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418847392340961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446640877536484,0.0,0.0,0.1504063417761123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692968404747212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834745579625986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26130933568825365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242365612639283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957663694017322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Detota,2019/07/23,"Songs that are way too long (8+ minutes) Something I noticed lately is that all of my favorite bands/albums have songs in the 3-5 minutes range. I feel like I'm physically unable to listen to songs that are 8+ minutes. My biggest nightmare is opening a band's album and seeing that their songs are usually in the 10+ minutes range.",5.574104477611943,5.688918313432836,6.441007462686567,78.71733208955227,67.3582089552239,7.894029850746268,34.660447761194035,7.1686216300943375,2.4347044776119406,265,12,49,2,4,88,45,67,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,5,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855318315617477,0.2621362761568572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139152500745601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926442846690605,0.0,0.0,0.3247232510757242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41775448538749854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923972771209299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824821609219975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041237305499655,0.0,0.0,0.2912535223667338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Burr_burrr,2019/07/23,"Adhd meds question Hey guys, have a question for y’all .. any body who uses vyvanse how do you split the capsules in half to make 2 separate 30 mg dosages? .. I realized that not on all days 60 mg is needed and it just makes high af to the point of no concentration. I use this method with my 10 mg adderall booster dose . I split in half and take 5 , and another 5 if only needed .. it’s effective for focus . And I don’t get the high feeling which I don’t want. Any feedback is appreciated!",1.3267000000000024,3.4075062700000025,3.532,87.551,81.3,6.4,25.0,7.554174236665415,1.2875,377,15,80,6,10,129,73,100,0.023,0.879,0.098,0.7424,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,6,1,22,16,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,9,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,1,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286700941102065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587831115085394,0.19951689167674605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134941430079052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270976657055548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620729306169468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940932139882724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839929797196295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020658500912229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540162144538113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134941430079052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821687090843448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471050944575886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986864011200426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262966056667366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430609429127125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286680140767587,0.0,0.0,0.11222741700201308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brodweh,2019/07/23,Doctors appointment Got a docs appointment in about an hour! - ill keep u updated if you want :),3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,80.76470588235293,10.458823529411768,32.029411764705884,10.125756701596842,4.512082352941177,74,4,13,3,2,24,16,17,0.13699999999999998,0.638,0.225,0.2003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254067375318406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105504331330929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505518691431455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562641091684886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027705687620449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,somewhereonabike,2019/07/23,"Great being medicated but everything takes soooo much longer... Ok...don't get me wrong...I now make my bed everyday, I'm only ever 2 loads behind in the washing, dishes get washed mostly after every meal, clothes live IN the drawers, the bin goes out every week, I do recycling, underwear magically dissapears from the bathroom floor soon after its casually discarded there, I always have toliet roll, bin liners and cat food sitting in my cupboard, if someone unexpectedly comes round I am not mortally embarrassed. In short, my house is now a semi pleasant environment to live in compared to the rubbish dump it was pre medication... But everything takes soooo much longer to do. I know the payoff for getting out the door in 15 minutes was coming home to a shit hole and being stressed. Obviously, noone wants or needs that. But it takes me on average 3 hours to get up and out these days...I come home to calmness, yet the time it's taking to accomplish really very basic tasks is stressing me out. I'm self employed and start later and finish very late, so the last thing I want to do is housework at the end of the day. Help! I'm 18 months into medication now and this is a problem I need to fix, cos it's doing my nut in!!",5.418975321888411,6.595330283261808,6.396671137339059,75.13904104077254,68.05579399141631,9.258476394849783,30.442328326180267,9.516144504307137,2.838433690987125,968,37,174,20,16,322,152,233,0.087,0.813,0.10099999999999999,0.3697,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,2,3,14,0,14,9,1,2,2,31,35,12,1,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,9,14,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,1,13,4,30,31,3,42,0,0,1,0,2,17,1,3,21,103,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575604562979947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739451886158963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421728642831603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192700640100537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409673845357434,0.19392026695466932,0.0,0.20685354346312906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915558046563287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049887098951195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268764597285043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713591310778503,0.0,0.2308698892711825,0.0,0.11333093462372977,0.1327872389904736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324513459026876,0.09380582085314558,0.12981561418047374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323606291447086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681700761249245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477939478161158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185601397101432,0.0,0.16919455390183913,0.17066119909192326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752376953262425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101163248754979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372340017509432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005387246904095,0.0,0.11812829534519236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750718219292084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145444323441642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636482368583601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461043166683188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645425146610592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710426039211104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990663335899616,0.1357547094339773,0.0,0.09231049164577654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582226496251936,0.0,0.0 adhd,Agent_Fabulous,2019/07/23,"What solutions do you guys have for writing on your arm? I write on my arm so much that even after multiple showers the previous day's writing won't completely fade. I've been doing it for as long as I can remember. My current job as a mechanic involves me looking up parts and amounts on the PC, then walking across the workshop to get them. In the space of less than 20 steps I've completely forgotten, or I dont trust my short term memory enough so I'll go back and double check, often at least twice. Well I used to do this unless I write on my arm so I guess its pick your poison. Also I've been meaning to post this for a couple days now, but forgotten each time however thought about it in the shower so I used the location trigger and thought I'd write it while I'm IN the shower, at risk to phone getting wet, so I wouldn't forget again. Anyone else find anything similar? To the writing thing not the forgetting thing as I feel that is a common theme here :P",4.430687645687649,5.033595378787878,5.368181818181821,83.70304195804198,69.95959595959596,8.92059052059052,29.877233877233877,9.057496981413335,2.3300189588189584,767,29,158,14,13,252,127,198,0.061,0.888,0.051,-0.2455,6,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,0,14,4,1,1,12,0,11,4,3,4,0,29,23,18,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,11,4,0,0,6,0,1,3,4,2,1,1,4,3,18,2,28,17,9,31,0,0,1,0,13,13,0,3,14,109,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135175843767617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819199157037025,0.1731945590290844,0.1390999774263527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299761496930225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544563321072092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703209655628836,0.0,0.2180249488475556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810573181458596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120560597549586,0.0,0.0,0.17465655182486894,0.0,0.1116448796685628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546829944655325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449334513394952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662581242453593,0.0,0.09606550187468883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186209202257023,0.16736951121015675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773943674763556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495891234758899,0.1419453734425978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841267832219841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425890158138207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304655763838526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188714613370594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148174216988928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459638538759916,0.0,0.0,0.26838706801551865,0.09856465820516133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919809439769054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198120848142935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kelaknee,2019/07/23,"Setbacks Feeling pretty disheartened at the moment - received a diagnosis a few months ago at 24 and started on meds 3ish months ago. Had an ECG done today because my doctor wanted to ease my mind since I’m just an anxious person and worry about the effects of the meds. Turns out there is something the doctor wants to have looked at so she’s told me to stop taking the meds for now. Since I started on meds my grades at university have improved, I finish assignments the day before they’re due rather than 5 minutes before, my work performance has improved, and just my life overall. It’s kind of hard to think I might not get to experience this again. Has anyone else encountered setbacks like this? I just feel pretty frustrated and a lot less hopeful than I had been",5.839109589041094,7.101627294520551,5.783452054794522,79.60230136986304,67.15068493150686,8.031780821917808,30.35342465753425,8.238735603445708,2.228311780821917,619,23,109,8,10,194,97,146,0.098,0.76,0.141,0.7727,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,1,0,11,0,10,3,0,1,0,21,24,5,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,4,12,3,18,18,3,22,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,3,15,70,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196249756637128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994957523092755,0.0,0.08662004637798575,0.1269300951459302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551633359783179,0.0,0.2108261688315208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989260071605235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535936490288613,0.0,0.12677264541133765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348616666761792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117878846432785,0.0,0.0,0.12527529088128087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472238880353264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097249342771864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304117539783947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290023589767796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750038033566718,0.06052169924648231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402832431686224,0.0,0.0,0.1053186743238598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550412728838366,0.0,0.0,0.13141751307958185,0.12508387571116633,0.0,0.19776028471864152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816757492123746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520617770912028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495027118177986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536917352777376,0.0,0.0,0.1753663498910341,0.0,0.0,0.10356954984116698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314263330144612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937754939199641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174241211432262,0.11837301777023805,0.0,0.0,0.134746287013091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613572279563256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901863965457393,0.12580654546063133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FILTHY_GOBSHITE,2019/07/23,"Update #3: I'm being treated! I'm now 36 years old and after over a year of waiting for my referral I've been seen by a specialist! My diagnosis was quite quick as I already went through an initial assessment last week. The specialist was confident that I have ADHD (combined) and after a heart function test I'm being prescribed Lisdexamphetamine (I believe it is vyvance in the USA). I'll write up another update in a couple of weeks when I start the medication. In the meantime I want to cry. Mainly from relief but also from having so many years of struggling when I really shouldn't have had to go through that.",5.583305084745764,6.7092676271186455,6.562500000000004,74.28408898305086,67.64406779661017,9.289830508474578,33.39406779661017,9.516144504307137,3.293657627118644,492,22,85,10,8,164,82,118,0.057999999999999996,0.894,0.048,-0.465,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,9,0,11,2,1,0,0,7,20,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,1,8,2,19,11,1,23,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,16,60,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387039799447735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392725796147772,0.16227504491571101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277930535323708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862134373627302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245271124146084,0.22289808368349398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532410819173294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404611684697052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540687748892424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057290231298535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442054446304836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129303976090152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215830390240508,0.0,0.0,0.12999574344026274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362781531538465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121360351109284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968746921922713,0.0,0.3255403565307284,0.0,0.0,0.18810886627839365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920214670771529 adhd,AUSSIEDOOFHEAD,2019/07/23,anyone in australia i’m thinking about going doctors and getting prescription anyone have info on this topic,7.1433333333333335,10.964292222222225,6.9311111111111146,61.40000000000003,71.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,36.77777777777778,7.1686216300943375,3.854244444444445,92,5,8,1,2,29,17,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6983666442613561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111442243561526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609093354675766,0.0,0.2838134009002015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199873188515583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lostcountofmyfandoms,2019/07/23,Do ADHD meds help with motivaton (ex: starting and finishing projects)? I know they're not going to be a cure-all but this is one of my biggest issues. I can't do anything.,0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,85.0,5.785714285714287,25.892857142857146,7.1686216300943375,1.394571428571429,134,6,27,2,4,46,33,35,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721429772900578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232914027968458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327214882471544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633266700981975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100451626836881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590631420018766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43638037630051096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662130063190528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780692732793586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ethan42,2019/07/23,"Any tips/suggestions on how to stop blurting out stupid/offensive things without thinking? Once again I blurted out something offensive because I was caught up thinking it was funny/important and didn’t realise the context in which it was said made it deeply offensive. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I might work on some mental cues to do this just a little less often?",11.375392156862745,9.699077911764707,9.561764705882354,66.88127450980393,56.647058823529406,12.596078431372552,44.72549019607843,11.20814326018867,5.1750137254901984,310,15,48,6,3,94,52,68,0.131,0.8690000000000001,0.0,-0.8205,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,14,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,1,3,0,10,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,2,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585281078180351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432246162281396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069440139458907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306871632573881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26420678873050163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494344540592808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656571958991439,0.2796488864191272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807363823625614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25075377589616843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294009946455235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039002718361894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513098001052144,0.337821691705714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541109368827779,0.0,0.19191144903873775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thebeautyan,2019/07/23,"Just got diagnosed yesterday Finally at 18 i just got diagnosed and after talking about my symptoms and drug abuse in the past my doc put me on strattera which i'm not happy at all about but still understand him.I thought i would be relived now that i know what's up but i just feel down and slightly depressed (could be strattera too) Anyway does anyone here have a sicsess story with strattera? And if yes how long did it take to work?",6.338604651162791,6.40863146511628,6.3482325581395385,80.18397674418605,65.74418604651163,9.670697674418603,34.64186046511628,9.3871,3.0654911627906976,350,15,67,6,5,111,67,86,0.10400000000000001,0.855,0.040999999999999995,-0.6619,0,0,1,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,1,1,20,14,8,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,7,1,11,6,1,14,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,7,48,11,1,0.0,0.2452696911683595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447442528478213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527841109477542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829500474349338,0.4202159168895567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115340253865836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400626406037599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466906413197734,0.0,0.0,0.2267662777074161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33112514908450386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036302198152727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376574769814067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319486476193866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761180319445096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080994196087621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531622354746991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515975054359,0.15564365789721854,0.16638455233222846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434060006000606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550180381623574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070371271895325,0.0,0.0,0.14705198109086506,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rachelkatarina,2019/07/23,"need advice but also need to rant. premed with no chances and feeling hopeless I’ve had ADHD all my life which went undiagnosed until basically today. Im 22 and a senior in college. My gpa is a 2.9 and my science gpa is probably ~2.5. My dream is med school and I’ve done everything else for it- I have all the extracurriculars they want, Im from a rural area and I volunteer in rural hospitals, I volunteer at a free clinic and provide counseling for birth control and family planning etc. my grades are shit and bc of this I can’t get in and I can’t tell them I have adhd because they’ll think it’s a lie and excuse to get stimulants. I really want to do AmeriCorps and a post bacc but I don’t think this will be enough to make up for a 4 year consistent downward trend in grades. I failed multiple chem classes 2 times in a row and finally only passed the 3rd time around with a C. Partially looking for advice (not posting to premed bc they’ll rip me to shreds and im not ready for it) also looking for support bc I feel very hopeless right now Tldr did awful in school, never getting into med school. Need support and advice",2.785349344978165,4.698062589519652,4.437072052401749,83.64469104803496,75.94323144104803,7.374759825327509,25.860480349344968,8.238735603445708,1.7472565938864624,899,33,176,16,20,302,133,229,0.129,0.775,0.096,-0.9112,0,0,0,0,0,2,18.0,0,0,4,3,4,7,1,0,11,1,17,3,1,3,3,37,35,19,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,18,0,1,4,1,1,2,7,4,0,0,4,4,20,4,27,27,4,27,0,3,2,0,6,13,1,0,10,106,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26145996426809565,0.3188897223403482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397940789117927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683545627796822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631004135694475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200374382691123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131763102964592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087003651615903,0.0,0.0,0.11239672201730047,0.12131619159612216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977626261078772,0.0,0.10254618987548933,0.0,0.110002820894095,0.0,0.0,0.119160949982396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049600028803824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35249662456128994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683309772037286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826921980741622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261014018147251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165560663361435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419724610748997,0.0838962770274727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273054851385843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835845402936,0.0,0.11728105061291415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069685953511392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289579270750507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302673414743666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165902384119827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687990436526425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507674105931292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940106284893394,0.0,0.0,0.1268586190814553,0.0,0.10310879724083667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975321805783112,0.1283201310316744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008382687282418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004944676710344 adhd,bellaash2685,2019/07/23,"I can’t sleep. I’m prescribed 60mg Vyvanse, I take it daily, I’ve been on it for years. I still have trouble sleeping. I feel tired, my eyes hurt, I want to sleep, but I just can’t. My mind won’t shut up. I usually take 2 Benadryl to help me sleep, but lately it hasn’t been helping. Any suggestions? I always take it by 10am. I don’t consume caffeine after 5pm. Idk what else to do?",-1.6526862745098043,0.2903605058823544,1.1936764705882368,99.12071078431377,96.88235294117644,3.774509803921569,18.848039215686274,5.46131890053228,-0.4409019607843137,293,10,71,2,12,101,57,85,0.10800000000000001,0.79,0.102,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,5,0,0,6,15,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,12,0,8,12,0,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620695215883775,0.0,0.0,0.1194905876522008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678532323953994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888455658281244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355528924216251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881039633603583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982114566983337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741962737192782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033579560738645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032430253817918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963420032876578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195577554710856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352259503423588,0.0,0.10363983901489356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315314795358067 adhd,mvilsondpl,2019/07/23,Are you sick? 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Silly question I know, but I need to hear others answer. I was diagnosed as a teen. 28 now. I reached out to my doctor during a lowish point. It's taken a couple months to get my appointment and to finally convince him I'm not just anxious. I'm now at a high point and don't know if I should go back on the medication. I know I can just bank the pills, and use it as a tool later down the line. The entire process has been stressful and I'm done with the medical system. I kind of just want to bail on it if I have to do this several times a year for something I'm not sure about.",1.1243187347931891,2.6377334452554777,3.3325729927007286,91.50401763990268,79.5109489051095,6.318491484184915,21.635644768856448,7.1686216300943375,0.5095600973236007,490,14,113,6,12,168,82,137,0.075,0.855,0.07,-0.5473,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,11,0,11,6,0,1,1,26,26,9,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,4,1,14,4,18,20,0,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,9,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385843560149536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162998800616812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608650589503902,0.0,0.1034029154982694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768881448251745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216761912489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362020514050766,0.0,0.17358709720696758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581785487655625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862299560170883,0.0,0.19280562525376013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911817180874222,0.0,0.0,0.17922001459639847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664019674726833,0.2796673395544033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417622863762798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539448378530994,0.0,0.0,0.1257761139108669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207042856188244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002082338665024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162998800616812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058698855733805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943069124554492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987124016581816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891074413975648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650308218626765,0.0,0.0,0.10005027439487063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923408998900758 adhd,AgentRaven211,2019/07/23,Medication Is medication safe and worth it? I’ve just been diagnosed with it for a year now and can’t seem to focus on anything. Does the medication actually help and what are the side affects of it?,4.393076923076921,6.045717025641029,6.423589743589744,72.16307692307696,71.05128205128204,10.328205128205127,30.948717948717945,10.504223727775694,3.5080871794871795,160,7,31,5,3,56,32,39,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.2584941492804637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179816638954296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26885748301102186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180677307959704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754999112091446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8005455547064353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411456463333329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058029054893803 adhd,ghostboyash,2019/07/23,"aaaaAHH do you ever just get so frustrated with your brain jumping from thing to thing to thing, and executive dysfunction preventing you from doing the thing you want to? i literally ended up telling myself out loud over and over to focus on one thing, granted it didn't work but oof it sucks so much, i wish i could have ways to manage this or get on a medication",5.040704225352108,6.29750715492958,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,69.0,9.060281690140846,28.284507042253523,9.3871,2.3360005633802823,292,10,57,6,5,94,52,71,0.11900000000000001,0.792,0.08900000000000001,-0.3106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,4,2,2,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,1,12,10,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,8,0,14,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233088251554397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331914960667466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226670956415784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635951339616767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226828630663052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868328559836733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595773353084629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709769662722913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973577338432052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7210850137080985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803825115799586,0.1723064424774521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496290306648893,0.0,0.0,0.1580353971096667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ejaquita,2019/07/23,"Literally anything but housework... I find myself waking up everyday telling myself that I need to do something about the state of my house! I have washing galore, dishes that have been avoided for weeks and just chaos of a mess everywhere I look.... but yet somehow everyday I find my self wasting hours doing something pointless like perfecting a new makeup look or buying new shoes, going out to see friends or just going out in general to avoid looking at my house.... the state of my house really really bugs me but I can never bring myself to do anything about it and this makes me hate myself and hate my life.... My family and friends say to me “we just don’t understand why you don’t just do it! Just get it done and then it’s done..stop being so lazy and making excuses it’s not that hard!” I know in my mind it’s not hard to do but it’s almost like it’s physically impossible to start.... I wish there was more understanding out there of the daily struggles of adhd but some days I don’t feel like I even understand myself and I just question “why are you so lazy!” “It’s not that hard” “what are you doing with your life” I suffer with adhd and narcolepsy and most days just feel impossible even with the medication.... Tell me I’m not the only one!!",2.9854987118145035,5.035685578947373,4.3149521531100525,84.12352870813399,75.80161943319838,7.405888847994111,23.777880014722122,8.296473431620573,1.4850340080971662,986,31,193,18,22,325,121,247,0.165,0.725,0.11,-0.9655,0,2,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,4,0,1,17,13,2,3,7,0,18,7,2,2,2,57,40,19,0,2,18,0,5,3,2,0,4,1,0,1,15,16,1,2,9,0,1,3,8,7,0,1,3,10,33,6,25,36,3,24,0,1,4,0,13,7,0,7,15,139,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411506786326048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004644829130155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512358529194168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294071426282637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534174202706929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325320330847726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945807643968983,0.0,0.1014581906808164,0.07167468802201217,0.0,0.0,0.183396831000708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502707357536008,0.0,0.05241749125747159,0.0,0.11403797747427355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696238416844298,0.1981072110117487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880334573544844,0.3472967957104703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513791022507709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172994866406827,0.14704628644516246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527519710510555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394008240907038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107039113625227,0.0,0.0,0.10130316699903476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743922985965337,0.07737951084235194,0.19379574737905794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798517633698302,0.07630433199825476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239086177329843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854599003311284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797852362606218,0.0,0.0,0.07994881106645439,0.0,0.1046644881895682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447553503623215,0.0,0.0,0.07101301637808415,0.0,0.0,0.08387910387268221,0.0,0.10488511367129713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753830319132151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133364660079313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047745702766994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106170091372306,0.0,0.11537280363804922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MasterOfReaIity,2019/07/23,How were you diagnosed by your doctor? What did you tell them etc. I'm just wondering how in-depth you have to go with describing your experiences because some are difficult to bring up.,4.589047619047619,6.8625048571428575,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,71.85714285714286,10.380952380952381,28.809523809523807,10.504223727775694,3.447380952380952,150,6,28,5,3,48,30,35,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,5,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23184744123145146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38602994668643387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892868988648593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42417178493524893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720386133495813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615198495473054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33242776937158924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41245486931348413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,what-it-do-baby,2019/07/23,"brave enough to get help i am finally secure enough to reach out for help and have come to terms with any outcome. but every time i reach out to a professional in a clinic or medical group i can’t seem to be welcomed. with this healthcare system i cannot seem to find a place that is currently accepting new patients bc of the lack of professionals, any advice on how to get help?",4.94802631578947,5.6947019605263165,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,68.86842105263158,9.237894736842106,28.35789473684211,9.3871,2.276045263157896,303,10,61,6,5,99,55,76,0.037000000000000005,0.7140000000000001,0.249,0.9169,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,14,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,16,10,4,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,39,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065051063050684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874175539749497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203844730238952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436712043113478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805108395418495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314970623349011,0.19314793432007973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081799567370705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249416470898555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288849062843687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040997550613977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207904615740679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847661063211903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322576168433393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SirTurnUp,2019/07/23,"Vyvanse & Running Out Early After being prescribed to IR adderall for the last few years, I finally tested the waters with Shire Cares and was accepted into the program. My doctor had mentioned that he wished he could prescribe Vyvanse but since it was about $300 for a 30 day script, it wasn't an option for me. Well, Shire Cares made that a reality - as I'm now prescribed to 70mg Vyvanse for a 30 day script. I've been taking it since May and started at 60mg but was bumped up last month. Well, I've been running out early. I will take it at 10 or 11 am and I find myself being extremely tired and unmotivated by 4:00 or 5:00. I do think it works VERY well but does anybody have any suggestions? I've even started waiting until 2:00 or 3:00 and I find it wearing off by 8. As I'm sure you can guess, this had lead to me taking two on a few days. I just don't want to continue running out early and I hate the mental feeling of taking two on some days (I almost feel shameful). While this post is all over the place, I appreciate those of ya who could offer up suggeations.",2.8146111111111085,4.415844895454548,4.141212121212123,87.14126262626263,75.04545454545455,6.343434343434343,24.949494949494948,6.937597516519254,0.9515101010101006,847,28,173,8,18,279,132,220,0.063,0.8240000000000001,0.113,0.845,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,7,9,1,1,10,0,20,4,1,2,2,38,39,16,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,11,1,1,6,0,0,4,2,2,3,2,9,2,15,7,30,24,4,37,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,8,19,112,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251567193383984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542367950394862,0.0,0.08499564508475888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486574990361344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995843659465499,0.0,0.0,0.3224258555997887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792979032158128,0.10937722218301607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255292809549351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126394661351266,0.0,0.0,0.13691746990579756,0.22847224252356754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768759418504478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339907541741844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037626508888128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182659984912165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595779379348326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997636646456896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305851187619888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970327680082235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067815603351512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693329826621795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779904427778215,0.0,0.3758995572289846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008681044534642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365450667279492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418884735692284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312760626863947,0.07372074358853649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33713575972888565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437292183817209,0.0,0.0,0.09099223773259664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048771867855667 adhd,laughingpineapple800,2019/07/23,"adhd in a relationship?? my boyfriend know i have adhd. however, sometimes people get annoyed with some of my “symptoms”. what’s the best way to handle adhd in a relationship. (this is my first relationship btw) i hope he’s understanding about it but idk. any advice or your own experience would be appreciated!! :)",3.1596818181818165,6.301467945454547,5.327613636363637,69.11142045454548,87.72727272727272,7.840909090909091,26.875,8.472884824447931,3.0125,247,11,39,7,8,85,45,55,0.055,0.7170000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9108,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,6,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193159701586927,0.16785531226778153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168120346681302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026594422315464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680276800924398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611065686373706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974469029206275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706100838269395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440235611802136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908628410202195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532621418862215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988862269656846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853868852489924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882252294350934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136346000681341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202313761110425,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jillwoa,2019/07/23,"Adhd depression vs regular depression For a while i was wondering if i was depressed or just having a victim day, when I read online that adhd can come with 'situational' depression and anxiety. What i took 'situational' to mean was the lows you feel and the funk you get into when you hear people talking behind your back. Like that chest sink 'i guess ill never talk again' funk. I determined i probably wasnt regular depressed, considering 10 minutes later i was beaming at a new series announcement. But just curious to what you guys think about 'situational' depression in adhd vs regular depression.",6.789905660377357,8.924755867924526,8.05674528301887,60.899457547169845,65.79245283018868,12.09245283018868,34.94811320754717,11.698219412168324,5.250211320754717,486,23,71,18,8,166,70,106,0.275,0.6659999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,7,10,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,0,1,18,16,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,9,0,0,6,2,13,1,9,10,0,15,0,8,0,0,9,4,0,4,10,51,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081045447544294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659160887560054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870376999698915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750492886799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299950848122096,0.0,0.6824450311354036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723330181525828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913817459992956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469380510161135,0.11207792610584648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757566755451089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055299918363451085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329932647140593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730068747805393,0.10932158779721222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784731156658195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204017519517668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322268195926563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816978222483377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195896523962105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252889551879763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576053307319754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275195040747547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HappyNotLimitless,2019/07/23,"Best headphones to help comfortably focus when at desk? Hey guys, &#x200B; Since starting a new work from home job & moving in with my girlfriend I've found myself not being able to sit down at my desk and use my computer without getting distracted. How I organize my work flow & manage distractions on my computer is one thing... but I don't really give myself a fighting chance if I'm unable to tune everything out and focus. &#x200B; This led me to research the best headphones to buy..... the use case would be Spotify music and maybe a few podcasts for 3-4 hours at a time. This would mean they would have to be comfortable enough to wear for long periods but still provide enough noise cancellation and isolation to keep me focused. &#x200B; I originally planned to buy [the Audio-Technica ATH-M40x renewed headphones](https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B016YKB8ZU/ref=ox_sc_act_title_1?smid=A2QIWAU5KJ023X&psc=1) for $80 on Amazon, but I recently bought a MacBook with a student discount and got a pair of [Beats Studio3 Wireless Headphones](https://www.apple.com/shop/product/MQ562LL/A/beats-studio3-wireless-over-ear-headphones-matte-black) for free with my computer. They are valued at $350 at the Apple store, but they are going for \~$200 because of all the students selling them. &#x200B; These headphones seem nice and I'm not an ""audiophile"" by any means - I just want to know if you have any advice for me? Should I keep these? Should I sell them and buy another pair for comfort/sound reasons? Let me know, thanks guys!",8.578493330417665,9.914393776951671,6.943258254974854,73.46631095560902,61.0446096654275,9.898184998906627,36.64137327793571,9.916854025145753,3.790248020992785,1262,56,198,24,17,373,168,269,0.033,0.797,0.17,0.9881,1,1,0,0,2,0,95.0,0,1,5,6,4,10,1,2,13,0,15,1,1,6,1,42,35,15,0,8,10,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,5,11,0,2,7,0,9,4,4,3,0,1,3,0,25,8,35,23,6,25,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,10,119,30,12,0.0784847494985981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669438886167462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952673530380435,0.3814702448988755,0.10674464203157147,0.08229810306065241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784357482523776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647298049490596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219145305609053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053703212347799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605447681185238,0.0,0.0,0.04100504227444183,0.07528972332691954,0.044604691821815264,0.0,0.062771423892343,0.0,0.0,0.1554244827167011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260667320139447,0.0,0.07872660300241817,0.0,0.07729166870726313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788400348184192,0.13952170302152764,0.0,0.0,0.08626633154181683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025597386678361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945653353522492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884847993866982,0.170985801593417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341686792508288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580106013517587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053183297461532116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050279340245670726,0.08069539410112911,0.0774942216591361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144956826248111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492339582426304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555190965389648,0.0,0.0626780223324644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225821257966171,0.0,0.0,0.05214178013443059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045765088590268885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557124846879126,0.0,0.0,0.04629233872401475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565649778183141,0.0,0.114275664767669,0.0,0.0,0.16725994261899713,0.0,0.3814702448988755,0.0 adhd,moonwish18,2019/07/23,"Songs stuck in your head Do any of guys get songs struck in your head so bad that they stay there for days? Or make it so you can’t sleep at night? Maybe it’s not related idk but it’s been a problem for me though my whole life and actually causes me a lot of distress. It’s not like a typical experience of having a song stuck in your head, it’s like listening to your self go over a line from a song over and over that won’t stop no matter how hard you try.",3.7281518151815187,3.341204207920793,4.7611386138613865,90.90956270627063,71.27722772277228,8.713531353135314,23.764026402640265,8.344100000000001,0.8501273927392736,359,7,91,5,6,118,66,101,0.272,0.706,0.021,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,1,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,5,5,4,3,0,13,11,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,0,2,7,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,6,10,2,14,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,5,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.18304116037520626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755396074182934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661302764319632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926859508156337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096706509584715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347934928916346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979975285493813,0.0,0.10660029395870677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572368588675076,0.0,0.0,0.16802578356448597,0.0,0.5775024789929674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248616403908506,0.18327435248930424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946521728617208,0.0,0.0,0.12520436151089556,0.0,0.18843917077684064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602164025690625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794790577825232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956763081064392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877053558763017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992455125190706,0.0,0.15681683116202216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428646963191134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734764638963125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094150894180876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iwaskylester101,2019/07/23,"Worried about starting Straterra I was just diagnosed last week after going in with anxiety/focus related issues. My psychiatrist doesn’t like to start with stimulants right away for anxiety ridden people though. After reading about Straterra, it seems like it could either go pretty well or absolutely awful. I’m a bit worried about this since some people said it put them in a funk that they still haven’t gotten out of. It’s also a bit expensive, but I’m still waiting on my really bad insurance to approve it, it’s been about a week now and still no luck. I’d honestly rather just go the stimulant route since I’ve taken one before with completely fine results (not that she knows, since I wasn’t diagnosed yet. ADHD friend recommended - I know it was dumb.). Plus it seems like the consensus is that the stimulant route has a pretty good success rate but not perfect. Plus they are cheaper. And with my second semester of college coming up, I’d rather not deal with any of the issues that Straterra could bring, even if it works 1-2 months down the road. Any advice? If I left anything out just ask!",6.016071428571429,7.197111211538463,6.259093406593407,76.65019230769231,66.69230769230771,9.404395604395603,30.241758241758237,9.606745405546679,2.8579604395604403,884,32,154,18,14,283,127,208,0.08199999999999999,0.737,0.18100000000000002,0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,4,18,13,1,0,10,1,11,2,0,4,1,40,29,11,0,6,14,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,14,12,0,1,4,1,1,7,7,2,1,2,7,1,11,11,27,20,4,31,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,7,16,102,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848819285880734,0.11260477677538015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215213449960226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672537152114305,0.0,0.08815326060973812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094827296589479,0.0,0.10772770420697993,0.0,0.10826560327676714,0.0,0.09621510300299817,0.0,0.0,0.09805516388658304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516101266277345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926339880787377,0.12082006178090625,0.0,0.0,0.18400903876658625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880060923336333,0.0,0.2339190170969379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761105955077012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902906425716445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646944608121347,0.09665233613778383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405475303116636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665856199750564,0.0939306276540296,0.0,0.0,0.12520146179988326,0.0,0.0,0.1688917036589732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197822659216527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808515626398205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977670598741686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344676564508717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584142755382301,0.0,0.0,0.11526461650605767,0.0,0.07382148770998784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984087219032684,0.10961338269077144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098083785348335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596685896316143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312563354029214,0.0,0.27607670462824546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321626255824145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184866617881082,0.0,0.1036086949785915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389131143107575,0.2340502889469137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sandpapergate,2019/07/23,"54mg Concerta is too much, 36mg isn't enough And 45mg (18mg + 27mg) would be doubling my prescription cost. I can never seem to get it right with medication",4.006857142857143,3.3399664000000016,6.069285714285716,82.71821428571431,70.71428571428571,10.428571428571429,28.92857142857143,10.125756701596842,2.389,124,4,30,3,2,44,30,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384640056295028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221703853660416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274850754647416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119439560282057,0.0,0.3272826557807084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623901181957168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863096767501294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014440158640749,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FlickrFade,2019/07/23,"Just got Adderall XR I’ve been on a downward spiral for awhile, my symptoms were getting worse and I was so nervous, reluctant to go see my family doctor as I didn’t want to come off as “one of those”. I don’t know why I worried so much. He was so supportive and understanding and told me to reach out to get the help you need when you move. Today was a huge win for me, I could cry. Anyways, carry on your way.",2.981724137931036,3.582978609195404,4.57764367816092,88.06922413793106,73.2528735632184,7.639080459770115,25.99425287356322,7.793537801064563,1.2236528735632186,317,10,72,4,6,107,65,87,0.14400000000000002,0.706,0.15,-0.0909,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,11,20,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,8,1,12,2,13,11,1,12,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937460830200896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957792564770605,0.0,0.24706076707805455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302120836523636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203173381811105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350197024646136,0.0,0.1278255163148896,0.0,0.1798866742743701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075712641261002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360850304688215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390511799630843,0.16533987686943175,0.1667731081971986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524095824830662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922973170295947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552331502076035,0.0,0.23377488583998826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131950204821819,0.21491783546995188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341465327886482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266187607481442,0.17852864836953375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295261207495566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284141348058885,0.2292096417842291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrMtnLion,2019/07/23,"long-term medication experiences- share your story, ease others’ worry Hey all, lately I (20) have been a bit worried about side-effects or “issues” that can arise from using adhd medication (namely adderall) in the long term. I’ve been taking adderall for almost a year now- my original dose was 25 mg and it worked wonders on my brain, but absolutely wrecked me (back pain, no sleep) so I got it lowered to 15mg and have been on that for the past 5 months. I am worried about taking it for the next few years and beyond that- I’m worried about my heart/cardiovascular system, my gastrointestinal system, my liver and kidneys, more than i am worried about my medications becoming leas effective over time. I eat relatively healthy (not much fast food or sodas) and do not drink coffee (anymore) or alcohol at all, nor do I take any additional medications aside from vitamins and the occassional ibuprofen (600mg maybe twice a month). I also take Zquil at night because of insomnia. Are any of my worries valid? With a healthy lifestyle, my heart and organs should be mostly ok right? When I had a higher dose my lower back would hurt once it wore off, but I couldn’t tell if it was just my muscles or kidneys(?). Now I never have much pain from it but I have to drink water constantly or I feel dehydrated to the point where I can feel my blood pounding. I know stimulant medication comes with risks- I’ve seen many medical papers over these issues (ie. heart failures), and just as many reports from actual long-term users that say they’ve had no problems at all!) I’d love to hear anyones experiences (physical symptoms) with long term medications, using stimulants for 5-10+ years if you’re out there please! To compare stories to other long-term users, and to give others an idea of what to expect for ourselves (and our internal organs) later in life. thanks",6.927690613817783,7.520256398843937,7.06924029727498,73.72553949903663,64.4913294797688,9.827470410129367,32.66116157445637,9.725611199111238,3.0876803192953486,1478,56,260,28,21,476,205,346,0.129,0.784,0.087,-0.9368,2,0,3,0,0,0,59.0,1,1,0,2,16,9,0,1,11,1,22,32,8,6,4,53,41,25,0,7,14,0,2,0,0,2,17,2,0,0,15,16,7,0,6,2,0,1,7,5,0,1,10,5,28,4,41,27,11,42,0,1,1,1,10,15,0,10,24,163,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.06816215735030523,0.0,0.0839444429835077,0.0,0.0,0.07464691057176533,0.0699432828103928,0.0,0.0,0.0558578998008669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949988857688308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927104184566497,0.048839764845501385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741852306890644,0.0,0.04257905795637956,0.0771422904445333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625658004761728,0.0,0.0,0.07797413738356641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060168383669155674,0.0,0.07548152191197705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685007178087624,0.0,0.07147255503136482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665066645276375,0.0,0.0,0.07063510126621822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446120379633189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700514133332756,0.0,0.0,0.055864305827470304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872444810108675,0.2483127802187363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477437042969423,0.07885056685778698,0.0,0.14580758132686436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838696359772923,0.0,0.078792262649868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493361315097612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090690628415919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304108813856762,0.0,0.0,0.1416310334849891,0.07017230650812617,0.0,0.0,0.4925558090001228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150497148535993,0.0,0.10269351506073432,0.0,0.05387154597971172,0.0,0.0742847780050394,0.06554817897600725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743864788775543,0.0,0.0,0.1486476691642975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667839177600726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667278713263755,0.06602950360936277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683567648161598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059650322344165216,0.0,0.05554640985613148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698990433436335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259943945279651,0.210069816295528,0.0,0.0610507546824836,0.06430720598308723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072928008790823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065352697529555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574782663811183,0.05085061234366281,0.4256078600680838,0.0,0.049618441045074416,0.0,0.0,0.13494062404455634 adhd,Kristenmarie2112,2019/07/23,"Unfocused brain or the universe providing? A few weeks ago we traveled to florida. While packing, I went to pack some shirts and as I was looking at them I said to myself ""i really need new shirts"". I walked away and never returned. When we got to Florida, thats when i realized i never packed any. Sigh... guess I got my wish.",0.6711805555555586,3.1903980625000017,2.6708333333333343,88.57972222222223,91.8125,6.594444444444445,22.73611111111111,7.793537801064563,1.5999152777777788,252,10,50,6,9,84,47,64,0.046,0.9079999999999999,0.046,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,2,12,9,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,2,13,0,7,4,2,14,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,9,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260766825954775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077400098398726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359407422176613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803391914863005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40169612269201216,0.0,0.2766431306144181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088223358151406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862064302493334,0.38736704632662894,0.2425386430971055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087747238964614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388779269343339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143778685936167,0.0,0.0,0.2327959219284477,0.0,0.0,0.28878201532408965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BCWI,2019/07/23,"Raspy voice Has anyone dealt with a raspy voice on concerta. I've had it for like 3 weeks, but it is progressively getting better. Reading some articles it seems like a rare side effect. &#x200B; Please let me know if you have had any experience, or advice! :) I have a doctors appt next week.",2.366207792207792,5.235822763636367,3.136103896103897,86.57272727272729,85.0,6.051948051948052,22.402597402597397,7.447530270364453,1.175987012987012,232,8,43,4,7,73,45,55,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,3,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294711754825751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544360084885658,0.28534168798988274,0.15969107288689702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419717735849104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768625727330392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035637885066635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297068156110008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226879226901424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290553115898316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401275104483249,0.0,0.22945017004141194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249742211243531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577705946622126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348915188025689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377856529354491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767296674925334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28534168798988274,0.0 adhd,Terravash,2019/07/23,"AMdroid is a great alarm for Android users Hey all, &#x200B; The phone contains a solid alarm system, but also allows you to make a ton of different profiles, each with different tests on them for when you wake up. &#x200B; I've been struggling to wake up in the morning, the classic cycle of squirrelling (as my wife calls it) at midnight and being up till 4am, then crashing through my alarms with my sleep brain cancelling them all. &#x200B; This app has a ton of different puzzles on it that you can set to trigger whenever the alarm goes off. I personally have a standard A x B +/- C = X puzzle play 10 times, so by the time I finish doing them I'm awake enough for my actual conscious brain to take over and get me out of bed or at least not go back to sleep. &#x200B; For the first few days I had it set to go off every 5 minutes, so alarm goes > I spend 2-3 minutes solving puzzles > put head down > Alarm goes off after no time at all and repeat. It only took 2 repeats before I was just too grumpy with the alarm to be sleepy and was able to get up on time for the first time in months. &#x200B; I'm not sure if there's an iphone equiv, but if you're like me (wanting to get up but sleep you just isn't co-operating) then give it a shot! &#x200B; Good luck all and keep striving for your next step!",4.13829438294383,4.755337321033213,4.607127921279211,88.84733804838051,70.62361623616236,7.0554325543255425,27.97068470684707,6.691623216298621,1.1384512505125048,1038,35,222,7,18,329,158,271,0.109,0.8140000000000001,0.077,-0.7922,3,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,5,3,2,9,14,0,8,16,0,12,8,8,3,5,37,25,19,0,3,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,2,1,1,1,5,4,8,0,2,5,0,19,6,46,18,10,46,0,0,0,0,14,19,0,7,20,137,26,1,0.06928859465918774,0.0,0.06761567338742595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541006411567268,0.0,0.450444980188565,0.50515935915317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053278652363211436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895949070883224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469797350743325,0.07075140207633328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468541145275769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171755022796821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159364029179241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837862939294899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178736864420202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860129278443094,0.06646793364224855,0.07875661020221382,0.05811598582501922,0.0,0.07639092022198171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111008788036975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158688655170438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03385090744837563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625067496976296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553054952052114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368920648201427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269709850196678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050012827071882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965417527074308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080159021607973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243548330457496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530368046944886,0.0,0.05209640011170872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020136837494524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698217812438593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086820833557443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50515935915317,0.0 adhd,Chewsballs,2019/07/23,"General rant about school Felt like I had to get this off my chest and rant somewhere, so here I am. If I word anything badly, or things don't make sense, sorry about that. Try to point them out so I can correct them, thanks Recently I've been having some problems with school, but here's some backstory so my current situation can be understood better. I'm in my last year of high school and I've had a rough start to the year. I was forced to move out of home in February over disagreements on rules with my parents (they wouldn't give me internet access to study, among other things), and although I don't regret moving out, my whole routine has been severely messed up. I now live an hour away from school by car, and I have to get up at 6am which is far earlier than I was used to, and as a result I've been sleeping far less, I started falling asleep in class as a result of that, and for 5 months I was pretty much unable to concentrate in class. I should probably add that the extra stress meant my medication taking habit completely broke. So during that time, I was barely taking my medication (strattera btw) and when I did I felt sick the entire day (not unexpected for strattera). Fast Forward to today. It's my second day back at school after a 2 week break, and although I was meant to catch up on schoolwork, I used the time to relax my brain so I could potentially focus better when the term started. Thankfully I have until next week to learn a bunch of chemistry and physics stuff from last term so I'm relieved about that. Today, however, I was in a double chemistry period and we started on Thermochemistry, and the first thing we did was the Aufbau principle, if anyone here is familiar with that. I tried so hard to understand what our teacher was explaining to us, and I barely felt like I was learning anything. I had to keep asking the people next to me who understood it the first time, and I needed them to explain the same thing several times until I understood. I feel so stupid whenever I finally understand something, like everyone got it 30 minutes ago and they're secretly making fun of me because it's taking so long for me to understand. It feels even worse for me because everyone said I was the gifted one in primary school, and that I was gonna be the most likely person to succeed. I'm scared to tell my relatives that I'm not doing well in school right now and I don't get stuff, because I'll just feel like a failure and disappointment to them. I'm not sure how I can improve how fast I understand the concepts and topics that are constantly thrown at me in school, and although I know taking medication, eating better, and having a consistent sleep schedule is going to help with that a lot, I keep slipping back into my old habits. School just feels so hopeless right now...",6.939975624619134,6.611862244972577,7.139281535648994,76.35302955514932,64.57586837294332,10.364631322364414,32.85856185252895,9.888512548439397,3.0454597684338824,2236,80,420,42,30,724,262,547,0.124,0.77,0.106,-0.8795,3,0,1,0,0,1,55.0,4,0,5,6,29,26,1,2,23,0,41,10,5,8,2,87,91,45,0,8,9,1,9,5,0,3,4,1,1,1,26,31,1,2,22,1,0,7,7,10,1,4,29,10,61,16,72,56,13,86,0,4,0,0,20,32,0,7,53,294,87,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330027804623344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042043237954808715,0.0,0.0989612472510492,0.0,0.05621202098572558,0.0,0.05649269524701856,0.09247019391732658,0.05020477721085469,0.1099613074232409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953628816811566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712328003029258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304357730743253,0.06497753617314289,0.0,0.04800770621100992,0.0,0.0,0.07755580291601362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152645591000664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971430026666964,0.0,0.0,0.11491069704178215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161108391459274,0.042955804953287394,0.17319833814124594,0.06586782125161689,0.0,0.10229052499993413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424396224389947,0.057680726149773084,0.034172406276451864,0.0,0.04809024594025826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386331620350855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030285909544985,0.06352905049942595,0.06031377760237786,0.0,0.05921445025112219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688992850976882,0.0,0.0,0.03304504536431172,0.09802548846202153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468787139495176,0.0,0.05309455788324112,0.053211821124137436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051119091605663115,0.0,0.0,0.08027246736845642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171938217022884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047993986704616166,0.12781413724064375,0.04420135829658766,0.04458451312069911,0.0,0.0,0.1278946615720115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309473508873238,0.0,0.040744620660914686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676557192532014,0.0,0.0,0.041685523775474916,0.0525018778166341,0.0,0.0,0.05684085787612151,0.0,0.0,0.06117229046099148,0.06482868153631291,0.057534843975523775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936962948185308,0.0,0.0,0.1026988030892529,0.05719596285363696,0.0,0.060199107545706475,0.5476791738407778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358561566091167,0.0,0.0,0.06758694154627763,0.12034382726478512,0.0,0.0,0.04628984887268167,0.0,0.06730892126637311,0.17023701755045034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688769816338238,0.0,0.137665469853835,0.0,0.0,0.056670389815403,0.0,0.1808365642540425,0.0,0.05255495014269577,0.11071646933225844,0.0,0.0,0.15978678672181668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024562320321704,0.0,0.11398955491932508,0.0,0.0,0.0816465949420765,0.0,0.0,0.25038351269289466,0.07232716951062372,0.10386341868672053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646289485502828,0.0,0.05406273325244476,0.0,0.0,0.06713131127749472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061276067778482324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744155176862658 adhd,Maddensavege,2019/07/23,"I’m a musician and I have adhd I was diagnosed with adhd since I was 5. I couldn’t focus and I am always hyper. In school I wasn’t that good I had a b honor roll in elementary but now I just get c,d,b. I always loved music since 6 so I always wanted to be a rapper. But I make 3 songs and put them on SoundCloud. I don’t have the motivation to make music but I want to at the same time. I just started Vyvanse and I just procrastinate when I’m making lyrics for my song. Does taking a higher dose make you more productive. And is there other rappers/singers that have adhd.",-0.6141935483870959,1.5299787903225839,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,91.741935483871,5.035483870967743,16.620967741935484,6.6274283507984215,-0.05032903225806429,446,11,97,6,16,160,76,124,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,7,3,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,5,0,21,24,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,18,3,9,18,2,9,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,65,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886350667806138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075463630571155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657095975809931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287349064408922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529873975272684,0.0,0.0,0.13693815855953076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473522002866382,0.0,0.435920146416453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412548737067226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523195829611154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27010745689335924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555915130194094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227542645556691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520059399755787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925947607582884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noahfrei,2019/07/23,"Overwhelmed while shopping DAE get extremely overwhelmed when they walk into the mall, grocery store, or any other place to shop? I always have this sense of urgency to get everything I need, but I never know where to start. For example, if I am going to the mall to shop for a shirt, I get overwhelmed by the amount of options and I can't make a decision on which one I like best, leaving me frustrated and ready to leave. This happens to me all the time and really gets upsetting when I have a shirt idea in my head, but cant ever seem to get the ""right"" one. I was just curious for tips on how to stop becoming overwhelmed and if anyone else feels this way?",10.294274809160306,6.320008351145043,9.670748091603055,72.39314503816797,60.90839694656489,13.533435114503815,39.94045801526717,11.20814326018867,4.14388427480916,518,18,105,10,5,167,84,131,0.095,0.752,0.153,0.7326,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,5,8,0,6,3,3,2,3,24,19,13,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,5,4,2,3,6,0,2,1,1,13,2,19,18,3,18,0,4,0,0,1,7,0,5,9,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817718170767966,0.0,0.0,0.12110079758493425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245179757380147,0.18246444291701114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667584150606424,0.0,0.0,0.1868844223529416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487633466981554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108394229901105,0.0,0.0,0.16004720587101412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004281504571278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651983677991213,0.0,0.1012072110196293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747593423963102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276189519214892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010311270331799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786834594799186,0.0,0.0,0.3771229206460545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700110186401575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887006841575587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204438081152706,0.1373466042781112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413438133553703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860561446298843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408288209902147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207971238009896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621177332933773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604624341638318,0.0,0.0,0.14888321160720466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384012957179704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135195467604714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ritavitz,2019/07/23,"It's hard, but you can do it I don't know who needs to read this, but as I sure needed a few weeks back and just thinking about this made me feel better, so here it goes: You really CAN do it. Just think back of all the things you've already accomplished - yeah, it feels tempting to think 'well, but that's cause x and y helped me do it' or 'yeah, i did it but it was easier back then'. No! It was ALL you. I know people said you weren't suit for it, and, most of all, I KNOW THAT OUR PERCEIVED IMAGE IS OUR WORST ENEMY AND THAT IT FEELS OVERWHELMING. But LOOK AT EVERYTHING YOU ALREADY DID! You DEFINETLY can do it again!",0.014910941475829276,2.1314099312977106,1.6877557251908402,98.51723155216288,87.09160305343512,5.630737913486005,15.60356234096692,7.0316486544052195,-0.3603591857506361,475,9,115,7,15,154,75,131,0.11599999999999999,0.759,0.126,-0.3237,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,6,0,2,10,5,0,1,2,2,14,0,0,2,4,31,28,13,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,19,4,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,7,6,15,3,8,21,6,7,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,2,6,85,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890534978947707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066398512209357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559032393436806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108568468264408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842696806579534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673937999635831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579101326916461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815518011497125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29063272739638873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802881316949987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679815642512508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614152591824058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220871373451077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632533397473266,0.0,0.11292796410155187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768039400915974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613958081650174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171110250540528,0.3388547640066898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141399282480361,0.0,0.1584947601315816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,im-a-lllama,2019/07/23,ADHD and Addiction I found [this article](https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/qbxe3v/the-disturbing-relationship-between-addiction-and-adhd-511) through snapchat of all places. It was nice to see something written in a adult pov instead of just the medical pov or solely on adolescent/teen symptoms. I also enjoyed how it presented the real dangers of addiction in relation to ADHD instead of the placing blame on over-diagnosing or on medicating.,12.056408450704224,13.256598830985922,10.943767605633802,48.21593309859159,53.64788732394365,14.423943661971832,52.96126760563379,13.427899808715575,8.268292957746477,371,25,42,13,4,118,52,71,0.08800000000000001,0.816,0.096,0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,8,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,2,12,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,2,1,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749860165255674,0.6200907823102347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753925634097178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456485316497344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857667072614948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34652092909132365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593830537916758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576072979578135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465143853088686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705268169560658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324052606328406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787620542252122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,juastin,2019/07/23,"My ADHD medication is a blessing and a burden. I have a really big love-hate relationship with my Adderal. On one end, it make me more focused, able to go through with the day... yeah you get it, just improves my mindset and my daily life. Then the other hand, when my medication starts to wear out, I’m not so much of an amazing person anymore. When it starts to wear off or is fully worn off, I tend to have mood swings and my emotions start to get to me more easily. I also begin, to make poor decisions making skills. On top of that, I’m out of it and I’m completely sluggish. It’s almost like a physical dependency. I fear, if I get off my medication to switch to another type, I will lose all my progress and it will be a downhill spiral. Especially, with the fact I’m about to go off to college. Recently, I left my medication at home for a quick trip. This was all an accident. When I realized it was gone, I told my friend when he was dropping me off at the airport, it was going to be a long trip. The funny thing is that it was only going to be 3 days. First day I’m off my medication, I feel off. I decided to join a discord call with my friends back in the city. It just went downhill from there. I started to explain something, but came out the way I didn’t wanted to say it. Whenever I tried to explain more it got worse and worse. I could focus on what I was really saying. Eventually it kept building up. Lets say things didn’t end well between my friends and I after that. This only happens specifically when I’m not on my medication. When I am on my medication, I’m the best person to be around. Idk it’s just heaven and hell.",2.0063996043521257,3.811040584569735,4.232543026706232,84.72515479723047,77.87240356083086,7.341998021760633,25.17992087042532,8.238735603445708,1.5799492383778442,1275,47,269,24,30,441,168,337,0.095,0.779,0.127,0.7822,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,6,17,14,1,1,18,1,22,11,3,4,3,42,57,20,0,3,8,0,2,1,3,2,8,3,1,2,23,17,0,1,6,0,1,9,4,4,1,2,15,5,37,9,51,34,7,57,3,1,0,0,15,23,1,4,24,189,60,2,0.08688074331458981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441376997695424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699851453219146,0.0,0.0,0.06947849903952946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911020346369063,0.0,0.0,0.08616235181592961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734228133721932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680592878068485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117597999275852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871495277363313,0.09936842505778076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910928063900334,0.0,0.0,0.06936720398627437,0.0,0.0,0.1680926759200365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772914240056016,0.15390110201178933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776499051334067,0.043929514294107457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390071588034179,0.0,0.0,0.20137154030355006,0.0,0.13617480753429628,0.0,0.19750531437278707,0.0,0.06948646713562326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682835438503073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714846936734989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439618182092588,0.08884144638961994,0.061366438371924674,0.04244554266765289,0.0,0.0,0.07688672385586022,0.0,0.09719732853555813,0.0,0.0,0.07841326289210727,0.0,0.17398071240755075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126624600017376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386734296267259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887264016127593,0.13215344057395845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517218278316196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131605775180743,0.0,0.08578425265218677,0.09327740410934747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727316266437815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688504081265027,0.0,0.0,0.24597854916319364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543941070758362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301827342955025,0.0,0.05898632170883504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124451340938549,0.06896189007739266,0.0,0.0,0.07811622219763169,0.08053931947354524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707779973424145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AmyInCO,2019/07/23,"Rearranging furniture Just curious if or how many other people do this. When I'm restless and can't focus on anything and everything is boring me, I very often end up trying to rearranging my house or organize a closet or three. Or rearrange the bookshelf. I don't know why, but I find it soothing when otherwise I'd be pacing the house or scrolling mindlessly through the internet. Today I cleaned all the picture frames and replaced the pictures in them. Which of course required three hours of organizing and editing photos in Lightroom.",8.018281786941586,9.04054404123712,7.989226804123714,66.57841065292098,62.19587628865979,11.00274914089347,40.90893470790378,10.864195022040775,5.00652027491409,440,24,66,11,6,142,73,97,0.035,0.915,0.05,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,21,7,14,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,7,0,8,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,5,49,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942291518883547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361648812121493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963983759166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437051449883543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625877837300145,0.6153360847133671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653898142553404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27033223573801674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485537323078235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527445958519989,0.0,0.0,0.1810318116947795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000684162241885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406021294492628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Evenweer,2019/07/23,"I can't focus reading while being quiet I'm reading everything out loud, I can't read while im quiet. Well today I was at my parents room and I took random book and start to read it. It was little stories. and my mother was listening. well after I read the whole 10-12 pages out loud and actually I got interested. When I got back to my room and tried to continue reading I couldn't focus no matter how hard I tried. Even when I'm browsing Reddit and reading all these titles and stories and I find it really weird sitting and reading random stuff from internet out loud like this.",2.0837179487179505,4.4327314957265,4.046688034188033,83.41567307692307,80.19658119658119,6.293162393162394,23.42521367521368,7.492282038375204,1.2829777777777776,463,16,86,7,12,157,65,117,0.040999999999999995,0.8540000000000001,0.105,0.7796,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,19,14,14,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,6,12,0,0,1,9,0,1,4,1,2,0,6,7,13,4,9,6,3,18,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,10,57,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.10563516078059752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323660368378469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149727564821735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728699275874583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893739252215328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731528213713403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696961396953972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692722098570747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288486931704893,0.10849368120522423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019742177760888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8662243151662951,0.0,0.0693469183936215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766190193935629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391891559576995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026071537753425,0.0,0.12026833951375485,0.14698758545699825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946572451581169,0.0,0.0,0.12085585884189662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Default_Fantasy,2019/07/23,"My first post since i made my account here on reddit. I usually just upvote here’s a funny thing that happened a while ago So long story short, i was lying down and i was using my phone, idk what happened but I started to look for my phone while it was in my hands and i asked my mom if she seen it anywhere. That was wild.",1.4534782608695664,3.0154122463768167,2.9181884057971037,94.62336956521742,78.71014492753623,5.179710144927537,20.195652173913047,5.46131890053228,-0.24524347826086945,251,6,57,1,6,82,48,69,0.055,0.914,0.031,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,7,12,7,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,13,0,5,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,7,41,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888690266691975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519370644610889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292283228636383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766187881743803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849044694635801,0.22630399034157755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499825049196523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156237979211317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580972261831633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229251720365699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074663084592944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903738951401169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275310467373345,0.296805506846861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CharmingWonder,2019/07/23,"How does your medication help you? Almost feels like I'm worse on medication. Ever since starting on Adderall XR, it feels like I've had *more* ADHD moments. Before I left this morning, I had to go back and forth between my car and my place three times because I kept forgetting things - basic things like wallet, keys, glasses. Despite watching behind me while I was backing up my car, I managed to hit a car parked behind me. If you asked me how, I have literally no idea because I was watching and at least thought there was space. Over the past couple of weeks, I've had an annoying amount of embarrassing incidents in my car (including driving over curbs multiple times because I didn't see them). It *feels* like I'm focusing, but I literally have no idea what's going on around me ever. I tried to drive downtown and realized I'm never doing that again because of how many driving restrictions there are (bus only roads, one way streets) and it feels impossible to process an environment like that. No matter how hard I try I'm chronically late, extremely forgetful, and completely oblivious to my surroundings - and it seems like it's just getting worse. When I talk to people, I also notice that I have problems with words - I forget words, how to spell simple words, or mix one word up with another (and use it incorrectly). I technically feel focused, but it hasn't really improved anything and that benefit goes away when I still have a hard time starting anything. The medication was helping a lot in that it made me feel more awake (I'm usually extremely tired), but even that is starting to fade and I'm starting to feel more tired. It almost feels like I have some sort of degenerative brain disease and my brain is just completely giving up on me. It's extremely frustrating and I often just want to give up, curl up in a blanket in my room, and never come out. So yeah, I ""feel"" focused - but my life is a huge mess and I can't figure out why. I don't know what I'm expecting with this post honestly, but has anyone had similar problems? Has anyone ""felt"" like their medication worked but had basically no (or few) benefits? I know you guys aren't doctors or anything, but if you have any insights or experiences to share I'd really appreciate it. Does your medication help with some of the things I'm having problems with? I'm really unsure what it should even be like if my medication works. Additional info if anyone's wondering: I take magnesium every night, exercise regularly, eat regularly, and get an average of 8 hours of sleep each night. And I'm only 22 so I don't know why I'm struggling so hard lol",4.823294229549781,6.535366668674701,5.965229338406258,75.6367723525682,70.06425702811245,9.418812090467132,30.976749101669835,9.811843763644266,3.1856979919678725,2083,89,376,52,38,694,235,498,0.11900000000000001,0.745,0.136,0.812,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,6,2,2,26,21,2,2,11,2,31,16,3,7,4,102,77,43,0,10,18,0,13,9,0,1,12,0,1,1,26,27,1,3,22,1,0,10,12,8,0,3,14,16,48,13,46,60,10,67,0,0,3,0,17,28,0,17,36,237,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739052135833667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289649899344344,0.0,0.0,0.05149682139674357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379094694544172,0.06752398614580785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350798717607016,0.0,0.15897529826698178,0.05732538416198998,0.0602008230536647,0.0,0.06050141394585318,0.0990318740393387,0.0,0.15701887472591594,0.0,0.054795575697897496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377268893823847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547076633005032,0.1350342925090185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712520684418693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591121998223895,0.11270535399501608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589237000210306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506484987120508,0.11649829747869728,0.054255736736912495,0.0,0.0,0.06299086601135279,0.0,0.0,0.2930413501486315,0.1840157865007037,0.061829494384470274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728767258237034,0.12354749491861053,0.07319455687562006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376137618838744,0.0,0.0,0.1730563629089818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948824360423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341630454263633,0.0,0.0,0.14538869427541293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616976016299558,0.0,0.07264059500251009,0.0,0.06996557759546665,0.0,0.04548423699820155,0.2831421956511086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054746499671272736,0.0,0.060932299063252,0.0,0.06528662965859931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892283600416795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099331102371329,0.0,0.0,0.1208610734611558,0.0,0.0,0.07331436659569554,0.0,0.0,0.08727171362222656,0.09795090884635196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614725087150135,0.04464352636145138,0.0,0.06727928238991471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061672804981396635,0.0,0.0,0.18485254048081287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375964990348275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131464033604017,0.058622975233391474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053268378214568084,0.0,0.06444170947534385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231702740843891,0.0,0.05142609312033407,0.0,0.0,0.06731984894901819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841717934787823,0.05175842575163416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283439365602483,0.0,0.0,0.051122598985033456,0.1126480839656848,0.1480256282285692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744023304713314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055616780721117885,0.07092221955218027,0.0,0.037981959758583,0.05111391560829268,0.05165394841333387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621331120604768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983385185408994,0.09376095095276056,0.0,0.13124842868373393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yao-zhi,2019/07/23,"Let's talk about more adhd failures as a college student I honestly tried. But I can't keep my phone away during class, during work either. I'll do well in your class though, Professor, don't dock me for my adhd. I can't tell how much time has past, so I'm always late (gimme a clock in front of my eyes always pls google glasses why do you suck) I can't predict how long something with take, so if you bug me about it...welp I can't answer you. I'll always predict wrong I can't sleep on time either, always tired I need extended time on tests, but during finals week, with all my 2 hr tests into 3 hours, I'm so tired. Nearly felt like dying during that chem final My personality is built to laugh at my mistakes so others can't laugh at it first My social skills are shot to hell~ I know I'm as good as my friend next to me, but why am I so scattered? I'm ambitious but my brain doesn't match Did I mention I'm slightly autistic too? Adhd and autism can have a correlation I wish I had a special interest that was productive and smart, my hyperfocus doesn't work right Hey I passed high school though~",1.386086956521737,3.48164352173913,3.0343478260869574,91.11891304347827,81.17391304347825,5.565217391304348,20.0,6.7026698264267655,0.2067391304347828,870,23,186,9,23,287,136,230,0.057,0.7490000000000001,0.195,0.9875,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,5,13,14,2,0,4,0,21,5,3,2,1,22,33,19,1,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,9,4,1,1,4,2,30,10,21,28,5,26,1,0,1,0,12,11,2,1,14,104,34,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196410791406576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873893016681343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935395442988363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993177389610064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207963422702986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111754408209257,0.25500311826333605,0.0,0.09900283001670038,0.0,0.0,0.08992403811601295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762394372415688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297435735560246,0.0,0.0,0.11462250590165585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345440521257188,0.0,0.0,0.06396590513342684,0.0,0.1312950524226315,0.0,0.0,0.11901853061330132,0.0,0.0568631683148562,0.0,0.0,0.1030031057448466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556138629549816,0.08630306617096285,0.0,0.0,0.12378403023804435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110917048531163,0.0,0.10162885536155272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939798573885936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779474448766902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164758854670298,0.1186468117709912,0.0,0.08960411610838452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751217002580941,0.09355134304914307,0.10173158844412664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287087614496756,0.0,0.20360703390538734,0.2675505702767356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902241151365676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336250432048672,0.0,0.10465023208031146,0.0,0.21005104358628088,0.0,0.13384485887048542,0.0,0.0,0.16946927499854725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272561931665771,0.0,0.0 adhd,thegreatmushu,2019/07/23,"ADHD medication for anxiety? Hi I have diagnosed anxiety disorders and I have a friend that had adhd. I was having a hard time getting over my anxiety to get some school work done and they offered me one of their medications. I know this isnt allowed and all but in all honesty the anxiety washed away when I took it. Is this common? Like I felt like I could think through my anxiety issues with a clearer head. Do I maybe have adhd? Or is this just something that helped my anxiety. I dont really know if this is something people can anwser but am just really interested in learning a bit more about why this worked.",3.841750000000001,5.791979675000004,5.413333333333334,77.62500000000001,73.08333333333334,9.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.070816666666667,491,20,91,14,10,166,78,120,0.094,0.763,0.14300000000000002,0.9007,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,16,5,1,1,2,20,23,8,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,2,15,4,10,17,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,5,69,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448904983722844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663811078218441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593368167129335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347154010270648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852088142192032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252433461976457,0.0,0.0,0.14142138149147845,0.0,0.0,0.12627594562462394,0.144618042527833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847856855513217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533468509566898,0.0,0.12893760831025036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110537699205055,0.0,0.1266388883080731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270907975596127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879234014277469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356293500718307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205691461018476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396688136726515,0.0,0.0,0.248614998380571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836156579335694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554656885382171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158100016951692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488234633289876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999102734794648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906654529702832,0.0,0.0,0.07195262752617564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709640569713785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134481120876627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966608599731965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mylynn83,2019/02/14,"Freaking out over the wrong mushrooms I got the wrong mushrooms... I was impulsive and decided to get different mushrooms than I usually get cause we didn't need alot and I didn't want to spend $2.00 on a whole pack. My SO questioned me and I started freaking out cause I should have gotten the regular we always get and these were not the right ones. I had to get off the phone with him cause I can't calm down and he can't talk to me cause I keep lashing out in anger cause I am pissed at myself. I shouldn't have deviated from the norm but I did and I can't explain my actions except that is what I decided at that moment and didn't think of the consequences....... I feel like shit and not sure how to get out",2.002782653588021,3.716524322147652,3.2142281879194634,92.43241094475997,77.59060402684564,6.732266391326795,23.542075374290146,7.61054688173877,0.8819061435209083,560,18,126,8,13,181,83,149,0.174,0.8029999999999999,0.023,-0.9455,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,9,0,16,2,2,6,1,38,30,11,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,1,6,0,1,1,9,7,0,1,9,1,23,3,21,19,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,2,4,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594017990964857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.715691318463844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557830452086665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045335898320769,0.09954292485089697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639911478591016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144113683582432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384980484635733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807339217957921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033171848115475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441887346630533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560901821294445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899368722466702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302821012148753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862398494972473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132419147540578,0.0,0.0,0.11199441489170164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928201153125022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346085910111848,0.0,0.08218502201003199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556563498006162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468793777871284,0.0,0.0 adhd,SgtCheesepuffs,2019/02/14,"How can I teach myself to stop and slow down when needed? I am a repair technician and most the days I work, I tend to do things that aren't needed. Such as open up a device when it didn't work and try to fix it only to realize after awhile that it was something simple that didn't require disassembly. I know what to do when it comes to work, but my mind races so fast that I don't think clearly. Is there a way I can teach myself to slow down and to think when doing things?",5.947647058823527,4.1930016078431365,6.479725490196081,84.94076470588239,67.23529411764707,9.336470588235292,26.282352941176466,7.554174236665415,1.11088,372,6,86,3,5,122,59,102,0.053,0.9470000000000001,0.0,-0.5923,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,1,19,19,12,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,10,0,13,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,10,64,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216591260248798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621564747859697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818354949460088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538803363027051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37287564338830975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122965296094607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356897690035996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021312295368813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340879866880655,0.3222221700430668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070965055216306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957949259217986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491487824817398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tuhzahh,2019/02/14,"Fever a significant symptom of Vyvanse? tl;dr above post. tl;dr: Been on Vyvanse for about 3-4 weeks and sometimes felt feverish. Checked today, 99.5f. What do I need to be worried about? Has anyone else experienced this? I have been taking Vyvanse for about 3-4 weeks now and overall it has been a very good experience thus far. I had some chest tightness at one point (2.5 weeks in), however my doctor thought that it sounded like I had not had enough to eat and I was dehydrated. Since then I haven't had the same amount of tightness as before but still every once in a while have very minor chest tightness. Fast forward to 3.5ish weeks, and while I have felt minority feverish at random times while on my medication, today I decided to check my temperature and it was 99.5f. From various websites I have gotten that it is a normal symptom, not so common symptom, and a symptom to be concerned about. I am not the best about increased need for fluid intake, although getting better, so that might have something to do with it. Has anyone else experienced this? I plan on contacting my doctor in the morning to ask about it. 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I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 37 years old. Explained so many things, I'm sure you all who got a diagnosis later in life get exactly what I mean. For the last couple of years, I've been doing a lot of introspection, and was wondering which parts of how I operate stem from unhealthy coping mechanisms I developed because I went through life with an untreated disorder. Aside from the obvious drug use, self harm, etc, what are some **unhealthy** coping mechanisms that those of you who have a diagnosis later in life have noticed about yourself? Not even things to cope with ADHD symptoms specifically, but with all the other fallout that can come from having it too. No judgement, just trying to figure some things out. Thanks!",5.582159624413148,8.033969774647893,5.8940140845070434,73.88191314553994,69.56338028169014,9.240375586854462,30.847417840375584,9.725611199111238,3.401068544600939,636,27,102,16,12,203,92,142,0.08800000000000001,0.873,0.039,-0.7117,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,10,7,0,2,5,25,20,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,8,2,21,14,7,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,8,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694433365863077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369619167761448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240190553236028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700699351924221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600575829484206,0.0,0.0,0.17615746088311526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782471952174758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141996760642947,0.10151967389235712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030370461924809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293068372038254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252888198329316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342611468113031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067316998244669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583116557561025,0.0,0.16742810815002415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499238756522342,0.16128590677722426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644584949828212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034621158069678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486367516944085,0.15975672833403806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150947877277795,0.0,0.0,0.3063412115670662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435454782388964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275042394830328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248463071137302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668482640264384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795995468834027 adhd,Krizastro,2019/02/14,"I started meds only half a year ago and I've already found a passion, a drive, and a purpose that I never thought I would ever find. Before I was on meds I felt so hopeless and lazy. I didn't even have the drive to do things that I had been dreaming of doing for years. The only thing moving me forward at that point in time was simply the anxiety of deadlines. :( Now that I've been on these meds though, I am so damn glad to \*finally\* say that I've found drive and purpose in my life. I am finally working towards achieving my life long dreams and I finally possess the ability to work to do the things that I have been dreaming of doing for years. And understand if that may sound a bit childish to you, but it's what it is. &#x200B; These meds have definitely come with their ups and their downs... but even through the downs, I've just been, so happy and content with myself. Damn. Life long dreams achieved or not, this is all I've ever needed. This is success in my books. &#x200B; That's all. I love all of you. You all are such a supportive and loving community. (And that's an especially grand statement given that this is all on Reddit.) &#x200B; Thank you to everyone reading... each one of you are fantastically beautiful, even if it sometimes feels like you're just some messy blob of uncontrollable impulsivity. I'm familiar with the feeling. &#x200B; There is beauty in all of you. No matter who's reading this. &#x200B; And I hope you can find it. &#x200B; Good luck and much love, some kid",2.9118265270095343,5.352063167235496,3.6540990937978113,86.8598634812287,77.73720136518772,6.225679651641758,26.144403907261385,7.372421405659032,1.373409179710486,1200,47,231,16,29,380,147,293,0.07200000000000001,0.684,0.244,0.9965,0,0,0,0,0,1,67.0,0,7,2,5,14,18,2,1,14,0,27,7,0,0,9,52,45,21,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,25,17,0,0,10,7,0,6,4,4,0,2,13,5,27,14,31,30,11,34,0,1,0,4,15,14,2,8,17,170,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056156623625076216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990913555448293,0.0,0.0,0.4118431117948256,0.4618686223094976,0.0,0.0,0.04846315562913837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390682811738436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916261883159476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545710676091747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552773236984455,0.1146087730289694,0.0,0.060534363054101675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406409233086495,0.04525779338677223,0.06082666134843271,0.2081929728671783,0.11580288822003315,0.0,0.0,0.13892167014386192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053135609230633166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743805872159322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292159583692633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423953930681148,0.030949979850550393,0.0,0.0,0.11212685264722487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152959444027513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281473638036097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733182885800995,0.0465700955523256,0.046973783526131185,0.04886000917084076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292811240528194,0.09636221063235367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988694204384872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673580102717014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050379064599333535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265551844783539,0.0,0.04483999179771496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188968818862541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832486551004306,0.0,0.0,0.12626228376914844,0.0,0.062241797003970686,0.05029342462964412,0.03694033580113691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595037211636555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224021105278583,0.0,0.0,0.04500256007908483,0.0,0.4618686223094976,0.12238743122053762 adhd,ginkner,2019/02/14,"Being Treated as a Pian Patient My doctor is treating me the same way as a pain paitent, even though my meds aren't pain meds (I'm on Adderall) and I've never been on an opioid. This includes forcing me to sign ""Pain Contracts"" with unreasonable restrictions like ""Always using the same pharmacy"" and potentially perjerous statements about my ""pain"". Is anyone else having this issue, and is there any way to deal with it? 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I feel like giving up. I was sitting in a lab(basically a class) today doing an experiment and people got to talking about their interest. I piped up and mentioned that I enjoyed playing games and the others got to mentioning they did as well. That part is the normal bit. Then they told me that they had been actively gaming for 6+ hours a day during the semester. I was flabbergasted, ""how do you even find the time?"" I asked. I honestly don't have hobbies or interests during the semester, all I have is 12+ hours a day of torment as I struggle to keep up with everything that's happening. They answered, ""oh I don't know, used to it I guess."" That's just... I am barely hanging on. Yet they treat it as if it was nothing. I always thought my career path was just hard, but, it turns out I'm just maybe not fit for any of this. I understand the material and challenge myself to improve, but I will never be like them. What's the point in trying if I'm never going to be able to do what my peers handle as if it were nothing? I just feel like giving up. 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like sometimes i want to do something but i just don't for some reason (i can't pinpoint why; i just don't do what i'm supposed to do), and it feels more like laziness or like a lack of motivation. my self-identifiable symptoms are more aligned with the inability to sit down to study for long periods. i can study for like 3-5 minute spurts, but then my attention will be drawn elsewhere. i'm forcing myself to get away from distractions, like video games, and i still can't do it. i have a terrible academic history (jr high i dropped out of honors math and high school i had a sub 2.0 gpa when i graduated), but in community college i've excelled because i'm really interested liberal arts subjects, and for more stem-related subjects where i'm not as interested, or the class requires more rigorous studying, i perform much more poorly (i usually just drop out of STEM classes). with classes that require a lot of reading, i do miserably because sometimes a paragraph takes 5-6 rereads for me to understand it even though it's not actually difficult. i transferred to a pretty good school, majoring in electrical engineering, failed out for a year due to me being unable to do the work, and got back in after making passable grades in their readmission program. it's been two years since then and i am hovering at an overall 2.5 gpa with some quarters on academic probation. here's my justification why i don't have adhd: i despise my major, so my poor grades are a result from my disinterest in the subject, and the fact that i'm able to make passable grades after my initial year of doing terrible means i'm capable of making better choices in regards to my study habits. i'm 25 now, still an undergrad, but i AM changing for the better albeit slowly. i'm just not as smart as my fellow students, and i am lazier than most, but i'm doing better and doing ok if we're considering that i hate electrical engineering. there are days when i don't get up from my bed and just stare at my computer all day despite having class (i make excuses like i'll watch a podcast). i'm sitting here typing this because i did make an appointment with the school therapist, who referred me to a psychiatrist whom i saw today. within less than an hour, with some informal tests and some questions, and a questionnaire, he said he's comfortable in prescribing me medication, and we decided to try vyvanse (less abusable than adderall which is a fear since we're so close to my school). i take this prescription to a pharmacy, and i'm going to get it within an hour. it's all moving kind of fast; the process feels expedited and i feel kind of like a fraud. i'm also afraid that what if vyvanse doesn't help and i'm just going to be stuck in this tepid mind space for the rest of my life, constantly fighting for the motivation to work hard. i'm thinking of doing an official test over the summer if my insurance covers it, but even my psychiatrist said those tests are not definitive, they're just more formal. i'm not really sure what was the purpose of writing this post; i guess i'm asking for reassurance or words of experience? thank you for reading this, i just feel like i don't have control over my life and my head.",7.43128727141699,6.700321038284841,7.982989370327001,72.03628209170346,63.73200612557427,11.418953247455184,36.97004774344654,10.781019540027769,3.948995351770112,2670,116,499,61,34,890,298,653,0.113,0.741,0.146,0.9695,0,0,1,0,2,0,71.0,1,1,1,14,25,37,3,4,34,1,42,5,1,11,4,100,89,42,0,5,27,0,7,10,1,1,4,2,1,0,24,27,0,3,19,5,2,3,14,11,0,2,10,12,56,26,81,75,22,63,0,2,3,0,19,28,0,16,37,322,80,37,0.07364767949020817,0.08726045723822526,0.07186951137695541,0.0,0.2655305965022413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889602268014575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885063861740183,0.0,0.06919441921440964,0.056630519528017474,0.0,0.13468482553255168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540616278169248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779094795668321,0.0,0.0,0.07958697771144492,0.08260213493756534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248998165202598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728719543094938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720415624231373,0.0,0.08287411470017475,0.22343087769252373,0.15784175082992066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543361851328085,0.0,0.08371134693145035,0.06177217936590016,0.05890277713187895,0.0,0.08113122207126734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597385494473414,0.07271183617040107,0.0755837665130009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936448713583047,0.1556256338391882,0.0,0.0,0.1450562582051063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338544995757952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040390680891462,0.3598053611093249,0.0,0.0,0.06517587879151619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626126234366334,0.0,0.0,0.24580198971658776,0.0,0.0,0.08022391352190804,0.0,0.07419228895753523,0.0,0.0,0.07436316169167373,0.0,0.0,0.07827582800825865,0.054139518435913615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053411885266828,0.07492616686025197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250225609228957,0.0,0.1473352191964338,0.0,0.0943611786760796,0.07572208051963199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011161668818498,0.0,0.0,0.29814153402418336,0.0,0.0,0.07683059167036006,0.0,0.0,0.12184424305684124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669758177163699,0.14567887636420854,0.08244254756495993,0.0,0.0,0.1176302639509323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941206633503566,0.07654813818315831,0.11074777881967066,0.0,0.0,0.0678048883967873,0.0,0.08551063228253249,0.0,0.04719045925436497,0.07235847116943671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980938875958494,0.0,0.0,0.050001940013202816,0.0,0.0719430814355574,0.07666983167422409,0.0,0.0,0.08111251409267801,0.0,0.043439309508903866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291115115231242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723277561700176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228007287302033 adhd,JLucki,2019/02/14,"Vent: can’t get the dates right I missed my ADHD therapy appointment last week. Super frustrating and the cancellation fee is hefty. We rescheduled. I just showed up, and it’s not for another week. I can’t seem to get it right and I’m just sitting in my car crying with frustration. Traffic home is bad and I’m missing Valentines with my partner. I hate feeling so useless. Just needed to vent; it’s really hard learning how to live with ADHD even with the diagnosis and medication and help. 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Thank you in advance. Happy Valentine's day everyone! <3 ",5.979677419354839,9.774672129032263,6.240903225806452,61.36135483870971,85.7741935483871,8.931612903225806,35.23225806451613,8.841846274778883,5.149381935483873,160,9,18,5,5,51,30,31,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615889743605454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037628997031596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403717312017607,0.0,0.25914011009205057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874955319513886,0.0,0.2943099779579664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202832174612223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140315898953008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30309629876559185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370448440497167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770019768906589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598563021053745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meroboh,2019/02/14,"looking for article/paper--negative interactions in the lives of ADHDers compared to NT Hi all, I'm hoping you guys might be able to help. I seem to remember coming across a journal article comparing the average number of negative interactions an individual with ADHD has vs. someone without... and it being some ridiculous statistic demonstrating that we have WAY more negative interactions in our lives. I'm pretty sure it was ADHD, but it may be a broader/related term like neurodiverse, or learning disability, or something like that. I have searched and searched and searched, and I think I must be using the wrong search strings or something. I'm wondering if anyone knows of this study off-hand? I know I didn't pull it out of thin air. I thought I might have even read about it here, but I can't find it in a search of this sub either... 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She then sent me the link to the website of somebody who can screen for ADHD, who subsequently sent me a form - I ticked the grey/significant' section of many of the questions that came up: [https://imgur.com/a/aLGFOYD](https://imgur.com/a/aLGFOYD) I haven't heard back yet, but I'm assuming that I fall somewhere on the ADHD spectrum (if that's how it is seen). I also had a referral for ASD last year but nothing came of it, as they discharged me after i kept postponing it due to them booking me in for examination/coursework deadline dates that i wouldn't have been able to make it for (their receptionist never picked up the phone) &#x200B; Rather than this being a relief to me - at last, an explanation for all my problems - it's contributed to some pre-existing anxiety that I already had from the stressful period beforehand. More specifically it has caused some health anxiety. This is because I did some googling and (somehow) came across the link between ADHD and bipolar disorder, so now I'm constantly thinking that I'm going to be 1 of the 5 people with ADHD who will, at some point int he future, also get bipolar - I don't even know if this is an accurate statistic, at 20%, and I am also disregarding the fact that bipolar is actually a treatable condition, and jumping to the conclusion that all hope is lost on diagnosis, which is clearly not the case: my personal tutor has bipolar disorder, and I spoke to her yesterday about the potential diagnosis, and she was very helpful. Her husband has ADHD and he has similar symptoms to me. However, it is because she was so helpful and understanding about it, that it has made me think that, as I can relate to what she says, I'm also in a position to get bipolar... that probably doesn't make sense, but it has made my irrational feeling and general anxiety much worse. &#x200B; This is all because, over these last few weeks I have been very stressed and on edge. I'm currently on SSRIS (sertraline) for OCD relating to an imperfect university transcript that I have due to having transferred universities, from one in the top-10 to one in the top-20, after failing discrete maths in the first year. I had, though, submitted an extenuating circumstances form at the time, and the resit was granted as a 'first attempt' as i also had flatmate difficulties at the time. I didn't know I had ADD then, but I also knew i had dyspraxia and traits of dyslexia, and (on top of the flatmate difficulties) it made me think that i wouldn't do well in subsequent years at the previous uni as I hadn't yet learnt how to manage the condition properly (now i'm beginning to see why, potentially because i had ADD but didn't know it) Fortunately, the best possible outcome of the transfer has occurred - i found a summer internship at a fantastic software company in Cambridge, and they have invited me back as a Graduate for a full-time job. Social-wise, though, the transfer has been detrimental - I haven't made any close friends at the new uni, nor found a relationship, and i've been isolated in my room, with flatmates who I rarely ever see &#x200B; The problem is that I can't do any work at the moment. I have a dissertation that i \*need\* to be getting underway with, but I can't find the emotional stability to do this. My parents have said that i can come home every week until I feel better, which is a relief, but I can't find comfort in myself at this stage.. &#x200B; Sorry that this ended up as a ramble, not really sure what to do at the moment - I'm pretty sure that I am just burnt out from my internship over the summer, as i didn't have a proper holiday, nor did I have one over Christmas due to January exams. &#x200B; I guess I was wondering if there are effective strategies for managing burnout? Cheers",11.755340000819773,8.615211430749685,11.14883305324425,60.348164118539174,57.31003811944091,14.779997540681233,46.35278927737016,12.916893204111517,5.937257523465997,3424,165,575,91,31,1123,338,787,0.11900000000000001,0.8,0.081,-0.9705,4,0,0,0,0,0,146.0,0,0,4,12,29,22,1,3,57,0,80,8,0,11,9,109,130,56,0,12,15,2,2,0,1,3,8,4,2,1,50,33,0,3,23,2,0,9,18,10,1,5,41,10,71,12,100,82,15,97,0,2,4,0,35,43,0,13,43,441,121,20,0.05308887506144847,0.0,0.05180708389767828,0.0,0.3190125554594833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585848937688154,0.2971860794431065,0.0,0.2876088697439084,0.32254397033302457,0.07220451107376423,0.0,0.162451376445468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039625954124445,0.0,0.0816441358831288,0.0,0.12944994193734294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055713499053683085,0.04695279577018036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215859009782,0.0,0.05453689869178529,0.0,0.04573136505518315,0.0,0.05737021377303466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388409067532933,0.0,0.0,0.12168890044971364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971783887689841,0.04702098569149249,0.0,0.0,0.035064701284981334,0.04802192688853732,0.044729666943676534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368666074656722,0.0,0.0,0.05815626766610465,0.09704454004019797,0.09031474001360733,0.0,0.11641842261404806,0.04101633317982652,0.0,0.08321023817128212,0.0,0.03017163113102705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848338117288274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643099164260159,0.0,0.0,0.07116870777646211,0.0,0.05325247028892263,0.05272923171818973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268251675068133,0.047187831441079534,0.0,0.0,0.0875287720192343,0.12982355655853814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579527784386755,0.0,0.0,0.20093590887376112,0.07087447269077551,0.053823786683879486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902643165441952,0.0393647281713707,0.04094541327272208,0.051273566352066584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050940207436338064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792318707756952,0.0,0.0,0.062288356247474086,0.058948913110955015,0.0,0.0,0.03680514145484627,0.046355157970286505,0.0,0.0,0.050186146773961965,0.059849729881727515,0.0,0.05401047173259572,0.11447757294003168,0.20319553449847827,0.0,0.0,0.05947169002865221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03401009278270232,0.0,0.0,0.05699758385913582,0.0,0.0,0.05049967741349935,0.04221840428028268,0.0,0.05372877584195599,0.08460991996829875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054117422485462856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059428649181072914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162625402860745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024462628809906,0.1000712729287722,0.055179668556054016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020516225136644,0.10431910040186353,0.0,0.061913099955509275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526739121870548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760776368494222,0.0,0.0,0.08516938660543026,0.0,0.04773327439782616,0.0,0.04790445229667114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057572620384349925,0.03864933333018482,0.0,0.0541020991970994,0.0,0.0,0.32254397033302457,0.13674997980972972 adhd,Horse_Bacon_TheMovie,2019/02/14,"*$&$%ing do not interrupt me while working. Even on ultra high focus getting-shit-done, doing-it-to-death-on-these-documents days the worst thing is being interrupted out of the blue for a discussion. Pre medication it would take a whole hour minimum to get back on task. With medication its about 20 minutes max to reengage, but still...it makes me want to break a broomstick over my knee and stab an innocent cake. Meetings are also the fucking worst because of this. 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But i got really bad conscience, so i gave it back and told him that i found it. Guess if he was happy and thankful... Do you have any fun stories? I have so many...",-0.4740000000000002,1.6682496000000029,1.3949999999999996,99.31,90.5,4.2,20.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.2119000000000004,144,5,34,1,5,47,32,40,0.084,0.691,0.225,0.7436,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179489970217721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464424627189644,0.2676016651843889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514084932680617,0.24761524024230144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563307837955611,0.0,0.3530636543207127,0.0,0.0,0.3411750892389516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249337236472969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531862899908832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950706407102917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062486837331416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leefvc,2019/02/14,"Meds and spirituality Do any of you who take meds on a regular basis find that they interfere with your spirituality, whatever that may mean to you? If so, how do you get around it?",6.563714285714287,6.5318855142857135,8.766428571428571,63.38107142857146,65.28571428571429,12.714285714285715,31.785714285714285,12.161744961471696,3.9587142857142883,143,5,29,5,2,52,29,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260459638615843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959098311524744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381102599642673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366725163347774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620851556783337,0.7384513122005186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992626870539875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SavageHabit_,2019/02/14,"It is so frustrating to have been somewhere multiple times, and still forget how to get there. My phone died on my way to an appointment with my psych today. Combined with terrible snow. I got lost, was 20 minutes late, and now get to go back in two weeks. Ugh!!",2.4176470588235257,4.702595078431377,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,78.6078431372549,7.217254901960787,23.925490196078428,8.238735603445708,1.4353419607843136,203,7,42,4,5,64,43,51,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.9519,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,0,4,0,8,5,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396972416059628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235212786082836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32572683630469323,0.0,0.1771604703419792,0.0,0.24931491568706154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516393165255266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402846018246006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894394430259675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176932265966325,0.0,0.2954787994765304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304509976536674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474327522898512,0.25004694847670084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,evelynseye,2019/02/14,"Dose way too high what do I do I took 50mg of Vyvanse for a while but decided I wanted a boost but 60mg is making me freak out. I’ve been picking my lips for hours, there’s sweat literally trickling down my arm, I feel so wired and detached from my body like a floating head. It feels weird to walk and my hands are getting numb and tingly. My anxiety is insane and I have 6 more hours to go. Please tell me if there’s something I can do to make myself relax and act normal",2.9871848739495803,3.555213264705888,4.206582633053223,90.85676470588238,73.21568627450979,7.0050420168067244,24.375350140056014,6.868970318607317,0.6449703081232494,371,10,86,3,7,122,74,102,0.168,0.706,0.126,-0.3497,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,8,6,3,0,17,17,10,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,3,14,2,9,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423579208514546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675100185979667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354375280705676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582476040536655,0.0,0.13687035423283234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471630734924764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544521909164998,0.0,0.0,0.4743419422095808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765833195882668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32151441004712544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596418972984665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643611742847426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540421067608984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049775027626436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26757317163463995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204893119165835,0.19116120198452533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wubbalubbadubsub,2019/02/14,nasally (speaking out of my nose) voice I find it really tough speaking to people I’m comfortable with as my voice goes really nasally. I had this problem way worse as a kid and people would pick up on it all the time (which made me really self conscious of my voice). I find when I’m on adhd meds (which i am off at the moment) i don’t have a nasally voice at all. Same with when I’m at work speaking with clients which is because I’m speaking in a certain tone but I can’t do that with friends and family obviously because that’s not my comfortable tone. I would love how to learn how to stop this as it’s really uncomfortable and I’m quite self conscious about it and it limits my speaking because I just give up. Alcohol also kind of cures my nasal voice too.,3.826363636363638,4.746775133757963,5.008210770121597,84.57748118123914,71.54777070063695,8.256861609727853,28.28546612623046,8.575989854853784,1.9370050955414009,604,22,126,10,11,200,81,157,0.077,0.8079999999999999,0.115,0.8382,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,5,0,9,7,5,4,4,31,17,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,10,0,3,12,9,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,15,15,6,24,13,3,16,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,5,81,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894901805962786,0.0,0.0,0.17691379002127966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323836804592159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027381492777305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605803235378335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026043273004929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278971481040879,0.0,0.0,0.15880273427785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172386262010885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940789570838608,0.15663960978657646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838795694130209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953161644189124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584011011899961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760740317762869,0.0,0.0,0.4242011449041429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453923044148173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384003183886159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652872771288597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139933858782668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051636813517362,0.0,0.16870118943632845,0.2351922241120004,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raina6006,2019/02/14,"Thought I was partially deaf until I was diagnosed Internal monologues are a bitch. At first my family and I thought I was partially deaf because I was so distracted when someone spoke to me, it was like I couldn’t hear them. Especially in school or restaurant settings. Now I realize I can hear them but I always have an internal monologue going on in my head. Like I’m always narrating everything. I look at a desk and think “wow what a nice desk, it looks like birch, no that can’t be they’re endangered, it can’t be plywood though it’s too sturdy, what other type of wood is that light. I love rose wood, too bad rose wood anything is expensive. So I’ll settle for mahogany, mahogany is good. My grandmother has mahogany furniture she left in the basement maybe-... so on and so forth. Next thing I know the person talking to me just looks at me waiting to respond to a question but I was to busy think about types of fucking wood to respond. Now I realize that I can’t hear people because it’s like I’m listening to two conversations at once. In noisy settings it’s just overload. Anyone else have this?",1.7588888888888905,4.455734518518521,3.1540740740740745,86.69833333333334,85.75925925925927,6.533333333333335,26.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.9638962962962965,880,40,166,18,27,286,119,216,0.079,0.784,0.13699999999999998,0.9407,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,13,12,2,1,7,0,20,6,1,0,0,18,39,13,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,1,14,3,0,1,8,0,1,1,5,4,0,2,9,11,24,8,22,27,0,20,0,0,3,2,15,11,2,2,10,108,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895434132568745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619878981956484,0.14096646279127348,0.1132162113063038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148731412180088,0.1677343803770633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964030305988984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149300238543942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236475892540059,0.0,0.129697714454769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170250579365299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271900368219155,0.0,0.0,0.0781896040583425,0.11539516262701632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119626534570576,0.0,0.465186308359258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561009875110776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494805363518756,0.0,0.0,0.2688575898437728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465964054984406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417087606836268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821710621014788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631736595591005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651768430081769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953803069236899,0.1201291183767446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541205338162472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923780558558654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657066938526806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105811958963133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140171083110868,0.1763107850815805,0.13517116659556833,0.21844552074361204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343951867550213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gingerbreadspicetea,2019/02/14,"I’ve never understood why I couldn’t meditate... ... until I realized that I have ADHD. Sit in a comfortable position... okay that’s not comfortable just move slightly. What should I be doing with my hands? Nothing shut up just put them down. Now let your thoughts go... ... ... wow this is going ok for once. I should see if there’s a class I can go to in town for... Shit I’m thinking again, just let them go... Not comfortable. Shifting again. I wonder if there is a class in town for meditation? Maybe I’d have an easier time there. Shhhh sshhhhhhhh thoughts, let them go... ... ... ... What time is it? Maybe I’ll just peek at my pho- No! Don’t open your eyes! Let your thoughts go... ... What should I be doing with my hands?",-0.2120738192055072,2.019142381294966,1.7079637159837342,93.58144510478577,100.0071942446043,5.295089146074445,17.554269627776037,6.895973343053719,0.2680594932749454,537,16,117,10,23,176,79,139,0.04,0.809,0.152,0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,3,3,0,10,7,1,0,4,2,19,4,4,0,1,23,33,3,0,6,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,0,8,6,1,0,0,4,4,17,6,13,19,0,26,0,0,2,0,6,10,1,3,7,76,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703852505912116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834418749068855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798956252349521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28486283556135833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068372623840912,0.0,0.0,0.10934513989559157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603633870628504,0.0,0.0,0.15098508482139847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252240754361584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129758231265909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455293609574944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084329638262384,0.0,0.3376590577006351,0.16533955905911016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279293239296926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374826450406012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sickeningly_sweet,2019/02/14,"Strategies to avoid impulse buying? Well recently my hours at work got cut, and when that happens I don't have much of a problem with budgeting and impulse buying. (because if I don't then I can't afford my medications, including one that keeps my heart from failing, so, kind of important) However, when I have more hours and more disposable income I have a huge problem with it. So for when I (hopefully) get more hours, what are some strategies I can use to avoid impulse buying? 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Hiking outdoors also lowers 'rumination' leading to less obsession over negative thoughts. [http://myhealthupdate.com/14943/Doctors-Explain-How-Hiking-Actually-Changes-Our-Brains-](http://myhealthupdate.com/14943/Doctors-Explain-How-Hiking-Actually-Changes-Our-Brains-) ",26.81239130434783,34.672870891304356,14.034130434782613,14.927717391304386,24.86956521739129,9.817391304347826,44.10869565217392,10.125756701596842,6.094973913043479,415,15,24,6,4,98,37,46,0.174,0.695,0.132,-0.3277,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,9,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604061770438699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327820196151694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7256566236911219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458435524871161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178024541791594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523543666273206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021800894342294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073326403051825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201900605629294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThisWontBeTakenCXI,2019/02/14,"Where/how to find a school for gifted 6 year old in Ontario Canada I was hoping someone could help because my son’s schools have been no help so far. He has been expelled from two schools already, now we’re on the hunt again. My son has a 98 average and from what myself and everybody else can see, he’s just bored. During his school day he does not listen to authority whatsoever. All of his shenanigans are “boys will be boys” type things, he sneaks out of the class and goes on adventures. Teachers can’t get him back inside, sometimes he’s up a tree, sometimes it’s on the roof... Obviously no school wants this liability so they hand us the standard “we don’t care where you take him but he can’t stay here” papers. He doesn’t have a disability so he doesn’t qualify for special education... and every public school and private school will not take the responsibility anymore. They’ve suggested psychotherapy (therapists have said he does not have a disability so there is nothing they can offer) we have gone to parenting classes, they have told us it is not our parenting, he is very well mannered. He just can not tolerate being told what to do. He gets his school work done without any help but after that he becomes mischievous and “out of control”. At home it isn’t an issue because if he wants to climb a tree, he climbs a tree. Right now he is in a special school where they allegedly cater to this type of “boy” behaviour but even they have now thrown in the towel. I’m exhausted. He is scheduled to be assessed for giftedness but it’s being put off because they said it was obvious but right now the “focus is on his behaviour” which is frustrating... if we wanted to have him tested privately, it could be done but the psychoeducational assessment is $5,000 where we are and I don’t really want to pay that if he’s scheduled to be tested anyway. Right now I just need to find a school for him. Help? Thank you in advance :)",3.683855000000001,5.7112456613333356,4.619245833333334,82.81726875000003,73.72,7.780833333333334,26.91875,8.567472430010655,1.9536550000000004,1533,57,298,29,32,497,182,375,0.038,0.861,0.10099999999999999,0.9775,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,7,2,6,5,22,10,1,0,18,0,47,2,1,1,3,46,67,20,0,11,18,4,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,3,14,13,0,1,2,0,1,5,15,3,1,1,11,5,29,7,36,46,1,39,0,0,1,0,60,20,0,4,13,191,43,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026141151238389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049460156053288434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213045736131332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592630767196907,0.0,0.13300999274344213,0.08032662052435517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415497435368906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157496084058104,0.11614093728765762,0.0,0.0,0.046906030060945424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729627435505508,0.1488598809720561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075813280700955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048038704832315836,0.0,0.06127972544501361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295119717947454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599878556024325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500251939320776,0.0,0.07295598160127277,0.07223914380328228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591316116831139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539297495238831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978817726815514,0.0,0.0763198478897674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152023735253726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731156037932869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046593889257162735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186337822463558,0.13836930066381736,0.0,0.0,0.7360852107925665,0.05795787247992142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162546543003543,0.0,0.14386733035038946,0.0,0.0,0.07752248104484198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937060800213556,0.0,0.0,0.06696172102511183,0.0,0.08444729043835672,0.04831981321521371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899681022200094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104845480437298,0.0,0.1749749346783136,0.0,0.0,0.060011398164723576,0.17159653196901534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539467314553313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011091358811057,0.0,0.052949657284254936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046836930553850666 adhd,aleksterling,2019/02/14,"ADHD medicine drug screen? My doctor wants me to try Adderall or Vyvanse since my Strattera is giving me such awful nausea. I had to do a urine test today before he prescribes it, what drugs do they test for? I’m curious but I also have weed in my system lol.",1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,2.9938461538461536,89.03448717948721,84.38461538461539,4.235897435897436,20.2051282051282,5.46131890053228,0.053105128205127805,204,6,38,1,6,67,44,52,0.037000000000000005,0.8240000000000001,0.139,0.6608,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,4,1,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,24,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33928647125763056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257663407096744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24022835345671584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28896026091508314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547890394853992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082123784620243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353299288880885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676005871062593,0.0,0.0,0.191672620857146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651606516862882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Taeis,2019/02/14,"Exhausted non-stimulant options, PCP is retiring, clinic won’t allow controlled substance prescriptions and the closest psychiatrist is 3.5 hours away. What do I do now? Hey guys, I’ve run into a bunch of issues, it’s is my primary care physicians opinion that I’ve exhausted my non-stimulant options for ADHD medication. She also informed me today that she’s retiring at the end of the month, leaving me without a doctor. The clinic itself is moving to a no controlled substance prescription policy and she informed me I’d be better off seeing a psychiatrist as she believes a stimulant is likely my best option(given my strongly positive response to caffeine and the fact that I’ve taken Adderall in the past with no issues(not prescribed prior to diagnosis 10 years ago in high school) But I’ve been looking around and the only psychiatrists that take my insurance are a minimum of 3.5 hours away. There are two other clinics in the area, one is not accepting new patients and the other I used to see a couple years ago and he honestly was an asshole and quite dismissive about the issue I had at the time(turned out to be UC). There’s a behavioral health place I can go to, but they only have a tele-service for psychiatry and don’t write controlled substance prescriptions either. What on earth do I do at this point? I’m just at a loss and currently completely unmedicated, with no clue how to move forward.",6.977289592760183,8.181217100000005,7.57547511312217,67.99070135746608,64.53846153846153,10.579185520361992,37.21719457013575,10.59048541779884,4.4325995475113125,1146,57,179,29,17,379,153,260,0.059000000000000004,0.884,0.057,-0.1159,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,8,8,10,0,0,22,0,21,9,0,7,1,35,30,14,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,1,11,14,0,3,3,0,0,5,7,3,0,2,4,3,18,7,31,23,3,38,0,1,3,0,11,20,0,3,16,129,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593916112894667,0.0,0.21528648773415085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711012128539401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810133242621213,0.0,0.0,0.22818105999028346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681368216654086,0.12743669765194454,0.10739783607402807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380928527177128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732044587966915,0.0,0.4085931261835557,0.0,0.13436357469361532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429207071309176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755381081143943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901331094652384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023800318226015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907785980608275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283008893428598,0.0,0.0,0.23917456878207724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534895145979333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285802717286593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593261491462993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197334114376297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233121781814373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692685675142093,0.25812864114367823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728098367056825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228630879317253,0.18471090797626025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159217717738573,0.0,0.0,0.1268718941416458,0.0,0.11479366619186895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915920241597434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289692585243947,0.1935331467687186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130268686964917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080870106652606,0.0,0.1151045164139382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208449894462146,0.1186226343635106,0.0,0.0,0.10487933380821156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170573137776705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639805547063368 adhd,littleladym19,2019/02/14,"Just found out something irritating. So, I’m currently in university in the faculty of Education. I’m in a class called ELA methods (for teaching English, essentially.) I love the class, but it’s the first one of my day so I’m consistently two to five minutes late. Every morning my professor greets me with a “good morning, Maria,” as I walk in late. Well, this morning was similar. Walked in, the exchange happened, then we got into groups for a readers conference. However, my one classmate informed me that she thinks every time I walk in late, I am being docked participation marks. Apparently this is also in the course outline, which I clearly didn’t read very thoroughly. I’m a little frustrated because I had a goal of getting all A’s this semester, which now I think is a lost prospect. I’m upset because I have and always have had terrible time management skills. The irony is that I would’ve been early today, or rather right on time, but I spent ten minutes in the library trying to print out the sheet we needed to fill in for our readers workshop, but the printers wouldn’t work, so I ran to class only to find out I already had this handout in my binder because the professor gave it to us. Facepalm. Tl;dr: my prof rocks me participation marks for being late to class every day but I’m always late for everything. Sad.",4.6632142857142895,6.560373019841273,5.572412698412702,77.55314285714289,70.78571428571428,8.373333333333333,32.044444444444444,8.982922981607832,2.926640634920634,1059,49,188,21,20,347,141,252,0.09,0.84,0.069,-0.7316,3,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,4,0,0,5,8,8,1,1,17,0,15,1,0,0,2,24,33,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,2,2,5,2,5,1,6,12,0,25,3,32,18,1,38,0,2,0,1,10,17,0,1,16,121,35,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816927361296326,0.0928813884548868,0.1932844583799854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240336834298146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859738054555068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980827492802287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935723811539507,0.0,0.1043839447663274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615473891733064,0.09879316901867738,0.0,0.12734737320247616,0.0,0.0,0.06068114774695185,0.0,0.0,0.0974172028313087,0.09289204049600404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270694281875307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550850265147526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640814568608995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267863614406999,0.0,0.10482570624551447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612029980981137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740617991972305,0.08833376669965236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617677310392532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918748790876733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941435902359124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148842491492953,0.0,0.0,0.20317584972685526,0.0,0.1100922041950214,0.0,0.0,0.0788550635937908,0.0,0.11345712306834888,0.0,0.1397085464584365,0.0,0.0,0.09583207130719552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442861142464337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455519264237188,0.0,0.0,0.08250631895691021,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kayydeedee,2019/02/14,"Experiences with strattera? I have taken adderall for the past 10 years. When I was in middle/high school it worked really well but as I’ve grown older it is becoming a bit of an issue. I used to take it in combination with an SSRI for depression which had little to no negative effects. In fall of 2017 I switched to Wellbutrin for depression. While the Wellbutrin itself works phenomenally, in combination with the adderall it sends my anxiety through the roof. I know that Wellbutrin is sometimes prescribed for the off label use of adhd. However, the Wellbutrin by itself isn’t enough to help my adhd. When I take adderall now I grow increasingly anxious, I am bug-eyed all day, and have an overwhelming feeling of discomfort. But unfortunately this is the only way for me to become engaged and stay engaged in my school work. I limit the adderall to only days when I have school work to do, but it essentially ruins my entire day because I become so tense. I was given the strattera starter pack from my primary care physician this summer but I struggled to keep up with it and eventually switched back to adderall. I only take 15mg of adderall xr which is a fairly low dose. I feel as though my only options at this point is trying 10mg, strattera, or just no adhd meds which I think would be a big mess. If anyone has had positive or negative experiences with strattera, I’d appreciate hearing them. 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Whenever I take stimulants and go to class, I can concentrate on my work better, but I also seem to become more emotionless, anti-social, and creepy I guess. Whenever I am on stims I don't care about small talk, I just want to get stuff done. Who else has this problem? 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It seems like its the quietest time of day for me. Roommates are asleep, barely any traffic noise - just the sound of nothing. I feel like I am the most relaxed during this time. I can actually think somewhat clearly and tend to be focused on what I want to do for a change. Too bad I have to be up at 7am for work :/",1.0047857142857168,2.48378005,2.8796428571428585,94.77250000000002,79.75,5.071428571428573,23.92857142857143,5.288315135182226,0.1603571428571433,284,10,67,1,7,95,56,80,0.10800000000000001,0.652,0.24,0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,11,14,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,14,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,7,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2563730495249599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865598003933633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387139964576161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779188348545781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943017246577444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283717108642565,0.1876844586219582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443819166253164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850494983020215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520832160652318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916690146462996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28002044334889004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683378906539246,0.0,0.0,0.3063837808838514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495678257285586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912604744852317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Deranged90,2019/02/14,"Private Help in the UK - Psychiatry As it takes an awfully long time to be re-referred to an NHS clinic, I’ve decided to seek private help through an organisation called Psychiatry. However, a 45 minute online consultation will cost £225 and subsequent appointments for medication titration purposes cost between £100-150. Whilst there’s no guarantee I’ll be prescribed it, I’m particularly drawn to Psychiatry as they DO prescribe dextroamphetamine. Has anyone on here used their service? And if so, what was your experience like with them? Thanks. 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I knew when I agreed to watch the place that I would lock myself out and yup, it happened. There is a special place in Hell for the person who invented these awful locks and anyone who has one installed.",6.087499999999999,7.216077416666668,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,66.5,7.333333333333332,31.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.9326666666666683,255,10,46,2,4,76,48,60,0.124,0.7979999999999999,0.078,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,2,4,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022251397592431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557509678548722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129534213338027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959788781360597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525304923113608,0.6043341072297485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6034265138742657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054493138269108,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wrapallaroundyou,2019/02/14,Getting motivated to do something then burning out quick: ADHD or lack of discipline? I saw a post about this on r/Advice and the comments were a mix of lack of motivation/you have ADHD. Wanted to get some more opinions,5.195,6.585198023809526,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,68.76190476190476,8.457142857142857,33.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.982704761904761,175,8,30,3,3,59,36,42,0.111,0.8170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,7,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,8,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,24,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7724743971741528,0.3140495419243963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581634677616184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077939133492573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741459671997446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955868853856575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,auntie_fuzz,2019/02/14,"PRO TIP FOR PHONES So I’m not sure how many of you constantly leave the house without hella important things like your driver’s license and debit card, but boy have I got the perfect solution for you—sticky wallets!! I have a nice sturdy one that sticks to the back of my phone case with two slots—one for my license, one for debit card. I used to have a special case for my whole phone that had a wallet in the back but once I got my new phone I got a case that didn’t have it. For the first weekend after my new phone, every single time I left the house I left without my license and card. 🙄 So there’s my grand advice. Grab you a little sticky wallet off amazon or wherever [like this ](https://www.amazon.com/Stixs®-Wallet-Silicone-Adhesive-Android/dp/B00D2XSFZO) and get your life slightly more organized. 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Honestly, I'd just like to have a list of personal situations that you guys deal with. I'm diagnosed with ADHD-c, and sometimes just having some examples off the top of your head to explain it to your friends/other people would be nice. I could mention ""oh it took me 10 minutes to leave the house today because i forgot my keys 8 times"" and they're like, ""i forget my keys all the time"" &#x200B; I could say, ""i forget whether i washed my hair or not when i shower"" and they're like, ""doesnt seem like a big deal to me"" &#x200B; I could tell them, ""I went to the grocery store to buy aluminium to cook fish, got distracted by the vitamin aisle, ended up with 4 vitamins and a multi-gummy pack but no aluminium foil"" and they could say, ""i always buy random things when i shop too"" On a side note, some of them are envious of my short-term memory (i can memorize a test i wrote with most of the questions and answer choices \[multiple choice test\]) but forget absolutely everything about the test after an hour. What are your stories about hyperfocus? As im writing the post, I realize that I don't want their confirmation or empathy... because they'll only understand what it's like from the surface at the very most. I think what I want is to reconfirm that there are many people like me out there and that we struggle with these stupid things all the time. &#x200B; Sorry im jumping everywhere, i think i asked like 4 questions but just any story would be nice. &#x200B;",6.073299319727894,6.527118166666671,6.5133333333333345,77.45666666666666,66.31292517006804,9.93469387755102,31.639455782312922,9.861636050157227,2.9395047619047614,1207,45,229,25,18,392,167,294,0.08800000000000001,0.816,0.09699999999999999,0.5489999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,5,5,1,10,14,2,2,17,0,19,7,2,0,2,56,33,17,0,8,10,0,1,7,0,3,4,2,1,2,14,15,1,1,10,2,4,3,4,4,0,0,5,3,37,10,31,19,6,22,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,10,16,147,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011736935464093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931708975900519,0.3610471493869313,0.4049026066003236,0.056650793052888435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787966706168048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156487125726796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660515747731507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176922059051306,0.0,0.0845536220464852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378420239783225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486987137415703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662724942219582,0.0,0.0,0.08248582821732517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549577301687544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203942128266306,0.0961236954117568,0.0,0.0,0.17996909447179024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820880191989076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848930032463592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445899447019987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633578062756945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550748953680755,0.0727394015153948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978391781171394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186643097735365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324962137870917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583846136574944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363919697315287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239155523458534,0.09325401020250007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708929806688083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281293125176419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106893288351159,0.10675797142973342,0.0,0.0,0.14572882610862753,0.0,0.07896414708057296,0.0,0.09255579656067428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672426406448024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873600023787653,0.0982718252111512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722530081122507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835608438993807,0.0,0.4049026066003236,0.0 adhd,CovfefeDrinker,2019/02/14,"Fired for poor performance. Looking for some tips that helped you improve. Just curious, but have any of you ever been fired for ""poor performance""--more specifically, related to communication? I was wondering if there are any resources that helped you improve your performance/communication abilities, beyond taking meds? Basically I struggled to fully explain what I was working on, because I'd literally always forget wtf I was doing. Not to mention that it didn't help that I wasn't taking meds, which hampered my motivation (started back on them the week before I was fired).",9.620652920962199,11.040905721649489,9.205721649484536,57.85676116838491,58.793814432989684,11.827491408934709,40.90893470790378,11.538034831475384,5.47291202749141,473,24,64,13,6,152,66,97,0.239,0.647,0.114,-0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,1,1,10,16,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,7,4,12,0,10,9,1,7,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,3,4,48,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185268534329066,0.0,0.0,0.2972455675595187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805291766115898,0.0,0.13322720730842788,0.0,0.18597156643317952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197692702311942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394721871438295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835285489827979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855237750330343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469215690660806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284778944584448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286476534252964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753091481664082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701020846955026,0.15910838326695825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Whitedragon86,2019/02/14,"Any advice on getting back on your feet with work? Just go diagnosed a little over a year ago and a lot of things finally make sense. So a year ago I was full force into a pet care business as a contractor. The schedule was all over the place but I enjoyed the exercise it provided. I was unable to have time off because I hadn't set limits with my boss at the time of hire and began to feel burnout. On febuary 13th last year when I was out of my place of residence my room caught fire and I literally lost everything in it. I had renters insurance, but everything in my room was new and not mine yet so I had a hard time adjusting. Since then there was a lot of stressful family stuff and I had a very hard time keeping my emotions in check. I'm in a healthier place now but the fire and subsequent family stuff made it extremely difficult for me to hold down a job (and now) find the motivation to get one and start a real routine. I currently get by through contractor gigs but I want more income and stability. Any advice or words of wisdom? I know I'm no stupid, I can do this.",2.9002474747474736,4.522751277272729,4.409393939393941,85.21853535353536,74.86363636363637,8.707070707070708,26.767676767676768,9.2995712137729,2.2266919191919192,851,32,180,21,18,284,128,220,0.131,0.799,0.07,-0.9244,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,9,7,1,1,18,0,13,3,1,4,1,37,30,19,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,13,0,3,5,1,1,2,3,4,0,1,14,5,21,3,30,16,5,46,0,1,0,0,1,21,0,3,22,121,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356729610669956,0.2137866706580571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400695174056068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272416400690416,0.0,0.07350887799256367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294675422217345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223935364640094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564444344382234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675211801218164,0.0,0.2273578844441527,0.0,0.06097254483988485,0.0,0.0,0.13209745544543455,0.11021457633580453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900560800330296,0.0,0.06853252209941707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604500884145045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966425440473286,0.10718350250987137,0.0,0.0,0.06627160766452979,0.09829471621023887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086011976177945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163524543381072,0.20503796231530613,0.0,0.11410258659579413,0.08049293630946901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646393275454694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171305214174197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779640812680875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725470841394216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975103239967716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535228740574996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813230557351566,0.0,0.2760871382237405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011282117228145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28126161774402697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949712322057072,0.07112549368821378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778896570344172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329627367353603 adhd,jewpoosrewyou,2019/02/14,"Nice to meet you guys and thank you so much I very very rarely post but finding you guys and this past week has been crazy for me. So I'm going to try to keep this short cause, ya know haha. I had read last month how ADHD and insomnia and depression are kinda linked which made me curious (but I put off looking into it until earlier this week haha.) I've had depression for some time now and sleep has pretty much always been ridiculously hard no matter how tired I am. I'm 24 years old and just a few days ago I realized that I have ADHD! I'm going to get a full evaluation next week to confirm but...after reading (skimming) so many posts from all of you guys and doing a bunch of research on undiagnosed ADHD...for the first time in my life I feel like I've found my people. So many quirks/weirdness and way I handle my problems are exactly the things you guys have all mentioned and I'm getting this unfamiliar feeling of belonging. It's like that scene in Harry Potter with the Mirror of Erised. Where Harry looks into the mirror and he sees people with eyes like his, wobbly knees like his, and hair like his. For the first time in his life he was seeing his family. And, that's just the best way I can describe how I'm feeling now that I've found all of you. I finally feel like I'm an actual human being and for the first time in my life my future doesnt feel so muddled and hopeless/pointless. I grew up just thinking I just didn't belong on this planet and that there was something fundamentally wrong with me, that I'm way dumber than everyone else, I'm more sensitive than others, I don't have as much discipline as others, I'm lazier than everyone else, blah blah blah. And it sucks thinking that you're just worse than everyone you're entire life :( But understanding that it's not completely my fault has helped me so much. So much of my behavior and the way I handle my day to day now makes so much sense. I didn't realize how much of my life and personality has grown around this. I feel like I had a hundred other things to say but theyre not coming to me right now. But thank you guys all for being here and making me feel like I finally belong somewhere, I feel so grateful to have found you all. I love all of you guys and I hope the best for each and every one of you. I want to hug all of you haha. This wasn't too long right? TL;DR: Found out I have ADHD at the age of 24. Ive always felt like an outsider/weirdo/idiot and now I feel like I'm finally part of a community and I love all of you guys very much! 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If you switch it off I bet you can get another 500.",1.9109090909090904,3.781606151515156,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,78.3939393939394,8.036363636363637,23.12121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.7190484848484855,125,4,26,3,3,44,29,33,0.0,0.958,0.042,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7507304610131658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374051565536923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445082196131998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JorjCardas,2019/02/14,"Strattera in place of Adderall? So, the supplier that handles my doc's controlled rx pads has been giving them the run around and as a result, my doc can't write controlled rxs for at least two weeks. (weird, but there it is.) My doc is giving me a rx for Strattera in the meantime. I've been on 20mg of XR and never taken Strattera. I also work night shifts and have heard Strattera makes folks sleepy. This makes me nervous. What should I expect? 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could it be because of the generic brand? the manufacturer is actavis",4.572430426716139,6.104570646258504,5.034063079777368,82.77294990723564,70.42857142857143,7.250216450216451,28.32962275819419,7.686295010490155,1.752733333333334,603,22,111,7,11,192,100,147,0.084,0.863,0.053,-0.6481,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,9,0,10,8,2,1,0,17,24,5,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,4,3,10,2,10,18,4,24,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,14,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454060765058227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706412443182082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128445877197799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363616944106911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595591211253566,0.16069641480539104,0.0,0.09366260728245307,0.0,0.0,0.14740739460277366,0.0,0.1517364998260973,0.0,0.0,0.12709347751179748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006345016338735,0.0,0.09592434787639734,0.0,0.12236420032297167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030094652403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706848260368014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587771120923717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615527530536235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904990283017222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734592956003632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302423779490125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779496266206802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582001938609369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135244202406144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544558499808679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653475628608335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104554592080378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34794732163998904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275891060990593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861175670615582,0.1426896752345527,0.0,0.1693718617469635,0.16692278747706416,0.0,0.0,0.1613580648135049,0.09860297579912283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527837948478875,0.1164963277850296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ParkingDevelopment,2019/02/14,MY SHOWER TODAY DIDN'T FEEL LIKE A FULL TIME JOB That is all,2.4607692307692304,3.6334704615384577,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.15384615384616,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.2167846153846154,48,0,10,0,1,16,13,13,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.3924,2,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814290885374319,0.39762865838398304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523305962720079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271922204863452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32455263647814064,0.0,0.5275831036299767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,djhenry,2019/02/14,"How to Maximize Misery Last year I was unemployed for 2 and 1/2 months. [7 Ways to Maximize Misery](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LO1mTELoj6o) is a video I watched almost everyday. Whenever I wanted to play Skyrim because I felt like I had nothing to do, it came in handy. &nbsp; Here are the 7 things to do to stay as miserable as possible (and maybe to avoid if you're trying not to be miserable) 1. Stay Still 2. Screw With Your Sleep 3. Maximize Screen Time 4. Use Your Screen To Stoke Your Negative Emotions 5. **Set VAPID** (Vague Amorphous Pie-in-the-sky Irrelevant Delayed) **Goals** (and do not set Specific Measurable Actionable Responsible Time-Bounded (SMART) Goals) 6. Pursue Happiness Directly 7. Follow Your Instincts ",3.2523922009748745,6.3448661102362225,3.8646344206974175,78.1265879265092,92.62204724409449,8.403299587551556,28.882264716910385,8.563005593585519,3.5981304086989123,584,29,93,19,21,184,93,127,0.121,0.794,0.085,-0.5574,2,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,0,2,3,8,1,3,2,0,8,2,1,2,0,15,13,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,4,9,4,14,8,0,16,0,2,3,1,4,1,1,2,8,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110929415198394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284094933859292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850610137247295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411072562840031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371297056332146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024079534909082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440816495000826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183598921166018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298974073638127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117841485105571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826428128015292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022751764204684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376534230975264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095942420703606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493848139820417,0.1683508876814321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005092445896755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584672592646606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312423868279006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820697205691781,0.0,0.0,0.12433953764046585,0.1673289286315122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575291348232996 adhd,Toxicgamer1,2019/02/14,"Any tips for having quality sleep? I normally take vyvanse but am stopping for a few days because I have not been sleeping well. I do not think it is the vyvanse that is causing my restless sleep as it started a few weeks ago. I stopped taking flonase because i heard it could be a stimulant. I can fall asleep easily but have trouble having restless sleep, I have been waking up every morning not happy. I do play a lot of videogames into the night so I tried F.Lux and blue light glasses but I have not been sleeping well. I have also tried magnesium glycinate. &#x200B; Has any other people diagnosed with ADHD dealt with restless sleep, if so did you find any solutions? &#x200B; Thanks, &#x200B; A very tired redditor",4.6804975124378085,7.175208119402987,4.703805970149258,81.22769900497514,72.28358208955223,7.153233830845772,32.808457711442784,8.07648339933343,2.7559472636815925,584,29,96,9,12,181,85,134,0.217,0.72,0.062,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,3,7,0,20,10,8,2,0,21,26,9,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,4,2,0,5,3,13,5,8,19,3,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,7,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172211327099958,0.0,0.08646111761275657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780007115747433,0.0,0.3170455542754129,0.3555562522931961,0.19898655468232146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891592167338508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019789079983872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787576510254464,0.0,0.0,0.06290362492721632,0.0,0.0,0.09899851958667573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217955900398012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914751717567848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383049318691552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292290309894265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915323458415786,0.09556605070793256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676202283743132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856477030429942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903755166017624,0.0,0.0,0.16309145174142275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466721377803439,0.0,0.0,0.08979943470747076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249809806970634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210501949404716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324431336332743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047866077361063,0.0,0.0,0.07823870721737212,0.0,0.17539587069891585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555562522931961,0.0 adhd,freeepizza,2019/02/14,"Non-self help books about the hunter-gatherer hypothesis? Maybe I’m overlooking something here, but all of Thom Hartmann’s books on the subject seem to be very self help-y. Does anyone know of any titles (preferably books but anything’s fine really) that delve primarily into the sociology/neuroscience aspects of the hunter gatherer hypothesis? 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The meal prep companies that deliver fresh food to you, all prepackaged in a box, with individual bags with the recipe cards are a godsend for me. It's all there. You're in, you're out, no waste. If I had to make a plan, make the shopping list, buy the food, remember what I was going to make, remember in advance to have enough time to do it, remember to defrost it, arrange for the right portions.... I'd just go out to dinner. Do yourself a favor and try it , if you can. It's one thing I can always feel successful with. That's worth a lot to me. Sometimes I can only afford to do a couple, every other week, but that little boost of achievement is worth everything.",3.5578538812785365,5.367314671232883,4.834452054794522,82.07213470319637,73.5205479452055,7.606392694063928,27.92009132420091,8.344100000000001,2.041732420091324,586,23,111,10,12,194,88,146,0.025,0.851,0.124,0.9014,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,5,2,3,0,0,11,0,11,7,0,4,2,21,18,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,7,0,4,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,9,3,21,16,5,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,2,75,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346175466930699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179011315687155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671664901972697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631029988658402,0.0,0.14540134966219287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818030328225866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391260577391761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838915587149977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215042966924428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754327628279894,0.0,0.0,0.4319692627690756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962926845087337,0.12304429505540147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238755586045446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498104212115994,0.13816295833446515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600088675457632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748233909336903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943377605792413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984095973669182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297736538476937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,otfGavin,2019/02/14,"Distractions & Medication I've know I've had adhd my whole life, and was diagnosed 5 years ago at the age of 10. For a little over a year, I've been taking 25mg of Atomoxetine, more commonly known as Stratera. It is working, and helping my impulsivity and other anxiety issues that come along with my combination adhd. However, I've noticed that starting into high school this year, I'm having a hard time focusing at the task at hand, and it's really difficult to do anything. I need to know, is this just normal people who deal with this, or is this due to my combined adhd? I'm not sure if I should try to work towards other medication, or if this is something I need to just struggle with, as it's normal. I really would appreciate any help. Thanks! 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I’m taking intuniv now instead of methylphenidate and it’s nice because it doesn’t get me high and turn me into an emotional bastard. What is everyone’s experience with non stimulants? 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I was on strattera as a kid. Not sure how effective it was but came off it due to teenage rebellion around 15. I was on it for all of last year and it was a god send. Worked subtly but perfectly. Made me feel like me on the drug was normal. Unfortunately I am unable to get an erection on the drug so I came off it 4 months ago. My doctor discussed Wellbutrin as the next alternative as I have experience stimulant induced psychosis and stimulants are a big no no for me. I was just wondering if anyone had made the switch and how they compare in there effectiveness. Symptoms of inattentiveness, impulsivity and lack of motivation/fatigue are most common for me and were largely reduced with stratterra ",5.098461538461535,7.328518248407647,5.880509554140129,74.41259186673201,70.3375796178344,9.416756491915727,33.73297403233709,9.851270322608157,3.7138156785889263,683,34,118,18,13,223,99,157,0.10300000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.073,-0.2401,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,10,0,12,6,0,9,3,34,19,18,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,1,13,3,25,7,3,21,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,10,86,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873679523142312,0.0,0.14658624284920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115627169593087,0.0,0.0,0.14721005794770792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782673941863399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242877589586087,0.3356843268864521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925825539295786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835421871601177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175886426690544,0.0,0.0,0.08361359702662635,0.1181369082390868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639647448350637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26958936395494665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078906760564061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129450384716626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319928985038675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586773097177738,0.0,0.1620227531635057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585471273966167,0.17187772554856529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933146944296666,0.12038781095635435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129794914827356 adhd,SpiritedAirport,2019/02/14,I feel like I constantly have to be chasing adrenaline highs in order to not be sad? Is this thing anyone else can relate to? 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With that I also grew up in a shit environment and never really learned the importance of finishing my homework and such. Parents never cared enough about my education and never spent the time trying to discipline me as a child to get work done, thus my brain doesn't really give a shit about things like homework and creating a life for myself (well, a part of me does) I'm turning 18 very soon but not soon enough as my school starts may and I need to get my GED before then, but I feel like I need Ritalin to be able to pass the test because I am unable to motivate myself to study hard enough. Wat do?",5.6052352941176435,5.597710817647059,6.727058823529411,77.11176470588238,67.29411764705883,10.094117647058825,30.52941176470589,9.888512548439397,2.776635294117648,669,23,132,14,10,226,103,170,0.048,0.879,0.073,0.6144,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,2,0,10,1,9,8,3,3,4,27,23,13,0,2,4,2,2,2,0,1,5,0,2,2,3,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,6,2,1,0,2,3,18,4,27,19,8,16,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,3,12,93,21,7,0.1309689275276097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739919976835426,0.1279813202025751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473580402605924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983744261119492,0.0,0.11144491100868216,0.14755713218982044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620463714569312,0.0,0.0,0.13353155023585644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689278873616352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461179106343918,0.1340266843011514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059777370114482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622182493392514,0.09356422799455344,0.0,0.14347005839589402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527757727011167,0.12563732930246838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732243414570474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850144534481778,0.12796960498786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099809137559179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422360052093526,0.30303393266270057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290850989783598,0.14182658568358386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780409725048304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254754675527552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688754440660616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927004809974127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612686280789668,0.0984723342166242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700993590746924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636903486556486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891930476505684,0.1424565844757607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806308138596392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775679458320465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953469390724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hkloe,2019/02/14,"Advice on how I can get a med-change? I've been on Ritalin 50mg for about four years now. I prescribed Ritalin as a sole option for medicine, and when I wasn't really feeling an effect in the beginning, they raised my dose up to 60mg,which gave me anxiety, so they settled for 50mg. I feel some effects of Ritalin, like I learn things easier and remember stuff more often. I was a real mess before, constantly forgetting stuff, being late, never passed my drivers test and had bad grades. Now, I feel like the effects from Ritalin has gradually faded. I hardly manage to do any studying, always late to class, my apartment is a mess. I also feel like Ritalin gives me anxiety and makes me very irritable and sensitive to noise for some reason.. I really want to try something else, but I only got prescribed a higher dose of Ritalin, which haven't helped at all. Told my doctor about this and he said he would contact a pdoc if things didn't get better with Ritalin after a month. It didn't, and now he only wants to refer me to a pdoc if I book a new appointment and list some specific side effects of Ritalin which justifies a possible change. I feel like it's so hard to try other options! It's like they think I'm some drugaddict looking for a high.. Have anyone tried to change from Ritalin before, and if so, did it work better? Also, any fellow ADHDers in Norway who has any experience with going through the system here? 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It’s not even like I mix up people’s names, I literally don’t even register names after meeting somebody most of the time. Does anybody have advice on how to get better at remembering people’s names?",6.402733333333337,6.766542340000001,7.43,71.47833333333334,65.6,10.666666666666668,32.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.5020666666666664,207,8,37,5,3,70,40,50,0.135,0.755,0.11,-0.3113,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,11,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,7,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645471449327674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394322785329385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369113090369076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576196555295215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144146687335835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226146434544847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37537014508761823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6133522189130053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786061671326346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337462692245946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434122710573065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mauxfaux,2019/02/14,Just a reminder that today is Valentine’s Day. 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Did it go away? I've been on 10mg XR adderall for a couple of months, and recently my psychiatrist added 10mg Lexapro. About a week and a half in, my focus is shot, even with the adderall. I start working on something, it feels like the gears mesh and I get rolling, and two minutes later I'm doing something else without realizing how I got there; other things I can't even bring myself to look at. It's a lot like a bad day before adderall. I know that Lexapro takes some time to get into full effect, and that there can be some odd effects during the initial period. Is this one that others have experienced, did it go away, and how long did it take? I have shit I need to do!",3.882781818181819,5.117677060000002,4.83218181818182,84.70609090909092,71.73333333333333,7.321212121212122,27.63636363636364,7.686295010490155,1.5296000000000003,589,21,119,7,11,192,99,150,0.092,0.8740000000000001,0.035,-0.8493,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,1,0,8,0,14,2,1,4,0,20,29,9,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,2,0,3,5,4,11,2,17,23,4,23,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,3,12,82,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089605035801726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267171664834918,0.0,0.14517596020638698,0.0,0.0,0.14795237053361313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238619719077615,0.0,0.1121331353650071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524784812786945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968179505801986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791496974925002,0.12421427953639967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168201610177231,0.0,0.2964466034523536,0.0,0.13906142042253358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955555717472708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989027352472905,0.0,0.0,0.15387135757186338,0.1460087926524814,0.0,0.0,0.14781986139609565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878306988022598,0.0,0.0,0.12892397620743398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782025050824013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716777455445402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847723582798938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771051008457203,0.0,0.0,0.1230675836970687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071971042413248,0.2614603959474247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551291271150925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138623326500948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984779973282535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946972940494073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760652209801316,0.0,0.12658097647725808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TribalBrownBean,2019/02/14,"What do you recommend for me? Before you jump to the whole “we’re not your doctor he would know best” just hear me out because maybe someone’s been in my shoes. I have ADHD -PI. I am not hyper or anything like that but my mind is running at supersonic speeds where it makes it hard for me to do boring things such as school work. I have had it for a while and struggled all throughout high school until I finally saw a psychiatrist freshman year of college. I was put on a small dose of concerta but I experienced extreme mood swings and emotional instability (would get mad/crying for no real reason). I was later put on 10mg Adderall IR, which was slowly increased to 20mg. This was a godsend because I was finally able to concentrate and do well in my classes. This helped for 2 years until it started to have more cons than pros: it got to the point where it made me very anxious and unstable to get anything done due to me being “stuck”. I stopped taking it and just relied on sheer procrastination to get my assignments done and I somehow managed to graduate college. Now since I’m trying to pursue dentistry, I’m back trying to work on my ADHD (and also to just do better in my everyday tasks). I was prescribed vyvanse 20mg which made me calm and focused and I wouldn’t get sucked into a task (I had more control switching tasks). The first week was good but then the second week I noticed myself thinking weird depressing thoughts, unable to sleep, slow, spaced out feeling like an alien and mildly irritated. Oh and a loud HR . So I called my doctor and stopped it. He has me on adderall XR 10mg, it’s been 1-2 weeks. I sweat less on it, I have a much normal hr, but I’m starting to get stressed and feel that stuck feeling again. It’s like when I have to make a decision, even with something simple like what should I eat, it’s so difficult and stressful and I spend too long trying to make a decision. On top of all this, I’ve been struggling with sleeping well for almost 2 years now. And I take trazadone 100mg as needed to go to sleep. I’ve been taking this for almost 6 months. I noticed with the Vyvance even if I took it at 6am, I would still have to rely on trazadone to help me sleep. On adderall I might take it really early and feel the crash after 8-10hrs and feel like a zombie all evening BUT still have trouble sleeping. I really hate having to take the trazadone to sleep and I’ve tried to sleep without it and I toss and turn for hours or wake up within a few hours. If my check my other posts about a question on /sleep, I try to practice good sleep hygiene and all that. I really want to be able to concentrate on my schoolwork and be able to sleep like a normal person, any advice would help. 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Granted I use a very, light, sweet kind (cafe escapes vanilla latte), but the end result was *actually* not terrible! And bonus- a time saver, no extra dishes used or extra creamer necessary. I don’t think it’ll be an everyday thing but it could work in a pinch , like running out the door late but I NEED the food and coffee. 😋 (who am I kidding, when do I NOT run out the door late?!)",2.1855989804587916,4.567013252336452,3.753169073916741,85.479575191164,80.02803738317758,6.1338997451146975,26.549702633814782,7.348242739294969,1.5428953271028036,426,18,81,6,11,141,78,107,0.067,0.738,0.195,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,10,0,7,4,0,4,0,20,12,8,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,6,3,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,3,8,4,9,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,8,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.21566222549368852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644896673274535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573868390590124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26723172925675226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301354695644219,0.0,0.0,0.4985908713958178,0.2340050340806153,0.0,0.0,0.1560974642272931,0.10796848821526586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751791995639893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386725993223394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216408860921574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682128995440394,0.14160663221273612,0.0,0.0,0.12886574498180448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817427316366844,0.2433981387860684,0.18234654284089613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608892184763287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whiteguysky-,2019/02/14,"One of my teachers asked me to stop drawing in class. Since the school provided someone to take notes for me, what can I do instead of drawing while in class? Any suggestions that have helped y’all? It’s my third year in college and I finally got accommodations for my ADHD. In case you’re not familiar, this means I get extra time in tests, a progress tutor, and a note taker during my classes. I don’t know why I never consider getting academic accommodations, but I’m so glad I did. But I struggle with what to do during class. Since I have a note taker, there’s no point in taking my own notes. So I would often draw instead. Most teachers are fine with it. But yesterday, I got an email from one of them asking me not to draw during class time. I emailed him back, explained my ADHD, and apologized if my behavior was rude. He was very nice and receptive to it. I’m having trouble coming up with what to do instead of drawing during class. I can’t just sit there, I’d go crazy. I need something I can do that shows I’m paying attention but also satisfies my energy in class. Any suggestions? I obviously can’t be on my phone in class either. TLDR: Since I have a note taker in all my classes, I would normally draw during class. One of teachers emailed me asking me to not draw while in class. I need some suggestions on what to do while in class instead of drawing. Something that releases my energy. 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I just got my diagnosis for ADHD-C and can't even describe the relief. Original post [here](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/abi17s/i_feel_like_im_heading_for_a_catastrophic/). I booked my psychiatrist appointment two weeks ago and had it today. The psychiatrist confirmed that I absolutely have ADHD-C and was so incredibly sympathetic to everything that I was saying, and spent a good long time talking about treatment options with me. I can't describe how relieved I am. It feels silly to be relieved rather than alarmed at a medical diagnosis, but I just feel such overwhelming validation. I was so worried in the week or two leading up as I was doing the paperwork for the appointment that this would all turn out to be nonsense, and I'd actually be told I'm just thick and terrible at coping with life. Instead I've walked out full of validation and with a prescription for medication in the post to start next week. I actually feel genuinely *excited* for my future for the first time in forever. I know medication isn't a magic bullet and may not work out, and I know there are still going to be plenty of shit days ahead either way. But I just feel so liberated now that I *know* for sure what the problem is, that my mind does work differently and that I can stop trying to run my brain on the wrong manual, and start using the right tools that will let me the person I want to be.",6.132221131186171,7.705269869402986,6.774485467399845,71.6159190887667,66.72388059701493,10.119717203456403,30.89630793401414,10.307518312809881,3.338138805970148,1167,45,204,30,19,383,151,268,0.122,0.826,0.052000000000000005,-0.9692,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,5,17,13,1,2,17,0,23,6,2,4,2,47,40,19,0,4,10,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,11,17,0,1,7,1,1,4,4,6,0,3,8,6,24,7,34,23,3,44,0,1,0,0,4,15,1,3,21,146,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.2054416137719856,0.0,0.3795144366930391,0.0,0.18661733078360893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117507523523877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788546634978049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997668495299033,0.0,0.0,0.09211573584413828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695247471624437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946029553213464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289509835349302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953604671341249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059822982914205874,0.08828901137633341,0.0841878660212025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354819864622387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763781919119553,0.07434986558994866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315381071471844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31812203702613795,0.0,0.0,0.10628490197321094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119476353544483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191096799503284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024365184648428,0.0,0.0,0.10072179173671683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989341711577704,0.0,0.08370879476009335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805022393749814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901037565071604,0.0,0.08406259758659257,0.08800398444397846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992084588437196,0.0,0.0,0.08460583823651911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227585709476315,0.0,0.09977633914875657,0.10058262520610216,0.0,0.07146618260811094,0.11449514036094127,0.20565191646188727,0.0,0.0,0.09091281824347774,0.0,0.0,0.06208642354504362,0.08355230308475449,0.3377402260808172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532643957773581,0.10689896100395488,0.0,0.07477530786446396,0.11508778540988858,0.0,0.0 adhd,sniperbullet1997,2019/02/14,"does adderall reduce dopamine longterm? ive been reading that adderall makes dopamine more activate by removing it outside the cell or something along those lines, and usually the dopamine that adderall pushes out is reserved for later use but since adderall uses it up, does that mean if you take adderall on a constant bases you will run out of dopamine? and is that why adderall is not used for parkinsons? 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This is not just something I can deal with like other stuff that just affects me. This can harm other people too. Does this happen with anyone else? (also sorry if I misspelled anything English is not my first language) ",2.41,4.759872000000001,3.518888888888892,87.64500000000002,79.0,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.7006666666666672,360,12,68,3,9,116,71,90,0.10400000000000001,0.838,0.059000000000000004,-0.6187,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,1,10,2,8,7,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,5,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673619666410366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748513731962934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518543305718216,0.2274035007699631,0.18263750317042893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851970026426755,0.0,0.0,0.13529241119465069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881013617248466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942209702260167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540218184209506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887818373649513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613347412293233,0.0,0.17750549208619648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626058732659507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842855089152742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501207095521866,0.2229683088879149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771501904516048,0.0,0.1631512524402769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386507733457394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507287440554845,0.0,0.0,0.24946957710877074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086006199570086,0.0,0.2484433788511095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540679143130121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744690763883353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941485260102542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jaz_ATG,2019/02/14,"Forgot to take Adderall I forgot to take my Adderall before I left for school this morning and I need advice on how to keep myself focused on my work. I used to take Concerta and Ritalin, but it caused me to have severe anxiety and I switched to Adderall. Which means, I don't have any ADHD medication at school (I used to keep Ritalin at my school, but not anymore).",4.675416666666667,5.745592375000001,5.759333333333338,79.419,69.69444444444444,8.537777777777778,31.06666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.585596666666667,289,12,54,5,5,96,42,72,0.079,0.895,0.026000000000000002,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,16,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,12,0,12,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,37,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114280281944856,0.17168025438422824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947384658860835,0.0,0.13440081886106928,0.0,0.17423526096171188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949752543194395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804799442811641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123190864726527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908854972818592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137570785389035,0.0,0.17698715000573034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027040622833008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533416826196169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847740248028692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962864743392129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034760009143293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790293715375092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,numbers909,2019/02/14,"Today, my friends, will mark the first day in a year I will be attending school without my medications. Wish me luck, folks. 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Meaning we are allowed to question the way our *very legitimate* differences have been framed by medical model thinking. ,10.465714285714286,13.165031285714289,10.098571428571432,47.5964285714286,57.57142857142857,11.314285714285715,49.714285714285715,11.20814326018867,6.993657142857144,148,10,16,4,2,48,27,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050082954574496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520930858466749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367091599594545,0.0,0.33949186514772434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520930858466749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775169251847421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159358776302443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780601455307292,0.0,0.26749477159893204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LavenderBrown0,2019/02/14,"The struggles with remembering if you've taken your pill ... BEFORE AN EXAM So, this morning I had an exam. I got dressed, put the pill (Ritalin) on my desk, went to the shower to do my hair and got back. Put a glass of water next to the pill, so I would take it the last thing before going out of the door. Fast foward 40 minutes or so, I'm sitting on the seat thinking ""Did I take my med?"" Literally drawing my steps and writing down what I did earlier today. For the life of me, I couldn't remember if I'd taken the pill. At that point, because I had NO MEMORY (Actually NO memory of it) of taking it, I reached the conclusion that I had indeed forgotten about it. I could call home to ask either. (Can you imagine? ""Hey, go into my room to see if I've taken my meds..."" ) I then started to panic. What if I can't focus or think because I haven't taken it? I started to give myself a pep talk. ""You don't need it. It's early in the morning, your brain works early in the morning (clearly doesn't.)"" ""It's fine, you'll be fine."" ""You will do fine, and then you'll realize that you are not dependent of these meds and you can survive without them."" ""WHAT IF I CAN'T THINK THO?"" Thankfully, I had my anxiety meds in my bag and took one to just chill out. I said to myself, there's nothing I can do about it. So I just started doing breathing exercises (like inhale - hold - exhale ) and then wrote the exam and it went just fine... I come home, and there's no pill on my desk, and the glass of water is empy. How the fuck do I have no memory of taking the pill ? It's actually terrifying. Like my short term memory is baaaaad. Someone will tell me their name while shaking my hand, and as I'm repeating their name I'm forgetting it. This is becoming a problem. It's never been this bad. 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I'm not looking for medical/medication advice, just seeing if anyone else has gone through this/if there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I was put on stimulants in July of 2017--started on Adderall, then switched to 20mg Vyvanse after a while to see if it would work better/last longer. Recently my therapist and I came to the conclusion that a lot of my issues with lack of focus and motivation, especially in the long term vs. day to day, sound like depression symptoms rather than straight ADHD (I have a lot of shit going on in my head and no solid diagnosis at this time). Psych prescribed 150mg Wellbutrin XL, I stopped Vyvanse and started taking the Wellbutrin yesterday morning. I'm absolutely exhausted. I'm pretty sure the Vyvanse was the only thing allowing my body to run on 5-6 hours of sleep. I'm not having too hard of a time with focus at work since even on stimulants I've had to force myself to hyperfocus for short periods to do anything, but it's definitely more difficult to start when I'm literally spending my first few hours trying to wake myself up at my desk. I'm hoping this will lessen as my body gets used to it and I start forcing myself to sleep earlier. Anyone else successfully transition to this med? Did it eventually help you?",7.459142857142857,7.270170513725487,8.079845938375353,69.57573529411765,63.470588235294116,11.364145658263304,36.253501400560225,10.914260884657429,4.059408963585433,1071,46,189,26,14,358,155,255,0.059000000000000004,0.835,0.106,0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,7,6,8,1,0,12,0,10,9,7,5,1,29,29,12,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,4,0,2,6,6,16,4,44,21,6,44,0,1,3,0,3,16,1,5,23,117,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687227611501452,0.10924926489807793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634574483727806,0.2291037825269576,0.09200153618116896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887765157791888,0.0,0.2483682809480221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786894658894987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442029725016746,0.0,0.0962928225782302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678842236357227,0.0,0.09902125238315376,0.0,0.0,0.07384257442966043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019334735946208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841067113367391,0.0,0.06353828311126625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015047247663496,0.0,0.1147386329657685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493690817918164,0.0,0.0,0.11104221838721162,0.22020015060668666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668972494843187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911315871003214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461963219355783,0.0,0.0,0.0989391185420072,0.0938834976982147,0.0,0.0,0.19009602593128366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483682809480221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502862566490019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107073102439373,0.11374037515624008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238946665863044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038860698634516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817959611202314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476067197488735,0.09248177570435116,0.0,0.22376065956796212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31652929938948404,0.0,0.0,0.0934694628407297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053697899699313,0.11620258074463108,0.08405937764148473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980794031280074,0.07427467947411145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038247936234013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590458252387333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655894946397724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278286530353642,0.0,0.0,0.07941922066370556,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImMr_Bulldops,2019/02/14,How Bad is my ADHD?(Is my medication a lot) Im pretty sure my ADHD is quite strong. For school I take 54 mg Methylphenidate (I think its concerta). 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Me: Tells friend exact same interesting fact. Friend: I’m the one who told you that. 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I recently have been trying very hard to not cut people off when they are talking. (Almost) every time I do cut someone else off now, after a second or two is when I realize and I'll throw my hands over my mouth so they know I know what I did and so I actually stop. It feels like I have to react to the fact that I cut them off. Its not that I don’t know not to, I just don’t realize until a few seconds after I do it instead of before so I can just not do it I’m the first place. It has put a lot of strain on some of my personal and work relationships. Does any one else feel this way? Got any tips? 😩",-1.1670467365028223,0.6892130205479461,1.9032473811442363,96.71383158742952,90.02739726027397,5.0791297340854165,15.437550362610796,6.522977012572876,-0.5551429492344879,495,10,125,6,17,175,83,146,0.040999999999999995,0.877,0.08199999999999999,0.6631,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,9,6,3,1,5,0,15,2,2,2,1,25,23,10,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,4,0,5,3,5,21,2,17,20,3,19,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,12,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.17323519836363832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777619568229261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144116706737906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105756634027767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535010145590886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965925638801916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956936663394285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692803365158057,0.2536425297385368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509995421892376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419800146836966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590242319614485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926832209515127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345589780664772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509222761265484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029303919353687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307092970769964,0.15500476734071209,0.1854719935597058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845795605322984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528088494433386,0.19059145976228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041323644902782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841577051535054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268491081745874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793727543630855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351410796720288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052532194523018,0.0,0.1734125325829945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464736786780992,0.0,0.1409081590907947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292376335888884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MMOUNTAIN98,2019/02/14,"I just quit my study So I finished highschool 2 years ago, where I did seriously nothing and still had good grades, and went straight to university. I studied International Business and Management. Didn't make it, this year I started Logistics Engineering, didn't make it. I was working my ass of for good grades but all I got back where insufficient grades... So now I'm done with university, I'm not going back. I'm joining the army. 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So I was taking antidepressiva the last few months, which helped me alot to be aware of my feelings. I stopped taking them recently and I think it could work out, but I still have a problem with being aware of my feelings. So for example I can't go to sleep, I just sit on my PC and can ignore that i am actually tired. It's also more difficult in social interaction, but i can't handle 4h of sleep forever... I know, it's not directly about ADHD, but indirectly. Has anyone of you any similar experiences and some tipps?",4.00644495412844,5.277338577981652,5.8540252293577995,77.35975344036699,71.4770642201835,9.486697247706422,27.386467889908253,9.827888789773867,2.5607146788990827,431,15,86,11,8,149,78,109,0.153,0.804,0.043,-0.929,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,10,4,3,0,0,22,18,9,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,16,0,13,14,4,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,5,62,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.1791142371448756,0.0,0.22058639943377845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467815207187302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481744721377362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283395004309957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654639679706974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954302525399762,0.0,0.0,0.185612556450182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431331560996578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460537795785656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087197894543448,0.1496143355114882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650451718259702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014781854167988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562855508728614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122934766975665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510351041843358,0.1871018423633957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465799237329819,0.1534525186984502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760072183423136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760874601649456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095891190391736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826007629268876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336235382262908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,70hnarty,2019/02/14,"Advice regarding lunch, how do you manage your lunch in terms of not preparing it but actually eating lunch Hey fam, I have this thing that I don’t feel hungry during lunch time. I love breakfast so I eat breakfast everyday but lunch is hard, even if I do get something I don’t normally finish it fully... Any thoughts?",5.729918032786884,6.645969491803283,6.219795081967213,77.6316598360656,67.19672131147541,9.378688524590164,30.004098360655732,9.516144504307137,2.7085704918032785,253,9,46,5,4,82,45,61,0.027000000000000003,0.873,0.099,0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,0,8,10,5,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,2,9,1,5,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,28,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2804923955324702,0.0,0.0,0.2808754501927544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954637740210516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882298611102882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984627819392996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533437271518115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501714777306499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25748282215111545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594188112046493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28162255941585856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127937462399205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095720282123949,0.0,0.0,0.2281890854707715,0.16760404576776736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlondeLacey,2019/02/14,"Meds Question I took Adderall for years and LOVED IT. I have since moved to a new country where Adderall is banned. I have been taking Ritalin XR but it wears off after like 3 hours. I have started to have to take a second dose but hate spending like 4 hours a day coming off and getting on my meds. PS I have talked to my doctor and we are working on it but I would like some others experiences. So my questions are: - Does anyone else have this problem? - If so, how did you solve it? Or manage it better? - Anyone have any thoughts on non-stim meds? I am so scared of them. - Also, while I never noticed it with my Adderall, if it gets above 80F I think I am dying and going to have heat stroke. Any advice on how to deal? My current strategy is no meds.",1.2061519607843143,3.39473260130719,2.638721405228757,93.17612132352942,82.46405228758171,4.609313725490196,20.67361111111111,5.602791699666715,-0.06307810457516361,580,17,122,3,16,188,94,153,0.122,0.765,0.113,-0.5412,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,2,7,8,1,1,3,0,17,6,1,2,1,24,29,17,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,4,1,18,5,16,24,1,21,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,6,13,85,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244256907690852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182599103971224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317793410717322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806460591139142,0.1304649345939375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261329868613085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109683774689186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211750660846749,0.13127194325988206,0.0,0.0,0.13214874351950132,0.0,0.0,0.13032795254722984,0.11142759936198524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063681229431504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455346143871555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304964771842792,0.0,0.07236474106966821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571230520230375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507893840041354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866214515468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492056269240312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657410134689441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353319527989437,0.0,0.0,0.09820497329440298,0.12297639251495936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496638498405545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183789614024325,0.0,0.0,0.2852781429820223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274798384090403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053289359548628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012503828271533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147307102558173,0.10234326806719736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158811176929855,0.0,0.10108603142845624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146864301667644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269797137609764,0.0,0.0,0.09045178840006844,0.0,0.0,0.08199653539808957 adhd,isaezraa,2019/02/14,"What time should I take 30mg Vyvanse? I was diagnosed with ADHD today! I totally forgot to ask my dr to be more specific about what he meant by “morning” lol since I definitely don’t want to have issues falling asleep, so what time should I take it? Tomorrow I start school at 9:45 and finish at 2:45, I normally wake up around 6:30ish. 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Advice? So Im going to start from the beginning. In early/mid 2017, I went to my family medicine doctor due to concerns of possible adhd and/or depression. Symptoms are hard time maintaining focus/listening when someone is talking or when im reading, struggling to stay on task and completing tasks at home and at work, losing train of thought randomly, apathy, sometimes having a hard time finding correct words to use when talking, often pausing mid-sentence, etc. He sent me to a specialist, a psychologist. This psychologist did a test on me with a weird wired helmet/hat thing that maps my brain activity while he had me sit and do nothing for a period of time. With the results, he came to the conclusion that I dont have adhd, but I do have regions of my brain being more active & less active than they should be and that theyre not communicating in an efficient manner, which would be causing my symptoms. He said this could be treated with stimulants or SSRIs and sent a recommendation letter to my original doctor. My doctor prescribed me adderall 15mg 3 times daily and for 6 months, I wouldnt say it was a magic cure all but it did help. Eventually my doctor transfers to urgent care/ER and I have to go to a new doctor (January 2018). I went to him, gave a brief story of what went on, and he wrote me a prescription. He was nice and friendly at first but during the last couple of minutes in the appointment he continuously gave me a look that to me looked like he didnt believe me, like he thought I was bullshitting him. He was staring me down hard with squinted eyes and continued doing it over his shoulder as he left the room. It made me feel very uncomfortable and was overall a negative experience for me. What he prescribed me I think was still adderall but a more expensive version which didnt work as well as the previous XRs I took. Since the new prescription was expensive, didnt work well, and I had the negative experience with the new doc, I gave up and stopped going. Now, February 2019, Im still frustrated and irritated with constantly forgetting nearly everything, not hearing what people are telling me because i stop listening after a couple sentences into their story, often walking into rooms forgetting why I went into there in the first place and at work walking around the production floor, forgetting what im supposed to be doing. I want to try medication again for some sort of assistance but the last doctor visit ruined it for me. I dont want to go to have to go back through this story with a new doctor and endure the embarrassment of them not believing me and waste $120 on that appointment. Or since its been so long maybe have to spend another $500 for another specialist appointment. Im just so frustrated and lost. Advice? TLDR; Got prescribed adderall for adhd/depression symptoms, dumped about $1000 into appointments/medicine in 6 months, had to get a new family doctor which was a negative experience. Gave up for a year even though the medicine was somewhat working, too scared to go back in case its a waste of time/money.",6.603155182912547,7.563877575389952,7.077333832966418,72.09730104454545,65.2738301559792,10.535931425359502,34.31209892735023,10.524129630991565,3.847702178087968,2479,108,422,62,37,811,270,577,0.139,0.795,0.065,-0.9918,0,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,3,10,23,19,4,3,36,0,42,16,4,6,2,76,79,37,0,6,12,0,4,2,1,3,12,4,3,0,23,31,0,2,6,1,3,18,12,12,2,2,37,12,43,7,77,33,8,88,0,4,4,0,36,30,0,9,40,284,66,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030060501147983,0.11004283944280294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061007359141499184,0.0,0.0,0.11808317500103588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012413926056505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659143794929668,0.0,0.03432352027968432,0.0,0.0,0.12687481095290454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571188815485473,0.0,0.06439888621829855,0.05740756119679904,0.05784161260248776,0.0,0.0,0.05903560683996085,0.06084661503646549,0.0,0.044955635295578215,0.12460269227647475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699228296278377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610513429635668,0.0,0.0,0.1319800611445841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279590054979607,0.037189479350672086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050604062539277635,0.16523376090291358,0.10616027846669676,0.0,0.028469926850569805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146252193322135,0.0957874453713361,0.0,0.0,0.0435017558950312,0.0,0.02941747988558927,0.0,0.19199945446060684,0.0,0.045032927594218265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131693160336895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634607790917496,0.0,0.037740620784931386,0.0,0.05647935307038854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040998717052417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917935568427327,0.0,0.0,0.06117646494842609,0.0,0.0,0.055016383144619034,0.0,0.0,0.049828900663486726,0.09456545701402848,0.06299183767322743,0.061464480747831486,0.0,0.0,0.05327795161533233,0.0,0.0,0.056566788959289814,0.0,0.0,0.0567222147980143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988557600274343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190267807902563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054026976507684114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039035383105340465,0.0,0.05882762355911094,0.0,0.0,0.06347637972131072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632108179972694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053559752159911656,0.04477666760767144,0.05637197311717052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315355306704927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477077594428429,0.0,0.055687920084212215,0.0,0.03985356663973386,0.0600145386536441,0.08993184052308772,0.09414841465325424,0.0,0.058863094125729015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556999510683785,0.0,0.09051301018590392,0.04921378999462565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740710125445931,0.03607851171400167,0.05532020647695442,0.08940110243820773,0.1641619540416352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255786515409589,0.03822797249684072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048630171482358014,0.0,0.04645821865186115,0.06642129200385644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125143278025024,0.20878432833609295,0.05080726697236588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495662748106544,0.0,0.0,0.03999805653759802,0.0,0.0,0.03625911788757361 adhd,madeupgrownup,2019/02/14,"Feel like I've been pigeon holed and my concerns dismissed. TL;DR: Psychologist dismisses my concerns my fiancee may be ADHD with no evidence beyond ""he can do multiple things, you can't"" (which isn't true). I'm feeling invalidated. RSD or valid concern? I (F30)have ADHD and suspect my fiancee (M31) might have it too. He shows a lot of symptoms and diagnostic criteria that I won't go into unless asked. I'm in rural Australia and I see a psychologist for my depression via internet video call. The first session he said ""ADHD people are impulsive and dealing with the trauma that's a result of poor choices is a big part of dealing with ADHD"" I was floored. I responded ""well, I've been in therapy for my trauma and believe it was my rapists choice to rape me. It was not my fault. I've spent years getting to this point and..."" That's as far as I got before he backpedaled hard. So, I went ahead anyway because he seems ok in other ways. He definitely has his own ideas of what ADHD is and seems to think I'm hyperactive (I'm not, I'm a bubbly extroverted innattentive) and that's that. I brought up last session that I thought my fiancee might be ADHD because [insert reasons here] and have been feeling like I'm taking on a parenting role in our relationship with time management, organisation and household chores (this is pretty standard in a relationship containing ADHD). I wanted to look at getting him assessed and taking it from there. Psychologist told me fiancee should join us next session. No worries. Next session I say ""oh! We discussed chores and have resolved that a bit"" and he says, ""ok good, well the next thing you wanted to talk about was that you think fiancee is ADHD"" and Linda looked like he was waiting for fiancee to blow up. But we've spoken about this and fiancee agrees it's a possibility. Fiancee goes ""will, yeah, I might be..."" Psychologist: ""Well I can tell you he's not."" Me: ""Ooook... May I ask why?"" P: ""Well, he can manage things, you can't."" M: ""uh, what do you mean exactly?"" P: ""Well he can do a lot of things, but you can't. He can just sit and concentrate."" *I raise fiance's hands containing the fiddle toys I had to give him to get him to sit still* P: ""Yes but a lot of people need to fiddle, I mean you can't see my hands, I'm a fiddler too"" M: ""...right. I'm not understanding, why do y-"" P: ""He's able to do things whereas you get lost, you talk and talk and talk, he can just sit and listen"". Y'all. Wut. This guy's therapy model is that he listens to me talk. That's what he told me to do. M: ""Ok, I'm not really clear, but fine."" P: ""Well, I don't know how to be more clear, but let's move on..."" I feel super invalidated especially since this guy has barely seen my fiancee at all. And no, he can't sit still, he perches, slouches, crouches, leans, lies, reclines or sometimes very rarely sits for a moment *if he has no other physical choice*. His attention is either complete hyperfocus, distracted or *actually asleep*. His time management is non existent. He has no initiative of his own and needs outside prompting. I just... Fuck, I'm really upset and feel like my psychologist has just gone 'no, you're a mess, he isn't, we're done here'. No actual reasons were given. I worked this might just be RSD, but I'm scared I'm just letting self-doubt get the better of me. 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I was wondering why that might be. Anyone can share an insight?",4.715531914893614,7.823700553191498,6.905787234042553,62.29400000000001,75.38297872340425,12.27063829787234,41.314893617021276,11.20814326018867,6.93540340425532,214,15,29,10,5,75,36,47,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215903718616498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950491922958204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32756308674091217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572455551313675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6697099177287521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,morgancbest,2019/02/14,"Could the “coffee nap” idea make adhd medication be more effective? If you know what [coffee naps](https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/coffee-nap) are already, skip the next two paragraphs. The idea of the coffee nap is you drink 1-2 cups of coffee as fast as you can, and then directly after take a 15-20 minute power nap. After waking, you will feel significantly more awake than if you had just taken a nap or drank coffee. Even people who weren’t able to fall asleep completely found that that they were more awake than usual. However, 30+ minute naps aren’t effective, as that is when your body enters slow-wave sleep. The reasons this works has to do with [adenosine](https://www.webmd.com/vitamins/ai/ingredientmono-1067/adenosine), a chemical that promotes sleep. Once you fall asleep, adenosine levels drop. Caffeine competes with adenosine for our brain receptors, so taking a nap while the coffee is kicking in allows more receptors to be available... therefore, making the caffeine more effective than it would have been. If you are a visual learner like me, check out [this video](https://youtu.be/CaI5LWj6ams). My question is, could this idea be applied to adhd meds? I don’t know how they all differ from caffeine or how adenosine plays a part, but I suspect it could work since they all help wake you up. Out of curiosity I did try it out. I take Vyvanse during the day and Adderall at night as needed. It didn’t seem to work with the Vyvanse, but I definitely felt like my Adderall worked better. I’m guessing that’s because Vyvanse takes a lot longer to kick in, where as Adderall takes about the same time that Caffeine does to kick in. Is there anyone with enough science knowledge to explain this in more detail and if it would work? This is something I’m so curious about and I can’t seem to find anything on google about it.",8.449210526315786,8.955015439393943,6.988532695374802,75.8933253588517,61.27272727272727,9.371610845295056,33.73205741626794,8.99025400887824,2.8666363636363634,1485,54,248,20,19,442,181,330,0.013999999999999999,0.8909999999999999,0.095,0.9748,4,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,1,9,3,12,12,4,0,0,17,0,30,11,8,10,2,56,51,24,0,10,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,19,11,2,0,19,8,1,3,5,0,0,1,10,2,22,4,41,32,12,27,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,11,13,165,41,6,0.10192377611128753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449851441885492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247542143405492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126747410284635,0.0,0.0838745832710402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213178789515365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014329722262343,0.0,0.11321433818908275,0.0,0.1137806423567774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686514007169506,0.0,0.0,0.24413352483515474,0.0,0.0,0.06573240364816238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648865266637626,0.0,0.0,0.08919418332719425,0.0,0.0,0.0998464978022371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531450666570996,0.0,0.06731969285547906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051535723668679936,0.0,0.0978628088493478,0.0,0.09315648486082413,0.0,0.0,0.11175415968043437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228053037470696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831735866640401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345178611074928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202928362748092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958961727836546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086651949621091,0.0,0.0,0.13606982401075335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321433818908275,0.10267748150703336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557518851504201,0.0,0.0,0.10839709219438373,0.09564855937449544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854549512632088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037351712904996,0.0,0.07066111295532257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417795559661376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479461722334356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557515556479812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431240085049747,0.0,0.20399476848689135,0.0,0.0,0.07846590239563582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831699753262177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943257349978703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919955352718618,0.0,0.09956471915681743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225463970395627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710086145766602,0.0,0.0,0.14480745242691995,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1nMyBaG,2019/02/14,Forcing myself to stay busy I am in transition of a career change. Most days I have been sitting around and doing nothing. The past week I have forced myself to do something when I catch myself procrastinating. Even if it’s just chores I enjoy the feeling of doing a productive task. The feeling helps me focus throughout the day. ,5.2086885245901655,7.4140151147541,5.417180327868851,77.9536393442623,69.98360655737704,6.847213114754098,28.593442622950818,7.554174236665415,1.9376268852459007,266,10,43,3,5,84,46,61,0.05,0.8029999999999999,0.147,0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,6,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860134809825303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33987896665156764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144069758164913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220698453732906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324904646821767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153518541042011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308283470716499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067047253033115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473423723445146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34244911460043426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577169923613961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ComfortableIce91,2019/02/14,"That ""Life-Changing"" Sensation people describe when starting to take their medication Hello all! Long time Lurker and first time poster, can't thank you enough for all these amazing posts which have helped me immensely during my initial months to not feel as alone and to know that other people have struggled with these issues as well. I have been in treatment for ADHD for the last 20ish months, 27 years old and am currently on Vyvanse and a booster of adderall to be taken as needed in the afternoon. Now, I moved from Ritalin IR and LA which did not feel right at all to Adderall and finally Vyvanse which work a lot better. However, I have to say I have never felt that ""OMG I can finally see colors"" moment people describe sometimes. Like, There are a lot of positive changes, to be sure, but it's more of a lot of little to medium changes in different fields then a huge change. Now, my ADHD is I would say at the very least ""Medium"" strength (perhaps more, depending on who you ask) so it's not like the issue was tiny and so the change shouldn't be as well. Don't get me wrong, I am very very grateful for everything the treatment's given me, honestly even if it didn't close the gap entirely between ""normal"" functioning in areas where I wanted improvement it certainly narrowed it way more than I ever could on my own and it gave me the energy to work on the rest of it... it just wasn't that ""life-altering"" thing where suddenly I could sit for 8 hours straight or clean my house spotless. &#x200B; What are your thoughts on this? I would truly appreciate hearing from people who did have this feeling and from people who didn't. &#x200B; &#x200B;",7.6466106442577075,7.335128746031749,7.145042016806723,76.83907563025213,63.12698412698413,10.20541549953315,34.719887955182074,9.627879704456738,3.183022408963587,1325,51,240,22,17,414,175,315,0.019,0.797,0.184,0.9944,4,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,1,5,13,13,0,1,14,0,29,2,0,1,7,43,47,20,0,9,7,0,4,2,0,3,2,3,1,0,25,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,10,2,2,1,12,9,23,11,40,27,13,47,0,0,2,0,14,20,0,6,25,175,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911470611529891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236386017661257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584957360090325,0.2898945400423508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434508906082943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033335186024005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206342390856955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698839612153456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308664213391373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217052716647237,0.0,0.05252547655356222,0.07193486618752723,0.0,0.0,0.07147189331043399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063060586333894,0.0,0.07635641895629651,0.1742313815202544,0.0,0.06764387810509656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041548501806801516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963039339227119,0.0,0.053303894724193605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831605233915444,0.09176111000299003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600676396132166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370483034674673,0.06482344472004423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234164182375966,0.07770374292352815,0.07970488744764845,0.0,0.07037707435510128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282779473967705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011301624703646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695210573713536,0.08452243176598963,0.0,0.05896673950815271,0.06133454060689353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791756194683636,0.0,0.0,0.08344805287524566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566292078539484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761629151629013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791386902856555,0.0,0.12648285728317898,0.0,0.0,0.06337108551666389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865220464956776,0.0,0.05628816581088651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313673986175958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495132009233298,0.0,0.05979286209232376,0.0,0.0,0.07321588539840591,0.0,0.0,0.05283284020598481,0.0,0.0,0.0631339237866452,0.09274327060827796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968492259471091,0.04690587333730475,0.0631232002386205,0.0,0.0,0.1430049533193452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157902150739234,0.0,0.0,0.11298447934930247,0.08694804398244471,0.2898945400423508,0.05121145764096795 adhd,chynoah,2019/02/14,2:50am... all I wanna do is draw why don’t i want to do these things at regular hours lmao ,4.8195000000000014,3.0053179500000016,5.780000000000005,89.24500000000003,69.5,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.1420000000000001,69,1,18,1,1,23,17,20,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139044641524201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141464679022113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676861151279303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625041624379177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ratparkresident,2019/02/14,"Those who have had trouble with increased heart rate under medication: did you have it from the start or did it take a while of taking meds to set in? It's my first time on medication. It was fine for the first week, now I have an increased heart rate. I wonder if it's due to the ritalin or something I ate (I'm histamine intolerant and have had this issue in the past.) Time will tell, but until then I'd be relieved to hear that if medication did increase your heart rate, it does so right away and not after a week with no issues. I have doctors appointments and I don't fear for my life/health, so I'm not looking for medical advice. I'm just worried I won't be able to use meds for my ADD and would like to know if anyone has had a similar experience.",5.14222222222222,4.78662163694268,6.170021231422505,81.89704175513094,68.29936305732485,9.270771408351026,29.54635527246992,8.841846274778883,2.0337493276716208,595,19,129,9,9,199,95,157,0.048,0.838,0.114,0.8439,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,0,19,10,3,1,0,20,31,15,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,10,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,8,2,11,3,20,18,3,24,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,6,15,89,21,1,0.12335172811971085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053788109932935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625039637183621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589300905905607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625572059078494,0.10794592853018592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066165944195853,0.0,0.13880498795643445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984583384873307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111711880439966,0.13902636252144454,0.4385171752118167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749431274379203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779088384821244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712697351494089,0.06026342362283488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358438469397577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740319245688968,0.4970555552825358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775318202923198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053417018318412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496218672673716,0.0,0.0,0.0873089880509917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549029646809406,0.0,0.10781484732412594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438547692698481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653628818851496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789063167218185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376968731339126,0.0,0.12526966754093774,0.0,0.08762552852226617,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Passerby949,2019/02/14,"“The Informant” & and Compulsive Lying [Spoiler] People with ADHD often struggle which organizing thoughts, so occasional tell white lies unintentionally. The movie “The Informant”depicts the inner dialogue of a pathological liar whose thoughts are often focused on seemingly totally trivial or unrelated topics esp while he is lying. I find these similarities in cognition striking. If you would like to share your thoughts on this, we’d all love to hear!",9.166666666666668,12.439477888888893,9.084444444444447,51.30500000000001,61.77777777777778,12.022222222222226,41.16666666666667,11.538034831475384,6.3189,376,21,46,13,6,122,63,72,0.193,0.675,0.132,-0.6581,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,3,5,1,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,2,15,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,3,7,5,2,5,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,5,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090668261120964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786422007917704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350475511734333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898478380136443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256396465503784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232104810433586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828840996041634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341167442035921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688485835711132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477679654352464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612489713220044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268528023283476,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MushyMoon,2019/02/14,"ADHD or something else??? I have a really hard time focusing my eyes while reading something, anything. I know this sounds strange and it’s possible that I’m not describing what I’m experiencing well, but it’s definitely not an issue with my eyesight. Clearly concentration is an issue, but does anyone else find that their eyes are wandering or moving along the text too fast and you have no idea how to slow down to understand what you’re reading!!!?? Is this a lack of concentration issue related to ADHD?",4.349247311827959,7.068161989247315,5.442150537634412,74.44989247311828,74.26881720430106,8.864516129032257,29.68817204301075,9.444778638647367,3.260797849462365,407,18,68,11,9,134,64,93,0.11199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.09,0.5426,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,1,1,17,9,8,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,7,9,1,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,4,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40068411895694106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656112931161287,0.1708047484675584,0.13718061808258888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588106099623313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27851438458645245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523615817000613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493312425626666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818499943394085,0.0,0.5219772165800955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161444249269823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717665079426792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793019175162698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334919776065388,0.0,0.10679285054042063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25666895903989434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720462205568656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354149216493864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498841085539344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mhase219,2019/02/14,"The moment when I was diagnosed with ADHD and how it changed my life I’m a senior in college. The second semester of my freshman year, I was diagnosed with ADHD. From that point on, my life has been changed for the better. Here is my story: In high school I began to struggle with my academics. Attending an academically challenging private school did not help. I tried so many different study strategies, yet none of them helped. My parents attributed my academic difficulties to a lack of organization and dedication to my studies. They pushed me to study harder, but I still was stumbling my way through school. Teachers called on me to snap me out of my daydreaming. No matter how hard I tried, it was never enough. My peers were succeeding in every aspect possible, and I was just left there questioning myself. Maybe I wasn’t as intelligent as thought. Maybe my random tangents and off topic comments were just meant I was weird. However, deep down I felt like something wasn’t right. Towards the end of high school I told my parents how I felt. I brought up ADHD in the conversation, but they were quick to dismiss it. I have the most loving and supporting parents, so I don’t want it to come across as my parents being overly strict and harsh. After I had that conversation, I resumed trying my best to keep my head above water until I graduated. Fast forwarding to the start of college, everything was great when I first arrived on campus. The freedom and all the other fun college stuff. Once classes began to ramp up, I hit a brick wall. My grades were tanking. I spent endless hours in the library studying and at tutoring sessions. Nothing helped. I felt defeated. Part way through my second semester in college, the feelings of being inadequate and a failing became a substantial burden. I made an appointment with a psychiatrist to ask for an evaluation. I will never forget that appointment. All of the stress and anxiety that weighed me down was lifted. I cried. The doctor provided me with great resources to help me get back on track. With this news, I figured I should tell me parents... I had no idea what I would say to them. The best option at the moment was to dial and hope I figured out what to say when they picked up. When I told them I have ADHD, they felt that as parents they failed for not realizing I had ADHD. I don’t blame them for not catching it when I was younger. With primarily inattentive ADHD, it seemed hidden to others. To this day, my parents have done everything they possible can to help me succeed and find resources to help me. On a sort of funny side note, I looked over my elementary school report cards for a developmental psych paper, every single teacher commented I was well behaved but needed redirection since I frequently zoned out. Okay, back to the story. Each semester I was doing better and better. I felt happier and less anxious. For the past two years I’ve gotten a 4.0. I finally feel confident in who I am. With the end of college nearing, I will be attending a PhD program in the fall. If only I could tell my high school self that future will be brighter... Finding out that I have ADHD was the best moment in my life. ADHD is what makes me, me. Sorry for the long post everyone. 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Hey so I've been struggling with adhd (self diagnosed) since I was a child; now 21yrs F. And I was wondering how you guys managed to be diagnosed, how did you explain yourself. Here's a little background as to why I strongly believe I have adhd. Growing up as a child I always had issues in everyday life. In elementary school I would often get into fist fights with boys in my classes although I would make sure to fight after school and not in front of the teachers. In class people just thought I was this shy quiet girl since I'd always stay silent. But the reality was that I was off in my own little world; in my head that is. So much was going on inside my head that I was never able to listen to the teacher. And as expected my grades were bad. Now because I was quiet in class my teachers never suspected anything and I stayed the same until high school. Fast forward to high school and college. I was just horrible at everything, would always leave things to the last minute, its not even that I'm lazy, I would try to do my assignments in advance but my brain just never seemed to work. I had a history final in high school which I needed to pass in order to graduate high school. So I planned ahead, I scheduled myself to study a month ahead, I would stay whole days in the library to study but it just never worked. I would end up rereading the same page over and over again to the point where I started pulling my own hair and literally banging my own head out of frustration, I thought I was retarded or something. I don't know how I did but I managed to get into University and this is where it gets worse for me. I still can't listen to the teacher, despite me wanting to learn, it was almost as if this other part of myself didn't care at all. I love learning but it seems to be the one thing I can't do. This one time I literally wrote my essay the morning it was due, worse part was that I wrote it on my phone on my way to school. How I got a passing grade that idk. Needless to say I couldnt do University. I started to get really anxious and depressive. It seemed liked I couldnt do anything right in life, can't keep my grades up, can't keep a relationship, can't express myself, can't be on time EVEN THOUGH I try sooooo hard to do well. I switched major 5 times, I dropped out of two Universities, I can't keep a stable job. Did I mention I almost moved out to another city out of impulse thinking it would restart my life? After all this, I thought that maybe I was the problem so I tried changing myself. I took a break from school, and started working on myself, eating healthy, going to the gym regularly, waking up at the same time everyday etc. I'm now back in school as an engineering student, and a few weeks ago I disassemble my bed thinking that it would help me study better.. how? no fcking clue, procrastination or impulse? idk, all I know is that I didnt study that day because I was so focused on disassembling my bed. Now I sleep on the floor. I didn't change and it makes me want to cry because I try so hard to become better. I am currently seeing a doctor, yes it took me all these years to finally go see one. I was prescribed anti-depressant and something for anxiety. But I worry these are the wrong medication for me as I feel like depression and anxiety are a side effect to me being a nonfunctional human being. And idk how to go on about it to my doctor. There are many things I didn't mention such as ocd and fidgeting but I'll leave it as it is. If you read the whole thing thanks and i f you don't think I have adhd id like to know more!",3.650574162679426,4.903581406207834,4.792568764568763,84.69864335664336,72.31983805668017,7.494354066985648,27.372862225493805,7.9396628663295825,1.6085036977058036,2886,103,587,39,55,950,310,741,0.114,0.8190000000000001,0.067,-0.9817,2,0,2,0,2,1,71.0,0,7,0,11,35,20,3,1,31,1,67,19,7,10,9,106,116,52,0,17,18,0,4,3,0,8,10,5,2,7,38,25,1,3,19,2,0,15,23,9,1,4,36,11,96,11,97,65,20,113,0,2,2,1,30,53,0,11,43,421,134,32,0.04935749970802148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372724921328108,0.0,0.04375244543004116,0.0,0.09884881256304467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320818111181098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517556420035389,0.07551670435843766,0.055759925616331266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123403345634729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037952870618834025,0.041211450592057816,0.09026362110678164,0.054511480605701365,0.0,0.055609000138144994,0.0,0.0873053949941519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055099293179358584,0.0,0.0,0.05032326045724495,0.0,0.1044273802403588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421689577962648,0.06366300813520245,0.0,0.1275346265227983,0.10019364647287016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515584772224993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050505044314616436,0.0,0.0,0.04371609465923766,0.0,0.05504665924026121,0.0652003261109638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044359338147616216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024956634879306126,0.0352610076535053,0.0,0.10813745670922352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314902576706686,0.0,0.14025502264047868,0.0,0.03947570140991216,0.0,0.0,0.04887168468599107,0.0,0.0,0.08842924987486425,0.0,0.1519651030183216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0330832916428457,0.20859563342520945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151640621416653,0.048979702473067335,0.13161364074183698,0.0,0.0,0.08137677308819141,0.0402329499197688,0.0,0.1045249310608847,0.0,0.0,0.10458798515536932,0.07234074364118652,0.09893836277572818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454707053193758,0.0,0.06589302864474154,0.05004075773802448,0.0495862425555725,0.0,0.0,0.04972248828350205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039396685368928014,0.0524592110003471,0.03628344143209985,0.03659796062689001,0.1522701862726612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033775755286364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689872466110638,0.0,0.03421827560875237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046658790977873225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472284613446388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937085654841389,0.0,0.031619678183970414,0.0,0.0,0.05299148315779872,0.0,0.04215103506585373,0.0,0.039251064832797215,0.0,0.4495718229809871,0.0786630738605273,0.13479964198840935,0.05149063666617089,0.0,0.0,0.08165806760960774,0.0,0.04939314510402347,0.0,0.0,0.07599562932899101,0.0,0.0,0.10480647700498323,0.1578255823933411,0.03941696302450751,0.0,0.0,0.051599175356948496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046518859352794616,0.05130134084573783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544175434192487,0.0,0.0,0.13116371851613529,0.09487887853323597,0.04849349286141722,0.11755302444585344,0.11512302000898254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967599654709977,0.1340420095614985,0.0,0.04821510528952653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822466427302547,0.03917768586572305,0.03959160906728769,0.0,0.044378319834930284,0.0,0.04453746641851265,0.11021177153214697,0.0,0.04757886839204822,0.05352610298337431,0.10779854289727198,0.050124936823546434,0.10059901786328512,0.2804972132538369,0.05396467766060992,0.0,0.03178461156277193 adhd,stefaneast27,2019/02/14,"Confusion of Self-Conciousness Hi! I am diagnosed with ADHD and therefore been living with racing thoughts all my life. Before being aware of that, it could go on without any interference. As I grew older I became more aware of my body and mind. It has now reached to a point where I am constantly Self-Concious. Now - The racing thoughts and Self-Conciousness is an interesting mix for me. If I was afsked what the thoughts was about and was to describe them in the moment, I simply cant. It’s like I have a normal quiet brain. My question being: Does anyone experience absence of a problem like this, when it’s in an important context of discussion - can be in a therapy session? It’s important being able to describe the problems so that a solution is possible. But of course, my mind will do anything to avoid being better.. Have a nice day! 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I'm usually doing therapy with kids and it's all very lively and busy. This training course required sitting still for 2 days and taking in all this academic info. I could barely stay away, I couldn't concentrate. Everyone else was clearly grasping the concepts and because I was spacing out I felt dumb. I started thinking maybe I will never be a knowledgable therapist. Maybe I should be doing this. I'm home now and fucking exhausted. I'm unmedicated but hoping to switch meds soon. The other ones made me feel weird. In my 30s and diagnosed only now. Just feeling down. Even when I tried hard to understand stuff and take notes it was so hard. 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I switched over from concerta 36 mg to adderall xr 20 mg about 5 months ago. The first 4 months went great and i felt like i really was able to manage inattentiveness. This feeling has recently been dying out however, and instead is starting to make me feel weird. As a uni student, I find myself having OCD like symptoms to everyday things that used to seem fine. I arrange my desk in a specific manner, have to turn over certain clothes, and rest my glasses in a very meticulous way. Not sure why this is all happening now to be quite honest. I'm also experiencing higher sensitivity to light & noise. Is this an issue that many people have on this medication? Was wondering what my next step should be. I plan on seeing a doctor in two weeks but wanted some input from this sub if possible. 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I’ve always had a hard time following the conversation and get caught up in random thought digressions or distracted by external stuff. I’m sure people used to think I had hearing problems because I was always the guy asking, “what?” Now, I still tend to shy away from large groups in favour of talking to 1 or 2 people at a time. When I’m in large group conversations, my natural tendency is either to be very quiet or dominate the conversation. I’ve learned to adapt by using humour as a bit of a defence mechanism, and that way my contributions, while much more random than everyone else’s, at least go over well. Still, sometimes it feels a bit forced, and I wish I could just be able to act more naturally. Do you have problems with this too? What kinds of things do you do to cope or learn to keep up with the conversation?",7.589508196721313,7.387022076502737,7.731699453551915,72.22443442622952,63.20765027322405,11.473005464480874,34.14699453551913,11.00357731598739,3.711754535519125,772,29,142,19,10,251,114,183,0.114,0.7440000000000001,0.141,0.7387,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,7,12,1,1,10,0,12,0,0,2,1,31,29,11,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,6,1,5,1,0,5,4,11,7,29,21,8,24,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,7,9,92,19,2,0.14915251784742165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482136864162804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943747007743468,0.0,0.14013370031830225,0.0,0.0,0.0909219904961688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256718386518917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908614885032966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459778982845444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252162259394205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541599455537946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792603453212535,0.0,0.08476681311381233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768444239439862,0.0,0.0,0.1336113594511279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810572768885565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325736110070197,0.0,0.15531939513025933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573677247113187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680413692936515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096442623265141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102107274659811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854376321849093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555092220155384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751565397110605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382267868422253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074394850804814,0.0,0.0,0.1405744829236514,0.0,0.0,0.1198831440487968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909030533678276,0.09557091092191858,0.0,0.118410438672937,0.17394406521921402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576397731536342,0.0,0.12306644773944216,0.0,0.11839032618903647,0.0,0.0,0.13410602604212335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151803462332296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,veggiebutt,2019/02/14,"Interrupting people I’ve known it’s a problem (and an ADHD thing) for a while, that sometimes I can’t help but interrupt people or talk over them. I know it’s rude and I do not mean to do this, but it keeps happening. I finally got called out on it and I am so embarrassed. Does anyone have ideas on how I can improve this somehow or if you’ve been able to deal with it?",0.7377531645569633,2.7128504177215187,2.899224683544308,91.86503955696205,82.79746835443036,6.481645569620253,21.26740506329114,7.645422480735847,0.7464797468354432,289,9,66,5,8,98,57,79,0.187,0.741,0.07200000000000001,-0.8486,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,19,12,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,8,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,2,47,16,0,0.2401999479906071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28867365956059826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795338856200265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527100286258005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763559923399325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020059316546547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631273021430082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210984109093013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124080207355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100096194050442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711565040432395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350075029500146,0.0,0.0,0.13200760964431052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616481603894565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33304879988541264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298389105154569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237563890459477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306361958253215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957817227475016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,basshead_queen,2019/02/14,"Switching from Vyvanse to Adderall XR, and I'm a bit nervous... Hey friends! Unfortunately for me, I have to switch from 30mg Vyvanse to 20mg Adderall XR due to health insurance costs. My plan, plus the Shire coupon bring the cost of my script down to $225 and that's just way too fucking much lol. Been on Vyvanse for 4 years and it's worked very well for me. I've only occasionally taken Adderall recreationally, but never for an extended amount of time. Is there any advice I should know from anyone who has made the switch? How has it worked for you? I'm nervous that it's not going to go well, and I'm going to start messing shit up and lose my job or become super angry or on edge. Thanks :)",3.925531914893618,4.952994212765958,4.7217659574468085,86.32350000000002,71.41134751773049,7.058439716312058,26.156737588652483,7.1686216300943375,1.0654278014184393,548,17,115,5,10,177,93,141,0.111,0.7440000000000001,0.146,0.6681,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,6,11,2,2,5,1,6,3,1,2,1,16,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,6,2,0,3,0,8,5,22,15,3,14,0,1,0,1,4,4,2,2,5,64,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196322514514346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662261897913164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047778622908047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218843235746447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933675529309302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521907915763727,0.1857338833123664,0.0,0.0,0.3425376505727222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213553135535408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993676933990164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041240029152194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247618478131942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901016273708992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476886477796328,0.0,0.15495069527684438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527976743075179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622659301630056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422019361676754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496677786346188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171496038024132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576806545111722,0.0,0.15946942242157122,0.0,0.0,0.3612763171552108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925231713554771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937654524010228 adhd,_hungry__,2019/02/14,"Denial of adhd? I have been diagnosed with adhd after I suspected myself I had it - But I keep on asking myself whether it’s a misdiagnosis (which the lady at the center told me was typical adhd) I have had attention issues since a child, losing things all the time, bored in school but excelled for a long time. I have so many ideas all the time & struggle with procrastination. BUT - I’m also capable of getting stuff done and be super focused, at times, when I’m interested and not stressed. I don’t have any of the irresponsible sides of the disorder. I have had anxiety my whole life - with OCD. I eat my fingers skins. Also had very bad bid of insomnia which now seem under control. My point is: Is it possible that I’m just anxious and misdiagnosed? Am I overthinking this? Is there a sure way to tell? Is it common to struggle with the diagnosis? I’d actually love to believe it as I’d get a « this is why » card, but I’m on loop on this. Is the anxiety creating adhd like symptoms or is adhd creating anxiety? Tried ritalin 10mg. Nightmare. Starting Vyvanse 10mg tomorrow",2.268980653214065,4.85644915789474,4.722334096109844,77.39068649885586,81.34449760765551,8.03669648429374,27.26877470355731,8.841846274778883,2.7224731017266484,850,38,154,23,23,297,125,209,0.136,0.688,0.17600000000000002,0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,7,12,0,3,13,0,22,9,2,1,3,24,34,14,0,0,8,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,13,7,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,8,2,16,6,22,25,3,22,0,1,0,1,5,10,0,2,12,106,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.1024370913942554,0.0,0.6307770258611787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678914227314122,0.0,0.11373663159248218,0.0,0.07138425427060352,0.0,0.2409088474599431,0.1185879736040292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813423001599958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764686037463652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826699134973995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773452029719995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654391457559767,0.0,0.0,0.1203064916918862,0.0,0.0,0.10742234196099476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741210279337036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968660565576156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850010383604448,0.0,0.10956302672166268,0.0,0.0933035376315247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414451081017291,0.05128379747398301,0.0,0.0,0.09289651932444082,0.0,0.11743631482484207,0.0,0.0,0.09474092309102723,0.0,0.0,0.10642467672202947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923204544697886,0.11833965142536755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062368137201901,0.0,0.09556215752478288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683355168795266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429940404462587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024455694588645,0.21947811363031314,0.12016731160873526,0.0,0.0,0.09893444447858137,0.10910563432107284,0.0,0.0,0.09174976233450798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973843408715961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24483902206000815,0.0,0.0,0.10030481538513517,0.0,0.07126879257822384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661252303995184,0.0,0.08332153111679486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472049744775858,0.11719698788012363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,svanvalk,2019/02/14,"Inattentive ADD, SAD, and cabin fever all combined to create me, the bed-potato researching weekend flights to Florida for 4 hours straight... I didn't buy a plane ticket, as much as I wanted to. .. I really need help dealing with these winters. Going outside isn't exactly an option because we've had ice storms for the last two weeks with dangerous conditions. While I'm saving up for my own home for one more year, I'm living with my parents in a 150+ year old farm house with poor heating and insulation so this house is frequently freezing. I have space heaters in my bedroom, which help keep me warm but it also makes me feel confined to only one space. For the past two months, my routine has been going to work and going home to sit on my warm bed (I am getting occasional social activity). I hate this cold so much, and we rarely receive any sun during the winter here. I have art projects to work on, but my mental state is making it very difficult to focus. I understand why people like SAD lamps, but they're not the be-all cure-all for winter blues. I'm also getting my vitamins. I really need some new perspectives and motivation to keep me going until summer. I don't really see springs here, we typically have snow and ice storms up until late April. I need to keep myself from hibernating all winter. Any advice and motivation to keep me pushing through the cold is greatly appreciated, thank you. I need new ways to keep fighting and stay strong against this winter.",6.0617375886524805,6.851726450354612,6.546241134751773,76.03333333333335,66.4113475177305,9.387234042553194,31.26950354609929,9.444778638647367,2.8194312056737587,1177,44,212,22,18,383,165,282,0.085,0.807,0.10800000000000001,0.7031,1,0,0,0,2,0,38.0,2,1,0,5,7,13,3,0,9,0,13,2,0,4,3,42,39,20,0,5,4,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,7,15,0,6,4,3,2,6,4,6,0,4,3,8,28,7,35,36,7,43,0,2,2,0,10,9,0,2,25,122,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092920215844688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651944380795802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047509491687582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296176170369402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064826115661051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222415228627192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792461515527968,0.0,0.23479767033381466,0.0,0.0,0.1138724105616306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101972852930467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384599221203302,0.0,0.2072071594183992,0.0,0.1017152176567814,0.2383547433152645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590236123775756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419130678864889,0.11651031993563812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045998162666448,0.0,0.09120281432287893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788748279520996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408729189016204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244134300282879,0.0,0.1518531628950685,0.30633897212328465,0.0,0.1995071774026705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838055044555196,0.0,0.13997758794659718,0.0785531267143437,0.0,0.0,0.11468610536048555,0.0,0.09859750814795826,0.07160502387470889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850162852987488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230501364598745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528635880569426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008838984690024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509122966237124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178946507141246,0.10752364238467543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522119141922402,0.0609203474049479,0.08198306553628314,0.08284923953842224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319892044475007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038586058660894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330246968505036 adhd,Bellybuttonlint_,2019/02/14,"Feeling angry, sad, and frustrated For context: I’m in high school living with my parents and sister. I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD for about a year and a half. Throughout that time I’ve learned a lot about myself and how I learn, my executive functioning etc.. I also have depression, anxiety, and I suspect I’m on the autism spectrum. I’m saying all this because I want to make it clear that I know with all these things effecting me, it can be really hard for neurotypical people to understand why I do things the way I do and what obstacles I face. But lately I’ve just been getting into so many fights with my mom. I try to explain to her why it’s hard for me to get things done, how ADHD and depression can stop me from being productive, why I seem to waste my time doing random things, why I have a hard time with prioritizing tasks etc. but no matter how much I explain to her and try to be understanding of her position as a parent, she always just ends up yelling/getting angry at me or guilting me when she sees me having trouble focusing or doing everyday tasks that should be easy. She makes me feel like a failure and a disappointment, and it’s so emotionally draining. I don’t really know the purpose of this post, just wanted to get my feelings out I guess. Does anyone experience anything similar?",5.8220441176470565,6.415540956862749,6.7754289215686265,74.87255514705883,66.88235294117648,9.982843137254905,32.01593137254902,9.978442167317967,3.158299019607844,1044,41,192,23,16,349,140,255,0.17600000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.049,-0.9811,2,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,2,1,10,0,18,2,1,6,3,54,40,22,0,3,7,4,6,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,17,0,1,14,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,3,8,33,1,30,32,6,18,0,4,1,0,14,7,0,6,10,138,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024745566089784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325921768564587,0.08663044913097806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796462453600284,0.0,0.0,0.07279830834105665,0.0,0.08567621978760366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346638645345057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934494082653807,0.10567261665203392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911100855168724,0.10654386040840867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711323724380257,0.09221331441810564,0.0,0.23222728085642974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184260082852836,0.0,0.0,0.15792815233487614,0.07437842768887022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175792146833476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469233018023912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797946941291445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000121855131292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443568662152599,0.0,0.11744412466807665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050864407343354366,0.0,0.09193378493280828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851324431348058,0.0,0.0,0.13899262081259187,0.1055543539052528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193601792355413,0.0,0.0,0.07653511639201603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312105788241525,0.0,0.0,0.07217892248040764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971158133568206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339505044564404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279492509304802,0.0,0.10536802721493406,0.08296467032951982,0.0947806665334458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704322312621042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27667250036984903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212757778799435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137193714669216,0.0,0.0,0.21677084172401892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122817221331151,0.08264014187612917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37578355763472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704543035103666 adhd,roostercowsarereal,2019/02/14,"ADHD without meds? Any advice for living with ADHD without medication? I've gotten through high school and college, and, though I struggled, I feel that there are parts of me that I don't want to reduce (I guess). Any habits and routines that helped you control yourself more?",5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,69.0,5.8000000000000025,30.5,5.985473137389443,1.5822000000000005,220,9,36,1,4,66,39,50,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.4874,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,7,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883705457722658,0.1985470932761154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763414470437076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278858835072475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273492124678103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382787364646295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618860787719073,0.214672932428592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941342342111627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256893915497777,0.20468448341307796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002629987079086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563102558626706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240993596819155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996252777745311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984200449375347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917203838503997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twentyonepotato,2019/02/14,"y’all ever just get like really depressed bc of how hard it is to find a job you stay interested in and want to stay working there for more than like 3 months? i have no idea what job i fucking want i’m almost 21 years old with no plan i want to join USAF but can’t bc i’m currently medicated i have applied to over 200 jobs since moving to where i’m currently located i get interviews and some offers but no idea what i want to choose or decide i’m tired of being a job hopper and having my resume reflect that i just want to be able to stay at a job and be happy with it for at LEAST one YEAR but it’s so fucking hard bc what i want is always changing how do you guys deal with it i don’t know what i’m doing and i just need help or guidance or god or SOMETHING i love you all please have a good night ",2.110648904168457,2.8433917709497223,4.085027932960895,90.29945423291794,75.42458100558659,7.071938117748172,22.149119037387194,7.321109707123232,0.5305673399226469,633,15,150,7,13,217,98,179,0.081,0.71,0.209,0.9668,7,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,2,9,9,2,0,4,0,13,5,0,2,2,38,31,15,0,7,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,2,16,6,20,28,4,17,0,1,0,3,10,5,2,6,10,91,25,7,0.10848435896277332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863141496803236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026767715782984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476206726995107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184261055840246,0.09343741941094827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981303135285911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915273873210252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005840835348254,0.11335720006250895,0.0,0.0,0.09099153329242513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741657125976514,0.0,0.11548361737433024,0.19436135426192355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271477906060365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449312730148284,0.0,0.0,0.5382699342967862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962016657485308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599995606515736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791136947606167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928657852158356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659118032292944,0.11530170512548535,0.0,0.08043977757057526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180522195454424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383608569801106,0.0,0.07351180923045256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190832488995434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949785825232438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973938278043908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351655959578795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468896770531795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468681193381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839213138943899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897790536737835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972074074520766 adhd,meagermantis,2019/02/14,"What can i do to reduce the cost of re-medicating? I was diagnosed and medicated several years ago, but at the time more than a 3rd of my paycheck went to repeated psychiatrist visits which i had to pay for just for a refill: walk in, hed ask how things were, id say fine, and he'd write the perscription. I now make WAY more money, but my insurance is now crap. I'm in a place where i think i can afford the script with next to no help, but paying a psychiatrist every month for a refill would kill me. How can i reduce my out of pocket cost to get back on the meds that were so beneficial?",6.375913978494622,4.579903903225809,7.695806451612906,76.69704301075271,66.41935483870968,11.492473118279571,29.53763440860215,10.504223727775694,2.5753053763440854,460,11,103,10,6,160,82,124,0.11699999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.086,-0.5924,2,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,10,0,12,3,1,3,0,14,18,8,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,13,1,18,10,2,20,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,9,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948238065853037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546684380881827,0.0,0.0,0.16899907312892384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307447514812426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517612252440704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148272150732595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731548714315834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431566245566194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670643596973146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882573245653522,0.22140761150766886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542818772703453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233741039660104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962579421971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174779758893237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482915150618777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601363807227954,0.14082766573543956,0.0,0.0,0.12815686508088386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174453012135469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374045522436796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612708697066424,0.0,0.0,0.1415326378818287 adhd,metametagames,2019/02/14,"New medicine not as effective as it was initially I know this isn't the place to ask for medical advice, I just want to see if others have had similar experiences. I started taking Strattera (25mg of atomoxetine) a few weeks ago, and it made a huge difference in how I operate. I liked that I felt able to calm down and focus on one thing for the first time in several years. That effect has lessened over the past two weeks. Now when I take it, I barely feel any difference. I'm a bit afraid that even if I up the dosage the same thing will happen again. I'm still going to ask my doctor for an increase in dosage because it's as if I took a medicine for no reason.",3.400510948905108,4.485979014598541,4.825992700729927,84.86380656934308,72.72262773722629,8.39970802919708,26.10875912408759,8.841846274778883,1.7641801459854012,523,17,112,10,10,175,94,137,0.038,0.8759999999999999,0.087,0.6423,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,10,0,6,2,0,5,0,17,22,10,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,5,3,11,2,19,16,4,25,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,3,14,76,22,1,0.1623920363685282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868761848452573,0.1439507420659031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043215339080688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036292653820831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899267810186728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772900445457605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393302292440997,0.0,0.16621513036295466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725840846564184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588505721571193,0.0,0.0,0.08211029292267236,0.0,0.1559218213857919,0.0,0.0,0.13813058317705984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229113659418126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360274145275348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924641626949742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933654623106681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365927128707554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635928921325795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683924065355329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110041046582249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155021573755685,0.0,0.0,0.16966511462204986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696605974231138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294054280178917,0.0,0.0,0.18345677804100965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149419191688684,0.0,0.12968649001425162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441972028216967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577210630102087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469210232865186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180423527583354,0.0,0.0,0.1586334230462799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578303048273994,0.0,0.2605221924764008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457514718928022 adhd,beachrice,2019/02/14,Medication and moving- so frustrating I am moving to Ca from out of state. I wasn’t able to get into to see my doctor before leaving- but I’m so stressed about how I will get medication. My current insurance does not cover any thing in Ca and new insurance won’t kick in for a while. I have a 30 day supply of adderall but am so stressed about getting a doctor and a new prescription and paying for it this month. Does anyone have ideas about how to do this successfully?,3.285,5.200533617021278,4.683989361702128,82.40875,74.53191489361703,7.67872340425532,26.643617021276608,8.472884824447931,1.922791489361702,376,14,73,7,8,125,59,94,0.113,0.833,0.054000000000000006,-0.6803,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,2,4,0,8,4,0,2,0,12,13,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,16,10,0,13,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,51,10,4,0.17032901006656506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582956767589722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909800418528706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493744224227226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984812052550567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486779185225352,0.29811212907238915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669696330674311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228071984679027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035382809294773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34317711624273745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595499080158782,0.3620655637509949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290096386190617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573016845177827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39022261109919343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315902579984265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,themaryjanes,2019/02/14,"""Elaborate procrastination,"" or selective executive function Today I cleaned my mattress cover & bedsheets & entire room. I clean the kitchen frequently, do laundry all the time (sometimes I even put the clothes away before next time.) I've gotten really good at keeping my space tidy. I used to live in piles of things, probably familiar to many of you. I'm really proud of this victory over my disorder. However, I don't get anything else done. I am really behind in school and this could have been my day to catch up, as snow cancelled classes. But I did this instead. A supportive librarian at my uni called this ""elaborate procrastination,"" doing things that technically need to be done but shouldn't be your priority. I think a huge factor is I can watch Netflix or listen to music while cleaning, whereas knowing i can't multitask when I'm doing readings or the economics homework that I am so far behind on keeps me away from it. I keep telling myself to do whatever I actually can but I'm not doing any schoolwork and I know it's the point in the semester where I will absolutely hate myself for not turning it around NOW. I suspect I'm not at the right dose of medication, but my psychiatrist wants me to fix my sleep problems first. So I'm waiting at least another 2 weeks to have that conversation again while I go through with a sleeping pill regimen to get back to a good schedule. And that's working, but I'm worried I won't have it sorted soon enough. I still can't get up in the mornings to get things done, or focus at all at night. If I get anything done in between it's usually NOT schoolwork. I know it's a matter of willpower and small steps. But stress has been seriously derailing my progress and it feels like none of my psych professionals can hear me. I guess I just needed to get this out. I am so glad this community exists - it's helped me feel way less alone as an adult with AD/HD.",5.716630630630629,6.546325072972972,6.5597972972972975,75.49086711711713,67.18918918918922,9.950450450450449,33.795045045045036,10.02789654360092,3.397963963963964,1527,68,285,35,24,506,207,370,0.07200000000000001,0.848,0.079,0.3781,2,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,4,14,10,1,1,14,0,32,6,2,1,2,49,66,24,0,7,16,0,2,1,0,3,3,2,7,1,21,9,1,5,7,2,0,4,10,4,0,1,8,5,41,6,47,52,6,51,0,0,1,0,9,27,0,7,20,197,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.09407263927872424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984148132786724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088990417620691,0.0,0.06555540684314866,0.10108396123460253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865821717118955,0.0858165703943568,0.0,0.0,0.18114222607460656,0.07412576395272577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202942636877902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843533004329454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696767461503796,0.0,0.0,0.062170120950069185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048292216987256,0.0,0.0,0.3946032862990536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052995447289438,0.0,0.0,0.09960712302945116,0.0,0.0636713890693642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748562340366344,0.06886828551940744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199791726969405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021905936741811,0.0,0.05478642606956369,0.16171174217311485,0.0,0.0,0.1061956320827254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517518909339777,0.0,0.0,0.1086499737760577,0.0,0.06461498767051906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570546445503094,0.0,0.0,0.1589370019925813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470962433133249,0.0,0.08512309746741041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773462021772872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971130080425594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295897761334314,0.0,0.0,0.10252265181769347,0.0904650092645516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112929983823333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393566491757378,0.09224192321689212,0.0,0.09690877538047532,0.0,0.0,0.09642623598636356,0.0,0.18526921124351176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232520029997482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975620970802078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293953554315135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534221204636087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698528330655496,0.0,0.11042604467618397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939374639335514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425797900473066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213192597868975,0.061769322843297614,0.0,0.0,0.11242340391606633,0.0,0.09137606922918896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485567982634747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325877702579773,0.1061711445234287,0.0,0.05685930536684111,0.0765179510098898,0.07732638454952595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070180456400801,0.09789903041704737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuspiciousEscape5,2019/02/14,"The way ADHD screws with passion for projects is killing my career. Any life advice from older, successful ADHD folks? I graduated in STEM and was diagnosed afterwards. Given my degree I would spend my life working on projects, and I was following my dream of getting a decent paying job working on things that genuinely interest me. I used to think my ever-shifting enthusiasm in various projects (that I'd rarely finish) were a matter of immaturity, ethic, being an underdeveloped shitty person, etc, and that if I kept working at this I'd eventually grow the fuck up. Well, now I'm very deeply in student loan debt with a degree to show for it, and a diagnosis that confirms my suspicion that my family tends to die of old age before growing the fuck up. And I'm still struggling with project work as much as I did when I was a little kid, because everything I thought I knew about my focus and interests was wrong and this degree was fundamentally a bad idea. I've been on several large projects now, and people either love me or hate me depending on if my hobby-roulette of focus was on the project at the time. They're right, I suck. I was told that a lot by project partners in college, either I carried the group or was the worst member. I can't be reliable, or consistent, and the intelligence of my approaches and solutions ranges from a major hindrance to ""fantastic out of the box thinking"". It doesn't matter how much passion I had for the project when I was brought on, it doesn't matter if I specifically sought to be on that project... I'd suspect greater passion for it means a greater swing against it later. Typically I can last about 6-7 months going from the most productive and enthusiastic person on the team, to being the worst deadweight trying to escape as soon as possible. Anybody have advice? I feel like I just need to find a position where I'm doing every-day-is-the-same routine busywork instead and hope the medication can carry me. I have fewer issues working jobs I merely tolerate, since at my passion is more consistent with indifference.",8.919418068366795,7.891243652061862,8.979365165491046,67.05711611502986,60.93298969072165,11.879761258817148,40.26641345632122,10.992663274268294,4.523626804123712,1659,77,283,36,19,546,211,388,0.145,0.716,0.139,-0.5396,3,0,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,0,0,7,13,22,6,1,25,0,28,12,0,3,0,47,53,25,2,6,9,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,4,15,17,0,1,9,3,4,6,3,11,1,0,19,2,36,11,51,29,14,43,0,0,0,8,8,21,4,10,16,197,51,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742832748489935,0.2230197845752808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760074571225524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527957942415027,0.06956221901761478,0.0,0.09710174893424617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359343765937873,0.0,0.0,0.1158222819114602,0.11843126660356774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127266147290806,0.0,0.10322173176362516,0.0,0.0,0.10255739658562442,0.0,0.10757557035958046,0.0,0.05769895601783604,0.08152234223818355,0.0,0.0,0.10429720473737122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099123932434866,0.05961932698257776,0.0,0.06485304145971925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266295188471492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133399462530979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881967485151094,0.0,0.1191043131705589,0.22647906758483474,0.0,0.12624911523084525,0.0,0.0,0.09301731660198424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120275789472474,0.055749842421148624,0.11437119367016532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701478264261927,0.1029914279619885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243024985360152,0.0,0.1149568312571682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108389922533908,0.0,0.16777235404460633,0.08461333552242654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197423862252063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791115785002216,0.1992781211372639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286452494569042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745186921765707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289151967504346,0.0,0.09439544382273778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113078052817038,0.0,0.0,0.11929567282910687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581159942434447,0.14623799151303413,0.0,0.0905929668278189,0.0665402016363857,0.0,0.0,0.10903985132225393,0.0,0.07747522904865183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855698401431758,0.0,0.09415516691456116,0.0,0.09057757925213517,0.0,0.0,0.10260128165052898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415378075843469,0.0,0.0,0.08106259341918882,0.12476463986088505,0.0,0.0 adhd,shwooshy,2019/02/14,"I was a Ritalin poster child! I was diagnosed with ADHD in grade 1 (I am 30 now). My teacher called my parents into school to ask if I had a hearing disorder (which is funny because I don't even slightly). Whenever the teacher would call the class in from recess I would go climb a tree, or it was time to read and I would be making a mess with blocks. I was EASILY diagnosed with ADHD. The first day I went on Ritalin was the first day I wrote in my journal (apparently pages and pages) and the first day I managed to get on the school bus home. (this is at least what I was told by my parents) I struggled with a lot of the side effects, and still have difficulties, but I thought I'd share my sort of funny start. 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I started my first dose today, 20mg of ritalin sr. It kicked in about half an hour later and it started making me want to burst into tears at just about everything, after that it settled and I was way more focused and actually enjoying myself in class. As it wore off I found myself getting sad, the same kind of feeling I get when my depression is about to get bad again. My partner came home and I couldn't stop crying. What can do I to better manage myself when this happens? How can I learn how to cope with this comedown? Thank you, I'm sorry if this isn't the right place for this I'm scared",3.29188034188034,4.9087675802469155,4.784814814814816,82.95320512820514,73.81481481481481,7.7006647673314355,25.424501424501425,8.384062270229773,1.7007914529914523,636,21,124,11,13,213,105,162,0.11699999999999999,0.745,0.138,0.4098,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,9,11,0,1,4,0,10,4,0,3,1,27,29,13,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,12,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,4,2,18,7,25,23,2,22,0,2,1,0,5,8,0,3,11,88,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.16648654663507814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485119756924676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424486278219182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017737434547923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512746342564616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696169844230006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740234322302946,0.0,0.0,0.14694243377312358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302105123297847,0.15332939654966118,0.16688510485503796,0.0,0.0,0.08626336473326905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511711569027572,0.0,0.18706033699944025,0.0,0.0,0.2674033000039201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508660512793728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171131420863222,0.0,0.16801224214332086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765957621143086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138806251493936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824663807906738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456963300282754,0.0,0.0,0.17080606154220565,0.0,0.13595064928199602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313405978539391,0.0,0.1909791061177214,0.2415111758459751,0.0,0.0,0.14263399893720088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079384703637326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707080092626918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171424898563566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557000380991934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062765823490268,0.13541885841518836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lynkfox,2019/02/14,"Memory Palace and being better at recall than I thought Have you ever heard of the Memory Palace (or Method of Loci) memory technique? It is this idea where you create an imaginary geographic location in your head - a palace of rooms, or a street with many shops. For each thing you want to remember, you associate it with a distinct aspect: This room, with its memory of red walls is for this memory. This room with its blue walls is for this memory. Ect. &#x200B; Then when you want to recall something, you walk through your location in your head, see the red room, recall that memory. See the blue room, recall that memory. (see in your minds eye at least). &#x200B; &#x200B; My wife and I were talking about memory tonight. She has very close to an eidetic memory. It's not perfect, but the way she describes it is having literal videos (and she, being having a bachelors in English does not use the word literal lightly) of memories playing out in her head. Given that she has shown to me her ability to recall, word for word, conversations that happened years ago (and we have random videos of), her memory is amazing. &#x200B; **I, being ADHD, have a real crap memory.** &#x200B; Well, we were talking about memory. I was lamenting the fact that I can barely recall anything about our daughter's first year. I remember some things, but so many things are just this jumbled mess in my brain. &#x200B; Somehow we got on the topic of school memories, and I realized that I could tell one memory was first grade and the other was second because they 'felt' like they were on opposite sides of my head. First grade on the left, second grade on the right. And I said the only reason I know this is because when you looked at my elementary school, first grade was all the way on the left of the building, and second grade was all the way on the right. The two memories are spatially linked to my understanding of the school building. &#x200B; **I have a pretty good** ***spatial*** **memory.** I drive FedEx trucks for a living, and it only takes a few days to 'feel' how all the streets of an area start to link together. And when I discover a new linkage between various maps in my head, they suddenly click together to form a new, bigger map. And it is -very- clear in my head how the maps work together. How the spatial field of my recall works. &#x200B; With the sudden understanding of that is why I can tell those two memories apart, my wife suggested I consider the Memory Palace technique. And I replied with something along the lines of 'i try, but every time I make my own house or make my own street of shops, the layout and all just gets jumbled in my head and I can never find the room I need again' &#x200B; then... i realized that if I considered our living room... i could suddenly bring up dozens of memories. Memories of our kid learning to take her first steps, to crawl, watching TV. Think about her bedroom and I could suddenly remember her playing with toys, taking her clothes out of the basket and throwing them all around, trying to crawl into her drawers. &#x200B; I expanded it. i walked down our street in my mind. I had dozens. Hundreds of memories of what had happened on my life on this street (we live next door to the house I grew up in). I went around the block. At each store, house, address I stopped at I could recall things that happened at that address. &#x200B; **It turns out... I already have a memory palace. It's the entire world.** &#x200B; Sure... this isn't great for trying to remember an important appointment, or for obscure facts that I can't place where I learned them. Or for just trying to remember to take the trash out later. But I have a bullet journal for that kind of stuff, and for me it works wonders. &#x200B; But memories. Actual, memories of my experiences, of my daughter, of my wife. Things that I have a real hard time recalling when i want to... apparently I have a very good way to remember them. I just need to figure out where they happened. &#x200B; They're still a jumbled mess if a lot of things happened there (Like my daughters room. Jumbled mess of memories)... but... i can find them... and that is something amazing. &#x200B; Just felt like sharing.",3.720473684210528,6.28473791210191,4.176633422728799,83.51519485417366,75.61146496815287,7.647502514247402,26.379902782433795,8.572405195133598,2.1352738853503186,3331,126,600,69,76,1047,288,785,0.04,0.893,0.067,0.9562,1,0,4,0,0,0,206.0,8,11,8,10,28,20,1,0,51,0,46,11,10,7,13,129,85,41,0,11,20,6,4,3,0,0,1,2,12,1,45,41,0,2,26,8,3,8,5,4,1,13,18,18,99,16,106,60,15,112,0,0,11,0,55,68,1,13,35,433,144,13,0.0,0.0,0.027384525038840837,0.0,0.03372514588907916,0.0,0.02487532527464136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030967183821397307,0.0,0.0,0.4560784955847169,0.5114771629970674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023092686428565608,0.04996237032850432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03421274572470702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024818613878201813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031326542477058614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962109403274925,0.0,0.0,0.01809770882244159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02455730003654237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025383742151745933,0.023643497997636084,0.0,0.0,0.02745008185273672,0.0,0.0,0.01418902199137297,0.0,0.0538879615168696,0.0,0.05129643355071544,0.11934788030936958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014661269458760272,0.0,0.0,0.047074253327723706,0.022443794932247286,0.03093852301924975,0.0,0.0,0.12407594614316295,0.0,0.02513809608593252,0.0,0.2015984045062252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713955746307176,0.0,0.031678652882810965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029222319829935818,0.015422175686203991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060979026118593786,0.0,0.01982106466650076,0.04112911886402565,0.0,0.07433794603359836,0.0,0.02356506492340057,0.0,0.0,0.02385736206351589,0.0,0.0,0.03746328930322523,0.05690105380341547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666936714324094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416153276021148,0.021643192602909526,0.054205029735779384,0.02984432186952523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019015579829676874,0.04268492617481591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02931888264980665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02854920609780076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388154147802462,0.0,0.028852474022077145,0.0,0.0,0.19073307892084448,0.04792969616303978,0.026693447624164243,0.0,0.0,0.08520091636056634,0.0670854919131059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648106401972129,0.0,0.0,0.019862472301171868,0.0,0.022410399394496502,0.023461140820268542,0.0,0.0,0.032124347819818516,0.0,0.0,0.02644816184403546,0.0,0.08439671465627137,0.045110445796858516,0.04905495909263838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185912456724466,0.017981036579857997,0.0,0.02227814309476051,0.03272642867358687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620919369273588,0.030523465820509837,0.05482511505080576,0.05842719353396681,0.0,0.02423661206539441,0.0,0.06946242147981617,0.049655194648977226,0.08909743625424263,0.0,0.0,0.025231164342598915,0.02601381311729263,0.0253216466686506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03043210977828388,0.06128854724222666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114771629970674,0.036142096451102765 adhd,UnderpopulatedPig,2019/02/14,"Just realized I haven’t slept good in a long time. Does anybody have any tips on how to sleep better when you haven’t sleep good in years? I’ve tried various supplements for sleeping and while they do work they never let me stay asleep for 8 hours that I need. I wake to go to the bathroom and then I can’t go back to sleep or I try and just sleep a little bit. I’m on medication which doesn’t help, adderall, strattera, Wellbutrin. If I don’t take it then I can sleep a bit btter but not all my hours. I have a Fitbit and I always average 4-6 hours. I work 4pm-12am so it’s not possible to sleep early. Before I started medication, I slept decently. I used to have major anxiety and depression so I couldn’t sleep good either. The meds bring my anxiety back so when I sleep and wake up early I can’t sleep because I have this sense of having to do something now that I am up. Exercise is something I’ve been wanting to do but haven’t had the chance since I’m so busy. When would it be best to exercise, morning or right before bed? Anything helps.",1.8445412844036684,3.736496344036702,3.438064220183488,89.8274633027523,78.6788990825688,6.745321100917431,23.28532110091743,7.734863291789972,1.0377552293577983,825,27,178,13,20,273,116,218,0.045,0.838,0.11599999999999999,0.9254,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,4,13,6,0,0,7,0,24,19,15,2,2,25,36,22,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,1,2,0,3,11,1,0,0,4,0,24,5,18,28,7,31,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,19,114,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596669939782447,0.0,0.0,0.05391261879229085,0.0,0.12129684143474205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524008005228939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192172231445172,0.0,0.048327904091909284,0.0,0.13492163061855733,0.0,0.08319869746080906,0.07011606731895162,0.17310484843012286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828311476336499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937781904275518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011246656580267,0.19948705827292565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627844036981496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342223192580808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106841978268542,0.0,0.0,0.07945865092614833,0.0,0.07015965473959856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806139116846094,0.15973103774333047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587845704431725,0.061145056568831624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937545934322022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770405912346793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655806272457078,0.0,0.7933651952300175,0.0,0.0,0.12206610284128615,0.0,0.0,0.05611427180520213,0.08450114803318097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059608140843180536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622837696027567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076508337956794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847183051802386,0.0,0.0,0.04676096454364905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154324982425399,0.0,0.0,0.05631771521279345,0.0,0.0,0.05105324737815635 adhd,fuzzypeeches,2019/02/14,"Sat down with a burger, knocked my plate off my lap. Bent down to pick up plate and knocked someone's beer over. Stood up to grab paper towel from the table and knocked over a glass of water. Is it just me, or is everyone else here a walking clumsy disaster too!?!?!? 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I’m particularly interested right now in peoples’ thought patterns and experiences. I was recently diagnosed with adhd and found out that not everyone thinks the way I do and the way I think could be considered abnormal. For me, in my head it’s like there’s this random person sitting on a stool in complete darkness and they’re just talking! And talking. And talking. And talking. And everything they say is so interesting!!! So much more interesting than anything else going on around me. And yeah sometimes I can ignore them, but before I know it, they’ve said something interesting and I tune back into what they’re saying. Every once in a while the voice will run out of things to say and can’t remember anything it wants to talk about and that’s when it gets real uncomfortable. I’m just curious as to what the thinking experience is like for other people! 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I’m in tenth grade. Ever since I was young (about seventh maybe eighth grade) my parents and I seemed to agree that I had ADHD to a certain extent, and it wasn’t really until last year that I began medication, which was vyvance. I never really noticed a difference at first; then again, I’ve never really noticed a difference at all, except some side effects which is mainly why I’m writing this post. One of the side effects that I actually kind of appreciate are how I tend to eat less on average than when I’m not on meds. I’m a bit on the heavy side, so I’m sure you can see why I don’t mind this effect that I’m assuming the pill has on me. As for the other effect, I feel boring, uninteresting, and emotionless. I’ll be honest, I’m not 100% sure whether or not it’s the pill doing this to me. I can honestly describe myself as an outgoing, humorous and interesting person in general, but I tend to have some insecurities in my life that make me feel kinda shitty when I’m alone every once in a while (sorry for throwing a load of personal life problems at you). The reason I’m telling you this is because I can’t tell whether it’s the medicine that’s making me feel this way, or if it’s that feeling of loneliness that I tend to get sometimes. I was about to post this when I remembered something I should’ve speculated on: I tend to go off and on my medication. It’s mainly for experimental purposes, and I just wanna see what changes when I’m not on meds rather than when I’m on them. To be honest, I can’t really tell. I’d appreciate just some guidance and advice if you have any to spare. TL;DR: I’m a high school student who feels emotionless and I’m not sure if it has anything to do with my medication or not.",4.826029935851746,5.184553054644809,6.510622475647423,76.72752316464721,69.0,9.643905915894512,29.847469707769065,9.653516015845867,2.632710049893085,1422,51,285,30,23,493,165,366,0.062,0.8490000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.5345,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,1,5,15,14,0,1,15,0,22,8,0,10,8,65,54,30,0,6,19,1,6,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,27,10,1,0,14,0,0,2,12,4,0,3,6,8,35,10,45,46,9,42,0,0,2,0,13,20,0,12,17,194,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.09537733002802797,0.0,0.11746102461677935,0.09550758215369913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122617998290656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646459290969119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042932172849894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059579640974640566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670362096421757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339291310863556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042289754945481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000094734991886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840882027785997,0.0823477386713518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29651294619716595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313514404406963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051063611065544204,0.0,0.05554625744910634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326463304897793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177816992083027,0.0,0.07966879731319877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380692360756569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957208589198404,0.0,0.0981900734487758,0.0,0.21712781334635395,0.29537959673842795,0.0,0.0,0.09868662912419024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076178395060846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225487170344,0.0,0.1040868426312457,0.06622920173043005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852550496147624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706805659614253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872102871762165,0.0,0.0,0.0935212238173833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250451606195501,0.10049003709305304,0.0,0.0,0.11071710384906082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891518302017042,0.15576766058479333,0.08897620297858967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084915536084937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524280970913158,0.09666451046414504,0.10940870359076704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763482357925217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627965153242044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757917628860754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638509689275458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293950061635906 adhd,ADHDsuffer,2019/02/14,"Getting diagnosed with Kaiser, out-of-network, or ... ? I completed a self-assessment and the results say I have moderate symptoms of ADHD. I want to officially get diagnosed and get behavioral and medication treatment. I have Kaiser Permanente insurance, North California. I also use marijuana once in a while which has a positive role to play in ADHD symptom management. I’ve heard Kaiser’s policy is not marijuana friendly. Given that, I think I have a few options that I’d like you to help me with 1. Go with Kaiser: email my family doctor and initiate diagnosis process. I’ve heard it can take forever. Also heard they can drug test me. * Is it policy, or it depends on my doctor? * Will I be rejected if they find weed in my test results? * Will it go to my insurance record if the find weed in my test result? * And can I ask about it upfront, using general phrases like “hypothetically”, “in general”, etc.? 2. Go with out-of-network doctor: I have a reference from a friend, this doctor can diagnose me and prescribe medication in a fast way. Since it’s out-of-network, will I be able to “transfer” it back to Kaiser and get medication with my insurance? 3. Please advice. Thanks!",3.0967584097859344,5.890789830275232,5.219472477064223,73.82000382262999,79.59633027522933,9.321406727828748,29.72553516819572,9.621722640351123,3.6876324159021414,925,45,159,31,24,319,113,218,0.027999999999999997,0.853,0.11800000000000001,0.9495,0,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,2,0,4,7,0,0,9,0,16,13,0,6,0,31,34,14,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,3,13,4,0,0,11,12,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,4,23,6,21,25,2,15,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,6,5,98,34,9,0.1112776727045549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26746827612357776,0.10873925388750498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797742931663346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040296025971255,0.0,0.0,0.08556566154898983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667252268440588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33883348625554355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555896530073528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904677201436915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410401998992368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104902686366599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341155377389133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194570779067406,0.0,0.2325519646862492,0.0,0.18972499737891704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458707838119323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087293000621722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363016447347551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850708971999067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214946857164595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849247169340373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608688138949895,0.0,0.0,0.09205004077294854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132021879986206,0.08366696119658634,0.0,0.0,0.1024495303995252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130223947358773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221636192554206,0.0,0.0,0.06563445446623127,0.08832703704355759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedQueenWhiteQueen,2019/02/14,"Review of Google Keep (reminder app): Day 1 I need to up my reminder game for all the obvious reasons and went looking for a good app. I was attracted to Google Keep because it has location-based reminders that pop-up when you arrive someplace you've programmed into the note. (For some reason I always believe that when I get to a store I will remember what I am supposed to buy there, but of course that's a huge delusion on my part.) So I downloaded the app and set up a few reminders, including one for some online training I am supposed to do at work. I figured that would be a good way to test what the notification actually is like, since I can't really tell from the settings. If this isn't your first time at the rodeo, you may have already guessed what happened next: I forgot to take my phone to work today. I did remember the training, but I can't process the audio over my office noise and need my headphones, which of course were attached to my phone . . .",9.33457894736842,6.534712957894738,8.826184210526318,74.08453947368426,61.526315789473685,11.605263157894738,40.59210526315789,9.516144504307137,3.734473684210528,762,32,149,10,8,244,115,190,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,13,0,16,0,0,2,2,24,27,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,3,5,1,2,1,3,0,0,2,5,2,22,4,24,18,5,19,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,5,8,102,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.1605828252082882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815915324341469,0.0,0.13692369474962715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031175196235563,0.0,0.0,0.18539815355290787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612494496006966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997116820917074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597366824834192,0.0,0.0,0.2760433705976197,0.0,0.0,0.18127688088029206,0.0,0.14551624279625558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925296974146281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039370284427749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381855152225265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440322360470973,0.0,0.0,0.1750070711628718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115073395537156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819800859658955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541872604582367,0.3383817529164647,0.0,0.0,0.3728195228307805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612234458370542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372556086493547,0.0,0.14382911353036051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595387117228167,0.0,0.15597975634313768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061681745647022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525449719829102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395973164919277,0.0,0.0,0.1168957931378218,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,North_Wind_,2019/02/14,"I think I want to try and get diagnosed again but I'm worried about no one believing me. Also worried about taking meds. A year ago I tried to get tested, but my doctor told me to see a psychologist first. I went to the psychologist and they told me I couldn't have adhd because (in her exact words) I wasn't bouncing off the walls. I tried explaining that I can't concentrate and my life is falling apart since I left uni (and at uni it was barely being held together). She said it was just anxiety. I lost my job shortly after and I've been in a rut ever since. All my symptoms are perfectly matched to female innatentive adhd. My 2 uncles and grandfather have it. I'm convinced I have it. My life is a shit show. I need to do something to change it. But at the same time I'm scared of trying to get tested again. I felt like an idiot, no one believed me and it seemed that everyone I've spoken to has just thought I need to try harder. I'm also scared of meds since everyone has been telling me its just meth, and I don't want to be addicted to something that might have a bad affect on me. Basically I have no one to talk to about all this. Has anyone else struggled to get diagnosed? Have meds helped or made it worse? I'm just confused about what to do.",2.6674002574002595,4.1845249806949845,4.2091891891891935,86.85180180180181,75.25482625482627,7.404375804375805,24.68854568854569,8.11559375814309,1.3462453024453025,986,32,209,16,21,329,130,259,0.195,0.75,0.055999999999999994,-0.9899,1,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,13,11,2,4,9,0,25,8,1,2,5,38,52,14,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,13,8,0,1,5,1,0,2,7,8,0,4,14,3,31,3,29,34,3,20,0,1,1,0,10,10,1,4,9,138,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586378471693704,0.2334137067889728,0.0,0.08608179040992127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553170047066594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428856893753864,0.0,0.0,0.06790128176519045,0.09950024867657732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108244962048537,0.05919710344098447,0.0,0.0,0.21881850249724788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272906771898424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712837514132167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939577809408663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112259985447477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784118187807621,0.0,0.18558474554351165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324043319429423,0.0,0.0,0.08260136585335681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294300649470845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509050978243949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636628172860782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550985138459837,0.0,0.1371827476011016,0.04744283944978271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600658659506368,0.0,0.0,0.09188744007599214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236005810789403,0.0,0.0,0.10301792665358292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440110579031255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974119099166197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237345595814107,0.0,0.19444727677100795,0.0,0.07738376873001793,0.0884049216367635,0.0,0.0,0.0996815964699214,0.24099016382372385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951941021053272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152002601783344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093404441797356,0.07301432465823131,0.07805300830260753,0.08487806009685718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062223902808554526,0.0,0.07709416554083867,0.05662538163504596,0.0,0.0,0.18558474554351165,0.0,0.3296551786930235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455550192395032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002156087616951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723900063389035,0.09896296636719318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253539074020897 adhd,jvolly104,2019/02/14,Breathing issues with Vyvanse 70 mg Hey so I’ve been taking Vyvanse 70 mg for the last year. I was off it for two weeks due to changing to a new psychiatrist and when I started back on it the other day I noticed my asthma getting a lot worse once it kicks in. Did they change stuff in the medicine recently this didn’t happen before? Please respond if you can. Thanks.,1.7804054054054037,4.202145351351351,2.8472297297297287,91.1246283783784,81.97297297297297,4.781081081081081,24.114864864864863,5.985473137389443,0.5595729729729735,292,11,58,2,8,93,59,74,0.043,0.885,0.07200000000000001,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,6,1,9,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,10,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561233812899734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832707600150726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556825959222526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890095080665826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252608204908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904579973145568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479860801089094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755617637716509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831066190131124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080133524821285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452092074019824,0.0,0.2293704724313235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364202967072554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265972819593296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244561148992314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655620774953996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193740359246184,0.0,0.0,0.1982910663288557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103929476199287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276318868667873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948851681263493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869632919994238 adhd,star_fawkes,2019/02/14,I was denied life insurance because of ADHD I received my decision today and that’s the only reason listed. My husband has diabetes and he was approved. Has anyone else been denied and successfully appealed?,6.811666666666667,9.499552388888894,8.101111111111113,58.35500000000002,66.77777777777777,9.244444444444444,37.0,9.725611199111238,4.798066666666666,170,9,19,4,3,58,29,36,0.142,0.711,0.147,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514915922440057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626825839948748,0.38492620096451613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900964006339886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31383051388994515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653522708451113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571982085518666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862592464166239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560985344042613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,med_1c,2019/02/14,"Question about Strattera sleepiness I've been taking Strattera for about a week, and I have felt very sleepy all the time. My question is for those who have experienced this drug, will the sleepiness get better? &#x200B;",7.461754385964912,10.024749736842107,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,64.78947368421053,6.119298245614036,33.719298245614034,6.42735559955562,2.073129824561404,182,8,28,1,3,50,30,38,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826170470203989,0.31694580390000376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306893473371625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024883949680725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504446608634993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627669535349296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843948217652691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611714736571145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209629571651467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152180450027977,0.0,0.0,0.20922790524852394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31694580390000376,0.0 adhd,gingersnaps885,2019/02/14,"Trust issues...not my own TLDR: my partner made a blanket statement about my memory being faulty, as a way to justify me not being trusted with keeping track of a document, am I overreacting? My partner and I are going on a trip!! Woohooo! Hurray!! I've written about 5 lists and managed to follow most of them. Everything is packed and ready to go. Today he asked if he could hold onto the trip itinerary. I asked him why I couldn't keep it with my passport/ health insurance/ other important documents. He replied that he doesnt trust my memory and stress makes me disorganized. This made me furious (hi lack of emotional regulation), because while I do forget my coffee behind while rushing in the mornings, if I have one safe space for our itinerary, there is little chance of me losing it We are only taking one bag and a backpack, further reducing the likelihood of it going missing. Am I wrong to be this mad? It's starting our trip off on a sour note but goddammit let me at least try to be organized. Has anyone experienced something similar?",4.3762364945978405,6.652318316326532,5.583001200480193,75.57040216086438,72.46938775510203,8.693397358943576,30.917166866746697,9.325443323948027,3.222768667466987,834,38,139,20,17,277,130,196,0.122,0.8140000000000001,0.063,-0.8593,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,1,3,10,2,1,9,0,17,1,0,3,0,25,32,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,4,1,0,0,8,3,6,0,2,3,2,24,4,23,22,4,22,0,2,0,0,14,9,0,3,4,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562885477818606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33593282367046423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952465282163787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345120512124987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021036231415727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147505663220998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063303737552301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097991626842886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31939641091483884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837238899210587,0.0,0.0,0.180075699947829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010038333929499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400146084183043,0.11993056001726272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434969465246373,0.13664649302431836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831809785871094,0.0,0.0,0.12717075679747286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581041670806308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508884885172595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703053563165447,0.0,0.0,0.12198356641960705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261301696690262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212347191142545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964400224455156,0.0,0.0 adhd,iputmytrustinyou,2019/02/14,"ADHD and work do not mix well! Oh boy! I have done it now. I have managed to make a mess at work...such a mess, even I am confused at what has happened. I work at a front desk. Normally by my shift, the incoming guests are already assigned rooms, key cards are made, and all that is left to do is room checks. Today, I assigned rooms, made the key cards, AND then did room checks. A couple rooms ended up needing to be switched because they weren’t clean, yet. When I re-assigned rooms and made new key cards, things must have started to go wrong. I currently have a guest in a room I assigned I had assigned to someone else...and I am not entirely sure who it is. At least one guest is sorted out and happy? Why, oh why, ADHD?? I try to be super careful at work, double and triple check. Today was one of those days where my concentration is at like 60%. I can’t even begin to fathom how to explain this to my managers. Hopefully I won’t have to. Tell me your work (or wherever) stories. I take a small comfort in knowing I am not alone in this sort of mistake.",1.4189682539682522,3.426539203703705,2.7890211640211646,93.38666666666668,80.57407407407408,5.410582010582012,23.24867724867725,6.42735559955562,0.473567724867725,812,28,177,7,21,263,123,216,0.08,0.8140000000000001,0.106,0.7490000000000001,2,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,5,8,13,0,1,9,0,28,0,0,5,3,28,42,10,0,5,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,1,9,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,6,5,1,2,8,0,21,8,24,30,4,35,0,0,0,0,9,21,0,5,13,116,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132740460806649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498747808472952,0.14382762054402673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945084445267454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328849482188435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421290476289286,0.0,0.0840551214551147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337768468832872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543788940421322,0.0,0.0,0.17216972589580634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407223320455376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525457531717336,0.13874374848299958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945179965793085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716285615557332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160907043263807,0.0,0.0,0.06367496783479802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699776315530496,0.08699944737164422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966415541964231,0.0,0.1258780987864395,0.0,0.0,0.12770036716541255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663637842829236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043219762404244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225159593702716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283894485628095,0.0,0.09799550001667688,0.0,0.11391830272444176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658860626695684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708417740795466,0.0,0.0,0.08848872935639185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718657892435855,0.0,0.23521365130348906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744261951237322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425005719307347,0.0,0.0 adhd,morikosenpai,2019/02/14,A big ball of thoughts and word vomit Whenever you're talking to someone and you're so excited about something or just need to vent all your thoughts in your head to someone other than yourself but there are so many all at once you just keep going and you can just sense they are like either not interested or like woah this is a lot to take in but then you realize how you might be sounding like a crazy person but then you can't stop and when you finally do you're just like fuck I did it again. Also that just happened now with the word vomit. I also type how I think and it becomes a horrendously large run on sentence....which scares people too 😭 A big ball of thoughts.,1.061236582224133,3.5750808686131426,2.109145556032633,94.29471017604122,87.02919708029195,4.975354229282955,21.197509660798627,6.522977012572876,0.32681485616144235,537,18,113,6,17,169,87,137,0.12,0.762,0.11800000000000001,-0.3175,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,8,1,0,17,8,1,1,6,0,9,4,1,2,2,34,19,19,0,1,12,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,5,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,1,12,6,13,13,4,15,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,4,11,78,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878992607045121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880096161160365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971862637113762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641137152681315,0.0,0.0,0.10230077430282873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917749184542834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473667244503966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999637782690462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517646616766017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530334917187328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824964328166145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095645695005165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334711456156701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169904661298529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479253948202915,0.15717309192520368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021602764651615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050346624140398,0.13857635144937022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504919232005601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353410731145959,0.1446808958782371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153396928466788,0.0,0.42871068700606496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amidon1130,2019/02/14,"Question About a Certain Treatment Hello guys, I've been struggling with attention problems for my entire life and of course it's led to other issues that I also have to deal with and so a few months ago I decided to actually seek help. I met with a doctor yesterday who recommended what I believe is known as neurofeedback therapy. Basically (after an assessment where they want to determine if this is actually what's going on with me) they're going to have me watch movies or play video games and they'll manipulate the image in order to force my brain to focus in a new way. He referred to it as a ""brain workout."" He seems like a genuine guy and he has good reviews online, but the treatment is expensive. I'm just wondering if anybody here has any experience with this treatment? 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I seem to only be able to find 1 or 2 bras at a time even though I know I have plenty of bras. I will find one, wash it, and hang it up on the line above the washer and dryer. I also hang up delicate clothes there on that line. Well taking Evekeo allowed me to finally get all my laundry done and I thought surely I'd find all my bras, but no. There were only 2 in the untold number of loads of laundry. Today I finally took 2 pills, which is what was actually prescribed (rather than 1 because I never remember to take the second dose until it's way too late in the day). An hour after the second dose, I happen to be walking through the laundry room to take out the trash. Look up and realize, there are tons of bras hanging right behind 2 shirts . . . in plain sight. 14 bras . . . So, yeah. Maybe this is what taking the optimum amount of medicine looks like. 😝",1.9134479638009048,3.601388917948718,3.285580693815988,91.93696832579184,77.76923076923076,6.024132730015082,21.726998491704375,6.794906146795322,0.3846772247360484,729,20,160,7,17,238,121,195,0.016,0.915,0.07,0.7743,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,12,1,11,6,1,1,4,21,24,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,8,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,6,4,14,3,28,15,4,32,0,0,4,0,0,14,0,2,12,100,24,0,0.13625961659239627,0.0,0.1329697301081811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896676615969576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306259755868832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787618022526672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944089610243698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899981916642274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985314993190585,0.3736164630430779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711900257612499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049392894836168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341882749339259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748847217823538,0.0,0.15370678256736472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656956592795796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432712802287452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689109940432828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876112597147973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509181645496524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233304262960244,0.20726315702399928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697854983399488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435558337440153,0.2327299361200203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404563739241875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842307607200892,0.0,0.40980109583586216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387438147416822,0.10817491522749216,0.07945407820583633,0.0,0.12915818411081473,0.0,0.15138944767564935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815654128795324,0.0,0.0,0.1225137594386612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zypa,2018/12/18,"What are some good organizational apps? So my school gave me a free IPad with my tuition, personally I do all of my work on my desktop computer, so I was looking to use my ipad as just an organizational device. What are some of the must have apps you guys use to stay organized? Personally I've just been using the reminders app that comes with ios",6.256323529411768,6.4105137500000025,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,65.91176470588235,10.329411764705883,31.70588235294117,10.125756701596842,2.889164705882352,277,10,56,6,4,94,48,68,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,2,14,13,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,3,8,9,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,38,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820429986033305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246456992300555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081691438218445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127167625709045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423613761634299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563634367966021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699949595272568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563360216909152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441283589949986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pot4to-be4ts,2018/12/18,I want to get tested So I’m 13 and is planning on getting tested on getting tested for ADHD but my mom won’t take me. What should I do?,-1.601774193548387,0.2971068064516125,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,93.83870967741936,3.1,17.427419354838708,3.1291,-0.8556516129032259,105,3,24,0,4,38,25,31,0.0,0.958,0.042,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832066338470702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6301905426644702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708962383649373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023044921060984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371496482996975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADDifficult,2018/12/18,"This is my last year of graphics design college and i'm doing a terrible job I have to do exams in a few months. Every internship I had was a disaster because I would always take days to finish something while normal designers would finish it in a few hours. At my current internship my boss gave me the assignment to design a folder with products for their company. I've been occupied with this assignment for 1,5 months, and i've showed him around 10 different versions of it but it always ends up not being good enough and i'm starting to lose hope in my future. Another assignment was to design a book for a woman, my boss said it would be my project and that I could take as much time as i wanted. Today a colleague came to me and told me that she would be finishing it, and she passed it over to another intern. When I comfronted my boss about it he told me that he will be giving me different assignments (Which makes me feel like i'm not qualified enough for it) I'm having 5 hours of sleep every night and can barely get out of bed. I take 15 mg of Ritalin every 3 hours and i feel like i'm productive and really doing well but at the end of the day i look back at what i've done and it just looks like a bag of trash smeared on a piece of paper. every time i go to my internship i just get this weird kind of anxiety because I know that what i'll be making will probably be ""just not good enough"" Sorry for this huge wall of text, I just had to get this off my chest. Does anyone else have issues with being creative when on medication? Or getting things done quick in general?",4.94546439628483,5.2130269752322,6.0156207430340585,80.69847755417959,68.72136222910217,9.679814241486067,28.224303405572748,9.642632912329526,2.3774471826625385,1255,39,254,26,20,419,162,323,0.059000000000000004,0.853,0.08800000000000001,0.8893,5,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,0,13,0,29,4,2,5,0,43,58,18,0,8,10,0,2,3,0,6,2,1,1,1,22,16,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,3,1,0,12,5,32,8,44,32,8,45,0,1,2,0,12,16,0,2,29,173,54,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544592763627058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464955020233346,0.07100333397046542,0.0,0.0,0.06489850935545871,0.09510008724044017,0.0,0.08262515943751103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136911947047495,0.0,0.11315850515947952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615580277048864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410534302848548,0.0,0.0,0.11971618376598753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394414937018226,0.0,0.0,0.08122316125247978,0.1899642417262641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775351461523327,0.0,0.16441334379431327,0.2877085759871398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31280306020238985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386025495517264,0.13261432017337424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396833554876586,0.08903674711458677,0.052748987383289585,0.15569788466925175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921863841750694,0.2742126729914193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687490010212364,0.09210471251399777,0.0,0.0,0.09665269358547136,0.0510087778689285,0.07565673327615684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603437872625024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588269600895524,0.10383640911928864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390966366808286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350149669346854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816833082662434,0.0,0.06822981303244223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871007286780481,0.09093913825775783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007042748964216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945976030624382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828845995023256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928821777239219,0.0,0.0,0.07145363526366791,0.0,0.10389895900041944,0.06569503928324137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935632032548426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166225995777784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824251808696744,0.0,0.08797790746169529,0.17737770233168787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547447788912141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345196446422029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637328718148934,0.0,0.0,0.05976991207670077 adhd,dontread12334,2018/12/18,"What's a good console game for someone with ADHD? I find that I never like reccomendations from other subs so let's see what this sub has to say. I like games like god of war, call of duty, fifa, fortnite, tekken",2.1277906976744205,4.145850558139537,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,78.30232558139534,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.006669767441860318,166,4,34,1,4,54,36,43,0.221,0.6709999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.6405,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839064414868753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32618534733032695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919636186333014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679322595095162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266504365038625,0.0,0.4681887430972334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463728720974534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540325933120852,0.0,0.0,0.25455340811534577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27066163026160833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,apost54,2018/12/18,"Why doesn't intense exercise make my symptoms better? I legitimately do not get any benefit from intense cardio or weightlifting. Sure, I will feel calm physically, but mentally I do not get any sort of pleasure from completing a workout.",7.689674796747965,9.85600707317073,8.159512195121952,60.904796747967474,63.634146341463406,11.320325203252034,42.9349593495935,11.20814326018867,5.8844569105691065,194,12,27,6,3,64,33,41,0.09300000000000001,0.677,0.23,0.7844,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454385521355225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28965759972001826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433899238283251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655998224786205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422228284878415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186166904897084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300548942337205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30867602495232266,0.3404101946458252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955284864414492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sickestmanalive,2018/12/18,"High probability of ADD First time posting here. After a lot of sessions with my psychologist he told me that I have ADD with high probability. My psychologist is renowned for his work and has consulted on a lot of law cases and has been published numerous times and with my own experience I trust him fully. I have my first screening coming up in a few days. I'm not really worried about that. I feel like everything is falling into place and everything makes sense for the first time in a long long while. I am worried about going forward and at the same time I'm relieved because the past suddenly makes sense. I can see myself in my son with new eyes and he has the exact same symptoms and these past few days we have connected on a new level. It feels wonderful to be able to be there for my son in a greater capacity. We truly understand each other now. Anyways, just wanted to share my feelings a bit.",4.687696678321679,6.167932551136364,5.713863636363641,78.21050699300702,70.07954545454545,8.824475524475526,30.015734265734267,9.265573868473778,2.6480625874125883,723,29,136,15,13,239,104,176,0.009000000000000001,0.855,0.135,0.9653,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,11,0,13,2,1,2,1,34,27,8,0,1,2,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,18,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,6,19,4,25,23,10,37,0,0,3,0,11,14,0,3,21,99,24,4,0.12794265139162742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799265276757969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968023846346891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021126535731332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502485143226986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229973210562018,0.1251524633310014,0.0,0.0,0.1940749463704461,0.09140225571832916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264838617425536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271275722542021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703568714685111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250631683700161,0.0,0.0,0.2264504407222933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754453388130196,0.0,0.0,0.1708054265897625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471356199503146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442714755321449,0.0,0.0,0.13367283949902087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253369341775908,0.0,0.2758876354014509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196333864030204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195372836821033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298140316217402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984175556560223,0.0,0.0,0.12225468626657204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319281223862875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546389067057603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387483477661094,0.09314377400272847,0.2598639459445756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,East_Inspector,2018/12/18,"Unsure about whether I should get Psycho-educational testing I'm new to reddit so bear with me. I'm 20 (almost 21) years old and I just talked to my doctor about getting tested for ADHD. It wasn't until recently that I realized I identify with practically all of the symptoms of the Inattentive type ADHD. I've always been disorganized. In middle school, my binder was a complete mess to the point of causing shock and embarrassment. This led to being forced into a special ""Organization Club"" with 2 or 3 other students that essentially made sure we put our class handouts in our binders properly. I've always been a daydreamer type of person who finds it hard to pay attention in lecture-based classes. I would always forget my key in my locker, or my basketball shoes in the gym, or drop my wallet somewhere in public and not notice, and to this day I still misplace things all the time. I often zone out when someone is talking to me. On tests or assignments even if I knew material really well my mistakes were often careless errors like using the wrong number in an equation or not reading the question properly. There was one incident where we had to write a in-class essay on 1984 by George Orwell, and not only did I not prepare for the essay at all (I've always resisted preparation) but I wasn't even aware it was on that book and ended writing about another book. Despite all my struggles, I've tended to be an average to above average student. I could go through the whole symptom list and give examples about how I relate nowadays and also as a younger me but I want to address why I'm making this post. I was advised by my doctor to get a psycho-educational testing and I'm starting to feel doubt. I don't know whether these issues I've been dealing with are really psychological issues or just things everyone generally has to deal with and overcome. I've always just thought I was just a lazy piece of shit and tended to have the idea reinforced by the people around me in school or at home. The smart but lazy student who never handed in assignments on time. Lacks effort and focus. I've talked to my parents about this and I think they are unconvinced. My dad is a programmer who self-identifies as being on the autistic spectrum. He thinks a lot of the issues I have can be attributed to being on the spectrum as well. Also, I've read that ADHD is generally genetic and is apparent as a child. I struggle mightily to come up with any examples of myself displaying these symptoms before the age of 10. I can't think of anyone else in my family who is anything like me besides my dad. &#x200B; TL:DR for those who hate reading long-ass rambling paragraphs: I'm unsure whether my struggles are real or not or whether I'm just trying to trying to rationalize being a lazy P.O.S. Not sure if I should go through with Psycho-educational testing especially considering the cost (even though I think my benefits would cover most of it). I think my biggest fear is being identified as an underachieving neurotypical. Anyone else ever feel like this before getting assessed?. 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Long-time lurker but first-time poster here :) So I've got a bit of a dilemma, and I'm not proud to admit that I've been wrestling with it for about the past year now. I feel so lost and I could really use some advice from anyone who's experienced anything similar before, or at least just some reassurance that I'm not alone. So I graduated from college this past May with a BSE in Mechanical Engineering (which was only made possible by me finally getting my ADHD diagnosis halfway through my junior year), but have done absolutely nothing since then. By senior year, my plan was to enroll in a graduate program in biomedical engineering (BME), starting this fall (as in 3 and a half months ago). But naturally, I was soooooo busy senior year, that I just could never find the time to get my grad school applications together, and by January 2018 or so, I decided I'd just take a year off and wait until Fall 2019 to get started. Welp, now it's that time of year again where application deadlines for Fall 2019 enrollment are rapidly approaching, and between graduation and now, I have done *not a single thing* to even move an *inch* closer to being ready to submit applications. Nor did I ever find/apply for an internship to keep me involved and growing in the realm of engineering, or any job at all for that matter. Oh yeah, and I never even took any of the classes at my county college that I would need to have under my belt before enrolling in a BME program (biology, biochemistry, etc.). **I have done literally nothing productive with my life since May.** It is also worth mentioning that since the time of my diagnosis, I have tried several different medicinal treatments, none of which ever seemed to last more than a month or so before the meds' effectiveness would start declining to the point where it felt like it was doing barely anything for me. So I figured my year off between undergrad and postgrad would also be a great opportunity to find a new psychiatrist near me (since my original psychiatrist was located in the same city as my college, i.e. 4 hours from where I live now) and figure out a new treatment plan so that entering grad-level studies would be as smooth as possible. &#x200B; I feel like my train of thought is going all over the place, but basically I have no idea right now if I should attempt to get my shit together soon enough to submit my grad schools applications by their February/March deadlines, or if I should redirect my energy towards finding an internship or entry-level job right now to get myself some exposure to biomedical engineering before plunging myself into a Master's program for it, and plan to put grad school off for yet another year or more. 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Anyone else have this issue? Will it go away? I've left my doctor a voicemail, just wanted to see if y'all know anything about this.",1.150902255639096,3.672453263157898,2.4909774436090224,91.70684210526319,86.54385964912281,3.95889724310777,20.423558897243108,5.288315135182226,-0.048075689223057605,224,7,43,1,7,72,44,57,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.4859,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,8,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461412742662314,0.22656632876329125,0.1819651344315792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775204780812773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263284447715073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471963510869585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566912149299286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240629087636444,0.0,0.2336282643065831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615892814053144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215232485249596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025045157697406,0.0,0.0,0.1080293778479154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817377124201618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165685850183224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762061564691844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651177932920796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042389268246787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Varialle,2018/12/18,"Do I get to ask for/show preference for specific medication? So, I'm meeting with a psychiatrist soon to get on medication for ADHD, and I'm getting kinda nervous about some of the horror stories I've heard about some of the different brands of medication. From what I can tell, Adderall seems like the one I'd like to start out with--is that something my psych will take into account? How do they decide which drug to prescribe?",8.579024390243902,7.422606048780493,8.6659756097561,69.44457317073172,61.6829268292683,11.614634146341464,38.79268292682927,10.686352973137794,4.104551219512194,344,15,62,7,4,113,59,82,0.076,0.862,0.062,-0.261,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,11,14,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,2,16,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621893093770519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395278314881335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793370913626976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529996044551672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419432010725256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316666414060886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.659328255696634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783277022269709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986072340681448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795239423109892,0.0,0.0,0.15441676404582833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403128693792648,0.0,0.19068391710327995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foxesandboxes,2018/12/18,"Forgot ID to get prescription I forgot my ID to get my prescription, because I left my wallet in my car, but I knew I had it because I had just bought lunch...the pharmacy tech looks at me rifling through my bag and when I offered to go outside and get it, he just laughed and said, ""Just sign saying it's you, and bring it next time."" A part of me thought, hmm, I didn't realize it was this easy to just grab my prescription, but I was also really thankful for being understood and not being treated like a drug-seeking addict.",10.082358490566037,5.8809850660377405,9.884622641509434,71.39410377358492,61.54716981132076,13.241509433962266,42.5377358490566,10.686352973137794,4.353252830188678,411,17,83,7,4,136,67,106,0.025,0.84,0.134,0.9244,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,19,21,9,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,12,4,17,4,9,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,56,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757218642653766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226130307139392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30835730582466603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933087455527601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964232733599014,0.0,0.1437411674143866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748000461150147,0.0,0.0,0.1235647126551694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123904345425163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689849788701741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738894334872439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202804612144364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405863492743567,0.20113339882973025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328562177487721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007914897784944,0.14748061228775816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,suzy_gondorxo,2018/12/18,"3000-word essay due tomorrow at 2 pm - Any tips? I've known about this essay for approximately 1.5 months and when do I decide to start it? The night before of course!!! Great plan Suzy. Haha I'm fucked Desperately need some solid tips which will help me achieve this, so comment any advice/stories etc below - in particular, tips geared towards an ADHD brain because the standard ""sit down and focus for 30000 hours"" obviously is not v useful. Will keep y'all updated on my progress/impending doom &#x200B; tl;dr - I make bad life choices and need to write 3000 words - help? &#x200B;",5.396476190476194,7.870479314285718,5.255238095238095,78.16476190476193,70.14285714285714,7.333333333333332,28.809523809523807,8.167268648758528,2.1910952380952384,468,18,77,7,9,145,88,105,0.145,0.7340000000000001,0.12,-0.6023,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,1,0,3,1,4,3,1,2,1,16,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,12,10,2,15,1,1,0,1,5,6,1,1,8,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136566495854025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630863444891079,0.4071894974223116,0.2278830274318377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989942243672662,0.10213850987586028,0.0,0.14257492188356416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704411472353452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868654396811736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489967891904755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847273331625144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461395202778234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500556023280571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489284495777676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834735659508602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184266165800258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373888688345867,0.0,0.0,0.2484762598990241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157236764903167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859459276471836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471164990484728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071894974223116,0.0 adhd,meltboro,2018/12/18,"Keeping someone with adhd entertained? I just started seeing someone with adhd, does anyone have any suggestions on how to keep her entertained while we spend time together?",9.624642857142854,12.115057892857143,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,59.35714285714286,11.314285714285715,42.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,6.067228571428572,143,8,16,4,2,44,24,28,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205609544691316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755702853308345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052446362963426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259338121172716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589619627388605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573489896604116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375077400701989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274012527434688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054600416586614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whosfeelingyoungnow,2018/12/18,"New diagnosis and struggling with medication/believing I even have it... I (25F) have a history of atypical depression, generally characterized by low energy/fatigue, sudden weepiness, loss of interest in my favorite things/numbness, and trouble motivating. I've been medicated for that issue for a little less than a year and a half, and my meds generally work really well. A couple months ago, I met with my PMHNP and discussed some new-ish issues that have cropped up and he mentioned he thinks they're less likely due to the depression and more with my ""executive functioning issues"". We went through several more meetings before he gave me this diagnosis and wrote me a prescription. So far, medication has been absolute hell. I started on 30 mg of Vyvanse and was quickly unable to take it due to severe nausea and headaches. 5 mg 2x/day of dexedrine worked alright in terms of side effects but I didn't notice any real change for the positive. 10 mg 2x/day has maybe helped slightly (it feels like a stretch to say that, if I'm being honest) but come with the same side effects as the Vyvanse. I've emailed my PMHNP to confirm that I'm good to stop taking it until we can meet again, but as I wait for his response, I feel like I'm at a total loss. The medications we've tried have seemed to do nothing but make me sick, and I don't know where else we go in terms of medication. I'm hardworking and intelligent, made it through college pretty easily, just got admitted to nursing school, etc. and have never necessarily considered that the few issues I do have could be improved upon/related to ADHD as opposed to just being normal difficulties that everyone experiences, and my confusion over this leaves me questioning whether I even need medication. I keep falling back on ""you can't know what you don't know"" and wonder if finding the right medication would really change my life but I just don't know it because nothing has worked yet. I guess I'm just not well educated enough on ADHD to know if this is a common experience. I guess I just wanted to voice my frustration somewhere that others might get it. I've got a bit of anxiety at the moment related to figuring this out and physically feel really ill from my meds this morning, so if anyone has experienced something similar, I'd love to hear from you. Even if you haven't, I'd still love to hear from you - any wisdom, experience, additional complaints are welcome. 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The neurologist told me that if I didn’t see any improvement to just call them and they’d switch me to a stimulant but wanted to try a non stim first.",4.662321428571432,5.920214874999999,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.89285714285714,9.885714285714286,30.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,3.054192857142858,227,9,44,6,4,76,44,56,0.0,0.9620000000000001,0.038,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,12,12,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,5,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136456817423829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126588923875936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105567577417185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086915359027165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975032687380756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586978406802685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284744045594924,0.0,0.24324526211075506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242356935231518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526895498961826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882852709745429,0.2906148853551461,0.0,0.20648831170262666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938723336840529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bloody_Good_Aussie,2018/12/18,"Felt bad about something for a second then forgot what it was. This happens all the time, I guess it has it's perks hahah. Just a light hearted post :)",1.9390000000000045,4.1718869000000005,2.4700000000000024,95.165,80.0,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.5219999999999998,117,3,24,0,3,36,27,30,0.111,0.794,0.095,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185856332974207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663562533836561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203299999219425,0.0,0.33741115814753164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521489768417264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654278268579914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937425806394516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248998585202406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bambin81,2018/12/18,"Alexa, how long left on my timer? “No timer is set” Doh! This happens too often. I need reminders to set reminders. 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I've been on medication for a little under 2 years and have a great rapport with my doctor. Upon picking up this month's prescription I noticed the pills looked different than usual. After doing a little research, I found out that the manufacturer was different from what I usually get. While doing the aforementioned research, I've come across a lot of troubling posts concerning this manufacturer (I'm referring to Aurobindo Pharm). Most of the posts criticized the efficacy of this company's generic Adderall as well as it's less-than-pristine track record regarding their quality control (not to mention a plethora of weird side effects). I immediately was very disappointed and concerned for my upcoming month. In fact, right after reading all the posts I could swear I wasn't feeling anything and began feeling a headache coming on (placebo is a helluva drug). However, by noon everything equalized and I was back to my usual routine. I'm still interested if all those posts (most were 4 years old) have any validity to them? I've tried Vyvanse, Sandoz amphetamine combo, Teva amp combo, and now Aurobindo amp combo, and I've gotta say I can't tell any difference (besides Vyvvanse obviously). Was the quality control improved over the past few years? Did I get a magic batch of some kind? Or perhaps, there's something else at play here? Does anyone have any recent experience with Aurobindo generic Adderall that could chime in? TL;DR: I became very concerned with my medication's manufacturer after reading a ton of posts online, but at the end of the day can't really tell if there's a huge difference or not. Thanks!",7.192150846915947,8.987867751677854,7.525493767976992,66.38334451901568,64.43624161073825,10.23994886545222,37.680409076382226,10.398101306919678,4.524459699584533,1362,70,203,34,21,444,172,298,0.052000000000000005,0.889,0.059000000000000004,0.6094,3,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,3,7,9,0,0,20,0,18,5,0,4,4,37,31,14,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,9,12,0,2,5,3,0,2,5,3,1,0,10,4,16,6,37,18,9,47,0,1,1,0,7,17,0,8,23,130,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374177259821432,0.0,0.1823965387977412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251444594267608,0.0,0.07357315757108489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874735653289893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457922713253124,0.15402994589520785,0.0,0.0,0.2005518744401401,0.14276612843120912,0.0,0.0,0.0576591895008819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736391224425175,0.0,0.09151037852393593,0.07823940755866256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368206456292274,0.0,0.07468687264062403,0.0,0.0791867886871557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543084343521752,0.08035195192018614,0.08745579271333058,0.0,0.0,0.09041227437787673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802858123089676,0.0,0.0,0.09342142945717946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985699449110515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310213205774913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921571648256107,0.0,0.0,0.07507815256338225,0.0,0.0,0.07600940946213268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013339038615364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408799369669476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178882199756853,0.0938160949975284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853477229346187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281290598172277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788595077065973,0.0,0.05727549073693024,0.0,0.08827720397913623,0.0,0.0,0.07635185925738536,0.0,0.07109888934243523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688287676167179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139939525800121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628879931878872,0.08231262711586404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060700506124151024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29540277779989177,0.14753789968994574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803863351118683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727227470072761 adhd,Nerdgoals-00-,2018/12/18,Sleeping problems So recently I switched my meds to Sandoz 10 mg. I take it once at 6:30 pm as that time where I need to be focused on my tasks. but It has been affecting my sleep every night. I don’t fall asleep when I go to bed by 12:30 it keeps me up to 2 am! I took melatonin 10mg but still not working. At the same time I am feeling huge difference & I like this generic. 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Guess I was too honest... I said no already but it seems like that doesn't mean anything. Not really sure what's going to happen next... Do I even get my phone? Seriously fuck this shit. What's the point in being honest if they treat you like a fucking criminal... This should of been so simple.",1.2762650602409664,3.799659578313257,2.574710843373495,91.38640361445783,85.74698795180723,5.7296385542168675,19.143373493975908,7.1686216300943375,0.4451696385542165,327,9,67,5,10,105,68,83,0.201,0.623,0.17600000000000002,-0.365,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,0,5,12,4,0,2,0,8,4,1,0,1,13,20,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,1,8,7,7,14,0,6,0,0,0,3,6,2,4,3,4,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287117471404574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661983272783534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339464601949588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601345723118418,0.21103464660646848,0.0,0.11478021791327797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248499612689898,0.0,0.17859519955170172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733782464789432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999689679920997,0.22433534566899085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147899244557476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092029986471007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938265895856765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211304661984271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385951522181054,0.0,0.0,0.20731210055022967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152656686650153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034772206617184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711960877900636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lianaloooo,2018/12/18,"I am the worst dog owner ever So last night at around 10:30 PM my dog refused to come inside so I let him stay out for a little longer. Well I forgot he was out there. At about 12:50 I heard a tiny yelp from the door and I realized I left him out there 😭 it was a cold and rainy night in Seattle. He came in SOAKED and shivering from the cold. I had my boyfriend grab a towel and wrap him in it, I then grabbed a blow dryer and started drying him off, he usually hates being blow dried but he didn’t even care this time. I threw some towels and blankets in the dryer, and heated up some chicken broth for him to sit on. Poor baby was so cold, it took hours for him to stop shivering. I’m so glad he’s ok. TLDR: I left my dog out in the rain on accident, when I remembered he was shaking and probably on the verge of hypothermia. He’s ok now though. 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So far, so good. I do not miss the constant chaos inside my head and the zigzag of emotions. &#x200B; One thing I have started to notice.... is that it feels like I am having a bit of writer's block. I love writing, and currently, have a cover letter and article for my business I want to get done, yet find that the creative automatic flow that I often have when I am... 'on ADHD' is gone a bit. One workaround I have thought of so far is to plan my writing a bit better, yet in the past, a lot of my writing has had a natural, creative flow, and I don't often plan, I just do. Yet I realize a large part of this, too, is my brain learning new tricks. I am being patient, I know that there will be a lot of long-term benefits to this, and I am sticking with this! Any advice or tips are more than welcome!",2.934890109890109,3.763731060439565,4.457912087912089,88.0370879120879,73.56043956043956,6.918681318681319,27.186813186813183,7.010146845296331,1.1908549450549448,671,24,146,6,13,225,102,182,0.061,0.7659999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9611,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,3,13,8,1,0,13,0,23,3,2,0,1,27,33,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,4,1,20,6,16,26,8,20,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,5,13,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161657541489129,0.13144377869093155,0.11923696166850628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914878552431924,0.3268941261015769,0.09147291810973712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896512222404593,0.44055749784254494,0.0,0.0,0.1501601166338005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535991694584652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765269651910833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130813585030556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801341701544138,0.09609555252623886,0.0,0.0,0.12294172666061587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027708000457672,0.0,0.0,0.11282246317666035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804833829246058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392439499134901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571587326402603,0.0,0.0,0.11903907649762355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287149482044418,0.12140252480182093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299127344363651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314304712867996,0.0,0.0,0.1822979147586879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566361959366894,0.12840712859427778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904168747357812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936393796556105,0.0,0.0,0.10678767272014114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933878888192987,0.0,0.10789758438300458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268941261015769,0.0 adhd,Grenitchstreet,2018/12/18,"Will therapy ever help? It started off promising but it's boiled down to ""use a planner"" or ""make to do lists"" and I've tried those on my own for years with little success. I thought trying with a professional would help but it's been months and nope. I could be more efficient at work but I struggle more at home and with longer term planning and personal projects. Therapist has no suggestions for that. It's expensive and I don't want to keep going only to be told to try again. Does anyone have any therapy success stories? Is it normal to feel this stymied and frustrated mo this into the process? There's got to be more than what boils down to ""try harder with the planner""!!",2.552467532467535,5.115087060606061,3.1947186147186137,88.95136363636365,79.9090909090909,6.498701298701298,26.095238095238088,7.7094869923839395,1.5813056277056283,540,22,105,9,14,169,88,132,0.081,0.767,0.152,0.9012,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,3,5,1,1,4,0,12,2,0,2,1,25,22,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,11,2,1,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,5,3,22,12,5,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,72,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020033458303588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359210379943622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411255102564084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468061556625676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988617867455215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937328829483751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045466974107513,0.0,0.14136814758124536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23695202306220906,0.0,0.1773009650203834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710910698283498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771562324515649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798619233255794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108517980754726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318362974139295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443111918443573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543367696787159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510900781605505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478404629689607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40427243121337497,0.2052276696091501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032474589807956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889820441183626,0.0,0.480023657920833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266067800357488,0.0,0.0,0.10425543610164628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286806801573237,0.0,0.0,0.12556259301018935,0.0,0.0,0.11382525193308525 adhd,Thrillhouse976,2018/12/18,"How can I help my SO understand I am not actively trying to be lazy and I do not want to be this way? **Background:** I am an adult man in a long term relationship with an adult woman. We've been together 5 years, living together for 2. I have inattentive type ADHD; formally diagnosed at 18, medicated and currently meeting regularly with a counselor. My medication and treatment allow me to function at work and in my personal life at a normal-ish level. I've lived with my ADHD brain for over half my life, I'm pretty comfortable in my skin/brain - i know my limits and I have a litany of support structures and routines to ensure I stay on track. Mostly. **Situation:** I forgot to put away the towels. Again, despite me saying I'd take care of it. Same with the other linens - I mentioned I'd take care of laundry, and I forgot. I fully intended to handle that. Just like I fully intended to tackle the clutter and mess that is my closet. 2 weeks ago... 3 weeks ago... whenever it was that I first mentioned it. I really wanted to do these tasks to help keep our home clean, but I forgot, got sidetracked or otherwise allowed life to happen and prevented myself from completing the tasks. My SO is furious at me. She believes I'm being lazy. She feels like I use my diagnosis as an excuse, or that I am otherwise trying to shirk responsibility and/or leave everything to her to clean/fix/whatever. Her anger towards me, her choice of words and the insinuation of me actively trying to avoid responsibility by hiding behind my diagnosis leave me a mess. I'm a stoic guy who tries to be level headed, calm and collected and I just found myself quietly sobbing to myself in my work bathroom. Right now, my heart is beating out of my chest worrying about how angry she'll be when I get home. I just don't want to deal with this, I mean well - I try to make changes where I can. But it just doesn't stop. She doesn't understand how easy it is to get side tracked. Has anyone helped their partner to understand the roots of adult ADHD, how it impacts life and... just how to understand your AD/HD partner? She's the only person I've ever met to take such offense at my behavior. I wish we could work on things and figure out ways around this rather than her just hitting me with long strings of messages about how I'm lazy, terrible, avoiding responsibility, etc.",3.2193654289909794,5.486548081497798,4.870207677784774,79.39857562408223,75.89427312775331,7.936144325571639,26.228026012166985,8.77342768361299,2.216295112229915,1855,70,342,41,42,625,231,454,0.145,0.773,0.08199999999999999,-0.9876,3,2,0,0,0,0,71.0,2,1,1,6,25,17,3,2,16,0,26,11,4,13,1,77,60,28,0,6,13,0,1,2,2,1,7,2,4,10,17,24,0,9,9,0,0,1,5,9,1,2,8,3,63,8,62,44,4,41,0,1,0,0,36,22,1,3,17,230,80,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29904160500471344,0.0,0.14704670158401253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799518962925253,0.0,0.0,0.07383623810956799,0.0,0.0,0.0779270278145569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344757725341417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518209078370912,0.0,0.0,0.16913041980757862,0.0,0.0877419631547084,0.0,0.08696343095127401,0.0,0.0,0.06622268314266498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550987663596428,0.0,0.08418469578499357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250259722559127,0.0,0.07502606530895141,0.0,0.0,0.07454319747094752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419381226074137,0.05925400076513735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055068404844944,0.0,0.09094195864401633,0.0,0.0,0.08666786428489029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633653991209007,0.0,0.0,0.08212592420027988,0.07334560824765231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512273594112355,0.0,0.0,0.0982870332655378,0.16678344030167544,0.0,0.16639579344798738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372293351958947,0.0,0.0,0.04558292285362181,0.0,0.0,0.17564785459107238,0.0,0.0,0.2343384176016065,0.08104284334293267,0.0,0.1464791534862126,0.14680266348321294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536463404704477,0.0,0.0,0.09034848780279156,0.0,0.16711129686064288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126585063907746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308136207330715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448440466521815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438214461869595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337992745477914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313496578763044,0.0,0.0,0.08904899753384739,0.0,0.07083227707462124,0.0,0.06595905166663084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323062832721847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884054635438419,0.0,0.06934348264654525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412194718665444,0.0,0.0,0.1870868779259217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510318333557837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815619102255013,0.0,0.0,0.34538346723606544,0.0,0.07163552280099605,0.0,0.0,0.14676456506656638,0.1316714854592699,0.1330626315061005,0.0,0.0745750950538437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953795598377142,0.0,0.0,0.18114896222146573,0.08423193897578883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053412126402259966 adhd,Vorhang,2018/12/18,"I don’t know how I’ll finish my PhD Two months ago I started my PhD in math and I already feel utterly overwhelmed. At my university, PhD students usually work half-time as an academic assistant and most of their work time is supposed to be dedicated to their research. However, since my supervising professor will retire soon, I got hired full-time. There’s no way I can sit at my desk and focus on one specific subject 8h a day. To anyone who’s already finished their PhD - help!",4.609953917050691,6.187066677419356,5.959170506912442,76.00161290322583,70.39784946236558,9.61536098310292,33.715821812596005,9.957137785484203,3.6155112135176655,383,19,70,10,7,129,69,93,0.025,0.888,0.086,0.6468,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,13,0,9,6,1,15,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,9,40,14,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233819453748291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561744168913906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620358895793234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251853428849267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741828701352825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154665389119872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890964548252332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384920827631793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011432305676023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076107218239475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845621106310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836621847564565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469426675141602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24616644647321875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775413418535444,0.0,0.0,0.2000251094070316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669166067447694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,liluglee,2018/12/18,"Hosting a party with ADHD: A Tutorial 1) buy everything you need for the party days in advance, make a to-do list of chores—feel pride for being so prepared and then push the event out of your mind until.... 2) shoot, it’s today? Start cleaning, and cooking, and oh wait did you tell everyone a time? Go grab your phone to check the Facebook invite. Look at Facebook for way too long. See a post from your mom and feel guilty that you haven’t called in a while...call and chat for about an hour. Tell her you have to go because you’re having a party. 3) walk to the kitchen, take a few minutes just staring at something random before realizing you need your recipe. Go back to your room for your phone, but look through all your apps before remembering you’re there for “All Recipes”. Read the recipe, but for gods sake do NOT take the phone with you to the kitchen. Memorize it. You’re really good at remembering things. Repeat this step a few times and then go ahead and bring the phone with you to the kitchen. 3) get all your ingredients together and get angry that you forgot to preheat the oven. Start cleaning while you are waiting for the oven to preheat. 4) make some progress cleaning the kitchen, look down and see that your cupboards are disgusting. 5) Ok this next step is an important step, so make sure to use all of your energy and focus on this step: get out paint, brushes, and sand paper...you’re going to need to retouch the paint on those cupboards. You may want to take this opportunity to organize the cupboards too. Why not? If you can only focus on one task today, please make it this one. Make sure to make a really big mess out of it too. 5) after about 3 hours get up to go to the bathroom. Come back into the kitchen, see the disarray and audibly say “wtf, why?” Give yourself a little mental reality slap, clean it all up and go take a shower. 6) after sitting in your towel reading r/lifeprotips for a while, head back into the kitchen. See your uncooked dish and remember you need to stick it in the oven. If you’re following these steps correctly, there should only be about 45 minutes left before people start showing. When you realize that the oven is STILL not on, take this opportunity to almost cry. Berate yourself a little by asking something along the lines of: “is it really that hard to turn on the fucking oven!” And then actually turn on the oven. 7) use all of your willpower to stay in the kitchen until you hear the “beep” of the preheat. Once you hear it, put the dish in. Don’t set a timer though, instead, walk away and get ready because people will be showing up soon. 8) while you are getting ready, convince yourself it’s no big deal that the house is messy after working all day long—they are your friends, they don’t care. Daydream about random stuff. Clean the floor of your closet. Make a list of things you want to do before you die. 9) first guest is here! Go out to greet them and immediately smell the burning of your food. Pull it out and try to salvage it in front of the remaining guests that are filtering in. 10) order pizza This tutorial can be tweaked and applied to many things, don’t limit yourself to just parties! 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On concerta for almost two years now, recently annoying side effects started to show up: *Total absence of apetite to the point of nausea on the sight of food. Which in turn cause feebleness and dizziness *Longer rebounds *It's less ""stimulating"" - not helping with sleep disorders I have like it use to, I can now feel sleepy on it (I've tried concerta 36, 54, and ritalin 10, 20. Stuck with c.54) I mean side effects where always there, I was just very happy to pay the price for a functioning brain. I'm thinking about asking my Doc to try other meds but reluctant because: 1. What if every med has its side effects and I'll end up never being satisfied with what I have, trying more and more kinds? 2. I'm in the middle of a crazy semester (STEM) and absultly can't afford loosing study days on bad tries. TL;Dr and the actual question: Someone maybe tried 1-2 other kinds of meds and stuck with one for good? Or ended up returning to the first? I'd love to learn from your experience. Thanks",2.432735507246377,4.9764255787037035,3.6966827697262477,85.28615942028988,80.25,6.904669887278584,23.74315619967794,8.04050195162591,1.5816612721417074,879,31,165,17,23,286,130,216,0.10800000000000001,0.813,0.078,-0.4062,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,5,6,10,1,0,8,0,10,5,2,7,3,36,23,13,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,14,1,0,9,1,2,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,8,8,32,18,6,30,0,0,1,1,5,17,0,5,14,100,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.10464170528718383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737606717828603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922454125612989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024623928842644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895331642849047,0.06536684587577007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197049363062304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015547780018067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915493733359131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289568433083575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849237453758259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069299693294832,0.0,0.0,0.10489221088439724,0.0,0.0,0.05421906917971762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912103876205244,0.12966380084530818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994003248818823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414908533435413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187448495965243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33499285181483024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238750874550015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677990284369772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772766154110572,0.11680567955601495,0.4764365839799261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540586908957994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726623046256855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136768150456787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012293672425492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058773902652317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730815129324593,0.0,0.09085623307771358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589844884532851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872363138010777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870910953828316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368156819549538,0.116636221011793,0.10474882298205464,0.0,0.0,0.09261290503704714,0.0,0.08847656631760165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905306190144088 adhd,ifinddimes,2018/12/18,"Major ambiguity on dx- is there a way out? &#x200B; Hi- just posting this here in the hopes that someone can relate and offer some insight! I'm 25, female, diagnosed myself in high school and got the full write up, dx'ed with ADHD-HI.  I've gone back and forth on the diagnosis a trillion times because I feel like my life can be viewed two completely different ways: **Yes, this is the right diagnosis!:** As a child, high energy, 6 concussions and 4 broken bones, saw a therapist for aggression. By high school, high pretty often to get through class, culminating in some more serious prescription drug problems in college (now, mostly clean). Arrested for drugs and shoplifting, still shoplift a lot (for the rush!). As an adult, have been laid off the last few jobs for attitude..laziness...etc. Feel restless constantly, I can never get fully physically comfortable. I feel a deep boredom which may or may not be how everyone else feels, I feel like I go through the day trawling for stimuli, the theory about some adhd sx being manifestations of a chronically under-stimulated brain makes sense to me. But...on the other hand.... **No, this isn't right at all!**: I did very well in school! I was a National Merit Scholar. I graduated from a good college in 4 years, had a few run-ins with school administration but nothing nuts. I had some friend drama, but who doesn't? I went on to move to NY to work in a ""prestigious"" industry (investment banking) before I got canned, now I work in consulting. I wouldn't characterize myself as having any outsize attention problems, I've been in a solid relationship for 3 years and I love to read. On paper, I've built up a relatively impressive career. And besides, since I am the more hyperactive type, shouldn't I have been dx'ed by someone other than myself originally? Earlier this year I realized I hadn't made any friends in a long time :( and was maybe in danger of getting fired again, so I went on Strattera 80mg. It's been great! I feel like I'm possessing myself. But being on Strattera means constantly evaluating whether or not I should be taking it, because I get stuck in this loop: 1. Looking at the Yes points, and the fact that Strattera is helpful means taking medication and identifying to myself as a person with ADHD is probably the right thing to do  2. Looking at the No points, clearly I shouldn't be taking this medication because I am and always have been fine. I wasn't diagnosed as a kid by my parents or teachers. And Strattera being helpful doesn't mean anything- it would help anybody who took it. Working an office job is boring to everyone. The way I'm approaching it now I can never be convinced either way- I'm so tired of thinking about this! **What I would LOVE is someone who similarly gone back and forth with competing narratives-- and how they decided what to do/think about it.** Put another way, since there's no way to know FOR SURE, how did you cope with the ambiguity? **TL;DR: Was dx'ed with ADHD-HI and can never fully decide if its right -- but am tired of thinking about it. Can you relate, and if so, how did you ultimately decide one way or the other?**",3.5387548546545844,6.134705450511946,4.781744144992357,78.77522184300344,76.4061433447099,7.863904907614452,27.50959162057197,8.74248658614541,2.4768904083794285,2478,102,438,56,58,816,284,586,0.09699999999999999,0.775,0.128,0.9685,4,0,2,0,0,1,126.0,0,3,1,4,24,24,2,1,35,2,55,16,3,7,7,91,95,39,0,11,15,1,8,3,2,8,11,0,1,4,27,23,0,0,18,2,2,10,16,7,1,3,25,12,39,17,69,54,14,77,0,0,4,2,24,38,0,18,24,296,66,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925816674226069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064283508771629,0.06594496144046874,0.0739551242122897,0.08277776173639945,0.06382009098402744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050085007213601186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359967579315852,0.0,0.11130443539254499,0.0,0.05178987240194339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794316074026913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381362628148375,0.131542415171789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039251556103078435,0.0,0.0,0.1235491897382478,0.0,0.06358880997032203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116335693592488,0.0,0.05084316996117486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787825761759482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631427958172955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846447630049952,0.13044147243780632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404510063898563,0.0,0.12719347987061727,0.0,0.03458980686693106,0.05104893977552659,0.09735529337909203,0.06710159744257785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238542123889552,0.25722011724166083,0.0,0.060450624411161974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207941374966622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033448675747723734,0.04961141288248139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042989288832802536,0.0892036628724854,0.0,0.0,0.053861779613393536,0.10221906839020023,0.0,0.0,0.05174348834402413,0.10986234483288793,0.05758997790334301,0.040626479747203084,0.0,0.0611449957714041,0.1988927267246948,0.0,0.12262600185650713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468766475283066,0.0,0.0,0.1408237358172211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058399624777739335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124229789748776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758108339149728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314316466733595,0.0,0.0,0.11507028683786695,0.0,0.058289864828977876,0.061919482506901866,0.06562053475654961,0.11647521249352386,0.0,0.061184057157976625,0.0,0.0,0.060879402416913225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534401169785559,0.0,0.20790644566169436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246386146178054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069289265252836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547068944373973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860521614949933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736259316743723,0.0,0.1372840512332551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066655511215326,0.04043462763407873,0.11699552794726364,0.0,0.0,0.07097933024216857,0.1399059741691748,0.0,0.0,0.06762095693761445,0.0,0.0,0.05945424087622452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021829301747025,0.0,0.3381711376367795,0.0,0.0,0.05472308525107003,0.11284109552721312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292681820426594,0.0,0.0,0.08647056136122308,0.0,0.0739551242122897,0.1175811982984989 adhd,todayimfearless,2018/12/18,"This is the kind of to-do list app I want This is pretty rudimentary but I think it's what I could handle. I get overwhelmed if things are too complex and I'll just give up. I want one continuous list that I can add to forever. But I also want it to have the functionality to: 1. color-code items 2. move items to top and/or prioritize 3. check off items and they self delete, OR NOT (sometimes I like to see what I have actually done!) 4. on desktop, organize into sub-lists by color/topic 5. add to it with dictation that actually works 6. is printable I'm also thinking that, since I like the paper thing, that maybe I need something where I can use a stylus if I want. Does this sound like any app that is already out there? Thank you all SO much",0.3114705882352915,2.698069738562097,2.5098398692810484,90.69377941176474,90.1764705882353,5.412941176470588,18.761111111111113,6.961326702584282,0.2904852287581696,582,17,126,9,20,196,101,153,0.055999999999999994,0.8420000000000001,0.102,0.3913,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,7,6,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,25,24,10,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,15,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,15,5,14,22,5,9,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,3,4,80,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.33121219318303746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727198765798705,0.2714235907258976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540417193565546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549440362736065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850864114350507,0.17366555899572614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866305341056638,0.1627950220346968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672003854442064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487256149836149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048993490494865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036792077138425,0.12475156916665872,0.12583296501926916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499545621297735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726494279501916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523168575310116,0.0,0.1770377193551499,0.0,0.0,0.14038045548241865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064601419274338,0.16784106089143866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562401452588141,0.0,0.0,0.2254868757866173,0.217478249225508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656930193457804,0.0,0.0,0.4003819894457817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235461397772908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,t8rtot01,2018/12/18,"How do you folks go about self-starting? As the title may suggest I have a great deal of trouble actually starting to work on things be it homework, studying, house chores, working out, etc. I've found that when someone is present and is telling me to do it I can start no problem. Working out with a friend? No problem. Working out by myself? Nearly impossible. Same goes for pretty much anything I don't feel excited or motivated to do on my own. Once I get started its no problem because I will get hyper-focused on the activity and, so long as I don't stop, I get a lot of productive work done. Problem is I can't physically just study or clean forever, I need breaks. However, when I stop to take a break and then try to start studying again I need someone there to help me along. The ideal solution is just have a little 'responsibility fairy' with me at all times that tells me to do stuff. Unfortunately no such fairy exists and the reality is there are times where I have to do stuff alone. So those of you who are higher functioning than me, what do you do to get yourself started when there is no outside support available? 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I have been battling my mental for over 2 years. After being misdiagnosed with depression and OCD my family doctor referred me to a neuropsychologist because she believed I suffered from ADHD. Today was the second time I met with him and it consisted of an IQ test, questionnaires and an attention span test. I felt I did really well on all the tests except the attention span. After reading and learning more about this disorder Im finding alot of similarities in my ways of thinking and behavior. I wasn't the best student, (disorganized, forgetful, ""lazy"" ect.) but always been a good test taker and enter a sort of hyper focus which is what happened today. My worry is that I did too well on the tests and they won't give me the help I probably need and I'll be back in the same perpetual cycle of feeling lost. Where should I go from here if I can't get help from them? I was so excited to get some actual help.",4.571238095238094,6.332010600000004,6.140952380952381,73.935,70.77777777777777,9.365079365079367,28.41269841269841,9.784248007369934,2.954936507936508,748,28,131,19,14,255,119,180,0.1,0.765,0.135,0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,8,9,1,0,13,0,15,1,0,0,1,29,26,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,8,1,0,2,3,4,2,1,10,2,21,5,22,12,6,20,0,3,0,0,9,8,0,4,9,99,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.1507486247000503,0.0,0.1856530048768902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853839534572115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878434639859416,0.0,0.0941685926247933,0.0,0.0,0.17404424560209505,0.16211553956903307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305201080259166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704561812711644,0.15811517780253634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562847770865256,0.0,0.07810891545514953,0.0,0.1483234796848825,0.0,0.14119044969412395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161417165653242,0.14818974774991325,0.0877936288972131,0.12956914421321838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660472995540449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106308253183375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213009668218444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668631696429606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863141080149804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556778832452451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454376867159274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655383184463365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452019387782115,0.0,0.09896281217139197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098983514640122,0.0,0.0,0.09007759139313416,0.0,0.4392823526291403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261775547117555,0.0,0.0,0.2777892491349002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688030343351947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947901827861927 adhd,MadFollowing,2018/12/18,"8 months on Vyvanse I am seeing multiple posts about people who are anxious about getting tested. 8 month ago I was nervous as well. I finally decided that I would rather face the fear and be certain than continue on not knowing if I had ADD or if I was just lazy and stupid. I was diagnosed at age 43 and started on Vyvanse. I was lucky enough to have a job that is no overly structured. Shorts burst of focus and the occasional hyperfocus episode kept my overall production at an acceptable level. Since I started medication I have adjusted the dosage up and down until I found the right dose for me. I have a supportive doctor. I just had my year end performance review and I am excelling. My peer review have been better than they ever have. My productivity is very high and my quality of work is excellent Medication doesn't make me superman but it has helped allow me to focus by slowing my brain down. My life at home is better and I can enjoy hobbies without obsessing. Getting diagnosed and treated has been a life changer. My advice is to face the fear. Whatever your diagnosis you will have a path to take and can begin the process of getting your life back.",4.5526126126126165,6.537978855855857,5.697477477477478,76.18153153153153,71.25225225225225,8.897297297297296,31.702702702702688,9.444778638647367,3.215962162162162,934,43,163,22,18,310,135,222,0.067,0.809,0.124,0.8969,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,6,8,16,1,4,11,0,30,12,3,2,2,32,43,16,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,0,4,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,10,1,30,11,26,30,1,30,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,4,15,124,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509788116100324,0.12255171783647385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618497671500262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630696056979624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445446426539349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543345283751732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806449644325412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150638936663368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244989839843193,0.1428508785031325,0.0,0.0,0.12505650364242024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31114301324145643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144788996277828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515857633687922,0.0,0.0,0.21669229302494888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926671454055908,0.14607042508242468,0.13867764532047852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719339840767714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597947372559324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929536193889056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922840286353048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785479208923564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070224516914103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584626450102796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240683388020524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806612647893228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016864014286454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436316716017375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571041376246584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568862978847324,0.0,0.0,0.10394801119871876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407206382825727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430480804012173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332696263454441,0.0,0.10064882455887204,0.0,0.0,0.09820998287846194,0.0,0.0,0.08902950931076875 adhd,m7mvd,2018/12/18,"I feel like no one understands me I have ADHD, and i cant study for my finals. My family isn’t familiar with ADHD because im the youngest child, and the only one with ADHD. When my mom sees that im not studying she would yell at me and stuff. Im 16 i have been dealing with this situation since i was 12. Even my older brother says that he thought i was gonna be successful and shit, and when he saw me not studying he said that he was disappointed. Sorry if i have any errors because english is my second language.",1.6325000000000005,3.5090742870370377,3.809037037037037,86.9896666666667,79.27777777777777,6.542222222222222,24.68888888888889,7.554174236665415,1.2335377777777785,405,15,85,6,10,139,67,108,0.11800000000000001,0.823,0.059000000000000004,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,12,1,1,0,0,15,19,8,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,6,16,2,5,9,0,5,0,1,2,0,11,1,1,1,5,55,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448757527560867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277152275672537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425119782445828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580527130787292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998179391419392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424690584581759,0.0,0.07641433747832989,0.1079651383967293,0.0,0.16555220988304653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897291871293181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383300439294732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699808210160026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481509371604675,0.11493887161296748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375635730589464,0.1201822332627148,0.0,0.0,0.12042862954342842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551296641477351,0.12501379225055068,0.16987304756110916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917427127162676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300422517262826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997793405835915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732850676145224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735626427084276,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Noobgoon,2018/12/18,"Am I having placebo or is Mylan not good as Concerta? I am not sure am I having placebo effect or is Mylan not good as Concerta? I feel like in the start Mylan doesn't make me feel the same as Concerta and at half way I feel drowsy for a while... Based on the name and ingredient they are supposed to be the same, so I could just be having placebo.",3.2905479452054816,3.9200640821917823,5.136876712328768,84.23791780821921,72.56164383561644,8.031780821917808,25.558904109589037,8.238735603445708,1.4496816438356162,270,8,58,4,5,93,43,73,0.10099999999999999,0.8640000000000001,0.035,-0.5624,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,18,18,9,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,8,4,8,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666379868436055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065770240667001,0.23857939193446384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602156177599655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315482529217595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229193059549426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363769237713635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31475110657455313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26508001595111697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Top_Piece,2018/12/18,"emotional dysregulation questions. ## emotional dysregulation questions. 📷 Hi, I'm 25 and have recently been diagnosed with ADHD. I'm waiting on meds. I've always been unfocused, really messy, put things off etc, the usual stuff but the shrink I went to see said that the biggest problem he thought I had was my mood shifts. One minute I feel really giddy and half an hour later something hacks me off and I feel so down to the point where I don't want to talk. What I don't understand is why does this switching get to other people so much? I don't express my feelings openly to others and so I don't understand why I've lost friends because one minute I feel really happy and chatty and the next minute I'm quiet. It's not like I'm stopping them from saying things. But I've seen people literally walk away and I don't understand why. I think having friends would make me happier. I love my job and family but feel sad that friends never make the effort to stay in touch or meet up with me. Any advice would be good, thanks.",3.2309625962596265,5.3440832623762375,4.442112211221122,83.20286028602862,75.2871287128713,7.657205720572058,24.58855885588559,8.515128840125781,1.7261080308030805,817,27,157,16,18,268,121,202,0.095,0.721,0.184,0.9738,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,4,12,0,0,7,0,15,2,0,2,1,37,41,15,0,4,5,0,6,1,3,2,1,3,0,0,10,11,0,2,12,0,0,3,7,3,0,3,9,11,19,8,16,29,2,22,0,2,2,1,14,11,0,3,8,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023807285863842,0.10589660258513517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017140826387103,0.0,0.0,0.07369440648192302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181592550651376,0.0,0.0,0.06606053069486255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099919110893164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483414665987604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380031812251746,0.0,0.0,0.1208597044236365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216033024991453,0.0,0.2739722588573971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511760790123615,0.0,0.0566181532987369,0.0,0.0,0.0908944924185987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536045612253965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672130315813894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753917577114143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294345448588193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829719632485365,0.0,0.09780694871835267,0.0,0.14467384715977336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037315384613002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796634358465948,0.0,0.08358059307977804,0.0,0.1152513017688242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468668203513193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502583710996779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244341371811168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369417431096953,0.0,0.10894043723413352,0.24279540621283455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082712200174768,0.0,0.10700098032572967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308341401867467,0.08617910985840879,0.0,0.0,0.08635579331292495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342749065026192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550657509957292,0.0,0.09060105410800758,0.0,0.0,0.1240561913550851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710262582258223,0.0,0.0997713044543787,0.0,0.0,0.14399064784090196,0.0694382630652967,0.0,0.08603261296699505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338446797832828,0.0,0.0,0.11935277131116265,0.0,0.06391864475815857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045883564874528,0.29335758616839536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396397689433874,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lightxknowsxall,2018/12/18,"What are your guys experiences with deciding whether it might be better to try other ADHD medication or not? Hello, and I apologize if this has been asked before! And I understand that it would be best to talk to a doctor about this, but just want to see what others have experienced for inspiration. Basically I've been diagnosed (ADHD PI) and started taking adderall XR for almost 4 years. My dosage went from 20 mg twice a day to 20 mg once a day to currently 25 mg (for the past 3 years). I have only known adderall. It works still but I feel like it's not as effective as it used to be. I still have a lot of problems focusing. I never felt per se feel like a zombie but since the beginning of taking meds, I feel a lot less social. It does feels like its been getting worse that I still feel like I'm almost in a parallel universe from everyone else (which I felt hardcore before meds). I just hate this off feeling this feeling like my brain is still clouded. (I apologize if I'm not making sense.) I don't know what feeling 'normal' is like but I don't know if perhaps a better medication would help with that. I'm also afraid to switch meds because I don't have time because of work to sacrifice any productivity or deal with withdrawals. Has anyone ever experienced something similar to me? Sorry for the length of my post and thanks for reading!!! PS: I don't really like my psychiatrist, didn't like my prior one, and finding a new one seems too difficult and costly. I feel so mistrustful of psychiatrists in general. It seems that it's primarily about squeezing money out of patients for worthless visits just to pick up a prescription. Why do I have to pay for a half hour visit every other month just to be asked how life is going and how many siblings I have. (sorry for rant!)",4.708362068965517,6.015480100574713,5.877305747126439,77.71826896551728,69.83333333333333,8.901333333333334,28.575172413793105,9.281916038205594,2.485010206896552,1417,51,264,29,25,473,182,348,0.087,0.762,0.15,0.9747,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,6,16,18,1,1,14,0,28,6,1,6,2,67,62,23,0,8,17,0,12,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,24,11,0,0,21,1,3,4,9,5,0,4,7,15,25,13,41,48,4,29,1,1,1,0,13,5,0,12,27,175,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888146914075276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732213938769418,0.0,0.0,0.06282007324561899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053419811553293686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492719231892045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687586577593734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577229180062036,0.0,0.13368833203734215,0.0,0.08243819052751045,0.13895029352838795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769289642400012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132241733605438,0.08098632781746637,0.0,0.07973125021665269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040394639297459,0.06874364670581437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562227586551754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105711946975098,0.06618562589619158,0.0750622723528037,0.0,0.07684145757563945,0.0,0.0,0.3574760263066684,0.2805970561091608,0.15084944121299204,0.0,0.07179746755611094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104152844294804,0.0,0.04464438094812041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778138948687141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775563894841386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052653482467682526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736044261145045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634309107514401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055485426522437716,0.3070224182954725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356859806139754,0.0,0.0,0.052435795475609566,0.07964201956302022,0.0,0.0,0.2617693052231811,0.15827096005733055,0.0,0.08333400080966673,0.0,0.0,0.06270152029464822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058613869058676,0.07586850770014925,0.0,0.0,0.07696681458494271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365806928349867,0.10646123961285192,0.05974430169967621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498924002158502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523357793961055,0.0,0.0,0.0751661288190869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857584298896493,0.0,0.05032407865779835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259783375069597,0.14302628776504012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498116447486424,0.0,0.0,0.08007650679803133,0.0,0.06047515736481806,0.0,0.17587085310370548,0.055601339583096605,0.0,0.2509351722248004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812654336651217,0.0631391998303258,0.0,0.07232250772908487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580581023427623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533334067584048,0.0,0.0,0.08177809336397987,0.0,0.06784593968759188,0.0,0.0,0.046333529513672436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282088730215443,0.07088329458079409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437734692502337,0.0,0.08005383322363605,0.11160584668944627,0.0,0.0,0.10117315445692192 adhd,MiisterSoloDolo,2018/12/18,"I need help I finally worked up the nerve to go see a psychiatrist but rather than addressing my issues he diagnosed me with BPD, which I have taken meds for in the past (to no avail) after a Suicide attempt last year. My concerns about my lack of attention during conversations went unaddressed, as well as my general lack of focus, my unhealthy caffiene habits, and crippling insomnia. I'm just not sure where to go or what to due to address in the issues effecting me in my day to day life. any suggestions? 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TL;DR below. 24 yo male here. **Diagnoses so far**: *ADHD, OCD, GAD, chronic insomnia.* I've never been put on any stimulants so far since they are quite likely to aggravate the symptoms of OCD, anxiety disorders in general including insomnia. After 6 months of mild depression and developing a mild case of hypochondria I have decided to consult a psychiatrist and been put on Paxil which is supposed to alleviate my symptoms related to OCD. Despite the presence of ADHD, she is in favour of going on with anxiety treatment as a first-line therapy because it seems like the dominant mental pathology I deal with at the moment. It's been 6 days and I feel fidgety and irritated to the extreme. My body never stops fidgeting, I can't focus more than a few seconds and chronic boredom is literally killing me. My frustration tolerance has been never this low. I feel the power of restlessness on the every inch of my body and brain. Do you fellas have any recommendations? Are there any of you here with ADHD and put on SSRIs throughout before? **TL;DR: I have ADHD & OCD and put on Paxil for the latter condition. My ADHD-related symptoms has never been this severe. I feel like driven by the fastest motor one could ever imagine. Do you guys have any recommendations?** &#x200B;",3.521701534170152,6.661719280334733,5.439175732217574,70.25594630404464,82.13807531380752,8.207587168758717,29.305578800557882,8.841846274778883,3.5191605578800558,1064,51,156,30,30,363,134,239,0.14,0.8140000000000001,0.046,-0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,1,3,6,9,2,1,13,0,20,12,3,1,5,26,26,11,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,11,0,1,6,0,0,6,5,5,0,2,6,3,18,4,32,19,2,32,0,2,0,0,10,15,0,1,14,110,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074315640819905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27381791500457764,0.10235928807588256,0.22914092431325656,0.0,0.1288848092768296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051351153319072286,0.0,0.07168096227364305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187140497166294,0.0,0.0940382919652172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725777839244314,0.0,0.0,0.05432701765260518,0.08684644082990249,0.07255470232371168,0.08550054670760479,0.0,0.0,0.09654489280879212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619876203649925,0.07097477065683166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778091234001734,0.0601801718565474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165342822101378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787481656332571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340959544386592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319768351516652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346437819749212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489283558444563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723855765490927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598804341771633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708234955136199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387327977061994,0.0,0.08959826790402214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668778405105217,0.0,0.0951657972816194,0.0,0.06968315526472539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042735762841335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266891226469863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633433933851336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235928807588256,0.0 adhd,PeachyRoze,2018/12/18,"Getting a new prescription I was diagnosed ADD in 9th grade and went through extensive testing at the time. I took Ritalin, adderall, and concerta at different times throughout high school. I stopped taking meds sometime after I finished high school and halfway through my freshman year of college when my GPA was a 1.2, I got back on concerta. I took it for like a month or maybe two before it was time to go back to the doc and get a refill... that proved too much to handle so... here I am 10 years later. Life is no easier and I’m considering getting a prescription again. Do I need to be re-evaluated or get a new diagnosis? What kind of doctor should I see for a new med? 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If I made a list, I would forget to check it. (Most of the time I would forget to even make a list). I’ve tried bullet journals, phone alarms- nothing worked. Fortunately, my husband came up with an idea and it has really helped me. Write one thing to do on a sticky note. Each note has only one job on it. Put them all on the left side of your refrigerator or wall in a room you spend a lot of time in. When you have completed one of your sticky notes, move it to the right side of the fridge or wall. This helps me because it is very bright and visual, and you can see what you have accomplished as the day goes on. I hope it helps someone!",2.3864814814814816,3.3129316604938275,3.3688271604938262,94.95472222222223,74.98765432098764,6.6345679012345675,20.290123456790127,6.816661863887847,-0.04656543209876585,587,11,144,5,12,188,94,162,0.045,0.8490000000000001,0.106,0.9019,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,7,1,2,2,4,0,1,13,0,13,0,0,2,1,25,20,8,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,3,3,17,3,27,15,4,26,0,0,2,0,14,16,0,6,6,95,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804629232770458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839575886240057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863720034568302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372819907204224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623300099230568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134904577376417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440806380894103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234220652156073,0.0,0.0,0.15974995708408327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156826617122165,0.0,0.0,0.1596084281102773,0.2859231512376835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747526336760736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674002746632224,0.0,0.15219026417258325,0.10736164364407627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709469797672786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543298790185499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269671099355649,0.12232571987638473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616881645214587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303792953971967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735609059245424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816829150917394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627882252512954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137092905879813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28136049223214593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919949165992622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327094671481258,0.0,0.1276669424740727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709310262329428,0.0,0.0,0.22851159274280936,0.0,0.0,0.10357539212124316 adhd,Rioux569,2018/12/18,"I finished law school! Took my last final yesterday. It's finally over. I've been working full time at a law firm while taking classes at night for 3 and a half years. I still have to take the bar exam, but first I am celebrating this small victory. Although you may not be at the finish line yet, it's still important to recognize your accomplishments along the way.",3.8573708920187775,5.880784901408454,4.813732394366198,81.62698356807516,73.22535211267606,8.67699530516432,27.32629107981221,9.2995712137729,2.441561502347418,292,11,56,7,6,95,58,71,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.8197,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,6,0,8,4,1,22,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,14,38,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546796748212637,0.0,0.21228926879661456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343779904391854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421022518517776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258429654135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986235271682712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753002733851196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552980738810187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772881853056353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810185929817933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169434382262234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607187997074753 adhd,Jelli-Belli,2018/12/18,"Coping while unmedicated and in one of the hardest high schools in my district :/ &#x200B; I was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD about a week ago and it honestly explains so much. I've always struggled with focusing and I've found myself disassociating/getting distracted so easily during class. I have a terrible memory, and I often insult people by doodling/fidgeting while they're talking to me, or looking like I'm not paying attention (When, in fact, I'm really, really trying and fidgeting/doodling helps me focus). I'm relatively quiet, thanks to my social anxiety, and I get my work done/have an easy time understanding concepts or making connections in my head. This has caused people to label me the ""smart"" kid and even in my own family, I'm known as the ""responsible, diligent, smart"" kid. But honestly, with the overwhelming amount of homework I find it so hard to focus and study, and I'm often up until 11 at night doing homework, just because I'm distracted/couldn't focus on my work. It makes sophomore year hell. What's even worse is that the coping mechanisms I've developed are not ""normal"" studying habits (according to my mom, at least). My therapist diagnosed me with severe/moderate ADD/ADHD, and as I've been unmedicated for the past years, I've had to find ways to cope with my work and keep my grades up. Generally, I've found that I focus better on small, mundane tasks if I listen to music/watch a TV show. I also tend to take frequent breaks, in order to let some energy out. However, when my family (often mom or dad) sees me doing this, they call me ""lazy"" and claim I'm not focusing on my work if I have my show/music on. They take it away a lot, and I'm left struggling to concentrate on my homework. I also get a lot of shit for doodling. I doodle almost all the time, especially on worksheets during class. It helps me concentrate and listen better, as I need something to do while I listen or I'll just get distracted by something else. I've had a couple teachers call me out, and one even asked to speak to me after class. When I went up to him, he claimed that I was ""ignoring"" him during his lectures, and that it was ""extremely disrespectful"". I tried to explain that it helps me focus, but he wouldn't hear it. He just told me the next time he caught me doodling he'd give me referral slip. I also find it hard to keep/make commitments, and I have such a hard time following through with things. The fact that I've committed to so many things-Officer in our Latin club, president of another club, a job on Sundays, diving practice after school, the hardest AP offered at our school-it's so hard to keep track of everything, and often I just feel so overwhelmed and hopeless. My only solace is writing. I love creative writing (especially fantasy) and I've found peace and calm in writing. It allows me to get my thoughts out at my own pace, and I have no lasting commitment to it. It's the only thing I find I can really focus on. Thanks for listening :)",5.942709671142247,6.604917063047289,6.921577641564507,73.68868675812419,66.63572679509633,10.197334111694882,31.9731951741584,10.190243380029422,3.3195697217357463,2357,92,421,55,36,790,256,571,0.066,0.825,0.109,0.9757,2,0,2,0,0,1,102.0,2,0,2,6,25,23,3,6,20,0,21,5,2,4,6,88,65,49,0,5,15,3,5,1,0,1,2,7,3,2,23,31,0,3,14,5,1,3,5,12,0,2,13,14,63,11,72,49,9,59,1,3,2,1,41,30,2,14,24,269,86,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521345137444666,0.0,0.06461783159911072,0.0,0.07299473047951269,0.0,0.0,0.1748845140212689,0.06065524201343098,0.0789826949618823,0.08857651727949625,0.0,0.07643772425557407,0.05576517651974322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814784160695342,0.0,0.06848811304296172,0.0,0.0,0.044436674040922414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894102846083236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886976178927466,0.0,0.0,0.07488418624529551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065794499214453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797564139442132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459783139697862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060895184351025484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444119584979495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551414930289938,0.0,0.13743956481964748,0.0,0.03685836560815931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665021878684071,0.0,0.0,0.23977982935965084,0.0,0.0,0.19042553825037675,0.06992840535704951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612016915025399,0.0,0.07481224069696671,0.0,0.08215899569462799,0.0,0.14658178854527582,0.07701853793825379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233794900081393,0.1943797195793424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941990115290865,0.0,0.0,0.07920162645724192,0.07454101336662247,0.0,0.035613262637209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121421046882625,0.0,0.0,0.12394700267826016,0.06579141059598922,0.0,0.09731718048376256,0.07390501776130141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074963252528,0.0,0.0,0.053586886064334434,0.05405139834847945,0.0,0.0,0.07752563407565098,0.06840787943492922,0.07142252080172228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879231902516074,0.11088125847329224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958740054697286,0.1010736999573575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009697195395965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132367736672207,0.05808860750327185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748266106403093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430820676877184,0.0,0.11223767563121012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241327843946964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961731424546707,0.05859097635265479,0.0,0.13422553188848801,0.0,0.0846377773906023,0.09685761551935293,0.0,0.0,0.05787121506731256,0.1700247802609394,0.0,0.0,0.06965517200437035,0.0,0.09898308444154033,0.0,0.0,0.07588721978311799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786138541129245,0.058472707120759776,0.0,0.0,0.06757524481408768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227638129632148,0.0,0.07428716648215443,0.0,0.0,0.08857651727949625,0.09388516034791212 adhd,pianopeddler,2018/12/18,"Vyvanse feels useless Day six of vyvanse, and its making me moody, and lazy, and i dont even want to type this message. I dont want to smile, i dont want to talk to anybody, i still cant focus well but i feel miserable all over. I bascially feel the same as usual, but with more energy. Anyone else find vyvanse absolutely useless? My meds follow up in still 3 weeks away, pissed I have to feel like this until then",2.594840336134453,4.175204988235296,3.999831932773109,88.01352941176474,75.58823529411767,6.739495798319329,23.907563025210084,7.447530270364453,0.9757563025210084,324,10,68,4,7,107,58,85,0.278,0.653,0.069,-0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,17,14,8,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,4,9,2,13,14,3,12,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,8,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231184463034753,0.17923165278228131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434808782401594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281235435103235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.615033484963156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612765137074346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155365181207287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537899725296621,0.1249666770924115,0.0,0.0,0.15987856516653745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854596711100549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676400337455825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430258637379788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793911585653439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059833888634954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265551674655987,0.0,0.3095264416655682,0.0,0.1403145331097447,0.0,0.15727886222684795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheAmazinRaisin,2018/12/18,"Why does this happen I studied harder than I ever did in my life the beginning of this semester. I was taking my medication like I was supposed to and going to class and submitting all the assignments. I had all A's a month in. I missed one assignment in a single class that I later made up, but that single thing going wrong totally demolished all the progress I made since highschool. I got so fixated that I had missed that one thing that any time I had to do something else there was this impossible internal struggle of do what is past due or do what is upcoming. I couldnt do either and it made the past due pile even bigger but the upcoming pile never stops. I'd be too stressed to go to sleep and I'd wake up late and since I woke up late I didnt take my medication because my routine was messed up, but then I couldnt do the work and so on. Now its the end of the semester, its looking like the best i can get is 4 C's and a D (in a class ive already taken and had to retake because I got a D). I've slept 6 hours in the past 3 days studying for exams just so I don't fail literally all of my classes. I told my parents that I would do better this semester and I always did but this time I really was and it just was gone in an instant. I have a 2.2 GPA with a major that has a 3.0 requirement and if i have to change majors this will be the second time and that will be three semesters of my life and my parents money. Every day I just sit in agonizing paralysis trying to get my brain to do any work but it just doesn't happen unless its 4 am 2 weeks after its due. I stopped being like this last year why can a single missed assignment give me the room to completely flop what was shaping up to be where I prove im not lazy? This was supposed to be me showing that Im an adult and can self regulate and can be in charge of my own life but I cant. Im sorry i needed to say it but i cant bear to say any of this out loud",3.2920038893308607,3.468500532219576,5.106613630336781,86.09086360823832,72.31742243436754,8.498576858481394,26.258375320427827,8.515128840125781,1.5129182533368697,1509,45,347,24,27,520,185,419,0.078,0.843,0.078,0.0044,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,7,13,13,0,2,24,0,50,9,4,3,8,51,76,29,0,5,16,2,0,3,0,3,5,3,1,2,31,17,0,3,1,1,1,4,9,8,0,4,25,4,43,5,41,39,13,52,0,4,1,0,8,19,0,2,31,243,74,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324786512503817,0.0,0.07785098224807444,0.0,0.0,0.1908758676813952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406891167484885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818742453708347,0.0827478828254444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444600487921232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989760669942122,0.0,0.09809785487365127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067934949128675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187663484776045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815894815579423,0.0,0.08286805823834699,0.0,0.0,0.06179674171993825,0.08463208024235361,0.07882992223068387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776444512167584,0.08975308420799545,0.15952012376662575,0.0,0.14965997072407491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654729293633618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921396087476273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031886687893989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626542267877044,0.2110837599572271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825657603783894,0.13712883101273152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856841806818994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26559154950475744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885075090513416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468020286346161,0.0,0.0,0.06937495117700296,0.07216069254564833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679990746670908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777879888850212,0.0,0.26794621395488466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993813842823133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880833028821588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760544969174573,0.0,0.0,0.15479071392471574,0.0,0.09362945288138687,0.0,0.0,0.07202850902149271,0.0,0.10473486867491327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644384824020555,0.10717482156034652,0.09781119520992576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069378510625347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124316716182886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367006020967012,0.0,0.0,0.0894023892938725,0.0,0.06352237740648757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504969946451015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885009467229892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362283311665465,0.0,0.0,0.06646367769353467,0.10229523213478718,0.0,0.060250785496696824 adhd,KnightlyPotato,2018/12/18,"About to take my last final in 4 minutes. Sitting in the classroom, stressed as hell, forgot to eat. Give me your enegery lads I will see you all on the other side.",0.8213636363636354,3.2413765151515186,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,86.87878787878788,3.3000000000000003,23.40151515151515,3.1291,-0.2059030303030301,127,5,27,0,4,39,30,33,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,7,3,1,7,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,2,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062492661833079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349146014147489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38085653276600573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32362324601635145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163725174904369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547836021400225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985086676972365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beingandnothing,2018/12/18,"My worst nightmare happened today...and I dealt with it! I’m a college student and just got diagnosed last year. One of my accommodations is taking my exams in a private room, so I went today to go take my History200 final at the disability services. Well, they messed up and gave me the WRONG final. It was the History201 final and full of things I was not familiar with at all! I felt like I was in a nightmare lol. Not just that, but I have really bad anxiety and hate talking to people about school related things. But I went to the proctor, talked to her, went to the front desk, talked to THEM, and then had to run all the way to my professor, IN the middle of the silent regular class taking the exam, and grab the right exam from him. In short my heart was pounding by the time I actually sat down. But I dealt with the issue, got the right exam, and still took it and think I did pretty well! That’s the kind of thing that would have completely debilitated me a year ago. ps. also, it’s crazy how much taking the exams in the private room helps, my grades have gone from mostly Cs to mostly As????? 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Break window while cleaning. Last week I woke up motivated and decided to get a job. I actually got a job with UberEats. I was proud of myself and excited. On first delivery I back into a pole and shatter my blinker. On same delivery I forget to put parking break on and my car rolls down a hill and hits another car. Today as I take my work jacket out of my car (rather excited and aggressively I’ll admit), my pocket knife flies out and shatters my window... WHY DOES BAD SHIT HAPPEN WHEN I AM EXCITED AND MOTIVATED. Posting because it’s important to laugh this stuff off. Ugh.",2.8407923497267724,5.242135237704922,5.107786885245903,76.55025956284155,77.77049180327869,8.656830601092896,28.19945355191257,9.2995712137729,2.9719158469945355,497,22,90,14,12,173,77,122,0.11199999999999999,0.679,0.209,0.9062,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,3,9,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,3,0,21,10,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,12,0,0,6,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,4,0,15,5,18,5,1,26,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,8,56,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.2029860437790965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537684900543026,0.0,0.0,0.21811478382930924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994550256303833,0.17367819795500403,0.12679989686928014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820294189234184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693170886155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867572397154916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663631972518978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394100609761746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128321784205278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955448401095596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199214402088429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910574076354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351747665748685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811967757994115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563963149966228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943349932802999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685166909098534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876950895424072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143248137433524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dmgr14,2018/12/18,"WHY I CAN’T START STUDYING? I did some research and apparently a lot of people have the same problem and they claim to have depression or AHDH, that’s why I’m asking for help in his sub reddit. I’ve been having this problem since long time ago. I know i have and I need to study. But I just can’t. Instead I just do random and useless stuff. Like opening and closing tabs on the internet and wasting time googling for random stuff. I can focus on playing video games but I can’t focus and get shit done when it comes to studying or programming. I like to code as well but it happens the same thing. I just can’t start writing code. I start googling and googling on how to it but I never actually start doing anything. I don’t understand why is it so hard to me to start doing something rather than playing video games. Also, sometimes I think I’m like “bipolar”. Sometimes I wake up and I’m like “I will fu**ing study hard and go to the university and be an engineer. “ But then I easily give up since I can’t even to simple math work and I get sad and I will be like “nah I will just work in a grocery store or something”. I don’t know if this is supposed to be normal or not, but I hope you guys can help me. Any help or tips would be appreciated. Thanks in advance!",0.7340099255583112,3.105374892307694,2.2948138957816404,93.54825062034745,86.61538461538461,4.893300248138958,22.233250620347395,6.3737218528115,0.3885148883374692,992,36,213,10,31,322,130,260,0.105,0.7390000000000001,0.155,0.938,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,3,12,16,1,0,7,0,29,3,2,1,1,53,51,31,0,8,18,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,16,0,0,4,6,1,3,9,6,1,0,3,2,29,10,23,40,4,25,0,3,0,0,12,10,1,11,17,142,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.11094302241988846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077749260694764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091619853061636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731169261229834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355548159210486,0.0,0.10628287012680723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793208721474976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097919249657196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634222653498635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508980718717335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879450484974473,0.109059824192285,0.0646114719682987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256892714732328,0.10053386323265204,0.0,0.20368411383431267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860787410944305,0.0,0.0,0.11291776908826905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495982899036705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777109060542977,0.0,0.0,0.1006102426949522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966534146762794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429816139998783,0.0876831421679532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139003559760717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881689773655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756799498703452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166990289521027,0.1880876651336728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504504942720686,0.22488054443293215,0.0,0.4023445187926109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602909661820653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466857377292332,0.0,0.0,0.07552921067118025,0.07284663661621284,0.0,0.0,0.13258469536743572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183531471328455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221910467209368,0.0,0.30775702811176203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553233772559806,0.0,0.0,0.080760645368261,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pratikchauhan,2018/12/18,"Alarmy App is not working on my OnePlus 6. I don't know what is the exact problem, but Alarmy is not working on my device. I'm using OnePlus 6. I tried everything to solve this problem but it doesn't work only.. Any suggestions please?",1.80936170212766,4.1957073829787275,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,81.55319148936171,5.4621276595744686,26.421276595744683,6.742157984588678,1.2926374468085111,185,8,35,2,5,61,33,47,0.111,0.7829999999999999,0.106,-0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,8,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,20,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886449883852392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493138269502491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524545944603947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097908758019096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450750913640623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308784544810237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883398612974736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958894897228966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058626749557064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,listsandthings,2018/12/18,"Does anyone else do this? I was checking out of the grocery store yesterday, and I was super excited to find canned red chart cherries (my partners favorite and they are hard to find). I’m being nice, bagging, thinking how awesome I am of a partner.......and I leave the store without my wallet. Literally left it sitting on the counter. Smh. 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I’m always touching my face and picking at everything and it only worsens my acne problem. I need somthing that can keep me from having my hands all over my face picking at it all the time. 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He’s came into my room twice. It’s only 7:30am. 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I can't fucking read two sentences without getting distracted. I'm so frustrated I have my finals tomorrow and my mind can't fucking grasp the importance.,3.485624999999999,6.229051312500001,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,77.54166666666666,8.840000000000002,34.6,9.3871,4.006995,205,12,35,6,5,68,36,48,0.11599999999999999,0.75,0.134,-0.0334,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,10,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28047821569568765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270243859960109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519712739825137,0.15596929983412755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014296115433985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229125999744407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29861020482951794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916198638819207,0.3107796528942737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877717064149788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,depressedpopularkid,2018/12/18,"Advice on staying focused at work? I’ve posted something similar before, but does anyone have advice on how to stay on task at work and not feel the need for a “break” every 30 minutes? 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But it's gotten to a point in my life where I've noticed myself struggling to do SIMPLE things, whether at work, home, with friends, etc. I started a new full-time office job and I do really enjoy working there, but I'm afraid I'll lose it if I don't get the help I need. &#x200B; So I guess that brings me here. I finally worked up the motivation/courage to go in for ADHD testing, but the thought of actually going in makes me want to cry. I suck and I don't know why I'm so nervous. I recently moved to Florida and I know medications are abused heavily around the states, especially down here. So on top of being petrified to open up to a stranger I'm worried I'll be viewed as a pill junkie if I talk to her about the possibility of meds. I know those thoughts are ridiculous, but I can't stop worrying. What have your experiences been like with new psychiatrists/ADHD testing? At what age were you diagnosed? How frequently do you see your doctor?",3.692947810703232,5.381295508403365,5.210389208314903,80.01742812914642,72.90756302521008,8.539938080495357,29.33303847854932,9.134995656068208,2.5372991596638657,953,40,187,21,19,321,144,238,0.191,0.718,0.091,-0.9811,1,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,4,0,6,11,9,2,3,13,0,15,6,0,2,1,31,40,18,0,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,6,5,6,0,1,7,3,26,3,28,31,2,34,0,1,3,0,12,15,1,4,13,115,34,7,0.0,0.13186424788253562,0.10860611281848824,0.0,0.4012584108054717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260486119990573,0.12058613998308695,0.13523342444866487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907454704582888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538932949391945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222503586139078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129602593067148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139133101406786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412134143519712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886610895557293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685892889795448,0.12191626495947627,0.0,0.09466594242655152,0.0,0.0,0.08598485329780498,0.0,0.05814610560679548,0.0,0.12650098511647695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260201145877275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919497729658654,0.0,0.11163615785603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044133209826942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349150296820144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078609681281646,0.054372237813580165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450862752209647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428907784317683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123621660332681,0.1121161943417306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034525537328773,0.0,0.11828706282747035,0.0,0.1650450010771829,0.08583617989539395,0.21497533977542949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670805034458993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520805087626996,0.12546636534356728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129727627636176,0.0,0.10988861238943523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737254873849645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877390257948698,0.0,0.0,0.09304610188281656,0.0,0.11634782111482088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567625231178395,0.0,0.08945326162416614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393825944456198,0.0,0.0,0.17670874473113754,0.06489596222005964,0.0,0.10549294417276682,0.10634542574064666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564361519777874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004248060152506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430683339159448,0.22604730182581625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523342444866487,0.0 adhd,Adhdddh,2018/12/18,"Lowering blood pressure in 3 months? Hi, I am currently on 54mg Concerta and 10mg Ritalin to boost. I want to go up a dose but my doctor was reluctant as my blood pressure is bordering on high. Details: I am 26 years old, Male 5ft 11, 190lbs Lifestyle: Sedentary, office job I joined the gym but only went for a few weeks, still got the membership though so this is part of the plan Caffeine: No Nicotine: Yes &#x200B; Last reading in his office was 140/100 but I had rushed to get there. I sent another reading the next day which was 128/86 Average would seem to be 120 to 130 / 80 to 100 which is elevated and bordering on high. &#x200B; My blood pressure was around the same before I got prescribed, it has not increased it as my doctors always mentioned that my blood pressure was elevated. It's probably lifestyle as I also have autism and I mainly ate junk food for 15 years through force of habit. Pizza every day. &#x200B; I have a rough idea of how to improve: Lower salt in take Exercise (what is best for that specific purpose) Is there anything else? &#x200B; I have also heard it would only take a month to see a reduction if you can stick to it (difficult for someone with motivation problems but worth it) What would be a realistic improvement to go for over 3 months?",3.2817073170731703,5.764207597560978,4.140833333333333,83.63125000000002,76.6829268292683,7.3520325203252055,29.355691056910572,8.344100000000001,2.390954471544716,1023,47,188,20,24,328,149,246,0.099,0.799,0.102,0.5885,4,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,3,9,7,0,4,11,1,23,12,4,2,0,21,37,16,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,13,5,3,0,3,4,1,6,2,6,0,0,12,4,18,1,32,20,6,30,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,13,120,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274513301549888,0.07426249806407811,0.3868059568802749,0.4337902693742324,0.0,0.09358558569917436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344450098019034,0.07945072497120455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594451006399232,0.0,0.09366154689438526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511672299025555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270071061460616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455626850814223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751963145229601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079205073368104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662903220314665,0.0,0.1014447734232542,0.0,0.14276150364745716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859339554761653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007515024247976,0.0,0.0,0.08856607639027797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275002370542825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371362032018368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491755468034607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365203979924827,0.0,0.0,0.13575610234795654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966482046268536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962257509257029,0.08539944720049299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178546738005387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711200707319164,0.08124913509694724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562057185224909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127453990192993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420860780904784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768690245836668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264150049337901,0.0,0.07159033836507157,0.0,0.0,0.08273491821324494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902002489956912,0.0,0.4337902693742324,0.11494713906241827 adhd,tartarmcfarts,2018/12/18,"Adhd Therapists in Chicago Hope you're having a wonderful day! I (27F) am looking for a therapist, counselor, doctor, etc. that specializes in ADHD in Chicago. Someone who could help me develop tools and tactics for managing my symptoms: inattention, memory, rejection sensitivity, hyperfixation, depression, and probably more that I'm forgetting. My current therapist is great but no expert on ADHD. They need to be in the city as I do not have a car. If you're reading this but have no contribution, feel free to comment with your favorite books or podcasts regarding ADHD. Thanks everyone!",7.2395999999999985,9.820304359999998,8.165,58.7875,65.4,12.2,41.5,11.698219412168324,6.3992,476,29,63,18,8,160,78,100,0.09,0.718,0.191,0.9078,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,0,14,15,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,7,6,11,13,2,8,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,4,2,45,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772156993925473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247692611050908,0.0,0.0,0.09085247976318757,0.0,0.12133510929571545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419114949301118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711244696562002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346117425780228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123044391852032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553147729409698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442529256858258,0.0,0.0,0.1399202904609535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829920599764708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445675046227966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188667400504402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409127490780874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936261379623694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642267676429718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969842888937005,0.0,0.490698897496007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527725230253556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lerlasmiles,2018/12/18,"The pros and cons of medication. An personal struggle. Hi all I appreciate your time! I was diagnosed with classic ADD in college (always had symptoms but was never really challenged until undergrad engineering). I took Adderall on and off but never consistently. After graduating I tried to go cold turkey because I was scared to be dependent on medication for ""success"" lol. What followed was 2.5 years of chronic procrastination, disorganization and just a general okayness in my work. I know that I'm intelligent enough, but I can't seem to intrinsically motivate myself to work like everyone else. I recognized I was struggling earlier this year after a few mental health breakdowns and sought medication. I was prescribed Vyvanse (20mgs) daily, which worked incredibly for a few months, until the symptoms (lack of personality, ears ringing, burnouts) got to me. I went off the medication in July, but my old habits are catching up to me again....has anyone had any experience with this? How did you move forward? I want to be successful, but I also want to feel like me!",6.708180180180182,9.228937691891897,7.7172972972972955,61.70045045045043,66.67567567567568,10.554954954954956,36.65765765765766,10.650279960617883,4.834322522522523,863,45,126,26,15,290,124,185,0.048,0.795,0.157,0.9641,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,8,3,9,0,3,7,2,13,10,1,3,3,26,24,13,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,12,4,21,6,27,10,5,26,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,14,92,26,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443543916978294,0.10866411253860496,0.0,0.0,0.0888079429344559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131389308893606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960848211198099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254948142730275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909397021140714,0.0,0.0,0.13493782014090774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478752368843515,0.0,0.12774533606450078,0.0,0.0,0.06603191176035861,0.09329590135921112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421919921281214,0.0,0.10444741627962853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881460343692775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177067909848456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760260945689278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262361652073755,0.13160736120311495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423835042314783,0.13880004289621853,0.0,0.0,0.20144325451559608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703573213271705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805811783905086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366143151239312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074670595986485,0.0,0.0,0.1188872632889473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730490076530722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714729472379912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615002118256828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509399526922198,0.08866429899654908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540546596985682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106132567529505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522049975536623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819564626403538 adhd,throwaway69bets,2018/12/18,"Why are doctors so reluctant to prescribe Modafinil but have no hesitation prescribing Adderall? Just happened to me this morning. Got a prescription of modafinil from my doctor I’ve known for 1.5 years after making my case to help with tapering off adderall. He writes it and says come back for a refill in a month. He goes out of town on vacation. I get a different doctor this time and I ask specifically over the phone if they are fine writing a script for modafinil. They say, “yes.” I see her this morning and she immediately says she is not comfortable and that I require a sleep study for such a drug. At this point she starts asking me about insurance and other providers to help get the sleep study. And I explain to her why he prescribed me that medication in the first place and I immediately knew she wasn’t going to budge. I ask if she’s comfortable writing a script for adderall that I’ve been trying to ween off of. She goes cheerily, “Absoluely!” What the fuck? Modafinil is a dopamine reuptake inhibitor. Adderall is a norepinephrine and dopamine releaser. I actually felt like the modafinil was helping 100% with my withdrawal. And here I am having to abide by the rules of some incompetent doctor who tries to make new suggestions for my treatment that my doctor I’ve built over 1.5 years of rapport with was fine with prescribing me! Can someone please explain to me what is it about modafinil that makes so many doctors reluctant to prescribe it? Because the only side effects I experienced were less eating, constant diarrhea, dry mouth, headaches in the beginning, and inability to sleep occasionally or utter exhaustion. Like those side effects are not that bad and it’s not like the drug can be abused??",5.520892111083803,7.872050507987223,5.3535623003194885,78.12203182600147,69.47923322683707,8.77704595723765,33.444212337183586,9.367010060515213,3.3128147947898743,1391,67,241,31,26,431,163,313,0.114,0.764,0.122,0.4168,1,0,2,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,2,4,8,10,1,0,19,1,18,16,4,5,0,40,38,17,0,2,8,0,1,3,0,0,10,3,0,0,19,17,1,1,7,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,8,6,30,7,42,29,2,28,0,0,1,1,30,15,1,4,14,156,49,7,0.0,0.1152979614112089,0.09496177778166287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27291874896234736,0.0,0.0,0.07482637224112335,0.08125085908699882,0.059320056714551074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382505633012523,0.0,0.10515892966223413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166958218368438,0.0,0.5976133477145107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257003948653877,0.09957373933302813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343409497542236,0.0,0.0,0.08277293013171494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996271582297019,0.10168226108469378,0.0,0.05530424635429623,0.0,0.07782872494265815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860520488048264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956771112486618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262413682112662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486811705171786,0.09865837035987364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803088294485696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767294005473542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398384637156727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400961799210254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166958218368438,0.10681856996061856,0.09199061902575972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215752116904675,0.0,0.0,0.0775444959807315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921446890406803,0.0,0.08245153681245977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887742906561499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674299340376921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132135950981526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561659956516568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533055537333962 adhd,Hyliasdemon,2018/12/18,I got my license!! For the past two years I’ve been struggling to drive (mostly anxiety) but last week I passed my knowledge and driving test (93% and 90%) and got my license! I never thought I’d ever be able to do it. ,3.4446666666666665,3.9168276888888895,4.682222222222221,88.21000000000002,72.1111111111111,6.888888888888888,30.555555555555557,6.42735559955562,1.4645555555555556,166,7,36,1,3,55,34,45,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.4168,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,0,6,0,3,1,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,22,7,1,0.3033339929955472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320496743799441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743829628633089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852078085723036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472576897401061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23394987534566905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28956661927098565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31711055034979685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408133077026513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963132350035944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433162323566267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533714629351773 adhd,Revolutionary_Cake,2018/12/18,"Just remembered.. That I used to try and keep up with writing an ADHD blog. I mostly kept this blog as a kind of public journal. But I like it and I think it's fun. And hey, maybe I'll start writing again. Who knows Wanna see it?",-0.5252380952380946,1.5757316122448977,1.5623469387755122,98.40705782312928,90.0204081632653,4.082993197278912,16.329931972789115,5.46131890053228,-0.7919823129251706,175,4,41,1,6,58,39,49,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,6,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027219361953661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978499516334193,0.0,0.3489523591903229,0.18416075865529047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371165536646226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366503623092645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796000126638411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670292297891697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371836530837664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147168729842323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275091273197771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894165490015649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,t0_0l,2018/12/18,"Are there any online programs that test mental abilities? Like, stuff that ADHD would impair. Something with a format similar to Lumicity. I want something concrete to track my recovery progress.",6.754677419354838,10.729100516129037,6.084112903225808,65.24616935483871,76.09677419354837,8.261290322580646,36.782258064516135,8.841846274778883,4.784348387096774,160,9,18,4,4,49,28,31,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.765,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332492062543926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515137864744596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761213839310315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632977521268345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550587982556182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126845956471684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263138726251427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560878294538489,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vico2189,2018/12/18,"First day on Wellbutrin, do I really want to get rid of ADHD? Hey guys, Today I started Wellbutrin (150mg). It took a few hours to kick in, but now I feel kind of stoned. My brain is not racing anymore, only one idea comes at a time. So of course it helps to remain focus. But if staying focus means having a narrow thinking, do I really want that? I feel like a horse with blinders. It's like I'm becoming stupid, as if I had smoked something. If I continue, I'm afraid I won't be smart enough to deal with my life. Of course, I'll less likely be angry for no reason, I'll be able to stay focused and do things. But what about the global vision ? Being able to see things in big? What do you guys think? Have you already experienced that? Is it because that's my first treatment day? Should I continue my medication, and see how it goes during the week? Right now, I'm wondering if my ADHD is not something I prefer, with thoughts racing everywhere in my mind. Thanks for reading me ",2.2201515151515143,4.16765697474748,3.658585858585859,88.42454545454548,77.73737373737373,6.218181818181819,22.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.7084929292929303,763,22,156,9,18,251,118,198,0.071,0.81,0.11800000000000001,0.8154,0,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,5,8,1,1,6,0,16,3,1,2,0,30,35,12,0,8,9,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,12,6,0,0,10,1,0,2,4,2,0,3,3,5,19,6,22,26,3,26,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,5,16,97,31,1,0.2507619206347569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30136709817651697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836100750531266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434422176577895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643106966547444,0.13847341998878085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996661768736274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080045953244771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172069379331871,0.12926226462772458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955204845118906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679276162560768,0.08957218310303561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329796159013767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550637685753267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24829372616140996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404021478352494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347498984146492,0.0,0.0,0.1415398427753779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056497602854858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856028022767919,0.18376441192241336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657662247365834,0.0,0.12630812677372932,0.0,0.0,0.12659902782650712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496138359581308,0.0953578702038223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254148901858911,0.0,0.16064450748457862,0.12891250937571772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707465504111296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982478449059066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930487776236341,0.0,0.0,0.08874528904490163,0.2672788424614451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543394279696448,0.0,0.0,0.1665950775833027,0.16067811342018087,0.0,0.09953847730282572,0.07311064624803708,0.0,0.11884648996998864,0.0,0.1393028602764295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479058778077137,0.0,0.1005730435036606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597030307051156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WANG_BA_DAN,2018/12/18,"This guy has to be one of us guy: i’ll pay you $100 to bring me a glass of water me: whoa! nice!! i'm on it me: \*opens 100 tabs\* what is water? how do clouds even? history of naval warfare? roman aqueducts? how desalination works? guy: hey nvm I got it me: ok me: \*opens 100 more tabs\* why ice floats? 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So after 19 years of struggling with academics, socializing and really just everything I finally went to see a psychologist to get support for what I firmly believed to Be an ADHD disability. After sharing my story and taking a test I was left with a slow processing speed disability diagnoses. After doing some research on what slow processing speed is, I really don’t feel like it explains all my difficulties. Some of which are -rambling on during conversation + forgetting what I’m even talking about -listening to simple instructions - difficulty reading -hyperfocus when something is stimulating -complete inability to focus or get my brain to work when something is not stimulating and requires effort -extremely ridiculously forgetful This is really important to me because I feel like getting medication and support could be a massive help. Is there any way to narrow down on what the issue really is? Slow processing speed definitely does cover some of my problems but It just doesn’t seem to explain it all. 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I'm a 24 year old Indian male who was recently diagnosed with ADHD. It's been a crazy blessing because a lot of my life has finally started to make sense. However, a weird thing that happened in my first therapy appointment is that my doctor asked me if I often smoked up (which I did) and told me to stop smoking up completely because it would interfere with the medication he was prescribing (atomoxetine variant). I have quit, and some articles do suggest that prolonged marijuana use can affect the brain's ability to produce dopamine and thereby, make ADHD worse. But I was curious if anyone else out there has been given similar instructions to quit the ganj.",10.06369791666667,8.812258390625004,10.153437500000004,60.26447916666668,58.84375,14.470833333333333,44.77083333333333,13.295006501635747,6.279277083333335,566,30,91,19,6,189,90,128,0.07400000000000001,0.865,0.061,-0.1531,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,0,15,5,1,5,0,20,25,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,10,1,12,14,2,11,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,7,63,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661864602612498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652557794849912,0.15609898989750026,0.0,0.0,0.14242523445967592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185740401152802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007125394841385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973445042062978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463046901379018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593509329806754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726758036860628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689027934953313,0.0,0.12958751305008706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347212304764054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760821513874584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295212034655552,0.0,0.0,0.20338754567305686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534750346848088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598640696527495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861239859507195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042571411699027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783301646677976,0.0,0.0,0.1273701252311977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742237289428116,0.0,0.10121354010822718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911509438925284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158014512586302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525608521233436,0.10822396721095064,0.0,0.0,0.09810740633545824 adhd,heylu,2018/12/18,"i think i just fucked up i need to vent. i am in my 4th semester of Graphic Design. My mid terms are in the beginning of January. today we had the last regular exam. all the grades we get will determine wether i am accepted to do my mid terms. means that an F will make me repeat this semester. which is bad. i am so stupid, i tried to study for this exam. i procrastinated til last friday (which is actually quite good. used to procrastinate til the night before) so i had Fri+Sat+Sun+Mon to study. actually quite enough time. so i sat down and couldn‘t get this stuff inside my brain. after two hours i gave up and did something else. same goes for the rest of the days. Monday evening i said „fuck it i‘ll cheat“ and put all my material on my cell phone. now today was the exam. i was able to cheat big time and was also able to answer some questions but i am absolutely certain that i did not pass. this is not one of those „i failed but - oh it‘s a B“ things. i counted together the points of the questions i tried to answer and i don‘t think i made it. the thing is: my grades up to that point were awesome! because i am studying a subject i am absolutely crazy about. but this exam was on a subject i hated. and because of this single exam i won‘t be able to do my mid terms. it‘s fucking crazy. i passed everything excellently this semester and now it‘s all over. i am so so disappointed in myself. why was i so incredibly stupid!?? i am speechless... 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Hi everyone! I just wanted to share my first experience with ADHD medication. I started using Metylphenidat in the form of Medikinet adult (retard form) yesterday with a dose of 10 mg in the morning. And 30-45 minutes after taking it I get super tired but not in a cranky way - kind of relaxed and calm. So I am not productive but kind of feel better as the tension is gone. I especially noticed yesterday when the meds wore off after 4,5-5 hours, I had no rebound like other people report but I got back to my normal state which meant some inner tension and restlessness. Of course I dug into the internet to get some answers - and tbh it confused me even more. Some people stated that in this case the dose might be to low, others said it might be to high and another option is, that it is just a side effect of the initiation phase and might go away after a few weeks on the same dose... I have a triation plan with my doctor to increase the dose after one week to 20 mg in the morning and after 2 weeks to 20 mg in the morning and 10 mg after lunch. I will see her in the first week of January to discuss and start my group therapy one week later. So I know I just have to be patient, but I still think about it a lot and I am a little impatient and just wanted to share with somedbody :) Thank you for your time! What is your experience?",5.7417086330935225,5.571573557553961,6.551717625899283,79.03678507194245,67.02158273381295,9.252158273381296,29.964928057553955,8.841846274778883,2.247725899280576,1091,35,215,16,16,362,148,278,0.085,0.7879999999999999,0.128,0.9416,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,8,12,17,0,4,19,0,16,9,0,2,0,48,35,22,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,4,8,1,0,1,12,17,1,0,6,2,0,3,3,5,0,5,6,3,23,12,43,22,10,46,0,1,1,0,11,16,0,9,25,158,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153733864233694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752693115612044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476761334913547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028316495981148,0.08416010722800565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967994157554576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058603873374991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202646410650396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229053227500276,0.0,0.0,0.1045839332112526,0.0,0.21412572827994872,0.0,0.0,0.055341085753083816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27929372225931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436596135514347,0.0,0.06220281919245075,0.0,0.08753696912481419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563967751392926,0.0,0.0,0.10778596370279847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795015873480026,0.06015072410686665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347162276551372,0.1096974100298558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305026946904088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314801276413886,0.11025911551223123,0.0,0.34832668803074623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072375235084906,0.0,0.12460927381008804,0.0,0.0,0.14833197589496885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517573610340267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411178268047654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872172858474268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549382027254215,0.0,0.08740671734850712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229259609843131,0.0,0.0,0.1007666312373022,0.12516533580805594,0.0,0.0,0.07013098491920589,0.0,0.0,0.06382103349752803,0.2515927899993212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452944871681264,0.0,0.0,0.12911260488688156,0.08687612266588728,0.4389699659211943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tutustitcher,2018/12/18,"Dr suspects 10yo has ADHD; requested he keep a diary/journal to record symptoms between now and next appointment. What's the most useful type of journal for an ADHD kid? Dr suggested tablet (don't have) or laptop (kid shares the laptop so not the most practical). Is an electronic journal better than pen and paper notebook? Also should I request this journaling be allowed to happen at school or just keep it for home? Kid will be getting a new teacher soon, not sure who, so that is a bit of an unknown. Dr has ordered all the appropriate formal testing but it will take a few months to complete.",4.767668650793649,6.758514794642862,5.382976190476189,78.63424603174606,70.69642857142857,7.477777777777778,32.08730158730159,8.167268648758528,2.656246825396825,475,22,79,7,9,153,81,112,0.028999999999999998,0.914,0.057,0.4598,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,11,0,11,4,0,2,2,18,17,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,10,12,5,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,5,56,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157841210932885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160527088474128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978490097602865,0.23427359643787085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499055005951146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211293209479156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975871310016407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524841353389054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814698473400153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128142039851246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072496121518476,0.2282158745246955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171736578294428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224585471217002,0.2230382187263003,0.16134283538504274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853344043869127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fapstronaut787,2018/12/18,"I think I just had a light bulb moment tonight Most of the time my brain is not producing enough dopamine. When it does though and I wouldn’t say all the time but I end up chasing the wrong things, things that deplete dopamine for me. I always get anxious too when it’s over. When it comes to school and work, I can’t focus and miss a lot things that can change my life for the better. When I take my Adderall, it’s like telling my brain this is the right thing to focus on and if I have energy left I can do all the other stuff but most of the time, I won’t. It’s all making sense now...",0.9030952380952364,2.7074860555555564,1.7097619047619048,101.50607142857143,81.30158730158729,4.834920634920637,17.642857142857142,5.46131890053228,-0.8184476190476189,457,9,113,2,12,141,76,126,0.071,0.848,0.081,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,9,0,10,3,2,2,3,20,16,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,15,2,9,13,7,17,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,4,12,80,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307342968412073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425082956837544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207288402875493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838987692475242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189681045234984,0.14811685780232742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047171686717195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229374069608498,0.17766690649408165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983505449007444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868205938620938,0.0,0.12145104006000247,0.08400447279756271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461829364090149,0.0,0.0,0.11477575817698815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684154324462834,0.0,0.1367389181555835,0.0,0.17401924131661475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683783487978576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292825202015369,0.0,0.1502889956252184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569349913833069,0.11017650316592392,0.1689367608166147,0.0,0.30079051252283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251792462812766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799672501523615,0.0,0.0 adhd,giantgarbagedyke,2018/12/18,"I don’t want to be like this forever I’ve known for a couple years that I likely had ADHD, and got officially diagnosed a few months ago. I’ve only just started realizing that my brain will never be normal, and I’ll never be able to function like everyone else. I can’t decide on a major or a career. I can’t keep interests for more than two weeks. I’m scared that I’ll never learn how to get a handle on this and end up not being able to function. I’m tired of living like this. I just want to be normal. 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I have never been good enough to hold a programming job. I lost the best girlfriend I've ever had because I lost my job and struggled to find a new one, was overweight when I didn't want to be, and got help too late in our relationship to tell her how my condition was affecting things. She replaced me fast with someone so successful he already has his own house and because we have everything in common I don't feel comfortable going to any places I once had fun. I dont think Ill ever do better than her. I've tried 3 different ADHD meds and Adderall is the latest I hate that is giving more anxiety each day and none have allowed me to study for a job now a year unemployed because I don't think Im good enough and I dont enjoy it and it was the start of me losing my relationship but Ive been unemployed for a year and I'm almost 30. The suggestion to exercise messes me up because I learned weight was one of the reasons for the breakup after the fact so its not much of a mood boost. I've tried Wellbutrin and it just gave me heart palpitations, high heart rate, and anxiety. I'm going to my therapist Wed completely defeated and lost in life where I know Ill be offered yet another fucking medication that will probably have a shitton of side effects like zero libido when unmedicated I'm high libido or at best make me feel like an empty floating head.",6.801130929791273,6.437482445161294,7.356603415559776,74.79843453510439,64.87096774193549,10.77798861480076,35.009487666034154,10.328600350310266,3.5349089184060727,1258,52,237,27,17,416,171,310,0.128,0.77,0.102,0.1733,9,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,10,12,23,3,2,15,0,28,12,3,6,5,42,50,20,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,1,7,0,0,0,8,17,2,1,9,1,1,2,10,11,0,3,16,3,34,11,28,31,10,34,0,5,0,1,18,12,1,2,22,155,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090074633368905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786222185450814,0.0,0.09682689292531856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966844021304533,0.09200648104977843,0.13424674024952155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26743744975918515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416232104656724,0.0776018020366128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199716118634817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565871576973471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167305388167887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566894470005995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132452993531886,0.0,0.0,0.15873764288974318,0.0,0.0,0.15771600724729856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873127895629668,0.0626838177806102,0.0,0.0,0.08019576961715671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111724979926974,0.0458422430731891,0.08417135079548659,0.09973305775494068,0.14718980301183732,0.07017631765536687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662832485766518,0.09004992067741975,0.0,0.0,0.20795242190764046,0.11762494397784283,0.18541118852791694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124396612380616,0.0,0.0,0.0947778007596524,0.0,0.26121500340603937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822141278509532,0.07152248529960814,0.09897824327360162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239513490925172,0.08573387043799144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816228805029464,0.28734646996628704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058569321687675875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746300535421712,0.08839212497240494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645014077173456,0.0,0.13534605567045116,0.08474300796143876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344373108469847,0.11891423661254905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083014342933856,0.0,0.09167305388167887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460209777930033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021470692584736,0.0,0.1884068944840558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434459761209515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062105146203472066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345665770462893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766914954054814,0.0,0.0,0.10187671254506177,0.05829273734662641,0.1124447036350228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914385693207084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175326073338565,0.0,0.0,0.10684767859571236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300759292000599 adhd,boowhattodo,2018/12/18,"Vyvanse - Help Now I Can't Sleep Anymore I am on day three of 30mg Vyvanse and have slept \~2 hours each night the past two nights. I know that it can make sleep difficult, but this is excessive. Melatonin, which usually knocks me out, has no effect. I have been taking it at 8am, and then I stay up nearly all night long. When I wake up, I am fully alert and ready to go, which makes me nervous and think it's somehow still active in my system. Without medication, I am groggy after a full eight hours of sleep so it's weird to me that I feel great after only two. &#x200B; I have gotten through each day fully alert, without any energy dips. My focus, though, is only so-so (but not sure if that's due to how little I've slept). Today, my friends were surprised to hear how little sleep I'd been getting because I seemed so fine. I keep expecting to crash, but I feel a-okay. Every now and then, I get sleepy, but when I lay down to doze off I can't (pre-Vyvanse, I'd usually pass out immediately). Once I give up, I'm wide awake again. &#x200B; I am getting worried that exhaustion is going to hit me, but I won't feel it until I collapse. Sleep is important! I am still very new to this medication and am probably still adjusting to it, so I'm trying to figure out if I can expect this bad side effect will ease up over time or if I should discontinue the medication? Have others experienced insomnia on Vyvanse? Did it improve or worsen over time? &#x200B; I have taken Adderall and Concerta before without any insomnia increase. In fact, I crash after they wear off and sleep like a baby. I will probably try to get back on Adderall if Vyvanse doesn't work out. &#x200B; Maybe unrelated: I have a circadian rhythm disorder (DSPS), so I tend to keep a very strict sleep/wake schedule out of necessity. Vyvanse has completely uprooted my sleep/wake schedule. &#x200B; TL;DR: I am new to Vyvanse, but am averaging two hours of sleep per night. And yet, I don't feel tired. I am wide awake. In your experience, is this a forever side effect -- or does this lessen or go away over time?",3.2786306620209054,5.207197685365856,4.606376306620209,82.90158536585369,74.58536585365854,7.5149825783972135,26.59233449477352,8.329178653251315,1.8457261324041807,1641,61,318,29,35,543,196,410,0.11699999999999999,0.773,0.11,-0.4178,0,0,0,0,1,0,88.0,0,1,1,4,18,11,0,1,7,0,36,18,11,7,3,59,65,35,0,7,18,0,4,1,1,4,7,1,0,0,19,16,0,2,12,0,0,5,10,5,0,5,8,6,41,6,49,52,5,77,0,0,0,0,6,31,0,10,40,206,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064850080994905,0.3437129440687308,0.07694338558114337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610537891263643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315235164062502,0.043501272526291095,0.04723623046629941,0.03448647684133658,0.0,0.04813959737291002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931588809978808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297002365240353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483774939409448,0.0,0.04950755872156617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047665332253928425,0.0,0.0,0.05533941179258012,0.0,0.0,0.11442037005602294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043708287640863985,0.0,0.11822857685204655,0.05427013573690552,0.09645550173541048,0.0,0.0,0.06237211512889481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637620695851576,0.0,0.0379198005936346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671395178540388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056965846911588,0.0,0.0,0.03109113246419233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02763879123922505,0.11340234907754733,0.0,0.05006547157045865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552605507619095,0.0,0.05683534909989903,0.0,0.0,0.17097453854512068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927743231768483,0.0,0.2123603353144799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024857533831346,0.0,0.086052883907467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400548824158076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199088262116695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150208549858935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509526201301634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060299467553373925,0.13553821010605693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331953934767459,0.0,0.04253598014170082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036249800386333006,0.0555828482620604,0.0,0.09896480396219108,0.06502253195661566,0.053624746349396936,0.0,0.0,0.07681893217601364,0.0,0.16579128805419058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246146992909899,0.09335757338244073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636035393371211,0.0,0.04118593856054918,0.05745279610133496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437129440687308,0.0 adhd,Little-cut-throat,2018/12/18,"Problems with Focusing Does anyone else have the problem of being able to do things you want to do but then when you have to do something like studying for a test or finishing your homework, you have an incredibly horrible time getting started or even doing your work well? I can play video games just fine and draw just fine but then when it comes to something I know is important, I feel like I literally just can't do it. Then I get called lazy or asked ""why can you play video games then?"". Like it;s really something I can't explain. Am I alone in this",3.724821610601431,5.599275100917431,4.072782874617737,87.4339653414883,73.22018348623854,7.413251783893987,26.790010193679922,8.167268648758528,1.6264915392456674,442,16,89,7,9,138,70,109,0.09699999999999999,0.672,0.231,0.9285,0,1,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,1,7,10,0,0,3,0,15,0,0,0,0,17,24,12,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,13,8,8,23,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,12,60,17,3,0.1973814545745548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442765980711705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801370238593816,0.20224062567278195,0.0,0.0,0.18452501548941025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015485336902278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002664576757634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727298410283429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488687786198272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036858919766006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980199408202503,0.14100935058674138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062473267921944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847568546319143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892918257482525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37773479016028616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644761404146046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558616607506301,0.0,0.0,0.1397076094646412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113146786847255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509471346203358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642069588522075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746963222226966,0.0,0.17810606203220497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369604973205402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trinagym84,2018/12/18,Brands of medicine diffrent for you? I have found a that I prefer the round ovals made by Teva and I do not like the pink colored ones made by core pharmacy. Does anyone else have any experience on either pill they're like to share good or bad ?,2.1177551020408174,4.459495877551023,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,80.0204081632653,5.552653061224492,20.00408163265305,6.742157984588678,0.07396816326530642,194,5,42,2,5,59,42,49,0.155,0.747,0.098,-0.4552,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,4,4,6,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961469143812135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168171649634845,0.2955375866732631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083267932611346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524129867288233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095193433718545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28214653630853737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162560625823673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192710238501006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818313011757625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458517470426274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954522399468517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nomad-but-urban,2018/12/18,"Is it possible to have a clean house? Hi, I'm unmedicated and I live alone. For years, I've wanted to clean daily, cook daily, but it's just not happening. My place is clean for, like, 30 minutes a week. Is it really possible for ADHDers to have routines, habits? I get that our sources of motivation are interest, novelty, challenge, and urgency. Where does cleaning fall into? Can I really motivate myself to adult properly? Should I throw in the towel and hire a maid? Lol. So much for being Miss Independent. 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I was on it before, was very successful. Stopped, and the difference is remarkable in hindsight (always 20/20). But I’m worried. I’m anxious because medication isn’t a guarantee. There are many variables. It may not always be an option, insurance, the FDA, price, doctors prescription, health issues, etc. I don’t want to be reliant upon this but I’ll gladly use it as an equalizer if available. I‘ve felt like a dangerous, destructive, burden of a person consistently over the last couple of months. My symptoms have become unmanageable. What used to be laughed off and funny is becoming annoying and seriously inconvenient to people around me. I compensate so hard for this and try to be as hyper aware of my surroundings and how my behavior affects others as possible, but much falls through the cracks and it’s the same thing over and over with me despite my concentrated and deliberate efforts to change. I can’t trust myself. I’m excited to be on medication again, I don’t mind taking it at all if it allows me to live a life in modern society that I can participate. I would likely be fine untreated in a different era. But I want to be a dependent, reliable, trusted, contributing person in society. TL;DR I know some people can’t take medication, some people opt not to, some people are prescribed it, some people are never or are mis-diagnosed. I understand other options exist, I’m a big fan and participant of therapy. But for those that feel this impairs your life to a level of it being dangerous, how do you cope other than or in addition to medication?",6.283761682242992,8.235743548286607,7.491670560747664,65.1733936915888,66.78816199376948,11.331308411214955,35.49338006230529,11.20814326018867,4.882390342679128,1433,71,220,48,24,486,183,321,0.10300000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.132,0.7881,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,2,8,16,4,0,20,0,26,12,0,7,2,51,43,25,0,6,11,0,3,2,0,2,12,0,0,2,19,13,0,1,4,2,1,3,8,6,0,0,3,3,20,10,46,30,9,36,0,0,0,0,4,20,0,13,15,168,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812698774634645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734452446793212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458713443169955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792275472251359,0.2098822370719984,0.08085424625717025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051759708633906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513681469273622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644237520457076,0.0,0.1985494484573355,0.0,0.09725606390077493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415870969914918,0.0,0.10597140140308033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048044506405408416,0.0,0.0912332264283538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511844009789232,0.0,0.0,0.10100084832003182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437539514687797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917524218749807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222000635362079,0.077453239568433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134437783887674,0.09284305457711953,0.0,0.0839035964223524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633444241593407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743304139478547,0.0,0.0,0.09594219299819512,0.0,0.15168666061856073,0.0,0.06984996345561993,0.0,0.07328457918214537,0.0,0.1010538791255148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293713614871065,0.16593400692514132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711974597334144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944021308183989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876121563620116,0.14288505932135434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866260927361987,0.0,0.06312646060738515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451172421798765,0.0,0.0,0.09891822268298148,0.0,0.16413196967757554,0.0,0.07840069963363938,0.11208944111041558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299299444304932,0.0,0.06749883459872869,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TommyGavin75,2018/12/18,"Confusion about ADHD I have been ADHD medication for 3+ years now and live a normal daily life. One day I around when I was 17-18 I just said I want to move on with my life and I don’t need this anymore. Of late, I have been researching my past because of job employment opportunities (law enforcement)....the more research I do I’m literally mortified. I thought ADHD was basically a behavioral and focusing problem young children and teens suffer from. From the research I see it is labeled as a mental disorder. I’m not trying to be harsh but things like schizophrenia, PTSD, bipolar, etc. are considered mental disorders. For something that is out of my life for good and as is a memory of the past I don’t like how this could follow me as a “mental disorder” for the rest of my life. I was always under the impression it was behavioral not psychological or mental. Like I said I fully outgrew the need for medication, graduated college, work, and live a normal daily life. I know some people are not going to agree and think I’m coming off rude but I do not intend to be. Try to see it from a law enforcement agency’s point of view. 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Too much Adderall + Weed? My work productivity would plummet and it would be extremely stressful if I stopped taking adderall. But adderall makes me nauseous, gives me headaches, and it makes me angry and irritable. After I finish all my work I’ll smoke, which fixes the nausea and fixes all angry and irrability. I don’t have any desire to do anything, such as eating or seeing friends. I really don’t want to be around people. I’m not sure if it’s the drugs or if I’m depressed. Either way, any advice?",2.1679411764705883,4.871845107843137,3.9210784313725497,82.08985294117647,83.21568627450979,5.3607843137254925,23.20588235294117,6.816661863887847,1.0297294117647064,419,15,74,5,12,140,65,102,0.207,0.703,0.09,-0.9217,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,2,3,25,17,12,0,8,8,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,6,13,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,5,3,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093076417258079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913181736253284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626319583200106,0.19067783847249697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448475262304104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483967339945057,0.21917366743373368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548555059874456,0.0,0.0,0.2054741509730049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859519666277071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745704283025336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484949683780015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721799326586426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068467737818452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907555587511656,0.2453582031204868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187506312583,0.0,0.16104703418821648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230080188795896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263370162029903,0.1700170192756811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311871184504899,0.0,0.0,0.3043141718222073,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crashtiel,2018/12/18,"Student accessibility form Hi. Long time lurker here. I’m going to see my therapist tomorrow and I have to take my student accessibility form with me for next semester at school. The issue is, I’m not really sure what kind of hell to ask for? This will be my second degree and I didn’t get diagnosed until after I graduated with the first one. Have you received help at college because of your ADHD. If so, what kind?? 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This seems to make a lot of sense when you have problems focusing. ADHDers need to reliably focus on doing their job every day to not get fired. However, it seems a handful of people can hyper focus to get over this problem maybe since their ADHD is not as bad. I find that when I take Adderall daily, it begins to lose its therapeutic effects. A lot of research points to Adderall tolerance building up after a week. I'm not sure there has been any research done on people with fast metabolisms, but I find Adderall to be barely effective after two weeks of daily use. And sad to say but I'm pretty asocial unmedicated even though I enjoy socializing with people. So I have been keeping my meds for special occasions when I may encounter a lot of overwhelming stimuli. The effectiveness is not loss. I'm going to try to test something out where maybe I plan a special occasion where I need my meds every two days. Maybe I take one pill on Monday, then Thursday, then Sunday, then Wednesday, then Saturday, then Tuesday, and then Friday. Just wanted to share this as for me the common wisdom just seems wrong on this.",5.545284552845527,7.179001739837402,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,68.1869918699187,7.743089430894308,29.52032520325203,8.167268648758528,2.2678715447154465,1052,39,173,14,18,339,137,246,0.059000000000000004,0.792,0.149,0.9731,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,7,12,16,0,1,10,0,16,2,1,5,1,40,38,20,0,7,8,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,8,0,3,4,3,16,8,37,30,5,40,0,4,0,0,7,11,0,9,27,123,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404131375734199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452957071077121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923055766166766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392394629263428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757632549424686,0.0,0.0,0.12239451813772008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421419141569046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267503476921782,0.0,0.15990060249628915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734584838396235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915393314688893,0.0,0.05392910707586946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416531292377188,0.0843440516494685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615947534837177,0.0,0.3226939235733828,0.0,0.0,0.06334090805511762,0.0,0.3813256358204353,0.0,0.3162096682886412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108285110743505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430103261128324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973577503159698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970327362629947,0.0,0.0,0.09653891434096372,0.0,0.1815969724957648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546164259784939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915736170163106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784953470617488,0.0,0.0,0.09673007929913814,0.0,0.07305222219896491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943424983484817,0.0,0.35673352784966644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323055673057623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442519624445604,0.0,0.18539069238884848,0.0,0.0,0.08195591177144919,0.0,0.0,0.055969549163409286,0.0,0.15223270329283053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037491144732056,0.0,0.0 adhd,tuckmuck203,2018/12/18,"Tfw you order ""delivered from adhd"" and you wonder if you actually ordered it the other day because you see the Amazon notification with the word ""delivered"" I checked the app and it said it was shipped",5.35882882882883,7.544439837837842,6.760540540540539,68.55990990990989,69.54054054054055,9.257657657657658,33.954954954954964,9.725611199111238,3.785511711711712,162,8,26,4,3,55,27,37,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.4017521796911519,0.0,0.4947739956096449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096373131586003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655073972076992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916135390797901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328065364940192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464626068440108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stayinyourlaneboi,2018/12/18,Finally have an appointment! I finally have an appointment made with a psychologist who likes to work with teens with ADHD. It isn't till mid January but I'm so happy because I really need this. 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Look I know this is something that a psychiatrist ultimately needs to examine. I’m more asking because I want to know if I should be pushing him towards seeking help or not. I have a PT who’s asked me if I can give him some of my pills (I use Vyvanse for my own ADHD). He has assured me he is using it to help him concentrate whilst setting up a website and some other marketing stuff. Not for funsies. For ref, I’m not supplying. He has stated he has a lot of trouble concentrating and he works a million times better on them. I kind of feel like he might be undiagnosed. I remarked he should see someone just in case but he says he doesn’t. Not entirely sure if I should push the issue. 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The burnout is obscene, the Social/RSD/pressure aspect is crippling, and the work demands more attention to detail. *Anybody here have advice beyond the medication?* By freak coincidence, since I'm not sure if it was good or bad luck, I've got a STEM degree around my neck like a weight. I'm amazed I passed since up until then I was undiagnosed and unmedicated. Somehow I got into a very new very small company, and everything is on fire all of the time. We never have the budget, the time, the expertise, or the energy. That isn't abnormal for a new company like this, but **wow** does it grind me into burnout faster than any ""boring"" job I've had before it. There's little distinction between ""hats"", there's tons of small things to remember with big consequences and little oversight, even the tiniest blips in memory and work ethic hang over your RSD like an anvil, and 99% of any job becomes not having careless mistakes in your work because those easily become big problems for your team. Now I'm drowning while struggling to get the insurance coverage for medication on a budget of peanuts. I actually miss my dead end labor jobs now. I could sleep better back then.",4.7732402745995435,6.91056584347826,5.445835240274601,77.57946224256294,71.0,8.320366132723112,28.62700228832952,8.99025400887824,2.5717391304347816,984,38,169,20,19,318,149,230,0.10300000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.127,0.4232,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,3,0,7,11,18,0,1,18,0,13,5,2,1,4,30,20,15,2,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,12,1,0,2,1,2,2,4,8,0,0,5,2,12,10,28,13,3,35,0,1,0,0,5,18,0,5,18,106,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.1194458266981269,0.0,0.14710234796924246,0.11960894798518125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647390410110174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108962938360657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411889814986828,0.10219981407565476,0.0746145805140723,0.27036481865382256,0.10415432926423594,0.0,0.0,0.1082538348932016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772732639281727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711403612727798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841105280455317,0.0,0.0,0.0808447787020718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000622511645268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394952800757972,0.0,0.0,0.20532848741951448,0.1957906982957105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643926443486846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939699874696166,0.2453561361069335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661248196549304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440328175035392,0.23643150935805976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485751787339316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171213315512736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865659685574316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250292594863128,0.0,0.1224895065260302,0.124772517216272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796021620635525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153615975309388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131785858809293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427461430223635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019874691111696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905157681731313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26732839741027864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,naturefreak8112367,2018/12/18,"Got my ass handed to me at work today. Hey guys, So I (mid 20s, F) moved across the country for a new job and I’ve had a hard time adjusting because I’ve had horrible anxiety to a level I haven’t had in years. I have Adhd and anxiety, so I finally went back to the doctor last week and admitted I needed help, and got back on my Adhd medication. I took it growing up, but have taken it intermittently since college. I told my boss extremely minimal things about what’s going on, basically that I’m struggling with anxiety and decided to go to counseling. Here’s what she doesn’t know: its become debilitating. I can’t stay on task, my thoughts are racing and obsessive. I can’t stop obsessing about what a bad job I’m doing, what I people think about me, to the point where I feel cloudy all day and can’t focus to get anything done. I feel so lost and alone. I’m on paxil right now, and just got back on Adhd meds last week. I don’t talk about medication with my boss but shared counseling with her and not too many details. Today, I was told that Im being taken off one of the accounts I’m on, and put on another one. The reason? The client had feedback that I had problems following up, not detail oriented, etc. I’m not fired, but I’m obviously not feeling good at the moment. Sorry for the venting, but after moving 1100 miles away and starting a new job four months ago, I feel alone and depressed. What I’m being asked to do isn’t even too hard, it’s just that I feel cloudy, and stressed out to the point where I’m getting panic attacks. Any advice/support would be appreciated. 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Is anyone here on ADHD meds and lives in a college dorm? how crucial is it to lock up meds in a dorm room? 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I was excited about the fact that I would get to try some medication and see how I responded but sadly, (though I understand the reasons) he told I had to lose some weight before giving me a prescription. Now exercise is not an issue, I go yo the gym (almost) every day before work but I just can't seem to keep my mouth shut and eat more than I should. Sometimes I realize that I ate too much when it's too late. sometimes I forget that I already ate and eat twice. So has anybody had any success in dealing with this kind of situation? 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After six long years at my local community college (four were unmedicated). I FINALLY GOT MY ASSOCIATES IN SCIENCE. I feel accomplished for once. 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I tried different meds for a year, under the care of a doctor, and im not on them anymore. When I was taking them I did feel more confident at times and I wasn’t as sad. I’ve stopped taking them about 2 weeks ago and I’ve really been feeling all over the place. My brain feels like it’s overworking itself and my thoughts are just nonstop it feels like my brain is tripping over itself. I stopped taking the medication because I kept having really bad panic attacks with a new one I tried. Also at times it just felt like I was really out of it. For some reason the meds just slowed my brain down so much. Now it feels like it’s waking up but I’m having such a hard time dealing with sadness and getting so distracted. I’m not sure if I want to go back on meds or not but I’m just not sure how to deal with all of this. 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Most symptoms of ADHD are just bigger and more frequent versions of problems that everyone deals with. Traits and behavior associated with ADHD can be explained by simple variations of the standard Big Five personality traits (especially low conscientiousness). While medication can clearly be effective, it can also benefit those without ADHD in much the same way (though perhaps to a lesser extent). All this, along with overdiagnosis and the prevelance of stimulant abuse (including faking ADHD to try and get prescriptions) causes many, including those who have it, to question whether ADHD is even real, or whether theirs specifically is. My question is what does it matter whether it's ""real"" or not? Maybe it really is just variation in personality, and maybe you are just naturally lazy in that way. But if therapy and / or medication designed to treat ADHD improves your life, then it doesn't matter if it's ""real"" or not, all that matters is that you have a problem and there are good ways to fix it. Find what works for you and do it. Build those systems, habits, support networks, and coping mechanisms. Take meds if you need to and they help, and work with your doctor on strategies to manage that. Stop worrying about whether your problems are ""real"" in some abstract bullshit way, or fit perfectly into some specific label. If it gets in the way of living the best life you can, then it's a real problem. Focus on the solutions.",8.389659090909092,9.33307243560606,8.276818181818182,65.11022727272727,61.38636363636364,10.842424242424245,37.33333333333333,10.686352973137794,4.396224242424242,1209,55,181,28,16,390,143,264,0.134,0.71,0.156,0.7963,0,0,0,0,1,0,46.0,0,8,2,5,10,13,1,0,9,0,20,6,0,3,4,71,26,32,0,9,22,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,24,17,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,11,6,30,24,11,23,0,1,0,0,19,12,0,14,5,144,35,4,0.0,0.0845115194400459,0.0,0.0,0.6000532358306714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057040640436778825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485389527886813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327307336370333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353560361621131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300680115363517,0.1248384929042652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422238856122504,0.0,0.0,0.06815655994069435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519211646135775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453143385353476,0.0,0.0,0.059826190494087876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780937375606721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076155917148344,0.0,0.0,0.06298356045265296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231497142308654,0.14331628358455892,0.0,0.07922886239583825,0.14371006682714385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052433978798441735,0.052888497227246034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944956340886767,0.12456098429573795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730034465404347,0.0,0.0,0.15980642871389525,0.0,0.0,0.4871184139126203,0.045694274580169135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596330512201829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094169319609082,0.0,0.07413666708740795,0.05362946378511812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156930467768098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007898579070318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842674516280981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830825672779142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875724236884015,0.0,0.10385465637001558,0.0724366204236035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skwidwird,2018/12/18,"Came to the LONG OVERDUE realization that i have ADHD (probably)and idk what to do about it. guys i just typed out my whole life story them deleted it because im procrastinating and addicted to the internet but i realized i have adhd and im so mad that it’s been so simple all along and i know a ton of other shit is wrong with me and i dont know what to do im so overwhelmed im about to cry. ive been obseessing unable to shift my attention from the internet and axiety fueled googling for 10 hours now. making posts and comment impulsively and deleteing them. what do i do. this is taking over my life. im sorry to the world, this community and myself for ive been an undeducated son of a bitch who when hears adhd thinks “hyperactivity” and thinks of a little kid running around. that has literally been the sole reason ive gone 21 years wondering what in the fuck is wrong with me. i always make assumptions about what it is or what it could be, impulsively. i can not know for sure if i was right or wrong, what i am and wha i am not, i just know there is a lot of stuff wrong with me and i dont know whaf to do. i have an online quiz due at midnight (2 hours from now) that i have been meaning to study for since noon-ish. I HAVE DONE NOTHING BESIDES OPEN POWER POINT. my final is on wednesday. This is the only fucking class im taking and i have a C- and everyone is always like “why are u taking only one class” and i always felt so fucking bad because if everyone else can do it why cant i? im so overwhelmed about everything in generti just want to cry so i can feel better and then smoke.. actually first i want to magically learn everything for this class so i can stop worrying about it. then that. sorry for the shit post but i literally have no restraint whatsoever to not ramble and type grammatical incorrectly. i know this is SUCH an impulsive post that im going to be embarrassed about later so if you’re reading this idk please forgive me? idk",1.3549295454545458,3.7143181975000066,3.6199545454545454,85.3012272727273,83.275,6.836363636363638,21.840909090909093,8.00094639256281,1.2306750000000002,1549,51,320,32,44,531,185,400,0.187,0.7659999999999999,0.047,-0.9963,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,3,23,19,7,3,16,0,46,8,2,3,2,63,72,34,0,6,13,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,29,24,0,1,17,1,0,4,7,15,0,2,10,3,39,4,42,59,4,34,0,2,0,3,9,12,6,7,16,220,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.06571057229959315,0.07340656975031364,0.24277565166262266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680877328886679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059943635010534416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622304652631789,0.08209523803397392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955353687187043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701485526738411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053762602881142436,0.0,0.14793165540831107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890847320968951,0.1578354208297238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625088693425073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868555195490233,0.12103515390602322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03404728598002725,0.0,0.06465346370458433,0.07376368912590582,0.0,0.05727627195833215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867541345722746,0.0,0.0,0.038268804180288135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667358130920893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758929696445247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262549806831428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818785753982076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203780909283166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512332245862762,0.032897143367161576,0.06748872089750584,0.0,0.0595905581305049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572469638428533,0.0,0.0,0.08989508406110956,0.0,0.0,0.07334903450210385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461105184597687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045628859052490575,0.102424669536345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739151006679212,0.0636546236136678,0.0,0.19346885324487506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735458045974685,0.0,0.0,0.06923299117150165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750488205568442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823960825993814,0.05570133140798698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507550803821658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056296210648700336,0.0,0.0,0.07708402015362525,0.0,0.0,0.06346372079044094,0.0,0.15188568395115212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629283893195483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943345748262559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215211797031444,0.07517863930509136,0.0,0.0,0.07302340818322715,0.0,0.06838334042291899,0.0,0.0,0.2944869485836479,0.0,0.04336240702624188 adhd,haneluk,2018/12/18,"The book from library (a story) So I was in Los Angeles and found myself 1 hr on a train away from my house. I walk in a library. Los Angeles has two library systems -LAPL and Los Angeles County Library. This one is a County Library. There are no similar libraries where I live. So what does my adhd ass do? I sign up for a new library card! Then I start browsing and find a book I want to read! Check out the said book (I should mention that I am already reading 3-4 books simultaneously). I take the book and come home. I don’t like the book so I leave it on table next to the door -so I will remember to return it one day. 3 weeks pass and every day I remind myself and every day I don’t do anything about it. It’s the last day of my stay in Los Angeles. I have to fly to NyC next day. It’s time to return this book!!! I get an Uber -to take the book to another location of LA county library that’s approx 30 min away from my house. Why not the same one? Your guess is just as good as mine. Uber is a shared one. I start talking to the driver about this book and he gets confused and drops me off where he thinks I want to be dropped off. I get out. It’s raining in LosAngeles. It’s cold and it’s dark. I am in a t-shirt and I have a library book. No umbrella. Tennis shoes. My mom reminds me that she told me it was going to rain. Yes I knew it was going to rain. Uber dropped me 30 min walking distance from the library. I call another Uber. I am standing under the rain -fighting with my brain for messing up all this for a book that I didn’t even like! I was trying to be intellectual that reads about gentrification! Second Uber comes. We talk about gentrification in Los Angeles - because I have a problem with silence between strangers not because I have any opinions about it. Drops me by the library. I drop the book into the collection bin, I call the third Uber. This one is also shared (I am trying to save money). We are in 5 pm traffic in Los Angeles. The driver and the other passengers (yes, plural) are nice. We talk a little bit about food. we are spending so much time together it becomes awkward. Traffic is not moving. I look out of window and admire the beauty of LA at dawn. I love this city -even in this pouring rain. It takes 1 hr to get home. My mom looks at me-cold, wet and tired and says-cmon I have freshly made dinner -your favorite. Go change -come eat. She is used to these unplanned adventures of mine. All this because I didn’t think for 1 sec how I would return this book before checking out. If I ever have any doubt about having this thing. 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It’s starting to drive me crazy at this point. My parents pay for my tuition and I feel so guilty about wanting to change again, but the disinterest is so bad to the point where I have literally zero motivation to go to class or study. Is this a typical ADHD thing to do? Has anyone else experienced this or have any advice for me? 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I can talk openly with friends about my faults/past mistakes and have accomplished some of my smaller time management goals. Also, I don't feel guilty anymore looking back at past mistakes. I have let some friendships fall to the wayside and don't feel ashamed about it anymore. I am in a stage of accepting my faults and being okay with it. AND IT FEELS AMAZING. Now that I have accepted this, I feel that I can put more positive energy and time into my current friendships/relationships. Congratulate yourself on the little achievements folks! It's easy to blame on ourselves for disappointing our friends/SOs/family members in the past, but its also no good to dwell on these memories. Keeping grudges helps no one, even if directed towards ourselves. You deserve some self-forgiveness once in a while. Anyone else been feeling themselves lately? 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When I was a freshman I had a super squicky desk that Everytime moved it would make a noise, the thing is I moved a lot always reajusting. I started to look into what was making me so fidgety and I stumbled across adhd. I started to put 2 and 2 together about my bad behavior in elementary school and my inattentiveness in the more recent years. I ended up convincing them to take me to a doctor and I explained everything to the doctor, with him stating that there's a high chance I have adhd but he would have to get information from other people. He gave them packets to fill out and told me give one to another person outside of family to fill out. They refused to fill out the packet just blaming it on me lazy. I'm starting to loose hope that I will ever get treated and I was just wondering what advise you guys have on how I should proceed. I know once I turn 18 I'll be able to decide on my own medical decisions but that's still 2 years away and it seems to only get harder everyday to the point where I start getting headaches stressing out over it. Any advise would help.",3.2700847457627087,5.1613741440678,4.712,82.29698305084747,74.5084745762712,7.601355932203388,27.0542372881356,8.395991825355821,2.003934576271187,942,36,178,17,20,314,141,236,0.107,0.8079999999999999,0.085,-0.7322,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,10,7,0,1,12,0,16,3,0,3,2,41,39,15,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,12,15,0,1,8,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,6,1,30,5,32,27,3,38,0,0,1,0,20,17,0,5,14,127,42,6,0.10592576500151127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092087401440726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060693527039604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813872201737101,0.0,0.0,0.07203315255028397,0.11107240044167477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952074308187946,0.0,0.08844358925410195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168390178760521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381878735858384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581591880836084,0.0,0.0,0.09519924745060236,0.0,0.0998573840917574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213673611542657,0.10161364584973964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488316097654617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709998074612157,0.11191638645215443,0.0,0.10520818535383013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821403024675621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895096451564764,0.0,0.0,0.09005429746308223,0.0,0.0,0.1414125413311081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670906428334884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516464932215294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280748268362123,0.07177803974536921,0.08056131748142835,0.0,0.0,0.2352360531300797,0.0,0.0,0.07343558815440941,0.09249029225209827,0.0,0.0,0.10013408615942533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648465071912744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045889139594858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720252928822613,0.0,0.09643083816386773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29989920665996034,0.0,0.08459245276009564,0.0,0.121337605923429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983377993398763,0.0,0.07964299265702922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037237150612066,0.06787295311803893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012166078078779,0.0,0.0,0.11521681497251525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487197365352272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573987289521275,0.0,0.0,0.13642543949669844 adhd,binboutit,2019/03/13,"The answer to my problems. Through much rambling on this forum, and the community's feedback, I've found what works for me. &#x200B; I started talking to myself. I quit rambling on and fantasizing about what-ifs, what could be-s; it was all BS anyway. &#x200B; Now, I ask myself. I started out with smoking cigarettes. I asked myself, ""Do you like this?"" &#x200B; I felt/heard a quiet answer, ""No."". &#x200B; ""Would you like it if I quit?"" ....""Yes."" &#x200B; ""Should I clean my house?"" ...""Yes."" ""Do I want to?"" ...""No."" ""Should I?"" ....""Yes."" ""Why?"" ................ ""Will it make me happy?"" ...""Yes."" &#x200B; As I kept exercising this part of my brain, with simple ""yes"" or ""no"" type questions, I began to actually hear a non self-destructive inference. This inference, or feeling/voice, seems to be right. I notice that when I listen to it, my life is better. &#x200B; Thanks all, for being here and supporting one another.",1.5139031339031348,4.204067000000002,2.7190123456790154,86.66632478632481,95.04938271604937,4.9614434947768284,23.51471984805318,6.67199483983844,1.1807352326685656,682,28,120,10,26,218,98,162,0.017,0.862,0.121,0.932,0,0,1,0,0,0,133.0,0,2,0,4,5,7,0,0,4,5,11,3,1,3,2,26,25,8,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,3,1,0,11,6,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,25,6,17,14,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,7,86,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.06325731500288014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916453292318832,0.5513642073255193,0.0,0.0679719419650888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120039365028873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733014809647104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236324028303404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051755414491318236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062239672802446286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107441953285938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900465381817758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730595598135955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479635033492392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045785980568329374,0.06333790401896508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043269457643265764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476519250818636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380073594424855,0.0,0.0,0.04392533818067638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019634601682549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202628562502852,0.0,0.0,0.07261592714475658,0.13789321038881835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535797834502229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059011881522819574,0.06762390401763592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176326157266773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355969523132841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052101792447465774,0.0,0.05967975991313059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823393303315853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849213661506188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719148172762491,0.0,0.0,0.04604797555055752,0.0,0.5513642073255193,0.0 adhd,enwizzle,2019/03/13,"Taking Vyvanse Everyday I have been prescribed for over three years to take Vyvanse 50 mg everyday. However, I have been told that it is bad in the long-run to be taking it everyday. Does anyone know if this is true? Will it damage my brain in the future? Thanks!",2.7870588235294136,5.163759862745098,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,77.82352941176471,7.217254901960787,23.925490196078428,8.238735603445708,1.6276949019607847,207,7,39,4,5,67,38,51,0.129,0.7709999999999999,0.1,-0.3923,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,3,14,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,2,6,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577401556329214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457193857961749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285243368852579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575346678014532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173377717469173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604368892785768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6638070911763745,0.0,0.0,0.2709421727695825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120616669535026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951274751972608 adhd,Lhun,2019/03/13,"The time I was off my meds is a blur. On my meds feels like eternity, or all that ever was. Fuck, I hate it. there's some things meds can't fix. I went back to an email from 1998, and sorted by received, reversed. I kept in touch with maybe a few. There were lovers in there, people I had many firsts with, and simply forgot. This disorder is hell, sometimes.",0.8111301369863001,3.0263320821917863,1.7084760273972643,99.06627568493151,84.34246575342465,4.7458904109589035,15.974315068493151,5.985473137389443,-0.7528616438356166,274,5,63,2,8,85,58,73,0.185,0.74,0.075,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,2,13,13,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,7,2,7,2,9,6,3,11,1,0,0,2,3,4,2,4,6,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202819001790658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414996750453784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906053830016667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654473067513004,0.15053610320242325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923557764503845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480425921116806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080391863920639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294557052481296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136337323425827,0.2116933185834241,0.0,0.702176489174808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460844771954791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084042743900414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999085945715803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287064362526832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533655766410704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChelseaTomko,2019/03/13,"I believe adhd is ruining my marriage and don’t know what to do... My adhd-inattentive is pretty severe. I take medicine, which works pretty well, but my problem is that it wears off in the evenings, when I’m home with my husband. I also grow a tolerance to it pretty quick, so I fear that some day it may not work for me and I may not be able to go up any higher in dose at a certain point (currently take 45mg a day total). So I’m “crashing” when I get home from work, which makes me irritable and forgetful. So I will do things like forget to tell my husband that I scheduled an appointment for myself, forget to pick up groceries, procrastinate on cleaning the house, things like that. Which leads to him saying things like “you’re keeping me in the dark” for forgetting to tell him something, or “you’re trying to push me away” when I’m simply irritable because I’m “crashing” from my meds. I try so hard to stay on top of everything, and I just can’t. And so I feel like I’m a constant disappointment. I can’t simply “try harder” because these are things that I’ve been “trying” to get better at for, basically, all of my life. I’m just at a point where I feel like there’s absolutely nothing more I can do or try to be “on top of things”. This is just who I am a person, and even though I don’t think he is trying to hurt me, it DOES hurt when he’s always complaining about this or that. I feel like I’ll just never make him happy in that sense. I’m afraid to go to couples counseling, because I’ve heard of other people mentioning that when adhd is involved, most therapists will blame the adhd person is they don’t have a great understanding of the disorder. Or they will expect the adhd person to “try harder”, etc... Also, he has adhd as well, although I do believe mine is more severe in terms of forgetfulness and procrastination. Any advice? Anyone else been in a similar position and what did you end up doing to help the relationship? We have 2 kids together, btw. 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I procrastinate and take my notes to study in bed but I don’t really study so I end up falling asleep with the lights on EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and I only get 2-3 hours of sleep and during the day I take a 5-6 hour nap and I also don’t turn the lights off because I’m procrastinating in bed. This is bad because that means sometimes I don’t brush my teeth and fall asleep. My eyes also m hurt when I wake up it makes me photosensitive to light. Do any of you relate with procrastinating to the point of exhaustion? ,1.6596488294314362,3.610556369565221,3.855797101449277,86.32560200668898,79.5072463768116,6.564994425863991,19.31103678929766,7.61054688173877,0.4481531772575256,521,12,114,8,13,179,83,138,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,7,0,7,9,7,1,0,18,17,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,11,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,6,16,0,19,17,1,16,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,0,6,67,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078240195940769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27657848095984283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759593366600707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209142128468914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443863844199881,0.21082874959960093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152327124968572,0.0,0.0,0.17551673319235442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316153054864112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569801439241167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034694649780893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405954911927489,0.0,0.1851213692414233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542976560900856,0.0,0.0,0.3767352552657672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622797834818221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151837745792005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634714147140794,0.19494861914956954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107811286406625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461027231143469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102870660539585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600383781598456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080430343532767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809434893549026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Macgruber06,2019/03/13,"Vyvanse bad experiences? Just wondering if anyone has experienced extreme dysphoria with vyvanse? I don't know if my dosage is too low, but I feel like it works for about an hour and then I get terribly unmotivated, no focus and extremely depressed and anxious. It was quite the opposite with adderall XR but even the XR's only lasted 4 hours for me and the crash with anxiety is the exact reason I switched thinking it would last longer with no emotional crash.",7.794,8.330112164705888,7.976470588235292,68.15411764705885,62.647058823529406,11.505882352941176,38.17647058823529,11.20814326018867,4.6052823529411775,374,18,62,10,5,122,63,85,0.331,0.62,0.049,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,20,11,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,6,1,7,9,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126123798344162,0.2529112988191605,0.0,0.15653629814226838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692351864268456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282036744593775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182553055649753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478651466791683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189894805273596,0.0,0.0,0.113196258275356,0.15993398744255966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696372345518008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409370585968396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303403174685901,0.364970631042404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093724045815312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702645161409546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811511020598616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017739371126436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344794602402894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24277930927311786,0.16298126413435635,0.0,0.0,0.15903203271671276,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jken11,2019/03/13,Anxiety and depression as a result of ADHD ? Hey folks. I’ve probably written and deleted this post 20 times in the last hour. Over the last 6 months I’ve been dealing with panic attacks anxiety and mild depression. After many consultations with my doctor and a bit of a fight to get copies of my childhood medical records my doctor diagnosed me with ADHD. I guess I’m just wondering if anyone else has dealt with these symptoms in relation with your ADHD ? ,6.044862745098037,7.566978211764709,6.732647058823531,72.02524509803925,66.88235294117646,10.372549019607844,34.166666666666664,10.504223727775694,4.055901960784314,368,17,60,10,6,121,60,85,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,1,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,14,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,14,5,1,11,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,3,7,35,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5487995884584553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328885572371187,0.0,0.0,0.1064324684874608,0.15596255043293325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731668645085387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617967098232528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569272780829638,0.2622056088649625,0.15449531312064932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31159759417704563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715634120854746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952620547794907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676823005346853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990139715521228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24815155109880796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432241080524042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533408887074995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149679059013647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859184374489304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578016962462326,0.0,0.1641138252033245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820996632990153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875795846245857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650709866674772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yellowbanana12,2019/03/13,"when a GYNECOLOGIST told me that I should stop taking medicine and use my MENTAL strength to get over my ADHD Yes... the title says it all. My gynecologist had moved to a different state and I was in need of my annual checkup so I tried whatever doctor was available in my practice. This old school gyno, 65 year old male, went over my medical history, and I was having issues with pain with sex and other female issues. He literally told me that it was caused by my ADHD meds aka adderall, and that I should use my mental strength and willpower to get over my ADHD. My jaw dropped.... &#x200B; I never went back to him again, and turns out my issues were caused by ENDOMETRIOSIS....NOT adderall... &#x200B; \#ASSHOLE",5.299473684210525,7.041321691729326,5.6556466165413575,78.20316917293236,68.92481203007519,8.026766917293234,29.089473684210525,8.548686976883017,2.2719930827067683,567,21,99,9,10,181,80,133,0.042,0.91,0.049,0.2263,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,1,9,7,1,4,2,20,20,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,1,20,2,15,8,1,20,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,9,67,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41213525032699705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477096935520144,0.2777983450906272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789734083104192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485573435632046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942962955028293,0.0,0.1170011377360647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944452325219584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35792985154197393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697265042937195,0.11515530784260708,0.23039520573772185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149344894973092,0.0,0.08475942310794388,0.08816292577466125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398982504436797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163390881750312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090390706513816,0.0,0.1156878316251726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955682858197248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594690056107829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184562241114016,0.0,0.07760899246879402,0.124336464628479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974542914951815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193304676015934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777983450906272,0.07361189786600313 adhd,moderndudeingeneral,2019/03/13,Any experience with wellbutrin? I have decided to start going back on medication for my ADHD recently. I had to stop taking methylphenidate because it started triggering panic attacks and I couldn't deal with it. So today I talked to my doctor and they prescribed wellbutrin for me as a non-stimulant treatment. I've never been on an antidepressant before and don't know what to expect. Any experiences/advice?,6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,6.953888888888893,66.58000000000001,67.33333333333334,9.244444444444444,34.22222222222222,9.725611199111238,4.0290388888888895,336,16,47,8,6,109,55,72,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.8299,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,12,10,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,11,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707940899736544,0.22018272766880376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306454315568403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563370917600314,0.0,0.17325924246393182,0.0,0.13735462219337835,0.0,0.1917330158171396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322978024448848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23062732387473545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204088296448619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805607891167992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383145929434722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269889078995299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378275143139604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436763157636595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224789760598258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189691234613433,0.0,0.0,0.18837986050716066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941462327010856,0.18110584544308556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135795665334104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotQuiteSlimShady,2019/03/13,"Medication question. Hey fellows, &#x200B; So I was diagnosed a couple of years ago during college. I got on some medicine and how it worked was that the first day I would take it things were awesome. I felt like I could take on the world, just a mental clarity and a stick-to-it-iv-ness that I couldn't manage before. But after just a couple of days, the effect would wear off, even if I continued to take the medicine daily. &#x200B; So I started only taking my medicine if I had a test or project coming up. And that worked. But I have a problem. My Dr. told me not to take it every day because I will begin to develop a tolerance to it or get addicted. So I walk around every day, knowing that I am not at a mental level that I could be at. It really messes with my confidence. For example, any time I am in a group and a decision needs to be made (where to eat, what direction to take while driving, moves to make in a game, etc...) I just feel like I can't trust myself with making those decisions. And nine times out of ten the person who ends up making the decision makes a much better one than I would have made. &#x200B; I would really love to be on a medicine that I can take daily, just so I will be able to be more confident in myself and my choices on the day to day things. Anyone else dealt with this?",5.011716417910449,4.986846552238809,5.912649253731345,82.5053917910448,68.55223880597015,9.088059701492536,28.690298507462693,8.841846274778883,2.0305626865671647,1028,32,213,16,16,340,140,268,0.022000000000000002,0.866,0.11199999999999999,0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,5,12,7,0,0,20,0,24,7,1,8,0,49,48,18,0,11,12,0,2,2,1,6,4,0,0,1,17,12,1,0,8,1,0,4,4,2,0,4,9,2,28,5,34,25,4,38,0,0,0,1,9,17,0,6,19,157,45,6,0.08222909458705747,0.0,0.0,0.08964185057011816,0.0,0.0,0.07289113093176455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672855688903718,0.2997520510385707,0.05591860407500227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749649485695056,0.08425342478926448,0.0,0.07320132776291552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050126092837407966,0.0,0.06997090303459386,0.0,0.0,0.0727249518857598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083308392512228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130648197088335,0.18196985827640744,0.0,0.3181857801923097,0.0,0.0,0.08346080009702031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414089227852825,0.06869185712052933,0.0,0.0728305709157914,0.0,0.09170717674407104,0.05431154145369034,0.0,0.1385631174027293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415775009310613,0.058744481603143835,0.07895282604759153,0.0,0.0,0.06994402584899864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296130804101751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576611871201743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519095990844197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034596412646706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421496830301763,0.1556143150292066,0.21955423662497897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283716185695425,0.16573517370860127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739651418381914,0.060447845922373934,0.06097183171522887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055720562597884736,0.06253893181837135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179927366938413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868213823801826,0.0,0.0,0.09211540494986672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535612717754683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820217637954642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432782319146661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925871326602712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958968926451502,0.0,0.0,0.07857342372836625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197275204063354,0.0,0.0,0.2336527581066602,0.0,0.2997520510385707,0.05295284092729871 adhd,burdenmutt,2019/03/13,"Too many emails complaining about my adhd from teachers! Im getting sick with all of my teachers! My mom is getting complaints about my adhd (when i say complaining I mean that they complain about my symptoms and what I do in the class ) The learning specialist emailed my mom about some things that happened during PSAT. Here are the things that occured in class: 1)The teacher began reading the directions for he PSAT booklet and as usual, I get confused with directions sometimes. YES!!!!!!!!! I was paying attention to her directions. The only thing was that some of the directions were telling you to look for the code on the booklet and I couldn't find it, as I was confused of course. 2) I finished my tests in maybe about 20, 30 or 40 minutes. For people with accommodations we get an extra 30 minutes add to our testing time. The onll subject i spent my extra 30 minutes on was math since math can be quite challenging. After i was done i started drawing and she told me that I needed to put my drawing book up... :/ 3) I dropped my calcudora two times.. So this lady.... THIS LADYYY EMAILS MY MOM ABOUT ALL OF THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED. she said that i was disturbing the class when i dropped my calculator twice, I didnt use my extra time to finish my tests, I was drawing instead of checking my answers, literally MENTIONS i looked bored. These things shouldnt even be a problem... others were also finished at the time i was finished and mentioned me about...DROPPING MY CALCULATOR... REALLY???? my mom totally needs to be concerned that i dropped my calculator... oh and also other people were drawing too.... you know i wonder if she emails other parents too about this shit, i mean it's ridiculous. there was also another email too from the principal. She came over to my table during studyhall because my friend needed some help with selecting classes for highschool, So since I had some issues too with selecting my classes i started to listen to what she was saying. BEFORE she came i was actually being productive for once. I was talking to my friend about my grades and how i should raise them up, you know that kinda stuff., then i went to my planner and wrote some things down. As soon as the principal started talking It would ne hard to pay attention to my work so i just started doodling at the top of my planner for about 2 minutes... SO SHE EMAILS MY MOM saying that I was drawing lines on my planner for the MAJORITY OF THE TIME. Yeah, so according to her i was apparently drawing LINEs for 20 minutes? Majority of the time doesnt mean 2 minutes it mean at least half an hour! ugh these teachers are so fucking annoying like they ask how they can help me with my adhd and when my mom or my therapist gives them advice on how to help me they dont really follow what we say. They always tell me that im not trying hard enough and that i dont care about my school work at all which i absolutely do. They just DONT LISTEN mk... done ;-; ",3.581463935574228,5.8745225910714325,4.369495798319328,83.29275910364146,74.875,6.820728291316527,28.65896358543417,7.793537801064563,1.958635854341736,2321,99,423,34,51,744,233,560,0.083,0.875,0.042,-0.963,2,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,3,3,8,8,37,18,4,3,21,2,40,4,1,4,4,64,78,33,0,9,6,7,2,1,2,3,2,7,0,0,35,21,0,0,12,2,4,5,8,13,0,3,29,11,93,5,69,41,16,47,0,0,2,1,62,16,2,12,24,317,128,21,0.0,0.0,0.06342913071852414,0.0,0.2343465899882098,0.06351575276071314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559377592726184,0.05408393407870582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815656326701906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076479543615412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039622464105806665,0.0,0.055308910729026134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868186810947528,0.0662702722327813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330320038883112,0.2285331687763387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716079484505408,0.0,0.042930876514953885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594074241650631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043531359518758,0.0600900382767528,0.1358360717493131,0.06235245528691865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495586497522654,0.0,0.11645172449680195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070131328576756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401040014710511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041900309803734,0.06784151569765498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144291866861495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031754969312824566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916468927592204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589824681274424,0.06529969964784789,0.2832095557652167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567525359514158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458662605749975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922124938279993,0.0,0.04943426548776755,0.0,0.0,0.07217310904459638,0.0,0.0,0.09012351025446684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062194757692692476,0.0,0.06534141519265797,0.0,0.06913387381800097,0.06501605965314483,0.0,0.08327936871041823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618284296068573,0.2067575692243553,0.0,0.06578192188845502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671999554972281,0.1075348123575821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428514897901443,0.0,0.18402500685291046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440769756716786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755829794935897,0.0,0.10448661640694844,0.1136230556588292,0.0,0.0,0.07546823359385657,0.2590925723258689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274067838689744,0.0,0.0,0.062108823670856,0.0,0.04412969461615395,0.0,0.06349406068360433,0.0,0.0,0.05613780895193991,0.07158663194894478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060254233015313866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048806822208636,0.09463932078578034,0.0,0.0,0.04617304829309831,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MadamMadLove,2019/03/13,"I’m having problems with anger and people misunderstanding my strong reactions, and I fear it will negatively affect my professional/work life. TLDR: Have you experienced problems with controlling anger at work, e.g at your boss and/or coworkers? How did you learn to control it? I know a lot of us have anger issues, but I’m specifically talking in a work environment. I recently quit my job and got a comment from my boss that people have had problems with the way I express myself, because I’m very.. well.. passionate. And I tend to react in a way that is perceived way more aggressive than it is intended. If I’m having a bad day, it’s impossible for me to hide it, even if I smile and try to fake it. I should mention I’ve never directed my anger towards persons, and never been nasty or personal towards my boss or coworkers. I was about to write a whole essay about why/what happened with my old job, but I’m gonna keep this short. 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The question that pretty much summarises the story of my life.",2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,76.82608695652173,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.4577999999999998,88,2,18,1,2,29,20,23,0.11800000000000001,0.76,0.122,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35050123141103423,0.0,0.0,0.21671506855140651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785290140226559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898800799848681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011783604636139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417431348835269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558241395563962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43114116134462543,0.0,0.0 adhd,kblacksberg,2019/03/13,"Vyvanse vs Adderall IR Okay so I was prescribed 60 mg vyvanse back in college, stopped taking it 9 months ago. Now I’m at a big girl job and my hours are either 9-5 or 12-9. Got put back on vyvanse a few weeks ago and it just doesn’t work how it should with my schedule. I will take it before work (either 8 am or noonish) and I feel the effects for like 3 hours maybe.. then the comedown happens which I don’t remember being so bad (but I also use to drink everyday and I don’t now) and if I take it before my late shift I can’t sleep at night. I went back to my doctor today and she prescribed me 20 mg IR twice a day for more flexibility with my schedule. I have yet to take the adderall since I took vyvanse this AM, but am going to start tomorrow. What should I expect? 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My son has an ADHD diagnosis. He is 6. He is always someone who is falling, has poor core strength, difficulty sitting straight etc. I used to think that the frequent falling was a sensory seeking issue/trying to be funny but I read up on this and wonder if this is the issue. He is on an IEP at school but was evaluated by PT. I have requested a PT eval now. I'm just curious if anyone has any experience with this. Thank you!!",3.3799919549477053,5.879103893805312,5.7508769106999225,72.12853580048271,76.43362831858406,8.710860820595334,30.62670957361223,9.339509955726095,3.3646353982300887,472,23,81,13,11,166,73,113,0.068,0.82,0.11199999999999999,0.7904,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,9,0,14,1,0,1,0,14,19,6,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,11,16,2,11,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,2,56,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.643445366470548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849824264646924,0.0,0.0,0.12136319112834427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495755468135287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617704539623609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39807415807817054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457426806961274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855942463305267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627243064296867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851457677320373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061740449811287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121390096910756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430777408582806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435398688068715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116689014315557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413756631044592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353906916777924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NovaRunner,2019/03/13,"My son does great in class but homework is a problem - how can I help? My son is a high school freshman. He's pretty smart and does well on assignments if they are completed while he's in class. Unfortunately, he finds it very difficult to do his homework--not in the sense of not knowing how, but because it's a non-preferred task. He's a ""latchkey"" kid, usually home for a while before either my wife or I get home, so we're not there to redirect him. By the time we get home he's just completely immersed in other stuff and recalcitrant about doing something he finds boring. &#x200B; His big distractor is gaming. I can't just turn off internet access because so much of what he needs to do is based in Google Classroom. I could probably buy a decent firewall and block the gaming websites and applications for a period of time each afternoon, but I want to be able to help him in ways that aren't fully directed by me. In other words help him learn how to help himself. &#x200B; I've suggested things like the Pomodoro method, but he doesn't buy in. I could basically sit in his room until he finishes his work, but again that's external motivation. I guess at this point I'm kind of at a loss and I feel pretty terrible that after all this time as a parent of a kid with ADHD I am still not good enough at this to figure it out on my own. So I'm coming to the community for help. Can anyone offer suggestions? 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Title. I obtained a low dose extended release Adderall out of desperation when I was having a hard time studying for a complicated certification test last year (yeah I know this is bad but I was desperate after extending my deadline 3x and having to pay a lot each time). I didn't think I had add at the time, I also didn't know that it doesn't affect people without it (since it gets used as a study drug all the time). I got a little tunnel-y but damn if I wasn't able to breeze thru multiple practice tests and review the material I missed, in depth, without wandering around my house in between. Obviously taking prescription meds without said prescription is bad, esp stimulants. But it *helped*. Will I get in trouble if I tell my Dr/psychiatrist? This was over a year ago now and in the last 2 months or so I've suspected I am ADHD and just waiting for the Dr appts and gathering relevant info and experiences in the mean time.",4.160587219343697,5.815122606217617,5.507792746113992,78.49139550949916,71.64248704663213,8.877236614853194,28.92884283246977,9.3871,2.6397263557858377,785,31,149,18,15,263,119,193,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.9775,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,13,1,15,4,0,3,2,35,27,17,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,9,2,19,0,21,16,3,26,0,2,0,0,6,12,1,4,14,97,27,5,0.13998640525652126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823645563700618,0.0,0.12408950196353224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194707770794483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461757951969228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337656023062828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233978735529347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693356562604395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627423804145112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195991628512957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540032297767645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876598733133326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152551673148302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386573473642667,0.22821520804137366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030315381523392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901143578786977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152486233745288,0.15549333856392175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173581312754648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490809529361634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704894747267093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315912796319926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579820100779148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525235522981566,0.0,0.24470857668954465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969763608507438,0.0,0.0,0.4081359932296407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504158022020376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090330828936223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048256977222967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029331070123847 adhd,SirMeowMixA-Lot,2019/03/13,"Goodbye Adderall! I’m starting Vyvanse tomorrow! What to expect? Hey all, I’m 24f. Diagnosed with adhd as an adult. I was first prescribed Adderall IR and then after a month we tried Adderall XR for two months. I don’t really like the intensity of Adderall and was avoiding taking it because the crashes were too much. I’m was doing 20mg Adderall in IR and XR form. I believe I’m getting Vyvanse 20 mg. Today was my last dose of Adderall, thank goodness. So What can I expect?",1.5382258064516137,4.217007473118283,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,87.1720430107527,4.820430107526882,29.255376344086017,6.42735559955562,1.7568215053763434,377,20,65,4,12,126,64,93,0.027000000000000003,0.87,0.10300000000000001,0.7806,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,8,2,0,0,1,9,16,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,6,3,8,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162052500156827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038848061895433,0.0,0.0,0.29643314543115074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670495576470221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237999293238722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374633156518323,0.0,0.0,0.22068290070191424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446851885599952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854150783214555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200213395119784,0.0,0.1934149983647428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685540225199193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862295285713028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782482443634272,0.0,0.0,0.24223492851917675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493960641478869,0.0,0.0,0.17863337955869624,0.0,0.2570187430589043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ribmaker,2019/03/13,"Fatigue during the day? Hello! I have been on Concerta 54mg for one and a half years now for ADD, and I’ve started to experience fatigue (yawning all the time, not being able to focus, lethargy) during the day, mostly starting an hour or two after I take it. I also feel like my mind is constantly foggy all the time and I can’t get myself to do anything. I sleep and wake up okay but throughout the day it’s a nightmare. Does anyone else experience this? How do you cope with it? I suspect it’s a symptom of ADD but it’s weird that I feel like this even on Concerta. Thanks!",0.7062348668280869,3.06217209322034,2.897142857142857,89.3037288135593,86.54237288135593,5.06634382566586,21.987893462469735,6.5431188927421005,0.5910368038740916,449,16,91,5,14,152,78,118,0.069,0.83,0.10099999999999999,0.6782,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,9,1,7,6,2,1,2,19,14,9,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,2,10,4,11,12,3,15,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,14,63,18,0,0.18423408396142735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733193038201225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882075516164654,0.18876959079525502,0.15160895333895766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990915944049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564472285488896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122448840622802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390393674846425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216848749034948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604325717266174,0.0,0.0,0.18630857693148245,0.2632337327875086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625470488844888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143346157188275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001493480103592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602390556735104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248417833078322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436713561353127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608036657510489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914897552067743,0.13852110292434636,0.0,0.0,0.16961799188187318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485675185833047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996992977089693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864070971944728 adhd,coffeebecausekids,2019/03/13,"Me as an adult: Remembers clients daughter name from 2014 (hadn’t seen for 5 years).... Losses phone I set down literally minutes ago... everyday 🤦‍♀️",-0.5185714285714269,0.5768427586206926,1.894679802955668,88.85758620689656,121.41379310344827,5.795073891625616,24.83251231527093,6.868970318607317,1.9094098522167493,116,6,23,3,7,39,29,29,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624684687191701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7187935678578227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40861354419908 adhd,Rude_Connection,2019/03/13,"Trying to find a shrink is the worst... I have fallen behind on every important aspect of my life, ranging from my laundry to a mandatory internship required of me to graduate in May. My ability to focus on any task has disappeared and I quite frankly feel extremely overwhelmed. I feel like I have some form of ADHD, but I am afraid to even propose the idea due to me looking like I'm a pill seeker. I decided to seek help and conduct a “simple search” to find a psychiatrist to help me get back on track. Initially, I turned to the ever so easy to use website, “ZocDoc” and scheduled an appointment to see a doctor the following day! I checked my email at 1 AM and noticed that my appointment was cancelled. No phone call, no explanation, just cancelled. The frustration left me in tears, yet I powered on to book another appointment with an out-of-network doctor. I figured this might hike my out of pocket expenses a little, but at least I’d feel better. The day of the appointment, I found out this was not the case – instead I would be charged $400 up front for an initial evaluation, which was a huge hike. I appreciated his upfront explanation, but could not afford the visit. I went to a local restaurant to call my insurance company and get their help. I was connected to a social worker who compiled a list of 60 doctors for me to call. After I hung up with her, I began my search. Within 45 minutes, I called a total of 29 offices. Some were out of service, while others had 4-month long waitlists. Some were not taking new patients and most just did not pick up their phones. After making these calls, I gave up. I still had no one able to schedule me for an appointment sooner than mid-June. I then decided to just walk. My second stop was the initial doctor from ZocDoc that cancelled my appointment. I walked in to the building and the buzzer said his office number was out of service. My last stop was the most successful. I waited for 35 minutes to speak to the doctor to schedule an appointment. She took my name and number. Hopefully she will get back to me. The mental health access to people in Philadelphia relying on their insurance is beyond pitiful. If I had an infection, I would be treated by a doctor immediately with antibiotics. If I had a broken arm, I would be placed in a cast pronto. Why is it that my brain is not functioning properly, yet I cannot find someone to treat that within a decent amount of time? I have resorted to calming my overworked brain with Benadryl until someone can treat me properly. It’s the only medication I have access to that won’t particularly help me focus but will calm me down somewhat. It also makes me very tired. This is not fair. Poor people need access to quick and efficient mental health care, too! TL;DR- I have yet to find a psychiatrists after making 2 in person visits, 29 phone calls and 2 ZocDoc appointments. I think I might have ADHD. 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No judgment, just curious what other fellow ADHD people have interest in. &#x200B; I have my associate's in Communication, then unsuccessfully went after a BA in Biology/Physical Therapy. I'm now finishing my degree in Cognitive Science and Public Health after 12 years of struggling.",9.288214285714286,11.695068535714293,10.520000000000003,44.57500000000002,60.07142857142857,12.742857142857144,42.57142857142857,12.161744961471696,6.933478571428572,282,16,29,10,4,98,48,56,0.133,0.7759999999999999,0.091,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647446731815232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288391049303783,0.3687823348405226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226033466667764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040675455566246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172811847312109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470755146346776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813449582954849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687823348405226,0.19544225548363525 adhd,apertxre11,2019/03/13,"I'm having so much trouble in college. It never feels like there's enough time to do anything. I'm definitely taking a gap year to just work and go to therapy because I'm at my limit. My grades this school year totally slipped. I'm having trouble managing everything. I'm not even working at the moment, and only have 3 classes, and I'm stressed. It may mostly be because I'm horrible at anything writing and critical thinking related. I'm kinda stupid. But even though I'm dividing the work up I'm having trouble with it. I have my first therapy appointment tomorrow but I'm not sure how much they'd help. I'm basically in this panic.",2.5178205128205136,4.992602515873017,4.766190476190476,78.1544505494506,79.39682539682539,8.003907203907204,31.12087912087912,8.841846274778883,3.185553846153846,511,27,90,13,13,177,75,126,0.183,0.774,0.043,-0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,7,8,1,2,3,0,9,0,0,1,3,21,25,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,0,1,5,2,10,22,5,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,8,53,10,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29006948755622736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487481872142025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210835624686209,0.0,0.23281652256833035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839777907528055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911484488158898,0.1259095724486559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499140370235874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001641819653653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813341090185205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610447922139051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912093282038634,0.0,0.13593112708707605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404238069274865,0.0,0.20678571279096486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836950401649726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188822717906005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661089708344527,0.0,0.13251442100241606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40310338452170136,0.0,0.0,0.11293077751225415,0.1731599678807253,0.0,0.10276996598314804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38492571114695096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269922000891758 adhd,ukotni,2019/03/13,"Anyone here had any positive experience with psychedelics? I’ve seen many posts in r/microdosing and r/psychedelics about the positive benefits for people with ADHD. I don’t have it personally but my best friend does and he is struggling to get any help through the various doctors and psychiatrists he’s seen. He’s obese (25 stone+) and I know this is hugely linked to ADHD from extensive google searches but they aren’t listening to him. We recently discovered this from google searching and he put two and two together and realised he started putting on weight after coming off Ritalin at 18, he was super skinny. He’s 26 now and after trying many diets and excersize routines that he can’t stick too we’re looking for anything to help him as the doctors he’s seeing (NHS) aren’t listening to the connections with obesity and ADHD. I’m very experienced with psychedelics and he has never taken any, I’m wondering if I can help with this side of things?",8.029943820224723,8.203529859550567,7.8587415730337105,70.4230561797753,62.20224719101124,11.614382022471911,37.46292134831461,11.20814326018867,4.400654382022472,777,35,132,20,10,249,110,178,0.02,0.805,0.175,0.9837,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,4,0,11,8,1,0,1,25,25,15,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,6,18,5,0,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,5,8,8,4,24,20,2,16,0,0,4,0,21,6,0,2,6,75,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898373061255334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771714043005428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499750864360416,0.0,0.11180242529391272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425782456115569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703263858381972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781199719110861,0.11889330032037627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289860125827788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496624562323477,0.0,0.07098201798424478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731952669342907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466591859548835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408942908373194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548444121823285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047847521592514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418924654258022,0.1186290075244001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011774621776062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27315663349752056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341468251311229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082640128094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616345774553152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203192190802086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902603331185828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224102954519987,0.0,0.26543385710705364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209995297652356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544268637874154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733598408082968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MangoyWoman,2019/03/13,"Waited too long to call my doc for a new Rx and now figuring out which 4 hours will be the most important today I've had the scene from A Christmas Story with the teacher dressed as the Wicked Witch cackling ""C+? C+!"" on loop in my head for 2 hours plus a couple different songs and I'm praying to the nearest diety my time management skills don't suffer too much and I don't drive my coworkers crazy. Aaarrgh",5.369518072289157,5.511184265060243,5.811710843373497,82.96190361445784,67.79518072289157,9.049638554216868,31.057831325301212,8.841846274778883,2.3411224096385546,326,12,66,5,5,105,63,83,0.10300000000000001,0.807,0.09,-0.2844,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,0,5,2,1,0,0,9,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,11,4,2,12,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,38,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974339751989231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32230068647987875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043302373436928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989418653807585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737129864456892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777755836519106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412757499011545,0.0,0.0,0.2813243219693512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985029621703207,0.0,0.2761035849317099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dr_Electron,2019/03/13,"Question Hey guys, i just wanna ask simply (or not) question. Have you solved your problem with adhd? If yes, please share your story. I need different attitude. Thanks a lot",1.8165591397849423,4.268101032258066,2.4120967741935497,86.97147849462368,103.19354838709677,4.6473118279569885,21.295698924731184,6.42735559955562,1.0085440860215056,136,5,22,2,6,42,28,31,0.073,0.596,0.331,0.8176,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,5,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32527963131168985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530297145419981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827811440806255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679950538445421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010468098828535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069028706136008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971024053973879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589841975445435,0.0,0.0,0.6064002521198582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918652753432605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mistermoneymustache,2019/03/13,"Getting a script from an online doctor I was diagnosed with ADHD in high school and the meds worked wonders for me. I eventually decided to get off them for reasons I don’t really want to get into, but I think it’s about time I seek treatment again. My health insurance sucks and would cost me hundreds of dollars for a simple check up where I’m not even sure if I would get a script. I know there are online appointments for like $40 but I’m not sure if they would feel comfortable writing me a script. Does anyone have experience with this? 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Can’t focus, deadlines now! I’m having an ADHD day. I’ve gone on 110% for too long without a break and today my ADHD brain decided to crash. I have one assignment left due in a few hours before I can finally take day off. My. Brain. Can’t. Focus. Please help.",-1.2958181818181806,0.5216860545454587,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727273,106.63636363636364,4.381818181818182,14.590909090909092,6.2581,-0.2774000000000005,203,5,43,3,10,70,43,55,0.05,0.797,0.153,0.6792,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,6,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49969492830571705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690196931902327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641555724806744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268148085771694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277370553651541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786931244661188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047331197390402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258767848232661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839791148873152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087394656399316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282045213926195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630996237239358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970586326253684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004018166313516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notbored1,2019/03/13,I need help getting my work done. For my school it’s spring break and throughout all this time I haven’t done any of the pile of late work that I have to do. A friend of mine let me borrow his copy of breath of the wild yesterday and I’ve been so hooked that it’s only been a few hours that I’ve been playing it that I’ve already don’t like 4 shrines for those of you who know what I’m talking about. If anyone can help me with some tips on how to do work that would be great.,2.675847797062751,2.8155821121495355,3.274232309746328,98.81345794392529,73.67289719626169,6.4881174899866485,21.827770360480642,5.288315135182226,-0.2848360480640855,374,7,98,1,7,117,70,107,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,0,14,1,1,1,1,10,18,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,10,4,13,10,3,7,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,61,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327344917833513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341990834301782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746687902595518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316498812086821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294158516516427,0.0,0.11018706499315692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325190909493464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28272498198246154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769499678299466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590567102334227,0.0,0.2379055079631411,0.0,0.0,0.2156605558253571,0.0,0.10303557287744076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638041508287914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039970985739765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134430658705977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951423056748852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229780658964626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606153073791494,0.0,0.0,0.1498180154265106,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,greathero1919,2019/03/13,"Is concerta is safe for usage in the long term? Hello guys , my gf is 18 years old and we've been together for almost a year , she is the most important person om my life and i worry about her health because of her concerta usage. She has been taking concerta since 12 years old , on a daily basis except for weekends , currently she studies 5 times a week and takes 72mg per week , i don't know if its much or not and if the size of the person has to do anything with the dosage but it sounds alot. I can see some of the symptoms i read on the internet but i afraid the most of the more serious symptoms that might affect our life together in the future. She is planning to take concerta for the next year abd maybe even for the next 3 years and that's really makes me to be scared. I hope you can give me some information about it and if its normal or what else can i do. Thanks :) ",2.8489560439560435,4.118073565934068,4.2624175824175845,87.65758241758243,74.32967032967035,7.837362637362638,22.89010989010989,8.418075326091056,1.1800835164835162,687,18,149,12,14,228,107,182,0.042,0.8740000000000001,0.084,0.818,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,3,6,0,2,16,0,17,5,0,2,0,30,26,13,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,7,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,19,3,20,22,8,21,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,13,17,100,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546183889492416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132264786519612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246449490826144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300779656074693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935014839866533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977142758701274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394694596325946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379467934352258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436203664412227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743455049520246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911023569308651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197171820246102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029942392964717,0.0,0.13590539787584274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350907044722727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944523500864068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877403583627229,0.0,0.13254417055526696,0.0,0.0,0.2839039794481296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623987040566505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531507040815904,0.0,0.08666284684673442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543734011575329,0.0,0.10779941976013208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190374180720254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121223871279977,0.30513770373975235,0.0,0.0,0.12454623269940768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888195915154647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702444490744632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373818448710024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43557447168198304 adhd,Superohnono,2019/03/13,"Is it normal to hurt while not on Adderall? My husband has add and before I met him he been taking addrerall a few years. So I want to say the past 10 years he been on it. He sometimes try’s skip days but they are hurt in him and with two active kids it is hard to relax sometimes. He is the favorite parent lol! I worry to much! Ha! He complains mostly in the morning he can’t move without hurting. I don’t know how bad it is but sometimes with kids I need help in the mornings. He tries to sleep it off till his meds kick in. I try too understand but it is hard sometimes to give him 2 hours or so till he is able to help me during the day/sometimes night. I worry about him. He is on the extended type. How can I make it easier? He is a night owl so that don’t help. I am on the other type of adderall now myself but I worry I will hurt like him one day. Love you all! 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Has anyone one got anything to share about a child being declared as no longer needing special education because they are now on adderall. Whereas as a parent you know that if they weren’t on adderall that would not be the case. Isn’t the point to get the extra help you need to work on not needing the meds if at all possible?,6.793082191780822,6.4195627945205525,6.560376712328768,80.53316780821919,64.89041095890411,8.395890410958902,36.05821917808219,7.1686216300943375,2.5077698630137,296,13,56,2,4,93,50,73,0.057999999999999996,0.838,0.10400000000000001,0.5514,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,14,4,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,11,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,1,41,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941571823843895,0.0,0.18761611944892276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27796084307549995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911522249940615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234421204831586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281670828183405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529719158728664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532451902428421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6762059752949577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449173952762946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531556112189905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552398493547867,0.2570241612594636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597923669929607,0.0,0.0,0.16195736081232912,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,socialskillfordumdum,2019/03/13,"Is it normal to be diagnosed this fast? I started going to a counselor for depression/anxiety and just had my second session. I've had a strong suspicion that I have inattentive ADHD for years, but never did anything about getting diagnosed. I brought up with my counselor that I thought I might have it, and she had me go through a list of symptoms. I said basically all the inattentive symptoms apply to me, and she confirmed I had it and added it to the things to talk about at my first psychiatrist appointment I have in a couple weeks. My question is, is this too fast? I thought getting a diagnosis was more complicated and cost hundreds of dollars? I mean I would not be surprised at all that I have it, but I'm wondering if this is normal.",7.072115384615383,6.9679600139860165,7.472159090909091,73.32823863636366,64.24475524475524,10.78636363636364,39.55332167832168,10.411451182825502,4.214818881118882,594,31,108,13,8,195,80,143,0.034,0.9490000000000001,0.017,-0.2935,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,0,18,4,0,0,3,23,30,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,10,1,20,2,17,16,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,7,91,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503688970231133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368795605410329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724263849893493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798061718245924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632166529173417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219621026221333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696516800066426,0.0,0.20337800517965848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949052320607357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981451291714696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380004355167168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35062323371688103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044050038534567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020166410579046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664627988534194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719497586547281,0.0,0.14381568561846214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188719257675758,0.0,0.0,0.28409796151491923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352538544373605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940399681390419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271054384899137,0.0,0.0,0.11522387529067388 adhd,necro3mp,2019/03/13,"I realized that I will sit and do nothing instead of starting the next task I'll even have a list of things I should do and will still just sit idly waiting for something to happen. I think it's related to not prioritizing tasks. It still happens when I take Adderall, but I'm much more aware I'm doing nothing because I want to do something. Anyone else have any experience with this issue? I'm interested to know how you combat it.",4.740968992248064,5.859482244186047,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,69.58139534883722,8.058914728682172,31.77519379844961,8.344100000000001,2.399207751937984,347,15,66,5,6,115,60,86,0.055999999999999994,0.899,0.045,0.0302,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,13,20,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,8,17,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657413342344328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507101088796743,0.22084551162757526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139077309032132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800554501894218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423616925914071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083882042352872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812014298259683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249670583669668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845477720203945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584462055151082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922851935625424,0.0,0.0,0.4136315945004537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33186540823160354,0.0,0.0,0.15255984492653074,0.0,0.34425996970823125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205874959873173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319475137870508,0.1381088975554955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713067941358813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hippiemamaxs2,2019/03/13,New sleep app I downloaded a new app for my ADHD son to help him settle at night. And recently just started using it for my husband and me at night. It seems to be helping! The app is called Moshi Twilight Sleep stories. I downloaded the free version and its enough to keep us interested so far. It doesn’t “put me to sleep” but it definitely helps me shut off my mind and settle enough that I fall asleep quickly.,2.4201219512195142,4.688625097560977,3.5172560975609737,88.10198170731708,78.51219512195122,6.539024390243903,24.88414634146341,7.645422480735847,1.2847756097560978,326,12,66,5,8,105,55,82,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,4,4,1,0,10,7,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,9,6,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,7,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494948761735174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741349260635521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524157230235888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429173070986104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157901640726346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219136423910572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32940682027497753,0.0,0.3200703993717012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143440701998233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683823755294309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552483240299819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119733698525567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070529018103428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513216477527726,0.1472871678812102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LordApocalyptica,2019/03/13,"I really really hate it when people fail to understand that you can’t learn rigidly. I run into this a lot on Reddit because I use it as a forum to ask for advice on projects (/r/blender, /r/luthier etc.) And inevitably some guy’s response is “well you have to learn in *this order with these not-project-relevant foundations*.” No, I don’t; I’ll get bored and just not do it ever again. I’m 26 and have dealt with this all my life. I think I know whether or not my self-learning is best facilitated by me at first focusing on the part of the whole that interests me or not, thank you very much.",1.9902906110283176,3.8460069262295136,3.5338152011922515,89.48100596125187,78.09836065573771,7.059314456035768,24.205663189269746,8.00094639256281,1.2421049180327874,463,16,101,8,11,153,86,122,0.133,0.797,0.07,-0.7637,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,3,5,8,1,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,2,24,16,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,0,0,13,4,15,16,8,12,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,4,4,72,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537147086892847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604342704458767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435325888473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312952806222805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458032805120073,0.0,0.19936362361668256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874713802811732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514944442177147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822978153011766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759850325436836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112559332167848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567441759497966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873754516762832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201871385779498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867077100504056,0.0,0.15279700011192587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238664193700114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992435113918086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029138996558092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122285782429622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294432584260167,0.0,0.1903540768994336,0.0,0.18185235742126293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816527923021665,0.0,0.0,0.2460677484114024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gotchify,2019/03/13,"Is this an excuse? Lately I've been impulsive. My decisions easily change every time someone influences it. My girlfriend is angry at this for not having a firm decision. I got a job offer on a company, accepted it, then when someone talked me about the job I quickly rejected it. Then now, I contacted the HR if I can retract my previous statement and accept again the offer when someone influenced me again with my decision. Is it normal for ADHD people to be impulsive with their decisions? to get easily swayed into something when someone talks to them about it? Or I'm just using my ADHD as an excuse for my poor decision skills?",5.362589453860637,7.205966652542378,6.9233333333333364,68.77806967984935,68.91525423728814,10.668173258003767,32.602636534839924,10.746095033038511,4.307432015065913,507,23,78,16,9,174,73,118,0.079,0.815,0.106,-0.3736,2,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,3,0,20,11,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,14,2,14,8,0,14,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,2,11,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322567948628084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190243058826014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151991777021268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395709310950492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438315922172612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569197425969018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286328494497172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620148270920524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467591171160593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6094991703504672,0.1384468416968641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890913619634889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486404723257092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532090334282478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,operadiva31,2019/03/13,"What do I do??? My Vyvanse has gone missing since I went out of town the other day (only took the needed doses with me while I was gone). Two unfamiliar people have been there since, and I’m not sure if they could have taken it, but I’m less concerned about why it’s gone than what I do about getting it back. Any suggestions???",3.0555223880597002,4.194209477611942,4.07779104477612,89.69370149253733,73.62686567164178,6.554029850746268,22.35522388059701,6.742157984588678,0.42025611940298496,253,6,55,2,5,82,50,67,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.4662,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,9,20,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,8,0,7,1,6,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007360252606296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269791607102647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568132393325106,0.0,0.0,0.1903700025742999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422205827213384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887604946215827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450160916798373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046442166820673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883604151421692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782085117918955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32796156444051594,0.0,0.0,0.28835300080681986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736395926519409,0.2663586859967055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mitisblau,2019/03/13,"special courses as a kid - sign? when I was about 6/7 years old my teacher told my parents I was always daydreaming and wasn't really paying attention in class i had to take a test to determine whether I was hard of hearing because that's what they thought at first. everything was fine with my ears though. after that I had to go to special courses for a year - they were called **spatial awareness** and **optical** and **acoustical** something? (I can't remember the exact name sorry) basically I had to do exercises like **repeating what a person said while there were a lot of background noises or searching for a rectangle in a picture with a lot of geometric shapes.** back then I had no clue why I went there because apparently nobody else had to go and I didn't feel any changes at all. I'm wondering if going to these courses is somewhat common for kids in general or if it's mostly linked to ad(h)d. did anyone have similar experiences as a kid and is now diagnosed with ad(h)d? did those exercises actually help you?",2.1816826923076924,5.059455020833337,3.822291666666669,80.8114903846154,87.33333333333334,7.328846153846158,28.217948717948712,8.263242389622931,2.7597597756410246,812,40,142,21,26,269,121,192,0.02,0.905,0.075,0.8677,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,1,7,4,0,0,10,0,20,4,1,0,2,28,32,16,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,7,8,0,0,6,2,1,4,4,0,0,1,19,5,16,4,26,13,5,22,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,9,13,104,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.16497562934082527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066929438868095,0.0,0.0,0.11496482487962108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820886039206953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299947003956987,0.0,0.20611163602091406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726265006252155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788403062285963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158969588363446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412257593899403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519378844927018,0.165370570520733,0.0,0.0,0.08548049781536951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380013264137428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882376381526172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144221841805586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905399693152137,0.0,0.1133156073596462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259290309888899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28745310099466803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773972960787508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771822900986052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476143952523085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830249530832256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150907119044647,0.0,0.16081229507638967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301486409976893,0.0,0.18924591121335047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711012054224213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609803087022856,0.1342126866319625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615415843894798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671789758971222,0.15254800253725606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333553186409332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773483744050634 adhd,PansyAttack,2019/03/13,"Transitioning my 14 year old from Vyvanse to Evekeo - Seeking Advice Hi community! This is my first time posting here (as an ADHD parent of an ADHD kid). My son is nearly 15 and he's been on Vyvanse since 5th grade. He's tapered up slowly from 10mg to 30mg over the years and been on 30mg for almost two years now. It seems to treat him fine except for appetite suppression, and since he started HS in August, he seems to crash really hard in the afternoons. At our last 3 month check-in back in November, our GP advised that if my son didn't put on some weight between then - and our next check-up he would be recommending an RX change. My son is currently 5'6"" and weighs 103 lbs. He put on 10 lbs last year, but the GP is concerned that the increased height but reduced BMI could put my son in an underweight ""danger zone"" for his age and wanted to nip that in the bud. At our appointment last week, my son hadn't put on any additional weight so a switch to Evekeo was recommended as the general consensus among users seems to be that it doesn't repress appetite. For the first month he's been put on 10mg x 2/day to be taken at 5:30a (when he's school prepping) and 2:30p (when he gets home). My kid ""eats well"" at home for breakfast and dinner and based on the amount of money I spend on his lunch account at school I can only assume he eats well at lunch, too. We've increased portion size and tried to stress nutrient dense foods in all of our meals. On days when my son doesn't take his meds (forgetfulness, mostly) he eats like a sea cow and is never done grazing (he's always been a grazer over a big meal kind of kid). What should I expect in the transition from Vyvanse to Evekeo? Are there any signs I should be keeping an eye out for that might herald that it's not working out for him? The kid doesn't like to open up about how he's feeling (yeah, we're in therapy for that!) so it's like pulling teeth to get any symptoms or side-effects out of him. How have you as stimulant-users fielded the loss of appetite, should we return to Vyvanse? I worry about creating a ""food complex"" by ""forcing"" him to eat when he doesn't want to. Thanks ahead of time!",4.8851649371467145,5.081863164009113,5.265917489243228,86.26807053066736,68.84054669703872,8.326027166118282,27.8765713321522,8.045849151850463,1.5205185353918838,1695,51,364,20,27,540,223,439,0.052000000000000005,0.87,0.078,0.8618,2,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,6,1,0,5,17,13,1,2,21,1,30,19,2,2,2,51,43,27,0,9,6,7,4,3,1,5,2,0,2,4,13,17,15,3,6,0,3,8,8,4,2,3,9,5,28,9,74,24,7,76,0,1,1,0,42,35,0,10,35,205,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351369623955945,0.0827385131639065,0.0,0.0,0.08478474277724657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045219645880822,0.0,0.0,0.1727354458583951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510597931611305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956959970493983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760208009042333,0.0,0.0,0.10921025006195867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664677443405862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465540621188258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281168005894061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404046369437085,0.204766523697242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847312770506556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584766078847367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986176369729766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525855824288304,0.0,0.08817074269811548,0.0,0.2070519749304132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409640911004215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404924738800828,0.0,0.0,0.0898214561630747,0.0,0.0,0.13516552191864953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530269934976217,0.0,0.09004747192801596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888468887891655,0.0,0.0,0.06439532632505607,0.0,0.0,0.09401597986665113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109042476345517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255835211017116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054241749840291086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138105662132738,0.0,0.23124107768442745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007974559232989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992983941066245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698916270506024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800451669481868,0.06366127891137997,0.0,0.0,0.07795273111186186,0.09682748789918266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874347891610882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057485350644796984,0.0,0.08271025607602814,0.0,0.10184754681842048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988108214312674,0.0,0.06791714141768536,0.2062104225200304,0.15225694004937876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061640745392383976,0.08598646286417704,0.0,0.06014711623443431,0.0,0.0,0.21809873448145425 adhd,jessica0318,2019/03/13,"Basically accused of trying to get ADHD medication in UK So I (25f) went to the doctor a while ago asking to be tested for ADHD as my daughter is being tested and I’ve come to realise I’ve got many of the same symptoms. So had an appointment today with a psychiatrist, was pretty nervous from the get go to be honest. The doctor seemed to be asking me questions but didn’t really care about my answer. He asked me about how I was getting on at university etc. Then tells me out of the blue 10 minutes into our appointment that he can’t help me, that I should just go see about if my university can help. literally millions of pounds of tax money on the NHS and I get 10 minutes and told nothing’s wrong with me?! Then, he goes on to tell me that there’s been studies done in oxford which suggest that taking ADHD medications does not improve grades. I asked why he was telling me this, and he replies that he isn’t giving me any medication. First off... I didn’t ask for medication. Secondly... this isn’t just an academic problem, I literally cannot function all day everyday and I’m exhausted. Lastly, I start sobbing he ushers me to the door and wishes me well? I feel utterly disgusted at his prejudice, his lack of any sort of knowledge (“oh everyone claims to have ADHD these days”) and downright lack of any sort of care towards how this would impact me. I now need to go back on a waiting list to be seen by another consultant and I’m feeling completely violated, has anyone else experienced anything like this?",5.540378233719896,6.271407637288139,6.785263157894738,74.06968777876897,67.54237288135593,9.735950044603033,32.47546833184657,9.811843763644266,3.1860847457627117,1203,50,220,26,19,408,168,295,0.13,0.7659999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,13,13,3,1,12,0,23,8,0,2,1,38,54,18,0,8,5,1,2,1,0,2,8,0,1,0,11,13,0,1,6,0,2,5,7,8,1,3,12,6,27,5,42,35,5,30,0,1,3,0,26,12,1,5,14,147,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43130162930654103,0.0,0.07953092594298587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303701572502795,0.09407872156304453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273396249991076,0.09192823326655043,0.0738315062777134,0.0,0.41937811977673456,0.0,0.0,0.06898875966456748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295002536643232,0.0,0.0,0.07728540742817952,0.09406919179050396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572331410376507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366342588839027,0.07851414158418854,0.0918142013979637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494913210570395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006096199688183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573082985195313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072975285671324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631536332120313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749894888707294,0.08606712249748627,0.15296898322980745,0.0,0.07175688249012678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027418315643575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313336955424167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383241720273006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096149389311926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615318407469838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652587455792787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608828276704063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127698917810306,0.0,0.08584944737792011,0.0,0.0,0.10050637650462717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747661094764165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149482777657097,0.08167726579811663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350392592612572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325291648216824,0.06745790044001747,0.0,0.23525640020735805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504359810936676,0.08573082985195313,0.0,0.060913653116431724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066860797322664,0.08317087803612261,0.08095789637821893,0.0,0.10317300052587614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637341606715874,0.09809419200180773,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheOnlySafeCult,2019/03/13,"Anyone here prescribed/familiar with any add-on drugs to their Vyvanse for their ADD treatment? little bit of backstory: . Started on Vyvanse 20mg in mid December, and am currently on Vyvanse 60 mg. Also been on Zoloft 150mg (1.5 years) for depression. Was on Wellbutrin 300 mg for 3 months prior to the Vyvanse to ""help treat the depression"", until I could get an appointment with a psychiatrist, since my GP was unfamiliar treatment for ADD. My psychiatrist drops by my GP's clinic once a week to see patients, and discuss any concerns with their respective GP's. My Psychiatrist & GP happen to be father & son, so my GP is able to figure out what I need pretty quickly. Anyone prescribed something atop their Vyvanse? I want to bring the topic up during the upcoming appointment. 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I've been finding myself getting more and more often incredibly irritated around people speaking or making sounds, especially in public and I can't even think properly unless I put music on to drown out the noise. Does anyone else relate?",6.952580645161286,9.505326516129033,8.087935483870968,59.16190322580646,66.09677419354838,10.121290322580649,28.529032258064518,10.355215969177356,3.7827961290322585,292,10,38,8,5,99,50,62,0.192,0.773,0.035,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,8,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,9,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,26,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219816632286149,0.4718210721166243,0.0,0.2049645402062043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029733319377036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846759434806955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207292629991598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043737212247768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058429043264526,0.0,0.1308520554630292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368858235028102,0.2334296442178964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596210821370412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231457194065537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475300259290906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,acombustiblelemon,2019/03/13,"what phrase is stuck in your head today? going on two days with ""the snack that smiles back: babies!"" stuck in my head thanks to my best friend.",1.90845238095238,4.33853960714286,1.114285714285714,103.69738095238097,81.5,3.733333333333334,9.333333333333334,3.1291,-2.234109523809524,111,0,25,0,3,31,24,28,0.10099999999999999,0.5539999999999999,0.345,0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438699859747391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33283101317342656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453652975246925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450305215213013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802445498667845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6509780320953654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29199056127610545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006226112632148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098110066249485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,halfwittnerfherder,2019/03/13,"Should children be medicated? Hello. I am new to this so please be kind. I am currently researching treatment for children with ADHD, specifically inattentive. My daughter is just shy of her sixth birthday and has been diagnosed. I have worried about her for a while and made the decision to reach out to her teacher. She was very helpful and encouraged us to speak to her doctor. We had the Vanderbilt forms completed and some other testing to arrive at the diagnosis. She struggles with paying attention, requires one on one at school to complete work, becomes extremely emotional about learning, chews clothing/pencils/etc. excessively, and struggles to build peer relationships. My husband and I are on the same page in doing whatever is best for her. We want her to be as successful and happy as she can be. But, I have some concerns about medication. Will they truly help? Will she become a zombie? Will she experience a crash from the medication? Could the medication lead to issues in the future such as drug addition? Again, I am new to all this and want real answers from people who have experienced it for themselves. Thank you for any help.",5.3507259528130655,8.193402916256161,5.840881514130152,72.2161420793363,71.5615763546798,9.002748249935184,32.85169821104485,9.549672527348893,3.7707103448275854,924,45,143,24,19,297,129,203,0.053,0.763,0.184,0.9812,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,1,5,7,8,0,2,10,0,24,8,0,2,1,32,28,14,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,5,14,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,4,2,24,6,34,15,7,14,0,0,0,0,28,7,0,2,6,119,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870061395597178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414132095518069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733023305265291,0.0,0.0,0.12984804787676033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594591927896129,0.0,0.0,0.0987891331138106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558435755514302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664391847891668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348867466216447,0.0,0.0,0.13918071801795315,0.0,0.0,0.13799276859570014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103265729579565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317139471979279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488028376869908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291430146662582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884679325690745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707726116098095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985838497308343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390003360614723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768665165759197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577949421440764,0.0,0.0,0.13581947911166334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408329628799644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328407858689584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522237476349676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587010061294524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391487836016648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488331549340199,0.0,0.0,0.10209103077852963,0.1459594957165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007763952910336,0.12565483361625546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shrimpedy,2019/03/13,"can. not. get out of bed. can like, literally not being able to get out of bed be an ADHD thing? i go to work (but i have a scheduled day off every other week and have a tendency to call in/go in late at least one day on the full weeks), but the second i get home, i get in bed. if i’m off work, i’ll tell myself that’ll be the day i clean my house, but i will still not get out of bed. at all. i’ll be in bed the entire day. this has been happening for years. i’ve recently been thinking i have ADHD because i did terribly in school and can’t get chores done at home (among other reasons). but when i mentioned it to my psychiatrist (he’s been treating me unsuccessfully for depression/anxiety for a few years), he says ADHD folks don’t have this problem. they’ll be able to start tasks, but won’t finish them. the fact that i can’t get out of bed to even start things rules out the cause being ADHD. i... feel like this isn’t entirely true? should i look for another doctor to discuss a possible ADHD diagnosis with? or is he right that ADHD folk can always get started on things, it’s just that chores don’t get done because they can’t stick with one task long enough to see it through?",2.884924444444444,3.7538023280000026,4.364266666666668,88.51057777777778,73.72,7.635555555555554,23.488888888888887,7.984000788550335,0.9517422222222218,922,24,210,13,18,308,124,250,0.053,0.889,0.057999999999999996,-0.4419,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,2,4,6,0,0,11,0,32,1,0,2,3,29,51,10,0,3,11,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,11,0,15,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,2,0,3,6,4,19,4,36,34,5,38,0,0,2,0,11,19,0,2,20,135,34,4,0.17162070716431385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6187642171609162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140108830445681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899796376734504,0.06564468561708375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461839016155276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762196518007258,0.0,0.0,0.08815087067864277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213623165882379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783053298735302,0.0,0.17562756886592676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866503380376804,0.0,0.056676929244295536,0.0,0.07229892386316986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043388293083776494,0.06130293374481228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034913124944861,0.0,0.0975360028822282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758818122796567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214956238295104,0.0,0.0,0.0990136269151998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679781647658993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384520862371997,0.0,0.0,0.07593946262585766,0.07205908511921266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162946327533508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673828042133502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210891943673661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882273351766648,0.08472737192418879,0.0,0.0,0.0732815730993557,0.0,0.06823983734393074,0.0,0.0868446590212775,0.06837974190104854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221102978675013,0.0,0.06852825921646305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500203127524048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102575793346306,0.054983809705230695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766377928573856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494191880837775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051810860790882 adhd,EveningConcert,2019/03/13,"ADHD and Dyspraxia anyone? Hey! College kid recently been diagnosed with ADHD and Dyspraxia, does anyone want share experiences about how they felt the two overlap and tips to deal with life/ studying? Currently not on medication as still going through medical process.",8.26174418604651,11.803330930232566,7.537383720930233,60.170261627907,65.27906976744185,11.741860465116279,40.98255813953489,11.20814326018867,6.3903069767441885,222,13,27,8,4,69,37,43,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.4857,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,9,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,7,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,17,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339155240874773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31063769937598085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290068497226003,0.0,0.2254578387319111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438794664235545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728630747589991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132801686752824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262419140893525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689738102531725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447546332104266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932712621790204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739374911936054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698927657556866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101835725124494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nateprice05,2019/03/13,"[question] do i have the right dosage? Im taking 18 mg of cocerta and it isnt doing much, i weigh 100 pounds",-2.7412500000000013,-1.6303359583333297,0.5403333333333329,99.73800000000004,116.91666666666666,3.586666666666667,13.133333333333333,5.6839178017228535,-0.9103566666666658,83,2,20,1,5,29,22,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235476079485313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563023983365646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429629328649599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139220066662553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36442602690126935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MorryDust,2019/03/13,"Lost track of time on exam.. Should I email my professor ? Hey. I'm a college student, diagnosed two years ago with ADHD. Just failed an exam because I ran out of time. I already get an extra 30 minutes but just completely lost track of it... Pretty upset and freaking out and crying right now. Sorry for the rambling. Should I email my professor? (She is very kind). But I know if I meet with her to talk, I will just start crying about all of this and I don't want her to think I am begging for pity points or anything. Or should I just let it go and try and do better on the next exam? I'm a pretty good students so this is all really upsetting for me. If anyone has any advice as to how I should move forward, please share! 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my boyfriend has adhd and the type of medication he took for it made him really depressed so he stopped taking it. without being on medication he has a really hard time focusing in school and it's causing his grades to slip. does anyone know if there is a medication that won't have that affect on him?,3.856190476190477,6.394059301587305,5.549444444444443,73.97750000000002,75.03174603174604,8.644444444444442,27.96031746031746,9.2995712137729,2.907584126984127,268,11,46,7,6,91,48,63,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.7798,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,3,0,10,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,8,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252865671159525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294695262593483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902123066852253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947969846386756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203645219411655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586871922475502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176015399039398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520469461773486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7461246553531309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372389466198512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739375786711615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480366397307468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921872721545006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796941006057073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572171654412125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848949241387718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,veryoriginal78,2019/03/13,"Did anyone stop dreaming after starting medication for ADHD? Prior to being diagnosed with/medicated for ADHD, I had super vivid dreams almost every night. Now that I’ve started adderall, I don’t dream anymore. Has this happened to anyone else?",6.136428571428571,9.240653833333337,7.047857142857144,63.23464285714289,70.19047619047619,7.057142857142857,31.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,3.2513142857142867,199,9,23,3,4,66,36,42,0.05,0.747,0.203,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,5,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398822966670778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491745026843896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222755716965722,0.31410923077599884,0.23014253752896466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797744265670936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763531980850784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892461198268778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986245129531164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494943810557071,0.22627394291853384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078406235219216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179644410942436,0.0,0.0,0.18778650550742135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EnlightenedBanana,2019/03/13,"Which meds have you tried and how was your experience with them? Looking at going back on medication for ADHD. I took concerta when i was in High School, but stopped in college because it made me feel really tense, would give basically the equivalent of a bad caffeine crash, and I lost a lot of weight. Would like to hear stories of what other people have done to find a dosage and kind that worked for them!",7.945,7.181278756410258,7.4457692307692325,76.4117307692308,62.71794871794872,10.876923076923077,33.6025641025641,10.125756701596842,3.0618102564102565,325,11,63,6,4,102,63,78,0.193,0.72,0.087,-0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,0,13,15,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,8,2,12,7,1,10,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,4,44,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391352464348312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300330833570067,0.16613995671697707,0.12129633785719733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362558530391614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464058391623207,0.0,0.0,0.10061024737256846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186408027297069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908797106235374,0.1130848977944905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426487838865167,0.0,0.0,0.2102332544155432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720701036884265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721155847671843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709305354065168,0.0,0.21721013352523003,0.1691656479443517,0.0,0.18827965100356545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102188075507045,0.20045137777492966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379476516088302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747165871181426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137834438995603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663561578102452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107405899876406,0.1350943326846627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230398797686786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485978204123587,0.0,0.0,0.28269931171875656,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,frankoceanstan8,2019/03/13,"First day on meds I’m 17, got diagnosed with adhd a week ago, doctor recommended i try 20mg of vyvanse and see if it does anything. I feel happy but also a little mellow, relaxed but content. I’m focusing on random things and looking around a lot, a little paranoid. It started kicking in 30 minutes ago. Updating thread as day goes on. Tell me if this is a normal experience on meds",2.0360526315789467,4.449416552631583,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,80.84210526315789,6.43157894736842,27.921052631578952,7.645422480735847,2.0952421052631585,302,14,53,5,8,106,57,76,0.028999999999999998,0.865,0.106,0.6779999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,8,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,9,7,1,16,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,4,8,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205245601847254,0.0,0.3253133542362891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467403719487271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100022205663036,0.16334888185090998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366773618442679,0.0,0.0,0.18624291103551965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781425092772272,0.1605771493974911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949269211522334,0.0,0.0,0.09278026088872038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608020733707548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467572007720421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533315635547652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678191052050261,0.0,0.0,0.1540890466433888,0.0,0.0,0.15600034151159148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076417322111108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978551148363792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462212463816621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987825116616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038215689804902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190549809614465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458062432403905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718810592982118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zachhouseknecht,2019/03/13,"Is this what clarity feels like? I don't want to jump the gun here. I've been on Vyvanse for about...3 hours...but is this what regular people feel? I don't have thoughts pounding me into the ground, I feel I can articulate my thoughts better - the filter on my mouth feels better, when I'm talking to coworkers I don't feel myself getting sidetracked every two seconds by my own brain. I feel as though I got glasses for my brain... &#x200B; And I know this is what other people have said about medication, but damn...I always knew I should have tried to get help sooner. I'm hoping I also don't have any of the really bad side effects, because this feels so great. Like the weight of my ADHD has been lifted. I know I still need to work on myself as a person, but the hardest part was telling myself that, and allowing my brain to do that. &#x200B; Also I already liked to clean, but my office is quickly becoming the cleanest office in the world...dusting, organizing, and rearranging things to be more efficient. I feel like I'm a whirlwind, but in a positive way - which I usually don't feel like at home - well unmedicated prior to this...",6.1606237006237015,6.250869684684688,6.75018018018018,77.08300415800416,66.11711711711712,9.353291753291757,31.941787941787943,9.057496981413335,2.639180457380457,898,33,169,14,13,295,122,222,0.034,0.7440000000000001,0.222,0.9926,0,0,0,1,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,4,10,11,0,0,11,0,21,6,4,2,0,29,45,14,0,4,4,0,10,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,13,4,1,0,16,0,0,1,5,1,1,2,8,11,26,10,23,35,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,10,115,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187915249082742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191216582406957,0.16220045653253656,0.08438404052579658,0.21976266885636336,0.24645666806809066,0.06896456318944659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467592051532287,0.06182064366787124,0.11200308973910474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938375332287798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396325513427801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544513068521947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614987827192825,0.21734917639131704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596859102999384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110952919275616,0.11180858868056544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797523827212043,0.0,0.10172586996628692,0.10072635015962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114682621911415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24772722833820676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216329212467208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519672228336173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098207874577662,0.0,0.14061451096683894,0.08855023525421238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496799598560977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646732987283926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098884120962845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815122182167474,0.08863974761364954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737453088891547,0.0,0.09963811241905388,0.16102176153005382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885301526810955,0.0,0.09906611789881216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116924897270637,0.0,0.059816227931615285,0.08049720567175515,0.0,0.12349415295338427,0.09118279092244144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383013473926868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645666806809066,0.0 adhd,KM1927,2019/03/13,"Signs Ritalin LA dose is too low I take 20mg daily and have recently felt more irritable and moody with easy daily tasks. Examples: waiting in line or traffic, doing my hair, making phone calls, grocery shopping...it all feels overwhelming AGAIN, and the RSD is getting worse. I accidentally took a double dose yesterday and I felt much better but had trouble sleeping. I didn't realize I took a double dose until I couldn't sleep and counted my pills. I don't want to be overmedicated but I'm starting to struggle again. Let me know your thoughts.",4.508137254901964,6.8949711862745096,5.373137254901959,76.72578431372551,72.43137254901961,8.062745098039215,30.94117647058824,8.841846274778883,2.866011764705884,439,20,75,9,9,143,77,102,0.175,0.785,0.04,-0.8837,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,2,3,0,10,8,3,1,1,21,24,9,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,7,4,11,1,5,14,5,10,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865807043863743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541805077901974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666984589454986,0.0,0.4051174601090107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022009513659932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594041540046066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157252031511954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082025170965606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508297191522746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830171144904555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222331417656107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932155723903806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054560281183966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861883489687315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748202181797353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687780106007461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443215993065433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499055831276487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SkittlesForBrainz,2019/03/13,"Mind Races Like a Supercomputer on Speed - Who Else Has this? (post originally removed for seeking diagnosis) For the past five years my mind has slowly become a bees nest. Sometimes it quietens down, but most of the time it's whirring. I basically have this constant narration running through my head 'She looks weird' 'If Ryan Gosling was more active he would have won an oscar' 'Remember when you were rude to your mum 3 years ago? Worthless prick'. On top of that, sometimes I will have a song stuck in my head - usually a four bar loop - FOR DAYS ON END. it's like backing music, sometimes dimmed, often loud, but always there. Anyway, sometimes I can't sleep because of this white noise, like last night: I'm talking to myself in my mind, while the same repetitive loop of music plays ('I think we're alone now' is top of the charts at the moment), occasionally acting out entire scenes from movies in my head, changing the dialogue here and there, WHILST twitching my toes and grinding my teeth. Just wanted to vent and am interested to see if other people have this fucking energy drink kaleidoscopic playground of a mind. Its so draining. Peace and Love!",5.245408419291888,7.369051957345972,4.965280178422081,81.57070811262895,69.71090047393365,7.429160858656258,28.525508781711736,8.124751697461798,1.956266016169501,917,34,163,13,17,281,148,211,0.073,0.745,0.182,0.9803,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,3,10,12,3,0,12,0,13,12,7,1,0,22,22,11,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,5,2,0,2,4,0,3,1,5,0,2,4,5,15,7,24,16,3,35,0,1,3,2,8,11,2,4,23,99,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770418546656713,0.0,0.0,0.1258394212935693,0.0,0.0,0.10109939119999796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934275324714274,0.0,0.07406648697395721,0.13418940494655027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853299762614834,0.0,0.0,0.13130048967253571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835873364515349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902569649764548,0.0,0.0,0.1014993240573846,0.0,0.10761470177892428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232663434068096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740882933298454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904034065832122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807920890680168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203107276064444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109660292114089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907295049758181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402138932398928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598740021400847,0.08423418317049504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636532269831858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763807226567806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968213572198098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158973992818488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806743100841415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765869927211276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785357084968106,0.0,0.0,0.07084878900280428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381727922315048,0.0,0.07166502326844501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863115295105405,0.0,0.0,0.15648659932452885 adhd,Henriquelj,2019/03/13,"ADHD and undergraduate thesis So, I'm finally managing to finish college, after 6 long years, and I'm now working on my undergraduate thesis. But I'm struggling to get the freaking scope down, I always feel like it is just too freaking basic and not impressive and all of that. I've seen other people's undergrad thesis, and yes, they are really simple, some even look like a major assignment for a class, but I don't feel like it's undergrad material. So, I've started to wander, could it be that my ADHD brain is so crazy about thinking about everything that could be done in my thesis, and that other people could've done in their thesis? I just can't seem to grasp how small a undergrad thesis needs to be. I've already failed one because I've bitten more than I could chew. Just a random question to see if it's related to ADHD or something else.",6.098443113772454,6.369410850299403,7.245155688622756,72.86294311377245,66.24550898203593,9.79377245508982,30.47245508982036,9.642632912329526,2.8405334131736533,680,23,121,13,10,231,96,167,0.10099999999999999,0.845,0.054000000000000006,-0.8213,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,12,8,0,1,5,1,13,2,1,1,1,28,26,14,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,5,9,4,17,17,4,12,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,6,10,79,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506684511133773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508301972797184,0.0,0.11693573907023334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566836349688793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688268048520326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488205958308589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876306237640854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739831796118297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282153489247773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630310611234188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211666066245676,0.2007953669853438,0.0,0.1539483820071129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734233359359907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597378143815925,0.0,0.0,0.12436837305457073,0.11801336051363835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420435239973933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952296327258194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485748325692093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743050272250736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002982766826352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198758795573996,0.12793708680767507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819011775234924,0.0,0.0,0.0994708528064642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691689264458108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004866140642412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023105947237977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049943787693962 adhd,Locomyg,2019/03/13,"Studying and retaining information, do any of you have any tricks or tips to make this easier? I am currently retaking 3 courses at my university and awaiting grade on a 4th, hopefully, I will not have to retake it, these are all kind of math heavy, at least in regards to my math understanding, I am having a hard time retaining the information that i get from reading, I was wondering if any of you have some tips or tricks for studying? &#x200B;",12.643571428571427,8.201872404761907,12.04666666666667,58.56500000000002,57.0952380952381,16.43809523809524,48.23809523809525,14.06817628641468,6.473980952380952,358,17,64,11,3,119,59,84,0.054000000000000006,0.8690000000000001,0.077,0.6007,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,16,15,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,2,12,13,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,6,2,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753760069284741,0.3088252135208905,0.5185007844008898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278509771261027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276722731594749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524325013322868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646625249554131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964992508858742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542230122750997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819937800851446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645835213759654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756194258537283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088252135208905,0.0 adhd,realcooltime,2019/03/13,"Staying engaged in conversations with more than one person. So I find I am fine socially in one on one conversations, my brain can fully engage because it's just me and the other person talking. As soon as any more people get thrown in the mix that's where my social skills often begin to suffer. I find it's so easy to disengage and become distracted, usually when the conversation shifts toward something two of the others are much more engaged in than I am. This is of course a vicious cycle since as soon as my attention slips I lose the flow of the conversation and it becomes hard to rejoin, my brain seeks stimulation and now I'm flipping through my phone absent mindedly. I've at least managed to move on from blurting out something unrelated but I'm still having issues. So anyone have any advice on group conversation and staying engaged and interested?",9.17625,8.444180124999999,9.1725,64.92250000000003,60.25,11.5,38.125,10.686352973137794,4.2239375,700,29,112,14,8,230,101,160,0.054000000000000006,0.843,0.10300000000000001,0.8316,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,1,1,7,0,7,2,2,1,0,16,11,15,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,0,1,11,6,26,11,5,22,0,2,0,0,12,11,0,1,7,85,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432035450833447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008676880866312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326784963649924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003007628338736,0.3262226374529725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297403875851608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699708385171515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716160628582745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230067685571625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541493435928283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522664064583464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912417401076505,0.0,0.0,0.15697043981451986,0.10856868891038793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002344418213124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238922144606362,0.2579133429175813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217018272538555,0.0,0.0,0.301101451369351,0.0,0.2273970029719664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148344603975785,0.1179449310068478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870713063920747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442710658181703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265898854810915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaydeay,2019/03/13,"Difference between ADD and procrastination / being lazy? Hey, I'm 27 and for my whole life I've been lazy. Whenever I tried learning for school or university I could only concentrate for a few minutes, or if I have been procrastinating enough and the exam was up tomorrow I would pull an all nighter. I actually finished my master degree this way and am currently working on my PhD but for the love of God I can't concentrate on anything for longer than a few minutes. Currently typing this while I should research something. I actually went to a psychiatrist for the first time a few weeks ago (depression) and after talking to her she wanted to do a few tests for add. I never felt like having ADD or something, but the more I read here the more I see myself in similar problems. 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I found an alarm app (Alarmy) which requires scanning a barcode to shut off the alarm. You can set it to anything, so I chose my contact solution, which gets me up and into the bathroom. After using this for a while I realized I absolutely hate getting up at the first alarm I hear (I get irrationally angry that I have to get up, haha). I like to wake up, remember I'm in bed, and then enjoy it a little longer -- so I set an additional, normal alarm 10 - 20 min before the barcode alarm. A pre-meditated snooze basically. So far it works! Now to see if it sticks :P",3.3180270793036755,4.784856418439716,5.309800128949063,79.82454545454549,73.46808510638297,8.247840103159254,28.42101869761445,8.841846274778883,2.296781560283688,549,22,108,11,11,190,91,141,0.204,0.669,0.126,-0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,4,12,2,6,12,1,2,1,1,1,0,16,15,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,1,3,13,4,23,14,0,23,0,0,2,0,3,14,0,1,8,70,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073008144624302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654163641356432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647382333525058,0.0,0.22748007847074195,0.0,0.0,0.6503668778102236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483361120898894,0.0,0.0,0.23383369865934595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135933202905224,0.20793938225331535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037575901385654,0.0,0.0,0.20327648926863395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291055489825493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502299598461485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532667941739732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689262582251975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918741350019746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510405858691199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JessicaTheNeko,2019/03/13,"ADHD and stress/depression So, I’m a very stressed person, but lately my stress and sadness have been overwhelming, and I’ve recently heard that ADHD medication can worsen these feelings by making me focus on the bad things and think about them, can someone confirm or deny this, or give advice, If I can lessen my stress and pain I would love to",14.964307692307697,8.436488584615386,12.878846153846158,60.61365384615388,55.46153846153847,15.461538461538465,46.34615384615386,11.20814326018867,5.130846153846154,278,9,48,4,2,87,51,65,0.349,0.583,0.068,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,4,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,13,13,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,6,1,4,10,0,3,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38237405786447975,0.15545421072258492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282778337866644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701808196250878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043721936465377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526070510375602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794527197212631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435787517731955,0.0,0.10618923635600856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025953485952035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927568529347478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890526840328882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570754163685894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479063475792816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7289168325802982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568777451356666,0.10193405751695143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126025734470798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300810377074093,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Martelini,2019/03/13,"Vyvanse, should I really take it? Do I need it? I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 7 or 9, can't really remember, I'm 19 now. I've been on Ritalin as a child and last year my doctor told me to take Vyvanse. I did for a day, the side effects were a bit scary and my mother started to freak out and make me anxious which only made things worse. I know the major side effects go away after a week or so but I'm worried about the withdrawal symptoms in the future in case I want to stop taking it. I'm unable to decide which career I want to pursue, I'm having ED problems (maybe related to anxiety or even porn), I have no energy to get out and stuff. I'm really desperate, should I take the medication to help with these things? Will it help? 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I was diagnosed last year. My doctor doesn’t want to put me on ADHD medication and is trying everything else first. Meanwhile, my life is sort of just falling apart slowly. I’ve missed 40% of my appointments because I can’t get my shit together. I missed an appointment today and she called and I legit didn’t even know why she was calling. When she asked to reschedule I couldn’t remember what week it was. My life is so unstructured that I literally don’t knov I didn’t ask for this diagnosis - I went to her because of postpartum anxiety. But now that she’s diagnosed me, I see it everywhere and I can see how all of the symptoms she is trying to treat with antidepressants and anti seizure meds and shit are potentially just treating symptoms of a bigger problem that I’ve lived with for almost 40 years. My husband has suggested that I switch doctors, but I think she really is a great doctor. I went ahead and got on the waitlist for a clinical evaluation but the waitlist is two months and my insurance may not cover it and I don’t have $1500 to spend. I figure if I decide to switch doctors that having a formal a valuation won’t hurt. But I honestly love my doctor and I’m not sure if I should switch. I know these are deeply personal questions, but if anybody has experience with this I would love to hear about it. For the record, I have a history of drug abuse, which may play into her decision, but at this point I’m feeling like probably a lot of these issues are caused by me just trying to feel something. 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Background: On my initial prescription after being diagnosed, given 30 once a day Adderal XR, at appointment doctor said see you in a month, a different person scheduled me 40 days out. I'm weighing my options, right now I'm considering riding out the last ten days without medication, interweaving the 10 days into the initial month so I don't go longer than one day without, or calling doctor and seeing if I could reschedule or pick up a holdover prescription for the other ten days. I haven't had any experience with prescriptions, controlled or not so I'm not sure what the process actually normally is. ​ Additional information: I've delayed medication once, by six hours, in order to make a long late drive as I've noticed I tend to crash after 10 hours of taking the medication, I was in a huge mindfog during that period. I'm in the US, specifically Indiana if that effects my options I expect my dosage to change after the appointment",5.889773013871378,7.416070032786888,7.116393442622954,69.1141361916772,67.25136612021858,10.002353930222784,34.841950399327445,10.214889679676881,3.981557713324927,788,38,129,20,13,267,115,183,0.040999999999999995,0.945,0.013999999999999999,-0.5462,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,14,0,8,8,0,4,1,29,20,10,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,7,1,2,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,4,3,15,1,25,14,0,38,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,8,20,83,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.11348976789132788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908641623849001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375058857617554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302753397331495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304377467132512,0.0928542410861375,0.0,0.0,0.4500143283209574,0.0,0.0,0.1180397058413173,0.0,0.12150633184399695,0.0,0.3571068365886041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376145518852168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609465648994918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905959369247395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479813822214543,0.13118885826647064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291979470079207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762961018017113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514730582605652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856554109278932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394704245152205,0.0,0.132405689241483,0.0,0.2477064855409539,0.07880632357611246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015466558396547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993175905904904,0.11062573372329523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534840133969366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960919514121742,0.0,0.08744138837122138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398917999810037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242136433583477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blaziebee,2019/03/13,"German ADHD assessment for adults I am going to try and get a proper diagnosis this spring. Before that I would love to hear how this went for other people, especially in Germany. I would like to have the possibility for taking medication so I can finish up college finally being able to focus on what I’m doing (I’m gonna finish over 2 years later than needed bc everything takes me so long). I’m a little afraid it’s going to turn out as a no. Because then the hunt for what’s wrong with me would begin again. I do have the same problem with executive dysfunction as most of us here, but I do not suffer from the same forgetfulness. I figured it’s because I’m so anxious to forget stuff that I remember the important stuff. But I forget small stuff a lot. I never forget my keys (I have a system) or purse or phone. I don’t forget important deadlines (most of the time). My problem is more the not being able to read and focus. I also have this phenomenon that coffee calms me down sometimes. Sugar generally helps. And I get overwhelmed in big crowds, i have to focus on everything at once. I get all the small details all the time and can’t seem to blend them out. But it’s all so mild. I can work with it, even if it’s exhausting. I need 4 hours of time for myself after working for four hours. But it works. I don’t know exactly where this is going. I just want be able to focus on doing stuff. Not having my room to be such a mess all the time, because I have to have everything on display to not forget it, to establish some kind of a routine.",2.6398148148148124,4.444170863057328,4.6162561924982315,82.6799705119132,76.03821656050955,7.199622552488794,23.09459778249587,8.045849151850463,1.2896014626091057,1217,36,240,20,27,417,159,314,0.113,0.816,0.071,-0.9182,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,1,3,12,12,0,2,17,0,27,4,0,1,6,53,50,20,0,9,12,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,21,9,1,0,4,1,0,4,9,8,0,1,1,2,30,4,44,41,11,41,0,2,0,1,8,18,0,8,19,181,51,5,0.3006262100491328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204314279841974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013689052101113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113207349168965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832589473343511,0.0,0.08527025419506505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618692548804649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27018345310223474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977377287192268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706478686142852,0.0,0.17085280310465145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129425291909364,0.0,0.06716780388913215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737084023992635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104351978719526,0.05507210099613384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048956927004530776,0.10043547993612377,0.0,0.08868157857945018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519388442958895,0.09044229726674044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009497597143772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860701702037066,0.07728715540262354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671903410807364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947212055938144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297029397077085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177245504034696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023585459034748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351696413613893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122627029930262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910900291029301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588601150875456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068899770898994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337300808687866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803515433355377,0.10899832984803168,0.0,0.0,0.12053877185338599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910570921450094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289450285355423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885946135664985,0.0,0.0,0.2135562342315632,0.10956252253188116,0.0,0.06453114095139267 adhd,UnderaLogFrog,2019/03/13,"What are some random ways ADHD affects you? for example, my ADHD makes speaking difficult as my mouth can't go as fast as my thoughts. This always ends in me stuttering or mix up the word order. Giving the world such things as ""You can be abused for arresting an animal""",3.1534615384615385,5.552113576923084,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,76.69230769230771,8.006153846153849,23.861538461538462,8.841846274778883,2.017918461538462,214,7,39,5,5,70,43,52,0.141,0.8170000000000001,0.042,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,0,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,8,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.3413439952678757,0.0,0.0,0.6924654270260744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397170864035953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516555993500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27636578525776245,0.1637303225035086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923048213822534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913966923349976,0.0,0.0,0.22871426445714546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867541642978176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allinthejourney,2019/03/13,"My husband who has ADHD has asked for a divorce. Hey peeps who have ADHD! Like the title say, my husband of almost 7 years asked for a divorce about a month ago. You can check my recent post history for the full backstory, but in short - we met and got married quickly. He was in the military, we were in love (I thought). After our wedding, I moved an hour north near his military base and continued commuting for work as I needed a job. That lasted about 5 months before he got out of the military and we moved back to Nashville. He pursued his undergraduate degree over the next four years using the GI Bill and I continued working. I also completed my masters during this time while working. He applied to a grad program that required we move states. So in May 2017 we moved. I started a new job, again commuting 30 minutes each way, and he was buried in school work. We had some difficulties throughout our marriage as he’s been diagnosed with ADHD since childhood but was not taking any medications throughout our marriage. The spring of 2018 he has thoughts of ending his life but didn’t tell me until 2 weeks ago. He said I was too stressed about our upcoming move - again for his grad program changing locations. He asked me to read Driven to Distraction during this time and I didn’t. I was working a very emotionally draining job in palliative care that involved a lot of death. He’s said he felt he couldn’t talk to me about his problems because they were small in comparison to what I was doing every day. We had to move again in May 2018 as his program location changed. I started a new job again. I got very depressed during this last move as changing jobs, coworkers, processes, etc is very difficult. My husband’s program continued to be demanding. We struggled with emotional and physical intimacy, especially since his grad program started. He wanted to spend more time with his classmates - who are early/mid 20s - and didn’t place a lot of emphasis on spending time with me. I’ve always known he has ADHD and needed more time for schoolwork so I basically took on the role of managing all household tasks so he’d have less stress. I did the cleaning, shopping, bill paying, planning for moves/trips, etc. It’s a ton of emotional work, but I did it to ensure he had enough time to study and less homelife stress. I’d ask for help with dishes, laundry, etc and things wouldn’t get done. I’d wait a day or two for laundry to be done and get nowhere. I don’t like to nag, so I’d do it myself. He’s said recently that he feels like waiting “10 days” is acceptable for those tasks. I feel like he’s being hyperbolic as a lot of our conversations have ended with him angry. He started seeing a psychiatrist in January. He started on two different medications. Since then, he’s decided he no longer felt married, kissed a classmate, and has asked for a divorce. He said he’s been.m very depressed and anxious since last spring and has had doubts about our marriage since then. He mentioned in passing this fall he was unhappy - he was in the shower and I was getting ready for work. We talked briefly, but neither of us brought it up again. He’s said one of the reasons for wanting a divorce is he feels he needs to be independent. He said I “stole his independence” and that’s he’s always felt he can’t talk to me. He’s said he was essentially in crisis and unhealthy when he proposed to me and now that he’s focusing in himself, I essentially no longer fit his life. He’s said he wants to and is excited to date other people and see what that’s like as a healthy person. We are still legally married. He’s continued to say he’s made his decision about a divorce, but then will say he’s still considering things. He knows I don’t want to divorce, I’ve stated this explicitly. He continues to say he’s considering things, to ask again in a few weeks, that he’s makes a pro/con list about us, etc. Yesterday morning he came to walk our dogs, it was raising, so he laid in our bed and cuddled me - saying he just needed a moment to not be in chaos. He tells me he loves me and misses me. Last night he said nothing will change his mind about ending this marriage but there’s a chance we could get back together in the future. He said he’s struggling with his identity and needs a full reset on who he is. I’ve started the Driven to Distraction book. I’m learning a lot about ADHD and how it effects him. That’s one of the things in his “pro” column I guess. Last night he said he just wants to feel understood and listened to and that I can’t do that by asking questions about his decision to divorce. After the initial conversation i asked what he thought the next steps would look like as I live 1800 miles from any family. He thought I’d take my 13 year old car, our two dogs, and just leave. I’m in a profession that requires a license from the state to work and moving home will take at least 2 months. I guess I don’t know the point of this post. Maybe help me to understand his perspective as he feels he can’t communicate well with me. He’s someone I love even if the person is he right now isn’t someone I know. 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I'n my experience when I take my meds in the morning or a bit before sleeping I sleep like a baby and feel so well rested when I wake up. Have you experienced the same? It feels like I may put the alarm 1-2 before I should go up just to sleep and wake up with meds.,0.3192165898617532,2.481374516129037,2.5191244239631345,92.77725806451612,86.09677419354837,4.833179723502305,18.534562211981566,6.1826913282559595,-0.2045695852534561,228,6,51,2,7,77,44,62,0.038,0.785,0.17600000000000002,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,3,6,6,0,0,10,7,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,4,7,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009386702437109,0.0,0.0,0.1563917954811732,0.19305259898087546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297370466064496,0.0,0.0,0.17882115707530782,0.1263274119033875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049658359585384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278044554972813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928366094680582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776302534919705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7078309557202309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329541790949813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899143735361165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pannunzio,2019/03/13,"Does any medication without amphetamines work? I live in Argentina. I'm certain i have ADHD and i already went to a psychistrist but here only a neurologist can diagnose you. The thing is, Adderall is illegal and i think i can only get my hands on Ritalin. Currently it's my first day on armodafinil and from what i've read that won't probably help. Is there another effective medication for ADHD that doesn't have amphetamines?",3.7067369901547127,6.72960901265823,5.757383966244728,69.41922644163154,79.12658227848101,10.093389592123767,32.828410689170184,9.994966539143718,4.57821406469761,348,19,56,13,9,120,57,79,0.106,0.82,0.07400000000000001,-0.5341,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,5,1,1,1,8,13,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,8,1,7,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836221907574458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220363602065594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136827309891331,0.2109825436974732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297615378327209,0.0,0.0,0.20422034754902746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607715147951875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114613388867597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512208424911387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486446606566432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776690130831002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053887325483763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060531980629478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169346224402953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012609349603889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133672648536856,0.12892499162852594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652042797854526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939558720750725,0.0,0.14648071789475944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,be_nice_to__me_plz,2019/03/13,"I'm not sure if my Adderall Dosage is correct anymore? So a little background info: I'm 23m and I was diagnosed with ADHD about 2 months ago. I didn't even really consider that I might have had ADHD until I got a promotion at my office job. This promotion came with much more sitting at a desk computer work and I was really really struggling to get things done. I found myself avoiding the work even if I had nothing else to do. It was really frustrating so I brought it up to my doctor and he recommended I see a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with ADHD and prescribed 10mg of Adderall XR daily. This seemed to be working out great for the first week or two. I was able to focus on work and get a reasonable amount done in a day and I felt much much better and much less stressed. However, now I'm about 2 months into using Adderall XR daily (the 10mg dose) and I'm not sure it's helping that much anymore. I'm feeling myself falling back into the same habits of being distracted at work and it's scaring me a little bit. So really my question is, is it possible that the initial dosage seemed right because I had never felt anything different but now that I'm used to it I need to bump it up a bit? I'm scared that I'll just have to keep going up in dosage until I'm at like the highest dose and still I won't feel right. Has anyone else experienced this? Should I ask for a higher dose? Please let me know what I should do",2.3108869701726853,4.162061642857147,4.192108843537415,85.14748822605965,77.12925170068027,7.244165358451077,24.572998430141286,8.139509932561175,1.5165645211930925,1129,39,228,20,26,383,148,294,0.081,0.87,0.05,-0.6544,3,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,9,12,12,1,6,15,0,25,6,0,3,4,48,53,19,0,5,7,0,4,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,18,17,0,2,11,0,0,4,5,7,0,2,16,6,25,5,32,30,11,35,0,0,1,0,5,17,0,7,14,152,43,11,0.08677372336462019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128554583826568,0.0,0.07691967013586433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211243356535633,0.0606742049661047,0.08890993403125938,0.07140738072868588,0.0,0.08112171775430063,0.0,0.0,0.06672363704510549,0.0,0.05289645635849094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674430672417375,0.18946886343370564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924602274545548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596187295915466,0.0,0.0,0.17614700528512447,0.0,0.09066007207046496,0.0,0.08881658278117713,0.0,0.17759929239053535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449766226203106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462645179971145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775080358362622,0.0,0.16663276473402908,0.0,0.0,0.07380968476556883,0.0,0.0951429088181288,0.0,0.0,0.09067137800931704,0.0,0.04931550668935332,0.0,0.06940087350517407,0.09566833634764788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816259765971885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610953103421938,0.07712847233822785,0.0,0.0,0.04768856903228017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873201123995257,0.0,0.042393258125884216,0.1739401341728462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205320775206577,0.0,0.0,0.13852391624005847,0.0,0.3189433549278583,0.0643416163690095,0.06692524488915579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326172786861395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525149059428087,0.0,0.0978243351020927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720642926789318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27794734577775376,0.08921783976204774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820857125963255,0.0,0.0,0.17375126977283695,0.0,0.06914742288976555,0.1579910775160422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929760756917369,0.0,0.09939900693636446,0.0907147362559516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163566414692641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764860605441247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476531901208657,0.0,0.0,0.14988927257819953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960464677279182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158615203975044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jason2275,2019/03/13,"What are some of your funniest ADHD moments? I'll start off with a couple of mine, yesterday I spent 10 minutes looking for my keys and they were in my hand, my friend actually counted (just for a joke) how many times I changed the topic to the story I was trying to tell, the result was 9 btw 😂 ",2.429016393442623,3.9439391147541016,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,75.88524590163935,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.244348196721312,230,8,48,3,5,78,49,61,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,2,0,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,9,2,9,3,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.32285708682583536,0.0,0.3976115101167844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499902410235356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660738038052291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255610098975482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778265535458355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33542499718790936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417386042736504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891731947979068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291843493326102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462210162568544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itchyjerry,2019/03/13,"School system ruined me I originally posted this on r/depression cause obviously not many people on this subreddit either don’t want to or can’t sit there and read a big post but for those brave few here ya go.. I just need to vent so bare with me being all over the place TL:DR will be at the end for those not wanting to read it (I get it lmao) So to start I have ADHD not like I can’t sit down for 2 seconds ADHD maybe like cant sit down for 7 seconds ADHD anyway you get the point I have a VERY hard time paying attention in school, staying in my seat and not talking to people I know so after me barley passing all of Elementary school in 7th grade I got put in a IEP (Individualized Education Program) I barley passed middle school too at that point only reason I did was cause of me being in an IEP so then comes high school for my freshman year I did actually good for the first time in my life I got my first A in a class and passed doing really well in all m others (expect history fuck history) I was then told I needed to be “reevaluated” and they talked to my parents about it and they said it’s fine as long as they can be in the room which they agreed to (I had found this out later) in the week or maybe next week I can’t remember then maybe 2 days later I’m pulled out of class by a lady to be reevaluated and I don’t really know what’s going on I’m just told I needed to take a test and there’d be a time limit blah blah blah so I do it I don’t really remember what the questions where as that was almost 4 years ago The school never really diagnosed me with ADHD at any point it’s just something I’ve had to figure out later on, apparently I did well on the test cause I got put in “normal” classes so I went back to regular classes.. I remember me sitting in my algebra class and looking at that first test I knew I was fucked so I sit there for a bit just starting at the test not knowing what to do so I get up and ask if I could talk to my old IEP teacher and he asks if I’m ok then says I can go down there I take the test with me and I go to her class and ask her why she put me in those classes and if I could come back and she basically said I’m no longer in the IEP... so enough with the long boring background now onto why my life is shit I then failed EVERY class it was impossible for me to stay in my seat and impossible for me to pay attention I really wanted to do the work I just didn’t know why I couldn’t I didn’t know I had adhd at that point so I thought it was just me what followed that was bullying, from everyone. Not a day went by where someone wouldn’t call me stupid, retarded, autistic anything like that people would say. Multiple people. Multiple times through out the day. Everyday. My own friends, bully’s, people who I don’t even know or have ever talked to and A teacher the teacher would make a comment literally calling me retarded and that would make the whole class go off and joke at my expense I was the stupid kid who never went to class in that school it was just a thing that I was stupid this absolutely destroyed my self esteem I still feel hurt and fucked up by it I didn’t know why I couldn’t do the work but I wanted to I really wanted to the other students would say I’m just stupid and the teachers would say I don’t want to do any of the work and probably don’t want to be at school later on in my sophomore year after constantly failing I realized I actually might have ADHD (keep in mind I’ve always been asking to get back in IEP ever since they took me out and until I left that school) I told my old IEP teacher when she came into my class cause someone in there was in the IEP and all she told me was “well you just need to try to focus” and with that godly advice I focused on all my school work from that point. Got straight A’s now I have a 7 figure a year job... yea no I failed every class alll the way up to senior year with the same shit going on me being constantly bullied by everyone who exists and me not being able to stay in my seat me repeatedly asking them to put me back in IEP and them telling me it’s just cause I don’t want to do the work... So there I was, a senior with undiagnosed ADHD and the credits of a freshman started doing drugs blah blah y’all know how that usually goes anyway my parents saw that the school has been just sweeping me under the rug this whole time and they where pissed they took me out of that school and I went to online school obviously a 17 year old with undiagnosed ADHD left home alone to do their online school work moooost likely isn’t going to do it so I got kicked out.. I am now 19 years old basically a drop out, no friends cause obviously they where not real friends in the first place. I want to die. I feel stupid. I feel retarded. I feel autistic and I feel worthless looking back those 4 years of my life where so pointless yet so painful and I’m not fully sure why I know it’s a bold statement saying the school system ruined my life considering I’m only 19, but they didn’t give me much to start off with in the first place I don’t know what to do now. Sorry reading that probably gave you a migraine, would of been great if I learned how to properly form sentences in school huh? ;P TL:DR My school kept me out of my IEP even though I very obviously needed it for my ADHD and failed every class cause of it as a result was bullied everyday for looking stupid and now my life just like my self esteem is fucked",2.4704449209327244,3.81623311498258,4.069721254355404,88.35407799517559,75.42857142857143,7.067059769498794,22.632806218172068,7.689870683861361,0.819396837309033,4288,115,945,58,91,1434,350,1148,0.159,0.785,0.055999999999999994,-0.9992,5,1,2,0,0,1,52.0,0,5,12,16,64,44,14,0,56,3,85,16,3,14,14,179,181,71,1,31,32,2,6,10,3,9,9,7,4,3,52,55,0,3,30,4,4,25,34,24,3,7,51,17,142,20,146,107,15,196,0,8,4,4,62,83,7,10,79,627,194,58,0.029930502126543964,0.0,0.058415705097338136,0.0,0.32373582460243605,0.029247740275444776,0.02653158423202144,0.0,0.029971074427659162,0.030998973635946125,0.0,0.0,0.024904575451819046,0.0,0.0,0.04070753561340209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024630253006087788,0.0,0.13990489583762378,0.0,0.0,0.11507354317836807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03267635639009908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061124778203907784,0.03423252085602018,0.0,0.21522809294153836,0.0,0.051564954708481735,0.0,0.06468847958622563,0.0,0.04779414096184281,0.0,0.0,0.05790809334887735,0.0,0.025779097623997927,0.030378829626321893,0.031063135790482997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03470988016126626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02650954104042398,0.03092620962426136,0.0,0.039537628746587665,0.0541477054540884,0.07565321680075472,0.05719975485080583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756688059307285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729434909417098,0.0,0.032817250710111295,0.06937269509144156,0.11068106768921608,0.06254980810080198,0.028712064936685863,0.1190713587504498,0.025104285140689964,0.1196907837700064,0.032998484258469414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02681185095563269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03162321879529058,0.03002273401690029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03204122156383435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029701405008353443,0.026603605513574703,0.0,0.0,0.16449021218495544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650391562719146,0.0,0.1057039940104242,0.07311265745485153,0.0,0.0,0.05297510504803369,0.07540225079013811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995768516725209,0.030344831378247526,0.09020763695708564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03175153287823259,0.030221274920754226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0220023629107231,0.11096544039408487,0.0461684967938363,0.0,0.03183142856572292,0.0,0.029325537236694843,0.0,0.0,0.1256281085176874,0.0,0.0,0.04552699117463392,0.031848164519947535,0.0,0.06646856115081358,0.0,0.0,0.10375020786435664,0.0,0.09381301301877898,0.0,0.14146999451415135,0.0,0.057330294964537926,0.0,0.06454028713845054,0.0,0.0,0.12035368598934032,0.033529012298931404,0.0,0.0898158052364703,0.034067464040829866,0.1150454764594354,0.03077354110417705,0.0,0.0,0.10171627292005606,0.0,0.05694152307672905,0.11900968306709278,0.0,0.5149515231102479,0.0,0.0,0.06244808263589849,0.0,0.06144646064004908,0.024758820652351955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072003464734028,0.023041962809045517,0.0,0.03350474668436509,0.0847398538264673,0.09570579866060827,0.02390253766106376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028209144041324682,0.0,0.045008025404424105,0.09622801544818352,0.02616057809888208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01988449566527875,0.0,0.029406566373869788,0.02376147541894553,0.08726358242354985,0.0,0.0,0.11439950970161165,0.06650777829717147,0.020320846254164315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03296421954289825,0.04939159766031746,0.1588840706412536,0.023757439437851538,0.04801688685171256,0.0,0.0807333477616956,0.11098350132870204,0.13503811388703024,0.06683267348886811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073857211210327,0.0,0.0,0.12757061977583134,0.0,0.0,0.15419409647548435 adhd,Wanderingthrough14,2019/03/13,You guys are amazing! I just wanted to remind this community how awesome each of you are individually. There are good days and bad days but having ADHD allows you to have driving passion that most people can’t obtain. This is probably the most diverse community of interests and personalities and each of you should be proud of that! ,7.343500000000002,8.784037683333334,8.156666666666666,63.30000000000001,63.83333333333334,10.0,33.33333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.656833333333333,271,11,42,6,4,91,43,60,0.032,0.7140000000000001,0.254,0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,0,13,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,6,8,4,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41860622099257855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290827974855297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492679452716327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921495930125357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448860178615639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24147734805170176,0.3041346989228477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755418350839425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054448576049022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wew_lad_1500,2019/03/13,"Concerta Guilt? :/ Hello everyone, &#x200B; I have been taking Concerta for almost 8 months now (36 mg), until I decided to stop a couple of weeks ago, to experiment with more natural ways of coping - aaaandddd it didn't work. &#x200B; I have worries about taking this medication for the long term - could this have any adverse, long term health impacts for taking this medication for years to come? &#x200B; Anyone else on the same boat? What are your thoughts? Thanks very much",5.085448460508701,8.335785951807232,4.7825702811244994,77.19974564926375,75.02409638554218,7.544310575635875,28.49933065595717,8.515128840125781,2.7077989290495315,386,16,59,8,9,118,62,83,0.145,0.792,0.064,-0.7405,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,7,3,0,0,0,8,13,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,13,9,5,14,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845923863858416,0.0,0.12251963113763095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977107904673414,0.4460196847052865,0.08320476231031029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555260395684966,0.12536590101601294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539694273825308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768953287475236,0.13538212421416493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022108784529276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691427483520818,0.0,0.11968546925292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005634071148325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165584802649755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465171109609213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766161543656053,0.0,0.08994410242064288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022932340729209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759844337959819,0.0,0.0,0.11264691675822774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713522985777287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009546778385717,0.0,0.0971187310526964,0.0981448175915238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890750050202461,0.12425619713946727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460196847052865,0.07879181921462121 adhd,noclue13,2019/03/13,"indesciveness on interests today is my 18th birthday and after having a conversation with my best friend about her not wanting to waste any time on for example by reading certain books that don't appeal to her i have been kind of second quessing my approach to all of it. i have never been ''myself'' you could say because of all the constant negative reactions of other people and just a bunch of self hate that it generated since i was quite young whenever i was ''myself'' (i am kind of weird, annoying and what not.. also have adhd) and now i kind of you could say am in the journey of finding what i like or what i don't like to do but i always am very indescivisive about that. like for example; i want to grow as a person, learn more about other people and become more cognitively empathatic where i can see other people's perspectives of their personal life experiences by reading about it (which seems to work) but i am not sure wether it is something i want to truly do or something else i want to spend my time on doing like learning to play the guitar. i am not 100% sure what my point is or what i am asking but i am just confused, i want to stop wasting time and understand who i am and what i like instead of constantly trying to fight against what i truly might want to do. i have this constant thing where i see someone on youtube or someone who owns a blog who made her own pictures and it all looks really proffesional and i am not sure wether i want to do it myself because i would like to see myself being able to accomplish it or wether i want to be seen as her if that makes sense? i think i am kind of having an identity crisis and would just like some help. also something that i don't completely understand but also don't hate is that i seem to change goals every month and not really stick to anything. (but i think i have kind of developed the habit (subconsciously) to finish something that i start otherwise i'll feel like a failure and dissapointed with myself and my day);like when i start a book or something. &#x200B; also a lot of self doubt in the intelligence department and not thinking that i am able to learn anything in a new interest because i am so stupid. i am aware since a while now that i have a very low self esteem but i must think that even people with low self esteems just do what they want without really caring about what other people think. (if that makes sense) &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",8.203099196200219,6.844830787815128,8.098951406649615,73.85832480818415,62.55042016806723,11.051370113262696,35.19145049324077,9.971965246562196,3.2994516989404463,1949,69,365,33,23,630,195,476,0.12300000000000001,0.738,0.139,-0.3083,0,0,5,0,1,0,44.0,0,2,2,5,21,33,5,2,16,0,48,1,0,3,9,88,81,37,0,16,26,0,1,8,1,4,1,2,0,6,37,17,0,1,14,7,1,4,14,10,0,1,6,8,59,23,57,67,11,36,0,2,5,0,24,12,0,15,28,283,96,10,0.11410987668736736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856894843424166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250725432024947,0.04747427927776054,0.24727600743231926,0.27731198024711823,0.03879931457090706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093902705722093,0.0,0.05333866550081038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434048254855352,0.06301269682175056,0.0,0.0,0.05987563778172925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058171312153695365,0.0,0.060356559552770285,0.0,0.05982101733772451,0.18496835763401112,0.0,0.09110745132968937,0.0,0.0,0.0367957151943932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766207985636507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03768424867806403,0.0,0.04807124631386644,0.0,0.0,0.05581067768443712,0.0,0.0,0.028848691135649786,0.04076005935284335,0.0,0.0,0.05214718000876747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440805038334361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265987898803614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824272250528735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706969217242685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029959026712958,0.222993287347757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047911778555284106,0.0,0.0,0.048506068275896805,0.0,0.05398676219148959,0.07616922876653172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605262732655059,0.0,0.0,0.04554070745006535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400428577602765,0.05510401498415394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977735518040488,0.09963634290028424,0.0,0.0,0.05393535852061688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068494995968631,0.11414075644057865,0.0,0.10965256343446993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074475397688034,0.0,0.0,0.13639619679644008,0.10388134606893262,0.2380829756486189,0.0,0.0,0.0943928691747194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668492821666023,0.21961839494527494,0.0,0.0,0.0807675580396307,0.0,0.0,0.04770048320634263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132081251438546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037904765826550633,0.1827925035659735,0.0,0.0,0.09980758011558613,0.0,0.05408141029097759,0.0,0.0,0.038736557950847024,0.0,0.0,0.11879240593249266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415259882012672,0.3028723278982605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549989245530883,0.0,0.041536674635237775,0.0,0.0,0.08106038242640085,0.0,0.27731198024711823,0.0 adhd,lrt7295,2019/03/13,"Exhausted I work a job I like and am interested in, but the brain fog is getting to be too much. I am now up to 300mg of caffeine in a morning to function. Not to wake up, because I do that fine and am not tired. Just to try and focus on what I am doing. The effects are wearing off and if anything it just makes me tired. I have ASD, and am getting assessed for ADHD I think. I am not sure yet - . A friend of mine just got pills for theirs, and their life is totally different now. I am glad for them, but my complaining must be frustrating to hear. My partner seems to think this is normal. They dont see how incredibly easy it is for them to function. 8-10 hours work doesnt phase them at all. The thing is I am not complaining because I want to. I hate complaining. I am complaining because in this fugue state, the only thing I can think about how annoying this fugue state is. I have no context for what is normal at all, no idea what the average person does, no idea whether any of this is normal. I cant even see into other people's heads, just intuit by their actions, and I feel lazy, all the time. I am tired of this. 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The school I go to is great. My marks are not great or bad but it’s generally just flukes. When I take my medication I feel so motivated and honestly love doing work in class (except for maths) The come down for the meds is fucking horrible though, I feel empty and worthless coming down them. Whenever I try to do work at home I cannot concentrate at all just do stupid things like watching YouTube or being on my phone. Even if I took these things away I would probably just stare at wall for an hour. I feel like I can succeed at things I genuinely like. And I’m confident for my future. I just need help and stuff from people who have gone through this shit before. I just come home from school and sit on my bed for hours on my phone for laptop. I honestly feel quite depressed. I was diagnosed with ADD by my year 4 teacher. My outlet is hanging out with my mates on the weekend. Doing things that most teenagers do. Or playing sport. These just take my mind off of all my worries and just live in them moment. 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Newly diagnosed... Never studied before until a few months ago... Not doing too well... Give me all the strategies you beautiful people have on coping with ADHD in a studying environment,4.6733333333333364,8.182473000000002,5.9013333333333335,65.57700000000003,82.8888888888889,6.213333333333335,29.42222222222221,7.554174236665415,3.0977288888888896,172,8,19,3,5,57,31,36,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7009484714720621,0.0,0.2585062387272937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481497369104843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959912576256824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797514030058722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327707366512474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491767452513006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021747044401525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220414490678423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mxltifandoms,2019/03/13,"Washing clothes takes me the entire day... It takes me the whole day to wash one pile of clothes. I put it in the wash and then forget about it for 5/6 hours, then I finally remember put in the dryer again and forget until I suddenly remember at 1am when I’m about to get into bed. Then I just leave all the clothes in a pile in the corner of my room and the clean piles build up on the floor until its not even clean anymore! Anyone have any tips for this? 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Did you take an EEG Test for diagnosing it? Thanks for replaying!",5.223181818181821,6.9916464696969705,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,69.15151515151516,9.522424242424243,28.35151515151515,9.888512548439397,2.9217369696969686,281,10,49,7,5,93,43,66,0.092,0.851,0.057,0.2505,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,9,13,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,6,1,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,34,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868759277608715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236378749521775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6167829335427341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209677389120333,0.0,0.0,0.1058293297435005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620058741339815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622689243371166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846596140637493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382272868798125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268110981485292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30460008151919976,0.0,0.0,0.18649019197659314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oxexe,2019/03/13,"Looking for opinions on whether this seems like ADHD or not before I go to DR- F/26 I'm not looking for a diagnosis or anything because I know only a dr could know that but I'm looking for some insight on whether this sounds like ADHD before I go and speak to a dr just so I don't look like an idiot **Female/26** Background: Always been socially anxious and shy girl. I'm not dumb but I always struggled in throughout school, difficulty concentrating and applying my self, very average-low grades depending on the class. Always struggled with studying and retaining information. I was always well behaved, polite, quiet kid but in classes with my friends I'd get in trouble a lot for talking. Dropped out of secondary school quite impulsively, left with really shit grades. High anxiety my whole adolescence/early 20's. I've attempted 7 college courses (college not uni) and dropped out all of them except for one but every single time I attempt to get back into education I always drop out, I either feel anxious or bored or I just cant motivate myself. I didn't get my first job until my mid 20's, I have a part time job now working in retail and I really struggle with it, every day I tell myself I'm going to quit. It's not a slow job, it's always busy and loads to do but I find it so hard to focus, when customers or my co workers talk to me I just can't focus on what they're saying and when I'm working I just feel so mind numbingly bored. &#x200B; I find it extremely hard to make decisions and change my career path like once a week and each one I'm like YES THIS IS DEFINITELY WHAT I WANT TO DO and then a week later I completely change my mind to something else and I can't stick with anything long enough to actually follow through with any goals. I'm a huge procrastinator and can't seem to make myself do anything. I overthink constantly and my mind never shuts up, I fidget a lot and always feel adrenaline in my body. Find it difficult to make eye contact with people as well. &#x200B; I just can't seem to apply myself or get the ball rolling and I always put it down to social anxiety/depression but I don't feel that I'm depressed right now so I don't think it's that. I'm just panicking because I'm into my late 20's now and I still can't get anywhere. &#x200B; Any opinions would be really appreciated <3",3.331810344827588,5.320037525862071,4.777534482758623,81.47091379310346,74.60344827586206,7.398620689655173,28.194827586206888,8.238735603445708,2.0918044827586204,1868,77,349,32,40,623,218,464,0.14,0.76,0.10099999999999999,-0.9467,3,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,10,19,20,3,3,13,1,20,7,3,5,2,92,57,40,0,3,27,0,6,5,1,1,4,4,0,3,16,30,0,1,17,1,1,5,16,12,2,3,3,15,45,8,49,51,10,51,0,1,5,0,14,22,2,15,26,213,61,18,0.0,0.0,0.06073643770900525,0.0,0.14959874013618285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143037063277848,0.2023082970999779,0.2268821592186729,0.08464952008884237,0.0,0.047612783638380514,0.14062506019654894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536525656895091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047858068822837545,0.0,0.07588082307856094,0.0,0.10592187448236214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913367100089715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168154790514378,0.0,0.06525657044289271,0.06725841628261169,0.0,0.0496929012591283,0.0,0.0,0.0401391064117746,0.0,0.1072129869476256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051992828106590235,0.0,0.0,0.06430968525637741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487834580440107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587994849038414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065638184128798,0.05294059391448678,0.0,0.0,0.04808581718570692,0.0,0.16258694973784132,0.0,0.10611583919998432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150811671049213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575908500352694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528827466728606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841002438960782,0.0,0.0702084784052666,0.0,0.06762302461252671,0.0,0.0,0.15203453789856847,0.0,0.0,0.05507969410822916,0.2090608613147402,0.0,0.0,0.10582700870778028,0.0,0.0,0.12463535887033758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885314141447984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048002673681071834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628266939263155,0.08434972512305247,0.04733568239823549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739894029736454,0.0,0.04314879381666137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256754189614189,0.0,0.13239800618938535,0.0,0.0,0.11961599030668428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315189876926997,0.0,0.04949507458878424,0.0,0.12597869640959694,0.0,0.16998056901587147,0.06492901309231809,0.0,0.06388759876961997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688996223960547,0.0,0.047914742671096515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970427001845788,0.0,0.0,0.1951976368456081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005095130480783,0.054399765251030775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039880337768389416,0.0,0.0,0.07258430422847492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135382153900968,0.03671026650329658,0.0,0.0998489927456952,0.0,0.11192095092000914,0.0,0.0,0.06948779448128052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062169300783786,0.0,0.0,0.04421291037289354,0.0,0.2268821592186729,0.0 adhd,madindehead,2019/03/13,"Just diagnosed and first day on medication. Thank you to this sub for all the info! Hi guys, &#x200B; Just wanted to say a massive thanks to this sub for all the information on here. Reading all your posts made me decide to go and see a psychiatrist and get a diagnosis. I saw someone yesterday and they agreed, I do definitely struggle with ADHD - such a massive relief to hear that after feeling different for as long as I can remember now. I'm a 30 year old who never really struggled in school - but a LOT of my reports have comments on ""must not allow himself to get distracted"" etc. I struggled a lot in university, but still managed to come out with a 2:1 degree in electronic engineering. I put that down to my friends at uni! Present day, in a job I get bored with (when there's no work) and looking for something new now. &#x200B; Had a long chat with the psychiatrist yesterday and she said ""yes, you definitely struggle with ADHD"". She prescribed me Concerta XL (I'm UK based so only really 2 options for medication the other being Vyvanse or Elvanse as I think it's called here). Starting on 18mg for a few days and then she said to increase to 36mg if I feel the 18mg doesn't do anything and to go to 54mg if I feel like 36mg isn't enough. &#x200B; Not sure what to expect, this is a whole new adventure. The psychiatrist dd write down what benefits I should be looking for when medicated and what side effects are the ones that point to it not working for me, so that helps. That leaflet about side effects is terrifying! &#x200B; Took my first tablet about 15 mins ago. We'll see what happens! &#x200B; TL:DR - 30 year old. Received a diagnosis yesterday. Started medication today. This sub made me make that leap. 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Recently prescribed Vyvanse as a change from ir generic amp salts. Found out with insurance i have to pay $290 ($230 with coupon). I don’t understand how it can be so expensive as my insurance only considers it a tier 2 medication, and it has no generic as an alternative. My plan says I have not met my pharmacy deductible of $500, but also says that neither tier 1, 2, 3, or 4 medications count towards the deductible. This doesn’t make sense to me at all. How am i supposed to reach the deductible if nothing contributes to it? In my EOC it says this: “Blue Shield negotiates contracted rates with Participating Pharmacies for Drug. If the Member’s Plan has a Calendar Year Pharmacy Deductible, the Member is responsible for paying the contracted rate for Drugs until the Calendar Year Pharmacy Deductible is met.” But it also says that I pay a coinsurance of 100% after my deductible is met. Doesn’t this mean once my (impossible to reach) deductible is met I’d still have to pay all of the prescriptions cost??",6.828642611683848,7.555427036082477,7.441804123711339,70.5031529209622,64.7216494845361,11.415120274914091,36.785223367697604,11.20814326018867,4.452035738831616,831,40,145,24,12,275,109,194,0.039,0.9390000000000001,0.023,0.264,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,12,0,16,4,0,4,2,20,24,16,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,5,6,13,0,25,18,3,10,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,6,95,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27336649233402216,0.0,0.18518982996566485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080882358066014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964217659289386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874030163600604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408924521519268,0.0,0.0,0.1861800580311925,0.0,0.3443642688862028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400065063972086,0.0,0.0,0.18202233596616765,0.0,0.12999101520249365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876113163931306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436841441676601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649551864998688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793190438722067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013147170427555 adhd,syn_vox,2019/03/13,"Brother seems to have ADHD, mum won't listen So I have autism and my dad has ADHD, so neurodivergency runs in the family. My brother (almost 15) exhibits traits that I think definitely point to ADHD, but our mum doesn't want to act upon it. I've tried to suggest taking him to be tested, as a diagnosis could be useful if he ever needs extra help in school etc., but mum wants to believe it will pass and doesn't want me to talk about ADHD to my brother. It seems that he has a idea of ADHD as scary in his head, so it's unlikely that he will bring it up to school staff or the like. Anyway, my suspicions of his ADHD rise from him having trouble remembering appointments even when reminded the same day, him losing his belongings easily, needing step-by-step instructions, not hearing his surroundings when focused on something, having trouble understanding time, needing help with studying and other things. He is the most lovely kid though, very friendly and active. We have always been very close and I love him a lot. Don't know where I'm going with this post, I just wish I could help him more! About a year ago I made him a custom homework notebook to write down tests and homework in, but he didn't remember to use it 😂 It's okay though, he's such a wonderful kid and I want to support him how I can.",7.404576474109549,6.359239945525293,7.684980544747084,75.17623466028137,63.94163424124513,10.397964681233164,32.60969769530081,9.466822959209583,2.7811935947321165,1034,33,198,16,13,339,150,257,0.076,0.7120000000000001,0.212,0.9925,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,1,16,9,0,0,10,1,21,3,1,4,1,47,47,22,0,11,7,7,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,2,13,11,0,0,9,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,2,26,6,29,37,6,26,0,1,0,2,39,12,0,8,8,132,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6568636595330456,0.0,0.0807493279431935,0.0,0.09121747486333648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757974990433401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026317350861716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546228105116885,0.0,0.0,0.05874808906372508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101593881107205,0.060166722835592885,0.08239973133241163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587530885316995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037899254028304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177081512842602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348871679388927,0.0,0.10266954991600558,0.0,0.18317514872946025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028340293921875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006287589543031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044503923338997435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019108765264615,0.0,0.0774448547649845,0.16443176933018416,0.0861953381455419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263512329418468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861132669745189,0.0,0.08724286398970861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638347129601944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843839671187084,0.0,0.16585709881370175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012860577985637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337238303417244,0.0,0.0,0.06849134547855312,0.07321790049168918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060518800815622026,0.05836935209951522,0.1789987699973829,0.0,0.053117639512175116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618468412557251,0.0,0.0,0.09483205866426088,0.0,0.15735192318434596,0.0,0.15032416768756865,0.2149183874662548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475359560530807,0.0,0.09878754892081867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661544455456426 adhd,chezznul,2019/03/13,"People dont take me seriously. I feel like I don't have anyone to relate to and someone here might resonate. I just feel like when I tell people that I have ADHD they think I'm a joke and that the disorder is real and ""everyone has it."" I just get so tired of trying to explain myself to people but having ADHD is actually extremely fucking challenging and I just am glad I'm not the only one who is facing this battle.",2.895647840531564,4.48988869767442,5.392126245847177,78.28593023255816,74.81395348837209,7.70498338870432,23.913621262458467,8.418075326091056,1.6798691029900341,332,10,62,6,7,118,58,86,0.095,0.753,0.152,0.4396,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,3,0,11,3,1,0,0,15,20,7,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,10,5,5,19,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.18445535866824184,0.0,0.4543284115598597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321665377395689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663224495252686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215289575242358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806158340323049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114745549598608,0.27007054131247626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474509641182606,0.09875466938760677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184690352453008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005193766149625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808422248670498,0.14375753014039444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39312609727064507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514509798684425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015525562777322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211882669375994,0.0,0.16521100988705625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111579612427985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172496300672344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833154981210276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,T1nyJazzHands,2019/03/13,"My medication makes me feel like I’m cheating at life 20f I have adhd inattentive subtype, only got diagnosed maybe just over a year ago and it’s taken this long for me to comprehend and accept my disorder. I know I need the meds I take, but I feel like I’m cheating? My job is very social and intense, and while my normal colleagues are on their seventh coffee I’ve only had maybe one as I don’t need it. I just went through a very shit breakup and I died for about two days but my meds allow me to up and work and study without dissolving into a depressed puddle, it allows me to put my trauma to the side n get shit done. When I train at pole dance I can push myself further than non medicated. I feel a lot of resentment from friends occasionally, quiet jabs at how I get meds therefore uni is easier for me (newsflash it fucken isn’t, I forgot 3 assessments existed and now they’re due, fucked up my enrolment so classes I was meant to do this sem I now have to do next sem, have paid 5 uni parking fines in the past 4 weeks just because I either forgot to swipe my app, picked the wrong car etc.) or or my job is easier for me or training is easier etc. And I feel so guilty because I see where they’re coming from. I feel like I’m taking the easy way out? I know I need my meds to function, as I’ve tried without and it’s a mess, and even being on these meds I’m still the queen of serial snowball-effect inconveniences due to my absent mindedness. But days like today I can’t help but feel guilty. Here I am studying away, somewhat effectively (somewhat I mean I am on reddit), when I know that if I wasn’t on these meds I would be in a corner crying and sleeping, unmoving for three weeks straight and letting my life disintegrate around me. Breakups are a normal human problem, and everyone feels lethargic and distracted but here I am able to push it to the side. E.g. someone with depression-tendencies only but not adhd deals with this they would likely end up being super behind in life and they can’t just pop a pill and get to work. Idk.",3.833838141025641,4.948860348557695,5.021846153846155,83.7564871794872,71.71634615384616,7.950512820512822,26.60705128205128,8.344100000000001,1.680525897435898,1619,53,328,25,30,536,212,416,0.151,0.72,0.128,-0.9465,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,5,20,21,6,1,15,0,29,11,3,7,0,74,63,35,1,9,18,0,7,5,1,2,7,1,0,1,12,23,0,2,14,1,1,7,8,12,0,3,11,9,52,9,49,46,6,51,0,1,1,1,8,24,3,7,24,211,64,6,0.07643987803121947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373175774793085,0.0,0.06775933975635323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804769764303463,0.0,0.0,0.07181778165724514,0.0,0.0,0.09319408031706902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065846186474534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396561667714415,0.09859479523361134,0.07880615778640639,0.06583755493983884,0.0775848671548959,0.07933252509606009,0.0,0.08760672266423733,0.0,0.0,0.07822453458473205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770304337782923,0.0,0.1705013399480538,0.05048781851796105,0.0,0.0,0.07304157921783787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27055209365754473,0.16382599241673906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905726014960426,0.0706674355040777,0.11981004399508158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113595337731671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123603896085115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517095681586245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602807367133803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781649542471083,0.16197523934763136,0.18672331639337256,0.0,0.0,0.06764688663494725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498645078623648,0.0,0.0,0.051024212151219606,0.0,0.1535882634005638,0.08326543629412073,0.50944483413426,0.15401027046683816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700376029819149,0.0,0.0,0.08129467747771102,0.0,0.14978970149551435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051797639633546826,0.17440791526670232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729705129332855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314263984485506,0.0,0.07684319025735599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091268608651074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692887265696634,0.0,0.0,0.07649508199695691,0.07792082935199965,0.06476726059907223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061044985337147674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494655043855978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245606649325773,0.0,0.0,0.051897659537823576,0.0,0.07467065368780915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614180961479524,0.0,0.060674417197729376,0.12263091874855865,0.0,0.0,0.0708605327533078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473706293173738,0.0,0.11129828320256246,0.0,0.0,0.10860139237227044,0.08357500689405263,0.0,0.04922477527225957 adhd,Cyphine9,2019/03/13,"I did it. I brushed my teeth before I went to bed I know it seems small, but after getting out of the shower I was so tempted to just go to bed with the thought ""oh well not brushing my teeth once won't make my teeth fall out"" but after battling with my brain for a bit I pushed myself to do it anyway knowing that if I avoided it once, I'd do it again. And I felt like a hero afterwards. Take that ADHD",1.501282467532466,2.625590329545457,3.124220779220781,95.05454545454548,77.52272727272727,5.483116883116884,22.798701298701296,5.288315135182226,0.0235337662337658,311,9,74,1,7,103,58,88,0.066,0.8109999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.7227,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,4,0,5,4,4,1,0,17,15,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,5,3,13,3,12,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29817299491323057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111837247077425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708654920624793,0.0,0.0,0.2769663034633693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382189083495859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296241871903669,0.0,0.14100331572840238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27270312351250786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121116382182905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656114581028498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284456814449952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258647155913173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865434567182008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969669951767738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307544233980026,0.2299950485553857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kkajakk,2019/03/13,"WOWMOM I’ve been suffering with undiagnosed ADHD/OCD for most of my life. In lieu of my conditions, I also developed depression and an eating disorder (won the battle!). I’ve been living this shitty meaningless life for about 25 years now because my mom doesn’t believe in mental health due to cultural stigma; we also have a huge generation gap and language barrier. I decided to go back to school after seeing the frailty of the human body. I was so traumatized by watching my dad pass in front of my eyes, I just wanted to contribute in making people healthier. I knew I had to control my mental health so I sought professional help. It’s been about 3 years I have been taking Adderall/Fluoxetine. My life has transformed significantly after I got medicated. All those years I’ve lost.....I honestly just want to die thinking about all the shit I’ve been through in the past. Today, I confessed to my mom and explained to her that I had ADHD/OCD. I asked her to remember the past, about how I couldn’t get out of bed, or when I couldn’t study because I wasn’t able to concentrate, or about those times my mood changed instantaneously. SHE says: “oh, yea I remember. You were lazy and crazy. Always getting angry with me.........” and it goes on with her illogical statements. I couldn’t take it anymore so I just hung up on her. No. MOTHER. I have ADHD/OCD. I HAVE PROBLEMS THAT I CAN’T CONTROL!! Why won’t she get it. I feel suffocated and I don’t know what to do about this situation. I’ve been patient with her my whole life. I don’t know if I can do it anymore. 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I’ve been recently toying with the idea of getting back on my Meds. After being off my 50mg Adderall XR dosage for the last 8 years I know I’m capable of getting by without it. I’ve done well for myself. Graduating college and earned myself a decent job (not a career) in my field without the stimulant. Very proud of myself for doing so, but I’m lacking something that brings me to believe maybe it’s time to get back on them. I’m very disappointed in my communication skills professionally and socially. I love to make people laugh and goof my way through life, but the part of me that needs to be taken serious or add to stimulating conversation is lacking. I have these thoughts to find a way to improve them, but my scatter brain/inability to focus on any new information or interest just kills my ambitions to go through with the plans of improvement. I want to change, but it’s just so hard to do it by myself. My anxiety doesn’t help either. What does everyone think. Will getting back on the meds be a good idea in my case? I find that stimulants had their negatives and positives. Any other options I should seek out? How about any books you can recommend that helped you? I’d love to hear your thoughts and stories This is my first time reaching out and all I’m thinking about is how I need to fix my grammar and up my vocabulary haha Thanks! 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I'm sitting here and it's almost 1am. I need to wake up for work at 6:30am. The alarm I set to remind me to go to bed went off at 10:45pm, but I ignored it. What have I been doing for the past 2 hours instead of getting the very-necessary sleep I need? Not a damn thing. Just futzing around on the internet. Making sure that nobody on Reddit has an incorrect opinion. This happens almost every night. Why the hell am I still awake? I'm tired, but I guess my mind still craves stimulus. I have sleeping pills, but my mind doesn't want me to take them, because it thinks I still have important things to do. Stupid mind.",1.4089885297184566,3.5791982043795656,2.524238790406674,94.39447080291971,81.55474452554746,5.374139728884256,21.46454640250261,6.5431188927421005,0.28496704900938497,522,16,113,5,14,166,92,137,0.153,0.789,0.057999999999999996,-0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,10,6,3,1,7,0,12,5,3,2,1,23,25,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,16,1,16,23,0,19,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,5,8,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914645893020112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955701822524787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871679410419858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261952668969978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760360384018929,0.0,0.08271090266335569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032322636477794,0.0,0.1286961327902703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332267360287318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971457523556806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408466321863907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582473854411505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365747524070881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389296390834033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29128023653085383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648978026779354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716502894167573,0.0,0.10942421893698136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933739938668842,0.09325296092112967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672710902383142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584032230413137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134912416604161,0.26264542833925714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595122395584212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lonelyponi,2019/03/13,"Fluoxetine/Prozac to treat depressive and anxious symptoms until diagnosis? Any insight into this or better recommendations for someone battling deep depression, major anxiety and constant mood swings while waiting for an official diagnosis? Obviously dedicated ADHD meds would be ideal, but in the interim months any relief would be good. 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I’ve tried a couple videos. Well, more than a couple. The noises don’t relax me or help me focus. I just get irrationally upset by them and I don’t really know how to explain why. Listening to some girl make mouth noises into the mic where I’m automatically going to focus on every little timbre and sound is the equivalent of my brain stepping on Legos repeatedly. It’s enough to where I have a low opinion of people who make these videos, if only because the result pisses me off that much. I have a friend with synesthesia and it makes her feel the exact same way. Just....what is it about ASMR that helps people but turns non-typical brains into attack mode? Does anyone else feel this 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adhd,ACIDTITAN,2019/03/13,Nicotine and ADHD Hi I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was a kid but have always ignored it here I am 27 with all types of anxiety problems no job or activities seeing a phycytrest next month for these problems over the past year I have been experimenting with things like caffeine vitamins and such because I have constant brain fog where I go out to do something then end up just walking around for hours for no reason or accomplishment someone gave me a cigarette and alot of the fog and anxiety went away for that moment so I went and got nicotine gum and when I eat it I can focus and relax so I got a vape and eliqiud and seems to also work but us the only thing that gives me clarity I don't have an addiction to cigeretts or anything if I don't use it I have like 100 tabs open looking for reasons for my symptoms I have pain in my back and hyper focus on it so much that it sends me into depression once I use nicotine the pain goes away anyone else use nicotine to help with 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adhd,chefdontjudge420,2019/03/13,"pretty sure i have adhd...don't know what this means for college While I know self diagnosis is the wrong approach, I am getting with a doctor soon. Throughout all of high school, I have been able to sail easily through my AP classes - doing little work but scoring high on exams. This is how I've functioned throughout all of high school, this is how I got into college. &#x200B; Come senior year, things took a turn. I realized I was dangerously impulsive (skipping class and tests for NO reason, I just felt like I had to), could not bring myself to do the tedious work, realized my sensitivity in situations is abnormal as well as my impatience. I could never make myself get to class on time, I would never do my homework. I consider myself to be extremely intelligent - intelligent enough to know what I was doing was self destructive but I just couldn't function like all of the kids in my classes did. I felt broken. I felt like a loser. &#x200B; One day for an exam I took adderall. I realized it had none of the effects on me it had on my other friends. Instead, I felt as if my perspective was *clear.* For the first time in months I had felt like myself. This happened the next few times I took adderall, school was how it should be. &#x200B; Unfortunately, my first semester senior year grades are ATROCIOUS. I'm too embarrassed to even give an example... My family and I are already looking forward to college, we've already payed the fees. Safe to say I am fucking terrified of what's to come. If I get my application rescinded it will actually be the worst thing that can happen (it isn't even an option) &#x200B; Luckily, my high school allows for grade changes and gives an automatic ""A"" in a class after you pass an AP exam. I am pretty sure that after I go and get my diagnosis, my high school and future potential university will work with me and understand. &#x200B; I'm not writing this for questions, I just can't tell anybody these fears. Knowing me, I am pretty sure that I can get my grades up enough and pass all of my exams. I am just so worried and disappointed in myself for fucking up so much. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.243957307060754,6.864727812807884,5.9347980295566485,76.61738587848934,68.90147783251231,8.66456486042693,31.75993431855501,9.120678840339163,2.900236387520525,1716,74,301,33,30,559,185,406,0.13,0.743,0.127,-0.7145,0,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,1,0,7,15,20,4,2,18,0,42,3,0,7,10,63,77,21,0,7,10,0,5,4,1,4,1,1,1,3,20,13,0,1,17,0,2,11,9,10,1,3,20,7,54,10,43,47,10,48,0,2,1,2,11,19,2,4,24,223,74,29,0.04669245841801788,0.0,0.045565103947883635,0.0,0.056115261298630134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305257789162782,0.0,0.0,0.4047300735041544,0.4538915817771706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939442980721997,0.08044283698860791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456025729373265,0.0,0.0,0.030112772908913944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047791709719712416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649158245341252,0.0,0.061679856836075075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401749427412584,0.05254199699642181,0.0,0.0,0.22416041218289207,0.0,0.0,0.07943316255502514,0.0,0.0,0.036074477548109565,0.08633285083041277,0.1219744118163134,0.08958332155494883,0.02653640014708606,0.0,0.03734422443414121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257997354968245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466657295624669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264381613304822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124630662347337,0.0467981098838124,0.0,0.0,0.0392099052749839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311675785669086,0.0,0.0,0.05086177558045645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03726947483722413,0.0,0.03432432944036623,0.0,0.07202420486146087,0.0,0.049657959241953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031640018234370744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250904935880268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230623949929159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048007623871690365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713171703206143,0.0,0.2362763035520879,0.0,0.0,0.09742083475357732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524842795991702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202126842930312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081126671076018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062040789231589975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168024398305063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556311180223094,0.0,0.05078798668184152,0.0,0.0486084959111455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041982127656624825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197799749843844,0.04741845802936507,0.0,0.033168982788081135,0.05105087337518159,0.4538915817771706,0.06013682469764106 adhd,issssaaaac,2019/03/13,"Netflix’s ‘take your pills’ is worrying me Hi everyone, I haven’t been diagnosed yet with ADHD, but I have my assessment coming up. I was already slightly paranoid about the medication for ADHD, as I feel like I have an addictive personality. I was just watching this documentary and it started worrying me, about how people can become addicted and become dependent on it. What are your thoughts on it? Is this something I need to be worried about? Is it even factual? Thank you for reading! 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But to me, epsecially lately, it seems like I have a lot more issues with hyperactivity / impulsivity. Sure, I'm not so great at focusing and I've got my head in the clouds a good bit of the time. But mostly when people comment on my behavior it's about how I'm always going. I don't get sleepy. I'm pretty much either constantly moving, or hyperfocusing on something cognitively difficult / interesting. On days I'm at work, I work my ass off and often forget to eat lunch or get up to stretch or use the bathroom. On off days I do *all the things* until I can't keep my eyes open anymore. And as for impulsivity, I eat very impulsively and I have issues with emotionally driven behavior. I also just jump from one thing to the next with no real plan. Right now I'm medicated, so most of my day is productive. But I still wonder like, is this normal? Do other adults with ADHD just go go go go go until they fall over, even when medicated? 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I want to start a you tube channel. Would you support me by watching it? I'll make it someday. 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Let’s face it- the internet in general is usually just an endless means to escape from our realities and /or a means to get a dopamine fix. And I have only been on Reddit for a little over a week and I LOVE it. But I get lost in many sub-Reddit’s for WAY longer than I should. r/animalsbeingderps for instance. What other subreddits are like crack to us ADHDerpies? (See what I did there?)",0.9411657754010712,3.474609576470592,2.8330481283422486,88.51417112299471,88.52941176470587,6.385026737967914,19.491978609625672,7.686295010490155,0.8819411764705887,334,10,69,7,11,111,62,85,0.028999999999999998,0.848,0.122,0.8112,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,8,2,1,0,0,12,15,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,2,14,9,0,10,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,1,3,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194677198120576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408474298352004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388640233932381,0.0,0.11412143215499823,0.2341209203842448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549936643842027,0.0,0.21082623283347204,0.0,0.0,0.23682599811981955,0.0,0.5089011389920393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765752249415814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861428745715864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897838461215654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809828581119875,0.0,0.2572689924744145,0.0,0.0,0.18541474946779848,0.18737370812043716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,generalpositivename,2019/03/13,"Tip for keeping track of racing thoughts So my therapist suggested keeping track of all the things I think about during my day. I am great with my emotions as far as recognizing and noting but when it comes to the overwhelming amount of thoughts I have in a day I find it hard to write them down. I cant think of the last time I was able to clear my head long enough to actually notice. Does anyone have suggestions for how I could take better note of what's going on in my head? It's almost as if once I notice my mind wandering the train of thought ends.",5.064614412136535,5.365418849557521,5.429608091024021,84.88716814159295,68.46902654867257,8.935018963337546,27.647281921618198,8.841846274778883,1.7947051833122631,442,13,94,7,7,141,75,113,0.015,0.895,0.09,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,5,0,6,2,2,1,2,20,16,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,15,2,21,11,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,60,20,0,0.15713943645318285,0.0,0.1533454223420837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735244686329547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987554764194866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897706174198646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536171042781545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254630534555481,0.0,0.0,0.20268387338214955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751377978415572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676071561991316,0.13917889924173332,0.16236704387527015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362259809728756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930596301607795,0.0,0.0,0.17324678344057753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076606973119785,0.0,0.32254079305895983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27934550248112605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808961383054274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906345637137815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866603539980045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578085798302417,0.0,0.16734837134623018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814929996863364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824509972431518,0.10439645916352884,0.20137721173370368,0.0,0.3742534796953374,0.0916292690777244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emerald_soleil,2019/03/13,"Today's BIG IDEA.... ...Is to open a boutique yarn and fabric store with space for classes, for knitters and crafty fiber folk to hang out, and space for people to consign their handmade goods, and possibly a few cute but curmudgeonly shop cats. This idea is so real and concrete to me that I've already named the place, and I can see the exact decor and layout of the sales floor. The problem is, I know no matter how much energy and attention I give this idea, I will be guaranteed to forget about it in four days. I have notebooks full of half finished business plans and jotted down product ideas. 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How is the quality of sleep? Can you achieve REM sleep consistently? How do you feel upon waking up? 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Unless I have a constant stream of “business” it’s difficult for me to not get down. Eventually no matter what I do, it turns into a mundane task that’s only a choir. Which eventually turn into what seems to be a period of depression. I just want to be able to maintain that momentum I get when starting a project and not have so many mental blocks.",7.700439560439563,7.579041461538466,8.624483516483519,65.64551648351652,62.956043956043956,11.675604395604394,36.88131868131868,11.20814326018867,4.3816663736263735,387,17,65,10,5,132,63,91,0.17600000000000002,0.797,0.027000000000000003,-0.9226,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,15,5,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,5,0,16,13,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,52,14,1,0.22624461178182825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719020573704752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444900504653222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897283052164229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439607360686105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364069435080316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267073318591847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293765258508005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280013553754865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206922223274315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684952695623716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596459741281348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601371006938042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192505254095646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921783396857893,0.22100811108298685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344493382468764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jestressed,2019/03/13,"Frustration from interruptions? Does anyone else feel like they constantly must advocate for themselves in regards to being in the presence of others while attempting to finish a small task (like locate an app or a contact on a phone- or read something) and that no one can possibly understand how much something like a small sound can just completely derail your concentration? A text message, a phone call... Being asked a question? I try to be real polite about it. I've spent my whole life trying to just deal with it and not let noises or movements or something completely throw me off an already difficult task. If i am having a conversation and an ambulance siren or a phone rings in the background, i have to wait for it to finish before i can think again. I have to say ""wait just one minute, i can't think until it passes "". Its so hard to focus on reading. I literally need to be in a sound proof cell. But no matter how many times i try to ask my loved ones to just give me a minute and let me finish reading the thing that they just asked me to read, they can't. They can't empathize with how affected i really am. 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Hey everyone, I’m knew to this page (didn’t know it existed) and just got my most recent urinalysis results back. I take Adderall 20mg ER in the morning and a 10mg IR tab in the afternoon. My psychiatrist tests me pretty frequently as I have a history of pot smoking 😒 and this past test result showed that I was 100% negative for weed (as I knew it would), which yay cause now that it’s not even coming back as a presumed positive anymore maybe she’ll back off a bit, but it did come back presumed positive for amphetamines, but then ultimately negative. I don’t understand, I take it consistently except I didn’t take it that morning and I skipped a dose like 3 days before hand, but that shouldn’t decrease my levels that much. I’m really worried that now my doctor is going to think I’m not taking it all and stop prescribing, especially because she’s going on maternity leave and her associates were going to continue prescribing for me while she’s out. Any advice on what to do? I am compliant in my meds, I no longer smoke weed, but now I’m afraid that I’m going to be cut off for something that isn’t even my fault and I can’t explain. If anyone has any tips, feedback, or similar experiences I would be incredibly grateful. 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It says not to take it if you have heart problems. They say it can cause ""sudden death,"" which doesn't sound appealing to be to be honest. I don't have real heart problems, just some random palpitations every now and then. Very rarely I'll get an SVT, which is when your pacemaker ""short circuits"" and causes a kind of a feedback loop. I've been on other stimulants (Vyvanse and Concerta) before and have been fine, I just haven't read the documentation of those to know if they have the same warnings. Anyway, just to relieve my anxieties, do the other stimulants have the same warnings?",7.052867647058825,7.404900316176469,6.917941176470588,75.74323529411767,64.22058823529412,9.447058823529412,33.17647058823529,9.188382445141503,2.869458823529412,577,22,103,9,8,183,85,136,0.12,0.825,0.055,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,0,7,8,0,1,9,0,16,2,2,5,0,26,23,10,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,4,10,4,12,15,3,10,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,4,6,77,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432590484126713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935076448877994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847504099215101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577808612614088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072788841581253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783948731359754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149774846968011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44382554127164503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950101795971394,0.10291726556439793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725745148483952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771969417990937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583792215355921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731807719980334,0.21315129923069925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784510565719985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080177907083838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750759858041504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451521721368752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735987559349356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-SillyLittleMuffin-,2019/03/13,"Sleep & Work. My sleep issues are STILL effecting my job. TLDR; I feel like I’ve tried most sleep hygiene techniques, with no success - full time job at risk. I recently started medication for ADHD - just started my second month of Vyvanse. It’s working well until about 2pm. I haven’t experienced any benefit from taking melatonin before bed, even with a double dose. No lights/ screens, even hours before bed time aren’t helping me to sleep earlier/ at a reasonable time. Really excited to try the Philips HF3520 Wake-Up Light Alarm Clock, but this is a very expensive experiment and not possible for me right this second. My unit is very bright in the morning, without waking me up so I’m unsure if this is going to help. It was suggested to me that Delayed Sleep Phase Disorder (DSPD) could be what I’m experiencing here. Even when going to bed at 9pm with no lights/ distractions, the earliest I’ll sleep is 1am - 4am, with the best/ deepest sleep being 4am - 7am. When I get the chance I wake up at 9am actually feeling well rested, with energy and motivation. Generally I find that 6hrs sleep is plenty if I’m allowed to sleep at the times my body deems natural. My boss knows about my recent diagnosis and is flexible with work hours to an extent. My timetabled full time hours are 8:00am - 4:00pm on Monday - Friday. With the possibility of working up to 2hrs earlier or later, if needed, to make up any owed hours. Understandably, I now cannot work if no one else is present. Machines & attention issues don’t mix. I am super productive when well rested but after Tuesday I struggle to catch up on sleep and it often gets less and less each night, especially if I started the week poorly. I don’t think there would be any ‘perfect’ job because my bursts of productivity are fairly random. Although I think they’d be pretty damn consistent if I was able to allow my natural sleep rhythm. I really do think if I can sort my sleep routine out, it would minimise most the other issues I have. Will this take years to manage? Or should I accept this and look at other options for work? Any input would be great. I’m sure I’m not the only one here experiencing this.",4.589326923076925,6.290710817307698,5.64826923076923,77.72173076923079,70.63461538461539,8.46923076923077,28.384615384615394,9.017664075816787,2.415114423076924,1724,64,313,34,32,570,218,416,0.068,0.777,0.155,0.9895,6,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,1,12,19,19,1,4,14,0,33,17,15,7,2,63,58,23,0,13,15,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,15,15,0,1,13,0,3,3,12,5,3,4,2,11,33,14,46,44,12,53,0,0,3,0,4,18,1,15,33,196,48,13,0.0581690722563078,0.0,0.05676462353260545,0.0,0.06990792088818387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605233097385565,0.0,0.158227855347085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354593265416364,0.0,0.09899519227100964,0.0,0.061044852586428236,0.0,0.0,0.06461272599810503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644327093617347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666667963378099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048592795777821385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526037085911525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690051443651994,0.0,0.0,0.058824061435701985,0.0415559968426365,0.0,0.0,0.05316547822066825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060781878828002574,0.0,0.06611764854011183,0.0,0.0,0.06413160751744408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797900596396871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291392756206071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214019590847386,0.17317148573787755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03196820085940505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02841847047110008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048847370440092235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038828307421334085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859922060145191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642999850966438,0.0,0.0,0.043131630020413966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054587733831523655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788337375765933,0.044240200649706886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115377781055307,0.0,0.05917885864362695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452919438322593,0.05980749432478799,0.11486988256787742,0.0,0.0,0.04967606987647581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6985329751754743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351710621275945,0.0,0.04645389624394125,0.0,0.0,0.0608109441819323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054823662198876785,0.0,0.08747180621276095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181717821294572,0.0,0.0,0.16959426907970376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898596348769607,0.0,0.0,0.060556055661330814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599115313904152,0.0,0.0,0.04665972105966034,0.0,0.1569029453494825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607290988689657,0.0,0.254086664357394,0.0,0.0,0.12396491993599505,0.0,0.0,0.03745897538511418 adhd,Peto_Sapientia,2019/03/13,"For people who have issues with task, organization, and memory. Get the slack app it's absolutely amazing.",3.3233333333333337,5.7168663333333365,5.831666666666668,61.26750000000001,107.88888888888887,8.466666666666667,21.166666666666668,8.07648339933343,3.0840666666666667,86,3,12,3,4,30,18,18,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848495723056225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7688319594221399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106742845173353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cdnteacher92,2019/03/13,"Vent/Frustrated with Psychiatrist So I went to my GP about persistent anxiety that will not be calmed by drugs and that I've suffered from for over 15 years. I've sought all the therapy (psychologist, ED clinic, hypnotherapy, EMDR, mood/anxiety clinics etc) and nothing has tackled this anxiety. My GP was the first to bring up ADHD as a possibility, knowing that anxiety is a common way it presents in women. He had me fill out a pre-screen which indicated a very high possibility of ADHD and I did some research, it was like reading about my life. I have nearly all the symptoms. So my GP wanted to send me for a psychiatry consult to get a firm diagnosis and then we would go from there. I had the consult yesterday. It was the biggest waste of my time ever. I went through my entire history, all the therapy, all the drugs (6+ of different classes), my phobia of vomiting, all the anxiety, the idea of ADHD, and the symptoms I experience that are indicative of it etc. I told this man my life story in an hour, which I know isn't much but it's all they give you. And he came out telling me that I have GAD with OCD. That's the same thing all my psychologists, consults, therapists, etc. have told me. He told me I couldn't be screened for ADHD until we got my anxiety under control, but all my research and my GP say anxiety IS a symptom. He told me I need to exercise, do group therapy, up my current meds, and consider flooding. (Overstimulating myself with what I fear to de-sensitize). Oh and that if a panic attack happens to do whatever I can to bring it on because if it doesn't happen then I'm not really panicking. All of this pissed me off because I've heard it all before and it's what I'm currently being treated for (and that's not working). What really pissed me off though was when he said that there's no way I have ADHD and on the off chance I do, I could only have mild ADD, because I have 2 university degrees. He basically told me I'm too smart to have ADHD, even though I worked damn hard for those degrees. I forced myself to study, I forced myself to listen to the lectures because 99% of the time my mind was somewhere else. I forced myself to pound out papers because I put them off to the last minute (literally the night before in one case). I forced myself to sit still in three-hour seminars and exams. It was a fight, a fight I almost lost because I did not have a good GPA for a lot of it. I scraped those degrees together. (I'm sorry if I sound harsh or whiny saying this because I know my degrees are an achievement and I am very proud of them. I'm just saying they were not easy and I fought for them). My GP is out of the office for a couple weeks now, but I'm going to see someone else at the practice to see if they can get me a consult with a different psychiatrist, or if they would be willing to start treating me with ADHD drugs without the psychiatrist's confirmation. My GP was willing to try me on Ritalin simply based on my report and the pre-screen, it was me who hesitated. Anyways I know this was a bit of a rant, I'm just frustrated that the one thing that I think kept me from a diagnosis as a child is the one thing keeping me from it now. And that this psychiatrist still believes that you can't be smart and have ADHD.",4.635833806012479,5.277251378048781,6.0271454906409545,79.02321469086786,69.51829268292683,9.212081678956324,30.49971639251277,9.350609893011278,2.5901013613159387,2568,100,515,51,43,871,270,656,0.151,0.816,0.033,-0.9973,4,0,3,0,2,0,80.0,2,2,7,8,19,20,8,2,43,0,51,16,2,1,11,80,93,38,0,11,18,0,1,1,0,5,14,7,0,3,43,31,0,3,6,2,0,10,11,12,0,4,28,11,81,8,78,53,18,60,1,2,3,0,43,24,3,10,24,370,124,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398954437780523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056230731853849206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007068684199118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388397727126446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961930953650445,0.0,0.09556687672870738,0.06326701746537157,0.0,0.0,0.06130629179035346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422591574360564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629821716686164,0.044834887903288885,0.062134009495504024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733923413819665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953645641304934,0.0,0.09381994453405887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788170671540536,0.03708959125827462,0.050795060971857486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054929985226639895,0.0,0.06318954979645781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776508381573996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867693357666235,0.053868620169823724,0.0638279195450915,0.047099823849690435,0.04491197260073625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931467490973354,0.0,0.05030350197256191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059330430102717935,0.0,0.0,0.11060196159320276,0.0,0.0,0.06339172116818931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991279880840232,0.0,0.0,0.12344442353950533,0.04577350319074345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932732551750933,0.027434306677187624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129939186142332,0.04774064254984633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237511417385193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670014968773057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128010065071857,0.041637932860262905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052697298831394096,0.0,0.053881864187867286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141554540409509,0.042708112434081735,0.0,0.06588533735372559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661177405678845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056450894518511374,0.0,0.0,0.05616980768885034,0.0,0.0719481640362188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053415894768898235,0.13396920272664256,0.0,0.0,0.0894959099327516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047579620055938125,0.0,0.0,0.06286049007642543,0.039746523012977465,0.0,0.08969029048924779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750984275506457,0.0,0.0,0.04908160552503791,0.0,0.1926530763599348,0.0651998320137987,0.11191988593890176,0.0359816075955635,0.11034324128103262,0.0,0.06548841104390322,0.0,0.0,0.2682906884840684,0.0,0.03812529509141306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266687087158372,0.03312144475108144,0.08914583357952909,0.0450438421140404,0.0,0.0,0.10411177481272196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413104155917923,0.0,0.08176245187266698,0.0,0.0,0.07978124964409104,0.0,0.0,0.03616172867478972 adhd,taledude,2019/03/13,"Is 50 mg of Vyvanse a high dose? For those of you on Vyvanse, what dose do you guys take? How long did it take to titrate up to your current dose? I started ADHD treatment with Vyvanse over 4 months ago, and it had to be increased from 30 to 40 mg when 30mg was no longer cutting it. I’ve been thinking of asking my NP to increase my dose to 50mg but I’m hesitant because: 1) I feel sometimes still bad about taking meds even though I know they help me function. I wonder if they aren’t good for my health in the long term. I’m scared of needing my dose increased up to the max of 70mg. 2) Is it really tolerance to the dose or is it not eating enough protein, not exercising enough, not sleeping enough, not being disciplined enough? The 40mg worked well for a month. But since that, my mind has been more foggy and slow at work. When I come home I’m tired and not focused. Im doing things that piss my family members off like not helping out at home. I’ve been wasting a lot of time online for no reason before going to bed and I end up sleeping really late. I’ve been feeling more distractable and impulsive especially when most of the Vyvanse has worn off in the evening. I have important things I need to do this month including study for a big test coming up April but so far I’ve barely done anything. So is needing a dose increase after a couple months normal? 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Went to psychiatrist this week, and wife is doing really well on Vyvanse. The psychiatrist upped her dose from 50mg to 70mg and also prescribed my wife Abilify 10mg for ""motivation"" after wife told her psychiatrist that she has trouble finishing tasks, projects, etc. She will start with 5mg for 7 days, then bump it up to 10mg going forward. 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I have a child with ADHD and I am looking for a mental health specialist in the union New Jersey area that is amazing with families and children. Any recommendations or advice? 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Feels so good to be able to breath/sleep/eat/talk/think/function. Looking forward to being the best i can be! (Knowing this sub, ill put this at the top) TLDR: The process of finding a treatment plan was rigorous and i almost tapped out. Don't give up. Empathetic doctors exist. I am feeling good for the first time in my life. &#x200B; So, I was diagnosed last Monday with adhd-c, panic disorder and generalized anxiety disorder and began treatment for primarily the adhd that same day. I just wanted to post here and thank this community for the countless times i came here and lurked on inspirational posts to gain the motivation to keep going with my pursuit of treatment. I finally found a doctor that listened to me and educated me about the kinds of treatment available. I was shocked to discover that someone of her caliber existed. She has a PhD as well as 3 other master degrees and is in school working toward her 4th! (She made a joke that she was collecting them). But even she was skeptical to put me on meds at first after bluntly telling me she noticed a high amount of symptoms of adhd within minutes of talking to me. I was understanding of her skepticism, considering the wide spread abuse and having numerous friends fall victim to prescription abuse myself, but ultimately she decided to treat me with a small dosage to see if it would be beneficial after going more in depth with me about what i was experiencing on a daily basis. &#x200B; Let me just say WOW. The difference in everything is so dramatic after only a week. I don't know how to describe the difference other than feeling completely clear of whatever funk i had clouding my thought process. I have stopped shaking/fidgeting, my anxious feeling has subsided dramatically and i can sleep soundly in comparison to my previous 3-4 hour schedule. I can have a conversation with my girlfriend/boss/strangers/etc while looking them in the eye and fully forming sentences without stuttering or forgetting my thought midway through. I can keep a proper work schedule and have already facilitated the necessary means to repair my slacking grades (Also want to give a quick shout out to my teachers for being so understanding and encouraging through the process). My panic attacks got so frequent and so bad that i laid everything on the line, was up front and honest with everyone in my life knowing i couldn't continue to live this way, and am so happy that i did as i discovered a support system i didn't have a clue that i had access to. &#x200B; I just hope to inspire anyone here looking for relief, who is maybe having a hard time in their journey, to continue pushing because the outcome is so worth it. Even after only a week of this treatment, for the first time in my life i can say that i feel like myself. More importantly, I am feeling like i am on the right path to becoming my best self. Keep your head up high and realize that medical professionals are skeptical because they don't want to contribute to the current problem and have to operate with an increased level of analysis. Having said that though, some doctors are just complete assholes about the topic and refuse to even listen to your problems. &#x200B; In case anyone is wondering, I am 26 and began to see a therapist weekly for hourly sessions roughly 4 months ago. And since the first or second appointment when my therapist concluded she believed i had a moderate-high severity of adhd, i have been looking for a doctor to take me seriously. I have been blatantly told out the gate by doctors they don't prescribe medication (as ridiculous as that sounds its true). I have been called lazy by many despite my boundless ambition that left me in tears as i was unable to thoroughly communicate to them the grip this disorder had on me. I even had a doctor mock me and do finger guns at me as she laughed when i suggested the symptoms of anemia shared some similarities to what i was experiencing. She did the finger guns at me and asked ""Are you a menstruating female? Didn't think so."" I suggested to have blood work done and ruled out any of these concerns, along with more severe ailments that could cause similar symptoms. &#x200B; It wasn't easy, but i am happy i had all of your posts to read for inspiration. Without them, im sure i would have convinced myself to give up believing the effort wasn't worth it. Thank you /ADHD, you're fucking beautiful.",8.089112873183971,8.298157689106489,8.119603267521686,68.483115188122,62.07221542227662,11.119035708583901,39.54789526901176,10.756437189917307,4.517065371720504,3580,178,586,82,46,1162,372,817,0.105,0.74,0.155,0.9944,1,0,0,2,2,0,101.0,0,5,7,16,31,46,8,2,47,0,75,23,6,5,5,103,125,51,0,11,12,0,11,2,1,2,16,8,1,1,30,37,0,5,25,2,2,11,11,16,1,5,36,28,96,30,122,79,12,95,0,0,7,1,46,42,1,8,41,442,126,16,0.04644110713982559,0.11005023570931073,0.0,0.0,0.27906592953599496,0.0,0.04116723938339388,0.0,0.04650406039650782,0.0,0.05124891656008325,0.037138936601008664,0.0,0.251594600915557,0.2821551420368716,0.03158154538850308,0.0,0.03552731984706647,0.05246523213241082,0.0,0.06494540384338247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341616608709708,0.052833463827461256,0.0,0.0,0.0387763846154132,0.05662013572333099,0.05129055414345625,0.0,0.1046464488124976,0.09747415350925592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047421562816820334,0.05311625451585161,0.0,0.04770780982432653,0.0,0.0,0.0973852345141369,0.0,0.0,0.037079445103869436,0.0,0.0,0.029950672128252358,0.0,0.0,0.047136746169297535,0.0,0.09704214495065537,0.15967659675322185,0.28520664621490205,0.0,0.04752537661204557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752084663914923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179411061316334,0.1226956530773676,0.0,0.0,0.04437646806202722,0.08347654511480025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089211501420565,0.06635507244012677,0.0,0.1017479256965914,0.042446330574206034,0.15801112803474027,0.0,0.050920276907455216,0.03588028417408202,0.042934055208738144,0.0,0.1336516251841672,0.05278710284659381,0.07790519457096297,0.0371431958555946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988748442384452,0.04160211003420782,0.0,0.04766197418519527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720273846082135,0.0,0.046126498193656135,0.09147027136817268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501643650450084,0.0,0.0,0.1238369695975668,0.0,0.048361266536017584,0.07656845383251415,0.03785570073095825,0.0,0.0,0.05045839879226607,0.04748917853174667,0.09840818219869464,0.045377558235174115,0.0,0.041008348444991086,0.0,0.15599533402295765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394369847469682,0.0,0.0470839934197876,0.046656334231015936,0.0505879803523529,0.051585600634172016,0.09356905918220816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03706884864500213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287350828827704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706411093925475,0.0,0.10897726586612833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343322939667682,0.0,0.0,0.08887573504858977,0.0,0.09337227959077472,0.0,0.0,0.04645367476297066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966045174751271,0.044176127796499716,0.07386366481428265,0.0,0.047000879797882686,0.0740150992800604,0.0,0.04844820317595723,0.10493046426482164,0.0,0.038416563735222994,0.0,0.0929492927039864,0.0,0.03934939937248527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882684506401631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270081803025545,0.04377019387135833,0.14481027690183568,0.034917932902053306,0.07465520552223869,0.04059157461486409,0.08551346378965771,0.0,0.1078434096747152,0.0,0.059515172490965426,0.0456281519704986,0.07373810309402935,0.1083207321708914,0.0,0.0,0.04437646806202722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669366073233683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217650471599458,0.03686278919198942,0.11175676458950654,0.0,0.04175613267145496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953514005603774,0.050363399648143764,0.10142903732612864,0.0,0.0,0.06598086010334764,0.0,0.2821551420368716,0.0 adhd,Erzsabet,2019/03/13,"My meds seem to be conflicting? I'm not sure what is going on. I take cipralex for my depression, and it was going great, really helping. But since I started on adderall it seems like I get depressed a lot again. I don't understand why this is happening. Some people have said that this can happen, but I can't seem to find any documentation on this, and my pharmacist said she can't find anything either. Can anyone help me figure this out?",3.826694352159469,5.652184825581398,4.843289036544848,82.22081395348839,72.83720930232558,8.170099667774089,26.239202657807308,8.841846274778883,2.01638073089701,349,12,67,7,7,114,61,86,0.091,0.7929999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4811,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,18,24,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,2,10,3,7,20,3,8,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,5,3,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603913616312304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931348619967705,0.0,0.1404198627717779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393911218429913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119185886906142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915088557702522,0.0,0.1939540874115221,0.0,0.0,0.18812809718623932,0.0,0.0,0.3017877956225927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287490144151701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336470863009586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506963134923614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895394434442177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829833779828018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931454915055627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246300740180801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660250494607992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411528414886771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077787673021445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082352601952846,0.0,0.12829792591565795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763932584367875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397351717247654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,echiverygood,2019/03/13,"Negative relationship with schoolwork really making college difficult. Advice? I love learning. But I'm an expert procrastinator. I have pretty severe anxiety and ADHD and struggling with that has made my relationship with school very negative. Constantly I feel I'm battling myself to get anything done. in high school I could manage but now that I am in college and do not have as much structure I am having an increasingly difficult time. I have concluded with my therapist that this is best described as a relationship issue rather than a focus issue as I have been on medication for ADHD and anxiety some time now. My grades are dwindling. I have gone weeks missing assignments. Wondering if anyone has advice on this sort of thing as I'm sure I'm not the only one!!!! 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I have two jobs already and am trying to add freelancing/art to the mix. I’m hoping to be able to rely on it instead of one of my other jobs, which is becoming fairly worthless. It’s a lot to manage and I get pretty lost in trying to organize the whole thing (meaning my life I guess?) Anyone out there have any tips on making it work a bit better? And any app recommendations would be greatly appreciated as well!",4.508663594470047,6.060618268817207,6.086052227342553,75.09193548387098,70.61290322580646,8.325038402457759,28.3394777265745,8.841846274778883,2.3643284178187405,381,14,68,7,7,130,70,93,0.052000000000000005,0.7609999999999999,0.187,0.9258,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,3,0,14,15,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,6,4,13,11,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,49,12,5,0.1831033996856944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200547040390003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205915470763186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490331813387813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803015442633514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022233192493457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161940077282051,0.19990148909203664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566396902165088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018721445652638,0.20170903801360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818629906781805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634037417399783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933134620885708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998789904866328,0.15566796257324084,0.0,0.0,0.1222229411114012,0.0,0.0,0.19945328085870684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407560238025647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628198434078008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951638613824066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164576263887775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486303783275307,0.0,0.17886541552835686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646319461517259,0.0,0.0,0.20442840674969914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330145572215069,0.0,0.0,0.1300714016435324,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,feldevourer,2019/03/13,"If you take a 20mg adderall at 8pm, what time do you think you could fall asleep? Provided you have .5kpin on hand",1.7759999999999998,2.9996772000000007,2.501000000000001,99.3955,77.0,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.018200000000000216,90,2,23,1,2,28,22,25,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712650089166715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379636398216111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584606841942819,0.0,0.0,0.4172112329089787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LimpsMcGee,2019/03/13,"Symptoms Worse on Vyvanse? For the past three years we have been treating my son's ADHD with Clonidine and Adderall. Unfortunately, the Adderall caused frequent issues with stomach aches and headaches so we switched to Vyvanse over Adderall and kept the Clonidine. &#x200B; For home purposes, all he needs is Clonidine. It helps him sleep and cools the wild hyperactivity to normal kid levels. He only needed Adderall for school. &#x200B; Since started Vyvanse, it is like living in pre-medication territory. I have to remind him every minute to sit down and eat during dinner. I actually tracked it. He was getting up every minute and walking around in random circles. He can no longer follow multi-step directions at all. He can't even really follow single-step directions without getting waylaid. Half the time his hyper activity has no focus. He's not playing or being rowdy. He's walking aimlessly in circles, moving without purpose, jumping, dancing, flailing, flipping, and twisting to the point that he CAN'T do tasks that requires stillness, even if he wants to. He started to draw a picture, got up walked away, went back, got up again, went back, got up again. After 30 minutes of this he gave up in frustration. &#x200B; It hasn't been this bad since he started taking medication. Even if the Vyvanse was ineffective, he shouldn't be like this. We don't give Adderall on the weekends because he doesn't need it. The Clonidine is enough. &#x200B; Could Vyvanse be making his symptoms worse? It's only been a 4 days. Is it too soon to call the doctor and request something different?",5.596266082671776,8.454493188612107,5.380160142348757,75.73921366000552,70.8505338078292,6.458308239802903,34.65110867779907,7.468242284971852,2.8580603887216003,1290,67,189,15,26,399,161,281,0.091,0.882,0.027000000000000003,-0.9456,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,3,0,0,2,12,8,1,0,12,1,24,8,2,2,2,34,45,12,0,9,6,1,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,12,14,2,2,0,3,0,10,11,3,0,2,12,1,10,5,33,28,3,45,0,0,0,0,28,18,0,4,18,121,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.08194477131718131,0.0,0.10091828737578684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639354510901357,0.4081417427914316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747530768787603,0.0,0.0,0.07889466270627893,0.12913890419977275,0.07011329424052039,0.05118868449548726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574502290756211,0.0,0.0,0.08626259876879322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704498293555307,0.0,0.0,0.05415513355504541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773309489962139,0.0,0.08594912300251308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592454237327071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676574805164126,0.0,0.1663885734494219,0.0,0.14150043017408742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774403582414952,0.0805538028295748,0.0,0.0,0.20148076045914504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628480745219908,0.0,0.0842309810086863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764517859034368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204916791532109,0.0,0.07414900665335812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605210735603365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327420366054508,0.08459317498675628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924917816898477,0.0,0.18679300620376374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227494433595207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772931095664225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016098342958143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938088792654684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053794752877020284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498436735441288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892537241890016,0.0,0.08403286141086529,0.0,0.0,0.0646459156810647,0.0,0.0,0.1783079036285823,0.0,0.0670603215101973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455857311383413,0.06313665722356368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896487541561242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952898963251839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568617414112135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618924425749557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114972752536836,0.0,0.0,0.4081417427914316,0.05407535504830669 adhd,xRogue_chestnut,2019/03/13,"Job recommendations? Does anyone have any job recs for someone with bad ADD? Something that gets me enough hours but also doesn’t use up all my medication in one go. I take 30mg of Adderall XR and that lasts me at most 9hrs. I’m stressing about finding a job that won’t use all of that up and still be able to come home and work out (i have a hard time working out without it... sad i know) i’m worried that i’ll go to work, and have no adderall left in my system so when i go home i’ll just want to eat everything instead of working out. Because that’s what i do on days i don’t take it. 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I just want to be clear that I'm asking for general advise for the time being until I can switch back to the XR version late next week. I think most ADHDers can relate to a week seeming like an eternity when you have major anxiety symptoms. I've previously been on Adderall/Dexedrine XR for a little over a year at 30mg/day and generally it's been effective. But after switching to the IR version (also 30mg) I've been experiencing terrible anxiety for weeks. So I generally want to ask if anyone has had similar experiences or suggestions on what might help for the time being. I've tried spacing out dosages but I haven't noticed any significant improvement and the ""crash"" is much harsher than the XR version. Subjectively I think that my worst anxiety symptoms are between 11am - 4pm. Any suggestions are really appreciated, especially since I'm still relatively recently diagnosed and still learning how to find a ""balance"" with the medication. 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A lot of what makes it hard for people without ADHD to understand the experiences of those with ADHD is that we don't have explicit control over certain mental faculties that neurotypical individuals do. This is most commonly seen with attention. We can't control our attention spans, neurotypical folks can but they don't need to be explicitly aware of their ability to control it. But my experiences, and many of the experiences of those on this sub, don't stop at attention. Many of the things we deal with on a daily basis involve a lack of control or agency over simple but important aspects of our everyday lives. &#x200B; Many things are out of sight, out of mind. I can just completely forget things exist. How am I supposed to control something that just vanishes from existence? &#x200B; My Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria makes it so neutral statements can be easily perceived as negative, so even though I am aware of the bias on my emotions due to neurochemistry it doesn't change the fact that I cannot control my emotion responses, I can only buffer them. &#x200B; That mental fog many of us experience. I am explicitly aware of the fact I want to do something and I know I need to get it done, but trying to get it done ends up giving me a headache and I just find something like youtube or netflix to grab my attention. &#x200B; Appetite is a big annoyance for me too. I know some people experience over eating with their meds, but I am on what I call the stimulant diet. Caffeine and Vyvanse means I have no appetite whatsoever for most of the day. I can know I am incredibly hungry, but I just don't want to eat. Its infuriating. &#x200B; So while many of us try to get others to understand our hardships from a memory perspective, its got a much greater scope than that. Its about executive functioning. Thanks for reading. Lemme know what yall think!",6.152739212007508,7.689417070460704,6.797574525745258,71.60541744840526,66.64227642276423,10.229768605378363,34.51751094434021,10.389873798559362,3.9438888055034393,1605,75,270,42,26,527,180,369,0.083,0.841,0.077,-0.6309,1,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,8,1,4,6,12,5,1,0,19,0,30,3,0,11,6,75,53,20,0,6,13,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,27,14,3,7,16,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,4,39,3,56,44,9,23,0,1,2,0,17,14,0,8,10,207,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138344855654995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176246706776844,0.3562057124570637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986717607572605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202213486137378,0.0,0.06147181403905309,0.06335755664487616,0.3945471679250792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781111493129512,0.06044434054141193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999647083285644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998503313789685,0.0,0.13190037514313913,0.051928249321722235,0.0,0.0,0.038724168027121364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867540333393593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358621258583088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189433037895714,0.05624266615178851,0.0,0.0,0.04689128983141258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252042949660525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888474736395128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028643365036760238,0.0,0.051770837380758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968924440010074,0.0,0.05547655913756927,0.07827116412615054,0.2972050642129969,0.0,0.06386460814816203,0.06512405017243872,0.0,0.11816929777565607,0.0,0.05919898411338687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309935751632952,0.08694591952523051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459030326061101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129249243425836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864526939236266,0.0,0.037559497137351794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540733743206634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901680652936896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397807758166928,0.0,0.0,0.11685231143407065,0.03756735437481242,0.057603091205145264,0.0465451973659384,0.0,0.0,0.05557381910789089,0.0,0.0,0.0796110328055497,0.0,0.0,0.12207055332255015,0.1410479069881068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916228237245667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651665272404674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562057124570637,0.0 adhd,IndependentYoghurt5,2018/12/21,"Advice about living with partner with ADHD My partner has ADHD and we live together with my parents. Since starting Elvanse 40 mg, she is feeling well and is doing well with setting routines and sticking more to things like personal care, something she really struggled with before she started taking it. However, she finds it incredibly difficult to stay tidy. This causes considerable friction between us and between her and my parents. It feels like I initiate her doing washing, tidying up and taking out litter. Every time I've voiced my frustrations, she either refuses to accept that the room is messy, or tells me that my parents arre being unfair in asking her to help. This isn't helped by the fact that my parents don't know that she has ADHD, are bad at communicating this to her (usually asking me to tell her how they feel) and that she has no way to move out. &#x200B; Does anyone here have similar experience from any side of the problem? Can anyone advise me on how to voice my problems to her in a way that's considerate of her ADHD? I'd really appreciate anyone's input. &#x200B; Cheers",7.77089490968801,8.344710453201973,8.039027093596061,67.55719417077178,62.694581280788185,10.116420361247947,36.12848932676519,9.928628108626363,3.858836124794746,894,39,137,17,12,293,123,203,0.11,0.763,0.127,0.4394,5,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,1,0,6,13,1,1,4,0,14,1,0,3,1,34,25,10,0,2,2,4,3,2,2,0,1,2,1,3,13,15,0,3,8,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,5,28,7,28,24,2,18,0,0,0,0,32,9,0,1,6,103,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549636599482493,0.09248276028414587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508845462806075,0.23000001524327165,0.06435959192808692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852700228310569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695440157053427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790218546810901,0.0,0.0,0.0805331041544963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649350648427377,0.09722308184431652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282157725736122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973970237491926,0.0,0.0,0.0925777292904478,0.0,0.0,0.14356104042173287,0.06761203943743464,0.0,0.0,0.08650078648763886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687265442080306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052012595569174064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247429455342536,0.0,0.16714068542860008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058913454390682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203535691612881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826374697747569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811186238567767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125977506834368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828858071582437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285979370974688,0.0,0.0,0.13397574503433254,0.10087544487169406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894003919159958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231753924027907,0.0,0.16544201024957958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628757308655069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551863282346536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138422954166074,0.0,0.10423444632744212,0.0,0.0,0.15024433038613785,0.0,0.0,0.17018848356978888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000001524327165,0.0 adhd,rachillouttt,2018/12/21,"Enneagram Type? Hey, so I get that ADHD isn’t a personality disorder and doesn’t necessarily affect your personality first hand however, is there a possible link to your enneagram type? I’m pretty sure i’m either a type 7w8 or 8w7, can anyone else relate or disagree, if so how does your ADHD have a role in it? 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Okay, simple. I could do a thing in only one day but i take up to 3 because I distract a LOT!!!!!!! any good tips to keep focused?? 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Christmas cards that were supposed to be in the boxes I shipped this morning. :/,5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,4.620000000000001,86.875,68.28571428571428,5.6000000000000005,31.857142857142854,3.1291,1.3293714285714286,118,5,21,0,2,35,25,28,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380934525597658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5596231164132454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288276783379302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FatDonkeyPuss,2018/12/21,"So I decided to make some eggs today... I ended up picking my bass up and played it for a bit, then my guitar for 30 minutes. I only remembered I was cooking eggs after I smelled something burning while I was in my room. It looks like a black pancake and I need to start all over again :/",3.5875423728813587,4.217805338983055,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,71.88135593220339,7.255932203389831,30.00423728813559,7.1686216300943375,1.676115254237288,221,9,46,2,4,74,43,59,0.043,0.868,0.08900000000000001,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,1,9,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,10,2,9,4,3,12,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,8,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916747743615803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177563122852705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527280746810125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012694072742574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394761694825405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660171979361546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728543810516373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064069829700605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761922252389005,0.0,0.0,0.25393332361385595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400640701350421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iAndrewT,2018/12/21,"Any tips for not forgetting your medication? I see stuff here all the time about ways to make sure you don't double dose, but I frequently have trouble remembering to take my medication in the first place. I'll be half way to work or whatever and realise ""ah fuck I forgot my meds"" and it'll be too late to go home and get it. What are you all using to make sure you don't leave the house without taking it?",2.568928571428572,4.203019940476191,3.9804761904761934,87.89785714285715,75.78571428571428,7.6571428571428575,22.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.1392571428571436,321,9,71,6,7,106,60,84,0.1,0.833,0.067,-0.7039,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,2,3,4,1,0,3,1,7,4,0,3,4,17,17,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,1,1,9,2,9,13,3,9,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,4,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490133163817713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562288993651825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979918500601865,0.0959595589339789,0.0,0.1043834200916139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423514966575755,0.0,0.0,0.21192955847418304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718682010020886,0.19447912779820847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452011899696389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401503895084325,0.37005472494210784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189518720914572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806136170366404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636054613047564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025725340513407,0.0,0.0,0.3462120319535738,0.0,0.2761927108929039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709896812943724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863118881970664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915760708564309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770505224465817,0.0,0.13371334084476347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cenefx,2018/12/21,"Is Adderall XR released continually throughout the day, or is it effectively just two split instant doses? Originally I thought XR was just releasing it slowly throughout the day to maintain a stable serum level. Then I saw someone on reddit claiming XR releases half the dose instantly, and half the dose later. This is also what my doctor told me, that works like two split instant doses. However upon further researching, I see numerous people claiming that XR releases half instantly, and then the rest slowly throughout the day (which was my initial assumption), rather than the second half instantly hours later. The reason I am asking is because I an contemplating switching to IR for reasons of cost. Under my insurance Adderall XR costs 4x as much as IR for the same dosage, and if XR is simply equivalent to 2 instant-doses spaced throughout the day, then I don't see any reason not to just use IR for the cost of money. My doctor made it sound like Adderall XR works like a glorified timer, to where it releases the second dose for you several hours later, opposed to someone having to remind themselves to take their second IR dose during the day. Does anyone have any tangible information on this, perhaps even a mechanism description from a manufacturer website? 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Hey all. I found this subreddit through an r/AskReddit post about conditions you didn't know you had for a long time. Scrolling through, I found one answer that really struck me as relatable regarding ADHD, and they linked to this sub. &#x200B; At first i was almost joking about it, but as I read some of the posts on this sub it's coming almost ominously clear what may have been causing all of the incredibly frustrating tendencies I've had throughout my entire life. It almost makes me excited to see my doctor about it. Just imagining a world where i don't have to constantly battle with my mind to accomplish daily tasks honestly gets me a little emotional. I know nothing is set in stone, and I'm not even officially diagnosed, but it does bring me to a kind of scary dilemma for me. &#x200B; If I were to be diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed medication to help with it, the most terrifying thing i can think of is if the meds change my personality. It took a long, long time to gather the amazing group of friends that I have who all seriously accept me for who I am and what I do, not even to mention my family. The worst thing that could possibly come from this in my opinion is losing my personality and changing how i interact with them all, but to be perfectly honest I don't know if I even have a basis to think that that may happen. &#x200B; So I decided to make this post. Have any of you had an experience with medication for ADHD that significantly changed how you interact with those around you? Has anyone ever brought a change up to you that you didn't even notice? And was it for better or for worse in your opinion? &#x200B; I appreciate any responses in advance, this is honestly driving me nuts.",6.8317365269461074,7.2848367544910175,7.315814371257485,72.35635628742517,64.68862275449102,10.991377245508986,34.065269461077854,10.793553405168565,3.758587305389222,1412,58,255,36,20,464,170,334,0.111,0.742,0.147,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,8,2,6,15,16,2,0,15,0,29,7,0,5,7,60,48,18,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,28,15,0,0,12,2,0,8,6,5,0,2,13,1,40,11,49,30,7,32,0,1,1,0,22,12,0,13,8,195,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597612601669764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643547371697225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122537181742828,0.35018236433688993,0.09798953293675576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037728292516337,0.0,0.0,0.06413754453005963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372015348036339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401262263472325,0.3048667815735169,0.12412507295395095,0.0,0.07785774556881056,0.0,0.0575240613241957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625337944891514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374366292418857,0.06304924743465116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810437333141358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034676090927252,0.06517108303279709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047627386802519,0.0679199651896879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128356150903675,0.0,0.15799271662583803,0.055663715068488835,0.0,0.03764184191405197,0.0,0.04094625112064055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371136091856931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829191646768129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502637793366923,0.11878625533424594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050889275641736384,0.0,0.0722105164473234,0.0,0.19127929470717087,0.0,0.08060271664306615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618452327740254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800285237821942,0.217740810981673,0.0,0.0,0.07274743041096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913151353228869,0.08202654933697541,0.0,0.0,0.04882124647296792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258181853507038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122272404157882,0.2070047501789318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206699097879724,0.0,0.04615546947625068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741252462079481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573030710717437,0.09233024988642867,0.0,0.0,0.08402294617173074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004741669814483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316772732782079,0.07342255147750867,0.0,0.0,0.35018236433688993,0.0 adhd,mcscope,2018/12/21,"Resources to make your computer more ADHD friendly Hey all, I wanted to share some resources I know for making a computer more ADHD friendly. I'm a professional web developer with ADHD. I have to be on the internet almost continually to do work, which means it can be a challenge for me to fight distraction. Please add more resources in the comments! **Chrome:** * \- **Reader view extension** \- only shows the main text on a page, no adds, other CTA's, links ETC. Limits distraction for deeper focus. [https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/reader-view/ecabifbgmdmgdllomnfinbmaellmclnh?hl=en](https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/reader-view/ecabifbgmdmgdllomnfinbmaellmclnh?hl=en) * \- **Pomodoro Extension / Website** \- Section your time into 25 minute ""work zones' called Pomodoros and 5 minute breaks. This is one of my most powerful techniques for breaking hard procrastination. It does use your 'okay buckle down to it"" willpower by creating a lot of artificial deadlines. [https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/marinara-pomodoro%C2%AE-assist/lojgmehidjdhhbmpjfamhpkpodfcodef?hl=en](https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/marinara-pomodoro%C2%AE-assist/lojgmehidjdhhbmpjfamhpkpodfcodef?hl=en) or [https://tomato-timer.com/](https://tomato-timer.com/) &#x200B; **Things 3** \- [https://culturedcode.com/things/](https://culturedcode.com/things/) \- really nice to-do list app which helps me keep an external memory. It's kinda expensive (as much as a AAA Video game!) but I think that helps me take it more seriously **Evernote** \- Very versatile cloud note-taking app. It can digitize handwritten things. It can help you stay organized. You can share notes with people to collaborate &#x200B; **OSX** * **Alfred & Spectacle** \- these make using your Mac much faster &#x200B; * **/etc/hosts** \- if you edit this hidden system file correctly you can permanently prevent your computer from connecting to certain websites. I used this to block some of my most habit-forming news sites. &#x200B; **iPhone** * **Screen time** \- new functionality in iOS 12 let you set detailed limits on how much you can use your phone. Phone over-use is one of my biggest challenges. This helped for a while, now this week I'm trying to leave my phone off &#x200B; **OSX/iPhone** * **Do Not Disturb mode** \- I keep this on at all times and only check notifications when I seek them out. &#x200B; **Other:** * **Bullet Journal** \- This isn't digital. I have carried a pen and paper journal around with me and used it to organize myself. This is the only journalling system that has ever 'clicked' with me, because of its immediacy and extendability - [https://bulletjournal.com/](https://bulletjournal.com/) ",9.130440771349862,11.992169537190087,6.189311294765838,57.21911845730028,109.82644628099173,6.094765840220388,24.052341597796143,6.850034144686104,2.314815977961433,2214,74,256,42,99,626,221,363,0.042,0.858,0.099,0.9546,2,0,0,0,1,0,264.0,0,12,1,7,5,14,1,3,13,1,18,0,0,9,5,51,35,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,26,14,0,6,4,3,2,0,3,5,1,2,0,4,31,9,41,32,18,32,0,0,3,0,29,15,0,9,11,163,57,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258917719890651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273836810486688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751948189296538,0.456784711172091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577484331424037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038192954409467184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397616549485555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054828445998588514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975029060287605,0.0,0.0566736218451584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681178189721384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612517425384441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679811158387547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137850927940024,0.0,0.0,0.03443269111561646,0.0,0.0,0.06634094463047975,0.0,0.06406738547815492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532657126647392,0.0,0.0,0.12546496956718725,0.0,0.0,0.06824796170413593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817245826154678,0.0,0.0,0.06051108104917127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491118244040342,0.14295228911039212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343600525674479,0.0,0.0,0.06877466068891401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013739685538741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678022883510934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710758822329784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324832075266536,0.040145793375100935,0.0,0.0,0.10960117101145232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253757187028345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536437186180303,0.2705622714709717,0.0,0.05169564812866305,0.03695462115555077,0.0,0.050256808941296464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912248984430157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456784711172091,0.0 adhd,CactusCafe,2018/12/21,"Sleeping in and medication or what? So basically I have been having trouble getting up on time for a few months and I have also been on Adderall for a few months. Before being on it I did struggle every now and then with this. So basically I'm not sure if it is the medication or something else. Does anyone else have trouble getting up from medication (maybe it causes sleep but to be restful??)? Or if not, what do you do to get up? Also, Adderall doesn't really wake me up because I can sleep like a baby on it. So taking it first thing doesn't help that much if I'm not motivated to get up or whatever.",3.5540650406504066,4.693211073170737,5.665203252032522,78.7877235772358,72.41463414634146,8.06829268292683,28.300813008130078,8.515128840125781,2.067627642276423,474,18,94,8,9,166,70,123,0.114,0.86,0.027000000000000003,-0.8247,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,1,4,0,15,7,4,2,1,18,22,17,0,3,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,6,2,17,17,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,7,7,78,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244277256398916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679280640839764,0.15649057747172765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310317336235947,0.0,0.1299625154643811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689642675944612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365560198008694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551736838065426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286821414848815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299125943329241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191817980619942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237212066567353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461647022137219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343844442861446,0.0,0.0,0.4615801195335686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381626060402245,0.0,0.11227458514564316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978431513225554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585227853292841,0.0,0.0,0.11757949933941447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966721397969136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439468095951578,0.0,0.1148344248526944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014674428700322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905845753641109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daftpunk1338,2018/12/21,"Boyfriend with ADD/ADHD, help. So I've been together with my boyfriend for about a year now and he is diagnosed with ADD/ADHD and told me when we first started dating. However he doesn't take any sort of medication nor go to therapy or even really aknowledge the fact that he has ADD/ADHD very often. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; When he first told me about his diagnosis I did alot of research about it, before then I already knew quite abit but I listened to Podcasts, watched youtube videos. Even read just articles about it because I wanted to be able to help him deal with his problems. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; But the longer we have been together it is almost like he takes advantage of me and refuses to get any sort of help. He will often get uncontrollably angry, just waking up on the wrong side of the bed can just make him act in a very disrespectful manner towards me, he has even gotten abit physical with me before during arguements. But then at other times he is the sweetest most loving human and we can have the best conversations. When I try and make him aknowledge the way he treats me or makes me feel he will often almost blame me and say things like ""Well you can be really mean sometimes too"" or something along those lines or just say how I am making him feel horrible when I try and talk about what I need from him, how he makes me feel and our relationship and how I want him to deal with his problems. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; He's told me growing up his parents didn't really believe ADHD/ADD was real and that he only ever tried one medication but that he quit taking it because ""It made him feel depressed and tired."" &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; I have tried ever since we started dating really to help him and tell him that there is help to get since he has had problems with work/school and relationships in general most of his life but I don't really know what to do anymore and if this is his ADHD/ADD acting out or something else. I don't want to give up because I love him but it's just gotten to the point where I just feel bad all the time and everything just becomes so difficult.",7.670181818181818,7.306960053658535,7.219645232815965,76.49470066518849,63.09756097560975,10.08869179600887,34.00221729490022,9.457814108942452,2.9959024390243907,1722,63,315,27,22,540,185,410,0.09699999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.11,0.3996,2,0,2,0,0,0,76.0,5,1,0,6,34,16,0,1,12,0,29,8,1,9,4,88,65,39,0,8,19,1,5,2,0,2,5,3,1,1,16,28,0,1,8,2,0,4,5,8,1,3,13,9,47,8,41,48,5,35,0,1,1,2,61,12,0,16,20,211,63,2,0.035523057102414116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134590573045209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711424207862012,0.0,0.03920057684928678,0.0,0.0,0.4618706103490705,0.5179728308614926,0.04831379393434898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03522932731540723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029660268881429364,0.06496357768960839,0.039232425664762094,0.060455010394741215,0.04002232080233273,0.0372792568305229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324542412077187,0.030595957029863813,0.03605515520447269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029674955989938686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038793257064173,0.06426527776506721,0.0,0.0,0.03192583318370513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980762509710488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043178844870265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055677993527694966,0.03407695326867158,0.020188571980474117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905178190920734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019522543175285824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02509098577304166,0.034709542722634275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641218918953511,0.033612775541892174,0.11855958228460235,0.0,0.0,0.03869502312556592,0.0,0.07157148563106433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026339896730417908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02407134283653956,0.02701688565664513,0.0,0.0,0.039444151041850506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033580771028546015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019723044600721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556628769589166,0.035532670146161766,0.04043301596947105,0.11378489999834765,0.0,0.0,0.0762769383899798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056498721597901876,0.0,0.035951230273149754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587700798405205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054694769713971386,0.03513321179650571,0.0,0.05028680530652043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801267541260363,0.028552087709432964,0.031048717649631286,0.0,0.04062371166173495,0.0,0.02359994068873196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041427560530551265,0.040828528486423134,0.0,0.10183141010557546,0.0,0.09647129591132043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058620484769979886,0.0628572583490317,0.02819654926569031,0.0,0.0,0.03193949448272445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025861208648125647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388388864385623,0.5179728308614926,0.02287568410477856 adhd,Mexiguese408,2018/12/21,"Adderall is a gateway drug Ive taken adderall for years now and noticed that when I do it makes me want to smoke. I used to take adderall, smoke cigarettes, binge drink, party hard, etc. Today I am 10 months sober (except for the adderall) and plan to stay that way. A while back I got off my medication and tried to be 100% clean but it wasnt working out and I started to struggle. Now Im back on my medication but 6 months later Im smoking again. When I wasnt on adderall just 1 drag of a cigarette would digust me. How do quit smoking without giving up my medicine?",2.397931034482756,4.154205000000005,3.785724137931037,88.58168965517244,76.58620689655173,6.019310344827588,27.11724137931035,6.742157984588678,1.1508993103448275,444,18,92,4,10,146,76,116,0.085,0.87,0.045,-0.6374,0,0,6,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,4,0,9,4,0,3,0,15,17,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,12,0,15,11,1,21,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,14,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754085807165169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754338216694133,0.20768020537173607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997256340212485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171793377418564,0.0,0.0,0.1432295728995231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042379538596013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38688219549584574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195397423321347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608159199704205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588575845451986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388794866418697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904775300759476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675634548495654,0.19087936757251767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721713824919156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134648634854666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975038229565334,0.0,0.0,0.12158605860304295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467079453974852,0.0,0.0,0.1056281902308334,0.14214828396513807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263027015207247,0.0,0.13037504681711445,0.0,0.0,0.12721590313454706,0.0,0.0,0.11532401392036967 adhd,PsychoYam,2018/12/21,Having ADHD is like trying to play next-gen games on last gen hardware with max settings (or several gens old hardware depending on severity of the ADHD) Maybe taking medication is over-clocking your hardware OR it's turning all the settings to low.,7.317333333333334,8.751371844444446,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,63.88888888888889,9.555555555555557,39.444444444444436,9.725611199111238,4.416111111111111,203,11,29,4,3,66,35,45,0.046,0.848,0.107,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626247627274763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908021760041705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435710719715447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351595644450871,0.0,0.0,0.23580570104238036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894116938484995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456220915236959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288757181684594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599509322596926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892140118551806,0.25460612937549365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,micultra8,2018/12/21,"New Yorkers, how do you do it?! I'm in Times Square right now. It has never been more difficult to focus in my life Doesn't even help to look down, because the lights reflect in the wet sidewalk. 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Hello all, I work at a restaurant so naturally it can be a stressful environment that involves late nights and inconsistent schedules. I am a student as well, but the winter semester doesn't start for a couple weeks. I notice how so many people at work and at school can stay so calm yet have all this energy to get so many things done throughout the day/night and they push themselves to work incredibly hard and because of this, they are so successful. Does anyone have any tips to stay calm yet energized? I feel as though I can be one or the other. I just get so frustrated with myself for not getting things done despite making lists and therefore I'm incredibly lazy or I get everything (simple tasks) done and am still stressed because there's always more and it never ends! I prioritize and make goal lists daily but still feel I'm not good enough as others are, that I'm lazy, and that something just isn't right with me. Sometimes I think it's that's just the way I was born and the problem is with my neurochemicals and other times I get caught in this loop of I'm not trying hard enough and I'm not good at anything. Thank you for any advice! **Tl;dr How can one stay calm and clear-headed in stressful situations but still stay energized enough to get all goals accomplished throughout the day and night?**",4.4093506493506505,6.255952878787882,4.688614718614719,83.83863636363638,71.34848484848484,7.604329004329005,25.450216450216452,8.269060116576782,1.5422080086580086,1096,34,210,17,21,344,129,264,0.127,0.735,0.138,0.4936,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,7,23,16,1,3,10,0,20,0,0,6,4,43,39,32,0,1,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,17,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,5,1,2,5,4,17,11,23,32,7,35,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,19,140,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317462213945953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082354510949336,0.0,0.0,0.17364592243640375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951526658822279,0.0,0.07004342789178045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377216161321193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941795204497784,0.0,0.109785889730272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448581089286521,0.2613104507526857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538774067201774,0.2638435423193943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649700428920136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607467492203348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668183903107089,0.0,0.0,0.14278295765715412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249489711631015,0.0,0.08735383666543856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960148463353647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363152619841632,0.17258905200893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564690535764454,0.0,0.0,0.2396275263693622,0.0,0.0,0.09690542378703068,0.0,0.0,0.11535395838335973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059008896104381314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144476362633378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268881919511154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614219715371058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567424013186103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552665374982362,0.08418215549852759,0.0,0.0602457254457265,0.4536130293134947,0.27189581409163355,0.0,0.29250115760365425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836361456150047,0.0,0.0,0.11309491932146408,0.0545390612303473,0.08362629124613155,0.0,0.04963197447912216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778835194878883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756132370005279,0.06827512796873057,0.0,0.07652973792041667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589694848333552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Polarizedd_,2018/12/21,"enrolled for college and went to orientation and started freaking out because i forgot how much anxiety school gave me and felt immensely sick afterwards i enrolled this summer for the fall term and i couldnt make it because i have no car and i just moved to a new house so im easily 40 minutes driving distance, so i decided to go to the spring term in this upcoming january and i went to go submit my fafsa to the school on monday, but they told me that i couldnt because i didnt go to orientation so i signed up for orientation and they told me to pull out my MAP, which is a course guide for the major youre working on and i didnt have that so i called one of the advisors to help me get it and it took an hour to get my map, then i went to go enroll for classes, but i wasnt in the spring term, so i had to wait another hour for the spring activation, and mind you, there was dozens of other students enrolling with me so i felt like a dumbass bc they had their shit together and done with in like 30 minutes while im still trying to get my stuff done and after i enroll and all that, i go to my financial aid advisor and they tell me i applied for the wrong financial aid form and i had to take another 30 minutes to register for that while my mom was yelling at me and i felt so sick, like nausea and i wanted to puke right there because i felt so much anxiety and mad at myself because i did so many things wrong that day. TL:DR college applications give me hella anxiety and i forgot everything you needed to apply for college ",3.744576802507837,4.5353055736677135,5.305125391849534,82.85355015673983,71.63322884012538,8.809404388714734,28.920062695924763,9.095868883498916,2.2615316614420067,1214,46,255,24,22,412,142,319,0.133,0.816,0.051,-0.9789,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,3,5,1,14,8,2,0,12,0,16,3,1,2,1,43,44,34,0,4,3,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,14,23,0,3,5,0,0,14,6,5,0,2,24,5,48,3,42,18,8,46,0,0,0,0,16,13,1,0,22,177,62,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762431598845235,0.2272086213380955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017532946722813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109204180227804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384805600969494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262669864729949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889765529328138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802295217514936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517327017915836,0.0949716744697686,0.2813253976994732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635890824736215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499392148959646,0.11423493744446342,0.0,0.0,0.2138781510724895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451020297996722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608455847111555,0.10037242022996036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099963729190651,0.11594986638994426,0.0,0.10522338608509783,0.1455556228735738,0.07340867823850758,0.0,0.09561668298822557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708627141334662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454710911667121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039048158851844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162406065350348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007407713420949,0.0,0.07906307089907122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333352630424187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443713203250771,0.0,0.08653205238378671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577248461518552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920117760322736,0.10999478936946823,0.06721581327070766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058393904632260164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753273488761808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207458571076351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648614243941414,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheesiechanman,2018/12/21,"Are you tired of not texting people back. Or not picking up on social cues through text? Fear not... Maybe. I just downloaded an app 2 days ago called MEi. its a text app (in beta) with AI built in. It reminds you to respond if it realizes that the conversation hasn't had closure. Also it uses the text messages between you and the other person to develop a personality and uses that to suggest better ways of interacting with them. For example I was texting my cousin.... app says this person is short with their responses. do not take it as aggression or agitation.(something like that.. I dont really remember because.. you know... adhd) It apparently also detects changes in texting patterns and will alert you if a person seems off. I have only had it for 2 days but it seems pretty cool. not 100% accurate on the personalities but its pegged my wife to a T using the 5860 text messages that I never delete. Let me know what you guys and gals think. 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Hi everyone, I've started on 30mg Vyvanse and am looking for some tips on how to live with it , such as diet, water intake etc. I find someday I feel great and others frankly I feel like shit. It's also ruining my sleep, doctor has me.on clonazepam but I know that's a short term fix. I'm also on 40mg Prozac and 10mg Trintellix, I rattle when I walk! Any ideas would be great - mach lav. 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Sort of an update to [my post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/9f4dt9/adhd_win_its_the_third_week_of_school_and_ive/) at the beginning for the semester. &nbsp; I was diagnosed and subsequently medicated earlier this year at 22-years old after beginning an engineering program at my university. Pre-diagnosis (around this time last year), I was so unhappy. I was drinking to forget how terrible I was doing in school and life in general. My family just thought I wasn't trying, and it was easier to just let them lay into me than to explain how I felt. &nbsp; Everything was turning into an endless cycle of *I'll do better next time, I promise*... But it just kept getting worse. &nbsp; So I finally **for real** sought out a diagnosis. This was something I had tried quite a few times already, but gave up each time. **But** this time I did it! It took some time... 10 hours of testing... 5 weeks of waiting for results... and ultimately 9 weeks after beginning testing, I was finally on mediation (Adderall). &nbsp; This semester was my first full semester on Adderall and with academic accommodations. I nearly started sobbing during my first exam when I **got** the material. I worked **SO** hard, and I have never been able to seamlessly recall material, all the while stay calm while taking an exam. &nbsp; I hit several bumps in the road... like my psych changing my medication, and it not being as effective, half-way through the semester. Because of that I fumbled a bit, but immediately spoke with my professors and kept them in the loop, and they worked with me to get me back on track. **I learned to never be afraid to ask for help, because most of the time, people will be kind and try to understand as best they can.** &nbsp; SO I am proud to say ill be receiving a letter home this year telling me I'm on dean's list, and not on academic probation. &nbsp; Unfortunately I've hit a bump in the road despite bringing my grades up, which we are sorting through now (feel free to read my post history on /r/legaladvice for an update on that one). But, in the end, this past year has taught me, thing's are going to be okay. It take's time, and a lot of self-reflection, but it's going to be okay. &nbsp; I hope you all are doing well, and I seriously thank this wonderful community for always **understanding and being supportive.**",3.5852359550561808,6.547929692134832,4.904820224719104,75.74936516853934,79.04494382022472,8.863370786516851,28.9,9.334730878484477,3.35499011235955,1943,89,329,59,50,642,232,445,0.055999999999999994,0.825,0.12,0.987,0,0,2,0,0,0,141.0,1,1,4,9,14,18,0,1,23,2,32,6,0,4,4,64,66,31,0,1,11,0,3,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,21,25,1,3,9,2,1,5,5,4,1,3,22,5,44,15,62,33,10,77,0,1,0,0,15,26,1,7,45,233,65,18,0.06803314544469823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176261998069821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507626774955566,0.0,0.05660902703163935,0.5897110773230608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056392331022099,0.06360180719123447,0.0,0.0,0.05231328941152421,0.0,0.08294474800452394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139658883268986,0.0601697884909136,0.07427457439542465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719700470073297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905221053990758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666465820468269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025717355660056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114380432315258,0.0,0.06413559473037272,0.0,0.034399602504138316,0.0,0.06532248864881933,0.1490539708015787,0.0,0.1157379175210237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108902106065662,0.0,0.07732960876134805,0.0,0.05441232135823861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060944335246832564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560118331442349,0.0,0.06824279196465041,0.06757226417999224,0.06699894402948421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084605175816787,0.0,0.11091218760078524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956850060383155,0.04805382260673138,0.033237558377365355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783934736877833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707247317124682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494271175466026,0.0,0.07235402199964386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138934173732367,0.0,0.04610102006497063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494533543783111,0.04716561687946851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954708417128832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236162454583797,0.06805155618005708,0.07743661386710685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410268790813546,0.0,0.06885317530632283,0.0,0.0,0.07097340817651678,0.0768580894875618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052375239162087917,0.0,0.0,0.0481542105104353,0.07251428094601102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772032072213946,0.0,0.0,0.10230491708999027,0.0,0.059463967800935165,0.06263577978412044,0.0,0.0,0.0451981988130644,0.0,0.0,0.054010718107000436,0.3570360679517986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558732785312072,0.13857011983198692,0.07400052603432396,0.0,0.14164980745134065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400154417174139,0.10914417115932913,0.0,0.06116996820709041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377904413508983,0.0990578803091838,0.0,0.06933158744236782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066778057846616 adhd,sreiches,2018/12/21,"I think I might want to go back on medication, but I’m terrified There isn’t too much to say about it. I’m 32 years old, my psychologist figured out inside of a few sessions that I was ADHD (despite going to him for unrelated reasons and my prior belief that my childhood diagnosis was a mistake), and we’re trying environmental strategies to address it, but I’m afraid that if I don’t go on medication I’m one slip-up away from screwing up a pretty decent life I’ve made for myself. But the potential side effects and behavioral changes terrify me, and Ritalin made me feel like a zombie as a child (as an adult, it gave me heart palpitations when I was briefly on it again). I haven’t tried other drugs yet, but I’m just... apprehensive. ",7.903091976516634,6.380577684931513,8.870313111545991,68.61568493150689,63.24657534246575,11.904500978473582,37.98043052837573,10.914260884657429,4.047656751467711,586,25,112,13,7,202,97,146,0.08800000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.063,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,2,7,0,7,7,1,4,0,22,21,12,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,1,2,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,6,2,14,1,17,14,2,19,1,0,0,1,5,8,1,2,9,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279134923797805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817541869846526,0.14582341527790238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006166725583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992515087316947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588897157460508,0.13548067585756615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233346950230105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472733524998945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339501417039238,0.09264977088247016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588887329995748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820898361252079,0.0,0.20118077695042536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940909505377208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899795527452616,0.0,0.1285067001003417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929346514265756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498412667498305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081136772754347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151528882936778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575096864381989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185608966148188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212358474578285 adhd,username_815,2018/12/21,"Can you 'feel' your ADHD? I've been off meds for over a week and it's almost like I can physically feel my ADHD. Head feels thick like soup and I'm lethargic and seem to have only a semi grip on my surroundings. I know it's maybe an adjustment to coming off meds, but it's interesting to note how it feels physically. It probably felt this way before I was diagnosed, but as I didn't know, I wasn't aware of the symptoms.",1.7860227272727265,3.6257010113636414,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,78.6590909090909,7.581818181818183,21.227272727272727,8.472884824447931,1.1544272727272724,331,9,72,7,8,114,58,88,0.02,0.893,0.086,0.6318,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,1,0,17,17,7,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,9,3,10,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45124457395450207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799056692148008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974957770281167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171801068269268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054817062523807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797000140124806,0.0,0.18025607892055565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267138119287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634968103210224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343673273707195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886061270302623,0.0,0.4170649283317761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278174947992858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202411248180602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090787746894706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512967124964486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901616287745684,0.1505905602891498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jeuoen,2018/12/21,"I need advice, freshly diagnosed I just got diagnosed and now I have to figure out how to get prescribed but here is the thing.. I self diagnosed about a year ago, my ADHD has been causing me serious issues at work I work at a fast paced food industry job and I kept fucking up bad so I started buying ADHD meds from friends , I tried adderall and Evekeo and vyvanse , adderall didn’t do much for me but I only took about 7mg at a time because any more than that was too much for me , helped me with my depression fatigue and bit with my focus, only 10 mg at a time with evekeo and it was much more helpful, then 30 mg at a time for vyvanse and it is perfect I can stay awake all day concentrate, I stop forgetting and it helps with my bipolar mood swings to like an extreme extent I’ve never had such a stable period of time in my life. Another bit of info is that I never had withdrawals and I never took more than those amounts and I would take each drug for months at a time before my plug would dry up or stop selling no dependency or addiction issues at all, I’m not abusing it. ALSO I didn’t even bring up ADHD she did, I was trying to get help with my horrible mood swings getting diagnosed with ADHD was not even on my mind because I didn’t really know I had it for sure... Here is the kicker I lied. I told my therapist I never tried anything because I don’t want to get in trouble and I don’t want her to think I’m faking it for pills but I know that vyvanse helps me allot and I don’t know how to ask for it, should I just be honest ... maybe just suggest vyvanse ? Idk I really don’t want to get screwed over but my ADHD is a constant factor of debilitation in my life. What steps should I take ? What next ? TLDR: need vyvanse but lied to my therapist about self medicating and now I’m afraid she might think I’m just a pill junkie ",3.1833919222139144,4.24155503926702,4.650609573672401,86.01943717277489,73.21465968586388,7.551383694839193,26.208302169035157,7.957251820313856,1.438049065071055,1443,48,305,20,28,483,176,382,0.127,0.774,0.099,-0.9038,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,19,16,2,1,12,0,31,16,0,4,8,69,61,25,0,9,13,0,0,1,1,5,13,0,0,2,14,21,1,3,7,0,2,4,14,9,0,0,17,0,48,5,47,38,14,44,0,2,0,2,14,16,2,5,24,206,62,3,0.0,0.08785311240999005,0.0,0.08083213325026846,0.4455567099753136,0.07245644965371822,0.0657276213148953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059296032415855376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042310067242548,0.07775051668728393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101738698740556,0.0,0.06931825806780778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191038219071601,0.13559957731057853,0.0,0.0630943841717083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190056047741375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761702971795886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012751618028477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781924815115129,0.0,0.06386345992957529,0.3010341474081629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598799978071593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794795015701316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965991016568325,0.0,0.057286467739592936,0.06854851975843379,0.19369603338682947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930283274244276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484988031615445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478224386626574,0.07358032915928336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224920625113908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474568015284748,0.03622490855045338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449151107067961,0.0,0.08236157863798824,0.07469618780413087,0.0,0.07865918261560645,0.07486822107091848,0.0,0.05918412997352183,0.0,0.16352166890398187,0.10995942619152536,0.2287496628475569,0.0,0.07885711099583939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278560712259922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500206049501764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470481865835034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052482250719346375,0.07903177381585255,0.0,0.12398189470286435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698834988876297,0.0,0.1114999550740278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721828060024371,0.049260556388024686,0.09502193439657253,0.0,0.0,0.2161811239750172,0.0,0.0,0.070851476362295,0.1647620446703511,0.15102462887759774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120302123375732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796107868878843,0.0,0.0,0.1053450523246232,0.0,0.0,0.04774880333898976 adhd,sloop703,2018/12/21,"Help! Doctor canceled appointment last minute, really need advice. Reddit - pls help. I always schedule my appointments well in advance so I can have my adderall prescription refilled when I am running out. I got an email from my doctor yesterday saying they messed up the holiday schedule, and need to cancel my 12/26 appointment. Now I can't get an appointment until 1/9 because they are away for 2 weeks!!! &#x200B; I really do not want to go 2 weeks without medication. I emailed and called my doctor but no response...would he be able to write me a script from a remote location? I feel like that's illegal because adderall is a controlled substance...? &#x200B; I live in NYC, so I guess I could schedule with another doctor, as surely there are others. But I guess I am just super afraid of a doctor not believing my condition, as I was diagnosed later in life (a few years ago) and grew up with my parents denying I had any issues. which is long reason why it took so long for me to get diagnosed properly. Medication helps me so much, but I have only seen this doc, and a psychiatrist a few times at his advice. I don't even know what type of doctor I would go see (general, or psychiatrist?). &#x200B; Please help, kind of freaking out before the holidays knowing I'll be running out in a few days. Thanks a lot in advance.",4.696200000000001,6.645184820000001,5.616199999999999,77.06110000000002,70.8,8.68,30.9,9.255337874911486,3.0142,1055,46,181,23,20,346,149,250,0.07400000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.155,0.9666,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,2,4,10,9,0,1,13,0,18,11,0,2,1,33,35,16,0,5,8,1,1,1,0,1,11,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,4,2,0,8,6,3,1,0,5,4,31,6,29,26,5,37,0,0,2,0,14,12,0,4,18,123,37,7,0.08297669265259701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216772744793193,0.07355383150937925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904325541121878,0.2697156354653785,0.30247729147352026,0.056426996395799185,0.0870082971173589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795933417280833,0.0,0.0,0.10116364335841302,0.0,0.07060705392516868,0.09348631799578744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472848054870684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306541646127472,0.06625013720816675,0.0,0.0,0.053513102270413115,0.0,0.0,0.1684391927934546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095809657207232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480532292521393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419555089758066,0.05927856581054245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670379434857932,0.0,0.0943151332662069,0.0,0.06636404117941239,0.0,0.18281636366376486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224701120456881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660610910776191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640745660019437,0.09120364050776804,0.06763707926350722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860889193286445,0.04053822071541924,0.0,0.07326993981572441,0.1468635237466127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054381681862869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718057651335966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609974165202814,0.12305233241609152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310751383527323,0.0,0.0,0.0921357975611794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108349109940228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631398810580116,0.08531385979551583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598639643792299,0.0,0.0,0.06612168101550657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820455083625133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639379032426809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483843767666156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219015864550556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894180317847735,0.0,0.1331177955379374,0.0,0.07460601179486426,0.0,0.0748735589200376,0.0,0.0,0.0799865706869211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788852348557592,0.0,0.30247729147352026,0.05343426957054079 adhd,goldenboii23,2018/12/21,"Drug screening Hi all, I have been on ADHD meds for the majority of my life. I just recently was ordered to have a drug screening for substance abuse drugs and marijuana was included. My doctor knows I’m pursuing law school and she calls me a very intelligent individual. (Just throwing this out so that others could get a feel of how she views me) any who, I am currently clean (because I have to be) and I wanted to know if anybody has gotten their prescriptions removed / denied because they have came up positive for marijuana? Should I tell her I occasionally smoke? Again, I am currently clean. Because I have to me. Any contributions helps. Thank you and have a wonderful day. 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Well, I finally found this group and started to feel like I was understanding what was going on with my head....as well as the 15 jobs in 17 year's, among other things. The therapist told me last night that I do not have ADHD. It just seems off. I sorta want a second opinion. thoughts?",0.3768055555555563,2.822907375,2.302083333333332,91.22347222222223,92.4375,5.344444444444445,18.04861111111111,6.937597516519254,0.2850715277777778,248,7,52,4,9,82,56,64,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.6915,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,13,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,1,6,3,9,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794147963800844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755687295146253,0.16609506116951775,0.0,0.25468780789435325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549196676815926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132132733095542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386077876681725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307162279158568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951512513823002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358571445454065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818157856220108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165546375103086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456173894370474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26994556810730186,0.15445989281019018,0.0,0.0,0.18457571205243065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222159720612174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420363493466695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713205914354268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180833298931781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149719686222386 adhd,mea16ls,2018/12/21,"What techniques/methods do you use to centre yourself when you find yourself spiralling into like chaotic/scattered thought processes and behaviour? &#x200B; I take methylphenidate hydrochloride long release (ritalin basically) and i am currently studying at university. I find quite often when i try and work (with the medication) i can get hyper focused on an irrelevant or stupid thing. After which its really difficult to work again and i'm kinda just scattered afterwards and cant focus at all. Its like i have alot of built up energy and just am trying to channel it everywhere around me but cant focus it on what i'm supposed to be doing. An example of this is i spent like 90 mins trying to find a song which i had a 5s snippet of in my brain. It got triggered because there was a part in a different song i was listening to that reminded me of it. I was wondering if anyone has any methods to snap out of that and sort of centre yourself again so you could focus and work again before getting carried away.",6.814035087719297,7.706724736842109,7.229210526315789,71.4336403508772,64.78947368421052,10.333333333333336,36.88596491228071,10.317481424215053,4.114438596491228,820,40,135,19,12,268,119,190,0.023,0.92,0.057,0.6128,2,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,4,11,5,1,0,8,0,16,3,1,2,1,30,27,14,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,14,12,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,3,16,3,26,18,3,21,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,7,13,103,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730286015809763,0.19404593531761613,0.10859753377960757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166189939330076,0.0,0.0,0.14216169727310954,0.0,0.0,0.15003795996657993,0.0,0.0,0.09734810355510357,0.0,0.1358880042087074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827154392216893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750282618096506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684645232973325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378728236678494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686725923783124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772204200238169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234055562480852,0.0,0.0,0.14132434384060472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608751082359175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729332591128904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985444140042605,0.0,0.0,0.10230419526126028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120070166016171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609373213885397,0.0,0.0,0.12677935869017326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32526564248074225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792451738026015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731815504043137,0.3487778438881336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404593531761613,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_UR_CC_INFO,2018/12/21,"What medication do you take? What have you tried? Side effects? Please specify the brand of generic if you use one. I’ve taken Adderall IR 5mg twice and day and then Adderall XR 10mg in the morning. Sometimes I get grumpy at the end of the day but if I have a snack it helps a lot.",0.04721428571428632,2.208802816666669,1.9128571428571417,96.61500000000002,87.5,4.761904761904762,21.904761904761905,6.1826913282559595,0.1529761904761906,219,8,51,2,7,72,44,60,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.6798,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,8,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,4,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42244254446674256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900827152681419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111403537422065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195276395243276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784431121435266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299387679434166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193389247698767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595151477530697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239225373576145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462519097985116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236244109113995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828693999502989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xpreszo,2018/12/21,"I’ve been feeling that the effect of the meds has dialled down over the years, has this happened to anyone ? I’m 17, I’ve been taking ADHD meds since I was 6, I started in Concerta, then when I changed doctor he switched me to Ritalin. I was doing really well up until last year, but I’ve been feeling that sometimes Ritalin doesn’t have much of an effect on me. I haven’t had the time to do an apointment because I let myself get caught up with so much fucking work that i couldn’t go outside or anything other than schoolwork (and procrastinating, cause i think that’s the main reason why I got so caught up). My friends told me that I was a ghost for a month and than no one saw me at school and didn’t know wtf I was up to, so I’m pretty fed up with the issue and I basically want to know if it’s a me problem or a meds problem. Either way I hope to se my doctor by January or February, I just want to know if anyone had a similar issue.",4.236133333333335,4.061810880000003,5.778000000000002,83.32233333333336,70.2,8.466666666666667,29.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.787666666666667,736,25,160,9,12,252,113,200,0.092,0.804,0.10400000000000001,-0.1867,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,1,0,13,0,19,6,0,4,0,30,42,16,1,8,8,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,9,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,16,3,22,3,26,24,4,23,0,0,1,1,3,10,1,6,9,111,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938614394333778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854650888886886,0.0,0.10913679232840877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084527836750979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623955917020508,0.14029673064081136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148893717689065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341155652206969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246360327122027,0.1226071114261281,0.06928963960694763,0.0,0.07537226764521399,0.0,0.10607010986613093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172773969721141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131723795393445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27684629642440256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865712207075072,0.10810481551461093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561521210771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419401885650737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585779596545196,0.0,0.19498519248895704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986825302008092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492448298186835,0.0,0.2538031196262056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496119433265589,0.13635773712378044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422077366063048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970647630636128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116677322810968,0.0,0.09387069457541723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971540934760774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497896774097306,0.0,0.0,0.07733308683786565,0.0,0.0,0.12672622089682398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644805071931314,0.10526935040182876,0.0,0.0,0.11924330898357118,0.0,0.11967093141971523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655056047255267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080873145265876 adhd,melly9477,2018/12/21,Keto and Focus Hey ya’ll! Love this group! So comforting to know that there is a lot of folks out there like me and seeing how you deal. Meds have never worked for me and was going to try a natural approach. I heard that the keto is very beneficial for all things brain and wondered if anyone has tried this to help with their ADHD. Thanks!,2.195714285714285,4.6273916417910455,2.9368869936034123,91.05432835820896,80.34328358208955,5.619616204690832,17.03411513859275,6.868970318607317,-0.07585117270788855,268,5,54,3,7,84,54,67,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,2,13,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,4,8,10,2,4,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,3,2,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095221402130557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008325512925186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750827364439097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655202445021073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637022401741234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262871296272408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415414136631314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125824737598271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189577412066408,0.2324467448767623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28607729970858764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986365698025107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052320752244602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371152076250902,0.0,0.0,0.1711031671159447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497157997962181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250372478276106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792993625810606,0.1874977044858968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StevenVonSweetles,2018/12/21,"Lack of confidence in adhd treatment I'm feeling bleak about my treatment and could use some information/support. So this is in the UK. I had adhd as a kid and got recently re-diagnosed as an adult. As a kid I tried some form of Ritalin but it caused chest pains, I explained this to the (doctor nurse) who did the interviews and handles my case. They forced me to go on Ritalin again in this form concerta start at 18mg and double to 36mg after mentioning side effects I'm told to wait and see. The drug is effective and definitely makes a difference to my concentration, can be a bit slow to start, lasts too long and it isn't always a clear focus. But it's an improvement. Surprise I get chest pains, I stick them out for 2 weeks. I report them to my doc and have an ECG and it comes back normal he advises me The doctor explained it to me as nerve irritation and muscle spasms. To drop to the lower dose and see if they stop. After informing the adhd (doctor nurse) of the results. They says the ECG must be wrong and that they want a copy, as chest pain is not a possible side effect of concerta (though it is look online or read the leaflet) I'm told to now stone cold stop the meds and not cut down. She mentioned I may now have to sign a disclaimer and she needs to talk with the specialist. I'm not saying I'm an expert but I have a very basic understanding of how it all works. But I feel everytime I talk with who is handling my case I'm not listened to and I'm treated like I'm completely unaware of what's going on. Any advice is welcome.",2.372386210004507,4.233436476340692,3.9755148715637714,86.72482255520504,76.98107255520505,7.430779630464173,24.25518251464624,8.306716005460428,1.4689523208652546,1221,41,255,23,28,407,169,317,0.129,0.784,0.087,-0.9422,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,6,4,9,9,1,0,25,0,18,13,3,8,3,58,49,29,0,7,10,0,2,1,0,2,10,3,0,3,14,19,0,3,9,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,5,9,26,4,39,39,8,29,0,0,3,0,29,10,0,5,16,162,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40407661250058413,0.1095182576254463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932552629604205,0.0,0.0,0.07621474908180413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617865058287674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235672170530955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151317552790541,0.0,0.0965425694604725,0.1175083600479786,0.0,0.0,0.08948265735319952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375362534138435,0.0,0.11709437642761325,0.0,0.34414010952175794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997125801344042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333683497030984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585544894536445,0.0,0.12738945319861142,0.0,0.0896365050350257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135597061618664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054754116245650165,0.0,0.0,0.09918272570371092,0.09411465694788368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481084037691592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448990574092765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310208976249317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109809568597317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35776666374340993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634756686849252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121051906242818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066040499332812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825285656009712,0.0,0.0,0.17861830858816002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865432773794996,0.0,0.0,0.1873992053137048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718122476818156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801630568274616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011298246234452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141846661952984,0.0,0.07609147422233832,0.0,0.0,0.1166738834319192,0.0,0.0967966961910822,0.0,0.09247349822845037,0.06610465711650723,0.0,0.08989969370407698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159183403180352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225362673258087,0.0,0.0 adhd,jeshurible,2018/12/21,"I wanted a diagnosis, was happy with a possible confirmation, but now I am scared I had an incident a couple months ago which led to a discussion with my husband and made me investigate just why I am the way I am. As I looked up the issues, such as forgetfulness / memory loss, no ambition, start projects and never finish them, jumping from thing to thing, etc., I saw ADHD pop up a lot. I spoke to my husband, he wasn't surprised. I spoke to my doctor, she wasn't surprised. I asked for a recommendation to see a psychologist or psychiatrist, and the psychologist was able to see me first. The session was alright. And while he doesn't want to make an official diagnosis yet, he said after the first session that if he had to place money on one, he would say ADHD. At first he said it may be concerning, but I didn't think so - I might have an answer to my question of why I am the way I am, and I might have a name for a big mystery in my life. I stayed straight face, but was actually relieved and happy. But last night, I felt like I got hit by a ton of bricks. And I began to get worried and scared. I have my second session today, but a million questions began running through my head. And the surreal situation of it. Why *me*? What does this *mean*? What does this change? What do I do? Is this actually good (to know)? Can things get better? Will anything get better? What if I lied? What if I'm just pretending? What if it is something else? Who do I tell? Do I hide it? Can I hide it? etc. etc. etc. For infinity. I don't know why this suddenly happen. I read a lot of articles about how a diagnosis is a good thing and that quality of life gets better. The positives far outweigh the negatives (particularly of drug usage and side effects). But while at first I was relieved, I'm now more anxious. 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I have insurance through work, but am going back home for 2 weeks... while I’m there, would I be able to see a psychiatrist and get medication?",4.467747747747747,6.4320355945945975,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,71.43243243243242,10.33873873873874,31.25225225225225,10.504223727775694,3.604430630630632,155,7,30,5,3,52,32,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,19,3,1,0.295086002068204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094234021910042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269029210185749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30834051371009,0.0,0.16770417523494655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959953199163768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945362049235733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514533873487936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670019154585525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482612396297507,0.0,0.0,0.20962062943824375,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KurioHonoo,2018/12/21,"How ADHD might have killed my cat. Half way to work I realized that I didn't put the extra Adderall that I was planning to bring along in my pocket and is instead sitting on my bed. Gotta race home now to make sure my cat didn't eat it.",3.9933974358974353,3.4109382115384617,5.012307692307694,89.999358974359,70.73076923076924,7.702564102564103,26.948717948717945,6.42735559955562,0.8754410256410257,185,5,44,1,3,61,41,52,0.08900000000000001,0.866,0.045,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,7,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,7,1,6,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930025126145878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346129024386917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280177263922504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617881515262423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182817366513211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469059686011217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328735404468222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30820308659091805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595653435466242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380671990756569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpecialGnu,2018/12/21,"What is the differance between Ritalin and adderal? I'm currently taking 60mg ritalin, and while it calms me down, my eyes sort of stare at nothing. I can focus my mind but not my eyes if that makes any sense. I want to know how adderal is in comparison because I can talk to my doctor and swap if I want to.",4.306093749999999,4.491304921874999,5.953125000000004,80.87937500000002,70.09375,9.525,31.625,9.516144504307137,2.7327000000000012,241,10,51,5,4,83,46,64,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.3716,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,2,0,14,10,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,8,10,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,3,2,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236556781226034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120522744299944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634397425838784,0.0,0.35604952925783834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117480118275545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219930280663906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512395143589587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33378112605225063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615474864438821,0.2795967534656778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41035377272572987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnxiousFinish,2018/12/21,I failed 2 classes and somehow pulled out with a 3.0 at university I don’t know how this happened but I always have one- 2 classes I don’t pay attention to. Somehow I got a w for withdrawal 1 F and somehow managed to get 3 As. Don’t know how I did it but sometimes procrastination works out . Next year I gotta get better,1.0203781512605057,3.116419441176472,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,82.52941176470588,6.238655462184874,27.36134453781513,7.447530270364453,1.5795226890756302,254,12,54,4,7,89,45,68,0.07,0.8370000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,7,1,8,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,34,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28195126377094043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29968626552018635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35407143311416656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710101829358651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996449126692515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724474106633353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36037199385723545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296142779698917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351324067875578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466876398002288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820900165207224 adhd,cakerton,2018/12/21,PSA: Make sure you have enough medication for the holidays. 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Hello dear reditors, My first question is with studying. When I study for like 50 minutes, what should I do in the 10 minutes break so my mind is rested for the next study block? What I do now is listen to music outside. Also, when on medication, and I'm really into the thing I'm studying, should I take a break after 50 minutes or do I continue until a certain point like when I start to feel like I can't continue. My next question is, I'm always terrible in rewards. Like for example I reward myself with one youtube video or 5 min social media, but it is always way more. Tried cookies but I just eat all of them. What are some good rewards in the short term like after a hour of household tasks, and what are some good ones after like a week or two/ month(s)? Thanks in advance",3.1968687707641195,4.865925680232556,4.294451827242527,86.15569767441862,74.17441860465118,6.542192691029903,26.239202657807308,7.1686216300943375,1.2669039867109642,675,24,132,7,14,220,96,172,0.022000000000000002,0.747,0.231,0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,6,7,17,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,0,2,23,23,13,0,3,6,0,1,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,5,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,2,15,16,21,20,7,35,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,7,26,89,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890113606757854,0.24743107384478086,0.1610971482501538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152139053225734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751782094989495,0.10621862415903513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264690400030192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741228339236432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642205966917826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358318024099031,0.0,0.0,0.13157910636173534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978171773013133,0.0,0.0,0.1501266809600319,0.0,0.11867674790904405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162505045415251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150187166509825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405527780514524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331162795418586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524965213859724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156282281592376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523805690994577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179054305698297,0.0,0.0,0.1368866333317134,0.0,0.0,0.09877787567268986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094548328739568,0.0,0.1452409471068366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801704396210848,0.11926392701802503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,afrikanman,2018/12/21,"Parents about to spend a significant amount on a degree I don't think I deserve. I have always been a bright student, got an A- in high school missing a straight A by a single point. That was 5 years ago. I went to uni shortly after on a government sponsorship (you get one in my country if you score above a B) to study real estate management. I dropped out after a few weeks. I couldn't concentrate and the lack of structure didn't help. I have been out of school for 4 years now. The people I was in class with are graduating today, it sucks. I haven't done much either. I feel like I have so much potential but I never see things through. I won a startup pitching competition last year with 0 preparation and still haven't done anything with the prize money. I keep getting jobs and quitting after a few weeks. Most of them are marketing jobs because adhd creativity :) Anyway, I decided maybe I should go back to school next year. I was getting very depressed since I didn't have much to do and FOMO hit me hard. I just finished calculating all the financial requirements and it comes to around 10k USD. That's a lot of money here and to us. My parents are ok and even thrilled at the idea but I feel like this was my mess and they shouldn't be punished for it. They don't even have a car man. I just can't justify it. I know I won't allow them to pay, it's not fair. I don't know what to do now, I'm sure I'll figure it out though. Just wanted to let this out there. Good day. 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My boss pissed me off by saying I can't keep working with my current workflow, I have to use theirs, which has too many changes in focus and slows me down, so I made a point to prove my method. My method takes each step of the work in batches, so I can do one thing to each device repeatedly, instead of everything to one device, repeatedly--if that makes sense. I worked on perfecting this method without medicine for months so I could stay productive, and unmedicated, it allows me to actually hit production without losing my place or getting lost in a jumble of steps. Unfortunately, this ruins their data for me, since all my paperwork gets done at the end of the day. I tried to argue why this is necessary, pointing out that I can hit production by lunch when I'm on my meds and still hit production without them, and he said it didn't matter, that they want that data. I showed him how low my production was the last time they made me switch, and I had just been allowed to go back to my method because of it. I think I may have to push for it to be a written accommodation, but we'll see. Anyway, he said I don't have to switch until after christmas, so to prove the merits of my system, and to flex on him a bit (thanks odd), I doubled production yesterday and I did it before lunch. Todayyyy however, I left my time badge at home so I can't clock in, I spent 40 minutes chatting with coworkers and I've spent too much time writing this post. I've taken my meds and it feels like they haven't touched me. I can't focus on work at all. For me this happens every time I hyperfocus like that, on or off meds, it's like if I use that resource, I will burn it out and be useless the next day. Is that a thing for anyone else? I also had to do a counting ritual yesterday, so it's possible yesterday was a double dose and this is rebound.",5.565875588654034,5.412047153652399,6.389598072500278,79.99582192530939,67.38790931989925,9.624750848756982,30.610995509801768,9.318704503766252,2.439228978206112,1548,53,318,27,23,513,195,397,0.054000000000000006,0.897,0.049,0.2541,4,0,4,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,6,7,18,15,3,0,15,0,32,4,1,10,5,49,60,26,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,3,1,3,1,0,25,18,2,1,4,2,2,4,9,8,0,2,18,7,57,7,54,33,9,55,1,5,1,0,17,23,1,4,28,224,82,6,0.0,0.0,0.10112651340539568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287171170330221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245948964000702,0.10617969279417408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968395613777422,0.0,0.06317100048764311,0.0,0.08818026100810539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313553391221215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096252622130518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827389625550785,0.0,0.0,0.20049551977736876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604798278142773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656835380593883,0.0,0.09178413417858346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731152042320031,0.0,0.09313465615697712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052397707120531115,0.07403225477867577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828327753419367,0.0,0.058894491457203935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163838199229064,0.0,0.0,0.10231173601069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394788213093206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210981413705344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447109703235975,0.0,0.0,0.1125927196744066,0.0,0.0,0.1518830209490849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593383708745808,0.11312280068172845,0.0,0.0,0.19611167386375905,0.06917285990097254,0.1050630816505081,0.0,0.0,0.345323863447454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271531764855458,0.0,0.07617890579713328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021013551751704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044277093210367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082697755433628,0.0,0.19592494549687095,0.11682561641855052,0.09924750257839167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638710085480858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971489580463826,0.08240958002648269,0.0,0.0,0.08257853523277604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572260505731526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045424302818324,0.08275789160386884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791577071314483,0.0,0.0,0.09540724326682554,0.0,0.0,0.1376924040617956,0.0664009886662942,0.0,0.0,0.24170655677074304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035698114767333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900358479514678,0.0,0.0,0.06112280202285957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093508645399255,0.0,0.0,0.2996826643322857,0.0,0.30177126609511395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moritzferr,2018/12/21,My parents are the reason why I almost committed suicide [what my parents did to me](https://youtu.be/5zBP86Jg2BA),15.124375,17.996587687500003,9.825,53.12000000000001,47.125,11.4,47.25,11.20814326018867,6.4327000000000005,97,5,9,2,1,26,14,16,0.222,0.6829999999999999,0.095,-0.5291,2,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337418828313848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7401584084384173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426777232923916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645652647642666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007424674843489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blackbirds22,2018/12/21,"How to make your partner understand? TLDR; Boyfriend wants to understand but just doesnt seem to get how it is to have ADD. Anyone have any examples to explain to normal functioning people how it feels? Hi everyone, (Excuse my english, not a native speaker blabla) Im new to this subreddit and Im so happy I found this. Its amazing to know Im not alone and Im not crazy. So since a few months me and my boyfriend live together. We have been together for almost 7 years now so you could say he is kind of used to me and all the crazy stuff I do that has to do with my ADD. However, I have been able to hide a lot of my flaws, now I cant anymore. I struggle a lot with doing simple chores at home. Like laundry, cleaning, ironing and getting groceries. I put them off and I've ironed once in the past two months.. He starts to complain about this what I completely understand, and I am reallt trying so hard to keep up with everything. I tried explaining all this to him but he just doesnt get it. He is very patient and very understanding so its not like he doesnt want to understand. He tries to help me says a lot of things like we'll do it together, just do it (I HATE this.) and stuff. I want to know how you guys deal with this and if you have some examples to explain the wonders of my daily dysfunctioning to a normal functioning person. It's really hard to grasp for him because he is really neat and punctual and everything I am not. Hope you guys know some things that could help. Thanks in advance. 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I was diagnosed about a month ago, and was put on 10 mg Adderall twice a day. It didn't really seem to do anything, so my doctor upped it to 15 mg twice a day. It feels like if it's doing anything at all, it's marginal at best. I can't tell when it kicks in, nor when it wears off. I want to try switching to an extended release med like Vyvanse but I'm not sure if I should continue trying more dosages of Adderall before going that route. I was hoping to get some thoughts and opinions on the topic. How long did you all try one particular med before your doctor switched you to another? How high do normal Adderall dosages go? If one med seems to have no effect at all, is it even worth going up in dose before trying another? 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Title says it all; I was diagnosed and prescribed almost a year ago. Started with 20mg Vyvanse, now at 40mg Vyvanse with a 10mg Adderall booster - I only take it when I have classes and/or don't intend to get drunk later that day (my doctor told me to not drink with it). Now the issue is, when I'm on Vyvanse and something goes wrong everything is amplified. I have a fairly dark sense of humor so my close friends know (well, knew) me saying something like ""haha end me"" was just a bad attempt at being funny but in the last few months, more of my friends have been taking me seriously about it due to how often I started saying it. No intentions of doing it but the thoughts have started coming, and my closest boys have been actively ""looking out for me"". I've looked this up, and I don't know if I'm just blowing stuff out of proportion but I'm scared I might have ""given"" myself bipolar. We all have our good/bad times yes, but when on Vyvanse it just comes and goes way faster and ""easier"". This isn't something I noticed when I'm on the booster, it's more of a mood booster and even if my test the next day looks like it'll rail me no bad thoughts come to the point where I text my friends in a complaining manner about my life. Not only do these fast mood changes happen when I'm on my prescription, but they also sometimes happen when I'm off, like if I take it Monday the mood swings can happen on Tuesday but by Wednesday I'm mostly clear, without taking it Tues/Wed. So I want to figure out if this is a side effect of Vyvanse (Wiki says it could be) and I'm ""fine"", or if the Vyvanse has brought it to the surface and there's something deeper I need to deal with. I also have a visibly harder time explaining myself, not as ""bad"" as stuttering but sometimes I literally have a hard time translating my thoughts into spoken words. Overall I can't say I'm a huge fan of *what* I become when I'm on Vyvanse, and I don't know if I just need to get away from the stress/sadness/anxiety school brings and stay away from my meds over the break (aka burned-out) or if there's something else. Worst part is I have to wait another month to talk to someone about it - to get back to school because my mother, even though she's an MD, never took me seriously about saying I might have ADHD so I had to go through the school's system to seek options. I also don't know if like this is normal and I just need to be okay with it or I need to figure it out. Worst part is I don't know how to start figuring it out other than pretty much quitting school or becoming a billionaire. The shitty thoughts/mood, combined with anxiety that makes me hard to fall asleep really don't help either. My degree is hard as-is, and it's not for me, but I just need to tough it out and I'm pretty much a broke college student and my financial situation is far from being remotely comforting and so on I don't want to ramble about my life on this post. 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I feel like I should just take meds. I've never really truely needed ADHD meds since I've been able to mostly power though or I guess skate by most school and work situations without. I had a bad experience on some ADHD meds when I was a kid (which was likely due to wrong dosage or various other things) so I've been almost too scared to go back to it till now. There's a top thread right now where someone mentioned needing to take a lot of breaks after 1-2 hours of working on something or wandering mentally a lot and that's pretty exactly what I've got going on. In the type of work I'm doing for school and work is PC related so sitting in front of the PC all day for a project that might have taken a few hours gets dragged out into the whole day since I always take breaks that I can't seem to not take. Anyway, after some backstory there I brought it up to parents and since they know I didn't like the way ADHD meds worked for me the first time they want me to try taking vitamins and changing my diet since that can help brain activity n such. I don't really deny that good ol' exercise and diet and vitamins help with it maybe a little but im mostly on the fence about believing that can work for my ADHD as a whole and not just a small part of it. (It gives me the same 'snake oil' feeling when people use essential oils for mental issues) Just wanted to see if anyone actually tried any I guess 'natural' substances since imo I should just start on some meds so I can get to the point of having a free enough schedule to have a better diet and exercise and all that jazz that doesn't have to do with the meds. Thoughts?",7.024624040920713,5.595997249275364,7.373981244671782,78.34081841432226,64.91304347826087,10.436487638533675,30.728900255754475,9.325443323948027,2.396263427109974,1341,36,274,20,17,440,186,345,0.015,0.893,0.092,0.9622,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,10,20,9,0,1,21,0,22,9,1,1,4,57,50,24,0,7,13,1,2,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,17,14,4,1,5,3,1,4,8,3,0,1,10,5,20,7,44,37,17,43,0,0,1,0,8,17,0,18,21,180,37,12,0.06796468156689313,0.0,0.06632372518610594,0.0,0.4084016985206215,0.06641430023350328,0.0,0.0,0.06805681111133152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565520596007786,0.0,0.0,0.09243662814745096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752248560912909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052260644915515055,0.056747670221710164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657292223066381,0.0,0.060109237754653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587106189836831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379524260519627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766319406565022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022568416317483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648249997233065,0.0,0.0,0.06872997022082143,0.048553982091373946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057810723421025625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071017481959835,0.06519791556785147,0.0772517895623334,0.057005550335833724,0.054357564540863615,0.0,0.14974151830376947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111058684057466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338630418016883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341351889015675,0.07093746977721238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03735161155918791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961233115474148,0.06811846589252267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556228365631975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827965770803633,0.0,0.452960638080721,0.0,0.13698482711144594,0.07209978677290553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007899004089962,0.05241855231410265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546673580224092,0.07359912702707602,0.0,0.0471181526470046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424859220719423,0.0,0.0,0.06914451489760758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707983069377123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058041466705415726,0.0,0.0,0.06804450278302228,0.1375677724137441,0.054159051791827915,0.06187249352357632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811054345988715,0.07639514968971756,0.0,0.0,0.057586254137900576,0.05232253232411112,0.0,0.0,0.0481057514253432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555049111466021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045152714454810464,0.0,0.06677495456393615,0.05395636543551255,0.03963075237914643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228711493010587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058699663250961424,0.0,0.0,0.08017466018466725,0.0539472007322709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176027962146155,0.0,0.0655155277051674,0.0,0.2968745858168936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430871001894203,0.0,0.0 adhd,the-slam-jam,2018/12/21,"Withdrawal Trubs 2: The Saddening Back to jam more about my adventures through Adderall withdrawal. After two weeks of apathy/anhedonia, I'm finally starting to feel *human emotions* again. During the day I feel alright; not as sunny as I used to be, but more down to do fun things and hang out with friends. Once it gets closer to nightfall, however, the depression slowly sets in. Prior to being on medication, I'd never experienced nighttime depression, so I'm assuming this is yet another withdrawal symptom entering the mix. It sucks, because nothing in particular happens that sets it off. I just slowly feel my mood begin to lower until it tanks altogether, and my brain tries to rationalize the feeling by coming up with reasons to feel sad and hopeless. This starts around 6pm and doesn't stop until I go to sleep. Right now my coping strategy is to just distract myself with videos or games, but I miss out on a good chunk of the evening that way. Plus my brain is usually where I like to retreat and daydream up fun story ideas and art concepts, so it's a bummer when the sadness blocks me from accessing that. Tl;dr, I've got nighttime depression due to Adderall withdrawal and don't know how to cope with it. Anyone know any better strategies other than trying to ignore it? 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Now, I can easily focus on anything. Compared to Strattera, no side effects at all. Lucky me. But I still cannot sit down and study. Which is the only thing I've supposed to do these days. Asking people who can overcome, for the thought patterns, techniques and advice of yours. Thank you.",1.7321770334928213,4.519360973684215,2.475598086124404,89.61964114832539,90.57894736842104,4.342583732057416,25.330143540669866,6.1124844417494595,1.0237526315789474,318,14,56,3,11,99,60,76,0.036000000000000004,0.789,0.17600000000000002,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,2,11,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,9,3,7,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27620214248459285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259672665824704,0.0,0.26423943600783256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998080522688035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228575723034493,0.0,0.0,0.2868836275877704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31396024214468604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853957537613997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496793230669192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595380310058086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514490384986901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602259881437426,0.0,0.0,0.18777998755639155,0.0,0.0,0.22439239262589286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laconicname,2018/12/21,"Anti-Depressants & ADHD... Hello. First time Reddit poster... Long time reader. I'm sure this has been posted in other groups but this group seems really friendly and supportive so I feel comfortable to post here. I'm 29F. Recently diagnosed as of this year. My backstory is very similar to a lot of others that I've read here so I won't bore you with those details (I. E. Bore myself writing those details). The medication I started taking has tremendously helped me but it brought back my PMS and cycle (I have an implant and that stopped the female factory line for a bit which was awesome). The PMS was/will be so extreme, worse than my moods as a teenager. Crying because it's windy (lol) and geez if I wasn't sensitive before, these moods were like the creme De la creme of sensitivity and feeling rejected by everything that moved... So I went to my regular doctor (I have a psychiatrist I see too) and they prescribed me Luvox just for the week leading up to my cycle . I've never taken antidepressants as I have seen my friends have strong side effects like nausea. I started taking it two nights ago and I feel like I've been hit by a truck. I feel blank, space cadet. Zero emotion. No anxiety. No sadness. Nauseous. I feel like I have a cold but I don't..... It's like a rubber band around my brain. I've just laid in bed all day staring at the ceiling. Too sea sick to move. I've googled so much on this but I'm going insane. Am I supposed to feel this sick?! I can't barely type. I can feel it working but I can't function like this for much longer. Anyone who can tell me if this is normal or not, thank you in advance. I know medication and its symptoms aren't one size fits all but you never know. Also will check with my doctor too once I feel better... 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So classic ADHD gal here, took me weeks of thinking about it... finally posting. I’m a server. Shifts start at 4 or 5 I’m always in the building right on the dot. No matter if I’m busy, stressing, in a rush, calm. Just there at scheduled time. They are now doing a schedule with me and another girl that I know that has ADHD at 10 to ie: 3:50 4:50 Just get there on time... easier said then done. I try so hard... even with my revised schedule if I come in at 4:51 I get looks... I’m good at my job and I’m always the last to leave. I don’t want to start anything. But, I saw some chatter on the internet..... is this discrimination of my disability. I’m not trying to be an ass hole. I am the way I am. And I want to change and be normal. Please don’t give me suggestions to be on time. I’ve tried them all. 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I have an extremely overly hyper child. It was what made diagnosing me in elementary school so easy. At that time there was ADD and then ADD with hyperactivity. And because I was ""hyper for a girl"" I was considered to be ADHD. But then as far back as my memory goes, I seem to have calmed down in terms of being very hyper, but yet retained all my other symptoms once I hit puberty/highschool. I'm rather curious, is this a common occurrence? Are there many other people who used to be hyperactive type but are now inattentive? 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I can only find it in regards to young children, but I “shut down” when exposed to lots of stimuli ( bookstores, thrift stores ect are the worst culprits) even a room being too warm can trigger a “shut down” I’ve been assured by my psychologist that this can happen with ADHD and I don’t have Aspergers. I was wondering does anyone else struggle with this?",4.195727848101264,7.029703050632914,4.84099683544304,77.94352056962029,75.45569620253164,6.481645569620253,27.59651898734177,7.645422480735847,1.9398974683544308,347,14,57,5,8,111,60,79,0.127,0.805,0.068,-0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,10,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,2,10,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6485424031299748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515525533749137,0.36861662939716816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31482839604735985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005333124693084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880904187633015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644070589365527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397987443349116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590672877481793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292754132582104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680684382057753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804962954738744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950721841484505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,seminolescr,2018/12/21,"Maxed out on Adderall - Tolerance too high. Any advise? I have been prescribed Adderall, and previously Vyvanse on and off for the past 14 years. Prior to this, I was diagnosed with depression and soon after anxiety - this was about when I was 13. ADD was a diagnosis I believe either in conjunction with the depression or months prior or after. I used Adderall to study in college and was able to function without it. Once I graduated and begin a full-time job I begin taking it five days out of the week. Not long after I noticed that I couldn’t skip weekends because I would lay in bed all day and later literally sleep the entire weekend. And when I mean sleep the entire weekend I mean to the point where my body hurts and my anxiety was incredibly bad. Would get up for the bathroom and food but that’s it. I’ve done a lot of research and have tried modafinil, B12 supplements, L-tyrosine, HTP, fish oil, iron and magnesium supplements. I also take Kratom and notice a huge difference in my anxiety with it/increased ability to get out of bed. I recently purchased “ADD Back” on Amazon that contains l-tyrosine 750 mg , l-theanine 600 mg , 5 HTP 250 mg and Ashesgabdha Extract 150 mg. I do not take the additional supplements listed above if I use the “ADD Back” supplement. Bear in mind the past year my depression has gotten much worse and I have neglected to use any omegas/iron/magnesium regularly, whereas previously I used fish oil/omegas regularly everyday. I’m forgetful about the ADD back as well. I’m prescribed Adderall 20 mg 3x a day, Prozac 80mg a day, Xanax as needed (provided two 2 mg tabs a day each month) and recently Stratteta. I was let go from the job and have not picked up the Straterra nor used it in about two weeks due to the cost. Stupid, I know. Went to my doc and we discussed wearing off the Adderall - reducing by half a pill every 3 weeks. Super baby steps he said. I’m terrified because my taking my morning dose does not cut it. I was on Vyvanse for a year and a half or so along with a 15 mg Adderall booster for the afternoon. Worked great until my depression got worse. Spoke to my doc and he said depression can sometimes make Vyvanse not as effective. My motivation is shot, I cannot get myself to exercise or go outside. Without Adderall I have to psych myself up to get up and walk 3 feet to where my meds are. Showers are extremely rare. Any suggestions besides therapy? (Looking into CBT as talk therapy wasn’t working and trying to cut down on household costs in order to see someone without insurance) Can I regulate my supplements better, and if so, when should I take them (before/during/after taking Adderall) Should I sleep 5 days straight to lower my tolerance? Doc said I’d be in bed from 3 to 4 weeks most likely if I quit cold turkey but I am hoping to reduce my tolerance. * Also - I cannot enjoy things I once did like drawing, playing RDR2, macrame, etc. unless I have my taken my Adderall. This scares me. ALL advice is EXTREMELY appreciated, I cannot explain how thankful I am for you all that took the time to read this. Even the smallest idea or suggestion is incredibly appreciated. 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I knew they'd eventually find out, and I kept making bad decisions. I'm a pathological liar who can't control his own actions. I'm lost.",1.8448,4.054289879999999,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,80.2,7.2,24.0,8.238735603445708,1.5448,194,7,40,4,5,66,43,50,0.36,0.64,0.0,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,2,4,2,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,9,12,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,5,0,6,0,6,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255349569026323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430066848819005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748541416416357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795168328963835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380635270298112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33384211167396965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413933778779111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395804336572263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139230846821805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531289646812124,0.0,0.0,0.2835011384140417,0.2759578391953824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226429068865698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KushGator,2018/12/21,"Can’t do anything, Too much adderal by accident, I suck Okay so I took an excessive amount of adderall by accident, I’m literally so ADD I forgot I took it the first time and refused and didn’t realize till it came on and I counted my pills, and 40 minutes just flew by in what felt like 10 I was going to get in the shower at 5pm and I ended up talking to my sister 3 hours straight so now it’s 8pm and I finally get ballsy tell my sister I really need to shower and leave, so I went downstairs to grab a Coke really quick and I saw my sister again started talking some more and I spent 4 hours talking about life and the top 100 movies listing them all and talking about why I’d want to watch all of them; finally I make it upstairs at 12:10pm and it has just been 40 minutes in what felt like 10 and I still haven’t even turned the shower faucet on; I think if u have ADD and u take to much you might as well plan on being side tracked for hours because idk; is this normal if u take too much or does this mean I’m not ADD because I was tested for 8 hours and I swear I am and the medicine helps, but does this reaction mean I might not really be ADD idk I’m ranting I have spent 5 minutes typing this soooooooo I’m gonna do one of those TLDR thingys everyone does on long posts, I feel so cool typing one TLDR: Too much adderall with ADD equals a more efficient sociable improvement of your ADD symptoms, unless I’m wrong and I’m not ADD and I’m just a fuck up, idk okay shit I’m trying to make the TLDR a paragraph I’m stopping I swear now 7 minutes have been wasted okay I gotta get that shower",1.2241279069767437,3.0177396104651213,3.0437790697674423,92.38712209302328,80.22093023255816,6.044186046511627,22.959302325581397,7.04035,0.6595511627906978,1262,42,283,15,32,421,168,344,0.107,0.7909999999999999,0.102,-0.1927,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,3,20,11,3,0,11,4,19,6,1,2,2,58,59,30,0,5,11,3,4,2,0,4,3,0,4,0,13,27,1,3,7,0,2,6,6,4,1,3,16,7,31,7,33,37,11,39,0,0,2,1,14,14,3,6,20,163,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178266336436174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211643121310082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366617828040235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26090876107967675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880226796824565,0.0,0.0,0.06564066924542103,0.0,0.0,0.09496346412542404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050250368772796775,0.0,0.19084401590774866,0.21773556827954485,0.0,0.08453401512019391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187677139773988,0.15576849428268968,0.0,0.05648090492973521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661345222666509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914837846704223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523086059402753,0.0,0.0,0.07019622702443483,0.09710574797304954,0.0,0.0,0.08794966868111752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267610016205778,0.0,0.0,0.21651159126289704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085653679977506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922279099128101,0.07369026420138307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737295590162567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468721092275346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518018780614018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099936713092394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201387708470876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703428720090925,0.0,0.07936634636297038,0.083087543226433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032956289381328,0.14944532601572816,0.3195169530607032,0.08686397787100109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367977437799309,0.0,0.0,0.05795026290269505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083342961376773,0.06747364422413794,0.10809874102930056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058617895913079976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935607496792335,0.09212782270161836,0.08967651779014757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865827729840764,0.0,0.0 adhd,hw-accr,2018/12/21,"Rant: I am losing my mind I have been sitting at my fucking computer for 10 hours trying to fucking write a fucking essay worth fucking 30% of my fuckign grade and I haven’t fucking done a single fucking thing I hate everything I’ve been crying for like 7 hours and have nothing to show for it. TLDR: teachers are evil ",2.05952380952381,4.6177863809523805,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,82.01587301587301,4.8698412698412685,28.04761904761905,6.1826913282559595,1.3788476190476184,254,12,45,2,7,83,43,63,0.242,0.69,0.069,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,2,0,8,6,0,0,0,4,15,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,0,3,0,7,1,7,12,1,4,0,1,0,6,1,1,6,0,3,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748025965422464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602893043656968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702948802620474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8457319256878221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053177177127572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003029039585022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448875087360014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057403759811587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539504305423973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629831201211352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012937633112832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351658022428603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zombehbrainz,2018/12/21,"I've been having some new symptoms. Hey guys! I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was around 8-9, now 31. I've learned to live with most everything. I know when I'm having really good days and I know when I'm having bad. I have classic symptoms that I'm aware of but does anyone ever have this sudden overwhelmingly loud noise in your mind? Like your internal voice is having to swim through the shockingly bright noise? There are many other things that I experience such as bouts of confusion and almost a different perspective, not quite out of body but sort of. I kind of detach from my surroundings, which isn't abnormal, and just kind of lose myself in this bout of confusion. I've always experienced something similar but this particular feeling seems to be happening a lot more these days. I figured the intensity and frequency is due to lack of good rest as of lately. Tell me about all of your weird symptoms so I don't feel crazy! There are days, after dealing with this for all of my life, that I'm still struck by how stupidly difficult it can feel to get through a moment and still feel sane.",5.261830985915495,6.573556497652586,5.625934272300472,80.01918309859154,68.53051643192488,9.43586854460094,28.75399061032865,9.725611199111238,2.6246390610328643,886,31,168,20,15,283,132,213,0.14,0.778,0.081,-0.9032,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,2,14,15,1,3,5,0,17,6,1,1,3,37,30,14,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,12,10,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,8,15,6,32,26,8,21,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,8,16,110,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061961534619826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338297424078782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120632079905136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345019115350398,0.0,0.0,0.1189755669307171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115909776553459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845343795711538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585768232939824,0.1377858123790464,0.0,0.1356504903872081,0.0,0.13963431526969894,0.0,0.0,0.1169567686610922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089278765079445,0.0,0.0,0.12011472153786668,0.13073395154195472,0.0,0.0,0.2703069409263631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982586431792416,0.0,0.0,0.22419616766304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233310149059768,0.11818499352842735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783488490187836,0.1468995232617635,0.0,0.1507614139695325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439994101008173,0.06529394291522853,0.0,0.11801414031747208,0.0,0.0,0.14951856949045295,0.0,0.11362323918242165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549867811924635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494696186632826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290786265925304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421517106854244,0.0,0.0,0.08561869943924445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166864322878393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105554823609942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288920254592683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346384933885812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41673612778211294,0.0,0.0,0.11681474538609035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879017464715792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ctmalo01,2018/12/21,"I think I’m just lucky and not fully deserving of my accomplishments I just learned about this subreddit today, and while I’ve always thought I had traits of adhd (I’m almost 30 at this point), reading this subreddit throughout the day has led me to realize I probably need to go get tested because most everything I’ve read I can relate to 100%. The reason I’ve never taken the time to get tested is I consider myself a fairly successful person and I’ve felt it would be selfish and silly to get tested and told to start meds if I’m just going to ignore the orders and continue my life as I do. But then I started thinking.... I have literally had to compensate for everything I have achieved in life by using people. Not like using people in an abusive manner or in a negative way, but using people for help and what not. Reflecting on my life, since I can remember, I have always relied on my desk partner to let me borrow the supplies we were supposed to have for the assignment that day, or relied on a classmate to remind me we had a test or quiz the next day, or my coworker to remind me about the meeting we had (or to find out I arrived to where I thought the meeting was only to find out the location was changed 4 months ago...), and even rely on my wife to remind me our kid’s schedule, what we are doing over the weekend, to lock the doors before leaving for trips, etc. The more I think about it even just writing this, I realize I have been very lucky in regards to somehow always conveniently ending up in the know just in the nick of time to not completely fuck myself over. If I didn’t have people in life that liked me or wanted to help me, I’d probably be a complete disaster. I think the only reason they do it or did it in the past was cuz I would always make a joke of it and would just kind of be known as “the kid/guy that would forget things but somehow still do really well on the test so haha it’s kind of funny but we are kind of jealous also but we will help him cuz he helps us with homework sometimes”. That’s another reason I figured I didn’t have adhd, I’ve always done very well in school, and I always thought kids with adhd weren’t good at school. That being said, I’ve always had to review the information for a test like 20x also. I compensated for this by studying super early on when we got the materials, so when I learned there was a test the next day or that day I was like “fuck it I’ve already been looking at it for like a week it’s game time”. I kind of go into crisis mode, which as I’ve learned today, is something people with adhd often handle very well (I also work in the medical field and really enjoy road bike racing so it’s all kind of adding up). I’m lucky in my relationships and the fact my wife hasn’t divorced me yet lol. My wife and I have been through some serious struggles over our course of 8 years together (3 married!) mostly due to the fact that I am very reactive and deal with anger issues and anxiety, usually stemming from feeling rejected. Now I’m realizing today that this is pretty normal with adhd. I’ve been to 3 psychologists and 1 couples psychologist, and none of them have even mentioned adhd as a possible explanation. Wtf? All that being said, I took some self dx tests and score between 80-100% on all of them (for adhd, the rejection thingy, and the hyper emotion thing), and reading through all the posts I relate with all of them to some extent. I will probably get tested in the near future just for some peace of mind. But at the end of the day, now I just feel incredibly lucky and like I owe more thanks to the people that have allowed me to get to this point in my life because I certainly didn’t do it alone. And then I wonder if being on meds would help and keep me from being so dependent on other people. Anyways, if you made it this far, thanks for reading my crazy long rant and I look forward to getting to know this community better!",6.220438916691197,5.6392536037974725,7.079420076538124,77.02935089785106,66.12658227848101,9.829849867530175,31.410067706800127,9.22739947703685,2.587927877539005,3097,103,604,49,43,1038,318,790,0.094,0.775,0.131,0.988,3,2,1,0,1,0,72.0,10,1,4,6,36,39,4,1,43,2,61,9,0,13,9,145,111,60,0,12,30,3,3,6,1,7,7,2,2,5,37,40,0,2,29,8,2,7,12,10,3,0,32,7,77,29,109,64,16,91,0,2,2,2,42,41,2,28,48,428,114,27,0.0,0.05722918224925126,0.0,0.0,0.4063417179118202,0.0,0.04281621806960796,0.0,0.04836680867802574,0.050025614886909216,0.05330172292662407,0.11587967754453572,0.2813340533703941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050648159950267696,0.03695038814320669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588880895238956,0.0,0.04110087749442522,0.0,0.0,0.04271860457148567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109640662209799,0.0,0.10128605901612063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344450713319249,0.0,0.18690218655155225,0.04979655423360794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942903433263522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433249933257635,0.085561290286022,0.0,0.0538687550574292,0.09570772628379072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682024864592942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884521131439533,0.0,0.04637685509956002,0.0,0.08829308806424248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930760954408065,0.1514127200491725,0.0,0.08235228329353139,0.040512867142253786,0.038630989043117805,0.0,0.0,0.04782591437752569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618768294569344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041404339684668,0.0,0.04293244478527145,0.0,0.25149203166679,0.05309029972455996,0.0,0.0,0.051144138322160165,0.0,0.04939138631632437,0.17058330248204828,0.14158555137272172,0.0,0.0,0.042745160450303535,0.0811219107645888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570388991001136,0.032241515371196065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730378617009552,0.048658512235939914,0.0,0.0,0.0487705779659732,0.0,0.0385536638100132,0.0,0.0,0.03581482698171495,0.0372529663020481,0.0,0.10273803290587002,0.0,0.04732505177053538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734706817783465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046109088512919866,0.2344024420168821,0.04217486159661362,0.0,0.0,0.0913207456057387,0.05445249644008422,0.046259326049479216,0.049139821107936944,0.1562310217265419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932576192697838,0.0,0.06188614250512898,0.14898544713740605,0.0,0.05185755622149537,0.054715995402398215,0.0,0.09189125865791138,0.0,0.0,0.09776705696235448,0.0,0.0,0.05038882527302088,0.0,0.0,0.03995536244375435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718472654162811,0.04777125418076136,0.0,0.06837586532510448,0.0,0.03857350755850997,0.0,0.0,0.05049504142180174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889387573309673,0.0,0.0,0.06417851984739041,0.12379817748242852,0.0,0.11503759115507073,0.08449468848692081,0.0,0.13735205012016646,0.04615399434505655,0.0536645590778556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810055736366284,0.12515053242559618,0.053197095209253135,0.15941463560838914,0.028489378114072945,0.0383393505209114,0.03874441647523845,0.0,0.13028609950408865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523807360988986,0.035163946265629686,0.0,0.0,0.17155940845919354,0.0,0.0,0.031104475339680363 adhd,anxiouscharlie,2018/12/21,"Appreciation post for Vyvanse I just wanted to share my experience with Vyvanse. I was diagnosed with ADHD some years ago and Vyvanse was the second stimulant med I tried (after Focalin). Right away, night and day difference. Within a month or so I was upped to 50mg, which is the dose I am still on now. I have taken it every day for the past five years and it continues to work (I can feel it kick in) just as well as it did at the start and I'm doing really great in my college classes! Bless this medication, life saver.",2.9160470085470074,4.818940134615389,4.574358974358977,82.84841880341881,75.53846153846155,7.699145299145299,24.055555555555557,8.515128840125781,1.5885311965811968,410,13,82,8,9,138,74,104,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,1,0,13,14,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,9,4,17,9,1,22,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,13,60,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549855972741388,0.0,0.1880747882723568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933951729673224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736625726430456,0.0,0.0,0.2153468070344919,0.0,0.22167117759725294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876131591559294,0.0,0.0,0.20754174168630052,0.0,0.0,0.10727889092327696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339167870997307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498610570646525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567164236637755,0.2137376863025229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935106567337807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910599168205886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025390716527188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319900599892904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359207290298585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181190946415716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017412762906304,0.0,0.16943823144759454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404864871033302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514262114660527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076517951855185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446137110888894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27325942727228314 adhd,BluffinBill1234,2018/12/21,"Undiagnosed but starting to think there is something to this ADD thing I am reading the posts in this sub and so much of this stuff is resonating with me. My wife and I saw a therapist to work through some things and they said they thought i might have ADD. Some of the things I experience: -If plans change or don’t go according to plan/how I planned in my head, it really throws me off -I’m incredibly impulsive and sometimes risk adverse, mostly with spending money. This causes a lot of tension with my wife. Really trying to work on this one. -When I am doing a task, I am constantly thinking about the next task and not focusing on the one I’m doing. -I’m careless sometimes. I’ve lost money, lost my wallet, left things places ect. -if there is a task I have to do, and I don’t know how to do it already, I am filled with anxiety and dread about getting started on it. I don’t want to screw it up and I don’t want to look like a fool. -I have a hard time winding down and enjoying “down time” I constantly have to be doing something. Even when I’m relaxing I prefer interactive things. Something that involves thinking and my input like a video game instead of watching TV. -I have a hard time “hearing” someone talking to me if there is background noise going on because I am trying to listen to everything at once I have some experience with adderall over the summer we were moving and with two kids it really took a lot out of me and I was having a hard time getting motivated and kept asking myself “how are we going to do this?” And I’m not proud of it but someone offered to sell me a bunch of adderall to help me get through it. I believe it was beneficial but I’m curious if it would help me day to day as I just used it to get thru an overly “insane” time in my life. I know no one here is a doctor but just curious for those that are diagnosed, how does how I feel and behave align with you guys? I’m 35 by the way if that means anything. If I’m not sure I want to be on meds, is it worth pursuing getting an actual diagnosis? Also, I saw someone post a test on here. Part A I got a 5 out of 6 and part B I got an 8 out of 12. Not sure how much water that test holds. Thanks in advance to anyone who reads this wall of text. 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I am not seeking medical advice, just wondering how many of you guys function without taking meds and if so, how?",6.271111111111113,9.87543092592593,7.149629629629632,59.83333333333337,73.07407407407408,9.525925925925927,42.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,5.882022222222222,133,9,16,4,3,44,23,27,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,9,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638674631413626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26736939020716644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737652071518482,0.0,0.0,0.2999393555630635,0.5440480088771602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302685562409295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205931864417775,0.2928329892203012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chillychinchillada,2018/12/21,"I think my current Psychiatrist didn’t take me seriously. Need advice I go to a family behavioral clinic, my ‘doctor’ is a Nurse Practitioner under a Psychiatrist MD. I have been treated for years for depression and anxiety.(Not at that place specifically, on and off when I had insurance). I told her my concerns of having ADHD and listing all the symptoms and I said I think I’ve been undiagnosed this whole time because I thought everything I was, was normal and ADHD is just for kids running in circles. (I was born in a different country and lived there until the age of 17, I’m 25 now) She basically said “I think I have undiagnosed ADHD too. I cope with it. How’s your meds working, good? Kay Byyyyye.” I think she was rushing me out because they were behind on schedule, but shouldn’t she ask me more questions and, you know, actually diagnose me? My medication is actually working, but for my depression only.(Wellbutrin) Is it typical for a psychiatrist to be dismissive? Should I ask my GP for a different referral or request to be seen by an actual MD of that behavioral clinic? Thanks for reading this, means a lot to me.",4.282030075187971,6.7216130476190505,5.971002506265666,71.93943609022558,73.28571428571429,9.754385964912279,32.481203007518786,10.064110947511567,3.949857142857143,900,45,153,28,19,307,124,210,0.05,0.92,0.03,-0.6007,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,2,6,6,0,0,10,0,20,6,0,1,1,28,38,13,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,6,9,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,14,3,33,3,26,20,4,21,0,2,1,0,15,9,0,3,9,115,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.35480018868070096,0.0,0.4369507270167339,0.11842824061235548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659789113369616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775606078243084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087664310085098,0.12300818150824105,0.0,0.2532414464326006,0.0,0.12404600711779885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892031003033537,0.0,0.1142498236631142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887668386068369,0.10165080423457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666044153960577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701549807356657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303381866891947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201453165578764,0.13461792426718178,0.12208903616407528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986295522926056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874325152120058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266207232163003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576371708162985,0.0,0.12122563650119356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305642874374954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596576466707146,0.09112193304310053,0.0,0.0,0.11157808429814844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106219132720441,0.0,0.0962135775864366,0.0706685196095555,0.0,0.0,0.11580495222268868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530747781139993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645966183590342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804421549506238 adhd,OwnDig,2018/12/21,"Vyvanse not working? Hey guys so I'm 23m fairly fit, 5'10 and 170lbs and I've just been diagnosed with ADHD. My doctor started me off with vyvanse and prescribed me with 70mg capsules but to start at 10mg a day and go up 10mg every day until you feel something. (This is achieved by diluting the 70mg capsule into 700ml water and every 100ml = 10mg). So it's been like 4 days and this is it how it went; Day 1. 10mg in the afternoon - felt nothing. Day 2. 20mg in the morning and then 30mg in the afternoon - felt same mostly, still misplaced things, body doing something but mind racing elsewhere etc, however did notice drop in motivation to do anything that is remotely mentally stimulating (couldnt even play league of legends and I'm HOOKED). No crash, and stayed up all night browsing reddit. Day 3. 40mg in the morning after breakfast (tuna, olives, bread and cup of coffee). Feeling absolutely nothing, no jittery feeling, no loss of appetite or headaches, etc. So what gives? I've never taken any kind of stimulant before in my life other than coffee (I am an avid drinker however), why is my tolerance so high? Anyone experienced this sort of thing? Any input would be apprecited guys. 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Ive been looking at this subreddit for about an hour now and Ive identified with a lot of these posts. I was initially intrigued because of past concerns of ADHD from when I was younger, though it was never really taken seriously. Im a bit concerned now, as my issues with focus and such seem to be getting worse, though I dont know if thats just laziness, lack of sleep, teenage stuff, or what. Im a 15 year old sophomore in high school and have always been in advanced classes. I struggle to maintain focus, as my mind is constantly wandering off and switching focus to the flurry of thoughts in my head. I cant seem to bring myself to study, and even when I do, it doesnt process. Like, at all. I read and rewrite over and over, but it doesnt click, it just does not stick in my head no matter what I do. This specifically happens with classes like History or Chemistry, I dont have too much trouble with learning new languages, my English classes or any creative classes. Though, the rest all just goes through me, even with people. I can be talking to someone and lose complete track of what theyre saying due to my mind wandering off. A lot of the times my friends will be telling be about a project thats important to them and Ill forget it an hour later. I cannot seem to keep up with the happenings of other people, or even me quite a lot. I am extremely forgetful, if I dont have something written down or a reminder set itll end up slipping my mind. Even though I absolutely love building storylines and characters, sometimes I cant seem to keep up with those. A lot of times my head is so flooded with so many different things and emotions that I cant keep up. Other times, my thoughts are way too slow, almost as if Im drugged. I cant finish a thought then either, because of how frustrating it gets. Usually after a while of this with distractions to get me to stop paying attention, my mind switches to that overdrive mode for a while until finally going back to normal. Even then, its still rough for me to get anything done. I have trouble doing simple, simple tasks such as cleaning my bathroom or taking trash out of my room and such. Im constantly nagged about these things, and I genuinely mean to do them, but I can never bring myself to actually do it. Im an artist, art is my entire life, but a lot of the times i cant even bring myself to do that. Thats the part Im not sure of, it could just be laziness. No matter how much sleep I get, Im always tired. I can sleep for 12+ hours and be exhausted all day. I can sleep for less than 3 hours and be exhausted. I can physically and mentally exhaust myself and Ill be tired, but if I do nothing all day Im still tired. I dont know if that has much of a correlation to ADHD or not, could just be teenage hormones and all. I will say, as a young child, maybe 7-10, I believe my doctor was concerned about ADHD for me. Though, my mother had never fully paid attention, never got me tested, no investigation whatsoever. TL;DR: Im concerned. I struggle in school quite a bit, I feel quite dumb a lot when Im unable to process something. It seems as if Im developing a genuine fear of written activities due to my lack of processing ability with most subjects. I feel guilty when Im unable to keep up with the goings-on of other people, even current events. Im constantly tired no matter what I do or how much slesp I get. I believe Ive had a past of concern for ADHD. Im quite forgetful, even as im writing this ive forgotten a few things I meant to mention. I lack the motivation to do much of anything most of the time. At times my mind can be going too fast for me to finish a thought, while others its going way too slow. I dont know if this is normal stuff that comes along with being a teenager, or if this is actually a point of concern to bring up to someone.",4.348423076923076,5.0450555089743565,5.494102564102565,82.38923076923079,70.19230769230771,8.256410256410257,30.384615384615394,8.384062270229773,2.1542307692307694,3027,120,612,44,52,1007,291,780,0.141,0.818,0.040999999999999995,-0.9974,2,0,3,0,0,0,91.0,0,0,2,7,43,19,3,4,34,0,69,20,7,4,10,129,113,66,0,15,30,1,3,2,1,3,12,2,2,1,42,33,0,5,20,3,2,9,24,14,0,0,19,7,73,5,107,78,28,91,0,1,2,1,12,23,1,31,57,440,115,13,0.0,0.0,0.07202789775372928,0.0,0.22176314509589007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036955018874593945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061415819983841935,0.0,0.0,0.025096660290949962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073932830956496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028377661070425164,0.0,0.04499388153415727,0.0,0.0,0.08315857708019582,0.0,0.0,0.08058138656748742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0317903830761725,0.038694182280983584,0.1196435578167791,0.0,0.058931266731963236,0.0,0.0,0.047601333920917435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03855786212758158,0.0,0.037773823418735364,0.032295807461165275,0.03776662026381286,0.21626188061503476,0.0,0.042798074509825694,0.0,0.0,0.04151314906272579,0.03268686919684132,0.0,0.0,0.1950031948455513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041528376537488386,0.0373205459569033,0.0,0.0,0.040427615164230685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028512705505142663,0.0,0.11568801168006225,0.0,0.06292187280201975,0.0,0.029516293678504564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526992562274693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362550757481173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038992150590934006,0.0,0.0,0.14537593388851228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979558692071274,0.038519223744474564,0.0,0.13121141135722586,0.0,0.0,0.06084605585949051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02606708747264811,0.036059830190435856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030990898773217063,0.04128724645364562,0.0,0.18825182831697865,0.03330819641896393,0.0,0.0,0.03741586972586528,0.037076025134700576,0.040200355685267766,0.0,0.0,0.037191552092819116,0.0,0.18631760896767968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356470784212295,0.0,0.11385362073328292,0.035643071534095856,0.0,0.0,0.0723181135668287,0.0354113354461816,0.0,0.03872558133223116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996451029699176,0.07045998207690016,0.07675582466937539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034887146472362816,0.04160483374265517,0.035344781142469216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701200815063165,0.0369149793162737,0.0,0.023642283074507404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869666227174165,0.0,0.07469964494471146,0.0,0.1679845946823426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772657858125088,0.0,0.06253896043121976,0.05682253217656669,0.03649998104413122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589447490477767,0.030854226059998106,0.0,0.07716222177229888,0.08449477348572877,0.0,0.0,0.03478251849127028,0.0,0.027747961327567985,0.02966283487547032,0.03225658992466035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355411108759011,0.0,0.18129483779541533,0.11719376623815153,0.12911758675761986,0.16966743882635088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064563512177058,0.0,0.0,0.05858693020545125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760934003665695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023765605064294044 adhd,Ultralitebeams,2018/12/21,"""you look pissed off"" ... my coworker says after handing me a project when in reality i'm just daydreaming/staring into the abyss just so happens that my resting face looks angry",15.470625000000005,9.366432312500002,13.852500000000004,52.74250000000002,54.0,16.55,57.0,13.023866798666859,7.2838375000000015,142,8,22,3,1,46,30,32,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297010443295807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8161076600291212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864263186480187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lovehat3,2018/12/21,"Fuck psychologists, maaaaaan I've had ADHD my whole life. My thoughts are disorganized, I can't focus on anything except very highly intense shit like playing video games and useless shit. I love what I'm studying and can't bring myself to study because I don't feel anything when I do it, while easy things are like crack to me. Anyway, I do suffer from anxiety disorders and depression, but I've been inside my brain for a long time (my whole life, in fact) and have a very good understanding of when it's my anxiety that is acting up and causing attention issues, and when it's from adhd. They feel completely different, and although I couldn't make the distinction at first, with time it's become an acquired skill. Anyway, to try adhd meds my doctor wants a psychologist to diagnose me even though I was diagnosed as a child. Cool, fine, wait how much money?? $450?! Alright fine, I'll do it, I need this shit. Fast-forward to a month after my full battery (of bullshit tests that I could have self-administered with the help of a friend and the book that accompanies the tests) and because I disclosed that I do in fact suffer from anxiety, there's NO WAY I could have adhd also. The psychologist is so sure, despite dodging the question ""what would you have diagnosed me with had I not disclosed the anxiety disorders?"". In fact, my disclosure of that information was the only thing that even indicated that I have anxiety strangely enough. So the psych took tons of data from the testing, acknowledged that I had attention issues, no markers for anxiety, and decided it was because of my anxiety. Never mind that my processing speed, and executive functioning were lacking. To top it all of the original price estimate ended up being wrong and costing $675, which is obviously way higher than the original estimate. Whoopsies, teehee thanks for the money! So now I have fuck all for my hundreds of dollars spent, and my doctor only wants to prescribe my SSRI's (which makes sense, I do suffer from anxiety/depression, but I know I have adhd and want a say in my treatment; if adhd meds made me anxious I can just stop, but my reaction to caffeine and my reliance on it says that they'd be game changers). Fuck, that was a really long parenthesis. Anyway, I'm fucking done with psychologists, they're fucking frauds. I've been to therapy with two now and it was literally just stealing my money while they smugly and unempathetically sat there getting me to reveal more and more info, as if my fucked up life was just entertaining to them, without ever doing anything to help. One would say ""well, maybe that what we're here for, so we can work on X"". I'd say ""yes, but what can we even do?"" and the topic would get changed. Psychology has some interesting shit, but I find the field to inundated with total fucking morons who smell their own farts. The two therapists, plus the asshole who did my assessment have really put a bad taste in my mouth, and I'm somebody who really loves the subject and considered majoring in it out of interest and wanting to contribute to making lives better. Anyway, that's my rant. I guess I'll just fucking buy adderall from some piece of shit on the street somewhere and die of a fentanyl dose or something. Fuck psychologists.",7.9545554226475295,7.7760903486842095,8.072757177033491,70.0005123604466,62.45394736842106,11.317065390749605,36.680821371610854,10.832165505486646,4.068099122807018,2604,111,449,60,33,849,288,608,0.18600000000000005,0.701,0.11199999999999999,-0.9958,2,0,1,0,0,0,88.0,2,1,5,6,28,42,15,0,30,3,50,28,7,8,11,99,87,47,1,14,15,0,2,2,1,3,9,4,0,1,35,33,1,2,14,6,8,4,9,24,1,4,19,9,57,18,65,59,17,46,0,5,0,11,25,19,14,7,23,322,92,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968415807371361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401072992603693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947064173937323,0.062172839968273524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358650636519041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459511538833542,0.10064478400927336,0.060780812073739365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867316707600238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143622860576261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056535154899511636,0.05821875413413664,0.0,0.057702180612099786,0.0,0.0,0.08788046151161959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480153637906008,0.16757528312155026,0.05711668113137897,0.0574988950107773,0.1261476358484623,0.1126594155932646,0.0,0.05631896618841594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874385550633932,0.056864911051649286,0.0,0.10904846257512577,0.049781471633725684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565376385808106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030014756001201,0.046811956114654406,0.0,0.0,0.042519189857797214,0.4579030401029344,0.05750606552119284,0.0,0.0,0.04615997106935058,0.0,0.0,0.060626238252783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377636086128263,0.058146521859902586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488255207987072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030245288376453645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661658425463264,0.053773738371847235,0.0,0.048596096531108066,0.09740684917769524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934080279426942,0.05207457247089185,0.11020701730691958,0.0,0.055289125459892334,0.0,0.12226090165011805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055568727338896236,0.0,0.04392767364103852,0.0,0.04045637745606075,0.04080706930775347,0.04244567141377515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729251354000202,0.08371178799628319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532444592848668,0.06165075918429585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576871309551332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750612215106031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741254275225826,0.0,0.28245843583705205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236791968725069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601095099599843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186896442345392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066798223544655,0.06293626107517049,0.06389880287213104,0.07312438808705052,0.0,0.054070699303308684,0.043690908215738414,0.06418162345599049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061144882335411564,0.03736452442043788,0.0,0.10752058909996884,0.05729241299729543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908177510848093,0.1298420933686835,0.08736697428245792,0.0,0.0,0.04948224278745937,0.0,0.0,0.1228871588035475,0.0,0.0530508844427865,0.0,0.04006546208161967,0.0,0.0,0.1172838837104934,0.060171121662147525,0.0,0.0 adhd,But_First_Coffeee,2018/12/21,"Went to ER today for adderall-induced psychosis... I’ve been on 20mg 3x of adderall since March. (Prescribed, taken at 8am noon and 4pm). I struggle with HARDCORE crashes and what I’m realizing is a slow onset of psychosis, mostly paranoia. I went to the ER today only to be told after 12 hours that no facility in the area can detox and do the psych work. So I am back home. My plan is to hibernate in my room (I’m mid30s and helping my parents, but right now they are more helping me, sigh) and just cold turkey this. I only had one dose at noon yesterday and none today. I’m feeling the withdrawals (ive got chills.... they’re multiplying...) but it’s not horrible. But damn getting help unless you actually come in high AF is impossible. Any advice or similar experiences appreciated.",2.0331372549019626,4.5848460392156865,4.193202614379089,81.02941176470591,82.07189542483661,6.475816993464052,26.64705882352941,7.724431198458867,1.8733294117647061,616,27,114,11,17,211,111,153,0.040999999999999995,0.8340000000000001,0.125,0.9409,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,2,4,3,1,1,5,0,11,2,0,0,0,18,22,12,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,3,1,7,2,11,0,16,14,3,25,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,2,12,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.17132680036110304,0.0,0.0,0.17156077294059247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939069836799132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499918849640594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512343073878592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173694584110386,0.0,0.0,0.08877129453906198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172583355156426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404159308313288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530339696379447,0.18549480432662316,0.1761067147486116,0.0,0.17289685232647578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896786395268336,0.2670512566790409,0.0,0.0,0.1949449362564336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993215099123436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522976367446594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183539392058924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992472739356492,0.16776055281192864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32550233098847225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781392267954012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slothlover24,2018/12/21,Lip bitting sos Anyone notice they bite their lips as a side effect of meds? Any suggestions? My lips hurt and I don’t even notice I chew them. ,0.5477586206896561,3.0293354137931066,1.8857758620689644,94.45556034482763,91.41379310344827,4.279310344827587,14.14655172413793,5.985473137389443,-0.6945241379310345,113,2,23,1,4,36,26,29,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351255086796986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195373701820028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427774293280469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737634547878225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361148173640732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487534585140353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7149211660857149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Nick_2711_,2018/12/21,"Likelihood of ADD being misdiagnosed as Aspergers? Does anybody here know anything about this? I was diagnosed with mild Aspergers as a little kid but only told about the diagnosis in my late teens. Now, in my early twenties, I’m confident in saying that I don’t have Aspergers Syndrome. I believe that I have ‘something’, though. My time-tracking and organisational skills are god-awful; I really struggle to tidy my flat (and even more so to keep it tidy); and I get bouts of mild depression that last from a few days to a few weeks. The above list goes on and from some basic digging, I find that a lot of what I experience could be ADD-related. As much as I try to not let them, these symptoms do affect my job, education, and relationship with my girlfriend. I’m going to talk to a doctor about it after the holiday season but I was wondering if anybody else has had experience with this kind of misdiagnosis (if it even is one)? I know what I’ve said here is quite vague but I didn’t want the post to be too long and I’m also not the best at listing these things from the top of my head. 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Hello I am 22 years old just recently diagnosed with adhd inattentive type. I was prescribed adderall XR starting at 5mg and work my way up until I feel it working but not supposed to go over 20mg. I started taking 5mg for a couple days and didn’t feel anything, 10mg for a couple days and didn’t really feel anything and then I tried 15 mg and then I felt super anxious and restless all day. But I noticed I got a little sleepy while watching tv. It felt really uncomfortable because my heart kept beating faster than normal. So then today I went back down to 10mg but still kinda felt like that all day. So now I’m scared to go back to 15mg or to even go up to 20. Does that mean that this medicine just won’t work on me? I have always had anxiety since I was young and have anxiety attacks occasionally it’s nothing new for me but usually my anxiety doesn’t make my heart feel like it’s beating fast all day unless I have a panic attack but I’m pretty good at controlling them. Do you think I should keep trying this is it because I need to go up to 20? Is this normal because my body is adjusting to it? Help thank you I’m also new to reddit. 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And won’t give me it bc of addiction issues and bc it makes you anxious , even though it actually helps my anxiety. I’m just way too overwhelmed with life, and have no motivation to start anything or to know where to start. So I have a couple questions What are some medicated ways to help control adhd besides the obvious meditation, exercise and diet? What are some non stimulant or non habit forming adhd meds? What are some good supplements ?",5.2299901671583084,7.2873519203539825,6.119056047197643,73.55482792527043,69.61946902654867,9.270009832841692,32.90953785644051,9.725611199111238,3.5461472959685354,489,23,82,12,9,161,79,113,0.122,0.7809999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,8,3,1,1,2,0,9,6,0,5,1,21,17,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,6,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,10,12,6,10,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,6,5,58,16,1,0.0,0.17074053030184694,0.14062542041850026,0.1570954166333099,0.5195576128415953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047943438900805,0.16279731704271933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858590693114665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232513963295265,0.0,0.15944913295981114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517980918958087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800338865717184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823837942473846,0.0,0.1208682030400178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227357797429524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318071388601907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040788922596468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791961860417284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357085236391856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619102031263407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006785903635554,0.14517034590288916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593355089577933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143026752472245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399612656720684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158215680181552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287672401418753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088777480994051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279871571687937 adhd,DMS_23,2018/12/21,"tolerance break with caffeine? I’ve been prescribed 15mg dexamfetamine daily My psychiatrist told me to take a couple days off during the week to prevent building up tolerance Would consuming caffeine on these break days be counterintuitive since it’s also a stimulant? Or do you build tolerance specifically to dexamfetamine? Thanks",8.392222222222221,11.947749333333334,8.070148148148151,56.43966666666668,64.92592592592592,11.727407407407409,38.57777777777778,11.20814326018867,5.997426666666668,280,15,35,10,5,89,45,54,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,7,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884572962736224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39911548828029997,0.0,0.4652524113174944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983805978678655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712068098394746,0.0,0.0,0.3320905876325905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446710424928395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893374367006982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562359379819032,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RScape07,2018/12/21,"What kind of website/tool do you use to improve your learning skill? (Lynda, udemy or masterclass) I get bored quite easily, I am looking for a good site to learn anything to be honest. Which sites do you choose to improve your skills?",3.873409090909093,6.231544068181822,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,74.22727272727272,6.218181818181819,26.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,1.4546545454545456,185,7,33,2,4,57,36,44,0.040999999999999995,0.665,0.294,0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,6,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,20,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567629926362525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650454221227215,0.0,0.0,0.3636292283547659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514607820338025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640608514624938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611186480541459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374435701907684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awesam96,2018/12/21,"What exactly is it that makes you fail classes? I just can't seem to motivate myself. I can get myself to the library to study because I know I HAVE to get my stuff done, but once I'm there I can't even get myself to open my assignment. I just can't find the motivation to do it, like some sort of mental block. Or I'll open my book and just stare blankly at it unable to get myself to do anything for hours. It's infuriating! So frustrating. I'm curious to know how you face your ADHD. How does it manifest in you and cause you to fail classes? (low-key just want assurance that I'm not a mad man)",1.6621760916249144,3.257702590551183,3.7788690050107365,88.53368647100932,78.21259842519684,7.452827487473158,23.356478167501788,8.296473431620573,1.2292582677165362,467,15,106,9,11,160,76,127,0.18,0.7140000000000001,0.105,-0.9079,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,4,9,6,2,0,3,0,9,1,1,6,2,27,21,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,18,2,14,20,1,5,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,4,2,68,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27941738064061505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913260205025332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172860550940752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388394613304903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346054170927425,0.237926146501945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356271749058892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249893397181127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858823766108129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289636688602329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555496096705637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358676498973964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519420140860632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234303271250077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476027518239439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165742131687265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661545528112414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713332745492962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ghoulsofthetrade,2018/12/21,"Vyvanse prescription for ADHD exacerbating anxiety disorder? First of all, I just want to say that finding this community has been immensely helpful! I was diagnosed with adult ADHD about 3 1/2 years ago, but the disorder was never really explained to me so I've never felt I understood what it means. Reading your anecdotes has really helped me. I was originally diagnosed with ADHD by a psychiatrist who prescribed me Concerta. I eventually had to stop seeing this psychiatrist, so now I only deal with my general practitioner. He switched me to Vyvanse (for reasons I no longer remember) but recently I've noticed my preexisting anxiety disorder has been exacerbated, presumably due to the recent Vyvanse dose increase, according to my GP. However, I also have a history of anxiety & agoraphobia, and have had these since longer than I've taken the Vyvanse. Has anyone else experienced intense social anxiety taking Vyvanse? I'm not sure if it's the medication or if it's just me, since it's not entirely abnormal for me to get hit with waves of anxiety in my life.",8.101031746031744,9.355509010582015,9.594828042328043,54.324940476190484,62.06878306878306,14.130687830687833,42.734126984127,13.160352788161607,6.900939682539684,869,51,124,37,12,305,114,189,0.14300000000000002,0.818,0.039,-0.9568,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,0,13,5,0,2,4,30,24,9,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,8,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,10,4,19,1,21,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,3,11,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40871336105026057,0.0,0.10048760879746006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065468047442722,0.0,0.12282650093148552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336039374860716,0.0,0.0,0.0792645855339942,0.11615165085030014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687012274538605,0.0,0.2301178791675901,0.0,0.0,0.3897642792904887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469849593032884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884425301003116,0.0,0.10360981998100756,0.0964247339475799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922639778897493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196685971092844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007016471808537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234832662000506,0.0,0.114199192798448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748618478268811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906214981140726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621608191342947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339158920306015,0.0,0.14524380616543806,0.11655389790319708,0.22386044953265286,0.0,0.12841581505449765,0.0,0.0,0.09014914729986004,0.0,0.0,0.0903339700810746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754663590704554,0.0,0.0,0.11555717404054583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477479850655968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684131811151416,0.0,0.08523329798239729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686320305440502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300071072841167 adhd,slamminSalmon92,2018/12/21,"Dexedrine and Elvanse combination in the UK Me and my nurse discussed it, but currently I’m on 50mg elvanse. I upped my dose to 70 but it gave me weird side effects and 50 doesn’t last long enough. Is it worth doing ? And is it actually possible? I feel the instant release would guide me through the last hours of my shift, which I desperately need due to the hours I work. Anyone taking this combination ? 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I think I have ADHD but I have no access to a doctor and my parents believe that I shouldn't be diagnosed for fear of labeling myself. ,2.8866666666666667,4.5996765555555585,4.823333333333338,81.855,75.1111111111111,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.0927888888888893,140,5,27,3,3,48,30,36,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.7964,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524051771694544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303695151468303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952440490533016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001330750538185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299649922651787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320044213112216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32559693675522594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204722796365588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878897841526376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InsufficientLoad,2018/12/21,Do some primary doctors really not provide adhd prescriptions or is that just a way for them to warrant off people that are abusing them? I live in a college town and have been looking for a new primary doctor that will prescribe me my medication and every time I go through the whole process at the very end they will ask what’s my reason for my visit. I just be straight up with them and tell them I need to get my adhd medication but every doctor will tell me that they don’t do that. Has anyone else had this problem and how did you fix it?,10.86027272727273,6.268526572727275,10.367727272727274,69.71159090909093,60.54545454545454,13.181818181818182,42.04545454545455,10.125756701596842,4.1084545454545465,433,16,86,6,4,142,75,110,0.062,0.925,0.013999999999999999,-0.7267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,14,5,0,2,0,15,19,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,17,0,11,12,2,12,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,2,3,67,25,4,0.0,0.18784645136172545,0.0,0.0,0.3810735649691144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085631544177972,0.16244510658826505,0.0,0.0,0.14821545230915806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868236405941269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244157231116013,0.0,0.14042123373490958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26715709696060586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283169831196724,0.0,0.09010312320994107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999556987672995,0.0,0.13313542554602836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31942895190266296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755695067156666,0.0,0.15312093822075307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991312272325386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170336831573042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156612239734222,0.16300767341279404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27714554893740434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244716749609076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081382791622118,0.0,0.12584333131827596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700658134364947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DancingOwl94,2018/12/21,"Adderall Causing Muscle Loss and Flabby Appearance :-( Hey friends. So I've been on different doses of Adderall for the last couple of months and have found that XR works best for me but I'm currently on 20mg IR twice a day. I have recently noticed that for the last three or so weeks, I have only been eating a very light breakfast (usually a protein or cereal bar), not eating lunch, then having a normal dinner. There were a couple of nights where I didn't even have dinner. This was because I was insanely busy catching up on schoolwork before finals week. Which was just last week and I'm now out of school for about a month. Anyway, I noticed that my weight hasn't changed but I certainly look a lot more flabby and my arms look overly thin. I felt like I had nice muscular legs and thick thighs before but now they just look thin to me and my sister even commented the other weekend that my thighs looked thin in the jeans I was in and she continued to feel around my thigh. That made me super uncomfortable. My dose is not too high (I actually feel like I could use a tad more later in the day) but I definitely haven't been exercising. I go through bouts of exercising for a week or two and then I end up stopping for whatever reason. I put all of my focus onto one thing at a time and that's been school for a while now. Really starting to feel unattractive... my S/O hasn't had sex with me in several weeks too. Now I'm wondering if I look overly thin to my S/O as well. Need help on how to get myself to the gym on a daily basis... and how to start weight lifting and getting some muscle definition back. I just feel super awkward whenever I'm around other people lifting weights. TL;DR: Adderall has caused no recent weight loss but I've definitely lost muscle in every part of my body and I feel self conscious about it. Need help on forcing myself to go to the gym on a daily basis and how to start weight training to gain some muscle definition back. 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When i was a senior in high school i decided to come off of my medication because i was tired of having no appetite and feeling like a zombie. Now living in Oklahoma, Tobacco is relatively easy to obtain and i started chewing tobacco my senior year and immediately my grades started to rise and i felt a since of normalcy. Fast forward to today I’m 23 years old and currently still smoking and chewing. I need to quit because i feel long term ailments will soon start to set in but every time i start that journey i get anxious because i don’t want to lose that since of normalcy and attentiveness. Anybody else gone through this process?",4.654574468085109,6.9102775248227,6.1485283687943255,71.90875,71.6241134751773,9.239007092198582,35.863475177304956,9.725611199111238,4.116904964539009,605,34,99,16,12,205,91,141,0.073,0.879,0.048,-0.6369,2,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,0,0,19,21,11,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,5,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,6,3,14,1,20,14,1,33,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,22,63,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475537080679483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633528500109604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644339926411902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455705291164125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676237031726164,0.0,0.1510725322710763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079179400130716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182875987849286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622463674964367,0.10329974494749618,0.1388352841156702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554568603105047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527741063282083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064252994770276,0.0,0.12768132952934316,0.12796332314788855,0.0,0.1617664602776429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913314564525796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721644813744904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172966841812366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589944770598635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379614143152293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633934428479792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633528500109604,0.0,0.2392233835138097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093844944288058,0.0,0.11547492536367543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431536274695196,0.16619236786671687,0.13706054353596442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528674262743613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862307679890243 adhd,Ophirril,2018/12/21,"Focus becoming severe issue after a year of routine 9-5 work. Please excuse my venting. So, my stress about my lack of focus at work has reached and absolute peak over the past month-ish. Now that i've been at the same place for a year (first place out of college) I've entered a rut. I cant seem to get any of my projects done, and my attention span has become even more limited and hard to manage than normal. Nearly every day this week I've entered a panic that I'm not able to get my work done, which just causes stress and anxiety which just shuts me down for nearly the entire day. I know I've had issues focusing, and never tackled it with CBT/Stimulants because it hasn't been this much of an issue, I can usually marginally get by without them. But now its becoming much more severe from the stress, my roommate is telling me i just lack passion for what i do... but I've usually enjoyed my work in software development, now I'm terrified that i truly lost my interest in my work which is why i can't get anything done. I wanted to post on this board to see if anybody has gone through this and could give me some advice. Though of note, I've made appointments with my Psych. to go over my current situation. TLDR: i can no longer self-manage my focus at work and I'm frightened that I've lost *interest* rather than focus, I was wondering if anybody else has gone through this and what advice they may have.",5.054750687082841,5.566624371024737,5.7190518256772656,82.06281016882609,68.54063604240284,8.691715744012564,29.85649784059678,8.680891452615391,2.1957343541421275,1119,40,221,17,18,364,151,283,0.132,0.804,0.064,-0.9348,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,10,11,10,0,4,9,0,22,1,0,2,1,37,41,14,0,8,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,4,0,0,5,7,6,0,1,12,2,28,4,38,27,8,37,0,2,1,1,5,16,0,6,15,148,45,10,0.09109176811600374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802764309290614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194552598871082,0.0,0.0696849532796093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749607636378174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552869636029198,0.3018111035021245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357633823749273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727293646359967,0.0,0.0,0.11749330920173515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796555155071478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609548362053578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060165253733694586,0.0,0.07674874339347684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748261142522148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903667566661268,0.08738352434871867,0.05176955103094493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160033198525428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522841858628795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050061653501014484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988748508648448,0.0,0.0,0.08619323349817329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270858024403365,0.0,0.13392586143687102,0.0,0.07025558720043783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925059214002211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687656306626467,0.0,0.0,0.08695739991513239,0.0,0.0,0.19034301957336844,0.09999140704679754,0.0,0.0,0.08724073376470949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258834549747965,0.08292652452526161,0.09502858052143123,0.20581553946027756,0.0,0.0,0.10239096395785942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313035937829772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961822036559117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949719967580529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064942646342784,0.0,0.053728284941149916,0.0,0.07306832181190745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219615230651814,0.0,0.0,0.08780921384650195,0.09878513680713176,0.3978953525170372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732022421154902 adhd,Janbradyhasreturned,2018/12/21,"Bizarre diagnostic testing? Today I had my initial psychologist appointment for adult ADHD assessment. During the appointment, I had to complete a few small tests, which I was prepared for. Now that I’m home, of course, I’m obsessing about it. This diagnosis is important to me, as I’m sure you all can understand. I just want to finally have some answers and better tools to cope. I did the ASRS which I had been expecting, but that was at the very end of the visit and I completed it in the waiting room and handed it to the receptionist on my way out. The tests that threw me were during the actual appointment. On the first, I had to copy a series of shapes on a piece of paper (not the Rey–Osterrieth complex figure, just simple shapes, lines and Celtic knots). Then I had a timed true/false test where I had to answer a mix of mundane and bizarre questions. “Can a dog bark at a cat? Is the moon in the sky? Is milk pink? Can all frogs speak English?” Then a timed simple math test. I did not finish the latter two tests. During all of them, the psychologist would engage me in conversation, ruffle papers, click his computer mouse, roll his chair up close and watch me take the tests, etc. - maybe it was intention to see if I was easily distracted? I actually started cracking up at one point, it was all too much. In all my research into the diagnostic process I never came across examples of tests like this. Has anyone ever heard of these?",4.228814229249013,6.041915478260872,5.164321475625822,80.38179841897234,71.7536231884058,8.64137022397892,26.67588932806324,9.218907990703514,2.2607521739130427,1136,39,215,25,22,371,158,276,0.036000000000000004,0.8959999999999999,0.068,0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,1,2,7,6,0,2,24,0,24,2,1,1,8,36,36,11,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,13,10,1,1,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,3,18,7,25,4,35,17,10,40,0,0,4,0,10,23,0,3,14,153,38,13,0.0,0.0,0.3447659153689768,0.0,0.2122965575796752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351638275493534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623079311711946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020382424323623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37042411592157404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645768834911655,0.0,0.19700920503549374,0.0,0.15978822137729526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935092399327879,0.0,0.15025669111969595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719233822425615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630128569184707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746665031809025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298565989498179,0.0,0.1362418208580517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970125055942735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698944941139815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788617799608674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407655783366416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250323574115626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648864121347032,0.0,0.1328173053089923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060097285310504,0.0,0.16744164080099969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255941949779213,0.1838967887210716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575309285851198,0.1041915620330462,0.14021495316996774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548566470813213,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emmylang1,2018/12/21,"Help with diagnosis I’m 17. I’ve already been diagnosed with depression and anxiety but I think there’s something else going on. I’ve been to the doctors twice to try and speak to them about it but I feel as though my issues get swept under the rug and, i suppose, tacked onto my anxiety and depression. I procrastinate at an extreme level, i got so behind with work that i’ve had to drop out of college because i could not force myself to do my work, even though i wanted to. I’ve always had these weird impulses to sing and fidget etc. I really need to go back to the doctors but I feel as though i’m not taken seriously. Any advice as to what to do would be greatly appreciated. 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So I've tried a couple different types and dosages so far, but I've yet to find anything that really changes my ability to focus longer than the initial couple days of taking it. In the past 6 months, I've possibly had a grand total of 7 days of really feeling like I'm super on top of everything. I'm currently taking Wellbutrin alongside it, and I can tell the difference between the days I take that compared to days where I skip, but my focus is completely wild regardless of whether or not I take the (currently generic adderall) ADHD meds. How long did it take some of you to find the ""right dose"" and did you lose hope along the way? Next Psych appointment is next week, but I'm not sure how to help her find the next path other than just saying ""Still didn't really feel focused again"" and hanging my head...",11.886607142857144,7.256896351190478,10.99309523809524,66.11857142857146,58.70238095238096,14.771428571428574,43.47619047619048,12.161744961471696,5.011183333333333,689,26,130,15,6,223,104,168,0.051,0.7909999999999999,0.159,0.9658,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,9,6,0,0,10,0,9,3,1,2,2,26,20,13,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,3,11,5,18,15,2,24,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,17,77,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710635312436783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280293626923837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929935152631907,0.0,0.1182408114199356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495633436922029,0.0,0.2909181699000106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356484947259808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135350064258476,0.11031406868339554,0.0,0.0,0.11404328445384765,0.08056537160169028,0.0,0.0,0.30921865684870603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573808965291188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558966298423389,0.0,0.0,0.11200947662320128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055095408793244614,0.0,0.0,0.09980095000270084,0.0,0.12616463856307192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252658743802441,0.11360738141363935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001468783343262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35980751425656743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765501378098924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271351146536754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167366696820015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630790579913544,0.0,0.0896819698146653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006101880823139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628763724147547,0.0,0.4239579788501001,0.0,0.09856896157245808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656576647410346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951431142531434,0.0904600551452985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jphelan93,2018/12/21,"ADHD/Depression..how do I tell the difference?? I have had ADHD all of my life and I have all of the symptoms you'd imagine associated with it, except for physical hyperactivity in recent years (25m). I'm having a problem with my doctor telling me to try anti depressants because I am not sure how to tell if I'm actually depressed or just sad in the moment because adhd makes harping on one tiny thing super super easy when I'm upset or mad and it can spiral into feeling hopeless, but only temporarily. I see so much overlap with adhd and depression so I'm nervous to add anymore meds to my intake. I currently am on 10mg IR adderall twice a day and in recent years I've been battling not wanting to hang out with friends at all, being super content with only hanging out with my gf and family and not having any sort of social aspirations. I also feel like I can't explain how I feel to people about ADHD because only my family and gf understand it...I always feel like I'm talking about a made up condition even though it torments me daily. I also suffered from chronic insomnia due to restless thoughts at night preventing me from having any mental stillness when trying to sleep. My main worry I guess is that anti depressants will mask some underlying root problem I'm not aware of or that I'll begin acting more ""grey"" and not have many highs and lows..I just don't want to lose my personality or be stuck on meds forever... Also, I am fairly certain I suffer from major social anxiety and I am afraid of telling my doctor because I don't want any downer medication making me feel even more lethargic than I already do... Any advice please? My current doctor doesn't seem super involved and I don't want to feel like they are just pushing meds on me...:/ ",7.37719468739877,6.714472279883385,8.423590864917397,68.60964609653388,63.810495626822146,10.304437965662457,35.965176546809204,9.586721724236666,3.523275477810172,1404,58,239,23,18,482,182,343,0.179,0.71,0.111,-0.9545,2,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,1,1,5,19,27,2,4,6,0,26,9,1,6,5,68,53,27,0,7,15,0,6,3,3,1,8,0,0,1,6,21,0,1,11,0,0,4,10,17,0,2,5,8,33,10,43,44,9,34,0,9,2,0,15,16,0,9,17,161,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.07302511150446057,0.0,0.4496668347472011,0.07312483830534748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257883050114015,0.1795290606956571,0.06226611135857741,0.0,0.0,0.2035529535961003,0.0,0.05724617651909105,0.0,0.07421310814463515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824672560781607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826036613231685,0.0,0.2578103234861209,0.0,0.0,0.07818337808129291,0.0,0.2297807727112347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885149012685952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108965629449827,0.0,0.2270234546532301,0.16037971086179004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057814917934324576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243574256645286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906398030488812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052855963554429806,0.10967721685388852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371772243855367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708077257336912,0.09990170999174247,0.0758677719044276,0.0,0.0,0.2493640172514437,0.07538523735716382,0.07541292536089468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501003547727019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702246417177967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070801247838272,0.1707390299295589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051878997165444425,0.06534030338925828,0.0,0.0821429228089647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320798863401013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777488972872818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059631312701093724,0.06812412490311533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488591371882543,0.15256333744397574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059760828874024376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052815285309266,0.07777896661860953,0.0,0.06014702335825064,0.2616254145365527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971496999813192,0.0,0.07352193335120814,0.05940814680187999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161185668153258,0.0,0.0,0.07790261683668093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655110545702785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599539746303599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637854297649218 adhd,Lucas5452,2019/03/27,"To my fellow ADHD’ers diagnosed as adults, does the following describe you as perfectly as it does myself? “ADHD adults are not dogs, obviously. But many people with ADHD- particularly those whose diagnosis comes later in life- exhibit learned helplessness. They’ve spent so many years failing to live up to their potential at work, at home, and in their personal relationships that they assume they will always fail.”",10.47195652173913,11.54238543478261,9.43605072463768,58.13494565217394,56.97101449275362,13.2768115942029,38.98913043478261,12.602617957971056,5.686156521739132,341,15,47,11,4,107,57,69,0.13,0.8170000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.7152,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,9,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,12,3,0,9,0,3,0,0,11,5,0,1,2,30,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6781754402414066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565134607064641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620306583464982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909165553223841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32921345629751325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886786630812264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285990716905358,0.0,0.0,0.1660948890374887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814057848728937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304041830649188,0.16424081709824584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194796341004465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693833360509608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112960782333737 adhd,SevereAnhedonia,2019/03/27,"Frustration Self-Realization and my ADHD Woes (Vent) Insights Are Always Welcomed Last week I interviewed for a job I really want (well initially). Immediately after I left, I felt like a complete fraud because I had recently came to the conclusion that I'm incapable of being my best self without prescription drugs - vis-a-vis what performance enhancing drugs were to baseball of yester-era. And, my intuition leads me to think that in 6 months I will likely be back in this same cycle. Stressed, burned out, avoiding things in personal life, etc. I just received and an email and voicemail from said company and I'm assuming they want to offer me a job. This job is a around the clock job that requires me to be at my best always. And it seems that I can't be without drugs. I know I can DEFINITELY use the money but I'm not sure if I should take it or not. The one thing I can say is that for the past year or so, all I've been talking about is going back to school. I'm meeting with academic advisors this Friday. I really don't know what to do.......",4.881463245492373,5.8505288106796085,5.843717059639393,79.373786407767,69.14563106796116,9.769209431345352,30.248266296809987,9.957137785484203,2.9070732316227463,829,32,162,20,14,274,127,206,0.07400000000000001,0.856,0.071,-0.149,4,1,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,6,7,11,1,2,10,0,18,4,0,2,2,37,34,11,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,0,2,14,10,0,2,8,0,1,4,6,4,1,1,6,3,21,7,23,22,5,21,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,5,12,109,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368295895866553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894701989116211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135361088296233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509238137908434,0.0,0.06940393929711887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896411221094305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302178900496498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937306080793715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961011849655903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697656983761008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931706095899217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470547685610943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45192748824604495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514163625070704,0.09280566787828104,0.0,0.0,0.1237019870076082,0.0,0.0804179810639777,0.11124598190985126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087664973970362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714996971116171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086858957751589,0.0,0.09941234493362204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295900265539173,0.14587472993213468,0.0,0.1124164378509404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830059846383068,0.09054074568247288,0.0,0.1152256583892033,0.0,0.10364780467614124,0.23754772815869898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041861626516993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730542552264168,0.0,0.08560354243433473,0.0915110019798901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127820011412604,0.07295262305629667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833273050281366,0.0,0.0,0.13430729950506867,0.0,0.0913262817962058,0.0,0.10236782586933756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950111373002915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331781811219808 adhd,MathildaB28,2019/03/27,"I'm so tired of people. TL;DR - I'm just so damn tired of being invalidated. I'm tired of conspiracists telling me ADHD isn't real and just a way for doctors and pharmaceutical companies to make money off my gullibility. I'm not even medicated! No one is getting my money except the diagnosing psychologist. I'm tired of keyboard doctors telling me I don't have ADHD, I have something else they've googled for 5 minutes instead. Or something their cousin's wife's friend, that they've seen twice, has. It took me 27 years to finally get my diagnosis of ADHD. The invalidation from people makes me question myself so much I'm seeking yet another opinion from a private psychiatrist I'm paying out of pocket for. I wish they could spend a week in my life to see this isn't something just concocted by quack doctors, but that it's my, and others', reality.",4.242778264680105,6.439905920245402,5.962984224364593,73.04817484662578,72.61963190184049,8.338124452234883,31.27475898334794,9.04235418022936,3.0113176161262047,687,32,119,15,14,235,98,163,0.085,0.879,0.036000000000000004,-0.7453,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,0,5,0,9,10,0,2,0,18,24,8,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,1,0,2,2,2,15,1,19,20,1,9,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,3,4,73,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42374943385014496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232418406387904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383919835937048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929181953519626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608948700904113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818233965686872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776283308360384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874982022183162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908044091374739,0.0,0.12281053140797782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301584973974978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569061424238002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840044370004095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639904624303525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964226667009608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629628425523043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166198084510494,0.0,0.0,0.13377637724592312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093657248152903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271444065123403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054551146239198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403398681235811,0.0,0.0,0.13058162516304955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932908941160441,0.09427653848773287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515522190121462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568631904357688 adhd,littlefreakofnature,2019/03/27,"I just got a 58% on a test with an 81% average I walked out of the test knowing I didn’t do as well as I could have because I missed part of a problem and didn’t have time to fix it because someone asked how much time we had left and I couldn’t pull my focus back onto the test, only the timer that was now in my head. I bombed it. This is the first test I’ve bombed in my Masters degree and I want to scream. The first thing I did when I walked out of the test was look up the Disability Resource Center for my university (I’m all online) and submit an application. The stupid lady assigned to me has been out of office and impossible to reach, but even so, any accommodations I receive will have no bearing on this test that I just shit the bed on. I’m so frustrated. I’m at work trying not to cry because it’s so goddamn unfair. It didn’t even occur to me that I could have accommodations for this new diagnosis of mine, let alone that I needed them, until I walked out of the test and it was abundantly clear that I could have done better. I feel defective and it’s one of the most heartbreaking things I’ve ever felt.",2.7552671394799084,3.976122344680853,4.3646453900709234,87.02361111111112,74.48936170212768,7.2647754137115825,23.268321513002363,7.793537801064563,0.9071654846335702,881,24,195,12,18,296,124,235,0.174,0.767,0.059000000000000004,-0.9845,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,5,13,10,3,0,16,0,24,2,2,1,3,32,36,16,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,16,13,0,0,3,0,0,5,6,8,1,3,12,4,26,2,31,18,4,29,0,2,1,0,4,14,1,1,10,143,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611640950908474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090711862830868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994366744026055,0.0,0.0,0.12333055956480347,0.0,0.2933180736510725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185255347077272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841768046287485,0.0,0.17618166914230082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641353879887502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118731092525689,0.1450825843272168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109836474377008,0.0,0.1540002390950717,0.0,0.0,0.2728565206145969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282791068162722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460714638953616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814654242573705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742649812260626,0.16401037296776874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468780522931867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790563037244965,0.11892768292486168,0.0,0.15490635207739833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086848994792622,0.12198436629708673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368751446531738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534722530877149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646387641481458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589853239564184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131129284219122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870502315765816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889476721298813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460259933146607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421051500309187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676635081891527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catnbat,2019/03/27,"my heart is in nothing right now, panicking. losing all interest in work, school, friends, hobbies/passions - today i took a personal day from school because of a migraine and now i’m panicking with the amount of things left to attend & accomplish before the end of next week. i don’t know how i’m going to make it to work tomorrow - i don’t know how i’m going to even get myself dressed for my meeting - everything is scarier than it should be :(",6.380689655172411,6.356104080459772,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,65.66666666666667,10.178390804597699,35.79080459770115,9.888512548439397,3.495774252873564,353,16,66,7,5,115,60,87,0.062,0.785,0.154,0.8027,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,3,1,9,16,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,13,13,2,16,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,39,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152241866147212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108787919855875,0.0,0.16902630495357573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281050750673864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593430634258553,0.0,0.0,0.13119852353072495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852302333158934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534672236361642,0.0,0.10378015488174244,0.0,0.2257811024672765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353869826914103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183324964907955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582076480233375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222251088617399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259240535768027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125376316641264,0.0,0.0,0.1905985152897608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344303703907465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696357639843736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020645152107511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196625873335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828559489805724,0.0,0.2206941233583912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933541942700027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892216549718019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheNocturnalCat,2019/03/27,"Any recommendations on getting school work organized? I always want to plan when to do stuff so I don't forget/procrastinate till the last minute and stress myself out but then I do it anyway. I have a small white board in my room to help me make lists of day to day stuff and I find that helps with small things, but do you have any methods for school work? The teachers hand out a syllubus and I'm like, oh I need to write a schedule or something and I write down to do it and then I never do. I need to do it right in the moment I am thinking about it or I never will. Is there some sort of magical website or app that will help and send me reminders? (I am on medication and in University)",1.09791666666667,3.2482935138888926,2.6581666666666663,93.1035,82.6111111111111,5.506666666666668,20.016666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.11699499999999975,542,15,122,6,15,177,83,144,0.013000000000000001,0.847,0.139,0.9574,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,6,0,14,2,1,1,2,27,21,17,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,17,1,21,19,1,24,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,5,12,88,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803767730664566,0.0,0.0,0.24197356958540095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22947803716386506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626090490268026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929520794796644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577535393707856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502265361531785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691919291916363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187581557885612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922839885242633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638401299235883,0.27443459308597185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519365338627287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601144440033717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369659427215036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379847744233606,0.0,0.4073351138084392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819733921571125,0.11399931949951635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493756157047493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25904523163232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kill_Mii,2019/03/27,"I tend to linger on the smallest things for a long time Does anybody else do this? I mean just ten minutes ago a homeless man asked for spare change and I wanted to say “No, I’m sorry I don’t have any” but because I was rushing to my bus all I said was “no” and I feel awful now. A few months ago I was spinning a chair in class and someone stopped the chair and smiled annoyingly and looked straight into my eyes and said “can you stop?” Does any one else linger on tiny things like this? I never did it before taking my medication ",1.2967272727272745,3.3700890363636367,2.362727272727273,95.93409090909093,81.36363636363637,4.727272727272728,20.909090909090907,5.565023196281405,-0.2009090909090907,414,12,93,2,11,131,73,110,0.13699999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.4386,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,6,1,8,2,1,0,2,16,18,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,6,13,1,9,12,2,15,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,10,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141467111855336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099839499942144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565412197700324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801689456700574,0.0,0.15078054617904532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874496256025559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101304186739884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960486512390908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959550366308314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865689009921823,0.0,0.0,0.15681267729823753,0.1487998159386199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301813640217785,0.0,0.17850609277599758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414359702482157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666429887231135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007243722092566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371075026658276,0.14091318561232935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013739790600028,0.0,0.0,0.19835615332940434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29628719013622196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332291640984071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544198726328325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332427639786394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451465404659316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ColossalPheonix,2019/03/27,"I constantly have to be doing something, can’t relax or spend time with my friends or family. Upon recent reflection, all my life I have had to be constantly doing something. I can’t walk somewhere without headphones in listening to music/podcasts/audiobooks, I can’t sit down in the house without watching the tv or reading a book. Even watching a film with my family I end up on my phone or walking out to clean the kitchen/bedroom/backroom or meal prep for the next day when I could easily have something else. I cannot relax and enjoy anything. I used to like playing video games but now I don’t get a chance to because I am constantly buying new ones that I won’t get a chance to play and organising them, my PC is the worst, I constantly backup, convert and reorganise my Blu-ray and CD backups and leave no time to listen or watchnthem because I’m ‘busy’ getting new ones and reorganising the old ones. I feel I don’t spend the quality time I should with my SO and children, I feel so stupid for leaving it unnoticed for so long. I don’t know what to do other than to make a conscious effort to stop it, but how do you stop the habit of a lifetime? It has basically become me... Any advice would be greatly appreciated, thanks in advance.",7.0262547288776815,6.431401524590168,7.640655737704918,73.71291929382096,64.49180327868854,10.458511979823458,36.80201765447667,9.851270322608157,3.56362522068096,988,44,184,18,13,329,140,244,0.096,0.78,0.124,0.4007,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,2,7,11,1,0,14,0,25,2,0,3,1,35,37,20,0,3,10,0,2,1,1,3,1,2,1,1,6,11,1,2,5,11,3,3,11,2,0,3,1,6,27,9,29,29,2,31,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,6,20,129,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114792837056195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988537676108481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666991683300892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322037819493932,0.1297392256025072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077844665345975,0.0,0.09379228931884044,0.0,0.0,0.07576009019761804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813325953437384,0.0,0.10404583042754838,0.0,0.0,0.07758952540524684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221485370780567,0.0,0.11879532336705782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075901715008472,0.0,0.18412370994110333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951392452579105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554757506160686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455985298987131,0.0,0.0,0.2487729825224429,0.0,0.0,0.08297435115570215,0.05739116454754925,0.0,0.0,0.10395952891648254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784138535037192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269114826764678,0.1249334122294128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326770252107593,0.0,0.23880736349397785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750436100342787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598999212000015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713083736333313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964246592893043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815296067603204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549760296859174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145858429781264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647873334713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083449144168467,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheAgileWarrior249,2019/03/27,"Vyvanse has helped me feel peaceful Thank you to every single person involved in making this medication. At first, I thought that Vyvanse wasn't doing anything for me. But for the first time, I was able to just focus and.. get it. I felt smart. I don't feel so bad anymore for being a ""slow learner"", as I realize that it just means I don't understand things unless I thoroughly see the logic involved in it. I don't know how long this is going to last. But at least it has helped me boost my confidence. 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Check your mail!! 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This has honestly been the most helpful and supportive experience so far. &#x200B; **So here we go:** **25f here, I was diagnosed at 5yrs old with ADD** (I've learned its now called ADHD - inattentive / those are the only symptoms I have/exhibit). Been on meds all through school and Uni. &#x200B; As **I was diagnosed so young, I never really learned about ADD and all the symptoms until recently**. I've always had comments like: * You're messy and disorganised * Do you not remember (conversation/important info/appointments)/ You're so forgetful/ You'd lose your own head if it wasn't screwed on * You're so emotional, stop taking everything so personally / you have a very low EQ * You have so much potential and would succeed if you just apply yourself * Are you listening to me/ what did I just say? * Why can't you just do it? I've told you exactly what to do? Just get on with it! * You're so lazy, you haven't achieved anything today. * Why do you have to leave everything to the last minute? * You'll grow out of it at some point *...... I heard this from my mother yesterday....* * Stop using it as an excuse/ there's nothing wrong with you/ everyone's a little ADD. I've always just believed these people, and **never realised these were all linked to my ADD** **and I wasn't just some faulty/ lazy/incompetent human.** No one ever helped me to put a plan in place and teach me skills to make it easier for me to cope. I've always just silently struggled through it and somehow managed on my own - and now suffer with major self-doubt, social anxiety, fear of rejection, poor self-esteem and that lovely constant feeling of never feeling good enough. &#x200B; With all of that, **I somehow find myself almost a year into my PhD** (Medical Science - Anatomy) overseas **and realising I don't have the personal skills to cope** with ""normal/easy/everyday"" tasks. **I honestly feel like my ADD is worse/ discovering it for the first time all over again**. I've actively sought out assistance from Uni (Student Disability, Inclusive Learning Services, Counselling, etc.) and was brave enough to discuss my ADD with my Supervisors (I usually keep my diagnosis to myself, out of fear of being labeled as one of those people who just ""use it as an excuse""). My Supervisors seemed really supportive and understanding in the meeting but still don't ""get it"". &#x200B; **Uni Support has suggested giving my supervisors a list of symptoms/ ways my ADD affects me and what helps me, so that they can understand, adapt and assist.** Which I agreed was a great idea! **However, I'm still trying figure out my own ADD as an adult and what works for me.** Unfortunately the PhD is largely *independent and self-driven*, and does not allow being ""spoon-fed"" info/instruction/direction. There are also *NO DEADLINES*... They essentially just approve a topic and say: ""have fun! see you in 4 years with a 200 page book"" and there are no lectures and hardly any courses. Basically just a nightmare for someone with ADD and who thrives off forced routine and schedule and struggles to self-manage... &#x200B; **Essentially...** 1. **Any suggestions for things I can try to keep motivated and not procrastinate?** 2. **Also how do I explain to NT's what symptoms I have, How they affect my Uni work, and What works for me/things I'm trying to learn?** \- Keep in mind I'm dealing with Academic Doctors and giving them anything without references/proof would just be laughed at... 3. **Any good websites I could link them to summarise/ explain the general struggles of an inattentive ADHD'er?** &#x200B; P.S sorry for long post... &#x200B;",1.7949515878523492,4.297688277056281,2.9216146194772143,83.53829979181128,102.015873015873,6.04099445931507,24.48199552779705,7.244989856759665,1.9861818600398744,3028,133,511,68,131,966,334,693,0.077,0.823,0.1,0.9582,1,1,1,0,0,0,245.0,1,15,5,13,42,27,1,5,22,0,45,11,1,10,10,136,81,53,0,5,21,1,4,2,0,3,8,4,0,4,32,56,0,5,22,1,2,3,17,11,0,4,15,9,62,16,80,58,18,62,0,4,1,2,52,25,1,10,32,343,94,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489009046265372,0.04670857754436932,0.0,0.0,0.04786374061067847,0.04950529340846422,0.0,0.07644960086799643,0.1193176583297456,0.3625309717136694,0.4065666649618095,0.0975147686247969,0.0,0.03656606342013726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866892085595778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385304464904485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880806885817071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165368053266848,0.0,0.03816356953150639,0.0,0.052504898521813864,0.0,0.04927861523817788,0.0,0.09702984955043076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892424739717542,0.0418291803984531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053767381513550094,0.0,0.09877817888043766,0.05330846068949716,0.0,0.043236883862363545,0.0,0.04567394198332045,0.085917222461513,0.04675654180475186,0.0,0.1075742079482172,0.07250575099928502,0.03414757709754206,0.0,0.0,0.04368737136405992,0.08131551934789172,0.0,0.05240907793731877,0.0,0.0,0.04994595367961807,0.09170621038918976,0.027165242956164588,0.08018297742983796,0.0,0.05269850751948151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042818467603825766,0.0,0.049055509345681786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611587931199443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395919275503736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274577002586965,0.0,0.0,0.026269051074626702,0.0779250424575021,0.0,0.050612182968373096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670430191247193,0.04790710186146517,0.0,0.042300563714568265,0.0,0.05347479489842805,0.0,0.0,0.04314041562302778,0.0,0.03190616810993457,0.04846062964705849,0.0,0.0,0.05309385432041702,0.04815241013039312,0.0,0.0,0.04826331025343755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035137725666884424,0.0,0.11059648329886618,0.0,0.0,0.044856073520526236,0.04683281912211322,0.04586437853611795,0.0,0.05015695394916805,0.0,0.06477960670701907,0.07270650578867217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662755424335502,0.08347239319383505,0.0499397258499478,0.0,0.045185454648702786,0.0,0.13733453436610654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805114362547356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124245847972878,0.0,0.04719569339205069,0.0,0.054146888801975115,0.0,0.0,0.07602328190444227,0.0,0.048375085958912725,0.03808957199660416,0.04351436590385966,0.19945890402650535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872500673214216,0.040499892454381514,0.0,0.0,0.05350700751144847,0.0,0.0,0.07634460121258214,0.07992411952977048,0.0,0.1499095121715132,0.0,0.0,0.16272503493222726,0.0,0.1987256301863475,0.03593885929174605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03175549628673746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02787195022961724,0.0,0.04530781251981018,0.04567394198332045,0.0,0.09735704168161484,0.0,0.0,0.09952077854124457,0.0,0.08256588605605103,0.05264378684331239,0.03943913696631979,0.0,0.0379405790597158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626222955396247,0.0,0.0,0.046076478942307285,0.0,0.10439460751545923,0.0,0.04871121030033928,0.06791000068228986,0.05226064464940194,0.4065666649618095,0.06156190909350175 adhd,euphoric_disclosure,2019/03/27,"Any tips on getting discounts for prescriptions? I’m in college and recently got prescribed 25mg of Adderall XR. It’s made a massive difference in my productivity and I don’t know how I made it this far without it! My healthcare deductible hasn’t been met yet though which makes my prescription WAY more expensive than I think it should be. I just picked up my second refill from CVS and it was $120. Is this normal or should it be less expensive? My doctor said it should be costing between $30 and $60 but it’s been much more expensive than that. Does anyone else have this happening? How could I get it for less if my deductible hasn’t been met yet? $120 is a lot of money for me, but I don’t have a choice as it’s the price I’m given. Any tips?",1.4094230769230762,3.590957955128207,2.9625000000000017,91.18875,81.62820512820512,6.207692307692309,23.211538461538463,7.413659706084162,0.9344307692307696,595,21,128,9,16,195,91,156,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,19,1,0,6,0,24,34,12,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,11,1,13,0,15,16,6,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,3,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932558187935567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076540228381827,0.2209265367175217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215375151186307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527534138138905,0.0,0.22069457424219613,0.18868911940522956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012150998361648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253034347766001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244973574356998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906706436154326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849823658188667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331105750216525,0.0,0.4080466968442166,0.14392695976613998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585043371835262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126025696029985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289716272314493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051024794500306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815956775370042,0.2118439883409966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114785382615372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078484482387584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,123itsjesset,2019/03/27,"Lost my wallet for the second time this week... ...but that's ok because by this point in the week, I typically would have lost it twice as many times! Gotta celebrate the small victories! 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[https://universe.leagueoflegends.com/en\_SG/story/rakan-color-story/](https://universe.leagueoflegends.com/en_SG/story/rakan-color-story/) Sometimes media gets ADHD characters very wrong. But what do you guys think? am I wrong about Rakan? can you think of other examples of ADHD characters done right? 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Note: Haven't been diagnosed with ADHD but think I might have it. Not going to write a ton, since I never read a long paragraph if it's not interesting. But I was wondering if I could have tips on how people non-medically manage their ADHD? For me it's not necessarily grades I struggle with ( though that is a problem sometimes) but life. I mean I can't get to places on time. I struggle with emails with 50 subheadings. I can't show up to the right time,place for anything. I can get a 90 on a test but I can't figure out where to park or find my wallet. Hoping for organizational tips and also some community Are there adhd support groups? Is that a think. tldr; may have adhd but don't want to take meds. How to manage non-medically?",1.8159198113207573,4.038639943396227,4.0189583333333365,83.94843750000005,80.38364779874216,6.490723270440253,20.62932389937107,7.645422480735847,0.7989399371069181,617,17,126,10,16,212,92,159,0.053,0.857,0.09,0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,2,7,0,19,3,0,2,1,35,30,13,0,6,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,16,3,19,25,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,8,3,88,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6882245448594793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159100066888466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424987313118594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144428441222904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624731737213835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467994638026924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967622655811705,0.0,0.06509103402814646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137558722344712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089716352064832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013569963868082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475865402576013,0.3816568713004788,0.11537869075540225,0.0,0.12150008953438007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833394777554902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940189592151467,0.0,0.1196613039648002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095914187815211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456274588572475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097809490389018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474184876562937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327483126474824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394669093307822,0.0,0.0,0.12996927486956644,0.0,0.0,0.08611362382683772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677464414209304,0.11252686479818078,0.0,0.13356877122390118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755379472554998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242047994108469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Csabbb,2019/03/27,"So I just accidentally discovered what my prof failed to send through email : super important exam in less than 2 days, would normally need at least 4 or more to study for. Holy crap I'm anxious. This is my third time taking calculus because I failed 2 times before. So I don't have any more semesters to try if I fail. I'm studying CS and everything else goes smoothly, even the practical part of calculus. But the theory requires a ridiculous amount of memorisation. It's wednesday 10:30 pm here. Exam on friday 6 pm. Wondering if I should have a quality sleep now, wake up on time as I never do and spend the whole day studying or start right now, mess up my sleep schedule but get some of it done tonight? Don't know.. probably no one is gonna read this lol. Only have 2 pills of LA ritalins left, appointment on friday morning but there is a small chance that the pharmacy won't have stock so I can't risk taking double dose tomorrow and running out. (note I have never ever done more than the prescribed amount before). Ughh sorry for the rant, hope you have a more relaxed evening :)",3.7367619047619023,5.798531819047625,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,73.66666666666666,7.904761904761902,27.380952380952376,8.680891452615391,2.1109523809523814,862,33,165,17,18,276,139,210,0.092,0.775,0.133,0.9318,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,5,11,10,2,1,10,1,18,7,4,0,3,24,29,14,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,2,1,2,7,7,0,2,2,1,12,3,21,23,12,28,0,3,0,0,3,11,1,7,15,103,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603407621453444,0.0,0.0,0.1761504180402292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505019011435918,0.0,0.2653607037550006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111693788612106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191300073390708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025499712880348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059734580679164,0.1410427293238234,0.0,0.0,0.1401349781643522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146416897294761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548683120097166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569208345602844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941253625765368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561611663912205,0.2405173309551272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527730039921223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565854564781724,0.11858768602146105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885114918003175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811309312208367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596679737069374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315875811541333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120744176834823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454482615788738,0.11036423580608402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344717912340143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727626679441338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586256957046083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740842496986392,0.0,0.0,0.16909357952630108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107643635362726,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway145640,2019/03/27,"Having Issues Sleeping After Starting Adderall - My Brain Keeps Me Awake I was recently (about 3 weeks ago) diagnosed with ADHD as a senior in college and had Adderall prescribed to help manage the issues associated with it. The good news is that medication has been a life changer for me, honestly. The bad news is that it's been harder to deal with my brain when I'm trying to fall asleep and the medication has worn off. I don't mean that I don't feel tired, because I actually have been feeling more tired than before in the evenings (probably because I'm just coming off a rather strong stimulant). When I make it to bed, I just can't stop all the little questions from earlier my day from making a repeat appearance in my head. It's like I used up all of my ability to filter them out during the day and now I need to know the answers more badly than ever, despite the day being made easy by the medication. Anybody else have this and figure out how to deal with it? ***TLDR:*** When my meds wear off the million questions running through my brain come back with a vengeance and prevent me from sleeping. Help please.",3.725104039167686,5.9243544651162825,4.574785801713587,82.41831089351288,74.11627906976744,6.944920440636476,27.594859241126073,7.85451343220497,1.8344883720930245,890,35,162,13,19,287,126,215,0.040999999999999995,0.805,0.154,0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,0,16,0,16,15,8,6,3,41,33,10,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,9,14,0,3,8,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,7,2,19,4,33,25,4,32,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,18,114,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.1083043878191258,0.0,0.1333812171088156,0.0,0.09838063182949036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533985596745831,0.18533403141268293,0.13530964937570647,0.0,0.09443922137341304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716845920083143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120580136171444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472652224166125,0.2288392898442975,0.0,0.11264643779812016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092712902360989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330389439079407,0.10039139442455536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223370413385936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308812516321392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390161703366082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878048999691748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316769516820865,0.0,0.09864769086081003,0.0,0.0,0.06099391149433029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839129112459997,0.054221183116989966,0.11123513836061152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501575732593788,0.1481653820149061,0.0,0.0,0.1208941270919882,0.1232782197618229,0.3354141533382694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229323994932787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182711926369612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965953807376027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486549906512163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958332440294268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212833022782447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855505618964062,0.0,0.0,0.09278760506065158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551195948791313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535086017900787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585455394348118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902468140698573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sebas_pwnage,2019/03/27,"How to regain control / when to seek help. So long story short was really depressed for a long time and had a lot of anxiety and lost all structure and other things. I really want to retake control but i have been feeling tired all the time and my concentration and procrastination has never been worse. I have been working on like not feeling like dying is a life long dream of mine and stuff and now that i have done that i still feel like i can't get back with getting structure back in my life. I personally am wonder if i maybe should ask my doctor because i feel tired a lot (just not enough that i would yeah lets see him) and i still can suddenly feel a lot of anxiety (waaaay les than before) but i am really bad at talking with my docor ( When i talked about switching meds and the reason i said that i kinda felt a bit down and a bit panicy while i actually felt like wanting to die, had to take naps because the depressing thoughts were to much and had teary eyes in school out of nowhere because of stress/panic, so i am just really bad at sharing those things (also because i frequently don't understand them and because i don't want to make wrong conclusions). SO back to what i was talking about: Qurrently i have a horrible eating pattern (don't get me started on energy), i don't do sports, i can't concentrate and feel a lot of stress because i have to do all these things making me feel like i always should be doing something and have no time (like schoolwork) this while actually not doing much. Conclusion: I wanna regain the structure i had in the past but don't know where to start and everytime i try i fail, any advise. Also: Sorry for being al over the place, luckely yall know why that is :P. 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I’ve been on 450mg Wellbutrin for a while, so just adding the Prozac. Curious if anyone else has tried the combo. 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I have ADHD-PI and binge eating disorder. I've been on (generic) Adderall for about a year. 37 y/o female, not on hormonal BC. I never used to have much of a sweet tooth aside from the occasional monthly chocolate craving. My snack tastes pretty much always ran to the salty, crunchy side (chips, crackers, beef jerky, etc). But since starting this medication I've developed such a sweet tooth and it's so strange. I am getting the appetite reduction, eating less, losing weight, and doing better overall, but when I do get cravings it's almost exclusively for sweets (gummies and chocolate especially). And they can be pretty strong. I've mentioned this to my psych, but I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has experienced something similar after starting/being on meds?",5.6014583333333325,7.9887573402777825,5.724722222222222,75.39250000000001,69.34722222222223,7.855555555555558,32.138888888888886,8.59863814320734,2.927997222222221,643,29,101,11,12,203,103,144,0.036000000000000004,0.804,0.16,0.9576,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,5,7,0,0,6,0,9,9,3,1,1,17,17,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,7,8,6,12,14,4,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,59,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158764274182794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679646800460898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395708738285363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728582282932218,0.1718666899118412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835001408982565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224148211165265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34327427468520105,0.14012299365552688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870714329724432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527163615628985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478155088962606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765513729281894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37263666147116603,0.16897768661221496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388631550122165,0.0,0.2466124366330365,0.0,0.12936934928547542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412982810117306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875403096503594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913237128674768,0.0,0.0,0.11872532689368342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487117447557488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425884720641674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190395066167295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801732409532537 adhd,joeception,2019/03/27,Blue-Green Algae and ADHD I was curious if anyone found any peer-reviewed research or had tried regular intake of blue-green algae and how it impacted symptoms experienced? ,8.363999999999999,10.0580054,8.74666666666667,59.07000000000002,61.66666666666666,11.333333333333336,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.277333333333335,142,7,18,4,2,47,26,30,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301368510480633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999746520711156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084392274329449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836619665305981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584894109896187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994894529000512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mr_Brinclhoff,2019/03/27,"Looking for advice on social interactions I'm looking for a little advice here. I can't say for certain on everyone else, but I've come to a point where if I'm not actively engaged in anything, especially in social situations, I'll bring out my phone. Before phones were a thing, I still brought out stuff as a kid. I always had Legos in my pocket, or a book, or a game, but always something to do. I'm in a relationship where my SO is not fond of me being on my phone if we're hanging out with her parents, or just with other people, or even alone together. Like, we went out to a charity for her aunt, and she had for an old friend, and sat down and talked to the friend at a table. I sat down with them, but after a while, I got bored and started pulling out my phone because I couldn't keep my attention anywhere and needed something to do. I wasn't actively in the conversation because it didn't pertain to me, and I had a hard time hearing with all the noise of people talking and the music going. She was upset with my later for being on my phone and not socializing. Plenty of other times I have done this. After talking to my therapist, she suggested I try to make a game out of it to try to keep my attention in the moment. Try to guess what the next thing the person will say. I've been trying this but it hasn't been working for me because my mind can't think of what they're going to say and listen at the same time. I'm ok when it comes to a conversation I want to be a part of, if it actually pertains to me. I'm actively engaged. However, I'm looking for advise if anyone else has found a particular way of being able to hold your attention, in the moment, in social situations when you're not particularly interested and having trouble holding your attention. 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I'm sad, disappointed in myself but also aware that I was out of control. How do we cope with stuff like this? This is a new world to me. 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Afterwards feeling shit not only because I didn't do my own actual work, but because this doesn't add any value to my life and most people are probably going to read it as I am some condescending jerk bag and not how I really mean it, which is to educate so that dumb shit is not propagated. &#x200B; But sure you guys understand, someone wants to cover 150sq yard (thats the american version of almost a meter) and the gravel bag is 9cu ft... which is 1/3 cu yard... some answers were saying they would need 450 bags because 1/3yard into 150yard is 450. Most other answers were of similar intelligence. &#x200B; And now I spent another 10 minutes typing out this post!! Damn the bug in this brain. (And another 3 minutes proof reading it, fuck I gotta work damn it!)",6.102097402597401,6.878110313636366,6.468571428571429,76.67500000000003,66.31818181818181,9.194805194805195,32.532467532467535,9.23628265651192,2.9331103896103894,919,37,162,16,14,297,140,220,0.191,0.772,0.037000000000000005,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,3,9,9,7,0,10,0,16,5,3,1,2,43,31,15,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,5,1,14,12,0,0,10,5,2,3,7,8,0,2,10,3,12,1,21,19,7,21,0,0,1,1,6,10,6,7,7,103,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.1062069880119539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089822518495569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358447492729218,0.26449219692153136,0.22203402696336486,0.34236808304810545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990339071000624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149554233998727,0.0,0.12447792682177068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042354861860552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137091190625122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137570610001904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550301050100991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933165394293588,0.0,0.10061594574294096,0.0,0.0,0.06185327999087961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776348467239004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917009891452313,0.0,0.32154083103704945,0.0,0.0,0.12286115250082015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768731820045588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139375484039657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855291706387358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069956651580525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374922355404602,0.08277370953320919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545229191037915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423357793720983,0.0,0.11734223683476225,0.10414012946176257,0.0,0.0,0.12191979541637098,0.0,0.21772834626438972,0.0,0.0697223090879234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654973837430656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343455403646456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221530584591743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703377563007832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257543645265256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091937948090005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330078273099005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064193538203726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769891911555205,0.0,0.0,0.077313063114521,0.0,0.26449219692153136,0.0 adhd,watdoumeanguy,2019/03/27,Going to the gym again! About 2 years ago I broke a bone and went from going to the gym 5x a week and being in amazing shape to not going at all. I recently got motivation to start going back and feel amazing. If you haven’t worked out this week go do it!!,2.401,3.214857418181822,4.147045454545456,89.82056818181817,74.81818181818181,6.954545454545455,21.022727272727273,7.1686216300943375,0.33599999999999985,198,4,46,2,4,67,41,55,0.048,0.767,0.185,0.8433,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,9,12,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,9,9,1,18,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202322165292112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103948905889373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562166440200825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7059873845190522,0.0,0.19870480689934053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453102605574584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758512201284254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985764788753926,0.0,0.0,0.2303117511005341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808715056384384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999095335555674 adhd,Minti_Clean,2019/03/27,"Severely Need Advice/ Wisdom Hello, my name is Kamdin. I’ve always known I’ve had ADHD, and was diagnosed when I was 8 I believe. For about a year I was taking meds to help me in school since, even I saw I was uncontrollably being a nuisance in class. However, my mom soon realized the meds were making me suicidal and now that I look back on it, I can’t recall a single memory of when I was on medication besides when I was actually swallowing the pills. My mind was blank. The main reason for me taking the medication in the first place was because I was overly hyper, talkative, and I was always moving whilst not doing my work. My mom took me off the meds due to my suicidal thoughts and zombie-like physical movements. I am now 16 and I downloaded Reddit yesterday out of curiosity. I found this forum and immediately was educated on how much my ADHD affects me. It brought me to tears. All my life I believed, the reason why I was always fiddling with objects, constantly pacing/moving, and talking was because of my condition. I was correct, but I thought those were the only symptoms. I had no idea that ADHD is what caused me to constantly procrastinate, go through mood swings everyday, make me unable to focus, the reason why I could never remember a damn thing, the reason why I had such harsh anxiety, and the reason why basic tasks were like climbing a mountain to me... It even affects the way I respond to social interactions. All my life I believed I was just sub par for some anonymous reason I hadn’t discovered yet. Now I understand thanks to the amazing people on this sub reddit. To end this article (sorry for the length) I just wanted to know some strategies y’all use to combat your ADHD. I really need the help. I’ve read many other posts similar to this one, but I really want someone I can talk to and conversation with, along with providing my own personal questions. Thank you so much for reading.",5.87874200913242,6.852450128767124,6.990565068493153,72.03141837899545,66.89041095890411,10.028538812785387,32.19463470319636,10.125756701596842,3.4322168949771696,1527,62,262,36,24,515,193,365,0.064,0.857,0.079,0.8140000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,0,3,17,8,1,1,20,0,30,8,0,13,4,55,51,16,2,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,13,14,1,0,16,2,0,6,5,2,0,2,28,2,53,5,37,21,9,38,0,0,2,0,17,11,1,3,20,194,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.07135572527482419,0.0,0.35150980219686345,0.07145317227709529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252804184062896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593750369666794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056225675062923516,0.0,0.08914798709734886,0.0,0.0,0.2471475955331148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511559554438359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580360408252993,0.0,0.058381313493293424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421646002130658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476366328165288,0.0,0.0,0.09659170150076836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062196839619522985,0.0,0.08017360133011338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155645251778746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802317324579343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254491355889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04018548906157792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329530587010838,0.0357233157813818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140337640958201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761791287673012,0.07413340120534677,0.0,0.0,0.2436634459275513,0.1473237952209527,0.0,0.0,0.07383154879691889,0.17127728802590586,0.0,0.07771624395386709,0.10750496364896768,0.10843685911610784,0.05639556294121838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495488049671628,0.05561195348807925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069302042824974,0.06384659525967015,0.07639607160456957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002987930382124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191245783482874,0.0,0.14628193823588093,0.0,0.09368660247185016,0.451084517310033,0.0,0.0,0.08283204450319746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400253941919002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260612196435076,0.0,0.060486596940122275,0.0,0.0,0.07453783615926192,0.06195533978738354,0.0,0.0,0.08185317615625502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996540899924594,0.0,0.0,0.07600090516613882,0.10995605687097107,0.1175440717974832,0.0,0.13464031954675662,0.0,0.0,0.04857846387562366,0.0,0.0,0.11610010077211415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124032311009684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612172868573504,0.0,0.0631532235698026,0.0,0.0,0.08625753469194412,0.0580401903541469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639219720819202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323309099216384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708764350601735 adhd,Squambiblio,2019/03/27,"Don't forget to blow out candles if you leave the room! I have a habit of lighting a candle, then leaving the room and forgetting about it! It's dangerous and something I do too often! 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I have an INCREDIBLY hard time focusing on my studies as an adult returning to school without medication (long story). I’ve been trying to find ways to help. I think I’ve found it - Spotify’s “Instrumental Study” station. I have been looking for the perfect background noise/study music for almost two years, and this is it. It makes me feel so peaceful and focused. Add to that studying in a silent library cubicle with no one to look at or hear, and a set of really decent bluetooth earbuds (you forget you’re wearing them - there’s no distracting cord), and I think I have a winning combination. Also food. Don’t forget food.",4.4997168405365136,6.978714426229513,5.4682414307004485,75.61215350223549,72.77049180327869,8.042921013412817,30.763040238450074,8.841846274778883,2.916859016393444,528,24,88,11,11,173,90,122,0.102,0.763,0.136,0.8045,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,6,0,7,4,1,1,1,18,15,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,5,9,2,14,12,0,9,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,2,4,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978477463582309,0.0,0.0,0.15800458811554785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990234256798544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058446453234372,0.0,0.4778288394357301,0.21663618067280885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563518114467016,0.0,0.0,0.17699279684045074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226869259528262,0.0,0.13243365345384392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485200892850686,0.33183473674869995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188612872578262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990409797576513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388526506113568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657475405243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999614241332676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25320246557100884,0.0,0.0,0.11521043840665215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414379404991242,0.0,0.1930068692706574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568297414017064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045998918070686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723498853474746 adhd,Succubic_Unicorn,2019/03/27,"Unable to write Hey r/adhd. I've got a problem. I usually enjoy writing. Mostly romance (saucy!), but some science fiction, fantasy, and horror. It used to give me such pleasure to come up with a long and involved story, but lately I just can't get started. It's like literary impotence and it's making me feel really down. I'm unemployed atm and while I'm looking for work I want to keep busy with an inexpensive hobby. Writing would be great for that, but I just can't make it happen. I get started now and again and write a little, but I instantly trash it. It's very frustrating. I have ADHD and I'm medicated, and I'm wondering if anyone else has experienced this sort of thing where their main, long-term favorite hobby just isn't happening for them. And if so, was there any way to get that enjoyment back? &#x200B; It's like the colorful part of me is dead :(",2.75375,4.950199532163744,4.518475877192984,81.70297697368423,77.0701754385965,7.783771929824562,26.47697368421053,8.660442795831766,2.190371052631579,684,27,129,15,16,231,108,171,0.11199999999999999,0.716,0.172,0.8821,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,1,10,9,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,3,0,37,31,17,1,5,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,4,12,7,14,27,4,15,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,6,11,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624346566137768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337824352174912,0.1832233733906144,0.1025407022746048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543415842520157,0.15449966053058029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594631561879283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989011957837868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596364637855284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624271411667723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363408083964075,0.14464915441319534,0.0,0.0,0.1205985755574321,0.16624380222844726,0.0,0.0,0.26668185858901605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402689950606486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700949201779678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733435719188778,0.1511287347986331,0.0,0.26688446710627856,0.1266235621586994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130371620770104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519025893395721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328821860779516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428331759806362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659836335710416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345640287673304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001765456527774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023202627934408,0.16607117925115505,0.12441551752610275,0.08893840163500473,0.11968813574662344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635226619004291,0.10977512964733473,0.0,0.0,0.10711514665369586,0.0,0.1832233733906144,0.0 adhd,Lord_Teragriff,2019/03/27,"Memory and visualization problems ADHD runs in the family, I was diagnosed very young and never medicated. I have trouble recalling memories as in specific details and it's impedes my ability to learn more efficiently. I as well have extreme difficulties visualizing about anything, it's all hazy and temporary. I am an inspiring writer so this is important to me. I'm wondering if this is common for ADHD and what I can personally do to help combat these effects.",6.196533101045297,8.849837085365856,8.693205574912891,53.60109756097564,68.39024390243902,12.978397212543554,38.54355400696864,12.031772070788634,6.50131149825784,379,22,52,17,7,137,63,82,0.08199999999999999,0.721,0.19699999999999998,0.8473,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,2,13,10,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,7,2,9,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253036455076177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408270635564972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640485284788878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24524789690673235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437421998403194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620754973145426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064505101822636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271544549802451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893007010680315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465242146998292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339076470672563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28212345244458936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1ina7billion,2019/03/27,"Felt high on 20mg of Vyvanse? Hey I started on 20mg of vyvanse a month ago and the first day I felt high and euphoric and by the end of the week I just felt better. I'm wondering if that feeling was normal or if I was on too high of a dose. The fact that I felt high makes me think that maybe I don't have ADHD and it was wrongly prescribed the medication... My dose was increased to 30mg but now I feel no change at all. Has this ever happened to anyone? I wonder if I should go back to 20mg. What am I suppose to feel exactly? The only difference I noticed is that I'm no longer spending hours scrolling through my social media but in terms of organization my house is still a disaster, I can't seem to have time for anything and I'm still procrastinating on my work and having issues reading and maintaining focus. I'm feeling pretty discouraged and I'm craving that initial feeling that I felt from the medication which I'm most likely never going to feel again. 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Mentally associated the appt. with tomorrow. Saw reminder yesterday, said,""Cool, Thursday!"". Nope. It was today, Weds. :-( Bit of good luck: I also set reminders for ""Travel time to..."" so that I can remember to get out the door and in the car on time. That went off 30 minutes before the appt. this AM, while I'm just getting up, having my coffee and getting some email done. Le panic mode starts. ""Breathe,"" I said, ""do not doing."" Took three minutes to just be there. Then... Called the doc's office, told them I'm late. Jumped in shower, shaved, dressed, inhaled a powerbar & milk, brushed teeth, out the door in 20 minutes flat. In car: breathe again for a couple of minutes, the roads are wet and slippery, drive well. Got there, had a nice chat, they had some cancellations because of weather, and it worked out. Still... I *hate* these kinds of ADHD adventures. And I am thrilled that I had a little buffer. Also: learning experience for me: Put day of week in header of reminder to avoid brain-fart on dates. Stay cool everyone.",2.2616504854368924,5.041285592233013,2.8032116504854367,89.64130291262138,83.85436893203884,5.043572815533981,24.25941747572816,6.55674776486733,0.8860289708737863,856,33,160,9,25,265,139,206,0.052000000000000005,0.858,0.09,0.7777,2,1,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,2,1,12,12,2,2,13,1,14,4,3,0,0,20,27,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,10,1,1,2,2,0,8,2,4,1,1,12,6,10,8,26,14,3,41,0,0,1,0,8,14,0,3,17,95,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333966218635087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439939587648938,0.0,0.1652916542569857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299519806771953,0.0,0.12981179298744894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654891173872408,0.0,0.0,0.17030015923726868,0.15577418070419166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879754689498375,0.0,0.09838438750617308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611519664581028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577140744201908,0.0,0.1492265963925188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391087230845096,0.0,0.0,0.12795463852351066,0.12201097052601376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506149986785207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886099539918766,0.0,0.0,0.1720869935364649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289868492989356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537380477250884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898866356696402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533584037489436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281337774945862,0.0,0.2902266271048561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797815297403396,0.16260173384202106,0.12182942270914447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779103461053983,0.0,0.2892057620751795,0.14577140744201908,0.16949255243327105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223692163649144,0.0,0.1371639180555282,0.14141862350394474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106076540275422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThePantsThief,2019/03/27,"Afraid of taking my adderall even though it works I'm having a really hard time staying on task at my new job. I thought about starting to take my adderall again. I've never really *needed* it in the past, so I would only take it whenever I had to pull an all nighter for an exam or to get a lot of homework done in one sitting, etc. Like many, I love the way it makes me feel when I'm on it. The usual ""I'm so productive and happy"" type stuff. But the come-down sucks, and whenever I'm not on adderall I have this anxious feeling that makes me not want to ever take it again. I'm not afraid of becoming dependent or anything. I'm just confused as to how and why I can enjoy being on it but not want to take it when I'm not on it?",2.5945397008055258,3.1653715379746856,4.500425776754894,88.37995972382052,74.12658227848101,7.517606444188722,25.756041426927503,7.686295010490155,1.1916632911392404,565,18,129,7,11,194,90,158,0.059000000000000004,0.872,0.068,0.5214,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,3,8,0,7,1,0,4,3,29,31,14,0,4,10,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,3,11,4,20,26,3,23,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,5,12,86,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665124749639476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129212703037395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278431954984687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696627670188282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083451957847618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438249096064747,0.09735188443304987,0.13332567811457813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490529621261808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770069157228387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569029084276902,0.1320354456458994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626510691397934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200892116983283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530851267430193,0.1330282077079017,0.0,0.19677234431770235,0.14943367172622854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929026420422117,0.11367879933136092,0.1423533674337804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998775145279036,0.1120992463110212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070358257951665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884784417411027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432573624309442,0.15710164630758075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873006475805544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541070907179061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481316871836214,0.11701381606723628,0.08594621843167104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623328961852768,0.0,0.17387277412735366,0.1169939408052394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329995275280316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730407771607453,0.0,0.0,0.104703971273114,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shadiey,2019/03/27,"adhd and impulsivity (making things dangerous) i was diagnosed with combined type adhd 8 years ago, and i’m on medication. recently, i’ve been impulsively closing my eyes at times that it could be dangerous. for example, i was on a treadmill going fast and i couldn’t stop closing my eyes so see what would happen. also, i was biking down a steep hill next to a busy street and i couldn’t stop randomly closing my eyes. it’s gotten to the point where i feel in danger at times, and i don’t know what to do. could i have some advice?",2.532264150943398,4.705466000000001,4.462867924528304,81.94581132075474,77.67924528301887,7.636226415094339,23.807547169811322,8.548686976883017,1.723640754716982,420,14,82,9,10,143,67,106,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,4,0,13,5,3,1,0,21,21,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,5,11,0,11,10,1,22,0,0,4,0,0,12,0,2,9,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905131849587985,0.1994181834475197,0.1808987730917654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319743965550926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32587203935366066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071302248409576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318565249991307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159796270413702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046145069209948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215341424636624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362205920146106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055825002956124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703439654944146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291534356264808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014978819221916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262009367853208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412290326146019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135577311853699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799370377529225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449679018925144,0.0,0.0,0.1314165911959718 adhd,alicebay,2019/03/27,"Feeling really lost I’m out of my prescription for Celexa. Went to my doctors appointment today but he won’t prescribe me more because I’ve been experiencing a lot of negative side effects. He won’t prescribe me anything else though until I can get in to see the psychiatrist because he thinks I’m dealing with PTSD and ADHD. Problem is, the soonest a psychiatrist can see me is in two months. Past week I’ve been off the Celexa because I was out, I’ve been having panic attacks, my brain is going 100 miles a minute, and honestly I just feel lost. I don’t know what to do. I went to the people they were supposed to help me and they won’t help. I feel really hopeless and things are really bad and only going to get worse. I don’t know what to do.",4.576184210526313,5.2305031973684235,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,69.65789473684211,8.71157894736842,29.673684210526318,8.841846274778883,2.2781505263157884,594,22,118,10,10,200,82,152,0.214,0.7120000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,2,3,2,8,1,1,7,0,19,2,1,1,0,19,37,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,7,0,1,9,6,16,1,17,25,2,16,0,3,2,0,8,7,0,1,5,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723476458998044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135831395298415,0.0,0.0,0.16777265751327675,0.0,0.0,0.12313440430349733,0.26969585043924943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646294548168996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520389397534285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509456113275318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319537773446874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370144645251594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409787401127806,0.0,0.1676254382245613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976970647874137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209541012510745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219699935985267,0.12537689126600307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771212405151665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216041684468983,0.0,0.17302864679286925,0.0,0.0,0.1407803619827572,0.10223971548792367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111244254439295,0.17238889815475794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834263425467844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350349381384001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797499307649013,0.09449521125264948,0.1448921906485201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978785208887629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406040512925805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829453047345365,0.0,0.0,0.273419249784422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028832958017416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PersonalReception,2019/03/27,"I suck at every job ADD Every fucking job I work in seems to expect me to have great attention to detail and the detail to retain information. Every single job I’ve been in you name it marketing, program management, receptionist etc. At the start of the job at some point, I will be introduced to a computer programme or a company intrenet system they use to store information on e.g for a customer or billing or what have you. I will be assigned a trainer, they will show me step by step how to input information and use the program. Every time I always end up having to tell them to slow down because I have ‘ADD and I find it hard to concentrate and retain information at once’ to which they’ll usually say something along the lines of ‘oh my god, I have that as well (when 99 percent of the time they don’t have it) Don’t worry you’ll pick it up eventually!’ So I’ll try write down step by step the process of how to input information, but even then I’ll be overwhelmed. They’ll then ask me to try myself and I’ll keep making really dumb mistakes, like forgetting what internet tab I was on when I open another window. Even after months of doing the same thing day in day out, I’ll always have to constantly refer back to my notes, which slows me down. Whilst everyone else seems to pick it up first time. On top of this I always make sloppy attention to details errors e.g. I’ll put in £50 instead of £500. Eventually after my boss gets to tired of having to babysit me and correct my mistakes, they just end up firing me and picking someone else who can pick up the job straight away. I feel helpless, I’m on my second job abroad as part of university. The first one I got sacked from for my constant mistakes and learning to slowly, and I know the same thing is going to happen for this job I’ve started now. Sorry for the long message I just wanted it all off my chest. TLDR. Every job I’m in I get fired from due to my lack of attention to detail, slow learning and having to always go over my notes even for a very basic procedure inputting information which slows me down. I don’t know what to do every job I’ve tried seems to require these skills ",5.213750000000001,5.624401208333333,6.1101851851851885,79.75333333333333,68.16666666666666,8.9,29.42592592592593,8.841846274778883,2.215153703703705,1710,58,335,27,27,566,203,432,0.10400000000000001,0.861,0.035,-0.9855,9,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,7,6,14,11,3,1,17,0,27,3,1,11,2,69,52,23,0,6,6,0,4,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,19,15,0,4,19,1,2,7,3,8,1,4,3,5,44,3,76,40,9,68,0,2,0,1,23,30,3,7,31,222,63,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407904432090037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758610174917435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763368028703004,0.0,0.06797138444568157,0.055629555936730114,0.0,0.044101408558712994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563605019107658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331428201376328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087148564942307,0.0,0.12815404439919345,0.0,0.08068483778448665,0.1433514170078211,0.0,0.3657274069755328,0.06912963818946516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03658027689009526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612287104426334,0.12307482532952907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688264821882728,0.07559552683586371,0.0,0.0822317205541124,0.0,0.057861650618717536,0.07976164525665322,0.0,0.0,0.06397526859958398,0.0,0.06480774473901935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6461295677128533,0.06430438831374714,0.0,0.0,0.07951886425886755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353445679626229,0.0,0.0,0.06402387308427225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658294255650228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577458325738594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704605629330456,0.049023475741895216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783435941226153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683902898600701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272764357917863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634665645985927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575323887518734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758305767058704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061298473276208014,0.05569543283250588,0.0,0.08098534764567128,0.10241364583696852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632335332037699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961268449143602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265564839386004,0.08315100613303303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473544164220491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496731357087185,0.07967882296497461,0.05969297044652067,0.042671505017412965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504768112086477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052668700015064684,0.07347080553813995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ccroz113,2019/03/27,"To fellow college students on medication, how do you handle breaks and weekends? I take 20mg Adderall and never know if I should take it on weekends or breaks like when I am back home for winter or summer break. If I don’t I’m really tired and unmotivated all day and need a nap pretty much an hour after I get up. I’ve also been told I’m much more antsy and noticeably different off my medication. After not taking it for a week or so I’ll notice going back to kinda normal but still show a lot of symptoms ",3.2547857142857133,4.568353752380951,5.374464285714287,79.90741071428573,73.38095238095238,7.5357142857142865,23.60119047619048,8.07648339933343,1.3236904761904758,404,11,79,6,8,141,75,105,0.040999999999999995,0.9179999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.0202,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,1,2,21,15,15,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,11,12,5,22,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,7,15,54,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392377739799964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677636661896353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122882154958987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191059682638347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096664116881334,0.0,0.09895219637243513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464912236474653,0.0,0.17146582719205622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568772510698692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850626158900535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480242962705782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508002303323722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559855721431182,0.12910227807191169,0.1342863618184168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705933689576829,0.0,0.3964566716416237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771350969340099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154098248993606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904653794838134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096964579119448,0.3927329935289047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011680728550585,0.0,0.16637203957754845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396626160465309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Leirazi,2019/03/27,"Diagnosed this week— it’s been hard Got diagnosed last Tuesday as a late 20 something in grad school—I’ve had trouble focusing on class my whole life but I thought everyone did with “boring” stuff. I’m reading up on ADHD and now noticing so many little behaviors— me finishing other’s sentences automatically, spacing out during a 5 minute conversation, how sensitive I am to perceived rejection, — the list goes on. I’m irritated noticing my own behaviors! I tried a friends medication after being diagnosed, and it was like a fog I had never noticed had been blown away. The inner drive I have to “always be doing something” quieted down and I could finally think without all this extraneous info floating around in my head. Is this what normal people feel like?? Their brains don’t have all these random thoughts and ideas actively getting in the way of tasks?? I feel upset, like I’ve lost something I always thought I had (even though I didn’t). I thought I was healthy with no issues and now I have a labeled brain disorder that’ll never go away. My husband doesn’t understand why I’m upset— I’m the exact same person he says. Thoughts? TLDR: got diagnosed, upset that my brain isn’t normal and my husband doesn’t get why I’m upset ",4.530714285714282,6.8368881645021675,5.4651493506493525,76.45200974025975,72.11688311688313,8.256363636363636,31.463419913419923,8.982922981607832,3.0481513419913417,990,46,166,21,20,324,141,231,0.15,0.758,0.092,-0.93,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,0,3,9,0,24,10,4,1,5,35,44,11,0,3,2,2,3,3,1,1,6,2,0,1,11,10,0,0,12,1,0,2,9,7,0,0,18,5,21,4,20,22,5,28,0,2,0,0,8,15,0,1,13,105,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271038333419632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607193454461676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348782138010427,0.0,0.0,0.17622668612151507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31408255039759003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748790523878222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807559553186496,0.0,0.0,0.10748481824993604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061943579581639416,0.0,0.0,0.08961482210682532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484021881149853,0.06699945119895401,0.0,0.10273600693382877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245744025658749,0.0,0.0979967473705084,0.0,0.053299722101814516,0.0,0.1500155841346164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401222208069968,0.0,0.09624964591360173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587094631631423,0.0,0.09788633887064822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644664018759376,0.10579266252061577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624255396850985,0.13745466865017109,0.09399640636528768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237653285615676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950824587593474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447771487352499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466431326185614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377720740294165,0.0,0.3203217997967849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501815572854322,0.08188874599030932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938095793084116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458096003987985,0.0,0.09491461727112324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659897705966574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073604712946628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060093128502025785,0.09214250030408187,0.3722708949048072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367331562440877,0.0,0.0,0.09763265964828838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444153264257385,0.07522802824178818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692513065511077,0.104706710041854,0.0,0.0904046220760113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cipherclone,2019/03/27,"Mentally Drained It's been a rough day so far, I feel mentally drained and just want to sleep, but I have lots of homework I have to do afterschool and I dread doing it.",2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,76.71428571428572,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.1548095238095244,133,6,30,3,3,43,26,35,0.223,0.743,0.034,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472043879618677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381395355446007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258779685958317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7725762381139651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835886038881727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608721952520594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kollbrochill,2019/03/27,"Get Toggl It has been helping me a bunch. Kinda fun. Like a timer I can review, and get a better grasp of my day",-2.2910000000000004,-0.5432753999999953,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,103.0,2.5,10.25,3.1291,-1.9272,85,1,20,0,4,30,22,25,0.0,0.622,0.37799999999999995,0.853,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512508764353469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37372088673996623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055156126798887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884176211964003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310785863377663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FightStylesFight,2019/03/27,"Not doing something you had previously intended to do, just because someone told you that it would be a good idea. **TL;DR - Is it an ADHD thing to not do something just because someone told you to, even if you agree with them?** I’ve noticed that I tend to base my decisions off of what people tell me I shouldn’t do, or what would be a bad idea. I then immediately take the other side, even if I previously agreed with what that person was saying. **Example:** The other day, I was going to try and be productive and finally do some studying that I’ve been putting off. My mom says something like, “You know you really should look at your books before your test,” in a nice, not particularly demanding, just suggestive manner. For some reason, this makes me no longer want to study, even though I previously was going to start, and I know that it would be good for me to do. Does anybody ever do this too? Is there a term for it? I’m not even sure if it has to do with ADHD. I will say, when I explain it to my friends, they think I’m insane, and can’t understand why I would do that. The exception to this is when I was talking about it with one of my friends who does have ADHD. She immediately understood what I was talking about, and told me instances of when she’s done it as well.",2.496858016304348,4.4631954453125005,3.9618070652173927,86.4829211956522,76.96875,7.108423913043477,24.021059782608692,8.04050195162591,1.2860086956521737,998,33,208,17,23,330,128,256,0.04,0.851,0.10800000000000001,0.9367,0,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,8,2,0,17,9,0,0,8,0,34,0,0,3,2,44,53,15,0,10,12,1,0,1,2,7,0,3,0,1,25,9,0,0,10,1,0,3,7,1,1,1,12,4,32,8,29,30,3,17,0,0,1,0,28,5,0,6,10,161,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773451107607997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738723003518281,0.12760026170957844,0.0,0.08905846270753741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749742919404546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317839420181647,0.10710413205605313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765093591403828,0.09467150540309276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465057246358723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172104119278385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896206273734347,0.1755686928121282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362981580595245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503745823414635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051131882965126295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788854526977227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698617637715794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257723078563135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915678775576775,0.0,0.0,0.07092073177493936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255848263214497,0.09138559971638124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521281130816283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704826089362609,0.10760852887428944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496909316992512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735717493078645,0.24171853137053384,0.0,0.0,0.07407931196818571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864137769565444,0.0,0.0786917466682007,0.16824445298344126,0.09147797824734402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953185266213621,0.06706228701610682,0.10282850894617243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30002306773673865,0.0,0.07105767787622026,0.0,0.0,0.10895537654124074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617315340451609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410244939879277,0.0,0.0944399133538108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739155194363204,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,craftylawyergirl,2019/03/27,"Generic 10 mg adderall out of stock everywhere and feel like I’m going crazy Title says most of it. I am sitting at my desk ready to sob because I’m so upset that I missed a Pokemon go raid because my friend decided to disappear/dilly dally even though I told him when it ended. I almost snapped at him for putting cookies in the damn oven before it was preheated and for not putting tortillas in a plastic bag for his lunch. Really bad stuff. I ended up getting snippy and just generally am having the worst time controlling my emotions. Emotional disregulation at its finest. This is the second time this week. I ended up snapping at my sister/yelling at her and basically having a major cow about something minor on Monday. I can’t keep doing this. I mean, come on...I need my meds. But, no...I’ve gone to 6 pharmacies in my area in completely different towns and nada. The most I could get was a partial fill, but then I’d forfeit the rest of my prescription. Oh. And the pharmacist there fussed at me for not having filled my script since January, when my doctor doesn’t want me taking my meds on the weekend because I don’t generally need it. I’m going on a week without meds and my symptoms are back, back, back. I’m so at a loss for what to do and, again, just feel like crying. Ughhh!!!",2.9873690516946247,5.108883909448823,4.4193187264635405,83.04791680931187,76.04724409448819,7.0945566586785365,26.397808969530978,8.04050195162591,1.78619397466621,1019,39,192,17,23,338,150,254,0.091,0.861,0.048,-0.8935,1,0,1,0,1,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,14,10,1,1,13,0,15,3,0,1,0,32,36,16,0,4,7,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,11,10,1,2,4,1,0,9,6,7,0,1,4,3,27,3,31,31,5,45,0,3,0,0,7,19,2,3,18,128,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881205375906302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737063837605363,0.09906880935185057,0.21698604010213526,0.0,0.1009634457985422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220751654558358,0.12440354261303893,0.0,0.13307742793751218,0.09473334129266674,0.0,0.13033278941838788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396526716662652,0.0,0.12144454732771268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669332961179698,0.3152692796674897,0.0,0.0,0.07836800918638841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998723982786487,0.16952890493267306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916696352067704,0.0,0.12398072649396168,0.0,0.2022966612287149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546265253496333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593398173242915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924595809353298,0.3953842591474692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759567465800702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385544876674568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601100725093933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943562093280674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981495120389647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913435029027909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358272553426827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332404423347737,0.08921094815681199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657421736130112,0.0,0.13837295651365816,0.0,0.0,0.11337632163876278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998356138368388,0.0,0.19034969719682807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437553821065947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,w_e_i_r_o,2019/03/27,"Day 1 of Adderall Because it's a stimulant, I was expecting some anxiety or jitters/shakes right as it kicks in, but it was the opposite? It feels like I just took anxiety medication in terms of calmness and in a way, it's kind of sedating without the fatigue. Is this what it's like to be normal? I wanna give a big thank you to everyone here who has shared their experiences on the emotional side of ADHD too. I don't think I would have made the first step towards improving myself if I wasn't aware that a lot of my ""quirks"" can be explained through neurology.",5.367946428571429,5.816896330357146,6.558928571428575,76.53607142857145,67.83928571428572,10.685714285714287,34.75,10.608840637214634,3.7360035714285718,447,21,88,12,7,151,81,112,0.03,0.753,0.217,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,3,7,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,2,0,17,18,5,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,1,10,6,16,10,3,14,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,5,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203317777676555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335891462242304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329108332429249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061318426375108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452576681243189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833978128638414,0.0,0.2132780152163582,0.0,0.0,0.11024398631727864,0.155762748627213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854586749082796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091570268016741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270477154415105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130397251266611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536377619935665,0.0,0.20630800351971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964521036178472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362595101795773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619890684510065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073540235419707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397066797053106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422425763959516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173064368870692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017593683489436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548843177853279,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,darkhorse_defender,2019/03/27,"Getting closer to tax time (USA)! Even if you don't file your taxes right now, this is your reminder to start getting your paperwork /forms and stuff together!! :)",6.4465517241379295,7.908386241379311,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,65.89655172413794,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.6394000000000006,127,5,22,2,2,38,25,29,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.5962,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31455900687345045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976425278921489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406715380730998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370926014949173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451929555250433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777055346369541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,girlwthefhorn,2019/03/27,playing minecraft/survival gamed in general is so fucking difficult i would elaborate but y'all know exactly what i'm talking about,5.134202898550721,8.7166577826087,5.356521739130431,70.31420289855075,79.86956521739131,10.023188405797102,46.79710144927536,9.725611199111238,6.71469275362319,111,9,15,4,3,35,22,23,0.1,0.8320000000000001,0.069,-0.162,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6086132475774695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617996259801054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291387787683952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676570306510458,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lonehuk,2019/03/27,"I believe I have actual adhd So as the title suggests I believe I have adhd/add, I'm 17 in the moment but I showed symptoms my whole life, I was easily distracted, hyper active, couldn't complete tasks, fidget and squirm etc. I also had heavy motoring problems when I was younger. I needed extra help to keep up in school and had problems with easy tasks like writing and reading, my parents heavy supported me in getting better(they always mentioned adhd but are against medication) and made me do lots of sports which helped a lot but still I have lots of problems. I never took medication because like I mentioned earlier my parents are against it and made me do lots of sports which really helped but, now that I get older and school gets harder, I less and less often find time to get rid of my energie and I notice who my grades also suffer. I would like to talk to a doctor to see if I have actual adhd or to at least get help, but I'm still under 18 and don't know if I can go to a doctor. I hope some of you can help me, thank you, you're an awesome community!",5.354647735442125,5.564054658878504,6.324392523364488,79.039622573688,67.83177570093457,8.640690150970526,30.01294033069734,8.384062270229773,2.169472034507548,843,29,161,11,13,281,116,214,0.079,0.72,0.201,0.9824,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,8,11,0,1,6,0,17,6,0,2,1,38,35,22,0,9,8,2,0,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,5,0,0,7,1,30,6,22,26,11,16,0,1,1,0,15,6,0,10,11,117,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.17999540716935086,0.0,0.44334319164131225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750362677945406,0.07673808253038196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621913369289512,0.0,0.0,0.20781061794072303,0.0,0.08156498066060545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966955209294598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887911472814408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028545760926595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429142399038121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240917193388068,0.0,0.05241324758906237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090803315440739,0.0,0.0,0.09159963096540884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197327753914019,0.0,0.0,0.05068411426048696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514081584611363,0.1351685392744042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136235222278617,0.0,0.17452990021648876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581274595975147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838321849296576,0.07112913697571807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499808215917754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048085477760801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647388654364592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922493497644366,0.0,0.05908130739785032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667201773958653,0.07349090051728728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730103801759847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046551477391466,0.0,0.0958564559320996,0.0,0.07412647332097183,0.0,0.08490782990744987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377678493552513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246469348081008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296524074134006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551356240910271,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vicsinn,2019/03/27,"A little Uplifting Video If you need it today So of course, as I have multiple projects due by midnight tonight, I was going down the Ted Talks rabbit hole. I ran across Jessica McCabe. Some of you may already know about her YouTube channel, [**How to ADHD**](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-nPM1_kSZf91ZGkcgy_95Q)**.** Anyway, I have been listening to her all morning, while doing my work (yay me) and thought I'd share this video with you guys as it made me really happy. Its so hard to have this condition, especially un-medicated (I am diagnosed but currently without insurance to get my meds), sometimes we forget about the positive factors. So anyway, click [here](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFCKa9CVzGU) ",5.279381598793363,8.947658547008551,4.340271493212672,76.20325791855204,83.1880341880342,7.881146304675718,30.813976872800414,8.4952907291091,3.540686676721972,578,28,83,15,17,171,91,117,0.033,0.8859999999999999,0.081,0.743,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,3,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,1,8,1,0,2,1,15,16,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,15,3,15,10,2,10,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,3,5,58,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693123886180071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728866321714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744642679315016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707766991126793,0.0,0.12735539572564444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188413027167395,0.0,0.2385477557253587,0.20074044229423815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315389191787285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459684698866675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203918408469866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978264938390311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615974496459662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355766203679876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216305390883712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011489037189185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779022676597688,0.0,0.0,0.21241092532228972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160145675417281,0.0,0.16314004103464835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,envystar11,2019/03/27,"Advice from my therapist that stuck with me I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 10 years old, and the past 8 years I have been struggling with seeing what I’ve accomplished. I could only focus on what I messed up or how far away my goals were. I voiced these frustrations to my therapist, who gave me some of the best advice I’d ever received. “Look at how far you’ve come, not at how far you have to go.” I know that seems obvious, but for some reason, it helps a lot. I am very harsh with myself when it comes to mistakes and failures, and I don’t give myself credit for my successes. Looking at what I’ve accomplished makes me feel good about myself! Five years ago, I didn’t even turn in my homework! Now I have my driver’s license, I’m in college (struggling, but trying hard!), I’m writing poetry, I’m remembering to take my medication! It’s so great to give yourself credit and be proud of yourself, even if you still have a ways to go! I’m sorry if this was obvious, but I never really realized it before. 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Discovered this song a couple of days ago and I feel incredibly alone because everyone I share it with tells me it's depressing but this is what my life is like. I thought I'd share it with you guys bc I know I love when music perfectly describes what I feel so here it goes: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7Etr4MBIBs](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7Etr4MBIBs) &#x200B; Enjoy!",8.219861751152074,12.344350387096775,4.99331797235023,75.03854838709678,69.32258064516128,7.4138248847926285,24.98617511520737,8.418075326091056,2.038817511520738,332,10,48,6,7,90,47,62,0.047,0.618,0.335,0.9748,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,6,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,28,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972371467818965,0.0,0.21923910230734592,0.0,0.0,0.2561545926907551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679770384231884,0.30052751157522783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076730811236388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736609232532095,0.0,0.15950446445404454,0.0,0.21302106093451809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633008108418316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250110373204167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448910951945908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592360766097708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469329049093735,0.1208307294998258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232208887491853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161733580657403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634879300046895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30052751157522783,0.0 adhd,batuhanyagizdemirogl,2019/03/27,"Don't think you have to do something So don't think about the idea, visualize the first step. If it's related to washmachine, visualize that and sort of figure the actions out. let's try this ll together.",2.881,5.347857099999999,4.535,80.36,78.0,9.0,27.5,9.516144504307137,2.8695,164,7,32,5,4,55,31,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35505065114752704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712076286718731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268323116192361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213443470698158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349218376930726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833955217082063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlaskaYoung91,2019/03/27,What was your diagnoses like? My boyfriend recently went to the doctors to see if he had ADHD as from everything we’ve read online it seems likely. He met with a doctor who told him he’d have to take a test at another appointment. He made another appointment took the test and now the doctor is saying he needs to be referred to a clinic that will properly test him which could take three days and could cost up to 1400 dollars? We live in Ontario Canada if this helps at all. It seems really weird to me is this normal? ,4.858599167822469,5.821985844660194,5.500027739251041,81.8378640776699,69.19417475728156,9.380859916782248,27.335644937586693,9.606745405546679,2.34144216366158,414,13,81,9,7,134,73,103,0.019,0.922,0.059000000000000004,0.6183,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,10,5,0,1,1,15,21,5,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,7,2,14,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,4,5,51,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978426956389194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452393705300345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628732709988036,0.0,0.0,0.10616705736711228,0.0,0.0,0.16708705611765615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505490331577845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795092270485993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034212251735397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085120920504425,0.0,0.14536353852917494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576856295272895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206453635186812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129382685969199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646657521525631,0.0,0.10546055821169972,0.0,0.1625435782255989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091338828897056,0.0,0.0,0.13118178546461226,0.299729921519605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754931506571065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730261445608426,0.18290021408480406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526055047441273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MeticulousCookie,2019/03/27,"Purchasing ADHD medicine online Fellow Redditors, I'm wondering if there is a safe way to buy stimulant medication (Vyvanse) online? Would appreciate any leads i can get. &#x200B; Thanks in advance! 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(Concerta) Hello, I have absolutely no motivation because of depression. My therapist (also a doctor) prescripted Concerta but I feel nothing on it. It decreased my appetite, I sleep less but I have still low motivation. It's been 2 weeks but still not feeling anything. Is that normal? Concerta takes a time to kick in for some people? I don't ADHD or ADD by the way.",1.9604460093896705,4.705488225352113,4.334401408450709,74.52535798122071,96.32394366197184,7.437089201877935,29.86032863849765,8.07648339933343,3.461872300469484,308,17,48,9,12,106,53,71,0.142,0.78,0.077,-0.359,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,14,9,5,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,6,8,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27795047532783024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495244293318566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806431670022704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098454855805154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919887464481004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367222057940953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508223881293493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660273455289956,0.2219168905411108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033861970021787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314444128974755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693968402374729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389181229912828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685308721661301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485970432156624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357722483105,0.18551676952230248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd-ing,2019/03/27,"Recently diagnosed as an adult with ADHD. Is there a book that helps me and those around me better understand how my brian works? Thanks to this sub I found out that I had ADHD and was diagnosed in my late thirties. I was put on meds (which has changed my life for the better) and have been learning a lot about myself. I no longer have that feeling of inadequacy I did prior to being diagnosed and managed to get a masters degree give the graduation speech and start a business in the year and a half since I was diagnosed, so thank you all for this. That being said I’m new to this as is my family. As I learn more decades of my life are starting to make a lot more sense but my friends and family still know very little about how adhd manifests itself in behavior etc... admittedly I don’t know a lot about this either. Is their a good book / video or resource I can get and share to help myself and those around me better understand how my brian works? I would love your thoughts on this. Thank you in advance! 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Got diagnosed when I was 9 years old and have been on medication pretty much ever since. My ADD is severe. I hate saying that because it sounds like an excuse but it is. It feels like it’s gotten worse the past few years. I feel incredibly frustrated and conflicted. I live on my own now and cleaning isn’t one of my strong points. I don’t know why I don’t just do it. It upsets my boyfriend, rightfully so. I don’t know how to improve myself, it feels like I’m stuck in this stupid brain that can’t even function properly. It feels like I’m just lazy and making excuses for things. I want to be better, but how?",0.7395454545454571,3.0200793181818177,2.5920000000000023,92.15300000000003,85.36363636363637,5.944242424242425,18.648484848484852,7.3011,0.3462084848484848,498,13,109,8,15,165,82,132,0.179,0.631,0.191,-0.2381,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,3,1,2,0,14,3,1,3,1,22,28,10,0,2,4,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,12,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,6,14,6,7,21,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,11,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860827052753687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306484554689525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057926131543325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418445341644194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684190347340003,0.1463224807059556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32716577156473337,0.3466872085589583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937539828879396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970592937907366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779971060202626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161138687620132,0.0,0.14283831240216888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797701523838882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629576295247969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189132686414372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849186297086482,0.0,0.0,0.16974141683890198,0.0,0.10961373607197132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441959522273754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529168438010375,0.0,0.0,0.1645695356280821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381433832752734,0.0,0.1286391872628594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274438015064606,0.0,0.1338107322120128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746711089345796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541108658632373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29192907286617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484872388177493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833812363144907 adhd,Hotlikessauce69,2019/03/27,"I got distracted doing laundry..... I managed to start laundry without putting my clothes in and just wasted so much water and detergent. So just a reminder to go do your laundry and don't forget to actually put your clothes in. In fact, don't leave the laundry room until clothes are where they are supposed to be. 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Whether that's because you have strategies that negate or reduce it's impact or it has never been a problem for you at all, I'm curious. I'm looking at a 3 or 4 month wait before I can be properly assessed by a specialist. The fact there are certain aspects that don't trouble me so much constantly has me doubting myself over it.",2.103846153846156,4.457859064102563,3.794551282051284,85.22336538461539,80.15384615384616,5.951282051282053,30.262820512820515,7.1686216300943375,2.0184051282051287,309,16,57,4,8,103,56,78,0.033,0.8190000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7564,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,10,0,0,0,4,12,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,7,12,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40847830712695055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311349188737988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719205339773725,0.0,0.2892189328391534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36729726464475776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854196052674265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27129468235036863,0.0,0.2498561649468933,0.0,0.2621419253258688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32522610210492153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35532384912373705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6oh5,2019/03/27,"How do different medications affect tic disorders? Pretty much the title. I’m ADHD and have really fucking annoying motor/vocal tics (mostly unnoticable but they’re still there). I need to be on something to help control my focus and ADHD, so how do Adderal/Ritalin/other stimulants affect tics? 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At my next apt, my doc moved me up to 30 mg XR, which I’ve been on for almost 2 months. In the past weekish, it’s felt like way to much. This seems weird because normally people develop a tolerance, but taking it makes me very anxious and shaky and irritable. Has anyone else experienced this and needed to go down in dosage after a few months?",3.2440384615384623,5.665187634615389,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,76.5,8.006153846153849,25.784615384615392,8.841846274778883,2.235899230769231,430,16,79,10,10,142,82,104,0.109,0.8320000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.8071,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,12,4,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,3,3,5,2,14,8,3,18,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,10,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879055202602906,0.0,0.0,0.19255266492561687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723523014767612,0.0,0.13445503981898296,0.19702588154479125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721942050888318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606352945055077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880984773096146,0.0,0.0,0.09722861466891414,0.1373734456812961,0.1846304787180756,0.0,0.0,0.1635634798960311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928397692750216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788831967576505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283564054699474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604569277259606,0.20437596802833946,0.28271349586389705,0.14258208402970854,0.0,0.0,0.2045047271666352,0.0,0.1884053359158145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835644755798735,0.13331106336603138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505541795175222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445796555538867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866104128804814,0.11341880574458048,0.1526324418768777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tech-monkey,2019/03/27,"Are there any good books on adult ADD/ADHD you folks recommend? I’m looking for something to help me understand the less understood effects of ADD especially when it comes to emotions and relationships as I have never heard about ADHD affecting those things. Thank you!",6.592021276595747,9.328939638297877,6.064840425531916,72.50875,67.51063829787232,9.806382978723407,33.026595744680854,10.125756701596842,3.953855319148937,221,10,34,6,4,68,42,47,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.8718,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,7,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6244086941933721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766588951706875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377694426994116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922168513043854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789062934795306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412465093311336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218149262656968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035788245077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789058479093338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999086808241492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916996222735445,0.0,0.0,0.17258588525796012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704395092901685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inportgoad,2019/03/27,"Appointment follow up I have a dr appt soon and I’m sitting here trying to organize my thoughts. I’ve been taking my meds off schedule for a fews month because I cannot seem to remember to take them On time. It was actually rather fortunate bc there is a shortage in my area. The week delay to get them didn’t have that big an impact but I’m concerned about next month. Anyway, I’ve been taking 20mg am and 10 mg in the afternoon. Generic adderrall. Brand name worked better a few years ago but now I’m concerned about cost. I think I need the extended release. The peaks and lows are making hard to be productive during the day. It helps with hyperactivity and innattention but not the executive function. Basically, it helps me chill and focus on unimportant things. So the end result of the day is the same as whether I took them or not. 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Realised today while telling me boss why I was pissed off I didn't get a promotion that exactly what I was doing was the reason I will not progress like I feel I should I know right, sent en email saying sorry and he was nice about but still!! I was way out of line but at the time I can't help myself. The last 6 months have been heavily influenced by issues at work and mainly they are: - Not handling my emotions - Getting unreasonably pissed off - Not proving I can do but complain I think I need to readjust my goals and then I feel in would be less annoyed all the time. I am not money driven and earn enough to be ok, that's fine by me. Always wish I was happier outside work and maybe this would help? Anyone felt similar ever? What happened?",3.0402279005524875,5.070664469613263,3.6859633977900574,88.78485669889506,75.5745856353591,6.292955801104973,24.01968232044199,7.1686216300943375,0.9363395027624316,723,23,143,8,16,228,123,181,0.138,0.7659999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.8285,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,7,7,11,3,0,6,1,23,2,2,3,4,34,38,13,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,7,0,1,3,6,4,2,0,14,4,24,7,16,18,5,23,0,0,0,0,11,8,2,0,12,101,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657192886276429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266043890276604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638967524954183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310672731349346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115286827020595,0.0,0.15721584501593971,0.0,0.0,0.13763208249678988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386735601008214,0.0,0.14609178427546196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589884608496914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169152275460016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454935646096994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397135422356455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880933574678238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844506730086966,0.08361990693234407,0.12402588847773754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743348012108675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285923109022725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144794044938526,0.0,0.0,0.11282032742503348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548448580118423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643974245814168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993875877170136,0.0,0.12099903684151553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258634329182065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032404313444116,0.10769544577008168,0.0,0.12151045026421385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329893783263607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749419510891913,0.1494906177528594,0.0,0.1774445432080869,0.0,0.1442242833763442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077283191234428,0.0,0.0,0.2736095940095093,0.0,0.13729539728304302,0.0,0.17496969078725716,0.0,0.0,0.22153997467417946,0.0,0.0,0.2161717954979155,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eightoonine,2019/03/27,"adhd curiosity is giving me some good trivia knowledge i guess I thought I’d just share something that happened last night cuz I thought it was funny...hope you think so too. After my meds wear off around night time, I start to get pretty scatterbrained (obviously). So, last night I try to fall asleep, and end up thinking about all the different time zones in America. Pacific, Central, Eastern, Mountain, etc. I’ve never really thought about this or cared?? I sometimes contemplate the universe as we all do, but time zones? Never really piqued my interest I guess you could say. But I was down the rabbit hole now. I started thinking about how my Central time zone in America compares to the time in somewhere in Europe. Then, I suddenly thought about how time is really an illusion and about my phone could say a certain time while my friend could have a time on her phone two minutes ahead or behind...and who would be right?? This one really fucked with my head lemme tell ya. Basically I ended up half dazed, not really asleep or awake, researching about how time zones were created and railroad schedules and farming and somehow Magellan? Not quite sure how he got there, but pretty positive he made it into my dreams with his dope ass hat. I have no idea what the hell I was so transfixed on figuring out timezones and I guess circumnavigation of the earth (??), but I gotta thank my ADHD brain for making me baller at trivia because of all the curiosity. P.S. there’s a Magellanic penguin which is named after him because he was the first European to write about it, so take that to the bank kids. 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I need help with my symptoms for work and school. I'm not drug-seeking, but I'm afraid they might think so. I just need help.",1.5175000000000018,3.941136861111115,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,83.16666666666667,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.3300777777777779,141,4,31,2,4,44,28,36,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,15,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32880918094109784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31728445723808124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667712149904226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290242081762912,0.0,0.0,0.21838168818491596,0.0,0.0,0.40573588112713854,0.0,0.0,0.29097241156305115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27689372213134034,0.21802056069703454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437096459079225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530924639260198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918112028401933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,graphicChibi,2019/03/27,"Small Accomplishments I'm lucky, because I live with an awesome roommate/queer platonic partner and most mornings they get up well before me, and make me breakfast before I go to work. This morning they fell back asleep before I got up. But I was still able to get myself up and going. Ate breakfast, even if it was only cereal, and took my meds. I'm writing this on the way to work on the train, which is notoriously hard for me to catch because of the effort involved in walking and planning my time. I did it, on my own. And it might not seem like much but my QPP was proud of me when I was ready and they had just woken up. Just remember to celebrate the little things and not just the big things guys. It's just as important, if not more.",3.1757829977628624,4.7832625906040285,4.141090604026847,87.48845917225952,74.1006711409396,6.845861297539152,25.168344519015665,7.492282038375204,1.1304626398210291,582,19,120,7,12,188,91,149,0.018000000000000002,0.847,0.135,0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,6,9,4,0,0,6,0,8,4,1,1,0,27,20,14,0,2,11,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,9,3,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,10,1,18,4,18,9,4,22,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,6,5,87,27,3,0.18127483209594725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938915645417588,0.0,0.22100691022705696,0.0,0.4627545917741703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197303169557142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941723585470405,0.0,0.2060453291205436,0.0,0.1449820429981911,0.0,0.0,0.1794905837634909,0.0,0.0,0.16238664355228086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856172641662981,0.18168500436726207,0.16006899784960155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100235804618492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013554729729736,0.0,0.0,0.19230395022962385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325785934002873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378676783657486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534904734810505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650257989335945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476631507407006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408618871675582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570281236873064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140300842467612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438875240688604,0.0,0.0,0.16298784428640392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639404734773597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,socalbro592,2019/03/27,"How do you know when you found the right meds? I’m currently on 18Mg RITALIN extended release. I don’t feel like it’s strong enough, I still can’t seem to get my focus in when it comes to studying. I feel like it worked the first week but now it’s not doing me any much. How do you know when you found the right meds? 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So I've been on Strattera for a little over 2 weeks... but my god has it been a wild ride. I also take Prozac 40mg in addition to it (been taking that for 6+ months). &#x200B; First week went great. I felt like I could tackle all my problems and I felt generally awesome. Then the second week I started feeling stressed out and that wonderful inner warmth/self-confidence feeling went away. Start of week 3 (now) I feel like crying in the morning hours, I am super up/down, and I feel like I might have bipolar like my biological mother. &#x200B; So I went to my primary care doctor because I felt like I was literally going crazy and needed some advice. I couldn't get to/a hold of my counselor due to insurance reasons. They told me to take myself off of Strattera and I was like alright. &#x200B; After that appointment I went to McDonalds to get a milk shake. Then I felt better. Then it hit me... my blood sugar. I think the reason I've been so up and down and... sort of crazy? Is that Strattera must be messing with it. &#x200B; Does anyone else have experience with this? I'm still going to get off of the Strattera and see my counselor though.",2.4467857142857166,4.924589787878794,3.5395075757575785,86.82926136363638,79.69264069264071,5.754761904761906,24.343614718614717,6.996647511020387,1.0591484848484851,935,34,177,11,24,301,128,231,0.081,0.69,0.22899999999999998,0.9912,0,0,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,0,1,3,7,16,0,2,7,1,16,8,2,2,2,37,46,18,0,5,1,1,8,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,13,3,1,12,0,0,8,1,5,0,2,15,11,28,11,27,25,2,37,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,4,22,111,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715220924788692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631388913254984,0.0,0.34218328512632884,0.3837473978619573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552059532480874,0.08089694235239286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417918420121704,0.0,0.0,0.0481291728230753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069827739999864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804981077604498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303775145676661,0.0,0.08672644576782622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081200436679305,0.06909252750639805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595531540061901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723143556664902,0.0,0.0,0.15968455665223955,0.11280844555950348,0.3032300340695158,0.0,0.0,0.06715760031302244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374945476710487,0.0,0.08974191118677519,0.0,0.0,0.08704624488579635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775305450280515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143544055722798,0.07913190556412397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375692909921087,0.0,0.0,0.06301973670658552,0.0,0.0,0.058542839863468185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554760435109355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623541962700783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291552394317597,0.0,0.0823654664134716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176704375250296,0.0,0.06305217325559162,0.0,0.09044068946434101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808907087182824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050590059275193416,0.07757117441457367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544322080298041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533261624266869,0.0,0.0,0.292761842006782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562143960472013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837473978619573,0.0 adhd,AKDYHLDE,2019/03/27,"Meds not working Hi everyone, i just started Vyvanse about 2 weeks ago and it makes me feel nauseous and i don't notice any huge difference in my concentration. My doctor said he is gonna switch me over to concerta, has this ever happened to anyone else? I am scared nothing will help :/",3.5950909090909065,5.884098327272731,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,74.81818181818181,7.309090909090909,29.181818181818183,8.238735603445708,2.292018181818181,228,10,41,4,5,74,49,55,0.129,0.8340000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.6229,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,7,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,5,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194256717567482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833292481554832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308288191405866,0.25362981882524993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586223677303792,0.0,0.25336351944145835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067845113694388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239104257673768,0.0,0.2365311947205785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516160683945768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188952106614024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591812003430234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523215939527275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495662185923725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751740662600396,0.2818213037372416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546336024827155,0.0,0.24782665488002695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520720952652055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985583966823313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020910951102687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,misslillychee,2019/03/27,"I often find it difficult knowing what to do, or where to even start, after I am given instructions. How can I improve this? One of my most frustrating problems is when I have been listening to instructions and seem to understand what to do but then I go on to do the task and I am lost. I don't know where to start. It all becomes a blur. What was I meant to do first? But why that? Etc etc This happens now at work, and it was previously a big problem in laboratories at university. I was studying to be a dentist (but have now withdrawn) and I would listen to the instructions from the professor, think okay, then just freeze. Have no idea where to start, while everyone around me is just getting on with things. Why does this happen? Has anyone got any tips for me please? It makes me feel so stupid. It makes me concerned my colleagues will ""click on"" and think I'm an idiot. It takes a toll on my confidence. I'm just so tired of it Thanks everyone ",1.61095238095238,4.057800571428572,2.9041269841269863,90.27142857142859,82.96825396825399,6.562962962962962,22.75661375661376,7.793537801064563,1.148318518518518,744,26,156,14,21,240,110,189,0.154,0.764,0.08199999999999999,-0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,15,9,3,0,8,1,21,2,0,3,1,34,47,16,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,15,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,8,5,17,2,25,36,4,24,0,1,1,0,2,12,0,5,11,119,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105440504666216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390592140398264,0.0,0.0,0.13228721904046994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411915153991954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300425463250383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314608559237649,0.09815017022614372,0.0,0.0,0.2839910158236194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513759846865904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581946766138442,0.1264007218287956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763837270129907,0.0,0.08445389873545303,0.0,0.11885053478368335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26281638372517163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775348588393846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333546384347866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622165556924413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838587822983345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069651049661524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312028976449802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843839469518031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528161178282624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155436229363198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173015416024636,0.0,0.0,0.13681268760662038,0.0,0.0,0.09872451617759538,0.1904362270224248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079605301677012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469984506596124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681802482385504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108183971528923,0.0,0.0,0.10556254420402957,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BusyPersonality5,2019/03/27,"Spring Fever by Tony Pass - an Aussie hit single please fix the above requirement - r/ADHD ~~Hi, enjoy!~~",9.288333333333334,9.668104500000004,6.507777777777778,80.465,59.55555555555557,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.1073777777777782,83,2,14,1,1,23,18,18,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.738363456712168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744029995426017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sycamotree,2019/03/27,"So uh...I officially got diagnosed today. I've been (mostly) lurking here because I didn't have a diagnosis officially, but today I have been officially diagnosed with ADHD. I feel weird. I don't know how to feel or what to think, but I hope things start getting better.",4.616176470588236,6.435649784313724,6.735441176470588,69.48198529411766,70.76470588235293,9.805882352941175,30.39705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.4497411764705888,213,9,37,6,4,75,35,51,0.069,0.7709999999999999,0.16,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,14,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,5,2,3,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114539198235994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579784680388678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292015163515545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260736911369953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620730853002711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539777878320655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072699086419375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573993660572844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242479737446706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343122594440334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172171050690627,0.16605604446330272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912972302868772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SlightlyDarkerBlack2,2019/03/27,"I started meds today! I’m brand new to the subreddit, but I got my diagnosis Friday and started my meds today! I feel like I left a room with a bunch of background noise and walked into a silent library! My only complaint is body tension and jaw clenching, but otherwise I feel great!",2.421515151515152,5.0254286363636425,3.861363636363638,83.7053787878788,80.81818181818181,5.848484848484849,27.34848484848485,7.1686216300943375,1.6931212121212114,225,10,40,3,6,74,39,55,0.099,0.726,0.174,0.7444,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,7,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,4,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611920671250376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779182762745255,0.16798698010494242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880662042485996,0.25924718198740115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554847345451096,0.0,0.0,0.11487952152175357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223841342500752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271036209420972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788376713600084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33287238490200466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44577819261511603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,listentohim,2019/03/27,"How can I learn to love myself in spite of my flaws? It seems that no matter how many times I read on here, ""You're amazing and you deal with a lot that other people don't have to!"", I never take the words to heart. Maybe there's some kind of internalized gate-keeping going on. Perhaps parts of me think that my symptoms are not as bad as other people's and that I'm faking my ADHD. For instance, I don't have a problem finding my wallet, keys and my phone before I leave for work in the morning, therefore in my head those parts chime in and say, ""see, you don't have ADHD. You're just dumb, no need to try to blame it on a disorder."" I have issues with memory, forget other things all the time (more related to knowledge I feel, but it does manifest through small things akin to losing keys) and have trouble concentrating/focusing. But yet parts of me still just want to say ""You're dumb, it's not ADHD, you're just mentally deficient and have a low IQ."" I'm sure the problem stems from comparing myself to my work peers. I see how efficient they are, and how they're able to string their words together to form coherent sentences, and recall whatever knowledge is needed at a given time without needing to overthink. They're not constant balls of anxiety and stress and wondering about the small decisions they make on a day-to-day and sometimes minute-by-minute basis. Anyway, thanks for reading. I'm writing this at work (because of course I'd be distracted) and needed to get these thoughts out there for anyone that can hopefully relate. 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I was diagnosed with ADHD (Inattentive) five years ago. I’m 28 years old and I still struggle to accept that I have it. I feel like my symptoms aren’t that severe because I’m not as hyperactive/impulsive. **Anyone else feel this way?** ##Here’s what ADHD looks like in my life: - I’ve had my bills go to collection even though I had plenty of money to pay them off. - I dropped out of college after going to school for six years on and off. - My room is so messy/disorganized it gives me anxiety - I’m a chronic procrastinator - I’m late to things all the time (but getting better!) - Other stuff like being overly sensitive, struggling with binge eating/shopping, and feeling paralyzed by indecision when it comes to tackling my to-do list or choosing a career. 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They say 95% of redit profiles don't post. I was one of them, watch out for mine because they're coming starting with this one!",2.0766666666666684,4.548534285714286,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,81.14285714285714,3.733333333333334,23.619047619047624,3.1291,-0.03089523809523786,112,4,22,0,3,34,25,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,5,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037117050866754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831441098521764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454683665592867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6296033973875182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613937389556472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653080879512924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lunalavendermoon,2019/03/27,"I didn’t do good in school my entire life and I have a family that acts like I did... This is just another issue with my family and denying there are problems with me. Except for when it affects them then they hammer me for it. So basically I always had a really hard time in school, I was in the “reading group” for kids who were falling behind, I was called a “day dreamer” by my teachers & for years my teachers would say things beating around the bush but nonetheless saying that I was falling behind. It was clear and evident I was struggling with ADHD & a learning disability my whole life. I would fall behind and just not get the content at all, I was made fun and called stupid all throughout elementary school and middle school. & I truly believed I was stupid because I just wasn’t getting things like everyone else was. I actually believed I had a vision problem because I couldn’t understand why the words I read weren’t going into my brain but I had perfect vision I was just dealing with a processing issue. My grades were never stellar although I managed to pull through and some how my report card grades would be better then my individual but never perfect when I got older and starting dealing with more mental health problems they declined further. I absolutely came to loathe school & when my other illnesses were piled on I devolved anxiety towards going. It brought me so much discomfort. I hated feeling like I couldnt learn or that I was stupid and then on top of it being called stupid all throughout school. I was known as being pretty & dumb. I wasn’t diagnosed with ADHD & a comprehension problem until I was 14 and it took several months, I only got diagnosed because I asked to be. I’m now an adult & my family denies that I had a hard time in school. They’ll say “you did so good in school” my sister will say “you always did better in school than me” or “you did good except for when you didn’t feel like doing it” NO, I didn’t. I struggled my entire life in school & was tortured with the word stupid by my peers. Anyone else here have family that delegitimatizes their learning struggles. 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Listen to some YouTube motivation. Here’s one I go to by the MulliganBrothers. https://youtu.be/GWoD7WuUjRs",8.957105263157898,12.93993510526316,8.620394736842105,41.71901315789475,92.68421052631578,10.321052631578947,31.065789473684212,8.841846274778883,5.168673684210527,113,5,13,4,4,36,17,19,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7212742159495578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410840610427749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450101251810909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066831164373919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,La_rissa,2019/03/27,"Life after graduation So now I'm a graduate... After working very hard at my thesis I can feel very proud. But I really don't feel that way. Actually I feel bored; when I listen to music, hang out with friends, work... Everything seems so meaningless and easy/simpel... I really need something that gets me motivated again, but I don't know how. And I do have a plan: first I need to work for a year and a half. Because after that I'm going to do a master in mental health (clinical psychology). And I really want to do that, but I have to save up a lot of money first. So now I work to save up. But I'm bored all the time and almost every job that makes sense for a year and a half with my bachelor (bachelor of social work) is almost the same. I know what to do... I feel that my job is not that challenging I guess... Before I was working on my thesis I had a rough couple of years with some depressive periods of time... I feel like I'm slipping and that I'm going that way again, but I really don't want to... Also my medication (concerta 54mg) feels different right now. I quit for a month because I had the flu and finished school... But now I started again and it all feels very different... So if anyone has some ideas for me, to change the way I feel... That would be very helpfull :)",1.927505372788893,3.633210429657797,4.124318069102333,85.85987435939828,77.78326996197718,7.767829393288148,21.70094230451314,8.587818076936951,1.2775800628203011,985,27,212,21,23,340,120,263,0.066,0.828,0.106,0.8981,4,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,14,14,10,0,0,14,0,18,5,0,3,2,52,45,23,0,6,8,0,10,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,12,13,0,0,13,0,1,3,4,3,0,4,3,11,29,7,29,40,6,35,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,8,23,143,41,13,0.0,0.0,0.09279800453818436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044576427642304,0.0,0.0,0.07604661942512714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649192009114717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593681206893405,0.0,0.08091797082338482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059681915033414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521967735264116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190430345113013,0.0,0.0,0.1987059334666057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012077738690841,0.0,0.08546433525370868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846589780995703,0.06793515650423894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617737773120109,0.0,0.0,0.07346937110142572,0.0,0.04968267836816094,0.0,0.1080881976739458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475673717147303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851855254511445,0.0,0.0,0.10108045125425533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734952568332344,0.0,0.0,0.18873219879228872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452232618876296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716768854908871,0.04645811400881776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084549905098402,0.0,0.0,0.06347596837712338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579717790577943,0.09583236294614343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590310556596702,0.0,0.0,0.14102195872309878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114415038690593,0.0,0.0,0.2436785479473565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120973717351414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096240182023377,0.0,0.08656998560738906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693633456226786,0.0,0.07320798972671874,0.0,0.0,0.06730800669828703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090012597489374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138499618342651,0.11217778342195328,0.22644351916277874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41537728896565307,0.0,0.0,0.06755203321418685,0.0,0.0,0.18371221113376476 adhd,jaegar194728,2019/03/27,"need help, i think i have ADHD hey &#x200B; throughout my whole schooling life iv'e always had a very hard time concentrating in class and especially at home. i want to to do well at school but my mind keeps drifting off in and out of class. im 18 and in my final year of school so its kinda pissing me off a bit. &#x200B; i recently realised that maybe i had ADHD and asked my mum to take me to get diagnosed, but she was quick to say that theres no way i have it. now that i'm 18 i can go to the doctor myself. &#x200B; my friend who does have ADHD gave me a 50mg cap of vyvanse, i took it before school and i can tell you it was the most productive day of my life. &#x200B; i wanna know how i can get a prescription to some sought of ADHD medication without my parents knowing. &#x200B; cheers &#x200B;",2.7256030795551744,4.428429383233535,3.9004662104362713,88.34426646706589,75.52694610778444,6.448075278015399,25.10222412318221,7.1686216300943375,1.0153254063301969,645,22,134,7,14,210,100,167,0.048,0.871,0.08199999999999999,0.6683,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,6,0,11,6,1,1,0,21,25,9,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,6,2,24,3,22,19,4,19,0,0,0,0,12,8,1,3,7,88,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239222891785403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606756983994428,0.4380529318414165,0.4912620809572401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299346506429332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733747494326361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356414878708456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04345608533416494,0.0,0.0,0.0683917360898101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896876027085101,0.05896680825372591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381414551753085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205948915624476,0.0,0.07040906481123478,0.0,0.03829498109461581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036141145635601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045165014562722455,0.0,0.06759005948666667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278457454294489,0.0,0.0,0.059892589336138585,0.0,0.0,0.07406322968652429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518838942677307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769469589999,0.0,0.0,0.06788069735209694,0.0,0.0,0.06803703381933304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049963209299848564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482020124562383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653200890241709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358520348923666,0.0,0.2727784183982917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066319264511328,0.0,0.05889520351190145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317593280327915,0.0,0.0,0.03929122993067328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486434594699802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559755187723967,0.039743896075853456,0.05348502717811621,0.0,0.0,0.060584886269840786,0.0,0.0,0.0752300635615455,0.0,0.0649542466028895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912620809572401,0.043392068104973786 adhd,bzypxl,2019/03/27,"[ADHD-PI] Long term stimulant based Anhedonia? Hi everyone. I’ve been on some flavor of stimulant since I was 8 years old. I’m 19 now, and I only recently realized how unusual this is. Most people with ADHD seem to get diagnosed in their teens or twenties. I’m really worried that by being on ADHD drugs for this long, I’ve more or less become dependent on them. When I don’t take them, I feel lethargic and tired, but I can’t tell if it’s because of a “withdrawal” or because I have ADHD-PI (the inattentive, day dreamy type). I’ve gone above therapeutic doses except for one stint in my senior year where I was extremely depressed, but not since then (I was feeling tired before this stint, so I don’t think it was dopamine toxicity or serotonin syndrome). I’m currently on 30mg Vyvanse but it doesn’t really do much anymore. Anyone else experience this? Should I stop taking my meds? Thanks for any input. 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Wish me luck! I was a 2 times college drop out, and I could finally graduate last year from physics which I've started at 26 and finished as top of my class. I thought I could go for grad school,even enrolled in a Msc program but I think I've used up my stamina for attending classes and dealing with abstract concepts. I've decided to drop out one last time, only to start my own business. I have experience because I was also working as it was necessary to have a decent income so that I could continue my education,and it is the same business field that I will start my company. I don't want anyone else telling me what to do anymore. It is time to take the matters in my own hand. Wish me luck :)",4.156400000000001,4.805338506666672,5.364000000000001,83.32200000000002,70.6,8.4,34.33333333333333,8.548686976883017,2.7073333333333336,576,29,119,9,10,192,92,150,0.037000000000000005,0.7929999999999999,0.17,0.9628,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,0,14,1,1,1,0,22,25,8,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,19,2,19,17,3,26,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,14,76,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765050156125254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830318122938836,0.11161215335498753,0.16355268597952646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973047343977143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823380687475028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456436344929867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334458231323978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542952416067594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561419796802314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485925738156713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071746219774797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602281932395585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416494378734594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816471496521997,0.12140052826064353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615470562465411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389460654165085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200166740452179,0.0,0.1395175880886068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022800100685956,0.0,0.12672287773409965,0.3723099543652755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378630711899015,0.0,0.0,0.09414981511400668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671172774015248,0.0,0.0,0.11620748709683205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027920157022487 adhd,katie_bean,2019/03/27,"I get incredibly horny when I take my vyvanse I started taking vyvanse around 6 months ago, and since then my sexual drive has been through the roof. I can’t tell if the regular old teenage hormones are the cause or if it’s my vyvanse. Has anyone else had this experience with taking vyvanse or any other ADHD medication? To clarify I am 18 [F]",4.531791044776117,6.037147850746268,6.0151044776119456,75.80414925373138,70.49253731343283,8.942089552238807,32.80298507462687,9.3871,3.1745844776119405,274,13,50,6,5,93,52,67,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,4,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848802780109132,0.0,0.21012480133248185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119773999732506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657463590521126,0.2428791256099231,0.0,0.2110190122836136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350901861513155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980194661010597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318740732908799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384546928697003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238796434568062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920589706330626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487373267386237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608487097137164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778064206904467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346817389662917,0.0,0.207186507511152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whiberry,2019/03/27,"I just can’t seem to do the things I know would make me a happier and more fulfilled person. Why is that? Anyone had any success cracking this? I find exercise enjoyable and I love the endorphin rush. I know it would help with my body image, sleep apnea, depression, anxiety and ADHD. But I can’t do it. I know I love learning new information and I used to love books as a teen. But I can’t read a damn book. I can’t even start. And when I do, because of my ADHD I read only a few pages. I don’t like spending all my evenings sitting on my phone on reddit, Instagram and google... but I can’t seem to do anything but that. I think the first step to conquering some of this stuff is working out WHY. What is holding me back? What can’t I achieve this stuff that I know will make me happier? Why am I OK with being unfulfilled? Has anyone with similar issues had luck in this area?",1.3448496009821973,3.411833248618784,3.130561694290978,90.5280586249233,81.15469613259668,6.674155923879683,23.315224063842848,7.793537801064563,1.1351286678944141,682,24,148,12,18,227,98,181,0.052000000000000005,0.76,0.188,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,5,10,1,0,7,1,22,6,2,3,1,34,36,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,10,0,1,10,5,1,2,7,2,0,1,2,0,26,8,14,30,5,13,0,1,0,3,7,5,1,4,6,103,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31230707956508946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835851285066611,0.0,0.09939795879651656,0.0,0.0,0.18170356230180684,0.0,0.10692332483212602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991002393522448,0.0,0.07920560771129398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432564652783325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191061774511736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716382986613454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875589365142128,0.11052046468321676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709097377873842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356157069014942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562987777364995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347842566174887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518072923486347,0.0,0.173461821509585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548955748180984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881947344981663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134519924116062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259935197471295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365712217622223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002627282506748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196684778953287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974831089993723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632133777172715,0.08325545929850127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112219907922569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35173144455215594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459236174969864,0.0,0.0,0.18460055084771065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mindbodyjourney,2019/03/27,"Any working strategies for reading uninteresting things like academic papers? Never not zone out and it's so frustrating. Hey all. Can't finish a page uninterrupted even if my life depended on it. *Disclaimer: not sure if I have ADHD, neither do I claim to, but if not, it must be something VERY VERY VERY similar, this sub resonates so much, but mental health service in my country aren't familar with ADHD.* Everytime I read I just zone out even when I consciously force myself not to. It simply happens, usually because I read a word that makes me think of something else. :( So, basically title. Has anyone found any working strategies for reading uninteresting things like academic papers? It would be super helpful for most of us on here, because the typical advice and strategies on Google don't seem to work.",4.013464503042599,7.169396634482763,4.826125760649088,75.65350912778905,79.20689655172413,6.9979716024340775,30.598377281947265,8.124751697461798,2.893117647058824,652,32,100,13,17,210,95,145,0.052000000000000005,0.852,0.09699999999999999,0.8275,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,8,5,1,0,3,0,10,2,0,2,4,28,15,11,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,0,11,4,15,10,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,6,72,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185123405272449,0.1294912232764879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022823416468103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265692438269653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615587038893824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069850826140344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750485973832866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529484667884754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718176146419115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085626818410008,0.0,0.0,0.08882139314834697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359861213696603,0.12947936984755085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845417599574819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354302289276462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097413094531435,0.0,0.10220302612044373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301997524186034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063583965148485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204031622459371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124892950193508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607293033128593,0.08490967044283634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939811970152584,0.0,0.14594553537349106,0.32801397682597705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28941548086760915,0.0,0.0,0.09413419893491193,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boilerman3,2019/03/27,"Poor social life? Any one else here find it hard to maintain an active social life, meet new people or get bullied a lot because of their ADHD? 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Recently diagnosed with ADHD, surprised I lived up with it till this point and thought that was ""just the way I was"" &#x200B; Started stimulant medication trial, Concerta gave me bad muscle aches and made me super tired (54mg), then Adderall XR just made my heart rate higher and agitated (20-30mg), then on Dexedrine I worked my way up to 35mg when max dose is 40. Only at 30-35 range I got side effects. Then tried vyvanse, and had the most incredible experience of my life (60mg) in which it took away all the ADHD symptoms, no leg bouncing, concentration improved, and was wonderful being able to lift all the brain fog and all the issues, but it only lasted about 3.5 hours. I tried each medication either once or a few times. &#x200B; But, it just stopped. That was the only time it worked. I tried 90, 120, and then finally woke up one morning and did 150mg of Vyvanse, and fell asleep 14 hours later at a normal time. Nothing, absolutely nothing, just side effects. &#x200B; Then I tried my previous medications again. Max dose of Concerta (108mg) no longer affects me. 40mg of Adderall instant release doesn't budge. 40mg of Dexedrine IR nothing. Only thing I'll ever feel is suppression of appetite and dry mouth. That's it. Nothing positive. It's like my body reacted to it once and then was like ""nope"" to any other trials after. &#x200B; I've never heard from anyone that had a similar experience. Now that a little bit of time has passed and my frustration has settled, I'm more curious now looking back on it. Such a weird response and it intrigues me. I'm not looking for medical advice necessarily, just sharing my experience.",5.096308016877637,6.8483919430379725,5.8260126582278495,76.74425105485233,69.44303797468355,8.557805907172996,32.78691983122363,9.075114841892004,3.041846413502109,1338,62,234,26,24,436,176,316,0.095,0.8490000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8786,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,5,14,8,1,0,11,0,14,16,6,7,5,46,29,25,0,1,10,0,1,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,19,17,0,2,5,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,16,5,18,5,28,12,9,46,0,0,2,0,3,13,0,3,30,140,37,2,0.0721882699675483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351254438819025,0.07054154193664833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31286384139959184,0.35086659764185996,0.0490904990191886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504757168221889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782325592704694,0.05550832368906571,0.06027419011685189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881089420656065,0.08018489425340013,0.0,0.08058598337804806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326957446591632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529842304209896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184193961373327,0.0,0.0,0.036500558310414065,0.0,0.0,0.07907872121468948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773555401701075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554344748451319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218180939678932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534579874478026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884307486359794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509887099388513,0.07053508467156658,0.07235161104646437,0.06374356493176024,0.0,0.12123993138473475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661257296528215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29088834960449705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567604406465365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072917754722481,0.3463329598113502,0.0,0.0,0.15375630309035004,0.048916639977121715,0.21960972895339476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824124843023044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127720773517496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051095229034017135,0.0,0.05764964564547385,0.060352626069627026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503125289118877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047958678915068165,0.0,0.0,0.0573094228462303,0.16837424296306666,0.0829697970041928,0.0,0.0,0.08020382408486575,0.19604438698189527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459937722570615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828509943437542,0.10510784058904196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35086659764185996,0.0 adhd,atheista,2019/03/27,"I officially have ADHD! And... ...now I have to wait SEVEN WEEKS for medication. Urgh. It's a combination of my psychiatrist going away and the prescription approval process for amphetamines in my area. Any suggestions as to what I could do in the meantime? I'm primarily inattentive with impulse control issues (binge eating and impulse shopping online) and executive disfunction (actually making myself *do* anything is SO hard) is also a big issue. I was think of eating low carb as that's helped my symptoms in the past. And TRYING to make myself meditate every day as that also helps. Any other ideas?",4.448270440251573,7.641843858490567,6.111603773584907,66.97860062893082,77.39622641509433,8.438993710691824,29.58805031446541,9.075114841892004,3.538348427672956,483,22,69,13,12,164,75,106,0.02,0.9179999999999999,0.062,0.643,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,3,0,13,14,11,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,9,0,15,12,0,12,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.1768971191753674,0.0,0.21785592932816555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899292493686143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654485524878605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917292512611993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031274023614051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331402604854168,0.1447324111816066,0.0,0.0,0.11690663065449546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709767876088134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273102882296444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302210096290916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238575519742784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430080682779737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463610109642105,0.0,0.3784055859337454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420033921776729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261432323891766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304639223496315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841292870095325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161529574185531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307303851172804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540694050827405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mwagoner4,2019/03/27,"adderall and depression I'm 23 right now living with my parents and gf. I quit adderall 2 years ago and my life has gone downhill. I started taking adderall at 17 and took it everyday. At first it worked great, I lost weight from 330 down to 230. I felt super outgoing and talkative. I graduated with a high school diploma and began taking college classes. As time went on the adderall stopped working as well and I started slowly gaining weight back. I went up to around 280 when I quit. From the start of taking adderall, I have always had side effects that I accepted. The medicine made me a little bit hyper focused on things and would never quite finish them, as well as have a big issue with sweating alot and feeling more social anxiety than usual. Even with these rough side effects I always felt like I could do anything and all was good. After 4 years of taking adderall nonstop I decided to quit cold Turkey. It's been 2 years since I quit and I miss taking adderall every single day. I'm depressed, I'm 335 lbs which is the heaviest I've ever been, and I dropped out of college. Ive ghosted all my friends untill they stopped contacting me at all. I really feel like my only option is to get back on adderall and take it forever, but everyone who cares says I shouldn't. Before I took adderall I was extremely depressed and obese, and now after quitting I'm right back to where I started.",3.8901207729468577,5.9604049814814815,4.634186795491146,82.74644927536234,73.25925925925927,6.769726247987117,29.88727858293076,7.586124646067393,2.0590418679549125,1115,49,197,14,23,358,155,270,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.107,0.8063,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,14,12,15,0,0,8,0,15,5,1,3,5,43,44,22,1,3,1,1,7,2,2,2,2,1,0,0,9,21,3,2,8,0,0,5,2,5,2,1,15,9,30,10,32,26,7,52,0,5,0,0,9,18,0,2,30,127,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295049621833415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695383746624626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295626451931652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772264946804962,0.07326094568548537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984178260261228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002788997740958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984598855532584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390632307742618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657067114614173,0.0,0.0,0.053074153782339734,0.0,0.21264444074867567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054355774821745126,0.0744415023885475,0.0693379842161525,0.07863741688853212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322272643234309,0.058792325324872025,0.15803425641463534,0.0,0.0,0.07000099090202057,0.0,0.0,0.06358173572381855,0.0,0.042996297350836925,0.0,0.0,0.06902603486487521,0.0,0.0907317022631039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695031110705875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589571073730921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058128144538112665,0.08041140091039545,0.08248227714562446,0.07266893318484699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983587652738245,0.0,0.0,0.07787052659866023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347179876842805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258986588348593,0.0,0.0,0.091380041170295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251919713072607,0.0,0.0,0.05272096659083832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056077981228124,0.0,0.06544513406065561,0.0,0.08328801142145346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807615544457077,0.0,0.0,0.08389047454435293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329983137097765,0.0,0.0,0.13760639073383782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712583943363682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054673848841738745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798749734593172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286791270089026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063748896691184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042887311658367,0.14798809170429764,0.15257855360565675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198250310152165,0.0,0.0,0.05846076343162944,0.0,0.0,0.1589879031551791 adhd,Pena234,2019/03/27,"Suspecting I've adhd. Going to see a doc this friday for the first time. Tried writing down the specific symptoms using bullet points. So yesterday I began writing my first bullet point by trying to describe my impulsivity during childhood vs now. The bullet point was one paragraph long, but I extented it with a sub bullet point with more details, which I then continued with a comma and all of a sudden the A5 was full of written text with only one main bullet point. Today I proceeded with another A5 and by the time it was full of my writing, I realized that I had not even used a bullet point as I was supposed to. Then I got really frustrated and my SO came over, looked at the writings and started giggling. She told me that the two A5 papers are a perfect example of my hectic scattered mind and I should hand them to the doc. Hopefully I will get proper treatment/evaluation there. I'm so tired of doing careless mistakes and specifically very tired of my mind racing all over the place, leaving majority of tasks unfinished.",8.396752577319589,7.799833520618558,8.641979381443301,67.65740206185569,61.7319587628866,11.265154639175258,37.44123711340206,10.577609850970193,4.11187587628866,829,35,136,17,10,274,116,194,0.113,0.8079999999999999,0.079,-0.7884,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,1,0,15,0,9,4,1,2,3,31,23,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,10,3,19,3,24,11,8,31,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,1,16,100,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443516432585322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594821934823075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737647293330088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933304135265427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433492206370424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275371930454715,0.0,0.06826258808655568,0.0,0.09606477878799986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192986156190226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271815828669929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629560579804824,0.10086408095534408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255836569106856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278240603943636,0.09135081662758744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549178891392535,0.0,0.681269683433076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694701503969102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571395211863397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501610416397591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484266989201935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007689611048255,0.2761028392641621,0.11385241604993045,0.11477244996217202,0.0,0.16309673466107222,0.0,0.11733226411312027,0.0,0.0,0.20747692479469226,0.0,0.09910522668858356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slartibradfast,2019/03/27,"The Beat As I reflect on the passing of Ranking Roger, I remember how much The Beat called to me. I didn't know why growing up, but it pulsated through me and always gave me a positive charge. All their songs seemed to be at my high speed resonant frequency. Before hearing Twist and Crawl for the first time, I didn't think that the mind could have depth and feeling at such a frenetic pace. I would work myself into a sweat just dancing along to hold on to that feeling. I don't know if it's because of my ADHD, but their music felt like the song track of my young life. Thank you for bringing me those feelings through your music. May you rest in peace.",4.472052586938087,5.4165799541984745,4.588956743002544,88.08706530958445,70.06870229007635,7.654283290924512,29.05937234944869,7.793537801064563,1.655177438507209,518,19,107,6,9,161,91,131,0.01,0.841,0.149,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,2,5,3,2,0,0,9,0,8,2,1,1,1,26,20,8,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,5,0,1,10,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,7,19,2,20,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,5,74,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667189852823325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463249729432687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352637270462587,0.0,0.18881433986788565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657725019610855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771632610018571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33658684043737985,0.0,0.2130517841610493,0.0,0.0,0.1887418126053297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500891933945969,0.0,0.0,0.2344418145153699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438928438265249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672937228651854,0.1084055623098602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404836696903851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311666177333548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513611674962261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020027753848188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428898089091166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217987901452087,0.0,0.0,0.12938741458877212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022364360406744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154052434027047,0.0,0.0,0.1576262037750471,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adhdthrowaway80s,2019/03/27,"End-of-day ""crash"" is awful, what has helped others who get it(pdoc suggests guanfacine)? Tl;dr: Found the right meds for my ADHD symptoms but the sadness and/or irritation at the end of the day (despite avoiding common pitfalls like hunger, thirst, fatigue) makes me not want to take them daily as prescribed! Psychiatrist is suggesting concurrent add-ons (benzo, esp Guanfacine, Propanolol) but I'm hesitant to take meds for med side effects. Anyone had bad ""crashes"" that they remedied somehow (med or not)? I know none of you are doctors and when it comes to meds ymmv. However, my psychiatrist also thought it would be a good idea to seek as many others' experiences as possible. I wish there was an active Reddit on ADHD medication questions, side effects, experiences, interactions with other mental health meds, because from what I've seen here (lurking in my main account), the psychopharmocologic complexities of ADHD treatment are not the focus of this sub. I have not found other non-Reddit forums that are active and focused on discussion of ADHD medication specifically. If I am wrong, please direct me to one. Aside from personal need, I am fascinated by this topic. I've tried almost every single ADHD med out there hoping to mitigate my depressive and/or irritable feelings when my meds wear off. Irregardless of dose, IR vs XR, methylphenidate vs amphetamine, eating/drinking/sleeping/exercising adequately, nothing has helped. I should add that my medication has helped my ADHD symptoms greatly. Also, I have no other side effects--I sleep even better than before and my appetite is fine. However, my emotional state when the meds wear off is so bad that it makes me not want to take them--which screws up my job, my relationships, my car insurance, my possessions remaining in my possession, etc. The only time I do not experience these negative feelings are when I take a small dose of benzodiazepine as per my doctor's suggestion(half of what I am prescribed as PRN). Since this worked great, my doc offered to increase my script to ""take once per day in the PM"" (with my PM stimulant dose) but I do not want to take a daily benzodiazepine.I One other suggestion is pairing my last dose with propanolol (blood pressure med), but she thinks the best shot for me is immediate-release guanfacine. It's another blood pressure med but one that is a second line treatment for ADHD, although I've never heard of someone taking it for stimulant drop-off or otherwise (if I'm wrong let me know--this is why asking about meds can be helpful despite our lack of medical degrees). I've already tried non-stimulant meds for ADHD--Straterra was the worst, Wellbutrin did nothing except make me simultaneously tired and anxious. She also suggested meditation or exercise during that time. I'd have to radically disrupt my schedule to do the latter (and my exercise time works for me now). The former has always been impossible for me before medication, and of dubious benefit afterwards (sitting and ruminating instead of acting is my number one problem, and even if I ""let the thoughts flow past me"", I'm still adding to the time I spend thinking instead of doing). But! If meditation or anything else (including meds I have or have not mentioned) has helped anyone, please let me know. Fyi, my diagnoses are ADHD-PI, ASD, and GAD. I'm not on any other medication than the aforementioned stimulants and PRN benzodiazepine. 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I joined a few Facebook groups for people with Add/adhd and most people are okay. Yet some posts are people half heartedly bragging about basically being dick then blaming it on their ADD/ADHD like: 'lol yea I change all conversation topics to things I'm interested in when I find what other people are talking about is boring, I also cut people off and talk over them but I can't help it because ADHD 👉😎👉' or 'I turned up to work late for the 40th time so my boss had to give me a warning, but I have ADD I can't help never turning up to work on time', etc. If these are things they are aware of they should make an effort to change it. Not go 'oh whelp, the condition ya know?' Before I was even diagnosed I set alarms well in advance for work and appointments, texted myself reminders, really had to hold myself back from cutting people off, etc. It partly annoys me they point out obvious and changeable flaws then basically say 'but the ADHD doe' as if that makes them suddenly exempt. 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So I am posting this. I don’t want anyone to agree with me. It is just a rant. :),-1.5613333333333337,0.3763820888888921,2.0194444444444457,93.9425,94.77777777777777,5.666666666666668,16.38888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.13322222222222235,154,4,37,3,6,56,38,45,0.168,0.597,0.235,0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,6,1,4,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35115995133762606,0.3871274115917613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252348228828428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850673661018013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738561562767657,0.2907272048943911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30850332752642284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635926332114832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360429473236879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064024325288772,0.0,0.0,0.18783162072473994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657839496461594,0.1899955900340855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Awheat22,2019/03/27,"Medicating ADHD Please either tell me that using Ritalin to treat my adult ADHD is not the same as doing cocaine, (which I have read several articles and studies trying to compare it to) or that “using medicine is the easy way out and here are natural options that actually help.” I was diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago at age 30 and this came as a complete shock. I had always been emotional, forgetful, had moments that everyone laughed at for being “me” again, always late, always procrastinating, substance use issues to cope with poor emotions regulation, etc etc etc. I never knew this ridiculousness had a diagnosis. I’ve been as successful as I could have hoped to be I guess. I recently graduated with my masters degree in December. I have a good job, family and more. But I’m now really struggling with whether or not to use medicine. It really, seriously helps me. But the judgement from others really pisses me off and makes me feel like maybe I’m doing this all wrong. I hate that they scan my license to pick up meds. I hate when people call my medicine “speed” and talk about how similar it is to cocaine. I hate that I recently read military medical screening guidelines and that having ADHD and/or medicating is usually disqualifies you for service. Like, what in the actual world? I finally get answers to lifelong struggles and then have to feel like I continue to fail because I chose to use medicine to help. Am I missing something??",6.584016771488468,7.972085894339624,7.2505345911949695,69.30175576519919,65.52830188679246,10.870020964360583,35.85429769392032,10.864195022040775,4.404819706498952,1162,56,189,33,18,384,157,265,0.139,0.725,0.136,-0.4245,1,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,3,6,20,5,2,8,0,22,6,1,8,2,42,41,20,0,2,8,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,16,14,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,12,0,0,8,4,27,8,32,30,8,26,0,2,2,0,9,8,1,5,19,135,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.16532356624581626,0.0,0.4072052652098147,0.0,0.07508761755216617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144895311998985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163658239687776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864952866854555,0.0968822069351248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881364592272399,0.0,0.0,0.06763162249176677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597579099368688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056787892407007,0.0,0.0,0.2834119868682225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094113941246045,0.0,0.0,0.07985419213491426,0.0,0.08566077789652939,0.12102935189869317,0.0,0.0927923446636759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04425589542223655,0.0,0.0,0.07104818713726076,0.0,0.0,0.09331427687293263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508917863846791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033188836611526,0.0,0.0,0.08413313370687328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841206861583496,0.08405859674740263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555315119288016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241506397774759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056542559914069125,0.0,0.0850995362719837,0.0,0.09409034731583106,0.25600008049448264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676122949181244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533123691177832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872514706207582,0.0,0.0,0.09298281550589163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945978485512386,0.0,0.16279636115861626,0.0,0.16727582654935966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956947646757485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652115635435248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710823279146076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808425345608009,0.07403762497007775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751047199162311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657981227248072,0.09329275961423432,0.0,0.0,0.06723644961898423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261377364574867,0.0,0.0 adhd,evaioli,2019/03/27,"Don’t mind me, I’m just inconsiderate. I run a club at my uni and have exclusive use of a room from 8 pm onwards. Today I arrived a about 20 minutes before that so that I could set some stuff up with a friend. As sometimes happens, there was someone there studying. I ask if we could come in and set stuff up, and let them know that we hare the room reserved from 8. I say we won’t talk. “Yeah no problem, that’s when I was going to leave anyway.” I set my stuff down and start sorting cards and shuffling them around, and ask my friend how their break was. We go back and forth and are having a pretty nice time. The person who was studying starts packing up, but I don’t really think anything of it. As they open the door to leave, they get our attention and tell us “In the future, when you say that you won’t talk, don’t talk”. I meekly apologize and they leave. I really don’t know what to say about this, like it really made me feel terrible. Like I really did say we wouldn’t talk. I really intended to respect their study space, but as it happened, as I sat down, I just forgot that they were even there or that I had even told them I’d be quiet. TLDR: Promised someone my friend and I would be quiet as they finished studying, absentmindedly started up a conversation, got told off, feel bad. Blergh ",3.2707358490566034,4.531508705660382,4.227311320754719,88.35455188679249,73.26415094339623,7.262264150943396,24.193396226415096,7.734863291789972,1.0066264150943391,1017,29,219,13,20,329,140,265,0.069,0.81,0.121,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,7,2,10,0,16,11,0,0,10,1,23,0,0,4,0,45,47,24,0,6,6,0,2,2,3,4,0,6,3,1,16,20,0,1,6,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,13,8,41,8,27,25,1,33,0,0,0,0,39,15,0,4,12,147,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176171157176416,0.08844810942367645,0.1857693258469768,0.0,0.0,0.07639880795836876,0.0829583019184322,0.0,0.0,0.08454483377844565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558659452348906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865572989350002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124770569798788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100474990394274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302871304497134,0.0,0.0519095293859031,0.0,0.11293287032247985,0.0,0.07946425347707835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572077207963308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920717121111556,0.0,0.0,0.31561170491617985,0.0,0.10159847674218216,0.0,0.09708087057962814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401326713752993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032146899956572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675402766761571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108100509621938,0.0,0.09507049373619034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182507254252054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160482477796282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683684224729941,0.0,0.09826585197963612,0.0,0.21097455288463496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34121733766228324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194350964341696,0.08684172430314592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366346034063429,0.0,0.0,0.05793541670131979,0.0,0.09417808859931093,0.1898782711217488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951331125259265,0.08581188209944463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057981510627513,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Panacea_,2019/03/27,"Dexamphetamine and loss of sexual appetite/trouble to keep an erection questions Hi everyone. I’m asking this question to those of you with a penis that take dexamphetamine for their ad(h)d and have experienced issues because of it. Like loss of libido, not being able to keep erections and not being able to orgasm. Are there any tips and tricks you have that relieve those side effects?",7.3269117647058835,9.434142573529414,6.19929411764706,74.83982352941179,64.44117647058823,8.381176470588235,32.71764705882353,8.841846274778883,3.041125882352941,317,13,47,5,5,95,49,68,0.086,0.8440000000000001,0.07,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,3,1,5,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,12,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,10,8,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,33,9,0,0.4894921439532644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643572164453094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288045390069912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919493382604454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386536013616716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554513121178366,0.0,0.4350831083511204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957056816616896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483432267674555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840185871019536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,erratic_pulse,2019/03/27,"Maximizing effectiveness of Adderall XR Had Adderall XR 20MG for a month. It works like nothing else ever has, but I'm frustrated it doesn't last longer. Even XR seems to be ~8 hours, 10 at most. The effects are immediate and fantastic. I'm just a better person. Normally there's some kind of disconnect between different parts of my mind and my body, some sort of desynchronization. Some parts are slowing down, others accelerate. My body feels clumsy and unwieldy. I stumble around and trip on shit. I'm angry and bored all day. Adderall fixes that. I can control every aspect of my own consciousness and thought, and have the energy I normally lack to boot. I turn into someone completely different, to the point that people around me seem to seriously notice that I'm more efficient and just kind of better at everything. The full potential buried deep inside of me comes out and I'm great at something as long as I try. And trying, executing the task, taking that step to actually *do it* - isn't an impassable barrier anymore. The effects aren't completely transformative, I *can* be as good at something off adderall as I can be while on it. The adderall is just like a jolt of otherwise-scarce ""consciousness fuel"" that makes it easier for me to control myself. If I want to work on some project, but can't muster the power, I can get really pissed and force out an immense amount of effort to do it poorly and comically slowly. But if I want to do that project as I should, and do it some justice, the Adderall facilitates it. If not for that, it might have been days before I had the necessary power to do it on my own. However, this is starting to read to me like some kind of tragedy. I don't see this ending well for me. The dose does its job PERFECTLY, but it's tragically short. If I'm having a good time, or pursuing personal interests, a deep-seated dread and guilt comes over me. I was blessed with lucidity and perfect mind-body synchronization, and I waste it on *this*? One less day on the clock, one rotation closer to the eternal end, and I wasted it. As time goes on I find myself having to try harder and harder to think in an organized way and perform precise tasks. I *feel* it getting harder to put my thoughts and ideas into action through my body. I can still do things, but it slows down and the organization starts to disintegrate. I feel it falling away, and I pretty quickly revert back into the normal, moody, can't-pay-attention person I was before. That person cultivated a lot of bad habits over the years and probably made his own symptoms worse by atrophying any ability to summon willpower. I think I recognize the catch here. Yes, it gives me a temporary shot of willpower and control, but that's not worth anything on its own. It's just a flash in the pan. Priority one is to work on putting it towards useful things that don't make me feel that I wasted it. My conscience was willing to tolerate a month of inaction and normal slack-off operations on Adderall, but now I NEED to have something to do. My conscience can wait no longer. I've got to feed that urge with something that isn't recreational or I'll go nuts with guilt over what I'm wasting. What's more is that the more days I take it consecutively, the less I feel it. I took it yesterday and barely felt anything at all, very slight energy boost but was still disorganized, unmotivated, and uncoordinated all day. For today, I slept as much as I could, ate a good breakfast and waited for it to settle before it kicked in, and now it's *pretty okay*, but today wasn't as noticeable as earlier this week. I know exactly why. My body is building tolerance, and soon it won't do anything at all. I can't lose this so soon, I haven't had the time to properly wield it yet. I've only just mastered the negative side effects. Using this to its full potential, I know for a fact that I can transform my life as it is. Is there some place I can read more about how to circumvent this insidious tolerance building? So far, a day or two off has done wonders to reset the clock. But if that stopped working, I'm not sure what I'd do. This brings me to my point. I need to know how to maximize this. The length is disappointing. The effects seem to diminish over time. I don't want to lose it, and I refuse to take any more than I already do, that's a one-way trip. My research has turned up a few things that could be related: -Acidic stomach content causes XR to absorb all at once, resulting in intense but useless 4-hour metal-blaring videogame sessions. Acidic content means citrus, tomatoes, soda, peanuts, many other types of nuts, fish, salt. Made me kick my nasty soda habit, for what it's worth. I need to look into this more - there are resources for people who can't have acidic foods due to health problems. Looking into those could be worth my time. -I've noticed the best results taking it a few hours after food, a short while after you feel it's fully settled. If you take it with a meal, or too soon after, the effects are noticeably diminished so as to be less useful. I've even had doses go completely unnoticed because I took them shortly before/after eating, nothing seemed to happen at all. If you take it on an empty stomach, the rush is dirty and intense. It's like it speeds itself up. You feel it in every inch of your body. Feels like you're gonna fucking explode, and you surge with raw, uncontrollable power... For three or four hours before passing out. I guess the limited nutrition and energy you have to work with get burned out. Waking up tomorrow on the brink of death because you haven't eaten in 24 hours is unpleasant to say the least. So you've got to make sure you have enough fuel in the tank, but the food can't still be absorbing or it'll be a dud. Ideally you'll want to eat a huge, healthy and hearty breakfast early in the morning and take the dose once that's fully settled. Lastly, I've noticed that eating while the dose is active can make it a dud, too. I ate dinner today after it was fully kicked-in and I quickly felt tired, muting the second half a fair bit. -Improper amounts of sleep seriously fuck up the dose for me. If I've underslept the night prior, the medication won't work as it should. It may make it significantly more muted, it may not last as long, it may last too long as I become tired but unable to sleep. You need a strong consciousness baseline for it to work, one that's supplied with a proper amount of sleep. -Exercise boosts something to do with dopamine, or so they say. I've heard exercising a few hours before the dose can noticeably improve and lengthen its effects. It's been a pretty good while since I've worked out and really pushed myself, I've gotten lazy over time. Physical fitness is likely to bring serious improvements, so I guess I have no choice but to get back into it. This is all I've turned up but there has to be more to it than just this. Hopefully you guys have some answers. If you have any information that could even be remotely useful to maximizing adderall's effects, don't hold back. It's mission-critical.",4.5544988546667895,6.1153045690284875,5.332671853170414,80.5031709773274,70.51205259313367,8.442874467225032,28.703972143226927,8.951716842383146,2.3315649166353447,5621,211,1058,107,103,1826,511,1369,0.122,0.752,0.126,0.7139,9,0,5,0,0,0,190.0,0,13,2,35,45,49,5,4,70,2,105,46,14,28,15,223,200,97,1,31,41,0,10,6,0,12,14,3,0,5,101,62,16,10,38,5,4,19,24,21,1,9,29,21,94,28,171,145,48,164,1,5,3,2,28,73,4,39,77,714,195,16,0.0,0.0,0.037232746010221564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210382645813941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783797174083479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783846062336412,0.0,0.0,0.09419233606596836,0.06793019933233699,0.0,0.0,0.03584688676151185,0.0880140845380639,0.03185694992414826,0.04651658080881692,0.042138034041482524,0.16233098277937136,0.0,0.04004021078861502,0.06748812663664609,0.04165422555406177,0.2542825865550205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039194610937509734,0.0,0.06573248952453246,0.12001105453891868,0.0,0.1283786789881486,0.12185128011337534,0.0,0.0,0.147636826637787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972550259355897,0.0,0.0,0.033388773902798714,0.039044731938583516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712303094405242,0.031872724780478215,0.0,0.06758614018343001,0.03942322380874462,0.0,0.07560096141175633,0.034512427109267725,0.06429268752995171,0.0,0.03429030509082128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433424569209914,0.027257185538361244,0.07326754001832886,0.0,0.034872014010012574,0.0,0.13840770322914248,0.0,0.0,0.07054541367849558,0.07973544491587009,0.036600740141209925,0.043367531777482184,0.1280068736109914,0.0610303896111125,0.04206485845101512,0.08406174265008187,0.03777840355977239,0.03373940707150466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055585879111948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03789547575684837,0.2254436985364948,0.0,0.0,0.043071159169595,0.0,0.0,0.037861902616087316,0.0,0.0,0.11919438557151435,0.06290523017306493,0.12440222826243792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026949259310989248,0.11184054016759387,0.0,0.0,0.10129512061002864,0.0640794080425281,0.08536900887630955,0.0,0.03243711917314241,0.0,0.07220436952411682,0.12734027095193676,0.03868211117358488,0.0,0.041560830717779634,0.0,0.038436085034503485,0.0,0.040475305643252524,0.07704921485443435,0.0,0.06090822889972411,0.0,0.028047539219619947,0.11316266545021587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03580489224693376,0.14953105884491427,0.07321947743405692,0.2606311118315274,0.0,0.08126541125771125,0.12927050095469178,0.02901779403655583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263400752849193,0.0,0.0529022821035476,0.13325821050883135,0.039862751296779485,0.0,0.07213561989928427,0.0,0.0,0.1164488342878207,0.041136405260341485,0.0365081720355819,0.0,0.07671050472416982,0.0,0.0,0.07632853889779052,0.0,0.048884787604081804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060683096027146215,0.0,0.0,0.030403753918544895,0.1389356722601577,0.0,0.0,0.03916447569066958,0.03156133712074817,0.0,0.11454449631615073,0.0,0.03232771331797397,0.1468638523521402,0.0,0.0,0.05401111651749845,0.0,0.09140936796889183,0.031898405980463014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191928222085306,0.03965655716761622,0.20080912536423667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760433560200657,0.048895014029185765,0.0,0.0605799401121693,0.13348723100696908,0.08770469294585582,0.10849643434397384,0.0,0.08478087229851987,0.07771207137190288,0.12450160614085574,0.03727085974236477,0.0,0.0,0.1318110312155042,0.0,0.03148099997528663,0.09001673988411278,0.06056965036842834,0.030604792827071882,0.0,0.03430497816477409,0.0,0.03442800039939448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137632521736026,0.22221220776514716,0.0,0.038882128976876984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024569889299380008 adhd,Tiritheon,2019/03/27,"Am I too old/not qualified for medication I was diagnosed as a kid and put on Concerta but I hated the responsibility of taking it and I was embarrassed for anyone to know. It also made me extremely violent for some reason so I stopped talking it. Now I'm 22 and it's getting worse. For example I'm on hour 8 of a 12 hour shift and I've not done a damn thing but walk around on the balcony listening to music and smoking... This has been going on for 6 months. I legitimately think I need my medicine again... Or some variation of it but there's 3 problems. I have no insurance, I took it and stopped twice already, and I'm 22. Is there anything I can do to get help here? I've not cleaned my house in over a year, I bounce between not showering for weeks because I'm distracted with other things and ""showers are fun"" so I'll take 3 or 4 in one day. I'll buy something new and immediately screw with it, cutting it up, painting it and then be mad when I break it. The notes I do at work take less than a minute each and I do 3 per hour but I can't get past one without having to get up and do something... I can't keep going like this I'm my own worst enemy at this point and I acknowledge that I need help but I don't know where or how to begin. 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I hope this is in the right place, mods! Basically, I would like to make an appointment to discuss my lack of being able to focus for college. I recently had a physical (3 months ago) but did not bring it up. How do I go about making an appointment to discuss this? When I call my doctors office, what do I say? “I’d like to make an appointment for___?” Thanks... Side note: I am not diagnosed with ADHD, nor am I claiming to have it, but I think I do have some of the symptoms. 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Can meditation cure ADHD alone? I am doing meditation for past one month, I am calmer now and not so angry on myself for being wrong. But there is still not that significant improvement o was hoping for. I mean I am still not interested in starting studying, and work. I am just became calmer but things that I should do are still feel the same way as before. While things that I am interested in became more easier. I can do them pretty fast. I like exercise,cooking etc. ",3.4840307328605182,5.949152627659576,5.053546099290781,77.4338888888889,75.91489361702128,8.007565011820331,22.14657210401891,8.841846274778883,1.7718430260047286,393,11,71,9,9,132,61,94,0.11,0.695,0.195,0.8897,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,1,0,15,0,0,0,0,13,19,7,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,11,4,8,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,10,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817864387645121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759822640238304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056200689813186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354663773164546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134987106147078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908486620303173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792619712797077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183409036958912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999148129145527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582518689932424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191345274175081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392232520879214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418744017670674,0.0,0.4802214889333271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633049735756203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910211573717725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592470066697158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915266818731904,0.0,0.0 adhd,Boxfulachiken,2019/03/27,"Those that don’t take meds, how do you focus on school work? I am awaiting an official diagnosis/assessment but I have all the symptoms of hyperactivity and especially extreme inattentiveness. Whenever I try to do school work I get distracted in the first couple seconds or couple minutes max and get lost in my head. What can I do to help me focus on school work for the next month?",5.918333333333332,7.297219722222222,6.906555555555558,71.194,67.05555555555556,10.204444444444446,32.455555555555556,10.355215969177356,3.526568888888889,308,13,55,8,5,103,52,72,0.08900000000000001,0.862,0.049,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,1,4,0,7,2,1,1,1,6,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,8,0,8,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,38,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144996106775157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932183361702842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957186275339022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222932499597772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554682676816714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446591381783424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805401704277607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950534205148827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920136289744625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686890368404318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468197486713384,0.14083031151700606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716803648008262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090815731726422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mypantsarehugebro,2019/03/27,"My life is falling apart and I can’t cry no matter how much I want to Everything is going to shits, I can’t believe it. Every aspect of my life is taking hits, from my studies all the way to my physical health. I’ve tried to cry because I really want to and feel like it but I just fucking can’t and visually I’m just stone faced. Emotionally I’m a huge fire tornado with heavy fucking emotions and stress. I don’t know what to do, I tried calling the mental health number to speak with someone but none picked it up even after 20 minutes. I am so fucking defeated. I just needed to get this out because I just can’t keep it inside anymore",3.1392481203007483,4.34454792481203,4.768428571428572,84.56407142857147,73.51127819548874,7.4252631578947375,27.58571428571429,7.908726449838941,1.6876321804511292,506,19,103,7,10,171,80,133,0.163,0.765,0.073,-0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,4,1,3,0,10,9,2,2,1,23,25,8,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,0,3,14,1,15,24,3,8,0,1,0,3,2,4,4,0,2,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502725938350511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473709393353224,0.0,0.0,0.17071736580206515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472449143134004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33288732422699835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408916170993399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008117297063353,0.0,0.12766678084396813,0.0,0.13618136162260294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661585274496906,0.10824985752627647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202486883182715,0.07916582711547387,0.0,0.08611544155158136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221290716032171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346828390802957,0.0,0.0,0.0832744597971346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405390345584865,0.07402771232418125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270207899909893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138868758894796,0.11235424870846776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970711243443789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553876271046546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838707635078112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357196441341013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392832899609842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575175531215364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874734817578938,0.12027390013490265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vronz19,2019/03/27,"I did my dishes. Finally. Well I did my dishes. I’m not even gonna lie it’s been about 6 weeks since I’ve done my dishes. For the last week I’ve resorted to no prep meals and snacks and I finally hit my breaking point and did it. I just figured it’d be nice to share with people that understood. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t lol this but I remember that if it weren’t for ADHD I’d still have other problems that were equally as bad but in a different aspect of life. 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Despite obtaining good marks, I've still always struggled with school and life in general due to my (supposed) ADHD. My study/work habits are frankly quite shit and I only manage to get good marks because I have high standards for myself and sacrifice sleep way too often. I take way too long to do work or start work, I get distracted frequently, I'm sometimes slow at understanding concepts, my memory retention is shit (memorization based classes are not my thing) and I'm very absent-minded and forgetful in general. I managed to get accepted to a school that's relatively difficult to get into, but I fear it was only possible due to me working the system a bit (taking bird courses with no homework, prioritizing the important classes..) and I feel like I don't truly deserve to be here. Everyone is warning us about how much more difficult university, with my program being especially work intensive. If I still manage to struggle in high school with a moderate workload, I fear I won't be able to survive in university, let alone hold a job in the future. I know one of my first steps beside trying to manage my symptoms should be to get diagnosed so I'm working towards that (I'm so bad at making appointments). However, I understand that certain treatments or medication don't work on everyone, and it's often a difficult journey to get ADHD under control even with a diagnosis, so any tips/thoughts on dealing with ADHD while in university or school would be much appreciated. TDLR; Undiagnosed and about to start university in a difficult program soon, do you have any tips to surviving university? 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I haven’t felt this strange in ages how can I get use to taking adderal Xr 25 mg. I feel as though my sleep patterns are getting mangled Also I’ve lost a lot of weight I smoke a lot more cigs then I used too I focus in class and it’s an amazing feeling But I often find myself very separated and different then everyone else around me I mean I’m a funny guy to all my friends I’m not socially awkward but I feel like I’m in a constant twist and turns with my emotions and no idea why I’m like this. This did happen when I didn’t take meds and it’s still happening I feel happy when shits hitting the fan but I don’t get why I can’t just chill my legs still shake or tap at the desk non stop Is my ADHD over powering my meds do I have another mental illness I’m getting nervous and feel awfully alone sometimes even tho I have a loving girlfriend I’m still always making sure she still loves like what dude does that I’m hyper sensitive with some things. And I can’t stop procrastinating Any advice is helpful if u can decipher this rant Sorry rough day 🤯🤯🤯 ",0.997,2.9959167000000018,3.1053846153846187,90.6096153846154,82.0,5.8461538461538485,22.30769230769231,7.010146845296331,0.645230769230769,962,32,210,12,26,326,153,260,0.12,0.716,0.16399999999999998,0.9288,2,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,18,14,1,3,9,1,17,7,3,4,2,41,51,23,0,1,8,0,9,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,11,11,1,2,10,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,9,29,9,15,44,5,24,0,1,0,2,9,6,1,6,20,119,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332177179399713,0.09031313060381664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572070622214582,0.0,0.07390936687423631,0.07690201547984497,0.0,0.0,0.06284972694966247,0.0969119050360834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227464791648235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987470912988812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059604162559593776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656070084174158,0.0,0.0,0.08087859727236553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720622742835022,0.10396164482306873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104346857445357,0.0,0.0,0.08831261632004088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038624611532925,0.06602587259876821,0.0887390456374715,0.0,0.08447149288568766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140455083741035,0.0,0.1931454852597323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151172474912644,0.16345589237201036,0.09838430776789857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194812186376291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433252046549786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545729521652836,0.0,0.0,0.08179003806613258,0.0,0.0,0.10088888482671247,0.15714675273298415,0.16682785883446874,0.0,0.06169200774402985,0.0,0.0,0.10067400796788466,0.3079780493172744,0.0,0.09313904187923926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969807211191106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935353994034188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486924754980304,0.07645194405154199,0.0,0.0924881539954099,0.09421198692021136,0.0,0.0,0.09140713607693617,0.10345820000642228,0.13083269705460504,0.0,0.2952314244063041,0.1545368714906918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710608361648169,0.0,0.20846819130069552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140067701288545,0.0,0.09080356446418554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052795281974397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964484561142214,0.0,0.07625734104956561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254437690961527,0.0,0.0,0.2501878374421588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,telepader,2019/03/27,"My mom's lost it and so have I My mom's been starting fights with me more and more ever since I told her I was trying to get medication. She's never believed that I actually had a problem. She thinks that I just lack discipline and have a phone addiction. I can't say that the internet doesn't suck up a large portion of my time but I also don't think that it's the root of my problems. I also agree with her that I don't have discipline. How the fuck do I build it though? Getting yelled at every day certainly isn't how. Staring into space on the couch while I hide from her isn't fucking how. I'm still in school. I'm working. Despite what she thinks I also spend next to nothing outside of basic necessities. It's not the gilded path my early years as a ""smart kid"" put me on, but I'm doing ok. I know she's disappointed that I came home from my college but she talks to me like I've committed myself to working at a subway for the rest of my life. My lectures are 4+ hours long for chrissake's, even if my relationship with her only goes downhill from here, *I can't keep doing this.*",2.192979405034322,3.6894300782608695,4.009313501144168,87.87859267734554,76.47826086956522,6.755148741418765,24.279176201373,7.475848149327749,1.0089565217391303,858,28,186,11,19,290,131,230,0.098,0.809,0.09300000000000001,-0.0508,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,13,12,4,0,11,1,17,5,0,4,4,32,34,17,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,12,8,0,3,4,0,1,2,9,8,0,0,6,3,37,4,24,28,5,22,0,2,1,2,18,8,3,1,13,128,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.13567660085587188,0.15156699318952188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33355502248766056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566430983287697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901723896795691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966507955955168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183028888035896,0.12576372412032105,0.11714168626667786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706838628668344,0.14527848860443868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946189618101865,0.0,0.13691995165317786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357932718873653,0.0,0.0,0.07640915341560371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820344429859364,0.06792472556128397,0.0,0.0,0.12304023671242935,0.0,0.0,0.15177144508350382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400615835924923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32566861528861796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723117526656993,0.0,0.14786366169807927,0.0,0.0,0.13340635434153605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057412111944374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660724881205008,0.0,0.13976702830428342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492699039050067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105649875530718,0.0,0.14070928386514264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150099146013507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840859838155433,0.0,0.11103230051845657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174982841823808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267261081164637,0.13659966825020964,0.0,0.08107152843232872,0.0,0.0,0.1328524288975866,0.0,0.09439459274473168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243602909369812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953298965995612 adhd,preeti30shelwante,2019/03/27,"Industrial Wearable Devices Market Technology Analysis, Industry Trends, Size, Share Research Report with 2019-2025 Wearable devices are also known as wearable gadgets, wearable [technology](https://www.openpr.com/wiki/the-technology-market)or simply wearables. A wearable device is a technology that is worn on the human body. This type of device has become a more common part of the tech world as companies have started to evolve more types of devices that are small enough to wear and that include powerful [sensor](https://www.openpr.com/wiki/global-sensors-market) [technologies](https://www.openpr.com/wiki/the-technology-market) that can collect and deliver information about their surroundings. ",17.112680412371127,18.680588721649485,13.021360824742267,36.259463917525785,43.22680412371135,13.94556701030928,51.35876288659794,13.023866798666859,7.786721237113402,594,31,51,15,5,173,67,97,0.026000000000000002,0.915,0.059000000000000004,0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,7,2,2,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,10,8,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,35,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33107701560704444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572323590489081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598625666033392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42777443308437735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448323504636244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930325391527497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SumnerRain,2019/03/27,"I have been on time or early for every appointment & for work for the last 3 weeks! I read (listen to?) about 5 audiobooks a week, and one was a book by Gretchen Rubin and in it she mentioned one word themes. I loved this idea decided I wanted to buy a bracelet with something I wanted to work on for a month or so. This led me to intention bracelets, but at 30 bucks a pop I decided I needed a hobby and bought a metal stamping kit. For the last 3 weeks I have been wearing a brass washer with ""TIME"" stamped on it, and a simple hemp cord. And for 3 weeks I have not been late once. I need to decide a good word for April, I have ""courage"" pre-made as I need to overcome a fear of rejection as I dread making phone calls, which is a HUGE part of my career and tend to not make them. TL:DR; Made a stamped token bracelet to remind me to be on time. Why spend $30 on a thing when you can make it for $120 in craft supplies, and add another hobby to your already crazy life?",3.595407020164302,3.682176135922333,4.566699029126216,90.54532860343541,71.62135922330097,7.697684839432412,26.0403286034354,7.321109707123232,0.9762730395817768,748,21,175,7,13,244,119,206,0.08800000000000001,0.858,0.054000000000000006,-0.8153,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,2,3,6,0,2,16,0,11,3,1,6,0,32,24,14,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,2,4,1,2,3,0,2,6,1,20,3,34,17,1,24,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,2,14,105,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591452679098678,0.0,0.0,0.15625731373439036,0.0,0.0,0.1512224097431761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726003642125068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215076851954578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622824068954096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209610260446269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280162022919048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510958042131705,0.1626812403778635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186359420999308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016001912174535,0.1364600880587809,0.2887946760351056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151113476087429,0.0,0.0,0.3208016508019991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358468260922006,0.19544815982681465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561712126053759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425441573742456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102405218249832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958102963128608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522794592347995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012394585410173,0.0,0.4627235444866585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013195730820498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998104158530145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thnks_fr_th_dsstr,2019/03/27,"*gets bored of reddit* *immediately reopens reddit cause I’m bored* What am I even doing, I have a group lab report due tomorrow, it’s 1am, I’m on my fourth cup of tea, and I haven’t even started my part yet even though I’ve been medicated for 2 hours We are having a TIME 💃🎉 Anyway hope y’all are doing great ",-1.2679411764705897,0.773477500000002,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,97.52941176470587,4.484705882352942,14.152941176470588,6.2581,-0.6236282352941179,242,5,56,3,10,86,51,68,0.035,0.8490000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,0,4,14,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,4,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29148989886592164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622435347352737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482479109922308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128358986709908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818282445372716,0.2794370591369256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858487499052395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30727411143038513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084004554123813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787833994537663,0.0,0.1654571829111495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,i_dont_have-reddit,2019/03/27,Going to bed 2nd day in a row without even touching my homework :( I really value my education even though I find it boring. I really want good grades but I just feel like I don’t have any motivation for anything anymore. Any ideas? :(,2.224,4.823114511111111,4.440000000000005,79.26000000000003,81.66666666666667,7.155555555555559,24.555555555555557,8.238735603445708,1.9693555555555555,183,7,33,4,5,63,37,45,0.146,0.627,0.22699999999999998,0.4823,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,20,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675005542287154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679731037291273,0.0,0.0,0.2223576419976327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426139967587234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569388384315858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662496487855447,0.19303619881209508,0.0,0.0,0.2469646405694044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535650750589419,0.2266371216950273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050312304925229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200967207136033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34620352000567994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654773686865658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593753074050043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604702618947674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stljake72,2019/03/27,"I’m so so angry at myself No matter what it feels like I can’t do anything that Im expected to do. I can’t get homework done, I can’t clean my room, I have big mood swings, and all of this is happening even though I’m on 36mg of extended release concerta plus a 10 mg methylphenidate instant release to do homework.Im not actually dumb but it feels pointless to be smart if you can’t focus at all. I’m failing my parents and my teachers and anybody who believes in me. It’s so frustrating and it feels like there’s no way out.",3.0553318584070794,3.854766601769917,4.7470685840707985,86.18662057522127,73.24778761061947,7.7738938053097355,30.9391592920354,8.07648339933343,2.061567256637168,418,19,91,6,8,142,73,113,0.146,0.7390000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.7547,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,2,16,19,11,0,2,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,3,10,3,11,17,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.2285571320111268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273652448085846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638767265506053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396801984354307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469482081544764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35527388199627,0.33464220724588645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236610619989835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711290308541894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059783141340787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288483108951363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26006471513477303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23011210637643345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859065884010296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheExchangableOutro,2019/03/27,"How do I turn 1 page of jot notes into a 5 page paper? I've put this off too long and screwed myself over, I've been working on this for 2 hours and have like 900 words, also side note energy drinks are like coccaine to ms.",7.4491836734693875,3.751025857142857,7.6915306122449,83.55525510204082,65.93877551020408,10.616326530612248,30.62244897959184,7.1686216300943375,1.6075224489795916,173,3,42,1,2,57,42,49,0.066,0.787,0.147,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,7,4,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,21,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30159968499057443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694548012652743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714081171335153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685042847726088,0.0,0.0,0.3337580980511892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37913107763382586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102213316855097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27456328861452284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,r0cknr0llb0heme,2019/03/27,"Just spent three hours on from-scratch chicken and rice soup only to forget to shut the burner off ...for an hour. Spent my whole night in the kitchen so I could take the next couple of days off from cooking and I just turned a gallon of delicious soup into paste. This is not the first time, either. Posting here so I don’t cry. I will not cry. I WILL NOT CRY.",0.4390840840840831,2.7693704459459454,1.3301801801801822,100.17052552552552,87.78378378378378,3.8294294294294287,16.33033033033033,5.033348758259628,-0.9710552552552548,279,6,63,1,9,86,53,74,0.113,0.7979999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,11,9,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,6,0,11,4,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,8,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581305436476276,0.2191437329279052,0.6526612879251464,0.12772888194484208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684652069934894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900879233366885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063339576275586,0.1858608976773769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506295064667697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906559945332327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968163309931546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891246881892695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548727481297068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542661563328985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112097381677928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,needleworkreverie,2019/03/27,"I'm so thankful for auto-pay I signed up for a CSA and they only take payment via checks. All I have to do is write a check, put it in the envelope, seal it, stamp it, and send it. That addressed envelope has been sitting on my desk for days. Every single day I look at it and think, ""I need to pay them, where's the checkbook?"" Then I wander off to look, get distracted, and find it right before bed. Contrast every other bill I have where I have set up auto-payment. I have excellent credit because I have told the computer to do it for me. If you can't afford to pay the full balance on your credit cards, set it to pay the minimum each month so you never miss a payment. Then you can pay more when the physical bill comes or you get the email about it. You can even set it so you pay the minimum plus a certain amount each month. If it weren't for auto-pay then I am not certain I would own a car or a home right now. I have no idea how people managed before. 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I recently realized I married a person that fits what I now know about the profile of a perverse narcissist. It looks to me that people with ADHD may have a tendency to be with this kind of people. By mentioning this subject it's not my intention to raise hate against a particular type of person. I believe that all beings are equal, and this is just a psychological topic. However I would like to know what this community have to say about the matter. Are there any podcast episodes that discuss this by any chance? Does this ring any bells? Thoughts?",4.631651376146788,7.215857715596332,5.440816513761464,75.46874770642201,72.76146788990826,8.396697247706422,32.00091743119266,9.120678840339163,3.2370212844036694,477,23,80,11,10,155,72,109,0.12,0.8270000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8541,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,7,0,9,0,0,1,1,14,14,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,14,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,2,15,9,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,3,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565933462114484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38754077337857423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140214335367316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662364906364169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754754267617046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197815553401834,0.2087956216878796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280553878411817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951972279754725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633906159343672,0.4976008701599888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875639533911829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106492011166522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080812306149394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349431196715252,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,somecrazystranger,2019/03/27,"Social media and ADHD advice for staying off your phone? I will scroll on my phone for hours without even feeling the time go by. And I always check my phone every few minutes. I can’t help it. Pls help it’s such a waste of time!!! Ps. I’ve deleted apps and deactivated accounts and always come back so that does not help.",0.8928076923076951,3.353414646153851,2.4649038461538453,91.86197115384616,87.15384615384615,3.865384615384616,18.89423076923077,5.148860815047168,-0.3877307692307697,252,7,51,1,8,82,50,65,0.063,0.7829999999999999,0.155,0.7274,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279638502059253,0.22737412087027103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872200652546704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891806662120474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043490769096825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036215534670842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368424180616144,0.0,0.19604458896175966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765099158957774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223852149036036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678854443699991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291448629261097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371899585166108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480080127866909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713574471146845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242971086488936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohnoimrunningoutofsp,2019/03/27,"For those who take delayed reaction adderall, do you take two in the morning or one when you first wake up and then another one like 4 hours later. For those that do take two. Mine is 10mg fwiw. 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I was driving with my friend and went to give a dollar to a homeless person and had no clue where it was. Luckily a police officer found my wallet and called my AAA card number. I cancelled my card after I lost it (luckily I remembered to). Now the gym membership I’ve been paying for almost a year (I haven’t gone there for a year) is charging me extra for having my unregistered card in their system. But I cleaned my kitchen so that’s a plus. Very frustrating day (sorry for the long post and all of these parentheses).,4.1211904761904785,5.883723500000002,4.963682539682541,81.9174285714286,71.93650793650794,8.214603174603175,26.885714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.076958095238096,515,18,98,10,10,167,86,126,0.1,0.836,0.064,-0.5256,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,9,0,7,2,0,0,1,13,14,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,7,2,0,2,1,3,3,2,2,1,0,10,0,18,1,16,4,2,18,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287466418298203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332597014578991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732295656484656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762269078174325,0.2504693621226161,0.17648984718197294,0.0,0.0,0.21913757046378887,0.0,0.0,0.18270192422665504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481974515220497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215954235421965,0.0,0.0,0.2493659529624447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994623632103694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877948486472326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587745717521541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571650118537004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615056936193239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848443566274992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176337278742327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29421185620058843 adhd,totallyoverit9,2019/03/27,"Sometimes I miss life before diagnosis because I wasn’t able to anticipate future events like death. I’m not sure what planet I lived on prior to diagnosis, but it was pretty devoid of reality and responsibility. It was in many ways, a nice fantasy world where you could be Peter Pan and do whatever the hell you wanted. I couldn’t see the the future nor did I see the consequences, so in some aspects, it was a care free existence. I can anticipate the future now, so now all I think about is my mortality, my existence in the universe and that one day I will cease to be. I should probably go find something to do because I have really bad RSD and isolate myself with my thoughts. I’ve experienced crippling grief, but it wasn’t something I thought would ever happen to me. Thank you, undiagnosed ADHD. Maybe it’s my age, but all I feel is dread. I was at my swanky mcswank hair salon getting highlights, and all I could do was look around and think, “all of this will be gone one day.” I mean, get a grip, my highlights will be gone in a few months. But man, I am walking around with one bad existential crisis. Thank you, diagnosed and relatively well-managedADHD. 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I couldn't get myself to even start my homework till 8pm, and I've got to be in bed by 10 to get 8 hours of sleep. Pretty sure my only option at this point is to drop out. I'm hoping that if I do that my professors will let me keep attending classes so that I can at least learn all the material even if I'm not graded on it. I feel like however I chose to live in the next few months is going to affect my life a whole lot. And I know that that's just being 20 and the linear nature of time. But it's still a very stressful notion.",3.681190476190476,2.6682818809523847,5.477619047619047,87.8507142857143,71.46031746031746,8.46984126984127,23.555555555555557,7.447530270364453,0.6925365079365079,431,7,107,4,7,150,87,126,0.07,0.841,0.08900000000000001,0.3197,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,10,2,1,1,2,20,21,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,12,3,16,14,5,18,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,9,70,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417515996720626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764666268679884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582273240957812,0.14951599826878276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186895750337732,0.0,0.11894367811815625,0.0,0.16738741449655276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787105402652256,0.2061073619936006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602554862371198,0.0,0.0,0.11501968013066333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401203175673866,0.14782690614979385,0.10224796189701696,0.0,0.18480589138499973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792989842294055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670523655846474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258106929880733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917360348255616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784561404551013,0.0,0.0,0.21292200401340916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094399987213286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481357272261287,0.0,0.16713834820733114,0.0,0.2397396737861308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972522669461137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203801313268027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726852220740137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366353003190254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pepperdsoul,2019/03/27,"Can you guys give me some advice? So while we are not diagnosed ADHD we are on that path. DS2, a fresh 5 year old, is being referred and I'm at a crossroads. He has always been a little crazy, but we chalked it up to him being a boy with no fear (like, 2017 we had 6 ER/urgent care vists for him alone.. we are talking walking at 7 months, climbing trees without limbs at 2.5 level of crazy) but we put him in OT on the advice of our pedi for some minor issues we wanted to iron out before kindergarten. I'm being vague cause this might be long. Well, his OT comes out and is like ""we are treating him for ADHD right?"" Followed by a huge apology and that she can't diagnose, she thought based on his behavior with her that he was and she should have double checked her chart- it wasn't shocking to be honest... so she talked with pedi, we showed her the behavior charts from school which were done for OT/Pedi/DS2 and got a referral. NOBODY- pedi, teacher, director of school, husband, anyone who knows this child is surprised. Pretty cut and dry eh? Well here is the snag in all this. We have wonderful insurance. 300/per person, 600/family max oop, no copays save ER visits. 100% paid after the max 600/300. We have hit the family/individual with OT. We are VERY blessed with this.. The place that his pedi trusts and referred us to is *not* in network with ""beacon health services"" (we are in GA) but I got a call today we would be out of network. Out of network: we pay 25% of the contracted rate + any balance billing type charges or anything billed above their contracted rate. I have never worked with ""beacon health"" and the options their website give me are.. not well rated to say the least. Money is kinda an issue- new baby early July, but time is as well. Most places I've looked its an 8 week wait to get stuff back? With his current early april apointments we are getting stuff back a month before he starts kinder- just before school system shuts for June. I dont even know about IEP's or anything like that yet (he has no issues with retention, holding him back would actually make his issues worse, prek teachers, school director, pedi, and OT all recomend kindergarten lets not make that a topic of discussion as I trust those 4 people with my childs life) So would you go the free option that could be long, or short- who knows based on the lack of google feedback, or take the pedi recommended, potentially expensive as fuck, quick and more trusted route? I have never done this before and I'm not sure on what would be best for DS2. 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I started out strong on Concerta, mind blowing results in the first month. Since then I've been getting increased alertness but no improvement in focus, and shitty side effects. I'm going to go down this path with my Doctor, but curious how many different meds it took for you to find the right solution? &#x200B;",4.624422700587086,7.378386589041098,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,73.5205479452055,7.4590998043052865,30.976516634050878,8.418075326091056,2.7948215264187874,323,15,52,6,7,100,59,73,0.091,0.7440000000000001,0.165,0.644,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,13,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,1,11,5,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,6,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100252270349726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935028459376133,0.2123501706708176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651699539085666,0.0,0.17887227916226667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972570049077342,0.14864911624435667,0.0,0.19161319219357684,0.0,0.0,0.09130387328269944,0.0,0.1986380651752818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543544862013888,0.0,0.0,0.3882336157244864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645582230144605,0.0,0.1394902159059051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878242297509222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842058397804535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984848561209453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456167282421709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123694654079475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416263442959966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123501706708176,0.0 adhd,starlupe69,2019/03/27,"Follow up drug tests for adderall presription? Okay so, in my state at least, there are new laws with adderall & similar drugs. I passed the required drug test to get my presription, but does anyone have experience or know if there are follow up or random drug tests at further medchecks / appointments? ",6.967641509433963,9.14663703773585,5.8303301886792465,76.86172169811323,65.41509433962264,9.073584905660377,32.117924528301884,9.516144504307137,3.206815094339623,245,10,39,5,4,73,41,53,0.0,0.966,0.034,0.2047,0,0,4,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,1,23,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108313080457488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605741532243135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028146707964315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9026210506710828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034015149812145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166192818317556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693808755437473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793010576833308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jfortunato27,2019/03/27,Need some motivation i’ve been procrastinating studying all day for my 8:30am econ exam and i’m really starting to panic but of course instead of studying i’m on reddit and avoiding the task at all costs. does anyone have a trick to make themselves do work because the anxiety is only getting worse and i really don’t wanna fail this class😣 don’t wanna seem like i’m complaining but i can’t explain how hard it is for me to start a task that i know i really need to do. anyone else feel like this??,3.461764705882352,4.994509833333332,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,73.21568627450979,7.845098039215688,25.495098039215684,8.472884824447931,1.7371921568627449,401,13,78,7,8,136,67,102,0.207,0.7170000000000001,0.076,-0.9184,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,1,2,4,0,9,0,0,3,2,20,22,6,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,6,2,12,21,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,45,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446888909077584,0.0,0.0,0.3006559027715372,0.22028551092230544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105760387599466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865255790924713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814163156328664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959888134928256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870680994131522,0.15359088578513658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232485463204528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925913029919523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815440995306592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100692262945165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435093508396256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188288460641761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351169798263845,0.0,0.25224770585434697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41318964235846417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572135336165392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043459940679392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565173052023574,0.0,0.21909601130188835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asterearth,2019/03/27,"Not feeling the effects of Adderall Hi all, I am a college freshman and I was diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive type) almost 3 weeks ago. My doctor started me off with Adderall XR 10mg and I tried it for 2 days and didn't feel anything so I told her and she told me to have 2 10mg XR pills at once instead (to make it 20mg). I tried that for about 5 days and didn't really feel any difference so I told her that and she gave me a week's supply of 30mg XR to try. I tried 30mg the first day and I don't think I felt any different. The second day I tried it again and it was the same outcome so about 4 hours later of taking the pill, I had another 30mg XR (I know I shouldn't have but I just wanted to know if it would be any different) and to be honest I didn't really feel much of a difference with that either (maybe slightly). So my question is if it possible to be immune to Adderall in any way, and if should I keep increasing dosages or should I stay on 30mg for a while longer to try it out or should I ask the doctor to change the drug to an alternative one (like Ritalin or Vyvanse or something)? I was really keen on experiencing the effects of Adderall and improving my concentration because I have heard and read so much about how much it helps people and even my doctor said it would help me out a lot but it hasn't at all in my opinion (if it has then barely). Please feel free to also give any suggestions, comments, and personal experiences on this issue. Thanks.",3.5298878648233507,4.140017700000001,5.088433179723502,84.87360215053765,72.0,8.485407066052227,27.019969278033795,8.704169506293173,1.7627066052227345,1157,38,253,20,21,392,149,310,0.004,0.883,0.113,0.9869,2,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,14,5,0,0,14,0,24,9,0,4,2,60,47,33,0,11,13,0,6,1,0,6,9,2,0,1,15,19,0,1,12,1,1,1,7,0,0,3,14,9,33,6,35,24,9,27,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,12,15,170,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724224390483178,0.0,0.07910079052256856,0.0,0.08935522505200788,0.0,0.0,0.07136060829700333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034117958323278,0.0935699057788444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343219562445162,0.0,0.0834219906505032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054396378798929515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439801876241627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301948712142873,0.0,0.0,0.09057089910568844,0.0,0.37292325133168536,0.0,0.27400514967478745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348341567881547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058938389466173136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728823243466081,0.0,0.0,0.2255976241251168,0.0,0.08567888677981507,0.0,0.0,0.07590261896424699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560163668199226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962369171899882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787777469303598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093137387324741,0.0,0.07931551348277673,0.0,0.0,0.09808163510531301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359535375881996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586377979672278,0.0,0.0,0.059564563814603774,0.0,0.08964781160543983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679235333811484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503157835683758,0.060467446361628985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061863802682740526,0.07791591697913364,0.0,0.09795242479787523,0.0,0.10059822442364187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996279736230172,0.0,0.08925841157839473,0.0,0.17149726255328004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488221904767086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869689564889803,0.0,0.0,0.06316047100525676,0.09511185191511036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709306082546257,0.0,0.0,0.08215492084724918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717771294158469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558014885293833,0.0,0.3635052446326171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052632680603781484,0.07083000486861334,0.1431566873349051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677892109615466,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swinebone,2019/03/27,"Suggestions for sleep issues? I’ve struggled with getting up in the morning for basically forever. I’ll set a ton of alarms but usually end up hitting the snooze button or sleeping through them. Even if I do wake up on time, I often lack motivation to get out of bed until the very last minute. Understandably, this has led to many problems in my life over the years. A big part of the issue for me is that I don’t seem to feel tired at night. Plus, it doesn’t feel as reinforcing to me to go to sleep compared to reading that next chapter or whatever. I’m prescribed Trazodone for sleep but I can’t tell if it’s helping anymore. No one seems to care at my job right now if I get there a little later but that will eventually change when I move offices. It sucks too later on in the day when I have to stay longer to make up the hours I missed in the morning.",4.714204545454546,5.000780647727272,5.53409090909091,83.88363636363638,69.22727272727272,8.445454545454545,30.20454545454545,8.296473431620573,1.956563636363637,678,25,144,9,11,222,114,176,0.125,0.818,0.057,-0.882,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,2,11,0,8,7,5,3,0,22,23,13,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,0,2,13,1,36,21,3,37,0,1,0,0,4,17,1,8,15,95,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522474320609634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902015502553144,0.0,0.14424254766102634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793588869174049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076757748638825,0.0,0.0,0.09005934195542016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788753822039876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371518989295285,0.0,0.07749209734593672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091394005300011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342794506779617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846325422152017,0.13530851874542887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111452414680627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630959108502513,0.0,0.1366607251406124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101615211395686,0.13823972920525832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449208095723729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501211129801936,0.12795730269809014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239577936174234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765614488596882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047064037766956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638909857470574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644403355621538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482598432128797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458026866437931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453333026779155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254492439747773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917783253311742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950806417965306,0.15671679537419905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194744864064318,0.0,0.0,0.15017268431221426,0.11250484473727997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780634614557653 adhd,Gimmiedagrubz,2019/03/27,"How does the rest of the world see us? How does the rest of the world view people with adhd? Do they not pick up on it? Even though socializing for me can be gard, Do people just see us as normal in conversation and not pick up on it? Since realizing I have adhd ive noticed how hard social interaction can be for me even though I love hanfing out with other people. 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Firstly I’m not diagnosed but a few times (2) its been suggested I have ADD. I always was fidgety and had trouble paying attention, being organized, sitting still, etc. However I got decent grades, just squirmed in my seat, and kept to myself so no one really cared. (My tiny attention span is VERY noticeable). To get to the point, I’ve always twitched if I say still for to long, a tiny spasm every 10 or so minutes, fairly ignorable so I didn’t do anything. Now, it’s gotten worse, if i sit still for extended time I start shaking (I don’t have anxiety) (not nervous either), then all out twitch, at worst a random jerk every 40-60 seconds and people started noticing. So I was wondering is this a “normal” thing for people with adhd?? TLDR: is twitching with add/adhd normal??",2.6902069536423845,5.2844333642384145,4.344929635761588,80.7208381622517,79.59602649006622,6.953807947019866,26.656043046357606,8.07648339933343,2.178446688741722,622,26,106,12,16,208,105,151,0.20199999999999999,0.772,0.026000000000000002,-0.9813,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,2,5,0,14,5,0,0,1,25,23,12,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,6,0,3,8,1,12,1,12,14,5,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,11,75,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34349591648631783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378222423183368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932442838383638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760132209657699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457044962604891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504887655514911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593804869269029,0.0,0.0,0.2408127466772591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215576936639476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466366796682264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114296791110097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264693137807796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200592599729247,0.0,0.32540400430691163,0.0,0.0,0.09683833603858047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981491884736596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509449852380778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155069126787682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364638493583848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230240513160966,0.0,0.3423801651216748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494189844020076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666191226467025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791428175504046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549779128203687,0.0,0.0,0.14563572678804493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EricMath5000,2019/03/27,What kind of Jobs do You all Have? So I've been studying to be a history teacher. But I recently come to the realization that I would be absolutely horrible at it. So i'm trying to change my career path and need some ideas. That do you guys do for work? ,1.4658490566037763,3.37417898113208,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,79.94339622641509,8.013584905660379,23.807547169811322,8.841846274778883,1.72109358490566,198,7,44,5,5,69,42,53,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.6313,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34866729701492816,0.2839164926743487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263503912634746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37207209205992736,0.0,0.0,0.3270717015130037,0.0,0.0,0.343221970776042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443901585707857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32543482361418125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237730423414109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994873431105224,0.0,0.0,0.2341344888197187,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,go2hell50,2019/03/27,"It’s not all doom and gloom, what’s the most impulsive thing you’ve ever done? I’ll start, When I was around 10 years old (not diagnosed ), I climbed to the top of a 2 story slide. Then proceeded to clime onto the roof of the slide and jump off for no other reason than my friend was there and we had talked about it jokingly... Long story short, didn’t know I should roll as I hit the ground. Instead my knees buckled and I kneed myself in the shin and lost a tooth 🦷 ",4.1828911564625875,4.167177969387755,4.6269387755102045,90.98115646258506,70.3265306122449,8.165986394557821,23.47619047619048,7.793537801064563,0.7359333333333322,363,7,85,4,6,115,74,98,0.086,0.8370000000000001,0.077,-0.2124,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,8,0,6,3,2,1,2,15,10,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,0,9,2,12,2,2,19,1,3,0,0,3,7,0,1,8,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718515988261915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099527377313853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125082189532515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762323261595543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359346627447228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782803098039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702503526834156,0.0,0.0,0.3333566941760048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32044335356269016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139799469649235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216148465983966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454516615806317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287989845799814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665373441174036 adhd,saint-somnia,2019/03/27,"Energy Drain After Hyperfocus? So, today I had a weird moment of hyperfocus for maybe an hour or 2, and when I came out of it I was exhausted- head aching, unable to really think too hard, etc. It could have been because I didn't sleep well or hadn't had dinner yet, but I've had similar experiences before. Anyone else get a serious energy drain after hyperfocusing, or is it just me?",5.161200000000001,6.059706720000001,7.409333333333333,68.65800000000002,68.46666666666667,11.333333333333336,25.666666666666664,11.20814326018867,3.1548666666666665,304,8,56,10,5,109,57,75,0.13699999999999998,0.805,0.057999999999999996,-0.3981,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,10,4,2,0,0,10,13,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,8,1,5,1,7,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984649514791312,0.2635409895900073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679220332814675,0.0,0.2188658926846728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941785452007407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053604365919993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486509358639608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868559963240538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159973127327384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343810730961947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040871986732506,0.0,0.26397061229179186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532990287575305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25840098579209336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647746550670736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573947274175394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480912500653044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438040328595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312617573370477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LittleBlueDoll,2019/03/27,"Read the ""FAQ"" and now I'm mad- my doctor made me feel dumb! TITRATION I have resumed taking my ADHD after having a baby last year. I have a new psychiatrist who basically told me when I complained about feeling sluggish and distracted in the afternoon was: ""it wears off"". Like.... WHAT? I understand that my medication won't last 24 hours but I think that wanting it to last at least 10 hours isn't too much to ask! I have homework and papers to write in the afternoon! I need suggestions, reassurance and maybe a new doctor? He's the only shrink in town, though, and this isn't the first time he's said something stupid. TL;DL first post here, doctor made me feel stupid, medication still isn't right but now I feel dumb.",2.517721822541965,5.117943266187054,3.4743597122302137,86.65811031175062,80.36690647482015,6.584364508393287,22.21630695443645,7.793537801064563,1.1347463788968826,570,18,111,10,15,182,86,139,0.175,0.7929999999999999,0.032,-0.9640000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,5,1,8,0,9,6,1,2,0,18,24,9,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,5,5,14,2,10,18,2,26,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,19,66,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655460741319486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287755882907324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42297209727214896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785976842524863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433639820171925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271307650309778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368484993820655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729661187964915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606805774327188,0.0,0.0,0.13838616878411336,0.0,0.0,0.27753281157592113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126047450487427,0.10213824027483144,0.0,0.26607534628544266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476340081809753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319243050205358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377850656796185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763585931140065,0.1310296914284998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604497785237806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000556236850104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356919453315296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826322128920308,0.13533650347735646,0.0,0.08032184360432824,0.0,0.0,0.13162391560527004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340030646432106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124721497555512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870505998783182 adhd,catnation,2019/03/27,"Avoiding social interaction so you don't have to deal with the ""after""? (Explanation inside) I've found myself more socially withdrawn lately and I think I've figured out why, but I want to know if this is an ADHD thing or just a ""me"" thing. Whenever I go to an event or have to network or even go to a bar/party, I enjoy myself (generally). I like people, I like my friends, and I like conversation. However. EVERY TIME the social interaction is over and I go home, I feel like every stupid thing I did or said comes rushing back into my head and I spend a lot of time obsessing over it/stressing that I somehow ruined the relationships forever - or at the very least my friends/colleagues/professors/future employers think I'm weird. It's worse when these events are in the afternoon/evening when adderall wears off. It has gotten to the point where I avoid being social so that I don't have to be anxious about it later. Is this something anyone else has experienced? I feel like the reason I ""mess up"" in social situations has a lot to do with ADHD (I don't think before I speak and say something that sounds weird but would have made perfect sense if I had thought it through, for example) but I can't be sure. Any corroborating stories or experiences would be great. And I want to apologize for a somewhat disjointed/all-over-the-place post, but, well, we all know what subreddit this is. TL;DR Basically, the ""why can't you just be normal"" meme is real, just going on inside my head. Anyone else feel the same? 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I have a new doctor who doesn’t want to prescribe me Ativan again and would rather me switch to anti-depressants which I really don’t want to do. My old Ativan prescription is about to run out and I have a lot of traveling coming up... is there a reason why I can have my old doc re-up the Ativan and keep getting adderall through my new doc? I just don’t want to have to go through unnecessary hurdles, just writing this is giving me anxiety.",11.11718181818182,6.589245718181817,10.796818181818182,66.63522727272729,60.0,13.90909090909091,42.04545454545455,11.20814326018867,4.549454545454545,439,16,83,8,4,146,62,110,0.051,0.8859999999999999,0.063,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,15,1,0,1,0,19,23,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,13,0,15,21,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467453419754332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950182731545972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290429174495791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103869528257544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101758531159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134866115365867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976723391271762,0.1793370517791584,0.10624655760930628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616750449753456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589360569834715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765649918379195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611100704235602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923398517632842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976333882788755,0.19221313920115707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079939120025903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869101735260678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280212165563568,0.0,0.0,0.120388043861712 adhd,beffernilly,2019/03/27,I just picked up my new meds finally!!!! When you finally have strength enough at 31 to ask for help with ADHD since your dumb a$$ stoped them in 8th grade and it's in your hand after a week of fighting the insurance company! I almost cried! Progress!,2.4061224489795947,4.8194867551020435,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,79.40816326530611,7.185306122448982,24.08571428571429,8.238735603445708,1.4598865306122448,197,7,41,4,5,61,45,49,0.138,0.645,0.217,0.6891,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,3,1,2,2,3,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,6,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173776862877711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644420104627409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688292051844965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900839079249272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728693984185132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785822958728293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700995951123932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933378252633802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505400301726044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218453039639852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118322805856872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sailingpj,2019/03/27,"College late policy thoughts In a few threads recently I noticed a bunch of people commenting about issues of being late to class and getting assignments turned in on time etc. I have had the opportunity to work closely with a few faculty, and taught a couple lab classes. One thing I've learned is that even the strictest policies can be bent very easily. Faculty have had lots of experience with students trying to game the system, so they often get very strict in their official policies (all the stuff in the syllabus). That said, they will generally do whatever they reasonably can for students who are legitimately making an effort. First off, register with your schools disability resources department. That makes it official and makes it a lot easier for your teacher to give you leeway. Next, talk to your faculty regularly. Go to office hours, make your face known. Being friendly, showing up to office hours, and participating in class regularly can score you a lot of leniency when it comes to late assignments or attendance policies. Remember, they are people too and most of them their own idiosyncrasies (that's why they fit into academia). Lastly, if you have done all of the above but you run into someone who just won't work with you at all then you have some choices to make. There is lots of advice I could give here, but realistically nobody is going to read it. If you have a specific question let me know, I've had plenty of experience contacting Dean's and department chairs because of issues in the classroom. I can help you phrase things correctly, or tell you when there really aren't any good options. TLDR: Register with SDR. Be friendly, show that you care as best you can. That will get you plenty of leniency most of the time.",6.797767548906792,8.412580341772156,6.8902991944764125,71.24578250863064,65.20253164556962,10.428998849252014,33.66743383199079,10.537671172512404,3.884859493670886,1412,61,233,37,22,452,176,316,0.011000000000000001,0.903,0.086,0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,16,8,6,11,6,0,0,16,0,30,1,1,6,4,49,49,17,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,0,7,4,0,7,2,0,0,2,7,1,29,6,42,33,16,37,0,0,0,0,38,15,0,14,14,173,44,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995258861631168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926096712575633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062086343634360164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688448045790036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384207513192194,0.0,0.0,0.08773409097576143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131832045544225,0.11269423280896056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422712082874727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358881107167144,0.0672704540715602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992561752761713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663290071534836,0.0,0.0,0.1573769207347633,0.0,0.15963605278400989,0.1954061188648981,0.11576652598681288,0.0854262996589995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826739017251167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060194586048732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126082640914386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597367173904804,0.083020713888303,0.3446710939180501,0.0,0.0,0.10414773541493184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34635428356517384,0.0,0.0,0.33992575048920737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831780869243056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595602033809585,0.0,0.0,0.06901567230012412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121886039827589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409444387150845,0.0,0.10187678915167833,0.0,0.06524722300965967,0.10471796863368944,0.10056382478067658,0.0,0.1153753202155042,0.0,0.09688193840477548,0.0,0.0,0.10307685550270264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629651978171098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165929980492988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186255092704695,0.08902071385038209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532820199822618,0.0,0.0,0.08085690981053778,0.11877820698187133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914893978076397,0.11078271256523356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680725580800607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190308600822801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829490099196793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlehDeh,2019/09/22,Just got diagnosed at 18! Might have dyslexia too. I’ve always had a bad attention span but I never really considered having ADHD until my girlfriend brought it up this summer. I read up on it for a long time and was dumb founded by the amount I identified with the symptoms. I recently went to counseling services at my university and was told I have ADHD and that we’ll have follow up appointments about the possibility of dyslexia. What should I expect?,5.0329579831932785,7.218892564705888,6.221008403361349,72.0888235294118,70.41176470588233,9.563025210084033,30.966386554621852,9.957137785484203,3.5649327731092453,368,16,60,10,7,123,64,85,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,1,12,16,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,8,0,9,0,13,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,6,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545826838037906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889538656930046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189607447247002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048765895358514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898823893177865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162153637127232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009640940012057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409025157095126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514283588787846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600551028245583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271475996126847,0.0,0.14547720056206312,0.0,0.2242201741634393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602945633714945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241575842197725,0.0,0.0,0.21699054490331654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051113323306267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dopaminjutsu,2019/09/22,"Found my cracktonite, or kryptocaine 4x and grand strategy games. Now I did the stupid thing of choosing to buy one in the first place, knowing full well my history with addictive games. It was an impulse purchase made in stress, something I chose not to consider carefully, and I regret it. But having bought it, and all the DLC, and not being above sunk cost fallacy....I have stayed up until 2am for like 5 nights in a row where the only reason I decide to sleep is because I have software that shuts down my computer at 2am no matter what I do. I was late to work and personally noticed a hit in performance. I'm a 28 year old man, what the fuck is wrong with me, etc. Remember kids. Don't do school. Stay in drugs. And if you're saying ""just one more turn..."" to yourself, then you've already lost.",4.281801029159522,5.227918918238999,5.0384676958261885,84.68439108061753,70.50943396226415,8.54911377930246,28.29102344196684,8.841846274778883,2.042617610062894,624,22,128,11,11,202,115,159,0.135,0.81,0.055,-0.9148,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,4,10,2,1,9,0,12,4,1,2,1,24,22,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,8,0,0,6,2,4,0,4,6,1,3,7,1,11,4,18,13,4,22,0,2,0,1,6,12,1,2,9,81,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006254102283514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822720983350691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068769877514053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840449878388494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915478055001756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421113764994326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404957499609656,0.0,0.1811032572531237,0.0,0.1526994297285432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907745547489583,0.0,0.1863219147692067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069500110456135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030543115856068,0.0,0.0,0.15629033094184802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500331892632593,0.0,0.0,0.1880501276693774,0.17332088431231754,0.0,0.2238504900286297,0.1256212238418868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422236464641747,0.17257023732740506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982496737492406,0.0,0.0,0.1871083849994187,0.0,0.0,0.1313519004897734,0.0,0.16716351406786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529191012314945,0.0,0.0,0.12715795588988044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35210408144899763,0.0,0.0,0.18920468322355288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973335230388616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966038486582825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485100257965584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024763778088793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059033558030435,0.0,0.10636575473516376 adhd,rosie_roads,2019/09/22,"Keep forgetting to order my goddamn meds 😣 I ran out of Vyvanse last Friday cuz I got the days mixed up and thought I had enough to get through the weekend. I have repeatedly thought about the fact that I need to call my Psychiatrist every single day this week, but I seemingly inevitably manage to forget or put it off until his office closes or I'm at work. I need to remember tomorrow or I'm going to punch myself in the tit, I swear to the motherfucking Antichrist. Even if I remember it's probably going to take the three days or so to process the prescription by which point I'll have been off my meds for almost 2 weeks and I'm already bloody pissed at myself anyways. It's so incredibly frustrating to try to remember to do this whole thing every SINGLE month, because I keep fucking it up and when I fuck it up everything else gets completely fucked up too and then my whole fucking life is just essentially fucked! I can't even remember my bloody work schedule when I'm off them, even though it's all in my calendar app and I look at my schedule literally every single day, so I managed to literally quadruple book myself yesterday morning and ended up being an hour and a half late to work. I just want to cry and sleep for like 18 hours, but I can't, and it sucks! 😭",3.852716535433068,5.504638011811025,5.1118188976377965,81.03347637795277,72.4251968503937,8.387086614173228,28.44803149606299,8.982922981607832,2.354581732283464,1021,40,197,21,20,339,141,254,0.193,0.78,0.027000000000000003,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,14,9,8,0,9,0,9,9,3,1,2,38,35,25,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,7,2,0,4,2,8,0,2,6,1,28,1,36,28,7,43,0,0,1,6,3,16,8,7,23,134,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465741745700476,0.0,0.10431540918545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057624170641646565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652496211604822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911214976665994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383597342177216,0.24385425707685135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896708225882287,0.0,0.08372488276700726,0.09767401371720476,0.0,0.18730709030264095,0.0,0.2389349818592284,0.0,0.08495682002203735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369539726600734,0.09877529268335247,0.0,0.10744633453278192,0.0,0.07560369924288006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861845952370392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680439317608138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705397844113504,0.10663314328909797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676882480184697,0.0461822305022743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938078593597843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000143610538716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545236804965066,0.0,0.0,0.14018452411555596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936072252390112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191855012080088,0.0,0.0,0.0950280338187398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283329795735262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605590466156655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459754617980916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107425294186882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280105211621201,0.0,0.09287453594455324,0.15009137584001886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417917487752459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575581749017587,0.0,0.15165137021293332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110771266967081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064553212467971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,savvvvsaysso,2019/09/22,Who else gets driven insane by slow progressing plot lines?? I’ve been watching The Handmaids Tale and it moves so slowly it drives me insane! My friends said they like the slow build up of shows but it drives me nuts!,3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,76.14285714285714,5.152380952380953,20.02380952380953,5.985473137389443,-0.1484476190476185,174,4,35,1,4,50,35,42,0.16,0.76,0.08,-0.5851,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,2,3,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262507833163047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394220087428062,0.0,0.266586055063926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928376943658906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423180299901079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853673086220733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kdlf,2019/09/22,Meditation for focus Hey y'all. I was wondering if anyone has tried meditation as a tool to improve focus and what your results were. I recently started meditation for the purpose of combatting poor mood / lack of motivation but I think its been positively effecting my ability to sort through my thoughts more clearly and apply my focus. Just curious what others experiences are,6.5222051282051305,9.600888015384617,7.878076923076929,57.87608974358977,68.84615384615384,11.71794871794872,40.06410256410256,11.20814326018867,6.186948717948718,311,19,42,12,6,106,52,65,0.05,0.7040000000000001,0.24600000000000002,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,1,14,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,0,8,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29548868713264825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133796114053961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172621977879331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991153587613173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707822131068384,0.0,0.33549372219550433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28691468975602435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582869290475046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ubahsquid,2019/09/22,I picked up a pogo stick for like 6 bucks today I have already learned to ride it and do a 180 twist. If only I had this much dedication to my school work,0.8601960784313754,2.3409689411764703,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,80.17647058823529,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,-0.15183137254901924,120,3,30,1,3,40,30,34,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,18,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921349552152517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787663124217868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278365796863881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391775040404931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513417536796187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227239528927574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246688131348035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,its-tree,2019/09/22,"Being a person. How do you cope with balancing all the aspects of being a person lol... I'm not sure if that makes sense but it's the only way I know how to describe it. Like, I have a very difficult time dealing with everything that comes with being me, let alone trying to be a functioning and contributing member of society. I find myself having to divide my life into groups to try and manage everything without getting burnt out. For example: social life, work life, home life, self care, ect... I don't know what I'm asking, I guess I just want to know if there's anyone out there like me.",3.1392307692307715,5.039007239316246,4.504623931623931,83.60565384615388,74.8974358974359,7.4150427350427375,22.81111111111111,8.238735603445708,1.3859408547008545,465,13,88,8,10,154,78,117,0.067,0.8270000000000001,0.107,0.6787,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,1,9,4,0,3,2,26,21,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,3,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,15,16,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,3,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042644184930766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505871684036108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383408415338973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777192389690956,0.0,0.0,0.14174714070043795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696460817838079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29577779484865235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039771997499293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597172730757185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812727883750408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650592627091126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713007396078321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826576238842947,0.464912310969351,0.16078377575351355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983986417687384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514935502574864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873612493778167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166382101771285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774023452253206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508849109128994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595170491853912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234402701932137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577278953422314,0.09705714469391848,0.1306138686523605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586224384994629,0.0,0.11979595367252027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_charris_,2019/09/22,"How to deal with Ritalin/Methylphenidate side effects About a year ago, I was diagnosed with combined type ADHD. Since then, my doctor had me experiment with medications and dosages to find out what would work for me. Eventually, I found that 20 mg IR methylphenidate (generic Ritalin) worked really well for me. For about a year since then, I've been taking three pills a day (one before school starts, one after lunch, and one before I start homework). Loss of appetite has been a really big deal for me, my parents, and my doctor. Whenever I start taking the medication after a break, I usually drop a few pounds. I've talked with others taking medication, and they have the same problem. Even though I can hear my stomach rumbling and I feel hungry, I can't bring myself to eat. Sometimes, I'll go all day without eating, and every time I try to eat, I can't, because I feel 'full.' Loss of sleep has also been a problem, but for an odd reason. Most nights, when I turn everything off and close my eyes, I don't have any trouble actually falling asleep. My problem is getting to that point. Usually, I'll stay up doing whatever until 2 in the morning just because I can't turn my brain off. I can fall asleep when I try, but I have trouble bringing myself to that point. The comedown from the medication wearing off is a pretty big problem for me as well. The medication usually starts wearing off three to four hours after I take it. After that, I start to feel awful. I usually feel a little down/unhappy, and just kind of sit wherever I am aimlessly and feel 'stuck.' I can't make progress on anything, I don't want to talk or interact with anyone, and I'm just existing. It's like my mind is sinking in quicksand. For me, feeling like this is terrible, and is the reason I occasionally don't take the medication even when I should. Is there anything I can do to alleviate these side effects? Taking this medication has changed my life, so I would love to know how I can minimize its negatives. Any and all help is appreciated.",5.509516994633279,6.5512684082687365,6.283733850129199,76.52246422182468,67.75968992248062,9.36469886702445,32.1972768833234,9.565088089820216,3.016524229775392,1602,67,295,33,26,527,190,387,0.092,0.81,0.098,0.799,1,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,1,7,18,15,0,0,18,1,35,26,8,7,2,55,66,27,0,8,7,1,6,2,0,3,13,1,1,0,12,19,4,0,13,0,0,5,9,9,2,6,7,8,46,6,45,56,6,54,0,2,1,1,10,18,0,2,29,202,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.06540756509854788,0.0,0.08055205164483448,0.0,0.05941437563517914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360055138391253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115975853405836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468660356818298,0.0,0.11031313405906663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081716677211487,0.0,0.11406813046492036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748230200624056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090446642712978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645226209032097,0.13820142515918582,0.0,0.06802983112470852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720760379427088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575254559277564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853988911973229,0.0,0.05647217296061707,0.0,0.060238515898376914,0.06556414665570348,0.0,0.0,0.20334171469524365,0.047883283629257936,0.0,0.0,0.061260416458436724,0.0,0.0,0.0734903895656232,0.0,0.0,0.03501824242673833,0.0,0.0380923375503956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554300896839246,0.0,0.04492601722249307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600696505183466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979711292768946,0.03683565658801465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734234300787979,0.06549089350595126,0.06717751422701689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060493450274988876,0.0,0.04474027813940423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726504763672827,0.0,0.0,0.06767700581364436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289922370605927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625536033567864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442427910840635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267221937697328,0.0,0.0,0.06818938994578984,0.0,0.2565387617008696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587695698471637,0.13782748250528393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783374278484555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088895843222643,0.0,0.06707425946524058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662902836454412,0.0,0.23720622289675375,0.07144064249812504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023706053046797,0.10774568541530688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585256143767071,0.0,0.039083314588705835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101231061147633,0.14580976481108301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29527803621744725,0.0,0.03953358538417216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052858480546827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461053162072923,0.0,0.09759124025596158,0.0,0.0,0.09522648750875054,0.0,0.0,0.08632490514517116 adhd,Woodincrease,2019/09/22,"A few Adhd-esque things, that happened to me this week I currently don\`t know wheter i have adhd, or not, but i am in the process of getting diagnosed. Therefore i am very aware of all the suspicous things, that happen to me. Maybe they amuse you I forgot to lock up my car multiple times I walked with my crotch against a hydrant (very nice) I almost got excluded from my oncomming graduation party, because i forgot to pay my part of the rental fee I lost my sports bag I lost my first over the board chess game of 2019 within 15 minutes, because i blundered my queen in under 10 moves (my elo is 1800 and these games take usually 3 hours) I postponed a task, that took 20 minutes for half the week and beat myself up over it I could go on from here but all the other dumb things that happened are not particullary funny (emotional dysregulation and all, you know the drill) The interesting thing about getting awareness of all these things is, that i realize in what ways i always struggled and therfore feel reinforced in my decission to get tested for adhd",4.982739273927393,6.569418990099013,5.259029702970299,81.34356105610563,69.4950495049505,8.356963696369638,29.30825082508252,8.841846274778883,2.3428147854785486,844,32,156,15,15,267,125,202,0.113,0.835,0.052000000000000005,-0.8858,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,5,2,7,1,1,11,0,7,2,1,1,4,23,24,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,4,5,2,5,2,4,0,2,6,1,30,3,28,17,6,24,0,2,0,0,5,11,1,2,7,110,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571051229998266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695473242279853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549350575404202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457132386310535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122580676635047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868194618235795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426136663377367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410522941294905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784144603952378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871645333490956,0.0,0.07205362779211548,0.0,0.1013998444645216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363410246444982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485559032022901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935310143461804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767969626173218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737043556248445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347501284633552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372934953268513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325409851838221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532494131781884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42114453264612695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739281121441055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086043558652084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396334216077649,0.2092182941267305,0.0,0.1006343424278384,0.2033951447669564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neuronit,2019/09/22,"What the fuck is wrong with me The past few days I've been trying to study and I just keep reading sentences over and over, without taking any information in. This is fucking killing me. I started my first year at college and I feel like I'm going to fuck this whole thing up. In high school I was fine with 5mg of adderall before class, sometimes doubling the dosage during exams. Now that I'm here, I've doubled my dosage within days of classes and I feel like the meds aren't working. I tried taking 15mg instead of 10mg and it felt like it worked for one hour. I don't know if I'm lazy, if I'm just not as intelligent as I thought I was, or if I'm just only built for 2-4 hours of studying per day. I can't keep increasing my dosage or else I'll run out before my next refill. The fuck do I do?",2.8214547206165683,3.4231229710982665,4.083367052023121,91.46451107899807,73.6242774566474,6.4603082851637765,25.399325626204238,5.985473137389443,0.5547152215799609,626,19,145,3,12,206,103,173,0.138,0.8,0.062,-0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,5,0,5,0,10,4,0,0,0,26,30,12,1,3,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,6,1,0,3,5,6,0,2,5,3,17,4,21,25,5,23,0,0,0,4,1,9,4,5,14,83,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988580228321354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494806012358967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557322790938682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104180404668373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366667819915,0.18885646185043284,0.1269119326064735,0.0,0.0,0.11243082659793334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887869735613505,0.0,0.0,0.0751199954151054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396536709658477,0.0,0.0,0.2603380748424219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497235970496874,0.1462357469108476,0.0,0.07264175768534112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937269777703806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682033580763226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057316176658055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956746248645849,0.10052758207071302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617917970796436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221410712197582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377153450468984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072775586227747,0.0,0.09355650780351528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876332043681835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781341434396342,0.0,0.0,0.1049348357389438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948082988625225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757239377814824,0.0,0.12741520083128366,0.0,0.1924548082900769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451626266654258,0.0,0.08511851589752754 adhd,ashkestar,2019/09/22,"Weird anxiety spike after meals on meds? I’ve been on Foquest (16-hour release methylphenidate) for a couple months and it’s going pretty well. But this week I’m talking to my doctor about upping my dose, and I want to clear something up before I do. She’s not a specialist and she’s not a fan of stimulants, so I don’t think she’ll be able to help with this. I don’t have a lot of side effects, but a few times a week I get this weird spike that feels like anxiety after I eat dinner. Not so much psychologically, but physiologically: my heart rate shoots up, I sometimes have hot flashes, sweaty palms, my ears ring - my blood pressure usually seems ok when I check it around that time, but everything else goes wild for a few minutes. It’s definitely a side effect of the meds, but I’m wondering if anyone else experiences it. I’m starting to think it might be related to the release mechanism of the Foquest - if somehow my eating habits are causing it to release a bunch of medication into my system at once, and if that might also mean my dosage during the rest of the day is off. For the record, I’m not drinking alcohol or caffeine with my meals, so those aren’t the issue. So, yeah - does anyone else notice this? Is it just Foquest, or is it a common stimulant side effect that I haven’t heard of? Anyone have any tried and true ways to avoid it?",6.273034825870647,5.974836552238809,6.788447761194033,78.21525870646768,65.94029850746269,9.534726368159204,31.29950248756219,9.029198982220553,2.4230529353233834,1068,36,212,16,15,350,143,268,0.055,0.845,0.10099999999999999,0.9154,1,1,4,1,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,11,8,0,2,17,2,18,14,4,6,2,44,33,21,0,4,15,0,2,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,18,9,7,1,9,1,1,1,8,4,1,0,2,5,21,4,31,26,6,27,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,11,13,138,39,1,0.11979752482559335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802712128483024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958020373213734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146642491357299,0.0,0.18328955718266812,0.0,0.0,0.25129564436773943,0.2454934424006615,0.0,0.10664519564495514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193887012195424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306505774284834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255368263418033,0.0,0.07725949291055151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261784291476685,0.10483562127615036,0.0,0.0,0.11735596693505347,0.0,0.2451655507628828,0.3002263797274482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076662907242504,0.1171849666221701,0.0,0.0,0.0605732280646918,0.08558337567208117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258926226087648,0.0,0.06808369409342767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196064372092132,0.08029775566715032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797643057948833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503749154384294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852701942307197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184757160669118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304946243829015,0.2661360873249231,0.12068340292296152,0.0,0.2541724847881746,0.0,0.0,0.09562124138073427,0.0,0.08806496482668333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639027602658638,0.0,0.12758045417100358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187715073522427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905916732084872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222598738826324,0.11848281526728988,0.0,0.08479330466603137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628871260522397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352283339239695,0.0,0.0,0.13970980022395674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133465564052034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194004872856613,0.0,0.07065968398897662,0.0950896990907644,0.19218869667957533,0.0,0.10771236192256248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299153054530827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asantesanasquashban,2019/09/22,"Woke up too late to take my medicine this morning. Was writing one of my classmates about not wanting to meal prep today and he said ""You still have plenty of time today haha"". Explained to him what my mindset/mindframe unmedicated was the best and only way I knew how to. Today's been a clusterfuck [https://www.moleculardevices.com/sites/default/files/images/page/what-is-action-potential.jpg](https://www.moleculardevices.com/sites/default/files/images/page/what-is-action-potential.jpg) &#x200B; My response: ""*Haha part of the working on patience with myself is understanding that my baseline without the proper stimulus/motivation is the failed initiations and unless I have some kind of intervention (immediate due date/instant gratification) I'll never reach the threshold XD""* &#x200B; \#sciencenerds",13.57296081277213,19.17789086792453,8.629622641509433,47.71544992743108,60.132075471698116,7.035123367198839,34.568940493468794,8.139509932561175,3.6420966618287385,696,28,68,10,13,189,81,106,0.042,0.917,0.040999999999999995,0.2086,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,6,2,7,1,0,1,1,15,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,1,10,4,14,8,3,11,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,8,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570914528280819,0.4004664218795253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293289960885352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159941891746686,0.0,0.0,0.1858859565868127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709323885961474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166336102476436,0.1253272938418433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844734389192055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674936582269552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159843353245498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238986781152415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608813017436207,0.0,0.4685940113397189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154819531364188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719514167693777,0.13079957697781494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588479697369737,0.0,0.11996628095998435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004664218795253,0.0 adhd,AloneByYourSide,2019/09/22,"Is school a requirement for life's success? Cause I sure hope not. I can't study or do tests for the life of me. No matter how much Adderall I take, I can't remember anything or put myself through the trouble of studying 80 terms for a test. I don't know how to get through this and I feel like I'm just going to fail college. Has anyone gone through this, or know how to get over this?",1.0415853658536598,2.9676930975609785,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,81.4390243902439,5.0756097560975615,23.664634146341466,5.985473137389443,0.25916585365853706,302,11,70,2,8,96,54,82,0.102,0.742,0.156,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,4,1,18,16,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,1,8,4,12,15,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,44,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592645864564286,0.0,0.218816570031079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731569473882224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444919601935787,0.18996207432506315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778480282223801,0.0,0.15111953292489316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641029526755336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922680820623321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37563212042084704,0.129907402300525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547024480477215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673072496684843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012177199480457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26910933235933016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506116417525084,0.0,0.1999269301138223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clover_bee,2019/09/22,"Lack of self care :( I'm frustrated with myself because my family doesn't understand ADHD (they were refugees from a country with little mental awareness) so they think I'm just lazy and disgusting because my room is a mess and so am I. It's not that I'm not trying. I want to be neat and I want to look nice and shower more than I do, which is unspeakable. I'm gross, and a lot of us in the mental illness community struggle with basic self care but we don't talk about it because it's shameful. I'm already ashamed enough at my academic troubles. It's like my brain is screaming at me at every hour of the day, but my body refuses to move. People think I do this on purpose. I'm tired of being this way. I almost got treatment a few years ago but the psych changed his mind after a short meeting with my parents. I just want to get treated. I'm so overwhelmed with the smallest things.",2.467741712707184,4.355986447513819,3.7511567679558016,88.3174533839779,76.79005524861878,6.292955801104973,26.782113259668503,7.1686216300943375,1.3126930939226509,701,28,142,8,16,229,109,181,0.213,0.7170000000000001,0.07,-0.972,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,0,6,16,2,4,9,0,11,4,2,0,0,29,29,11,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,2,9,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,2,2,20,6,22,25,5,15,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,2,6,91,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386960837017393,0.0,0.1282444582391894,0.0,0.14486975859446172,0.0,0.159650966108854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26457513571569485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606998065782661,0.0,0.16150363559558548,0.0,0.0,0.2950088485677099,0.0,0.1530455346281892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933025332404656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494865502176922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218937866383303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638543800321687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755860089497701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570873104729745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247439921044155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068023578033045,0.14500100061302684,0.0,0.0,0.12148942581079085,0.0,0.0,0.1229963604122518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915940155097136,0.0,0.14607914083140433,0.0,0.0,0.1537651902258143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064296312235438,0.0,0.0,0.10029849015732123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30185233025215225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512443070141455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162831966672614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611474202416646,0.18540206162559875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628107394238295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822390913550848,0.0,0.0,0.1506103678740312,0.17402458317043298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599679466347763,0.11483520634174695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316508483459476 adhd,1398_Days,2019/09/22,I haven’t used my library card in 10 years because I keep forgetting to pay the fines that I got for forgetting to return my library books On the plus side: my library is going fine free and now I won’t have to worry about it!,8.134375000000002,4.893337020833336,8.27416666666667,78.48750000000003,64.20833333333334,11.266666666666667,36.5,8.841846274778883,2.908425,179,6,39,2,2,59,35,48,0.09,0.797,0.113,0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934158589408466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735523842333335,0.0,0.3849656160851119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42783049220808095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157167860308987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888165756735265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30996238534766274 adhd,iMiTCH3LL94,2019/09/22,"Staying focused Ok, I’m 25 years old and as long as I can remember I have the hardest time sticking with something. Wether that be learning to play guitar to getting on a routine of making my bed everyday and it just fades out. Now I really want to go back to school but I know I will have the most difficult time trying to study, retain information and trying to paying attention. Any of you who have went through school successfully, what are some ways or methods that helped you through the process?",5.28645112781955,6.900134336842108,5.3533834586466185,80.85368421052634,68.78947368421052,8.375939849624057,32.5187969924812,8.841846274778883,2.7646691729323303,402,18,73,7,7,126,71,95,0.038,0.851,0.111,0.6133,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,18,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,15,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,9,49,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161064971069036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827387464982728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416270076444436,0.0,0.13506238979819934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929227872028984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060662927238442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031342271886774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863371151086833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493744700279068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522451467254798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692119563787129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481030464321424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295514695580933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533040638881813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771521103214954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226984995599031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401725612720243,0.18863609231847026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203046129743325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303928214676615 adhd,PsychicPissJug,2019/09/22,"For those who self-medicate with caffeine, what's your sweet spot in milligrams? Mine seems to be about 3 coke zeroes, which doing the math is 34mgx3= 102mg. After that I don't seem to need anymore for the day. And I try not to have caffeine everyday but it will increase to daily and then I take a break for a couple of days up to a couple of weeks. I know tolerance builds but what's your caffeine sweet spot in milligrams?",3.1694850498338885,4.831740500000002,3.6084053156146174,91.0743023255814,74.23255813953489,6.309634551495018,25.07641196013289,6.868970318607317,0.8514970099667782,337,11,70,3,7,105,61,86,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,16,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026569543300226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558446091406406,0.0,0.3254927436381385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868623719780615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803065422161145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187116050041312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594641545376466,0.2632585090002863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973754134453447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133066255008106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242181194127906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Takiams,2019/09/22,"ADHD & Breakups I was in a relationship for two years and I would like to ask this community for advice... My ex-boyfriend recently broke up with me due to us constantly fighting. He has diagnosed ADHD but never was medicated for it. He is also a type one diabetic and I honestly forgot that he even had ADHD because he never addressed it. I am very organized, driven, on time, with extreme anxiety. If anything threatened those markers it would trigger my anxiety. My partner with his ADHD symptoms would send my untreated anxiety into complete overdrive. Coupled with my daily fevers (a by-product of me not taking care of my autoimmune disease). I was a raging bitch, I’m sure of it. No excuses for me. I have to take personal responsibility for blowing off my rheumy appts thinking that some Advil will do the trick.  My partner kept asking me what he could do better... I didn’t have any answers because I didn’t know at the time why I was behaving the way I was until my counseling sessions. These bi-weekly sessions have been eye-opening for me - shining a light on my anxiety. Also, the light bulb moment re. my partners ADHD symptoms - the frustration that I had with him triggered my anxiety. If I had know all of this before - I could have communicated this to my partner and could have put a plan in place. Instead, we fought over this repeatedly because the root cause was never defined. I feel horrible, just tremendous regret on how I handled things with my partner. I loved him & always circle back to him. More positives than negatives for me. With that said, I understand why he threw in the towel. For him, the negatives outweighed the positives. The counseling and the meds have helped me tremendously. I am managing my anxiety better and see things with so much more clarity these days. I am getting stronger every day.  I feel absolutely 100% guilty because I now realize the things I was getting upset over are things he can’t control. I guess my question is if I should reach out and tell him that it wasn’t his fault or I guess if it’s helpful to hear that if you have ADHD. I’m pretty sure he’s hyperfocusing on the negatives in our relationship, I just feel so incredibly guilty.",4.714701588664664,6.8446732116788365,5.8051903535136695,74.97274044654358,71.1411192214112,8.825561757549734,32.7695005009303,9.402419484367199,3.3958123085730643,1754,85,297,41,34,581,209,411,0.141,0.743,0.115,-0.7676,1,0,0,0,2,0,57.0,3,1,0,5,11,18,6,1,19,0,39,8,0,6,6,62,66,19,0,13,10,0,3,1,5,5,7,2,1,6,24,17,0,3,10,0,0,4,12,10,0,2,20,9,60,8,43,38,5,37,0,2,2,1,40,16,1,10,17,224,84,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356012366445042,0.07258291176064494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879904988901185,0.06180465859693555,0.16095883340483974,0.0,0.05051110679995847,0.0,0.3409315582950672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061123883888019225,0.0,0.13887848584309195,0.0,0.0,0.05711465399952673,0.0,0.1811149953156154,0.0,0.06320450616630963,0.0,0.0,0.13138446041308138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573065125981003,0.07630324126272546,0.0,0.0,0.07787832927063304,0.08026736700884995,0.08330830082261871,0.17791312508790946,0.08218641271377758,0.0,0.09580541927194147,0.0,0.0,0.07538988959123807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049059451969833766,0.0,0.06258182350436435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267049444871845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776136405628134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364962623613852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371590832082072,0.0,0.09957300855176347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164171620830507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036288133815842616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703815755273937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250532869494173,0.07482655904553517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054602357332045735,0.0,0.1718616838779528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050332216529591765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485606785908593,0.07760396281120582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556671087251654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466919570506729,0.0832075681128124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333986665947231,0.1594920318874369,0.0,0.0,0.07065471564763649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918938637349981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001094057264946,0.1544050968656937,0.11169456189382486,0.0,0.06492162860707512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973861338599987,0.04759389062391277,0.0,0.0,0.08662337456933622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255812304209466,0.07732528228191171,0.08934643881157382,0.0,0.0,0.06128654625851403,0.0,0.058957858423823874,0.059580764677139235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404740895918238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829337499645765,0.0,0.0,0.047832141872720516 adhd,TitusAndromedon-,2019/09/22,"Does ritalin affect female sex drive? Sorry if this isnt allowed - genuine question though. I've just been diagnosed with ADHD and I'm about to start ritalin soon. I've already been on prozac for a while and I hate how it killed my sex drive and takes me ages to orgasm. My partner has also noticed my low sex drive and it makes me feel bad. Will ritalin do the same, or do stimulants improve this? Thanks in advance.",2.6498780487804865,4.975447097560977,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,78.02439024390246,6.539024390243903,26.103658536585364,7.645422480735847,1.5625804878048777,330,13,63,5,8,106,61,82,0.17,0.76,0.069,-0.8475,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,2,0,7,9,1,5,0,16,14,10,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,1,6,1,7,11,1,11,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,3,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064654683667021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814034526354843,0.2039267498363914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291783795479768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882387391530104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315587550824026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893777493367825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517638331096446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821243420795821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702172696395661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903239479770943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856630409567854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854563009196528,0.18049327041370702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173140696568933,0.0,0.0,0.23477358715493254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25054031116582937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mollusc6,2019/09/22,"Trying to read is like trying to walk straight across an extremely slippery floor I cut caffine out awhile back because I found out that it's exacerbating my bipolar and triggering severe mood swings. My adhd has grown 10x fold worse since. I miss reading so much I'm almost driven to tears but my mind just keeps slipping. I tried explaining it to my boyfriend today what I'm struggling with and the best analogy I could come up with was trying to walk straight on a slippery floor, like lube covered linoleum slippery. My eyes track the page I absorb a sentence and my mind drifts off on a tangent only to realize what's happening try and right it and try and refocus.... I've gone from easily consuming 300 pages a day and retaining it to just about nothing. I quit my medication because it sent me into severe manias too before this. Guess caffine was the last ballast. Just wanted to share and commiserate. Thanks.",6.077456140350879,7.5678648888888915,5.838845029239768,78.58177631578948,66.77777777777777,8.74093567251462,32.96345029239766,9.075114841892004,2.9389450292397656,740,32,129,13,12,230,111,171,0.085,0.772,0.14300000000000002,0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,1,1,8,0,5,3,1,1,0,30,19,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,14,0,2,3,2,0,8,0,3,0,0,6,1,15,5,20,12,4,25,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,2,6,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452797171809985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708622092304829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052681457958648,0.0,0.16690672531133213,0.0,0.11649236586683777,0.0,0.14366878105186287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179277838389794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930402549526183,0.0,0.0,0.08828959065423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501044913085136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081149501673738,0.0,0.12106078844005368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168358366952176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159229773386936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376548026422871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379129973732057,0.0,0.0,0.2764612513550297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063772622128338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313598613121737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411910966341333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456106876169567,0.27387538494261204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691240299902292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093175237413367,0.0,0.1132456284119788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431182786928943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603972092987833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297658042891251,0.0,0.0,0.5576793102293677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074754751971941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951345322082045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mais69,2019/09/22,"adhd med side effects help!! (elvanse and dexaphetamime) I've been on Elvanse a little while now to help me with school work and overall it helps my concentration but there are quite a few negative side effects I've gotten too. I don't know if you would get any of the same but I've had a massive loss of appetite and also every evening they leave me feeling anxious and low, sort of like a 'comedown'. Would be interesting to know if anyone else experiences similar things.",4.832904761904763,6.658668988888887,5.026507936507937,81.925,70.22222222222221,7.365079365079365,31.74603174603175,7.957251820313856,2.2926031746031748,379,17,69,5,7,119,67,90,0.155,0.7040000000000001,0.141,-0.527,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,5,5,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,18,12,10,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,2,7,6,2,7,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,44,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523221291479741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789895443416045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277491321602995,0.0,0.0,0.23718658705316986,0.0,0.14680368366163826,0.2151211678372007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753883899869349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867165938689674,0.0,0.17689405332420613,0.0,0.0,0.20537385134371056,0.0,0.0,0.1061583025071507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096915262579926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221802457508829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076882857886785,0.0,0.0,0.22230940398742136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257219618741104,0.2104275816010975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332099193734163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223310348644924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124831591256664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948312518432165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284793512242462,0.0,0.0,0.29828849282986225,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,busterfellar,2019/09/22,"Is it possible to take my meds if I have half my thyroid removed? Got a big nodule on the right side, borderline hyperthyroidism as well, surgery to remove half of it is recommended. Can I still take my meds? Anyone going trough a similar experience?",4.6958695652173885,7.063135760869567,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,71.82608695652173,9.817391304347826,31.06521739130435,10.125756701596842,3.692365217391304,199,9,34,6,4,67,36,46,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,1,5,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354751397302564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707670364338958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731386551132648,0.0,0.2213851263809189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6149328000870788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120544698632872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23638876300744965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105571349117206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162437189592107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488796802673643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brittniq,2019/09/22,Supplements with Adderall I’m on 30 mg of Adderall (it was just prescribed and I have not taken them yet) and would like to know what supplements work best with it. I am also out of shape after having a baby and eat lots of sugar and fat. With information I am willing to make distant changes to help my brain function as well as possible,4.180298507462688,5.598353000000002,5.1345074626865665,82.11758208955227,71.23880597014927,7.748059701492537,29.817910447761196,8.238735603445708,2.1610023880597016,269,11,51,4,5,88,50,67,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,1,0,15,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,5,3,14,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476734417522017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250195252071945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457366467821833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276300855532133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169086871964176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075907993934025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020746262498265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130772519360855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26330273655156755,0.0,0.0,0.20673255005102129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491493286249084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27846476069322706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254711727304595,0.0,0.0,0.22000773591243344,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Auggiefroggie,2019/09/22,"Advice on ADHD lifestyle? Anyone have an ADHD “routine” they’d like to share? This could be anything from diet and exercise habits, supplements or tips with meds (I’ve been struggling with side effects from mine, hence the post about other things I can do alongside) or even games that might help calm ADHD? Thanks in advance :)",4.598333333333333,7.597772396551727,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,75.0344827586207,5.2459770114942526,25.18390804597701,6.42735559955562,1.0531632183908055,261,9,42,2,6,76,52,58,0.040999999999999995,0.721,0.23800000000000002,0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7594132988302587,0.2058263674078936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727822997051826,0.0,0.17333152772956606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681718711413735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911991873888951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118165105906527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290376318818632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339637758412685,0.0,0.0,0.2234464136515084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017264623496533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201974594555068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392090648878252,0.0,0.0,0.13993400761830627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ttoasterroven,2019/09/22,"help mess issue ok so the problem isn’t the medication itself, it’s when i take them. i take vivance(idk how to spell it) which is just an altered version of adderall so that the side effects aren’t so bad. anyways, i need them to last all day aka; 7:00-2:10. but i have no idea when to take them because i take it on my way out before i get ready so that it can last through as many classes as possible. this sounds like a good option right?? well, i’m late to the car to go to school just about every single day. which is really bad for my stress and my brother’s stress and it makes my dad angry. it lasts 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 long enough through the day when i take it on my way out (6:30ish) but i don’t want to be late anymore it really does a number on my and my brother stress levels. if i were to take it right when i wake up, that would be 5:00-5:40 (depends on how i feel that day) help idk what to do, i really don’t want a repeat of last year.",0.7904924439812433,2.5196596386138634,2.3424544033350716,97.20434340802505,81.32673267326733,5.242730588848358,19.542470036477333,6.05967700443912,-0.27942970297029657,725,18,174,5,19,236,108,202,0.153,0.732,0.115,-0.9055,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,1,15,11,0,3,9,1,13,2,1,5,1,24,27,18,0,6,5,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,18,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,1,2,22,4,24,23,4,32,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,3,18,110,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621204505320683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884405152106655,0.06528570527439102,0.0,0.09113217278108733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762763781266283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372183486359023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066045379054233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023435034123044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054151766439000784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559540777308513,0.0,0.06086603634388015,0.08982838891373747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357053270529213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209001588027115,0.0,0.11178207360798627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491953651193393,0.2416215240145289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232247954136141,0.0,0.0,0.0947780092588225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148848220893715,0.10858016068933506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788956865842557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941151623989286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073645665137872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247794305509206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058284022876654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292153706515304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838849278339836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680398301599823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831444178884355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633788313009015,0.1700181859358246,0.0,0.0,0.09629360778319952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607906500801585,0.0,0.0,0.06896734555862702 adhd,KyleSherzenberg,2019/09/22,"At my next checkup I am going to ask to try Vyvanse I haven't taken medication for my ADHD in 25 years. I stopped because Ritalin was such a radical change that a 7 year old me noticed I hope this is a good idea",3.2336231884057973,3.4881835217391317,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,72.47826086956522,8.742028985507247,32.72463768115942,8.841846274778883,2.647211594202899,166,8,36,3,3,60,39,46,0.046,0.815,0.139,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160650163708756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458618160213111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603173500440472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27821043517140603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946429104692788,0.2205850301968847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121018124551537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968857117755322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649365534463917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27969474502180497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29941788828371474,0.2759656365003943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987290675705545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785541575663401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387161717273585 adhd,ValuableYogurtcloset,2019/09/22,"Mini rant: No matter how hard I try I can’t stick to one thing long enough to become good Even with meds. While meds do help a lot and have changed my life for the better I can’t help but burn out of things fast. No matter what I tend to lose interest in things quickly. A few months ago I played and studied chess intensively for 30 days, burned out and cancelled my chess.com account. Two weeks ago I took a udemy course on wireshark. I already have a decent understanding of basic networking so I figured this would be a good next step. Spent hours practicing and doing malware analysis exercises. After three weeks of all this I’m burnt out. Haven’t opened up wireshark since. I just found another job after about a year and a half of unemployment and I’m starting to think that this cycle will never end. I always pick up something new quickly, become alright at it, get bored and either don’t touch it for awhile or never again. If and whenever I do decide to pick up something again, I tend to have to start over from pretty much square one. Pisses me off. I wish I weren’t like this. Wish I could stick to something, get good at it and go far but no. Not entirely sure if this is due to ADHD or my aspergers but burnout hits me like a ton of bricks. This makes me sad and has me feeling like I’m broken. Sorry if this isn’t the place for this. I really needed to get this out.",2.40036247924737,4.507282910071947,3.393669064748199,89.77583287216379,77.81294964028775,6.147426674045379,21.84338682899834,7.1686216300943375,0.6290847814056448,1091,31,224,13,26,349,160,278,0.127,0.706,0.168,0.9075,4,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,9,15,1,0,10,1,18,3,1,4,4,49,40,21,0,8,11,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,16,0,0,6,3,2,3,12,4,0,5,4,4,23,11,37,31,7,44,0,2,1,0,2,16,1,6,28,150,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292426206192398,0.0,0.19608717285061453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205403265366213,0.0,0.0920312136034845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159777175857495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443063928155622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782006417437256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700414432988655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830812643973683,0.0,0.0,0.07133029455666805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796212903695174,0.11428328137465392,0.0,0.07305276019645428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055924599519505895,0.07901536970882445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127134693881148,0.0,0.0,0.17335774588845912,0.0,0.06285868274870625,0.2783076345889127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907927108319337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827077808052647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892245375881708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975719517626736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812272785243768,0.16210627501030625,0.0,0.0,0.09788087369275993,0.0,0.12373734970809948,0.0,0.09403138706848088,0.0,0.0,0.07382888870847154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457117538038263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828288999332164,0.0,0.0813065119192884,0.08201130886386454,0.1706089227822991,0.10682182964264487,0.11762838548697815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498959811680399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155574197817682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252381725746073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085562007562488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149259807440473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554446035699748,0.0,0.12381188769127252,0.15657186373883844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424276317663513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044073044037774,0.0708704426764259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288488038275534,0.07509271321804309,0.0,0.10804383151606016,0.11514244609045053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743937771489032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543778001797332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856975907119179,0.0,0.0,0.07122521450217642 adhd,syndicatecomplex,2019/09/22,"I've been subscribed to r/ADHD for ages, sometimes see their posts on the front page of my reddit... And yet I never remember to try and post here. I think that goes to show that I need to visit this sub more, haha.",3.34,3.786164333333332,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,72.33333333333334,6.888888888888888,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.2390000000000003,165,3,37,1,3,54,37,45,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,7,3,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37955370722167386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341761829671124,0.24357949452806105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6049356266011724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577619670512825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166727956398266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123535949318924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236440536150851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144207328678978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,giantoof,2019/09/22,"How do you get through reading a book? I was diagnosed with ADHD/ADD a few years ago, and my focus has always been absolutely terrible even to the point where I have missed the majority of a few school years. In order to graduate, I’m taking an advanced English class but just can’t bring myself to read the books required. Anyone have any tips or strategies for reading a book and actually remembering what you read?",8.41778481012658,7.634651253164558,8.542879746835442,68.99128164556964,61.78481012658227,11.444303797468354,37.471518987341774,10.686352973137794,3.998086075949367,335,14,59,7,4,110,62,79,0.057,0.922,0.021,-0.3932,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,8,10,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,40,7,11,0.0,0.0,0.1844213613068333,0.0,0.2271223366596248,0.0,0.16752313007411662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725003061899187,0.0,0.0,0.1285157667918332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214217784250712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181503005943976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482231112574793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873646770341504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865119613909367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7561415451993594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408230871836675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912621448003808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209263246904916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339931470571086 adhd,msmsmsmiss,2019/09/22,"2 Month Productivity Experiment Its taken me weeks of procrastination just to write this post here and I'm not a 100% sure if it'll work but hey why not try right? In high school, I worked better when there was some sort of accountability. I had to report my work to someone and somehow that system worked for me. I figure announcing and tracking my tasks on Reddit is a way of telling people and simulating a similar environment to what I had in high school. Plus Im on reddit all the time. Lets see how it turns out. Heres hoping I last Start date 22-09-2019 1. Cleaning room task list - 20min (Current streak: 0) 2. Headspace - 10min (Current streak: 0) 3. (Essential) Study list 1 - 30min (Current streak: 0) 4. (Personal Goal) Study list 2 - 30min (Current streak: 0) 5. Stretching / Light exercises - 5min (Current streak: 0) 6. Learn 10 new words (Eng/Fr/Ar) - 15min (Current streak: 0) 7. Personal Errands list - 20min (Current streak: 0)",1.6050867052023108,4.36064610982659,2.7284531791907507,87.82622890173413,90.79190751445086,5.54256647398844,22.52693641618497,7.087006719466742,1.0210991445086712,719,27,139,12,25,229,117,173,0.009000000000000001,0.9440000000000001,0.047,0.7946,7,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,2,22,12,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,6,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,9,3,14,6,2,28,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,5,15,55,15,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454579006730511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088051086162405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34753731919578085,0.0,0.16335307033413904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776528323711269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406274454415046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681788868567049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127617480282486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884347671430146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402086973054512,0.28721288490377056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751414450927184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045411677676828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33289923684021944,0.13105908959014398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935255124534351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641075272308535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500841897836176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437516092203003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959021650997052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166245404489976,0.17889311954752374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305464327751582,0.13192569232592236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484060948803292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789364123183562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anonyym13,2019/09/22,"Can a romantic relationship feel too overwhelming for people with ADHD? I’m keen to get some input. My ex (29m) has ADHD and he ended things with me about 4 months ago because he no longer wanted the responsibility of a relationship and wanted to be alone. He said he still loves me but at this point in time can’t be with me because he just has too much anxiety that he feels that he wants to be alone I guess I’m just trying to understand the impact adhd can have on a romantic relationship? Does this make sense the reasons he broke up with me to someone with adhd?",6.7447368421052625,5.955064175438597,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,65.14035087719299,10.757894736842106,30.403508771929822,10.125756701596842,2.7268877192982455,452,13,90,9,6,153,71,114,0.10099999999999999,0.818,0.081,-0.3378,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,0,9,1,0,2,0,20,22,3,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,6,2,17,18,2,10,0,2,0,1,14,5,0,2,5,54,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6351870207954768,0.0,0.11712687473973513,0.0,0.0,0.27369740686164684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108047087666544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109264657878694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562943493480247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702956241497828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361962371258676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903341574280084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555808234469195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192541148027778,0.0,0.08819900735188645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546634792666594,0.0,0.09713208160077184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160355819298263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490726661464464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585350436242746,0.0,0.42558033607657264,0.0,0.0,0.12568760656305594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119548514891195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055206319421474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778250151526905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704711937651937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970882375520996,0.0,0.0,0.13755387121356666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338042899787477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FlamingYons,2019/09/22,"Do you ever feel a nondescript awkwardness around new-er friends when you hang out 1 on 1? Maybe it’s anxiety. I mean probably. I’m 27 now but for as long as I can remember I’ve always felt more comfortable hanging out with another person there. I’ve always been envious of people who’ve just met or recently became friends and can hang out 1 on 1 with total comfort and ease.",3.5574122807017545,5.150662723684217,5.3421052631578965,79.32307017543863,73.07894736842105,9.803508771929828,29.771929824561404,10.125756701596842,3.2573403508771936,301,13,58,9,6,103,56,76,0.068,0.7090000000000001,0.223,0.9353,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,17,9,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,4,12,6,2,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39002590438374335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457552846398173,0.17929087975954192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863721035952734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199927530277204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850350359863175,0.0,0.22503003538298724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36214427338091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740830631860868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354541588457253,0.2552954611176697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263540764213136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248126265224674,0.20464109903494926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25268834545141833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314101272510073,0.0,0.26549325854425715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,horrr0r,2019/09/22,"For me, this popular productivity tool can actually be detrimental... here's what I do instead! To-do lists. Datebooks. Planners. And worst of all, the Bullet Journal. It seems like everyone but me finds success with things like these. They take up permanent residence in ""Top 10 Time Management Tips"" lists. They are a favorite of productivity podcasters and the ADHD advice article authors. And, they're especially popular these days, what with the whole Bullet Journal trend. I, too, used to subscribe to this idea. I loved it! I had a fully stocked arsenal of stationary & school supplies: sticky notes, notebooks, pencils, erasers, highlighters, correction tape, glittery gel pens... I had lists taped EVERYWHERE. But soon I realized that it wasn't making me more productive, it wasn't managing my time, and I wasn't getting more done. On the contrary, it was actually sapping my time and causing me stress. I was spending SO MUCH TIME making lists and schedules and the like... and they were ridiculous! Color coded, categorized, alphabetized, bulleted lists, with banners, borders, boxes and bubbles. I had a Pinterest board called ""productivity"" full of ideas for such things, that I spent countless hours curating. And I was such a perfectionist about my lists... it wasn't uncommon to see me hyperfocused, hunched* over a clipboard with a multitude of pens in my lap, crumpled balls of paper scattered about as i tried for the 5th time to make write out my to-do list in perfect calligraphy. (*Yes, hunched... it'd end up causing my neck and back so much pain.) Not only that, but the content of the lists was becoming increasingly ridiculous. It wasn't just a to-do list anymore... It was a what-where-&-how-to-do list. I was spending so much time, energy, and focus on the list, I didn't have any left to do the actual tasks! It got so bad, I had to go back to therapy. My therapist pointed out that I was using it as a form of procrastination. Ironic, isn't it? I wonder if the people who make these viral Bullet Journal spreads are really getting as much done as we think... Or is it just my hyperfocus that makes these things take so long? I had to make a change. It was really hard, it took a long time, but Im finally doing better. I let my friends and family know that I had a problem with this (they all already knew), and asked them to stop me if they notice me doing it. I had to learn to see list making as a hobby to do in my free time, being that it is a trigger for me. I changed that Pinterest board's name... it is now ""Lists, journals, & other time-wasting neuroses"". And in order to remember what I need to do, what I do instead is use Siri on my iPhone to take down reminders and create lists. It forces me to keep the list items very short or else she will cut me off. And obviously, no pens or drawings involved. No handwriting to obsess over. So if any of you reading this struggle with this issue, try this, it might help!",4.07277752571083,6.293617183303088,4.884334165154269,80.48999792044768,73.17422867513612,8.07624016938899,29.627986993345427,8.841846274778883,2.5794527828191165,2312,100,422,48,48,747,260,551,0.076,0.8190000000000001,0.105,0.9653,0,0,0,0,0,0,129.0,1,1,6,5,20,21,3,3,26,1,46,3,1,13,5,76,76,38,0,5,13,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,47,26,0,2,12,2,4,3,10,10,0,0,28,4,54,12,59,42,14,45,0,0,3,1,18,21,0,9,23,292,101,13,0.0,0.0,0.22176893808250275,0.0,0.091039127389045,0.07402393233566447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359416448689345,0.0,0.0,0.24623163022334804,0.0,0.1030278521834386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512558281193615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708178508519319,0.0,0.0,0.11649715285542545,0.06324971709299743,0.0,0.08366208122010359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699644704009397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735121419956882,0.0,0.0,0.15563624636195453,0.1602710451118764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048853743267857214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504109809428693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328103695263332,0.0,0.06709374651666226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238423794140891,0.0,0.0,0.07141220010084008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298256244021619,0.0692359132260936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852577143886103,0.0,0.07915453841659484,0.0,0.04305158093411952,0.0,0.060585757364866134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785887122363314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050774937713994966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460041522485006,0.0,0.0,0.17102947010500294,0.08182510898619061,0.07906535858075134,0.0,0.06733181694980081,0.0,0.0,0.04163129261264978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230471923129967,0.07746150490569187,0.0,0.11102573444682114,0.0,0.0,0.13407619031828708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836909567579877,0.0,0.35395512075091945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803608517853666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274560810367872,0.056169113743294384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624410125173143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057612774224935326,0.08060541953796653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251686656428688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161008134522018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248438906835405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577245315232696,0.0,0.09705728242883907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581219646555767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666502124482241,0.12072899875799968,0.06896173351108514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333202515575745,0.0867736069072135,0.07919238941295402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708681249759368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866289607873714,0.08795385670842888,0.15097869590539068,0.04853879313568379,0.0,0.0,0.3975441599158739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841632077230679,0.10286120800823646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627609800924295,0.0,0.0625032951046011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457435093378846,0.0,0.0,0.08214976231488244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vatnalilja_,2019/09/22,"I'm overwhelmed and drained most of the time I go to university classes four days a week and I commute 1 hour by train each away. Some of these days last from 9 to 5 (with a big gap in between classes). Those days are too much for me, although I do like the content of my courses. I'm wondering how I'll ever have a 'regular' job... On Fridays, I feel so drained that I need a day by myself to wind down and simply sit in silence. Then on Saturdays and Sundays I'm able to some homework and readings, but not as much as I would like to do. And somehow I can't get myself to cleaning and cooking during the weekends, even though I don't have a lot to d. I don't want to do anything that requires too much attention and drains me, knowing that four long & intense days are ahead of me. Being constantly overwhelmed and drained is really annoying, I can barely go outside in my free time, even without socializing it becomes too much quite fast. Is it normal for someone with ADHD to be THIS overwhelmed/drained/exhausted? I'm currently in the process of being diagnosed and unmedicated.",6.370685358255451,6.114452065420562,6.859392523364488,77.6472507788162,65.72897196261681,9.563239875389408,38.39408099688474,9.075114841892004,3.4429482866043615,858,44,164,13,12,281,124,214,0.06,0.873,0.066,0.0586,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,1,2,9,0,17,2,0,1,1,32,29,18,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,8,13,1,1,4,3,1,2,5,3,0,2,0,1,17,4,34,25,9,32,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,6,22,120,25,6,0.14265150537581384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714393880729519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545628464755249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173900342283129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402578510098248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754738012800956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415559943553184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599920985140273,0.0,0.0,0.14478827516585288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843994784467175,0.12903645356523435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212888731616568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452952383510501,0.0,0.16214427582061292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404829978376463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415596075971209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839753669538714,0.11628001632408486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393846398415246,0.0,0.0,0.1262420932765099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212772086044102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41946108057520143,0.10577428370550462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976818748586922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517274352880542,0.14269010889909428,0.0,0.0913862071443037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541524520296675,0.12086815758329507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401543797504841,0.0,0.1663624799153102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841395538437151,0.0,0.11442643300631865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751096065144414,0.15469947247425642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133553654734063,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SoulShepherdess,2019/09/22,"I just stared at my first pill for almost an hour... 27 yo Female. Starting Foquest today, 35mg methylphenidate hydrochloride. I just took my first pill at 8:05am Pacific Time. I had bad dreams last night and woke up nervous about taking my first pill for my adhd. I've only recently been diagnosed and still feeling a bit in denial about my diagnosis. I mean that as in... It explains my entire life up until this point and I'm excited to maybe possibly finally find out what it might be like to be neurotypical, but I keep second guessing myself. ""What if I'm wrong? What if I don't have adhd? What if its something else? What if I can never be a morw organized functioning human being? What if I'm allergic to the medication? Etc."" Anyone else so nervous and terrified of taking their first adhd med? I took out my med and stared at it for a while... I called my mom because my boyfriend was sleeping and I didn't want to be alone and she had to talk me through it. She is excited for me. It is now 8:29 am and I feel a little fuzzy but not much else yet... Wish me luck!",1.2498130841121515,3.7126232710280402,2.9670915887850486,89.03631962616824,84.98130841121495,6.22773831775701,21.64411214953271,7.554174236665415,1.0118862056074769,836,28,170,15,25,276,128,214,0.11199999999999999,0.81,0.079,-0.8474,0,1,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,4,8,8,0,2,6,0,17,8,1,0,1,33,34,19,0,7,10,1,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,14,10,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,4,0,5,8,4,27,4,24,20,3,31,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,9,19,119,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40425110629940536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227524796715252,0.11612588197676126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839918986289418,0.1148835292148964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361823808168217,0.06834929814804079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240955943093175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449038382567175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138027479621979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809937872817733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504707250826913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338577760709832,0.0,0.0,0.12282554996623553,0.10247862766995257,0.3814879481577952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351641095136745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041882485013636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966030457354526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139542118042286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919597388665059,0.05477776090473021,0.11237696160512001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264288430648585,0.12213509938251285,0.2490873292935553,0.11295238772875507,0.0,0.118945059372007,0.0,0.13131740610684675,0.0,0.0,0.08242349661595551,0.0,0.08647636971290773,0.0,0.0,0.10522008336779093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527479112682608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599272143096544,0.1264021279745616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070819185811814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220423332642142,0.0,0.0,0.08631796281710907,0.0,0.0,0.07936141999205902,0.0,0.08954177967218567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686054740877134,0.0901204286311902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537997413976147,0.0,0.1062797395399565,0.0,0.2491461331519086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613320331884408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289362146853732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258918258523616,0.0,0.0 adhd,badIBstudent,2019/09/22,I can FINALLY sit still doing nothing and not have to look at my phone It felt SUPER good that when I was travelling earlier that I didn't have to pull out my phone or anything to distract myself from everything. I could just sit still and enjoy the environment. I could never do it before taking my meds.,5.224,6.1381047333333365,6.190000000000001,77.40000000000002,68.33333333333334,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.522333333333333,244,8,45,5,4,81,44,60,0.035,0.794,0.171,0.8602,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,10,12,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,2,9,3,6,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872416916788875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261694156120609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244265688374459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388767113574041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552020018846413,0.2911621443414288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293371930016365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319833869057135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952349936366175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499517606388867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550345925828021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245236692963028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998425058816224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Monkey24353,2019/09/22,"I tried aderall for the first time but the increased heart rate was too much. Do i try a lower dose? Tried 30mg of aderall xr coming from concerta 27mg, my focus was great and I felt pretty good. But my heart rate was super high. Could this be fixed with a lower dose?",1.7483928571428535,3.50191848214286,2.8958571428571425,94.24914285714287,78.46428571428572,5.194285714285715,18.34285714285714,5.6839178017228535,-0.4164671428571425,209,4,46,1,5,67,41,56,0.08,0.602,0.318,0.9615,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,4,2,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,3,4,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045122072012192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955675060032398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795586221878564,0.0,0.0,0.20194528198206144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991326393422306,0.0,0.2617511404071577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626764053586953,0.0,0.2508422362123463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452751885280238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153665154502724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843873577020865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835680911344451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dread_pudding,2019/09/22,"[US] Dont have a PCP, options? Hi everyone, this my first post here. I am on a parent's insurance, and I think like many others it requires a referral to see a psychiatrist. Growing up my family did not see a regular doctor, we just went to urgent care centers when sick. Nowadays the only medical professional I see regularly is the PA at the Women's Health Center I go to, and I have been going there for at least four years now. My university offers counseling free of charge, but their psychiatric services aren't free (though at $250 they may still be less than the copay for a psychiatrist...) Has anyone been in a similar situation? Should I just set up a primary care physician? I am afraid of how involved the process might be since I am taking a full load of classes and working and taking care of my house. Those things are also making it hard for me to approach this whole situation clearly. Sometimes it feels like my ADHD is so bad I can't even do the things I need to treat it 😖",4.446747252747255,5.6848442717948755,5.878040293040294,77.72826923076926,70.38461538461539,9.058608058608057,29.313186813186807,9.424239791934726,2.6375494505494506,783,30,149,17,14,265,129,195,0.051,0.784,0.165,0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,2,3,12,10,0,1,15,0,21,5,0,2,1,20,36,10,0,2,4,2,2,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,2,0,2,5,4,2,0,2,4,5,20,10,20,27,4,22,0,0,3,0,10,10,0,3,7,110,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633243528638519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086784903570428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502383605048616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347010246364228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156746805817553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909852474338633,0.0,0.0,0.1592727758496457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976009796048935,0.0,0.0,0.12985744875171415,0.0,0.0,0.12811361117524386,0.0,0.06871468672467257,0.09708637026685003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559573607960134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446922213529304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173893298987172,0.0,0.0,0.14445442716538948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568093573493344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278690712306448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071372888533398,0.13778039419428287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690408270568247,0.0,0.14416750786005747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076748774026094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033574171550226,0.0,0.0,0.15089990850057555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015380677235994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248820506009782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124171700526224,0.3055126467447883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440772092671036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085292259539737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435847557792508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057069534949172,0.08707867930016955,0.13352021160995867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346992838564536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259798610472077,0.0,0.15172653266010405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893618992017153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875145882753726 adhd,Yannyy788,2019/09/22,"Please Help! I'm 30 years old women and I recently diagnosed myself with ADHD. I hated myself all my life for being useless and lazy despite being relatively intelligent and having potential for success or even a normal life. After studying my symptoms, I'm pretty certain I have ADHD. And even though I'm relieved to know it was not my fault I still feel bad because I believe I lost the best years of my life. I know most of you will say self diagnose is usually wrong but believe me I am a text book case. I am in a poor country where mental health services barely exist . I want to know if anyone here changed their life by only changing their behavior without taking any medication?",4.894809160305343,6.6270223358778635,6.093045801526718,74.71101908396945,69.91603053435114,7.9880916030534355,31.4206106870229,8.548686976883017,2.7743276335877862,550,24,90,9,10,184,93,131,0.138,0.737,0.125,-0.5887,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,3,6,10,1,0,4,0,9,9,0,0,2,19,20,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,20,4,11,15,3,9,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,3,7,62,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177571612415598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990046032274451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243723873455717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038138836127004,0.08058782751835744,0.0,0.0,0.2978880166772602,0.13873563124054775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796999146660101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683602164876245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463356456379436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668442378811581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052002455377867,0.0,0.1405223039307356,0.0,0.0,0.08861080138251368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796081100735845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735067751479864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431179939149305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133177483700796,0.1332263980346211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952782609236013,0.0,0.0,0.13872154891019098,0.0,0.0,0.10054397550810264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511578323613325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449481753428072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053144526820554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051306607425594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379133197488805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055750050319384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740630688788666,0.09939786678571047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298857233033711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559950468290664,0.0,0.07797492186023625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743597894087594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453982951511293,0.0,0.17026479303296255 adhd,_ArchStanton_,2019/09/22,"What my adhd sounds like- my heavy rotation playlist I feel like my taste in music is way more eclectic that anyone I know. I’m curious what you guys think, do you relate? Do you enjoy more lively, constantly moving music? https://open.spotify.com/user/m7sic/playlist/0Cw4libI99xikumvuE3OJZ?si=eZHgHipkQ_2gv0m5UAtCCw",11.7277519379845,16.99073297674419,5.865465116279073,65.77478682170546,68.06976744186048,6.587596899224807,21.12015503875969,7.793537801064563,1.6516387596899231,270,6,30,4,6,68,33,43,0.0,0.711,0.289,0.9222,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,1,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,17,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994008563302568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237564285338144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591349637602293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680380435560495,0.2374194585353753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290628852663013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826420616771933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32472318723104737,0.0,0.29345698905008033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35321842169922424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294619247374424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637912409171983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chloe71323,2019/09/22,"Tips to Avoid the Adderall Afternoon Drop? I started on adderall a couple days ago, and I keep experiencing a pretty intense drop in the afternoon between my first and second pills. Mostly exhaustion, but a bit of irritability too. It makes my second dose so much less effective. I'm taking my pills at 4 hours apart. What tips do y'all suggest to avoid this drop? I'd much rather try to change my lifestyle/med timing before talking to my psychiatrist. Thanks!",4.384852941176471,7.009156352941179,5.212573529411767,76.61533088235294,73.70588235294117,7.544117647058822,28.27205882352941,8.472884824447931,2.3986764705882355,370,15,62,7,8,120,62,85,0.172,0.7040000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.3498,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,10,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,8,1,9,7,5,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,8,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927901877666024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009344327098848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823805342643708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273619074769327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28619305270211576,0.0,0.16680887084299403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200089010960768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547197040735902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990140787416616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265193754764827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380277343020479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631416429207187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307491899749387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447379793752936,0.20789434177621136,0.0,0.2381316231492932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508218158255327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756074439099254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mymonikerwastaken,2019/09/22,"Speed Demons: Dying for Attention. Anyone watched this? As an Adderall user, it is unsettling to say the least. In extremely rare cases it can cause ""drug-induced psychosis"" which has resulted in people killing infants.",5.196666666666669,8.835789777777782,4.590222222222224,74.97700000000003,81.77777777777777,7.3244444444444445,34.97777777777778,8.238735603445708,3.992451111111112,176,10,23,4,5,53,34,36,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785056474092927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091712015108925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41337997722621855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619098846738138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44066789012442137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761360530595442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167498632964599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,depressonesspresso,2019/09/22,"I have a rotation of 3 Day Long game addictions Does anyone else have a cycle of games that they play? As in, I'll be addicted to something like Borderlands for two days, and then I forget about it and play something like CSGO for a day or two, etc. All while thinking ""I'm going to play this everyday"" But I just go onto something else, eventually I come back to it, but only for the two or three days. Let me know if you have somethimg similar.",4.282,4.962134533333334,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,70.33333333333334,9.111111111111112,28.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.287666666666667,348,12,71,7,6,117,62,90,0.017,0.88,0.102,0.631,0,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,13,11,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,5,12,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,11,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35198029308423984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288049600914922,0.16541127253659044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241350793041878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906367105018275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164540091301951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412745966073541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697197776263264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004491620271426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349672184898205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872154697927367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508025850937305,0.0,0.1577399162417382,0.0,0.0,0.1428666547638192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278010444121415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728462427099452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344230373947827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731014403799805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jerbaws,2019/09/22,"I cant put weight on with ny meds Hi all. Does anyone have any tips to gaon weight whilst on medication? I'm on slow release mph 40mg a day (50:50 immediate and sustained release). I was already light weight but now i am struggling to stop losing weight. I can't eat enough it seems. I'm not hungry and forcing myself to eat is so challenging. I have protein shakes for breakfast now as i just can't face food. It's a common side effect but a highly unwelcome one for a slim guy. Now my lowest weight ever at 62kg being 5'10"". I was 66kg standard and up to 77kg when i trained and ate like a beast but this seems impossible now. Help!?",1.3213244650086722,3.3234904210526324,3.0390977443609053,91.49588201272415,80.8796992481203,5.596067090803933,21.508964719491033,6.67199483983844,0.3458853672643145,498,15,109,5,13,165,90,133,0.141,0.812,0.047,-0.9188,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,2,5,0,10,12,1,1,2,17,15,10,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,10,1,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,6,10,2,13,11,2,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,12,60,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141500408789094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719797183273865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965849240966363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269506233731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122113012913418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624141026497649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249157508920198,0.0,0.0,0.11598761811163415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550512010743637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696374645240224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594708119724725,0.13547764561136624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264467105953611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345192195212422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424300076433544,0.12917404906278349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688915126346537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890239070883044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334639874091466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720254821598124,0.0,0.13404949428826507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7807226764531279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imatworksorry,2019/09/22,"That part of the day when you're brushing your teeth, getting ready for bed, and then you realize: ""Oh, I haven't eaten anything in 15 hours..."" I know that adderall affects this a lot, but there's some days where it's almost time to go to bed and I just realized that I haven't had anything to eat beyond a protein bar in the morning. And of course, you can't possibly mention this to anyone because then you'll get a lecture about how human beings need food to survive. As if I wouldn't know that already for some reason. I think part of the reason is that I'm just not really a big fan of eating. If the food is amazing like at a high-end restaurant, or something I really enjoy like pizza, then yes please. But if it's something that I'm just eating because I'm hungry or know I probably should eat, then it feels like a chore. I wish there was a drink that had all the macronutrients and calories that I would need for the day that I could just drink over the course of the day. I'm sure I could probably make something like that, but it probably would taste like sewage. Oh well.",6.8160880296174415,5.447760135746609,6.768531468531473,82.31965034965036,65.289592760181,9.665322912381736,32.30810366104484,8.296473431620573,2.2082271493212664,854,27,179,9,11,272,111,221,0.012,0.79,0.198,0.9911,1,0,5,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,1,12,9,0,0,15,1,16,13,1,5,2,44,33,19,0,12,13,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,3,1,16,4,12,0,9,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,3,16,9,20,21,6,19,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,9,16,115,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313155688128804,0.0,0.11365417359808673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201436340766275,0.0,0.16950719234500616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556586883358375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164461376888435,0.0,0.0,0.26568513973972224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017857955043064,0.0,0.421545891384608,0.0,0.0,0.09122029463128783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207582251894315,0.07357746688539492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490765401217102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761808202158174,0.0,0.058532696429134876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881664572378992,0.0,0.0,0.10142632077845347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980504034295466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158331274532364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756006956259595,0.0,0.0,0.06874792377926961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273444608043113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306048230761805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130542289364998,0.0,0.11610794442367388,0.0,0.0,0.3331282121810292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195855588526553,0.21178574778721865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378646955583837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970686903565087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659930804398382,0.0,0.0,0.060055432020641085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260212839548417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184356552280592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463250470777321,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProcrastinationPro-,2019/09/22,"I can’t meditate I’m currently trying to start some new habits in my life and one of them is meditation. I tried sometimes, but it never made any real impact on me (I can stay calm for a while but I don’t have enough patience to finish an entire session) It makes me frustrated because after sometime I can’t stay in the same thing for too much time. Is it normal?",4.156400000000001,4.805338506666672,5.521333333333335,82.19400000000003,70.6,8.133333333333333,27.0,8.238735603445708,1.6926,288,9,58,4,5,97,58,75,0.064,0.894,0.040999999999999995,-0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,1,10,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,9,1,9,10,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,8,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516537392967373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359441913988446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304278685074649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575178227689429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101646896108334,0.14886021170145505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393724446814473,0.0,0.17199825710376745,0.21538344207958066,0.0,0.0,0.2185014303526787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511166420097514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538330180050516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411231251832037,0.0,0.1578468888695358,0.4753957556197023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481572429393873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003831727512793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281688868471035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pongik,2019/09/22,"I'm not sure if I've got ADHD; Is taking stimulants to study worth it? Due to a horrible upbringing I've never learned discipline or cared about my GPA. As I'm somewhat bright I managed to stay above the average of my class and do ok at competitions, as time went by it came to a point where I didn't study at all and barely paid attention during classes. When the time to prepare for high school finals came I didn't have the drive to do it at all which resulted in me not doing well enough on them to get into a good uni. I don't fidget around at all but my attention waders around a lot and I constantly operate on 20 tabs open unable to focus on anything for a long time. I'm not sure if that could be ADHD, but this issue sounds like something that could be solved with methylphenidate nevertheless. I've finally learned to see discipline and hard work as extremely important and I want to start actually studying, take detailed notes and listen to the lecturer throughout my undergrad CS course. I want to get good grades to get into a good master's. The thing is, after so many years of slacking off I don't think I'll be able to bring myself to do it as I constantly procrastinate everything and get nothing done. Will getting prescribed methylphenidate for daily use make me able to function like a well developed adult? I mainly worry about developing tolerance and the potential drawbacks of having to take the medication for 3.5 years straight spent at the uni.",10.117037691401649,7.606742915194348,9.45202296819788,69.30074352179037,59.7773851590106,13.249587750294467,40.19110718492344,11.698219412168324,4.5377799764428755,1187,47,219,27,12,380,161,283,0.054000000000000006,0.815,0.131,0.9645,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,9,12,0,0,15,1,19,1,0,4,6,47,46,19,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,9,16,0,2,5,0,3,5,8,0,2,0,9,5,18,12,47,31,7,40,0,0,2,0,3,19,0,5,17,137,27,12,0.21585792863127412,0.0,0.10532310023178666,0.0,0.25941928266194736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881634148802416,0.19215932102028704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246883965145848,0.11004077220819616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332657359163636,0.0,0.17234499149255975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044880263093447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151947136879632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699959382710123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364618097633653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819421462559725,0.0,0.0,0.27157708383878343,0.08632065226174199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096683152617754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403287651080254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264979792027485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545728052411033,0.0,0.0,0.09551373709289908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917573458848666,0.0,0.0,0.07204342176283063,0.10942302969526127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872707684507414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324147088981587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356075212111826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202775700251357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092298739398287,0.0860054109494468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308898966229503,0.0,0.0,0.07639267644993862,0.11503791555482183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344354316132227,0.0,0.24344744772006366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170320811921907,0.06915652235288759,0.0,0.0,0.18880274110256265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321597209452707,0.0,0.0,0.12731859899280984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408220133459092,0.10005123121461866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857357144954485,0.10960710225913037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900542885835376 adhd,jim1564,2019/09/22,"Can I get my hopes up about vyvanse working long term, or eventually tolerance/negative effects will catch up? Started with vyvanse 50mg 5 days ago, and its the first time that I actually feel like I'm going to finally get my shit together. I'm very excited for the future, but should I? I fear my tolerance growing to the point of it not being effective anymore and/or negative effects taking over the positives? I read some reports about this happening to people, but I don't know how likely it is to happen",5.358262150220909,6.85639289690722,6.723564064801178,71.53907216494845,68.48453608247422,10.491310751104573,35.50662739322533,10.608840637214634,4.317584388807069,409,21,69,12,7,139,72,97,0.146,0.7140000000000001,0.14,-0.5536,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,3,6,1,1,4,0,6,1,1,4,0,15,18,5,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,9,4,12,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,11,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.21444470541769306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947954836946685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179333627342092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417208380155988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472803108458249,0.11111241245884113,0.15698974020569426,0.0,0.24072583804334174,0.0,0.1869195905269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296210436860913,0.0,0.12488922485278794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886491320532817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182617455373746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076908097683454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471790524941925,0.0,0.0,0.19447220191158124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152347268430114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773517155003746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980988233322912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255706428426836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554047460931192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522496361553934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813823402681782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131710629405096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998091915289486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CautiousJoke,2019/09/22,"I’m starting to think that I’ve reached my limit I just started college which Is really Big for me, I’m doing law but I’m not sure if I’ll make it. allot of the assignments require huge amounts of reading boring blocks of text. I just can’t get myself to do it, u start reading and my mind won’t stay on it. It sucks I wish I could learn like everyone else. It took me 7 days to make an assig only worth 2 days. I will never make it and it’s making me sad. I risked everything to get here and now I will lose it all. if you guys could show me some support would be really great. Also maybe Any tips or advice that could help me. Even sharing your experiences if you have similar would be great. Much love for you my wonderful community",0.9471048387096772,3.033244690322583,2.95715725806452,91.1157358870968,82.74193548387099,6.197580645161291,20.655241935483872,7.413659706084162,0.6115241935483868,577,17,127,9,16,194,102,155,0.113,0.634,0.253,0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,3,6,12,1,1,2,0,15,1,0,4,3,34,34,9,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,3,3,3,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,20,7,10,23,5,12,0,2,0,1,8,3,1,7,8,78,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336531747632952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937746772194552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301045688115736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276067799328953,0.0,0.0,0.17641478048510004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425644685668697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090337399655974,0.0,0.0,0.13069264085866433,0.12292292071962045,0.1337904209825621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291668954209372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301585841640136,0.0,0.13542695795187815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167618376596856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668204701778357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530142103171914,0.0,0.0,0.1234431406768625,0.0,0.3651886558414987,0.0,0.1374070492701897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810192857683018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054402930339204,0.0,0.10548791312479268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402217146701964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736203982649619,0.0,0.1752408109270663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29042629583233737,0.14578201841444088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520859105233073,0.12890710950560094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876387351639976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196004259059248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728241435810533,0.0,0.1483246862602059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943194947596886,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,21bubbletea,2019/09/22,"You ever think: aight imma take my meds, study for real and finally get shit done. Then end up experiencing the most intense, concentrated 4 hours of Minecraft you've ever had in your life?",7.640285714285718,7.875851457142858,7.754999999999999,70.63250000000005,63.0,10.428571428571429,31.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.0398571428571435,151,5,27,3,2,49,33,35,0.099,0.857,0.044000000000000004,-0.4601,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,6,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882355309360334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946677864674385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095544140181807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085442922861964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715550061848134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737794113540976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989444844455405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128602874380205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205902545792881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891195017624458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177294419716813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047607998686702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cakebush,2019/09/22,"The feeling when... You start emptying your makeshift hamper (*actually a cardboard box) into the washing machine and find two novels, a half-finished sudoku, unpaid bills, a mirror and a crimping iron. I'm *doing* the laundry though so yay me!",5.239285714285714,8.120682214285718,5.643095238095237,73.30607142857146,72.09523809523809,6.104761904761905,34.3095238095238,7.1686216300943375,2.8658380952380944,191,10,26,2,4,61,36,42,0.039,0.81,0.151,0.6766,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.4618818518666645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931953335896114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325963603340745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335010940525844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650242365874269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623546625795522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExcellentItem,2019/09/22,"Exactly know what tasks I WANT to do, but spend too much time worrying about their respective priority, end up doing nothing. Ever since my university year started at the beginning of the month, I've been struggling with task prioritization. Like I exactly know what tasks I want to do, in their respective ""category"". But I am so afraid to start something, it goes like this : ""I have this course to study for school, but oh I haven't dusted for a while. But why do I think about dusting, I have a bunch of clothes to sort for donation. Man why the hell are you worrying about these clothes... Oh god fuck all this shit."" ... aaaand I end up consuming mindless entertainment to escape any responsabilities. If I write them on paper, I can pretty much sort them by clear categories. But in my mind it all becomes a big-ass fog and I get paralyzed. Any idea how to deal with this? PS : I am waiting for an ADHD diagnosis as I have most of the traits, but I have to wait 5 more months until my planned appointment. Feel a little powerless to have to struggle like this until February 2020. **TL;DR don't know how to prioritize tasks, to the point of doing nothing at all in the end.**",2.78420807453416,5.310604392857143,4.1171894409937915,82.89085403726712,78.73214285714286,7.824223602484473,25.36413043478261,8.716276077567194,2.0527129658385093,920,35,180,22,23,302,128,224,0.127,0.728,0.145,0.1295,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,4,1,8,12,3,3,11,0,17,2,1,2,7,34,31,15,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,2,6,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,23,6,37,30,8,24,1,0,0,1,8,10,3,4,17,120,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508961362673694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682986972262186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171213806578726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162035240760676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650017637539066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425719959863675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945737658189256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699448115405546,0.0717690982919659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507172546679154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648154291396524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013331644109762,0.13767880074664773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870249749132804,0.0,0.21929161723778445,0.0,0.2019625376116791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636165573990699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985713945325214,0.0,0.0,0.1397526172173573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902372637983254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100625428817434,0.11363221003832435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575257983315912,0.0,0.0,0.19445952220085486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872136705461412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880198529411916,0.0,0.0,0.08010037203211844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204638375020522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479064659153306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790076971461817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846047335713587 adhd,humanblooperreel,2019/09/22,"Thoughts On Boredom I just want to touch upon the concept of boredom in the ADHD brain. I have always been afraid of boredom. If you were to observe me for a few hours on any given day, you would probably notice that I am desperately trying to avoid boredom; it's my ultimate suffering. I read an interesting chapter of Nicomachean Ethics on the idea of boredom being a sort of ""negative torture."" It's essentially the ""negative space"" of suffering. Anyway, I kind of feel like I'm always bored in my head. I don't know if that makes sense, but, for example, it's difficult for me to feel truly mentally stimulated by any activity for any length of time. In my head, I'm always bored. But on an outward level, I'm never bored. Ever. I never call friends to tell them to hang out because ""I'm bored."" I don't get bored; I always have fifty more things to do just in case. I don't even understand the concept of being bored...like, there's SO much to do...we have so many things to do...just...do something, I don't know! That wasn't me calling out anyone who is lazy, I'm just trying to make sense of what it's like to feel actually bored. I make sure to keep a list of things to do, shows to watch, stuff I wanna learn more about, to avoid that painful boredom. I will say that I am pretty easily fascinated and I'm genuinely extraordinarily interested in hearing other peoples' opinions and perspectives. I don't know...does anyone else feel this weird contradictory feeling of general monotony/lack of amusement in their heads, yet doesn't actually feel or even understand visceral boredom, but is also genuinely interested in the world around them? I don't know if this is just a me thing or an ADHD thing, so I wanna know your thoughts on boredom and all that other stuff I guess",4.61586705202312,5.9376603208092495,5.802397687861272,78.11283352601158,70.0693641618497,8.888601156069365,30.024971098265897,9.281916038205594,2.6366780578034685,1405,56,267,29,25,469,158,346,0.17600000000000002,0.711,0.11199999999999999,-0.9444,1,2,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,3,0,16,24,1,3,13,0,24,5,4,4,5,54,53,15,0,7,12,0,7,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,23,6,0,3,16,3,0,1,12,15,0,0,6,10,32,9,52,43,5,28,0,2,1,0,13,20,0,8,9,178,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.1796491157753879,0.0,0.2212451240171478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360992300114617,0.3063617875518613,0.0,0.0,0.1877852736560404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287227533612228,0.0943129911307608,0.0,0.08194131209896466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611097425438464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027548523905662,0.18798048124217734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059362676235952164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689342632145993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159230180213455,0.08326174776016175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279250260961501,0.06575836871054289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111525522897416,0.0,0.048090739033728236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014001071360648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834002185533408,0.0,0.10374361699397062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064771703940323,0.0,0.0,0.10390981715550192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181556995652374,0.0,0.09585274732549773,0.2529330179571839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993899323386861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843261875406671,0.09332117307103804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276168895882143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766510881438816,0.0,0.14198458465700287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479607738135492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794445835317617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381377430362878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936448527824516,0.09924219434647052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207187214751024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319943941817318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708622490728615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074350102862666,0.0,0.0,0.08675317323244043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045310273677238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057595605457853,0.0,0.0,0.1461500136451043,0.053673324307773405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498769141912047,0.0,0.0,0.19164826924562395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054291683591925995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538752151057699,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,exquisitelybrutal,2019/09/22,"Veterinarian diagnosed with ADHD (PI)...way too late I am a 28-year-old veterinarian, and I was finally diagnosed with Attention Deficit Disorder last month. I have been on stimulants and my mind is MUCH clearer, unless I am sleepy or extremely stressed. I don't really wish to go into detail about my history, because it will not be difficult to find out who I am and which veterinary school I attended. I told a doctor that I might have ADHD when I was 18, but he dismissed it. He told me that I was ""stressed""...leading to 10 years of torture. I went through hell towards the end of vet school, but no one picked up on my symptoms and suspected it. They all thought I was anxious. Doctors kept dismissing me because I ""graduated from vet school"" and therefore I can't have ADHD. I've had a very rocky employment history since I graduated. Some of these clinics were shitholes and I'd never work there again, ADHD or otherwise. The need to get myself assessed became very dire when I was underperforming in a job that I would have otherwise stayed in. I've never gotten into trouble with the authorities because I figured out strategies (labelling syringes etc) to avoid making major mistakes, but I'm known as a huge scatterbrain at work. Now, I'm unemployed and I don't even know if I can work in a veterinary clinic anymore. Non-clinical jobs are hard to come by. I wanted to be a veterinarian for so long and I feel so defective now. I would have avoided veterinary school if I'd known about my ADHD. I've punished myself for working so hard and compensating like a boss until several doctors refused to believe me and treat me. I had to leave a job that I liked just to get myself diagnosed and treated. Why wasn't I diagnosed much earlier? Why wasn't I diagnosed before I started my last job? I was happy in that job. It seems like the Heavens have crafted an exquisitely brutal plan to fuck with me. All that hard work for nothing.",5.146336553945247,6.698199760869567,6.175012077294689,75.06668679549117,69.05434782608695,9.473590982286638,34.2818035426731,9.816601858774405,3.611020813204509,1544,76,272,37,27,513,194,368,0.18100000000000002,0.741,0.078,-0.9893,8,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,6,14,19,5,3,14,0,33,12,0,5,4,62,54,26,0,8,10,0,4,3,0,4,11,0,0,0,13,20,0,4,10,0,0,4,9,12,0,1,18,4,44,7,42,30,7,36,2,0,0,1,7,14,2,7,20,187,57,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314286148340733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110987415579357,0.07120306852821665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129986935766286,0.0,0.06109373320517871,0.08089033393210637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618465296822301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643608723827089,0.0,0.0,0.08228527821747325,0.2204610009587283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359059660142394,0.0,0.08007233787210714,0.047421066180799235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03630258634742047,0.0,0.0,0.07864981353780531,0.06562091486720475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637492437258044,0.07502166122697539,0.0,0.0408037389230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642895921163506,0.19294731609920088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562359041791069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039457607779726525,0.11704784283116128,0.08098984405996615,0.07602237548545325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522877403829686,0.0,0.0,0.0635378509550705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792487796606512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616498964118787,0.07249423516370601,0.0,0.057307468708194274,0.0,0.10555772218013074,0.05323636909473065,0.11074813595731807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889090337515234,0.0,0.07533859562455482,0.0,0.04865132559050428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045994826750582654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906485145054991,0.0,0.06536105083279634,0.0,0.08110987415579357,0.0,0.059391000924153926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081809840205677,0.07652576639939324,0.0,0.0,0.08224291709685334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462429789903735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699858762989168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720971369784835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847965068605534,0.04234757435333852,0.056988906193112074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655629242736802,0.12957077171442338,0.0,0.08256270170223315,0.0,0.0,0.2613443900175864,0.0,0.0,0.10200468085544777,0.0,0.0,0.09246948647980767 adhd,3li53,2019/09/22,"am i promiscuous? F24 [long] love life has been hectic. i never really dated in my early teens. was a bit of a wack innocent bubbly happy teen. on the outside. because i was very different in my head than what i showed the world. maybe it came with being sexually abused pre-teen and was scared of intimate interactions. i fled from any dude who was slightly interested. developed methods to avoid conversations one-one with people and allowed my adhd to help me distract myself from anything that had to do with being interested in boys. much later, when i was 19, i developed feelings for one guy, the one that got away. we saw each other on-off for 3 years but my inability to relax properly (half due to my energy-level, half due to feeling insecure in the relationship) made the relationship end in a really awful way where he couldn't keep up with my baggage and i didn't open up properly because i had trained myself for so long to look and be happy bubbly superficial because i didn't know how to be anything else. was afraid of the hurt. was afraid of losing him because it was so secure. and so i am still afraid. but now i just kind of use my energetic social abilities to get people hooked, get really quickly peoples attention by focusing my interest on them, and finding meaningful but abstract conversations that appeal to them, and quickly get intimate sexually and it just kind of always fades by either me getting bored, or them eventually losing interest because they realise i'm not inside what i show on the outside. and so i latch onto someone new and cycle repeats. and i don't even think about it. it's like i just trained myself to interact in this way and now i can't get out of it. or i can, but as soon as i get just a little interested in a person, it happens again. i can't decide if it's okay or not. because on the one hand; i get sexually satisfied, things are on my terms, i don't have to think about how i really feel, i'm still young and it's not illegal to get to know people in an intense way, even if it's a bit superficial. plus it's not like i give them false hope of stuff. if i end the relationship, i do it in a very respectful manner where we talk it through and agree on stopping. on the other hand; when i'm alone, i feel slutty and superficial when i think about it. i don't feel understood at all because i'm incapable of allowing my person surface in fear that i won't have my feelings under control. i would really like to have something i feel secure in. where i can relax and actually feel understood. where i don't have to be the one who leads the relation, where i don't have to be self-aware and where sex feels real. i fear my adhd is just giving me this superpower to neglect my real emotions and i chase the dopamine just for the sake of it, and i end up being promiscuous and superficial. but maybe i'm exaggerating and i'm just young and it's okay to try stuff out? 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I had to take a medical leave the year before due to my adhd becoming so bad that I was on the verge of failing but after a lot of doctors appointments and finally figuring out medicine, I returned and successfully defended my thesis ☺️ feel free to PM me if you are struggling and need tips for school and such, keep working guys 👍(https://imgur.com/gallery/lG0FVnD)",7.588374999999999,8.5888260875,7.612500000000002,68.9825,63.125,11.4,37.25,11.20814326018867,4.522575,357,17,60,10,5,115,65,80,0.11599999999999999,0.779,0.105,0.2627,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,4,2,5,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,13,7,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,10,3,11,5,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,39,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28507974484597,0.0,0.21027192604529585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980600399803617,0.0,0.26197927694965945,0.20184782922336408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279399395723525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994026007236075,0.0,0.0,0.2598514331758443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234874717675685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108427194610233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511706300973189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166705022223216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389636345208236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893383748245778,0.0,0.0,0.17588785254645886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24006869707447126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479828927963152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783520370762799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317192320122148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269135486479795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275515291121747 adhd,ThermiteMillie,2019/09/22,"Thinking of adult study. How do you get it done? I've studied before but only managed to successfully complete Nvqs because of various reasons. I dropped out of school for a little while when I was younger due to being homeless, went back in early 20s but ended up nearly completing it and idk... Just NOT. I don't even know what happened I just didn't do it. Then I did nursing associates for a while but didn't even complete doing a whole year. I don't want to start something again I can't finish. I'm in my 30s now and I want to do this I want a proper job. I also don't want to end up changing my mind or getting bored of the subject. I used to do nursing but now I want to go into psychology but I'm scared to take on something new and flunk it again. How do you make the time to study (particularly if you have kids and work part time, as that's my situation) and how do you know this is definitely the direction you want to take and actually finish the course? I've been working in a call centre the last year while going through my divorce and I don't wanna be doing that forever. I know I can do more but at the same time I feel like I'm gonna fail again and I don't wanna do that to myself of my family.",1.6224429030620868,3.354801303501948,3.6900050752833735,88.50904246320421,78.76653696498055,6.337269497546947,23.62527491118255,7.255503002510835,0.8651848756555579,953,32,208,12,23,325,132,257,0.094,0.86,0.046,-0.7549,1,0,2,0,1,0,20.0,0,5,0,4,15,6,0,1,11,0,27,0,0,6,0,42,53,26,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,7,1,28,2,32,43,5,40,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,2,26,149,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.1183832254745112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701333707315632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328160764668336,0.0,0.07395080224114693,0.0,0.10322776262913066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387333831090633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283322414394412,0.0,0.3815806581930412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414451793075458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489323591900453,0.0,0.0,0.16025115200905396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436236281688275,0.0,0.061339102550986076,0.08666547292811948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676125407449831,0.0,0.13788905849913033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727599392281532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038365779047674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001006761788548,0.09888564916673574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059267022100279614,0.12158671250905015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097684765958399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249075816543945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171640962909134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226340848616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313693105314112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472916484067005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145469351518015,0.12277444137813735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636001605005535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867841447126749,0.0,0.0,0.08586541243917059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242338120326002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773197105590066,0.0,0.0,0.2122143900147448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477480645752678,0.0,0.0,0.4293185363465729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245764165521592,0.0,0.1354407593217185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766334793559711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156242182299085 adhd,defedekdsksj,2019/09/22,HELL Im watching a Korean movie and i actually HAVE to read every sentence in order for me to understand :/ i’ve already paused it 7 times in the first 12 mins to do something else im curious to see how long it will take me to finish it,0.8476470588235259,2.7426447450980405,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,81.94117647058823,7.217254901960787,23.925490196078428,8.238735603445708,1.5635772549019609,186,7,40,4,5,67,39,51,0.145,0.7879999999999999,0.068,-0.7297,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,8,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,5,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.26109900368527106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952580273434509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351122537760384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543001063781806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275855622584457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780193011011774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367813094974428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26763142118894945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320989470518484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598000220557125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117108184100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601581383520527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785383715475788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hi_im_horse,2019/09/22,"Adderall might likely be life changing for me, but I'm worried about side effects Took adderall for the first time in 7 years today around 5 pm, 10 mg.. No distractions moving into my apartment, no sitting around. No constant negative thoughts. I could actually stare at a wall and genuinely think about nothing and relax, rather than constantly think about bad things. When driving, I was constantly thinking ""I should be zoning out now, but I'm not."" I was easily able to talk to people *normally* and not nervously. I've always been apathetic about people and struggle socializing because I can't put in the energy, but meeting my roommates was so much easier after I took the pill. I was also not hypersensitive to anything. Reaction time also improved 50ms, *consistently.* But I guess people joke that it's ""speed"" for a reason. It almost feels too good to be true. --- I'm a tiny bit worried about the side effects. I feel completely normal taking it, but there are some clear side effects: * Resting heart rate is noticeably higher, which is a tiny bit worrying because of possible heart problems. This is my biggest worry, because it just feels like my heart is working harder. Though I did go back and forth between moving into my apartment and digesting lots of food so I guess I won't truly know until I test it just doing nothing. * I sweat more and need to drink more water. Then again, I never used to sweat almost at all and got by drinking not much fluids every day, so perhaps I'm just kind of normal in this aspect now. * Sleep? I haven't tried sleeping yet, but it feels like it's similar to caffeine. I think it should have worn off by now, but it's clearly still in effect (I did take it at 5 pm, but it's normal adderall, not XR). I don't think I'll have racing thoughts at least. Is this a genuine worry? I would like to know the actual truth.",3.8374010783149046,6.0364077195467445,4.79601023485333,80.95924974869781,73.78753541076486,7.161071004294982,27.534405556063238,8.049812674583475,1.994021730786805,1467,57,258,23,31,477,191,353,0.146,0.736,0.11800000000000001,-0.8976,0,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,6,27,15,0,3,10,0,28,14,7,6,6,72,56,25,0,11,17,0,4,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,17,13,5,0,18,4,0,7,14,5,0,1,13,5,26,10,39,34,11,51,0,0,1,0,3,21,0,7,26,177,43,2,0.07541272303670853,0.0,0.1471838785354944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102989755198076,0.0,0.0,0.12061505473317882,0.0627494267538272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062058245478778126,0.13426662385682994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798772906564016,0.062966473744106,0.13791268802276582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466232366412106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977666160260719,0.0,0.07906880531689123,0.2444830882260127,0.0,0.06021092295568915,0.0,0.0,0.048634967619758655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775151730493155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353847168250135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525237546646234,0.10774972881119824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414602369041685,0.0911893640384116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285878838864582,0.0632526141507808,0.06031444369581183,0.0,0.1661512330610129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680933196898128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785307462202511,0.08288972073577311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326623650000534,0.1473713889278372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411320034131347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000098176814599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030357993399302,0.11087405706220947,0.05591757858057544,0.058162941052816365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955538277551659,0.1447210832922189,0.0858578850094555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684506041888654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501651425403911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215979123542014,0.0,0.07581061578575934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775368392530219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509343704067862,0.07687377418777433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060224698031701024,0.0,0.0,0.07883775197558715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134019649888479,0.0606138901937285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010086225718285,0.2416071394481383,0.07409261749225772,0.11973855681648116,0.08794753051151735,0.0,0.07148244366054242,0.0,0.16757262017543514,0.05120028872077527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513237971601328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490136053192032,0.3829264043223297,0.0,0.053571034748551134,0.0,0.0,0.04856332113239386 adhd,DismalStandard,2019/09/22,"Help with insomnia So it's 4:30AM and I've been trying to sleep for the last 5 hours. I've had trouble falling also before but nothing to this extent. I'm on day 2 of taking Adzenys and this is the first time I've been medicated for ADHD. How do you feel asleep after you have been trying for so long? Also, is it normal to experience this level of insomnia when first starting a stimulant? If so, will it likely go away after a bit? Any suggestions for me moving forward?",1.8625263157894736,4.232790463157897,4.013947368421054,83.20513157894737,81.21052631578947,6.326315789473685,22.13157894736842,7.554174236665415,1.164347368421052,374,12,70,6,10,128,66,95,0.046,0.9329999999999999,0.021,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,4,0,9,5,2,2,0,9,14,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,4,1,3,1,14,9,2,18,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,13,49,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479600866692255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32999277101654106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030667850966086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938471996610784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556563078609028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252512200411029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306123160701178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182343162186325,0.0,0.0,0.10432308089352647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35099638522106513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725808502154005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382939217154857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318654138308376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818073868386607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007989697232128,0.0,0.0,0.18258931475436446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784866198961796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928863964499146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215268073547527,0.19797243140900367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647195013240496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460364432362176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512917831100848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030856911585022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801594741086313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jdawg1603,2019/09/22,"My mom refuses to accept that I have ADHD, how can I convince her to let me get it diagnosed? My mom has been telling me off everytime I suggest having ADHD, blaming screens, specifically video games. When I ask to go to the doctor to get it professionally diagnosed, she refuses. She is quite stubborn about the topic. How can I get her to let me go there?",2.6116149068323007,5.057852811594207,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,78.85507246376811,8.000828157349899,28.697722567287784,8.841846274778883,2.7154331262939966,280,13,52,7,7,96,43,69,0.092,0.843,0.065,-0.4503,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,2,0,6,15,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,2,8,12,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,1,40,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614411977572813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947378702382116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897078487314249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649791576815445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300902200480176,0.0,0.21821137395892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926216191749784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44968530858226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419254367079187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779748821614027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hueytanner,2019/09/22,"Just too fast I often find when I get excited about a subject, or am in a really good mood, I just barf information onto people. I get faster, I get louder, and eventually I’m noticing they’re losing interest or asking me to lower my voice. Either way it makes me feel sick and guilty because I’m aware and try to keep this under control, and I hate when I lose a grip on it. I wish I could just mellow out over all. Even when super excited or happy, while still feeling those emotions or putting a cap on them? Any tips from anyone who has something similar?",5.031517857142859,5.3969069732142865,6.242857142857144,78.80214285714288,68.55357142857143,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.1491285714285717,439,14,85,7,7,148,81,112,0.141,0.67,0.18899999999999997,0.7053,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,11,10,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,24,15,12,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,13,6,11,14,2,16,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,5,7,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335633780056388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711933831909714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332924622567792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954218599738052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199454854570969,0.15657178728591195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205887741792624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952376741831895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831050330330136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792340155877509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30736618709871355,0.0,0.0,0.1644813658708109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087546218216463,0.0,0.19361049344625014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430479885955993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387767871180032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089985626981354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223263850620788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595269336110574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713704799969967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256282011833066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509691868912572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566076078341664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314063829358794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565693531727842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255080501972775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sukonmypeen,2019/09/22,Is there a way to improve concentration? 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Untreated ADHD deprived me of way too much sleep growing up, a completely unhealthy amount. I used to think my hyperfixation was hypermania. I used to wake up depressed every morning. I self diagnosed everything but ADHD. I sobbed and *soul-cried alone so many nights thinking about how I felt “wrong” but couldn’t figure out why. ADHD, the one thing I never really thought about, was actually the answer to everything. *that sound you make when you cry so hard it feels like your soul is escaping your mouth (Disclaimer: obsessively researching disorders is one of my reoccurring hyperfixations, being a psychology lover and all, but I don’t recommend self diagnosis) Anyway, sleep, what a thing. I started on Vyvanse a week ago, after months of sleeping 3 hours a night and feeling stupid for it every time. Once I got over that stimulant insomnia hump, the medication finally put me to sleep before midnight, and I couldn’t believe sleeping like that was possible. Wish I was exaggerating, but who knew a bed could feel so comfortable, a morning could be so refreshing?? I’ve been sleeping well since, definitely thanks to a much needed dopamine boost. Closing my eyes to sleep is peaceful and satisfying now, a total “ahhhh I’m in bed” moment I only thought happened in movies. I hope anyone currently untreated considers medication, and this is coming from someone who has always preferred taking the no medication route in life. I could say so much more about how Vyvanse has changed my life, but keeping this post about sleep, plus I’m so tired. On that note, time for some shut eye. I’m actually excited to sleep, what a concept. (The ADHD journey is tough, but we tougher)",5.290478502080443,7.986991796116506,5.860206888580677,72.70365291262141,71.168284789644,9.074479889042996,32.39493758668516,9.606745405546679,3.6349287101248255,1391,66,223,36,28,449,181,309,0.126,0.701,0.17300000000000001,0.9599,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,4,0,0,17,16,1,1,17,0,20,23,13,6,3,49,45,22,0,9,6,1,5,3,1,0,8,2,3,2,14,12,0,1,12,0,0,4,5,7,1,2,10,9,26,9,29,28,8,35,1,3,2,2,12,12,1,2,20,142,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.13550867283164414,0.0,0.3337687802874629,0.0,0.06154611609003807,0.0,0.0,0.07190925401911477,0.0,0.0,0.057771894754811814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048547551698008624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059080402046763236,0.07822460995067619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344846218399848,0.059808390273873475,0.07279675585048331,0.0,0.0,0.16630426526760245,0.0,0.15253270206484307,0.0,0.0,0.05980055021170206,0.07047068725751107,0.0,0.0,0.07957358413982141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169966990558738,0.0,0.12479965169836565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531872669525134,0.04960129769122066,0.06666434908398554,0.07605792543583861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055530064155955634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139732848513287,0.0,0.06219625926116217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896033970640393,0.0683752423618152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171318602889534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808189710276627,0.10176098187012723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634552366882013,0.07039182049612418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098323423595957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541891310180114,0.0,0.15311863439245574,0.051481975721856164,0.05354922718762026,0.0,0.0,0.19546799319864935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394141721125685,0.0940960627284543,0.05280516722183446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827266905837893,0.06649540710624093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697970187624899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044479076886159236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521407018768038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486270061742434,0.0,0.0,0.05743378295077355,0.0,0.6253274740349337,0.0,0.05882839700028952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914339863243111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220323694769841,0.0,0.0,0.0639224496042179,0.0,0.0,0.09225332855397776,0.08897676332227311,0.0,0.11024042226924234,0.08097118554707892,0.0798003626897211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993164498046853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511084874755917,0.055693110268383,0.0,0.062426527193976976,0.0,0.06265039706027177,0.0,0.07984186519185311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591155839213758,0.0,0.0 adhd,Paerlol,2019/09/22,Moved in with my sis. She gets mad over things like when I forget to dry our clothes after washing them and it makes me pretty sad.,1.0377777777777766,3.3422631481481524,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,84.18518518518519,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.1950148148148152,103,2,23,0,3,31,27,27,0.235,0.602,0.163,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677697750569696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588132684935123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536179459061988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.563049500663163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389548971978765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519480411893013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,monkfruitsugar,2019/09/22,"First day on Adderall XR 20mg I deep cleaned my room that had been increasingly messy for about 3/4 months. I started my reading for my Tuesday classes. Every minor to major task that I had the thought to do, got done. The little voice that says “maybe lay down for 3 hours instead” was completely drowned out and overpowered. I felt like a well/oiled machine with a brand new engine. It’s still f**k Big Pharma but damn if this medication isn’t a positive, monumental addition to my life. Now, I’ll see how easy/difficult it’ll be to turn the motor off and get to bed.",4.536160714285714,5.762718866071433,5.146785714285713,83.09821428571429,70.16071428571428,8.457142857142857,30.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.3047285714285706,451,18,90,8,8,145,89,112,0.07400000000000001,0.863,0.062,-0.0635,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,10,16,5,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,4,8,1,14,6,2,18,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,1,10,51,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600532322036445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513170823962703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401081784717297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976860811357492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225281807576212,0.0,0.0,0.19957634655055376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258460673066834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765522201553908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310635055226493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572626428841294,0.11462847459667436,0.23516112151804994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571759394618025,0.0,0.0,0.2363652638142289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727960430175355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266073300021921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23469371577432235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658736950764848,0.0,0.0,0.1869699088616504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660724784157832,0.0,0.18737599797745327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862701874242544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25521030523236743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109607470890781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mohansadumbutt,2019/09/22,"I'm at a loss for what to do. I've been struggling to stay focused since first grade and have been trying everything I can to break the habit of going onto doing something else instead of schoolwork. I was diagnosed in 7th grade, but now that I realize it I wish I never was diagnosed because it only makes me feel worse. 9th grade, and my grades are plummeting because I keep procrastinating and I just can't stop off tracking to something else than work. My mom just lectured me about my procrastination, and I keep telling her it's been what I've been trying to do for the past 6 years. I and my parents don't want for me to go on meds, and I can't seem to find anything to help me just stay on task. I've been struggling for years and I've had enough. Does anyone have any advice on how to just stay on task with adhd?",5.1632544378698215,5.098072928994085,5.663721893491125,84.55723964497041,68.23076923076923,8.41680473372781,29.32603550295858,7.908726449838941,1.6742894674556212,651,21,139,7,10,210,94,169,0.078,0.853,0.069,-0.1283,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,2,3,0,18,2,0,2,1,25,28,9,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,8,1,19,0,26,20,1,21,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,7,90,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229315773425926,0.13196059838451127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918325776233264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442387581667976,0.0,0.11112731768115462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463960027582805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741277444313324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817537517750737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561901912467225,0.0,0.0,0.1395335533394571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136623168182067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682808368484019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234251174010046,0.114865889256658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349393641246722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051520166872963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400614659248861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014098174889362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000021741203512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815850225602912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415202005440026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270484046753753,0.0,0.0,0.14994715866276362,0.0,0.12891200857805846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293634413382196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170739201763767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792247001646774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318075291007886,0.0,0.11290040494687607,0.0,0.28234855308808665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803187212078466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336808287582476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965073859128324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529059860204789,0.0,0.0,0.09831152791847247,0.0,0.13761841608557882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392407966083925 adhd,throwowowayX,2019/09/22,"How can I stop being a screwup Honestly, sometimes I end up thinking hey maybe I can do it. I’m smart enough. I’m good enough. But I never am, and I just keep disappointing myself",-0.5250450450450472,1.6493435675675698,1.8041891891891917,93.11096846846847,99.81081081081079,4.628828828828829,19.68018018018018,6.42735559955562,0.30336396396396426,140,5,30,2,6,47,28,37,0.204,0.579,0.217,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,8,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677631695046595,0.6457782414255041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621045596496434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777584093373105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139415286960848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410141028517225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090638709177046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26125839705898146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002330931091884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jjavabean,2019/09/22,"[Rant/Vent] Wow. I was on a customer service chat with Amazon and forgot I was talking to them...TWICE. My bluetooth headphones damaged (through no fault of my own or my ADHD, just wear and tear or they were cheaply made :) ) and I was on a chat with a customer service rep. She was so nice. The first time I got sidetracked by my laundry, we were idle for 2 minutes and she called me. I answered, apologized, and said I would like to continue on the chat. I said answered \*one\* question and then immediately got sidetracked and forgot about her \*\*AGAIN\*\*. This time by stupid Facebook and I was idle for 5 minutes. In the nicest way possible, let me go and told me to contact them again if I still needed help. GOD. I was so embarrassed, I didn't even contact Amazon again. I just said sorry in my Customer Survey and gave her 5 stars for everything. I'm to ashamed to even deal with it again, I feel like I deserve my shitty headphones now. Why am I like this.",1.735561497326202,4.332072689839573,2.49077540106952,92.34439839572195,84.13368983957218,4.683422459893047,25.61229946524065,6.1124844417494595,0.7984994652406421,751,32,148,6,22,234,104,187,0.111,0.725,0.16399999999999998,0.8540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,2,1,13,10,1,2,6,0,12,1,1,1,0,28,26,16,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,14,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,5,0,2,19,4,31,5,21,5,1,18,0,1,0,0,23,5,0,4,14,103,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779727434699247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655454241573654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825666058494655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840321573913794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539516571944936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742556978564768,0.12352281067668905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707224282406356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826545388785753,0.0,0.2765746027170808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589405527821535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768062815171037,0.0,0.25341680727926896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360615541551252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820628968097153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716437555912948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949235308609391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369229952350103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934145290996383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355212054528365,0.0,0.0,0.13808153496266504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897386407156162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201643684503222,0.0,0.0,0.1652173936776869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724332331896436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601916673775032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282619837669408,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnonThrowAwayAcc727,2019/09/22,"Starting to think maybe my ADHD is misdiagnosed? Or is it just treatment-resistant? I was diagnosed with ADHD after my first year of college, and have been steadily increasing my dosages and switching to stronger medications every weekly visit with my dr. I’ve worked my way from Concerta 18mg (the weakest dose of the weakest stimulant) all the way to 20mg Adderall (the second-strongest dose of the strongest stimulant. I am aware that Desoxyn/Methedrine is available in the US which is technically the true strongest stimulant, but it’s not available here) and I still feel NO EFFECT from any medication. I was previously diagnosed with general anxiety disorder, but I decided to cease treatment for it on my own after also seeing no results from the medication I was on. Could it be that my ADHD symptoms are actually just a manifestation of either Anxiety or even something I haven’t been diagnosed with yet? I looked up disorders commonly misdiagnosed as ADHD and apparently anything from anxiety/depression/bipolar/BPD are all very commonly misdiagnosed as ADHD and that ADHD can commonly be misdiagnosed as one of those as well. I think I actually that if you combine all my anxiety symptoms and all my ADHD symptoms, that the total symptom list matches very scarily close with BPD which is currently still untreatable... But this also could be just explained away as “treatment resistant” ADHD as well. I’m just unsure what to think of that though. Because if someone without ADHD took 20mg of Adderall I’m positive they would feel the effects, but I don’t feel anything at all from it. Even if I up it to 40mg which is technically an overdose by 10mg, I only end up feeling a little bit like I’m in a trance and have no concept of time, but I find no relief of my symptoms at all.",9.552344224924012,8.60305030395137,9.86037803951368,60.99263392857145,59.63829787234043,13.088221884498479,44.878609422492396,12.161744961471696,5.813232370820668,1446,80,227,40,16,486,155,329,0.08900000000000001,0.83,0.081,-0.4228,2,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,1,4,15,5,0,0,14,0,25,14,0,6,8,58,40,26,0,6,17,0,4,1,0,1,14,0,0,0,18,13,0,0,12,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,6,6,27,5,46,28,11,32,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,5,16,178,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.12845000924273786,0.0,0.7118611269537367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526292043291892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475580083367723,0.0,0.15104267049026324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083186865933118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183445258879758,0.0,0.0,0.0401196250284142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185188081412858,0.0,0.16578094695141876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509430363063736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039958123157628,0.0,0.0,0.15085717252853156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058291700596426826,0.0,0.0,0.0869390991595947,0.0,0.05545116323944765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311021486421348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060152835902424276,0.05598138476784263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03215341323087015,0.06596295329419047,0.0,0.0,0.05526721392690346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611904442247439,0.0,0.0,0.19890214959895405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459729357024855,0.050054539506382216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052445265127354215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576401849799563,0.050666859723098465,0.0,0.0,0.04658351289734743,0.0,0.10511834714217748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34202991187629794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651292901378727,0.06466195548314763,0.0,0.03837669322036536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312181478209116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916618094482962,0.0,0.0,0.10860694337952044,0.0,0.10448023559044126,0.05279204924114685,0.0,0.118349443286494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344238140769079,0.0,0.04791340150791984,0.0,0.0,0.046752402349113084,0.0,0.0,0.04238208090711314 adhd,vacant79,2019/09/22,"I hate you ADHD, but you’re not going to beat me, I’ve beaten you and will beat you again I’m finishing up what will be my last maternity leave. I go back to work in less than 2 months. My life is busy. I have a 3 year old and 10 month old twins.my husband works 12 hour days. I’ll be going back to work full-time, commuting and then will have to feed the kids and get them ready for bed on my own. It scares me. I’m not well mentally. So, what do I decide to do? Start a graduate certificate I can’t afford! I have to. My industry is being killed by government cutbacks. I should have started this certificate long ago. My first course starts in October but I ordered the textbook and it arrived today. My husband worked, so I was by myself with the kids most of the day. I’m only now getting a chance to read. I’m excited. It’s only intellectual stimulation I have had years. I knew I was getting stagnant but I was also busy being a mom. The threats of my job being cut forced me to act. I will just take one course at a time-anything else would be stupid. I finally sat down to start reading and my husband came home and turned on the tv. I tried, but I couldn’t concentrate (it’s not his fault). Earlier in the day I wanted to read but couldn’t because the kids were being loud. Even on meds, noise is my enemy. I don’t want to buy earplugs as they are a choking hazard. I can’t afford noise cancelling headphones. I don’t really know how I am going to do it. I wish I was neurotypical. It’s so hard. I wish I could read when the kids are playing and not get annoyed when they need something while I’m reading. I wish noise wasn’t so annoying. Anyway. I just wanted to vent. I have a degree and a couple other certificates but need more. This will be the most challenging one yet, simple because my life is so busy.",0.8706644238856178,3.0816108196286507,2.8321718315326407,91.13484246619656,84.0397877984085,6.012266287119106,21.131461473765928,7.3138001815848295,0.6769071488645926,1417,45,307,22,41,474,187,377,0.138,0.775,0.087,-0.9699,3,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,3,9,19,14,8,1,18,0,45,3,0,2,0,43,77,27,1,13,12,4,1,0,0,7,2,1,2,4,11,11,1,0,3,7,1,6,11,10,1,3,10,2,50,4,30,49,5,46,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,2,30,202,61,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098819449646336,0.0,0.08104780722951924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311710523786244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523968339751105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060914362560928,0.0,0.11147062358679412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457237408276067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299998163511051,0.1011663408609716,0.0,0.1768957309795455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637862553338717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038912122515175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015787300019023,0.0,0.07777091466961715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107508789764316,0.0,0.20784871659095613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190395676018611,0.09026889652943662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171245628702787,0.0,0.09004083140039176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073087104454072,0.0,0.1011545333142673,0.0,0.0502479267416639,0.0745282312182123,0.0,0.09681191965426332,0.0,0.0,0.12916042788892132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091330062218156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155890651496632,0.0,0.09214065029708564,0.0,0.0,0.10708254176089216,0.14595823981397488,0.0,0.0,0.135589424944238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188229833373385,0.0,0.12391162980805727,0.13907434897944734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572772590151805,0.0,0.058572853629668735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153809028015568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703878269614731,0.0,0.0,0.258860506689837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874451474247951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331398189095078,0.0,0.08666562175591706,0.0,0.0,0.062075449982382215,0.09945035678867788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178460379600335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220718809654877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154224105440496,0.0,0.0,0.2662505813785456,0.0,0.0,0.06494975265029701,0.0,0.0,0.11775675830160172 adhd,friendly-confines,2019/09/22,"Does it all have to be so dang hard? 6 months ago I started a new job. I knew the job would be challenging but told myself I'll rise to the occasion and kick some ass. Come Friday my manager sets a Monday meeting for a ""Performance Level Set"" after tearing apart a procedure I sent her for review. Most of the mistakes she caught were dumb ones because I was trying to be speedy. Anyway, I knew this meeting was coming at some point. I severely underestimated how much organization the job would require. I have a report I work where I get 30 separate emails in about 50 different efforts and I have to go through each of them with a fine tooth comb. You know how many times over the past 6 months I've been in the middle of one email only to realize I'm not sure I checked something on another email which leads to me a third and a fourth and a fifth and so on. When I speed up on tasks, I make stupid mistakes. When I double/triple check my work it takes twice as long as it should/needs to. I just want to have something I can walk into and rock it the fuck out. If nothing else, Monday's meeting will light the fire under my ass so I can finally stay focused...well at least for the next week or two.",3.5234739229024967,4.680862546938776,4.456292517006805,87.3560487528345,72.51020408163265,7.56689342403628,25.44784580498866,7.984000788550335,1.266655328798186,944,29,202,13,18,306,158,245,0.18100000000000002,0.799,0.02,-0.9919,4,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,7,11,8,3,0,18,0,16,4,3,4,2,36,32,18,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,4,1,2,8,1,5,0,5,9,3,26,3,32,17,7,45,0,0,0,3,12,17,5,5,17,130,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864001721910967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521708469796738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846373164064655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500158529393745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161938697384775,0.0,0.0,0.12699538456994905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122903801656792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897173468107284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416099024522332,0.07581914748072052,0.0,0.08247497185677112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299989076583689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320272643683628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975409060688228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842652677593208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968686464969424,0.14712878043284974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316666067197688,0.0,0.10667980920191256,0.0,0.0,0.14015768400185358,0.1543366382871843,0.0,0.0,0.13924643836606032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667397227683128,0.11037020777618577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853334571998954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718519309769253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394415719894956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344074643987924,0.0,0.0,0.10271659769778332,0.15467848282262528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367737690850989,0.0,0.10911208905564317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462056880884095,0.0,0.0,0.13866826391874099,0.0,0.09852687231875153,0.0,0.14176103561075956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559546490532965,0.0,0.11640641390643652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129800141378385,0.0,0.0,0.2061779975280568,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jrosales101,2019/09/22,"ADHD & Firefighting I was wondering if receiving any sort of medication for my ADHD would prevent me down the line as far as getting hired by a department. I was diagnosed at a young age and I haven’t taken any medication for it since I was 12 I’m 24 now. Thank you!",2.310545454545455,4.280502600000002,5.005454545454548,78.76818181818184,77.54545454545455,9.49090909090909,27.363636363636363,9.888512548439397,2.9927454545454544,213,9,43,7,5,76,43,55,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.4389,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,8,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766161165738088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25992693191189725,0.0,0.32627465645119674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348912431963465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533562178140312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833394354769366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844423350018173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208637645553551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601566946102395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704150493408978,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hpsinclaire,2019/09/22,"Adaptive Behavior Advice for Relationships I searched through the archive and didn't see anything similar to this question so, here goes and first time reddit post, so sorry if I screw something up: I have undiagnosed ADHD and I'm an adult who has been adapting to it for a long time. I'm what I would call a 'hyper organized' person. My job is as an assistant and I am a student at the same time, so I really have to have my crap together to make my life function the way it's supposed to work. I keep lists, notes, write down EVERYTHING, keep strict routines, etc. Not to say I have it completely on lock, but I like to make other people think I do because I used to be such a scatterbrained kid. It's only been recently that I've gotten this good at managing my symptoms and most of them that I don't have great skills in, either I keep them to myself and slowly let it eat at me or it bugs my wife. My adhd is something we recently had a fight about, I'm not sure how to put an adaptive behavior in place to fix this specific issue. The problems comes when she is working on something in the house, such as cleaning or cooking or whatever. I don't ask to help. First of all, I was raised in a family who actively didn't want help unless asked. Second of all, executive dysfunction says I don't even register her as working, much less struggling with something. My wife is there, endorphins go up, that's about all the brain function firing off. Sometimes I've got enough clarity to go 'Do you need help with anything?' and for various reasons that we're working on for her end, she rarely feels comfortable asking for help or saying 'yes, help me with xyz.' I don't want to be a useless, bumbling husband, but I know this is connected to my own adhd issues not connecting the work with something I can physically do without being asked. I have chores and I do those with moderate success, like caring for our cats' boxes and doing our communal laundry, but her issue is with things she finds she has to do and I don't just up and help. &#x200B; What can I do to just jump in and help and/or fix these things before she has to deal with them? In more technical terms, how do I get my activation, action, focus, and effort executive functions to click on to help my wife around the house without her outright asking me to do it?",7.438508638693754,6.322642613537116,7.6861306246440115,75.42413423201064,63.91266375545851,10.934649705714829,35.633567495728116,10.074871250255047,3.4024084678184927,1839,72,354,34,23,602,226,458,0.132,0.8109999999999999,0.057,-0.9818,1,0,5,0,1,0,50.0,3,1,3,10,16,14,3,1,18,1,43,7,2,6,4,66,71,31,0,6,17,4,2,2,0,1,2,3,2,3,24,23,2,3,6,1,0,6,12,6,0,3,8,7,54,8,65,58,14,39,0,1,2,1,47,20,2,7,13,257,78,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26223987278540123,0.07107576399842817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788083019752021,0.08838094123077371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970935418569872,0.06474953773907317,0.33998685933108064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044338558316865735,0.0,0.0618920962929678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119627355613122,0.07427052943513514,0.0,0.07415814226549153,0.0,0.0,0.06265473019340724,0.07626122481948512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498655302681773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442602540807883,0.0,0.0,0.06442158829883031,0.07515466001540498,0.08111871031583019,0.04804075705310535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536949472796673,0.0,0.06856804982961427,0.0,0.036776982711998835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664784384374371,0.1237366446685357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380010161199707,0.0,0.08267391125230586,0.06100663604110841,0.05817279434176392,0.08019055343670144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900216998610928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785276333786844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774921257036734,0.07217822754559315,0.19395053113668592,0.0,0.0,0.039973233457371686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437642756770224,0.05137485536469826,0.07106925783147428,0.0,0.0,0.06436815338084652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971023051396375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346856676525048,0.05393205341099938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531821689150298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050425265128232144,0.0635093641354555,0.07599255544199253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965998871168873,0.0,0.0,0.06959753647821842,0.0,0.07311872730302067,0.08147980468973186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659587975521074,0.0747836559104276,0.14363400221679196,0.07809012991545299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352528573236836,0.0,0.0,0.0579603484490641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799746399641081,0.07193673819233068,0.08142083613086372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603837573588175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855184180372954,0.07559947623188996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664375488999233,0.0466056273535501,0.0,0.0,0.1272370254573309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281965476326554,0.0,0.0,0.08580193129950257,0.057733628061151385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140227817474042,0.0,0.2647595965084071,0.0,0.0,0.0516688308163796,0.0,0.08838094123077371,0.0 adhd,griffinsfreakedbean,2019/09/22,"What's your ""don't patronize me"" moment? In school, I had a lot of teachers flat-out assume I was slow in the head. Have you been treated the same way? How did you react?",-0.8216666666666654,1.3226468333333372,1.312444444444445,98.47700000000002,94.55555555555556,3.991111111111112,15.533333333333335,5.6839178017228535,-0.7778266666666658,130,3,30,1,5,43,32,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,3,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541159231942427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590225287758832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464300702054248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285650943719985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dern_Zambies,2019/09/22,"Just gonna go ahead and space out while pouring myself a drink and watch it spill everywhere, very cool I can't seem to go 5 seconds without floating into the fucking stratosphere. I don't even remember what I was thinking about. It seems like my ability to focus has managed to get *worse* somehow, mentally checking out so often it's started to piss off my partner who's always been so patient. The day I get medicated again can't come soon enough.",5.417931034482759,6.6242808505747135,5.7983333333333364,79.31750000000002,68.08045977011494,8.098850574712644,35.1896551724138,8.344100000000001,2.9394,362,18,64,5,6,116,68,87,0.033,0.8759999999999999,0.091,0.5709,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,2,0,3,1,6,4,1,0,0,14,17,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,1,1,3,4,2,0,1,2,2,7,2,11,14,1,14,0,0,1,1,2,5,2,4,7,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623298548524015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031503212819772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209357899705647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102777866375065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367981923851306,0.0,0.1557662956945379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802496082865805,0.2464273203310661,0.0,0.2680600743263732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521670045635968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757819246041464,0.23766545179804924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26715422829497504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42938928163742457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692469359817935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111306267213104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945879520315608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273357979883188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24033524520113686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,veiled__criticism,2019/09/22,"I’m paranoid that I don’t actually have ADHD—how am I supposed to know for sure?? TL;DR: Started 10 mg Adderall today and didn’t notice much of a difference (I was just at work doing dishes all day) and now I’m worried it was all in my head. So backstory—I’ve always been a spacey kid. I can’t count how many times someone has told me I zone out too much. It’s caused me to almost crash my car many many times, miss out on entire chunks of conversations or class lectures, or not notice someone calling my name twenty times in a row, just to name a few. I’m also a master procrastinator. Tasks (big or small, doesn’t matter) sit undone for weeks when they literally could’ve been done in five minutes. Studying doesn’t happen until the day or two before a test even though I’ve had weeks to prepare. I’ve had to teach myself entire units in classes like organic chem, biochem, physiology, etc in just a few hours because that’s how bad I am. And then I’ll get frustrated after half an hour of trying and just take the test anyway. I’ve gotten better about this one, but when I was younger, I was quite obnoxious around people I was comfortable with and literally blurred out the first things that would come to mine, even if it was offensive or weird. Come to think of it, maybe I haven’t gotten much better at that... I go from topic to topic in conversations, can’t focus on homework for more than five minutes at a time, jump from hobby to hobby. I was asleep in class more often than I was awake. I don’t know if that’s solely from boredom and my inability to pay attention, or if all the energy I’m using to try and focus is wearing me out. Caffeine literally does nothing. I can take a nap after drinking three shots of espresso. There’s been impulse buying (lots of clothes, books, piercings), impulse lifestyle changes (deciding my religion was false and completely changing morals in a very very short amount of time), you get the picture. For my whole life, I thought that was just the way I am. Yeah, it was annoying and frustrating and completely grinding me down day by day, but I thought I just had to make do. One day, my good friend asked me out of the blue if I was ADHD. I thought she was crazy. No way, not me. Do you see me bouncing off the walls? Besides that, I had fairly decent grades. I was definitely not ADHD. Well, I was curious. I did some research. And everything started to click. I was checking off basically every single box on all these tests and symptoms checklists. I talked to my dad, and he agreed with no hesitation that he thought I was ADHD. I ignored it for another semester because I was afraid of being dependent on medication. But then this semester started, and I realized if I didn’t get my act together, I was gonna fail out of my degree program. I finally saw a psychiatrist yesterday. It was a pretty simple interview, and he prescribed me 10 mg of Adderall. I’m supposed to come back in a month to see if my symptoms have improved. I guess what I’m afraid of is that this really IS just the way I am. I’m not ADHD, I’m just a normal person who never got their shit together and now it’s biting them in the butt. I took the Adderall today, but I didn’t really feel a difference. Maybe that’s because I was just doing dishes at work all day. Maybe it’ll be different on a school day. Is it just too early to tell? Too low of a dose? And doesn’t Adderall make everyone focus better? How am I supposed to know if ADHD is actually my problem? How did you know for sure?",3.785722279288532,5.210861861031521,5.116140455208953,81.83927474725634,72.22349570200574,7.961334270422231,27.926258312158733,8.508773641640916,2.0187259771854897,2761,103,539,47,53,921,306,698,0.094,0.825,0.081,-0.6639,1,0,1,0,0,0,90.0,0,3,3,9,33,24,5,2,29,1,64,14,5,9,8,103,110,46,0,10,31,1,1,1,1,3,5,0,1,2,27,29,4,1,13,3,3,8,18,14,1,8,44,6,69,10,78,61,18,83,1,3,5,1,25,34,2,20,38,365,96,20,0.0,0.0,0.12055150250423675,0.0,0.4453920968141616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185079933384657,0.0,0.0,0.04939510433273764,0.05139515109753804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476815947411896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498578853596618,0.057743873408087364,0.0,0.0,0.04749506491626875,0.05157292424125786,0.1129578994722109,0.0,0.05255922802919299,0.0,0.0,0.16388386445516984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307108542506558,0.0,0.0,0.06345179640105833,0.13068274211359496,0.15962058721140854,0.12952319747257576,0.0,0.0,0.049315980131103325,0.0,0.0,0.2788425563588495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360032811413694,0.0,0.0,0.054052780040070456,0.0632091586634412,0.0,0.06050821457356429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688866115108173,0.08159313566298174,0.0,0.05204142127767925,0.05902108327416952,0.05551226061720428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031231286971374717,0.0,0.0,0.06766280708864282,0.0,0.05253903900682489,0.0,0.0,0.04772108580564265,0.0,0.09681223570791443,0.0,0.035103649850594235,0.05180728860435964,0.0494007691778815,0.0,0.06804339234614748,0.0,0.054620416863093386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339083460774235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165624573784928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357822674097324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362790888998834,0.03017627089692208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251215492080266,0.0,0.0,0.08245999899302749,0.1878663456919639,0.18615997452077185,0.0,0.0,0.062223825769095235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049301886749891805,0.0,0.1362177125027303,0.0,0.047638572945279886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060518615152153635,0.059267170455460164,0.1406444393599779,0.0,0.0,0.08370993165685517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042821509805742286,0.05393262389730564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283931683152323,0.0,0.059102745085795085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569688302747287,0.0,0.0,0.07913913458941088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251157340040328,0.098440717094663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340301072615916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467007756930136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311571522214947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642946679745154,0.128399273837843,0.09288230071367268,0.049646031944447215,0.05398714251492225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410352973570042,0.03957784502763971,0.06068583361192888,0.1961446195812092,0.18008437897877225,0.0,0.1170959220764755,0.05902108327416952,0.0686254885444157,0.08387157337278213,0.0,0.06033745322374635,0.0,0.0,0.05334691757391321,0.0,0.10192860462977334,0.0,0.1470834777281624,0.09909163718737082,0.0,0.05553601472213762,0.0,0.0,0.06896072890015709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993432660566443,0.06272745880720805,0.0,0.04387755502778865,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sad_noodless,2019/09/22,When did you know you had ADHD/ADD? Were you able to spot the signs/symptoms before you were officially diagnosed? I’ve always had problems focusing and I do the bouncing my knee thing all the time and find myself having to fidget with something to the point that multiple teachers of mine have pointed it out. My English teacher gave me a fidget spinner to use while in her class and it’s helped me to focus a lot. The problem is my mom doesn’t want to take me in to get officially diagnosed because she doesn’t believe it’s a real problem and doesn’t want to waste our time and money.,7.2807692307692315,6.352069000000004,7.546623931623928,75.68865384615388,64.12820512820514,9.851282051282054,35.739316239316246,8.841846274778883,3.024459829059829,471,19,88,6,6,154,76,117,0.1,0.877,0.023,-0.8645,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,0,12,3,1,1,1,18,19,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,16,0,13,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,63,21,1,0.17443694695744486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096393120066483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514551372106466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633514380005267,0.0,0.14843299397256238,0.19653070485411306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540996585858386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943220932735833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113610516578582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692140857254305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586598412754087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830005437896546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042984440246477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297985957575984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007378000420232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854743474532835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134290083986005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130677860287606,0.13115487516609547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588815653592527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034311731113085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065751518087933,0.0,0.0,0.20577486164191086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cleverpseudonym4,2019/09/22,"Knowing when to medicate My daughter is in grade six and was diagnosed in grade 3. So far she's managed well with her own developed skillsets, patient teachers, occasional visits to the psychologist and my support. However I can tell that this is starting to be too little and she is telling me that she is starting to feel overwhelmed. A week of having to do homework alone (she usually has a homework tutor three days a week) ended in a bad weekly exam result because she didnt manage well. I worry about secondary school next year. I'm wondering how I am supposed to determine that medication should be started. We discussed it but I feel it's a big step and I am not sure how to get there. She doesnt have a regular doctor, we go to a clinic which uses rotating residents. How did you all figure it out?",3.9836538461538464,5.969129032051287,5.3528205128205135,78.05884615384616,72.78205128205127,8.133333333333335,31.871794871794872,8.841846274778883,2.9526179487179487,643,31,113,13,13,215,106,156,0.043,0.904,0.053,-0.1129,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,8,0,18,5,0,5,2,23,30,10,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,2,2,2,3,2,18,4,15,24,2,22,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,1,12,86,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682212101556438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561639347455126,0.0990115334499955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474937713914212,0.0,0.0,0.1648558930649905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624678971602266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385853953950495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425186529323227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485929677296435,0.0,0.09230871548529726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926341522619022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279048350832465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272481040445934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273866861512965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438071448739736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448914372096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431565875228484,0.15308172469890458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839296654042822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028129431859054,0.17888595178881694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908577220473758,0.0,0.29207550804500176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614077978491696,0.0,0.16494840772382682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459506584229196 adhd,upinsyder,2019/08/22,"smoking weed+adhd does anyone smoke pot here? and if so, how does it affect your adhd?",2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,84.0,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.16427499999999995,68,2,11,0,2,21,15,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7869277804663346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289214531801647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573009281429376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imconfused28,2019/08/22,"So proud of myself! I got out of work early due to it being so slow. Took that time and got my car washed, then came home and cleaned my entire house. Popped my headphones in and just went to town. Deep cleaned my bathroom, and kitchen. Scrubbed my stove top til it shined. Rewarded myself with reorganizing my linen closet.",2.616487119437938,5.383639360655741,2.3167681498829045,93.97360655737705,81.62295081967213,4.797189695550352,21.82903981264637,6.1826913282559595,0.18350398126463666,255,8,51,2,7,75,46,61,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.8264,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,2,8,0,0,15,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,6,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777324866865569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282824198318613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312803642194659,0.0,0.0,0.38107875423105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257880612802145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669339542047016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30615678373784544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043514137458816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,softsoggy,2019/08/22,Ever lost a watermelon on the way back from the grocery store???? Ya me either but if I ever did that I'd be equally sad about the watermelon RIP but also shocked!!! wow HOW,-0.03200000000000003,2.315875514285718,2.9857142857142875,86.12428571428573,93.85714285714286,5.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,6.742157984588678,0.7314000000000007,133,5,27,2,5,47,29,35,0.242,0.639,0.11900000000000001,-0.6582,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179687420714848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057377092332681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7193223988988459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340385143865589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156044782473622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,duckfluffy1998,2019/08/22,"adhd saved me* *after nearly killing me Felt extremely impulsive during a meltdown where I was overstimulated and everything was too much, decided to drive the the viaduct and end it all... ...couldn’t remember where I put my keys, and that hurdle was long enough to realise I forgot my meds and was able to slow everything down again after taking them n I got to the point where I was safe again :/ real yin-yangq hours who up?",4.0662857142857165,6.3056832000000025,4.649642857142863,82.08250000000002,73.25,8.071428571428571,25.17857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.9781071428571424,336,11,62,7,7,107,57,80,0.084,0.845,0.071,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,10,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,1,10,2,9,1,3,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,8,45,13,0,0.23009206788431485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765259519316305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379327720151355,0.2377466136112484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413583828384476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209244684236162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402564599750773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659433834851214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545627821379624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362423950249886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555804168758161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914414462761967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175113764795525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313060800793222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189514681670995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606494591449461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300059973784193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Barry-McCockIn-Her,2019/08/22,Finally I finally got my meds after nearly 3 years of fighting after being diagnosed. I found an out of network psychiatrist who actually cares about me and listened to me. I'm so pumped right now. I start my medication tomorrow!!!,4.566428571428574,7.280703500000005,7.047857142857144,63.23464285714289,73.52380952380952,10.866666666666667,34.3095238095238,10.686352973137794,5.01369523809524,185,10,28,7,4,66,34,42,0.06,0.846,0.094,0.3348,0,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,8,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2650298540521709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769011711005888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756552118552357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5950208339156277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977812611044089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721303133187875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30167206748679537,0.2735954528907087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319339181679857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223076272560746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489320216416487 adhd,thriller5000,2019/08/22,I got diagnosed with Adhd and I am 35. Now so many things happened in my life make sense.... Now so many things happened in my life make sense....,1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,82.44827586206897,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,-0.06873333333333376,109,3,25,1,3,34,18,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014235273859721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545657279530831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059476862325576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435789185105906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35430745046868906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33483374234760443,0.5085616651093091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33325254305555546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,livipup,2019/08/22,"Just Discovered Dr. Russell Barkley I found out that I probably have ADHD over a year ago, but I haven't been tested for it yet. Still, it seems extremely likely that I have it. Around 3 or 4 years ago I was diagnosed with BPD and have since then managed to get better, but I still struggled a lot with executive dysfunction and I didn't understand why. I eventually did find out it was probably ADHD, but had no idea how to manage it. I think I finally found my answer. 😊 I was reading that Dr. Russell Barkley believes ADHD should be called Executive Function Deficit Disorder. I watched a couple of his presentations where he talks about the disorder and how to treat it and absolutely everything he suggested seemed like it would be incredibly helpful for me. I'm going to set up an appointment with my accessible learning adviser and another with my program coordinator to see if there's any way to incorporate his treatment recommendations into my accommodations at the college. For the first time, alongside the possibility that I might finally be treated for my health problems soon, I feel like I may finally be able to get back to learning the way I was able to before I got sick. I mean, it was downhill even before I got sick, but if I could finally tackle my executive dysfunction I think I could even get back to a full courseload and graduate even sooner than expected!",9.750924479166663,8.421799535156254,9.922968750000004,61.91682291666668,59.5078125,13.845833333333333,43.20833333333333,12.745084868956482,5.6720895833333325,1115,56,190,34,12,373,142,256,0.14,0.792,0.069,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,16,8,0,1,10,0,23,6,0,2,0,47,40,16,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,4,6,0,0,0,12,14,0,0,14,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,13,3,31,6,28,17,2,31,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,8,21,136,43,10,0.18875953199299889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402784138789382,0.0,0.16732393601334725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641814772976995,0.09896541377072124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401800140925338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145144428672056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062045892958518,0.10633367677424058,0.0,0.08347123333357265,0.0,0.0,0.11886801135225493,0.0,0.09637229337286228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070912679349993,0.10442941594328743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579347580798006,0.0,0.0,0.2163347770229045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701083597174634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482244803521133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772124548250147,0.06742492368586812,0.0,0.4135536816105962,0.08626139628717452,0.08027938074269661,0.0,0.20696508395172708,0.0,0.0,0.14792859705594832,0.0,0.05363819599837153,0.0,0.1509682412462112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032127785745253,0.0,0.0,0.06326076770736988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654326786544743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832755907930133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023830199785285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280723354668303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012201701153936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639900534063093,0.0,0.0,0.2035147012141757,0.09030868979283647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440530650155228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520845410971408,0.17183958861420154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780719177258953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074360608023651,0.0,0.0,0.0986662234636997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585888086599049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094948632526747,0.0,0.0,0.0550336005345318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825266488357376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982853046303649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516305897831049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704467787613883,0.0,0.0,0.12155494987913742 adhd,Shariell,2019/08/22,"Does anybody else on here have a habit of constantly checking doorknobs, closing open tabs on your phone (even if there aren't any), or even squeezing your phone? I've been diagnosed with ADHD since the age of of 5 and started having repetitive thoughts/actions during my early teens, which I often dismissed as a phase. Now nearly a decade later I'm still having intrusive thoughts that are only satisfied with repetitive, and ritualistic like behaviours as mentioned in the title; it has now gotten to the point where I'm physically exhausted from checking the doorknob every 30 minutes or pausing my Netflix shows due to anxiety over open tabs. Does anybody else on here experience this? If so, then how do you deal with it? Do you have any other diagnosis/diagnoses?",11.439513381995134,9.684621868613142,10.369014598540144,61.390553527980565,56.59124087591241,13.22092457420925,45.461070559610704,11.855464076750405,5.587404866180048,624,31,95,14,6,198,96,137,0.068,0.892,0.039,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,0,12,2,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,1,0,15,15,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,17,12,0,23,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,5,13,66,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706800467736095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796037988850421,0.0,0.15726864330489584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221596611519192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194463493120286,0.0,0.4173200878514781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359810044424835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434725262026805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156817601144034,0.0,0.17321057388696814,0.0,0.0,0.20109733472738064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004363269007471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635335684681567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434017460580424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005844755760416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551105028722755,0.0,0.1641769817877627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320808160303835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissionGur,2019/08/22,"The fuck is this? I'm not diagnosed but I am not a dumb guy and think heavily I have ADHD or ADD. My brother has it also pretty serious/bad. &#x200B; I have all the symptoms and relate so much on this forum. My question is: &#x200B; I'm not looking for diagnosis but is this any familar to you guys? Sometimes (at night) I'll get this intense burst of energy and confidence, and almost euphoria. I start blasting music hard as fuck and ideas start to appear at my mind, for example I hit up a friend of mine we have to meet again soon. &#x200B; I also feel like I could stay awake for a while longer even when I'm tired physically. Its 2am. Its like something hit me. Might sound something like bipolar but I don't know this has happened couple times and always at night time, I notice music starting to sound really euphoric and its almost like i'm on drugs",3.5446867167919787,5.330634684210531,4.630881370091898,83.61644736842106,73.50292397660819,7.2248955722639945,26.83416875522139,7.957251820313856,1.7090414369256468,685,25,130,10,14,224,105,171,0.064,0.698,0.237,0.9886,0,0,3,0,1,0,29.0,1,1,0,0,7,8,3,0,5,0,12,7,0,0,1,28,30,17,0,1,7,1,2,4,1,1,5,2,0,2,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,5,16,5,16,26,2,19,0,0,1,2,8,6,3,6,15,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254933230078418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912438441405645,0.0,0.0,0.16701030379407114,0.0868863414127168,0.33941917494789625,0.3806475384167899,0.07100961918060003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871868767303373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337138806425376,0.11553945732643835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598475640501508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109479657345408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896885105653038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279821548541735,0.07459812948846113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067513112327905,0.19307040695742592,0.05455547708954464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678571062687034,0.09233883131630644,0.0,0.09354038740972896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787819782162078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738685553022897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405861017797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876870425960318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077380264411278,0.10543508423872514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676118869988413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598340293777425,0.0,0.0,0.11888359616688195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623333563128974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697501993045828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689453888357069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607762277513245,0.10327468770725316,0.0,0.2217284094565556,0.11129851371674992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085330318676128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669085328482637,0.0,0.0,0.12177703538882065,0.1200161702666025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806475384167899,0.0 adhd,NeurotypicalNed,2019/08/22,"ADHD and marriage I bought and started reading Melissa Orlov’s book on ADHD marriage and relationships. Very insightful and helpful. I bought the book more for me than her, meaning I want to learn more about ADHD so we fight less. I want more emotional intimacy. Today, my wife accused me of buying the book to “learn how to handle” my “crazy wife.” I am beside myself. I feel totally beaten. Even when I try to do something to help our relationship, it’s wrong. I can’t imagine I can sit down with her to discuss the strategies in the book. Any suggestions?",3.0798701298701303,5.738951809523815,4.203203463203465,81.9292207792208,78.52380952380952,6.4848484848484835,27.640692640692638,7.686295010490155,1.9599523809523816,440,19,77,7,11,143,70,105,0.128,0.778,0.094,-0.6887,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,11,7,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,18,0,14,9,5,7,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,3,54,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6611887780201938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470985761998513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628636834346645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112578119308795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272628147785612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458416872246045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976285990492385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834372287470179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39377930614303497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118073510964396,0.0,0.0,0.12980268820249874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383000323240347,0.0,0.0,0.12450814351139965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131397710584715,0.21633351749722526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005055535259173,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChefDepression,2019/08/22,"Rant: The stigma that college students with ADHD and who are on adderall are abusing it is really hurting me right now. Fuck everyone who takes adderall without a prescription. I'm so frustrated with my mental health care rn. I moved out of state for college, and my health care provider doesn't have locations in this state. I have to see some run down mental health place associated with my university, and everyone at the reception desk has been treating me like a fucking addict or criminal or something just because I'm trying to get a refill on my prescription for ADHD. I finally got an appointment with a psychiatrist, but then the director comes out saying ""by the way, the Doctor may or may not find that the dose you have been taking is appropriate."" I don't know what to do. If the doctor (who I see in a few weeks) thinks I'm abusing it or something and gives me a lower dose, I'm gonna lose my shit. They are super suspicious here about adderall, and I understand that that's a necessity to some degree, but this hurts people who actually need medication to function. It's even worse for me because I have mostly had really good grades in school, and got into a competitive program at my university. I wish there wasn't this stigma. I've gotten this far without adderall (only diagnosed/started meds 2 months ago), but it has been so damn hard. I feel like shittttt :(",7.778095238095242,7.4381763908046,8.092208538587851,70.25043103448279,62.86973180076629,11.28856048166393,36.26737821565408,10.7630783206399,3.9508596606458672,1102,46,194,25,14,363,148,261,0.18,0.733,0.086,-0.9792,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,2,8,15,5,0,16,0,21,12,1,0,0,38,46,17,0,3,12,0,2,2,0,3,9,1,0,0,17,14,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,8,5,21,7,28,35,4,26,0,3,2,2,8,14,4,10,8,130,38,10,0.0,0.2490080320668552,0.10254407414302764,0.11455399744111035,0.2525743174752207,0.0,0.09314812638440148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811302475594855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427453387225198,0.0,0.0,0.09051813258091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511008207182505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940512875559439,0.0,0.0,0.20081914247582414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053132202257906616,0.07507001643146717,0.0,0.11511129704218025,0.09604229538099944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194291716456053,0.05490057980840039,0.10080344355206973,0.0,0.08813710876159304,0.16808603898143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413209778859584,0.0,0.0,0.3350891435460337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249831543897412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057749868758718535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267471399140173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755896238926078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672150281287523,0.10585823437422008,0.21179422941594087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387479583830784,0.11168466512573899,0.0,0.07791636395126393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991897300120679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285005968767744,0.0,0.10978746835916503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463539012574952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973875409605392,0.0,0.08356477247914809,0.0,0.10634776480439108,0.16747219209637246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786432184975783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179325328724428,0.0,0.0,0.07437700049302794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580159406245991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733177754948197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134322393143701,0.0,0.0,0.10939321491277043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340855005016612,0.08428978469462571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083817179912773,0.20258901657489106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708670038865904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,C4rnivor3,2019/08/22,"Anxious about ADHD test So I finally took the first step. I made an appointment to visit a psychological center for ADHD testing. I've already filled out the enormous packet they mailed me and completed all the questionnaires. My visit is next week. Anyone been through this that can tell me what to expect? I feel like this might be my last hope to finally get myself sorted out.",4.1594285714285695,6.9438166571428575,4.829999999999998,78.24500000000002,75.28571428571428,7.428571428571428,25.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.158,306,11,50,6,7,98,56,70,0.028999999999999998,0.893,0.078,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,10,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,9,2,8,5,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,7,35,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895618209239447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476331088902704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009772834547645,0.0,0.14241612286329938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355210227166416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298552104226512,0.1455073275396858,0.0,0.4462377390719116,0.0,0.1732480737068898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641314639370526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022978269514863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602443921597934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950659363735044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272468229259876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606976065863195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166134522699912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802321135783666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262933224943423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633778956343675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hbumble,2019/08/22,How do I know if i need to ask to up my dosage of vyvanse? I used to take Adderall but my doctor recently switched me to Vyvanse. I'm taking 10mg right now but I can't tell if it's the drug or the dosage that isn't working. Does anyone have any experience with Vyvanse and its effects?,0.82940860215054,2.674079790322587,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,81.74193548387099,5.423655913978496,24.849462365591396,6.42735559955562,0.6698301075268822,225,9,51,2,6,76,47,62,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,3,0,12,11,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009222932257905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954561825422586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613259008895771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861141769645817,0.24462147420784594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32416988156867865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273437205228199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362419102416902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727039968814734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760054101909175,0.0,0.0,0.2387199105009538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42034850587798667,0.0,0.2443244247655563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142702025133586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350357132286787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mbkthewriter,2019/08/22,"Tests and ADD tests are gonna get you in school tests on paper on forms choices, true/false, essay to see if I paid attention and it was always very serious once the test began i wanted to get it over with the clock was always my enemy i grew up and tests evolved to golden keys rites of passages for licenses and to get in. pass/fail how do you do it and the annoying trials something bad will undoubtedly happen within 10 days after i quit smoking things that seemed so easy will turn to make or break in a split second you are tested. people will test you, in every way. just wait & see if you don't believe me in life there's always gonna be a test",5.079944444444447,5.007081762962962,5.763101851851853,83.80020833333336,68.4074074074074,8.527777777777779,25.02314814814815,8.07648339933343,1.2473148148148143,518,11,108,6,8,169,91,135,0.085,0.887,0.027999999999999997,-0.7616,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,1,18,26,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,4,2,11,0,19,16,1,17,1,0,2,0,5,10,0,4,4,65,16,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924441238713365,0.21374664816213068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471582079322922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226060887579105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722561919692288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621212675277394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092030770421127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444903363605224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934068948058126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168214345580515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100907172419948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367651774458722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098255270692991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996521483551324,0.3144041908476821,0.17959113590817832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187141294214887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310602953990712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457781629434816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277197794099885,0.11635750778437612,0.15658717641439954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mr_crunchydoo,2019/08/22,Re-reading simple phrases because you couldn’t understand what they meant Not sure if ADHD but always experience this and it seems odd. To explain I understand what each word says and means but if I put them together and it’s utter gibberish,4.9190000000000005,7.440559955555559,5.579722222222222,75.09625000000003,71.66666666666667,8.944444444444445,31.25,9.516144504307137,3.424666666666667,198,9,32,5,4,64,37,45,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.5316,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,7,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289557451913206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775523431299802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685590185329008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677486455100493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298159055141586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751621083238849,0.0,0.0,0.2737919892968739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767147410241494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491825118213301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797589777551266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699000102658517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Iluv2sing,2019/08/22,"Do I really have adhd--need opinions I'm a master's student (24f) and was recently diagnosed with ADHD after a psychiatry consult for depression and anxiety. I was (and still am) skeptical of the diagnosis. ADHD runs in my family, as my twin brother and sister have the diagnosis. Here's where things get fuzzy for me. I didn't start struggling with school until my junior year of high school. I was just looking back on old report cards and I was the ""perfect"" student in elementary school-- my teachers all described me as high achieving, curious, motivated, energetic and as having a love for learning. My brother's report cards on the other hand, describe him as unorganized and not having initiative, which seems more characteristic of ADHD. My question is, since ADHD is neurodevelopmental, can I really have it? I feel like a fraud! Or maybe I'm just not motivated to learn? I don't want to take my meds if this is just a character flaw. Halp.",4.8612068965517246,7.229299488505749,6.498367816091957,69.13341379310347,71.35632183908045,9.467586206896552,31.14022988505747,9.888512548439397,3.6226809195402296,757,34,123,21,15,259,105,174,0.07200000000000001,0.792,0.136,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,7,6,1,1,9,0,17,3,1,2,2,27,27,14,0,2,7,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,3,18,3,20,22,2,16,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,5,9,89,23,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7225847895610759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919908101216288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246471610033424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357102411590023,0.12205107183083233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336086155889125,0.0,0.06080193991412061,0.08590652061177989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282558623408095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541011484762352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874800521632556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097959270315507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853018922350273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080714226944506,0.0,0.1335704807842443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261819948733185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470735834299502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154070272882804,0.0,0.11873222500062185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650978200141546,0.0,0.10947095194339644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947192288371152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851134664627353,0.0,0.09603168972915042,0.0,0.0,0.12571125774143566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041292586268057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988866057762771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092648018791642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743696422933179 adhd,Ali_gem_1,2019/08/22,"waiting for referral, no letter or contact - is this normal? (UK, SE/London) Hi! I saw my GP in late May and they said they'd refer me on. Fine. Heard **nothing**, so about late June, I checked to see any updates, and the message said "" Good morning ali\_gem\_1, I can confirm that you have been referred to (my local area) Learning Disability Team on 23 May.  "" &#x200B; so am Ijust meant to wait now? I kind of thought I'd get an appointment/letter/something, even if it was for ages away, not nothing! Or should I have been ringing them up ? I wouldnt have heard anything if I hadn't asked for an update. Thanks in advance, x",0.6543342516069757,3.1714050165289294,1.7572865013774113,94.4367378328742,93.87603305785125,3.6806244260789716,24.077594123048677,5.46131890053228,0.4123439853076225,481,21,95,3,18,151,92,121,0.019,0.903,0.077,0.7596,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,3,2,5,4,0,0,3,0,15,0,0,0,0,19,28,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,11,7,14,4,14,12,0,16,0,0,2,0,14,8,0,6,7,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423755353681706,0.24026043137587355,0.13446141126088212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271280140185165,0.0,0.18484842625000586,0.0,0.18577139956744027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305970818195323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033044047569684,0.0,0.0,0.16584436064960095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059026583025872,0.0,0.0,0.4460902355473904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937308689122089,0.3794495429691172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761680699590351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756313665755894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222021136081676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204082291599216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697346795025788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026043137587355,0.0 adhd,HUNDarkTemplar,2019/08/22,"Should I be checked? Hi guys, I have been thinking for a long time that I might have ADHD, but I feel like, I am just trying to find an excuse for being incompetent. ADHD is not that well know, certainly not around where I live and I feel like my family would really accept that I have something like this, It would probably be like a non existing problem for them, but as I said I kind of agree. I cant know how others perceive the world, maybe others have It the same or worse, They just work harder and dont complain. But I feel like I am trying my best, but I just fail at so many basic stuff. I didnt have a big problem with until 1 year ago, when I started working, because I have had multiple injuries since then and, so now, If I have ADHD, It definitely has a bad effect on my life. I am still quite sceptic, because most of the symptoms can occur with anybody. I was quite good in middle and high school, I didnt need to learn much, but I made many mistakes, just by leaving out words and numbers. I just skipped whole calculations, even though I knew how to do everything good. I am very forgetful and I am never confident in myself not forgetting something, but this is also quite common amongst people. I do started doing double and triole checks as habits, but even then sometimes, I forget or just simply do t take the information in my mind. I notice and get focused on all kinds of things others dont, while sometimes not being able to focus on my main task. I also sometimes just tune out. I like when my stuff is organized and I do sometimes organize my stuff ( even though I am a big procastinator ) but my mind and my actions. Those are disorganized asf. But after all of these things what makes me the most anxious that even people question me. Many people from different groups and places asked me, even seriously sometimes, If I do some kind of drugs. My personality can be odd too, but Its definitely my mind, Its presence and my stupid actions that make people think that. I dont even know where I should go with this here or, If people would even take me seriously. I sometimes feel like I dont work like a normal person even though I am trying, but I also fear that I am just trying to find excuses. This is all that came to my mind atm. Thanks to whoever read It",5.116287356321841,5.7465325000000025,5.749279693486593,81.48100000000002,68.44444444444444,8.42911877394636,28.18390804597701,8.433251757073789,1.8722160919540225,1795,57,353,25,29,583,209,450,0.131,0.728,0.141,0.6920000000000001,1,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,2,9,36,29,2,1,12,0,50,3,0,6,5,99,74,47,0,13,29,0,4,8,0,6,3,1,0,3,29,19,0,0,18,1,3,4,12,11,1,0,9,5,61,18,34,54,12,39,0,1,0,0,14,18,0,11,25,270,90,7,0.05815388222749013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096689962762449,0.0,0.05154990779019941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951691582071468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569733407259178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051769284521472975,0.05436602968564965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048556062570670834,0.07090013368211577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061028911588334386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651254889725321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075842950483794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726236674524136,0.0,0.0674400407482121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072807259914526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052264959562095516,0.0,0.054822304601099214,0.06543928524757173,0.11761740073148592,0.16618058033205615,0.0,0.0,0.10630318961903892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03038300325088937,0.0,0.03305019142662447,0.0975534346403288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758148634555466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144276944303403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167495813828616,0.09587955845046127,0.0,0.0,0.0615765645211901,0.0,0.0,0.04107580683189378,0.22728839512238205,0.0,0.0513509434353861,0.051464355775376926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502660946569874,0.07763633591829155,0.17687672689780734,0.058423391110548485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169207906156261,0.2348753729657627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274979470865405,0.04312036680651782,0.04485185904696065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569784573446295,0.0,0.06620858035733368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158289839950955,0.10155545372248058,0.06075842950483794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269972086183696,0.11129082287672427,0.0,0.0,0.06514565723596401,0.18556143615537274,0.058169619493917836,0.0,0.037254866070189435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055317659103375216,0.0,0.0,0.0588548335018172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048105492324217146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953939936069935,0.3450940590834357,0.0,0.08232323431401335,0.0,0.04644176546730568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997168458681568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060444150358177774,0.08744896419026398,0.0,0.0,0.05354028153458845,0.0,0.0,0.07726971062380783,0.07452531916105737,0.17140768207536505,0.0,0.03390999638798218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793067484552206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798304320491767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228732412300461,0.0,0.0,0.06492673271213034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701015661302206,0.0,0.05926377421496384,0.12393254825404845,0.0,0.0,0.03744919350458025 adhd,sweetswinks,2019/08/22,What to expect at first visit with psychiatrist? I have found a really great therapist and she has set up an appointment for me to meet with the psychiatrist in the facility to discuss medication options for my ADHD. I have never had medication for ADHD before but I just want to know what should I tell my Psych doctor or what should I be asking?,6.7304545454545455,7.261761287878787,8.187424242424246,65.75113636363639,64.9090909090909,11.44848484848485,30.13636363636364,11.20814326018867,3.6197090909090894,279,9,48,8,4,97,47,66,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.5433,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,1,14,11,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,9,1,12,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458403126376029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230013378837126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323835558368332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324380317510008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316412897059296,0.0,0.2489943856006763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036945922955145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480368840799508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457542099479356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514715956608354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145480791897091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984882014715108,0.0,0.0,0.2636710281627149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394459957970353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sarahlin92,2019/08/22,"Tips for Driving? At almost 30, I’m ready to try and get my license again. I’m very motivated to do this...and very nervous. I’ve failed the drivers test 3x. I always get so nervous behind the wheel, I forget everything, I can’t focus, and that makes me frustrated. I know it’s partially my misfiring brain...I wonder if anyone else has this problem, and how do you get around it?",0.6522368421052641,3.1292386973684216,2.900315789473684,87.8052105263158,89.65789473684212,5.67157894736842,22.07368421052632,7.1686216300943375,1.0504568421052634,295,11,58,5,10,100,55,76,0.215,0.716,0.069,-0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,13,12,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,6,12,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,31,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563526716003792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301720322228945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900509806523124,0.2623080346768423,0.0,0.22789929868432315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857869638203788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385986486194924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008136465601614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012571467891816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069400630766773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088575466848804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496282610479705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173811026995686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224629332323319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776271994444764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rileg17,2019/08/22,"can't find things that are right in front of me? I misplace things constantly throughout the day. I swear I spend at least 30 minutes daily just looking for things. One problem I have, that I think I've had since childhood, is the inability to visually locate and identify objects. This deficit makes it impossible for to me to ""find"" anything, even when what I'm looking for is literally.. right there. Does anyone else have this problem, in addition to the problem of not remembering where you put stuff in the first place?",7.1271875000000025,8.013090677083332,6.629166666666666,76.0325,64.10416666666666,9.733333333333334,36.83333333333333,9.725611199111238,3.5941583333333336,419,20,74,8,6,130,67,96,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,12,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,1,2,8,0,13,11,1,15,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,0,5,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191982557368622,0.17466910460756865,0.14028424821309746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842200874785772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099405859248684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918153348795124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240780368375866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259540296790065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116173442589895,0.14500372416018306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863077387811238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379164117067975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551650038613788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810735982143716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893571508464576,0.0,0.17137183238146916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311198135211244,0.2911649718240193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410165190345234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515009642467213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397628345284261,0.10923182136043344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dedicatedtoaster,2019/08/22,"Do you say ADHD or ADD? For my primarily inattentive friends out there, when you tell people you have ADHD do you say you have ADHD or ADD? I want to say ADHD to be accurate in my terminology but I’m the opposite of hyperactive (outwardly at least) so I feel like telling people I have ADD would make them more inclined to actually believe me and take it seriously. How do you guys feel about the term ADD and how do you deal with the fact that most people still associate ADHD with hyperactive little boys?",4.986734693877551,6.3252046122449,6.486326530612246,73.49438775510204,69.20408163265307,10.089795918367347,29.306122448979593,10.290406445055957,3.0870244897959185,404,15,76,11,7,138,62,98,0.021,0.905,0.07400000000000001,0.655,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,1,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,21,15,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,14,2,11,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,3,4,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.12670161594654702,0.0,0.7801907237972406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628118304800555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385564702953126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129838932449464,0.0927551637721569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031129535007256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855846779579133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343151609821558,0.1301302012238361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666681796852793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27003667529408576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097533952438589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036875320372698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762082884733728,0.0,0.2269655061905771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658088395109225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223206696422516,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thefishdude,2019/08/22,"So... I'm new. Hi, I had a question. **Background:** I'm 25, in grad school, had a neuropsyc eval two weeks ago and the results show that I have ADHD (primarily inattentive type). I'm going in to see a psychiatrist tomorrow to discuss medication management and trial runs. **Question:** I'm not worried about what's to come, but what should I start expecting or keep in mind as I start medication (such as costs, common behavior changes on meds, etc)? Thanks.",1.307142857142857,3.9073582857142886,3.185714285714288,82.90928571428573,97.09523809523807,6.685714285714287,26.23809523809524,7.7094869923839395,2.3348666666666658,352,17,64,9,14,117,61,84,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.6479,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,13,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,1,10,12,1,14,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,7,34,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363622600171573,0.0,0.17433840375113302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805354535127796,0.16941604042110467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193419501345269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177357756753424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748116538651218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845893496401755,0.3962539306170164,0.0,0.0,0.19858327278661025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994763395219005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406366715556245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904318291906348,0.1567226082588923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784117736998976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810697170810653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212056401074534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775890601969786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973058392624926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,juless1010,2019/08/22,"I’m about to go to the doctor to finally be treated after 6 years. After six brutal years, I am finally going to the doctor to get meds, wish me luck distracted bois also this post is kinda short so AMA",0.6007142857142861,2.9363366904761925,3.700285714285717,83.49471428571428,86.85714285714286,6.217142857142857,17.923809523809524,7.554174236665415,0.8111466666666671,159,4,30,3,5,57,32,42,0.138,0.742,0.121,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791107126276167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066161289615182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422083348727164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929900334000982,0.0,0.2812991708799552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748964407065093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370191124537917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28459180638134923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31874027435965585 adhd,cellists_wet_dream,2019/08/22,"Swallow the tadpole So I struggle with executive dysfunction like many of you also do, in my case partly as a result of ADHD and partly because of depression and PTSD. In many ways I am generally seen as “pretty out together” but I have a long history of letting things slide because of procrastination. With executive dysfunction, it’s not that I’m lazy. In fact, I’m quite busy overall. But certain tasks, especially those to do with communication (making phone calls/emails/etc.), doing tasks that require me to Believe In Myself (assignments, making things), or things that I have to do but don’t fully understand, my brain tricks me into thinking the task is VERY SCARY and must be avoided at all costs. It is extremely difficult to just “get over it”, and I know many of you can relate. It’s a difficult thing for me to admit to, because I a) don’t want to be seen as lazy, and b) have people who rely heavily on me to Do The Things. The phrase “eat the frog” is used by self-help gurus to encourage people to do their most unpleasant task first. I’ve tried this and it does not work for someone like me. At all. The most unpleasant task of my day is the most TERRIFYING so my brain automatically goes into avoidance. And then none of the tasks get done, big or little. Instead, I swallow the tadpole. I do a tiny task. Just something that maybe I don’t really want to do, but not something that will take long or be too difficult. I don’t know about you, but I have a hard time getting going. But once I’m going, I have great momentum. I hyperfocus in Doing The Things and I want to get a bunch of stuff done. It’s like my brain goes from being totally avoidant of tasks to a taskmaster, killing it, knocking stuff out left and right. I dunno. If it can work for me and my broken brain, maybe it can work for you too?",3.7586134453781535,5.3650886778711495,5.016673669467789,81.80467436974793,72.58543417366947,8.125210084033615,27.035714285714285,8.738905477910976,1.999236974789916,1426,51,281,27,28,473,165,357,0.163,0.747,0.09,-0.9879,0,3,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,1,6,9,16,2,4,18,0,35,7,4,4,6,59,58,27,1,5,15,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,25,17,3,4,5,0,1,3,8,10,0,1,4,3,33,6,49,47,10,27,0,1,2,0,9,17,0,8,9,203,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901054079450392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725372597461159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587993091778716,0.0,0.0,0.10219418397152764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40502992608277777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058497627626709986,0.0,0.07812462642877556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937710829305082,0.18564670415179868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281450443914134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116075468795332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715416276028647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955979229147693,0.0,0.10310019997514727,0.0,0.0,0.1000032775782222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125442830950279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079807196917275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035234072306456,0.0,0.09969888446503912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855193267618492,0.09275265243306463,0.0,0.13294256767680027,0.09091087074238652,0.0,0.16054325687684542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109342507567855,0.2758838168093473,0.1822519945185984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659853591302367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645071674009787,0.0,0.125767726233602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922802352348841,0.0,0.0,0.10603002778993842,0.0,0.0,0.09647660295588396,0.0,0.0,0.05810834939354771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746211263301203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946257545217803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685458616653268,0.13965925129719475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482521904920932,0.20767249102653326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819934549889341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361564741690968,0.05812050533636985,0.0,0.0,0.052891182438675466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615831688710974,0.0,0.0,0.09442776000422468,0.0,0.0783405414157389,0.0,0.07484164442475671,0.16050159248367182,0.07199790729907514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810433737954844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SlaineTheSysadmin,2019/08/22,"Going on 4th month of prescribed meds, 4th Psychiatrist appointment next week. No idea if I am getting better or worse or everything is in my head. Story time below. Hello, So I have no idea what is/is not normal. I have no idea if meds are truly working or if it is still just all in my head. I have loads of issues, or what I consider to be issues. Pretty much, I am going to word vomit on this post here the stuff in my head and maybe someone can help me make sense of it. I am posting here because I think it is related to ADHD, but I really have no idea and if it isn't. Please help point me in the right direction. My mental capacity over the last I'd say year has been dropping significantly and I can't research or even figure out what to research. I went to the Psychiatrist for the first time April 29, 2019. I’d never been to one previously, and I never ever talk about my issues or health concerns. I rarely go to the doctors because I am just so lazy. Anyways…. I described to him my issues as this for that first session. I have an issue with knowing information. My issue is that I NEED TO KNOW THINGS. I must be aware of things or I get extreme anxiety. I need to make sure there are plans. What I am doing. Where I am going. And it is multiplied like crazy when others are involved. I also discussed with him that over the past year, I’ve slowly started to notice, with increase over time, that I am very depressed, or what I read what depression is.. and that sometimes I’ll just be driving, thinking, and all the sudden I start tearing up. Or I just want to sit in my closet and just…cry. He said that all of this is a type of OCD from what I’ve told him. He said I have “Obsessive Compulsive Disorder with a high emphasis of anxiety induced by the unknown” He prescribed me Paxil (first a generic kind for the first 2 months) at 10mg to be taken daily. I did notice that I was starting to walk a little taller, walking with less speed (not needing to get to where I am going fast), and I feel I am more outspoken with my thoughts in a good way because I am actually talking with people more than just having inner monologue. These are all things I’d consider good. Nothing in a bad light. Well. Truly, the whole reason I went to the Psych in the first place was because I am suspicious I have ADHD of some sort. I can’t focus worth crap and I am constantly getting distracted. I can’t remain productive on a single task. That causes even more anxiety. I am very much loved at my job. I am a Systems/Network Administrator. I get what needs to be done. I do the tasks I am assigned. If they are emergency tasks. I can certainly get the done because I feel I am under the gun and I am good at my job. But…. If it isn’t an emergency or bosses are out of town. I am just a carbon meat bag sitting here contemplating how worthless and unproductive I am. Between April 29th and July 29th. I had a very quick 5-minute appointment to check in with the doctor, making sure nothing was going off the rails or whatever. They weren’t, so there is that. Come July 29th at my third appointment. I discussed with him how I am assuming things are better. Truly… I don’t know if they are. I just want to believe they are, so I am going with that the meds are working. However…. I do at times feel I still have extreme anxiety. Times like today… where I am now writing this because I feel like having panic attacks and mental breakdowns. I am at work, and all I want to do is go home and get under the covers of my bed. Going back to what happened at the meeting. I discussed more with him how I feel better, but I still don’t have motivation worth crap. I don’t ever feel like I can be proactive. I never work on my own projects that could bring me more happiness, or at the very least…. Some more income (not in a bad place, but could be better). I can’t focus at work, or home still and I get distracted by the slightest things. That and being attached to my phone(s) 24/7 because I am on call and am constantly worrying about everything, even though it is very rare I get a call after hours. I am still always in the mindset that I will be at any moment. While I was at this July appointment, I talked to him a little more about focus issues. He said I can take an ADHD test. The test was an audio/visual test that just said “1……1……2……..1…..2…1………………….1.2……..1.1.” you get it. I was to click the mouse every time I heard or saw the number 1. They tried to screw you up a lot, which I did fall for at times. This went on for I’d say 15 total minutes. $150 not covered by insurance. I was assuming that when I got out of that appointment, I was going to be prescribed something to help with these focus, motivation, productivity, self-worth issues. He did prescribe me something, Bupropion. I am told that it has ADHD resolving properties and that I am to take this and Paxil daily now. Which I have been. For the last month. Next week, August 29, (why are all these appointments on the 29th… I guess they are just setting them exactly 1 month away… anyways) I am meeting with the Psych again. I have nothing new to report as I don’t think it has helped me at all and I actually feel like I have more anxiety and am going back into a depressive state. During this appointment. I am not sure what to bring up. At this point, since I am feeling anxious a lot more frequently again, and I am still not at all getting good productive work time in, or just personal life project stuff in. I feel as though none of these meds are working, and maybe they never were to begin with? I just had a lot of hope and it seems as though that that hope was enough to change my mental state….but lasted for only now about 4 months. Any thoughts, suggestions, comments, concerns, advice? It felt nice writing this out because it distracted me enough to finish this to maybe find answers. &#x200B; Tl;DR: Can I bow out of this? I don't know how to sum up what is above because of that whole mental capacity thing.... &#x200B; Thank you for all your assistance/thanks for given it a read regardless.",2.6995473833097594,4.553776630363039,4.080361150400758,86.36751485148515,76.01320132013201,6.894370579915135,24.66166902404527,7.760100539840176,1.2868716548797732,4724,159,953,69,105,1558,407,1212,0.081,0.804,0.115,0.992,5,0,2,1,0,0,172.0,0,4,8,20,58,41,4,5,52,0,129,12,5,13,22,178,210,70,0,21,42,0,10,5,0,2,5,7,4,1,73,47,0,0,35,2,3,22,27,15,1,7,38,20,141,26,141,158,35,165,0,4,2,2,55,66,3,34,74,697,214,29,0.0,0.0,0.07003223802038024,0.0,0.17249504534594734,0.035063938800621364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028695201899704433,0.029857093275379908,0.07775729227477551,0.08720226811844599,0.048802626255225766,0.0,0.13724997391810906,0.0405369826532271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082149491454628,0.033712765978671316,0.05518281600667144,0.059920734803680674,0.1968626106964209,0.0,0.0,0.04042726113865292,0.0,0.1269405309742567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328003674672895,0.0,0.0,0.036861185601759314,0.0379589001826568,0.030909574536823255,0.0,0.07755241492010159,0.0,0.057298472221503687,0.0,0.03941521333534274,0.0,0.0,0.09271656814273604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041124424497450913,0.07345446625821372,0.0,0.07344045910054949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415237631268914,0.0,0.07110010798967384,0.06491550500502227,0.030232532371043876,0.0,0.06449770874414112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328931532866806,0.07690334087354715,0.03445280265067406,0.0,0.032795931634061914,0.15260807242774474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621823129241354,0.0,0.22432120892047386,0.1203860687378338,0.028698492790114105,0.0,0.039528591096009334,0.0,0.031730753703332004,0.03819756134518612,0.0,0.0,0.11047731281666806,0.03814139246136829,0.0,0.0,0.0962050651692334,0.03791180440178009,0.07198609521842221,0.07127878715608496,0.035337009415869786,0.0,0.0,0.1620277843568493,0.0,0.2996158466106176,0.07121563838418875,0.0,0.0,0.0373660754556649,0.07888027832627886,0.08774701768117939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02534485291552253,0.08765182275295356,0.0719273322417008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915179899706556,0.03238533418840042,0.0,0.07185549109730581,0.0,0.10814630572562482,0.0,0.15942936021220214,0.0,0.1446443786221332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320524406574311,0.0,0.05275549490695988,0.10642560072865036,0.1106991056984242,0.03465551747724027,0.07632283743314837,0.0,0.03515720644668415,0.10329060613704158,0.08170487010856413,0.0,0.0,0.02431489337205321,0.027290238789217304,0.0,0.042100352523574816,0.0,0.0,0.034253882104074825,0.02487638979864556,0.03133119268842803,0.07497909732999222,0.039388181704424714,0.06784107330073735,0.0,0.06873098349228142,0.03650537655661866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178436962949793,0.0,0.02298723199280634,0.03689316001144848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030643437170935418,0.1365298010426369,0.05707036789094199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0326660571401775,0.03743324658827837,0.0,0.0,0.029682353711903205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030403104207213656,0.05524816387000545,0.03548868480046145,0.0,0.07619340042757368,0.0,0.17193474295805403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215369700866074,0.0,0.0,0.10145642271516098,0.0,0.05395831040124823,0.08652292141556849,0.0,0.06607152312811908,0.0,0.0,0.14303232985296715,0.06897612238085482,0.10576304705517288,0.05697335329539095,0.1673868755565349,0.0,0.03401239020553653,0.06857448420324842,0.0,0.024361844803137283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803399692730174,0.06349323944222555,0.028481838072381707,0.057565513304914835,0.0,0.03226265389423408,0.09979024007887499,0.032378352081179104,0.0801230027012726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286008159792147,0.03644039463917592,0.03656730704874981,0.0,0.0,0.08720226811844599,0.04621427425944336 adhd,consider_the_lemming,2019/08/22,"ADHD - Meds opinion \*Disclaimer: This post is not asking for advice on which meds should or should not be taken. I'm simply seeking opinions on certain meds with anecdotal user experience\* I'm currently on 30 mg XR adderall with a 10mg tab booster for the afternoon if needed. As is often the case, I'm noticing the doses are not working as well as they have been in the past. So to me that says it's time to talk with my doctor at my next med check appointment. I've been lucky enough to have had success with adderall since the start of my diagnosis when I was a kid. I had intermittent years where I wasn't medicated and then decided to go back on them. Went back to adderall and again got what I needed out of it. So now I'm at the dose cap for the XR capsules and not wanting to have to take several pills during the day, I'm considering finally trying a different med. Vyvanse has always been touted to me as being similar in affect to adderall but not as harsh. However, with my insurance and just the cost of meds in general, Vyvanse is considerably more expensive for me than what I'm use to shelling out now. So what I'm really wanting to know is if anyone has any experience being on Focalin or really any other med prescribed for your ADHD (concerta, strattera, evekeo, etc) and if there were positives you noticed that you really appreciated or negatives that totally turned you off the med and wouldn't take again? Thanks so much for any feedback. I'm reading up on everything I can to stay informed and be able to make informed decisions so that I can advocate for myself as best as I can. I think we all know if can be hard approaching the med subject with people, even our doctors. I figure the more info I have the better.",7.228473856209147,6.6191439323529435,7.984313725490196,71.4621895424837,64.08823529411765,11.320261437908494,35.94771241830065,10.746095033038511,3.874045751633988,1387,58,254,32,18,467,183,340,0.021,0.895,0.083,0.9745,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,4,2,4,18,7,0,0,16,0,31,6,0,3,3,58,58,29,0,11,14,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,12,16,0,0,10,1,3,3,8,0,1,0,11,2,26,7,52,39,8,38,0,0,0,0,14,16,0,11,17,185,38,6,0.07714239250160795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542032949624154,0.07538265314007189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418865030955541,0.0,0.0,0.15737841667934882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053939754487089785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211772353148127,0.0,0.0,0.11863547623604698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095618162303404,0.06822617725764007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975046133263415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059738124289584,0.0,0.15791701505690275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970871291551071,0.08603415930982368,0.05095182270008087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933060821026207,0.1509201246622751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450572029515545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384179940579663,0.0,0.06169781837520458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910443137135758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479088294206183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051493146015318174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7711902680558479,0.07771284465406472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670853460612521,0.11440021314447232,0.0,0.0,0.08204180958682207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565425031883108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364114248644055,0.05348082182756065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388108788968745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716326832858922,0.0,0.1482581759411504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061346726786195224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714894581778071,0.0,0.06381298424481834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546017824623533,0.08222352628478953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600295734401488,0.062004132990899824,0.0,0.0710223506081835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494297302417433,0.0,0.0,0.044982349430374914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523746207489564,0.08390877104610106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662625878355716,0.0,0.0,0.09100116357583886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936027528784472,0.07151177070554922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056160580502631015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049677171558348096 adhd,mrtibbles32,2019/08/22,"Refused treatment because ""I can't be trusted with stimulants"" I recently talked to my doctor about getting a prescription for adderall to help me with school. My attention is so wrecked that I have trouble even reading books or listening to people talk. Even with all of my willpower I can't pay attention, it feels impossible. I literally feel broken. I cannot focus no matter how hard I try. It's impossible for me. She refused to give me adderall because I couldn't be ""trusted"" to use a medication with a high addiction potential. I used to smoke, binge drink often, and would drink 3 rockstars a day. With just this information I'm sure most people would assume I have a problem with addiction. Thing is, I don't think I've ever actually experienced addiction. Someone once told me that I couldn't quit vaping if I wanted to. I took out my juul, pulled the pod out, tossed it in the trash and handed them my juul on the spot to prove it. I didn't vape or smoke for nearly a month until they gave it back to me. I felt no compulsion to use nicotine. I use it solely because it's something I enjoy. I like sitting and smoking a cigarette, I like relaxing and just hitting my juul or my mod while I wait for something, or just sit on my deck and enjoy being outside with some tasty new juice. I also used to drink excessively (18 drinks a night, multiple times a week). I'm sure most people would call me an ""alcoholic"". When the semester finished and I had no friends to drink with, I completely stopped cold turkey. I went from drinking enough to kill most people, to not drinking for months. I felt no compulsion to drink. I'm now on welbutrin and cannot drink without inducing a seizure. I feel perfectly fine knowing I could live the rest of my life never touching alcohol again. I don't want or need it at all, even though I do enjoy it (I have a high tolerance for it, and simply enjoy being very, very drunk, it's just fun to me). I've experienced alcohol, I don't need it ever in my life again, I don't mind if at some point in the future I decide to drink or not. It has no hold on me. I used to drink 3 rockstars a day, every single day to keep me awake and help my focus. I decided one day I didn't like the flavor anymore and I simply stopped. I went from ~10+ shots of espresso worth of caffeine a day to 0. I feel no need or compulsion to drink caffeine. I experienced no withdrawl and now I only drink coffee if my friends or family want to go out and get a coffee. In which case, I'll order whatever tastes the best, regardless of the caffeine content (i don't get coffee regularly however, usually once a week or less). I feel no compulsion or need to use any substances at all. I have no need for them, I use them solely because *I, myself,* want to use them. It's always within my power to stop using them if I choose. I control my substances, they have no power over me. Yet I still can't prescribed a substance that could genuinely help me and that I genuinely need to function because ""I can't be trusted to not abuse it"". I'm being denied a needed treatment option because my doctor judges me as a liability even though I've proven myself not to be. If I was interested in abusing stimulants I could easily just go buy cocaine or snort crushed XR tablets. I could find either of those substances in less than half an hour if I wanted to. I have no will to abuse them at all. They're meaningless to me. We're currently prescribing adderall to hyperactive 2 year olds and 3rd graders who climb too many trees, yet I'm being refused treatment when I can barely even read anymore. Now I'm currently using illegally gotten vyvanse. I take a 30mg pill, once a day, with the purpose of helping my focus so I can function like a normal person. I still feel no compulsion to abuse it, overuse it, etc. I'm using it exactly as if it were prescribed to me. I literally have to break the law to explore a treatment option that I know works for me because I ""can't be trusted"". I'm just supposed to suffer and let my life fall apart because somebody thinks I'm incapable of handling medication properly. I'm being treated like a child who needs to be monitored and watched out for being I could hurt myself from my negligence. I am a full grown fucking adult. I control myself, nothing controls me. I don't need to be monitored, I don't need to be watched, and I don't need the trust of others to fix my life. I'm going to fix my life because it's the only one I have and I'll be damned if I'm gonna let someone force me to suffer because they think they know me better than I know myself. Hopefully I can find a doctor or psychiatrist in the future who will prescribe me a stimulant so I can fix my life legally and not have to commit crime just to be a functioning adult. I will not suffer and let my life be taken away from me because some random person deems me ""untrustworthy"". I don't need permission from others to fix my life. I don't need permission from others to treat my illness. I'll do what I damn well please and fix my problems myself if others refuse to help me. If that makes me a criminal than I suppose I'm perfectly fine being a criminal. I'd rather be a functioning criminal who can lead a happy life than a suffering, crippled, man who leads a ruined life because I can't be ""trusted"" to make decisions that others agree with.",4.745902041462255,5.520425260299626,5.998763517434195,78.84632615920245,69.33707865168539,8.938249723057446,31.33438835258743,9.116841773765447,2.683238946035765,4230,174,811,78,71,1423,382,1068,0.102,0.769,0.128,0.97,6,0,23,0,3,2,120.0,0,0,10,14,38,46,4,0,49,0,79,41,1,24,14,193,161,56,1,44,38,0,11,5,2,7,23,1,0,6,42,35,19,13,28,18,3,13,42,13,1,3,14,21,145,33,115,109,19,88,0,6,2,1,41,28,3,34,48,552,187,12,0.0,0.17055086014194934,0.035117301041232354,0.11769067829326815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153747826763098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02877811910730628,0.029943367866168826,0.0,0.0,0.024471822781227868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137720179342674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381018186113336,0.02767113570532006,0.0,0.2632419490988247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776525469360153,0.031826834087892324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03674589279866452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773080403794695,0.0,0.12108461503389713,0.14366010248163633,0.0,0.0,0.13924857662628645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050007870641217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582855767466623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371833229310428,0.040134080851472985,0.1188425962535946,0.06510308383523558,0.03031989182478465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03392454891078977,0.0,0.1091741023906696,0.0,0.06910471386310953,0.0,0.06578139649261915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055605635813368186,0.03326862499674192,0.056403849893286735,0.03452120371454541,0.061355291995933675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038307936422351065,0.03223653090937393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060382228025372,0.07604270752028157,0.0,0.03574237661354937,0.03543911868682058,0.0,0.03852392850556448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03198615242410086,0.03981335418698352,0.0,0.07910820954755175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039486004488518,0.25418089006984096,0.08790510009211606,0.0,0.03177643852925558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804208240201887,0.036484317934010864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250454041893717,0.0,0.0,0.036335763044323226,0.0,0.057447619081673326,0.0,0.0,0.3468826610719413,0.02775474502667947,0.034755657519720325,0.0,0.03377057333991082,0.03525879616178112,0.034529691020205734,0.0,0.037761421339560834,0.11497225764357275,0.048770306616982326,0.05473819247468094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979308890558113,0.06284345362775323,0.0,0.039501997179599284,0.034018552903721265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886779006236403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038275710726464164,0.07199179662373695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035531991543906634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364199150746529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609819130853407,0.055407808102140216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057477187636050225,0.09025812320508188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783305974062959,0.0,0.027057113746464342,0.05784862446602914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023907605640199427,0.0691754347076687,0.07071243887029433,0.0,0.020983819257495068,0.0,0.0,0.03438631798132606,0.039981947802453836,0.02443224040969779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729658561159608,0.03963367109404222,0.059384701461861936,0.10612784752677328,0.0,0.05773185371381295,0.0,0.03235587955544689,0.06671906159954298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034689374018749164,0.0,0.026198353033722116,0.0,0.0,0.07669060659662566,0.0,0.0,0.023173907152569617 adhd,apparently_thorny,2019/08/22,"Do wrong things the right way or do the right thing in the wrong way? So basically I'm trying to get my shit together but I'm hitting a wall. I find I burnout super quickly if I try to things that are good for me in ways that are good for me. For example, yesterday I ate 3 biscuits, half a bag of chocolate buttons, some toast, and lots of coffee. I drank the coffee at 5 in the afternoon and ate the rest sitting in bed at 1am. Now obviously eating that sort of food is shitty for me and eating at those irregular times isn't helping either. I've tried eating healthy and regularly but I never last longer than a week before I get distracted or bored and it all falls apart. My question now is do you think it'd be better for me to start eating the same terrible crap but at actual meal times at an actual table or prioritise eating things that are good for me but doing it at random times?",4.314344262295084,4.878801158469948,5.7039480874316935,81.3300204918033,70.20218579234972,8.94153005464481,26.72540983606557,9.075114841892004,1.9467672131147544,704,21,145,13,12,238,105,183,0.135,0.7440000000000001,0.121,0.1847,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,4,12,2,1,11,0,12,12,2,0,3,25,22,14,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,5,10,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,3,0,15,5,23,16,6,31,0,0,0,0,3,14,2,9,12,97,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.22514351725395446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816028184492563,0.0,0.0,0.10202386227222818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901948769090801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543417729366514,0.0,0.13949010149782226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205385073749299,0.0,0.0,0.29026785067319205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732134286335315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940313239908003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807236750979983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889704039108301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922620289276446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702843777196508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184122681413779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165025445762437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065521702043698,0.0739160860690357,0.0,0.0,0.20179672410644545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495942358048544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746949711763098,0.09253240010854838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522494671299546,0.0,0.0 adhd,Desmo24,2019/08/22,Who else makes a victory lap after leaving a satisfying comment? its pretty hilarious. If I make a comment on reddit that I think is really funny or helpful I ALWAYS get up and walk around the house and then come back here to sit down. HAHA I like this post. BRB,1.6527564102564083,4.191609019230771,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,83.80769230769229,6.5435897435897425,22.128205128205128,7.793537801064563,1.4188743589743584,207,7,38,4,6,72,45,52,0.0,0.64,0.36,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552753084903306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268090671436034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689584070440866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541825302826232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464987980922283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416544610228455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778375517259414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404790026902001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312443719288267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415961672126942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39393210281935787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28260200204419905,0.30019918168161697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903375021109864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907329501804984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jb_1798,2019/08/22,"Been diagnosed with ADHD at 20 I've been diagnosed with ADHD today, it makes sense considering my attention span is short and I get bored at literally everything I do, I can't concentrate well and I've always been seen as lazy because I can't hold a job down for longer than a few weeks or I have to be told to do something countless times before I do it, I constantly interrupt and cannot seem to talk talking... Ever! When I asked why this wasn't brought to light when I was a child I was told it's easier to spot the children that are hyperactive and harder to spot the ones that lack attention. To be honest it's a relief to finally know why I am the way I am, I've been prescribed a medication called Ritalin? I was told I'd feel the effects as soon as I start, just wanted to know how does it feel, what is the difference before starting compared to starting, bearing in mind I have never taken medication for my ADHD until it was diagnosed at 20 so I've always been this way, but what does it feel like to start taking ADHD meds, what will improve, how does it work etc, any answers or insight would be appreciated as I'm totally new to this, I was told to start the medication tomorrow on a low dose to work my way up, thanks for reading!",5.359301712779974,5.360159976284585,6.7524268774703575,76.69240843214756,67.81422924901186,10.224927536231883,31.491172595520425,10.047579312681364,2.9653833465085637,986,37,198,22,15,338,131,253,0.045,0.863,0.092,0.9369,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,12,0,29,8,0,4,3,32,54,17,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,16,6,0,1,11,1,0,1,5,2,1,1,18,5,19,5,32,31,4,32,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,3,19,130,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436125521831588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097755832910234,0.0,0.0,0.06169473099829054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481373076491866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530388078807021,0.0,0.1543971317537423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263829636935124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803930124049727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762457162189573,0.0,0.09478619482641436,0.0,0.0,0.2381768487029741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118009369921704,0.0,0.08206412085198353,0.0,0.0,0.08153595608084288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376167794934121,0.06481250828935038,0.0,0.09938257973548133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047399007660674765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900285494884323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971794400898576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432266081724864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060558287318586625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077276825310344,0.27418154487039226,0.0,0.0,0.09160433804533584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997114778310014,0.08762081028932134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061476232774678174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074752147584488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259078507367168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984297505391887,0.0,0.0,0.3210709275248508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821238324178935,0.14583937440861627,0.0,0.0835255222683872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529012937034252,0.0,0.08599476812438034,0.34675874483807434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351075858243324,0.21603501365145908,0.07277249465124724,0.0,0.0815708459166206,0.0,0.16372673973482202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209480613381894,0.0,0.0,0.06444699531064994,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,loveamaj,2019/08/22,"Strattera may have stopped working? I’ve noticed the effects of Strattera 80mg have declined in maybe the past two weeks. But I’ve no major changes in my life have happened in the last few months, this includes weight, diet, workload, social activity, general mood/emotional state, and physical activity. I’ve also take it with Wellbutrin, and though it hasn’t been helpful with my depression, it did kinda compliment/took the place off adderall. I took Adderall but stopped after a horrible experience with a pharmacist and stopping working on my projects. Ritalin and Vyvanse didn’t work out for me because of side effects. Anything else I suggest to my psychiatrist? Was already considering going back on Adderall, but Adderall only worked with Strattera. Additional info: I have been on Strattera consistently for 3 years. The past year with Wellbutrin 150. The other two with Adderall IR. Prior to Wellbutrin I tried other anti-depressants but all had negative outcomes. On Strattera I found it easier to follow a routine/schedule, improved sleep, control hyperfocusing, and improved habits. Like I was able to get to work on time, complete small task like cleaning. Adderall was so I was more focused and concentrate when I did work. I went off Adderall and saw the decline, but wasn’t doing the same work so I wasn’t eager to start back especially with the hassle of getting it. The last few weeks I’ve struggled with sleeping, no control of hyperfocusing, getting to work on time, habits that improved when starting Strattera 3 years ago are coming back, and though Strattera didn’t improve my focus a whole lot, the little that it did help seemed to have gone away.",7.67674061433447,9.371388849829351,7.038175767918088,70.69562542662116,63.232081911262796,8.863412969283276,40.58856655290103,9.120678840339163,4.159531194539248,1355,76,200,22,20,420,154,293,0.08199999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.13,0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,1,15,0,23,6,2,4,1,40,39,20,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,11,19,2,5,5,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,19,2,16,3,36,19,8,49,0,1,1,0,4,17,0,4,27,136,27,9,0.0914736351808135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108585838446769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094343105806096,0.07315143300558243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527500769497322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594249138031175,0.2110127373705456,0.0,0.05576147897863805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676697705011833,0.07879643707907742,0.09590836612834444,0.0,0.2051909200327154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757221588720802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641448455307281,0.10289552756371716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947876762126668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029611953725816,0.0,0.0,0.14337359684073878,0.0,0.05198657488400628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088983349407401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262569896044813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912644299163166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461053372498779,0.08937879527512108,0.09168061343738518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777676135025781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918975614313505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730133828919405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414333993652797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695698215148763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746438704753047,0.0,0.0,0.09557047959314877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327416195914047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307939269233867,0.09324585152033016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949101958639248,0.0,0.0,0.22942816478822226,0.0,0.0956281045464961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877678962161245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974476425627178,0.0,0.10667802457084076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326114887483068,0.06210459380066079,0.0,0.17871289986522107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674926507486313,0.1113902445094353,0.0,0.08479697624774919,0.0,0.10212704696753874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327511668589533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671806592652542 adhd,Sooverwinter,2019/08/22,"Puberty has started and this is a whole new realm of ADHD. How do I help him? My son is 9. He was such a hard baby. He was a crazy toddler, which is when I suspected that something wasn’t quite ‘in line’ with the other kids his age. I didn’t think I was going to make it through his toddler years. He also never slept. By the time he was 4-5, I had a pretty good idea that he had ADHD, but doctors wouldn’t even test him until he had been in school for a while. Because us stupid parents don’t know our kids like a teacher would, ya know? Kindergarten came, his 20 year veteran teacher had wide eyes when she told me that he was “very, um.... impulsive. And he has a real hard time controlling his volume because he forgets to concentrate since there’s nothing to physically focus on.” I asked her if she thought he had ADHD and she immediately replied “You bring me the papers from the doctor and I will gladly fill it out. And I haven’t been ok with that in years. But let me tell you, he is by far one of the sweetest children in the class. He just needs some help that I can’t give him unless a doctor says I can.” I spent a lot of time in his classroom showing her how to best help him after those first few weeks (she didn’t even make it to the first quarter without a conference). Kindergarten was great. First grade was horrid for the first quarter (chaotic classroom when he needs ORDER), then ok after a teacher switch. 2nd grade he had a teacher who couldn’t deal with the bouncing of his legs with the chair band (pet peeve of hers) so she freaking took it from him and then got pissy with him over being so fidgety. We went in rounds the entire year. I had to spend so much time telling the teacher to follow the freaking 504 because my son was having issues because she wasn’t. And in the meeting with the principal she flat out said ‘maybe you should just teach him to mind instead of caving to his impulses.’ The principal looked mortified and I snapped. That stupid little band that he bounces his foot on that bugged her SO much? That allows him to fidget so he CAN concentrate, and when he concentrates he “minds.” I made her answer that question. I made her answer the question of ‘when he does X, he can listen and “mind,” can’t he?” By the end of that meeting, she was awful quiet. I got multiple apologies from the principal but I told her that if the teacher didn’t follow the 504 and continued to make my child feel as though he was ‘bad’ I’d bring a lawyer into it. She knew how my son was with and without his fidget stuff. She knew how well he would mind *if he could concentrate to do so.* thanks to that teacher, we not only had to work with ADHD, but with low self esteem caused by a teacher. We homeschooled for 3rd grade. I had zero problems besides the ‘I don’t waaaant to!’ fight. He’s in taekwondo, music lessons, lego league, running club, and several meet up groups. NONE of the teachers or leaders of the groups even knew he had adhd until another parent said ‘omg, he’s like a whole new kid! You never would know that he has adhd!’ His correspondence teacher has set me up with other families to show them some coping mechanisms for their young children. My kid is great. I am not an idiot with an uncontrollable kid. I’ve made it to where he can function and be seen as “normal” in most situations (still working on when we go grocery shopping though... that’s a tough one). He’s a happy go lucky kid. That said.... WHERE DID THAT CHILD THAT I RAISED GO?!?! He got a pimple and suddenly became a huge jerk! All of a sudden he’s been such an ass to his younger brother. He’s been a mouthy, yelly, rude jerk to me and his dad. His spasticness has returned ten fold as if he never knew how to control it. Logically, I know his brain is flooding with hormones right now and he’s having a hard time with it. Emotionally, I’m about to lose my shit. These outbursts are killing me. So.... seeing as he’s my first kid and I’ve never dealt with kids heading into puberty.... Any tips for a mom who had a sweet little angel and is now dealing with a dick of a kid? New coping mechanisms? New ways to ‘deal’ with the ADHD? I honestly think he needs more sleep but really hesitate to ask for meds for it because we don’t know most of the long term effects, and then the ones we do know, aren’t good. How can I get him to sleep again? I know sleep is the starting point, but any help right now, I will take. I’m exhausted. I’m so BEYOND exhausted. I’ve been running on no sleep for over 9 years and it’s not because of my younger kids. My 1 year old sleeps a hell of a lot better than my 9 year old. I just need some ideas here. I want my sweet, non-asshole child back.",2.8690818195590215,4.473381820784732,3.764176502182867,89.88810855104599,74.90668080593848,6.5105782870364,24.547919736679017,7.142305248132267,0.8881714588698686,3639,116,767,38,77,1165,373,943,0.10800000000000001,0.8,0.092,-0.9487,3,0,1,0,1,0,125.0,8,5,2,15,45,38,10,1,59,3,77,19,14,17,5,142,139,66,1,18,20,8,5,2,0,7,5,6,1,16,37,48,0,2,25,6,3,14,25,20,2,12,55,17,99,18,105,72,17,109,2,2,5,2,148,33,4,15,61,492,136,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40744040857500496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038730999946643696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587075154563354,0.05078510542741637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090554640509398,0.0,0.0,0.0372411675526851,0.04043864170386117,0.1771419438234319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050826326490236634,0.04283410964989152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054066055501707726,0.0,0.05539322983102024,0.0,0.049752937183190515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864106397249104,0.03866895818176285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979359126722647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871640938464287,0.042383111628744745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054479406743488924,0.04289631797036722,0.0,0.0,0.09596650646959844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045657316836948014,0.0,0.024488640936430373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059808906630227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025303686446192616,0.04646032404830385,0.11009993632824554,0.08124481643583963,0.11620632535791076,0.10679275594646977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155669409796214,0.13015649899933382,0.0,0.04970513667248072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985161724806726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934751616688516,0.0,0.05055035585587292,0.0,0.0,0.053582758940638166,0.0,0.18631846941060126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049524933654919986,0.0,0.0473227929077974,0.09708304234807397,0.0,0.04286073733205821,0.04067062648177538,0.054182945491997286,0.0,0.08235019631643042,0.0,0.13748240033608708,0.09698607563672428,0.0,0.04865638717730522,0.0,0.053796960232712666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956097869055863,0.056722895493952326,0.0,0.0,0.07120608795743205,0.14364666087905584,0.14941477226348895,0.18710345377646267,0.0,0.0,0.04745301203211577,0.04647174667929136,0.0,0.10164233474983482,0.0,0.09845619527479336,0.036834668066927125,0.0,0.0,0.10755586186159394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045783832007437006,0.0,0.0,0.04927268824970942,0.0,0.046342819752832685,0.0,0.0,0.1085097000068102,0.05151332318059878,0.0,0.055126143742400935,0.03102673695061332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272121364266856,0.1382095794807453,0.03851501765808761,0.0,0.049015702643854415,0.038593980719805965,0.0,0.050525069545799016,0.0547142995705985,0.04971468404054729,0.04006339610538946,0.05443952278825779,0.2423345537215041,0.0,0.0,0.03728526879476991,0.0,0.0,0.06856074401589195,0.0,0.038677804879539694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544297694054205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036414786774740485,0.0,0.0846632896968723,0.04458961758997429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206645514210735,0.0951682580748333,0.03844954552256746,0.1412052503348083,0.0,0.0,0.09255757646523098,0.05380966047257767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058257653071751424,0.0,0.0,0.03996141757170794,0.02856640937213507,0.038443014714355184,0.03884917590986072,0.0,0.04354612491048671,0.04489688783371459,0.0,0.10814504892470844,0.0,0.09337331173448173,0.0,0.0705180492281465,0.0,0.0,0.10321396853374866,0.0,0.0,0.21832004216122636 adhd,zethgoarzz27,2019/08/22,"Anyone not totally sure if you're connecting with someone new, or if your friends are even your friends? title. dont wanna type much",2.8954666666666675,5.814484680000002,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,82.2,6.533333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.175133333333334,107,5,19,2,3,33,22,25,0.077,0.705,0.218,0.6151,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509139506955164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205656505536494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701485574753034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544881282689301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637936080999761,0.0,0.0,0.3465763713150923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040496376881636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382087604984614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,belobelo,2019/08/22,"I'm more aware of my procrastination than ever, not that it helps I have a six month old son and today is a daddy-care day... I'm using him as an excuse for putting off leaving the house. I have to finish washing his cloth diapers (we have some extra disposables); I'm worried I don't have enough food for him (well that's true if I stay home too), I have to work with machinery and don't have anyone to look after him (OK, that's a valid reason not to work on those projects) - but I have SO many projects, tons of them that I could work on safely while with him and I just freeze. I've just recently been prescribed ritalin and I thought it was working for a few days, now I'm not so sure. I don't fade so quickly from conversations but as far as dealing with my procrastination and anxiety I have a long way to go I see.",3.28963178294574,4.047667691860465,4.61279069767442,87.52038759689924,72.66279069767441,7.826356589147288,25.96124031007752,8.07648339933343,1.2854868217054265,641,20,145,9,12,213,103,172,0.055,0.888,0.055999999999999994,0.051,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,4,10,5,0,0,7,1,15,3,0,2,3,26,24,15,0,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,9,1,1,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,3,3,21,5,22,20,6,22,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,2,14,101,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894369674546724,0.0,0.0,0.11785719404449375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457701694202884,0.0,0.0,0.21740735866666705,0.17377224193646376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416180949375026,0.0,0.0,0.15246715450089496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381671608258595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957933811334914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129784982323665,0.0,0.1690738614870851,0.0,0.0,0.19448921055232765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847483053661192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916538860373532,0.14154329070241564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088776173438175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345385579030514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686954664461427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694437823597883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330205247749575,0.1664271897828971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431607784145588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965662217999856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588605791073981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381340957989,0.0,0.0,0.15976991481499098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557693086630166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379068084012674,0.0,0.0,0.15155069764983028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908386029479762,0.17117523091270645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BroBroBroYourBoat,2019/08/22,"Fellow ADHDers, I’m looking for a job that will offer a military level of disciplinary training, an ability to serve people, and no requirement to carry a gun. Can anyone help? I was diagnosed this summer with ADHD, and as the days pass, I believe more and more that my current occupation isn’t right for me. Naturally, as I’m sure anyone else with ADHD shares similar experiences, my current job is my 7th job in 6 years. I’m 28, and this job hopping feels like it will never end. I do have my master’s degree in higher education, lots of customer service experience, and I just started a part-time job at the local library as a shelver. I do like some aspects of higher education, and I’m applying for jobs in academic advising, but there aren’t many public universities in my area, despite an intense saturation of other publicly-funded institutions (I’m about an hour North of D.C.). Regardless of what I do, my goal for my next full-time job is to work at a publicly-funded or government-contracted institution. Currently, my ADHD brain is telling me that I should go back to my teenage dreams to work at NASA, find a low-level job somewhere, and work my way up in the public sector. Unfortunately, I know nothing about engineering, the last science class I took was my freshman year of college (10 years ago), and the last math class I took was in 11th grade). Going back to school isn’t a possibility unless I can get a job at a public university, but I’ve been applying at the few colleges that do exist in my area without anyone reaching back out to me. If I could get a job at one of those schools, I could take classes for free while I work. I’m currently in a group therapy program, and while talking this morning about how badly I want structure and discipline in my life, because structure and discipline have been the only things in my history that have kept me determined to get things done, an Army veteran in the group mentioned speaking to a recruiter. I told him that I haven’t touched a gun since I did gun training at the age of 13, and I have no desire to pick up a gun again. He told me there were other positions in the military that wouldn’t require me to fire a gun at another human being, but when I did some Google searching today on Conscientious Objection, I came to the conclusion that it’s not possible to be a member of the military unless I’m willing to carry a gun, and potentially fire it at someone. I’m beginning to get desperate for something to offer structure and discipline to my life, but as someone who doesn’t believe in physically harming another human being, regardless of the cause or the damage done to me or my loved ones, I don’t know where to look. As for the basic training aspect of the military, I’d be willing to go to basic, train with the gun, and fire it at non-human targets, but if I was asked to get into the line of fire and potentially fire at someone, I don’t believe I could do it. Is anyone aware of another option that may provide me the structure and discipline I’m looking for, allow me to work for the government (or help people from any nation in a public-sector job, quite frankly), where I would have the promise of never needing to fire a gun at another human being? Sorry this got long-winded. I just feel like I’m running out of options. I’ve got $60,000 of debt (school and car), my current job is at a private Catholic university (I’m agnostic), and the reason I went back to school in the first place was so I’d be able to work at a public university to give college students a positive experience like the one I had at my undergraduate institution. Thank you, in advance, for any advice or support anyone is able to give.",12.169944367176633,7.164148481223926,11.988847844228095,60.333168845618935,58.62447844228095,15.008867872044508,47.11883171070932,12.197803567765353,5.599861151599443,2934,132,530,63,25,997,294,719,0.10300000000000001,0.815,0.08199999999999999,-0.9364,19,0,1,8,0,0,90.0,0,1,0,14,17,14,0,0,51,0,55,5,1,5,3,82,101,43,0,13,18,0,9,4,1,8,3,1,0,3,25,26,0,7,7,1,2,11,14,3,0,4,22,13,58,12,107,62,6,90,1,1,3,1,30,47,0,13,35,358,83,41,0.10323796418624702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861079561623925,0.050441471885752105,0.045757113114395016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020535582728703,0.21650801386639987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046596240313195,0.0528897472034904,0.0,0.0,0.04825678020669075,0.0,0.0,0.1587672439200027,0.04309969392143568,0.031466452373898134,0.0,0.0,0.17447074908542648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576238554382617,0.0,0.05903836406079771,0.0,0.05302691371266265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364067077967475,0.0,0.0,0.03328997311822221,0.0,0.0,0.05239218025348341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564828081811074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312103593569298,0.0,0.04571909680890392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147980817949544,0.0,0.0,0.05220021664631293,0.07375322224257548,0.0,0.0,0.04717881447640637,0.04390707979884163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484393824369614,0.09903526239267416,0.08800877125029373,0.0,0.08256883092725154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919823123115366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083429950960237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146864974538949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056736885210750876,0.08415271979932022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292002721406741,0.1008737091008084,0.0,0.0,0.045681174797777085,0.13004083315613832,0.0,0.0,0.043884612663305636,0.04658814667865945,0.0,0.0,0.052333545922822036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038274821160303917,0.07962348239904546,0.0,0.05489737306062091,0.0,0.0,0.049529805489997684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049350745281715,0.039258561922238255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055898327373769055,0.0,0.07157220549478911,0.0,0.05393084974701777,0.0,0.0,0.11638529283083596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054903141362134686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307291072105837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044082328666201036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896466273668327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269975540327441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120978805272582,0.03973881429057994,0.0,0.05778322434494292,0.03653618120695559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857660916666365,0.04865027973720858,0.0,0.03881105047244459,0.041489382514162926,0.0451172655481233,0.047523823482386124,0.059030804662383675,0.0,0.06858671607560733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892875937512756,0.09864829894571944,0.11470117682825305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030446213040234118,0.0409727453196766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785131354877743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975885671009946,0.0,0.2254754024574209,0.0,0.0,0.03666864385800665,0.0,0.0,0.09972279621949548 adhd,jwparkerb,2019/08/22,"Angry at people who distract me. Do you ever get angry at people who distract you from what you are doing? Seriously I feel that I have to use all my powers to focus on whatever it is I am doing. For example: I have a rocky relationship with my sister in law, and sometimes she will say hello when im outside, just to be friendly. But today, I was getting ready for work, juggling multiple things. I set my wallet on the bed of my truck and then guess what happened? Yep, she started talking to me. Then guess what happened next, Yep, i drove away and now i cant find my wallet. So at this moment i dont ever want to talk to her ever again. She already annoys me, and I have to be polite and loving and forgive her for being that way, but I dont want to. I want to tell he to stay the hell away from me and never talk to me again. I have other people like this in my life. I want to tell all of them to shut the hell up and quit talking. Especially customers, they talk in circles and repeat themselves and waste my time. I already know, we talked about this 3 times already, quit worrying and micromanaging everything. shut up, go away. How do people get like that? Who taught them that talking so much was attractive or ok and not completely annoying? Aaahhhhahahahahahahahaaahhh",3.9294360902255647,5.347816563492064,5.3627903091060976,80.23718045112784,71.85714285714286,7.368755221386801,26.358395989974927,7.85451343220497,1.5348619047619056,1002,33,193,13,19,337,133,252,0.135,0.762,0.10300000000000001,-0.823,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,3,3,4,12,14,4,2,4,3,20,2,0,2,6,38,39,21,0,4,5,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,16,14,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,2,39,7,35,31,3,37,2,0,0,1,32,15,2,3,19,147,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091790892362682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632327921999905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791907202838608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890797444601826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253433516110118,0.0,0.0,0.08393413924151281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722148152861565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535801801109838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215393889986231,0.0,0.1463794048710006,0.0,0.0530764663821301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576224077880315,0.0,0.1651713557849787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008787029903876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132545320882111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596508480963274,0.09125260960699916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428935545401206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686534008958562,0.0,0.07202918004778347,0.0,0.09932277888868636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589832607503701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866643031475936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002673780023468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426856392875844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236645051552078,0.0,0.06610289063282157,0.09954277168874162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254511054276317,0.16325634325526012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204507479762465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891451490081196,0.0,0.08852409646900816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066015611633437,0.0,0.0,0.2203385930655539,0.07412972054883005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799002786036862,0.09484346706930444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChadNiebuhr,2019/08/22,"My first day on Concerta, is this normal? I started taking Concerta for the first time today, after it was prescribed by my doctor for mild ADHD. I'm on 36mg, once a day in the morning. Okay, so let me just say how incredible this pill is. This morning was the first time I'd been able to study for more than two hours nonstop in years (four hours in total, with half hour breaks in between). I noticed it mostly helped with impulse control and allowing me to ignore distractions, external and internal (not getting up and walking around when I felt like it, not picking up my phone and getting lost for a few hours, not going to talk to someone else in the house about something inane, etc). Later in the afternoon though, my face started to get hot. Then I felt a little nauseous, but that passed. Then came mild fatigue, a lack of impulse control, anxiety, irritability, a low mood that every now and then bordered on depressive, very mild headaches that come and go, a feeling of whooziness/drunkenness and an inability to concentrate (I was talking to myself a lot - that only happens if I'm drunk or nervous). It was hell, but it seems to be subsiding - or my mood's just somewhat improved. It hasn't yet been twelve hours since I took it, so I doubt it's withdrawal. I drank three cups of coffee at regular intervals until I started feeling the first symptom above, then I stopped (over the course of five or so hours). Is it the coffee? Is it my body adapting to the medication? Is this normal at all? I'm extremely worried because I'm really struggling with my studies and I'm worried that if Concerta doesn't work and back to square one.",5.927204472843449,6.6921704345047965,6.271966453674121,77.9700583067093,66.69968051118211,9.071501597444088,34.81932907348243,9.120678840339163,3.132894057507986,1298,60,235,22,20,418,176,313,0.162,0.802,0.037000000000000005,-0.9917,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,8,13,14,1,4,17,1,15,9,2,5,2,48,40,27,0,5,12,0,5,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,19,15,2,4,5,1,0,7,5,10,0,10,12,7,20,2,42,26,9,57,1,4,1,0,5,17,1,10,33,166,39,2,0.09333031647200207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216490357015056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139743664477173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083083768836231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176525243034272,0.0,0.056893294660653924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366894178663777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674501856396652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039580360963954,0.0,0.0,0.20935577192248075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038066620000318,0.0,0.080385264819083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552753365322084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796550352772122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104087973621263,0.0,0.0,0.07863481693120436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438122454097113,0.0,0.17922347992240809,0.0,0.0,0.3175468780530828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628371486959404,0.0,0.1060835392980518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253169062808795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255734381254585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514693705859525,0.1076906544405368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543657191502453,0.0,0.04559647833184074,0.09354149585883276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188106539935096,0.07934609754079534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402047499826006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288778848016235,0.0,0.1062571838925469,0.0,0.09939374107066447,0.06324303784900374,0.07098191130208849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597897905913013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422001366314512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496441487456602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720380223451895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907847427840288,0.07185023732686162,0.0,0.0,0.19817903510215704,0.0,0.0,0.07802832362552592,0.0,0.09756911096077434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700593435434143,0.07017278288574857,0.15003074618128193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169656206984286,0.0,0.10884331615469577,0.0,0.08846622718799081,0.0,0.10369341566809026,0.0,0.0,0.0911701577677585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700728543085597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794558195032191,0.1895629334773784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010166385334662 adhd,KitKat1231,2019/08/22,"Decision making So I’m choosing my university course, basically what I’m going to do for the rest of my life, and I change my mind at least 30 times a day. At this rate I’ll never go to uni. Anyone else gone through something similar?",2.723125,4.395515062500003,4.823333333333334,81.855,75.45833333333334,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.0466083333333334,185,7,38,4,4,64,40,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390582064411752,0.35030783470817395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616754505931014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049147551546888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560614349105995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38860918195732747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414877948077553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821496403699454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452125487411641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636874931904881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263204472020706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935944978966152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crimsonknight4,2019/08/22,"If my life was a cartoon, they'd show what I was thinking and it would just be crickets chirping That's how I feel anyways. Either there's nothing going on or I have so many thoughts that I can't separate them? Idk but it sucks and my Ritalin isn't helping right now. Ugh.",0.4898496240601489,2.847211017543863,2.076942355889724,94.67526315789476,87.94736842105263,4.660651629072682,25.686716791979947,6.1826913282559595,0.8019243107769425,216,10,46,2,7,70,47,57,0.174,0.805,0.021,-0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,12,13,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,8,0,1,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,1,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085930910719827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370037251881937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795216603736419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945556081235613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227957677334861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001447211071109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561352792603071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672114365997429,0.0,0.3310696018378609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29624110421554434,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saucy_awesome,2019/08/22,"Anyone had an evaluation and the results say ""NOT ADHD"" even though you KNOW you have it and can't/can barely function? My daughter meets every criteria for ADHD inattentive type. *Every. One.* We had her evaluated (through a place that primarily serves low-income/Medicaid clients) and the results were just that she has anxiety but no real signs of ADHD. But I live with her, I know her struggle and that result is *bullshit.* She absolutely has it, I've never been more sure of anything. I'm thinking they didn't want to give her a diagnosis since she didn't display any hyperactive symptoms during the eval, and I'd imagine that they have a decent number of drug-seekers trying to get a diagnosis for their kid so they can get to the prescription. I understand that, but my kid is legitimately impaired and she needs help. Any similar stories? I'm going to get with her pediatrician, but I'm pissed off that a place specializing in childrens' mental health so obviously dropped the ball on this.",4.8531762295081995,7.284466322404372,5.893575819672133,73.18003586065576,71.56830601092895,8.509426229508197,31.109631147540984,9.188382445141503,3.115546721311476,799,36,133,18,16,264,115,183,0.09699999999999999,0.875,0.027999999999999997,-0.9074,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,4,0,5,4,1,1,11,0,13,3,1,3,3,30,27,13,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,9,9,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,1,21,2,15,21,1,8,0,0,0,0,24,5,1,0,1,89,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540988212139172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407655166798944,0.0,0.11478686104819995,0.0,0.0,0.10491755469847433,0.0,0.12347731260198598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400887932376566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910576523669898,0.0,0.2528450383881889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518279144802035,0.1439404060023014,0.08527614615558067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949477408499113,0.0,0.0,0.1005744949567598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492570616232471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249576987609551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121381917537255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125922553999627,0.11572682403155322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167689680454707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135379549096477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707882946182787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932476564578184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412185277152213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686350251162598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141914401627007,0.15595807399897724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961451618696223,0.14742210678062848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187323226611436,0.0,0.0,0.15620601056458538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850262341644566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,woozookazoo,2019/08/22,"When you’re reading something but not actually reading it Idk if this is ADHD / ADD but I’ll be reading something but not actually reading it, like my eyes will follow the letters and words but in my mind I have 20 different things going on and that’s what I’m focused on.",6.405393939393939,5.890935599999999,7.436363636363637,74.40121212121215,65.72727272727273,9.515151515151514,38.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.4021515151515143,218,11,41,3,3,74,40,55,0.028999999999999998,0.851,0.12,0.7227,1,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,7,8,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,27,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.3773793838760303,0.0,0.2323789578000412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020181444561219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988990993249198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446504010480013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952366421074329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7736420239726066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977131479858911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284585833611795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,depressed_enchilada,2019/08/22,"Balancing excuses and expectations I got properly diagnosed a year ago, but to me it’s was never really a changing moment, I knew that I’d still be the same person regardless. It did explain a lot of things that I did. More recently though it seems quite easy to just shift and attribute a lot of my problems or events that don’t run smoothly or behaviours to having ADHD. Whereas prior to diagnosis I’d always just try continue regardless. I often find myself in an either or position where I use my condition as an excuse and not take responsibility, but on the other hand I can sometimes get too into getting on top of it all; to the point of being angry I don’t meet the expectations I place on myself. How do I find this balance? tl;dr how to I find the difference between an explanation vs excusing my behaviour?",6.972222222222222,7.071149732484077,8.575116772823781,64.65372965322011,64.4140127388535,12.073319179051664,35.91578202406228,11.645159339076185,4.611328945506017,656,29,110,20,9,231,102,157,0.052000000000000005,0.865,0.083,0.5573,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,12,0,10,2,1,4,2,35,18,12,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,2,16,0,17,11,6,19,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,7,9,90,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544394835571376,0.0,0.15890926940472735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491644017663677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964058507745754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195210580237914,0.0,0.18729573061676816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915400314537109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873190876914897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337609723595302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048125749979386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826166637588774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652892164991553,0.18729573061676816,0.0,0.16946514218176226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153419000056336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906723892320156,0.0,0.0,0.11484295128284007,0.0,0.17700441332795885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319783129721166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729952440149796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316275889980004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347863808625181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909694690742435,0.0,0.176128795676414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171044155130767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482902328452686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544199077579162 adhd,oloribus,2019/08/22,"ADHD assessment meeting; what to ask? what to tell? So, today (after a lot of insurance ups and downs) I finally have a meeting to talk to a prescribing psychiatrist about my ADHD. I was diagnosed in high school (had a 504 plan, special quiet room testing accommodations, extra time for homework, etc), but my mom was VIOLENTLY opposed to medication, of any kind. And once I got a little extra help and understanding, I was able to do pretty well-- I figured out how to make lists and set reminders and use my planner, all of the stuff you're supposed to do. I even did pretty well in college (mostly because I was able to pick classes that seemed fun, so of course I was able to focus on them, and all the work was done in semester-length ""sprints""), and I had much more severe problems with depression/anxiety, so that was the priority when I talked to psychiatrists in the past, never my ADHD. Recently-- the last year/6 months-- I've had a LOT of trouble focusing, more than I've ever experienced in my whole life. I've lost my keys, my debit card, my medication (for unrelated stomach issues); I've made 0% progress on important work things because I start them and then 30 minutes later realize I'm not actually doing the thing I meant to be doing at all. I've tried pomodoro timers, I've tried meditating, I've tried lists, planners, and reminders-- and I just can't seem to get out of my own way. Nothing I used to do works anymore. I'm losing things, and time, and forgetting appointments and important deadlines, just like when I was a kid. It's suddenly really hard, and I can't seem to do anything that's supposed to be high-priority, but I don't know why (I am moving, though, and that's been a big shakeup of any routine... but I've moved before and it's never been like this...) Anyway. I think I got lost in there somewhere-- what I meant to ask was: what does an ADHD assessment for an adult even look like? I remember playing with block puzzles and doing math problems and being told to remember things for 30 minutes from when I was kid, but I really can't see that being the assessment for an adult. And, is there a list somewhere of things to think about/write down beforehand? I've written out what's going on 3 times already (I lost one, put #2 in my planner, and this is #3), but I'm worried I'm forgetting something really important, but that I won't remember until it's too late and it's happening again.",6.737692307692307,6.422393411889602,7.508970276008494,73.49247060264577,64.98726114649682,10.81303282704557,35.1005226196309,10.389873798559362,3.596864706843049,1911,80,358,42,26,640,225,471,0.094,0.8029999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.46399999999999997,0,0,1,0,0,0,90.0,0,0,2,12,21,17,1,0,19,0,37,5,1,6,6,71,69,37,0,2,9,1,1,3,0,1,4,1,2,4,23,26,0,2,14,1,1,4,8,8,2,1,27,5,38,9,56,37,14,50,0,4,2,0,16,21,0,7,26,239,61,9,0.22143850321177969,0.0,0.07203067874886182,0.0,0.35483473178362457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145429823713457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039051708922817,0.0,0.05646661628439159,0.0,0.07320249762842514,0.0,0.0,0.060741673453344684,0.0,0.1380100723349079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999123749334825,0.0,0.0628092855056024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749184731720275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459410880278944,0.07553615686394545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823208219019741,0.09750536195674518,0.06676793458287232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085835214665954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038564159463660465,0.0,0.04194953480918781,0.0,0.11806973320713607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527244569276314,0.0,0.06612180130769478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947518699317974,0.1559746243071431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704142194126784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768647084067046,0.04056560341601198,0.06016731170697315,0.08326409226839374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213618784434345,0.10818366737843513,0.07397985140010628,0.0,0.0,0.061984190661916586,0.08257768110616985,0.2417262844535789,0.12550606447656235,0.0,0.06984348863266694,0.04927064013067349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871733031585668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644869954901249,0.05891670020569701,0.15690272308911007,0.05426092630046455,0.0,0.1138580166184185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708254053537201,0.0,0.0,0.07860825964987032,0.050017486883269686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046270253485196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018837756353365,0.0,0.14125782776705448,0.0,0.07420228581760796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185917541440318,0.0,0.07288126912718454,0.0,0.2508466572825797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470252909592888,0.058819272440043285,0.2015892966754554,0.0,0.08338749288843396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682472609295645,0.0,0.0,0.052245104103672925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449803582658721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865592062680533,0.0645156707014036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518983669925698,0.09459256770882517,0.07252073503362771,0.0,0.12912257198405985,0.0,0.06996593630673277,0.0705313264524781,0.0,0.15034220807569298,0.0,0.0,0.0768417637639058,0.0,0.12750117923660076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858919224519993,0.0,0.0,0.13273320538835315,0.0,0.06660460219758349,0.08240939360370053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120986765802015,0.0749605162974335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047533045307291535 adhd,DM_ME_DOPAMINE,2019/08/22,Spends to much time looking at phone. Rewinds the part of show you missed so you can actually pay attention this time. Immediately pick phone back up once you press play. Repeat until you get tired of vaguely listening to the same dialogue 7 times and move on to next episode.,4.17235294117647,6.893127803921572,4.121333333333337,83.68200000000002,74.88235294117645,8.00156862745098,27.84705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.323381176470588,222,9,42,5,5,68,42,51,0.11800000000000001,0.838,0.044000000000000004,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,9,5,3,11,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,7,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.2815790287688285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187387087880395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075324508496765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423057578904204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30667846774464946,0.21211432674474434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30687167859826203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072918066285489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124669286649046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504760041734012,0.3316408928229822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,65110520,2019/08/22,"When people have to reiterate what they said I know for sure that I’m probably not the only person who can’t stand when people have to reiterate something. I have to ask someone to clarify certain things when my inattention gets in the way, especially when I want to avoid making mistakes and looking stupid. Sometimes, people tend to get irritated as they respond and that’s when I’m the most vulnerable. Just yesterday, I was talking to a Wells Fargo employee to dispute some unauthorized transactions. At one point, he asked me what the last transaction was on my account. I wanted clarification so I asked him if he was asking about the last overall transaction or the last disputed transaction. All of sudden, he responded in an annoyed tone and I felt like an idiot for even asking. His questions seemed so vague to me to begin with... I’m not even the type of person to have an attitude in situations like this most of the time so that’s why I get affected so much. Just wanted to know what people typically do in these type of situations. Is it better to just blurt out “Well I’m sorry, I have ADD”? How do I prevent the reiteration in the first place? TL;DR Talked to a Wells Fargo employee on the phone for some help regarding some disputed transactions. He responded with a irritated tone when I asked him to clarify an unclear question. Just wanted to know how you all tend to react and how you should react.",5.352593984962403,7.107635800751883,6.454142857142857,72.47835714285719,68.81203007518798,9.981654135338346,30.969172932330828,10.241411754978122,3.486053233082707,1137,47,196,31,20,380,134,266,0.132,0.7829999999999999,0.085,-0.9192,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,2,23,13,3,1,18,0,13,0,0,7,4,49,41,20,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,8,0,2,8,0,1,5,3,5,3,2,5,3,22,8,37,35,8,32,0,0,1,0,35,11,0,11,16,141,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646015467441562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902251143874343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296536319231755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664604345127238,0.0,0.0,0.08561838378381204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577666304618238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746794304988359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659545716178664,0.24614549270547986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835138181653202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452612510889156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718900815525639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399412327594299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820746239936255,0.07655381858365863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791302262132397,0.17577878006895678,0.1051646388824312,0.0,0.09515294567589756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085247521405945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551667558929506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574739983963323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163391465598444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262842897751085,0.0,0.0,0.08528594204821377,0.07749030608804619,0.09955187123758724,0.11267673233786672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486757809477528,0.0,0.0,0.16180779461196135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687171871069893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586936257850894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374792917028601,0.07989645974016721,0.0,0.0,0.2715068972817953,0.0,0.09082685242899996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GosuPleb,2019/08/22,"Failed an exam, went to the doctor, might have ADHD I just discovered this sub and was surprised how many people experience this. I very rarely went to the doctor but this time I did and he told me, that I could have ADHD and sent me to a psychiatrist. That was the reason I went there, but I didn't tell him. Everyone I meet comments on my behaviour, that I'm chatty and have a lot of thoughts going on. What made me go this time is a failed exam in uni. I study computer science in Germany. Studying was always really difficult for me, because I had to read sentences multiple times to comprehend them semantically, no matter how simple. I understand most of the concepts easy, but when it comes to execution of algorithms by hand, I always made mistake. These were ""the easiest"" points. I recently failed a maths exam I was sure that I passed. I made so many simple errors, even though I understood how the problems hat to be solved. That was always my experience with math, even though I liked math. I'm doing my bachelor thesis next semester and my last exam is this maths exam I failed twice. Even though I passed every other exam. Thing is, I tried to get an appointment but I had to wait half a year. They told me I should ask my doctor to phone a psychiatrist so I would get an appointment faster",3.5836689605215497,5.71093511952192,4.843609199565375,80.65716316551975,74.29880478087651,8.228975009054691,24.55650126765665,8.97023862654752,2.009572111553785,1029,33,192,23,22,340,133,251,0.124,0.779,0.09699999999999999,-0.8775,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,4,14,10,0,0,15,0,22,4,1,7,1,33,43,18,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,4,1,0,9,2,7,0,2,21,1,36,3,20,17,2,23,0,4,0,0,12,5,0,3,10,136,51,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582730654755381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682262435175253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045320047805527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550179757351716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925604622690403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579175151398286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32994530599989874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291327886324465,0.0,0.09053302136183806,0.10267507807575957,0.0,0.21021752762695986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227856565338312,0.0,0.1221349995360486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758779591766744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249566423550775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091351925571645,0.0,0.3050213008516535,0.0,0.21787911078177846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139896884453745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427651820443145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449375068570968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157695794329533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281713973270196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748116944609463,0.0,0.0688365612087297,0.11047864606344417,0.10609597712494462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127232448628423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391786401237984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138639493315367,0.0,0.3167134026625519,0.08530495804392785,0.1879685357787628,0.0,0.0,0.20535015615151914,0.0,0.07295291670930766,0.0,0.0,0.11186141663242312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886592286852809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988274956886056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633088276818023,0.0,0.0,0.0691956238961858 adhd,mxmaverick,2019/08/22,"Alternatives for a coffee lover? Does anyone have alternatives for someone that loves (iced) coffee but can’t have it anymore? If I have coffee with my meds I’ve found I get very bad anxiety that doesn’t go away till my medication wears off, but iced coffee (with vanilla added because I can’t deal with it being too bitter) has always been my favorite treat. Starbucks alternatives especially are appreciated since my friends and I often meet up there to study etc. and it feels awkward for me to be the only one who doesn’t get anything every time.",6.184715672676841,7.477477873786409,6.531095700416093,74.44563106796117,66.37864077669903,8.604160887656034,30.248266296809987,8.841846274778883,2.470471289875173,443,16,77,7,7,143,71,103,0.083,0.7290000000000001,0.188,0.9204,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,0,12,4,1,0,0,11,18,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,2,9,4,12,14,1,6,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,2,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012072084005927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747930633160954,0.0,0.2265991774399716,0.15976445922394972,0.0,0.18802655219117254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146724502033986,0.0,0.19077833848507555,0.1392844578630845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355615920283277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995181033954854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548250556129425,0.0,0.0,0.1925114006976338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155306418010501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25052582699375386,0.17652963438945338,0.0,0.23875160264302464,0.0,0.12985526982975865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621977577509384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537991944414059,0.2301781073898494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482970871969842,0.17377578663297805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900803343070388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935975493105785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323347129966384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852692688515327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rwanda_Pinocle,2019/08/22,"How ADHD helped me get my dream job When I was in college, I always suspected I had ADHD because I had a really struggled focusing on classes that were easy and boring, but I was able to handle difficult and engaging subjects that were far more complicated. I did manage to graduate and I started a software engineering job right away. At this point I thought my struggles were over because I was having fun at my job. But as time went on, the work got more mundane and I struggled to pay attention to my work or finish tasks in a timely manner and I started forgetting important meetings. Eventually it got to a point where my position became untenable and my boss told me that I should start looking for another job. I was crushed, but I wasn't surprised. The moment he told me, I made up my mind to go to a doctor and see if there was anything I could do about my attention span. I liked my job, and being told I couldn't keep it was one of the worst feelings of my life. I never want to feel like that again. I saw a specialist and it turns out I do indeed have ADHD. Oddly enough this gave me hope because now my struggles had a name, and things with names can be talked about and researched. It's hard to make a plan to fight a vague feeling of disinterest, but it's a lot easier to make a plan to cope with a well researched and widely experienced neurological condition. I started seeing a therapist and taking medication and it seems to have helped things. I can now sit down and actually finish things instead of quitting half way through every time. I also decided that I need a job that can stimulate me so I don't have to struggle every single day. I've always enjoyed machine learning and applied to a machine learning engineer position. I nailed the interview (hyperfocusing is great for technical questions) and they gave me an offer a week later. I start in a month and I couldn't be more excited. This is basically my dream job and in a roundabout way I have ADHD to thank. So here's to second chances, and to ADHD for forcing me to find more interesting work whether I want to or not. TL;DR ADHD made me bad at my job which resulted in my diagnosis and me finding my dream job.",5.416011348464623,6.2363365490654195,6.52750333778371,75.48915887850471,67.85514018691589,9.572229639519358,33.04272363150868,9.696096459569628,3.2041359145527366,1745,76,321,37,28,586,209,428,0.109,0.753,0.139,0.9464,9,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,1,6,15,22,1,5,23,0,34,4,0,8,1,70,70,35,0,9,9,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,19,24,0,1,14,3,1,2,6,10,1,3,26,9,56,12,48,37,8,47,0,0,4,0,17,22,0,7,22,235,75,24,0.06213330451265306,0.0,0.060633142367420616,0.0,0.4480329461593885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049687981170624035,0.10339977349954962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515218728413676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051130415513267885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058376284892950325,0.0,0.051878713958202004,0.11362765719129285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960838782035064,0.0,0.0,0.0400708412506275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635960699822425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642003128408007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469997767872004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424939697553317,0.04438804515866062,0.0,0.0,0.11357742936969027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032462087150289184,0.0,0.035311788817105116,0.0,0.0993873592083119,0.068502187575034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565923661857906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329328860196597,0.0,0.0,0.061712390915655974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55491945662379,0.0552269359037412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438865904774028,0.0607103882208892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217632711801591,0.0,0.0,0.052823513588661816,0.0,0.1175840701006509,0.08294892647042501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259276754133418,0.0,0.0,0.06273692534367943,0.0,0.04959421087569735,0.0,0.0,0.046071058007889465,0.04792103483688049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210313516033338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174721120466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960352092892026,0.06608641748883295,0.0,0.0,0.03980418588499608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306150256319762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902439854106183,0.05656382686460161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989136366209555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32477610231683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671651240836059,0.04994039659952619,0.0,0.05720399892252104,0.0,0.07214155546321717,0.1238358199633006,0.0,0.0,0.04932690342558376,0.10869128857238104,0.0,0.0,0.17811310537832595,0.0,0.0,0.06758319328223082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329566563994619,0.09863705010974966,0.04983958905689697,0.0,0.05586530266677006,0.05759819577017005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570135706788994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jbrahms4,2019/08/22,"What do you take when you don't have medication? So long story short, I had to change doctors because of the new insurance I had to get changed to and my new one has a policy of needing a psychiatric evaluation to give someone adderall or any other ADHD medication. Unfortunately, I can't get an appointment for another month. I already plan on calling daily to see if there is an opening with this psychiatrist, but at this rate I'm going to run out of medicine before my next refill, even if I ration out my medication so I'm only taking one a day. I'm wondering if anyone has found ***ANY*** success with anything over the counter, whether its caffeine pills or just copious amounts of coffee. Or if anyone has any other ideas or avenues.",3.2808206686930066,5.823382659574474,5.075445795339412,76.61250000000003,77.01418439716312,7.716514690982777,30.63880445795339,8.634040054169528,2.8950421479229997,589,29,102,13,14,200,93,141,0.013000000000000001,0.9490000000000001,0.038,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,7,0,10,5,0,0,0,21,23,14,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,1,10,1,18,20,1,16,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,9,7,70,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520101417471715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087349271928794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297409224612472,0.1528645969328478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386760645174964,0.0,0.11996573997367195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886703957315413,0.0,0.12404930560045865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885919454716778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30843496034894435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401699700155297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921352620061146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962872953074489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598418726907486,0.0,0.0,0.15232961699924855,0.13984688323949745,0.08285097691292558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456955089272254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901202589554334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44057852452701096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636138972055665,0.0,0.0,0.10809512322175883,0.0,0.28159333140659537,0.15504026212650662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975706128736719,0.11087338777417027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616896838383454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352017834438254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192190665301328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809380081460755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doombutnogloom,2019/08/22,Did i understand it backwards with caffeine and vyvanse? Hey so been on and off vyvanse and adderal 30 mgs for a couple years now. I recently started taking a large coffee with it and found it made me much more focused and controlled my appetite better though jiterry and anxious. i started googling it cause i always though it was bad for you because it was too much stimulant but im reading its actually supposed to make the drug less effective and not allow you to be as focused? i have been noticing the dose doesnt seem like its enough anymore,3.8327884615384633,6.400169009615389,4.2371538461538485,83.20784615384616,75.25,6.083076923076924,33.47692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.4290723076923086,443,24,75,5,10,139,74,104,0.078,0.8109999999999999,0.11,0.6589,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,7,0,21,16,12,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,9,2,9,8,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.17862842802973405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231058689759971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206792120117804,0.1815344143126311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283742126380695,0.1115843524530252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189106718674678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880407031241348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530387967168529,0.0,0.20253911338755431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227754830575413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913749995466772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070266709395496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977232346144976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942799918942795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732044289914876,0.12218595114515708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691226609784623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208401343758558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830975200348592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807378017690368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664001042437898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591246113569731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762930385446914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596874310676261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055940755515316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787690065105455 adhd,finnakermitsuperside,2019/08/22,"Starting to take my adhd meds’ again. So last year, I took Vyvanse every morning for school. It made my heart beat quickly and I never had an appetite but it did definitely help me focus. My grades skyrocketed up and I started to do great in classes that I normally was terrible in, like math. And at the end of the year, I stopped taking it for the summer because I don’t need it. During this summer, I would get very nauseous after eating more than normal because I wasn’t used to eating a lot. I would only have like one small meal a day during the school year because of the meds. I’m going into Freshman year on the 28th, so I’m starting to take the meds again today so I get eased into it for school. Does anyone have suggestions for helping me get an appetite while taking Vyvanse? Or how to help dial down the side effects?",3.160129870129872,5.029986818181822,4.382186147186147,84.63613636363638,74.75757575757575,5.926406926406926,25.725108225108233,6.5431188927421005,1.072056277056277,655,23,122,5,14,215,96,165,0.037000000000000005,0.7959999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,12,0,10,4,1,4,1,19,27,10,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,0,15,3,21,19,2,32,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,22,82,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639890790043682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935832736836836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755645513618828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319487147661183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932021990310784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226739268607324,0.0,0.0,0.10052286323784226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562441379587998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778893247062124,0.0,0.06450181137728908,0.0,0.0,0.12512861369844214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344920951515956,0.2282198737463404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925135548809886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089582660193356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648937150788202,0.0,0.10739169218938326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378202004178098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415508795004872,0.08753432362383402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240196195968384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690713423129743,0.08631804489748687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34458893022790177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409969883296916,0.0,0.0,0.09488688341061356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413363947293668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757996833623704,0.0,0.12609709635909214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980232206496353,0.0,0.09364524284172998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612471518001502,0.0,0.0,0.29234817850018624 adhd,aaand-i-oop,2019/08/22,"I lost all my discipline and I need help! I used to be INCREDIBLY disciplined, enough to graduate college early with a 3.9 while working 30 hours a week. All that is gone now. I’m working nights 4 days a week and taking 2 science classes with labs a semester. I got my first C over the summer and I CANNOT keep doing this shit. My life is an absolute mess!! Please, ADHDers of reddit, how do you get your shit back together when you’ve fallen completely off the wagon? I’m like so far behind the wagon I can’t even see it anymore! I need to start from the ground up :(",1.5054057971014532,3.7620362869565263,3.4361956521739145,87.4957427536232,81.78260869565217,6.615942028985508,22.6268115942029,7.793537801064563,1.2060289855072464,443,15,90,8,12,149,85,115,0.171,0.765,0.064,-0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,4,6,5,2,0,9,0,7,3,2,2,2,14,20,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,1,12,1,11,16,3,20,0,1,1,0,3,5,2,0,14,56,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446123524276454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077540432026992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055888596237335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645704574275854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260572636421528,0.0,0.12951069801707707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667877465336199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244505759172824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682515561687466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314300234043459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310184828200214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428721089558938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384989285546315,0.09579604646045947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404730434240385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907855042763659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840102229151888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152397957076679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625243325481866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025519112022331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878826281252446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742970105409733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935239652007986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145712441497401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855009142559466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bedoya58,2019/08/22,"I hate needing prescription glasses while having adhd, worst combo I lose my glasses every single day, and I can’t find them not just because I don’t have any idea where they are, but also because I can’t see anything. It was funny at first, but it’s getting frustrating...",6.68767295597484,6.598551226415098,7.107547169811323,75.57125786163523,65.0377358490566,8.576100628930817,34.647798742138356,7.793537801064563,2.7286779874213845,217,9,37,2,3,71,42,53,0.133,0.7909999999999999,0.076,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,3,4,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,8,0,1,10,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419378817141012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275306292598719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348343148441555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341358079351899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688163660450544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349193325886134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972046401854774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600462261232149,0.24201266031153815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865001439746228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28090470435228937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32118857240621546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31830522578634873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096805650458866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267256908140264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bizygurl,2019/08/22,I spoke in front of 200+ at work.... I only lost my train of thought once and made a quick recovery ....total win for me. Wish i could share with more people but don't want to be the add girl at work while trying for a promotion.,1.3241836734693884,2.543381775510205,2.914030612244897,95.9890051020408,78.18367346938777,6.53265306122449,18.37244897959184,7.1686216300943375,-0.11251428571428557,173,3,43,2,4,57,42,49,0.065,0.807,0.128,0.4342,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,9,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,5,2,9,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,26,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505650010645203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487196930335509,0.0,0.0,0.3022732919355305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402060504545838,0.0,0.24295770978811065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146785669252791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536092766082038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688699997459326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842111961788474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673541384829233,0.0,0.0,0.4651298528892921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GorgeLady,2019/08/22,"Doctor is going to call in a prescription for Brand Ritalin for me (dispense as written). Is there a chance any pharmacies will have brand in stock? Hello! I've been taking the Mallinckrodt generic ritalin for 2 months. My doctor wants me to try the brand name. He's going to electronically submit the script w/ ""Dispense as written"". Where is the best place for him to call it in? I asked the Walgreens I've been going to and they do not have the brand. Is it likely any other pharmacies will have brand in stock? Or if my doctor submits it electronically to Walgreens should they have it the next day? I've used a few pharmacies in my area (California) and I'll be paying out of pocket (+goodrx) so it wouldn't be a problem to have him call it in to CVS, Costco, Rite Aid, or Albertsons. I just don't want to run out and if it takes more than a day or two I may. If anyone could suggest the best way to do this to assure that I get the brand as efficiently as possible I'd very much appreciate it!!! I hate calling to talk about this on the phone as I know many pharmacies are weary about talking about stimulants unless you come in.",2.8099115044247758,4.78805215929204,4.115230088495577,85.68496902654867,76.07964601769913,7.174867256637168,23.689380530973448,8.07648339933343,1.2866608849557513,892,28,181,15,20,293,119,226,0.031,0.867,0.102,0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,2,7,6,1,0,15,0,23,5,0,2,1,27,38,16,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,2,0,1,4,0,16,4,37,26,5,23,1,0,0,0,17,13,0,7,5,123,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890774176896687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919780475983531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297511308196794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760928965105525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372811628021896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331279899778883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502652273619613,0.0,0.0,0.16966893320169935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039200455844708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872588052046333,0.0,0.22427705599822295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987165340820234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229268969900463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426535157617873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333641345376602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499650855380924,0.0,0.09669937034072798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989766062131134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743462199176298,0.0,0.0,0.1482951668723807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586905469632784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978081960808938,0.21145884514163255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930918217928124,0.0,0.12849856955091182,0.0,0.0,0.11361106960842685,0.0,0.1085368969972668,0.15517514743021993,0.10441285074107168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,littlemisserudiite,2019/08/22,"So frustrated right now My doctor gave me a new prescription for Adderall 2 weeks ago. I didn't need it filled then so I was going to get it filled today, as I run out soon and am about to go out of town. Go figure, the prescription is missing and likely thrown away. Can I call and get a new copy? What are possible repercussions?",1.5630277185501065,3.8375609104477633,2.9368869936034123,91.05432835820896,81.68656716417911,6.8136460554371014,20.01918976545842,7.957251820313856,0.8401189765458432,259,7,55,5,7,84,52,67,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.7394,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,14,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,9,11,0,19,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287185643193266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362207539259953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567316122769109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734271417724064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627169137164023,0.0,0.4286694875572374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283287385431214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864274178589629,0.0,0.4856529702337906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834423383500367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471438552332991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832018002498026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167685086454934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,carebearz14,2019/08/22,"I am happy, sad, and confused within a span of 5 minutes Diagnosed over the years with anxiety disorder, depression, and ADD. Manage my life by trying to balance these emotions which is next to impossible. Without reminders from my smart phone I don’t get anything accomplished. I have to approach daily living like a challenging game, ie. set a timer and focus on cleaning the dishes and nothing else until timer goes off. The timer has an audible ticking sound so if I stray away from the kitchen it’s a reminder the timer is still going. Otherwise I walk into another room and start another task, then another, until soon my house is in shambles- worst off than before I started. The battle is real. My brain does not take a break. Exhausted daily with the chaos and managing the anxiety and depression. Problem is my ADD meds make me more anxious , but only sometimes. Caffeine too. Not always. Sometimes it helps me focus. I never know how I’ll feel one hour to the next. I also never make plans with friends and family because of this. When I spend time with others or go on a trip it’s because others plan it. I’m reluctant to do anything, go anywhere. Sometimes rightly so, and other times I have a great time. Writing this has been therapeutic. Sharing because I’ve been reassured by others posts that I’m not alone and hope this help someone else to know this.",3.625257918552034,6.338992709803923,4.523627450980391,80.09901583710409,76.80392156862746,7.060331825037707,29.41553544494721,8.139509932561175,2.5173951734539965,1091,50,180,20,26,352,157,255,0.107,0.754,0.139,0.9293,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,8,17,1,1,17,0,14,6,1,3,2,37,29,21,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,3,0,15,17,2,0,3,1,1,6,7,8,0,1,2,3,17,9,29,27,2,38,0,3,0,0,8,12,0,4,18,122,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343250768427028,0.0,0.08758527968279567,0.09113167679319943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445323644141528,0.16756916217686987,0.12372949929361195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025573337943204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290020078767873,0.0,0.0,0.20029210083270574,0.0,0.09319576806314572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226357695350383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866351664861813,0.11116325545149687,0.0,0.0,0.12552252582130646,0.0,0.09584407040728724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829843579656684,0.12319831874092245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324827322400797,0.0,0.05537797806469178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461698185509735,0.0,0.057221100861032576,0.0,0.18673285732975936,0.0,0.0,0.12074918554327994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658897209757328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468215412667245,0.0,0.0,0.10878077335605836,0.10785781761216393,0.12637451417663048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038164538467774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735913616792588,0.053507268827429635,0.0,0.09671056838462457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621453222967773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216550518849872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894134718270984,0.0,0.23295731063790506,0.0,0.0,0.10509000376600082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742154296001162,0.08329696390770112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489249096566013,0.0,0.0,0.10479845175525797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466083303203178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353180453092406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279824531366752,0.0,0.3249623119593745,0.0,0.1550414899735327,0.0,0.0874649857364357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234745523350206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159073652047687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743587376778004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055759938349092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052904089154473 adhd,chocolatefeckers,2019/08/22,"Telling ADHD from depression? My partner has been diagnosed with depression, but recently he has been looking into it more, and feels that he may instead have ADHD. He's always struggled with focus, is a messy person, and can struggle with organisation. From my very limited understanding these are typical ADHD symptoms. On the other hand, he is generally unhappy, struggles in social circumstances and is always tired, which I'd attribute more to depression. But I'm not any kind of medical expert or doctor, and I have no direct experience with ADHD. I'm really keen for him to speak to a professional because I've read on Reddit the difference that proper medication can make to ADHD, and I want him to have the right treatment. Is there anything in the meantime that would help us identify if he has depression or ADHD, or anything we could be doing to help him? If it matters, we're in the UK, and he is on antidepressants but they don't seem to do anything.",8.99960451977401,8.406648847457634,9.48,62.124180790960466,60.52542372881357,12.612429378531074,40.00564971751413,11.855464076750405,5.093097175141242,774,36,122,21,9,261,106,177,0.198,0.7170000000000001,0.086,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,1,2,9,0,3,7,0,23,7,1,2,0,33,31,14,0,5,9,0,2,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,8,12,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,4,10,2,22,25,2,9,0,4,1,0,19,8,0,7,1,90,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6891396435753087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904384636458746,0.0,0.0,0.06499089948857179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359379815126515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058258604899744486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630489452599318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32925731658110724,0.09700157148175392,0.0,0.09985034315229237,0.0,0.09781997814232528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934858304558325,0.0,0.0,0.048323080103578116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811715681050329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995214823694644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802547575605891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379373895691948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255350698464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344806626682967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955958953324079,0.0,0.061224610173719315,0.0,0.09436387766056516,0.0,0.0,0.08161628576074323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700336843277523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742161294438173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29973164604655084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933385711248896,0.0,0.0,0.0835324210207224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984369369679768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949177452419823,0.11495898213953999,0.0,0.0,0.07885528590104196,0.05636968143494313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789020920912943,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ailisg,2019/08/22,"How do you balance planning with taking advantage of in-the-moment motivation? TL;DR how do you balance trying to plan out your “to do’s” for the week, while also accommodating for random bursts of ADHD motivation to do other tasks? (And how do you accommodate for not wanting to do your “to do’s” as soon as they’re on a list and assigned to a day?) I try DESPERATELY to keep myself organized with to do lists, and I’ll try to plan out my week of things to do, or even just the next day, but then as soon as the day comes, I cannot make myself do what I scheduled for that day, and instead usually end up doing something still productive, but not planned and usually not urgent. Have any of you found a good way to balance this? Overall the lists do help, I’ve caught a lot of things i need to do that I would’ve completely forgot about if I hadn’t checked my list. (Flip side - if a task doesn’t end up on my list, it’s not happening and is out of my brain. That’s burned me before.) BUT when I try to do more scheduling of my list, like saying I’ll do these tasks Monday, these tasks Tuesday, etc., i can never ever stick to it. As we all know, its easier and you do better work when you’re working on something your brain chose in the moment vs something you need to make yourself do. Sometimes taking advantage of this random motivation is great, and I knock out major tasks that have been hanging over me for a while. I can’t handle just having one list for the whole week that I just pick items from, because that becomes too overwhelming and I worry about if I will get everything done, what order I should do it in, etc, and start overthinking. Laying out my week and scheduling things helps give me peace of mind, but then when I try to put it into action I’m completely blocked, do some other stuff, and then start the whole process over of trying to re-plan the next few days. Any advice??",8.871210629921258,5.920513081364831,8.624958989501312,75.6385408464567,62.54330708661417,11.729724409448819,35.098589238845136,9.673873057562805,2.993326640419948,1488,43,308,21,16,482,174,381,0.028999999999999998,0.856,0.115,0.9867,0,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,1,9,0,12,19,7,0,1,14,0,33,2,2,9,3,64,52,37,0,7,16,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,23,22,0,3,5,0,1,5,9,1,0,1,6,1,36,6,58,44,11,59,0,1,0,0,14,16,0,8,37,222,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028110226375623,0.08966958588024776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338271053139636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248037566759914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593777596099411,0.10134484808059743,0.07808341875823625,0.0,0.0,0.0811567755451268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487535596405584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904556200065227,0.1924231851643531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589720441115325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390524538396763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625492803603681,0.0,0.2046796475186995,0.0606084908270675,0.08300474290846564,0.0,0.0,0.08247052429274547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061321842954572,0.0,0.0,0.04794229687888756,0.08802727829202357,0.0,0.07696631709613655,0.0,0.10116885579078568,0.0,0.0,0.08114557695370772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301339564787478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815630290360079,0.0,0.0,0.05043045742703873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483068883160922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801348566803464,0.0,0.0,0.1225048173957202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265431043205401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608196726925556,0.0707731597249677,0.0,0.1951816441601424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062180875679481724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224699994076216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297349399211636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193055362535304,0.09075579579313063,0.0,0.12990042185500944,0.0,0.0732819230945533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504649850072482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798847231595252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828894617106633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37380567206627824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212760968469765,0.0,0.054124100920828734,0.07283707171578463,0.2944264629474047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489986913785535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336088817969252,0.09318961897543013,0.0,0.06518568920798097,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnScriostoir,2019/08/22,"Filling in job applications I don't know if this is an adhd thing or just me, but trying to fill in this application form and trying and failing to remember dates I worked in jobs. I cannot remember dates I worked in any of the hundreds if places I worked. Even remembering the dates I finished school or the grades is hard enough. Is this easy for everyone else bcos it's driving me insane and I can't barely finish this thing, it will be a miracle if I even get an interview after this. It's so fucking depressing, like this all the time and it puts me off even applying most of the time.",3.744052287581699,5.135032966386556,4.9364145658263325,83.22116713352008,72.27731092436973,8.650233426704013,26.66760037348273,9.150863307647796,2.0676883286648,469,16,96,10,9,155,72,119,0.11,0.78,0.11,0.2426,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,5,4,1,0,8,0,8,1,0,0,1,17,11,11,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,1,11,1,11,9,4,18,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,6,9,69,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983668941135687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741791434404804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605033361586166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319549396191952,0.0,0.0,0.16321444599123675,0.0,0.3129923897925283,0.0,0.0,0.15093712440410012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603106365193172,0.08252734816249244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150073523042414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31350097037412383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681044065512344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717105992891728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503411542784988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879298191091062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368121517198989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986350313502387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988261951620488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421497407554333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448833877428275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34498931288725515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DanielTaylor,2019/08/22,"""Bad trip"" on methylphenidate (Ritalin) after lack of sleep I'm currently experiencing what I can only describe as a ""bad trip"" after taking my regular dose of medikinet (Extended Release methylphenidate). I've been taking this dose for over a week now, and it has always been fine. I felt much more calm, able control my emotions, able to do house chores, etc. It was great and I have never before experienced anything similar to this. Today these things added up: - I have had very little sleep - I haven't taken magnesium citrate these last days (I usually take some, but I haven't for a few days. I've read that it is very recommended to take some while taking methylphenidate). **Now I feel jittery, weak muscles, weird agitation and, all this makes me unable to focus.** Especially now after the 3, 3.5 hour mark when the first part of the release is wearing off. I do not feel awake or alert at all. I feel like I need to sleep (but I'm at work right now). I can't find much information on the effects of medication during lack of sleep. Do you have a experience with that?",3.8605170517051697,6.1300039405940625,4.442112211221122,83.20286028602862,73.95049504950495,7.459185918591862,26.073707370737075,8.344100000000001,1.7743753575357537,844,30,160,15,18,268,122,202,0.08800000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.073,-0.4703,1,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,4,5,8,0,0,8,0,17,10,5,3,3,25,31,9,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,7,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,6,6,16,4,24,25,12,30,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,20,104,28,2,0.23762512431909955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886156959265543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977726151709286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840705319837446,0.0,0.0,0.1011007394390794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325839129915618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324854694976342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364814069582373,0.0,0.0,0.13250741349031878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622148413526197,0.0,0.0,0.18022560403777024,0.0848797181466548,0.11407869197100527,0.0,0.108592529342779,0.10106190467748752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099126922609472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700644075905547,0.13709374465217006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684809586146274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058045816416829085,0.11908140046389823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930830783616466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196911566602506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468180787176885,0.08809800937279748,0.0916355724995657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036230742143678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866242661913213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884471452623704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146527890344507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755934686840476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466613016908986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893378691923161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262041653900474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085525150639646,0.196065613679484,0.0,0.0,0.09530427070111966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086496960302938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AkwardoTheThird,2019/08/22,"ADD and Photophobia I was diagnosed with ADD by a Neuropsychologist recently but over the last year or so i have have very progressive photosensitivity to the point of causing panic attacks and not feeling safe, such as police lights, flashing lights, head lights. I get a very strong anxiety response as if my brain can not percieve what is going on. Any recommendations more than welcome, looking to see an ophthalmologist soon.",8.516712328767124,10.444282315068497,8.369753424657535,61.05983561643839,61.465753424657535,10.771506849315069,37.88767123287671,10.793553405168565,4.5980378082191775,351,17,53,9,5,113,60,73,0.18,0.711,0.109,-0.6279,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,5,0,5,3,2,1,0,13,10,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,6,4,3,10,9,1,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,4,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018888032875867,0.0,0.19145215066185572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847127315042323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793786690972743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709124227642266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540138537936788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654157676815994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075320877382554,0.0,0.14223144907486504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25684423992087163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203999495344763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210159690630138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29363222462504257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365814545506639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710663814332245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994289183594073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41298990846748784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611625478983037 adhd,bythewindowstander,2019/08/22,"I FUCKING MADE IT ! Today is the day i won the fight with my biggest enemy, that is mathematics. The last year was hell because of it, i failed my third year of highschool and today was the last day i could correct my grades AND I FUCKING DID IT. I feel so great that i did an almost impossible task. I had fucking 60% on a test, which was honestly unreachable for me. And all this thanks to great friends that supported me with this shit, my instructor, HARD work and ritalin. Im so fucking happy rn + i get to stay in a class with my girl, and it would fuck me up if i didn't...im not so dumb after all...oh fuck i fucking made it.",0.10153625954198377,2.3543964198473333,2.375644083969465,92.6132371183206,88.61832061068701,5.7177480916030525,21.164599236641227,7.1686216300943375,0.6628812977099234,485,17,108,8,16,164,77,131,0.17300000000000001,0.613,0.214,0.8194,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,3,20,11,0,7,0,10,9,1,2,2,18,24,9,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,1,9,2,19,8,12,13,1,14,1,1,0,7,3,4,10,2,9,71,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562948950501048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039124469532132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219576251908204,0.0,0.0,0.1489410128489266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838659820049175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921412252972563,0.7472702363377692,0.06032985568126153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546186923298733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292311323676787,0.10344109104821217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494612243335592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825174890336493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852661373082452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853133415099787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307881129972305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310373467042997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631198737805096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890972855078367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406569022867247,0.0,0.0,0.08202867777352746,0.0,0.0,0.1487216007485915 adhd,mistyhollowpro,2019/08/22,"Crashes and fevers Hi everyone. This is my first post to reddit. I was diagnosed with ADHD back in December, and since then, I've been back and forth with fighting it and meds. I was put on Ritalin at first, and it really helped. At first it was 10 mgs, then 20, then 30, but slowly my depression and anxiety came back to me. Then I was put on Lamotrigine, then ambilify, then paxil over the course of months. I'm supposed to take claudapin for onset anxiety, but I don't, because I get severely exhausted and can't do anything when I do. So now I'm on all of that, but a higher dose of paxil, yet I still experience crashes. Recently they've been getting worse. When I crash, I get exhausted, I can't do anything, I have no desire to do anything, and I get fevers. I don't feel sick or flushed or anything like that, but I get as high as 100 degree fevers. My mom said (She's a psych nurse) that I look like a addict who is going through withdrawal when I crash. I look like her when she came off drugs. Has anyone experienced these fevers and crashes like this? I keep trying to tell my psychiatrist, but he just keeps upping the doses of my meds. I don't want to up the dose of the Ritalin either, since I know my families history, and I'd rather not go down that road with a hard drug like this.",4.3931268172668325,4.86712660836502,5.608548423171551,82.40687765600536,69.98859315589354,9.382151643927534,28.398344889286513,9.478462496947786,2.2727089689107585,1010,34,214,21,17,338,136,263,0.128,0.769,0.10300000000000001,-0.6868,0,0,2,0,2,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,1,0,8,0,19,16,0,0,1,33,39,30,0,3,11,1,2,5,0,0,16,1,0,0,12,15,0,2,2,0,0,6,7,4,0,3,9,6,30,5,29,30,2,41,0,1,2,0,11,13,0,2,26,141,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577931765863975,0.1276379820372956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624933369692566,0.0,0.0,0.07426112803298468,0.0,0.3495912403470568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499567268500905,0.0,0.06474168916302275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294085455201456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914743619480258,0.10779601742958986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463285711047219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148359641747437,0.0,0.10388904071654316,0.10012078734853523,0.0,0.053700527790692516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27101420382082536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774391034476099,0.0,0.12071769735806052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513897633596484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118709036158387,0.112211598878821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888000794570732,0.0,0.0,0.0583675868945357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594324203490069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837119775809113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359400152528576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438621782845034,0.08477195774777906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171520021110662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135310706864959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803775490016173,0.0,0.10486479801964176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102544254582004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199816181006691,0.0,0.17570803716970956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481559026523358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985307450361674,0.0,0.0928280044821684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210634260577096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264256413211344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082321470945428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alreadyjustaskeleton,2019/08/22,"What are good rewards/motivation for tasks for you? I've seen lots of folk recommend giving a treat or reward for accomplishing a task in order to help with focus/motivation, but I'm really struggling to find ones that actually work. I'm a grown man, I don't want a sticker for every work email I answer or whatever it is I'm trying to do, and constant snacks or drinks aren't always an option. Does this sort of thing actually help any of yous focus and what would you recommend trying?",7.353437499999997,6.6063349687500015,8.368833333333335,69.25950000000002,63.89583333333334,11.43,31.7,10.793553405168565,3.3180525000000003,391,12,72,9,5,134,64,96,0.057,0.7490000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.8789,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,0,4,0,1,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,4,3,12,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,6,1,41,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.4282883531265935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182593697838676,0.0,0.0,0.149228391223344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713933044275015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203556707608996,0.0,0.0,0.21497005870525435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488972887418947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005664240619746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050919416459016,0.0,0.18405791595617413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941752976092014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656212393013266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869988355555416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405804528233541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294088951439361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457878131753166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29797403838000824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943284275959516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195134347673144,0.0,0.0,0.15588562059948308,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,k8ky,2019/08/22,"Help/advice on coping with medication crashes, calming down when I feel emotional, and dealing with verbal impulsivity. I take 70 mg Vyvanse every morning, and usually begin each day with a good mood, feeling motivated and positive. By the mid-late afternoon, however, I begin to feel tired and less hopeful. When it wears off at night, I am exhausted and cranky. This is not helped by my job (I work in a restaurant: late hours, physically demanding). I’m prone to verbal impulsivity, and struggle with lashing out in the heat of emotion — something that gets worse when medication wears off. I used to take 2-3 15 mg Adderall/day, and while medication crash was a bit of a problem then, it was not as intense as it has been with Vyvanse. I’m meeting with my psychiatrist next month, and I want to tell her that I need to go back on Adderall, but I’m afraid she will just try to up my Vyvanse dose. I feel like she doesn’t trust me. I’m a college student, so there seems to be a lot of stigma: as if I’ll sell my medication to other students, and/or use it for weight loss. My mom is also a psychologist, and I feel like my pschiatrist thinks I have been lended favors in order to get a leg up. This isn’t true; I’m not trying to “take advantage of the system.” Does anyone have tips for coping with this? I hate Vyvanse, but I have at least one more month to go on it, and I need to learn how to deal with its side effects. I’m just really tired of feeling tired, sad, and angry at the end of the day.",5.794552429667518,5.525088675585288,6.8185756443045475,77.50334251426327,66.92642140468227,9.710879401927995,32.3039543576628,9.325443323948027,2.6876927405075755,1170,44,236,20,17,394,162,299,0.121,0.765,0.114,-0.7446,2,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,5,10,17,1,2,13,0,15,13,3,5,1,50,45,25,0,6,8,1,7,2,0,1,9,0,0,0,12,21,1,0,11,0,1,2,5,7,0,1,4,7,24,9,49,39,6,39,0,2,0,0,9,16,0,4,21,148,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849128737037877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060210783863063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704750448356343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750165519230688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003709610127203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500455793787866,0.2078211116588709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882024254148604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675144062237604,0.08927044619790007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492032371554316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057761607444444,0.14400947345148238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531772825181873,0.0,0.11456310130361905,0.08453826992218885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995097290691448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511546398063345,0.0,0.0,0.10010768540751644,0.09925831689868614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001899594402973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369604789286768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848227162825954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568845902730841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061432064998179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804458820638103,0.16089999388174145,0.0,0.0,0.1494697227903122,0.0,0.0,0.10719181546166896,0.09458503469133296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829823552066468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644287419405326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456896029070565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175586460336344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759343317571124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536809025289104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273456849486313,0.0,0.08809531919549464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645824677573188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34753147842192805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686023529882746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410122161848576,0.11100647056366388,0.0,0.059448834575592385,0.0,0.0,0.12273564756326474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337666747937238,0.0,0.1027141065748002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,9Fijilanka9,2019/08/22,"Told my dad about my adhd did not take it well Hey there. First time ever posting. Recently i was diagnosed with adhd from my psychiatrist and it was kind of a relief. I never really fit in with people and i always over think. I often forget things and i always thought i had a forgetful mind, so when others bring up stuff i say i really dont remember it, i come across as a liar when im genuinely trying to remember stuff. Sometimes feel as if I’m being suffocated and cant do anything. I was also scared about telling others about this.i was worried wether people will treat me normally. Will i ever find someone. If i tell people would they pity me. I told my dad and he basically thought it was just a bad habit and that if i stick to a routine ill grow out of it. But i cant do that i feel trapped inside my mind at times and i cant help but over think ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING. Honestly need some advice.",1.4016129032258111,3.7152573870967736,3.453129032258065,86.86969354838709,82.65591397849462,6.515698924731183,20.590322580645164,7.734863291789972,0.9475406451612908,718,21,145,13,20,243,109,186,0.124,0.831,0.045,-0.7647,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,14,9,1,1,5,0,17,2,0,0,3,39,30,18,0,6,7,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,13,11,0,0,9,0,0,3,6,4,1,1,11,3,25,5,20,15,2,21,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,5,9,107,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927377523875863,0.11760428169115335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624356882968198,0.2002810938042474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990375046199454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048692782437894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367056397890606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221523578633866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104888938758162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772629082385997,0.10139976781895793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217047947513652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999739658876187,0.10236934783731932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066783119127073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999827032945888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532563693337934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303767028662315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892377379393314,0.09282106670575707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791710092639696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030587436061263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152616936376959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419813056107565,0.0,0.11883075683509295,0.0,0.27266537745954905,0.0,0.0,0.09570686938264276,0.12049099131804415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197186493513054,0.0,0.11902887772688164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275543103697323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048795647416877,0.0,0.21038179134319865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990991491874482,0.15423038795055485,0.0,0.19108835227952264,0.14035369340768356,0.0,0.0,0.2299984894144711,0.0,0.08170951001926648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820878562035516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222090793765862,0.0,0.08549293587778291,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spaceamy9,2019/08/22,Does anyone else regularly find their cell phone in the refrigerator? Or is it just me? 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I am chronically late. This morning I had an appointment with my psych to get paperwork in order to file an academic appeal at my college. I set my alarm, BFs alarm and an alarm clock in the living room, actually woke up with plenty of time to get ready, even made a cup of tea and left on time! Bonus points, I had brought all the forms i needed and brought along a list of specifics for writing letters and filling out said forms. I pull up to see no cars in the parking lot. Guess whose appointment was for 8PM not 8AM. The office doesn’t even open until 9 and i’ve been coming here for almost a year now. You win some you lose some. Happy Thursday guys!",3.594719800747196,4.925600041095893,4.215130759651308,88.48235990037365,72.56164383561644,7.226899128268991,24.91656288916563,7.686295010490155,1.0720767123287671,570,17,121,7,11,181,96,146,0.08,0.8240000000000001,0.096,0.6458,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,4,4,7,0,3,11,0,7,2,0,1,1,21,18,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,11,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,4,0,1,10,2,13,3,25,8,6,33,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,5,12,76,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.19099777667968526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598868389402072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859835360195732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585468812950837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648219940416153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045147663472872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561135922633454,0.1937969088942171,0.0,0.20835116791193545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078448762037609,0.0,0.2126540152919313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282732242891974,0.0,0.0,0.2189643880718216,0.0,0.16639701090710188,0.0,0.18519818605212074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512639960939622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502184899808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861777460408642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596618631255738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565114864293427,0.0,0.18552287039374293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614922789010048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603943389400427 adhd,NamelessAshlar,2019/08/22,"Prescription ran out, doctor is on break for a month Hey guys, So I've finished my first month on medication after prescription, but they wanted me to head into to an actual appointment to discuss however my doctor is off until mid September, how TF can I get a new prescription? I have mid semesters soon, and the meds were a game changer.",6.5139062500000025,7.247485078125003,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,65.40625,11.4,33.1875,11.20814326018867,4.0467625,271,11,47,8,4,90,50,64,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,5,4,1,1,0,6,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,11,6,0,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,8,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.2585033814579335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422710582349266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253231019055475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383988849972723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622918294450418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186297572634704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29424326484136976,0.26685804879113995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42287998647400377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558412727416785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624439600475706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Charlie__Foxtrot,2019/08/22,"This is a thread where you can post the interesting, useless facts you googled two years ago on a whim You know when you're writing an essay, doing the washing up, or lying awake in bed at night and all of a sudden you *must* know which species of tree has the greatest total biomass? Yeah, that kind of fact.",4.880573770491804,5.585668491803277,4.478811475409838,90.11362704918035,69.0,6.755737704918031,28.364754098360656,5.985473137389443,0.9590622950819672,242,8,51,1,4,73,50,61,0.092,0.773,0.135,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,1,5,1,0,0,5,10,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,7,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547140582277156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167007885630242,0.4398304314782949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755192015674197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38323873554673576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908941659608731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576872777237083 adhd,MatrixDiscovery,2019/08/22,"Coming to terms with diagnosis and medication Hi, recently a few months ago, I was diagnosed with ADHD or more specifically ADD. Im 19 and have had trouble focusing at school and in many other aspects of day to day life and planning. All my life even though at “parents evenings” my teachers would say “he’s a bright boy but he has his head in the clouds”. This all came to a head when I didn’t complete my A levels and dropped out after one year, which now when I look back, two years on, it is fair enough as A levels are not for everyone and I ended up with a distinction (best grade possible) on the multimedia and film course I joined after. Because I have also been struggling with long term depression and anxiety I have found it very difficult to come to terms with the fact that I have been diagnosed and find myself thinking quite often that the whole thing is either misdiagnosed or that the doctor (private) diagnosed me just to push pills... So recently I started on Vyvanse. Today is day 3. It’s almost certainly too early to tell if this stuff will help but so far I’ve felt like I’ve had about 3 coffees and had a heightened sense of anxiety which is not good and led to a bit of a panic attack on the first day. Does anyone have experience with Vyvanse? Maybe it’s not for me? Maybe it’s too early to tell? Maybe I should try Sertraline? Would be great to get some input as I’m still finding it difficult to process the whole thing... Many thanks, Matrix.",6.573541666666664,6.2790237152777815,6.835555555555558,78.11500000000002,65.31944444444444,10.255555555555556,32.236111111111114,9.827888789773867,2.870398611111111,1162,41,228,22,16,376,169,288,0.11599999999999999,0.805,0.079,-0.8976,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,17,14,1,2,16,0,23,10,2,1,5,49,34,24,0,4,10,1,1,1,0,4,8,1,0,1,17,22,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,7,0,3,10,4,17,7,37,19,14,46,0,1,2,0,10,13,0,6,28,157,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638518843365896,0.0,0.08584453359993285,0.0,0.0969732106168788,0.0,0.0,0.0774444616317196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481676327102615,0.0,0.0,0.06771413368858774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017168332562174,0.0,0.0744654714731756,0.0,0.059033945636574485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162963768498016,0.0,0.10572631281729994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107613763707441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684150664884803,0.10153692792621936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498201500381847,0.0,0.08340981800432168,0.2948775811249097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912182555285087,0.0847470312382071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577321153016161,0.10006360788679518,0.0,0.1279263714415413,0.0,0.0,0.09253662039659907,0.0,0.094729996408545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298344588447792,0.0,0.17702355104438336,0.08237370171591579,0.0,0.10618218484825577,0.0,0.0,0.050595914818177636,0.0,0.0,0.08122642170237493,0.0,0.1067685768742806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877553149850374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491110869612424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460590958068026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680464741375312,0.04731207849916763,0.0,0.0,0.08570206636525107,0.08132283639577957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636504733783067,0.2918722249682669,0.0,0.0,0.09755806273618256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729830978902938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562260246200688,0.0,0.0,0.11362314672291758,0.10753151001370624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917473263639503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300331997826367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912394583926812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701259485621018,0.0,0.09800920988312124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854522109802913,0.0,0.07733809558542573,0.0,0.0,0.1012402186694008,0.11086084806318576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928824196579434,0.08915904400549972,0.0,0.0,0.1286749589717724,0.0620524026037483,0.09514671091873912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179483237240724,0.0,0.0,0.06574931801242724,0.0,0.09460050027761767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799047397212745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624112735658385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758746631864482,0.0,0.0,0.1247260640379078 adhd,Khanzdan,2019/08/22,"GRE/ Standardized Testing and Grad School Admissions Hello everyone, I am a 24 year old female, diagnosed with ADHD very recently. I had a hunch that my life was being impacted in some way yet either had gone diagnosed or misdiagnosed up till now. With that in mind, for the past year I have been prepping for GRE (standardized test) because I intend on applying to graduate schools in the January cycle. However, it has been quite difficult studying against this deadline (the anxiety of it all makes my symptoms worse) even though i started relatively early (probably because I had been diagnosed for so long) and am not good at standardized testing / have test anxiety. For background, My undergraduate GPA was decent (3.77), I was on the deans list and graduated with honors. I am terrified that my GRE scores will negatively impact my chances of being admitted. This situation presents a discrepancy where on one hand I have a good GPA yet my standardized testing scores will not reflect that. I was wondering if: 1) Will graduate schools pay less attention to my GRE/ standardized testing scores if they are aware of the extenuating circumstances and working against a tough deadline with this disability? (I dont know if i phrased this correctly) 2) Is it worth reaching out to an admission officer and explain this situation for context regarding my application? If anyone has experience with this, I would highly appreciate advice or any kind of information.",10.54846461538461,10.578189988000004,10.1764,56.354969230769264,57.12000000000001,14.732307692307696,46.83076923076924,13.639024540459545,7.062864615384616,1187,69,173,44,13,387,147,250,0.073,0.862,0.065,-0.2197,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,0,0,11,0,27,6,1,2,2,39,34,14,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,7,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,11,1,22,4,29,17,4,26,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,8,13,128,35,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592235818025521,0.1294647255924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009567710358447,0.0,0.2027043260816684,0.0,0.0,0.09263796407134314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152564426272206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034144317835056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527373235977754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750638866532595,0.0,0.0,0.12659696947475566,0.0,0.1295976707629689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224755528627693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997974903784122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796478293097073,0.07281136929761339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935794591288106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724679195182625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884360756893916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377406349415571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902277956144862,0.0,0.08977659401360663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264737961212698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428433527743219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091619187300666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081489129787174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022516350383516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978417917947215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937749533730161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770468152135862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016776716264974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931561853056668,0.0,0.10516198340908364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367645841009974,0.09645208600409412,0.0,0.13501553261425195,0.094114936330064,0.0,0.0,0.1706345191129732 adhd,mangoes420,2019/08/22,"Starting a new job today I start my 3rd new job of the year today. Not bad going for August. The challenge for me is to make the effort to enjoy it. To overcome my want of avoiding small talk with people. To get to know everyone there. I'm hoping it's going to be my last dead-end job as I'm currently training to be a barber, which is what I've always wanted to do. Theres loads of positives to this job, no early mornings or weekends which allows me to see my girlfriend a lot more than my previous jobs. Free food and coffee. A really cool environment. Wish me luck! Any tips for small talk etc would be greatly appreciated!",2.6264280601288483,4.461451614173232,4.52217609162491,83.20455261274161,76.16535433070868,6.822906227630638,23.356478167501788,7.686295010490155,1.182014173228346,493,15,96,7,11,168,85,127,0.033,0.7440000000000001,0.223,0.9758,6,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,7,1,7,1,0,2,0,15,21,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,1,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,8,19,17,3,16,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,12,57,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339098739635685,0.0,0.0,0.09267107697952903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378320090032512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206984250670438,0.0,0.15198167007577856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021576484831598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478321099133653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119760499154111,0.0,0.15489544958125548,0.0,0.0,0.15024270218497884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535095297953767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6761552003710835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748926943676368,0.1110815988703878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158553865418153,0.0,0.0,0.09096403558360078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322879519663994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447531868251456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730069297545404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859283291321976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291105194295224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906395690163094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583438698164358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607560174940407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670851662549956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968052273977509,0.0,0.0,0.08775606757415742 adhd,aquestionofadhd,2019/08/22,"Do you ever just get into a 'funk' where everything in life is hard? How do you get out of it? I've just been in a bad place recently. I don't think it's full on depression, and I'm not suicidal. But I've just been spinning my wheels for a few weeks now and can't snap out of it. I keep telling myself this is ok and normal and it's fine to be 'down' once in a while. But everything is just hard at the moment, I have no motivation. I'm still doing things, my routine keeps me going. So I go to work, I hit the gym, I go out etc. But I've always felt like I should be doing more (I suppose I feel like that even when I am doing more so maybe that's not unusual). Anyone else?",0.06674285714285944,1.5860059600000014,2.669904761904764,95.00399999999999,82.73333333333333,6.152380952380952,18.047619047619047,7.1686216300943375,-0.04163809523809503,514,11,129,7,14,179,90,150,0.085,0.807,0.10800000000000001,0.5155,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,13,6,0,0,6,1,17,1,0,2,1,27,30,12,1,2,9,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,4,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,4,16,4,15,23,5,24,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,10,91,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439744311694605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098627143968832,0.17728920252683988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444724312083298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903008178788285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454397075782766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297366571876126,0.11428437356002973,0.15651511721141292,0.0,0.0,0.3110155714933071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748892999381126,0.12361233175177745,0.1661354847263297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080157717392656,0.0,0.2950100103579611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100009472079252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075931953374357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221587506627665,0.16906697789270705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383142096604834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695322030508087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427080378851146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077903277655702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708457877456046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818160722779566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926622344060615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123543696368008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495313212781574,0.11087033704703804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879385304877218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596755957663938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SLICKlikeBUTTA,2019/08/22,How I stop saying impulsive stupid things to people? I've really tried to be mindful of what I'm saying but sometimes the words work faster than my brain and it comes out before my brain had a chance. Any advice?,1.8342857142857163,4.4762976666666665,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,84.23809523809524,5.2647619047619045,15.542857142857144,6.742157984588678,-0.1919485714285716,170,3,33,2,5,53,36,42,0.1,0.84,0.06,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,8,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886630211015545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318831746858393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671039842241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686049704787092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193807021657564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571500178732393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656017409344804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315187675654388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050569303649708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518809368012932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292042192774727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919532445718438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290819103958865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540705867806426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lord_abbott,2019/08/22,"How is Nortriptyline, Amitriptyline vs Strattera? Ive realized recently that ADHD has likely been the cause of the stress that triggered my anhedonia for quite some years. I am currently taking an anti depressant for Anhedonia and was wondering if anyone had experience with these drugs and how they compare? Thank you",8.567264150943398,11.143567566037738,8.05674528301887,60.899457547169845,62.018867924528294,12.09245283018868,37.778301886792455,11.698219412168324,5.6481358490566045,263,13,35,9,4,83,46,53,0.14,0.8170000000000001,0.043,-0.6767,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,4,0,12,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,4,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373298833874887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962620942430003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883417182360985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417543379826869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255065100507568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745646509822563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712894344834273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985439847150103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771434452566171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32152472830758283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110408506972994,0.0,0.0,0.2584178478557768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043918646492192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075250469380175 adhd,gogetter01,2019/08/22,"Last 5 high school credits 18/M ~ Who else is super excited and nervous at the same time for school? I’m excited to just get it over with but it’s gonna be very stressful balancing 8am-2pm school and than 5pm to 11pm kitchen shifts 5 days a week. I know I can do it just gonna be depressed anxious and stressed for awhile, at least I have vyvanse.",1.1971428571428575,2.997170200000003,2.433904761904764,96.696,80.33333333333334,5.885714285714287,26.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.9316285714285716,275,12,65,3,7,88,55,75,0.217,0.6829999999999999,0.1,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,3,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,9,7,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,32,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429705489299399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870387973231935,0.0,0.18524150855241628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796653593295778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236643133573516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723575667247425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819814444894723,0.1753126787567652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6529941315723439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927293235405584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541042270446692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745722123132018,0.0,0.0,0.1725180742579943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Booman_aus,2019/08/22,"Moved all night meds from 10pm to 7pm. I feel like a new person. Seriously! If you feel like crap, not even drowsy just not 100% effective during the day try it.",-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,87.8235294117647,5.752941176470588,14.382352941176471,7.1686216300943375,-0.4379176470588231,124,2,30,2,4,41,30,34,0.192,0.6729999999999999,0.135,-0.2837,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,8,2,1,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012297480100019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608899230170613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155375465309483,0.44582019559142577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048784538080445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34658846292691675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33163226556887226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013548450144081,0.0,0.29281350494152364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724474312910957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118438995965364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Coconutismyfavourite,2019/08/22,"Medication and University Being medicated makes school work SO MUCH EASIER. Who knew all I had to do was think linearly??? I've read 3 reports, highlighted the salient points, then attached a paper to the front with my summary of the information. I would never have capable of doing that or thinking of it in the first place without the meds. Thats just not how my brain works. Everything is too jumbled in there. But today, medicated, I was trying to write up my assignment directly when I thought, 'hang on, there is an easier way.' I'm so happy I could cry.",3.6020000000000003,6.076734009523811,5.36214285714286,75.32035714285716,75.57142857142857,9.533333333333337,28.595238095238088,9.888512548439397,3.347266666666666,441,19,79,14,10,150,81,105,0.051,0.815,0.134,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,7,0,11,4,1,2,2,19,17,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,0,8,1,12,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,59,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543277610819727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469289992542625,0.0,0.20214283649195672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538981638699018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653158271480425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589804910348846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283812567796533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044103048434776,0.5561575229197547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527955932015145,0.0,0.1419314354118782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922669716758915,0.0,0.17396312016625734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407481356548144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862431385752353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358315964558441,0.0,0.1460953051503831,0.0,0.0,0.17443419558643916,0.0,0.0,0.12494090463966236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607049028181487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739354633911486,0.0,0.2679448035230733,0.0,0.0,0.13072608985603035,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nykaei,2019/08/22,"I wonder how people can be so ignorant sometimes For example When a lot of people find out or hear that i have adhd a common thing i hear is “oh well you don’t act like hyper or anything” and i really don’t know why but it always rubs me the wrong way Or like back when i used to live with my dad He’d say all the time, despite the fact that he was THERE for my diagnosis “you can focus on your own interests so well i don’t think you really have adhd” no that’s not how it works you fucking moldy peanut ok that’s all i just kinda needed to get that out of my weasel brain",0.6040476190476198,2.3341621825396857,2.9272222222222237,92.77750000000002,81.93650793650794,6.104761904761905,16.849206349206348,7.1686216300943375,-0.09947936507936506,449,8,105,6,12,154,83,126,0.073,0.809,0.11800000000000001,0.5689,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,1,11,9,1,0,5,1,11,2,1,3,3,24,20,11,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,1,4,17,6,10,17,4,10,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,6,7,72,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120368571658627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426385650975984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106740962422482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181453433256632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913659639986892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566785013589707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847879749247865,0.08956200530188982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864147884579057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421018994703566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749829074593656,0.0,0.15137060119566914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573862063117635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710878146753765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376877422701617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963730740816956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632330700236991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954279609371525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388654004048125,0.10984162715435764,0.0,0.0,0.09995875823100618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805536344628709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606845370097334,0.0,0.0,0.3082616660148033,0.0,0.15468356676544098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590209974497127,0.1247987701768352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742531830281026,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway0973648594,2019/08/22,"Should I get checked for ADHD? Hi! I have the impression that I may have ADHD, but I’m not sure if I have enough symptoms to get checked. Here are the symptoms that I have: - Poor Attention to Detail: Often make small mistakes, skim read, make small mistakes often - Easily Distracted: Difficulty in finishing long complex task. I end up switching between task - Poor Listener: Tune out during long lessons/discussions. It may appear that I am listening but my mind wanders and miss what is being said. - I don’t follow instructions well: I would rather jump in right away and figure things out as I go rather then reading instructions. Struggle to keep up with routines - I feel disorganized. Binders always in the wrong order/losing sheets. I procrastinate often; unsure when/where to start when doing something. - I avoid task that need sustained mental effort: I struggle with demand focus for a long time. I dislike paperwork and repetitive task, but when I am interested I am focused. - I often lose things: I easily misplace items and forget where I place things. I look around my whole room to find the object where I started. - I am easily distracted. I am distracted easily by sounds, conversations around me.I’m often lost in thought, one idea after another, imagining ideas or situations,. I’m smart, but a bit absent-minded. I’m a ‘day-dreamer.’ - I am forgetful. I lose track of what I was supposed to be doing. Just to add on, I am horrible at staying focused on reading and studying. I struggle to stay focus in class. I am forgetful of things told to me. I misplace objects quite often. I am very quiet when it comes to social life. I feel as if my mind is always thinking and never on a certain topic, hopping around different thoughts. Any feedback would be appreciated:)",3.865428571428573,6.834431650000006,4.716964285714287,77.52875000000003,77.8125,7.4071428571428575,28.830357142857146,8.418075326091056,2.732216964285714,1408,63,224,30,35,454,177,320,0.243,0.67,0.087,-0.9945,1,1,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,0,5,19,20,0,7,8,0,28,3,0,2,3,65,55,19,0,10,11,0,2,0,0,5,3,5,1,0,12,15,0,2,12,3,4,5,3,14,1,1,6,8,37,6,38,41,4,46,0,4,1,0,7,24,0,12,15,159,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239890819429972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550806957690023,0.0,0.0,0.06337141701312092,0.09771633140898786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488727290843593,0.0,0.0,0.08755372058573868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173777292401744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027369377324953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060098912510902325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736221201123424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253740516515397,0.09628869432661136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423787283143482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517265644872522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973743537533525,0.0,0.05296120671510552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103970847079247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283027472182598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582183650716161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740683188453005,0.07825492105326723,0.20850832596885235,0.10172632249401777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440817610090175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391215124703896,0.0,0.2822816444394282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690981371512258,0.07187276309175275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314698063385299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736221201123424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911750536952207,0.2796413372729799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958252187162893,0.08864366142247221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047478469475174,0.0,0.09499400236912993,0.0,0.07174110699504523,0.0,0.0,0.1319186861486153,0.198653213665217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922627519101374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782911584740759,0.1937171921648577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247641356404805,0.05971146706306823,0.0,0.14796261625086116,0.054338999288387146,0.0,0.0,0.08904566348902987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689032227354421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378770778396663,0.0,0.0,0.10404170033742932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323969599668733,0.10188706240573336,0.0,0.0 adhd,emptytrainn,2019/08/22,"Stimulants dry, bloodshot eye Hi, im adhd pi. I've tried many stimulants. (methylphenidate, pseudoephedrine, caffeine,nasal decongestant) I didn't have dry eyes before using ritalin. My eyes are always dry now. And now, no matter which stimulants I take, my eyes become even more dry. I went to doctor. My doctor prescribed me systane eye drops but this was inadequate and I can't use it for long.",3.082816901408449,6.201451154929582,3.4663239436619726,82.85666901408452,86.74647887323944,6.220281690140845,24.001408450704226,7.554174236665415,1.7445143661971831,316,12,52,6,10,98,52,71,0.079,0.905,0.016,-0.6249,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,5,5,0,9,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,26,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953765135217094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450637519210088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27144168198319,0.2091383521131474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031268950927921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233356706478336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26548162426459315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750514739256135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491795727651183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847939176441666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686663124673287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245452929988713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278379891153974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZZ3xhZz,2019/08/22,"How to actually read a book? I have acquired a number of books. I mean to read them all, but I end up just collecting them. I get about excited about the content and how I could learn and grow from them. My problem is, once I have them and bring them home, the thrill is gone my desire to read them too. Occasionally I will try read a couple pages, but my mind wanders off and before long I find myself doing something else. Is anybody else like this?",3.3675714285714307,4.829382011111111,4.239841269841271,87.565,73.33333333333333,6.920634920634923,23.968253968253972,7.447530270364453,0.8871587301587307,351,10,74,4,7,113,58,90,0.039,0.8,0.161,0.8782,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,6,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,17,12,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,18,3,9,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,52,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.1736836612279673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144861682839686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210324729738955,0.1969324543860468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29736036829865153,0.0,0.15763822888730994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267129655140666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298766198192387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785293306120271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695246600348568,0.0,0.0,0.15750747480231864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387335118280147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970994842798607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895438246021512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030366178577286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7121161618490404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370183739419092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083733204256772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sckelly0019,2019/08/22,Adult diagnosis as student Anyone in graduate or post-graduate school get diagnosed as an adult? How much did meds. help your grades?,3.5615217391304337,6.6633172173913024,4.095978260869568,75.93788043478263,94.2173913043478,9.256521739130434,27.48913043478261,8.841846274778883,3.8542260869565226,108,5,17,4,4,34,20,23,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,1,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28648431685130865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158550944565637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140607182366647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746253052042559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551042778233809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30118983578545955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923965393163688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146564388999144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hunnilisa,2019/08/22,"How does colds affect your stimulant meds? I have a bad chest cold that travelled its way up in my sinuses. Ever since the cold started my Dexedrine does not work at all. I'm so spaced out I feel like I am floating in a can of condensed milk. Every day at work I screw up something new. I am actually getting up to go to work super early tomorrow just to fix my fuck ups. I noticed that if I have a bad sinus cold, stimulant meds make my ADHD worse, not better. Maybe because there is nothing to squeeze out, since all resources are focused on fighting the cold. What is your guys experience?",3.1392307692307715,5.039007239316246,4.202059829059831,85.77488461538465,74.8974358974359,6.731282051282051,28.79401709401709,7.554174236665415,1.7473083760683767,465,20,91,6,10,151,79,117,0.162,0.7659999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8825,0,0,1,0,2,0,12.0,0,2,0,5,5,8,3,0,5,0,8,6,1,5,3,15,15,3,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,7,13,3,16,15,2,21,0,0,0,2,4,12,2,1,7,56,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.16367317611441104,0.0,0.20157011066499447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800829234551569,0.10224221067218052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483371120894357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816727619564354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29355055733663865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171479854964734,0.1413136216983525,0.0,0.0,0.16406499930400667,0.0,0.0,0.08480564450145903,0.11982114152360986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505694790675045,0.08762819639124482,0.0,0.09532068443614802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607185775291475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194084683124578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195621503851114,0.0,0.16850001126625927,0.0,0.3726042532615604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619876438544695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093446910657008,0.19095342334757912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774839270545533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912114064470884,0.0,0.0,0.11871500135227192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331304847783517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663124035324872,0.0,0.17092377612944593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Juliette678,2019/08/22,"ADHDers have you ever felt like you neurologically didn't know how to think? My little sister brought this up to me today, she has to repeat 9th grade. She explained to me her brain can't think and I knew exactly what she meant. I felt like my mind was blank and incapable of thinking. The only world I was living in was a stimulating world, strictly in my head. I felt the only things happening in my brain were useless unimportant things like spacing out, songs on a loop, and emotions. I memorized information in school instead of being able to think about it, that's how I got by. Has anyone else ever experienced this, a blank brain??",4.355289256198347,6.3910278760330606,5.1223884297520685,79.88903719008266,71.89256198347105,7.815206611570248,26.97603305785124,8.548686976883017,2.0034919008264462,507,18,93,9,10,164,77,121,0.064,0.845,0.091,0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,10,5,4,3,3,24,24,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,13,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,5,18,3,16,11,0,16,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,64,25,2,0.14496161969408256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136053501564277,0.1485303101482489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854753277938547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109683218564506,0.16306231085525014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622521684452981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175576637719212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593904976533573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281890815523763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877244323442296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966711510999892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246277526486088,0.14528962571740042,0.12800376600986316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463699119784379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049968799621966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670889826192773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261211764853267,0.3715422104252381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374066655526978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lexinthecityyy,2019/08/22,"I’ve tried Vyvanse and Concerta and neither are doing the trick! Wondering what are some other options that have worked for other people. For some background, I am 17(F) and I was recently diagnosed with ADD about 3 months ago after years of telling my mom (who doesn’t believe in mental issues) that I have ADD. I was started off with 20 mg of Vyvanse for two weeks and that did nothing for me. Then my dose was upped to 40 mg and I took that for a month. The vyvanse benefits were INCREDIBLE to say the least, I finally felt like I could think straight and focus on tasks easily, which I had never been able to do before. I felt like a real person it was amazing. But that month I also experienced probably every single side effect that vyvanse has to offer. But the worst part was the crash at the end of the day that left me feeling irritable, anxious, and extremely depressed (all things I’ve never had problems with before). So I decided I should try different medication, and recently I was put on Concerta. And bc my pharmacy is CVS they only have the generic version so i’m not sure if that’s the problem, but literally this medicine works not at all for me. My doctor started me at 27 mg, which she said would probably not be enough, but I’ve tried 27 mg and doubled up for 54 mg and neither help me in any way. I do feel some effects on the morning for about 45 minutes after I think the medicine has “peaked,” but other than that I don’t feel anything! So I’m wondering what are some other medication options that you may believe would work for me/have worked for you?",5.3331553398058285,6.0509380679611695,6.092457928802588,78.900822815534,67.99676375404529,9.027896440129453,32.27847896440129,9.120678840339163,2.7710878964401293,1249,52,236,22,20,410,163,309,0.062,0.892,0.046,-0.6758,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,6,6,10,1,0,13,0,32,5,0,2,5,56,47,22,0,7,9,1,5,2,0,4,5,2,0,1,22,16,0,0,12,0,0,2,9,5,0,1,15,8,29,5,36,26,15,35,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,10,20,174,51,5,0.10275914651284246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108978325152214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217645234046304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987974339001428,0.0,0.0,0.11608858633134088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845620219333488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748809302273267,0.2315487383450113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204481690265165,0.0,0.0,0.06627114844869629,0.0,0.08850630231705882,0.10429837064749403,0.0,0.1073614369364746,0.0,0.10517834073375916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910141032797864,0.10617766759910036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657901290271748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587433613133475,0.0,0.1973297908768266,0.112567622177419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887728983771398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725385129498996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164811335540814,0.0,0.0,0.10040585684238726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703805860235275,0.1035570504757457,0.0,0.0,0.12035027044468992,0.2460641111013225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850837738228524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860017250857964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815296142750164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127814186768263,0.0,0.07124025360881796,0.08972532312996169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158348009000686,0.19665325057383853,0.0,0.10330132451211996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696240557180572,0.0,0.0,0.20292452045125264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774747994148733,0.08171819775714828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454669056004288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684927948380777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981602334494776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826861088943244,0.13168782370590087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416919277511355,0.20930014558406604,0.0,0.10038075465506978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156542745733282,0.08242718899643553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228758219629248,0.29923953006751003,0.0,0.0,0.14599429875755374,0.0,0.0,0.06617352126331186 adhd,SagaciousMind,2019/08/22,"Any advice on how to get through final year of college? I'm in my final semester, doing graphic design. Just got diagnosed with ADHD and been taking medication. I've been seeing some progress but lately, it's been hell because of my mood swings, my depression, and social anxiety acting up and leaving me a mess. I really want to do my best, to show that I've changed, but I don't feel like I can. Any tips on how I can deal with the stress so I can really give my all? Also, are mood swings part of ADHD along with social anxiety?",3.5692757009345786,4.847044373831775,5.286063084112153,80.98647780373835,72.55140186915888,8.340654205607477,25.524532710280376,8.841846274778883,1.9084028037383176,416,13,81,8,8,142,71,107,0.212,0.7090000000000001,0.079,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,2,0,10,2,0,2,1,16,18,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,2,11,2,15,14,4,9,1,1,1,0,4,4,1,1,5,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884819686297991,0.15793738244320205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292508837209756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982011464632314,0.0,0.2472842739577193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852466506059512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696147175183685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709770647661911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662754274095273,0.13920676134765375,0.1640452488870549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172209564740579,0.1154644227484802,0.0,0.35410301200448024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844420190306055,0.15504474321548065,0.0,0.0,0.12926570677380395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231923531275698,0.1711367829638579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896146254813602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281946516357998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750233523788188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070813134372758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287936309730491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295112130311327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514007440101546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152134924556635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953301918662075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104080741606807 adhd,kcharlto,2019/08/22,"Two months after moving in, I finally organized my closet. It took twenty minutes. Other things that also don’t take forever when I finally actually do them: - Folding laundry - Putting the laundry away - Cleaning the kitchen - Cleaning a bathroom - Vacuuming - Literally every household chore My daughter is visiting her dad this week. I’ve had one goal to hyperfocus on: THE HOUSE MUST BE SPOTLESS WHEN SHE GETS HOME I love/hate my brain.",5.174700000000001,8.404126120000004,6.00225,68.72737500000002,74.46666666666667,8.55,37.375,9.188382445141503,4.5097000000000005,349,21,49,9,8,114,63,75,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,0,1,1,9,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,9,0,5,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.21969018030244264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800329179063649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151297875681235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513147025656228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896780875590816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932283374419465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176188714717281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22581940381802054,0.0,0.0,0.25976479858963264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031847077322896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969316291107496,0.23927296066147016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255098108920992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263134796627369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692664874913136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495634925795764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012290412781946,0.0,0.0,0.21991506870267624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805822340488261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoGueyOut,2019/08/22,"To those diagnosed as adults, what made you stop and realize you needed help and that you might have ADHD? I’m sure this has been asked hundreds of times but newer experiences can provide insight too. The more specific the better.",6.428571428571428,8.125159,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,66.14285714285714,9.40952380952381,30.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.0567523809523816,186,7,31,4,3,58,38,42,0.035,0.7979999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.7307,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793881581820492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951198541953352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791948844002324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204103657798528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308797359403821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115948455744847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987057369515287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348884861176688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340740428971946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639241067755809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29752634554380386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840765869358161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cerealconnoisseur,2019/08/22,"Access office accomodations in college?? Anyone else in college and use the ""access office"" idk if that's what it's called everywhere but it's when you have a condition or disability that impedes on your life, they provide you with resources (extended test time, stuff like that). So specifically in my area of study which is graphic design (!!! I love it) we don't have tests so I was kinda wondering if anyone else has had a similar situation, what could I request as a resource to help me better succeed in this kind of program? I know it depends on the person but just based on the classic ADHD symptoms that arise in school I guess. Thanks for any ideas 😊",4.071928152492667,6.374212072580651,5.0789442815249295,78.72705278592376,73.43548387096773,7.412316715542523,29.014662756598238,8.296473431620573,2.3156064516129042,523,22,91,9,11,171,90,124,0.009000000000000001,0.794,0.19699999999999998,0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,1,2,4,6,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,2,0,17,14,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,12,6,14,11,0,11,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,7,3,63,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817413488949406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911092030253574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26550825035596515,0.3890668371689667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679152336194597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386770160060196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158730273568954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172063765478207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915156278590213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725877124732707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432818229381206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770937592352605,0.1043417753295141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410332746201845,0.0927557254205497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135554465869834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577792764773036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214787532033192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340994973022293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734361941040165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973366395898128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479705113099892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070855816574056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397758541541002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589444874041524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ColAmity,2019/08/22,"Is it possible to get very good at a hobby? As you guys probably know as fellow ADHDers, my hobbies change regularly. I can confidently say I can do many things adequately but nothing really well. I always get bored/develop another interest before I can ever really love something. How can I really immerse myself into a real hobby and focus onto it? I’m posting this late at night, but if I don’t know, I probably never will haha",3.39658536585366,5.907618597560978,6.827012195121952,64.37271341463415,76.4390243902439,9.953658536585364,28.542682926829272,10.125756701596842,4.009287804878049,343,15,51,12,8,128,60,82,0.068,0.757,0.174,0.8744,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,1,2,11,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,10,5,7,13,0,9,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469739465679294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494962683049386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582012206921584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667497127513173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817208903232012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426736199933226,0.0,0.0,0.15593791243296706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840865328549118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434965712051165,0.0,0.20972187361547764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677968708416196,0.0,0.0,0.1884901175928988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339024134429298,0.0,0.0,0.17447001069151213,0.0,0.17839186503683485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095928829676488,0.1780565840818557,0.0,0.4008987942812079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161364263671584,0.35730854978345233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784823732512326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312757995951725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351464008828295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340055667219932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716123221101947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BnaiRephaim,2019/08/22,"Has anybody else tried the ""Fabulous"" app? Just started the other day, and it feels like it's tailored for ADHD. Tried motivational/behavioral apps before to inforce habits and this one looks the most promising! Has anybody else here tried it? How long did you manage to keep up?",4.576599999999999,7.464603460000002,4.3580000000000005,81.62900000000002,74.4,6.4,28.0,7.554174236665415,1.8728,223,9,37,3,5,68,39,50,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,4,6,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238962568001754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933146781091945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381037174835454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45027872263762303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627134855921474,0.1925365774567744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395511040038744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166800117397628,0.0,0.0,0.2385061094914821,0.22631885255725906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262560369565906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075915787898734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489347470583468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nanotech23,2019/08/22,"I'm already a hyper person, but medication only makes me more hyper. Is there any treatment that treats the motor restlessness symptoms of ADHD? I've tried intuniv in conjunction to stimulants but i got persistent erectile dysfunction from it so i don't think it's a treatment that I should stick to. I take propranolol, abilify, gabapentin, anafranil right now and im just jittery all the time I can't stand it",3.5534064327485333,6.613203434210527,4.316491228070177,79.1559941520468,80.44736842105263,8.114619883040936,30.812865497076025,8.841846274778883,3.363095321637428,335,17,55,9,9,107,59,76,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,2,1,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572198848915124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32800729391880745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213065828449706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377267653220815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210658631246914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840732396785707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994339778959317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260613558933188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595349918191029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25383790188125593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30894199166479025,0.2234844646327952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045681339415327,0.0,0.0,0.1733206895848389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180371856752696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DawnSoapDispenser3,2019/08/22,"Autism diagnosis increases risk of **their siblings** having ADHD diagnosis, and vice-versa? Not asking for an evaluation here, I'm actively seeking one and just wanted to discuss risk factors, etc. My sibling was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum, but I'm hitting an adulthood glass ceiling that looks like ADHD with no childhood social or sensory difficulties. My sibling is fairly high functioning, but Autism Spectrum was very apparent from early childhood. I breezed through school work (Slept in class, task paralysis after, crammed at 1 AM, still aced everything), barely survived college, and am strongly relating to people's stories of a late 20's ADHD diagnosis hitting brick walls with careers. I was the ""*Absent Minded Professor*"" since 1st grade, and have always just thought it's ""Who I am"". The more I read into this, the more it looks like the DSM-VI and beyond could lump ASD and ADHD together into a two-axis spectrum. I used to think these were just sometimes comorbid, but from what I'm reading, they share the same genetics, and are the two dominant flavors of developmental disorder. One more dopamine-centric, the other hitting Amygdala / motor cortex / Sensory / etc. If I'm reading studies correctly, each kid raises the risk of ADHD and ASD, and once you start having ADHD or ASD kids the risk of the rest having one skyrocket. Prenatal malnutrition seems to be one of the biggest risk factors? I survived severe prenatal malnutrition ^((No joke:) *^(""As your doctor I'm telling you to please stop having children"")*^()), followed by a miscarriage in a year, followed by my surprise pregnancy Autism Spectrum sibling in a year. There's clearly some kind of executive functioning issues running in one side of the family, but the era of beating the disorders out of your children while denying the existence of mental health was within a few generations ago. My grandfather self diagnosed ADHD in his late 50's, and looking at his kids and grandkids you can see the pattern. Interesting stuff. Anyone else here fit the prenatal complications, younger-silbings-higher-risk, or ASD-ADHD connection between siblings?",7.9235550361241,10.027799013812155,7.637790055248621,65.10197195070126,63.00552486187846,10.210114747131323,40.44241393965151,10.389873798559362,5.0328003399915024,1721,96,233,42,26,546,212,362,0.08800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.7657,3,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,5,2,6,8,13,0,5,25,0,18,6,1,1,2,42,40,21,0,3,12,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,6,9,18,0,1,3,4,0,4,3,5,0,6,7,5,19,8,40,28,11,35,0,0,4,0,22,17,0,6,16,157,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7222667328868059,0.0,0.0665920763349082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250841921359544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252780311623873,0.07697247145604581,0.0,0.0,0.07022993743435874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997966528231528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249668649636208,0.0,0.0,0.17219511241064084,0.07689165398035389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627556924207838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756418061113648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751577890235623,0.0,0.0708193525332757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985231942626679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937165687339165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840897626166561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822912590340966,0.0,0.0,0.16948420913359327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340268298649605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925339687709272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570639389114545,0.0,0.07585289400216791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800036267445364,0.2545267106238151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208088368524415,0.0,0.0,0.08246258104675201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254302233173727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760285659711005,0.05986336726749024,0.06838922915035495,0.07836975450639284,0.08486769565849253,0.0,0.0621425867534072,0.0,0.0,0.07657851795702003,0.0,0.0,0.07429864543028497,0.0,0.053172501548271967,0.0,0.059993387451115765,0.06280625733163919,0.0,0.0,0.08599795172959154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566088170579452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813583530211521,0.0,0.05963933292075067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676866357423013,0.0,0.0,0.0648822197474389,0.0,0.06198440720568193,0.04430953801249125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469049578714608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675359896616062 adhd,staticjacket,2019/08/22,"Diagnosed at 5, stopped taking meds at 13, high school dropout. Good life now at 30 and about to start meds tomorrow It’s been a long, strange trip, but here I am. My story seems so similar to a lot of people’s here as far as background. I had behavioral problems after stopping the medication as a teenager including dropping out of high school, but learned to cope with life after failing many times with self medicating. I ended up getting my GED, and after being frustrated having been arrested for cannabis a number of times, I moved out of my home town. Went to technical college and got a degree, now I have a good job and a newlywed wife. Things are good, but something changed a few years ago. I got sick with e.coli in February 2017 and after the infection was over, I had lingering gut issues which ended up being diagnosed as IBS. One common theme throughout the literature on post infectious IBS, is that mental health problems that were once put in check may return or intensify. After getting sick, everyday life is hard and my attention seems shorter along with it my irritability went up. One day, after a particularly difficult experience at work, I decided to see a therapist in about March 2017. It took a lot of convincing, but I decided to see a psychiatrist and am going on methylphenidate starting tomorrow. I’m nervous about it, but hope it will be something that can help me reduce my anxiety and short temper by helping my focus. Anyone else care to share their experience with starting medication?",8.581744885679901,8.536267198555961,8.609111913357406,66.23068351383878,61.12996389891697,12.152009626955474,39.40529482551143,11.602472056035307,4.872590565583634,1222,58,200,33,15,399,164,277,0.16399999999999998,0.733,0.10300000000000001,-0.9571,1,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,8,14,2,1,15,0,19,13,1,0,0,36,38,19,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,2,12,0,1,1,10,16,0,2,6,0,1,7,0,7,0,2,11,3,18,7,48,22,3,56,0,1,2,0,6,20,0,7,27,134,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678502884237119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489546357251083,0.0,0.0,0.06845599595877892,0.1003131081509735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998185488216276,0.0,0.10356830477720197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313928219212292,0.0,0.0,0.1987387999345983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178532456879888,0.0,0.17342585076503236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153567794699336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230046673129428,0.0,0.05564048393411099,0.246348965551677,0.1566038127359062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770178358567836,0.0,0.0,0.1040662226791994,0.0,0.0,0.13124452318971744,0.2068796142165997,0.09820460831882316,0.09723968709324736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218520942561968,0.09715353850592552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745517694062476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664100076565552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646711807188375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925819142000993,0.0,0.0,0.21749614042342336,0.2958806670610912,0.09866311337631052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405530696547577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042634114545433,0.1326831006833306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787355555680051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376393166967692,0.0,0.0,0.18735973908151152,0.0,0.09841947260413167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816595768728928,0.1560318987136673,0.17825427741497882,0.10213409431778801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507408973003873,0.0,0.0,0.2078885657783044,0.0,0.0,0.16370244491536945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361080945454572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367283256373925,0.06504234781971563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417595649454225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877374315997064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151396990862814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127448963177904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304626870809704 adhd,ikws,2019/08/22,"Is it normal for concerta to worsen your anxiety at the first days? So I've been treating severe depression and anxiety for years, my doctor finally thinks I have ADHD and put me on 18 mg concerta. It's been a rough first day, I feel jittery, my heart has weird palpitations (it always happens when I'm too anxious and i've already had it checked and it's nothing) and all around I feel pretty anxious and bad. It got worse when I drank coffee and coke I think. I'll obviously talk to my doctor about this, so I'm not asking for professional advice, just personal experiences. I really want to make this medication work and I'm wondering if this is normal in the beginning and I may adjust after a few weeks or if this is a side effect that shouldn't be happening at all.",2.6023529411764703,4.933177470588237,4.738326797385625,79.25847058823531,78.21568627450979,8.263006535947714,25.232679738562087,9.029198982220553,2.345864836601306,615,23,115,16,15,212,97,153,0.166,0.802,0.032,-0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,8,4,0,0,5,0,11,6,1,2,3,31,27,16,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,11,10,2,0,7,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,5,3,12,1,13,19,3,18,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,5,11,76,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148541837490142,0.13943482731430842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746174949014552,0.0,0.11872934950724995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831462256403136,0.32239773222486195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702417962793372,0.1333957072090331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914002812698307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840462412972695,0.0,0.12289852110518945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920981261237322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957801061629072,0.0,0.0,0.14429650685716913,0.0,0.0,0.1563097082100792,0.0,0.24274375273955226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412207308266165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236024899168186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690881075237301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952465537286807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437449681468303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961142857459165,0.1369147175374131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459123508351748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516683094729008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434426665489542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141074371525253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119886611243098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468866133293122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285973266670705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416214473786643,0.0,0.11445715572016807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474100822347636,0.10387987843443264,0.0,0.14541310297978755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188755700639346 adhd,Firecracker500,2019/08/22,"What are some high paying career options that are tolerant of careless mistakes? Looking into careers but am very cognisant of my tendency to forget simple tasks or miss details due to my severe ADHD. Obviously I don't want to be in a career where a careless mistake of mine can cost me my job or for another person to suffer/be injured (construction, doctor, etc.). Heck I even got fired from my first job (fast food) because I gave the wrong order to the wrong person! Seems like every job requires a level of alertness that I'm chemically lacking. I suppose what I'm trying to ask is, what would be some great careers for people like us airheads, while also be able to make enough money to support a family? Not sure where to start...any help would be so very much appreciated!",6.569931972789114,7.1471024557823135,7.1555102040816365,72.8525850340136,65.25850340136054,8.710204081632652,33.34013605442176,8.515128840125781,2.8457972789115646,619,25,102,8,9,204,101,147,0.218,0.637,0.146,-0.8722,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,1,2,20,23,6,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,7,0,1,2,2,11,5,18,15,6,11,0,1,1,0,6,6,1,6,6,69,16,10,0.14360382468180624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258389081506645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148399267154076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765552516860464,0.1505811312270067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425019098610327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753955864351766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698459957689886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838113861833924,0.16015622447692404,0.09484897184240657,0.0,0.12099241587659393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537690549690082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214933991429655,0.1736463148246638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485309705708342,0.15832372367772754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625461664550597,0.15172532517340953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275139126891164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031515006032794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059104518528035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585666807707924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556533440896848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955681062658063,0.25077864130884203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073152860785212,0.0,0.16223144668685185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164352623461176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629599184665992,0.1353449052811452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749757055632484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273771961963852,0.0,0.0,0.23697638954330294,0.08470125644413183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402407371788386,0.31401647796697346,0.0,0.0 adhd,chad4life,2019/08/22,"Cannabis and ADHD Treatment Hello, I've seen some similar threads about this, but they were older, and I feel like things have changed in the last 1-2 years. I have severe ADHD, which I've been treating with prescription Ritalin for the past 5 years. Starting this year I've been experimenting with cannabis for mostly medicinal (sleep, anxiety) reasons, and recreational use a few times a month, with good results. I recently switched to a new psychiatrist, who informed me that his department had made the decision not to treat ADHD for patients that use cannabis products, and that they test once per year. Essentially, they will do a urine on me at some point and take away my scripts if they find THC in my system. I understand why they'd do this- they deal with drug-seekers who get scrips and abuse or resell them, and they think that use of cannabis makes a patient more likely to misuse their prescription. My thought was to go to a different, out of network psychiatrist, even if I have to pay out of pocket. My concern is that I don't know how wide-spread this policy is (use of THC = no stimulants). For the record, I'd be OK with drug testing in general, including testing for other (illegal) drugs, and tests to make sure I'm taking the Ritalin as prescribed. I'd also be OK with signing some type of contract saying I won't abuse the prescription, or bringing my pills to the office to be counted. I don't have a preference for Ritalin IR vs ER vs XR (I know some of these are likely to get abused). I just don't want to lose my script over my responsible and legal use of cannabis. So...any advice? Mainly looking to see how common this practice is. I'm not interested in evading or manipulating the urine test in any way. I'd also be open to anyone recommending a good psychiatrist in the SF Bay Area. Thanks in advance",6.9270571428571435,6.9854740200000025,7.013285714285715,75.95021428571431,64.51428571428572,10.428571428571429,35.214285714285715,10.125756701596842,3.456514285714285,1457,62,273,30,20,468,192,350,0.083,0.8240000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.5234,1,0,3,0,3,0,49.0,0,0,9,2,7,13,0,0,17,2,25,9,3,14,1,62,53,20,0,4,11,0,1,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,16,18,0,0,11,0,1,4,7,1,1,0,8,5,29,12,47,38,8,35,0,1,3,0,16,16,0,10,16,165,45,8,0.0,0.3408122262127076,0.0,0.0,0.34569332847774864,0.09369443772885858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335304015881052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304056185095207,0.0,0.07334919905991763,0.0,0.0,0.0670426783534636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900839654842264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143007120913844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884976998950444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001759158561287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335768173594173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332892489567814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379065098654886,0.0,0.0,0.04848064266521125,0.06849786921722993,0.0,0.0,0.0876340901608311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018840848660268,0.0,0.05449175073096403,0.16084195624621575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053880935581829,0.07815634110370419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405287916245512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051643676558573,0.10726703967627542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072553462305943,0.1280034905067723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765318174826725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260309409891848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211082696672616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152988322335964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063915001075444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858230425762148,0.09467156115793256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624893570750467,0.0,0.0,0.07640526042919323,0.0,0.0,0.10831897176512588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595089359922823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786552467578437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036731948769686,0.0,0.1441821348876694,0.0,0.0,0.0882749403108799,0.0,0.0,0.06369950715284403,0.061437089160070874,0.0,0.07611931923695736,0.05590936060277275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981617807674202,0.0,0.41405479872825146,0.0,0.0,0.05655348079926956,0.07610639006787541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651827480315287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469785534595489 adhd,Chichadios303,2019/08/22,"Diagnosed at 31, first time on meds tomorrow. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I plan on seeing a psychologist twice a month and will begin taking Adderal XR 10 ml tomorrow. I'm a bit nervous, what exactly should I expect? TIA",2.805348837209305,5.64562581395349,5.601209302325582,70.22227906976744,81.55813953488372,9.951627906976746,29.53023255813953,9.888512548439397,4.222222325581397,182,9,29,7,5,65,35,43,0.052000000000000005,0.847,0.1,0.4466,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,4,4,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,7,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488750545748905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169241176695137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892813543967689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469225686570673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224494166387294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317086255487416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866287256202264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313254599337107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826375880246845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927183394684822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weed_is_my_coffee,2019/08/22,"My brain never stops!!! 45f here with GAD, panic disorder, depression and ADHD and I just realized if I'm alone I talk to myself constantly. Or other people in my life but they're not there. I'm just making up convos in my head. It won't stop. It hasn't since I can remember! Does anyone else do this? Edit: no, it's not other voices. It's me just pretending to talk or just having conversations with myself.",-0.17837979094076672,2.0217636707317084,2.667456445993036,86.37048780487808,101.3170731707317,5.757491289198606,14.393728222996517,7.1686216300943375,0.43077770034843255,319,7,61,7,14,111,58,82,0.146,0.79,0.064,-0.7693,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,2,1,1,20,8,6,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,7,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574805553904998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189294812548616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980491061250753,0.2195190646100335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391679959513251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315224628679038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452868920700405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455430447519717,0.0,0.1874870244622896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897399730801272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987692307363607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132740286867813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301003423787975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523875894115098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251370052471146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485303336943946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426975371898085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722547111333964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582364084274334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444036291463262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fooditislife5,2019/08/22,"I finally called the ADHD specialist back after filling out the application. About 2 weeks ago I googled ADHD specialist near me so I could see if going back on medication would help (have been off medication for about 5 1/2 years). If you are a new patient you have to fill out an application and they give you a call to schedule an appointment. Well, a day or 2 later they called, I missed it, and they left a voicemail. Yesterday I called them back and made an appointment!! I also was able to call my old GP doctor to get my medical history sent over! I felt so accomplished lol. Now all I have to do is find a ride there and hopefully everything will work out. I am a bit nervous though that they will want to re test me (got diagnosed at age 5) and they will come back and tell me I don't actually have it. I'm nervous because, if they tell that, it means I am really just a lazy, scrambled person who can't do anything even as simple as cleaning my room or the kitchen or getting things done in time or at all.",5.448235294117649,5.401715784313726,6.3684313725490185,79.68294117647059,67.62745098039215,10.329411764705883,31.70588235294117,10.125756701596842,2.921223529411764,796,30,166,18,12,265,123,204,0.047,0.8690000000000001,0.084,0.8083,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,7,2,15,5,0,2,13,1,20,6,0,1,2,28,35,19,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,7,10,1,0,3,0,0,6,2,3,1,0,7,2,27,2,22,23,3,36,0,1,1,0,22,12,0,8,18,117,34,4,0.10862886998664084,0.0,0.10600610720407948,0.0,0.2611015838704703,0.0,0.09629293895219587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687046808178693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939230421943219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341155830389923,0.0,0.06621915088713773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859459139475123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546111084606501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357415283599647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673131347273359,0.0,0.0,0.07005663449918888,0.0,0.0,0.11025601641669093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111862514306717,0.0,0.11116504913442997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174834412290351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976286239140212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430075046882012,0.11899761733314836,0.0992848191898795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135082021535054,0.10420671046107102,0.0617362901666992,0.0,0.08688043076444353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281164175374041,0.0,0.0,0.10789297852291714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802558508426915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278726331755396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832868505992128,0.0,0.32829647452439786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491443954243164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398772570818926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485053926149367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959043571463018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656314515214407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898928407591646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216819434705904,0.0,0.10672731322297664,0.0,0.06334236765944214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407212199509359,0.0,0.08713552711085464,0.0,0.09767039992081984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790831111138719,0.0,0.0,0.07716683252396946,0.0,0.0,0.06995343073399449 adhd,dniboy,2019/08/22,Overthinking everything? I'm curious about if overthinking is common in ADHD,7.0825,11.117175583333335,8.383333333333336,45.64500000000001,84.83333333333334,15.733333333333334,39.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,9.266533333333337,65,4,6,4,2,22,11,12,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8008368313046313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988826008709534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Joe_mojo,2019/08/22,Do any of you guys forget to flush the toilet after you use it? I just need to know I'm not the only one. I do this at other people's houses too and it's so fucking embarrassing.,-0.0627500000000012,1.6729502250000008,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,84.25,5.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-0.6050000000000004,139,2,31,1,4,51,32,40,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.6214,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618433791350981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559673207100683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812544684240817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44428951238281067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116103190436216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855055256200336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609160339261975,0.29284359839987995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26694128842550763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325547131642734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dextr0Vert,2019/08/22,"My entire body twitches randomly on Adderall my prescription. Its hard to deal with and the mood swings are unbearable. Ive been prescribed stimulants since i was 10 and i'm turning 20. Never have I experienced the amount of side effects that are happening this year alone. Body twitching, severe mood swings, paranoia, dehydration no matter how much i drink, chest tightness and shortness of breath, narrowing of my vision, dizziness, light headedness, nausea, palpitations, and panic attacks. I just cant believe its been almost a decade and the side effects are suddenly becoming worse than ever. Anyone have any ideas for me or why this phenomenon is happening?",6.878928571428574,9.906756178571431,6.372642857142861,69.32235714285717,67.57142857142857,9.48,35.30714285714286,9.888512548439397,4.3533542857142855,540,27,75,14,10,167,85,112,0.16699999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9371,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,4,0,11,7,4,4,2,19,15,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,4,9,0,8,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021300919001435,0.19673662588664695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917626400789078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282131272819112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161018211069553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097909421987333,0.0,0.21401481677037315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219955093743606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958357949792057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608408781637906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182563841707987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335954069038411,0.0,0.17016283031610288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443665489675126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139639160038824,0.0,0.14650540350383132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287186857400865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459566318875464,0.0,0.15713316490027354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661705314991466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140530653843528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935808980723084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232512368187733 adhd,prosaic--poet,2019/08/22,"Any experiences with an EEG check? I'm 19 and currently finishing my first year of university. This has been a hard year for me. I did not study, could hardly pay attention in class and was terrible at planning. So a while ago I went to a psychiatrist to talk about my motivation and concentration problems. He suggested I have ADD. He did an intake test (the one where you say how much you relate to certain statements) and I scored really high. He got me a referral to get a diagnosis at a different specialized institution. When I got home from that appointment I found this sub, and as many of you have said before, it was like coming home. Everything I read on here, was like looking in a mirror. I started reading everything about ADD I could find, and it described me down to a t. I told my parents. They were hesitant. They did not see the need to get an official diagnosis, because in their days people like me were just called ""creatives"" and ADD is hereditary which means I probably got it from my dad and he made it through life without a diagnosis so why couldn't I? I then went to see my student counselor, and she told me the university could provide me with the right resources and help if I got an official diagnosis. I really wanted to get one, but can't pay for it myself. After 3 months of convincing, my parents finally caved. So I sent an email to the specialized institution and they told me the process would be an intake, a session with my parents to talk about my youth and how I am and... An EEG check? I thought there were no instruments that could truly test for adhd? I Googled for a bit and it turns out it's only 60-70 percent effective. Which means 30-40 percent is basically not detected. I'm scared this check will say I don't have it. My parents will never pay for a second opinion, they're already sceptical... Does anyone have experience with this? Did it work on you? How much do they value the score that rolls out of this thing?",3.564207336523125,5.644323663157897,4.86196172248804,80.71448963317387,74.21052631578948,8.711323763955344,28.620414673046252,9.339509955726095,2.681833333333333,1552,65,299,39,33,514,191,380,0.035,0.884,0.08,0.9601,6,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,4,5,5,14,11,1,1,26,0,31,1,0,6,2,56,60,26,0,10,7,5,2,3,0,3,1,3,2,0,20,24,0,0,9,2,6,4,9,4,0,4,25,8,47,7,42,26,5,33,0,0,3,0,32,13,0,2,19,206,67,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653790784794713,0.0,0.07858127939649995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782549161167013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060283814973230515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198488168475558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403911910762687,0.0,0.07543308782153531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678087326767768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051972230691796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636257370799195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283113493080102,0.0,0.0,0.05717075446094999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261849980495857,0.0,0.0,0.07757663604754758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593425697951151,0.17342989711380136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710976855547178,0.08102284758869106,0.07540411250446108,0.0,0.09719817424109248,0.0,0.0,0.13894507495996827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28360025058029736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588227474587831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941901894602064,0.09366168902082353,0.17784274240069345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261484436073751,0.1299270962330141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444216026514246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388106900723195,0.0,0.0898753595684576,0.0,0.19312775292755935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075814642685267,0.0,0.13033325203279722,0.06573151605805096,0.06837095580395439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014062730714027,0.06742094973088834,0.0,0.0,0.3937333352730192,0.0,0.0,0.061457499110016724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557775162622667,0.08482435392837807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734437626709731,0.0,0.11358061207230015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570507730037075,0.08432473717031748,0.14099321132429193,0.08875231167398008,0.0,0.14128227404124308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274565128982543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425041283169598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058893924157227426,0.0,0.0,0.0703767676456975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25412145829861066,0.0,0.0,0.09642378418408766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228700437238303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435553659450827,0.0799912109562303,0.0,0.0,0.08545370010147392,0.0,0.06453694442817608,0.0,0.0,0.06297313689552396,0.0,0.0,0.11417306699883152 adhd,UnluckyChemistry,2019/08/22,"Has fasting had any effect on your ADHD? I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid and placed on *Concerta*. I would feel very sick and jittery and eventually stopped taking it in HS, and have been untreated since. I've tried various forms of coping, with mixed results. Recently I tried a 1 week water fast for unrelated reasons and after about the 3rd day I felt ""cured"" from my ADHD. All of my racing, scattered thoughts were gone, I felt very productive and could sit down and read a book uninterrupted for over 2 hours, rather than skimming like I usually do. Conversations were likewise very easy, and I felt like I had a lot of patience listening to people. After I started eating again, I returned to normal, which left me with a bunch of questions. Was my ADHD misdiagnosed, and I might have some kind of allergy, or problem with my blood sugar levels? Or does fasting have some effect on people with ADHD? I don't have the money to hire a proper psychiatrist; the guy I would go to would just write prescriptions like nothing, so I'm trying to see if anyone else had similar experiences or point me to another subreddit where I might get some more insight.",8.449292929292929,7.736246185185182,8.566329966329969,68.6207575757576,61.685185185185176,11.558249158249161,36.76599326599328,10.832165505486646,4.029635185185185,920,37,158,20,11,302,136,216,0.04,0.905,0.055,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,9,0,21,6,1,4,1,46,34,15,0,8,6,0,4,3,0,5,2,1,0,2,2,14,3,1,10,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,13,7,21,4,30,15,9,28,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,11,17,110,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105124845594683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909094124611047,0.10653562174199126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104052423573848,0.10410038873808246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111869547848148,0.0,0.0,0.06552308010386076,0.0,0.0,0.10312105123586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891014620776877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039613477656518,0.08487309622455941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993835147719958,0.0,0.0,0.051371609172057874,0.0,0.2926534999882311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308138961653565,0.0,0.057741167768409686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005991832396669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005474822591873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579993422500006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103878300901129,0.0,0.0,0.1489087141565133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637600819481336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556139515767386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954564626427782,0.09748717432497203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408721880666839,0.0,0.10614954165009056,0.0,0.09604408551665623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721671490278597,0.0,0.0,0.11381435814664792,0.0,0.10162669604137628,0.0,0.0,0.10446090082954887,0.1003169548122304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809614097849895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404390967118401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191243800080209,0.0,0.0,0.08494148206143043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638995561786667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065841753145914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069375667372227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118971670155558,0.2514899455773263,0.0,0.0,0.08149675135825662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651947392167972,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anon_46,2019/08/22,"My friends get mad bc I don’t pay attention in class Like I’m constantly forgetting about hw and my friends and family constantly get mad that I don’t know what’s going on, (it’s worse at school though). I am always forgetting to do hw and my friends will ask me if I’m ready for the test, when I didn’t know there was one. I know that’s pretty normal but it just happens super frequently and they’ll always be like “he literally said that 5 times” and I didn’t hear it at all. Actually I don’t hear much of what my teachers say anyways, i feel like I’m constantly doing that thing where you read a paragraph without realizing what it said and have to start over, but with my entire life constantly. I would’ve probably failed out by now if not for my friends, but I can’t seem to make myself pay attention, and I don’t know how to explain it so I’ve stopped trying to defend myself when people call me lazy for not doing the homework, even though if I actually tried to do it it either took me like an hour to do easy problems or I gave up because I procrastinated for so long that it’s 2 am and I’m literally falling asleep because the same thing happened the night before and I’m already running on like 4 hours of sleep. (I should clarify it also happens when I’m not sleep deprived in fact it’s sometimes worse because I daydream more when I’m not tired). Point is, how do I explain to my friends that I can’t pay attention? I’m just tired of them getting mad at me and calling me lazy, even my parents do it.",3.686900432900433,4.550881368253968,4.978217893217894,84.87347402597403,71.82539682539681,8.139971139971141,29.238816738816727,8.438071523408619,1.9638253968253967,1201,47,256,19,22,400,149,315,0.129,0.732,0.139,0.6666,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,2,20,17,3,0,6,0,24,6,3,3,2,51,56,28,0,6,15,1,1,5,5,3,3,5,1,0,22,12,0,1,12,1,3,4,13,6,0,1,7,6,36,11,29,45,5,33,0,2,0,0,21,12,0,5,22,162,58,10,0.0,0.0,0.1727598710583028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768083756127498,0.07078710491505702,0.14730666133871884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275155362777442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187763522192555,0.0,0.0753215453032466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807717425199008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826222202968233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169294393148184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344605823576492,0.0,0.044756913004629896,0.0632366446692754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34194051750849325,0.0,0.13873961759354686,0.0,0.050306316353471714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348261774859371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953044375023574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434305579367948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945867660080383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625222561130076,0.21622495617545096,0.0,0.0,0.07833486133693332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908586163412829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507026446228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306731614878132,0.08672797877360065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059981487990286075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828778095472072,0.0,0.0,0.06136662222274576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367728497039839,0.0,0.0,0.09005372847032124,0.0954364212973664,0.08469892459328618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854106902584373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684000932319028,0.07039236269459084,0.0,0.08958404612108217,0.0,0.08058265705970903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716208207853573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754569014876076,0.0,0.06265286961856345,0.0,0.0,0.07400427170530623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176136760300604,0.0,0.17393523219661222,0.0,0.051615041614091584,0.203474804683684,0.0,0.0,0.09834577177360046,0.12019462138872625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532734015543861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041300490362605,0.06288001884246898,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jzma70,2019/08/22,"I thought I grew out of ADHD but I realise I still have it after reading these posts. Hi guys, Im almost 31 now, had ADHD as a kid, was on medication for most of it. I had a read through the top posts and have come to the realisation, I havent grown out of ADHD like I thought I had. I still put things into the ""hard basket"" at work, Im either outside pulling my car apart or putting off housework, nothing in the middle. I am learning Japanese and am finding it easy at some points and hard to focus at the next. I went 10-15 years thinking I just grew out of it but I didnt. The classic symptoms are still there. Question is how does everyone adapt to this when they are older and do they feel like they still have it? Thanks",1.9237196356275312,3.524730046052632,3.33184210526316,92.00020242914984,77.48684210526315,5.729554655870444,24.8502024291498,6.297961479604792,0.5850854251012145,565,20,126,4,13,185,94,152,0.022000000000000002,0.8640000000000001,0.113,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,9,3,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,1,0,25,22,10,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,7,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,8,3,17,3,21,14,3,35,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,5,12,88,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576159098108052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709659651412025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933425591183678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107252370560558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212818409384475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417686305705263,0.09067491953048164,0.0,0.0,0.11600673370233168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567525351989714,0.0,0.0,0.2273989216455948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742005755691496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401784189676933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786312485070647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498569237651806,0.0,0.0,0.12178752305613486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998471963371797,0.0,0.24311725576374255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551884468489011,0.14218453722638502,0.0,0.2539177829895824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054484188886058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192319966303226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685506718264023,0.0,0.0,0.08432302714261061,0.08132812274947637,0.0,0.20152782051182397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766032380775135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924025796309654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173524489381559 adhd,bouched93,2019/08/22,"I am obnoxiously loud Tonight I came home from a public function and I realized I had interrupted people all night and I had talked to much. I feel like I was a huge bore. I often feel this way and then I feel ashamed of myself all night and in the morning afterwards, feels intense. I always say next time I will listen more and I never do. Does anyone else deal with this? How do you cope with the shame? Any advice for doing this less often?",0.4097061365600681,2.868336539325845,2.0620224719101152,92.47267070008644,93.71910112359552,4.5362143474503025,16.958513396715645,6.297961479604792,-0.15773880726015532,348,9,71,4,13,113,62,89,0.163,0.767,0.07,-0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,1,3,19,14,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,7,14,1,7,9,5,12,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,9,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906568863083125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802032457407907,0.0,0.0,0.1454907094587596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959611325256994,0.2192130999994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446973844451754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056907255967992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872257059543033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872454421610404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327103802425956,0.1528431627829061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460541917808348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452327553839484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727502740776553,0.0,0.16500844995805286,0.0,0.2275341435106741,0.401547912305221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483233128336015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013855504623498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719618005167992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475371279940918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982048491280127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Leave_It_To_Beaver_,2019/08/22,"I was diagnosed formally as a kid, with ADHD. Do I have to get re-diagnosed as an adult? Everytime I go to the doctor to discuss treatment options they always want me to get rediagnosed, is this a common problem? I would be willing to do it, but it's very expensive and time consuming. Does anyone else experience this? I was formally diagnosed as a kid and referred by many teachers and my primary care physician. The diagnosis took three days and was very expensive. He said I was more ADD than ADHD.",4.23992105263158,6.341116610526317,6.18230263157895,71.88924342105265,72.3684210526316,10.223684210526317,33.98026315789474,10.411451182825502,4.284815789473685,398,21,68,13,8,138,64,95,0.021,0.912,0.067,0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,11,4,0,0,0,12,18,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,6,1,9,1,11,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274684994014036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798067774430998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243528472380574,0.18222246918128465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132408387739773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146948401405993,0.0,0.0,0.5415245651401399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203114415696087,0.15563271735720022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856606539685493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396581969768096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583257950813872,0.0,0.10107299590055528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803061739429044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017294603817404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917062475104694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370242282921682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975915254352366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934802928396918,0.10489715702488277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263354653526148,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,badbadmushrooms,2019/08/22,"I feel invalidated by my friends I've disclosed to a few of my friends that I was diagnosed with ADHD and am now medicated. While there have been no negative reactions to this (my friends are all very mental health positive), a lot of them have been surprised by this. I'm sure they don't mean it, but their reactions make me feel invalidated. Perhaps I underestimated how little people actually know about ADHD. Perhaps they have that hyperactive little boy image. They see me, an introverted, nerdy woman with a degree and their expectations don't match up. I feel like my internal world has always been very separate from how people see me because inside I'm chaos haha. I always feel the need to justify myself to them. But nobody needs/wants a big list of all my ailments. But it kinda makes me doubt my diagnosis and that's no fun. How do you come to terms with this?",4.3875844155844135,6.5623116242424295,5.8124891774891765,74.38159090909092,72.15151515151516,8.835497835497836,27.54329004329004,9.424239791934726,2.6556926406926418,698,26,125,17,14,235,99,165,0.107,0.772,0.121,0.3282,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,7,0,6,9,0,1,6,1,13,3,0,5,3,29,27,10,0,2,3,0,4,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,6,24,8,16,23,5,9,0,0,2,0,13,5,0,3,4,86,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.15058059910315982,0.0,0.3708921491693669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567902508885847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406363157446464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292113413322984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661755199434607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120874185867263,0.11023638511931493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576497782869734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402028236739186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480265591639716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538621843718747,0.30931071423693235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311856191571649,0.0,0.0,0.20600118277214585,0.0,0.0,0.16808469584784794,0.0,0.15544726972559633,0.1555043634582024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441609729058065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395298995377984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459241377889597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543177396735935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463756207204397,0.09101379883007953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adonisgraham2018,2019/08/22,"Mallinckrodt Adderall I was prescribed Generic Adderall 10mg 3 times a day. Took it and I have not felt anything. I have taken Adderall for my adhd before, usually I’m productive, focused, & calm. This time I’m just fatigued, sleepy, & lazy. Has anyone had this brand of Adderall?",2.290384615384617,5.202043807692308,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,91.69230769230772,4.138461538461539,29.57692307692308,5.985473137389443,1.6852615384615393,226,12,36,2,8,70,41,52,0.098,0.8029999999999999,0.098,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,4,1,2,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310913583180931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5969972637013427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263245436997256,0.0,0.2267088463306969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344258866487717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767143294724322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645183275751375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212866078645129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306084994052695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034187339007491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwmethecello,2019/08/22,What test am I taking??? I’m about to take the adhd test with a professional and they said the name of the test like 30 times but I promptly forgot it. Does anyone know what the name of it is?? I’m in NYC if somehow that helps.,-1.2046938775510192,0.8519126122448988,1.1073469387755104,99.59122448979595,96.3469387755102,3.6163265306122447,13.122448979591837,5.288315135182226,-1.3184775510204079,174,3,42,1,7,58,36,49,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,25,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480369382344432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606726297506999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262425477969501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988209229211397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048828609396172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821327874926076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546211655773676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606031439568405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738451407277368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheFabulousCrett,2019/08/22,"ADHD at it's low point really feels like constantly giving up without being able to let go and rest i take care of myself so little when i'm depressed to the point where i'm usually spending my time hunched in front of a screen in a position that is absolutely harmful to my posture and muscles, and being unable to get to sleep while hurting myself physically in this way while also mentally beating myself up for it all at once... it's a complete assault on the being. so when this happens i manage to constantly exhaust myself without actually doing anything. and since it's really not obvious to other people you usually get very little sympathy about it, which just sends you further out of your own mind. &#x200B; absolutely diabolical that being said i'm doing relatively awesome at the moment. jumping jacks and green tea seem to pair really well with strattera.",8.330076388888887,8.590001243749999,9.043333333333333,61.89055555555554,61.5625,11.361111111111116,39.02777777777778,10.980518767755715,4.784006944444443,709,34,104,17,9,240,103,160,0.098,0.8,0.10099999999999999,0.1332,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,3,0,1,9,9,1,0,6,0,8,3,1,0,2,16,21,12,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,7,1,0,2,0,1,4,3,6,1,0,1,4,11,3,26,15,3,32,0,3,2,0,6,17,0,1,11,81,22,1,0.1378104572098452,0.0,0.1344831268393627,0.0,0.16562138893569167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020697284116636,0.0,0.1493175728102664,0.16745478961618102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340626407175675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050694571094685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449164243085275,0.2978482923639766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869594485919854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968110790622972,0.09845181816654476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400055195056194,0.13220034798060812,0.07832085867558769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186533218464195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752894470680994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092052944120553,0.0,0.06732722831765811,0.2762445644608035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888052750206487,0.0,0.13914927643662864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467636392817152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554041907451567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605508526792052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26485472318118386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108930308372144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545746444504413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399823429795435,0.0,0.1379099822739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361631309879092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035838584140068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035574978038014,0.11370805987675935,0.0,0.1093875263843953,0.0,0.0,0.12390815140221854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26568872594531395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745478961618102,0.0 adhd,Moonlightblaze,2019/08/22,"Priorities, schedules, and breaks vs ADHD impulses, hyperfocus, and flow - How to maximize productivity? First I'll say that I'm mostly thinking about work as I write this, but it applies to hobbies and life in general as well. So I've had undiagnosed/untreated ADHD up until very recently. Although medication has so far drastically improved my capacity/motivation for productivity (quite amazing actually, feels like it's too good to be true, but that's a topic for another day), it hasn't changed the fact that I feel like I simply get more done if I do whatever I feel like doing - assuming of course the ""whatever"" is productive. In practice, this means that if I look at my todo list and see that `x`, `y`, and `z` all need to get done, I'm going to pick whichever one I think I should do first, and then I'm going to work on it until it's finished - whether it takes 5 minutes or 5 hours. No breaks. I'll even work through lunch sometimes (I like my job). The break thing is complicated and may also be a separate topic on its own, but essentially, before medication, I would avoid breaks for one or more reasons: ""if I stop I won't be able to start again"", ""if I do manage to start again, I won't remember what I was about to do"", ""I'm almost done"" (usually wrong), ""short breaks aren't relaxing anyway because I'm constantly staring at the clock/timer and being sad about it ticking down"", and probably more reasons I'm forgetting. Now, post-medication, I wouldn't be as worried about the restarting issues, but instead I just rarely feel the need for a break. ""I'll take a break after I'm done with this"" is probably the closest explanation, but even that isn't entirely true because once I finish one thing, I want to jump straight into another thing. I realize this is extremely unhealthy of course, but it's how it is for me. Anyway, despite the fact that a lot of things are getting done and productivity is skyrocketing, I also realize that I'm spending time on probably the wrong things. I'm knocking out a bunch of tasks, but there are so many tasks that I barely have time for my main job responsibility. There are also some other things I should probably fit in somewhere. The obvious answer here is planning out a schedule by the week, deciding in advance how much time to spend on the main responsibility, side tasks, meetings, breaks, and other things. That's what normal people do, after all. Plenty of people have talked about the importance and usefulness of this sort of thing. But this concept of set scheduling always seemed like a terrible idea for me. It feels so rigid - so inflexible. It feels like it almost goes against my very nature - carefree, spontaneous, etc. Why would I want to stop something when I'm on a roll, making a ton of progress, and just suddenly change gears? Plus, what happens if I'm ""almost done"" and end up running over into the next block, or what if something interrupts my schedule and I get behind? But the main thing is just not wanting to trade that amazingly productive and enjoyable ""flow"" state for a rigid schedule. Has anyone ever been through this and figured it out? Is there a middle ground or am I going to have to just suck it up and deal with trying a schedule?",7.18349971258862,7.00911795928339,7.6731366162100025,72.21474037171872,64.03257328990227,10.93688446062464,35.48553362713163,10.525883462305444,3.708572101935237,2553,107,468,57,34,844,274,614,0.078,0.805,0.11699999999999999,0.9731,2,1,2,0,0,0,105.0,0,0,0,9,36,22,1,3,28,0,49,4,0,8,8,114,92,58,0,17,26,0,6,6,0,8,3,1,0,0,48,26,1,6,20,1,3,8,8,8,1,5,9,10,34,14,73,70,16,83,0,1,3,0,5,29,1,20,42,326,82,7,0.06319694081027886,0.0,0.061671097962522875,0.0,0.15190088365423887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984782232692324,0.0,0.0,0.15161571220066253,0.05258491735552676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253500536470922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441887704166102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770485370902969,0.0,0.05377594195491709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370796752392833,0.0,0.0,0.06829344189137533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075679867016067,0.06515327100703862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880344717486769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597373171209072,0.0,0.07048129436031812,0.08348196676129058,0.05716525105603981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917256327757132,0.18059162856883626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751057113810204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207117286331765,0.0,0.10774883350966187,0.053006595593113735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588484604742747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062236256643818925,0.0,0.0,0.07134165381673126,0.0,0.06596118712524368,0.12542642461252765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463786824987824,0.1852489984747196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306951372437477,0.0,0.0,0.05372777913290932,0.0,0.0,0.04218444872314893,0.06407177882953999,0.0,0.06883999536043796,0.0701975545097372,0.12732853842195666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645702302876132,0.0937194616905848,0.0,0.0,0.0672106635053935,0.0,0.061919584013040714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730267943792198,0.1284716479281851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762560304182868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060525200048290775,0.0,0.272547963874606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721772561693776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995396117719082,0.06239935491440321,0.0,0.07158981443070099,0.0,0.0,0.050256743871804566,0.0,0.0,0.050359779690283,0.057532121402574535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973041851178619,0.06250339040295808,0.0,0.08946223995676925,0.0,0.0,0.1056709445781624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950324690660094,0.050795307165730934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37786715413563743,0.0809880957811981,0.0,0.0,0.1105519332084274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290657445403458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545818660299785,0.06960250190597543,0.10428818937507796,0.111825579198537,0.0,0.05069277393729993,0.0,0.0568216394359198,0.0,0.05702540942593772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802437674544618,0.0641795610453464,0.0,0.0897865870856198,0.1381918679081344,0.0,0.0 adhd,ubait98,2019/08/22,"My train of thought doesn’t have any tracks, it’s more like a bumper car of thought being driven by a mentally challenged ape around my brain I can never seem to follow any conversation, video, movie, book, or text after obtaining the information for the first time. - While watching films for example, I am always bound to miss an important plot point unless I turn on the subtitles. - Listening to someone talking directly to me or asking a question, I often say “What?” because even though it was clearly audible, I can only comprehend a question or sentence after hearing it a few times, usually because my dumb brain hears one word or detail out of the sentence and goes on a thinking tangent rather than listen to the rest of the sentence. - Reading... basically it’s the same situation as listening for me but 5x as much repeating This seems like an ADHD thing to me.. Even though I am diagnosed, I never actually got a proper diagnosis so I want to hear your thoughts.. Sorry if I’m breaking any sub rules..",7.358577712609971,7.833928650537633,7.752932551319648,69.59485337243405,63.56989247311828,10.849657869012713,37.87683284457478,10.637119530657019,4.310103225806452,803,39,133,19,11,264,125,186,0.035,0.883,0.08199999999999999,0.7429,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,8,5,1,0,16,0,8,3,2,0,3,28,28,14,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,0,7,3,0,1,9,4,0,3,3,2,0,2,6,9,15,3,25,21,5,19,0,1,1,0,14,5,1,10,12,95,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.12001173242856007,0.0,0.14779928367622494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233005800033687,0.0,0.0,0.2508939264049544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947917867585004,0.11497064973696987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149936173066221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27457497461331315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248231435889349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245560381711255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460759028895808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835915387504376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415825632654424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016462585178912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393593975565295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040519791853366,0.0,0.1897010837964941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333511993566803,0.09353260521332904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625681210223612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755337692771675,0.0,0.1230142974728453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779944086513473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391459818046533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823581588150655,0.0,0.0,0.1042014166690469,0.0,0.0,0.13766717999793293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884748307715782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170312313381757,0.07880126997818519,0.2416564497114573,0.2928995713054819,0.14342244007322444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376803167656418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544621566774126,0.0,0.07253739019207485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,evade707,2019/08/22,"Difficulty focusing at work I sell shoes: I put myself under pressure to to well and sell shoes, which can make me nervous, which then causes me to make mistakes- wash- rinse- repeat. All the challenges around remembering sizes, brands, styles-Ug!",5.08642857142857,8.536194785714287,4.262190476190476,79.46614285714288,77.33333333333334,6.217142857142857,25.06666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.7375752380952387,199,7,30,3,5,59,34,42,0.207,0.7190000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,3,1,8,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,2,6,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303366938779101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811977094777801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953927945711848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730343023478405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203572561349588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336422734479119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701480592355147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kevo1243,2019/08/22,"Taking days off of Vyvanse I have been on Vyvanse 50mg since February and I find it becomes less effective for me if I keep taking consecutively without a break. I just wanted to get input on what experience others have with this and if they take frequent breaks or not. I also would like to hear about how you might plan your break around work, school, etc. so I can possibly come up with a good strategy for myself. I am usually fine if I take a few days off but I always get anxious about it and often times down a lot of caffeine as a substitute, which I really don’t want to continue doing.",4.6496008403361335,5.482486596638658,5.977636554621849,78.69990021008405,69.58823529411765,9.311344537815128,28.320378151260506,9.516144504307137,2.4539487394957997,471,16,92,10,8,159,86,119,0.038,0.8959999999999999,0.066,0.2654,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,3,8,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,25,20,12,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,15,3,20,17,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,7,7,73,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848158079176054,0.14408880930941426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956294107275435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541553362505073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124933742120934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491680301961606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233567679470642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931269705018792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939054613661497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582714933352736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809452120397141,0.0,0.0,0.14524425688299905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517178517027253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391877886873842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460064519868908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722038393175196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837028129639965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521976445393094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093520915158793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525424066227965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324552508852978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208001077904467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097506549998092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071897663701812,0.0,0.20427675675028034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692680063213014,0.0,0.12606763245098146,0.0,0.0,0.12301286258238515,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,healchant,2019/02/25,"Need to be stable for diagnosis? So my old T, my psychiatrist, and I all think I have ADHD, and they wanted me to get tested. So they set me up for all that, and I got a call only to find out I can't be tested for ADHD unless I've been stable for a year. Which means no thoughts of self-injury, I guess no IOP treatment things? I'm very confused, does anyone know the exact meaning of ""stable"" in the doctors' definition (they didn't tell me and I didn't think to ask) and does anyone know why it's required?",3.468184245660879,3.8047159252336438,5.259279038718294,84.58168224299068,71.99065420560748,7.235781041388518,23.69692923898531,6.868970318607317,0.7165658210947927,392,9,85,3,7,135,67,107,0.076,0.879,0.044000000000000004,-0.4824,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,0,3,23,21,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,14,0,14,14,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,54,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267094647374526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826408007998094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659651629883752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127642561225726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170792046088208,0.3107127360828782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622578133194529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275130289569776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198574194037208,0.0,0.19556763401030705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951300182300484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867611150919264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163511749049545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628627487648866,0.0,0.0,0.13501840778034582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520092079206624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516771525601908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794203284564912,0.2275061617124188,0.0,0.14093778195319753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464795872023085,0.10471089633329192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019183922566296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432251977398733 adhd,nihiley_face,2019/02/25,"ADHD Nonverbalism? When I'm overwhelmed or overstimulated, (which happens a lot, and very easily), I have a lot of trouble speaking. It's not that I don't want to, or that I feel like I shouldn't, or something like that, I just have a lot of trouble with moving my mouth and getting my brain to process the words that other people are saying to me, (whether they're spoken or texted/typed out), and it's hard for me to get my mouth to cooperate with my brain. This happens a lot, almost once a day, because I get over and under-stimulated very, very easily. I also have a TBI, (traumatic brain injury), and have been diagnosed with ADHD and OCD. As far as I know, I don't have Autism, Asperger's, or anything of the sort, and don't know what this is. I have anxiety, but I don't think it's selective mutism because I'm not choosing to stay quiet, my mouth just doesn't work. Does anyone else ""go"" nonverbal, or experience something similar to this? 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After I drink coffee I feel like a normal person again. My thoughts are more organized and I get way less distracted. Is this just me?",0.3810000000000002,2.389129099999998,1.7000000000000028,91.78000000000004,108.0,4.666666666666667,15.0,6.42735559955562,0.040999999999999925,123,3,23,2,6,39,26,30,0.07,0.76,0.17,0.4684,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,2,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287666896896855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213077286090568,0.31268372318635257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286734240327729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383178913537584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42884038913172057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821714584986208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474746355969189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34741561564823364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,illuminati-grandma,2019/02/25,"How do you know you need a higher dose? I was diagnosed at 25 and until then managed symptoms well enough to be successful with most things at school and work. I started on Adderall XR 10 mg and notice the benefits. Every time I go to the doctor, he asks if I think I need to try a higher dose. How would I know? I’m worried about long term effects and feel like I’ve survived this long without meds...I also feel like on days I don’t take it, I’m so forgetful, spacey, and moody. I hate feeling dependent on them and also have big pharma conspiracy fears. Any advice?",2.504695652173911,4.327726817391309,3.978478260869569,87.02163043478264,76.47826086956522,6.686956521739131,24.54347826086957,7.554174236665415,1.1899739130434783,444,15,90,6,10,147,80,115,0.141,0.706,0.153,-0.1484,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,4,7,8,1,1,4,0,6,5,0,4,0,24,21,14,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,3,11,5,12,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,10,52,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897020034960347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27655957544504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175878953990501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165186135368334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151564807940872,0.0,0.0,0.17550473575066716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698547717068822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786670623799435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568805520846478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194577060842772,0.26229253633789024,0.2470605292205381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827138367655386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071742391099073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005874537100825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895473307536168,0.0,0.0,0.3060480580451072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564280524743599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686448163002385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749988630812444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238988331925542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972453515251738,0.13001030162166835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487681389299667,0.11079672941007676,0.0,0.0,0.10082792630451944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739770083100608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554710417251254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668355765898274,0.0,0.1258839287819546,0.17560322638057588,0.0,0.12283361027348927,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weightoffmylungs,2019/02/25,"I feel broken. But I don't even know where to start. Please help. So I guess I'll just start by trying to explain what's going on. I've had depression/anxiety for about a year and a half now. I'm in Uni, and I know these are really common issues across the board. The problem is I've always felt like my problems pale in comparison to what other people face every day. The stuff I have to deal with just seems so trivial. I have a great support system, loving parents, so much potential. Yet I'm just wasting away. I can't keep a routine. I pick up hobbies left and right, then drop them a week or two if not days later. It's hard for me to concentrate and organize myself. I consistently forget about assignments. I can barely pull myself out of bed to go to class, even though I know I need to. I love being social and hanging out with people, but something just always feels off about my interactions with people, even if it's my closest friends and family. I won't text them back for hours or days at a time, because I'm worried about what to say. I'll literally watch my phone ring as they try to call me, but I won't pick up. My parents never really believed I had an attention disorder or that I needed medication. They have always been extremely organized and on the ball. I think they just see my apathy as laziness. But looking back I'm starting to think that maybe there were signs that I did have some type of attention disorder. I always had good grades up until uni. But I was never organized with my work, shoving papers in my backpack, doing assignments right before class, becoming easily distracted in class. Whenever my grandma would help me try and study when I was younger, she would always have to force me to focus on whatever we were going over. I have so many ideas for my life. I want to succeed. I went to go talk to a therapist at the student health center. It was ok, but it was just a preliminary thing. He said it seems like I have depression/anxiety symptoms. Mostly from overthinking and putting too much pressure on myself. But to me it feels like I don't put enough pressure on myself. In my eyes, I'm a lazy piece of shit who is wasting away. All I do is smoke weed and watch Netflix to help me forget about all my problems because I get overwhelmed just by the sheer idea of starting any actual work to better myself. I've tried going to the gym, reading, meal prepping. But none of it ever sticks. I guess what I'm getting at is that I read an article saying that ADHD can actually cause depression/anxiety symptoms if left untreated from an early age. I asked the therapist if this was a possibility. He said it could be possible I have ADHD as well. I'm just looking for affirmation that things will get better. Has anybody else been struggling with this.",4.2787755830026315,5.748139475319931,5.360885539751191,80.39030677308604,71.06581352833638,8.481009497480715,27.96669193382976,8.979522561349006,2.2808480759798453,2211,80,417,43,41,730,264,547,0.10099999999999999,0.792,0.10800000000000001,0.7172,2,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,1,0,5,5,31,23,1,5,21,1,42,11,3,3,5,83,89,36,0,13,24,2,5,3,1,5,5,5,1,0,26,18,1,1,16,5,0,10,9,9,1,2,17,16,63,14,71,64,9,67,0,1,6,2,30,30,1,13,28,289,89,14,0.0,0.0,0.13094013799258786,0.0,0.16125805542629584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27912087518880235,0.0,0.0,0.045623435698287404,0.0,0.15397078002064996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272000427382272,0.0,0.12606634756051666,0.1031759907577192,0.0,0.08179476620362235,0.07409552857870517,0.05708856735887261,0.07558734808128091,0.0,0.11867113712533685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850629363669804,0.0,0.0,0.06891981272767769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053565829620244206,0.0,0.0,0.12980231465758976,0.06916674567326864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378168599995126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056045006454934265,0.0,0.0,0.06932180565210716,0.0,0.13293674762680732,0.060686659626260436,0.05652613813909312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324639115203518,0.0,0.10176801468503124,0.04792904120881618,0.0644168294607096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051833493824163385,0.0,0.10515511826590246,0.0,0.19064369418866234,0.056271828869476466,0.0,0.07396685660389488,0.14781418726780646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009937666792312,0.0,0.0,0.07131343126100909,0.0,0.0,0.1349068464566927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607004174010322,0.0,0.0,0.15147267202959452,0.0,0.07002442983569826,0.0,0.0596325897503645,0.0,0.0,0.11061257094837104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578675517098305,0.0,0.047387583661036105,0.09833021554930403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267724557931474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110251642482635,0.0,0.0,0.06801863302700416,0.06740082660684056,0.0,0.0,0.06758602060845928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863759860100904,0.09949262824713788,0.10348774068586468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899079887427194,0.0,0.0,0.1395350772044784,0.0,0.0,0.07364456846507747,0.0,0.15126757385168532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925879338667579,0.0,0.13488776883803213,0.0,0.0,0.13421612004262998,0.0,0.08595902156746038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458882380888084,0.12763572530283082,0.1067051697641452,0.0,0.0,0.05346196775942906,0.12215225874586084,0.0,0.0,0.06886682290282556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838970884797517,0.0,0.051649086231332325,0.0,0.0,0.18994631897398698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701369350055504,0.07680188957965904,0.0,0.07613282862104012,0.0,0.13946419816612704,0.0,0.05392432394910944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557931002505525,0.08914310293733857,0.08597700371567361,0.06591549057683395,0.0,0.039120662860193216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219856514358385,0.0,0.0655370881915055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039571363937381775,0.0,0.05381547462160323,0.0,0.06032188135539431,0.062193013653887214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768449908454932,0.06813305468218057,0.0,0.09531748656411963,0.0,0.0,0.043203698895056084 adhd,mindthebraingap,2019/02/25,"This is exhausting :( No one else I know outside of this sub cares or at least knows something about executive function ... not even the many psychiatrists and psychologists I've seen so far :( HELP",8.680588235294117,9.436907647058828,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,60.764705882352935,11.505882352941176,37.588235294117645,11.20814326018867,4.317400000000001,156,7,27,4,2,48,32,34,0.22699999999999998,0.628,0.145,-0.4221,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193677400096822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436047421573432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716727131808155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27569885421333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521009848354316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170135100605569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787208025357976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166539194076027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brittavondibuurt,2019/02/25,"Buzzfeed's on the lookout for us, guys!! not sure if this one's been shared and spread (i'm a newbie), but if you haven't seen [that one cute buzzfeed article on adhd and relationships](https://www.buzzfeed.com/carolinekee/netflix-and-50-different-activities-at-once?utm_term=.fpm6BG1LR#.pq8YdV38o), please do!! (i've had it bookmarked ever since i found it) ",13.085030303030301,14.229633381818186,10.654545454545453,51.32848484848486,51.54545454545455,11.696969696969695,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.457606060606062,296,11,41,6,3,89,46,55,0.03,0.7709999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.8533,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,3,3,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707741246494644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790687639305061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33826990504827725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054775704796036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181144235366249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386559553337393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552061409762749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29077098994803985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711046059017512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anxietoro,2019/02/25,"Exhausted on my ""day off"" medication? Hello, I've been on Adderall about 5 years now, 20 my XR. Most of my time on this medication I take off Sundays to avoid tolerance, though the past few months i am dead exhausted on that day! I made sure to rule out poor sleep otherwise, anxiety, etc, but everything else is pretty much in check right now. I feel like I can't even move and struggle to not fall asleep several times. it's really ruining my weekend. I brought it up to my doc in the past but he honestly wasn't much help, just said to accept that my Sunday is my recovery day. I don't feel recovered, I feel exhausted and sad! Has anyone else experienced this?",3.8161832061068712,5.280491572519086,5.282358778625955,80.5232328244275,72.20610687022902,10.125496183206108,28.367175572519088,10.355215969177356,3.0128772519083973,520,20,106,16,10,175,88,131,0.193,0.6829999999999999,0.124,-0.7947,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,2,0,8,7,2,1,1,15,15,5,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,1,2,3,4,7,0,0,5,5,15,4,17,10,5,28,0,2,0,0,4,11,0,1,15,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439771929107644,0.0,0.0,0.11370207704004145,0.16661518967565755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146138228293948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27168288605327995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135534176860424,0.10740367888329437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614516196663288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666450845869825,0.11617003070423715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899538219987752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944399937502977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538673868729339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276289235603444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979533069295496,0.17283079974671547,0.2390770307327511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31046306887859515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543484329602914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417339803744324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886974206560496,0.1546812303503793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837052512670108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627294160081336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999734790432544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532598663215745,0.0,0.12226397133452595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976544431243772,0.0,0.1896407059694239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047167834071356 adhd,Livi1519,2019/02/25,"I feel like my medication isn’t working, but my family and friends say they can tell the difference when I’m taking or not taking adderall To give some backstory, I’m 21 and I’ve recently been diagnosed with ADHD about 5 months ago and I have been taking adderall for about 2 months. I was first prescribed 15mg of adderall once a day. At first, I could immediately tell the difference in my focus and how I would process information. However, that stopped significantly down after couple of weeks. I told my doctor about it not being super effective, and he prescribed me to take 15 mg of adderall twice a day. Even after taking the pill twice a day, I still felt like my attention span was really short, I often found myself spacing out, and I was still really forgetful during work and school. This led me to stop taking the medication for about 3 weeks to see if I noticed a difference in my behavior. For the most part, I felt pretty much the same as I did with adderall, although I would occasionally forget small details at my work. I started to take my medication again last week to see if I could notice anything different, but I still feel the same. I asked my family and boyfriend if they can tell the difference when I’m medicated or not. They told me that I respond faster when I’m on adderall, and it seems that I can hold longer conversations without switching to non-related subjects. I know I probably shouldn’t have handled my medication the way I did, but I still feel the same no matter what I do. I have no idea if it’s normal to not be able to tell if my medication is working. Is there anyone who could give me advice about if it’s normal to not feel the effects of adderall after using it regularly? 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How do you pull yourself out when you are failing at EVERYTHING in life. I’m a 6th year senior and I’ve let myself get so bad I’m afraid I’ll fail this semester. I’ve been struggling with brain fog HARD for the past couple months and it’s driving me insane. My life has been absolutely crazy the last year or so including lots of big changes (parents divorce/moving 3 times/relationship issues/etc). Obviously I don’t handle big changes well. This has resulted in me having a TERRIBLE sleep schedule, eating terribly, skipping class, missing assignments, missing great opportunities for my future, gaining weight, not able to keep up with simple daily tasks, depression, anxiety and so on. I don’t know where to start to save myself. Anyone have tips on how to push the restart button and get back on your feet? Literally any and all advice is super appreciated!!!! Side note: I’m a 24F and take 70mg of vyvanse daily. 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On the other hand, I've been really struggling these past couple of semesters in particular (college) and I'm frustrated that I have to keep waiting for help.",10.849166666666667,8.282417805555559,10.322777777777782,63.80000000000004,58.444444444444436,13.488888888888884,44.83333333333333,11.855464076750405,5.404883333333332,310,15,51,7,3,101,56,72,0.107,0.736,0.157,0.6308,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,4,2,2,1,1,9,12,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,3,3,1,14,10,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,7,34,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658775031188058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198071962778266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969431105877203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447886603794503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846970118621767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155844285764666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693919476946546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828694043517768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966408936957773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767387295104978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658502665677178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998246413580664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111906838296056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172668747911193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762930163348256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744889553118385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312794000446673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085082524565536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132594573536196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246595690798694 adhd,Durchii,2019/02/25,"We have a 9 year old with ADHD. What did you all find helped you deal with your disorder at a young age? **tl;dr right up front:** Looking for advice on how to approach a severely ADHD nine year old with emotional and impulse issues. What worked for you as a child with this disorder? --- I will preface this question with the statement that I have ADHD myself of the inattentive flavor, however my disorder was not understood at this kid's age and I was simply disciplined all the harsher instead of being provided treatment. That said, we are experiencing some difficulties here, and I would appreciate your input. 11 months ago, I moved in with my girlfriend who has a nine year old son. The biological father is not in his life (and never has been) and I am, at present, the absolute *only* male-figure this lad has had in his lifetime. So, Dom is nine years old and has been diagnosed ADHD and ODD since he was five years old. He's currently on adult doses of Concerta and Ritalin, as well as youth doses of Strattera and 3mg Guanfacine. The medications keep him functional during the day, but his behavior has progressively worsened since I've been here, and his mother has stated that he has never been this bad. He has the typical ADHD characteristic of being unable to control his emotions during periods of frustration and will often rapidly experience a rage episode the second something doesn't go his way. This involves turning red, clenching his fists, and screaming. He is also aggressive, sometimes violent, and this has resulted in us nearly admitting him to psychiatric inpatient. He has harmed animals in the past, which is... I'm on the fence as to whether or not he's exhibiting early signs of sociopathy or if he simply can not control his impulses. The destructive behavior is pretty monumental, as well. At his mom's last apartment, he caused $2500 in damages (yet to be paid off) and by the time we move out of our current place, the carpets, cabinets, counters, and a few appliances will need to be outright replaced, as well as a multitude of holes in the wall patched. As far as acknowledging his own part in what he does wrong, that's... basically non-existent. All he really cares about is the punishment, regularly telling us, ""I wouldn't be so bad if you guys didn't ground me for... doing bad things."" It's... I'm not sure, guys, I'm really at a loss here. We have initiated therapy with someone who specializes in these types of disorders, bounced back and forth with certain meds (which all have had paradoxical effects on him), tried different parenting methods, and read many books on the subject. So... this whole wall of text aside... what worked for *you* personally growing up with ADHD? Did medication alone do the trick? Did your parents do anything particularly helpful? How beneficial was therapy? If you read all of this, you are responding very well to your medication! (Heh.) If it weren't for my own, I would not have been able to write it...",5.8117463235294125,7.542646387867649,6.459588235294117,72.97364705882354,67.65808823529412,10.219411764705884,33.63676470588236,10.411451182825502,3.8812729411764697,2361,109,404,65,40,772,279,544,0.146,0.7959999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9952,6,1,2,0,0,0,106.0,7,11,0,7,18,24,7,0,27,1,56,8,0,7,9,78,69,40,0,8,14,6,0,0,1,6,8,2,1,6,26,31,0,5,7,3,1,6,12,15,4,5,19,6,44,9,69,39,11,68,0,2,2,0,67,31,0,9,29,288,70,7,0.06549371308996246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722642946608126,0.06399969843576109,0.058056224989728525,0.0,0.0,0.06783173489079032,0.0,0.05237529869581617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538957454470265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036062268053693,0.1640535442676859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677520542238119,0.06728008441696827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691353654770736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223802678332663,0.06752114237646005,0.0,0.06647474015448189,0.0,0.06842699055275625,0.3002458772412007,0.0,0.05731398967937022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473432240268487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406541866021581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059860067245571524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372215864522361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969814573193325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779811067196151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683584206650615,0.0,0.0582138214487013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338611749776154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046260146434644635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499822398242903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640034542847527,0.0,0.0,0.07274875074221876,0.19793407695018203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767054452113304,0.052276456941937804,0.13921890430054198,0.0,0.0485627583883819,0.10102557818863812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34362317329765035,0.0,0.0,0.04981092006465818,0.0,0.0,0.14544603545602713,0.07092330896068036,0.06252115991247549,0.0,0.05718658405987701,0.06842699055275625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663065162736638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336794760113831,0.0,0.13102287323772258,0.0,0.08391389933559973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593127312725931,0.0622995190579415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398925374739243,0.0,0.10835415252274712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055492610565993014,0.050420260069972536,0.06477495691588027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061727049501032666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724439199288425,0.0,0.14979553750413097,0.0,0.04351111279504434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03818991078924605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044465932067847734,0.07123835284872898,0.0,0.0,0.1575617456380506,0.0,0.0,0.0540391723557298,0.0,0.05198586096939873,0.0,0.0,0.2355468541864697,0.0,0.0,0.07312139174960926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536040631170176,0.0,0.0,0.09304970934536227,0.07160709388854837,0.0,0.2108790196710244 adhd,JovialPanic389,2019/02/25,"I wanted to share my doc experience today (positive)! Hey guys. I went to my GP today, told her I identified with so many symptoms and she has me trying a low dose of adderall XR to see if I can improve at work. I hope it works! But I was stressing out so much that I didnt go to work today, I was terrified she would dismiss me. But she listened. All that worry for nothing! This community is amazing - thanks for all the support. I hope my experience helps someone with a lot of worry take the step to see their doctor, I'm glad I did!",1.2967272727272745,3.3700890363636367,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,81.36363636363637,6.1818181818181825,24.54545454545455,7.348242739294969,1.182454545454545,414,16,86,6,11,143,73,110,0.11699999999999999,0.664,0.21899999999999997,0.9129999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,2,9,0,1,4,0,8,3,0,0,2,14,21,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,3,20,7,13,14,4,9,0,1,2,0,11,3,0,4,3,59,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755354326799498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30114551471759965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748178069524627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241457743963846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317581537151374,0.0,0.0,0.30577379561397783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086550373446965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606052859451686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315602131298255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476996731188787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532404069123626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042411273819482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763259207881075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467756920781194,0.0,0.15999186926599465,0.11573595760108517,0.0,0.0,0.141717762148798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377219955332566,0.14708639943032478,0.0,0.1045081440190866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907917095426197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269434938303305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33618790655289377,0.3126461104926601,0.0,0.10934722351441266,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imayberich,2019/02/25,"Snowball effect So guys, I was diagnosed with ADHD 3 months ago, just after my 21st birthday. I always had a very different personality that resembled ADHD, but I always got away with it because I made sure that the major aspects of my life were unaffected. Anyways, one of the things I've talked a lot about and even formulated properly before I had even thought that I had ADHD was this thing called snowball effect of things. Basically, if something good happened to me, ADHD allowed me to reflect on how it went right and do what I did right to continue this uphill track. As a result I went through a 'perfectionist' phase in which I did or tried to do everything right and it basically felt like I hyperfocused for 6 months straight. Now, I had a set of unfortunate events outside my control happen one after the other after that phase, due to which I lost all my elaborate schedule that I had made - just sat in my bed and thought about these unfortunate events, which is legit the description of depression. I started noting how hard it was doing the most basic stuff that I used to do right away when everything was going right. I saw a post before that mentioned BPD is similar to ADHD - and I see the resemblance, except for the fact it's all situational - if the smallest things that you care about goes the right way, you get a pump and build on it. If anything bad happens that you can't change, you just go the wrong direction and it's really hard to ""shrug it off"". Anyone else feel that?",7.23031690140845,7.231821926056341,7.453626760563381,73.23846830985919,63.8943661971831,10.480281690140846,33.59507042253521,10.125756701596842,3.296074647887325,1193,45,216,24,16,388,154,284,0.098,0.843,0.057999999999999996,-0.9081,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,4,14,8,0,0,17,0,19,2,0,10,4,39,41,17,0,3,9,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,31,9,0,1,7,0,0,4,1,4,0,2,23,6,28,4,33,18,5,35,0,2,2,0,9,14,0,6,15,157,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063999039263166,0.0,0.07470308576659625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024406682149776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058925764104253826,0.08634782774949494,0.06934964330347321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835484590018709,0.0,0.07036458186244615,0.051372145890871884,0.0,0.14342053151713713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613911504261894,0.0,0.0860523349962581,0.0,0.08592211943909152,0.0,0.08914984597775365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451953277137004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258436299731845,0.08553549969794,0.0,0.08804753228300669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039942484560179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132327589015388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514785932360948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261104990840918,0.0,0.08091546475345109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402925621002708,0.0,0.09578877598748857,0.0706843417103844,0.06740095734389305,0.0,0.0,0.08344369364435328,0.22356747364634197,0.0,0.15098442550463725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595246364587771,0.04117161698834157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199412666168773,0.07164604059318225,0.0,0.15948263353218262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453209013153292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142113701215422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358408671041694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071040734520503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398755448003978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318129910306568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715481038269291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472658072541326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487760809538748,0.0,0.0,0.05964898772052245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647262433292828,0.0,0.0,0.07942647104269013,0.0,0.0,0.06773558665316183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394941396918686,0.0,0.0,0.13380697666896274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721595466366895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278496621946116,0.0,0.06953419599638418,0.0,0.06689212451092752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624415688733828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213948852512108,0.0,0.0 adhd,HenryHart,2019/02/25,"What do you guys do on days that you forget to take your medication? This morning I forgot if I had taken my meds or not. I didn't want to risk double dosing so i didn't take another one. By the time I definitively knew I was not on my medication it was too late in the day to take one. Ive been doing next to nothing today and feel like I used to before I was diagnosed, unable to put my attention to anything at all, worth while or not (cant really even focus on browsing reddit). What do you guys do on days like this? 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Especially ones about ADHD kids. Like god damn, I wish someone had been there to tell me they knew I wasn't trying to upset anyone when I forgot my math book. Not much worse you can do to a kid than treat them fake nice because you feel like you have to ",6.302272727272726,6.727229378787879,5.326818181818184,86.26022727272729,65.81818181818181,7.206060606060608,30.13636363636364,5.985473137389443,1.3197090909090907,273,9,53,1,4,81,55,66,0.09699999999999999,0.645,0.258,0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,2,0,3,8,1,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,2,10,4,8,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,3,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795368826817647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208185728746076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251212289853967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638150011613809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968076736037334,0.2256115372622013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085732648360932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321534052316093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399800358695675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675810049271266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760279572301327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144112282046345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631607797028208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218328201257056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HazmatMan76,2019/02/25,How to get tested for adhd? What kind of tests do you take and where should I get tested? I’m pretty sure I have something wrong with me but I’m not sure if it’s adhd or something closely related to it ,1.0902272727272724,2.7570866590909127,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,80.13636363636364,5.3090909090909095,20.090909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.01807272727272702,159,4,35,1,4,54,33,44,0.046,0.7929999999999999,0.16,0.6136,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,22,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886477812063897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559017465766665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550271211008375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915276689901975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770741242170967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46163334141485207,0.0,0.18413537404300095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267761235049997,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrSenpai_PHD,2019/02/25,"ADHD people, do you have these symptoms too? I think I may have ADHD, so I'll be trying out diets, more exercise, etc.. to cope with it for the next two weeks or so. After that, if I'm not able to solve my problems naturally, I'll go see a psychiatrist about this. I've been experiencing serious problems for about 4-5 years (it seems to have been triggered by puberty or something like that, i'm approaching the age of 17 now), and I'm not sure if it's ADHD or something else. It seems like I have all of the defined DSM-5 ADHD symptoms, but then some additional things on top of that. I'm not asking for medical advice, though, I'll talk to a psychiatrist about that. But I am curious, if you have actually been diagnosed with ADHD, do you experience these things as well, which are not included in typical ADHD symptoms checklists? * Does walking into a restaurant with lots of noise, walking into a store with lots of noise and sights and things to do, being in a car, etc., cause your brain to go into a sudden state of brain fog, which is relieved when you finally go into a quiet room with no distractions? Additionally, does laying in bed at night (where there is no visual stimulation and little auditory stimulation) cause your brain to ramp up, and thoughts to suddenly race? * I know that ADHD people get an incredible amount of focus on certain things that interest them. But do you get focus on things that you enjoy? I haven't touched a video game for months, I can't play for longer than a minute or two without zoning out. Strategy games, first person shooters, etc. all cause me brain fog. * I've heard that coffee helps people with ADHD, sometimes. I remember hearing that's a myth, but anyways... I seem to be completely unaffected by coffee. I'm not like a normal person who gets jittery after 10 cups of coffee, and I'm not like an ADHD person who allegedly gets placid after 10 cups of coffee. I literally feel the same whether I drink 0 cups or if I drink 10. The most coffee I've ever drunk before was 12 full mugs of coffee. I felt the exact same before and after. Apparently there's a gene that causes this. But any other ADHD people experience the same thing? * The night before a big event like your SAT test or whatever, do you find it *seriously* hard to fall asleep, even if you take 5mg of melatonin and avoid coffee before going to bed? As in, taking 5 or so hours to fall asleep, and not just the standard 1-2 hours. &#x200B; I'm asking because I know that a lot my symptoms line up with ADHD, but i'm not sure if these other things suggest another possible problem. I also may have dyslexia, as words from surrounding sentences work their way into my current sentence, I cannot read at a normal rate, I capitalize randomly in my writing, my writing is very inconsistent (I will write any given letter more than one way), I will spell a given word different ways throughout my writing, etc.. &#x200B; Additionally, are there any things that aren't included in DSM-5's list that you experience anyways? 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I have been on concerta 23mg (?) for 6 months and have been having a bad time at like 2-5pm every day. (I would take the pill at 6:30am) I feel terrible, bored, low energy, gross, sweaty, everything its hell. anyway, I told my doctor my problems and we decided to increase the dose and if it wasnt better then to maybe look at other meds. Today was the first day of 30 something mg (not a big difference i know) and I got home like 2 hours ago and I've been miserable. I feel like the old crash x 2 and I feel like im losing my mind. its really bad i dont think i can take it. Should I tell my mom and stop taking the medication or does anyone have any general tips to getting over the 2-5pm bad time? i see the doctor in 3 months i think btw. now that im reading this over i dont even know why i made this its obvious i should just stop taking or tell mom but i also needed to get some stuff out so pls understand tl;dr i have concerta but crash from 2-5pm is near unbearable and i feel like im losing my mind. what do",0.15930678466076742,2.1309862212389383,2.59754424778761,93.21159660766962,85.01769911504425,6.421533923303835,17.381268436578168,7.645422480735847,0.2676525073746312,810,18,190,15,24,278,125,226,0.17600000000000002,0.753,0.071,-0.9586,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,4,7,18,1,1,9,0,18,5,0,2,1,41,40,17,0,6,7,2,4,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,11,10,0,2,10,1,0,1,4,12,0,1,8,6,25,6,18,29,2,28,1,4,2,0,6,12,1,4,20,105,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555325451684369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718168483244721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563238223226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748437286462068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417538279419095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535820804086677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448624264917442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083590070862078,0.0,0.19757099058206928,0.08445947609033204,0.0,0.2262258363661514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374615223818414,0.0,0.0813166533312561,0.0,0.08673996869066376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952001827305594,0.2068474527069109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209419951233586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127271346566487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719053636335142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681075137380417,0.0,0.09504620086624918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127529138207891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608241758593936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357577194387216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104689988327002,0.2159474853744071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132325791886102,0.0,0.0,0.0969606244449603,0.0,0.10720456573145452,0.09722703847790908,0.0,0.0,0.19490192538131748,0.2260705196782532,0.15407205779513564,0.0,0.0,0.07156342027364483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127451727431663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235023400731997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653946001155116,0.0,0.06182891833416239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690863805347573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430068598733365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613789512049614,0.0,0.0,0.11048468612461873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902640881940193,0.0,0.16871383003960955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368370519854008,0.0,0.0,0.11255541187205943,0.0,0.09148336333082134,0.09222263439410172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004737928836674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708827958270325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856030914643986,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,citriis,2019/02/25,"suggested reading material for informational speech? I have chosen the topic of adhd for my informational speech in one of my classes because I am diagnosed and I enjoy learning about how my brain functions. I was wondering if anyone has any good scientific articles, studies, or generally reading material surrounding adhd that would be helpful while I work on my speech. My main points include the biological background of how it affects the brain and diagnostic standards, impact on social life as well as life in school, and treatment options. I appreciate any help as I am overwhelmed with how much information is out there and am procrastinating a bit haha. 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I’m gonna take my mind off of bombing a test by cross stitching or playing music or something, I dunno, I’ll figure it out when I get home. If anybody has any other tips for not getting hung up on stuff that breaks you down throw em in the comments.",5.354675324675323,6.102794857142861,5.280935064935068,84.62997402597405,67.96103896103897,6.679480519480518,30.984415584415583,5.6839178017228535,1.4668929870129863,312,12,59,1,5,97,65,77,0.039,0.898,0.063,0.2023,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,10,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,12,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,5,1,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30166848056431983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486720363751848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232616212232408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147919440609868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021884509054086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010934609696248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041868288060757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28906719801859176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048913121332141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319247488641743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34487074705013593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651010843346284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462541762302601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dragonfruit_1,2019/02/25,"Explainng to a friend what no meds vs meds is like (just took meds and waiting for them to set in) Ohlookatthatshineyobjectovertheiritsgotanicecolornoigottafocuscauseineedtogetworkdone. Actuallythatthoughtihadawhileagojustcreptbackupiwonderhowpeoplearedoingfrommyelementaryclassnoineedtofocusonmyassignmentcauseitsimportant.... Thank goodness it's finally kicking in, let's see I can solve this by doing xyz. Etc ------ This is how I can try my best to describe it, if anyone else has a better way let me know lol",15.103690476190472,21.13438323809524,10.519345238095235,33.67044642857146,57.88888888888889,5.68968253968254,20.573412698412696,7.1686216300943375,0.6182079365079365,436,8,52,4,8,123,50,63,0.03,0.6609999999999999,0.309,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,13,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,6,7,10,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333650009847853,0.19538681115537374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001198192612411,0.16865185570708288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929895964099658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212672337877112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889410954130064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732840913109202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599436660465331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479950900091953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899916227017256,0.0,0.09316263261190752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6354485186319341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195708561985102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556386284866768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186617786255946,0.12946756415664548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136268323408736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SomethingAtMyWindow,2019/02/25,"Why the no cannabis discussions rule? It's legal in Canada for any use, on of the most common qualifying conditions for getting a medical license in almost any jurisdiction that supports medical cannabis and there is widespread information online about using it to treat symptoms of ADHD. I thought here would be an excellent place to ask about real world experience , however the rules are against it and I'm a bit mystified as to why given it's obvious widespread legitimacy. Is this just a holdover from US federal laws or...?",9.64741935483871,9.794889870967745,9.681204301075274,58.78180645161294,58.89247311827957,13.461505376344087,45.48172043010753,12.688352899677879,6.3840597849462375,430,25,64,14,5,142,71,93,0.023,0.862,0.115,0.8205,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,5,3,0,2,1,14,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,15,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,43,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926514701973656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935792352520007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707734015777094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861204515208064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735258687582332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947463145689652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401528889107588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011205298144752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800463816324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660578643392035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259227594539275,0.0,0.2069287130493742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580536730790149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394784106758517,0.3438963062256007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592919973056894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142643836319585,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SeptemberWeather,2019/02/25,"Traffic court for lapsed car registration ticket and fines. Mention pre-diagnosis, pre-meds ADHD as factor? Short version: Should I request court date for traffic ticket for lapsed car registration, in order to state ADHD diagnosis to get fines reduced? My failures to keep up with emissions tests and toll fines and keep car registered happened before I was diagnosed and got on meds. My hesitation is I feel like I will be embarrassed actually saying this in court. And I have concerns about whether I would be trying to abuse the system.  I have not posted much. This subreddit is great though. It's weird to see such a place where I could have posted 90% of these threads myself. Anyway, I'm in my 40's, female, and was formally diagnosed with ADHD in October 2018. Started taking Adderall in December in addition to my Welbutrin and things are going well. I'm catching up on several years of home financial stuff and late bills. I'm not completely caught up yet, and so: I got pulled over the other day for expired tags and lapsed vehicle registration due to my disorganization last winter and failure to do all the things required to stay current.  Just wondering if I should request the court date, rather than just pay the fine outright, and state my diagnosis to see about getting the ticket fine lowered a bit.  I am certainly willing to pay the total if it is ultimately required, and I don't want to cheat anybody. But I've taken monetary hits and punishments all my life due to this kind of stuff. If there are allowances in place for someone with a physical limitation/disability then perhaps I should make use of them. But does any entity see ADHD as falling into that category? If I end up still having to pay the full fine so be it. But I guess my hesitation is the embarrassment I will feel for even bringing up ADHD as an excuse. I can already hear the groans and see the eye rolls behind me in court when I say it. ",6.62292028985507,7.559591016666667,7.067125603864735,72.27304347826087,65.22222222222223,10.038647342995171,33.98550724637681,10.074871250255047,3.5312101449275364,1546,66,266,34,23,505,194,360,0.094,0.85,0.055999999999999994,-0.8855,2,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,17,16,2,2,15,0,27,4,1,3,4,54,56,31,0,11,13,0,2,1,0,7,3,3,1,0,14,20,0,4,3,3,4,9,3,5,1,0,6,10,29,11,51,38,7,54,0,0,5,0,8,22,0,6,17,182,43,6,0.0,0.1137772524713052,0.0937092905507162,0.0,0.5770338339815126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596907640869543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530220385157602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081712593674822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483749772415496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068333196086728,0.0,0.0,0.07667039256912607,0.0,0.0,0.06192999337907181,0.0,0.0,0.1949324119121811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403458380240261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505213724918044,0.0,0.0,0.06342546295943215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710909227267388,0.06860228677486886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034113482739916,0.0,0.05457481748308084,0.0,0.15360442420553874,0.10587099972370448,0.10578545917662736,0.0,0.0849170753992879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823032115365523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632372323259966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707078597862757,0.0,0.09999818713764064,0.0,0.07827548195210289,0.10832355255216644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782728220493824,0.046914337498487994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409930895865695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666524918204327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059148957862035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065724630653528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839361952145624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273033784732706,0.0,0.0,0.3060869277816069,0.0,0.0,0.10848409226605424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136405193757702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679689782928897,0.10235286873773676,0.07668793324835263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985773639162345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220096244168049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759322025795233,0.0,0.09434683593516888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651965796764709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293719605432955,0.0,0.0,0.056639690434817674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634053382192804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413806386050832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821540117444126,0.0,0.0,0.061838761355996835 adhd,Needheavyhelp,2019/02/25,"Vyvanse I take a 40mg vyvanse for my severe ADHD every day. I recently have been questionning what will my general health look like in 5 to 10 years. Im 18 years old, and even though this drug helps me so much with getting tasks done and acutally make my mental stamina much stronger, the negatives like, my increased heart rate of around 25 to 35 bpm (off the drug im around 68-73 bpm, on it im in 93-103 bpm range) scare me. I havnt been taking them for around 2 weeks and I can tell a difference in work ethic and getting general things done (More procrastinating). I get depperessed thinking about all this, like what is my life gonna come to if I keep on taking this drug? Will I be able to do anything if I stay clean off it? My question at the end of thd day is, Is there any long term effects of taking this drug and is it worth the risk? And, if anyone who is reading this that has ADHD, how do you deal with it? And, do you have any tips for me? Thanks.",4.471633333333337,4.355803430000002,5.129000000000001,87.97533333333334,69.7,8.466666666666667,27.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.364766666666667,746,21,170,9,12,241,119,200,0.039,0.8340000000000001,0.126,0.9388,0,0,4,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,2,9,6,0,2,6,0,19,7,1,3,1,26,33,13,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,6,1,1,0,14,13,0,1,4,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,4,2,20,4,24,25,6,24,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,5,13,103,34,3,0.09978610237386694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984700734971934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357159428509666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977276292225182,0.0,0.08211545992674979,0.2664923609849513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595689152974646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870756186572416,0.10287508995440513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104255238591434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042316554464455,0.0,0.0,0.4628807950515599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883808686189062,0.0,0.0,0.06590777951279396,0.0,0.08407409498928832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640235991255655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606796061490772,0.0,0.11824701176438306,0.06688452102043947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233583418347446,0.0,0.0,0.08869447268434677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048187513230167,0.14625134768745085,0.0,0.0,0.08830756051535434,0.0837951942219722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660799818633982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005609212511026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670853356177244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470872861220462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356654356217048,0.0,0.09981310591032387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852673780910537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990329630254637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272989269766795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635870816715112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001069218059295,0.0,0.08721745172525829,0.09186963638019326,0.0,0.0,0.06629345246929648,0.06393890521495574,0.09803933894060972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004239231940734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264547097491852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851795662578522 adhd,samuswashere,2019/02/25,"Bills and mail... please help! Has anyone figured out a good system for tracking/paying bills on time, or sorting through mail and actually dealing with it in a timely manner in conjunction with a partner? I avoid checking the mail because I find it absurdly stress inducing. I’m fine with sorting through to identify the stuff that matters and the stuff that doesn’t, but then the stuff that matters inevitably sits there forgotten until I get a notice later on that we missed a payment. We’re fortunate to make enough money to cover our bills, but we are constantly late and we are probably throwing tons of money down the drain on late fees. My wife doesn’t have ADHD but she’s also not very organized so she’s super stressed out from feeling like she needs to mentally track all these bills. Of course, I am crap at remembering and I don’t want the burden to fall on her. I need a system so we can help each other stay on top of things. I feel like back in the day, people used to sit down once a month with all their bills, write a bunch of checks and mail them all at once. That seems so gloriously simple. Now most things are electronic and we have to go to a bunch of different websites or call a bunch of different numbers to pay everything. We have some things set up to get paid automatically, but I’m hesitant to have too many automatic payments set up without a system in place to make sure we’re staying on top of things, because the last thing we need is for our account to be over drafted because a large bill comes out the day before we get paid. Today I literally mailed a check for $5. My psychiatrist undercharged me months ago and I’ve been getting this stupid bill for months. I just noticed that it said it was over 120 days late! What if I got sent to a debt collection agency over $5? I don’t think his office would do that over $5, but I really need to get my shit together because that is just ridiculous. 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Any encouraging words would be greatly appreciated :( I’m very upset with myself for making such a stupid mistake, and now I have to start the whole thing over without any of the enthusiasm I had before. 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She diagnosed me with anxiety and has been giving me Paxil and Sertaline. She said it will help with depression as well but to be honest they did not really help with either. Then I asked to be diagnosed with ADHD with another psychiatrist and she said I might have it so she just gave me adderall to try. Now adderall has been making my life better but not like i thought. I thought it would make me focus in school but it rather motivates me to do well in school (I'm a computer science major). But another thing I noticed is that it has been making me really happy and putting me in a good mood and most of the time I get this feeling of ""I can do whatever I want and I can conquer the world"". Is this normal on adderall? or is it just me? I really love this feeling because I usually have really bad days but adderall fixes that and I'm afraid I'm going to get addicted to adderall just to feel good. Any comments are appreciated. 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Hello, everyone. I'm currently taking 50,000IU vitamin d once a week, Pristiq, Deplin, occasionally Lithium, Adderall, and Lunesta (break them in half). I decided that I wanted to start smoking in order to help alleviate some of my underlying suicidal ideation/depression and it helps tremendously but I wanted to share some basic findings for those interested but who haven't quite gone out on the limb or not capable due to legality. For me, sativa and sativa dominant hybrid strains were a nightmare. Pineapple Express made my chest feel super tight, anxious, and I was ready to work but worried about a heart attack despite my pulse being average. I caution those on any sort of stimulation based medications or any meds that change your BP. I'm not a doctor but the feeling alone was enough for me to call it quits. Indica strains and most indica dominant hybrids have proven to be the absolute best thing that has happened to me. Other than the people who introduced me, the strains I've tried have changed my entire life. I can still function, talk to people, my motor skills are sharper... not sure why. This is different for everyone. Everyone will have different reactions and it might not even be something you enjoy but here's my last bit of advice. I told my psychiatrist, psychologist, and therapist about it and they are all three working with each other to monitor my mood, medications, and we were working on a plan to reduce quantities of said medications as this has proven to be a massive benefit to me mentally and chemically. They ran bloodwork again after use and a lot had changed, under their supervision. There is a medication I am required to take my entire life but eventually I dont want to do that... I have a hard time producing endorphins essentially and then folic acid helps carry it over. Anyway, check it out if you want, or not. After three suicide attempts, recently let go after 14 years, and never been happier. I eventually want to work at a brewery and I would love to put this new research to the workforce test. Does anyone else have similar experiences or thoughts? Btw: long time lurker and every time, seriously everytime someone makes a new topic, I relate to it. This community is awesome and it makes my 31 year old ADHD riddled depressive old ass.. more accepting of it and understanding. So thank you everyone for taking the time to read it if you made it this far ",6.3467771105128765,8.347365428246015,6.989070200869747,68.64859736315319,66.6993166287016,10.605950162214398,35.398702284807065,10.702692998642775,4.447558238420652,1969,97,312,58,33,647,258,439,0.09,0.778,0.132,0.9823,3,1,1,0,0,1,59.0,1,5,4,13,9,17,1,3,18,0,31,14,3,7,3,70,59,32,2,8,17,0,4,0,0,3,10,1,0,0,27,22,0,2,7,1,1,4,8,6,0,3,13,6,38,10,49,38,10,42,0,1,0,2,23,12,1,12,24,218,65,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895398816381427,0.07280489532155664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716415043987296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013311743478688,0.0,0.0,0.08416883212982497,0.0,0.052095250240210514,0.07633862305713915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475957823855007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781878334495073,0.0,0.08133957304278833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607738301794666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364475169233503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283411632026206,0.0,0.0,0.15568260495361566,0.0,0.07625847109246175,0.0651993543884533,0.0,0.08731867139032216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223891552105922,0.0,0.0,0.07698302272867219,0.0,0.04920949268300538,0.0,0.062773220290369,0.284768814623802,0.0,0.07287965745604917,0.0,0.0,0.07534338643616932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809572601548383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234260116205646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658840472823391,0.0,0.066741361343422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828814296614415,0.14981630569678298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073107828703522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618585744048635,0.10524940588945864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593410193998155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334102697113211,0.06724318334420376,0.14099584161738635,0.09946461020566026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275765842674268,0.4503324267188968,0.07508297131360353,0.07903745744895957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057462432047286766,0.14391374206939606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563597940206391,0.07934481756562484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330402215033156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748975598413489,0.0,0.15848932674876653,0.07452462124002614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356416524936005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087080212025401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312738656780179,0.0573571727086273,0.0,0.0,0.05273463974736201,0.0,0.059499357418539865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629915717680931,0.0,0.07021957114285557,0.0,0.16805424354185744,0.059883862186679626,0.0,0.06859369611084988,0.0,0.0865054196492502,0.0494974521723303,0.0,0.0,0.05914821843568095,0.17377659740952994,0.0,0.0,0.0711922036559505,0.0,0.050583637246737034,0.0,0.0,0.07756176964640386,0.0,0.06434793144505654,0.0,0.0,0.2197233021225711,0.0,0.05976298319089201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722868606857645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696053478480715,0.07566289492652213,0.0,0.05292583023176405,0.0,0.0,0.0959568580972101 adhd,BigFatRatGut,2019/02/25,"Lost my Doctor / Can't think! I recently had a problem with prescriptions and tried contacting my doctor. I'm currently without medication or prescriptions and called my doctor's office. She's a specialist/nurse-practitioner that I've been seeing for 10 years. I was told by the office that she closed out my account, so I can no longer contact her or get appointments/prescriptions/anything. I have no idea how to even look for a doctor. I could hardly figure out how to post this message. I just need a guiding hand. I'm so lost I don't even know what I'm supposed to do next with even the simplest of actions, so how am I going to figure this out?? &#x200B; Please help!! I've never felt so adrift...",3.1948868778280537,5.582151294117651,4.194411764705883,83.62389140271495,76.5,7.12579185520362,25.9027149321267,8.139509932561175,1.823139819004525,560,21,103,10,13,181,83,136,0.11,0.8240000000000001,0.066,-0.6794,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,11,3,0,0,6,0,10,6,1,3,1,25,24,11,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,7,5,15,0,14,16,0,12,0,2,2,0,9,4,0,2,5,68,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629663918493836,0.17528158501268173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870684476942228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472970975170905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517323168875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905908435552144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28583063014083804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850423818189306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536555104350548,0.0,0.08198155621393292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922117481231335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966888629903912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284259269257445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927695293711609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113508371997693,0.0,0.31493550631660183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531839543313746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696079576913352,0.11125579142018746,0.0,0.15341330227530658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834503090083407,0.0,0.0,0.13815323828095674,0.0,0.0,0.13802937983005306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424311351501429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494991570085078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924306543840724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783866568981956,0.0,0.0979374244056753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390534755991076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528158501268173,0.09289335492286924 adhd,ShesHighAgain,2019/02/25,"Wellbutrin Side Effects It's been a few days now. And I'm feeling really weird consistently after taking the medication. 150mg My bulletin list. Apologies. It's difficulty to focus and finish typing anything. ·Brain fog. I'm here. But I'm not. ·Sense of Time Loss. I don't feel like I'm grasping the sense of and effect of time. ·Unfocused. Out of it. Unable to concentrate. Difficult to finish typing this. ·Body vibrations? Like tingly surges. Headache and light sensitivity. ·Feeling on edge. Slightly irritable. More Anxious and nervous. ·Feeling slow. Almost disoriented. ·Hard to talk. Had a meeting. Could barely discuss the situation. Had to apologize and explain I'm on new meds. ·No motivation. I want to sleep. But sitting on the couch instead because of my child. Gotta watch him. Having slight difficulty doing so. ·Had to drive earlier. I do not think I should drive. Like no. I don't need to. I'm not liking this. My racing thoughts have stopped. But there's nothing in my head now. All normal thoughts are gone. Just empty. Blank",1.4018186423505554,3.2979819680851072,2.8514589665653496,82.5916666666667,112.29787234042551,5.194731509625127,24.68895643363729,6.655083550727371,1.7762913880445803,822,38,136,16,42,266,121,188,0.16399999999999998,0.775,0.061,-0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,4,7,8,0,1,6,0,12,3,2,3,1,32,29,10,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,7,0,1,10,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,6,4,10,4,19,20,3,21,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,1,15,75,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770886511336638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997889455356222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553159555413442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780546232692627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964392862974906,0.0,0.19742188610162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119947510480327,0.0,0.0,0.1140529253255727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576805177942172,0.12634090630052816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842189880747187,0.0,0.18149801644971109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455978041955968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964392862974906,0.17815668499849432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113123594732765,0.0,0.17080179235338244,0.0,0.0,0.17327439647020776,0.1696913117616396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329394888398008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198785599718672,0.1769766417000129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478536188353723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296838136879652,0.1421444658091886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133176493466348,0.0,0.280796582120758,0.20624405897462766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431007709115687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,myshaaf,2019/02/25,"7 year old really struggling with school after ADHD diagnosis This is quite long, but I could really use some advice and thoughts here. My 6 (just about 7) year old is in 1st Grade and was diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago. He had a really, really hard time in kindergarten before we knew what was wrong (long story short, bad divorce between me and his dad, dealing with unknown ADHD and sensory issues) he got kicked out and was really struggling at home and at school. One we got the diagnosis, put him on some medication, it was like a whole new kid. He finally got self confidence back, was finally able to focus and control his emotions and was finally starting to be happy. So now that he’s in 1st Grade, he’s doing much better but seriously starting to hate school because he feels different. He has a huge target on his back because of his previous issues, and because of that he is treated differently. He doesn’t have friends in class, sits and plays alone, etc. Comes home crying almost daily because the teachers make him feel bad for every little thing. It’s important to note that he’s been in a lot of therapy, and has learned some good coping techniques. If he is completely overwhelmed in class, he quietly removes himself and goes and sits on a pillow in class for 5-10 minutes until he can compose himself and comes back. He’s constantly being chastised for this and made to feel like he is doing something wrong. I have a PT conference with the school tomorrow, and want to go in prepared. I’m quite upset about how things are being handled with my kiddo, but up until recently I’ve been trusting the school to handle it properly, but it’s clear that they don’t have the capabilities to deal with ADHD kids. I know a few other moms who are also upset by this and contemplating pulling their kid out. So, does anyone have any advice on how to bring all this up to the school? My end goal is to actually pull him out of this school and find a school that is better suited to dealing with ADHD kids (tried last year, but the ex went mental about it, story for another time). I know the school can’t outright tell us to move him, but I need to get enough to put into writing that moving him is the best option. Thanks all!",6.944236111111113,6.741789766203707,7.217962962962964,75.37333333333333,64.5324074074074,10.07037037037037,32.35185185185185,9.621722640351123,2.9169379629629635,1777,62,326,31,24,578,217,432,0.107,0.7659999999999999,0.126,0.8028,2,1,1,0,1,0,46.0,3,0,2,7,14,23,1,5,18,0,35,2,0,6,3,69,61,32,0,4,8,3,4,2,1,0,2,1,3,5,21,33,0,1,9,1,0,12,3,11,0,1,16,5,25,12,58,41,13,66,0,1,0,0,47,23,0,7,31,207,46,16,0.05928030594520789,0.0,0.0578490273155852,0.0,0.3562170391840433,0.11585605777035765,0.052548414451438194,0.0,0.05936066338167325,0.061396518954375076,0.0,0.04740643924699811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040312640851050185,0.06216056952864285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145016825265605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674868835086454,0.0989931586484301,0.14454689713716676,0.0,0.050443174158530266,0.0,0.062211023785258425,0.10485722649114326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212946906957047,0.06215427292853224,0.06406095101226061,0.06648790382427809,0.047330500614851966,0.0,0.06511663249209068,0.0,0.1833461773200308,0.0,0.0601682626937489,0.0,0.12387060508557175,0.0,0.0,0.05187659521558364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668236527731355,0.05250475574045562,0.06125240266604029,0.06611321117009425,0.0,0.0,0.04994621449746823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992171157938607,0.04234986241202171,0.0,0.1948160326935372,0.05418112568062725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045799817322110685,0.0,0.03097151315197245,0.0,0.03369036398384824,0.049721508091774766,0.14223562807017273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310498799148374,0.05310351028817665,0.058527029281245674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892596056750188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123746475799587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651578116671059,0.048321361382382036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057922726241829876,0.05941444005225765,0.0,0.10492241063813984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050397996230814174,0.0,0.05609245882318937,0.0395700645375459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059718671635305386,0.05974060551600946,0.0,0.0,0.06942837785888087,0.047316974638356636,0.12601116734603934,0.043577845749150704,0.04395559572034245,0.0,0.057253288880849275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440941813738647,0.0,0.04016986949484926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918616161060372,0.0,0.12610380465963966,0.0,0.0,0.18988240973743592,0.0,0.058532150491496425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539953509969358,0.0,0.0,0.061842287655184514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045636875690332535,0.0,0.0,0.08391781132415674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239452938165434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181360028136301,0.05457734115406365,0.06779219617823655,0.0,0.0787664023557091,0.0,0.0,0.04706194124606475,0.069133646232486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024743647531612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130690906052901,0.05119915103218424,0.0,0.0,0.034965060346249896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495343751517883,0.0,0.06618434456605217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962741714550746,0.0,0.11452372034261467 adhd,Jdomek,2019/02/25,"I stopped taking meds after a very long time... I was diagnosed with ADD back in second grade and was medicated until I decided to stop taking it about two years ago (I am almost 24 now). I stopped taking my meds (20mg Focalin XR) because I started to feel zombie like. I would always wake up tired, get energy after taking my meds and then struggle to fall asleep for about a half hour at night. I just didn't feel good. I also felt like I didn't know my non-medicated self after basically non-stop medication for about 16 years. &#x200B; I am able to cope with things like keeping myself on task and organized for the most part, sometimes I notice that parts of my life get a little messy or I totally tune out when someone is talking to me(this happens especially at night). But the biggest issue that I have faced is anxiety, fatigue, and migraines. &#x200B; At first when I stopped taking meds, I was sleeping great!! Feeling refreshed in the morning was a whole new wonderful world. I was getting migraines at night which at first I attributed to just the change in meds (or rather lack there of any). Now, I never feel refreshed. Most nights I get 8-9 hours of sleep and I still feel terrible in the morning. If I don't have caffeine (I choose soda because I don't like coffee or tea and I have an allergy to apples, redbull and monster just aren't my thing) at least every other day I get terrible migraines. And even then if I don't have caffeine I have a hard time functioning throughout the day. On days I do't caffeinate, I often get comments that I look like I'm sleepwalking or a zombie. Before coming off meds I never relied on soda for caffeine. &#x200B; I have also noticed my anxiety has gotten worse, now that I don't have the support of medication to keep me focused. I get anxious about time (how long it will take me to do something, anxiety about showing up late to something), and sometimes social situations(making phone calls, talking to a stranger(specifically asking for help)). &#x200B; I was wondering if anyone else has gone through something like this? Any tips or tricks? I was thinking about adding a vitamin supplement of Rhodiola to my diet to help with energy, but I'm not sure if it will be worth it. &#x200B; It should also be noted, or at least I want you all to know, that since I stopped taking meds I graduated from college and got a big girl job as a Test Engineer, which I've had for almost a year now. I have proved to myself that I could do it on my own. A lot of people have suggested to me that without medicine I would accomplish nothing. &#x200B; **TLDR; Stopped taking my meds after 16ish years, now I can't function/get migraines without caffeine. Is this a thing? SOS.** ",4.3871841453344365,6.321222597302505,5.0535631709331135,80.84047687861273,71.58188824662813,7.4091384530690885,30.08353977429122,8.11559375814309,2.244967850261492,2164,92,387,32,42,696,243,519,0.085,0.851,0.064,-0.7097,1,0,4,0,0,0,97.0,0,1,0,3,26,15,1,1,21,0,42,21,5,2,6,76,82,32,0,11,19,0,7,6,0,5,12,0,0,2,21,16,4,8,14,1,1,3,13,5,0,5,14,8,59,10,66,60,12,74,0,1,1,0,13,23,0,18,54,273,80,6,0.04443293427960148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039387115309022135,0.0,0.08898633071392406,0.0,0.0,0.10659900447066092,0.03697176076878025,0.2888583943683861,0.32394527146037416,0.0604318379607381,0.0,0.10197321931681756,0.050196568404036565,0.0,0.031068540765477843,0.04552679201069503,0.0,0.0,0.041538795546197035,0.0,0.0,0.034166183779661886,0.0,0.05417180865051896,0.0,0.037809154431694574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537099379934558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700415287098437,0.038275038520998506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547608248149334,0.0,0.0,0.08596670029621045,0.0,0.0,0.04509849298787669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371180150810107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02934753403469318,0.0,0.03743666350730575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123331331603091,0.0,0.042662584922996384,0.0,0.0,0.07558926239930804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185714994074878,0.0,0.0,0.03726823716744152,0.03553707656919134,0.04898746690529837,0.0,0.0,0.03929189704143266,0.0,0.039803181596795315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595649184831197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751497986476713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046376439349161504,0.044092831158271686,0.07898806711543807,0.0,0.0,0.0488383573168992,0.0,0.05012228522978119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03138429551966152,0.1302461237688649,0.0445334730988293,0.0,0.07864349722909443,0.037312474074410004,0.0,0.0,0.03777529178775085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441947596696523,0.13428452011478495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685388362398781,0.0429136048063777,0.0,0.16678919540756132,0.0,0.04263459880414202,0.10117438035366356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623307573394407,0.0,0.030804202001299692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046353240916516436,0.0,0.0,0.03675538239335987,0.0,0.08893004642669204,0.045293780926696316,0.037647881024784634,0.1026199308155971,0.08789061629942703,0.0,0.03144985957815958,0.0,0.0354841987120508,0.2600354584298847,0.0,0.04645095033337597,0.0,0.0,0.05042196726639818,0.0418775147163467,0.0,0.2672642946508868,0.07142701896861432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855780153732801,0.028470830163117244,0.0,0.0,0.07772760389588346,0.05106912160571868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043404520433303666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666182417399379,0.026207695855739958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960778433161277,0.0,0.08566352610515691,0.09637124368829936,0.0,0.0,0.0452809560426879,0.06312776333812946,0.0,0.32394527146037416,0.11445341154035685 adhd,Peppiranha,2019/02/25,"PSA: Generics Aren't All The Same Hi! I wanted to remind folks about this as it just bit me in the ass. I have been taking Adderall for around 13 years, and it has been consistently working for me. I take it every day, no breaks (except pregnancy and breastfeeding, which sucked). So when I got my prescription filled a week ago, and realized that the pills were different, I was a little worried. I started taking it 2 days ago (because I had leftovers from the month before) and they aren't doing SHIT for me. I might as well have taken nothing. I called my pharmacy and found out that they switched the manufacturer/brand of generic that they are getting. So what I previously had, Aurobindo, is no longer available at my normal pharmacy. I called some other pharmacy's and found one that has my brand, but now I have hoops to jump through to gain access to the correct pills, all while essentially un-medicated. I am not excited to have to call my Insurance and try to get them to pay for this new prescription, since I'm sure it will go super smoothly. I'm lucky that my doctor is totally on board with giving me what I need, and putting the brand name on my prescription from now on to save me from this in the future. &#x200B; So, PSA: if one brand/manufacturer of your meds works for you, ask your doctor to stick that on your prescription if you have had an issue like this in the past. I didn't know the Zydus manufacturer brand wouldn't do shit for me until today, but here I am. &#x200B;",5.904072796934862,6.4295825413793155,6.155402298850576,79.62704980842912,66.6896551724138,9.340996168582377,29.90421455938697,9.2995712137729,2.4042260536398468,1187,40,231,21,18,380,160,290,0.038,0.841,0.121,0.982,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,5,4,4,11,10,3,0,13,0,27,7,3,0,5,37,46,20,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,19,11,0,0,4,0,1,4,7,3,1,2,12,1,38,7,38,31,6,33,0,0,0,1,16,11,4,5,18,167,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461784497425336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378823538849901,0.26677730406071865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772303211901698,0.10262481535649796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691782690357782,0.0,0.09341044778302936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984587890866465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362776748801233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415915993502881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469152052004,0.0,0.22471874760147573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249018007100916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240725263720712,0.0,0.0,0.11470582334694315,0.10530619193094606,0.06238766767162938,0.0,0.08779710324453255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457658948744495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032947436315725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363052469754413,0.11002339846055888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387057712630544,0.0,0.0,0.11645393749108905,0.0,0.0,0.08762136527761911,0.0,0.0,0.0813967785988872,0.0,0.10602138823785487,0.0,0.0,0.10755620188012674,0.10533208227492807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487727748895114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479266788022656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035420462041144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253649395091268,0.09080702225178908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769931674130842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034616473309748,0.0,0.24761143645307565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040538733622096,0.0,0.0,0.0745300256376223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647481447824696,0.0,0.08805489110384786,0.0,0.09870091699974004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598350286772527,0.11148185076497596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26677730406071865,0.07069150701052129 adhd,lez-dykawitz,2019/02/25,"ADHD and handwriting I’ve always had trouble with my handwriting. It tends to be really inconsistent, it’ll start as half-cursive, then print, then ugly print, then half-cursive, full cursive, etc. I also have a really bad habit of skipping letters and words. I know how to spell! I love spelling, vocab/grammar is a huge interest of mine, but my handwriting is SO weird and always full of errors. It’s rarely an issue when I’m typing, and logically, I know the words and how to spell them and how they should come out. It’s like something gets scrambled on the output. I’m not sure if this is ADHD, if I’m thinking faster than I can write, or if it’s an issue with my processing disorder. Anybody else do this? Any tips for dealing with it?",3.5491149425287354,5.391649606896556,4.7473275862069,82.54834770114945,73.6206896551724,7.591954022988506,26.56609195402299,8.344100000000001,1.877540229885057,583,21,110,10,12,192,89,145,0.136,0.799,0.065,-0.8815,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,3,1,29,21,21,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,11,4,14,17,3,12,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,7,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684057677162409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584213504390226,0.324304612213798,0.0,0.0,0.13252225054813652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271318246590286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786827658343784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090842917505705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233445904487789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279375443159635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173380694060097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181458071541036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067994833420733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141973252216631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520648954521334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588304977504235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496849002860884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002493874848322,0.0,0.0,0.1379341192114115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836681684637344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486856648779587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,343_Guilty_Spork,2019/02/25,"Tinnitus or ear-ringing Sometimes I get ringing in my ears or tinnitus and it can last anywhere from a few seconds to half a day. Thing is usually I have to rub my ear for a while and notice it goes away, but then I just think about the sound of the ringing over and over in my head and it’s like I’ve still got it.... sucks",0.4587142857142865,2.323933728571429,2.3014285714285734,96.37357142857144,83.14285714285714,5.7142857142857135,22.857142857142854,6.868970318607317,0.4910000000000006,251,9,60,3,7,83,48,70,0.05,0.9009999999999999,0.05,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,3,3,3,0,0,9,7,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,6,1,11,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,7,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106895515980977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326454266738484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276932437815487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644790956085533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393783312676357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695525051715185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615560439336243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764871958810879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32705603492864604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640855604845534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969249697164214,0.21188966959915895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642029359963251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,versaceSQL,2019/02/25,"Business owners: how do you do it? Hey r/ADHD, I see a few of you sharing about the self-employed life. I'm an undergrad student in college right now, but I've always planned on being self-employed in some capacity. My dad worked from home later, I've dabbled in consulting, and I can't see myself lasting more than a few years in a nine-to-five. My problem is this: I either overcommit myself and underperform, or undercommit myself and end up bored qnd frustrated. Either way, my work seems to suffer. Currently I am taking 17 credits between two colleges, I have a self-paced internship outside my field of study, and I'm trying to take on extracurriculars and personal projects that relate to my schooling. Sometimes I have a lot of free time. Sometimes I freeze up because there are too many things to do such that I can't choose one. And sometimes I hit a stride. So, self-employed ADHDers, how do you stay organized? How do you decide what to do? And how do you know when you have enough on your plate verses when you need more?",5.584549671434091,6.435796391959804,6.034271356783923,79.06452647854661,67.49246231155779,8.535137224584462,32.3931194433707,8.617729084823388,2.5860039427908776,818,34,151,12,13,264,123,199,0.087,0.856,0.057,-0.8229,4,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,8,0,3,12,7,1,0,8,0,16,1,0,4,0,23,26,16,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,3,25,4,21,24,9,21,0,1,2,0,14,10,0,4,9,107,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768421170439787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609755259058828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505429918611906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357941379274485,0.14416857879093026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995685042628328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668033167931412,0.11373304054247815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985519711219498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862077525548992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145837031449202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345742353097682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454703396476476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182950152987874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350839348295876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915520461741247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120866512485822,0.2223697388935262,0.12702004350457535,0.5822279180810591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139869958529939,0.0,0.0,0.14871710374023733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098137190291674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926954681762466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135925359788643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472960184534214,0.0,0.13629750081932554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074995355330282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031544803319087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985074479262628 adhd,chefboyardeeznuts6,2019/02/25,"Ruining music by listening to songs endlessly until you can't stand them Whenever I stumble upon a new band or genre of music I like, I play it to death. I noticed this awhile ago but I can't help it. I've done it with newer bands like twenty one pilots and also older stuff like CCR and Lynyrd Skynyrd. Any strategies to try and avoid this?",2.818695652173915,4.719716884057976,4.115289855072465,86.04076086956526,75.81159420289855,6.918840579710146,23.09420289855073,7.793537801064563,1.1615681159420292,271,8,53,4,6,89,52,69,0.135,0.726,0.139,0.0806,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,7,4,8,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,8,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804295189818192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298888831293115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151321709847981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237408847998152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120460118411656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636650532945068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553752056251193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601721348880105,0.0,0.0,0.2143702583150865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362150657619742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147842017470295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bobello10000,2019/02/25,Do prescriptions expire? Did a total ADHD thing and forgot to fill my prescription (don’t usually take my meds) it’s been about 2 months and I’m starting to take them more regularly can I still fill that prescription or will it have expired? (TX) ,2.22858156028369,5.067429340425536,3.5330851063829805,83.6841666666667,85.38297872340425,7.388652482269504,22.72695035460993,8.344100000000001,1.9202652482269504,197,7,36,5,6,64,38,47,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154136464550497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839480243906178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27590085273244463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465845376562484,0.0,0.2760428601732587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197834740211009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963976186878354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806933629822759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,simonsayss1,2019/02/25,"New cheap neurofeedback home device Hey, everybody, &#x200B; Do you also think there should be more alternative therapies for ADH/ADHD? Do you have any experience with neurofeedback? Would you like a cheap home training device? &#x200B; two friends and I (together with TU Berlin) want to make neurofeedback easier and more accessible to help more children affected by ADS/ADHS. We are developing a home training device that solves many of the most common problems (less expensive, more entertaining, no sticky electrodes, less susceptible to movement and improved realizable results in everyday life). We are looking for affected parents who are willing to give us feedback in a 15-minute conversation. &#x200B; If you are interested or have ideas or features that you would like to see implemented, please send me a message to &#x200B; [simon.breidert@gmail.com](mailto:simon.breidert@gmail.com) &#x200B; &#x200B; You can also sign up for a waiting list and be the first to enjoy our product :) &#x200B;",11.822115384615381,14.076385698717955,9.555538461538463,54.33946153846156,54.19230769230769,11.881025641025643,45.087179487179476,11.602472056035307,6.127614871794872,843,46,103,22,10,252,102,156,0.052000000000000005,0.748,0.2,0.9753,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,4,6,0,1,3,7,0,0,7,0,15,1,0,4,0,26,22,9,0,6,3,1,0,2,1,4,1,0,3,1,3,8,0,1,3,1,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,12,6,17,16,7,9,0,0,2,0,20,3,0,4,6,74,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828036871507242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417787852664644,0.0,0.4940209903586846,0.5540284338241201,0.044294461558141235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371514405774509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540433305585842,0.0,0.0,0.05032362566470943,0.0,0.0,0.062484030901353724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365903935734173,0.0,0.19600904123668944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353019720713039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600722130371601,0.06364395675146234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469752383178747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347853838173527,0.066037304725936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290839671804503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232540811805764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149936117074858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062326000535021624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190466345855467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448826879523675,0.0,0.0,0.04173628123003269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636280453039209,0.0,0.07835014217703361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384186818002698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925409645243251,0.0,0.5540284338241201,0.0 adhd,throwaway78956747,2019/02/25,"AMA: Just did two ""all-nighters"" in a row (got 3 hours sleep), to get through this work I've let pile up!!!! Barely touched it, especially tonight, I did almost nothing. Just wrote poetry and had like a hundred cigarettes. It's 4.30am here, getting ready for work soon. Kill me.",2.1056410256410243,4.756979307692311,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,82.84615384615384,5.7743589743589725,25.974358974358967,7.1686216300943375,1.1682974358974354,212,9,44,3,6,64,46,52,0.08900000000000001,0.794,0.11699999999999999,-0.4344,0,0,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,8,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,2,1,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28799515356880623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30052378724643497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002422376157716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28323327710579305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181926412618885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940958950142313,0.0,0.14050941725400154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698980818719279,0.0,0.2759650326389297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28781299523263426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809485777755235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41876015315669335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Oblik3,2019/02/25,"Accepting that I literally never feel like doing anything. And I just have to essentially force myself to function everyday. All I want to do is reddit, youtube, google every single thing that crosses my mind, (maladaptively) daydream, and it doesn’t help that I’m always limerent for someone. Anything else takes an immense amount of mental energy. Even if I want to do the thing. The frustration/anger I feel with having to things can be so intense that I just succumb to it. I hate that I have to be extra strict and impose structure so I don’t spiral out into weeks of 12 hour days of just consuming media. What the fuck man. And yes I’m medicated. The medication does jack shit unless I impose and stick to structure (which is the point, I’m not expecting super powers). But I remember the first week of meds... just internally screaming at myself would get me going.",3.4830392156862766,6.247053919753089,4.661038489469863,78.61820261437913,77.7037037037037,7.021641249092232,25.57879448075527,8.124751697461798,2.011218881626726,693,26,116,13,17,227,105,162,0.138,0.7759999999999999,0.086,-0.8913,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,3,0,7,1,14,4,1,0,2,27,26,10,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,3,15,3,18,23,4,13,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,8,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434499832943071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837397801936658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111832514413851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086774195961833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144017448251613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386807605227126,0.0,0.1452538002802505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743404775987914,0.12316205579511352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664271058420936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593803249299562,0.09007149052270616,0.0,0.09797846444852984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020856350675706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555558057902288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977853013432018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422556337722914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149669768692068,0.3473482060649947,0.1737378912406572,0.0,0.17407409296745138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132964926597762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297301183842067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529473850256526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696534858347732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607332168587947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962277764712524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436031957081544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033710840119238,0.0,0.2765765523708093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246747798807102,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blackblizzard95,2019/02/25,"Made spotify playlist, want to share it with you Hey everyone, I made this playlist a couple of weeks ago to help me focus while doing homework, my problem was that when I heard music with lyrics on it, it made me sing them and loose focus. So I chose songs with no lyrics and compiled them here: [Songs w/o lyrics to work/study/do homework to](https://open.spotify.com/user/22ndxa6flvvprbovfoccaxrtq/playlist/63wrf0bNScjhoo8mIWwzK9?si=0wKY-gXyTQ60xOfEYmUYEw) If you like it or it helps, feel free to follow, and if you have any song suggestions, please let me know, I might add them. 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I wasted all of last week doing nothing on it. All I want to work on today is one of my 84733737 comic projects I do for fun. I should start my prototype today and finish it tomorrow and gather all the info to turn in even if I don't get a grade, but I know I'll get home and do nothing for like 3 hrs or more today. Any suggestions?",6.3197560975609735,4.602189715447157,6.891178861788621,82.16896341463416,66.47967479674796,9.826016260162604,30.256097560975608,8.344100000000001,1.9194292682926828,457,12,101,5,6,151,74,123,0.037000000000000005,0.878,0.085,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,4,19,20,7,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,12,3,15,17,7,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,13,65,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.16307773094139347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364225646147474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207525107178936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746188077144889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676275012678461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184068058578726,0.13621902278925507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328548989988442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391182954807405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206979747715233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323978074333245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912681030011814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365662292237803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6336125847639513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177045391204727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971346094512167,0.0,0.13404759801493402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24331983611864985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271132667936546,0.0,0.0 adhd,appleye4,2019/02/25,"This sub is a bit ironic None of us have the wherewithal to read giant walls of text. And our natural inclination is to write huge rambling stories. 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So I’m restarting Wellbutrin after being off of it for a year, but I’m not experiencing the ‘honeymoon’ phase that I had the first time. Is that normal? I’m also in the throes of SSRI withdrawal and think that may possibly be affecting it.",5.6320588235294125,7.703852941176471,6.50406862745098,71.14080882352944,68.60784313725489,9.805882352941175,32.357843137254896,10.125756701596842,3.768172549019608,224,10,36,6,4,74,36,51,0.0,0.968,0.032,0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665716866185322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899035016165384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491216513827592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167621419975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29371569511785034,0.0,0.0,0.2672889770257958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951860126363158 adhd,lcfilm,2019/02/25,"Scared about medicine helping... too much So I’ve been on Adderall XR 20mg since getting diagnosed little over a month ago. I’ve been extremely wary about taking it on non-school days because I want to be able to avoid a dependence as much as possible but, yesterday I didn’t take it and had a lot of homework, most of which I didn’t get done despite pulling an all-nighter. I just felt horribly depressed and unmotivated. I called my girlfriend and we talked for a bit, which made me a little happier/motivated, but then we got in a mini-argument and she fell asleep over the phone, leading to me getting a minute amount of work done and then laying down for an unsuccessful 3 hours of sleep. When I got up, I took an Adderall because I figured I’m already starting the new day, and I got more done in the next hour than in the last 12. Is the medicine making me depressed and lazy when I’m off it? I’m genuinely scared that I will need it for the rest of my life and I want to avoid having a tolerance/dependence on it, but the positive change on motivation and inspiration has changed my life in many ways in the last month (including... yknow... actually being able to get a girlfriend and be an extrovert) and I can’t see a future where I’m actually better off without it. Any advice would be appreciated. Even if it means quitting for the worse of my life but the better of my health. TLDR Medicine changed my life but now I feel even more ADD without it. With complete caution to my health and well being, should I drop it or can I find some kind of win-win scenario?",7.7194230769230785,6.183060557692312,7.763666666666667,76.44800000000002,63.615384615384606,11.14051282051282,37.46666666666667,10.047579312681364,3.4772151282051293,1242,52,253,22,15,403,167,312,0.127,0.779,0.094,-0.8875,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,0,6,12,11,0,4,24,0,21,9,2,5,0,47,45,26,0,6,10,0,2,0,2,3,7,0,1,0,12,16,0,2,7,0,0,4,5,6,1,0,14,3,28,5,41,23,10,43,0,2,1,0,9,18,0,6,19,165,40,4,0.1838718720339455,0.0,0.1794324232687156,0.0,0.0,0.08983873264924787,0.08149566018208658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145359152660123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251958910912052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208658655487902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261972862483615,0.1003702309318668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938768697271936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176809010761445,0.0,0.09639307975941593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858214612144917,0.0,0.15836857395274387,0.09331303982097744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224714606172696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144563734149508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648557161597785,0.0,0.08827291605632039,0.0,0.08402777995960016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213092821217115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205886996210825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195447201735715,0.0,0.0,0.06162271998581821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107675578534968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573712987867793,0.0,0.14988011675951254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597482819097083,0.0,0.18428792065200827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816064514144637,0.0,0.08699200557719611,0.06136795118557219,0.09320860920546553,0.0,0.10014518626567044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676477401751112,0.0,0.1351669825137026,0.0681693316405699,0.0,0.08879229989427068,0.09777491094450458,0.08627564804082445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364395423091638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778518457210036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840878206134036,0.09304407547454946,0.07326103801976537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605035631298865,0.0,0.0920023310504636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507272870447911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824876463271055,0.07389462289908127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214420767664203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845239408155516,0.07297446674469228,0.0,0.0,0.08266144754131126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724592315766854,0.0,0.06693045637206949,0.0,0.09369057310804384,0.06530865117559059,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VictorEightman,2019/02/25,"Started medication(concerta) today. Any tips? I’m 19(M) Old guy in the Finnish army and finally got my medication today after a year of diagnose stuffs and other things. I literally cried earlier today after feeling the peace first time in my life and now I feel just a bit slower. I’m calmer than ever before and my mind feels maybe a bit dull. This is a bit scary even when it’s everything I’ve hoped since I found out that I’m Not just stupid or lazy and that I have ADHD. Therefore I ask for tips, advices and peer support. 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Hi all, I haven't been to the psychiatrist in 2 years, I stopped taking Concerta and Ritalin (short acting and long acting) because I couldn't deal with the side effects (very hungry or not hungry at all, diarrhea, not being able to be socially normal, sweating, over talkative) But I have started taking them recently again because it's the only way I can complete long academic essays. I don't know if these side effects are what we just have to deal with or if there's other medicines that will work for me. How do you all manage it? Should I go back to the psychiatrist? 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I didn’t find out I had ADD until beginning of 2018 and am not medicated. I’ve gone through a lot of emotional trauma the last year along with moving cities and creating a new environment for myself. One thing I’ve realized is that emotional trauma tends to occupy my mind and take over my day to day actions. For example, I was enrolled in my last semester before transferring and moving. I was so confident in passing this last class and getting my associates. I showed up to each class and did required work. Then a traumatic event happened causing a lot of change and I stopped attending classes/doing work. I spent most days wallowing on the event. Eventually I explained to the professor what happened and she allowed me to make up work but I knew it wouldn’t be enough. I knew I should’ve just gotten myself up and into that class, faced it head on and earned my associates. Instead I let this emotional instability take over and failed myself. The professor passed me, I received my associates and walked the stage last May (The first in my family to do so). However, I didn’t feel as though it was truly earned. I already have a difficult time focusing on one task at a time, time management, remembering things without writing them down etc, which often makes day to day tasks a little crazy. So when these emotional events happen and I know what I need to do but I don’t do it, it’s frustrating. I get in the way of myself and my success but wallowing and I feel like I’m not in control. I just don’t like the idea of me being the reason I don’t make it anywhere in life. I have goals and the ambition to follow through but when events happen and depression/anxiety sets in I let myself down time and time again. I hope I’m not alone in this and that there’s better ways I can cope with it and be the best me I can be. 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Hi everyone. :) I discovered this subreddit a little over a year ago thanks to an old friend, and reading all of your posts really made me think about how it all sounded super similar to my own life experiences. I was diagnosed with combined presentation ADHD, and it feels like a whole new world to me! I feel like I have my life back. 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I got diagnosed about three years ago and i have been on medicine all that time except this summer when i changed so i took a pause while i was working wich was kinda nice that it worked. Anyways that is not the case the rest of the year when i study and that is kinda where my problem start. I study at a distance so i set my own times and i can do my work whenever i feel like it. Its kinda nice if i want to sleep in incase i couldnt fall asleeep or if some of the guys want to hit the gym in the morning i can just change my schedule according to that. Right now this is working out but im guessing that wont be the case in a few months when i either start to work or study. I found [this video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tpB-B8BXk0&t=654s) in a comment here on this subreddit and the guy is talking about programs and books a bit in the end and kinda finish the whole thing with recomending [this](https://www.amazon.com/Cognitive-Behavioral-Therapy-Adult-ADHD-Dysfunction-ebook/dp/B00FP52KIA) along with some other stuff but to me it felt like this was his favorite. The book seem to be written for psychiatrist and not patients but many reviews still recomend the read but im a bit sceptical i dont really want a book full of terms i wont understand and they explain what i should tell myself to do. But then on the other hand why would i want to read someones take on that one in a ""third person"" book thats written for people with adhd when i can skip one and just read the real deal instead. The thing is that i wonder if someone have had any experience with anything like this? A program or mind exercises maybe meditation or apps to help with your life/adhd because i feel like if i should start this at some point now is kinda the right time when it doesnt matter if i fuck it up. To summarize i want recomendations of what to do to improve. How to plan out my days maybe. If i should think or meditate on stuff, write on my hand anything so i can start having stricter days. And like i said in the beginning feel free to recomend books or other things that worked for or have helped you with this. Sorry if the english is a bit scuffed i rewrote this a few times and i dont want to rewrite it again so i wont read it.",3.626534842845324,5.214362731854841,3.858306451612904,90.05249172870144,72.89112903225806,6.861373035566584,25.217948717948712,7.419758726546812,1.0081547353184457,1969,62,413,22,39,609,214,496,0.034,0.857,0.109,0.9919,0,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,5,1,7,24,12,2,0,32,0,38,6,3,2,1,93,73,45,0,20,28,1,7,5,0,7,2,1,0,3,39,22,0,0,13,13,2,3,10,3,0,4,13,8,47,11,56,49,17,61,0,0,0,1,23,25,1,29,37,288,86,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38994808733111735,0.0,0.05752435019548347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031229757999019,0.0,0.044129941765675806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680397272436863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039558597616075816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254134148097995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729786145436168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370213683993971,0.06690255593348993,0.0,0.06586574019369539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152109867799717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057476557336158175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347849139489409,0.0,0.0,0.13124881961567403,0.09272014547160157,0.06230812934891033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115259329380763,0.0,0.05999318060020144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380284118048176,0.0,0.07148772748512949,0.12850993250264836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304906390061346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401926651096824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167267985721264,0.15851892123649747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579202702560258,0.13038888928875375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552413857734403,0.0,0.051797532764818605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794730209277839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044989121176114116,0.056662676371497266,0.0,0.0,0.06134552264514464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620945074699177,0.0,0.06523609294891118,0.07269579638838825,0.0,0.3245563092105396,0.0738632384187421,0.04157256635704105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108377316238158,0.06172876985944695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907678786675586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494056613963084,0.0,0.1649526660073681,0.049958341206745686,0.0,0.07264318499142776,0.2296604767547455,0.0,0.05182419319372112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857552320512513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048791986794488686,0.052159098480980125,0.05671995470440599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724499648580418,0.041581263106215315,0.0,0.0,0.1513601549231653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209928921003936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755663101244919,0.0,0.05604732177806382,0.0,0.0,0.2679319020131141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855647129883632,0.1449029986544886,0.0,0.0,0.07037445021303901,0.2834603218739305,0.0,0.0,0.04609862307545465,0.0,0.0,0.08357883123528925 adhd,MicrosoftExcel2016,2019/02/25,"Worried I’m basically finishing my second trial of meds. First, generic metadate, now, generic concerta. I noticed no difference and I can’t focus any better than before. No side effects either. On either! Has anyone else had trouble with genetics? How many meds did you go through until you found “the one”?",3.7965873015873015,7.0409096111111165,5.118571428571432,72.105,82.51851851851849,6.789417989417991,31.78835978835979,7.957251820313856,3.3305693121693114,245,13,33,5,7,81,47,54,0.172,0.778,0.05,-0.7229,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,0,5,1,6,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684601630400838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321371050042322,0.2538215306241861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079406269619214,0.0,0.0,0.21909089925286807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588178532596139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694081408987752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107130925943392,0.0,0.2716155287637971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407867132934554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511522824644018,0.0,0.0,0.5503289080031412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820343247036574,0.0,0.0,0.16786354407800866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515747734581491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,treesforjake93,2019/02/25,How do you describe your ADHD to others? I have a few friends that have asked what it’s like living with ADHD. I always say it’s like flipping through channels on the tv with the volume up and half the channels are just static. How do you describe what adhd is your life?,2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,77.18181818181819,4.4,23.72727272727273,3.1291,0.11783636363636375,215,7,42,0,5,68,38,55,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,6,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8491442612576698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959706870557907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017848577912927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196140633251515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635404502951276,0.2301253878689253,0.0,0.20796760466614395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729417333027928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ben_Tobith,2019/02/25,"How to lose an entire day with ADHD? Start up a game of Civilization. It’s actually to the point where I think I need to uninstall it. I lose literally an entire day without eating, drinking, showering, using the bathroom, or doing anything else productive if I start one up. Be warned. 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I take my script the same time every morning minus weekends per doctor recommendation. So somedays I don’t feel any differently, some days I can really tell. So I decided to see what was inside the capsules. THERE WERE DIFFERENT AMOUNTS?!? Some capsules had almost nothing in them. Some I could shake and tell there was something in there. Has this happened to anyone else?? I talked to the pharmacist she said they they come from the manufacturer, that they don’t fill the capsules at the pharmacy. 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I’m newly diagnosed (3-4 months) with ADHD-C, and I’m still just learning to deal with a lot of my symptoms... but I find it very challenging to actually make progress, when I’m constantly getting reminded and feeling the consequences of my shortcomings... I live with my fiancé/co-parent and I’m constantly hurting his feelings, but I don’t know how to stop yet.... and he can’t take it lightly anymore, as it’s not exactly any new problems... But I seriously can’t take it anymore... It’s gotten to a point, where I go from 0(feeling calm) to 100(feeling like I’m going to explode and throwing stuff around) if he just SOUNDS hurt or mad and I literally can’t fight it anymore... I don’t know what to do... 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It’s not that I want to be like everyone else, far from it. I just sometimes wish I wasn’t so damn different is all. I’m in my dream job, so I can’t complain on that front. I work in a job where every shift it’s likely I’ve never met any of the colleagues I’ll be working with that day before. Which has its perks, don’t get me wrong; if someone’s a jackass I hopefully never have to see them again. The issue I have is I spend half my time trying my best to fit in, knowing fully well it’d be impossible to explain why I am the way I am to each new person. Mainly because it’d take up my whole shift to be honest! I spend the other half over thinking my behaviour, worrying that they’ll all see me for how odd I am. My job has this really fun thing *note sarcasm* where I get performance rated every single shift by my manager (who, like I said, I may have only met for the first time that day). 1 to 5 on whether they’d want to work with me again. Brilliant for the self-esteem! I’m not putting this out there looking for sympathy, I’m just trying to figure out ways/coping mechanisms for how to get by in work, being the way I am. I’m seeing an occupational therapist through the NHS which I’m hoping will help but I was hoping to find out people’s tried and tested methods for keeping your head above water in the workplace. 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I'm on Vyvanse and it really helps during school, but i can't take it in the evening when i have more time to read. I've debated bringing my book to school but most of my free time is taken up by socialisation and i don't want to lose that. Advice? Preferably nothing that involves me staying up till midnight to catch any night-frenzy focus, lol",7.017755102040818,5.969050979591838,7.466244897959182,76.44304081632656,64.71428571428572,9.880816326530613,34.906122448979595,8.841846274778883,2.872017959183674,388,15,75,5,5,128,71,98,0.013999999999999999,0.8490000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9193,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,12,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,4,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,9,2,16,10,2,15,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,48,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282013666177224,0.16584214060543245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722619173171246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385905161832999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356979757513335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774570921943086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963128939132678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540107988012372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662923271980417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930351180153586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556932628366215,0.0,0.17951589178487273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614156045246445,0.0,0.11985330336950754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786858984362085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941081516812886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406668220830302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818492524925984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540408150702977,0.0,0.18275769941858236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034929435556932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047847767299799 adhd,hanarada,2019/02/25,"8 Key Executive functions https://twitter.com/haddireland/status/1099980749875359745 I think its pretty good btw although its mainly aimed for kids - Some of them can be still applicable to us adults. 1) Impulse control 2) Emotional control 3) Flexible thinking 4) Working memory 5) Self-monitoring 6) Planning and prioritisation 7) Task initiation 8) Organisation",9.47862745098039,14.02643490196079,8.36901960784314,45.153921568627474,82.33333333333333,10.109803921568627,39.0,9.150863307647796,6.202270588235295,304,17,31,10,9,94,49,51,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132237770337243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075086560479385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929291824596085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27811936746811305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851884255258371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183166173852127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503337012510721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32883494280602465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901933447413464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,3lawrence,2019/02/25,"Feel really down when I’m bored Does anyone else get sad when they have nothing to do? No upcoming plans or trips, nothing to look forward to? I get in such a lull :(. And I’m not talking about needing to get things done like cleaning, bills, grocery shopping -That itself stresses me out and takes me much more will power than the normal person to complete! Just wondering if any other ADD/ADHDers out there experience this and if you have any tips or words of wisdom Thanks :) ",2.8520000000000003,5.6070946444444445,3.2600000000000016,87.72000000000004,80.33333333333334,5.377777777777778,24.555555555555557,6.742157984588678,1.0366888888888892,378,14,68,4,10,117,71,90,0.081,0.778,0.141,0.7303,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,6,6,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,16,9,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,5,3,12,14,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,5,4,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405996820246579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722836783033759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399834399317576,0.20512701265313932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099043091444085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751950488104335,0.2048725639846587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724015053363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958325395252906,0.0,0.0,0.10122637246976866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137863463770355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780687041043884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811631137514424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716892620552266,0.1484446445591666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615201526473744,0.3841917034832716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480560054744038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282522798728303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293266953316657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052435041355958,0.16091196388611195,0.0,0.1843158732313556,0.0,0.0,0.13300298186479054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710672386937166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IgorLobo,2019/02/25,"Emotional instability on Wellbutrin? I've been taking it for 5 days now(half a pill of 150mg for the first 7 days), and I've been really unstable and crying a lot, and really easily, it feels like a rollercoaster, it gets really bad then it just stops suddenly, and then it comes back. Is it normal?",3.534827586206898,5.573479379310349,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,74.17241379310343,10.846896551724136,23.66896551724138,10.793553405168565,3.095382068965517,236,7,45,9,5,82,40,58,0.193,0.6970000000000001,0.11,-0.7283,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982266693620432,0.21697915945066928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385351327720215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28545310357396186,0.3351870850170818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29231683816533005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139721075172925,0.18564995146071525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210438265768726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577045085502795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126958515362443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093071904082487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461573955753963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994348242462085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172615185677452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953886058740719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EatTheMachine,2019/02/25,"Asking for Accomodations for a New Job Offer I was recently offered a job. I am trying to decide whether to accept the job and my biggest concern is the work environment. The layout is very short and small cubicles that are not going to block out any distractions. I recently went through all of the assessment testing was not formally diagnosed with ADHD but my my treatment recommendations did include working in a distraction free environment (which is a whole other confusing mess) so I think I qualify for accomodations. How do I approach this with the potential employer?",9.08743333333333,10.118057410000006,9.672,55.40433333333334,59.9,13.466666666666667,43.66666666666667,12.745084868956482,6.5448666666666675,471,27,66,17,6,159,71,100,0.073,0.847,0.08,0.1786,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,3,9,0,9,1,0,1,1,16,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,4,0,9,3,12,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,53,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24734952476318384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996119583859085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240915697840089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889780030196628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696935581172553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127186183710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877732166105924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064347859552737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318778832686241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397348131901464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698188546358638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079248264791715,0.0,0.22978499586480666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996714100442127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,velvetchablis,2019/02/25,"I'm never gonna get my damn driver's license I just had to rant a little bit. I failed my driver's test today. It feels like I've been training for this thing for forever. I've taken more lessons than any of my friends. I turned 18 in December, and now it's almost March! My friends have all been joking about how I'm never gonna get my license, and I wanted to prove them wrong by passing the test and finally getting my license today. But no, I was really out of it, I was so fixated on passing it that I wasn't able to concentrate. The examiner was talking (which was really distracting) and we got to an intersection. I checked each direction but when I was about to turn there was suddenly a car coming from the right and the examiner had to brake because I didn't see it. It was so embarrassing. Obviously it was all my fault and I need to concentrate more while driving and practise more, but I just felt so... stupid. My RSD kicked in straight away and I just wanted to cry. When we got back my mum was really shocked that I didn't pass and went ""what?? how could you not pass?"" and when I called my dad he sounded disappointed. When I tell my friends they will all probably laugh and joke about it. But I actually feel really bad about it, I feel so stupid and useless. It feels like I'm never gonna get my license. 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I have managed to eke out a niche for myself at work where I can avoid interaction with other people most of the time, listen to music, and do low impact tasks. I change the price labels. Doing this every day saves me from the stress of dealing with my coworkers, but I feel like some kind of phantom that just sweeps through the store, doing his best to go unnoticed. Sometimes I think working with the rest of my team might do me some good, but I find it impossible to relate to most of them. They immediately annoy me, I become a snarky asshole, and then I feel bad about it later. There is very little room for advancement in my position, and I have to admit I'm not really interested in progressing with this company, or any company. I think about the sun rising without me every day (I go to work very early.)I think about the simple power of waking up to the light of a new day, having a moment to collect myself instead of stumbling into yesterday's jeans to make the time clock, and being able to decide what I want to do with this day of my fucking life. I know it would take all of about five seconds for the dread to set in if my meager income were interrupted, but for a moment, I would be free, and just feeling that for a second almost seems worth it. I am coming detached from the core mission that is instilled in so many of us from birth: gather resources via work, and secure the things you need for yourself. I'm finding it very hard to care, to the point of ignoring even basic self-preservation. I've been poor for most of my adult life, despite coming from a middle class background and having a college degree (English, admittedly.) I'm sure the rabbit hole can get much deeper, but financial insecurity doesnt scare me anymore. It's daily life. I can't tell what is existential struggling, and what is mental illness. I want every day to be a choice, and more days to be adventures. I want to absorb the sun and radiate light back into the lives of people I love, not entomb myself in a situation I'm not built for, just so they can feel safe knowing I am safe. I feel like this is a good point to mention that I'm almost 30, and while I recognize that I sound like a drunk romantic poet or something, I'm not reacting to the initial pains of adult life. I've been at it for a decade or more, I've been out and seen some things, done some wild shit here and there, and I though I would just naturally fall in line one day, but I'm not, and I don't think i want to. Is this ADHD? Is this another disorder? Is this life? Help.",6.9511239495798325,5.979554301470588,7.409569327731093,76.54404411764708,64.80882352941177,9.977310924369748,31.744747899159666,9.04235418022936,2.5193394957983197,2156,67,419,30,28,711,257,544,0.10800000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.136,0.9494,3,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,1,3,10,19,30,3,6,32,0,38,12,2,2,2,96,79,31,0,9,20,0,6,3,0,4,7,2,2,2,26,30,1,6,18,2,6,9,9,13,0,4,7,11,50,18,81,64,15,56,0,1,1,2,19,24,2,15,25,293,76,10,0.07331380174666345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810894266861839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468263645851248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985589922511618,0.07687591347950877,0.0,0.0,0.07270759132649526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637378815227475,0.06121396213891921,0.0,0.16193866811263882,0.0,0.0,0.07693831183099853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474830698947606,0.0,0.0775562811847707,0.12630669711420006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42553203324395,0.07558331040257815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402396841158795,0.0,0.0,0.0750254731951274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484230746147394,0.0,0.3088501998495271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534830498190344,0.10475078923321322,0.0,0.0,0.1340149732098901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677774283519278,0.11491030649116155,0.0,0.08333184609970617,0.1229842771106742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567476606679029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049140695922173225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275263572837416,0.0,0.0,0.07634504268737936,0.08058269623682328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589185316018476,0.10745226093075837,0.07347968957694559,0.06473743011341701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616856843829015,0.0,0.04893753195689828,0.07432868791492117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388306857043815,0.07777435796918925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053894079877942695,0.05436125503934211,0.0,0.07080692657414242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049679329439641526,0.0,0.0780110540658064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016531181252302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386104795310317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696669870609682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339990524453256,0.0,0.0,0.06674213163633531,0.07648228436781272,0.0,0.07525556394530973,0.0,0.08240778489112931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644054637286556,0.07250922455650674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061293621034944165,0.08398071219932311,0.07664350371856155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909739051302555,0.0,0.05512285489828757,0.0,0.06407949416320091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741286443328816,0.18790609551077567,0.0720304379815939,0.05820296935572799,0.08549973474491099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881874766109163,0.0,0.0,0.18147469345033684,0.17296951906114855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067188867466724,0.0,0.266866604173678,0.0,0.0,0.15624006385529066,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,danqueray,2019/02/25,"How to deal with ADHD symptoms in lectures I just began university today and although my lecture was 30 min I struggled to pay attention and found myself really fidgety and losing focus a whole heap. My lectures are normally 1.5 hours but are just 30 min this week to ease the new students into it, and I’m really worried how I can focus in lectures when they’re so long. I type my notes as I found today I didn’t have enough desk space to write and I always find I get distracted with hand writing notes in classes as I tend to get distracted by the pen and paper. Luckily my lectures are recorded so anything I miss I can catch up on at my own pace later, but I was wondering if anyone had tips on how to kind of retain somewhat focus in lectures and to stop getting so fidgety? Thank you!",8.636094032549726,6.333342645569623,8.971084990958412,70.94651898734179,62.41772151898734,11.307052441229658,39.02712477396022,9.606745405546679,3.7553985533453886,630,26,115,9,7,211,98,158,0.149,0.759,0.09300000000000001,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,3,3,0,10,2,1,3,0,29,21,20,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,7,1,19,2,22,14,4,23,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,3,12,80,21,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105887210762397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580284495258916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252274541269052,0.0,0.14419683512120904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806512731886011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810562623539162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015424177476295,0.0,0.0,0.3842545741294389,0.0,0.0,0.2746465199731795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256323170610752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824718855214728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507032116665573,0.0,0.19603411612135094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923526328841915,0.0,0.0,0.1716851896208853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450971976565887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649756168822944,0.0,0.18318523566442185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182127876031294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132541693826322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33218928646976303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055647570243776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563461238912055,0.0,0.0,0.19002613358407366,0.0,0.17795145564180254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brewlife11,2019/02/25,"Just been told by my doctor that ADHD/ADD doesn’t exist in adulthood, and I just lack “control” Really feel like I’ve hit a wall with trying to get help. I sat almost in tears today as my gp told me that they can’t provide an assessment because they don’t do it on the NHS, and even if they did there’s no help. She also told me that only children can be diagnosed with it and because I’m not hyperactive I don’t display the symptoms. When I first came in I said to her ADD, and she had no idea what I was talking about. I just don’t know what to do, this is the second time I’ve tried, the first time they said they couldn’t afford to find the assessment and now they flat out tell me that it’s not a real thing. I now have to manage by control my thoughts and focus by using breathing techniques and mindfulness apparently :/ I think the worst part was when she told me that it’s just who I am and I have to learn how to cope with it, because I can’t “keep behind the rest of the world” Sorry I just needed to let it out, has anyone else been through a situation like this? I don’t know what to say, I just left in tears and now I’m sat at my office desk just wanting to go home 🤷🏼‍♀️ TLDR; My doctors won’t help me and I don’t know what to do next ",2.180036496350368,2.962367989051097,3.8785474452554745,91.65650729927007,75.31386861313868,6.647883211678832,22.45912408759124,6.742157984588678,0.3598370802919706,975,24,231,8,20,328,138,274,0.07,0.8759999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.2701,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,4,17,3,0,0,12,0,27,5,1,4,0,48,51,16,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,1,1,19,17,0,3,9,0,0,2,14,1,0,3,16,4,36,2,30,30,4,24,0,0,0,0,24,11,0,2,13,162,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833743700862824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526402625436867,0.0,0.0,0.09205181928069783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048618410819841,0.1179417402087986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050628982378145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165287725087774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582068007806521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683218845147172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356358138546798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615795663183167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602774283054119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820205915198767,0.08223317218579533,0.0,0.0,0.10520661894878963,0.1958215976732905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060139174694409374,0.0,0.06541852428071802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231463381155124,0.0,0.11546270088863815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299429115031092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231327181075772,0.0,0.0,0.18978102551815187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506516965520525,0.11770572019755718,0.0,0.11247190071538407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622625789790128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535111722993606,0.0,0.0,0.12241865491907587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754481456281363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465073769133775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310180947666702,0.07374112691596292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898811891851327,0.09153849500243533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129386205373879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128853972545897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964127731642844,0.0,0.09251944342032978,0.1006094582327096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647263483828931,0.07375655314871238,0.0,0.09138288762862301,0.1342407911307423,0.0,0.10910891679548962,0.43996247520457504,0.0,0.1563015407942399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994163466609278,0.0,0.0,0.06789367578024749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ColouredPants,2019/02/25,"Trying to describe the first time taking meds reminded me of a line from limitless ""I wasn't high, I wasn't wired. Just clear. I knew what I needed to do and how to do it."" And I would add ""for the first time in my life.""",-0.24312499999999915,1.5741692708333341,1.9206666666666656,98.39100000000002,85.45833333333334,5.506666666666668,15.85,6.742157984588678,-0.5142550000000004,167,3,42,2,5,56,35,48,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.2924,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,9,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,7,0,7,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613610970450928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34864165065741737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330744077093397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665330375638115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244675752682598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810365401776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848276118300368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403454331038927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440809816540656,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abbyvander,2019/02/25,"Struggling with meds:’( So Iv been taking meds for ADHD for 4 years now, and last semester after being on 40mg of vyvanse for 2 years, i started getting really aversive symptoms like extreme anxiety where i would get spontaneous feelings of panic in the worst possible times which would occasionally escalate into full blown panic attacks, my heart rate would be racing the whole time i was on them (100-150 resting bpm) and i completely lost my appetite so i would eat a granola bar and bowl of cereal and that would be my food for the day.. i went to the doctor and she switched my meds and dosage 4 times in 3/4 months (different dosages of vyvanse, concerta and adderall) which fucked up my body so much now iv been on adderall since christmas (prescribed 20mg in the am and 5mg at lunch) but i try to function without it as best i can and only take it as needed, but yesterday i took it and had another panic attack and im really not sure what to do😭 (i only took 20 in the morning i didnt even take the full amount i was prescribed) i am 10000x more productive when i take medication, ADHD prevents me from accomplishing anything and it makes me so frustrated i just want to scream and cry, but i dont think i can handle these side effects so i really dont know what to do does anyone have any similar stories or advice?? 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The story is from a talk radio show. [Listen to the clip here](http://www.702.co.za/articles/339079/cutting-edge-adhd-screening-tool-in-the-works-from-stellenbosch-university). 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As in, spending hours googling symptoms and reading articles, tweets and blogs about the disorder? Sometimes I even research obsessively about how hyperfocus actually works for adhd people and if I actually indeed have adhd and then realise the absolute irony in what I’m doing. Super curious to hear if others also find themselves doing this for hours on end 😆",9.456351351351351,11.519853013513515,9.954972972972973,50.05083783783786,59.405405405405396,11.865945945945947,40.47567567567568,11.602472056035307,5.950100540540541,369,19,42,11,5,124,54,74,0.069,0.846,0.085,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,5,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,11,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,33,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.2971176379212237,0.0,0.7318246835319969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174179847903285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644583542849392,0.15598213789759172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744738168155715,0.0,0.13322135348762473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271723108777572,0.0,0.13483449704462136,0.0,0.0,0.10054938858152801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913948798412978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157923821451732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984044678931626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055401681555609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227560154348938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056371892292544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822983604936625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082845976213268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,germann12346,2019/02/25,"Just a rant. Lost self I've always been told by some friends and some family that it seems like I might have ADD. Of course I would brush it off, because I firmly believed I was just a defective human and there was no real reason why I am the way I am. (I always picture Michael Scott asking Toby 'why are you the way you are?' lol. but that's besides the point.) Lately though, I feel as though there must be an actual explanation. The main reason I finally post here today is because I have been on a steep downward spiral I feel I no longer have any control over. For example, I have a midterm for one of my classes on Wednesday, for which I have not studied whatsoever (not to mention that in the past 7 weeks I haven't stepped into that class even once.....). I'm scared and confused because I'm failing my 3 classes and barely have enough to support my small household (girlfriend, kid, 2 cats) and am doing almost nothing about it. I'll sit down and study or apply to new jobs, but end up wasting most of the time browsing random things on the internet. I don't want to let everybody down. I cannot do that to the people I love and who trust me. I just need some direction, from anyone really. I have never seen any psychologist, psychiatrist, or therapist though I know that would only benefit. I just want to know where to go and see if maybe someone can help me before I destroy everything I love, and ultimately, myself... Sigh. I just want to crawl under a bridge and fall asleep forever to be forgotten. That was way too long but also way too brief... TLDR; I might have ADD, if not something else, but don't know where to get help. Might just be a lazy shit. Idk",4.341276679841897,5.3535548272727285,5.166864295125169,83.57377470355733,70.42424242424242,8.042160737812912,27.681159420289852,8.321376580360154,1.7910171277997369,1303,44,260,19,23,424,188,330,0.133,0.758,0.11,-0.4213,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,0,3,19,15,2,2,15,1,36,4,2,3,2,58,58,23,0,9,17,0,2,1,2,6,0,0,0,3,13,13,0,1,8,0,0,4,10,7,1,1,8,5,34,7,31,40,6,37,0,2,2,2,15,16,1,15,12,178,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.09711511852499087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965280537189217,0.0,0.0,0.07958443175205579,0.16561373642843832,0.0,0.0,0.13535117446133418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695852322767233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930358061679304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819955714810312,0.0,0.08468240633430033,0.11212259862317962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161779134414897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313443880611954,0.0,0.08814332433012771,0.10282859748707247,0.0,0.06573063691560084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944027502669259,0.0,0.09381662288083924,0.0,0.10063848472752014,0.0,0.0,0.10901699926827876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688728564778145,0.0,0.0519939973103365,0.0,0.05655831814755567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334095064032604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875616370421728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407731200975367,0.0,0.1122605302348148,0.0,0.0,0.101763799228391,0.0,0.0486194209764217,0.0,0.0,0.08807021325927751,0.0,0.0,0.10863554795016613,0.0,0.1796375873215808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997911053028234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167183078949307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379126471617592,0.07675434253139543,0.09611501167127227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549011275443152,0.0,0.0,0.10598331968461484,0.0674359071906936,0.07568785032455692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500109990802287,0.06899318405521439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940765861651658,0.0,0.09531064259648032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327316182037545,0.06375371750630594,0.20464195967751936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963478279008993,0.0,0.07930288474004965,0.0905973620317336,0.10381887776135153,0.0,0.10215369818880216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432119698222297,0.07661374438672504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293173794568118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155479567087722,0.06611527328568388,0.0,0.2933275057506591,0.0,0.058029690035288274,0.0,0.09433133652440673,0.09509362187240904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176094714327791,0.31597071958819906,0.07982725963908002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959885840532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138932717029376,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zekahu,2019/02/25,"Tired of Reminding myself. First of all, glad I finally found this sub. I have been reading some and it gives me mixed feelings. Recognition and relief are the good ones. Less so is the feeling of sadness for all the senseless self hate and loathing I, as many of you share, have felt all my life. But to the title of my post: To try and limit the amount of forgetfullnes in my life, I have developed the habit of making a mental list of things I shouldnt forget. I then regularly (but involuntarily) keep repeating this list throughout the day. This is usually fine, even though I have to internally prioritize things I do not give a flying fuck about. Just to try and appease people around me. This makes mundane things I do not care about very stressfull. Beside that I started a business last year. Thanks to learning about myself and practice, forced by a burnout at 25yrs old. I now have the ability to separate the two parts of my life, making my stress go down considerably. It sucks however when I am forced to engage in personal matters at work and vice versa. Something most people probably experience, but the flood caused by it usually takes me a couple of minutes to recover from physically. Does anyone experience this? How can I learn to cope better? (physical lists are a no go for me, too afraid to let go)",5.487845528455285,7.107296239837402,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113822,68.3089430894309,9.20650406504065,30.333333333333336,9.586721724236666,2.8685626016260173,1049,41,189,23,18,336,151,246,0.084,0.813,0.10300000000000001,0.1893,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,5,12,15,3,2,16,0,16,5,0,5,3,36,36,16,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,12,8,0,2,7,1,0,3,4,6,0,3,3,3,25,9,35,31,8,23,0,1,0,1,6,6,2,2,13,136,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542224388634848,0.0,0.0,0.10875483259502372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804708342768383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455774402810325,0.12549950958577036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517583682557696,0.0,0.07878782693443279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069094615367456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069037515144836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390061990242207,0.0,0.0,0.12354295452459753,0.0,0.1172998037347056,0.1338283482653239,0.0,0.10391547605347554,0.0,0.13395018139354434,0.0,0.1129417362286362,0.0,0.23438808695009375,0.2082915421215733,0.10246816767361308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206149547748981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858794405856992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958268665560176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249243811089044,0.2588712131334496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446429420687479,0.123858506715811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311594353973927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819407141018727,0.0,0.08278375054972005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322953229012393,0.0,0.1693909009722939,0.10667180810774904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700254048824335,0.0,0.13171705402371245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222003991102728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744717817236806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940503860362678,0.0,0.0,0.0864706712605606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994227394198827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185463493488692,0.0,0.0,0.11247527195338054,0.0,0.0,0.2434876545398037,0.0,0.1200287901852642,0.0,0.0,0.1404133845163614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165887207667702,0.0,0.11933973849018124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691001282387964,0.10080084898577492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893927772034778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867176083378087 adhd,stimul4nt,2019/02/25,"Does the Effectiveness of Methylphenidate change over time? The first few weeks or months of use were pretty good, I had extreme focus and just wanted to be productive. But nowadays, when I take it I usually regret it because it feels like I get less productive, it feels like my thinking or processing speed is slowed down and on top of that I get very tired or even have brain fog. I have always taken small dosages 10mg - 30mg Ritalin max. I also go weeks without taking it now, because I have grown to dislike it. Am I the only one??",4.22701923076923,5.838414586538463,4.570384615384615,85.4496153846154,71.40384615384616,7.507692307692308,27.42307692307693,8.07648339933343,1.7073500000000004,423,15,82,6,8,133,74,104,0.08,0.794,0.126,0.5923,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,0,8,3,1,2,0,15,19,8,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,2,10,3,9,15,2,17,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,12,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453460036256772,0.16079182831420566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559559985467285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157206447457299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442314678364015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910632895337208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763372790014335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954167124911332,0.2761025365838215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643705283353747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192068772037736,0.0,0.10982320159477303,0.1620812173289969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881539077538706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424296534921078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094496924056814,0.14696833846407542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965953679984465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905860695192448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382090385634305,0.0,0.0,0.11268026624485268,0.2221018762059602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689800941255775,0.2128274436762717,0.15944390030913005,0.11397843232030852,0.0,0.31001223216110985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627723830130533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,J-IP,2019/02/25,"Curious about confirmation bias I've never found a single place on the internet like this subreddit where I feel as connected with people. The typical ""anyone else feel/do this?"" threads are interesting. Despite the person describing a situation that's different from mine or doing things not as I would do them the underlying behaviour described is more often than not spot on. It's not like yeah I also feel like that kinda but more like constant whoah that's a 100%. &#x200B; But this got me thinking about confirmation bias. In my case I feel like a clear majority of topics here hits home on a fundamental level. Like 90%+ level of majority but at the same time is doesn't make us immune of this. My primary concern about this is that I'm wondering if there are any risks around this? Do we risk shooting ourselves in the our feet? Bah, just by writing this I probably got an answer to my thoughts. Even if it's a lot of confirmation bias it probably won't do any harm. If someone find themself here and feel that this fits they can either benefit from all the great tips or maybe go see a professional and get a diagnosis which may or may not be correct so all in all there probably isn't any big danger. Unless of course someone starts to watch for ""symptoms"" and subconsciously starts to develop the patterns but again they will probably see a professional sooner or alter then. Going to let the post stay even if I'm happy with this thoughts because I'm curious if anyone else have anything interesting viewpoints.",5.391167464114833,7.3120957228070225,6.06507974481659,74.65245215311005,68.96491228070175,9.53269537480064,31.200159489633172,9.910423181423305,3.3068245614035083,1231,52,214,31,22,401,162,285,0.045,0.785,0.17,0.991,1,0,0,1,0,0,28.0,3,0,3,0,16,15,1,2,19,1,20,3,1,1,6,53,43,22,0,6,20,0,4,6,0,5,2,0,1,1,19,7,0,0,11,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,5,7,16,11,31,30,11,26,0,0,3,0,8,15,0,15,13,148,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262907947409708,0.0,0.1119527492003672,0.12555135816547114,0.21079392109605144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444946847375925,0.2117376386730388,0.08502778876206774,0.09198128341380983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298604810335652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165777258230812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079527827305478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262979705745946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649056485075434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612214842034152,0.1476310055149989,0.0,0.0,0.0944373087490236,0.0,0.0,0.11329068606974807,0.0,0.0,0.05398312259508978,0.0,0.11744411971666617,0.0,0.16527711147176602,0.1139163348547031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999153597663283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364354298016278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565695914278572,0.0,0.3028766740983777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784334158054036,0.0,0.0,0.06897033524143183,0.0,0.10380399392049232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969072002383074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163264426175983,0.09021952937355132,0.1079527827305478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895692522336066,0.0,0.4456079196665164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467352273433694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161417898117727,0.0,0.0,0.17509411661069296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462681359607727,0.11013085452008724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739438599921942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864463376197066,0.0662065795057931,0.0,0.1640572439185089,0.06024972176369399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428742486049005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205170995658399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339921699724601,0.0,0.12555135816547114,0.0 adhd,procrastinaterebate,2019/02/25,"Project isn’t done... ...but I’m so glad I was able to spend the past 24 hours doing 200 years worth of genealogy research on dead people I’m barely even related to instead. So useful. So practical Why am I me.",-0.613920265780731,1.5346588372093066,2.1731561461794016,90.42325581395352,100.16279069767441,5.247840531561463,20.096345514950173,6.868970318607317,0.7262717607973426,162,6,34,3,7,56,36,43,0.091,0.7190000000000001,0.19,0.5660000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,8,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,19,3,2,0.3829172274637114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918572697171393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529132173613994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37709633625010863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655378216015295,0.2654665917480249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307175401533945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455232388212608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465861400521807 adhd,ExcellentQuantity,2019/02/25,"Made the choice to medicate my ADHD child Hi folks, I'm an ADHD adult (31F, inattentive type) and have a 7 year old ADHD boy (combined type). After 2 years of behavioral therapy, school interventions, and assessment we have finally gotten access to meds. He started on 5mg methylphenidate. Overall it's been fine but yesterday he hit THREE KIDS at school! THREE! He has had a problem with hitting when he gets upset but it's been getting better, even before the meds. WTF? This morning I made sure he had an extra huge breakfast and we bumped his dose up to 10mg. We had been discussing it before, but after yesterday's incident, I feel so helpless and lost. The only thing we have control over at this point is the meds. We have tried literally everything else to help him at school but I can't be there to MAKE him stop, ya know? **Were any of you medicated as kids? What would you wish had been done differently if you could go back and do it again?**",1.92458992094862,4.596414690217394,3.0631225296442715,87.99808300395256,84.16304347826087,6.388932806324111,22.49407114624506,7.686295010490155,1.2337260869565223,749,26,146,14,22,240,122,184,0.13,0.78,0.09,-0.8998,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,5,4,0,3,6,7,0,1,8,0,21,4,0,4,1,28,36,13,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,8,11,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,14,1,16,3,17,17,1,22,0,2,0,0,25,8,0,1,13,89,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43657111668500254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234368702658433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310885251820593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607317495694624,0.0,0.0,0.1070920988848766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580998485782325,0.0966785565808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265107187426326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391460548942823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115311134056568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997718550691227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882568317090617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122550411706947,0.0,0.0,0.13264549353266145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652649550540776,0.0,0.0688168457618037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116243309569053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654655137922474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218136593155935,0.0,0.0,0.2291519372771604,0.0808268806288472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035029161598575,0.2439659373817897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270610157756204,0.0,0.0,0.0920925390362341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446687475810392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158644331851296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676411988496176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570639191270324,0.0,0.0,0.10123461467293887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412358391265168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847416758359288,0.0,0.08044518849252665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221049881080733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924470792824492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601712213982989,0.0,0.0,0.15595282581223172 adhd,xk1lluaAx,2019/02/25,"This is very likely one of the best communities on reddit I lurked here for a while on a few accounts, only just started posting recently. I have now begun to boot subs out of my list because they seem like shit by comparison. Keep up the good work everyone, it makes a huge difference imo to feel positively supported out here in the wild west that is the internet.",9.884095238095234,7.458548171428577,9.861428571428572,65.92023809523812,60.14285714285714,13.904761904761903,40.476190476190474,12.45797560212912,4.938619047619048,292,12,54,8,3,97,58,70,0.045,0.732,0.222,0.9186,0,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,1,0,7,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,9,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,5,12,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,7,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042533325618424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761795492154446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495551264086504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514691844742301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306611517598846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073360725422414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339166312870488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571420859109677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566730012559426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833007358029646,0.2001518253375761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520430823174465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984756324139785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957910422430595,0.0,0.0,0.2701391183630804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627231873448316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986409759485426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171419233511688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159011079743446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChibiReddit,2019/02/25,"Mentality towards meds Hi all, I just recently started with meds (Ritalin) and I'm super conflicted about it. I love that it helps, the positive effect is absolutely amazing, no fidgeting, calm, can focus, finally grip on emotions etc. But... I also hate the dependency, the effect on blood pressure, heart rate etc... It creeps me out bad :( I'm mortified that it might end up killing me... Anyone else had these thoughts at first and found ways to ""accept"" the meds? 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How do I start this journey or have I already? I get so confused when it comes to this topic and I’m not sure why, And then finally I just don’t do anything about it. I guess I’m seeking answers from people who’ve been where I’m at maybe some help some tips",2.4307420924574217,4.268641021897814,3.418704379562044,90.88649939172753,76.73722627737226,6.318491484184915,23.82542579075426,7.1686216300943375,0.8174433090024333,528,17,112,6,12,169,90,137,0.05,0.8640000000000001,0.086,0.35700000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,6,0,11,1,1,1,3,27,27,11,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,5,0,12,4,14,21,4,23,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,11,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840683555497921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726249182516967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421790332592025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436837488512356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596812743901755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827216517018169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886955174632045,0.0,0.2614389259718571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183749412296696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118530106368526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180277170691168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881580821624736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717779031613422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757339070409855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842082380278112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473607209995728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653084745356982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563837411918584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685658789980003,0.0,0.1646952419818013,0.17908117359849307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361243201652576,0.0,0.1332069905855875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572073742973861,0.0,0.12541311933772695,0.13406781875671234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162950766509212,0.0,0.0,0.2648417232775344,0.09726263685628367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29994712828485903,0.0,0.15051138937893502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143265561351448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GarbageTimeline,2019/02/25,"Still having euphoria after 4 months? So I heard that eventually the euphoria that you get from stimulants fades away, but it's been 4 months and my 20mg of Adderall XR still gives me euphoria daily. I also became hypomanic on Zoloft before I started taking stimulants. Could my euphoria actually be hypomania? I am not diagnosed with Bipolar, but I did become hypomanic on Zoloft and met the criteria for BP, but my psychiatrists thought I was more ADHD than bipolar",8.221071428571427,8.967376107142858,9.364380952380957,57.847285714285746,61.73809523809525,13.386666666666667,39.41904761904762,12.688352899677879,5.873721904761906,379,19,57,14,5,131,61,84,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,2,0,11,14,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,11,0,9,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.24771100690932005,0.0,0.3050660851155349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029955790924022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384908277197907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803460920859629,0.2159989552520158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026704079373261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576420318105784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326208073737728,0.243506245591353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052249787236207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966910167159242,0.0,0.4054335498882713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085592262136686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015204298867999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allcomingupmilhouse,2019/02/25,What accommodations would you ask for? I’ve just started grad school (distance learning through a very well known public university). I also have a full time job. I was considering at least letting the disability services group know about my ADHD in case it ever becomes an issue. But I have no idea what type of accommodation I’d even ask for. What would you ask for in my situation? Anything? Nothing?,3.4656925418569244,6.567776178082196,4.707579908675804,75.75838660578387,81.73972602739727,6.5321156773211575,28.659056316590558,7.793537801064563,2.317753120243531,323,15,54,6,9,106,57,73,0.032,0.92,0.048,0.2853,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,1,9,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,39,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867561819063024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588183600005717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342883221759624,0.0,0.5569856000086384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933535093094225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117178481907174,0.1796428211159012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419241965976686,0.0,0.20728420710890372,0.19707738830523996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914399978744607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307941321027287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905596706548921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099128653783266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323192637307795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140568342413356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580380735090105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386374766414105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856301547057918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215595146459377,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DoctahBuddha,2019/02/25,"I am sorry for not understanding hey all. Not sure if this is appropriate to post or not but here goes. For the majority of my adult life many friends & family have always said ""ugh, I can never get anything done. I have such bad adhd!"". I've heard similar things from colleagues & coworkers as well. So when I started going out with my SO she told me she has adhd & takes medication for it. It took me a very long time to realize that she really does think differently. Her mind just works differently than mine. I'm pretty linear, & she isn't. There were many times I just didn't understand her, many times I didn't want to. She tried desperately for me to understand. Sending me articles, sending me short stories trying to help me understand where she was coming from. I understood a little too late. I spent a great deal of time the last couple of weeks reading through this sub, watching videos, & I want to apologize to all of you. I am sorry I was an asshole & dismissed what you were going through. I am sorry I didn't give you that extra step to gather your thoughts. I am sorry I rushed you in the dressing room. I am sorry I always got mad at how late you were. I am sorry I got annoyed when you forgot your phone upstairs. I am sorry I rushed you when you were trying to choose a restaurant. I am sorry I got angry when you lost your train of thought. I am sorry I always I interrupted you mid sentence & you forgot what you were saying. I am sorry I didn't sit down & truly try and talk to you. I am sorry I made you feel like there was something wrong with you. I am so sorry to all of you. You have the biggest of hearts & I am sorry I let you down. I'm sorry I didn't realize all of this sooner. Forgive me for being an ignorant fuck. Sorry again if this inappropriate to post. I love all of you. Keep on pushing. 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To give some kind of relative context without overextending myself, I'm an SJW type who has what a friend called ""an overdeveloped sense of justice"". I can keep myself in relative check in group situations (work, volunteer) for maybe 6 months at most before things overwhelm me (usually unethical stuff, a racist coworker, etc), and I end up shooting off my mouth in a really unbecoming manner, which leads to discipline, being asked to resign, or other negative repercussions. (I also end up being a squeaky wheel, a know-it-all, a master of no skills, the absolute opposite of a brown-noser, or just struggle with tardiness/illness, which when combined with the above spells disaster.) I really can't think of an appropriate word/trait to describe this to my healthcare team. Help? ==== Bit more context: * the longest I've held a job in my 19 years working is 4y8m, and I've had 15 different jobs in that time * I've quit 3 of those for outright abuses by management * I've been fired/let go earlier than contract or season-end (ie. when I was working construction) in **at least 8** of those * I've been asked to resign from 2 volunteer boards",3.820617283950618,6.610394567901237,4.905326748971195,77.20623703703704,76.57201646090535,8.990880658436215,29.473086419753088,9.490545024520769,3.3853691851851853,1052,48,178,31,25,344,164,243,0.154,0.821,0.025,-0.9814,3,0,1,1,1,0,68.0,0,2,0,9,5,10,1,3,15,0,12,2,2,1,0,17,21,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,3,1,1,1,2,4,8,0,0,5,0,13,2,33,14,6,22,0,4,0,0,12,11,1,5,9,105,27,9,0.0,0.16785230808140034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329110179526293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648791668202892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054823921060685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466374503036984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893158281879798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801193206130694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764249153792352,0.0,0.15799622700321558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094516240591145,0.0,0.07401519508714463,0.1358999589075524,0.08051265853837147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495644837595472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811654075757127,0.125920197800474,0.0,0.14752444931153494,0.07785651476452217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448641736033823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848921023876086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232360951918804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307730079595425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506803632311389,0.0,0.0,0.1815111006216808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265933727917787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923971822019808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090622289202751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810117699045447,0.1621748974479465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411730398937668,0.09077453586613296,0.0,0.0,0.08260720565822946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560262590370312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656199658212895,0.0,0.3094059346975993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122894600673163 adhd,gallopingwalloper,2019/02/25,"Weed and ADD I feel like weed helps me focus in the short term, but I don’t know about the long-term effect smoking has on my ADD. I’m concerned it’s making it worse but it’s so hard to quit because it makes it better too. 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I was prescribed Adderall a few days ago and have been taking 5mg daily for the last few days. I usually drink a bit of coffee an hour or two later. I've noticed towards the end of the day (usually \~6 hours after I took it) I seem to have more visual snow in my eyesight. Like if I look at a blank wall it will look... not quite right, almost like it's brighter or something. It doesn't really happen when I would assume I would be ""peaking"" on it, a few hours into it, but always \~6 hours or more later. Is this normal or something I should be concerned about? It's not really a problem for me, just unexpected. I just want to make sure this isn't a sign of the Adderall posing other problems on my health or anything.",3.3459259259259246,4.510679086419753,4.607098765432099,86.07694444444445,72.95061728395059,6.6345679012345675,25.84567901234568,6.816661863887847,1.0575086419753088,620,20,125,5,12,205,93,162,0.024,0.888,0.08800000000000001,0.7633,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,11,0,15,2,0,1,1,27,24,9,0,9,11,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,2,15,3,18,13,6,27,0,0,2,0,0,10,0,9,18,88,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185554288286238,0.0,0.1339246669234803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128519867734517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005939870601383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601312196463515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587602300558538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131017587002543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845692962067095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987539132311464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826882133127802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421629493114131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268411197617829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901869790125347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306805109194913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462149511798854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927473871472212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310401072292562,0.0,0.1522677143932817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559486873291539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422525379158744,0.0,0.0,0.17135885638747791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421610812115805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175494196040113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592436229892336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260515444332688,0.0,0.10055837046683112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859380630094127,0.0,0.0,0.1306478398506213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945988561958892,0.0,0.07888530542056943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001490702797094,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Awkward_Pass,2019/02/25,"Current job unbearably stressful, but am afraid ADHD would lead to failure in a new position X-post reddit jobs I have a checkered work history due to ADHD as well as other mental and physical conditions, but for the first time in my life, I am getting a living wage and am not at risk of getting terminated. However, for many reasons my job is an unhealthy level of stress and just not sustainable in the long-run, so I am seeking to get out. I have been interviewing for other opportunities, but now as I am reaching the offer stage, I am experiencing some job search remorse. I am scared that if I were to take a new position that I would get fired, which makes me wonder if I should just tough it out at my current workplace. I have worked so hard to gain (precarious) financial stability, and I don’t want to squander it. I initially really struggled with this job and almost didn’t pass the probationary period due to being slow to complete tasks, making careless errors, and being highly disorganized. I got several warnings, and thought I would never last. However, I have good interpersonal skills and subject matter knowledge, which is what helped me squeak through through the probation by the skin of my teeth. Fast forward a year, and overall, I am doing well in my role. Coworkers know that I am a good source of information, and I am a valued member of the team. For the first time, I have a job I am doing well at. However, there are a few key problems with my job. We are chronically shortstaffed, and I am always stuck coming in early or staying late. I’m pursuing grad school part-time, so this is a problem. I am making very slow progress toward my Master’s because of all the overtime I have to work. My grades haven’t been what they could be, if I had a job where I could just work 40 hours and leave on time. My job is an extremely dysfunctional environment where policies change on a whim, we don’t have the resources we need, and we are floating from crisis to crisis. There isn’t enough time most days for me to have lunch or go to the bathroom. My job also has an extremely abysmal PTO package, and lack of personal time it’s taking a toll on me. Benefits at my current workplace are also horrible, and the health plan doesn’t cover basic prescriptions until you meet the sky high deductible. This isn’t to say it’s all awful- my coworkers are fantastic and understanding of my brain glitches- but I know I am capable of landing a job in a more stable organization with more competitive pay/benefits. Because I am getting burnt out and am seeking better compensation, I initiated a job search a few months ago. It’s finally paying off, and I am making it to final-round interviews. I foresee offers coming in this week, but I am now feeling remorse. What if I start a new job, only to get fired for my disorganization, absentmindedness, or slowness? A few years back, I was applying for SSI. I never thought I’d be able to hold down a job - yet here I am, with a “stable” job and doing well. I have worked so hard to get to this point, and I will be devastated financially and emotionally if I try to venture out for a better opportunity, only to find myself without any income if I get fired in a new role. I think that the dysfunctional atmosphere of my current job somehow works in my favor. My hyperactivity and disorganization flies under the radar because of the constant state of crisis. My brain concentrates (fairly) well in a state of chaos because of the constant stimulation. The adrenaline of constantly being bombarded with emergencies keeps me (for the most part) from spacing out. This is not to say, however, that this is a healthy state for me long-term. I had to go to the ER on one occasion due to the toll this has placed on my body and mind. I do worry, that in a more functional workplace my oddities might garner more negative attention. (When I say odd, I do mean visibly odd. I have collapsing spells as a result of cataplexy, stim a lot, routinely get lost on my way to work due to a learning disability, and spill things all over on a daily basis. The sort of things that might result in a write-up for being careless or erratic at other workplaces). My coworkers here are all very understanding of my issues, to an extent that I never experienced before. What are your thoughts - is it worth taking the gamble of a higher paying position in a less stressful environment? Has anyone faced a conundrum like this before? 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Idk what to do here, guys! I’m female, 19, ADHD-C, diagnosed since I was like 8 and medicated since I was 15. I have been on Ritalin (I cant remember why but my body didn’t react well), Vyvanse, (made me incredibly short tempered and angry), Concerta (worked for 2 years and then stopped while making me nauseous and my heart race/pound) and now I’m at the highest dose of Strattera while also taking 2mg of the booster Intuniv. And I *still* don’t feel right! I feel like my concentration and mental skills are only at about 75-80%. I honestly can’t remember what it was like to feel completely awake and alert and focused. Even when I get hyper focused my brain is still going a million different ways and is never on a select few things. My psychiatrist has always been great but has been slacking in the past year or so. My therapist is awesome but can’t help me with the meds. I’m about to head to college full-time and I’ve been struggling with my massage program. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’ve tried so many things but I just cant feel normal and functioning! I always feel like it could be better and I have no idea what to do about it. I’m going crazy! Has anyone else had problems like this? How did you resolve them? TL;DR— been on tons of different meds, still don’t feel like I’m at 100%. Dont know what to do! 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The past is a foreign country... if one were half asleep, half drunk, half oblivious half stupid all of the time. It's hard to describe, ADHD does it's own thing making you question if you're not still a little kid or brain damaged, or just never awake in the present.",5.787499999999998,7.1338905277777815,5.267666666666667,82.944,67.33333333333333,7.982222222222222,29.677777777777766,8.238735603445708,2.000457777777778,306,11,57,4,5,93,53,72,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,3,4,2,1,3,15,5,5,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,6,2,2,3,0,4,3,3,9,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,6,7,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241483293057306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073963061266366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010942173611695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360318263792132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397515245976475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637740183876193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416141319293916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905096279742883,0.0,0.27032804949041744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003869690998214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995956240448677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802296144690816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827677322091432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574761178560932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021456151782133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215396948813571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918849269191398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727459287465206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,extremecaffeination,2019/02/25,"My professor called my writing ADHD and now I can't write papers This happened like a year ago but its still effecting me so much. My perfectionism is just wildin out now and I can't seem to finish anything in a normal amount of time now without worrying ill be seen as dumb which is \*surprise\* not super sustainable. ANYWAY MAYBE IF YOU'RE AN EDUCATOR DON'T USE THE DSM TO GRADE YOUR STUDENTS' WORK THX",2.0722077922077946,4.94271803896104,3.0776623376623387,85.46506493506496,89.38961038961041,6.436363636363637,22.584415584415584,7.686295010490155,1.5702051948051956,327,12,59,7,11,104,66,77,0.099,0.73,0.171,0.6517,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,14,10,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,7,8,2,10,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,9,40,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33411808713291496,0.0,0.2464421095436559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878134439059766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388277070500834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458463362673513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582330689299754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793018332947429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437184162261268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723941094851645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530929628491391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202186470002705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211185243013904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401143196980019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679950019018927,0.0,0.2023970702758729,0.28233610830483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903151806863074 adhd,YousaTurkey,2019/02/25,"I’m pretty sure I have ADHD but don’t think I need to see a doctor. Am I crazy? I’ve always been pretty good at school/work and don’t have trouble making decisions. I pretty much never get tired and have a hard time not multi tasking and thinking about a dozen things at the same time. Recently my girlfriend and all my close coworkers basically told me that I display tendencies of someone with ADHD because of my energy and distractibility. I looked up a bunch of information online and I seem to fit the description of someone with ADHD. Also, ADD/ADHD runs in my family and my mother and siblings are medicated. I want to handle the situation properly but am confused my creativity and energy that comes from the disorder is a large part of why I’ve been able to be successful this far in life and an concerned that meds will change this. I don’t want that. Looking for advice...can someone tell me why I should go see a doctor if I already live a normal life? 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Me, her father, and her half-brother all have it so I’m not surprised but I’m struggling with the idea of medication for her. I know how much it helps me and her dad, my son isn’t on anything because of his dad but it helped him too when he was on it so I know that putting her on something is smart. But we homeschool and it feels like I am taking the easy road instead of working around it, even though I know it’s beneficial in the long run and it’s a real problem that needs to be addressed. So I’m right to consider medication, right?",1.4106493506493507,3.6896686363636384,3.2841125541125566,88.31045454545458,82.33333333333333,5.892640692640692,24.58008658008658,7.1686216300943375,1.0916086580086586,508,20,105,7,14,170,85,132,0.064,0.805,0.131,0.8803,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,4,0,8,2,0,1,1,22,19,15,0,2,4,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,16,3,13,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,4,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290982154417364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687087812578293,0.16969963479395986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620526441414733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590821821755951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638741453568424,0.13618492148805464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959543778282297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555483109966921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519618823651496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142930446817476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313137607004937,0.0,0.0,0.16870007883468802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840759872559281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401337611024209,0.14134849586751566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240557284760045,0.0,0.19163412980528505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697678047735064,0.12212139350287378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32559111512021016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675500648341655,0.0,0.0,0.13492771753829294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928612687096128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332878485158976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729137246754568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877969914389068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,soulreaper9000,2019/02/25,"Trouble reading Recently I've had trouble reading books. I've had trouble before but not this much until now. I used to be able to read for hours at a time but now I can only read 2-3 pages before drifting off. Does anyone else have trouble with this? If so, did yall have an easy time reading at one point? And does anyone have any suggestions on how I should deal with it?",1.3661363636363646,3.575533064935069,2.7221915584415584,92.68900162337664,81.98701298701299,4.888961038961039,22.61201298701299,5.985473137389443,0.3307935064935066,294,10,61,2,8,95,53,77,0.124,0.826,0.05,-0.5845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,10,10,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,10,5,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,39,7,6,0.15123051933803466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284193906534353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114877908117418,0.15495353865776354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573720666052041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559120249276935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468569319439955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633369343053427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893159847967036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111718325200306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247771378005538,0.1150176246647723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429617227981629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7563572223216586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932189326051498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636746397925754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061461267457602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZaCurry71,2019/02/25,"Does anyone else obsess over the past? Like, nostalgia overload even with memories made with the last few months? I have this crush with a close friend, and sometimes she always plays music when we're in the car goin places. Even if I don't like the song, I'll save it for later cuz my when I hear the song the memory becomes stronger in my head when I replay it. I listen to music nonstop to remind me of home, my friend, and other things, is this an ADHD thing or just a me thing?",6.489081632653066,5.3090677040816345,6.382571428571428,84.21242857142856,65.83673469387756,9.064489795918368,26.742857142857147,7.554174236665415,1.2515077551020406,377,7,80,3,5,119,69,98,0.081,0.753,0.166,0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,9,0,3,1,1,2,0,12,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,8,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,11,6,10,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456957440623691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010948304333706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294838272861196,0.20947173985017545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257866247700129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890579701227988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078240867438765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005983699072283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158978644214343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981321923431964,0.0,0.23041741852877606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506881448523104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666449317829657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975697056359112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344496319462784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318112290727346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515999508754733,0.0,0.0,0.2135950637964228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219522944226115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40746022168600937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hdorsettcase,2019/02/25,"Collecting is an ADHD symptom My therapist was telling me about how my collecting is one of the symptoms of ADHD. He said its about the desire to have something, the immediate gratification of having it, and the something about having things in sets/groups. Also was the tendency to complete a collection then move on to another, its never about getting the one thing you want and being satisfied. When I was little I used to collect rocks, stamps, coins, and baseball cards. Now I'm more into video games and toys. I used to spend at least an hour a day browsing online trying to find deals. I've been reducing that to every other day. There's defiantly a 'drive' in me to have things, especially sets of things. It feels wired not to be looking for something. Anyone else have that feeling?",6.226232876712327,7.584902719178082,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,66.32876712328766,9.127671232876713,31.723287671232878,9.3871,2.9809145205479464,631,25,107,12,10,202,95,146,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.836,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,11,0,13,2,0,3,1,15,22,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,4,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,4,8,0,23,15,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,7,82,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536746275907537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767021858703942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542922843418035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288581965304323,0.15076541082350176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427665519261746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979014795294316,0.15169799085688732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291911082438862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397433915867033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879986242849338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448605302147798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687615396667317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490623333863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747596021184853,0.0,0.0,0.12356307647040385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638974200066486,0.0,0.0,0.1134857668056478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941583460610032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996670583190396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33983365277435523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058758721742888,0.0,0.0,0.12860948360038546,0.0,0.0,0.17084438531353552,0.39102113256050497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990045071605587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416864835759445,0.0,0.0,0.08678876454769338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PRapunzelersian,2019/02/25,"In tears, Cant get shit done I have so much trouble not procrastinating and starting a task. I wrote put my homework today in a list, took nearly 6 hrs to get thr first 2 items done (read about 20 pages and take notes) and havent done the other 6 bullet points. I delete all my social media but I either start daydreaming or looking up random facts that come to my mind or something else thats NOT what I need to get done. Im so tired of feeling so worthless and frustrated every sunday night when i dont do half the stuff id set out to do over the weekend. Helppppp *sobs* im just starting to do better in school and dont want to lose momentum. The improvement isnt because of study changes... I literally only cram or procrastinate and have been getting As this sen so far but I fear that is not sustainable and not good for my health either as it does make me anxious and sick. Any experience/ advice/ tips ? 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I know there's things I should be doing, stuff I should be studying for and whatnot, and I can see the trash and dirty clothes piling up around me, but all I've been able to do all day is lay in my gross sheet-less bed and play the same five or so songs on guitar. I just got this big wave of sadness and loneliness, and I have no idea what to do with it. I feel so gross and unattractive. I don't know why I'm posting this. I guess I just need to vent to someone because I don't really want to bum out my friends over the same crap again, and I need to vent somewhere. 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While being in international Reddit and Facebook groups is fun, thought it would be nice to connect with any local ADHDers too. It'll be nice to have a friend that gets it, y'know? 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A little bit about me is I’m a 23 y/o female with ADHD and Aspergers. I’m a little different and learning how to be ok with it. I enjoy pretty much everything from Art to trampoline dodgeball to just hanging out talking about life and archery. Long story short I’m all over the place and have a wide range of things I like and would love to do. Unfortunately it’s a little lonely not being able to enjoy some of these things without friends. With that being said if you’re in the Charlotte, NC area and want to get out your shell; let’s meet up and start a new and hopefully lasting friendship. Hmu guys. Later ✌🏾",3.8264348785871967,5.523050622516557,4.868493377483446,82.5702014348786,72.57615894039735,7.68233995584989,27.81512141280353,8.344100000000001,1.9739002207505525,608,23,116,10,12,199,96,151,0.027999999999999997,0.718,0.254,0.988,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,0,10,1,10,2,0,1,1,29,20,12,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,2,1,2,0,1,6,16,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,11,23,13,4,21,0,1,0,1,10,13,0,3,9,70,10,2,0.1420495941707648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414320155471143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508136631214006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841159219350275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573447463178942,0.12766501582997625,0.1389517602790875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949432817415845,0.0,0.0742150500734357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661017905238864,0.0,0.1406514312344387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108729856934193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578937835595145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452553341940621,0.1003338292683932,0.13879651301936932,0.4271130333794452,0.0,0.1257094208010825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282053047255506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044227961512984,0.0,0.0,0.4115771496515179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841159219350275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445155050225971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351216930861522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005434338793161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417408305146695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874287692208053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378453101999557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693073972902825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181591219389985,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,usefuloriginal,2019/02/25,"Mods deleted my post, help me before they delete it again Sorry if it's rude to post again, but I've spent years procrastinating or doubting. Don't know how long before I have another day when everything is so clear, so I'm not just going to lie down and give up. I have no insurance, my life is the worst it's ever been. I can only afford a single doctor visit. I have an 8-year-old ADHD diagnosis and prescription from high school that I only filled once or twice. Do I have any chance of walking in with this old prescription for a single visit to doctor I never seen before and walking out with adderall script? That's all I want to know. I don't know why this is considered a medical advice post while many others asking about the practical realities of getting diagnosed/medicated are allowed. But I just want someone to help me. If any of you still remember what it's like to be unmedicated, please help me assess my chances.",5.407399267399267,6.284700307692312,6.404120879120878,76.16171245421246,67.9010989010989,9.363369963369964,28.353479853479854,9.516144504307137,2.4865260073260083,744,24,138,15,12,248,115,182,0.079,0.774,0.147,0.8909999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,11,4,1,1,6,0,14,4,0,2,4,28,26,14,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,1,6,5,3,0,1,3,1,18,1,18,22,4,25,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,5,12,94,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534521183205102,0.1263112222087154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580225097767607,0.13554021535784685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084050405131372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299718168909371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336190508837353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646058522552351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692292791326457,0.0,0.0,0.11617041182192925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753293276443352,0.12399781932327908,0.07346134735382202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599204434780936,0.13657012058330822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131134871971236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130004950850086,0.06314982993611122,0.0,0.0,0.11439089314653846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104919227971146,0.0,0.0,0.14357854560252611,0.130215692612084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996931592432219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712729219624629,0.13765751380284166,0.0,0.19661586996453725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188849119188754,0.0,0.0,0.37138559552085737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642620398533976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308178615826533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952144518584553,0.0,0.0,0.14469581115121558,0.0,0.0,0.10322707728615796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248160836580069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663690287998572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664782013906442 adhd,youtrynnareadmyname,2019/02/25,"Help. I can’t live with out my meds. TL;DR at the end. Basically, I got diagnosed 2 years ago. It changed my life. I took it daily and took off days on the weekends and holidays. Recently, I’ve had the need for cash and a bunch of people were selling Adderall at school. A couple of people I know personally were looking for some, so I sold some of my script because hey what the heck I have extra that I wouldn’t need in the future. Now, it’s spring break, and I have 1 week until my refill. I have no pills but have a shit ton of homework and tasks to do all week I completely blanked out on. I said what the heck, i’ll just try to do it without my meds, i’ve done it all my life afterall. So I tried. And I can’t. It’s like impossible. I’ve just accepted the L on my online homework. I feel so guilty that I can’t live without it. It just sunk in that I can’t live without my meds. And to think if I want to live in another country, like a 3rd world and they don’t have the adderall for my ADHD, man i’m tethered to a drug. TL;DR I have no pills left, 1 week left for refill. Can’t do any homework or tasks, it’s near impossible for me. Now realizing I am tethered to a drug for life, feeling guilty and disgusted. 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I've been sober for about a year now. Since I started college I have had difficulty concentrating and remember everything. I even struggle to remember things that I did earlier in the day or things that I did yesterday basis. My doctor has recently prescribed me Adderall XR. Now my problem is that when I take the medicine, I get the urge to smoke. Luckily I haven't but I don't know anymore, Adderall makes me want to relapse.",2.3273447344734457,4.9037373960396105,3.6463546354635454,85.27387038703874,80.98019801980197,7.2370837083708395,28.983798379837985,8.296473431620573,2.3950514851485147,411,20,79,9,11,134,65,101,0.057999999999999996,0.889,0.053,-0.1154,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,3,0,13,19,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,15,0,9,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,52,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880331379035773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928067496030501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518019077022376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324709626341098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240251150803706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801613007144465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473252885210912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179791116461416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653213471147026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016804953765806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676183695335152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918139760849729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793092155512693,0.0,0.4541661677005077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287709865003936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582329999400267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188723283533472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956522203206526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507216236906367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663545841889474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731338257956644,0.0,0.0,0.2364740252476903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290902254401681 adhd,tencarabaos,2019/02/25,You ever get so forgetful and distracted that you forgot to take the meds that are supposed to help you be less forgetful and distracted? lol Happened to me this morning lol,4.656770833333333,7.333481968750004,5.16375,77.03958333333338,73.0625,9.266666666666666,32.541666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.814091666666668,141,7,23,4,3,45,23,32,0.245,0.5670000000000001,0.188,-0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455580316782641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573476488572259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355782848067068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301594855571597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471345553144663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37035156043544537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thehatzemo,2019/02/25,"How does ADHD affect your sleep? It's been almost a week of non-stop all nighters full of me playing video games. And it's not even because I want to, but because I'm frustrated and tired of staring at the ceiling for 3 hours before going to sleep. I do have prescribed meds (Concerta and an antidepressant that I do not recall the name of), however, that means actually remembering to go through the painstaking procedure of getting the actual meds. I'm at a loss honestly. 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I'm 14. I'm not sure if I have ADHD. If I do, I have the PI subtype, but I won't find out anyway, since my parents haven't been letting me get tested. One of my main issues is committing to hobbies, projects and ideas that I want to do without becoming bored within a week. By then, or earlier, my level of interest has dropped below the point that I feel that it's worth it to continue working on it. It's not that I don't actually like any of the things I'm doing; it's just that my brain doesn't want me to do anything that isn't trivially easy, and it's infuriating. It's even worse because I'm trying to get into an elite tech college (ideally MIT, although I know my chances are very low), and I want to be able to show what I'm able to do even at this age. I know I could do a lot more if it weren't for this one problem, and I'm really hoping I can find some sort of solution, or at least a way to slowly improve. So, yeah. Does anyone else here relate? Are there any ways to counteract or power through this? Thanks",4.663446553446555,4.0172029437229435,6.102770562770567,82.95767232767234,69.34632034632034,9.358774558774561,31.18914418914419,8.841846274778883,2.250084648684649,844,31,189,13,13,289,130,231,0.11,0.7490000000000001,0.141,0.6228,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,9,11,0,0,7,1,24,1,1,1,2,38,40,16,0,10,12,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,0,6,1,1,0,10,4,0,2,2,1,20,7,26,34,5,19,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,10,6,129,39,5,0.2894690227424215,0.0,0.14124000489403488,0.0,0.17394275649000665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968488617805968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120173559575928,0.14829761083304682,0.11910417067891133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822881475472423,0.15984789659645587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615715812670614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555873017553413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126658146249607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090711232378913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911915594739962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731821177347656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645694426130628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123561698959584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375402716441202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338764619282384,0.0,0.1510652266649648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908460463028865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800084394022392,0.0,0.07070997143341629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192089657016834,0.0,0.12304810581269733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615170132745588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607105467031015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682089557418226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849138055952834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272063412337182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972588345143738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641056410478164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325209237574512,0.0,0.0,0.0961551781460004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826523259820694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942112970549973,0.2561044942458737,0.22976703657898945,0.11609729477084126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951890409876444,0.0,0.10536844805795227,0.0,0.14749683210249795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,holybell0,2019/02/25,"Ideas for organizing So I'm moving to an on campus apartment with a a kitchen! I'll have my on bedroom and am leaving with three other people. I was wondering if I could get ideas from people here for organizing like tips or ideas for designated places to put keys so I don't get locked out. I have my own room at home, but it's in the ""piles of stuff is organization"" mode. So I can't use that as an example.",1.5253488372093038,3.393776593023261,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,79.58139534883722,7.090697674418602,22.377906976744185,8.07648339933343,1.04286511627907,321,10,72,6,8,111,63,86,0.0,0.973,0.027000000000000003,0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,13,13,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,7,1,15,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,1,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631417040730645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350906361419725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049606872256512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6919945983456551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635706192266652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982582204808244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717155223388984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833148225836121,0.0,0.2134824408753508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540912576973772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391014814641434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764764081929806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215882901832726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TinklingWhoosh,2019/02/25,"A community of 370,000 soulmates I am so grateful for all of you. I have felt like the weird one all my life and this sub has made me finally feel like I'm not alone and has also helped me learn to appreciate the things that make me unique. Thank you for all who contribute to r/ADHD!",6.285367231638419,5.018260135593224,6.680000000000002,82.1987570621469,66.28813559322035,10.578531073446328,31.53107344632768,9.725611199111238,2.4373344632768363,224,7,51,4,3,73,45,59,0.026000000000000002,0.725,0.248,0.9246,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,3,11,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,8,3,6,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617592331016175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117587758143178,0.0,0.2407200557468543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220126047618482,0.21504380844927126,0.28901976726607576,0.3297451217968513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176272614853213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261444432573406,0.29411957766530594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28482585972223784,0.20092857199748107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203974257036322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771324067743225,0.0,0.0,0.199979718654424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adhelpmeee,2019/02/25,"I get so easily overwhelmed in crowded areas I try to avoid markets and stores during crowded areas, because crowded places make me extremely anxious and overwhelmed. I don’t know remember this when I was on meds. Anyone relate?",7.138166666666668,9.32145715,7.0150000000000015,68.51666666666668,65.0,8.333333333333334,38.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.086083333333334,186,10,24,3,3,59,32,40,0.11199999999999999,0.747,0.141,0.0404,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,4,0,6,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202348504244613,0.0,0.26009912622706205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267573524372907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943457372634864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443209998786616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830150623826824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131891975974976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886430080523277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421384166262829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525520040425437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,galacticgal27,2019/02/25,"I’ve started taking classes for the 4th time. I’m hoping this can be the time I actually finish and go through with it. Every time I start something new I’m always really excited and eager to do it, then some time passes and I give up. However, this is also the first time I’ve been on medicine to help, so hopefully it does just that. Anyone else notice a difference when going back to school after being prescribed medicine?",4.780642570281128,6.146493108433738,5.870060240963856,77.61585341365465,69.72289156626506,8.424899598393575,28.29116465863454,8.841846274778883,2.3480538152610446,340,12,60,6,6,113,61,83,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9253,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,16,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,9,13,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,14,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.17717594425971114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519311779879587,0.15107210174766267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269506686745913,0.18602922911619027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960809777415184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969110147981008,0.0,0.0,0.15888399803437336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166971857409664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297176333685586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443447245636524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416847775189373,0.20636896861647067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216955486912014,0.0,0.0,0.36065922715167736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753513583573359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670676707331795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631170584773474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837479718510758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977342262623196,0.0,0.0,0.2570175878749838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651019682132162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293442093907756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,depressive-realism,2019/02/12,"Mum says I don't have adhd(diagnosed) So I was diagnosed by a private psych, saying that I had adhd. I took Strattera and become very angry and aggressive towards her so she took it off. I said that the fact that I stared out of the window in nursery school while teachers were teaching was a sign of adhd. That and the fact that I keep making mistakes, so bad that I can't hold down an accounting job. I told her I remember her scolding me 10 times while she was teaching me mathematics in primary school and even bit me. I asked her why am I forced to fit into society. She says I probably have autism as I don't mix with others. Recently I had a stint at a preschool and the children won't listen when I deliver lessons, and I need to have tangible stuff to show, like artwork. Also during the tidy up, a girl with visible but undiagnosed adhd was stepping on some toys so I pulled out the toys underneath and she fell down. I felt very bad and told the teachers and staff. Reminded me of myself being forced to fit into society. Caused' me to rebel and dye my hair funky colours and get a tattoo. So now I bought sylvanian families furniture and more critters. I am down with sinus and trying to self-soothe with my new splurge.(I am not supposed to buy it but I can't-I am breaking down).",4.138996904024765,5.537115807843139,5.146171310629517,82.07145510835916,71.31372549019608,8.505675954592363,29.10732714138287,8.99025400887824,2.356450980392157,1021,40,200,20,19,335,142,255,0.1,0.872,0.027999999999999997,-0.9452,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,14,0,19,3,1,2,2,38,32,25,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,1,2,5,1,2,10,21,0,3,3,3,3,5,5,5,0,0,14,9,38,1,32,16,3,31,0,0,2,0,19,18,0,1,8,142,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709074678586471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949726122474844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102489959150492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983198700599812,0.0,0.1311614805495744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965554798874146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219995976809803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410785190022489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844009381149204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195669242182227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140285640232862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204738335175431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785132639698015,0.10555965941123008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058020310184241884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927345853486031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805929774022442,0.0,0.11469949000901647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280437481521353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726152229398455,0.0,0.13453233022045494,0.0,0.11296829257352345,0.2833290007579741,0.0,0.2403836372748326,0.0,0.0,0.12389294997187834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595219225101918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925011750706858,0.0,0.0,0.2269612153651876,0.2638942462766836,0.08063048478308779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597945940595374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716274756198968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meepmeepimajeep1,2019/02/12,"My wife is giving birth... I'm terrified Yeah, so, we are in the hospital. We have to stay at least one night. And Im terrified. Terrified that I can not, in no way, handle the things that are going to happen to my wife in the next day or so. My brain is firing on all cilinders all ready, and it hasn't even begun yet... Anybody have any experience or tips. Please? 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On second thought... don't raise those hands too high 🤣 ( Raises hand slightly 😬 )",5.032222222222224,6.615810925925927,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,69.37037037037037,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.4770148148148152,113,4,21,1,2,34,24,27,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363002566638049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054181405535551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781117635639723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CoarseCriminal,2019/02/12,"Switching my major for the fourth time! I started off as a Computer Science major out of high school. I absolutely loved it and thought programming was a blast. I started to fall behind in my math classes, though, and that's when I got diagnosed with ADHD (about 1 year into college). I switched my major to Business thinking that I wouldn't be able to do well in advanced math because of my ADHD. I switched my major to Political Science because I thought it would give me a better chance of getting into a 4-year university. After getting into one, I switched my major to International Relations because I didn't think I'd be able to get into the business school, and I didn't like the narrow focus of Political Science. Not ONCE did I switch my major because I thought I'd like it more. I switched because I was too scared of what might happen, or because I doubted myself. I was sitting at my desk and doing work the other day but I couldn't get myself to keep going. The more I thought about it, the more I began to realize that I'm majoring in something that I don't like, I've never liked, and will probably not learn to like. I'm meeting with my advisor tomorrow to see how feasible the transfer back to Computer Science would be, but I already planned out the classes on my own. I was going to have to stay an extra year to finish up my IR major anyway (transfer credits), so I think it's more than doable. I'm so stoked about getting back to what I want to do. I already started learning Python through a Udemy course (studied Java and C++ originally) and its the tits. Thank you all for being a community of kind and understanding people. While I wish it weren't true, ADHD is a huge part of who I am. That doesn't mean that I am incapable of what others are, it just means that I might have to work a little harder.",6.936094182825485,6.19395008864266,7.60781163434903,74.3594182825485,64.73407202216066,9.816066481994461,37.005540166205,8.99025400887824,3.281550692520775,1446,65,268,20,19,483,172,361,0.071,0.8540000000000001,0.075,0.3617,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,5,14,14,0,2,18,0,30,3,1,2,3,50,63,18,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,21,16,0,1,13,0,1,4,10,2,1,1,14,1,45,12,50,38,16,40,0,0,1,2,5,17,1,4,22,199,66,18,0.18677315888499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33669756218139263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610882523839785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361703036349174,0.0,0.3415655522715143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259284053700493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602266180614501,0.0,0.0,0.09478541236207827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395316684889384,0.08958491647856286,0.10614749038347536,0.0,0.07468977860654986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258144378708351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866804845999437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300628266262618,0.0,0.09724775177533468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811982788635585,0.09359788613607936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428503400234283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034507244535136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813680605942066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720254871660587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945365929801472,0.06328116309390687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112856508048976,0.0,0.0647424957184898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068652751988263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349625744244126,0.1890244081346685,0.07441701301446918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189355131030711,0.0,0.0,0.19829850476245348,0.09953766820592867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597781546800759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951504796582915,0.09175184015268943,0.2965540507807678,0.05445446546789712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721872265425004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055081824118025764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396575019612751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738995759063848,0.0,0.0,0.13597308412585898,0.0,0.0,0.13267829328817682,0.0,0.0,0.1804136860850704 adhd,CableSchmable,2019/02/12,"Getting a second opinion, what to disclose? Recently I went to a psychiatrist after working up the courage to talk to someone about possibly having ADHD. The Dr was kind of cold, and even though she scheduled me for tests I got the feeling that she had made up her mind a few minutes after I walked into the room. She read off a script asking me questions, but didn't ask me anything outside of what was on the sheet. After our appointment she scheduled me for the CPT and mentioned ""If the CPT says you have ADHD, then I'll reach out and we can talk about subsequent appointments"". I was floored.. I had so much anxiety going into the test because I was afraid that any help I could get was going to hinge on whether or not I scored in the range of ADHD. The day I took my test I sent her a message asking about the results, to which she responded ""The tests confirm that you have no issues with ADHD nor any similar issues."" I felt sick to my stomach, and even felt like I could cry. It took me so long to want to talk to someone about the problems that have plagued me the last 30 years of my life, and just like that any help I could get felt out of reach. After speaking to a few different individuals, and doing some additional reading I felt confident that a 30 minute questionnaire and the results of a single test weren't remotely sufficient for diagnosis, and that many who actually had ADHD scored well. After that happened I called my Dr Office and asked to change providers and locations. The scheduled me with a psychiatrist 30 minutes away, and I'm going tomorrow for a second opinion. I'm nervous that this second Dr won't specialize in ADHD like my last one, or will shrug it off as non-existent. In my area (within a reasonable drive..) there is only one individual that I could find who notes ADHD as a specialty, however they're booked through until early May. Does anyone have any advice on whether or not I should bring up (without being asked) that I was seen before? The phsychiatrist is within my network, so I'm not sure if they have access to that material anyhow without me mentioning it. I really hope at a minimum, that this person is more caring. I don't need a Dr who is going to confirm my suspicion, but I need one who's going to make an attempt to help me work through my problems or provide suggestions regardless of the diagnosis. Anyone else have to see multiple people before they were diagnosed (adhd or otherwise)?",8.348807824232871,7.195362332622602,8.490114026142576,70.51181329377954,62.13432835820896,11.482747751923613,37.66209326040604,10.568078804390687,3.9571552980439417,1950,81,348,39,23,641,222,469,0.063,0.843,0.094,0.9111,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,2,2,3,13,14,0,2,33,0,35,8,1,5,1,67,72,31,0,14,17,0,5,3,0,4,7,3,1,1,25,19,0,0,8,3,0,12,11,4,1,6,23,11,52,10,65,40,6,52,0,0,2,0,39,22,0,14,21,259,77,10,0.0,0.0,0.062161898321365865,0.0,0.6124390579443575,0.06224678976663627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327242292100567,0.0,0.04873023718490775,0.0,0.0,0.08908088048806105,0.06526805923591887,0.05241957725042375,0.0,0.29775396514441593,0.0,0.05984813823280384,0.0,0.0,0.038830858267900135,0.0,0.10840781975273522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504470401060854,0.0,0.06494627748477581,0.0,0.06738603135483165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343669743446988,0.0,0.06997133185872206,0.04108115565541756,0.0,0.0,0.06465404175835475,0.0,0.06655282133206153,0.0,0.0,0.05574419807368102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321307959625229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414634571021505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03220857550227155,0.0,0.24464751386457625,0.0,0.05822054028882377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998416813946882,0.0,0.18101056124495665,0.0,0.050946616621801284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056329597371793876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809006926160044,0.0,0.0,0.06326835818637422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297225905488802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633362716375216,0.0,0.10384781533543133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499311215632433,0.0933616376857619,0.0,0.0,0.05637239314448676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027437078485001,0.04252016745128795,0.0645816846538267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431872441274604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682674441084453,0.094465314236558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949407063488996,0.04844663248623994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044161479255198366,0.05562028200836327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181204853793913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190437295985355,0.0,0.0,0.0713584488920933,0.0,0.1274342449165661,0.0,0.04080777705292354,0.06549409032789008,0.06289595099904195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065670477312581,0.0,0.0,0.050760560587004906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794541061690574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060036387156764535,0.0,0.0,0.1535986624313479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258481296654883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154583070425364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757184220552042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727384609262864,0.059050430988106965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280883078420332,0.0,0.0927485489592358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102063704825802 adhd,CausingNirvana,2019/02/12,Mornings are tough How do you guys deal with waking up in the morning in time to do things for the day? I miss classes because It takes me two hours to snap out of the morning grogginess.,6.4142105263157925,5.54244305263158,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,65.84210526315789,8.65263157894737,34.78947368421053,7.1686216300943375,2.1912736842105263,148,6,31,1,2,46,32,38,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678422285053606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610856809365179,0.41736806327156784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008512148109225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39868183898083615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043862337910141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689550004472314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360630839708436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954658746004575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,plantqueenie,2019/02/12,"Self Medicating I’m in high school and was just recently diagnosed with ADHD a couple months ago. I always questioned it but my mom told me not to self diagnose. Now that I know for a fact she says she doesn’t believe I should go on medication, and should learn to cope with myself. This includes with my sleeping, not being able to focus, and my anxiety. She won’t even let me drink cokes because she thinks it won’t work and is just an excuse to drink soda. Any thoughts or tips on how I can help calm myself down? Thanks y’all❤️",2.330277777777781,4.3801633240740765,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,77.7962962962963,6.542222222222222,21.91111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.7824266666666668,421,12,88,6,10,136,78,108,0.031,0.857,0.11199999999999999,0.8608,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,10,9,1,1,1,22,17,7,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,4,7,4,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,1,15,2,12,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,4,57,19,3,0.16199122837731902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946819768430006,0.0,0.14359544996506654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478967885667176,0.0,0.0,0.11015959021249297,0.0,0.12392284631915895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874834927059142,0.0,0.0,0.18250864193893965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924021307709706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288353738288192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31737946621007224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699367856755836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206334817615328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857930575277297,0.17115262671623455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902614267956338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564700625731768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263782404971511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972216884305645,0.12929985300430896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814672492168207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994679525519698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882192665746536,0.0,0.16394377141677952,0.0,0.0,0.3379843603434263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210821650513174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491397588819204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379743822506683,0.0,0.12860294073579295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478956069611158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793154356490668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lolgreenspan,2019/02/12,Any NYC Redditors here? I always have serious trouble finding brand Focalin in the city. Would any of you guys know how to find if a drug is in stock faster than calling every CVS in Manhattan? ,4.3404504504504535,6.2731207027027045,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,71.70270270270271,8.176576576576577,31.25225225225225,8.841846274778883,2.735241441441442,154,7,28,3,3,49,34,37,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.5204,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25356894125580204,0.0,0.0,0.4144686877554978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31117465390337623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534028347777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567574530481421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570555435685445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017415214977034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674776951382838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647927743562026,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bobi-n-Tobi,2019/02/12,"How to balance my obsessions so I don't lose interest? This happens to me in basically every hobby or interest I find. Hyperobsession for a week or 2 then I completely lose interest. Any advice on how to get around it? Ive just started learning german and im kind of obsessed with it, so I know there'll come a point where I lose interest. Obviously I don't want to do that, does anyone have any tips on how to prevent this?",1.7496382428940578,4.07529386046512,4.464573643410857,80.0733204134367,81.32558139534882,8.00826873385013,26.997416020671835,8.841846274778883,2.50036330749354,336,15,66,9,9,119,58,86,0.193,0.7070000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.7858,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,3,1,16,11,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,5,12,11,0,10,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,3,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352405211677498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693502872154352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384753577076825,0.0,0.0,0.17629909565559646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059538426600052,0.2076429491040225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330762170487166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685866934299756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100652122561645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346861166704097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751276166749229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391901451680967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622994966422026,0.10883853622806627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6646739981554908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721341432522112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017493089927074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681012268044065,0.0,0.15885710188314367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TylerJP01,2019/02/12,"I got ADHD, depression, and probably c-PTSD. It’s not just the disabilities. It’s the child abuse, spousal abuse, and frequent relocations. Now I’m a wreck. I’m in therapy and getting psychological testing. I’m sure I’ll get more diagnosis. For the last 20 years, my spouse has been the breadwinner of the family. I’ve taken care of the domestic duties and worked part-time jobs here and there. Now we are getting divorced. I’m 50, and not prepared to support myself. My spouse will be paying support but I would prefer to be on social security disability. So I’m going to make a third and final attempt to get it. This time I have a medical care team and detailed diagnosis in my corner",2.6557894736842087,5.2230811578947405,4.883421052631583,76.97144736842105,79.52631578947368,8.010526315789475,27.545112781954888,8.841846274778883,2.6566330827067666,546,24,99,14,14,189,85,133,0.10800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.086,0.0152,1,0,0,0,3,0,20.0,1,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,9,0,8,1,0,1,1,18,25,10,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,2,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,8,6,10,18,1,12,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,58,12,6,0.0,0.3929581658202279,0.0,0.0,0.19929305031757194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381454289386845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282742744357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632789544617065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165648624032296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34655317685790693,0.0,0.09424388316783172,0.0,0.13262781330763734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455871848879844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351719660498489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110691488551679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670542804237451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795755818238328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879064878270012,0.0,0.1938440769993789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904077939688558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37635933547832817,0.15629094286282907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963878868674292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669564985442466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072477086393875,0.0,0.0,0.1177994649368068,0.0,0.0,0.10678780560804904 adhd,CiaoKatia,2019/02/12,"Help from fellow self-employed/work from home ADHDers? I'm currently posting this instead of working on a large project with a looming deadline. I have prescription adderall but I always end up hyperfocusing on the wrong thing. Yesterday it was creepy/mysterious Reddit posts. Very important. I also use medical cannabis to treat anxiety/depression (but I'm not here for a debate on that). What do you all use to cope and stay on track when you're self-employed or work from home? I think the pomodoro method works for me, so maybe I should try that more. I just feel a little lost, and very distracted. Suggestions?",4.0111309523809515,6.963473089285718,4.169642857142858,81.79202380952383,77.03571428571429,7.661904761904763,29.869047619047624,8.59863814320734,2.7677654761904757,494,23,85,11,12,153,83,112,0.11199999999999999,0.813,0.075,-0.606,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,6,4,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,11,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,14,8,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,52,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030993296902793,0.13558628501599235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403473865541111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443240899289267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823917059545313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922100877092014,0.0,0.32690145465438536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633173008473165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787764088764868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370376598394928,0.0,0.0,0.16415356692896535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31211942272017296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399818457999344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368152182831942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825580632312393,0.10441088043602208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063140013422873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814705362836352,0.0,0.268899313329908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745140730002087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815870910668452,0.0,0.0 adhd,GavinWut,2019/02/12,"Got prescribed Vyvanse, tried it, and I don’t know how to feel about how my mind is working **hey I don’t really know where I can vent this out and get some sort of response, so I apologize in advance if this isn’t really constructive or helpful** So I used to be prescribed vyvanse. But it was so long ago I don’t remember how it affected me. I got put back on 60 mg and I decided, that I should take one to see what it’s like. Pretty normal I reckon? I’ve seen many posts on how it’s like day and night when people use medication. But honestly, I’m conflicted. So, first things first, I developed a lot of energy. I’m usually really mellow physically, but my mind is always what’s running a million miles an hour. It’s like the energy that would normally go to my thinking went to my body. Anyone experience this? It’s sorta uncomfortable. And I know that the more I take it, the more manageable it’ll become. I guess I just need to write out what I’m experiencing change wise. My mind is on a pretty steady level. I used to think I had Dissociative Identity Disorder because many people who had it said that it felt like they were watching themselves like in a movie. But now I’m honed into “me”. Like everything I do isn’t a mental process. Like -I need water -I need to grab water - I grabbed the water -take off the cap - I took off the cap -now sip -I took a sip That’s sorta exaggerated on how it is for me. It’s a lot more simple and seamless. But now, I do thinks without thinking and it’s great. But the only thing that worries me is how my brain is responding to this. I guess this is normal, right? I feel , in this weird way, sterile. Like I actually exist! And my brain is like “hey this isn’t normal for us! What is going on!!?” That’s really my only issue is that I don’t know how to feel about it. It’s such a contrast to my average life that it’s almost alien. So, it’s scary. But at the same time, it’s relieving. I CAN ACTUALLY FUNCTION! Like I’m thinking about how this is people who don’t have this affliction feel most of the time. Don’t get me wrong, I love myself and I wouldn’t change who I am, but isn’t medicine just a tool to help us excel at the life we need to participate in? **Anyways I’m going to just wrap it up.** I reckon this is a mixture of Euphoria, and worry of the change. Is this normal? Has anyone else experience the energy boost I have when they take their medication? (Btw not like jumping in your seat hyper, but just a good little boost?) 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It came up when I needed their opinions for my evaluation. (I’m 25 now) I was in therapy but my therapist was racist and also pretty unreliable (I chose the first one that could make time for me and it definitely showed) and it didn’t work out. I didn’t find another therapist right away, I didn’t get to a clinic for the “real” diagnosis I need to get meds and basically nothing changed. I now know somethings I do are adhd related and I came up with strategies to cope/make the best of it, but I’m just so tired of it. I keep obsessing over stupid things because I can’t decide how to go on with my life, I keep postponing everything, I can’t make any decision, I’m just waiting and I don’t even know why. I can’t have more than one thing on my brain, it seems. Figured out (I used techniques I found in this sub and on add sites) a way to keep my house clean and pay my bills on time- but that’s it. I still don’t know how to do things I don’t want to do, I still don’t know how to have a filter when I talk to new people, I still can’t deal with rejection at all, I still have major impulse control issues (it’s gotten a little bit better but now my Eating Disorder is getting worse so idk) And I fear that if I do anything else productive (I’m in a stupid meaningless job right now but I want to go back to college) the things I’m doing well right now are gonna go back to being a mess as well, because obviously I’m too stupid to handle more than like two basic things (“not live in filth” and “pay bills on time” lol) at once. Idk, this doesn’t make any sense. I just feel like I’m such a hopeless case, everything is just too much ",3.2974459411556154,4.028805578163773,4.751253987947539,86.63369416873451,72.62282878411911,8.238532435306631,25.55911024459412,8.527137837955566,1.4456544487770286,1500,45,337,25,28,503,185,403,0.161,0.7490000000000001,0.09,-0.9851,3,0,1,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,3,5,31,15,3,2,14,1,29,7,1,8,3,70,71,32,0,6,12,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,22,23,1,6,12,1,5,5,14,9,2,5,13,1,42,6,47,55,8,52,0,2,0,0,9,24,0,3,24,219,64,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174781274639613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637959448580049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849931164053857,0.08365092019102846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564793118581737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495112830721334,0.12268392114387955,0.0,0.09726005607711112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371881765441162,0.07055440089413484,0.08709351037402101,0.0,0.0,0.08905515220955905,0.0,0.18248242703131096,0.0,0.0,0.08439124810438184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947431432253307,0.06369375247937578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224440114061324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914289269239673,0.08165297277506614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162962080380448,0.06664167799048691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526905576358644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339304127883729,0.0,0.0,0.08976892175353322,0.04033657765046614,0.056991192126974864,0.0,0.0,0.07291279752644161,0.06785647445531373,0.0,0.08746904125558963,0.0,0.0,0.1667163344555412,0.0,0.1360137127212605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204950383292693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326425135360475,0.0791642615944117,0.2127227434835664,0.0,0.0,0.17536875691190726,0.06502717679664953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056347358861049676,0.0779479561857851,0.07995539005986584,0.07044268295079427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597510609547515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861191069846952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058643717786070665,0.11830412936796515,0.06152730748899059,0.07704707880192396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654615147275988,0.0,0.0,0.08495764648458819,0.10811505018947108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885805664962188,0.0,0.0,0.05530585905642207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115973527444452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080128143527104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043819417806783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073644025074225,0.0,0.07262405705759005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141460213585726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548332974333766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412002888001929,0.0,0.0,0.09122953079551717,0.2778743623230387,0.3179933237655961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955212687144947,0.1833789845646375,0.0,0.15245663815808966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792846863536998,0.0,0.0,0.06889988507695649,0.0,0.0,0.09410658540221076,0.06332158865691771,0.0,0.0,0.1434544002166895,0.0,0.07198442343021975,0.0890658075878674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058077064705926315,0.0,0.08129742081068284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137240892419948 adhd,Upstairs_Repair,2019/02/12,"Another ""Diagnosed with ADHD - Inattentive"" post, sorry! I have a question though! So I started 20 mg of Adderall XR today, I ate a breakfast sandwich and a cup of yogurt before I took my pill ( I grew up with never take meds on an empty stomach). It's been about two hours and I haven't really noticed any differences, is it best to take the pill on an empty stomach? Further, is yogurt bad for Adderall? I haven't found anything solid online, just maybes.",3.280603448275862,5.5386065287356345,4.7914798850574725,80.07963362068966,75.66666666666666,6.648850574712642,28.11637931034483,7.645422480735847,2.0364034482758617,356,15,60,5,8,119,63,87,0.13,0.8190000000000001,0.051,-0.5556,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,6,8,2,0,1,8,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,0,8,1,10,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390058542486512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523998158109332,0.20853494339865175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365495541244807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605006109292347,0.0,0.0,0.1692256771095113,0.0,0.20870420625495012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185119522520695,0.0,0.207779222553404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805320880767776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195849152770602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979395258918972,0.0,0.2209022894159814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338257553398885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641742825028044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046468714480794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227824867023814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740268587387998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262125457582044,0.1407628354061176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990544347612985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539102207189493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850768402789264,0.0,0.22095443942687745,0.0,0.0,0.19426933689324052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Majjie17,2019/02/12,"Poor everyday and lifetime memory Sometimes I think maybe I'm just a very strange individual and it has nothing to do with my ADHD, but its been something that I've been thinking about for a while and it's about my everyday memory. A lot of the time I have a hard time remembering things that I've done in the day. Usually, with a prompt it all comes flooding back but it almost seems as if there is a block otherwise. It's the same with my life. I have certain memories that I remember, if not pretty abstractly, but a lot of the time, I almost forget years of my life and the experiences I had in them.. It's frustrating because I want to remember my life and my experiences because otherwise life isn't that fulfilling if you don't remember that you've been fulfilled. Just thought I'd put this out to see if anyone else has a similar experience or to see if I am just strange after all",7.245967540574282,6.1565481910112405,8.099737827715359,72.21785892634206,64.28089887640449,12.405493133583025,37.19350811485643,11.645159339076185,4.274541073657929,710,31,141,20,9,241,92,178,0.12300000000000001,0.831,0.046,-0.9019,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,7,2,1,0,13,0,14,4,0,0,3,42,23,16,0,6,13,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,10,0,1,8,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,6,3,16,1,18,17,5,16,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,11,11,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434998593729746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913080820245525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348973604501178,0.12234304393763562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181395698503324,0.0,0.14557458747268434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285558267292746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700540954025564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219128418534768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974634164575276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503987409216733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696212449606496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373530245497368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302525079562506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995691147503047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145709232825646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147633322977268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003354380171655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410437678151725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029833480255545,0.10870050433005453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192268369286358,0.11809316071622895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932641071332634,0.1530179426992769,0.0,0.09479307848522482,0.208875504699898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150613736059005,0.09852043088603993,0.07042730541677003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689196920356657 adhd,frecklesmcgeee,2019/02/12,What are your Strattera success stories? I just started and I’m optimistic it can work but most stories I read online are from people who hated it. Describe how it has helped you and your tips and tricks for taking it!,2.395,5.176279928571429,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,83.04761904761905,4.312380952380953,25.06666666666667,5.6839178017228535,0.7382895238095242,175,7,31,1,5,54,32,42,0.16699999999999998,0.747,0.085,-0.7043,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,24,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653369326358778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159199414397609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32675816370359184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714536352061773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336070307570914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35437856067483425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431310052926401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,patriotsfan1212,2019/02/12,muscle twitches side effect of adderall? So lately in my foot i keep having like a feeling of vibration under my foot. It literally feels like if you put a cellphone under my foot on vibrate and it was going off. It vibrates for 1 second and then stops for 2 seconds and then starts again for 1 second.. Its just my left foot although i have had a little bit of weird sensation in my right foot. I also feel like my hands and sometimes upper biceps feel crampy etc. I just wanted to know if you guys experienced anything at all similar to this? I know it could be because of other things but it normally happens when im on adderall so i just figured id ask,3.8161832061068712,5.280491572519086,5.192282442748095,81.16903435114504,72.20610687022902,7.07206106870229,28.367175572519088,7.554174236665415,1.7853963358778624,520,20,96,6,10,174,84,131,0.021,0.922,0.057,0.5174,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,6,8,7,1,1,24,18,14,0,5,6,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,6,14,3,17,14,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,2,10,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503504465301477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471509654002052,0.0,0.1757627050001431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460832575870225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525674796035331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010960567744044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967933847921416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380251282412637,0.2686268289825617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684964636013113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861581185262628,0.1662554250257164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030816004627743,0.0,0.0,0.1671107233177019,0.0,0.0,0.20664927032453667,0.0,0.21208194212028847,0.0,0.20427194432399093,0.0,0.0,0.2755545837136697,0.188434055248334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842085553705756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890006178802317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055835668875787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594535857132288,0.0,0.13307348753490902,0.0,0.0,0.15718364678683794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490459053517755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089237073094704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sinclairlim,2019/02/12,"Unexpected insomnia Now that I work in the mornings, I decided to get some activities in the afternoon-evenings, I'm taking german lessons. I use my bicycle to get to class, takes me 35 minutes. It's good excercise. As an unexpected consequence, however, I'm now more full of energy than ever, especially when I return from class. I can't fall asleep, and I have to wake up super early, like 5:30 AM early. So... you guys have any idea what I could do to help me sleep? I do have my clonazepan but I'd rather not use it if I can avoid it. Now if it were quetiapin... hmm... i'll ask my doc, but in the meantime, any suggestions for me?",1.9599343832021001,3.996990708661418,4.332775590551183,82.8488221784777,78.92125984251967,8.642782152230971,25.543963254593177,9.2995712137729,2.3416986876640427,488,19,102,14,12,170,86,127,0.024,0.8909999999999999,0.085,0.6419,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,1,4,0,10,4,3,2,1,16,19,8,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,16,3,14,17,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,9,66,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386413309332735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232770564057117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879699498196032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445450478562046,0.22522428299391345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601723482605359,0.0,0.0,0.2088396756047488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465376841641949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689169114102212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107762201064684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164316633516906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491682389459877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37441661343446203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300921071446222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812665370068988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HOTSisGOTY,2019/02/12,"Vyvanse 50mg Capsules are supposed to be half filled with powder Basically just wanted to share this info because I couldn't find out from Google. I recently switched from 40mg vyvanse to 50mg and noticed that while the 40mg capsules are completely filled; the 50mg Capsules are half filled with powder. This worried me so I reached out to the pharmacy, scoured the internet, and the Shire website with no luck confirming that they're supposed to be half filled. After finally finding the Shire Medical info support number I called and they confirmed that the capsule's fill volumes varies between dosages. Hope this helps anyone who was in a similar situation.",7.499348739495801,9.040043504201684,6.671754201680673,73.72342962184875,63.537815126050425,9.311344537815128,40.92542016806723,9.516144504307137,4.30865462184874,543,31,84,10,8,166,73,119,0.037000000000000005,0.821,0.142,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,10,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,6,4,15,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374412053186575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514720842966532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537275076685691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260528242525853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721994601608314,0.4542153833213383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655198669487198,0.0,0.0,0.24679830711955997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503190824066812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828979620831798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453456147148983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27930374275689035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197398855376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656089264037014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523451384778382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Disvoid,2019/02/12,"Really want to try Intuniv but have low BP I was looking forward to using this along with my Adderall 20XR for emotional regulation and to help alleviate side effects of stims. Im going to bring it up with my psychiatrist but not sure if I will be able to use it, any other alternatives that work similarly?",8.121468926553675,7.310405440677973,9.480000000000004,62.12418079096045,62.38983050847458,13.290395480225987,38.31073446327685,12.45797560212912,5.016487005649718,247,11,44,8,3,87,49,59,0.081,0.812,0.107,0.1664,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,13,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,11,7,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,29,9,1,0.3016034925751284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051007173755384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33926333442673506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140821528565936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215846354433972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257835274003125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532709729824739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321492034243384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842577224213378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047689736853025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209771617056421,0.0,0.0,0.17789355419785213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195709346749533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allyanders,2019/02/12,"Any other child geniuses who’s lives have become exponentially worse as you became more average? I’m not going to clarify because I don’t want to sound like a conceited ass but I was one of those really really gifted kids and then slowly everyone else caught up, hence why neither I nor any of my psych doctors noticed the ADHD-C until very recently. Just wondered who else was in a similar situation and can sympathize with the extreme sense of self-disappointment I get. I was diagnosed with my anxiety and depression as a kid but I’ve been on meds for that for a long time. 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I feel amazing. No diagnosis yet (2 more appointments to go)...but I cried the whole time and talked the Doc's ear off and I feel good and listened to, and understood. I wish I could have touched on everything, but I know that's for later. Here's to progress!",1.534700460829491,3.9987554193548434,2.5191244239631345,92.77725806451612,83.51612903225806,6.768663594470048,24.98617511520737,7.957251820313856,1.4630110599078343,244,10,53,5,7,77,45,62,0.057999999999999996,0.768,0.174,0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,9,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,8,2,7,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397127927268405,0.0,0.32979346562728523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698313809794401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30361513653218064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537928545735744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063016730522038,0.2518224275770594,0.24012493133063206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500101203018214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251246716560549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413170930309385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750691329533328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33520106199226346,0.34525482165226523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Curiousaand,2019/02/12,Flying with meds Can i take my concerta on the plane?,-0.6963636363636354,1.2700307272727258,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,105.36363636363636,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.3073272727272731,42,1,9,1,2,14,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8281210272563578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605493414641345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,camp-quest,2019/02/12,"I'm a student with inattentive ADD. (can't pay attention) I can't bring myself to do my school work. Any suggestions? I just can't do my work. Whenever I sit down to do my work I want to cry. (I do take medication for my ADD) I can't seem to focus on a worksheet long enough to even read the instructions. If anyone could lend some advice, it would be greatly appreciated.",0.7645906432748539,3.1317127105263154,3.229649122807018,86.9480994152047,86.36842105263159,7.061988304093567,21.60233918128655,8.167268648758528,1.3580953216374263,290,10,62,7,9,100,50,76,0.045,0.866,0.08900000000000001,0.2707,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,0,11,16,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,9,13,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,40,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487697982731676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345302117435842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680652789311273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919078769306388,0.0,0.2640241394469531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483561001856764,0.0,0.15875549259661542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26499771430258584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271100882558314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421373815567292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042501376207984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432571207745109,0.0,0.21881468843470275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807207834763488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177053719340785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249547601871901,0.0,0.0,0.17074482567121207,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShounTheSheep,2019/02/12,I hate people who use ADHD as an excuse to not do anywork (the people that don’t have it that are just using it as an excuse) I know it sounds dumb but people do and someone who aksullly has it it annoying I don’t tell anyone that I have it and get on with work and if I fail I’ll try again at the next test and put it down to my own skill now don’t get me wrong there are people out that fail because of it. But these people don’t have it they use it as excuses.,1.2810714285714295,2.104416190476193,3.5763690476190497,92.79883928571432,77.57142857142857,6.392857142857142,18.839285714285715,6.6274283507984215,-0.15821428571428608,360,6,89,3,8,125,59,105,0.196,0.794,0.01,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,4,4,6,3,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,15,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,1,8,0,11,19,1,8,0,2,0,0,7,4,1,1,3,65,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235640942668905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936931096705376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127856247233846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332917018115964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266756855873945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168138701046654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967693860986656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413430257120717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599480115962733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156765664158836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171441636289993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561548829583516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793900124186373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469574847386598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228880057053295,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bookwormjunkie,2019/02/12,"Getting testing soon! Oh my god. I’ve been a lurker for months. I’ve suspected I’ve had ADHD for months (even more so since my brother has it too). I remember the first day I found this sub, I was crying in my University study lounge. In fucking public. I don’t think I’ve found a group/sub that I can relate to as much as this. Forgetting my phone on my bedroom desk only to realize I don’t have it until much later? Unable to regulate my fucking emotions and crippling at the slightest tone of rejection or neutrality towards me? Feeling like my brain is melting and I can’t seem to grab a hold of the pieces? Immediately feeling the urge to do the most superfluous tasks as soon as my roommate sparks a conversation with me? Falling behind in school and getting defeated by simply thinking of my next assignment due? I’m getting testing as soon as I can afford the $600+ assessment. But my god, I felt like an outsider and a dumb fuck until this sub showed me that others have the same issues as I. 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I've been a long time lurker/sub and a lot of your stories here motivated me to go get some help/Diagnosed. I'm 27 and have finally been diagnosed with ADHD-Inattentive type. I've yet to go on medication but I've heard great things about Vyvanse. &#x200B; However my husband today told me that he things I'm looking at getting medicated as a ""Miracle pill"" and now I'm worried that when I go on medication nothing will change. I'm just looking for some advice on things to look out for when figuring out your dosage, and things to help ""stay on track"". Any habits you've found to be invaluable to help managing your medication/time? 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I was just prescribed wellbutrin for adhd. It's the 12 hour release form. He wants me to take 300mg of that in the morning rather than twice a day, so I can ""get a stronger effect for concentration and focus"". Can it work like that? Or did he make a mistake?",0.5783743842364544,2.931200482758623,1.8828078817733989,96.32155172413796,87.27586206896551,4.0039408866995085,22.07881773399015,5.288315135182226,-0.07324926108374362,220,8,48,1,7,70,46,58,0.043,0.85,0.107,0.5429,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,8,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43558505241330575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674904281755329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189361073385532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35693252679046306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707093548754652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419329613634736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859890797903871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725114036420446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377778107473944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638622147664349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GivePewDiePieSubs,2019/02/12,"Depressing Paradox of Life after The Diagnosis. (Discussion) **Length:[3mins]** ***Worth checking out!*** TL;DR **below** Self-Blaming is so damn hard for me to tackle... Because until you're diagnosed everything you mess up is (assumed to be) your own fault, and that you choose failing over succeeding. However after the diagnosis you get a completely different perspective... Very powerful one indeed. You basically become aware that you're not the problem, which appears to be the way your brain works... **And from here every mistake, failure that you're gonna make is not your fault. You assume that** in your life it's just the way it is and that **you simply did everything you possibly could've done to achieve the thing you didn't actually accomplish.** So it can easily become an excuse, that every move and decision that you make is basically a random activity you simply can't control because of the problems with inhibition, cognitive impairment, emotional regulation and executive functions that your brain has got impaired. And so you no longer feel the pain of guilt and shame, because you can't control it. ^(That's what you're thinking, reality might be different) **So you come up with the conclusion that you are not in control, that you simply can't do anything about it and that things (including yourself) won't ever change for the better**, even more that there will be no change, just a slow and neverending stagnation. **TL;DR: After the diagnosis you may fall into a rabbit hole of excuses and self-destructive behaviors, which are caused by abuse/ misunderstanding of your own capabilities. And unless you're going to Change your mind (pun not intended) about it, you'll have so much more trouble than you already have, so bare that in mind (hopefully).** Dilemma No. 1: So how and where can we draw a line between what's real and what not? ( What's true or false?) Dilemma No. 2: Also How and where can we draw a line between activities we're in control of and activities we're not in control of? 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Around 2 months ago I started posting comics about my ADHD experience ( [instagram.com/adreanaline](https://instagram.com/adreanaline) ). Someone took offense at my calling the meds “brain glasses” as they felt it was an oversimplification of how the meds work. I told them that for me, they feel like they quiet down my brain noise for my thoughts to come into focus. They do feel like glasses in that aspect. Are there real downsides to that analogy, especially considering my comics are public? Curious if you all use similar analogies? 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I ran out of weed about a week ago, and I decided I wasn’t going to go spend money at the dispensary to get more. Turns out, I don’t even miss it. I think I had become dependent on it before my diagnosis as a way to attempt to self-medicate my ADHD, and now without it, I have realized I don’t even miss it. I’m starting to sleep deeper and longer, and I don’t have that vague tiredness that I always felt. Anyway, this is the longest I’ve gone without smoking weed in probably a decade, and I’m really proud of myself. Yay for moving on from self-medicating!",5.812180451127819,4.79088315037594,7.257593984962408,76.8703007518797,67.12030075187971,10.607518796992482,32.53383458646616,9.957137785484203,2.9304466165413525,501,18,105,10,7,174,81,133,0.055,0.851,0.094,0.8264,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,1,10,2,1,1,0,17,24,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,0,2,5,6,2,0,0,6,2,16,3,20,18,1,19,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,7,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921481782473544,0.0,0.15431472595498466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485161165892002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192261806360508,0.1481324351616116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996132803769426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802196618510505,0.0,0.16714768393854468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909515656057445,0.0,0.19787159478601316,0.0,0.0,0.1919279305277886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867355666455802,0.17537104675754206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389519750607266,0.18502345845507784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769170803614696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152249721781124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36321460015728185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742094544856851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321736243057033,0.0,0.0,0.14554179598856487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154582710265068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893531124230184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817956455911504,0.13963947028068185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356210134085891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mabohsay,2019/02/12,"""You have potential, just try harder"" I'm tired of hearing these words. Every teacher who has ever taught me has told me this in some form or the other. They told me that I was trying hard enough. But I was trying hard that anybody in my class. I tried to study but I just can't pay attention. And because of this my marks were terrible(30-40%). Some of my classmates started calling me autistic. And because of them i also started thinking ""am I dumb"" ""Am I autistic"". I never really cared about marks because of our family business and neither did my parents. But suddenly my parents demand high marks (75+) but I studied but couldn't remember anything or even focus while studying. It was too much I had decided to kill myself. But then while searching for inspirational videos I stumbled upon something, a ted talk,it was a ted talk about somebody with ADHD. I do not exaggerate when I say this that video is the most important thing in my life. After thinking about it, I thought that I might also have adhd. I did some more research and found some more tests ,I took them and I thought to myself that they were writing my entire life in those questions because i related to almost every one of them. I went to a physiologist for a few weeks, and today I was finally diagnosed with ADHD. I felt so relieved. My life after the diagnosis will unfold in front of me. Thank you r/ADHD truly thank you ",3.349962686567164,5.6826040410447805,4.485576119402985,81.99673731343286,75.75373134328358,6.676059701492537,27.88417910447761,7.699297019823105,1.907309373134328,1105,46,196,16,25,361,147,268,0.077,0.8290000000000001,0.094,0.6884,2,0,1,0,0,1,38.0,1,3,5,0,12,7,2,0,7,0,22,5,0,0,2,42,40,21,1,1,11,2,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,15,8,0,0,11,2,1,3,5,2,0,1,19,5,46,5,27,18,12,24,0,0,0,0,20,7,1,10,14,158,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868887111858314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142003929417004,0.0,0.0,0.16199154986908795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334706964650765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246964086186878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342100718228972,0.0,0.10326450911546148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279985463481098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465215062219244,0.0,0.06689629814166148,0.09161604179553108,0.1706701626414838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954803584657015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724731887622648,0.11095029696614954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105130263446714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145889190813907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415301511466515,0.0,0.0,0.10701078136413683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120543515402819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461699516906996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744498733047228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445447163918746,0.0,0.07811549716520043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863180952703253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492500560878187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345985453608325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488432022068014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473360669032605,0.0,0.0,0.08054410436425569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797240566562905,0.0,0.0,0.14337689704128806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281446852215864,0.0,0.18649508846713408,0.0,0.0,0.06728775561867083,0.12979578731766592,0.0,0.16081437297108814,0.0,0.1164096165875573,0.09600419999490928,0.1935600072859554,0.11252885685743336,0.2750573431142887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124290910956103,0.0,0.0,0.09389011972969047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,finke11,2019/02/12,"My mom said me having Adhd is no excuse for not having straight As. Despite the fact that I have a 4.339 weighted gpa and im in the top 6% of my class out of 500 people (im a junior in high school, M17) , she still expects more of me. I know some of you guys have it worse than me, some of your parents don’t even acknowledge the fact that you having a learning disorder. Some you you guys aren’t diagnosed until you are well into adulthood, like your 30s. I get it. I take 40mg of vyvanse every school day. My friends at lunch joke that I am high if I forget to take it, my personality changes that much. The internet is an expansive and wonderful resource. Although it can be toxic and harmful at (many) times, it is fantastic and incredibly useful. In this day and age, ignorance is a choice (unless you live in north korea). You have all the information you could ever want at your fingertips. So why do some people, in the face of overwhelming evidence, refuse to change? I don’t even know what I’m trying to say here. Just a rant to strangers who may or may not understand me I guess. The United States education system just kills creativity and is incredibly flawed. The world just makes me very sad sometimes. It seems like people only care about themselves so much of the time. It is so easy to find the bad in the world rather than the good. I guess I just have to look for the good more often.",3.7918533744432974,5.187482035971225,4.683648509763618,85.06164268585133,72.16546762589928,7.885166152792054,25.468311065433372,8.418075326091056,1.5309634806440564,1098,34,225,18,21,356,156,278,0.096,0.754,0.15,0.9369,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,11,0,1,16,14,1,1,19,0,24,4,1,2,4,48,41,15,1,5,10,2,1,2,1,2,1,2,0,3,14,8,2,2,9,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,4,31,8,33,36,9,28,0,2,1,0,24,18,0,13,10,157,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866138853314935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633543123678108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763509723008447,0.0,0.2441082894160737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211958179004534,0.0,0.0,0.14881794390701136,0.0,0.0,0.11710578008639284,0.0,0.0,0.13223266307752368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152411561409317,0.10436559546709873,0.09721055834467353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545298642049612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914040550945282,0.0,0.060280005533457526,0.0,0.0,0.19354642236542807,0.0,0.0,0.2542027484738077,0.22848381951400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380542314615525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24925509622726816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764815957975148,0.0,0.12681696333558007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273528165181318,0.0,0.10188048656258923,0.0,0.09688807971059467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701540759659749,0.11697472199721386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351287869267629,0.0,0.0,0.16963154302505676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774982252562398,0.0,0.0,0.1281131103556697,0.0,0.0,0.2399647881540575,0.10074322248187767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975046703955336,0.09175285516154798,0.0,0.23353647168216746,0.0,0.10503538421932136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411134277574475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214065694018504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349911072829635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455514933977153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833377986845393,0.0,0.0,0.12011209395743985,0.0,0.09964915476956088,0.0,0.09519855841834536,0.06805266571276287,0.0,0.0,0.14049876762582614,0.10373826976344558,0.0,0.10411028905757408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512202650594054,0.0,0.0,0.11757957592645245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Timeflies19,2019/02/12,"Strengths We always post about the problems with ADHD. Do we have strengths, things that we can do better than other people because we have ADHD?",6.2650000000000015,8.382580884615386,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,67.07692307692308,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,1.0301384615384617,117,4,18,0,2,34,19,26,0.08199999999999999,0.667,0.252,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7461061574642196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582863883663179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892233493438161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745328470209756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151995446248986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728743738301,0.0,0.0,0.2970209104313035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062229319992453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luckymonkey12,2019/02/12,"Keep forgetting my therapist appointment!! Twice now in a row I have forgotten to go to my appointment...when I was working I always remembered because I had to take a half day off to go. But now that I'm unemployed I can never seem to remember to go the day of. I remember the appointment is coming though lol. I think I'm getting too focused on what I'm doing that day and not remembering there are things outside of my daily chores that need to be done. And yes, I am on meds, without them I probably wouldn't even get my daily chores done. Any one have ideas on remembering appointments? My phone alarm reminder doesn't seem to be helping me. I have a large note on my wall above my computer monitor this time to help me remember. Anything else?",2.8202040816326535,5.100758741496602,4.3988775510204094,82.22647959183675,77.23129251700679,8.825850340136055,28.18707482993197,9.424239791934726,2.8542054421768706,593,26,115,17,14,198,90,147,0.031,0.8690000000000001,0.1,0.8639,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,5,2,16,0,0,0,1,21,31,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,10,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,4,0,20,0,18,24,0,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,7,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366723228627853,0.0,0.0,0.07655143934252427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926354931869568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862160847530814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969690609634144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779495263664955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039632419457545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403776472378493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435140307892242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762632565599565,0.0,0.1919283232621513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090655515608775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707779332540314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005736103044123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503985885795424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346920589953498,0.08682090007642969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628032456107277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136946640419055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7651189863749714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049589445164716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463860744100728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070241073779604,0.0747864856390926,0.07213029097937304,0.11059942333134386,0.0,0.06564045438809069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851343337871186,0.0,0.08195227838416001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SomeGuyFromCanada23,2019/02/12,"Anyone here with ADHD have a job with investing in the stock market? I'm 18, and in Canada (at least in BC, not sure about the rest of Canada) I have to be 19 to open a brokerage account. Late last year I heard about the idea of day trading, and how you're able to do that using math to figure out all these cool things like how you're able to calculate a line where if the price of a stock touches it, that means it will drop a bit then shoot up and that's how day traders make their money, and it's just so fascinating to me. I have known about investing for a long time, but just the idea of it, but the thought of really learning everything about a company, and deciding whether or not that company is something I believe in and want to invest in for many years just isn't as stimulating to me. I'm just curious if anyone here has taken classes, or even self taught themselves to become a day trader, and if you could provide some insight to me? I'm working full time in construction and moved out in November but the idea has been on my mind to start learning so when I do turn 19 in June, I'd already have an idea what I'm doing. But I've just been so preoccupied with everything else going on that I haven't had the time to sit down and learn, and I wouldn't even really know where to start. It would just be cool to be able to do my day trading stuff in the morning before work as I've heard for many day traders most of the action is in the first 30 minutes of the market opening. Tl;dr is anyone here a day trader, and how did you learn to become a day trader?",8.921051517290051,5.211738795107038,8.798593272171258,76.78274523641501,63.189602446483185,12.141049164902375,36.16302046577276,9.661875296680813,3.064576287932252,1234,36,270,17,13,404,153,327,0.025,0.929,0.046,0.7348,1,0,1,1,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,3,25,4,0,0,23,2,26,0,0,7,2,67,44,32,0,7,18,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,14,18,0,0,15,0,8,3,5,0,0,1,9,5,15,4,52,28,7,48,0,0,0,0,6,22,0,7,22,182,29,16,0.29616003278622344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864226893078413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893998688844696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708198098787733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180569920668866,0.08400345822798598,0.1112236465349533,0.0,0.0,0.10777668367552047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881989580620052,0.0,0.0,0.4456636810241048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246790165583953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040727233567248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744636063940275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397119086484628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056104857214348214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457715043900778,0.0,0.0,0.09796437809919854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425393625511082,0.08046998489126432,0.11136047226863137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822961079942074,0.0,0.0,0.08736410313435933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589637386838262,0.2001731927266738,0.0,0.10753503266429612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967906912632347,0.0,0.0,0.10492374844558344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264851337426048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029865014330563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599948743630643,0.0,0.0,0.13974906368894144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301079395772545,0.0,0.0,0.09304244199699843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558518868442015,0.0,0.0,0.07837266154519326,0.17269329677354134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737902372571184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526239311435409,0.0,0.0,0.058227620193058674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373868741155826,0.0,0.0,0.0701278633482927,0.0,0.0,0.1271449007508252 adhd,Mysphyt,2019/02/12,"ADHD problems require ADHD solutions... My wife and I are in the process of redecorating our bedroom, and we've been getting furniture and decor delivered in bits and pieces over the last couple of weeks. I have no coherent plan for getting rid of the old stuff, so our unused formal dining room (which is open to the living room and directly next to the front door) is full of a melange of old and new furniture, packages, and miscellaneous garbage. There's nowhere else to put it, as our garage is full of other, unrelated garbage and packing material from our move nearly a year ago. So I did the only reasonable thing I could think to do: I created [a small sign](https://imgur.com/a/Rm6Dgox), printed it on cardstock, and taped it to the wall next to the ~~pile of garbage~~ art installation. For those who don't want to click the link: > “Sleepless” > Mixed Media, 2019 > Artist Unknown > >A rumination on light pollution and the increasing demands of modern life, “Sleepless” consists of a deconstructed Queen-size bed, complete with box-spring and mattress. These discarded pieces are surrounded by empty nightstands, packing materials, and unopened boxes, symbolizing the promise of a new day subverted and rendered inaccessible by the upside-down mattress. So anyway now we've redecorated *two* rooms.",13.092719298245616,10.315848798245618,11.42070175438597,58.30324561403509,54.438596491228076,14.519298245614035,49.017543859649116,12.650343791298138,6.202180701754387,1058,54,164,25,9,331,148,228,0.047,0.9329999999999999,0.02,-0.6152,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,17,0,11,2,0,1,0,22,15,17,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,10,15,1,1,3,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,2,10,1,30,12,6,32,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,0,13,103,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965547308458988,0.0,0.14624737208600005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011857903418782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298141484581125,0.0,0.0,0.1317254080203263,0.18255042301853752,0.0,0.1064003114265954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782202936306134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239349484802546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448307035642415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653229002707775,0.0,0.0,0.1456829091164704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535069583191826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186829947016849,0.35092233745029744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462435671043002,0.0,0.0,0.12547691762478366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786633847387585,0.0,0.16585336690487942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696298825169514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888659302644161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960729713202322,0.10571437029075724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611643046265362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731117948750023,0.0,0.13233931785608147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624356805980964 adhd,ultrabrightocean,2019/02/12,"Scared of meds, wondering if I should be on them. Let’s just preface this by saying I understand I should get any and all medical advice from a doctor. I’m not expecting medical advice here, I just want to share my thoughts and feelings with those who might feel similarly. I want to know how you deal with this. Recently reddit has gone crazy over a vice article about adhd meds - likening them to meth. I get that adhd meds are basically prescribed meth, taken in a controlled way. I’m still scared. I’ve been medicated for three years and I’d say it’s saved my life. I can hold down a job, I am socially appropriate, I’m calm and measured. i even got into uni when I couldn’t before. But now I have a chorus of voices around me (including my mother and sister in law) saying - “adderall will age you and ruin your skin and teeth, have you seen meth addicts?” -“adderall will ruin your organs.” -“adderall will ruin your coping skills, if you ever go off it you’ll lose all your ability to cope.” etc I feel so overwhelmed taking my medication every day. It’s what I’m meant to do, it’s prescribed. But now I have anxiety about my skin aging rapidly and my organs being impacted. It’s actually making me depressed. I know this is work for a psychologist and psychiatrist, not reddit. I’m only sharing because I want to know - how do you deal with these thoughts and opinions and still take your medication? I want to take my medication. I want to be a functioning adult like I wasn’t able to be for 26 years before medication. But I also don’t want to feel like I’m ruining my body and skin. Anyone know where the best literature on this comes from? I don’t want to just google myself into more anxiety. Also, what about role models? I’d like to see someone who has been on adderall since they were a child until they were middle aged. So I can know what my future might be like. I have no positive, older, adhd role models. All people see is meth addiction and assume that will be your end point. I want to know there is another end point. Any support with this would be endlessly appreciated. I am so thankful to this community for all the support.",2.9953748240621745,5.231280785202871,4.596181384248212,81.24576953674807,76.47016706443914,7.6387246802521265,24.347408359341532,8.5409612609427,1.8047172266079192,1695,57,320,35,39,568,201,419,0.079,0.7879999999999999,0.133,0.94,1,0,4,0,0,0,51.0,0,12,4,5,24,21,0,3,10,0,42,16,5,4,5,75,88,27,0,15,10,2,7,4,0,10,11,4,0,2,20,21,0,2,16,1,0,3,7,9,0,1,12,14,52,12,42,57,7,37,0,7,3,0,32,15,0,7,22,214,72,3,0.06929332945612424,0.0,0.06762029386623332,0.15107991437350773,0.2498313488146941,0.13542527914733424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082770106214432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424368039936024,0.07266009773144165,0.1060184147395037,0.0,0.0,0.048451507105881635,0.0,0.0,0.06168575425491561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224057047902215,0.0,0.11792703934458185,0.0,0.07271907420550637,0.0,0.0,0.07696926796283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596900676757462,0.0,0.0,0.07771836111644156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468846500508175,0.14287676001875618,0.059682243124049524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092465890811986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274664509658555,0.0,0.07728037920799548,0.045767590584815485,0.06267978361104377,0.05838261866357811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401471576184329,0.04950316840891705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240580932824286,0.0,0.039380995995319364,0.0,0.05542020563217629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876293734906548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284908101517912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085712413559361,0.04894392784207037,0.13541288252397987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752151111417288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046253835483484385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090780388848997,0.4886401757933715,0.0,0.1470185444377897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270069952839511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048039269801026664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100918783893598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841880322836925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531451044231202,0.13874942220928188,0.0,0.110435624277846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057320158183614724,0.0,0.0,0.07063582306577378,0.058712013182820724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067548482700697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726649820740934,0.0,0.0,0.15629988026925667,0.0,0.0,0.06379598791077998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002232689630533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213679972434095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269680083318555,0.05500181958327386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514565993963042,0.05044636912362917,0.0,0.0,0.049223993122883176,0.0,0.0,0.08924526459739418 adhd,Sammyloccs,2019/02/12,"Procrastination and a Lack of Urgency I'm currently in my 2nd year of college and it seems every semester I end up with the same problem. I give myself plenty of time, and I mean like whole after afternoons/weekends blocked out to give myself time to write my papers. But what ends up happening almost every single time, guaranteed, is I scramble to turn it in last minute. I can't think of a paper that I didn't turn in hours before it's due. I just can't seem to write/study if I'm not under stress. I hear a lot of people say that like it's a good thing, ""I work best under pressure,"" that's definitely true for because I always get pretty good grades on my essays. But the feeling of stress I feel is unbearable. Does anyone have any tips for this? I want to have that feeling of urgency that helps me write, but not the stress that makes me want to like rage quit college. Thanks. 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Someone made a post about the difference between working dogs and pets, comparing it to the difference between having ADHD and having ADD. I had just started typing out a reply that there hasn’t been such a thing as ADD since before DSM IV and maybe since they don’t understand ADHD at all they could use something else for their shitty analogy, but really, what’s the point? Am I even going to succeed in educating anyone by replying to that, or would it just get me into some pointless online argument? Where do you draw the line on trying to correct people on their misconceptions about ADHD?",8.316428571428574,8.454801912698414,8.193492063492068,68.37928571428571,61.61904761904761,10.692063492063493,33.87301587301587,10.290406445055957,3.6247587301587294,555,20,87,11,7,179,83,126,0.052000000000000005,0.914,0.034,-0.2982,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,5,2,10,1,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,2,3,20,17,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,10,1,21,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,1,70,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7026810843839226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102206821866205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243815582161478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670640311262195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054371405990325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210790278336475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654519038851106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636880768144133,0.0,0.08307288427192673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831142764087076,0.0,0.0,0.14684936452713918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267444232049764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381797339660553,0.0,0.13999231663225412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364149023118276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418298850441425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385101375008402,0.1125303037560788,0.0,0.0,0.10346125425993047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711014446962993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984823099066889,0.0,0.0,0.1521701486666204,0.0,0.12624562769807496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641491608399728,0.0,0.0,0.10383635509334023,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nolanj345,2019/02/12,"Got in trouble for not being able to remember what I ate for dinner the other night. I'm always told that I have to remember exactly what my dad tells me to do, and what not to do. I really wish it were that simple. Of course, he blamed it on my phone, even though he knows I don't take my medication when I'm not at school, and the same thing has happened whether or not my attention is fully on what he says.",6.715,4.3983149540229896,7.540775862068965,79.73806034482763,66.1264367816092,11.458620689655175,30.94540229885057,10.125756701596842,2.5449333333333333,319,8,73,6,4,108,58,87,0.068,0.898,0.035,-0.4228,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,15,17,6,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,9,0,11,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,52,19,1,0.2362329685880816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965647540938336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602964778623918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889370852722654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890003395108103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982746151015656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797986288371176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216886381597485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151336888768399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352118050905306,0.0,0.0,0.18786193831832226,0.0,0.23908037608741464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761779282255238,0.0,0.20647802693555614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694268743055131,0.0,0.2320976922174963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257307250273761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716562554237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nola_North,2019/02/12,"venting- Frustration with diagnoses Gahhhhhh I got diagnosed with ADHD in college and have pretended I don’t have it ever since. I felt like I got good enough grades and thought I was fine burning a bunch of bridges but now it’s It’s been unnecessarily difficult and catching up to me as I try to get consistent work. I’m saving money to get tested again because it was so long ago I have no idea where those records are and every time I go to a psych doctor they just tell me I have mood swings and anxiety 😒 I’ve done so much therapy and every self help thing I can for managing emotions and behaviors and just started a mood stabilizer med. But I just don’t feel like it’s getting to the root of my problems. It’s fine for now but I don’t want to be on it forever. I’m tired of doctors chalking it up to me being an anxious mess but by now i know my brain just works differently. I need help for how I actually am instead of believing I’m just moody. So I’m saving up for a real real test, I just want the peace of mind and to know if I qualify for testing “help” because I’m interested in going back to school. Thanks for listening. Feel free to share any diagnoses stories please ",1.837021857923496,3.9890522377049216,4.043852459016397,84.17812841530056,79.90163934426229,7.5092896174863375,26.560109289617486,8.472884824447931,2.016546994535519,942,40,194,21,24,324,136,244,0.10300000000000001,0.716,0.18100000000000002,0.9578,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,18,18,1,0,7,0,16,7,1,2,1,41,40,19,0,5,11,0,3,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,10,11,0,0,7,1,2,3,4,5,0,0,8,4,23,12,31,30,3,20,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,12,123,33,14,0.0,0.0,0.11422351875324413,0.0,0.14067086533191114,0.0,0.10375740236396364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795977374541297,0.0,0.08954261873027759,0.13223272393332194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000391244330297,0.0,0.14270469169515546,0.0,0.0,0.1318748094118997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306660570898135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564086209085479,0.0,0.12229191258290713,0.0,0.2396104377447699,0.0,0.11978237301051667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131665038362916,0.0,0.12094351952432544,0.0,0.0,0.10587805863293497,0.1972386618423959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836758294862053,0.08362025306022099,0.11238596568985447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346074484700536,0.0,0.13304396291122955,0.09817564573692196,0.1872305053822492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235367625885034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321347438564315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865479106980438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143690380657484,0.0,0.0,0.10358520700599888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001571155498906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818672245437005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604491919975757,0.08679079052933189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848530444685385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200065318867783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26645612588321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184604377095145,0.0,0.0,0.1221082536995813,0.0,0.0,0.09682463338856448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284830480575434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102306503981907,0.1077635396841647,0.13385641126246264,0.0,0.07776254894936689,0.0,0.0,0.09292430275721693,0.06825255931994774,0.13453128916006146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946899072181518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380777659192276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704269963991774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ApprehensivePickle2,2019/02/12,"Never Cry Over Spilled Milkshake! I went to McDonald's last night because my meds had worn off and I was craving a milkshake, and as I was walking up to my door--juggling a wallet and keys and phone and milkshake because why bring a purse, purses are for people who can't HANDLE THEIR BUSINESS AMIRITE--I thought to myself, ""Hmm, you're going to spill this milkshake if you're not careful."" So I was careful. Then I got inside the house and as I went to hang up my keys, I was so busy congratulating myself on my caution that I spilled the chocolate milkshake all over the white carpet. Those three sips I had left were delicious, though.",6.693519163763071,6.656218723577236,6.228710801393727,81.70243902439027,65.01626016260164,8.00418118466899,35.457607433217184,6.868970318607317,2.3291217189314763,505,22,95,3,7,156,78,123,0.02,0.905,0.075,0.7371,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,2,11,18,13,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,12,1,16,2,14,6,1,17,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,4,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27243219449487954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556545409679318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245454830775132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699462908209375,0.0,0.17871738080845145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578370745693073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214565352987547,0.0,0.0,0.2427845171697535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820813665610825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234227571591604,0.0,0.0,0.2096973852952661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549155651238763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954340824631105,0.1773983141082292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142900573809122,0.20163338615592835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HukHukCaribou,2019/02/12,"Vyvanse Alternatives So due to life circumstances I can no longer go through my insurance for my Vyvanse or any ADHD class 2 medication. I was on the Vyvanse patient assistance program but as of this year I am no longer elligible for that either. I am seeing my prescriber for a refill this afternoon but will proabably end up going over alternatives that would be cheaper or that would have a Good RX coupon since I am paying out of pocket. I have had Adderall previously but I need 3-4 doses throughout the day to do what the Vyvanse did in one dose. And it's very difficult to split a pill into 3 or more since my state will only allow a 30 day supply of class 2 medications with once pill a day. I have also tried Adderall XR but it gives me heart palpatations. Never tried ritalin. I'm very new to taking medication since I was only diagnosed recently at 25 due to anger issues. My doctor and I will go over options obviously but I just wish I could talk to someone whose been here before. It feels like the whole world is against me and holding my medication that I need to exsist over my head. &#x200B;",5.72387375415282,6.5850826000000025,6.589983388704318,75.16843023255814,67.18604651162791,9.491694352159467,32.10132890365449,9.606745405546679,3.020528239202658,889,36,162,18,14,295,131,215,0.063,0.875,0.062,-0.036000000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,9,0,21,15,2,1,2,28,32,14,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,5,13,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,3,2,0,1,5,2,22,2,26,20,3,25,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,4,12,111,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643140128676382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743766531851976,0.0,0.13201665294472,0.1480523720592551,0.08285730102791984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367927225358757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728158350471278,0.0,0.0,0.23573563224894106,0.0,0.0,0.12366790537894115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471129710873465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079165805053181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160739466981095,0.08704454047873318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168827428015036,0.20773826061141176,0.10219598310972497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504589291204574,0.0,0.0,0.1443843375154901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717225639415616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860611925492405,0.05952625111202635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909753217068231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806898258002405,0.09397270012076132,0.11767656227650493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975863501731205,0.08256385338992922,0.18533392188006395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030509315936028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970929586601528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023689385725637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323703254435294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916106429291892,0.09793264960854642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544656411664846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010661865879924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603316590711756,0.14011323876753967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310729796187688,0.0,0.1480523720592551,0.07846278628686539 adhd,coshearer,2019/02/12,"Long term diagnosis/medication use Has anyone else been diagnosed with ADHD and been on meds since they were teenagers (like 13)? I'm in a doctorate program right now and sometimes I keep thinking I might not have ADHD anymore but rather I'm just dependent on my medication to succeed in school. I'm fairly certain this is not the case just by how I act when I'm off meds, but this thought has been bugging me for years. Has anyone gone through something similar? This situation weirdly illicit feelings of fraud, fear of the effects adderall and vyvanse have had on me for the past 10 years, and being dependent on medication for the rest of my life. Any advice would help!! =)",5.095118110236221,7.055622330708662,5.529929133858269,78.03583858267717,69.78740157480314,8.54456692913386,33.95984251968504,9.120678840339163,3.2100148031496065,544,27,96,11,10,174,85,127,0.08800000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.113,0.5337,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,1,5,0,14,5,0,5,1,24,24,8,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,1,8,3,17,14,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,8,62,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596539684643238,0.14621735614888995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175398469545388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839341482286292,0.2092504830724765,0.15331430099806262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187197742547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315332819103494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499722219048193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837610031110192,0.07565776119410861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002942820910902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329986120496542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568856529103113,0.07310198581763938,0.0,0.0,0.13241843179823928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986178180513794,0.3014743103565936,0.0,0.1587344918755137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283940282843646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778377215195794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143422352497193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377603408188036,0.16819113912148453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519299784155553,0.14798855582741366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587728966863003,0.0,0.11879003578515668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923285402706106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629333280810588,0.0,0.0,0.19271448758163365 adhd,AnonymousSpiderGuy,2019/02/12,"In a brief moment of lucidity, I did what I needed to do for years. A few years back my friend worked at a convenience store, and one of my friends at the time (considering what happened we are not friends anymore) said that he was going to rob the store my friend worked at. I warned my friend and told him the day they were going to do it and he believed me. He told his boss but he didn’t believe him, and told him not to do anything, because if the police came because “someone took a joke the wrong way,” he’d fire him. Fast forward to the day and he called in sick. He didn’t call the police because he didn’t want to be fired. And guess what happened? Yeah, the store got robbed. My friend told me that he owed me his life. I thought he was over reacting because I don’t think he would have killed anyone, but whatever. He asked me how I could make it up to him and I told him I’d let him know. Fast forward to now and I asked him to come in at least once a week to my apartment (which is super dirty. The trash was always full, the dishes were never done, and the counters have god knows what on them.) and to tell me to keep it clean and to tell me motivational things like “this place is dirty, you’ve gotta clean it up!” “Scrub the counters, do the dishes, do your laundry!” And I asked him to stay with me until I got these things done. I also asked him to make his visits random and unpredictable, but not too close to his previous visits. The goal is to get myself to keep my house clean and do my chores more often so that I don’t have to worry about him just yelling at me to get shit done. Hope it works! 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However in those 2 weeks my productivity at work (and general sense of calmness) was up like 50% so I definitely want to get another, better pair but I wasn’t sure if I was willing to spring for $160 for “just” a pair of headphones? Does anyone have AirPods and love them or know of another wireless headphone option that will work close to as well? Thanks in advance!",6.730136054421767,7.3470973877551025,6.553469387755103,77.16891156462589,64.91836734693878,9.390476190476187,35.72108843537415,9.2995712137729,3.2501170068027214,416,19,75,7,6,131,72,98,0.013999999999999999,0.737,0.249,0.9692,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,5,4,7,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,15,13,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,6,7,16,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,5,44,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722323182015616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744795448485252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916077768508176,0.0,0.0,0.19914944281230385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970526091123635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764491191821155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375057325657185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000938173969683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322969218454426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825681180370568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122252564344628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731135935446185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281435183568194,0.0,0.3612444287696562,0.0,0.2024598289410312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491791366510809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RevolutionaryFudge9,2019/02/12,"Hung out with local ADHD'ers, now I notice motor tics in the public. Whole new level of People Watching. Not that many different tics to know. I've known numerous people diagnosed (and undiagnosed) over the years, and I can't stop spotting motor tics in people. They're not that common, but occasionally you'll run across a textbook individual. EG, a Tic tied to excited states without Tourrettes, poor emotional regulation, uncoordinated in common tasks, drinking problem, etc. That forced ""I'm suddenly aware I'm blinking manually"" heavy blinking during conversation, and some repeated anxious movement. Mine have gotten more suppressible since I've gotten older. But more than a few times I've had a problematic coworker, people wonder what their deal is, and I just keep my mouth shut.",8.509966832504148,10.29486107462687,8.62114427860697,59.77203150912109,61.38805970149254,11.0301824212272,36.530679933665006,10.980518767755715,4.728750580431177,640,29,88,17,9,209,100,134,0.11599999999999999,0.826,0.059000000000000004,-0.8267,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,0,0,20,12,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,3,1,1,2,4,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,12,8,6,22,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,2,10,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786032778504234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419212676529004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954675355506694,0.0,0.19243829676225516,0.0,0.19808988322388374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573416598596884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132725829788326,0.0,0.0,0.21145223713394748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685236921810639,0.0,0.0,0.1041982744440813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922229308303608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311523223376475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158589360898316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257743905406415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814199798053112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683768383402405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851267938468774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105563010657286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167974560682348,0.0,0.18276600797677248,0.20561128281184407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209509739813534 adhd,NearlyUp,2019/02/12,"Vanderbilt ADHD testing for my six year old - is this right? I’ve noticed some behavioral issues with my son in his Kindergarten class and sometimes at home. His teachers have too and recommended we talk to his doctor about ADHD testing. I thought: No problem, if he’s having trouble I want to help him out the best I can and get the help he needs to be successful. We get the Vanderbilt testing material from the doctor. The doctors only instructions were “Don’t fill these out together and bring them back in when they’re all done.”. I fill out my portion right away and my husband does his later. I send a quick message to his teachers to let them know I’ll be sending their portion along with him today and just to fill them out at their earliest connivence. His teacher gets them today and responds to my message “We’d like the doctors address so we can turn these in confidentiality.”. I was honestly looking forward to reviewing their assessment to see their thoughts and opinions, as well as to see some transparency regarding his behavior. Is it wrong for me to request to see the teachers assessments or should I just let it go and give them confidentiality between themselves and my child’s doctor? 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I've found that if I need to read anything, I get bored within the first page or so, my mind wanders and I barely make any progress. I know this is fairly common with those who have ADD/ADHD, but I've found if I hear the text read aloud (even just a text to speech program like Windows Narrator will do) while reading, that sense of boredom never comes. How many others of this community find it helps them?",5.612424242424244,5.866039080808082,5.386414141414144,85.83295454545456,67.28282828282829,7.408080808080808,27.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,1.1064262626262629,395,11,79,2,6,122,68,99,0.046,0.846,0.10800000000000001,0.7293,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,19,14,9,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,10,4,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,7,2,10,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,7,48,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495011746117647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888153695158346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965731828514276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525499020222647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960397488812013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289908247049909,0.12368285816387285,0.0,0.3188618657301273,0.0,0.0,0.075968995271205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388391002486238,0.0,0.09746304078709704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991171535810462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103836506742706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706009619173722,0.14741956347904714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681930840424928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156344397534887,0.11214660511691077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7272302069302322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sugxrpunk,2019/02/12,"Can people please stop saying ""ADHD meds are basically meth!"" My medication helps me live a fulfilling life. It helps me to do what I need to do without the struggle I usually have to overcome because of my ADHD. I know they're chemically similar, but for the love of god can people stop making posts about how they're ""practically the same!!!"" A helpful prescribed medication is not the same as something like meth you find on the streets. Conflating the two isn't helpful.",4.471637931034484,7.025465402298849,5.469640804597702,75.21756465517242,73.13793103448276,8.48793103448276,31.5646551724138,9.188382445141503,3.2229551724137933,378,18,64,9,8,124,61,87,0.044000000000000004,0.684,0.272,0.9705,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,0,8,4,0,2,0,12,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,10,12,2,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042671044358914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252800458164583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372402485404088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509409884791914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924336744052781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879866207128224,0.08216989308138882,0.0,0.1485162154255049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179943577250016,0.0,0.11226916214885273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868228901467631,0.33887057337379833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247118992842208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320567967729786,0.0,0.0,0.18462380916167734,0.0,0.0,0.16108100743259096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133752667098877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948206824336755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812313250583725,0.0,0.1758303208713911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429870003268815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852392246188036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621306472089764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anyusernameinastorm,2019/02/12,"How do you guys deal with the need to exercise? So this weekend I took a couple of days off from the gym because I wasn't feeling well and didn't want to get anyone else sick. Come Monday morning, I'm a complete mess - it took me three hours to get ready, and I had an anxiety attack on my morning commute. Totally back to normal last night after an hour and a half in the weight room. This was a pretty extreme example - I have a lot on my plate right now and I'm pretty high-strung because of it - but this is a trend I've noticed for years now. If I'm not exercising every day or very close to it, the various methods I've developed to help myself cope fail catastrophically and my life (feels like it) falls apart very quickly. When time and scheduling starts to get tight, this gets to be a huge problem - I don't always have the time to hit the gym every day, and invariably this leads to skyrocketing stress and massive drops in productivity. Most of the time it's not an issue because I love lifting, it's my favorite part of my day and I hit the gym religiously. But I also have kinda an uneasy feeling about having this existential need to punish myself physically on the daily or else everything falls apart. Anyone else?",4.198765432098767,5.575343465020577,5.359773662551444,80.68064814814818,71.13991769547326,8.033744855967077,27.491769547325106,8.515128840125781,1.9411300411522645,974,34,188,16,18,323,138,243,0.128,0.772,0.1,-0.4589,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,10,9,2,1,20,0,12,6,0,2,1,34,32,18,0,6,7,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,12,12,1,1,3,6,0,6,5,6,1,2,6,5,17,3,26,23,5,41,0,1,0,1,5,12,0,6,23,119,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967431062705035,0.09330529424937806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578296007608048,0.0,0.0,0.15681478391851794,0.2297910965806716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756973894180146,0.0,0.08622488528140644,0.0,0.20506934648453976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965943643837406,0.1175714030820107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407523309157255,0.0,0.2892711662449589,0.1156062503915352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102318475546184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889571300706735,0.0,0.10077969809849477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170096459982417,0.08010925893762329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343436153480455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103126948894038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751617197888606,0.11847677309397922,0.0,0.0,0.22086075365947164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703979550159542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140498293805244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792042593422868,0.05478349173529587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533315812722896,0.1012062061079754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662933477828175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523109145683884,0.10986848124291353,0.0,0.12766642882435425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214312662038596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281631952503797,0.0,0.10729804083483388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957626683775056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936972275661004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128450251660891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616044251072265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491721987349408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504622020393469,0.06614012215190196,0.0,0.0,0.13655020792552225,0.10082282247313143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221125677787457 adhd,digitals32,2019/02/12,"Ritalin works but... I have taken Concerta 54mg for a while now and it doesn’t work at all! I then tried 10mg Ritalin and its amazing. I am super-focused the entire time, but when the drug starts to wear off, I get extremely irritated. Any solutions as no other drug helps ? I am trying today. 10mg in the morning when I start to experiencing the drug wearing off another 10mg and then at 6pm I will break the tablet in half and just drink half. Or should I stay strong and is the irritability a side effect that wears off after a while ? 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I’m looking to read more about ADHD, and with all the info out there, it’s hard to tell which sites are actually well-meaning. I’m up for anything, from tips for dealing with ADHD to medical studies, all of it. GIVE ME ALL THE LINKS, I CAN HANDLE IT. 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I dont like it, but... I started taking 10 mg focalin twice a day. It's been about 5 days and I feel like I've been wading through a pool of half-set jello and my mind has slowed to a crawl in thought process and reaction time. I'm tired all the time, now. I can focus, but the cost of my mental and physical energy isn't worth it. Its potentially dangerous at work, as well. My husband is trying to be supportive and is saying that, if being tired is the only side effect, I should keep with it. I tried explaining that its not just that I'm tired, but he doesn't understand. He hasn't really seen yet that it's taking my personality from me by turning me into a zombie. I go back for a follow up appointment in March. Will the slothy side effects subside by then? If they do go away, I'll keep taking focalin. It does help me focus. But I dont wanna be stuck feeling soulless and slow. If this helps: I was on ritalin when I first started treatment. I've been through several medications since then, but I remember very clearly how zombified I was when I was on it. My doctor told me that focalin is like the little brother of ritalin, so this feeling is something I feared and anticipated. 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So I don't have an official diagnosis, but I have an evaluation next Monday that I've been looking forward to for months. One of the things I really struggle with, which I think is related to ADHD and which causes a lot of anxiety for me, is I have a really hard time waking up in the morning. I started using the Alarmy app, and for a while it worked okay, but it got to a point where the math problem challenges didn't work for me. So I switched to using the picture challenge, so that now I have to walk all the way downstairs to the kitchen to take the picture. Then I'm in the kitchen-- might as well make coffee. I got this exact idea from another post in this subreddit. Anyway, this has been working great for me. For the past 2 weeks I have been up on time, ready for work on time, and arriving at work on time. Awesome, right? My hope is that I can retrain myself to get up early without relying on such a disruptive alarm. The problem is, I live with my parents. And even though they wake up at the same time, sometimes earlier, my parents seem to hate it, my mom especially. The alarm is a pain in the ass, and it usually times out at least once on my way to the kitchen, so there is a brief period where they hear it go off while I'm hurrying down the hall. I try to keep my phone muffled so it's not too loud, but i know it's still annoying. I did explain to them some of my problems with getting up in the morning, and they were surprised that it's such a struggle for me. The upsetting thing though was this morning while I was brushing my teeth. I overheard my mom complaining about it to my dad. She literally said, ""I can't stand that new alarm she uses. How can she not control her body enough to wake up in the morning?! I mean, COME ON!"" and now I just feel like shit. I can't stop thinking about the disgust in her voice. I'm constantly asking myself what's wrong with me, and to hear that kind of exasperation from someone who I hoped would be understanding and supportive feels awful. I hate thinking that I'm disturbing or inconveniencing anyone, and I already feel like a burden on my parents. I don't know what else to do when this alarm is working so well for me. Okay guys... sorry for the essay. I wasn't sure what subreddit to post this to, but r/ADHD seemed like this best place since it is related and I have that evaluation coming up. I just wanted to get this off my chest. &#x200B;",4.58361207263011,5.278812162324648,5.370599380579343,83.49057691139858,69.66132264529058,8.61361510900589,29.9508714398494,8.754623652393294,2.1701003340013356,1955,74,404,32,33,637,230,499,0.17800000000000002,0.713,0.109,-0.9915,3,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,4,11,28,37,5,8,32,3,35,12,8,7,3,65,78,32,0,7,10,6,4,3,0,2,1,5,3,2,34,18,3,3,14,0,0,6,9,20,2,1,12,11,58,17,73,63,7,73,0,0,1,1,26,36,2,8,31,288,92,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714894587373928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133106360283014,0.0,0.0,0.07985517689999183,0.08955497732703327,0.0,0.07728209318772268,0.05638118625848972,0.0,0.0,0.05153356524625278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890063639259486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734482122562597,0.0,0.0,0.08186537487576546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571139402771647,0.0,0.1269740481095542,0.0,0.07964477197304971,0.08266211873809368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313572539036755,0.0,0.0,0.07615300063535617,0.0,0.04867892159499125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179656406905128,0.10530424795754127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551744379397605,0.0,0.041886068108309714,0.0,0.11789110199050162,0.08125578993455554,0.0,0.07297573644020312,0.0,0.0,0.06602176366474581,0.1455292757197025,0.0,0.0,0.16613312924524776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464037646128917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319963957082945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550897805428707,0.0,0.07674841749957725,0.08100846101233111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801999308529614,0.0,0.06507947522590853,0.0,0.061890412933371934,0.0,0.0,0.06265809130641202,0.0,0.0,0.049196097111460765,0.0,0.0,0.08028217031188009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818528467687473,0.0,0.1726358174723629,0.058827563374843274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711810403306323,0.07838202059809285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848933087212727,0.049941813937356604,0.0,0.07842323137523577,0.0,0.24550925126522086,0.0,0.07035609741312218,0.0,0.0,0.07700202651000193,0.0,0.06967141924607781,0.0,0.14117067826619853,0.0,0.0,0.2115661718870899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442970162798156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294038859947935,0.07010668128625966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341895374821497,0.0768863843068181,0.0,0.07565318241410265,0.060966361793981384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489350869865748,0.0,0.07289233253324681,0.08250241547675086,0.05216606092930698,0.0,0.05885784219290945,0.06161747052148048,0.0,0.15409691094442113,0.0,0.0,0.08363520384113504,0.06946247180632822,0.0,0.055414100674826834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792755267647037,0.14167418369287724,0.14482203250644454,0.0,0.25785443719675744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003825029014721,0.0,0.0,0.07672550757041205,0.0,0.1909624183564622,0.08117141616426933,0.0,0.04347085415213422,0.117001101821792,0.05911862558251715,0.0,0.13253238936783487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104528894819315,0.0,0.32193193689368416,0.0,0.0,0.05235519001990475,0.08058064949764328,0.08955497732703327,0.0 adhd,BasicEconomy,2019/02/12,"Self-help success stories? Or general advice/small tricks that work for you! I am currently in university, and I was very recently diagnosed with ADHD. And then everything finally made sense! I went to a counsellor at school a couple of times, but she just told me to read this book on ADHD. Sometimes she tells me to breathe, but honestly the session feels very superficial. I do get the importance of meditation and breathing, but I don't feel like I am getting much from the subsequent sessions specifically for ADHD. I am currently on waiting lists to see therapists and psychiatrists, but it will take a couple of months at least. So my plan is to work on myself (CBT)over the next few months while I wait. My issues are lack of motivation, procrastination, and lowered-self esteem/confidence in myself from when I was undiagnosed. I'm open to hearing about self-help success stories or even small tricks that make a difference in your daily life! Even any free resources/self-help exercises would be great! Thank you. &#x200B;",6.438819875776397,8.535142260869566,6.530279503105593,71.65260869565219,66.6086956521739,10.257142857142858,34.33850931677018,10.451354775682146,4.073355279503106,832,39,136,23,14,265,119,184,0.045,0.7859999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9811,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,6,6,9,2,0,8,0,12,5,2,3,0,24,27,15,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,5,4,20,8,24,19,4,22,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,2,12,90,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084608909695369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275062864650445,0.13766082791456336,0.07704168801634961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070842310202585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149878654704114,0.0,0.11836486409635025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965512467907865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181854412606378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145665528751016,0.08093503225297408,0.0,0.12410462900718527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837962501463704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490360278240174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768706329086615,0.0,0.22780948030128834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824625204907875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002070384189093,0.0553482048058783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719857646372756,0.07562254673794244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085541016451828,0.0,0.08328183730347732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048614349760642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332154504398027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186108332008264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465642587587314,0.09027816905548576,0.0,0.4727484115319579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204758400537726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518064773977574,0.0,0.09902122866695354,0.10430302756619607,0.0,0.13153945160966354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606082722483209,0.0,0.0,0.10825429742734484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695369298270448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502178718862266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495422993292322,0.0,0.0,0.08047859559435981,0.0,0.13766082791456336,0.0 adhd,NotAllAltmer,2019/02/12,"Am I not taking the right dosage? Or is something else going on? Hello! I have ADHD-C and I take 36mg of Concerta daily to handle it. Recently however, I have been noticing that I have been having problems focusing again. I used to take 57mg a couple of months ago but I stopped because it was giving me some strong anxiety attacks. I did take double the dosage of 36mg once and found myself focusing a lot better with no anxiety. I doubled on my dose of Lexapro when I shifted back to 36 in order to reduce my anxiety. So far Lexapro has been an angel with little to no side effects. I also take Seroquel, which is a strong antipsychotic and sedative that makes me really drowsy. Seroquel can make me feel tired for an entire day even if I take it the night before. It makes me feel week and exhausted and occasionally irritated, as if I were sleep deprived even when I am not. Should I ask my doctor about increasing my dosage? Or is the Seroquel diminishing the effects of Concerta? 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[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attention\_deficit\_hyperactivity\_disorder](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attention_deficit_hyperactivity_disorder) You don't have to thank me. Just read this and stop violating the rules of this subreddit. &#x200B; Thank you for your patience.",24.867000000000004,33.36887936666667,12.508333333333335,18.742500000000007,38.66666666666667,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.2920000000000003,271,6,24,3,4,64,24,30,0.228,0.7020000000000001,0.07,-0.6809999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34035645707752044,0.3816986697663911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300846818973854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31421199228879154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262422518998635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784118471135892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816986697663911,0.0 adhd,Bzwaxx,2019/02/12,"Can ADHD be caused by traumatic experiences? Is bullying considered traumatic experience ? Is bullying considered traumatic experience ? Can bullying cause ADHD? How different is aquired ADHD from innate AdHD.?",9.729999999999997,14.377046827586213,11.492689655172414,22.99627586206898,80.72413793103449,18.87172413793104,50.627586206896545,11.979248473330829,12.56269103448276,174,13,12,12,5,61,17,29,0.508,0.4920000000000001,0.0,-0.977,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7899409169322976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376115377119088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716833569822926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822205121054599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,roguecromm,2019/02/12,"I cant control my emotions. Is it ADD related to be under constant paranoia that your girlfriend will leave you for someone else? To feel extremely happy, and borderline euphoric when you're with them, but then horribly bad and anxious when she's away from you, or hanging out with any friends who are guys alone? If she goes out drinking with friends, and you can't sleep because your hurt almost physically hurts because you're so worried? I know she would never cheat on me, I know my feelings are unjustified, as she has never given me a reason to not trust her, but I can't make them go away. I want my feelings to go away but they won't. I know what I'm feeling is ridiculous, logically, but I can't talk myself down. We've since broken up, and I thought I could get over her but I can't, and now she wants to be friends even though she's with someone else. I can't stand the thought, and I'd rather ignore her entirely than stand that pain. Help. I was diagnosed with ADD about a year ago, and take 30mg of Adderall XR daily. My emotions have always been this way, but could the medication make it worse?",4.619054054054053,5.481087121621621,4.958576576576579,85.87245945945949,69.67567567567568,7.721801801801803,30.56576576576577,7.793537801064563,1.8646500900900893,879,35,180,10,15,278,134,222,0.212,0.6779999999999999,0.11,-0.9805,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,3,1,8,12,2,0,4,0,21,5,1,4,2,49,40,21,0,7,10,0,4,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,7,16,1,2,11,1,0,3,10,7,0,0,5,4,36,5,26,28,0,25,0,2,0,0,25,10,0,3,9,120,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282410418168522,0.0,0.11615397152452173,0.12013763169184816,0.0,0.0,0.09651857342796057,0.0,0.0,0.0788817555387496,0.0,0.0,0.1310432901380176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326948244615815,0.0,0.09685242613311318,0.14142106251470915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535125882722498,0.13010019847444373,0.1852279037149772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773424138934635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363263706005755,0.0,0.0,0.19380077062068868,0.260961421802443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766147475737482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346057322859577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688563624797611,0.0,0.0606035049439192,0.0,0.13184723201859788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148550017786306,0.0,0.12348067829176396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775016443358243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483538016709789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124631118891225,0.0,0.0,0.12282379070871699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485743883841466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685450413532755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892766156465328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342870135293962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926395984738332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959536954864731,0.0,0.1160805035722646,0.0,0.1965673094025962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721510658249597,0.09323377939960062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396620035991167,0.18417689668447335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683575595165506,0.09207280675307054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780031208280467,0.11821057990792072,0.08240075038891881,0.0,0.0,0.0746980923827595 adhd,AnActualGhost,2019/02/12,"Sleep issues with Prozac + adderall, is there a certain schedule that might help? I’ve been on Prozac for anxiety for about a year and a half. I was also prescribed Xanax for panic attacks at that time. I took the Xanax very rarely until I started a new job where I had panic attacks frequently. I told my doctor and it lead to a diagnosis of ADD that exacerbates the anxiety. She gave me adderall about a week ago. So now I take the adderall when I wake up and Prozac before bed. Adderall was helpful from DAY ONE and I thought this combination of medications was going to make my life so much better and maybe remove the need for Xanax all together. Except. It has wrecked my sleep schedule. I can’t seem to fall asleep until 1,2, 3 AM and I sleep very poorly (my Fitbit tracks my sleep) So my question is, does anyone else have experience with this combination of medication? Is there a certain number of hours before bed that you take the Prozac or a certain time in the morning you take the adderall that keeps your sleep patterns in check? TLDR, I take adderall when I wake up and Prozac right before bed. My sleep patterns are AWFUL. Has anyone found a specific schedule for taking these meds that helps?",4.040565217391304,6.245069534782612,4.4915217391304365,83.34336956521744,73.21739130434783,6.686956521739131,26.71739130434783,7.554174236665415,1.5430173913043481,963,35,175,12,20,304,125,230,0.08900000000000001,0.828,0.08199999999999999,-0.5595,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,2,12,8,2,2,16,1,15,21,9,2,4,25,31,16,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,3,0,11,10,0,1,4,0,2,5,1,4,0,2,10,0,24,4,26,20,2,31,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,4,18,114,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439866793122236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614007702376177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567206910980832,0.0,0.0,0.13314727085751174,0.09755476050322284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663215877569192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305224522827215,0.0,0.0,0.0842062537109791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061403117360571774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097452332591835,0.0833196506252084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953644242564616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931344743192469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439377539150167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054110516407350887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145346400586494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376350193031524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937538389783464,0.0944820707451504,0.08462777223847509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725023437328301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355397725668145,0.0,0.09565208934656053,0.0,0.10575778320740067,0.19182981596141774,0.0,0.10100365874356487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999092495815427,0.07059763392763428,0.0,0.09195522579830938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451733152613767,0.0,0.0,0.2234188206848287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665793457082903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130953999288154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667637591151911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716776208605953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673907249666658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579335252965587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558677446102481,0.11103641683884327,0.0,0.0,0.09097804098659873,0.10578275021684723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711783409053026,0.0,0.0,0.07637239550131457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131266150365565 adhd,excitingerin,2019/02/12,"I just submitted my study abroad application...A WEEK BEFORE THE DEADLINE! First time poster here. Procrastination and thinking I have more time than I do have been some of my biggest struggles. But, this subreddit has been super helpful and has motivated me to not only finish my application but turn it in early!",5.735999999999998,8.556757872727276,6.292727272727273,69.53909090909093,70.27272727272728,8.763636363636364,31.0,9.3871,3.350381818181818,253,11,39,6,5,82,44,55,0.031,0.8440000000000001,0.125,0.6351,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,7,1,4,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178868131985841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177647066870763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504010258843511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841224119511036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905441630068423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393732842140641,0.0,0.0,0.4356719189909836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406344885991488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996612197445861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,30012019,2019/02/12,"Scared of starting the diagnosis process? I think I may have ADHD. I want to keep this post short. I'm scared of going to the doctor because 1. I don't know what my parents will say 2. If I don't have it I don't want to been seen as a liar or attention-seeking etc. Hopefully some of you can advise here, who may have experience with the diagnosis process as an adult, and especially with point 1. Thank you.",1.1234523809523829,3.35856444047619,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523813,83.16666666666667,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.1955333333333344,319,12,70,6,9,108,57,84,0.111,0.794,0.095,-0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,2,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,14,22,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,9,2,10,17,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,6,1,45,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809199007096653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249072729885445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392511776388093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606910208456413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286505829776125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328444833365383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216469517062796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077661317128956,0.0,0.0,0.12846189240350625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595497032118441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096759402519284,0.0,0.2238661524405688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858859429757431,0.468045432594595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544817226426026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520392866546345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977640207351192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27574147781575203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WaterIsALiquid,2019/02/12,How can I regulate my emotions better? Is there any method or advice on how to regulate my emotions better?,3.823,6.5238273000000016,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,76.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.2005,86,4,13,2,2,29,15,20,0.0,0.7340000000000001,0.266,0.7319,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31526441899451474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193953694028173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706693844638051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7258171061888485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gayHorney,2019/02/12,"People who've tried SSRIs and stimulants (not necessarily together): What are the pros and cons of each? I started on generic Cipralex/Loprox because I felt that my anxiety was a bigger hurdle than inattention, but I'm curious what a stimulant's like.",11.172000000000004,9.539530311111118,11.278333333333332,54.2775,57.0,15.222222222222225,46.944444444444436,13.816669648895859,6.887444444444442,204,11,30,7,2,69,40,45,0.032,0.818,0.149,0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054493141322741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230836901562161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088840750157444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893171709331514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367435959877336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751374355232748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35983588865096544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thehappiesthippo,2019/02/12,"How do I tell my partner i need support too? Last night my girlfriend and I got into an argument about dishes. I have a tendency to leave cleaning silverware until the end, but I often don't make it to the end because I run out of motivation or I get distracted. Last night she got mad at me for leaving the silverware, so she told just to stop doing dishes altogether. She told that I shouldn't start the dishes if I'm not going to complete it. I tried to explain to her why an all-or-nothing mentality doesn't work for ADHD, that I'm still proud for doing some of it, rather than none of it. She disagrees. It's been an issue in our relationship that I don't support her enough How do I tell her that I need her to support me too, not to tell me that my effort is worthless if I don't get a perfect result?",3.9491554599246896,4.366327982248522,5.6231199569661126,82.11191500806886,70.95266272189349,8.275632060247444,28.973103819257666,8.296473431620573,1.9159893491124251,635,23,133,9,11,218,91,169,0.141,0.764,0.095,-0.7909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,5,10,8,1,1,9,0,12,3,0,5,1,24,29,9,0,6,8,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,10,3,3,1,2,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,5,0,28,5,21,23,3,16,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,5,10,99,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630282035936574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269263673239903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422292920689461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029608544547365,0.1401655181250411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174589074428484,0.0,0.07709456475305615,0.0,0.2169877385653386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158619206470266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211501381128361,0.0,0.2872732795686854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054924144586188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367060321030909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011695404742863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460176963455433,0.0,0.13016243979916353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564025062195288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601569075012956,0.0,0.10833243441310757,0.1134117448969956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618112844699975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35569935936835523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25924396725937343,0.0,0.09209928984377663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240547696963992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875679303338204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnsolvedDishes,2019/02/12,"Do any of you have tattoos resembling ADHD? Or any ideas that you have thought about yourself, that you don't mind sharing with the community?",5.9026923076923055,7.930284653846152,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,67.84615384615384,8.276923076923078,36.07692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.2647538461538463,115,6,20,2,2,35,20,26,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.4003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819471041166599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454135647739364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527018228298162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049150369376577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183644211630585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,francobronco,2019/02/12,"I’m struggling to find a steady sleeping pattern and I’ve never felt worse. For the last week or so I think I’ve only been sleeping maybe 2-4 hours a night and on some nights I didn’t sleep at all. I’m in college right now, so I’ve had to stay up late to finish crucial assignments that I procasticanted till the very end. I’ve also only been diagnosed with adhd for a couple of months and I’m feeling myself fall deeper and deeper into a hole. It’s 8 minutes till 6am and then I have to wake up at 7 and I only fell asleep at around 2:30am. I now am stuck with deciding whether to take my medicine accordingly and wait till tonight to try again or not take it, struggle through my classes, just so that I’m tired enough to sleep on time. The worst part about it is that I don’t feel as tired as I should be. But I know my body is feeling the effects that my brain is not. I’m typing this while crying because man, I just want to sleep but I can’t even when I desperately try to. I know this is my fault but I’ve never felt so defeated and I don’t know what to do. I feel so lost. I’m only able to go through my days because I have my adderall to carry me otherwise I would struggle so hard to just function normally. I’m sorry that this turned into a long text post but I needed to get this out. Thank you and I hope you have a nice day. 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I was prescribed 15mg IR adderall, twice a day. My psychiatrist said to take one a day and if I needed a boost take a half. The first week was amazing! One pill a day and for most of the day I felt so calm and focused. It almost made me cry, I felt like I was finally gonna be able to take control of my life... A couple days later I started having to take the half in the middle of the day to get the same effects. Over the course of the next week I started to notice I felt almost nothing from the 15mg pill and had to take one and a half first, then a a half later on. And even with the one and a half starter dose I didn’t feel nearly as medicated as I did initially with the one pill. Now I did accidentally store them in a hot car a couple times. Is it possible that they lost potency because of that or am I just developing a tolerance to them extremely quickly?",3.788571428571432,4.3461501428571445,5.431428571428572,82.83857142857143,71.38095238095238,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.020761904761905,790,28,169,14,14,270,111,210,0.046,0.826,0.128,0.9461,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,6,7,4,0,0,24,0,13,8,0,3,0,25,30,13,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,13,15,6,20,3,26,13,4,32,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,5,26,121,25,0,0.1033920384864562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425713814260556,0.0,0.09165080379961416,0.0,0.20706438319033915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302682701113782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596296276603928,0.0,0.2288026480745245,0.1135712993612664,0.4000758684829832,0.0,0.0,0.10494074267844064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828946630676573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227812124191344,0.0,0.2978177129513926,0.11326092439899756,0.0,0.17589043023746462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054018072760155536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605770889764713,0.050512127470892905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286462355424275,0.0,0.0,0.09783204673079082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484524669183638,0.10415660138097964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600504472796613,0.07666388646194458,0.0,0.0,0.10995860588744913,0.0,0.0,0.09920744942645296,0.11771252109464744,0.0,0.0,0.3503056054270515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165589884542328,0.0,0.10518687324952017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834950513919767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636283399323066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38868972821931613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028872909820114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880457028663935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543351862756902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,carleylyn,2019/02/12,"THATS a symptom too?! Okay so, I have a MASTERS DEGREE in neuroscience, and I was diagnosed 5 years ago (during my undergrad of neuroscience), and I SOMEHOW must have missed the day in class/skimmed over that part when I was writing MULTIPLE papers on ADHD that explained this, but I JUST LEARNED the other day that trouble regulating emotions is an ADHD thing too! HOW DID I MISS THAT. DUH. THAT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE. Here I was, thinking I must have some sort of borderline personality disorder or hormonal imbalance or something else wrong with me because I have these WILD mood fluctuations in response to good or bad things happening. ITS THE FLIPPING ADHD FOLKS! OF COURSE. If we can't inhibit impulsive behaviours like talking out of turn and whatnot, how could we expect to inhibit expressing our EMOTIONS?! When normal people experience something that makes them upset, they can use their prefrontal cortex to calm themselves down, or at least push the feelings away until they are alone and can express them without causing a scene. Whereas we just FEEL ALL THE FEELINGS and either cry or rage out accordingly until something else catches our attention! No wonder I've always been garbage at self soothing!! Because that's an executive inhibition thing!! DUH! Ugh, guys. So much makes sense now. How did I not know this? How did I miss this in all my classes, research, and explainations from the doctors when I was diagnosed? Also the ADHD I guess 😅 ",5.79293868921776,8.340690224806202,5.7231712473572935,74.91786469344609,69.23255813953489,8.566878083157151,34.59548978153629,9.218907990703514,3.6073891472868223,1170,59,183,25,22,366,162,258,0.17300000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.9853,0,1,3,0,0,0,36.0,5,0,5,1,19,14,1,1,12,3,20,4,0,9,4,55,38,26,0,6,12,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,17,12,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,8,3,26,4,24,27,8,24,0,3,0,0,19,12,0,11,11,140,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5261895962872752,0.0,0.09702802625990048,0.0,0.0,0.1133656098963142,0.0,0.0875336255177956,0.09107793111028496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283951451745986,0.0,0.09139296491777868,0.13344931790637785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244364921647734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739340862122631,0.0,0.12023461399083075,0.14118287479504826,0.0,0.0,0.2221953919487624,0.0,0.0,0.12544849784213602,0.11203503227698604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828764413813631,0.2462513229653641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707105267720587,0.0,0.0,0.16603595529077048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180828466801698,0.0,0.0,0.12058046855142672,0.10838075582906813,0.09679346121253388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601553246417749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347571245970752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919245144511948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092863717537967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072457254042732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853248614586005,0.0,0.07588448398029153,0.0955746154845143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418869956818145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527986440196127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376890589367165,0.0,0.08797829718905074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181573498253798,0.07013634877889438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905901171048315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453667865519054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055137294929405,0.11870267078363154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196752800831,0.0,0.07048744578870664 adhd,thedesklampdilemma,2019/02/12,"ADHD and rumination Hi there, Does anyone else ruminate around the time when you've just unwound yourself and sit on your desk to begin working on stuff that was long abandoned? I mean during this very specific time, do you get anxious because you ruminate about the time when you abandoned this task and the fact that so much time has elapsed since you left it incomplete, there's no point in resuming this task whatsoever ... Let me know if my question makes sense. Thanks for reading.",6.884242424242423,8.373945000000003,5.818636363636365,79.46878787878791,64.9090909090909,9.048484848484847,33.984848484848484,9.2995712137729,3.0952212121212126,392,17,68,7,6,117,68,88,0.10800000000000001,0.861,0.031,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,5,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,7,8,1,15,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,3,8,41,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389960107045594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465983578116308,0.0,0.13905040699497973,0.2037597776493308,0.0,0.1770312163085859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212257134535068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402731960632026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612544318770653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389828776524154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929051211550572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606643343998552,0.20335202221918192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759884762493439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274333520734982,0.0,0.0,0.216621310847864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461879997796045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879908590797417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227733113236543,0.0,0.1989179218218584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645024437945853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227651823973532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308735091057485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638370385894942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408371448963405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447754378977429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clumsybartender,2019/02/12,"Any studytips for ADHD? I just got a new job (YAY, no more hospitality) in IT and they have an awesome program where you are a paid trainee. They pay all the study related things (even part time college) and pay me. It's an amazing opportunity and I really want to do my best to do amazing and take this chance since I never finished college. The thing is that, even with top motivation, I am constantly distracted. I am waiting for the right therapist for medication. But I already have an exam next week (and then 2 more before April. And then in the 7 months after that 4 more). I am going ""read, study, OH A SOUND! Now I still don't know what that word means. Oh yeah, that. Hmmm, I wonder what that one song was I heard yesterday. What are my cats doing? Oh crap, my laundry has been in the machine for 4 days. Oh no, I forgot to water the plants. Maybe I can try and seed them again. Oh no wait, I'm studying..."" And it just doesn't work that well. I'd be praying (even though I don't believe) for hyper focus, but I know I'll just power clean the bathroom instead of studying then. So I would love any and every tip that has helped you through studying. Do you study at home or somewhere else? Music or no music? For how long do you study? **I need all the help I can get.** Thank you and lots of very distracted love.",0.4541331269349804,2.853636770676694,2.1002742149491382,93.9392304290137,89.18796992481201,4.783547103051747,19.853604599734627,6.37848985222837,0.10136479433878788,1015,32,219,11,34,330,155,266,0.066,0.768,0.166,0.9838,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,5,3,6,15,12,1,2,14,2,24,5,1,2,3,35,43,20,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,16,11,1,3,5,2,3,1,8,3,1,1,6,3,29,9,18,35,8,27,1,0,0,2,13,7,1,4,19,147,45,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229457485081565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820473507758592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498363504607008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199143064124005,0.16152110934659386,0.15045071845338076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492456992622694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245733310070396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976146598242438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840699071294396,0.0,0.12078958676374305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490129758010428,0.0,0.0814765480121702,0.0,0.11466055976773774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921865149063832,0.0,0.14380486866685274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226574581924945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757721030286426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687182352807833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188217264692408,0.2587815725003085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440274934994097,0.15616443364946545,0.0,0.14442323089918752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443105090111128,0.0,0.0,0.10630191489854447,0.11057045328127507,0.1384609659483511,0.1524682729359469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714654024244987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552482561465271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340188637236967,0.0,0.09184206665772936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243129578001045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859142975631085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448994909054128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077912021369236,0.0,0.0,0.13198947209497414,0.0,0.16645559752906675,0.19048813382834234,0.0,0.14085350830996834,0.0,0.08359617084009519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733412770250807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182895636818041,0.08455926505915576,0.0,0.11499722349761154,0.0,0.12890063538040444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547115595312058,0.10437003717299456,0.0,0.0,0.1018410260498238,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Westonbomb,2019/02/12,"So I’m struggling in school First things first I’m 14 and I have severe-extreme adhd. And I’m struggling In School from it, I’m taking a 30 mg focalin (it’s stronger than most). Does anybody know any way to make it more controllable?",-0.2768750000000004,1.929908395833337,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,100.45833333333334,3.233333333333334,20.583333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.2340916666666666,185,7,39,1,8,58,34,48,0.135,0.809,0.057,-0.5509,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,19,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858401366152156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174087004062213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26676028125891915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813733528189554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046169528762631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307118676238518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876153312589322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48141806220487604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497288672637432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882775456751826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801180694231562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887880888250292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Defiant_Tomato,2019/02/12,"Why is it so hard to get help? I was diagnosed with ADHD about four years ago, on my 16th birthday. I'm almost 20, have been on a referral list for meds for that entire time and am still no closer to getting help. The university I'm at won't accept my evidence for having ADHD because I haven't been seen since having the initial diagnosis. The worst part is knowing that I could probably fix it with a few emails and some sessions, but whenever I'm redirected j just lose interest. 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If you have AD(H)D, Adderall and Co have a different effect on you than when you don't. It seems like in neurotypical people, it triggers hyperfocus - which is one of the many symptoms of ADHD - while if you have ADHD... Without meds, any impulse, thought, want and need has the same presence. The thought that tells me to keep studying, the thought to clean the kitchen, how fun gaming would be, they all have the same weight and if I don't pay attention I will suddenly find myself in the kitchen, cleaning it, when I actually wanted to study - and I won't remember getting up and going to the kitchen. My mind is buzzing with thousands of things to do, and some thoughts fall away without me noticing. When I try to be productive, It's like trying to walk an unruly, very excited pack of dogs on the leash - I get pulled in every which direction. And I don't even notice if a dog runs away because I'm so occupied with fighting against all of em to reach my goal. On meds, said dogs calm down. I can give one of them the lead, I can decide which thought to follow. Also they won't just run off like that anymore. ADHD meds don't grant me superhuman focus like they seem to do with neurotypical people. They make me focus like a normal person. I'm still unable to study for more than 2 hours at a time.",5.132222222222222,5.802876834532378,5.416786570743408,83.73514788169466,68.42446043165468,8.479936051159072,30.552358113509197,8.515128840125781,2.1456564348521185,1112,42,224,16,18,353,154,278,0.057,0.8690000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.5771,1,0,0,0,2,0,39.0,0,4,5,3,12,11,1,0,15,0,24,5,0,5,2,47,45,19,0,10,7,0,1,6,0,5,1,1,5,1,12,10,4,1,13,1,1,8,8,1,1,3,8,2,28,10,40,29,6,30,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,7,14,152,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.09096178538276307,0.0,0.3360693104606039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454186444695311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338757893544958,0.09774125248276072,0.0,0.0,0.09244158175955333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515209967836853,0.0,0.0,0.056821369542686365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738704277220568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565863060246626,0.0,0.07853540594581727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085194378447742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739918761089178,0.0894177579236576,0.05297471367060227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179536617463577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285139933177814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732330086269786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062219952263166664,0.09450266960588524,0.0,0.0,0.4141515295602379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411787870246524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911575958699147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132828988072986,0.0,0.21224570482465333,0.0,0.0,0.126326170634149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924338241504446,0.08138940881145107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927164326451707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559139614790908,0.0,0.08866626864885854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971400388610736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443948497090612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688329840376757,0.0,0.0,0.08147168253997356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192612839768625,0.0,0.0,0.44400105564099335,0.054352857629060426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657010320682732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538198639767614,0.10995809135252596,0.0,0.0,0.11350750307655134,0.08380907657275387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970671441128086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621536290545726,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ValeNova,2019/02/12,"Relation ADHD and eating disorders Found this paper on relation between ADHD and eating disorders and figured I should share... https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5884932/",12.988750000000005,18.47482370833333,9.655,40.09000000000003,61.91666666666667,13.2,45.5,11.20814326018867,8.80135,155,9,10,6,3,45,18,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931360738692356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656366451020021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050119957200195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705691552480132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CDClock,2019/02/12,"Nonstimulant and other nontraditional medication for ADHD+Insomnia. Experiences? Advice? Hello, I am a male in my mid twenties. I was diagnosed with ADHD in 2011 and took amphetamines (vyvanse and adderall) for 1.5 years until my life calmed down to a point where I didn't feel it was worth the side effects any more (the meds worked very well although I feel I may have been on too high of a dose). My psychiatrist retired so I'm going to be asking for a referral to a new one soon because I am thinking of going back to school and don't think I can manage it without meds. Unfortunately, I also suffer from some pretty terrible insomnia (which I've always had but the adderall really did no favours for). After trying to deal with it for a long time I ended up addressing it with medication and it has improved my quality of life quite a bit. I am wondering if anyone might have any thoughts or comments on my situation? I imagine that it would probably be best to avoid stimulants if possible, or at very least stick to an IR formulation. Thanks in advance ",6.247263239273287,7.263112110552767,7.398090452261307,69.28663703131043,66.0854271356784,10.545187475840743,33.90065713181291,10.560738912317856,3.83605419404716,846,37,146,22,13,287,132,199,0.051,0.815,0.134,0.9492,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,7,8,0,1,11,0,19,7,0,2,0,28,31,14,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,9,8,0,1,8,0,1,4,4,3,1,1,8,2,16,5,30,18,5,26,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,8,9,109,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319709035446537,0.12997773971328086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636960966500802,0.1106765991239326,0.0,0.0,0.18090537656921346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930050492637057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434821948322156,0.0,0.0,0.10227798046798303,0.0,0.08108285114317093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958783705353905,0.0,0.1452146013897859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712948159841645,0.0,0.1350043310278994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780910910794685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011121168950662,0.0,0.0,0.1345096786152232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118751474931355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405344297631521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790055013824045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177113915531774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954925857324005,0.2679910954064098,0.0,0.14110466097818336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846377173707504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013234080287937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573928755540414,0.14995099005321982,0.0,0.13532097347053895,0.14340938075384976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414745833264378,0.0,0.0,0.08521086218177057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461519622177234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951100661779052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245953434436313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045737563842048,0.0,0.10559663201742024,0.07756033865097707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778117240865854,0.09030638402498603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194975804713928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959371861127345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821877483163993,0.14424578763599707,0.0968342849535153,0.0,0.0,0.09448787414074716,0.0,0.0,0.08565533588350971 adhd,eallab,2019/02/12,"I see a lot of posts of people who were called smart or who know that they are but ADHD got in the way of things. Are there any people on here who like me didn’t have an easy time in school grades wise? I think based on my academic experiences I would definitely not call myself smart. I had a very difficult time passing in almost all subjects except a few language ones ( which I was very interested in) I was also diagnosed with Dyscalculia when I was 8 and that really did me in with math. I don’t remember anyone saying ‘you’re very smart but...’ Just curious to see if there are other people like me out there. 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I myself am really hyperactive and talkative, I don't think about thing's before i say it and to people it just comes across as weird and annoying. Im wondering if anyone is on the same boat as me if so, how did you manage to change your personality? I have never taken ADHD medication but i plan to start taking meds soon. Will ADHD medication change my personality so i am less weird and more normal?",3.769313725490196,5.97264161764706,6.067254901960784,71.74931372549021,74.0,9.239215686274509,25.058823529411764,9.725611199111238,2.7042470588235297,423,14,74,12,9,149,69,102,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.7105,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,7,7,1,2,1,0,8,2,0,1,1,21,16,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,1,11,0,11,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,5,4,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405020980332316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482327925558058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756568077425556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171780406270017,0.12913754404142588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843832292991396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193272917272333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665205388169634,0.30204494975476065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562283573691925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468837848438657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393141708848744,0.2617980568352467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603867825243101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921754435987045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056366684524686,0.12702155456322334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610982466139376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271659008992402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959612877519324,0.09605876900864303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251504428740698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LuceCarter,2019/02/12,"ADHD and Impulsiveness Hey everyone, I was wondering if there is much overlap between ADHD, specifically Inattentive ADHD and impulsiveness? &#x200B; I am currently 2 years into a 3 years+ waiting list here in the UK for the ADHD Service to get an official diagnosis although my Doctor agrees I absolutely tick the boxes. Lately I am finding myself struggling to resist spending money. I just see things I want like various gadgets, new desk setup etc. I have all these ideas in my head for how I want things to be and struggle to resist making them happen. For example a few weeks ago I spent £100 in a day just because I saw a shirt I wanted that was only in stock 2hrs away so I got on a train, got the shirt but knew I would not have time to go home to change before a concert in the evening so also had to buy an outfit for said concert. 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I don't think I can spell out the whole story just now. Suffice it to say that I have gone NC eleven years ago, and that her death had to be absolutely expected for many years. Alcohol, suicide attempts and medication abuse play a part, but that's only a fraction of the hell my home was. Still, what it is is a giant clusterfuck, because of her not taking care of *anything* for at least a decade, so it's all being handled by custodians and courts at this point. My sister and me aren't getting any info at all, yet we will have to pick up the pieces and handle whatever mess she has created once she is dead. Not before, mind you, because: courts and custodians, and zero info. This passive waiting is literally driving me up the fucking walls, my brain's fraying every which way, and all the progress I had made in recent weeks has gone out of the window ever since last Thursday. I am as useless as I can be, and I hate every second. However...to get *something* done, and to not spiral down even further...I have, after years of procrastinating, made a few calls this morning. And I got so damned lucky, it's ridiculous. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist specialising in ADHD in adult women next Monday (!!! normal waiting time here is about eight months), and on the same day, the local self-help group is meeting, and I am invited to join. I feel like utter shit, and cannot be proud of this at all right now. But I know I should be, because not only have I dodged making these calls for so long and finally made them, but I have also reminded myself that, if I don't take better care of myself, no one will. Certainly not that woman on her death bed. So...yeah...hooray for me, I guess.",4.4200217391304335,5.43879483188406,5.441757246376814,81.65133152173915,70.2463768115942,7.952898550724638,26.83876811594203,8.212053250817874,1.6800072463768116,1367,43,267,19,24,451,196,345,0.161,0.7490000000000001,0.091,-0.9852,1,0,2,0,1,1,68.0,1,1,1,4,13,17,6,0,16,0,36,5,2,5,6,54,59,25,4,4,10,2,1,1,0,3,2,1,3,3,16,19,1,2,5,1,0,3,10,8,0,5,11,2,36,9,38,40,11,44,1,1,0,1,18,19,4,3,22,194,52,1,0.0,0.13227625687024958,0.0,0.0,0.1341707133696404,0.0,0.09896295625755128,0.11931021144807888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927921845981665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591966674571413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187098024519944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041658403190702,0.0,0.09499821621365867,0.0,0.0,0.0987373380039933,0.12188299046939925,0.0,0.0,0.12462820962658427,0.2279957615325925,0.0,0.34147613289392825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199916973077687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424744134479715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373778719654209,0.10098562074993454,0.18812461202273031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644901311506253,0.07975630901798818,0.0,0.1222971915390338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321024900434704,0.11665556547367675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928945738843057,0.0,0.12298508064882205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022231401476316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483056801800511,0.0,0.1119849643075848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135494032658757,0.09100226567652647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454212351816682,0.0,0.0,0.09879871774261388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31691206710115266,0.07452119358532731,0.11318638925088717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124665006641708,0.0,0.0,0.11272552297952862,0.0,0.08911073226962404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187314050008011,0.0,0.1093844164526586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188939563041473,0.07565078945177403,0.16981592945043475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208962574393769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055367727492336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023195864650556,0.0,0.0,0.09534075177814967,0.0,0.08878135550895007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646584719968515,0.0,0.11459781940128833,0.0923505382784518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594664900588786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915659797432685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211706703914292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678801842507774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153500574852571,0.0,0.0,0.0650987292333355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861538079742459,0.08955162706406873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464312129299007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567931297322 adhd,joyofbeing,2019/02/12,"Studying late at night gets a whole lot better when you are a game show contestant! It's the middle of the night, I have a midterm tomorrow, and I am, of course, cramming. My husband is up with me, helping me study. I joked that we should play game show music while he quizzes me. As a way to procrastinate I started looking for game show music on YouTube. Fast forward half an hour and we've got a full game show going on - he found this [Who Wants to Be a Millionaire soundboard](https://www.soundboard.com/sb/onemilliondollars) online, and he was making full use of it; ""Is that your Final Answer?"" \[suspenseful music\]... ""Correct!"" \[happy victory sound\] Also, *HE STARTED GIVING ME MONEY FOR CORRECT ANSWERS.* I mean, most of it was already my money. And it just went right back to where it came from afterwards. But it was so very satisfying to grow a pile of loot!! ...Now it's 5am and he's asleep on the couch. I have to keep going but apparently I don't remember how to study when I'm not a game show contestant, because apparently I have a tiny toddler in my brain instead of an adult... Anyway, here's to supportive partners, to gamification, and of course, to caffeine! P.S. Good luck if you also have midterms :)",3.2961270022883298,5.894415153508773,4.268192219679637,82.11799771167051,77.28947368421052,6.772234935163997,26.57971014492754,7.893859768569023,1.7634696414950417,957,38,177,16,23,309,137,228,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.9752,2,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,3,0,1,13,7,0,0,14,0,14,2,2,3,2,30,32,17,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,11,9,0,1,5,12,2,6,2,0,0,1,7,2,19,7,27,23,5,33,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,4,16,115,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568788034150605,0.26912765687422263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938767623507996,0.0,0.1025745878431175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881933825940113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784269517507235,0.0,0.1924537214589735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843293275243673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844971351591933,0.0,0.0,0.08791306515356273,0.161417961916326,0.19126112110997495,0.14113518312640813,0.13457926080151986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912437450466606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278646800832565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571004759393831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149564296092834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981359039968956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413027087310642,0.0,0.0,0.14305540399360192,0.0,0.0,0.1123201712732078,0.0,0.0,0.18329314008762151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315816167150474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061479909445808,0.14369992016803432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820185918217346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094848923935304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532949289282154,0.0,0.13883869111644398,0.09924880367436474,0.13356327602577467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559860866008892,0.0,0.18786517040452166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DecemberPaladin,2019/02/12,"House renovation: Daily routine destroyed! My kitchen is getting done over. It was necessary; the original cabinets were starting to come away from the wall. So after two months of my wife and I planning, work started yesterday. I bet at least some of you had your eyes widen, your pulse quicken. Like reading a ghost story. We currently have no sink, no fridge, no stove, no oven, no microwave, and no countertops. There are voids in the floor where the cabinets were. I took the day off work to stay home with the builders. They were running their machines and listening to Soundgarden. So yeah. Yadda yadda yadda, trapped in a hell of my own making. Luckily they’re ahead of schedule, knock wood, and we’ll be back up and running by week’s end. But until then I’m screaming into the void. 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SHORT VERSION: I think my meds have killed my appetite WAY beyond normal; I'm getting worried about nutrition so looking for meal ideas that cram a lot of nutrients and calories in small meal sizes. What is your go-to, easy-to-stomach meal (or snack) for when you really don't want to eat but know that it's necessary? BIT MORE: Often I won't eat a thing all day and not even realise. Unless the meds have long worn off, the idea of eating feels ridiculous even if its my favourite foods...it's kind of like if you've just had a huge xmas dinner and someone tells you to immediately eat another full serving. Apart from generally not eating enough I'm worried about missing nutrients because I barely eat half of one proper meal and a junkfood snack most days. I can force myself to eat but its not fun and also wasteful, so if I'm going to do that I at least want to pack as much good stuff in as small amount of food as possible! I'm not convinced it's a dosage thing because even if I take half or less its much the same deal. I'm meeting my psychiatrist next week to see if extended release might be better. What do you guys find easy to eat? 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I've just started taking adderall and I've seen the term zombie thrown around a lot. For me I feel so emotionless, I feel lifeless and empty. However, my brain is super calm and relaxed, I'm able to focus significantly better, and I talk way slower. For those who have been taking adderall for 6months plus is this a long term side affect? If I find the perfect dosage and do not abuse my medication will this zombie like symptoms continue or will they level out?",5.137714285714285,6.7144548315789505,5.726015037593987,78.18210526315791,69.10526315789474,7.533834586466164,28.308270676691734,7.957251820313856,1.9488796992481203,399,14,69,5,7,129,67,95,0.018000000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.221,0.9666,2,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,3,6,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,1,1,18,16,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,9,6,7,10,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,6,45,13,0,0.25275425733753304,0.2994724642629584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103117898262244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500487604480046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354060075819213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821573420403315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556002938511022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101281217705175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234829630244379,0.0,0.0,0.2236795640310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148826310105939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546233231710538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890076426252888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627084512503537,0.3800794917247718,0.2031542978868052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062456473225052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goingthedistancee,2019/02/12,"Just started stimulate medications- My brain has never been so quiet! For years I have been self medicating with marijuana thinking that I was managing my ADHD. It's been a rough past few months so I made the choice to see a physiatrist. This is the first time that I have not been forced to seek help. I was prescribed adderall 10mg x2 daily but swapped to ritalin after I could not fill the adderall. I should have done this years ago. My brain has not been so quiet- ever. It's like someone greased the gears in my head and things are finally working smoothly. But at the same time I feel bad for taking stimulants and feel like I am going to become ""addicted"" because of the calmness I receive from 10mg of ritalin. If I had to compare it to another drug- I would have to say that 10mg of ritalin calms me like .25-.50mg of xanax would. This is crazy to me! I had the best nap in months(years maybe?) after taking my second dose. I am going to mention this to my doctor. What do you guys take/do to help you sleep? Do you enjoy taking your meds? It is scary how much I enjoy these even though they are short acting. Sorry for rambling- I have been reading and just wanted to share my positive experience. TLDR; If you are self medicating with marijuana(or anything really) go see a doctor! They may greatly improve your quality of life. 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Put on medication last week and feel ill Hey guys, I'm from Sweden and last week I started taking medicine treatment. Taking 18mg Concerta everyday for 4 days, after those 4 days I'm supposed to increase the intake to 36mg and after 4 days to 54mg and finally to 72mg. Up until the weekend I didn't feel anything, it didn't change my life for the better or worse. However, since yesterday I start to feel extremely ill from taking this and I feel like throwing up all day, is it supposed to be like this? I'm currently on 36mg. It's extremely hard for me to get work done when I constantly feel like throwing up. When I was prescribed the medication my doctor informed me if I get anxiety or any other ""harsh"" (except heart/nerv issues) symptoms I should do my best to keep going because during the escalation intake a lot of bad symptoms can/will dissapear when I increase the dosage and I'll start seeing improvements in my day to day life. I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to feel after taking the medicine, I still get constantly distracted and my focus is awful.. I might not be as impulsive but I feel slow as fuck. Any help/tips is greatly appreciated.",4.1200606909430455,5.604432836134452,5.630532212885154,78.2446965452848,71.47899159663866,8.650233426704013,29.60877684407096,9.150863307647796,2.6415118580765635,957,39,178,20,18,324,129,238,0.083,0.83,0.087,0.2292,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,5,10,1,1,8,1,12,11,0,0,2,29,38,17,0,2,7,0,8,3,0,2,10,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,8,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,4,9,19,7,32,30,5,43,0,0,1,1,3,7,1,5,33,100,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230863652269182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841516813499416,0.0,0.07785432741691592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374863670014647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497430588313618,0.062038490434543875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680209898556348,0.09000793751374052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765993460114856,0.0,0.0,0.2199560018410126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938021968897035,0.0,0.0,0.103295145410063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416665123947304,0.0,0.10414678752278443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721860520606128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602083612459923,0.14541005507212126,0.0,0.1114848566578341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940853969831064,0.15951301290946449,0.0,0.05783864932817993,0.0,0.0,0.1122025855412444,0.0,0.10076901986876224,0.0,0.0,0.09116658137400192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059880122411967,0.06821477291609697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622219787832757,0.0,0.090458498031656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591345094376225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376734806492508,0.1491601093790273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652183254044019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050466007856184,0.0,0.1079626584036552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230768966272356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109809293172968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418579685013394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610153264713386,0.0,0.08127423385757415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591770556945052,0.21155750484943467,0.3060756840178959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326867659143293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409030116882519,0.0,0.10371306509052226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlueGatos,2019/02/12,"It’s nobody business but yours I was diagnosed in December. My doctor removed my antidepressant in the very beginning of my treatment. In that very first week I did make a few mistakes, owned them all, corrected and started performing just as or better before I was performing before. My boss noticed something was off and I shared my diagnose with him since we have a good relationship. Big, big, big mistake. Don’t ever share things like this with anyone. A few weeks after that my doctor warned me “do not share your diagnose with your boss, it will be the beginning of the end. People are biased and see it in a very negative way.” Amen to that. I didn’t even tell him I already had shared that, because I knew immediately how right he was and actually felt ashamed for being so naive at this point of my life. One year of only compliments about the great job I was doing, and now all he says is how I am distracted, not paying attention to the client, and wants to have a performance conversation tomorrow morning. Which makes no sense since now I’m on the right meds. I just feel despondent and really sad about it. I can’t even start saying how much stress this is putting on me. I don’t love the job and am already looking for one I like better. I would love to quit just to avoid all the shit I’m going to have to keep eating until I find something else, but I’m the only one who works at home and can’t exactly afford to do this. Sorry about the long text, just thought about sharing with all the other kids out there who are still new at this. Hopefully this won’t be a problem for future generations in the workplace, where more people will be more familiar and less biased about it.",5.252545454545455,6.173740193939395,5.743030303030306,80.60454545454549,68.27272727272728,9.151515151515152,28.63636363636364,9.339509955726095,2.3498181818181814,1344,45,260,26,22,433,176,330,0.153,0.695,0.152,0.428,3,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,1,3,1,8,21,24,1,4,18,0,32,10,1,7,7,53,53,19,0,6,9,0,2,2,0,4,6,2,1,1,20,16,1,2,6,0,1,3,10,9,0,4,11,6,31,15,39,34,11,42,1,1,2,2,24,19,1,2,21,188,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.09795524237117566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215410340311036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701872004755567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061189993160256376,0.0,0.170829954450731,0.0,0.0,0.17755380707225799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30564714890016226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054839385105689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102712586032214,0.08385361853365328,0.0,0.08890583494409234,0.0,0.0,0.13259851953169474,0.09079838380380947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075454426189725,0.0,0.09637940266969457,0.0,0.0917444172230553,0.08538216767030858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057047593066822125,0.08419298650641277,0.0,0.11066799649285022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006881345477354,0.0996988111356067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992209678208805,0.08922130176078633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090052468348428,0.09808003610614048,0.0,0.0,0.08883209140370522,0.08429292247319191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119159686275355,0.0,0.13400727522255526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149823325739648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378997781734062,0.0,0.0,0.09694648378918544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428194472466707,0.0,0.0,0.2040578459990646,0.15268522215081004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918006112196712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948904242637588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604896827357916,0.0,0.10090843260135028,0.0,0.10676522426189937,0.0,0.0,0.06430523841441453,0.0,0.0,0.10776928021118112,0.0,0.17144591690994335,0.0,0.15965052315884934,0.0,0.0,0.07998891844472163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303740979959826,0.16606878398775796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455302973107612,0.0,0.11236586382319903,0.1420972819935686,0.0,0.08016265030009354,0.0,0.11498359196978793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773550756516789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668722354974117,0.0,0.0,0.0796895656700925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484691015123835,0.05920602505648274,0.07967603008045579,0.16103565921634824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307697189287808,0.0,0.0,0.07130622925667111,0.0,0.0,0.0646406649859507 adhd,Uman11111,2019/02/12,"Weird ADHD experience, plz help Hi, I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I had a strange experience with my evaluation that I talk about below. I just started 30 mg of Vyvanse a few days ago and have some issues. Let me know what you think: Day 1 - overly calm, almost no energy, distractions went away, hyperactivity went away. However, only tiny improvement in focus. Could focus for a few hours. Great motivation. Day 2 - jittery, average energy, tics got worse (i've had a tic disorder since I was young), can't focus at all (terrible day). No motivation. Day 3 - calm for an hour, then jittery (medication only worked for an hour). tics still bad. blurred vision at night. Good motivation. So, I have two problems: **First**, how do you know if the dosage is too low or too high (yes, I know to talk to my doctor, I can still ask for others' experience right?). **Jitters seems like it's too high, but not enough improvement in focus seems like it's too low. Which is it?** Does medication that's too high also cause you to not focus? **Second**, how would this medication be affecting me if I didn't have ADHD. I have all the signs, but the evaluation consisted of a young guy (who looked like he had just graduated college) in a tight T-shirt and jeans asking me irrelevant questions for 10 minutes, then prescribed me medication. He did absolutely nothing to actually determine if I have it. Didn't ask about hyperactivity, asked two questions about attention, one question about impulsivity... In conclusion, does it sound like the dosage is too high/low, or does it sound like I don't even have ADHD and the medication is negatively affecting me? Does it take days/weeks to adjust?",2.551571661237784,5.4915515798045655,4.469048045602609,76.69178053745932,85.31921824104235,8.02114006514658,24.287377850162862,8.697196308434329,2.4655564169381106,1313,51,234,38,40,444,162,307,0.064,0.8,0.13699999999999998,0.9658,1,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,3,0,6,19,16,0,1,13,1,26,7,0,8,2,46,42,16,0,6,11,0,1,5,0,1,7,2,0,1,14,5,0,1,15,0,0,2,9,7,0,5,11,4,22,9,28,27,6,37,0,2,1,0,18,16,0,13,24,146,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.07082948579322039,0.0,0.3489174617031709,0.0,0.06433949450074254,0.0,0.07268031043515276,0.0,0.0,0.05804373679153973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714171968821309,0.0,0.1363862099190129,0.0,0.06060287311197346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456162749336326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795075866353405,0.0,0.0,0.2340466756518239,0.0,0.0,0.07366912298145925,0.0,0.0,0.08318517080230671,0.07429067271519546,0.2540677162143332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499652778545647,0.0,0.04793967493737675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299714125260416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061738145765417925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060878272538474526,0.05805039349942478,0.0800218252296528,0.0,0.07186751408270686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048650132348027036,0.3067471424220127,0.0,0.0,0.2144357179333212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757566691812515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966737843185606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742199328095,0.0,0.1772993041468558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095053424665747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655932519926129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681132169525116,0.0,0.06964431169378173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918338877470478,0.11040364467872332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945109694087016,0.0,0.0,0.2439250913428851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166589161590202,0.0,0.0,0.06198456479778875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215171158502215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060040515910251814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137385796097186,0.0,0.1159280333167374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457257240414315,0.11667719908096233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046507564881042684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180398243515033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058220839745594735,0.0,0.0,0.13456833770207047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284050365456771,0.0,0.0739671793539432,0.05156011490396445,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arayosun,2019/02/12,how’s everyone’s night going? i’m currently listening to a white noise machine+ rain noises+ cocktail party chatter+ an edm playlist while drinking a frappuccino and it’s 2:43 am and i have an essay due tomorrow right after my midterm in the morning!,3.0507142857142853,6.15611332608696,4.159813664596275,76.94326086956524,89.65217391304346,6.976397515527951,34.83229813664596,7.957251820313856,3.7887428571428567,207,13,31,5,7,67,40,46,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.4574,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50215966591872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898179142781483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29132634644294314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810469037806084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377635400623268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caringbliss,2019/02/12,"I got accepted into a PhD program!!!! First time poster, but I’ve still gotten so much support from this community. I’ve doubted myself so many times because of my ADHD. But here I am graduating with my masters in May and starting my PhD in the fall, now that I’m accepted into a program! Thank you all for showing me I’m not alone and that we can achieve our goals, despite the added challenge of ADHD. ",2.2333749999999988,4.539377587499999,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,79.375,6.0,28.75,7.1686216300943375,1.7438749999999996,317,15,60,4,8,106,58,80,0.048,0.777,0.17600000000000002,0.8937,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,5,5,6,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,10,5,9,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,42,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250581336717898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693329440351306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852381380948838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211980448334113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798540974444846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636494636027509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116636725038946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406443529571773,0.0,0.2076759351380505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951011882365885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941871983910226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032740094844061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bak215,2019/02/12,"in grad school and recently diagnosed I'm a 25 year old female in a rigorous grad program and finally couldn't keep up with everything and was diagnosed with adhd last month. I am working on a huge final paper due at the end of the week and am nowhere near done. I've gotten so stuck and lost reading research and haven't been able to write anything substantial, despite spending every single free waking hour at a desk ""working"" on this thing for the last four weeks. I think I might fail this class if I have nothing to turn in. I feel so embarrassed and ashamed. An extension on the paper is not an option, and honestly, I don't want an extension because this has been so painful to write. &#x200B; I guess I'm just looking to see if anyone else has experienced such big failures that seem like the end of the world at the time, but maybe things will work out eventually.",8.589117647058824,7.018004588235293,8.106911764705885,74.7886029411765,61.941176470588225,11.558823529411766,38.308823529411775,10.411451182825502,3.811941176470589,700,29,133,13,8,222,112,170,0.10400000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.7371,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,5,8,0,2,14,0,15,4,1,0,0,27,29,14,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,3,1,2,0,4,5,0,1,7,4,7,4,21,19,1,30,0,2,2,0,2,15,0,6,16,82,13,14,0.13521254259182974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249920041615953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650273340704395,0.1642980389993672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454375362841444,0.1385412285643605,0.11126840169780124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824243109665325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744757690580909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383693758635293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295272924096325,0.0,0.2395163590549542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392239880275985,0.0,0.12152031472646023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836752421676083,0.0,0.0,0.29623746254496297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895185966174193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315711796036356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018312049667622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043253758000209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605801846103186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135444816280982,0.0,0.14760046269363333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583917283444805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343914022900614,0.0,0.0,0.1079253614938962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974008131930045,0.0,0.14188281825227292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387567851078506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524913302613326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335060736467509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684231175606187,0.10774689041878494,0.12309242054765225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965841038624838,0.08663873764966598,0.0,0.0,0.07884352093575994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707241908089053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975186085684148,0.0,0.2169186915446492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953090241413863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642980389993672,0.08707244431179352 adhd,HaruomiSportsman,2019/02/12,"How do I distinguish laziness from ADHD? I've been reading a lot about ADHD and I'm checking a lot boxes, but how would I distinguish ADHD symptoms from plain old laziness(of course not implying ADHD is laziness)? Like where is the line drawn with focus and procrastinating when it comes to being a lazy person vs a manifestation of ADHD?",9.718494623655914,8.752701387096778,9.78935483870968,61.687365591397885,59.32258064516129,11.492473118279571,38.40860215053763,10.504223727775694,4.226918279569892,274,11,42,5,3,91,45,62,0.055999999999999994,0.889,0.055999999999999994,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,14,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,30,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.901508443341562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923382173282205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329495928659466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550929019771068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742669292150016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099661937272164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500662588682624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593410432521215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657392427124296,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wattsy79223,2019/02/12,"Just because you’re smart doesn’t mean you don’t have ADHD I’m currently a university student and went undiagnosed my whole life until two weeks ago. It was clear as day I had ADHD throughout my school life but was ignored because I was still getting good grades. Then university came, and turns out I could not longer wait till the last minute to study if I wanted to succeed. So I went for psychological testing before getting diagnosed to see if I had ADHD. Guess what, I did. However, I scored in the 98th percentile for processing speed and my IQ came back as 122, but I couldn’t focus on a single task for more than 5 minutes for the life of me. This is in no way to boast, but more to encourage people to still get checked out if they have suspicions at all, because even if you’re doing well, it might not be to the best of your abilities. 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although adderall has greatly improved my quality of focus and attention, i have particularly severe side effects to the medication (loss of appetite, sleeplessness, soreness on the roof of mouth, extreme bouts of anxiety- especially during the come down) so i don’t like to take it every single day. 2) is the thc threshold higher for these tests? i was a chronic smoker for around 8 months, partially because it hindered many of the side effects from my medication. i have since quit smoking and will be 5 weeks clean at the time of the test, but i’m curious as to if the threshold is similar to tests specifically looking for illicit drugs thanks so much for the help! this community is extremely informative ",8.342307692307692,8.487108786324793,8.12145299145299,68.89576923076922,61.564102564102576,10.78974358974359,39.794871794871796,10.389873798559362,4.378189743589743,1032,51,166,21,13,331,142,234,0.032,0.871,0.09699999999999999,0.9318,0,0,4,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,7,5,6,0,0,17,0,20,8,1,5,4,25,32,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,0,12,5,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,4,1,15,5,34,23,5,19,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,3,10,115,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148913434788266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036489787844763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915120781885517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538027718335606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900898334017346,0.0,0.1102884665295806,0.0,0.0,0.11462941128475225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164744010521784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717530786370027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509189570637014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920191874863916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366028491634269,0.0,0.0,0.14289535657070734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687477433978033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633208433151686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883966092195344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865156051561532,0.26280816209064234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611366484251114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069067484644372,0.0,0.09527817910966424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035487584489206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451927346235529,0.1378560674606709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642227887772058,0.0,0.10721463682017401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215578342223242,0.0,0.4872525195651935,0.0,0.0,0.11932736913475055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557656665911874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266100252966265,0.0,0.0,0.11194132703088636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396523237775276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207114412704592,0.0,0.0,0.0834645169774246 adhd,jacksontdrums,2019/02/12,"Can’t start my homework I’m in a bunch of AP and honors classes. I’m a freshman in highschool. Everyday i get home from school and always have a bunch to do but i can NEVER get started with it. there are so many things on my mind that i wanna do soni just do everything but what i need to get done. i cant focus on my homework ever. i have a 3.95 gpa but i’m afraid it’s gonna fall if i keep this up. i’m not really sure if this is an adhd thing or an everybody thing so i just really need advice. i cant get my homework done. i always end up starting at like 12 at night. please help",-1.1411363636363632,0.7914385984848522,1.8411363636363656,96.55670454545456,91.04545454545456,4.815151515151517,16.583333333333336,6.322622252153567,-0.4068121212121208,453,11,110,5,16,159,79,132,0.023,0.8759999999999999,0.1,0.8455,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,0,3,20,28,10,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,14,3,14,25,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,9,74,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603973698617128,0.15939994859300494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714594706712056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338588249266174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447678484807247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755227898849374,0.0,0.0,0.14660263236029428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408959496313955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933656462241734,0.0,0.16362365823294675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498943546803306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969267868250098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537908625429704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470570455754766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419043020464364,0.1258089675688955,0.0,0.0,0.15307800385194706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905786838602336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899897292108427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508715573083085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463736398908574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373960749422194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32511102297065203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Psycho-semantic,2019/02/12,"For all us beautiful folk, who like to stay up late and skip out on sleep. Check out the [Berkley Human Sleep Science website](https://www.humansleepscience.com/), the info changed my value of sleep. I know a lot of us suffer with chronic sleep deprivation, whether its binging a show til 5 am or cramming in a test, essay, or work project we procrastinated on. But the repercussions of long term sleep deprivation are pretty bad and the Berkley Human Sleep Science website has a lot of really good studies on sleep and the many variables that go into it. I figured since it helped me that it might be a good resource to share for those who need a little more information to convince themselves to get that sleep they need. 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I’ve gotten pulled over 17 times in the past year for speeding (13 warnings, 4 very expensive tickets). It’s like a nagging overwhelming constant impulse to speed every time I drive. Like I have this constant feeling of wasting time and having to get from A to B as fast as possible. It’s almost like I have to drive fast in order to keep myself alert and laser focused on the road. Otherwise I get so bored I space out and risk missing a turn or getting in an accident that way. Being stuck behind cars doing the speed limit or 5 miles over makes me want to tear my eyeballs out. I bought an expensive cop radar detector but I know it’s just a matter of time before I get caught speeding again. It’s become a real problem and I don’t know what to do about it. Being on meds makes me even more impatient on the road. I’ve tried so hard since graduating college to live without meds and my impulsiveness is one of the biggest issues I’ve had to try and deal with. Just this week I was pushing the speed limit and went just a little too fast down an icy, winding, steep mountain road. I lost control of the car I was driving, slid off the mountain, flew over a snowbank, hit a boulder, and flipped and totaled the car. Driving is a big part of my job and as much as I love driving, I don’t even want to drive anymore bcs I’m a danger to myself and others. I’ve been so fortunate to have seriously injured myself or others yet but I feel like it’s only a matter of time. Any one else have this problem and/or have some tips on making safe, slow driving more tolerable? 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One is a random conversation about God knows what, and the other is me reading the book of w.e. it is that I am reading. How does this always happen??? Does anybody else experience this double level of mental talk? Like... It's not me zoning out while I read (but wow do I ever do that as well), it's my inability to process what I read due to the fact that my brain is CONCURRENTLY having some other inner dialog. I've tried having music in the background but I only helps on random occasions. I'm losing my mind. Is it really just me? Any suggestions?",2.4952446183953043,4.720371753424658,4.722348336594916,79.7801369863014,78.04109589041096,7.185127201565559,22.072407045009786,8.192908349453996,1.417835225048924,580,17,108,11,14,201,93,146,0.051,0.872,0.077,0.4027,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,0,14,2,2,1,2,18,18,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,17,3,15,17,3,12,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,4,6,81,31,7,0.13259336845794498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032830439029567,0.0,0.0,0.09016803737174704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091130445537134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801805045881822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320667005369797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076474533718668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993829288381605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970175702449807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278385147497433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172518778310368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360790492255778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887453992910803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728698476883313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477842227881146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833806323430662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362292911251952,0.0,0.13388150402203478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984869801045076,0.10084323159828124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7957755006391831,0.0,0.08494270708140161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108539931688629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657352701896608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002219352565134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820700409221439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921736206708905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zddzhhz,2019/02/12,"Resources for our ADHD Check out Add Crusher and Crusher TV or ADHD groups around ones area, it's an excellent way to crush our ADHD. Hope this helps you guys all out, we are all overwhelmed. We can do this, ADHD Tribe! 😁🌈",1.2819999999999998,3.6471443111111133,2.3422222222222224,94.3,83.66666666666667,4.488888888888889,20.11111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.1150888888888888,174,5,36,1,5,55,36,45,0.032,0.75,0.21899999999999997,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,5,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,0,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9182508580208321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004370260470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891347201373673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803321895482214,0.0,0.0,0.1897208332375357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943659718918102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161868676009108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,minion-or-da-bob-owo,2019/02/12,:( I have no trouble with not being able to focus but my doctors want to take me off my medicine because I lost 30lbs!! that’s not fair :(,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,94.71428571428572,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.5378142857142851,104,4,23,0,4,33,24,28,0.415,0.545,0.04,-0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,6,1,0.4701482176356147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865979897126827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812166226358083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132223174523523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534929489943681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773055998817762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theteslakinglol,2019/02/12,"I am not taking my Adderall on purpose For some reason I don’t want to take my meds. I am feeling depressed about a recent break up. I need them to function but for some reason, I don’t wana take them bc I know I will be productive. It’s been close to a week of doing nothing. Can anyone share some words? Thank you",-0.4143449419568803,1.8134919104477625,1.5790049751243806,97.00127694859043,92.58208955223878,3.574792703150912,17.892205638474298,5.033348758259628,-0.6219306799336644,246,7,54,1,9,81,48,67,0.075,0.8320000000000001,0.094,0.0433,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,13,17,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,12,2,9,14,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714989302795763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125123786330244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240162022244234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479432619131426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724403823224936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818650674682656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353437885288077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043581235087801,0.24217516163186106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532389779006364,0.0,0.0,0.2258122468495805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466697481157864,0.0,0.196741308282328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fuchajen,2019/02/12,"Tramadol and ADHD How does tramadol affect you? Is there a difference when medicated for adhd? I have chronic pain and have to take codeine for it which does little to nothing but when Ive take tramadol, not only does it relieve my pain, but it slows things down a bit I think.. helps me focus better I think? I get things done with more ease perhaps (could be due to relief from pain but just wanting to see how it sits with other racing minds) ",3.0099137931034505,5.200684057471263,3.5707902298850582,88.83135775862068,76.24137931034483,5.269540229885059,23.518678160919546,5.985473137389443,0.5097367816091953,351,11,67,2,8,110,58,87,0.10800000000000001,0.706,0.185,0.8329,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,3,0,17,14,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,3,10,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823335094744834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406811963920626,0.17365917762927716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700147953837096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619040484271108,0.0,0.0,0.4175999150783272,0.1627800288931026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310556496857201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661877308303384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942619863633506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024254033286126,0.0,0.0,0.16061159595005145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526283836575118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097707212114155,0.5077732039804613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267552290819765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919608983142826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135313396517666,0.2038464960886157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382141195288203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,andrew_c_r,2019/02/12,"Adults with ADD, what's it like? Im a junior in college and I'm paranoid for life after college. Im scared I'm not actually coming away with any applicable knowledge because its so hard for me to learn and pay attention. Im scared I'm going to fail in jobs/in my career because I wont have the attention span or because I'll forget to do the little things too often and it'll add up. Im scared because I feel like its getting worse and I feel like my meds are getting less helpful as I get older. Any insight would be great even if it's not positive insight. Thanks for reading if anyone does. 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I just got word this afternoon that I will get to meet with a psych for ADHD! I only plan to treat the ADHD. Does anyone have any experience with co-morbid mental illness while taking ADHD meds?",5.3410526315789495,7.908417140350879,6.866526315789473,66.13768421052632,70.57894736842105,8.770526315789473,25.43508771929825,9.3871,2.9377466666666674,255,8,34,6,5,87,40,57,0.187,0.769,0.044000000000000004,-0.8295,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7911306932162625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906256014548436,0.0,0.10071725067068876,0.0,0.0,0.1841152821817257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339598797215565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304278696415742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878581671031994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878535267712747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529813630192272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624125581200995,0.0,0.3980378936670216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013108718827587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989896850124703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Deray22,2019/02/12,"Almost a year since my diagnosis. Talked to friends about it today and came up with my ADHD ”patch notes.” Enjoy! 3.0 major update for Deray22 was released in April 2018. Commonly known as the ADHD patch. Emotional Intelligence (Q): - Reduced variability in mood by 65-70% depending on mood selector - Increased temper threshold by 50% - Reduced frequency of ""Rejection"" status. Attention Module (W): - New talent: Medically-Induced Attention Span - Increases attention span by 1000%. - Reduces overheating generated by frustration from daily tasks. - Reduces intrusion of unwanted thoughts such as songs on replay. - Reduces frequency of the hyper-focus buff on non-critical tasks. To-Do Lists (E): - Memory ability has been reworked. - To-Do List ability allows for generation of unnecessarily detailed task list. - Each usage of this ability has a 10% chance to trigger an additional list that organizes existing lists. - Frequency of Forgetfulness status reduced by 75% upon ability usage. Self-Care (Ultimate): - Effect impact increased by 100%. - Increased charge rate by 100%. Sleep Cycle (Trait): - New functionality: Exhaustion levels - New side effect: Insomnia - New side effect: Offpeak Activity - The Medically Induced Attention Span talent for the ability ""Attention Module"" generates 1 level of exhaustion for each consecutive day of use - Each level of exhaustion moves back bedtime hour by .5. - Each level of exhaustion also adds a 5% chance to generate a side effect. - Insomnia: Upon triggering, reduce sleep cycle max capacity to 3. - Offpeak Activity: Trigger a charge of the Hyper Focus buff that can only be used between 12am and 6am. Developer Comment: Deray22 has had a low win rate for years. We finally took a pass at a rework after sending him through our evaluation process. We’ve made a number of improvements that should overall increase his effectiveness. One of our main areas of focus with this rework was consistent experience between teammates. We noticed a number players were commenting that Deray22 was too frequently affected by RNG mood swings and unintentionally toxicsocial interactions. By adding new functionality Q ability, we expect to see interactions between other players smooth out. Overall, we hope this rework moves Deray22 into a more generalist role. To balance this, we added the Side Effect mini-game to his trait with the Insomnia debuff. This should ensure that Derek's win rate doesn't climb too high. 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Apart from lots of caffeine and a bit of luck, im haveing a lot of trouble focusing on my math hw. If its not starting in the first place, its me making dumb mistakes due to lack of attention, or just not even getting anything done at all. When im hyper focused in, this stuff gets done at an amazing pace, I just struggle to get dialed in. Any strategies on how to control this better?",4.497586206896552,5.475344448275868,5.120172413793107,84.17956896551726,70.0344827586207,6.719540229885059,32.89080459770115,6.42735559955562,1.9364114942528727,345,16,65,2,6,111,65,87,0.136,0.736,0.129,0.2582,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,18,8,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,3,17,6,5,14,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,5,4,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359738254550677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454298560197425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684078630931194,0.21829516885969946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242625250694832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092394583379151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320660302591694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275197979406926,0.17007857974530632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133991002201429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319637011289129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399831019800511,0.0,0.0,0.1334691286674627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890668137014853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152664758087824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090326432552322,0.22889654337706855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MayorBigman,2019/02/12,"What is a normal doseage of adderall? I have been prescribed 10 to 30 for the last 2 years or so and none of them have seemed to work as intended. 20-30 seems to lower my anxiety and slow me down but it doesn’t nothing for my focus or motivation. Is it normal for someone to require more than 30 from the get go just to perform close to a regular person? Accidentally took 2 pills last week(60 mg XR) and it was too much as I noticed I was sweating a bit and rubbing my tongue on my teeth. However, my impulse behavior completely went away(friends kept texting me to play games but I told them no because I was cleaning. Which I had cleaned for 3 hours at that point). I was also able to think more outside of my usual box on problem solving. On 30 mg I end up making a bigger mess when I clean because I literally have no idea how to organize properly and I end up making more work that i end up quitting. On the 60, I did everything so sufficiently that my wife thought I had someone come help me clean my office. Should I talk to my doctor about keeping the 30 XR and just adding a IR at lunch or should I ask for something else?",4.989459627329191,5.1251334739130465,5.900621118012424,82.01913043478261,68.6086956521739,8.832298136645964,33.38509316770186,8.634040054169528,2.5488136645962736,889,39,184,13,14,294,134,230,0.08,0.831,0.08900000000000001,0.6174,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,6,9,3,0,0,9,0,16,5,2,5,0,33,31,18,0,5,7,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,8,8,1,3,6,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,13,1,30,1,33,16,6,27,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,5,10,122,38,5,0.13685124567238244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943989172121098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469082836104107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793744114345407,0.0,0.12857625017673488,0.0,0.0,0.1668464983090906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494061161123636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788523050933755,0.14348592738358626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007304882948146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143216553909784,0.0,0.3636287521920106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299307539107633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573093293228998,0.0,0.0714991275369529,0.0,0.07777571665380904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172850527374576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347709104031095,0.0,0.0,0.15448839877324544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163967508852985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310406103087616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269853830730706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006014118753431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681703289764974,0.1313124611211572,0.15580605024195646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949322912250634,0.0,0.0,0.12936866139213168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309481599440375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455581451253756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916846857360775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190723271826355,0.1053547748655394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999584743840858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876887524157538,0.0,0.10864460263139164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076722987125422,0.15204676935237094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072231290977076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977381453849784,0.0,0.0,0.1268624757922592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925867347992784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881277153686785 adhd,RugbyMonkey,2019/02/12,"On non-stimulant medications, do you still crash at the end of the day? I take Vyvanse, and I crash by the last couple hours at work everyday. My doctor prescribed Adderall to take as a booster midway through the day. I took some a couple hours ago, and now I'm ticcing so bad I had to call my parents to drive me and my car home. It wouldn't be good to be stomping my right foot randomly while driving. Do non-stimulants have the same crash at the end of the day that Vyvanse does? It sucks to not mentally function the last couple hours at work, and it sucks even more to spend those hours with extreme tics. 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Following a visit to my pdoc today to renew my Ritalin rx, I noticed on my copay receipt that the reasons for the office visit were listed as ""F72 - Intellectual Disability, Severe"" and ""F84.0 - Autistic Disorder"". (Google confirms that the code and disorder text are in correct correspondence, so it's not a mismatch/glitch in their system.) I work in the field of autism intervention and have a Ph.D. in a related field and am certain I do not meet the DSM criteria for either of those. I do, however, meet criteria for ADHD - confirmed by this pdoc on my first visit over 2 years ago and, you know...the reason I am prescribed the medication that they prescribe me. I am a big advocate for tolerance and inclusivity of folks who are non-neurotypical, however, I don't want this incorrect diagnosis following me around any more than it has to. (With more and more electronic record sharing, accuracy is important right?) Has this billing inconsistency happened to anyone else? Could it have been a typo that's just been carried forward across visits? Could it be a type of fraud, i.e., are they able to charge my insurance more per visit if a pt's dx is Autistic Disorder vs. ADHD? Obviously the best course of action is to speak to my pdoc, but until that is possible I'd love to hear from anyone who's had a similar experience. Thanks in advance Reddit friends!",7.888205128205129,8.273122692307695,8.597692307692313,64.29397435897438,62.46153846153846,12.01025641025641,38.1025641025641,11.602472056035307,4.8461333333333325,1140,54,185,33,15,384,154,260,0.052000000000000005,0.845,0.10300000000000001,0.9435,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,3,4,3,6,0,0,16,0,25,6,0,2,3,24,33,12,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,16,9,0,0,2,0,1,10,3,0,0,1,4,2,20,6,34,26,6,28,0,0,0,1,19,13,0,1,6,131,36,2,0.13909618957053255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343331787551473,0.0,0.12330037947044414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945901787195442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945185797904268,0.14252048384220825,0.0,0.12382509882247683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597286940133844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211397802422628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782488519296537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619701795297364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360627638661496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831514779137366,0.0,0.0,0.10746537101917666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600460213000294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677151484912466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644362810834543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553974176522684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802495546619667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836193374938834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681005415424984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860280986323332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878738588456712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713910205843595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806108319410506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318469236223153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204253646670398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126368263497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895733856357103 adhd,sblake12816,2019/02/12,"ADHD in females: what’s your story? After getting diagnosed over a year ago, I wondered why teachers never suggested that I had ADHD throughout my entire childhood, even though I had lots of weird problems. For example, in the 3rd grade, we weren’t allowed to go to our cubby during class time. But everyday during math (my least favorite class), I would get up and get markers and paper from my backpack, and color instead of paying attention. I didn’t even realize I was being disobedient, I just wanted to color instead of learning, so that’s what I did. My teacher later told my parents I had obedience problems, even though she never said anything in class to me. In the 5th grade, I was on an all girls soccer team. During games I would barely play, I would just wander around the field, and even if the whistle blew, I would have to be called by my coach to get off the field. No one ever said anything. Later at a practice, a girl said to me “you’re a really bad player, you’re ruining the team” and I just thought huh, am I? I guess so. I didn’t get hurt. I didn’t realize she was saying something mean. When I told my mom, she called the girls parents and we had to have a whole apology session. I didn’t get why. When I was diagnosed, my doctor told me that girls get diagnosed less because our symptoms are usually different than boys. Girls don’t usually run around and have a bunch of poster-child ADHD symptoms. Typically, our symptoms come mostly in distraction, forgetfulness, disorganization, and this one surprised me - an inability to understand social structure. Personally, this interested me the most, because I feel like girls have a more formulaic social expectations than boys. You know - knowing the right things to wear, the right things to laugh at, the right things to say when making friends. So girls with ADHD: what’s your story? What problems did you experience that ended up being due to ADHD? Excited to see what everyone says!",4.523165544133288,6.749534109890113,5.3602339595888,77.54605636299186,71.91208791208791,7.993477490251684,29.324353066288552,8.748949900417786,2.5828395249911384,1552,64,265,30,31,505,181,364,0.086,0.858,0.057,-0.8832,5,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,5,4,0,2,20,15,0,1,20,1,29,8,1,2,4,50,55,18,0,10,5,3,1,1,1,4,7,6,0,10,14,14,0,0,11,6,1,3,9,8,0,2,22,10,47,7,39,26,9,38,0,2,3,0,44,17,0,6,19,191,61,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407612631707805,0.0,0.06502020673769919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072133563172828,0.13059381583952676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124405187226936,0.08942676228449263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979677356836407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318439159616912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334562823076826,0.0,0.07663497020286722,0.0,0.07507666847722916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649661861084638,0.0,0.0,0.19378750794073205,0.06634912887613549,0.0,0.07008891465396196,0.0,0.07175021742735538,0.0,0.0,0.037087882594457125,0.052401139750609636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666990378148301,0.0,0.2682558449003503,0.0,0.04168640394131234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080311736674549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852251987631144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062230667466587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035835026369210064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235941023723195,0.0,0.0,0.04896158720893467,0.0,0.0,0.07989947808546692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590644511299775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314383566590835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994074986447098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289263203390786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404625031775432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055766988672486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698978519471842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792108559317436,0.2093174819508117,0.17499220843671884,0.0,0.0,0.05845032517339655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954184771745688,0.0,0.05646828973289578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287157041115296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619112161469322,0.0,0.1441316891109152,0.05823157903507085,0.04277088107692822,0.0,0.0,0.21026674396188588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635976938470114,0.0,0.0,0.16156897009107452,0.0,0.04326363556430912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237364200523974,0.08189247594636136,0.0,0.0,0.07954477167241396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842248491315726,0.0,0.0,0.04723489154893968 adhd,blackmoon88,2019/02/12,"I just can’t stop being shocked at my whole life being explained. From a self-respect issues and a seemingly “addictive personality,” all the way down to the ability to drink copious amounts of caffeine and still be able to fall asleep... it was just my brain going 100mph all the time and craving stimulation. Close friends and family just told me I needed to work on this and that and I would feel better. I could never explain my mind to others, because I didn’t understand it myself. 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I just moved to a new state and found a new primary care doctor. I asked them to take over prescribing me my dextroamphetamine. Visit went well, but my urine tested positive for cocaine, after a weekend with a bit of a party. Now I am to submit to random urine tests to continue being allowed to be prescribed through them. Does anyone have any knowledge about how this works? Do they ask at a random refill, or can they call on me any day to submit a urine test ? -Easy answer is don’t use any other illicit controlled substances , but I sometimes like mix them in every now and then - NOT ON ADDERALL BECAUSE THAT IS DANGEROUS- so wtf how do they run this they don’t define “random” 2. I travel for work, what if I am gone? Do they have like you need to submit within x amount of days ?",2.407894736842106,4.913615315789478,3.503304093567252,86.86618421052631,80.05263157894737,6.139181286549706,22.36549707602339,7.3871296695380915,1.0467918128654965,693,22,129,10,18,223,105,171,0.066,0.805,0.129,0.8541,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,8,4,10,5,1,0,7,0,15,6,4,6,0,23,24,11,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,2,0,6,3,1,1,0,3,0,22,4,23,19,2,26,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,6,15,90,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30883572740939275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585011378812756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283044270947696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228132330144076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527040416078567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457838501631654,0.0,0.15434447491345085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978826581440842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525828558717595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30989266028000545,0.2649515665673227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754622503865154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598301914558958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791561583645407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089556405236494,0.0,0.11224815253494284,0.0,0.4386182781581909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497210925744604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382074641776675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307458133723007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611098347419134,0.14033302780761828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306246326000763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SarahEarly,2019/02/12,"Any Other Adults on Cotempla XR-ODT facing a coupon crisis? Sorry if this seems scattered. I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD for only a year and I’ve only been on Cotempla. Before prescribing this med, she checked prices to ensure it was affordable. When I left her office that day, she gave me a coupon card, for 2018, from her rep to help with the cost. This made the meds only $25 a month; instead of $851 a month. I was just in her office last week and asked her about a new card since I was not able to find a 2019 card online. She informed me that my current 2018 card should still be good for this year. Nope. Walgreens (where I go to get this med because they finally knew how to input the coupon correctly and I don’t want to struggle elsewhere), called and informed me that my coupon “now” can only be used for people ages 6-17; I’m 30. What I am curious is, is anyone else having this problem? Any other adults who take this med that are now facing this dilemma? - I do have enough meds for 2-3 extra weeks and sometimes I don’t take it on the weekends. - I have already contacted my doc about this, but I’m a little weary to start a new ADHD med now because I’ve added a new med for my depression. 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My main symptoms are that I'm generally out of it, and in my own world, so I often will subconsciously repeat things other people have said, and tend to get flustered and forget my words when people pay me out. I've moved to a new college, and already have gained a reputation amongst my friends as a ditz and dumb because when I am not on my meds, I tend to be forgetful, and may get things that people say, but I am thinking of many other things that they may have been trying to convey at the same time so people think I don't get it. It's incredibly frustrating, as I study hard and do well in school, at home I am often the responsible friend who organises everything, whilst now nobody trusts me with anything and treats me like I am dumb. It's really getting to me, and messing with my self confidence. But I hate taking my meds (30mg vyvanse) when I am not doing anything particularly important that day, and am worried about becoming dependent on them. Does anyone else experience ditziness and forgetfulness due to their ADHD? How do I deal with this without taking my meds all the time?",8.663559969442325,6.894636310924372,8.912047364400305,69.70434300993125,61.941176470588246,11.847822765469825,35.922077922077925,10.637119530657019,3.6533563025210083,974,34,181,19,11,324,133,238,0.171,0.71,0.11900000000000001,-0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,1,13,14,6,0,6,0,21,1,0,2,1,40,37,27,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,3,1,2,1,1,15,19,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,8,1,0,2,3,31,6,26,31,4,25,0,1,0,0,11,10,3,5,14,133,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619396614259293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025943004323655,0.08714930281136743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336752311169325,0.0,0.0,0.07619963283493378,0.1116603725148918,0.17935846695543498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664316995177412,0.12035713575841872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387450489093402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028150059197326,0.11235106299461788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536698341147642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910367545770716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794198991226533,0.10660094948541417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839156080522047,0.0,0.22774507607663555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762247432966448,0.2151855266288125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931336242772396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324092348096802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048612522734584,0.0,0.0,0.4841979379939089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582588309824672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105251191375648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022052306853579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981380541381965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036626002443554,0.08666331727282732,0.0,0.11029109287407854,0.0,0.0,0.11368734583352284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110888825572141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132693952934676,0.24581265269281355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719951422087785,0.1396568201456001,0.0,0.0,0.12709136492149406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398859911189606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798390001068123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505046384109322,0.0,0.0,0.11067198614162684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,antimantium,2019/10/08,"First dose of Ritalin and I still went back to sleep Lol at least it gave me a nice sex dream 😅 Heart rate is also 68 bpm which is surprising because I'd have expected it to increase my heart rate a lot, but no.",6.964565217391304,4.003562413043479,7.488695652173912,82.33782608695653,66.17391304347825,11.808695652173913,33.869565217391305,10.125756701596842,2.798860869565217,165,5,40,3,2,55,39,46,0.06,0.7559999999999999,0.184,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,3,6,3,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,4,3,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933892884149816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230132482072382,0.0,0.1824419850851928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545725429295441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7093107694951842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544422788388338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29950216926435635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901020894276426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774411468136989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jump865,2019/10/08,Was under the impression that Ritalin barely had any effect on my ADHD-PI and went to lecture today without meds and it was absolute hell. Couldn't keep my focus for longer than 15 seconds and now I realize the meds work Been medicated for almost three weeks now and only today I realized it did work for me. I remembered during the lecture: oh ofcourse this is how it always felt before starting meds and how easily distracted I was.,8.923658536585366,7.8528390487804876,9.529390243902439,63.254329268292686,60.95121951219512,12.590243902439024,37.57317073170732,11.698219412168324,4.697478048780488,350,14,55,9,4,119,59,82,0.084,0.8640000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,1,3,0,8,2,0,3,0,16,12,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,8,1,7,1,8,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,42,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446722435635869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702815811054002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541174162845914,0.0,0.0,0.12701338794794148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589317472997077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793332664549115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660141797823394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223946762523732,0.1881561378272536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205078507043076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157963733804544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322002887982419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35408167500002025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498196190422562,0.0,0.0,0.173142273263066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004441104789493,0.0,0.27194881290345124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,refused26,2019/10/08,"How do you get an initial consult with a psychiatrist sooner? I am 30sF in Chicago and I feel like Im close to a breaking point. I have been suffering from bad anxiety the past few days to the point today my resting heart rate is at 110 (I am healthy otherwise). This is fueled by constant procrastination brought about by ADD. The reason why I have been so anxious is that it dawned on me that I have done jackshit at my job which is the 3rd one the past yr btw. Ive been on and off thinking if I should really go see a psychiatrist about ADD and anxiety, sometimes booking an appointment but cancelling or not showing up. I have fears of getting misdiagnosed (I saw a few psychiatrists in my home country and saying I was bipolar I dont believe it). Well now I feel like I badly need to see a psychiatrist but i never pay attention to the time or put off until when I actually call the clinics I get an answering agency because they're closed. Or when I try to book an appointment online the next appointment is too far from now and I need to see one asap. Is there a way to get an initial consult sooner??",3.739502262443441,5.2298100995475085,5.284524886877829,80.32959276018101,72.43891402714931,8.276923076923078,30.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.54570407239819,876,39,171,17,17,296,128,221,0.102,0.8590000000000001,0.039,-0.9067,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,19,0,21,3,1,2,1,28,36,16,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,10,0,0,6,3,1,3,3,4,1,2,7,7,24,3,25,28,3,32,0,1,4,0,5,14,0,4,15,121,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.1307178982781103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049459350315734,0.1513277120580957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236887678653862,0.08165593905890163,0.0,0.0,0.15091811310234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678004102178615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475460118520714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638800408491283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707947558965108,0.1569908293496198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073332053763588,0.13546038360741805,0.19139077228270665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279937713291713,0.0,0.07612804875989186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873384884700587,0.0,0.0,0.134364848792376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446912227501357,0.0,0.1329267611211567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308844312206869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986475263890041,0.1033120948808843,0.0,0.14245954694436125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815387797560432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557448171345203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532560080751068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465882895991188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581312659054352,0.13772503846388956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652406313920028,0.0,0.0,0.32022737277336266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248202316255073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583107821834074,0.0,0.0,0.07810852969500401,0.0,0.1269709005098158,0.0,0.0,0.09094466322543833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632491884196923,0.0,0.0,0.1204389986423419,0.0,0.12087090898133865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,geoffbowman,2019/10/08,"Can you ""train"" to focus better and if so how? I was just curious... knowing what we know about neural pathways in the brain, is there a way to increase the strength of the pathways that would better help us avoid distraction? Is there any evidence based research on say practicing focus by doing a task while there are distractions to better train the ability to deal with distractions? Like there was this one game we used to play as kids where we'd get one of us to try to do something, usually makes something out of legos or playdoh while being timed, and everyone else would try to yell, crack jokes (while yelling), or make fun of the work in progress (at the top of their lungs) to try to distract the person and then see what it looked like at the end (yeah my parents didn't want us having video games so THAT's what our crazy asses did). Does that kinda thing actually help ADHD folks focus in distracting environments more often? Along those lines, does it help with executive function to say, do working memory exercises of some kind? Or does this technique of ""practicing"" to build the neural pathways and/or get better at these skills not really yield results? TL;DR: can you improve ADHD weaknesses by ""practicing"" those situations that trigger them?",8.885029112081519,8.581738139737991,7.877827510917029,72.57196688500727,60.61572052401747,11.126783114992724,35.67721979621542,10.504223727775694,3.701846870451237,1010,38,172,20,12,311,144,229,0.073,0.732,0.195,0.9858,1,1,2,0,1,0,33.0,7,2,2,10,11,18,0,6,11,1,17,7,5,6,0,31,27,15,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,2,15,9,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,7,0,2,4,6,13,11,34,19,3,19,0,0,2,1,22,10,1,7,9,115,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.11032234632376607,0.0,0.27173282861889064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687916861476743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999408734185893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620330874383934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655154465601895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967974382136014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444035582410902,0.0,0.10013042768798186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080259350421274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812990325603773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273289163187668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177261568016774,0.12426073519304542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104628955921315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493512302784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092604202832666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321378629290502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553075599624364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987125583364482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242394190507315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798068166679748,0.0,0.0,0.09008772730390162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270750721235206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406575144564626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510665885494104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592147194348978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302644572354302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079625474290517,0.09764054356249632,0.12451069583580167,0.0,0.06668093960693314,0.08973533597039428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460625906900006,0.0,0.0,0.16061765207598902,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bioshockk,2019/10/08,"Just realized I have bad ADHD, its conflicting me.... I have taken the SAT twice and the ACT twice. Superscored, they are 23 and 1160. My scores have barley went up. I have been studying for 6 months with tutoring my ""professional tutors"". My parents have spent so much on this. My first month was with a personal tutor, next 2 was with a testing company, the rest was with another company which I am still in. But PLOT TWIST (kinda), I realized I have Adult ADHD. I took multiple quizzes and talked to people. This is the worse type of adhd you can have apparently, and I show it. Quite alot. I am a smart person, I only have dedicated to do certain things. Everyone I know says that. Sometimes I do get seen as dumb because of my adhd effects. But sitting in a test room for 3 hours, it's hell. I want the pros of the disorder though, it's very helpful. I had a hint that I had some sort of ADHD, but I never realized it was this bad. It's almost scary to see what I have in my mind. Its really bad. I have 2 weeks to get my early admissions done, and a little bit more than a month do to the regular. My tutor, company, and parents want me to retake the test. I am working on my college essay (which is enjoyable because I get to be creative and think of ideas; ADHD is an advantage here lol), I have a practice test tomorrow, tutoring for AP stats in the evening for 2 hours, school hw, projects, strong relationship with girlfriend, social life, homecoming, other school events, college work, parents, etc. ADHD gets ya in this XD. I've never been so conflicted here. I don't want to take the test, I can still get into colleges. Of course they don't listen. I have lots of other things other than the numbers. My ADHD is kind of whats makes me, myself? I want to keep it and not take those pills and treatments. Hopefully that makes sense. Any tips or something? Or do you guys have anything relatable? (Oh damn I did not expect to write this much....)",2.9759416151039204,4.885569743455498,4.338681580199907,84.57408773599876,75.38743455497381,7.666952244962717,25.71188323020784,8.484438967287268,1.8119588132635256,1510,54,298,29,33,499,196,382,0.078,0.818,0.10300000000000001,0.8216,4,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,3,2,7,9,13,3,0,21,1,40,2,0,3,3,52,65,18,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,4,26,15,0,3,7,1,1,3,6,6,0,3,16,4,45,7,39,48,9,30,1,0,2,0,20,11,3,9,15,208,71,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.697632873106125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726592666638385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934390477894016,0.07608643738223707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971144362831296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175597868282795,0.08846491048280958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921771701183113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316108546611839,0.0,0.0,0.07425500016796993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092459158557229,0.047925794540468386,0.0,0.0,0.06933505588600772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172027017554941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955039456200856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184670564748931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486360462461184,0.0,0.0,0.07206935273922029,0.1429157536457358,0.0,0.0,0.08191243152606886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449546785171298,0.0,0.07556101836013751,0.03987757669344096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125191428671822,0.0,0.07272509095261308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061688688078044764,0.0,0.0,0.09686993734057567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326583098274862,0.0,0.17375227038159466,0.0,0.1066812307862692,0.0,0.1119268889778646,0.0,0.07716934746634735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551858392688645,0.0,0.0,0.24171089967473466,0.0,0.0,0.05030459643907893,0.12671476986039235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717745597935974,0.0,0.0,0.04648437486345254,0.0,0.0,0.07790325863993784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770334539338815,0.0,0.14687102285484852,0.05782164815165512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396670657533587,0.0,0.055860930986699,0.07176459210886334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158944676507761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911354305185933,0.05832170825121486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641248441104168,0.04649409913559003,0.07129072242585438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061783721130111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987034722455764,0.1711932110515955,0.0,0.058203982552360485,0.0,0.0,0.0672646874721873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565040855499196,0.0,0.07394576298412081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jewjitsu121,2019/10/08,Medicine has done one thing for me... Made me painfully aware that I am sitting on the couch watching videos instead of doing things I need to. I used to just lose time but now I know how my time is being lost. Still have no motivation to get up and do things.,1.8213207547169823,3.81794132075472,2.347773584905664,97.10996226415094,79.18867924528301,4.994716981132076,21.92075471698113,5.6839178017228535,-0.10739698113207607,202,6,46,1,5,62,45,53,0.172,0.773,0.054000000000000006,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,0,9,14,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,7,0,7,10,0,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752953311735096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054902303407854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784338640340194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009585212100514,0.2936612093898812,0.0,0.0,0.25454811485942724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947091396732766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229125213237884,0.0,0.2862504966597868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483540354808586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536164031347901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137291481072082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323422372823087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BallaB916,2019/10/08,"Finding the right combination of Medications Interested in finding out combinations of medications to help Adult ADHD. So I’m interested in some data for a research project to help others and speed up the process of finding the right medications. With that being said nothing is black and white. I’ve went through the majority of my life with getting by with no medications. I played 3 sports and was highly active and that got me through many issues for decades. Later on once I was less active had to add CBT which helped with some of my behaviors. I still find that exercise is and will always be the biggest factor in reducing symptoms. My life’s different now I have 3 kids and have a wife. I don’t have the time although I try to exercise more it’s way harder. Only temporary because eventually they’ll be school age and I’ll have more time so now I’m leaning on trying to find the right medications to help my symptoms. I have taken Wellbutrin 150mg and higher dosing for over 4 months. It definitely helped me with focusing like an extra cup of coffee but I still felt it wasn’t doing what I wanted. Was looking for being able to be interacting with people and not having my head in the clouds. After awhile I got off Wellbutrin and went off everything as I wanted to start over. After a couple months started Zoloft for depression due to my ADHD. I’m on average dose 50mg daily. Has helped my mood tremendously but still looking for that fix on impulses and hyper focusing so on. So doctor sent me to a Psychiatrist to mess with my medications. First impression was it was a drug store! What’s wrong? Here you go see you in 30 days. Patient in take and time with Dr. was around 5mins. Put me on Divalproex Sodium which to be honest no clue what it was. Psychiatrist is the expert so I researched when I got home. For treatment of seizures and bi-polar. I tried it anyways as I thought maybe they knew something or maybe thought I had something else but not sure how you’d get that off 1 min of questions. 2 weeks in it was not for me. It drained me completely to where I would get home and want to fall asleep at 2-3pm. So I ended up supplementing coffee mid day to stay awake. After about 3 weeks I called psych and starting taper off where I began to have tremors. My next visit all the side effects had disappeared. So now fast forward to today. Still on Zoloft 50mg and starting 25mg Strattera. So I’ll do this for around 3 months before I make a decision. So now to the data. Keeping privacy private as much as possible. Looking for age(Doesn’t have to be exact), sex, physical activity, CBT yes/no and to what extent, social lifestyle, meditation yes/no, and medications. Age: 33 Sex: Male Exercise: maybe once weekly with my current schedule. CBT: Yes have done 5 years of therapy. Lifestyle: Married, 3 kids don’t have much a life outside of that. Meditation: Yes. Do mindfulness meditation before bed using the Calm app. Has helped with my sleep. I see a lot of this worked for me and this didn’t but it doesn’t give the entire picture which I think age, gender, social factors and physical activity matter a ton when determining the right medication. I am not sure at the age of 20 for me adderall would be long term beneficial. Case being I had an extremely highly addictive personality and I wonder if that would’ve even did anything but feed that addiction while I put CBT and exercise off. Not sure who knows. Hoping this helps me and many more. Thanks.",3.2418542351223074,5.778332956325303,4.452009857612271,81.06294267981015,77.11746987951805,7.45797736400146,26.47626871120847,8.438071523408619,2.105416465863453,2769,109,506,57,66,907,306,664,0.046,0.87,0.084,0.9611,2,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,2,3,28,16,0,0,26,2,52,32,3,4,5,84,94,48,0,7,12,1,1,1,0,4,26,1,3,5,30,37,1,1,15,6,1,10,12,3,0,1,29,9,52,12,93,51,15,99,0,1,7,2,29,40,0,8,50,328,82,7,0.05665243872131205,0.0,0.0,0.12351904084051425,0.1361704442113635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047139367348374865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662012996702508,0.10086536295293164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034534800815586526,0.0,0.09641410540512303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784847405683216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059399004141543636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268484589852588,0.0,0.07307227247185294,0.0,0.04879466245703441,0.0,0.0,0.05918974060684218,0.0,0.05798617160063591,0.0,0.057975114118506775,0.0,0.0,0.06569884295781038,0.0,0.04732584306949705,0.0,0.05017724537239966,0.0,0.0,0.03741840147355192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091555895237882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439522546122744,0.0,0.2588965132290764,0.048188535435436296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879568296612017,0.054346181447633146,0.0321968864812843,0.0,0.1359303916326057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814174635703295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30378348394191645,0.11971282388757633,0.1136540303899733,0.0562686545020776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059130427259385165,0.0,0.05035529055782599,0.0,0.0,0.03113469873196488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004587864156152,0.02767751993402008,0.0,0.0,0.05013562552008108,0.1427213407338366,0.0,0.0,0.04816387749047915,0.0,0.0,0.03781594275987202,0.11487336182309603,0.17074496790260696,0.0,0.0,0.4565709749830718,0.0,0.0,0.05720281331363178,0.0,0.13565830827467615,0.0,0.08329212194661831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060250511288019865,0.0,0.0,0.05435954287782056,0.0,0.0,0.120665996605229,0.0,0.043086732504218114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927566780208605,0.04946672430502138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386711247294485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113902696846978,0.06346369688755576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935234924973372,0.053889442501896576,0.0,0.0,0.05733529251532185,0.09028931768983656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056693352435026184,0.1155000537330802,0.0,0.08722763023080185,0.0,0.0,0.16039555086178608,0.06038396183009406,0.18097084297511293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601827591222918,0.11776715132561595,0.04259558343543594,0.0,0.0,0.05215795407939658,0.06478700098681217,0.0,0.0,0.036300595207401386,0.0,0.08995141641181761,0.09910347781572276,0.0,0.05369988771201482,0.0,0.0,0.1153898613840774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892951748789842,0.0,0.0,0.10024522851571226,0.044968068903011665,0.13632950735943394,0.0,0.0,0.10503475654230453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614371531620236,0.041243650116403865,0.0,0.0,0.12073280108923785,0.06194054829293157,0.0,0.03648231311336059 adhd,EphemerallyEverAfter,2019/10/08,"Is 60mg the maximum dose for Adderall XR? I honestly haven't been able to find an answer online. The only official thing I can find is that the recommended starting dose is 20mg. I ***have*** found official sounding things that talk about studies -- studies showed it working between 20mg and 60mg, and that it had ""linear pharmakynetics"" between 20mg and 60mg. But nothing saying the max dose is 60mg. I used to think 30mg was the max dose, and maybe it is. But I'm not sure where I heard or read that. At any rate, I take 30mg right now. A while back my doctor made a comment that this was a relatively low dose which surprised me. I do find it really beneficial for my symptoms, but I never felt it was quite enough -- though it helped more than methylphenidate. If 30mg isn't the max dose, I might broach the topic of going up a bit in the future, but not right now. I've been having problems sleeping because of unrelated anxiety, which going down a bit until it passes didn't seem to help, but increasing would probably make it worse. So it's something for ""down the road"" and of course something that I'd defer to the doctor for.",2.4412817285504502,4.515207057268724,3.752586532410323,87.41135095447872,77.54625550660793,6.614558422487939,24.02538284036081,7.62386473244151,1.1472422487937908,890,30,181,13,21,291,125,227,0.087,0.88,0.033,-0.9104,1,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,16,0,20,10,1,3,2,30,33,16,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,20,5,0,0,8,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,11,4,12,3,21,20,5,22,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,4,8,113,32,4,0.13690993017735031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310344736215123,0.0,0.10473572184671498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527528536073948,0.0,0.08345902268408384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894036878527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280266229813983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146455620444445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145500331438162,0.0,0.3753995875487501,0.0,0.0,0.15011467179327068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556181368207345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353568052081892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295474862774314,0.09138844151641223,0.0,0.13754442680850135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523980022130756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559337838224266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136877048640375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412617129760963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476120609068397,0.13100431308977628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562056332002746,0.1369469799488406,0.0,0.08770800705073252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338406646166157,0.0,0.10887627163925342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246376584560908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700880489156084,0.0,0.0,0.2107999061290584,0.0,0.0,0.09690555325107192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903598892968296,0.14230183933026386,0.10293922884232676,0.11004301582057224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191374816467126,0.08772635507696078,0.13451331126956315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182462215939796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967205975850962,0.0,0.13952291539328138,0.0972568862601923,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anadhdayinthelife,2019/10/08,"Describe ADHD in a sentence without using the A, D, H or D. Death by boredom. Permanently unfulfillable wants and needs. Knowing exactly how your mind is turning you insane, and being unable to describe it properly to someone without it.",7.345040650406503,9.425774073170736,8.735121951219515,56.77796747967483,64.36585365853661,9.369105691056909,45.3739837398374,9.725611199111238,5.575920325203251,191,13,23,4,3,66,35,41,0.19699999999999998,0.774,0.028999999999999998,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,12,7,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795233723131152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355228481691476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188622133139138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341574670042282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26757147985015745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434935084042212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727448763233319,0.0,0.0,0.18626365608642634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088288590279447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,better-yet,2019/10/08,"Newly diagnosed! Med question: how long to trial new medication before changing dosage or to different med? Ritalin is making me so tired! Hi everyone, I was diagnosed after 5 weeks of assessments and appointments, and so relieved about it. My psychiatrist prescribed Ritalin 10mg for 2-3 times per day. We booked another appointment for 4 weeks away. The positives are that my mind is SO QUIET, I am relaxed, and anxiety is completely gone. The negatives are that I am sleepy ALL day pretty much. The sleepiness is making me pretty lazy and zoned out, and it almost feels unsafe to drive as I am quite spacey. It’s definitely an effect of the med as it starts after 30 minutes of taking it and I feel most awake once it wears off after 2-3 hours. I can’t have coffee as it is making me feel sick with this medication. I am eating and drinking a lot of water. Sleep is great (better than before). It’s been a week so I am wondering, is this long enough of a trial? Should I ask for an earlier appointment and a different medication? Should I try mixing up the dose less/more? I start a new job in 3 weeks and would like to be settled with whatever med I am on! Thank you in advance",2.8420553359683787,5.144158043478264,4.699446640316207,79.99059288537548,77.26086956521739,8.355731225296443,25.23715415019763,9.095868883498916,2.3498260869565217,930,34,173,24,22,316,135,230,0.048,0.8170000000000001,0.134,0.968,3,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,12,0,23,15,2,5,1,32,36,18,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,3,10,1,0,0,12,13,3,0,6,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,19,6,29,29,5,27,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,18,116,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009481699054972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570966321338694,0.07712053290894846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424515780851432,0.0,0.09471573669154476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156634799671144,0.0,0.0,0.08915959250309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664521555649732,0.0,0.1056989552761507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003017426898505,0.0,0.0,0.2046431309661669,0.0,0.21065315271283894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987569051853444,0.0,0.10315534728967772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416524343224197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632972259918607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291999282999094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114505099202134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927903517076148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000398729932828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049251413957876015,0.0,0.0,0.17843003653600226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570634485152259,0.0,0.0,0.20187740688259853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447915466571738,0.30467098583500396,0.0,0.0,0.10179089184222197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410806291896957,0.0,0.0,0.19472877843130232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736097315820084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051231059444892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293196840459042,0.10722545515252044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088431969676376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270981813629527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579771300163561,0.0,0.0,0.0928136983979811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878400500000285,0.11586800632002935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844440112549821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234596653476261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093257874979248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161360770901366,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,4acodmt92,2019/10/08,"My desk vs my coworker's desk https://ibb.co/S5QQrX8 Part of me is embarrassed and ashamed at the perpetual state of my work space. The other part of me recognizes that I am who I am and sometimes all you can do is laugh at yourself.",3.8723333333333336,6.1339264,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000002,73.8888888888889,8.944444444444445,29.027777777777786,9.516144504307137,2.773111111111111,188,8,37,5,4,60,32,45,0.11599999999999999,0.809,0.075,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,5,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,29,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8698865073097269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39723795927183575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924029208370389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,farfalla_volante,2019/10/08,"Have to see ex twice a month - tips on how to deal with this Any tips for how to deal with having to see twice a month the ex who dumped me? We volunteer for the same charity and neither one of us wanted to quit He has other activities, but for me, volunteering for this charity gets me out of the house, and its a place I have friends. I asked him to quit (when we were dating he joined to be part of this with me), but he will not quit, and I respect that the only option I have is to quit something that I really enjoy, and because I have been volunteering there so long I am comfortable with, and have gotten to know the other volunteers. Last night at the monthly meeting it was hard when he left after the meeting and I said goodbye - it really hurt when he wouldn't turn around, he just said bye and kept walking. My fellow ADHDers any help you can offer for this situation is aporeciated.",8.17649441340782,5.870690189944135,8.298261173184358,75.42046438547487,63.30167597765364,11.631564245810056,34.106843575418985,10.125756701596842,3.0360441340782125,700,21,145,12,8,230,102,179,0.062,0.8190000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9196,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,1,0,4,9,6,1,0,10,0,17,0,0,2,0,27,28,15,0,2,4,2,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,12,15,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,7,5,18,4,26,18,3,18,0,1,2,0,26,6,0,1,12,107,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122861856340594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862041020987105,0.12457040506555372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122773010141629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747490095175678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294832400599524,0.0,0.06961742551287238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936548446370457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931440988565477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375216825666374,0.14264647155859642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323050504601555,0.1086162229211048,0.0,0.0,0.14477609938892932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792171844155636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190757204418808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504573952662354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029338940262184,0.1013423386309202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442963507638226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921748964063807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669094812839761,0.0,0.0,0.17072623415248003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350180035694553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123653866577692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497781531053598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258206560403726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449373203412723,0.0,0.0,0.16028288336175114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859407683002136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sillywillyphil,2019/10/08,I can't remember shit! I can't remember anything that anybody tells me even if it was 2 seconds ago sometimes. I definitely have a hard time remembering to do tasks that I've been assigned without riding them down first and haven't an alert to remind me to even see my list what types of tricks do you have where I can improve my memory with individuals in my life?,6.664041095890411,6.258470986301372,7.368595890410964,74.73864726027398,65.16438356164383,10.587671232876714,34.688356164383556,10.125756701596842,3.3007835616438355,294,12,58,6,4,98,55,73,0.068,0.807,0.125,0.7208,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,2,0,2,0,10,2,1,0,0,7,11,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,2,11,0,8,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,3,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125408960344853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754825999785456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500873241792196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352138066664064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932744045835739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152394376190417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7332262184216751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192907080656664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214697544310821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338754657646256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885796756065178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125808672908485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798044701829396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohhaithisjosh,2019/10/08,"How do you all know when your meds are working and dosed properly? I’ve been taking Adderall for a few months now, and now that class has started back up, my meds have become significantly less effective. Having to sit for hours, focus on a single person talking, all while surrounded by distractions, is nearly impossible. The meds have definitely made me a better student, my ability to get working on homework and force myself to go to class is a lot stronger, so my executive functioning is hugely improved, but focusing and staying on track is just as hard as it used to be. It also feels like my XRs wear off reallyyy fast, like 2-3 hours. I don’t know whether or not raising my dosage would make this better, or if I will risk taking too much and building a tolerance. I’m not asking for dosage advice or medical tips, I just want to know, what does it look like for you when you know your meds are 100% working and dosed correctly? For those of you with higher dosages, when and how did you finally hit the point in your psychiatric journey where the you could say “yep, that’s the right amount!”. For reference, I’m currently taking 20mg, 10 in the morning and 10 in the afternoon. Thanks!",9.53302631578947,7.323520986842109,9.035333333333334,70.89300000000001,60.622807017543856,12.628771929824564,39.0280701754386,11.20814326018867,4.20075649122807,947,37,177,20,10,304,144,228,0.024,0.8220000000000001,0.154,0.9818,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,9,0,6,14,8,0,2,11,1,18,4,1,6,3,38,39,24,0,4,10,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,1,1,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,4,19,6,26,31,8,33,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,5,18,120,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088676046657235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989298440860851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565098343972073,0.0,0.0,0.09512439401632786,0.0,0.0,0.13662659701363727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882067568964253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877137200596986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825836232194168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625508619209073,0.08837755697405103,0.0,0.13551689071481088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463271690309011,0.0,0.07030653449334134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108187426999339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365640250236606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719483788112376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181313542015542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038841946313888,0.0,0.0,0.10517275687777516,0.0,0.11705621206584635,0.08257655241262668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496501402452206,0.12462355257535992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874314540285327,0.0,0.0909401666534982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801771036603863,0.0,0.0,0.11694475661353942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564659806814644,0.0,0.09837816470363578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756169121972217,0.1318570694007917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27904075673357026,0.09943240865880268,0.0,0.1138943978237406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684464198130313,0.0,0.0,0.07296662697007131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27018433393171226,0.0,0.0,0.08787914787135688,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allforher21,2019/10/08,"ADHD Assessment Wait Time NHS I have suspected I have ADHD inattentive type for a long time now. I went to the GP over a month ago now. My assessment is on..... 24 Feb 2020. I’m so fucking mad. So fucking mad. I was fired from my first job for being rude to someone who didn’t know what they were doing, despite them being at the company for a long time and me less than 2 months. I think my self control would definitely be better medicated. I think this because I’ve tried others dexamphetamine before. I think for me methylphenidate (the first line choice) would be great to try and may make a massive impact on my life. I also sometimes spent entire days trying to concentrate at work but just not being able even with noise cancelling headphones. Work is just too noisy and distracting for someone unmedicated with ADHD. I have no motivation to apply for jobs, for this first experience and just due to how my brain works. I have no motivation in any part of my life, and I seem to just be going from obsessions (hyper-focus) that take up massive amounts of my time to just being zoned out and depressed. 24 February 2020. It’s a fucking joke. I can’t afford private right now and shouldn’t have to. Nearly six months from my GP appointment. Fuck you NHS.",3.7734894289666063,5.921182373443982,4.455838767042085,83.55679114799447,73.81327800829875,7.412052953961669,25.58407429361786,8.269060116576782,1.6876779687808736,996,34,188,17,21,318,142,241,0.141,0.7959999999999999,0.064,-0.9521,3,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,10,14,13,7,2,8,0,23,8,1,5,0,33,39,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,7,10,0,2,8,1,1,2,6,10,0,4,5,1,25,3,33,23,3,30,0,1,0,4,5,10,4,2,18,127,32,8,0.10524900408951472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37946654980312505,0.0,0.09329689176383242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416759054496707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157293192300579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641588160070307,0.0,0.08955915052473562,0.0,0.0,0.09308419114758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749269649939778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804570759085956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787690060487185,0.0,0.09065081299942256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951597457412616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295372170002877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685742473361876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892040332835959,0.0,0.0,0.05981543448832225,0.0,0.0,0.11603739857031467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088867927421894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057842100148349763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868096834252198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628411325242186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025452750166174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602729886337127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520262527905412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397441498836908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988207442165734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581474044694832,0.10979766522024202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783542792382362,0.0,0.10409395625459612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791341526751425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023179361561184,0.0,0.0,0.24548616269866536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437149515211604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756688123563063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298675854602665,0.0,0.0,0.1495317455274821,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chrispix99,2019/10/08,"Overweight & Addicted to carbs I was looking to see if body weight impacted ritalin absorption.. Instead I found something else interesting. I (41) was diagnosed when I was about 8 years old, been off/on ritalin since then.. Been taking it for the last 10 years. I keep telling my wife I am addicted to carbs.. She keeps telling me to have self control, but I just can't seem to do it. I had no idea why, but once I start, I can't stop. I blamed it on ADHD, but my wife says that it can't be my excuse for everything.. The only diet that seems to work for me is low carb, and while looking to see if maybe my medication should be increased because of my body weight I found this gem: ""People with ADHD tend to have low levels of dopamine. In fact, the stimulant drugs used to treat ADHD boost those levels. Eating high-carb foods also triggers a dopamine rush. That's why you might crave cookies, cakes, and other junk foods."" [https://www.webmd.com/add-adhd/medication-weight#1](https://www.webmd.com/add-adhd/medication-weight#1) &#x200B; That explains a lot for me, and my weight gain. Now to try and figure out how to cope with the new learnings.",5.996723300970874,8.103597640776702,5.069114077669905,81.65134101941747,67.7378640776699,7.480097087378643,26.95266990291262,8.07648339933343,1.5798359223300973,918,29,167,12,16,273,127,206,0.054000000000000006,0.84,0.106,0.9132,0,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,0,6,0,18,17,2,5,1,33,33,14,0,3,6,2,3,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,11,7,8,4,8,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,8,23,2,23,21,2,20,0,2,4,0,10,7,0,6,11,100,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054521750225674,0.4975937778545252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622128254610872,0.0,0.17944420254458313,0.10062041131330432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047880134284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396135956210735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287586950173284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404806577839619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960306347163107,0.08473294337770394,0.06917520223859636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442221541515608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026278326685532,0.18158872348128072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749087460328857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347980653453264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720656547018862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749932236933348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390752137196132,0.0,0.0,0.07040013975252955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319145819575997,0.0,0.0,0.08342003935446944,0.0,0.08784587677473693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997618635558637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086892744537806,0.08818749098912994,0.0,0.06297898233746703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740842818743901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585200150056042,0.0,0.0,0.13197402108627024,0.1507700281815622,0.08638648397055107,0.0,0.0,0.06849937974507607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374940804697793,0.0,0.0,0.05861171164315952,0.0,0.0,0.06923093961953615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062261079940833276,0.0,0.14475514796992686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622098822276006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151925984058928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041873105873766,0.0,0.0,0.14944212687816874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060284987077156064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062041131330432,0.10665087926875612 adhd,Swarm450,2019/10/08,"I try to tell my wife I want to see a doctor about my possible ADHD and she tells me that I don’t need meds I just need to try harder. In the middle of a conversation with my wife I got distracted by a random thought I had before our conversation. I started following it up on my phone. Obviously the wrong choice. She gets upset with me and tells me about how she tries so hard to do cute things for me and how I don’t try to pay attention to her. How nothing she does is interesting to me and how I only ever want to do what I’m interested in. I can’t pay attention to what she has to say unless she is upset with me. She says I can perform my hobby’s all day without doing anything else or being distracted.l and that means I should be able to focus on her. While I was taking this verbal beating I kinda had to laugh internally because she was describing perfectly how a person with adhd can act in a relationship. Earlier that day I had been going through videos of doctors talking about adhd and relationships. Listening to the people describe my behavior exactly. I tried to tell her that this is exactly what ADHD is and that I want to get some help so I can be better for her. But she didn’t want to hear it. She just thinks I need to try harder. I’ve been trying to get it together for a while now but I always start to try when I’m focused on it at first. But then I forget and I focus on something else. I’m apprehensive about seeing a doctor because maybe she is right, but I still think if the possibility exists that I should get help I should. It just hurt to have my wife reject my feelings like this. She has been dealing with this from me for years. And every few months I inadvertently push her over the edge into anger. I don’t like that I do this to her but I can’t seem to stay focused enough to keep from acting this way.",3.3900563909774415,4.532720644736845,5.104962406015041,82.63473684210527,72.8157894736842,8.06015037593985,24.887218045112785,8.527137837955566,1.5360375939849624,1455,43,302,25,28,496,173,380,0.078,0.825,0.09699999999999999,0.627,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,5,19,16,1,4,12,0,35,3,0,5,6,61,66,28,0,11,12,3,2,2,0,3,3,4,0,1,22,15,0,1,8,1,2,5,7,8,0,1,11,8,63,8,55,49,4,34,0,2,2,0,40,13,0,6,16,225,85,5,0.08242398647112943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39623045732090856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858335959186869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678279178869456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048979424203434,0.0,0.07013674167347356,0.0,0.0,0.07289731791950048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631330501521616,0.08497551082663372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25309332826966674,0.07212978600632843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770932856338222,0.0,0.0,0.08516601134508825,0.0,0.0,0.07455721462541713,0.06944576351931331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167604412349399,0.05888371240406609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010980078602969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225252402631694,0.0,0.04684345097305647,0.0,0.0659219915554222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383570215726905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289782314583388,0.0,0.11049412141706118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823658225078003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326222632895542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053639278684356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280597294701345,0.08978388468668527,0.09155446781176907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657900396305555,0.0,0.0,0.18334902473340645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908803800625681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268715587837273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714241407132738,0.07196944574522536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584132062931927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698503030831786,0.0,0.07038963408933377,0.0,0.13109372459683644,0.0,0.0,0.13136249149597495,0.07503570165487977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345401165711533,0.0,0.0,0.11668024371639114,0.08785300271786077,0.06582390206724778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061972580034608024,0.0662492781603774,0.2881687886401205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475883414086298,0.10562792479199046,0.0,0.06543543840944538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476838108906239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944632110100976,0.06542432394000937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945378165135243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011769007201342,0.0,0.05307834491085964 adhd,UnbelievableRose,2019/10/08,"It's ok if you can't find the motivation by yourself I know this position comes from a bit of privilege, but maybe it will help some of you. I could do my PT at home, but I won't. I could train my dog by myself, but I just don't put in the time. I could work out independently, but I don't. So when I can, I budget for lessons/ sessions/whatever for these types of tasks. It's hard for me to justify the expense, since I could just as easily do these things at home for free. But I've been dealing with this for 22 years now, I'm either going to do it or I'm not. If it's an appointment, I know I can almost always make myself go, even if I'm having a bad depression or anxiety day, let alone demotivated ADHD. So I put it in my mental health/healthcare budget. And I get my shit done. And my life is a little better.",1.2610169491525411,2.6533021073446363,3.878666666666668,88.2715593220339,78.77401129943503,7.20587570621469,20.83954802259888,8.021203637495839,0.7571690395480224,631,16,147,11,15,223,104,177,0.128,0.769,0.10300000000000001,-0.6713,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,4,7,7,1,0,7,1,19,2,1,3,0,32,29,16,0,7,14,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,4,5,5,3,0,0,2,1,24,5,20,20,3,16,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,7,5,103,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984568055623704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984907696443714,0.15498835710422848,0.0,0.0,0.12451764626102994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447895174553445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494834629696144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323499242395582,0.16337491855475564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890697137717685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477921332098184,0.0,0.0,0.09650943454434653,0.15427868598049235,0.12889007343584627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531400431915203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883991959212343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677393764845922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818397560981193,0.0,0.17009479537367228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405362317280858,0.0,0.0,0.1590669383186077,0.0,0.0,0.10030470952726653,0.0,0.30021472811995503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448330222591304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530234028621722,0.10569955356220832,0.0,0.14998482990232934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989001652911313,0.0,0.15033974580823967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080819660506695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008715753300897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360969844220096,0.12378890287827272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941830175415883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725991662622108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894423333590013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963672618994149 adhd,ceejdw,2019/10/08,Having adhd has helped in a way wouldn’t have expected. I have quite bad memory loss associated with my adhd and I can’t recall most things. Although this is a pain in the ass and is debilitating in my daily life I have found it comes in handy when dealing with more negative such as break ups or deaths. I don’t find myself laying around and crying and remember the good time because I literally don’t remember anything I did with that person besides very vague snapshots.,5.976739926739928,6.9954515274725315,6.793131868131868,73.37270146520147,66.69230769230771,9.583150183150185,29.452380952380953,9.725611199111238,2.771306227106227,383,13,68,8,6,127,66,91,0.22899999999999998,0.741,0.03,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,12,3,1,0,0,17,14,8,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,10,11,2,11,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,2,2,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781691768528454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370886722307354,0.177096828373796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610476190797324,0.12127064264499128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713673083595232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185238431427554,0.0,0.20509614702189816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818255544920788,0.0,0.0,0.21812504068878333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685959668427225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334382077116128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051565865867438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116838562480868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370482250776725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159484892354424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507155167746912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216544141305842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600223696326364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641445278964416,0.0,0.1579075739713328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KittyCitty,2019/10/08,"I need to help to not spend all my money impulsively (like actually stick to a plan) I haven't posted here before, but I have found such support and recognition in the problems we ADHD-people face with. I'm a uni student at the moment, and ever since I got admitted my bank account's value is at zero or minus. I no longer have any saved money (summer jobs etc) and I try to at least reserve money for rent, school books, food etc. But as soon as I know I have some left over, I immediately spend on something I saw in a window shop on my way to class!! I'm deeply frustrated I can't seem to save any money for future trips or things I actually want. Most of the time I don't even know what I spend it on, or how much (like how much did I pay for chocolate this month, bc I suddenly got LOTS of it in my room!)... How do you handle your budget? Do you plan it well or let your impulses run amok time from time? Is there an app (preferably for Android) that helps you plan and view what you spend your money on? Or any other tips? I would really appreciate your advice!",3.565833333333334,4.231322704545455,5.040909090909093,85.04469696969699,71.95454545454545,7.866666666666666,23.303030303030305,8.021203637495839,1.0043121212121209,825,19,179,11,15,278,131,220,0.07400000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8746,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,8,0,3,10,8,1,0,7,0,13,2,1,3,2,34,26,16,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,6,1,0,6,2,15,2,5,2,1,1,5,2,30,6,27,19,9,27,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,9,12,119,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.2841296600215916,0.0,0.1749585618529364,0.1422588409574912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969976541808397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387763968688048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247197936486955,0.09615404791493096,0.1316852130431656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603560430411375,0.15962067515182907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328668404746476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951580674241384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446543259428374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001364012336647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817281781361509,0.14886515156663116,0.0,0.14224581880031878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376669236556748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162003627468472,0.0,0.2140357249160482,0.1079455355397369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092666428847874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942515279126527,0.0,0.0,0.13930015403150675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932621117870432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473344730568342,0.0,0.13253033134231007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042506861410587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120743993118828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520216829008333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671671314524473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546661583382908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988390900687739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586670485069607,0.11555442460571955,0.0,0.0,0.13089367327794613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341567324875207,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JeMakes2002,2019/10/08,"Caffeine Reactions So is it just me or does everyone else get a wildly different reaction to caffeine than neurotypical people. I first noticed it when my friends and I all drank monster for the first time, and everyone else was either unaffected or very hyper, but I was left sitting there all loopy, stuttering, and barely able to speak. Everything kinda just gets real slow. I had a monster earlier today and its finally wearing off and I can almost feel everything in my head speeding back up. Anyone else get this? Surely I can't be the only one",5.494579207920793,7.587274237623763,6.508007425742573,70.88993193069308,69.0,9.802475247524754,33.41707920792079,10.125756701596842,3.9976821782178216,442,21,69,12,8,147,75,101,0.03,0.903,0.067,0.5665,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,3,2,0,3,18,12,10,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,2,9,2,7,7,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,9,51,13,0,0.1673454956330314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675723408697197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701186152319447,0.17146523625178026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867835652082074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174840425263394,0.0,0.0,0.14644517094986031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193870648892321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198115850220543,0.3007986819502386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461491076160296,0.0,0.0,0.1833188106827817,0.0,0.2846879861939409,0.0,0.0,0.12929071480762971,0.0,0.2622933436129184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174475769614914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182137065160045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905239559366832,0.0,0.0,0.11339763877640972,0.12727379030576064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160162959090027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904758106218728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772114918154034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758050426044787,0.0,0.15862396266490555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807755973533847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuitablePermit,2019/10/08,"Are any other people with ADHD normally good at standardized tests, but get worse on them with adderall or other meds? I have to take a grad school entrance exam, and while I was always good at standardized tests when I was younger I wasn't medicated at the time. I've tried taking a practice tests while using adderall, and I find myself getting nervous and not diving into each question in a the way that I used to with tests. It's really counter-intuitive for me because adderall helps me so much at work and getting my own personal goals done. But in terms of sitting down at a test and just getting hyper focused on it, it seems to make things harder. I feel like adderall may help me to manage multiple tasks or a multi-part task better, but that it comes at a cost of hyper focus on a single task -- which a standardized test basically is since it's a series of separate questions one after the other. Has anyone else had this weird contradiction? Or does adderall generally help you on tests?",7.876789473684213,7.368291521052632,7.905263157894738,72.22684210526317,62.73684210526316,10.33684210526316,34.78947368421053,9.642632912329526,3.2985894736842103,799,30,138,13,10,259,119,190,0.066,0.795,0.139,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,3,6,0,1,12,0,10,1,0,3,0,33,22,15,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,5,1,14,4,26,16,5,23,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,7,7,97,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784966080591943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235836047458392,0.0,0.0,0.10100119958191067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385121460682542,0.15218006803578552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053866044549004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135713062769575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127940004312835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997407851196774,0.15199129711195564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407248151933402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750980382847661,0.10610535096292584,0.0,0.0,0.13574795828090871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103899834073658,0.0,0.0,0.2491492423354895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865688796536816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256117076397177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914071371788194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497633289032987,0.14962198817215258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918199857266424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552167772666744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006434934644794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608366784227209,0.0,0.10296762300415603,0.1296851537994584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327610391500865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951480764251905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031389954462107,0.0,0.13521038558517645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228603278699897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233426557594568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867253740672267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660535570904704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083783345088827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655355554268106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789118874725515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812701232480716,0.0,0.15135832477901973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wanderingwanderer2,2019/10/08,"Whats wrong with me? I've always been kinda an odd ball. Growing up in school I was much slower than my classmates in learning, I had speech issues, I would pronounce my ""L"" as ""Y""(I yove you). I would day dream in class all day and focus on some part of the room because I couldn't stand learning so I ended up being put in a special ed class where I could understand all the concepts my teacher tried to teach me. I barely passed kindergarden because doing something as simple as crafts was tough. A teacher told me to cut between the lines and instead I changed the way I held the scissors. I've also always been very blunt and I speak my mind I'd say something in a very ""matter of fact"" fashion. I would always get in trouble and I'd get irritated because I didn't know what I did was wrong in speaking my mind. When it came to video games I would always ocd check them to make sure they didnt have scratches otherwise I'd lose my mind at school. When it came to relationships I was pretty normal up until middle and high. I had a hard time with the stereotypical desires of that age range. I liked sex and what that entailed and I was not asexual at all. But I had a hard time with hook ups because I had the unshakable belief that I was being used for sex. I don't condemn people for that culture and way of life but I didnt know how to engage. I also didnt like getting in relationships for the hell of it to gain experience because I overthink; ""what if they end up falling hard for me and i dont feel the same way because its casual"" etc. I needed to be in love. It might also be rooted in a rough early childhood with bullies that made me self concious too. I did also got Type 1 Diabetes when I was 12 and it might of shook me in some ways. As I became an adult I had a hard time staying motivated and the only way I can explain it - is I have a bunch of energy but I hated staying in one spot and commiting to a task or working. It's like I have this weird headache and want to stay home and do nothing even though I have energy. Then I'll get weird energy spikes and I will do all those things abd get tired. I also pace alot. I like to do it and cant help it. Something as simple as applying to jobs is complicated. Because I'll sit and overthink everything and wonder ""What if i apply at a bunch of different jobs and they all call me back at once and I go to each interview and they all ask if i want the job after they give it and i have to lie to one of them and i dont like lying but i need to get to the other job interview blah blah blah"". Or I'll think if this job will allow me to have any down time and lose the free time i have for school? I'm not really lazy but I don't think to do something or feel like i cant sit and do it. When I fall in love with someone I hate it because I get obsessive and think about them all the time. I worry if they'll find someone else and i hate the difficulty of pursuing and wondering if I'll fail. I just dont know how to manage my emotions. I'm naturally an anxious person and I overthink, I get panicky, I think the worst before the good etc. I also do get depressed. I'm not suicidal but I wonder if I have some underlying mental illness. My brother has autism but I doubt I have it. I understand social cues and what not. I just don't think thats my issue but I'm open to being corrected. What do y'all think?",1.876725686130044,3.4742836558988763,3.7287041812488506,89.11896666052681,77.60955056179775,6.522785043286056,23.329434518327503,7.330915591181397,0.8399792042733472,2641,83,576,33,61,891,287,712,0.157,0.7440000000000001,0.099,-0.9899,7,0,4,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,9,6,22,33,5,3,31,0,65,8,0,8,11,129,115,70,1,19,24,1,8,9,0,9,4,5,2,3,32,39,0,1,22,5,2,9,17,19,0,2,26,13,93,15,77,73,20,71,2,4,0,4,33,30,1,21,27,392,125,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25659288749697906,0.1779883573700702,0.0,0.0,0.036366145903743256,0.0,0.0,0.06041370880145664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999371028497218,0.0,0.0,0.04112045789878257,0.0,0.26079231924527385,0.0,0.04550492829470025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460592416126077,0.12232672200309815,0.0,0.0,0.05657150068805196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269697679734312,0.0,0.0,0.06897639106208588,0.0,0.04605960107064315,0.0,0.0,0.05587200940731113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880236895113959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044673112638750234,0.06015434795853405,0.09472937359538272,0.0,0.11928182489756195,0.035321007622310226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048061616077380964,0.05231069852921835,0.0,0.0,0.05407908477629266,0.038203929163795086,0.0,0.0,0.04887694480277173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514553966522122,0.051299943705828535,0.030392171446017392,0.044853911320288174,0.0427703857806652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916192997899768,0.15839218973660854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03584445863964995,0.05650131216869416,0.05364172059231294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111632041439046,0.2653380048200077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816856583309902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777233684984771,0.15675675935763622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965401062057004,0.0,0.0,0.09653003361561864,0.050601163768973834,0.035696265737337404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538921670897324,0.11346114275089185,0.16198936289380075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931169636194021,0.07930493133199351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239603674284779,0.05131255619484222,0.0,0.0,0.05695118468461904,0.07247470292911645,0.040671614694112894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791030342615516,0.0,0.0370741695844315,0.04669399219160512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440526266706509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375908463617093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0342586904320165,0.0,0.0,0.11482841833328765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252700079393912,0.0,0.16236452313916827,0.0,0.0,0.055788100417418114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451299517921543,0.09062165775620323,0.1646766120907597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099787474140746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849508128318241,0.0,0.05040137323806853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03552769577865601,0.20559514295466985,0.05254081177678467,0.0,0.1870969660636505,0.06146386375659025,0.0,0.05109949789930075,0.0,0.036307324854279656,0.0,0.0,0.11134273927707504,0.0,0.046186897143844496,0.0,0.08824813489042231,0.06308415718945816,0.2122374876979314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739803468084567,0.03893184162779026,0.05430841780144376,0.0,0.1519539057291549,0.1169372550524957,0.0,0.0 adhd,pantherfanalex,2019/10/08,"Just discovered Audiobooks, in the last 6 months I have ""read"" more books than I did in the first 33 years of my life. People that don't have ADHD will never understand how hard it is to read anything longer than a few paragraphs. I married a Masters level Literature student, and I have never been able to read with her. She has never complained or made fun of me. In the 33 years of my life I had actually read 3 whole books. After giving audiobooks a try, I have listened to 6 in the last 6 months (generally on the way to and from work.) Thank you, Audible, for allowing me to connect with my wife, and have a love for books that I thought I would never get to have.",6.454189765458423,5.514803544776123,7.021982942430707,78.81395522388061,65.79104477611939,10.343710021321963,32.575692963752665,9.606745405546679,2.7320289978678045,521,18,108,9,7,172,80,134,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,9,0,14,3,0,3,4,18,22,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,3,16,3,22,15,3,19,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,12,78,19,9,0.14241595227481446,0.0,0.1389774256721226,0.0,0.17115629902045545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719619409661527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211389362517342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440645706192851,0.13661835850418402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757671989439934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217601821583336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118519766355955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853595721803074,0.1347574175160967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273501087566349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393598482372093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873328946665702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698179682163216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311174746680221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306235808996334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669108316597004,0.0,0.0,0.14826002888639675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304315399881798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900232474796658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368050942187017,0.0,0.0,0.10116820638273928,0.0,0.0,0.18342240794914427 adhd,Room_116,2019/10/08,"Advice? Sorry in advance, I’m on my phone and I need to type this quick. I’m 17 and today had an appointment with my doctors to discuss medication. I’ve always had focus issues and just a general feeling like I’m not in control of my life and my brain just does what it wants. I’ve been able to cope with it for most of my life, but it’s gotten to a point where that’s becoming impossible. I’m a musician (trumpet player) and want to go to college for music education. A point my dad brought up was that if I were to start meds, it might mess with the way that my brain interacts with music in a way that is detrimental. Is this something I have to worry about? And if it is something that could happen, is it worth it to get my life together?",1.4219569892473132,3.4138029806451646,3.5896774193548424,87.73118279569893,80.48387096774194,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.1586688172043007,582,20,124,10,15,199,87,155,0.06,0.894,0.046,-0.6111,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,7,0,12,7,2,1,0,25,26,9,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,7,1,11,1,23,17,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,4,83,26,3,0.16224803305018368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854690010847122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500336091668858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919020532336466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622449270603333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181974965296058,0.12954185214796482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606773686468598,0.1419843470924161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203748051810178,0.1159100272297411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476790072811091,0.0,0.09220929618980828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347539979391968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934479314203152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438017519631912,0.07926619348361225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022098851793544,0.16344782393926485,0.0,0.17211952322218946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030486066934927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067536688625773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498129251274811,0.0,0.18162338955756754,0.11483999287896315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379216416702124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191396187189166,0.2575698732218602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477075326940488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goto1415,2019/10/08,"How many books, projects or interests have you started but never managed to see through to the end? I found that over the past 20 years I have been stop-start on so many of my favourite topics and books of interest but never saw them through to the end. I'll read the first few chapters of a technical book, for example, buy the parts and not revisit it for months or years (or ever! - I have a lot of purchases that never got used!!) then have to start from the beginning next time and the cycle goes on.",5.460733333333337,5.590572139999999,5.424000000000002,85.86033333333336,67.6,9.466666666666667,30.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.335166666666668,394,14,84,7,6,123,65,100,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.7488,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,2,4,17,13,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,6,2,16,9,3,20,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,4,17,59,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226094461215843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647384354812161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491161990717478,0.0,0.19968574821189827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456584155833522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483235204475942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692832414058548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536686024869436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213877134711644,0.0,0.19368723742118787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721877390262213,0.17385464217051816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216980278985595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451264739347175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867175208591909,0.0,0.0,0.1522609081919664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619593884827358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572936539123967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345592855762741 adhd,eliasm557,2019/10/08,"Instense infatuation Do you guys ever find something you think will be interesting to do for a while, then get bored of it the second you get your hands on it, and you get depressed that you bought it, and never use it again. If so what kinds of things?",3.5657999999999994,5.234020579999998,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,73.2,6.6000000000000005,22.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5391999999999997,199,5,42,2,4,63,38,50,0.099,0.823,0.079,-0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,2,8,10,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,6,2,5,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765135508442019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29040144312960503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934271519438879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031945782639229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178826826104172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343165006750016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476078715361758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715430492097706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328646112243804,0.20571115718640487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772777582709106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stevensst,2019/10/08,"Attention individuals with ADHD-may I have your input please? I find that my spouse can sympathize and engage in conversation more easily with strangers either face to face or online than with me his wife. Do you tend to do this too? I’m sure I can come off as a mother but even when I’m not bitching (LOL), it still feels this way to me. For example-I lost a relative last week. When I told him he was kind of like “oh that sucks” and that was it. And he was eager to keep moving-not stop what he was doing or give me any special treatment. But he’ll sit on discord with other gamers and I’ll hear him happily counseling them on personal problems, in a compassionate manner and over the course of several minutes. Can you explain why you feel this way, like it’s easier to spend time talking to people you don’t know do well or even comforting them? Thanks for reading.",3.0405394990366084,4.9832910115606985,4.323028901734105,84.61074759152217,75.30057803468208,7.8503275529865135,24.25009633911368,8.648137234880735,1.6601941425818891,687,22,138,14,15,226,113,173,0.081,0.6920000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,2,1,7,15,2,0,4,1,13,2,2,0,1,27,29,13,0,1,7,3,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,2,6,1,1,1,2,4,1,0,6,3,18,11,22,22,2,17,0,1,0,0,25,6,2,3,9,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238344885650013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266553583212703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604365805252196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24603073905676345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834566297339406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022774351809433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786665204809046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991558168693467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655462134067479,0.0,0.19394913917732426,0.10235729798277596,0.15181737567306391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819832065631764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033122255025049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912125045113398,0.162624995459571,0.0,0.20444491004674253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821464925435945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862988891159729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040777749774586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873828280840398,0.15571207531401046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553699543108786,0.0,0.0,0.14969947938977968,0.0,0.1714725841363495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860299090779296,0.0,0.0,0.17796841143418374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956707606545765,0.14939730244130306,0.0,0.1674597579236544,0.0,0.16806029098710093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clinkclinkclink,2019/10/08,"ADHD medications and heart/cardiovascular conditions? &#x200B; Has anyone with a cardiovascular condition been given medication for ADHD? If so what were you given? Diagnosed and soon to be treated, I'm worried they won't be able to help me. &#x200B; Not after medical advice, just people's experiences.",6.663466666666667,10.51836548,8.192000000000004,51.17266666666666,74.2,10.533333333333337,34.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,5.476933333333334,254,13,29,9,6,87,43,50,0.045,0.888,0.067,0.2593,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,23,4,0,0.15968840974684648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838288727093073,0.156045665840417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460446504871905,0.38807779321974895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165784903545936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620803744784313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620590653584016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892315344197287,0.10703577496610066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826078182415451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070783667254787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621713315577941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38807779321974895,0.0 adhd,WON_ereht_fo_tuo_teG,2019/10/08,"My weekly academic tragedy... I wake up and get ready for class. I put my concerta in my pocket, because I wanna take it once food and water are in my stomach. Now I’m in class, things are going as expected, I’m feeling somewhat foggy but hey, it takes some time to kick in, yadda yadda. Now I’m in the library, time to do homework. Wait, why am I checking my phone? Why am I picking at my nails instead of looking down at my notebook? I check my pocket. Fuck.",0.9074468085106382,3.0697784680851115,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,83.46808510638297,5.036595744680851,25.35744680851064,6.2581,0.9140204255319152,352,15,71,3,10,120,61,94,0.057,0.91,0.033,-0.6261,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,1,0,10,16,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,0,15,16,2,16,0,0,1,1,2,9,1,2,5,46,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090406054162404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346319946940546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917452619515363,0.0,0.0,0.2440214503321157,0.13790520103774148,0.0,0.15001128280138248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165509097762529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28110266114985577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653469253693904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969214921782823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535947466602744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078276910586109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172817744926084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47635530937744497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikkimball0664,2019/10/08,"Ritalin Crashes--How Do You Manage Them??? Ritalin does help get me going in the morning, helps me to be more productive and even to be less introverted but by 2pm I feel wiped out. I don't let myself nap or anything because then I will not sleep at night, but I'm so exhausted. I only take it in the morning otherwise I have trouble sleeping at night.",1.9507243460764627,4.139025802816904,4.154446680080483,83.34281690140848,79.70422535211267,7.437424547283702,28.45271629778672,8.418075326091056,2.343843460764587,276,13,54,6,7,95,55,71,0.121,0.8270000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.7784,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,0,0,7,12,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,8,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523878589425524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944246839089424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888993279569014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275565960386058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225086981097958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665252190271476,0.0,0.14864863655911015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35063173517873764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745933227558505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909062790994338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892557139840672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234909621668232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665800308976966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_suprememe_court_,2019/10/08,"Hating Law School Exams and Self Idk what's wrong with me but I'm sure I'm not alone here. I got stuck in traffic on the way to my Con Law midterm, was 5 mins late, my Exemplify wouldn't work because I updated my laptop yesterday and it wasn't compatible of course so I had to hand write my essay....OH and I also forgot to take my ADHD medication this morning so there's that too.....I felt well prepared and outlined it and spotted tons of issues but it was only an hour long exam and I ran out of time so I barely got through three. Everyone said the test was super hard but I could have done so much better if I typed it I think....or maybe I'm just dumb and too slow. Who else hates exams?!!?!??!",0.4337499999999999,2.538265448979594,2.60264880952381,92.76683035714287,84.98639455782312,5.3076530612244905,18.71130952380953,6.6274283507984215,-0.005448639455782446,539,14,121,6,16,182,101,147,0.113,0.718,0.168,0.9136,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,10,8,3,0,3,0,9,2,1,0,1,23,22,16,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,13,4,15,4,11,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,8,71,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436481476095975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473643825081687,0.0,0.14264158434050928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873205595406377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775284068814985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241309203072958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253336354647945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490043693659682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043917492327065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712621633484191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531588619411136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978354337227946,0.3522048192619276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565748540654394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617084139814727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120794405478665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785090721823694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919558402357982,0.0,0.0,0.1796879510901042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112170115579386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565762358218064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966971689626656,0.0,0.0,0.18051889939104346,0.0,0.0,0.18607771497910214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811062383870828,0.0,0.13411125161050544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429162051155012,0.0,0.0,0.1040083687625044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158096959116395,0.0,0.0,0.16037510670208782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985471948002866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950184452713787,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wolf_down_the_earth,2019/10/08,"Adderall and Modafinil Been looking around for other solutions to my newish ADHD diagnosis and my Adderall XR. I've started taking supplements to manage the impulsivity tied to ADHD, seems to be working. Wondering if anyone here has used modafinil as a supplement to Adderall or as a replacement. Any success?",8.076538461538462,10.644062038461538,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,63.23076923076921,10.584615384615383,43.769230769230774,10.686352973137794,5.881869230769231,254,16,32,7,4,82,40,52,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,9,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,23,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.677856225918883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917803724851993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971919611131472,0.0,0.0,0.25105379751528656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368221923345683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567365359889919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961219079337733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204073758869305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435710498887466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30583403773705503,0.2053108159625976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,25325253525325,2019/10/08,"ADHD Meds Not Working Anymore in Med School I'm a first year med student. I've been diagnosed with ADHD since middle school and have been taking Adderall and Vyvanse for years. I took medication sporadically in middle school and high school but very regularly in undergrad. I'm now in med school and feel like I either built up a tolerance or have a way too demanding schedule. I can't really figure out what's going on. I wake up in the morning, take my medication at like 8 or 9 AM, and then I'm exhausted at 1 PM. I literally want to just lay in bed. Sometimes I space out two Adderall IR doses throughout the day to maybe get about six hours. I often have assignments to do, so I will wake up at 6 AM for my first dose, be exhausted at around 11 AM, and then take my next dose at like 3 PM to do more assignments. I feel like I cannot be my best self for most of the day. I zone out during all of my lectures, and I've been bombing tests. I'm stressed, I don't sleep much anymore, and my grades suck. I was always a great student and feel really frustrated with myself now. I just got a 44% on my last test, and I'm now in bed browsing Reddit instead of doing assignments. I mean, I could talk to my doctor about this, but is it even a good idea to just bump up the dose? I am taking either 40 mg of Vyvanse a day or two 10 mg IR of Adderall. Thanks!",3.55920587688302,4.111579865724384,5.187851962060627,84.39740747628791,71.89752650176678,8.360721591965781,26.908871117723642,8.532816995589336,1.678403533568905,1054,34,230,17,19,359,144,283,0.09,0.8009999999999999,0.109,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,14,13,2,1,11,0,22,13,3,0,1,38,42,18,0,2,11,0,3,4,0,1,10,0,2,1,3,16,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,5,0,5,6,3,26,8,40,32,7,45,0,0,0,0,2,26,1,5,20,143,29,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223611888437022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769768052504444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834926848019008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235466275101468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970848926806023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386273835604258,0.0,0.0,0.17898638877682618,0.0,0.0,0.09389701327797613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468922664009582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110283538015807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032946553773715,0.132180169916563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573801141667465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833333141878976,0.0,0.05257629874461884,0.07759408193747665,0.07398973068512099,0.10199402520385156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977432584348462,0.0,0.0,0.0911049869071328,0.0,0.0,0.10443398731552754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540904969162086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807853759284537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294002642984472,0.10077191679269584,0.4110367576329809,0.18639078651895127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800644355913428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983868077690164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118530204131837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681318284685622,0.0,0.0,0.0965094527434738,0.0,0.0,0.0765262961126917,0.0,0.09257810180467496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149603256028173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597137157130702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782279114105801,0.07435707164655303,0.0,0.08517196770503008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027834485178338,0.0,0.0,0.1807401782824843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633150385281635,0.054565556467997496,0.07343115695325576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734932183890119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914847693473375 adhd,giolacson,2019/10/08,"ADHD+Depression I was diagnosed with ADHD from a young age and I have always been fully aware of my condition since the day I was told I’ve had it. Growing up, my parents would argue often and I would always either just leave the house to go biking or drown the sound with video games, but as of lately in my adult life I have gone through a really tough breakup + the family problems that have been piling on and off throughout the years. And nowadays I feel *extra* down and I don’t know if it is depression but it definitely doesn’t feel nice. Last week for the first time in my life, I had to leave the classroom just so I could cry in the bathroom. Just wondering here if having ADHD can be linked with depression and should I have myself checked?",5.000945945945944,5.957831797297299,5.250918918918924,83.77651351351355,68.86486486486487,8.352432432432431,26.28648648648649,8.548686976883017,1.658884324324324,598,17,118,9,10,189,96,148,0.17300000000000001,0.772,0.055,-0.9535,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,10,0,20,3,0,0,0,29,27,13,1,7,9,1,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,5,3,1,3,2,5,0,1,8,3,15,1,18,14,2,19,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,5,9,87,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523169347266521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414804200136697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585571149352145,0.0,0.15939264722389246,0.09358167090709106,0.0,0.3749399784304529,0.14728001591274076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679346886372726,0.0,0.14674038570491302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342749204496838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246735274546506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743338779800362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974672285300778,0.1182811428268463,0.16368642225383287,0.3072936069672569,0.0,0.0,0.20498598677292665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112356638497108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884729787244773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929589224472808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003357418679415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461275148537878,0.0,0.0,0.13865545362110004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163956601783136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736178044528934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061589506211387,0.0,0.0,0.0934438112902277 adhd,NuttyMcNutbag,2019/10/08,"Keep burning my mouth Does anyone else have this issue? I think its because I'm careless, impatient and distracted at the dinner table and eat before checking that the food is cool. I tend to do this at least a few times a week if not once a day.",3.0948,4.646035479999998,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,74.2,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9947999999999996,194,6,39,2,4,63,42,50,0.14400000000000002,0.81,0.047,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,3,4,1,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068125541944192,0.3030561432248555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030151781048487,0.0,0.2516824932002799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907502189876556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588344417337163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026513683593064,0.2470818170533645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35765195313105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087119523457008,0.0,0.2628981520943458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149904128912536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895204911784092,0.0,0.0,0.17246861183968346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372526313434706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeadGriff,2019/10/08,"Ritalin causing sinus issues? Hey Everyone. I was put back on Ritalin/concerta about a month ago and it has been an immense help. I actually take 5mg ritalin for my morning, 27mg ConcertaXR for my work day and then another 5mg to finish out my night and give a full day of coverage. Lately I have been feeling my med effectiveness drop off due to me becoming increasingly distracted again. I want to have my dose upped but my problem is that when I was on a higher dose before (36mg ConcertaXR with a 10mg booster for my evening) I would have alot of sinus issues which culminated in some of the worst headaches I've ever had. This was bad because while I felt so bad physically I felt like I was exactly where I wanted to be mentally. I can feel some of those side effects now on a lower scale. So I guess my question is has anyone else had experience with these sinus issues when taking ritalin? Is there a good way to combat them without constantly taking NSAIDS for the pain? I have talked to my doctor about focalin but he brushed me off and offered no explanation why I couldn't try it. He actually seems hell bent on keeping me on amphetamines which I couldn't stand when I tried them.",5.5320512820512855,6.224020581196584,6.73160683760684,74.58561538461541,67.54700854700855,10.342564102564104,32.69401709401709,10.355215969177356,3.4336191452991454,952,40,179,24,15,322,140,234,0.175,0.778,0.047,-0.9879,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,14,9,1,1,10,0,22,10,0,3,2,32,35,13,0,6,3,0,4,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,10,5,30,2,29,21,6,37,1,0,0,0,10,14,1,6,19,124,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.24574742007070946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161499060130473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320316027826665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804185983990392,0.12901357264966548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681994356605976,0.21026553488781027,0.07675588661348788,0.13906190466992688,0.10714337375121773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293481619100019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606809110771215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240797479590668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887811446475456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518482686283714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316488043752279,0.11389624499026425,0.0,0.12031603624265,0.0,0.12316786189411655,0.0,0.0,0.1273316058160878,0.0,0.24179399673460505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078799479242695,0.0,0.10561052538463883,0.0,0.0,0.13870825144910268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439736909519238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39426389580449456,0.0,0.11191797494605256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203625604326678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151512479085701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986185170988974,0.0,0.12689149982532258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050319756884322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816157601131715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398116571088434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048250600128765,0.0,0.12657815128053812,0.14105227791484695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462719874445353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840145327489553,0.10120474663239598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709744162907305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853444857131834,0.09994451731105064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361762404016415,0.0,0.0,0.12137641441986435,0.0,0.09166674939767697,0.0,0.0,0.08944555416645006,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fantasie037,2019/10/08,"I fucking give up I hate having to act like someone I'm not and I have a choice to. I fucking hate it. I hate having to do art even though I'll never be an artist and I'm told to draw about things that I never would, not taught skills that are incredibly important in the subject that ""YoU sHoUlD kNoW"" but I will never use in real life. I can physically can't keep my eyes open sometimes because I didn't get enough sleep last night because I and all the other teens in the FUCKING UNIVERSE ARE FORCED TO GET UP AT FUCK ALL IN THE MORNING YOU CUNT OF A SCHOOL SYSTEM AND TAKE CLASSES THAT THEY HATE AND WILL NEVER USE. I feel like I'm in a catch 22l like: I can concentrate: ""Oh so you don't have ADHD you just can't deal with any of you problems you piece of shit"" I can't concentrate: ""WHY CAN'T YOU CONCENTRATE YOU AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"". I fucking give up.",2.154322033898304,4.774038485875708,2.1281666666666688,95.56750423728815,82.22033898305084,4.895932203389831,20.14943502824859,6.2581,-0.00804836158192046,720,20,148,6,20,214,96,177,0.212,0.736,0.052000000000000005,-0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,1,1,5,15,11,0,8,0,20,9,3,2,6,26,44,8,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,2,0,2,12,12,0,0,3,2,24,3,19,36,4,19,0,0,1,5,13,10,7,0,9,98,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657105780714554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727788677148284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854560894940912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715601551444416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741865920411967,0.0,0.07505697290321366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057458898739357465,0.08118316744259718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252835186256097,0.11874255995001465,0.21802427189153425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487768646642298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100687175542854,0.0,0.0,0.062452594099364725,0.0926303168117636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026603583186923,0.16655368336760001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505792049439639,0.0,0.0,0.1066417718900604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873642985687294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934517351976796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500794601720442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664800033453172,0.0,0.0,0.11372028867977665,0.0,0.09628529547321517,0.0,0.11239110581206638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544179937696868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549618425064028,0.0,0.1116489746841781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858618956196077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962938727274231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254081872114974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072533141471495,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ClazzyJogel,2019/10/08,Vyvanse with decaffinated coffee Drinking decaf before the onset of vyvanse changes the drugs effect and significantly removes any anxiety I usually get from lisdexamphetamine. This is huge for me. The problem however is that my BP and resting pulse rises far too high for comfort. Is there any other way to replica this effect? Same logic applies to energy drinks vs coffee. I get anxiety from energy drinks but coffee works great. Anyone know the science here!?,6.270384615384612,9.659265717948717,6.820192307692308,63.53105769230771,71.30769230769229,8.515384615384617,32.82692307692308,9.188382445141503,4.010584615384616,378,18,47,9,8,123,58,78,0.053,0.797,0.15,0.8501,1,0,4,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,11,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804484209449015,0.0,0.315487435112703,0.0,0.0,0.14418100611802315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546243859933006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813403158587835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059974213361059,0.23912847918037725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154637298468787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273380754794729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786339169631647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332304835710785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730715555616968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710201389452905,0.0,0.0,0.16367329231902775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011727580220302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SadCrybaby_,2019/10/08,"Time flies... I said i was going to study. I've spent the last 3 hours looking at my phone, and barely studying anything, after drinking a coffee. I just quit. What i hate the most is that those 3 hours were completely wasted. I didn't do anything productive, i didn't really do anything that i enjoy. Fuck my life...",1.6106682027649768,4.093591725806455,3.0900921658986182,88.68370967741936,83.35483870967741,5.478341013824887,21.76036866359447,6.868970318607317,0.7368820276497696,245,8,47,3,7,80,45,62,0.182,0.764,0.054000000000000006,-0.8173,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,7,3,0,0,0,3,13,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,6,2,9,1,3,7,1,7,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,5,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687618183819396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415543502310871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256896484979874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129872739019152,0.0,0.0,0.1309331377832185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745754817601976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537657495211502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779457149187626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627277798804117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346542490241125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450428680201321,0.0,0.0,0.14759056760966124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914894796623216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343393801259317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ambrotos42,2019/10/08,"How The Brain Tunes Out Distractions I came across this article as reading material from a ""what am I reading"" section in a recent email from the Collegeinfogeek blog. It's around 2250 words and should be a 10-15 minute read. [To Pay Attention The Brain Uses Filters Not A Spotlight from Quantamagazine](https://www.quantamagazine.org/to-pay-attention-the-brain-uses-filters-not-a-spotlight-20190924/?ck_subscriber_id=417148055) It refers to the academic sources [Prefrontal Cortex Regulates Sensory Filtering through a Basal Ganglia-to-Thalamus Pathway from ScienceDirect](https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0896627319304799) (not the link in the article but the same academic source) and [Thalamic control of sensory selection in divided attention from Nature](https://www.nature.com/articles/nature15398) Essentially it states that parts of the Thalamus and Basal Ganglia (more basic regions of the brain normally associated with sensory input and control of movement) play more important roles in regulating attention than previously expected. Specifically by suppressing sensory inputs. I find this interesting as a consideration for what areas of the brain might work differently or have problems functioning when someone has ADHD (especially if they have trouble filtering out external inputs) and the article mentions it as an area of future interest.",15.259090909090908,17.121855010101015,12.467373737373741,37.73772727272728,46.87878787878788,16.492929292929293,52.84848484848485,14.811377253095038,9.151569696969695,1164,69,121,46,11,353,124,198,0.053,0.871,0.076,0.7292,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,1,3,3,6,0,1,18,0,7,4,4,4,0,34,9,13,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,3,7,5,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,29,5,5,17,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,3,3,84,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806962011806505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708671215240216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7341368789400198,0.0,0.1504315877501658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29503691693198664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741748243235266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202130865710919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952911982332525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886831053713665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243067661487327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258533574861953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946870942870045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986681959511812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144220688323944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359690109943688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575305631026652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gagamo,2019/10/08,"Are my meds working or am I just deluding myself? Sorry if this has been answered before; I tried doing some searching but I’m pretty good at missing incredibly obvious search terms, so I do apologize if this has come up a lot. Thanks in advance! I was diagnosed with ADHD eight years ago at age 18. I was put on a few different medications (including Adderall XR) but none of them were effective, so I kind of gave up hope of ADHD meds helping me. After having success with Wellbutrin XL for depression, my psych and I decided we’d give Vyvanse a shot for ADHD because I’d never been on it before, but insurance wouldn’t approve it without trying Adderall again so I got back on it again. And... it seemed to work? Not the night and day my psych said it would be, but I found myself able to get around the mental blocks that’d keep me from cleaning or making phone calls much easier. When I would get distracted, it was much easier to get back on task. And when I would read, I read in a linear fashion rather than jumping all over the page. I was ecstatic. A week and a half or so ago, though, it felt like it completely became ineffective. I was acting the same way I was when I didn’t take the medication. I’m worried that in my eagerness to try out meds, I tricked myself into thinking it was helping, and between that and temporary increased motivation I replicated the effects of meds without them actually helping (though the way it helped wasn’t exactly what I expected). I have heard that a lot of people who menstruate experience decreased efficacy around their period and they might go on a higher dose (I’m only on 10mg as it is which I know is pretty low) during that time. I just got off my period so that could be related, but my issues started around a week before I got it; I don’t know if that’s too early to be affected by that or not. TL;DR: Adderall worked, then it didn’t, wondering if I just tricked myself or if I need to try a higher dose when I’m on my period/in general",5.250379746835441,5.771558848101268,6.554278481012659,76.21318987341772,68.1139240506329,9.965569620253168,31.243037974683546,9.98439552973466,3.058000506329114,1575,61,299,36,25,535,205,395,0.062,0.778,0.16,0.9926,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,4,10,23,14,2,1,17,0,35,5,0,5,4,73,66,36,0,14,23,0,1,1,0,5,5,2,1,0,26,16,0,2,12,2,0,7,11,7,0,2,21,3,44,7,44,34,12,56,0,3,0,0,17,22,0,17,26,222,70,9,0.08208392427007342,0.0,0.0801020693391641,0.0,0.2959467769459764,0.0,0.14552489240966782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921628620871564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623494205084182,0.0,0.05003759835959666,0.0,0.2095421213614185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381686421266114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070803255129886,0.08606343288515941,0.0,0.0,0.06553733429994611,0.0,0.0,0.052937340520570926,0.0,0.07069876369506177,0.08331345528109267,0.0,0.08576023018951869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029382860630109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881343977754107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900007861763138,0.0,0.0,0.12865638762623166,0.07874237972807739,0.04665018578745984,0.06884810123232858,0.1969500382438933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200764967334652,0.0,0.0,0.08152785792061479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567429086491493,0.0,0.07295996341974254,0.0,0.08547777571269616,0.09022235619751863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040102059179191074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956963413101325,0.0,0.0,0.05479165684239192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647069414717256,0.16538183607056953,0.08272128931920368,0.08707807203555709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206822580717598,0.060864189764631614,0.06330818271049797,0.0,0.0,0.07703020240993824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242852325067996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690665775893941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701772137223994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251701562343565,0.0,0.0,0.164212274691461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808060901036018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472612179888144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188623291048607,0.058099424081997586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061716895580676986,0.0,0.0,0.07557184914485536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052596064268668384,0.16129407766500006,0.0,0.04786379634331294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229183857963204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030879678680735,0.13168554564693394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825194764936476,0.08901651440511286,0.17927422345029956,0.08336020954476203,0.0,0.17493019409585833,0.0,0.0,0.052859356002756784 adhd,WavesOfMotion,2019/10/08,"How to not be distracted during long drives? I haven’t driven longer than an hour at a time and I get super distracted while driving. I’m making a 5 hour drive soon and I’m pretty nervous because there’s long stretches of just nothing. What can I do to not be so distracted? (Taking medication helps but my dosage isn’t right so it doesn’t help a bunch)",1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666714,2.6077777777777804,90.615,87.33333333333334,5.422222222222223,20.5,6.937597516519254,0.5701,282,9,57,4,9,92,54,72,0.023,0.753,0.22399999999999998,0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,4,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,8,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600620206853937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718351834518325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519941996353323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171628884597701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647375597689013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526946932719698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645146023583981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25194580744856365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671310659335797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423584708528407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974221653501484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310838672407026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,loveisallivegot,2019/10/08,"Experience With Elvanese? Hey has anyone had experience with Elvanese?i have just started today taking 30mg dosage. I found it took a while to start working. Often when I start a new medication I initially have problems with sleeping at night. I took the 30mg capsule at midday - will I be able to sleep by midnight? Any advice appreciated!",4.0835362997658065,7.215068360655741,5.4118501170960185,71.78344262295084,78.50819672131145,7.420140515222482,30.02576112412178,8.418075326091056,2.997930210772833,274,13,42,6,7,91,46,61,0.048,0.88,0.073,0.3468,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,0,7,13,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,8,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,27,6,1,0.19200313819723888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187623244485528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305687180422784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342530585228344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756318233411199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052153073499089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934229619790951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543782731817668,0.0,0.1801819385488236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837210726645443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38428360113479704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077024283522037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443624648389473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199652467330546,0.0,0.4266451024975718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978057135392916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,runic_hypercube,2019/10/08,"My journey to self management **tl;dr Having a system is good. It’s going to be hard. Systems will fail. You will have months where you don’t use anything at all. And sometimes you will feel like nothing will work for you. But keep trying. Keep improving the system. Keep iterating to a better version. Eventually you’ll get there.** I’m 26, and finally feel like a functional adult. Productivity used to make me feel demoralized and anxious because systems can fail and the failure makes me feel useless. But now I’m reasonably certain my system can catch me when I fail and feel much calmer about life in general. If any of this helps younger folks, I’d be very happy. So here’s the basic insight I derived from my experiences: - It’s good to have a productivity and self management system. - No, it’s not easy to learn and even harder to get right. But remember. YOU didn’t fail. Your system wasn’t quite right! If your system doesn’t serve you then it’s not YOU. I tried many systems and abandoned many. Recently I noticed that I’ve incorporated the things that work for me, into my hybrid system. - From about age 18 onwards, I read widely on productivity. Before I went to college, I tried GTD because I was inspired by the book. Then I got into Cal Newport books in my college and grad school years. I read all of them. Tried a lot of tips. - Had a lot of failures and false starts, but looking back, it was just a bunch of iterative steps. All of these “system failures” taught me something and after I pick myself back up, I incorporate it into something new, that works better. - Then I pick something back up, and try again. I note what works, what doesn’t, what I need my system to do, and redesign it based on what I’ve learned about myself. I’m not going to lie. There were depressive episodes. Anxious ones. Times in my life where it was all falling apart, because I abandoned my system. Take your time. Sometimes things fall apart. But don’t be afraid to keep trying.",2.2516873522458645,5.006377933510638,3.2032411347517744,86.97911111111111,83.49468085106382,5.469881796690309,23.781087470449172,6.937597516519254,1.0212244208037826,1557,58,291,20,45,495,182,376,0.11,0.8220000000000001,0.067,-0.9319,0,0,3,0,0,0,63.0,0,11,1,11,17,18,0,1,12,0,26,2,0,7,5,59,53,25,0,3,11,0,6,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,19,16,0,6,11,4,0,8,10,9,0,1,10,7,43,9,37,35,9,58,0,8,1,0,16,18,0,4,21,186,62,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059788943575844015,0.0,0.0,0.1986502411500231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235106645733265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028162739843803,0.0,0.16078653174068072,0.0,0.0748138556512422,0.0,0.0,0.15551704541914516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572578344781669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807065003154181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860031032998328,0.0,0.0,0.2222761903943079,0.1256208216947494,0.0,0.09631259195199593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186964749562178,0.0,0.09993447359216977,0.14748706009060913,0.07031804219577897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359298936325687,0.07875948370711447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058931246681604224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125910610892316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242016749655541,0.08590701422483481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383106264480706,0.0,0.0,0.1494937016958664,0.0,0.0,0.11737521065262607,0.17827514083119558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017729097146577,0.0,0.06463167149678138,0.06519192434146126,0.0,0.08491415065255935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436207496901556,0.10009805298684134,0.0,0.0,0.059577194894042576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351425635140492,0.17588855169227724,0.0,0.0,0.09039689998334384,0.08681087046714088,0.0,0.0995967685216522,0.15016722472281244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898022296507481,0.0,0.0,0.18344047768433988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305645038553824,0.17391121223837808,0.0,0.062230570614398524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610526161351113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682092481904552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025342817172144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35815342151155843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187013738469246,0.0,0.07254360651253164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150316887036943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560286359240561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661790866840013 adhd,logax100,2019/10/08,Tolerance help I think I'm building a tolerence to my medidate 60mg. I'd go to my neurologist but the only appointment available is in January. I'm worried that if i don't address this before the end of the semester I'm going to fail my classes. What do i do? Who do i go see?,1.6829999999999998,3.0970479666666684,5.413333333333334,77.62500000000001,77.66666666666666,9.466666666666667,32.0,9.888512548439397,3.5304,218,12,45,7,5,83,41,60,0.14,0.7979999999999999,0.061,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,13,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,27,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31029920812966905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229809464032303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6217348594836937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444242315840643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773407256287904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905871880883077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336597098559769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703304162886876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goodbrorhys,2019/10/08,"Effects of dry mouth I have some questions about dry mouth... Do any of you guys suffer from dry mouth caused by your adhd meds? Does it cause anxiety or any other feelings?",3.4809090909090905,5.741556484848488,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,75.06060606060606,5.612121212121212,23.12121212121212,6.42735559955562,0.5463212121212124,136,4,26,1,3,41,27,33,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,7,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386894724016807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832906784087445,0.0,0.21558936332456652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790077264432503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466201041899601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249522857394434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790433050690869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31303534421707296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156997267651231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blue_Buzz,2019/10/08,"Never felt this lost before I'll try to keep this brief but I'm just lost. I'm a ""senior"" in college, quotations because even though its my fourth year in college i found out this semester that it will take me at least 3 more semester to graduate after this one. Like many people here I didn't have to try much in highshool and eventually got a full ride to my current school. After my first year I started drinking more and developed a problem with xanax and smoking too much and eventually lost my scholarships and that brings me here. My long distance girlfriend recently got an amazing job offer from a leading company in her field and told me she's planning on accepting it. This made me think of my own plans. I'm a computer science major but I picked it because I've always been good with computers and programming and the money is a good. My computer science classes are the only ones I do good in and can get A's with my non-existant study habits and lack of motivation I've never really thought about what I would do after college, this summer I had a great internship with an engineering company but it was only vaguely related to computer science (computer science classes are the only ones I do good in and can get A's with my non-existant study habits and lack of motivation) I never cared about school or what would happen after but now that my girlfriend got this job I have to make sure I graduate and get a job I love her and want to be with her. But the thought of sitting behind a desk for 40 hours doing the same thing scares the fuck out of me. I don't even know what I would be doing, I mean I'm a junior/senior and have literally no idea what a computer science job entails because of how many fields there are I mean what the fuck is wrong with me. Sorry if this was rambling I've just never felt this hopeless. TLDR: My interests change so often I don't even know if I'm interested in computer science but now my scholarships are gone, I've completed 3 years of classes, my already long distance girlfriend is moving even farther away to start her life and wants me to come to her when I graduate but I have no idea what to do with my life",6.130488372093026,6.1488240953488384,6.8147441860465126,76.83932558139537,66.18604651162791,10.135813953488373,33.94418604651163,9.888512548439397,3.238026046511628,1731,72,330,35,25,572,184,430,0.111,0.774,0.11599999999999999,0.6333,5,0,1,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,9,19,22,2,1,22,0,32,7,0,7,5,75,73,30,0,10,12,0,2,1,3,4,3,0,0,0,24,27,1,1,15,1,3,7,9,9,0,4,19,2,46,13,47,48,11,46,0,4,0,3,12,14,2,4,25,234,70,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923767813566016,0.0,0.06728701739241981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597629983036491,0.0,0.0,0.14788554920236338,0.0,0.06881103790940847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244830995168341,0.0,0.08554554032537706,0.06965892695142338,0.08478649692574318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921792619441723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136450081852221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528814608923214,0.0,0.0,0.0687846062505806,0.0,0.08866543112026322,0.0,0.14951868866473514,0.12674749365975754,0.0,0.0,0.27130636684071513,0.194027861221538,0.08915508672367048,0.0,0.0,0.0715095658046278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963675315716008,0.0,0.0,0.1825758161305112,0.0,0.0,0.3209882391679815,0.07187744558649878,0.0,0.0,0.0888837136740952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423614102055532,0.03950705896021448,0.0,0.0,0.14312778877232188,0.0,0.0,0.26482448238886624,0.0,0.07298475188779073,0.07651739556246193,0.05397870487716639,0.16397092981314418,0.0,0.17617363297519964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594779529541971,0.11889167745198588,0.0,0.2494754791350469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439075011055573,0.1845067858867105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560623252104162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737787226231442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180485135098498,0.0,0.07984545171030757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096100609847183,0.16368148499604082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052290320069792,0.11447478856412605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621527897177023,0.0,0.06080119281785944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053723798996596885,0.05181568863714961,0.07945046671756856,0.12839719455385165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727095984700277,0.0,0.1098054562687012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539376270926796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233472877754216,0.08841431238313366,0.0,0.15622522161780952 adhd,indigo_UwU,2019/10/08,"Cant accept that its my ADHD which makes it so hard for me to do things How do you tell yourself: its not your fault that you cant study, cant make homework, cant shut the fuck up, sont know when you are oversharing or intruding on someones personal space. I cant believe that, it has to be my fault. Its to easy to blaim everything on something else, i just have to try harder, i just have to stop being such a fucking fuck up. How the fuck do people put up with failures like us? Maybe its just me.",3.5194285714285733,4.010158657142857,4.307619047619049,90.8957142857143,71.95238095238095,7.523809523809526,25.47619047619048,7.447530270364453,0.9571904761904756,389,11,89,4,7,125,67,105,0.08199999999999999,0.754,0.16399999999999998,0.8487,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,4,0,0,8,8,4,0,3,0,14,4,0,4,0,13,21,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,1,12,2,13,19,0,10,0,0,0,4,7,7,4,1,3,63,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162719714632625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776899548605493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405243058176396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573747243181244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6819431045459053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519678804189675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134792544628886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009431088316223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619267271559475,0.0,0.18526648168651716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784795146170405,0.1610213071305683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538483586364626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625155508620525,0.14196924533609984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417655712899714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118407798125586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251503341461698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520353544543034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218247396089319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justaguy567432,2019/10/08,"Struggling with excitement of new relationships vs old ones Been married for over 10 years with all the ups and downs that come with marriage, especially one where ADHD is involved. A lot of the struggles have been related to the fact that I hyper focused on her during the first part of our relationship and then as the excitement wore off she started to feel less wanted/desirable and started to feel resentment because of it. Plus issues around my impulsivity/attention... All this to say things have not been a smooth ride but we've made it through 10+ years together and had a lot of great times. My hyper focus on a 'new excitement' has always been present, be it cooking, sports, work etc. My latest excitement is related to a new group of friends that I have made through work conferences. Some are local, but some are in other parts of the country and I only see them when traveling. To add to it, there is one person in this group that I have a definite attraction to, in fact I would say I have a full on crush on them. The excitement of these new relationships are causing a strain on my marriage partially because of all the travel that I am hoping to do to see these people again. The contrast between these new relationships and my marriage are hard for me to deal with, and at one point I nearly ended my marriage because I was just so confused. One part of me knows that this is just my ADHD and that the excitement will fade, the other part just craves the excitement so much it doesn't care. I don't know how to deal with these feelings and am wondering if others can relate and have any advice.",8.502445887445887,7.308544006493513,8.087480519480525,73.65145887445891,61.85714285714285,11.460086580086582,36.76709956709957,10.504223727775694,3.696874632034632,1286,50,239,25,15,409,155,308,0.054000000000000006,0.8009999999999999,0.145,0.988,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,3,11,17,1,4,20,0,30,1,0,4,5,49,46,20,0,3,8,0,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,23,19,1,0,6,4,0,4,3,5,0,6,9,9,24,12,49,34,15,42,0,0,2,0,22,19,0,8,19,192,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033907906611407,0.08551337322137828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281500161977868,0.0,0.0,0.05950953224160604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790210157593985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003512894487498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922187452101513,0.08989646997929054,0.0,0.07538177608941464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804371204707344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750753581535444,0.0,0.09759634170978253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274245699322545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443562532043664,0.0,0.0,0.06760970375670165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964796484637601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783914174542197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691678313015798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133729192525476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618598068340438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487950736192885,0.0,0.16560740831557735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432962866934727,0.0,0.0,0.4225866091459653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182660976195232,0.0,0.29649386561865043,0.06655499794682275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790574979247655,0.0,0.060668141629723824,0.07641001169523448,0.0,0.0,0.08272486234207706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758102649175167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139182300570665,0.0,0.0,0.13946765057848862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387949767646693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296807906542226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813749312357781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510275544171492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949004337276403,0.1274160693688252,0.0,0.0,0.062164312628578015,0.0,0.0,0.11270663302757312 adhd,danieljohnsonjr,2019/10/08,"Forgot to take meds this morning I was wondering earlier why I was feeling so ""off"". Then I realized not only did I forget to take my medicine this morning, but I also forgot to bring it with me to take it again this afternoon. *sigh*",2.955217391304348,4.8901473478260895,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,75.52173913043478,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.569104347826087,182,8,34,4,4,62,31,46,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.1489,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,7,0,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556431549774451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163676225047674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550857106977067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312645607261696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7210651151596954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884560320549064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34667277956180753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nexuswalrus,2019/10/08,High as hell on vyvanse? So i'm close to my midterm so I do what any normal kid does. Study and do assignments non stop. I probably took 100mg over the course of 4 hours and pulled an all nighter. I slept for about 3 hours but when I woke up and started to get ready i was like so gone. i've been prescribed vyvanse for so long. I'm not tripping i'm just really really gone,-0.7689225589225614,1.3776702222222212,1.1213243546576876,100.13868686868686,93.69135802469135,4.9207631874298565,18.47474747474748,6.574015621080383,-0.11342962962962976,292,9,71,4,11,95,59,81,0.057999999999999996,0.856,0.086,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,14,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,0,6,1,10,7,1,16,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,7,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361146413341545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362816575818973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106555056198578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28527325057245745,0.0,0.0,0.5317976129409122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319099462022013,0.0,0.0,0.2389443736625657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645458511497709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29110916292315353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459419827531685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110968518574148,0.0,0.0,0.22573480120072156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999835378239855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zaffarr,2019/10/08,"How do I stop myself from losing track of time in the evening and ruining my sleep schedule? I often find myself getting wrapped up doing something, watching something or talking to someone in the evening. This could be talking to someone for 2-3hrs, sitting at my desk at work doing random things before noticing 1-3hrs has passed or stuck in front of my TV until late at night. These things delay me from eating on time, not getting things that I wanted to do after work, and sleeping late. Anyone else have issues with this? How do you keep yourself on track? I find I can be really on top of things for a few days but then boom I go to sleep too late, can’t wake up in the morning and everything is shot.",3.829836494440812,5.504063834532374,4.194296926095486,87.49829954218447,72.52517985611512,5.917854807063441,27.02485284499673,6.1124844417494595,1.027943884892086,559,20,106,3,11,175,89,139,0.065,0.924,0.012,-0.6188,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,4,0,13,5,4,2,0,19,19,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,3,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,13,0,26,15,1,30,0,2,1,0,3,13,0,4,13,79,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918370402229186,0.13457490200996067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176195440103644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486551133501144,0.0,0.0,0.08470441072562597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343951579622482,0.10971898132330103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734996621780436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804128356589365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400875281434319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724103997672374,0.0,0.07464440900336226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708641670860866,0.0,0.11674237215658805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444768448694039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693755797473418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325511329142125,0.0,0.0,0.1495331838757082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414073686933325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943091009180452,0.0,0.22257047668119687,0.20222622802757112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980738653876032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113466717151486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34902986242485656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317258572051778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746862772286983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123637249023945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dionysus2098,2019/10/08,"ADD with autism I recently started school again (I'm 21), and I just can't handle everything that gets thrown at me at the same time. Making friends, homework, tests, listening to the teacher etc. Whenever I get home I realise I've been living my day on autopilot. Sometimes I even break away from auto mode in the middle of it all and it feels like I'm dreaming. When I get home I'd rather not talk to my family. I have to process everything I've seen that day, and thinking about every little detail isn't really useful. I wish I could make this less, and wonder how I could do that. After only a few weeks I get really emotional real quick, and at some point I'll stop being myself because of overload of information.",2.9378764897074774,5.09272015492958,4.375633802816903,83.14666847237271,76.32394366197184,7.467822318526544,24.303358613217767,8.384062270229773,1.721690574214518,570,19,107,11,13,189,100,142,0.07400000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.057,-0.3168,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,4,1,26,24,7,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,15,2,16,19,6,21,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,2,12,68,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731736558202474,0.0,0.0,0.0955829189049117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038170955438843,0.0,0.0,0.20224414008267416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637722397156372,0.0,0.0,0.1748717911479697,0.10356393982685834,0.0,0.13210951087766545,0.0,0.2818407882721604,0.0,0.14781568447702426,0.0,0.0792820400475487,0.1120168898740508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211421431151139,0.0,0.3276830081972013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31456338862328803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660383383906852,0.15715330367573727,0.13845596072023497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093284515773595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925233566048465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822527767737248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847103672258885,0.20089828650342811,0.0,0.15481961645844985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586884674431942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507773987107526,0.0,0.11098279538803214,0.0,0.0,0.13109057884360406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602870629151958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047015665262192,0.0,0.0,0.09143047457006223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354235725023053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257743101503782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031055308695332,0.0,0.1700413000727078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reverblueflame,2019/10/08,"Managing sensory overload? Does anyone else here experience sensory overload? If so how do you manage it and still get stuff done? This happens to me a lot in social situations when there is just too much noise/movement and I can't concentrate on anything and just start to shut down. It also happens to me during conflict, I start to shut down and have a hard time processing anything. It also happens when someone asks for a bunch of stuff all at once and won't write it down, and I just struggle to respond to everything all at once. Thanks!",4.899247572815535,6.733535271844659,5.355521844660196,79.59794296116505,70.06796116504854,8.256796116504855,32.29247572815534,8.841846274778883,2.8544961165048526,435,20,77,8,8,139,67,103,0.115,0.857,0.027999999999999997,-0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,16,14,13,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,15,12,5,15,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,6,62,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559357960443285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188967128117132,0.1639593513906889,0.26336557228052804,0.0,0.1495970542731181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400345385928826,0.16375596891996155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367613681549656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381561496032752,0.15653021874818732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083603820484676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245153459731773,0.0,0.14334644611821692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604324105811494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763307705516066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408320533770949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986913093233353,0.0,0.16312018955845844,0.13558438627978514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652589167942866,0.0,0.12779214059447516,0.0,0.0,0.16728759817630645,0.3663691218376256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732487269788644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330892101898744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SoCoolSophia1990,2019/10/08,"Parents of a possible ADD/ADHD child looking for resources, experiences, and information regarding medication New subscriber here! We’re looking for anything related to medicating a 7 year old for possible ADD/ADHD. Long story short, the school has been pushing a ADD diagnoses for three years now; over the summer we saw two physiatrists in an attempt to get his behavior at school and academic achievement under control. We have some issues at home, but believe it to be in the range, although upper on the scale, of normal despite him having some major issues at school and again less so at organized sports. We keep hoping it has to do with immaturity and he’ll grow out of it, and this year at school he seems to be doing much better and has an amazing teacher/team backing him with BIPs, a 504 and an IEP for speech. The first doctor we saw, twice weekly for two months, did not lean towards a ADD/ADHD diagnoses. He believed that son had more of an attachment disorder, which he explained had similar symptoms as ADD, and could be regulated/made better using tools such as play therapy. Our insurance did not like him and it got expensive quick, so we had to move onto another practice. The second doctor, I fully admit I do not like his demeanor or perceived agendas, has fully committed to a ADD/ADHD diagnoses after only meeting with him four times over the course of two months: the place is more of a center and appointments have to be made months in advance and only allow one afternoon appointment before alternating to one during the school day, and only see children every 2-3 weeks. When we had our initial visit I stated we were not comfortable with medication as he was so young and asked for literature regarding long term effects on brain chemistry, growth, and sleep. He has never provided them despite me asking again, and instead is dismissive and belittling when I bring up again our hesitation to medicate. When I stated the last doctor did not lean towards that diagnoses he literally bad mouthed him and then sarcastically said “what do I know I’ve just been doing this twenty years..” I feel lost here as a parent. We are trying to balance whether he does need medication, and if something could be an easy fix is out there that can help him be his best why wouldn’t we want to try it; whereas our concerns on how medicating someone so young will affect him long term. I have friends in their thirties who are dependent upon their stimulant medications and have been for twenty plus years. At what point do we accept a diagnosis and what should be considered before medicating? Is this something he can learn to self regulate, and if he can, should he have to? Any advice or experiences along with the latest scientific literature would be immensely appreciated.",11.532324375294671,9.107973455445547,10.869363507779353,59.96607260726074,57.01980198019802,13.975483262611975,43.45355964167846,12.374306866263185,5.451999528524281,2245,98,358,55,21,731,265,505,0.047,0.836,0.11699999999999999,0.9902,2,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,14,0,3,10,21,13,0,0,25,0,53,19,3,9,2,87,77,42,0,12,12,3,1,2,1,6,16,3,1,3,16,42,0,2,10,2,1,7,7,2,0,10,18,9,36,11,63,43,10,75,0,1,5,0,55,28,0,9,40,265,52,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29673736341712803,0.060319302098495724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197674957493334,0.0647265623252042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050796391715906636,0.0,0.1154135751700889,0.0,0.0,0.047464561358593504,0.05153980169111822,0.0,0.0,0.1050509440570283,0.13909128643550844,0.06477909933717439,0.109185740368734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890819427579689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692325292928872,0.0985686141925932,0.0,0.0,0.03980906722779521,0.0,0.0,0.2506080516814869,0.0,0.0,0.07074494964737281,0.18954183238968167,0.054018064810259385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052007997836775566,0.0,0.0,0.12076248597049215,0.0,0.0,0.031211228774484512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052505295972482866,0.0,0.0,0.0476904370867544,0.0,0.032250019450244805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936904168757328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137457590222026,0.0,0.061917616401585523,0.061309237392435725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885473925195576,0.0,0.05486615043657817,0.0,0.0,0.03392376541773399,0.05031607066782537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031378056164662,0.0,0.0,0.16388042298303493,0.10367094121878476,0.0,0.06738275023306119,0.0,0.0,0.058407959571865675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974709016846926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781066829954598,0.06560645871444952,0.04537674236689255,0.04577008588415906,0.0476079772200195,0.05961670877808831,0.0,0.0,0.06047974725985843,0.0,0.0,0.06477252394865363,0.0,0.08365616921368793,0.14083941058878252,0.0,0.0,0.1370819482924067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449199630191246,0.0,0.05835234624355513,0.13917674040094888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871689402441287,0.0,0.0,0.3123571276843682,0.049188746925189465,0.05619430778182208,0.0643951417530376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177198004412397,0.0,0.052301426768816654,0.09504153842531236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415840490184901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059066292935395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03599374406933077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381770711572571,0.0,0.18089610504640807,0.0,0.0,0.05331265568207495,0.0,0.0,0.036408420560935,0.0,0.09902799589168236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569937854789693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384937480458444,0.0,0.0,0.1987521129734504 adhd,supersweetchaitea,2019/10/08,"Wanting to get tested when I have insurance again (in a few months) Hello! So, basically the title. :) I'm 30 years old, and about to start a new job that is right up my career alley. I've never been officially diagnosed, but I have always strongly suspected that I have ADD. More specifically, I often have difficulty concentrating, issues with memory, and get easily distracted, which often leaves me anxious and overwhelmed. Even though teachers and supervisors have suggested this over the years, my parents are among those who think ""AD(H)D isn't real."" Luckily, over the past two years, I have started keeping a planner to help with daily/weekly tasks and finances, and it has helped significantly (my credit score has also gone up by nearly 40 points, so it's working!) I guess I'm just curious about what all is involved in getting tested, and if medication would be worth it in the long-run. Cost is certainly a factor, as I won't be able to pay an arm and a leg for it any time soon, but I'm hoping with insurance it would be possible. But with a new job and looking to start my Master's Degree in a year, I'm thinking meds or treatment could have their advantages. All feedback and advice are welcome!!",7.2693873383253935,7.4736310442477905,7.741327433628321,70.52501361470391,63.778761061946895,10.670660313138187,33.75629680054459,10.389873798559362,3.5657342409802584,960,37,165,21,13,317,144,226,0.068,0.777,0.154,0.9653,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,5,13,8,0,2,12,0,23,4,2,0,4,38,41,21,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,15,0,1,3,0,5,1,3,2,0,1,2,1,13,6,24,32,4,30,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,6,17,116,25,10,0.13454271056139253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147357962177714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075937570270031,0.11195031317890408,0.0,0.0,0.09149365684788037,0.0,0.0,0.15199496687437775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107421406543274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365580191180051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886419142327584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108790396682008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821396416268445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036228570136176,0.0,0.0,0.13363126931910993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404276345324942,0.26702575990274685,0.11958774301110088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246130405070553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906606503463885,0.11298199142403866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494466209507566,0.13553762627956284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739070795777153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376763267995573,0.2598843764977766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117994221420466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493937580221069,0.0,0.1284362410558749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271863495277555,0.15167669074423765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313905976676226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489873969054812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856900690686535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241907266238748,0.1321875300159151,0.0,0.07845293649216548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142867839801822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793567765705401,0.0,0.10792204692115304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979486956846428,0.0,0.0,0.19115056272772932,0.0,0.0,0.3465643777819908 adhd,lisaseileise,2019/10/08,"How to measure medications effectiveness Hi there, after being diagnosed I’ll have my first appointment to discuss medication, soon. I like measuring things so I can better understand cause and effect - and it’s a great way to procrastinate. I‘m wondering what measures I could take (physical, mental, reaction times, ...) to actually track the effect medication will have on me. I’m already expecting visible changes in Apple Screentime. Do you experience other measurable effects?",7.6136842105263165,11.412398000000005,8.45447368421053,51.368815789473715,69.0,12.747368421052633,41.078947368421055,11.45678717892309,7.201294736842106,392,24,45,17,8,131,65,76,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.8683,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,6,0,12,12,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.1979028566520744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379406369225247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793594951044243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208330738424997,0.21453476267123134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191873421402253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583701437063465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983766235231303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250097575250029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358693741889568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907749118925914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6128968589715649,0.20437398930228404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247983029499626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473083954690715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825389911523093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111212170036799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097263993150754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199271833464247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AshleeAtwood,2019/10/08,"IT Carrer Progression Hey everyone! I finished my Google IT certification in August after 9 months and I'm already through one CCNA course. I plan on going through this course one more time and one more before I take it before the end of January. Just wanted to celebrate it!",4.17235294117647,6.893127803921572,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,74.88235294117645,8.00156862745098,27.84705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.7080870588235295,222,9,36,5,5,73,38,51,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.6467,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164897468727989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488089525074736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401872226542177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740486645721399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629944390968774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289201667467165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830271246146249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156371000065153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672347602980525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691614374323093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JonkoSlayer420,2019/10/08,"Have you uncovered your ADHD superpower? I've been thinking a lot lately about the fact that people (my therapist as well) are calling ADHD a superpower, if you know how to use it. I've been pondering this thought a lot lately but I can't really get my head around it. Maybe it's because im to chaotic in my brain to give the idea some structure. But I was wondering if any of you feel like they found the 'key' to their ADHD superpower and how it changed them. I could use some fresh perspectives. Please let me know in the comments :) Much love and thanks for reading x",3.604414945919373,5.258022814159297,4.657109144542776,84.03624385447398,73.07079646017701,8.208062930186825,27.59980334316617,8.841846274778883,2.083315437561455,450,17,91,9,9,147,77,113,0.035,0.778,0.187,0.9612,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,3,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,8,3,2,4,1,26,21,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,14,4,11,14,5,5,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,7,3,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512628402395693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966892016318746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657286527210562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866733348864272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872306355038912,0.1451845687881798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041058381943534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352142208187205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189191213501653,0.10157544381594244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589613682578535,0.0,0.0,0.07428466150506009,0.13639472859745946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592060570421567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605071111308047,0.153581857597681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562799324770208,0.0,0.3207768558011572,0.0,0.0,0.14539157922460946,0.0,0.06946334993727239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175751905753415,0.12832555735348733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284176573287874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452074151854022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857167343967654,0.0,0.0,0.1560740531796373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222130900958072,0.0,0.09108596318105458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309028491304954,0.0,0.16508522705958745,0.0,0.091105017856878,0.0,0.1128772868823266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456006321105455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278394417236902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419121653301926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,richtungslos,2019/10/08,"PSA: If all meds give you headaches, try protein powder in the morning All meds seemed to give me headaches eventually: Adderall, Ritalin, Dexedrine, Vyvanse... Even if I was sleeping well, eating enough, and drinking like a gallon (~4L) of water a day. After a few weeks, maybe a month, they'd start. Stopping meds or going down to a low (and ineffective) dose would stop them, so it seemed obviously linked to the meds. I bought some protein powder and started mixing it into some milk in the morning when I take my meds. All my headaches went away. My crashes are more manageable. I'm more hungry throughout the day, and less thirsty. I'm still making sure to drink a lot of water (~half gallon) but I'm not thirsty all the damn time. now I only have bad side effects when I don't sleep enough or don't eat, they don't feel ""random"" anymore. I'm not gonna pretend to understand the science (you need protein to make neurotransmitters.. and I was probably not getting nearly enough protein before, and running on empty with meds?? idk) but protein powder is so damn easy guys. You can buy it in all sorts of flavors on Amazon and it takes like 30 seconds to make in the morning.",3.9754165683266467,6.067823152466367,4.226830304460705,85.6629124380458,73.08071748878925,6.1297144205806,28.77720084965777,6.8360192770164,1.4842161434977579,925,38,171,8,19,288,130,223,0.085,0.8440000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.5992,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,3,2,8,9,2,0,13,0,11,11,2,4,7,43,34,17,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,9,7,2,6,3,2,3,6,5,1,2,4,2,16,4,22,27,15,29,0,1,0,0,9,12,2,11,16,106,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762976675436368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249116205418556,0.0,0.08219643556745519,0.0,0.0,0.08376839715287351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269761746077439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287483243073228,0.0,0.20146510550821892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30515618884159196,0.0,0.06502118133630708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977612778407566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143280646824915,0.18887246807376631,0.05594786286751972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747480915265852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618930642139724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369337248096109,0.0,0.0,0.1971359417903784,0.0,0.09889999824555562,0.0,0.6560930124026746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857687763901394,0.0,0.0,0.07299480773792916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748709227818274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613903379040412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923902100082256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702972890739515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393580135363688,0.0,0.07861732152017692,0.164606798712401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278208775791999,0.0,0.14803492643259486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057403353682986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668368574993648,0.0,0.0,0.1024834358978338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896565388888173,0.0,0.08851277143849798,0.09125836063012027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993162939195663,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Toronconudo,2019/10/08,Nothing makes me happy for long enough How the fuck do people find something they can dedicate themselves to for their entire life,6.436521739130434,9.236124173913042,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,68.13043478260869,6.339130434782609,28.89130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.869973913043478,108,4,16,1,2,31,22,23,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.7578,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744975972860485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312637627666146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335070110581454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858243162872383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560022211670448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320748158236971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419316377605665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477711323992753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127038867801543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27902416149868337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LostMyConcentration,2019/10/08,"I wanna thank my parents for being stern When I was a child I wanted to learn to play the guitar. After a few years it got boring and hard so I didn't want to play anymore but my parents forced me to keep going to my lessons, even though I didn't want to. They literally drove me there every week so I would go. Now it's 13 years and I play the guitar every day. I am so glad they forced me to keep going. They knew what was best for me then and I am so thankful for that. Whenever I am overwhelmed by stuff happening or after a long work day I just pick up my guitar and play, and it really calms me down. Every few months I send my parents a video of me playing and my mom's reaction is the biggest ever motivation to keep playing every day.",2.443206751054852,3.536323974683544,4.257658227848103,87.98855485232069,75.07594936708861,6.785654008438819,22.66033755274261,7.1686216300943375,0.664188185654008,580,15,127,6,12,197,84,158,0.08,0.684,0.237,0.9825,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,4,11,13,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,2,1,23,25,15,0,5,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,4,10,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,1,27,11,18,16,3,22,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,14,91,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122553662280567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388613083266365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600568154282993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739588033814784,0.11969069811398868,0.4459400452898331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256009177865193,0.0,0.10582811106845058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700982876559342,0.0,0.11853241542539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35283535169948665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709872565583095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497117388324996,0.1056162815616198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407759342740092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476735549432586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147434109695307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364431049399676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000338348254306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413667208691266,0.0,0.10613884116317517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963302805126355,0.0,0.0,0.0939960823316881,0.0,0.0,0.17041903158624944 adhd,AcomaPueblo,2019/10/08,"Yes I threw out the leftover appetizers Wife asks where they are because she’d like some. Me: I threw them out because they were stale. Truth: I couldn’t deal with finding 3 separate containers to preserve them.",3.0007692307692277,6.036074717948723,2.8827692307692345,88.2872307692308,83.87179487179486,6.196923076923077,28.312820512820515,7.554174236665415,1.9789035897435896,170,8,31,3,5,51,32,39,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,9,2,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408323560404147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749007818924378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861437719563595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309849901246463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303738182229535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Justanotherhuman97,2019/10/08,"One moment I’m feeling great, confident, happy, optimistic. Not so long after I can be feeling: depressed, lethargic, apathetic. I know mood issues are apart of ADHD but what are YOUR specific mood symptoms and how do you deal with them? Is your diagnosis solely ADHD or is there anything else at play? Thanks Reddit.",5.365000000000002,8.016804071428574,6.056571428571428,71.5884285714286,70.78571428571428,8.051428571428572,30.84285714285714,8.841846274778883,3.1124614285714287,252,11,37,5,5,82,48,56,0.081,0.638,0.281,0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,4,4,11,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5848538328928834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002340659097566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508552903530918,0.20957371129975036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032651128839649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606280203944514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682644254729861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590218184538482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539659558543124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372393689992296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153331651352191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488193682904748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25290572502926045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401909265887854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Treadingresin,2019/10/08,"Is it a hobby? Is it a career path? I'm stuck. I need to decide on a viable career path to start following as I work on my novel. So I thought I would do a little crowd sourcing to see how those of you with careers and degrees finally settled on what seems to be working in your life. As with many of us I have very real strengths and weaknesses. One huge weakness is fitting in, it's so problematic that I get fired from jobs constantly because no matter what I do, no matter how I check my words and reactions, I just never become a part of the ""team"". And of course if my interest is not held in a constant state of excitement and reward, I'll just float off into procrastination. So I'm thinking I need to run my own business and it needs to be something that does not require many, if any co-workers. Strengths, I have the gift of gab. I can talk to anybody about anything and be super charming in small doses. Public speaking is basically second nature, in truth I often feel more comfortable on a stage. I'm good with plants, herbs and food. I have an extensive history with sports and physical fitness. People often come to me for tips on healthy meal planning and the science behind the food and drinks they are ingesting. In my big dreams I could see myself attacking the diet and fitness industry from the outside as a reasonable voice for actual health, but I believe that could just be one of my ADHD pipe dreams. While it seems clear that I have an idea of what to pursue, I am genuinely afraid of losing interest and failing at yet another thing. I know I will have little support because I've gone down so many different paths thinking this is the one! How did you do it? How did you settle on what felt right for you? How can you tell what is just another flash in the pan hobby interest, vs. something you can keep up for years?",5.396664664905118,5.984929334254148,6.064282969012734,79.61779365841944,67.81215469613261,9.058083113139565,31.48498678837377,9.085049710711278,2.632963824165266,1457,57,277,25,23,476,196,362,0.062,0.7909999999999999,0.147,0.9767,2,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,1,7,1,11,17,19,1,1,18,0,30,11,0,6,3,63,55,29,0,8,10,0,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,18,19,6,3,11,6,1,4,5,6,0,4,7,7,37,13,51,40,3,41,0,2,2,0,15,27,0,6,8,199,55,10,0.0,0.0,0.10340916280730944,0.0,0.12735255028150286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720616514123436,0.2222326892210593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720236583116464,0.0,0.0,0.12055352600405587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919381978373964,0.11703296934852335,0.0,0.1193892797692395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128176725275723,0.0,0.22902681757047344,0.0,0.16921312841206845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071366419399443,0.0,0.0,0.0927330247278318,0.0,0.0,0.1038079772053844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358043943071032,0.0,0.10174558401046263,0.11608240609001334,0.0,0.0,0.2562730615872186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536373547733258,0.0,0.0,0.08888065649294102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263868110533087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962460436427222,0.0,0.0,0.10515656435189083,0.0941889366645697,0.0,0.0,0.058237061775423225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748481012617609,0.0,0.2124148940638722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855072058297007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223037643515362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572106040817975,0.081728802101545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154193130273492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147526633623579,0.0,0.07346464186958063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061441112660183,0.0,0.10895241671384984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904958137268912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888503136744454,0.19293797922599348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315818354329056,0.0,0.0,0.07500446434744877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025085952330045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517280155674209,0.09262041689825984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040021330447818,0.13579961211621794,0.0,0.08412649564172038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274660631387949,0.0,0.0,0.08743442804051048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143718399372198,0.0,0.0,0.07527639452350769,0.0,0.0,0.06823970711211153 adhd,adhdoer,2019/10/08,"Any Successful ADHD Entrepreneurs I could interview for my brand about successful ADHDers? I’m growing tired of people saying things like « ADHD is not a superpower » just because they don’t have the knowledge necessary to use it that way. So I started a brand about those ADHDers who make things happen called ADHDoers, and I already have many people scheduled for interviews, it’s like those successful ADHD Entrepreneurs are infinite and they all have this tip, or this little hack that enabled them to kinda use it in that one thing that can make them successful. In fact it’s actually all about the environment you put yourself in. I know guys, it’s really hard to live with ADHD, I mean, I can’t even manage to go to the doctor most of the time, but I’m obsessed with what I do, and I make sure everyone around me knows that, so I don’t have to think about the day to day things I have to do at home etc. These little things are evil killers for us and a source of anxiety and stress. But if your brain is not working in way X then it has to be working better in way Y because it’s cultivating it. Since that Y is creativity, and obsession, if you channel them on the right thing, within a few years you’re probably gonna be one of the best at them. As simple as that. That’s what most people tell me when I interview them. They have all had their drug abuse problems, their impulsivity and emotional abuse problems, but guess what, they still believed they can do something in their lives, and it works. So if you’re one of those people, let me know here please or on facebook, The brand is called ADHDoers in there",5.703666666666668,6.3626959619047625,5.91123015873016,80.73446428571428,67.15873015873018,9.22063492063492,30.035714285714285,9.255337874911486,2.4081142857142863,1288,45,252,23,20,410,154,315,0.131,0.764,0.10400000000000001,-0.9355,1,0,2,0,2,0,29.0,1,3,13,10,14,15,1,3,12,0,26,4,1,5,5,45,43,23,0,6,11,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,1,1,33,11,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,6,0,4,1,2,32,9,38,37,8,32,0,0,0,0,26,16,0,9,12,181,65,12,0.0,0.20486701550585093,0.08436634855960164,0.0,0.41560222925406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954038173194422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587914865161693,0.0,0.06613685049449203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696212996245046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105402756735701,0.0,0.0,0.09740372436879924,0.09072783347392203,0.07646127972804789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651093082820053,0.1765578053020612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902625156667505,0.0,0.0,0.1115109799040659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848903417589668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025885481542628,0.0,0.0,0.09724878589702528,0.0,0.0,0.09641873816723648,0.05710185920886431,0.0,0.0,0.08261022352166636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049133634960797916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523850697175767,0.08560276381102966,0.07645072905467154,0.0,0.07744554172484243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672011879549964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253809196737208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884047745278964,0.0,0.08447383021639956,0.17329865657298196,0.1526804173130643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731255655737429,0.08765049114013773,0.0,0.09417343350931452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757498112928407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397444642047617,0.0,0.0,0.09490021055267074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932117202349306,0.16544904672796526,0.0,0.0869098558828507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538445954450725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383099482484179,0.0,0.06875145912816234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151540119563396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655628867634412,0.0,0.0,0.06119237996785905,0.0,0.06904204341664961,0.0,0.0990324311791268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148159727911436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755643519746383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446160150459753,0.05539604566475476,0.0,0.0,0.05041185276484975,0.09936582025606656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399316675956716,0.14933649267334265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586878954804316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881798870038674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567335388405819 adhd,qwertlol,2019/10/08,"Extremely annoyed by the windshield wipers when driving I’m diagnosed with adhd and I’m currently learning how to drive which is hard as it is. But when it’s raining outside and I need to use the wipers I get so annoyed that I can barley drive at all. I loose all focus and get intense headaches. How do I overcome this problem?",3.044051282051285,5.258844200000002,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,76.23076923076924,6.17948717948718,32.371794871794876,7.1686216300943375,2.1578717948717947,263,14,49,3,6,84,45,65,0.19399999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.02,-0.8837,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,2,13,10,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685065430436749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956748506495186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073459426000505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492160577942439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28905810128475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730199478069002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366927268808501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway174014,2019/10/08,Hypoglycemia after Foquest/long-acting methylphenidate? - Actively in process of seeing an endocrinologist about this but curious if anyone else has experienced severe hypoglycemia on this/has noticed that it worsens their hypoglycemia.,15.365454545454547,18.04148812121212,11.584393939393944,41.39659090909095,46.57575757575758,15.084848484848486,52.86363636363637,13.816669648895859,8.921072727272726,200,12,18,7,2,58,29,33,0.198,0.682,0.121,-0.6059,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802002353185531,0.4105959765213765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347590940548263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546340749667861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562345782072542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193304992823164,0.0,0.0,0.4527116476169834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PoopNiga1,2019/10/08,ADHD is not real Stop pretending to have ADHD countless scientist have proven it’s not real. You guys just want attention.,5.47909090909091,8.236038727272728,6.400000000000002,68.77000000000002,70.81818181818181,9.854545454545457,29.181818181818183,10.125756701596842,3.8801090909090914,100,4,14,3,2,33,18,22,0.057999999999999996,0.8009999999999999,0.142,0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6669807129778491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274759798772168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316912048545666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199497020772844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367143001128465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yeyada,2019/10/08,"Late development of ADHD Have you all had ADHD since your childhood (diagnosed / instantly recognised or not)? Do you know if it's possible to develop ADHD later on (during puberty or even in early adulthood)? Theoretically the brain at least is still heavily under construction then, I guess...",7.379897959183673,10.103190204081637,8.693622448979593,54.55227040816328,65.3265306122449,12.246938775510205,36.73979591836735,11.698219412168324,5.9015673469387755,236,12,30,9,4,81,45,49,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,7,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,6,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7850361085363059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430675623165689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099943576855285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381386235254234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986289977352945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966308290832604,0.0,0.2456178914490517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454668227484427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011508217300132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388580802845252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wineshivers,2019/10/08,"People who have tried Strattera: what are your thoughts on it and advice for someone considering it? Over the years I've been on basically every stimulant drug under the sun: Focalin, Adderall, Concerta, Vyvanse, Ritalin... They've all controlled my symptoms pretty well with minimal side effects, so I can't complain too much about my experience with them. However, I don't really want to be on them now that I'm graduating school in December. I'll still need something to control my symptoms and function in daily life, but I want to distance myself from stimulants and switch to something a bit ""lighter,"" I guess you could say. What are your thoughts and opinions regarding Strattera?",10.353750000000002,9.914142875,9.320000000000004,63.865000000000016,57.75,12.333333333333336,46.66666666666667,11.538034831475384,5.762166666666667,555,32,83,13,6,174,89,120,0.026000000000000002,0.924,0.051,0.4266,1,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,2,3,6,2,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,5,1,21,15,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,13,1,16,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,3,58,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759134934193522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653525197719526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40381555032856215,0.1437313485143575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087660864679421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167464255925905,0.0,0.0,0.1760941360560318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831236271496336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715347359921286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233543811093035,0.1334825739336098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480322470400072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314509260294265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153254432392519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431591562418157,0.0,0.18218988487521695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253039033335247,0.27717643378972784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376423142253902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742194868258933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858315965869065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222178603004025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123609600222736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618596297975974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592699948864076 adhd,BrilliantLychee,2019/10/08,"1.5 hour clinical testing coming up, what on earth should I expect? I (22f) finally had a first consultation with my new psychiatrist who specialises in ADHD and have now been given questionaires for my family to fill out and have scheduled for clinical testing. It’s a relief to be taken seriously by a psychiatrist after my last psych told me that my difficulties with inattention impulsiveness etc were just due to depression and anxiety. Naturally I’m very anxious about the upcoming clinical testing and what to expect. My worries range from reasonable to catastrophising— what are they going to make me do? What if I do something incorrectly and skew the results? What if they make me do math? What if they think I’m being melodramatic or faking my symptoms? What if I get told I don’t have adhd and I’m just stupid? Would love to know what to expect and what you wish you had known before clinical testing to allay your anxieties",6.137226244343893,8.188444641176469,7.001764705882355,68.15486425339368,67.29411764705883,10.877828054298645,32.48868778280543,10.891193690592663,4.233461538461539,759,33,121,24,13,252,102,170,0.13,0.8140000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8794,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,3,1,4,6,1,0,5,0,16,6,0,4,0,31,32,12,0,10,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,8,1,20,2,21,20,1,16,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,5,9,91,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245547222545378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270246020988634,0.1995439043117094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503008379636168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215284365030304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213289849297126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699139090854234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651294695431104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934917422825344,0.0,0.1502431044866733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228293931529764,0.0,0.10038404645508103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394695816070938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707233790109772,0.1439786696310941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941729264051302,0.0,0.2358064874972504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705923038847759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816071327769383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359799571046313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358829814841196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131786652030808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33755892566385903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457399134535229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311810392581944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793783884499794,0.0,0.12547431794105446,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Celegirika,2019/10/08,Is it I'm 17 and is it possible for me to have ADHD even though I don't have it as a child or 12 years younger?,-0.13178571428571215,-0.0646334642857127,2.934285714285714,98.96071428571429,80.07142857142857,7.028571428571429,21.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.04687142857142845,85,2,26,1,2,31,23,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645645861943176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102744426856438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529587901890755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46154037468614295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30251237154350336 adhd,norway_noway,2019/10/08,"How to convince a 35 year old friend to get tested for ADHD? We’ve known each other for 6 years and I’ve noticed he showed ADHD signs from day 1. He seemed functional enough and everyone hates those people who try to diagnose everyone, so I kept to myself. However, he has recently opened up to me about some struggles and he basically ticked all of the boxes in the ADHD checklist and he’s not coping well. He needs professional help. Even if he refuses medication (he doesn’t like the idea of taking stimulants; I can respect that), he needs to be taught specific skills to be able to handle it. I’ve explained everything about the disorder, how it’s much more complex than just not being able to pay attention, I’ve explained hyperfocus, I’ve explained that different people experience it in different ways, I’ve even used BoJack Horseman examples (a godsend when explaining mental disorders and toxic relationships). He still believes if he really had it, he’d have been diagnosed as a child. I reminded him I was diagnosed with autism at nearly my 30s, but he was unfazed. Really, any tips?",6.83472581873572,7.88114842079208,7.644257425742578,67.93276846915464,64.79207920792079,11.759939070830159,34.845392231530845,11.51311941424646,4.5782287890327495,879,39,144,28,13,294,134,202,0.052000000000000005,0.887,0.062,0.4503,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,1,1,7,0,12,4,0,4,1,34,25,13,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,9,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,6,0,9,5,24,15,6,14,0,0,0,0,24,6,0,4,8,85,18,4,0.2384281540873041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42981646140084784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106966041457597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343134410374495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688321735863007,0.0,0.0,0.3629993362880976,0.0,0.2491066741754711,0.2732593210305945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318000951761987,0.0,0.15747954710518808,0.0,0.0,0.22782831884449106,0.10714192547877173,0.11661424273657972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210450020062133,0.0,0.062284434875731286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176992201140036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990668291746647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457818219495274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058241976307901275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009564066447545,0.12013975020983675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763606357459426,0.17679145514356534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572601685978036,0.12509511989103736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529606113981354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274318081013816,0.0,0.11770951898719018,0.12799130412200613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852801837293556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520451592216167,0.0,0.0,0.12462843747720198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963414956188076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093853289510045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296268614676064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462658539871824,0.0,0.0,0.1071877722973355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353991405812795 adhd,gremicethemenice,2019/10/08,Phycologist who believes adhd is a made up conspiracy to make kids addicted to drugs! By drug companies and doctors and phychiatrists to promote brands (which would be illegal) This was my phycologist she believes that adhd is a made up thing that never existed even tho children have been on Ritalin since the 1930s I believe or at least ever since she was alive! She was a very crazy angry women herself who would talk about herself through most of my sessions and sometimes took offence lol whenever I disagreed with her beliefs and she was very angry and forcive when I disagreed saying I know I have adhd I’ve seen specialists I know what the disorder is I’ve taken the meds that helped when I was young! Anyways she was very dilutional and irrational with her thinking and I remember her telling me that she tells parents not to give kids the medication! They need to function through school! Do you think I should take action?,4.8835588235294125,7.631728811764706,5.07375,77.610625,72.64705882352942,8.014705882352942,32.97794117647059,8.841846274778883,3.2366764705882365,758,38,124,16,16,238,106,170,0.149,0.8059999999999999,0.045,-0.9557,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,7,1,17,6,0,3,2,27,30,11,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,10,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,2,25,0,16,14,2,11,1,0,1,0,26,4,0,2,5,93,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198292525027308,0.4365037188764341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092094308127985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875539975685605,0.12391910591012285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808028760626836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996483863641943,0.10951371304841452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614028015165866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114990324678466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307255585756975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911656082230245,0.08081440258250007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344802078056747,0.1219641369714837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897710238740409,0.09337576666187393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443263886376886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371474147304509,0.0,0.0,0.09627881493477612,0.0,0.12252814747846065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002988202436642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974019591783755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102871373183352,0.09731056175543892,0.21163903578745605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804327693717762,0.15515207084501298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451195552689982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996834607014548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200768564895785,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlankWaveArcade,2019/10/08,I'm in need of a lactose-free Methylphenidate in the UK I need a lactose-free preparation of Methylphenidate that is available on the NHS. My doctors surgery said that they need me to provide the name and that they can't find out for me. Is anyone here aware of any? As far as I'm aware it needs to be generic or branded generic.,3.688208955223878,4.984040208955225,3.3733134328358254,94.74444776119404,72.28358208955223,5.957014925373135,31.310447761194034,5.6839178017228535,1.195330746268656,262,12,57,1,5,78,44,67,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,12,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920659561029995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748560322535114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890848992047563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581411062856566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8376899493434751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686610207887985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,powan77,2019/10/08,"Sons anxieties delaying meds for adhd My son is 9, has ASD and has recently been diagnosed with adhd. My son anxieties are extreme and trying to get his blood pressure taken at the time has bee. N a challenge. During the procedure he was so anxious thay it read too high so doctor couldnt prescribe. Despite everyones efforts to calm him. So now ive been told to try and take it myself but after that experience hes now still anxious and im struggling to get it taken.. I dont know what to do and he needs this so much. Its affecting his life, and school.. Im exhausted, tired and frustrated that such a simple thing is going to be such a long winded battle. Anyone been in the same predicament?",1.5081708887934724,4.133022934306569,3.4011163589523434,85.0319364534135,86.08029197080292,6.435208243881494,23.38729068269644,7.724431198458867,1.5795885787891804,550,21,102,11,17,184,93,137,0.195,0.7859999999999999,0.019,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,2,2,6,0,16,6,1,1,0,15,25,12,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,0,9,2,11,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,8,69,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786516042702591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102685479882605,0.3559381890218617,0.0,0.11015175426540516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989415643429836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612431906882113,0.0,0.0,0.18462920879386416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053092338675458,0.0,0.15409892614066442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646105021889858,0.0,0.08953046154217023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644380166078288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403284903512615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657681695618563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127124488949076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394130359507737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498526665232614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115805951066763,0.11680980277001415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575770867344351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554626987917933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943327950471264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258072197963595,0.0,0.0,0.1646892174672715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844630526151673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465889238097534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185960796171536,0.1810626825420102,0.0,0.15053092338675458,0.0,0.2139111091380164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gottta_go_fastt,2019/10/08,"I cant take it anymore The existential angst that comes with this life is unbearable. Im so sick of all my social neurosis , forgetfulness, executive dysfunction, insomnia, and the constant racing of all the self deprecating thoughts in my head. My career is stalling out, I'm less passionate about my hobbies, I cant relate to my friends anymore and I havent had a romantic partner, casual or otherwise, in years. My childhood was filled with punishment, shame, guilt, and adults yelling/screaming at me. I don't even know how to un-fuck my life at this point",7.639546925566343,8.050162679611649,7.6020873786407765,71.13510517799355,62.98058252427184,11.915210355987055,39.4967637540453,11.538034831475384,4.825655016181229,448,23,79,13,6,144,75,103,0.18100000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.8883,0,0,0,0,1,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,0,8,6,1,1,2,14,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,12,3,12,10,3,11,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,3,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827560782619327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965942016720704,0.0,0.2630187342977617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075717247614232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804294648739656,0.22501065506988094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497889375041343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290357584588675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133761089115069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438279074440943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300827543712837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539094404332467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481060297577963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299941428262964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932249213372827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673554375748766 adhd,-GEE-WIZ-,2019/10/08,"Any tips for my assessment tomorrow? Tomorrows the big day for my adhd assessment and was hopeful you all could give me some tips! I've already made a list of my symptoms! Thank you all!",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,28.44444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.758411111111111,148,7,28,4,4,48,29,36,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.7701,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,7,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,3,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026661457854676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36973706789004507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278461433948905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675109296334421,0.0,0.0,0.21608015227118652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214114127102177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33278120473363204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170333212260255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482462380075161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084699100871902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DdraigVert,2019/10/08,"Forgot what time I get the bus to work...remembered 5 mins after I should have been on it... So...first post! Been quite nervous of posting as I'm struggling with the ol imposter syndrome, having not been diagnosed yet. I'm actually seeing a doctor tomorrow afternoon about it, and I've been getting quite panicky about it (wHaT iF iM MaKInG iT Up??). But this morning I have basically reassured myself ha. So I usually get a bus a certain distance, meet a friend who's driving the same way / works with me and jump in his van for the rest of the way to work. I try not to be late as it makes him late as well, obviously. Yesterday he wasnt gonna be in work himself, so I had to take different steps to get to work. Today, having had the weekend and monday out of this routine, I...I full on forgot what time I had to leave my house and am about to be late...even though I was actually awake in plenty time. I woke up a little early to text my friend and check he was in today. All good. Then had a wee snooze / lay in bed to celebrate my organisation skills. Didn't exactly oversleep so much as I kept looking at the time and thinking ""nah I dont have to go until x time, I don't have to get out of bed yet"" The time I was thinking of was the time I had to leave my old house, which I havent been in since the beginning of August. I have to get the bus like half an hour earlier in this new place. I realised this...5 minutes after my bus would have left. D'oh :( On the back of this...any advice for someone taking first steps towards diagnosis tomorrow?",2.188039832285117,3.8197151415094375,4.031635220125788,87.13527253668764,76.83018867924528,7.101048218029352,24.67085953878407,7.921354282810032,1.2798733752620546,1197,41,257,19,27,405,161,318,0.049,0.867,0.085,0.9177,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,8,11,10,0,2,19,1,33,2,0,2,4,28,56,18,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,0,13,10,0,3,2,1,1,5,7,2,1,2,20,2,27,8,51,30,5,62,0,0,2,0,10,20,0,1,34,169,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.18168524750794926,0.0,0.0,0.09096668305446062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330454002939555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715806310619408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094484611124066,0.0,0.09725946393686513,0.0,0.09528178207587863,0.0,0.0,0.1091010414892827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061485210635833926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583649827251104,0.0,0.0,0.1438425420809924,0.0,0.2918147785967608,0.0,0.052905315811501014,0.07807965771698312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167511253952323,0.21482722468813611,0.0,0.0,0.10055340915004746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150294598441544,0.1971381981138228,0.10114279357991904,0.0,0.0,0.04547917805156786,0.09330085350918614,0.0,0.0,0.0781723372429569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427688593949225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843202088433928,0.0,0.0,0.08990711204368666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768252369785917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725946393686513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830939150660774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802580980569204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545306945722148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418085083417059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700518979839321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887503911113185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731810727627087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399845165237846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929690497926833,0.0914606659475026,0.0,0.37997158063038783,0.0,0.17647728267748716,0.0,0.0,0.0632021470100694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252572277571902,0.0,0.0,0.1477813631532407,0.0,0.0,0.08369928512539339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388539348200291,0.0,0.0,0.06612861954986644,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JulietIsMyName,2019/10/08,"Is effective duration dependent on dosage? As XR is not available in my country I'm on IR. I have to decide between taking 3x 15mg or 2x 20mg. I wonder if a higher dosage equals a longer duration, or is it just stronger? I find that 2x 15mg is not lasting long enough for me, but if I can get an extra 1-2 hours out of a slightly higher dosage twice a day that might be better (cost, ease of administration) than going to three times a day.",3.6406451612903226,3.9130170967741975,5.4270430107526915,83.76056451612907,71.58064516129029,8.350537634408601,27.32795698924731,8.344100000000001,1.653911827956989,342,11,75,5,6,118,66,93,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,13,6,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,12,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,6,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27204471836054783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967494819601133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178301236795973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28113825950734395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070683642085498,0.0,0.17481457193080505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029212718889249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073276469273603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27221383405724003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263120099201775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127480629958105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793623954009786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335760318597754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,middleCman,2019/10/08,"Pirates of Carribean song at Disneyland Sorry I know random but couldnt figure out where to post so here it goes I only caught the lyrics yo ho yo ho a pirates life for me out of the whole song. Im just wondering if other people caught more than that or not",1.8505555555555588,3.781289611111109,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,78.81481481481481,5.801481481481483,20.059259259259264,6.742157984588678,0.2444637037037034,205,5,43,2,5,67,44,54,0.023,0.977,0.0,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,5,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,8,2,2,7,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,0,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913143095288459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990943944390195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588237011485804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552304231793523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25115275289997746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34695500137542545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055321689570122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044620795444478,0.0,0.0,0.39286690743830577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whatevercounted,2019/10/08,"I fixed my sleep after a redditor informed me that people with adhd tend to have delayed sleep phase syndrome. (Read if you struggle with sleep) It totally makes sense now. I tend to stay up pretty late before bed and I thought it was just a bad habit of mine. Whenever I tried to correct my sleep, I would try to go to bed by 10 pm and there was just no way my body would give in. I’d rest my head on my pillow but my mind is wide awake. I made a post asking about insomnia and adhd having a correlation and most everyone said that they’d just have to wait very late to go to bed (1-3 am) and then they’d have a good nights rest and sleep in a little. Damn this changes the game. I now have decent sleep.",2.6338010982306272,3.6006618859060424,3.789371568029285,92.02059182428312,74.43624161073825,7.028920073215375,22.27028676021965,7.348242739294969,0.5134241610738259,547,13,127,6,11,178,93,149,0.071,0.8859999999999999,0.042,-0.2756,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,0,7,4,1,1,7,0,13,9,8,2,2,25,24,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,5,8,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,1,18,1,18,15,4,19,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,2,8,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811949089312284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936846437420143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976805190689446,0.0,0.0,0.09954860522815634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994786121515536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375833124464343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178753454550418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222603870783243,0.13297453224021,0.0981244115372474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006396223978914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26393626942843584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725322080299655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069735663575436,0.07809073872157768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812504522177678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978579142747698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110510246759646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204265377654747,0.11901937259416775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702016855133138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112828629181406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7024379850106797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469418562932988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230179137075965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287580903714664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885503765226505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652777261216876,0.0,0.09286003371163533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621056159393924,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meanttobedebruyne,2019/10/08,"19 years old, just realizing now that I might have ADHD For the last few days, I have been doing a mass research about symptoms and everything about ADHD and literally everything fits perfectly. Not being able to focus on school, boredom, substance misuse, extremely unstable relationships and hyperactivity. Its been pretty much like this since I was a kid(except substance misuse of course, that started way later). The thing is I can't say anything for sure before seeing a doctor and right now its pretty much impossible for me to see one. Any idea on what should I do? Thanks in advance and have a beautiful day.",7.831585845347313,9.109058266055046,7.803958060288334,66.84651376146789,62.66972477064221,10.26526867627785,33.92005242463958,10.290406445055957,3.781111664482306,497,20,76,11,7,160,80,109,0.043,0.767,0.18899999999999997,0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,0,2,13,17,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,6,4,11,11,3,17,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,10,56,13,3,0.16370509607313286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934834255167996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113250790166739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471534549002073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930097930817975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111524879649485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675591026097212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942551691700024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848031272137877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344150272771813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997804087752909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736652368317783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406841635270465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717809601675124,0.0,0.11093080982034136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330938715015436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575800826060484,0.0,0.13980325757700704,0.0,0.13018486303878882,0.0,0.1656782970239725,0.2609035332000972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354185471534805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158713095860688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429011567869516,0.17015227638176278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071765799083892,0.0,0.0,0.10875839167306764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129941485417846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542071458869216 adhd,synthetic-mayonnaise,2019/10/08,"Falling asleep during college lectures? Have you guys ever taken a lecture class that put you to sleep almost every time? For me it was History, Math, Spanish, etc.",4.517126436781607,7.496395655172414,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,75.20689655172413,5.2459770114942526,30.356321839080447,6.42735559955562,2.0623011494252874,130,6,18,1,3,41,28,29,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37561476549901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41834266828137134,0.0,0.33930511459537605,0.3160432275731916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37141420128162383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770854265580489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753771873318879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872749425610247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ouellettephil22,2019/10/08,"I’ve had ADHD all my life but just recently got the diagnostic confirmation. I need help managing symptoms off meds I have very severe ADHD (99th percentile) and long story short I won’t get medication for a few weeks and even then it’s non stimulant so it won’t even work at full capacity until 2-4 weeks roughly. I need help managing and overcoming my symptoms meanwhile. I’m really falling behind in university (missing class/assignments, turning in stuff late, zoning out or falling asleep in lecture, etc) I’d really appreciated some tips or advice on improving on these areas. I desperately want to be a good student I just can’t bring my self to physically or mentally do it. Please reply, preferably those with personal or professional experience",5.981450534759362,8.308670875000004,7.539171122994651,63.03149732620322,68.19117647058823,11.12192513368984,35.157754010695186,11.022393298168332,4.900361764705883,613,31,93,21,11,211,101,136,0.083,0.7509999999999999,0.166,0.9189,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,7,5,1,1,1,19,16,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,9,1,14,11,5,21,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,5,7,58,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800211890496428,0.1544976516751772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632804131365926,0.20885274337864654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465630274063516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826029496065053,0.0,0.0,0.13261035090895285,0.1264504187022783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119479036913068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834849023893906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116737135484508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991729361119962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175618189252206,0.15927340712910595,0.1593319061515329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344646088420211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380505402450347,0.0,0.17355099812634164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257127310170572,0.0,0.15610888152881694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493722297862218,0.17861280963135828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099154998592445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32866172345213684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197203257736585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045257136345004,0.09325398806308427,0.0,0.253643399096051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510178327431254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,viulet_,2019/10/08,"How did you approach getting a diagnosis? So, I’m 26 and I’ve been struggling in and out of college for almost 6 years now. I was always the kid that totally forgot to do her homework but was smart enough to do well on tests, even without much studying. I zone in and out of conversations to the point that my friends even joke about it. In labs, I have to read the instructions over and over and over, whereas everyone else seems to just read them once and be fine finishing an entire experiments confidently. I’m in organic chem this semester, and after getting a 62 on the first exam, my prof said “I think you could have crushed this test, but it seems like you’ve just tried to slide thru some of these concepts instead of really understanding them.” I didn’t really know what to say, bc all I’ve ever done is “slide thru” concepts bc I don’t have the focus for much else. After taking a ton of symptom quizzes and such, reading thru a lot of this thread, I’m pretty sure I’ve been struggling with ADHD all this time. I’m not sure how to go about getting diagnosed and treated. Did you guys go to your general practitioner first and then get referred elsewhere? Or was your general practitioner able to diagnose and prescribe medication?",7.252642420341163,6.92111231380753,7.329790794979083,75.25662375281622,63.93723849372386,10.701126488574188,35.539427100096546,10.214889679676881,3.4845980688767293,989,41,187,20,13,319,136,239,0.038,0.8270000000000001,0.135,0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,2,2,14,11,0,2,10,0,18,4,0,2,6,42,36,18,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,2,10,14,0,1,6,4,0,5,4,2,1,2,11,2,16,9,38,23,9,27,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,6,11,131,26,10,0.12366689508435195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148623575771517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383453178099442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029007634585936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873795285801687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103859068585244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655416990018434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661564450719028,0.0,0.0,0.12778096086695426,0.0,0.16336163574589846,0.11186378666715592,0.0,0.11816901788145925,0.0,0.12096995320917656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038199556697426,0.0,0.0,0.09554473637317333,0.0,0.2584433940748396,0.0,0.1405654927623056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244966901505668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067964091369651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041739828206024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513717183069786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245813863802635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181879436463808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170120721399745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690518852772445,0.0,0.0,0.1258136913520999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711010833074085,0.0,0.15844835932572762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763553665924018,0.09834487859679324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516339336207786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585669794075806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310917015882934,0.12853725520106482,0.09298211456844446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924075291968771,0.0,0.0,0.07211116102651187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396170405408293,0.0,0.0,0.12874159913010988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111913904778734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921047379787293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963742585590061 adhd,PillTheCosby,2019/10/08,"My weird ADHD quirks that I'm curious too see if any others have something like it. For me, I have some weird sensory stuff. I something happens on one side of my body, I need the same sensation on the other side too. If there's a feeling I don't like, then have the need to override it with something else, almost like wiping off the old feeling. Also, I can't handle having multiple tabs playing audio at once. If I start to hear it, I have to take off my headphones or I almost seize up because it's hard for me to deal with. Since music is to important to me, My fidgeting it usually all tapping certain rhythms I'm obsessing over. Lastly, I can't read articles or books because I read super fast and forget to actually remember or process what I'm reading. What is some of the weird shit everyone here does that seems like no one else 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adhd,Gbrinkmeyer,2019/10/08,Having ADHD with parents that don’t get what that is “Just try harder” “you need to apply yourself more” “ADHD is not an excuse” “well did everyone else remember THERE homework 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adhd,turtelteller,2019/10/08,we wo we wo lonely alert so I wanna talk to some one and I figured if we got some thing in common you know I don't know I just want some one to talk 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adhd,420_69_69,2019/10/08,"I realize now how much it effects me Im only 15. I have severe ADD (r/ADD is no longer active) and i cant handle it. I hate not being able to do tasks or think or act like a normal human being. I just want it to be done. I took 50mg (my new dose) of vyvanse this morning and was in for hell of a day today. I was very attentive and productive. The problem is, the side effects nearly ruin it. The sweat, the stomach, the tight chest, the lack of feeling hungry, the constant dry mouth. It sucks. I want it to be done with, i want to graduate. People think you can ‘just pay attention’(my own dad said that) but i literally cant even do an assignment at home, or even carry out a conversation like a normal person. Lets sue the ceo of ADD",0.952943722943722,2.851317844155848,3.432181818181821,88.74160606060606,81.59740259740259,6.184588744588745,20.65627705627705,7.3011,0.6037944588744589,564,16,122,8,15,196,101,154,0.10300000000000001,0.818,0.08,-0.5189,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,3,0,13,0,17,5,4,3,0,30,27,8,0,7,7,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,8,7,0,1,7,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,6,3,13,2,14,16,3,12,1,1,0,0,6,5,2,3,7,83,21,4,0.1775001796880843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181463614873634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447293167532473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632886211340071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344743892798309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974942413395437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524467946627842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780471527071804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917306532468916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150595973617448,0.0,0.17343524383041142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048305550317693,0.0,0.0,0.17143077961638048,0.0,0.0,0.34782497847549393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499688511721694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305627523881328,0.15498631040254132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984370003861302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688433180155214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052467963008488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746989600199624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824941579305466,0.0,0.19720923071206645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464562375653039,0.3140826145533299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FlowerlessCC,2019/10/08,"NO MENTAL ENERGY; WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?? I can barely articulate my thoughts. I'm frustrated and feel useless. I've been thinking about writing a post here for the past several hours, but don't even know where to begin. I don't know what to ask. I feel like I have zero mental energy and I just don't know what to do at this point. I want to be doing activities and have a proper life, but I am limited to essentially one thing a day and then I waste the rest of my time. I have Ritalin, but it's not something I take regularly because I have trouble maintaining a healthy weight. I take it on a desperately-need-to-use basis. I'm bored and I cannot bring myself to do anything. I don't feel like I have any productive goals either. A lot of my friends and family members just seem to have so much energy for things. I'm envious. I'm tired. I'm tired of envying it. Do I need to suck up my aversion to my meds? I'm so afraid to be dependent on them. I'm afraid to lose weight. I'm afraid of the side effects. I have a therapy appointment tomorrow, but I would really like some insight from fellow ADHDers.",1.3714793901750395,3.449077523809528,3.855960850743461,85.30580463015248,81.12121212121212,7.826915113871635,23.89629211368341,8.716276077567194,1.8250054959533228,872,32,185,22,23,304,118,231,0.183,0.705,0.11199999999999999,-0.948,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,4,8,14,3,3,10,0,24,7,0,2,0,34,49,13,0,3,8,0,5,3,2,1,5,0,0,0,9,7,2,1,11,0,0,1,7,10,0,2,2,5,27,4,24,44,5,16,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,4,10,121,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303572844931728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125832598698477,0.0,0.1278992078665051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339831865601101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823135678512459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036194493646553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897262081559818,0.0,0.2075262687728296,0.1954746806982335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569933592671646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347306349880625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255621690108661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932663903048824,0.2005158772501495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305578530967212,0.0,0.1163112659635543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196545556769656,0.0,0.2757453064273981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057134779396623,0.2028862798830614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270623286566328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306009581166091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933000040426673,0.0,0.1310264960496401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764421251838612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454700309403978,0.0,0.1545567523582394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532329027237164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057287117222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645455672142974,0.0,0.1817814329647052,0.08766254719915376,0.0,0.10861213489447047,0.07977521444652733,0.3144867401148145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456600430687768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069428821612297,0.0,0.0,0.3331962952534931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718614633820492,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Godlylvlz,2019/10/08,"Soooo, basically I can say I am I guess from ADHD at least I can say Ive been a Music producer online seller twitch streaming sweaty gamer instagram influencing YouTuber sex site affiliate marketer comic maker gaming montage editor viral meme creating gym rat. Plus the other 1000 things I’ve tried. I still am a gym rat,part music producing, sweat as fuck gamer. And twitch streaming is my new thing just because I am may aswell stream because I game all the time. What things you all tried then? Lol",4.843145161290323,7.19663217204301,5.311491935483872,77.68723790322579,71.36559139784947,8.090860215053763,26.678763440860216,8.841846274778883,2.2947215053763443,404,14,68,8,8,129,69,93,0.04,0.902,0.057999999999999996,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,1,9,5,1,4,2,11,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,4,9,3,6,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,2,4,38,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29651219907057763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300799187183364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809074447259806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717923740599718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828588644959064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671761538152758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924068717723935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703270753422775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917338996935767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386572804825015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350164249185061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StephanieSprout,2019/10/08,"How much should meds help? I know it'll depend on the person, etc, but I'm two weeks into my first lot of adhd medication (dexamphetamine, 20mg a day split over 5 doses), still have my anti depressants on top of this (pristiq and lithium), and I'm just not feeling as wonderful as I guess I thought I would? I know it's not going to fix everything and the biggest thing so far is that I'm not anxious about what's going on around me anymore and I can sit still for longer, but my mum, who was diagnosed before me, has basically had her life changed from the first dose onwards. Maybe I'm not looking at the right things, maybe it's too soon, not enough, etc, but maybe I'm being unrealistic in my expectations? I'm also feeling a bit emotionally blunted, like I can feel down but I'm not freaking out crying everywhere, I'm not able to really express how I feel. Like, I've had a really trying weekend and usually at some point before, during, or after, I would crack and cry and then be good for a month, but I'm just feeling a whole lot of 'enh'. Like I'm a bit crappy, but there's no release for it, I guess? I don't know :/ and I still get super hyper happy, but I say a lesser amount of stupid things. Tldr: 26f, not sure if these meds are doing what is expected / what's your experience? / how do you know when your meds are good enough?",3.0055613486270403,4.292159000000002,4.614629822732013,85.21721411192216,73.96350364963504,7.554814042405282,24.36148766075773,8.11559375814309,1.2783502259297883,1042,31,220,16,21,351,155,274,0.11699999999999999,0.731,0.152,0.899,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,4,16,11,1,0,11,0,20,5,0,4,1,56,47,26,0,6,19,1,5,3,0,4,5,1,0,1,14,11,0,0,11,1,0,2,10,3,0,3,4,7,23,8,25,37,12,33,0,1,1,0,10,16,0,9,17,145,37,0,0.09454190233740996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362099433355435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560512514217822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680543935866543,0.0937601629517278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841623371275642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089639109800336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064305424288493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001279686409108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769968074383444,0.06097170575119185,0.0,0.08142880194960464,0.09595804078106107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634691513741927,0.0,0.19537411551610315,0.2108784242589048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849681657238101,0.09248012165472534,0.0,0.0,0.2390161324405889,0.06754075392021099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083458766289546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049394241898177836,0.0,0.10746068363468884,0.15859452434088894,0.0,0.0,0.2082971283459456,0.0,0.0,0.10064161303770347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336944427899481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078310281611781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677774155713187,0.13856519395833922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793913869768776,0.0,0.0,0.16075228903368913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849401445798627,0.0,0.31504422165187257,0.09524102029236073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546244446335962,0.0,0.06949917634870051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255034246985732,0.0,0.0,0.08937265635225876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211319270422215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073826802796995,0.0,0.07518351537281331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265038559942284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910462409555295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842831696581105,0.0,0.0,0.07505571002293476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418774579364403,0.0,0.0923537011079502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412454864530153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583581137543141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555265767374154,0.0,0.0,0.10252666019737436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431970976160554,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kofinium,2019/10/08,Games For People With ADHD Any recommendations?,8.984285714285715,13.571590285714295,9.054285714285717,42.61571428571432,74.71428571428571,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.043971428571429,40,1,4,1,1,13,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7778046227458222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401159259655577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486846783061673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Glucksburg,2019/10/08,"How long are your showers? It's so easy for me to get caught up in ""shower thoughts"" and lose track of time. The fastest I've been able to finish a shower on my own without setting an alarm is 12 minutes. I suck :(",0.2353333333333332,2.340510755555556,1.5555555555555571,99.94000000000004,85.8888888888889,3.6,22.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.4022000000000001,164,6,38,0,5,52,42,45,0.166,0.722,0.113,-0.4064,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,8,4,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,23,5,0,0.4382248081192501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289543751803652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878151650550389,0.0,0.49026146672073706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479015474606087,0.2555324097248892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42243307693821136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skyniew14,2019/10/08,"Do I have ADD? So I'm 15 and a sophomore but ever since I started school at the age of 5, I've always gotten distracted. I daydream a ton and tend to forget what people are saying to me sometimes. I also play with my pencil a lot and I'm always shaking my legs. I forget a lot of simple things. I've always thought that I might have ADD/ADHD, but I'm not that hyper so I started to not believe that I did. A few days ago, my friend offered me one of her Adderall (which is to help with her ADD) and I took it because I wanted to know if I had ADD too. At first I felt nothing, but after about 20-30 mins, I slowly started to feel happier, a bit more focused on what I was doing, and a little bit dizzy and lightheaded. I stood up at one point and I felt very lightheaded like my head was all tingly so I went to the bathroom and sat there for awhile (I forgot to mention I was in school at the time). I came back and all I felt was happiness. Happiness and self-confidence. I felt so good. I have very bad social anxiety and I felt like I could walk up to anyone and say hi. I'm usually terrified of talking to my teachers, but this time I asked my teacher 5 different questions without being scared. It was amazing. I felt more focused and I hadn't daydreamed all day. I was still shaking my leg, but nowhere near as much as I did before. The Adderall started to wear off after about 3-4 hours and I went back to feeling more normal. I still don't know if I have ADD or not, but I googled the symptoms and almost all of them match mine. Since I'm only 15, my dad is taking me next week to get tested for ADD. My questions are: 1) What tests do they do? Or what do they ask you? 2) Do you have to give your teachers a paper for them to fill out? Because as I mentioned, I'm terrified of talking to my teachers. 3) Does it sound like I have ADD? My symptoms are: trouble focusing, forgetfulness, fidgeting, and I'm a bit dyslexic too. I don't know if that matters or not. There are a few more symptoms too, but I can't think of all of them right now. I don't know anything about ADD/ADHD so I'm trying to get feedback and advice from people. It took me 52 minutes to write all of this because I kept forgetting what I was going to say lol. Thank you in advance!!!🙂 (ALSO, for the teacher thing, it might depend on the state/country. I live in Indiana, USA. If that helps...) Thanks again!!!💙",1.1165739812959252,3.010772549098196,3.0784030561122258,91.50807886606549,81.02404809619239,5.521058784235136,23.622286239144955,6.528864054313183,0.6297364395457579,1838,66,398,17,48,618,218,499,0.07200000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.146,0.9914,1,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,4,5,1,21,17,0,4,17,1,37,7,4,1,7,86,84,41,0,7,19,1,8,3,1,2,3,4,0,0,20,27,0,2,16,1,0,10,10,6,0,3,28,12,69,11,58,52,19,51,0,0,0,0,31,17,0,15,27,273,89,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753458105647844,0.07128685648052321,0.06466664499673944,0.0,0.07304987192755451,0.0,0.0,0.11667774981786228,0.18210318601256667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580730247271827,0.0,0.0,0.05100902364859587,0.0,0.06003244334736061,0.0,0.13639864326711745,0.0,0.0,0.11218960617136932,0.06091102380776715,0.1334107267573353,0.0,0.06207591360977971,0.08219077665743342,0.0,0.0,0.23893073854766356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343649041763511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824542401002589,0.0,0.0,0.09409469816004748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621825061917488,0.0,0.0,0.06383989700670949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598834082741019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377241807586965,0.0,0.4202663046856907,0.0,0.0,0.06205206904327101,0.0,0.0,0.056361748657925315,0.0,0.07622775556287538,0.06998123045148184,0.04145972490888016,0.06118782357257795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553153562697874,0.0,0.0,0.07486875512281888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779501259705872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184202359591638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036781013573753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692049648572853,0.07311605007778207,0.06441705468996173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404063433034278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477892965478066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362736650003476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775841982445329,0.0,0.07147647457611027,0.06999843587972354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886694840581152,0.05548251002114078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115005273156437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896225896602093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634435936026359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622997410557793,0.0,0.17404064963717716,0.07303666058556023,0.14766057933193044,0.0,0.0,0.07610378549632159,0.0,0.0,0.12069161431613455,0.0,0.0,0.07436434043891083,0.0,0.0,0.07215038773704996,0.0,0.206540325543698,0.0,0.11651749883700313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747201193354666,0.05485006050485609,0.11727047392477423,0.0,0.13432692811454286,0.0,0.0,0.09693078339241074,0.0467440444032476,0.0,0.057914931957254986,0.0850766099208915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210245310094545,0.0495289289647988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034520155801372,0.12038440237076585,0.04302837998642279,0.0,0.058516878387923625,0.0,0.0,0.13525258458287556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032214454332215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,commonirishdrunk,2019/10/08,"Driving while medicated Does anyone else find driving difficult when medicated? It’s not a constant, but I find occasionally my Concerta makes me incapable of keeping account of all things a drivers needs to while driving. It’s as though I can’t perceive light correctly and am incapable of accurately judging distance or where I am in my route. It war worse and daily when I took Adderall. What’s going on? Is there something going on I am not aware of?",3.8709523809523816,6.788477523809526,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,77.33333333333334,8.019047619047619,34.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.7044619047619047,368,21,59,9,9,123,58,84,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.9617,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,14,11,10,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,6,3,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,9,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607486818801391,0.2355556980031185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484359863738116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118360558886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204867210595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202416975899679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613104762062668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043421956781327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345741608455232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631922211024107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046502755386447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698523122107318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527327377532369,0.0,0.22587172769214145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554229997130257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342837422935093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CCrabtree,2019/10/08,"Struggling with boy behavior or ADHD? Hi guys. We are in a season at the moment of an uptick in behaviors with my 8 y.o boy. I honestly don't know if it's just being 8 or if it's ADHD. I normally know, but I'm struggling and I feel defeated. My son has a sassy mouth and attitude right now. Everything is an argument and a struggle. From getting out of bed, putting on shoes, arguing with his brother in the car, arguing on the way back home, disagreeing with everything. Then he breaks into tears because he's frustrated and says, ""no one understands me"". While this statement hurt as a mom, I know I don't understand what it is like. At the same time I'm wanting to pull my hair out. We did a med increase a month and a half ago because of inattention and not sitting still at school and he told us he couldn't focus. He's always excelled at math. Lately (3rd grade) he's struggling. Not because he doesn't understand but because he knows how to do the problem without doing a model so half-asses his work. He sees it as pointless. I'm a teacher and so is my husband. While I understand, he has to do what he is asked. My husband and I are normally on the same page, but we are disagreeing. If he doesn't need the model he shouldn't be made to model- husband. My stance is he's not following directions. I see my husband's argument, but, following directions is a life skill. I don't know whether the behaviors are because of ADHD or because he's ""at a difficult age"". Other moms say their 3rd grade boys are a handful too. I will say math is at the end of the day, terrible in my book, so I'm wondering if he needs a bump dose of meds at lunch. Thoughts, suggestions, ideas? One frustrated Mom.",2.5453508771929805,4.418330143274859,4.244304093567251,84.93768421052633,76.51461988304094,8.185730994152047,28.94385964912281,8.936278230431713,2.4884484210526314,1327,60,269,31,30,446,164,342,0.19,0.774,0.035,-0.9953,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,4,0,1,4,9,16,4,4,25,0,28,7,4,2,0,62,55,30,0,12,17,9,3,1,0,2,2,3,2,4,8,19,1,0,14,1,0,6,12,13,0,3,4,8,26,3,35,46,4,42,0,2,2,0,45,18,0,8,16,164,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171253324773954,0.0,0.07796947539924973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318811670038816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222887286979846,0.0,0.0,0.06763428610585216,0.0,0.32171034629758705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672564467941368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790469615086604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810198906289158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447421647280222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595443379194411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709226602972729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822906317534193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416087688680592,0.09929389543081306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416971304882215,0.0,0.09922047488160224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062127348962834825,0.04297184440211238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832280028608626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954030573749883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090461009711591,0.07020725037178166,0.0,0.0,0.1304395108759674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236036371975458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920525801074865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416394372385982,0.0,0.08842210171932821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511566632029748,0.0,0.2098432375924177,0.0,0.08901820952857856,0.14018230391269762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024338636720594,0.0,0.0,0.3678112703481301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982884086097395,0.05128902732322805,0.0,0.0,0.08404765504542254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662695927468235,0.10580266502483007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187991761425258,0.06981698015466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478839004666931,0.09538671790250114,0.0640344842891365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Badjib,2019/10/08,"Random happy update So my psychiatrist finally gave me a prescription for a very mild form of Ritalin, only 10mg but it’s made a big difference in my life already, I feel more driven and have more energy than ever before. My thoughts are less jumbled and I don’t feel like I’m perpetually lost in the fog anymore. Coupled with the anti-depressants I’ve been on I feel more confident and have gotten most of my RSD symptoms back under control. The world has become a vastly different place for me as I have begun to plan my trip to Europe after wanting to go for decades, have become the shining star at work, and have actually smiled and laughed freely despite my current predicament. It only took 9 months too long after initially seeking treatment but I’m so glad I struggled through it and made it out the other side after decades of fighting by myself.",5.3285991820040906,6.9472308527607405,6.14062883435583,75.23073875255626,68.69325153374234,8.378118609406954,32.6017382413088,8.841846274778883,2.9803051124744377,691,31,115,12,12,227,111,163,0.055,0.767,0.17800000000000002,0.9739,2,0,0,1,2,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,5,7,1,1,9,0,9,3,0,3,1,21,24,11,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,9,4,14,4,23,15,6,26,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,2,12,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.15594880463080107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635125286560793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848583130729327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288189604761005,0.0,0.0,0.3529890616425205,0.135984182912731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923739784316794,0.0,0.17682366111688388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764173357915668,0.0,0.0,0.33392908555931056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455478924708856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424100124391013,0.11416631749751782,0.0,0.17506100984626874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082213192964518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011776861564668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287657305965253,0.07807374071384701,0.0,0.0,0.14142437027278856,0.0,0.0,0.17444847002766986,0.0,0.0,0.3024269312103756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755660684392622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24308120017692686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696454277965528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706521533073276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661009017268016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686909048428394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755171330743458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185770164200186,0.09425844509182367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634156719810693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lavieenrose2008,2019/10/08,"22 yo struggling hi I’m 22 and I’ve been struggling for a long long time. In fact I never struggled until maybe few years ago (sorry for my english btw) In primary school I think I never listened to one class. Like never ever. Never paid attention but somehow I used to get the best grades ever. Also I used to have a good memory which helped me a lot. In high school for the first two years I used to write in class instead of listening. Never studied for anything but somehow I did it. Then one year I decided to give my all. I have the best grades ever. Was the best in class. But I was anxious. Panic attacks everyday, I even ended up at the hospital. Then I grew up and I had trouble listening, focusing. In fact I’m always lost in my thoughts, I have trouble sleeping. I never listen in class or rarely. Even when I focus I do a looot of mistakes. I managed to get in one of canada best uni but I struggle everyday. I’m in finance and math. I never pay attention to details, I have no memory. I forget instantly what I said like 2 sec ago. I’ve been looking for a ADHD evaluation for maybe 5 years but it is to $$ and no one really believes me. any thoughts? thank you",0.12398863636363446,2.4988781791666668,2.684696969696972,88.76818181818184,92.20833333333334,5.40909090909091,22.272727272727273,6.980632752743323,1.0161250000000002,913,36,182,15,33,314,120,240,0.15,0.701,0.14800000000000002,0.5365,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,6,10,18,1,5,10,0,12,1,1,3,13,38,33,15,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,3,1,9,10,0,6,11,6,29,8,31,22,7,42,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,4,29,130,33,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320272601903063,0.0,0.1522425662677052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867265210491544,0.07145326199587723,0.0,0.0,0.05839662300243045,0.0,0.0,0.09701211083504277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706662084833969,0.0,0.0,0.09769299858796557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674952800237577,0.36047389859732587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605803941594681,0.0,0.0,0.1134366876075098,0.2330312872691816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730435778278333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973025528311103,0.082377260448895,0.0,0.07202624541210191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755889951732256,0.09072959874800056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839064753935367,0.0,0.0,0.15198990513125946,0.07211173961734882,0.0,0.09374058501606257,0.07300620162402721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254205437051728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636141645183906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275922146751976,0.0,0.0,0.10075352919456307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055012478776573163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168494128151524,0.0,0.0,0.1738162350559755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593507280288493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612785600681968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590926539729089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906037283999615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055023987080517284,0.0,0.13634722919113249,0.05007326970637683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388549817040733,0.0,0.0,0.22250024739768975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119773121600456 adhd,dopperscoopper,2019/10/08,did medication help with grades Not saying that’s why I want medication but I’d like to know if it helped raise grades,3.6062499999999993,5.4979871250000025,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,73.58333333333334,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,0.9634833333333336,97,2,21,2,2,31,21,24,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683798841340746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201658227628046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706951729119482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7039509113090581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778503632134843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060803214531595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152717327213009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Meerkatable,2019/10/08,"Looking for advice from women on meds who got pregnant? I’m on 30mg extended release Adderall. I don’t take it on weekends when I don’t have a bunch of things to do. My doctor says this is fine. I was only diagnosed a year ago and this has been life-changing: energy, focus, not as anxious. But now my husband and I are going to start trying for a child. I have a doctor’s appointment on Thursday. I know I won’t be able to stay on my meds. I’m really scared of how dysfunctional I might become if I’m off my meds AND pregnant. I just started a new job two months ago, which has been difficult but seems like a genuinely good place that I’d like to stay at for a while. I want to have a baby and so does my husband. We’re 32 and 35, so we’re not exactly rushing into it. But still, I worry. Any women who’ve done this? How did you manage?",1.5783333333333331,2.9663846111111134,3.905555555555559,88.435,77.8888888888889,6.8000000000000025,23.11111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.9240111111111112,650,20,144,9,15,226,110,180,0.047,0.85,0.10300000000000001,0.7884,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,8,0,18,3,0,2,1,20,30,16,0,2,7,2,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,3,9,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,6,2,17,4,20,21,1,26,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,15,94,26,4,0.13993685176441376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367446719759253,0.2480911515653311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516185783891838,0.0,0.0,0.15808881105254166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545492584937205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480346342023707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203295889329134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28646259482600145,0.1224596819968414,0.1432039843921932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952933770373075,0.11737239200102753,0.11192028383069352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886573276573014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690563406488682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884153682557152,0.1367321545773652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751171148539942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663148874156764,0.0,0.0,0.1484508856847299,0.0,0.0,0.11169626000291416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515188343578755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642828156288199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462042260531648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964713052816232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128340117702276,0.14010120079734678,0.0,0.0,0.12739325418572905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809604785975066,0.2983081295805581,0.11175375058286137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521509717075901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296782628496253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500793665183943,0.0,0.1366979705539978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253838080946149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421126656631934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011474452637708 adhd,perdikissmyass,2019/10/08,"Angry, upset, and lost I was just diagnosed with ADHD after what I could say was the worst two months of my symptoms. I seem to have periods where everything gets really bad, and keeps building up until it's just horrible. I am so impulsive, even the smallest things turn into the biggest problems that I have to fix that moment. I cant focus on anything. I feel like the dumbest 22 year old on the planet. And I'm angry, so angry that I have gone 22 years without knowing. It could have been so much easier. I wouldn't have been such a pain in the ass. It would have been better for everybody. I feel like I'm not even a person right now. I feel like everybody in my life wants me to be happy that i finally have answers but the truth is i have never been more scared. This is the hardest thing I've faced.",2.216117886178864,4.187833091463418,3.783756097560975,87.40839837398376,77.84146341463416,6.812357723577236,22.518699186991874,7.793537801064563,1.0833582113821143,633,19,128,10,15,210,102,164,0.153,0.7390000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.6729,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,0,2,10,0,23,6,2,0,2,25,36,8,0,6,5,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,0,1,11,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,8,4,16,6,15,23,3,21,0,1,0,1,2,9,1,1,14,95,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857182467648383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271672256276926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902832994747065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667159429800102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246763535310586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684741364373544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413475064013875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888400521055885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440909310333066,0.3311945246601127,0.0,0.16928299348248332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073694531028085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450290753552926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735574311878526,0.0,0.0,0.08492711756270258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091509994050767,0.2264905798045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869067098753884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334650796296825,0.0,0.11359929790078616,0.0,0.1191851266656099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621560486721383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443366303768808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493197241639804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786690120686513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899758952771323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319700612807963,0.0,0.12289058674900755,0.15471416750498615,0.0,0.0,0.14068074473969408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606186202692699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532928720905774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680871767320421,0.15095597035227834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114737633560094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896398552395476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977557954498744,0.0,0.0,0.19902795407856305 adhd,HeckTheLL,2019/10/08,"Doubts about diagnosis Hello! I just found this sub, and I need some advice about the diagnosis I was given a while ago. I'm on mobile and english is not my first language, sorry for any inconveniences! Also, sorry if I say something that is incorrect or seems insulting, I'm willing to learn and the language barrier is a bitch. 4 years ago I realized I had been depressed for a long time, so I started looking for treatment. 3 months into my search, a friend with ADHD made me question if I had it too, given a LOT of things I used to do since I was a kid: 1. I could never finish a meal without getting up at least 2 times to do something else. 2. Every teacher, from kindergarten to high school, made remarks about me not paying attention (I would daydream a lot/draw/read something and never listen), always talking and generally ""being disruptive"".",5.442340067340067,6.5443808209876595,6.396846240179576,75.43126262626265,67.95061728395062,8.360044893378229,32.62850729517396,8.575989854853784,2.7823382716049383,671,29,115,10,11,223,109,162,0.11599999999999999,0.863,0.022000000000000002,-0.8997,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,1,10,0,14,1,0,3,2,33,28,11,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,4,7,1,1,6,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,10,3,16,1,18,14,3,18,0,1,1,0,8,5,1,8,13,83,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553086489096253,0.14272418066995685,0.25893956837208143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168008877605538,0.12153024790356867,0.0,0.0,0.09932305218796172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661378871260004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125797772824348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201100192914766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230584343866902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423511360044537,0.0,0.16014280677176065,0.11284246206769175,0.0,0.07630820388323342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431612665454006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292549166650196,0.12265021004862812,0.0,0.0,0.2483430856488505,0.0,0.27640333639425124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658046315414053,0.0,0.0,0.10829863376640544,0.2252947002266694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636160867120227,0.0,0.1460954714548194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614955102567324,0.0,0.1478164155559231,0.0,0.13296384834459068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208189883622591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373230101174333,0.0,0.32699534897710936,0.1033791507786026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739423740941544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703308102215637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033279407479968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614544328014402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079272054368286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375395394420914,0.0,0.0,0.09405524100473912 adhd,SnowyOfIceclan,2019/08/23,"Caffeine and clarity For the first time in awhile, I had an energy drink. I drank half before my shift, supplemented a sanpellegrino blood orange juice until break, and am now drinking the other half. I've got hardcore jitters, and while I'm still having racing thoughts, they're predominantly about *the same thing* . I started designing apartments to expand utility of my product knowledge and design knowledge, and now I've had about 20 designs run through my head in the last hour xD Anyone else have these sort of effects from having energy drinks/caffeine without medication?",6.403855555555552,9.348036030000003,6.089333333333332,71.19522222222223,68.7,8.044444444444443,33.111111111111114,8.841846274778883,3.3540777777777784,473,22,68,9,9,147,75,100,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.9001,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,0,6,6,2,1,0,12,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,6,0,12,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785006206968002,0.2615687905520528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172280180464039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001625792540668,0.0,0.0,0.2132571587770128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714457653708644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041740638298307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619951981885814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25140347504648314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809066315712446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571719344808051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806914427653632,0.0,0.20387026036535671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695994528278791,0.0,0.0,0.20266710794546916,0.14885824694741748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460848209169485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,19coldfeet90,2019/08/23,"How can we get someone like Jessica McCabe or an ADHD expert on Joe Rogan’s podcast? I’m usually a fan of Joe Rogan, but I’m so freaking sick of his “hyper kids don’t need medication, they need to go play outside” bullshit. I think he really needs someone to educate him on ADHD. It needs to be someone who won’t shy away from acknowledging that sometimes kids are misdiagnosed or medicated inappropriately. I have ADHD and medication has been invaluable for me, but even I don’t think medication should be the first treatment considered for someone with ADHD. They also shouldn’t ignore the fact that many medications used to treat it can easily be misused or abused. But somebody needs to talk about how there’s more to it than just the “hyperactivity” part. There are plenty of people who’s ADHD looks much more like laziness. Even for those who can be quite hyper, that’s often not the most difficult symptom. I have an ADHD child, and I don’t mind when she’s hyper at all. The bigger problem is getting her to actually hand in the homework she did that’s literally in her backpack, or getting her to come home with everything she went to school with, or the 1000 frozen-solid juice boxes in our freezer she forgot she put in there because they got warm when she left them out on the table. Basically, the misconceptions he has about ADHD are the same ones that many other people have, and I think somebody should be able to talk about the many many many other sides of the issue.",6.295567375886524,7.143633946808514,6.964680851063832,73.03333333333335,65.91489361702128,9.387234042553194,30.56028368794326,9.444778638647367,2.750636879432625,1191,42,210,22,18,393,152,282,0.096,0.8170000000000001,0.087,-0.7718,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,2,0,4,2,16,9,0,0,15,0,26,8,1,3,2,43,46,17,0,9,10,0,2,2,0,4,7,0,2,3,14,9,0,2,4,1,0,4,6,4,0,2,5,3,24,5,35,32,7,21,0,0,1,0,27,13,0,7,6,148,38,2,0.07343058026485691,0.08700323015651205,0.07165765384995232,0.0,0.6177450142778708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058722408508068126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899044734572263,0.0,0.0,0.04476260017145192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325394291024704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700041144928348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659946707109049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062460014061257965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115093342358863,0.0,0.041732290972904436,0.0,0.05872914304897388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365685916920522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664244793282231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978254031274515,0.0,0.0,0.07174894479106263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061663193458263085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722354150162807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698679216399536,0.0,0.0,0.07414395336210132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539799255255234,0.27223922415443663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975846158582122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951816266903106,0.0,0.10181503716668748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702631482969867,0.0,0.07381801482854132,0.0,0.07810246086046099,0.0,0.0,0.0470415100151364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431566749961588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24886996946869436,0.0,0.07262472149701904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632248896220961,0.0,0.11804143783189586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115405251052715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342044477361969,0.08087340996750113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807088357502547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheAlmightyRook,2019/08/23,"Things I'm absolutely fucking sick of. Hi, my name is TheAlmightyRook and I had a meltdown today! Everything that anyone has ever done that made me feel like a useless piece of shit came to the surface and I cried like a little bitch for an hour. This is a post about what I'm 100% done tolerating in this world. Fuck all of the people, especially college students and anyone hospitality industry, who illegally acquire the same medication that I need just to feel like I'm a real fucking human with a soul for making it downright \*IMPOSSIBLE\* for me to get my medication without being treated like I'm a fucking addict or a dealer. You need to study for finals or knock out a 25 plate rail? TAKE A FUCKING CAFFEINE PILL. CHUG A MONSTER. TAKE A BUMP IN THE BATHROOM. Thanks to you assholes, not only do I have to take a piss test randomly when I see my psychiatrist, but they have the ability to MAKE MY ASS GO TO THEIR OFFICE THAT'S AN HOUR AWAY FOR A FUCKING PILL COUNT WHENEVER THEY WANT. Just. So. I. Can. Fucking. Function. Normally. This ESPECIALLY goes to all you fucks that have asked me for some so you can ""get a boost"" or ""wake up."" Fuck you. Fuck all the people that make the stupid goddamn assumption that they have ADHD because they lost their keys this morning or zoned out for 5 seconds yesterday. Nothing makes me want to punch a face faster than hearing this bullshit. You know NOTHING about my eternal struggle. If you think you have ADHD, PAY A PROFESSIONAL TO DIAGNOSE YOU. Don't think you know anything about my goddamn condition because you're an ignorant prick and/or think it's cute or some shit. Fuck all the people that have ever said any of the following things in any tone: ""You're just faking it"" ""ADHD isn't real"" ""Just try harder"" ""Why are you so stupid/slow/retarded/dumb/autistic?"" ""You obviously just didn't care enough"" ""You can do anything if you REALLY want to"" ""Why can't you just pay attention? It's so simple!"" ""You're just lazy"" ""Quit getting in your own way"" ""You're so ADD today"" ""Quit fucking around"" ""Have you taken your medicine today?"" ""Snap out of it!"" ""If you would just apply yourself-"" (Gave me fucking chills just writing that) ""You are way too sensitive"" ""Act normal, for once"" ""JUST DO IT!"" ""ADHD is a choice/all in your head"" ""How did you forget? I told you 5 minutes ago!"" ""What's wrong with you?"" ""SQUIRREL!"" ""Earth to TheAlmightyRook, come in!"" ""Why did you think that was a good idea?"" ""\*Snaps fingers in my face\* Hey! \*Whistles\* Is anyone home?"" If any of you dipshits knew how hard it was for me to exist, you'd realize how ignorant and rude all of that shit sounds. Fuck anyone who mocks ADHD. That's like dancing in front of people in wheelchairs. Lastly, Fuck anyone that thinks people with ADHD need to be treated like children or sub-humans. I'm a fucking adult. Judge my character all you want, I deserve the same respect as any of my fellow human beings. Alright I think I'm done. Thanks for reading all that shit, friend.",2.2330325404778217,4.964185710247349,3.1738848162016784,87.35380860714098,83.24028268551237,5.569917198459997,23.995464374241863,7.014971019744422,1.1064232688149365,2336,88,434,31,67,742,258,566,0.21100000000000002,0.713,0.076,-0.9982,0,0,0,0,0,0,134.0,0,28,6,4,26,49,26,1,33,1,37,35,12,8,10,91,103,25,0,14,23,0,4,6,2,1,7,3,1,4,32,14,0,2,14,2,2,7,6,33,0,1,17,8,58,16,58,81,14,42,1,2,1,17,51,18,24,13,20,270,90,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501960826692955,0.33202441477377503,0.0,0.04081630634395853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524930509795112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097943040436774,0.0,0.07578257997970214,0.040990004964426285,0.04304606191315237,0.0,0.043260996751238234,0.0,0.0,0.05613747337773183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266346125305662,0.04694616711959618,0.0,0.0,0.03966387701518306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057850836470662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673492564768741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136072954834114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047577017453705066,0.0,0.0,0.08330106918263425,0.0,0.0,0.04138247170534547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465636900765627,0.06578942393898485,0.0,0.050440284159175834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035574420157703644,0.6810889731683779,0.07217017574802867,0.0,0.02616855773022437,0.038620543119012175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041247469909198184,0.0,0.04725567632027099,0.0,0.05189630562022848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618710658966264,0.0,0.0906905265800838,0.0,0.0,0.0519794449460673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061049376026914,0.037532997136632974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497220210603722,0.04614940358797707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026379321732608,0.0,0.0,0.043569097313658635,0.12294215862267407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277142312917797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024258341102195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022907196845542,0.08836325442919735,0.0,0.0,0.0490366529706918,0.0,0.03501946213335815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960977793139172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044098589469789035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794951143355927,0.04605767713180362,0.10481907423937953,0.02949774483618172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043799545275293214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669207616957765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905901278290516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813645792284723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386081755116948,0.0,0.0,0.08478449822845335,0.0,0.0,0.06118079187970875,0.17702349359996208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093644435296084,0.0439981777260788,0.0,0.031261679612686256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863464706410172,0.07309709948439891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464593843298245,0.0,0.0,0.04438594571574096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03270920080084911,0.050343216099095145,0.0,0.0 adhd,takethepiss95,2019/08/23,"I really hate having adhd I also have cptsd and I know that adhd was a cause for some of it But the years of growing up being bullied for being “weird” or people treating me like I’m stupid and absent minded Being bullied by managers and coworkers Being called lazy, ditzy, a space cadet Wanting to do so much but getting overwhelmed and not doing anything And the boredom...the fucking boredom. I feel like I’m in purgatory. And being a part of a society that wants you to grind and hustle and work 8 hours a day...9-5 jobs...I just feel trapped and hopeless",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,76.27272727272728,5.854545454545455,26.45454545454545,6.742157984588678,1.323836363636364,440,17,79,4,10,146,74,110,0.21899999999999997,0.713,0.067,-0.9534,1,1,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,9,3,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,0,22,20,14,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,2,6,3,10,14,3,6,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,2,4,55,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519224318281745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274985046034091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776475167226427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205789566139297,0.0,0.0,0.2219104198238934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393140085546169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184508050694892,0.1543236006521208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970554614006106,0.1128607073325491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132734648882832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127346276789934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871807290956107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107137459527686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811702178533252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879839228858098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339268953532249,0.0,0.14975997146594172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838692974296038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548265190169897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726398073506126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910877845285793 adhd,PrimeSinister2031,2019/08/23,"I realised something very important today. Don't ever take responsibility for someone else's mistake, just because you're used to taking the blame for things. If you had a part in the mistake, acknowledge what you did do, but don't let yourself become scapegoated again. We tend to make mistakes, with ADHD - we're late, we're forgetful, we zone out, and what have you. Nearly all of us have been hearing about those mistakes since we were kids. We're used to things going wrong because of us. And shame (which is often a big part of ADHD and RSD) is the nail in the coffin of this. We tell ourselves that things are our fault, and so do other people. When that happens, you never even had a chance of assessing your actions fairly. Try to ask yourself how you would feel if a stranger did what you did in any given situation. Would they be in the right, or wrong? If they were in the wrong, why? What could they have done differently in that situation? I'm sorry if this is a bit random. But I'm still unmedicated with all kinds of weird shit brewing in my head, and this realisation made me feel a little better about a situation that happened to me recently. I hope it helps some of you too.",4.550741023682201,5.973897432900437,5.238416093710214,81.70787624140569,70.34199134199135,7.68637636872931,27.008148714031066,8.124751697461798,1.6501131143366434,941,31,182,13,17,304,133,231,0.18100000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.049,-0.9852,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,7,8,3,1,12,14,1,1,13,0,25,2,2,5,4,44,43,15,1,12,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,18,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,11,0,0,11,3,23,3,27,27,6,22,0,0,0,0,23,12,1,9,8,134,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596640295502175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346464103157438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099420460016252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170913249823996,0.1193115188666878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554445381289936,0.11794164182358848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625379444532785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286918128979845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055300460266036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024586197436617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135331725046587,0.09772003350058786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924722572807692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061396386940797874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910625398137849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087075636413306,0.0,0.12175855060507886,0.0,0.0724107606536866,0.0,0.0,0.10729894912217056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249744248405896,0.0,0.0,0.1218634354454138,0.0,0.0,0.11046880102926084,0.0,0.0,0.10827523125211963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222134459634692,0.0721113905086997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332000433870318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397363385676395,0.0,0.07489494672526248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666737117401856,0.0,0.0,0.09225770350813096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089205243109296,0.08936418499337173,0.3642933993366302,0.0,0.0,0.09153413691908974,0.0831673792540813,0.0,0.12093162363827027,0.0,0.0,0.08627352761858732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245141741213154,0.0,0.0944236712074558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531256768036733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240055623268908,0.0,0.0,0.07334581438177261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598954752956311,0.18660783180136356,0.0,0.0891367147977524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748098392893538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348394585565636,0.354344126336123,0.0,0.0 adhd,acestoashes,2019/08/23,"Issues with Vyvanse I’ve been on 30mg of Vyvanse daily for the past few days and I feel sort of sedated and pretty cognitively impaired (brain fog, so to speak). I’m trying to prepare for college by reviewing math problems but I can’t solve anything, even simple problems that should take me under a minute, for the life of me. My mind feels empty and I simply feel dumb to the utmost degree right now. I can’t survive college without my cognition. I hope going up on the dosage and/or starting to sleep/eat well will alleviate these side effects. College starts tomorrow, and I do not know if I am ready",3.291771561771561,5.640461829059831,4.291515151515153,83.23909090909096,76.008547008547,6.305827505827506,27.73038073038073,7.348242739294969,1.7092119658119669,482,20,86,6,11,156,86,117,0.127,0.7879999999999999,0.085,-0.7148,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,1,0,20,17,7,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,4,11,2,17,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,6,54,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367810031327358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356042205669252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611130511070918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595924219407087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393980859616336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201432270413403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994591357910805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096226035409394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028381912247055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598885145576535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490725155825116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310270812014992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147334808930115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147161135130933,0.0,0.4038971892963332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802375527840701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112047683751785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29876787765370616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868510057854165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329069105822972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976140802284205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034469329120952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nootandcanoodle,2019/08/23,"Traveling w adhd medicine? Hi, I really want to get out of my current living situation. I’ve taught overseas before and want to again, but this was prior to my diagnosis (I was diagnosed at 29). I know that some countries ban stimulants, so I was wondering if anyone had any experience living abroad and getting their adhd medicine. Also, if I stay in the us and travel, I don’t know how to get my meds if I’m not in my home state. My insurance will only fill 1 month at a time for controlled substances. Idk if I can get my script delivered from a website? Idk. I feel better on my medicine but don’t want to be held back. But I’m non-functional without it",2.946136363636364,4.673917098484849,4.823333333333334,81.85500000000002,74.98484848484848,8.133333333333335,27.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.2804909090909096,515,21,102,11,11,176,87,132,0.065,0.865,0.07,-0.2795,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,3,0,26,24,13,0,7,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,4,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,1,17,1,15,16,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,6,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406577487728364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527139953314732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502967599794985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827554145561067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300680297962897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439365384471638,0.0,0.0,0.14960186847949494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971920155139915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168648882602702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546385528368693,0.0,0.0,0.08552871696313433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535013383222521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696740082393823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592386424139146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987299688352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878905814808102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501611769777125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864829484434584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083635882377981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013478731840608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029433363570013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863433353402573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346994075517735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29931203795891564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630572225706598,0.183438950577454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,captainwednesday,2019/08/23,"What do you do for fun? After starting medication I'm finding myself with enough energy to actually engage with my hobbies, but I still find myself bored a lot. What do y'all do to keep yourselves occupied?",5.117692307692308,6.950309487179487,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,69.51282051282051,9.302564102564103,30.948717948717945,9.725611199111238,3.34731794871795,166,7,27,4,3,57,31,39,0.067,0.787,0.146,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.32478384367825275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438915344916267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083820271469881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958252832864452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829512558652144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352806540249038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355713706839041,0.0,0.26579010018928034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GigaFluxx,2019/08/23,"Got my diagnosis and finally started my prescription today It’s been a long time coming. It took a months to get my diagnosis (which they strongly believe I’ve been a sufferer my whole life) and when I brought it to my family doctor he essentially said he couldn’t help me. Honestly during the testing and final analysis I was paranoid they were going to say I didn’t have it and that I’d be back to square one but when she asked me questions about my behavior that described it perfectly in words that I was never able to explain, I almost wanted to cry. It was like finally someone understood me. So anyway I found a new family doctor did a bunch of test with her and proved I’m not just trying to get drugs. Finally yesterday she prescribed me 20mg of Vyvanse a day for 30 days I took my first one today and while I did feel something, it was hard to pinpoint. I didn’t feel extremely focused but I had energy. It also felt like it wore off between 11-12, however it’s only day one so we will see. Anyway I’m just happy I’ve finally stopped making excuses and started trying to get better.",3.3857990867579884,5.152525593607309,5.319383561643836,78.59542237442923,73.88584474885845,8.702283105022829,28.605022831050228,9.2995712137729,2.7278968036529685,871,36,162,21,18,300,128,219,0.051,0.799,0.15,0.9747,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,4,11,8,0,0,7,0,16,4,0,1,3,31,41,15,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,14,10,0,1,8,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,21,8,27,7,17,17,2,31,0,1,2,0,15,2,0,2,26,109,41,4,0.105453474233886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559642172244373,0.0,0.0,0.08433110524554778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858476323605148,0.0,0.0,0.08108721243136194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118809953865775,0.0,0.09326502837418636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908388305637534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583568973225256,0.20402630079779502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587219864937646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229255084902944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988243007776844,0.0,0.10664089019005554,0.0,0.10125187257762447,0.5775956324906181,0.0,0.08969867131241115,0.0,0.11562429148545995,0.0,0.0,0.16528526356669435,0.0,0.05993163958338477,0.0,0.08434077670304299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225718422135716,0.09446559974031014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068324091513857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448490748113099,0.10303848169989094,0.0,0.0,0.0933230062696793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039101291076626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417195704865857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133222032964668,0.10184762253727768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143740098947356,0.08020211907041225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813202530328808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003104025990396,0.0838608353033183,0.0,0.0,0.0840327658570725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893503865089132,0.08118323645586006,0.0,0.0,0.14928102365759535,0.0,0.0,0.08816382635353133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061490768860154574,0.0,0.1999151264452531,0.0,0.2343253800207331,0.14319197371392134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621991913084517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773503802145972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lanciferous,2019/08/23,"Looking for advice/clarification about meds Hello all, I'm new to the sub and I've already learned some stuff about ADHD that I didn't know before. Thanks to all in advance, might be a longer post. First off, I know I should be seeking medical advice from a qualified professional but with the American healthcare system being what it is I don't even know where to begin to start looking for said professional, let alone whether something like that is covered by my insurance. I guess I'm looking for some help because my experience with meds hasn't been all that great but I see the majority of subs on here preaching that it's the best/only way to go which also seems to be backed up by what research I've done on my own. I tried Adderall 10 or 15mg (can't remember) when I was first diagnosed several years ago (I am 23M). It worked great at first but after taking it once a day for a couple weeks it seemed to ""wear off,"" not sure if I needed to up the dose or if that's normal and my body was just getting used to it. The main issue though, was the side effects. Once I took it, I had no appetite and couldn't eat for the rest of the day. I would crash in the evenings and get a bad headache and irritability. When I did eat, salty foods tasted very salty (like I was eating straight salt). It was really weird. So eventually I stopped taking it and went a few years unmedicated. About a year ago, for my own sanity and my wife's, we decided to get me in to see a psychiatrist (I had since moved out of state). I told him about my previous experiences and he started me on 10mg Methylphenidate. From what I understand, this is a very low dose for this drug. The side effects were better and the meds were helping, but then they seemed to lose effectiveness again. And sometimes, these meds seemed to make my symptoms *worse* which I'm completely confused about. And there was a new side effect, my eyes had trouble focusing on things that were very close up or far away, almost like I was going a bit cross-eyed. I talked to my optometrist about it and she assured me that usually goes away after taking stimulants regularly for a couple weeks. Eventually it did, but the other side effects would get much worse whenever I upped the dose past 15mg (under professional advice and observation). And even when I took a 20mg dose it didn't seem to ""kick in"" until at least an hour, sometimes 2 and then it would wear off a couple hours later and I'd crash. Sorry for the meandering post, I just... I guess I just don't see the point of the meds really. They don't seem to work well enough for me to justify the side effects. I know there are other drugs to try, should I keep looking? I have since stopped seeing that doctor, he didn't seem to be very up-to-date on best treatment practices for ADHD. I'd really appreciate any help or guidance from anyone who's been through this before. Thanks so much everyone!",4.405812513255568,5.588446640000001,5.10664262990456,83.42946129374342,70.42608695652173,8.253234358430541,27.067868504772,8.628873520835908,1.7902780487804881,2298,75,466,38,41,742,265,575,0.095,0.816,0.08900000000000001,0.1824,0,1,4,0,0,0,71.0,1,0,2,15,26,18,0,1,33,0,45,19,4,9,5,84,93,38,0,10,16,1,0,3,0,6,10,1,0,0,35,21,5,3,21,0,0,7,11,6,1,3,26,12,48,12,73,54,17,79,1,2,9,0,16,33,0,20,37,304,83,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372849191486269,0.11162639468563264,0.1012599628288273,0.0,0.057193529341190735,0.05915506007212418,0.06302904279737831,0.045675729002578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884091039399083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039936909042150116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732492269273657,0.04391875962973814,0.04768956242396143,0.034817447833412306,0.0,0.0972031981094539,0.0,0.11987965806009487,0.05051455390076233,0.06235599435953563,0.06344311740303478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988515002876275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895936533995336,0.0,0.07367032601240213,0.0,0.0,0.057971644886398485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846075428508726,0.0,0.05844960630397523,0.0,0.0,0.13247309863543286,0.1753321052011947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901620516896346,0.0,0.11317394719651105,0.0,0.0,0.05457688654547162,0.0,0.11174102197127797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574879070400815,0.06906502159203799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193632311558901,0.0,0.06492079809271517,0.0,0.0,0.125941416094838,0.12583965926189472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485116485773506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124957176800656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059614375002905576,0.0,0.050767418972404735,0.0,0.0,0.1255580716620137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058405087697427374,0.0,0.08371213243187836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185257453778945,0.063898312418045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812544399326336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172155870151738,0.05753846746000595,0.0,0.060591162044663874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070538119313253,0.08397381893981389,0.042350868577339336,0.0,0.11032618137813743,0.0,0.0,0.05596165657795822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165357676460407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452378560501063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399318133671027,0.0,0.10940288160531968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977011934182923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647014135108998,0.0,0.05433049586996988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205656522341726,0.36397450176957663,0.0,0.06452494186040482,0.0,0.09449406552651028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397076852145067,0.1129785777614956,0.063936804040397,0.08085414701915984,0.0,0.0,0.09550324352156744,0.0,0.0,0.06538427598876978,0.0,0.0,0.05383125357456159,0.05936550307130485,0.12883260964351947,0.04590776215133915,0.0,0.10516967246773813,0.0,0.0,0.037945402625184574,0.0,0.0561162837450854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457688654547162,0.12691618976282976,0.07755617298809968,0.0,0.0,0.05945988022389264,0.0,0.049329976789096036,0.0629053210016487,0.18850707516756093,0.0,0.04533610607921233,0.0916301894232942,0.0,0.051354238291391234,0.05294720210108066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316241023398603,0.0,0.11641238231747453,0.12172092800399407,0.0,0.0,0.11034269811917023 adhd,Greenssquirrel,2019/08/23,"#Miitoo . We are unicorns Hello world Just as mosquitoes may annoy us but are needed in ecosystems so societies of primates have the need for different types of monkeys. What if ADD is like being an elf in lord of the rings? An ogre in dungeons and dragons? The joker in your card game ? We know we are not ""normal "". What if we start asking, what IS OUR JOB ? If we are superheroes what is our superpower ? They told us we are defective and abnornal and that may be like saying a chello is a defective violin. Lollllll but i don't know the answer 🤣🤣🤣💮🍉🍒🍍🙈🙉👧👩🙊",-0.1414423076923086,2.164822136752136,3.0960630341880337,85.88973557692309,92.58974358974359,6.343803418803419,20.133012820512818,7.645422480735847,1.1489320512820518,438,15,90,10,16,157,79,117,0.092,0.8370000000000001,0.071,-0.5204,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,10,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,25,22,10,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,13,2,9,17,0,6,1,0,0,0,17,5,0,5,3,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294258953634325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603321593806613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472651923326387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738773060823922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346612966544506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695164044071656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441360805338984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815192018528968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763655309298339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380949382796279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994475154670964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheToxic74,2019/08/23,"Being seen as the ""weird kid"" So, I get this a lot. I'm always being told that I'm a ""weirdo"" and people say some stuff that doesn't exactly make me feel great. I'll be there in class and I'll turn around and someone will be like ""TURN AROUND! He's a weirdo"". Because of this I feel like an outcast. Also the fact that people can actually complete the work and then the teacher is like ""Come on! Just do the work."" Isn't exactly helpful ethier. :/",-0.03655797101449565,2.2616039673913093,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,90.84782608695652,4.371014492753623,17.44927536231884,5.985473137389443,-0.3946550724637676,343,9,76,3,12,112,60,92,0.069,0.799,0.132,0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,1,3,16,21,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,3,4,6,14,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,4,45,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.18849202267382711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446648000982352,0.16072094971460754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34389890740997925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774587351302718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638646398070958,0.20251999326121467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533057090629866,0.1379904139520363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009158395600462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129547536124072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946814094345355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830982386759194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421400132504513,0.0,0.0,0.1289328766294824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26781957352867714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360510220125456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366013052197842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211169735113818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845684729870142,0.0,0.0,0.4201956983634334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812391845404747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Noogurt,2019/08/23,"Looking for guidance I have a six year old that was just diagnosed with ADHD. Not on medication. We are trying diet change and behavioral treatment (identifying triggers). He has an explosive temper and screams at the top his lungs at me when things don’t go his way. He gets aggressive and tries to hit me, threatens me, and says extremely hurtful things. This usually last anywhere from 40 minute to an hour 1/2. I try to have expectation talks with him. I try to use the trigger signals and it makes him worse. What suggestion do you have when he is in a full blown temper tantrum?",4.675463812436291,6.786034018348622,4.9388379204892985,81.22479102956169,71.20183486238533,8.514169215086646,31.37716615698267,9.150863307647796,2.874014475025485,464,21,85,10,9,146,82,109,0.184,0.8009999999999999,0.015,-0.9571,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,3,6,4,0,6,0,9,4,1,4,0,15,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,3,12,0,12,13,1,15,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,0,7,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418268075086785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286361308065607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423361714956104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512891475391907,0.0,0.11435771271191256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816073341250146,0.0,0.2154097000564634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402079732543626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689737514525041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431561839302025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270753672122324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114607881399272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001786999427625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173265978191206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673626683363668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464594897272966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378909315551905,0.22161491659063245,0.0,0.0,0.15971872024983985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050599216934905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957879900930447 adhd,DereliqeMyBalls,2019/08/23,"I just sat down and worked for an entire hour without checking my phone or getting up. Little victories! My medicine dose and mental control are on FIRE this afternoon lol. (This post itself is admittedly a distraction, but it's brought to you by the consequences of drinking lots of quality h20.)",6.434433962264151,8.480993528301891,6.27561320754717,73.66926886792454,66.54716981132076,9.828301886792454,37.778301886792455,10.125756701596842,4.367758490566039,239,13,38,6,4,75,49,53,0.078,0.8859999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.309,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,9,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829081510621744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344411727821676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836695330270258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362093708068009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421716143575744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29024532951109355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34405002242102634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32696599255078423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32909657589376634,0.0,0.2485426307431794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Santier,2019/08/23,"Old man getting started So, I originally subbed here because my \*adopted\* son has ADHD and all every post has done is convince my 40+ year old ass that I probably have ADHD. I told my partner and she reminded me that I came to the some conclusion \~16 years ago and even got tested but never went back for the results. I have no memory of that, but I absolutely believe her because I probably got tested on an impulse and moved on to something else. In any case, looking to start again. What's the first step; MD? Psychologist? Psychiatrist? I'm in NYC if anyone's got more specific recommendations. From what I'm reading, I might benefit from a prescription or \[\*alternative medicine\*\]([https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STTL-jOrnDQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STTL-jOrnDQ)). Not sure. Again open to suggestions. Need to act before my focus drifts elsewhere. Thanks in advance.",5.327058823529414,8.696898699346406,4.88732026143791,76.05294117647061,75.07843137254902,8.044444444444443,30.568627450980397,8.841846274778883,3.1835254901960788,723,33,112,17,17,220,109,153,0.052000000000000005,0.875,0.07200000000000001,0.5882,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,2,3,20,21,9,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,7,1,15,4,14,13,3,27,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,4,13,67,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568101300041387,0.0,0.13158976501290928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009494005103006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037979538878985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414697572238125,0.0,0.18098445429978488,0.0,0.12631790137379845,0.16724951460100493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978441000166394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519133474626861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400885020226388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804818344868807,0.0,0.12507343366335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626938020954334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755769951020361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561811154457265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465852492571837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747935418057596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777621525946803,0.0,0.11007195121343948,0.1144918748720588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115413903348211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142171684444671,0.0,0.3201030569506753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848768675295793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428214934180282,0.0,0.0,0.21014382998650524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991002584508708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667052702664487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184796191946208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761233340268866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911906649085248 adhd,graviga,2019/08/23,"I missed 3 appointments this week and I need to vent :) I've been on Vyvanse since 2018 and I felt like a goddamn rockstar for the first year - but after a year, I started to slip up on a lot of stuff again. My family doctor raised my prescription, but when I went to see her to let her know how it went, I was kind of iffy on it, so she decided to lower it again. It's been a month since then and I feel like such a huge fuck up. It's been a month and I feel like it's doing absolutely nothing. The Vyvanse was originally prescribed by a psychiatrist, but I wasn't actually diagnosed so I'm not even sure if I have ADD or if I was staying on top of things so well on Vyvanse just because that's what Vyvanse does to normal people. I don't want to see the psychiatrist again because I found him super unhelpful (he prescribed the medication then never really did anything else and I felt like he wasn't really listening to me). My family doctor recommended counselling either through the behavioral specialist at her office or through my work's counselling program but it's been a month and I've been procrastinating from making an appointment with a counsellor because making appointments just makes me anxious in general, and now it's even worse since I managed to miss 3 different appointments this week. I'm so frustrated and I don't know what to do.",4.079761904761907,5.802751462406018,5.4086466165413585,78.84600250626569,71.96992481203006,9.126817042606516,29.58395989974937,9.606745405546679,2.8687313283208025,1083,45,206,27,21,362,132,266,0.11199999999999999,0.775,0.113,0.061,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,16,12,2,0,15,0,17,5,0,5,2,42,40,24,0,5,12,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,15,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,4,1,1,16,7,27,8,29,23,2,33,0,2,2,1,8,11,1,5,23,142,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.1119274519811556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957464469605076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943856264690786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097541649242198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641475485327288,0.0,0.11983365880083482,0.0,0.23479390284585944,0.10037187122027494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581439068169162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151220157690432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625171676698632,0.0,0.1159882141717937,0.16387871711900215,0.22025367306852853,0.0,0.0,0.0975609700984985,0.0,0.1257590316470186,0.0,0.10603526798457036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943898223189932,0.12606863373487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728516552883195,0.0,0.22414009226749446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975110484105095,0.0,0.0,0.22968285054764506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554487710527594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746494791262324,0.0,0.0,0.08504616339445792,0.08846118007689202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237843163623204,0.11005459471530593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951626289144523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695530959931735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279686949926127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463493217022995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118292764118548,0.12225144095586153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130030164586987,0.0,0.0,0.10810029973459118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619940322680108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765109621590366,0.0,0.18400557824044952,0.0,0.1031261243851913,0.2126500141523561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835005770439012,0.0,0.11688575488871387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772185237068958 adhd,ihatedmylastusername,2019/08/23,Forced to switch doctors because mine is retiring and closing his practice. The place I go to is closing the end of September and I’m currently in the process of trying to find a new place. I just got my diagnosis about 6 months ago after finding this amazing doctor who made me feel like someone finally gets it. My meds are going well this is the first time I’ve been able to stick with medication and it really is making my life better. I’m just really afraid of going to a new place and they try to switch up what I’m taking. 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I'm really struggling with it. So I'll start off by saying my new job is great. Everyone is wonderful here. I work from home, and we use Slack to communicate. Slack is pretty common, but I've never used it before now. Well there are constantly people joking around or sending messages on there, and it's really difficult for me to stay focused. I kind of need to have it open for work, and I enjoy the side stuff when I'm between projects or even when I'm not working. I just have issues getting things done during the day. Has anyone else had this experience?",3.4297457627118675,5.360691127118648,4.5120000000000005,83.73088135593221,74.16949152542372,7.431864406779661,24.51186440677966,8.238735603445708,1.5367735593220342,475,15,91,8,10,155,86,118,0.046,0.794,0.16,0.9179999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,3,12,7,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,18,20,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,1,8,5,13,18,0,19,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,11,59,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375571761689646,0.15204012996688934,0.0,0.13209598796321764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262665015444666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035375062855245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569741031310386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185153262846315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239583899455092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800828680822184,0.0,0.0,0.14179024277629682,0.0,0.1451510670197219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752614062207422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635973128368144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884437026584582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548775908566467,0.29450262071339794,0.0,0.0,0.15452234083899022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002716199951916,0.11444528715357785,0.286626391359912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287293852603738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096303719213094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012116491344572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800338584545875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100583206732648,0.15816091592912196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512642586617842,0.16986773986229314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858180249960902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38447646033714794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334178326361918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091949123054536,0.3240827505004657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justmeshe,2019/08/23,"Share Your Experiences With Others, You May Just Help Someone I've always said my superpower was problem solving. I thrive when I need to find a solution to something. When something goes wrong I go into what I call ""Emergency Mode"" where the world disappears and only the situation or problem I need to solve exists and things get DONE. To my story: I've been a software developer for 20 years, all self-taught, writing software is just fixing problems. I worked for other companies for 11 years then branched out on my own and took on a bunch of clients that were referred to me because of my reputation for being good at what I do. I teamed up with an amazing marketing and sales guy and he kept bringing me more clients due to our reputation so I hired and trained more developers. Up until last year my software side of the business was very profitable and self sustaining and so was his marketing side. Then the software clients dried up :( We had to make some quick decisions to keep our staff employed and it turned out it was easier to get more marketing work than it was to acquire more software work, so I moved over with some of my devs to the marketing side of the business. This left me in a position where I had to learn to sell, do marketing, run one, then 2 companies with my business partner. This is where I hit a wall. I went from solving exciting problems in software each and every day to sitting on phone meetings all day, learning things I wasn't super passionate about, but needed to get done. I found that I was having to ask people to repeat what they said on a call, and I was recording calls so I could go back and make sure I had all the details straight. I had tasks that I \*knew\* I needed to get done, but kept procrastinating on, pushing them off for more exciting tasks. A good friend of mine told me she was working with a doctor to get a diagnosis for ADHD and told me everything she and the doctor went through and everything she was learning about ADHD. A light bulb switched on in my head! I started researching and finally a number of things in my life made sense: \- Skipping school because I was bored \- All the times I procrastinated on things that I KNEW had to get done \- My inability to temper my initial emotional reaction with my spouse \- Forgetting appointments, meetings. I don't remember any of them unless they're in my phone \- All the patterns I created so I wouldn't forget things \- Losing things, all the time \- etc... you get the idea I found the ADHD self assessment form online and took it in to see my doctor and explained that thanks to my career shift I was struggling and that my inability to pay attention in meetings is getting embarrassing and detrimental to my business and the team of employees that count on me. My doctor asked a bunch of questions and prescribed me Adderall and wow, what a difference. For the first time in my life my brain was quiet, I always thought having 15 trains of thought going on at once was normal, the sense of calm and peace that came from that first dose was unbelievable. It still seems weird 3 months later when the Adderall kicks in in the morning and I can think about what I need to and not what my brain randomly decides to. I'm so thankful to that friend that was open about her ADHD and what she was learning about it so I could identify it in myself. We have nothing to be ashamed of with this diagnosis, and sharing with people you're close with may actually help them. PS: It turns out my ""Emergency Mode"" is Hyperfocus, I've since learned to recognize it when it comes on and be much more compassionate when I'm in that state.",6.320647118301316,6.98255302898551,6.3159656218402445,78.3608341759353,65.81159420289855,9.549039433771489,33.727671048196825,9.530980864609335,3.0611796427367706,2890,122,539,54,43,915,297,690,0.069,0.805,0.126,0.9923,3,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,4,3,4,11,26,30,1,3,32,0,47,11,3,3,7,112,100,49,0,13,7,1,0,0,3,3,7,3,0,4,40,49,0,3,22,2,4,14,4,12,0,3,46,5,83,18,103,45,21,90,0,1,1,1,49,45,0,8,29,385,123,30,0.0,0.0,0.060072255648508266,0.0,0.29592561240459736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244327417541754,0.0,0.0,0.041861918504865835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509785124026345,0.0,0.0,0.047334717899386106,0.0,0.07505102990455242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743937976624304,0.18857445767050246,0.07040657100446232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053027231916315865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829897112690987,0.0,0.0,0.07940033208478052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431557280506886,0.0,0.2520310988378824,0.0,0.25198303859706184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924507256333405,0.0,0.0,0.06865404497620184,0.0,0.0,0.05186572540967865,0.0,0.11064969385366603,0.06021606481365791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674343722125205,0.05626339083377674,0.10472332628567647,0.0,0.1349915246972737,0.09511995144947162,0.0,0.2572943736096565,0.0,0.10495541163146456,0.1032647663727879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095263336236685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317682224151078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252278426181027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949209934725696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471605928304876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017842665548791,0.0,0.0,0.06688353442313869,0.0,0.08696123538259833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886826080823527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824817948965316,0.08218160765123254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913543976258969,0.06542698650819707,0.04525261031915345,0.22822438905411835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060314299621211126,0.05906707989871785,0.0,0.0,0.06555783663007539,0.04171366022280003,0.046818044020744194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535388214560821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561283856733145,0.0,0.0,0.06895965374747022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973382632045502,0.0,0.11711253764996732,0.0,0.0,0.06230052948809225,0.04905418680555428,0.05604058333770403,0.1926569496308522,0.0,0.0,0.0509218608696183,0.06919437877756843,0.0,0.0,0.05215835164121061,0.09478154398389524,0.0,0.0,0.043571451839864266,0.0,0.04916072999995162,0.0,0.0,0.06435435237275731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801819595098126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334966697147818,0.0,0.0,0.24538055409363746,0.03944422715816183,0.0,0.09774121007863583,0.10768584010242882,0.0,0.0,0.11764364705361345,0.13678760716230914,0.0,0.13391603027238672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079224288390991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413076763303752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926140271016666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730460046752453,0.0,0.11892504551042547 adhd,Desatic,2019/08/23,"Executive dysfunction is about to make me fail college please help Throughout my college experience I began to notice a few things. I had a very difficult time concentrating on the lectures. I'd zone out, realize, then try my very best to zone back in. All this did was make me beyond exhausted by the end of the day. Its like I was pushing my mental capacity to the limit each day. Another is that I tend to procrastinate heavily, and compared to my peers my procrastination level even put them in shock. Another that really made me question myself was my inability to even start tasks. It wasn't just me being difficult or lazy, I truly had a hard time just beginning simple things to the point I'd start panicking at my inability to do them. It was debilitating especially in my fourth year. I had become deeply depressed in my second year, to the point I skipped classes and failed a course. Afterwards everything just became harder and harder. I completely lost my passion for animation and became disillusioned by everything really. I adore it as a medium but thinking about animating made me have panic attacks. I suppose throughout my college experience I had little to no positive reinforcements with animation and began to associate it with failure. I think I developed a deep fear of it. I have no way to explain how much it makes my skin crawl. During my fourth year my depression came back in full force. The depression along with my inability to start my work especially the assignments that dealt with animation had me in a downward spiral. I became heavily suicidal, feeling like a complete failure and a waste of time and money. My lecturers didn't want to understand no matter how much I attempted to explain. And they were particularly harsh on me this year. By the end of the school year before exams I had attempted suicide, I would have preferred to die than fail. I'm lucky I survived. Afterwards I quickly realized I needed help, so I went to a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with depression and ADHD. I was so relieved to know that there was a name to these behaviors I had. Afterwards I managed to pass my exams but there was a mix up. A course was outstanding and due to it being the lecturers fault they decided to have us do the assignment during the summer. That's fine, except its animation and it scares me. This assignment was due June 30, it's now August 23 and if I want to graduate I need to send in these assignments soon. But I freeze up at the thought of animating and I'm unable to bring myself to start no matter what I do. Can anyone help me win this battle with executive dysfunction? I really need to leave that school before it drives me insane. TLDR: I am an animation college student who realized I hated animating. I became depressed and suicidal and nearly failed college due to my undiagnosed ADHD. There was a mix up in the system and now I have assignments that should have been done a long time ago but executive dysfunction is stopping me. 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I have to take it for work and failed it the first two times. I’m retaking it in a month and will lose out on a job opportunity if I can’t pass this. If anyone has any advice or experience, I’d love to hear it.",3.2128947368421072,3.9918151578947385,5.7008333333333345,79.57125,72.85964912280701,8.50701754385965,21.267543859649123,8.841846274778883,1.1367228070175432,212,4,46,4,4,76,44,57,0.102,0.78,0.11900000000000001,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,1,2,2,6,8,0,8,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,3,3,29,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697260822916734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770482774647013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860028282778363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348748957280345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700030595134848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347846757095646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31109752184269823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739098315293568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30879867655148724,0.0,0.0,0.2491211658796599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203185994882658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075346377137304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095099308305585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26963396468744105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200947734355458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ponchojukebox,2019/08/23,"Looking for blog collaborators Hi there! I’m looking to launch a blog on ADHD but I would like it to have multiple voices (which also means more content). If you have (Adult) ADHD, writing experience, a good sense of humour, and would like to build a sustainable blog (that could eventually be monetized), drop me a line! Let’s work together to build something that will stand out in a crowded field. Thanks!",4.350579150579147,6.985696837837839,4.957181467181467,78.350945945946,73.86486486486487,8.012355212355214,28.138996138996138,8.841846274778883,2.526867181467181,322,13,56,7,7,103,57,74,0.032,0.733,0.235,0.9557,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,9,7,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556663418261779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487438680448992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845782433211196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261381850816337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390263148783984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639698829360584,0.0,0.2258855266519668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882655827182816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518225534509468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797348931785076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128392817420028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830163341589846,0.0,0.0,0.3284469661446348,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Isaiahall,2019/08/23,Getting diagnosed What meds should I try first (stimulants) I’ve read about how amphetamines/adderall/vyvanse are very effective but I’ve also read about there very real possibility of abuse what should I try first,5.853918918918918,9.287421891891894,5.558040540540541,71.68949324324326,73.32432432432431,9.105405405405406,30.871621621621625,9.516144504307137,3.7045729729729735,178,8,27,5,4,55,26,37,0.157,0.784,0.059000000000000004,-0.6812,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,7,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,16,4,2,0.0,0.27465338009676993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537596771005693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352792173268509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943498178620731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211095858112821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574853109069486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132755377912337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637394444212525,0.2638471058441347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147634626421857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825300902959505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,manderrx,2019/08/23,"Social Skills So, I didn't realize how horrible my social skills are until I started treating my ADHD. Now that I'm not on the meds temporarily (if yall have seen my post from the other day, as a follow up, I fired all my doctors), I don't want to go out and do anything. But I know understand why people hated me growing up and why everyone finds me annoying; I actually am really annoying. It makes me sad though because I know the real me isn't annoying like that, sometimes its the ADHD preventing me from leaving the conversation, not understanding when people want quiet, etc. How do you reconcile the fact you have had some of the most embarrassing behavior and that is all people know you as? It's been really tough for me to come to terms with the fact that people didn't like me for something I couldn't control and I wish they could see me now.",8.056109467455624,6.422394751479293,8.847566568047338,69.25584689349114,63.023668639053255,12.473668639053257,35.91789940828402,11.45678717892309,4.0455023668639045,679,25,128,17,8,232,98,169,0.195,0.779,0.026000000000000002,-0.9755,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,3,7,10,4,1,9,0,15,1,0,4,4,36,32,14,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,8,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,5,4,26,3,16,25,6,16,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,3,9,94,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.1349098664717415,0.0,0.332293871972027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376612295202534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427454832255228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908819970161867,0.0,0.0,0.15505661275834035,0.11037958310268893,0.0,0.0,0.08915836506994616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150243537504542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418279104880464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210165444857735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635594356644927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785693851281198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649103661235318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279320520891081,0.0,0.0,0.1463844112211252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135081739928568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228145002189668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356209015942132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833743454044816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240313414968613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735621155717736,0.17713010387027522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101655617951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818523526909341,0.0,0.10642987602855504,0.1367305647520411,0.0,0.09785247259717264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582771743593844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28784157719756154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308421563444706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494941917792613,0.0,0.15897809559791254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jfeingold35,2019/08/23,"If you use Pomodoro, do you use the traditional time intervals, or did you develop your own? For anyone who doesn't know, Pomodoro is a productivity technique that involves deciding on a task, then setting a timer for 25 minutes and working until the timer hits zero. You take a five-minute break after the first three cycles, but after the fourth cycle you take a 30-minute break. It's called Pomodoro because it was invented by an Italian man whose timer was shaped like a tomato instead of the traditional egg timer, and ""pomodoro"" is Italian for ""tomato"". Pomodoro is supposedly good for productivity due to the physicality of setting a timer, and the psychological benefits of time-boxing alternating periods of productivity and periods of rest. But the 25/5/30 intervals were developed by the creator's personal process of trial and error, rather than any sort of professional recommendation. So my questions to you fine people, particularly any fellow software engineers: If you use Pomodoro, do you use the traditional time intervals of 25/5/30, or do you have your own variant? If the latter, how did you arrive at those numbers?",13.103917525773193,10.95385699484536,12.175747422680411,50.96042525773197,53.793814432989684,14.854639175257736,50.02319587628865,13.22790407523584,6.790991752577321,923,50,132,25,8,301,110,194,0.018000000000000002,0.9129999999999999,0.068,0.8654,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,12,0,2,4,4,0,0,19,0,13,1,0,5,0,22,21,16,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,13,4,22,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,7,11,96,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667051146365885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711545116055718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953879712871415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023677105919044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667998490017826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447670303365133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776968007599534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580299762219946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594883927546395,0.1712241733460699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196733094767349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29488079772388376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430368859697304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.677458740338465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276081540007965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FreePowerForAll,2019/08/23,"I don’t have adhd. Maybe I have adhd I was diagnosed with adhd-i at the age of seven. My parents told me that isn’t true and that it’s a fake disorder. I went back to a doctor because I was doing extremely bad at college even though I would study for 6+ hours a day and my relationships were failing for my lack of listening. I’ve been on/off medication for the past couple years. Why do I sometimes think I don’t have adhd? I get off my meds or I take too much meds. When I’m off my meds, I eat fast food even though I’m allergic to wheat and dairy or I make crazy bad decisions. My life is a wreck today. Tomorrow is going to be a better day. Thanks for listening to my crazy ramble.",1.2564968814968829,2.8154513648648667,3.7594594594594617,88.38637214137216,79.27027027027026,7.256548856548858,21.51975051975052,8.139509932561175,0.9770212058212056,534,15,121,10,13,187,87,148,0.19899999999999998,0.742,0.059000000000000004,-0.96,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,7,0,16,7,0,1,1,12,28,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,2,20,3,15,20,2,17,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,11,76,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798995526945747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275770864756497,0.20144350952281445,0.0735354711565361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668821962849606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334757858352128,0.0,0.15559388957793904,0.0,0.0,0.1224378145359,0.0,0.0,0.1382534514140112,0.12347082793342865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343551645452512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935113087666627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586735155048006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302466139829835,0.0,0.0685573149767865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879712784056674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520516539674981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052205608264952,0.0,0.12118994334027496,0.0,0.4019811749723847,0.12152293110456525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867758444125567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394632812977095,0.0,0.11515583459436665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951243148164396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193070351686473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906994169110319,0.0,0.0,0.11106071664552214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772954037318261,0.237038474760848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434397913694838,0.1152679853382792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182604398668586,0.1088506156869992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569272349896306,0.0,0.0,0.07768233840400343 adhd,kiasari,2019/08/23,"Could forcing myself not to move, cure my ADHD? >`TL;DR` : could forcing and torturing myself not to move my body and feet help me getting better and cure my hyperactivity? does it have any effect? &#x200B; Hi, I'm a 23yo boy. I've been diagnosed with a high-level ADHD that doctors suggested to not use any drugs because they think I will get addicted to and they have side effects. I always move and I can't sit for more than 2 minutes without moving my feet rapidly and after about 15-20 minutes of sitting, I have to stand and walk a little then sit again, else a strange type of pain will start to emerge. This is why I can't read any long document easily. After one paragraph of reading it, I have to stand up and walk, so it takes time to read the whole of a passage. I can't describe how much I hate this disorder, this life and myself. For years I have been fighting with it with all of my power, but now I think I'm giving it up. :( Besides having ADHD, I studied very very very hard for my education. Now for having a career in my favorite major (NLP), I have to apply to a foreign country university because in my country there is no good education in that major. So, for that, I have to pass the TOEFL test. During this exam, I must read about 4-5 reading passages attentively and answer the questions, and this is my problem. I can't sit and read 4 long passages. :( Two days ago, I forced myself not to move any part of my body when I was in bed so I could be more tolerant in that exam, but it was like torture and had a lot of pain. So I want to make sure if it works and then take the pain. I googled it but haven't found anything useful and that's why I'm here for help. could forcing and torturing myself not to move my body and feet help me getting better and cure my hyperactivity? does it have any effect? &#x200B; Thanks in advance, sorry for long text.",4.74920634920635,5.171170600529101,5.7551455026455045,81.8535119047619,69.18518518518519,7.887301587301588,29.50661375661376,7.645422480735847,1.7671566137566144,1469,52,294,15,24,487,171,378,0.14400000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.105,-0.9513,1,0,1,0,2,0,61.0,0,0,2,8,13,15,5,0,12,0,31,14,6,7,3,54,50,30,0,8,10,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,1,1,19,21,0,0,9,6,0,10,12,9,0,2,6,1,41,6,45,36,9,42,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,17,198,60,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397577465932241,0.2446581683526711,0.0,0.06015246051010071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056463702969471376,0.14704929961596974,0.164910995182651,0.2307305141520119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584175857521359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273181610394949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200306468149688,0.0,0.2261264674178191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671794278696907,0.0,0.0,0.04376311478326645,0.0,0.0,0.068874942915581,0.0,0.0,0.07777171301297663,0.0694560439345391,0.11876685063400498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869430929763295,0.0,0.05668706425581719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440333604382139,0.0,0.0,0.10635978694659354,0.06509605069805723,0.0,0.05691648517306076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060787881782983985,0.06699621395555322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645235423051522,0.07169622451305319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793046106759016,0.03315223246287393,0.06801203797073578,0.0,0.1801578952025605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057690864885444386,0.0,0.0,0.04529607161937351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327370395515447,0.04988380092730477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598267166971938,0.0,0.216618665721422,0.0,0.0,0.07348413615004744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493141418869329,0.0,0.0,0.07601704333282809,0.0,0.40726114433446703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596202828324836,0.048030591260135216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395582744439239,0.0,0.10204228466348758,0.0,0.0,0.06247498412249919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696196579211794,0.0,0.0,0.03956883350649861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628788833200229,0.0,0.0,0.11721590243070995,0.0,0.16797109259351606,0.04002469786514218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246347209292427,0.07576158509169617,0.0,0.06541316659989185,0.0,0.04940179176226716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164910995182651,0.04369864525436951 adhd,check_your_attitude,2019/08/23,"Impulse Buying Not sure what has been causing it, but the last few more I have been going way over budget with impulse things and it kind of got out of control. I'm ashamed I let it happen but the good part is I talked to my fiance yesterday about it and we had a good long talk about how to get out of the debt and how she can help me reduce the impulse buys. It was a conversation I didn't want to have, but I needed too and finally did have it. It makes my anxiety less now and its good to know that things should be starting to get back on track. TL;DR Fiance is going to help with strategies and help me reduce impulse buying.",5.760425299890947,4.880838259541989,6.120785169029442,84.51175572519084,67.16793893129771,8.707088331515813,28.63794983642312,7.447530270364453,1.4610514721919303,496,13,107,4,7,160,78,131,0.084,0.763,0.153,0.9175,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,6,0,16,0,0,5,1,25,28,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,1,1,0,5,2,2,1,0,0,7,0,11,5,17,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,7,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601206559666204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671275440434955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264360461840945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941129767328566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476484018132006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578024793390668,0.0,0.20208906627167086,0.4473759833243428,0.14219825230069927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722281144855246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575150852761597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514528494548432,0.09771103487056143,0.1449259914114193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180660104381216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573422596962734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867899970650593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183213604931215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925337774513379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584363990688455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675689161365594,0.0,0.0,0.2858084638619719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362371138714215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048676173533456,0.14112474915753553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vegancrossfiter,2019/08/23,"I think I read a paragraph at least 10 times and still don’t remember what I read I can’t focus, I just think about other things while reading and get frustrated",13.624545454545455,6.46566115151515,11.94060606060606,68.2309090909091,58.6969696969697,15.624242424242425,45.12121212121213,11.20814326018867,4.711993939393938,130,4,27,2,1,41,25,33,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,19,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155435778687075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8130364594481437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30692088170692033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637210222200445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999972177553394,0.3472133286361759,0.0,0.0,0.15798661250235088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glitterpom,2019/08/23,"PA bullying my husband into using name brand? Hi all, long time reader, first time poster. While I take Adderall for my ADD, this post is actually about my husband and a situation he has found himself in with his prescriber/pharmacy. It doesn't feel right to me, and he is TERRIBLE about self-advocating, so I thought I would reach out for some other perspectives. So he was diagnosed about two years ago at 28 and has been seeing a PA that his psych referred him to as his prescriber. When he went to his initial appointment, she put him on 10mg of Evekeo twice a day. Neither of us had heard of it before, but he went with it because he was just ready to try and get some relief. She handed him a brand-name Evekeo discount card and told him that he could get his first month for free and then discounts after that - okay, awesome! But then she told him it must only be used at this certain local pharmacy (which obviously we know now is bullshit, they can be used anywhere that sells the brand name, but we'll get to that in a minute). Uh, what? He works and goes to the doctor in the town next to ours (\~30 minute drive from our home), so that sounded kind of inconvenient, but he figured a free month was worth it. A few months later he decided that he wanted to ask to see if there was a different medication that he could try, and that maybe Evekeo wasn't right for him. His PA insisted that Evekeo would work perfectly fine and upped his dose to 3x a day. He was open to giving that a try. Meanwhile, he found out through a conversation with a coworker that they get generic Evekeo for $4 with their work insurance (husband had been paying $30 for brand name with the discount card). The next time he filled, he requested generic. The pharmacist filled generic for him that month and the following month. The month after that, they rang him up and said the total was $30 and he was like ""oh, I'd like the generic, please"" -- the pharmacist apparently told him that his doctor had spoken with someone there and that all her patients were ONLY to receive the name brand, no generics. They could not fill the generic without her permission. Guys, that made me RAGE. We all know the song and dance you have to go through for these medications, and to do something like that while also falsely claiming you can only use a brand's discount card at a random local pharmacy is SUCH BULLSHIT. He was annoyed, but he kept shrugging it off. I don't know how many times I've told him to go back to his Psych or GP for a referral to someone else, but he keeps dragging his feet. Anyway. So that was maybe a year ago, and he's been filling brand name at this local place since then. Well he goes to fill today, and this pharmacy is out of the name brand. They offer him the generic, he accepts, but then as they're doing whatever on the computer they're like ""OH, we can't fill the generic without the prescribers permission"" -- their office is closed now til Tuesday. He runs out of meds tomorrow. He said ugh okay and left the rx with them in hopes of getting the generic on Tuesday if The-Powers-That-Be deem it acceptable! When he told me that I was like wtf?! Why didn't you just take the RX (its a paper one) and try a different pharmacy?! This is the perfect opportunity to find one closer to home. He just kind of shrugged. I think he feels like if he asks for it back he would be perceived as a drug seeker, but he's been at the same doctor, same pharmacy, same medication for 2 years, and same doseage for a year and a half. He didn't sign anything that stated he had to use this specific pharmacy, so he wouldn't be breaking any rules (that I can tell?) by changing pharmacies, especially considering his is out of the drug he's looking for. I filled my adderall on Monday and had to use my backup pharmacy because my usual one was out -- no issues whatsoever. I can't imagine it would be any different for him. I even told him I would call around for him to make the process easier on him since I have recent experience doing so, lol. Anyway. That was longer than I anticipated it would be, but I guess I'm just asking for some outsider perspective -- there's something sketchy about this PA/pharmacy/drug brand relationship, right? Like she has to be sponsored by Evekeo or something or getting kickbacks and depending on them? ORRR is this a normal thing and I've just had an abnormal experience? 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I usually go through the day in a fog, mentally fatigued focusing on the smallest task, and taking a longer time to process my thoughts. (I'm terrible with on the spot questions) It's overwhelming, exciting, but also frustrating to know that just one little pill could've made such a massive difference in my life before. (Definitely cried a little because neurotypical people just get to walk around feeling ok like this the majority of their lives lol) I'm still keeping in mind there's still some medication adjustments to made in the future as my body and meds do their thing but I'm just happy to get through the day without feeling like I'm behind everything that's going on.",4.473943908851887,6.728487564417177,5.3838431200701145,77.2003220858896,72.12883435582822,8.828921998247152,32.50175284837861,9.424239791934726,3.3476979842243653,695,34,122,17,14,227,103,163,0.10300000000000001,0.767,0.131,0.5808,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,10,9,1,1,13,2,5,7,2,3,0,25,24,8,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,4,2,10,5,22,20,3,24,0,2,0,0,3,11,0,2,12,74,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493094134724708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680733606580525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998619083370115,0.0,0.11165254832618288,0.14783205158119225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29149599476468624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476285633005772,0.0,0.14413125417746867,0.3384859673461864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708959587916308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792573052662522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269041074665275,0.09373855112101097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566003785177156,0.0,0.1491426761135805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967861537021914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166280906484022,0.0,0.0,0.14422240149135435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267958051065996,0.12820803010086793,0.26301967510448504,0.1158634306538536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483137143514385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574799738234312,0.2643664670974645,0.13223178270758565,0.0,0.13248766559741412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891328449979516,0.09979335415560273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096653189674266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698852318178598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143604720389056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865580182532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717204747922444,0.0,0.0,0.104168418362936,0.07651132096365658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133258519163546,0.14451251666024195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264845925809638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BEENHEREALLALONG,2019/08/23,"I've thought I've had ADHD for a while now and I finally set up an appointment with my doctor. Advice on how to talk about it? I'm 28YO. Went to college, did OK at best C-B grades. Didn't finish cause I had a Full-time job opportunity. Ended up hating that job/career. Going back to school now and pretty much done and ill be graduating soon with my old degree but looking at getting another now. However, I run into a lot of issues at school. It's so hard to focus... I'll read something and it's like I never read it a few moments ago. I can't retain the information even if I reread it multiple times. I know I can read because when it's something I'm really interested in ill easily retain the info. Sometimes I also want to study and/or do something productive but there's a block in my head that stops me. Even when im doing nothing at all I can't overcome it. Eventually it becomes this restless feeling and anything I do just becomes so unenjoyable. I was diagnosed with Sleep Apnea earlier this year and using a cpap has been huge. I have less anxiety and mental fog but I still can't focus like I think I should be focusing. I have an appointment early next week that I plan to bring up to my doctor, is there a good approach on bringing it up? thank you!",2.164302325581396,4.1914307984496135,4.427306201550387,82.46793604651165,78.22480620155041,7.245736434108528,24.703488372093023,8.212053250817874,1.6729813953488368,998,36,196,19,24,346,155,258,0.081,0.775,0.14300000000000002,0.9391,3,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,3,18,10,1,1,11,1,21,7,2,3,2,34,37,18,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,14,11,0,4,6,3,0,6,5,2,0,0,9,3,24,8,26,25,6,43,0,0,1,0,3,14,0,2,24,132,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179671177039485,0.1152949341512964,0.10458781526888296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435367293722148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237190166580244,0.09025926491107787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709274534452823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072425054625556,0.0,0.07192340783870438,0.2606133946381807,0.0,0.0,0.12381943644281765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121204522710901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197537015979595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415281380256487,0.0,0.12074104030618465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450092074986103,0.0,0.0,0.1558577948212755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965746355054364,0.0,0.0,0.12924832240560385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164301872761109,0.0,0.0670543840659632,0.0989613855618527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569262997043744,0.11648713268713845,0.12108807454896466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744554706586722,0.12314713665683474,0.2341665716659897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648422339770275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528438022899815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907885142391916,0.0,0.0,0.1003078089935783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890252977154485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673357186143055,0.0,0.09099837709819016,0.0,0.1254798636019038,0.0,0.0,0.11321112269344427,0.0,0.12380686817759995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003457484328725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540549544327841,0.0,0.07558510223284486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388170500331795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807159771101,0.0,0.0,0.2724950604490888,0.11669155597296473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422408294547534,0.09864190457878837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483299051587614,0.0,0.1086260153436806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560091421495306,0.0,0.0936680139376447,0.06879881245236752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190235815823302,0.0,0.0,0.06959142936155409,0.0,0.0946415647086134,0.0,0.0,0.10937456498405013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759793664067491 adhd,975319753,2019/08/23,"Finally diagnosed after 5 years of being scared to see a psychiatrist! I was one of those people who was able to cram everything in college the night before and was somehow able to do just fine, but when it came to studying or working long term towards anything, I almost always failed. I was always scared of the idea of being reliant on a drug and worried about the long term effects. I am 23 and finally decided to finally get in a psych and got put on 10mg adderall twice a day and am hoping that it helps with all the problems I have been having!",11.121422018348623,6.740715431192662,10.734747706422015,66.63496559633029,59.825688073394495,13.468807339449539,43.76376146788991,10.686352973137794,4.635695412844036,438,18,81,7,4,145,73,109,0.145,0.767,0.08800000000000001,-0.8184,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,2,8,0,12,2,0,1,1,18,17,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,7,1,5,2,17,8,3,19,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,4,12,60,10,4,0.3085962142245577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450726595755307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677677136212623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269741951026429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129632455996842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764759290516931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950951432350333,0.0,0.0,0.15660933076932426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893681784335091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867318947313534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070781029288295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061439254664833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340629165802465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342276873285304,0.0,0.0,0.15325283563052072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418378169961524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730979386321964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447983210844427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455639064567886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697087952813558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764245009191354,0.0,0.15511221507098974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308958645483623,0.0,0.12295561432521444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123308596593254,0.15669721758087427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936292211815023 adhd,FemaleEliteScorpion,2019/08/23,"Please help... I don’t know what to do. I’m currently a sophomore in college, and I an 99.9999 percent sure if I went to a psychiatrist they would tell me I have ADHD. I can’t sit still like ever, am constantly bouncing my leg, twirling my hair, picking my nails, I will sit in lectures and hear what they are saying but no matter how hard I try to focus it just goes in one ear out the other, I have to be a part of every conversation and often times blurt things out and interrupt people without even noticing, I OBCESS over one thing for about an hour and save all these articles and write all these notes and when I get tired I leave it all in a pile and then when I think about doing it again I lose interest. Another thing is procrastination. Simple tasks like go to the grocery store, wash the dishes, SHOWER, put my homework away. Like they are so hard and I always find a way to find something “more” important to do instead of that. I can’t even listen to my boyfriend sometimes about really interesting stuff. I follow what he’s saying for about three seconds and then just nod and say yes after and then try to remember any of what he said. I also can’t stop doing this thing with my feet sometimes and I feel like I’m gonna explode when I’m in a cramped space and can’t do it... it’s so weird. I like move my foot as if I were drawing a shape in the air (weird but usually a Star) and I have to keep doing it over and over and over or I go crazy and get irritated and anxious. These are just symptoms I can remember off the top of my head. I’ll read things a million times because I’m trying to focus on what it says and digest the information if you will but I feel like my brain puts up a wall that I have to keep knocking down and then it rebuilds itself. It sucks. My major in school is web application development, and it’s a very intense program. You must be able to pick up on things quickly and I am falling behind because I can’t pay attention or someone will tell me something and I’m trying to tell myself to listen and break it down word by word but my mind is somewhere else. Some things I’m supposed to know at this point I’ll forget or try really hard to remember but can’t. And it’s embarrassing and extremely frustrating since we work in groups a lot of the time and I feel dumb. Sometimes I take like 4 naps a day because I need my brain to rest and stop bouncing around like a ping pong ball. My conflict is I don’t know how much it’ll cost to get medicated (live in USA). My family thinks I’m a hypochondriac so it’s going to be hard talking to them and asking to see a doctor with my parents insurance or if the visits and meds will even do anything, plus we don’t have the extra money to spend if it’s not covered. Side note- I got into a really bad accident three years ago where I was bed ridden for three months straight. That’s right, I mean I couldn’t get out of a bed or move around (was stuck in a huge brace) for 120 DAYS straight. I had a bad head injury and I also broke my back in multiple places and was almost paralyzed. I started noticing the symptoms after physical therapy but didn’t realize it could be anything until recently. I don’t know what to do. Do I try to push through school and focus as much as I can or do I seek help? Reading through this subreddit has kinda made me realize that I’m not alone, and it’s not really normal to feel that way. Any advice would be awesome, thanks guys.",3.038345941787409,4.403336145275038,4.316439030644954,87.07597409924351,74.00705218617772,7.413063213232466,25.44380048724195,8.00094639256281,1.3481738222849091,2713,89,575,40,55,894,316,709,0.122,0.775,0.10300000000000001,-0.9296,3,1,2,0,0,0,57.0,2,2,4,3,31,23,3,1,32,1,58,18,9,5,6,124,103,71,0,12,24,1,9,8,0,9,8,9,4,1,44,46,2,5,20,4,5,13,17,10,0,7,11,19,70,13,84,76,13,92,0,2,1,0,32,43,2,16,39,389,114,12,0.06099170461343124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330017646084888,0.05960038785678282,0.05406546611093136,0.0,0.0610743819368735,0.06316901184382111,0.0,0.09755008828733004,0.05074998418196106,0.0,0.0,0.08295290126360606,0.06395512025187379,0.0,0.06890326561467758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038195213364734,0.10859109619648974,0.05701901053864152,0.0,0.057303714208460726,0.04689885605448324,0.10185105145402283,0.1115399310834375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617382703273878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591036498709463,0.0,0.04869691319365125,0.0,0.0,0.07866920751566543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062427594111659324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095074291992484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120853337012116,0.05517048866383621,0.05138814168746572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749755098683989,0.0,0.12335695379290194,0.08714497192510819,0.0,0.0,0.1114906261175647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746259328297602,0.0,0.10398897385859207,0.0,0.04878063787761276,0.0,0.0,0.06039137666943632,0.0,0.0,0.21854634936779385,0.0,0.12519017008117486,0.0,0.06874208384140823,0.0,0.08176290790485538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006454320092827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084244589199318,0.0,0.0,0.13407778313866694,0.0,0.0,0.06458140867869637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837972851298456,0.0,0.05385679259348836,0.0,0.0,0.06823411638859526,0.0,0.05185296617834214,0.0,0.05771182562295096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643784665492708,0.0677480342299537,0.061442725745268885,0.0,0.0,0.061584234879014925,0.0,0.048682996727636825,0.12964905923169542,0.08967184137269887,0.045224576147776266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975892075610825,0.0,0.13887891990537554,0.0,0.0,0.08265911504756612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772407009160869,0.06604807249812039,0.0,0.04228396840715218,0.0,0.06372334989844063,0.06695057620039964,0.05765687512083966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262701831670055,0.0,0.0,0.12201641966979827,0.0,0.15629139102887396,0.0,0.06022195021169328,0.0,0.2072751351143324,0.05208658248685805,0.0580170780471927,0.194012206145486,0.0,0.12345372252099215,0.04860249195428834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050452968327115016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167807339339781,0.09390878799300978,0.18096706624959666,0.0,0.04317024244796746,0.0,0.04870805409048288,0.10198359216915244,0.0,0.0,0.0698209096448975,0.0,0.0,0.057483959790983814,0.12678746879991107,0.0458581713580062,0.049022821843567294,0.1599283144510199,0.05615296711410117,0.06974932970522282,0.0,0.28364124885486586,0.07816204315838805,0.0,0.0,0.10669426032716267,0.07010099221093642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484561829912847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717374578857098,0.05032454387412195,0.0,0.09682475238394793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056539921226391426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879382675329301,0.0,0.044402687366273966,0.0,0.0,0.08665351403977364,0.0,0.0,0.03927665807946467 adhd,gracefulgrain,2019/08/23,"Failing Friday 😒 I am so unfocused today, yesterday I was so focused, today it’s completely different... I woke up late and just watched like three hours of YouTube, then I tried to study but I can’t focus for the life of me. I don’t know why this happens... no matter what I do I just cannot concentrate. Also I put in so many applications for a job and am getting so many rejection letters... feeling so discouraged right now. I’m going for a run to see if it helps give me some energy and improve my focus. Please leave me some encouraging words today.",4.02809090909091,5.246078672727278,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,71.36363636363636,9.136363636363637,30.113636363636363,9.516144504307137,2.808363636363637,434,18,84,10,8,148,78,110,0.152,0.6459999999999999,0.201,0.5971,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,14,16,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,3,13,2,9,14,2,14,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,3,9,55,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039433316327006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718102812217456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648635656130814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509056902178832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825542988536726,0.18040766991350554,0.10688083530128348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166303954252008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605501673787514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520468981745253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662403009084536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335479516817801,0.0,0.2121438479050768,0.1991321189657736,0.0,0.0,0.1328348295535232,0.0918783389609911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813337936466621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643727626156502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905578632813616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060522296589472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986228092399925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534786696618778,0.0,0.0,0.1276827888021463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969808008999115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohsnapt,2019/08/23,"too many details life is about maintaining your shit, with an extreme amount of precision you know, the part i am the worst at i am sleeping on a bed with no sheets, and a big pile of (clean!) laundry i am carrying 2 folders with 20 distinct sections for different stuff to do at work, and i just found some paper that needs to be in that folder (spoiler alert it was not in that folder) I have to get to the shoe repair guy to fix my shoes, because my shoe is busted it doesnt matter that i went to yoga, and cooked for the week, and managed my bills, and cleaned my bathroom. That stuff is the bare minimum in an endless downpour of nit picky details that one must achieve to be on top of life in the 21st century i got medicated it helped. i added bulletproof coffee to it, it helps even more. I have an extremely successful to do list that i have spent years perfecting. Still. Now what??",4.465677966101693,5.314048745762714,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372885,70.01694915254237,8.385875706214689,30.00423728813559,8.59863814320734,2.111877966101696,696,27,144,11,12,222,111,177,0.061,0.857,0.08199999999999999,0.5677,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,5,6,4,1,0,11,0,16,9,5,0,4,19,23,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,15,8,1,0,2,2,2,1,3,2,0,1,5,0,16,2,27,15,6,16,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,1,4,103,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522770904885472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462974855339198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568402255525255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252424703611706,0.0,0.0,0.10732825718472576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430046534955162,0.0,0.0,0.203407165662386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753896710166942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289849375272926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902013815631978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082729245879128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069482661875062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232311895876147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392041151836806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224597610656166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108700803698152,0.0,0.0,0.20557751821557926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640559923266241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703344787973919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478288064210408,0.0,0.0,0.19043488917938925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495548749352782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228964360863496 adhd,catgoghst,2019/08/23,"Symptoms tracking app? I use Daylio to track my mood but I just started my meds today and wanted to use an app that I can track how I feel on it, ex: nauseous. Anyone know of something like that?",1.3502500000000026,3.436905525,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.25,4.0,22.5,3.1291,-0.1977500000000001,151,5,32,0,4,48,31,40,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.5588,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,9,7,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407499839451604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926690031974467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183977717151856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354893868486933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718476957890013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771793105473834,0.0,0.0,0.2369479109377873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479483107077529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173174353675206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782577828205158,0.0,0.0,0.19745267122982446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,webfountain,2019/08/23,"About to start taking adderall (prescribed). What should I be aware of? I just got prescribed adderall for ADHD. Of course, I’ll take it as prescribed. We are starting me at a low dose as needed. Then I’ll only increase it if it isn’t working. I also will only take it as needed or on school days (and I’m a college student who has class 4 days a week). I certainly want to avoid getting addicted or building a tolerance to it. I also know to hide that I’m taking it outside of a medical setting as college students are notorious for abusing adderall. I don’t want to deal with people trying to steal it or try to buy it from me or anything, so I won’t mention to anyone that I’m taking it. Is there anything else I should be aware of?",3.4002588801926565,4.4729317350993405,5.080192655027094,83.08989765201687,72.70860927152317,6.815412402167366,30.945815773630343,6.980632752743323,1.868743046357616,576,26,112,5,11,196,84,151,0.10800000000000001,0.825,0.066,-0.7882,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,0,12,3,0,0,1,18,29,14,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,1,23,22,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,5,6,76,24,7,0.0,0.18280305203063196,0.0,0.16819393479582098,0.18542115174271867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467640679214697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078799873658772,0.0,0.2539275903209441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990027278042476,0.15906154407145162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888571202015664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060778974818253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339618394837762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847912589472441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542637854337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880144090446705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346821033604545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696211797654506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614513171734926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840809837586111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800173587957274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094994120168778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200313424102296,0.0,0.12375849701944935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232165909346624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Keyboardpaladin,2019/08/23,"Just recently diagnosed with ADD, no medication works I've gone through several rounds of different medication doses (adderall 5's twice a day then 10s twice a day, then 20s, now vyvanse 40s) and none have had any effect on me. Before anyone thinks I'm asking for medical advice, i already asked my doctor about this and he said ""haha well maybe you don't have add"" which doesn't make any sense because then why would people abuse them without having add. I figured someone else had this happen to them and could say what they did but I haven't found anything on reddit or through google.",4.80720720720721,6.8558086396396405,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,70.7117117117117,7.455855855855856,27.64864864864865,8.167268648758528,1.919205405405405,473,17,84,7,9,147,87,111,0.04,0.925,0.034,-0.1655,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,1,3,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,11,6,0,2,0,18,20,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,6,3,9,2,10,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,7,51,13,2,0.0,0.1899473752555804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566582225093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691188251505896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803975664010733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209616149800296,0.0,0.13192580416642985,0.0,0.2997462654668979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772669815691762,0.0,0.13641648358289038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799869492360394,0.0,0.0,0.20678016802905166,0.0,0.0,0.16271662037320106,0.0,0.16749533159781374,0.0,0.16408946788345133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392283353164725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577741444201478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176626026843905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070116849188644,0.0,0.1610582325264167,0.0,0.0,0.484502293400108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114241986516704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829198459043084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249652978599268,0.12748913410136334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111061864600875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358346046332875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272354920168132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414267721728508,0.0,0.14465959211430854,0.0,0.0,0.15453819555378098,0.0,0.11671142298861024,0.0,0.0,0.11388336529183998,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Northern1301,2019/08/23,"Any Positive Holistic Experiences? I've tried four different types of medication over the years and it hasn't worked for me. Has anyone had a positive experience with any natural remedies combined with coping strategies?",8.643333333333334,11.786161111111117,8.428888888888887,56.00500000000002,62.88888888888889,12.577777777777778,42.55555555555557,11.855464076750405,6.767788888888887,184,11,23,7,3,59,32,36,0.0,0.7490000000000001,0.251,0.8767,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43718305342170943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247596627134351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358383885131542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62886375064761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238189146213066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823796207854487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234013544399488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699805607539726 adhd,starduststormclouds,2019/08/23,"What does inattentive ADHD feels like? I was always the top student in my class all the way through high school. The first time I hit a bump on the road was when I got to college as a Math major. I started to flunk courses, my grades were *not* the top of the class anymore, but studying with my friends helped me through most of it. I am not proud of my final GPA, but I finished. I went off to my MSc, and there I hit a major bump on the road. I couldn't pay attention, I didn't care for the project, but I kept telling myself ""You could do it if you worked harder. You're just not working hard enough"". Eventually, I was accepted into a PhD degree before I was done. I moved to a different country, focused on my project, and forgot about the Masters I didn't care about, happy that it was out of the way. But the same started to happen. I could sit at my computer for hours trying to work, but the moment my eyes focused on the screen, it felt like my brain would shut off. But I kept going, making excuses for what was happening. I was too tired so I couldn't focus. Maybe if I changed projects (which I did), but I still couldn't do anything. Maybe it was lack of interest. I just wasn't interested in the topic as much as my fellow PhD students were. That had to be it. This went on until it was too late. I spoke to some professors and one of them suggested I might want to be checked out for ADD. I did. The prescreening placed me too borderline to tell and the actual evaluation did the same (mostly because I scored 0 on hyperactivity). Actually, the person that made my evaluation seemed to think I was there just to get a diagnosis and nothing more, he was confident I didn't have it, that instead, I had some kind of chronic anxiety and that I should seek the help of a career counselor instead. My family has a history of anxiety, and therefore I have a counselor back home who I see whenever I can. I sent her the report and she seems to be sure that I do have ADD, and it just flew under the radar all this time because I never really had ""trouble"" in school. She referred me to a psychiatrist who prescribed me some medication to see how I react to it. It seems that, as I am a ""borderline"" case, whether or not the medication helps can be a tie breaking factor. The medication helps some (I am still working out dosage) and I have read a lot of on the subject. Not only can I see now how it has been affecting me my whole life, as I can see that my mom might also have it, and that her father might also have had it before her (he died before I was born). However, I am going back home to talk to the psychiatrist about what I am experiencing with the medication in a few weeks and I keep struggling, thinking that it cannot possibly be ADHD. It has to be my fault, right? I can sit at my computer for hours playing video games or doing something else I am interested in, but when it comes to work it feels like my brain crosses its arms and says ""no"". But I still feel like I am the problem. I am the one that needs to yell back louder ""yes, work!"" after all, I am the master of my own brain, right? Isn't that what everyone does? If it is ADD it means my failures were not my fault. But I am constantly scared that I am going to go back, describe what I am feeling and be told, ""it's not ADD, you're really just being lazy"". So, I need to ask, is there a way to know whether you really can't focus, or if you're just being lazy? TL;DR: I've never had trouble in school until I got to college where my grades fell. I never finished my MSc because I just couldn't be interested in it. The same has happened during a PhD and I was referred to be checked for ADD. I am still in the process of being diagnosed, but I am constantly wondering whether it is an actual problem with my brain or am I just being lazy and not working hard enough? Is there a way to tell the difference? What does ""not being able to focus"" feels like?",3.824775287290933,4.6222308585732215,5.124697690294688,84.19570053475938,71.45306633291615,8.314038002048013,27.668699510752077,8.575989854853784,1.81727664580726,3052,105,648,50,55,1019,292,799,0.1,0.826,0.07400000000000001,-0.9786,2,0,1,0,0,0,109.0,0,3,1,13,38,27,0,2,50,1,96,14,6,7,7,131,147,53,1,18,39,2,8,5,2,5,8,3,2,1,48,29,0,4,18,4,3,12,24,9,0,3,43,18,102,18,86,77,23,86,0,1,6,0,34,34,0,22,38,492,150,33,0.055682557435118005,0.0,0.16301443125359802,0.0,0.1338392265523495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905864212661994,0.04633234842269151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519400805600673,0.0,0.055222134626116456,0.0,0.0,0.04582200030772867,0.0,0.05205567460910633,0.0,0.0,0.17126579835383168,0.0,0.10183071055690583,0.0,0.14214526548942755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486405976999216,0.0,0.0,0.1135441567060395,0.0,0.05890476252272234,0.04796559275976695,0.0,0.12034612599285475,0.0,0.08891598236201176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651662368801887,0.05778970347558826,0.1163528421829568,0.0,0.0,0.14618454374881384,0.05698258882714007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651563170733032,0.0,0.0,0.1150699334326387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320706985283104,0.0,0.0,0.052492559529124856,0.0,0.14077387056423254,0.15911852063019746,0.0534639873287849,0.0609975199282668,0.0,0.04736355490886373,0.0,0.0,0.0430202057478163,0.0,0.029091838047044193,0.0,0.12658272238166884,0.0,0.08906885575858174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771970493621478,0.05927511780263136,0.09976126858592267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492913780432951,0.05883167911474646,0.11170829037129523,0.0,0.10967220535309644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049493215507303484,0.0,0.0579848149058783,0.03060167734165953,0.0,0.06281235014829838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039330237045284405,0.1360184246409087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733931910423999,0.0,0.0526881821930226,0.03716853947008588,0.0,0.1118812263759638,0.060654628947915526,0.0,0.22437727405491945,0.0,0.17721118199122304,0.0,0.06521473828639589,0.0,0.05918174637709773,0.04093308663198546,0.08257582157403329,0.12883746304422738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053428915625874436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546388398789816,0.042349094081542964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486198613759819,0.0581764210914784,0.0,0.0,0.06277371705010215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656137474353106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569762592595935,0.0,0.10701501637892373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951051996105318,0.0,0.04428100460661245,0.05574795389323689,0.16906116262260856,0.17748715612310026,0.15207392699499106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286715311717628,0.0,0.0,0.07882480149825359,0.0,0.17787264918310774,0.0,0.0,0.05821149901057626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248015140659959,0.0,0.0,0.04475553044855991,0.1460070285190795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713582688825963,0.0,0.0,0.06493789405536496,0.06399890853656585,0.0,0.05320706985283104,0.0,0.037804801399379716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0328430150605492,0.17679288912915495,0.04466518885436381,0.0,0.0,0.10323657720405116,0.0,0.06216758683754321,0.0,0.0,0.060385358279511914,0.2837629549217696,0.0,0.0,0.039555291191287235,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alturing0101,2019/08/23,"Do you ever get unmotivated when contemplating what life would be like without ADHD? I often get sad when considereing this, especially when it's connected to school related tasks. Knowing that my peers will always be able to achieve better results with a fraction of the effort.. It just takes away my motivation sometimes. BTW, this is not attempting to judge or belittle other peoples efforts. Everyone struggles with things, and I obviously dont know what other people are dealing with. Its just a negative thought i've been struggling with recently.",7.98247720364742,10.331765606382984,7.974802431610942,61.805000000000035,63.14893617021277,10.903343465045593,40.02431610942249,10.914260884657429,5.338980547112463,453,25,62,13,7,146,75,94,0.16899999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.076,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,2,3,0,9,1,0,2,2,20,15,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,10,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,49,16,3,0.2026554042048171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435524139406744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686255306843571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040142325839507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923223640242106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089288231662292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375106244293512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183313415344107,0.0,0.19364592332425729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175816880733125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274822050857052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431415052221818,0.0990071939746113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28099148116113193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000977631221265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050980883109435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004313766438319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237188593610308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237164318578453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346352456573806,0.0,0.0,0.160885754110309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535257787848012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396058467950232,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,existentialbanyan,2019/08/23,Taking Adderall on days I wake up too late to take Vyvanse? If I take my Vyvanse after 10am I can’t sleep at night. But sometimes I like to sleep in!! But then I get nothing done when I take no meds. Does anyone else take a small amount of Adderall on days they wake up too late to take vyvanse? I’m wondering if there would be a problem with doing this...,1.2599428571428568,3.0755682133333337,2.5912380952380967,95.568,80.2,4.819047619047621,22.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,0.02762857142857067,276,9,62,1,7,89,50,75,0.084,0.88,0.036000000000000004,-0.5178,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,8,14,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,12,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,9,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753248890355582,0.15757448325813772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983617086161826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458134513160994,0.1573790208617767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847055080410735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034813933782774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469602335672755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513328871064545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082434474206698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443200812019272,0.0,0.14756420513666968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147154816620355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30779911109300817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521007502941128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6937788376304469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667770586774538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924693183862992,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheDaleOne,2019/08/23,"Slowly biting off my tongue OK, so I started dexamphetamine sulphate (I think the international equivalent is adderal) A couple months in I've redeveloped a bad habit I had in high school of nibbling on the inside of my lips/cheek/tongue. Is this something that is super weird? I am a bit stressed at work atm but my life has never been more together and my days are calmer and I feel way less anxious than before, it makes no sense Thoughts? TLDR - I munch on the end of my tongue and it hurts",3.086770833333333,5.3735316354166685,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,76.39583333333334,6.3500000000000005,24.20833333333333,7.3871296695380915,1.049820833333334,391,13,77,5,9,123,71,96,0.149,0.773,0.078,-0.7188,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,6,1,8,1,0,1,1,9,13,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,11,2,10,10,3,13,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769490297460562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046894993087133,0.0,0.0,0.20860407331220213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26763963885601244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712531353049378,0.0,0.1581010747313086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712959381381627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395489662428948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590137883427146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243749044334924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315626286387342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363912028646418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956759028555738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907432121427306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481042688305073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872797600577013,0.0,0.0,0.17351799879452698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808177959900327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708182930500886,0.0,0.19462123083403288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945881736440105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784716743757282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rosabitch,2019/08/23,"Going back to taking meds I took meds since 3nd grade now I'm taking conserta 54 54. I'm going to my senior year in September 1st and I haven't took meds on a regular basis since April-May or so because my usual school schedule was changed. Since then I took meds only when I needed to and the last time was July 12th. When ever I took them the side effects would be *so* bad. Some days I couldn't eat without wanting to puke. I'm nerves and don't know what to do. I never learned without my meds but the side effects will be bad for the first week or so of taking them. I don't know what to do. Should I man up and take them? Try not taking them? Also I'm going to drink around the few first days of school and although drinking on meds never caused me much trouble but I'm afraid that it will now. PS sorry about grammar/misspelling English isn't my first language.",1.106251817388774,3.2808529779005537,2.4026112241930804,94.8044635068334,82.75690607734806,4.473509741203839,20.023553358534453,5.399115186594226,-0.2376696132596688,683,19,146,3,19,219,99,181,0.08,0.9079999999999999,0.011000000000000001,-0.8927,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,5,12,4,0,1,6,0,15,3,0,3,3,28,36,17,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,5,2,0,7,10,4,0,3,6,0,18,0,18,23,3,35,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,21,91,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081826312758782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883368389278057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809415730443034,0.14788125133105184,0.05398296285448422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097148541642187,0.09368058780575858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422268776371375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735024844642828,0.0,0.09061497526145157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010404196795815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259772626731717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098537873987994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733620842976748,0.0721850225289275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901950309271222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509890630505873,0.0656632093255179,0.13659981244844302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735088737638056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792469562881444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197635070939173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913127849178488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33291574644357314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163776089945192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393556241708486,0.06012376360243714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753200818247906,0.0,0.05223266887798388,0.0,0.07103434369534978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072979702605975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290769660939255,0.0,0.0,0.057027210440876525 adhd,miniwindow,2019/08/23,"Medication Journey Continues Updating on my medication journey. Vyvanse 30mg since January. Prozac 10mg for about a week, started the 20mg a few dsys ago. Vyvanse The Vyvanse made me dehydrated to the point my skin looks weird sometimes, dark urine, etc. Months later, still dehydrated. It feels like I am drinking an ocean to feel hydrated, and I am not always the best at keeping up. Still have the elevated heart rate as it kicks in and leaves my body. Prozac My stomach is topsy turvy. I get waves where I feel like nauseau is slapping me in the face and then it goes away. My stomach feels off, so i dont feel like eating much (a plus since I'm fat), but if I don't eat then I start feeling dizzy (Vyvanse). It has been a rough go. I take it at night so I guess if I were taking it during the day it would be worse. I don't really feel different, but I did notice this. I had a situation where I would typically get all panicky and anxious and my stomach would flutter. But instead, I felt that part of me was like a video I was watching in my head. And there was a stronger person inside of me looking at that panicking part, and not letting that part take the reigns. Like.... the team inside that pixar movie with the feelings, if that makes sense. It could definitely be placebo of course. My psychiatrist said it would take two months to feel the effects truly. My therapist said it was definitely possible to see a difference in about three weeks. We will see.",3.5165501165501176,5.420781604895109,4.488269230769231,84.10881410256412,73.86013986013988,7.703729603729602,28.00058275058275,8.472884824447931,2.006068065268065,1153,46,229,21,24,374,160,286,0.069,0.8440000000000001,0.087,0.608,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,3,10,7,0,0,20,0,26,17,10,3,1,39,56,19,0,8,8,0,12,5,0,5,5,2,0,1,16,10,4,1,11,3,0,3,5,1,0,2,12,19,30,6,24,35,8,33,0,0,5,0,5,14,0,4,21,151,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912883149034654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427637705430246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084505482245416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386824846878498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367905139164337,0.0,0.0,0.09915428775523576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127155493849276,0.0,0.0,0.05756911863308228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652772569344772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461896619640323,0.08744659495249524,0.0,0.1826825953019655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955507127239127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062196759217752,0.19131472346537248,0.08570925966088963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327549349631828,0.0,0.05073186626763018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833644921803504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161256329757424,0.0,0.0,0.10578051747065377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934363056913163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451969570114442,0.0,0.09128042739658124,0.0,0.21805404083537425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992174219195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446554988259737,0.059585679254836425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985199949370068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250237431051738,0.0,0.0656207051914672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376999708069673,0.0,0.0,0.10162981512270633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899988019104084,0.0,0.0,0.07794353791317195,0.0,0.0,0.08438512573508418,0.1006338861604077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718601925460485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982461902535556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422667248617032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768334451247375,0.10033860806362592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882862544283232,0.0,0.126365722365314,0.0,0.14257572093951598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846738037162177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364458631803734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719981030191007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320743590556084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096957500725876,0.2536477276060428,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meowmeow--,2019/08/23,Meds stopped working :( Just started Vyvanse three days ago. First day was great - felt hyped and energised and focused. Day 2 was okay. Day 3 is procrastinating bliss...has anyone else had this experience? 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Welp",13.414905660377354,10.041257000000002,11.888396226415095,57.02806603773586,54.47169811320755,13.618867924528306,45.367924528301884,11.20814326018867,5.365611320754717,243,10,34,4,2,77,44,53,0.075,0.7070000000000001,0.218,0.8788,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,7,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33549191503377074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393851306476642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187575564144529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099085197284074,0.0,0.4680965054218381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26572552193979154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727560070107706,0.0,0.28817393884286624,0.0,0.0,0.41281713704765705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goshawful,2019/08/23,"Time speeds up, it feels as if I must move quick to keep up. Has happened since I was a kid, diagnosed at 5 with ADHD and prescribed Ritalin at 50mg doses daily from age 5. Does anyone else get the time fluctuations? Where time speeds up and it feels like all noise is sped up slightly and you have to keep up with it? It’s a sensation that has been occuring to me on and off ever since a child and I am unsure if it is a symptom of ADHD that others experience??",4.1337457044673505,4.19118239175258,5.677886597938143,83.14954467353954,70.44329896907216,8.940893470790376,26.47594501718213,8.841846274778883,1.6988914089347076,360,10,79,6,6,123,64,97,0.022000000000000002,0.94,0.038,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,0,3,16,15,8,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,17,12,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,10,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752499460927931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825272278338566,0.2025908781034657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006849789330774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302898491434768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517243883454644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885203712576142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341131931145047,0.0,0.0,0.19994967430794944,0.14125355902719613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330225913394828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484605377213547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514910928240425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965976128873314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101485677996792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32711750005799545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551020687031785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458821241445295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Polite_Garbage,2019/08/23,"Relax your face! Unclench your Jar! Hey You? Remember to relax your face muscles while concentrating, lift up your eyebrows and unclench your Jar you will feel how tense you were especially during a hyperfocus! I tend to put on a few reminders when i start to play a game, draw or do university stuff and put in my retainer as a precaution. Everytime the timer goes i will drink some water (stay hydrated my dudes) and move / relax my face from my tense expression of concentration! I hope you all have a wonderful Day. This is such a beautiful and helpful community you deserve to look after yourself and to be reminded to do that cause you know how it will be sometimes.",4.527734604105572,6.943229911290327,5.459589442815247,75.99802052785927,72.46774193548387,9.347800586510266,30.62756598240469,9.800150414767053,3.38197741935484,535,24,94,15,11,175,82,124,0.036000000000000004,0.774,0.19,0.9673,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,11,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,10,5,3,3,1,17,17,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,19,5,13,11,3,12,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,4,5,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514807404468649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787807554840955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398143388706947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378006011093545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408669870851214,0.0,0.0,0.2431452200944832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453766120317506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557337598814826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26018749412323605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921904840143474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773147671056344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421170286687547,0.0,0.17327325427261142,0.2609280747740821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802415632719004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654790710697933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1kemalizm,2019/08/23,"Afternoon Booster Have been diagnosed at 5 and been on various meds since. Last year I started studying in Canada and were changed to first 30 mg of Vyvanse which didn't seem to be sufficient to help with the symptoms especially with impulsiveness. So, I've been on 50 mg Vyvanse for a couple of months and I can say this is by the far the best among all other meds I had, However, my ADHD is pretty severe and affecting me at every aspect in life from social interactions, anger management to activities that require the function of the prefrontal cortex. Long story short, though Vyvanse 50 mg works well, it doesn't last me as long as I need despite avoiding vitamin c, getting enough sleep etc. I am planning to ask for an afternoon dosage as a result but my only concern would be the possibility of building up tolerance when I take the booster in the afternoon (I am not sure if it happens) If anyone has any experiences, please do share. Thanks for those who managed to read my post :)",7.925483870967742,7.645266924731183,8.158623655913981,69.69793548387098,62.54838709677418,11.095913978494623,38.49247311827957,10.577609850970193,4.192554408602152,792,37,136,17,10,260,129,186,0.040999999999999995,0.825,0.133,0.9515,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,4,7,1,1,11,0,18,5,1,2,2,19,26,13,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,6,1,12,5,29,17,5,24,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,12,96,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928025034326225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144461871236116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430714597662899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945917973543687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655073580813955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157808153013399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506011903688425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514102360623078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413841669741654,0.1663703830215655,0.0,0.0,0.12568699491910051,0.0,0.0,0.14592249838406995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268888083104194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793816719315412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319156142973218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999893540897883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431962767812696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536723687327157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26403167137810074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33140123594374604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907065251681485,0.0,0.0,0.1106119210745944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345487245145924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375016598008202,0.0,0.16817323287978697,0.14286912301883498,0.15176535731376967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492161091595321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863053599192015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580399112503372,0.0,0.16852612511056744,0.0,0.12339971373843962,0.0,0.14928347302111686,0.15206588087342712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055873566359666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405963696083884,0.15505071231975429,0.11216159139451487,0.0,0.0,0.13734097907813475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656440722758107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341269056231986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086017154568664,0.0,0.0,0.10597016569579278,0.0,0.0,0.09606428569642207 adhd,Feynman6,2019/08/23,"Can you finish university with ADHD without meds? for several years I(24m) was thinking that I probably have ADHD, last month I went to a psychiatrist, and she told me that I cannot have ADHD since I'm able to read books, and I have an engineering degree. She also made comments during my visit like ""you seem pretty calm for someone who thinks that they have ADHD"" and so on. I think that most of what she said is ridicolous, but it still doesn't help with me being afraid to look dumb trying to diagnose. The proper diagnosis cost quite a bit of money, and takes time, and needs to be set up, and I've been procrastinating on it ever since. Did anyone of you manage to go through uni with ADHD without meds? what about books? I personally cannot properly study, but if I spend the whole day in front of the computer I might get like an hour of studying out of it.",6.854912280701754,6.092604549707603,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,64.90643274853801,10.173099415204678,30.11111111111111,9.444778638647367,2.406069005847953,682,19,135,11,9,225,112,171,0.044000000000000004,0.9,0.055999999999999994,-0.2794,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,1,5,5,1,1,7,0,15,1,0,1,1,24,29,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,4,3,3,4,5,2,0,0,7,2,18,3,26,19,3,19,0,0,1,0,14,5,1,4,11,91,28,6,0.11280784895162413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6778655627622777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021239605026056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887787090010827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315695407845036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275173021329913,0.0,0.0,0.11449759209933286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204115774797984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893744510496043,0.0,0.06411130021710723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561272326487277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109300780661413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195345315860752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102244337064328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947301817366086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674151425770534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060817895222715,0.0,0.0,0.11967130086112515,0.0,0.0,0.09004214878352965,0.0,0.0,0.0836455906145654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984994625029842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476613753756168,0.12162594085503013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199850331526478,0.11283837635763885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107306097090473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269602891905384,0.0,0.12744075983773204,0.0,0.1866316367538585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955817243414047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008849389260602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481746330159882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684814388070256,0.0,0.0,0.06577916390038252,0.0,0.0,0.1077927339474392,0.0,0.07658912453646963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045740061516322,0.0,0.12594593475395188,0.0,0.2174854816637765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264455617423639 adhd,Absent-Minded247,2019/08/23,"Can someone tell me what tests my psychiatrist did on me? Background: I’m a 25 y/o female from Belgium. I went to my general medical practitioner at my lowest point, he suspected ADHD and sent me to a psychiatrist. My question: She did some tests on me and the following 5 points were mentioned in her e-mail to my general practitioner. Can someone tell me what tests she did and what ADHD charachteristics she was actually testing?? A neurological examination shows the following characteristics: 1. light balance disorders 2. Synkinesias with a slightly positive ""mouth-open-finger-spread"" phenomenon 3. positive opposition sign 4. light coordination disorders. These ""soft signs"", which are rarely found in adults, are compatible with ADD. 5. In addition, Dr's Amen’s questionnaire was given (USA). - She asked me to write something down, so she could check how I hold my fingers. - Another thing she did was: she asked me to relax my hands and put them on hers and close my eyes. And whenever she said “GO”, I had to open my eyes and mouth as much as I could. (Apparently she was checking if I could keep my hands relaxed or my if my whole body reacted to opening my eyes and mouth, which it did) I suspect this is point 2",4.110319410319409,6.852420801801808,5.513923013923017,73.50353808353809,75.2162162162162,9.441769041769044,30.36117936117936,9.800150414767053,3.5520648648648656,966,45,170,30,22,323,130,222,0.031,0.907,0.062,0.8203,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,19,12,9,2,0,36,31,15,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,15,0,2,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,16,10,38,2,20,12,3,20,1,0,3,0,23,14,0,5,0,108,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.14129331209718304,0.0,0.34801681291678865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182403504618605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707165968955841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082809136673218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468070340374681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33188179099142395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875381591402024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228700349737958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869523805204006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585982342218473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643667570014297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41061760471368025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555307419642113,0.16219697052938858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772762612319886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453587326581167,0.1114657517900441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531041759957467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961914693059945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422098102509236,0.0,0.16165190127923434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IntroDucktory_Clause,2019/08/23,Question: have you ever switched medication? Why so? And what was the difference? I recently started medication and I'm experiencing some side effects and I don't know if the pros outweigh the cons. Should I consider switching? It would be great to hear the stories of people that switched medication and the resulting change in effect!,4.0429118773946335,7.3852934827586285,4.826781609195404,71.93526819923372,88.3103448275862,8.095019157088123,34.030651340996165,8.515128840125781,4.137855938697316,274,16,41,8,9,88,45,58,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.747,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,3,1,14,10,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,3,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396788949280439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671533032147205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049437210829464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497920123231049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553585947606228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245158437802754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6847302508651788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707371889196076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538080048693936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370855988713587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036599170343874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044423734372004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609474017933204,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ferranti85,2019/08/23,"Concetta XL - Confusion - Sign of dose too high? Hi, I recently started on 36mg XL of Concetta for ADHD-C. It’s really helping with focus and getting things done but I feel like I’m more easily confused like typing and getting my words out. Is confusion a sign of too high a dose? Thanks.",2.9447368421052644,4.916914000000002,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,75.66666666666667,8.068771929824562,28.94385964912281,8.841846274778883,2.5944133333333337,226,10,42,5,5,77,42,57,0.12,0.633,0.247,0.8492,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,3,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283819596586192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796198792759553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815859722270638,0.1952030543231177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855137476223512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831473348466253,0.5773871405376366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26698299435129685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504484894127778,0.0,0.2697920111494179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934010189125961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156312401817377,0.0,0.0,0.1815288343594884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sofis91,2019/08/23,"It doesn’t happen regularly but sometimes I have a “bad trip” coz of my meds and I honestly just want it to end. It’s not the end of the world and I know it’ll pass but I can’t focus, I’m sweaty, I don’t know what to do with myself, breathing is a bit uncomfortable. This happens maybe once a month when I take my Concerta (every other day is lovely) and I just hate this feeling. I want to go home, take a shower, get into bed, close my eyes, and just wait for things to pass :(",1.028727076591153,2.5073508155339788,3.1937216828478974,92.54898597626757,79.67961165048544,6.131175836030206,19.211434735706586,6.937597516519254,0.035307227615965164,366,8,87,4,9,125,66,103,0.16399999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.085,-0.9045,1,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,0,8,3,2,1,0,20,23,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,2,12,2,9,22,1,12,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732642024118448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265498167555837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382834344843975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367588821304594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483816329426705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492451430670903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084166743849944,0.0,0.11793409007903763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670050943365136,0.0,0.0,0.20487555274327102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081518762015732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280867975835891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872880603476704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847411686710407,0.0,0.2304995176436081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563443339296596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099395420408172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523508888010544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120470283214468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786203074376618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479240286454226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spiritus_convergence,2019/08/23,"Need help for job search. (please skip to 3rd para to skip the prelude/intro ) I have had it easier in my life in the past. Jobs were available because minimum pay and I ask around at the right time and there would always be some openings where I simply fill the forms, wait for them to contact me and get hired and start working in the next week. Most not even needing an interview. Things are different now. I am older and those jobs are probably not the best fit. Not just because I am not an 18 yr old anymore. But also because I should be planning for my life now and there is no upside to those jobs. (but of course, I will have to take any job if nobody hires me) Being a CS major, it is to my understanding that I need to find something tech-related, be it tech-support or testers or software developers. I have no experience in this. Never done it before. Where do I even start? How do I prepare? Where do I find jobs? How do I apply and How to practice and know what to say in interviews? What will the process look like? Do I go to a job agency? Where do I find those entry-level jobs or internships? Meanwhile, funds are getting lower and soon, it'll be checkmate with credit maxed out and nothing left in the bank. I am getting worried. At what point do I abandon that plan and just start working any job available? Anyone here ever successfully goes thru this process? What was it like? Any tips? Forums/podcasts/Books to read? Thanks.",2.2726672352869532,4.665911056537105,3.101374436456684,90.20844522968201,79.77738515901059,5.599561350067017,23.892896308029734,6.8039241337230125,0.8105283051053975,1131,40,225,12,29,357,158,283,0.066,0.862,0.07200000000000001,0.5547,11,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,6,20,7,0,0,12,0,32,2,0,3,2,46,49,21,0,6,12,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,18,15,0,2,5,1,4,2,7,1,0,0,4,2,23,6,27,35,5,35,0,1,1,0,7,19,0,6,16,158,41,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657031110580529,0.06926579555021567,0.0,0.0,0.16982661547107908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255582151725664,0.05820624032930328,0.0,0.0,0.07410493607989548,0.07782203659974664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223457084064826,0.0,0.07083463449768199,0.0,0.08735959235448272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697241185365995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518766006882683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996394275419943,0.07529909318775879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142874518202822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282509159038233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047488687361622,0.0,0.04730956484597424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579679436177889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7434627045775422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045748803986869514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904450049711632,0.0,0.11759560008773386,0.08133776692074958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699041145720383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517343182210147,0.06420301494336607,0.0,0.08853109049661058,0.0,0.0,0.07987500034423159,0.0,0.08735072493788347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946595379324811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137707129994264,0.07869262204822376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975126563254877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326667007732434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109004330934438,0.0,0.0661990837127008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064085408245353,0.0,0.0,0.17676189867564662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446446702271104,0.0,0.0,0.06258923569713065,0.0,0.0,0.07664002269868334,0.0,0.0,0.05530370971530646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854032923245445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666008865660453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677343032935808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120545511758747,0.08453846801381967,0.0,0.059134250817364224,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DullCell,2019/08/23,"Advice on bringing up ADHD to my psychologist/dr? So I'm 24 now and as far back as I can remember I've had issues with attention, focusing, organising, daydreaming, etc, to the point where from around High school age it has negatively impacted me a lot, to the point where I had to drop out of high school from being frustrated and depressed with being unable to focus listen or read. I've since started and abandoned several higher education courses and jobs for the same reasons. I do have a diagnosis of depression and anxiety which I take anti depressants for and is well managed, but even then I struggle so much with these issues and decided to do some research. After coming to this subreddit I've never related to something more! Im wondering how to go about possibly getting treated and diagnosed? Should I say to my doctor that I think I have ADHD?",7.7707638888888875,7.891768937500004,8.674583333333334,64.53430555555556,62.75,12.361111111111116,38.40277777777778,11.855464076750405,5.043631944444444,690,33,111,21,9,235,109,160,0.122,0.868,0.01,-0.9229,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,1,1,5,0,12,2,0,2,1,29,22,16,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,14,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,6,1,0,2,2,11,2,27,17,6,22,0,4,0,0,2,11,0,4,7,88,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291408812758103,0.13381225756011247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475565203600724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190205681124568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529531822372112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179582240464552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353828284008574,0.13898714006787805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015978087593664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271981822054098,0.09044492516907854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154339919165636,0.0,0.0778238747193775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28936076828252416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791435976266182,0.2858511779275681,0.13588783336577154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641807570422505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066370341822836,0.0,0.10561347177523277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588975307449449,0.15437474560380504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697303962728902,0.0,0.0,0.14079299697987446,0.0,0.0,0.15512177444423386,0.0,0.0,0.10889698973490357,0.0,0.27717305052493285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546986832924575,0.0,0.11327486003418327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542000965056243,0.0,0.0,0.09692399343543036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431552212178462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295881717647154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774304854917614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312189389263688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850123205471552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mombo_No5,2019/08/23,"People who used to self-medicate with coffee, which medication worked best for you when you finally went for it? Or is it still a highly individual thing with no correlation to the effects of coffee on you? I just got my first prescription of Ritalin yesterday. I'm sort of nervous to take it.",5.569545454545453,7.1703935454545435,7.15068181818182,68.28602272727274,68.0909090909091,11.31818181818182,31.931818181818183,11.20814326018867,4.159090909090908,235,10,41,8,4,81,43,55,0.087,0.84,0.073,0.2422,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,11,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982831941138452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31136147561779576,0.0,0.2417669827276752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732572072761498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003059541401359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31571687823851485,0.2863331133257411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705018244115627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29651521500063704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698746845293505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370655056549656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883063365599628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548456811308603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634852454147738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692375801042254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dyslexicidiot,2019/08/23,"Just got officially diagnosed with ADHD and put on Vyvanse. Day 2 of taking it... So a couple of days ago I finally got diagnosed with ADHD and got put on Vyvanse, and omg it's a miracle drug! I feel like a new person on it! But I don't know if it's because I have the flu right now, but yesterday and today I noticed around 4-5pm my body starts feeling really tired, as if I'm crashing. I usually go to the gym around 7:30pm but I don't know if I'll have the energy anymore if I keep taking these meds. I do already drink a ton of water during the day, so is there any other way to reenergise myself when I have my crash, but still be able to have a full night sleep around 10:30pm? TL;DR - I'm day 2 on taking Vyvanse and I love it! But I crash in the early evening when I don't want to. Anything to help?",1.3253371868978796,2.8420735953757266,3.7773641618497122,88.52288631984587,78.94219653179191,6.9254720616570316,23.09402697495183,7.793537801064563,1.043951368015415,624,20,139,10,15,218,96,173,0.087,0.7979999999999999,0.115,0.6822,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,10,0,10,10,2,0,0,26,27,19,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,10,2,1,4,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,2,16,2,19,23,2,31,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,4,18,87,23,0,0.12071666150603533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901559366553062,0.0,0.10700803679853332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321383778185808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209146937481332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971849067940507,0.0,0.0,0.09933952669330742,0.32239026647652275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358775640253604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340889973099003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357068988883036,0.0,0.3114090401246248,0.0,0.0,0.2450497407257276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182563709628978,0.13999300234347425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973221641878664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207594237458093,0.08624000710024111,0.0,0.1322392020960634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860606065043598,0.0,0.2896444256498205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809138336094809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729851534211866,0.0,0.0,0.1326854403005635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589760631777489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895150010233272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340889973099003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658890391565944,0.0,0.11328440925249618,0.0,0.0,0.13743671922926648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540513256837497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270717395840216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733418448754592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309136934152167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080384163527355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544387433921874,0.0,0.09640448181478846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229171823594817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874604426289966,0.1144252800789803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295234792742086,0.0,0.07120181461711153,0.09581926700540834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alcanony,2019/08/23,"Male with sexual problems hey guys, I'm 22M with ADHD. I've been been having issues with maintaining an erection during sex cause I cant keep myself in the moment and end up thinking about everything else but. The times when I can maintain an erection I cant climax and it just ends up becoming boring. And the other times i cant think about anything else but the girl im with and get hard instantly. Is this normal for someone with adhd or am I just tripping?",3.9009216589861744,5.301927817204302,5.070998463901692,82.36935483870971,71.90322580645163,7.464823348694317,26.1889400921659,7.957251820313856,1.6341133640552998,369,12,69,5,7,122,61,93,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,20,14,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,11,12,0,10,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699031960630321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087887646437504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591309408432613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008311472390505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266283670223694,0.0,0.3463078659496941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757017392402833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214006782463884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357457431751124,0.0,0.0,0.17512854848085901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111722801697442,0.20404998246630526,0.0,0.17376833944285866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154734144174485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870659740747608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564552110531405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053550799131225,0.0,0.0,0.2279938755495064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JimmyJanga187,2019/08/23,"Handwritting - Writting the second letter of a word first Hey, &#x200B; in the last weeks i noticed that very often i - not intentionally - start words with the second letter while handwriting. For example, i wanted to write **Ikea** on my to do list (I managed to avoide going there severall times) and everytime i wrote the **K** first.....anyone else up for the same thing? &#x200B; Regards JJ",2.588178733031679,5.2615389264705925,3.108823529411765,82.09047511312221,100.91176470588236,5.621719457013575,22.877828054298643,7.010146845296331,1.6875257918552036,309,12,48,6,13,96,53,68,0.0,0.9570000000000001,0.043,0.4084,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,6,0,10,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179953535191223,0.4687681608180632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487410371769146,0.19763996365118008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113595593758406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281465355500826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096245887000267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723217978614182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960805903951355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652947702535226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814842941092994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247648641022123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591555494494739,0.11377230478028913,0.0,0.1547257908580966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687681608180632,0.0 adhd,yoshigumi,2019/08/23,"I'm writing a Thesis about ADHD. I need to think of a specific problem. Can anyone help me? I have to write a Thesis so that I can graduate college. I want to write something related to ADHD because I have it too and I can relate to it. My problem is that I can't think of a specific problem statement. Raising awareness and misconceptions are too vague for a statement problem. Can anyone help me think of a specific problem statement relating to ADHD?",2.947126436781609,5.536445321839082,4.998390804597701,76.44402298850576,78.54022988505747,7.085057471264367,33.804597701149426,8.167268648758528,3.2488528735632194,361,21,58,7,9,124,43,87,0.18,0.742,0.079,-0.8205,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,18,15,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,0,11,15,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5362813562775068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800944371239927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906724897972182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993988976176104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029121713214847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7116358938797891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450980207432213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28592595910591034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773260831731207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,diggyextract,2019/08/23,24 married and have hit a tipping point I mess up constantly it is know i understand that is the most frustrating thing ever but i am trying like really stupid hard. i have been going to therapy and started back on meds. The meds make work way easier but at home still suffers i make messes and for get about them. laundry takes a week or meltdown to get done. but the littlest thing in my head (which is wrong i know that) like leaving a cup in the sink can cause my wife to get so upset that if kills my self esteem i keep getting told that im doing nothing to make improvements but she hates when i apologize and try to fix it cuz ill make a similar mistake tomorrow. i have been making a constant effort to be better but i feel that im for ever losing. she called me dumb there is one thing i am not it is dumb i am forgetful but i am not dumb. sorry missing word and punctuation i was on a roll and not proof reading,0.6728032036613278,3.0538514473684266,2.6612128146453102,90.69653318077806,87.15789473684212,5.830663615560641,20.89244851258581,7.255503002510835,0.7678489702517166,725,24,151,12,23,242,114,190,0.272,0.642,0.086,-0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,8,18,7,1,10,0,19,2,1,7,3,36,40,17,1,2,11,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,12,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,15,0,1,5,2,21,3,15,33,1,19,0,3,0,0,8,7,3,3,12,104,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298380912700427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069482762637907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347787667910835,0.0,0.0,0.12422321636411927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613537861278105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374819056677858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187670497294062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114327944717213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527131457297932,0.0,0.06872442606664984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832498777481343,0.11938833604374087,0.1241038679694234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212975672857814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612393566462662,0.0,0.0,0.1074836365006168,0.1337855217021882,0.0,0.13291436129118447,0.0,0.0,0.12804204372824818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815562809276438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528406848252805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035916584437733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686406796894815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603073445301175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194186407511793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143131479554112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095765687500608,0.0,0.07746760845691023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261510777321605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135365562078794,0.08559128988316929,0.0,0.09657080759572832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092050022526474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828819945016438,0.0,0.24101145647281064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155489554822056,0.0,0.16420018339642214,0.0,0.0,0.12588711976531594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598458312052817,0.0969986870694512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803479133894529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221243098023716,0.0,0.0 adhd,buttered_egg,2019/08/23,just something annoying that happened i was sitting with my friend who said she might have ADHD. I asked why she thought that and she said it was cuz she got bored in history class today and couldn't pay attention to the teacher. I wanted to slap her but i didnt lol.,1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,82.8888888888889,5.822222222222222,23.814814814814817,7.1686216300943375,0.9618370370370366,213,8,44,3,6,67,43,54,0.121,0.7929999999999999,0.086,-0.431,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,11,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,2,10,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,30,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417708482620192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658579629649482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971215150570012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274455641331075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251477289389536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016834329307081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410231444248611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893048339912133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576684733229,0.0,0.0,0.26956005440391906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773535540921167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25660973238779194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gurdijak,2019/08/23,I feel like a fuck up because I can't swallow Concerta I feel like a little kid sometimes when it comes to taking tablets. I have trouble swallowing anything bigger than my allergy medication and I've literally wasted two Concerta pills today trying to swallow them.,6.0593749999999975,8.560409520833336,7.281666666666666,64.23000000000002,68.375,9.8,39.08333333333333,10.125756701596842,5.0191083333333335,219,13,30,6,4,74,38,48,0.19,0.7090000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,2,4,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323758539233669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213709689937615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432465955575348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855610681574157,0.4034666956718221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610570789820401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759146031423789,0.28302037406703806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844695796197865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792824517284309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231569026458189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676645747554668,0.0,0.0,0.1917184528957028,0.0,0.2758456225045005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FredoD,2019/08/23,"Help Me Motivate!! Long time lurker, first time poster... 44/M, recently diagnosed ADHD-C with a saisón of anxiety & depression. This past Monday was prescribed 10mg Ritalin IR twice daily. I've read that it might take a bit (anywhere from a week to a month) for the intended effect to take hold, but I gotta admit: I still don't wanna do shit. My biggest thing I wanted to combat was my general lack of motivation. I work from home, and if I don't have a project due soon, I'll find ways to waste just about every second of the day, with nothing to show for it in the end. Even when I have work to do, I'll wait till the last possible moment to start, but once I do my hyperfocus kicks in and I'm off to the races. After that though, right back to my ""Oh, squirrel!"" nonsensical internet black holes. I took 1 tablet right after I got my meds in the afternoon. I felt a ""rush"", but it felt more like I drank a couple espressos, not the euphoric ""focus"" that I've read others having. Only took 1 on Tuesday as well, with mostly the same results. Yesterday I began my 2 tablets/day regimen (7am/1:30pm), more of the same, but more like 4 double espressos that lasted longer. I don't really eat breakfast, just coffee (which I've held back from since starting meds). If anything, my hyperfocus gets amplified, but only on whatever it is I'm doing at the moment it kicks in, and not in the ""I'm motivated to be productive"" sense. Reading this over I think I'm doing something wrong, but if I don't have the motivation to figure it out or try something different then I'm just spinning my wheels like before, just with more energy from Ritalin. Starting tomorrow I'm gonna try having a decent breakfast in the hopes maybe that helps regulate how the meds work, but I gotta be honest I'm not exactly sure if it'll help. Am I doing something wrong? Should I wait longer for my system to acclimate to my meds? Any words of advice? TL;DR: Ritalin isn't working like I'd hoped, still stuck...",4.205739795918369,5.3502293188775525,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,70.86224489795919,8.763265306122449,27.52040816326531,9.140100540675403,2.22205,1551,53,303,31,28,518,205,392,0.07200000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.152,0.9856,1,0,3,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,0,10,15,13,1,0,22,0,25,11,1,8,2,59,57,21,0,10,19,0,2,4,0,6,4,0,1,0,17,8,6,4,11,4,0,3,8,4,1,3,11,3,29,9,47,38,10,54,0,1,1,0,4,15,1,9,38,184,46,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705450858632293,0.08704604192829038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651603264064128,0.0,0.060576130299825136,0.0,0.06814446632630312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330364724526446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699104778704255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579886174795959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972501622897795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856317077235556,0.0,0.11489594920638875,0.0,0.07672279606968338,0.09041234818422199,0.0,0.09306760553974347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114908604247862,0.0,0.0,0.0788967147264299,0.0,0.0,0.05883521354485755,0.0,0.0750521011153957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105779936078053,0.0,0.0814157261774969,0.07576974593000169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046539605857346254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124385599950749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912142266843534,0.0,0.089352549613246,0.17694921071663255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522100371342245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407614773294025,0.0,0.0,0.07883127331785983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949087661552757,0.0,0.3957825403626913,0.0,0.0,0.0944977367884567,0.0,0.0,0.07110125163164405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547279379847386,0.0,0.0,0.09486521869313032,0.0,0.13549574583658416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085035080479469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042211994264692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673064747843349,0.0,0.05706568138961333,0.0,0.08795383036310044,0.0,0.0,0.15214434019950482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143734077995223,0.07368628551481747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572991026628465,0.0,0.0,0.18914971207285086,0.0,0.1422756955472763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395501026258309,0.0,0.1339512191221235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917949992382586,0.05707761921210041,0.08751873428307097,0.0,0.10388425749021572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979379878134873,0.12095630078768063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254054328272828,0.07070601181289367,0.07145304059044244,0.0,0.08009186701939072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593995324662028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947857333497288,0.0,0.0 adhd,sebulon_88,2019/08/23,I can't fall asleep and tomorrow is the day school starts back up I need help. I'm rocking back and forth like a grandma in a rocking chair and I can't help it.,-0.4450000000000003,1.491198944444449,1.3588888888888917,101.35000000000002,87.33333333333334,4.711111111111111,20.11111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.2982555555555555,126,4,32,1,4,41,25,36,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5858076972327528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566178780746664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106450863444705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860981956374007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824472390187813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855112202567269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696170274179421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WonderfullWaffle,2019/08/23,"While everyone around me is progressing, it seems like I just can’t grow up. I need to know I’m not alone... I feel lost because I don’t know what to do with my life",0.9034234234234226,1.9824186216216224,2.6145945945945956,98.28423423423423,79.0,7.095495495495496,20.44144144144144,7.793537801064563,0.2798360360360359,127,3,34,2,3,42,29,37,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.5365,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,11,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679874773198765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162956201336796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658983659745126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395079098111722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965222547863374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39053124104446174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509615095993105,0.17358343984501998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878559580498384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634531901595465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234551425443641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sarilain,2019/08/23,"I'm scared. I've been trying to get my shit together my entire life. I'm a grown friggin adult and I have nothing to show for it. No career. No achievements. My health is deteriorating. I'm lonely but I have no friends. If something happened to my boyfriend or we broke up tomorrow, I have no way to support myself. Any direction I try to move in just seems hollow and meaningless after a while. I always start strong but quickly run out of steam. I do have diagnosed adhd from childhood, but due to a lot of bad experiences from then, feel absolutely sick to my stomach at the thought of going any where near a psychiatrist. I fought so hard to get out of forced therapy/medication. I'm really scared of going back to being misunderstood and labeled as all kinds of things I'm not. Strangers don't really care about you, you know? It's my deep dark secret I never tell anyone. But what I am more afraid of is wasting my life. I did something maybe even more difficult a few years ago and left a ten year unhealthy relationship. Whether it was that person's fault or my own... it was an abusive relationship. Apparently they call this ""perspecticide"". It's like being in a cult. Basically, everything that is you is slowly erased and transformed into a mirror of the other person, and you don't even realize it's happening. The way you think, feel, act... Unless you've been completely brainwashed like that, you have no idea what it is like... you completely forget yourself. No idea who you are, or even were. I've come a long way since then. It's like I got a second chance at life. But now I'm stuck. Always had someone else to dictate my life and no idea how to stay focused now that I am on my own. Nothing that I try works long term. It's that ADHD lack of motivation. I think it's time I hang up my fears and pride and admit I need help. I know this is stuff that has been posted a million times already... but do you have any advice? Self help tips? Encouragement for seeing a psychiatrist and/or trying medication? It is SO hard to pick up the phone or even step outside the front door. I never leave the house alone. I think I'm agoraphobic. But I don't have anyone else who can do this for me. I think I want to do this, and I know I can. Can you just pretend to be my friend for a moment? I'm scared.",1.9347140522875816,4.304252037037038,3.487087418300653,87.09376838235296,80.91721132897605,6.43937908496732,22.198665577342048,7.645422480735847,0.99864302832244,1811,58,369,30,48,597,222,459,0.20600000000000002,0.688,0.106,-0.9938,1,3,2,0,0,0,67.0,1,10,1,5,15,24,2,5,20,0,39,10,2,3,3,60,75,31,0,4,17,0,4,4,2,0,8,0,1,4,29,15,0,0,18,2,0,10,13,12,0,3,12,5,50,12,45,60,9,53,0,2,1,0,31,15,1,7,27,244,79,4,0.0,0.0933919271432068,0.0,0.0,0.1894589669264792,0.07702456158338683,0.06987150543386975,0.0,0.0,0.08163647281319437,0.08698273203503268,0.0,0.13117348468847265,0.0,0.0,0.16080627362491445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022923094955556,0.08076309905928243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060609736886935925,0.06581360346097376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048671792587163,0.0,0.08036492433573045,0.0,0.0,0.0678987161415431,0.16528805536758895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000331004540362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169238580075576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824641436038704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084069715325891,0.07710365682288813,0.0,0.08869737252243053,0.07971017996554076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217963365136135,0.0,0.08236314157463545,0.0,0.08959343396904626,0.0,0.06304165763668727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940518243582292,0.0,0.14121918792000174,0.0,0.0,0.08378476956686702,0.0,0.0,0.10566629449270608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095073186230697,0.0,0.26694346416793674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208163938540007,0.12995656784748094,0.0,0.0,0.08346178387072382,0.08564101791145001,0.0,0.2226990179641715,0.15403502174516326,0.0,0.0,0.13951109394199535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701218113349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918792611733584,0.0,0.08755417241977903,0.07940550696397887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377598121522471,0.0,0.05844598124004542,0.12158574272812478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126487830562696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764976002456514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549029076268751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009915900395158,0.0,0.0,0.1692520117226036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367456094513476,0.0,0.06281143075167261,0.07175716180052905,0.08222919345997315,0.0,0.08091029677981919,0.06520289390254824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678615844187925,0.12136302269324267,0.0,0.0,0.0557910630714929,0.08401443568400194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090233052973991,0.0,0.08944698620854673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889445269472877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236625279426175,0.2020254338345366,0.0,0.06257636348936263,0.0919242186243389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406156632818527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649162928096148,0.18769720393551512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057383813268628216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151837858172807 adhd,We3zly1,2019/08/23,"Pro tip: don't leave your knitting needles in the pile of laundry by your bed. You will step on the needle when you get up to go to the bathroom, it will go almost a quarter inch into your heel, and you'll have to limp to the dollar store with toilet paper and an ace bandage in your shoe to keep your sock clean to get bandaids and antibiotic cream.",14.625,5.916755944444442,12.708333333333336,68.07000000000002,59.0,14.955555555555556,47.111111111111114,7.1686216300943375,4.17447777777778,276,8,59,1,2,87,52,72,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.4306,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,5,3,2,0,0,7,10,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,14,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,1,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350533268509796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539794222897606,0.0,0.49383224846233004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386171910948596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600350557362984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zhezhijian,2019/08/23,"What kinds of therapy have been useful, if any? Asking on behalf of a friend with ADHD. They seem to think that therapy can't work, which I'm a little skeptical of, but hey, my problems are different.",4.0307692307692315,5.593420794871792,5.515897435897441,78.67076923076927,71.8205128205128,9.302564102564103,25.82051282051281,9.725611199111238,2.5144974358974364,157,5,29,4,3,53,35,39,0.126,0.773,0.10099999999999999,-0.2508,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080519487581005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430928630192968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396285815501266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678042955066252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803548717319755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692227219569203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569042469781043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526769914683666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333479791281799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862582596030037,0.0,0.0,0.16424223566990134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213818615520508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866071138393953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jpveiga,2019/08/23,"Differences in attention deficit types Hello guys i have been late diagnosed (21) and for the past few months i have been researching a Lot about attention deficit. What i wonder though and wanted to know from someone more experienced / knowledgeable in the matter is What is the difference and the symptons of innatentive type and hyperactive? I know that the deficit comes in different levels for each one but is the difference in How it affects an individual, high? (I dont know how to say this, can only think of the mathematical concept of interval or deviation from the mean) What i mean in the second question is, someone with mild ADD is gonna be much less affected by someone with high ADD? Or the difference is not that big but we just say it like this? Is it all related to dopamine release? If so, can we say that someone with extreme ADD could be (mis)diagnosed as depressed?",6.605303030303031,7.9961958827160515,6.906722783389447,71.77570707070709,65.48148148148148,10.829180695847363,36.332210998877656,10.832165505486646,4.275486419753085,711,35,124,20,11,230,96,162,0.076,0.898,0.026000000000000002,-0.7976,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,12,0,17,1,0,4,1,41,27,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,11,14,0,0,11,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,4,8,1,21,21,7,13,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,6,4,93,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979468198147927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249695117216036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978160026321987,0.2351710116816738,0.0,0.6051939637984074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577556174131158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470990361953085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448041760725271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100470666792135,0.0,0.1306840621975296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659855179376394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849169005141573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523896425872614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247051765526974,0.0,0.08516322071569822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850308805082026,0.08810929111703235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059211659917444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977872814749486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763861667259908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926379655590677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423212494791429,0.113822225037847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833144457728091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563459094570473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mnguyen75,2019/08/23,"Opening a shit ton of tabs and never reading them First off, I am not sure whether or not I have ADHD, but I find myself relating very much to a lot of these post and I find it quite comforting so thanks guys =)). I have a really big problem with follow through. I get really into certain topics and open a shit ton of tabs on the subject just to be distracted by something else and entirely forget about it. When I finally come back to the original topic I find myself disinterested and feel really bad about closing all those tabs. I was wondering if anyone else has that problem as well.",7.280028985507251,6.532819800000002,7.994565217391307,71.88344202898551,64.04347826086956,11.492753623188404,34.81884057971015,10.864195022040775,3.765231884057972,467,18,86,11,6,157,80,115,0.205,0.659,0.135,-0.8567,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,7,11,2,1,6,0,6,2,2,1,4,32,12,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,6,1,1,1,1,12,5,15,10,5,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,4,6,67,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948442866730916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024404485969057,0.16154790592295368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212357646830584,0.13164489654563324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581568235106795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263420168367903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972089236399155,0.0,0.0,0.17271588474414326,0.4323128253913076,0.1341109982886586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237421050950157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611456966617898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340423740488043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590297902711658,0.0,0.12160208286087322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510008720848535,0.0,0.0,0.30173099070298753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769767269864036,0.15770911262069967,0.0,0.3030154874580321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236846818567495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137933289423385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859875929967165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451580801756018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009132998505335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176106979025666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098253491458504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kalmisia,2019/08/23,"It's not you! Socializing IS exhausting! The last few weeks I've had the opportunity to hang out with so many groups of fun people. This is what I've been wanting! People to hang out with! So why am I getting so tired I can't even think straight? I thought 'lack of sleep, poor nutrition, lack of exercise'. NO! Socializing requires so much more mental energy than I realized. Add the sensory overloading that happens with ADHD and now it makes sense why social activities can be draining. I'm an introvert by nature but I consider myself to be an extrovert trapped in an introvert's body. So if you're like me wondering ""What is wrong with me?!"" The answer is NOTHING. Everyone's brain needs a break. Take 20 minutes to yourself to recharge when you feel tired. There's no shame in breaking away from the activities to do some self-care. This will be my new strategy. I hope my revelation helps someone else!",2.250137420718815,5.096476593023258,3.7183932346723085,82.32861522198732,85.3953488372093,7.778435517970403,27.00422832980973,8.575989854853784,2.623072093023255,722,33,134,20,22,237,117,172,0.18600000000000005,0.726,0.08800000000000001,-0.955,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,9,7,0,1,9,0,14,7,3,1,0,25,26,9,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,3,1,13,4,21,19,6,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,6,85,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821574537940034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240482325070214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835988684786907,0.0,0.1692020319959095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661712491461136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001104281760902,0.0,0.0,0.14483144617457056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663824869064757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918896845633415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403267995255258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015940468212726,0.0,0.0,0.150543018227998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354962263226968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404935171817763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011740232743284,0.15366799469327308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152746716072808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142124814798456,0.11238709151528478,0.0,0.14638706429873666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454353178823429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015883980762048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812036507108995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516792691162952,0.4635189924569417,0.1284246057899867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396163192983895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711981234229138,0.0,0.1203294964163263,0.0,0.3484143931467301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939979933323555,0.0,0.12158015679740768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735363516708418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437099038871328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571779036178472,0.0,0.0 adhd,2dubs7,2019/08/23,"“Can you repeat the question? I couldn’t hear you” Nothing fuels my anxiety more than not paying attention to the professor, then being asked a question… My go to response is that I couldn’t hear the question being asked. This has been my go to since middle school 😂",4.5238235294117635,6.320358588235294,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,70.9607843137255,7.452941176470588,28.43627450980393,8.07648339933343,2.0571921568627447,212,8,37,3,4,68,35,51,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.1326,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,14,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,4,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549400446498893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786890055888795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021258308244946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565472309339457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433945559236976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6806624734167327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497798443046167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754047662625066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sexy_Slendy,2019/08/23,"Is it stupid of me to acquire my own prescription and by out of pocket uninsured upon turning 18? Skip a this section if you don’t want background. To expand, I recently got diagnosed at 17. Getting the diagnoses in the first place took almost a year of begging and I can still tell my parents don’t really think it’s actually an issue or that it’s affecting me; instead choosing to say it’s all my fault. And I’m sure some of it is. I’ve already asked if they’d ever be okay with me taking meds and it’s pretty much a solid no. I feel ADHD affects my day to day life badly enough that I need medication, and having already experimented a small few times with prescription medication from friends, I’ve found it treats me and my symptoms amazingly well. I’ve looked into it, and goodrx seems to have generic prescriptions available as low as around $40 and I could easily afford that a month even with my super low income. In a few months I turn 18, and then I’ll be able to acquire my diagnosis report from my psychologist and take it to a doctor or psychiatrist by myself and explain why I feel I need medication. Am I being totally insane and unreasonable? Like I genuinely just want to know if this is an awful idea. Thanks if you actually read all of this and choose to help!",4.205470368835478,5.644272385826774,5.83707003729797,77.0243203481144,71.20472440944881,8.811935350186491,28.722751761293,9.276330184999452,2.5558299212598428,1022,39,192,22,19,349,151,254,0.084,0.7829999999999999,0.133,0.8706,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,4,7,14,1,0,11,2,14,8,0,2,5,50,36,22,0,9,7,1,2,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,15,19,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,3,4,26,9,30,28,10,24,0,2,1,0,10,12,0,9,12,133,41,3,0.11645023431414245,0.0,0.2272772610847057,0.0,0.13995055193545336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660808846411805,0.0,0.2570114585683429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036653974229645,0.10886524945759868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723108152277213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297603645803597,0.0,0.0,0.15020153489020116,0.0,0.0,0.23638907314135876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919174923945335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032422115630464,0.0,0.07691428149617455,0.10533590383887508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391067420727972,0.0,0.0,0.11776147481455132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990525098189798,0.0,0.12768167131246488,0.08996916216381053,0.0,0.0608404411229644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313589031237553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805413739518055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314581401694297,0.0,0.1215437899032652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399800334232769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225224433864814,0.056891702357351616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778886808292916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934995849686942,0.3519340796564907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858989320590168,0.0,0.08560432115658441,0.17269274641675078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930420424974515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166570968933657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847175291241775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648174740136512,0.0,0.07460100198030742,0.0,0.11498055772427075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926059002967688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060119197546634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299730754817412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975296770916433,0.12103638145075987,0.17511216758752246,0.0,0.10178263754240616,0.1072117301740642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461660809412775,0.0,0.0,0.06790306809655411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938049508280908,0.0,0.25332883081443264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737073064003236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470274575933827,0.0,0.10507822379323574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499013292740317 adhd,lolalanalola,2019/08/23,"Starting uni soon - tips? Hi guys! So I will be starting uni in September and I’m worried that I’m not gonna be able to be motivated enough to succeed. The program I’m gonna be following is pretty intense so I can’t afford procrastination. I know that I am capable of doing it if I can actually get the motivation and drive to study. Right now I’m on 54mg of concerta but I fucking hate it. I don’t feel like myself. And I want to stop using it. Do any of you have any study/dealing with adhd in uni tips to help a girl out? Thank you in advance!",-0.2118159806295381,1.9160994406779643,3.09714285714286,87.86983050847458,88.49152542372879,6.083292978208232,22.83535108958838,7.447530270364453,1.0820537530266343,426,17,95,8,14,154,75,118,0.083,0.722,0.195,0.8557,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,4,4,5,2,0,3,0,13,1,0,3,0,15,30,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,11,3,14,23,1,14,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,6,57,16,5,0.23191360843133604,0.0,0.2263142278887785,0.0,0.2787150896901749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154184127796087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396287519248021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726248864714282,0.16567912820187652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144003939886704,0.12116528852417555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296309337526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289666751032917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544680320246645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274536541290361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113301274670708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359395142218935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805295444593274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282992914009829,0.0,0.0,0.19389016105256973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135148920676269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029889649135094,0.0,0.0,0.1367886549272059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355195267164676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Toch_Lighte,2019/08/23,"How in the heck do I deal with pills getting stuck in my throat? I was so excited to finally begin trials of my medication, but of course it got super-stuck in there, and no amount of water I drink is able to take care of it. I can’t even get to sleep because it’s starting to hurt my throat - this started over 6 hours ago. Anything I can do besides more water?",3.584605263157897,3.992639828947368,4.932736842105263,86.77015789473684,71.76315789473685,7.658947368421052,27.042105263157893,7.554174236665415,1.2985452631578944,281,9,62,3,5,94,56,76,0.11900000000000001,0.799,0.08199999999999999,-0.4408,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,3,1,0,4,15,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,13,12,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,6,40,12,0,0.25026772357823623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184723666174405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594901231285714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256088139226512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516462365743714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580150337902963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516709118921584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529947109230952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274156058190273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615091123005292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001619609371601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464632951306732,0.0,0.26791677425067795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521184020051813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25044846393514725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35428156573915925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881701819283393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Secretly_Awesome,2019/08/23,"Scared of getting medicated I read some scary shit about the dangers of taking ADHD meds (only thinking long-term) and I really didn't like what I heard. What can you tell me that might convince me? Those of you who have been medicated, did you notice any changes in your cognition over time from taking medication?",8.78201149425287,8.31713501724138,8.225862068965515,70.52201149425288,60.896551724137936,11.1816091954023,34.85057471264368,10.504223727775694,3.5575333333333337,253,9,44,5,3,80,47,58,0.242,0.727,0.031,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,4,11,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,9,2,7,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,2,2,30,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406940797725256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361952535323652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186655026103654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463648614833884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784524431108177,0.0,0.0,0.17723887614914366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246263982851305,0.6052741362719182,0.0,0.2124622876442757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801673502301106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231971211624062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003312356638512,0.0,0.1283025988353369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051225350268265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055815012978275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011668153612592,0.0,0.17505095865137366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832943902390964,0.0,0.0,0.11678315135741082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sowhateveryonedoesit,2019/08/23,"Getting help I’ve had difficulty with life for as long as I can remember. I finally told my doctor at age 30 I can’t focus to the point of being at risk of losing my job, and I am depressed. Saw a psychiatrist 5 times in the past couple months. I’m going to begin regular talk therapy and prescription stimulant therapy. TL;DR: go see a doctor",2.8869565217391298,4.804932115942034,5.99644927536232,72.55380434782613,75.66666666666667,9.817391304347826,27.44202898550725,10.125756701596842,3.317220289855072,272,11,49,9,6,100,54,69,0.155,0.805,0.04,-0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,5,13,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,11,9,0,13,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,0,7,28,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240929736809296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744367534611934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145912282338322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218591223835429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058123291771804,0.0,0.23020224207101364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575000324220682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009774251395892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305125658002213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923058195493913,0.0,0.2265766166672961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165562436471498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333554209465464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914540758187664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294243276877433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613883020905173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278403972496674,0.0,0.0,0.4632159973881496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809549143556568,0.0,0.0,0.1935238323792679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,omofca,2019/08/23,"ADHD and social anxiety Growing up, I made social blunders everyday. I was soon outcast after a few years. By middle school I was socially anxious. Does this happen to other people with ADHD?",3.1649999999999987,6.3074549117647045,5.4561176470588295,68.05652941176476,88.11764705882355,6.249411764705883,27.388235294117646,7.554174236665415,2.9084305882352948,153,7,18,3,5,53,29,34,0.114,0.833,0.052000000000000005,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,5,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201495728742842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554797888213854,0.24447420122010746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937603957244034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136477749452088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476609264103726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500268428286621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190117546078921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6617879228215632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935666945409605 adhd,Alexander___Hamilton,2019/08/23,"I’ve been on Strattera for about 3 weeks now, and I’d really love to hear how other people have experienced it Hey all, I’ve been trying Strattera for about 3 weeks now (I’m on like day 20 or so) and I am not sure where to start, so let me start at the start. Within the first few days I had bad side effects — stomach aches and headaches, with or without food in the morning. The stomache aches continue, I get about 2-3 every week which are extremely distracting and disruptive while I’m trying to work — like to the point where I am messing stuff up at work. In addition, over the last week I’ve started to notice my mood is really not great. I’ll have some serious mood swings between happy and angry, but even my parents have commented on how I seem to have a short fuse for my temper lately. I guess I’m looking for help. What have you guys experienced? I’m hoping that this stuff will help me, but so far I haven’t noticed any positives — only the negatives. I was diagnosed when I was young with OCD, and my mom says stimulant medications aren’t an option because they could reactive tics (though I haven’t experienced tics in many years, but I don’t want to suggest that I try stimulants to my doctor since I’m in college and it could seem like I’m fishing for drugs) so I’m holding out hope that maybe these side effects will go away and I’ll see some positive effects of this medication. Can anyone offer advice or experience with the medication? TL;DR: not having a good experience w/ Strattera, but other meds aren’t an option according to my mother. What do you guys think?",5.3403354632587865,5.959537242811503,6.158867412140577,78.78092092651758,67.94568690095846,9.45488817891374,30.026996805111818,9.516144504307137,2.6027662619808307,1259,45,244,25,20,415,169,313,0.07200000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.12,0.9654,3,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,6,16,17,1,1,12,0,27,10,2,7,2,47,51,24,0,5,11,3,0,3,0,2,6,2,0,2,15,13,1,1,6,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,5,7,23,10,37,41,4,42,0,0,2,1,17,21,0,12,23,152,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585228613499827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670447553759114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858671810795801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215866219035763,0.0,0.08190094459268177,0.05979467457705428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566335597864007,0.0,0.0,0.1265197033100676,0.0,0.0,0.09955915371121052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003991388091162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375310822636192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478743431161746,0.0,0.08264494641895573,0.0,0.0,0.1919014305025588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343519367878609,0.1186106606811681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051247908789734085,0.0,0.05574673384749493,0.08227312947456099,0.0,0.1081444284370768,0.10805705102875918,0.19424878678693,0.0,0.1044184910467916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055441292959353,0.0,0.1314951450074129,0.0,0.0,0.19485074796330706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995633628130898,0.11064964633941013,0.0,0.0,0.1003035383070385,0.0,0.14376526794453634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237078659631375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852993774758386,0.0,0.0,0.09944773280238738,0.0985444590219273,0.0,0.10895573326968123,0.2964456746423417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148816707298824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335193524037789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460176656109528,0.0,0.0,0.10891719295932044,0.0,0.0,0.06800316548987566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272663300468163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567776546467244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780050020052974,0.0,0.0,0.07816492699461883,0.17859466808372432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114095445270275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777140606254564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245788676936248,0.0,0.0,0.09244854203463128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285202827636688,0.09637279966830264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978974970193786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057855947000705225,0.0,0.3147271094776704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945551347496274,0.0,0.14282118783596473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316666055438916 adhd,Shiningsilvergold,2019/08/23,"The Superpower of my Choice Hello Fellow ADHDers, I have the desire for a superpower which has stayed consistent (!) for the past years, which is if I could pick any superpower, I'd want to freeze time. Everyone else would remain perfectly still while I could take as long as I wanted to get something done. So getting from point A to point B for example, I could wander about in the woods (which would be still, but still pretty), daydream, perhaps get lost, take a nap, and then arrive at point B as calm as a cat in the sun (and then resume time, and everyone would just assume I was 15 minutes early and completely calm). For writing a paper I could freeze time for as long as I needed it to. I could start writing, take a walk and eat food, take some photos, go onto reddit (hmmm... would the internet still work if time was frozen? Let's just say yes.) And it would be great for work, because I would take days and days to get certain things done, but then when I would resume time everyone would just assume I would be super super speedy. And then, yes. I'd freeze time on other things. Like when sitting with my boyfriend - I would just freeze time so I could take it all in. Where we're sitting, how his hair falls, how the living room looks when the sun hits it in a certain way. Maybe it would be even better if you could choose certain people to be unfrozen during that time... maybe that's bending the rules too much ;) And can you imagine cleaning? You would literally have forever to clean if you needed it. You could take an hour to move one object, and in real time it would literally be no time. On a more somber note - the day my cat was put down - I wanted to freeze time so I could just pet him forever before he was gone. Take in his fur, his golden eyes - how his paws shone like silver. How the trees that day were particularly full and green, as well as the blades of grass he lay on. I wish I could freeze time.",5.082139401934917,5.565745018469657,5.1708608179419535,86.11674857080038,68.47229551451187,8.005321020228672,25.026495162708894,7.793537801064563,1.0880843447669304,1498,35,312,16,24,469,176,379,0.025,0.807,0.16899999999999998,0.9943,3,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,5,0,7,24,14,0,0,21,2,42,4,2,5,5,71,66,40,0,34,11,0,7,2,1,13,0,1,4,0,16,12,2,0,4,1,0,6,1,1,1,1,9,11,31,13,40,26,5,64,0,1,3,0,17,19,0,7,37,202,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038050705064916916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03410909850422224,0.0,0.04761281577995333,0.0,0.0,0.049486852199559436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866680668394661,0.0,0.0,0.4467479384754036,0.0,0.0,0.14434305574711148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452093723205613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057255010724069015,0.046742468609353764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03695715369975098,0.0,0.0,0.16039961413657772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765991683107757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693482614689067,0.0,0.03180000308627047,0.0,0.0,0.0616895900568807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551035149677206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721685572563826,0.0,0.054672691400379336,0.0,0.049408493241364496,0.09903523107412486,0.04698734952162601,0.0,0.061080507222318565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242682341193196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947035051965744,0.0411326998420194,0.0829785086463222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037915944586520284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534145174259355,0.03879152594607806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868412437193488,0.0,0.0,0.05692543304432882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624932263829177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368801289462013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449694418508897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307619794479135,0.0,0.0,0.03960459822251572,0.05963962303232105,0.17874005825000516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365641421249184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434683220421136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915274108547171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900952932317138,0.044413758166667115,0.0,0.0,0.05030945349214856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434445073509514,0.0,0.0,0.08147049881690213,0.0,0.0,0.5167264112456612,0.0,0.0,0.03603260427909785 adhd,Amberlinwastaken,2019/08/23,"Newly diagnosed - starting vyvanse - extremely anxious I finally got in with a good psych who actually gave me a real evaluation and determined that my depression, anxiety and binge eating is likely brought on by untreated adhd which makes SO MUCH SENSE. My inability to be productive or find interest in things breeds anxiety, boredom which leads to binge eating which leads to more depression and anxiety and inability to be productive which is a whole ugly cycle. I believe I am very sensitive to stimulants and have existing anxiety/panic attacks so we revived to start with 10mg vyvanse. What should I expect? I am planning to pick up the script and take my first dose Sunday morning to see how it effects me instead of taking my first dose on a work day and risking having to go home If it gives me a panic attack. Any advice you can give me on this to make this a better experience ? Should I eat first? I read some subs talking about protein making it more effective while acidic foods can compromise how it metabolizes? Hoping this med will give me relief but I always have nerves when starting a new medication. I have Valium I can take if I need but hoping I won’t have to. I know it sounds stupid since this is essentially a pediatric dose, but I am a 100lb 5ft girl. Thanks in advance.",6.828024691358024,7.5376150946502065,7.626765432098768,69.23644444444443,64.7201646090535,11.253662551440327,35.13004115226337,11.072351349416056,4.24318732510288,1040,46,175,29,15,348,148,243,0.134,0.777,0.08800000000000001,-0.7448,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,11,7,15,3,2,10,0,20,10,0,11,0,37,42,19,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,1,1,17,10,4,0,4,1,0,5,1,7,0,3,3,3,25,8,23,33,5,24,0,2,1,0,9,7,0,6,13,123,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.10536106928809033,0.0,0.12975640175355888,0.10550495571512417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983791928548159,0.0,0.0,0.07342185587188094,0.0,0.2477853814850161,0.12197296441715474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565808408883316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164282000291855,0.0,0.0954888095647712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963034598892809,0.0,0.1859851412506707,0.10958511817383994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314342642130043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561329699703884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827352721120395,0.0986806797251946,0.27551225231389603,0.13055518034158867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107178651519338,0.061360630225962325,0.09055832919345308,0.08635177092135875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830057956851326,0.21447291831906914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933631928041725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274764897625479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620818041056486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992796705272665,0.10876627303748944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936880944176224,0.08005680961627137,0.0,0.10427604432894323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667703573884187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799709042761722,0.12289107640811342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603641596433499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931214007935423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292606482005789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435352107068075,0.08678048639657251,0.0,0.09940231132190254,0.0,0.0,0.07172905717930407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908480236037275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054227421265545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786018972807422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ramuzyka,2019/08/23,"Having the proper tools, but don't know how to use them. Diagnosed at 24 last October, got put on Vyvanse and it was an incredible realization. I had no idea how much I had been suffering my entire life, and to what extent I modified my behaviors to make my shortcomings not be as such. Well, coming up on a year being medicated, I'm finding myself struggling to function in this new state of mind (not that I was an expert at function before, but still). Things were amazing at first and then I slowly started to realize that I went from driving a beater sedan, to all of a sudden being handed the keys to a super nice sports car. Like I've been given the nicest tools with no knowledge on how to use the tools. I have difficulty explaining what my difficulties are because explaining the feelings in my head feel like the equivalent of trying to explain the color Green to a blind person. So it leads to frustration because I don't have the language to communicate it. When I'm on my meds, I forget about my inability to function or communicate and I just go. I feel like my medicated self and non-medicated self are struggling to work together. Any nuggets of wisdom?",6.219128763613073,6.915784394618839,7.2373894939141605,71.54463004484306,66.04035874439461,10.317616912235748,33.41736066623959,10.290406445055957,3.5606786675208197,932,39,164,22,14,314,132,223,0.145,0.715,0.14,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,10,12,1,2,15,0,17,7,2,7,1,34,35,15,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,11,1,0,7,6,4,1,1,10,7,21,8,32,22,3,27,0,1,3,0,7,10,0,1,12,119,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885905452007973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723683295260054,0.0,0.12370225316494265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522651130895138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755117592016662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205158282835204,0.20770990283554505,0.0,0.0,0.13286886556033908,0.12365473672206904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261918493969908,0.0,0.11626857327491505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491952862517025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410913506715524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989354604437557,0.11849891246360593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268169516433548,0.21306663979110926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970380278963643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229546649988296,0.2928972793856344,0.0,0.0,0.14678592648942082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106866346084858,0.0,0.0,0.1404027592198367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126934647736617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614065216214625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033128050101967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289620463657187,0.0,0.1160955699330224,0.0,0.0,0.30395216736582903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657978118581542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869915323850753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511122842075299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307083534239522,0.1347628128718174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583373515125956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361585244874017 adhd,littlevvitch,2019/08/23,"difficulty focusing: on sex/achieving orgasms/women and ad/hd I (40F) just made an observation today between my female friends w/ adult onset ADHD and sex/orgasms....wondering if there is research to support...or others who have observed difficulty regarding relaxing during partnered sex enough to achieve orgasm, or even during masturbation.... Myself, it seems with partners to be a hyper focus on the act but still cognitively attentive enough that i can't seem to 'let go' right when I am at the point of orgasm....others I have spoken with it is that way during masturbation, (takes a long time, then they get soooo focused on the O, that it just draws out longer....) I can only speak to the female experience, but would love male feedback also...thanks folks!",8.14,8.892120723880602,8.114141791044776,66.72180970149255,61.91044776119403,10.282089552238807,35.406716417910445,10.125756701596842,3.8331373134328373,603,25,92,12,8,195,98,134,0.026000000000000002,0.868,0.106,0.9051,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,7,0,10,3,1,1,0,16,17,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,14,13,2,16,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,4,6,62,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246828079716112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424313099000154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244269999741784,0.0,0.1356522296046474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090205136681455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867686996191974,0.0,0.10730310844639276,0.0,0.11672276915947462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001601241284346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175574360731972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536439310835498,0.19433649116837512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562015238600572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941514530474531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539427263279408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739423420370716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401755136679486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23306395258469526,0.0,0.0,0.15442097034561486,0.0,0.0,0.1890872534329922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975932694309704,0.0,0.1946771965339796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302189744852036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458967870460348,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThatsWhatShesSaid,2019/08/23,"Increasing dose? Recently diagnosed and a few weeks ago my dr put me on Adderall XR 10mg. I have my follow up appt next week to possibly adjust dose. I was interested in trying to take two tomorrow to see what 20mg would be like. Is that a bad idea? Will it have the same effect as if I took one 20mg pill? I have a feeling I should be on a higher dose and curiosity is getting the best of me. Thoughts?",0.4899870801033615,2.502775569767444,3.2296899224806204,88.92680878552973,84.0,7.078036175710594,22.34625322997416,8.167268648758528,1.2569912144702844,313,11,71,7,9,110,63,86,0.040999999999999995,0.818,0.141,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,0,11,6,0,1,0,11,18,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,3,2,9,3,9,10,4,14,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,7,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858113127446207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964674408816224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469350570199085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388266978269919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189758214601463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122935645498691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656274514039686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495672982851712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502464731189125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594468055763355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652677845046155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365436205879681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233245556297175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750532426342506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691790986145067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186803599072394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261429312220121,0.1597546932396307,0.0,0.2298559796363201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774903334916679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671518742688605,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KyotoSkateShop,2019/08/23,"Hey, i just got a diagnosis and i’m not sure where to go from here. So I have always had trouble focusing. I can get excited about new topics but towards the end i’m just off doing the next thing. At best I’m the flaky friend—always late, always a little distracted—and at worst i’m apathetic 😑 I am just not sure where to go from here. I’m supposed to see a doctor about medication. I do need it. I just want to be able to not seem like the lazy person. I try hard but without lists i just have such a hard time. And it makes sense. All the anxiety and depression coupled with this inability to really focus killed a lot of my academics. I wish i had known years ago. 🤬😤 I’m just wondering where i go from here. I have the official “you got it” but i still need meds. I’m a little afraid. Anyone talk me through this... what now!?",-0.6510285714285686,1.54309509714286,1.974285714285713,93.37571428571432,95.17142857142859,5.542857142857144,17.285714285714285,7.087006719466742,0.2281999999999997,642,18,146,12,25,220,100,175,0.22699999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.069,-0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,18,10,1,1,12,0,10,2,0,1,3,29,31,7,1,4,13,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,4,3,16,5,19,26,4,21,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,3,10,93,23,2,0.14019929998660727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427822029642052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499711461618414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725208074739544,0.0,0.0,0.09803061034672753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713051572650448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512785880187688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075345164241814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434999242892992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417496643123747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831763139025227,0.0,0.07324834773028956,0.0,0.2390354792295749,0.0,0.2242603752981661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511820696780938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510975318075476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815091703656475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684942962332746,0.28103306052846505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919243127420133,0.0,0.0,0.09358412140646642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572981661536595,0.1412360450220769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079120089623792,0.0,0.13540535756420047,0.14910354606213733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241662100921245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898152615796703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117206904247662,0.12763217719034814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119633420721233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642723620936299,0.0,0.0,0.11268688667413912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314218522202622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175133927509537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518612176715506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826931795707102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122227593816135,0.13514712216340236,0.15204016033374038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028375257676677 adhd,inventhor92,2019/08/23,Job for person with ADHD in india hi I am jobless male 26 from India with ADHD. most of the office work here is so draining for me so I left those jobs. I can't find a job that fits for me. I specified my country becoz it affects my possibilities. so I hope you guys can help me. any suggestions or advice could help me. thanks.,-0.3675000000000033,1.8975666617647065,2.3325882352941183,90.45064705882356,95.61764705882356,4.484705882352942,17.094117647058823,6.2581,-0.09789294117646996,255,7,53,3,10,88,51,68,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.9009,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,2,8,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,0,36,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724263239660154,0.19206496833720305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365975396803095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692802391039698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964181396453818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946139658642398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26348470005999336,0.0,0.0,0.19521705870084807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851323239446159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135505747179252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161861266889672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157895821418996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809554977515545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430896853151868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elipanda56,2019/08/23,"Trying to understand something and I think it's ADHD related but I'm not sure... So like, background info, I actually have ADHD combined with Sensory Processing Disorder (known from here on out as SPD). I'm actually so severe that they tested to make sure I wasn't autistic (nope, she's just really ADHD with some sensory problems). So like, when I'm really overwhelmed/overloaded, I have these weird...self-destructive habits. Like, I'll have this overwhelming desire to slam my head into the nearest hard surface, or hit myself, or bite myself, scratch, slice, literally anything. And it is an actual internal fight controlling that urge, to the point where sometimes I lost due to how quickly the urge responded. I guess I'm just wondering (please somebody say yes) if other ADHD people struggle with like this internal demon that seems to want to harm your body in whatever way possible, and why it only ever seems to rear its ugly head when I'm overloaded. Hell, why am I experiencing this in the first place? I really just want to hear that I'm not a freak and that yes this is something other people with ADHD go through.",6.987045707915272,7.877222130434781,7.550434782608697,69.29046822742477,64.41062801932367,11.200148643626905,33.797473058342625,11.051253699011982,4.1204302489780735,899,37,147,25,13,297,126,207,0.203,0.713,0.083,-0.9844,0,0,2,0,1,0,36.0,0,1,1,3,13,14,2,2,6,2,7,3,3,3,3,38,26,15,0,5,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,16,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,5,14,6,21,23,1,18,2,2,0,0,7,10,1,8,10,90,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.2953228517606541,0.0,0.606169983830921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301279647569436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205109399888648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131416163539878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561325339023218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124860494480264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580553266138659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057330461895158925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112688078650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903655648996566,0.0,0.2070568640838909,0.0,0.1136951910965909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713272621589786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011865886761477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733587319645308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672115368844352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987018140050894,0.0,0.1053945129265042,0.11073214732175587,0.09536093566816514,0.1137231409040872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652522428470804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387228219734265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022107281353236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366842515407056,0.10523623068081908,0.11396177586517932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531937642662774,0.09976947661787104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545806135606436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901498886330754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463761306607248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848854836748426,0.0,0.0,0.1050160348490572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189991928139236,0.08007110135452318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205077246741985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939630359444433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abubblegumdrop,2019/08/23,"Driving With ADHD I just got my first car a few months ago although I've had my license for nearly 6 years. Since I started driving to/from work I realised it is literally such a painful experience for me. Driving home after work, after my meds have started wearing off, is the absolute worst though. I start to get restless like I need to be doing something in my purse or on my cell phone and I end up rushing home and trying to weave through traffic and speed just to get home faster. It makes me feel so horrendous (restless/irritable/angry/anxious/sad/hyper all at the same time?). In the mornings it's not so bad because I have just taken my meds, am more rested, and I listen to a podcast that I enjoy. Does anyone else relate to this or have advice on how to cope with a ""commute""? (16 minute drive home). Even when listening to podcasts or music it really just drives me crazy.",4.727235067437377,5.802253433526013,5.447528901734106,81.68416425818884,69.57803468208093,7.385163776493258,30.601637764932562,7.492282038375204,1.9603799614643544,696,28,130,7,12,226,114,173,0.099,0.846,0.055,-0.8148,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,11,6,0,1,7,0,9,2,1,2,1,20,21,13,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,4,0,1,3,3,18,2,23,17,6,29,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,15,90,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735464251337526,0.1411106323141585,0.1280060815645344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313624338756785,0.0,0.1009711458205177,0.14795971235186414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057191898712966,0.08802778398737267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263695536350211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063162353210262,0.0,0.12789973048663078,0.0,0.0,0.0953779632219568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125553647238578,0.0,0.0,0.0730153711075381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283059081852117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089102421433506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154936553791999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793988788229787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054885763112638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639127957681627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208022058917539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526247895722602,0.0,0.0,0.1070742786387128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365681557382474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250936867365496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945308610865325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116981726186677,0.0,0.0,0.3066312365429483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187691548563347,0.0,0.0842035601917868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804133369207166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025672872327625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299191257107754 adhd,whorewithaheart_,2019/08/23,"Conversation topics change too much I went on a date with a girl tonight who said my conversation with her changes. I will disregard what she said and change the topic. This is from my adhd, I’m not trying to be rude. It takes so much concentration to not change the topic. How do you guys keep from people feeling like you aren’t listening to them when you are you change directions so much? This is ruining my connections with friends family and woman help.",4.707044334975372,6.689704137931043,4.990476190476193,81.42000000000002,70.83908045977013,9.109359605911333,26.221674876847292,9.606745405546679,2.3627123152709357,368,12,70,9,7,116,59,87,0.078,0.8140000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,15,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,3,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,4,12,2,9,10,3,5,0,1,0,0,18,1,0,0,4,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919321148400916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7886576932675966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405613371108395,0.0,0.07539111696695988,0.10651943922866726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519685260044125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147635725503565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994081020778924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252987874903682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284434903056379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288242814225921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336946592772553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836627969578689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210713800688132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123136462717544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822026836485798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lovetortoises,2019/08/23,"I occasionally forget that I don’t like oat meal, excitedly make some, then get disappointed by it. I feel like this is a good analogy for procrastination. Every time I’m like “this will be a good idea!” and then it never is. Can anyone relate?",2.410638297872339,4.9463266595744715,5.1483404255319165,74.89400000000002,80.27659574468086,8.01531914893617,20.038297872340426,8.841846274778883,1.5607225531914888,191,5,37,5,5,68,36,47,0.08800000000000001,0.597,0.315,0.9039,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,7,10,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273762824024432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683921881555141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106849588973907,0.2275722465698302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642927334896487,0.0,0.0,0.5343694007408701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35960427538626866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668824473403956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263465737178536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456854659131616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185749118068264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cherrysnail,2019/08/23,"Finally getting diagnosed! I’m 14(F) who’s been showing ADHD inattentive type signs ever since I could remember, I just never knew what it was. Everyone around me just knew me as the girl who couldn’t focus, who’d go off track, etc. I did my research about 2 months ago & realized I’ve had all these signs quite literally for forever now, and just started highschool going into rigorous AP & honors courses it was really hard the first week of school. Focusing was impossible, and it took me 4 hours (not exaggerating, 4pm to 8pm) to finish homework that would usually take me 1 hour. I talked to my therapist today, took the diagnostic test and scored pretty high. (unsurprisingly.) I’m going to get a doctors appointment set up for next week so I can get medication, & hopefully my life will be a hell of a lot easier :)",5.416363636363634,6.731692987261147,6.962350897510135,70.5672900984366,68.171974522293,11.059409380428493,31.47017950202664,11.022393298168332,3.8932471337579617,657,27,117,21,11,226,114,157,0.065,0.8370000000000001,0.098,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,8,3,1,0,6,0,13,4,0,0,3,23,28,5,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,10,1,12,2,14,12,3,27,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,16,68,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595947234040844,0.0,0.11771544798798245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43165252178768987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821640000335958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602662595122868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478492303889894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592210955118536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810239951205093,0.0,0.12012138719851514,0.0,0.1268920601985547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547128778391724,0.0,0.11295602402719615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081409448948851,0.0,0.2264127089639529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895893660281626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403060343006889,0.0,0.13189617473289644,0.2615541904913393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379758781262997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289822473120445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337777791810195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599632596217584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242029340371768,0.0,0.14122982031314782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510105087670293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124465993371407,0.0,0.0,0.08507237815114763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043173361155926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343964206516329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985004284923797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399353774339936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984590115696633,0.10673621907023202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418613772206796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587487359484145,0.0,0.2950819991927962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462557922335882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304153183267927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433431318242602,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zlobqueen,2019/08/23,"How do you deal with unempathetic professors? So sometimes when I have alot of reading or writing I will bold, enhance the spacing, or use bright colors to help me read. I left one of my essays in bold and my professor wrote this. ""Why is this all bold, if I could remove the hold formatting, I would, as it would be easier to read"" Which I responded with ""It makes it easier for me to read. If you told me I would have been happy to change if you asked me"" This professor has written me multiple rude comments saying nothing I say makes sense and my thoughts are not clear. I have reached out to her to tell her I struggle with reading and writing. I have even told her I use grammerly and natural reader to help. I have accomodations through my school, so she should already know I have a learning disability. I am now done with this class but this is a common issue I struggle with. I've had many issues with professors getting annoyed with my or being rude. I try very hard on school and I take these things extremely personal even though I know I shouldn't.",5.0872399445215,6.1074155048543695,5.5573092926491015,81.42718446601944,68.70873786407768,8.992510402219137,30.73370319001387,9.23628265651192,2.5625586685159494,838,33,164,16,14,269,117,206,0.09300000000000001,0.813,0.094,-0.4271,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,0,8,10,3,2,5,0,24,0,0,5,2,43,38,18,0,9,8,0,1,0,0,6,0,2,0,1,11,13,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,5,0,1,8,5,37,5,22,21,2,9,0,0,2,0,22,5,0,7,3,122,48,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584212639733747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660874467492143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063550871403443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104887538517543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756663627260458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669894413635948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506400809943374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957937069821297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139398724248138,0.10215431546114656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287254005925993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380489812714073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534296907452244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239010036666674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522405141825959,0.11561512416126465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942110859169124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727409163991854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957228345390398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703368581742623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813728224445888,0.0,0.2308220759897216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278502601220625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384314440937952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574126480590721,0.0,0.09967293761931548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576079123884394,0.0,0.11204029378487763,0.0905322523158104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793354778074034,0.0,0.0774233059150009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969818641932275,0.0,0.0940920650512216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290021459630633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302479820805675,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrreoweh,2019/08/23,"Survived an entire day in a conference room being polite and helpful Answering questions and helping a visitor at work. I was with them all day as the designated helper / babysitter. After hour 2 and the second story about how he got his computer, I think it started to physically hurt because I was tensing up everything. Couldn't use phone or laptop frequently due to being polite and needing to answer questions. I resisted saying things I shouldn't (was really tempting in order to avoid talking about his planned home renovations for the 3rd time). Visitor and I only did work the part that kept me sane and engaged (love the work) enough. When asked how it went at the end of the day 9 hours later, briefly lost the facade and enthusiastically explained to higher up how if I never have to be locked in room focused on talking and being polite to someone it'll be too soon. Was proud of myself. Only fabricated a reason to escape once, and I waited until backup was there first.",9.156992019643953,8.35895798342542,9.203609576427258,64.89736034376918,60.32596685082871,11.138367096378147,37.79066912216084,10.25414643259724,4.037080540208716,789,32,124,14,9,260,120,181,0.053,0.816,0.131,0.9259999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,8,9,7,0,1,12,0,15,1,0,5,2,31,27,17,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,5,10,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,10,1,13,4,25,9,3,29,0,2,0,1,16,10,0,4,17,93,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239722441353328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285193626661564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29469847050707665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490896948360642,0.15738571498016254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689403509435294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956202773329034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182300908547508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419174299316306,0.0,0.15278786234450986,0.0,0.3000060561093953,0.0,0.16306009129246188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627362236024015,0.0,0.13747338196202066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294222852845827,0.11747740776737388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221421814715767,0.0,0.2316901470943336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649460787332042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412631316516868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757912348882056,0.15660877385222094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211297749490974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905896024399924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781180949613024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448556612083724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119363495631048,0.09759953649759028,0.0,0.0,0.08881813502736201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315542679282553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120076401083356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326690192128638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThePhoebius,2018/11/28,"Does Medication suddenly not work anymore? tl;dr: Can medication just stop working after some time or am I in for some uncomfortable questioning? I know that everyone is different in what kind of medication works for them and Ritalin seemed to work for me immediately for almost three years now. I haven't heard or read that it suddenly stops working. I try to do a couple weeks every year without medication, just to assess the situation (I take it daily otherwise) and everytime I felt a significant difference. Recently I started to have the suspicion, that the effect might wear off, since I started craving sweet drinks again (something that went almost entirely away, once I got medicated) and had a general decline in being able to function. I'm now in my second week without medication and it doesn't feel different at all. So I'd say Ritalin doesn't have an effect on me anymore. I do have an appointment with my doctor next week, where I'm definitely going to talk about this. I just wanted to know if that is something more or less common of if it's my body having a mind of its own again (I've had unusual reactions or none at all to all kinds of different medicines). I'm somewhat nervous about this, since the doctor I'm at right now did not diagnose me and I'm concerned he might question the legitimacy of that diagnosis. 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Strattera (Atomoxetine) is, all in all, a decent substance and has helped prevent me from continually getting arrested for being an impulsive IRL troll. One problem I have been facing recently though is a lack of libido and more often than not, erectile dysfunction to varying degrees. I notice my hands get cold and wonder if my circulation might be a cause of these side effects. Tried taking lots of ginseng with it and it sort of helped but results were inconsistent. Has anyone tried stacked anything like ginseng or something similar in order to maintain sexual drive? While operating on Strattera? 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I go to the best school in my state and I feel like I have a thousand pounds on my back. I’ve asked my parents if they think I have ADHD and they just say that I don’t and that it is made up. I can’t do anything without music in my ears or complete silence so in class I can’t get work done. I pretty much have no friends because of how impulsive I am with words and I feel like everyone hates me because of it. My parents punish me but nothing helps and it just keeps getting worse because I don’t trust my parents anymore. I constantly get in trouble at school for stupid impulsive shit either being said or me writing or drawing something. People keep on saying I’m smart but don’t apply myself and think I’m not trying, but I really am trying / : Other prolly just call me lazy and dumb because I look like I’m purposely not working in class. I have no motivation because I feel like I’m just gunna grow up to be like every other middle class white kid. Someone please help",2.8156248305773914,4.181378548387098,4.396530224993223,86.27698021143942,74.57603686635943,6.764868528056384,26.128761181892113,7.285733465282438,1.2634984548658177,823,29,168,9,17,276,117,217,0.162,0.68,0.158,-0.4629,3,0,1,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,7,16,5,0,2,0,19,2,2,3,0,37,40,17,0,1,15,3,4,5,1,0,0,4,0,1,8,9,0,2,7,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,3,10,32,9,17,35,3,19,0,0,2,0,15,11,2,4,10,108,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552400427182474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531217464447716,0.0,0.0,0.0873855118357668,0.0,0.09927353103582504,0.0,0.0,0.08165373264262818,0.08866440702877589,0.3236628949287397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144009565676156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843209827921747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133843648902306,0.11475391456845133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866947442158724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946984927468621,0.10146931607406966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147718851161995,0.2275869659951515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204230878848924,0.0,0.16644003803269616,0.0,0.06035035523657178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484086814134093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235414642930685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877351230666992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593959141136773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917304905795419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047976381897143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806203793662228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018923902806911,0.0,0.11142878395386306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537350531305038,0.0,0.0,0.07361893533982881,0.0,0.0,0.11656498493239363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803364065408463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136056361828853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101122667189463,0.1688934671626771,0.0,0.21494036529922286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900274577365923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997463783441778,0.08175042754418588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608482406142786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419239221108826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236359294506643,0.0,0.1546155052740716,0.0,0.10821691712356717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676605391785251 adhd,JuneLightningBug,2018/11/28,"I’m about to get straight A’s for the first time in a decade! The last (and only) time I got straight A’s was in the 6th grade. 10 years and a whole bunch of failing college later, I’m getting Straight A’s this semester! I literally had to drop out of classes last semester because I was failing so badly I would have gotten dismissed from the university. I got diagnosed and medicated shortly after, and now I’m killing it in classes. It’s pretty unreal and I’m kind of getting emotional over it lol. Fun story! When I got straight A’s for the first time back in the 6th grade, Best Buy had a deal where for every A you got they’d give you $5. I got $50 and with it I bought Smash Bros Brawl, which became my most played game of all time. Now, a decade later, I’m going to get straight A’s for the second time and Smash Ultimate is going to come out next week! A strange circle, but a welcome one. 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I (19f) have been diagnosed with ADD for three years now. I have been on stimulants throughout this treatment, at first it was Prozac and Vyvanse (75mg). I hated how Prozac made me feel. So I stopped taking it. Eventually the Vyvanse caused me to feel completely neurotic, I was experiencing symptoms reflective of bipolar disorder. Doctor said this was normal, so we switch to 20 mg adderall extended release. This also made feel rather unstable so then he added a 10 mg short release to my regimen. I’ve since only taken the short release and now I am prescribed 20 mg short release adderall. I take it in the morning, but sometimes it makes my stomach feel bloated and like I can physically feel the chemicals dispersing. However adderall effectively helps me Focus Stablaize my mood Easier to process info (not as overwhelmed) However, I do feel extremely dehydrated and it can make my anxiety pass a threshold of productive to overwhelming and non-productive. during the come down I develop a big migraine and I just get exhausted. Most of the time I don’t take my second dosage because the feeling of the come down and exhaustion and lazziness is inviting (but that’s just my depression speaking, and that’s a whole other factor not worth this posts time). Any recommendations of food that makes it easier for the body to handle adderall? How to overcome the headache? In addition, is there any experience of mood stabilizers, anti depressants, anti anxieties that work well with adderall? Or work well with curing symptoms of ADD? I am very open minded to not taking adderall and only taking something that makes me less spacey and less anxious and more relaxed, focus, and ~neurotypical~",6.6715899122807025,9.038327365131584,6.778289473684215,69.02635964912285,66.46710526315789,10.066666666666666,37.33771929824562,10.317481424215053,4.6240837719298264,1405,75,208,38,24,449,163,304,0.12,0.78,0.099,-0.4259,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,4,15,13,1,2,15,0,15,14,2,13,0,58,39,25,0,2,9,0,7,1,0,0,11,2,0,0,16,23,1,1,10,1,1,3,4,7,2,3,9,10,24,4,29,30,5,23,0,4,0,0,5,11,0,2,9,142,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845355019730479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377157974034166,0.0,0.16173429246475646,0.11942115580997482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644392655419204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741894204026496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859232979289496,0.0,0.18211800065923966,0.1108339446126194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209412747955436,0.10729247693886554,0.0,0.0,0.12115174796106,0.10819770843578501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340375063078043,0.0,0.0,0.37414776017544704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991607762795728,0.1278238223353325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055228624059391614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436581776376866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085455875913094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164411012804113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000489485748962,0.2822464898794661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673602249932117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357244062364078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079301641258645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012400646444158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055352899902884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744363184993466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138000356582657,0.10454896935230087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883775126029654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329616584886824,0.3974003102792278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232796130719813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722105028614548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009029115490414,0.0,0.0,0.11802039721856285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391491822761608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807317276416153 adhd,5guineafowls,2018/11/28,"guilt from taking medication - am I not myself I've been diagnosed for 3 years now. I took medication for about 6 months however stopped for a few reasons, but a massive one feeling like it was a cop out to take medication. &#x200B; I love taking the medication in lots of ways, I'm more present, focused etc - however I worry that when I take it I'm losing a part of who I am. Idk if anyone else feels the same way but its just weird to me taking something that changes my brain so much. I also worry that I'll lose some 'positives' I get from add - e.g. creativity, humour etc. (although maybe these aren't traits of add lol) &#x200B; Sorry for a nonsensical rant but does anyone else get the same kind of thought processes when on meds? thanks :)",3.8089770114942567,5.71605517931035,4.828706896551727,81.96489942528737,73.06896551724137,7.8678160919540225,27.94540229885057,8.59863814320734,2.0996781609195407,591,23,114,11,12,193,97,145,0.158,0.659,0.183,0.8469,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,8,1,5,7,1,1,0,18,20,9,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,2,11,5,16,16,10,13,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,3,8,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225586623377057,0.0,0.2228941777238382,0.24996855316449876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438420412633568,0.2107812769329444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482404883072148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881060278714504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439916277763414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001212376410908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185007487797038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294287249020357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401664691791213,0.07348209806334341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747859081390224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711124860194167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025144365746654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301445933583561,0.0,0.08744657692624383,0.09283376803717357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333513930930133,0.0,0.11425255146475904,0.4144762731576135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821006343918951,0.0,0.07561279665029914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969954850607289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138567912725096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057556188469982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918546091497296,0.0,0.11514161493218562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599427086930439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38668377191406544,0.0,0.0,0.0946982423626722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165812082338585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427952389596174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328850173365572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089155000492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996855316449876,0.06623747020254832 adhd,swimkity,2018/11/28,"ADHD and Tourette's struggle Hi. I've had ADHD and Tourette's since I was in elementary school and now I having a hard time staying organized, and passing my classes. Does anyone have any tips. I would be greatly appreciated! 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Today is my first day prescribed (10MG IR Adderall) and it is going well. My question to those who have been taking IR adderall for a while is whether or not it is wise to skip dosage on weekends to upkeep effectiveness of the medication?,5.9208,8.17394608,6.041,74.01550000000002,68.2,8.200000000000001,34.5,8.841846274778883,3.2620000000000005,224,11,36,4,4,71,39,50,0.055,0.905,0.04,-0.1891,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,7,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406857877822504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579090276731331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958393362904075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339515472273882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438086023484837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047183232454778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293751432711188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558415885637411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24268005199585796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StarvingAutist,2018/11/28,"Medication crashes increasing autistic symptoms? I've never been diagnosed with an ASD or SPD, but I do wonder. There was a time, roughly last year, when I was on 36 mg of concerta (far too much). I think it was fairly early into that dose. Anyway, in the afternoon, this strange feeling came over me. I had intense anxiety and anhedonia. Me and a friend went to the local Co-op but I had to leave and wait for him outisde because I was panicking. Sat on the floor digging my knuckles into the ground til he came out. He dismissed how I was feeling. From here on it only got worse. I could basically only speak gibberish; it took immense effort to string a sentence together and would much ""rather"" run from one side of the room to the other making noises. There was nothing I could do to make it stop, and my friend was at a loss, but he was an arsehole about it. I was ""behaving like a child"" and he ""could only do something about it if I told him what it was"" - well I couldn't flipping think or talk, could I? It was definitely the worst I had felt in a long time. Anyway, something similar has happened when not on medication at all, which I believe has something to do with a sensory processing disorder if not autism, so I was wondering if there is a link for other people.",4.752445074415308,5.7221987590361465,5.950465390975668,78.4887172218285,69.44176706827311,9.23231750531538,31.514528703047482,9.478462496947786,2.89844606661942,997,42,190,21,17,334,142,249,0.113,0.7929999999999999,0.095,-0.7724,0,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,0,17,0,29,5,0,3,2,45,47,19,0,10,11,0,4,1,2,1,5,1,1,1,14,13,0,2,8,0,0,6,4,2,1,1,24,5,22,4,29,17,5,36,0,1,0,0,12,18,0,7,13,146,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454748256598684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534048892837428,0.0,0.0,0.1392457739182515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28271246856932125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947123739821356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254431999329946,0.0,0.0,0.14164705089594062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498357925987814,0.0,0.11866762757665633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097362576264174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884775090603516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092919290593603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074391258025127,0.0,0.1308660008556871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038077055341728,0.0,0.0,0.1093749623628352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499713619487896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490117191453748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170856768074345,0.0,0.09532170997293674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858978310624928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374908539362233,0.28199167939565284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856830775135691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854413007075761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033283814423584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845933016890715,0.0,0.09933850587320413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583854272634045,0.0,0.0,0.1441348880319202,0.0,0.0,0.11809737853842167,0.13731517363661974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112398128460026,0.11457095054097513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26806033614099833,0.0,0.0,0.12595072796660806,0.08779615584800696,0.0,0.0,0.0795891460870424 adhd,meditatively,2018/11/28,"Things people without ADHD say that makes me want to jump out of my own skin * ""You're just lazy."" * ""If you want to do a task you just have to really want it."" * ""Don't exaggerate about your so-called illness."" * ""Just try to, like, focus more, okay?"" * ""Everyone has it from time to time, don't worry."" * ""It's just your personality, don't dwell on it."" * ""You're as normal as anyone else, get over it."" * **""You're making stuff up.""** These are just a few things my mother said to me when I was trying to explain to her I want to try medication (Strattera) because I can't handle being like this anymore (I have ADHD-PI, so the inattentive type). Especially the last one made me frustrated. She doesn't believe in deficiencies of neurotransmitters either when I tried explaining the scientific aspect of this disorder. She (and a lot of older folks actually) believe these disorders are tricks by the Big Pharma to make you hooked to medication so they could earn bucks from you. What are some things you heard clueless people say about ADHD that frustrate the hell out of you?",1.9155538461538484,4.695432740000001,3.3990000000000014,84.39430769230772,86.6,6.276923076923077,20.19230769230769,7.61054688173877,1.029803846153846,828,25,156,16,26,271,119,200,0.1,0.8420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,8,1,1,11,8,4,1,8,1,15,4,1,4,0,25,28,8,0,7,8,1,1,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,16,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,4,5,22,3,30,22,6,14,1,0,0,0,20,7,1,3,8,109,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.11622378367810356,0.0,0.4294028165285356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811455058928493,0.0832770335469375,0.12203135686925733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260185729901245,0.0,0.0,0.2683683621197224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950911384357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27299634292922664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994922230313355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380453121541695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222449385572651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708186486351512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637185130272312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012540069133014,0.0,0.11269468308731485,0.23849921948651226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996012710193035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669207417294705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070480074068957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513698424480344,0.10399295708176964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629809225039527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329075373384585,0.18942516417243047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363402595632086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373729447139572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889557556032195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32344255850574183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809915256002625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148075217155824,0.0,0.0,0.12095116944444355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xkittin,2018/11/28,"Happy to have found this subreddit I’m a relapsed alcoholic who is dead tired. I’m in an outpatient program and have been making progress, but I fell hard again. This morning I started wondering if there’s more out there I’m missing about myself. I honed in on my trait that is sticking out like a sore thumb: my impulsivity. I relapse because of my impulsive behavior. I’ll hardly think about it - I’ll just do it. Then I venture to this subreddit and realize that ADHD isn’t just people who are hyperactive and can’t concentrate. No, it’s people who have a hard time starting tasks. Who start and quit things. Who focus really hard on something and can drop it just as quick. Many addicts even have ADHD - who would have known! Of course, I am not diagnosed and wouldn’t dare say “this is exactly me!,” but this subreddit has given me hope again. Perhaps I’m not lazy. Perhaps it’s more than depression and anxiety. Either way, I’m seeking out a new counselor and a fresh start. Someone who specializes in people with impulse issues because I have yet to have any provider be very interested in that side of me. If any of you can relate and need a friend, please feel free to message me. I could surely use one as I re-evaluate my focus in my recovery. tl; dr - struggling alcoholic happy to find similarities with your community ",3.6734714138993496,5.965397637795278,4.8374289626840135,80.05027901403629,74.59055118110237,8.196918863402944,29.15371448134201,8.964715089967882,2.6769026360835326,1056,46,192,24,23,347,144,254,0.11699999999999999,0.73,0.153,0.9328,0,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,12,12,0,1,7,0,23,7,0,2,2,40,42,16,1,7,10,0,5,1,1,2,7,1,0,0,21,14,2,0,7,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,3,6,21,10,26,35,3,25,0,2,0,0,12,11,0,4,12,129,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071258023181473,0.2882015597443268,0.0,0.0,0.25628088402593496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307706668521946,0.0,0.09172589619310252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618419611032016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573323704507387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327276163898806,0.12169959075487702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919517139180443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060626843284975016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095896827789902,0.0,0.0,0.13146806609232412,0.09263719401570958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552791411726397,0.4296401578096374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190912909635651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251481660590863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058578823481385274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003655822463566,0.12156339153562043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890697140085889,0.0,0.11580360665613845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124975625576561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493780963875999,0.0,0.0,0.13161810392804835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753219664846274,0.0,0.0,0.07681329166579598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535212451096907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159389837563404,0.0923076194357476,0.0,0.0,0.3394734312731253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534923611009846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130076875114377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965859826063823,0.07682936057828814,0.0,0.0,0.0699167308246055,0.13781150517153073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355817915715412,0.0,0.09893299537751066,0.0,0.09517386589722834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003029747088615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517604973614436,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,froglampion,2018/11/28,"CRB check ruining my life. I have five days to get several documents to prove I'm me, or I won't get my dream job. I also have to provide proof of address with postcodes (I've moved around A LOT!) and on top of that I'm still working my old job full time until the day I'm supposed to start the new job. I feel swamped and now I'm on reddit instead of sorting my life out. I just needed to vent to some folks who get it. I've hit the wall and it seems impenetrable. 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After coming across this thread, for the first time in my life I was able to relate to other individuals experiencing the same issues I have. I recently began the processes of determining if I do in fact have adhd and my first steps have been a real let down, so I'm looking for some motivation and want to hear your journey of diagnosis and how it has helped you since!",10.977359307359308,7.482189246753252,11.583636363636362,57.72878787878793,59.12987012987013,14.422510822510825,38.653679653679646,12.45797560212912,4.648154978354978,320,10,58,8,3,112,58,77,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,2,1,12,15,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,3,9,0,12,11,2,13,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,6,48,13,1,0.26009781787850633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31258703242371444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405123946760808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424781420328512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931491440826897,0.0,0.17433808469726722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714745463305916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659676409470824,0.1837147807739012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184166597086017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960482594047774,0.0,0.0,0.2568152167204739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515560272578774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166512925620132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341243188683404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shugazi,2018/11/28,"Do you read an email 10 times before you send it and 5 more times after you send it I read and write a lot of emails as part of my job. I’m so paranoid about leaving something out, missing something, or saying something nonsensical that I obsessively re-read my emails before sending, and often go back and read them again afterwards to be sure... am I just obsessive or do others experience this?",7.59171052631579,7.012405802631579,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,63.342105263157904,10.23157894736842,34.78947368421053,9.516144504307137,3.1271947368421067,315,12,58,5,4,102,54,76,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.7283,1,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,7,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,4,6,41,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338707569478675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962894630533922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030143063619652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894400998117704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276558368939268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843448389131913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801205010677992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853136737491435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6965811891995216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384498635939495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40208786280659997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408547791954395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030361021371466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Klip_,2018/11/28,20mg IR VS XR I’m on 20mg ir x2 a day but my days are long and need xr in my opinion only for the afternoon dose. Before I go get an appointment EXPLAIN TO ME if I take 20mg morning and split 10-10 throughout afternoon would it be at least similar to 20mg XR? 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I used to be really laid back. Now I complain about waiting more readily than I used to. I pride myself on being patient and laid back, and this is a bit embarrassing in a way. 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I've been given a prescription of 27mg concerta. I just feel guilty for taking it as it says daily. It really helps me focus and actually do the stuff i want to get done, as well as remembering things i should. It also keeps me from constantly fidgeting or getting distracted easily in college. Should i feel guilty?",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,5.6623529411764775,74.65225490196082,74.29411764705881,10.415686274509804,26.03921568627451,10.504223727775694,3.3203745098039215,280,10,51,10,6,97,50,68,0.111,0.737,0.152,0.2389,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,15,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,7,2,10,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2549034559239238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888968679084027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822754082573675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673087046557305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641514312664977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27294307627897146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508367776200018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217561010852045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673379301511435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959002143666644,0.0,0.0,0.20772481956120506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29902316242328825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927950951129492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353643702281704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406853204680346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485932214602254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatshalfme,2018/11/28,"How do I get my life under control? During the first 5 hours of Vyvanse everything is rather okay and doable but then after 8 hours I slowly notice the comedown and all I will want to do is to smoke weed and crash on my bed, just compulsively browsing through reddit. I I usually still have work to do but I just decide that it’s not worth the effort and stress anymore. Every thought and action that isn’t directly stimulating takes too much effort for me. So I drink a coffee, take a short nap and plan to make get my duties done afterwards. But then I accidentally sleep like a rock until the next morning and I accomplished nothing. This happened 2 days in a row but at least I had enough sleep. I’m wondering if I’m just lazy, if my ADHD is acting up or if I’ve lost my motivation... I used to be a good student, but now in the new school I can’t do everything in panic mode because the workload is too high to do everything last-minute. I’ve just been falling apart in school ever since I got there. I hate waking up to go to there, but I’ve always hated school so that’s nothing new. I’ve just stopped caring about my grades since I got the permit for this current school a year ago, after I tried my best to showed my teachers and others who didn’t believe in me that I was capable of something. But since I got into the new school I haven’t been able to get my motivation back to thrive.",4.715192982456141,5.086580607017545,5.573070175438597,83.30732456140353,69.24561403508773,8.298245614035087,27.76315789473684,8.167268648758528,1.6541578947368418,1103,34,228,14,18,362,158,285,0.136,0.748,0.11599999999999999,-0.7183,2,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,11,18,10,2,2,14,1,21,5,3,8,2,43,42,25,0,5,18,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,9,1,3,5,4,1,4,5,5,0,1,11,0,30,5,31,29,5,41,0,1,0,0,1,14,0,5,24,150,39,12,0.09590640714728793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526086395155655,0.0,0.08501524327459148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980181364863415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951133850697468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374610714704992,0.0,0.058463655625898975,0.0,0.0,0.1080536785666186,0.10064785734596776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977829739136317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756719070300967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061851698470896666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814555250502054,0.0,0.09395176705380777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909695598178282,0.0,0.0,0.08675283601015328,0.08080528443101248,0.0,0.2585834839894511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815779409256723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032141803043975,0.0,0.05450582134582375,0.08044174406647789,0.23011534503814315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848097191045731,0.0,0.0,0.18937544298629394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013303847782492,0.0,0.0,0.18889698433106364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817652228268565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774153165755,0.04685502611241925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469317268114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401827149627118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050224438589646,0.0,0.0,0.2778810169605021,0.10199755203560763,0.0,0.0,0.18404956853585466,0.10919008020057387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252550459754602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853120211588269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380043131851057,0.0,0.1919513392150891,0.0,0.0,0.07383343778509996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765909806351807,0.08018205077976956,0.10986046535329276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421936495024662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613897442531156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511415499110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283234281932869,0.10562735791759456,0.0,0.05656808378479725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400640745780876,0.06982100664302186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176058178778025 adhd,Parastormer,2018/11/28,"I keep stumbling upon this but a definite answer evades me: What is Brain Fog? TL;DR: ELI5: What is Brain Fog? I've stumbled upon this term now quite often, people give descriptions like the feeling of fatigue or the blurring of audio and vision - yet others describe it as loss of concentration and inability to mentally focus. What I find on Google is itself - foggy. To be honest, I'm stumped - the first part sounds like a hangover - or me being very tired - but the latter part sounds like what my ADD gives me permanently, but it doesn't really feel like something distinct. And questions really arise by the score... Does this come in waves? Is it connected to ADD? How would you tell the difference? Does ADD medication make it go away? Is it just an umbrella term? I'm really confused.",4.017812807881775,6.6461277517241415,4.80652709359606,79.04939655172417,74.93103448275863,7.729064039408867,25.529556650246306,8.634040054169528,2.1689211822660104,624,22,106,13,14,201,95,145,0.1,0.747,0.152,0.8239,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,0,1,9,0,9,5,2,2,1,26,19,10,0,1,6,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,14,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,5,7,5,13,16,4,12,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,6,9,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844310256322513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527531443967585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610016888137105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507292581830355,0.0,0.0,0.2765279574702152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977575971038133,0.1128728755547074,0.0,0.0,0.14440612337449749,0.1343919140998387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303129666953674,0.08979316684302217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043472834294282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087568317118101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546402552113844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916505527703492,0.15922351450325525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421900634320219,0.0,0.10953501960116084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769924656041453,0.16804894088961864,0.0,0.0,0.3036501993201882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163358030269092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809608162834286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159396681856727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036382599176854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223632403020384,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AspiringEyeGrinner,2018/11/28,"Does anyone feel like an imposter sometimes? I was diagnosed when i was a youngin, probably 'round 7 yrs. old. Now i'm 22, and about to see a psychiatrist to find the best meds or something, and I can't stop thinking that they'll call me out as an ADHD fraud. Like I think I have it, but what if I was misdiagnosed as a kid? To be honest, I feel like an imposter most of the time, so this isn't a new feeling. just looking for some commiseration and guidance. 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As seen by a psych student with adhd: (Excuse typos if any. I was never good at spelling/grammar no matter how hard I try) Executive Function: squirrel! Amygdala: omg, that puppy is so cute I can’t handle it and it reminds me of.... *sob* Parietal Lobe: ok, that puppy is cute, but we should focus. Thalamus: If I have to look at and process another F’ing paper I’m going to lose it! Executive Function: mmmmm chocolate Parietal Lobe: guys? Amygdala: Do you guys remember last week when in that movie when Harry met sally and ah! *sobs louder* Thalamus: I don’t know if I want to watch another movie for you to remember all the time amygdala! In fact, pretty sure I don’t want to process anything! *String of curses* Executive Function: *realizes due dates* Oh hey, I forgot we needed to do something tonight. Guys, let’s wrap this up and get our crap together. Amygdala, here’s some chocolate for ya to take back to your cave. Come out when it wears off. Mmmmmkay? Thalamus, if we make it through this then we can let you rest first! Parietal Lobe: oh good heavens....",0.8898039215686246,3.304353666666663,2.52686274509804,87.0392156862745,100.56862745098042,5.011764705882354,23.803921568627448,6.691623216298621,1.3483980392156862,844,37,150,14,36,275,132,204,0.07,0.838,0.092,0.5621,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,5,5,0,2,7,11,1,0,2,2,13,3,3,2,4,33,27,16,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,4,4,20,7,23,20,3,23,1,3,3,0,16,7,3,5,14,91,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063064833321515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022087330469765,0.3152040115891125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368358420350592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557094654106563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778381615545332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946960829148008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646456252801414,0.0,0.1278445766750989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852522318017296,0.0,0.08541860185750919,0.25212797970852346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44646005159464347,0.0,0.0,0.1346387235447072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260060911433571,0.122514055684092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073826002788628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621362615088086,0.16814656221597438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032600389325023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144508655488554,0.11592014826925147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290850405228995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34051979905809404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570780643634596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165538784687434,0.0,0.1130064295028903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876407777209192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204341377013916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773009380410353,0.0,0.12056109749757965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Massive_Roy,2018/11/28,"A note from my Daughter (12).. My Daughter (12) has been diagnosed with ADHD for the last 5 years, she struggles a lot in school and at home and has started to write about her feelings and general life with ADHD. She wants to start a blog for all of her thoughts, but I thought maybe the first one being posted to Reddit would be a good idea. I hope this is the right place to post this. Here is her story, in her words.. thanks for taking the time to read it. &#x200B; Hello everyone who is reading this, I am Nicole (rest of name redacted) and I've got ADHD. I have been bullied for my condition and well you shouldn't bully people with ADHD because its not right, actually you shouldn't bully at all. Anyway I have self harmed because of my ADHD and because of my place in life and the bullying. I don't like having ADHD most of the time and some of the time I like having it because it allows me to do stuff that other people can't. I hate myself personally and have low self esteem. I don't feel like I have a place in life but I know I do because I wouldn't be here would I? I tell myself I can make it through the day. I don't feel like I have self confidence and I fail a lot, not in tests, but in life. I feel like I fail in life a lot. When I'm in class I always have to fiddle with something of some sort and it always comes down to Blu-Tac. I love Blu-Tac but my dad hates it. I always have it somewhere. When I was young I used to love to run around and I used to use all of my energy and you want to use it so you do and then you have no energy left because it runs out very fast. It's very annoying. I've always wanted to do Gymnastics because I am very flexible, I have been able to do the splits for a long time and I can do Cartwheels and Round offs, I am very energetic. I think I might have Asthma even thought I haven't been diagnosed with it. When I was in primary school I wasn't diagnosed with ADHD until I was 7. I got bullied in year 4 and was taken out of school and home schooled for a while, I was only home schooled because my mum was looking for a school for me, after about 4 months my mum found (name redacted) junior school and guess what, I got bullied there for the same reason. I have been very unlucky in my life but also very lucky too. Thank you for reading this, I will be writing more. \- Nicole",1.811108843537412,3.3945927367346935,3.2404081632653075,92.6100680272109,77.75510204081633,6.054421768707483,21.46258503401361,6.7636006534598385,0.3014217687074829,1811,48,407,17,42,593,195,490,0.125,0.753,0.122,-0.3756,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,6,0,3,15,21,3,1,20,0,57,12,0,7,3,83,93,32,0,9,7,5,5,5,0,7,10,0,3,4,21,29,0,0,12,4,0,3,12,8,1,2,20,6,68,13,63,62,12,52,0,3,2,2,30,25,0,11,27,284,89,15,0.053115891993382514,0.0,0.05183344852600663,0.0,0.4468448613572708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247675963686478,0.17678670865554386,0.05755104678324467,0.06454162259605534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047284405097161225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590316380422452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045754637749801694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03425535616762298,0.0,0.0,0.16173453687762132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508254571372102,0.0,0.0,0.05075451103122169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742796378334976,0.11383801155938855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518035059530516,0.0,0.058238833978402835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044551090137622616,0.12744489316855406,0.0,0.05851314336932392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488189345276087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598387114234354,0.052756065627603266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996137677193464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029191105138981908,0.04329654125827417,0.0,0.0,0.057710572065812565,0.0,0.22510395203083014,0.12974870920314502,0.0,0.0,0.047005892954498835,0.04460397169520496,0.0,0.0,0.13547169579150375,0.09587833261381536,0.0,0.03545527035724365,0.0,0.05336205276847551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634756757016943,0.0,0.0,0.04239659823394923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035992703064805384,0.04039702935472872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364774318740074,0.046378748113159673,0.1664844059752708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174068388196393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939079772431122,0.0,0.0,0.05461198340851646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072136308409097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762928289360688,0.0,0.0,0.1662343784841082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040891208664200256,0.0,0.0,0.07519140347782377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555282630080604,0.06080498846660221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039936540424703716,0.0,0.04642563077992428,0.09780395400471374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03403451886364225,0.0,0.126504255420107,0.12388921507211915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350030641825427,0.0,0.2629570418445522,0.09398738784901517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775756586423796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546401140541491,0.0,0.06454162259605534,0.0684097859416261 adhd,TheGayWardenTM,2018/11/28,"Does ADHD makes a person prone to Dissociation & Depersonalisation ? I'm 17 and in my last year of highschool. I've been diagnosed and medicated for over 2 years. (It was an incredibly stressful time) Anyways I understand that dissociation and depersonalisation usually stems from abuse. I've experienced physical & emotional abuse, it definitely did a number of me growing up so I copied with escapism (drawing, playing videogames etc etc). I just wanted to know if anyone else can relate to my problem or if anyone can explain if ADHD makes it worse ?",6.697187500000003,9.35663934375,8.142083333333332,58.06125,67.02083333333334,10.216666666666667,35.95833333333333,10.411451182825502,4.610983333333333,451,23,66,13,8,155,70,96,0.174,0.7390000000000001,0.087,-0.9194,0,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,2,0,16,12,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,1,11,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,41,10,1,0.0,0.37344685860077786,0.0,0.0,0.3787953530713109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34150663193857017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203871431037572,0.16147394403963916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995485759870226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791179982459922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164978302546787,0.17727233203603007,0.0,0.0,0.35151851839006304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866096844087356,0.12846035655434285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039078593612773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875963821706546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376052300256658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079642422302805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052369353907247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189448093824752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406118357838972,0.0,0.0,0.17356781376027774,0.0,0.09295317827409187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606020156302843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297107432774766 adhd,Powneramic,2018/11/28,"My life is basically me just gaining interest and striving to succeed at something until I get bored of it and move onto something else. Sometimes I’ll go back to old things that I once had great interest in (Fitness/Sports, Straight A’s, a promotion at work, etc.). The time I stick with any certain thing really varies. Usually I drop one thing when I find something else I really like and enjoy and it’ll be all I do from anywhere between days, weeks, to months straight. But I can’t commit to anything for too long. It’s like I get a sudden rush of inspiration to do something and go into it thinking I’ll truly stick with it, but get bored and then my mind (as it always does) will rush to the next possible thing I can do to keep myself busy. I have always envied those of you who have been doing something since you were kids. Those who do things for so long they get really good at it. For me it’s like I am on that track but somewhere in the middle of things I slowly drop habits that I have worked so hard to build. I’ll let myself not do an assignment, or I’ll cut corners on a job at work, and from there it’s a snowball affect. Maybe I feel like all I’ve worked for is now nothing and that the only solution is to restart with something new. My work ethic is on and off. At times I go to the greatest length to do the most stellar job and really try to impress the boss, and other times I couldn’t give less of a shit what other people think. Sorry for the rant I just needed to explain my struggle with things in my daily life. Tell me if you’ve ever felt similar. 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My kitchen is always a disaster, except for an hour or so after I clean it. It sometimes takes me 3 days to clean it, not because it's such a huge job (which sometimes it is), but because I can only get one thing done before I get distracted, even on meds. So this is how it goes: I stack up dishes in the sink and on the counters instead of putting them into the dishwasher or just frigging washing them. Day 1: Put all the dishes in the dishwasher, get them clean. Day 2: Wash the pots (my pots can't be put into the dishwasher because they're stainless steel and cast iron). Take clean dishes out of dishwasher as needed. Day 3: Remove dishes from dishwasher and put them away, put new dirty dishes in dishwasher, clear and clean counters and stove top. This is a never-ending cycle. I even put away all but two of my dishes and flatware, but I still have too many glasses, cups and pots/pans. I've tried putting those away, but I always end up needing something. I often end up having to wash something to eat or drink out of and flatware to eat it because everything is dirty. I've always hated cleaning the kitchen, but this is getting seriously depressing. I thought meds would help me overcome this, but evidently, my hatred of kitchen work overrides my brain knowing that it must get done.",5.920192383195918,6.647021021201415,5.9275323910482935,80.56811052218299,66.70318021201413,8.409030231645074,33.390066745190424,8.344100000000001,2.5866177463682765,1171,50,215,15,18,369,144,283,0.128,0.764,0.10800000000000001,-0.8124,1,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,2,13,7,2,1,13,0,19,17,1,1,4,42,36,25,0,8,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,11,0,16,14,13,0,2,1,0,8,3,7,0,3,3,0,24,0,30,28,3,43,0,1,0,0,5,19,0,4,16,141,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189156129995744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244876413180374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859250714384505,0.0,0.0,0.1977548176236335,0.0,0.06901137903092633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053606431032486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475292588427806,0.0,0.0,0.20921495961682027,0.0,0.06985257875616993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598992680508284,0.0,0.07944856663612951,0.0,0.16597410515519612,0.0,0.0,0.21549549526423145,0.0,0.0,0.10713351437415096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288877333186111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966052014495308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007091283725534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054360606950507866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597372260001807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048069652304428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457124787243339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222416294814455,0.0,0.0,0.1801709041331866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202714272996931,0.06255045474018582,0.07832830676566865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495645616232685,0.06168132381788882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520631089248704,0.0,0.5707056562113445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926021372082719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487175038409873,0.1604228585873091,0.0,0.11480807822554122,0.0,0.06476774008130845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195642706653667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053880214107750235,0.0,0.0,0.06438550942603864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055062575659733166,0.0,0.1584487067379282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904283732846453,0.0,0.0,0.057612158597367125,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goofXyod,2018/11/28,"How to deal with noise while studying Like in the title says, how can I sudy without being distracted by environmental noises? I have been really hard time trying to study at libraries. I can't understand how people just don't give a fuck about all the noises caused by people walking, whispering, zipping and dragging seats. I am currently using noise cancellor earbuds. Yet they are not able to mute all of it. I need to know if there is a way to improve my attention enough to ignore those sounds. Thanks.",5.677583586626143,7.454391712765961,5.8407598784194565,77.10500000000002,68.04255319148936,8.77568389057751,29.386018237082077,9.23628265651192,2.6864273556231004,407,15,69,8,7,129,75,94,0.044000000000000004,0.818,0.138,0.8399,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,5,2,18,16,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,4,7,2,14,14,3,9,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,5,49,9,0,0.25112806166724105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797769574055585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589020045827416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594824184646017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216384638769005,0.0,0.24090491978814166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249614166755871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801341512612586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226884859622494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186208275694144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482011559764998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087906680556496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970711418013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120497906404125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643479227654388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704994693931502,0.0,0.0,0.2614331687023683,0.0,0.21689401484541648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993337663023507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420784899214415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GlitteringAerie,2018/11/28,"Diet and ADHD--anecdotal evidence? Research? I have ADHD and so does my child. Generally, my opinion is that diet cannot alleviate ADHD symptoms, sugar doesn't exacerbate them, and most claims connecting diet and ADHD are hogwash. But....I'm curious. Has anyone had any anecdotal successes? I've tried to read online and there is a lot of conflicting 'evidence' out there.: Some people say low FODMAPS is supposedly the way to go for some reason. blahblah'gut-brain-connection'blah blah. Others say gluten free is the ticket. Some claim that gluten AND dairy is the problem. Of course, everyone insists food dyes are an issue (And this is the only area where I've found any real evidence that some ingredients can be problematic) Still others claim that one should avoid all processed foods, artificial dyes, additives, everything. &#x200B; Now, I'm not going to argue that a healthier diet and regular exercise is a BAD thing. The ENTIRE WORLD would feel better, think more clearly, and sleep better at night if we had well-balanced diets focused on whole foods, limiting simple carbs and sugar. I don't really see how this is unique to ADHD. &#x200B; Butttt....I'm still curious to know if there are any anecdotal successes. 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I’ve been on adderall for a week and the thing I have seen the most improvement in is my morning routine. I struggle so much in the mornings. I have existential crises over whether to brush my teeth first or wash my face first. I can stand looking at my closet for 20 minutes and just keep drawing a blank on what steps I need to take to get dressed. And then picking out what to wear is another struggle. And I waste so much time trying to decide if my pants go on first or my shirt (SPOILER ALERT: IT DOESN’T MATTER). I constantly have to go back into my apartment after leaving because I forgot my wallet, or my phone, or my glasses, or to feed my cat. I felt so defeated and overwhelmed. Mornings are usually so overwhelming that I stopped wearing makeup or doing my hair. I usually arrive to the office late, schlubby, and in disarray. It makes me feel bad about myself because as vain as it is, I care a lot about my appearance. ...but for three days in a row I have put on make up and done my hair and was almost even on time! (I would have been on time today but the trains were screwed up). For me this is a major fucking victory and I just wanted to share with someone. Now if only I could figure out how to not feel like a zombie on speed during the comedown...",3.934824222718959,5.184870517374518,4.715504978662874,85.5340825035562,71.62548262548263,7.151473277789067,29.46169477748425,7.475848149327749,1.7414586872586877,1020,41,201,11,19,329,149,259,0.08900000000000001,0.867,0.044000000000000004,-0.8842,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,12,13,2,5,13,0,20,11,7,4,1,49,38,28,0,6,14,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,13,1,3,5,0,0,5,2,10,0,4,8,8,33,3,38,28,6,44,0,3,2,2,2,19,2,12,20,153,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350625801716891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414331718548851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371419742513747,0.11261895222122975,0.16444287993911544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751888816413488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575708624306494,0.0,0.10769050023509744,0.0,0.0,0.08698627648913489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802880725090713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890867987611472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639850239180387,0.09635811598846812,0.1295057061071082,0.0,0.0,0.3441859237599028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469414980721502,0.07046909922873726,0.0,0.1533105335203087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988731372330085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215022606109807,0.14281817368668026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589542982782133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132650145398234,0.0,0.0,0.11466993491380607,0.0,0.0,0.18006655281589126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830426244937496,0.10001162104273237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258212314579393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355913966491988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428316930048545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276550541092645,0.0,0.4230167815518921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141278141741332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960810852636067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359483900171281,0.0,0.12785022613747568,0.0,0.0,0.09157449236543756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971019644661827,0.0,0.07955556756263135,0.0,0.1081923947314236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581470017373576,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meusnomenestiesus,2018/11/28,"Trying to center in the library Heyo. I took my meds this morning after forgetting to for like two weeks (just switched to a new shift, disrupted my routine, life fell apart, yay adhd) and I think I really struggle to readjust. At first the magic of the meds would give me the Super Power of Not Being a Slacker without any significant draw back. Now when I come back after a hiatus I get too worked up. I think maybe I shouldn't try to come back on a day where I have a lot to do? Like a chill come-up? Like my chest is weird and tight and breathless. I want to run to the top floor and back but also play a fast video game but also read all the books on my desk. I'm trying to center a little here so I guess this is a short, public journal entry. Maybe you guys have felt something similar? I dunno. Good luck and stick to your treatment plan. I'm gonna try to stick to mine.",1.9070604395604391,3.631404252747252,3.239656593406597,92.09596840659344,77.90109890109889,5.648901098901099,20.166208791208803,6.322622252153567,0.039592307692307926,682,16,148,5,16,222,115,182,0.026000000000000002,0.835,0.139,0.9552,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,6,13,10,0,1,15,1,8,2,1,0,1,25,21,11,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,3,5,0,5,3,2,0,2,2,2,19,8,23,15,2,31,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,4,16,92,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574079830939784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948329716709013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906833182504285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028505631166681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384732895748869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446883680598401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575772634630958,0.0,0.0,0.11140831940550784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842967744872258,0.1256443402248583,0.0,0.10985665260489567,0.0,0.0,0.14428509031063844,0.12968706566323354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251238889197858,0.1919651190868591,0.1312725971321658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113513120658399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26316646686587003,0.0,0.2909701433642449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126497664862898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101167999800034,0.0,0.08390673059957618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083190536843424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692479982388356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784856683991506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551941740164168,0.3556970668665485,0.0,0.12794475094972355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725317745144207,0.0,0.10506123612911196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625641757568926,0.0,0.09535225970446076,0.0,0.0,0.0930417601401812,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aryxii,2018/11/28,"Helping someone with ADHD Hi guys, I’m looking for some general advice on how to make someone’s life easier who struggles with ADHD. My boyfriend has had it all of his life, and until recently I didn’t quite realize the impact it’s had on him. We have been together for 6 months, known each other for 14 years and have been best friends for most of those years. He told me right away that he deals with it and there have been instances where he’s tried to explain the way his brain functions and processes things, but because of my ignorance I haven’t been taking it all that seriously. I took it as “our brains just look at things differently.” It wasn’t until living together that I started noticing the issues he deals with on a day to day basis. I’ve realized that his ADHD has had a major impact on our relationship, and not entirely in a bad way. We have had a few issues that mostly stem from lack of knowing how to communicate properly or knowing how to handle a situation and I’m doing my best to change the way I view or react to certain things, which has helped. But I’ve also realized that his ADHD is one of the reasons why I love him so much, he wouldn’t be the person he is without it. I’ve been trying to research and educate myself as much as I can to understand what ADHD is like for someone, and I know that it’s different for each person. I know that the frustrations of it vary from person to person. I am trying to get the best understanding I can, so what I would like to know from all of you is- (TLDR) 1) What are things that other people do for you in general that help in your life? Big or small. 2) Is there anything that other people can do to help you stay on track in a positive way? 3) What are the things that people normally brush off as no big deal? I would also like to throw in that as someone who never took ADHD seriously until I lived with someone with it, I am so sorry. I am truly sorry for how ignorant people can be, including myself. 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How can society change and improve so that we can start operating at 100%? Modern society has very strict definitions of what a successful, hardworking person looks like. For most people, the path to success includes following those expectations, and it works very well for them. However, trying to force people with ADHD to subscribe to these expectations can be damaging. Support for neurodiversity is on the rise, and developmental ""disorders"" like Autism and ADHD are being seen less as disorders and more as different ways of seeing the world. There are severely inhibiting disadvantages of course, but also less-acknowledged advantages that we sometimes call our ""super powers"". Perhaps society as it stands exaggerates what we see as flaws, and suppress those strengths that could help us do great things. Is there a part of society where people with ADHD currently excel? What could change to not only accommodate our needs, but let our unique strengths show? I feel that if society could just give a little to allow us to unleash our full potential, we could give so much back as to make it more than worth it.",10.312918660287078,10.409496751196173,9.548229665071773,60.447607655502395,57.564593301435394,13.533014354066989,39.09569377990432,12.719339214003902,5.462709090909091,987,42,148,31,11,314,128,209,0.045,0.754,0.20199999999999999,0.99,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,10,0,1,9,11,13,0,0,8,0,18,0,0,3,0,33,31,18,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,13,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,6,12,12,28,23,7,18,0,1,5,0,16,9,0,3,6,110,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056160786191566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411114319611615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087571147477936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739892484053684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225296410173307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33590563459260564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197781222896176,0.2410871594389158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053181368601893264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179344578494327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595957760057513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049887678891384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075520588718522,0.0,0.10276972492812758,0.10541640660069086,0.0,0.0,0.08832338159605926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020741100709932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731823950935478,0.0779884645341387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999292671572747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389797756725162,0.0,0.21875241636593948,0.09183773802785553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514407459118325,0.0,0.0,0.1188216749476567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040241452047142,0.0,0.07444582589524229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935522278187385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987586763335603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714092420022089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530333741208955,0.0,0.0,0.17356642071333814,0.0,0.16697146575012362,0.0,0.0,0.09456802956359783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657114126553025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elbiggra,2018/11/28,(x-post from /r/LifeProTips) LPT: if you zone out during a conversation and want to make it seem like you were paying attention the whole time just repeat the last thing that was said back in the form of a question. This happens to me way too much unfortunately. My fellow ADDrs might appreciate this. Obviously not spacing out is preferred but if that ever happens you can at least hide it. \[Link to original post\]([https://www.reddit.com/r/LifeProTips/comments/a12c4l/lpt\_if\_you\_zone\_out\_during\_a\_conversation\_and/](https://www.reddit.com/r/LifeProTips/comments/a12c4l/lpt_if_you_zone_out_during_a_conversation_and/)),12.917155172413793,17.568646505747132,8.58918103448276,52.852047413793116,55.206896551724135,9.867241379310343,32.71408045977012,10.125756701596842,4.114449425287357,534,19,62,12,8,147,69,87,0.048,0.8540000000000001,0.098,0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,2,19,11,4,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,9,7,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,7,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853259133523869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180121662209616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42625812432034615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645966350281469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177479170814971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087960565335602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25567917996041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717400063105745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461652130611636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699923308379961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926077272848255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941130638903095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011987720788734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053797830816928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215708733082968,0.1913067522353618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690850110721773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,phantasmagoria4,2018/11/28,"I've noticed that I say ""yes"" to all kinds of social plans when I'm on my medication... ...that I usually don't want to do when my meds wear off lol. 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Haven't had much of a convo about it with my doctor yet, I have a follow up appointment with him soon. More specifically I have self diagnosed after (...of course.) and of the types of ADHD i've seen i feel like mine is very much inattentive but with a lot of impulsiveness. With the diagnosis SO many things seemed to start make sense about my personality, But this is just from doing my own searches online so idk if this is even an ADHD issue.... So question being, does this ring true for any one else: Since i was very young i've always been pretty intelligent. When i am ABLE to focus i excel at most things. The issue is I almost NEVER ever can focus on anything for very long unless i'm extremely interested in it. And i mean EXTREMELY. it has to become almost an obsession for me to pay any mind to it. (i excel at my job because of this - my job is highly creative and very chaotic and there's nothing very concrete about it, so I get very focused on figuring stuff out for it, cause it's constantly new and exciting and challenging and i don't have to focus on any specific task for very long or very often.) I'm good at my job - but when i excel at my job - EVERY other aspect of my life just crumbles entirely. Personal relationships, family life, my home (my room almost always looked like a bomb hit it until i started adderall - i'm talking weeks old coffee cups MOLDING, piles and piles and laundry and paperwork and random shit, and i just didn't have the brainpower to even look at them) i haven't filed taxes in THREE YEARS. i don't pay 30 dollar parking tickets and they rack up to hundreds of dollars, IVE HAVE MY CAR IMPOUNDED. That's always been issue #1 - i literally failed out of every school i went to until i did independent study (questionable why my parents never THOUGHT to get me tested, especially since my brother ALSO has ADHD since age 8, but he was hyperactive, and i'm a girl, and apparently no one thought girls could have ADHD where i grew up...) But issue #2 seems even more questionable to me, and it's the part that i am most thankful that i have no been able to find something to help settle this (Adderall): I am without a doubt the MOST impulsive person i know. I have been this way for as long as i can remember. If i start to feel bored, it's like my brain is on fire and i have to do SOMETHING to stop the boredom, and that usually manifests itself in very reckless ways. I can barely even stay home and watch TV with my roommates because it's not enough stimulation, i need to constantly go out, constantly party, have promiscuous sex, get wasted, go on crazy adventures in the middle of the night, just like ANYTHING that stimulates my brain but also things that numb me, because quite frankly, Growing up this naturally impulsive and reckless, makes me really self conscious and depressed. I'm embarrassed by it. Everyone around me is always worried about me, always asking WHY. and I always tell them - honestly IDK!!!! Idk why i'm like this. I always thought maybe i was bipolar or borderline? But i don't have mood swings and my manic-ness is CONSTANT not up and down. Adderall has almost completely erased this feeling in me. Which is honestly the most amazing thing - it's a blessing...but i wonder if this CAN be identified as an ADHD issue, or if this is a fluke that adderall is helping me calm down this part of my brain? (also yes - i started adderall recreationally - again - I'm EXTREMELY impulsive ) Does anyone identify? Thanks.",5.303497710351703,6.465985477306006,6.2311803370611525,76.27105074608271,68.31185944363104,9.209544873991463,30.198093517335906,9.475245186127108,2.8072544718233075,2823,107,506,58,47,935,299,683,0.105,0.741,0.154,0.9918,7,0,2,0,0,0,99.0,0,0,3,6,29,29,1,3,22,1,54,12,4,6,4,103,94,54,0,7,23,2,4,5,0,0,7,1,3,8,42,35,0,1,19,2,5,7,13,8,0,3,15,9,69,20,82,75,13,73,0,2,4,1,25,30,1,27,38,353,111,16,0.09341091592031256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929161895546061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707507823068847,0.0,0.0,0.11205101356955936,0.2720387776335477,0.0,0.0,0.0952839390339115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032657542161729176,0.0,0.07686922467656425,0.041577759716651334,0.04366329841936861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541364100437042,0.05158250885552233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564162125176265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797937093559095,0.0,0.0,0.04896978406270035,0.2018880305480364,0.0,0.03729050772348147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022734250290464,0.09481011337478426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047805015301928835,0.08174452200691959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901641701224466,0.0,0.0,0.048259223228731885,0.0,0.1233940579720734,0.04224776066289252,0.07870272544263164,0.04462906659935872,0.0,0.0,0.0440297490855243,0.0,0.07084704865994068,0.03336638849892741,0.0,0.0,0.04268794243486938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320502226248103,0.0,0.05308757617291576,0.039174322211535134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624574640219488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626113679237849,0.04934688064248699,0.0936987649286192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924901819088362,0.18539184102026385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025668098241653926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597889240349396,0.1140896378776246,0.0,0.0,0.12399858167906533,0.07844164323272361,0.0,0.0,0.03970731015474268,0.0,0.0,0.06235251172445816,0.047352003660101005,0.04692191016120333,0.05087593589279153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047159198310335715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866777119916889,0.03463150527474693,0.07204425695804786,0.0451084223380489,0.0,0.04382990838111499,0.0,0.044815146565936936,0.0,0.04900952142549566,0.0,0.06329765412110902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186088384645264,0.10115491911439374,0.0,0.0,0.12234421313194138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751624166070873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696240588471472,0.049677003629083616,0.0,0.0,0.029920712330877907,0.0,0.046116005147222416,0.050144182819509116,0.05290817918396232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047268416941074066,0.0,0.0850377895852043,0.09744795746866762,0.0,0.047942481420634814,0.11590571239657962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191228671990381,0.0,0.0,0.13223345414348586,0.04978180382660539,0.0,0.03904785418665893,0.0,0.0,0.05346657518146341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754007793707005,0.04082262888356717,0.08600022122707307,0.0,0.0,0.12411612373585312,0.0,0.0,0.1112367497102522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143946344571309,0.3468320478754614,0.0,0.0741452371373001,0.03746430114584245,0.0,0.0,0.043296427451025014,0.1264332337193118,0.0,0.0,0.04502239478543663,0.10130015367268272,0.0,0.047431659695419404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030076783627750923 adhd,fackfackmafack,2018/11/28,Learning to draw with an ADHD brain. Also ambidextrous. Super fun times :) Would love to see some other ADHD sketches!,3.804833333333332,7.102411149999997,4.1200000000000045,77.39833333333334,87.5,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.190666666666667,93,3,12,1,3,29,18,20,0.0,0.536,0.46399999999999997,0.9402,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7617172991900543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534290958551257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537711802206696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860194533922045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25253253602398024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479005949573066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512046991782725,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FreeProof,2018/11/28,"Prevent dumb dentist visits Be sure to take care of your oral health while on medication, y'all. Because simple routines are tough with ADHD, here are a few tips that have helped me. * Biotene, a moisturizing mouthwash, in the morning and at night really helps with dry mouth issues. You can use it up to 5x a day if needed. * Place floss strategically where you are most likely to use it, such as by your bed, couch, or shower. I never flossed regularly for 25 years, and now I floss (nearly) everyday so I can stay in the shower a little longer ;). * Comedown: gum and magnesium. Jaw clenching or teeth sucking can do some major damage over time. &#x200B;",2.7052499999999995,5.637149025000002,3.361666666666668,85.21000000000002,83.75,5.533333333333332,23.0,7.0316486544052195,1.08435,513,18,90,7,15,161,97,120,0.077,0.847,0.077,-0.0112,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,0,1,5,7,2,0,6,0,9,6,3,2,2,16,15,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,16,14,4,20,0,1,0,0,8,10,2,5,9,59,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477651193008824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337505124666435,0.2505078371421399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567365985565254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019459135312904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295660751809735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913920216177887,0.0,0.0,0.2763703664786369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151782268036565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071971297619917,0.20662719926961545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768523364441088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528655597516943,0.1590038547186332,0.0,0.0,0.1934678676364171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153940706851086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207183465872308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973989426766774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430403640443425,0.0,0.15500720252024802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202139722578449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35611333451792004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505078371421399,0.1327607428066188 adhd,dont_find_me_thanks,2018/11/28,"I have a habit of going to my teachers for help, but zoning out when they try to explain something I usually end up thinking about how I don’t understand something instead of listening to the actual explanation. This is tragic.",9.704285714285714,8.549625142857145,10.019047619047623,60.634285714285724,59.47619047619048,13.161904761904767,44.80952380952381,12.161744961471696,5.8478666666666665,184,10,28,5,2,62,36,42,0.098,0.857,0.045,-0.4854,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3439873597349632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31220874643509605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033283000752594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362720890846306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427406165234123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258665903326897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932311486790975,0.0,0.0,0.3669630203913827,0.0,0.0,0.3882269272412479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Browsey22,2018/11/28,"Wondering how common this “symptom” may be. Mishearing things is becoming incredibly frustrating for me. How do you cope? For instance, I work in a high school, and on the afternoon announcements yesterday they said this certain form was due to the Career Center “by today,” meaning Tuesday. Today I told the Assistant Principal I work with that it was due yesterday, and she said the form says the deadline is tomorrow. Sure enough, on the form it says Thursday. And the announcement as written on our website says Thursday. I emailed to see if they read it wrong, but everyone is saying they didn’t hear the student say Tuesday. I’m sorry, this is just incredibly frustrating. I’d bet my life that they said Tuesday, but apparently I’m delusional. 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They are all going off in separate directions pulling at you and not allowing you collect yourself. Then every once in a while they all move in the same direction. You dont usually choose this direction but you are speeding through it (hyperfocus). 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This is sort of random, but I haven't had anything in a while that really sucked me in for a while. Without a constant something to pull my attention I've begun to feel less motivated and lost, is there anything out there that I could care about anymore? Work is meh, the video game that has peaked my interests for the last 2 years began to lose its appeal, where I used to play for hours on end I could only play for about 30 minutes before losing interest. Then I downloaded a new game on my day off, started playing at 9am to pass the time for an hour. I sat at my desk until almost 9pm before I realized oh shit I was supposed to do something today. That in itself shouldn't be a good thing, but I was so relieved that something, *anything*, could hold my attention for more than a few minutes at a time. This rant is over now, enjoy the rest of your day.",3.923770903010034,4.925168684782608,4.8723913043478255,85.3394983277592,71.3913043478261,7.618060200668896,27.19732441471572,7.882392219407189,1.5350556856187292,714,24,146,9,13,233,111,184,0.132,0.711,0.157,0.7275,0,0,3,1,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,5,7,14,2,0,13,0,17,1,1,2,0,19,25,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,5,0,0,7,1,16,9,32,13,4,37,0,3,0,0,3,14,2,3,21,104,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389415682454932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376061689029809,0.0,0.0,0.4567291689470997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613798517725296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146842123564432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994321980049122,0.0,0.3323500921303101,0.0,0.0,0.17896903281238905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289439988262865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015792903024354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637983668381692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732884578975198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310260613256852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310459306773699,0.15146581516772764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400897650300525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552827471318003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888903286514782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424284542262603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204576254885861,0.0,0.0,0.09821042795747714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218164728038156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181654110416002,0.0,0.13152207589623202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983845752380505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375340418016424,0.0,0.10101418665785478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893526925027807 adhd,ekm523,2018/11/28,"Therapy vs. Medication This is gonna be a little long but here is some backstory: So I am a 30 year old female and was diagnosed with ADHD after my freshman year in college. I had a full scholarship and was getting ready to lose it, so I got diagnosed, started medication (ritalin at first, didn't do anything so I switched to adderall and I felt like a normal human) took summer classes and made all A's which was enough to get me back to a 75% scholarship. I felt like I was using ADHD as an excuse and I stopped taking medication. I don't know why. I wasn't doing well in school, but I had a thriving social life so I blamed it on that. Anyway, graduated with a 2.7 which was not enough to get in to any grad school. Worked as a nanny in NYC for a few years and that was great because it was easy but paid really well and was a very ADHD-friendly job. Now however, I am in a small, small town because of my boyfriend's government job. It took 10 months for me to find a job at a law firm. I HATE sitting at a desk all day, and the work is absolutely dull, so as you can imagine my procrastination is terrible, as is my organization. There really is no organization, just piles of papers and folders covering every surface. I hate the job, but I can't afford to lose it until I find something else, which could be a while. And any other job I want requires a master's so I just feel so stuck. My doctor in college does not still have my records because it had been too long, so I sought out a therapist to get a diagnosis so I could a prescription from my primary care dr. Psychiatrists are specialists and are not covered under my insurance, but mental health visits are only $25 copays, so that is the way I have to go. I like the therapist, and I understand that she wants to be thorough and make sure someone is not trying to abuse prescription medication, but so far I have had 3 appointments in as many weeks, and she seems more interested in determining why I feel certain ways. I fully believe that therapy in conjunction with medication can help, but she has not brought up actually reaching out to my doctor since the first visit. Even at $25, I cannot afford weekly visits, nor can I continue taking off work early to make it to the appointments. I am so frustrated that I feel like screaming. Has anyone else experience this? How did you move forward? I am not opposed to therapy, but I also need more immediate action so that I don't lose my job. TL;DR prior (10+ years ago) ADHD diagnosis, seeking current diagnosis to avoid losing my job, therapist not reaching out to my doctor, just scheduling weekly appointments that I cannot afford/can't keep leaving work ",5.27767624607095,6.00079427099237,6.746924113156716,74.14053210597217,68.12213740458016,9.981499775482712,31.63313875168388,10.056822442137396,3.1871524023349806,2114,85,395,50,34,725,244,524,0.12,0.777,0.102,-0.9309999999999999,12,1,1,0,1,0,62.0,0,2,0,12,28,22,3,1,27,0,51,14,0,5,4,72,85,45,0,6,19,0,5,4,0,1,14,1,0,1,21,20,0,5,11,0,3,10,16,11,2,2,25,6,54,11,53,54,9,69,0,5,0,0,12,28,0,2,34,277,75,28,0.0,0.07071843968371773,0.05824516472030415,0.0,0.2869250680432984,0.0,0.05290825442609029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773106810735603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811773858831088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173400988040192,0.061155610813513735,0.049116693569028584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589503775537578,0.0,0.10915254185218064,0.0,0.0,0.0672459584549146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085410407698485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530921892834672,0.0,0.0,0.038492689938135635,0.0,0.0,0.12116056342360593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832742008933068,0.05223183471999655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972039690084768,0.0,0.0,0.12334369127194456,0.0,0.03942220153224114,0.0,0.05028823517965924,0.0,0.0,0.0583845999458006,0.0,0.0,0.09053747566576592,0.04263986494732075,0.11461630941342554,0.0,0.10910429220473443,0.10153817804440728,0.0,0.0,0.04611344438919355,0.0,0.1247343970250438,0.0,0.0339210681801313,0.0,0.04773654211359677,0.06580429519603606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785561898835305,0.0,0.06344368677544374,0.0,0.0,0.04000643151000624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146057150135778,0.05305187646747273,0.0,0.0,0.032801999009088666,0.0,0.0,0.06319911483898094,0.0,0.0,0.042158159573506535,0.11663873664114476,0.059821297058802174,0.0,0.10564089620956192,0.0,0.2670945614725648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056476567633546776,0.07968206325783793,0.06051248372644974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063805976379976,0.060149696031850775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047640990864768466,0.06343703204055877,0.0,0.044256593963865914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058479846952683164,0.0,0.0,0.06263067322323886,0.0,0.0,0.04539407845489171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647307307215946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081133172119228,0.0,0.05433611527133588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937307817388375,0.0,0.0,0.06084260973131775,0.05057196121712966,0.0459493869689894,0.0,0.0,0.04224623101161532,0.0,0.047665511902393216,0.04990037291735462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056253579018448296,0.0,0.08975325553455557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476926664359515,0.20790099030353748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326272274089777,0.04052304206060877,0.0,0.0,0.06213548540104673,0.0,0.05154975154795538,0.0,0.04924740250469508,0.07040898676524614,0.09475232532652368,0.14363011519114466,0.0,0.10733020354637086,0.0,0.10771510399490386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738091872217838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374393809246853 adhd,theneemqueen,2018/11/28,"IM FREAKING OUT OVER MY PhD APPLICATION It is due on Saturday and I may have majorly fucked up by not realizing I needed letters of recommendation. I know this sounds like an obvious thing I should have realized but on the website for requirements for the application they state that I need: >the names and e-mail address of three people who can comment on your research skills So I took this as just those things. But now as Im finalizing the online portal application the section for recommendation providers says it will send a request for a letter. This app is DUE IN TWO DAYS!! that's not enough time for someone to write a letter!!!! how could I have fucked up this royally! I know I procrastinated finalizing this application but how could I have missed something this major. I fucked up. Im freaking out in class. I hate myself. 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Been on the generic for the last 3 months, don’t like it that much. It keeps me awake but doesn’t improve my focus much so hasn’t been working well. Insurance won’t cover Adderall IR but they will cover Mydayis, so I’m trying it now. Went to the pharmacy at 9am (waking up for that was a chore without meds), took one at around 9:30am, now I’m waiting for the effects. Will update and make a comprehensive comparison chart of all the different meds I’ve tried and which ones I like the best. (If it kicks in and I feel up to it later lmao.) Feel free to ask any questions. 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I NEED to vacuume. It must be done, today. But there are so many things I have to pick off the floor first. I think the baby put dynamite in the toybasket and now it's all a mess. &#x200B; My problem is, at the moment, that I want to be creative too, like RIGHT NOW. But I don't know how to be creative, to make something, while I'm vacuuming. My mind tells me to do two opposite things at once, and my body reacts by doing absolutely nothing. Except writing. &#x200B; I'm in a northern country, so it's already dark outside, therefore my brain is also telling me to find a blanket and hibernate infront of the fireplace. &#x200B; English is not my native language, and Chrome is putting a red line under EVERY word (even the word Chrome), so excuse all my mistakes.",4.431666666666668,6.056372331210191,5.2959394904458605,80.39618099787687,70.9108280254777,7.526326963906581,33.46549893842887,8.07648339933343,2.649284925690021,644,32,116,9,12,210,98,157,0.049,0.8490000000000001,0.102,0.7384,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,10,0,16,2,2,5,3,27,23,13,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,1,1,13,1,17,17,2,17,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,8,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598527608444327,0.0985454695661686,0.0,0.4005527948292897,0.4492068999376361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687864280985534,0.0,0.1375633170934443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610513340373458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139099993716922,0.0,0.10382499168648814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262825381172464,0.10481776158637084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772294279669533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020302670607355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225571573302629,0.12493395517623265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442525579577515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137207706643156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824068845058708,0.0,0.0,0.13123390812213645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892117093635958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791265239355025,0.0,0.24775655898792145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523612678126236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486701418355237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541358729928264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373455229866554,0.07895959276435531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680583310016285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037595103164896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268312796660434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492068999376361,0.0 adhd,PLSBRY_DOBOY,2018/11/28,"Anyone with ADHD have any experience dealing with intrusive thoughts? Title pretty much says it all. These thoughts honestly be immobilizing at times and seem to get in the way of a lot of new relationships for me. Combining intrusive thoughts with ADHD seems to me a horrible concoction, so does anyone have any advice on helping these thoughts pass through your mind, and not grabbing onto every “oh X person hates you because of (insert BS reason)”?",10.360384615384616,10.196586961538467,9.563717948717953,61.22711538461542,57.589743589743605,12.415384615384614,42.57692307692308,11.698219412168324,5.389246153846155,365,18,53,9,4,116,61,78,0.075,0.8220000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,4,1,14,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882551775449079,0.15784518050539914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969178631629188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589096904326544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846714755017777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665302675924452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413559324112336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609593481147012,0.0,0.0,0.15800726909246215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439272279898402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947736664153345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827010881120858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373269721973681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309918475905913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874308621730173,0.0,0.0,0.15600661530946058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104170650864606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433401235274026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607967332290868,0.0,0.1734226965533193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845508561484886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941015677109058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129468931624703,0.0941894025963928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282149417731978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DayDreamDaisy,2018/11/28,"Medication made me lose weight and people won’t stop commenting Recently I have been getting a lot of comments about how much weight I have lost. I have been on dexamphetamine for 5 months and have lost around 10 kilos. I have received comments from family, friends, co-workers and the weight loss even surprised my psych. To me losing weight has seemed gradual and is completely incidental, but it seems that everyone is acting like its very dramatic (especially in the last 2 weeks) Comments around weight make me feel really uncomfortable for a few reasons. I haven’t done anything to lose the weight- my appetite just decreased and I don’t binge eat anymore. It hasn’t taken any willpower or significant change in lifestyle. I know that everyone means well, It just makes me sad that our culture focuses so much on weight and people’s physical appearance. I feel that mentally I have made so much progress in so many areas of my life since being on medication and weight loss is a small side effect of medication. Has anyone else had a similar experience? 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If you're like me at all, one day you'll be minding your own business and then seven hours later you rouse from your hyperfocus and realize that you've just become an expert in some esoteric bullshit. For me, recently, I've learned all about cross stitch, hiking the Appalachian trail, living in Tulsa Oklahoma, and last night, I spent 8 hours learning about cryptography and trying to write code to break complex ciphers. I was talking to a friend the other day who told me he recently became an ADHD expert in competitive pigeon racing. What's your ADHD expertise? 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I am diagnosed with ADD, but i still have times where my body is extremely restless and i have sparks of energy. I can spend countless of hours on fixing my bike, building something, fishing, etc. How do those two kinds seperate the physical hyperactivity into ADD and ADHD behaviour?",7.378333333333334,8.453309650793656,7.784246031746032,67.30589285714285,63.60317460317461,10.744444444444444,36.38492063492063,10.686352973137794,4.300939682539683,280,13,44,7,4,92,48,63,0.055999999999999994,0.902,0.043,-0.2022,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,8,2,1,2,0,12,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965945214579101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757026518396001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519254551309158,0.0,0.2593240785624903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768170472025736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444344552614109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584699851584033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804039005160656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108231091130576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821888312082456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473182797904036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424627263673447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wholesome_Douchebag,2018/11/28,"I haven't been diagnosed, so I may not have ADHD, but it feels like it and I need advice Im a junior in highschool, in class right now. I have a paper due in negative two weeks and im ineligible for competing on my schools bowling team. Now Im working on talking my mom into getting me tested, but i relate to every post here and video i see on youtube on a strangely accurate level. I tried doing my project last night and ended up watching like 20 How to ADHD videos at 1-3AM. Im here to ask how to focus myself while doing my research project. I ended up with two tabs open for my homework turning into 20 tabs open with random shit. I either have ADHD or Im the laziest person I know, but either way I get sidetracked more than anybody else I know and feel like this sub would know best on how to deal with that.",2.400899159663865,3.9330934764705887,4.208067226890758,86.52058823529416,76.0,6.033613445378151,25.084033613445378,6.5431188927421005,0.9022857142857146,641,22,130,5,14,217,101,170,0.10300000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.09,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,8,5,1,0,4,0,9,2,1,3,0,31,20,14,0,2,7,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,12,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,4,19,4,24,17,4,28,0,0,2,0,6,17,1,3,12,86,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088542482387394,0.11081315647735908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601368152478556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900629187637288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116910408932675,0.0,0.1150986014398833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947311393575232,0.0,0.20087746210751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554438134827972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467688311081628,0.16202594911558255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849362732686446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124572364480498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869650043064902,0.09243612605356454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620451921522292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281269616294195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408465470607572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641820743242064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901649605729804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860584248507184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684297070946332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476684266136272,0.09036510901677307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640345875886812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911466153704684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699114853004906,0.12334662403666133,0.22155062251792107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001163266408928,0.09096263072196532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255654233253798,0.0,0.0,0.08055609834013583,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,URARD,2018/11/28,"I got diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Ritalin 10mg, but it doesn't seem to work for me and it's the only ADHD medication that is available(as far as I know) in my country...What should I do ? I'm a 19 year old male form Tunisia, I recently got diagnosed with ADHD and was prescribed Ritalin 10 mg, but it doesn't seem to work for me, I don't feel any positive or negative effects from it (I still can't focus on what I'm doing), the doctor told me that I should take +10 mg every week until I get the desirable effect form it (I'm on 20 mg right now). I've read that some people react better or worst to different types of medication, I don't think i have the luxury of being able to try other stimulants since (as far as I know) Ritalin is the the only available one in my country and it was given to me by the hospital. This might sound stupid but is there anyway to work around this or make the medication work ?",5.893631578947368,4.892564784210528,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,66.94736842105263,10.968421052631578,31.105263157894736,10.355215969177356,2.936957894736842,719,23,149,16,10,250,102,190,0.10400000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9408,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,5,3,1,0,9,0,17,9,0,5,0,29,33,14,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,13,7,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,2,17,1,23,23,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,7,99,30,7,0.12742166833227536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594082506574871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665110394113773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343229977819193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269411082785427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866062230442505,0.0,0.13312852308758974,0.0,0.13042147685647792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735825122143372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442822410155087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657256256819911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382149671249605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005523310181212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505495305726402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850917762160981,0.0,0.13517425382126913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370760628298434,0.0,0.08634422016064577,0.19381984121395288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833814093731797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745615044535882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581352521351485,0.0,0.0,0.10881740853559578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199980245305504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540452078364654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175910892743416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580523676358656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164666000585827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175686462712262,0.0,0.0865109486196338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220997637960097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710579685225675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820553767224867 adhd,hmsco,2018/11/28,Easily Distracted. ADHD Bound Has anyone ever sat at a red light for 4 minutes because they were daydreaming??...asking for myself.,4.93030303030303,8.494758090909091,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,81.72727272727272,8.387878787878789,25.51515151515152,8.841846274778883,3.564315151515151,106,4,12,3,3,35,21,22,0.11,0.78,0.11,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011247456775562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497407353989079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676051254410562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30490791856522564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524456497682349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GideonB_,2018/11/28,"My Academic Pit Of Shame And Frustration Ok, so this is literally my first ever reddit post, I just felt I needed to put my troubles out there. So, to put it bluntly, I'm in a pit of despair and academic failure, all my assignments were due months ago and yesterday was the first day I hadn't missed first period in well over a month, or at least what feels like well over a month, I cannot for the life of me judge larger time periods at all. In my exam week I faked illness *twice* because I freaked out and didn't think I was ready. I have an absolutely terrible habit of avoiding things that I don't feel ready for, or that I haven't done yet, and this lead to me barely doing any of my assignments. I stay up late online to try and distract from the hellhole that is my education, and that results in me being drastically late *all. the. time.* Right now I should be finishing off my history assignment, which I am fully capable of doing, and yet I'm still procrastinating. Its all the more frustrating that I *know* I am able to do pretty much any Yr 9 work handed to me, and I would say I'm at least of an above average intelligence, though I do hope that's an approximation befitting of the right hand side of the Dunning-Kruger effect, not the left. I'm really interested in politics, history, literature, and science, to name just a few of my passions. Yet despite all that, I can't get anything done unless I'm on my pill, and even then I just seem to focus really hard on the things I'm procrastinating doing. And all my social skills are eradicated when I'm on the long acting and I go off into my own little world. I don't really have any really good friends at school, probably due to my meds, and I get my human connection from novels and the internet. I don't really have the capacity to have good friends *and* good grades at the same time, and right now I have neither. Sometimes I just burst, and start getting really angry with my self at how lackluster I am at homework, which makes me feel terrible and ultimately accomplishes nothing. I feel as though my ADHD is just about the only thing keeping me from doing really well, and actually getting things done, and if I didn't have it, I would be in a much better place than the pit of dread and frustration and shame and despair I'm in today, and that really frustrates me. I don't really know why I posted this to be honest, I guess I just wanted to share my struggles with someone else, and maybe get some advice or encouragement on what I should do? I don't know. 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Hey everyone, I’m not RXed and have no access to treatment (adult who lives in the UK). I overeat as a focusing activity and I hate it but it’s the only thing that helps me focus from task to the next. How do I stop this? It’s ruining my life and I feel sick from all the food afterwards.",0.02046031746031574,2.3185615857142885,2.783333333333335,88.96055555555556,90.28571428571428,7.1111111111111125,22.063492063492063,8.167268648758528,1.5038730158730158,261,10,58,7,9,91,49,70,0.214,0.7390000000000001,0.047,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,11,5,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,9,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29802158152649977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769953752086613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771352355519963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30792403596458473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905141326047874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029515022098373,0.0,0.0,0.2754021082138307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316955713585861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372042668259137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215033226839418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720399454438285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buddypolkadot,2018/11/28,"I'm looking for perspective. ADD/ADHD overlooked because of misdiagnosis? Hey guys. I'm a woman at 26. I struggle witb c-pstd and depression from time to time but I feel like there is something else. It doesn't really matter how I well I do with my ptsd or handle depressive feelings, I feel constantly overworked, exhausted and as my brain is just wrong. My first diagnosis as 15 was ADD, then it was later changed to paranoid skizofrenic (which I now assume was depression and anxiety misdiagnosed). Then they realized that I wasnt skizofrenic and that the medicin made me extremely ill and - paranoid. So it stopped and I started treatment for depression, none of the medicin worked and I ended up trying to kill myself. So they then diagnosed me bipolar. I started treatment for that. That made me ill in fancy new ways, and I ended up being catatonic depressed, so I got to experience electrochock about 10 times. It removed my shortterm memory, my brain werent really capable of thinking a full thought and I started to get out of my depression. I stopped receiving treatment, because it was all too horrible and I felt like a lab rat. I started to get better. I still had the things that I still have now. Its only been the last year and a half that Ive been all the medicin and have gotten a change to feel my real mind and symptoms. I am getting help with c-ptsd from a individual therapist and are soon being offered trauma group therapy so thats good. And that leads me here. I now notice, when I am feeling okay, content, normal, happy or just normal sad and stressed - I have a really hard time finishing things. I cant focus very long. This is taken me about two hours to write because I keep losing interest or focus. My brain hurts when I have to focus on one thought. I can def get hyper. I go into modes where I completely overwork myself and it feels awesome, and some point I always crash. At the same time this is all mixed with that I believe I am never good enough and have to prove (especially my parents) wrong by doing all of the things at once, even if it kills me. I notice Ive learned to adapt to alot of things, like if I space out in conversation Im quick to talk around it, ask questions and then seem like I never stopped listening. Ive dropped out of school more than once. Quit jobs because I just couldnt. Left one job because of an easy instruction I couldnt understand, so I never showed up again because I was too embarassed. Regardless because of my obsessive need to look normal, I can remain to most as someone who is in controle of my life, and that Im just a free-spirit spontanous girl. &#x200B; I'm not asking you to diagnose me ofcourse. I would like to hear if someone has any sort of same experience like me and could tell me about it. &#x200B;",4.522518360685466,6.152340024163571,5.231650194940613,80.92588493970443,70.6914498141264,8.297107625351346,30.779943784567948,8.841846274778883,2.585774630519539,2215,95,411,41,41,716,264,538,0.18600000000000005,0.711,0.10300000000000001,-0.9936,5,0,1,0,0,1,70.0,0,1,2,7,31,31,2,3,17,1,39,11,3,5,8,95,76,44,2,12,12,1,8,6,0,1,8,2,0,3,28,31,0,5,17,1,0,4,10,18,1,5,17,12,68,13,59,53,13,66,0,9,2,0,22,20,0,13,46,289,96,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359363079073493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050953159717395134,0.13269810613934918,0.14881659959920382,0.041642499945923145,0.0,0.046845282477811744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451291815725798,0.1144945677415962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613017790697971,0.0,0.0,0.06899186986273745,0.0,0.05415816176147799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507849026860414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955888812515098,0.0,0.06420465770596791,0.06617423450179033,0.06868124918030308,0.04889186934135431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164542550376895,0.1243062633990378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115472218495088,0.0,0.10847363218704496,0.06327303597233315,0.0,0.04044572284055556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980088659601153,0.0,0.0,0.18577621264841299,0.04374692667043479,0.05879605023772538,0.0,0.0,0.052087210344662994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279728846861266,0.0,0.03480176318786078,0.10272350579428774,0.04897592921374529,0.0,0.0,0.06063315113475279,0.0,0.06518673556347733,0.05485532273795743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901729002947822,0.0,0.0410451212210977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030500920150269,0.0,0.06555427869232157,0.0,0.13229052239061725,0.0,0.12153432899504693,0.054429265956137236,0.1354968621994323,0.0,0.0,0.049915417255537005,0.0,0.0,0.0665329654749331,0.0,0.04325271474713157,0.17950055417892216,0.0,0.0,0.05419182900307362,0.1028454372435506,0.06850728894924901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158857452252726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183078490454751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540563093275233,0.14168666289450216,0.05914199687224354,0.0,0.0,0.17999448962828127,0.0,0.1394349161163519,0.0,0.13042843261019826,0.08299003751442012,0.04657264801123371,0.0,0.0,0.0679952007022765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788770211838374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431629393090307,0.0,0.06859820285389262,0.06513189867816542,0.0,0.06969984048903882,0.1176878230295886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061973982285052465,0.0,0.05574684753969378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376992899387016,0.04714237403817381,0.0,0.0,0.17337229115998976,0.0,0.0978061096806432,0.15358781911292355,0.07014549647230339,0.06401704009076815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364752868457432,0.0,0.04921908275353809,0.05352286035754796,0.0,0.07002856836189345,0.07109957930023189,0.16272959729715789,0.03923748088874166,0.0,0.09722890112981694,0.17853567756419814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041575144566675916,0.0,0.0598185592492144,0.0637487132482642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050526016176269666,0.0,0.0486061932071512,0.0,0.0,0.05505841247230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458045175232793,0.0,0.0,0.0435002139617565,0.13390364901711288,0.14881659959920382,0.039433900611930174 adhd,nazi_ovipositor,2018/11/28,"Any long term solutions for this short of CRISPR style gene editing? Last few months of my life have been pretty exhausting, tried working 70 hours a week every day for 3 months. My memory is getting so bad when I'm off the meds I'll drive my car to work with the emergency brake on. You can imagine what it's like at work. I'm tired of gaslighting myself because I'm not sure if I did something right, I'm tire of constantly screwing up anyway, and I'm tired of everyone being pissed at me for it. the medication hasn't worked for months, and I've been looking to the left and right for anything that might work. Already doing 2 hours of exercise a day and trying to work in two a days somehow. eating plants in the nightshade family because they have nicotine. dual n-back on the computer for my working memory. None of it's even getting me anywhere close to normal. Could gene editing work? I know I'll probably be long dead before it's ever an option I just mean hypothetically speaking if someone could find the specific genes that caused it and turn them off, or replaced them with better ones, or however it works.",6.2847207586933616,6.5260987716895045,6.551689497716898,78.0950579557429,65.84931506849314,9.4781875658588,32.371268001404985,9.265573868473778,2.77213354408149,897,34,168,15,13,289,138,219,0.126,0.828,0.046,-0.9572,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,10,7,7,2,0,11,0,14,10,1,1,2,28,25,11,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,10,8,1,1,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,3,2,14,3,28,17,3,32,0,0,1,1,5,14,2,7,17,98,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047570731317495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455532100856007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811889692514673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299493233902606,0.07926217433649274,0.11573629447843554,0.0,0.0807780197910252,0.0,0.0,0.08395743584765296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751875470115216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258507429444158,0.0,0.15158697600472484,0.0,0.0,0.1836650388582939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713658630858524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627000450209746,0.08586917519798984,0.07998220513411146,0.0907092134260522,0.0,0.0,0.08949109204429878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676385091816456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919350017449108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697288743387774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217077521573165,0.07738021944868556,0.0,0.0,0.10314118867655164,0.0,0.06705151920798927,0.04637776274752368,0.0,0.0,0.1680192554182573,0.07971687847925561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340606422666454,0.1054452835474812,0.0956314926592436,0.0,0.10070520686559682,0.0,0.0,0.2273154838616905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301076282495704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432669171174886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657743785452673,0.10235006593805228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213856303797194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043346444058294,0.07308137343079618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089469938257077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273225157597468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890180978396384,0.10325604548464637,0.09273233594566316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614672560830447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6219883147226645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WingusDingusDongus4,2018/11/28,"Studies show ADHD is mostly genetic, very inheritable, and often comorbid with other disorders. What else runs in your family? I was reading into this and realized my family damn near fills out the ""comorbid with ADHD"" bingo card. OCD, OCPD, Tics, Pathological Gambling, Alcoholism, Chain Smoking, Weed addiction, Anger Management issues, Personality Disorders, ODD, Rejection Sensitivity, Anxiety disorders, recurring Depression, and of course shortsighted life choices. That's all within just two generations from one ADHD (grand)parent across just six people. It finally clicked entering adulthood that something was very wrong with that entire side of the family across several generations. I went to a lot of psychiatrists before one of them figured out I have ADHD.",12.145181598062955,13.836443203389836,11.784285714285714,40.59957627118647,53.40677966101696,16.573365617433414,46.518159806295394,14.756829357015496,8.689361743341403,630,35,67,29,7,208,91,118,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.9671,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,17,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,2,2,2,4,0,5,0,4,3,1,6,0,17,2,3,15,0,2,1,0,3,9,1,3,2,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712673205716344,0.6046875976501899,0.0,0.0,0.13442837733320084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622694592722393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703573399254368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834042361460476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324894562201022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507915472481044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557432361254804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779384690936014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128926844068822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884729524577502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693987062284062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047346989914938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720508090759542,0.10983262504893657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582134731185826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421038535188467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683721470995432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228759217973549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757540436712327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166060942430973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752867430707388,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tetragonos,2018/11/28,"Had an odd day today, no meds, everything went neurotypical So at work, medicated, I am hard pressed to take a break. There are a million projects that all need some attention and the environment is great for me and my ADHD (a big garden store). So I sort of hyper focus on work and just keep going. I get ""in trouble"" for not taking my lunch break from time to time, but mostly I get praise for all the work I get done, in order of importance, and done correctly. Today I realized I do not have my pills, the few I keep in my car are out. So I thought about what needs to get done today and realized nothing paperwork heavy was going to happen... so I skipped a day. It was weird. I got hungry right around noon and managed my lunch by 1 o clock. I ended up having to organize a 7 step process (with lots of fiddily little details) and my thrown together system has been written down as the new standard operating procedure it worked so well. I worked with a new guy and got him a lesson in how what products we have and what they are for. HE got tired of it before I did... We had a solid 2 hours of reading materials and I did fine. It was not a hyper focus I cant verbalize thing... I just explained it to him, could have been a little better organized but still all useful stuff. I got home and the power to my place was fried... I tracked down the problem, figured out who was at fault for fragging it, took them too the store (basically by their ear) and made them buy the new $5 part to fix the power. I feel completely neurotypical today and it is wonderful, not like a stretched out mess like my meds do to me at the end of the day... I like actually have energy for my end of the day.",4.712769423558897,4.853091839181289,5.9427151211361755,81.46289473684213,69.2046783625731,9.321303258145363,28.858813700918965,9.23628265651192,2.1976497911445283,1307,43,276,24,21,440,180,342,0.08800000000000001,0.816,0.096,0.78,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,0,4,10,14,13,0,0,24,0,30,6,1,3,4,56,56,22,0,4,8,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,2,1,14,21,2,2,9,2,3,6,6,5,1,1,23,4,40,8,44,32,8,51,1,0,0,0,13,21,0,5,23,193,54,8,0.0,0.0,0.08693011394248737,0.0,0.10705793767488904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930089237139233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580128967942719,0.0,0.0,0.07878482205795474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339963484976543,0.0,0.0,0.07112385466670708,0.0,0.0,0.2297992589320293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734820844540827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366977256579013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006017412332167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504198253185121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861643863143648,0.0,0.10125346322256217,0.0,0.2849845521139866,0.09821201307895654,0.0,0.0882041019782613,0.07877395076561561,0.0,0.07979899428410203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935541168613091,0.0,0.087726748187438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835840411221302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056129270574335,0.17856493992182848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573340051021747,0.0,0.08429050691229943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978976088839456,0.08973964076233439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210472575568574,0.0,0.25810468163153544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547553159797244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646594006260104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930705866104732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523839616916237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910501231398463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607460678562518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114012640705247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197632467037764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133955509745657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059181395516540426,0.0,0.0,0.07072028873634778,0.10388758503171083,0.10238539683563816,0.33775313079821273,0.0,0.09897216400625546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769373011011252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009443246113683,0.08257889209900071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660444235510034,0.3242598016933268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TimeTurner00,2018/11/28,"Any Australians here? I went to the doctor today to get diagnosed, not sure what to do now Hey all! So I'm in Melbourne and FINALLY went to the GP today about my ADHD, so I've finally been diagnosed by a professional. But I don't know what to do now. I've been put on a mental health plan, so I need to book an appointment with a psychologist soon. But apparently I'm also being referred to a psychiatrist to actually get properly diagnosed and get medication....but that might take months because the psychiatrist is booked up until 2019. So does this mean I have to wait until next year to get medicated? Does this process sound right? I should have asked more questions while I was at the doctor, but my brain was all over the place and I didn't even think about it until I left :(",3.9184199134199136,5.527640214285718,5.352662337662338,79.54423160173161,72.18181818181819,9.029437229437232,26.46969696969697,9.516144504307137,2.3123567099567093,619,21,123,15,12,208,92,154,0.044000000000000004,0.956,0.0,-0.7321,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,0,10,0,14,8,1,0,3,20,29,15,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,1,10,1,22,19,3,25,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,14,83,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.13183770666043784,0.0,0.16236344740317965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080390893552292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918723505969216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629987491935785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235545309813777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508158170323709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41136970500882775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27656029991876674,0.2364531145965113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923200177171944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29598998361586665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28233582863783585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360454136791004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424719878470322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678609445407134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716305392115073,0.0,0.13609861874177576,0.13614860596998646,0.14331931012882435,0.0,0.0,0.10783519986256376,0.0,0.0,0.10017463047476448,0.0,0.0,0.14367994137322113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115031189749006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358123977321308,0.1513424542497616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537430746204805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732976007274685,0.0,0.10157807460761756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656635901859211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561172196971881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504773376943877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699970335902217 adhd,otisandtilly,2018/11/28,"Negative health effects of Vyvanse?? Have taken Vyvanse consistently now for around 6 months for my ADHD. Mainly did it to help with school and studying as a result my marks have improved greatly. School has finished for the year now (Australia) and wanting to have a break from the meds as it’s not really needed for me. Is there benefits to consistent use over long periods? Is there any reasons that inconsistent usage is bad? E.g don’t take medication on holidays but when needed for a certain day take meds. Also concerned of any long or short term negative health effects people have experienced? Anyone noticed while taking Vyvanse tolerance has increased?",6.3955652173913045,9.18499503478261,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,68.21739130434783,8.773913043478261,34.97826086956522,9.3871,3.951017391304348,539,27,76,12,10,170,82,115,0.077,0.7909999999999999,0.132,0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,5,1,16,19,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,17,17,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,12,54,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401827875516492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910269207899644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956808152444676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288188679735332,0.0,0.0,0.14371491713551798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479480300479216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411478505358522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779870427592621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432041679731069,0.0,0.0,0.10820914371324968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857368300163894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35864462065414765,0.16263278571355128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885905172117018,0.0,0.0,0.23940991264352615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837993460343802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119214600209768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342194294671618,0.16598615662042926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267697283407503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641460595320127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943144297285884,0.0,0.0,0.09522089174185916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396140860456296 adhd,portiagenius,2018/11/28,"Got fired again Well... Yet an other end has come. As a 27 old male working as a graphic designer, every year i face with the same ending. I live alone don't have any family to go and rest for a while. I have to continue my life non stop. Thanks for the hyper focus i can make a plan and move on with my life with no fear. But... This time i'm realy tired and need to rest for a while. I'm not depressed i'm not thinking about self harm so no worrys about that. Anyway just wanted share with you guys because i don't have anyone else to talk to. 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Underneath a stack of misc items. On the other side of the building. Don’t worry, I made copies and gave the original back with the remark “I was wrong and almost lost these - please take them away from me.” ",4.770340000000001,5.2605483840000025,5.70215,82.01082500000003,69.16,8.17,26.025,8.07648339933343,1.5038200000000002,488,13,96,6,8,161,84,125,0.08900000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.128,0.4499,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,4,2,5,1,0,12,0,7,2,1,2,0,13,21,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,7,4,10,1,19,10,1,12,0,2,0,1,10,4,1,1,7,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162049210153824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040743506080452,0.13946589462695574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433645097477713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697163138712728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657731256380954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012958896228267,0.16767792249622987,0.0,0.1739910718128863,0.10307938182031112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786174750860711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861048246936967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029118167649968,0.19799183379532376,0.0,0.0,0.17162106004694982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448698970924186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290414307535392,0.4138307367490598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981897551928165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725288071865488,0.2884727707131673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363711491591742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331123128678053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204289055972498,0.1841947405619014,0.0,0.0,0.1983046848755989,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_WHATEVERR,2018/11/28,"Sleep How the fuck do you do it? I’m always awake at night, always thinking about something. I can’t just drift into sleep mode. I’m on medications but unless I take something that knocks me the fuck out right away I don’t fall asleep for a while. Sometimes at all",0.7438095238095244,3.2298950740740766,1.6222751322751314,97.17166666666668,89.0,3.8264550264550254,16.973544973544975,5.288315135182226,-0.7509121693121692,210,5,45,1,7,65,40,54,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,0,4,6,3,1,1,8,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,10,1,11,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919617207681688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128935397323016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354896736932189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727294599199655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103011419424376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011423927471768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471402677348728,0.0,0.0,0.3626469124110268,0.2329464196981686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709018087886122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091890878858305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pop1238,2018/11/28,"Appetite Messed Up? I am on 50 mg of Vyvanse which I have been taking for almost a month now. Tbh I have always been overweight my whole life so I have tended to avoid eating 3 meals a day anyways, I usually only eat 1 which is dinner at like 6-7 pm. I've noticed that this school year when I have been on 40 mg and now 50 mg of Vyvanse, I have less inclination to go eat. I mean I feel like a part of it is my own way of starving myself but recently I have noticed that I really don't care about eating. I have no appetite at least before it was like I don't NEED to eat it, but now I'm like not hungry at all. I feel like how I would be when I took Adderall (30 mg). I am also an avid pot smoker and recently I have been getting awful munchies - usually I don't even like to eat when I'm high it makes me feel gross and like that I will overeat - but I'll smoke at night and be starving to the point I just go to sleep because I don't have much food in my apartment. I have begun smoking after my classes end to sorta give me an appetite bc once I come down I start feeling hungry (or more open to food at least). Problem is - smoking makes me lose focus, so my Vyvanse is now useless. I feel like this is just a cycle of Vyvanse - Pot - Vyvanse, but I don't intend on doubling my dose. &#x200B; What should I do? I cannot tell if I'm overreacting and/or thinking my lack of appetite is that serious because it now gives me a reason to smoke at odd times of the day kinda. I can just reason it as me giving myself an appetite. But, like I said, smoking messes with my ADHD and makes it way worse. 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I have stopped taking it for a few days, and I already see improvement. I'm going to have to find another medication. I chose straterra because I'm afraid to take stimulants. I hear how people become dependant on them or they do nothing for them after a while. Straterra is the only non-stimulant that I know of. My doctor has previously said she thinks a stimulant would be best for me, but says I have other options. I want to rule out anti-depressants that also treat ADHD/ADD because I'm already taking one and I don't want to replace it or add another anti-depressant to the mix and mess things up. I see my doctor next week. I would like to know what are medications that have helped you? 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I grew up playing soccer, video games, basketball, doing well at school. Everything i used to enjoy doing is gone. I am an engineering major but i don't care about school anymore, not two fu\*\*s. My entire focus in life is anxious worrying about whatever girl is in my life. I have fixated on one thing for years and don't know how to recover. I am hyper sexual, and know this to be a side effect to depression. Is this a symptom of ADHD? I was diagnosed a year ago, medicated consistently for a month. Is hyper-sexuality common for ADHD or is it just a bullet point on the list of side effects? I can hardly think day to day, any help appreciated.",2.927625354777671,5.131166119205299,5.261461684011357,76.55107615894042,76.5496688741722,8.28779564806055,24.030747398297066,9.04235418022936,2.164662819299906,608,20,111,15,14,213,95,151,0.069,0.802,0.129,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,8,0,19,8,0,4,0,15,26,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,1,1,2,2,1,12,5,22,23,1,21,0,1,0,2,5,12,0,1,7,77,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497504777973308,0.0,0.1289862011091716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895207028293228,0.0,0.0,0.16438534826312198,0.14430722941243496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967151266635528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768435660750052,0.0,0.12532790509089858,0.14769000574465396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077537621358945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034874846630598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753256228890653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993743459745488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619497793633444,0.0,0.3083349228656094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658643214901534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614502302863686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860162136728363,0.22133445135399651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137554372959699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452861181472306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124103355729335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334130479404715,0.09323719689427754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214252954886555,0.0,0.0,0.1256742769614702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083133595968405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777288716454726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187407869842065 adhd,ADHDADHDKAFFEE,2018/11/28,"Untreated ADHD since diagnosis For years in my life ive never been cured or treated for adhd Im 19 now failing online high school My adhd is so bad i cant recite what people have said to me sometimes , I can not even read a chapter of a book i can not follow simple instruction""s ive failed 8th grade i got prescribed at an elementary age I dont remember what age it was , elementary , middle , and high school ive never been correctly prescribed in my life my educational level is so bad through low grades i was forced out of school with well below average grade above a 50 all F's since middle school my inattention is so bad ive been in special ed classes all my school career since middle school i have not focused ever in my entire life i dont even know what the sensation of Focus feels like my ADHD has been untreated since birth , I cant read full book's i cant watch TV or play video games cant even focus ADHD is extreme i dont notice anything again i cant read a whole book watch TV for at least 45 minutes around my entire life is a daydream through my entire schooling i have not been properly prescribed many adhd pills tried no success never focused in my life i dont even know what that sensation is. my grades throuth 9th-12th i have never gotten above a 45 ive been a special ed student all my life the only one there with adhd in here ive tried many pill many tests more than 10 occasions i have taken psychological tests always ADHD nothing else multiple more than 10 therapists and psychologists nothing helps my life has become inattention bad memory as well im 19 now and still untreated ive never been properly prescribed in my life . My adhd has NEVER gone away ever in my life completely untreated all the up to nineteen years old cant even focus at home doing online school or doing daily activities. Im completely untreated struggling daily.",2.686482670089859,5.197511769647702,4.282200114106406,81.6568645699615,79.0,6.919440878619312,24.615675367279987,8.032893268588372,1.7396840108401088,1509,55,272,28,38,503,157,369,0.115,0.835,0.05,-0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,19,16,0,1,11,0,44,11,0,0,13,31,53,10,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,11,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,4,11,0,2,21,8,2,1,14,4,41,8,31,39,9,44,0,3,2,0,3,24,0,3,19,171,47,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612920341340195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317946533029602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042703846038664624,0.046196127437038964,0.0,0.0,0.048755556890221055,0.0,0.17331528338392613,0.0,0.05731218249494996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881848375389007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327471009881926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335027631881929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137550417273836,0.09388110128169708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02623886191990589,0.03707265484515493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150389199086276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034783051700307606,0.10965645106019103,0.05205331065014231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816132866267414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703851027658888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298845835079031,0.02535249367237845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783528576734054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240140332107014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958623244630854,0.05908097907638993,0.054453393180146914,0.0,0.03516431039300684,0.03946726859128635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03597634910225125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572232724158014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058785105419356325,0.0,0.0493625062250617,0.0,0.0,0.4201511245700792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170702468636742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051323898841248834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144213573279814,0.0,0.0,0.05425024823737877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025223629742633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046442353626829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933167962762239,0.0,0.0,0.05793712712401997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683529554418875 adhd,dustblunt,2018/11/28,"How to do it without drugs? Can't get a script (and wouldn't be very helpful, I abuse) Weed helps me relax at home but haven't been smoking. I might start again because I'm jumping out of my skin and can't walk around for hours at night like I'd been doing. It's fucking cold (New England) I'm having trouble at work with not saying stupid shit or being impulsive. I am also taking 4 hour classes and have to take about 5 breaks (only one officially, I pretend I'm using the bathroom. No choice.) I don't want to fail in life. I'm on Wellbutrin (better than nothing) Willing to take supplements/non-recreational drugs",1.534700460829491,3.9987554193548434,2.8046082949308757,90.73048387096777,83.51612903225806,4.833179723502305,23.37327188940092,6.1826913282559595,0.5812368663594469,488,18,96,4,14,157,94,124,0.091,0.758,0.151,0.8507,0,0,2,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,3,0,2,0,16,6,2,2,0,15,28,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,1,2,3,7,3,17,21,0,16,0,1,0,1,3,7,2,2,7,55,9,3,0.0,0.20525217961621256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853396381849697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421364814335406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056009211836358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532100644086217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017893934927547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015065037449527,0.09050682883066664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322281798868961,0.0,0.17376631719267502,0.0,0.341198225472142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235923444819158,0.08463264683987505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837723016953356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730902333719933,0.0,0.1625669616473769,0.0,0.16622125124371326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738682203484785,0.13175111874931658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377614332205397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778206668975508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261485172021586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907478320048385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961725557313416,0.0,0.14293495090860855,0.10217701396389248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698994354984198,0.0,0.1261153196894107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SkeetShootin69,2018/11/28,"Where do you excel? What do you love to do? As I'm sitting here wondering how I have made it this far in my career ( unmedicated ) with thoughts like a kids birthday in a bouncy house just jumping around screaming in chaos, it made me wonder what everyone else has just naturally been good at? What do you love to do? For fun and work? Also, what have you tried and failed at? I have tried affiliate marketing, I suck at writing. Programming, I was extremely hyper focused on until I hit the wall of shitty laptop bugging out and motivation. Double whammy. I was an apprentice electrician for a year, that was cool for the first month. I also worked for a recreational cannabis company (washington) for a few months. That lost all its novelties before I could blink. I have mindlessly succeeded in drilling though, as it is very physically active and I can jump from task to task never having much ""dream time"", even though I'll get a shout from my co worker with something that sounds like a chihuahua barking when I am zoning out. I laugh. But its the one job that comes natural to me. I just picked up snowboarding and am in love. I can zone out and be peaceful. Same with wakeboarding or wake surfing. Not good at it whatsoever but am determined to be. For now! I go to the gym. Not a bodybuilder or any of that, just trying to be fit and feel good. Doesnt seem to help my symptoms much, but makes me feel good for a little bit. I see all these post and just wanted to see what everyone is good at or loves to do. Whether that's playing video games ( I will dominate you in call of duty fyi) or managing a major corporation. Something different from the typical post. A feel for the community on the other aspect of life. 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I’m in recovery and I now have a week on Strattera. Feeling much more grounded. More like me... like a real person again. Side effects are lessening. Can think more clearly. Can think more rationally. Much less anxiety. Less looping obsessive thoughts. AA meetings, yoga & meditation are working great too. After shitloads of medications, Strattera seems like it’s doing very very good things for me. There’s no up and down feeling like with stimulants (that high up feeling from stimulants is really not what we are ever supposed to feel.) and I’m sober now so I can feel what the medication is doing more or less. I think when getting on a new medication sobriety is very very very important. I don’t think this is stressed enough at the psychiatrist. Or in general...Ive never got clean the right way and been sober this long before and I can’t stress enough how important it is to get clean and sober if you are using drugs & alcohol for medicinal purposes. They’re only going to catch up to you. They sure did for me. Get sober if you’re struggling with substances and alcohol! I know us ADHDers like our mind altering substances and alcohol but for real stop fucking around with your life and get clean....and then get a medicine. Be well everyone :)",3.6318595041322297,6.387143061983472,4.227348760330583,81.99575041322315,77.05785123966942,7.838942148760331,28.68826446280992,8.726425361277474,2.6280827768595048,1039,46,185,24,25,329,138,242,0.05,0.7929999999999999,0.156,0.9640000000000001,0,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,3,3,1,2,11,14,1,4,9,0,20,9,0,5,4,46,43,18,0,2,6,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,3,1,8,15,3,1,13,1,0,2,5,5,2,0,4,5,16,9,26,38,12,32,0,0,0,1,9,15,1,5,19,119,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026611613296345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456910633427852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221728969062577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403781542589109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032916907530585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947637675699456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508505133184612,0.0,0.0,0.08539203499517778,0.0,0.09020517909252987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386624980649927,0.06744082454684196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727314967607334,0.24660580524571646,0.0,0.05365084552692615,0.07917993855087202,0.07550192208942022,0.10407856432536183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974092100051217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188088336327235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666789410925015,0.2306003015868785,0.0,0.0,0.08354282025801622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853003216452362,0.0,0.0,0.09531913287886447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879269881469805,0.0,0.07280866032701579,0.09117406268236056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179699289207747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824282057817748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149003402582301,0.060476353642172985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806188123798961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594005682472028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892431880117283,0.21627439824415526,0.09868949197949986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889727900733762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271650979377702,0.24195601983314285,0.0,0.07494466195735915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135540110176046,0.08153303848110338,0.0,0.3894577803905002,0.0,0.07493193230848748,0.15144721823448354,0.0,0.08487875647460813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872579752852888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anu692,2018/11/28,"Methylphenidate not working? Hi all... I was diagnosed by a psychologist 2 months back and yesterday i went a psychiatrist who finally gave me some medication (reluctantly,on a trial basis, since he didn't fully believe the diagnosis coz i am a good student). Its methylphenidate SR, 10mg in the morn and 10mg at noon. Methylphenidate is the only medi available in my country i guess. Today i took it for the 1st time. Early morning when my alarm went off at 7am i took it and thought i will get up half n hour later when the medi starts to kick in, but alas it didn't help me wake up. Its 10.30am now, i am still sleepy. Earlier i took modafinil for some months, i remember that it helped a lot at keeping me awake. I could get up and study. I thought the methylphenidate would do the same or even better since it is supposed to help with concentration too. Neither it helped me stay awake, and since i am groggy, i dont find much difference in concentration too. What can this possibly mean? Is 10mg too low a dose? Is it possible that i don't have adhd? But even if i don't have adhd, the medication should still improve concentration isn't it? If i try 15mg/20mg dose are there chances that i might feel better? I am afraid that if i plainly say that medicine didn't work, the doctor might totally discard the fact that i have adhd instead of trying any other alternatives. That's coz he was reluctant in agreeing to the diagnosis on the 1st hand, and gave the medication on a trial basis. Its worth mentioning, i am extremely depressed which i believe in due to adhd since the standard antidepressants didn't help at all. What do i do? 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Our professor said it should take about 2 hours per person. It's supposed to be an easy, fun project to break up the semester. We were supposed to write 250-500 words per person, with 1000-2000 words total. We only need three credible sources. Easy grade, right? I spent about 8 hours on it. I accidentally wrote 1500 words. I was able to edit it down to 1000 words. I have 15 **thoroughly** read sources. Here's hoping my partners haven't done their part of the project yet! ... I haven't eaten. I've had one glass of water. I forgot to go to work. I forgot to take my meds. I forgot to do my chores. My house is a mess. I have one calc assignment due tomorrow, one physics assignment due Thursday, three calc assignments due Friday, and another physics assignment due Friday. I haven't started any of them. ... What can I say? The history of Mathematics in Korea was interesting. I didn't even realize 8 hours had passed until my fiance asked how homework was going and I realized what time it was. Seriously, f+++ ADHD. *Sigh* At least I was productive??? *Tl;Dr: I accidently hyper-focused for 8 hours on a project that should have taken 2 and didn't take care of my basic responsibilities for today. F+++ ADHD*",0.4937068393094286,2.6461172709163385,2.3394148406374526,87.60388985723776,105.37450199203188,5.4382802124834,19.97020252324037,6.9077264865688965,1.0027429614873844,1029,37,194,21,48,338,141,251,0.04,0.8909999999999999,0.069,0.8236,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,3,0,2,1,7,7,0,0,8,0,26,2,0,1,1,24,45,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,3,9,6,2,3,2,1,1,3,5,2,1,5,21,2,27,4,27,20,3,30,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,1,18,113,36,15,0.1323172041181842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180391324407494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998023615063099,0.1387461254674733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369872434089832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490620807787151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708128787298858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739426540678791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039783270305915,0.0,0.10582615553994436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314208392657621,0.5212231711413785,0.15267628830449714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697458499686633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098111530268428,0.0,0.0,0.1407208476856414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26898468571991874,0.1006331961734514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328663784258144,0.0,0.0,0.23106855784703176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235301103277736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299816934800885,0.1258639614512514,0.10522395153847837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365479810776288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29845821125293265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715522578808197,0.0,0.12542123805945274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632850048833333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zoomernewss,2018/11/28,"Grades are bad but the pill's worse I got diagnosed with adhd about 3 years ago. They gave me Vyvanse and it worked well and allowed me to get better grades and get me into higher level classes. The problem is that the Vyvanse made me a horrible automaton with no social skills. I could hardly get anything out of a conversation and I always just assumed I was bad with people. I struggled with this until the prescription didn't get filled for about a month and I realized it wasn't me it was the pill. So I just stopped taking it and it went well for a while until this year rolled by. The new grading system and AP classes are kicking my ass. I'm way better off socially but my academics are struggling. We tried a new drug but it was even worse and made me terrible uncomfortable and fidgety for the entire day. I don't want my grades to fall but I also don't want to revert all of the progress I've made socially. I don't know if anyone here has any advice but either way I needed to ramble.",3.43348880597015,5.041610741293532,4.5730565920398005,84.6512266791045,73.42786069651741,7.015049751243781,25.49782338308458,7.645422480735847,1.3442062189054722,793,26,155,10,16,260,112,201,0.239,0.687,0.07400000000000001,-0.9894,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,5,10,10,0,2,13,0,14,5,1,4,1,39,30,20,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,16,0,1,3,0,0,3,6,6,2,0,11,1,22,4,21,18,2,21,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,2,11,106,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769944654006092,0.12009444895022355,0.10894161251822043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982814417757124,0.10226093493234804,0.0,0.0,0.08357481657681297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593310027972327,0.0,0.10113453669971492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052293003321404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173864893428914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981240083474198,0.0,0.0,0.0792590070776647,0.0,0.0,0.12473882663642373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425225980482069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811729332318094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683641420033804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829271311840304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009241861175774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675414962113929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488670197627373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980959667460572,0.0,0.0,0.09112726857626503,0.0,0.2373912011528071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852019603880429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759673510972833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758369323943124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027481845667624,0.0,0.2569592310895937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240395938929982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343963704932639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449767836263649,0.1951013357536184,0.0,0.0,0.22100002302257984,0.11392762576795505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947116726782943,0.0,0.2504870097215326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582844937182014 adhd,HeartofStonee08,2018/11/28,"Adderall, Stress, and Tearing apart my tongue/lips until they bleed Heellpppp! Anyone have any tips on how to avoid this? &#x200B; My mouth feels like I ate an industrial size bag of salt and vinegar chips, followed by a sharable size box of sour skittles! It's not dry mouth - that I can (and usually do) treat with Bioteine. This is totally different. I have been really stressed out and consistently taking my max daily dose of adderall to keep up with some heavy work demands -- but this is fairly normal and happens a few times a year during busy stretches. Recently though, I've really started tearing up my mouth - especially when the adderall kicks in. My lip cracked the other day and I just. could. not. stop. playing with it and biting at it all the time. Now it's cracked in several places. I've also been running my tongue over the pointy parts of my teeth too - it's so sore sore and it has a swollen taste bud from doing it, but that just makes me want to rub it more! It hurts!! But I just can't stop moving my mouth. Chewing gum hurts because it's so torn up and water doesn't help :( &#x200B; Anyone have experience with this? Am I crazy? I want the pain to go away :( ",2.738363844393593,5.198117008771933,3.077841342486653,90.65220823798627,78.47368421052632,5.895041952707857,24.82532418001525,7.079830092131019,0.996846834477498,930,34,185,11,23,286,142,228,0.163,0.767,0.07,-0.9804,2,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,1,11,9,0,3,10,0,15,16,6,2,2,36,26,19,0,4,8,0,2,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,17,14,4,4,1,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,3,5,17,3,25,22,6,29,0,2,0,0,3,13,0,1,13,115,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062358491254201,0.0,0.2878743282370609,0.32284167337819225,0.0903389433866962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577618950747435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481195750525848,0.0,0.0,0.08098088888201009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606567382443544,0.0,0.0,0.0856738338958129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879442457575614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994759591676064,0.0,0.0,0.06717026586954017,0.09490427176453102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549869768789326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174741190128293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904299422724363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844259724671561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807846268058413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490120439017895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886748609021517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119287985903295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015958879800235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135611444827886,0.0,0.0,0.14385785165601872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879442457575614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020741783482335,0.0,0.13116810305458135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007668488272125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402815402691428,0.0,0.0,0.22212821538486768,0.3043462829019467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988267277026264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051923162705684,0.0,0.15492561194858395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630965585114328,0.0,0.15671047792692536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967125151524717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32284167337819225,0.08554762369031425 adhd,theredheadbitch,2018/11/28,"Dangerous to start medication before I get it prescribed? I was diagnosed with mild combination ADD/ADHD two summers ago. I have wanted to try medication but I honestly can't get to the doctors for a very long time since it's through my university. I have a history of anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts(THE WORKS!!). I have some friends who have some extra and although I've always stayed away and waited to get it actually prescribed, I'm really done waiting. I just want to see if it makes a difference or not then move on with my life. Is this really dangerous? I'm planning on taking an extremely small amount just to see. 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TERRIBLE when there’s other things to do and I just wasted over an hour on a minor task. Running out of time for my deadlines. Sometimes is a hyperfocus is a super power, other times I’m so far from my time estimates due to inability to hyperfocus in the right things. 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For the past 5-6 years I've been prescribed Vyvanse and for the most part I've been loving it. Well, just recently I jumped onto my own health insurance plan and they are no longer covered by my insurance, meaning I got surprised by a $300 balance to pay off when I went to pick up my most recent prescription. Needless to say, I just can't afford that as a monthly expense, so I was hoping someone may have had a similar experience using Vyvanse but has found success with other medications. I tried concerta and stratera growing up in grade school. The later messed with my stomach and the former worked well, but tended to have a noticeable impact on my social tendencies. If it comes down to it, I may ask my doc to switch me to concerta and see if the social effect is as bad as I remembered it, or if grade school was just overdramatic. In the long run I was hoping to reduce my dosage and stop taking medicine at some point, but I'm just panicking thinking about going from 30mg Vyvanse to nothing. I'm open to any and all advice!!",7.930389610389612,6.335135805194807,8.231168831168834,73.45246753246755,63.24242424242424,10.997402597402596,35.71861471861472,9.800150414767053,3.3244251082251086,925,34,175,15,11,306,141,231,0.075,0.825,0.10099999999999999,0.6103,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,9,10,0,0,12,0,17,5,1,3,1,42,36,20,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,12,0,1,5,0,2,6,2,2,2,0,11,2,21,8,32,22,7,32,0,0,1,1,9,13,0,13,13,119,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195404911562047,0.2471077342777444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598225707973442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820257393978552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557054854696417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375476544644724,0.10891524444407404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095055014171099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236807425473363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863287200701488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129096549206855,0.07185769713952145,0.0,0.10112411459070893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439780862781936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767447454283206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378751415088652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141153394179063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772817885549105,0.0,0.2547462070758039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092170077923504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132078581659952,0.14395063719728846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692016222814998,0.12069949193507193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952489143931053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968477900442196,0.0,0.14322974187487328,0.0,0.0,0.10054866756496636,0.0,0.2559242544999977,0.1007548113272025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577754804202754,0.10713060843469176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570792951457604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506573052534116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101644169581716,0.0,0.0,0.07372708433049939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584318359611409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920193947548668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736610826647785,0.11720940360378634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204845694367647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142200358947524 adhd,emmeline29,2018/11/28,"ADHD is like everyone has to hold 100 marbles and you're the only one without a bag Youre trying to manage the same stuff everybody else is able to manage but marbles keep falling out of your hands. And neurotypical people are giving advice like ""well, why don't you just put them in your bag?"" BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A BAG. Maybe you're struggling to carry only 50 marbles, and you see people around you easily managing 150, which is bitterly discouraging. But the fact that you can even hold on to that many is incredible BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE A BAG, BUT YOU'RE STILL TRYING. Medication is like having a bag with a hole in it. It's so much better than what you're used to so when you start using it you feel on top of the world. Then you notice that marbles are slowly falling out and you think ""what's the point, it's just as bad as before."" But you have to remember it's still worth it. The worst thing you can do is trip on the marbles you've dropped. That's my biggest struggle. I focus on one little thing I've messed up and all of a sudden I've come crashing down and drop all the marbles I was able to hold minutes before. I don't really know where I'm going with this but as soon as I thought of the analogy I hyperfixated on it (of course) and had to share it. Hopefully this helps you in some way, maybe as a way to explain ADHD to people who don't get it.",4.016943247799214,4.734573960854096,5.169353811575203,84.34254542049075,70.95729537366549,7.90867203596179,25.82150215396141,8.032893268588372,1.3743836298932384,1077,31,225,14,19,357,139,281,0.114,0.773,0.113,-0.3478,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,15,1,2,12,14,1,2,16,0,23,2,1,2,3,40,39,21,0,1,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,22,13,0,5,6,0,1,6,6,7,1,2,3,4,23,7,38,36,6,36,0,1,1,0,21,19,0,2,10,154,45,3,0.2395702947844399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791693876694746,0.1170526596904794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663417710508458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000155946435545,0.1460398280895112,0.0,0.20385667567558904,0.0,0.0,0.10594022863166702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031842979765914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000651201518035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911696013193042,0.0,0.0,0.11445984161298432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056696966247795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625827955627986,0.11490882831951454,0.06807665971280351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028945933446525,0.0,0.0,0.11897367924882807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064705427972714,0.0,0.0,0.0658307843545275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556291730300214,0.12005618637434215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144333843339875,0.2406805615471772,0.0,0.0,0.12067093396100985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805586598898815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363761842366537,0.0,0.0,0.16233903187389784,0.18220400463450304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913181653542346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323568226692425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120417158008892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673743269345369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569322127643912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545325383628576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478454385498338,0.0,0.19132114688041932,0.0,0.0,0.2504508883963823,0.13712533541866534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591598586629128,0.07675348573667165,0.0,0.09509602689861914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265250435147174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069118151453296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015974892054946,0.0,0.0,0.10770123312348982,0.0,0.1080874641336535,0.0,0.0,0.11546860754314713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExpertManufacturer3,2018/11/28,"Had to tell one of my supervisors I have ADHD today My performance has been off lately. I started taking medication two months ago and I'm still experimenting with I have not exactly been consistent. I have been late at least 30 minutes the past few days. It is because I stopped taking my medication. I feel it is not working out. I don't see enough of an improvement to endure the social anxiety and energy drainage. Today I was an hour late. I called ahead to let them know I would running late but I have done that so many times at this point that I didn't really even see the point in doing it. My RSD flares up and I go into work feeling defeated and ready to apologize and explain myself. I told one of my supervisors and they were understanding enough. I don't see why I shouldn't have done it sooner. I maybe unforgiving of myself and constantly secrete self hate but that doesn't mean I should lead everyone into doing the same thing. I have a disability. I can't expect other people to sympathise when I am unable to. I feel disingenuous giving people the impression that getting off bed and brushing my teeth isn't a Sisyphean task. 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Just came back to college after Thanksgiving Break a couple days ago, and I'm still not in ""School Mode."" I'm not saying it's easy for me to study and do homework normally, but it's a lot harder than usual at times like these when, mentally, I'm still on break. Ugh. I have quizzes to study for and homework to do.",4.093599999999999,4.726940493333338,4.577333333333332,88.96200000000002,70.73333333333333,7.6,24.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.914333333333333,287,7,62,3,5,91,50,75,0.07400000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.045,-0.2853,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,13,7,1,19,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,12,39,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969622172398747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638001713561062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27056169058051416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174920913172045,0.0,0.15256166984862032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557129717100492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111490522379125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23839690295103716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317786342791821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812205610865007,0.0,0.4788228241165467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37783434214161893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794007450360213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605374873123109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,recyclethisusername6,2018/11/28,"Should I go back on medication after ten years? I was diagnosed with autism at 3 years old and diagnosed with adhd at 5. I was on various adhd medications until 14, after which I accidentally stopped taking medication for a bit. I found during that time I felt less jittery than normal and liked that feeling so I refused to continue on it. When I was 15 I went back on concerta at one point because I was having trouble focusing. During the 2 weeks I was back on the medication, I experienced violent mood swings. One day I cried for no reason, and the next day I punched lockers for no reason. I refused to take ADHD medications from that point onward. &#x200B; Currently, I am 24 years old. I was in denial for awhile about having ADHD, since there are many similarities in symptoms. I figured, I've been able to succeed so far. However I do notice that I am rather slow in getting homework done. I have a lot of trouble paying attention in class and mostly teach myself from the textbooks later, maybe I should consider going back on medication for this. Even then I need a very controlled environment to focus, no noise at all, no people moving around me, etc. How would I go about this process. I have medical records with that diagnosis. However those records are ten years old. Do I need to start over and get diagnosed again? Can I bring in records in to a psychiatrist and ask for medication? Do I need to go to a specialist? &#x200B; TL;DR: I stopped taking ADHD meds as a teenager. I have had doubts whether I have a comorbidity of ADHD with autism. I do not know the steps for restarting treatment in adulthood. Any relevant information helpful.",4.4747101972101975,6.823957724025978,5.716031746031746,74.39933862433864,72.4090909090909,8.588936988936991,31.21260221260221,9.250403328903447,3.15981851851852,1321,61,225,31,27,440,164,308,0.122,0.843,0.035,-0.9701,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,15,7,1,1,12,0,27,12,0,4,1,40,47,14,0,8,3,0,2,1,0,3,12,0,1,0,10,11,0,5,9,0,1,8,5,4,0,4,12,3,34,2,49,32,7,59,0,0,0,0,5,22,0,3,30,167,44,6,0.06642135845394764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789533914129859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393502826860366,0.16141844140303965,0.04516880143411797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912909116976708,0.06209500393013305,0.0,0.0,0.20429569882124188,0.0,0.04048984361276639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725149204506957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449720142884941,0.0,0.0,0.07296074335494833,0.08567256260182171,0.0,0.0,0.2022488420164361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797211070148043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407737236931979,0.043870680824081465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358463457283445,0.0,0.06377492037574567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282759118685941,0.0,0.0,0.06940483670343184,0.0,0.15099515476073874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452083646953498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03650344153769933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03245012066819024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056469063707290414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673408322278591,0.06672918220435724,0.0,0.07377915561892863,0.5353002460882701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059539236544936,0.0,0.1477517870148756,0.0,0.0,0.07063986824965587,0.0,0.06507882869514732,0.0,0.07562115683761905,0.2090941272668585,0.0,0.09001766297332571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604820672299048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557930603869186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658443790457425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054944434092484805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701337938255993,0.0,0.0,0.11106245963810586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903722371757655,0.14982178595194998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873082826091222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054804576931899295,0.0,0.0,0.053279207277177006,0.0,0.0,0.06157326473392422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718382732381049,0.0,0.16141844140303965,0.1710927085382536 adhd,nottomat,2018/11/28,"Something that gets me mad People who use drugs like adderall to “feel good” you abusing the drug to get high only makes it harder for people with the condition to get the medicine ",7.156764705882356,7.534602911764708,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,64.0,7.976470588235292,31.70588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.943282352941176,145,5,26,1,2,43,28,34,0.149,0.721,0.13,-0.2023,0,0,3,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.29770854590608753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827764475918312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704739315993333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938275801425976,0.0,0.0,0.21074959126407372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26547581013408994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275563784021545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772168117242545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910987452493835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483917391542966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343646778682452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701272884129166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,realedazed,2018/11/28,"35yo and never figured out what I want to be. At this point, I just want to be paid. I just want a job that I can tolerate. (/r/offmychest rant type post, but advice OK) *Thanks in advance for reading. If feel like you guys are the only ones who get me. I don't have many real life friends.* I'm in a sorta unique and strange situation. I was a stay at home mom and LOVED it. I don't know but, taking care of my family was goals in the same way as some others dream about that high paying job and corner office. I was happy doing that until my marriage got bad and depression set in. If I did have a career, I wanted to be a veterinarian, but I couldn't handle being a pre-vet student and now its too late. Next it was a vet tech, but there's no money in that. (My ex-husband still continues to remind me of that). The sad thing is that I don't get excited over anything other than my hobbies and animals. I'm literally going crazy. I just can't finish anything. I'll start on a new skill and around the intermediate level, I'm either bored out of mind and can't concentrate or completely frustrated for whatever reason and still can't concentrate. I've tried programming and I'm getting into salesforce. I'm at this point, I just want a job, any job (except retail). And the fact that I can't afford anything brings on more [depression](https://imgur.com/a/yWwSu8R). Even breaking long term plans into bit sized achievements suck. Like I **know** things don't happen over night, but part of my brain is still deeply disappointed when nothing happens. My psychiatrist doesn't think I have adhd but I think I do. I'm working with my therapist about my depression and de-motivation. I went to a coding boot camp that taught us out of date info, then went out of business. I bombed every interview - I even had a minor panic attack during one, which was very embarrassing. I was sitting there and literally forgot how to write a for loop in javascript. I got a coding gig from my ex (bad decision, I know) and couldn't decipher his spaghetti code and I'm still hearing about how terrible I was on that project. At the core, I feel like I'm always comparing myself to my ex-husband. He and his girlfriend (and my kids) are living their best life ever and I'm sleeping on an air mattress in my empty apartment and eating ramen like a broke college student. I was browsing careerbuilder and I'm stuck on the front page. I can't even concentrate on the job search because I'm too busy angry-sad crying. Is that even a thing??",2.6949877498388126,4.933059680808082,4.060073071136902,84.71237911025146,77.44444444444444,6.717816462497313,23.86524822695036,7.768660622080223,1.3035725338491295,1982,66,382,31,47,652,258,495,0.153,0.764,0.084,-0.9896,6,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,1,1,1,7,25,26,3,2,24,1,37,6,2,3,3,74,82,36,0,9,15,2,2,4,2,0,2,1,2,2,23,29,1,1,11,2,4,6,14,14,0,2,18,3,49,12,51,58,9,65,0,5,0,1,18,33,1,5,24,246,72,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985614457339755,0.08014033085729035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823983315541042,0.0,0.0,0.055770383313713326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024645261224334,0.0730072965150355,0.0,0.09329950428965958,0.0,0.0,0.13695174234943122,0.049993226007777614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860656253124636,0.0,0.08953491748939743,0.0,0.0,0.09155154811014504,0.0,0.0,0.08361581673677017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859871135363511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008537961083464,0.0,0.0,0.1412721388615493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391786405178055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667032182479015,0.07418376581210526,0.06909791739729655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731279820933026,0.0,0.08293458688780643,0.11717754084770865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336159859111831,0.0,0.12854229768821154,0.0,0.04660881732606189,0.0,0.1311835912321721,0.0,0.0,0.08120391630412986,0.14504434967192875,0.08730237699623791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243250825997926,0.0,0.0,0.08664926565813229,0.0822638540514811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069169792057769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521352319675325,0.0,0.0925121311597463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585377842054308,0.16026598986744275,0.0,0.07241733372148562,0.07257727273572369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401825024678442,0.0,0.0,0.08314641758847678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280786646316536,0.09605044879956663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325204226714441,0.0792068641360801,0.08721977126755802,0.07696189355111846,0.0,0.07869189480148465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114573355127744,0.06237316287192405,0.0,0.09622239531139197,0.0,0.0888100660553551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505405969789202,0.0,0.07854399627689268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203332724827885,0.0933466248670532,0.0,0.08432110455417634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921839506025198,0.08207036133081334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058047902662697576,0.0874129567776295,0.2619767897890856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166216625925342,0.0,0.0,0.07550483352484551,0.0,0.09522124743151722,0.16345365965421355,0.105098846239843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568017654601837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098649296281918,0.0,0.0,0.06766777434411239,0.24186145796085626,0.0650966207625251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520502854651298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059705082205787234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ToadOfRanvier,2018/11/28,"Can only study things that are quickly gratifying I study in my spare time to justify my existence. The only two things I've been able to keep up with any sort of consistency are neuroscience and biology. I'll read a section or two from the textbook, make sure I understand everything, write down the important parts, then use spaced repetition throughout the day to memorize them. It's a bit more effort than reading a normal book, but a lot more stimulating. &#x200B; I also want to learn math and 3D modelling, but those are a lot more long term effort before you get anywhere. With neuroscience or biology, you can understand more about cells and the brain in under an hour. Math is a lot more effort to understand the logic and more repetition to memorize the process, plus it's not the math itself so much as the applications that are most interesting to me. 3D modelling is a ton of practice to get good. &#x200B; I am medicated, currently on 30mg Adderall XR. Before that it was 36mg Concerta, didn't do much. At this point I'm not sure if I have poor work ethic, executive functioning deficits stopping me from doing unstimulating things, or a personality that needs constant stimulation. The psych cannot prescribe me any other medications right now, they have a checklist that involves poor functioning at work or school, not in unstructured activities. I don't have a job and I'm not in college. 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Anyone else find themselves standing for a long time and not being able to sit down? I'm at board gr ame night and I have not been seated in two hours and was called out on it. 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First time attempting to bake since I got my ADHD diagnosis and I have been equipped skills and tools to manage better. Life has been a lot easier over the last 2 years so I figured I would take on the pinnacle of useless adult responsibilities: Christmas Baking. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. I wanted to do candied Bacon because it seemed unique...but sadly the process of candying something involves setting two 10 minute timers and then four 5 minute timers and flipping to prevent burning. I did 6 picture perfect pieces (1st batch). Then my landlord emailed to me some random (illegal) policy about out of town guests over the holidays and I was so blinded with rage I burnt two batches...I calmed down realizing my anger was causing me to waste my pricey ingredients ...and I focused super hard and promised myself I would focus on my bacon because of its price...then I got distracted being mad about the price of bacon and burnt the thrid batch. I burnt the 4th and final batch attempting to write a slam poem in my head about the injustice of my landlord taking my money that I had already invested in bacon despite the fact that I am not a slam poet and slam poetry has never solved anything. I had a nice cry and ordered a pizza. I feel better about never baking now though, its not really a part of my identity and it gives me no joy...I was just doing it to seem more neurotypicaly adult....but crying on the floor in a pile of bacon is way less adult than just not baking. I counted my positives of the day (laundry, work and cat litter) and moved on to a well earned 4+ hour gaming binge. 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When things matter a lot - it’s like I’m completely adverse to doing it. I’ve been lurking in the /r/ADHD community for about a year now. And I’ve gotta say? I’ve learned a lot about how you all cope with ADHD. I feel pretty silly posting here, but I’m beyond desperate for answers as to why I do the things I do... and whether or not there’s some way to correct my behavior, or not? It seems like when something becomes extremely important - whether it be an art project, showering, organizing, cleaning, whatever — I seem to have such aversion to working on or doing that one thing. I’m well medicated, but it seems like no matter how hard I try to accomplish the things i want to - i completely avoid them until I’ve either missed out on the opportunity (sometimes, or a life time) or I pull an all nighter and finish it half-assedly. To say I procrastinate would be an understatement. I have so much anxiety the whole time I procrastinate, because I know I’m procrastinating, but that anxiety doesn’t matter until I’m floored with total panic. Is this an ADHD trait? Does this happen to any of you? Is anyone aware of any tools, tricks, or methods that have helped you all get on track? I just can’t keep living like this. And it seems like it’s only getting worse as time goes on. 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I've got an MRI some time in the next few hours and I've been super anxious because of my ADHD. It's already super long (an hour I think) and I'm afriad that I won't be able to keep still and we will need to restart, I'm super worked up so any advice/experiences would be appreciated",-0.2089788732394382,1.817563084507044,2.496602112676058,92.970536971831,87.16901408450704,4.676760563380283,17.325704225352112,5.985473137389443,-0.4672971830985917,253,6,59,2,8,88,53,71,0.027000000000000003,0.77,0.203,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,7,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,32,6,1,0.21205330835984615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096937368909219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400609881464104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442035213024827,0.0,0.0,0.2395598798721232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926572856851296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742882541560256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959840213374686,0.0,0.0,0.20996611424989575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176595876966161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848272373120936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766050497000225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723484123111206,0.0,0.0,0.22552109913302906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934604597659836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358751976596775,0.0,0.0,0.12364998939215968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543773340286814,0.0,0.0,0.15063658615219214,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chrysopraise,2018/11/28,"How do I explain to my friend that going to college right now would be the worst thing to do? I have a friend who is applying for college right now. They don't really get my reasons for not wanting to to college. I am shit with wording things correctly and have a hard time relaying what I want to. For the record: -I have Autism, ADHD, anxiety, and depression. -I've always struggled hard with getting work done outside of school, especially if it's math, essay type writing, or I'm disinterested in the subject matter. -I unable to work well with people I barely know. -I have to be able to control how much stimulus I am exposed to, or I run the risk of having a meltdown. -I panic whenever anyone is using a loud voice. -Executive dysfunction is big part of me being unable to do things in a timely matter. I currently trying to get my life into order, and learning how to manage my mental disorders. I am waiting for my SSI to process so all I do in the meantime is play video games. I have food stamps, and some cash benefits. I have zero idea how to explain to my friend (who only has to deal with dyslexia) why college is an impossibility for me right now. They didn't understand when I told them that high school was really hard for me as an example. They just told me ""everyone struggles"". They meant in a positive way but, it hurts so much to hear my best friend diminish my problems like that. They think I'm just making excuses as to not go to college. I want to be able to explain to them that I am in no condition to go to college without coming off as a whiny asshole. Any insightful help is wanted. 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I wanna yell on the internet. I’ve been diagnosed for years and tried a bunch of different medication which worked but not in the right way. Unfortunately, I’m still really really bad at doing things. I know when given the choice I’d rather not do things than put in effort, but it’s not like I don’t want to be a functional member of society either. It’s kind of frustrating when people say otherwise. tldr: please punt me over the moon maybe it’ll make me more productive thanks",3.7239516129032246,5.474783491935483,5.328258064516131,78.94738709677422,72.95161290322581,9.476129032258065,23.690322580645162,9.888512548439397,2.2893283870967758,499,14,97,14,10,169,86,124,0.18,0.736,0.085,-0.9221,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,2,0,7,0,8,2,0,2,1,18,18,8,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,2,6,4,14,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,6,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294861489633846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687893063238881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766681077532007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051810339512267,0.0,0.2112068529964572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051123544701014,0.2221959978453069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876174188429114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493869345464668,0.0,0.2030898540071317,0.0,0.0,0.2036478742072567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014743282814726,0.0,0.0,0.2219032823623094,0.19109992125791034,0.0,0.0,0.2056622705402973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321959432678088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590087691737544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263755260705269,0.0,0.1607601749131002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143964239839576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905268047674574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611531706171466,0.0,0.0,0.2686029337131217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724861347458567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192350736554662,0.1604596374466127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716978749803244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017990049805284 adhd,skarkeisha666,2018/11/28,I have a paper that's 11 days late It's 25% of my grade. It's only 4-5 pages. I had a page and a half the night before the due date and then just... didn't finish. And I still haven't finished. It's absurd. I just cant motivate myself to do it. Last night I spent 5 hours watching movies rather than writing this essay. I might fail the class because this.,-0.9846153846153848,1.0608161794871829,1.2186666666666677,100.21800000000002,92.33333333333331,3.6328205128205133,14.21025641025641,4.935628992294339,-1.2582758974358974,274,5,66,1,10,91,55,78,0.08900000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.0,-0.6892,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,8,0,3,4,2,12,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,12,40,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901025749848446,0.0,0.2653637674102628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011192598311428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071121942663748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420165793934824,0.3517835465962412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33082654366644604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853054626841239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717811029152605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904605234627486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rjjs1212,2018/11/28,"Help. Just took my (prescribed) Adderall for the first time in a few months. How do I now make myself productive and get my life back on track? ANY advice is welcomed... and highly appreciated. I've been diagnosed with ADHD, Bipolar I and severe anxiety. I stopped taking my prescriptions a couple months ago because I completely stopped feeling the effects. However, my life started falling apart on all levels.. -I quit my job. -My house is a wreck. It's not dirty, it's just chaotic and unorganized like a crazy person lives here. (Which might be true.) -My sex drive is all over the place. That can obviously be fun, but the impulsiveness might not be so good. - I've also gained some weight. I'm liking the curves, but but the they've got to get under control before it's too late. Haha I need help. I understand Adderall helps with all of that or at least it's supposed to, but when it stopped working it wasn't helping at all. I'm starting back on it now, because I realized it's better than nothing. Honestly I'm just desperate to get my life back in order at this point. Anyone else gone through a similar situation? or have any advice? Thanks so much in advance!",2.710586696562032,5.35169713452915,3.802359865470853,84.35104353512708,79.8968609865471,6.586621823617341,26.780455904334826,7.793537801064563,1.842378325859492,923,39,170,16,24,298,138,223,0.1,0.722,0.17800000000000002,0.9742,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,8,15,10,0,0,11,1,13,7,0,4,6,37,30,15,0,1,11,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,12,6,1,4,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,5,2,17,10,20,20,8,39,0,0,0,1,6,16,0,5,19,109,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365271318129875,0.22202047530879676,0.10070102658211598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084721487052913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450606303976866,0.0,0.08690496700524279,0.0,0.0,0.07943292939697168,0.11639833627057485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262058017248378,0.0,0.13850104787104411,0.0,0.09666665445289067,0.0,0.0,0.10047144583182166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910919017646812,0.0,0.12741393323266206,0.0,0.12569808769046614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530330427994707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489961867027218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574404179624573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096629522909636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805655232970247,0.0,0.0,0.095283691436206,0.090857633623783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045792205125634,0.1200264020673597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108107532615712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273212896433632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814763248539882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072065846333865,0.11100007594667774,0.0,0.10031235634696266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582999720255873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410268401940971,0.0,0.0,0.1813515391694963,0.0,0.08351029900687082,0.08423419924796233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090038667165429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919259687609623,0.11868956680883788,0.0,0.10739029794494816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208293601024986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283375522560295,0.0,0.0,0.12769303738625778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081569419523406,0.0,0.0,0.2849282498987573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541431832761205,0.0,0.0,0.10458915534769588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624204763979931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126215635893648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826334538789775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833623022336686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270336912686824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,woolfonmynoggin,2018/11/28,"Most articles with advice about college for ADHD, are obviously written by neurotypical people, and it's annoying I'm a returning adult college student, coming back diagnosed and medicated and hoping to succeed. I was looking for ADHD specific college tips, and most of the stuff I found was useless. ""Work on your paper before it's due!"" or ""do your homework in pieces over time!"" Like, thanks for nothing, I know I have to do those things. I'm asking how to remember to do those things! If I could do those things on my own, I wouldn't be looking for advice from the internet! 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I'm guessing I should bring it up to my therapist but im scared they're going to think I'm just another non-adhd student wanting meds. Im really desperate for a diagnosis at this point because high school is so hard and I know when I go to college things will be less much forgiving. So I want to deal with this ASAP, but I don't know how to bring it up.",1.635566037735849,2.490201943396229,4.3831603773584895,87.23719339622644,76.73584905660377,7.941509433962264,23.62735849056604,8.472884824447931,1.2803056603773588,370,11,87,7,8,133,63,106,0.131,0.764,0.105,-0.5671,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,19,24,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,1,8,3,12,21,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185734952086653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389792438358748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079486165940224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366424260982927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597579204320625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600722473940525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187293771734289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003528059278375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726617052064904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568050878816374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722152865266586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974317979410184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409572839414433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529268766403398,0.0,0.0,0.13484034141649284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490821085827578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653903639461555,0.1341370709422496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498338595245997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307777198137534,0.08805336825320205,0.1698519463654908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563504866331181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ActualHumanAMA,2018/11/28,"I just want to be normal Whiny drunkposting, sorry in advance. I somehow landed a decent job at a biotech company, which required an extreme attention to detail as well as an incredibly fast pace and a ton of mental stamina. I am batting 0/3 for these things, and even after a few months I am still screwing up daily. Everyone else does their work quickly and easily without any issue, while i'm struggling to meet the bare minimum. People at work feel bad for me, and I have a reputation for being nice but stupid. Now, my ""new employee"" sheen is wearing off and they're realizing that i'm just naturally bad at everything requiring a frontal lobe. It's taking a huge toll on me mentally, for example today I screwed up and I felt so bad I thought about quitting or hurting myself. I'm always sad at work and I can barely sleep or eat anymore. I just want to be like everyone else, it's not fair that I have to put in 4x the effort just to have subpar performance. I was born inferior, and every day I feel punished for aspiring to have a somewhat normal life.",6.382022653721683,6.480299548543688,7.4302427184466024,72.367144012945,65.6504854368932,10.555987055016182,35.61326860841424,10.317481424215053,3.7755579288025896,841,38,151,19,12,285,135,206,0.198,0.73,0.07200000000000001,-0.9852,2,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,1,9,12,14,4,1,12,0,12,6,2,0,0,31,22,15,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,2,6,0,0,2,2,11,1,0,3,3,18,3,28,16,3,25,0,3,0,2,2,12,2,4,12,104,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159972950192255,0.0,0.0,0.09480113457843617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382536922881257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491955708154688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990559721560384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199548282323668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264755324985526,0.23291232315425955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207661449501957,0.0,0.11745590718685388,0.2664175846439363,0.12528948615750712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409761322336957,0.0,0.13385200884926204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492374378236989,0.0,0.0,0.1455040659483144,0.13833934434677667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846686526866326,0.06810692688046238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809777312404945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127286096461332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463957284034092,0.0,0.0,0.2731773525730762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664684702801246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014193945371028,0.0,0.14827586960331687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395070807682653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605405493498767,0.0,0.0,0.11133013361912364,0.0,0.0,0.1457378409278766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104816265813687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261541978325023,0.0,0.0,0.11067311223979047,0.0,0.0,0.13214096980545526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644510169242175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253430984508661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438279788932594,0.0,0.3044685654051622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Littleroo27,2018/11/28,"How to ADHD I’m struggling through this thing called life with ADHD just the same as everyone else here, but I thought I’d share a resource that really helped me to understand my diagnosis, how my brain works differently (and why), and learn to stop feeling so badly for the things I can’t do like other people. There are tons of tips and suggestions as well, but I see so many posts where people are just sick of being a failure, and that’s crap! We just do stuff differently. Yeah, it sucks because the rest of the world doesn’t run that way, but it doesn’t make us bad people. Once upon a time a man told people that the world was round. He was imprisoned for thinking differently. That doesn’t mean he was wrong. 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My mum has taken my meds off me and gives me one pill a day because she claims the psychiatrist told her too(this was never mentioned to me). This is so aggravating and infuriating due to the fact I’m being treated like a baby. I’m in my last year of school and apparently I cant even take my own medication. This is beyond ridiculous. I have a general understanding of how these thing work and I would never abuse them. Sorry but I’m just looking for some advice on how to deal with this situation. 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I procrastinate a lot to the point where I'm doing my assignment like an hour before it's due. The thing is that I have time to do it, but I just choose not to. I also have trouble focusing (not like in a work ethic way, i literally can't focus). I play video games really often, and if given the chance, I could play for days without a break. I started smoking weed at 13 years old (I don't smoke anymore, but I heard drug use is also correlated with ADHD). I fidget a lot (like shake my foot), but its not too much of a problem for me. I'm very forgetful, too. I also very unaware of my surroundings a lot of the time. My grades have never been bad (my behavior was tho), but I feel like the only reason I have been able to reach where I am now is because I have put minimal effort into everything until now. &#x200B; So, the thing is that I talked to my dad, and told him I thought I had ADHD. It took me a long time to convince him, but eventually he gave in and talked to a psychiatrist. They wanted to talk to him first, before setting up an appointment with me. They talked to him today and basically asked questions about me and told him about the process. My next appointment is in like 20 days. My dad told me that 5 people would need to fill up a form. Three of them would be me, my dad, and my mom. The other two would be two of my teachers. (These forms are not due by the next appointment, the psychiatrist just told my dad it would be part of the process) &#x200B; The problem here is that I'm not completely comfortable with giving that form to my teacher, and was wondering if I could change the doctor's mind about their process. They told my dad that the the purpose of the form was to see the teacher's opinion on me, since they work with students everyday and their feedback would be valuable. I also want medication and not therapy because I did a lot of research and I feel like I've tried mostly everything and at this point therapy would just be a waste of my time. I don't know how to bring this up without seeming like a drug-seeker. Any advice on this topic would be great, Thanks!",4.400592105263158,5.011298225877198,5.450280701754386,83.05963157894739,70.03070175438597,8.623859649122808,28.13859649122807,8.745826893841286,1.9505628070175438,1765,59,366,29,30,584,199,456,0.071,0.8240000000000001,0.105,0.9485,0,0,3,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,7,4,21,20,0,2,31,0,43,4,1,3,1,76,75,28,0,17,19,7,2,7,0,8,3,1,0,0,19,17,0,0,11,4,0,6,12,6,0,4,18,4,63,14,51,41,11,50,0,0,1,0,35,17,0,14,31,267,82,9,0.06562694730702892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154833496575348,0.12825978674136712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992738420427207,0.0,0.14221353997703373,0.15948784841076094,0.04462857461269425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650842972417817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061352336745386135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479575976194883,0.08001115590212485,0.0,0.11168739701043187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942460842816278,0.0,0.06880860564649664,0.0,0.0,0.10479555462271653,0.0,0.0,0.08464790366228546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717196142060691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522128473986772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796253717913395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636591285513625,0.09376780853805114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582224785381724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295534784913585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723539410894759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462932355558447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03606685394699912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244340805634392,0.0,0.0,0.05807778320712501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317473503436627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611224510680459,0.0,0.0,0.06626450864038963,0.07686148751608457,0.0,0.0,0.04824335740400367,0.0973230997442641,0.050615547536149656,0.0,0.1395900059650197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886444155793366,0.0,0.0,0.049912250690501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106758863418366,0.0,0.04549746205940874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407735541826567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559225091999324,0.0,0.06597320832803856,0.07351720041633576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204230291890975,0.067475431984265,0.0647986931717758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229618025419108,0.059744308052554464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857457796507072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645109108395912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099381736323405,0.0,0.060420475821869775,0.15010026738151633,0.0,0.08719925537732873,0.04205109793435465,0.0,0.05210046556063117,0.15307040293063476,0.0,0.06220667248952895,0.31354680266453805,0.07291395318665876,0.04455638935551216,0.0,0.12821598310112,0.0,0.0,0.05668061143374362,0.0,0.10829820907645127,0.07741694771451914,0.05209161608936376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652407060179985,0.07116962489632804,0.09555439850537427,0.0,0.0,0.32633650306466105,0.0,0.15948784841076094,0.04226160240174029 adhd,Im3isgod,2018/11/28,"How to Start and Continue? Sorry off the bat title is bad but couldn't come up with anything better. So I'm 20 years old, not in college atm, but work part time. I am really trying my best to get off my ass and study for an admissions exam for a school but I really can't bring myself to. The only reason I go to work is because I have to, even then I'm late 10-20 minutes Everytime. I've had times where I'd go a week consistently studying then fall back into nothing. I used to smoke weed every few weeks or so. But now it's a daily thing because it's the only thing that stops me from going crazy. Either I don't smoke and do absolutely nothing productive. Or smoke and have a semi manageable day where I can go to work and actually socialize. I know most people would say not to smoke and to get out the habit, Ive tried, it's difficult to cut off. I'm sorry I'm just seeking a little guidance as I really just see my life passing by into nothing. Tldr: how to I get off my ass and consistently stay off my ass to get productive work done? 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I don't know if there's a worse subject out there, I can't be sure, but thus far trig has frustrated me to no end. I get algebra, algebra is great fun. I even get the basics of trig, I get what the trig functions are, and I get the unit circle. But I cannot for the life of me solve a trig equation without freezing and doing the wrong thing without fail every time. But then I look at the answer and it makes perfect sense which is the most aggravating part. The worst part is that I find the idea of trig problems fun. They seem like the type of thing I should enjoy. I like problems where I have different ways to get the answer and I love finding the best way to do it and all that. That's why I love computer science with a passion. But there are *so*...*many*...father fucking rules and identities to remember. I look at a trig equation and my brain starts running through all the different possible identities I could use, then I have to think about all the different ways the trig functions will be able to simplify to be able to get it down to where I can then try and remember what angles go to which values of the trig functions. And that part isn't hard but by then I'm already so mentally drained and scared of getting the wrong answer even that becomes a struggle. And that's just one problem! Oh and Christ help me if I can get down a problem where I have to prove one side of the equation equals the other. I don't know how many people will connect with this but I just needed to vent my frustrations.",3.364565527065526,4.99950602160494,3.9835802469135833,88.69764957264961,73.66049382716051,7.206837606837608,26.659069325735988,7.882392219407189,1.4706371320037983,1277,46,263,18,26,404,149,324,0.171,0.652,0.177,0.5507,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,15,26,3,2,26,0,28,6,1,4,7,60,52,27,0,9,14,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,18,15,0,0,13,0,0,2,8,14,0,2,1,4,30,12,33,44,11,23,1,1,2,4,4,10,1,4,10,188,48,3,0.18163020967264384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914210796376024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002167264475201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002981483112962,0.0,0.0,0.09530484967899988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137969135574898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250847151946672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28464736663258233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043522753378107,0.0,0.0,0.11996504049347655,0.0821474615873263,0.07651564264795549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660067211321084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395710104607619,0.3795771521740297,0.0,0.05161231691339397,0.0,0.0,0.10012397368752897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135249602886559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087145047153525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251919930765467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981921319574237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641453942676174,0.08873534594978899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252363138779765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392835554639992,0.0,0.06061978766909099,0.09207226230969563,0.0912359791878144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152026573439648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733824952211763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230773307009562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950317260111261,0.0,0.06295975900541763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238038548271207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475911619222074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205751620865784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092176276428994,0.0,0.0,0.08267466066618538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427939862592802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493966564816653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559216155561422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066704065470304,0.058190652225901085,0.0,0.0,0.0529550179457866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616574949238181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843509230225827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625440937166635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194650672882567,0.0,0.0,0.17508504063528166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092548350379674,0.0,0.19858412148904453,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cchigu,2018/11/28,"Side effect ritalin Hey folks When I take 2× medikinet 5 mg per day I notice that if doesn't really interfere with my hair, but when I take another dose(3x per day), I see that my hair is more thinned than after the 1st dose. ln fact ritalin does already thinns my hair, but it can be reversed by supplemets like vitamine d,shampoo,.... Its only by the 3rd dose when its really noticable. Do you know exactly why it occurs more when I take thw 3rd dose? Do you you guys have any solution (apart from vitamine d and multivitamines food), if I take 2 doses my hair just grows normally, why exactly by the 3rd??? What should I eat maybe more?Should I eat more vegetables,fruits,...?? Sorry maybe for my english ",3.0559357060849592,5.462505029850746,4.192686567164181,83.3622445464983,77.05970149253731,8.60068886337543,26.7256027554535,9.265573868473778,2.532774512055109,550,22,107,15,13,179,85,134,0.015,0.9279999999999999,0.057,0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,8,15,4,1,3,15,14,9,0,4,5,0,6,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,16,1,8,12,3,12,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,8,55,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676721129553494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893072637319344,0.16796706560468522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661107176114216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017824382880748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278167853151415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369533032791467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586075092509152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803302889545972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825789268372617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218530515321277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694647314516366,0.0,0.3647414711908166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182727702647025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523615800429396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276460418256809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793130602618032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817542330725551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890825909675031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Taypurade,2018/12/13,"Adderall and employer drug tests? So I recently got my first full time job (!!!) and need to take a drug test for it before I start. I don't think it will be an issue, but I'm mildly concerned about how my Adderall prescription (25mg xr) will affect the results. I spoke with my doctor and she didn't seem to think it would be an issue either, but I was just wondering if anyone had any experience with this kind of situation and could offer any advice! Ty in advance!",3.6983410138248867,5.049031000000003,5.070998463901692,82.36935483870971,72.33333333333333,7.894930875576037,25.1136712749616,8.418075326091056,1.5972316436251917,365,11,72,6,7,122,69,93,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.6776,2,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,3,0,21,20,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,9,1,8,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,48,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409603993135928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25622820878520464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172918148014026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030907287662374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041695529523474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928288266515165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369535166821701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428508508877764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602474950418748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067556741700247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932679324428808,0.18695157270067625,0.0,0.0,0.19618293764083256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969146302178495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601594636526347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171506452651338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117622933373268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334595567808905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164853701605312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414300164116408,0.0,0.0,0.10985381983774467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043048166489508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382940409039035,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,truemearoundyou,2018/12/13,"Helpful Checklists? Hey guys! Like many of you, I struggle with remembering important things to do daily. I have a full time career that I very much enjoy, but sometimes I'll do things like forget to check my mail for 2 weeks straight, or I forget to respond to an important email - or I still haven't done my laundry (it's been weeks and I have a washer+dryer!) Does anyone have a daily checklist that they follow as a student or professional? Thanks in advance :-) ",2.7886206896551684,5.6018686091954075,3.536333333333335,85.20450000000002,81.29885057471266,5.778850574712644,25.94137931034483,7.1686216300943375,1.484812413793104,367,15,65,5,10,116,61,87,0.07,0.68,0.25,0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,10,4,9,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,6,45,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237549701782034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157350442915394,0.2522799129624685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440977793601456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524001731942614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408786054547025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993690968161256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812236991220036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792639335188875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438188002162396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687459528403065,0.0,0.0,0.2577206863723335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269664202566905,0.0,0.0,0.3275595329700733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375028054578914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340833550168586,0.0,0.0,0.3954937881398696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AppleCorn,2018/12/13,"ADHD-ers more likely to fail I came accross an article that said the folowing: ""Young people with ADHD are more likely to fail school, have lower quality of life, experience substance abuse issues and teenage pregnancy, or end up in prison"" Original article: https://www.abc.net.au/news/2018-12-11/adhd-prescriptions-going-up-overmedicating-ndis-teenage-pregnant/10605374?fbclid=IwAR0lz2DQQxwQ_0l5JkNxTV-RJMun4Dv71QKVA4M_5PXc9Hm4nS0lo9N7j0M I have been concerned about these inductive arguments to justify medication. Personally, I take medication for my ADHD. I am not saying that medication is bad. I just dont like said argument above. There are plenty of good arguments but i wont go over them. If we use the same statistical inductive argument with any other disadvantaged minority groups, we wouldnt want to 'cure' them of their unique-ness. We would stress the importance of understanding, empathy and inclusion. Overall, the article is interesting. What do you guys think? 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I’m failing out of pharmacy school. I took my first final today and I needed a 73 to pass. I studied for hours for the past three days and after a few questions into the test I realized that I knew one section really well and neglected the other professors material. I have 2 more finals that I need good grades on (67 & 89) and I don’t think I can do it. I hate my brain. Ever since I was a kid I realized I was a little different and I was diagnosed young. I stopped medication after a few months because I told my parents I didn’t like it. I was able to get by studying for high school at the last minute every night because it wasn’t that challenging. My second year of undergrad hit me hard and I started taking it again. At the same time my doc diagnosed me with anxiety and depression as well. The medicine helped for a while but in grad school they expect me to know every little detail inside and out. I can’t keep studying for days twelve hours a day like other people because my brain gets so bored of the material and I absorb nothing. I never learned how to cope or study correctly. So here I am. 100k in debt and I’m not going to get any degree because the program went from undergrad right to school. I don’t even want to be in this program anymore due to the amount of stress it causes me. I’m staring at the next finals material and I honestly don’t see how i can do this. Please people. If you are ADHD and you plan on going to school figure out how to handle the material first. I may have just throw away years of time and thousands of dollars just to feel like a wasteful piece of shit. 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But a few weeks ago, a girl I was seeing told me the same thing. It’s been a recurring thing for most of my life, actually. Is my undiagnosed ADHD (if that’s what it even is) causing my personal and professional relationships to fail?",3.9703846153846167,5.51803808974359,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,71.94871794871794,9.815384615384616,29.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.0937282051282056,313,13,62,9,6,108,57,78,0.079,0.899,0.022000000000000002,-0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,7,0,6,2,1,1,0,12,11,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,9,0,7,5,3,9,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,7,45,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.2087551837974468,0.0,0.25709041944984695,0.0,0.18962728374378407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975489553961525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129222513288162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122827157946524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109811076320176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41321077978125387,0.0,0.0,0.20959630310390825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678680199717834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296701570392291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046664341264942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160841311424808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842380514218222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088196938529457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159382093236464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599758664249974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196271923838844,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,apotheosis_now,2018/12/13,"(rant) Psychiatrist dropped me because he ""no longer wants to prescribe controlled substances"" I hate this. It feels like despite years of diagnostic and treatment history, it's even odds that a medical professional will look at me and say, ""this one's faking."" (I know the psychiatrist never actually said he no longer wants to prescribe *to me*. There's a plausible cognitive reframing: CA did recently ratchet up the bureaucracy connected with prescribing controlled substances, and this psychiatrist isn't very good with technology, so he really might be making an across-the-board policy change. But even if *this* guy isn't doubting me, it's even odds the next one will. The pharmacist will for sure.) And of course, I'm leaving the country for three weeks in a couple of days, so here's to unscheduled medical non-compliance. Ugh.",5.264229885057471,8.429061675862073,5.5951724137931045,72.1654022988506,73.6206896551724,9.935632183908046,33.114942528735625,10.047579312681364,4.327887356321839,673,34,106,22,15,214,94,145,0.096,0.872,0.032,-0.8396,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,1,9,0,8,2,0,3,2,19,17,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,4,6,3,14,10,0,10,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,7,64,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.16502688464875567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030878358164036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889586907144006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793423033749312,0.0,0.1871169067014654,0.0,0.10906190638734033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350865159074712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550705524845872,0.12081215853523088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184137506168334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744540530964722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696103215945265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293838780808596,0.0,0.0,0.1790629846188803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261856340215992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200973890687124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288218279552845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34072090033850433,0.0,0.17939889777881082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042799333000005,0.0,0.1798503153002267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918651279365934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833614317357901,0.0,0.16697564152131286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086225690248526,0.13448299361873509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938409549249624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953339219521602,0.19949082113409405,0.0,0.1356497749101209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890124209824173 adhd,stnivek,2018/12/13,"My last minute magic isn't working anymore. I survived through school during my late teen, then pre-college and university using last-minute magic. I'd spend weeks dreading over huge tasks, like working on my final-year project in undergrad, doing them very little until the very last days. I also studied for finals last-minute, when I'd suddenly be productive and resistant to distractions. Usually if I had like a week left to study a semester-worth of materials, I felt pessimistic, like not having enough time, so I became anxious and overwhelmed, and easily distracted by other things when I got down to work. But when I had like 10 hours left, I would suddenly become optimistic and ""charged"", like, ""10 hours left, I'm positive that's enough time!"" and boom, my last-minute magic executes. I'm in grad school now, and it doesn't work anymore. Even on the last day, my last-minute magic doesn't execute anymore. I'm COMPLETELY crippled, overwhelmed by the task, can't concentrate and would do numerous other things like opening a YT video then pausing it to do read a book (reading on a loop on certain parts, of course) then boiling water to make coffee but forget about it when I realize the kettle is now too cold already. Bammmm 7 hours have passed, not a single work done, and I retreat to bed in guilt, shame, and hopelessness. My last-minute magic and focus power is not working anymore.",8.88905118228075,8.212422556420236,8.235953307392997,71.22604010775218,60.78988326848248,11.331816821310987,37.66806345405567,10.560738912317856,4.028975695899431,1115,46,187,22,13,351,144,257,0.10400000000000001,0.8,0.096,-0.8394,1,0,0,0,0,1,48.0,0,0,1,8,11,15,0,7,10,0,17,2,0,2,1,26,24,24,0,3,6,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,1,0,8,12,2,0,2,4,1,1,7,8,0,0,5,3,17,7,23,16,4,43,0,3,0,0,1,15,0,1,33,109,25,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903051883385774,0.06544213789410741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244844548840246,0.3246269615358604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037855749564153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858007596500629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555154211847076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837439769244875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691115487805901,0.0,0.05405018682924932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857289416482917,0.1792889725252631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544964308277056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417682354396548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336411247157034,0.0923116360569175,0.0,0.2667366753513608,0.0,0.0,0.23987798481366604,0.08201856204686865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462442784307587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861759418055573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371108425564235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656395329743431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087329452762362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543542357814344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067778038447803,0.09012792529333544,0.13504224537318402,0.0,0.0,0.1312836296748313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574541252203115,0.0,0.0,0.11626419441255124,0.0,0.0,0.05269802455709055 adhd,AsianTigerMilf,2018/12/13,"How do I get adderall in Texas? I just moved I just moved to Texas. I was literally yelled at by a pharmacist screaming about how she couldn’t process my script. I told her I just moved and she told me I had to find a doctor. I found a new doctor and he doesn’t think I need the adderall. (That’s because I took it the day of my visit.) I’ve been on it since I was 13. I’ve tried everything in the book. I have records that will probably go back 8 years confirming this. My original doctor that first prescribed it passed away. I may be able to obtain those. With current prescription, psychology evaluations, and my previous primary care doctor records. I still can’t receive it? What’s going on here? The new doctor wants me to go to a neurologist, psychiatrist, and sleep doctor. I’ve taken this medication for over a decade. This is what helped me maintain a functioning life. I also suffer from chronic fatigue starting from the age of 8 years old. The adderall wasn’t prescribed for the fatigue, but it helped a tiny bit. I can still fall asleep like a log on it. I’m getting fed up with Texas. I’m a mother and I’m going to begin my job pretty soon. I don’t want to jeopardize my entire freaking career. I moved down here for this job. Advice? Help please? TL;DR I can’t seem to get adderall in Texas. My out of state script and previous records are being refused. I need to go through a whole set of new doctors. I’m paying out of pocket and I currently have to wait for my new insurance from my new employer to begin. I’m in the Austin area. 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Hey guys. So I’m 20 y/o and i work a warehouse job. In the past when i was younger, i used to be prescribed Ritalin. I had tried other medications like focalin/strattera, etc. and also i have tried adderal, but not my own prescription. I had tried it numerous times just from friends. Anyway, i found that adderal works best for me. I haven’t been on any prescription medications other than lexapro for a few years now though. So on Monday I’m going to see a new doctor and I want him to prescribe me adderal to help me with my work. But i don’t know how to bring it up without exempting drug seeking behavior. I can’t say I’ve had it prescribed before so how do i tell him that i want adderal instead of anything else? Any advice on how i should bring it up to him?",1.302483660130722,3.5249006790123474,2.9857298474945537,90.62931372549022,82.33333333333334,5.787073347857661,25.57879448075527,7.048011613610866,1.13140406681191,618,26,130,8,17,204,95,162,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.9564,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,14,3,0,0,4,0,12,5,0,5,0,19,24,15,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,2,22,3,21,16,4,16,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,8,91,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587879115310441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299469294229709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100389646356774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371926851393054,0.0,0.15191058190348836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827099643777266,0.0,0.17052813173825634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632018091422482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884422293276288,0.0,0.13574344647975764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812245113176313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816701917392838,0.12554297947020235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234946602998773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608952713339279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891675250599528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125088729585338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930282139463569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938668816398979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273925707768909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569383654964931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511954980483433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922228417120168,0.0,0.0,0.12948721426395093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202750440360598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965018889770635,0.0,0.0947519492121987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096964485333624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403432228063104,0.0,0.0,0.1916871336997438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663906388506774,0.0,0.3548941666385879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464124031111216 adhd,DayTripperRd,2018/12/13,"Combing Dextroamphetamine + Methylphenidate Hi everybody I have add and took Methyphenidate for about a year. It is great for focusing on studying but I hate the comedown. Also it gives me a lot of side effects and makes me less sociable sometimes. 2 weeks ago I was put on Dexamphetamine and its great compared to Methlyphenidate. Its much smoother and my mind is really calm ( sometimes I get too lazy because of this effect) , also Im more sociable which I really like. The thing I dont like is that it doesnt give me the kick in the ass that ritalin gave me to study.. I can focus on dex, but mostly on stupid things like surfing the internet. Now I was wondering if I can take 5mg of Dexamphetamine and 2.5 of Methylphenidate at the same time to get the benefits of each pill. is it safe to mix them? Does anyone have experience with this combo? Thanks",3.710204498977504,6.078025337423316,3.850453987730064,86.81146830265854,74.76687116564419,7.782249488752557,26.81758691206544,8.648137234880735,2.0446674028629857,682,26,131,14,15,210,104,163,0.10400000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.215,0.9686,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,5,11,2,0,9,0,12,3,1,3,0,20,23,10,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,15,9,19,19,7,14,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,4,8,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474485307277954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116251670549084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417468207565462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995387758444192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289432384938885,0.0,0.19137217883183166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972687877414832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062235530500267,0.31328122620441506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36005092751694096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121297554903324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637893035057356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932263000617626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882151603894954,0.0,0.0,0.10899592760996672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648742102929963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200353796786429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414941945182931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921279384328414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229917764457995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277216406091222,0.0,0.0,0.1503335411527664,0.0,0.0,0.2169624232256263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521447574364283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814188424188122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309796876730621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770787400735167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515204088386576 adhd,jaysola68,2018/12/13,"Why does it take so long to see a psychiatrist ? It’s the 13th of December I’ve called over 5 psychiatric offices and all of them said they’re booked till the end of January ! I’m moving to California for a few months on the 23rd and the insurance I have isn’t in California. I need a new prescription before then. Ugh, what’s my best option here ?",1.2504577464788724,3.639488746478875,3.493785211267608,85.8212411971831,84.07042253521126,8.057042253521129,21.551056338028168,8.841846274778883,1.7159422535211268,275,9,59,8,8,94,56,71,0.043,0.882,0.075,0.4682,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,10,6,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,6,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25235240887727983,0.0,0.31122350987654684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028229472601784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25952339410406233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266589701466186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244802702674713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236712949372462,0.31519846000644275,0.0,0.21989695630183675,0.0,0.2864214159050069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820983625013165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363215083433795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229777073032772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26760106681000145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jeramoon,2018/12/13,"Straterra, anyone? Got my diagnosis today, like I suspected. Adult ADHD. I'm 33F. Went with the Straterra option because I am currently pregnant. Anybody have any experiences to share with this medication? I'm a wee bit concerned because the psychiatrist said that it can cause a sedative affect?",5.438866666666666,8.98960422,6.304000000000002,64.70866666666666,76.8,8.133333333333335,36.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.444533333333334,241,14,31,6,6,79,41,50,0.039,0.852,0.109,0.5171,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522250664260928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930437120718766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492826928783384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573175539444044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199673262228407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30107377336167057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866883641002351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344027565326049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318402724952253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952471494879251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787860842318033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778054610305769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27168798864118243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,knicholer,2018/12/13,"KAISER-Going through the diagnosis process at 35 Hello, so right now I am going through the diagnosis process through Kaiser. I was wondering what other people’s experiences were with Kaiser through this process and what I can expect after. What medications were prescribed do they have a go to & did it help you overall afterwards?",4.9635467980295545,8.405544517241385,4.5276354679803,77.3594827586207,77.9655172413793,7.452216748768473,34.14778325123153,8.418075326091056,3.442095566502464,274,15,43,6,7,83,43,58,0.0,0.95,0.05,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,4,11,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634380076541132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281146717642546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718973922309399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483149932603053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379101968355154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325447628525449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864551845175711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637592690821019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rogerisnotmyname,2018/12/13,"Recently diagnosed in college, excited for the future I always managed to scrape by with B+ and A- grades, so I attributed my serious lack of focus and productivity in college to laziness. ADHD was never on anyone's radar when I was growing up. I was in the top of my class in high school *(I thrive in highly-structured environments)* and grew up doing gymnastics *(which provided an outlet for my hyperactive tendancies).* Senior year started in August. I finally accepted that only being able to do work at 4:00AM the morning before an assignment was due was not normal. I realized I was unable to control when I could utilize my brainpower. I was at the whim of whatever new distraction came along until the pressure of a deadline would force me to focus. I went to the campus mental health center and found out that I was eligible to receive funding from my school for an ADHD evaluation, which made the decision to get tested so much easier. Long story short, I received a diagnosis and I started medication last month. It's been transformative. I can now get homework done during the day and think at higher levels for sustained periods of time. The quality of my work is starting to reflect my interest in the field and my actual capabilities. My self confidence has increased, which has helped me overcome my persistent ""mental blocks"" in gymnastics *(I've been a timid gymnast since an injury two years ago)*. I started my honors thesis this semester and last week I received a travel scholarship to go abroad for 6 months after graduation. And today I walked out of my last final exam of the semester feeling proud of myself. Before, I seriously doubted my capabilities. Now, I am confident that I can achieve the goals I set for myself. I refuse to ponder any longer on ""what could have been"" if I was diagnosed at the beginning of college. I'm excited for what lies ahead.",5.264471635150169,7.668123674486811,6.643955910607747,68.37214076246335,70.31964809384164,9.747436545656793,32.28647992719183,10.085429814115964,3.9879622004247146,1507,70,230,43,29,510,197,341,0.071,0.8320000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.8694,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,10,6,12,0,4,22,0,26,5,0,3,1,36,41,15,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,10,14,0,3,8,1,2,11,2,6,0,1,17,1,41,6,53,20,3,70,0,0,0,0,6,23,0,2,35,173,51,20,0.11450924611515688,0.0,0.11174450605105674,0.0,0.2752357226228891,0.0,0.10150553758853244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528086591225976,0.0,0.0,0.0778702140476722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006752735630485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487786887900846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309680719445012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843185643697913,0.1828526306415864,0.0,0.0,0.07384899063070223,0.0,0.0,0.2324489488123793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171827155368864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789931545369863,0.0,0.0,0.2508785639028466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555347793695226,0.0,0.0,0.11965270980065605,0.0,0.06507824343385593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171797392665873,0.0,0.0,0.07675313391967578,0.12098530551453575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800209567880234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133707941608176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835141739190242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535601847733415,0.23079677444391555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280037553437145,0.0,0.08417747149736546,0.0,0.08831658987511083,0.11059374345029542,0.0,0.0,0.11219474857783272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870894416548283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130640660403336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317789408508432,0.0,0.0,0.11945811723672972,0.0,0.0,0.0947232316923567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32420093510465314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337290122988621,0.0,0.0,0.06677126226871201,0.0,0.10854137610245816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185889461028192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185241014233002,0.0,0.0,0.10615121836779584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672818994074648,0.0,0.0,0.08134408300943388,0.0,0.0,0.14748040033010856 adhd,bennyllama,2018/12/13,"First time takin Vyvanse worked fine firstday and not so great the next? So my doc recently put me on 30mg vyvanse, I took my first pill yesterday and felt pretty good. Was more focused, able to work hard and generally had a good amount of energy. However, I took it today and although I do somewhat feel the effects. I am for the most part tired and not as focused. I understand its only been two days so I'm not jumping to any assumptions, is it possible the dose is not strong enough? Or is this some sort of adjustment for my body?",3.9016981132075483,5.319186858490569,4.828443396226415,84.04474056603777,71.9245283018868,8.69622641509434,29.287735849056602,9.188382445141503,2.4412490566037737,421,17,85,9,8,137,76,106,0.09699999999999999,0.74,0.163,0.7787,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,3,5,0,0,5,0,8,4,1,1,0,20,14,11,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,6,3,9,5,8,8,7,13,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,57,13,2,0.17701972989843126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037948659612548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966290136756582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416308130761793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290870134162865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950649428440484,0.0,0.1699667011031674,0.0,0.0,0.3011457836420693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969515015892101,0.0,0.1951648771475651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585749077705545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826249099203204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463148140228912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169511703325265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956314775731496,0.0,0.1800927050483652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177953721725397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478562745536266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322162805873362,0.2034581388640071,0.16779400556998292,0.0,0.3933508666354431,0.0,0.0,0.17292255413799484,0.18428378176034468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577449433217313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IfUcomeAknockin,2018/12/13,"Getting up without a deadline Does anyone else struggle with getting up & out of bed when you have nowhere to be? I'm (usually) pretty good at getting up early when I have a specific place to be at at set time, but when I don't have a commitment at a set time in the morning, I easily sleep until noon (or later), and then I go into the negative spiral b/c I feel like I've slept my day away. I keep meaning to try to set up a morning routine, but it just. doesn't. happen. TLDR: If I don't have anywhere to be early in the morning, I stay in bed until noon, and I don't like it.",3.0795238095238098,3.0867789761904767,5.442976190476191,84.09160714285714,72.73015873015873,7.887301587301588,29.24206349206349,7.645422480735847,1.7328444444444449,445,17,98,5,8,159,70,126,0.079,0.807,0.114,0.4895,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,8,0,11,2,2,0,1,15,21,12,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,1,11,3,24,17,0,35,0,0,0,0,1,15,0,2,17,68,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271244342339269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657198574953653,0.2147816455296295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694597574999229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518830366988474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834408856515504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511157728882504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059907545517475,0.14975339526039022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285552056157169,0.0,0.11913253330210265,0.17582027969225647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536729538415928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863209143779908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482061625281295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833889071454044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190094917434441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326007514817125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977254123312947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234282606120375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191415451954941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446356281683204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231900458298874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308680875551124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206731340101608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cait528,2018/12/13,"Those with ADHD and anxiety/depression. Are there people that take their ADHD meds and it has helped them tremendously with their anxiety,depression, ocd tendencies? I don’t like how I felt on my SSRIs (moody, numb, etc). I do however find I feel more myself, have mental clarity and also lessened of my other issues, but I don’t take my ADHD meds daily. I was prescribed them for being kind of blank and having a wandering mind, I have never had the hyperactive side. I guess where I am getting at is for those who take their ADHD meds daily is there anything wrong with it? Do you feel ok taking it every day? I guess maybe I’m nervous to take it all the time, but I feel better? Did I mention I have anxiety ( as can be seen clearly in my post 🙃) Thanks!",3.4602796420581647,5.138421375838927,4.933036912751677,81.81060682326623,73.49664429530202,7.919686800894855,24.497203579418343,8.59863814320734,1.7384492170022372,591,18,112,11,12,198,94,149,0.071,0.8029999999999999,0.126,0.8538,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,5,1,5,9,0,1,3,1,19,1,0,1,3,21,34,9,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,5,24,5,12,27,3,9,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,4,82,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520256171875951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183154511619804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784658296610666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449740054628272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156005469120488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405749196199017,0.0,0.1978102062771782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806864279999022,0.0,0.0,0.09675137223679996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741883559489449,0.0,0.11025725178910244,0.0,0.10495486618312047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059995265464118964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530019903188285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696983465540827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985534302789748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958042518799965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610138129564971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536472645734265,0.0,0.3826592125840096,0.0,0.11572419692035407,0.0,0.11594813583522558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856593826032921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961042825581162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997783590289212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43169891549509215,0.0,0.0,0.1057223796201672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695978071636992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555136174509954,0.0,0.0 adhd,novanavi,2018/12/13,"I’m finally graduating college! And it only took me 5.5 years, dropping out twice, and a diagnosis 2/3 of the way through to finally finish undergrad! To the rest of you finishing a semester of school, good luck on finals you got this!!!",5.9208333333333325,7.171248204545456,7.561818181818182,66.97106060606062,66.95454545454545,12.23030303030303,37.39393939393939,11.855464076750405,5.225221212121211,187,10,32,7,3,65,36,44,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.7946,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,8,1,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,21,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8209443466237214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952377691501065,0.1997911108551116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899872290532684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528150249239298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775414799695538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982828195645436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086561164002275 adhd,SonjaMargarete,2018/12/13,"ADHD/Coordination Am I the only one who gets lost in thought/daydreams too much and so constantly bumps into things and knocks things over, but has reflexes that have learned to compensate so I go full ninja cat and catch things like a half full glass of water or an entire plate of food like 2 feet from the ground unharmed? I realized I don't actually think it's a coordination issue, I just don't pay enough attention to my physical body. Wondering if I'm alone in this",5.742210144927538,6.619843293478258,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,67.15217391304348,10.481159420289854,30.55072463768116,10.504223727775694,3.171015942028985,381,14,73,10,6,126,72,92,0.049,0.858,0.09300000000000001,0.5851,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,4,2,0,0,13,11,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,6,2,9,10,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,3,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.21821002175801155,0.0,0.26873443332722435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315913742821213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483790690128055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164177278151516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104775894626345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038875872702844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168264164910114,0.0,0.1270820858896318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338958691039466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848801855494407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440955192347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437826373837022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152317166318238,0.17006463789557774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44566743390711344,0.14327954849526575,0.0,0.17752048218987698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424943038976517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bobwolts,2018/12/13,"Medication makes me so angry? hi everyone, i started medication around march and its been going fine in my eyes. i used to be on concerta 54 but due to the sleeping problems i switched to biphentin 40mg. now when i take the biphentin i'm usually fine but i'm always on edge but never feel it and i get extremely angry at the smallest of things. with my increased irritation its largely effecting my relationship so i stopped taking them completely. its my second day of not being on it and I've just been feeling scared even though i have nothing to be scared of? I'm not sure if the dose is too high or its the wrong medication, i'm just looking for help so i can have my add problems fixed but still be a normal acting person.",2.27581609195402,4.698397593103451,3.886206896551727,84.41781609195405,79.9655172413793,6.9011494252873575,26.90804597701149,8.021203637495839,1.897059770114943,581,25,113,11,15,193,91,145,0.231,0.6990000000000001,0.07,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,12,8,0,2,6,0,10,6,2,3,2,27,24,14,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,2,4,15,3,15,18,1,20,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,2,10,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086194266653653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000439639163925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489548994102118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014266850470875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387591059756153,0.0,0.0,0.1502790331500987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590417305046493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216752597655849,0.0,0.08938064615116366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054153330189377,0.1661652836815732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206790105585664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497951100512606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753014951644704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129697195849795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409203742332586,0.15090561845866038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732283660205394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009739196670144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885003174872365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31491110614978385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738442523204374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131711434374088,0.0,0.12559670085676525,0.13148546946848888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822591123263942,0.0,0.23649620734962454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044837618989663,0.0,0.15451780779326535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358315156179839,0.17321161793002154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195098142790188,0.0,0.0 adhd,648503Enter,2018/12/13,CONCERTA V. ADDERALL Is a 20mg xr adderall the same as a 20mg xr concerta?,3.416470588235292,2.8653094705882367,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,71.94117647058823,11.505882352941176,40.52941176470589,11.20814326018867,4.795047058823531,59,4,13,2,1,23,11,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NewYearNewYEET,2018/12/13,"Finally got to meet with a psychiatrist and... it was a big let down So basically I have tried to get help with what I assumed to be ADHD, or something similar. Someone had mentioned it to me and after looking through symptoms and anecdotes, nearly everything explained my daily life to a T. So I went to a doctor who referred me to a psychiatrist. I went to the doc in September and only just saw the Psych today (December) so that was not great, but I understand that there are wait times and it’s no ones fault besides maybe the government. Anyways I went to see her (was 30 minutes late because I went to the wrong address, story of my life) but she still agreed to see me. Basically she asked me a few questions. I explained that not only trying to get through uni was beyond exhausting (it’s been 6 years and I’m still not finished my undergrad), but just getting everyday life things done is super hard. But as soon as I mentioned that my high school / elementary school experience wasn’t extremely difficult (I had about 8 kids in my class in elementary, and maybe 20 people in high school?), it seemed like she completely disregarded everything else I had to say. At the end of the session she said, I would advise you to get more exercise and get a tutor. No follow up, no therapist recommendations, nothing. It was literally my worst fear about this whole experience, that everything I’m struggling with actually is my fault, and I feel so inadequate right now it’s crazy. It’s not even the fact that I didn’t get a formal diagnosis, because maybe u don’t actually have ADHD, it just felt like nothing I was saying was being heard. I don’t know why I’m posting this, I just feel quite stuck right now because I don’t know what else I could possibly do. Except maybe get some exercise? 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I'm a college student and I am prescribed vyvanse for my adhd. I've been taking vyvanse since sophomore year of highschool on and off. The main reason I don't take it daily and have gone on and off is because I just can't eat. If I take it several days in a row in barely eat anything. I try and only take it when I need it very most but find myself struggling massively to get things done when I don't take it. In an ideal world I would love to take it daily but I feel I sacrifice my physical health If I attempted this. I've heard suggestions of eating breakfast before taking it, but I am not good at getting up early and my stomach also has trouble handling food early morning. I also struggle to sleep when taking this. I was wondering if working out and tiring myself out would help me? My main question is how to eat larger meals while on vyvanse. Did any of you struggle at first but learn to eat while taking vyvanse? I'm still trying to figure it out after several years. Taking Vyvanse daily would make a giant impact in my life in terms of productivity. Would taken it daily lessen the effects after a couple weeks or months? Any help would make a huge difference. I take 70mg vyvanse. Any help would be greatly appreciated ",3.9446684981685,5.758539573076924,5.259340659340662,79.40756410256412,72.5,6.7985347985347975,28.150183150183157,7.447530270364453,1.8192875457875464,1059,41,184,12,21,353,139,260,0.068,0.8170000000000001,0.115,0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,6,9,9,0,3,8,0,21,15,2,5,2,42,45,23,0,11,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,13,10,9,0,8,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,7,2,25,4,31,31,5,42,1,0,0,1,9,20,0,7,20,131,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802143858201379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714158845769587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941915673984035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060271095248957914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464702845814108,0.0,0.06232268908651058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103976373486263,0.0,0.04723438027011028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652124728951587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495096276173463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496629119973226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662506696973279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703284581363097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694093911574082,0.12459749945747728,0.08856329732252069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653079001899958,0.0,0.0,0.061431068552058474,0.0,0.08074845139925556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785174877893243,0.0,0.0,0.14727567771159633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051732278102241805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610285410819199,0.0,0.09777786074905816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846026044342265,0.0,0.0,0.054307266967021366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055703074199169006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014462392254896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204667217072002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530393725875012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548294575094094,0.0,0.06058570480055313,0.0,0.07329388500227398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849035020897676,0.0,0.0,0.22970215908662306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6057492149982755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865806014754645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270741097718399,0.08417974523879762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945165076635196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604314881854322,0.0,0.0,0.0587495053396872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794267307421114,0.053320313914583764,0.0,0.0,0.3121697927170014,0.0,0.0,0.09432959410936508 adhd,sunshinecop,2018/12/13,"Going on day 3... So Tuesday I left work early but I did great by going to my dance class that afternoon. Yesterday, I was on my way to work when I couldn’t take my normal route meaning I had no idea how to get to work (phone had to get replaced & hadn’t been activated yet) so I had to go home. I did well by visiting my grandma though. Today I just couldn’t do it. I couldn’t get out of bed to get ready if someone was holding up my days pay in front of me. Once I posted on my stores page that we were closed today. I instantly got my energy back & got up to eat breakfast. It makes me feel like I hate my life. I have an awesome job, but i have to be free or I get this way every time.. my parents love hearing that. I don’t even know what to do about this. 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My cousin's 9 year old son has ADHD, we suspect autism, and rage issues. It's gotten to the point where his mother has reached out to my family for help because she's at her wits end and needs to think about the safety and welfare of her other two children. Yesterday the child took a knife to school and tried to stab three children. My family have agreed to take him in to try and focus on him and give his family a break. I know little to nothing about the needs of a child such as this. What do we do to help him grow as a person, while still understanding his needs and wants? What kind of boundaries should we set him, and what do we need to know about ADHD and autism? In which areas do we need to know when to lay down the law and when to be lenient?",5.9401503267973865,5.010831747058823,6.006078431372548,85.64513071895426,66.82352941176471,8.967320261437909,25.947712418300647,7.793537801064563,1.1310457516339871,647,12,143,6,9,205,93,170,0.07400000000000001,0.828,0.098,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,5,0,0,0,9,3,2,0,10,0,10,0,0,1,0,33,25,17,0,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,18,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,20,1,29,21,0,22,0,0,0,0,28,10,0,0,8,96,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570724655153199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728014032354584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122839707150684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585332076885886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161299411422835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549214456784781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646378498256237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201541876869136,0.20901471820723225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706066627293286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700058835645092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164289361199355,0.0,0.1330277921096351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106940044638356,0.0,0.0,0.11984223111871575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830186786761022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124173159611133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531813090892698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123154108912936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085037193319186,0.17214219606659026,0.0,0.12383959529214594,0.13197601126048153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477448007521867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163817975332255 adhd,Roddingo,2018/12/13,"Failed Again Failed another class. It was a super easy one that I easily could have gotten an A in, but thanks to forgetfulness and avoidance I failed. I plan on getting a friend to photoshop my grade for my dad.. who pays all this money for classes that I end up just effing failing lol fuxk ",7.157894736842106,6.470840578947371,7.139298245614036,77.7184210526316,64.26315789473685,10.40701754385965,31.280701754385966,9.725611199111238,2.670922807017543,231,7,45,4,3,74,46,57,0.231,0.523,0.24600000000000002,0.0459,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,6,2,8,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,6,3,7,3,1,5,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,31,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837724422560752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683555676737945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086248582860027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564428326318672,0.0,0.2410396923887869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126270563154431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247550146685542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LittleGuinevere,2018/12/13,"Had to disclose my ADHD to uni so I wouldn’t fail Pretty sure Im still going to fail though. Taking a research design course (not my choice - part of the structure of the program) and my final paper was due like two weeks ago. I have until Monday. Less than 5000 words but not more than twenty pages?? I have about 5 pages of work written, edited and formatted (~1000 words) I wanted to be a NP so badly but I cant see how its possible for me to work full time, have a home to take care over, a relationship to not ruin, family to support, and do graduate studies. Im only taking one course a semester and still not succeeding. I cant do this for four more years . . . Of course I tried to keep my studies on the down low but everyone at work knows Im trying to do my masters . . . 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I have a terrible habit of starting a new hobby and then getting tired of it after like two weeks. So far I have tried painting, photography, making music, photoshop, teaching myself how to code, learning Italian, etc. How do I find one hobby to be super passionate about? Or is this just a common thing with ADHD? I don't mind shuffling through different hobbies when I lose interest, but it would be nice to find one to stick with lol. 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Absolutely crushed. I have just been diagnosed with adult ADHD. I go back to my psychologist tomorrow to get medication. &#x200B; 4 days ago, my wife and I decided to separate (I found some texts, a straw that broke the camel's back). Things had always been a struggle between us, and I have tried self-help etc for depression and emotional stability. Nothing really worked, so I gave up and went to the Doctor, who prescribed Prozac, which did nothing except destroy my sex drive and sleeping. &#x200B; I found this subreddit by accident and I was so happy to read the symptoms and relate to every single one of them. I got an appointment, albeit 5 months away. What could go wrong in that time, I thought. Private was too expensive. &#x200B; So now, I have lost my home, my wife, my child and all just before Christmas. I am crushed beyond words. 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I told my mom about it and we went to the doctor yesterday, and I forgot what to say. I just simply could not say 80% of the reasons as to why I might have it. It happens all the time when someone asks me what I learned as well. I dont know why and I hate it. The doctor said he doesn't think I have it but referred me to someone else that is going to possibly diagnose me with it. Even now I had an idea for this post and I just can't put my thoughts together at all. I just wanted your opinions if you think I might have it or not. I have pretty much never been able to a lot of work, which results in me becoming depressed because I feel like my life is falling apart. Endless cycle I adjust my seating position quite often I struggle to do things I find boring, thus making mistakes. This is really evident at work,as well as school I zone out and day dream very often if I am trying to do work When I am actually able to do work I can do it really fast and it's pretty easy There is constant music playing in the back of my mind, it only stops when I am listening to music. It can be literally the dumbest song ever. Just some time ago it was ""5 more hours we're just gettin started"". Literally over and over I am very impulsive and often regret my impulsive decisions, so I try really hard to stop myself from making them. I often go off on tangents whenever talking to people about something, or I just can't put my thoughts together and can't explain something at all I often misplace things in the dumbest of ways. I'll put my phone down and walk somewhere and forget where I put my phone in 5 minutes Whenever someone gets mad at me or ignores me I automatically assume they hate me and want me dead. I hate this so much. It's the worst thing ever. I struggle with sleep all the time. I have a weighted blanket to help and it helps a bit. There are those rare nights where I actually sleep pretty fast Anyways that is all I can put together right now. I just wanted your opinions on this. Whether you think I might have it or not. If you could just let me know I would appreciate it. &#x200B;",2.9249870129870104,4.402908927272726,4.491948051948054,85.24863636363638,74.5,7.210389610389612,26.435064935064936,7.859703344183488,1.5091019480519474,1688,61,346,24,35,566,204,440,0.179,0.7609999999999999,0.06,-0.9958,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,6,2,4,33,16,4,2,13,0,41,7,2,5,8,96,71,30,1,12,20,1,3,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,29,17,1,4,18,3,0,10,9,12,2,0,9,8,68,4,41,53,12,54,0,2,0,0,23,19,0,22,24,260,97,7,0.14316159933608474,0.0,0.13970506964304072,0.0,0.08602621094345901,0.0,0.06345205996740863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775577665341817,0.0869785065056276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691838499194364,0.0,0.0,0.05504121652564945,0.0,0.043634991088676536,0.07905536941554081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814769397292834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735341489619267,0.0,0.11430288790450314,0.0,0.0,0.04616369405407985,0.0,0.06165243786571167,0.07265300489906715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653196319686054,0.0,0.0,0.08389216410496751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979657307505268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047278443086142034,0.12949786275572972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03619340307454362,0.05113733758536953,0.0,0.0,0.06542355410106519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03739801343799737,0.0,0.08136203606304833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329866474722867,0.0,0.06412233660064437,0.21201366076039085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595820231797904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049266881895476,0.0,0.0,0.08080600998033875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867787099584249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319621740812837,0.0505596357012792,0.03497076303195474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060855436124149925,0.0,0.0,0.09556147922487407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30374366651127943,0.07227620227249193,0.08383456744280596,0.0,0.0,0.10524024789676276,0.05307625595683418,0.05520752552031862,0.0,0.0,0.06717373147210537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444042370191434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049625113626610574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069659641293406,0.06855461932138696,0.21847022107320116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597923720795681,0.0,0.07613499150175447,0.0,0.0,0.13756947959543336,0.07359698382409728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112961180566355,0.06808973232249604,0.11384784987790565,0.0,0.07244359078056672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326498893099535,0.0,0.18195053781077267,0.11021279341184376,0.0,0.0,0.05066525842939437,0.0,0.0,0.11968950739704128,0.0,0.14966358734178986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753393534067205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266530792218896,0.183464344485082,0.0,0.113654318567027,0.12521801977193406,0.0,0.0,0.06839852161059354,0.0,0.09719732857501404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812331254784646,0.12666063071634248,0.05681750696452026,0.0,0.08716613001596944,0.12871947082004218,0.06635611842961964,0.12918107603848528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084466987261772,0.0,0.0,0.05084894633070319,0.0,0.0869785065056276,0.0 adhd,Maltitude,2018/12/13,I can't even hyperfocus on anything. Even pomodoro technique is not working for me I am not sure if I have ADHD or not but 3 days ago I was drawing Iron Man while studying because I was distracted. And then I realize that I had wasted 5 hours and it was already 2am.I don't if that counts as hyperfocus. But then I failed in my exam. My daydreaming is becoming a really big problem for me. 2 weeks ago I fell from my cycle and badly injured myself because I was daydreaming. Even my English teacher says that I am physically present in the class but not mentally. Its becoming a really serious issue. What can I do about it?,2.9703958944281514,4.999085629032262,5.269266862170087,77.36253665689149,75.7741935483871,8.702639296187684,31.43401759530792,9.339509955726095,3.2535903225806435,494,25,91,13,11,173,78,124,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,14,1,0,0,1,16,14,13,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,1,19,1,8,9,0,14,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,9,70,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473297631049014,0.0,0.3462733212548637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155370728493866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072917917717194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308146584698405,0.23812675734977384,0.4314243752623668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596325217581802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38701494134957215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234781793212385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038601146011116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968335115507853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868919097758148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502500345787665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532385045968722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408388114941668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667144808482755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219304052066928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cyantaco,2018/12/13,"Vyvanse and Prozac (fluoxetine)? So I've been on 50mg Vyvanse once a day for about 3 months, for what it's worth there have been many gaps where I didn't take it as the crash can be really bad with me for some reason, I get this weird feeling like I'm on autopilot. Anyways, I realized that by taking it every day as well as eating more and getting enough sleep made it better. I was perscribed 20 mg fluoxetine about a month and a half ago. Before getting refill it was upped to 40mg, which I've been on for two weeks or so. During the first month I didn't notice much of anything, my doctor told me it could take longer, especially since we had to up it. I don't know how I came across it, but I read about Vyvanse interacting with fluoxetine and decided to look it up and heard mixed things. I saw something about a certain enzyme being blocked by the fluoxetine, leading to part of the Vyvanse getting built up, thus causing bad side effects. I've also read that it was safe. I am going to contact my doctor, but I figured I'd ask here also. 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Is this what working memory means? Because it was one of the symptoms I didnt think I related to...because I remember things later quite well. But then I realized that I loose absolutely everything, I never remember where I put anything. At work I now take pictures of everything that I do (I do all my tasks at work even though I sometimes miss certain details, however I never remember if I actually did a task even though I did and I know I did...5 minutes after...did I do the thing? Check picture on phone...I did the thing). I can watch a television show and not remember any of the main characters name unless I've been hyperfocusing; my friend on the other hand can recall things like that much better than I can. I'm always double checking everything I do because I know live in a constant state of ""I must be forgetting something"". I remember the details of the most random conversations, I can remember the looks someone gave me 2 weeks ago, If I was really really into something I can remember absoultely everything, but anything task related that I have done I will forget. Is that basically what the issue is with the executive functions/working memory? I can long term remember details of things that I was vaguely interested in, but anything that I have done that centers around a ""task"" I won't be able to remember. I honestly doubted my ADHD diagnoiss because I dont think I fully understood my issues with working memory and thought that I had a good memory, of course I realized the distinction is I have a good long term memory but my short-term is pretty shit. Is it correct in thinking that the constantly loosing things, not remembering tasks that you have done etc is associated with the poor working memory?",7.144363636363638,7.778475466666666,8.223181818181818,65.49477272727273,64.03030303030303,12.296969696969695,37.71212121212121,11.886574207783886,5.0821030303030295,1424,70,233,47,20,486,155,330,0.055,0.833,0.111,0.9451,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,7,8,13,1,1,19,0,39,3,2,0,7,50,52,13,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,23,8,0,0,20,1,3,1,7,3,1,1,15,3,45,10,22,32,9,28,0,1,2,0,5,11,1,5,16,176,68,5,0.062211326065879424,0.0,0.06070928014862517,0.0,0.07476592443832386,0.0,0.055146586940779126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051764806932235466,0.0,0.0,0.042305835042069466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358386181111805,0.05538126976568733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169378778043147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502086235548195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445668499746466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190991357629386,0.07291121082343076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938207338482136,0.08217998827504701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364611383420333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806431619663176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435981741537263,0.0,0.06858820661290634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986492280568082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837943567815155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03039331150033012,0.0,0.05493374068050095,0.16516519767611984,0.05224184557249575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776637196092365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573248278534176,0.0,0.09596241973720968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215600458401324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329128398443787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253956557976624,0.0,0.06616940301455201,0.0,0.0,0.07970833697969787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7047330505940812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385903220584754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271145469223595,0.09578663635182516,0.06152859221864328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466138807376287,0.04677517490648471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479826442452796,0.11958751727930098,0.1222446239911432,0.04938884382375343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990217324070762,0.0,0.05593545341313242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717435178556659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Smokee78,2018/12/13,"Everyone gives me second chances And third, and fourth, and even fifth chances. I don't deserve them. I'm not sure at this point if this really is even a part of my ADHD. I only have a few things to do each week. Keep the house clean (clean up after eating, do my laundry, and clean my room and bathroom), practice my piano, and do my homework (only about two pages of like 10~ questions, with point form answers), which I have a week to finish. Everything is pretty much catered to me. My lessons are private, 1 on 1, everything is explained to me, and my teacher understands my ADHD to a point. She's been very helpful in the past, and lenient when I haven't finished my homework. But I fear this is the last straw. I didn't do my homework this week. I didn't know how to answer part of it, so of course my brain just gave up on the entire work instead of just doing what I could. I'm so tired of this. I want to be able to do the work expected of me. I want to be able to start my homework early on in the week, and I want to be able to ask for help early on so it doesn't seem like I'm doing everything last minute. I've stopped doing things last minute. Now I don't even do things at all. I want to stop letting down everyone around me. My parents, who saved up money for my education, whose money I'm now wasting. My mom, who goes to bat for me, who fights for my second and third chances, who just wants me to succeed. My boss, whose reputation I damage if she continues to employ me to teach her students even when I'm failing my courses. My teachers, who are losing sleep over my performance in their classes. They know I'm not stupid, and that I'm capable of going from a 60% to an 80% in less than three weeks, but flounders whole semesters away. I just don't know what to do anymore. THE RSD, the executive dysfunction, and my own laziness is just too much. Does anyone else feel this? Or have any help? I'm out of options. 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First day on Adderal. What to expect? I'm sure variants of this question have been asked and answered a [brazillion](https://www.reddit.com/r/Jokes/comments/3jqr9j/mr_president_two_brazilian_soldiers_were_killed/) times before. I'm at work and trying not to fall into the trap of scouring the whole history of the sub, though, so please forgive me for not having read the relevant posts. Crippling procrastination has been keeping me from my best my whole life. Finally got insurance and income sufficient to cover medication and therapy. Picked up my prescription for 10mg generic Adderol (MAS-ER) yesterday. Took first dose this morning, a couple hours ago, before breakfast, after about 7.5 hrs sleep. Had a danish about an hour later. Doc says it's supposed to last 8-10 hours, so I assume it's supposed to be noticeable in short order. I can't tell if the alertness I'm feeling now is due to the drug, or if it's some combination of getting up an hour early, that generic high I've had before from ""Okay, *this* time, I'm *really* getting my shit together"", or just the meta-attention of focusing on myself to see if anything's happening yet. Anyone got first-day stories to share, especially adult experiences? Things to watch out for, good or bad? Love to know what I'm getting into.",5.774868421052632,8.44998236403509,5.727929824561403,74.30084210526317,69.65789473684211,8.24421052631579,30.259649122807023,8.982922981607832,2.878623859649124,1041,43,166,21,20,326,151,228,0.042,0.855,0.10300000000000001,0.9154,1,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,4,8,9,1,0,12,1,10,8,2,1,1,27,28,13,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,10,7,1,1,6,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,7,4,9,7,32,20,4,34,0,0,2,1,8,11,1,9,19,97,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314265690892804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135888641991239,0.0,0.09575115127580344,0.0,0.10877724108041256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971524783896373,0.0,0.0,0.2970313981845476,0.0,0.12210854217430064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874580501117347,0.0,0.15008010961076246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493612855966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381858702949706,0.0,0.0,0.05883313729454405,0.0,0.0,0.12746241366322875,0.0,0.2969173026438246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237377026492665,0.0,0.0,0.09759397126708268,0.18612119559224494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289330975495672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293660182651338,0.0,0.0,0.4583492582162154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342264268996644,0.0,0.0,0.06394626635145713,0.094845746545621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821857503327075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501591778498982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721652354001055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247218435416802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772405026018382,0.0,0.0,0.11143697436804838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034545475313386,0.0,0.11638758172763845,0.0,0.07454069335883769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253103623276687,0.0,0.0,0.09272074233623473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943785852816485,0.0,0.0,0.1164401250957094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966424168660367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017003548599114,0.0,0.13306333415590282,0.0,0.0773018187031439,0.0,0.11431927169690093,0.0,0.135696348380029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927590185890606,0.0789981500902125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598148475298768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470862231090633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dPenberthy47,2018/12/13,"Looking for great focus music for work Hey guys! Lately I've been in the mood to expand my musical horizons. The only times I consistently get to listen are at work and in the car to and from work, so I'm especially looking for music I can work to. Some of my favorite acts range from deadmau5 and Shallou to Oh Wonder and Tim Atlas. Thanks y'all!",2.9069047619047623,4.7625580714285745,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,75.42857142857143,6.3809523809523805,24.523809523809533,7.1686216300943375,1.1433809523809522,275,9,52,3,6,93,48,70,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,14,9,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,2,2,31,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319872800008208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599765793060547,0.0,0.23348468272038825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659990622954938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960347406435008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934083485426222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709817582415916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750018018263202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557211860534523,0.6866773333149676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CielSync,2018/12/13,Relatable? Uhhhhh? I just want to no that I'm not alone in this. How many people with legit ADHD come to the realization that a disproportionate amount of time in our lives are dedicated to simply staring blankly into a room and wondering what the hell we were doing two seconds before? I find this to be quite the hallmark symptom. Of many. ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯,3.8643956043956034,6.7937586923076925,4.914505494505495,76.3669230769231,77.46153846153845,7.406593406593408,26.20879120879121,8.418075326091056,2.243879120879121,285,11,48,6,7,93,52,65,0.107,0.804,0.08800000000000001,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,4,0,10,6,1,6,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805252391506377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654751253171035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218113473030608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208010654477132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342761670344061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263394399501296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197461056275234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770329919908634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726329107506819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26641954801757034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946501617490873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25039202381632164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118697175712312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797324453669275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Meta-Squirrel,2018/12/13,"I'm really struggling guys and girls. This is me right now: I became ill due to stress halfway through a medical placement and was off for a couple of days to recover. Turns out I didn't really recover, just paved over the top. My University Tutor suggested, during a meeting at the placement that I get a drug review (first since diagnosis) which I organised. After the placement we moved onto an assignment of a couple of thousand words, I really struggled to get my brain in gear but managed to sort out a plan and organised a meeting to discuss it with the relevant tutor. Had the drug review meeting and was told I could be swapped to some fast acting drugs rather than the long release I wasn't really using due to side effects. Went back to trying (with limited success) to read through articles and expand on my notes. Couple of days later I get a voicemail; prescription of short release has been refused by the prescribing doctor due to distrust, told I would be on a different long release for a couple of weeks to trial those. Within the first day of taking them I felt off, dry mouth, spaced out etc. Stoped after three days but the dry mouth continued into a sore throat. And then tonsilitis. I've been trying to get the energy either mental or physical to sort my shit out but I'm not going anywhere. I can't tell if it's the ADD meds, my own brain or illness kicking my ass but I'm not sure what I could do about any of them anyway. I'm on antibiotics for the tonsilitis, off all ADD meds after the last shit show but waiting to hear back about having a meeting with the prescribing doctor to sort out her trust issues and I have a meeting with the head of my course tomorrow. Honestly I'm not sure what else I can do but I know i'm screwed in terms of my work. Nothing I write makes sense on a second read and nothing I read makes sense unless I give myself a headache trying to strain in through my brain. TLDR; Stressed, drugged and confused. Feel like I'm kind of imploding due to stress and not sure how to make it better.",6.796903622693094,6.485105807017543,7.0390715424925965,76.89877136021876,64.86466165413533,10.161813624971524,33.424584187742084,9.688023934748609,3.063440100250628,1623,61,303,29,22,526,201,399,0.14800000000000002,0.797,0.055,-0.9882,1,0,4,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,2,9,9,20,4,7,31,0,20,21,10,6,4,66,47,22,0,5,17,0,2,1,0,1,10,1,0,2,9,23,0,3,4,4,0,4,7,11,0,5,11,3,33,9,67,31,6,55,0,0,0,2,20,25,4,8,27,201,42,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052602377820590934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895865282357662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841203315712201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590530405713939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351941342564238,0.3423564445269848,0.0,0.19954394908673567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081693771504317,0.0,0.1583471990428246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588175413397903,0.0,0.06461811916130145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862685261864012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03911176698685443,0.055260668024163295,0.07427056619990621,0.0,0.0,0.13159205723616968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616540322937453,0.07420360211202022,0.04396122947488434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659117316647818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938601936425782,0.0,0.08718193122407257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073595200606798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805507641540551,0.042510931495904736,0.06305264191530023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03779054244336386,0.0,0.0,0.13690912254117038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490025767946666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184246187323446,0.07792454331907915,0.07795316397640921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221350542180357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148443691286162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23212040965476524,0.0,0.19821606419481502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605864411300942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880253567901012,0.0639868181024689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26582121001193176,0.16173133381441862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871155261514288,0.0,0.058159481324701286,0.0,0.06760952695497573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782732831002765,0.0,0.15755188559394448,0.08413734812229141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680775632237679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062047539500543536,0.0,0.0,0.07170657693685592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631356833844845,0.0,0.0,0.05494902306692274,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rillpillchill,2018/12/13,"Can’t adult today It’s mid morning. I’m still in bed for no good reason. I have a ling list of stuff to do and don’t feel like starting any of it. And I’m afraid that if I start one thjng, I won’t do the 20 others because I’m so slow. Or I’ll forget to put 20 others in my to do list. Like the shit I was supposed to do two months ago that I just remembered. I don’t even feel like getting up to take my medicine. Stupid lazy slug brains I don’t want to feel like this but I can’t get myself to do anything about it. ",-0.7692499999999995,0.7909725750000014,1.4866666666666684,102.215,85.75,4.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,4.7782277997778095,-1.0928333333333329,399,8,107,1,12,134,72,120,0.064,0.82,0.11599999999999999,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,3,0,13,2,2,1,0,13,25,6,0,2,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,1,3,11,5,14,23,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,11,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544559107716744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269219778200373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535892742527687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377435021055407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083525855159166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123274326564223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28311321812898066,0.4000081501185172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195023973738264,0.0,0.0,0.1565452427321848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647325910750947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489747106311026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647247060536426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876253086009663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189757584747785,0.0,0.0,0.21142736581751154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158384797699415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642102914305408,0.0,0.14905138860144312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136587825219912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403304699246709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769134231710043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232070265029013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008543523953687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tryin2findmyway,2018/12/13,"Self diagnosis Hey everyone. 17F senior in high school, and I’ve come to consult you guys on my self diagnosis of adhd. I’ve always been one to procrastinate, and while it has not affected me terribly, other than some late nights and long days, it has never been this bad. At the beginning of the school year, I just figured it was senioritis. It’s now almost the middle of the school year, and I’m starting to notice so much more than just “senioritis”. I know you shouldn’t self diagnose yourself by just looking at a website, but I’ve researched a lot of the systems, and I happen to have a lot of them. In school, I cannot focus. I don’t have the ability to sit in a class for 50 minutes just listening to a teacher. There’s no way I can succeed doing that because I lose focus 5 minutes in. And when I finally get home in the evening, I can’t do my homework. After hours of procrastinating, I finally bring myself to start, and that doesn’t last because after 10 minutes I lose focus and just choose not to do it altogether. I have a doctors appointment at the end of the month. So I hope I can make it that long",4.449466666666666,5.171195902222221,5.8884444444444455,79.56200000000003,69.97777777777777,9.022222222222224,30.555555555555557,9.21078282632365,2.5692222222222227,878,35,175,17,15,298,120,225,0.059000000000000004,0.871,0.07,0.3096,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,3,11,6,0,0,15,0,18,2,0,2,1,29,31,13,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,3,2,21,2,30,27,5,41,0,2,1,0,10,11,0,5,25,126,32,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271807934038874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891401777985534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881204410023754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915382980067733,0.1447815044255277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229523062014473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658588793345603,0.0,0.0,0.12053183795712805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215487705437674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517994749322676,0.0,0.0,0.07843526429279653,0.0,0.0,0.11347362073638108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017630594373764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062043563124325414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758418196424762,0.10501292290408076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546910892887675,0.11911898371553932,0.11794856577157703,0.1169478254485912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526356625481071,0.0967995790347824,0.13395860396002499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101854105623264,0.09972264661094764,0.2657085564226508,0.0,0.2019191794177415,0.0,0.0,0.07926857770630125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478754520071037,0.0,0.08729714981288726,0.0,0.09158966692807076,0.0,0.0,0.11144168541988816,0.0,0.0,0.13520112547307056,0.0,0.0,0.08047013465148926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807376739407445,0.0,0.0,0.37165596582833776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681080287746278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942606372866414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529461312280569 adhd,UnderPressureVS,2018/12/13,"Any ADHD gamers find yourselves restarting a lot? I'm curious to see if this is just me, or if this is an ADHD thing. I play a lot of games with heavy strategy/planning components. Civilization, Stellaris, Europa Universalis, Kerbal Space Program, *et cetera.* I find myself completely unable to actually finish a campaign in pretty much *any* of them. Despite the fact that in most games the early game is the most boring and tedious part, and the most similar to every other game (the first ~40 turns of any Civilization game are basically identical), I constantly find myself restarting, deleting old saves and going from the beginning again, telling myself ""this time I'm gonna see it through to the end."" It even spreads to RPGs, where progression can be a grindy nightmare yet I *still* feel compelled to reset. I played *Star Trek: Online* a ton a few years back, and I deleted my characters multiple times. I've played *Elite: Dangerous* since 2015, and I've reset myself at least 3 times. Does anyone else do this?",4.4493989071038245,7.250281071038255,4.7531420765027335,79.09288251366122,74.3551912568306,7.782513661202185,28.19945355191257,8.680891452615391,2.5847027322404363,808,33,133,17,18,254,122,183,0.015,0.903,0.08199999999999999,0.8647,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,1,0,14,0,7,0,0,1,1,22,16,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,8,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,13,4,15,14,11,21,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,8,15,85,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.14716745953120605,0.0,0.3624853113775362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076651008500864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544889416387816,0.1545212537851498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115962520562551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581199696928521,0.16297054338003553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197364037526915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598125136922672,0.0,0.13357167569086542,0.0,0.0,0.09960767175244503,0.0,0.12706276737712394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625336998691888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41350904194774735,0.1282777358427966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570801460734002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564241929355313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086168857704327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824827882717102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331104017297202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342658406844514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403498910972523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475044956913235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204359594073622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181338177002053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019054657449301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381315874147065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403647368434246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711580736376643 adhd,Unrelated96,2018/12/13,"How can I know Iam not just lazy? And does it matter? First day on this sub, but I assume this is a pretty run of the mill question, so I apologize if iam just flooding the page with redundant content. Anyway, all of my friends and family members report having some difficulty studying and getting things done, so how do I even know if I really have ADHD or if my difficulties are the same as everyone else's? I could very well just be too lazy and irresponsable to overcome the same problems everyone faces. In either case, whether its ADHD or laziness, does it even matter? Iam still not doing what iam suppose to be doing, so do I even have the right to feel any less terrible?",5.1551823579304505,6.26938277099237,6.030178117048348,77.7542408821035,68.61832061068702,8.87565733672604,29.82273112807464,9.150863307647796,2.5447194232400334,537,20,99,10,9,177,87,131,0.091,0.762,0.147,0.7234,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,0,6,0,14,1,1,2,1,33,18,17,0,5,13,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,1,9,2,9,14,7,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,8,3,80,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349442561848371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305525607344335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447743313976286,0.0,0.0,0.11670067385795295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167089812874767,0.18517926583513847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116425397153085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585561953064738,0.0,0.0,0.3458195331375817,0.0,0.0,0.17058778541807626,0.0,0.09149602549275317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391979385092905,0.0,0.0,0.13980498746071202,0.0,0.0945412506211114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988957069199805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184095767172004,0.0,0.17314900522729135,0.0,0.0,0.2027104383580648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159240777125816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545341428274529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445104867374459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202181202625572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930640252184252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269981520261867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Puppydog589,2018/12/13,Ran out of adderall day before my last final. Hoping to get through this. ,1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,90.42857142857142,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.1874571428571428,58,2,10,0,2,18,14,14,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120860932184565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31232014401826746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305044018885875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25301599411150616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809987067138869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39475233989999947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,phinnaeusmaximus,2018/12/13,"I'm barely a person anymore. I've always been ambitious but prior to medication I was a directionless mess. I guess I was diagnosed as a child, but my mom chose not to medicate me and not to tell me. I was re-diagnosed and put on medication at 26 and my professional life did a huge 180. At almost 31 I'm on 40mg of Adderall a day, and I'm a high performer who has been promoted up as far as I can go in my company, making huge strides in only a year's time. So, I've gotten a handle on my professional life. I also finally finished my bachelor's degree this year and am not intimidated at the idea of pursuing my MBA. What I haven't been able to effectively tackle is my personal life and my emotions. I'm still learning all the ways ADHD impacts emotional regulation and the more I learn the more hopeless I feel. I have anxiety and depression along with my ADHD, along with long suspected but not officially diagnosed OCD and PTSD. I just don't know how to relate to people, how to not take everything personally or assume people don't or won't like me, or how to just chill the fuck out and be comfortable around people. My ADHD meds help with the acute panic feeling of my anxiety a lot, but they don't help with the overarching sense of dread and feeling of always being out of place. I feel like an alien trying to be human when I interact with others much of the time. Like, I literally think ""What would a normal person say right now?"" and then I say that. I just suck at talking to people on any level beyond a very surface-y, business-based conversation. When I was younger I was annoying, impulsive, emotional, and I'm sure plenty of people couldn't stand me. But I was blissfully unaware of it. After an abusive relationship, some self reflection, a diagnosis, and meds I feel like I'm constantly editing myself. I feel like I don't know who I am anymore, and nobody knows me or loves me, and on the rare occasions where I'm relaxed and just allowing myself to be I end up thinking back on it later and cringing at myself and feeling like everyone hates me and I'm so out of place and I shouldn't even try. And it really sucks. I hate feeling so emotionally out of control all the time, and so awkward and uncomfortable, and I feel like I'm trapped in my own body. I guess this is just a rant, not really a question. My question is probably just ""Does anyone else relate and how do you cope?"" I'm sorry it's so long, and if you made it this far thank you.",4.5960000000000045,5.354124600000006,6.398585858585862,75.90454545454547,69.66666666666666,9.87878787878788,30.15151515151515,10.018931242160765,2.9708181818181814,1947,75,379,48,33,677,227,495,0.145,0.7170000000000001,0.138,-0.9122,0,1,0,0,0,1,54.0,0,3,1,5,25,24,6,3,26,0,32,11,1,9,3,104,70,53,0,5,22,1,9,7,0,3,8,2,0,7,14,39,0,1,23,1,0,2,14,12,0,0,12,11,55,12,55,50,8,57,0,2,0,2,26,32,3,13,28,257,69,7,0.06731074969629346,0.07975223165486456,0.0,0.0,0.2426833220216554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740199280318894,0.0,0.0,0.053828382213421816,0.11201587179809948,0.0,0.0,0.04577361797743836,0.0,0.10298507856008147,0.0,0.13350835352146634,0.04706524124053247,0.06896781748024118,0.0,0.05992083793734816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051757811671829336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476706879027152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273900783977591,0.07549472933361259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043409865074722206,0.0,0.05797465008200984,0.20495698218476333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058904090658364085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056229494244501334,0.3028621345164228,0.05961734534193186,0.0,0.0,0.04445811535160229,0.0,0.0,0.06431830587361599,0.06049456160483311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30630903757363137,0.2404340651617789,0.0,0.07373563616883712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062227703463252765,0.0,0.0,0.038254250229239034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830075894297642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291085987507548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902339533434332,0.0711175026707349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598564331450314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097668311470656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263071937755814,0.2301924261301944,0.0,0.0,0.11913579067090595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722519233660101,0.0607505795880311,0.06369105886847336,0.044930448098813185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953413758054304,0.20342549660697865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883353652388822,0.0,0.0,0.049481145900899116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595024327700533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119285828257825,0.0,0.07897466185739317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332399312816016,0.2350926013526245,0.14065081413968894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257237273427558,0.0,0.07868266435695008,0.06766589479858996,0.1508068888971836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624197969139387,0.0,0.0,0.07226655482895653,0.0,0.057483012460946635,0.0,0.10705641962832346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021979186227201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534887347275604,0.0,0.0,0.05375445165629994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343958499875467,0.0,0.0506093068454549,0.054101830919998435,0.058832562075947885,0.06197069483591903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626002103286952,0.0,0.0,0.1177483183398569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913991613002622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553841785142058,0.0,0.053428140051412006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781562534449159,0.0,0.0,0.08669183186959359 adhd,TheGrappler60,2018/12/13,"Rant about Dentist I was suppose to finally get my implant crowns this morning after 12 years of missing my two front teeth. I’ve been through multiple surgeries over the past 13 months and today was supposed to be the day. Well I woke up late and was 3 mins away when they called me that I won’t be seen today because I was ten minutes late. At best, I wait another week, but the receptionist first said “Did you forget again?” And then “We will see you another time of the day.” This is the shit people don’t get about ADHD that pisses me off. I don’t get to everywhere on time, I couldn’t sleep because I was excited to finally get my crowns and couldn’t stop thinking about it, fell asleep late and was 10 minutes late. I hate the way they threat me like I’m an idiot who can’t do anything. 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While I was there, I mentioned some side-effects--like headaches, migraines, and tooth pain--from what I thought at the time to be from a decaying tooth. From the dry mouth, I thought. This was the reason I booked the appointment in the first place--in hopes of saving that tooth. &#x200B; Turns out, my teeth were fine. Great, really. Upon asking, my dentist told me that what he finds is these systems, headaches and migraines, is from his patients clenching their teeth because of medicine being a stimulant. That, combined with caffeine--I mentioned my soda drinking habits--would cause some jitters and the body reacting tense. &#x200B; Initially, my initial thought was that ""I mean, /maybe/ I do, sometimes? But that's only at night when I do."" Turns out, I've been clenching my teeth all throughout my day while on medicine. And what I found to happen when I would let up the tension is that the headaches, migraines, would immediately recede. &#x200B; My mood would almost immediately return back to a calm. &#x200B; I've come to accept irritability as part of my personality, when that part of the reality of my day to day life, for upwards of a year now, has been changed by knowing this. &#x200B; It's my hope in writing this that if you are in the same boat with this life changing side-effect of medication, pay attention to your body, and see if you're tense. If you are, try releasing that tension, and see if your irritability declines. &#x200B; Have a great day my fellow ADHD'ers. Love y'all ",4.996978588421887,7.560360800687285,4.508333333333336,82.67480769230772,71.57731958762886,6.8136928363732485,32.15450700502247,7.748469712250963,2.3284500660851184,1287,61,224,17,26,388,151,291,0.073,0.841,0.085,0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,81.0,0,5,1,1,6,13,0,2,16,0,23,21,10,4,1,43,41,18,0,11,6,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,18,11,2,0,10,2,1,2,0,3,0,1,12,2,30,9,34,21,6,32,0,0,2,1,16,11,0,10,18,148,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944234426837879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661920927079767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297321052820464,0.4819305452598138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061796902596441876,0.0,0.0,0.050828732594708034,0.0,0.04029546281531135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684992366086766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790546339096623,0.13985533371404732,0.05694143983367739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277745742950152,0.0,0.0,0.1705225435608085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475527223228253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041647599211052,0.05622674206612355,0.0,0.07247796560205799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145756451576762,0.0,0.0,0.05845421135522395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131309370351587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632819837934556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759427200974227,0.0933802835534566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966007574725622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640883343308374,0.07200498745360526,0.07342496183043383,0.06659130178288665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203270657713862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027392040649594,0.0703377072307351,0.0,0.0,0.14316510456045245,0.0,0.0,0.0577181423594203,0.06906303019980009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234694611864727,0.0679643664639724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053502483775322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537705033546874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574339739743519,0.038544892020815784,0.0,0.0,0.06316375952915397,0.0,0.044879249904997164,0.14380104910159924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612776681291224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878292420780012,0.0,0.4819305452598138,0.042567834669904416 adhd,FBalthazar,2018/12/13,"Scientific evidence about safety and risks of CASUAL Metilphenidate/Concerta use Hi guys, I'd like to know if anyone has papers evaluating the efficacy, safety, risks and potential damage of CASUAL use of metilphenidate/Concerta. I have diagnosed ADHD, but I take Concerta only on the few days before my exams and would like to know if this is safe (that would be to say, it has the same benefits and risks or if its worse than using it regularly as in a typical ADHD treatment). I'm open to discussions and opinion but I'm particularly looking for scientific evidence.",10.057352941176466,9.323459833333336,10.760117647058824,54.252529411764726,58.50980392156863,15.218823529411766,40.98823529411764,13.968273953766033,6.376762352941176,461,21,70,18,5,159,67,102,0.107,0.7190000000000001,0.174,0.7638,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,3,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,22,16,12,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,6,13,13,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,5,3,45,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923661330442612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432319120903275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743074296488222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321076406781687,0.0,0.0,0.2079126738460597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282808333914226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515416332726246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001531762798157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201763825473698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579333673675413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629004258848218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401743617958766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307591700261415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875386340895968,0.2910310566936243,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buybeautypro,2018/12/13,"BBP Skiing For those of us with ADHD, ain't skiing the way to go to keep us entertained! 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Hey guys I was reading about LSD and smart drugs. Will those drugs really help? Has anyone have experience on it?,1.4770000000000003,4.1606054000000015,1.9515,92.20325,95.0,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,0.008800000000000363,105,2,21,2,4,32,21,25,0.0,0.7020000000000001,0.298,0.8374,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271263286550792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8593470876162453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416196767177624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24457519124981064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556319743652326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707326461280202,0.0,0.15823863836064536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hulkdaddy13,2018/12/13,"Am I alone in my satisfaction of using the bathroom in the dark or very little light? Like it says, I always like my bathroom dark. Lights off, a creak of light through the door when I do my business or showering (or a 2w night light). I've been doing this for years and after 8 months since my diagnosis and treatment, this now makes perfect sense to me that I have to do this. 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Seems to be half-helping me.... I have been diagnosed over an year ago and have been on Adderall which seems to help me in some ways.. when I am on it, I do feel the small ‘high’ that gives me the motivation to want to do something but I still feel like I use that motivation to think about multiple things that I can do but it doesn’t seem to help me sit down and do that stuff without being distracted. Anyone else with similar experience where the medication helps with the motivation but not execution? 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And here I was doubting if they were working... Good to know they do! Now I just need to be able to do something today, sigh. I'm so tired all the time... Does anyone else experience that?",0.6713836477987414,2.9268690000000035,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,85.41509433962264,4.2880503144654085,20.154088050314463,5.46131890053228,-0.15599119496855307,199,6,42,1,6,66,43,53,0.21100000000000002,0.721,0.069,-0.8513,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,2,1,1,0,6,2,0,1,1,10,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,7,1,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,4,28,9,1,0.2316933648981581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200538787585386,0.23739723259328085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275642497641155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355007612918526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664056934144974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141967823912045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433340185933298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874923021143806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324073361151202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273326140430675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573590968716247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179769429601766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223160324243896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783688718122559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510226430080027,0.26629743947957685,0.43923643745876223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001086767929327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867552910051692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smoothagave,2018/12/13,"24 month waiting list and pressure to self medicate I'm 16 and was given a diagnosis for ADHD( and dyspraxia and dyslexia) by a private psychotherapist, i ca't afford private treatment and the NHS insist that i receive a consultation and another(?) diagnostic check up before they offer me occupational therapy / medication - which i personally feel like i desperately need considering how hard i find it to do even small tasks and how much i struggle at college. The kicker is I was put on the emergency waiting list, the fastest option, and i was told that i'll still have to wait 24 MONTHS for even the initial meeting and honestly the more i think about it the more depressed i get. I have exams next year that basically dictate which unis will accept me and in a couple months i have finals that also contribute to uni acceptances. the thought that ill have to fight through all of my attention issues for another two years without any support makes me feel physically sick with anxiety. lot of my friends hve offered to find me ADHD and help me self medicate, which honestly terrifies me. I would much rather talk it out with a doctor and go down the right path, but the more i struggle and the more the people around me offer i can feel my impulse control wearing down and becoming more desperate every day. Does anyone have any info that might talk me down or otherwise advise me? **\[ALSO i have read the rules to** r/adhd **and i totally understand that recreational drug use policy but i dont rally know if this applies because its prescription drugs and i'm more looking for ways to scare myself out of temptation. However, i totally understand if this still violates the policies and will remove if asked :)) sorry if this was not allowed jbwfjhbf\]**",5.081879464285713,7.573526071875001,5.940267857142861,72.82937500000003,71.09375,9.321428571428571,32.67857142857143,9.784248007369934,3.770138392857144,1413,68,227,38,28,463,184,320,0.12,0.838,0.042,-0.9685,3,0,2,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,11,14,2,4,19,0,18,9,1,6,3,63,41,28,0,7,10,0,4,1,1,4,8,0,0,3,17,22,0,4,14,1,1,4,3,7,0,1,7,5,33,7,31,30,12,28,0,1,1,0,18,12,0,8,12,165,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34523336951520195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531489977332149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023210855703182,0.20081299234977426,0.07325160498238137,0.0,0.0,0.06695347535693022,0.0,0.0,0.08524142744114534,0.08951713390572857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837079512200704,0.10575285238563052,0.08147966486799682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073963368037113,0.0,0.10595006227880263,0.0,0.06175345658326424,0.0,0.08247284414744847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800835280574867,0.08379503596213897,0.0,0.1122230622978998,0.0,0.22208865327015112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264893263968061,0.0,0.08067693769406856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524841162490645,0.0684067300303658,0.0,0.10489390830756437,0.17503497891525038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397936051155479,0.0,0.050027551877417364,0.0,0.054419247251524805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577684282905412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418193779845159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099942376197999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052623935217507016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678060412686106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040930638824888,0.0,0.0,0.08140669003104131,0.0,0.0,0.06391658834139842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28938646897483844,0.0,0.10157994126494772,0.0,0.0,0.2292899664076058,0.0,0.14078052487938494,0.0710004330241182,0.0,0.0,0.10183554464868716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638381876871516,0.08360876453823468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625929243087357,0.0,0.0,0.09577998701745916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817734565212772,0.0,0.0,0.0958665331129582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978476600139095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718884701872082,0.0,0.0,0.15293865534023374,0.0,0.0,0.20020589843134493,0.0,0.0,0.10866058912460838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539269961352031,0.0,0.0,0.10950312936114308,0.0,0.0,0.06135534462679802,0.0,0.07601803940242842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914971217357757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353781727784584,0.19936673722519446,0.0,0.08270077641263711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600512743612912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230351092707913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802094728076245,0.0,0.0,0.12332496924990385 adhd,stussie,2018/12/13,"[high school] When do you NOT qualify for a 504 plan / accommodations? Went to guidance recently to ask something about accommodations (I don't have a 504 currently) and they ended up saying that my parents would have to set up a meeting w the coordinator and my TEACHERs will be interviewed and that I may/may not qualify for the plan. Also, I told them I'm diagnosed. I'm worried because I have a near perfect GPA. I think I just need flexibility w deadlines and assessment dates mostly. So, when do you NOT qualify for a 504? 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When I received my package something was off with mine order number and the one that was written on the box. I’ve opened the package with my keys and found out that it’s not my order and I’ve received a sweater instead of a scarf. I went to the shop and they exchanged it for a good one this time, when I tried to open it I noticed that I lost my keys. After like 5 minute panic attack I’ve realized to backtrack myself. Haven’t found the keys in a cafe where I opened the first package. After a while of searching I finally went back to the store and asked if they could check if I haven’t left the keys inside of the package I’ve just returned. The ending of the story? I left the fucking keys in this package XD ",3.685517241379309,4.461577034482762,4.509827586206896,88.55543103448277,71.75862068965517,6.4896551724137925,26.568965517241374,5.985473137389443,0.8549172413793102,660,21,138,3,12,213,90,174,0.07200000000000001,0.86,0.068,-0.1449,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,8,7,3,1,19,0,6,2,1,1,0,22,14,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,3,2,5,4,3,5,0,3,8,0,18,2,22,5,0,30,0,1,0,1,5,12,1,2,12,94,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017756231315941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569579629583349,0.38200668579327596,0.0,0.1290999061865383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134049472711465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870400123432867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391936220871424,0.0,0.1428103113211795,0.0,0.36817359324796617,0.0,0.15521503749514526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082128554604328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895486498539586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648340331426501,0.0,0.0,0.0820243902965542,0.0,0.14825322952973272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327582694713265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911481114831779,0.0,0.0,0.2275382577712779,0.0,0.0,0.1969871041215659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292527871671844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979001775144724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398881413503052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31127831850063353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,matiere_grise,2018/12/13,"ADHD and OCD, a weird mix. Does anyone else experience OCD or OCD tendencies? For me it's been a very weird mix of being a slob, but a specific slob. My desk will get messy but in my closet my hangers are color coordinated, then the clothes are sorted by sweaters, long sleeve shirts, short sleeve, and pants. My shoes are sorted by how often I'm likely to wear them. On the other hand, I never even make my bed. Hell, it doesn't even matter if the bedspread is on. But my computer has each USB slot reserved for a specific thing and nothing else can be in those spots. Idk, just a thought I had.",3.5065732959850604,4.838569890756304,4.4406162464986,86.77578898225958,72.78151260504202,7.305695611577962,24.14659197012137,7.793537801064563,1.0628143790849678,463,13,97,6,9,150,83,119,0.125,0.8390000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,9,0,12,4,4,2,1,18,16,10,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,10,1,10,10,1,8,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,4,62,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183607477902549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522565050754847,0.2714234224696182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181754139942576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44258328969017213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34993056953667057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591250046562684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840037115915912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294177454469815,0.0,0.0,0.23442995025749103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768241542450907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430876724130084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25418063105172994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759891301953961,0.0,0.0,0.21030261272562614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185719079206623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fleetfeathers,2018/12/13,"This subreddit has me feeling very conflicted Growing up, I didn’t have much trouble in school, though I kinda just did my own thing and kept myself occupied. I started having difficulty with classes senior year of high school, find it very hard to motivate myself to get work done. I took a gap year and am now in college, and my first term of college had me struggling bad. My seeming inability to start assignments that I knew I could do, amongst feeling 100% inept at planning and scheduling had me in a very dark place several times in the term. I read different things about ADHD online, and concluded that I might have it. When I called my mom, she said she (as a pediatric occupational therapist) had suspected it since I was nine years old but never wanted to box me in. This subreddit contains so many relatable stories and experiences, I felt so so relieved to discover I wasn’t just crazy and alone. I am now seeking diagnosis so I can proceed to look at treatment. But I’ve also seen posts on here that have me questioning myself. Maybe I’m just one of the normies who just wants some study drugs who was lazy and never learned to study. Some people on here talk about how they can’t function without meds and I feel pretty functional when I think about it in those terms. Should I just suck it up? I feel conflicted because on one hand, this sub has shown me that other people go through the same struggles I do, but I end up wondering if I’m just putting on airs to feel special. Tldr: this sub makes me feel validated but concerned about being a poser. 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Always just thought im depressed and anxious. My brother got diagnosed and I started looking up the symptoms, and I have ADHD or ADD too. 99.5%. I went to the doctor BECAUSE of my ADHD and then our convo goes to the depression & anxiety and this dumbass bitch said ”oh its probably depression you’re having’ ”We have to fix the depression and anxiety first to see if you have adhd” Like what? I have literally almost all the symptoms, I told her some examples but she just ignored it. So no help for ADHD at all, which is the only reason I got sent to the doctor. Main reason is that my parents had to fill a survey like how active I was under 12 years old. I scored low on it, and the doctor said ”do you realise ADHD cant suddenly appear, its in ur childhood too” I almost lost my temper. OF course its in childhood, but how can I know since I was a KID? My mom also said she is not sure, and also believes I have ADHD but doesn’t remember me that well when I was a kid. Im not hyper type of ADHD, like my brother is. Constantly talking etc, that type. Im the opposite. Just angry ..",1.6718037974683533,3.878896818565402,3.8452162447257368,85.08276107594938,80.81434599156118,6.312869198312237,24.220991561181435,7.492282038375204,1.3514586497890293,914,34,176,14,24,313,134,237,0.22699999999999998,0.7,0.073,-0.9919,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,2,0,2,12,16,2,0,12,0,19,8,1,4,5,42,35,21,0,2,11,4,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,2,12,11,0,1,7,0,0,4,6,11,1,1,15,5,29,5,17,20,6,22,0,6,2,0,21,7,1,6,14,127,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6589540829686534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568704597811695,0.0,0.0,0.1252794274458974,0.06517604517668292,0.08486949394863395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984301911883158,0.08848953206411968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047748662418186066,0.0,0.0,0.08825001730878891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464587714172063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698587871303122,0.07950233787242865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405193081147425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735759712773189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662665069997932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252937950348676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052502311727596486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25382644898568363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304759790517032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532612513156515,0.11480285318214555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577667509904178,0.0,0.08550541197472697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173803775200004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041219290399169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219316257820376,0.0,0.0,0.059572772868522327,0.0,0.0,0.0869751414308513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445196502927131,0.07495032316311802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107062006598916,0.0,0.0,0.08873154535889595,0.0,0.2235265937974636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624181122885556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479460035289288,0.0,0.07838561922597084,0.0,0.0,0.06030153021107242,0.0,0.0,0.055441705400120944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382420350789975,0.16282775113213774,0.0,0.0629579240795215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062184516992307086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484676487386198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042722371987267,0.07261181495002758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564052088297272,0.0,0.05044134067506225 adhd,NoSession9,2018/12/13,"builtmymuscles.com/top-male-enhancement [Zynev Review:](http://builtmymuscles.com/) Zynev is specially formulated with all herbal extracts that are safe and effective which help to boost free testosterone levels. This is effect makes it easy for the man to sexually satisfy his partner and also work better in the gym. The powerful formula that is contained in the supplement helps a man to increase his size and also stamina thus helping to enhance the confidence. 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I know its a common reaction to central stimulants (see morning coffee) and is there an effective stop to the side effects? (I am 45 min in to the ritalin dosage sitting on the toilette.) :)",6.9072580645161334,7.9909782741935524,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,64.64516129032258,10.070967741935485,39.69354838709677,10.125756701596842,4.5119225806451615,271,15,42,6,4,88,51,62,0.07200000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.094,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,0,6,2,1,3,0,10,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35944147500675955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904848136887447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057641243516304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211968751168458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44190296225179226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974141591902637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrSilkie,2018/12/13,"I wonder if the reason why I've quit going to the gym so many times is because I've lost motivation from not being medicated. Just chucking this out there, i've been going to the gym for 2 weeks now, interest normally fizzles out within a month, i know that i'm over working myself but for the first time i went to the gym before taking my meds and instead of being like ""fuck yeah, we're doing this"" i've had a ""fuck, why am i doing this?"" mentality. I wonder if this is my disfunctional executive function at play or if this is me just going through the motions.",4.039210526315788,5.0233679649122855,5.907850877192985,78.0870394736842,71.10526315789474,8.156140350877193,27.407894736842106,8.472884824447931,1.9354947368421047,444,15,86,7,8,154,73,114,0.057,0.8290000000000001,0.114,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,2,0,8,1,10,3,0,2,0,17,22,7,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,4,0,5,1,3,0,1,4,0,9,3,13,16,0,16,0,1,0,2,0,5,2,6,7,60,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152993072132887,0.0,0.15568438564063058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562458423825234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33828475625099186,0.0,0.0,0.31193895148334955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054932157125036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938438351688036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199721043289536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549141421533424,0.0,0.0,0.2032258803850452,0.1843116508806146,0.18437934611984355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603589583388907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926068880904492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945991076382544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881120243732652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756217952311567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133693888290172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467584402977861,0.0,0.0,0.16960455603971195,0.3301835545651756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968218303887612,0.13319611903194142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fhka_,2018/12/13,"ADHD, being an A/B/C student, & making the right academic and career moves (UX/UI Design & Data Analytics for a student with ADHD)? HELP!! Okay so I was diagnosed with ADHD my sophomore year of high school, but my parents kinda knew I had it since I was a child. They put me on Ritalin that year I was prescribed but took me off of it ASAP because they didn’t like how quiet I was (weird right). Anyways, I started taking vyvanse frequently my sophomore year of college because I knew I had the potential to be a straight-a student. Fast forward to my senior year, I’ve changed my major 3 times but I think I’ve come across something I would enjoy doing. I’m currently enrolled in the CIS program at my university but I’ve been thinking about minoring in statistics and psychology (since I already have to take an extra semester anyway). Do you guys think that a person with ADHD would do well in UX/UI Design / Data Analytics? I need to hear success stories!! If I were to minor in stats, I feel like I’d have to be very disciplined. Yeah I take 30 mg vyvanse but honestly, my grades haven’t really changed that much lmao. I want to finish of college with straight as but it’s so FUCKING HARD!!!! 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And, honestly, I feel great. The exam was brutal; it was a Calculus 3 final and I haven't gone to class in well over a month. However, last week--the day after the last day of lectures--I was officially diagnosed for adult ADHD and given a prescription after a few weeks of interviews with a university doctor. While the exam wasn't the greatest (with two remaining over the next three days), this is the first time *ever* that I've started studying days in advance before an exam. Spent the last week being able to actually sit down and study for hours every day and just the feeling of productivity is so... focused, and it's wonderful. There's still a the rest of the semester's exams left and another couple years of post-secondary but I'm quite excited to get through it and not have to worry about last-minute cramming the amount of rigorous content every month; the medication in addition to finding this sub has been a great change and help. Thanks, guys. TLDR: got absolutely blasted by a final but im finally on medication for the adhd and it feels great to just be able to get work done and have people who can relate, even if it is internet strangers ",6.138117816091956,7.047494392241383,7.0230344827586215,72.2587471264368,66.2844827586207,10.497011494252872,32.277011494252875,10.504223727775694,3.5662421839080465,977,39,171,25,15,326,135,232,0.04,0.805,0.155,0.9805,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,10,9,1,0,23,0,16,5,0,0,1,28,30,17,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,15,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,2,1,3,11,3,2,7,30,17,4,38,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,27,112,11,12,0.1880962138345095,0.0,0.09177738574871767,0.0,0.2260550963950417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861764030824537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800280120162008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099490426784503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040624414803597,0.0,0.3032662427793381,0.0,0.0,0.19091369764783092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626222258932238,0.0,0.0962438661816374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211788763002561,0.0850718970623923,0.15847917267875558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266064606038512,0.0,0.0,0.4121004163708168,0.0859582658972557,0.0799972716993192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982725083436022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043772511960027,0.31106510968577217,0.0,0.09312241207038836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630384636176255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261844076502476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158809420680973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30664703828472345,0.0,0.0,0.10218354334664424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948714671293465,0.0,0.09977017914011044,0.0,0.0,0.15013660334014967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000212286590109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520111557541121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007208912878337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000317383168054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656773413898266,0.0,0.07510693967101195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658686108774713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054840207458292566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918713347337394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263191554239904,0.0,0.08456054284219243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019911601281184,0.06846814194330879,0.09551041777822064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060563897366405176 adhd,IAmProcrastinating,2018/12/13,"Considering trying meds again Hey /r/ADHD I'm considering trying meds again as an adult after about 7 years not taking them. I'd like your advice. I was diagnosed with ADHD in about the fifth grade, and I took Concerta for most of my elementery, middle and high school years. When I was in college, I was switched to ritalin, as my schedule was less set, and ritalin lasted for 2-3 hours while Concerta lasted the whole day. While in College, I slowly weaned myself off Ritalin. It was very difficult and frustrating, and I had to learn a ton of self-management skills, and struggle with a lot of painful procrastination and adhd-brain. I had a lot of late nights before deadlines, forgotten homeworks, missed social events cause I procrastinated leaving, etc, etc. I was glad to not be relying on meds though, I didn't like the feeling of being on Ritalin right then. &#x200B; Anyway I graduated and I worked for 5 years without Ritalin. Recently, I've been feeling like I might want to start taking some meds again. I've been having struggles with focus, motivation and procrastination. I started a journalling habit, and I kept trying to get my act together and would be able to get it together, only have it slump down again the week after. I've missed days of work because I just procrastinated leaving until the afternoon. Luckily I have a job that is pretty lax and I'm not very ""watched"", but I know that if I worked somewhere where timeliness needed to be a part of it, I would probably have gotten fired long ago. Now I'm considering leaving my job and maybe trying to build something on my own, like a freelancer career or a company, etc. That concept scares me a bit though because I don't want to just waste my time there. I'd be responsible only to myself with no deadlines, bosses, etc. I've been wondering if there are other drugs than Ritalin that might be better, maybe ones that I could use as a tool to help me be my best self. Sometimes I am able to get into the flow, and can focus, especially if it's interesting work or I've had a lot of caffeine. When that happens, when I'm in the flow - I love it. It's pure joy and I want to be able to access that easier. What do you think? Should I try meds again? I was once proud to be off of them, but now I'm reconsidering. What ones are best? I see a lot of posts about Vyvanse, I don't think I ever tried that as a child. 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With that being said, I can't help but feel like I am just waiting for the other shoe to drop. I restarted meds halfway through the semester because focusing on homework was difficult, but I still can't believe how well I am coping. I just feel like I am waiting to fail. It's like I'm not sure exactly how or when I'll mess it all up, but I will. I don't know if it is the medication or maturity, but somehow I haven't screwed it all up...yet. So I guess my question is this... does this feeling of waiting to mess up ever go away. I mean, I know life isn't going to be perfect (for instance today I left my purse at home and had to drive back to get it) but will I always feel like at any moment I am going to do something that screws it all up and fail? No matter how far I make it or how hard I work, I feel like failure is inevitable and I am in a constant state of anxiety. I don't know if this is a question, a rant, or a story of success, but I'm doing this so far, somehow and I'm not exactly sure how or if it will last.",2.7544810356575096,2.9388118339768354,4.748675902793551,88.15264365205543,73.51737451737452,7.484079037020212,27.976606858959798,7.285733465282438,1.308055462184874,911,33,213,9,17,316,122,259,0.17800000000000002,0.701,0.121,-0.9092,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,17,18,3,0,8,0,27,6,1,6,10,60,52,28,0,3,18,1,6,5,0,3,2,1,3,0,17,6,0,5,11,0,0,4,10,8,1,0,4,7,25,10,27,42,5,33,0,2,0,3,5,14,3,13,17,147,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123399242968494,0.0,0.0,0.16547105410774138,0.0,0.09307244139574407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430710499480552,0.0935519195780955,0.0,0.07416509726336605,0.0,0.0,0.13707339191782766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147529989798468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646877397043082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005183394169474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075842566188036,0.3476664503587087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635642917503772,0.0,0.2074329512030328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402634525944498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898682942495648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154865201722819,0.0,0.2440773370391531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814033768107592,0.0,0.0,0.2005896578398341,0.09917220051902854,0.0,0.0,0.13218802838863866,0.0,0.08593470987000623,0.2971938319373349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121150279303149,0.0,0.0,0.1325274987514205,0.13514100733057902,0.12256343589495484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424911222232704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725825046736073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573009399891783,0.0,0.0,0.12313021779767196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366270439296404,0.0,0.0,0.08611423368125129,0.1296773775007583,0.09716083381191094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933330301912616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532301623688328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939032912435714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857266438898327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566949417136234 adhd,iinfinityx2,2018/12/13,"Can Executive Function Disorder Progress into ADD? .. or is already it a form of ADD? &#x200B; Honestly, I just don't have a whole lot of knowledge on either one. I'm currently a freshman in college, and after a learning test I took in fourth grade (age 10, maybe?) I was told I had executive function disorder, but that my grades in school were good enough that nothing had to be done about it (excluding asking for extra time on tests at the start of every new school year). Now that I'm in my second semester of college, and I can barely motivate myself to write more than a paragraph of a six-page essay the night before its due, and after managing to walk out of the dining hall entirely forgetting that I brought a backpack with me twice in the last month, and knowing I cannot keep my room clean longer than a few days (in the two times this semester I convinced myself to clean it), I really cannot figure out if I'm just truly, truly lazy or if I've progressed into something diagnosable. I've already booked a doctor's appointment regarding getting another learning test done if possible, but has anyone experienced growing particularly more awful school-wise over the course of a year? To the point of nearly completely burning out for no good reason? :(",9.414879171461454,7.883539586497892,9.292896049098584,66.81193325661681,60.30801687763713,12.331261986958193,40.11085538933641,11.20814326018867,4.572167932489451,1010,44,171,22,11,331,145,237,0.075,0.779,0.146,0.955,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,17,1,15,3,0,2,0,33,26,11,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,9,12,1,1,7,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,9,1,15,4,37,16,9,39,0,0,0,0,3,19,0,6,16,121,24,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28802956532606105,0.0,0.0,0.14140139617416722,0.15857705561465849,0.0,0.136845177735837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125166781332912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200393964943493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104957991260164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683131590400693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416450193839849,0.0,0.0,0.13245915642051176,0.0,0.0,0.2991385564327367,0.13357672033429435,0.0,0.2671024967225687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484586761578768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995553374054656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818313046627612,0.0,0.0,0.21892169469192213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599825231643834,0.0,0.0,0.07172177142259506,0.10637845400954214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095012166125476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311091489369538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416731785773548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604190328807782,0.0,0.12246948101835912,0.0,0.1252224324533798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843311720487129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336878255456167,0.1471240329524345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360442095838617,0.13418019538183126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962320733821364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046861559519893,0.0,0.0,0.09237164244903748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521962584633606,0.0,0.0,0.12470248801871225,0.1449951218827183,0.0,0.0,0.12748377563254262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570343328817031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857705561465849,0.16808103040339656 adhd,Dominguez15,2018/12/13,"Alternative medicine I think I have adhd. Cause it’s tough for me to pay attention. Like someone can talk to me and I have no idea what they’re talking about. Even if I’m looking them in the eye and no matter how hard I try my mind just wanders off. It’s tough for me to focus on one task cause then I get bored start a new one so now I have multiple unfinished tasks. I always have a great ideas but never end up accomplishing them. I’m late to work a lot and have trouble remembering stuff and am so disorganized. But when I drink coffee or monsters and sometimes I do meth. I feel more calm and relaxed I don’t get energized at all . I feel like my mind is at ease and am actually able to think and accomplish things. So does it sound like adhd or am I just dumb and lazy ",1.0117429193899774,3.161946913580252,2.8400508351488765,91.67375816993469,82.95061728395059,6.280900508351492,21.25780682643428,7.510576382923642,0.6685645606390707,608,19,137,10,17,202,101,162,0.141,0.68,0.179,0.8918,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,10,12,1,0,4,0,12,2,1,3,2,33,22,20,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,0,8,2,1,0,4,5,0,2,0,6,20,7,14,22,3,14,0,0,2,0,4,6,1,4,11,88,26,4,0.1442321211676659,0.0,0.1407497445260332,0.0,0.34667796218911673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001267900582364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633223801098496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621850119693706,0.0,0.0,0.14129256900230278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127746848992912,0.0,0.0,0.09526395574571156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458561883054334,0.103039456181121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071066069767342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901642277146927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292036504904686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256410176083349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270011498612535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139358687002094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111865599288894,0.0,0.0,0.1226209916272872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912666528468214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124070347273014,0.13930028139096629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547083611969054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338687691129747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220740821443915,0.0,0.14264925584061028,0.0,0.10208823772112748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511127150431962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185663115784555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582141241823444,0.1848362388128824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792414262775906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500270200633316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AfroPandaPop,2018/12/13,"Clean or not Alright so if a guy washes his hands before going number one, can his hands still be considered clean?",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,74.45454545454545,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.6446545454545456,92,2,16,1,2,29,19,22,0.068,0.6679999999999999,0.263,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814013922279274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215219580655096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601695917328612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38335872837146656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517991189920424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rlothbroke,2018/12/13,"Is my vyvanse starting dose too high? I'm 6""1' and weight 200 lbs. Got prescribed 50mg and I would've preferred to start at 30, but my doc said there's no point in doing that if I feel no effects. Is this appropriate for my weight? I'm 2 1/2 months into recovering from open heart surgery and I'm just a little concerned about how it'll affect my heart. Also, is exercise safe?",3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,73.87179487179488,6.7384615384615385,25.82051282051281,7.1686216300943375,1.0225743589743592,298,10,64,3,6,97,62,78,0.083,0.865,0.052000000000000005,-0.316,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,3,0,14,13,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,7,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815913152004503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264555542978512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817956358319498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279968088883916,0.0,0.23538200463571346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232866506659279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778229127018735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106015274416239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191722979836636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153732830824555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542578276493695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582583375938495,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Broomsbee,2018/12/13,"Question for those of you that are on a prescription as part of your treatment - Do you ever take 1 or 2 day ""breaks"" from your stimulants? Why/ Why not? TL;DR: I do. I feel like it makes me more productive. Also some follow-up statement & follow-up questions - I feel like my attention & productivity increase substantially after a day or two abstaining from my Adderall prescription. Now, I'm pretty much completely lethargic the days I don't take my meds, but I feel like the boost is worth it. 1.) Could this be considered a form of ""mania?"" 2.) Is this a type of controlled abstinence a healthy thing to do? 3.) Are there potential drawbacks from this type of controlled abstinence? Thanks!",3.126797900262466,6.075960944881892,3.8789291338582683,82.3326719160105,81.28346456692913,7.481154855643044,27.364304461942247,8.447377352677275,2.500547926509187,548,24,96,13,15,174,83,127,0.013999999999999999,0.79,0.196,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,4,1,19,18,5,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,13,4,13,16,6,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,9,65,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220717489484923,0.0,0.3307859165674213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004747290713894,0.0,0.34241317562203194,0.1218762067017832,0.0,0.0,0.2953340561274442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807794866777534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315487257700468,0.327153137072462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237268378046124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189305631953392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955640269465358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122131071327678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530182321874035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529687429505876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419991447666045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954309030506734,0.0,0.0,0.14053684675456726,0.0,0.0,0.10141188250656168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491139363226109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754803454901149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,etticka,2018/12/13,"My family doctor doesn’t believe adults can have ADHD The title pretty much says it all. My son has been diagnosed and in the process I’ve seen many parallels between what he’s going through and what I went through. Reading about how an ADHD brain works I’ve come to realize that, contrary to what I’ve thought all my life, I may not think the same way everyone else does. We had an appointment today and I asked for a referral to a psychiatrist and “oh no! You do not have adhd. Depression, maybe. Anxiety, probably. But you can’t have adhd. Kids grow out of it.” I feel defeated. 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I was wondering if there is correlation between having ADHD and phone addiction. I know that having ADHD makes you more prone to addiction (neuro-chemically speaking). I have a bad phone addiction and I always thought it was normal since I’ve had a phone since I was 11. But now I’m 21 and it’s really interfering with my life. I also have depression and anxiety (most of my social interaction comes from social media, not real life) and I use my phone as a way to distract myself from anxious thoughts. Any tips on how to beat this addiction? I’m logging 4-5 hours a day according to Screen Time. I would like to cut it down to one. I believe social media is having a negative impact on my mental health, not to mention all the hours I’ve wasted I could’ve spent productively. 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Hey guys! So I did a general search for quite a few different terms, but I think I’m looking for something a little too specific. I started a new job this year and I’ve become pretty close with a girl who started around the same time. She told me a couple months ago that her 9 year old son was diagnosed with ADHD (I can’t remember if it’s predominantly inattentive, hyperactive or combined). Seeing as I have ADHD and I’m VERY open and honest about it, we talk about this frequently. She tells me a lot about the emotional struggles her son is dealing with and how she is about ready to snap because “it’s like a roller coaster that never ends”. She clearly wants the best for her son and worries about this constantly, and I want to help her out! I’ve been able to give her some helpful tips (like, do not remind him to do something if he looks focused on another thing, try to get him to use his words and explain what he’s feeling when he freaks out, remind him that he is smart and talented when he seems defeated, etc), but I kind of want to get her something more solid that helps her (and her husband, who doesn’t seem to believe ADHD is real from what she says) learn more about it and how to deal with it. So **TL;DR: do you guys have any suggestions for ELI5 books to help parents of adolescent children understand what ADHD is like and what they can do to help? Ones that also address the emotional aspects of ADHD?** (preferably something I can get on amazon or another place with free expedited shipping). **OR any suggestions of posts on here/articles/whatever, that I can print off and compile in a folder for her?** Thanks guys! 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We have visited a behavior health specialist and they suspect my son's issues are due to adhdi. He just can't focus on stuff, he knows it, and it is causing some self esteem issues. We found these wristbands that will vibrate at intervals which can serve as a reminder to get back on task. But, it is a hundred bucks and I hesitate to spend that on a kid that might lose it unless it works well. I realize that everyone is different, but I wonder if anyone has used them?",5.230523338048091,6.424808940594063,6.276746817538898,75.76029702970297,68.5049504950495,9.731824611032534,29.28005657708628,9.957137785484203,2.951318528995757,417,15,75,10,7,139,74,101,0.057,0.9259999999999999,0.017,-0.4234,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,3,0,20,17,8,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,8,1,10,13,1,7,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,4,2,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906783995438772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983003023156872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352750132897846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716744922077866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986172993055368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279056518223237,0.0,0.0,0.10859726575284308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094341504564088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338996565148341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423336268340765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325400191540712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050457123582126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684130556682632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794776756122646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590452803309652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688937319337454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254132169324061,0.15132315500126245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrProfessorKuma,2018/12/13,"Why is it that whenever I read something, I can't recall anything after? This gets extremely annoying and frustrating especially when studying!",8.689130434782609,12.048226826086955,8.903695652173916,51.71032608695657,63.34782608695652,13.295652173913044,46.28260869565217,12.161744961471696,7.9173652173913025,119,8,13,5,2,39,22,23,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.7542,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490981848031215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851270475267812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458884931518939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201379364347442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924461946120727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Widowsfreak,2018/12/13,"Medications and sleep? I wonder if others experience the need for lots of sleep. I could easily sleep 10+ hours every night. I dream SO hard, I wake up and it’s so hard not to hit snooze when waking up in rem, in such a deep sleep. I sometimes wonder if this has to do with my body like working so hard and being stimulated, and having to work through a intense drug all day, that it needs extra time to undo it. 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This creates a negative loop where I do all the tasks I enjoy first, then I have a mountain of tasks I don't like left, leading me to procrastinate a lot more because of the thought of doing them. I now try to leave a few enjoyable tasks around as reward for doing the boring stuff. This helps because instead of dreading the boring things for hours, I look forward to the fun tasks. I feel like many of us aren't even aware that this is happening/could help!",7.4827011494252895,6.695107155172416,7.615517241379313,74.8978735632184,63.6551724137931,10.147126436781608,34.85057471264368,9.2995712137729,3.028912643678161,474,18,89,7,6,154,71,116,0.16399999999999998,0.6,0.23600000000000002,0.9129,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,3,6,10,0,1,12,0,7,0,0,1,2,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,2,14,7,14,9,6,12,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,8,69,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396952166326764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949681619837056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775491382418425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431607419891945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924132411235534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173213760439528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084584099988354,0.1424841926212425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964858280816866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673687686582811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641403867805265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118441306825012,0.21669855667368704,0.0,0.0,0.1948783871525782,0.19989719065736652,0.0,0.0,0.16748432639417146,0.0,0.0,0.3391235481623457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220684089692528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707048195314536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969287674190533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831784138695946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250299535975965,0.0,0.0,0.15833776828824822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354106758474921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990886362175576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lhgr0,2018/12/13,"stomach aches, loss of appetite (I know we’re tired of this question, but I need help, kind of vegan edition!) so I recently got my dose of adderall upped from 20 mg XR in the morning to 15 mg in the morning (usually 8 am since I am in college) & another 15 XR in the afternoon. I talked to my doc about being pretty useless by two PM so she recommended this and it does help besides the really fucked up sleep schedule (already insomnia prone, working through it) & this food thing. so before, I was pretty much doing intermittent fasting, sometimes balanced, sometimes not. when I mentioned how much it fucked my eating, she told me to just make myself eat before each dose because on the new dose I won’t have the appetite to make myself eat a decent amount of food through the evening, and she’s right. but whenever I eat something that isn’t straight up plants or a really basic soup, my stomach hurts so so bad. I’m essentially vegan for religious reasons. even if I am able to find something that works it’s so much work to force myself through and it’s just getting out of hand, my migraines are flailing up again. How do you all handle it? any suggestions for liquid replacements? I don’t consume dairy because it makes my stomach hurt, and excessive amounts of soy or pea protein give me migraines, so I am just kind of at a loss here as to how to make this work. the Lenny & Larry cookies work okay on my stomach but that’s $$ and depressing. even if I had money to buy a shit ton of fresh veggies and fruit every week, I wouldn’t be getting what I need. honestly, not a big deal if I lose some weight, I have been this far, but I need to be sustaining myself. I work 3 jobs and take 18 credit hours and have this terrible ADHD brain (avoiding a 20 page paper I really need to get done to post this). TL;DR I need to consume food but appetite is dead naturally in the morning and the rest of the day because of meds. Liquid replacement without soy or pea protein? advice on how to stagger it? anything that could help my appetite come back? 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I found out I have a risk of atrial fibrillation. Adderall 30mg triggers it even though the dosage is perfect for me :( ",2.008070175438597,3.2165012105263173,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,76.36842105263158,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.7910245614035087,138,5,31,1,3,47,32,38,0.133,0.769,0.098,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379849052096347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157125286653007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280546882573301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218739589149612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626272186296905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894774910598613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835671279436872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ievskk,2018/12/13,"MY RESEARCH for Experimental film based on mental illnesses Hello everyone, I am final year media production student and I decided to make a couple experimental films based on different mental illnesses. It will be mainly visuals based films, where I want to tell real stories/experiences of people who suffer of mental illnesses. I know it might me triggering for you to talk about such things but I appreciate any help from you. Also maybe you have friends or family members who suffers or suffered from any type of mental illness and you would like to share anything what is relevant. My main idea of your stories/experiences is to develop it in a short poem type of written text and do a voiceover on top of the video, so if you have anything you wrote down yourself which can help the audience to experience mental illnesses then please share it. Here or pm. Thank you very much <3",8.65388888888889,8.994241000000002,8.674583333333334,64.53430555555556,60.875,12.111111111111116,38.40277777777778,11.645159339076185,4.881819444444443,720,33,113,20,9,235,104,160,0.131,0.693,0.17600000000000002,0.81,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,8,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,11,5,0,4,0,20,17,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,5,22,11,3,11,0,3,0,0,19,8,0,5,4,80,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369541837477772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635731454378353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134113603898692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434751281098517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354754166597589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239032897232146,0.0,0.3805204298638424,0.12223940971829672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420449087870127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018114193221954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382739660387564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463793402286082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126211806377508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334921401457716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655436819371758,0.0,0.13026889137658468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6533740121957617,0.13755721113243208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532086819019747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989543467373809,0.0,0.0,0.14233647824252307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759052300821784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422219211135557,0.11333550977507048,0.11938083337722888,0.0,0.0,0.08614562890492279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069896444619561,0.07648152062661663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211239630590948,0.0,0.0,0.0835019129847813 adhd,smartunknown,2018/12/13,"Thoughts: Is Vyvanse not right for me, or is it a dosage problem? Help appreciated FYI: Long, really sorry!! First, yes, I am doing to talk to my doctor but it would be extremely helpful to hear what other people think about my situation, as compared to their personal experience/things they know. I’m a 22 y/o woman, diagnosed ADHD-PI about 3.5 years ago. I was put on Adderall briefly but it was a complete no-go. After that, I was put on Concerta for the better part of two years, all the way until this summer. I’d settled at 54mg. However, side effects began to worsen, I felt it was becoming less effective and more uneven, and it simply wasn’t lasting long enough. My doctor and I decided to try Vyvanse. At 20mg I had effects similar to Adderall (essentially sedated). We went to 30mg and it wasn’t nearly as effective as my Concerta had been but my mind felt a bit more streamlined on it than off. It certainly wasn’t doing what I needed or lasting long enough. 40mg was like a slightly stronger experience. Somewhat better than off meds entirely, but it felt like a battle to really work with its benefits. Still, I was hopeful I was on the right trajectory. 50mg felt the same but with more insomnia. We bumped to 60mg, which I’ve now been on for a little over a month. 60mg is where it gets murky and weird. Again, nothing as effective as my Concerta had ever been, but certainly smoother (Concerta was like....boom, your meds have started working, you have 7-10 hours to do your crap, then coach turns into a pumpkin. Toward the end of my time on it was a bad crash). However 60mg just.....wasn’t working. I realized a week into that I actually wasn’t faring much better than I had been prior to treatment, in terms of functioning. Vyvanse at this dose feels like that Concerta crash but not sudden/intense—instead it’s this sustained terribleness that lasts all day. I’m very withdrawn, I snap at people, I don’t particularly care about things, and while I don’t feel ADHD-unproductive, I’m just sort of aimlessly reluctant to do anything. I can barely think of what I need to do let alone draw up the momentum to do it. I just sort of lay around. It’s like anti-ADHD, some sort of monstrous thing that disables me from doing anything or organizing myself at all but in a completely reverse way from my ADHD. It’s now affecting my personal relationships. Oh, and the insomnia is god awful. So: Vyvanse hasn’t really seemed to work to any helpful effect, though it’s slightly better than being off medication (60mg is debatable in this respect). I’m almost as unable to do anything as I was without medication, just in a somewhat different sense. Is the dose simply wrong? I’d assume I’m over-medicated but I feel like I jumped straight from undermedicated to overmedicated. ADHD meds can be different, so perhaps I actually need to up the medication? Or......is Vyvanse just wrong for me? We don’t all work well with the same meds, is this a miss for me? While Concerta was giving me some trouble towards the end, its problems were far more manageable and it was actually effective. I’d go back to it if I had to. From anyone’s personal perspective which might be the best strategy to approach my doc with? I’d considered lowering Vyvanse dose and perhaps reintroducing something like Wellbutrin (I was on it some time back) to combat the depression-like mood and irritability. I can’t go on SSRIs. But perhaps an increase should be tried before a decrease? Or, just end it and ask to go back to Concerta? This was quite long but as I’m sure you all know, but I need to give this some serious thought and try to deal with it during my winter break. To anyone who was able to read through this tedious brain-dump, I appreciate it. Thank you!!! 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I need someone to be breathing down my neck to get me to work efficiently. My cats are living with my parents so I didn't even have anything to help me get into a consistent schedule. My adhd makes me feel worthless because i can never focus as much as I need to, I have massive trouble even just starting any of my assignments. I know i can do better than thism just I know i'm probably gonna fail my classes. Feels bad, man. 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So I am 15 and been taking vyvanse since 2nd grade and I have had no issues up until like 2 weeks ago... Whenever I eat something light like a doughnut, and then take vyvannse like 10 minutes later, my stomach cramps like crazy and I have to use the bathroom frequently, BUT when I don’t eat anything when I take my vyvanse my stomach is perfectly fine. My doctor is out of town so I was wondering if anyone has had an experience with their vyvanse like a am. TL;DR eating something while on vyvanse make me have the shits and stomach cramps (this barely began after 7 years on vyvanse)",5.671060606060608,6.859437924242427,6.042121212121213,77.86651515151517,67.48484848484848,7.684848484848485,33.6060606060606,7.793537801064563,2.60938787878788,554,25,93,6,9,178,87,132,0.069,0.797,0.135,0.8381,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,1,0,5,0,17,11,5,3,1,17,26,15,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,1,14,7,9,19,0,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,18,62,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074614179263215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204100044191225,0.0,0.13065986002446547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310761340142654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251488509475706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874052221639323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531427509023168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040588829383566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657218320575847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725963186073939,0.0,0.1791072590255323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878518660245362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059848136672488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192805000326418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298220615604792,0.13134189242829009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444684295020998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35814140629408764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713226262036093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736125189831918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327145607547082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218677507183044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224711788946116 adhd,brownbearma,2018/12/13,"Anyone on effexor ? I got prescribed this recently and its been a trip. Thoughts?",2.4347619047619027,4.738383428571432,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,107.57142857142858,7.580952380952381,33.23809523809524,7.793537801064563,4.039552380952381,64,4,10,2,3,20,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228983468724651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837231026469837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971785091646294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480152867709881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,speedtrail,2018/12/13,"How do you start studying; any tips? Its been months since I prepared for an interview. Just day before yesterday i started a bujo, I find it helped me remember important events but i still am not able to do the tasks (studying). Any tips?",2.642666666666667,5.345767933333338,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,80.77777777777777,7.155555555555559,26.777777777777786,8.238735603445708,2.1122444444444453,187,8,35,4,5,59,38,45,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,22,8,1,0.3083019841644825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193118427147268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623422810098807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882927459930366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817824281649631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066483212585411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608370238759045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492460481783696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25503058720565697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43643546242644937,0.0,0.24621036280366396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dellwei,2018/12/13,"To All The People That Think They Aren't Smart Enough [Your Brain Is Fine, Your Probably Just Learning The Wrong Way](https://medium.com/@danielleweisner/to-all-the-people-that-think-they-arent-smart-enough-a09ccd4984f9)",8.417272727272728,12.857253151515152,3.074909090909092,84.77236363636366,78.0909090909091,5.0642424242424235,18.72121212121212,6.742157984588678,0.3970048484848485,186,4,26,2,5,45,22,33,0.213,0.715,0.07200000000000001,-0.5511,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34243318108092363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6339071530010407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266103958296284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33072715805519626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931045732022554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348297091067794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33538172943844696,0.0,0.0 adhd,nikkidwash,2018/12/13,"My ADHD makes it impossible to get ADHD medicine!! So I pretty literally never post anything, but I really need some commiseration... I went to put something next to my medicine just now and remembered that when I took my last pill this morning, I meant to set an alarm to remind me to get my rx refilled. Of course, I got distracted and forgot. I just am so mad at my disorganized/forgetful brain! Plus, at my last appointment the nurse practitioner that replaced my retired psychologist told me she can't write my rx after this one. So, I have to find a new psychiatrist! That will see me within a month! Over the holidays! Aaaaggghhhh!! Why is this so difficult!?",4.226274944567628,6.602300422764231,5.559526977087952,75.11960088691802,73.22764227642277,9.350776053215077,29.067997043606802,9.800150414767053,3.1751691056910567,524,22,94,15,11,175,84,123,0.105,0.85,0.045,-0.8554,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,2,5,0,5,4,1,1,1,15,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,6,1,20,0,14,9,1,18,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,9,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593463769179578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726458054698925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333834752754985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746681169136469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969078944978647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284553431325282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115550329875234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756524660756374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253959297282846,0.0,0.0,0.14170324141188806,0.14739331506203135,0.18457210016045586,0.2032442078594385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949888680221752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830274497790332,0.1944242795574592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211507835221428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242788434985315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648670561933087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228734544937272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712332087080934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826106993659221,0.21232664265429246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715788160783968,0.1724441266035827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fernandlajoie,2018/12/13,"Recently figured out i have ADHD Long story short, ive been a mess all my life without really knowing why. Academically, i always did great, but everything else was a failure, so i guess it passed under the radar. Until i actually got into something, drumming. I loved it so much, read about it and practicing hours a day, without actually improving. It was getting frustrating and frustrated my bandmates (close friends) because they could never count on me to do great because it was always hit or miss. Either i would play fine or i would be ""out of it"" and ruin the practice for everyone My psychologist suggested a year ago i take an appointment, so i finally did becausr i couldnt grasp why after two years i still sucked so much at drums. So turns out i have adhd and was prescribed ritalin for a month and then concerta. I can feel it turning my life upside down instantly. I dont really like ritalin because it doesnt last very long and it kind of feel like an addiction Just felt like sharing my joy because since i was prescribed these drugs, i got x2 better at drums, i actually take the time to practice what im less good at, tabbed our 3 songs on guitar pro etc. I feel like im alive now",4.720770791075051,6.158827000000002,5.855628803245442,77.38754563894527,69.94827586206897,9.251926977687628,31.319472616632858,9.627879704456738,3.0672192697768765,952,41,175,22,17,317,138,232,0.157,0.695,0.14800000000000002,-0.0768,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,1,9,21,3,0,10,0,20,7,0,0,2,32,37,16,0,4,7,0,4,4,1,2,6,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,6,0,1,11,5,27,15,22,20,6,32,0,2,0,1,6,13,1,3,22,115,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.2989174924977177,0.11130886550280142,0.2454192901279055,0.0,0.09050938861290596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699180778724564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896757442354206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030304301692052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152205386428699,0.0,0.0,0.06584889012419952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966559456783993,0.0,0.11840868621903952,0.0,0.08529512316778774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387339436798942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756512832177933,0.09176484961129004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488115527439192,0.14588680533054085,0.09803623463488542,0.1118503776955308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888560497363523,0.0,0.05334533399465646,0.0,0.0,0.08564032512259792,0.16332442973455158,0.22514091953710014,0.11247950626156086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055226512382408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058054309125394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632601875379584,0.05611390713600513,0.08322871244201704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423871244415085,0.1995322063917102,0.0,0.0,0.18071835920808435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921532060371026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149875672248423,0.0,0.15011696230980018,0.0,0.07874920663319658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213202936593486,0.0,0.1308213843792599,0.0,0.1008157755183982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446181352851051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860495430841945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154070450828145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353960119396134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953789584713134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221205310290044,0.09974116095155663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424682197180221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842666765839616,0.0,0.0,0.1968499930338248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506407030335447,0.0,0.0,0.13150376997533156 adhd,MoistPsychology,2018/12/13,How hard was it for you to get a diagnosis? I’m like 99% positive I have adhd but have never had an assessment or been diagnosed. I typically put off seeing doctors for as long as possible and have anxiety surrounding it. How difficult was the process? Is it hard to get medicated? I really want to change my life but I’m scared. ,1.4725,4.077088615384618,4.643365384615387,76.24350961538464,85.92307692307692,10.01923076923077,26.586538461538463,9.827888789773867,3.637192307692308,260,12,50,11,8,94,47,65,0.18,0.735,0.086,-0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,2,1,8,14,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,3,5,1,8,10,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886442000760267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373355061924448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407376442644325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377301118137185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458297351392502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509635041426644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303000295401483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964301278737987,0.11733758596018187,0.0,0.0,0.21254770236473075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195148333246516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852381020531375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707617162841038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144264938187301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538625338998822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045750968374974,0.0,0.19138872631964488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416616944738419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonymoustradamus,2018/12/13,"How to function without medication? I'm worried. I lost my job and I don't have health insurance to pay for doctor's visits or the Adderall I've been prescribed for the last four years. I've been able to find some contract work online that will help me pay for some bills, but I'm having a hard time focusing on doing that work without medication. Actually, I'm having a hard time getting anything done at all. While I understand everyone is different, I'm wondering what strategies and coping methods have worked for you? I guess I'm also just looking for support because the truth is I'm scared and I don't know how I'm going to be able to support myself long term. 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I'm sure many here are familiar with that process. So I'm wondering if anyone can tell me from experience what it's like coming out of it. She has been taking Vyvanse a little over a month, and it seems to help her a lot for a couple of hours. But I would still absolutely describe my relationship with her as emotionally abusive, even during those hours. I toughed it out for a long time holding onto hope that when she finally found the right treatment she wouldn't treat me poorly. But still she blames me for all her problems. Now she actually could get some things done for a few hours per day, but she spends those hours telling me why I'm wasting her Vyvanse time. So I guess my question is...is there any justification for why she would still be treating me this way? Is there any reason I shouldn't leave her? She talks about how she's in the process of coming out of the ""fog"" that she's been in for so long, and I can kind of understand that, but I just can't imagine why it would still be as bad for me now as it's ever been.",7.183460451977402,6.139418165254241,7.030000000000001,79.6894350282486,64.38135593220339,10.070056497175145,32.80225988700565,9.075114841892004,2.4947920903954808,941,31,194,13,12,299,127,236,0.08900000000000001,0.862,0.049,-0.9025,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,18,11,0,1,10,0,20,1,0,3,3,44,33,15,0,9,6,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,17,12,0,1,10,0,2,2,3,5,0,0,7,0,31,6,33,18,4,34,0,0,0,0,24,10,0,9,22,139,48,0,0.0,0.12076973187268887,0.0994684407293463,0.0,0.12249939227349932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138631044054074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127144215525938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510683403469542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560639326651767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138237259229303,0.11278299886292904,0.0,0.06573606351721475,0.0,0.0,0.10345624722247518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430921757852636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465691310754557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732344110210968,0.0922010240502176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970656185973503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116587313582645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176038196301932,0.0,0.0,0.053253931193155406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228678196472183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832116246137948,0.0,0.0,0.10123894389083286,0.40151990865828535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614383794698856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792857121609148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979758112990257,0.10216008778445104,0.0,0.2706130699520399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665677425507888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334046490955598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135911536820882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753271878633717,0.0,0.0,0.2283686256641112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048004520103762,0.10064303605595888,0.10943408440061753,0.0,0.08704719426769185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279274403778487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325603965119829,0.0,0.0,0.10655879349894254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606730133359136,0.0,0.07663826191646657,0.08192703173881931,0.1781816658885222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771739809419333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887176520990507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611215328314903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809068538218381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759264263949493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053814164959212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722327259140575,0.11144385357506616,0.0,0.0 adhd,Quiver21,2018/12/13,"Having a hard time at parties and nightclubs. Hey guys, before i start i just wanted to say 1) I don´t know if this is ADHD-specific. 2) Not a native english speaker, so i would be grateful if you point out any any mistakes i make, it helps me improve. 3) I would consider kinda of a ""vent out"" post, i apologise in advance. &#x200B; So... I would like to think that i have improved my social skills a lot in the last couple of years (trying not to interrupt people when they are speaking, trying to pace myself when talking, not to *float away* when the topic of the conversation gets just slightly boring, and just in general trying not to *""go overdrive""*), to the point that i can confidently say i feel like i am a likable, funny person to be around. It just feels like night and day to how i was when i was when i was a teenager: My inherent introversion, everyone just telling right to of my face i was ""annoying"" (heh... even though they were mean, they weren´t wrong... an unbridled ADHD person tends to be... hard to deal with). I just felt so alone and unconnected to most people my age; social interaction was this akward, unnatural, overwhelming thing i sometimes forced to do. If it weren't for the single good, realiable friend i had (and the support of my amazing parents), teenagehood would have been just *too much for me.* Long story short, i moved out when i got into University, i thought that being away from people i was confortable with would force me to... change. The first few years i was in denial, thinking that i was okay when alone and interacting only when needed, but when i was 22yo i faced the fact that i was simply *miseable* being so alone. So i put myself in as many social scenarios as possible, as frecuently as possible, in each and every opportunity. I can't explain when or how it happened, but at some point *""it clicked"",* i just slowly but surely starting to understand, and feel confortable when socializing. I realized that: ADHD or not, the more you do something, the better you get at it. Now i have many friends i see constantly, people call me up to hand around, and... i... look foward to being around people, laughing, joking, knowing, *growing.* This is maybe the biggest win in my life at the moment, it truly makes me tear up a bit when thinking how much i've come. Oh... **BUT FUCKING PARTIES AND SPECIALLY NIGHTCLUBS!** I still.can't.fucking.deal.with.them. So much noise, so many people, so close together, having to shout when speaking with somone, and just SO MUCH going on at the same time... it's exhausting. I regularly try to attend to them with an optimistic outlook, but i get so overwhelmed, so quickly. It feels like the *final boss of social interactions*. I don't understand the rules that govern this kind of socializing, how can it be enjoyable???? Is this something that ADHD people normally suffer? Or is it just how i am? Haha, sometimes it's hard to understand where the disability finishes and my personality begins. TL;DR: Having a hard time at parties and nightclubs, feels extremily exhausting and overwhelming. Is this common in ADHD?",3.8301295828065736,6.503180061946902,4.760396649810367,78.9030475663717,75.81415929203541,7.433944374209862,27.080436156763593,8.418075326091056,2.2692914032869784,2425,96,413,48,56,786,263,565,0.05,0.795,0.155,0.9959,3,3,2,0,0,0,148.0,0,3,4,6,48,32,2,3,26,3,46,7,3,8,2,97,83,59,0,12,26,1,11,4,2,5,3,6,0,4,27,28,0,0,18,1,0,8,8,11,0,1,17,20,61,21,66,54,13,77,0,4,3,1,35,34,1,10,38,314,88,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516214753255739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181332333828715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634015516727322,0.07110277308208986,0.0795851331692907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627368157384455,0.0,0.0,0.10995453219611888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049792405659077166,0.0,0.0,0.05175223055278152,0.06388380273103691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059750897960275766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061901671237888985,0.05040594727124518,0.0,0.06323449927405775,0.0,0.0,0.06474632031363102,0.0,0.03773767560317775,0.12065388283548704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038648955304963255,0.0,0.04930185728553447,0.05591409598317015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479360493337157,0.12541051771633374,0.05618408469801523,0.06410090225675097,0.0,0.04977327942702799,0.0,0.0,0.09041790574269486,0.054096664036728775,0.09171584693849026,0.0,0.06651144771396407,0.04908004982212388,0.04680021436786084,0.0,0.0,0.05793957391846564,0.05174508941045428,0.0,0.20967368293517485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922172591190149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060934919272595985,0.06431720930546646,0.04769796643622903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133124893502957,0.11435092775283436,0.0,0.0,0.05178440215522267,0.04913830719523855,0.0,0.0,0.04974781057280036,0.0,0.0,0.0781191405289931,0.17797668735140135,0.05878671431826246,0.06374056594730647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062192747252076026,0.17206258801011387,0.043388523613032234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491286040453358,0.057332794802615675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450369693022485,0.0,0.0,0.06497457056841646,0.0,0.0,0.2839711021246684,0.15328050970582235,0.0,0.0,0.16594826756096928,0.13193493458926192,0.05604170199246004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882426915892186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997194239628745,0.0,0.09306779526306083,0.0,0.0,0.046629300911967514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578952792202429,0.0,0.09009622670629036,0.11574670965767032,0.0,0.08283518579426483,0.0,0.04673057737775357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640272933881332,0.055150193970017684,0.0,0.0,0.04703256601425726,0.05114515188435303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887511763311915,0.11248316548525523,0.057491210549859735,0.046454794106794726,0.10236262731248907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891281364798787,0.0,0.0,0.1827501893434257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034513975333571964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078387660163737,0.06397754549270401,0.07110277308208986,0.07536416487147732 adhd,TJN1047,2018/12/13,US HS with ADD asking about a 504 I just want to know what happened to you guys when you got a 504 plan and what to expect.,8.550357142857145,3.092001892857148,8.394285714285715,84.75071428571431,65.78571428571428,11.2,31.57142857142857,3.1291,1.350171428571428,95,1,25,0,1,31,22,28,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033162840145031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450432656547573,0.0,0.0,0.42717026119439067,0.3815002745808286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370952808263073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189410508424774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544606882826923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CitizenDolan,2018/12/13,"Adderall, guilt, worries, long term effects I wish I found this R sooner. Still kinda new to the whole Reddit thing. I was diagnosed with ADD as a kid and went on medication when in 2010 when I was 18. Adderall has dramatically changed my life for the better. I went from from someone who almost had to repeat high a year of high school to now I am finishing up my Masters degree with almost a 4.0 GPA ( one B+ so I have like a 3.999999 or something) I also work full time as a Data Analyst. Adderall has made my life enjoyable. I don’t use it to tweak out, I use to to get myself out of a lethargic groggy fog that I dealt with for years. However I worry. I worry about the long term effects. I worry about what it’s doing to my heart, kidney, brain. I need this drug but at the same time I want to be able to live without worrying it’s going to make me have a heart attack at age 50 or develop Parkinson’s. (I’ve read so many half assed studies) Anyone else share similar feelings? 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I've always struggled with ADHD symptoms and now I finally decided to do something about it because it's become unbearable. I am worried about my performance at work and other aspects of my life where I am unproductive and completely unable to focus etc. Today I saw a psychiatrist at Kaiser, (2 weeks after they had me talk to a therapist) and she said that it is likely that I have it and have the symptoms, but they don't make a diagnosis until they assess you. She told me someone from the dept would reach out to me to set up a two hour appointment in mid February- early march (yes 3 months from now bc they are busy) where different specialists will interview me and that I'd have to take a questionnaire-type test and a drug test. Then, after that, she said it takes them about a month to get back to me.. my question is have any of the of you experience this? is it normal for a provider to take 4-5 months to be able to assess you? I dont think I have any other options because it's kaiser... I am worried because I don't want to wait that long, it's affecting my life now :/ any tips are appreciated. 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And as much as I am happy for all of you that are functioning normally, I am also envious of that and angry at the fact that I can't (and probably won't for a long time) access any of that. Until then I'm stuck with either antidepressants (like that helps) or cognitive therapy (worked for two weeks until I forgot it) Seriously I can't think of any reason they would have not to allow this medication to be sold here. Come on it's legal in Switzerland...",9.14672131147541,5.927660557377052,9.401409836065573,71.11818032786887,62.278688524590166,13.038688524590164,35.05573770491803,11.20814326018867,3.5728767213114754,476,13,97,10,5,160,80,122,0.14300000000000002,0.795,0.062,-0.8345,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,5,7,3,0,4,0,11,1,0,3,3,21,18,12,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,3,1,10,3,20,12,4,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,8,72,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668408344733005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42562538420374413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716841978728569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179715731813387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220898473532463,0.0,0.2059783134871207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983987122215094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385154706103303,0.0,0.1842235589144028,0.1846304302102381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101721447029432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30673318919633746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441248964954326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493775084466244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450574295246436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591045143894062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858587062876455,0.0,0.0,0.13368127834259816,0.0,0.0,0.12165346533952445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038005827061616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673498989525284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188466854536747,0.0,0.0,0.14820432094183392,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FelineofSchrodinger,2018/12/13,"Is it hard to maintain focus when there is a lot of excitement with ADHD, even while medicated? My son was diagnosed with ADHD this year. We have been doing pretty well, except this week his class has had Santa there 2 days in a row and it seems like my son has been acting up more. Is it possible that he is just getting so excited it sort of overrides his medicine? Or could it be an interruption in routine? Otherwise he has been doing really well, his focus and school work has improved greatly. Just this week seems to have been an issue. I know there will always be good and bad days. I am only trying to understand how things might be for him and I know routine is really good for him, so I thought maybe an interruption in his daily routine could affect his excitement levels even when he takes his medicine. I would really appreciate any insight/input. But, he really is doing great overall and I am proud of him no matter what. 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I've been reading many posts over the last few weeks, and am here just to say that I don't have any idea how to understand him. I'm trying to figure this whole thing out, but his brain does not work the way that mine does, and I've finally realized that. He is ten years old, and finds it hard to articulate what he thinks, and while I can't fully do that, I can to an extent. I can at least finish a thought. He finds it amazing that I am able to type so quickly, even though I am pretty terrible at touch typing unless it has wsad in it. I have to tell him at least a half-dozen times to do something before he does it, and by that time I'm screaming (we have three other children without ADHD, all younger, and capable of following simple instructions), and I'm at a loss for words. He's on a twice-daily regimen of Ritalin, but by the time that I get off work and spend any time with him, it's all worn off and I get the dregs of a human being who hasn't been able to expend all of his mental energy, and I meanwhile have no mental energy left because I'm a high-level cook in a high-volume restaurant. &#x200B; What do I do?",8.81171875,4.8172661093750015,8.959624999999997,76.422875,63.6875,12.115000000000002,35.365625,9.3871,2.909304375,948,25,209,12,10,316,138,256,0.07200000000000001,0.8540000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,12,0,22,4,2,2,3,35,35,19,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,19,14,1,0,9,2,1,1,6,3,0,2,4,4,20,1,31,30,8,27,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,0,12,137,39,8,0.23112421309352585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27776638989688995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252114941620795,0.14042060835720396,0.15717239049057385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140891175084426,0.0,0.098334841119966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580110591788972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033875345950973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632768148195282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265926390908364,0.2112433435993206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207528620412608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352094875491234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441954207331529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304555520233416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419854070450996,0.0,0.0,0.1255585668932182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716183784857573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329188458032007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126299118211326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067655375506864,0.11756820768529692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559337929399865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918996254493102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896535547340431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100637472790054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677432864254201,0.07404753168181842,0.11353918294133185,0.09174340418556623,0.2695407746130432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569181692987041,0.0,0.0,0.1203042284317602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172782120352224,0.09269695127300216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902096499871513,0.0,0.11139774686769056,0.0,0.25239176971226895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042060835720396,0.07441820776362339 adhd,Obdurodonis,2019/08/07,"I’m not medicated and I have been managing my symptoms so well I’m starting to doubt whether I have ADHD or not and maybe It’s something else. I read everyone’s posts about their ADHD frustrations and I have a lot of them but I don’t have all of them or my symptoms don’t seem to be as bad as everyone else’s here are. I seem to be able To handle things a lot of the people here can’t it makes me wonder if I have ADHD after all or not.I do get distracted easy I do over explain things, my memory is shit, I do seem to quickly get very frustrated and give up easily and I do seem to take a long time to calm down and re-center after I get upset from rather small things. I put off doing things I forget appointments all the fucking time. And I can definitely get lost down a rabbit hole online. But I don’t have the urge To go blow my money on dumb shit. I’ve had the same job for 12 years and I do well at it. I force myself to go to bed and get up on time and get my kids to bed at a reasonable time and I normally remember their appointments mostly. My whole life I thought I had ADHD but my ability to manage my symptoms make me wonder if I have something else I wonder if this happens to anyone else?",1.8795146520146524,3.1804510576923093,4.033956043956046,88.19294871794874,76.88461538461539,7.413919413919415,22.380952380952376,8.11559375814309,1.0165567765567771,945,26,212,16,21,326,122,260,0.15,0.768,0.083,-0.9623,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,8,14,6,3,9,0,25,8,2,3,3,47,52,24,0,5,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,8,11,0,0,11,1,1,3,6,11,2,0,5,0,37,3,33,45,8,25,0,1,0,1,7,11,4,17,10,150,45,4,0.08716071794266701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190009802903487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094480057314716,0.08930645570937175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277555877650628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912463824882151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657160236945426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057867924889812,0.2732272661944548,0.08361250282128105,0.09907088925270176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707593502400899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649356343868785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156419273156904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771344925914208,0.0,0.0,0.09514621979917036,0.14820185099617186,0.0,0.0,0.11636091208159415,0.0,0.08756465637015501,0.0,0.0,0.08780525355463982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539899761113295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060426267263578574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347587434128666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762059548421354,0.0,0.0,0.08718430487079212,0.0,0.0,0.08961573464213582,0.0,0.0,0.09873610246253103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173913763495001,0.0,0.0,0.17893844886994967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342011579193337,0.0,0.0,0.06169280477357296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27178007755582995,0.06553401260769923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316228322245886,0.0,0.0,0.06919587409980651,0.203296462241182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191672051152648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673590602374846,0.0,0.0,0.09731182889430226,0.0,0.0,0.2835662417445648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056128644678688264 adhd,MobilityFotog,2019/08/07,"Adderall & EMS Don't Mix? Hey Reddit. I’ve seen ya’ll give awesome advice before related to ADHD, here’s my dilemma. I’m a 33 year old male who was diagnosed with ADHD at age 5. Was prescribed Ritalin for about 13 years, quit cold turkey, held down a job for years no problem, completed my undergraduate degree, got married, had a kid and moved onto graduate studies. About midway through, when our second child was born, I was noticing how much extra work it was for me to sit and focus, balancing, full time work, graduate studies and family, unmedicated. Spoke to my primary, he suggested I try Adderall and it was an instant hit. Everyone in my life recognized and loved the positive changes. Finished my Masters, worked for a while in that field, and then began transitioning to healthcare. I worked for a year in the emergency department as a tech. Loved it. The variety, the intensity, work/life balance was really good. I completed my EMT class, passed the national registry, and was recently licensed in my state. The trouble has been, and this is where I hate california, passing the Dept of Transportation physical. I walked into two different medical clinics, and that flat refused me service because of the ADHD and being on Adderall. I spoke with my primary/prescribing doc about it and he was dumbfounded. He promised he’d look into it. Couple of days go by and he calls me back with bad news. He says he spoke with the owner of another medical clinic and informed me they used to sign off on the physicals, but whenever they would submit the paperwork to CA DMV, DMV would fail them. Even with a primary physician endorsement, CA DMV would fail them, because of the adderall being an amphetamine. Curiously enough, the law allows an exemption for amphetamines, creating a pathway to certification if the ADHD and medication are deemed stable by the prescribing physician, which I HAVE! Has anyone else been thru this in EMS? Everything I’ve read is you just bring a doctor's note and that’s the end of it. I don’t really want to go off the Adderall. It works for my family. I also don’t want to lie. Thoughts?",5.600429553264604,7.582827943298978,6.484927835051547,71.60457388316152,68.5360824742268,10.327972508591067,33.80962199312715,10.504223727775694,4.137298694158076,1694,81,279,50,30,560,222,388,0.069,0.8640000000000001,0.067,-0.2159,2,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,1,1,4,9,11,10,1,0,29,0,27,13,0,3,0,41,48,23,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,3,14,22,0,2,2,1,0,9,4,6,0,2,20,7,30,4,49,21,4,45,0,2,2,2,30,17,0,1,17,182,44,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465324739212155,0.09076891053109548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428236253537597,0.0,0.10064392288843872,0.0,0.0,0.0974009867535976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494932912496901,0.09517455681704473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142500615011771,0.07755745649796206,0.11324711565619887,0.0,0.07904070016219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484885792495963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826300559471952,0.0,0.1947822408995754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277861498708052,0.0,0.059904964676576085,0.0,0.0,0.09427919020144104,0.0,0.09704801015007136,0.0,0.09507462800760738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759586123339605,0.0,0.08227104508784333,0.09597795686141414,0.0,0.06135153438372955,0.0,0.0,0.08875830032606569,0.0834815904132518,0.0,0.17513275496872868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910646870004764,0.10558058656790846,0.07790990313858512,0.07429088155940411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917074995769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217683651664836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656094199740068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800238116810876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766978280343414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807241434079483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987250610358502,0.06828324143020474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575340789591517,0.0974701501281992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888110667253281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879763892423904,0.0929129648195074,0.0,0.1190126423603956,0.0,0.09171552413230112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386812911300512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374255980383745,0.05416363952244252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306473793153025,0.0,0.09073791087950132,0.0,0.0,0.0802252596669556,0.0,0.0,0.10957529525383622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057406706722477,0.0,0.0,0.19795454390284084,0.0,0.0,0.23926686327895294 adhd,WelpWhatCanYouDo,2019/08/07,"Scrolling through this sub instead of doing my online class I’m doing an online health course and it was due July 31st. I’m only 60% done. If I do 2 lessons a day I can finish before school starts again, but I’ve missed the past 2 days and the thought of needing to catch up makes me not want to do it even more.",2.4228358208955214,3.4043787462686588,3.197194029850745,96.0071343283582,74.97014925373135,5.36,22.35522388059701,3.1291,-0.2549677611940302,244,6,57,0,5,77,53,67,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.4824,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,15,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,6,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692267846307709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080940829268996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237794614624557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897431703416272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33631052043566523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111945059126306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346010912225011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406308164892309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020325209424736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202061852859258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239442986384096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118036942601146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186616542841998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilivemyway,2019/08/07,"Extreme Guilt Taking Meds I feel guilty taking my prescription (vyvanse). I feel like I am unable to face reality and don’t like the fact that I have to take a pill everyday to “function” normally. Is it even “normal” the way I function when I take my meds? Maybe “normal” is the way I am without them? I don’t know. When I don’t take them, I don’t get out of bed, I have absolutely no motivation, I want to do so many things, but don’t. When I do take them, I obviously become happy af and productive, but hyperfocus on bullshit (so making me unproductive) and I just feel like it is just masking reality or something. A temporary chemical fix for my brain to avoid reality. Just blabbering here..so apologies if this makes no sense or offends anyone",3.5578538812785365,5.367314671232883,5.561849315068496,76.85706621004567,73.5205479452055,8.976255707762556,29.28995433789955,9.516144504307137,2.8596776255707765,586,25,112,15,12,203,81,146,0.14300000000000002,0.755,0.102,-0.7829999999999999,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,9,7,1,2,5,0,14,3,2,3,2,27,28,13,0,5,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,3,22,4,10,28,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500529891319168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006063984368673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167878578158928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974258766698177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610384583512426,0.1941348615456512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098783886380107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463893633676908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467204157327129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914150481594486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139206511727207,0.13775351615830975,0.13650231479045918,0.0,0.30184771317672937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993789733643389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460138521021292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129558287062741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026773491614667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014119483098596,0.2156987314701731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309763623115123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,permanent-throwaway4,2019/08/07,"ADD and other mental illnesses with relationships? Please help!! So in the past, I’ve been officially diagnosed with depression and anxiety and my therapist has suggested heavily ADD. I also suffer from symptoms of ROCD though i have never been diagnosed. Now, I’m in a relationship where we aren’t married, but we live together and have said we see marriage down the line and that we wouldn’t give up on each other unless we just can’t fight anymore. It’s been a year and a half now, and we’ve been living together for 4 months. We moved to a new city and I’ve yet to make any friends, so most of our free time has been spent together. We’ve definitely had hard times- the beginning (first 6 months) i was constantly obsessing over if he loved me or if he truly cared about me. Once i became more secure, i started to OBSESS over my feelings. I researched for hours on end only to realize love is a choice and feelings come and ago. After that, things were great between us and i felt this strong connection and felt very loved. The butterflies were never really there, but he was my BEST friend and i trusted him with my life. Once we moved in together, things got hard: long story short, he had shut down for a while and we had to work on communication. We had a huge fight where he almost left, but we worked through it and on paper, things are great. He’s communicating well, developing hobbies, trying to make friends, and I’m trying on all those things as well. But i have lost that lovey feeling as well as the best friend feeling. I love him and still want to make things work because he’s such a great man, funny, caring, hard working, and we connect well. But i spent a weekend without him and felt great. Coming back these last couple weeks, it’s been hard. I feel a bit suffocated when he’s around, and i just enjoy my alone time more than i used to. I almost don’t even like spending time with him. I really have been OBSESSING over this change and I’m terrified it means we shouldn’t be together. I just don’t feel like he’s the person i want to hang out with most in this world, and i have no idea why. I’m not sure if it’s because we spent so much time together for over a year or if it’s something to do with my mental health or if it’s just the wrong relationship. Does anyone have any advice? Can anyone relate?",3.718482121430284,5.265683602591793,4.539008279337653,85.42719252459807,72.58531317494601,7.995416366690666,24.740160787137032,8.59863814320734,1.5326347972162222,1840,55,377,33,36,593,216,463,0.096,0.639,0.265,0.9987,1,1,1,0,2,0,53.0,15,0,0,9,26,37,2,3,18,0,34,10,0,4,4,96,72,46,0,9,20,0,13,2,4,2,6,1,0,2,22,48,0,1,12,1,5,5,11,9,4,2,24,15,46,29,51,45,10,62,0,3,1,4,48,25,0,12,34,246,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497087040897538,0.05893720693118627,0.0,0.1331553668296234,0.06886105661308813,0.0,0.0531700746623492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904276363267479,0.0,0.05086279849946973,0.0,0.06593778999932183,0.09297929039883394,0.0,0.0,0.05918802118791741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112482667674872,0.0,0.08106039427418855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954917652638624,0.0,0.07258719123135189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557698939425153,0.0,0.07033501851169452,0.11454628489101297,0.0,0.07184942810229468,0.0,0.0,0.07356721630862778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726563471965952,0.1349669399577631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581837084719606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888824023047056,0.0,0.0,0.04391440380317831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017086368175159,0.047498723425636664,0.1915154417452338,0.0,0.0,0.05655428132843325,0.0,0.0,0.20547248392571735,0.0,0.0,0.06378092230741184,0.0,0.0,0.053176172437489434,0.2932110616763916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823916343043824,0.0,0.0,0.07067316312968001,0.0,0.0,0.044565207415364086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547684994700409,0.0,0.0,0.0750563580432364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419623226923336,0.0,0.0,0.07223892433835903,0.0,0.04696212720630735,0.0649649230746628,0.0,0.11741946044521855,0.05883939498511076,0.0,0.0,0.0725790216545253,0.0,0.2400304612291461,0.0,0.13314288011972036,0.0,0.0,0.07242444018386371,0.0,0.0,0.13400763719503828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613946604214597,0.1413315001611928,0.0488760039545345,0.0,0.1025586043202074,0.06421409607667519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161415484251488,0.0,0.05056678252509415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346989560535991,0.0,0.0580543695188751,0.0,0.07298337085615733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518726201057639,0.0,0.0,0.214148259218254,0.0,0.0,0.06324489143207125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298197410901527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118536904171689,0.0,0.0,0.047060234479526813,0.0,0.05309704825731228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266373485939862,0.06910602851004402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719717726235581,0.2208568899425876,0.0,0.06532368637906928,0.0,0.19384714346028845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028137258784824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997634369743878,0.057423901188750626,0.0,0.054859196995381165,0.07843216654587169,0.0,0.053332307106546364,0.0,0.2391211913904849,0.0,0.05999467798196099,0.0,0.0,0.06409163155137466,0.0,0.19361493107170247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269370530028316,0.0,0.08563161260998815 adhd,wacky_coconut,2019/08/07,how long did it take you to find the right medication/dose? rising college sophomore here. just started taking concerta 18mg literally today and just very worried about how long it might take to get everything worked out given how serious college is and the tests are. thanks,5.0975510204081615,8.179401612244902,5.089142857142857,76.03085714285714,73.6938775510204,8.001632653061224,30.20816326530613,8.841846274778883,3.049274285714286,225,10,35,5,5,70,39,49,0.075,0.868,0.057,0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,10,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,21,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213842042823496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251398187587451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869649292303972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359860046844263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26131564910791344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036322333481208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435260521826515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556252080203771,0.0,0.0,0.2267862201348387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334906491411598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324683933497698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933010754648915,0.25015858479349723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,genocidenite,2019/08/07,"Lock myself out more times than I can count Comes up stairs for my headphones, but feel hungry. so i got to grab my keys and go all the around to the front (dont have a key to the side door) to do that. Gets in, get some food then remember about headphones. I lock everything behind me and go around once and...I dont got my keys on me, they're in kitchen table...i locked the doors behind me. Now outside for 30 minutes until sister comes over and helps me break into my own home.",1.5996555555555574,3.3505880100000063,2.4313333333333347,97.42122222222228,78.9,5.2444444444444445,18.11111111111111,5.82211442006289,-0.5345222222222223,371,7,86,2,9,116,68,100,0.0,0.9640000000000001,0.036000000000000004,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,14,14,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,9,2,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,2,12,0,20,12,4,21,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,4,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687418945087336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568121830390884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485460483728652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186136242595314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472054900365614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504370623813819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641184117487566,0.0,0.2354096702934897,0.0,0.33128802372135685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882081780823793,0.0,0.2077472447311204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220564358707358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346141586302031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076694150275935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iluvkitts,2019/08/07,"I am so lost Tldr at buttom Ok so today i went through the ADHD test and it was positive and i need to be prescribed Ritalin which makes me so happy because day to day life is so horrible and dont even get me started on school its possible that ill get prescribed for daily Ritalin take which is the best outcome because i am a bumbling mess of adhd and pure tiredness i would also be ok with once per week (each week one day in school is longer then the others so on those days i would take it) becaus eif my daily life cant be helped then at least dont make me suffer in long school days im so scared the other two options are take for tests (which would end me honestly) and the worst case scenario is not at all AND THERES NO WAY I GOT TESTED POSITIVE AND NOT PRESCRIBED ANYTHING listen I understand nothing about the situation but i just know (im going into 7th grade) i wont be able to make it without anything to treat it because i cant even do a simple equation or manage my time or manage to listen to the teacher and oh boy am i gonna suffer if i get the tests only or not at all prescription Tdlr; im a mess and hope to be prescribed at least weekly",1.6140609408410531,3.5560633319672164,3.4424732715609387,89.27700997861727,79.61475409836065,5.882822523164648,22.903777619387032,6.895973343053719,0.7267657163221659,919,30,191,10,23,308,129,244,0.086,0.8190000000000001,0.094,0.4535,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,12,14,0,1,11,2,23,5,0,3,3,36,44,23,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,12,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,10,7,0,2,4,2,19,7,24,30,7,28,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,6,15,129,31,10,0.10082011581849004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423323737920625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062581019474191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593272977603854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458360272978752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580449144466032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32510317031423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363208497404569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929669761939184,0.0,0.0,0.1331814712819089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802304795501002,0.0,0.057298395220128674,0.0,0.0806350567129044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732488803121852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757759843630237,0.0,0.0,0.10013712369483464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32670907770811725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540809898002914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242445881529894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922262987534024,0.0,0.0,0.11005706614479434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018946305696152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475683839236145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673962026140147,0.0,0.0,0.10737013293406694,0.0683183197237146,0.07667824120837713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365953208458285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093852414571797,0.3061060192122235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133260343772445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136099689461553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227412539631834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058789020307655836,0.0,0.09556568120921058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848660341886703,0.10495729617940146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002631514660555,0.24261544660186346,0.0,0.0,0.0934612574372579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971869938748014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485915282105214,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,i-only-post-gifs,2019/08/07,"Parents of a child with ADHD 1. What signs led to you getting him tested? 2. How old was he when he was diagnosed? 3. Did you medicate? Why/why not? 4. If you did medicate, how much of an impact did the suppressed appetite affect his growth?",-0.7083333333333321,1.191009833333336,1.7316666666666656,92.14666666666668,106.91666666666666,4.633333333333333,19.916666666666668,6.42735559955562,0.5969416666666669,184,7,37,3,9,62,38,48,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.5514,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,4,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,4,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709643650946549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31329609358612065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126864311095082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6219101466407224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690980641403635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238998681593553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427442862511845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785289235065672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sloppy0tter,2019/08/07,"A friendly reminder to unclench your jaw. ❤⚠️💊 Eating, drinking and going to the bathroom are also great ideas.",1.504848484848484,4.218502818181818,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,89.0,2.9333333333333336,30.06060606060606,3.1291,1.2179515151515148,90,5,14,0,3,30,21,22,0.0,0.687,0.313,0.8074,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32496326528603064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980748142973596,0.0,0.4158042988391656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139501389031078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309418480435539,0.0,0.0,0.44800963994045145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458727194669128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chromatinkerer,2019/08/07,"Disclosure on job application forms? I'm looking for a job, and pretty much all the online application forms have a voluntary disclosure of disabilities section (which gives examples, and includes things like epilepsy and blindness, but also mental health conditions like major depression and bipolar disorder). If you choose to disclose, it's just a yes/no check box, not specifying the disability. Has anyone checked the box yes because of ADHD? I'm honestly not sure how they use the information, and whether they have to hire more people with disabilities so that it would be to my benefit, or if it would be a sign to them to ""steer clear.""",9.661002949852502,9.68591139823009,9.298362831858405,61.94217551622421,58.911504424778755,13.197050147492629,41.842182890855455,12.45797560212912,5.6540218289085535,520,26,81,16,6,168,80,113,0.061,0.785,0.154,0.8889,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,0,4,6,0,0,8,1,7,3,0,2,3,24,12,13,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,10,8,7,2,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,3,2,58,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998713729745605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965351757289152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570813722536521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694531237432747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349178609892492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574697869334019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155059423808523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387937657578761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458633881244908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950649916013895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865046395419255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263956140423519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514451204178024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574488541539427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855107734185576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173113754752412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492483033374088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940265441948392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917159442118564,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elidawood,2019/08/07,ADHD + abuse = BPD? Do you guys think that borderline may stem from a combination of ADHD and parental abuse?,3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,76.14285714285714,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9291714285714288,87,3,17,2,2,28,19,21,0.354,0.6459999999999999,0.0,-0.8677,1,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.5999098776640649,0.0,0.0,0.6085017685572601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188480029112212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506696524024581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811058473143715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221564460125049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,charumbem,2019/08/07,"ADHD focus app - Social Focus Timer Hey everybody, so I designed an app that I hope is useful to others with similar issues as me. Basically it’s a desktop timer app (counts up towards a goal time — currently all sessions are 50 minutes) with some social cues built in, including scheduled sessions, low-distraction encouragement, and planning. Hope it might help someone, and hoping to get feedback: https://www.nearnorthsoftware.com/software/timer.php",9.713043478260868,13.326455304347828,8.048623188405799,57.84076086956526,61.17391304347826,9.237681159420287,37.58695652173913,9.725611199111238,4.684321739130435,372,18,42,8,6,112,56,69,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.9432,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,8,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,8,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,3,26,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741292734545601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917170522761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528891717706961,0.0,0.0,0.6796578567215829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380748797222517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197575862049606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650340387326095,0.19326655673782966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300568283023972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970032947622633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Unwrittense,2019/08/07,"Tips and tricks for finishing household chores - eg. Kitchen. (24 F) medicated 1 week. I dunno what it is, but household chores are so hard to finish. Like countertops and vacuuming behind things. Got any advice?",3.2883333333333336,6.380628944444448,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,92.88888888888887,6.844444444444445,25.44444444444445,7.793537801064563,2.4384777777777766,166,7,26,4,6,52,33,36,0.094,0.82,0.086,0.17800000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286163418404593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982780008923491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508060821682568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929191577314137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142885534773609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418655194816263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914009667457853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35183611101448264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anon1207977,2019/08/07,Sex Issues I have issues concentrating during sex. I will be hard and ready to go but then thoughts come to my head and I lose it. I can be literally in the middle of the act and it happens or during foreplay. Anyone have this? It makes it hard to come to an orgasm.,-0.2657727272727257,2.0252126727272746,2.109431818181818,92.18414772727272,95.0,4.204545454545455,15.965909090909092,5.985473137389443,-0.4587727272727276,207,5,44,2,8,70,36,55,0.115,0.853,0.032,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,5,2,1,0,9,12,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,6,8,0,7,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754495495984465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374547257686424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430711401780189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453832457620804,0.0,0.4549202447070802,0.0,0.2605925149195915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300476065225463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840686290543505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949184098007986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158205843519125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ghostsinmyhead,2019/08/07,"I'm useless without Ritalin I stopped my treatment five months ago, because I've lost my job and couldn't pay for it anymore. Now I'm just an unemployed person who cannot keep the house clean or be useful in any way. When I'm on Ritalin, it seems like I'm alive again. I can do my stuffs and still have energy. I'm optimistic and confidence. There's any way to be useful without meds? (English is not my first language).",2.9504152823920258,4.558259058139534,4.157242524916942,87.13941860465117,74.69767441860466,7.70498338870432,28.564784053156142,8.418075326091056,2.0169621262458484,333,14,69,6,7,109,61,86,0.055,0.682,0.263,0.9447,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,0,14,18,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,6,1,6,14,0,12,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879294481992494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743228638378072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003003641929207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295311701374037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156405991025395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327322000894897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015396066411906,0.17927828700326398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853936512533226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201769932686644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404080491752995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099327303927716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611475375924893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183618117150476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107613701909518,0.16862840625312142,0.0,0.0,0.2308957444259067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34840430794668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201966773885986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888589955327645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pancake_Bunny,2019/08/07,"No idea how to start things/what the first step is There are several things I would like to do/try, including writing a short story or novel, starting a pet sitting business, starting an online store or selling through Amazon or Ebay, or even creating a YouTube channel or blog. And yet I never do because I cannot for the life of me figure out how to get started. Sometimes I'll start doing what I think I need to, but it's never right and I never get anywhere. Tutorials and advice I find online are generally too vague and unhelpful when it comes to starting from zero and seem to promote the author's materials more so than offer anything of value. When I get into the flow of something, I can focus. But I can't possibly get into the flow when I don't have a clue where to begin. Is this an ADHD thing? How do you cope?",4.056636363636365,5.281714133333338,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,71.3030303030303,7.4393939393939394,28.90151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.909515151515152,652,25,122,8,12,219,103,165,0.021,0.8909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.8406,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,12,1,0,0,11,0,13,1,0,3,3,31,28,19,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,5,3,2,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,13,1,17,27,1,26,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,16,91,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851858519024488,0.1451534966312891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223738699391175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054980788424187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795575673677162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811057208230246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576467204763756,0.1263497261560109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042819971531865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768580666699365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049195882759362,0.07257010475087719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014199064093247,0.3436941801686193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745875545737404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685403312658278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522703316406162,0.0,0.16781014843927214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435486774303337,0.14691180927857933,0.0,0.6308326372104145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973693726341072,0.09517969828945147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085024896009433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551995557886457,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nuiph,2019/08/07,"What differences will there be with a higher dose of Vyvanse? Hi folks! I'm on Vyvanse at 30mg per day and I'm curious if anyone can tell me what sort of differences you noticed on a higher dosage. I'm going to discuss upping my dose with my psychiatrist at our next appointment but I'm curious how different a higher dose is exactly. Did you notice more side effects? What was your appetite like? Was sleeping harder? Any tips?",2.6453279785809904,5.2895980843373485,4.3560642570281125,80.25757697456493,80.20481927710844,7.544310575635875,27.29451137884873,8.515128840125781,2.512136278447122,343,15,60,8,9,115,59,83,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.8443,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,4,1,2,1,9,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269369728980706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570023523680352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480858385234305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7037839847528414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761025155212885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969803813708633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879895672762905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112765300053576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470039051051147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625631141581235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jjkaler,2019/08/07,"Can’t tell if I’m lazy or I have ADD. Help? So some background. I’m 21 now but have felt this way since middle school from what I can remember but I have always assumed I’m just lazy or a procrastinator and a bit forgetful but it’s only over the past couple of years at college have I wondered if it might be more. I always got decent grades in school (like Bs) and thank goodness for that because I can’t study or have something like school hold my attention at all. I’ve taken multiple online self diagnosing tests for it and always score between 67-80% on having ADD but some of the symptoms just seem so normal that I feel like I might be reading into it too much. On top of this last semester I decided I would go get checked by a psychiatrist but decided against it after seeing the price (I live in America) basically I’m having trouble telling if I’m just overblowing it in my head or if I really have it, I suppose i should mention I do NOT have anxiety or depression because some people confuse those symptoms with some of ADD. If you need more info I can provide but generally I experience a lot of the general stuff (forgetfulness, loss of interests in previously interesting things, lack of motivation to do mundane tasks that aren’t exciting or interesting, fidgeting in seats, etc.) I should ALSO mention a while back I had a friend let me try vyvanse for a few days and I felt so good using them, not in a drug high way but like I felt the most normal I’ve ever felt, I went to classes, got groceries, did chores, studied, actually remembered to eat, and played with my pet bunny. No I didn’t experience some burst of productivity I sill laid around on my phone plenty and played video games but for the first time I wasn’t just putting off literally EVERYTHING until the magical land of “tomorrow” (unless it just made sense to do so) idk how to explain it without it sounding weird, I don’t want it to sound weird, just know I felt like I had a normal drive to do things. Any advice or thoughts?",4.6662802893309205,5.874330701265823,5.864190777576855,78.14561708860762,69.83544303797468,9.085895117540687,30.562839059674506,9.424239791934726,2.742094032549729,1597,65,307,34,28,534,213,395,0.071,0.7709999999999999,0.158,0.9874,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,4,17,21,0,1,16,0,32,6,1,4,2,91,60,35,0,14,30,0,6,5,1,5,4,2,2,1,21,13,1,1,19,5,2,4,10,6,0,1,16,9,35,15,45,36,15,38,0,2,1,0,12,19,0,25,18,210,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.08641612127989813,0.0,0.0,0.08653413552380344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081675861320869,0.22105255520746975,0.0,0.0,0.06021988998869116,0.0,0.0677437176194117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883200909300804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809271066292467,0.0,0.10796363200278994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667824678609073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798353363725784,0.0,0.057110130567179465,0.0,0.0762715993258892,0.08988064497227889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269475335883244,0.09061305017140807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876133687625838,0.0,0.08010234017978027,0.0,0.0,0.07958680143118158,0.1732459919728181,0.0,0.0,0.04477566229505549,0.06326313537510941,0.4251295769566327,0.0,0.0,0.07532415394961195,0.0,0.0,0.06841675222494897,0.0,0.046265912513307715,0.0,0.050327390365780274,0.14855011649679556,0.14164976037344795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908821530665552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593560109915779,0.0935623701236163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866707027449375,0.07218348897812357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055266522442486,0.0,0.2163155358027853,0.0,0.07819497752868923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528561078109168,0.0,0.08379212148389069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788401587935646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509752329683068,0.06566181432882852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029293097344136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673494565254386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453500027663377,0.061392329550290274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902142589571804,0.0,0.0,0.08857816010532872,0.0,0.0567300855700605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062928310465192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886472235433073,0.07056622912711992,0.08061641425025347,0.09238133946630753,0.0,0.0,0.07325294609303237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817334651068396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137336810836202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840834330510636,0.0,0.0,0.15480054112011432,0.08152880612105468,0.0,0.0,0.11766294602707025,0.0,0.0,0.07030214008960009,0.051636663869528435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060122486289737376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764823930554328,0.0,0.0,0.05223155920940523,0.14058039798305988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209062695475262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536308495941229,0.09603324818207884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290636015280739,0.0,0.0,0.05702599891359075 adhd,TheOneWhoDoesntKnow,2019/08/07,"I just wanted to say thanks everyone Didn’t know this sub existed until a couple hours ago. I’ve been struggling for a while with whether or not I should visit a doctor. After just an hour of work procrastination (not including the time to make this post) and reading a lot comments and posts, I feel comfortable in accepting that I might be a flawed human. I’ve got an appointment for this Saturday and it feels good to know I’m at least trying to take a step in the right direction. So again, thank you guys for sharing pieces of your life with me and helping me realize that mental disorders come in all shapes and sizes. To all on the fence for themselves I say, what’s the worst that can happen amiright?",5.55449275362319,6.385501405797104,5.610289855072463,82.14992753623191,67.55072463768116,9.321739130434784,29.10144927536232,9.444778638647367,2.3866318840579708,566,19,111,11,9,178,96,138,0.05,0.8109999999999999,0.14,0.8905,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,1,12,0,6,2,0,1,2,28,19,10,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,8,8,0,1,6,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,4,9,6,20,13,6,21,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,9,75,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516767884383966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739426522284962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189327585833408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610442467569816,0.1751361389424472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350088708164584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303454431023624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351714970665,0.13685058177565115,0.0,0.0,0.16942367691419166,0.15131011012455392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146899876803746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33701353810742873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807280330929235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085853748048962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546977852366194,0.0,0.0,0.11421582116243635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243647174944365,0.18151839305374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32774805094194603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711541581301998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612517232586875,0.0,0.2721436663989628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887908040993455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865181150882016,0.0,0.0,0.3150662456392553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997743656306717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161710009936799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092384549061817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245685555347298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dezorg10,2019/08/07,"When I tell a story the storyline looks like a tree and I love it. So I think most of us can relate to this but for those that need a easy way of explaining the way we tell stories this comes as close as I could think of. Whenever I tell a story to someone I always have a starting point and a endpoint. But i between that story I tell so many small side stories that just pop in my head while telling the main story. So how I explain this to people is by letting them think of a tree. The main stam is the story we want to tell at the start but during the way we come up with small side stories. These side stories are the branches of the tree storyline. And that's how I explain it haha. Easy right?",2.221326530612245,3.6633533945578254,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,76.27891156462584,5.98843537414966,23.814625850340143,6.42735559955562,0.5080299319727897,547,17,121,4,12,177,76,147,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,16,1,7,2,1,2,0,26,21,15,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,3,18,19,3,20,0,0,1,1,15,11,0,1,5,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405734838980112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361558828925967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944320245936988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067845610287302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401684347249506,0.0,0.0669679020159575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151084440204444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371550405720212,0.0,0.0,0.13897249567792772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016393467035104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503051860323833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958014467839685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170612677205394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161431696217077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404472581925208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7188573463720351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26349630047403244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648843004760972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085036348163888,0.3264111711586774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SouthernmostDeadpool,2019/08/07,"Im useless I cant even clean a kitchen right due to lack of knowledge on a functional household. Cant even keep a job because of my ADHD. What i do know employment wise if from less than 6 months of working, various times. My job record is 6 months. I have no income. Cant support myself in any way. And here i am, stuck at my uncles place with my thumb up my ass. And what can i do about it? Nothing.",-0.20686046511627865,1.8852559883720943,1.8965581395348856,96.78274418604653,87.95348837209299,4.835348837209303,21.390697674418604,6.2581,0.1591990697674417,309,11,72,3,10,103,62,86,0.205,0.758,0.037000000000000005,-0.9045,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,0,0,8,13,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,11,2,12,12,3,11,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,4,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809442114369615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897054111704415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250305840535438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088036719304881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25251000728105616,0.0,0.4639581694117519,0.20778411173409275,0.0,0.0,0.12847300945867496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37318344338064136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430710270986307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423824268555736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963695245716906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265277631493944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631224498017838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555448990369516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018619313232838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Culix-x,2019/08/07,Need some advice please What are some tips on remembering stuff in school? Im starting my second year of college and things that aren't interesting to me just doesn't stick. I can never remember anything on tests because its basically just testing your memory and mine is horrendous. Does anyone have any tips? Thank you in advance.,3.5935000000000024,6.811552350000002,4.0516666666666685,79.37250000000002,83.83333333333334,7.0,25.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.2938333333333336,271,11,44,6,8,85,50,60,0.102,0.823,0.076,-0.3855,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,6,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,31,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763556930795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653727486211352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003917654706746,0.0,0.20011885158234488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824207233502934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128110428588706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626793219988227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031707990579512,0.18755768678831825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26694185831656697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509577650695621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461141335603229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721261473320731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783863026686064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238901924691391,0.0,0.0,0.16155994970275606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660185006942656 adhd,LowCake5,2019/08/07,"Private ADHD diagnosis, UK Hi, I've had symptoms of ADHD which has become more apparent during my studies in school and in university. 2 years ago I sought help from my uni's student support team and I undertook a ADHD diagnosis test in which I was diagnosed with ADHD. However I have been waiting for so long on the NHS and still haven't been able to be referred yet, in this time I've dropped out of uni since I have too much trouble focusing. Is there anyone who can give me advice on how to get private treatment, based in London in particular? I currently have a diagnostic report written by a psychiatrist at my previous uni. I want to go back to uni this September with my treatment in place so I won't be held back by my ADHD. Thanks",5.7469330289193294,6.176637239726031,7.1435159817351614,72.7406773211568,67.013698630137,10.324505327245053,34.71537290715373,10.25414643259724,3.6500952815829533,591,27,109,14,9,203,95,146,0.02,0.91,0.07,0.7096,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,1,0,11,23,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,0,14,2,23,14,2,23,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,9,74,19,5,0.13484218593360914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8102705184209228,0.13176622348950956,0.11952946191820354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428479164176534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073706353430751,0.0,0.0,0.14892260035116267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686198031689792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044947674432663,0.12935291170063315,0.07663392170546432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038187488000778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193310913151102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912452180196844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088138460432129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646749104554426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115428496249829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768514386933266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301731464526178,0.0,0.14015266133588622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414456818863945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862756299002213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953341490421281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683394676651944 adhd,cpt-lift-leg,2019/08/07,"Going on day 3 with forgotten lunch I keep preparing my lunch every day for work, and leaving it on the counter. I remember my lunch halfway to work. Last week I forgot it four out of the five working days. It's frustrating, how are you guys doing this week. Don't forget your lunch!",2.9258928571428555,4.9718812321428585,3.949428571428573,86.69557142857144,75.96428571428572,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,1.6633542857142856,223,8,44,4,5,72,43,56,0.095,0.8740000000000001,0.031,-0.5308,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,7,0,7,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,27,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698105950537417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459248870308594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800436093345414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043722234889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215836077724183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793667412459975,0.0,0.2571190685564014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27507601524895064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895628552043945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303435392909076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doobaloo132,2019/08/07,"Medication Hello. To those of you who are medicated, how long did it take to find the correct dosage and/or combination that worked for you? Thanks in advance.",4.768095238095238,7.908449142857144,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,75.42857142857143,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.5055333333333336,128,5,22,3,3,40,26,28,0.0,0.903,0.09699999999999999,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33108217842918425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205723380950121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7298404250387716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723605347049988,0.0,0.0,0.33350331457991544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637161342305881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,criticaledinburger,2019/08/07,"cleaning my room is literally impossible it's not even that messy! but I don't properly live here because I go to college far away. I have so much stuffI should be doing and my productivity has come to a grinding halt the past three days because I can't just clean my room, but the mess is making me feel agitated and I'm unable to find things or stay focused. The biggest thing for me has always been folding my clothes and putting them away - first I procrastinate on that, and then my floordrobe expands until there is nowhere to walk. It hasn't gotten that bad yet, but I found a few books and a chocolate bar in my bed last night. I always thought keeping my room clean would be a childhood thing, but it's definitely not, and it's way more stressful when I let it get in the way of adult responsibilities.",7.586624999999998,6.4597304125000035,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,63.625,10.25,36.25,9.188382445141503,2.9877499999999992,646,26,131,9,8,208,103,160,0.11199999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.085,-0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,8,0,16,1,0,1,0,24,26,15,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,11,7,1,2,4,2,0,4,5,3,0,2,4,1,18,0,12,17,3,27,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,10,91,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996919792313911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33839347549093113,0.0,0.1503642990686094,0.2195575246544287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512815471858596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614058055861926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894511348029554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105689940118887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459535379912738,0.15318107107992202,0.0,0.19745501860236828,0.0,0.0,0.09408750927384232,0.0,0.1023470315517203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006872324482865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679413675660247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415014999701126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901924924278235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020881239720065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323839408794325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689985243017964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191247703596646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103618365086527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919477291767,0.0,0.0,0.2062879200087797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589234359851419,0.0,0.0,0.1429681789103075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858877903931341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279279370650801,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kepharit,2019/08/07,"My relationship is falling apart Was diagnosed at 25 a few months back. Not yet medicated. I struggle to communicate properly with my SO (24f) which is a huge problem to her. I act without thinking and I cant seem to help myself, Everytime she tries to explain what is wrong with my way of thinking I don't or can't really understand and I don't know how to fix it. We make long term plans and I start changing them on the fly (minor details sometimes) without consulting her first or having conversations with myself where I decide something for me without talking to her about it. Minor decisions that affect her as well. I try to communicate my thought process but I can't form a coherent sentence without it sounding like an excuse. How can I better myself? The relationship is falling apart because of that an i can't seem to stop it, no matter how hard I try..",4.104655765920825,6.17964853614458,5.3836833046471595,77.5831325301205,72.67469879518072,8.11635111876076,32.339070567986234,8.841846274778883,2.992695008605852,691,34,122,14,14,230,102,166,0.107,0.8079999999999999,0.084,-0.3948,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,3,9,6,0,1,7,0,13,2,0,5,0,33,23,11,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,10,0,0,3,12,3,1,1,2,2,27,3,22,21,3,18,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,4,9,96,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110918760560122,0.0,0.08793299701783551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757672931013606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525965677422719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640994082348574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269832871963865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921898440685856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966872240344444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927560912740066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047289170177704,0.0,0.0,0.12765603696069078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628748692332624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531593216652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513836608528022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380270401182609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240975600236892,0.0,0.0,0.3097393971136821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626381785182234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110501113053501,0.14266618548426854,0.0,0.1021003535746322,0.0,0.0,0.1205988225782109,0.0,0.15080062412135267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594207397577587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848581752165446,0.0,0.11451778270457795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938072928567492,0.0,0.0,0.15016854467405652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449833140377393,0.0,0.0,0.12969738919797075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562044741121913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771389785654236,0.0,0.0 adhd,PleasantHedgehog,2019/08/07,"Went to a psychologist to get evaluated for ADHD today Waited in the wrong waiting room on the wrong floor, he came and found me 10 minutes after our scheduled time. Had to ask him to repeat himself several times, I just for the life of me couldn’t process much of what he was telling me. Called my parents to get help with the evaluation forms, my mom told me I was just lacking in self discipline and study techniques and that I was completely normal as a child. It was a day. This is my second time around, my first neuropsychologist concluded that he could neither confirm nor deny a diagnosis. Tomorrow I’m doing something called a qb-test. Hopefully that will get me some answers, because I’m honestly at the end of my rope here.",8.318357142857142,7.373207264285713,8.30857142857143,71.1164285714286,62.07142857142857,11.428571428571427,38.57142857142857,10.608840637214634,4.037071428571428,587,26,107,12,7,191,95,140,0.057999999999999996,0.882,0.061,0.1112,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,10,0,10,1,0,1,0,20,23,5,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,9,0,16,2,18,11,5,20,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,11,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987766668345221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723959199043932,0.15462512381709478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082529488206753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33778040223271383,0.1891716420730835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341701607757118,0.0,0.0,0.1320571185109526,0.0,0.0,0.10666824834200553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649383930306975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406877462869278,0.0,0.1813507463054406,0.0,0.0,0.2592414233723617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086302304269334,0.0,0.0,0.16427787474681566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682574125778278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937125406202955,0.0,0.0,0.1215868132766338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205525900571582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365528662086966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725465440630997,0.18685304912212394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733172527688685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456544224017784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893353121671677,0.0,0.15677828989400686,0.15804520497943172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332592126120484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616742473854459,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilkrytter,2019/08/07,"Cleaned off couch. Vowed never to put laundry on it again as that precipitates slide into complete disarray. <24 hrs later, helpful fiance moved laundry from dryer onto it to help. Just can't explain to neurotypical fiance how much it crushed me to finally achieve that order, then immediately have it disappear again. It SHOULD be easy to just look at it, decide whats clean vs dirty, and put it away. But it's just not, especially when clean and dirty clothes on couch are all crinkled and unfolded. There is now (2 weeks later) a mix of clean and dirty clothes, papers from cleaning out my work office, purse contents, new toiletries, and more on my couch, and instead of the pride I had it feels representative of many other small failures in life, and like I am just generally incapable of succeeding in life. My first plan was to explain that I had this rule to the fiance, but that would probably seem petty, controlling and unecessary, especially after the fact. Anyone have tips for not getting so frustrated at disorder and feeling out of control i want to scream (besides for coming to this sub to read about the relatable nuances of y'alls lives)?",8.214170653907495,8.636201832535889,7.688624401913878,70.95995414673048,61.77511961722488,10.603030303030305,37.033891547049436,10.317481424215053,3.915392025518341,929,41,155,19,12,292,137,209,0.126,0.7859999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9143,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,8,13,5,1,0,5,0,12,2,0,3,3,38,21,16,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,8,0,17,13,0,2,6,1,0,6,4,2,0,1,3,4,9,3,36,15,3,34,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,1,14,110,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442703526031099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671902290448305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328848572553147,0.1865775758042168,0.0,0.39917293956931066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039465392847198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995410632442707,0.0,0.0,0.19493593062942013,0.0,0.15136449260453294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297172295021323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855276204706855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138321588531704,0.08693756146579318,0.0,0.15713343565425972,0.0,0.1494334916580575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804137433210251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891330798344093,0.13081399613499808,0.0,0.1372462945378508,0.17186557484937884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918605948492527,0.0,0.0,0.3577785412804311,0.0,0.0,0.17799852447270986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199933220291174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495973792103873,0.0,0.14274105187069056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295499877017965,0.0,0.0,0.12641083619070312,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cml33,2019/08/07,"Trying to make a plan to improve myself, need help I’m a recent college graduate. I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD my senior year. I was diagnosed late largely because anxiety and my good grades hid the problem. I’ve always been “high functioning,” but IQ scores don’t mean jack in the scheme of things. I have four main goals at the moment. 1. Find consistent employment 2. Apply to Graduate School 3. Improve my physical health 4. Devote more time to the interests that make me feel good about myself (writing, books/film, music, building things, dating, etc) rather than lazy pursuits I don’t actually enjoy but simply use to distract myself (mindless Netflix and phone stuff). I have a few mental roadblocks. 1. My biggest frustration comes from procrastination. I procrastinate on my goals and when I inevitably fail to meet them, I become stressed/depressed. This ends up fueling more procrastination. Breaking this cycle is my biggest difficulty, especially in the morning. I’m always last minute and have a ton of trouble starting my day even if I get 8 hours of sleep. It’s even worse when I have nowhere I have to be in the morning. I even avoid things I enjoy because I believe I have no time, so I end up doing unfulfilling things like watching tv or mindless games. 2. I’m terrible at expressing emotions. I’m not good at venting. I feel the constant need to process how I’m feeling, so whenever I try to get help or explain myself I end up downplaying my difficulties. Emotions end up coming out in moments of frustration or weird moon swings before migraines. I was criticized for being over emotional as a kid, and I think this is my misguided way of dealing with that. 3. I’m afraid of failing. I’ve always been seen as the “smart” or “clever kid” but have never felt like it. I’m afraid of messing up and having people realize I’m some sort of sham. 4. I’m afraid of asking for help from people I know. I’ve spoken with therapists before, but for some reason I don’t like asking things of friends and family. 5. I finish very few of things that matter to me. I can pass classes, graduate, and wriggle my way through the big hoops, but I’m really bad at finishing projects and the things that have more personal value to me. So far I’ve researched grad schools, applied to take the GRE, applied for a few jobs (haven’t heard anything yet), and scheduled an appointment with a psychiatrist for the ADD. I still need to schedule Dental and GP appointments; I need to study for and take the GRE, write my statements of purpose, and contact people to write my letters of recommendation; I need to actually land a job and get a diet/exercise routine that keeps me from being skinnier than I’d like. I also need to devote time to things I truly enjoy like playing music, writing stories, and starting projects (that I actually finish). This post was largely a way for me to lay things out for myself, but I’d like any help and advice you guys have. It’s been a really rough few months, and I just want to be able to pull this stuff off for once.",4.753035371011151,6.5646130847750905,5.48611534025375,78.60723144944255,70.40138408304499,8.182760476739716,31.01053440984237,8.778014704023537,2.680359277201077,2425,105,428,44,45,787,275,578,0.106,0.738,0.156,0.9816,3,1,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,1,1,5,15,34,2,5,25,0,29,5,1,5,1,75,71,37,0,10,14,0,5,6,1,0,4,1,0,4,25,26,0,2,12,4,0,4,7,15,0,1,10,8,56,19,74,57,12,64,0,2,2,0,26,24,0,8,37,267,81,25,0.06807488068602295,0.0,0.19929379088988786,0.0,0.08181277763038397,0.06652198553732028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443945748983559,0.169931262287286,0.0,0.0,0.046293253253622574,0.0,0.052077097395665316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601982644885186,0.0,0.12728164801605932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568396818831633,0.08299563083600202,0.07518335734596565,0.11585341902385425,0.0766970789012238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172809638982625,0.0,0.07356476197716609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390266634811819,0.07018221282930961,0.05863279498377176,0.13818914186266448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297252344299959,0.24117655437095334,0.0,0.07592148674694603,0.13488844999088287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417493900155231,0.0,0.1032621152884674,0.0,0.06536256102545089,0.0,0.06221920766657709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052594483950978516,0.0,0.10669894641408577,0.0,0.0,0.1712939403857941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740483459665787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236041484430826,0.0,0.0,0.18251663026776926,0.07192484901508665,0.0,0.0,0.0670400448352649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351076299089389,0.060508081805567035,0.0,0.0,0.037412174113105726,0.05549011359240073,0.07679143054692647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995476886488889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088102293606402,0.0,0.0,0.07415350190219927,0.0,0.0,0.0686034683486964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054336720291338014,0.0,0.0,0.30285996873002946,0.05250354466833577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249752620685394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158365252253838,0.05944036004448166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519691806213056,0.0,0.0,0.06513846710306978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722102344881981,0.06999231520059941,0.06721573206264912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779082719736327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812404355071823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963675018581101,0.0,0.054364687651766164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585890322597404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236767650491294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904018334744314,0.4070333326762349,0.04361963480039639,0.0,0.0,0.11908503111512665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243675086656386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879483990793004,0.0,0.056168905944218535,0.040152328387957126,0.16210401499106813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937411921881914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043837991239164 adhd,Terranoshame,2019/08/07,"I have to study...but I’ll do this instead...now I’m bored with that Does this happen to anyone? I’m 33 and never officially diagnosed ADHD but I’ve taken adderall, vyvanse, and concerta courtesy of some friends and I never felt more motivated in my life yet for some reason my doctor tells me i don’t need to be prescribed! I have to study for a certification exam but everything else seems so much more exciting during times i could be studying ...at least for a short while. Who struggles with similar quirks and what are your remedies if any?! I love you",2.755202020202024,5.249511388888891,4.1909427609427645,82.5028787878788,78.62962962962962,6.8902356902356905,25.558922558922557,8.00094639256281,1.7587296296296298,442,17,82,8,11,146,77,108,0.073,0.757,0.17,0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,2,2,19,16,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,11,3,12,11,6,8,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,4,5,56,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790450875964378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789593366016805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235138354756734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853833791935891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356661288909889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23765445471508895,0.20318945283044632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939634419405238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208675776746897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229370777420071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938802233918674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532325270884186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640013876977592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955890987635084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068503814682942,0.17216460344278214,0.3581556975681545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387281338187353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113754109940928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427335133197697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202942715237854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539080284448501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gurowhore,2019/08/07,"Just a bit of a vent I’m so sick of my adhd stopping me from accomplishing anything, I have commissions in weeks late for, projects I want to work on, but I just CANT do it. I have adderall but I forget to take it and absolutely hate taking pills due to a traumatic event, so I’m just suffering, even in this post my stupid adhd is preventing me from actually wording what I want to say. I just hate having adhd and hate how people tend not to know just how debilitating it is, I am sick of making excuses for why I haven’t finished things yet and I’m terrified I’m going to get some sort of artists beware because I forgot about a commission and never finished it. It’s affecting my income, it’s affecting every aspect of my life and I feel like I can’t do anything about it. Adhd sucks.",4.143088650479953,4.966692546583853,5.949237718802937,78.47846979107852,70.73913043478261,9.084359119141727,28.92207792207793,9.339509955726095,2.468970186335404,624,23,124,13,11,216,90,161,0.293,0.674,0.033,-0.9945,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,13,7,5,0,4,0,11,4,0,5,1,30,30,11,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,2,18,1,20,29,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,10,84,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.13561612849268714,0.0,0.6680669044784836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287233921710005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471573112384899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172087504510653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178935923924547,0.0,0.11708947509281807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026816155614628,0.09928126105188706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726068682938642,0.0,0.0789807010249943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41161672848882797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637509712257429,0.0,0.15676589519956274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981596740809426,0.0678944508591802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276454948002204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107183381302581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634533382713026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309627326211484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051570767694986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161863893404684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897853227236465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232648359413892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393797222564827,0.0,0.11147454757671668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540015513840375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117290070630547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Srsr2266,2019/08/07,"It’s always one or the other? Either I spend all day in bed, or I spend hours trying to get my life together. It’s only falling apart due to the days I spend in bed doing absolutely nothing.",2.7814166666666686,3.882594975000005,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,74.25,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.1663333333333328,149,4,30,2,3,53,29,40,0.045,0.955,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32594339685130835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052555018208408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465814569109375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857664501143143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766842497288305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758670311788141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654404052888683,0.2979216044173893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659529638555521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ribboneesta,2019/08/07,"More testing needed? Finally went in and paid for my first ADHD evaluation by a local psychiatrist. The tests seemed like they were FOREVER, but the two sessions I had were about an hour and a half each. Now the psych calls me a week after our last session saying she needs more tests done? What could this possibly mean? I'm racking my brain. 😣 We did the lifestyle interview first, then tons of visual puzzles and math problems. It seemed like so much to me. What else could be left??",2.8291304347826056,5.525174086956521,3.26104347826087,88.06873913043479,79.86956521739131,6.288695652173913,23.33043478260869,7.554174236665415,1.1632400000000005,384,13,73,6,10,119,74,92,0.038,0.897,0.064,0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,8,0,8,1,1,0,0,15,16,6,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,7,1,9,2,7,6,5,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,11,52,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225479526704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944294782983336,0.1915782330949411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29959428391594617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919976301430088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673017383441082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552557389688475,0.0,0.31917434728128385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476524104783068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529331347982371,0.0,0.0,0.2038467378808839,0.0,0.0,0.1833206649565319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437023404694268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792029792855806,0.27823169104200296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115103079196534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795244111986925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920080185567006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415994743956205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832748334700467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049527559975176,0.0,0.0,0.17392311033272162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iltra3200,2019/08/07,"Re-prescription appointment after ~16 year hiatus. Advice? (UK/NHS) Hello everyone. I was diagnosed as a ten year old child with ADD in 1998. I took a fairly high dose of Ritalin until I was 16, at which point I stopped for a number of reasons, all of them bad. To cut a long story short I’m now in my thirties and have an appointment with an NHS consultant psychiatrist next Monday with a view toward renewing or creating a prescription for whatever they think is an appropriate drug. I managed to secure a copy of my initial report from way back in the ‘90s and I’ve forwarded that to the psych, but i feel anxious about this appointment and I’ve been preparing for it like it’s an exam, like a test, like they’re going to re-diagnose me. I know I have ADD and i feel its effects every day, but I think i have some trust/faith issues in the doctor(s) I’m about to meet. I’m also quite certain that medication (coupled with therapy) will be a massive quality of life improvement, especially since I’m going back to university in a little under a month’s time. The thought of being denied a prescription - or having to defend myself to a sceptical psychiatrist - is a little on the unbearable side. To put it bluntly, I’m freaking out. I’m sure that I’m just being ridiculous and I’m sure they’ll be more than happy with the original diagnosis report and a discussion about my mental health challenges throughout my adult life, but still: I’d love to hear from anyone else who’s been in a similar situation, especially if you’re in the UK. I have no idea what to expect, what questions they’ll ask me, what kind of approach they’ll be likely to take. Any input would be incredibly valuable. If you have any questions or if you’d like more information then please let me know. Thanks for your time.",4.100996725337701,5.917657575931232,5.6017304543593935,77.10122851002869,72.0945558739255,8.997175603765863,28.510130986492015,9.516144504307137,2.7852463364715514,1430,56,261,35,28,483,190,349,0.069,0.767,0.16399999999999998,0.988,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,5,3,9,20,3,0,27,0,25,9,0,3,4,46,48,19,0,5,10,0,2,5,0,5,8,1,0,2,13,14,0,2,13,0,0,6,1,5,0,1,6,4,28,15,49,29,4,44,0,0,1,1,21,19,0,9,25,166,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969949066773033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897745416139467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152681741600319,0.0,0.0,0.12682221400029448,0.0,0.0784950296586301,0.11502396961986272,0.0,0.0,0.10494825016067537,0.0,0.0,0.17264252153656107,0.09373268253998074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421391476055005,0.0,0.07239862277775717,0.0,0.0,0.22788373431277606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490319986032535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301863370971473,0.0,0.09377909688925176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458416584506504,0.1072695516706378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352438707212248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760025985915052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950320379415122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932747630440095,0.12652554548741402,0.0,0.0,0.11860919723873672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267282429323958,0.0,0.11717061350429032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690185375482633,0.12339067788882087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479378852744665,0.1585855754363849,0.2742236223594706,0.22502867566787366,0.0,0.09934685529736076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131932655292004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130904673924192,0.11313200403000052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960512065850197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939012956216985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779832722248733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232281260776908,0.10612229318788287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285263347420955,0.2515145127210281,0.11940267439312788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542231137784364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928629011854622,0.1261853092027221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965124082718767,0.09385465866685924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116080561686332,0.0,0.08440579368401321,0.0,0.0,0.10335422492049562,0.12837946560791985,0.0,0.0,0.1438637672061478,0.0,0.08912215871803722,0.13091979695596292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472535204313473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910702096496001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974651421375248,0.0,0.0,0.14458393783615367 adhd,plastic_sky_god,2019/08/07,"Voicemail Conundrum Hi, everyone! I love this sub. Long time lurker, first time poster, etc etc. People leave me a lot of voicemails at my job. And I have tried nearly EVERYTHING, but it’s like I’m allergic to listening to them. If I DO listen to them, I write them down on scraps of paper. Which I lose. If I actually type them up while I’m listening to them like a normal person should, I hardly ever take action on them. This is definitely hindering my job performance. Does anyone have any thoughts? I appreciate it so much.",1.7609520182787506,4.492499702970299,3.67960396039604,82.51952779893375,86.62376237623764,7.464127951256664,21.63061690784463,8.384062270229773,1.836292612338157,414,14,77,11,13,139,70,101,0.07200000000000001,0.77,0.159,0.8762,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,10,13,6,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,17,3,12,11,4,13,0,1,0,1,13,6,0,3,8,53,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.1876065183469745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073537354706752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344244166518953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823770188905052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288151396805977,0.0,0.17389951006825904,0.0,0.18370140084723785,0.17278029263214786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635262270583462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221663249095864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815533630447947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356309325396504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784552666915852,0.0,0.0,0.17013361390684825,0.0,0.21507656896458244,0.0,0.16344255112444575,0.1735115131068906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132455284787646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836242515479187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332807007483594,0.16786371939801825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454672642787206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262360239279968,0.22420295158210696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052391336389582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mandyi17,2019/08/07,"Why does bad memory go hand in hand with ADHD? My memory is horrendous, and all my life people and teachers have refused to believe that my memory was THAT bad. That I could be ask me a question then asked me to write down what I had just said have not even the slightest inkling as to what I had just vocalized. I have recently moved to a new area and have a bff thay I see or talk to minimum 3x a week. And despite me telling her every time I see her how bad my memory is she is just now getting it telling me quite frequently ""wow you really do have a bad memeory"" ""you seriously don't remember this hilarious thing that happened and we had a running joke about for a while"" I've come to accept it, and just know that that's just part of my life but it been making me wonder why we do along with other symptoms that don't make much sense. Sorry I wrote so much, it kinda turned into a rant.",4.8007125307125325,4.688037189189188,5.958280098280097,82.29968058968059,69.0,9.754299754299756,28.710073710073708,9.573946990214177,2.2746756756756747,700,22,151,14,11,235,111,185,0.10099999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.08,-0.4315,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,2,0,1,10,8,0,0,9,0,19,5,2,3,1,35,34,13,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,16,13,0,1,5,1,0,4,3,5,0,0,7,5,24,3,16,25,4,16,0,0,2,0,17,4,0,4,8,108,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420561209858373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554657295198768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563294402387987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393794407087308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769672795752813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090898661416742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956794782301575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024442203005448,0.0,0.11511870322585215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138479796458297,0.0,0.07765135059883586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120823594063363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508960248160299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301503197128111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240639703961825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521863491363513,0.20088109349198968,0.0,0.0,0.13196043859765513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795959158813593,0.0,0.0947237134955895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305957550207405,0.1453253926281015,0.0,0.0,0.08753022423944293,0.0,0.1349080271527495,0.0,0.15477789221260055,0.0,0.12996871594161855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177566910806311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294880323620166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201339564195628,0.0,0.10981996028239256,0.2388455074670578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077250586643128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967146042631547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486168334130183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959828242075116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465790069074992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817202659492607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beachcurrency,2019/08/07,"Need Encouragement For the past few months, I've had basically 0 motivation. It started at the beginning of a depression spell, but that went away, and I still can't get anything done, unless I have to. I hate this feeling. My apartment has been a mess for basically two months. I try to clean a little everyday, but I only have the energy to do a small bit, and that bit gets taken over with the next mess. I also haven't been able to do my job well, which sucks because I actually really love my job! I haven't called a psychiatrist yet to get meds even though I got a recommendation two weeks ago, I still haven't called about a lost Sephora gift card---I just hate feeling like this, because I haven't been this unproductive in years. What can I do?",4.7335570469798665,5.575028161073828,5.822342281879197,79.85780872483222,69.40268456375838,9.449932885906039,27.651677852349,9.642632912329526,2.2590316778523487,592,19,123,13,10,197,90,149,0.139,0.6579999999999999,0.203,0.802,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,3,0,11,0,17,1,0,1,0,11,33,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,7,1,2,9,2,15,4,15,24,3,21,0,2,0,1,4,7,1,0,14,81,23,3,0.1390920937099187,0.0,0.13573381918514665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329674873714007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123189708723263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446094170881024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068160067220685,0.0,0.0,0.16957849863885574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30370508358959963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840571582123888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979981649871152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233950360871275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186901608662304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406582836590699,0.09936741953828036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180096344469208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124465364439692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746492924268807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27605488148989993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795337117363384,0.1394068187014649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183545102457632,0.0,0.12553604509110972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544999600437528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220439643665563,0.0,0.0,0.1031350250563848,0.0,0.0,0.1479260196258977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578580499618268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277914204457633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910595688718656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845009983095787,0.0,0.2221582514186463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665727586086218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443440138421233,0.0,0.2717455293658045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157128766833947,0.0,0.1250604965341406,0.12893976437315113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957074803576302 adhd,its_okay_sammy,2019/08/07,"I forgot what RSD feels like and I just got reminded So I guess it's a good thing I forgot what it feels like, because that means I had a long time where I didn't feel so worthless? But just now I discovered that I had planned 2 events at the same time, and I can't really reschedule the 2nd thing so the first event has to be canceled because we can't reschedule it. And the person I was going with said it doesn't matter two or three times, and that I can't help it and this is just how I am, but I still feel like shit. Fuuuuck",2.7544565217391335,3.359543173913046,3.8684239130434785,92.93133152173915,73.78260869565217,7.141304347826088,23.07065217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.4858913043478257,415,10,100,4,8,135,67,115,0.096,0.8190000000000001,0.085,-0.2743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,10,6,1,0,6,0,12,1,1,1,0,24,23,12,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,13,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,8,5,14,4,3,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,2,12,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308592058163369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38297614282075626,0.40582769176675415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106603711836545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761532522685567,0.15882275022707806,0.15144521621430626,0.0,0.2085968789010481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692127250394222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775291931631715,0.0,0.0,0.16757401834278715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626409348546126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533827353419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130624227479275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012082890395711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943711166416484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121987132719922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515993003377101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331244855071653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849732059107733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Terran180,2019/08/07,"Something about the lyrics in the new Tool song hit home what it was like to try and take control of my ADHD. It's about getting over fear induced by a deceiver in your life but to me I am my own deceiver. It's a constant battle of exorcising the ADHD and taking control only to forfeit it all again when the meds wear off. It's a poison for eternity. [Verse 2] Enumerate all that I'm to do Calculating steps away from you My own mitosis Growing through delusion from mania [Bridge] Forfeit all control You poison, you spectacle Exorcise the spectacle Exorcise the malady Exorcise the disparate Poison for eternity Purge me and evacuate The venom and the fear that binds me",3.5555602665051538,6.264114125984258,5.03732283464567,76.3475772259237,77.03149606299212,8.632101756511206,31.02907328891581,9.265573868473778,3.4839271956390068,542,27,90,15,13,181,77,127,0.17300000000000001,0.799,0.027000000000000003,-0.9728,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,3,4,7,4,2,12,0,3,5,1,4,3,12,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,8,4,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,1,19,6,5,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229830658785285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653372603752734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016985771040293,0.5921233611083601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960486766452867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194131770006377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652042813777713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429856833218254,0.08597403280431493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547204801843288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699607893401376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383930939546235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547657378231642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646273290617908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947760916403627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tbrownie49,2019/08/07,"Forcing yourself to eat on adderall? I have been taking adderall for the past almost year. It really helps me, but ever since i started taking it, my appetite is shot and i have to FORCE myself to eat, and when i do it sometimes makes me sick. does this happen to anyone else??",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,82.33333333333334,4.340740740740742,21.962962962962962,5.46131890053228,0.307762962962963,216,7,39,1,6,70,40,54,0.091,0.8740000000000001,0.035,-0.6179,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,1,6,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394722782895026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034266570209575,0.24961439838796334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131908720540564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985620052469945,0.20351073718581547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036551727076456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154297021238612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329133500883605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261623437192246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232559985409102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560672837198426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152249386433327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094343509174784,0.0,0.17243336135223522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36633932006560255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688135602869166 adhd,Jackmcc83,2019/08/07,"I came in early for work I’ve been running around all day trying to set my life straight. I had to go to my campus to meet with a counselor, got that. Clean my apartment and prep for moving, got that. I even had to do some laundry so I got it in the washer but didn’t have time to dry it so now I have a basket of wet cloths. After all that I rushed out the door to make it to work on time for once. I finally get here and go to clock in..... I’m here early for my shift because I didn’t register what time it was. I could have finished my laundry and the pile of dishes I have waiting for me. Well just another day in the life of ADHD I guess.",0.3506933911159251,1.8629428450704248,2.4643661971831,96.84948537378115,81.8169014084507,5.214301191765982,19.373781148429035,5.8734145424116955,-0.3302108342361869,492,12,121,3,13,166,79,142,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,1,2,16,23,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,8,7,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,1,17,1,26,12,3,28,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,12,84,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245544997972473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592599542107575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633397398341768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390055995858235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137038724817156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491826010775158,0.0,0.0,0.2410024831599365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234110746244425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468240782917352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976201567973251,0.0,0.21237958885149044,0.0,0.4483172729160632,0.0,0.20583369182465255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395196487949124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247222208899243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985894240002755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898659115898187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268570065694197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685725234449904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799842784636032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205454973257337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TrippleXC,2019/08/07,"I finally got help, and i’ve never been happier Today was my first day of Concerta 36mg. For a long time i’ve struggled so bad with inability to focus, irritability, extremely bouncy legs, i basically could not stop moving. I also had some fairly bad depression so i finally decided to go to my doctor at the age of 15, so a couple months ago. I got prescribed lexapro which helped with the mood a lot but not my focus at all. She referred me to a psychiatrist and i got prescribed concerta and today was my first day. I feel amazing, my focus is back. I’m so happy!",1.8265634218289044,4.212349407079647,4.790464601769912,77.48947271386432,81.47787610619469,8.014454277286136,25.34587020648968,8.841846274778883,2.4184932153392333,445,18,83,12,12,160,71,113,0.131,0.74,0.129,0.647,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,6,0,6,2,1,0,2,17,12,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,7,1,14,2,11,4,3,20,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,16,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637700985731913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320537050907789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697410766604092,0.27575185113681056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184217311550914,0.1827122408321224,0.0,0.21298925529210933,0.0,0.14222547715286718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901666102169224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349424938029734,0.0,0.0,0.3617817795346153,0.0,0.2809175061570584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384668961834784,0.0,0.3962065487500133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757830287688654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213651492765411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461340831741532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038688070949235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180449563245936,0.17550613160544815,0.0,0.0,0.12735776445140853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805534613906326,0.0,0.17262881938634728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628812326389856,0.0,0.31304621318455905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MadTadBit,2019/08/07,"How was your first visit to the psychiatrist? What were your initial aprehensions, fears regarding a visit to the psychiatrist? How was your first visit? What was the experience? How did your parents react to it? Did your psychiatrist mistake your symptoms for something else? How did things change over time?",5.39344537815126,9.076286999999999,4.835742296918768,73.36941176470589,80.9607843137255,7.620168067226891,28.85434173669468,8.418075326091056,3.1088577030812328,251,11,36,6,7,76,29,51,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.7319,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,5,0,6,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,7,0,6,0,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245934102049716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563233748357204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014597136874843,0.0,0.3452775151086983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219916743189674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407067533985552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362185130738026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31892166852941883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384921363689976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891942501957395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-electric,2019/08/07,"Finally Diagnosed I was tested about two weeks ago using the IVA-2 CPT and I received my results today. ADHD - inattentive presentation. I'm honestly mind blown by my results. In the Full Scale Attention, Visual Attention, Visual Sustained Attention, Full Scale Response Control, and Visual Response Control I measured so inconsistently a valid score couldn't be calculated. In the Auditory Attention portion I measured a 50, Auditory Sustain Attention a 2, and Auditory Response Control an 18. I'm a senior in college with a 3.0+ and I'm honestly bewildered how I made it this far. Met with my primary psychiatrist after receiving my results and in the process of figuring out meds. Cheers to figuring things out I guess? Honestly unsure of how to feel.",6.196128205128208,9.193821407692312,7.696538461538463,59.1776282051282,69.53846153846155,11.410256410256412,41.6025641025641,11.038039088145766,6.3131025641025635,613,40,81,23,12,210,78,130,0.016,0.885,0.098,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,10,0,3,1,0,10,0,30,11,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,10,4,15,6,3,18,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,7,52,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489320427940225,0.0,0.1806307416440847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6856396812451055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682332715959856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303276589185743,0.0,0.0,0.2232212258412475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447678574738625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281309519312576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263437004829804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575067265592006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353764316456814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931511297830072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990547074864752,0.0,0.0,0.17599276246550638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345284562760765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rubixmaster5567,2019/08/07,"Rant - Wrote down some notes about how I was feeling yesterday I got a lecture today about not paying enough attention to detail and it definitely felt like he was acting like I was lazy. He's not my boss so it doesn't matter that much but it hurts. It makes me feel like I'm a broken person. I try 10x harder than everyone else does to feel normal and act normal and I get treated like I'm a lazy, retarded, piece of garbage. I know this is something I'm just going to have to deal with but it sucks. Even with medication, even when I've been doing way better than I have been I still can't live up to people's expectations. I fucking hate ADHD with every fiber of my being for making me feel like such a horrible, menace to society who can't even keep a ton any friends because I blurt stuff out without thinking, can't remember to hang out or call. Or I'm too sensitive and people don't want to be around it. Edit: Sorry for the wall of text",2.3240633484162885,4.113991312820513,4.011734539969833,86.730814479638,76.8974358974359,6.844645550527903,22.23981900452489,7.724431198458867,0.9487285067873308,746,21,154,11,17,250,122,195,0.19699999999999998,0.688,0.115,-0.9609,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,3,0,6,0,16,2,0,4,0,39,38,11,0,4,8,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,10,0,1,9,0,1,4,8,4,0,0,8,5,14,8,26,28,5,15,0,1,0,1,8,6,2,3,9,97,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660919362005758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093982092878634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302907231779595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424665083501756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222284299793009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411196844953264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248018406518212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094149345840413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154500296046094,0.0,0.0,0.14279960019660484,0.0,0.2738433344886193,0.0,0.1164411378351798,0.13205792470654196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795163161743741,0.1974630596546645,0.13269558411513474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677451525180702,0.127765513518947,0.07220483610576163,0.0,0.07854337622643062,0.0,0.11053275701893203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644585384877528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794808949160573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284027940321493,0.0,0.0,0.0759521998384157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375925592146819,0.0,0.1220348898366311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450180400346056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392239661240577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159436494820392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708172158068459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162371830684544,0.12067264764985546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655591468579638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639464444085832,0.0,0.15470581391463126,0.0,0.0,0.1103682883597384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820821490655634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855425534005118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099932772485945,0.0,0.0,0.09383007992272334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151511485218647,0.10969830750803752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322178736242785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dim_Glow,2019/08/07,On Habit Tracker Apps I'd like to take a moment to recommend a habit tracking app. I use one called Loop. It provides a very simple level of organization and helps me focus on what matters. It's also fun and rewarding to see all those little checkmarks start to add up. It's easier to see momentum build in the direction of your goals. You can set reminders too. I'd love to hear how others feel about this.,3.1957142857142853,5.161674567901237,4.656190476190479,82.29,74.92592592592592,7.591534391534393,25.151675485008816,8.418075326091056,1.7514712522045852,324,11,62,6,7,108,63,81,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,8,9,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,4,13,9,1,9,0,0,2,1,6,6,0,0,3,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887668041905105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050142665005085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510357404385964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366656264780942,0.0,0.20021767652523173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593364092775574,0.29938389033381657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269595633173307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241227205023027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760632057630628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211427060495966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459124202579134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579878057307637,0.0,0.24646538399523926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ScarlettDeLaCreme,2019/08/07,"More a vent than anything... I know ya'll aren't doctors and it says up there not to ask medication/medical concerns to your doctor/s... but I just want to vent a minute regardless. &#x200B; I've been taking Adderall since Sept 2018 when I first got diagnosed at 30 years old. I started at 15mg. I thought it worked well but maybe a bit more would be more helpful. She bumped me up to 20mg soon after (not sure what month). In May I was taking 20mg of Adderall XR and I felt like I was starting to have problems... Like it just wasn't working as well anymore. Before Adderall, I had A LOT of irritability because I would hyper focus on tasks and constantly be pulled out of it by coworkers or kids. Adderall helped that a lot. But it started feeling like that again... But work got stressful (budget cuts, more expectations, etcetc) as well as my kids being out of school... so I wasn't sure if it was an increase in stress or the Adderall not working as well anymore. It takes a while to see my Dr. though so I was kinda in limbo. I had to call for a refill and for some reason she e-scribed it as 25mg instead of 20mg (new system, before it was by paper but maybe it got messed up in the e-scribe). I didn't notice until about a week after taking it... But I very much felt like it wasn't helping more either. In fact, I asked my boyfriend (who also has ADHD) if he thought an increased dose could make things worse. He said it really shouldn't... So finally I got in with my doctor. I asked her if I could try something different (thought maybe I was building a tolerance to the Adderall and switching might help). She just said she could increase my dose again. I told her that she had already accidentally sent it in for the 25mg instead of 20mg and it didn't help. She decided that she'd bump it up to 30mg then. I was frustrated and annoyed, felt like I wasn't being heard... but thought she was the professional and I'd try it... Now here I am... beginning of August and a HOT mess. I'm snappy, at everyone... I snap at my kids. I snapped at my boyfriend. I even snapped at my boss! All of which is VERY unlike me. I am full of so much anxiety and rage it isn't funny. My relationship with my boyfriend is suffering. I am to the breaking point. I THINK part of it is complete burn out from work and my kids being out of school (I have like ZERO me time AND I schedule myself to work 8 long days in a row to have more time with my kids as I share a 7/7 schedule with their Dad). I'm kind of freaking out because I'm starting to feel how I did before I got the mental health help I needed. I am petrified I am going to lose my boyfriend and my kids (not like they'd be taken away but on a relationship level), and myself. I have fought my way to where I am but I feel like I'm sliding backwards. I thought I could handle this until I got it fixed... I thought it was just on me... but I can see it's affecting everyone I love. My boyfriend kind of shocked me into seeing it (saying I haven't been the same since May and he misses the ""old"" me)... All I do is ""freak out"" anymore... I'm always ""venting"" and talking about how everything is so negative and the sky is falling... I'm always irritable and not the same happy loving person I was before... I have far less patience, even with my kids. I fucking hate it. Thank gawd my kids are going back to school next week so I can finally have some ""me"" time again. If that doesn't help, I'll also have to stop scheduling myself so many days in a row. Furthermore, I definitely need to start scheduling more ""relaxing"" time for myself again... maybe start meditation or something. And I ABSOLUTELY need to ""fire"" my doctor. I never feel like I'm being heard. I've been going there for over 2 years so I hate to leave... but honestly I only stayed because I liked my therapist but I don't even see him anymore. Enough is enough. I need a doctor to help with this ADHD problem as well as this generalized anxiety problem (which I was diagnosed for as well but it never really comes up with my doctor -\_- ) &#x200B; ANNNNYYYWAAYYYY... this was hella long and I apologize as well as appreciate anyone who took the time to ""listen"".",1.9767206008519087,3.9954430380499417,3.5187281566549764,88.79597751320763,78.7859690844233,6.3509745781845,23.963048811691927,7.392516173487457,1.0200284200544862,3229,112,675,44,79,1066,315,841,0.14300000000000002,0.737,0.12,-0.9813,1,0,2,0,0,0,161.0,0,1,2,8,43,49,8,2,29,0,74,14,0,6,7,123,147,69,0,21,30,1,9,10,0,6,11,7,0,9,40,35,0,1,17,1,1,12,20,21,7,2,49,20,109,28,101,79,27,106,0,3,4,3,58,39,1,15,61,467,149,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654078110231201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891406494906984,0.07089384435713321,0.07376439207570079,0.0960528766346968,0.10772016947616926,0.0,0.0,0.06781745828434989,0.0,0.1758351272271364,0.030993276687268367,0.0,0.03647594080010837,0.0,0.12431450128321035,0.0,0.04164507349510927,0.034083415607589616,0.0,0.08106086475845478,0.0,0.15087024440044006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839174169075318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526108178089798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03818231657713702,0.046474228196807285,0.047899896750004466,0.0,0.1415605642284972,0.0,0.0,0.05717229631701903,0.0,0.0,0.08997848221473087,0.0,0.046310498831213694,0.0,0.27221290425733524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159975670144188,0.0,0.08782931737530691,0.0,0.0,0.08470943726006436,0.039836716788756485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964880335941132,0.09499799822786698,0.12767770221590974,0.09711238753938098,0.0,0.03770307305085066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097802072644941,0.0,0.0,0.0755732594098178,0.0,0.21270592431352947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047185100461962,0.0,0.08752410369679359,0.0,0.047115715550139235,0.0,0.0,0.2376824857449685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231594699523926,0.024360022775132325,0.0,0.0,0.04693408704814638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165510004629354,0.0,0.0,0.07845298199470359,0.0,0.04958866682776618,0.0,0.0753675609780157,0.08001061813159271,0.0,0.029587478421553588,0.044938891722657054,0.17812286510961642,0.0,0.04923541001883318,0.0,0.044669471663821014,0.047022133036670216,0.0,0.0,0.03538002736278584,0.0,0.06516838351564397,0.13146657758398725,0.06837279972177822,0.04280964585533529,0.047140453801234064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046464183229876,0.0930238809968403,0.0,0.0,0.0337113840138497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799997472045913,0.0,0.0,0.038703137648939935,0.0,0.0,0.041901730718027115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723996237461085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679183763178582,0.04557378534634705,0.0,0.09517755651576727,0.0,0.0,0.08432701135069172,0.07049850690728977,0.0,0.13457869403356554,0.14128608432735407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333268368558565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068247554836997,0.0,0.0,0.18824203049112448,0.04724486651041965,0.0,0.03705793114674345,0.10154895069954252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355213142299148,0.0,0.13330842113361732,0.035626992888910816,0.0,0.04080877609308483,0.0,0.05146508354936428,0.029447756243001142,0.02840185908384253,0.04354937701706161,0.2111359969766764,0.1292321790482641,0.0,0.0,0.04235471863003218,0.04924703338034628,0.06018793106118689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314602053966776,0.026144207258529492,0.03518335578132485,0.07111015553821823,0.0,0.2789763424917065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936160548360216,0.0,0.045171262142265536,0.06297483523787091,0.0,0.10772016947616926,0.05708807308410317 adhd,GolfWank,2019/08/07,I'm trying to buy a planner to organize my life ...and stuck in analysis paralysis because I NEED the 'perfect' one. It's been a week...send help!,3.8479310344827553,4.664330517241385,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,71.41379310344827,9.937931034482759,35.1896551724138,10.125756701596842,3.753882758620689,111,6,22,3,2,39,26,29,0.077,0.8079999999999999,0.115,0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289976673530178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361751245254598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812078745274639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40018260496818603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36571641794951903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366422606906671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329168341633796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theOGsoup,2019/08/07,"Currently experiencing a flood of new emotions Hello all, this is my first post in the ADHD subreddit and on the Reddit platform! So a few days ago, I was having a conversation with my mom and I briefly mentioned my difficulties focusing on tasks and other small annoyances in my life. She’s in told me that I should go and make an appointment with my doctor and mention this. Up until now, I assumed that this was just me and it was common for people to have the same issues as I do. At the doctors office, I was asked a few questions and he told me that I would have to take a larger test to definitively answer whether or not I have ADHD, but he said I probably did have it. Now after looking through the sub Reddit, I have seen so many things that I didn’t even realize were signs of ADHD that I have been doing for years now. I have strange emotions about this, and occasionally it makes me want to cry because of how much it makes sense. I have just been so naïve to the fact that I have the signs and that they are not common. I think part of it is because I wasn’t able to compare it to others and how they had the ability to focus on tasks easily. I’m not viewing this as a bad thing whatsoever, if I can get help I feel as though my life will change immensely. I am someone who has a lot of ambition, but little ability to focus for a long period of time. I am very excited to see what happens in the future and to continue this journey! Thank you to everyone on the sub Reddit that has helped me realize more signs and has given support to everyone else that has this disorder!",5.87204513888889,5.521454003125001,6.8308333333333335,77.75305555555556,66.78125,10.236111111111112,31.527777777777786,9.861636050157227,2.8174131944444447,1251,44,252,25,18,420,166,320,0.059000000000000004,0.861,0.08,0.7527,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,1,13,5,1,0,19,0,36,4,0,5,2,46,57,27,0,4,10,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,28,14,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,16,7,36,3,41,38,8,34,0,0,4,0,19,13,0,5,18,201,64,3,0.11680035364258913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211139819892478,0.0,0.10353646617408324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919256376706113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752341653753098,0.14240082295766926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123559286979652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829970395430335,0.07532656544729932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386332438249054,0.23910022241588955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757170797435552,0.2627693539002101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714553201055954,0.0,0.0,0.223215486549372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059057768259647064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099350321140898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102336402143541,0.0,0.06638033264028936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328616698705001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657763000167932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190922351830627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499908794917734,0.0,0.11706463890375875,0.0,0.10336463748090996,0.09808288013901822,0.0,0.0,0.09929948384675676,0.0,0.0,0.2338954290781146,0.1184172260531768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679516253245874,0.0,0.0,0.08586169914823896,0.0,0.0,0.11280650937708415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648340088355225,0.0,0.08097465867972893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186245218975847,0.0,0.12593053618168135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308431270963815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110388332595544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307475966037948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896456060989192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254365716679792,0.0,0.0,0.08781932995586507,0.0,0.0,0.10753407301168262,0.0,0.0,0.15519392998417875,0.07484095042259753,0.11475575442605718,0.0,0.06810722549255642,0.0,0.0,0.223215486549372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637252407772573,0.06889187477121304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297162006183542,0.0,0.0,0.07521559829580972 adhd,AprilZodiac,2019/08/07,"Finally getting treatment I’m 19 years old, and after years of signs of ADHD, I’ve finally been diagnosed. Today’s my first day on Adderall, and I can’t believe the difference I can already see. It’s so great to be able to see other people dealing with a similar circumstance, and I know we can make it through this journey together",4.417230769230769,6.0758701076923085,6.0,75.20000000000002,71.0,9.507692307692308,36.07692307692308,9.888512548439397,4.06136923076923,267,15,46,7,5,91,51,65,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.7384,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,8,9,0,11,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,9,29,9,0,0.2086475650125673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25075382677826785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024777634174556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350743562831208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345604184507193,0.2151064778441215,0.0,0.21177288649101586,0.0,0.21799229706765005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571264177177226,0.0,0.17747551221203173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900974110839827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003467701696664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466724512568148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927386982078332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894052118243484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464995040125178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33253019124741784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777349511249226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687243821779275 adhd,apcolleen,2019/08/07,"Attn Nightowls: ADHD and DSPD (delayed sleep phase disorder) often go together. https://add.org/adults-with-adhd-and-the-sleep-problems-they-face/ Most of my family has ADHD and the only one who doesn't also doesn't have the same sleep cycle as the rest of us. Im hoping to save some people some stress. You can get diagnosed from a sleep specialist. Many pulmonologists are also sleep specialists. If you have a diagnosis you can get ADA protections for your job like alternate start times. Im very lucky (yay disability...) that my life works around sleeping 3am to 10 or 11am but it does make for lowered productivity and vacation stress with my early bird bf. Im hoping this will help someone get the help they need!",6.369978181818182,9.207295656,5.928218181818185,72.80010909090913,68.44,9.025454545454542,25.763636363636365,9.573946990214177,2.57468,587,18,95,14,11,181,91,125,0.055999999999999994,0.802,0.14300000000000002,0.8895,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,4,1,1,4,8,0,2,6,1,9,7,5,1,0,20,18,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,6,10,17,5,6,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,9,5,53,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797225658860301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844875240129245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937571405487043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689759604289432,0.0,0.0,0.12070585918909513,0.0,0.09216625295734764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928633484507912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650760793248253,0.0,0.059855790385944616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118756908458382,0.0,0.0,0.2092130735146257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412910605498532,0.0,0.10451386157873448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439063973719602,0.051454038344251316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030192638028925,0.10677796236926287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809345500058971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136756638981875,0.08010061565073644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301563586268489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6323764420388857,0.0,0.08923730508556517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454604715274186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128743769101496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141294643613208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668700771065747,0.0,0.0,0.08690004058008595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667422368786253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asaltyparabola,2019/08/07,"Finally Realizing I Might Have ADHD I've spent most of my life being called ""smart"" and ""gifted"" up through middle school. Well, I am smart, but I didn't realize I don't pay attention. I graduated from high school with a 3.6GPA surprisingly. I failed three classes with one of them being a retake of Calculus. Calculus is where I realized I have a problem. I never had to study, and I never had to pay attention. I just read the instructions and did the work. School was the absolute easiest thing for me personally, but something was always wrong. I couldn't study for heck. I did not spend a single moment in any of my classes paying attention or actually hearing what my teacher was saying to the class. I still have a very hard time hearing what anyone is saying to me because I just cannot focus on what they are saying, especially with background noise. I never notice people talking to me until I look at them and give them my complete attention. I also forget. I have been picked at by my parents for mu forgetful nature since I could remember. Did I do my chores? No, I forgot. Did I do my homework? No, I forgot (and didn't want to anyways). Did I have my parents sign my form? No, I forgot. Where is my hairbrush? Where is my homework? Where are my SHOES?! I forget. I still do. I cannot hold onto a single hobby... except video games. Photography was fun for 2 weeks. Exercising was a blast for 3 days. Drawing was fun for 3 weeks, and it's fun every time I go back. I cannot stand watching certain tv shows for too long. I can make it through three episodes. I love TV. I talk over people. I struggle with waiting my turn. It aggravates me. I talk a lot. Lately I haven't, but I do for the most part. It has to be with people I like or want to like. I speak very loud too. I don't hear myself yelling. I cannot manage my time or plans. I live my life through flow. I just don't put the effort to, but I'm not sure if it's because I just can't focus on it. I don't follow through with anything except relationships tbh. But yeah. I am going to make an appointment today finally!! I had to drop out of school because I wasn't focusing on my work at all. Hopefully I'm right, and I can get some solid help!! I'm SO excited.. and nervous!!",1.2838397080686583,3.583664035320087,3.4362607559580134,86.89248817407758,83.03973509933775,6.2586655854394735,22.710681623642834,7.523968598718282,1.1150736495922873,1740,61,352,29,49,592,205,453,0.126,0.767,0.107,-0.4922,2,0,1,0,2,0,77.0,0,0,4,5,17,19,0,2,15,1,54,5,1,3,6,69,78,20,0,7,17,2,1,2,0,1,3,9,3,1,10,15,0,5,8,7,5,5,22,5,1,3,22,12,75,14,50,50,9,44,0,1,2,1,23,18,1,10,21,258,85,21,0.0,0.0,0.0888249640097006,0.0,0.1093915218748728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279077030925647,0.07573812605697716,0.0,0.0,0.06189851478740109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364514450956525,0.0,0.07490387501683206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999078973201016,0.0,0.1664596649034364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294428981069418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543550362235052,0.0,0.0,0.07267416945042908,0.0,0.0,0.05870207106135227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669049785324852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994217004216198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047555571263836256,0.08731720794589949,0.10346052499772307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153840451635846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077673833000208,0.0,0.061010555229730326,0.0961704139899381,0.0,0.09040601703963623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267749974738824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858396142629633,0.08893812588596735,0.0,0.08037465650915354,0.08055216985673462,0.07643609084833396,0.0,0.0,0.07738419138738134,0.0821514840890751,0.0,0.12151663464398872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656063418090456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106068081825493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362987606791133,0.0,0.0,0.061679294842578475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021397342430309,0.09856864630237823,0.0,0.1893109080346347,0.07947745614300457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709637119513719,0.0,0.09150289129117348,0.0,0.0,0.09104726950099228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772424838516186,0.10311090446504556,0.07773283507089272,0.0,0.2171545641219437,0.0,0.36847907439630173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529486632758307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007367329781974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538159174466578,0.0,0.0,0.09515662383021747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578775861867674,0.0,0.0,0.2194816443968413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047139579591981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592280957022818,0.0,0.08627881733585277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900649177272994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502064171697972,0.10737501980490263,0.0,0.14602573877536176,0.0,0.08184028247615924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253112832341596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995189651141991,0.0,0.0 adhd,IDoNtNoHow2SpeL,2019/08/07,If you are a forgetful person and forget to take your meds set a reminder on your phone and keep it on! This has helped me alot recently!,3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,4.620000000000001,86.875,71.85714285714286,8.457142857142857,24.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.551514285714286,108,3,23,2,2,35,24,28,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30671364425802866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067279622776527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508280515026859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995508665375956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45181597100846604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34405153184107784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RainbowSprnklz,2019/08/07,"Hyperfixation Sharing Time So hyperfixation, one of those untold symptoms of ADHD that so many of us deal with (whether it’s mostly fun or mostly detrimental). I just felt like sharing my experiences with it and I encourage everyone else to do so as well. Does anyone else hyperfixate on things for like 6 months to a year. Like it’s always in the back of your mind and every new thing you learn you find a way to connect it back to your hyper fixation. Like most recently my hyperfixation was gender and trans issues (I’m not trans btw, problematic I know). I came back to that forever, watched so many trans youtubers over and over just understand one of the most complex topics which is wtf is gender. I also realized recently that a lot of my crushes could be seen as hyperfixations seeing as they always lasted YEARS and I literally could not stop them even when I wanted to. And the fact that most of the social interactions I had somehow related back to them. Now I’m studying history at university and hyperfixating on things can be a blessing if I’m working on a project that relates to the fixation , but it can be extremely distracting if all I want to read is research about something completely unrelated. Idk I’d love to hear about your guy’s experiences with hyperfixation.",6.055395028304204,7.631420175732219,7.1239035195668245,69.02805562392322,66.90794979079499,10.477085897120356,33.305685454097954,10.59048541779884,3.884463746000492,1038,46,178,29,17,349,136,239,0.04,0.8370000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.9284,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,5,3,1,18,12,0,1,10,0,13,2,0,0,2,42,26,21,0,6,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,15,11,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,5,5,21,11,33,16,7,24,1,0,3,1,18,7,0,10,19,131,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155343557583058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419179328423982,0.1960113866905267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235728609164346,0.12068358996203052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622743911201528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347134765634158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349424509429376,0.0,0.0,0.18808182182702204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143009478525978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307354043988558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678677606754466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779519723260155,0.0,0.09923806946909076,0.11254762491690773,0.0,0.2304306351036952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309107622513112,0.0,0.1076524090625562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662464211499896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327510874628041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293585695645727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473098617916234,0.09600965090054908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301731808290381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013571401512386,0.1063046259084261,0.0,0.0,0.2388289047065873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892822698850708,0.0,0.09401403616817576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375648618134307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962692426655198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781583779779535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325949093477279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385856959499744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006591819391428,0.0,0.09067584972508876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847266774056493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242263704628875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347512955922547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868077647625086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226172601741824,0.14167960607572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894406703466927,0.09349142805984588,0.0,0.0,0.10590192872760283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085748128435308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169802195646834 adhd,youaregaynigga,2019/08/07,"How the heck do you figure out your proper dose? I have been taking Vyvanse for a year now, and I cannot seem to settle on what is the correct dose for me. I figure the purpose of the medication is to let me function on a ""normal"" level, but I have no idea what ""normal"" is supposed to feel like! I've been experimenting with different doses (under my doctor's supervision, of course), and I always feel like a dose is either insufficiently effective or just making me more focused and productive than I deserve to be - like I'm getting high on a performance enhancing drug. How do you know when you are on the right dose of your medication? I would really appreciate any guidance. Thanks a lot! TL;DR: How do you know when you are properly medicated, i.e. not dosed too low and not too high?",5.474802631578946,6.352316875000002,6.873526315789476,72.85568421052633,67.75,9.764210526315793,29.673684210526318,9.888512548439397,2.8734136842105262,623,22,114,14,10,213,91,152,0.018000000000000002,0.8,0.182,0.9801,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,7,0,2,9,5,0,0,10,0,17,11,0,5,1,30,27,11,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,1,11,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,18,4,17,22,3,15,0,1,0,0,7,11,1,3,7,85,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584744616189326,0.0,0.0,0.11102407192853946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057452300962256,0.0,0.16710604676630772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933262225712744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970201438207055,0.0,0.0,0.16510081145042882,0.2332694693939189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852978974169765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449915073694002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184303445994676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794495576701107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694692765273195,0.0,0.2392853750885868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879990594658367,0.0,0.0,0.1089789604125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493409259860651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31992509558234755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459011303450386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942524956797014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862801270513587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275305234191496,0.0,0.0,0.15031013900443452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159769680030877,0.0,0.0,0.10513567205732648 adhd,Skerechar,2019/08/07,"Do you ever....? Just wondering if these things happen to you as well.. \- Start an episode and Netflix, actually stare at the screen for 20 minutes and finding yourself 20 minutes later still staring at the screen with no idea what you just watched? \- Lose stuff and then spending way too much time searching for it and afterwards find out it's at the most obvious place you could have left it? \- Going to the grocery store for 1 item in particular and coming back with a back full of groceries without that 1 item? \- Postpones a small household task for weeks/months looking up to it and then in the end finishing it in 5 minutes? \- Quickly browsing Reddit and finding something which triggers your curiosity and then suddenly spend hours researching it? \- Looking for your phone while actually calling with someone on your phone? \- Do a lot of talking for an extended amount of time and still feel like you didn't have an interesting conversation? \- Ask someone a question that popped up in your mind and they'd be like: ""How the hell did you come up with that?"" \- Think you really hurt someone's feeling and when you finally dare to ask them about it they have no idea what you are talking about? Could be going on with this list for much longer, I'm just eager to see if this is familiar to you.",5.35229166666667,7.092013645833338,5.0975,82.26416666666668,68.79166666666666,8.0,32.5,8.515128840125781,2.582375,1025,46,187,16,18,315,137,240,0.081,0.882,0.036000000000000004,-0.909,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,14,3,1,15,8,1,0,13,0,14,0,0,2,2,44,30,20,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,19,0,0,10,1,3,4,4,3,1,0,2,10,17,5,38,23,8,43,1,2,8,0,26,17,1,6,23,138,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.2311884726019866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147742032280374,0.0,0.0,0.18216797445122632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209550076263701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407565224078286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891521197917712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491528420829707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714862807847356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978803054823292,0.08462372195583857,0.0,0.12976081341032178,0.32479504681107635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464053160894646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047486799015098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665355076614188,0.0,0.12680769771248113,0.2674408032886442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870086197513878,0.0,0.0,0.11574150189024827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894343095892664,0.132519978275583,0.0,0.10070554606942868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196049996721218,0.0,0.09454903221718887,0.0,0.17415496967771638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375945335169855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269584144070176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758848096817621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439268094630167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010976411454655,0.09119184949832533,0.0,0.0,0.08384251008359947,0.0,0.1891953940798909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560174761594426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041803805942287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869572358420604,0.07590068436099819,0.0,0.0,0.13814322227669112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402345015640963,0.0,0.0,0.10650457398953783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418564578037145,0.1284585540139651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sai____,2019/08/07,"cleaning anyone else struggle with cleaning? for me it seems like i can only clean while people are talking to me.",4.454285714285714,7.1407070476190535,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,73.76190476190476,4.2,29.54761904761905,3.1291,1.1710761904761902,92,4,14,0,2,28,19,21,0.094,0.6940000000000001,0.212,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28306012263262265,0.4147867589563966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338175840958227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777499928697634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30788446763344657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806517776907204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685336610634965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232066062264911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32537963242554746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marblefloor7778,2019/08/07,"No more adderall Hey guys. So I recently have been having an issue with my bladder (UTI symptoms etc) which I learned are actually just irritated bladder symptoms. This might go away, but my doc is making me cut out a variety of foods, including coffee and adderall, since its technical a diuretic (makes you pee more, irritates the bladder) While I can go without coffee/my meds for a while, I learned this might go on for months, and it might be a chronic issue. I’m terrified. I can function without coffee and adderall, but my dreams of going to grad school and just keeping my job are at risk if I’m not able to focus. My doc said there is nothing he can do now... I’m anxious that there won’t be another stimulant available that’s not a diuretic. My ADHD gives me bad anxiety, and I’m worried I’ll never be able to succeed. Even coffee helps me a lot! Thank you for reading and your replies :)",3.040235714285714,5.21507214857143,4.453910714285716,82.61115178571431,76.08571428571429,7.3464285714285715,30.9375,8.278499904357787,2.53735,706,35,131,13,16,234,107,175,0.161,0.742,0.09699999999999999,-0.8829,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,1,1,8,0,18,8,4,3,1,28,32,12,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,7,8,1,1,2,2,0,4,7,3,0,0,2,1,17,2,15,23,4,14,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,5,6,91,24,7,0.2620355374226256,0.0,0.127854442721891,0.0,0.15745789737988494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738355414350836,0.1002282344527514,0.14801278591859496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309550654549095,0.0,0.10939436425809107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611944509618055,0.08653600057581654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842720598619262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568418221633326,0.2978416690572154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972818960845325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878184486311577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27349702209930954,0.13001491907261947,0.11645461273345525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138662171861148,0.0,0.0,0.17491075596889713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455312051965754,0.0,0.0,0.4169674441091916,0.0,0.0,0.10457713300294476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104898021940216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257150826472672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105322398023034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936424050103204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462790081160265,0.0,0.0,0.1325969766406894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837925217826223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723552549974389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062355863700745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525929073154522,0.0,0.0,0.13305490388017518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jithin894,2019/08/07,"The video that changed my life. Please find time to read the whole post (I know it's hard ;-) But try ) Hello friends. I'm a PG student currently pursuing Research and Business Analytics. I came to know that I have ADHD fairly recently (5-6 months). The video that helped me understand this was very uneasy to watch. I'm into gaming very much (a way to distract myself from unnecessary thoughts). This video came in recommendations in YouTube (a gamers experience with a kid having ADHD). The video- https://youtu.be/KZWOXgc7PA4 As an analytics student, I've decided to dedicate this year into research on ADHD to find ways to help kids having ADHD. I always felt that my condition was a blessing more than a curse (before coming to know that I have ADHD). However, my mindset changed and wanted to move into medication and drugs. In the last few weeks I learnt that I don't need medication. It's the way I was supposed to function and I don't feel any need to change my outlook on life. This is partly because over the last few weeks I realised I have people in my life who genuinely love me even tho they don't know about my condition. So, I'm going to try and find ways to help kids having ADHD using different analytical tools. I'll need your help for doing this. I'll post again when I need your help making world a better place for people having ADHD. P.S.: I'm from India. My parents (most Indian parents) don't feel that ADHD is a real condition. This is for those Indian kids.",3.5188282588638455,6.005629871886125,4.762127323052591,79.45724660603665,75.9039145907473,7.4369843152761295,24.998154738368264,8.401726058763845,1.9092110452089093,1178,41,209,23,27,388,141,281,0.037000000000000005,0.8590000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.9533,5,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,1,1,6,5,0,1,16,0,18,7,0,2,0,35,43,10,0,5,1,2,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,17,12,0,0,13,6,0,5,4,1,0,0,7,5,25,4,32,36,7,34,1,0,1,1,19,12,0,1,11,126,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707483721389592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580497737517556,0.0,0.0,0.04744235124427559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252788034024933,0.0,0.05936457487733191,0.0,0.0,0.06170115954539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958433778473272,0.0,0.0,0.2214052333037096,0.06009606467971841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728892058575908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090483992429942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607889036013827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824321004555876,0.0,0.0,0.07055020187502865,0.0,0.06698500019875317,0.0,0.19129086617134344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538999920235349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03964885574167441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249541915907617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338088563803705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336329856636846,0.11373499482581385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478304968217526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296531632105838,0.0,0.04656844257574855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056108137554116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568547441244885,0.07414877735275248,0.05128504163592176,0.20691840249523488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493076538783696,0.07554831251786383,0.0,0.09673204194747466,0.0,0.0728892058575908,0.07658063078499057,0.0,0.0,0.13363049124251425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978352476362637,0.07940743995785714,0.0,0.0,0.06888417092198587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055385335708541136,0.04068032580001077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473122959117043,0.0,0.0,0.07262745630599074,0.0,0.060254254134638786,0.0,0.11512627769809065,0.04114899543181045,0.22150371315606365,0.11192198089857304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788973521671454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449261443523446 adhd,Keetchaz,2019/08/07,"How I use my smartphone to get to work on time (most days) (Android-specific, but the concepts should be applicable to iOS) A little background about me: Getting to work/school on time has been a lifelong struggle for me. I was diagnosed with ADHD two years ago at the age of 36. I'm currently unmedicated, seeing a therapist who specializes in ADHD treatment. I have a job where being more than five minutes late can be a serious inconvenience to my coworkers, and after a talk with my boss a year ago (of the ""if you want to continue to work here..."" variety), I realized I had to get serious about my tardiness. My methodology is as follows (with names of specific Android apps, though I'm sure there are apps on iOS that will do the same things). Step 1: I use an alarm that can be deactivated only by scanning a specific barcode. I set the barcode to a hair product on my bathroom sink counter. The snooze gets shorter and shorter until it can't be snoozed anymore, and then I have to get up to scan the barcode in the bathroom. The app I use is Alarm Clock Xtreme. (https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.alarmclock.xtreme.free) I paid for the pro version years ago, so I don't know how much it costs now, or if the barcode thing is available in the free version. (I just discovered that the pro version isn't on Google Play anymore, but they're still updating the free version, so okay?) There are other ways to disable the alarm - push a button, shake the phone, solve a math problem - but I find the barcode scanner to be the most useful, because it gets me in the bathroom. Win! But then I still have my phone with me... which brings me to... Step 2: I use an app blocker that blocks apps I've predetermined to be a distraction, and on a schedule I select. For me, I give myself a few minutes to veg out on my phone while I take care of business on the toilet, and then the app blocker kicks in to remind me to get moving. I block all games, social media apps, shopping apps, my browser - anything I could get sucked into. The app I use is Stay Focused. (https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.stayfocused) I have the full version. There are lots of app-blocking apps out there, but most only let you block a handful of apps in their free versions. They prove the concept, sure, but I couldn't be sure they were ADHD-proof. I can vouch for this one, though. If you'd prefer a free app, there is one I stumbled across that lets you block lots and lots of apps for free - I think it's HelpMeFocus? (https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.apps.dsimpletools.helpmefocus) Step 3: Since I get distracted by my own thoughts in the shower, I also use a timer. I used to use a physical kitchen timer that had warning beeps at 10 minutes and 5 minutes before the time ended, but someone else in this sub mentioned a Tabata timer, so I installed one, and it's worked great. I have a long timer (15 minutes total, with two ""warnings"" at five-minute intervals) and a short one, for when I've dawdled too much. It's louder than my kitchen timer. The only thing I have to watch out for is to make sure my volume is up when I use it. I don't really have a recommendation for this, cos I just kept using the first one I installed. There are lots of options in Google Play, and I'm sure in the Apple store, too. The one I use is called Tabata Timer: Interval Timer Workout Timer HIIT. (https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.evgeniysharafan.tabatatimer) It allows you to create two timers for free. In using these apps, I found I had to be a bit generous in the time I gave myself to accomplish everything in my morning routine - but not so generous that I was losing sleep. Fine-tuning this system for me was definitely a major component to achieving some moderate success. Just as important is not faking myself into thinking that I don't need the app blocker. I ALWAYS NEED THE APP BLOCKER. I have no professional or personal or financial relationship with anyone who created any app anywhere, so spend money on these or don't, idc.",6.2804482922201155,7.658293036290324,6.24511068943707,76.27148956356739,66.21774193548387,8.36217583807717,30.717267552182165,8.613243077465945,2.333669070208728,3225,120,579,47,51,1018,317,744,0.08199999999999999,0.787,0.131,0.9927,3,0,1,0,0,0,170.0,0,5,3,9,31,32,1,7,59,1,56,6,3,19,8,103,100,44,0,11,20,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,29,21,2,9,9,5,12,8,10,13,0,11,13,6,76,25,92,71,25,81,0,1,4,0,23,37,1,16,32,399,105,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037863009382348,0.0,0.1503107070026363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520082717420467,0.04703104434607434,0.0,0.0,0.03843707186169834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210977862774596,0.039521675141392335,0.0,0.046513000136275615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034455442234455215,0.0,0.04809627623324216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170766369513159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771554226879967,0.0,0.0576282063296409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512842163094926,0.0,0.0,0.03645217872456897,0.0,0.0,0.0573688993856358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721709155890071,0.0,0.0500619415367385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050798558523230695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166031739346407,0.04807780151751468,0.0,0.06197373556716265,0.0,0.0,0.2657749099042711,0.05422129768552258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062315986053075034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608961689754705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03106315335000325,0.0,0.06375956595929788,0.0,0.0,0.11559567116954735,0.0,0.0,0.05665014877961541,0.0,0.050020417323958836,0.0,0.06323394589210325,0.0,0.19221280093923107,0.0,0.0,0.03772904434173456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060074212361232976,0.08310072241741888,0.08382107228693493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298056581537513,0.1289631665285715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935305319757753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054084164862741466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03620960410565679,0.0,0.0,0.060683749371244586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720353998293975,0.045040919544647784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675579370184425,0.0,0.05656307503650155,0.05761732130333455,0.04789112352764992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024520366671236,0.09027749225406627,0.0,0.0,0.05908933357837413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663577837211106,0.0,0.0424977017339619,0.045430447817046464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562669490180509,0.11265262472459547,0.0724343579060378,0.11106565778411867,0.04487235714250884,0.13183432651399066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564209138580402,0.0,0.0,0.634622050978823,0.0,0.0,0.033338290640475735,0.044864735394200835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459550025636369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919543785143633 adhd,danlee8989,2019/08/07,"Sleep Don’t know if this is the wrong attitude, but I’m kind of at point where I’m so sick of not sleeping properly that I’m not even trying anymore. Like the stress of worrying about sleep is worse than being tired for the first half of the day. It’s less stress than worrying about getting to bed early enough, getting enough sleep, hoping I can fall asleep quickly, going to bed and tossing and turning for hours getting frustrated, thoughts running all over the place because there is nothing else to focus on. Seems when I do sleep longer it’s even harder and takes longer to wake up properly. Either way I don’t feel like I wake up properly until after midday, even though I have been up for 5 hours and have been at work for 3 hours. So I guess I’m wondering if anyone else has kind of just gone with it, embraced being a night owl, and how are you finding it? Maybe 5 hours sleep is enough?",10.116775738228256,6.463010541899448,8.951572226656026,76.42972067039109,60.89944134078212,12.016280925778133,37.861931364724654,9.23628265651192,3.2105428571428565,713,22,145,8,7,221,104,179,0.17800000000000002,0.769,0.053,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,14,9,1,2,6,0,16,11,9,1,1,23,34,14,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,4,0,2,4,1,7,5,27,28,6,27,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,6,14,92,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950783169111544,0.06703526489745497,0.0982312167605706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584421001661088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061828893844927416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017591506506093,0.0,0.0,0.2971812572601907,0.0,0.18996576629907985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847528176495345,0.06849029484889325,0.0,0.0,0.08762439974439461,0.0815478632644901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026599475511992,0.0,0.054485725133437225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561276643021376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952215812734155,0.37765467660771695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966988400511387,0.05268821996835973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367550147290478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631535225687983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996848275380605,0.0,0.09199085487169388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016483858768474,0.0,0.09062912730032928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727740016238217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756417011558265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196399199378232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208309574624988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419281652323938,0.07611090210270156,0.0,0.11018966486909093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509014750243927,0.10428016863965453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609797436330333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396806045555794,0.06979526374540297,0.1947234030327298,0.09770078698077894,0.0,0.10481993937099612,0.0,0.0 adhd,shapte,2019/08/07,"Et tu, Bernie :'( Video posts are not allowed here, but I was pretty disheartened to hear Bernie Sanders repeat the common ""drugged out children"" who aren't ""allowed to run free"" tropes in his [Joe Rogan appearance] (https://youtu.be/q8rnLBylKOs?t=778) on the topic of mass shootings. I'm not necessarily a Sanders fan, but to me, he generally seemed a thoughtful and balanced person, at least before this:( (Mods, feel free to remove this if it's not quality)",10.460454545454548,10.457853714285717,8.3149025974026,69.73521103896107,57.31168831168832,10.816883116883119,38.730519480519476,10.125756701596842,3.9573662337662334,364,15,57,6,4,107,62,77,0.098,0.7190000000000001,0.184,0.8676,2,0,1,1,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,9,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,1,2,3,4,1,0,0,2,2,3,4,9,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305296066763978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160718654533719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181410371306098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043720786089108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132735879789358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436128655884294,0.3650090951895978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266205990686076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28483190830827804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hassan828292,2019/08/07,Stressera Doctor prescribed me stressera. Im about to fucking neck myself so hard to the point my skull seperates from my body with just using rope. She made me wait 2month for this appointment.,5.665619047619046,8.206470800000005,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,69.57142857142857,5.80952380952381,28.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,1.2359523809523805,158,6,28,1,3,43,31,35,0.054000000000000006,0.946,0.0,-0.2183,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40185672255092697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702978049709843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344603629675464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240843837044551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907851624874062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34232557978805184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419996333759977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124623065106695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TomCruzRightNipple,2019/08/07,"Strattera update I have been on Strattera 40mg for a week now. After 10 years of psych meds and misdiagnosis and I can finally organize my thoughts and I am less anxious however I am so darn sick. Every time I take it I throw up and I’m sick and tired the entire day. Kind of hard to be productive like that. I took it this morning and threw up an hour later. Then my son woke up to eat and I had to quickly put him down to go vomit. I cant do this. I have an appointment later with a different psych and I’m going to discuss taking an antidepressant with vyvanse. My other doc wanted to put me on that originally but she got in trouble for over prescribing so i found a more credible doctor. Wish me luck...",0.7685697018533446,3.10559014383562,3.277219983883967,86.86314665592266,85.91780821917808,6.448992747784046,22.286865431103948,7.724431198458867,1.2198570507655115,555,20,115,11,17,192,97,146,0.091,0.868,0.040999999999999995,-0.6041,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,10,6,0,1,0,17,24,12,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,1,18,3,21,15,2,29,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,15,79,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181868043648012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455565666323146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017842543996802,0.0,0.19768115693640426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762462201135667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272399162813225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115692036057175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117618095688375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219525365916744,0.0,0.15446715621451915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301041231054085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901983979965448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011196705257618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435567154475637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452868683022186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883066646641699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29042594058083226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533270741412541,0.11261817320837753,0.2219794858322058,0.0,0.0,0.21457933217837685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391562392278427,0.0,0.154920699168256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220949327271007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243721677926084 adhd,woarr,2019/08/07,"How do you decide if the meds are working? TL DR: started taking meds, significantly increased my performance at work, still got fired 2 months later, stopped taking meds for 3 months, got a new but harder job and now meds doesn't seem working. Can't tell if it was a placebo effect for the first 2 months. How can I test it at home? I am a 29 year old software developer and got diagnosed about 6 months ago and suddenly every difficulty i got through in my life made sense. I was working for 1.5 years when I got diagnosed and was having problems because of being unproductive at least half of the time i was working and not being able to concentrate. I started getting better at work after starting to take meds(ritalin) and my superior said that I got significantly better recently even if I didn't tell him about meds. I am curious about if that was because of meds or I just psychologically conditioned myself that I can work better cause I was taking meds and I should be able to concentrate. I still got fired along with a few more people 2 months later even if my superior seemed happy with my performance. I was at home for 3 months and stopped taking my meds during that time since I didn't have any responsibilities. Then I got a new job which paid much better than previous one but I had to learn completely new things and I got anxious so started to take my meds again to help it. They didn't seem to work much since I still couldn't get myself to work. I don't know if meds just stopped working for me or I was just too anxious to work even with meds or they just never worked and it was just a placebo effect for first 2 months. Today I resigned because I felt that I wouldn't be able to satisfy my employer with this going on and i didn't want to get fired again . I am unemployed right now but I have money to survive for about 6 months which I can decide what to do from now on and get help. How can I be sure that the meds are working or not? I think I should be sure about that to request new medications. Every advice is welcome and I really need it.",4.479152159357213,5.593185745145632,5.3880682959491155,81.73684466019421,70.1893203883495,8.304117843990626,27.55641111483093,8.641336200584522,1.888669802477403,1645,55,329,27,29,539,165,412,0.081,0.785,0.134,0.9804,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,24,27,12,0,0,10,0,42,5,0,7,3,67,77,32,0,13,20,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,2,0,17,18,0,3,11,0,2,2,12,2,0,4,27,5,49,10,46,40,6,55,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,13,44,225,66,19,0.13236617757269908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043115565591824036,0.03911154330001753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030004513259690807,0.0,0.0,0.099690736081759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068919326987538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608950325297022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532550876962203,0.0,0.0,0.046261139604353255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956592263342718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742661191161534,0.0,0.07434947567428374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236409608611863,0.0,0.0,0.0750604020160298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220781942563673,0.0,0.02507558303144136,0.0,0.31759597225599034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469687524550696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059148172445137336,0.0,0.08851604572256935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756867120309655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024248329839785032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03116471525084284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174935923318953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881159338582294,0.044448332758779366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817424535774197,0.0,0.06486958050901744,0.03271594782147013,0.034029652086690926,0.17045343883409692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629867899160946,0.0,0.029898249195620605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030588680357617973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221885183143938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028265720927586002,0.0,0.043565210526131284,0.0,0.0,0.03767999747019272,0.04197018214043443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050119673622947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299644661498246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491928236124465,0.0,0.10570780039391953,0.11066405141586293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316903724860165,0.0,0.1990457847212356,0.0,0.0771292489826538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029312735583762267,0.028271633958863056,0.0,0.0,0.05145585506882913,0.0,0.041822553056005705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02602433367392783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175779995681285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682631904081084 adhd,TheClubSandwich,2019/08/07,"I need help with studying for important tests At the moment, I’m heading to year 11 which is the year which I do my GCSE tests. This whole summer, I’ve just been filled with anxiety as I truly don’t know how to handle it anymore. I’ve always gotten decent grades without studying and I used to always wing a test and tried to do that in year 10 however it wasn’t working, so I had to study however I CANT??? Every time I sit down to study, my mind wanders off and I just forget about studying. If I sit down and put 100% of my effort, it doesn’t pay off at all cause I won’t be able to retain the information. I simply don’t know how to study at all, I’ve barely done it before year 10 and during year 10 no study methods helped me at all and it’s really affecting my self confidence. I’ve gone from the decently smart person in class and to being close to flunking every test I set in just one year. My school is not aware of my disorder due to my parents not wanting to inform them as they aren’t very keen about it, however one teacher does know as he has figured out that I have ADHD as he used to teach people who had ADHD. I’ve lost all my motivation to study as I know ill always be near to flunking my test. My teachers are disappointed in me and constantly tell me off for losing focus, for not being organized and for ‘replying back’ as I’m also very impulsive, I’ve lost confidence in myself, my parents are disappointed in me compare me to my brother who’s extremely smart and always gets amazing grades. Oh and my parents also don’t want me to go to any kind of therapy and don’t want me on pills. I’ve tried to do my own research however it’s all the same thing like ‘avoid.....’ or ‘stay organized’ and that really DOES NOT help at all. My end of year tests for year 10 were a total disaster. I put so much effort into studying and came back home everyday and studied till I dropped, but I don’t do much in that time, like I can barely get anything done however I try to put effort. Let’s also mention I had 9 tests in 5 days and I wasn’t able to finish studying for everything. It just really sucks to know that even if I put effort, it won’t get me anywhere. My ADHD has never been much of a problem till last year. So, what should I do 🥺🥺 oh and sorry if there’s any mistakes with grammar, English isn’t my mother tongue!! Thanks!",4.190332496033847,4.477557288934428,5.662059756742464,82.5065256478054,70.37295081967213,8.673823373876258,27.8320994182972,8.654491914285503,1.9019286620835536,1839,59,384,29,31,625,207,488,0.081,0.85,0.069,-0.6965,9,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,9,18,18,1,0,8,0,40,3,1,7,8,72,64,38,0,10,14,5,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,21,24,0,1,9,0,1,8,20,10,0,2,15,0,51,8,70,41,13,61,0,7,0,0,20,23,1,4,27,249,72,16,0.14700865294184728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501374908784203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634414996724782,0.24464595173053105,0.0,0.0,0.0999709251419686,0.0,0.056230608560067716,0.0,0.07289654065744078,0.0,0.0,0.060487797711062774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304057980968292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254676797729987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406936770673405,0.0,0.07550919098422694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943206402469145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474042097125362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424232625187816,0.0,0.12864826286324066,0.1504408922736339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510301601327233,0.0,0.0,0.04854891439823178,0.0,0.12386113053471726,0.0,0.06606094904573488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152089304055854,0.0,0.04177420264129416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543664495786792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780520188626806,0.0,0.07373083262678827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654344486896188,0.20198027762106527,0.05991583656557047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516315388700259,0.0,0.07182100213350154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223253964241269,0.1604773105974827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421841600754853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210241241698906,0.05450252670825103,0.05669106797236662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961686784723772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485356768617475,0.0,0.0,0.050958644917117116,0.06418114268037033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703337134565499,0.0,0.29556860053790873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126626116936686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439030259727747,0.0,0.0,0.07668104320711451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228207559635546,0.0,0.07834583195616812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424602116992148,0.06767290819671568,0.0840586032850733,0.0,0.04883300837756724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572192774266174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971383816914385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696827563549445,0.0,0.12129753466864715,0.13006426855194358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206495551395622,0.0,0.07085554770996343,0.0,0.053512025103135526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42600938681940814 adhd,RanDoMBro56,2019/08/07,Self-control is hard About a month ago I just spent all my savings on games and it is one thing I regret. I have never told my dad because it sounds so irresponsible and he will never trust me. The funny thing is that am really responsible when it comes to spending in general and I try to save as much as I can. 300 dollars down the drain :(,1.5352857142857133,3.667899671428572,3.481428571428569,87.91357142857143,80.85714285714286,6.285714285714287,21.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.7222857142857142,267,8,57,4,7,90,54,70,0.17300000000000001,0.716,0.111,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,3,12,10,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,8,3,8,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495867468993795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171636909540842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253978177772836,0.0,0.0,0.31579448774797825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522232596382553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473922184696207,0.0,0.20697965620760608,0.0,0.43431424310127204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907929507532011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803751204846662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937294218636641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374113098066863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690435032413991,0.0,0.1911613670132087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_YOUR_HONEYDEWS,2019/08/07,"How did you quit your addiction? I am currently trying to quit smoking (not cigarettes as I already did that over a year ago) and drinking, but I am having a very rough time of it as I seem to have developed a mental addiction to smoking. Drinking isn't really that big of an issue as I prefer smoking, but I need to quit that as well given my predilection to addiction. I've quit before for a few weeks but fell back into it when I lost a promotion at work that was ""guaranteed"", hence the need to quit smoking so I can find a new job. I have started to build model plane/tank/car kits but it just seems a lot hard this time around for some reason. Any tips/tricks/etc so I can kick this for good? Any and all constructive help/pointers are greatly appreciated!!",4.04020933014354,5.229266190789474,5.09251196172249,83.16349282296653,71.30263157894737,8.422009569377991,27.63397129186603,8.841846274778883,2.0460578947368417,599,21,120,11,11,197,96,152,0.033,0.879,0.08800000000000001,0.8684,2,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,0,9,0,12,5,0,2,1,21,19,14,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,4,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,2,13,3,20,14,4,16,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,4,10,81,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821499404746373,0.0,0.0,0.10358012159701482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894644111477607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892347218610645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402091905863883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985013100445803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943040465870727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893624909725535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031819368205616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679841903600797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800790200610957,0.0,0.1288270983790034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104674291513797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832182492918634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196062568518153,0.1159551994884038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755514351308922,0.09934135277588296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775691518430195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328499811501685,0.0,0.11285407344854873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046064272648501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214196734975984,0.0,0.0,0.07485684694792731,0.12014085181141615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127509776296463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270674949806793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627188485056033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933320933848417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964131588748466,0.0,0.0,0.09372970221672193,0.0,0.10506182499269208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506790170265424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524731242394246 adhd,GarageDruggie,2019/08/07,"Losing control of my head I have never liked taking my meds, but it's always the worst when i haven't taken it in awhile. When my meds start to kick in i sort of fall out off the world and i just sit and stair in one direction wothout moving or noticing for about 15 minutes and when i finally get back it feels like everything except my work is spinning around me. I don't know why this happens, but i can't wait to be done with school so that i can stop taking my meds.",4.377433333333337,4.2382064100000045,4.952000000000002,89.24433333333336,69.9,7.866666666666667,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,0.912666666666667,371,9,84,3,6,119,71,100,0.125,0.8420000000000001,0.033,-0.8427,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,1,1,18,17,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,1,14,2,14,14,1,19,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,2,10,58,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666775668130905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569144575257279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355379734458252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976977443443232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803817151016012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584168653883683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912558287198319,0.1259247440598649,0.0,0.19309121414231625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209191351945853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587178633066812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809001687421604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687139804440154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222970894898473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719700293825587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873766678103358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734327684888105,0.0,0.0,0.1359475062564375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068045302056225,0.0,0.0,0.1194426675072541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839099684435658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476225790592838,0.0,0.0,0.147366594520711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650607769441054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590530002697896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832403106339754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neverbetter693,2019/08/07,"Seen a psychiatrist for the first time today and was instantly prescribed ADHD medication. Any thoughts? Don‘t get me wrong, I‘m 100% positive I have some form of ADHD and it has affected me throughout my entire life (23 now). But is it common in practice for a psychiatrist to prescribe medication after seeing a client for the first time (before making a proper, written diagnosis)? Or was it just that blatantly obvious for him that I have ADHD lol. After all I‘m happy I got meds that will hopefully help me live an easier life, but it is very surreal to me how easy it was to get to that point.",5.503392857142856,6.9701882678571465,6.832500000000002,71.01250000000002,68.10714285714286,10.242857142857146,30.07142857142857,10.411451182825502,3.431335714285715,474,18,81,13,8,161,74,112,0.028999999999999998,0.83,0.141,0.9003,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,1,10,4,0,3,3,15,21,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,2,9,2,12,13,3,11,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,9,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5993411804822611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304449768119595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145248646114406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827963036164299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370031200027775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295213600593814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695867891744288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142282804174057,0.0,0.0,0.16510739908227154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483131023771456,0.0,0.0,0.14678724849186994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096216904735108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464797208421732,0.3349255764287402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571444129528551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324665974386452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197085072447573,0.1938642109827764,0.0,0.15756994492934667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716006786085302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817502642789897,0.0,0.0 adhd,pandazainab,2019/08/07,"things i like about ADHD lately ive been trying to focus on a more positive perspective regarding adhd. lately as in, 10 minutes ago. for example: \- creative not only as an artist but also when there is a problem i can come up with a (creative) solution right away. they may not always work but it's experimental and i learn from it so that counts \- talkactive i used to be insecure about this but my friends really like this about me: i can talk for HOURS without making the conversation go awkwardly silent. they really enjoy conversations with me ( and i too with them)!!!! \- know myself better because of adhd i was able to discover many things about myself! \- more proud of my achievements even if its considered 'normal' or 'wtf anyone can do that', it still makes my day. like cleaning up my room without anyone telling me to, or doing the dishes because it might pile up. another example can be studying longer than usual (bonus when i end up with a good grade too). its hard for us do to those things at times so whenever i do it i give myself not 1 but 2 PATS on the shoulder! &#x200B; yeah thats all for now bc its been 4 hours since i last took my meds lol. i might put more things later! anyways, tell me yours!",2.2924358974358974,4.908548243589745,3.602905982905984,85.26153846153849,81.52136752136751,6.676923076923077,22.67521367521368,7.882392219407189,1.3905264957264958,955,32,179,18,26,311,144,234,0.066,0.763,0.171,0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,3,5,16,12,0,2,8,2,18,2,1,4,1,31,26,16,0,3,12,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,18,7,1,0,2,1,1,4,5,3,0,0,4,1,30,9,34,17,4,30,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,6,18,135,48,4,0.11151545575102567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020597212261934,0.0,0.0988517230657043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917886967467077,0.09278979250175687,0.12082694971557102,0.13550348471238138,0.0,0.11693367856665535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594839904922236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477244154241593,0.0,0.0,0.13595757355357266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862635840439367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606069087624283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191824351593497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987695942545402,0.0,0.0,0.07365490679624097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615656448719401,0.0,0.0,0.1069757865548138,0.06337680337799415,0.09353387346899816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989594448515178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964052167362005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061285978099647365,0.0908999802066971,0.25158858271703066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344245645011832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887486529102986,0.1130591690886555,0.0,0.0,0.12386853197944014,0.0,0.0,0.2366005518209883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109261469662865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481252917754599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670523066246733,0.0,0.112103833805334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287931294109588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523358990127756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224673736617138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905638701315574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896318992022872,0.1949388471381448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963436546594146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502555903196275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389777452513527,0.07571167438818102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341393627325678,0.0963135491692105,0.12281851972483533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149938398113405,0.0,0.08118457992941458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550348471238138,0.0 adhd,SwingJay1,2019/08/07,"Is it common for ADHD to get much worse or is it usually a steady level? I've been untreated for 10 years now due to the fact that I moved to another state and finding a doctor that will prescribe me Adderall (with no insurance) is at the top of my list of a hundred important life matters I should have taken care of years ago. I was prescribed Adderall from 2000 to 2009 from a doctor in Las Vegas where the diagnosis and prescription was fairly low cost and easy. In 2009 my grandmother was in hospice and my grandpa asked me to come home and help which I instinctively did without question (my grandparents raised me). Shortly after my grandmother passed my grandfather fell ill and I went through the same situation with him as he departed this world. &#x200B; From 2000 to 2009, while I was on Adderall my career was on fire. I was an independent contractor making over $100K a year. When I got the call that my family needed me I had over $200K in the bank and felt I could take a few months hiatus to go where I was needed. I also felt I could go without Adderall for a couple months. But then that couple months turned into a year and after that I was a disorganized, confused mess or a person whose life was rapidly falling apart. Suicidal thoughts go through my mind about every 15 minutes every day. Not because of the ADHD but because how my life situation has been destroyed because of it and I'm finding it almost impossible to find a doctor and the the prescription I need. This past few months feels like my focus ability has gotten much worse. If my phone rings rings or an email comes in my first reaction is panic because I know it is probably important and will require my full attention. If it weren't for my wife, who takes care of virtually everything that is required to live in this society, I'd probably be dead. I feel it's way too much for her to handle but she understands and rarely complains. My suicidal thoughts are kept to myself and always halted by the thought of what that would do to her and my loved ones. But I actually often feel envious of people who die. &#x200B; I'm still struggling on with my business but I'm only making a fraction of what I earned when I was on Adderall and my wife takes care of all phone calls and contracts. I met her in 2010 and she was not prepared for this burden and she shouldn't have to live like this. She's never known me when I was being treated and was the consummate professional in my business.",6.863602274473642,6.719959738589214,7.113715998155833,75.85686414630399,64.68464730290457,10.211280159827881,34.24189334562779,9.816601858774405,3.2243939449823262,1982,79,368,37,27,643,236,482,0.109,0.805,0.086,-0.8817,1,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,0,5,12,16,2,3,25,0,39,8,0,4,3,80,78,37,4,10,14,3,6,2,0,5,7,2,1,1,25,25,0,4,16,0,2,11,8,9,0,2,29,8,56,7,60,40,8,63,0,1,0,1,27,25,0,9,27,261,81,8,0.0,0.0,0.0725973976990448,0.0,0.1788132403315492,0.0,0.06594541549633834,0.0,0.07449441913152875,0.0,0.0,0.05949251496892025,0.06190141386084073,0.16121081464310724,0.18079267256920334,0.0,0.07800814977669017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954795013596594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139853104846732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192831534399148,0.0,0.22754762304359386,0.0,0.0,0.12816695503605116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879443219283226,0.16463015127424904,0.0,0.047977701382836115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720878551421907,0.0,0.0,0.2284349287038388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535959084164658,0.0,0.06686014819364973,0.0,0.07013164155598432,0.0,0.11284688023697767,0.05314678477224916,0.14285899674660202,0.0,0.20398313911280166,0.06327913680495265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388675724030572,0.0,0.12683874904680054,0.0,0.05949933782898038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986444510541603,0.0,0.07462282130484355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088476320432405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576391460912499,0.07268988586188617,0.0,0.13138177917824767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714310586526114,0.0,0.09931657784106443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511630342348252,0.0,0.2375209669125027,0.07906859678413908,0.1640635121551855,0.1654856794497091,0.057376911180379436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041101167228502,0.05657966601341954,0.0,0.0872848311526044,0.0,0.0,0.07101708504937515,0.05157513781019468,0.06495760010769007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041771250362413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333782965610749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724299030972786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941080501228816,0.0,0.0,0.07777231706107154,0.0,0.16274899274699067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780412978782547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718056588010314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091884683710228,0.0,0.07744633509999327,0.0,0.0,0.08193401250594362,0.0,0.0,0.05905015701879361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896358924853062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342550292308393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162681688559645,0.05284706115217678,0.0,0.18079267256920334,0.1916280925826864 adhd,thdinkster,2019/08/07,"Can I ever stop meds? They’ve worked for me in the past, but recently they just make me tired and depressed, and it’s fucking up a lot of my relationships because I’m either acting non-responsive or being rude and apathetic, as well as being generally unhappy. I’ve tried just about every dose of methylphenidate and dexamphetamine in IR and XR forms and it just isn’t working out, but I’m in year 11 and incapable of working without them. I just need to know what kind of success you guys have had using other types of therapy or whether I’m just gonna have to suck it up and stick to my meds",12.213749999999996,6.487363541666671,11.450000000000005,66.40500000000003,59.41666666666666,15.0,45.0,11.698219412168324,4.921750000000001,475,18,96,9,4,156,80,120,0.20800000000000002,0.737,0.055,-0.9656,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,4,8,7,3,0,2,0,7,3,0,2,1,29,17,15,0,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,9,3,19,13,3,12,0,1,0,1,5,6,2,3,5,65,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728890687724193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657189989770139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740422352177374,0.16211034666500695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787623921802215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905121821100464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036123243947404,0.10574130135351097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357669389765542,0.0,0.0,0.12843249371908708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42743936457890536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266660510283136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367329055875967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997770507123865,0.20657202947894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086002468461047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003302020402687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114238374274034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063103870909115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617700072549355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299609384150433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547251026715866,0.0,0.4202215611676998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390315057175927 adhd,zstaubitz1,2019/08/07,"Gaining weight with ADHD Hey guys! A bit new to the group. I just wanting to ask how you guys gain weight with Vyvanse 20mg. I eat breakfast, I don't regularly eat lunch because my mind isn't focused on that all the time and then when dinner comes around, that plate is usually clean in a few minutes.",2.030054644808743,4.230029737704921,2.8831967213114744,92.4994398907104,79.49180327868852,5.3781420765027335,24.92076502732241,6.42735559955562,0.6925715846994538,238,9,50,2,6,75,49,61,0.036000000000000004,0.812,0.152,0.7909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,1,10,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,7,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489176405041879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438045274987114,0.19362896861159493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625825206172803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261210784625837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841528948878035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238703391648774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410162150029336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913186268423045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000375053923592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077316780704768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811309757828624,0.0,0.12216457052996772,0.0,0.0,0.5044320138595183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pumpkindoo,2019/08/07,"Just diagnosed at 41 I was just diagnosed at the age of 41. I'm a female. It's weird knowing that my quirks can be taken care of with meds. I am looking forward to working to my potential though. I've always been an average student. I'm hoping that schoolwork isn't a struggle anymore. I'm getting a Bachelor's in Emergency Management. I have 2 semesters left. It's taken me years to get here because if I took more than 2 classes at a time, I'd be overwhelmed. The great thing is that my classes are 8 weeks long so I can get 4 in during a semester by only taking 2 at a time. Which is probably why I've been successful in this program and have failed many others. Anyway, hi!",2.3686190476190454,4.0905751000000015,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,76.57142857142857,7.523809523809526,29.523809523809533,8.344100000000001,2.2980238095238104,534,25,106,10,12,184,91,140,0.057999999999999996,0.8079999999999999,0.134,0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,2,9,0,14,2,0,0,0,7,28,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,1,9,4,15,20,1,16,0,2,1,0,1,9,0,2,7,65,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042665498266004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120771212044144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175302700690146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965744223344369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913798112051724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021931603340988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256481401683736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149582461366044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595890128411302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094798665366457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062364537497726,0.1619050670137262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547090065610975,0.0,0.0,0.2141594857289716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663455957523927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078730953931149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155844427733585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496306064271725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808903856921092,0.0,0.18942692225419666,0.0,0.22484871757155325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421004391713605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465408264444974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739737579383745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036210495892404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415812489702935 adhd,lackofcs,2019/08/07,"I’m really struggling with everything and I don’t know what to do Posting this on a throwaway as people know my normal account and I don’t want them to worry lol. The last couple of months I’ve began to realise a lot of the issues I’ve dealt with for my entire life are also symptoms of ADHD. Finding this subreddit and reading people’s experiences, problems and lives has just further made me realise that this might actually be the answer. I’m not stupid or lazy: I genuinely can’t do some things that seem so easy to others. I’ve put off getting a diagnosis and medication bc GPs here tend to have a rep of not taking these things seriously and I’m moving cities in a month so it’s not worth starting the process now just to restart it all next month. So I’m currently undiagnosed and, obviously, unmedicated. I somehow graduated from uni this summer with a sort of useless degree (film) and have been applying for positions in marketing, where I have a few months worth of experience and currently list being a freelance graphic designer as my current job - though these have been odd jobs I’ve taken on as I’m not fully confident in my skills yet to be more professional with it but it’s the 1 thing I’m really passionate about. I found a really great job in marketing, had an awesome phone interview with a promise of a follow up face-to-face, only to (probably) have fucked it up on spelling mistakes I sent in my follow up email. I sent another to apologise for the mistakes and got across how excited I was about the position but I’m now convinced I won’t get it and as if my motivation and focus wasn’t at an all time low, this has hit me really hard. I’ve already taken a break from social media so I can try to focus but this has just knocked me down again. I’m so scared of not finding a job by the time I move and although the city I’m moving to has a ton of opportunities in other industries and I could easily get an immediate start working in a bar or something, I just feel like a failure. All. The. Time. I just feel like I’m destined to fail, get in debt and end up back at my parents. I’m just feeling really lost right now and I don’t know how to move forward without ending up in bad habits again (self harm, smoking/drinking to cope etc.) I don’t really know what I’m looking for here. Just someone to tell me to snap out of it and just get my fucking work done, idk. Maybe just someone to tell me I’m not doing as bad as I think I am.",4.742079999999998,5.2252692780000025,6.268550000000001,77.95002500000002,69.22,9.45,31.025,9.516144504307137,2.7453600000000007,1949,77,388,40,32,668,239,500,0.135,0.753,0.11199999999999999,-0.903,9,0,2,0,1,0,41.0,0,0,1,7,31,24,3,2,29,1,32,7,0,4,4,77,79,39,0,7,22,1,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,24,23,1,0,14,3,4,10,14,16,0,0,15,5,33,8,71,57,9,64,0,4,1,3,11,28,2,9,28,257,57,14,0.0,0.0,0.07769215152688531,0.0,0.09568101476890037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785644937790567,0.06366759187212104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348262038134074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121854483106625,0.13294936559403112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356560509742114,0.08809179849473651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147315347802353,0.0,0.07799178405271939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102942186447426,0.0,0.08879108013579518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715522722467969,0.15575628320764182,0.0,0.0,0.12076626981937814,0.113753059656756,0.0,0.0,0.14553220413932302,0.0,0.0,0.08729305965295732,0.0,0.14720442503842793,0.20797614104150164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367489354813753,0.08777513632317235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131884768626033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309672949461504,0.3160199545139837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501592721982442,0.06489634665808784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623399191002197,0.07779113034141118,0.0,0.07030095719204067,0.0,0.06685602880360289,0.0,0.08690850179396734,0.06768529984878277,0.0,0.07533305247524401,0.0,0.0,0.07998334680344395,0.0,0.0,0.08020311318915595,0.0,0.08445827708408282,0.0,0.0,0.2541897579948829,0.3384699505531921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846707975988485,0.0,0.07800518983051469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055032445485289,0.0,0.0,0.08840234858242539,0.0,0.0,0.11038917506053687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624856973041781,0.0,0.08583776844932194,0.07618021063983155,0.0,0.08003444273352682,0.0,0.0,0.07963592597017817,0.0,0.30601806739045795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799024652892216,0.0,0.0,0.07970788441023217,0.0,0.0,0.07247794252646918,0.08305516283039374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115683554567861,0.1349140136442381,0.06129104024523002,0.0,0.0,0.11270293755560624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832302373530565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274982585638987,0.05986010652134985,0.0,0.13917295660833362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867677170257352,0.05101368077742378,0.07822072529287019,0.0,0.13927135773776456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405293880138457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695862476214318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674542241936713,0.0,0.11592043541506435,0.0808522686703932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MunroKitten,2019/08/07,"How long did it take you to find the right meds? I've been diagnosed for a year and a half now and have tried 3 different dosages (methylphenidate), now I'll be trying a different medication (elvanse) and it might still take a bit to find the right dosage then. Is that normal? How long did it take you to find the right meds & dosage?",5.503805970149255,5.601159343283584,4.855932835820899,90.08151119402989,67.50746268656717,9.088059701492536,27.19776119402985,8.841846274778883,1.5075402985074629,264,7,60,4,4,79,41,67,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,7,2,0,2,0,10,10,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922104230267515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050818787852998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851948508629427,0.0,0.32634986712908004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282372679433111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764288972913728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469617024911428,0.15733499113727298,0.0,0.16568237501147506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530233099767593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40013078332083946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472560690766601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522839309292371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207203334369465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057484553100422 adhd,rockenspinner,2019/08/07,Vyvanse and abilify I was just wondering what opinions are of when the best times to take them are. Is it better together or better taking maybe the vyvanse first?,4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,4.830000000000002,78.245,75.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.0370000000000004,132,6,21,3,3,42,26,30,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362574656492324,0.5667649090075639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27254620606832364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219015531848697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818268310373972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683750289554715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474781471286365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dogen4t0r,2019/08/07,"I hate impulse buying, I just bought a kayak. I mean what the hell am I gonna do with it?",-2.9028571428571435,-1.2680336666666676,0.06380952380952642,107.07285714285715,99.95238095238096,2.8000000000000003,11.761904761904766,3.1291,-2.045552380952381,67,1,19,0,3,23,18,21,0.39,0.61,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6715646301904826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7409459814838871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rodrigueznati1124,2019/08/07,"Need advice on first steps towards “treatment” Hey all, I hope everyone is having a great week so far. I’ve posted on this sub before, and I just want to say i really appreciate this community. I’m here to ask for some advice/suggestions for how to start medication or “treatment” Quick backstory: I’m 27, I’ve never been on medication for my ADHD however I’ve been diagnosed twice, once when i was 14 and again at 22 in the military. Unfortunately, I don’t have any records of when I was young, and in the military my doctor didn’t put it in my record, as to not flag me eligible for a medical discharge. I’ve gone my whole life trying to find ways to work around my “quirks” but I think it may be time to try medication, I start grad school soon, and I want to kick off a small business and I really just for lack of better words, need to fucking focus. I’m kind of mentally tired of having to jump hurdles at times to complete tasks, etc. How do I start? I have Medicaid, and I’ve done some light research on psychiatrists, but I don’t know what I’m looking for. Or what to talk about, what to expect. To be very honest, im afraid of being misdiagnosed, or taken as a joke. I don’t have the best trust in doctors taking things serious. I live in northern NJ where they’re very quick to avoid prescribing serious things to many young people, because of the opioids crisis. (Understandably so) I just feel lost, and I don’t want to get discouraged. Is there any advice anyone can give me, or any tips or what I should expect? Thanks everyone!",3.862075873827792,5.244921885620919,5.2934668940039815,80.80755754475705,71.97385620915033,8.851150895140666,26.376243250923558,9.318704503766252,2.1555000284171646,1211,40,243,27,23,407,168,306,0.08800000000000001,0.794,0.11900000000000001,0.8657,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,18,16,1,2,8,0,24,10,0,2,2,44,51,22,0,10,11,0,1,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,10,8,0,2,5,1,0,4,7,7,0,2,9,4,25,9,46,37,7,39,0,2,1,1,5,17,1,9,16,154,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682979672937789,0.20625066519192686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529756366264832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379091727230283,0.0,0.0,0.09394647681767407,0.09865882819789344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433175411738687,0.0,0.0898005544536229,0.0,0.11075005731174832,0.09333509671477952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064902761873746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711346858207532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603437955473007,0.0,0.1079965917949042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176968562907125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016820338202084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336050378768703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645497548886832,0.08976606031300262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756328018877326,0.055136479805453935,0.10123658163767668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163501738004124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481778265563664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399342499988135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989606675628304,0.05799801174587039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454086665422532,0.0,0.0,0.09318730713802284,0.0,0.08862088851978256,0.0,0.11520140796172212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069935933162486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252523687133901,0.10635213957537208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156502319010333,0.08139332376589282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238888078997587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316308605143626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107115422189232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608951135979787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135213899282571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392383844257523,0.0,0.10680472605127704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240897637139304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934745634375721,0.08482318637856308,0.0,0.09716033096641766,0.0,0.0,0.1402224725515948,0.06762109263833835,0.0,0.0,0.1230739315406068,0.12129431362814765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329955127176158,0.0,0.0,0.10986326202640134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415105878940554,0.1867377613309838,0.08376694474799526,0.08465196593261083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782349024077113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682906214981063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Morgan_Odinsson,2019/08/07,"How do I get my boyfriend to understand/be supportive of me? I've been dealing with ADHD symptoms my whole life but only about a year ago I fully realized that is what might be ""wrong"" with me. When I first told my boyfriend I was thinking of seeing a professional for evaluation and possible medication, he laughed in my face saying psychologists are a bunch of amateurs and he could get any diagnosis if he tried faking the symptoms hard enough so it would be pointless for me to visit one. After a year of struggling I decided to reach out and get an appointment but I'm scared that if I mention it to my boyfriend or if I get diagnosed he'll get angry with me for ""not trying hard enough to be normal"" (he's said that before to me when I had a meltdown). How do I get him to see me for who I am and see that mental issues are a thing he has to respect and accept?",6.652550505050505,5.53744920454546,7.52416666666667,75.94861111111112,65.47727272727272,10.776767676767678,34.32828282828283,9.994966539143718,3.1574161616161622,684,26,139,13,9,231,101,176,0.10800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.081,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,8,0,16,6,1,2,0,26,31,16,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,5,7,22,4,23,19,4,10,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,5,7,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996403751053762,0.0,0.11798785032411326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051465937757262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326091842390412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627197948039444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372234319719616,0.0,0.13509682541482804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275062126733884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132174127009087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41724519716536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384684329288992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892503529550898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401464243443458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340873509508608,0.13413659946693032,0.14120133483309286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041275891777904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019409241885737,0.10123089095329656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500537247194984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661151032767168,0.10584891237586276,0.13325940409892365,0.0,0.3181977679235459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914824003604465,0.0,0.0,0.15104379897332534,0.0,0.2766901308321928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842777264290924,0.08528707983647774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127185697900533,0.0,0.18073650976347916,0.0,0.0,0.13856500145088174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860483654888235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455260982681216,0.14552732419928352,0.0,0.17142804041318638 adhd,BigBilges,2019/08/07,"30 yo male here with ADHD. Trust me, it gets easier with age. School, uni, first years of full time employment etc are all tough with this condition, but keep on going and you will master it. Just remember life isn’t as demanding as it seems at first and it just takes some practice (usually a little more if you have ADHD). If anything though, ADHD gives you an edge as you get older because you train yourself so hard to pay attention to details and you develop a healthy sense of paranoia that you might miss something important. I’m now a successful lawyer with an easily manageable in-house job, a wife and my own house. Sometimes it is better to take the hard route early on. Iron sharpens iron. TLDR (story of an ADHD kid’s life): ADHD isn’t such a big issue when you get older.",2.786535087719301,5.185634934210532,3.8883157894736833,85.23387719298245,77.94736842105263,7.211228070175438,23.291228070175446,8.238735603445708,1.5579775438596493,618,20,116,12,15,200,106,152,0.08900000000000001,0.778,0.133,0.8848,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,8,0,5,8,5,0,0,9,0,7,2,0,0,1,20,18,13,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,10,3,16,16,6,18,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,5,11,72,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7121193844806422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752218537230843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224152419385221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481090932407744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216801574772954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160609972038449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574699514153425,0.11368390403806053,0.0673509647883837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232021436593734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734851994288917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369181493943256,0.11760114377739946,0.105335570358345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741175165240976,0.0,0.1187763914275188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257185167541964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424673605854048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993666746552716,0.0,0.10788545239624396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123343425868034,0.11720768130097893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820689846941196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643374578274927,0.0,0.06910310876025284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305200855273966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631542221714621 adhd,EightyAycheDee,2019/08/07,"Assessment for ADHD huge waiting list I have been added to the NHS waiting list in the U.K for an assessment for ADHD after being referred by my Dr. After a discussion with them and a lot of research I think that the diagnosis will definitely come. Every single symptom resonates with me in one way or another to varying degrees. I am 18 months away from my official PhD submission deadline, with a 9-10 month waiting list to be diagnosed. The reason for me reaching out for help is because my progress in my PhD is significantly behind where it should be, so getting a diagnosis and the help I need will go a huge way in helping me. I am wondering what I am able to do to reduce this waiting list duration? I feel that in 9 months time it may be too late in terms of helping my PhD. I am in a crisis in terms of managing symptoms, and the University is unable to help in anyway without a formal diagnosis. Any help/ experiences from people is welcome.",9.49875,7.16717789673913,10.053913043478264,63.946521739130446,60.79347826086956,12.895652173913044,43.10869565217392,11.45678717892309,5.002828260869566,759,37,133,17,8,260,105,184,0.022000000000000002,0.831,0.147,0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,14,0,19,4,0,1,0,23,30,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,17,1,35,21,4,27,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,4,9,102,23,5,0.14137703612644334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398154474042371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614123259112464,0.14824614926943788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282837928823665,0.0,0.0,0.08618212900847258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178379824463735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349471570510874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911625047809785,0.0,0.0,0.13829386945797062,0.0,0.0,0.07148447737016765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386366625408734,0.0,0.08034782766573381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685722832932066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947945470087532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019370042404705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385374042615777,0.0,0.0,0.1048292809058376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580073854573126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098013035821119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535913945010034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938897456713816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090588696195307,0.0,0.0,0.08243808668933694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443702143561453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628241777459218,0.15331736493853246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DetectiveOfTime,2019/08/07,"Differences between Vyvanse and Ritalin? Hi guys, I was diagnosed about a year ago and put on Ritalin as my first medication. However, it seemed to make me feel quite anxious and I did not notice much benefit from it. The specialist treating me then decided that maybe stimulants aren't for me and that I'm too sensitive to them, so then started me on Strattera. I don't quite like Strattera at the moment because it's giving me a lot of nausea and I feel it may be affecting my mood. I'm considering asking to be put on Vyvanse, but would it affect me the same way Ritalin did or does it have a completely different mode of action? Is it right to conclude that since Ritalin was ineffective, that stimulants must not be for me? Has anyone here had success with Vyvanse after Ritalin didn't work for them?",5.29694805194805,6.712467525974027,6.573896103896107,72.86655844155845,68.54545454545455,10.794805194805196,34.77922077922078,10.832165505486646,4.274436363636363,645,32,113,20,11,218,95,154,0.052000000000000005,0.903,0.045,0.6007,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,7,4,6,0,0,6,0,17,7,0,6,1,25,26,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,6,2,15,4,19,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,9,86,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346777903768954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558568348660832,0.0,0.12105532257975808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618515762416163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553739585678028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815217133308419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572156535187702,0.0,0.3617644195165081,0.0,0.0,0.15150572923813418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507772603502886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726283111245886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608042696903733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142422172909064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458173519542263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718747711485358,0.0,0.0,0.11556447486283775,0.0,0.17393063270019649,0.0,0.0,0.17440853351381286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726921015951112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971077004062104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34808349034603225,0.0,0.3682864845941679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785060976853973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760948877791225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321350673523034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254109148739245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742117448640956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603945371385894,0.0,0.0,0.12298536664984484,0.0,0.0,0.11148893955913647 adhd,cuntface-thetruth,2019/08/07,"I'm getting checked tomorrow for adhd and told my partner that if I don't get diagnosed then I'm going to kill myself. My thought process was ""i don't want to live like this anymore"" I can't focus, I get told I talk too much and I have had depression and anxiety since I can remember. I've messed up so much of my life and the only thing that can explain it is adhd. Anyway, I'm not going to kill myself because my partner is supportive and suggested that if I don't get diagnosed then we can go to another doctor for a second opinion I've been constantly told that adults can't be diagnosed and that theres no point in trying by health professionals. That there are ways with dealing with my symptoms, which none of these methods were successful",5.7119333333333335,5.9041641933333375,6.564666666666671,77.68233333333336,67.06666666666666,10.133333333333336,34.0,9.994966539143718,3.3298000000000005,599,26,115,13,9,199,90,150,0.13699999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.057,-0.9026,0,0,1,0,0,3,9.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,2,0,17,7,0,0,0,17,34,11,2,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,11,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,8,4,0,1,8,0,16,3,13,25,3,11,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,3,5,80,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32042480636075754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978688737148712,0.10198158730305198,0.0,0.13220744209456453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126438103459015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406047132394634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743648979501993,0.1148194849461248,0.40591974418607424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644816916287106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785953509453844,0.0,0.22728899452302476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170202128707954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497495480416824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416061280381567,0.06512840592367182,0.0,0.11771494402334312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959959975212784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138806551847704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602079516022135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510139498501845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027519568916767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512783147738214,0.0,0.1385598647258414,0.0,0.1071493204717795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885650686459785,0.0,0.0,0.10583304384648272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821495123766628,0.0,0.090508563744315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862953942702071,0.105815067683111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YungxKobra,2019/08/07,"Ill never be able to make a song i start, get bored of it, start another one, dont like how it is halfway through, start another one... i wish i could just do things damn",1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,2.8566666666666687,95.955,78.16666666666666,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.7408444444444444,129,4,32,2,3,42,28,36,0.253,0.677,0.07,-0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,6,11,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,3,1,3,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,20,6,0,0.2420336453483968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075867609001808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932441713537277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836616297757897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645259012421955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824541352557424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155933769211206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866712681936261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32801652393609737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139379797537936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079639931979747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27832674742602753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,janie_gray,2019/08/07,"Stop Overthinking and Tame That Brain Overthinking is the worst. And in a world of crazy stress and constant distractions, it’s more common than ever. Most of us can relate to so-called “monkey mind” when our thoughts are racing and we’re totally overwhelmed with random worries! * *I’ll never make that work deadline!* * *If I don’t get some sleep tonight I’ll go nuts!* * *Why am I still single at my age? I’ll be alone forever!* There are million-and-one scenarios that can trigger overthinking — and usually, they’re the exact things we don’t want to be thinking about! Let’s face it: we’re not usually dwelling on all the awesome things happening in our lives. Instead, we’re obsessing about what’s wrong — or what could go wrong. When that wave of worry hits, it takes us out of the moment and into a negative spiral and we start to feel completely crappy. ## [Why Overthinking Is Toxic](https://sosmethod.co/how-to-stop-overthinking/?utm_source=reddit&utm_medium=organic)",3.1923607427055707,6.33881442528736,3.4314942528735664,82.38023872679048,88.65517241379311,6.814854111405836,23.933687002652523,7.882392219407189,1.982402122015916,786,30,133,18,26,242,115,174,0.225,0.736,0.039,-0.985,0,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,6,0,0,1,8,8,0,5,6,0,13,3,3,2,5,32,25,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,1,1,9,0,17,19,7,23,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,5,14,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106452510651694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803669035800522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628253625646182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292895889206584,0.15762029032509825,0.0,0.11645545578487265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193658451556284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375000454884455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620459605551567,0.0,0.16578851448134324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898142800855608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914931750655092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879496701658966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736110629074417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727463552932846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249440263653043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459629751254649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323878724364287,0.0,0.11648209850477607,0.2438870336895521,0.16707943208112955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966679193238167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380266778734265,0.09345968526680323,0.0,0.11579467249944085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508975602361836,0.0,0.3212831643548641,0.0,0.08603061421856978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322766405361164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618609797195096,0.2962510239561494,0.0,0.0,0.31894486113165954,0.0,0.0 adhd,bankhead189,2019/08/07,ADHD screening this morning. Should I go? Maybe I am just lazy? Having seconds thoughts of I should get screened. Am I better to not know and just keep living my life?,1.0515624999999993,3.64682353125,1.2872500000000002,97.23275,94.9375,2.5600000000000005,22.025,3.1291,-0.3330449999999998,131,5,25,0,5,39,26,32,0.078,0.8140000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597660186695874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383456169235915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987321952190604,0.0,0.21741919690119396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400393028429279,0.0,0.0,0.21024645342646206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27021534665801,0.0,0.0,0.3378098703793368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843356491202369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30371204879935565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tempaccount28,2019/08/07,"Doctors appointment today / also day 2 of Vyvanse I’ve got a doctors appointment today (made before my diagnosis), with the wrong doctor (someone I’ve never seen before). I’ve just started Vyvanse 30mg (directed from my psychiatrist), and currently on day 2. As many of you probably know, the first couple days while your body is adjusting to the medication. You can act a bit “stimmed out”. I don’t want to go to the appointment and be looked at as if I’m on drugs. What should I do in this situation? I’m thinking of cancelling, and rebooking an appointment for 4 weeks time with my usual doctor, after I have been on the medication for awhile. I’m not sure what to say to the receptionist, though. Also I’ve just stopped caffeine so going through caffeine withdrawal. Any suggestions? Thanks :)",4.0377551020408164,6.620720224489797,5.36214285714286,75.32035714285716,74.64625850340136,8.825850340136055,30.90816326530612,9.424239791934726,3.3850897959183666,631,30,107,17,14,210,95,147,0.065,0.877,0.059000000000000004,-0.2076,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,1,6,3,0,0,9,0,8,8,1,1,2,19,22,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,4,3,9,2,23,16,1,24,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,15,66,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169964702880484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001068182427041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252605834564889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445049951506934,0.14702431525363754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645600767283304,0.0,0.2560875713517717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541912359909664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349786874967186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258702824123576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044872124843806,0.0,0.10586196283198893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274267984580345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115072270911408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524410103843536,0.0,0.13419426752521627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26668152907147097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208571490745526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427085959129771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525955506903842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487804055481074,0.0,0.0,0.11214987181033564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936864871045908,0.0,0.0,0.11066053780160078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474959491297412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186112310489093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481220897997946,0.13004496831054768,0.0,0.07718133199678305,0.0,0.250927351070223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577801540431967,0.0,0.07807052218239194,0.0,0.10617279232149232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471704103307692,0.0,0.0 adhd,asaf92,2019/08/07,"Can Adderall stop working after < 1 week? Hi TL;DR Can you build resistance to Adderall in days? I talked here before about how I tried many different meds with no success (Ritalin 5mg and 10mg, Vyvanse 30mg and constantly taking Wellbutrin 300mg). I recently started taking Adderall 20mg and it **somewhat helped** in the first 2-3 days to be more productive at work, but I didn't ""feel anything"". It was easier for me to avoid distractions but I didn't ""feel"" more focused or euphoria or anything like that (maybe in the first day or something). Now it has no effect whatsoever on me. I'm still distracted (look, I'm on Reddit) and don't feel any difference when I'm on it and when I'm not. Yesterday I went a day without it and there wasn't much difference. Is building resistance to Adderall really that fast? It has been helpful for less than a week and now it's basically a sugar pill.",2.1498345864661665,4.674262485714287,3.915248120300753,83.39717293233083,81.28571428571428,7.5699248120300755,27.496240601503768,8.532816995589336,2.4311714285714294,705,32,133,17,19,236,107,175,0.1,0.787,0.113,0.7495,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,6,9,5,0,3,5,0,12,3,0,2,0,23,24,15,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,8,1,2,4,0,0,1,8,3,0,2,6,5,9,2,18,17,5,28,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,4,21,83,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924007349155066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401823722912769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241790218888431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577027292725664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764612360243951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457409674457537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136573236659632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248262644619648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563286794697465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129594449429896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254774285375054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795409501893547,0.1466102428166146,0.0,0.162099692559841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072782264681752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934890093989214,0.0,0.14409214563384984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234706538247978,0.0,0.0,0.10329278344515158,0.0,0.11654302125513905,0.12200729603943755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194483002490622,0.11729616127732105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907955592427617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234118784554012,0.0,0.0,0.13528221080256048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067509632495892,0.0,0.21248327136616516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThankThink,2019/08/07,"Curing diseases and mental illnesses FREE. *It is up to you to make the change!* *IVE HAD ADHD* THEY GAVE ME TONS OF MEDICATION IN SCHOOL<><><><>STOP THIS WITH A SIMPLE PLAN Join my Facebook group FREE here I will not do anything but guide you to a better, happier, and healthier life. 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[https://www.facebook.com/groups/373333330032614/learning\_content/?filter=524651844962000](https://www.facebook.com/groups/373333330032614/learning_content/?filter=524651844962000) I just created this, so not much content atm.",14.848031674208146,20.56644520588236,6.23235294117647,59.69635746606338,74.88235294117645,6.209954751131222,24.348416289592762,7.321109707123232,2.01855520361991,486,13,51,7,13,114,57,68,0.027000000000000003,0.731,0.242,0.9471,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,1,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,8,5,9,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949095977378144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704072367302465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906172401829283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34761193219524633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209769647631745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193409712345057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310267898323418,0.33114837160767624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24155651810617426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332557588903219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747217080772557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gavurali,2019/08/07,"Something that worked for me to have a clear mind at work and get stuff done At work I generally have a hard time focussing on one thing. I'm trying to write a program, I have selected an issue from the Scrum board that I want to work on, so it should be clear what I have to do right? Well, that's mostly not the case, there are so many miniscule factors that I have to take into account every small step I make and the most basic thing can be overwhelming. I work on an issue and I notice ten other small or big things that I should clear out of the way before I can continue. My brain gets filled up quite fast and I forget what my initial goal was, so I start procrastinating and checking my mail or reddit. So, for a few days already I tried something, I write down my whole thought process on paper and always keep a pen and paper ready for the case that new thoughts would emerge so that I can write them down and see what I should work on. In a few hours I filled a whole page and everything begins to look crystal clear to me. I know what steps I'll have to take. This is no guarantee that I'll fix the written issues in a very short time without any problems, but now at least I have clarity and I can breathe. &#x200B; Note that the paper and pen part was important, I tried this same method a few times earlier with a notepad on my computer, it's not the same.",7.5063736263736285,5.504926142857144,7.054285714285713,82.84917582417584,64.35714285714286,10.186813186813188,32.60989010989011,8.384062270229773,2.16623076923077,1080,31,236,11,13,338,148,280,0.017,0.902,0.081,0.9031,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,20,0,23,2,2,1,4,45,39,19,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,22,14,0,1,3,0,2,4,4,2,1,2,6,3,29,1,31,27,12,37,0,1,2,0,5,21,0,4,11,163,51,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205523630319299,0.0,0.09089892428280588,0.11836474096339995,0.1327421978736927,0.07428898365725785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295774381364158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195131281586262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045269523351495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179351368038368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204193608287636,0.0,0.0981805611395966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414991356625492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786026726747192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758234613289146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34206391807543723,0.0,0.09710019461710737,0.0,0.0,0.06003709387292861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917366034283643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292054838599851,0.11075525198821906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030428469122323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550756666399022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437387546461286,0.0,0.0,0.07402588159488678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829951945415415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453079397050384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619337366276708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329292203614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705252439623166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682011915247224,0.0,0.0,0.07732275512596094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505709472563867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642742756755778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177285779526832,0.0,0.0,0.1734534731686601,0.19110140913769988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250647098080584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013691288610348,0.064434349668013,0.08671200570322833,0.0,0.0,0.09822257332439677,0.0,0.0,0.2439318083873775,0.0,0.10530635018884599,0.0,0.4771812147631778,0.0,0.0,0.07760309031130885,0.0,0.1327421978736927,0.0 adhd,morespacepls,2019/08/07,"Concerta make anyone else sleepy? So I’ve been on dex for ages but I’m terrible at remembering to take it 3 times a day, I’ve tried Vyvanse but it only seems to last maybe 4 hours and I get a massive crash early evening which messes with my (already suboptimal) sleep habits. My dr put me on Concerta to see if that’s any better, and it’s the weirdest thing it basically just drains me of energy - I’m on day 2 and I had to leave work early because I was falling asleep at my desk. Anyone else have this reaction? What have you done/tried that works? Am I just going to have to try harder to remember to take the dex regularly? Thanks in advance!",1.7732867132867118,3.913814696969702,3.745757575757576,86.29248251748253,80.06060606060606,7.0918414918414925,23.03263403263403,8.139509932561175,1.3331018648018644,508,17,106,10,13,172,89,132,0.109,0.813,0.078,-0.4857,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,3,2,1,0,13,17,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,10,2,17,14,0,18,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,8,58,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652469483845426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878127844315236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237016577935368,0.32780486614068965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751281442755078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414755137706712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632761090462964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369912120363322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672594625639441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565497854035014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835747975043094,0.0,0.09091145576196287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753271311723366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039233739885714,0.0,0.16937920416800356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677748015509017,0.0,0.16070574199857068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166013562403645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080840598657878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624169674397562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747091734644594,0.14562558329635267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007992589253195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405466442475196,0.0,0.0,0.14727372901972635,0.0,0.0,0.10627324042451748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932765289229437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258159848684579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329119789392605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xeltrax,2019/08/07,"How do you control your adhd and use it to your advantage? Going away to college soon, finally feel like I'm making progress controlling my symptoms without taking meds, how'd you learn to control?",8.503333333333334,8.68812933333334,8.146666666666668,68.71500000000002,61.22222222222222,10.533333333333337,43.0,10.125756701596842,4.8096,160,9,24,3,2,51,30,36,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,10,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116005913500123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416651246849535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7311828036476709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987664321816153,0.15524373282672255,0.0,0.23804853512544336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235002327577548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061649285869871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505370683941468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137841789814835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258645507289304,0.1633873657872668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876829550581764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947561128811507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,worldwideweeaboo,2019/08/07,"Sometimes parents are wrong. My mom always told me I didn’t have ADHD. Well at 22 and a half years old I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD-C. I mourn all the time that I feel was stolen from me. I struggled so hard my entire life. I barely got by in school. I was always fidgety and distracted and all I got was yelled at. I wish I had been diagnosed younger so I could have had some acceptance and some help. I hate that ADHD in women is so grossly under diagnosed. I know I am not the only afab person to have gone under the radar and feel lost and unseen for so long. I am happy for some things ADHD gives me. Like my bubbly personality and ability to get really excited about things. But I will always wonder what my life could have been like if I had gotten help sooner. If i had had the resources then that kids have these days. All I can do now is learn how to manage my symptoms and work towards getting medicated and hope that helps me. I’m in therapy and now that I have an official diagnosis I can really learn about how to best survive life with the brain I’ve been given.",3.19549732620321,4.5770591272727295,4.689786096256687,84.48879679144387,73.63636363636364,7.72192513368984,23.395721925133692,8.313332769828598,1.2898101604278078,848,23,174,14,17,284,119,220,0.114,0.7290000000000001,0.157,0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,11,14,1,2,7,0,30,9,1,2,3,35,48,20,1,6,4,2,3,2,0,1,8,1,0,4,9,12,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,20,4,29,8,20,25,7,17,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,7,10,127,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092208815097169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644224706833992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116520578337596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825100495699395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915024124476766,0.0,0.0,0.06831498424187776,0.0,0.0,0.3225449557171776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712105308560584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068631967369738,0.10161606868409312,0.0,0.0,0.1694410615362698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127626351279089,0.09489094198773854,0.10458225661737224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300450105505486,0.0,0.0,0.10521069389491837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821541827836513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446085307828909,0.10350242433613442,0.0,0.0,0.09374320385835327,0.0,0.0,0.11563324239689572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671160861078252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406193375839195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115392198311484,0.0,0.0,0.08056323835264523,0.0,0.0,0.11762083100132364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849849951058546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572075088150032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720508538163824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476578803447964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073924888744544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010005320580772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113823210294808,0.0,0.14074809887252554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176763813209037,0.0,0.0,0.10121902117541813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952422547726862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181230652956487,0.0,0.11487471261404017,0.07711705719470976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581595692661205,0.0,0.0682143461846351 adhd,roachiemochie,2019/08/07,"[WIN WEDNESDAY] Completed many little tasks collecting over a month. Thanks to Modafinil So I was really stressing over a lot of tasks that had piled up over July each of which would only require 15-30 mins of time each. I was putting off those for so much time (But writing them in my task diary anyway) &#x200B; But today I just woke up, hit the gym extra hard compared to other days. Had a light breakfast, popped a modofinil (which I only take once a month atmost), drove to office and just started right away. Currently gone through most of my task list and it's not even half a day yet! Probably gonna end up doing So much win today! &#x200B; Hope your day is as fulfilling as mine :)",6.218289473684209,6.557845669172933,5.799013157894738,83.09746710526319,65.9924812030075,8.454511278195488,30.158834586466163,8.07648339933343,1.9759781954887217,546,18,104,6,8,168,95,133,0.034,0.865,0.10099999999999999,0.8752,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,8,5,0,1,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,15,16,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,2,9,4,20,6,7,29,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,3,15,70,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122810971937049,0.3502130690145173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539385492039988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109410026026354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27881248404766235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763657998398514,0.0,0.0,0.09518172544359968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909212399410774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431313849065164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444336960145216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251514717533425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610251046610678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300506585682631,0.0,0.21187136730951586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534699146271014,0.0,0.2192006810540546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553723904343472,0.0,0.0,0.14486796324313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231903295697064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306712208689367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200011680945456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507479450057128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835099758409727,0.0,0.0,0.13267493718014658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806062693742305,0.0,0.2731943518308691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236992026000036,0.0,0.3502130690145173,0.0 adhd,pumphreyboyakasha,2019/08/07,"Chronic Lyme + ADHD meds Hey guys I’m new to posting here and I’ve meant to in the past, but it constantly slips my mind. Anyway to preface I have ADHD that I was diagnosed with at 18, (28 now) I was taking medication for the first 7 years and it was very helpful, especially one called guanfacine which is a blood pressure medication with off label ADHD uses. I found out about 3 years ago that I had Lyme disease, and I feel like I’ve had it for years before that. Anyway it’s full blown chronic Lyme disease now, it’s progressed into my central nervous system, and the things it does to my brain are awful. I can’t take any kind of stimulant medication, not even a little bit without feeling like I may die. Even other medications put me into a panicky state that is pretty much useless for anything and feels very risky to even do. I’m talking about extreme anxiety, sweats, palpitations, racing heartbeat, thinking incoherently, thinking about taking myself to the ER kind of reactions. And this is with small, SMALL portions of medication. I’m very sensitive to all kinds of medicine and supplements now. Guanfacine was great but eventually I had to stop taking it and then I had severe anxiety for a month after that. I think almost entirely due to the Lyme. I would maybe like to try this again. Some parts of the Lyme disease have gotten worse, some have gotten better, so I want to start trying medication again to see what will work for me. My quality of life is pretty low because of the unmedicated ADHD which makes decision making, planning and following through very difficult on top of all the sluggishness and brain fog I get from the Lyme disease. On top of that, the treatment for Lyme disease has made me pretty broke, and I even quit a job that I worked really hard to get because of all these combined issues. What are some gentle ADHD medications/off label ADHD medications I can speak to my physician about? I realize that everyone reacts differently and I’m just curious what’s out there.",5.7133087076438125,7.2672369601063815,6.568238770685582,72.77518518518522,67.69680851063829,8.974625689519305,31.47911741528762,9.348350401419415,3.0548243892829,1611,66,267,32,27,533,196,376,0.127,0.75,0.12300000000000001,0.3214,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,9,19,14,0,2,15,1,24,16,4,6,3,52,52,16,1,2,5,0,4,3,0,3,12,1,0,1,25,19,0,1,10,0,0,2,3,6,1,2,13,6,27,8,50,36,11,40,0,3,1,0,6,16,0,5,22,183,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872682765910695,0.0,0.059900689118253074,0.0,0.06766606909452738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595295580965825,0.0,0.10338856689148372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560802986053631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238553759241499,0.0,0.057500895601719164,0.0,0.0,0.0597641260104311,0.07377381797194844,0.0,0.0,0.15087091013687992,0.06900108762060697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302399418256927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858666309968932,0.07013162967396748,0.07060093709371333,0.0,0.0,0.059134872763741075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852919654634658,0.0,0.0,0.06457030049534583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025030449829415,0.09655042760186933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057478808388664135,0.0,0.07409191683810634,0.0,0.0,0.0706097415195146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450109008396533,0.0,0.06690934786129248,0.0,0.0,0.0605334508008731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529374182924925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053018871959146,0.06705723307820552,0.0,0.0,0.21110523092113226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772984551849122,0.09904041597772427,0.06772736989037667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394059598032874,0.09021296490089914,0.0,0.06788763623768138,0.0,0.07506000093395508,0.4765191747585627,0.0,0.0,0.06823094987296324,0.0,0.0539372960614779,0.0,0.04967500956808831,0.0,0.0,0.06526384276386908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579020869897831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731765643054325,0.06450747639710243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471766151799993,0.20624258378409732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679310050394798,0.0,0.07187376515923832,0.0,0.0,0.0432899348665147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053848102501378205,0.0,0.0,0.07633991510123536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478295566106748,0.0,0.0,0.05649528145334873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323036227312652,0.05431379810775934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448934742344394,0.1298969726388278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175725681856677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836264445108137,0.0,0.22302405394501368,0.03985717231748656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513937623686504,0.0,0.09839003575720184,0.0,0.06886415645344375,0.04800296361868582,0.0,0.0,0.13054722660087728 adhd,kkpp99,2019/08/07,"Bad memory demotivates me from doing anything. I worked as a programmer for half a decade. The amount of interviews I went through where I forget the answer to basic questions has been such a humiliating experience that I eventually quit. I have people nagging me at every job or even in social relationships because I forget basic things. I just lost the will to even try or take things seriously anymore. So many people will give you shit if you forget to do something, and they think you're just being lazy.",7.1858064516129065,8.338711397849464,7.710913978494627,67.38637096774197,64.05376344086021,10.070967741935485,31.62903225806452,10.125756701596842,3.360470967741936,412,15,66,9,6,136,69,93,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.9648,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,3,7,5,2,0,6,0,8,1,1,0,0,12,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,0,12,0,10,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,4,0,51,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677127982751192,0.0,0.0,0.17157383922288294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408483851348214,0.12709677915781736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754183140605327,0.0,0.17566625419097864,0.0,0.0,0.20394837755344555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000765773645568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689938046261255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759721240716815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113814754095335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890887313103936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335624146474275,0.2217603799073969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238458888387958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401739470693215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253466757225334,0.0,0.16050984216043884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567624927070262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770299810935276,0.13359534797983055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155459983391794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327720069153187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178703703833255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RandomUser666x,2019/08/07,"How can I get meds as an undiagnosed 27-year old male? I was on Vyvanse for over 6 months in 2018 and it worked better than any crappy antidepressant ever did. I managed to hold a job for 7 months before impulsively quitting. My problem is that with me losing that job I also lost my insurance and had to switch doctors. The new one is seemingly throwing random scripts at me. Antipsychotics, anti-depressants...etc. I brought up the Vyvanse at one of my appointments and was immediately shot down. It’s a controlled substance, she said. Are you having problems focusing? 🤨 Long story short, I’m an awkward 27-year old pussy who can’t even properly defend himself let alone explain my issues. I honestly couldn’t even if I tried. Doctors hand out antidepressants like candy and the one time I mention a med that made a difference for me I get treated like a junky. What am I supposed to do?",5.1281696014828535,7.066300945783138,5.739397590361445,76.65736329935126,69.66265060240964,8.481186283595923,33.85356811862836,9.057496981413335,3.2233286376274317,711,35,122,14,13,230,119,166,0.111,0.802,0.087,-0.4479,2,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,6,5,10,0,1,10,0,14,3,1,3,1,18,23,8,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,3,8,2,20,5,18,13,0,19,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,3,10,82,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426132215869164,0.0,0.1101167483127651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363911310211052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717054478550795,0.0,0.0,0.12178236756129054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544396054113044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386472028081668,0.0,0.28187872668313696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356926084734274,0.1818959774500368,0.12455539346296972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388266120776852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372055512561688,0.27328730967965004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080516025917372,0.0,0.13454421737790953,0.0,0.0,0.12185807316608625,0.0,0.1540484309675968,0.15031323373291228,0.0,0.0,0.13029283085985852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059020597505025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198178757964127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298923314873792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28898100769379403,0.0,0.2799224417092897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26351607889580125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645838349762727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098198255540766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535475460489376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802925978310896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348765490475064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002455176610525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773455236478626 adhd,theguyfrom340,2019/08/07,"Dealing with Vyvanse crashes Hi I just started on vyvanse 30mg three weeks ago and they are great! However, every day around late afternoon, I can feel my self crashing! productivity level falls and all I want is to take a 1.5hr long nap! Have any of you experienced the same? How do you guys deal with it?",1.5764830508474574,4.304716372881359,2.8862500000000004,87.50530720338983,88.66101694915254,5.661864406779661,24.32415254237288,7.1686216300943375,1.2633542372881357,242,10,47,4,8,78,53,59,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.7674,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,6,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833684867851076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516915533852934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293085631517211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612340764163824,0.5311252969734652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170295971976888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024459103829353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28399246124370137,0.0,0.2550533201316088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290571283734306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279579017841309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26872120168924185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232261416244652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367465199618708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193249457021726,0.0,0.20662212499621466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KLegend12,2019/08/07,"What happens when you reach the max dosage of your medication? Basically im taking concerta 36mg, but I want to move up, I was told there was some wiggle room but I dont know about after that, what happens if I build a tolerance to that? Then what? If im at the max then do they just take me off it and hope my tolerance dies down? Or will they just give me something else?",2.5028270042194087,3.6107524683544314,4.033607594936711,89.59488396624474,74.9493670886076,7.79831223628692,23.29324894514768,8.344100000000001,1.0498843881856543,291,8,68,5,6,97,57,79,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.8981,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,14,9,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,11,1,9,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355590747172839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660072045641895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960435001188844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773035070659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014177257601365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543246925877375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903331977821833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473680198832017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286484437763644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123324015031555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473263084507265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413064569729101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168796063860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387281424374944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lion-Hart,2019/08/07,What ways can you practice and grow discipline while dealing with ADHD? ADHD directly interferes with executive functioning and our ability to delay rewards. Progress for us can be incredibly slow. What methods do you use to help with this?,6.766750000000003,10.198734174999998,6.895,63.44000000000002,69.75,11.0,40.0,10.686352973137794,5.94875,197,12,26,7,4,63,32,40,0.047,0.721,0.23199999999999998,0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7558529826112562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242001825983149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077963516180429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782633476605237,0.27159727608402223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496081231096801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Theswagmaster313,2019/08/07,I’m scared to go to a doctor I have always managed to breeze my way through school even if I zoned out for the entire class period. Now I’m at a rigorous college taking classes and I’m genuinely worried about my ability to succeed. With the school being rigorous I’m afraid that if I go to a doctor here they’ll automatically assume I’m there for adderall when I really just want to be able to focus. What do I do? I’ve been planning to talk to a psychologist first but I’ve been putting it off as well.,1.8525714285714296,3.892789352380955,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,79.28571428571429,7.247619047619048,24.785714285714285,8.238735603445708,1.6540285714285718,402,15,82,8,10,140,68,105,0.07,0.848,0.08199999999999999,0.2591,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,3,8,4,0,2,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,9,17,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,8,2,18,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,54,11,9,0.2301190951179255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914775215944716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471073289668334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199149202051504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957391847509132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615639697042902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313332499140729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474201848687395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038935881376546,0.4657856194629802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302092085393644,0.1849610118993907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573020448071962,0.1826578265424037,0.0,0.0,0.20690470270333325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369711133895005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blackburn246,2019/08/07,"Feeling DEAD. Ok, so - I just graduated from college this May after seven years and two Leaves of Absence (a victory in itself!). I returned to school Jan 2018 after getting prescribed Adderall + a larger dose of Welbutrin while away - luckily I had access to the school's psychiatrist who kept the prescriptions going for the duration. I was finally beginning to build a life for myself: made a lot of meaningful relationships, got serious about art-making, etc. But yeah, after graduation my sessions with the psych ended. I still have enough Welbutrin to treat depression... but have been out of Adderall for a few weeks now. This is the time for job hunting, so I can shatter my reliance on my parents who financially carried me through all of this. And since my 26th birthday's in April, every day contains a bit of dread about INSURANCE. I just can't DEAL with this unmedicated. My head feels trapped in a fog, or some sort of cerebrospinal fluid, and I feel like I'm drowning. That was my 'normal' life for 23 years - I finally achieved a more stable life and now it's suddenly gone again. I hate the way I feel, knowing that there's more to existence than this. OH I forgot to mention - also looking for a new psychiatrist in my city, but having some TOUGH luck :( Has anyone ever dealt with a similar situation?",5.9678949927078255,7.438125677685952,6.4427564414195455,74.22584589207584,67.01652892561984,9.330481283422461,34.070004861448716,9.627879704456738,3.4450998541565383,1042,48,177,22,17,338,156,242,0.102,0.813,0.085,-0.8488,2,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,1,1,16,2,12,5,1,1,2,33,28,12,2,1,6,1,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,9,5,21,4,37,18,10,32,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,7,23,128,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620422748918452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160401957212216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365233790920117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864071164492655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371282637507963,0.14980806571840233,0.12515515328000942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870138903575887,0.15014390970345645,0.16205888383267705,0.0,0.1314410704888019,0.12242980835256308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389208708250864,0.10380937957017854,0.0,0.31835965663804805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591839457176645,0.0,0.08258293140673785,0.0,0.11621755429479977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143463384571637,0.14912981893643262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441975956905362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985848852950148,0.0,0.0,0.15386214072029586,0.0,0.0,0.3079099144347513,0.07099104851484465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220236693688934,0.0,0.0,0.123537230638461,0.0,0.13749568516539362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403411500903961,0.0,0.0,0.14237279215159632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613493823652627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560083887326967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941226339839059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202018022109811,0.16333434972513672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604462686726486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473133694032202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419466004828996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534018830887725,0.11655878963662047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871495470936985 adhd,len_ryuka,2019/08/07,"Can I take 2 doses of Concerta at the same time? (18mg x 2) Hey guys I'm generally pretty happy with 18mg. But there are days where I feel like 36mg would really help (I've had 36 before). I'm wondering if I can just take 2 x 18mg at the same to get a similar effect. Is this safe to do? A quick googling seems like people haven't had issues with it but I thought I might ask here.",-0.7342528735632179,0.9406997126436778,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,86.35632183908045,6.16551724137931,16.563218390804597,7.3871296695380915,-0.07114712643678177,293,6,75,5,9,105,59,87,0.0,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.8589,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,17,20,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,7,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,5,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304807422417071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978658293683008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589972990454618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246575572001384,0.17612755484699252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880648414621307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441124317711076,0.0,0.2624454154173076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524993615050884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573227274207964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408930646289249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615389840817492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091914313035567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508188580100137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157939235835703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244399022944384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707333842728754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572447620678135,0.14375890941653094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673610956212378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513427578863633,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blueeyesvintage,2019/08/07,"As someone who adores and is absolutely in love with someone who has ADHD.. Can anyone who has adhd (or someone who is in a relationship with one) give me advice on what I can do/say that would be helpful when my s/o starts exhibiting symptoms of anxiety, stress, etc.? Thanks so 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adhd,sentryscience,2019/08/07,"I was taken off stimulants the reason was bc my dumb brain literally decided to have an entire mental breakdown, so now im on anti-deppresants as a second line of adhd meds (im on Wellbutrin) and holy hell ive never felt so happy in my 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adhd,yearofredemption,2019/08/07,"Are stimulant based meds a non option since my doctor and psychologist know about my meth addiction (clean two years) Recently diagnosed, psychologist says I should start with a non stimulant (basically strattera and that's it) and stimulants could push me over the edge to go back to meth, even though back then I was seemingly just self medicating for adhd lol",16.374761904761904,10.792552904761903,14.11404761904762,49.97678571428575,51.6984126984127,19.584126984126986,50.54761904761904,16.52667757954773,7.749419047619049,295,12,48,11,2,93,52,63,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.4215,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,3,0,13,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,6,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564737982008631,0.2827430555802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618088387862182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878401212451744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23878922920073256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080390476387376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539044803493762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370663680523812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292956030955103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613266042812715,0.237004941313816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322960057940615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870923326314812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141766052711592,0.2454329166250916,0.0,0.0,0.19461380745134754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652192190011314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114686787578956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981991839244395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515030775444255 adhd,KonigVonFurz,2019/08/07,"When you have zero ability to recall. Hey person with ADHD, what were we just talking about? ADHD person: (making floppy disk loading sounds) slowing trying to sort out the real conversion from the 100 fictional scenes that played in my head between now and 5 min ago. No clue where the real conversation left off. Non adhd person:.... ADHD person: brings up some random convo from 2 weeks ago AND IT WORKS! It’s all about the small victories and it happens to the best of us.",4.873214285714283,6.8350291136363674,5.5378571428571455,77.75000000000003,70.36363636363636,7.301298701298702,23.935064935064936,7.957251820313856,1.5335337662337656,374,10,61,5,7,121,68,88,0.024,0.877,0.099,0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,14,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,14,4,3,15,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,7,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6671347619587329,0.0,0.2460359142748401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563851521271706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227205614873675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242584115961668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078225387038566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926351166637634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484700942781455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159185516029099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115441672866298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094220871683712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693234941496865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131900901468098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103173585894863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,barefootwanderergriz,2019/08/07,"A glimpse into an ADHD brain Scrolling through old notes on my phone, I came across one from 10 months ago that said only two words: ""Don't forget."" I spent a solid 15 minutes laughing hysterically at my past self. I laughed so hard that tears ran down my face, calmed down, then started laughing again. And then. I fucking remembered what the note was about.",4.047810945273632,6.385377388059702,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,73.6268656716418,5.6606965174129344,27.58457711442786,6.42735559955562,1.0147532338308456,283,11,55,2,6,83,57,67,0.078,0.752,0.17,0.8189,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,5,2,7,4,9,3,0,16,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,8,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117601986077398,0.0,0.22995115791524506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895871566119488,0.0,0.29669573216434586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982020308189225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238024986301256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705844735223214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722069738440123,0.0,0.17578281095771592,0.19729286132052767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763603073781545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29386076273274875,0.0,0.2467581477691857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706210225920172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361160926687836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534057052436086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itrickletap9,2019/08/07,"I just sobbed after realizing my parents won't ever understand my ADHD I'm about to be a junior in college studying Computer Engineering. I've always known I had ADHD like symptoms and it finally began catching up to me in college. My first two years my grades were absolute shit. A mixture of this, poor time management, and sometimes just not caring enough, I ended sophomore year with a 2.5 gpa. After spending this summer attempting to cram 3 in major courses in 6 weeks, and basically living inside of my own hell trying to understand my brain, and having a minor psychotic break, I finally realized I need help. I reached out to my school's counseling center where they've been able to assess me, remove bad grades off of my transcript, and give me therapy. They told me I need to get a psycho-educational evaluation for ADHD and get testing accommodations as well. My appointment is tomorrow, the grades have been removed off my transcript which raised my gpa to a 2.9, and I got my first A on a math test today just by managing my time better after a bit of therapy. Things are FINALLY working out for me. My parents are pretty traditional Indian parents and my mom especially has always been against unnecessary drugs. (ex. my mom tried to convince my doctor not to give me birth control when I needed it for multiple things like acne, irregular periods, and PCOS). I tried to explain my general and testing anxiety in high school once, and she began fighting with me about how those drugs are bad for you and ""we"" don't need stuff like that. So I never mentioned it again to her. The only reason I could convince her to allow me to get the testing for ADHD done was because I told her I wanted testing accommodations and needed this evaluation to have that. I facetimed my parents just now and we talked about my appointment for tomorrow. She told me that she called the doctor and told him and ""we would like to stay away from medication"". Then went on to tell me about how drugs like adderall have negative long term side effects and the outdated bullshit she reads online. (funny how that was her same reason for why she didn't want me on birth control). And she was like ""just explain to him how you want testing accommodations and have a bit of testing anxiety"". Then she handed the phone to my dad while he jokingly asked me ""why are you going to the doctor's tomorrow?"" I had to end the call pretty quickly after that, and then I just started balling so hard. Why won't my parents ever try to understand what I'm going through? Why won't they ever listen to me? I wouldn't be wasting my time and efforts calling doctors and going to counseling and figuring shit out for myself if I didn't think something was truly wrong with me. What scares me the most it that they won't ever understand how it has been for me to live in my own hell. To want to study my passions and work towards my goals but have my own mind stop me from doing so. To be honest, I never thought mental illnesses were real, and felt like they could be fixed over time with therapy. No, it really is a chemical imbalance and sometimes the only thing that will help is medicine. But they won't ever understand that. I just realized I have been and always will fight this battle alone and I just feel absolutely devastated.",6.640005044560282,7.162407814696486,7.234097864469483,72.5391306541113,65.10223642172525,10.167748444593913,33.726080376660505,10.064110947511567,3.4555980830670934,2636,108,458,56,38,870,269,626,0.09300000000000001,0.833,0.073,-0.9281,5,1,4,0,3,0,63.0,3,3,5,11,31,27,7,1,21,0,49,15,4,11,7,104,91,45,0,14,13,9,4,7,0,9,10,1,0,0,26,38,0,3,19,3,2,7,15,12,1,3,26,5,92,15,78,50,10,78,2,1,0,1,55,22,5,2,54,343,118,31,0.05334428722364637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643786750701275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524859376841643,0.0,0.0,0.13316016087547775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161646743270914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498697076046568,0.0,0.050118713833171305,0.0,0.08908050327875765,0.03251818236776161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471786870717952,0.11647629119792192,0.0,0.0,0.05954986655658991,0.1634114445126137,0.0,0.05438805603488395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966030815625975,0.08518214536784913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840055345757445,0.0,0.05458972657072717,0.0,0.0,0.18558731246732324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449441011370738,0.055118908528842235,0.0,0.0,0.24126480905933784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02697247443676767,0.0,0.051218881236036524,0.17530817761603382,0.0,0.0907492469229837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361056511028264,0.10234540217808308,0.09095036324633916,0.0,0.04266429958612805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047786003466558535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151110255339001,0.05636116825638365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242926949413066,0.0,0.09420796586225363,0.04720801554610359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537387572741749,0.053758494811179,0.0,0.053862523348974116,0.12495236895029505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777056526662345,0.0822848057557389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680992492398568,0.0,0.08114146843845525,0.0,0.0,0.2961625904554213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854063544776156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053358722945360565,0.060717477411232276,0.03417371635400849,0.1096936234887992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534069374970173,0.10797453317180963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951428851413474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041067038470838736,0.10551772814815734,0.0,0.03775736105843645,0.05685791249714513,0.0,0.04459821271803298,0.0,0.0,0.061066446362174225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554451395881479,0.0,0.0428761174246804,0.04662525827810216,0.0,0.18301152432290893,0.0,0.10631872231023556,0.034180865305000134,0.0,0.04234940544087038,0.12442193145400975,0.0,0.05056414690422941,0.2038910098456055,0.0,0.14486907765551313,0.0,0.052109617389408766,0.27766642143573594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258553708293242,0.0,0.042789569533006167,0.0,0.04796292060540964,0.04945068868986457,0.19253968818493697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767055285241814,0.0,0.0,0.03789425112130762,0.058323603952556514,0.0,0.06870394402174243 adhd,rnunojoao,2019/08/07,"Must listen For you that have ADHD this is a alert for everyone. [https://youtu.be/pwaWilO\_Pig?t=5836](https://youtu.be/pwaWilO_Pig?t=5836)",23.787142857142854,32.05112200000001,9.054285714285717,42.61571428571432,43.28571428571429,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.5768285714285724,124,2,10,2,2,26,13,14,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.782740309946645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223484612213884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,geocean,2019/08/07,"Why do I always lose interest in something I enjoy as soon as I add it to my schedule in any way? Whenever I add a hobby to something that needs to be done, it suddenly loses any appeal it had. The biggest examples I can find are learning languages, and work. I always had a fascination with languages, and always tended to pick up little bits (hi, how are you, my name is x, counting to ten) in lots of different languages. This semester I decided to add a spanish course because it's something I enjoyed previously. It's the 3 week and I'm already behind because I can't help but put it off. It's infuriating.",4.015445362718086,5.372111793388431,6.2318457300275485,74.32938475665749,71.56198347107437,8.68356290174472,34.105601469237826,9.150863307647796,3.327704499540864,481,25,86,10,9,170,78,121,0.086,0.84,0.07400000000000001,-0.3354,1,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,16,13,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,12,3,16,9,2,13,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616466830791526,0.0,0.4437364034106931,0.0,0.0,0.2417683647428513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672399904678746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406994629239926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572334259804527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191213327175032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247114898937345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191500492427618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816411565073995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977401751512153,0.0,0.1511268038735163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180819061036805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869979976654266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105493676930759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109911584713244,0.14258986744408889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040245856434301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941277461312814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sleeplessin_____,2019/08/07,Just failed a class for the second time :( I just found out that there’s no way I can pass my psychology class. This is my second time taking it because first time i took it I forgot to turn in a major “make or break” assignment and failed it. This time around i missed the deadline for 5 tests that were due at the same time because i had put them in my planner as a day late :(. I emailed the teacher and explained my situation but she isn’t going to do anything because my circumstances aren’t “severe enough”. I just feel really stupid right now and I’m upset because my mom was glad I was doing so well in the first half of this class but I just told her what happened and I can tell she’s disappointed :( I can’t stop crying :(( some words of encouragement would be nice.,2.8665384615384615,4.57454898717949,3.764358974358977,89.4473076923077,75.15384615384616,6.594871794871796,22.89743589743589,7.321109707123232,0.7090282051282051,606,17,129,7,13,194,97,156,0.209,0.7040000000000001,0.087,-0.9597,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,5,9,10,1,1,8,0,14,0,0,1,0,23,27,9,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,6,1,5,8,1,22,4,13,17,4,25,0,4,0,0,10,7,0,2,12,90,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152858473534654,0.14228487187186972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38972979943247815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556857064028653,0.10307878365436206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165149768542871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081614874376125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719070011505797,0.0,0.1752481608588881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083653166053512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133941190767715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029809836811636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066894801699806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187193971740446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606758767555859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023928357209938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649613964622154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805653071555368,0.0,0.0,0.17965850300210806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336271835635999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017419962582675,0.0,0.13970070921943006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659982783071239,0.0,0.0,0.15272686806903132,0.1775798639006474,0.0,0.1738519367596485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686765277741874,0.0,0.0,0.14370867363018666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135404703907484,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Garbage_Bear_USSR,2019/08/07,"Late evening message to my wife on growing up w/ ADHD & getting diagnosed at 35 ‘always being made to feel like I’m less because I didn’t learn basic things as fast as everyone...always being yelled at for being slow...always getting beat up at school because I was different...and well...my brain didn’t work the same...but no one gave a shit. no one showed me any sympathy. I was always alone...always called lazy, always called a girl, selfish, unfocused, weak, scared...the whole world was terrifying to me...everything hurt me deeply...everything...a symptom of ADHD is being hyper emotional, you feel everything much more deeply than most people...everything felt like a knife carving into my stomach and no one cared...I was just ‘sensitive’...I just had to grow up...all I needed was warmth...all I wanted was stability...every time I got yelled or screamed at, just a single hug would’ve meant the world to me...my whole life I’ve felt alone, abandoned, marginal...and now there’s a name for it...there’s a reason for all that misery...and I just wish with all my heart and soul that I could go back in time...and just hug myself as a child and just tell him...you’re not a loser, you’re not lazy, you’re not weak or dumb...you’re wonderful and you deserve love.’",2.026296296296298,4.576305950617286,3.0220576131687267,89.42592592592597,82.08641975308643,6.0691358024691375,20.934156378600825,7.3871296695380915,0.7884008230452673,978,29,192,15,27,311,137,243,0.174,0.716,0.11,-0.9328,2,2,0,0,0,0,86.0,0,2,0,3,10,12,1,0,10,0,15,11,4,2,2,35,31,9,0,4,11,1,4,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,6,0,1,8,1,0,3,8,8,0,3,15,7,16,4,23,11,9,19,1,3,0,2,11,11,1,4,7,101,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25594276261768995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102838504882224,0.0,0.0,0.5316122735914389,0.11537384252726755,0.0,0.0724118131144603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187853946439741,0.0,0.1298215979008351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886978711981062,0.2174612611286147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501768410062432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080775881118688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977858236407785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033074689110483,0.0,0.08971617521483208,0.0,0.2870990594317575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768159459589254,0.07607118406688393,0.20447997152963468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112655174598542,0.0,0.06051651018276093,0.0,0.08516385514650067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618238266418833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399181566154665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011700035622284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521180287037449,0.10404403033779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610469545780573,0.10075640195448853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827695620283515,0.07895549176241301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646607773284893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948183788223173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776606661491844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930284914981164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067618318519942,0.0,0.0,0.09307047767533354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074230175286825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418170988610815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280619085917599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957406370775234,0.0,0.0,0.23776801959106406,0.12244972422017532,0.0,0.11547582736270648,0.07752059422560735,0.0,0.0,0.07564217729310774,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,4n0n0m7s,2019/08/07,"Didn’t know adhd can cause depression and anxiety like feelings? Wow. My life has been turned upside down. Just got diagnosed and now I’m on Wellbutrin + adderall and I finally feel like a normal human being. I went through so much suffering from 17-20 and I’m almost 21. I know many people suffered for much longer but these 4 years have felt like an eternal hell. When I was younger my adhd was manageable and not that intense. I’d get in trouble at school a lot for talking, making jokes, throwing stuff during recess ect. Just a really hyper child. I’d lose stuff all the time and cry and my parents would yell at me cuz I’d ask them where xyz is? When I became an adult around 18 things took a nose dive and when I was 20 I couldn’t even watch or do things I enjoyed bc my inattentiveness was that bad. When I was younger I was just disorganized and didn’t do chores. But it became magnified x10 when I became an adult and everything seemed like a mundane chore. I wouldn’t shower or even brush my teeth cuz that required concentration. Adhd is not talked ab at all and my depression and anxiety have decreased incredibly since medication management. I wish for everyone out there suffering get the answers I got ! Tell me your stories, how did your moods and troubles change?",2.336029596537763,5.077967064777333,3.2102666480524924,87.2167206477733,82.80566801619432,6.483819628647216,23.90185676392573,7.753152298057669,1.4645888314951834,1023,38,194,19,29,324,149,247,0.191,0.723,0.086,-0.9836,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,2,16,18,1,0,10,0,22,5,2,5,2,46,40,26,0,5,9,1,3,4,0,2,3,1,3,4,9,15,0,1,7,1,0,3,6,10,0,0,15,7,25,7,13,21,5,22,1,6,1,0,12,9,1,5,14,120,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283629237239292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897197739619232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178006211732387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576691103865704,0.11107217490908232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920215814783843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220515461154838,0.12568620299384678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050822021906458,0.0,0.0,0.20466334813716971,0.12059058611159135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694698850025368,0.0,0.0,0.11352892866092218,0.10677959681189507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014874529128605,0.08487854728339256,0.114077118325942,0.13015155894853167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414760727825527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004789775672945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059075244832224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391966872225105,0.2321800628426391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291903241892528,0.0,0.10100879819744353,0.0,0.0,0.0793072138270649,0.1204556280268828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968950559470505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746793982441701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640947880184987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192546990397722,0.0,0.0,0.08236853446600012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611331973824033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024299730469905,0.0,0.10816100226752104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828162344055336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720201636306421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909914392027336,0.10384598369217052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786539615283296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692796047780273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200330731119622,0.0,0.12923216704102267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101389161347784,0.0,0.0,0.1366266981978669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843998709990739,0.0,0.0,0.07651033918047465 adhd,TEMP47893275982,2019/08/07,"Throwaway rant. I need to come out and say this. I fucking hate myself for having ADHD. I know I didn't choose to have it, but it doesn't matter. It makes me so angry, and fucking empty when i think of what might have been if I was normal, becasue I'm otherwise seriosly fucking smart. My entire childhood, all i heard was, ""your so gifted, why can't you do better in school?"", and it fucking hurt, because I didn't know why. I had no answer. I wasn't diagnosed until I was 44, and its now too fucking late to do anything about it. I can't even take real meds because my shitty fucking genetics also gave me hypertension starting in my mid 30s. I could have accomplished something if I were normal, and I hate most of all that I'm sitting here fucking crying, and using ADHD as an excuse for why I've failed. The worst part is that the doc said my ADHD is mild to moderate. I'd feel better if it were severe. I wouldn't secretly feel like it was all my own laziness all along. Fuck...",3.2759666666666685,4.499979330000006,4.773000000000003,84.59066666666669,73.2,6.933333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.3011,1.264383333333334,766,25,152,8,15,257,117,200,0.265,0.693,0.042,-0.9945,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,4,9,17,10,0,3,0,25,9,0,2,4,36,51,16,0,8,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,12,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,13,0,0,14,5,26,4,15,34,8,12,0,2,0,8,8,4,8,5,7,108,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427926157407801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760331273954904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824035722350987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115916242806076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817594796773802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190050820039348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591133272405085,0.0,0.10443773657077547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650126133126163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279753188363382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614768318024704,0.06792310359311862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7031780202780168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773791679375426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017820085084956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450378205973658,0.0,0.10725111694484757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046449871508943176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346470660568583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056092312746609,0.0,0.0,0.10086178465860303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049846945341076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631075438837227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295924070687733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821856176608476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044010033662364,0.07560913088407635,0.0,0.09622310729477078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741006726749493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319500132073166,0.0,0.0,0.06729606505475272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148615129321985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060921570541780976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211609297818168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573768998645405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,edoodlev1,2019/08/07,"Am I just lazy? **quick note: havent been diagnosed with ADD yet, but its a potential one that my doctor thinks I have. My psychologist has diagnosed me with anxiety, (thats what he specialises with) and if the anxiety managament skills dont help, then will look deeper into ADD. Im also getting an ADULY asessment done. Trying not to self diagnose, I could honestly have nothing or have something completely different to what my doctor originally thought. I cant help but think that I'm attributing everything to ADD, or have I just been raised in a way that hinders my progression? I had parents that couldnt speak English that couldnt help me with schoolwork during my primary-high school years. They got us tutors during primary, and I went through many, many tutors in high school. (None of them really helped). Im in uni now, and I am barely passing. I spend my days doing stupid stuff, and then feeling like I am going to have a panic attack at the end of each of them. I try to exersise but it is so hard for me to push myself to do it, because I know that helps for concentrating. How do you know you are not lazy, but Wow i just dropped my phone and ran coz i heard my water sizzling on the stove top woops anyways, how do I set apart laziness from a mental problem? Does anyone have a similar experience or stories? Thanks guys",4.009252491694355,5.8800860271317825,4.934761904761906,81.56500000000003,72.44961240310077,8.480177187153933,28.177187153931346,9.107695989026183,2.4430861572536,1057,41,199,23,21,344,154,258,0.155,0.7759999999999999,0.069,-0.9733,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,3,3,12,8,2,1,9,0,27,6,0,5,0,42,42,19,0,5,13,1,2,1,0,1,5,2,1,2,13,14,1,0,6,0,1,5,8,4,0,1,9,5,33,4,24,29,2,26,0,0,1,0,18,9,0,4,10,137,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956381508202936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135451880743155,0.0,0.0,0.07831077936812078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741254913198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827222088133368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742653309447927,0.0,0.0,0.08942034609943644,0.0,0.0,0.07222868249826063,0.0,0.0,0.3410232389928631,0.0,0.11701283775163256,0.0,0.2292669783573673,0.09800917037379124,0.11461162952278628,0.13125943686679806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919593854252746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065551863627673,0.10955437874180028,0.0,0.0,0.05662895642927308,0.08001054932763974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058513715031435376,0.0,0.06365037277265488,0.0,0.08957408664942024,0.0,0.0,0.11089445817084086,0.0,0.0,0.10032715072474184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753455323684513,0.23666157504206825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419515648962618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310104466814395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054715988213550164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404912020092768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270943901963425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286645085167722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746396767077646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589194253887674,0.0,0.0,0.1314041351403958,0.12435921272405552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071658295536004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174802960604446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266935185643375,0.0,0.0,0.11683710702126493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862206223495119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820956187913335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311162298697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352607778789064,0.0,0.08891296351541063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207697583948768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134718382536455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888978612949705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382217255523983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212227898570055 adhd,Ferdbird,2019/08/07,"I’ve been taking adderall for years, now my job is testing against it. I am trying new things but nothing is the same, feeling like I’m starting to lose it, any ideas? I just realized shortly after how reliant I am on it. I have been exercising, nootropics (genius mind, lions mane) vitamin B, 5Htp, just about any natural substitute. Even had the doctor prescribe me Modafinil. It gave me energy but didn’t help with focus. Starting to lose hope and I’m ashamed that I needed meds this badly but here I am any help is greatly appreciated.",2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,3.8053921568627485,82.91926470588238,82.52941176470588,6.1450980392156875,28.10784313725491,7.492282038375204,2.0128666666666675,426,20,75,7,12,139,74,102,0.129,0.622,0.249,0.9202,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,2,0,11,3,0,1,0,15,20,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,9,3,8,15,1,8,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,48,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39149402260435606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602277807961878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641691906286665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674758361891744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702997990618137,0.13709279639012184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156949849749684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572519202897364,0.0,0.0,0.1905991627319259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663079065935076,0.0,0.0,0.19043030319417006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375223510499324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293721424552495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315670330354555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937634446739137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422907936670141,0.0,0.1853374020166597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841324170745947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716544226151141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428428422030629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748927322923678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028693128336122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357676570485165 adhd,_okvic,2019/08/07,"Stress and ADHD I am currently really stressed out for a variety of reasons. - i just moved in with my brother who is a little more rigid than i am. Which I guess is fine because he holds me accountable for things like doing the dishes. But it’s always cold in our apartment and he gave me a space heater which helped but idk i guess it just doesn’t quite feel like home yet and i’m having a hard time just doing the chores he asks about. he never asks me about messes that he’s made which is good he just wants a clean house - i am on an effectiveness check at work.. meaning that my performance is going to be monitored for a month. The management has told me that this is because my mistakes are all oriented around not following instructions. Which definitely feels like a byproduct of adhd and it feels like a problem i experience in a lot of areas of my life. i am frustrated by this because i work really hard. i work long days and eat at my desk and try earnestly to do things the way i am asked to. i really need this job and i found a lot of comfort in my job because i felt that i was doing well and it provided me a lot of emotional stability, as well as the obvious financial stability. it also challenges me a lot which i like too. idk. - i am going through a separation/divorce. i hate dealing with all this lawyer stuff. sifting through all the information is frustrating and my ex is not making the process any easier. i am trying to advocate for myself but my brain goes blank whenever i try to do some meaningful fact gathering and stuff. my hearing is soon and i don’t feel ready or good. - i entirely ruined my diet today which definitely did not help. i just overall feel overwhelmed and that adhd is making these things worse. i feel like nothing is working even though i put a ton of effort into myself and the things i care about. i can’t focus. i can’t leap into action. i am just sad and feel so many mental roadblocks in the way. i feel like i’m stuck in wet concrete. i know the urgency of the things that i need to do but i just can’t move.",2.6662767828069045,4.641480142168675,4.223842396613482,84.75704656463694,76.49397590361446,7.667209378052753,24.951155975252362,8.524219190627866,1.7359658091826766,1629,57,328,33,37,543,196,415,0.115,0.7290000000000001,0.157,0.9547,3,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,1,0,0,9,20,27,3,4,26,0,35,5,1,5,6,74,69,24,0,5,15,2,12,7,0,0,1,1,3,0,30,20,3,2,16,0,2,7,9,12,2,0,8,14,52,15,42,60,10,35,0,3,0,0,21,17,0,8,16,234,82,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661953799989913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904347500548124,0.061434191914829274,0.0,0.0,0.05020833541394155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572619037729767,0.20706904008078555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002936402312902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242100129244588,0.0,0.0,0.0752767100239408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761557338595968,0.07611761615718522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554863379426198,0.0,0.08305113461578413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876538202737609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222192597600036,0.0,0.0,0.29865368021279354,0.2637282068140258,0.07089035997320531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809530474487485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392092700494773,0.12385366489795722,0.0,0.0,0.16266868506704288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322780547202484,0.07289387782338275,0.0,0.0,0.08321410221915794,0.0,0.09897615253891688,0.0,0.07405958021530568,0.0,0.0,0.08519228911685936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465338623381336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040576171567475734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052149770364594186,0.2524943199069483,0.07399912463183522,0.0,0.06533905339051731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510775226358171,0.0,0.06986168425912062,0.0985669522368025,0.07485412462143491,0.0,0.08042476244273519,0.0,0.0,0.07440535515057009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893204918510533,0.15694359938831548,0.0,0.10949108005108893,0.05694383945510205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084385678912915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064731412897624,0.0,0.0742216169979539,0.0,0.07852948836469506,0.0,0.0,0.1418961325683971,0.07591165863278401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914876000395648,0.0,0.16904009851168542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452537135583052,0.0,0.07253962813634428,0.0,0.04305207033266102,0.0,0.06998416383325592,0.07054970127444846,0.0,0.15038137522945244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043548064343382965,0.11720891180446127,0.0,0.0,0.132767785044532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500248807277025,0.0,0.07524118099245214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,textures777,2019/08/07,"Took the Conner's CPT today. What were your experiences? I won't find out my results for another two weeks. I feel like I did terribly. The instructions were so simple, I thought it was going to be a piece of cake. But it ended up being one of the most uncomfortable experiences ever. It felt like a week's worth of fuckups in 20 minutes. Left me feeling like an incapable human being. I was worried about it being too easy, based on some of the comments in this subreddit. But dang, it felt like the perfect assessment of ADHD. I made so many mistakes, and felt so overwhelmed during some of the sections. It was so simple, but oh so difficult. What were your experiences with the Connor's CPT?",3.1274146905725857,5.5781701278195515,4.636090225563908,80.04625795257377,77.04511278195488,7.4005783689994225,26.772122614227875,8.384062270229773,2.1719004048583,549,22,98,11,13,183,84,133,0.10300000000000001,0.782,0.11599999999999999,-0.4496,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,8,9,0,1,10,0,12,0,0,2,2,21,21,9,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,7,0,1,2,1,4,0,2,13,5,10,5,15,3,5,14,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,3,9,74,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900647054927208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583331285589056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007332383138787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305508098445424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641010366790681,0.0,0.0,0.15993005900640608,0.2259637592136473,0.4555443393333181,0.0,0.14454557984285502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898798822650413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718296590707485,0.0,0.0,0.30905500561417376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964467577144494,0.0,0.1603385507796081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716604731637942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555286551337022,0.0,0.0,0.14990702868140512,0.0,0.17570967284043285,0.0,0.0,0.1544888698185028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25371563133057823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060827396504035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MlNdHacK3r,2019/08/07,"List of Super power traits of people with ADHD Being born this way is not that bad after all, we are just differently wired, and the reason why we seek treatment through medication is solely to adapt with the majority surrounding us. **Advantages of ADD:** * **The ability to Hyperfocus** * Hours of full engagement and concentration in a task, IF you find it interesting. You can get into the zone and be totally immersed in what you’re doing while the outside world disappears. * **Rapid Fire Mind** * Your brain processes information at hyperspeed. You can do things in 30 minutes on a computer that might take other people hours. * **Multitasking at will** * Able to do several tasks at a time with ease. * **Quick Learner** * Most people find it difficult to do boring or repetitive things but these can often totally shut an ADDer down. Your rapid fire brain + highly creative mind + the ability to hyperfocus equals fast absorption of new information quickly. * **Highly Creative** * Able to think beyond the idea of a box. This comes naturally for ADDers, while others pay thousands of dollars to try and learn this. Since you take in more information than the average person, and you’re easily distractible, you’re more likely to view a problem from many different angles than vanilla people (non ADDers), and therefore come up with more possible solutions to a problem. * **High Energy Level** * You're able to keep going on a project for long hours if that subject interests you * **Stimulus Seeking Brain** * A perfect match for the wired world, an under stimulated brain and an over stimulated virtual environment. * **Constantly Scanning Your Environment** * Allows you to notice more and find information and resource that others miss. Also allows you to see possible problems before they arise, and opportunities that others may not see because they have tunnel vision vs. multiplex vision. * **Great in Crisis** * High energy intense situation? Lots of chaos and change? Sign me up; I thrive on stimulation, change and chaos. We can create order from chaos effortlessly. We can also create such an environment as well if needed. * **Risk Taker** * Impulsivity means you’re more willing to take risks and have a bias for action, act now while the opportunity is hot instead of getting into analysis paralysis. The facts I mention above are extracts from the book ""Your life can be better: Using strategies for Adult ADD/ADHD"" by MD **Douglas A. 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It's like I'm looking at someone else's profile. smh",-0.372134146341466,1.5152391951219537,1.3746036585365855,94.33556402439024,108.26829268292684,3.025609756097561,24.63719512195122,5.148860815047168,0.512143902439024,161,8,31,1,8,52,36,41,0.107,0.833,0.06,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,6,5,1,6,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41140744391926615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232792352776774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28596813708449803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455086375224676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672424261524074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749326130605211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267874054582033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278521789412209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900503806127374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scuba-lemon,2019/08/07,"What’s your favorite timer/reminder app? I’ve been living by my timers lately and while it’s mostly helped me get better at staying on time, the default clock app on the iPhone leaves much to be desired. What apps do y’all use to stay on top of time management/remember tasks?",3.0812727272727263,5.242660036363642,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,75.9090909090909,5.854545454545455,23.72727272727273,6.742157984588678,0.7025636363636365,222,7,44,2,5,68,47,55,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,3,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438744229773575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406560523152684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482634801964004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31105285356999296,0.2919745939060103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434882649401108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270461736021733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31236581672657243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5878158746061403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215787532715708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381555155086836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaybakri,2019/08/07,"Placebo of ADHD Pills ? I am ADHD, but not labeled so until i was 21. After i took medicine, i was able to observe the “real world” quick. When i realized such effect, my perception of the real world before my medication wasn’t gone, but modified. In the back of my head I’ve always reminded myself that if this medicine can trigger this euphoric perception, then so can I naturally! Is that possible? We are Omni-potential creatures, what limits hold the power of our brains?",4.141022727272727,6.5656265113636385,5.729545454545455,73.5768181818182,73.6590909090909,8.49090909090909,30.318181818181817,9.188382445141503,3.2192,375,17,60,9,8,127,62,88,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.8699,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,0,8,4,2,2,0,14,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,12,0,8,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,48,17,0,0.22480799372905186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403510432964721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870582597754672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728634706083326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129504477230266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509600694689842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071785867376826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264704026815555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25343723490775644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117614271939323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497699527918031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,evealex,2019/08/07,"If you were a passport where would you be?! I have a 3 hour exam (that in typical fashion I haven’t revised for) in 7 hours time. It’s currently 1.15am and I haven’t slept yet. The only form of acceptable ID is a passport, which lives in a big pink case in the drawer next to my bed. That’s its only home. Guess where it’s not. Cue frantic turning the house upside down, going through every bag I own and even waking my poor mother up. Fuuuuuuuck. This is £150 down the drain that I can’t afford to lose 😢",1.219345794392524,3.0301178971962632,3.4708504672897185,89.23618224299067,80.30841121495327,5.775327102803737,20.980373831775697,6.742157984588678,0.3119839252336449,393,11,87,4,10,135,76,107,0.064,0.8859999999999999,0.05,-0.3369,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,8,0,9,2,2,0,0,7,13,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,9,1,12,9,2,17,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,2,6,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307960157654902,0.0,0.20802961372868825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032281478097053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27199565805536113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476676349558453,0.0,0.4863068914565155,0.28489727730979786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802321298227112,0.0,0.0,0.2762255339328629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625881648786788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755674691228996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397333077293434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685636788996425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539549458279485,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thy-Lowly-One,2019/04/13,"Ya’ll ever just be laying still and all of the sudden you get a massive urge to twitch? This happens to me constantly, especially while I try to go to sleep and I have no idea why it happens. It’s really annoying. Have you guys experienced this?",2.40625,4.881585458333333,4.379000000000001,80.76600000000002,79.83333333333334,8.006666666666666,24.18333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.116578333333334,194,7,37,5,5,66,38,48,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.6759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,2,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216224728136058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26921515294100296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549464204504296,0.0,0.16914482228654235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946914935889842,0.5263703770318001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33597778175604026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066357648006876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978358490664936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768044382074535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020650620862972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685565800293132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ginnyeveivashkov32,2019/04/13,"Question about meds About a month ago, I was finally able to see a doctor about going back on meds. I was on Ritalin from age 6 to 12-13 before I decided to go off them. In hindsight, it wasn't a good a call but I was sick of being made fun of in school. Anyway, now at 32, my doctor prescribed 10mg of Adderall to start. I took that for a month and couldn't tell if it was really working or not. I was able to focus on cutting quilting squares for longer than I would have guessed but since it's a project for my daughter, I just thought it could be her wanting it and my desire to create something for rather than the meds. I also kind of felt like if I was actually doing something necessary, I could do it longer (ie cleaning the kitchen) but actually getting myself to start was still a nightmare. After a visit this week, I've been uped to 15mg to see if that works. So I guess my questions are... 1: How do I know it's working? What should I be looking for or expecting? 2: How long does Adderall take to ""kick in""? I ask this because today was the first time I took 15 mg and about hour later which driving, I started feeling jittery. Like, anxious to be doing something. It was a strange feeling I haven't had before and I couldn't do anything about while sitting in traffic.",3.0970992366412236,4.382804396946568,4.291519083969465,87.62704961832061,73.73282442748092,6.461374045801527,29.130534351145037,6.742157984588678,1.4142512977099235,1000,42,206,8,20,328,143,262,0.051,0.862,0.087,0.862,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,4,15,6,1,0,12,0,30,5,0,3,0,37,52,17,0,13,11,1,3,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,14,4,1,0,8,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,17,7,26,5,38,25,0,36,0,0,4,0,9,9,0,9,22,145,40,7,0.21156140874104956,0.0,0.20645341683115934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376821198198863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459279106759279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950208665827143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704850659680677,0.0,0.09889067924098732,0.0,0.0,0.08133883220772628,0.0,0.06448293556327085,0.0,0.18002317660459813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801392615406928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891456997122078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654206647093227,0.09256940723823363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697180496855564,0.0,0.10156606482533576,0.11587759111792867,0.0,0.0899770130994705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055266052096032726,0.0,0.1202352240221161,0.08872383609447035,0.0,0.0,0.2330587433723872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104172685904713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101543256285479,0.058134308717629264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335821793134904,0.0,0.0,0.09361259464327272,0.08882915012007246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009226014582134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35249554800857824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688662980435321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699719589291685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776582788949749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070557201852503,0.16858705181869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750289176293542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24430546260618785,0.0,0.0,0.22461638101126466,0.0,0.08447660715280736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953392511554565,0.0,0.09245699809311568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397806345085865,0.0616815793843437,0.0,0.10026773913014453,0.0,0.23505250946506084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062392200121281736,0.0,0.0848509004523079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310288378715519,0.0,0.0,0.07514357738814427,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sha3245,2019/04/13,"Having ADHD is getting addicted to the sound of your true calling from your higher self, that you forget to answer for it. Sorry for the Nietzschification",7.300000000000002,9.4468502962963,8.030555555555559,61.53250000000003,64.55555555555556,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.6781259259259254,126,4,17,2,2,42,23,27,0.107,0.8,0.09300000000000001,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346775010403653,0.4791992230718293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071506703891843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832138004656356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159651692298451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463486158837933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lameesauce,2019/04/13,"vyvanse and black tea? alternatively: avoiding the crash? howdy friends ! i am currently starting my first prescription for ADHD, and it is 20mg of vyvanse. today is my first day taking it. i am normally consuming quite a lot of caffeine during the work week. an average day may be 16oz cold brew + a few cups of black tea, sometimes 6-8 shots of espresso throughout the day etc. i was spooked about having caffeine with the vyvanse (rly didn't want my heart to jump out of my chest), so i did not have any today. i noticed a subtle effect of the medicine in the morning, and it felt like i had been sufficiently caffeinated (minus any jitters) starting at about 1hr post taking the medicine. i completed a morning jog, and have gone about my day as normal. things were pretty normal/good, until about 4/5pm and i have been feeling overwhelmingly exhausted. this could likely just be my caffeine withdrawal ?? or it could be some sort of crash?? anyway, is it possible to have a cup of black tea with vyvanse a couple times throughout the day? i've heard coffee (due to acidity) can impair the drug's efficacy, but is this same effect present with black tea? my goal would be to avoid crashing like this in the future! thanks! pardon my verbose-ness :O",4.306666666666665,6.49640620512821,4.706333333333337,82.15950000000005,72.41880341880342,7.244102564102565,29.221367521367522,8.07648339933343,2.134658803418804,988,41,176,15,20,312,139,234,0.065,0.848,0.087,0.795,1,2,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,7,7,9,0,3,17,0,27,9,2,2,0,30,37,10,0,6,4,0,2,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,9,9,5,2,4,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,10,9,16,5,26,19,5,26,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,5,21,113,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837344882728754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922926925508534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816838444326032,0.0,0.0,0.21043054633956812,0.14581160091902126,0.0,0.4249346424636568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282247779173336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696906821243946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663171615775393,0.0,0.12652906445191087,0.0,0.0,0.22418329014187427,0.0,0.0,0.10181257810655753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105304610838643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561594390822663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931425418631761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203428807535014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38734803251380223,0.0,0.15003192745771082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485616783812542,0.12620841224898074,0.13406721043878006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401638064530598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303333761250127,0.0,0.1865485327131938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816369088168145,0.0,0.0,0.12132493389692547,0.0,0.0,0.08754849867208593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684173396733232,0.0,0.2498232701771608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772701171418138,0.0,0.10570563180325764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593710513306453,0.0,0.0,0.0936124340629166,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlbigensianGenie,2019/04/13,Act Has anyone ever taken the form z15? Can someone please help,1.587500000000002,4.257349416666671,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,96.5,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.970966666666667,51,1,8,0,2,16,12,12,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645316106798628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715800155992546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34944183311617466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722725053486627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417279463571712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,l0stinparadise,2019/04/13,"Dr put me on Vyvanse and 7 days later and still absolutely nothing I was on Concerta, was good but not very effective. So now I’m Vyvanse, starting at 30mg , and just today Dr upped my dose to 60mg. I don’t feel any difference in iterms of concentration or improved working memory. I take Prozac too, for a year or so. Does this impact lisdexamfetamine, in any way? Even if Vyvanse is not for me, I should at least feel something. No side effects too, nausea or headaches or anything.",4.324711246200607,5.7654983404255375,5.4641641337386035,79.80500000000002,70.91489361702128,8.350151975683891,31.51367781155016,8.841846274778883,2.617384802431611,380,17,73,7,7,126,70,94,0.07,0.8640000000000001,0.066,-0.0916,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,0,17,10,11,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,11,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,5,7,46,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590995442040553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727457815463416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702778090424901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758556428420549,0.0,0.0,0.23105484165135085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438963385853318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670034755063257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145622955918826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533443548057721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26542354585462297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203263553482488,0.0,0.0,0.18688212407400207,0.0,0.2108550726559424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851805279674214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502700112125787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178527874516029,0.0,0.20957509574171296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221732515411966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002696469137527 adhd,Not_RonaldRegan,2019/04/13,"I desperately need suggestions for a small notebook preferably durable and with a writing utensil attached to help me do my job better I work as a post production assistant in television and I really struggle to keep track of all of my day to day duties. It’s just extremely difficult for me. And I feel bad because I want to become better at my job. I have some duties that are consistent and have deadlines so those are easy for me to remember and prioritize, however the little tasks and requests from everyone else in the office get hard for me to remember. I’ve tried using apps on my phone but I prefer handwriting my notes. Typical small note pads tend to rip and tear or the paper gets crinkled... and then searching for my pen is a whole different issue. I need something small enough to fit into a small backpack (not a school backpack but more purse sized) that I can easily whip out and take down all of the requests and tasks I am asked to do at that very moment. Something that is easy to open to the most recent page and also has a pen or writing utensil already attached so I’m not wasting time and looking stupid ruffling through my bag to find one. Not sure if something like this exists but if anyone has any suggestions I would love for you to share! ALSO any recommendations for similar products that are fanny pack sized would be AMAZING as well",6.071520361990952,7.050476523076927,6.304705882352946,77.10147058823529,66.46153846153847,9.348416289592759,33.3710407239819,9.478462496947786,3.1497149321266966,1096,47,194,21,17,351,153,260,0.057999999999999996,0.784,0.158,0.9834,4,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,6,12,1,1,12,0,16,1,0,1,3,49,30,26,0,9,11,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,3,23,8,36,27,8,22,0,0,1,1,12,15,0,6,7,132,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742083696994498,0.21366512642176827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169273289979065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340983609592794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488942151747212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154278877234138,0.08143574886992477,0.14754061018277098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363005206711956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723101071915497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957401629371244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159802229192547,0.0,0.0,0.13803507041614907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765179251749353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754755323626888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209962667632746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395914221401619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967117146307728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954313809868349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943415080284322,0.2651366321057555,0.11874169531299113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526574670938683,0.13389313821801188,0.0,0.0,0.11218267745284602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057096771371845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981118612937337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905246247165293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794311683447365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558172629341343,0.0,0.13190485863474208,0.0,0.3026648068757314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520108332445085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30853431418033195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965817351685988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590780543209049,0.0,0.10044370182238087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789790531039137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069942542874114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537961141715115,0.0,0.11022645102391623,0.07879535098915186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011422758249148,0.0,0.0,0.1491494254099971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972557378076039,0.0,0.0,0.1897982293738574,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mediameter,2019/04/13,"Suspect my GF has ADHD; thoughts? I suspect that my girlfriend may have ADHD, and I trying to learn more about it, and how to find ways to support her if she is. How consistent does the following seem to be with ADHD? \- very little ability to stick to a schedule without being late \- very, very, very messy \- can not organize at all \- often stares off into nothing for long periods of time \- often unable to focus when being talked to \- can not do more than one thing at a time, if sending a message or reading something, etc. absolutely unable to multitask \- difficult time making friends \- difficult time relating with others \- difficult time understanding jokes \- difficult time feeling empathy \- unable to handle and work through stressful/difficult situations \- always obsessively searches all of amazon for hours and hours for items, or other sites for items I'm sure there are many things I can add to this list, these are just the things I thought of off the top of my head. If these things seem consistent with ADHD, what types of things can I do to support her? If she gets an official diagnosis, what good does that do? It is who she is, right? Does medication really help with this? Thanks in advance!",7.064980158730163,8.223622310185188,6.979920634920635,72.50000000000001,64.32407407407408,10.245502645502649,34.41005291005291,10.290406445055957,3.7605830687830686,953,41,157,22,14,303,125,216,0.077,0.8009999999999999,0.122,0.8749,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,0,1,7,0,18,2,1,3,3,39,31,13,0,4,10,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,18,10,0,0,10,2,0,3,3,5,0,1,2,2,13,7,35,25,7,27,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,11,13,118,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758009727891892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235618592170235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598444040440714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038470485930167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004537629449223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046251817679243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646882110602997,0.0,0.05171101626769743,0.0,0.0,0.08301659984037517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157820823951608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634170781973135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494337848152696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116495442838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920022509080287,0.0,0.08759088483555963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606742915576788,0.10034640339822076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970817974781086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497040099794384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670688824510062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900305493492337,0.0,0.06340673334687752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452519425293756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802085588407755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125347504188933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619676861281723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246341977975791,0.0932839636577595,0.0,0.0,0.07955337711396525,0.0,0.0911240520415361,0.0,0.0,0.3287771809515768,0.0,0.0,0.15715220612071948,0.3462831558243366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719839073073007,0.0,0.0,0.10303778822868527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266631553509109,0.0,0.0785627565967753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540959283419134,0.0,0.0720559037624271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SallyFiftyCali,2019/04/13,"Just diagnosed with ADHD last year(Im 23) For about 8 years, though out high school, and some time after I had this really bad short term/working memory problem. I only noticed it because It was getting worse as my life after high school went on. I mostly kept it to myself because I never knew that it was ADHD and did not think attention had anything to do with working memory. The worst part is I was depressed for most of my high school life and much after because I always thought my memory was so bad because of this bad concussion I had in middle school, I was convinced I had brain damage. I went to get an MRI scan and a neurological brain function test because I wanted to know how bad this was. Not only did my doctor tell me there was no long term damage was found in the scan but stopped my test half way through to tell me my problem was attention. My life changed and how I looked at my self changed as well. I have been testing with many types of drugs and they all had different effects. Methylphenidate or Concerda had no effect, adderall helped with somethings but not my memory. Now I'm on the non-stimulant strattera and still no improvements with my memory. &#x200B; This is a two part question and any info/advice would be amazing. 1. What should be my next step if the medication is not helping. 2. I gained the confidence to go to school again in September in Italy and I am trying to learn Italian, I took a class but my memory made it hard and I felt like I did not learn much. Duolingo. the language app, is more useful but mainly with reading and writing. I think this because my recognition memory was fine in testing. What tools/methods can anyone suggest for someone trying to learn a language with ADHD (bad working memory)",5.20462935323383,6.6169183223880585,5.457929104477613,80.79326181592042,68.76119402985074,8.210199004975125,30.67475124378109,8.59863814320734,2.4378781094527366,1398,56,252,22,24,443,173,335,0.121,0.802,0.077,-0.8103,1,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,5,11,16,0,0,11,0,32,11,2,6,2,63,51,23,0,6,12,0,2,1,0,2,9,0,0,1,13,19,0,2,15,1,0,5,9,11,1,2,29,5,36,5,38,18,12,34,0,3,3,0,9,14,0,6,15,179,49,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27994828597768395,0.07587533541170187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460817136287532,0.0841300326469566,0.09434908867156414,0.052802334289118215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054292291306435765,0.0,0.0638965161243921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241582382684529,0.2839957922116369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733585161430836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427956366198984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687688212528428,0.07880964018431565,0.0,0.08112414568039038,0.0,0.0794745606949716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004537699437719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455288956147565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513546282446054,0.0,0.0,0.08113426242318071,0.0,0.044128338502310745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955608074703655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408972633574848,0.2461136118852333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387162629071834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267252753182384,0.0632923227839427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453221871566615,0.037934194949653166,0.0,0.0,0.06871477635768515,0.06520356804342313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347106761931436,0.0,0.07872144094390393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782207564778612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141583349673476,0.0,0.0598858261646188,0.0,0.082578014448712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840114140495503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810743986129738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816735039152805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859457365044326,0.0,0.0,0.08698193536477615,0.0,0.07766758825821389,0.0,0.04974238483469738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39291240128387145,0.0,0.0,0.08100231284867045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578969186537541,0.05977612766713829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062008655887398074,0.06491601431285003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573305965679527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995055813287242,0.07628736667896006,0.061642708130961225,0.045276342878170256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626820291517806,0.105433856486945,0.0,0.07584942225543953,0.0,0.0,0.0670617114395773,0.0,0.0,0.0457979622735081,0.06163223787184587,0.0,0.0,0.06981359679572795,0.14395830770471835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958289626534154,0.0,0.07912849446843702,0.05515789979563185,0.0,0.09434908867156414,0.10000369839173648 adhd,charmainia_,2019/04/13,"How to increase dose usage? (first timer) Hi everyone, i was diagnosed with adhd recently and am on day 3 of meds. I'm on dexamphetamine tablets, each one is 5mg. I was given clear instructions from my specialist for day 1: one tablet in the morning Day 2: one tablet in morning, one at lunch Rest just says to increases gradually to Max of 2 tablets in the morning and 2 tablets at lunch (20mg total) I'm just not sure how to increase, do i stay on 1 tablet in the morning and 1 tablet at lunch for a few days before then increasing it? Im already noticing a calming effect just starting else. I just don't want to harm my body before giving it a chance to adjust Tldr: newly diagnosed doesn't know how to slowly increase dosage",5.230768645357685,5.532270006849316,6.0928310502283125,80.27355403348558,68.10958904109589,9.22861491628615,32.660578386605785,9.150863307647796,2.7638624048706237,575,24,113,10,9,190,84,146,0.023,0.836,0.142,0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,6,0,7,7,1,4,3,20,14,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,0,0,5,3,1,0,5,3,1,6,2,23,11,9,24,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,8,65,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852078326278905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228622665965336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28112126436037377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348377137984445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261237407256285,0.0,0.0,0.3353194632374941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379912284070284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784175468423642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050664010584396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846091375863264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784286074830757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907815908909965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348377137984445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806470386214685,0.0,0.0,0.4477356823776952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310068137453404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136208187409842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691909567219826,0.1760656869182816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556853103736801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974306448488266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tossaway-adhd,2019/04/13,"Any laundry tips? Hello everyone. I'm a week+ into taking Adderall. Things are going so well for me. But I could use some tips for laundry organization. I have an insane amount of laundry to do. Like... maybe a year's worth of laundry to sort, wash, dry and eventually put away. It's so fucking much. I have done laundry before. It's always at the insistence of my wife. And it never stays organized. Last Sunday, I picked out my five dress shirts for the week. I also had five white undershirts (optional depending on temperature), five new pairs of black dress socks, underwear and my work slacks for the week. I washed all of those and ironed the shirts. I hung those up. And then I had the rest of my clothes neatly folded on the bed in that room in the house for the week. When I come home -- I am going to have a ""home uniform"" of pants to wear at home, and two T-shirts to wear on alternating days. (I don't really go out too much during the week.) I also have my pajamas, a shirt to sleep in and an optional hoodie (since I like to sleep in a hoodie). That much I was able to handle on Sunday. I have my clothes for the week in the dryer right now. I added in a few other items of clothes that were lying around on the floor. Then I am going to try and do a load of laundry once a day until I get out of the mountain that I now have in front of my washer and dryer, making sure those clothes are all put away when I am done. Getting there seems impossible but I am going to do it. But once I get everything done and put away -- what the fuck do I do to keep things manageable? I can already see that if I go away for a weekend or something that I am going to get out of a routine.",2.633101049025907,3.931306367052024,4.072517662170842,88.68923463926356,74.9248554913295,7.091243845001071,22.930421751231,7.662118739084242,0.8368566902162278,1297,35,285,17,27,430,159,346,0.028999999999999998,0.9440000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.5775,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,2,0,26,0,28,11,7,4,4,37,49,24,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,17,17,0,1,1,1,1,12,2,2,1,4,7,3,34,5,57,41,10,63,0,0,3,2,2,28,2,8,24,204,51,2,0.08672222071919204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570012704825638,0.13870345715452506,0.07215983481062335,0.0,0.0,0.05897408392071402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720116261857342,0.0,0.0,0.3259135243464749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379422243866365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470351423937922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924063659295024,0.0,0.0,0.11185731602712212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662408233229744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828667982963111,0.07794034010133727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603465912632913,0.1812351239924624,0.0,0.34500365584354303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26096837483707064,0.0,0.0,0.10006579916171296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770826944205677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706901845467539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473619306965424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788775573914079,0.0,0.08712412697114169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912524318456349,0.0,0.06688552287396422,0.08375686117095768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471266951767326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615393539826262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555647524208887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740603026520263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691063819494293,0.07894865268392738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173751714161716,0.0,0.17356970093969573,0.0,0.0,0.06676300237399978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243434852803116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173466671251324,0.0,0.06520431726729882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522877997057104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058878695272256414,0.0,0.08471500841113035,0.0,0.0,0.07490015453955767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173800067433263,0.0,0.07797369134657074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313480954023562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584626684346658 adhd,RepresentativeSteak5,2019/04/13,"Vyvanse? What are signs that it's working or signs that I'm tolerating it? I went to see my doc, and I've been on 40mg for the past 2 months, which have been great. But lately (past several weeks), I've been feeling like it hasn't been working. I would have trouble concentrating in class and I even started drinking caffein in afternoons to help. Vyvanse doesn't impact my sleep, sometimes I wake up late (afternoons) and take it then. But, I'm able to go to sleep still. &#x200B; My doc gave me a prescription for 50mg, and said it's up to me if I want to try the increase and see how it goes. Only thing is that, she said the lack of effects that I feel could be due to lack of sleep. So it's up to me. The past couple of days, I've been sleeping better and noticed an improvement in concentration, but it definitely lasts much shorter-by 1pm I usually am distracted and super tired (similar to how I was before). I try not to drink caffeine in afternoons anymore. &#x200B; Essentially, I'm a little bit worried to increase it by 10mg because it is exam time and I don't want to get negative side effects, but at the same time I don't want to be disadvantaged compared to my peers. &#x200B; I've read old threads, but I was hoping for some specific personal experiences in trialing dosing and signs that Vyvanse worked for you or signs that you got when it wasn't working/signs of tolerance.",5.0418279569892475,5.662220082437277,5.934569892473117,80.12185483870971,68.60573476702508,9.210752688172043,33.06272401433692,9.2995712137729,2.872442293906812,1109,49,220,21,18,366,146,279,0.091,0.79,0.11800000000000001,0.5492,0,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,0,7,6,7,0,1,8,0,22,9,5,4,0,38,42,22,0,9,9,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,20,9,2,0,4,3,0,4,7,2,0,0,13,6,22,5,33,25,8,37,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,5,22,136,42,6,0.0914776526218395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973479951904106,0.3334660819907187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072125062234276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576392797339896,0.0,0.07784074473370703,0.0,0.0,0.08090454989142777,0.09986990415874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303746201419854,0.1012182826933048,0.0,0.05899551818370299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922654732665064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042012681043566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948269744947661,0.0,0.0,0.09250769952304633,0.0653516533111414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779329789403525,0.0,0.051988858088323334,0.0,0.07316303544428789,0.10085443496006126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061315542286259773,0.0,0.0,0.09085794974088188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456649624645274,0.20638155328704547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044691360356317066,0.09168463996871286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301658957503883,0.0,0.06724660023066509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414791381976347,0.09599040822913477,0.0,0.0,0.0695728769598094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619773110190838,0.0,0.07987475781184256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150240777379756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403239163007453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579169097599073,0.0,0.0,0.10334370938407547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661748667541728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047373752052013,0.0,0.0647483533586321,0.0,0.07305417155030218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687798102372873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060773687636054334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668270977518013,0.10514010478248148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242146427588114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074971049753964,0.0,0.16186766886184395,0.0,0.07337785508629432,0.0,0.0,0.08480070045582931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997904618068508,0.09289999666840572,0.0,0.06498309980048089,0.0,0.3334660819907187,0.0 adhd,valiumhippy,2019/04/13,"is 90mg of Vyvanse a day dangerous? i'm currently on 60mg vyvanse daily, i take 30mg in the morning, then it gets out of my blood and i get depressed and take +30mg in the afternoon. today i need to be awake until midnight so i will need my daily dose of happiness to last longer (since vyvanse is the only thing to keep me going in life). i want to take a +30mg tonight, just tonight, totalizing 90mg the whole day. is it too much? dangerous? ps: yes i know it's irresponsible to take medication other than exactly as your doctor prescribed but i need comprehensive answers because i take vyvanse for my severe depression and binge eating disorder more than for my ADD itself. i get REALLLLLLLLY depressed without vyvanse but i don't want to OD or have any weird symptoms, so please someone tell me if 90mg is too much even when taken in small pieces...",3.965739644970416,5.51223942011834,5.748639053254441,77.00213017751481,71.9585798816568,8.276923076923078,30.75147928994083,8.841846274778883,2.5933928994082844,678,30,129,13,13,233,102,169,0.158,0.768,0.07400000000000001,-0.9485,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,2,0,6,1,8,7,1,0,2,21,26,13,1,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,17,1,22,23,6,19,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,2,11,80,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371294353286584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400538220329337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774720086674825,0.0,0.3560768418273777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793784746731934,0.14105048799408995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101014890011532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101969731944493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159941597869241,0.0,0.0783184408405687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669726545920478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248848493021836,0.0,0.0,0.07573468515801204,0.11233044809418392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733659650608756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882525145140268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260683060002055,0.3065446598931973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480782707379382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512698283336242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568178427560972,0.0,0.11399471507041205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676274850021465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323340984257876,0.5180655718522488,0.0,0.12044869536934245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155231783897462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062416707166194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256333778569618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538557041696911,0.0,0.13284026194825171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boredtxan,2019/04/13,"Meds and Arrhythmias I'm beginning to think ADHD may be the root cause of several issues I have. However I have a heart arrhythmia (benigb premature ventricular contractions) and a history of being sensitive to medications and stimulants. I can tolerate 2 coffees a day but more aggravates my arrhythmia and causes anxiety. All OTC antihistamines make me feel spacy and tired even @ pediatric doses. I'm haven't taken steps to get diagnosed because I'm afraid I won't be able to tolerate the medication. Anyone else with arrhythmia here or can't take meds who has tips or advice? Trying to focus or get my brain to think about what it need to is like trying to talk on a cellphone while standing in a traffic jam. in Texas.",5.93691729323308,7.837091000000001,7.252639097744362,66.75354511278199,67.57142857142857,11.93654135338346,33.60075187969925,11.602472056035307,4.8959780451127815,585,27,93,22,10,199,92,133,0.081,0.894,0.026000000000000002,-0.7869,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,12,8,2,5,1,21,25,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,15,19,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,58,10,0,0.16829449029563104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225727275938124,0.16445542814965602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287448244338811,0.0,0.0,0.11767542065650913,0.17243759343061435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025907592312325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878723094995568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457696007690865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853602358487448,0.0,0.0,0.17081536507887524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405884515646773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111569236171245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509475097711251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585385016107508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994297813067007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756557235873684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222018707538528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233787910046793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37387447888282893,0.33907798698897673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478823210246695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901248709119212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653651219457504,0.13526873641763834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567262789552014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934297594751852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285218235405098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redditherring54321,2019/04/13,"Marijuana and adderall Sup. Just got diagnosed with adhd. Already knew that though. I smoke weed. Stopped because I just got prescribed adderall. Have a few questions. 1. Would it be okay to start smoking again? I don’t think I’ve been self medicating. I just like being high. Still a high achiever and don’t let it affect my progress. 2. For those of you on adderall, what do you do about the dry mouth? Like I said, I smoke weed, and my mouth has NEVER been this dry. 3. Any coping recommendations for adult adhd? I know most of you are not doctors so not trying to get you in trouble or anything lol. Just advice from experience 😌",0.8907722174288146,3.44811341803279,2.0994564279551327,91.4471397756687,95.14754098360656,4.207765314926661,21.994823123382226,6.05967700443912,0.4116327868852454,495,19,97,5,19,157,85,122,0.038,0.853,0.109,0.8146,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,2,9,4,0,0,3,2,13,5,2,1,1,20,21,6,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,1,13,3,11,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,7,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307844548175917,0.17513546235127214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777796430610228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187835716011802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748594959561873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925318946954762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819084251361194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344319477408813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753153060408055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363705929543573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866833547799951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378719654413673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849673544679664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326851935623936,0.0,0.17511943071835673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054916366279056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822847433516444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007717182884326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048291384413494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696955256011166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685555652941707,0.0,0.14312839026930385,0.14983915549096066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483940003677767,0.17608651299378852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168122291075233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273154738706209,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,G604,2019/04/13,"Taking the ACT with ADHD I took the ACT recently and was impressed by how horrible it went. Even on adderall, I was incapable of concentrating on anything. Everything I read just looked like a different language. I couldn't comprehend anything. Today I got my score back but I'm too afraid to check and I don't think I will. ADHD is the worst and people who don't have it will never understand how much better they have it when it comes to academic performance/test taking.",4.1339999999999995,6.460584788888887,5.055277777777778,78.85625000000002,73.33333333333333,8.944444444444445,27.91666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.8833333333333333,381,15,67,10,8,124,63,90,0.11,0.804,0.087,-0.4678,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,13,20,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,1,5,4,2,0,0,5,1,9,3,7,12,2,12,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820756540760605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300926243888842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422061582593766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738173109682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276732015308172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954571370381575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247001189805802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802531491086076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040860367954218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798498200303644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842246025645494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743692876727876,0.0,0.1546865989054235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904517499829566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061733873094656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803182911533865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30159692676798344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851271272050369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901103329911898,0.0,0.2228329432401808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087932223581308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185923969236144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swingberriez,2019/04/13,"Trying to make meds work! When I got diagnosed (at age 17, I'm 18 now) I wanted to start on meds to see if that could help. I started on Concerta and it just did not work at all. Then I moved to Vyvanse which when it works, it's AMAZING! Like I went from always skipping class and having a 56 average to 93 average in my senior year type of amazing. The problem is, I went to a really small private school where there were like 5 kids in a class and teachers were always on top of you and stuff to an engineering program and I'm struggling. Like I'm not failing or anything (my GPA is like 3.1 but it'll probably drop to 2.8 or 2.9 after this semester) but I know I could be doing a lot better. I'm not getting these marks because I'm being lazy, it's that my medication just won't work sometimes. Somedays I wake up, take it and its a gem and I can power through all my work go to class and study. Other days I get like two maybe three hours (if that) where it works and then I'm done. For context, I take 50mg in the morning and my doctor recently gave me 20mg more to take at noon to help it last longer. I consistently eat a clean diet; I hardly ever have things like added dyes and I keep my added sugar intake to a minimum. I do struggle with eating enough during the day but it's something I'm always trying to improve. I recently (three days ago type of recently) starting eating meat again after almost six years of being vegan because my doctor said it may help my medication be more effective and help with reducing the severity of my crashes. I've been eating a high fat/protein low carb diet (before I just ate a normal 'balanced' diet) for a couple of days to see if that would help but the results have been inconsistent. To be fair, my body might still be adjusting to eating meat again so I'm going to give it more time before deciding if I should go back to being vegan. I try and sleep like 6-8 hours a night and I always wake up at 7 am, even on the weekends (unless I was partying the night before). I wish I could say I exercise consistently but I don't that's something I'm working on incorporating into my routine. Not sure if this affects anything or not but it's probably worth mentioning, I do Juul daily (I go through like one or two 5 nic pods a week). I'm not sure if I'm just not on the right meds or if there is something else I should be doing. Any help/advice would be greatly appreciated!!",3.2471109787141827,4.393559807615237,5.0168239181064855,83.11535449276936,73.16833667334669,7.799404213833071,26.312137789091697,8.27314431278463,1.6575958511617823,1900,64,389,30,37,649,236,499,0.040999999999999995,0.8009999999999999,0.159,0.9955,1,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,12,18,19,0,2,21,0,40,20,4,4,5,75,77,38,0,18,30,0,1,8,0,8,6,2,1,1,25,17,10,1,4,2,1,7,9,5,0,6,13,6,42,14,50,44,7,67,0,2,2,0,12,23,0,16,44,249,67,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281007892495788,0.056977082124068226,0.0,0.06436345278433417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139321992044098,0.0,0.0,0.043710103765947035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578787425522083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942452484287135,0.0,0.07836449981354468,0.0,0.16408325008275831,0.0,0.0,0.05684718432950146,0.0,0.0713965047881793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539582410996156,0.07112052883927543,0.0,0.16581164353817202,0.0,0.0,0.06523911483442323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157908041372982,0.0,0.06577699468704458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288536251299199,0.053694620105085716,0.0,0.0,0.06641462379849132,0.0,0.042453905134062345,0.0581416140383335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716345171546073,0.06165970593925926,0.14611886242706107,0.0,0.051407647253321656,0.07086487301784974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757896024744725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25849838650271023,0.06791146425971903,0.0,0.0,0.1265984613424793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057131749197012485,0.0,0.0,0.0353245861472387,0.05239378208785151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512173175447989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464543126767908,0.0,0.0,0.042904944713298136,0.0,0.064574205773946,0.0,0.21418951436453795,0.1295032664115685,0.0,0.06818702119508807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831555914079998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063794986741587,0.06297714937998175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435552999460384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860149504982144,0.0615037603996238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117705840020737,0.0,0.19039534381390094,0.0,0.0,0.054891628638261664,0.061141502298544224,0.05111511190869016,0.0,0.06505107042051662,0.10243981508758132,0.0,0.0,0.07261394945691962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432274258722083,0.0,0.0,0.14844916109677994,0.06357092698383436,0.0,0.1364853367338188,0.0,0.051331154573286485,0.0,0.0,0.13439113736158936,0.07358101185425887,0.0,0.0,0.12115934748837028,0.0,0.1449833868164742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427023329104063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748004083515052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091821231579767,0.0,0.12557725570309294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791184064482762,0.0,0.051558589218923416,0.0,0.0,0.11916959074743315,0.0,0.0,0.07391459931151255,0.0,0.0,0.3275575006760551,0.0,0.0,0.09132011135635117,0.0,0.0,0.08278368925409622 adhd,thepastiest,2019/04/13,"How can I know if my changes due to taking medication is a placebo effect or not? I recently started taking medication, and I don't know if what I'm feeling or if what I'm doing is an effect of the medicine or if it's me thinking the medicine should be doing something, therefore making me act differently. I'll bring this up with my doctor when I see him next, but I'm curious as to what anyone's thoughts on this are?",5.35206896551724,5.071998689655177,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,67.85057471264368,9.258850574712644,34.64137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.86428,334,15,67,5,5,115,58,87,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.5514,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,5,0,22,23,12,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,7,20,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,7,5,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703261764616716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576895289923198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25450326777463905,0.0,0.2493281775996981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316814751992095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677451358030784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626004930532436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49078946753659397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590643555907266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24051910555651146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411241003605303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753010831247616,0.0,0.0,0.1724166697316083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663038582680518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608482158781578,0.0,0.19338595830168684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sedeveria,2019/04/13,"ADHD-PI people, what did adderall (generic or brand) feel like the first time you took it? I finally got a prescription of generic adderall and I'm starting treatment today. I didn't get extended release (yet) because of price, but I might give it a shot next month depending on how I feel this month. I'm wondering what you felt like the first time you took it, any uncomfortable physical symptoms? And if so, did they go away after a few days of taking it? I'm feeling a little fidgety and like I have electricity running through my body, it kinda reminds me of drinking a bit too much coffee but without the mental issues that brings (mind racing, jumbled thoughts). I plan on asking to try other medication of this isn't for me, but I'd like to know what to keep an eye on. Thanks!",4.659946172248804,6.002930796052631,5.480669856459333,80.38059808612442,69.98684210526315,7.895693779904307,31.581339712918663,8.296473431620573,2.432505263157895,619,27,114,9,11,202,100,152,0.04,0.84,0.12,0.8973,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,3,4,5,0,0,9,0,6,5,2,2,0,22,28,10,0,1,6,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,3,1,1,7,1,1,5,3,0,0,2,8,5,13,5,16,19,3,23,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,6,17,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513901900504653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910132862156416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362377834889654,0.0,0.1369180372597855,0.0,0.0,0.08883559382369648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909930601175598,0.16187306535192195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939837289311112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275982108298546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105624690698225,0.10410946897472872,0.13992355655461233,0.15963998115005373,0.0,0.2479155553124923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613785745571564,0.13979739818774026,0.08282165995722593,0.0,0.11655351292215126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210415275554726,0.0,0.12953143012917867,0.0,0.0,0.08008934133269055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847850702293517,0.14605964343146272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468075416949397,0.14686146216935447,0.15459639335023606,0.14714565508103467,0.0,0.2326404300993265,0.0,0.10712824367332192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549854008724118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103076287168944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314837259069104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514691640586278,0.10957074774978676,0.0,0.0,0.1341685115838591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569326163045225,0.16995255208923066,0.0,0.13813490451665253,0.0,0.3238225598087138,0.0989410354695709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140478422267159,0.15803785906077958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ptvavery,2019/04/13,"What songs get stuck in your head all day when you dont take your meds? Mine are the ""lalalaaaa"" part in Crocodile Rock (I have no clue why. haven't heard that song since I was little) and the Shop Theme that plays in the shops in Ocarina Of Time lmao.",1.5230769230769212,3.5167805384615427,1.400615384615385,103.54438461538462,80.15384615384616,5.6984615384615385,16.16923076923077,6.742157984588678,-0.7249661538461534,196,3,49,2,5,57,43,52,0.076,0.8170000000000001,0.107,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,2,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,5,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580634110753028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921796414705571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482847961191672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434232198470777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33538355618469506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37169448749010586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623677754777417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768064109587136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159740343597004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512334127084616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019482726787475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PiecesofJane,2019/04/13,"Depression and ADD are kicking my ass and I need help I'm on meds for depression, but I don't think they're working as well anymore. Or maybe it's just the ADD? I have no insurance and don't qualify for aid (technically make too much as a self employed freelancer, though I can't afford my own). I'm absolutely unmotivated to do ANYTHING outside of caring for my animals. For example, yesterday I was in bed all day and realized I hadn't even eaten yet at 4 pm. Hadn't showered for 3 days, either. Don't feel like cooking, and do the bare minimum with work. Even that is like pulling teeth and I dead it. My house is a mess and I'm wasting my life. I feel like I'm just existing. Yet all I can think about is what I should be doing. So I try to numb out by surfing the internet. Without insurance or much money, what can I do? Has anyone else ever felt like this?",1.5958790667104843,3.5618533463687183,3.876247124548144,86.02585934932634,79.78212290502793,7.563720013144922,26.17186986526454,8.4952907291091,1.9052383174498853,675,28,144,15,17,233,112,179,0.21899999999999997,0.72,0.061,-0.9823,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,0,5,0,21,6,2,1,3,30,34,14,1,2,7,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,6,11,2,0,6,1,1,1,8,4,1,0,5,3,17,6,18,27,6,11,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,2,10,95,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661443046995658,0.11714056199739305,0.17165382958690806,0.13786255154052646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080754933096787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160854106790268,0.0,0.28858592512048103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994944853183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213033856988555,0.151540076184366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941595614233812,0.2393662989842561,0.16085464753125298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229153115222323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933066166323969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833108103842647,0.3273859185820951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182728065052476,0.0,0.1683059582088132,0.0,0.18608757176511745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246307002209291,0.124221044272388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476986551601167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469235204929255,0.16459693984245735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137415727467114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506291918599051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614925153128944,0.0,0.2439270265404195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Minyar,2019/04/13,"Do Your Taxes, April 15th Tax day is 2 days away! Please do your taxes. I just did mine and got $500 so if you need a little motivation think about getting some free money this weekend if you haven't already!",0.8337209302325591,3.1842928372093016,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,85.74418604651162,4.370232558139535,17.902325581395353,5.6839178017228535,-0.4421962790697673,164,4,35,1,5,53,38,43,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.8069,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,21,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39394915210722936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354053974030537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604601494797913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651339771178493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855188264655185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577994085375836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647047777749452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918696183491536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287458283419879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KiyomiNox,2019/04/13,"Information about innoviCares coverage? *Canada Hi everyone! My parent's coverage runs out soon, and my school's plan doesn't include ADHD meds... Has anyone used innoviCares to cover their Adderall XR? More info in my post on r/canada https://www.reddit.com/r/canada/comments/bcsyss/any_information_about_innovicares_extra_points_if/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app",18.352857142857143,25.186819047619053,10.06904761904762,33.55928571428575,60.9047619047619,9.066666666666668,27.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,4.1082,328,9,26,7,7,83,36,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967743112308957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577157363984351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084749113243785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31547101753780404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36672053079155337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665908127615953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619097905889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341278840462257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514228197694097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InsanityIsAGift,2019/04/13,"I finally managed to clean something! So I live with my siblings and they finally managed to all leave the house right, and I was told to clean my kitchen right ( :O ). So I decided to play some games to ease my increasing stress about cleaning the kitchen when it finally hit me TO CLEAN MY KITCHEN! So I did and washed the dishes and even cleaned an additional 2 ft outside the kitchen and I finally managed to do something for once. It was amazing.",2.8449870801033614,5.442701069767447,3.366899224806204,87.94308785529718,79.0,7.078036175710594,33.974160206718345,8.167268648758528,2.8411772609819126,356,21,69,7,9,111,49,86,0.064,0.743,0.192,0.9224,0,0,2,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,5,0,4,6,0,0,1,10,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,2,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,12,2,10,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176524081197224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7805256782384712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553674658394616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886127045888064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729101485033276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189701383807188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042420844212705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742645422328986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404596578120215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702097246445487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawaythistime99,2019/04/13,"Sudden insight about childhood after researching ADHD For a very large chunk of my life, beginning when i was maybe 9 or 10, I would pull out my eyelashes. I did this until I was maybe 17, but notice i still do return to the habit when i am anxious. It felt like i had no say in the matter, i NEEDED to be plucking out my eyelashes when the desire struck or I would feel terrible. It got to the point where I had no eyelashes at all, and remained this way for years. To satisfy my compulsions I would have to pull the tiny beginnings of a lash growing out with tweezers because there simply wasn’t enough to grip on to with fingers alone. While I have for the most part been able to keep myself from falling back on that habit, i still feel massive amounts of shame when thinking back or when it is brought up by family. It severely damaged my self esteem and confidence as I went through middle and high school, and the fact that I am 19 and have been able to wear mascara for 2 years any day I want to makes me more proud than i’d like to admit. This habit is known as trichotillomania, which I have understood for a long time due to my tendencies to research my abnormal behaviors and mental health like crazy. It wasn’t until just a few minutes ago, however, that something clicked. I found this subreddit recently and it has helped me feel more comfortable in my thinking that i might have ADHD, the inattentive type. reading about how low impulse control, OCD tendencies, and things like that are a common symptom of ADHD. Suddenly, all of the weird things i do or feel don’t seem like a bunch of isolated things but rather they could all be symptoms of ADHD instead of disorders themselves. I’m not quite sure how to process this sudden insight, but this feels significant in my journey to understanding my brain",9.795000000000002,7.423261373563224,8.920068965517242,72.43182758620691,60.264367816091955,12.498390804597705,40.15402298850574,10.93419730881044,4.204011264367816,1450,59,272,28,15,456,191,348,0.11900000000000001,0.757,0.124,0.4785,1,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,18,13,0,1,15,0,30,7,3,4,5,59,53,27,0,8,10,0,8,5,0,4,4,1,0,1,21,13,0,2,16,1,0,7,6,5,0,0,15,10,34,8,51,31,11,52,0,2,1,0,5,15,0,7,34,196,55,5,0.1972925803574669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742146836615511,0.0,0.0874439842668856,0.0,0.0,0.10216780646063774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708286004696692,0.0,0.0,0.11144222935180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170581615069031,0.0,0.0601338628911933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012188412637072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064020249975884,0.07876103578603141,0.0,0.0,0.0636186963613112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305719485861285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192798757016686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299494308551087,0.0,0.2493926415187349,0.0,0.09471590837566683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816056552378636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889644976603964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104856393551502,0.0,0.0,0.06612052893225141,0.10422522163098834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768135523410524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967679207062763,0.2409679728237295,0.0,0.0,0.08729886259045924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584716469530147,0.0,0.19820691489423686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941225864509744,0.10464812493566393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314497422492662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230945519169708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682431925276648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325262951770083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492247221695332,0.09867298526582287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740131077437887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844748932229907,0.0,0.09983531213496212,0.0,0.08980387768316482,0.10290959461290013,0.11144222935180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594273360128054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575581095266886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297296106256543,0.20506253297122798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966086356815843,0.12641711916782694,0.0,0.0,0.057521445095671066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269426702433612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139352047271395,0.05818413778466538,0.07830083353702158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144609929057644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022648272791666,0.0,0.0,0.12704995325887478 adhd,Clcteach77,2019/04/13,"Intrusive Sleep, anyone? How do you deal with intrusive sleep, especially when driving? For those of you who don’t know what intrusive sleep is, basically it’s when you’re engaged in a task that has become so routine that your brain has decided it’s not needed so you go to sleep, or when you’re so bored your brain sends your body to sleep. Not the scientific definition, but it works.",5.6374324324324325,6.752406256756758,6.127945945945946,77.48867567567571,67.51351351351353,10.244324324324324,29.664864864864867,10.355215969177356,2.968073513513513,309,11,60,8,5,100,48,74,0.032,0.9420000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.0978,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,5,8,8,1,0,9,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697493328275987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476162419237646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582445671090286,0.0,0.3735079211407614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247140975746933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507628666935547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193968316548333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404540424179225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8370674958730272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179106523350372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tappey88,2019/04/13,Possible misdiagnosed bipolar? Has anyone ever received a bipolar diagnosis but relate more to the symptoms of ADHD? I’m on mood stabilizers and antipsychotics but seem to do very little. I have OCD for sure but I’ve been going to bipolar support groups and feel I just dont relate to the extreme mood swings. Probably time for a second opinion.,4.828095238095237,7.607361888888893,6.111349206349207,69.94892857142858,72.96825396825399,8.009523809523811,32.72222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.4775841269841274,281,14,41,6,6,94,46,63,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,0,2,11,10,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,8,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,28,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301924694091944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921094712948276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220014054566099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485243661064589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892032447367209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614503596743928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753686449749467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097359299018366,0.0,0.0,0.29622370541651794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011932490802913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117796083926853,0.2589457700001828,0.2855673030715307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020716906927754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669502606945344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnonAndy42,2019/04/13,"Reminder: taxes are due on Monday. If you've been putting it off like I have, now is the time to do it. I kept telling myself I'll get to it on a Saturday but then I'd just say 'Eh later'. Well it's later lol. On another note, why are taxes so complicated? It's like it's needlessly complicated, shouldn't the IRS already have all of this info? Companies and banks have to report this info already.",1.5585365853658537,3.6130425975609772,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,80.34146341463416,7.0268292682926825,23.664634146341466,8.07648339933343,1.4423365853658539,311,11,64,6,8,108,57,82,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.8936,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,8,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,10,40,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489109533724202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083028460930902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361193961008995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28728406913322185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955686628846626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338144119496835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569841388874856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171443891649408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26435692381137715,0.0,0.2653049430565269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_UR_FELINES,2019/04/13,"META: separate “ADHD reminders” sub MANY of the top posts here end up being: * You! Go brush your teeth * Stop clenching your jaw * Did you take your meds today? (Etc) Not everyone needs these reminders, but I’m sure they’re very helpful for some! I propose a **separate “ADHD reminders” sub for these types of posts.",0.7591497975708492,2.4147977894736883,1.2322807017543873,94.03724696356278,114.96491228070177,3.8591093117408914,20.17408906882591,5.8734145424116955,0.4002129554655873,242,9,44,3,13,73,44,57,0.027000000000000003,0.821,0.152,0.8163,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414960706969153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995350853477056,0.0,0.2512516256364773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526887147196036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803430009546196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100336553378133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284029930841652,0.0,0.0,0.25024015018950474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704550701889734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315203073985491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834782227519212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123278541596892,0.0,0.16938581050326307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354324252468726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588320030857386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dannydawiz,2019/04/13,"How do I deal with initial Wellbutrin side effects? (21M) Hey guys I was prescribed 150mg of Wellbutrin XL on Monday morning to treat ADHD-PI. I'm on Day 6 and all I can say is that within this first week I feel absolutely HORRIBLE. I've already had low energy. Now, it's like I have 0 energy at all whatsoever. It's like someone sucked the life out of me. At times I feel so tired and so spaced out it's like I'm totally gone. I nearly vomited yesterday (which isn't abnormal since I've been vomiting previously) but man the drowsiness I get from this is insane. I'm honestly afraid to drive right now because of how sleepy this stuff makes me. I'm already sleepy as it is but now I'm even MORE sleepy. It's almost like I'm living in a daydream. I've had an increase in suicidal thoughts within the past week as well which is terrifying as shit. When I'm with friends I feel terrible. What can I do to help cope with the side effects in the meantime and how long does it take until these side effects go away?",2.40426368952685,4.157615904306218,4.069433811802234,86.56742557150456,76.55980861244021,7.515257841573633,26.443646996278574,8.344100000000001,1.7347509835194057,800,31,169,15,18,268,121,209,0.149,0.711,0.139,-0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,11,13,2,1,7,0,14,5,1,7,3,25,31,15,1,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,4,1,0,2,15,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,5,1,1,6,4,12,8,27,25,5,37,0,1,0,0,7,19,2,1,18,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837851989056088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529080933848905,0.0,0.3643111944940177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508592963589835,0.0,0.0,0.10062334319593373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645459330003612,0.17017688320793695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444512901376424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902523148814927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503885845832328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040595065603734,0.0,0.0,0.12753039540767402,0.0,0.08624072211611597,0.0,0.09381140999037108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344233392446306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064096592439236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659174089648025,0.3225736962555463,0.0,0.14575723165490198,0.1460791472343766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018353940779092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757517947681238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096636104852356,0.0,0.13126794557036653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694389574637044,0.13654517170452274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398607780440166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889622833331846,0.18055656412782556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410988074152896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104480163212068,0.09625192583188316,0.1897202946720472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648136658827852,0.0,0.14841510408472647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GunfireEnhanced,2019/04/13,"Diagnosed with hyperactivity as a kid and now all i think is negative thoughts I hate rules and society, i want to live like a normal happy person but i can't and i feel like trash, all i can think of doing is robbing, killing, raping and all that stuff (which i would like to do), i like feeling this and i feel darkness calls me everyday but i can't give in because im not ready for it but damn im so ready. &#x200B; What can i do? i think i am lazy to be evil even, im 29 yo.",-0.7943956043956035,1.2554839047619062,1.944761904761908,95.50549450549454,90.90476190476193,5.135531135531137,19.505494505494504,6.67199483983844,0.07631868131868202,370,12,90,5,13,128,65,105,0.311,0.5529999999999999,0.136,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,2,0,12,2,0,0,3,23,22,10,1,3,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,3,14,5,8,19,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,6,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772148819790469,0.19874071229623747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970335843191858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701087040944393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660077934675552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802842946710116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809931774331725,0.1168457738003576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568996108364387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411039216113455,0.0,0.16147953346507396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300116933345107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095254816966247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196244513149434,0.0,0.14442459423590442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602519843192445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281242188634533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723462833665425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144038335054221,0.0,0.12984667784616985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647066836689476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618681694222065,0.0,0.19874071229623747,0.0 adhd,AethericEye,2019/04/13,"Just started medication; difficult to keep solutions proportional to problems. I am in my late twenties. I was diagnosed with adhd last week and proscribed a stimulant. It is honestly incredible. I knew that I knew how to do the things, and that I should be good at them, but I've never been able to get anywhere with anything. Now my ""hobbies"" are actually *hobbies,* and I am proving to myself that I really am knowledgeable and competent. I am getting things done, and I am ecstatic at results. The challenge I'm having though is keeping things in proportion. As an example, I'm in a class, and an online assignment asked ""What areas of STEM interest you and why?"" A couple of sentences were expected, but oh bitch, I'm 600 words in and I have more to say. I can see this problem cropping up in all sorts of other areas too. Wat do?",3.033132911392407,5.578347424050636,4.915680379746835,77.40807753164559,77.92405063291139,8.506962025316456,30.76107594936709,9.188382445141503,3.309391139240507,655,33,115,18,16,223,103,158,0.081,0.7959999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.589,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,2,5,8,1,0,7,0,19,2,0,3,3,30,31,13,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,2,16,4,20,23,2,16,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,1,6,90,26,3,0.18573344740269,0.0,0.18124905229313484,0.0,0.223215510299099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284280169707204,0.0,0.17363570114910445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551052684444684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885155394553768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006980196853995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940761208051293,0.0,0.0,0.15578440361765045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33017684397585423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151397549146194,0.2095154186497648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710690810851224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324908474078785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554436506287961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898560238289405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770269216933452,0.0,0.0,0.14800551058944458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314630900364314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701791484313984,0.0,0.1824821690529226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898416823759547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759554729121592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Profoundsoup,2019/04/13,"Dear Brain, I just finished eating my food so id appreciate if you weren't still obsessing about eating more food Id like to move on with my life and focus on tasks that actually matter, not keep focusing on eating more food after I just finished eating :)",6.214333333333336,6.531348299999998,7.194000000000003,73.17033333333336,66.0,9.866666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.5962666666666667,205,6,37,4,3,69,35,50,0.0,0.7340000000000001,0.266,0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,8,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,7,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.1640019108410018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876100760919713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6878676411365082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096549472462235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493790798969668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870545410587073,0.08210542359647491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862074084077145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421260066386131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OtherEnergy,2019/04/13,"Just diagnosed at 31 and owe you all a thank you tl;dr: Thank you. This community gave me the nerve to ask someone about ADHD and made me believe doctors might listen to me. I was afraid I'd be dismissed as drug seeking. Turns out I have it! Love you all. I'm a 31 year old woman who just got diagnosed with ADHD-PI and owe this community a thank you. I'm a lawyer who has suspected I have some kind of attention issue for years and years but once I was in law school and then practicing as a lawyer--a profession with a reputation for abusing stimulants and alcohol--I was scared that I would be dismissed as drug seeking. I was especially concerned that because I made it through school well enough I'd be told I clearly couldn't have ADHD. My brother has ADHD but was very hyperactive and diagnosed early in childhood so I doubted myself too. After reading some posts here and in another sub from people who have been in the same situation, including many people who got the ""you're X, how could you have ADHD?"" but were indeed diagnosed, I got myself checked out. After a couple of months of appointments and waiting and testing I was diagnosed last week (through Kaiser). No one was going to hand me drugs at the drop of a hat, but everyone listened to me. It took a while but I'm kind of glad it wasn't too easy because it helps me accept that no one is just irresponsibly humoring me with a stimulant prescription I shouldn't have. So, thank you. I'm not sure I ever would have taken the plunge and gone through the process if it weren't for people like you all. I know from here I have work to do and it will take time to get my meds to the right place, but the diagnosis itself is a relief.",5.37790447929914,5.805091738872403,6.145129292072912,79.58761622156283,67.81305637982196,9.505101031510527,30.884414299844565,9.48565724429506,2.6346010739013703,1344,50,267,26,21,442,164,337,0.085,0.797,0.11800000000000001,0.9037,2,0,4,0,0,0,34.0,0,8,0,1,13,17,0,3,19,0,34,11,1,5,6,55,64,27,0,6,11,1,1,1,0,5,9,2,0,1,17,17,0,1,4,1,3,3,7,3,1,2,21,3,34,14,37,33,7,30,0,0,0,1,21,10,0,5,16,186,51,7,0.0,0.0951310968888395,0.0,0.0,0.4824678077235001,0.0,0.0,0.08580611179698333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419157538343812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506076613017458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788867025388362,0.0,0.0,0.0904598831332848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410541989347462,0.08883989577416207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074657666977353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218071477247288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27933442017086496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296153519150726,0.0,0.0,0.07262734143864574,0.0,0.07672100028834447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194846514512565,0.0,0.04563093357332623,0.0,0.19264690934600684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381702041471071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380240741612775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722037178210772,0.044125551409750566,0.06544746243968326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922587590318159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246529849913774,0.15194559867341206,0.0,0.08140195086474203,0.0,0.0,0.08918462991684828,0.0,0.0,0.08517551760353194,0.0,0.0,0.06408710002802975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425135889960797,0.08550674735044721,0.10881382269704283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698994074164225,0.0,0.08388646906660427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689609139021028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031221389460265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856763647128779,0.0,0.0,0.08038478342347713,0.16251651697406733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902498704707164,0.0,0.0,0.06802986836137839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567283299634392,0.0,0.06036845330958601,0.0,0.0,0.2956827691150848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681802815233445,0.0,0.0,0.07672100028834447,0.0892056843814001,0.0,0.08733299293636748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624805977268321,0.0,0.0,0.06440418494107839,0.0,0.07219078954749289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845243017138042,0.0,0.0,0.11407211542700005,0.0,0.0,0.15511332195845054 adhd,ABlackKidOnTheNet,2019/04/13,"Catchy Music Make Anyone Else Feel Hyperactive? Whenever i hear catchy music, i just feel more hyperactive, anyone else experience this?",8.939999999999998,12.740565142857148,8.733571428571429,51.14892857142861,64.23809523809524,11.81904761904762,29.54761904761905,11.20814326018867,5.012504761904763,112,4,13,4,2,36,14,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933162507001656,0.5763523712046931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699003611176135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27511868635578896,0.0,0.0,0.2844191949504693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31699174702733296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773807296757905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BachShitCrazy,2019/04/13,Being billed $530 for drug test given by psychiatrist My psychiatrist decided to drug test me before she would give me a vyvanse prescription (simple pee in a cup test). The drug test was given at the psychiatrists office. I just got a bill for the drug test for $530. What the actual fuck. Is there any way I can fight this or am I just going to have to pay the $530?,1.9089661654135384,3.8329588815789504,4.015338345864663,85.61236842105264,78.60526315789474,7.50075187969925,18.75187969924812,8.418075326091056,0.8242616541353387,289,6,62,6,7,99,49,76,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.7579,0,0,4,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,8,0,7,6,1,0,0,5,13,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,9,7,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,37,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.1859907780602339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960942967367073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218017216419678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8841071224684144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619968689715215,0.0,0.1828336844823432,0.10831810492343848,0.0,0.1524342261241462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128344812074318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353914373437582,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GrandmaJoe666,2019/04/13,I need to stop talking the meds I need to stop. 🛑,-3.907499999999999,-2.602476749999997,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,108.16666666666669,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.7884666666666669,37,1,11,0,2,13,8,12,0.386,0.614,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236343073392824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655863585959261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6377122069978662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065439375705834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedBeardGoblin,2019/04/13,"Doctors and meds Does anyone else ever get worried they suddenly won't be believed by doctors to have ADD? Especially when switching to a new doctor? Having that experience now, it's like they don't believe me. wtf!? 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So I found out I'm leaving for a trip 6 a.m. Monday, the same day I'm supposed to have my Vyvanse filled. Would they be ok with filling it, and should I explain my situation? I'm fairly new to this stuff",1.0912000000000006,3.1135137200000003,3.414000000000001,88.397,81.8,5.6000000000000005,26.0,6.742157984588678,1.0956,186,8,39,2,5,64,41,50,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560708757443902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876917216228938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743993430597897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34149813691737274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39744847530333743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047744271566149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117924333087194,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-AU-burnbitch,2019/04/13,"My 10 year old is a habitual liar what do i do? I have a 10 year old son who is ADHD minor. He has an attention problem worse than other kids his age (I dont need advice on this as we already work with a therapist and doctor) but he is a habitual liar. He hids things from me, lies about school work, and lies about any and everything else even if what hes lying about wont get him in trouble. He is my biological son but was adopted by my husband almost 5 years ago and his biological dad (also a habitual liar) is a drug addict in and out of jail and never wanted to be a father. Im trying so hard to put my son on the right track but i feel like im failing. What can i do? Ive tried what feels like everything and im totally miserable because I feel like all I do is punish him. I dont want to live like this amymore but I dont know what to do. Please if you have gone through or are going through this help me",1.910066666666669,2.794822540000002,4.4780000000000015,86.70566666666667,76.1,7.533333333333335,23.833333333333336,8.021203637495839,1.0663333333333327,708,21,166,11,15,252,113,200,0.19899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.092,-0.9741,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,3,6,12,4,1,9,0,24,3,0,0,3,30,34,17,0,6,7,6,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,2,4,23,4,20,30,2,17,0,2,0,0,20,6,0,4,12,105,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700201580642287,0.1400101619185081,0.11384229011632875,0.10327007423282604,0.0,0.11665775605085682,0.0,0.12856046450485567,0.09316487569145797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922388252183069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101721789948001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192425173004161,0.0,0.0,0.4096108157460458,0.0,0.13510282196191947,0.0,0.09732066293042516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694704206019695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094050788885951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671745050514687,0.2496825154875679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060866355259166276,0.0,0.06620954077992576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436096896037847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808738346490397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37751943873095695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402526239805856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276637383336966,0.0,0.10287148838520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863831512401345,0.08985185448072669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449395819894176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788183421853133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147460812817056,0.0,0.1171145113086831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949022225972236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790405231042544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526528727016576,0.07739731353687017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819148097523966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742924178423596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962653428506952,0.0,0.11872328438306765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506622178164576 adhd,Procks1061,2019/04/13,"Hobby Ideas I was wondering what sort of long running hobbies you all have that are good for intermittent attention. I've found mine is making sourdough, it's great for short bursts of attention, while you can keep developing your skills over time.",7.633560606060605,9.309375840909096,6.4890909090909075,74.66196969696973,63.31818181818182,10.412121212121212,32.84848484848485,10.504223727775694,3.60749393939394,203,8,34,5,3,61,39,44,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,5,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893496604652645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978416742490637,0.0,0.3914998473027135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008655409522812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156298760478045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142530028758416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703251820625734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706211186132925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850916323279116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bipbipbloop,2019/04/13,"Panic! I made an offer to an apartment yesterday that is valid till the end of the day today. I already have an apartment that i would have to sell within 30 days if they take my offer and it/I am so not ready and i cant start making it ready, I don’t know where to start and I’m having a panic attack and i just walk aimlessly from room to room and don’t want the new apartment anymore and please just don’t accept my offer and let me cry alone!!!",1.002290950744559,2.730558690721651,2.846323024054985,93.85225658648342,80.64948453608247,5.135853379152349,17.994272623138606,5.82211442006289,-0.40120297823596784,351,7,79,2,9,117,60,97,0.20600000000000002,0.733,0.061,-0.9387,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,7,0,11,0,0,2,0,17,19,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,8,16,0,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654295906596105,0.23072405670450866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735034957348086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378577328504401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296636441998676,0.2696775283573261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851820814388953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490444071546405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379761087365814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978357604261773,0.13956196558568318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192995957523954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906187009772381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295061369243777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29597461699702776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720151120565445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818260061393825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233203080605161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852383942643396,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lightning_Slow,2019/04/13,"Finally Diagnosed as an ADHD. Psych prescribed me with Valporic Acid & Risperidone Just wanted to ask if anyone here are prescribed by Valporic Acid & Rispirdone. The Psychiatrist also told me that until I'm taking 3 Valporic Acid a day and still have no improvements, the option for stimulants will be seen. One thing is that stimulants in my area aren't available and I will need to travel 200+ km just to acquire some.",7.263076923076928,8.384991461538466,6.832461538461541,73.86253846153849,63.87179487179488,9.316923076923075,34.83076923076923,9.3871,3.4102430769230767,346,15,55,6,5,108,61,78,0.03,0.94,0.031,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,9,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,4,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134219354112637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855568804043065,0.0,0.5651371838123819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235219722543694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438058064949072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818960381357212,0.0,0.0,0.2646989232604466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285685463726537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933743528156571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671976432026767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082692473640857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608352278830565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325896543479075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919843367914116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538221881608432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pearle667,2019/04/13,"Adhd Actors, how in the WORLD do you memorize a monologue????? I’ve been struggling with this for years. How do you memorize a long bloc of text? Any tip or routine you have, please post it, no matter how small it is. I have 3 monologues to memorize this weekend. YIKES.",0.20831196581196565,2.4846505576923086,1.6402564102564128,93.5936324786325,101.1153846153846,4.618803418803419,21.16239316239316,6.42735559955562,0.6245059829059829,207,8,41,3,9,66,40,52,0.114,0.821,0.065,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,9,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780631182406646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705090530468979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520293057702467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366510801439566,0.0,0.0,0.3809703429123991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158537291542787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561620250064515 adhd,philsays,2019/04/13,"Neurotypical Mother who knows I have ADHD but still attacks me for being ""lazy"". I (M/17) wish I was dead all the time because of my mother who is neurotypical. She knows that I have ADHD and she constantly shits on me for my horrible learning habits. (practically never learn anything, besides at the end of the year when I have to fix my grades in order to pass) I told her that I plan to go to therapy and to get a prescription to help me build good habits and fix my life, but she accuses me of only wanting to take drugs and then after an argument she slaps me really hard. It has been like this for the past 10 or so years, I remember when I was 10 / 11 or so she saw the opportunity to project her emotions onto me and started hysterically crying and screaming and calling me useless when I had bad grades (imagine what that did to my 10 year old mind). Since then I fucking hate her, haven't hugged or shown affection to her in years. I actively avoid her, she likes to yell at me all the time and when I get mad at her she likes to compare my to my alcoholic father (who is very ill) and my cousin who is now on trial for a home invasion (also happens to have a substance abuse problem). Whenever she gets mad all I hear is ""oh you'll beat your wife just like your father did one day!"" This abuse, topped off with the fact that I am bad socially has made my life unbearable. I swear if it wasn't for music and weed (yes I know, bad habit to have with ADHD) I would have probably necked myself a long time ago. Anyone had any similar experiences?",5.094435606701643,5.287109958199358,6.008475207310884,81.13873751903878,68.38906752411576,9.505567777965814,29.23015738703673,9.414487439383343,2.3113498392282943,1211,40,252,23,19,401,167,311,0.22699999999999998,0.677,0.096,-0.995,0,1,2,0,2,0,36.0,0,3,0,4,10,20,6,1,12,1,25,9,2,2,5,39,43,25,1,5,7,6,1,4,0,2,5,3,1,0,13,12,1,1,7,0,0,2,3,13,0,1,11,5,53,7,35,29,3,38,0,1,1,2,32,10,2,4,29,170,66,5,0.0,0.2548505444513969,0.0,0.0,0.3877507592147741,0.0,0.0953336746877253,0.11493473230036988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600506988566313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313545477663679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519916437444554,0.0,0.08850178364866683,0.0,0.0,0.12234991533546093,0.0,0.0,0.269391046754262,0.06555947982754788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981722142354576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162197932657512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813501746085955,0.06935873466670467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472004667366875,0.0,0.0,0.12097558004590743,0.09525446877079044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520132479103686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994252059064652,0.16856616076277847,0.0,0.0611212770865885,0.09020508281529364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510320573168514,0.0,0.09634073315890028,0.10618011653031978,0.0,0.0,0.12121296512725573,0.0,0.07208629671046084,0.0,0.1078781249160713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731458748131468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151926852012414,0.21016757206510345,0.0,0.0,0.0951754593135454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176330299796907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859152498199626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829466573815207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285218707939708,0.0,0.07287643805522148,0.08179412371680314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266550953407183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595354963544592,0.10290768265812496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889718012542105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182946418637455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103951584297128,0.08896375478680645,0.0,0.0,0.1096303332286349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612211908578445,0.0,0.0858869462774383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086174603670339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229890424723476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813406480593795,0.0,0.0,0.10276549589871384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873730385788133,0.06343383950369297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367341574448056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763981013413084,0.0,0.0,0.2770262360439825 adhd,THENoahMG,2019/04/13,"Stuck in Autopilot I believe that I have good morals, courtesy of my parents. However, when I'm off my meds (Vyvanse) I hear this one voice in my head that's telling me the right things to do. I acknowledge that they're the right things to do. But I can't get my body to do them, like my body's sick on autopilot and I can't turn it off. It makes me feel powerless. Does anybody else have this problem? Any advice on fighting it?",0.7486516853932557,3.006805943820225,2.067516853932585,96.09138764044943,85.06741573033706,5.807191011235956,23.50674157303371,7.1686216300943375,0.8022934831460673,335,13,76,5,10,107,57,89,0.159,0.755,0.086,-0.7639,3,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,7,4,3,1,0,6,14,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,14,2,10,13,0,9,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,47,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031720691166735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940256166012352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309573970121132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554029756756322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939113167946355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124570625813848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365083737501864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710060618027434,0.0,0.0,0.17193876291082508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103823993873855,0.0,0.2310424936409442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014943509014483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368347060658172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277014878378161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389088531764834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762094424687754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961510271709202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501265376464878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917329293170167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723770516972169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229739860722753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neatwhiskeygirl,2019/04/13,"Does the tiredness from meds improve? Hi all, long time lurker, first time original poster! I was finally given an official diagnosis last Wednesday and I feel so validated after years of struggle. I (f/30) am so smart, but I’ve never been able to keep a job for longer than a year or so (I would either get fired or quit in a rage...) and I finally managed to put the pieces together after working with some kids with ADHD and talking to their parents about adult ADHD symptoms. I’m definitely going through the whole “what could I have done with my life had I known?” thing, but, at the same time I found a career recently (professional travel advisor) that works really well for me, so that’s good! Anyhoo, enough rambling. My question is this - my doctor started me on 10 mg of the generic dextroamphetamine ER. Compared to my previous experience with adderall, it’s amazing! I feel like myself, but not drugged at all, and I’m able to focus and tasks are just...easier. The only down side I’ve noticed so far is that I’m very very tired in the morning. This is never a problem for me normally. I am a pretty energetic person in general. Does the tiredness improve over time or is this something I’m just going to need to learn to live with?",3.3925661680092074,5.7163863713080145,4.693220176448026,80.60194764096664,75.58227848101266,7.515841963943231,28.072305331799,8.438071523408619,2.292866666666668,978,41,176,19,22,323,147,237,0.045,0.7829999999999999,0.172,0.9848,2,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,4,8,8,1,1,15,0,14,5,0,1,4,39,28,16,0,5,9,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,9,10,0,1,6,1,0,4,3,3,2,1,6,3,19,5,32,20,8,33,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,5,20,119,28,8,0.23885478290036302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28705703252731885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535305417768217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222389957211388,0.20902343013008529,0.12221568575820525,0.0,0.0,0.13849785839483636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340042032209995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116822905157991,0.0,0.0,0.12077215501763999,0.0853189523147308,0.0,0.261653739537796,0.0,0.1015848781580132,0.0,0.1309459704452931,0.0,0.0,0.06239588284891547,0.0,0.13574667753290828,0.10017002975420332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851325806549687,0.10615255287809501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973492637934999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435509846882909,0.0583461909520047,0.0,0.10545657466175094,0.10568948327257044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265690892297555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855389750132725,0.1842195335030488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170134867850288,0.0,0.1359688767254525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082991280223113,0.0,0.0,0.13260998492652334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427939168506772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150059202708,0.0,0.11427588459630345,0.0,0.12005751447428913,0.13378601066673118,0.12702573141545545,0.0,0.0,0.0765082450761194,0.0,0.11792014122919628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194104063279056,0.0,0.0,0.08453132235784884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485144001042975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413078764821235,0.0,0.095991213418471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934225218028082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855628945696786,0.1372642179929826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970802107892909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737956756683584,0.0,0.0,0.13333641755610015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738891266981988,0.0,0.0,0.08483779234695214,0.0,0.0,0.15381464902616282 adhd,ssssplus,2019/04/13,"I sent this to my shrink yesterday via e-mail TL:DR i lived my life thinking i was bipolar/aspergers because of the childhood/adolescent difficulties and, I just got diagnosed with ADHD 3 days ago and have been taking Dexamphetamine as prescribed. And I feel like I don’t even know myself or know what my hobbies are or even know what a hobby is because i feel like everything I ever did was out of some 2 week or 6 month obsession/impulse. Like, I really liked to play videogames and I think I had fun doing it. The same goes for drawing stuff. I would be really good at it, but, the feeling of being inspired isn’t there anymore. Anyway carry on reading, if you like. Hi there! (my name) here. It’s been my second day of taking my Dex. Yesterday was the most productive day I’ve had in a long time. (without just doing something because i felt like it at the time). I felt good, I think clearly and slowly. I am pretty overwhelmed with these new thoughts that I never knew existed. I am pretty emotional. It’s hard to explain. But I think it’s being logical? I took 2 tablets in the morning and 2 at 3:30pm. However, I didn’t manage to get to sleep at all. My mind is still very active and I don’t know how to turn my brain off when I need to. I “woke up” this morning and I felt really lethargic. And the only thing that is keeping me going is the Dex. I went to the chemist today and asked if there is anything I could have so I can make my brain turn off and allow myself to sleep. They recommended melatonin. When I was at the chemist I was starting to get a sensation of panic, for some reason. So I will try that tonight. I’m experiencing heart palpitations, faster heart beats a dry mouth and I’m not hungry. I’m also sweating a lot and I feel really anxious. I also feel like I don’t like anything anymore like, my hobby list and brain has been completely reformatted. I feel like I don’t know anything. It’s a pretty strange feeling. Like, in the best way I can explain it. I feel like everything I’m doing is for the first time. I feel like everything I knew and did was because it was all out of impulse. And without that impulse I feel really empty. I don’t know what I like. Is it normal to feel like you don’t know yourself? If I can be honest it’s a really empty feeling. Like, I don’t know how to really get in the “zone”? I used to be able to with videogames and stuff but, for some reason, that thought process is non-existent. I’ve never really felt like I can be honest but, I’m asking a lot of questions and I’m listening more. Maybe I’m feeling this way because I’m just really exhausted from yesterday. Or I’m still getting used to it. This is all really new for me and I’m pretty scared to be honest. I’ll cut the dosage back by half and see how I go. I’m looking forward to hearing your opinion on this.",1.7639841819080573,3.8449098114186877,3.6446997034107764,87.31549740484431,79.77854671280278,6.619920909540287,24.681290163124075,7.7094869923839395,1.3555871478002963,2213,83,453,36,56,745,228,578,0.054000000000000006,0.736,0.21100000000000002,0.9981,1,0,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,1,3,23,31,1,3,22,0,55,12,9,9,7,111,128,41,0,7,17,0,18,17,0,2,3,2,0,0,29,25,0,1,40,2,0,6,14,5,0,3,28,23,66,26,53,90,12,52,0,1,2,0,14,17,0,15,46,297,95,2,0.05016548857449177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028916863466685,0.0,0.044468678808908535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023464617745849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667272305055554,0.0995013695940031,0.0,0.0,0.12384576816049665,0.0,0.09379591994794484,0.0,0.0,0.038574164182973415,0.0,0.15290208107889655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052645585294235485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800382791690355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259756033199387,0.0,0.0,0.04005306062377485,0.0,0.0,0.0970577701296702,0.0,0.0,0.0509169149278704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642942255613604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626766416292207,0.04537755644405004,0.0,0.0,0.13525651932413055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32974731825805315,0.3225441155503994,0.1926669441226068,0.0,0.0,0.04267073895441098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048375891039472,0.0,0.05702040644204308,0.0841528634615983,0.04012192391761611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493842425660223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654015154010821,0.11889269099636594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458939120997702,0.0,0.0,0.2205571246373988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035433368149914005,0.4166415039334663,0.0,0.04429704548563231,0.04439487877256164,0.042126375901425685,0.0,0.0,0.08529780890237007,0.0,0.0,0.03348585316487606,0.0,0.05039797597302692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050652842886960564,0.0,0.040041614373481166,0.0,0.0,0.03719707413338798,0.07738143478584159,0.09690028293237914,0.0,0.0,0.0491515276612607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038153114604392406,0.0,0.058858392083836336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414534679579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056196828114833085,0.0,0.050179064068146435,0.0,0.3213729654156865,0.10315695460980252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022440550330557,0.0,0.039975399446169284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004034349807801,0.0,0.0,0.038619843968668785,0.0,0.0,0.035507391013377965,0.0,0.08012444795398489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148549648596116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543640847186761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033327721529316484,0.12857607793954262,0.0,0.07965158877739273,0.08775569942387644,0.0,0.04755101747200092,0.0,0.05573570363396433,0.034059073792925804,0.10913129237274016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665375069091875,0.0,0.0413917818289314,0.0,0.07963805963828229,0.04023972899883304,0.0,0.0,0.046503910495077384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671548165235126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035636123765137015,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_HOW_TOBE_HAPPY,2019/04/13,"I can't explain things at all, making me seem like a complete idiot at meetings. I'm so sick of not being able to explain things, had two meetings this week and I completely butchered simple questions over and over, making It more complicated to the point where they have barely any idea what I'm asking. I'm not this fucking dumb, but I can barely make sense to people sometimes, haven't even started going to job interviews, bet that'll be great fun!",9.097068965517241,7.372032701149429,8.218936781609198,74.87599137931038,61.06896551724138,10.079310344827586,36.69252873563218,8.07648339933343,2.923783908045977,363,13,65,3,4,113,65,87,0.053,0.79,0.157,0.8842,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,1,15,21,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,5,3,9,17,2,9,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,3,3,41,12,2,0.20256353109334094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775014734293065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893695575055658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42476801683782506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379130186499072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726672043053946,0.0,0.0,0.11512152279875155,0.0,0.0,0.2233270081424931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866957048663575,0.0,0.0,0.20101304854454252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896230941303416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056381898092064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043204733297196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148801120264414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269175136664451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440623095320446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034051178739265,0.0,0.14337550989663952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691484184889076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787513624594044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162484246199237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EllisarTigron,2019/04/13,What are the study methods that work the best for you? Be it types of work and studying or tips and tricks😁,1.7265217391304368,3.3562731739130456,1.7210869565217382,103.2059782608696,78.13043478260869,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.8100260869565221,85,2,21,0,2,25,20,23,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847087123879794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8112433184055147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pingusbeak,2019/04/13,"How putting off one task can spiral into many worse tasks I put off washing my dishes for a few days. All the food was then dried on so I decided to fill the sink with water and soak them all first. It was filling up slowly to I went to the bathroom, forgot about it, and rediscovered it 15 minutes later when it was overflowing. Sink was then so full I couldn’t reach in and pull the plug out without it overflowing again, so had to get a jug and bucket and start ferrying excess water to the bathroom. The water was gross with rehydrated food at this point so I then had to wash not only all the dishes but the jug, the bucket, and the bath. FML.",4.112510602205258,4.967736366412215,4.949262086513997,85.50385920271421,70.8320610687023,7.654283290924512,24.47921967769296,7.793537801064563,1.1110553011026294,508,13,105,6,9,165,80,131,0.033,0.958,0.009000000000000001,-0.4438,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,12,0,9,9,0,1,3,20,13,16,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,10,7,1,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,9,0,7,0,19,3,5,27,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,9,78,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376703313818565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280765533973466,0.5766187847217936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456935454268805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417296662143739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156571655003898,0.18133606087984427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253925495711889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793741639099692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876133142076616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102614772413212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298371266774005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297960411486136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UserraRae,2019/04/13,"Important things slipping through the cracks at work I started a new job at a temp service just over a month ago and I am struggling not to have things fall through the cracks. I have three direct reports who handle the people coming in and out of the office, and my primary responsibility is our clients. However, I handle attendance and disciplinary issues as well. I have emails constantly and I am expected to reply within 15 mins to any client. The phone is constantly ringing, the email is crazy, and on top of it I share on office with two of my direct reports. They need to come to me with questions sometimes and I get it, but I'm overwhelmed. &#x200B; I caused two big problems by not contacting clients in a timely manner. And this morning I woke out of dead sleep realizing that I forgot to call one of our temps to tell them don't go back to work. I can't keep making these kinds of mistakes! But I don't know what to do. My boss is starting to get frustrated and I can't blame her. I cannot lose this job!",3.1339303482587053,5.244510776119405,3.969975124378113,86.48889303482588,75.56716417910448,6.854726368159205,26.589552238805965,7.793537801064563,1.5609223880597023,810,31,159,12,18,259,118,201,0.109,0.826,0.064,-0.9306,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,4,3,9,1,2,10,0,15,1,1,3,0,32,29,12,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,15,0,2,3,0,0,5,7,6,1,4,2,1,24,3,32,27,0,27,0,2,0,0,14,12,0,1,10,111,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078104190229384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985431395237626,0.17927140127135552,0.10032898665678057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134454523382146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064992179972478,0.0,0.0,0.1515592779393103,0.0,0.25417700064366,0.0,0.3188662495755265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416209229485886,0.0,0.08384764697224084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539884048429557,0.2928118169638995,0.1311360534296231,0.0,0.15363519439309795,0.08108148063889227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505413670665844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984808832461286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776117904732195,0.0,0.0,0.10939547207565767,0.0,0.14249040338010718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997366125043522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228232255881643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117124931840094,0.0,0.0,0.16527317494734406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764173558856772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459160728437612,0.0,0.20885233005984566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542358112364496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895225669972962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603164575963716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602895424318227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28824088085661764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265185177284744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481474718476612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927140127135552,0.0 adhd,P3asantGamer,2019/04/13,Coffee mugs Anybody else find it easier to buy an $18 coffee mug than to keep your old one clean?,1.09,2.9408134761904776,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,80.90476190476191,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.2274952380952384,77,1,17,1,2,26,19,21,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423902936010156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637930777881185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510380402470826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324753428332559,0.0,0.3438560416256658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-_-raj-_-,2019/04/13,"A few strategies that Helped me. It might help you too. Hi. Over the course of my time, I found that as if my sense of time or internal clock is either out of sync or broken. I don't know if I have ADHD or not, I resonate with the symptoms very much, but so far I haven't diagnosed by a professional. I am just writing some tips and strategies that I found to help me a lot. * If I go to a new calm place to study then I find myself stronger, armed with infinite ammunition of concentration. An example of this kind of place would be Library, or a cubicle where phd students are quietly studying in their respective cubicles, or sometimes even a coffee shop is great, cafeteria where every person is quietly sitting on there table with their laptop or books and a cup of coffee. * I do almost every task on my lappy. Since as if my internal clock is broken, I wrote a script that gives me TINY sharp beep sound every minute and a few custom sounds with my custom message notification in almost 10min of intervals. It helps me by giving me a sense of how time is flowing by. One example of custom notification messages would be ""Its been 30 min, whats your progress so far? were you thinking of something that happened more than a year ago?"" with a custom sound of glass breaking. I can share the script if you think that it would be helpful for you too. Its very short easy script and written in bash. * A good accountability buddy helps in an unimaginable way. I couldn't find one long term accountability buddy, but Focusmate and this site ( [https://meet.jit.si/FMGroupRoom](https://meet.jit.si/FMGroupRoom) ) is helping me a lot. So far Focusmate is free and the second url will always be free. I know this next point will be very very hard for you to follow, but believe me you may give it a shot. * Half of my distractions vanished when I totally abandoned my smartphone and started using a simple mobile where I can just make calls and read sms. Not only that, my night sleep time became a fixed routine and circadian rhythms plus mood stabilised ever since I abandoned my smart phone. I guess if your internal clock is broken no screen before bed rule can change your life drastically. * A simple to do list helps a lot. Every morning before leaving for library I just check 6 items of to do list in my mind and count if the number of checked boxed is six or not. It helps with the problem of forgetfulness. * Maintaining a journal of daily accomplishments helps. Even if accomplishment of a day is null, still making a entry of that null accomplishment and reason behind its being null, helps to see things that are difficult to see if you are running everyday in autopilot. * A block site extension for the browsers you work with. Now a few things that always make things worse. * Planning to work alone on my own in my bedroom, solely relying on my will power. No matter how hard I try it never works, specially if I have internet connection and I am alone. * Multitasking . &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; Let me know if you find these tips and strategies helpful, or if there is any strategy that you find helpful for you. \-\_-peace-\_-",5.2571810715093035,7.3265659670710575,5.232979052068419,79.88603854268709,69.57192374350086,8.067651269685781,28.48801898877252,8.716276077567194,2.2665849898274435,2501,92,441,44,46,779,276,577,0.083,0.775,0.142,0.9895,1,2,1,0,0,0,99.0,0,14,2,9,21,16,0,1,33,0,44,6,2,7,3,95,67,46,0,17,30,0,3,0,0,8,3,5,2,1,28,22,1,3,12,3,7,4,9,5,0,6,6,11,60,12,61,45,14,58,0,2,3,0,41,25,0,29,26,309,88,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418379283031712,0.0,0.05471721257574467,0.0,0.12362123846358382,0.12786099881821772,0.0,0.0,0.10272352658543303,0.20064335817610385,0.22501498449855212,0.04197643947896874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050501680113802,0.06954512946136443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303011258920296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652989233764808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980877314520838,0.0,0.0,0.06265155008948138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154013035742047,0.055835555915358666,0.2080304545468098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566923873219774,0.0,0.0,0.1353608188303692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776423315197029,0.03508084548511022,0.051773633062867565,0.0,0.06805417505634066,0.06799918935316987,0.0,0.05458493383057863,0.0,0.1105904370774742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378655133112215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427911468241293,0.10177054443538378,0.0,0.0,0.06535992235529434,0.0,0.06311998364935907,0.04359956691461354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462640411493467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743412443213484,0.0,0.0,0.12360964582124948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548253428482244,0.06232661833111125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537640715407028,0.0,0.04760762552433634,0.059616268369981386,0.06564730655315225,0.057926556621693374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365555121823211,0.04694612338734621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053897587675371415,0.12898303975692732,0.0,0.05835191517570736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906435020076797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061743649440707774,0.0,0.0,0.06346558032797049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837676710368798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021223339633392,0.0,0.06177152371432401,0.0,0.0,0.047520418161207056,0.06104952720880478,0.0,0.043690649556691295,0.0,0.04929521821473685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415793094274888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302591885546454,0.07910426818621899,0.0,0.0,0.14397391268713092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190854396346832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331226184406804,0.0,0.20372477760852767,0.0,0.0489959759887757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348138539249648,0.0,0.06290503069294759,0.13154715262477626,0.0,0.22501498449855212,0.03975012894533031 adhd,fknadv,2019/04/13,"Other (non adhd related) medical professionals telling you that you don’t have ADHD... TL;DR - gynaecologist says I don’t have adhd and don’t need meds. Yesterday I saw my gynaecologist and he asked me what medication I’m on (Ritalin). Then he proceeded to argue with me that I’d been diagnosed with “late-onset adhd) because I was diagnosed at 20, even though I told him I’d had symptoms all my life. He then told me Ritalin isn’t useful in adults and it’s making me unhealthy. I thought it was disrespectful to me, and to the three psychiatrists who have independently diagnosed be (over a 22 year period). One of whom is the dean of the psychiatry school at a top university. Has anyone else had this happen? How did you respond?",5.265652173913047,6.767607449275364,7.2354782608695665,67.76713043478263,68.71014492753623,11.027246376811595,31.19130434782609,11.00357731598739,3.9114904347826087,580,24,103,19,10,204,89,138,0.048,0.9159999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,5,0,16,9,0,4,1,13,26,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,10,2,16,0,12,15,1,12,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,0,6,70,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6452216106662384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938491894703676,0.13752343766776912,0.0,0.0,0.1254768391928352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181878209813083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086890058850359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212292384109848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865051960117773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868960045233318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140511035665935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480299441329176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959236212270039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908728012636474,0.270423458600138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952184043974208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095040749274837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673649964280987,0.0,0.13583700192434536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950514647646914,0.0,0.0,0.11731350184895666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186968826273224,0.1065550570005762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565044060221524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592229967929095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643276800689248 adhd,Ineffable_breadroll,2019/04/13,"Volume control? Is volume control something ADHD struggled with? I've known I had ADHD a while,but Ive never wondered if it was associated,if so any tips on sealing with it",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,74.58823529411767,5.7098039215686285,31.92156862745098,6.42735559955562,2.14346274509804,139,7,22,1,3,49,26,34,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,8,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6263130124524109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719766851388985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845065613820185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096893283722606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200600799150435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724060818628852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825788569337433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toronto905,2019/04/13,"What do I do? Sorry in advance, this is gonna be a long one but it's my life. Sorry for formatting aswell, on mobile. I'm at a point in my life where I'm scared and excited for the future at the same time. 20 years old about to graduate college with endless opportunities in front of me. I'm 99.99% sure I have ADHD and maybe a combination off LLI but that's a different story. I discovered and started doing research about ADHD when I was in grade 10, about 5 years ago and my whole life started to make sense. I finally understood why I was the way I was, why teachers were always saying I was smart but not living up to my true potential. I always thought I was a little different than others and this research just confirmed it. I talked to a walk in clinic about ADHD while in highschool and he gave me a bunch of printed out tests and questionnaires for my teachers and parents. Those papers sat in a pile in my room for years and then I threw them out. I then spoke to my family doctor while in college and she referred me to an ADHD clinic.",3.1565205327413963,4.735861877358489,4.6357935627081055,84.03773029966705,74.09433962264151,7.441065482796893,25.678135405105444,8.124751697461798,1.5800351831298558,826,28,164,13,17,276,119,212,0.032,0.884,0.084,0.9052,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,0,1,12,0,12,6,0,1,2,25,25,18,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,8,13,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,12,2,25,5,34,11,3,41,0,0,0,0,8,20,0,0,16,116,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899969970598341,0.0,0.10879394904024328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424465338213701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564563067781573,0.0,0.12562075167452685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570020721112935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344462102509925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600663760705425,0.0,0.12300906946057245,0.10837404299566836,0.10861339505014173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192413852553612,0.0,0.12330015140100074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878592092891114,0.0,0.08316594859040975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627865549566825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160208093063686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976009067658326,0.12287550606986998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747754277700253,0.17373978233360735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567285814756392,0.0,0.0,0.09864682143893774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743499382632964,0.07156564535485654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097418444105151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149193281846935,0.13702518496795316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710492361986935 adhd,pcam07,2019/04/13,"Racing Thoughts? Does anyone else experience moments where it’s as if your brain is on fast forward? Like your brain is thinking about wayyy too many things at once and they’re all flashing through your head almost like a movie on fast forward. This has been happening to me more frequently the past couple months. I’ll be talking to someone and then all of a sudden, this thought reminds me of that thought, that though reminds me of another thought, and so on. It takes several minutes to remember what I was even talking about (if i remember at all). And I feel like people are starting to tune me out because it takes me so long to finish a story/thought process. Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with this, especially in social settings?",6.4124822695035455,7.289587695035465,5.834893617021277,81.13333333333334,65.66666666666667,8.536170212765958,36.23404255319149,8.515128840125781,2.982055319148936,599,29,109,8,9,183,91,141,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.7546,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,8,3,3,1,3,21,18,12,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,11,3,22,11,4,23,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,16,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301692433429395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883997189013382,0.1363090275673658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178829987777945,0.13319322238187892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924254529862505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902304283043774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383481657173428,0.0,0.0,0.13401710724444224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275155553098245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085924972683688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858591711474945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715812827005027,0.0,0.0,0.06572838245382821,0.09286704749920993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495240822625966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341035305346102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052408660211365,0.0,0.0,0.11503974201457845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179253047499345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375919733830856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843833576822093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409305734670592,0.09012080022004593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945135275597288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685512426782493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251152495146934,0.11014267353523786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200973658958064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547716333609144,0.2089669489413272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636159378445925,0.0832942855367878,0.12771749319297004,0.5159997322521029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wowitskapow,2019/04/13,"What dosage of vvyanse can I go cold turkey on? I’m on 40mgs of vvyanse, is it ok if I go CT?",-3.466666666666665,-2.020461434782609,-0.28695652173912833,110.77507246376813,98.13043478260867,3.066666666666667,16.36231884057971,3.1291,-1.5931333333333333,69,2,22,0,3,24,17,23,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,icepophffh,2019/04/13,"Has meditation helped you and your ADHD? Thinking I may have adhd, and while I’m suspicious about it, I figured meditation could possibly alleviate some of the brain fog and inattentiveness which brings me to my question: how has someone who is actually diagnosed with ADHD benefited from meditation? In general, how do you manage your ADHD without taking medication?",7.911147540983608,10.787700114754102,9.286032786885249,50.21593442622952,64.24590163934425,12.748852459016394,40.0688524590164,11.979248473330829,6.548938360655737,301,17,38,12,5,104,48,61,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,2,0,14,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,7,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.1683799026275592,0.0,0.8294665359868881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926182822036815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776385627654844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751304504805978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565387572477262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382183558842407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451957013590213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329089040986552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619757616474854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973303878516348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105604418614093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632808462785525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pearlaki,2019/04/13,"Did you lose your creativity when you started meds for ADHD? I used to write songs (music and lyrics) for about 30 years before being diagnosed with ADHD and starting on meds. Unfortunately, I lost my creative inspiration/enthusiasm when I started on meds. My brain was always seeking something to keep it busy before meds, and for me, it was composing and recording music. Just wondering if anyone else on this sub has experienced the same thing and how they have dealt with it?",8.403529411764705,9.091034058823533,8.11529411764706,67.15882352941179,61.352941176470594,10.564705882352943,34.64705882352941,10.355215969177356,3.7306941176470585,385,15,61,8,5,123,60,85,0.087,0.851,0.062,-0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,2,0,15,13,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,10,0,11,8,1,9,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35937702189526755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440882858096936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454467631460627,0.15319624343893165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544532645821981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669086855651896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175503050767744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124900969806628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289619830609484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672695396066749,0.1632137714442765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6643118190533602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510429506519596,0.0,0.0,0.3174834068864848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933141873574897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913334005343532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214312338454534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628304522660933 adhd,karmagotyoass,2019/04/13,"Emotional on Ritalin?? My son just turned 8 and just started 10mg of Ritalin. A bit of a backstory he was on adderall before and it took me a while to realize it but it made him very emotional about everything. Today he seemed out of context emotional but then again he could have just been having a bad day. Question is.....does Ritalin or adderall make anyone else here emotional or even depressed? What about when you were younger and you were taking it? Also any parents with children who take either of these would help. The focusing part is working very well but when he was on the adderall he was a miserable child. Any help and advice appreciated, thank you!",4.299831378299121,6.658720991935486,4.9837829912023475,79.40931085043991,72.95161290322581,8.702639296187684,30.62756598240469,9.339509955726095,3.096251612903226,529,24,93,13,11,170,81,124,0.09300000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.8992,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,12,5,0,1,7,0,11,3,0,2,0,22,20,14,0,2,9,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,8,0,6,2,12,10,3,13,0,2,0,0,17,4,0,4,8,66,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724108533357687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231369855436106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101463279639908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820230703049798,0.1439023493538427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726558623666145,0.0,0.0,0.11950822602490767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332940505796944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213378736982653,0.0,0.0,0.09057531175574046,0.0,0.12096494647171185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173236535588544,0.631926227036529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276250112993048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126222778335131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827444962029066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289231613908925,0.09374803024312704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559473892168949,0.15208809002408571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733037816707762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278557198316566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940759013027864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211194102417898,0.0,0.0,0.12930275168608413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312529927511266,0.0,0.15603939980778425,0.0,0.15276367078743727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176342532528324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627678999108258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022455259941975,0.0,0.0,0.09976799432382767,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sexybroth,2019/04/13,"Hey Colorado! Anyone know a pharmacy that has Adderall IR made by Teva, Sandoz or ? Thanks! Oh, please help! My King Soopers switched to Zydus and it's worse than being unmedicated. I'm starting a new job next week, and there is no way in hell I can do it without my Adderall. I'm in the metro Denver area but can drive north or south if necessary. Thanks in advance for your advice!",1.5766666666666684,4.168126400000002,2.921333333333333,88.96066666666668,85.0,4.933333333333334,23.0,6.42735559955562,0.6658000000000004,300,11,58,3,9,97,62,75,0.08199999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.133,0.6147,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,8,11,0,13,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,3,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568285737839199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837726537620356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616538902473095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608122684294449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444411985302821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486904263244984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538370597220414,0.2795163087147259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850183057329604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602818197190174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839460606298285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861746001977152,0.2108215617946856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533529598604561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26784011259689594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iLiekDreaming,2019/04/13,What do you guys do when you have no motivation to do a task but have to do it I'm waiting for my psychiatrist appointment to get diagnose for adhd probably in July or August... that's freaking long but meanwhile I need tips and tricks here and there cause I'm really struggling with school.,3.605789473684212,5.742156245614037,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,74.26315789473685,8.770526315789473,27.18947368421053,9.3871,2.591606315789474,234,9,44,6,5,78,44,57,0.187,0.785,0.027999999999999997,-0.8587,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,10,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837821392766481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280480233654232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412128047075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684089005576233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161947603828417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28260402215040936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678503135860324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344300303312857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045760573019286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32318703731960563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338413437713827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Complete_Permission,2019/04/13,"I create webs of thought on subjects rather than a tree or file. I feel like I think backwards, but can't verbally explain why. Everything would be easier if I could make sense of my own thoughts without worrying about grammar. I often thought that I simply didn't have the mental capacity to consistently remember things before, even if it was easy to learn. I am still learning a lot about myself since being diagnosed with ADHD less than a year ago, so bear with me. I personally learn best when the information is presented sequentially in an organized list with clear divisions between the content. I've always enjoyed reading, but don't as much as I should. When reading, the bigger the difference between breaks in description, the easier it is for me to digest. A lot of my favorite works of art, whether movies or paintings, feature minimalism, symmetry and different surroundings with high contrast. I thoroughly enjoy the movie Interstellar and art styles resembling [Wes Anderson](https://reddit.com/r/accidentalwesanderson), for example. Interstellar's protagonist has to solve different problems that change very drastically based on his surroundings. The change in surroundings allows me to break the movie into parts like chapters in a book. &#x200B; 1. When trying to explain to explain myself, I frequently have problems with grammar and sentence structure. 2. I frequently have problems with grammar and sentence structure when I try to explain myself. I typed the first sentence in about two minutes and only stopped after I was positive it was relevant to what I wanted to communicate. It probably took me 3 minutes to write. It may look grammatically correct, but doesn't follow simple sentence structure according to [this website.](https://www.englishclub.com/grammar/sentence/sentence-structure.htm) I stopped to read the first sentence back to myself and instantly saw the obvious corrections I could make. The way thoughts form in my head make it hard to communicate, and especially write, ideas effectively. I frequently find myself starting sentences with a [subordinating conjunction](https://grammar.yourdictionary.com/parts-of-speech/conjunctions/subordinating-conjunctions.html), followed by multiple [dependent clauses](https://examples.yourdictionary.com/examples-of-dependent-clauses.html), with an [independent clause](https://examples.yourdictionary.com/examples-of-independent-clauses.html) at the end. This creates a cycle of frustration that causes me to easily lose my train of thought on a day to day basis. Like I said, I personally learn best when the information is presented sequentially in an organized list with clear divisions between the content. So, when trying to recall something, if I can't fully explain an idea based on everything I know, I can lose my starting point. I won't know where I started or how I got to where I was. Even in my own head, feelings and thoughts fly by so fast I can't make any sense of them until I can sit down on my own and disassociate into my own little world. &#x200B; Its extremely frustrating, but makes me who I am. Can anyone relate?",11.146886227544913,12.671766113772454,9.718209580838328,55.13240419161679,55.52694610778443,12.668023952095805,43.84570858283434,12.161744961471696,6.141691097804391,2577,136,336,75,30,798,249,501,0.064,0.777,0.159,0.9929,3,0,1,0,0,0,127.0,0,0,1,8,21,14,2,0,28,0,30,4,2,11,5,91,62,33,0,12,13,0,3,3,0,4,2,1,0,2,15,20,1,2,27,6,0,3,8,7,0,3,15,6,52,7,69,39,12,63,0,2,2,0,15,28,0,11,31,247,67,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313157505047108,0.0,0.06869290440846768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448041722214691,0.16792735319872326,0.18832505157598506,0.052697924634684964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054184935458441316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958736449634959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659408695144135,0.0,0.16264832934142726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960669864887214,0.16395472248397536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374377374775244,0.0,0.0,0.09995320008294332,0.0,0.0,0.0786538045113585,0.0,0.24289120013389895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863583239799066,0.0,0.0,0.10236684429680214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392914953688443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836561898522404,0.05536104334925649,0.0,0.0,0.07082723476960469,0.13183108068624788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197826331202987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941854276784866,0.0,0.15906043182206486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187565155537067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749604196320875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517629646941602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357755524150638,0.07766838435751636,0.0,0.0,0.06507463658425784,0.17338977989613005,0.0,0.1317636230741452,0.0,0.0,0.25863603013431585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809475788860648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696630095546928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893694898531138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391741081391688,0.0,0.0,0.13532786718278506,0.0,0.0,0.07325597088241897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835506039919361,0.22245112120832825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254203252710684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778450809645535,0.0,0.07371362688665746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410304358251387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965792825574655,0.0,0.0,0.16454991796523244,0.0,0.06188604194579421,0.12957530290654995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148293249285226,0.04965441108038552,0.0,0.36912490681678817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609761891778069,0.15783806240470294,0.0,0.07569944002315243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393987383095635,0.0457074028412576,0.06151036824723965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992541544161526,0.0,0.0,0.07470052533506942,0.0,0.05641585614877057,0.07869794384878383,0.0,0.05504883232097454,0.0,0.18832505157598506,0.049902977131482264 adhd,bbuh420,2019/04/13,"I’m struggling with whether or not I have adhd. No one in my family openly suffers from adhd. When I take adderral (illegally) I feel better, otherwise I struggle to get out of bed daily and am only fine after 3-4 cups of coffee. I often find myself being more awake after 6pm even if I’m exhausted all day. I’m constantly doing five things at once. My focus is always all over the place. I am in a brain fog 90% of the time. I’m not expecting any sort of medical diagnosis here just thoughts and possibly if anyone experiences similar symptoms in their adhd. Or other symptoms I might relate to. I had a psychiatrist mention it to me a few years ago and have since wondered if it’s a possibly. Any help is appreciated. :)",3.2365850815850834,5.071279972027973,5.8910664335664364,74.05147144522147,74.45454545454545,8.682750582750584,28.00058275058275,9.2995712137729,2.765508624708625,568,23,102,14,12,204,100,143,0.076,0.8140000000000001,0.11,0.5978,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,2,6,0,10,5,1,0,2,25,19,10,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,13,2,17,15,4,16,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,9,8,73,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206406184224338,0.0,0.12800641176413005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015661455484465,0.0,0.0,0.19640084512341704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097140628182634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771457950528678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161203853665897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560506165386835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312934572455303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953782092553054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125590084976888,0.1361322802979105,0.0,0.07301555945519878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198364890967007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544570672352703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679169726223293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547295006246486,0.0,0.15319099516296344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378672285544093,0.0978526356836312,0.10982658871249182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508725985891442,0.0,0.0,0.32559011492151946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945339424526867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019271367582111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001843895035205,0.10857466674861622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959363345057892,0.0,0.0,0.1146415223456506,0.08420377740007243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660117534629414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299215244946106 adhd,sanebyday,2019/04/13,"Serious Question: Does Marijuana help with RSD? I currently am prescribed .03mg of Clonidine a day for my RSD. The Clonidine seems to help me control my frequent RSD outbursts, but I still get overly defensive and unnecessarily hurt (emotionally) when I perceive that I'm being criticized or ridiculed when I'm often not. I don't smoke weed, and never really enjoyed it when I tried it in the past from time to time, but I'm wondering if anyone uses marijuana specifically to relax and control RSD? I live in a state where it's legal, and am wondering if maybe edibles, or a cannabis oil of some kind might mellow me out a little bit without making any of my ADHD symptoms worse. Just a thought...",6.783988549618317,7.392927045801533,7.730601145038168,68.80368797709926,64.80152671755725,10.519465648854961,36.985687022900755,10.411451182825502,4.109922900763359,557,27,94,13,8,188,88,131,0.15,0.741,0.109,-0.8219,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,2,0,7,0,5,1,0,4,1,30,15,13,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,6,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,11,3,14,12,2,18,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,11,11,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222311463430645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442669630160017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765554709803493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370296568194705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774494063408636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851769352920748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725076999613118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927667846054172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791207558284893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255703969131527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013230591193444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522321629935667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864680517729475,0.1485820207852599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231890697020727,0.0,0.16904588176175572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850370723850115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977716488419466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062900156952445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849650561304515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779555183359096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318310863852574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437749923037018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174892872536347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335844624574357,0.1962345947737844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142416148695197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453278570289171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220248492404565,0.3649547459037385,0.0,0.0,0.17147749862279624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,matt1997clark,2019/04/13,"I finally did it! I’m 21 years old. I’ve been on 10+ different Anti-Depressants over the past 2 years. But nothing was working for what I assumed was just Depression and Anxiety. Then a friend told me about Adult ADHD and it was like a domino was pushed. I began researching ADHD and things started making a scary amount of sense. I found this sub reddit and nearly every post had me saying to myself “Oh shit I do that”. I told my doctor “Yo playa, I don’t think Depression is the root of my problems” and I explained traits of people that have ADHD and how I have all of those same signs. So she scheduled me for an ADHD Evaluation and long story short I figure out the results next week. I feel like I finally understand myself and that in itself is lit as fuck. I love all of you people.",1.3823270440251572,3.814393679245288,3.2914779874213838,87.19746855345913,83.90566037735849,6.049056603773584,20.154088050314463,7.3871296695380915,0.7987257861635224,621,18,121,10,18,208,106,159,0.139,0.784,0.077,-0.8748,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,9,2,0,7,0,13,4,1,4,2,27,26,13,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,11,3,22,4,15,15,4,21,0,2,1,2,9,6,2,1,15,83,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063040139762402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648417429937373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258900991289439,0.0,0.0,0.13177227086238028,0.0,0.1290928027744758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062645346854374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377185895697153,0.09010269283638908,0.0,0.2763243790910464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828796806683286,0.09744274566912037,0.11659919419676892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232351963753335,0.0,0.0,0.1116153772284533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383143250873935,0.0,0.08418845227536091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413383149923935,0.0,0.0,0.1210189525179861,0.0,0.13234545462424913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039920435000137,0.17487638509161108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079150184380638,0.0,0.0,0.12068320870144597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029851310216724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294640166824351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927090132760583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837908856495986,0.08081488134756871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410329232668399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312990686590398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011687081022369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181945010692896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162438868492159 adhd,aspergers4me,2018/11/18,"Pharmacy lost a prescription for Dexedrine... My pharmacy lost a written prescription for Dexedrine and now they are saying they will need to call my doctor and have him fax a copy of it over. I’ve been without ADHD meds for 2 weeks now. My main concern is that someone that works in the pharmacy may have stolen it and I don’t want a controlled substance prescription with my name floating around. What do you suggest I do? Someone said I need to file a police report but I’m unsure..",3.982177419354837,6.121820698924732,4.1695564516129044,85.87433467741937,73.19354838709677,7.230645161290322,29.90456989247312,8.07648339933343,2.1563344086021496,387,17,72,6,8,120,62,93,0.065,0.922,0.013999999999999999,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,4,3,2,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,0,13,18,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,11,0,11,11,1,6,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,50,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645066325645232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592766735538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247375362603385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468507905618101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252724822074546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805106886935312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444715041934781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263894010513171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935695773792065,0.17502521072158098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729648093824421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981538433403755,0.0,0.1765437383502101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215988666005195,0.0,0.16022888182733866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the1benscott,2018/11/18,"ADHD and Multitasking: Effects of medication on sports TL,DR; ADHD medication may have a negative effect on athletic ability or other situations that require mental agility. &#x200B; I was pretty recently diagnosed (like a month or so ago) and given a 40 mg Vyvanse prescription. The prescription has helped me a lot, in school and general organizational skills. However, I want to make one thing known that was not known to me before my medication, despite the research I did. It drastically reduces my tendency to multitask. More often than not, multitasking is pretty detrimental to efficiency, and this effect of the medicine is seen as a pretty considerable bonus. However, I play soccer, and it has decimated my soccer IQ. I truly hope I do not sound cocky, but my ability to react quickly and understand positioning of the players on the field was always my strongest attribute, and I 100% credit this to my ADHD, as I was constantly shifting focus from one area of the field to another. The first few games of the season, I made sure to take my medicine before, as my doctor said she often hears that it improves athletic performance in patients that have trouble keeping their head in the game. The effect for me is the reverse, I get tunnel vision, and spend far too much time watching the ball or a specific player, and always find myself surprised when the ball is passed to an opposing player who was behind me and I was unaware of. That being said, after noticing this, I have simply not taken my Vyvanse on game days, which I think is a perfectly reasonable step to take, and has helped so so much. The purpose of posting this is to help anyone that is confused about a similar situation, be it sports, video games, occupations with similar requirements, etc., and to let them know that they should feel out the situation without their medication to see if they notice any improvement. It is important to get to know your meds and be comfortable where you stand with all mind altering medication.",11.763949579831927,9.538888756302523,11.375473389355745,55.896487394958,56.39495798319327,14.786106442577033,45.08851540616247,13.241360182570464,6.168841792717089,1614,76,245,47,15,535,197,357,0.028999999999999998,0.809,0.162,0.9925,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,5,12,10,11,0,1,24,0,28,8,1,9,3,62,49,25,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,20,16,0,4,14,12,3,2,6,2,0,3,13,8,35,9,42,30,7,26,0,0,3,0,20,11,0,10,12,191,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288312113384887,0.0,0.08084752120768943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517793415124714,0.0988203247918818,0.11082377235567736,0.06202236775678866,0.09563614841116223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637724923168864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552170749636512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855994989791256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881952825455183,0.0,0.0,0.09257091664788676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335194167255946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171742188572076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046115869589586175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335950291267276,0.07757872653219929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953014507679325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360240148364897,0.0,0.10279439873552358,0.0,0.18339789443256907,0.0,0.0,0.09058691077673672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810669857536759,0.0,0.0,0.10024750728627936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326305154262726,0.0,0.044558041257088433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753902970490642,0.0,0.08630015389884198,0.06087988886601552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130793329233903,0.4593960276377334,0.0919129515483144,0.0,0.0920908131121024,0.0,0.07279877329302639,0.0,0.13409199288575127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767445894784745,0.0,0.0,0.12360541834791965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873489535614404,0.2783641041841116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377368857050336,0.09005370243028164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735132344260033,0.0,0.0,0.09230409138807094,0.07267838939848531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30755393162972544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595941166525663,0.0,0.13714926544072273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060592393237588,0.05844033073642965,0.0,0.0,0.053182231931194236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494737689236628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379493344150199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879181388275687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082377235567736,0.0 adhd,Badgerinabin,2018/11/18,"Want to support my ADHD boyfriend Throwaway because I want to keep his privacy I've read all the books I can find (all recs appreciated) and am supporting him every way I can but I want to make sure I'm doing every last thing - so if there's anything you guys wish your SOs had known / wish they'd done - or anything they did that you really liked I'd love to hear it. He's inattentive type and taking slow release medication if that helps. 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ADHD (and depression) was only mentioned briefly in passing in the beginning so I didn’t put much thought into it until recently. As the relationship progressed I would notice little things that seemed odd. I would comment on something and I would have to repeat myself because he would either not respond or was off in la-la land. I would be discussing something important, as I finished I would look to him for a response and he would ask me if his blue tooth was connected. I was hurt because it seemed so callous. But the worst of it all... my partner immediately turns any issue back on me. I figured out what he was doing pretty early on so I always tried to deliver anything I had concerns about gently. Didn’t matter. It’s always my fault. He left me waiting in a parking lot 2 hours. He was mad I was upset. We were eating dinner and he talked on the phone the entire duration. He noticed I was upset , he instantly said I’m just as bad because I text (he never mentioned this was an issue for him). He also brought up something completely ridiculous during this conversation, something to the effect of I ate all the ice cream so I had faults. I’m guessing that was his tactic anyways. Lastly, he started a new job and I didn’t get to speak to him all day where as we are usually communicating all day, when he was finally off and called, I asked him questions about his day for at least 30 minutes. After I stopped asking questions he was like “I’ll talk to you later”. I was hurt, I asked him did he want to hear about my day, and he sarcastically answered “Tell me about your day”. I started telling him then I asked if he was being sarcastic and he explodes. He can’t do anything right (his go-to line with any concern I bring up) he’s doing his best etc etc. I calmly try to talk to him, telling him I’m scared to pretty much say anything about my feelings for fear of getting into a fight. He goes on about how we fight all the time (we don’t. Only 3 big arguments in 7 months of which the dinner and waiting 2 hours are included). He raises his voice so I raise my voice He then hangs up on me. Sends me a text saying “YOU WILL NOT SPEAK TO ME THAT WAY!” He proceeds to tell me I’m talking/yelling at him like his ex-wife and he isn’t allowed to have any feelings. I admit I didn’t handle this correctly as I texted back and told him to leave me alone, I’m done being yelled at. I don’t know what else to do. It’s been a week and neither of us have spoken but I feel like this was completely unwarranted. I’ve always made things better after any disagreement, always trying to be mature and sweep it under the rug, understanding he had issues but I need him to see this is really upsetting me. My concern is.. does he know he was wrong? He never comes back and acknowledges his role. Is he sorry? I’m bewildered. I didn’t really research how to go about handling a relationship with someone with ADHD as we never discussed it. I don’t know if I walk away, wait for him to contact me or contact him. 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So I signed up for a credit monitoring service like 4 years ago(scoresense, total scam, stay the fuck away) and even after cancelling within the 30 day trial, they continued to charge me $30/month for this entire time. I also neglected to cancel an xbox live subscription when my 360 broke over a year and a half ago. This is all coming out my credit card, which has a several thousand dollar balance I've been working to pay off for several months. These are the only charges other than interest coming from the card, and I finally realized how stupid it is to be paying down hundreds of dollars a month while being charged $40/month for services I haven't used in years. So I worked up the motivation to call. Xbox live was first, I didn't even know what email was associated with it so that was a pretty big pain in the ass. Had to track it down with my credit card, but the lady was very helpful and understanding. Told me about their promotion, but didn't push it once I told her I have no intention of buying another xbox in the near future. She cancelled and gave me a 2 month refund. Scoresense was a bigger pain, pushed me to stick with them several times, offered me discounts, told me refunds were impossible, and insulted me for not being on top of my credit card statements. I threatened to lawyer up, and somehow she was magically able to cancel the subscription and offer a 2 month refund. I was sure to get a confirmation number on that. It's not much, but it should be $80 going back towards my balance, and $40/month that I'm not paying in useless fees. And this was all accomplished on a med vacation day while sick! Feeling pretty good about my sunday.",7.559650286944048,6.8125360518292695,7.763974175035869,73.76366571018652,63.48170731707317,10.644476327116212,33.62338593974175,9.916854025145753,3.1528972022955517,1347,47,248,24,17,440,184,328,0.14400000000000002,0.735,0.121,-0.701,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,3,7,14,16,3,0,22,0,24,5,1,4,4,39,39,21,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,16,16,0,1,6,3,17,5,7,8,0,3,18,1,29,8,45,16,4,50,0,3,0,2,16,22,2,1,23,172,45,16,0.0999365695116516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010433593428048,0.0,0.1771754780890348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991923853237969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047922067629822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389369676689677,0.07684505323816908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204641104971113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217301129135404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890163957779488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201432327642268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053093230302652,0.0,0.0,0.10947562703908822,0.0,0.08500599497399064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238974815709486,0.05221273284004257,0.0,0.05679625549261976,0.08382205304794786,0.0799284040178345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698537597118538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492252503652286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882395987228316,0.0,0.17649164360323524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100699964054714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583789143359861,0.0,0.0734648774401287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106429184953116,0.0,0.07600626442790506,0.2126791120248918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033428380772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386996332037898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651908611573982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418903406401208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654763470169432,0.0,0.0,0.2864810245679486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403749331404856,0.0,0.08631310912589935,0.0,0.08245813605135466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455100256865614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306762264910104 adhd,knipdaddy,2018/11/18,"Should I get back on my medication? Through our grade school I was on pretty much any type of adhd medicine you could name, including patches and high dosages of pills. The side affects took away all of my personalty and appetite. Because of this I stopped taking my medication I’m high school and all of the side affects went away, but my grades dropped. I’m now in my freshman year of college and surprisingly maintaining an A-B range average, but I find it hard to focus while working in assignments and tests. Now that I am more mature I feel like I could be able to be on medication while avoiding the side effects that used to affect me",5.085772357723577,6.605357739837402,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,69.16260162601625,8.393495934959349,33.178861788617894,8.841846274778883,2.751286178861788,514,24,98,9,9,162,79,123,0.05,0.848,0.102,0.8138,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,0,7,4,0,5,2,22,15,9,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,15,2,17,7,4,22,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,8,63,19,9,0.16398763537053382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708127008816909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151721542759192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081435631469451,0.1260963692473045,0.0,0.0999653404436754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618615660960706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291707572047215,0.11715279947498825,0.0,0.0,0.14988172784216236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856767711410559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690071083779332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465238806298318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011607530662804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956008707847142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054978065650115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683437979093954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319284837539909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371010060500041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329829328561068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821962967842834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163266496139668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201818091030025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193849516330596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560266063280364 adhd,Eebzy,2018/11/18,"CTFO Hemp Oil Product Video Worth $2 billion by 2022! 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Parents... We've never gotten along. Im the horrible piece of crap thats never gone to college. I know I was a horrible kid, but man, people do grow up and change. That dont matter though cuz i never went to collage. They knew I was ADHD at the age of 6. Never once did they try to serch out info or help, just letting me know what a dissapointment I was should of done the trick. I try not to hate them, try to understand their point of view. I just wish they would see me for what I am. Ffs, i take care of two elderly relatives, i open my home to kids for a safe place to live, i rent out a house for cheep so people can recover and get back on their feet again, trying to start a community garden, foster dogs. All they see is WTF am i doing with my life, no education, no job. Im a flake, untrustable, looser. Mom tries to advoid talking to me. I learned long ago, not to bitch or talk about myself. I just try to find out how they are doing or tell them about what the kids are doing. Even that shit i get nothing but lies about. Dads in the hospital, but mom says all is good. I have to find out from my uncle that Dad is in hospital. Im so ready just to say screw it and just forget them. With thanksgiving coming though, I have to call. I want to let the kids call, but the phone will just be ignored so they can send a text later letting me know all is good....",1.2564466329518211,2.9204905363321814,2.9948269896193764,93.38887077455419,79.62283737024221,6.1070535001330875,18.727841362789466,7.010146845296331,0.0021428267234488985,1051,22,245,12,26,349,158,289,0.122,0.7609999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.3409,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,11,0,18,11,6,0,14,0,29,5,3,2,7,53,48,17,0,4,15,5,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,5,8,12,0,2,9,1,1,5,9,7,0,1,9,5,37,4,40,32,4,28,0,0,3,1,31,12,4,3,11,167,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580453862878125,0.0,0.08541625219784507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409396061287682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967861935775759,0.0,0.09824420702396923,0.0,0.10193482169166104,0.08300456424751076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860849586454312,0.11293178267645708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364407113404391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614037431239507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068698003371826,0.0,0.0,0.16164236044644315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513435458832804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458726488828194,0.0,0.09665572164972047,0.0,0.0,0.11118510474462433,0.0,0.0,0.3122520810388101,0.0,0.0956212293482998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886881075623646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956001697630777,0.06806106210436415,0.0,0.0,0.08508657576896994,0.08527449573721567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257084973843258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972713526075985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245885653815226,0.0,0.0,0.10261896512110016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699503152234516,0.0,0.0,0.13360610271926526,0.0,0.10067442523567224,0.0,0.09109020120452747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325675261525698,0.0,0.0,0.1535709579084479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891091185502696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820324657539856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244981707936257,0.1548990886511027,0.0842218284816415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934404125265905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39252775409267504,0.0,0.09412853504933742,0.1003128972789194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683491012670153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932556247292382,0.0,0.0,0.1108078515173362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845051880126397,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhddono,2018/11/18,"Newbie question hi everyone , I have been recently diagnosed with ADHD , and my doctor prescribed me with adderall , he prescribed 10 mg twice a day but asked me to start with 5 mg first. the thing is adderall has almost zero effect on me so increased my dosage to 10 and then to 15 mg but nothing worked. i read somewhere that tolerance to caffeine could have an impact on the dosage. I drink around 7 cups of coffee a day so i quite adderall and coffee for two weeks and tried my medication again this time started with 20 mg. I still have zero effect , i guess sometimes i get happier but thats it. So i went to see my doctor again , he increased my dosage to 30 mg. I took the pill today morning 9 am and i did not have any effect at all , but by 1 pm i started getting anxiety and a little shaky and a little hard to concentrate (i did not have food today , so i went and had lunch by 2). My question is weather anyone else have this issue on adderall ? from everything i have read about adderall it is supposed to make me able to concentrate. since i have no effect on adderall does that mean i might not react well other drugs as well ? have anyone else gone through this ? 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Possibly Undiagnosed ADHD? Hi! I live in Sweden. Undiagnosed. 25 years old. Suspecting ADHD I or C I have issues with regulating attention and concentration. Have horrible working/short-term memory. Really struggle to concentrate when not super interested in something. Tune out/only pick up tiny parts when listening to lectures. Bad at documenting during lectures too. Things don't 'stick' when I'm studying for tests. When I read I forget what I read on the last page or even paragraph. Then I re-read it, tune out, re-read again, get distracted by something, etc. If I however find something really interesting I can get stuck doing it, and forget other stuff. I can get stuck playing games, researching my disease (more on this later), or just some other random thing I happen to be interested in at the moment. Struggle to concentrate on conversations when several things are happening at once. Like at a dinner where there are several conversations at once. Can't handle multiple step instructions well. I fidgeted alot as a kid, still do, but not in an as apparent manner (I don't flap my hands like I used to, but I tap fingers, pens, squirm in seat and feel restless etc.) Procastinate. I get very tired from social interactions. It's like I have to put so much effort in to be able to not totally f up. I sleeped several hours every day after school. Same thing after workdays as an adult. Forget that I've said hi to people at work and do it again. Forget names of people right after presentation. Lose stuff such as keys and school related things. Happens often that I walk home frome places, later remembering that I drove there. Need to say things on my mind quickly before i forget it. Bad handwriting. Struggled in all classes in school except art class. Often walk in to a room and then realise I have no idea why I went there. Read my school report cards a while ago, and the teachers wrote alot of things like ""You read too slow which causes your group projects to be delayed past deadline."" (Back in school I got 5/5 on spelling, 4/5 on word comprehension, but 1/5 on reading comprehension. Had special ed in swedish, english and math.) ""Anxious at times, bad attitude at times, you have to make use of the time."" ""I wish you'd be more active during the lessons, you know more than what you show."" ""You have to be more active, and answer more questions in class. Remember to do your homework"" ""You have to write when we do it and not just sit there with your paper."" ""You're nice and well behaved, but need to 'wake up'"" Management: I set alarms and reminders for everything. I exercise. Find this helpful. For a long time I've self medicated with caffeine. It's not very effective, but it's mildly useful. I usually cycle the use to reset my tolerance and regain it's usefulness. A while back I tried nicotine. I find It useful and realised that I'm normally in what I believe is a state of what many call brain fog. Use it about 3 times/week. For a long time I only had the stereotypical idea of what ADHD is. I had some kids like that in my class and I weren't like them I thought. My parents also have this view of ADHD. One thing that has contributed to me not looking into ADHD earlier is that since an early age I have suffered from Periodic Paralysis. I've been told that my issues with inattention etc have been because of that. A few years ago I found a medication that decreased my PP significantly, but my other issues remained. This medication has now stopped working, but the fact that my other issues didn't decrease got me thinking that maybe PP wasn't the only issue. When talking to other PP patients i find that most of them don't struggle with these issues. To get an NP-assessment I've spoken to several doctors, but they think my issues are because of PP, and it doesn't seem like I'll get an assessment. Work is really hard and at this point I am not able to, partly because of PP, but also because of the exhaustion work brings because of what I believe might be ADHD. I want to study, but had to postpone it until next year because when I did start studying at the university earlier this fall I quickly realised that I would fail. I just couldn't keep up. If I don't get some help I won't be able to attain any level of education, and I won't even be able to go back to work at the place where I have for some time because it's now required to have a certain level of education to work there. When I tell people about my issues they just say that I'm smart and I'll make it, I just have to commit myself more. I don't know what to do. Maybe my only option is to go private, but maybe they too will just say that all my issues are caused by PP, and there is nothing to do about it. I also don't have loads of money laying around that I can spend on something that might not even lead to something. Private alternatives are also very far away from where I live. It really sucks, because I really want to be able to make a living for myself and contribute to society. Sorry for the length of the post. I'm not even sure why I'm sharing this. If anyone have any advise that'd be great, but I don't really expect much. Thanks for reading. TL;DR: Have had what I believe is ADHD symptoms all my life. Doctors and family think it's because of Periodic Paralysis or lack of committment. Doesn't seem like I'll get an assessment. Don't know what to do. 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Today I had a similar test, but this time it was an exam specific for the university I'm trying to enter, and I did exactly the same mistake and got an answer wrong on the answer sheet just because I painted the wrong option even though I knew the right answer. This time it's a lot less significant since all 90 questions had the same weight and I think I'll pass even though I answered this one wrong, but still damn frustrating.",12.520545454545456,11.505229963636365,9.724545454545463,64.52681818181819,53.90909090909091,12.8,39.27272727272727,11.602472056035307,4.630218181818184,536,19,79,11,5,156,72,110,0.27,0.701,0.028999999999999998,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,12,0,5,1,0,0,4,25,9,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,0,1,7,1,8,0,5,2,6,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,7,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217433033448504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028834552698354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851459764314724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389944921251688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469981628144507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747554201505142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381337772742715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259740013423323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327322303842516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267399740135514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450636245237914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966051215040785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448450830025267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592748452344165,0.35550980766769624,0.0,0.2109940957360936,0.0,0.17149286027067312,0.0,0.0,0.1228341325473848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031420256084167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934292740306017,0.0,0.0 adhd,meatlaof,2018/11/18,"[advice request] How do you share an opinion and ignore the deathly fear of feeling rejected when people want to discuss further? (TLDR below) For the past couple of years I have realized that I am often left out and forgotten about in conversations that I was a part of and I think it is because I am deathly afraid of having an opinion. So I started to work on forming my own opinions, and now I realize I am afraid to share them. I have shared my opinions before... after long internal talks to myself deeming whether or not they’re appropriate during the available scope of the conversation. But once someone replies and I somehow feel a negative tone from their wording, I cannot for the life of me continue the conversation any further and I shut down. Or, I viciously defend myself, even when there wasn’t even any defending to do. I have a really bad case of RSD and anxiety and think they are the culprit. Even typing this I am actively trying to avoid words that could invite negative confrontation in any way. I have this extremely heavy feeling in my chest whenever I feel I have been rejected. I want to stop feeling this way and just be able to deal what I dish out in a healthy manner. **TLDR**: Any advice to mentally handle myself better after sharing opinions in conversations? I might not always be considerate of every circumstance when I share an opinion, and when people point it out, it is helpful but painful. This has caused fear in sharing. I would rather never share any more opinions ever, but if I want to become a better conversationalist I need to learn from my mistakes. But I cannot get over mental breakdowns from the heavy RSD chest feeling. 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Kid with adhd...I have adhd And I'm fed up. He's (11y)on meds....I can manage without but he sets me off, throwing my schedule all to shit. His little sister (6y) is annoying and looks up to him /fights with him. I feel like I don't give her the attention she needs bc I have to be on top of him. Hell, she could have it too for all I know but again, she follows after him so idk if she's picking up on his bad habits or what. They drive me crazy and I feel like I'm barely managing. They remember nothing. They are messy, and irritating. My fear is that I'm not doing enough and they will grow up to be awful humans who will depend on me forever. Their father, who I'm divorcing, is against adhd treatments so is hell to Co parent with. I....have lots of regrets right now. 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I am not very patient, and want to make a move, but what would be subtle enough to not push her away if she likes me just a little bit (yet)? I don\`t know how ladies experience or express these kinds of feelings, and I just want to get to know her better (now)! (But I don\`t want to be over the top) We share some moments of eye-contact and smiles throughout the day, as well as some ""I get your frustration""-looks. (We work together). But she could just be polite as well, I wouldn\`t know. Please help! 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Image can be found [here](https://i.imgur.com/UchWjd5.jpg). It illustrates pretty well something I've experienced that others may not understand. I hope you guys do. Have any of you found anything in your media that you related to like this?,5.6833540372670805,8.892538246376812,5.1847204968944105,75.44739130434785,72.33333333333333,8.580538302277432,27.248447204968944,9.23628265651192,2.9974621118012426,325,12,48,8,7,99,55,69,0.034,0.8079999999999999,0.159,0.8399,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,13,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,10,4,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383386433388987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405447988950068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6957284810277774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942787886840306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007687881540435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333296668530416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013561359919546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437839105628293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332446193689866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151814269847827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549854430266106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256610357490326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018908049992228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901726418986564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nano724,2018/11/18,"I buy stuff online and surprise myself Sometimes I go on emotional online shopping binges on Amazon, and two days later, cute clothes come in the mail that I forgot about. I love surprises!",5.2931372549019615,7.874946352941179,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,70.76470588235293,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.234933333333334,152,6,23,2,3,47,28,34,0.0,0.619,0.381,0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33024560671655645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724664945942915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312478734869441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217882160667427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460129910563929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791699633244306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43887529866047936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745039257602189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RectumPiercing,2018/11/18,"Medication Help I don't entirely know where to go with this but I had a fairly bad stint as a teenager. Not something to go into here but the end result is that I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 16. At which point I was told it was bad enough that I should've been diagnosed as a child, but apparently I was too good at hiding it (I didn't even know I had it to hide but whatever). &#x200B; I was prescribed medication called **Concerta**. Which I hadn't heard of before then but apparently they're what I needed. I stayed on them for a few months but my parents took me off them after I had apparently become aggressive on them. Aggression is quite out of character for me, even at my worst points. So I haven't taken them since. &#x200B; This isn't a cry for help or anything, I'm 21 now so I'm able to make my own decision on the matter, but I trust that my parents wouldn't just make up me being more aggressive(Even if I didn't notice it myself). So I was just wondering if there's any way to deal with that kinda change on the pills? &#x200B; I'm in college now and my attention is...its usual self. So I was considering going back on the medication, but I don't want to be violent or aggressive again. Ultimately I'll decide whether or not to go back on medication myself, I'd just like to know if anyone has any experience with aggression on their medication, or how to deal with something like that.",3.0169736842105266,4.814418456140351,4.733179824561403,82.27871710526318,74.96491228070175,8.399122807017545,25.208333333333336,9.075114841892004,1.9890964912280704,1120,38,228,26,24,379,143,285,0.13699999999999998,0.789,0.07400000000000001,-0.9574,5,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,5,1,20,12,5,0,9,0,25,8,0,4,0,45,44,26,0,6,21,2,0,2,0,1,8,1,0,2,14,8,0,0,7,0,0,5,10,8,0,0,19,1,35,4,37,22,5,36,0,0,0,0,16,18,0,9,13,165,49,1,0.0878459892003347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055738079559162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28554327779068805,0.3202274763032233,0.11947657004710853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061423958169858774,0.0,0.07228976414850863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350962865714998,0.1466954633057185,0.0,0.09701899336291664,0.07475046664665645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970057674393841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292940861146316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649469420669844,0.0,0.18113071512220688,0.0,0.1783236597895879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780547236050707,0.09076838955704647,0.0,0.1740643421146956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593023376167029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199699600296663,0.07368104791651278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776262969400905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483357488024404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583422610194978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727575985301755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424779612627364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011783048008376,0.0,0.0,0.06513668789956073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000132409438772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508515027009266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608570825465854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343502269110104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164252523430998,0.0,0.0,0.07266711004192143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525626850628794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363213620677503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394060723808318,0.0976001262746974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674994631629566,0.0,0.05181384044145638,0.0697280573329992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526522802874746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202274763032233,0.0 adhd,WhatsUpRubberDuck,2018/11/18,"Strategies to improve listening while hyperfocused? Hi All, I was wondering if I could get some advice. I live in a great apartment with a boyfriend (BF) that I love very much. He knows I have ADHD and that I have a hard time with hyperfocus/audio processing and ""hearing, but not listening"", especially when I'm working on a task. My therapist/ADHD coach suggested a few things such as : 1. Reminding myself that I need to stop when I hear my boyfriend talk 2. Summarize what he says back to him 3. Asking BF to touch me on the shoulder or flick the lights if I do not look at him and repeat what he says back. 4. Asking BF to wait until I can give full attention. Sometimes 1 and 2 works great, especially during the week when my Monday to Friday routine is in full swing. But on weekends when the routine isn't as structured, I find myself not being able to rely on my own - and my BF forgets that he needs to touch or wait, and gets frustrated that I didn't hear him ask me to move something out of the way. I remind him, and he sometimes does it - and when I do I thank him. BUT this time today, again this happens. He asks me to move a particular thing. I was focused on using my planner(again something from my therapist) and missed what he said. 6 times. Whoops. When I remind him of all this, he starts to look overwhelmed and he says ""I'm so frustrated at you! Why can't you just listen?"" I try - again - repeat back ""I'm sorry that you're feeling frustrated. I was working and I did not hear you. If that happens again, could you please touch me on the shoulder?"" for some reason, this answer still isn't enough for him and he just repeats ""I had to tell you six times! Why can't you listen? Why do I have to do everything?"" I got angry. ""You know what? I spend lots of money and time to be a better person. I tell you again and again what the strategies are. I am no longer responsible for your frustration"" and stomped off. &#x200B; I'm not sure what to do reddit. Is there another strategy I can use to listen better, especially when hyperfocused? Is it too much to ask a BOYFRIEND to just touch me on the shoulder if I don't give them attention? also - the last time I mentioned something like this to my therapist, she suggested that he come to a session of psychoeducation or two. That way he could get a better understanding of how my ADHD works. He hasn't made an appointment yet and it's been two months... &#x200B;",2.8301897440887416,4.8847695523012575,4.026101975284618,85.99674661866304,76.28033472803347,7.124335895689407,24.923810450520573,8.057270187336151,1.4634535759462883,1898,66,381,32,43,619,205,478,0.075,0.831,0.094,0.8317,0,0,3,0,0,0,82.0,0,9,1,7,26,15,4,1,20,0,33,4,3,5,3,67,79,40,0,9,18,0,6,1,4,0,0,13,0,1,25,20,0,3,10,2,2,3,13,6,0,3,10,22,63,9,47,64,12,57,0,2,2,1,64,16,0,11,37,262,88,5,0.0682334674286552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601010423085976,0.06667695466680652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456627925062278,0.0,0.14786186690261266,0.1658222629020016,0.0,0.07154873998456783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189454060237709,0.0,0.0,0.157401973956147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104087102019056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058777090385679076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634366146020126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971156716403893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705034118093649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061323840805497014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034500891318229115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236415307630187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694751149688256,0.1309115189169735,0.0,0.0,0.0545725371485705,0.1504552774507865,0.0,0.0,0.12067725980534615,0.0,0.061123784397210425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076163073978225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499865847890959,0.0556193829539366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333542558007248,0.0,0.060251401834576314,0.0,0.11459785520433699,0.0,0.0,0.058009653955956614,0.06158336836679309,0.06456415669721545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446330271630129,0.1450427548518389,0.10031889920689603,0.1011885030304428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957883187117233,0.0,0.07489985711095652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015536878461004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490565283146893,0.16278597597034122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758837043655394,0.1349692880243689,0.0763817804301216,0.04829599944173164,0.0,0.05449133522928712,0.057046234062777076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430923554158981,0.0,0.0,0.05484347648134432,0.11927811608892483,0.06282020935284068,0.0,0.2376729443361339,0.09066256767598706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387249014599513,0.0,0.06467734879243245,0.0,0.0,0.04632604542162204,0.0,0.13330836593440426,0.07103344597570374,0.0,0.11786361587129256,0.0,0.056299756615437416,0.0,0.10832110087677116,0.05473277179195905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471027395225967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399628478152745,0.19869910777894356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658222629020016,0.0 adhd,ladymo0n,2018/11/18,"Repetition? Does anyone have a handful of words they repeat, like phrases or responses, that just come out in daily life without thinking? It’s like a repetitive dialect? Not sure how else to describe it but if you can relate I’d love to hear about it x",2.8867346938775498,5.419471551020411,4.125877551020409,82.93697959183675,78.38775510204081,6.3689795918367365,28.16734693877552,7.554174236665415,1.928049795918367,202,9,36,3,5,66,44,49,0.057999999999999996,0.753,0.19,0.8342,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,12,6,4,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,5,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038117115499685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961387422451326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30084695042598864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28718670772064364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38746859434998016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282420503229984,0.33591016291252673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102777141858021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240115494500988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202823605404009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33139468773031633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,provolonesuperstar,2018/11/18,"Which Drug causes the least anxiety? I recently started on 5mg Ritalin IR a day, but I get panic attacks. Should I ask my doctor for anti-anxieties? Which med causes the lesst anxiety?",2.5924285714285698,5.345171028571432,5.3539285714285745,72.26232142857145,81.57142857142857,9.214285714285714,28.75,9.516144504307137,3.797428571428572,146,7,23,5,4,52,29,35,0.24,0.6779999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8318,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,14,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289617216823793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154725814869416,0.26221022871900485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735436528095814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864390899456842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23591140449801826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672896983580446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041902234996806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601713688631816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704247624313144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275763635971501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313863562007566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FirBestGirl,2018/11/18,"Being told ADHD is a benefit So I've made a few posts here recently because I'm going through the process of getting a diagnosis for adhd but I've been told by people outside of the nhs that it's a benefit. I'm not sure if this is true or if it's people being narrow minded and trying to downplay the effect it's had on my life becuase the effects don't seem beneficial at all to me. How am I meant to deal with people telling me things like this? 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There's plenty of assignments I could be working on. &#x200B; I'm in grad school for health science and while I started out very excited about it, I've burned out a little bit and I've felt like I've just been going through the motions. The idea of getting a degree in my field and going out and changing the world was enough to propel me through undergrad, with the thought of my success sustaining a ""high"" of emotion and pride. I would go on to take on a very ambitious project in my first year of grad school, which made me feel on top of the world....for about 6 months. It felt like the equivalent of taking on a full time job while taking 19 credits. I burned out and it's kinda been a while since I've felt very ambitious. I took a much needed break from the project and life has been more manageable because of it. While I'm still quite happy with the direction of my life, I have felt very mellow and much lower energy than I'm used to without some definitive long term ambition to realize. Classes felt more like a chore. The knowledge I gained from them was no longer a tool I would use to carve my name into the history of my profession. So pro's: I no longer feel like I'm bursting at the seams. Cons: I've felt a little empty for a bit. &#x200B; So I booked a flight to portugal last night and I'm extremely excited about it. It's in 6 months and I'm pretty fluent in spanish and I love learning languages, so naturally I started duolingo for portuguese. I can understand a lot of portuguese if I read or listen closely, so it's pretty addictive. I spent the morning blasting through lessons and trying to find beginner podcasts so I could learn more. I hadn't felt so excited about something in months. It made me realize how much I missed studying spanish literature in undergrad. I began day dreaming about what would've happened if I'd gone another route and pursued a Spanish PhD. Then I began daydreaming about screw a degree, I'll just learn language after language on my own time and become a linguistic scholar in my own right. I could learn languages, travel the world, learn to cook recipes from all different cultures (I love cooking), learn to make different styles of beer from around the world (I love beer), then open a multi-cultural brewer/restaurant and be rich for it! All I have to do is learn portuguese first! *I'll be unstoppable!!!* &#x200B; I had to take a breath and focus on nothing else but the feeling of air leaving my nostrils to collect myself and calm down. Shortly after which I decided it would be an amazing project to write a short story inspired by my favorite magic realism author in Spanish literature in which the lines between daydreams and reality are blurred and the reader is left to question which character was daydreaming of the other. It would prompt a question of the meaning of identity by juxtaposing idealism (daydreams) and realism (failed self realization). &#x200B; At which point I had to take another breath. Re-focus and write this down before actually settling down to work. It has been a long while since hyper focus has taken such a hold on me, but recognizing what happened helps. I want to avoid a cycle of daydreaming myself into a prideful mood throughout the day and then feeling like a failure at the end of it by accomplishing nothing because I was too caught up in my own head.",6.132206140659032,7.0757684350453225,6.313883931708003,77.21597168551959,66.31117824773415,9.1792875711375,34.73069626923347,9.289312734170188,3.238105346729432,2792,128,492,50,43,892,287,662,0.025,0.853,0.122,0.9945,4,1,4,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,1,17,20,26,1,1,48,0,34,17,4,6,2,101,91,43,0,12,8,0,11,5,0,4,5,1,1,1,23,35,4,2,31,8,3,8,4,4,0,2,29,13,48,21,98,51,18,93,0,2,0,4,13,51,1,9,38,319,71,35,0.0,0.0,0.05562337376983489,0.06213796233225671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470361110134147,0.27704294423480386,0.0,0.11953807187717395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074171626616863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949283730276641,0.0629515646461302,0.09700489915068583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445757057244773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029800424591114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365285942692438,0.0,0.0,0.07352003518633367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910487151638062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833036644051486,0.0,0.0,0.06610142373525048,0.0,0.04761584018113813,0.06411686245720846,0.050484714934151236,0.058895809417969035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528281356497885,0.0814410314349513,0.3830997898680256,0.0,0.052096589084601484,0.09696763768105997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893397935390382,0.0,0.09718253505416356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512136373016136,0.06067711933413233,0.0,0.0,0.058498019746279266,0.06058789463113413,0.0,0.0,0.03820562108055374,0.060223192236564076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643455947227938,0.0,0.0,0.056563294049639785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464622703261145,0.0,0.060354331616919825,0.06193021710444537,0.0,0.0805209867176508,0.13923559310430794,0.1142571192536479,0.0,0.10088568009828976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048459009799842634,0.15433305567343303,0.10786877316952767,0.03804766634815007,0.0,0.0,0.06208925929248524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364895775140218,0.0,0.1257037627771581,0.04226447087330132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053490250321400035,0.0,0.10938528035048642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053883032783495086,0.0,0.0,0.1159781416225169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770516285846126,0.06062607606274864,0.05701501102351704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867733511116308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305987266656742,0.0,0.0,0.05946299947724845,0.0,0.0,0.09430129332180802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043881066147623236,0.0,0.0,0.08068920087049583,0.0,0.045519943109596665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428297540369706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525130446849567,0.06647383409720874,0.0,0.05402894286078559,0.0,0.06332863747275823,0.0773979548569199,0.0,0.0,0.05933857935554473,0.0,0.0984586827718074,0.0,0.1881225121341096,0.033619832705472634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494556699049704,0.0,0.12448913268458354,0.0,0.0,0.2024543529294802,0.0,0.27704294423480386,0.03670586466030977 adhd,thestonedowl,2018/11/18,"Please tell me one thing that you love about your ADHD. I'm often times very hard on myself for having ADHD even though it's beyond my control. I would appreciate being told things that other people love about their ADHD as I find it extremely hard to love mine. 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There have been several times where i would literally sit down for hours and try to force myself to focus on schoolwork but could never do it and this went on for 4 years. I got to a point where I just couldnt do it anymore and realized that something has to be wrong and decided it would be best to leave instead of wasting more money and time just to get the same results. After 4 years I had a 1.8 gpa and I'm not even close to graduating. The issue is that everyone else wants me to go back and I would love to go back and finish but I literally dont have it in me. Dropping out wasn't something I wanted to do but I felt that I had to becaus i had reached my breaking point. Is it bad that I have no motivation or intention of going back to school right now? I have a job and have been working and I'm enjoying not having school for once. Has anyone else been through this? Should I just man up and go back? Im not diagnosed with adhd or anything but I've started to realize that it may be a possibility? But at the same time I feel as if I'm complaining and trying to find an excuse when I say that.,2.724203054806829,4.131413071698116,4.471051212938008,85.4832704402516,74.88679245283019,7.462713387241689,25.449236298292902,8.11559375814309,1.4266028751123092,1004,34,214,16,21,340,140,265,0.09300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.5661,2,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,16,7,0,0,8,0,32,2,0,4,1,54,48,25,0,9,14,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,15,17,0,0,7,0,1,5,9,4,0,0,10,4,21,3,36,27,4,44,0,1,0,1,5,15,0,4,20,159,36,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343031438638125,0.10849221479744166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010683450666488,0.07763116826175732,0.11375809625817605,0.0913640053722466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414850773819744,0.0927011261927348,0.0676797282520758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651374792429507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886443218939006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268790265759016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012031691639694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549405947627998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333087736281638,0.0,0.0,0.1060890180094479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561375085335729,0.0,0.10660128306762158,0.0,0.10147471678971227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058005910474632084,0.0,0.2523919612859358,0.0,0.0887967282241753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945647306768754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933712945500082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992590801173594,0.11588111568137782,0.11017504879368284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755930312277495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020427690777872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562922167421554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118237859588609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105985798002125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099087709023195,0.1251638554250123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481462954247796,0.0,0.08829143022123022,0.0,0.3370892773418494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254264974126679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094473315823458,0.0,0.0,0.07858397210060265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421847785427354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261357899013676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309706858836836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292116375256094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808274252661127,0.0,0.0,0.23660663955946906,0.12138826277400057,0.0,0.2144891222078518 adhd,timjones04,2018/11/18,"Ketone Esters I have always struggled with ADHD (I’m 44 now). Using stimulant medications just drained me and ruined my sleep. Non-stimulants made me depressed and thinking about suicide constantly. Recently, however, I was blown away when a friend recommended that I try ketone esters. Wow! It was the first time in my life that I truly felt calm, focused, and naturally wanted to be productive. Due to sheer cost, however, I was forced to look at other options. I have since duplicated the same effect with a 5 day water fast (Last 2 days were amazing!), but this isn’t sustainable, I have also struggled to use a ketogenic diet to simulate the same effects. Anyone out there have similar experiences and maybe share sone of their wisdom on this? 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You wouldn't learn much of anything, you'd never complete more than like a page and a half out of a history textbook, and on Fridays we spent the entire day watching movies.  When I stay in my bedroom and I look out at the window and it's past afternoon and it's sunny and beautiful outside, I feel terrible and think shit I gotta do something, it's such a beautiful and perfect day and I'm wasting it, I won't have this gold opportunity forever. Then because I'm feeling guilty I try to go out and do something, but then I'm all alone, start to feel like shit, low self-esteem, nothing really happens or change, and then I think, ""oh well, now I just wanna go home"", and so I go back home, repeat over and over, day after day, and each day hoping that I'll figure out how to break this cycle.Hello I graduate high school a year ago and I was in special education all I can say is a teacher that I had was very very rude and very racist to they have no respect for any white students disabled students and I live in a small neighborhood and they didn't give me support or any advice to help me to continue my education my special ed teacher was an asshole I'm sorry to say this but he was the biggest fuckface ever ever since I graduate in my life has been shit I'm 22 years old and, staying home with my dad and mom and I was in special education for a long time since I was a kid and 6 years being in high school the teachers are very rude and they have no respect at all the very nasty to non-white students I was treated like a fucking animal when I was in special education all we ever did and I'm going to be honest with you all we ever did was second grade reading level and they refused to help me to catch up my grades by the time I graduate high school I was still doing second grade reading books the school that the only care about the athlete I gets so mad when I start to talk about. My life my mom and dad dose not give a shit at all she have a good time her and my brother always treat me like shit my mom get so fucking mad she always telling me I can't take a off from work just for you keep on complaining about your life bitch it not my fault iam mentally disabled I hate staying home doing nothing fuck society I cry every day before I go to sleep I never fuck before never have sex I don't do drugs and this how I get treated like a piece of shit and fuck special education I send so many emails to my fucking special education teachers telling them my situation and how I feel this fucking ignore my email blocked me on social media and they didn't give a shit about me in my opinion they only care about the only paycheck my life has been fucked by the school system I went to the Community Center the disability College Department in my hometown they told me since I have ADHD and many multiple disability I cannot continue my education because I failed a fucking test there give me iam so fucking mad my mom gets so mad at me when I'm started to talk about my life she's always telling me I can't stay home for one minute listen you to complain I blame her for everything I've been home she is the reason why I'm staying home she always telling my brother I care about you I have no job I have nothing in life social workers are not doing shit for me this is the 16th time I change my social worker and all they do is just signing paper She believed everything what the special education teachers have to say she'd never in her life believe me and this is what I'm so fucking mad I have seen so many special ed teachers lie about me She is the type of person only care about her situation and no one else she gets very mad at me when I'm started hey can you help me talk to someone that you know to help me find me a job and she's always lying to a friend saying he's working a good job which by the way is bullshit so she doesn't embarrass herself from her friends I have no friends at all my sister is having so much fun she haveing a great time this world is fucking evil I have no friends at all my special education teachers did did not help me at all all I have been doing is staying home doing nothing my special education teacher told me that iam I am actually disabled by the time I graduate high school none of the human and that fucking high dips hit teachers care about me very sad staying home and not doing nothing in your life it's very sad that you can't drive a vehicle because you can't read at least I need 40 years to get my education back and my reading book the third grade reading level they put me in that shit whole program for a long time All throughout my entire K-12 education I was always put in the fucking retard classes because I had a speech disability. I could function fine and do my work but they put me in those stupid fucking babysitter classes because they wanted their school to seem like they were inclusive. Those fucking classes ruined everything. Instead of taking some classes that I wanted I got to sit next to the other autistic kids and fucking do elementary shit even in fucking high school. I wasn't a fucking retard but they treated me like one anyways and had one of those goddamn minimum wage piece of shit helper teachers follow me around everywhere.I was bullied and made fun of the ENTIRE TIME I WAS AT SCHOOL. Everybody ignored me or joked about me or straight-up just insulted me every fucking day I always eat lunch by myself and my special ed teachers was always telling me to socialize that's the problem I do socialize but I'm with made fun of I was bullied one time I got beat up and punch in the face at the school bus stop they called in my special ed teacher and I know he was being paid to shut upI've been out of school for a year now and my life is still fucked up because of all that.there Treat you like an animal and plus there dont care about you They put me in special-education because of my speech problem as well and I have a low GPA I know how you feel the teachers they don’t care about us and your correct i’m not saying all special ed teachers a bad there are good teachers who actually care about disable students I know how you feel it’s very sad I feel so mad and angry when people don’t understand me I also got rejected in college because I have a low GPA I also was bullied in high school too and I know how you feel I wonder what you been up to now I hope everything is good with you I understand your pain seriously thank God I’m not the only one who is also complaining about the special ed Money also appears in ways that are not so measurable. Look around the table at any IEP meeting. How many people at the table are being paid to be there Special Ed was crap for me. They never taught us anything and it was nothing more than a glorified babysitting service. Also, you can forget about dating/having a social life once people find out you're in there.  The teachers weren't worth that much and even they picked on the students from time to time. It was wasteful to be there, considering no matter how bad you were at your work, (you could even miss half of the damn school year) you'll still get passed on to the next grade. LI have many issues about my school, especially since they claim to be the best school out there (which is defidentally NOT Everybody knows each other in my neighborhood and I'm sorry that I'm keep on posting to you but it seems like my life is not getting anywhere better seems like my life is becoming a nightmare feels like God is punishing me for something I didn't do why do I have to be disabled why I'm getting mad like fucking crazy and no I'm not spamming I'm not making this shit up I just want everyone know what special education did to me I didn't had a good time in special ed all I had was racist teachers complaining about me telling lies about me and the principal they didn't do nothing about it I got bullied multiple-time by teachers telling me going back to second grade you don't belong in my class teacher just locked me out every time I'm late my social workers not doing anything for me it's fucking very sad I barely have enough money you know I'm trying to live a normal life here I didn't learn a goddamn thing in high school and just Friday I failed the test of the driving test and they charge so much money at the DMV if you want someone to read you a fucking book scuse me for my language I'm not spamming heal and forgive me for my coasting Ord I've been screwed over by special ed system for God's sake I've been taking medication that I was a kid the IP system they gave me and that they gave me when I was a kid I'm not doing anything in my life right now all I'm doing just staying home and I have careless parents that they just want my SSI money my SSI Mondays I'm only getting $849 and maybe that's why they want me to stay home because hey I'm getting free money from the US government I tried to reach out to my special ed teachers tell them my situation they have blocked me on social media they have blocked me on their emails I just saw one of them at the mall 2 hours ago one of the female mrs. Kelly who is now 50 years old she saw me and I told her my situation she just ignoring me she know who I was because everyone in my town know who I was and before you say no one knows you that was 10 years ago keep in mind I was at the gym one day and I saw my second grade coach I didn't see my second grade coach after 15 years back in 2003 after 2 minutes he recognized me and gave me a hug and handshake and asking me how am I doing and he was crying because I was his favorite student and I had a disability it shows you how there is good people out there but the teachers I had in high school assholes I'm going to the doctors every day I'm becoming very weak lately and you know it's fucking sad and get into arguments with my parents it's fucking sad when you see your parents saying to your brothers and your sisters saying we are so proud of you because you graduate and to University College and my mom she was crying 3 years ago because my brother bachelor degree I was fucking crying because that was supposed to be me up there I cried because what the system did to me lock me up in special ed terrorized me kept me hostage didn't teach me Jack schitt all I do my health just play video games now it's getting ready and I cannot go anywhere the bus charge almost $3 and I don't have $3 every day to go on the bus my parents they don't come back home around 9 and they cannot take me out and I understand because it's getting late thank you for reading my post and God bless you and once again I'm not attacking any special ed teachers out there awesome they put me in special education because of my ADHD 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adhd,skrzzy,2018/11/18,"Concerta not working? Hey guy! &#x200B; I have recently been switched from Ritalin IR (10mg) 3x a day to Concerta 27mg due to me feeling extremely worn out a few hours after taking my first Ritalin IR dose, as well as sweating and just brain fog after the first dose wears off. It did help me focus though. &#x200B; So, with Concerta, I feel absolutely nothing? I don't feel hungry most of the time but I can eat full meals as well as getting sweaty hands but they are the only effects I'm getting. No focus, no motivation, nothing. &#x200B; I don't see my psychiatrist for another 2 weeks, but I want to make sure when I do see her, I'm put on something that can genuinely help me. I know it's a process but i'm just afraid she'll up the dose of Concerta and then I'm left as an unmotivated & unproductive mess for another few weeks. &#x200B; Any advice would be greatly appreciated, thank you very much! 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After 15 hours of testing, I was diagnosed with ADHD, combined type. My psychiatrist put me on 25, 30, and then 35mg of Adderall. Nothing worked. I literally could not pinpoint when the medication wore off. My impulsive carbs/sweet cravings definitely went down, so despite feeling hunger pangs all day, I didn't eat much. I felt woozy and felt a weird pressure in my head, but it just made me want to stay in bed all day. She gave me 75 mg Vyvanse, and exactly the same thing. Weird pressure, fatigue. N This is quite demoralizing.. I'm reading so many positive reviews of adderall/vyvanse from people who seem to be exactly like me! Should I switch to a different group? What is happening? 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If there was a “News for Dummies” lol or just a place to find the stripped down elementary basics? I feel like an ass bc my husband is a journalist and I want to talk to him and understand what he is writing about without making him dumb it down for me every time. ,2.015274725274729,3.857208000000004,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,77.97435897435899,7.021245421245422,23.96336996336997,7.957251820313856,1.20821391941392,296,10,64,5,7,98,52,78,0.046,0.831,0.12300000000000001,0.5862,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,8,1,5,2,1,1,0,18,11,5,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,1,11,10,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,2,2,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677564165206466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240909499505844,0.1753270004990335,0.0,0.0,0.2243080309642036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334631978113127,0.11989906547870985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381873115487894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564100613640794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972580659551456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310548059847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.766467831925077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447541692847507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365746425708517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,changcow,2018/11/18,"Nervous to ask Psychiatrist about ADHD I have spent hour after hour reasoning with myself that its completely normal to ask about it, and the logical part of me understands that. But for whatever reason I'm so nervous to approach her about it. I'm just so worried about seeming like I want the drug to want it, you know? I'm so so excited to try it, and that's where the guilt comes from. My brain is telling me I shouldn't be excited, and that's it's bad to be excited. However the only things I'm excited about are getting shit done and actually experiencing life, which isn't bad at all. I somehow keep convincing myself that I'm the bad guy just for asking!!! I've looked into it a ton too to see if it's worth even asking about, because I've always had a suspicion. But all that's done is make me super knowledgeable and now its gonna feel like half of my answers are just shit I read on the internet. Whether or not I even try to, I'm gonna be worried about filtering my actual symptoms while not reading off too many that came from the web. I just know its gonna result in me not being able to get my ideas straight and I'll probably not get any useful information to her. It's all a horrible circle of worry. Logic just isn't beating anxiety in this situation. I was really nervous to post to this sub, seeing as im a lurker. Please be nice 😀. This just sort of turned into a rant which isn't the direction I intended lol but thank you for reading ❤",4.219200000000002,4.8837365199999985,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,70.46666666666667,9.6,29.333333333333336,9.766711354998122,2.650233333333334,1156,43,237,27,20,396,152,300,0.107,0.7759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.26,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,24,19,2,4,13,1,18,6,3,6,3,54,52,18,0,5,16,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,24,11,0,1,13,3,2,3,8,9,0,1,6,5,23,10,38,37,5,18,0,0,3,0,11,9,2,5,7,156,47,3,0.0982464785008951,0.0,0.19174878158393768,0.0,0.11807317497381008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174894047404299,0.0,0.0,0.06681097439591023,0.0,0.0751582871407477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36738878039446266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609511737029666,0.05989014140330087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096755620682425,0.0,0.112367798244512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463064189079568,0.10300956349071344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108051591036266,0.0,0.0,0.11393472386847167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978174493046926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967637150643512,0.07018730387161408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398919012856896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972794600052324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935059821547133,0.0,0.0,0.1109083156250465,0.1061230559613222,0.0,0.0,0.08732598424460558,0.0,0.0,0.10798739043341896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939439325873438,0.09599653354844398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250229793285681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558028729575582,0.09960650880535447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626068922836407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472087405580702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639136216703113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784513053020343,0.0,0.0,0.09409296856881412,0.0,0.10592632068083432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948191961797991,0.0,0.06293920987253343,0.20202748565361608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657944670152368,0.08943990414753726,0.0,0.0,0.20169719668267225,0.0,0.11043315820109124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211570906718263,0.0,0.0,0.08587175259861173,0.09045215757295176,0.0,0.0,0.06527059478054698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334058196677689,0.10686395642247502,0.0,0.10227804896759024,0.0,0.08485341313516276,0.0,0.0,0.11589663699662585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993222037456414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDredditing,2018/11/18,I've just made this account and I already forgot the password Isn't it terrible?,1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,85.25,5.7,33.0,7.1686216300943375,2.66635,66,4,11,1,2,22,15,16,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.3724,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7591390741201225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6509284646902785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thespiltmilk,2018/11/18,"Concerta making hyperfocus / forgetfulness worse ? help On my 4th day of 18mg Concerta and my hyperfocus is so intense, it feels impossible to pull myself away from something I'm engaged in. &#x200B; I've never been on any stimulant before, never even drank coffee ( I thought it didn't work on me lol ) Is it possible my body just needs time to adapt and build a tolerance? I almost wish there was a lower dose &#x200B; Also I now have intense and debilitating overwhelming social anxiety :( Anyone else experience this? any advice?",4.865851063829787,8.011355372340432,6.278127659574469,66.79400000000001,75.06382978723406,9.291914893617022,30.676595744680853,9.642632912329526,3.94072255319149,431,20,63,13,10,145,73,94,0.09699999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.7468,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,1,6,3,1,2,2,14,13,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,1,8,1,9,8,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593695900716945,0.0,0.0,0.15979348012572708,0.0,0.0,0.12761380139807246,0.0,0.34580358375897274,0.38780744474369616,0.21703588901052084,0.0,0.12207609463557458,0.0,0.0,0.1115800642978282,0.16350566375720388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992799971294746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357884142155368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725425649776733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291407009778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333062450731175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053992126406006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609708807335598,0.0,0.0,0.08068700950854593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696121012587843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106518996942447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832444603915153,0.24615149492446056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989927691152335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266882394773427,0.0,0.12285029804560565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668644426744954,0.09305072834378424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350586466610488,0.0,0.0,0.11617407685803904,0.0,0.16262276445002324,0.0,0.0,0.38780744474369616,0.0 adhd,pofoo1,2018/11/18,"Choosing a therapist/decision making? I'm currently looking for a therapist for mostly my social anxiety but also my ADD. I've contacted a few and then decided to to have a couple of trial sessions with one. She asked me if I want to continue visiting her last time, and suddenly I'm not so sure anymore. I originally narrowed my choice down to two therapists, but the other one mostly only had free appointments in the morning time (when I'm usually at work). She was, however, nicer and I felt like she understood me more when I had one trial session at her office. Visiting her would be more complicated (since I definitely can not take that much time of from work) My current therapist was kind of weird from the start and makes me feel more uncomfortable. She just stares at me blankly often - I think she waits for me to talk more. My mind kind of goes blank and I do not remember anything. I also feel like I can't express myself and just ramble without giving her much, which seems to mildly frustrate her. We are currently working on my procrastination and me finally finishing my Bachelor Degree. We set a weekly goal each session, but since I work full time I sometimes struggle to to the thing we write down - like reading some uni-related stuff for 10 minutes after work. I did not do that one that week, so for this week she suggested I try again. I couldn't do it again, because I'm mentally exhausted after work. I told her that, but I feel like she does not believe me. I absolutely do not have the balls to tell her how I feel but I think I have to when I decide to change therapist. Since I'm so insecure I maybe read to much into it. She is technically nice and professional and probably I wouldn't feel comfortable all the time with any other therapist. Also, the whole process of making a decision and contacting the other therapist is so hard to me. I tend to complicate things and &#x200B; I know nobody can make a decision for me but has anyone been in a similar situation? I think my executive functioning issues make this situat",5.820637418847138,6.863970061381076,6.903644501278772,72.3520357072595,67.05626598465473,11.028172339169783,33.1970293133976,10.971632043042849,3.985850206570922,1638,71,291,49,26,551,192,391,0.08900000000000001,0.833,0.078,-0.5243,5,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,0,0,7,16,15,1,2,16,0,24,1,0,7,2,73,55,30,0,5,16,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,19,0,1,18,3,1,2,10,5,0,5,9,9,62,11,41,42,15,41,0,0,2,0,31,11,0,6,31,219,77,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690857396885492,0.0,0.07538053931236917,0.084536817161812,0.047310910389973794,0.0,0.05322189984700328,0.0,0.06899609457220933,0.0486459124098703,0.0,0.0572513012784669,0.0,0.0650398300005492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241005521613639,0.0,0.0,0.07838309844393147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359727387012639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697938638672101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088236582291489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588684958498876,0.09940358673131593,0.06679941568574714,0.07621202407576855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673918776274096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232227320258842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261442445883327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489573067340106,0.03823459991593342,0.05670994382953853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595620891697582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842242026494444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219711459470704,0.0,0.06989378197850397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011156735312386,0.0,0.07024724086593125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342886338138226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857341577494252,0.05291215415848213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500969280845204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918037366188954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881078856463693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333515307435791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265044335317756,0.15640224675583994,0.0,0.07091924002173312,0.0,0.0,0.06880785380982933,0.0,0.04924296657156956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273109085906851,0.07964256220669297,0.0,0.0,0.06557018329930964,0.0,0.052309004331800496,0.05591882371743435,0.06080843497579062,0.0,0.0,0.5654439768468316,0.0924402402055606,0.13373555463765854,0.0,0.0,0.20283809698317534,0.0,0.0,0.06647841573548838,0.0,0.047234386542558605,0.0,0.06796110944280588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662302388828607,0.0,0.04103499056123882,0.0,0.16741784513472002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767393871696872,0.0,0.06706430821917632,0.0,0.3038926712956038,0.0,0.0,0.04942149792548256,0.0,0.084536817161812,0.0 adhd,absinthecity,2018/11/18,"What is your best music to work to? Needs to have no or very unobtrusive vocals to avoid getting caught up in it for me. At the moment I'm finding the following to be useful for promoting concentration: - The Social Network soundtrack (Trent Reznor/Atticus Ross) - bunch of other soundtracks (Lady Bird is a good one) - electro stuff generally - classical esp Mozart But I could do with more. What do you find helpful to listen to while you work?",3.6795694444444464,6.668473262500001,4.396666666666672,79.37277777777781,78.875,7.055555555555558,26.38888888888889,8.167268648758528,2.203347222222222,351,14,58,7,9,112,65,80,0.049,0.775,0.17600000000000002,0.9054,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,4,0,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,14,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,5,2,14,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,43,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865637591927814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801933733619366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991509898930878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266463878417954,0.0,0.0,0.2290330781357368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302900359627736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247345214344856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503519325549414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27835429992137584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125928822727799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583957142236156,0.0,0.2253063487525671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975876021974767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xach_hill,2018/11/18,"Redditors who were prescribed Stimulants as a child/young adult, do you have any negative experiences associated with being medicated at a young age? A lot of people have wildly varying opinions on the ethicality & effectiveness of this, so i figured there's no better place to ask than here! If you have any negative experiences, side effects, addiction, etc. that you can trace back to your early medication I'm all ears. (Note: i know i sound like a neurotyp anti-medication person, but im quite the opposite! i was just never prescribed until i was an adult, therefore i dont really have a horse in this race & am looking for anyone who does. thanks 💖)",5.844949494949496,7.656020859504133,7.207052341597798,67.33764921946742,67.67768595041322,10.336455463728193,32.452708907254355,10.504223727775694,3.885886317722681,528,23,87,15,9,180,90,121,0.057,0.871,0.07200000000000001,0.4023,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,4,5,3,0,0,8,0,12,4,1,4,2,14,17,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,10,3,12,13,3,11,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,7,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445697379156454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865422421485525,0.0,0.24260459724820385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247251626600386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675817091990253,0.0,0.0,0.13716070096623867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775972910978855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560986854642754,0.0,0.20905620842973002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989372146068213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489733551101144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267748661828515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803119023806607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714586401904642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979153457218009,0.0,0.0,0.15164952381648106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981363437366163,0.35939159465668113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375751369058074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236639703881406,0.15575168729096886,0.1863657256337596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972561766640655,0.0,0.0,0.11427270594620192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642253346596927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mellowgolden8,2018/11/18,"Planners that fit my requirement? Hey! : ) Any of you have recommendations of planners that include: \- time slots already in the planner that begin early in the morning until late at night, undated (no months and years included) \- have a full Saturday and Sunday slot in the weekly pages, and has overall calendar for each month? Preferably not spiral, but if spiral, that's alright. I currently just have a bujo, and I'm just sick and tired of writing in all the time slots myself each day unsuccessfully some days... I would continue to write in a bujo if there was an easy fast way to have the times written in for each day.",7.040225563909775,7.758632245614037,7.012305764411027,73.79447368421054,64.26315789473685,9.67218045112782,33.829573934837086,9.606745405546679,3.2415679197994987,492,20,84,9,7,157,77,114,0.10099999999999999,0.833,0.066,-0.7508,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,9,1,7,2,0,0,1,21,10,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,15,7,7,30,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,20,59,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700455598077834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641241759783615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734566053905361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760455727338705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39065325301204107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296454499282549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280802608321983,0.28126021904304616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424083886254392,0.19629304761658187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738362437605706,0.0,0.0,0.1575863779712041 adhd,BigFatEggs,2018/11/18,"Psychosis management Hi. I had psychosis after being in dexamphetamine. I'm now on geodon and Ritalin. I am slow, lost my wit, have zero motivation and feel like I have brain damage. Has anyone come back from a psychosis and continued to treat their ADHD with stimulants? I'm on 20mg of Geodon twice a day but I'm think to reduce it to once and continue the Ritalin.",3.0121327967806835,5.464062647887324,4.6530382293762615,79.76816901408453,77.45070422535211,8.564185110663983,25.635814889336014,9.23628265651192,2.5696181086519103,292,11,53,8,7,98,52,71,0.057,0.863,0.08,0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,2,0,11,13,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,5,2,10,10,0,11,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,34,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081610337919903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23747240676090994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611492426772521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37913176134563065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925552759319708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902883879373106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172367181283096,0.2426268499484743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592271861187513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707387930951229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616875762076791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176168044824675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForDaGwynn,2018/11/18,Feel like my life is falling apart I’m sorry if this breaks any rules but really just want someone to talk to.... not even sure how to properly elaborate on my title inside this post...,1.91,4.431124444444446,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,82.33333333333334,6.933333333333335,20.11111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.140077777777778,144,4,28,3,4,47,32,36,0.127,0.779,0.094,-0.0709,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,8,4,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469480701578882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398509507014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836148056046224,0.2594277272169432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564969550282601,0.17741216107069951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477883268967539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326371760899789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30768786382583785,0.0,0.0,0.40650618663876303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34225573112402063,0.0,0.0,0.29187867002969353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418974279963532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shan146,2018/11/18,"What are some examples of times your ADHD has directly impacted your functioning? I’m struggling to get going on an assignment and would really appreciate some help with inspiration. I’m specifically looking for everyday situations that are unique to ADHD experience in terms of hyperactivity, inattention, impulsivity and rejection sensitivity. Im looking for scenarios to be portrayed as web comics that are relatable to people with ADHD Thanks in advance! 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I work night shifts and usually take adderall 2 hours into my shift to help me stay focused. This time I was just like “I keep forgetting to start the new med, I’ll just do it now to get it in my system and change the time I take it next time.” Was worried about telling my psych that I hadnt taken it because I kept forgetting -_- so I was just like “fuck it” and now I’m just dying of sleepiness and I have 7 hours left in the shift. Holy mother of Wario, this is just not cutting it, I currently feel a headache wanting to start. So tempted to take my adderall, as it feels like it wakes me up, but I’m scared to make all this worse. Anyone take them together? I take 25mg of adderall. I feel so sleepy, I constantly yawn, and I get up and feel lightheaded, almost a type of “high” feel, I’m still very well oriented. Help. I don’t want to leave my shift, don’t want to explain that I’m taking this medication since I fear they will look/treat me different. I feel really guilty if I ever have to call off, even when I’m sick. Any suggestions. Right now I currently feel like I want to cry. Situation is not that bad, I’m pretty sure it’s just the medication making me feel that way.",2.5568934040047075,4.274472738515904,3.685781802120143,89.63960320965845,76.03180212014135,7.2608362779740885,24.159157832744413,8.07648339933343,1.2160012956419315,1087,35,235,18,24,352,146,283,0.126,0.7509999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.7168,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,1,19,13,2,3,7,0,15,6,1,2,3,47,55,18,1,6,10,1,8,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,19,10,0,3,9,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,9,8,32,6,25,44,1,39,0,1,0,1,9,10,1,2,30,131,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060517206163552,0.0,0.09105463096311643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061836449034265474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358132740763675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592389484135142,0.05543091849842662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285109440258836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619333124681116,0.0,0.0,0.09826450584055532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988383894912367,0.0,0.0,0.07831905480669199,0.0,0.0943724047259828,0.09500392676479837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093054361100862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005931157667911,0.0822526291061402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232307045898913,0.3678210584580789,0.12992277624902432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406458531684015,0.14252366161862118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189875967051005,0.0960739837412617,0.0,0.0,0.17909816331114434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082397873902547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628319023178857,0.09879719839183257,0.0,0.0,0.17769789493140173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635944824129343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121394789693854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100425185900462,0.18320757544091265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878220827309676,0.09670654243899514,0.08533292987039777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925098926076054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825296336013465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765489221606638,0.0,0.0,0.0910381633932484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521936802844105,0.1022106685396999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574467637675561,0.0969207404637872,0.07261790867936325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570173907738772,0.0,0.4785835101489455,0.0,0.0794780243973235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906843740169005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014805617698308,0.07502790246132306,0.2145347093552739,0.07217708814088432,0.07293965925101277,0.0,0.0817582210763638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619911956023768,0.09234521905069136,0.09266683341240173,0.06459503553146173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,miradox,2018/11/18,"Sometimes I worry that I’m the (emotional) abuser in a relationship because of my ADHD symptoms. I’m extremely impulsive. I don’t always think about what I say before I say them. I [22F] went to go see a play tonight with my SO [22M] and the subject matter really struck a nerve and it made me angry (it was about a womanizer). During intermission, we were talking about the show after a particularly rough scene where they describe women like they’re pieces of meat to be bought and sold and compared their “achievements” of the most beautiful women they’ve raped. It was done comically and my SO was chuckling at the way it was staged (to be fair, the actors did it a little over the top to show that they were joking) not the subject of the scene. I started to pace myself, because I knew once I said something I wouldn’t be able to stop it. I started with “I don’t like the way they talk about women”. This evolved into “all men are trash, men are pigs and you’re no exception”. I apologized once I realized what I had said, overcompensating because I really do feel bad about it and SO is not like that at all. I know I’ve done stuff like this in the past and haven’t always been able to realize what I’ve said. I can’t help but sit here and wonder if people even understand that I don’t mean these things that I say and it’s just because I get so worked up I can’t think about things before I say them. I’m working on managing my symptoms with my therapist, but it’s still going to be a while before I can manage them effectively. TLDR: My impulsivity causes me to say things I don’t mean, which causes me to wonder if people understand that it’s not genuine, it’s just a side effect. 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Have you been successful in finding solutions to any problems? 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When they take blood do they also look at drugs in the system? I have my appointment on Tuesday. It will be a diagnose if I have ADHD or not. As far as my research is concerned all the symptoms of inattentiveness are there. I have thought allot of times why my life appears to be allot harder than everyone else. I have gotten 2 Ritalin pills from my friend who was diagnosed. The problem is that I will write a Math Test a really big one (I am really really bad at math mind you because I was never able to focus on what the teacher is saying. I read on the internet that the doctor may take blood from me. If he will would he also test for drugs in my system. Ritalin should appear positive for amphetamines so I wouldn't like that. Any advice ?",2.812717086834734,4.934406392156866,4.559724556489262,81.83661764705884,76.58169934640524,8.03155929038282,24.00046685340803,8.841846274778883,1.9390545284780576,610,20,116,14,14,206,95,153,0.063,0.8909999999999999,0.045,-0.4058,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,22,12,2,0,2,18,29,9,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,7,10,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,2,20,2,18,16,3,18,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,8,6,90,26,7,0.16752201061303806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013289022964574,0.16370056994417007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679345827264223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392071179138615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398738814628288,0.102119862786621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400626289232259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146587637783167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885446951854622,0.0,0.13994314391229876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007446013880686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942708984331855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832575031042078,0.08184279252192628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067629741845808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914947556206325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920330198914246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351724989510585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029593981496248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675673444482447,0.0,0.321956668934858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332202266806533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741195120591994,0.25191140721909555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329937640365831,0.09768343156478564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511625581963455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900282989820958,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sedoctress,2018/11/18,"Meds that work for you when stimulants don't? So i have ADHD-PI. I was diagnosed about 7 years ago. I have tried all of the common stimulants, (adderall, vyvanse, ritalin) you name it. This is what happens when I take them. I get SUPER jittery and almost too stimulated to focus and then I absolutely crash. This crash involves severe irritability, anxiety, sadness, anger. It sucks. I have toyed with XR and instant release. XR gives me worse side effects. Instant release is better because I can break the pills and I normally have fewer side effects. I have gotten to the point where I'm taking 2.5 mg of Adderall to offset the bad feelings but to *somewhat* help with my ADHD, although it often makes me fall asleep. &#x200B; I don't know what to do here. I also am taking atomoxetine (Strattera). My doctor just upped my dose from 40 to 60mg after being on it for a few months and not feeling any better. I'm so tired of my fucking scattered brain. I can't focus on conversations and lose my train of thought while speaking. I'm studying for the GRE right now and getting myself to actually practice has been hell. I'd like to get this under better control before grad school (if I get in). Does anyone have a similar experience? 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I'll try to reply but honestly I have so much to say I couldn't possibly write it with dysgraphia haha. Hey, I have dysgraphia so I literally cannot write about my thoughts with being misdiagnosed bipolar and mistreated and dismissed for 5 years despite being 21 and never working or functioning for longer than a month, I cannot write all of this down without it becoming a 7 page essay. I finally was informed about ADD and ADHD and I feel like I finally feel like I know I'm not broken, I just need the right help. And now that I've looked back, I believe I could write a novel on why I am ADHD before any symptoms of depression etc existed due to being to young to be depressed, but I literally feel like every single aspect of my life is now explained by ADD. So before I write a novel, my question is would anyone be kind enough to add me on Skype or any other free calling service and give me an hour of your time? The NHS are nothing but dismissive and I don't know how to get an objective opinion or advice. I would be so grateful as I have had no help from the NHS for over 5 years despite begging, I can't prove my issues stem deeper than depression in a 20 minute doctor visit where they give you an anti depressent or antipsychotic and send you on your way for 6 weeks, I've tried over 30 ssri's snri's anti anxieties, anti psychotics, atypical anti depressents. I apologise if this is breaking any subreddit rules and if doing so please remove the post! Thank you in advance and I apologise for wasting anyone's time. 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And it’s also a week late. “Hows your marks in english?” -T “Um prolly around a 0?”-me “I don’t really hand things in”-me “So then this is a tad pointless then?” -T “... I don’t like to think of it like that. This is me trying. Well, I tried before but I just, I haven’t been able to do it? I don’t know why, well, I do know why but it feels like I’m just making excuses because that’s all my reasons ever really come to! They don’t mean to others what they mean to me, so I feel like I don’t even have a proper reason to tell you. I feel like it’s just something that will always be my fault. And it is but... I don’t know.”-me “I am willing to help, the thing is though i dont like spending time writing essays on plays. What worries me is that even if you 100s for the rest of the semester it seems like you would still fail unless you have some kind of arrangement with your teach” -T “I have nothing. I have no arrangements because when I tried making them with the counselor she was all like “oh, you don’t need that!(not exactly what was said, but very close)””-me “So I guess it doesn’t matter. I just wanted to prove to the teacher that I can write.”-me “Worrying about what people who are only going to be with you for a few years is not healthy. You should just ignore english and use tgat time to focus on other classes. And then take it next year or through summer. In my opinion”-T “And dont be to hard on yourself. I failed english and science first time around”-T “I like English though. And I like my teacher. And I like what I’m doing. And I know I can do this but because I don’t have a diagnosis yet I won’t get any help outside of medication from my doctor, so I don’t get any burger fucking assistance in school”-me “Modern education is fucked. But youll make it”-T “I’m frustrated”-me",0.8024812030075203,2.909455576441103,2.517506265664164,93.93385338345864,83.46115288220551,5.303759398496241,20.77819548872181,6.5431188927421005,0.2073097744360899,1481,45,329,15,42,487,190,399,0.085,0.77,0.14400000000000002,0.9479,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,10,3,3,23,23,3,0,14,0,45,5,1,7,5,63,75,30,0,5,15,0,5,11,1,6,2,1,0,0,28,15,0,1,14,1,1,2,16,7,3,1,5,6,51,16,37,61,5,33,0,2,0,2,24,12,2,5,30,223,79,5,0.08773101844918067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572973586788853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015846375746583,0.0729992353350751,0.0,0.0,0.11932020194050895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561984129516042,0.08201665943302726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604400436702418,0.0,0.07465263500542031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557250415870886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979641486429073,0.0,0.0,0.20564020047181686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589102054948587,0.07935772888287919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330783168501975,0.18802517132874308,0.0,0.0,0.08018456148114295,0.07462395947546152,0.0,0.0,0.06778076722763625,0.16221182575494014,0.09167167235088763,0.0,0.049859559546782915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664560770424907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858976040228909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176085047519708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135835530197133,0.1928586935013012,0.0,0.09896441010486576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714703856429378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568340817205286,0.0,0.0,0.1911295966410386,0.0,0.08837977131629607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505143854436911,0.0,0.0,0.09330293340740796,0.0,0.0,0.08418027832064093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672339284170055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060821641827264676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240547379932356,0.18040419709249414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345228874624616,0.0,0.0,0.08878847440610897,0.0,0.07986702424951599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753962415194291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006210466029215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596280761382374,0.0,0.07668077702575005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656918074328725,0.05621449419897126,0.17239056038321934,0.0,0.15346998711563642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869080813508964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577143188057463,0.0,0.07238727815610099,0.05174602771363628,0.0,0.07037253114647689,0.0,0.1577614433151349,0.0,0.15832719692676364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819021560024012,0.0,0.06232159838040996,0.0,0.0,0.11299179901369295 adhd,DrewskiDoes,2018/11/18,"Off my meds I’ve had to go without insurance for over two months, and I had to smoke so much weed to get through the withdrawals from the dose of adderall I was taking. Insanely bad headaches, deep unrelenting depression and anxiety. Which, the weed I was grateful for to help from that. I’m not a heavy smoker so once I made it through that period my use just fell off. But I struggle right now, I am waiting to start a new job and getting impatient, I’m told to hang in there but my depression doesn’t really allow that to be true. I don’t know why I’m writing this post, feeling so vulnerable atm. I needed to just write some of this stuff out because I can’t afford a therapist or the drugs that would normally, make me normal. Even the meditations are falling short, I can feel my attention just floating adrift all the time, I feel like I sound like an addict. And I wanted to write this so I didn’t feel alone, or that if someone else felt this way they wouldn’t feel alone too. I’m going to be okay, and so will you. 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I'm finishing up my 2nd to last semester for my Bachelor's degree and my ADHD has been affecting me much harder than usual the last two months (like freshman year with no time management and minimal coping skills hard). While as much as I would like to try therapy, I'm a broke college student at the moment. Instead I'm thinking of asking a trusted professor for any suggestions for a mentor to help me better manage some of my school/work related symptoms. Any thoughts or suggestions?",6.780645161290322,7.832917763440863,7.457150537634412,69.20572580645164,64.91397849462365,10.931182795698923,35.93010752688172,10.864195022040775,4.439933333333333,404,19,63,11,6,134,67,93,0.053,0.825,0.122,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,9,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,7,4,14,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,11,39,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730552835230929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676754008039659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399099087415025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406264843771582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630330214542256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319177437494397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32085319895596554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230306716604373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709204214567413,0.0,0.2893563180387235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918245265187756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045611787590731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506964193239926,0.0,0.0,0.12610804391031916,0.0,0.15624533297382456,0.11476162361016712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336212223067711,0.0,0.19225499001431634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675865525571625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328018618385696,0.0,0.0,0.13980833550329871,0.0,0.0,0.1267393307950951 adhd,eggtartboi,2018/11/18,"Adderall still in effect? I took adderall 20mg xr for the first time on Thursday and it's Saturday. I feel like it is in my system still. I have no appetite, can't sleep, and still pretty talkative. I am fidgety though so this is kod of weird. Does anyone have an idea what the cause of this is? Thanks!",0.9269585253456184,3.24006496774194,2.13847926267281,95.50629032258064,84.80645161290323,4.833179723502305,20.147465437788018,6.1826913282559595,0.004623963133640441,236,7,51,2,7,75,47,62,0.098,0.759,0.14300000000000002,0.6062,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,0,6,10,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,5,2,6,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226064372911432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530795882357742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155913006635024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245670208740848,0.1759996368764274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955369449443584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781104587275477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035905437275905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506366932185705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653792336046945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902302549537526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681519319574914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420474541835903,0.0,0.14365450015496367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737150304386005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,polos111,2018/11/18,"How do stimulants work in the brain to control hyperactivity? If someone has hyperactivity, wouldn't stimulants amplify the hyper behavior? I sometimes drink coffee, but it makes me more hyper than focused, wouldn't stimulants such as Ritalin 5-10mg make my hyper behavior worse? How would they work in the brain to control hyperactivity?",7.241578947368418,10.28098859649123,8.52266666666667,54.26400000000004,66.54385964912281,11.577543859649124,37.71578947368421,11.20814326018867,5.658974736842103,278,15,38,10,5,95,39,57,0.087,0.8490000000000001,0.064,-0.3214,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,2,9,0,14,7,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245303377544556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269991813781773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301468691466187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136418870037185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990596716138522,0.0,0.2323567322020764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420709707429709,0.0,0.2394188462900428,0.16689109051758272,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lori_Belle,2018/11/18,"When and how would you intervene for your child? I am seeing signs of what I feel like may be ADHD-PI in my 4yo daughter. The pre-K teacher asked us to drill flash cards with her because she is the only kid in class who doesn’t know all her letters (she knows most, just not all). So we started drilling and she loses focus about 2 minutes in. She starts leaning/grabbing/dancing/fidgeting, and I continually have to push her off of me. This appears to be sensory seeking. She does not behave like this normally, just when we try to do anything “academic” with her. She’s an awesome kid - fun, creative, hilarious, loving. I feel like even if she has ADHD, she’s too young for intervention. I wish I had been intervened on at around 8, looking back on my life. I did fine because school was one of my hyperfocus areas, but keeping a clean, organized house/car/office is so beyond me. Not that this is about me, in any way, but...I just don’t know when or if I should consider doing something to help her concentrate better, vs. what is just normal 4yo behavior. Thoughts?",4.46927536231884,5.773429743961352,5.297314009661839,81.66278260869566,70.40096618357488,8.225314009661835,30.22512077294686,8.648137234880735,2.328060483091788,835,34,161,14,15,272,137,207,0.008,0.841,0.151,0.9753,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,3,2,0,2,18,8,0,0,4,0,20,2,0,1,2,39,35,13,0,7,12,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,3,7,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,4,32,7,24,25,3,22,0,1,2,1,27,11,0,6,11,114,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383833977447327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108595038818944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141170257606652,0.142158431196706,0.1492890922087173,0.0,0.0,0.1227921631726007,0.0,0.19469173408617813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123329978958524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974626202352086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054740913161815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148866382813398,0.2281658981163288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703719849004267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194028353410662,0.0,0.0,0.2632852228718157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279414643907107,0.23405018520016105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409982907267864,0.17865285975830691,0.0,0.0,0.14412694124129155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129256346883155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821043834024653,0.12145184667704086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616153453983183,0.12725268001660525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293757448137695,0.0,0.0,0.22605956310377054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267764460134128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841938990176764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920880496541652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675491252989576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363623258597145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134395732711478,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trollydollyx,2018/11/18,"Newly medicated and still really struggling Before I start this post I want to clarify that additionally to my ADHD I also have high functioning ASD (autism spectrum disorder) aka Asperger’s syndrome. I also want to clarify that I am aware ADHD medication will not “fix” all my executive functioning problems. However, I am currently on 60ml of Vyvanse and there is a positive difference in mood/concentration but the difference is minimal. I still find myself to get very tired easily and it’s a struggle to stay on task. I will admit however, before medication I wasn’t functioning well at all and now after medication I manage to complete 2-5 basic daily tasks each day. Although Im still struggling to stay on task things do seem a bit less overwhelming. I also have been made aware that stimulants can “bring out” more symptoms of my ASD however, I haven’t had any issue with this so far. My question is, has anyone tried any of the other medications and what did you find worked best and why and did any other medication work better.? I understand that there’s other factors I face and I may react differently but I am very curious to hear what others have to say. Thanks guys and gals ! 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New psych prescribed welbutrin for purposes of treating ADHD symptoms, and said it works well for people with bipolar, which I have. I already take lithium and lamictal. Anybody have any opinions on the med ? Has it helped? Any negative side effects? Etc ",4.3704081632653065,7.81173624489796,3.756326530612245,80.59938775510206,84.51020408163265,5.248979591836736,35.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,3.0502979591836743,232,14,32,3,7,69,42,49,0.092,0.867,0.040999999999999995,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366904644930727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091567206013147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810284259330428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31244557852953986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778120851792066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31118775171788365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705743171523265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422339278021447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664904492647922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911871009269918,0.21064081644574012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518919405167511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395532665704505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amandaripley,2018/11/18,"First Vyvanse experience There are few words to describe how incredibly good I have felt today. I’ve been enthusiastic about every single task, and I have never been more focused and compatible during rehearsals for my band before. I struggle every time to make myself feel useful and worthy of playing in a band and today I actually felt it. I feel like this is how I am supposed to feel. Like this is how I am supposed to be. And I’m happy. I just wanted to tell you. Thanks for being here.",3.2331461988304087,5.596419378947368,5.046666666666667,77.68111111111115,76.26315789473685,6.32748538011696,24.239766081871338,7.3871296695380915,1.3425204678362572,391,13,68,5,9,133,62,95,0.046,0.7070000000000001,0.248,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,5,1,19,21,8,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,5,11,6,10,15,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.19215720337780612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755716950821375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33181283566909164,0.0,0.0,0.19261721551979968,0.0,0.0,0.2986930882308081,0.28134720676060665,0.3781318086081664,0.0,0.0,0.16749280753848966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516001021971108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096159360723884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240200921493575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143994448746082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187027552398832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585463694746425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210931607695099,0.18128963840219808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482066973117548,0.0,0.373298124797246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700682990569816,0.0,0.0,0.11614349495313793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Salamandrous,2018/11/18,"Symptoms getting worse with stress? I was diagnosed earlier this year (at the ripe old age of 39). I was so relieved and started on Ritalin (5mg 2x per day) and it had helped a lot with my 'homework' - I'm a teacher, so basically all the work I have to do sitting and planning/grading instead of being with kids. About two months ago I got diagnosed with breast cancer (at the tender young age, by bc standards, of 39). My ability to make myself do what needs to get done is shot. I know it's stress and anxiety. But could it also have aggravated my ADHD? As in, could higher doses help? Luckily my diagnosis is about as good as it gets and the super intense time of waiting for staging and prognosis/treatment info is over. But I literally can't work and am thinking of taking leave even though physically I theoretically might be able to (albeit missing lots of time for doctor appointments) until the side effects of the new meds or radiation start to kick in. Anyone has any similar experiences? Can relate or chat or advise?",5.123054945054947,6.5291305692307695,6.543681318681319,72.95596153846157,68.94871794871796,9.263736263736263,32.39010989010989,9.606745405546679,3.2532417582417565,811,36,142,18,14,276,135,195,0.107,0.7979999999999999,0.096,-0.3168,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,8,7,0,2,8,0,20,9,1,2,1,30,34,20,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,1,6,11,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,12,4,31,24,3,23,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,6,14,99,18,5,0.1442186345601814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332277281320702,0.0,0.12784111788312302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533158995301952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980736169686288,0.0,0.11032686069477714,0.0,0.0,0.10084102253475424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029368903841066,0.0,0.0,0.09300908838135977,0.0,0.0,0.2927577566003514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761388353914098,0.0,0.1475857347954976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525504796866327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107349798615587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260448524591957,0.0,0.0,0.12096374826230866,0.11534481668077128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933334214946896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925878991114672,0.0,0.0,0.15270671047228934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521905159177898,0.0,0.0,0.0962670584449716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019439123248808,0.0,0.0,0.15299318058651493,0.0,0.0,0.1151139381799052,0.0,0.0,0.10693629013869134,0.0,0.13928725594141736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133319678532253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415738366186956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33040391724956897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498983816369524,0.10843446495873248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240947773293046,0.14169407621737568,0.0,0.1681900911751577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088065017808882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998576719091944,0.0,0.14697110955947007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928720722630881 adhd,samsquanchawan,2019/09/25,"Homework Hey I'm new here. Didn't realize there would be a sub for this lol. I kinda needed a place to vent and maybe someone has an idea for coping with this conundrum. A little background, I was diagnosed with ADD in the 3rd grade, bounced around meds until I found Adderall which was my number one savior in high school. No longer take anything because I feel this is a part of who I am and shouldn't be hindered. Now the good stuff. I can't say I've ever finished a piece of homework in my entire life. Which was fine after I got out of high school and went to film school. Obviously when it has to do with something I love my brain makes it not homework, and puts it on the top of my priorities. So I'm 24 now and haven't had homework for six years. Fast forward to today. I'm no longer pursuing film, instead in two months I will be opening a punk rock/horror themed coffee shop, my dream fully imagined. And it's been a breeze so far. It's all I've ever wanted so it is on the top of my priorities and all I can think about... Until I had a meeting with an architect this morning. All he asked for was an equipment list including dimensions and electric load, but for the last 4 hours or so I can't stop feeling like a 15 year old who can't even look at his homework. I know why it's not a priority, I already did this work, it just needs redone in a different format. Any other adults on here encounter ""homework"" like this? How did you deal?",3.003160198424279,4.330079543624162,4.153647505106509,88.35996936095712,74.03355704697988,6.7933469506857325,25.70819959147943,7.255503002510835,1.0798874817624746,1136,38,241,12,23,371,172,298,0.039,0.9,0.062,0.486,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,3,18,5,0,0,19,1,27,4,1,2,6,44,45,18,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,6,1,20,16,0,1,8,4,1,3,10,0,0,3,13,4,22,5,33,26,5,41,0,0,1,1,12,20,0,2,22,159,42,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213943474881574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759176410594162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599547620213197,0.11466368911947394,0.12041521500938945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851828513955246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378889168627546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279221913609685,0.0,0.13073428486136712,0.0,0.13457372912388835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507443642300043,0.2330228529702998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025527778852874,0.09201826226217706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412279490512434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803545775773564,0.10301706295564653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721789446842103,0.0,0.0,0.12684690273744714,0.0,0.0,0.14540507914237313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078781678298096,0.10499320307796957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097872586881607,0.12585515774303893,0.12909637046039335,0.0,0.0,0.10816369442405968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625147129940384,0.0,0.08597828585420775,0.0,0.1294018570572813,0.0,0.1430732317379443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281086014789788,0.0,0.0,0.19101443568026985,0.0,0.12440059663841235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351590986845944,0.0,0.0872815488809048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948317895532514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457372912388835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294845231184683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243084410252236,0.0,0.3910723739497465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913599271807467,0.0991603220629901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768668258594226,0.0,0.0,0.14745081978130364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684527163566774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253299332607737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209200562207785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258236930472145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759724804215834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940345345831516,0.11622640809540767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377151752889687,0.0,0.0,0.09149932124258048,0.0,0.0,0.16589229391428476 adhd,loveisfourwalls,2019/09/25,"Slow processing speed—what is the fix? Meds? I’m not on meds yet but I realize my processing speed is just as bad if not worse than paying attention because things take SO long to sink in even if I’m “focused”. It affects *every single area* of my life, watching TV, socializing, reading. Even something as mindless as listening to music. It’s super super bad and I feel dumb even though I’m actually kind of smart. But being smart is so incredibly useless if I can’t focus and take a million years to process anything. I’m looking for real answers here, all I’ve seen people say about it here are generic things like exercise and sleep. Now—do meds actually help with this specific symptom?",2.9092857142857165,5.560530318181819,4.356839826839828,80.61954545454547,79.15151515151516,7.104761904761905,29.12554112554113,8.192908349453996,2.465699567099568,550,26,97,11,14,182,92,132,0.14,0.665,0.19399999999999998,0.8241,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,11,10,1,0,2,0,6,4,1,1,1,19,16,14,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,6,5,6,14,14,2,8,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,3,6,56,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.3049166529641161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856430125702387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26089170382034194,0.09523659713189986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30956610221837433,0.0,0.13163084376263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899478059793326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471793883361474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268991230910382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035014643713066,0.07632627822705543,0.0,0.0,0.1382589809945214,0.13119418199026667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206102390227221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831048285257272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562726705677727,0.17782438974238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242406786691058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634322012578558,0.1592572104994683,0.0,0.12027378879961433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238319725746314,0.23493162395237885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075850613814658,0.0,0.15349556731270342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921211699633445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060725049408226 adhd,realityisgone,2019/09/25,"What am i supposed to say to people who dont believe adhd is real Boy in my class said hes got wee cousins with adhd but he thinks you can more less just train them or slap them out of it He doesnt believe its real Its kind of really fucking annoyed me because like i understand that if you dONT have adhd you arent gonna know what its like, and a lot of the time that leads to people just not believing it because thry cant imagine it But like what do i say to people like this Its why i dont tell anyone about it, i just expect everyone to think im a lazy shite who is making excuses for fucking up everything in life",6.9504444444444475,4.2694416370370405,7.782037037037039,79.3441666666667,65.96296296296296,10.777777777777779,33.611111111111114,8.841846274778883,2.547888888888888,491,15,109,6,6,167,85,135,0.055,0.835,0.11,0.7501,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,2,1,4,8,3,0,3,0,13,3,0,2,0,22,23,5,0,2,8,1,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,1,16,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,3,13,5,15,20,3,6,0,0,0,2,17,4,2,3,5,71,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291674307010405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832313835588651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451241182488618,0.0,0.0,0.40233187587178015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41852110106933055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113742146962865,0.10698013921622246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200901437418708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520241303955013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857721288843596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395565771393464,0.06541800725228274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407727797194288,0.23261611944361474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119850248415684,0.0,0.0,0.07945616044061507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475696916068696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709736439739025,0.07625626790996395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322865111879833,0.18932132694244308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404101648749056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254444059238206,0.0,0.0,0.06940971857249602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391865609969463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740972604088224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,taketheredpill888,2019/09/25,"I am a 42 year old with suspected lifeling ADHD, but am having trouble getting diagnosed because of the drug epidemic. First, I want to be very honest, clear and blunt, because I feel like I have been made to. I am not a drug addict. I am not seeking drugs and am truly seeking help. I have talked to two doctors, and while they probably had good intentions, have been told outright that it will be hard to be diagnosed with ADHD as an adult because of the drug crisis that is prevalent here. Has anyone here encountered this, and do you have any advice?",6.7765408805031475,6.7094918113207545,6.8849056603773615,77.16748427672957,64.84905660377359,9.708176100628927,34.647798742138356,9.2995712137729,3.1220742138364788,436,18,79,7,6,140,70,106,0.1,0.7,0.201,0.9247,0,0,4,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,20,8,0,2,1,15,25,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,9,3,9,16,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,59,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420922190293784,0.3400081170501478,0.1382303333298725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619574305373677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989101594584018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586929784803389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715214959313795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478743265518168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6561817438675679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152500786708364,0.10105704803613268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032341740308225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390554571110305,0.0,0.0,0.11864758337994258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671786127352727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948157757032246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691088399680698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385021775538836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843552999700282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251478097683618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136979346592636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351684113875297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818312452073395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671700008244155,0.08343511836284552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109379542049333 adhd,Leproblem26,2019/09/25,"ADHD and breakups [Help] I am so fucked up right now.... idk what to do... my brain cant stop thinking of her. My body is physically hurting, my stomach always feels sick and I am having a hard time eating, and my concerta isn't helping that... everything hurts so much I feel so alone, I can't stop crying. Holy fuck every feeling is hitting me like a fucking freight train and I can't control it. I've never felt this way before in my entire life, idk what to do I'm so lost.... I just want her back so much, I want to hold her and feel her love, feel her heart beat that brought me so much peace.... I don't know how to cope with out the love from someone so special to me. I know I'll be ok but my god in the now its really hard.... please any advice welcome....",1.269723214285715,2.8145216687500003,2.8796428571428585,94.77250000000002,79.1875,5.571428571428572,22.05357142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.13860714285714293,577,17,135,4,14,190,98,160,0.114,0.73,0.156,0.7033,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,12,12,3,0,4,1,13,12,4,2,1,26,33,14,0,2,2,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,1,4,9,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,8,23,6,12,28,3,14,0,3,0,5,10,5,3,0,8,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552343760675246,0.12622110162684058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337786975944762,0.0,0.0,0.10747780578852148,0.0,0.0,0.08783840975829578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932192539518538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991212948855048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347610512377704,0.0,0.1441937802663062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487246721607314,0.0,0.0,0.14188456340665692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321707202039036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882928933171232,0.0,0.11608752650954797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265551442065695,0.0,0.12402116971020813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582401450864391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314176296974213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306424954744988,0.17315666355668294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27655321369577834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197428993342698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123490871227526,0.06310477376992409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100171369978995,0.0,0.2331576370274093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848591848974331,0.0,0.0996220301276704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178725653384247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274808377866419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030844022804998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094433037808672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597982520491094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276539421658839,0.0,0.0,0.07531867694170137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523728157262328,0.10252724311136437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sofutofus,2019/09/25,"Uncontrollable emotions I have issues with emotional regulation. I am also not self aware at all. This makes me hell to deal with in a relationship. This has been the case especially in a long distance relationship in which my very smart partner is in a top university, living with equally functional and smart people daily. Thus, I have found myself feeling threatened by this, feeling inferior because I could never be like them living with ADHD. I am unmedicated due to health problems and I also suffer from dysthymia. Anger and fear of abandonment are a daily experience. I find myself with a knot in my throat when I talk to him nowadays, I start blurting out nonsense, talking loudly not being able to conceal my instability. I feel like I'm stuck. I'm especially impulsive when it comes to talking to people, and I can never understand how they feel when I'm talking out of my ass. Lately I've started constantly apologizing because I don't know what to do about this. I My boyfriend is great, he's where he needs to ve. I am still really far from that. Relationships are not my forte, I need reassurance because RSD hits me regularly like a hammer. I don't know what to do. I want to get away but I know I'll regret it.",4.367597402597403,6.633256961038968,5.873807359307362,73.52213961038963,72.46320346320346,8.42952380952381,29.731818181818184,9.120678840339163,2.8648612987012987,982,42,169,22,20,332,135,231,0.154,0.78,0.066,-0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,9,16,2,2,7,0,19,3,2,3,3,39,41,11,0,6,4,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,10,12,0,1,10,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,3,5,31,7,30,34,2,25,1,4,0,1,17,12,2,0,15,117,41,0,0.11521147729035065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846180671982844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426915352866627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824497544420084,0.0,0.0,0.2106955416057815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924448616425847,0.0,0.12450267732371513,0.0,0.09198698977311463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877797416736015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919480982149423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269893213917476,0.0,0.12964494264896098,0.23301753854225024,0.08230710239656816,0.0,0.0,0.10530120301148403,0.0,0.0,0.1263234381746842,0.0,0.0,0.06019324170584385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270210604448563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246441282807953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025084940960525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899516446350399,0.0,0.12996356464224054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885952474268334,0.0,0.20346769043898466,0.10195853190820188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690455572309195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085570114293402,0.17771638769719802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974626375055348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024182411698934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380742251067994,0.0,0.0,0.371082029754306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019069750338543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309455323265892,0.0,0.09200803458880633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370410485251156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993921101023013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506153468653608,0.067954714332296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shadysu,2019/09/25,"Was diagnosed as a kid, now im an adult I was diagonosed with ADHD when i was a kid, in grade 3/4, I was on meds for it for about a year or so, but the side effects were taking a big toll on me, and my mom had stopped I'm now 18 and I'm in college, I can't focus ever, I keep day dreaming 247, no matter how hard I try Where would I start to get help ? I used to have a family doctor, (Canada) but they stop being your doctor after your 18, Do I have to get a diagnoses again? or how would I go about this thank you.",0.6894871794871804,1.4222444444444449,3.2970940170940177,94.57846153846157,78.91452991452991,6.225641025641028,18.982905982905983,6.42735559955562,-0.2241350427350426,388,7,100,3,9,137,78,117,0.091,0.83,0.079,-0.1021,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,1,11,1,0,0,8,0,13,4,0,4,1,18,23,11,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,16,1,14,14,0,19,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,11,69,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293535688715677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307653524990485,0.0,0.0,0.3873988120619771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906673134196959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262643942198042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799077322446863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994128942014904,0.0,0.10845923083827387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095588173013626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791657288377778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614082436324044,0.0,0.0,0.16962808145173638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198111907646372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351045137218914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135078108301426,0.0,0.0,0.3191029266188849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348853946484516,0.0,0.0,0.1757005785276077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956838357157052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482518690464534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711356733349728,0.0,0.0,0.1228952253434888 adhd,hrredd,2019/09/25,Co ncerta? I've taken vyvanse and adderral ir but have seemed to become compatriot tolerant to it so my doc wants to put me on generic con cert. Am I hopeless or did someone have a similar situation or something?,3.2242682926829285,5.692502097560976,5.675792682926829,72.62637195121951,76.8048780487805,8.002439024390245,34.640243902439025,8.841846274778883,3.656848780487805,170,10,28,4,4,60,36,41,0.10099999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.062,-0.4039,0,0,1,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515925988291323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110525914875298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722428130146682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596153120989228,0.0,0.0,0.34645555739727113,0.3147874848288843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411769700881985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,basilavecthyme,2019/09/25,"Experience with vyvanse? Hello - I am a woman in my 30's who was formally diagnosed with ADHD a few years ago. I didn't try medication until about a year ago when I started taking 10 mg of adderall (immediate release) twice a day. At first it was amazing and I had life changing results but after a few months I started experiencing awful mood swings. I was raging and depressed so I stopped taking adderall and switched to concerta (extended release). After taking it for a few months and even upping the dosage twice, I haven't noticed any significant difference from being unmedicated. My doctor recommended vyvanse and wrote a prescription but after researching I'm seeing a lot of the same side effects I experienced on adderall (aggression, depression, irritability, etc.). Could anyone who has taken this medication give me some insight? Thank you!",6.695450450450451,9.213046202702706,7.797027027027028,61.12882882882883,66.70270270270271,10.06846846846847,37.333333333333336,10.317481424215053,4.8147684684684675,690,37,95,19,12,233,103,148,0.17800000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,2,0,10,1,10,5,0,2,0,18,21,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,3,13,2,16,12,7,21,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,2,16,74,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933185287006349,0.0,0.2851795689103651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938809153000263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247476481406027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701650901262337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284310088378493,0.0,0.0,0.10373928266800553,0.0,0.277091329451676,0.16326619362555572,0.0,0.1680610448846883,0.0,0.16464367791027604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939777305927254,0.1062443522320987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734874665735515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682465126069626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430843159542895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136178645812432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675463845185945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32409246236334216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678861237534284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831364517790794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818198658506552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277104410014163,0.0,0.0,0.1344834278828544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628327233523016,0.0,0.0,0.14809526400623704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921115987605047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717291877886654 adhd,mgc0325,2019/09/25,"Finally starting meds! I’ve been wanting to start meds for awhile now bc adhd is having a large toll on my life. however, my psychiatrist wanted to level out my anxiety first (adhd meds are a stimulant so if we didn’t have that sorted out first, it would’ve caused a lot of problems w my anxiety) so it’s been over 6 months, but my anxiety is all straightened out but i finally got a prescription. i’m starting concerta tomorrow and i’m nervous cuz it can cause anxiety to worsen a lot but i really really hope it helps me. adhd has caused a lot of stress and upset in my life so idk i’m nervous but hopeful.",1.0115591397849428,3.4756394032258062,3.8114193548387116,82.4604623655914,86.41935483870968,7.8227956989247325,24.395698924731175,8.648137234880735,2.3312995698924737,482,20,93,14,15,170,74,124,0.2,0.703,0.09699999999999999,-0.8686,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,4,6,0,10,2,0,5,1,26,21,11,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,10,2,12,17,4,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,10,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160242452858588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35308804269491284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556078237391338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528052783542813,0.0,0.1962990740716138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228685403613834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734258791692207,0.0,0.0,0.22921395469286004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630048489785462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942979425390613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845123732433456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210212921604972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041136605034882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478418632734429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450180668093745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321773225777839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611844504727744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196879489328247,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ambauh-,2019/09/25,"I know I am really smart, but my coworkers think other wise.. I am genuinely a smart person. I don’t mean this in an empty way either. I have scored top in our country for SAT’s english portion and I graduated as a valedictorian of my HS with presidential honors. Not only this but when I write papers, I am able to reason and word things in a way that is outstanding, even one of my teachers told me I wrote better than PHD candidates during my freshmen year of college. I do not brag, and I do not want to sound gross or like i’m bragging, I just want to make it clear that I know I am intelligent based on proof, it’s not an empty statement. But, to my coworkers and family, I look hopeless and stupid because of my ADHD and it breaks my heart. Someone can ask me to do something simple like grab a box and I will screw the task up because somehow my brain thinks of 100 other possibilities of what they meant. Every time a coworker talks to me, even straight up to my face, I will have to ask them to repeat themselves because my attention is never there. You can imagine how problematic this becomes when I am given orders in general. I am so forgetful my coworker asked me what’s my professor’s name and I couldn’t give her an answer. They asked what laptop I have and I said surface book 6 because I couldn’t recall what number it was (there’s only - surface book one and two). If i’m asked for help in excel, I may know how to answer but on the spot I can’t because my brain moves too fast that i can’t process the question at that moment. During our briefs and debriefs I have nothing to say because my mind is thinking of other topics. I am a really smart person, but my coworkers may be wondering why I got the job I have and it breaks my heart. Anyone relate?",3.781514825956165,4.929260701117318,5.2716201117318455,81.79219166308553,71.87709497206706,7.965792866351527,27.17705199828105,8.384062270229773,1.8343103566824244,1393,48,276,22,26,470,179,358,0.079,0.78,0.141,0.976,1,0,1,0,0,1,32.0,2,1,3,4,12,13,2,0,13,0,31,6,5,4,3,62,58,25,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,4,0,3,0,2,20,13,0,0,16,2,0,2,10,4,0,3,8,5,57,9,33,43,2,29,0,1,1,1,24,14,1,7,10,194,77,10,0.10240644939635883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307265158529565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160497048648111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786810316554089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745561262983301,0.11309987769216608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057018251924057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286389307451129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527698801613702,0.0,0.08628185037037814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965396865502876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982375976377648,0.0,0.0,0.0819037925894563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427042712050299,0.06864088439507114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162259945152204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883971928465627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006123685099844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599562576960401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835710017118128,0.0,0.0,0.11155064487200074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340132109313946,0.0,0.0,0.10884184913051592,0.0,0.0,0.07898216693182293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826175011301977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387865208214284,0.15576943875455015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883472322402033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544788484263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471866014086428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312083875006203,0.105290885749519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741198421688443,0.08143771885389481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676865225204577,0.07883748787176688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231042493743418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068034294597169,0.19685375334597927,0.0,0.0,0.05971402417386785,0.0,0.0,0.0978537509301978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000362208211607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208039542271737,0.1625709458059352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240589227594556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105542600368763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594639588392559 adhd,FreezingADHD2019,2019/09/25,"A hypothermia made me feel normal, even if for just a couple of hours in my life I want to share this experience and hope someone had a relatable one, or clinical explanation for it. I'm 39M, and have been dealing with ADHD in all kinds of manners, but nothing ever made me feel as ""normal"" as this one incident. When I was 20-ish, I was having a fever and took some extra tylenol. My body temperature dropped bellow what a mercury thermometer could register (34.5oC or \~94oF), and I wrapped myself in extra layers and through that I had to keep myself awake. I sat down on the computer to code, and for the first and single time in my life, I felt PEACE and quietness on my mind. for about 2-3H, my mind was not actively fighting me into doing basic, mundane tasks and I could really just focus into what I was doing. I've never ever had that feeling again, or anything barely close to it. And it infuriates me to have had a glimpse of what I could be vs the best that it is available. **Has anyone ever experienced something similar? Is there any physiological explanation for this?** By no means I'm suggesting anyone to take extra doses of tylenol or to forcefully lower your body temperature. You will certainly badly injure yourself if you do it.",5.215271779597913,6.638304565400842,6.377016629436586,74.17331347728967,68.74683544303798,9.120774385703651,30.39687267311988,9.478462496947786,2.9178634400595684,990,39,173,21,17,332,139,237,0.07,0.831,0.099,0.7296,1,0,1,0,2,0,36.0,0,3,0,2,10,7,1,0,9,0,23,10,2,2,6,49,38,20,0,9,11,0,4,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,14,14,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,14,6,24,5,31,19,7,21,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,8,9,140,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770358200674328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923559463809562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350722422485585,0.0,0.10798468833674008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095650544172408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377096013390456,0.0,0.0,0.29151656074622834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143107430612576,0.1451948665217511,0.0,0.0,0.135284324489568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667102438449847,0.3560939728977278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836048949329182,0.0,0.0,0.19904965872392866,0.0,0.1259938887470282,0.0,0.0,0.11161753483055756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033325140518234,0.12922743261668088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663631913593772,0.0,0.13664772650308596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853722387073008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833123368397725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293944304340067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264994026058114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120664891314653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25713978642681845,0.1259112383414852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783911523693635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406430036097817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118414277896307,0.10102125918018548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866276230998401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651671908384677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579269059099711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739825240134879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wishmybrainwasnormal,2019/09/25,"Just a rant I’m not seeking medical advice. I see my doctor in two weeks and will talk to them about this. I just wanted to get this off my mind. Anyway, so I noticed I had a lot of symptoms of adult ADHD. I went to get a diagnosis. It’s mild, but I could have it. We had to rely on a questionnaire since I was homeschooled. I also have depression and have gotten lots of help for it, and no one has commented on ADHD. I am on a stimulant and it has helped. However, at a certain dose, I am euphoric. My college is not a traditional college and I’m in a program. If anyone appears high, they drug test them. The euphoria is mild enough that no one has noticed it, but I do notice it. Although it does help me with the symptoms I’m having. My mom was a bit surprised about the diagnosis, but thought it could fit. No one else has said anything about whether or not it fits. (Or at least the people I’ve talked to, there are a lot of people I haven’t mentioned it to). The euphoria, as amazing as it is, concerns me. At a minimal dose, it just helps with symptoms. But at a higher (prescribed) dose, I get euphoric. The euphoria includes confidence, happiness, and actually enjoying living. Usually I have a passive death wish (although I wouldn’t act on it), but I’m just happy and am grateful to be alive on said dose. I know that using a stimulant if you don’t need it can really mess up your brain chemistry. And I don’t want to do that. I also have anxiety, and I’m beginning to wonder if maybe this could be anxiety. If you’re in fight or flight all the time, your higher cognitive function goes down the drain. I have trouble focusing even when I’m not anxious, but I’m also wondering if that could be depression. So now I’m wondering if maybe I don’t have ADHD, and it’s just my anxiety and possibly depression. I’ll bring this up to my doctor. I just needed to get it off my chest and brainstorm my thoughts.",2.719871134020618,4.338848139175262,4.6186469072164975,83.54513530927838,75.34020618556701,8.045876288659795,28.362113402061855,8.751876143730069,2.259052577319587,1490,63,302,31,32,509,172,388,0.109,0.687,0.205,0.9935,1,0,1,0,1,0,56.0,1,3,3,0,19,12,1,0,22,0,39,13,2,3,2,67,71,38,1,16,26,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,1,24,15,0,0,6,0,0,4,12,6,0,4,10,3,38,6,40,52,7,30,0,3,1,0,20,20,0,16,6,226,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.08025670194549664,0.0,0.2965180858001971,0.08036630457354972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730761128555374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874559306073804,0.09291048312987073,0.0,0.05750578624072845,0.0,0.06767847348783727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978738135900742,0.0,0.0,0.09180969832408148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626554019693213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250573122268165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835712728002264,0.07197086335525288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537505374709893,0.0,0.06870295766515404,0.0,0.0,0.08497836614254592,0.0,0.054320318151756385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718730022047727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750970914299952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050134221577525,0.08689359278234621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519826272842857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262153070754225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975859836403887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652470551748315,0.0,0.0,0.08285054827057475,0.0,0.0,0.08304136189698774,0.09632128467747522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196336942086697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809004935365742,0.0,0.0,0.1671887009776425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403302581698932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927159293914929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052686576318231065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646267859907773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553653108462636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803174886982108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644397713068257,0.0,0.1322066239166807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058253066060854,0.047956194749978295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033885764896823,0.0,0.0,0.07103101287833485,0.0905783654690784,0.0,0.09701737633051832,0.0,0.06596987864799622,0.0,0.0,0.07623951274886817,0.0,0.0,0.09457468136281104,0.0,0.2675650675610637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,poortastenathan,2019/09/25,"Anyone take 10 mg Adderall IR twice per day? Hi Folks! I have ADD - the inattentive kind, and not the bounce off the walls kind. The way I describe it is that I have 20/20 vision, but I lack any and all visual and mental clarity. In moments of my worst, I am interested in the idea of productivity instead of productivity. In moments of clarity, I feel as if I am 10 points smarter. But if I don’t feel that way, it is like I had read a chapter, and not comprehended anything from it. And for a few years now I took Concerta 20 Mg. It made me a nervous wreck and it didn’t really help with my attention span. My doctor recommended Adderall after I finally told her that I felt like it wasn’t working anymore. She prescribed me 10 mg Adderall IR twice daily. I have been taking it for a couple of weeks now. The first week I took it I felt incredible. A little jittery of sorts, but it was tolerable. I was also incredibly social, I got shit done and my house never looked cleaner. I seriously felt 10/10. This last week was a different story. I am not focused at all. It feels like I never took the medication to begin with, and I have to use pomodoro timers to function throughout the day. I really don’t have any side effects, nor do I feel different on this medication. I know I have to consult my doctor, but do any other people feel as if 10 mg is too low? It’s not like I am trying to up the dose, I just want to know what others feel at this level. Are there behaviors that impact the drugs effectiveness?",2.997715231788078,4.704700400662254,4.984776158940399,80.84002516556292,74.79470198675497,7.878357615894041,26.31841059602649,8.608573733854374,1.9206369271523176,1179,43,235,23,25,406,154,302,0.08800000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.14,0.9217,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,4,7,12,1,1,16,0,26,7,1,4,4,47,49,19,0,5,12,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,21,11,0,0,15,1,0,3,11,5,0,3,17,10,36,7,28,32,5,37,0,1,1,0,7,15,1,4,21,164,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817426452071065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853255069083684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137148401395753,0.07147228205852403,0.0,0.0841156214465797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310081657359335,0.0,0.13184260991617158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135893579845414,0.0,0.20924621458350454,0.0,0.10460315653267922,0.0,0.0,0.11853890170675795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101029599693026,0.07302361942180408,0.29443213886153385,0.11197338093075099,0.0,0.0869454591314797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817520198087599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851368860150979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794432937787272,0.0,0.11539019429683747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288589356716447,0.11235123257887307,0.08332024008013954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975163441173546,0.10244797058193172,0.0,0.0,0.08583627056958047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967198978284061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594511063319632,0.10301037577847816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767161620743775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086417835468561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966278056637162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224434521403876,0.0,0.1309652502637224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049239571585606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419703681374512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370845058070806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767242189266846,0.3406994906496812,0.06939841870755245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828239589823045,0.0,0.0,0.06029004852351483,0.16226969181359455,0.2459761746944055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441496329419152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065824193143811 adhd,Buffer_Brain,2019/09/25,"Why Doing Boring/Unrewarding Tasks is Literally the Most Painful Thing!! So as some of you may or may not know one of the biggest differences between our brain and a neurotypical brain is how we produce Dopamine (the “happy chemical”). In adult brains, when you have to do a boring/not immediately rewarding task your brain produces a little bit of dopamine. Not enough dopamine to make you absolutely love the task, but enough to create that “good relieved” feeling you get from knowing its all done. Kinda like a brain cookie (or whatever it is you like) ADHD brains however have a really hard time regulating the amount of dopamine they produce at once. Instead of producing a little dopamine here and there, it produces either way too much or none at all. We create an abondance of dopamine when we’re doing something we enjoy (like videogames, projects, and hobbies), and absolutely none when we’re doing something boring (homework, cleaning, focusing in school). We essentially recieve no cookie for our hardwork. This causes us to experience real emotional pain when we have to do it. We need Dopamine to feel happy, when we’re denied that Dopamine it can causes us to feel angry, frustrated, and/or depressed. For those who dont have ADHD, try to imagine youre at work and getting paid to do it. The work is everything you love and youre getting paid a fuckton. Then your boss all of a sudden tells you that instead of doing the work that you love, youre gonna be cleaning outhouses completely for free.",7.50525735294118,8.485064011029412,7.005147058823527,73.33691176470589,63.30147058823529,9.635294117647057,36.95588235294117,9.627879704456738,3.6908617647058826,1209,57,199,22,17,377,142,272,0.10099999999999999,0.73,0.17,0.9716,1,0,2,1,0,0,38.0,10,13,1,9,12,18,1,0,16,0,21,11,6,10,3,45,37,19,0,1,7,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,3,1,14,12,0,0,6,0,3,0,6,5,0,1,3,4,24,14,28,30,13,17,0,1,0,3,30,8,0,8,11,141,38,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185312996277901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992588011230858,0.0,0.0,0.6089666798956915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679545906303105,0.0,0.0,0.09532569014388792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830745550836075,0.0,0.0,0.09498985638445602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304057945732587,0.1065551036677406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022704021941626,0.0,0.1878849926802449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171114762516271,0.08893515363724881,0.0,0.0,0.13791246862594486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250255341609686,0.0,0.0,0.07625762237285437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356759393603945,0.08144458182471469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993220212831183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332536829857253,0.1822472449804544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461708678603871,0.0,0.06068840537185615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683511889517621,0.06741447209181148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096824598068039,0.061608323163709525,0.0,0.1934861151886956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348447659302673,0.058244335913054765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201377039252684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998608514635885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946625345195094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040181399388821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301495962194625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172728724448773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187260826311432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216639848713287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820392649066018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985679457873014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HazelTheWriter,2019/09/25,"I've started refering to my ADHD as a Chronic Medical Condition with aquantices and business I work as a freelancer in many different areas (film, marketing, theatre etc.) and I also volunteer on several projects that hold my interest. My ADHD is rather severe and does impaire most of my everyday activities. I often find it hard to not get so carried away with one project that I neglect everything else. Which, as you'd expect leads me to all sorts of delays on communication and other areas of my life. I don't let hard deadlines slip by, but I do let a lot of more relaxed things slide. Anyways, I've now decided to stop using excuses of I forgot, or I didn't see this message till much later etc, and just started explaining my ADHD issues (especially to those who don't seem to believe that ADHD is a disability or if I'm not sure how they feel about ADHD) as a chronic medical condition that has delayed my response. Has anyone else ever taken to describing their ADHD in barebone/vague medical talk? And some more background- I have an aunt who I don't talk to anymore because of many issues, but one of the major ones being- she's a psychologist who somehow believes that ADHD is caused by kids watching too much TV and doesn't think ADHD is actually something that can affect adults and that ADHD individuals simply aren't trying hard enough. Part of the reason I occasionally use barebone vague medical terms for my ADHD is that I know there are lots of people who don't take the word ADHD seriously. So I'll call it a chronic medical condition that causes me to have trouble initiating or completing tasks, and often tasks are challenging and exhausting for me to complete. If someone doesn't believe in ADHD, I'm fine letting them assume it's a physical issue if it means they will allow me accommodations or understand that my trying hard looks different than theirs. TLDR; Who else uses vague medical terms to explain ADHD such as Chronic Medical Condition?",9.834008655233212,8.382788874659408,10.191809584869373,60.44337714377305,59.43596730245232,12.885975316557145,42.56916172463536,11.78182255692154,5.302345856707807,1595,77,248,39,17,540,197,367,0.081,0.877,0.042,-0.8348,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,5,3,16,9,0,0,12,0,27,13,0,10,3,66,48,29,0,5,13,1,5,0,0,1,13,0,0,2,24,12,0,6,13,3,0,2,10,4,0,3,3,8,32,5,40,39,16,22,0,1,3,0,22,8,0,17,12,186,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.04778114226435171,0.0,0.7649772229843332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915595340177673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048558461672762135,0.03423629537203807,0.050168712794887035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460026557164407,0.0,0.0,0.029847588526872505,0.0,0.0,0.16549470104856012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999702936686709,0.0,0.0,0.10059764491649023,0.0,0.0,0.10267422962651764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023125068581831,0.0,0.0,0.04284813576317804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270772588224915,0.0,0.0,0.05059220356209754,0.10921410073978337,0.0,0.04429013076669864,0.0,0.0,0.04400507943686869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024757328359729137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475159210656785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02558131648408799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544608769124406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331497103580322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026908962979754886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020495188011604,0.034584244543869457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041116861365193436,0.0,0.0,0.08325373612959712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928225313078536,0.0,0.053335415137140185,0.0,0.3452777919280797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198735549882533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953644882928238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302250965465236,0.0,0.03394500457479733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034245304499666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03901743081086514,0.04457437224770812,0.0,0.11062924103940466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041486466475054926,0.03769435980253447,0.0,0.0,0.06931298705366999,0.0,0.0,0.040935532225856386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046147354460523066,0.0,0.03681432692292092,0.07870973205381039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032529057542125366,0.03137372167909159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066485767427396,0.0,0.0,0.05097254822556984,0.0,0.1268657762871537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035645883831625404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ho331818,2019/09/25,"Help me with a speech? I need to write a speech for my college Intro to Public Speaking course. I chose to use “ADHD and other neurological/phychological disorders that show no physical differences from neurotypical people are often ignored in the educational field, leaving their victims struggling and without hope.” as my thesis statement. It’s a mouthful, I know. I am doing my own research, but I want to get all of the info that I can, so if anyone knows any peer-reviewed articles, reliable websites, or personal anecdotes that they really want to share, it would help me a bunch!",7.284148351648347,8.780148019230769,7.904285714285718,64.855,64.0,10.173626373626377,36.97252747252747,10.290406445055957,4.323152747252749,470,23,70,11,7,156,81,104,0.084,0.8,0.11599999999999999,0.6468,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,1,6,0,5,1,1,1,1,21,13,7,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,13,2,12,12,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,0,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910174532098088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646704225534398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931703249846086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529953936379236,0.27752507923842035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651347195781293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246163157357234,0.0,0.0,0.2405097614768705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661588066017327,0.0,0.0,0.25640207139766563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795512863471557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787644166212887,0.2114361924755731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551276025922494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531479391500686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091400031567896,0.0,0.0,0.28565289399409305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342412736674475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172016536556393,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Humpzelot,2019/09/25,"Job interview tips Preface: I really want to work in finance, and I very confident in my ability to learn and perform well in a finance role. I also was diagnosed with ADHD in high school and I have been on medication since. So I just finished my first interview for a customer service internship at a financial firm and I don’t think it went too well. I have prior experience in roles like that, and i have always performed well in those roles. I was prepared and really did like the company. The interviewer did like the questions I asked about the company and the fact that I knew a few people that worked for them. But when she asked me questions, I struggled to organize my thoughts in my head. It seriously felt like my mind was going at 100mph and it was really hard for me to really get out what I wanted to say. I ended up formulating an answer that got my point across, but it was not as clear and concise as I wanted it to be. But When I’m with friends, I’m really good at communicating and getting my points across. Do you guys have any tips to help with formulating responses on the spot?",5.320535714285715,6.045899717592594,6.488253968253972,76.02500000000002,68.02777777777777,10.43068783068783,31.16931216931217,10.451354775682146,3.2481756613756603,873,34,169,23,14,294,117,216,0.034,0.8240000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9590000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,5,10,11,0,1,11,0,15,3,1,0,2,33,31,19,0,3,5,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,11,14,0,0,8,0,2,2,2,2,3,1,13,3,27,9,32,17,1,27,0,0,0,0,17,19,0,2,10,121,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067059514122433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025848891497184,0.10431803427087197,0.0,0.0,0.0852560226014905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344083920946504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724809528267456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104076903900996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263609423751826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037503498722192,0.0,0.0,0.10663981240703424,0.0,0.0,0.096860691294956,0.0,0.13100149082483814,0.0,0.07125076334919844,0.10515456016179373,0.100269986994017,0.0,0.0,0.12413619043662047,0.0,0.0,0.11230705748292168,0.0,0.12866597559991244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403299002343909,0.13246048014046566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441056028233374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499815211112605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629726833036167,0.0,0.0,0.12658814437498922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691589832994745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370306896349744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28088659136832955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40157674303737867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099699400383489,0.0,0.12688131695407687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037075097431454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106413457277033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033215013076114,0.0,0.09952992018978554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344352963153562,0.22183974397683515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381685487833377,0.11621941435527733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254197068460226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,71130097,2019/09/25,"I feel dumb for this-_- Okay, my dog hade puppy’s 4 weeks ago, one of the puppy’s looks like a pug and my dog is a chihuahua mixed with a little bit of weenie dog since her mom was half weenie dog but I just found out that the dog is a half pug, I thought it was just a chihuahua, I was searching on google and I typed “chihuahua mixed with pug” and I saw a picture that looked like him but the dog was grown, and that’s when I realised I fucked up-_- anyways I just found out he is a pug.... I feel stupid, what do you think? Aren’t I stupid-_-",-0.4912227602905546,1.5672947203389818,0.7971428571428589,104.35966101694916,89.08474576271186,3.371428571428572,16.90314769975787,3.1291,-1.2763360774818406,419,10,105,0,14,131,64,118,0.11900000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.06,-0.8555,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,4,0,10,1,9,1,0,0,0,19,19,7,0,0,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,8,5,16,3,9,11,1,9,0,0,3,1,5,5,2,0,5,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103826522291025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259915182827613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407547682861201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220717766931128,0.0,0.2200956067482068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326218933656667,0.23861272483124135,0.0,0.0,0.3998444536015346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788294294610809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613251258086565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693729985152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525482270011294,0.0,0.18900418865673704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096862844624266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikeyp_88,2019/09/25,Weird eating habits Leaving the center of the hamburger for last. Cutting the corners of your toast first. Love for sugary foods and eating or sipping on them the slowest way possible...just me?,4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,4.036764705882355,81.26044117647061,78.41176470588233,5.752941176470588,29.088235294117645,7.1686216300943375,2.142670588235295,156,7,23,2,4,47,28,34,0.086,0.802,0.11199999999999999,0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6603640783694568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744713118463697,0.39018575016986135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630271416885342,0.0,0.3416713652237904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29123115893760954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561282419455172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheHonestCanadian,2019/09/25,"What has been your experience with Foquest? I took a year break from any ADHD meds, but I was previously on concerta 36mg. My doctor prescribed a trial run of Foquest 45mg. I feel a bit anxious and fatigued along with a bit of dry mouth. Anyone else here on Foquest having similar symptoms? I know Foquest is a pretty new ADHD medication.",3.478820512820516,5.80159967692308,5.518076923076925,74.79608974358976,75.30769230769229,7.410256410256411,30.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.75494871794872,269,13,45,5,6,93,49,65,0.09699999999999999,0.833,0.07,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,5,5,1,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,8,5,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903459194498584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872959999919615,0.0,0.0,0.2304662605346722,0.0,0.142644221271367,0.2090260319070124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454386916939448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208806564402162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170419022777306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955489101994764,0.0,0.0,0.10315046608452208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211516981484322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266022657745619,0.2055123964480593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970281702562219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754523582539566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120380910563658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665576142035376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137177800096786 adhd,oorr23,2019/09/25,"How to be idle? I work in a large clearance factory store, and a lot of that includes folding. However, it's very isolating; it keeps me from approaching customers and vice versa. I went into another store, and despite being smaller, I noticed the employees seeming more professional by just not doing anything. I don't understand what they are doing/thinking. So, how do you do 'nothing'?",5.412608695652175,7.957895695652176,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,70.30434782608695,9.237681159420287,39.03623188405797,9.725611199111238,4.730118840579712,309,19,45,8,6,102,57,69,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,6,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332683838251421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615438046323841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824984461686045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27020438968355365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30496272044712297,0.36184712812646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893369501152689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036501354174516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33086818500171145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622398228259871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946279843507643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138119039996055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,minarimimosa,2019/09/25,"Getting distracted and taking forever f get to bed So, I can’t get myself to do things in a reasonable time, at all! During the day, the meds I’m on have helped a LOT. (Dexedrine xr). I used to be late a lot and stuff but all that’s pretty improved... But once my meds wear off... the evenings are the WORST. I first of, have the hardest time getting myself to “wind down” and “wash up” because I always feel the most active in the evening, Feel like just doing fun things like video games or looking up stuff and I can’t pull away. Then, every. single. time. I get in the shower... it’s always over 30 min. I go with the intention to be quick. I try to be quick. But I can’t keep focus on the task and I just zone right the fuck out till I realize it’s been forever. I’ve tried to force my focus by narrating out loud what I’m doing that moment but that stops working pretty quick. Then when I gotta dry, change, and get in bed, I get distracted even more. I usually end up on my phone, and get distracted for up to an hour more. I won’t even realize it till it’s too late. I can’t seem to stop myself from getting distracted in the first place either. The impulse is too strong. I have no self control. Unfortunately I can’t take the meds that late, otherwise I’ll get in bed but won’t be able to fall asleep. I already have a hard time falling asleep because of my constant thoughts. Anyone else experience similar frustrations with getting to bed? I end up in bed often between the hours of 2 am to 4 am. (Where I aim around 12- 1 am) And, anyone, please, have any suggestions? Perhaps tricks that worked with you? Please help I’m very sleep deprived Love you guys",0.4879131652661037,2.8531431470588267,2.1089075630252125,94.36127450980395,88.11764705882355,5.355742296918766,19.85994397759104,6.868970318607317,0.3166414565826332,1290,40,282,18,42,419,172,340,0.133,0.746,0.121,0.3716,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,6,16,14,3,4,20,0,25,7,4,4,2,42,52,20,0,0,9,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,6,2,14,14,0,4,7,2,0,4,8,9,0,2,2,5,30,5,47,43,10,58,0,1,1,2,10,26,1,6,30,180,44,2,0.08348014200594317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212241256879193,0.0,0.13892433120737918,0.0,0.0,0.05676935922008852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674251260107354,0.08553527071185693,0.0,0.07431502520317912,0.0,0.0,0.07843234141281634,0.0,0.0,0.10177743946431674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831092117047623,0.0,0.0,0.0902123766446518,0.09363007772021988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053837785453995535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697369467081098,0.0,0.1478772551967545,0.0,0.0,0.2205513858998205,0.0,0.07033562010900858,0.0,0.0,0.08165959746516005,0.0,0.0,0.08442013619163785,0.05963823012916687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420163322888099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717604610340745,0.4797642155053799,0.0,0.04744368850260497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265846531511338,0.0,0.0,0.07478181006637355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190995900142607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644222481636102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420098589571343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825077089652462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156836127851014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010229427397513,0.0,0.0,0.1419436629106487,0.0753440874427143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781828555531757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890362673922927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872189805537058,0.183272254612746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985863214567248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583148958012707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129158514532889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599718598734641,0.08708799445466632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354043036612566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958627342056976,0.0,0.0,0.1911295802956331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553335511321975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109209938968508,0.0,0.0,0.06627390793036943,0.1947117685327368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335507328319284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210003947518398,0.0919415824339191,0.06887985990263464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154907524803868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Colieoh,2019/09/25,"I can't stick to schedules and structure, how can I improve? I have good intentions... I just forget that I made a list or get distracted by something else. I have 3 kids and my middle child desperately needs a structure. She is so incredibly black and white and things have to be just so or she gets very anxious. There are lists and notes and papers tacked up all over my house, and yet I can't seem to follow them consistently. I've even tried setting alarms, but after a period of time I start to tune them out and ignore them. I NEED to improve, I just can't seem to stick with it. I'm a disorganized mess basically every day. I'm not currently medicated, I just weaned off medication because it caused my anxiety to skyrocket. I haven't gotten a new prescription because I need to find a new doctor that actually listens. I'm hesitant though because this is the 4th one and they all seem to have shitty side effects. Trying to find the right combo for ADHD, depression AND anxiety sucks.",4.325156249999999,6.050202453125002,5.504083333333337,78.39925000000005,71.34375,8.870000000000003,28.425,9.3871,2.585160000000001,789,30,148,18,15,262,116,192,0.19399999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.04,-0.9788,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,11,7,1,2,8,0,13,3,0,5,2,37,30,17,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,12,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,2,3,22,1,19,27,2,19,0,1,2,0,9,7,1,5,10,96,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.1400130539834962,0.0,0.17243171701066695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951933624440015,0.16208840102761346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623871150193116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739061082277202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253092681870988,0.0,0.12357670531444505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468549976447595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985679310532428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476533988336057,0.0,0.12088573224499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227112976070666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992183426840094,0.0,0.0,0.12034187124039945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655534294608518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576159928210893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890763763367216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191595856691779,0.0,0.2771423548083545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722386645171947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252874802046088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391848772886394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045576107633463,0.0,0.0,0.10155390325759664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531987880239193,0.0,0.1409656241695013,0.0,0.08366271129520955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482320645338114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838371920739298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amcwerdt,2019/09/25,"Restaurant menus feel like a mix between the decision that could potentially change your fate, as well as something you can devote enough time to such a crucial decision, because you KNOW it’s not that serious. But it still is, which is why you take such a long time. Please tell me that I’m not the only one!! I could take up to 30 mins (probably more tbh) to order depending on how many attempts to follow up are made by the server.",6.020823529411764,6.116521200000001,6.171764705882352,81.09294117647059,66.41176470588235,9.623529411764707,31.117647058823533,9.3871,2.548341176470588,342,12,68,6,5,109,63,85,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.8445,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,3,0,12,13,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,6,3,11,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371176211952819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795024713124524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591828414348783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241685328168676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373334126407735,0.16069282722474415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361779208038785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098913445079146,0.0,0.0,0.19905942834766088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283790031221367,0.0,0.22804767567645698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242103588379005,0.1710723712467279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469098821493373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425167944740247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731651099367442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963250770548092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382446075354864,0.0,0.1966021480046539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623215386480194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224259476175135,0.0,0.20296786372485964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ihavenosister,2019/09/25,"i do awfully on tests even when i study its so bad this test was like 60 questions and i know for sure i got at least 10 wrong (i looked them up after) but i think i did well on the other questions. but the fact that i got 10 wrong for sure just makes me overthink constantly. i studied for an hour a day for a week and still did poorly. it really sucks. i feel very stupid",-0.02955555555555378,2.0380906000000003,1.5941666666666698,99.4652777777778,86.75,5.055555555555556,16.38888888888889,6.42735559955562,-0.551652777777778,288,6,70,3,9,93,57,80,0.204,0.6920000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,3,14,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,5,2,12,4,9,7,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,2,8,46,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653103187664675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553279884640314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862767853128895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173374668890184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084707281379968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190341128692997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641643784041535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961159094118306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744038377861608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748637218527146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331333148438239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44685557054786296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277717129568566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592797009474812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37595539775726505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277984420870625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456576737182227,0.0,0.0,0.15998542679065164,0.0,0.17932800930057666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43613089695240737,0.0,0.0 adhd,Envqy,2019/09/25,"Vyvance changes my personality So I’m in school and I realize I forgot to take my medicine this morning and I notice that I acted very eccentric, I was very weird and made random sounds every now and then but the biggest part that I noticed was that I acted like a complete and utter asshole to people and I became very hostile towards my peers. After 2 hours I noticed I forgot to take my medicine so I went to the nurses office and called my mom to come bring my medicine and she did. After I took the medicine, I still acted the same but I noticed after 30-40 minutes later that I was changing and becoming more aware of things and actually paying attention. I was being nicer to my friends and my classmates and I had the actual motivation to do my class work. When I went to gym, I was talking to my friend and I noticed he was feeling down so I started talking to him and it was at this point that I realized that Vyvance changes my personality and how I act which I found very strange, but I’m glad I discovered this but I’m sad that I didn’t discover Vyvance any sooner because it would’ve helped me a ton last year as when I was on Ritalin, I only felt slightly focused but still felt the same. I’m glad my doctor recommended me this medication because I see myself as a more productive and as a better person.",3.920795454545456,5.365778579545456,5.336030303030307,80.31654545454545,71.91666666666666,7.704242424242422,31.003030303030304,8.238735603445708,2.3489339393939392,1051,47,199,16,20,353,131,264,0.047,0.8079999999999999,0.145,0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,1,0,10,0,13,3,0,3,0,37,33,31,0,0,5,1,3,1,2,0,3,1,0,3,15,17,0,2,8,1,1,9,1,3,0,0,20,5,46,6,22,12,6,30,0,1,1,0,13,7,0,1,15,143,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.1904544911303369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636000513476507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897177453194388,0.1077731122544675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630451815448625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964348208141753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096906463014062,0.08405939115857962,0.102314256362531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988066487599194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221815739535518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934105957965682,0.0,0.18739058417463453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699507562009622,0.15078526479554075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540804366995641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609991536196326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954343158270602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047674281933421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233569860336932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830493048080664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142884071583646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554962935379989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421651354213775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056732281415584,0.0,0.0676519884868192,0.2556179780336839,0.0,0.0,0.09224778086820357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875953144019993,0.07776127336160987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906997746618992,0.0,0.1558603337707226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467410272784925,0.1568675554298934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483002297076823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841866113479688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32206584112390524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092143400648766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104182052077437,0.0,0.0,0.06932039204212449,0.0,0.0,0.06284045987848272 adhd,CleverName801,2019/09/25,"26 yrs old Just diagnosed, prescribed Vyvanse 50mg and feeling zombified🧟‍♂️🧟‍♂️🧟‍♂️ Hey just found this sub and need some advice. Here's a little background: I originally went into counseling because I was very depressed, anxious and borderline suicidal. I was just not feeling good enough and completely overwhelmed with life. I felt like I could never measure up or make it in life because I was so disorganized and lacked motivation to keep up with normal adult responsibilities. I just couldn't get myself to start anything. I would just ruminate about it all day til it was time to go to bed. Then lay in bed and still ruminate and not be able to fall asleep for hours. I was prescribed Lexapro at first and WHAM anxiety gone for the first time in my life. I was blown away. It was great for about a month then I noticed I was still super unmotivated and very innatentive. I stopped and went to a psychiatrist. He asked me a series of intense questions and finally (about 3 months ago) he diagnosed me with ADHD. I then became hyperfocused on ADHD and started learning all I could about it. Things were finally making sense and I finally felt like I wasn't just a big dumb idiot who couldn't do simple things like everyone else. They started me on Vyvanse 30 mg and it was great for about 2 weeks then the zombification started setting in. I feel like I am super motivated for about 3 hours then I just want to veg out and stare at my phone for the rest of the day. They then put me on 50 mg and it worked for a little longer but the zombification still is creeping up. It feels like I'm losing my personality and all emotion? But I can get more stuff done. My friends even noticed a difference. I am usually really chatty and outgoing but since Vyvanse I'm basically an introverted recluse. Now I don't want to go back to the anxious depressed state of going untreated but I really don't like the depersonalization that's going on. Has anyone experienced anything like this? What have you all done to keep your personality? Any holistic approaches? Anything will help. Thank you in advance!!!!",3.4298428453267182,5.920399511166256,4.778461538461542,79.20820512820514,76.22084367245657,7.905045492142267,28.19933829611249,8.768130331264683,2.4629070306038052,1685,72,312,38,39,558,199,403,0.07200000000000001,0.787,0.142,0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,2,9,21,20,2,1,15,0,29,6,1,5,5,70,60,31,1,10,14,0,6,7,1,2,5,0,2,3,16,23,0,3,11,0,0,11,8,6,0,2,19,8,38,14,47,34,9,69,0,4,1,0,17,20,1,3,43,203,54,4,0.0778563367384186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713637396075064,0.07608031118540318,0.06901494493605734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294497878967192,0.0,0.059559884502725424,0.1759109991784583,0.0,0.05443896089749811,0.0,0.19220739403771336,0.0,0.07278516501751156,0.0,0.0731485912396281,0.05986671716698315,0.0,0.0949210004786974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163088779143803,0.0,0.0,0.1243238993156961,0.0,0.0,0.1004217926044879,0.0,0.13411509749758432,0.15804508585296292,0.0,0.08134330101507813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934812725231162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503897903802335,0.08757789965428542,0.0,0.08044640816146041,0.0,0.05142337613512584,0.0,0.0,0.07439506621357099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746601270446792,0.1112411650447158,0.1495085855457925,0.2558634339277887,0.0,0.1324491205135416,0.0,0.08536545465602444,0.060151612633108566,0.0,0.08135344508805645,0.0,0.17699020147371006,0.0653022013873084,0.0,0.1716737722222407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052185461374618616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533456174451944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840457875138812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649766993712974,0.2662567141844337,0.1560650060108908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871013259306257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393941867451427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428837038365215,0.0,0.0,0.057729487177476675,0.06004760658358142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628267953815257,0.0,0.17727991081003,0.0816971285614467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359623003621711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782671224866112,0.08721691540674488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975352588014272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440356629520427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204284634712748,0.0,0.1865285132712936,0.06509138368930392,0.0,0.0,0.08912687860012285,0.0851621957970378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167965454000542,0.0,0.0,0.10344858123957763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079731211249333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574775545696442,0.12847926316878647,0.09184336919289536,0.0,0.062451657109722336,0.0,0.0,0.14434720833154785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668034041006397,0.0,0.0,0.05530690781154377,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lirao,2019/09/25,Managing your impulsivity and emotions How to you manage your feeling and impulsivity with ADHD? This is a big difficulty for me and I tend to really explode or be upset for days on end when something goes wrong. The struggle is real when it comes to that and it absolutely overwhelming at times. It's also hard for my girfriend who has to deal with the mood swings. I know it's common for people with adhd to have that problem. How do you cope? What are your management tools?,3.3972039072039086,5.955432945054945,4.951135531135531,77.57442002442005,76.69230769230771,7.560927960927963,25.49572649572649,8.515128840125781,2.068544810744811,382,14,68,8,9,128,64,91,0.157,0.8270000000000001,0.016,-0.9107,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,11,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,0,14,10,0,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,52,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607902992859355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657916613352352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097724570050432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504666515054747,0.2405339683912712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244409634794524,0.20664478707328487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796933236830585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900132610061795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822192893029402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174885547996748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232476485934103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655596278377321,0.1494653563312213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796146335074237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439078945159291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604584388442584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550895593849383,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lady_Rita_In_The_Sky,2019/09/25,"Having ADHD makes me feel so fucking stupid I get that with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder one of the main things is bein forgetful and feeling like you don’t understand some things But I feel like a total idiot all the time. I remember being so excited for school in the morning when I was in grade school I remember not worrying about projects or homework as a kid, knowing I’d do good on them all. And I wasn’t a bad student. Even with ADHD I had a super high reading level, and was a straight A student. Until high school. Even though I haven’t understood ninety percent of what I’m taught in math class since like second grade, I at least understood every other subject I had in middle school. I just feel so stupid all the time. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t care if I don’t understand anything, I’m not asking for help. I feel like being 17 and still not knowing how to properly spell certain things, or do percents, or not knowing where Poland is on a European map, just means I’m an idiot. I was an honors student in two classes all through middle and high school. Those were the two things I knew how to do. Now I feel like I can’t do anything. I’m sick of being compared to older siblings, younger siblings, cousins, friends, anybody. I get that a 3.6 gpa isn’t bad, but my family and teachers have made it feel like anything lower than 4.00 is bad. Once in my math class this year, my teacher was explaining a new thing we were doing. He made it seem (and actually did come out and say it) like asking for help on something “so simple” made you an idiot. And news flash, I failed any test that focused on it. Because that didn’t make me feel any smarter, and it made me feel like a bigger idiot for not understanding a thing. I just wish... I wish I was good at something. I wish I was good enough. I’m tired of trying so hard. I feel like I’m drowning and no one cares. I’m cracking under this pressure and no one can see it. I’m tired of being so stupid",3.1889999999999996,4.763632500000004,4.182500000000001,87.34,74.0,6.8000000000000025,26.75,7.413659706084162,1.3343250000000002,1560,57,318,18,32,505,181,400,0.16399999999999998,0.682,0.154,-0.8562,1,1,2,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,1,3,20,32,8,1,20,0,34,4,0,8,6,76,84,30,1,4,14,1,11,9,1,0,3,1,1,1,21,17,0,0,25,1,0,1,15,13,0,6,22,13,36,19,34,58,11,36,0,1,1,1,14,26,1,6,18,204,57,22,0.0,0.0,0.06268095753653179,0.0,0.1543882491581232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735963408979827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857186079148833,0.0,0.12009609841105005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089257490361572,0.03915510053464295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309771731916309,0.0,0.0,0.0553299961212453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361519147478568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663686051206301,0.0,0.08484897766552671,0.0,0.054118049953501536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605520113070907,0.0,0.3247752092339417,0.3212104049963023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049625318487847986,0.05938125108963105,0.06711691417490459,0.0,0.0,0.16162372378454198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057539063798869125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861064243429879,0.20359322526431875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590032924837654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28242365526235386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431106756858993,0.0857504317735527,0.0,0.0,0.06996724508820694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203545911999226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840475573350117,0.13057536146556725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060719799266714475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642491679792362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455241844763612,0.0,0.0,0.051079694259169126,0.0,0.32502998274241834,0.05118441728139768,0.058474205547837214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053133197087281085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889753380434263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129558722785185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560364668413424,0.0,0.0631074035691038,0.0,0.07490814184660644,0.1476499781344233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360916637199694,0.0,0.12549024325091926,0.20060266327534887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159015170692611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523049651298991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041363164227235065 adhd,Mintnose,2019/09/25,"Non stimulant ADHD medication. So I am seeing my primary care physician and will be taking my blood pressure this week. I am guessing I will be diagnosed with hypertension. I have an appointment the middle of next month to see about medication for ADD. With a hypertension diagnosis, It may be difficult to get a percription for a stimulant to treat ADD. What are your experiences with non stimulant medications.",6.709906103286388,9.441821422535213,8.137676056338028,57.795997652582166,67.16901408450704,13.184037558685446,37.18544600938967,12.161744961471696,6.222969953051642,335,18,49,15,6,115,50,71,0.067,0.85,0.084,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,0,10,6,1,3,0,11,16,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,10,10,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26473849657771337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459416507300115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358356921559536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547996929442229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508927039778385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266760259937076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6657387045225213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582854482562124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427447665031315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351075570923931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562611343243036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669849492202308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TeddyDeNinja_,2019/09/25,"Is ADHD actually a disability? Where is the line between me and ADHD? If my ADHD is a part of who I am, doesn't that just make me lazy? I feel like I should be able to do what everyone else can, but I keep procrastinating. I keep forgetting things. And then procrastinating them. I see people say that it's ADHD all the time, but when is it my ADHD and when is it my fault? Because ADHD is a part of me, is it *all* my fault?",-0.3830909090909103,1.7504364888888908,2.940909090909092,88.55045454545456,89.66666666666666,5.9393939393939394,17.070707070707073,7.348242739294969,0.21088888888888926,324,8,75,6,11,117,52,90,0.113,0.866,0.02,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,2,15,18,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,14,1,4,16,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,5,60,23,2,0.1214810119174168,0.0,0.11854794378475488,0.0,0.8759794139180253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405369731887015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148179735402252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608031284148752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142444972144511,0.08678605918685647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595581021506904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593494861799193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108951877039285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310419533674306,0.0,0.08421963777765537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660657656752032,0.0,0.0,0.0968046382985474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070658636706526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708365549734652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sapphictea,2019/09/25,"more restless than i thought Lately i've been noticing more hyperactive/restlessness than initially thought. How can I allow myself to act on these impulses without them getting too much, or ways in which I could use them to make other areas of my life better. And also how I can get up and do things like going for a walk or doing an active activity without it feeling like the most difficult and boring and taxing thing in the world. I find getting up to do things so hard but I’m recognising more and more how important it is for me. Is there another way I can think about it to make it better? Am I doing something wrong? Are there more entertaining ways to quickly get rid of some energy that could be done in most places, home, university etc?",7.129583333333333,6.97317279166667,7.409166666666668,74.0025,64.1388888888889,10.533333333333337,33.27777777777778,10.125756701596842,3.253419444444445,598,22,109,12,8,195,93,144,0.079,0.772,0.149,0.8899,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,10,9,0,1,4,0,16,1,0,7,0,27,29,13,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,5,1,1,3,2,4,0,0,4,2,12,5,20,22,10,17,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,5,4,90,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204621081353512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795308332060712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664474015974308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405382886261654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541510764866121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679969413364348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616517303028468,0.10761309616218953,0.0,0.0,0.13767692162300638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148005904421186,0.0,0.08560888212245674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493864758269394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151098375553381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992192863309347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063973838990725,0.1471845138101041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010989843978429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073346259120814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171498024871957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573806687617274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596555956723817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002239894638418,0.09652030726299853,0.0,0.2391734433335228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009957647193887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586992281595497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904119694975679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469484092793565,0.0,0.0 adhd,viodc,2019/09/25,"Life With Mental Disorders Hello! This is my first post on here, and I just wanted to do a little reflection or kind of an ""open to advice"" post from people with similar situations. I'm a girl who was diagnosed with ADD at the age of 11 or 12 (I can't remember). It was very hard for me to get diagnosed because of other factors. Not only does being a girl make it harder to diagnose, but I was also examined in 1st grade and my school diagnostician (may he rest in peace), told my parents I had a high IQ. I was examined because of certain behaviors I exhibited in kindergarden btw. My teachers and diagnostician told my parents to get someone to examine me for ADD. All doctors in my country said I didn't have it because I'm ""smart"", and ""I have such good grades"". The moment I got an examination in the US however, the doctor said I most likely had it. However, even his prediction was wrong, because my ADD was much more severe that he thought. I was diagnosed a year too late according to statistics, so my symptoms got worse. I started randomly daydreaming and walking around aimlessly around my house when I was supposed to be doing other things. Then, some very...let's just say ""bad things"" happened in my life around middle school. I feel into a deep depression and my mental state was deteriorating. My parents then took me to a psychiatrist and I finally got meds for ADD, and my anxiety (which I was diagnosed with later on). As a kid, I always snuck in to older kid classrooms because everything I was learning was boring to me. I already understood it. I always wanted to do something else, I wanted to teach myself things, and wanted to be taught specific things. I was a bit aggressive with emotions, and was very, very naive. This led people to want to take advantage of me, which is what eventually spiraled into the dark period I mentioned. I just wanted to share my story to see if anyone here has the same situation I do. If anyone has tips that they used for their experiences with the disorder I would love to hear it. I'm kinda struggling with tasks and remembering specific despite still taking medication. Anything that you guys could share with me to help would be super appreciated! Thank You!",5.891528159340659,7.041634382211537,7.0533241758241765,70.95596153846154,66.95673076923077,10.365934065934068,32.885989010989015,10.451354775682146,3.705364285714285,1757,75,303,46,28,594,218,416,0.096,0.816,0.08900000000000001,-0.4459,5,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,1,2,2,3,15,17,1,1,18,0,36,12,0,3,2,69,69,22,0,11,9,3,2,1,0,3,11,4,0,5,21,29,0,0,11,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,28,7,53,11,54,33,8,40,0,1,1,1,29,20,0,9,15,221,74,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216276520995916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149237516099933,0.05905569049487532,0.1228938040380626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056493012375152835,0.0,0.0,0.10327155323923078,0.0,0.06077006797794996,0.19721936535588105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165944364427209,0.22508326281507315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062216813636587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896109135543645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360460506164313,0.3747674741761364,0.0,0.0,0.1692708971618245,0.1511717617451583,0.06462430420089887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168997603570281,0.08306831704371494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048775471084751165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636922678808274,0.07223686795173431,0.0,0.0,0.03733943357450775,0.0,0.0,0.08089615048738741,0.0,0.06281450901661187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771643736130916,0.0,0.0,0.06193964447545435,0.1771873897740214,0.0,0.0,0.07312047609110944,0.06530295818871361,0.0,0.0661527108465243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323131836341438,0.0,0.049498314844859816,0.0780237683874543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852099145276955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690063986413816,0.0,0.0,0.08330301520518882,0.0,0.0,0.07551390766397284,0.10432111923440793,0.036078079770286715,0.07401443429174308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665010683974243,0.0,0.04929367236412987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202774618380347,0.07439342513122846,0.14884149771081145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054286291311326944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616422916626555,0.0,0.0,0.2459961928852141,0.0,0.0,0.10239289353763484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145067536779954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730927931834352,0.0,0.1404914609397455,0.0587263681638507,0.0,0.14947489962624366,0.058846768312046986,0.0,0.0,0.08342647351053377,0.0,0.0,0.16601500673367778,0.0,0.0,0.06257061087843907,0.05685128958703724,0.0,0.0,0.05226952679092597,0.0,0.058974580494537715,0.0,0.0,0.07720127293034004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675566109199207,0.11104801735914427,0.0,0.0,0.06798870825194278,0.0,0.0,0.19624356322893946,0.0,0.0,0.058626538513786325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112859456808596,0.08204711107073412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882925650003291,0.06378039070184986,0.0,0.18279536632947904,0.2613424439474465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525674762108174,0.10491806199812244,0.08074047268884396,0.0,0.0475552652783231 adhd,adhdquestions1,2019/09/25,"Updated: Questions on Dr. Appointments, meds, etc... Well two weeks ago I made this thread: [https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/d2z1ju/questions\_on\_dr\_appointments\_meds\_etc/](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/d2z1ju/questions_on_dr_appointments_meds_etc/) &#x200B; I know this updated doesn't really matter but I guess its there for those who are curious how it went with the psychologist. A little about me: \- Senior in College Studying Computer Science \- Currently 21 years old &#x200B; I met with him for the first session which was about an hour and a half and he had me fill out a bunch different types of personality-type surveys about myself and whatnot, then we just talked about why I thought I maybe had ADHD or symptoms of it and what I was having trouble with in my day-to-day stuff and how it all effected me. After my session was over he asked me to find any records I could about some of my special-ed reports I had as a child in my early elementary school years(3, 4, 5th grade stuffs). I had one [IEP report](https://www.parentcenterhub.org/iepcontents/) on record and sent that over. I had a follow up meeting earlier this week where he asked me to go into more detail on certain things on my personal surveys and he asked me to elaborate on them. He then started talking about my IEP report and how it was possibly one of the worst ones hes seen in his professional career and that he didn't think it was done by a licensed psychologist at my school(He brought up that I could probably sue over it), and that the school had completely missed a bunch of things about me that should have been dealt with that were completely ignored. He said the school had completely let me down as a child and did me a huge disservice. He then talked about how my grades were just getting by in school as a kid so no one really did anything about it since I wasn't really failing, but never excelled in anything. He then got to my actual diagnosis' and said in his professional opinion he thinks I had a mixture of ADD and ADHD, wants me to see a sleep specialist because he's concerned about my sleeping patterns and that I possible have sleep apnea, and that he thinks I probably have some learning disability(s) that have been ignored and/or untouched since I was in elementary school and that in a perfect world I should go get tested for all that now, but it'd be extremely expensive and probably not very useful at this point since I am a senior in college. &#x200B; This is all pretty frustrating to me, but makes a lot of sense in my mind. Not really sure what else to say, just wanted to share, thanks for reading.",9.948376251788268,9.727749270386266,8.315118025751076,70.0305168097282,58.44206008583691,11.285979971387697,36.584048640915604,10.595843684498618,3.739277825464949,2144,80,365,41,24,645,230,466,0.08,0.856,0.064,-0.8065,3,0,0,0,0,0,100.0,1,0,1,5,22,14,1,0,21,0,40,5,3,8,7,73,71,34,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,4,34,25,0,2,9,1,1,7,7,7,1,7,33,5,48,7,65,31,11,59,0,2,2,0,37,31,0,7,21,266,82,25,0.0,0.0,0.06451866736936344,0.0,0.3178293531130541,0.0,0.058606926168080824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490660662702224,0.24101075260299884,0.04496044249215583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881396352402868,0.0,0.1854256985757976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040303068212323816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796084463706616,0.0,0.0,0.10557483737578363,0.0,0.0,0.0852773640591963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907606520986961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765856248636229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055230568481368494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373566122268421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060427879044809535,0.05623735434518063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908467947358649,0.0,0.07514931497702396,0.0,0.052878176184762565,0.0,0.0728330863783285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510992139554614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03633505499178079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760702980524791,0.0,0.0,0.06626456264781225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620857784107134,0.0,0.06255957724233105,0.04413225165834999,0.0,0.06642136748798984,0.0,0.07343882011487407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667572660756628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050991935860768715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937653266522249,0.0,0.17920484187713792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772903612652945,0.0,0.0,0.06250001093777856,0.14906937522335542,0.0,0.06726268683757966,0.21384933953311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406389046005456,0.0,0.06613285534438025,0.0,0.16941975485686006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125780941298946,0.052577272791587054,0.0,0.4014712378203089,0.052685066132700915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407294354814986,0.0,0.19848813339698732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046796511596052415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137163113144422,0.0,0.0,0.062312570845254475,0.06871876224786545,0.0,0.15942211028618294,0.0,0.0608697757459897,0.0,0.0,0.08784768818576692,0.12709139739397735,0.0,0.0524878960617086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458471265126874,0.0,0.0,0.057102100905149514,0.0,0.05455176916853925,0.07799263713537502,0.0,0.10606687176798868,0.0,0.059445292450863337,0.0612892337238956,0.059658471211095784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24101075260299884,0.04257586895614923 adhd,JMJimmy,2019/09/25,"[ADHD Moment] Feeding the cats I gave the cats their wet food last night, then filled their bowls and went to bed. 6am one of them wakes up my wife. All morning they are following us around, meowing at us, and generally being nuances. Then my wife checks the food bowls. I fed them puppy food [facepalm].",3.534827586206898,5.573479379310349,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,74.17241379310343,6.708965517241379,23.66896551724138,7.554174236665415,0.9245199999999992,236,7,48,3,5,72,44,58,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,1,0,1,5,6,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,11,0,5,2,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450743598279153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153362425792244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7397491024419991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622347339036414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913667829517515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818268033122874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905856027927856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903753944821236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Asterisk101,2019/09/25,"Help with Inescapable Noise So, as with many of us here, I have big time issues with noises distracting me, even when on my medicine. Constant and/or very loud noises not only make it nearly impossible for me to focus, but they make me so so incredibly furious. There have been several times that I’ve had to hold myself from screaming at people. I read a lot of similar issues on this sub, but mine is a little different, so I figured I would just make a post. A lot of people recommend noise cancelling headphones. Here’s the dilemma: I work from home, and I work on the computer, doing video conferences and phone calls, as a counselor. This means that I already have to be wearing a headset most of the day, and I have to be wearing it always, while calling/meeting with someone. The noise that has been making me nearly homicidal is my upstairs neighbor, in my apartment building. This guy is heavy set, it I swear that he must be deliberately stomping around his apartment. I have talked to the front office, and they claimed that they would communicate with him. I refuse to, because it’s not my responsibility as a tenant, and idk who this guy is. Maybe he’s a murderous psychopath. I told the leasing office that it is in violation of the lease, regarding a “right to live quietly and peacefully”. His stomping rumbles my walls often, and aside from that it is incredibly loud. I often have to blast the TV if I want to watch it. To top this all off, I have a 3 week old newborn in my home, and this guy has a schedule where he is often up all night. He has woken the baby once before, and I have had to call the cops for a noise complaint at 2am about 4 times already, in the 6 months I’ve lived here So yeah, I can’t really talk to the guy, the leasing office doesn’t seem to be helping, the noise complaints have led to nothing, and this stuff is driving me absolutely nuts. Advice? Help? Even people with similar experiences, just to share solidarity with me? Lol tl;dr: I work from home in an apt, work requires I talk on headset all day, have a newborn child, upstairs neighbor stomps nearly 24/7 and leasing office won’t help. Tips? Experiences?",5.911121251629728,6.553571958837779,6.347857142857144,77.84383451294471,66.6997578692494,8.872005960141555,32.34950642577761,8.841846274778883,2.6325783944868686,1701,68,316,26,26,551,200,413,0.1,0.815,0.085,-0.8054,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,0,3,6,20,6,3,1,28,2,36,2,2,5,4,50,45,24,1,5,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,7,23,19,0,3,3,3,0,3,5,5,0,0,6,5,40,1,54,31,6,43,0,0,1,0,34,25,0,8,13,222,63,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076809762911732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050062201225459,0.0,0.07728942184023323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268911978308645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056623050722727136,0.0,0.07903999229491321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969601696813732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037784415590034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980885636761116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704714101416384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270196987173874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172261175379056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678909195463807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249040782250676,0.0,0.2795196921206508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389978241621025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309717245743317,0.16404183878345488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579384049561833,0.0,0.0,0.2480111649062787,0.09417283493153518,0.09331747251925897,0.10118116959127224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414151415374136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716815357312903,0.0,0.08912757800664382,0.0,0.09746927721171947,0.0989216194234225,0.0,0.07064474623990917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318844275390645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889600659989473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291213271595504,0.0,0.059505788257571364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932498720805148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456083272668198,0.0,0.10493586644614923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870285042990363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063333876019499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239771470872404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248946334231318,0.0,0.0,0.0887575054305724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173161952508076,0.0,0.0,0.07664149975808007,0.05478715696346436,0.0,0.07450834547484109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704913579785341,0.0,0.0,0.13196851405008336,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,motherbruhssia,2019/09/25,"Need tips for dealing with sweating from meds I just started instant release adderall in hopes that it would work without too many negative side effects because it wears off quicker. So far it’s been good, I don’t have much of a loss of appetite on it like I did on vyvanse, and my anxiety increase is about what I anticipated it would be being back on meds. However, I’ve been sweating a lot. Other than just being uncomfortable, it triggers a bit of my anxiety because I don’t feel clean. This was a side effect I had on vyvanse extended release, but I didn’t realize it at the time because I was about 14-15 when I last took that and figured I was sweating so much because I was a teenager. I think the excessive sweating might have something to do with the raised heart rate and blood pressure that comes w all adhd meds. TL;DR Has anyone else dealt with excessive or increased sweating while on adhd meds? And if so, how did you deal with it? Also, does anyone have recommendations for lowering resting heart rate while on adhd meds?",7.236509821836456,7.058172879396987,7.3569118318867055,74.53905893101876,63.92462311557789,9.648423937871174,38.69392416628597,9.095868883498916,3.573317587939698,829,41,147,12,11,268,116,199,0.061,0.863,0.076,0.4289,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,12,5,0,1,8,0,24,9,9,4,1,30,31,15,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,11,1,15,3,24,14,8,23,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,5,8,110,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919257520395229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869311043063095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663175863395656,0.0,0.0,0.1520176987396872,0.11138080485834156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835871995422561,0.0,0.2650614893625473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867737129026422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363946828169584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413953206831466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512821003589006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080882293432467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549643593632306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117633964602782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576311709383873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796828861407456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860883401658821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053107622472965736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924168432972389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102094975713974,0.0,0.0,0.6037320451053306,0.0,0.0,0.11531850159299888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982091523583766,0.08060315301265793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368618406837199,0.0,0.0,0.07694174172593454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965357844251799,0.0,0.0,0.06338658109712701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207749145044758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047874456249248,0.0,0.07913831170605623,0.0,0.0,0.1544413910792575,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SlyRecon,2019/09/25,Studying Masters on Concerta is FUN! I've been put on 54 mg recently and damn... All my life I've been studying and never felt so connected to my assignment. I went to the Uni library this morning and wrote half the paper that other people write in a week or two lol.,3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,72.33333333333334,8.362962962962964,30.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4944222222222217,210,9,41,4,4,71,43,54,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.7978,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,9,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,5,1,3,1,5,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645021894404375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681423184181237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29279233684770045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631860937096411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816307592427161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748366208009734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708411658156088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045144955064138,0.0,0.0,0.3519187428895106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JayG941,2019/09/25,"Boredom Don’t usually post here. But diagnosed And take meds (Wellbutrin and evekeo) but like how do you guys deal with boredom? I’m constantly bored, nothing is entertaining. I get maybe if I’m lucky an hour maybe 2 a day where I’m at an “ok state” but not really enjoying things. I force myself to read, go for walks, I’m close to my neighbors talk to friends, is my whole life going to be this way? When I take my uppers I get a little more interested but nothing like I was when I was younger. Does anyone go through this on a daily basis? From the moment I wake up till I go to sleep I’m trying to be entertained but never I’d say 75% the time... :/ any suggestions",0.979659367396593,3.234476795620441,2.872729927007299,90.73400973236014,83.96350364963504,6.281070559610707,21.542092457420924,7.554174236665415,0.8593926034063264,519,17,112,9,15,173,90,137,0.11800000000000001,0.715,0.16699999999999998,0.8542,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,7,1,8,4,2,1,1,14,21,12,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,1,13,9,14,17,2,25,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,12,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118451675710499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432188091324705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766836836022669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544294036803216,0.16855966841691913,0.0,0.16594743163656428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307854926597674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631845617203974,0.0,0.17084232887455056,0.0,0.3716796280110295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618891184999089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101298708792516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548375322897834,0.15975411658708455,0.16386834665613725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285122315149228,0.0,0.18160986131550672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610004334761638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137622435545517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658626947379878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354264227971738,0.0,0.10474125992061584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002048787128806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361647387859626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458608942730925,0.1314138185336265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862107018705856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533723027990812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100467944420782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007038573691495,0.0,0.0,0.12977741754595762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825401217114888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PopComRob,2019/09/25,"Two ADHD comedians discuss their diagnoses on this funny and moving podcast episode Hey fellow ADHDers I thought this might be of interest to you, there's an episode of a UK podcast in which two comics discuss their ADHD and what it means to them. It's funny in places and emotional in others but I think you'll relate to it a lot. It's NSFW, loads of swearing. Apple: [https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/adhd-with-dave-fensome/id1459939704?i=1000450193212](https://podcasts.apple.com/gb/podcast/adhd-with-dave-fensome/id1459939704?i=1000450193212) Spotify: [https://open.spotify.com/episode/0YVVMcvbdBeheKjXtzIbhJ](https://open.spotify.com/episode/0YVVMcvbdBeheKjXtzIbhJ) Browser: [https://www.robcomedy.co.uk/podcast/episode/493ebbf5/adhd-with-dave-fensome](https://www.robcomedy.co.uk/podcast/episode/493ebbf5/adhd-with-dave-fensome)",23.3472191011236,30.49437971910113,12.216165730337078,27.29368679775283,32.70786516853933,8.49494382022472,38.09129213483146,9.188382445141503,4.308358426966293,741,24,58,9,8,177,58,89,0.033,0.838,0.128,0.6292,0,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,1,10,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,0,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8985131190139277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647245787391526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016496830552913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593555754923928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573245363734346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321872650714327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324364485553826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018673950452106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984248762831601,0.0,0.09892323818626686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24344389438973776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jarabex787,2019/09/25,Cannabis as a Substite for aderall? Any testimonies?,5.88625,8.406575125000002,3.6700000000000017,75.87500000000001,110.25,6.6000000000000005,54.0,7.1686216300943375,6.6538,43,4,5,1,2,12,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Csd267,2019/09/25,"Redditors with ADHD that switched from public to private school My son, age 7, has inattentive ADHD. We have had a string of teachers and it's always hit or miss. In preschool, he was kicked out because they ""didn't have the resources to handle"" him. In kindergarten, he had a wonderful teacher and teaching assistant who seemed to understand him and saw the good in him and he excelled, especially when he started medication that spring. First grade was almost a repeat of preschool, the teacher would punish him for not focusing and she didn't seem to understand that he has a diagnosed medical condition and it was a nightmare. So my question is, do you think a private school setting would improve his educational experience? Did any of you guys go to private school and notice a difference? I was hoping the lower teacher to student ratio would help and it may be a more laid back environment. I know the teachers in public schools are just so busy. I don't really know what I'm doing here and I am desperate to help him in any way. He has had OT and he has an IEP but we aren't being taken seriously in the current school he is in. Any advice or words of encouragement are appreciated. Thanks so much",4.898242780225162,6.848910427312777,5.754765051395007,76.26555922662752,70.27753303964758,8.744884973078806,31.994371023005385,9.2995712137729,3.103181302006853,965,44,169,21,18,316,130,227,0.028999999999999998,0.848,0.12300000000000001,0.9654,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,1,2,7,8,1,0,15,0,31,3,0,0,0,35,48,17,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,8,14,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,12,1,18,5,22,29,2,19,0,1,1,0,29,8,0,9,8,118,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827239355704923,0.11494144373170505,0.0,0.0,0.11778409314574448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787312903487996,0.0,0.0,0.2399663804844021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044609302243392,0.0,0.07170289307105655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938654074620925,0.0,0.122892721006241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505947518600605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005146466686594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668487975626758,0.09865797325702674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646689347073172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576826429530858,0.0,0.0,0.11682781489197865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292868597041435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698891426488194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646764962524868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391644024349272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317665243277898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535336083241106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952121123235803,0.0,0.21416212194893736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325533057168537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829297160654654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536912433550992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490281160816274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336496982803834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755891216197496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506715232816303,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Intergalacticbella,2019/09/25,"How do I know if my add meds are helping I was recently diagnosed with adhd (inattentive) I was prescribed 15mg Adderall xr. I have a hard time remembering to feed my pets, lock the door, turn off the stove, remembering due dates,etc. I’ve been taking the medicine for 2 weeks now and the only side effects I’ve experienced was rapid weight loss (time to buy smaller jeans!) headaches when the it wears off, and my jaw gets tight. The first week I took it I paid attention in class, did my chores, and was able to have conversations without rambling. But now I’m starting to feel more normal? But I’m definitely more focused. I’m not sure if the meds are helping me tho or if I’m acting differently because I think it’s helping me How can I tell if Adderall works or if I’m tricking myself into thinking it’s working??",4.16,5.5269496296296285,5.0441358024691345,82.94361111111114,71.22222222222223,7.8691358024691365,30.78395061728395,8.344100000000001,2.214483950617283,648,28,129,10,12,211,103,162,0.037000000000000005,0.87,0.09300000000000001,0.8158,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,6,3,1,0,8,0,12,5,2,3,1,30,27,16,0,6,11,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,6,2,1,8,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,8,5,15,1,11,19,2,18,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,7,11,72,19,3,0.1573146942843863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906169165160008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589757749355976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596711032503522,0.0,0.16436037280129734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754474683884997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954303620787019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381179859405018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219043483903042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092306632380988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163341705821643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645604184401984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34948232258149786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413499932647912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119644913874896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532928201970267,0.0,0.3564137639146581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113481503087765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826723762010025,0.0,0.11828107204659245,0.0,0.13749997673038208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160180801697192,0.0,0.0,0.18346292665697056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478241370822906,0.0,0.171113213329763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237671735771017,0.19156691681299176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516457515021915,0.0,0.2290539420959989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,viscountslim,2019/09/25,"cyclical attention span? My therapist recently suggested that I (56m) consider the possibility I might have ADHD. I took a diagnostic test and pretty much knocked it out of the park, so it seems like something to take seriously. Here's my question: I seem to go through periods of clarity and focus that alternate with periods of fuzziness and inability to concentrate, but these periods extend for days and even weeks. There are some weeks when I have trouble concentrating on even basic analytical tasks, and other weeks when I feel very focused and competent. Has anyone else experienced a cycle like this that plays out over days and weeks instead of from minute to minute?",10.356723163841806,10.100843203389832,10.080000000000002,57.82248587570624,57.64406779661017,14.307344632768366,43.39548022598871,13.295006501635747,6.278775141242938,550,28,84,19,6,180,83,118,0.054000000000000006,0.774,0.172,0.9303,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,11,11,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,3,16,9,2,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,14,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966642640975405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198614462020844,0.17875438296998425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502390041457648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573853306681395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304577197896929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821196934077404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914935901322494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046420697411382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850739687462032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282478122016405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966768826358093,0.0,0.17748803931192966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543457628017694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225771753845567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317642768312186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430745284414258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117183852149147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256093565359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383093296872791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143947365262125,0.0,0.0,0.5597635774350993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dollypartonluvr,2019/09/25,Having ADHD is having 6 different tabs of the ADHD reddit page open at one time I don't make the rules,7.125454545454545,4.77012790909091,8.544545454545457,72.9868181818182,65.36363636363636,10.618181818181819,26.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,1.8943090909090912,82,1,16,1,1,29,19,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8438303524087927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667910460637877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434042894214635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789257252894105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047104105312148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nodongenergy,2019/09/25,"Weird Noises I have a habit of repeating any (even slightly) weird noise I hear. Cats mewing, cars beeping, somebody yelling, ANYTHING. Regardless the situation, home alone or in class, I can't help myself. Is this an adhd thing or am I just weird?",3.3753333333333337,6.260411422222222,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,79.22222222222223,6.266666666666668,26.777777777777786,7.554174236665415,1.7549111111111109,194,8,34,3,5,60,39,45,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.7475,0,1,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116480439347314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35475221777518906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232928494804601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818685863889885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623428840172224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860501531592806,0.0,0.2295870401036926,0.0,0.34358013272476906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850120365535813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755814497093335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Honny_beee,2019/09/25,"ADHD getting worse? Ive been seeing these posts on this subreddit a lot and i tried to connect my recent behaviors with them but i just dont know. Lately ive been more lazy than i already was, Its a routine where it feels like im just gliding through the days, I sleep so much, eat so little, do little to no homework and for some reason ive been so aggressive. I dont know whats wrong with me, any moment it feels like i can snap, ive lost five pounds in the past two weeks, i cant figure out whats wrong.",2.401,3.214857418181822,3.8252272727272754,92.12784090909092,74.81818181818181,6.590909090909091,22.84090909090909,6.6274283507984215,0.39590909090909054,396,10,92,3,8,131,74,110,0.126,0.753,0.121,0.1067,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,1,0,4,0,13,2,1,1,0,16,20,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,3,14,2,10,15,4,13,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,2,8,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952938636666872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932319685874404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050582258000224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479929400672527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808984419919891,0.0,0.0,0.16627844467259706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433013724896176,0.2321805906629637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489973529771651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552828258746953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861190494541435,0.0,0.18330749306367175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877894313795482,0.3257361181255344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738834754022495,0.1381520017616233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194564679740871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512498850669468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563043324402698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707744264907073,0.16044950915863387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294917542613529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261772377077255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032708303269913,0.0,0.15873924725866986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034799329715396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656017577342946,0.0,0.3553372852330069,0.0,0.0 adhd,Turfheuvel,2019/09/25,"Doing homework is exhausting Anytime I finally manage to get myself to do homework it gives me the most horrible feeling. It’s like everything inside me wants to avoid doing the work and feels like a giant chore, even when it’s very simple things. After managing to ignore the feeling and actually getting something done I will be completely mentally drained. This results in me doing nothing in class or at home and just giving up and really falling behind. Does anybody else experiencing this and maybe have advice to help this?",8.099397163120567,9.395491776595748,8.220000000000002,64.03333333333335,62.085106382978715,10.521985815602838,38.00709219858156,10.504223727775694,4.613296453900709,433,21,60,10,6,141,70,94,0.147,0.7240000000000001,0.128,-0.4602,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,15,17,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,2,11,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,47,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.19349311741771802,0.0,0.0,0.1937573614455073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078932799365033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351655844654218,0.20290974239347295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563787362550705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096236754711754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820168373845316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30076966034560737,0.2833031869528375,0.0,0.2172065416829631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718670335549375,0.3804173513161929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290320641725378,0.0,0.19889145868061134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373962519237128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919936326059012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982005807382966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025543993615884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702353387015894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152645977923786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172872083432946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360213729530035,0.1169509469914946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443505294940778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beigepaintdrying,2019/09/25,"I think I failed my first physics exam of the semester. I spent the entire testing period over-thinking every single one of my answers to the point where I pretty much convinced myself I was wrong when in reality, I probably wasn’t. It was like I was arguing with myself. This was my third and last test of the week. I feel so defeated. I’ve never felt more stupid or useless in my life. I just want to cry.",2.075487804878051,4.258392097560979,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,79.24390243902441,7.0268292682926825,23.664634146341466,8.07648339933343,1.4822146341463416,320,11,63,6,8,108,58,82,0.214,0.647,0.139,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,2,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,10,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,7,2,15,2,8,3,3,10,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,47,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29640197767787124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734831621354065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364370982152501,0.0,0.2590847030389769,0.0,0.0,0.2295222105857873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995220774914645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059301960899344,0.1318281516835015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983603753550735,0.0,0.2081140191797678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284773498969736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550820684775716,0.0,0.0,0.2745200365959932,0.2909286523964197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457997958350763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915615779906006,0.0,0.2164460185011732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950231095555323,0.0,0.0 adhd,lovem891,2019/09/25,"How do you manage adhd when you can’t take medication? I was diagnosed in my teens and I only took medication briefly when I was in college, but it was the only time in my life where I felt I could function normally. Right now I can’t take medication because I’m breastfeeding, but my mind feels more chaotic than ever. Before I had my son I kind of just didn’t care, I never really practiced self discipline or anything but now I need to do better for him. How can I manage things without medication? What has been helpful for you?",4.107071428571427,5.632326790476192,5.711607142857144,77.49026785714288,71.57142857142857,8.678571428571429,29.315476190476193,9.188382445141503,2.617690476190476,423,17,79,9,8,144,69,105,0.046,0.8340000000000001,0.12,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,9,3,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,2,2,18,21,9,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,2,19,3,9,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,61,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903923459206924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036773086782308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965725239608884,0.0,0.13480537435446233,0.0,0.0,0.14011130253704346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152169224015947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648700166482804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079490063804455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143301684517897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010287611928714,0.0,0.15210987439202053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061868647316123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497203730311755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189807785895588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383736170486154,0.0,0.0,0.1599609648499173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174678365289218,0.12218474091807208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552198324996017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409739977583435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148913011515476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529144279702204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526859931719234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382271161147159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524847547009464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237708784512756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601256754283934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527130648477103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kraasiv,2019/09/25,"When I have work to do, I don't wanna do it. but once I start working on it, my hyperfocus kicks in this is one of the things I love and hate about ADHD: Hyperfocus. It lets you focus on things like crunching out numbers or cleaning for hours on end, but when you don't wanna do it and you have no motivation whatsoever your brain goes full little kid ""no, I ain't doin' it!"" mode. I finished all my assignments from the last week that are due tomorrow this evening in one go. Thanks Hyperfocus^TM",3.312045454545455,4.971354080808084,4.492815656565657,84.89255681818184,73.84848484848484,7.77828282828283,25.506313131313128,8.472884824447931,1.5569282828282833,390,13,82,7,8,128,67,99,0.073,0.777,0.151,0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,3,4,4,1,0,2,0,11,2,1,1,1,10,16,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,12,3,13,15,2,19,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,11,62,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772121301642019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574962195658535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429897480343207,0.0,0.0,0.15235075188154548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310911121399865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277319818333313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715661505893497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880211506996935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586856988279475,0.0,0.11269030226063677,0.2311849473445599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818238479698936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456485924757705,0.31260646926358404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326447556504994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236352189485705,0.0,0.0,0.30648452741638005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850239644303623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358508572320934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Elgooggnusmas,2019/09/25,"Stimulant Equivalency Hi, I am on Vyvanse 50mg at the moment. It works very well at the moment, but I am kind of an optimizer. Before I have taken the Vyvanse my med was Ritalin LA 40mg and a boost of 15mg. I look at [http://www.adhdmedcalc.com/](http://www.adhdmedcalc.com/) and this calculator has told me that my Vyvanse should be 60-70 when I am using my total dosage of Ritalin (55mg) or should I only use my Ritalin LA ? (Then 50 are super fine). But this site seems a bit fishy, so the paper [http://www.uacap.org/uploads/3/2/5/0/3250432/stimulant\_equivalency.pdf](http://www.uacap.org/uploads/3/2/5/0/3250432/stimulant_equivalency.pdf) , If I am understanding it correctly 50mg should be optimal? A little bit confused about bid/tid in metyhlphenidate",11.203782051282058,13.78661513675214,8.771869658119659,58.22139423076929,55.75213675213674,9.952564102564104,29.15491452991453,10.125756701596842,2.8961119658119667,629,17,91,12,8,185,76,117,0.022000000000000002,0.825,0.153,0.9425,0,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,0,13,3,0,3,2,17,20,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,12,4,9,12,3,11,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,4,4,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009755322448364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515704396513877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459497120295008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671882096484076,0.0,0.0,0.19833541503879948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623476292002053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962888233708602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150134111969697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256843197564589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458762943530929,0.0,0.4079749857468842,0.0,0.19487686876854546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123581440606264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719450592635719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wittynegra,2019/09/25,"Has your ADHD worsened with time/age? I was diagnosed recently at the age of 23, and whilst I’ve had the symptoms for as long as I can remember, they definitely worsened as I approached my late teens. Maybe this was due to the transition from high school to uni or my increased use of social media ruining my attention span. Granted it’s been untreated for so long, but I can’t help but feel I was way more functional as a young high schooler. Do you guys find that your condition has changed as you got older?",4.835457142857141,6.000281460000004,5.557428571428571,80.66300000000003,69.4,9.714285714285717,32.285714285714285,9.957137785484203,3.1998714285714285,406,18,79,10,7,132,74,100,0.055999999999999994,0.8540000000000001,0.091,0.5283,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,0,10,13,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,1,13,0,14,7,2,16,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,9,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465974299278352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170628659891609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082626223816803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374977673247494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875391246590066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410847165265352,0.0,0.0,0.2031694737384587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375339318830483,0.4335871101992974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314622478521152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631718020067869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206140035266086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025994869927443,0.0,0.2324392567433083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076623287868973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916445247762214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327004560359544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964741721453062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721750604552866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628695607849842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sieffy,2019/09/25,"Obsessing over a package I like to order things off of eBay, amazon any major online retailer. For some reason as soon as they ship it with a tracking number every 4 hours at Least I’m checking to see if it’s moved one centimeter. It’s like me checking my stocks every 5 seconds.",2.9258928571428555,4.9718812321428585,4.581571428571428,82.16342857142858,75.96428571428572,6.622857142857143,25.485714285714288,7.554174236665415,1.55139,223,8,40,3,5,75,46,56,0.045,0.805,0.15,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,2,10,2,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,4,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732538334011995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632993580835592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292035625109769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32662970396011104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552922398202071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265202871570571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437008368512896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663820058489271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220842176526279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TenFlyingBricks,2019/09/25,"Seeking advice: I think my doctor screwed up my dosage (Adderall XR) So I'm in bed awake on the second sleepless night after getting my Adderall XR prescription. I'm taking 20mg twice a day, the second before 1pm. I went through a couple months of Ritalin trials with little to no luck, so im stoked to finally have an effective treatment... during the day. Now I can't sleep more than 3 hours. I realize it's early on in the treatment, but a couple places online say that the maximum recommend dose for XR, at least to start, is just 20mg per day. I got this prescription filled as I told my doctor I had promising results when trying my sister's Adderall IR 20mg twice a day, which worked great and only gave me minor sleep trouble. My doctor was convinced extended release would be a good choice, and he's right it works well for me in the daytime. But, if these sleep issues aren't just a phase then this isn't going to be worth it for me. For anyone experienced, or just knowledgeable, with XR: should I be concerned about my dosage or just wait it out? Realistically I'd wait a few more days before having my doctor switch me to IR, but classes start today and I need to be alive for that. Thanks in advance for the advice!",5.446816939890709,5.779221086065576,6.0843278688524585,80.41367759562846,67.64754098360656,8.473879781420765,28.97158469945355,8.238735603445708,1.9381473224043717,971,31,187,12,15,317,143,244,0.028999999999999998,0.821,0.15,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,10,9,1,0,15,0,14,10,3,2,0,27,30,14,0,4,10,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,10,6,0,2,4,0,1,4,4,2,1,4,6,2,21,7,29,18,4,33,0,0,0,1,5,12,1,4,17,117,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297645319399962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220354369629097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000767594401575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601648541089152,0.0,0.3790955540080061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813273019522166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878571170604802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142238360070535,0.0,0.06681438036654422,0.09860717906267573,0.09402674070357253,0.12961482184560422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577694500842392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698938893099873,0.12270636356224605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783010117729645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383853326122994,0.0,0.0,0.08717228146021186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032593239774426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941278641839473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282944951840236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039908862845563,0.0,0.09349168130159773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35294697355754595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664249328985628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839356300008806,0.0,0.0,0.10823721681993337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753303204373233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143700883366142,0.11233752399849348,0.0,0.07981829851198112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570423381841272,0.10898308722186996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117611221096884,0.0,0.0,0.08351415490007852,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,N8Nefarious,2019/09/25,"Pretty sure working in front of a computer is exacerbating my condition and making me miserable. What do I do? I work as a technician for a small company, so my main job is assembly and install of a school bus safety product. But lately, because of my skill with computers and our sales team's need for leads, I've been on the computer A LOT. Every day I work at the PC I get progressively more distracted and distractable. I go home mentally and physically exhausted. My impulse control is basically non-existent right now, so I'm spending money, eating poorly, watching too much TV and spending too much time on my phone. I'm too tired to go to the gym. My meditation is no longer productive, because my thoughts are so fast-paced I don't have a chance to even notice I'm thinking and gently reel myself back in. I also am bipolar, so all these self-destructive behaviors are feeding the depression while the heightened stimulation exacerbates the rapid thoughts and impulse control issues also associated with mania. There's nothing I can do about the work I'm assigned; I have no choice in that matter. Does anyone else have this problem, and has anyone found ways to counteract this nightmare? One of my big goals in life right now is to limit my screen time and working in front of a computer defeats that. It screws with me even more than video games did before I stopped playing. I could really use some advice or hope.",5.844248120300751,7.395703800751883,6.5053383458646605,73.35808270676694,67.38345864661655,9.66015037593985,33.924812030075195,9.93914555978268,3.6292586466165417,1145,53,194,27,19,375,163,266,0.125,0.8109999999999999,0.064,-0.9358,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,14,16,11,1,3,14,0,20,7,0,6,2,36,35,20,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,7,13,2,4,4,6,5,5,3,8,0,1,5,2,24,3,26,29,8,27,0,3,2,1,5,12,1,4,9,130,31,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198248803623662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612167099408093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148042312018769,0.12564081487170373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942888128406826,0.0,0.14949856735625738,0.0,0.10434236111545593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750621857712477,0.09790375544983518,0.0,0.0,0.07908109928259452,0.0,0.10561422043393524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073074111952846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547300357639055,0.10243501584963044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198145872995895,0.0,0.1033143935999426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444878486774184,0.0,0.0,0.06406497734339565,0.0,0.13937791122604756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299994727273035,0.12179139645317158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279855964660982,0.12168349650957826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832305069995487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661160360998686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424890998501388,0.0,0.0,0.08185119259867786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357421867262365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028268020967075,0.09092272082805412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117659195803258,0.13960605426347414,0.0,0.0,0.0830918969456545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475074187622195,0.0,0.11733277298577285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855484630697465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943717782407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410009450704555,0.0,0.0,0.12792157548301228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251755206658708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556986208313427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857127954299109,0.0,0.19469647381263586,0.14300384543105468,0.14093604600599385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590610910042282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733170192114714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463516843394017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,potatoknight14,2019/09/25,Does smartphone use make adhd symptoms worse. I just wanted to know if smartphone use is considered an actual cause or can lead to adhd symptoms becoming worse.,7.606071428571429,9.59512175,7.1485714285714295,68.74642857142858,63.64285714285714,9.885714285714286,35.42857142857143,10.125756701596842,4.216157142857143,131,6,18,3,2,41,22,28,0.19899999999999998,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,0,10,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.206532464412992,0.0,0.5087061019521004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337424162514557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741505680000006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520970105132936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163131347563683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412729534990596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399550051835536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655821827683924,0.0,0.0,0.12483217811536895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43136339806973184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mugasha,2019/09/25,"[PC/Android/Apple] Well I found out a way to feel good while going ADHD google crazy. Well damn. Although I feel like my ADHD symptoms are often negative experiences, I recently found something that puts a little happiness in. So who knows what I was doing before finding this. Probably on youtube. And then in the comments section pops --> Ecosia (https://www.ecosia.org/) Thats right. So this thing takes over my Chrome/google search, and I turn off the adblocks to make this Ecosia some $$$. I go crazy about my usual google search adventures sparked from some avenue of mental inspiration, and sure there's a lot of time wasted where I can do something ""productive"". But hey I see all them little trees the ads are getting planted, so the little dopamine cannon in my brain goes, ""Bam!"". Makes me feel a little better being ADHD I suppose. Maybe this adhd brain gets more searches than a neurotypical brain. 15 nice green trees in a few mins. IDK. But sure feels nice. TL;DR Search on Ecosia (app/browser). Helping the environment. Happy me.",4.089202127659572,7.04180547340426,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,76.71276595744679,6.100425531914892,24.82553191489361,7.365786028017652,1.3944459574468089,831,29,140,11,20,252,125,188,0.083,0.728,0.18899999999999997,0.9594,0,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,1,9,14,1,0,11,0,7,4,3,2,3,24,23,11,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,9,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,3,6,16,13,16,19,7,26,0,0,2,0,5,16,1,4,7,83,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922560517047778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713422932972546,0.0,0.0,0.09056382525853772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429343233392592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016612645830496,0.0,0.0,0.20710457312765185,0.07315405275437839,0.0,0.0,0.09359106973644114,0.0,0.0,0.22455100936053893,0.0,0.0,0.10699877534238048,0.0,0.11639172001130425,0.08588764210342338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801183558428647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863606638560228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627595605484482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002710669928195,0.4105238444147492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705619015039301,0.0,0.0,0.13670460416192895,0.0,0.102873821402014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031943708571788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040372294877204,0.0,0.0,0.10293954050224913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110691702428452,0.0,0.0,0.08744840967562605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159895360282649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766390829396884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930201839157905,0.10643204049860372,0.07699150077473033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802951916517297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597098327544765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138099163875967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277831949614744,0.0,0.0,0.08127976735034283,0.0,0.0,0.1841384671848671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HockeyDoge,2019/09/25,"I get much joy out of antagonizing others. And I don't want to stop. Social media has made this much easier. I almost get a buzz everytime I manage to get someone to block me. Snarky comments, stupid copypastas, constant inappropriate memes on my own timeline, etc. People have told me to ""grow up"" and I've done everything I can be to stop it. But I have now come to the realization that I wholeheartedly enjoy pissing other people off. I just wonder if anybody else here feels the same way. I've been doing this since I was 12 (2005).",3.5437756202804738,5.6470770776699055,5.141294498381878,78.58587918015104,74.33980582524272,7.684573894282633,24.06580366774541,8.515128840125781,1.7021033441208202,421,13,78,8,9,142,77,103,0.13,0.7440000000000001,0.126,-0.08900000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,3,0,10,1,1,1,0,16,19,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,1,12,2,11,13,5,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,3,4,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101483317090349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077912476569374,0.0,0.22678826711153416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476358244225388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531431812155066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405366853787354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886120969130106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611346861881116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289356005445629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857824983118827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085481550223046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909863395092576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360154597505148,0.0,0.0,0.21392976701421296,0.17781695966705938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35091115253845345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053390286484726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378313652974925,0.1665801563301803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275883938953336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,7st1lb,2019/09/25,"What is it about ADHD that makes recalling and sorting out information challenging? **Tl;dr: had to take a test, didn't apply for accommodations. Before the pill kicked in I couldn't recall nor sort relevant information inside of my head. As soon as the pill kicked in, it was smooth sailing.** I'm newly diagnosed, it's my 2nd week on MPH 10mg (25F). Sill trying to figure out the right dosage. Had to take a test earlier this week. I'm working towards a B.A so I rarely have to take tests (usually hand-in projects). Didn't apply for accommodations as I thought it wouldn't be necessary. I couldn't have been more wrong. I had a lot of trouble not only understanding the questions but also analysing what information was relevant. We weren't aloud to use a draft, nor use a pencil. I didn't bring a watch. While everyone was speed writing, I spent 50minutes trying to sort out my thoughts, and staring at the wall. Imagine driving a car through misty weather. Then at some point the pill kicked in and everything was clear, every question was so EASY. I started blurting out informations faster than google. But at that point I only had 40minutes left. I didn't get the time to answer 2 out of 5 questions. I'm pretty sure I failed and have to retake it.",3.157744072524409,5.7069659790795,3.9941684100418406,84.163274930265,77.49372384937239,6.828521617852162,26.27632496513249,7.937092434478242,1.7379831241283128,995,39,186,17,24,318,137,239,0.038,0.879,0.083,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,15,0,23,5,1,3,2,40,39,16,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,13,0,1,3,11,3,0,0,18,3,15,2,32,17,3,31,0,1,2,0,9,18,0,8,10,113,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055512668610975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348995643259666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075983196599165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404147664752082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957012164016792,0.13560655979727768,0.12754470557410993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414511053984132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564647964698185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541918537440659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065167701637605,0.0,0.0,0.0947298504535012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586661226839687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26831246841028783,0.0,0.0,0.14437931503136978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769342830001286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211952563229846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044868273565268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375389416432168,0.0,0.3201088975441534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253304718298377,0.08275220227016111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927029274782144,0.0,0.0,0.14773927780585874,0.0,0.2451392474239231,0.15630012472165852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276724736013145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103316340213772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516257029624125,0.0,0.0 adhd,koutsssss,2019/09/25,"im a junior and just recently started retaking my meds, my gpa is low because of this, is there any chance i can still go to a good uni? i also have other questions so if you guys would be open to answering that would be great!",7.9381249999999985,4.64834322916667,8.52,76.72500000000002,64.625,12.1,36.5,10.125756701596842,3.3115500000000004,177,6,39,3,2,60,40,48,0.042,0.774,0.184,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,28,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263370836917747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246848552791004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253100883754385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085111756419185,0.23739013764806,0.0,0.31203894778897884,0.0,0.28024183915099593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30571839499649106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143798793557799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170557058382769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794556278616153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003284046070698,0.0,0.22602622116894555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402109398438217,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awADHD,2019/09/25,"Those of you with ADHD & Anxiety - Do you/have you experienced prolonged chest pains? *Not looking for medical adv* \*\*\*NOT LOOKING FOR MEDICAL ADVICE - I'M SEEING A GP, Psychiatrist and eventually a cardiologist\*\* \*\*Looking for peoples experiences and their own story - I will not take it as medical advice\*\*\* **Do you guys get chest pains from anxiety?** (Even when you don't 'feel' or think you're anxious) **How does it feel?** **How do you deal with it?** **Is it really a ""panic attack"" if I'm constantly feeling subtle pain?** **How did you find out your chest pain was related to anxiety and not something else?** **Essentially I have had chest pains in the past but they'd come and go so briefly I've never paid attention. For the last 6 weeks they've been SUPER constant and it's freaking me out a bit.** &#x200B; &#x200B; The backstory: A couple weeks ago I started a new job, started Uni again, then went for a fitness test for the army and failed due to getting dizzy and needing fresh air after doing a run then 40 push ups and standing still (Not overweight, I do weights but I don't do regular cardio) I almost fainted, never happened to be before. &#x200B; Not long after that I got a blood test and they said I had high cholesterol. I start getting the chest pains that I used to get (but ignored because of how brief and mild they were) WAY more frequently, I started to freak out the occasional chest pains I used to get were a more serious issue, because of my high cholesterol. The pain is mild but my mind is racing on what it could be, I go doctors but the EKG is normal and they say maybe its reflux. They book me in for a stress echo (run a on a treadmill to see if my arteries are blocked) This whole time I'm worrying my cholesterol has clogged my arteries and thats the cause - The test is negative for a blockage but they discover a heart abnormality that 1/500 people have - They say ""you're GP will explain what it means"". &#x200B; I think my concern has been justified and my heart is fucked, further increasing my anxiety. I finally meet with a doctor who explained it in a shit way and basically says we need more tests. The pain continues, my worry continues, I try to monitor my heart rate on my apple watch which further freaks me out.. At one point I'm so short of breath I got emergency room with my partner. Bloods come back normal, EKG normal. The emergency room doctor was amazing and explained my cholesterol wouldn't cause the pain, the birth defect wouldn't cause pain and my bloods are fine - I feel like a retard. After hearing from the emergency room doctor that the things i have shouldn't cause pain and i shouldn't be worried i relaxed and the shortness of breath has been less frequent. But I'm still getting the pain and random shortness of breath, sometimes they're not happening at the same time. It just seems to strange to me that this is all due to ""stress"" or ""anxiety"". And now it's not going away? &#x200B; Sorry for rambling but I'd love some insights from people about the topic &#x200B; THANK YOU IN ADVANCE",2.641067951318462,5.456129705172418,3.300263691683572,86.59316430020287,82.1206896551724,6.170385395537528,26.11561866125761,7.510576382923642,1.6520141987829615,2439,102,446,40,68,765,266,580,0.201,0.736,0.063,-0.9979,1,0,1,0,0,0,135.0,1,8,8,3,16,33,3,3,38,0,44,42,16,10,3,96,96,42,0,12,21,0,5,1,1,6,23,5,3,2,25,31,2,2,14,2,1,12,17,26,0,1,15,17,56,7,53,70,11,79,0,1,6,2,31,28,2,8,37,284,81,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997265509396735,0.08126555131622384,0.036859323140910005,0.0,0.04163767634636965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153733300648248,0.3031550634527589,0.0,0.0,0.15904794469916794,0.04697504554098077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730474389437738,0.0390670102584569,0.031973461334900206,0.0,0.0506951622252885,0.0,0.03538263287240973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453960219155159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086184111429828,0.0,0.07163723476611658,0.0,0.08986924986126939,0.0,0.03319929316223395,0.046008929497846435,0.0,0.0,0.04286850559328746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702409341704338,0.03638808528216306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347358495661842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027464063612849192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040674500778725566,0.0,0.0,0.08409904045221131,0.02970569673534772,0.0,0.04555029348993449,0.038004564751350715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844125179127045,0.13034711208877425,0.0,0.07089485148765805,0.0,0.06651274552452645,0.0,0.0,0.04117203508457499,0.07354043161103427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686515929579109,0.1478221604702643,0.0,0.0878658756399867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340008529906215,0.04126303485566611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03389431807591222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02031452809792287,0.0,0.0,0.03679815155991451,0.10475348562379773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037528756429010685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041774015594667764,0.04529423742718932,0.0,0.12566638812970155,0.0,0.0,0.0419852703967044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166403014898045,0.06414014057254144,0.04015948906868179,0.0,0.0,0.1222225680723064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028176572322788862,0.0,0.5751908029259144,0.04878670901591716,0.0,0.0,0.0396940661706158,0.08648173597549717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393077789621504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026638052441162748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955334858382918,0.09920138187088667,0.0,0.0,0.06626984229529771,0.037854063656658464,0.0,0.0,0.04268261798447863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03201132452371202,0.041124979600781285,0.04654687311520763,0.11772586317455876,0.0,0.06641377701626935,0.0,0.09526250203833747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03126397085466385,0.0,0.0,0.03828248434837905,0.0,0.0,0.02762477524187751,0.053287249946528746,0.0,0.0,0.04849279341715351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02823098055618542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182580377109303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601061810575874,0.0667080387364015,0.05063483446954206,0.0,0.03854629168588255,0.0,0.0464240485406821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126683518530479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031550634527589,0.0 adhd,MacTheZazou,2019/09/25,"Supplement for unmedicated ADHD brain? Diagnosed @ 8. I'm now 24 years old men. I happily stopped Concerta 10 years ago. I'm grateful that I have a job & a life that allow me to stay unmedicated, but sometimes my brain is just too restless. I'm a vegetarian for 3 years and my regime can probably miss some stuff like omega-3. Do any of you have serious recommendation/story about supplements that helps your brain to focus more? I've read a lot of stories online, but, a lot of time it's looks like advertisements. Love to you all, fellow ADHD brain!",3.0350129870129865,5.682953228571433,4.877489177489178,77.09493506493506,78.61904761904762,8.38961038961039,26.688311688311693,9.095868883498916,2.6021428571428573,439,18,82,12,11,149,74,105,0.068,0.73,0.20199999999999999,0.9490000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,5,7,4,1,1,10,11,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,3,9,11,5,9,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,3,10,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471941227500883,0.0,0.12804343034211885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650811781068458,0.0,0.0982288214516628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6450018908672963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661052732909796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968196887584743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334122493372148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202709250676577,0.14113888383112533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129898667507785,0.0,0.0,0.2456071182024411,0.13036893518836712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157268617399738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573815133320648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448595431072864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286164292011178,0.0,0.0,0.15396113875660536,0.0,0.12076404699033655,0.0,0.0,0.16535710174395832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422812855606278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790571354300594 adhd,Silversiberia,2019/09/25,What is the link between ADHD/ADHD-I and depression? I am diagnosed with ADHD-I. I am interesting is there a link between this disorder and depression?,2.592142857142857,5.591792500000004,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,88.28571428571428,9.942857142857145,32.0,9.516144504307137,4.891114285714286,122,7,18,5,4,44,18,28,0.345,0.57,0.085,-0.8475,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8425787638962033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40256749904763456,0.237198556075098,0.0,0.0,0.2678381607194302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twigsofsong,2019/09/25,"Took me over an hour to make toast today I pushed the toaster down, and then started to make tea. When the toaster came back up again, I realized I never put any bread in it. On my way to the bread on the counter I noticed a bunch of dirty dishes. Ten minutes later the dishes are done and I think, isn't there something I was doing? Oh yeah, bread. I stick two pieces into the toaster, one for me and one for my friend. Then I think, I'm going to need plates for this toast. I walk to the china cabinet, stand by the dining room table. Why did I walk over here? Oh, to put the teapot on the table. Walk back to the kitchen, get the teapot. Bring it back to the table. Feed the cat. Wait, wasn't there something I was doing? Oh, the toast. Go back to the toaster. The toast is cold now so I pop it back in just to warm it up. Didn't I need something? Oh yeah, plates. Go back to the china cabinet, get out cups and put them on the table. Realize there's already cops on the table. Go back and get a plate, bring it to the toaster. Wait, there's two pieces of toast in there, one for me and one for my friend. Go back to the cabinet for another plate. Smell burning. Run back to the toaster. Finally, toast and plates meet, the toast isn't even super burned and I feel utterly, ridiculously accomplished. This whole time my friend was hyperfocusing on an email and didn't even notice I was making toast for an hour. Sometimes I just can't even with my damn brain.",1.1732972504871169,3.3384797114093985,2.2952738688027736,95.72823879627629,82.42281879194631,5.321671357436675,19.008876380168868,6.532088108194933,-0.1000380168867725,1126,28,252,11,31,357,123,298,0.039,0.892,0.069,0.8224,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,2,25,7,2,0,29,2,16,10,1,3,1,28,40,13,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,8,0,7,13,9,2,5,0,0,17,7,2,0,7,11,4,25,5,41,29,4,58,0,0,0,0,6,17,1,0,22,165,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858175919252528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074985602412041,0.0936739833838994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6182276541616782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972575112477436,0.0,0.10217374655621522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141920546183616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701183953023786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045169711175494925,0.0,0.0,0.09786050303717908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705656460435715,0.0,0.14001922908871867,0.0,0.2538514865574323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595104190584065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889245205267487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324793442003283,0.06889951678018609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034136060467948,0.0,0.0,0.2421388166889321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941458082582176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063199211747615,0.08835313414644635,0.0,0.06323072426138282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448262317755477,0.0,0.0,0.05209109309613225,0.0,0.08467773013757818,0.0,0.09925282616978397,0.0,0.0,0.1745317340063231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090878893076878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060960559553028,0.0997376832317772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rodfer07,2019/09/25,"Need help with anger issues (my therapist told me it could be related with my adhd) Since a few months back (or even more, I don't remember the exact moment where it started) I have been getting really bad anger attacks, I get angry too easily and my therapist tried to ld me it could be caused by the adhd, but even by taking my medication it doesn't seem to get downgraded, anyone else has the same problem? If possible I would apriciatr some tips to try and keepy temper down, it has been getting worse lately",7.785757575757579,6.818217272727277,8.342101010101015,70.5198181818182,63.141414141414145,11.960404040404036,32.931313131313125,11.20814326018867,3.6489943434343433,406,13,74,10,5,136,70,99,0.21,0.757,0.033,-0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,1,18,21,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,10,0,8,13,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732071635656852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856793767030956,0.15909179496574485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664129771396694,0.0,0.11939254369952138,0.12964341920664155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950439036101946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479398785228587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297076157576917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051078787321896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244873013728291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407377041019758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620608581084487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515058656269233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641753201906647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393451148308783,0.0,0.0,0.11513025344889095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504285918433718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857179557197284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946951963815563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588990229109905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135138207257114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844040841353993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099004430299996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167432254953158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605593586869703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836651505640192,0.0,0.21083538903907198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823272970570612,0.11029888927026152,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hjun12,2019/09/25,"My obsession to keep up with studying and how it makes me frustrated. * I would like to thank my friend for revising my writing. Hi, I’m a 17-year-old student who lives in Seoul, South Korea. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 3 or 4. Because of this I’m suffering with bad test results and lost motivation. Here’s my story. I was diagnosed in Busan (where I originally lived), my parents were shocked and treated me as educationally disabled. I had problems learning my first language. My parents were willing to let anyone know that I had ADHD, resulting in others also called me educationally disabled. I regularly visit the hospital to get my medication, so I rarely had a chance to develop my social skills. Because I couldn’t talk to others, I’m often at home with computer stuff. When I started going to middle school, I was afraid of being bullied. So in an argument, I threw a chair saying, “You think only you can do that?” Many students made rumors about me, calling me disabled with anger problems. They found it fun to make me angry. Home wasn’t so great either. My mom’s friend, a male who I suspect she likes, used to physically abuse me. He said they can place me in a mental hospital, and that the reason why I was treated this way was because I’m mentally ill. He criticized my taste in music and the video games I play. It was unbearable and too much to handle. I have attempted suicide by jumping off a 5th floor building at 13 years old, which left me with spine problems. Despite what was going on, I studied hard at age 14 to become a straight A student until the end of middle school. I dream of migrating to the US someday. Unfortunately, I’ve lost determination after a year and a half. I moved to Seoul before high school because of the bullying. I had trouble getting used to my new home and continued being lonely. I got behind in studying and preformed poorly on a recent math test, and end up devoting my whole energy towards English. However, I’m not the best at English. Conversations are difficult and I often make mistakes when typing. I originally planned to enroll in a college based on computer science, but because of my math skills I realized, it won’t do any good. Even if my English was decent, what can I do in the U.S? I have no idea what to do there and have ADHD. This is why I’ve been frustrated and depressed. Should I blame my parents for the environment I grew up in? Should I instead plan to become a designer since I enjoyed using Photoshop in my childhood? I’m very lost. Thanks for reading this, I appreciate it!",4.409586485918453,6.28180616188525,5.780983606557378,75.90251996637245,71.39754098360655,8.365783942833124,31.98003362757461,8.986495653885253,2.9956681799075247,2029,95,354,41,39,682,254,488,0.149,0.763,0.08800000000000001,-0.9686,4,2,0,0,1,1,65.0,1,2,2,11,17,34,3,2,23,0,38,6,1,14,0,57,68,26,1,9,5,4,1,2,2,5,4,2,3,1,21,19,1,1,9,5,1,7,5,19,0,2,25,4,64,15,61,34,4,59,0,6,0,0,29,32,0,4,21,247,85,17,0.0,0.09182626987664758,0.0,0.0,0.2794242087037902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197769579093044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052703485663155636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419065340598584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471027954798589,0.2362201148353892,0.1711880119672055,0.06594782802473992,0.0,0.08133274652660685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582748168460788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675168523776508,0.15732420914688686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372861505967304,0.0,0.0,0.0511888233566985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592249618055111,0.0,0.08497608495539123,0.1197544970834192,0.0,0.08098237500253934,0.0,0.08809145606559708,0.06500434438288756,0.06198480366232319,0.08544536611297768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942586826492281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188429160775433,0.23322012123585786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748944129794327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888664325390016,0.0,0.0,0.04259264241368164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420529979201354,0.07925024596212707,0.0,0.07572636045692459,0.0,0.13686999022708182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538052026524337,0.0,0.0,0.07333352608483586,0.1551979938563388,0.07857407044644654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807432328691072,0.15620599791289627,0.0,0.0,0.09076848948253304,0.0,0.08237152926991237,0.056972312410828826,0.0,0.0,0.07485115899128053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264898172738962,0.0,0.0,0.058943168396294925,0.0,0.0,0.25816779180136545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097227719880043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224745957004823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752219062599723,0.0,0.0,0.07968415960088525,0.07652310265805587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737214056290014,0.06163207898282326,0.0,0.2353061097021405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410980815346977,0.0,0.0,0.0790027314824067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054855760781681424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872035225783675,0.08477375320259051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622925430899526,0.0,0.14270541727466182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496596509374696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322442241482748,0.20080850562685226,0.0,0.06394662118317658,0.0,0.06151685922219618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986558885439507,0.08652734182934119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055054641432546514,0.0,0.0,0.14972472965662825 adhd,colourwithyou,2019/09/25,"any pre/post menapausal women in here? im pre-menapausal, i take adderall, cymbalta and ambien. i got this stuff from the costco call amberen and it has some interesting things in it to help with symptoms .. then i read magnesium. well, ive alreadt started taking it. unfortunately its been a humid summer so i cant tell if my hot flashes have subsided or lessened. but i may be a little bat shit adhd extra anyhow.. any tips from anyone taking similar meds and using suppliments/holistic or not/ would be much appreciated :)",3.8290624999999987,6.657790447916668,5.4852500000000015,72.83475000000003,76.8125,7.590000000000002,28.35,8.548686976883017,2.761995,417,18,65,9,10,141,77,96,0.063,0.797,0.14,0.7592,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,9,2,1,1,0,14,15,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,7,2,6,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,6,3,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493234174390574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771868956113389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250422718488426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810627884944613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300036976727894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366052680079429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201428784767728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204264764660565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263798734693616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498191079228463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951875278894407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385876844985126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092014833920829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425324858638658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333063810719284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118299923434112,0.4597048673467691,0.0,0.17813334365148215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353980667510888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602088864611698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832439268812552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447762416058881,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zooper123,2019/09/25,"I accidentally took a higher dose of Ritalin than I'm supposed to, why did I almost not notice it? I have ADD and I accidentally took 60+20 and then another 60 later instead of 40+20 and then another 20 later. This put me at 140mg instead of my intended, prescribed 80mg, which obviously scared me at first, but I decided to wait it out rather than calling an ambulance. I am also prescribed 40 mg of Propranolol, which I think could have been related, as my heart rate was 50. tl;dr acidentally tok 140mg ritalin instead of 80mg, almost called ambulance thinking I was in serious danger but ended up not feeling much at all.",3.7239516129032246,5.474783491935483,6.279870967741939,72.12480645161294,72.95161290322581,9.798709677419355,31.754838709677426,10.125756701596842,3.675941290322581,499,24,90,15,10,179,76,124,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.8737,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,2,0,8,4,1,1,2,21,15,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,6,1,12,0,16,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766771134205271,0.0,0.0,0.15041038691135908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944441076757583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841087690715166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016945004235885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665862433679493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951007194045096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998381401798206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287997150438127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826308712499075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413442513011294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890759669686207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883044949793152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410327527045905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179356000309324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971619440435165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,432ineedsleep,2019/09/25,"Different kinds of getting lost in thought? I haven't really heard anyone talk about this, and it isn't a big deal, but I am curious if anyone else has this. Whenever I get lost in thought, or in my own head to be more accurate, sometimes it feels more cluttered and full of stuff, ideas that just pass by me that I can ALMOST grasp at. Other times, it feels almost empty, like falling into nothing or walking through some mildly-lit tunnel and just staring at the walls as I go from one end to the other. Like one is connecting s bunch of dots, and the other is just falling between all those thoughts and connections... It's hard to explain.",8.052746666666664,6.580643407999999,7.6389999999999985,77.40116666666667,62.92,10.573333333333332,36.83333333333333,9.2995712137729,3.229613333333334,506,20,97,7,6,160,86,125,0.08800000000000001,0.84,0.07200000000000001,0.2647,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,25,20,10,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,0,8,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,6,5,7,3,18,13,7,16,0,2,1,0,4,9,0,6,4,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378393099775342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359053191655097,0.17284385000467534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391299923809306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624617619051605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091967274185171,0.0,0.14941014334562602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059046210815396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762681553092771,0.0,0.09587097475656976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111398905526166,0.0,0.17312561885566652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190431589912548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566570291778988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648277895728414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682922765851944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618635505655988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286187555683098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806776512941073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683969844512578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931108198591085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558742454324538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40176539945009626,0.0983650704391592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TwoJobsToDo,2019/09/25,"What kind of accommodations would help me? What has helped you? I'm back at college doing a masters degree in advanced nursing practice. I'm supposed to be arranging a meeting with the disability team to discuss accommodations. I've been a bit slow to arrange the meeting, partly because I'm just disorganised, but mainly because I'm not sure what would help me. My main problems with studying are a) it's difficult to get started and b) I'm massively distractible and disorganised. (Also c) I don't concentrate or remember well in big busy seminars, but that's not a huge issue because they always put the reading and seminar topics on the website anyway.) I've done well in college before, and I'm doing well so far this time too but now that I've finally been diagnosed and started medication (54mg concerta) I wonder if I could achieve more. Is there anyone who has found accommodations that help with problems like mine? What sort of thing should I ask for? Any advice welcome.",4.419204912734326,7.022592879120883,5.636942469295413,73.71688106011636,73.50549450549453,8.018616677440207,33.23335488041371,8.841846274778883,3.344474078862315,792,41,128,17,17,263,117,182,0.09699999999999999,0.764,0.139,0.7978,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,11,11,0,1,9,0,15,2,0,0,1,27,27,12,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,4,3,0,4,0,10,7,15,18,5,17,2,0,0,0,13,8,0,4,8,87,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406895289936513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513579414459857,0.11979773333275025,0.0,0.0,0.0979071196271202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066982703196764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345960659793353,0.0,0.0,0.1107069635939524,0.0,0.2632952726049628,0.0,0.12251109782062865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718209839313196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495136234889156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613037421882033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473351818614103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577162581887778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785983812049953,0.0,0.0,0.07522036709049038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38601040751369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027123941483322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992655520222306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033832524445041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503845454764436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590959295479792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755269609611387,0.0,0.1447334326945076,0.0,0.0,0.14401275922973694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309424697819389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038107903304548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356936006375857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564979390127692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395227934771585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883492045438329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613344228475684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454971040113926,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,baileyxz,2019/09/25,"Finally started again after having some Vyvanse in my cupboard for the last 5 years, I came to the conclusion that I might actually need some help and that taking medication won’t take away from The Real Me ™️ In the past I’ve started up with my meds while beginning school, which is always a stressful time on its own so I just equated the medication to anxiety, even though they’re two different issues. Anyways, fast forward to present day and I’ve started on Vyvanse for 10 days now and it was working. It is honestly crazy to me how much just a little bit helped, I finally got everything I wanted to do done, my mind felt more clear but this morning I took it and it stopped working. I am at the lowest dose, and I have the next step up, so I will try those tomorrow. It’s just incredible to me how much I noticed the difference in just one day. I feel like I went from functioning to just barely again. Which makes me realize just how much I’ve been suffering. How’s your journey with medication? I feel like Vyvanse might not end up being strong enough for me. I’m not sure what else to try. I’ve also tried Concerta but that was almost a decade ago. I would love to hear some personal experiences",4.478825990647309,5.663269213389121,5.494614816637952,80.70922717204037,70.255230125523,9.138173763229142,30.376815161210928,9.478462496947786,2.706388432192961,958,39,189,21,17,316,143,239,0.07400000000000001,0.831,0.095,0.7908,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,19,8,0,1,11,0,16,5,0,5,2,42,35,16,0,3,10,0,3,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,14,8,0,1,5,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,9,4,23,6,27,20,10,42,0,1,0,1,6,12,0,6,28,131,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.103350527174442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388068542812053,0.0,0.10605114966674123,0.0,0.0,0.08469425874547827,0.08812359613608266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810190138717944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950366388092066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562365474933126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113006497429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049048955345396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130177344506405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108380231426647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884721988446407,0.0,0.09380268669581356,0.10943084784644183,0.0,0.06995096211503928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518290988088587,0.10359794177324942,0.0,0.0,0.1071001159098592,0.15132080206535636,0.10168789166920426,0.2320331688099214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470397185099446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936554723392838,0.0,0.14197524573180612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054000476185252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632881838119437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348219443373796,0.10614722470054022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558573182018357,0.0,0.07069413644540709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763945356294385,0.3200722543870714,0.0,0.22470242590371453,0.10693647161287168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335627861155689,0.07852913351820777,0.0,0.0,0.11263391985087805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057648930171322,0.0,0.0,0.0717657215941248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110077510866036,0.0,0.09247441957833004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054601967910003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718413178149228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248858047092963,0.0,0.0,0.08854348463044262,0.12131678263281392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981664701137104,0.0,0.15925864953190033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405366611822857,0.0,0.06175556543622177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766722556477023,0.2157128980467652,0.0,0.10345632313986733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624670385511831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817739382648837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542039688049048,0.0,0.0,0.075233710887812,0.0,0.0,0.06820101345765593 adhd,ultimatedicknose,2019/09/25,"I am sick of hot beverages going COLD! All fucking day I've been making pots of tea and coffee, determined to consume them before they have cooled. This has not happened yet. As I type this very post the cup of tea that I have just microwaved back to life is getting cooler by the second.",4.534999999999997,5.642299649122808,4.872763157894738,85.50809210526316,70.05263157894737,7.1035087719298255,26.530701754385966,7.1686216300943375,1.2551438596491225,228,7,44,2,4,72,47,57,0.063,0.895,0.042,-0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,6,5,0,1,1,5,11,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,1,7,10,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014548288220669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335974614729527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283359212058604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36243498497281396,0.2048249012443831,0.0,0.222805564649642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34667998548231704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690969218553885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616899768948012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754662839412381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32347434533367075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dinosprinkles,2019/09/25,"For people diagnosed later in life (25+), what was life like before meds? I didn’t start vyvanse until earlier this year (I’m 31) and holy hell, it was a game changer for me. Prior to that, I was on Wellbutrin for a couple years. Prior to that, nothing and no diagnosis or help. Only found out I had anxiety (which I developed to balance out the ADHD, I think) after being checked for narcolepsy (negative, but I was so tired all the time, so foggy, struggled so hard to be motivated). Vyvanse has finally helped me start to integrate the things I logically know but can’t intuitively feel (like reasons to have self-worth/self- esteem) into my identity. Now when I don’t take it, and I can understand just how hard I was swimming upstream, and I look at what I accomplished despite it, I am floored. I had no idea how hard I was struggling. I sometimes get angry that when I was a kid, no adults ever caught it or seemed to worry about me or care that I was constantly falling asleep in class, but I’m glad I know now. I kept myself on track by constantly staying busy (double majored in college while working full time, because if I didn’t have back to back commitments I’d forget where I needed to be next). No emotional guidance or support from trusted adults, I had to figure most things out alone. And I struggled so hard with relationships and finding and keeping healthy jobs as a result. But things have gotten so much better in just the past year as all the wisdom I have carried this far has started to crystallize and take root in the deepest parts of me. I’m grateful. But I’m also always hearing about people who’ve been diagnosed much earlier or aware of/supported in their ADHD for a long time. And I’m wondering if anyone else’s journey has been like mine.",6.383221574344024,6.49052442857143,6.923572886297375,75.97002405247814,65.64723032069972,9.775451895043732,34.351166180758014,9.516144504307137,3.1932380174927104,1401,59,256,25,20,460,190,343,0.13,0.725,0.145,0.7533,1,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,4,20,13,1,3,11,0,29,6,1,6,4,55,57,35,0,3,14,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,16,14,0,2,14,2,1,4,9,4,0,0,19,7,33,9,39,35,9,50,1,0,1,0,9,17,1,10,31,181,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225745701082818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959057422106827,0.0,0.07405223975202274,0.07705067339323067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083879744123611,0.0,0.0,0.06474811957959348,0.09487971113401036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240747060782605,0.0,0.05644814107658513,0.0,0.07879583630354726,0.0,0.0,0.0818972337850283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441193930267254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013555029459,0.0,0.0,0.10246021233882396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797423663251905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735547340842326,0.10416261122291028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376206163416222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682137596044399,0.06615350603449495,0.0,0.10143884663286708,0.08463478322072775,0.0,0.0,0.1015311933753066,0.0,0.0,0.04837971283738676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318058844322989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436700495203496,0.0,0.1241357453446673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453420379842347,0.0,0.0,0.091891277610659,0.0823071938517657,0.0,0.0,0.1017811497326327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308123310050214,0.13571914529593282,0.0,0.0,0.08194814492872625,0.0777607339661362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285779872895057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614340720589416,0.06866177600402458,0.0,0.0,0.0984812212841126,0.0,0.0,0.0888522612772967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042652331816794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027684824607264,0.08839724142295016,0.1283944533983606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520829091659612,0.0,0.09941781685038673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842996227575808,0.1932041294388196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158383358002464,0.0,0.19662841110878104,0.09869935009469928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904170855149843,0.0,0.0,0.21016291628544956,0.0,0.0,0.13924745162669352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845581086967613,0.05933438360839152,0.0,0.0,0.16198753039853409,0.10643015446113492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963999349789849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004208221021059,0.06741395129846332,0.09403986247980974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889422050701534 adhd,vkkkg,2019/09/25,"It's honestly impressive... **the lengths I will go and tales I will tell to do everything BUT what I'm supposed to do.** \- went to the store to get a new laundry hamper because mine was ""too small"", my dirty clothes are now sitting in a larger holder of dirty clothes. \- elaborate excuse to my prof about a (non-existent) power outage that prevented me from submitting my paper 24 hours ago... A paper that I have yet to write because instead, I wrote a fake blog post to send to my prof about the longest power outage in recent history. \- skipped class the past 2 days because I'm wasting ""valuable study time"" commuting a total of 30 minutes... drove a total of 40 minutes getting to and from my favorite coffee shop to study at. It's only Tuesday I can't wait to see what I else I won't do this week! What about you?",2.566708333333331,4.7242980874999985,3.91,86.02833333333336,77.5,6.516666666666668,28.166666666666664,7.554174236665415,1.7937166666666668,634,28,121,9,15,208,101,160,0.098,0.823,0.079,-0.7133,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,11,0,10,0,0,0,2,9,20,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,0,2,2,4,2,1,0,0,4,1,15,3,22,13,2,21,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,11,75,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216602119383956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572968022289911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126591025007656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889031920813853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247348736419719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26128865127465817,0.0,0.1421130075740488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462555182375237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415063571371353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901794183196038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387074522893199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394852343003492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690086311062945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992628463651311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856061195284848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581009566072173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058043317531749,0.0,0.0,0.23180510265661375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sawhiii,2019/09/25,"How do you actually decide on a goal and stay motivated? TL;DR: I spent hours planning out and scheduling each day of my week after I started college for the first time in 7 years, then proceeded to disregard all of it today. I feel like I can't move and I'm doubting everything. How do I kickstart it up again and stay motivated in a new situation? Do people actually have 3 or 5 or 10 year goals? I was so excited and ready! I'm a 32 year old chronic underachievier, but I have been in therapy, on a good medication combo (Vyvanse, Welbutrin, and Lamotrigine), and so determined to pivot my (sad excuse for a) career into something new and fulfilling! I started a very accelerated Medical Assisting program after researching careers and schools available to me. I'm passionate about helping people, it's interesting, and I felt like it would be a good fit for me. I had the plan set up to start classes and said goodbye to my tech job I wasn't feeling great about. I felt a huge weight lifted. I have TIME! That's all I need right? If I have time I can get my WHOLE life in order: go to the gym, cook healthy meals, pick up my hobbies again...and still have time for this school that most of my peers were doing while also working, and some with kids at home. I spent hours picking out a planner, planning out days, researching exercises to do, recipes, groups for my hobbies. I even made some short term goals for once. I was very confident and excited to have all the time to improve myself! Week 2 of class, it's Tuesday. Material so far isn't very hard so I wasn't motivated to study. I have done nothing on my schedule today (honestly just a few ""clean up the apartment"" tasks and ""do homework""). I feel like I can't move and the longer I sit and stare at my phone, the angrier I get at myself for not being able to do things that I really do want to do...I think? Then all the doubt. Am I going to be just as bad and miserable doing this as I was my last job? Will I ever like anything I do? Can I interact with the general public in a medical setting without being awkward as hell? Am I that annoying adult student that doesn't actually ask questions but just makes comments on shit...the people I didn't like (so obviously no one likes me). Will *insert various negative traits* keep me from doing anything well? What do I even want to do with my life? In all, I'd really just like any advice or tips you have for staying confident and motivated going down a new path and making goals for further out than a week or two. I don't want to waste this time I have and regret it later.",3.589218750000001,5.131475734375002,5.235203125000002,80.32698437500002,72.90625,8.479375000000001,29.0109375,9.052201404669685,2.4572889062500005,2024,83,397,43,40,687,247,512,0.086,0.715,0.19899999999999998,0.9954,2,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,2,0,14,20,25,2,4,22,0,48,11,0,11,7,82,77,41,0,7,13,0,7,7,0,3,7,1,3,2,16,29,3,2,12,3,2,5,12,9,1,3,16,9,55,16,64,54,13,83,1,3,1,1,14,30,1,11,48,271,71,23,0.07730174709655924,0.0,0.22630606276549464,0.0,0.0,0.07553837260595751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181817922476642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256783881551838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722550264950827,0.0,0.07226669856647164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454372992949364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099706463726602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910652587312271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021141498142744,0.06992385585737984,0.0,0.0,0.06947382584496067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725825796891587,0.11044876714280263,0.14844359949088315,0.0,0.0,0.06575282659071748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077394469200007,0.0,0.13179709288330654,0.1296740758160882,0.0,0.08522544907309698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692471817880016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181373162792821,0.0,0.07753995513705311,0.0,0.15225329927788372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342011227616706,0.06870934462015464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301124121044277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920102011711262,0.26436010278518024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314478218081573,0.10319903288971373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362013293057335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431904718118567,0.0,0.057318265985217776,0.0,0.2239755271305965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417311117879682,0.0,0.08111518002433457,0.0823238378017318,0.052381664417567766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077389471725545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865956480840603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904295722883373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601526965089127,0.07353166341079452,0.0,0.0,0.15646699001006426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934913253866317,0.0,0.08689040255277238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595106615365972,0.0,0.0,0.16414372339456024,0.24718013124061214,0.06173327508604968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840128471897672,0.0,0.05135584590466388,0.049531838231731545,0.0,0.0,0.2704516222571203,0.0,0.1465460351829903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551257453017281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134611114560007,0.13678371977027062,0.0,0.1860203962540628,0.09413270275169232,0.06950355420642343,0.0,0.0,0.08630464002876963,0.0,0.0745161256818051,0.0,0.0562765925456596,0.0,0.0,0.05491294324192104,0.0,0.0,0.14933937207855327 adhd,manicpixiewannabe,2019/09/25,What do those who have have been on medication (vyvanse/adderall) since childhood think about how it has affected you long term? I graduated college in May and I definitely still have ADHD hardcore (along with some other depression/anxiety/stuff) but I can’t tell if my dependency on vyvanse is helping or hurting at this point. I’m also not sure I’ll always be able to afford it in the future. I’m thinking about weening myself off of it. I’ve been taking it since I was 10 y.o. And I’m nervous about not having it (I experienced pretty bad withdrawal after not taking it for a month once) but I’m also not entirely certain that some of my current issues weren’t caused by being on it for my whole life. Thoughts?,3.709940047961632,5.798818741007192,5.226780575539568,78.22036270983216,73.82014388489209,7.511031175059952,28.84952038369305,8.344100000000001,2.317200959232613,571,24,101,10,12,192,97,139,0.125,0.8029999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8176,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,15,2,0,4,2,24,24,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,1,10,2,19,16,4,16,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,6,8,76,23,2,0.18815537936331828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261262018630651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009355777963588,0.1565603484434584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571018825129243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328740439074105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261165846420557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014242251305496,0.0,0.0,0.196385331753059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289970885995167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651158983204395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954674975868016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018382870077274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037933829465268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786765069156749,0.0,0.0,0.19142166389240228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112881483067556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026112900975785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153928935908878,0.0,0.0,0.1773342183224778,0.0,0.2829388581106685,0.0,0.1644560948475888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112473942956425,0.0,0.14937435405465085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100687616431708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yiiyyiiyyiiy,2019/09/25,"Do stimulants numb your emotions? Long story short: Had a huge adventure with ADHD meds as my psychiatrist was adamant I had ADHD (which is getting less and less likely). Had emotional blunting and I am now curious if that applies to ADHD people too. Two reasons why this question is itching me: * Actually lost a friend as soon as he started stimulants. Became super hurtful towards me and started preaching me how my mental health problems are just willpower issues and how I should stay away from talking with him about his mental health. The irony... Also messed up as I did open to him about my fear of committing suicide. * Another friend that's been on stimulants since early school seems to never give a damn about other's feelings. I have never seen that amount of ""I don't give a damn about your feelings"". That person is always on some quest to do something. Alas, I can believe this person has ADHD compared to that other friend. What docs told me: One should have no side effects on stimulants. I find this unrealistic. Another doc (a very reputable one that attended multiple top universities): ADHD meds are WAY over-prescribed. I also listened to lots of talks from Russel Barkley and he does show some data that a huge portion of people believing they have adhd, actually have other disorders. I am now super curious about those 100% ADHD people.",5.381491022638563,7.871101770491805,5.7225761124121775,74.72937158469949,70.22950819672131,7.92630757220921,31.2911787665886,8.704169506293173,2.9671719750195167,1088,48,167,20,21,347,143,244,0.095,0.762,0.14300000000000002,0.8642,1,0,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,2,1,5,14,15,2,1,7,0,24,4,1,8,3,32,36,14,1,4,2,0,2,1,3,2,4,1,0,2,16,8,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,8,0,3,9,4,23,7,29,25,7,24,1,2,1,0,20,12,2,6,10,125,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.1565975447939072,0.0,0.6749966496751001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832941776190224,0.06676278859239837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826890654657434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538437339293856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079701623166294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195741974559074,0.0,0.07021507378775857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050942544827397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028781913478623,0.08113947580702012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733342603106352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859704288248181,0.0,0.04192000404511927,0.15393938556612985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057425503759982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589430908577175,0.0,0.0,0.0837455493477814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039199262019382584,0.0,0.0,0.07100634471413247,0.0,0.0,0.08758708399227785,0.06821378714998583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824824026064118,0.0,0.16171805443283616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376591590725468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087399949400762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687664178333556,0.14011797963802974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677502626473194,0.0,0.0,0.0898826950154648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249598243312317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120312656711377,0.0,0.07304385081568616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663720573036047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061769601122104265,0.0,0.0,0.1135829228912624,0.0855209118153981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776517302835596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898133245559654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766689467971323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837892384314189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620311193852775,0.0,0.0636876107265719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724005198707173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,esTHedik,2019/09/25,"Existential Thoughts Anyone else have such a racing mind that you can acknowledge your own existance? It's kind of like... seeing so much of the big picture that it makes you anxious. Knowing that you only have one life, and this is it. You, here, today looking at this text in front of you. Existing in the early 21st century with cultures, experiences and cherished memories that will one day in the next hundred years... that will be long forgotten frankly, out of existance at some point.",6.77719696969697,8.240312022727277,6.355,75.62333333333336,65.13636363636363,9.957575757575757,35.12121212121212,10.125756701596842,3.7566984848484832,390,18,66,9,6,121,64,88,0.043,0.92,0.037000000000000005,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,12,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,3,11,8,3,15,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,1,7,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698859750710084,0.0,0.16704256257186864,0.2447785385399644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540690095674228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956805836220076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336874222637241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24877479893354065,0.13129172077306508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874024395578804,0.11671316463189622,0.0,0.0,0.21141661280337154,0.20061358312043648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946581787547615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121819381205714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561701995825554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540700127713069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32376601695300417,0.18169217893089112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258351882558737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037023593798685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965778902105268,0.0,0.0,0.2264467282541089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538420431708667 adhd,S1ESTA,2019/09/25,"My life story: How I failed, How I tried, How i failed. (1) Hi. Just before reading my story, I want you to know that I was born and raised in South Korea. Please forgive the poor writing. When I was 8 or 9, I was a kid who can not sit down for 5 minutes. I annoyed my friends at school by talking silly jokes at classroom, while teacher is doing what she supposed to do. I could not focus on things that I'm not interested in, but at that time, I thought the reason why I can not focus was because of the boring environment. I was so serious 'bad student' who always disturb the class so bad that my mother had to have serious conversation with my teacher for every six years of elementary school. Sitting right in front of teacher was daily basis to me. So she can handle me when I be total disaster. But in spite of my bad behavior, my grades were unusually good compared to other kids who behaved like me. So my parents, especially my mother always tolerated shame of going to school so often because I was not able to control by teacher. She always told me ""don't talk too much, don't overreact, don't have radical emotions like extreme anger, extreme happiness, extreme sadness. just try to sit down and think your friend who want to study"". These were the lesson she gave to me every time when I get to door to go to school in morning. She always try to remind them. But every time, I could not control myself while I know that I shouldn't be. After graduation of my elementary school, I went to decent middle school located in rich town. First few weeks of school was total sadness. Since My family got moved to new town, there was no friends who knew me. I had to make a new friend without unusual friends, and environment. So I did what I did when I was elementary school. I overreacted to get attention, I talked to much to make new friends to laugh. I was a definition of *class clown.* Later, I manged to make new friends. They liked my overreaction, they laughed even though what I said was what total retard would say. But their reactions didn't last too long. After a year, they knew that I was not a funny guy, I was a just crazy weirdo who do not want to play with. So I was alone again. I started to masterbate way to much, I started to play game way to much(I slept like 3 hours everyday to play video games or watch porn). Somehow I was addicted to everything that gives me extreme feeling. In young age, I talked to myself that I am useless antisocial idiot. Those bad habits continued to my high school life. And it was obvious that my grades were bad. But even my worst behaviors, my parents always supported me to have normal life like others. When I got into high school, I wanted to be something. A lawyer. Because I read almost all John Grisham's novel in school library, It seemed to me being a lawyer was like having a great power on society. I wanted be important person. Luckily, when I knew what I want to be, I started to study. Because I did not studied ever since I was born, I had quite hard time making myself to sit down, and focus for long time. Every move to study was new to me. I sold my gaming computer to prevent myself to get into addiction of gaming. I changed my phone to old one so I could not watch porn all night long and get exhaustion in school. But these actions just made me hard to get into gaming and pornography. They could not stopped me from doing it. Lifestyle of wakening in 4 am to watch porn for straight three hours did not changed. But with my will to be lawyer, I tried to study. I tried so hard, Even I can't focus on a book for 20 minutes, I stayed in school for 11 pm. I asked my teacher to give me a classroom to study after 9 pm. Because I knew, when I go to home, I would do the things that don't help me to be lawyer. My friends told me that ""You are the hardest student in this school"". My teachers had some expectations and they supported me to study. But truth is, I was not studying. I had myself to get on chair and grab the pen, but I could not focus. When I tried to memorize, or read, or solve the math problems, It was *painful* to follow my minds. Most of the time, I easily got into daydreaming of telling myself **""It would be so damn good to be lawyer! What should I do when get to rich? What should I do when I defend my client? Oh shoot** ***is that a new Japanese pen*****? wow that looks pretty neat. How much would it cost? Look at that beautiful color. If I have that pen, maybe I could focus and try more. Who knows. Wait, was that an earthquake? I felt some vibration. Should I run outside? Should I tell this to my friends so they can run away with me?"".** And then, somehow it was 11 pm, closing time of after studying room. I blamed my stupidity and lack of willpower. End of the day, what I studied and memorized was what other normal student would do in 1 hour. To have same result, I had to put 7 painful hours. And when I was third grade, the time so important to all Korean student because it was crucial to have good KSAT score at end of third grade to go to good university. If I failed or get lower score, what I dreamed of would be just another daydreaming. But I was tired of trying so hard but not getting any results. So I quit. I quit be hardest student. I made some reasons to not study. I blamed the system. I was loser. Obviously, I could not get score high enough to make me what I wanted to be. I was so sad at that time. It was something I wanted to do so bad. When I finished my KSAT and walked out of the school, I knew I could not able to be what I want and that thoughts evoked me to think about my trying-times. The sum of all times of trying looked to me so stupid. The time when I walked out of school at 1 am and telling myself, ""You were the last person to walk out, and first to get in. You tried. And that's alright. That would be enough. Your efforts and times won't let you down at the end of the KSAT."". **They all looked so stupid and silly.** What I did was just to get this little score, why did I tried? why did I tried to suffocate myself so hard? My head was full these kinds of worst thoughts. I wanted to try again. I wanted to study another year to get better KSAT. But, my parents and my grand parents did not want me to do again. And there was little coward in my heart saying ""*Do you really want to do this again? What if you don't get what you want after putting your precious* ***year****? Can you live with that? Don't try to proof yourself that you can't be what you want. Don't you sick of failing?"".* And I agreed with my little coward. &#x200B; My lunch time is almost over. Got to go back to work. If I can, I will try to finish my article in very soon time Forgive the poor writing. And thank you all for reading.",1.6848469753172175,3.9554738618127767,2.9058632559034514,91.4762801051878,81.18424962852896,5.745595262274579,21.94199707099105,6.975086986363912,0.5794745700022457,5222,165,1095,63,139,1679,425,1346,0.147,0.722,0.131,-0.9895,7,1,2,1,0,0,220.0,0,16,9,17,61,79,8,2,33,1,135,17,3,17,14,195,219,86,0,44,47,6,8,6,9,15,10,3,3,5,67,39,1,5,24,17,6,18,33,34,0,7,75,19,193,45,172,104,26,165,0,9,8,3,86,56,1,19,89,762,260,50,0.058856706472954226,0.0,0.0,0.06416249763168734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893648969902821,0.030478898826018463,0.0,0.0,0.12243373674487275,0.031885608436686835,0.03575867027609632,0.020012289342036433,0.06171638854766651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02751153774042971,0.0,0.027648906587820727,0.02262858713501338,0.14742867437593507,0.10763550593314206,0.0,0.02504136110360888,0.0,0.0,0.026026986967904626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226259132761036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601280099675139,0.18796916361944074,0.0,0.0,0.0189788532906072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033102936442979215,0.07819435850853514,0.060814711175925774,0.0,0.05831144930185095,0.026619630307412233,0.09917862734479818,0.0,0.02644830633777485,0.0,0.02774243237498337,0.0,0.014879859619441937,0.0,0.028255834089073832,0.0,0.0,0.05006348445893243,0.0,0.0,0.2046264543928415,0.0,0.21525139937800367,0.05646071593006219,0.08362405660478205,0.09873242590397846,0.09414616965776287,0.0324448633344294,0.0,0.0291386964232173,0.0,0.03132702923823477,0.13181012091113278,0.0,0.030201980500739793,0.0,0.0,0.03487274027722182,0.01972520485134763,0.09327801276914337,0.02951903773744534,0.0,0.11592400019036728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030645101338785407,0.048519159962528376,0.04797607127542688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03009248501623072,0.06235834857217104,0.08626324144682287,0.08848482314622781,0.025985775060233997,0.0781294996740352,0.09884961999394476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055691638760336205,0.09821827150128196,0.0,0.029564736265558205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02971424768834427,0.0,0.0,0.06255536447176263,0.10816612849266076,0.0,0.0,0.17053252161279392,0.0,0.027616515981113504,0.057667075881467585,0.0,0.0,0.030880106339832025,0.0,0.01994141376480484,0.0,0.06262768539357448,0.0,0.1307068146332088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051391405883184665,0.0,0.032303494685032345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02993921492545981,0.0,0.028158959661391824,0.0,0.05916724633672764,0.0,0.0939020282237826,0.11774526786720847,0.0,0.018852556639338547,0.060514496824817576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02513165287016117,0.027993102952972183,0.0468052153225135,0.0,0.4765290332817805,0.0,0.026790467534837912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048686875802850416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531076812139389,0.0,0.0,0.06248861966304407,0.03136670898309397,0.0,0.02460342102012452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678989302198121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461358242108817,0.0771650335075662,0.027093673836198224,0.0,0.0,0.039101780510929884,0.03771300097822288,0.02891320763892828,0.07008847587242333,0.24023873200232626,0.03382356295968609,0.0,0.05624010528365222,0.0,0.2996988017959164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02428147340656751,0.2603640780182311,0.04671771404404677,0.02360564987539878,0.0,0.0,0.02728037828026909,0.0796635345251527,0.0,0.0,0.028367882366729737,0.0,0.021424191646150798,0.0,0.0,0.14633540458943398,0.0,0.03575867027609632,0.07580357855132222 adhd,GreenPear222,2019/09/25,"Are there any symptoms to ADHD that could be confused for medical symptoms? I get a bunch of odd symptoms on a daily basis. I wont list them all and It’s hard to fully explain it but I don’t feel well and then I’ll have a few hours when I feel good. During the periods I don’t feel well one of the issues I get is that it is hard to concentrate and I feel “out of it” or weird. Sometimes eating makes it go away (blood sugar is not low, I’ve checked). When I am having my feeling bad period it sometimes can feel like my mind is going in a circle.. like I am stuck on a task and literally feel like I am going in a circle without any progress.. does that make sense? Anyway I always thought that during those periods that I feel weird and I can’t concentrate it is because there is some health issue causing it but today I started wondering what if it’s ADHD and thats what ADHD feels like? Also when feeling like that I have issues focusing on people talking or forming my own thoughts into words, but again I kept thinking it’s because my mind is focused on not feeling well. So my question is does anyone have symptoms that could be mistaken for health issues but realized it’s ADHD?",2.568557654466744,4.39790470661157,4.166269185360097,85.71767217630854,76.31404958677686,6.427705627705628,25.98661944116489,7.2636822038024595,1.3343842581660759,937,35,183,11,21,313,120,242,0.084,0.754,0.162,0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,12,14,0,1,8,0,25,10,1,3,1,48,51,19,0,3,10,0,13,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,22,8,2,1,18,0,1,3,7,5,3,1,4,14,22,9,18,42,6,24,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,7,16,130,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823365565347056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360312936176109,0.06617847027518965,0.0,0.0,0.1081713856467682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561186318391094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472459762362907,0.0,0.0664073781479394,0.0969660993684371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170309323666868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270024916943732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920108106636234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138290518765502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423613176708904,0.22727577267808946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310622728996153,0.0,0.1356026277914474,0.0667091551581414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249327678143994,0.0,0.0,0.1690813626080878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832474533515958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33205038106048257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428091988464746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617882184830556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012190870406657,0.0,0.0,0.16061287596656354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538941427896368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055138703813516134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909602767869028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573218699162221,0.0,0.05629441373562116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306641714471259,0.0,0.06392623387917425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096203016792344,0.0,0.12628186316602966,0.0,0.0,0.07538871696064696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145312400687272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766677187958702,0.08625098390221445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,majaha95,2019/09/25,"ADHD experience of the day: at least I won't go hungry... Watching TV, feeling peckish and wanting to grab an Amazon gift card from my bedroom, I wander to the kitchen, but don't see a single option. Wallowing in my sadness, I glance in my bedroom and see, oh, I left some dishes on my nightstand! Should put those away. But hold on... One of the dishes is from a snack I had earlier! Of course! I bought blueberries this morning and totally forgot. Now I have a snack in-hand, and another dish to put down and forget on my nightstand pile, when I remember to go get that Amazon gift card. I guess it's a win?",2.3261157024793384,4.299940123966948,4.010743801652893,85.89975206611572,77.51239669421489,6.7140495867768575,25.876033057851238,7.686295010490155,1.4997371900826448,469,18,93,7,11,157,78,121,0.052000000000000005,0.809,0.139,0.8529,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,0,6,6,0,0,1,18,16,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,5,6,2,2,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,3,6,14,1,17,11,4,16,0,1,4,0,0,9,0,3,3,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28576659008673105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933414236357976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340310486705128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334909315385298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325954738478497,0.0,0.0,0.12022923323967875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423077407440836,0.0,0.270272877920108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619426121088804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583497847278853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112657968392716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780712212280097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693595542389379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789613904384839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024941213104372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crayz92,2019/09/25,"Apple a day Seems like ADHD can result in a poor diet leading to even worse ADHD. I don't know anything about nutrition, but after committing to eating one banana, one apple, and one orange every day, my mental health has been noticeably better, and negative symptoms are easier to manage. I also mixed coconut oil, almonds, avocados, and soylent into the diet, and took out almost all the junk food. Been much happier lately :)",9.079078947368425,8.869200855263156,9.830526315789477,58.42368421052634,60.18421052631579,11.284210526315787,34.78947368421053,10.686352973137794,4.238773684210527,339,12,44,7,4,116,61,76,0.1,0.6890000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,2,2,14,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,1,3,2,8,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,34,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45176330548616705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820667286567605,0.0,0.0,0.15030506222140574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546683947318752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662281770415115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424268463135065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232171043683624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414045377909992,0.0,0.15835757751497884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272721770270617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978407495282574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329344591573747,0.0,0.2120179237381559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182380189377944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894113030182255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381662685668947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139844777601321,0.0,0.0,0.3820832040806392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110434588135615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535398400393145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882147056841924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915390377960088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rwaltonen,2019/09/25,"I actually paid all of my bills My life has been turned absolutely upside down the past few months between my health, wife's health, crazy busy work, and a 2yr old who has decided that 2-4am is the new daddy-daughter time and that bed times are merely a suggestion to be conveniently ignored for several hours every night. Tonight the little one went to sleep early and without any fussing. Even though I'm exhausted in every possible way I managed to sit down and get caught up on all of our bills that I'm frankly embarrassed to say how far behind I was on. Even though meds had worn off I got all of them accounted for and paid. It just feels like a massive weight off of my shoulders and had to share!",9.196642685851325,6.695257741007197,8.555791366906476,74.98414268585134,61.5179856115108,12.144364508393288,37.55515587529976,10.504223727775694,3.598394724220623,562,20,113,10,6,178,98,139,0.08900000000000001,0.877,0.034,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,6,0,9,7,2,1,3,15,20,9,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,6,1,1,2,0,5,2,1,3,0,1,10,3,10,2,22,9,4,24,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,11,69,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.16245741642449202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320998443383765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991281307033456,0.0,0.2805278962834404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417571058980569,0.11893111349749848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697729664455503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314676571101633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35391426881450083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394618867383684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175875408441556,0.08133219255508252,0.16685356482384958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849182797410152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328802541628849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607844042501647,0.0,0.15622727069868275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746894769657519,0.0,0.1128090396514597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892101541914785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767766411042688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238909370937996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880714841519488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659710363611954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32712537089495264,0.0,0.19414801036609056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107903607924747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214159532966308,0.0,0.2027239858696304,0.0,0.15432573193768312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047776774906505,0.0,0.12119714847784012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thawkzzz,2019/09/25,"Does anyone else have imposter syndrome when they take their meds and are productive? Like when you can actually study longer, finish projects, read, whatever. Sometimes when I accomplish things I blame it on the meds and not myself, even though I know that’s ridiculous. I just want to know I’m not alone.",6.511545454545455,8.346363745454546,5.005227272727275,83.66784090909091,66.0909090909091,8.40909090909091,30.113636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.337636363636363,246,9,44,4,4,71,45,55,0.087,0.765,0.14800000000000002,0.3485,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,6,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,27,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.24287118016949305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776483561946434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402282715710324,0.2550071828895797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779674590638226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079074769432008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438302916632228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735561054556944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159029748454965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528996068515835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489475570460231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461488881061587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712694178485764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534495034355004,0.0,0.2445235392794986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679599407375707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anniecski,2019/09/25,"I don’t know how to help my ADHD daughter. My 15-y-o has been recently diagnosed and started Adderall 5mg XR a few weeks ago. Within days she was doubling it (the doc said she may need to), and now is on 15mg XR. She’s a busy girl: she was recently accepted into a youth orchestra, she has a part time job on the weekends, and she attends an early college high school. I ask her every night: Is your homework done? Did you turn it in? “Yeah.” Until today, when I saw her grades posted and she’s missing nearly all her science assignments, and has a 37% in the class. Her dad and I had told her that if she fell behind in school, she’d have to give up the orchestra. She LOVES the orchestra, and I can see that it’s given her confidence and new friendships. So I’m torn, because on one hand, I understand that she’s got this issue in her brain that keeps her from staying organized and getting stuff done; on the other hand, I feel like she’s lied to me. And goddamn it, actions have consequences. On one hand, I think: this is her hamster wheel of a brain; how can you punish her for it? On the other, how can I just shrug it off? She needs to pass high school science, and I don’t know of any other way to make her understand that school has to be the priority. Help?",2.5135531135531157,3.971969461538464,3.897802197802197,89.16910256410256,75.53846153846153,7.106227106227107,24.68864468864469,7.793537801064563,1.1670183150183155,980,32,212,14,21,323,142,260,0.052000000000000005,0.8220000000000001,0.126,0.9613,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,1,0,15,1,24,7,5,4,1,30,48,18,0,3,2,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,17,12,0,1,7,4,0,4,2,2,0,2,12,7,40,3,28,33,4,40,0,1,2,1,37,17,0,2,17,148,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186259382357436,0.0,0.10463640920256057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027206963636369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035259562554857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195682512829395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263546054681945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612681422518969,0.0,0.0,0.11980934195547285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159427880849216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945480929982488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968518179687755,0.0843286629915655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167165950910208,0.11323588329639117,0.0,0.0,0.09440833776686523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582410678115643,0.2494340355426277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320435368327233,0.11713768545317906,0.10492044984717476,0.0,0.0,0.12974472237679605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766897201788097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653679937521067,0.0,0.07879342332866644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505212092694042,0.0,0.11400493480284242,0.0,0.11077367791665714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997555572150907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782712585467546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305084821080502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310290574015416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122842205193812,0.0,0.0,0.477856019988112,0.0940635603872992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355017498398956,0.1258162224581477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512894270639347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563604015961384,0.0,0.0,0.06883077798220304,0.0,0.11188926353264232,0.1127934333380562,0.0,0.0,0.12839493854302111,0.0,0.245770122146292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369561700065444,0.09468553738274156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jsc_TG,2019/09/25,"I forgot to take my medicine for a while and wow. I am on Evekeo, have been for a couple of years now since I finally decided I needed medicine to be able to make it. I usually take it every morning, it helps me wake up and go to college, and if I don't have college I will take it whenever I wake up to go to work. Usually, I won't take it if I do not have work or college, but sometimes I will. I did not take it since this past Friday (it is Tuesday as of writing this). I have been unable to focus, felt tired, felt just completely off. I could not figure it out. I slept extra last night to see if that was why and I slept straight through my first class and the alarms. I was going to clean my room and just could not focus and felt terrible. Then I decided to take my medicine at like 7:30 pm. I feel amazing. My room is clean (mostly, still have some sorting), I am not tired, I know what is going on, I feel like talking to people, everything is just better. I do not feel like I have a drag on my mind and body at all times. I always forget how badly I am affected but just wow. Just wanted to talk about how big of a difference it can make.",2.021526965562053,3.1790748477366293,3.6744379467186516,91.49812865497078,76.24279835390945,6.926489062161576,23.489062161576786,7.475848149327749,0.7953341563786007,880,26,203,11,19,294,117,243,0.099,0.753,0.14800000000000002,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,10,10,0,1,5,0,28,7,5,5,1,53,53,19,0,7,17,0,6,3,0,3,2,0,4,0,13,9,0,1,10,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,11,7,33,7,29,36,4,31,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,7,17,144,46,6,0.1098280497063757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138573549732823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170183398412277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713398488349848,0.0,0.12199420426229675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515262055104668,0.0,0.0,0.17537752180160002,0.12152264803721335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474693623436645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092534868722564,0.0,0.0987063693225642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659708568561368,0.15692236130983353,0.3163564531687741,0.12031126010067628,0.0,0.09341968297455798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967124654612805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361542664225508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035862386698819,0.08952451906522269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096931237238513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466221520155768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089502174582787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143610723111283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030661846933078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484330074759483,0.07614094102529581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751873613045108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181701795297728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086227494555649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770882236618703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495462150658582,0.176551252282805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640416189975674,0.2524623735573883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419201607231675,0.0,0.0647794292634684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910273219965184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599122564640008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072566315685225 adhd,Motivated_Wanker,2019/09/25,"Do you think a whiteboard would be beneficial for my son? This might come off as a silly question, but I have teenage son with adhd. He takes medication and does reasonably well at school considering his difficulties. But he's reached that age where personal hygiene is an issue. Things like oral hygiene, deodorant, etc. Do you think having a whiteboard set up with reminders might help him remember to do these things on a daily basis? If not, what helped for you? What didn't work? On a side note: This is my first time here and there are a half-million subscribers. WOW!",4.131886792452828,6.70239652830189,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,74.28301886792453,7.258867924528303,27.581132075471697,8.238735603445708,1.9688294339622647,456,18,84,8,10,140,81,106,0.025,0.7829999999999999,0.192,0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,0,17,17,6,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,8,4,11,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,4,4,59,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398858599440653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194163121382053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467527217066814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261181766501076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978351402646055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26758142232794985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833527384195613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975166925384437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010805678016849,0.0,0.4234977331008548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742869793404962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360275889928194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522670428361373,0.0,0.0,0.2261130256099802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201044404075966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007776792397404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652167651367915,0.2557970504757217,0.0,0.0,0.1163910085234602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946844694523098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531447749481674,0.0,0.0,0.141793333497014,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tishirodo,2019/09/25,"I just want to start doing something I’m just frustrated right now. I have a test tomorrow and I haven’t done anything to study, I even had a break last week and I couldn’t even open my notebook. I feel useless sometimes, like I know what I have to do and how to do it, but I can’t bring myself to do it. There are times where I love my ADHD, but now it just feels like I burden. It’s just like I NEED a specific goal, not something abstract like a test a month or a week from now. Right now the only thing that makes me move is training, because I’m preparing for my black belt in karate. And it makes me so so happy to finally reach something till “the end”. I had the whole day today and I spent it watching a TV show, you know how it is 🙄. Anyway, I love this subreddit and only now I got the courage to post anything. I just feel so understood and it’s kind of encouraging knowing that I’m not alone in this. So thank you all for everything :D .",1.7283318700614598,3.226989910447763,3.228141644717592,92.97740122914841,77.75621890547264,6.520456540825284,23.26631548141645,7.285733465282438,0.6867697395376062,736,23,170,9,17,242,106,201,0.037000000000000005,0.716,0.247,0.9933,0,1,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,21,14,1,0,11,0,15,2,0,4,1,33,36,17,0,3,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,7,2,1,2,5,3,0,0,6,5,25,11,14,29,2,27,0,1,2,2,5,6,0,1,21,114,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749684918997393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443463162184269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938090342668185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495926348063375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988276033812961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426249139821591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344133192168555,0.0,0.0,0.1841064523169823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525766143543418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141048443130514,0.09956666494521098,0.0,0.15267410996866645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114677145469264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836301319212894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513344178359575,0.2297839579632363,0.11360596054948105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27235850829099023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515755244165965,0.0,0.1860624395583308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124459659875896,0.14812930862009688,0.0,0.10334182503299326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119958403057193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347888518881126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380441323025259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218837974110432,0.1378414753664823,0.0,0.09864750588511856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831408488223506,0.0,0.0,0.09259189458504992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126834656393962,0.0,0.13210740474131874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220462240028213,0.0,0.2235900070344436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556027359880135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pawz2thewalls,2019/09/25,"Moving to & Living in Rural BFE with ADHD/SPD I’m beyond frustrated. I moved to the most BFE part of Arizona known to man, from Indiana (near Chicago). I just want to take my medication, as prescribed, without the $390.00+ receipt for payment attached to it. Without the 4+ months waiting list I’ve been on since JULY (when I got to Arizona) to get in for a new psych evaluation, let alone however long it takes after that to actually SEE a Psychiatrist. I want to go back to school this upcoming semester, and I’m frustrated. I run out of my medication tomorrow and I CAN live without my meds...I can. But my quality of life as an adult was truly shit before my medication regimen/getting formerly diagnosed (again as an adult) with severe ADD/ADHD & Sensory Processing Disorder. I’ve come so far, and my TeleTherapist agrees I likely should be continuing my current regimen until we come up with a plan to possibly taper down my medication as I get older. She feels hopeless FOR me as we know of no TelePsychiatrists who are willing to diagnose and/or treat ADD/ADHD/SPD. It’s beyond frustration. It honestly feels like sorrow, because I had to grieve who I was before treatment. It shouldn’t. Be. This. Hard. To. Find. Treatment. For. My. Conditions.👏🏻😔 *end vent session* So sorry to rant here...but, better to throw it all out here than at my therapist and/or S.O. yet again this week.❤️",2.7221843401607444,5.399211921052633,4.755662431941925,77.30394736842106,80.16541353383458,8.330619652579726,27.96940627430645,9.035553425615538,2.954492247861032,1105,50,195,31,29,378,164,266,0.17,0.763,0.067,-0.9816,2,1,0,0,0,1,61.0,2,0,0,2,11,12,4,0,8,0,13,8,1,0,1,29,30,13,1,4,5,0,3,2,0,3,7,0,0,3,12,12,0,1,5,0,0,7,5,7,0,0,5,4,24,5,50,19,3,35,0,3,1,0,8,12,1,1,18,124,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.10199245941532606,0.0,0.3768234689287995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824697074914078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264859070838996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036628959859826,0.0,0.06371193356219985,0.0,0.1778706966005649,0.0,0.0,0.09243583612010292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006241785815916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216291355791084,0.0,0.0,0.11978429692092052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257008142516003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569277703708052,0.0746661927388895,0.0,0.0,0.09552565563309427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638157603386058,0.0,0.059398804798649785,0.0,0.08359092737618748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362573355523007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057439215233428424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687460737722486,0.0738226838223156,0.10212239651354137,0.0,0.1845789409188019,0.09249329855098187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211551672164501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342360864827245,0.22216776094273674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094212493354672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318055424735125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782599379722815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577568890615416,0.0832856549651063,0.0,0.0,0.118073238124301,0.10728408794523324,0.08645664744946854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699701341383285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716592641569832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135103642087025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232923927610638,0.0,0.08383636515750552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022488460257406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Halfawake1,2019/09/25,"What careers or job qualities enable you to be most productive and why? Hi everyone, I am having a difficult time at the moment with my job and I wanted to hear from you all about your experiences. What type of job or career has allowed you to be most successful professionally without sacrificing your personal mental health? I currently have a job where I have to work countless hours of overtime with no system built-in to alleviate the mental exhaustion that it causes. I am unable to convey to my boss why this is important for him to consider and it often leads to conflict and intense burnout with frequent mental mistakes. I think I need a job change and I appreciate any advice my fellow ADHD people can offer.",7.551136363636362,8.28628078030303,8.276818181818182,65.11022727272727,63.16666666666667,11.145454545454548,35.43939393939394,10.9516,4.309557575757577,581,25,90,15,8,195,88,132,0.09300000000000001,0.833,0.07400000000000001,-0.3542,7,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,5,3,4,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,4,1,24,14,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,17,1,19,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,5,5,70,23,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672363490618984,0.13597990822252976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462965180464017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294973144922452,0.14720672975206006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296783515090715,0.0,0.1361195437256359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791444497628548,0.15683693660252473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370388912823306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6904455334121823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207042192645933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318110225649424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647202560334596,0.1215041108330745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891644151771526,0.0,0.0,0.08114195365093395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207677334062975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25113010659928875,0.0,0.0,0.13413971709672776,0.0,0.10130594061582901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aldebaramin,2019/09/25,"Tips to stop hand tremors My whole life I’ve had hand tremors that I’ve always told people are the “H” in ADHD. They subsided for a while but recently have resurfaced. I feel as if they’re a mix of ADHD and Anxiety when I’m nervous or in a social situation, and I’ve become quite self conscious of them. The hand tremors I get cause my hand to shake a little bit, making them unable to be fully still, I’m just wondering if people experience this too and what they do to stop them.",3.7202164502164483,4.676291151515155,5.0630880230880235,83.9527272727273,71.82828282828281,8.08138528138528,26.26406926406927,8.418075326091056,1.6251402597402596,380,12,79,6,7,127,65,99,0.11,0.763,0.127,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,1,4,2,0,2,6,0,5,5,4,2,0,15,12,10,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,9,0,10,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,6,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530664364041433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568421495763304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419743234926538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817686904316424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578668311212125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363531246624505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843833501110029,0.0,0.0,0.09530825531244126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848036134059238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313892197417526,0.0,0.18892055730324112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582124208160955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613560813661371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048662440817636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611513432230856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664040321593265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187520983543207,0.0,0.1921459463997504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150531591849184,0.3151789320756316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011414254773506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104468753584289,0.0,0.0,0.20441375664992298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,teenager265,2019/09/25,"People are jealous of my accommodations, they don’t understand how deprecating it can be. People are like “oh you get extra time on the test? The math teacher makes you do only half the homework? So lucky!!” No. It makes me feel special. I don’t want to be special. To be so bad at something that you’re an exception to the rules? It makes you feel like shit.",1.0227543035993705,3.554025704225353,2.7768075117370934,89.20524256651018,87.73239436619718,5.40907668231612,21.973395931142417,6.937597516519254,0.735712363067293,279,10,57,4,9,92,48,71,0.157,0.659,0.184,-0.4405,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,3,8,2,0,5,0,9,1,1,4,0,10,17,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,7,5,7,14,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,38,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282047509346233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763903024513269,0.19525470114907276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279464442619585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705363271446203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473151990832553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078666814165032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789613299470959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805516360403206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104095271337594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937087708976772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845282377822417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120695604971633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DangeruslyAnomonys,2019/09/25,My adhd was giving me a hard time focusing to do work and then I ranted to myself about how it distracted me and used that moment as an example I’m behind in a lot of work (also adhd) so I tied to get some done. All I did was focus on everything but my work. It was fucking hell! Why was I like this? I FORGOT MY MEDS!!!!! It sucked because I’m still behind on stuff and it’s stressing me the hell out!,0.023678160919541117,1.8868826321839087,2.9639080459770137,91.03022988505751,84.74712643678161,5.705747126436782,17.712643678160926,6.937597516519254,0.08103678160919525,307,7,69,4,9,109,59,87,0.253,0.6970000000000001,0.05,-0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,4,2,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,11,15,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,7,1,12,1,12,8,3,8,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,2,5,54,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945697376188606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454708534954998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125430062867188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105650542896638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492481813975184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022283063006867,0.10750168751273656,0.1973848058938764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432153898381268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052448496431343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493073765845432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285542077187092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432108826042252,0.0,0.2356986563422777,0.0,0.23554724306721836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998095794404985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771153473102896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566739770645893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493896161090381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pinkandthebrain,2019/09/25,"I feel like an ad for adderall I was diagnosed with adhd when I was seven, but unmedicated because my mom wasn’t a fan of meds. She gave me a cup of coffee every day, and my 2nd grade teacher actually thanked her, assuming I was being medicated. I never connected my general exhaustion to the add, going to the point of having a sleep study a few years ago, and being sure that I had some sort of disordered sleep. Cue last fall, when I finally went on meds, and after some experimentation, discovered that there are hours between 3-7 on the afternoon where people do things other than fall down unconscious. I have gotten literal hours of my life back. Today I taught a full day, spent several hours after school doing prep, and then went to the gym. A year ago I would have left right after school and slept for 3 hours. I’m still impulsive and disorganized, but the hours of my life I’ve gained back are incredible.",9.025511363636364,7.142113255681817,9.34909090909091,67.21863636363638,61.32954545454545,13.118181818181819,35.63636363636364,11.93303328291395,4.1341386363636365,727,24,136,19,8,244,112,176,0.036000000000000004,0.8759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,12,0,15,8,3,1,2,20,26,11,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,1,5,2,1,0,1,12,1,18,3,20,11,4,38,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,26,91,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.11475004209875506,0.0,0.1413193000451726,0.0,0.2084713624528248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083758677112804,0.0,0.07168125075486635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151670539936017,0.0,0.0,0.1193505059203742,0.0,0.0,0.13476734646110464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907392539189404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945660436107127,0.08400570796367962,0.0,0.12881315953185785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682862037383694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790081015167801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585084676788752,0.0,0.0,0.12776094900906693,0.0,0.16611337985209654,0.0574481160976579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612300608014819,0.11845869156708914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377189842569484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069199698781624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152150659040497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115974924318248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042048647344663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801298301043045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328422622924212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353481309320305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390684228851763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082637660259463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826028518857504,0.0,0.0,0.0781210022510615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114607591671939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801262911257946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353195409492697,0.0,0.0,0.151447106839318 adhd,RageUnbound,2019/09/25,"Unusual starting dose? My first day of medication Recently, I've been thinking whether I have some form of ADD or not (Age 19) and so I decided to fill a form with answers to questions ranging from never to always. I gave it to my doctor and he then, on the same day, prescribed me Concerta 27 mg since some of my answers led to believe that I could have some form of ADD. I have never taken a medication to treat a disorder before and it made me concern a lot. Today, I finally decided to go with it and took my very first concerta pill this morning (at 7am). At first, I didn't see or feel any effects but later when I started to head out to college, my heart rate rose very quickly and I had difficulty controlling my breathing. I had to voluntarily breath air from my nose instead of doing it involuntarily like normal. It made me question a lot of things, such as am I taking the right dose or is this normal for first time users? By nature I'm a very anxious person, especially when multiple people face me, and I can get easily stressed out (when I don't have enough time to do things or when I have to do something but prolong it for another time). I question if these could affect me badly when taking concerta and if those are the reasons why I was having a hard time controlling my breathing (I'm usually in a stressed state when walking quickly to the bus station). However, that feeling normalized when I was in class and I no longer needed to breath air voluntarily. I still am not sure if it has affected my thinking when in class because it's my first day and I've read it could take a week or two to see noticeable changes. When I returned home, I took a quick 2-3 hours sleep (around 4pm) because it was a long day for me and when I woke up I had the exact same feeling the morning when I was going to college. Really quick heart rate and had to breath air voluntarily. However, this could also be caused by the fact that someone was knocking on my door when I woke up but the feeling took a while to go away (20-25 minutes). All this has me extremely concerned and I've read multiple times that 18 mg is the starting point so I just can't break out from this thought of whether or not all this is normal and if it's gonna get better later on. If anyone can tell me their thoughts on this or even just share their experience with me that would be a great way for me to calm 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adhd,iamashametosociety,2019/09/25,fuck stims they make me arrogant hate food make me feel slimy ( mephlydite and amphetamine) . wish i could just smoke some pot instead but my parents are the type of people that think you smoke the leaves so no i cant. just wish this shit didnt suck so much i feel more like myself when i smoke but i get work done and not weirdd and fidgety . stims make me hate life . just wish i could smoke some cannabanoids but my family is so against it its not even funny,1.2846442687747055,3.7975218913043487,1.3957312252964442,99.95243083003952,85.52173913043478,4.649802371541502,17.059288537549406,6.1124844417494595,-0.5968173913043482,362,8,81,3,11,107,61,92,0.21600000000000005,0.624,0.161,-0.8037,1,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,9,6,5,0,2,0,7,4,1,3,0,24,21,10,0,5,8,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,14,1,2,17,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700596850259395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730701228488558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170322712255208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943280067383486,0.0,0.17102593317667247,0.120820510614815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204502519817314,0.0,0.0,0.15635020149409068,0.08835905999242498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339451492773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907536373962638,0.0,0.0,0.11945559331730393,0.08262427505258506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33866995996168914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432384133109835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778953159600836,0.0,0.0,0.11724762865637907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736009003662048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836629763573047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834445087084689,0.0,0.0,0.12312254492143625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shakir19,2019/09/25,Anxiety about ADHD intake I have an appointment with a nurse practitioner for ADHD diagnosis in my new state (Washington) and I have my letter from my old doctor in California with my Diagnosis so I can get properly medicated. Its in a bit more than a week and I’m nervous. I don’t really know why except that I’m running out of all of my meds.,2.2020496894409973,4.5465614202898585,5.697763975155282,71.76913043478264,79.72463768115942,9.739958592132506,25.799171842650104,9.957137785484203,3.2281867494824024,274,11,51,10,7,102,49,69,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,13,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139397785849765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539858302383956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27885674266299953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614371830808349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344844459517513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037429455794725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837183697430863,0.25731270551480856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466899925624391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26802441427321194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363108971206844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048856442321012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230480339511184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daredevvil,2019/09/25,"ADHD takes away from my identity? Hey, I made an account just to talk about this because I’m not sure if others feel the same way? I don’t really know how to explain it, but I feel like ADHD takes away from my identity. Like, people are always like ‘Oh, hey, you’re so energetic and active, that’s awesome!’ but it’s just....the ADHD. or ‘I like how curious you are!’ it’s because I’m just impulsive and need to know. I didn’t do a good job of describing but like, it feels like these are traits I should like about myself, but if I didn’t have ADHD I probably wouldn’t be that way, and so, it’s not REALLY me that’s ‘fun and energetic’ it’s just the ADHD",0.6122713257965096,2.5389296978417306,3.223150051387464,89.63807553956836,82.9568345323741,6.849126413155191,19.281089414182944,7.957251820313856,0.7082945529290852,504,13,114,10,14,176,69,139,0.01,0.7190000000000001,0.271,0.9906,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,30,22,15,0,5,12,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,12,10,10,16,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7091671873491938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819955497531582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176161527568308,0.0,0.0,0.1438840723588407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901874494395378,0.16862266263373124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898701680574627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711361069392932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971805655236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035998370912447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167048984029496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750807164266006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181809210590002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272422307948242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512093579229509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112295769286175,0.0,0.17746811518962607,0.09485755249523073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873527203596347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADDitionalRedditUser,2019/03/31,"Persistent, crazy insomnia on Adderall IR? Surprisingly only saw this posted one other time a long while back when I did a search of the subreddit, but that thread didn't really have any helpful tips, so going to try this again! &#x200B; Since I hadn't had any success with extended release Adderall, my Dr. switched me over to IR a couple days ago. &#x200B; I took my prescribed 20mg IR a couple days ago At 8am and 12pm and didn’t sleep for a solid 40 hours after. My heart rate never went below 100bpm when I normally have a resting heart rate of around 70. &#x200B; How did y'all get through these first few days on IR? Tbh I’m kinda scared to take it again. I’ve got 4 exams coming up this week and honestly need the focus but also need to be able to sleep. 😂 btw I tried melatonin, vitamin c, and otc sleep meds. Does the insomnia get better??",4.34219298245614,5.401603994152048,5.079780701754388,84.02388157894737,70.46198830409357,8.039181286549706,27.11549707602339,8.344100000000001,1.7453777777777773,677,22,134,10,12,219,118,171,0.054000000000000006,0.83,0.11599999999999999,0.8857,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,9,5,0,1,9,0,9,9,5,1,1,15,21,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,10,1,10,4,18,10,2,30,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,18,73,17,2,0.10527742954682907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664417843329534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419032237291155,0.0,0.34220415278863153,0.3837708002648688,0.14318452441746007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371923240788846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809518449336052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310933115460426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068718365391576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297494676970756,0.0,0.20368569801978065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921289880485084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089548927791533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000622354510813,0.0,0.059831589330778936,0.0,0.08419997768481538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495085218081053,0.07056524187226709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367706158036592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316721226143718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693949112892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612376008701534,0.08119644381417769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031495284411235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133871086222313,0.08006822915302805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082667613643864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744341715034965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054010727724522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708657762807584,0.0,0.316060378942172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791555250814511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061388115787417825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696709788552224,0.14295292814065158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444720374580862,0.0,0.0,0.09759323191934356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837708002648688,0.0 adhd,isaacpk24,2019/03/31,"Vyvanse and anxiety So most of my life I didn’t know I had ADHD. I’m now 18 years old and on my last year of school. I started taking 50mg of vyvanse. Last year was my most successful school year, but one of my unhappiest ones. I got a lot of anxiety from taking them. So this year I moved down to 30mg and they literally do nothing at all. And I’ve been depressed lately because of something else. Today I took 2 tablets because I forgot I already took one and I’m literally shaking with anxiety waiting for class. If I don’t take tablets I get depressed. But when I do take vyvanse I get anxiety. Is there anything I can do to stop the anxiety effects? Do I need to see someone about trying a different medication? And recommendations?",1.2346921921921918,3.762588520270272,3.6423423423423458,83.59349849849849,86.09459459459455,6.5321321321321335,28.492492492492488,7.793537801064563,2.20103933933934,583,30,113,12,18,201,86,148,0.198,0.784,0.018000000000000002,-0.9751,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,6,4,0,1,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,20,28,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,8,1,20,1,16,20,4,21,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,4,14,72,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046925306771094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289820122738379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470714223976415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618379189867003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250016451081796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134030783924609,0.0,0.0,0.12211664139700068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763977587461216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213187018789975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348108146089723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423520024035209,0.1905485924015897,0.1318478018147828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825570972433288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936875707669544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774615299176025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242268940575806,0.0,0.08666640025314316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215127378592256,0.0,0.1226478250477387,0.0,0.2376064706236685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658131573823216,0.0931396904029943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903360019093836,0.08998134754094249,0.0,0.0,0.08272956497801798,0.0,0.0,0.09771844836427153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515223776385233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079031371915272,0.0,0.2597200404639329,0.07935509419380757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763403507196949 adhd,Stephodrawrus,2019/03/31,"Scared of losing friends if I move back home TL:DR at end I’m finishing higher education in the near future, & my family are suggesting I come back to my home town. They’re offering up a pretty favourable renting sitch so financially it could be a good plan (although on the flip side there might be fewer jobs - though that’s another kettle of fish entirely). Also, my close group of school besties may be moving back after uni, too. The thing I’m worried about is my wider friendship circle. Besides my gal group - who may or may not also come back - I have few friends back home. I’ve been in my new city for half a decade now and I wasn’t a very big social butterfly when I did live here, so most other friendships and acquaintanceships have fallen away. Plus, a lot of them have moved away to new places themselves. I’m very scared that if I move home I’ll find it hard to make new friends / rekindle old friendships & I’ll lose the friends I have in my new city. I’m scared I’ll be miserable being away from my city friends and city vibes. I’ve really got used to being a short stroll away from all the adventure and excitement I want, which is very different from the slow pace of life offered by my home town. The things drawing me home are: My family (it would be so so lovely so spend more time with my parents and siblings. My dad has worked away a lot over the years and I feel like I’ve missed a lot of my little sisters growing up years whilst I’ve been away. My close gal mates (Although I might get new city fomo from not being in the city, I might get meet up fomo when my close gal mates are having regular meet ups that I can’t join in on) The rent sitch (parents said they’d let me cheaply rent out the top floor of a place they are the landlords of & potentially eventually buy it off them with the rent money or something? Idk the whole details yet, it’s still hypothetical, but basically it’s a super generous offer & feels dumb to turn it down especially when it’s so hard to get on the housing ladder and they’ll be nearby whilst I learn how to adult properly & the house is super dreamy with sea views and a beautiful attic study that I could paint in.) TL:DR Considering moving to home town post graduation. Very on the fence about it. Pros -more time with fam -more time with small gal crew (if they do move back too) -financially good cause of generous parent offer -IF I wanted kids would be an ideal place for it -dreamy af living sitch -be by the seaside -fresh fruit and veg from fam Cons -90% of friends in current city because I was a weird kid plus drifted away from most home friends and acquaintances in the past 5 yrs. will I be lonely? -making new friends might be hard -further from places to do my sport -need a car to go anywhere fun -fewer young people to date/befriend -higher cost of living (aside from rent) -fewer jobs No idea what to dooo! 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During his down time he likes to watch me and accuse me of having various mental illnesses. Everything from chemical imbalances to personality disorders. If I'm hyper he'll accuse me of being manic, call be bipolar, and etc. I usually brush it off and sarcastically call him ""Dr. Phil"". Ironically he has never accused me of having ADHD, and I'm not chemically medicated so it's fairly obvious watching me bounce from one unfinished task to the next. Over the course of the last couple of years I was involved with a woman who has Borderline Personality Disorder, and after our separation I hyper focused on any material regarding BPD and mental illness. I read anything I could get my hands on. I finally laid it straight for him today in the most ADHD fashion. I must've turbo talked for 10 minutes. I asked him what criteria I meet for any of the disorders he accused me of in the DSM-V. I asked him if he knows that everyone exhibits some behaviors that are shown from people with PD's, but not as extreme. I told him to tell me the 7 stages of gaslighting and to give me examples of when I've used them. I asked him to name what other disorders show signs of hyperactivity. His response was accusing me of attacking him verbally and said ""See you always have to be right, just like a Narcissist."" 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What's the best way to know if I have ADHD? ,-3.907499999999999,-2.602476749999997,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,108.16666666666669,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.8693,37,0,11,0,2,13,12,12,0.0,0.524,0.47600000000000003,0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6064617127015179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529573264099669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382397939377405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773289435426177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005481841782009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cazzie_J,2019/03/31,"It’s been about 3 years since I’ve been diagnosed It’s been almost 3 years since my diagnosis and I’m really happy with myself. At first I was scared about the medication. I thought it wouldn’t help that it would make me worse somehow. My mum said to try it, see how it goes and then decide. That’s what I did and I’m glad I did so because the first day I took it I was able to sit and create a dream catcher for nearly 2-3 hours. I have had to have the tablets changed to a higher dosage once or twice but other than that it’s been really helpful for me and I couldn’t be happier",0.4031980617807349,2.328780779527559,2.4357480314960647,94.9995457298607,83.7244094488189,5.797456087219867,18.430648092065415,7.010146845296331,-0.010560993337370927,457,11,109,6,13,153,76,127,0.034,0.813,0.154,0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,5,0,15,2,0,2,0,17,22,10,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,13,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,12,2,13,2,12,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,7,72,26,0,0.19325081097708105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935127721717369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780390068245047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443373387065653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246307858395118,0.0,0.0,0.19614550524412366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287580821897652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571908176933126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590638900913444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190313121400958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289964169443418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467986104295235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580580666641207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760283596348906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382577522962995,0.0,0.19347777466460972,0.0,0.15399587608189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197181356780396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341955759074413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470876161502572,0.13120461533704586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969390862643132,0.13727983148148035,0.0,0.0,0.2488943725850413 adhd,redditzand,2019/03/31,"Desoxyn perscription I've tried all the ADD meds Ritalin,concerta,adderall XR and IR,vyvansse, and I'm currently on Dexedrine the problem is it only lasts 2 hours of good focus before I crash.I have severe ADD since I was a child and I'm now in my 20's my current psychiatrist said he wouldn't prescribe Desoxyn ""because it's crystal meth"" and that it's ""way too abuseable"" for him to prescribe. Yet I've read great things about it treating ADHD/ADD especially with people like me who have tried everything else. I'm in LA if anyone could pm me an openminded doctor I'd appreciate it, otherwise any tips would be great. 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I can't seem to find anything about this online so I thought I'd ask here. When I'm on my meds (Dexedrine) and rubbing one out, I get a weird, uncomfortable feeling in my balls near the end of the orgasm and for a few seconds after. It kinda feels like muscle cramps almost. I wouldn't say it's really painful but it doesn't feel nice either and kinda ruins the orgasm. On days I'm not on my meds, I don't have this problem so it definitely has something to do with the meds. I don't have any libido or erection problems or anything like that. &#x200B; Does anyone have an idea of what this could be? It doesn't seem anything serious because It's fine when I'm not on meds (Which is almost never, but still) &#x200B; ",3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,4.607098765432099,86.07694444444445,72.33333333333334,6.881481481481483,26.462962962962962,7.1686216300943375,1.1964592592592598,630,21,128,6,12,205,91,162,0.132,0.7859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,8,0,14,4,2,0,1,30,26,13,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,8,2,0,0,9,7,0,2,1,5,9,4,20,22,2,20,0,1,0,2,2,10,0,8,12,85,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005318149771766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381047672270546,0.2670267333723681,0.07472056719456427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682900491665247,0.0,0.2712598216072692,0.0,0.10272076668617593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698039319856461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772835956372926,0.0,0.0,0.07086199176611978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615466853073328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463796201467135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667231792488008,0.07849661230902921,0.0,0.0,0.1004261779091799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740653504045992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240384880631904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736133547381456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102464732236946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474441439339105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445593663478807,0.0,0.11691756237156288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102761359829456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039043365218901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737911432291025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000569645378661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458918008296729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774843008851223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723057752966852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670267333723681,0.0 adhd,xrked,2019/03/31,"Had a friend use me and my behaviors to try and get her own diagnosis Had a friend who I thought was really supportive and just wanted to know what life was like with adhd. Just found out she used my experience and related my stories to a doctor to get a prescription for adderall. I like genuinely have no words and just can’t wrap my head around this right now",9.540833333333335,6.649125861111113,9.339444444444446,70.85000000000005,61.22222222222222,14.044444444444444,37.888888888888886,12.45797560212912,4.409605555555554,290,10,59,8,3,95,51,72,0.028999999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.185,0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,2,0,18,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,9,5,8,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787951699555927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651159779905032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374416072459924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269211899215781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543543613189213,0.3584547186036159,0.0,0.2424002033357203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380786543071475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749027404244825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385450519836892,0.2266676566605633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861248304007935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810985891126487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632484292148015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416639948205596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749935654559374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007128925190187,0.0,0.0,0.13682795696788438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foliana,2019/03/31,"Sad Sunday Afternoon For context: suspected ADHD-I, meeting psychiatrist this week. Many self doubts. So here I am, on my bed, on a Sunday afternoon. I had many plans for today, such as cleaning my room. Organizing my closet, cleaning up my papers, and finishing overdue homework. Perhaps walking to the library and checking out books as well. Yet, I can't seem to get up. I know I need to do these things, but I can't. Instead here I am, lying in my bed, just on another sad Sunday afternoon. Trying to pick myself up, but failing. What are your guys' experiences with procrastination? 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Is there a way I can avoid it,0.4008333333333312,1.4964218611111129,3.84,88.90500000000002,80.3888888888889,8.133333333333335,23.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.278344444444444,121,4,32,3,3,45,24,36,0.166,0.758,0.076,-0.6249,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,0,6,12,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571738311074893,0.1877588300999974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31262165667402153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573810946365593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504805575308172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111954900007695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205713519111029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633422206916213,0.2444824295982305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,frenzycat,2019/03/31,"Specialist or not So how do I find the right doctor , my pcp does not prescribe ADHD meds. Do I have to see a specialist?",0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,2.764,90.08866666666668,87.8,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.0067333333333337,93,3,20,2,3,32,21,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646004726512403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956864926000319,0.3383034499403148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533320115407224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294091807710825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33014178151545776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080584771313791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,capacochella,2019/03/31,"Recently diagnosed and feeling a little bit angry. You mean to tell me my daily struggles aren’t because of lack intelligence or emotional maturity?! I’m glad I found the answer to why I cry at the drop of hat. Now I need to breathe, dust myself off and find a healthy way to live with it.",2.885172413793104,4.762465448275865,4.802965517241383,81.28858620689657,75.55172413793103,8.088275862068969,28.84137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.431761379310345,228,10,45,5,5,78,48,58,0.201,0.619,0.18,-0.3429,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,6,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,9,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658620726954495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28043665647172417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821607855732947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071870762528543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889453562086083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988172047756838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347754851596189,0.0,0.0,0.28164584673603565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574522735274849,0.22682184234832584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798078766715885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904666280201212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536291717170874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685373930818413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451661886148436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389228232004727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178616797190485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RickAstley666,2019/03/31,"How much screen time do you guys have? Is it kinda disheartening to see? as of this post, i have an average screen time of 9 hours and 27 minutes with 7 hours and 34 minutes today and 7 hours of the day left. i am probably gonna reach 10 average hours on the week also my last post got picked up by a filter and normally i would just not submit something if its been insta deleted. how about you",4.576097560975608,4.6237985609756125,5.7718536585365845,82.89143902439027,69.48780487804878,9.486829268292682,27.37560975609756,9.3871,2.0346409756097557,310,9,67,6,5,104,62,82,0.038,0.948,0.013999999999999999,-0.4151,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,14,10,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,10,6,1,15,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,2,10,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362165473572588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158235933817761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363812589100278,0.0,0.0,0.17782678829537224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7074576137791765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463934855908877,0.0,0.0,0.19512994698032327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202262004327944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596447599172732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440037681309012,0.0,0.1936332438688009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311356230030836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826061834056064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209445991463125,0.0,0.17023458416184448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405987289199862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757877818009278,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ResidentEvilMane,2019/03/31,"cant finish anything :( hey,do you often find yourself in a situation like this? i cant even watch a video,read a book or even do things i love cause i loose interest really fast. it wasnt that serious some time ago,now i feel that this thing is affecting my life. what do i do?",0.7300564971751413,2.7165542372881357,3.0450000000000017,90.74569209039551,82.89830508474577,7.3231638418079115,20.002824858757066,8.344100000000001,0.9567604519774018,216,6,50,5,6,74,44,59,0.040999999999999995,0.7140000000000001,0.244,0.8857,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,2,0,7,9,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,7,3,1,8,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,4,31,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593044830631544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072196245823999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30050227194885565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864181005559088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790869956564792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673612312199903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661803897486666,0.1429122338184576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26401393071233153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29260271762733264,0.0,0.18739808085076987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288087338733053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886793057184731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057283826472466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redditbeing16,2019/03/31,"Trapped in a worm hole So, I'm not diagnosed with ADHD yet, but am diagnosed with aspergers. I need to study asap, but for some fuckin reason I keep doing other stuff that isn't my priority. I've cancelled a test 7 times, yes you heard correct. I keep booking it and keep cancelling. Time is passing me by and I don't seem to care enough. What is wrong with me? I only start to study a day before I book a test and each time I realize I need more time. I study IT and it's very hard and I just get derailed so easily when I start to study. It's like the smallest thing can make me stop studying for days when I go in a rabbit hole of doing everything except studying. Part of me feels when I start to study I should never do anything else, because I really struggle to get back to studying... I either have ADHD or I am a lazy piece of shit? I just I hate being this way, I just don't care, yet I do. Sigh",0.541875000000001,2.5541444375,2.65816666666667,93.1035,83.79166666666666,5.506666666666668,20.016666666666666,6.742157984588678,0.21350541666666656,700,20,157,8,20,236,107,192,0.22,0.718,0.062,-0.9844,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,11,9,3,1,7,1,15,4,1,2,2,33,34,13,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,10,9,0,4,4,2,0,2,5,5,1,0,1,3,27,3,19,31,7,22,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,18,106,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217891766469704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101696724582752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294343754764117,0.0,0.08161040513949744,0.0,0.11391978551274967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729938123575448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267966283448746,0.0,0.0,0.2717654348715301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183736796671416,0.0,0.0,0.13833111595884548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203203521050055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769242331888889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989080560987474,0.0,0.07608559736595062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992783172190928,0.1321761910038413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569890863380816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540572297299735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936418732643515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985367542815409,0.10325448480798574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181977636365508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497615077121628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576527449264312,0.13764823865148607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187693403435565,0.0,0.0,0.13742320147424586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28427728507041305,0.0,0.0,0.11192748005572786,0.0,0.1399577001490856,0.15325756438918325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889421791120169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122598956904575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046285507264456,0.0,0.10626562872368753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637389304030074,0.0,0.0 adhd,losername3000,2019/03/31,"ADHD and depression Does anyone else struggle with depression and ADHD? Even with my medication (70Mg Vyvanse) On my bad days, I can still sleep the day away, add weight and avoid life in my dark bedroom. Sick of seeing functional people, living and going about life while I’m stuck in my bedroom drinking the day away. 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If so, what was your daily dosage and how well did it work for you?",5.392999999999998,8.483777633333336,4.043333333333333,83.885,72.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.8506666666666671,139,5,22,2,3,40,25,30,0.055,0.866,0.079,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7358501890334365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683980066786194,0.0,0.0,0.21406271169713734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605056409220737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525984783133656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287617485830336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lulustone,2019/03/31,"Tired of people who think that ADHD isn’t a real thing. I don’t know if this is a problem for other people or just me. But god do I hate people who tell me ADHD isn’t real. I have a teacher who is convinced it’s not a real thing. She went on a huge rant on Friday about how ADHD isn’t real and it’s just an excuse for bad parents to drug their kids so they don’t have to deal with them. It annoys the crap out of me. She was so condescending to. While she was ranting I informed her that I had ADHD and that it is a very real thing that many people suffer with. And it’s not a excuse to drug kids it’s a real problem people have. I told her that some people don’t take meds for ADHD but some people struggle with out them. Here are the exact words I said to her. “Mis *blank* ADHD is a real problem some people don’t take meds for it. But it sure as hell makes life a lot harder. It’s not so made up corporate America thing to drug kids for seeing the truth it’s a (personal I hate when people say this but I did said it) mental illness not a fucking conspiracy theory. Your the crazy drugged up one not me. Your an ignorant self centered psychopathic brat. You shouldn’t be allowed within 10 feet from a school” I had had a really bad day that day and I wasn’t going to take shit from anyone. Usually I don’t like cussing and screaming at people but it was warranted here. She actually called my parents and told her side but they know she’s crazy so I didn’t get in trouble but I am transferring from her class. 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I've been sitting next to my textbook for two hours without opening it. I get super anxious about not reading but I also don't want to read since that's all I've been doing for the past week and feel I deserve a break. I often worry maybe being in the sciences isn't right for me but I'm just so passionate about learning about cells and cancer and chemistry that I feel it would be a waste to try to find something else. Anyone in the sciences that can give words of advice? I just want to know I'm not alone and that it's possible to succeed!",3.269094304388421,4.542106815126051,4.143137254901962,88.90856209150326,73.28571428571429,5.961157796451914,27.507936507936506,5.82211442006289,0.958276563958916,457,17,93,2,9,147,75,119,0.146,0.736,0.11800000000000001,-0.3733,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,0,1,23,18,8,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,8,3,17,13,1,11,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,62,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104820515640555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248737916379705,0.0,0.15634771811323322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295217924596844,0.0,0.0,0.22086844898948274,0.0,0.13670377536576375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332188994520602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770949035035107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786908171026319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214488758785048,0.18754913784205446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253604858497225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744611210225934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964141157544495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792503071258966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866345573106764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040595239068075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911219174200858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669628077044941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617262804878096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051164966903932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273713345221236,0.0,0.19098295784030486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306314283738926,0.0,0.15682476601311365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846278488127285,0.0,0.0,0.1985479164389339,0.0,0.1388833103534082,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TrainGJack,2019/03/31,"ADHD and Playstyle in competitive video games Hey guys i recently got diagnosed with ADHD and there this thing i wonder, so basically in video games such as Dota 2 and CS:GO i just cant seem to sit still, always taking unnecessary risks... I'm just always where the enemy is and not next to my team mates, I have some professional gaming background and we would fight a lot about this behaviour of mine. I was wondering if its something to do with ADHD, like can you guys relate to me?",5.694290780141841,6.3930146702127635,6.462553191489363,76.63333333333334,67.19148936170212,10.09645390070922,27.368794326241137,10.125756701596842,2.540636879432624,385,11,74,9,6,127,72,94,0.068,0.8859999999999999,0.047,-0.4404,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,1,1,0,1,8,3,1,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,18,13,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,11,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,6,4,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273842323589403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958311248845137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661806871524327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889477865477853,0.0,0.13917293939563646,0.0,0.0,0.34459760146317425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850132577005301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479384041169812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506326632326847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181542086692342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841358721913024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396259898096705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896585520307878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308350358028332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560554718458285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37741622418489773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361281834950183,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,classy_pugilist,2019/03/31,"ADHD rant. Thinking about trying meds Some backstory: (24M) ADHD whole life I am not the over exaggerated can't sit still ADHD stereotype. I'm the very slow-minded, inattentive-type. I've been told throughout childhood I was fine. I found out I was secretly evaluated by my middle school counselors and when offered to see a specialist aka psychiatrist my mother declined. I read documents with detailed analyses supporting their claims leading up to the evaluation supporting their claims. People I talk to who took stimulant medication told me about their stories and how they had a negative exp, misdiagnosed, etc. I never had any of those exp. It would of been great to at least give it a shot? &#x200B; Now in my mid 20s. Attending community college (on/off since 2015) I feel like I'm stagnant in life. I work full time, but I feel management doesn't wanna promote me b/c lack of consistency. I have short burst of hard work sure. I'm not a people person, I'm a terrible leader/teacher. For the past 3 years I've tried to embrace the 'Self-Improvement Movement'. Nothing I do ever last beyond 2 weeks. Then I'm back to my bad habits of frequent inconsistency. Yeah all the side effects I hear about ADHD meds scares me, but it feel like I'm running out options. 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For those who have, life changing or stressful? There are parts of my house, like the showers and toilets that are embarrassingly dirty. It’s the dusting and cleaning that I struggle to do. I’m wondering if someone doing that for me would be a game changer or if I would stress too much about what they think of the day to day state of my house. What are your experiences?",4.634615384615382,6.347247846153842,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,70.53846153846153,6.7384615384615385,30.948717948717945,7.1686216300943375,1.7715487179487177,324,14,62,3,6,100,56,78,0.17300000000000001,0.797,0.03,-0.897,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,4,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,11,13,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,9,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863017439701826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26657098050725325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021635806576422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769404299189853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597761226810216,0.10096885422117886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192672859867834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380420500526985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511139529987838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734811281211663,0.2160570662802489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648524516918862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412553495285648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936258408015833,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thecuddlykrab,2019/03/31,"I stopped taking my meds for a while, but I want back on...what to tell my doc? (long,sorry) I stopped taking my medications because my doc thought I was bipolar, and then I realized with help of gynae/google/cycle-charting that it was actually Premenstrual depression which comes in cycles. So now I'm treating my depression and I feel so so much better, but I just started using my leftover meds again and I feel like damn, now I actually want to do things. On my anti-ds I feel happy and actually am able to have a healthy relationship with my new boyfriend, friends, and family. But the past few weeks I have been slacking back again and school assignments have been piling up hard. I haven't been able to get a job which I've been semi-actively searching for, I think partially because of learned helplessness at not much success doing my other jobs I have done. I haven't been doing the things that I want to do, recreationally or otherwise. I want to get back on my meds (adderall) because I feel like without them only anxiety drives me to get things done, and now that my anxiety is way down, I have been slacking majorly. I also kinda convinced myself that I didn't have ADD, or put it on the backburner and chalked it up as me being depressed my whole life is why I have not achieved as much as I could've. I know that I'm a smart and capable person, but I swear sometimes it feels like I'm just unable to project that out into my own life. I am about to be a senior in college and I really, really just want to get my gpa up and actually be able to complete all of my assignments. I always get good grades on assignments, but the thing is I usually turn them in late or sometimes not at all...(which is just unacceptable, but the premenstrual depression was debilitating.)...but when I do complete assignments, I do well. I want to get my doc to prescribe the meds again...but I already told her a few months ago that I don't need them anymore... I don't want to seem drug-seeking. Honestly its been so hard for me mentally the past 4 years and I have made such big strides, I'm very proud of myself for that. I still have a couple prescriptions for adderall that were prescribed about 4 months ago. Will the pharmacy fill it since some time has passed? and, what should I tell my doctor? she is actually a NP, I'm not sure if that matters. I was diagnosed with ADHD by a psychologist. We have changed around my meds a lot, and I am a bit afraid that she will not prescribe them to me again.",5.074909989858013,5.750420762677486,5.808701191683571,80.85729113843817,68.55375253549695,9.326800202839756,31.024911257606487,9.435801123606538,2.630783012170385,1968,77,396,39,32,643,214,493,0.092,0.7559999999999999,0.152,0.9772,2,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,1,0,4,4,25,22,1,1,19,0,50,6,0,2,2,74,86,35,0,10,20,0,7,3,1,3,6,0,0,1,25,23,0,2,12,0,0,5,11,7,1,0,18,7,72,15,50,62,12,52,0,5,0,0,15,17,1,8,32,279,97,17,0.19943779827170405,0.0,0.3243708697748557,0.0,0.07989515896155608,0.0,0.11785971651980005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336152324261506,0.053163445074329935,0.05531607493032329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171291319506297,0.0,0.06592956845016336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591806412434911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335535631033936,0.0,0.12157543071171276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058795508476851735,0.07257814059193875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032624868770951,0.05726600126051865,0.13940449134998786,0.0,0.0,0.0530782845062036,0.07355804347336384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903397788313354,0.06747505570436885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804434581139839,0.0,0.13606274063769014,0.0,0.0,0.0770948428949391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626707355670198,0.0,0.16806957206919754,0.14247840293486172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051361716072623166,0.0,0.20839603621080302,0.0,0.0,0.05575965430935216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076841493033956,0.11910472911708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044559650737721015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194082735170298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036535266060370365,0.0,0.0749915077831735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391254333047452,0.09743523424324574,0.0,0.0,0.058832058509649135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056518294709148376,0.0,0.06290428897630343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692173897443582,0.06697086661273642,0.0669954641290359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612623188859414,0.0,0.14660972933688315,0.0492935334504342,0.0,0.06420608944879815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505604775323378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269239635384,0.0,0.058047130925454424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683002411752298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517664031302932,0.0,0.0,0.07137385261046014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728056644228357,0.0,0.06052022706223365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054992335887898175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314993880680083,0.07441809565071185,0.0470543667058088,0.0,0.05309042777469645,0.11115928639239978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265592154056272,0.0,0.09996826930672176,0.0,0.11621161751084085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766634816642752,0.042597229395722386,0.0,0.05277711146982922,0.03876459466950643,0.0,0.0,0.06352378765589824,0.0,0.0,0.0723103515047194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574167412061898,0.07321751947879124,0.05485235679668941,0.2744783549102641,0.05276814706756327,0.05332565729033906,0.0,0.059772844054318985,0.0,0.05998719745836019,0.07422172647865864,0.0,0.06408364019316487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281046775397047 adhd,avsm20,2019/03/31,"Fuuuuuuuuuuck off! This is a post successful medication post lol, but the feeling before and after being correctly medicated is just indescribable! The ability to feel normal and calm and act on what you want to act on is SO much greater than it is without meds. So, to all those (including psychiatrists) who say that we are just chasing meds or just need to try harder, fuuuuuck you! I know when I need to try harder, and I know that I’m a lazy shit sometimes. But it’s completely different when it’s my choice vs when it isn’t. I wouldn’t complain and say I don’t think my meds aren’t working unless I truly feel like something is off. I shouldn’t have to do four things are once to be able to make progress on just one of them. So, again, fuuuuuuck you Basically, we all know what’s going on inside our heads better than anyone else, so while it’s important to listen to doctors opinions, you should also always take them with a grain of salt",7.945913978494621,6.539854236559143,8.77430107526882,68.96478494623659,63.08602150537635,11.492473118279571,34.645161290322584,10.504223727775694,3.3696064516129027,752,26,147,15,9,257,108,186,0.057,0.76,0.182,0.9714,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,4,2,4,13,6,1,0,5,1,17,5,2,1,3,37,32,18,0,7,10,0,3,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,13,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,0,7,18,4,24,27,4,17,0,0,0,0,14,6,1,2,7,105,31,3,0.1396842297414849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170542805774328,0.11622846901525492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767046125535826,0.14312300048872129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886099128035067,0.0,0.0,0.12353934988781715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464562572802627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594028980706092,0.0,0.1429727280680214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668825006013768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118856307963756,0.09979044163754562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938576678642348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335631861601958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030039882316536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824265892871083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324030801826123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654730690619298,0.2814343318765084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268398113345822,0.20714817284172546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686088737649751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487591458745916,0.09465364912910984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675577596097717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221650120097684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338385451331556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753574440901344,0.13815127493083462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502515684871518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279999543806776,0.08950401421635161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967284576163165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238937779512714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465061282742893,0.0,0.10169178288294793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kfarrell197,2019/03/31,"Addderal with supplements Hi all! I hope this is the right place to ask. I’ve researched online, asked my doctor, and haven’t got much of an answer. I am currently taking about 45mg IR adderal per day. I would like to add a supplement called Dong Quai (for womens reproductive health), but am unsure if it 100% safe. It closely resembles the hormone estrogen in its chemical makeup and Im not sure if this would cause adverse effects with the stimulant. TIA! ",3.2831266149870832,5.989663953488375,4.327364341085271,81.05704134366927,78.06976744186046,8.00826873385013,26.997416020671835,8.841846274778883,2.5764098191214457,364,15,64,9,9,118,72,86,0.08800000000000001,0.764,0.147,0.7573,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,3,2,20,11,5,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,8,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,3,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527803577511864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727600468275146,0.0,0.0,0.2487686171603693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617542108524438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786459926612744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368026962330728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574084719275189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240522992196448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615781308956971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183088518823841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801803307961067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530093112065373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068063022283914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282362288756104,0.0,0.1820768111998524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440519987692243,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DinoDipShit,2019/03/31,"I feel out of place all the time. I’m starting to realize why I didn’t have friends growing up. I never knew what it was like to have a best friend and I’m slowly realizing I never will. It’s just painful I guess. I’m really good at talking to people upon first meeting, but as soon as I get comfortable it all goes down hill. It’s impossible for me to pretend to be normal all the time to please whoever I’m around. I suppose right now I’m at a point where I am tired of trying, and also tired of getting attached to people and then them realizing I’m weird and leaving. This is a relatively new diagnosis for me, and the denial is slowly going away. I’m coming to terms with the idea that I can take as many meds as I want, but in the end I’ll never be normal. 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Does anyone else automatically cry when trying to use coping mechanisms? How do i stop this? i got diagnosed with ADHD after graduating high school and have had some sporadic visits with counselors/therapists etc. A big problem for dealing with emotional dysregulation i have is that whenever i try being nice to myself or the therapist reassures me, i cry. My throat closes up and i cant talk! and it weirds out whoevers trying to help me. i feel really freakish doing this, any tips would be appreciated!!",5.754758064516128,8.334667849462363,7.214717741935487,64.04207661290322,69.43010752688173,10.241397849462368,29.90456989247312,10.411451182825502,3.929237634408602,422,17,63,13,8,144,76,93,0.19699999999999998,0.679,0.12300000000000001,-0.8275,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,2,0,16,13,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,11,2,10,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953216795210128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052156200880614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113640219149573,0.16652454520880489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.535573342543131,0.0,0.16755460551960222,0.0,0.16495794460203592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222542145302047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576754054989928,0.18281707705831127,0.0,0.0,0.1812566781455726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217677145802928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998490015164854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893608491534937,0.17171501464466354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947348225015825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551305266123522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411672408026253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448247187236054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587693418926716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063024346823066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37740465018358826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33102839101047804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036813332348005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154520406078859,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brightwingess,2019/03/31,"What is one thing you wish your loved ones (partners, friends, family) would know? I would say inattentiveness is something that really gets to me when it comes to my partner who has ADHD, however I try really hard to be mindful and remember that it's not about me, and that he really does care; it's just easy to forget that sometimes. What are some things you wish your loved ones would know or keep in mind? 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I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced this. I feel warm and like my body is sort of relaxed after taking my adderall, and my mind is a lot more quiet and “chilled”. My psychiatrist was surprised when I told him I feel like I can fall asleep easily after I take my meds. (honestly it’s mind-boggling to think others can get high on this stuff, all it does for me is focus my mind and help me feel less bogged down. guess it’s because I have the attention deficit.) I’m prescribed 25mg XR a day and have been on that since about a month and a half ago just in case anyone was curious. But yeah, is this a common feeling? sus",3.0723328877005334,4.676998198529418,4.1553475935828885,87.29179144385027,74.36764705882355,7.0042780748663125,24.863636363636363,7.686295010490155,1.1885970588235293,529,17,109,7,11,172,88,136,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,1,13,2,2,0,1,24,27,9,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,17,6,11,22,4,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,10,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097721033518246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240553398936894,0.16295278501159166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694782675049207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766548882022908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256607602422674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917484954639375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285548277005904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40207087056013496,0.11361647203348148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830905664729336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519781379202068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659953103584167,0.16803192484067914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539544714765705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520805507213102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766548882022908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817478286078132,0.0,0.12694227134446925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315575216403783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820599686425772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35872938129450505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019048534230593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196721387240994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246946095334398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0RGASMIK,2019/03/31,"Not doing the things in life I am good at because I am afraid I will suck at them? The last year or so I have struggled to try and take hold of my life. I had the goal of “locking myself in my room” and powering down at all hours to achieve my dreams but so far all I’ve done is wasted time posting on reddit and watching YouTube videos. When I’m at work I can’t wait to get home and start working on my projects but the second I get home poof motivation gone. I’ve talked to therapist about it and they basically just said we think you’re depressed or you have anxiety blah blah blah. All of them ignored the fact I have ADHD so I did too. This week I was absolutely just desperate to figure it out and remembered oh yeah I have ADD maybe that’s what this is about. I listened to a podcast, can’t remember which one off the top, but it felt like i was going down a list checking all the boxes. I was like holy shit I had no idea it went this deep. Basically I’ve been lost but now I see exactly where I took the wrong turn and I have to turn around and get back on the right track. Not sure where to even start though. I can’t do stimulants as I am hyper sensitive to them. Even 5 mg of adderall was enough to make me turn into a zombie in school. I know I have to talk to a therapist but I’m just trying to figure out what to do in the meantime to get back my life. I make music and videos. I feel like when I was first learning you couldn’t get me off of my computer in any spare time. Now that I’ve mastered it and know how to do almost everything I’m like afraid to do it. I know RSD isn’t a official term yet but that certainly what it feels like. My friends hear my music and ask me why the hell am I not sending it to labels or other artists. We all grew up learning how to make music together and all of them have fairly decent careers in music, I’m the odd one out and some of them see me as their mentor. To them it’s ridiculous I don’t have any releases but to me it’s not good enough or it’s just too scary to put my work out there. Anyways TL;DR I feel like I just found out why I am the way I am but now I need to know how to get control. Any resources would be appreciated. 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I have this serious issue about getting up from bed and I was wondering how you wonderful people manage to do it. Some background about myself: I'm M, 29yo, work from home as a software engineer, got diagnosed last year and I'm taking vyvanse for about 5 months now, my life has improved significantly and I'm very happy about it. My sleep it's not bad, sometimes I have problems, but I usually have 7 hours of sleep. The thing is that it's a struggle to get out of bed and start my day. I have noticed my productivity has a huge boost when I start working early in the morning, but most of days I just wake up and stay in bad suffering from ruminant thoughts until I decide to get up. One thing I tried was to take my medication as soon as I wake, but it didn't really help. I also tried this app called Alarmy and it does help, but omg, I get overstressed! I believe many ADHD people suffer to get up as well, so how do you manage it? 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It’s about diet in pregnancy and how it may impact the fetus leading to adhd if the fetus is already ‘at risk’. I enjoy scientific links to my adhd and I figured others would find it interesting too. https://www.isglobal.org/en/-/la-dieta-materna-durante-el-embarazo-podria-modular-el-riesgo-de-desarrollar-sintomas-de-tdah-durante-la-infancia?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app",17.494463276836154,23.64483745762712,12.845000000000002,20.484675141242974,47.30508474576271,8.679096045197742,26.78248587570621,9.2995712137729,3.0462519774011296,426,10,40,7,6,123,43,59,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,6,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,5,7,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7227747622191572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33183398222682225,0.0,0.0,0.32581230563459074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748377107414899,0.0,0.0,0.3297060581267812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736281815454003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136112627198254,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anewdogpanicneedhelp,2019/03/31,"Has an official ADHD diagnosis caused any issues for you in life - school, work, divorce, custody, advancements, denial of benefits, seeing you as only a disorder etc., ? I wonder if having a diagnosis has ever you at a disadvantage when you least expect it.",11.19318181818182,9.848181045454547,12.29909090909091,46.06863636363636,56.72727272727274,15.163636363636366,42.45454545454545,13.816669648895859,6.602490909090908,202,9,26,7,2,72,37,44,0.122,0.82,0.057999999999999996,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488310447950219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973838850989507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981726428154945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33265827282793514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237119226531791,0.0,0.2625529723347549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029516256560186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501624275564967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207526016867584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29375434746623064,0.23129627876286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31477001416658434,0.2113096662728648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PeezkyWeezky,2019/03/31,"""Why You Procrastinate...,"" New York Times Article [(link)](https://www.nytimes.com/2019/03/25/smarter-living/why-you-procrastinate-it-has-nothing-to-do-with-self-control.html?fallback=0&recId=1J8VRvgjZ7IeOAztfEQTXfbZp1X&locked=0&geoContinent=NA&geoRegion=VA&recAlloc=home&geoCountry=US&blockId=home-living-vi&imp_id=984356498&action=click&module=Smarter%20Living&pgtype=Homepage) Most of this won't be news, but it is always affirming to see thoughtful descriptions of the struggle. The author discusses the emotional components of procrastination and how cultivating compassion and gentleness towards yourself can be a really effective strategy. In other words, try letting Mister Rogers be a part of your internal monologue when things are hard. 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My mom has been bringing to my attention recently that I usually act pretty selfishly in regards to caring about other people. For example, when we were on vacation a few weeks back, I got some food while I was out, but didn’t tell her and didn’t get her anything. Or on another occasion, she set an alarm and it went off while she was in the other room, but I forgot to notify her that it went off. Just recently, I asked her if I could borrow one of her wall adapters, and she said yes, so I borrowed one without checking to see where it was plugged in. Two days later I find out that I unplugged her Amazon Echo, which I agree, was pretty selfish on my end. It’s easy to say that I just need to think about how things affect other people more often, yet it seems so hard because there’s so many things that I don’t do that still affects other people, or things that I don’t think will affect anyone else end up still hurting people I’m around. Often times, even when I think I’m being courteous, I end up still acting selfishly. Any advice on how to fix this?",6.259717261904763,5.529832441964288,6.703392857142859,80.24994047619047,66.09821428571429,9.788095238095238,30.273809523809533,9.075114841892004,2.3052184523809527,873,26,176,13,12,285,126,224,0.08199999999999999,0.805,0.113,0.8459,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,23,7,0,1,3,1,15,1,0,6,0,34,32,18,0,3,8,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,21,7,1,1,7,0,3,6,5,6,0,3,13,4,28,1,28,16,4,43,0,1,1,0,15,17,0,7,19,132,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729943834952747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325948668432091,0.12586998096636598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393314167770616,0.12299279560020734,0.098780788423728,0.106858990785562,0.11221903333079193,0.0,0.0,0.0923015717220732,0.0,0.07317385976900842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238642186074683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584032541360243,0.0,0.0,0.07741437756381818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027608448387287,0.0,0.3189532844924917,0.0,0.0,0.07928376007804824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097122711370005,0.0,0.14515004744458984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271473701897146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600510384471396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753018963476588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285028264773656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169937383052827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405866880868297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900642382524157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268128645147806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328760716971512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424296375702634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704546866773146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418332857110625,0.09545878656236097,0.0,0.0,0.09565449510705896,0.1092778018300811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875867553903089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491822920330388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924311602551745,0.2307459085189587,0.0,0.0,0.0699949405338764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725937791804547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132204553295312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628699184886076,0.0,0.0,0.2225522766770879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571204659192225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hhhhhmmmmmmm,2019/03/31,Help!! I have been compulsively flaring my nose for the past 2 weeks and I can’t stop!! It started right after I hit my nose really hard. I flared my nose a bunch because I thought I might have a bloody nose and I’m not sure why I kept doing it. Now it just turned into a compulsive thing that I can’t stop anymore. I do it all the time without noticing. It makes me look so stupid too and to try to stop when I notice it but I keep doing it. This has turned into a real problem! How can I get myself to stop doing this?,0.10014880952381232,2.0810968125,2.2732142857142854,95.38845238095242,85.33928571428572,4.8047619047619055,18.261904761904766,5.985473137389443,-0.3533952380952381,401,10,93,3,12,135,70,112,0.191,0.7909999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,6,0,12,4,4,2,2,23,23,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,6,17,1,8,18,2,14,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,11,67,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313293459755102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027345470419093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594084501772478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473534898078654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025624405506552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620900736707446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813275842935352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098004081065062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745011630901162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37455292331357226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702725749238886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573976621363731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872291369822657,0.10537847903500204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047619141305734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642904855581332,0.0,0.0,0.5500943210532075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503278105865687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928189307768196,0.0,0.0,0.13058913134193245,0.09591723767616284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168000360568696,0.357842470989694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319464265823622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842941929860007,0.0,0.0,0.15856545902172753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aaryneli,2019/03/31,"Auto pilot and short term memory. So it’s been almost 2 months now on treatment. I’ve noticed two things that I wonder if anyone else experiences. Auto Pilot and forgetting small less important things. So, with tasks I do daily, I’ve been finding myself doing them, and forgetting if I’ve done them. Some examples: morning medication. Three days in a row I’ve had to question if I took my daily medication. I just automatically take them, and just forget that I did. At work, I’m a resolution specialist for field sales reps. When I talk to them on the phone while completing tasks I totally forget if I just did what I did. Before my treatment I used to cling to memories of varying importance. It was a major factor in my mental health decline. But now, if I do not deem it important to file away, I don’t, then I struggle to remember if I did what I think I did. I’m not sure if I am explaining it right, but can anyone else relate?",3.16,5.145793043478268,5.248260869565217,77.91793478260874,75.08695652173913,8.513043478260869,25.630434782608692,9.188382445141503,2.320952173913044,736,26,138,18,16,255,105,184,0.038,0.935,0.027000000000000003,-0.196,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,1,8,2,0,1,4,0,16,3,0,1,2,34,24,18,0,7,14,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,11,0,25,1,15,13,5,18,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,11,8,100,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639026149430726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889875481203406,0.33542051686617963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537834408938436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928025193135712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171616139081374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556053469885393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750222317046448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734685062060711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011116911711196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960122872137194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398496987469358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297822458289834,0.16495168524985732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064840304355596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635160447868335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335988606340115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854183679011396,0.1397824554633735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111464570231588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542671579838996,0.0,0.1230675442586313,0.13156037666257525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174844177995608,0.10488000743253133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185532192500584,0.0,0.0,0.15989229676722294,0.0,0.0,0.1413676037123116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750477763386147,0.11916152630663195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0btund,2019/03/31,"Girlfriend upset I use phone often So the title is pretty self explanatory but the reason I use my phone is so that nothing else distracts me, the phone is really just to occupy my hands so I don't fidget and Go off. She thinks it's because I find her uninteresting or boring but it's not that because I'm still listening to her for the most part. Any tips?",2.1726418786692747,4.3176422328767154,4.318238747553817,82.67739726027398,78.72602739726028,6.911154598825831,21.38747553816047,7.957251820313856,1.1068763209393349,285,8,56,5,7,98,51,73,0.068,0.868,0.065,-0.0534,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,4,1,1,3,0,13,10,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,4,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,1,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493555000056094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315567940798904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717960484324784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855767485982716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545556396588628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609436762131854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29449570606581665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766712535579147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742183451090368,0.2796102325433905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28370350439362263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717988486154471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425479061581536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697555385013738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imnotisla,2019/03/31,"Alternatives to my medication? Hey, so I'm on Mydayis, mainly for the attention and focus aspect of ADHD, less so the hyperactivity. I have so much work due tomorrow (Monday) that I need to work on it today (Sunday). But I have all of my difficult classes on Monday. And I forgot to tell my parents that I only had one pill left, so I don't have my new prescription yet. Do y'all have any methods you've found that work as a stimulant? Or advice on what day I should save my pill for? Thanks!",1.6939393939393952,3.8984917777777786,4.361909090909092,81.42286363636366,80.71717171717171,7.192323232323233,22.021212121212123,8.238735603445708,1.4057345454545458,382,12,76,8,10,135,65,99,0.027000000000000003,0.899,0.07400000000000001,0.6632,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,1,1,12,13,9,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,13,2,12,9,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,9,55,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28133117174626465,0.22875043092476585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591895002101897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096894304581526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566680424198986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433990599052203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358214517864572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720833797685403,0.17357506644172582,0.0,0.22608596831965114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862571425228306,0.17803629873328988,0.0,0.0,0.259929687952047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046053287195113,0.21551899051262666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218903289940688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112618005268682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pumpkinwithbangs,2019/03/31,"finding the hook to start an activity-- still can't figure out how to consistently go to bed Tl;dr: What hooks or motivation do you have for getting to sleep at a reasonable hour? What are some of your other tasks that need a hook? What hooks work thus far? &#x200B; I'm starting to take note of hooks or triggers which jump start my brain into productivity. Basically, in order for me to do dull tasks I either have to be in panic mode with a nearing deadline or the activity has to be highly, highly stimulating--hence the hook. Long-term rewards really have little meaning to my procrastinator brain type. However, in some cases, once I've identified a highly-stimulating hook, I can actually implement these to avoid intense procrastination. For example: &#x200B; task: need to prepare for teaching courses hook: 1) TECHNOLOGY: play around with ""many cam"" (a fun piece of technology which is used with online teaching); search for a pig mask for instance while preparing for the ""p"" sound and phonics 2) ART: create props (enjoy drawing and crafting) while listening to bits of youtube &#x200B; task: transcription hook: 1) SNACKS: not always the healthiest option, but it makes the activity more fun when I have some oreos and a small latte. I eat purple cabbage as a side dish at dinner, so I tell myself ""I'm okay with having occasional sweets."" Plus, I get some walking in-- walk to the convenient store and pick up my snacks. &#x200B; Although I enjoy working deep into the night, I have pulled way too many all-nighters, and would like to at least figure out a consistent sleep schedule (for 4 nights at least). Exercising is not an issue, as I walk 5-10 miles almost every day-- I tend to sleep well just at odd hours. I'm trying to find a ""hook"" for sleeping. I have tried sleep hygiene options: I write out a sleep-hygiene schedule, follow it till the point of lights off. Then I get out of bed after an hour and f- around on the internet, watch Chinese tv, or start cooking. &#x200B; What hooks or motivation do you have for getting to sleep at a reasonable hour? What are some of your other tasks that need a hook? 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I've never really posted here I don't think, but I was just curious. Does anyone else find themselves getting tired of a game halfway through but being so focused that you can't stop with nothing but the plot pulling you through? Or starting a game but deciding on a whim to play a different game and losing focus on the first one? Recently I finished the Resident Evil 2 remake. This made me decide that going through 1, 3, 0, 4, 5, 6 and 7 would be great. I managed to get all the way through to 6 but despite actually liking 7 a lot I just felt as soon as I started it that I wouldn't be able to finish it. And then I took a break and started playing Silent Hill. And now I'm basically switching back and forth between Silent Hill and the first DMC? How am I supposed to focus my effort on just one? It's honestly been frustrating. Yeah, sorry this is a long and possibly confusing post. There's just a lot of games I wanna finish, I guess.",2.904358808290155,4.595526414507773,4.399349093264249,85.00607027202074,75.01036269430051,7.3120466321243525,28.12467616580311,8.07648339933343,1.8867722797927453,750,31,150,12,16,250,121,193,0.12,0.737,0.14300000000000002,0.6863,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,11,9,2,1,13,1,11,1,0,2,2,36,23,19,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,8,0,3,4,4,0,4,5,1,15,5,19,13,3,26,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,5,17,100,23,1,0.15535792807338467,0.0,0.15160692714907398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862987556066074,0.15918255666172804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946065701583825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231596858725866,0.0,0.0,0.1359547697956212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978161381139802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916797432696996,0.0,0.14199433171289758,0.2642947485091733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233621051265815,0.0,0.08829349074896191,0.0,0.0,0.17128266416257298,0.1711442729805162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590003622459374,0.0,0.0,0.13748687751605612,0.0,0.17380578249514794,0.0,0.2641595095918185,0.0,0.14700342794058746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982161164265985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907012201290334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105491055146124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751427209451071,0.2975799003929059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952626689091584,0.0,0.15339721145237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391048113724394,0.3298894233396273,0.0,0.0,0.12988618433687385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954708723123272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785610842458937,0.0,0.0,0.17260837444904004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331589198833515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036181466661772,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,__PLEB__,2019/03/31,"Does it ever get better? Will the procrastination ever improve? My life is a constant list of things i need to catch up and do but never get done. Im surrounded by ""friends"" but nobody i can actually talk to about how i am struggling to wrestle back control of my path in life. Maybe its a bad day but yeah...does it ever get better?",0.9648134328358218,3.395959716417913,3.1747574626865687,87.21795708955227,86.16417910447761,5.141044776119403,21.807835820895523,6.6274283507984215,0.5960462686567163,259,9,52,3,8,88,49,67,0.125,0.767,0.10800000000000001,-0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,2,4,11,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,9,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.184622530974268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454757329684966,0.1579660743395641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346470536164295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444760199651266,0.2121931111520152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201215112898442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655617864545899,0.1936074559135165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134006211544561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616802709644075,0.0,0.2965325128991137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043580879571484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672615369551727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900671770884661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028227800789658,0.14591529307319515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977828747398365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206407021083915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256896894680437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,W1llyj109,2019/03/31,I hate my job with a burning passion. But it gives me a schedule and gives me a reason to actually get up and go do something. So I kinda need it as well. Kinda a sucky loop. ,-0.19500000000000028,1.6642239736842157,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,85.57894736842105,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.3476105263157896,133,5,30,1,4,48,29,38,0.16,0.711,0.129,-0.2975,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.30560145729340304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361449782362406,0.6008280733363157,0.17797748394354398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918316641399546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31076549154340344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220604963771524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219832403578566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410878171071011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815707258523248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Static_Impression,2019/03/31,"Trouble in bed Hello, im a 30 year old male. Im in the process of seeing a doctor and getting diagnosed with Attention deficit disorder. When i was a kid i was tested and the conclusion was I show all the signs but they decided not to move forward with a diagnosis, now at 30 years old I think its time to change that if possible. So my question is. Has anyone had sexual problems not being medicated, I cant seem to get an erection or maintain it, I definitely cant focus on the moment despite really want to and find myself tuning out halfway through. Im honestly confused and a little vulnerable about all this right now. Tl;dr im not on medication and cant seem to get/maintain an errection, any simklar experiences?",4.186537717601549,5.869084262411349,6.397743391360415,72.02454545454547,71.6241134751773,9.66627981947131,33.38555770470664,10.018931242160765,3.7891929078014175,575,29,101,16,11,203,95,141,0.115,0.83,0.055,-0.621,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,11,0,10,4,0,0,2,28,17,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,8,0,0,8,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,1,9,1,16,12,2,19,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,6,10,67,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591718543602554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862374160339572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492096285444314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316031617684172,0.0,0.0,0.16165273687702206,0.14436816626111246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797158996160225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891492517801506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107460395921852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6094223249827625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413667213003129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841811789210769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991124682204032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960113993415261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900994422625686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496347715970206,0.0,0.0,0.1580055604793026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035868611594844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045385550156035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239665309880346,0.256808823672083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037758864946337,0.0,0.0,0.08224597329223594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319351216420508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166002340743756 adhd,ProRataX,2019/03/31,"People who use Concerta or Alza? When I was a teenager I used another stim to help me through highschool. My grades went from 40% area to 70% and that was amazing for me. When I graduated highschool I quit cold turkey thinking I'd never need this stuff again and lives a number of years of my life without it. I'm now 27 and have been dealing with symptoms by myself and then I realized maybe I want to try stims so help me in my marriage and my professional work career and man am I happy I took that step. I'm now using Concerta 36mg and im still me but I can focus, I memory is better. I have a drive to complete things. I don't start one task and then end up working on ten because I can't stick to anything. I want to hear of other people who have had success in this. I mean it's not like totally fixed I still have to try but it's alot better then it was. (This should be obvious but it's all doctor ordered)",0.3866682286785412,2.575139335051549,2.6295032802249314,91.91650421743208,86.06185567010309,5.382942830365511,21.189315838800376,6.782984794422108,0.4721319587628869,717,24,156,9,22,243,120,194,0.015,0.848,0.13699999999999998,0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,8,6,0,0,4,0,16,3,0,3,4,30,30,18,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,7,2,25,6,20,21,3,24,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,15,109,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664368635320636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229315101247498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106399358217834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423861014943273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662781901704298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400985604410855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290235454643722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231118299953593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902360646335365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683682772874448,0.0,0.2002598580181548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136193805096544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551537255185467,0.07298219297980367,0.0,0.13191010342532986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007777945789952,0.16272456642112096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076743024873616,0.11521528076981495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101227457948257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071301456037767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588898314062943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057358017806739,0.0,0.2385988523757351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101061851244734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526869794000836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924506579764224,0.09572017474917964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597274942917833,0.20284585111000225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38706323719285,0.0,0.0,0.17622283668669214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384818236935825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400225847715065,0.0,0.2175087969704292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619934236651732 adhd,PoppingCandyPancake,2019/03/31,"I just submitted my assignment 11 hours before the deadline without pulling any all nighters! First time I've ever managed to do this, I'm so chuffed. Some of my peers are in the group chat saying they are only half way through. Yikes! I'm usually right on the deadline (how do we always manage to time it so perfectly!) having not slept for three days. 🤞 next unit I'm aiming for the day before! I can do this!",1.6783604336043323,4.112688109756103,2.7852845528455283,91.32136856368568,82.53658536585365,5.595663956639567,23.74525745257453,6.937597516519254,0.8982558265582661,323,12,65,4,9,103,61,82,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,3,9,11,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,6,1,9,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,9,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118282942158359,0.0,0.0,0.1731209561752944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332522185836487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283619552590585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027929354249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165428989873736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507068708334397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707453186092285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936171307147844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740719918579535,0.0,0.2024496920900387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968915627203501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803803826906205,0.0,0.0,0.20207121702564665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540295395792935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatsnotmywallet5,2019/03/31,Hyper focus I know it’s common for people with adhd to hyperfocus on certain activities but has anyone found they hyperfocus on people? Sometimes even total strangers you’re driving by?,5.236875000000001,8.797568937500003,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,78.375,6.95,29.875,8.07648339933343,3.2744750000000007,154,7,18,3,4,52,29,32,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617408807005844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686457284301933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537644016786439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212619853641672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114953830260225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327200493783923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37998950153742506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wonderlandian,2019/03/31,"Diagnosed as a part of a clinical trial So I’ve been struggling with pretty severe ADHD symptoms for basically my entire life. 8 or 9 years ago, I submitted an answer detailing an anecdote from high school to an AskReddit thread, and someone commented asking if I had ever considered that I may have ADHD. Initially I brushed it off, because my only real understanding/reference for ADHD up until then were my best friends little brothers, who grew up as completely uncontrollable hellions, who tore through the house screaming at the top of their lungs pretty much every day- and that’s never been me lol. However, over the years, I’ve done my own casual research, and while I had been really trying not to jump to conclusions and self diagnose, the more I read, the more things made sense, and I started to consider that my brain may just function differently instead of me just being inherently lazy. The big aha! moment was a couple of years back when I learned that Hyper-Focus is a thing- beforehand, I used the fact that if I’m reading a great book, I lose myself to the world entirely as my one big reason that there was no way I could have an attention disorder, so finding out that’s actually pretty classic ADHD came as a shock. As I’m sure most of you can relate to, even as I became more and more suspicious, and then more and more sure that I may actually have ADHD, I never actually pursued diagnosis/treatment. I tried researching how I could potentially seek out a diagnosis, but it all seemed complicated and intimidating, so I generally lost interest. Fast forward to a few months ago- I saw an ad on Facebook for an ADHD clinical trial, and when I clicked through, I was surprised to see that they would potentially accept people without a diagnosis if they exhibited symptoms. I called and was immediately disqualified because my BMI was above the range they were looking for. However, about a month ago, they called me back and said they had another trial with no BMI requirement. They booked me in for an appointment for last Wednesday. I went in, and as a part of the process I sat down with a psychologist (I think?), who asked me a bunch of questions regarding ADHD symptoms. I answered strongly affirmative to almost every single question, and the answers spanned every facet of my life (home, work, school, relationships, etc). Later the doctor for the clinical trial came and introduced herself. She confirmed that I had never been diagnosed, and when I answered yes, he said “Well congratulations! You definitely have ADHD!”. I’m embarrassed to say that I may have teared up a little, because I feel like I know have a reason for a lifetime of shortcomings. Which feels weird to say, I feel like I probably shouldn’t be happy to be told I have a disorder at 31 years old, but it honestly feels like such a relief to know I’m not just so lazy that I can’t figure out how not to be!!! So I start the official trial in 2 weeks. Basically everybody in the trial will be on this medication for 2 months. I will be meeting with the doctor every week, and she will ramp up the meds until we find a dosage that works for me. Then, at the end of the two months comes the blind study- half of us will continue our ideal dosage for one week, and half of us will get switched to a placebo. So I’m super excited. I know everyone reacts to meds differently and this one may not be great for me, but I’m really hoping it will be. I am a bit nervous though- what if this medication is life changing for the 2 months I’m on it, but then, because the study is over, I have to quit cold turkey? I’ve been reading a bunch of posts here now that I have a diagnosis, and I’ve read horror stories about all the hoops y’all have had to jump through to get medicated properly. Has anyone been through anything like this before? I’m worried that since I’m getting diagnosed as a part of a study, a normal doctor won’t take my diagnosis seriously. And I don’t think I can afford to pay to see a psychologist to go through the intensive diagnosis procedure I’ve read so many of you have gone through. Sorry, I can’t believe how long this was. It was cathartic though. Thanks for reading, it anyone actually got to the end lol",6.814782332211652,7.063227567870491,7.560862722238415,71.28539784319442,64.72851805728519,10.868911793540182,34.76879255981558,10.628707181202255,3.771517707532922,3359,142,603,81,47,1122,349,803,0.083,0.792,0.124,0.9914,6,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,4,4,7,12,30,34,0,4,59,3,66,22,2,8,9,106,113,60,0,11,17,1,4,4,1,14,20,6,1,1,34,32,0,1,25,9,1,10,15,10,1,6,33,18,78,24,97,56,21,86,0,2,6,0,39,30,0,16,50,432,112,20,0.0,0.0,0.1850967973544001,0.0,0.4559083267301176,0.0,0.1261025077563289,0.0,0.04748337694962497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972305877638123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631307170916477,0.0,0.03902187726621464,0.0,0.08866091100191177,0.0,0.0,0.0729247186764156,0.0,0.1156249679949127,0.0,0.04035015979697695,0.05342508517575165,0.04976341780118166,0.0,0.05176937355236968,0.0,0.0,0.052935395779787175,0.09684040161536048,0.10846963098808464,0.0,0.0,0.05016311811183626,0.04084735413345025,0.04971802204297024,0.0,0.0,0.07572058241530125,0.052468329986080975,0.0,0.0305813953111765,0.0,0.0,0.19251754513062885,0.0,0.09908572949122824,0.1086927889596476,0.1456063682965788,0.0,0.0485262007898156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399849214763827,0.0,0.052884828917005466,0.03131986699375694,0.0428932889149439,0.15981054085876736,0.045310980217986865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590608288693037,0.10162863920902314,0.0,0.0,0.08668039296348276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03663587746900352,0.0,0.07432356462593434,0.0,0.0269493661539677,0.0,0.03792538446938256,0.10455944584790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050478511551241965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010088050201828,0.04756522158802523,0.0470978637654626,0.0,0.05471527245569063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818088839511846,0.03865289379409259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048053375182026,0.09266630416195376,0.0950527872342899,0.0,0.04196440951780433,0.039820099495822686,0.05304984130094191,0.05176354698893161,0.0,0.0,0.04486909705182174,0.0,0.04807552262712364,0.0,0.0,0.10534385596441996,0.14330925740962389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924735800396988,0.0,0.03485849312456265,0.0,0.10971759496397047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046460647989822544,0.0,0.0,0.04975836657617989,0.0,0.09639722401569646,0.0360643607980295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405078645573386,0.0,0.03287443191611973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541438801276495,0.1447268103486883,0.05112580781895302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624048420963582,0.05043604763086426,0.2845915815511529,0.05397331485973228,0.060755776799148425,0.09750946072029383,0.0,0.05091036512546159,0.0,0.0,0.09021284208092596,0.07541913994935184,0.0,0.09598131747542923,0.07557376343298705,0.043168565861647315,0.04946846091118417,0.05357008340458623,0.0,0.03922556786215315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040178047835267384,0.0,0.0,0.05308179792671052,0.06712696322599826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495727369957254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893838773230195,0.14785979773985042,0.03565326029927522,0.0,0.0,0.043657134460643135,0.0,0.0,0.06300628330202697,0.0607684865690282,0.09317804600531852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045310980217986865,0.0,0.06438890971031637,0.0,0.046321568459272704,0.0,0.11407867261399485,0.04095487566118667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763907279694737,0.114110220364167,0.0,0.042635463886205885,0.04395797889645056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571031829553494,0.0,0.06904333617222258,0.04815639577360812,0.0,0.0336851666825957,0.0,0.0,0.1221453776044042 adhd,FitzVacker,2019/03/31,"Went back to get my jacket and accidentally spent an hour printing photos *Context* I’m a college student in a design major so we often have to print out and display our projects for grades *End Context* I had class and was finishing up my projects for printing and once they were done I went to submit them in the other building, when I was leaving submissions I realized I didn’t have my keys, which caused me to realize my keys were in my jacket, which I ALSO didn’t have, so I ran back to the print room and when I walked in a few students were having issues printing so I offered to help thinking it would only take a second. An hour and two ink replacements later I remembered my jacket was still hanging on the back of the chair next to the printer. Honestly I’m just glad all the ADHD hit after I got the submissions in but it was a nice reminder that my meds do work, but I need to make sure I actually TAKE them to get the benefits.",3.06704365079365,4.902753492063493,4.438039021164023,84.28340773809526,74.92592592592592,7.053042328042327,27.156415343915327,7.865858978985527,1.7076161375661378,746,29,145,11,16,247,107,189,0.01,0.9,0.09,0.9236,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,3,1,12,5,0,0,15,0,17,0,0,2,2,22,32,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,16,0,26,5,21,14,3,27,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,13,109,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.16379447682336107,0.0,0.2017194973751889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422719922601967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871919875595946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724251225263412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717657741073664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866263784057362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538627799152154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424259298432792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125043177441096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305910039939147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751886782102157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772575630027926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203918751193613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644019800310707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445643666912586,0.0,0.0,0.17850720725787686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787515956671293,0.0,0.1276552202590933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013795096828015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404284496509564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819382757374792,0.0,0.2524001366305897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754959142662662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639621469386534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111917335563908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219462776350196,0.0,0.0,0.11923370544157748,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,openskeptic,2019/03/31,Why do ADHD inattentive symptoms seem to get much worse at times? I feel like at times my ability to focus and get things done is halfway normal but then for weeks or even months I feel like I couldn't be more hopelessly scatterbrained.,6.061333333333334,7.183411577777778,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,66.55555555555556,9.555555555555557,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.466333333333333,191,6,36,4,3,58,37,45,0.042,0.743,0.215,0.8109,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,5,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969214411899279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283099481555543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318263125153545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984472254682225,0.3530033883380814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816020317223515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140478221885384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720314803792044,0.0,0.18161956532776954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420690608341937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491666922030612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567928194620382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413752805294296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812857915337875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817885364827212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229357241888912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177807252547835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,17-north,2019/03/31,"ADHD, but with unlimited time Okay, so I was just recently diagnosed with ADHD, and I keep hearing how many of us don't have a concept of time and have this idea in their head that time is unlimited. So why is it that it's the complete opposite with me? I always feel like I don't have enough time - often using it as an excuse to NOT do stuff - ""I only have 2 hours - that's not enough time to do much on this project, so why start?"" To the point that it's 9:30 on a Sunday and because I have a bunch of stuff to do today, I am already depressed because I feel like my weekend is essentially over. It's very frustrating because 90% of my free time is spent feeling like it's almost gone already, so why do anything with it?",4.550133333333335,4.453800946666668,5.778000000000002,83.32233333333333,69.53333333333333,8.533333333333335,30.0,8.167268648758528,1.9062,562,20,121,7,9,189,79,150,0.057,0.809,0.133,0.8608,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,6,1,17,2,1,2,0,20,26,10,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,15,7,0,1,4,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,3,4,13,6,17,23,4,18,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,15,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28524408252249395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883399796804606,0.0,0.2619175011575043,0.0,0.09874555134083862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765787485338732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217026116734596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442651955225476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221299346683092,0.12045072947916695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452421344132557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800141016349736,0.2543403245744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179286916421345,0.0,0.13375324305324165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686912873008296,0.0,0.0,0.13396751947086527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548213115193784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393309155597436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031592791399988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723840567464404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025626341484892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218446693468886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717539960510776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399745262496942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27170468441071605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151955406777639,0.0,0.11248825169578433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274916423900136,0.10249548207715402,0.0,0.09791776117622372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212521257452988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Athleticnerd31,2019/03/31,"Caffeine tends to wire me for sound, but I need it to wake up from my sleep medication in the mornings. Isn't caffeine supposed to put me to sleep? As long as I can remember, caffeine makes me hyper and I will speed talk someone's ear off. I need it to wake up from my sleep meds because I have insomnia. I haven't been on an ADHD medication for over ten years, and my doctor is putting me on Strattera this week. He said it might help me or it it could make me worse. The last time I was on it, I was hyper, skinny, and wired. I'm scared I'll be worse with caffeine in the mornings when I start this medication. I know I will need more of my sleep medication because Strattera will make my insomnia worse. I saw a therapist last Friday at my college and I had coffee with me because I wasn't fully awake when I walked into the building. About twenty minutes into the session, I was going off on different tangents, speed talking, and I couldn't sit still. Does caffeine wire ADHD people or does it usually put them to sleep?",3.865113268608415,5.050413019417476,4.88833009708738,84.47624919093853,71.71844660194175,7.435080906148866,28.781877022653717,7.793537801064563,1.7407764401294497,806,31,162,10,15,264,104,206,0.085,0.897,0.018000000000000002,-0.9338,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,7,0,18,16,9,3,0,23,31,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,9,9,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,8,4,31,0,30,16,1,33,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,3,13,108,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373177954364517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805617109393559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883094312774415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315585613767864,0.0,0.10105827655744933,0.17280531048587425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056112720817712125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617921671313395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426154043515555,0.16096252697544575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737634800386622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771682952419176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096710465437513,0.39785585583854577,0.0,0.10474100934426096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196296904551936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844961805821634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29776436142082663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184620212658347,0.0,0.09391849873088888,0.0,0.09884980553784953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940257591764335,0.0,0.08365686852524047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988432539231927,0.0,0.07884897809848312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871705318749502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463760677856423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757250043385932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874138393286813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919833687565729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30185467680371303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358136062952331 adhd,Ironic_Toblerone,2019/03/31,One less assignment to fail I just spent the last 6 hours making a website for a school assignment. From scratch. It is due tomorrow and I got the notification last week. 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I consider this a success/celebration because sometimes we focus so much on the problems of ADHD (guilty!) and very little on the upside (or funny side)! Mine was not improving because I couldn’t focus enough to stop and take Ritalin in the afternoon. My doctor tried for a hot minute not to laugh. I looked at her and said: “okay! I know! You already have your stand up material for your next psychiatry convention”. We laughed hard about it; then we changed to Concerta. Ps: during my life I lost 3 pairs of shoes; on the street; didn’t notice; after long time. 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After a year of convincing my mother I have finally convinced her to get me a prescription for my ADD. We got diagnosed with it mid last year and finally am getting concerta!",5.600769230769231,7.553371128205129,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,68.48717948717949,12.37948717948718,36.07692307692308,11.855464076750405,5.417061538461539,170,9,28,7,3,57,32,39,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.8513,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28386848486987576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127497515931005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922416609343539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473699857382336,0.0,0.0,0.2769263635615274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797586349275814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36020845010146235 adhd,jjbwrams1234,2019/03/31,"An incident of me forgetting things in high school. When i was in high school i had the tuitions for my math classes, so basically i usually had to go to the tuitions as early as 6 in the morning even in the winters(which i hated the most, not to mention the teacher who was a jackass). There was this day where i was literally not in a mood to go and attend his morning class, but still i got up just to see that i was late now and in the midst of being late i lost my calm then anyhow took my bike keys and rode to the class. Just as i reached the class, 5meters away from me was my classroom and at that moment i realized that i had forgotten my backpack at home and i had nothing whatsoever, which he was going to realize after seeing me getting late in the class and then busting me out in front of everybody. I took a deep breath, turn around and left the class without getting me busted realizing how much i can't control my stress at this type of situations and how poor i am that this is happening with me again and again.",6.369138755980862,5.4861765358851695,7.0075598086124415,78.66291866028709,65.9377990430622,10.279425837320575,34.311004784689004,9.573946990214177,2.9552928229665074,812,32,168,14,11,269,113,209,0.06,0.903,0.037000000000000005,-0.6707,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,14,5,1,1,15,0,15,1,1,3,0,27,29,19,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,1,3,1,3,8,4,3,0,0,15,2,28,1,34,13,2,43,0,1,2,0,4,20,0,2,15,131,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265392364205291,0.0,0.0,0.13354995932407285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942776724247915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167180180986373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388546894437047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852984997060584,0.0,0.2423529333272531,0.0,0.11368638655181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569840365762766,0.0,0.0,0.14033881450533922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003681121248352,0.14258308105602102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810374440113361,0.0,0.1544410193507597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551681201024425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449297164467636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639201499008732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877167710474444,0.22654241223984845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977699868763534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351722540837138,0.0,0.16282668149113566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443485911724638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158567750180049,0.0,0.15461300304368722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565526971790027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370227616109665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,borky__,2019/03/31,"What are your guys experiences with adult diagnosis? After listening to Dr Barkley this afternoon it's only just become apparent that I'm probably affected and might need to initiate the process soon following some more research and quantification. I'm just curious to hear what all your experiences have been like and the pros/cons of doing so or any regrets you've experienced if any? Thanks mates ",7.841571428571428,9.889114300000003,7.9071428571428575,63.30785714285716,63.14285714285714,13.028571428571427,38.285714285714285,12.340626583579946,5.8268,331,17,51,13,5,107,58,70,0.06,0.828,0.111,0.5714,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,14,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,2,6,10,3,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681236593299175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989287928769613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295256147200863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680014108352583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050597033761073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322334973122455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871333352987593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006950475458293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585331851886124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29182320076123625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491924383764084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jbsparrow,2019/03/31,"Feeling high if I don’t try to control my adhd I feel high if I don’t try to control my adhd and it’s fucking hilarious when I go curling and play joke games because I’m fucking dancing and shit on the ice, my team had some drinks but I had none and was fucking delirious xD. Hope you liked this random post xD",0.7194456289978639,2.784453268656719,2.7607675906183395,92.31701492537312,83.4776119402985,4.4255863539445635,25.989339019189767,5.288315135182226,0.5568353944562903,247,11,53,1,7,83,46,67,0.032,0.635,0.33299999999999996,0.9729,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,3,1,8,4,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,0,14,13,8,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,2,6,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,2,9,4,3,10,2,7,0,0,0,3,3,3,4,5,2,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339241637297386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100494652144634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049596859709333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768507564149843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825628722852501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006914683105864,0.0,0.0,0.10259940857214833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814798967132038,0.0,0.17930711022072188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819788142014885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289791990487094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531153967989414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451361570858797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,corgimama84,2019/03/31,"People with ADHD what do you do for work? I feel like I’ve switched jobs so many times. If I can’t enjoy what I’m doing I don’t stay focused. Actually, forget it even things I enjoy I still can’t stay focused. I went to school for art without thinking how competitive it was, which totally overwhelmed me. Went to tech school for dental assistant, discovered I can’t pay attention and dental work environment had a pecking order feel to it. Worked at a school and enjoyed it until it go to be too much, now I work at my sons daycare and all the added duties has stressed me too much. The only thing that I’ve stuck with is retail. Not what I really wanted.",1.803149350649349,4.179656219696973,3.552294372294373,86.3877272727273,81.5,6.195670995670996,22.307359307359306,7.447530270364453,1.0177450216450223,519,17,102,8,14,173,83,132,0.071,0.784,0.145,0.8928,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,7,6,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,1,2,18,21,7,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,4,1,2,3,6,2,0,0,5,2,13,4,13,15,4,12,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,70,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.1505880158677492,0.0,0.1854552086290916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192281433808496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605139514044022,0.11024181475183388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770009283843502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313264271105007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538993154391413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644998006879954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268768078452193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736260408040597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698176404531284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885737637232113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685214341550191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289559729031617,0.1232352058264468,0.0,0.17676594486353278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205038473388324,0.09887805678446963,0.0,0.0,0.0899816219818116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101828166468323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28610089069876704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875300351368828,0.0,0.4493691582640595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StillABoy333,2019/03/31,"Long term users of Vyvanse I just have a few questions and concerns on being on Vyvanse long-term for ADHD. My doctor prescribed it for me I've been taking it to a while but I'm concerned like taking it forever you know. Time and time again I've realized no matter how much coffee I drink there's really no replacing what it does for me. Can't do shit on my own. Anyways &#x200B; 1) Vasoconstriction - does this ever go away? I hate this side effect, it's real uncomfortable and I gotta wear tight underwear or loose pants because of it. 2) How is your brain after many years of use? - I'm scared that long term my brain will be worn out 3) Do you ever think you'll be able to function without it after you get where you need to be? - I'm in college and my motivation is nothing basically without it. &#x200B; Thanks a ton.",1.4379391249207352,3.907054626506024,3.171585288522511,87.88517755231457,84.06024096385542,5.6634115409004435,22.592263792010144,7.0608816371341465,0.8908,652,23,129,9,19,216,106,166,0.156,0.779,0.065,-0.951,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,0,2,9,5,2,1,3,0,13,6,4,5,2,25,28,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,5,1,1,6,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,16,2,19,19,6,22,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,2,14,84,28,3,0.12855707231246746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154500618494254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278583068279962,0.31242182826483617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078360127760356,0.0,0.0,0.07836719805807496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702441815436885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315836109413906,0.22500232062292544,0.0,0.0,0.125936988677633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257446387583255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716576428577838,0.0,0.07306194679406927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692349365567385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065160488504031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280649186332456,0.0,0.0,0.3413068906241737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033669349447186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450424011598736,0.09532344017894613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335397808722623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440133426581123,0.0,0.0,0.14632609301650426,0.08235695241533901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870805634737215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131961987313978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331783850784448,0.0,0.0,0.1183580799979382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237418103076201,0.0,0.0,0.14992532538797912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110320342756856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478488602787899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31242182826483617,0.08278653966004866 adhd,StolenFace777,2019/03/31,"Need ritalin/adderall might not get it in time before exams.. So i have severe adhd , and this guy gave me some adderall but i ran out and so i went to a doctor i already have an adhd diagnoses but she said she couldnt prescribe anything and i need to see a psychiatrist, well i have 2 exams this week and a job interview and im going to be screwed so this doctor basically screwed me over RIP me ",1.6159756097560989,3.6847480975609774,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,80.21951219512195,6.539024390243903,24.88414634146341,7.645422480735847,1.4044097560975612,312,12,63,5,8,108,52,82,0.135,0.831,0.034,-0.8355,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,14,15,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,4,2,11,1,6,8,1,8,0,0,1,2,6,3,2,2,2,44,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470150769911728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585148013166205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096363733204708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644274809080173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853173710130811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004135167534028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219388148223743,0.0,0.11116502597612216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367656128583788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128353868974908,0.0,0.19410463152104784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750262783273754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900725526379224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606212992192145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586933152979615,0.0,0.0,0.22097438875522865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140569983592755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689998716421333,0.0,0.17586953338107728,0.18132485335512485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alejandroELmaestro,2019/03/31,"Laundry and Room Organising/Cleaning It's an impossible task because everything has to be perfect, and thus, I need humongous blocks of time. And that's usually on the weekends, and then people make plans with me, I feel so, so, guilty for cancelling. I feel stupid that for everyone else on the fucking planet, laundry is so fucking routine, and tidying a room is just a quick fixup—they don't even fucking *think* about it. It's fucking nothing to them. And this makes me feel fucking insignificant and stupid because it's just the fucking worst for me. It makes me feel so, so, so fucking shitty. And I fucking, fucking, fucking, FUCKING hate it. I hate it. I fucking fucking fucking hate it. I do. I fucking hate it. I fucking hate it. And I can't even explain it to people because it makes me feel like I'm a fucking useless fucking child AND it just makes me feel soooo FUCKING immature! What kind of an adult can't do fucking *LAUNDRYYYY* AND *CLEAN THEIR FUCKING ROOM*. And, because I don't tell people about it—about how I feel. I just feel even more like shit, and even more dumb, and even more like a fucking child, and I'm just so fucking angry and just so filled with emotion, I don't know what to fucking do. I'm just so fucking angry. I wished someone would tell me it's okay. I wished someone, somewhere—I JUST FUCKING WISHED FOR FUCKING ONCE THAT PEOPLE WOULD BE EDUCATED ABOUT IT AND IT WOULD BE OKAY FOR IT TO BE SO FUCKING DIFFICULT FOR ME. For people like me. I just wished it was okay, and that people knew that it's just difficult. I just wished people knew. I'm sorry for the rant and it's horrible that I did it his way. I just needed to tell someone who maybe felt the same, you know. Sorry.",1.2866758677800014,3.8910255400593483,2.4878766130701853,91.18468359671522,87.36795252225521,4.559216065143882,25.93809951004072,6.146975581142439,0.9395356980194598,1345,61,261,12,43,429,110,337,0.237,0.708,0.055,-0.9972,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,2,2,32,50,37,0,11,3,20,29,1,7,1,69,84,31,0,10,12,0,9,4,0,3,0,0,4,3,31,21,0,2,15,1,0,1,5,41,0,0,5,9,33,9,23,72,5,12,0,1,0,28,12,5,30,0,9,172,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421058494242516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028850151395524118,0.0388480216217881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405254269905055,0.0,0.0,0.033000347715894815,0.031038466277437064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969832778332894,0.024672315743750287,0.033159694322731435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8939757207653192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048430192310482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035963623996369536,0.03795984239529219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748960724706236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526426187323033,0.0,0.0346957592618784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121557778705218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033137941980528884,0.0,0.0,0.036779400477245976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759897386520567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03545040660264468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778597656004893,0.0,0.0,0.07731979226840657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055718955058796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022129086341753302,0.0,0.0,0.02013804828655641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803620172625311,0.0,0.0,0.02741283644775511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857179139206385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359952541606626,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,habibisarita,2019/03/31,"I came home after a long day and was so tired that I tried with unlocking my condo with my car’s key fob...Again. Did it again today...I feel about ten IQ points dumber each time, and I’m just grateful nobody has been around to witness it yet. What (if any) small, habitual/routine tasks do y’all have brain farts like that with? 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They're already closed and I just realized. I'm freaking out a little bit. Apart from my white tee shirts and some white pieces of clothing that she owns, the brand new pillowcases were in there and she bought them. What the fuck do I do? I feel like such a Mr. Bean right now. 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It doesn't ever go away does it? Have I just decided this is status-quo? I need 10 seconds for every other persons 1 second? I've ignored the prospect of having ADHD since I've got off Ritalin at the end of G6. It's come up in my head here in there, probably 8 years, and 4 yearish and now. Now, I don't see my old family doctor, nor do I believe they have my old files. Has anyone been in my position? And have been re-diagnosed? I've heard it can be like jumping through hoops. I've read through this sub, and can relate with so many things. I'm just so worried that I'm going to look at my doctor and be like, ""what's your thought on adult ADHD"" and be looked like I'm trying to get pills. 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I introduced myself as a fellow professional, managed to summarize my qualifications, ask a relevant question, be mildly self depreciating, and generally be quite competent in a 5 minute conversation... And didn't tell her my name. Story of my life :) ",9.998299319727893,11.426994000000004,11.249387755102044,43.50156462585039,57.97959183673471,14.696598639455786,44.904761904761905,13.5591,7.508586394557824,242,14,30,10,3,85,42,49,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,21,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35234497374994794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662113485870713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222074891517721,0.4008731170868479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931825956723065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32942193153240784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35725140309416165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743832901816905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CharlieDies,2019/03/31,"I forgot to take my meds and feel like shit (13M) me and my family are currently on a road trip from Michigan to Alabama, last night we stayed at my aunt's. in the morning I couldn't find my meds (100mg Stratera) so I assumed they were still in our car and probably buried under stuff so I pushed them off telling myself I'd look for them and take them later. And guess what happened, I forgot, so skip forward to now at 9 at night I still haven't taken them. I feel weird, have a stomach ache, and can't sit still. I normally get a terrible migraine when I forget to take them. But this feels worse, I can't sit still but at the same time I can't move that much because I'm in a packed car. Currently my meds are in a spot where we can't get them without stopping we have no place to stop and a few more hours of driving before we stop to sleep at a hotel. Does anyone have any advice to help me for the rest of the ride or how to prevent this from happening again?",3.166657420249656,3.709806359223304,4.239833564493761,90.8728155339806,72.7864077669903,7.439112343966713,24.908460471567267,7.447530270364453,0.8968305131761443,754,21,174,8,14,246,118,206,0.102,0.856,0.043,-0.8513,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,5,0,7,0,13,4,1,0,11,0,12,4,3,1,0,32,28,15,0,2,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,6,5,1,0,8,8,3,0,0,4,4,31,1,27,23,5,44,0,0,1,0,15,16,1,3,20,114,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080534533972355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406953582384666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644177933409583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536091837792826,0.0,0.1051961406512176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818545220120664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654305874392162,0.0,0.1875262050158608,0.08831803622931553,0.0,0.0,0.11299140890357146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291783757888268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618735548504626,0.0,0.21864312967331587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286352388478599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174615208036935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077123046349312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039714350139781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381423043637802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119599703396334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139427390213526,0.09087892003579437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320281942683326,0.12112667918232765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916226835945113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328912939355053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268997335797077,0.0,0.0,0.12371471688056895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176826596202185,0.3949097317531679,0.3100692004031452,0.0,0.0,0.14152154717270954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788528276459037,0.0,0.1080540801360832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208698594133052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917050878666595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598488097092062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toastarclan,2019/03/31,Sleeping tips while on stimulants I accidentally took focalin xr before bed and I need tips on how to sleep. Does Benadryl work?,3.700724637681159,6.927137913043481,4.330434782608695,77.67072463768119,82.91304347826087,6.544927536231885,29.40579710144928,7.793537801064563,2.492084057971016,104,5,17,2,3,33,20,23,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044878307629917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131403248915431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26532715702464976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.716178854912889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975634141797824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605052342481069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ArtisanBrehd,2019/03/31,Trained musicians perform better at paying attention. [thoughts?](https://eurekalert.org/pub_releases/2019-03/e-tmp032619.php),25.53,34.146592000000005,11.333333333333332,24.495000000000005,45.66666666666667,15.733333333333334,64.33333333333334,11.20814326018867,13.054033333333335,112,7,4,4,2,25,12,12,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shadia2000,2019/03/31,"Should I be tested for ADHD? Hi, I'm a 22 year old female college student, and I have been having difficulties: -staying awake during lectures, and every single concert (several a week b/c I'm a music major), and any general time where I must be still. - I have noticed I can't look at my professors and focus too, I miss so much. - I've started drawing or writing positive comments about the pieces on programs for the concerts and then handing them to the performers after, they typically appreciate that and it keeps me actively listening if I commit to it enough. -I HATE research. I like the end conclusion but I have to reread so many times just to comprehend what is being said because I check out without fail during those long paragraphs and sentences. - I have good grades in school, and always have, but In have always fallen asleep in class. - I go to tutoring and it takes me so much longer than my roommate to do the same homework we have for the same classes. I can do it well, it's just really frustrating for me because it takes me so long. - I forget my stuff. EVERYWHERE. Always have. I would be late and miss appointments but I have alarms set from the beginning of the semester for every single class and immediately create alarms and reminders when someone tells me about something I need to add to my schedule. -Anything I don't write down in some capacity, may as well have never been said to me. I HAVE 4 CALENDARS. 2 physical, 2 digital. I always forgot assignments or ended up doing them super late without all 4 calendars (but again it's frustrating to not be able to trust my memory.) - I have left my keys in multiple places more times than I can ever count, including in my room, in classrooms, in professors' offices, on the couch in the lobby, IN THE IGNITION IN THE CAR YA'LL. - I never remember my grocery list. There is a physical version I write down in the kitchen, but I never remember to take it, so I copy it to the digital version and I have it when I look for it in the store. - I never stop moving. If I do, I'm asleep. - I forget what people are saying to me as I watch them say it, can never follow instructions to places people verbally give me, I dont even try for that anymore because I'm lost after the 3rd step. - I have several long projects this semester and I am stressed and overwhelmed just thinking about them. I have no idea what to start on first. Even with due dates. - I don't get ideas all at once. I sit down for one thing and get 2 ideas about another project I need to write down. My brain just bounces. - I always have (at least) 2 things going on in my brain at a time. Always at least an underlying track of music and then something I'm thinking of on top of that. - When I step outside I hear everything, everything at once. It's beautiful and strange to be the person in the conversation that chases rabbit holes all the time and eventually is reminded about what point she started at, but I'm rarely boring if I just say all the kooky associations I think in my mind. - Still hate large groups and big parties though, it just feels like the epitome of ""cannot focus on any one thing at this time, please try again later."" -And many more, on channel four. That's all for now folks. Should I try to get tested? I don't have much money and I don't think my insurance will cover it based on the policy. I would have to really save up if I do it, which is why I have to make sure it's a wise decision. Thanks for any input! Please BE NICE 😁 I'm stressed enough as it is.",3.0466695926549785,5.072661528219975,4.350589547104459,84.0471986429741,75.54124457308248,7.71493914735119,25.799648881402568,8.553620602826744,1.8854740860240569,2760,100,539,55,61,909,302,691,0.071,0.8079999999999999,0.121,0.9873,0,0,2,0,0,0,96.0,1,0,5,7,33,26,4,5,29,0,58,6,5,2,14,97,101,48,0,11,21,0,2,2,0,7,0,9,4,1,35,26,1,3,12,3,3,8,16,14,2,4,6,14,78,12,92,81,23,103,0,5,3,0,25,48,0,8,46,387,113,22,0.06456709525689751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759710121059316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32234997369538626,0.0,0.0,0.1317235166241884,0.06770422908560124,0.0,0.0,0.06403320879879272,0.0,0.0,0.053133217923370224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807850593548015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415646385431455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567215477045051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143745637368183,0.13343013854576008,0.0,0.08529191494080511,0.05840463419582882,0.10880112501984007,0.0,0.11605748381312712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032647063386030704,0.04612674575264323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492073824140112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120092708944503,0.06193864118788457,0.0733899363675779,0.05415581613640005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749327839833458,0.0,0.0,0.07277180894807167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866517423357384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739020094315553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456689915889883,0.0,0.07015233791739016,0.0,0.0,0.06308844266512686,0.0,0.0,0.1714195424830732,0.10844019675463833,0.0,0.07048261168692667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309903745569052,0.13092180076833448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519436019961418,0.0,0.0,0.06862460403784648,0.14239273259705168,0.09575136601259232,0.2489906214864097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351006589780375,0.06775230511762548,0.13752369841313433,0.0875046695112659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895253881913319,0.05637749710936067,0.13491774427551154,0.14175056291453236,0.061036774947301586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272666911306557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628386464614668,0.0,0.12283618661069615,0.1540390370451851,0.0,0.06534534747268038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458848786946181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547074902830256,0.0994138087832555,0.0,0.0,0.13710276704354266,0.06881993261846736,0.10312673135375083,0.05398098275790925,0.14792277893466538,0.0,0.07391387652694947,0.0,0.0,0.06085372315944056,0.0,0.14563926047711134,0.0,0.056434487164451236,0.059444706449722474,0.0,0.0,0.1286865272417333,0.1654879501423222,0.06343684326485337,0.0,0.2258975548747359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151045815196594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051791829187935234,0.0,0.1161071456647279,0.0,0.0582617607001198,0.0,0.0,0.12448075149096367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173322390007246,0.0,0.0,0.04157909243007007 adhd,kolby12309,2019/03/31,"I just tried to make a sandwich without bread I was hungry so I grabbed a plate and a jar of peanut butter, got a large glob and put it directly on the plate. I literally forgot to put bread on the plate before the peanut butter. How do I even manage to survive at this point lmao",2.2355172413793127,3.9514515172413813,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,76.93103448275863,6.019310344827588,21.944827586206884,6.742157984588678,0.4236579310344828,220,6,47,2,5,72,39,58,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,7,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,8,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906422080336525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255970074018845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731765509273737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279937993807161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32288438544568043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6867238185427251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318966639196297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292514306307823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RhesusFactor,2019/03/31,"RPG Gamemasters. How do you organise your notes. I've been a RPG GM since about 2006 and people enjoy the games I run. I find an ADHD brain actually helps with juggling a dozen things at the game table, and the bouncy brain that connects dots leads to some good improv and interesting stories. But my campaign notes never improve. I like notebooks and have many so i'll have a games notes strewn across four different books and torn out pages because i had an idea and this was the only book i had on hand to write it down before i forgot it. So about 70% of my game design is in the A4 four subject notebook I have for this purpose. &#x200B; What do you do to keep your game notes organised and at hand so you have that cool plot point available when the PCs trigger it. &#x200B; ^(that'll do, i was supposed to be out shopping for chinos but i just sat down to eat some eggs i made forty minutes ago and now i'm posting on reddit. oh man its a bad brain day today.)",3.3436334196891195,5.143906300518137,3.665670336787564,90.26617389896374,74.07772020725389,5.861269430051812,25.015867875647675,6.322622252153567,0.6970313471502596,768,25,155,5,16,238,123,193,0.051,0.877,0.07200000000000001,0.2598,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,1,9,6,0,0,12,1,16,7,5,4,1,26,21,15,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,11,2,2,2,8,1,2,1,1,0,3,8,3,17,5,21,11,3,20,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,2,7,99,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.1424088149206847,0.0,0.17538219312838088,0.0,0.1293601254030799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31623504138393005,0.3546472885110369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184732451482574,0.0889589387971449,0.0,0.12417758752563625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887259264193445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411422190189722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246813034133694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932511318649613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333794232555412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240103891100748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781530411844593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473973563266886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971127978315555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129512097130751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808461365167374,0.0,0.14795238603534894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255193965602336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098804421312243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117104039140316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795313593853434,0.0,0.13976274618869872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071665666142513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695089559457784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383266997802011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546472885110369,0.0 adhd,Rattttttttttt,2019/03/31,"Do you think it’s worth adding a therapist or counselor? I think I could use a little more help managing my ADHD. I have my meds, which were recently increased. I see my PCP and my Psychiatrist, but they’re all business. Do you guys have any feedback on this? Have anyone of you had success adding an additional person to help with your ADHD?",3.409545454545455,5.65246783333334,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,75.21212121212122,7.430303030303031,26.15151515151515,8.344100000000001,1.868442424242425,271,10,51,5,6,88,50,66,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.9189,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,12,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,12,1,4,9,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,1,35,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589687819661738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158144510759276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260697490462708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567523004468164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302647543843601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117517259047823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330799311515668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25831476813938165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030569467021456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296187525239958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531521368655854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700128041838737,0.0,0.29802207968467503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200851755686061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MedicalMagic420,2019/06/04,"Is it normal for my motivation to subside yet still feel stimulated on vyvance? I take 50mg of vyvance daily. I hadn’t been on my medication in a while and got back onto it about a week ago. I make sure I get enough to eat and drink and my diet is pretty healthy. I’ve been getting an average of 8 hours a night, but I had some insomnia the first few days I was back on it where I barely slept then missed a night of sleep. After not sleeping I took a day off taking it so I’d be able to nap then slept 12 hours that night to catch up on sleep. I notice that about 6 or 7 hours after taking it I start to feel tired physically and mentally. I usually feel pretty drained when I wake up in the morning as well before taking my medication. I feel the stimulating effects for about 12 hours but my motivation dies off halfway through. I usually spend most of the night glued to my phone and I hate the feeling of wasting the rest of my day.",2.847230769230769,4.115919774358979,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,74.33333333333333,7.661538461538463,25.82051282051281,8.238735603445708,1.4858820512820519,736,25,159,12,15,250,109,195,0.09300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.125,0.3172,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,11,4,1,0,12,0,8,13,6,6,1,24,27,14,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,8,2,1,2,2,2,1,1,9,5,22,2,32,17,5,41,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,3,27,107,29,2,0.1036618339700841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918899612173223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594191033197035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820858565370321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005599215434411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758461756802616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154913281832023,0.0,0.10607193535661727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711038504599843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620726897244148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817470301928111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831805952990636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290783831462771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023445998696838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083441014968733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919507912236385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885678389362056,0.10446674711828943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891184357428309,0.10156658779933396,0.0,0.1180196850409502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092270449919384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112100919205252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337237962855687,0.0,0.08278447451395897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770005172939078,0.0,0.3117631930843568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191440288768056,0.0,0.0,0.115172111754288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833772976891195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315127042536671,0.0,0.09320443802489037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jescak,2019/06/04,"I'm scared of medication, but I want to feel better I am currently 20 and was diagnosed with ADHD a little over two years ago. ADHD was not something I was expecting to be diagnosed with because I thought all of my symptoms were due to my OCD and anxiety. I took a 10mg dose of Adderall so I wouldn't have to lie about trying it to the psychiatrist who prescribed it to me, and after taking it, I fell asleep shortly after and didn't really notice anything different about how I felt. She then gave me 30mg of Vyvanse a few months later and I've only taken it about 5 times in the course of two years, but every time I have, they make me feel the same way I feel when I drink caffeine; I feel very anxious and sad and a little paranoid and I get very quiet and usually end up falling asleep to pass the time until it leaves my system. I don't want to take any medications unless I'm sure they are really doing a lot more good for me than harm because I'm nervous about being exposed longterm to potentially harmful substances like medications. I have never noticed any positive outcomes from taking Vyvanse, but the psychiatrist said I just haven't given it a fair chance. I have tried therapy a few times, but I have no faith in it. I have had often debilitating ADHD and OCD symptoms since childhood and see no way of escaping them. Have I not given medication/some other treatments a fair chance? Are they worth the side effects even if they do end up working for me?",7.239484536082473,6.3551278625429575,7.871532646048112,73.18111340206187,64.18900343642612,10.509140893470793,34.8639175257732,9.725611199111238,3.2433191752577315,1172,45,219,20,15,392,158,291,0.132,0.767,0.1,-0.8569,2,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,3,10,10,0,2,14,0,23,11,2,3,3,41,46,22,0,5,9,0,5,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,9,13,1,0,7,1,1,4,9,5,0,2,14,8,34,5,34,29,6,37,1,1,1,0,9,9,0,3,22,150,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612101641364578,0.0,0.08880831684616043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362590220458137,0.0,0.0766415607393359,0.11318099120588578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244405210925032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214418621469493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860584939666237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337215473275705,0.0,0.10467242503131308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814355608936896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746906476265814,0.0,0.0,0.06617151524700518,0.0,0.08441052482100249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026270043642927,0.0,0.09619370013751216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052342739203810856,0.0,0.0,0.08403076459640753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608187844975267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048945528408203515,0.2008241912712436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517404881576304,0.0,0.0,0.0668745359067102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30277876702376105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799670345861388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726916070525137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281234956321856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619551516281975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283626718979959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529926254833042,0.0,0.10030306806538293,0.0,0.07983479687631323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287440244814236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712761951973535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944235587318364,0.20826199256661168,0.2259808693921853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145707420622112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953602089056973,0.2336756617088357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113096714485071,0.13603862754217744,0.0,0.1957331666944144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103400697127936,0.16532690306753506,0.11818389537307515,0.15904502276224888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293616816979173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903223245028705 adhd,ibertee,2019/06/04,"Adhd in a nutshell Be me Hungry as f**k Take some leftovers out of the fridge Put it in the microwave Go do something while it heats up Forgets that I prepared myself something to eat 3 hours later realise that I'm hungry as f**k Go get something in the fridge Open the microwave to heat it up Realize that I'm a dumbass",2.681743589743593,4.806547969230773,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,77.0,5.564102564102565,29.294871794871803,6.42735559955562,1.5114102564102567,258,12,48,2,6,84,42,65,0.057999999999999996,0.912,0.03,-0.4019,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478597739886283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29617716141716505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512244275261156,0.0,0.32899948940850793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850475869422367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29097478980375185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6684927242482674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762857736977248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bulldakkmyeon,2019/06/04,"Finding the Correct Dosage? I have been on Vyvanse for three months now-- starting at 20 mg and now 30 mg. I have some questions about how finding the correct dosage is supposed to feel. Starting/upping, it typically works well and I feel it is effective for about three weeks, at which the effects begin to decrease in noticability. Is this simply because my body is getting acclimated to the meds? Or will I have to keep upping, and then eventually switch to a different medication? Currently, my understanding is that once I'm at the correct dosage this dipping at the end of a 3 week perios will no longer happen, and I really hope thats the case. Vyvanse has very smoothly worked wonders for me and I don't want to switch to something potentially more disruptive...",7.047163120567375,8.081908042553195,7.173900709219861,71.53333333333335,64.31914893617022,9.670921985815603,36.94326241134753,9.725611199111238,3.7389347517730496,618,30,104,12,9,199,89,141,0.025,0.909,0.066,0.7587,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,9,0,13,2,1,3,3,23,25,8,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,9,2,20,22,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,10,74,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615407405111555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165183020088973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199078302209594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876574750754708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268990853413376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483081883664836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955156432629657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849774937376608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925354446640247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936458326637738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165183020088973,0.19195339767906908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520906912530398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693601820626288,0.0,0.20292352603941588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345329272922026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206759698600447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146690358447921,0.0,0.0,0.1348682796214425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983633999723756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572190534537103,0.1123880011012913,0.0,0.3056863862772093,0.0,0.17132226422445068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663723170080256,0.2774371287294024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CaptainHindsight32,2019/06/04,"Approaching Undiagnosed ADHD Hey everyone, not sure this is the right place to post but I need some guidance. I'm in my mid 20's and I might have undiagnosed ADHD. I graduated Pharmacy School 1 year ago and had a ""holy shit, they're describing my whole life"" moment when we discussed the topic of ADHD in class. Since then I've been afraid to get help but I think it's time I get an actual answer.",2.1156250000000014,4.392381312500003,4.092500000000005,83.53250000000001,79.625,8.0,21.25,8.841846274778883,1.5751250000000003,315,9,64,8,8,107,63,80,0.085,0.867,0.047,-0.4274,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,5,2,1,0,1,12,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,5,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,6,33,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.1838759263572276,0.0,0.6793518346319551,0.0,0.16702767244728706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004846287608206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688889980591665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629751653161714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309037209044153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988948216985655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971498323679285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686434945815826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804593658053418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091418911774652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069647790815406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193415877677676,0.15586736735875234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775886290750054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073533330576755,0.0,0.0,0.10987231621115312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037013467899965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133972482657478 adhd,louisab21,2019/06/04,"Doesn’t take long My company uses two factor authentication to log into email. I have to launch the VPN, enter my password, pick up my phone, click the approve button, go back to my laptop and accept the terms. 98% of the time I start this I have to start over again because I get distracted and don't get sequence done before the time out.",8.576666666666668,6.39379641791045,8.442388059701496,74.31293532338309,62.43283582089552,10.724378109452736,32.78109452736318,8.841846274778883,2.5427154228855726,268,7,52,3,3,87,49,67,0.037000000000000005,0.922,0.040999999999999995,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,8,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,8,1,9,11,1,14,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,8,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366052336894975,0.0,0.1875733843703164,0.0,0.26183327577950305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148878264140913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215250776623683,0.0,0.17487516420698995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723081857787949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43558867580767696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313549681921689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358849127985972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005819077287657,0.0,0.0,0.2657572933407352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZeaColtPistol,2019/06/04,"Doing everything but actually nothing Hi there. Adult with ADD here. I'm STRUGGLING with the feeling that I'm running out of time to do everything I want.i have a lot of down time and so much I want to do but I'm very restricted on what I can actually pursue due to my job and everytime I start something I get so much anxiety thatbits a waste of time because I wont finish it. Heres my list of shit I want to do right now: Take dance lessons Learn a language Take acting classes Go to an audition Own a business Start a non profit Become a civilian Stay in and become an officer Bachelors in political science Bachelors or masters in architecture Law degree Be a struggling artists Hike around the world Write a book Run for office Build a house Live in a boat Live in a van Travel Learn piano Learn violin Take singling lessons Make a YouTube channel Do photography Just in short, all of this is on my mind and I dont know what to do so I do nothing",1.7777607655502408,4.354597589473684,3.552918660287084,84.97224880382775,83.6315789473684,6.6124401913875595,27.057416267942585,7.84624498591911,1.973105263157895,762,35,146,15,22,254,115,190,0.125,0.825,0.05,-0.9522,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,9,4,1,2,16,0,13,1,1,1,1,29,28,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,7,5,2,6,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,1,25,26,6,29,0,0,0,0,3,14,1,2,8,92,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.271938148324811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658949312474517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403606100326088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493620674713592,0.30776507722913515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329743669257368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504473365819115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045103687942796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279583018240175,0.0,0.07918625103389014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077177011549562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826667104605314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657386595710257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606748234600956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845607791745955,0.0,0.0,0.09300597243174796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068678154737266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048518225960841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738786751400884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898976525849173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302349599071895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726548091168253,0.0,0.0,0.19724146871536036,0.14851061958050352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913225620041223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142836092068209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373887447809994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496445680292608,0.2465469397113653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vinster97,2019/06/04,"Travelling advice with ADHD medicine It's almost time for my summer vacation and I would like to go to Brasil, however I don't have a clue what I need to do to not end up in jail because of my medicines. I take concerta and strattera. Does somebody have experience or some advice?",3.252545454545455,5.456472800000004,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,75.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.5843818181818183,224,10,42,5,5,74,44,55,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,9,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35185043264393656,0.5721793115834093,0.0,0.0,0.2931650201337197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846875184420194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25620338814375143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593056899448151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863834364946196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638689113246238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430317337906352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170838796306693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201252194964689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071546740767668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079740996346484,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skinnymemedude22,2019/06/04,"Feeling sleepy on Concerta. What gives? I’m currently on 27mg of Concerta. In the first 3 hours after taking it, I’m focused on whatever task is at hand. Anything after that, and I’m extremely lethargic. Right now I feel like taking the biggest nap right now but I can’t because I have work later, and it’s a 7 hour shift. Does anyone have any insight into this? I’m definitely bringing this up with my doctor because I feel so lazy it’s not even funny.",1.1310573122529632,3.605787619565216,3.4479051383399235,85.23938735177866,85.84782608695653,5.954150197628458,24.66798418972332,7.348242739294969,1.4830739130434791,359,15,68,6,11,123,66,92,0.10400000000000001,0.775,0.121,-0.2795,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,10,15,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,11,15,0,20,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,10,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534232906951647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775253317409654,0.0,0.1856587194437952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750608760723483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092253008382604,0.19743380190455906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901400974487186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422272667877451,0.16117662139146532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919046941126739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164267337170524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44436299305332794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022219182925597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853413088376172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392629527278433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424757441078622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Karaabd,2019/06/04,"Vyvanse has stopped working after a month Guys, I am 37. was diagnosed with ADHD inattentive type a few months ago. Started Vyvanse a month ago and felt great, but it gradually lost effectiveness and has completely stopped working now. Has anyone had a similar experience? What medication worked for you? Also, how has your experience been with weed? If it has helped your ADHD inattentive type, which strains? With thanks :)",5.628767605633802,9.105265732394367,5.488151408450708,71.52264964788735,74.77464788732394,9.183802816901409,34.227112676056336,9.516144504307137,4.273547887323945,341,18,51,10,8,106,50,71,0.11800000000000001,0.742,0.14,0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,5,3,4,0,1,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,4,2,5,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,34,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982422759073661,0.0,0.2937394602796094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249821163548164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158507842542617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371754005033466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816675816124313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241433886403817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908355525776993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266826570479325,0.0,0.16405417047570914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110551437288344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086471821878405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166910177575203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967444899363976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727267541527722,0.0,0.0,0.2770401096670264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254046103432914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618618970704608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CGtheKid92,2019/06/04,"Trying to Make A Decision on Medication Hello r/ADHD, &#x200B; This will be my first post to this group, and I have to say, I am so happy that I have found you all. I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI when I was a freshman in high school back in '08. That was the first time I ever went on medication and I have to say I remember that day as if it happened yesterday - I describe it to friends and family as a night and day difference in my productivity and attention levels. I no longer felt that there was an invisible barrier preventing me from starting something as simple as the day's homework, and no magnetic force pulling me away from the lecture I was listening to. For a long time, my medication was my saving grace - it was easy to overlook the fact that I wasn't eating until 8 pm or that I would only be able to tell that I was hungry once I felt my hands shaking. It wasn't until around my sophomore year of college that I started to resent the medication. In a weird way, I started to feel like I was growing two identities within myself - one CG on meds and another off. Although the medicated me did much better in school, he also could not eat to save his life, had constantly clammy hands, dissociated his stomach growls from feelings of hunger, and could not get to sleep no matter the amount of melatonin he took. The unmedicated me, on the other hand, was jovial, creative, sociable, but could not pay attention to anything no matter the cost. Around the end of my senior year of college, I promised myself that I would no longer take medication. *I don't need to rely on a pill to be the best version of myself -* that was a mantra that I would tell myself daily. And that takes me to today. I am three years into my career, and feeling less confident in myself than I have in years - it painfully reminds me of how I felt right before I was diagnosed back in high school: dumb, hopeless, and a constant failure. I am in a role that requires a high level of attention to detail, and I make more mistakes than I care to admit. I feel as though I have lost the confidence and respect from my co-workers, and I'm now only seen as the funny guy everyone wants to get a beer with, but nobody wants to work with, and for the other ADHDers here I'm sure that feeling is very familiar. Anyway, I think I'm going to go back on my medication despite all of my hesitations, as it truly did help me in school and I was a much happier / confident person back then. I do feel like I will return to the world of Jekyll & Hide (medicated vs. unmedicated) but I think that it is the right thing to do. Mainly I just wanted to vent about this, so if you read this far, I sincerely appreciate you. And if you did, I'd love to hear your thoughts: should this be something that I'm okay with? Is this losing the battle against my brain? I do feel that way sometimes, like I should be learning coping mechanisms to learn how to best use my brain's functions rather than doping it up to get by, but I have been off of them now for two years, and I am just feeling lost. &#x200B; Anyway: TL;DR - went on meds in high school - went off after graduating college - struggled in my job as a result - thinking about going back on meds, and feeling anxious about it. &#x200B; Thank you, and much love to you all - I found a family that I never knew I had.",7.927915746059803,6.2241037427701675,8.283094221043848,73.42491825011051,63.32267884322678,11.095379781018316,35.50100653017136,9.857291076455118,3.2622751411597206,2617,94,508,43,31,869,282,657,0.092,0.737,0.171,0.9956,1,0,3,0,0,1,93.0,0,7,1,10,27,32,3,2,33,1,53,26,7,6,7,102,109,47,0,17,15,0,15,3,1,7,13,4,1,2,36,27,4,3,27,2,2,10,12,12,0,6,35,20,81,20,99,59,13,90,0,4,1,2,28,39,1,4,41,380,117,20,0.05101565289421324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262180187001248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407971991880546,0.0,0.2211017543870616,0.18596880662381898,0.0,0.05349436019630063,0.0,0.057633166742188165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041981535516601665,0.09082949404470797,0.0,0.0,0.0479308852267142,0.196139440336638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341056313259388,0.0,0.10707556059362568,0.045119199241873166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390068103866385,0.0,0.0,0.05201385814068428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025959427184344,0.0,0.1221955429637164,0.0,0.0,0.09870262709131318,0.0,0.0,0.10355962763313872,0.0,0.05330049914623068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440349796497472,0.0,0.0,0.045184726216263134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046146578744063985,0.0,0.04874764256819615,0.0,0.0,0.09618603454365507,0.0,0.23215542256956015,0.07289118524207075,0.14694908130345966,0.0,0.0,0.08678777658091885,0.0,0.11187206042124144,0.03941456687627053,0.0,0.07996071913140898,0.0,0.08698011358789108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051351703479348,0.045112973372571766,0.05430711113810092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057498348516495025,0.0,0.034194716771180966,0.21560335294576466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062516365312874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03603386435127922,0.07477101331184857,0.0,0.0,0.045147247442404184,0.0,0.05707346628999374,0.11137922307303268,0.0,0.09208723704219664,0.0,0.06810668889984857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700006691293305,0.4111432253762203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250712444050504,0.037827460204068485,0.039346416527257816,0.0,0.0,0.04787473434611513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054330005361542436,0.034569526696593175,0.07759940575882412,0.05428425155041157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454490034176357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885889344368719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510294584544068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779078982196172,0.08713417765373282,0.0,0.08113938959970511,0.0,0.2581528216233248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105249578861575,0.0,0.0,0.07854868399452211,0.05045578517924368,0.0,0.10832742508394567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333263709081114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808164910734344,0.0,0.07671484400021862,0.0,0.08917985847092967,0.04696835901586383,0.0,0.0,0.03389253292669308,0.09806631135849757,0.050122619947947054,0.040500729894279185,0.05949527491925751,0.0,0.04835687383999219,0.0,0.05668026747477702,0.03463627955976508,0.0,0.099669760026709,0.0,0.0,0.04406114435290725,0.0,0.042093256429111936,0.09027106154098892,0.08098770136848853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187606401067307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428000580096149,0.0,0.0,0.10872016831638352,0.0,0.18596880662381898,0.1642620392499587 adhd,nukurei,2019/06/04,"I'm ashamed of my messy room I've always had a hard time getting up to clean my room. I am consistently ashamed of how I live: clothes on the floor, trash accumulation, grime. I try to pick up the trash every once and awhile but then my mind is always like.. ""oh, you can always come back and do it later."" I'm truly ashamed, I can't even gather the self-control to clean.. and I'm always embarassed when people come in my room to ask for something. It's very rare when I muster up the willpower to clean my entire room and I usually always have to have music to help me do so. Can somebody give me some advice on how to not make cleaning your room unbelievably boring?",1.9134898190045249,3.982485948529416,3.1532352941176462,91.08859728506788,79.22058823529412,5.361085972850678,21.490950226244344,6.297961479604792,0.20490452488687794,523,15,111,4,13,169,83,136,0.11699999999999999,0.792,0.091,-0.138,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,3,5,0,10,0,0,4,0,14,19,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,15,1,17,18,1,21,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,8,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281903794121974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6932055224115995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576711451224795,0.0,0.0,0.12812041830472234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870565807152734,0.0,0.0,0.18687838588215905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005087255238594,0.0,0.14038445204829406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705202079261845,0.15983699069640106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492587029598512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116818068058098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140206686749818,0.0,0.14712842436097734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122007710715688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823860105477795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744475566647114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551325929175045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382089420062316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282721393692048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715740364007082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312397491549996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835082800213436,0.13747886738765147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,volksmacke,2019/06/04,"I often unintentionally say something that causes only pain. Lately I just seem to keep words for myself because apparently I can't judge for myself when to tell what. Most of the words that i waffle out turn out to be either weird or hurtful or anything else that only makes a situation more sour.",8.173154761904764,7.918521910714286,8.547142857142859,67.03119047619049,62.03571428571429,9.609523809523813,31.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.568209523809524,241,7,40,3,3,80,43,56,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.8126,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,14,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,8,5,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113070202710412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652993376803268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378249421760314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450568430211656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274886947073772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282367382970145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289657598029817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140179980151854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905835983349457,0.2732306787164809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420075673678795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376171677667104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288630057201013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768081558772949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244359327237245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793015282491553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MannyPan89,2019/06/04,"What are some hobbies or activities that you guys enjoy? I’m newly diagnosed with ADHD (boy was I so not surprised- I sort of felt like it’s about damn time) anyway- I can’t do things that take a lot of time - reading books takes me forever, knitting projects that go unfinished, I’m good at drawing but I can’t focus enough to really put my talent at work. I feel bored all the time. I’d like something to enjoy, but that something needs to be short and fast. I want to feel accomplished and good at something. I’ve worn out doing sudokus. And if it’s too hard I’ll quit. What do you fine people enjoy doing?",0.44931688804554426,2.9035889032258098,2.1950284629981027,92.31695445920305,91.41935483870968,4.853130929791272,20.197343453510435,6.522977012572876,0.3700603415559773,480,16,98,6,17,157,84,124,0.077,0.68,0.243,0.9735,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,4,12,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,19,20,8,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,4,10,10,12,16,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,5,6,57,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456000961767786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896510296101588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930682507959045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889561530928728,0.0,0.17940739524604768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619239997005347,0.3134454870791745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850130351726628,0.0,0.0,0.16738285187537394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825730738729088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885504163735525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854852396057155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953977480880022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783804993493827,0.0,0.19874029364274545,0.18690274496951192,0.0,0.11970229120577255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315438110744187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809791708128647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413628578144276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268650265530508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021025700541896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603061252310872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1burburry1,2019/06/04,My biggest struggle Day dreaming about something awesome then being distracted and unable to remember what the day dream was about.,13.741428571428573,13.589497428571427,10.58095238095238,56.60571428571429,50.904761904761905,12.20952380952381,54.33333333333334,11.20814326018867,6.933819047619048,110,7,12,2,1,32,19,21,0.16899999999999998,0.612,0.21899999999999997,0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992761693931739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263179538069144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576831426044305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857162276417842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,90799515,2019/06/04,Any success improving working memory? Has anyone had success helping a kid or themselves strengthen their working memory through apps or computer games? There’s a lot of options but it’s hard to tell what works and what is just marketing.,5.8000000000000025,8.82066447619048,5.643095238095237,73.30607142857146,70.90476190476191,8.961904761904762,39.07142857142857,9.516144504307137,4.709885714285715,196,12,28,5,4,61,35,42,0.037000000000000005,0.73,0.233,0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,19,4,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338027883267839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404001501636392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30798649042096465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23044879152705625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29229521549789844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005053492722623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7508939620409865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eternalthrowaway11,2019/06/04,"How are people's experiences with Wellbutrin? I had a cannabis induced psychosis episode last year so they won't put me on Adderall I just got diagnosed today. He wants me to up my Abilify from 5 to 7mg and then see and gave me a script for Wellbutrin if that doesn't help my focus and depression. Wondering if there are folks out there who just take wellbutrin and not Adderall or that class? I'm not sure what to do he said it could trigger mania and psychosis and kind of left it up to me. I'm confused.",2.7663969795037744,4.676616233009709,3.537411003236248,90.08490830636462,75.99029126213594,6.519525350593313,27.94929881337649,7.3871296695380915,1.4517149946062569,404,17,84,5,9,128,72,103,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,3,1,23,16,12,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,9,2,12,10,0,10,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,5,4,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208198514480478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245953048616796,0.2646695629451851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550768354610318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855647053319154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478434308249274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715451599393699,0.0,0.2125571360284616,0.0,0.0,0.2833204122172003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078064565817856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213943938479384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480458959665281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779482643371014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457666051099655,0.0,0.1960617732701144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247173400622207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538051262556303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28278699860683537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792320764529092 adhd,CaatSa,2019/06/04,"Is this *gasp* LIFE?! I've been on Ritalin for a little over 2 weeks and oh my gosh! Is this how normal people live? Actually able to do things easily? No excess chatter in their brains? Able to control their emotions? Not do every random thing that pops into their heads? I have been able to stick to a habit tracker app AND do the habits for 9 days now. That's insane to me. It never happens. I'm still not as productive as the average person, but it's so much better than it used to be. I finally feel somewhat human for the first time in my life!",0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,2.596071428571431,90.69892857142858,88.375,5.342857142857143,17.82142857142857,6.868970318607317,0.20376071428571407,427,11,88,6,14,143,80,112,0.032,0.897,0.071,0.7471,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,5,0,9,5,2,3,1,14,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,8,1,17,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,8,62,17,0,0.539731243461984,0.0,0.17556661215033806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911614134928578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083952251426904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178482794059271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602733372708693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237500101847386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158228367812426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096811126790467,0.0,0.0,0.1970830651192821,0.0,0.15303170665564333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909418536787592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846399894198347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541520926709204,0.0,0.18031749947805856,0.15886419210390135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225485540579146,0.0,0.13875800277786832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627400759970308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472722857174565,0.15709083446215089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367668940933664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390489703037172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104907209488789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553848337441685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144313282472823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dragonRN,2019/06/04,"So I’m going through the process of being re-tested for ADHD as well as other potential issues.. And it is way harder than I remember. I don’t know the name of the individual “tests” but most of them gradually frustrated me. About 10 years ago, all I can remember is doing a test where I’d click a triangle every time it was in a circle and such or press the space bar for every letter of the alphabet but x. I repeated the alphabet test today and quite frankly I was getting frustrated with my reflex to hit spacebar for every letter. Sometimes it would go too fast for me to try and outsmart the motor reflex by keeping my hand farther away from it. And cue the frustrated sigh after every spacebar pressed for x. And I never realized it, but if I don’t write something down to have for reference, it’s as good as forgotten. Having to parrot back numbers was fine. Until there were more than 3 or 4. And until I was also expected to put them in order before I spoke them back. Expecting me to do multiplication without scratch paper feels like it should be a crime. Also, I hate puzzles. I really hate puzzles. I was scared going in that maybe I would perform too well and they wouldn’t be able to find an issue and that all my struggles are just because I’m incapable, not because of an underlying problem. Well, I laughed my frustrations off when I left. Even if it isn’t ADHD there’s definitely something going on.",5.444516646610509,6.220498844765345,6.684590854392301,74.54668572001606,67.77256317689529,9.476855194544727,31.99538708383474,9.586721724236666,3.073942799839552,1128,46,202,23,18,382,158,277,0.162,0.742,0.096,-0.9774,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,2,18,17,6,2,14,0,24,2,1,0,3,43,38,26,0,9,10,0,5,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,11,10,1,1,7,1,0,5,7,9,4,0,7,7,26,7,41,23,4,32,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,7,14,155,37,4,0.11585373107400952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27846734191792194,0.0,0.10269734238297487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529637376617047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884839401565008,0.17816873594374902,0.0,0.14124671829452304,0.0,0.09858299211349147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652029673182277,0.0,0.3904470606412075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058579127446147475,0.08276592862794244,0.0,0.0,0.10588821133433993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052879279975825,0.0,0.2633693808785597,0.0971726129818384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876314832711303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418423909939472,0.0,0.10297611933597753,0.0,0.0,0.06367018076145806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587541779535347,0.0,0.0,0.05660028100476515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639064466367767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935353956024658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085637424968277,0.0,0.1164649987446172,0.0,0.12322470371484592,0.0,0.0,0.07421886673033985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624793859434312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598979565187892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837972456392812,0.11458230240442835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111547426039987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755524226028063,0.0,0.10981579063695053,0.0,0.0,0.07865707856061578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195929917924617,0.0,0.0,0.3124992531278986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167886250531073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645983330980896,0.0,0.0,0.07460600439788449 adhd,Maxerature,2019/06/04,"How to stay awake? I often need to stay awake and alert for my job or to finish work. Unfortunately, caffeine only makes me tired, if somewhat more focused. I'm no longer on any medication, after the side effects became far too much. Is there any normal food / drink to really help with this, for when a glass of cold water isn't enough?",4.199846153846156,5.804492369230772,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,71.46153846153847,7.046153846153848,22.23076923076923,7.554174236665415,0.8232153846153847,264,6,51,3,5,85,56,65,0.109,0.775,0.115,0.1037,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,11,5,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,10,5,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,31,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32356910750134943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330577628846368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24582097382547954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876774407372614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946368803556304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608545605312925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588044121630768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966573355486984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488862498469673,0.17640462863090772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309782249630806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093858642659025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524089728478979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071532725441543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27343848303233786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319873931968305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wace-Mindu,2019/06/04,"I feel like my my ADHD affects my music taste. I usually listen to hiphop/rap, but I always do this thing where I find one artist I like and listen to almost exclusively their music for like a month until I find something else and repeat the cycle. I always wondered if this was related to ADHD or if this is just how I am.",7.696363636363635,5.482837121212125,8.723333333333333,71.70500000000001,64.15151515151516,10.618181818181819,31.09090909090909,8.841846274778883,2.483854545454545,254,6,48,3,3,88,44,66,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.8047,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,14,8,8,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,12,3,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,7,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242327143556227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839776223090165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36295686103053976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219632986568668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027898199541596,0.1558121937098777,0.0,0.0,0.3986827616031497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31966102818439024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408702645570273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779163686858288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790566274324392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489735317527366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402086651659429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652243885183746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_meicist,2019/06/04,"Best way to renew Adderall prescription cheaply? (US, MN) Hi everyone. ADHD diagnosis and meds are new for me, so I'm hoping more experienced persons can advise me here. Thanks for your time. **tl;dr : I have no insurance currently and need to get back on my Adderall in a new city and state (MN). What's the cheapest and fastest way to get a scrip in the short and long term?** I recently moved to the Twin Cities (St. Paul, Minnesota) from Colorado. This last October, I was diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Adderall (25mg XR) at age 28. With that professional, who was the first to tell me I had ADHD and write me a prescription for it, I was given a 1-month prescription three separate times (through December). That's my entire background with Adderall prescription, though I had been prescribed SSRI's on and off in high school and college. I've made my last handful of meds last until now, unconsciously deluding myself that I could get by without them (like the 28 years prior), but I've been thinking more clearly lately and I see that I really need them. I took one today and the difference is night and day: I am calmer and more productive. It's been too long and I have to get back on track. **What's the quickest and cheapest way for me to renew my prescription in the short term without insurance? What type of professional will prescribe them to me for at least the next month? Can I do that indefinitely? After getting back on track, what sort of arrangement is the cheapest and most hassle-free for every month after that?** Could I go to a cheap clinic one time, tell them what's up, pay a little bit for that appointment and walk out with a scrip? Would they write me scrips in advance, to be handed in for some months after that? My last professional did that for me when I mentioned I was moving. Because I'm uninsured and not making much money currently, I can't afford to go to another expensive specialty practice and do several appointments to get evaluated all over again. Long term, I'd like to be insured and see a psychiatric professional at regular intervals to check in and get my scrip, but that's really not very feasible for my financially right now. The shitty part is that I need my meds to get more meds, and I need my meds to get more money to get more meds. A solution for the next month or three is my primary concern, because I'm sure that I can be productive with a little jump start. Thanks for your time and consideration!",4.0846092077087786,6.229384653104926,4.982950214132766,80.1317700749465,72.91862955032121,8.610042826552464,28.163222698072804,9.255337874911486,2.6078094646680943,1951,77,359,46,40,634,213,467,0.018000000000000002,0.9179999999999999,0.064,0.9657,4,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,2,5,3,11,7,0,0,22,0,31,4,2,2,3,57,61,30,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,21,29,0,0,2,0,6,8,6,0,0,5,13,5,47,7,65,41,17,82,0,0,2,0,17,24,0,6,48,244,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481456360066269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216983076549673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876832806588054,0.0,0.08391111264883183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222840930151975,0.0,0.07513992541997462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099035689448157,0.0,0.0,0.04438693391945404,0.0,0.0,0.06985671735296622,0.0,0.07190829068680002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798868760361856,0.06576598171197369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058543172825831824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35958629074324205,0.0,0.07823055308468306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271821476820628,0.0,0.06835952857720058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244087851684173,0.07763847704008234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672495986128769,0.13796302434527594,0.0,0.1827259469310359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512461663699551,0.04594174221229695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586995517308173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746804025349199,0.14630182269703698,0.050594867078750716,0.20413377344439956,0.0,0.1329447333134562,0.1463939944763479,0.06458833161147293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327625873760734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453161210242508,0.0,0.0,0.06009601586660927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818311337884971,0.0,0.06795715398594275,0.0,0.0,0.05877683957789909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965536321894067,0.10969047060839936,0.0,0.0,0.07775354027976604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871524092684342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486748259572496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031352968650008,0.12673106133316825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410078039733688,0.06762097884510831,0.0,0.1605314618779738,0.0,0.06523879131508997,0.0,0.07646797337863348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278893836289149,0.0,0.0,0.056788476050747265,0.0,0.16389210041214594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269119063900975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889185900094396,0.0,0.0,0.04432154541287404 adhd,staystressin,2019/06/04,"Extending effects of Adderall IR? Hey all - I’ve tried researching this on my own, and haven’t been able to find solid answers. As some background... I was diagnosed at 26 years old with ADHD (of the inattentive variety) by a behavioral health specialist at my clinic last month. My PCP has since prescribed me Adderall IR 2x per day, and it’s been working wonders so far for my concentration, and interestingly, my anxiety. I’ve always struggled with MAJOR concentration/distraction/anxiety/depression issues, and it feels great to finally have some sort of answer to why I am the way I am, lol. I take 1 tablet in the morning, between 9-9:45, and have been taking the second any time between 1:00-2:45. I’ve noticed that I get great results the first 3 hours, but it seems to taper off super quickly. This has resulted in me wanting to wait to take my second dose so I can get more of the “effective” time in the afternoon & early evening :/ I eat something like a granola or protein bar before the first dose, and have been having a protein or yogurt smoothie at some point during the afternoon. Does anybody have tips on how to maximize the impact of my doses? Diet/exercise/anything else? This has been a journey and I’m super open to any advice this community can bring me! As a note, XR is not a option because it is too expensive on my current insurance.",6.440312500000001,7.15561240625,7.1515625000000025,72.2871875,65.5625,10.15,35.921875,10.125756701596842,3.860590625,1080,51,183,24,16,358,157,256,0.024,0.8590000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9759,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,7,6,7,0,1,16,1,21,8,0,5,1,33,33,15,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,10,2,1,8,1,1,2,2,1,0,4,6,1,18,6,31,27,7,32,0,0,0,0,1,13,0,9,17,122,27,2,0.14465742445519658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385011299721573,0.1413575609755031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036656541138516,0.15673625895997195,0.0,0.1967440182879716,0.0,0.110662533763443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190407347152626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818182328621688,0.0,0.12309281368862085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329207156346224,0.0,0.12459322771466035,0.14682424080716142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659068696992345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480206589832718,0.1208427160970363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554486455599476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314314027382618,0.0,0.0,0.1584651376916216,0.1322142652618417,0.24609106268662134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511550675256513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189706422948487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376407770974435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245842406920992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098476795245555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791510810023485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706723106600623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546417608780656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164693436525195,0.15179363296773582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674802352185567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169068627110658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966211635791625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113643526679394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122734853473851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262931410551232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687018150080342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982128956423514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532269688830631,0.11482233028366327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053082554776976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687480614906785,0.1053123278649932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931546385691861 adhd,Wh00pity_sc00p,2019/06/04,"Asking to be tested I recently got a new insurance plan and also a new doctor. I've always had trouble paying attention in school and I've always wondered if I had adhd. So I've been thinking about asking him If I could get tested. I just dont know how I would bring it up Like how did you guys bring it up? Also, is he allowed to deny testing me?",2.0490990990990987,3.4126526486486526,4.6875675675675685,83.42207207207208,76.56756756756756,6.554954954954956,23.144144144144143,7.1686216300943375,0.9875387387387388,272,8,54,3,6,97,51,74,0.08,0.883,0.037000000000000005,-0.4515,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,3,0,14,18,9,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,6,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,37,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474837019627912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293587838637786,0.3426947810040611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850270624626813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441559806834238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077455527867733,0.0,0.0,0.24134438923519716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758812587680908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469827807994547,0.0,0.0,0.2038996655453393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317184938785525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006053132027401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977703007760106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332763026524567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084086679307056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194942173260166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233185650623553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628431661486022,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iammustangsally,2019/06/04,"Recently diagnosed. Looking for tips and an accountability buddy 27/M, Ran into trouble in graduate school, taking it easy this summer semester. I was diagnosed with adhd pi by my PCP, just got it confirmed by a neuropsychologist. Currently on concerta but I think it sucks, trying to get on Adderall. Any way, I'm going to school once a week and work 3 days a week for the next month or so. Looking to crack the books and start some projects with my extra free time but having a hard time motivating myself. Does anyone want to be my buddy to keep each other in check? Any advice or anything would also be helpful, I'm still new at this.",4.844089253187615,6.355255303278687,6.042568306010928,75.88430783242259,69.73770491803279,8.700910746812388,28.30965391621129,9.150863307647796,2.478865938069217,505,18,90,10,9,169,88,122,0.053,0.8220000000000001,0.125,0.8793,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,18,19,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,3,6,2,17,13,3,22,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,3,13,55,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347919645236992,0.16544897454408275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539812956088612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027488482960015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838634878592015,0.0,0.13932871614152645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919173666234147,0.0,0.0,0.3436946692079393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816539845105567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845812967724624,0.0,0.09622347385914136,0.0,0.13541365760657184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166960607765295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348574862555268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049160071664053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843575823649254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514260856280313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352184110024556,0.1800644140324783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031093436285808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717441388991805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427040079643271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983936012293582,0.0,0.13521216708644265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273009740117906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084877997765742,0.0,0.0,0.19745347970202884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495121137416907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986415023072052,0.13439137368454054,0.27162251222139183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326059201837007,0.0,0.0,0.12027384010463475,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scoobyvswaldo,2019/06/04,"Minding the gap I'm trying to get an ADHD diagnosis so I can start medication, and the hoops I'm trying to jump through are... Irritating, to say the least. But it's a work in progress, so?? I've become uncomfortably aware of the gap between what I know I can do and what I'm able to do. For example, trying to deal with an everyday request or task at work. I know how to do it, I've done that task countless times before. I might need to outline the steps I want to take, but my brain won't even allow me to write anything down. I'm sitting in limbo where I *know* I'm smarter than this, but I'm just utterly incapable. Ugh!",0.6504034896401336,2.761226259541985,3.0119574700109046,90.13444656488552,84.11450381679391,6.185605234460198,23.097600872410034,7.447530270364453,0.9574532170119956,484,18,108,8,14,166,81,131,0.115,0.8290000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8196,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,8,0,9,2,1,2,0,18,23,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,19,20,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,64,15,3,0.2032205648401737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423162719701685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723320934915134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444114763707235,0.1729257327771341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686135943761795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095114789651616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796519450458026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342252664581409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617435750949444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350541232777493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472333918871544,0.0,0.21558490461585988,0.20519483881759415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506854738305617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616091498371216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384056176438187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527965736484638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849954561479685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139202713347637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986475440601313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958939830977844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DarkBlueNinja12,2019/06/04,"Currently being unaccepted for four different hidden disabilities, including ADHD. Help? So I just want to clarify that not every student in the school does this, just a lot of dumb people who can’t accept people having differences in their thought patterns, and some are extremely rude about it! Just not ALL people do it where I go, and I’m so glad I’m close to going to senior school. So I’m currently in Y6 (Grade 6/7 for all of the Americans out there) and most days it’s totally fine. Sure, I may be called a few names from time to time, but most of the time people are kind. That being in mind MOST, not ALL. Every so often a group of kids just act so high and mighty towards female autistic students in our school. Some are in grades/years below me, but some are in the same year as me. They swear at them, call them ugly and fat, say they ‘don’t belong in the school’ and that they should be sent to hell. I am one of the unfortunate students, being smart but not good at Physical Education. Every day we do 1 mile run, and whenever they pass me they call me a name such as ‘freak’ and when I manage to pass them, they trip me up and laugh like mad. I’m normally at the back, so there are barely any teachers around when they do it. Also nobody ever plays with me, and they run away screaming, as they believe that they can ‘catch autism’. Btw the hidden disabilities are ADHD, ASD, Aspergers and Anxiety.",4.979740207833731,5.612521946043168,5.629016786570748,82.2135651478817,68.74820143884892,8.911590727418066,25.87609912070344,8.998388855275968,1.7714837729816146,1103,29,222,19,18,358,153,278,0.111,0.7909999999999999,0.098,-0.7958,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,14,0,22,16,4,0,12,0,21,1,1,0,6,52,30,26,0,3,11,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,10,16,1,0,3,1,0,10,6,6,0,2,2,2,27,10,36,21,13,44,1,0,0,0,27,21,2,9,14,159,37,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799276183610193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313403187973453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919765411226785,0.0,0.0890925492774704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367521744552592,0.0,0.0,0.10941919253211266,0.08955152438275403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121196501274435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567599194303771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021576319104266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433544696933163,0.0,0.0,0.10191603818728466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534588210527776,0.2943709171475363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323752419777138,0.09768218396662344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806153131262347,0.12304772108294575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127648639211372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056897091598261264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990112031654562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759267869891167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410731304321706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891716748954028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229583104043081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926146726745616,0.0,0.4714600726993018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097633643954828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245723589355496,0.20372850126851766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869187175180393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999447319526008 adhd,Have_a_TicTac,2019/06/04,"I was just about to head to the airport for the return flight from my homeland to my current city where I live and work. I realized I didn’t check in. I proceed to check in with the app. “No upcoming flights” Hmm.. strange. Search for the flight. The flight was yesterday. I missed the flight. Write to my boss (almost at the end of the working day, tomorrow I was supposed to be back in the office) I tell him that something came up and I need two days of working from home. Boss dosen’t answer. Laying down on the couch and feeling like crap.",1.6042211838006215,4.07068910280374,2.1136682242990648,95.79019080996885,83.2056074766355,5.061993769470405,23.869937694704053,6.42735559955562,0.5587638629283491,422,16,89,4,12,129,68,107,0.085,0.877,0.039,-0.5859,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,10,0,5,2,2,2,0,14,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,5,1,13,1,21,3,0,18,0,1,0,0,3,8,1,1,10,58,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441256043842439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874634047228556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788366784695503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144553775598056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593012102595746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327014185267518,0.17416728803129067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502041360453072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454639104893855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910598488809572,0.0,0.21527556440393966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077099816595088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768540015256466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130876874249451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815241506818294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324572699293292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EuphJoenium,2019/06/04,"Getting distracted at work Longtime lurker, first time poster. I landed a dream desk job in September, and have been doing well with it until the last month. Recently, I have found that I work great in the morning, but feel burnt out after lunch. Between 1pm - 5pm, I just cannot focus. I watch the minutes tick away, and yet I have no motivation. I used to be able to work from 8am to 5pm solid using the 45/10 system. (45 mins of work then 10 min break). I have been able to fake my workload enough that my boss hasn't caught on yet, but I have had coworkers getting more frustrated with me because they have had to pick up my slack. Things are starting to pile up for me, and I just can't keep trying to hide it. I am currently unmedicated (again) and have been meaning to call a therapist to start my journey to getting medicated, but until that happens, (which is supposedly at least 3 months, but that is a whole other story...) I am not sure what I should/could/would do. Has anyone else tackled this issue? What methods and techniques have you used? &#x200B; EDIT: added detail",4.035,5.485597735849058,4.772783018867926,84.44379716981135,71.64150943396227,7.3754716981132065,26.45754716981132,7.865858978985527,1.4815320754716987,848,28,167,11,16,273,137,212,0.091,0.857,0.052000000000000005,-0.8733,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,6,6,6,1,1,7,0,25,2,0,6,1,26,39,12,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,8,1,1,4,1,0,2,5,3,1,1,7,2,21,3,28,31,4,32,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,0,18,116,33,9,0.2734591816511392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148146454534485,0.16614141865256488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560450902657366,0.14009562375629298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846195144352154,0.0,0.0,0.08334908948908765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961619951761636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916745248615273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422002837687527,0.0,0.0,0.14127821744630753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691345893859389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630212010788565,0.0,0.14991693900231162,0.0,0.0,0.21430670370183547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074485658304926,0.0,0.0,0.1209095256106431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427101693589652,0.13568302117240874,0.12153154267098006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145286557822953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489386080621148,0.0,0.13774067807424875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182725098411659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350039757595064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355581625935994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886602122485818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587535933807785,0.09083706463030568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972812396063235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928304170045015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542713988884023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229363227159204,0.0,0.0,0.15265370526155925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39816308225032776,0.0,0.0,0.09712877835887604,0.0,0.16614141865256488,0.0 adhd,slvrrocket,2019/06/04,"Family didn’t keep report cards - now what? Hi, I am a late in life-er trying to unravel how far back these threads go. My memories are pretty vague and my family didn’t keep any of my report cards, etc. so symptoms in childhood are still kind of a question mark. Has anyone had luck getting this info directly from schools? What might they have held on to and for how long? My Elementary won’t call me back. Thanks!",1.850677506775071,4.3278046097561,3.07308943089431,89.25795392953931,82.17073170731706,6.571273712737128,21.30623306233063,7.793537801064563,1.0139875338753388,326,10,66,6,9,105,63,82,0.017,0.862,0.121,0.8602,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,0,11,16,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,7,3,9,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,7,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875635976861975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267173613820766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137932221443655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083509008205886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227562082783702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847075026437813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660414030855224,0.0,0.11596244173015555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627259083272717,0.0,0.21247957361771885,0.0,0.0,0.2301695952483637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441217327541844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057179399495132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164575699741798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075852695503952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857505978354095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650259214518385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294914762610274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120789914152346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878555466601407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853192590304209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,missag_2490,2019/06/04,Y’all I did better than I thought I could’ve and today my boss told me he I made and excellent impression I just got back from maternity leave so I get my bonus and my information about my raise (I was out when that stuff was published). It is miles beyond what I thought. The conversation went along the lines of “you impressed home office with your knowledge and presentation. But you impressed everyone with your customer service. When you were added to these accounts they weren’t happy and now they wouldn’t have it any other way. “ I am over the moon. I have never had a review like that before! I felt like my desk was crashing and burning but apparently it wasn’t.,2.8645535714285733,5.584963312500001,3.3710267857142884,87.17843750000002,79.9375,6.1571428571428575,23.986607142857146,7.447530270364453,1.1825138392857144,536,19,102,8,14,167,87,128,0.034,0.8440000000000001,0.122,0.8646,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,2,3,8,9,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,1,22,21,11,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,15,1,25,9,11,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,9,77,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690937030574728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742284741033906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634056530017516,0.0,0.0,0.20406851341647828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422506913333947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204795102439994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154412514251026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055078812743092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845418076015385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456242935182825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314484637039937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431763120690775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254533146210624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183293430308328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795893685833306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26413916330041315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366359504631348,0.0,0.0,0.21871211200125254,0.2204795102439994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314863850627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389591687884446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bohdeka,2019/06/04,"Pregnant, unmedicated, slipping fast I don't even know where to start. I have been diagnosed and medicated for over 6 years. Consistent dose, my life was good, I could function. I was suprised with an accidental pregnancy in January, and was immediately taken off my medicine. My doctor that has been my doctor since a child didnt even stay in the appointment for more than 10 minutes. She just said there was no way she would prescribe me my vyvanse pregnant. I held back the fear and melt down then, flash forward to now, at 22 weeks. I lost my job, I can't find another job this pregnant that will take me serious for a few months before maternity leave, and just staying at home trying to do tasks such as laundry take me an entire day. Things with my baby's father are all fine, I have my own father helping with my bills while I'm down jobless, but I have never in my life felt like such a worthless waste of space. I can't do anything constructive with my broken brain. I am laying in my bed currently on laundry I've been working on since 9am bawling. I can't even do laundry. How am I supposed to just continue to suffer through another 20 weeks of pregnancy like this. I want to lay in bed and just never leave it. I just want to be my old functioning self. Please any suggestions to make it through or encouraging words are so needed. I love my baby so much, but this is making me resent pregnancy and never want to do this again.",5.443758865248221,6.080256638297875,6.044113475177305,79.63333333333334,67.72340425531915,9.245390070921985,31.624113475177303,9.2995712137729,2.6808496453900705,1140,45,222,21,18,371,162,282,0.099,0.797,0.10400000000000001,0.5196,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,18,12,1,1,7,0,29,9,1,3,4,36,46,15,0,6,8,2,1,2,0,2,7,1,3,2,9,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,13,2,36,6,35,29,5,37,0,3,0,1,11,16,0,1,21,154,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123804456763681,0.2505319925020998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830679068481718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185866438156376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165309798395387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335875250796986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538043743065117,0.0,0.0,0.07704290614199641,0.0,0.0,0.12125109898734693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445482000238773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670995537910894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442761167670822,0.0,0.0,0.11470195487341225,0.0,0.10918581888571216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019879633423924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007265153085591,0.0,0.11982981368708875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370945848164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565301970292697,0.0,0.0,0.252985358031473,0.0,0.0,0.16875864671245602,0.11672589333204693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304065446218404,0.0,0.10781883779680268,0.0,0.15948320916622233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034508296676427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953531798792194,0.0,0.08781808634694993,0.08857932818939049,0.2764086558158278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535494626390212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311330600942647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363542203555753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246245945349823,0.0,0.0,0.19763988610852656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455559785278595,0.2546605297132269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964064483933806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936503749094885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811066446923108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138479673514826,0.0948231276977475,0.19164992109099047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696953187258301,0.0,0.0,0.08486215585317859,0.0,0.0,0.07692941056727727 adhd,happysnappah,2019/06/04,"How can you tell if you've finally found THE SOLUTION you've been looking for all this time(!!!!!!) of if you're just drunk on the novelty of a new hobby/activity/method that you will ghost on like all the others after a while? Hello, I'm from the Church of Bullet Journaling and I'd like to tell you about the good news of monthly and weekly logs. :D",5.494166666666665,4.931557861111116,6.343888888888888,81.64,67.6111111111111,9.977777777777778,27.722222222222207,9.516144504307137,2.0597388888888895,274,7,59,5,4,91,51,72,0.061,0.7290000000000001,0.21,0.9088,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,10,6,6,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,11,3,2,9,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,9,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400978802721354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340407494708776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604022770427877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033538278456541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071137111804993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780921600087585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998478397968784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427180314059601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103391862110468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490353061761829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Breh069,2019/06/04,"I did it. I grew a garden with my own two hands. This year so far has been a roller coaster, but one that never really seems to allow gravity to bring the car back down. So far I’ve seen accomplishments such as being praised by not only my boss and peers, but my friends and family as well. My grades remained all A’s throughout the spring semester, even while working full time along my full time class schedule. My relationships have flourished in every nook and cranny in my life, and my dog is so tired from all of the nature hikes we’ve been going on, that she can’t even keep up with me. But the thing I am most proud of, is that I grew a garden. Even when I had never worked with wood ever before in my life, I managed to Jerry rig a bed together out of HT pallet wood. I did all of this by myself with very basic principles of how tools work, and have managed to keep everything together even through the mass of rain we’ve been getting. Because of my hard work and dedication, my food is flourishing, so much so that I won’t be able to eat it all myself when the time comes. Because I was anticipating that I would fail, I now have to build more beds because all of the seeds I have planted are doing so well that they are too close together (hey, even with all of the success I’ve been having, adhd still has to creep into my life somehow. Poor planning on my part). All of these accomplishments wouldn’t have happened even a year ago, if it weren’t for my doctor and the medicine that we have today. My life has changed so much in the past 8 months because of medication. It’s almost unbelievable that I am doing what I am, and succeeding in ways I never knew to be possible. Even if the saying didn’t come from where people thought we did, it still rings incredibly true; “if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing it is stupid”.",6.9860061102624655,5.7388808654353625,7.102930148590477,79.66652131648384,64.88390501319262,10.30084710456881,31.55686710179142,9.276330184999452,2.414500791556728,1484,44,310,22,19,479,196,379,0.055999999999999994,0.843,0.10099999999999999,0.9540000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,1,13,28,10,1,0,19,0,40,11,1,3,12,53,52,27,0,5,7,0,2,0,1,4,8,2,4,0,22,21,2,2,3,3,1,8,9,2,2,2,14,5,38,8,46,31,16,49,1,1,1,0,10,18,0,7,22,230,60,15,0.09642475750606258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588382035206285,0.0,0.08547472959217423,0.0,0.0965554661149578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414468657708947,0.0,0.2351185487738157,0.0,0.08205036661868911,0.10863768191652942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200460797483964,0.1661227811198962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869482517427552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866659939580333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458135005044535,0.08722171358578304,0.08124201696454776,0.0,0.08666035454219294,0.0,0.0909006797930615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659719952369033,0.0,0.07449752845723105,0.0,0.05037795601181759,0.0,0.054800411800104094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526809461495917,0.0,0.08637764297287781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141350984274956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405382892269692,0.0,0.0,0.08514482746130403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097137798788368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696532149549201,0.0,0.14176658308350507,0.0,0.2231061521592556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533991117844655,0.07333537314934492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044186158550425,0.09204834172827116,0.0668487858454738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870442600204283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177216875541166,0.0,0.0,0.10352410360338662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668083737519871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778147777289735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540098718025572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406032429888442,0.0,0.0,0.07655048670988171,0.1686781545874325,0.11082607409836837,0.09139939546478712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419297701816738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956052336003773,0.0,0.07653748430528981,0.0,0.0,0.173394874291584,0.0,0.0,0.10765479822890768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28079348751093114,0.0,0.0,0.0684973811708597,0.0,0.0,0.1241887648480941 adhd,gabudaze,2019/06/04,"Hyperfocus and overthinking So my hyperfocus tends to manifest in the topic of the day™ taking up real estate in my brain. I'll be able to do other tasks but my mind will always be on that topic and it'll be the only thing I'll want to talk about. Sometimes i do this with social situations where I'll be overthinking certain scenarios or outcomes and it makes my anxiety act up. It's kind of exhausting almost triggering an anxiety attack because you can't stop thinking about accidentally being rude or assuming your crush hates you cause they haven't texted you back. Is this common for anyone else? How do you guys deal with it? My next doctors appointment isn't till another two weeks and I desperately need a way to cope until then.",4.892784891165171,6.710257049295772,6.147362355953907,73.98156850192062,70.05633802816901,9.67067861715749,28.402048655569786,10.018931242160765,3.0551605633802814,599,22,105,16,11,201,98,142,0.187,0.7709999999999999,0.042,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,1,0,6,6,3,0,5,0,14,3,1,4,1,22,21,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,13,2,18,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,8,71,22,1,0.17640434914158534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766434741098583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467825499435725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849753410534975,0.26989768850675266,0.0,0.0,0.1233460225252107,0.18074710219707366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068541370725376,0.0,0.13564405569924254,0.0,0.10753445391073786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969255940629933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121585938277132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376621162863215,0.18186513807599694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055732623870985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473631979961142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466803990243335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416277367210953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369798379834565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177512728542284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811810540580955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080158967709374,0.0,0.0,0.18760802657578401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341634566065889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078676915003305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828587948763726,0.0,0.1798220188263263,0.0,0.0,0.1744684119485558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748193474624158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326341167623463,0.1417871337620232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719521112648985,0.11303278403449972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232141655687766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404785560279446,0.14002156140200886,0.14150092833506978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mrnate777,2019/06/04,"First day on adderall So today marks my first day (officially) on adderall. I say officially because I have had experience with this medication in the past. However I did not use it appropriately and did not take it regularly. I’m prescribed 10mg adderall ir per day for 30 days until the next office visit. What do you all recommend as far as following a schedule with the medication and also incorporating a good diet. I like to wake up at 5:30am to get a workout in the mornings and then eat a hearty breakfast. Should I change this routine?",5.0779411764705875,7.012105764705888,6.735441176470588,69.48198529411766,69.78431372549021,9.41372549019608,33.338235294117645,9.827888789773867,3.6094470588235295,436,21,75,11,8,150,73,102,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,0,6,6,1,1,1,10,11,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,1,7,2,14,7,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,13,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377837503714565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484409452501585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665109769368027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528315871306049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956138638438804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200333562299717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34840531468816066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699947469251944,0.0,0.0,0.17177640693996676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005486735864727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126286283113546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780697582675013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955046411357407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286506971827314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398400799119968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412632183115885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768813244049649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ravkanroyalty,2019/06/04,"Diagnosed!!! To be medicated!! God I'm so relieved. I was so scared they would tell me that I'm just stupid and lazy (though not in those words). But it's been confirmed! And I can get help! Side note, anyone have experience w foquest?",-0.12456521739130365,2.0616946956521787,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,102.04347826086956,4.908695652173913,18.793478260869566,6.6274283507984215,0.2677043478260872,180,6,39,3,8,58,40,46,0.198,0.654,0.14800000000000002,-0.5526,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561882501072543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718779098204841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583995052522065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142353558647385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558334343993096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690991527880773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36682008261899374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32024081318387776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35997609429419153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602727843714923,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scrabbleGOD,2019/06/04,"Meditation is so much easier on meds! When I take my meds, meditation is SO much easier and I feel like I get more out of it. It's also much more enjoyable. When I meditate normally, it's really difficult to harness my mind, and although it's certainly helpful it's way more of a challenge. Anyone else experience this?",2.2943778801843284,4.94711848387097,5.564285714285717,70.94500000000002,81.90322580645163,10.639631336405527,28.211981566820285,10.290406445055957,4.175914285714288,254,12,45,11,7,93,39,62,0.042,0.675,0.284,0.934,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,5,5,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373452077659055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064962737088634,0.23541054686536425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919303303146171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474390197275734,0.0,0.0,0.11617073437617086,0.16413659829387156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003719783834788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399953977438155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224640067003308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104107160265202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319864611410799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506687787505791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511054290200727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471865599322404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274672501241373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236835856239114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sh1tr6wb2rr1,2019/06/04,"Lisdexamfetamine UK Hey, is anyone in the UK/SCOTLAND on lisdexamfetamine. Is it actually prescribed in Scotland? I've been on concerta XL since jan/feb. Recently increased to 72mg. However, my meds have 0 benefit anymore. I've never seen much/any improvement in my executive function. However my meds did help to regulate my emotions better. And most especially beneficial. Was the appetite regulation. The last month or two, even that has gone. I'm back to binge eating non stop. I never feel full, or satisfied. I can't sleep unless i eat and eat and eat. Luckily. My mental state around food and my body is much more stable than it used to be. But physically. I'm really struggling. Its having a negative impact on my health issues/chronic pain. Last year, i put on nearly 20kg in a few months. Concerta just isnt working for me. That being said, i have no negetive side effects. Never have! Its just that i feel like im taking placebos most of the time because they are literally useless. Ive had a hard enough time, getting increases when i need them. Ive been told the only options are Concerta, or non stimulant. However, i googled to see that lisdex was approved in the EU/UK. Has anyone felt better on lisdex. Or had any problems trying to get on it? I have severe adhd. Which was made worse by being refused treatement for over 5yrs. Im sure most of you in the UK can understand the stigma and the difficulty in getting treatment. Or having any say at all, for that matter. All i know is that Concerta isnt working.",2.3162019704433523,5.100662748275867,4.324187192118227,78.81810344827588,83.58620689655173,7.176354679802955,26.5615763546798,8.238735603445708,2.381095566502463,1207,53,210,28,35,410,170,290,0.113,0.77,0.11599999999999999,0.2128,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,2,6,6,9,0,1,12,0,31,9,2,4,6,39,50,13,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,12,6,5,2,6,0,0,4,8,4,0,1,14,8,23,5,31,33,12,38,0,1,2,0,9,19,0,9,15,139,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.10190000637555358,0.0,0.12549396333291707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213029944513728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355774934525147,0.1460274305450763,0.0,0.0,0.09295698661545718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029344001921544,0.0,0.06365418064633357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470409173313296,0.0,0.11598838821448265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42739573373204376,0.0,0.1174597700636638,0.0,0.10789498997342548,0.0,0.06896920296756186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559696977274853,0.07459851012267922,0.10026070589769548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626650240985382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636672663705932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354086469612297,0.0,0.0,0.11099482880598133,0.0,0.0,0.06999131422340488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255855810863273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738714834455332,0.17023439326225592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051014912844885074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880584301827257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319767764289653,0.0,0.10523198687077552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669597540567302,0.0,0.15352316074206498,0.07742698005464019,0.2416081485177187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941701094294185,0.11111149517838192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999169645495472,0.0,0.10497212478390502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689488021050044,0.0,0.10310331538887366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932845208123353,0.08303991156543937,0.0,0.0,0.08321015907045776,0.0,0.0,0.1179662083512869,0.0,0.0863782771472809,0.0,0.10449658929889276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730078012206856,0.0,0.10916368706793242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841572408892753,0.0,0.07851173015920475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177765675167472,0.0,0.0,0.09977891004251203,0.0,0.07089512518613231,0.0,0.10200431749854526,0.10870612846438724,0.0,0.09018637060466066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520397218471208,0.0,0.10641410089793384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724381477439596 adhd,BigSmallDimma,2019/06/04,"Want to turn your procrastination into useful help for me? I conduct research on decision making with ADHD, and here's an online survey I'd like you to fill out. Dear /r/ADHD community, &#x200B; I am currently writing my Master’s thesis at Erasmus University Rotterdam. As someone who has ADHD herself, I decided to conduct my research on decision under uncertainty for individuals who are diagnosed with ADHD and for this, I need your help! I would be very thankful if you could fill out a short survey that takes 3 to 5 minutes. Your input is greatly appreciated. &#x200B; Your participation and the results will remain completely anonymous, you will not be asked to reveal any identifying information about yourself. The research has been approved by the university's ethics board, and all data will only be used for academic purposes. &#x200B; If you have specific questions before starting the survey, please let me know in the comment section. I will try to answer as fast as possible. &#x200B; You can find the survey by clicking on the following link: [Erasmus University Survey - r/ADHD](https://erasmusuniversity.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_7O4dEfqPkK2niKN) &#x200B; One last favor: Please try to not give away too detailed information about the questions in the comment section, as that helps to allow everyone to participate with the same initial information. After the data has been collected, I will create a new post with more information about the background and results if there is any interest. &#x200B; Thank you in advance!",10.144161764705883,11.811168933333338,9.551899509803924,54.9666727941177,57.70588235294117,11.394607843137255,42.60416666666667,11.20814326018867,5.637710784313724,1278,68,159,32,16,409,149,255,0.009000000000000001,0.821,0.17,0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,10,0,3,6,7,0,0,15,0,22,1,0,6,1,44,36,12,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,14,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,1,22,7,39,23,5,26,0,0,1,0,27,15,0,5,7,122,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965109330164013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289739422513743,0.4810802901397598,0.08974530175658718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168787623703612,0.0,0.061995892187894024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614911093451032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918492390566232,0.0,0.0,0.0526843437975804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697426387385175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305232166643754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060309885076566414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329965430157976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274964899401408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268680294434665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036264105665202016,0.05378728690306084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747501753121234,0.0,0.03223736051145972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044046077204058585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892768271357144,0.0,0.0637295594966587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044713729778435705,0.05018522368732914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486532893620105,0.0,0.07438914810736147,0.06319621838877278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783854050733788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590960919077965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670513479795134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961315835658623,0.0,0.0,0.1215018378240543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960014167149809,0.07177367268441516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398120197686712,0.0,0.05444524913472994,0.03892017274811866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687446519233465,0.0,0.4810802901397598,0.0 adhd,OhNoItDaPoPo911,2019/06/04,"I discovered I was diagnosed with ADHD in middle school, and the last 15 years suddenly make sense. I'm not sure how to start this, because I have so many feelings going at once. Mostly sadness, because of all the things I've missed out on. In middle school I was tested for ADHD, and put on Strattera(Sp?). This made me incredibly depressed and I was taken off it fairly quickly, and told ADHD was a misdiagnosis, or the medicine would have worked. That was a lie. Instead of trying to find additional medication that worked, my mom just gave me a caffeine pill every morning as a way to get me to focus. I found all this out last week when I looked up ADHD symptoms and mentioned to my parents that I thought I had it. That's when I was told all of the above, and now everything makes sense. Why I get nothing done before my 3rd cup of coffee. Why in the evenings, when I can't drink caffeine, my willpower goes out the window. Why I barely made it through college. The only upside is that the military let me in, because I didn't know when I enlisted. It just feels like such a shock. What could I have accomplished if I had been put on proper medication? Could I have gotten scholarships? Would I actually have hobbies I'm good at, instead of being mediocre at a lot of stuff? It feels like I've had a 100lb weight tied around my waist for my entire adult life, and not understanding how everyone was so much faster. On top of that, I can't get in to see a psychiatrist until MAYBE the end of June, and even that isn't guaranteed. I guess I'm just ranting now, but I feel like I finally understand why It seems so hard to do basic tasks, and how it felt like no one else struggled with it. If you've read this far, thank you. I don't know what the point of this all is, but I feel better typing it out.",4.850200576507326,5.302736676795583,5.640526062935388,82.65591520538077,68.97237569060773,8.61609416286332,28.72255584914725,8.587818076936951,1.934400288253664,1415,47,291,21,23,463,184,362,0.051,0.88,0.069,0.7925,2,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,6,22,13,0,1,18,0,31,9,1,7,5,60,66,26,0,6,10,2,8,4,0,2,6,0,1,1,25,17,3,0,14,2,1,3,8,5,0,1,23,10,36,8,42,37,7,46,0,3,2,0,8,24,0,7,22,198,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.08314120275598169,0.0,0.40956696358428896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584450626329822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580818866324495,0.0,0.0724974362574939,0.0,0.0,0.07535092924355287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604774118998395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338112854588218,0.08647443112234363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087187390738452,0.0,0.08346185044166249,0.0,0.0,0.07117220611748191,0.0,0.075460362001531,0.0,0.0,0.11254528221933813,0.0,0.07178320084405296,0.08141057970145082,0.07657069417704973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153939775513007,0.1825969421202639,0.08180368160897346,0.09333051926081168,0.07786965770722203,0.0,0.0,0.09341548443648168,0.0,0.0,0.1335377087974282,0.0,0.04842012930698513,0.07146025054215056,0.0,0.0,0.09385547855875193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076320898047912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364546099276312,0.13889589127301813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712098377030181,0.060178044130383815,0.16649424718516492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154507291893683,0.0,0.0,0.07243250608627687,0.0,0.16123328977197565,0.11374098792831552,0.08637765388643456,0.08559309432157941,0.0,0.0,0.17165654868015967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978316159222587,0.0,0.0,0.0626305173522412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817500194232347,0.0,0.0,0.09073335649982324,0.05773253966973466,0.0647971088907135,0.0,0.0,0.09460257494674967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805398854858615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129554787699486,0.0,0.0,0.08522130662652237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245035659329766,0.06789197520888607,0.0775612876783867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030376040791476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906771022816043,0.0975316136286096,0.0,0.0,0.0802983430707349,0.08855360437749618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843910256292072,0.0,0.0,0.0566019320678443,0.0,0.0,0.06763789437432799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282115940290165,0.0,0.0578440197126917,0.0,0.0,0.1773887674582849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676264058089877,0.06834089768833722,0.10374851689532777,0.0,0.0,0.3075126783185168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405068253349125,0.0,0.0,0.12104478577938625,0.0,0.0,0.05486488016143032 adhd,pikajenkins,2019/06/04,“How to Be Everything” by Emilie Wapnick is really helping me right now. It’s something like a “life and career design guide” for embracing varied/shifting interests while maintaining financial stability and personal fulfillment. It has also been a great reminder of Dr. Hallowell’s strengths-based approach in *Delivered from Distraction*.,8.84188679245283,12.582247528301888,8.581735849056603,52.41562264150949,64.28301886792453,14.051320754716981,44.56226415094339,12.340626583579946,8.197508679245283,281,18,30,13,5,90,49,53,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.8777,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174911243484701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568096530327679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377081950430589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661094214927999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28042199796052786,0.193960480600868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34665640717900104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543366712164651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390469025207382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30563997644249424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MisterMemeMan,2019/06/04,"Have you ever felt wrongly compared/judged in school? So I'm writing an article about how ADHD should get more recognition in (primary) education and how awareness of typical ADHD behaviour could improve school in favour of the teachers + other children as well as the children diagnosed with ADHD. I am about to write a part about how adressing certain behaviour from ADHD children can have an enormous impact on them. Ive noticed lots of people here alongside me have felt wrongly compared or judged in school. For example: ''Why can't you be like \_\_\_.'' or ''Why won't you just \_\_\_.'' My question is: If this has ever happened to you, how has it impacted you on a social/emotional level?",6.945241935483876,8.038396427419357,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,64.56451612903226,9.748387096774195,38.88709677419355,9.827888789773867,4.251277419354839,543,29,84,11,8,176,83,124,0.017,0.899,0.084,0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,1,0,13,6,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,4,3,21,19,11,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,10,4,19,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,5,3,68,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294420032549387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454232197283828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289802155826794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728619410680469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687953141331897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514395827972324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840903556603184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157869151299864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396907087031545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131772282785404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907233136371192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179171548976266,0.0,0.09077503992770806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667910035184326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975448738571465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347350377472028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177278423086287,0.0,0.23630006015763985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863175120417104,0.0,0.0 adhd,laynger22,2019/06/04,"Never let someone label your ADHD as a “Disability”. Self-realized lurker here, but I joined this community a month or so ago, and you guys have helped me so much in figuring out tricks and tips for not only managing my ADHD, but using it to my advantage in certain situations. So I figured I’d contribute with a life experience. Background: 26M, diagnosed with ADHD when I was 6. Took meds for it until my senior year of high school, which I don’t regret. School was easy for the most part. Took it for finals only in college, which I DO regret, because I dropped out after my junior year and started working full-time as a technician, where I still work today, almost 6 years later. The first year was hell. I couldn’t understand why people would spend their entire day working. I felt like a slave to bills. Then I discovered the wonders of Vyvanse! The next two years is where the story starts. They sucked as well. Seasonal, but repetitious work, changing just fast enough to prevent me from getting a rhythm. My efficiency (any tech knows this is what management measures you with) was terrible. It reached a boiling point in March 2017, when I got pulled into my bosses’ office. They were going to put me on 1-month employment probation due to “Lack of Performance and Productivity”. And I deserved it. I was burnt out, and I really made me question whether or not I’m good at this job. But during the meeting, one of the assistant managers said something to me that was like spraying ether on a smoldering fire. I will never forget it. It still echoes in my mind. “People with ADHD can’t do normal things. They can’t have normal jobs. Maybe you need to accept the fact that you just cannot be a technician.” I reacted very calmly, but it hit me. He defined me by my condition. And that was when my ship set sail to prove every word of that statement wrong. My efficiency literally doubled that next week. I worked my ass off until it became engrained in me. I got myself back on top of my work. I then set goals for myself, not only work-related, but relationship goals (I got my heart smashed 2 months after that meeting), money goals. Everything. I’ve received two giant raises in the 2 years since then, and my efficiency has stayed at right around 100% or over. I’m now dating the love of my life, and have been for over a year. I pay my bills on time with a couple slip-ups, but no one’s perfect. And I feel great about myself. So for anyone who feels like the people around you, or you yourself, define you by the way your mind is wired, you’re not alone. But you are so much more than that, no matter what someone tells you. It’s 4 letters. Thanks, guys. TL;DR: Manager defined me by my ADHD, and I proved that he can go fuck himself. Edit: Cleaned up some confusing words.",3.5054016256275418,5.631991080524348,4.4860076500119535,83.13658020559409,74.52434456928839,7.241310064546976,25.40664594788429,8.128838120801504,1.6523732249581644,2183,75,408,36,47,708,284,534,0.099,0.78,0.121,0.8668,3,1,1,0,1,0,84.0,0,11,4,14,21,22,4,1,23,0,29,8,2,4,7,82,56,40,0,8,19,0,4,3,0,2,3,1,1,2,27,22,1,1,13,0,5,7,13,9,1,5,17,5,68,13,63,33,9,86,1,2,0,3,31,30,4,10,47,277,95,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122147005929295,0.0,0.06080907577961552,0.0,0.06869221679828676,0.07104811082647257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466498267926492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047966174596626485,0.0,0.0,0.12213571199136955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274857125883056,0.0,0.0418174521223908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072568886334095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590374000298203,0.0,0.044240826404113566,0.0,0.0,0.06962677149951292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708813393189036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779780748833521,0.0,0.061652562009708166,0.06710320725901671,0.0,0.0,0.0693716607912352,0.04900730154377545,0.06586601580701487,0.07514710017935425,0.0,0.05835046752347299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341888005654069,0.03584026482869659,0.0,0.07797304325632558,0.057537777019392965,0.1645952057007045,0.07563089004929853,0.0,0.13584803995926545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129041440052939,0.04598061591244485,0.07247884978528005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361482957157292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03770034118689301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014735744494806,0.09690732563538562,0.10054235183412727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191348074630172,0.06491024733765173,0.0,0.0,0.0689171439802049,0.0,0.07619827671431635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853132784997824,0.0,0.16426574577839956,0.0,0.10085665008680296,0.05086545767363858,0.10581590588845992,0.0,0.1459121125145859,0.0,0.13442535511708092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929692232836799,0.1565184102169955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428627799851137,0.0,0.14267419985935414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484844283493722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896117046460519,0.07684683401757195,0.0,0.0,0.07808093871672714,0.04394642146095705,0.0,0.0,0.0736498973564635,0.0,0.058583365119720114,0.06525357403272805,0.0,0.0,0.13885216031711595,0.0,0.0,0.07156395479608944,0.0,0.0,0.056745989538223324,0.07710840545025023,0.0,0.0,0.11624780501016665,0.05281103647309708,0.0,0.0,0.09710977203291167,0.07311764866617046,0.1095668627433484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995874811476599,0.06315695171268014,0.0,0.0,0.045574278308266936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000076097973794,0.0,0.06502404618941493,0.0,0.1524325307919404,0.0,0.0,0.13402295402943842,0.07141421468806249,0.0,0.059247706852225725,0.0,0.0566015466460084,0.0,0.054450873437189816,0.05502616213439263,0.0,0.06167894359480495,0.0,0.06190013252644081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439293553792226,0.3495873803684613,0.0,0.0,0.04873092272064203,0.07500248594181189,0.0,0.30922957194831635 adhd,pintofbeamish,2019/06/04,"Break up Is it harder for us ADHD folk to deal with a break up? Broke up after a 2 and a half year relationship and it's pretty tough right now, how do you deal with a break up ?",4.584,2.711325400000004,6.0749999999999975,87.13000000000002,70.0,9.0,22.5,7.1686216300943375,0.4157500000000001,136,1,35,1,2,47,28,40,0.12,0.7979999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37133780183522896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6370962921637628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143470297019881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317323587732391,0.0,0.2638699929475615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37166878550861215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897507180562374 adhd,raudssus,2019/06/04,"Is there an album you can listen to all the way through without skipping? Shameless stealing that question from the Frontpage, because I realized that there is no album where I could do that. If I love an Album, I would be so excited about the upcoming tracks that I would want to skip to them quickly, and other around if its not exciting enough, I would just skip to the best parts...... I mean yeah sure, one song, probably 2.... if I try to concentrate but a complete album?........ total illusion What you say? :D",3.283020833333332,5.618525427083334,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333337,75.97916666666666,7.183333333333334,28.375,8.167268648758528,2.1296125,395,17,73,7,9,126,67,96,0.034,0.755,0.21100000000000002,0.9418,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,1,8,6,0,0,7,1,9,1,0,0,3,20,13,6,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,11,5,10,8,5,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,4,1,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133210653270764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786624056732089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373430392761421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371265274748991,0.0,0.0,0.18057193376477096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368577668655835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041200120453874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463566920133155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532532071187792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449113791873007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438408604022797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533531711711047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985307969287853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131549845600389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354913510342424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333961922841581,0.1795168484780264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180120729224609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819769335928245,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PsychySav,2019/06/04,"Prayers I don’t forget who I am and what my skills are during this interview. My second interview for a “big girl job” after graduating college and I’m super nervous. I’m trying to recite answers to poplar interview questions so I don’t forget under pressure but I’m so nervous I will anyway. Wish me luck!",2.166714285714285,4.854735766666664,4.4695238095238095,78.28500000000005,83.0,6.095238095238094,26.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,2.0459761904761904,246,11,40,4,7,85,42,60,0.14300000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.68,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,28,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947524102476673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585109405920192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384953560174164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733292908510644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tell_tale_signs,2019/06/04,Patiently waited for some coffee to brew. Got up and grabbed a mug. Went back to the couch and sat down. Went to take a sip and realized I hadn't put any coffee in the mug. 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I was diagnosed with ADHD back in 5th grade. I was on medication from then until I turned 18 and graduated high school. When I left high school I figured I really wouldn't need it anymore, and I could learn to figure things out. For nearly a decade I have struggled, and fought, and clawed my way through life. It wasn't like I did terrible. Sure, I flunked out of college. But I never really liked school anyway. Sure, I had a few jobs I lost, but those sucked anyway. I got a couple of short stories published, I wrote a novel. Sure, the novel took a year to write and self publish, but it was my first one! I'm sure I'll have it down to a science in no time. Spoiler alert, I can't grind anymore. I can't fight it. I have no idea why I fought it so long. I should have done this years ago, I should have never *stopped* taking medication. Today, I got up, and fought my hatred of phone calls and called in. A couple of Wednesdays from now I'll go in and meet with the doctor. The office was so nice and understanding and I damn near cried when I hung up the phone from a mixture of relief and frustration at myself for waiting so long. I don't even know where I was going with this, I just had to tell somebody, anybody who understands what it's like to have ADHD. TLDR: Doctor's appointment soon to go back on medication and stop fighting this by myself.",2.4819999999999998,4.3392444280701765,3.761263157894738,88.4008421052632,76.64912280701755,6.524912280701756,22.277192982456146,7.404127859558343,0.7534308771929829,1102,31,230,14,25,360,148,285,0.177,0.716,0.107,-0.9599,1,0,0,0,3,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,15,21,8,1,13,0,23,8,0,1,6,45,45,22,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,3,8,0,0,1,14,17,0,3,7,2,0,4,9,12,0,2,19,0,33,9,38,22,1,49,0,2,0,0,16,20,2,0,27,159,47,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127678616870392,0.0,0.07846770752100539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557626123305392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419942625125348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711666881505966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067607877115166,0.19589156368336075,0.0972351483195384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984601511551207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120810004459748,0.0,0.09058677258120727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846667619676025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696941784308342,0.0,0.07529513252165979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624808685213209,0.0,0.1509239996082393,0.0,0.1415951845421964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705264349098116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992839255862566,0.0,0.0,0.08784251783749719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864831947810831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617732298092638,0.0,0.0625243484390312,0.1297393153250158,0.0,0.0,0.1566749656730519,0.0,0.0,0.09663012110494966,0.0,0.0,0.08375983745693394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566986603375131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656365156760879,0.13654428139013566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998349528874359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341645639512185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876113223403675,0.0,0.0,0.09234574612410763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801349656083998,0.0,0.09254040455197238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33371650101181005,0.0,0.06655608166190634,0.0,0.07737044923107098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058808806003474524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161676892691572,0.0,0.16781336577832842,0.0,0.09834906294430326,0.0,0.0962844249105282,0.0,0.1843050445724306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026311708169343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987560133621457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400805505896992 adhd,bosharpe1,2019/06/04,Any Actors/Performers here? Curious to know whether medication for ADHD impacts your performances in anyway.,9.358125,13.942438562500005,8.917500000000004,45.37750000000002,69.625,13.2,45.5,11.20814326018867,8.52885,91,6,8,4,2,29,16,16,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6693598951232627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787531488388363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609166032496865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610804563739011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sapphocherry,2019/06/04,"adhd success stories? Does anyone have any success stories? you've found your niche? doing something fulfilling that you love? &#x200B; I'm on the verge of dropping out of university for around the 5th time in my life and I'm feeling really down about it. I've always been extremely ambitious and the idea of getting a degree has been really important to me for my entire life, but I've never found anything that I've been able to stick to. Everything I've tried has left me feeling like a complete and utter stupid failure. &#x200B; I know I'm not stupid, but I can't focus my energy where it needs to go so I'm always left feeling and seeming like I am. After being diagnosed with ADHD I've been re-evaluating my options, trying to come to terms with the fact that university might not be for me and that I should explore other avenues, but I'm just fundamentally discouraged. I want to do amazing things in life but I'm so far behind and can't get there no matter how hard I try. &#x200B; Does anyone have any links to anything inspiring? I watched Jessica McCabes [ted talk](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JiwZQNYlGQI) which I really enjoyed and it made me feel a little better, but not all of us can be youtubers. Does anyone have any personal success stories? Links to other stories/videos of other ADHDers who are living their truth? I really need some kind of hope and guidance right now. Thank you xx",4.385914786967419,6.8395519210526325,5.057312030075192,78.54481516290728,73.02255639097744,7.591228070175438,29.12844611528822,8.472884824447931,2.4982085213032583,1145,48,191,21,24,368,148,266,0.073,0.72,0.20800000000000002,0.9873,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,3,1,5,9,17,2,0,7,0,21,5,0,2,4,51,46,16,0,5,9,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,13,13,0,1,13,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,7,6,22,14,29,34,3,22,0,1,1,1,8,13,0,5,7,119,35,4,0.09103734147762008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188183864389521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150072191750436,0.2959167643680055,0.3318610032866698,0.1857255420247229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909662776543193,0.0,0.14983195030375554,0.08104253495230174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805151304658713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842060868586093,0.0954509204813812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924009852788009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390021730506505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181849239841968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841248608685449,0.06503709494173271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199635492022268,0.0,0.0,0.09512650698870577,0.0,0.05173861911808912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155157640774377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042062142445448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277007742494336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480138194539538,0.050031742043938385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782467577420074,0.0,0.19290709973905376,0.08895249314445285,0.09124333252831694,0.08038764040615214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216475501866934,0.0861417336969536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965762327959752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500607035137993,0.07021361002162052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949029510430271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332834083796793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774539220230459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828769765577987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008499315156379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317236664650577,0.0,0.08381495278002543,0.0,0.0,0.060481164476850785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053084605918507284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854251370457899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095067126653679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053696182699685666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318610032866698,0.0 adhd,my_adhd_account,2019/06/04,"Casual dating and having ADHD - how do you do it? After a history of transitioning from relationship to relationship and the end of my first serious one (living together, etc.) I decided that I should be single for a significant period of time, for myself, by myself. And what speeds up the break-up healing process? Casual dating! Or so I thought... looks fun when others do it. So I installed tinder for the first time and it's actually a nightmare, doesn't resemble the experience of my friends at all. First, I noticed that people I meet either interest me right away or not at all. I even tried having sex with someone who I found attractive but didn't interest me and it was a dull experience. Even worse with people who do interest me. Apparently, two dates is enough to get into the full ADHD-crush mode and want to text every day, not want to meet anyone else, have them on my mind all the time instead, well you know what I mean. Either 0 or 100. And the only way to end the obsession is getting a crush on someone else. I'm pretty good at controlling my behaviour towards the person but it's my own feelings that give me massive stress and anxiety all the time and lock me down completely. So my question - is casual dating without suffering even possible when one has ADHD? Do you have ways to control your energy? Or just rule out casual dating at all? Does medicine help here? (I will start taking it soon).",4.010725715209311,6.128734397769519,5.552716987231296,76.08361564570876,73.05204460966544,9.139227412316146,27.30903507354129,9.653516015845867,2.856646872474543,1119,42,198,30,23,378,150,269,0.068,0.762,0.17,0.977,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,1,5,14,17,0,2,15,0,19,2,0,3,5,44,33,21,0,3,12,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,14,13,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,5,1,6,4,2,28,12,31,26,12,38,0,2,1,1,16,14,0,5,22,156,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.10206203926561908,0.0,0.3770805400956805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000893658808239,0.0,0.0,0.0731298155920654,0.10716196584101903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826313544532066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965770970618942,0.0,0.2346069196214118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745010424076943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152498051480792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473840297217874,0.0,0.1852664665485365,0.10806655558633184,0.116642396035593,0.20723661612299416,0.0,0.08811924317068474,0.0,0.0,0.20461273861239573,0.0,0.0,0.052882440632811514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668855062293728,0.0,0.11467448779344334,0.08080382628366338,0.0,0.10928501093675733,0.10032959095784563,0.0,0.0877227975420312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010260857289986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747840060085462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235243087407276,0.0,0.08782692334804791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392614274180235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560327714882403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907324250848356,0.0,0.0,0.14174201323428515,0.07954329324910799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501521837284986,0.09132152587996524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179063753769649,0.0,0.10640280193369138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716162165940873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245750659645693,0.0,0.08931691392936471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723282323151446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402737221256127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198043064816682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863657296338332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303056971327971,0.2439425948465156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100785670042807,0.0,0.10216651625545736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337650355003547,0.1660329332816397,0.0,0.0,0.09403647067820836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081834731673556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658331172456194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,myh98,2019/06/04,[Meta] I want to compile the best ideas for the various sub-issues people with adhd face. 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How to play the piano for kids by PianoCourse101 is based on the Bastien Piano Basic Series for children. The Bastien Piano Basic Series consists of four levels. There are the ""Primer Level"", ""Level 1"", ""Level 2"" and ""Level 3"". I will eventually be uploading all of the courses on youtube. The first few lessons of the ""Primer Level"" are free and available on youtube while the rest of the lessons will be available on my website, which will be announced pretty soon. Lesson 1, Lesson 2 and Lesson 3 are paid courses. I believe that PianoCourse101 offers piano lessons that is not only well structured by engaging for children. Utilising a white board with rhythm exercises, explaining terms in a visually presentable manner is one unique method in making learning fun for kids. 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I'm 34, and I have a very good and well-compensated job at a large hospital system. I used to work in politics, and my current boss gave me my first job out of grad school 10 years ago. She got her current job, felt it was too much for her, and convinced the leadership to create my position specifically for me. She felt that our history together would set us up for success, and I was very excited about this opportunity. &#x200B; I have not been performing up to my own standard since I got here. She is frustrated as well, and she has stopped giving me big projects. She's now giving me administrative tasks like scheduling, and I'm struggling with those tasks also. &#x200B; Yesterday she told me ""I don't know what your skills are."" It landed like a brick to the face. I have a pretty strong case of imposter syndrome, and for my boss, who I've worked for in multiple jobs and at multiple organizations for years to lay that on me was really devastating. &#x200B; I have lost her trust. I asked her if I need to start looking for a new job. She said ""that sounds harsh,"" but left it at that. I don't really know why I haven't been able to adjust to this specific work environment. I don't know what change I need to make to pull myself together. I've tried multiple strategies, but no matter what I get anxious and freeze up before I'm able to complete projects. &#x200B; TL;DR I've achieved a well-compensated leadership position at a large organization, and I'm having trouble completing the simplest tasks. My boss has noticed and my future is in jeopardy.",5.771264468864466,6.584756040000002,6.312175824175824,77.37220512820514,67.06153846153846,9.882783882783883,32.09157509157509,9.957137785484203,3.0780344322344315,1343,54,256,30,21,437,158,325,0.084,0.8240000000000001,0.091,-0.5864,7,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,2,0,15,6,16,1,1,11,0,23,1,1,5,0,37,50,17,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,15,14,0,1,7,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,13,6,46,10,39,36,2,36,0,1,1,0,22,18,0,1,17,160,61,20,0.15269655564473633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767814169804688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061055690190674784,0.0,0.33089330849024945,0.3710860571584853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625182226599652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137533350399397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496676111046454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076635451569747,0.0,0.1600994334199614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661263943653813,0.0,0.0,0.12988361222634112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988882400322825,0.1464804500353425,0.0,0.06403731311789594,0.12212538464491997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788194250308571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783606724485495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295262724604897,0.0,0.0,0.07459982408707007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411332456566526,0.0,0.08334316415054634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096306830052407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612476894487789,0.11322256119954086,0.0,0.07373764247707533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692302033374437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767364624668452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690105492704439,0.09782132356478793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262469578877201,0.0,0.0,0.07726853319625565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315608437599651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054039704005101566,0.0,0.0,0.06383057890907752,0.0,0.07981579696828031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044519294774809114,0.0,0.0,0.07295405129283974,0.0,0.05183546900880917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183757770480444,0.06594039866946037,0.0,0.1259906500838907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059388124656074,0.0,0.06889244551973077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779122777914213,0.0,0.0,0.054235626025905634,0.0,0.3710860571584853,0.0983315754819803 adhd,Mager1794,2019/06/04,"Work Organization Tips Hey guys, I work as an implementation consultant and I was able to make it through the generic learn and do the work phase but out of nowhere a lot of additional responsibilities have been thrown on my plate. I am an unorganized piece of trash 🗑 and I am never able to keep a consistent organized workflow. Does any one have tips for the more difficult tasks in our careers? Email communication, project management, work history documentation etc. I can do the work easily, but it’s hard for me to prove the work I did outside of just showing that I did it",6.563452380952383,7.597527064814818,7.362328042328046,69.75833333333334,65.3888888888889,11.356613756613758,34.87301587301587,11.20814326018867,4.070490476190477,465,21,88,14,7,155,74,108,0.052000000000000005,0.9179999999999999,0.03,-0.2936,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,1,2,14,13,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,10,0,14,9,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,60,14,11,0.3630522834806611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344400118006366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885474992004558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024496323089759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973941982227634,0.0,0.0,0.16261176763140356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161348775401204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432703427137034,0.0,0.0,0.12117010918526215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400041512418095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300681157672146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.792919158917246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trapster101,2019/06/04,"Am I the only one that has to be sure of something more than 100%? When there is something important that I need to do or if it’s a simple task i need to know all the details about it. I need to know exactly when, where, why and how, and a lot of the time I’m afraid to ask them cause I expect their reaction to be annoyed which I absolutely don’t want. So I was wondering if others experience this too. (I have ADHD and PDD-NOS which is basically a light form of autism.)",5.7615000000000025,4.181288150000004,7.078000000000002,79.93900000000005,67.5,10.8,31.0,9.888512548439397,2.5034000000000005,365,11,84,7,5,126,67,100,0.028999999999999998,0.9079999999999999,0.063,0.2682,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,1,6,0,10,0,0,2,3,20,19,10,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,10,1,11,16,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,3,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818288596309169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192300686475384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409007373389226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293904165982348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577551006578729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993673553341052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216463863423454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890633049430006,0.17835125319908154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610660697867165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101773306938136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674147034388648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383168405823864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160385274756344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543101465946186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mofosoco,2019/06/04,"Hyperfocusing can be good! I am not diagnosed with ADHD but i recognize me in many of the symptons in ADHD. I have had problems with my concentration in my whole life (16 years old), i forget things all the time and i tend to hyperfocus over meaningless stuff when i study or doing other things which has affected my grades pretty bad. But now i have gotten into training a lot lately, i've been going to the gym and im working out 6 times per week. It all started because i drifted of into fitness and gym videos on youtube when i was studying. My floorball team also started our preseason training with running and as soon as i got home i started to investigate in all things related to running. And now im running almost every day! I might be wrong here and this isn't what other people call hyperfocusing, but i've been noticing myself actually getting some serious intrests. I just hope this will continue and that i will not get tired of it in like a week. Please correct me if im wrong here because this fits in another sub, but i just feel so proud.",5.17869625520111,6.2215873689320444,6.3019694868238565,76.08834951456312,68.51456310679612,8.798335644937586,32.6754507628294,9.04235418022936,2.8950829403606098,842,37,153,15,14,282,126,206,0.11900000000000001,0.754,0.128,0.4552,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,11,9,0,0,5,0,16,3,0,1,4,36,27,19,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,14,13,0,0,1,4,0,5,3,5,0,0,6,1,23,4,23,16,6,35,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,7,18,113,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.1226548327807671,0.0,0.30210873649733944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585989045442406,0.0,0.0,0.1005138573350847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179641240119627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494549246458937,0.15323831981321345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834304468069185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105933720534404,0.0,0.0,0.12757220893535753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058988348032057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635523938138803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133516475216753,0.0,0.07143224618486885,0.10542239936610244,0.1005253847008896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260768286312152,0.12483804554270078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072987241618121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178324418445895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877821940523713,0.06140554674014164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685672840191143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742943741781945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333670968186628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430983424751305,0.13188999959107875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713728183452063,0.0,0.0,0.13796934032263136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787141989801815,0.0,0.1202678882434954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668910505393937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388442028636425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505075804553583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465811304295826,0.1444616043684936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164109010192152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403278515154353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150346169000244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274843500601115,0.0,0.08093992483471625 adhd,mysteryman151,2019/06/04,"I’ve decided to learn c# (story below so I don’t make the title an essay) So I just watched the Facebook movie and have spent the last hour hyperfocused on learning c# again (I tried a couple years ago and quit after my laptop started bluescreening) I have 9 projects 4 say “hello world” in English, French, Russian and Klingon respectively And the other 5 say variations of “help I’m trapped in this infernal machine and this dumbass keeps rewriting me” I was watching a tutorial but that got closed at some point",4.01895833333333,6.537252145833335,4.917916666666667,78.80208333333336,74.41666666666666,7.6,31.5,8.515128840125781,2.8386750000000003,410,20,70,8,9,133,76,96,0.055,0.905,0.04,-0.3127,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,7,1,8,7,1,15,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,1,7,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696503461377346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207515806993977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318470403081998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943034063258167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547774638654905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576625787538224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236294480620026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935000914814746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27403446186424363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083277475406869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610554282966723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051816740498615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968124826402293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667605273567334 adhd,jonnywire,2019/06/04,"ADHD patients facing a year wait for assessments Health bosses are increasingly concerned by ""unacceptable"" waiting lists for patients with suspected ADHD and fear it could take five years to address the problem. &#x200B; [https://www.liverpoolecho.co.uk/news/liverpool-news/adhd-patients-waiting-more-year-16373096](https://www.liverpoolecho.co.uk/news/liverpool-news/adhd-patients-waiting-more-year-16373096)",20.04,23.61772476470589,12.326274509803927,36.96823529411768,36.647058823529406,13.07450980392157,56.215686274509814,12.45797560212912,8.421909803921569,357,20,26,8,3,92,37,51,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,9,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7759042495541365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748810042306494,0.19612334449422805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886784081380825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162420438813665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156474515158046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444168655124585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135560837450247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612334449422805,0.41575515071807134 adhd,Sproeier,2019/06/04,"I have a work related question I was diagnosed with ADD when I was about 14 in highschool (more specifically the Dutch equivalent). I have had a few jobs including one grown up office job. After a few years working there my boss 'found out' that I have ADD even though I remember having told him and my colleagues numeri times. And I have since found help and medication from my doctor. With help from my boss he did support me through that whole process. But the whole situation has kind of soured our relationship. Now I have a new office job lined up ( I'm starting in a week). The job interview went well enough but I thing my connection has helped me a lot here. I'm the best friend of the son of the CEO and live together in a apartment with him(son of CEO) and his girlfriend. So I have a feeling I have to prove to my colleagues really fast that I can do the job. Now to the question, When should I tell manager/boss/colleagues I have ADD and that I take ritalin 2 times a day to help me with it. Or shouldn't I tell them at all until they ask me about it? I don't want people to feel sorry for me but also I don't want them to feel that wouldn't be there if I didn't know the my friend. Sidenote I'm a bit overqualified for the job in terms of work experience so that shouldn't be the issue.",3.6486090225563883,4.65472062781955,4.509097744360903,87.6701127819549,72.04511278195488,8.15639097744361,26.030075187969928,8.532816995589336,1.5090706766917288,1021,32,224,17,19,330,133,266,0.017,0.872,0.111,0.9753,6,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,3,4,15,6,0,0,21,0,26,4,0,2,2,39,43,18,0,7,5,1,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,9,4,37,6,32,28,11,26,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,5,15,159,46,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926228726669766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265921276595422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040151531468324,0.0,0.1082079880421204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392102185272959,0.0,0.0,0.1005997117210621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144847605411793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241236450169697,0.0,0.06546457027749998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969535591042446,0.0,0.0,0.15034667542911392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734912118237076,0.15315211751860422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26573897401410834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034503842607142,0.5901384915030312,0.0,0.0,0.10321309524664883,0.05447105148647674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752042444563263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426408982331847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984800760253043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572595415979193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716293790338014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871391117129243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206312837291686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634956531077346,0.0,0.0,0.1064124945445427,0.11227805524401988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198901178279687,0.1114094936833343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095120843015928,0.07015415810194009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124746091354328,0.0,0.0,0.07452219911882604,0.0,0.1732618831980003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658476497038094,0.0,0.09738005500232803,0.0,0.11558959108747115,0.0,0.0,0.09470869877621392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692127489357347,0.0,0.07950413222699898,0.0,0.08911635296691063,0.09188066473261733,0.0,0.2213168765627008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647085860584026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638268567507741 adhd,TabascoSaucen,2019/06/04,"How to request my doctor to up my dose of Concerta? Last month my doctor switched me from Stratera to Concerta. I was on Stratera for 10 months with little to no effect. I started off at 18mg and stayed there for 4 days until I doubled it myself. I then felt somewhat “normal” something I felt after about 2 months of taking Stratera until it finally did nothing for me 2 months after that. It wasn’t until tripled and went to 54mg that I felt great. Not a high but work was enjoyable, tasks were doable and overall I had a positive outlook and all things around me no longer hindered me and in some cases things that would even make me jump a little but no longer effected me. I cannot go in and tell him that I want 54mg and I’m sure he will top me out at 36 and work up to 54 if not keep me at 18. How do I convey to him that I believe I need a higher dose without sounding like an abuser?",3.3129500818330584,4.015053494680853,4.6117021276595755,87.75653846153848,72.56382978723406,7.061211129296236,26.695581014729953,7.010146845296331,1.138235188216039,699,23,150,6,13,232,107,188,0.075,0.826,0.099,0.6672,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,5,0,10,4,0,5,2,34,22,17,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,5,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,10,4,26,4,32,10,5,33,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,3,15,109,36,4,0.0,0.16686968086372989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537543961107034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867589382533898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082868505428997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28830677025116025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302199282184292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056789231875634,0.15428084983283902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004132793499097,0.0,0.0,0.15527409524214128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880279495937002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518304610427455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480154784099975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688062012068747,0.28231281102077393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401027883156443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496613317369988,0.0,0.0,0.10442939272833426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799107335509853,0.13513760097297092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842376576309946,0.0,0.0,0.09968567064166667,0.15011428181622566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273789439124675,0.0,0.10589244597672044,0.0,0.1230983842620808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713266037242224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306974251696005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055798730510024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576254654015546,0.0,0.20506309056449049,0.0,0.0,0.10004708302163604,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,siberian_man,2019/06/04,"Hard to control eating Hi, When my medication wears off / or when I’m off of it, I have a huge problem with controlling my eating during the second half of the day. It’s like my brain is looking for a dopamine hit, and that means I could eat 3 chocolate bars in a row to feel a little more content. It’s quite bad. I can usually keep it under control during the first half of the day even without meds (MPH). It’s seems it would be very hard to change the habit (maybe with tied hands?) giving the low willpower that I have at the end of the day combined with tiredness and the wear off effects of meds. My thoughts are - maybe I could take a non stimulant meds in evenings. Will be bringing this to my doctor the next time. Anyone else struggle with this?",4.523311258278148,5.214025735099341,4.59966225165563,88.98002317880794,69.79470198675497,7.099602649006624,28.345033112582783,6.742157984588678,1.1948855629139077,590,20,124,4,10,183,92,151,0.09699999999999999,0.855,0.048,-0.7308,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,4,5,0,1,15,0,11,10,4,5,0,22,22,5,0,4,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,6,4,4,5,1,0,1,1,4,0,4,1,5,10,1,22,14,1,21,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,2,11,80,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829429902653042,0.12154186110824665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099044092463754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242095121484498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548593844288214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399132678500349,0.18941941213944716,0.0,0.0,0.2295033822036425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141424786912547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641385736575031,0.0990931369056314,0.0,0.10506354082130252,0.0,0.0,0.1566969139699666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997865197801374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089948386494337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379266060998305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252333211474875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543634043332276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795252855829033,0.11889001976625585,0.0,0.0,0.09961227974269828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834270922512674,0.12921371224436984,0.3952856138871452,0.11949879599793035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615543171477392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350486394285556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616868740493106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798866183527768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400906596799015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918869072748578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941723109746012,0.06916921677511692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306449485604628,0.09787525421698358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434700241420212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426539082651327,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FarrellBarrell,2019/06/04,"Harder to wake up then normal and continuous abnormal fogginess throughout the day I tend to have a lot of insomnia, I can go days or even weeks with little to no sleep and it’s absolute hell. Ive had poor sleep the past three nights before last (which honestly is a good week) and had very deep comatose sleep last night and in the morning I found it very hard to get up and and not just go straight back to sleep. The difference between this and a normal not wanting to get up was that I could just lie back to sleep in a similar comatose sleep and couldn’t stop doing that,I wasn’t getting progressively getting more awake each time. I’ve just cycled a few miles to town and am after having tea as well, but am still in quite a fogginess and I’m not on top of my social game at the moment and probably looking quite weird. Who can relate? WOO",6.579473684210527,5.7487536140350874,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,65.49122807017544,10.173099415204678,31.280701754385966,9.444778638647367,2.4812736842105254,672,21,139,11,9,216,106,171,0.08900000000000001,0.847,0.064,-0.0563,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,8,5,1,0,11,0,15,9,7,0,0,29,26,15,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,13,1,1,1,1,1,2,6,2,1,1,5,2,6,3,22,19,4,34,1,0,1,0,3,14,1,2,18,90,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241625987742526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540007509005542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951326691925117,0.0,0.0,0.1446074773296677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171344312064447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404971078302437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292633629362387,0.0,0.0,0.2342980773624576,0.0,0.12743302964121273,0.09403523241100332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043140530998636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827744419827868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236687890824287,0.0,0.0,0.09414685099412104,0.0,0.0,0.09531463285196423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042128560210344,0.21969426288585733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702473461943013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208769910579952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238492375516716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6731649967625283,0.11428528795389105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953374579576318,0.0937316547243856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537410811124754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501026175848603,0.06612726970902716,0.0,0.17986089185368226,0.0,0.10080323043846087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fresh2018Meat,2019/06/04,"To all the beautiful people here, does fidget cube work wonder for you? I recently got myself a fidget cube and honestly it’s quite addictive. I play it all the time like in a meeting, walking on the street, taking a train, or just play it in my pocket. The silver ball is the most satisfying part since you can spin and click it at the same time. I feel like it reduced the urge to fidget when we I’m playing with it, or maybe I’m just unconsciously controlling my fidgeting cuz I’m doing the clicky clicky idk lol. What are you guys’ experience on fidget toys?",3.5766666666666644,5.319631351351358,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,73.32432432432431,8.176576576576577,24.04504504504505,8.841846274778883,1.7120882882882889,444,13,87,9,9,147,72,111,0.012,0.772,0.21600000000000005,0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,3,0,3,4,6,0,0,11,1,4,1,0,2,2,16,11,6,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,6,9,10,5,11,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,6,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676114514695617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275328769022039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148228215994043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401283540114201,0.0,0.0,0.12412299949045665,0.17537228300912314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963342609964961,0.0,0.0,0.24306562654434624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986006472263355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661951377757665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658329220027016,0.0,0.17018620605261522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611001649089156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423837121655779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306512342942973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845718009431132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862848822171026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662145952554089,0.17871371080034115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jakomus90,2019/06/04,"Method: ""Stop. And reduce"". Lately, I've been using a personal 'mantra' of sorts in order to keep me focused and stop me from getting overwhelmed. It's actually working wonders and I'm accomplishing far more than I've ever done before, and I feel great while doing it. It's called ""Stop. And reduce."" I know that you've been in this situation. You have a task to do that you've been putting off, and it's grown into this horrible insurmountable task, be it in reality or your own mind. You don't even know where to begin anymore, or if you do begin, you keep dancing around putting out fires and you're not really accomplishing anything. When you find yourself in that feeling, just repeat these words to yourself; **Stop. And reduce.** The beauty of this method is in the 'stop' part. Actually physically *stop* what you're doing. This is crucial because it interrupts the thought patterns that are causing you stress. I suggest you integrate a physical response to the word 'stop'. Take a seat, or take some breaths, maybe even walk into another room. Now that you've 'stopped'. Think about the task at hand, and then **reduce** it to the bare minimum task. You need to tidy your room, which you haven't touched in weeks. Every attempt to start ends in frustration, as you can't decide whether to clear the desk or change the sheets. So you need to **reduce** the task, because 'tidying your room' is too big for you. What is the simplest thing you can do? How about you just get a trashbag. Done. Now, **stop**. Reduce again. Pick a surface area to clean. Stop. Remove all empty food containers from that surface and put into the trash. Stop. Shuffle your papers into a neat pile. Stop. That might be reduced to a ridiculous level for you, or it might not be reduced enough. But you get my point. The idea is that you are interrupting negative thought patterns and setting reasonable goals, and building a chain of positive emotion. You can't let yourself get carried away, otherwise you will start to panic and run away, like you always do. This isn't new, you've probably been told to split a task into smaller chunks before. The problem is that advice is often given from a neurotypical, non-ADHD point of view. It doesn't take into account that task-splitting itself is a task that ADHD sufferers obsess over. That's why you need to **stop** first. You can use this to beat procrastination as well. Every time you start to worry about something you should be doing but aren't, repeat those words to yourself and reduce it to the bare minimum that you are *prepared* to do. Don't think about the end goal, just the current step. Maybe I'm teaching you all to suck eggs. But for me, this has ended years of achieving nothing and feeling bad about stuff I need to do but won't. Hopefully it will do the same for you.",2.35758429426361,5.1850362428842525,2.9769335863377613,88.16015151072838,84.1043643263757,5.4442154430010214,23.66746460370749,6.9449145213752805,1.0381014100131374,2208,82,407,29,65,688,241,527,0.073,0.873,0.054000000000000006,-0.7949,1,0,3,0,0,0,101.0,0,31,0,9,22,15,3,4,29,0,50,4,2,6,4,97,86,33,0,8,16,0,6,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,39,23,2,18,14,1,1,9,12,10,1,1,10,7,39,5,62,65,8,80,0,2,1,0,35,32,1,13,38,275,78,10,0.0,0.0,0.12297384802049688,0.0,0.15144724836930232,0.061570893676320675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242787828245436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606960207283763,0.0,0.0,0.06248721360425176,0.0,0.0,0.05185038826168417,0.056090665501837625,0.0,0.0,0.11839657497751906,0.0,0.05260922357557635,0.07681844010707946,0.0,0.1072306920357042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433842724836386,0.0,0.0,0.06472678817899451,0.06665433169119653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895854982327254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708757556849222,0.1674197169528014,0.06510432418553898,0.0,0.0832326570478262,0.05699453332005675,0.106174269055619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955765326284684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057588362537893914,0.05359475132001091,0.07618977775233092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167675682904273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946677406950763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258136957058898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112859981284103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200918437164134,0.0,0.0,0.06925532892356967,0.0,0.07107600543289253,0.0,0.0,0.06443016376013677,0.0,0.030782628785344417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660043184122294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368350761423942,0.06362033057544711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687915764860305,0.0,0.06085372193985297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060458076928062286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392655867054812,0.0,0.06823175142886065,0.0,0.0,0.055016338715983985,0.0,0.0,0.11912624918833012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793350733794963,0.060290347617353815,0.0,0.1900219623930486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036467280501058,0.06478293398139648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082386808856822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850679843463232,0.0,0.0,0.13379260622255967,0.0,0.0,0.684809904496283,0.07217569178259907,0.0,0.07212932597788012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421229975713805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185985504808437,0.08074623373917207,0.0,0.10004296146192818,0.03674059400565795,0.0,0.0,0.060207044904377935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883772657857696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050541385542472575,0.0,0.056651947858254274,0.0,0.056855109311604986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832971609896085,0.04587072737414458,0.06398789584392348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04057522149659477 adhd,franticshouting,2019/06/04,"Would love to hear your strategies for breaking hyperfocus and calming yourself when you can’t finish a thing you were hyperfocused on I’m in CBT therapy to help me learn and practice some new and different strategies for a lot of things I struggle with in life. I also have the most amazing psychiatrist who has me on just the right two medications including 30mg Vyvanse, which I have no plans to increase ever even if the effects taper off. My goal is just to strike a balance between helping my brain and helping myself. It’s what works best for me. Anyway, hyperfocus is still an issue for me. I’m wondering if anyone here has a list of strategies that have helped them practice breaking out of hyperfocus and calming themselves? I have read that having a loved one essentially force you to stop can be helpful, but I already know that if my husband did that I would seriously get so angry! (Well, maybe more like grouchy and pouty.) I wouldn’t be able to get what I was doing out of my mind. Lately I’ve noticed how much time and connection I lose with my family because of my hyperfocus. I love my job so I focus on that a lot. I also have a few other things I’m working towards ranging from Internet ventures to just home organization and cleaning. My husband and daughter know that Mom loves her “projects!” And it’s true. But hyperfocus makes it hard for me to even leave the house sometimes. My #1 issue is that I get obsessed with getting a task finished or finding a good “stopping point.” Which very rarely happens. I need to know how to accept when something may not get finished. My worry is that I’ll “lose my place” and forget what I was doing when I return to the unfinished project. It really scares me so when I’m forced to stop I’ll get upset. Tips? Experiences? Thanks!",5.011516034985423,6.487783539358606,5.620275218658893,79.20482682215744,69.29154518950439,7.936979591836735,32.08734693877551,8.364918446050245,2.5167391020408165,1426,63,259,21,25,461,188,343,0.138,0.72,0.142,0.5661,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,1,8,21,21,0,4,15,0,26,7,1,4,2,53,49,28,0,7,10,4,1,1,0,4,2,2,2,0,22,16,0,3,8,1,0,1,4,7,1,2,4,3,40,14,36,39,9,31,0,2,0,4,21,12,0,10,17,189,62,8,0.09448567587208644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426729286001717,0.15112032171634612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606658147115221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057597591027287086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915688752479793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547726256238736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871742103534707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481379559576168,0.08546770323333297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242512138262612,0.08907268620239482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635819599474187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961891953442484,0.0,0.0,0.07925010207897767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355337112994952,0.0,0.0846406067032836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649222371759658,0.0,0.3166587843224573,0.0,0.09477683679081852,0.0,0.0,0.10902378406671176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972369949223912,0.0937624539240864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578056933620546,0.0,0.10658395789007176,0.1000466880939462,0.0,0.0,0.06673802714185972,0.04616092857526447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141060560197167,0.0,0.16065668557340784,0.34110804576655485,0.0,0.06306992233791503,0.0,0.0949235611515195,0.0,0.0,0.09518437804387142,0.0,0.0,0.09540359779234067,0.11066048162373324,0.0,0.0,0.0694578434271877,0.07005993143550031,0.0,0.09125485453477417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757256822721348,0.0,0.0,0.06402593927943719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871742103534707,0.0,0.08931950416852834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451124503785573,0.0,0.06052994340766357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069025093379982,0.0,0.0,0.09459664470738467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273968943879981,0.09344874942996967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545638280357139,0.23698276745269736,0.0,0.09877694346116256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698971579211302,0.10805260486803467,0.0,0.18831625387031672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509535743469124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229877602135407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779605779349504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495396988250503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024656849941914,0.13757339470769472,0.09595479029195474,0.0,0.13423982642610607,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,exoticdoc,2019/06/04,"Any alternative treatment to meds for adult who cant afford them ? Big test coming up. Hello everyone, I was wondering if anyone knows any coping mechanisms or alternative treatments for an adult who has a combined forme oh adhd. I have a big exam coming up. It will decide my life and I cant even sit down long enough to study.",3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,76.14285714285714,7.374603174603175,23.198412698412696,8.344100000000001,1.6756793650793655,261,8,46,5,6,87,49,63,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,1,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312623210755127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748854633004487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273192231058836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748740410016745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848068852220327,0.0,0.18205575512148905,0.0,0.0,0.2633831337957076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151482983369409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469068893602795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393022692319036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061707645315789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989167594273786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hemightbegiant,2019/06/04,"Hyperfocus and exhaustion Backstory: I work in a glue factory and sometimes get last minute orders dropped on me. I am the filling tech. (I downpack our adhesives for selling.) One day I had a cartridge order dropped on me last minute. I basically have to manually scoop this thick gel into the cartridges, spin then in the centrifuge, clean them up, label and pack for shipping. It was a large order. 80 x 600 gram cartridges. I can do 50 in about 5 hours. It can be a lot...especially last minute. Anyway...my brain clicked off and into hyperfocus for a solid 6.5 hours. I banged out this order, without distraction and got it out on time. Afterwards though...I have never been that mentally exhausted in my life. When the hyperfocus wore off...I was so drained. Anyone else have similar happen to them?",3.655714285714288,6.3794472244898035,4.687782312925169,78.90840816326529,76.75510204081633,8.001632653061224,29.527891156462587,8.841846274778883,2.849818503401361,630,29,110,15,15,205,96,147,0.059000000000000004,0.883,0.057999999999999996,-0.2863,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,1,9,0,12,4,1,0,1,11,16,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,6,2,13,0,20,9,0,32,0,0,1,0,3,14,0,0,11,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745304292836806,0.216072717010359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541316923397335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136000932528212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616418847832244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017672667858652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866096533018418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648155460281973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153510195500905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156889881008142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489516327615673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792836607183081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251865652329127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264458698956366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428985632807752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856690560440636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071897148402618,0.0,0.1229665274647004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032819579060266,0.0,0.15352403003092174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Geoscope,2019/06/04,"Unlocking the power of habits--share your successes I'm want to utilize the power of sequencing to build positive self care and work habits.  Basically, I want to train myself to do tasks in a set order to work towards building positive habits!  I want to ask you all out there in ADHD land about your successful habit building efforts. Or, if not successful, what do you think got in your way?",7.889931506849315,7.7888431643835645,7.691883561643834,72.42083904109589,62.56164383561644,11.683561643835617,36.05821917808219,11.20814326018867,4.142975342465753,313,13,55,8,4,100,49,73,0.0,0.696,0.304,0.9744,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,8,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,10,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,14,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,0,34,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562963708971261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771571298728589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022684157182637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371121746906507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092803015542188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899644288995188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524592709185284,0.2353221339503852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316638002947552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MWReaZzon,2019/06/04,"Loosing attention while hyperfocused, thats the most unlogical thing that happens to me sometimes. Thats really frustrating, and reminds me, it is an actual disorder, rather than my fault. Sometimes, i can be completely hyperfocused, when i deal with interesting task, i involved in a lot. It feels, like, other world doesnt matter now, and im loosing track of time, doing great, and feeling happy. Otherwise, if i get distracted, its a complete disaster for me. I cant, just normally get back into it, i feel comletely lost, and have to deal with mental pain trying to continue doing, what i really like to do. Thats just ridiculous.",6.435526315789473,8.014871105263158,7.563991228070179,66.21335526315791,66.01754385964911,11.664912280701756,35.30263157894737,11.45678717892309,4.8576,502,24,79,17,8,170,80,114,0.19399999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.136,-0.7405,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,2,1,4,0,9,1,0,0,0,19,16,7,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,11,5,11,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,8,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1712290496820714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492216457302425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679445474225088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617945211545671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010987032392538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26616193796184034,0.12535261233378264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833469985691279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934513703501964,0.0,0.0,0.15516359196563936,0.18678632339024975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953288643098892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144719331713415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154135751181992,0.14917452204348494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682798803398228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191896816406887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670769909502896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481542787789188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34707979893952234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657150386183038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231536375595968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912957952105893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kentbeach,2019/06/04,"Semi-long journey This has been what seems like a long journey for me, so far. I’m a 45-yr. old male who has struggled with depression and anxiety the majority of my adult life. I’ve never found decent health care professionals so kind of gave up. I would be given meds and nothing ever seemed to work. I’ve had a successful career, and have been at my current employer for over 22 years. I attribute that to finding something I truly love doing and, good or bad, I have always hyper-focused on it. However lately I’ve had a harder than normal time focusing and the depression and anxiety have been at an all time high. I decided to give therapy a try again, and after just a few minutes she asked if I had ever been diagnosed with ADHD. I had not and had never even given it a thought. She asked me the questions that I have since found online as part of what I assume is an initial assessment of ADHD. I checked all of the boxes on the attention deficit part and only some of the hyperactivity part. At that point she recommended I see my family physician to get put on meds. I do have a doctor that I trust now but she’s very cautious. As she put it, at my age and with a family history of heart problems, she did not want to put me on any stimulant based ADHD meds. Instead, she wanted me to get a formal screening done and go from there based on the results. So, I had to get a referral to a clinic that does screening/testing. I completed the testing last week, but have to wait another 3-5 weeks for the report. In the meantime, they did prescribe a mood stabilizer (Lamictal). I can’t say with certainty it’d due to that medication, but since taking that I have spiraled even further down. The psychiatrist said he’s never seen that, but agreed to switch my meds to Abilify. I’ve only been off of Lamictal and on Abilify for 4 days, but seem to feel a tad bit better. Of course, I know that could be completely anecdotal. I say that this has been a long journey for me as it’s been over 3 months so far and I’m looking at another month before I see the official diagnosis. In the research I’ve been doing on ADHD, I see myself in so many of the symptoms. And now, I’m scared that I did “too good” on the testing and they’ll come back saying I’m perfectly fine. I’m just so tired of feeling this way. It’s starting to affect my job and has always affected my home life. Anyway, sorry for the rant. I know writing things down is part of therapy. Not necessarily posting online, but thought I’d do so anyway.",3.7150241140700335,5.104114199203192,5.4051331516041135,79.83986160620678,72.34661354581674,8.551142797232124,28.54917173411617,9.063066167217693,2.40876015936255,1976,77,383,41,38,674,235,502,0.073,0.846,0.081,0.6967,4,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,2,4,22,18,0,2,33,0,42,12,1,5,8,72,82,34,0,7,13,0,2,1,0,2,10,4,1,2,24,21,0,1,16,0,1,8,7,6,0,0,27,12,45,11,64,49,10,64,0,2,6,1,24,27,0,8,28,266,69,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312908862580536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468599428409462,0.0,0.0,0.04686472377043888,0.1445272678183829,0.1054399340155734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885288581121848,0.0,0.0,0.05299156269793346,0.05754134357463026,0.0,0.0,0.0586417900970156,0.0,0.0,0.06094992601698725,0.07523758896091162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026367619110169,0.0,0.0,0.05936437375129585,0.14451262782364938,0.0,0.0,0.055023208363533437,0.0,0.0,0.04444462608661657,0.0,0.11871318378723852,0.06994751401448528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053766436447867,0.060308187546236215,0.07052421341675075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103572701349966,0.1246755530970282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299343026429954,0.0,0.06969122811384393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298727731522158,0.0,0.0,0.15112399866606127,0.0,0.0,0.10801609951449444,0.06610977411728564,0.039166116843160334,0.11560566080403345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325367338117471,0.0,0.08166488662430832,0.0,0.0728127306770947,0.0691276008401827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838773806057395,0.0,0.0,0.07176461346391573,0.07574802297244307,0.05617511543746685,0.07773938808754889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735373868419048,0.03366850332857059,0.0,0.0,0.18296344600890432,0.0578714416008647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621986912349914,0.0,0.0,0.06986923275866001,0.0,0.0,0.3061971660364321,0.06942485014730115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001496797358426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945503577184278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752229931427994,0.06612602771796272,0.0,0.07231494752467645,0.0,0.0,0.10482628502797313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985139399388164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514717351279241,0.0,0.06600174627879689,0.0,0.0,0.06594257376751338,0.0,0.20783654047044345,0.07720083645484753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555417098696623,0.16441248546946344,0.0689961737231787,0.0,0.1647495621223328,0.18821352808403802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401479094915315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053054315664302944,0.0,0.07714496467058772,0.04877855883539765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204516790180554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716293175084865,0.05181568096047536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762115706699933,0.0,0.04578422066704405,0.0,0.0,0.10942199915637583,0.08037005677449421,0.0792079260871028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467889216152615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686228719208832,0.08129598359969707,0.05470170669733613,0.11055929103608347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017111267688834,0.0,0.0,0.04895540646983397,0.0,0.0,0.04437915259095716 adhd,The_real_curly_boy,2019/06/04,"how do y'all deal with big emotions/life events? i've been sad recently and instead of talking about it i actively avoid it. i act all angry so i don't have to deal with it. i also just supress my ADHD and now my bones itch. any tips to stop this self destructing behavior? &#x200B; &#x200B; btw. i've done this before, like at all big sad episodes",1.0227543035993705,3.554025704225353,2.444413145539908,91.58834115805948,87.73239436619718,5.40907668231612,23.381846635367765,6.937597516519254,0.9183884194053212,279,11,57,4,9,90,51,71,0.23199999999999998,0.705,0.063,-0.9179,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,1,0,0,5,2,2,1,2,10,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,7,3,2,8,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424003291342434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921270360066616,0.0,0.4043315619642306,0.4534446640780572,0.12688483307779233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587708866970044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847238089356013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094219121315908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911564622838866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842310994270738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464982151057672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599419516305452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997070559007442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534446640780572,0.0 adhd,poniesandsparkles,2019/06/04,"I think I just caused myself to be fired from work T_T **Terribly sorry for the long rant:** (I was evaluated at age 35 with mild ADD) &#x200B; 8 months ago I joined an awesome working place (good ppl, open minded and tolerant), and at the same time one of the team members went on maternity leave. I worked with the team \~4-5 months until she returned, and after a month or so she was promoted as a team leader. I’ve already had unpleasant vibes from her as a team member, so when she was promoted, I got worried. I’ve noticed, after a month, she is not pleased with me. She didn’t like I’m asking “common sense” questions (common sense to her, not to me). I won’t go into details about her attitude and how I lost my confidence and got stressed every time she was around. &#x200B; Eventually I got really frustrated from her “I’m not pleased” reaction to one of my “stupid” questions, and admitted I see and think a bit differently from her due to the ADD. And gave her a short explanation about ADD (she knew ADHD from a relative, but I felt she didn’t really buy the one with the missing “H”) &#x200B; She replied “thanks” and that “she will have a chat with the boss to see how they can manage me better” (I’ve never asked them to treat me in any special way. On the contrary, I told them “give me everything you got, I like challenges”. I just wanted them to understand the way I see things and stop getting angry with me). &#x200B; I’m good at “reading” ppl – her body language didn’t reflect any acceptance nor tolerance and I knew I made a huge mistake. &#x200B; After 3-4 weeks I was informed I’m fired and not to come to work the day after. Reason: “You are redundant because the biggest project was cancelled” (We all knew about that project from day 1, but also knew there are “other new projects” instead). I later asked an informant what they told about my redundancy and confirmed they are planning to expand the team (hire more ppl?) &#x200B; First time in my whole life that I’m being fired when my working attributes couldn’t compensate for which ever bugged them (I’m very dedicated, responsible, hard worker, team player, friendly, care about the team and what we do). Up until now, I didn’t feel any need to share management about my ADD. No one had issues with me what’s so ever (and they were matured and patient enough to deal with my “annoying questions”) &#x200B; **Damn!** I just lost an awesome job! (and it took me so long to find it) How could I be so naïve and stupid?! It won’t be easy to find another job because, now, I have TWO jobs in a row with less than a year when the later fired me – and no one is stupid enough to believe the “redundancy” lame excuse. (FYI: In the prev job, the management bullied all the team, so everyone have left) **Lesson learned:** NEVER EVER tell ppl about your ADHD/ADD, no matter how open minded and tolerant they look like, unless they, themselves, have it. &#x200B; **\*sob sob\***",2.838214285714283,5.2708434698581605,3.6318287740628175,86.96250000000002,77.95390070921985,6.510840932117528,25.319655521783186,7.645422480735847,1.430574062816616,2303,86,441,35,56,731,259,564,0.136,0.732,0.132,0.523,5,0,0,0,0,0,132.0,2,3,10,23,32,29,6,1,33,0,33,2,1,9,7,98,77,43,0,5,11,0,7,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,13,40,0,1,22,10,1,4,17,15,0,7,30,11,72,14,64,38,9,65,0,6,4,0,59,19,3,4,43,287,85,31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185579704423128,0.0,0.04125185024374542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135424825069892,0.03721526810696872,0.0,0.4033787236475245,0.4523760869718314,0.09493936443244498,0.0487976379883203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142740237280626,0.13051619747217952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056736506858936074,0.0,0.0,0.05243076411742908,0.0,0.041157803231004535,0.05080586777357773,0.05169162431020138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744712172668406,0.047805863492611914,0.0,0.04008712353656795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037155654337196406,0.0,0.0,0.06002445924671707,0.047977147223973636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048620797639045435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961694075159648,0.0,0.0,0.12628494119879627,0.039209056680399146,0.04446767483708256,0.04182405705992116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02353028166791548,0.0,0.04468239297157635,0.0,0.08506714069100188,0.03958397191653647,0.0,0.0,0.03595402877680734,0.0,0.0243134304946168,0.04464210627601176,0.026447797982626763,0.07806531280179975,0.1488781444623334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168761468244648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485720753058432,0.18472140988168587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927549489497614,0.05056210573491564,0.0,0.032870146712317576,0.06820623382021092,0.0,0.0,0.08236677768569375,0.03907898765027401,0.0,0.10160029930246886,0.0,0.0,0.04403401578017231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397731370306699,0.0,0.14858014439788042,0.0,0.0,0.03450626761928032,0.07178372384637166,0.044945297085173024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298217899569105,0.0,0.0,0.15767187821087214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048620797639045435,0.10216633062904247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639478390139494,0.0,0.04654915081254447,0.0,0.05962502056193503,0.04784733161795576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125083332070468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209386595957335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038906645721403295,0.053307469224365314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067500231374867,0.0428446096327007,0.0,0.0,0.030916820879715236,0.05963749378391231,0.0,0.0,0.08140752249971647,0.0,0.0,0.08893534967416512,0.05170382752809532,0.0,0.0,0.045459454513697,0.04844619741078501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038397533523905715,0.027448467251090312,0.07387710626659658,0.03732881927169411,0.0,0.0,0.043139854901809216,0.0,0.05195640437528951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939584002615635,0.047260132936532716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523760869718314,0.02996801717836812 adhd,JLSAAAA,2019/06/04,"Quitting dextroamphetamine with surprisingly little issues Hi, I have been taking dextroamphetamine for about 2.5/3 years. Last week I forgot to pick up my prescription and ended up having to get through a day without it and it was a surprisingly productive day. I realized my meds make me hyperfocus on the wrong thing and that off my meds I actually got things done, so I quit. I’ve had no withdrawal symptoms (no extra appetite, no fatigue) and work through everything that needs to be done without looking at the clock at 11 Pm and wondering what the hell I even did that day. I went from not being able to function off my meds to barely noticing a difference and maybe even a slight positive change off of them. I wonder if others can relate because it strikes me as incredibly odd.",8.307083333333331,8.44313554166667,7.900833333333335,70.4775,61.63888888888889,11.366666666666667,37.444444444444436,10.9516,4.2423777777777785,634,28,107,15,8,201,98,144,0.11699999999999999,0.821,0.062,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,4,5,1,0,7,0,11,2,0,2,0,18,21,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,9,1,15,2,23,10,1,18,1,1,1,0,2,9,1,3,8,81,25,1,0.13535079940387942,0.0,0.1320828556306442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250859103590462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318319889376774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618702049697305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141277742789482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27702172116799195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988063402615715,0.0,0.0,0.17879585296494213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164457103427975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071520629029601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825239881411816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412710693359781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103289665447124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565705893353322,0.0,0.0,0.11366058252935204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034770961827154,0.0,0.13597807038513052,0.0,0.4510326764525111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003609027342247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540977822203749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879244716504816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068130547611662,0.1017669565368955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984211375134887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857024704742846,0.0,0.0,0.12547154706902902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260946681241599,0.2935643365499196,0.09853699398626492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798485142368684,0.0,0.08716147716582585 adhd,spacediino,2019/06/04,"Might not get a diagnosis On Friday I went on my first meeting with a doctor to finally, finally, get my diagnosis. I've been referred by a psychiatrist who told me she does not refer people unless she is 90 percent sure it will lead to a diagnosis, but the doctor seems convinced that since I get good grades there's no point in diagnosing me, and that the problems I have with executive functioning etc have to do with unrelated anxiety. I just finished my bachelor's degree, by the skin of my teeth. To get through my final semester, I had to drop down to half time studies, got on anti-depressants, had three or four mental breakdowns and moved in with my dad to help get out of bed at night. From now on it's a master's degree and then a doctorate. If I could barely finish a bachelor's, how the hell am I going to survive? I know I have anxiety, but I am fucking up my social life, my home life, and my future by not being able to do normal things in a normal way. I tried to argue that I have to be able to navigate social situations to succeed in an academic career, and he argued that it sounds like I'm stuck in trying to ""act correctly"" because of unrelated perfectionism etc. I mean. I can accept the fact that I'm ""a little weird"" all day long but if it's going to cost me grants and connections I will fail, won't achieve my dreams, and... what, work in a grocery store the rest of my life? Psychiatrists, therapists and doctors, as well as friends and family who have adhd, have been telling me I have adhd since I was a small child. I have been acting like a person with adhd since long before I was old enough to start worrying about being ""perfect"". And now that I'm finally with a doctor who has the ability to help me... he's not going to? I don't know what to do. I'm freaking out about it.",5.9924175824175805,5.4467878021978064,7.3277802197802195,74.94221978021982,66.58241758241758,10.576703296703297,31.661538461538463,10.125756701596842,2.9844136263736263,1416,49,281,30,20,488,182,364,0.11699999999999999,0.762,0.121,0.37,0,0,0,0,0,1,47.0,0,0,0,9,8,18,4,0,21,0,32,12,2,2,5,49,54,21,0,6,12,1,1,2,1,4,9,1,2,2,17,18,0,0,7,1,2,8,7,8,1,4,11,2,38,10,54,35,6,46,1,1,0,1,20,18,2,5,20,199,55,13,0.16913395174015144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048992134254192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293870101412322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051551243568106364,0.0,0.07196026781334952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751984895480036,0.0,0.0,0.05453870338483878,0.0,0.0728374123996926,0.08583370038726944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327894160630654,0.07400513047069705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738029225137506,0.18862906473128785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972221858219339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705559538581757,0.0,0.07193262647402676,0.0,0.0,0.06533623577976674,0.07818080649779043,0.22091377259451514,0.0,0.1441840837010632,0.07093076710682529,0.06763593594356677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336692266073295,0.0,0.08482757196743614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295159664142247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919646799889533,0.08263030553434253,0.0847583263635215,0.0,0.1496782249549612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211822838100753,0.0,0.0,0.08522362131203688,0.08971219738976895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988131200066812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936037813001201,0.16571536216715915,0.0,0.0,0.08873881547911458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058628093093027536,0.07384062142943082,0.0,0.0,0.07994312665946185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091917488810281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698659871862744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986402899222725,0.09505682409535783,0.0,0.17241076425829868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059856940784675676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797033739484962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391526435079042,0.0,0.0,0.09818877698425367,0.05618254107481031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493116836994463,0.0,0.0,0.08080736948199155,0.0,0.11483085098738782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712532917694702,0.0,0.0,0.07603586739271423,0.0783944338718366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156576562123669,0.08588186897475729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AA_King1,2019/06/04,"Was diagnosed today... Currently prescribed 10mg of adderall, three times a day, is that too much? I don’t really *feel* much different, if that helps. I’ve just sped up, & am somewhat more... thoughtful. Now, I can sort through my ideas much easier, & speak more fluently, so there’s less of a disconnect between my ideas & speech. There’s no jittery high, or euphoria, that I keep reading about, too. Will I have to bring my dosage up, in the future?",3.2779069767441835,5.581628127906972,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,75.86046511627906,8.020930232558143,27.02906976744186,8.841846274778883,2.2101906976744194,353,14,69,8,8,111,66,86,0.026000000000000002,0.828,0.146,0.8802,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,7,0,9,8,7,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040668960555966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985027687037275,0.0,0.0,0.18862187983520345,0.0,0.19416138460311647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396538704817294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456344050716878,0.1963482809897122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195774565869169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518154728438753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098374200803032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858885088837954,0.0,0.119052721381083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753478709713322,0.10836375963360018,0.0,0.17615290157212496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,makingahome23,2019/06/04,"Husband on Concerta Hi everyone, my hubby is a fully functional 40 year old, but he does struggle with focus and getting flustered etc. He was recently put onto Concerta. He is already on an anxiety med that works great for him. He loves the effects of the Concerta and says it makes a huge difference to him at work. I have noticed that when he gets home, he is irritable and quite depressed on it, Google tells me I am seeing him at the end of the day when it's wearing off and he is having a crash. Does anyone have advice on this? Is there a way for him to have the benefits without the crash? I do have his permission to post this.",3.4262204724409457,4.972210559055117,4.97244881889764,82.03268897637797,73.33070866141733,8.54456692913386,29.23543307086614,9.120678840339163,2.545762834645669,499,21,98,11,10,168,81,127,0.161,0.725,0.114,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,11,0,13,2,1,2,0,9,18,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,17,17,1,19,0,1,1,1,17,9,0,0,7,67,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756278592986837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833402111254314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749122279217815,0.0,0.0,0.12566980886254212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590951842377854,0.0,0.15479923193094233,0.0,0.0,0.1877772264988785,0.0,0.0,0.3145618982988865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159185424243838,0.0,0.2004439296938738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173754967474586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780064361947116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981504586623372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802815689699222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221129487256716,0.0,0.11996965649936064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996369931701142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462121373526124,0.1885940209304652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212948560742755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806760114623281,0.0,0.19116256575630167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745945251039036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292670596802515,0.0,0.0,0.1432197327142347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878904482171618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708995930123418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265950776344336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325111973215782,0.0,0.2616878584074487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115738766591226 adhd,moganj,2019/06/04,"What Helps You Manage Your ADHD? I’ve had trouble recently trying to manage my ADHD, so I decided to reach out to others to see what works for other people who struggle with ADHD (other than prescriptions). Any and all input is appreciated :)",6.4560606060606025,7.83941309090909,8.098181818181818,63.125606060606096,65.81818181818181,9.503030303030306,28.303030303030305,9.725611199111238,3.0984030303030305,192,6,27,4,3,67,35,44,0.096,0.708,0.196,0.6444,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,8,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,23,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8478019696030115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990783031091518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761388696253822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302112504627927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217901360295845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738148799441048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458264032451252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964918463476266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711896097317066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,robin200005,2019/06/04,"Difference between dexamphetamine and dextroamphetamine Hi all! I've been prescribed dexamphetamine for my adhd but can't find too much about it. It's name is close to dextroamphetamine and I've ben wondering what the difference between the two are.",6.207857142857144,9.936159309523813,4.5431428571428585,77.45185714285714,74.95238095238095,10.026666666666667,32.20952380952381,9.888512548439397,4.429003809523811,209,10,31,7,5,60,33,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39373408858290815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845837569603502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994376151562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408374879785509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32003592774630824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552885744843481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrodStonz,2019/06/04,"Most likely have suffered Adult ADHD for years, going to get diagnosed soon, if I am right in having it, any tips that have helped you guys or advice? Just curious at the moment, but understand this isn’t always something that can be treated on its own; - Are the stimulant drugs effective? - Do you have to always be on them? Or do you allow certain days off - Do you only take them on days you need to be productive? - How much is the trainer professional likely to help with and how much needs to be self improvement? - How to get successfully organised etc? - Any others? Massive thanks for any help you all can offer!",3.1846231884057983,5.858330991304352,4.154456521739132,82.3461775362319,78.21739130434783,7.311594202898552,23.49637681159421,8.344100000000001,1.7690724637681168,484,16,86,10,12,156,78,115,0.016,0.754,0.22899999999999998,0.9835,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,2,2,5,7,0,0,3,0,17,2,0,6,2,19,25,8,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,15,21,6,13,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,4,7,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115686336921738,0.17202649755035998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29296259113405665,0.0,0.0,0.3591444010475924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270654390119415,0.0,0.0,0.1786792282439261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041531775891892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633369852687232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839496711317207,0.0,0.10004889565336217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430955375075366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539923274543976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201075050733722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882269151175163,0.26106626878321965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388810147417998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033916182077972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836505116877051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355259627374914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236190042485188,0.0,0.0,0.16207609727157227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832662421551216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336546904911485 adhd,thegingirl,2019/06/04,"Writing a Master's thesis in two weeks I'm pretty sure I have ADHD, however, I'm not in a position to get help just yet. In fact, if I do not have ADHD, then I have a massive problem with time management and commitment. I find myself at the end of my Master's without a single word of my thesis written. My advisor is lovely, but he is a very busy man so he takes a hands-off approach. And even if he were to put me deadlines and I'm not sure I could make it, my undergrad thesis was a another mess that I had to rewrite in 4 days. I have to hand the finished 50 pages of thesis the 3rd of July. But before they need to be revised by my advisor because I'm writing about a topic that I have no idea. I'm aiming to finish the first draft and sent it to my advisor around the 17th of June so I have time to make changes. I need someone to tell me that it is enough. I don't want to disappoint my parents, I lied to them that I have half of my thesis written and I cannot let them down. I just finished handing off the last of my paper for the Master yesterday so I gave myself two days to relax before starting the thesis. These two days are being hell. I only feel anxiety and my hands keep shaking, but I can't stop thinking that I won't be able to defend my Master's thesis this year. TL;DR: Haven't even started my 50-page thesis. Expectations are crushing me. I have a month to polish it off, but I need to send it before to my advisor. I just need someone to tell what to do, and to tell that it's going to be okay.",2.7962560386473463,3.5494319320987664,4.87243156199678,85.22007246376813,73.81481481481481,7.363177670424048,26.123993558776174,7.586124646067393,1.3343206119162634,1182,39,252,14,23,411,149,324,0.085,0.8240000000000001,0.091,0.0222,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,5,11,10,1,1,17,1,29,4,3,2,4,45,54,17,0,10,13,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,9,0,2,4,1,0,6,10,5,0,5,7,4,43,5,41,40,3,36,1,1,0,1,18,9,1,2,21,179,58,3,0.11277970618061085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710785808213336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825935537410102,0.0862761665365368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039784918696656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687494621043132,0.0,0.2879016700255228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193059750837072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004541841700353,0.0,0.0,0.2182007413625667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998893448857446,0.11653158440034875,0.0,0.14897986456310444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702480809593169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307860827243004,0.095930360463688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892274166865603,0.0,0.06409530603178999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559385975868672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273145606848925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024378476781272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193051304406608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532489062854576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178808804171208,0.0,0.15056265924865705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001968549220454,0.0,0.0,0.3344988924258193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577404859855174,0.0,0.0,0.12522851713517694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473750622193238,0.0,0.10791494758283034,0.0,0.11337475467537884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911157581257038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965211301719687,0.0,0.0,0.09428888430794427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258707676445396,0.0,0.0847963034402079,0.0,0.2957233025058696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226468187559085,0.0,0.0,0.131525507248573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305081562186362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305506884532767,0.06652039272675454,0.0,0.09046507753107784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871561220490857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262643315240082 adhd,abrakadabra121212,2019/06/04,"Perfecting to be a have a small circle of people. TL;DR I like being alone because I don’t have to constantly have my “interacting with people, pay attention and act normal” act on. It’s utterly exhausting interacting with others when you’re trying your hardest to stay focused on what others are saying and to respond accordingly and not to where your brain has ping ponged to. The always asking if you’ve eaten because you hyper focus on what ever hobby of the moment is happening. Having to again disappoint someone for something you forgot to do...for the umpteenth time. When others get that look on their face when they notice you’re not normal...you’re ‘off’ in the head. Sometimes I just want to live alone with the internet, my (someday)dog, and a home. Obviously holding down a job. I’m not suicidal or anything, but I just remembered an ex being baffled that I didn’t want to attend Thanksgiving. How I could be okay being aline by myself. a) it’s really not that big of a deal b) I have work the next day and the round trip would clock at 264 miles of driving and approximately 3-4 hours round trip with holiday traffic c) didn’t want to fake that things were peachy keen between us when I had been the one to finally call it quits relationship wise. D) I was living paycheck to ducking paycheck. I didn’t have extra money for excursions. Let alone family holiday related obligations. Okay. That’s. Train is officially off it’s track.",4.272438499384993,6.617104981549815,5.35987546125461,76.74665206027062,72.98523985239852,8.50190651906519,27.15882533825338,9.188382445141503,2.621712054120541,1154,43,197,27,24,380,165,271,0.055,0.828,0.11699999999999999,0.9398,1,3,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,4,2,3,10,9,0,0,15,2,26,5,3,1,3,33,36,14,1,7,9,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,15,10,1,2,2,2,2,6,8,3,0,1,9,4,20,6,34,19,1,34,0,1,3,0,16,13,0,2,15,135,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123547424509521,0.0,0.0,0.11042860017335868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921223558457696,0.0,0.12406958580472335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180232895987146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815260873341754,0.13551573497053016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341658346815989,0.0,0.10596125384901887,0.0,0.0,0.08558948936372564,0.13682220826513414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200473247870117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251108580863344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538159555983407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693375376248309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735846760387578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620275415221444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331228672127884,0.0,0.13069646291807835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169807229196875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570895916559084,0.0,0.06483731018272644,0.0,0.23437761850730954,0.0,0.11144625507046872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114274322127818,0.0,0.260062897490058,0.0,0.1510956600868245,0.0,0.0,0.08993037646616482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840142225161934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411575736922824,0.0,0.0,0.08501992566433281,0.0,0.0,0.14248506682154555,0.1503389829597581,0.0,0.0,0.10553942373841364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124480607526466,0.10216964762848976,0.13125744520281485,0.0,0.0,0.14145536422963245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516747136888572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816922118259064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738654506910109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010402970035376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963848668401098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483429841639994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661730321357986,0.0,0.0,0.09427615012849568,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Check-South,2019/06/04,So I mailed to make an appointment to get my AD(h)D tested They will mail back with a date. Refresh...refresh... refresh... REFRESH!!! This will be a long day at work :-S,2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,77.75,5.5166666666666675,26.291666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.8828416666666672,126,5,26,1,3,39,26,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410972643896709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699532904016982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997056108565752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076573917869021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829122040523881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176200781114993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xbutters,2019/06/04,"ADHD and Therapy Hi, i started my strattera medication little over month ago and i feel little improvements and i know it's gonna be long journey. I was told that it would be beneficial to combine the meds with therapy. It wouldn't be covered by my medical insurance, it's quite expensive for me but i would be able to afford it if its",3.0636318407960204,5.156751805970154,5.320223880597017,76.80829601990051,75.71641791044777,9.242786069651741,30.56965174129353,9.725611199111238,3.3787830845771136,269,13,50,8,6,94,47,67,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.3514,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,35,15,0,0.20280003377743103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372623058117085,0.0,0.17976999368984511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254179053708748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145359488500378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065178226509825,0.0,0.17947164814813465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252651195317399,0.4085993967702277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187305213596467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570279907187986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435429077137111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638390256453791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378412307885398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812665075652416,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rubbermaderevolution,2019/06/04,"To those of us struggling to pass college math requirements, this is the post you must read. This is a post for everyone who has tried their best and for whatever reason you couldn't pass a math class in college or otherwise. This isn't a useless post about pulling yourself up by your bootstraps, and wasting tons of time that still amounts to a low or not even passing grade with practically no retention of the material. This post is about how to get the job done and get the results you need so you can graduate. Don't let these useless classes ( to non stem majors) get in your way of a decent living. Alright, enough small talk here's the scoop. #1 Take the class online so you can use Symbolab or other internet resources while taking tests. #2 This is the real tip, purchase a calculator with a CAS, Computer Algebra System. ( TI 89 Titanium, TI Inspire CAS, HP Prime ect). ""EVERY SINGLE PROBLEM CAN BE ENTERED DIRECTLY INTO THESE CALCULATORS"", and yes I mean almost anything, just have to interpret word problems. I spend the majority of my studying time just making a sheet of formulas for word problems. These calculators crush complicated computations with ease and speed. Even systems of equations take like 3 minutes with these things. Yes, you will have to learn to use the calculator if this post gets any interest I will make another on this specifically. There are also programs that make the calculators display work if you take an in person class. But a professor would most definitely be suspicious, if you have disability accommodations the average test proctor would have no idea what you are doing. For online students make sure you don't have to come in to take the tests and especially be sure to ask about where the final is taken. This post is obviously intended for people that will not be using high level math in their career field but still need to take these classes to graduate. Being able to use a TI 89 or another programmable calculator proficiently will be a major asset and unlike doing it by hand you will never have to go back and study material you forget because using one of these builds muscle memory like the cheat codes for GTA. For the people who read this post and can honestly pass these classes and use my advice you are just cheating yourself out of your potential. Use your abilities if you have them, but for everyone else it's our responsibility to bend things to work for us. We aren't playing with the same hand as other neurotypicals. I hope this post helps. TL Summary Take classes online, make sure every test is online. Yes you can use Symbolab but it takes forever to input problems. Get a TI 89 Titanium or other CAS (Computer Algebra System) calculator. Learn to input every homework problem into it. This is actually satisfying. Make a formula sheet for anticipated word problems. With formula sheet and nifty CAS calculator in hand destroy the tests and get on to taking classes that are related to what you want to do.",6.7493320677424204,8.227427953789284,7.299863116351101,68.76891542189142,65.21072088724584,10.506689314083033,34.030124394264874,10.58352841356552,3.9769994604586087,2397,105,391,63,37,788,248,541,0.078,0.7959999999999999,0.126,0.9778,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,4,20,3,4,18,25,3,1,31,4,49,3,3,18,6,93,87,31,0,18,18,0,3,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,36,23,0,1,7,3,2,8,10,13,0,1,2,3,33,12,65,69,10,47,0,3,0,0,33,18,0,12,11,267,69,37,0.05884415054436575,0.0,0.05742340256053623,0.0,0.0,0.0575018228753488,0.0,0.0,0.058923916750246975,0.0,0.0,0.04705764593052327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001604022207155,0.12340644512353982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048423722051448286,0.0,0.05501133738255495,0.0,0.0,0.04524751953597344,0.0,0.0358708480001864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061753305600724465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050689025276798236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060217996259582525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049156737063339916,0.0,0.0,0.060801737545282585,0.0,0.07773201292430477,0.0,0.14873620428309162,0.11245621511162686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644608906419974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446183974009647,0.0,0.0334424868183445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944199372843002,0.06217207581817352,0.0,0.05844551887231581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664278834299675,0.0,0.0,0.05839373961390135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017213074478951,0.0,0.057496559246247476,0.0,0.05196046300548909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356735645240895,0.0,0.0,0.06409853069666611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726438403424604,0.045384236526627056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039874319307448135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159024963587391,0.051380442530645935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508514415672723,0.0,0.0,0.337835429969038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772014921440632,0.06697752594352603,0.0,0.06050158723904168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398602927363699,0.0,0.0,0.0615166825838212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637974648844414,0.0,0.3981913016802344,0.04729669923075477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781868778197848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862499478908625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039951315588136735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141564535631428,0.4065796224285668,0.0,0.0,0.03470780459043643,0.046707747732363615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567848485349758,0.0,0.0,0.08360239245111814,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fakedying,2019/06/04,"I (20) am starting meds tomorrow for the first time I'm starting vyvanse tomorrow morning and I am honestly really excited. I know that starting new meds isn't usually fun, but my symptoms were recognized just recently and I went a whole semester knowing I had ADHD and not having meds. So frustrating. I also have BED, so it's a double whammy. Does anyone have bad experiences with vyvanse that I should know about, or positive things to say to add to the list? Anyone have stories about being diagnosed in the middle of college or later in life? TL;DR I'm new here, hi!",3.813055555555557,6.2312275277777776,5.666444444444448,73.67300000000003,74.64814814814815,9.134814814814817,31.170370370370367,9.642632912329526,3.661408148148148,455,22,74,13,10,156,75,108,0.106,0.8140000000000001,0.08,-0.5853,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,5,0,11,3,0,0,0,14,20,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,8,3,10,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,12,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502823127243069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297747297328069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693897570923066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549647065941978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471011435578836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420117441954237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874033368544346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380347238787624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675534442174512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462269715772792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407672911309774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31346079599500903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396030073593952,0.0,0.1602312709279241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290510447475741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34458645673490645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867037012361366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781118282770992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462638828998816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787277665843858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504345741780767,0.0,0.18117908801062854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SneakyColonoscopy,2019/06/04,"Social isolation and RSD? TL:DR **For those ADHDrs who also have RSD, has it caused you to isolate yourself? and how did you deal with it?** I've been trying to correlate my life choices and general behavior with many aspects and disorders related to ADHD since I've been diagnosed a year ago. I've recently learned that Rejection Sensitivity Disorder (RSD) is a common co-morbid disorder of ADHD, and I'm quite certain that I have exhibited this behavior throughout my life (I'm 26), and it reached a point up-till now where I completely stopped making new friends or seeking intimate relationships out of fear of rejection or abandonment, and even the other way around; actively pushing people who are seeking me, since I believe that they're only superficially interested in being my friend/SO and over time once they really know me they'll leave just as the others have. I used to blame myself and thinking that I was flawed, but after being diagnosed and learning more about ADHD, at least I'm slightly relieved that many of my qualities and behavior that annoyed people and pushed them away from me: (too much, talkative, clingy, sensitive, impulsive, forgetful, weird etc) are symptoms of a real disorder in my brain that has been extensively studied and can be managed. A couple of weeks ago, I impulsively deleted all my social media accounts and messaging apps, and bought a feature phone which is switched off most of the time, and just for context I live alone. I basically disappeared without telling close friends or even my family, who live in another continent, which made them reach out to me to check if I'm still alive. I thought taking control and being alone would help. It did in a sense that I no longer expect anything from anyone, in regards to anticipating mutual care and love but being repeatedly let down, which I assume aggravates the feeling of rejection. I also no longer impulsively check my phone every 5 seconds for messages after having a feature phone, but isolating myself takes a toll during the day when the meds wear off and negative thoughts keep bombarding me down till I can't get up, and I don't have anyone close enough to go back to. I feel stuck. It seems I can't have a good social life and a close circle of people to lean on, and I can't handle being totally alone when the meds wear off.",11.114659916926275,8.741040128504675,10.528660436137072,61.928125649013516,57.761682242990645,14.09055036344756,43.637590861889926,12.554650470220118,5.53858836967809,1877,85,308,49,18,611,235,428,0.15,0.77,0.08,-0.9789,0,4,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,4,2,18,15,1,1,18,0,32,10,3,6,3,68,55,36,0,3,10,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,23,30,0,4,10,0,4,4,8,7,0,1,11,2,38,8,50,35,8,48,0,4,0,1,24,23,0,7,20,215,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29772799517425785,0.0,0.146400764732738,0.0,0.0,0.2565775986016229,0.0,0.13207513550062322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659019506312407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548086452917553,0.0,0.06795462804102102,0.07351189525358626,0.0,0.0,0.07758471521295829,0.06349735686527931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303708702711136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218431768104997,0.0,0.0,0.08419373754280328,0.08483031588490288,0.0,0.0,0.08658142384632304,0.0,0.09261820805598676,0.0,0.09137094619547388,0.0,0.05325595509331621,0.08513425460655376,0.0,0.16762978984162338,0.0,0.0,0.37856600255821343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532511100133175,0.09209625804393694,0.10908393244820767,0.0,0.06957549599038937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784715494232097,0.0929231672227131,0.0835077992915447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191398589774002,0.0,0.04314357776264667,0.0,0.046930959790592544,0.06926247808131172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535026841109135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339908838038274,0.0,0.0,0.045382689258833306,0.0,0.0,0.08743814026017427,0.0,0.08444156272938877,0.1749817736826318,0.0,0.0,0.14583570972201373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452983631402868,0.07813726592115841,0.055121432009847884,0.16744218817132225,0.0,0.0,0.18345100364166766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070430487466734,0.0,0.0,0.07975431193425184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879428363059826,0.0,0.06280426251274025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174748751931296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806286726976201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783182913606337,0.0,0.09399180132754832,0.0529015580870583,0.0,0.08153577689128785,0.08865782909241651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517587675702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661868984854306,0.0,0.0,0.2525335041655049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659468684951232,0.06903887526430125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583012284010523,0.12417670352239188,0.0,0.07217678006020546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291262479815954,0.0,0.13111535828732304,0.09630374943616887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606501680430157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132084709906578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554654391115071,0.06623906146821598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960221022219104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661016147407874,0.0,0.0,0.05317750120919881 adhd,ashleeesky,2019/06/04,"How do I advocate for myself with my doctors? After reading through posts, I realized how much ADHD affects my life. I always thought it was just me. But knowing I’m not just a shit human being and other people have the same exact issues as me helps me not feel so alone or disappointing. I don’t have any support from NTs in my life, they don’t get it. Now I know exactly what I can start trying to improve and tips. I just recently joined this sub after being diagnosed in March after severe anxiety and depression in my last year of college. I ended up being diagnosed while at a program after having to take a leave of absence. I just couldn’t function or learn anything after struggling extremely hard through 3.5 years of college (and the rest of schooling) and having daily panic attacks. I was told I had a clear cut case of inattentive ADHD. And honestly it made so much sense. The lack of time management, the need for extra testing time and separate room accommodations for exams, the forgetfulness of everything - the more important the less I could remember it, the lack of any semblance of concentration for studying, never remembering to shut things or put lids back on, or losing my keys a million times a day, etc. After reading through this sub tonight while I can’t sleep and finding out RSD is a thing and that happens to me almost every other day and makes me feel insane, and that my meds should be working much more than they are (tenex - I feel a difference but still struggle a lot with things I believe should improve more than they are with me abusing my coping mechanisms).... ..Is there a way to bring up RSD to my psychiatrist without being diagnosed with it first? Do I talk to a therapist about it, get their opinion and then pass it along to my psychiatrist? How do I ask for a stronger or better prescription for my ADHD without feeling like they will think I just want more drugs?",8.523642835035592,7.660037317548749,8.32705199628598,70.88498220365213,61.618384401114206,11.09755493655215,38.05029402661715,10.25414643259724,3.9216609718353457,1523,65,263,28,18,491,196,359,0.10800000000000001,0.821,0.071,-0.7997,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,5,4,15,13,3,3,20,0,28,9,2,6,4,70,50,28,0,8,16,0,5,1,0,3,7,0,1,1,17,18,0,0,13,2,0,3,9,9,0,2,6,5,40,4,52,34,15,42,0,3,0,0,10,10,1,8,28,213,57,12,0.0,0.1107093004436368,0.0,0.0,0.33688462696098753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356512434712462,0.09677406894041302,0.0,0.0,0.07774828708881197,0.0,0.0,0.1270827190638841,0.0,0.0714801690619786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689189424216898,0.0,0.08735235039647643,0.1062997417979644,0.0,0.07184841105737529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527315155002698,0.0,0.08263872804332091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460301019492166,0.0,0.0,0.12052015837181952,0.0,0.08047841196243752,0.2845142217074253,0.0,0.0976233073177154,0.0,0.0956382270357895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835895327014214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275874492985927,0.0,0.10420858649007923,0.0,0.0,0.07872593572743937,0.0,0.08397646632509068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898117925524152,0.06675245721542569,0.0,0.0,0.0854010631414237,0.07947870958333629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976354816202266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826273249615137,0.0,0.08370251038865671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262983269325179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752548014213612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027026721655792,0.07616481907041446,0.0,0.09893784172519828,0.0,0.0,0.13199670058469126,0.045649313658230425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453374036947176,0.0,0.07943804053978762,0.0,0.08841373370412868,0.06237090015443265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378906909857416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606406620236306,0.06928343696030054,0.07206550358849623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962990483880038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477846580575013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948821955251603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393146400546752,0.0,0.0,0.1869274991697124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225921051165822,0.0,0.2116951295125664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456471381676143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555886790346608,0.09591324035369132,0.0,0.0,0.09350594395063673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613622560952875,0.0,0.0746200778976856,0.0,0.0,0.195364340078554,0.0,0.0,0.10603286143517747,0.0,0.0,0.07025409622447745,0.07510229782400837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848925825184888,0.18622909038436272,0.059871594729348776,0.0,0.07417970308708838,0.1634541589786983,0.0,0.0,0.0892844563874164,0.0,0.06343858346482993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511242686198853,0.0741671033695229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014268950608622,0.0,0.06802431450008059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034261438594705 adhd,Shannen95,2019/06/04,"Is this what neurotypical people feel like? I started meds this week after only being diagnosed two weeks ago at the age of 23. In the last 2 days I have accomplished more than I have in the last 6 months. My glassed have been ordered, my office is clean, I have started back on my diet regime, my study is sorted, my laundry is done and I woke up at a normal time like a normal person instead of staying in bed until 12pm distracted by my phone. It just makes me wonder whether this is what normal people feel like? Have I been missing out on this for 23 years? I feel so fantastic and nobody around me gets it but I figured you guys would. Small victories everyone!!! Small victories. I am so proud of myself.",3.672707792207792,5.267888335714286,4.629350649350652,84.54110389610392,72.78571428571429,7.376623376623378,25.584415584415584,8.00094639256281,1.5037142857142864,557,18,108,8,11,181,89,140,0.024,0.841,0.135,0.9378,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,5,0,16,2,0,1,0,18,26,7,0,4,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,8,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,19,4,18,20,1,29,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,2,18,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413998989051866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200164290345868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265673417605152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287359741653224,0.0,0.0,0.16190376724038258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323862248302526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242285350498974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419658339731037,0.2279142511233101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333969491461418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794434359046047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600510666499398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337920483540884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647710656334684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771845482934569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273228792953579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688707576991536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213178959321436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211744127319215,0.13928182905847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258102392137072,0.17002113577669678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093014134586823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582239910551135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590567405241754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298657197892345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331445936175698,0.0,0.0,0.10272204942013796 adhd,albahmed2,2019/06/04,"I see you doing what you love for so long. I wish I could do the same, but I failed. One of my close friends would go out and purchase used things from people and would restore them and resell them at a higher profit. He is so happy doing what he does. I used to live with him. I saw him would sit for hours on hours either posting his used things and selling or restoring them in the garage, cleaning them, fixing them and so on. &#x200B; I sometimes, not to sound weird or anything would look at him and how much he loves doing what he does and how long he can stay doing it... and wonder. Why can't I do the same. Why am I so different. Why was I chosen to live this life not complete. Why do so many people get to have a functional mind and mine... well mine is just not here. ITS USELESS. I AM USELESS. &#x200B; Being a scientist, yes being a scientist is all I ever wanted to be. Wearing a white coat was my everyday dream (literally, before sleeping everyday I would dream on and on about what I could do). Working in a bright lab and discovering the answers to the questions that this world has given us. Just like how my friend can sit there and work in his garage for hours and not once he complained or stood up or went and done something else. &#x200B; Who am I kidding, a scientist? A person who would change the world? ME? A defective brain? A brain that does not know how to love something and stick with it. STICK WITH IT! JUST STICK WITH IT... I cry for days and months at times just hoping that I would one day wake up and this is all a dream... I am fine, I am a human being who can contribute to building a better future for humanity... I come back home fulfilled like I have actually completed something. Like I have actually crossed the FINAL TO-DO item in my TO-DO list. **Instead this is what happened:** \- Wait, I know the answer to 45 / 52x = 45 + 28y... I did this same problem yesterday (took the whole class hour to finish one question) \- Met with principles, teachers, parents --- all wondering why I want to be a scientist and still not trying hard enough like my other classmates \- Made the lowest scores on my ACT/SAT \- Was in dept $1,000 after taking a one on one courses to score better in the ACT/SAT \- I tried 4 times and still scored low every-time in my ACT/SAT \- Barely graduated High School \- Could not keep any friends \- Applied to 4 Universities - got denied from all \- Was accepted into a community college \- Started 5 jobs including full time college courses \- Only had 4 or less hours of sleep - work and study... work and study \- Two years go by and I was able to achieve a 3.7 GPA at the community college \- Applied to 4 Universities again - got accepted by 3 \- Went to one of the Universities \- Failed my first semester and was placed in probation for the next \- Failed the next semester and was undergoing dismissal for a semester \- Applied for an appeal and was accepted another chance \- Failed again miserably and was dismissed from the university for having a GPA less than 1.0 and could not get back to the university for 3 years \- Started 2 full time jobs \- Attempted suicide \- Was locked in a psych-ward for a week \- Diagnosed with major depression and anxiety \- Was let go from my jobs and I just cannot continue writing all my failures... the list could go on and on. &#x200B; Yet, my friend is sitting in the garage, enjoying the restoration of an ancient artifact...",2.6299601072976135,5.125120414746546,3.60646903730197,86.51200632780798,79.10752688172043,6.6515441227044505,25.231010844395534,7.810910069021173,1.5326111882981404,2654,101,511,45,67,850,285,651,0.077,0.7509999999999999,0.172,0.9965,6,0,3,0,0,1,157.0,1,2,5,13,27,36,0,1,43,1,61,11,6,8,6,109,100,45,1,17,20,1,1,4,4,7,2,1,2,4,24,40,0,2,11,3,3,9,10,13,1,8,24,7,55,23,73,58,18,87,0,9,5,3,39,34,0,10,43,351,79,22,0.05341030644814159,0.0,0.10424150912811164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23148017888788436,0.25959747353542223,0.03632083990218536,0.0560053632412842,0.040858738242390856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395213135377858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082138457674312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544823693241873,0.0,0.0,0.09447415142173173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924713168999003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650102226823015,0.04600824973333923,0.11199938027454444,0.0,0.0,0.21321891831325404,0.0,0.05866871367850497,0.06889045826928487,0.0,0.046002218680895664,0.054210336766745325,0.0,0.05580240243405775,0.0,0.0,0.14021915729541712,0.05465728715877095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461745757658983,0.0,0.0,0.05518712403579692,0.0,0.0,0.04831267998009544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058508380038784925,0.0,0.045430779380121536,0.0,0.0,0.1650586810873624,0.0,0.055809361380099926,0.0,0.1214172319818959,0.0,0.08543420238185563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472305576018458,0.05685626437465955,0.04784514372420904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564309211917698,0.053574892177689175,0.05304848561179406,0.26299196582241097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900446341289295,0.04747353442645249,0.0,0.0,0.058705815247428676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461565700219915,0.03772527897473787,0.10437431148710304,0.0,0.09432455823176872,0.09453288096455603,0.044851205687027385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461466054110658,0.050538123368415115,0.0,0.054149667659335265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053929183945748936,0.0,0.04263159704286019,0.0,0.03926272070800834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360493366862875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688023324343869,0.21715323551313664,0.04062094481439644,0.0,0.0,0.05930582462703773,0.0,0.0,0.07405596301278664,0.0466358194589604,0.05580240243405775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051152309604969005,0.0,0.0,0.05110645005142792,0.0,0.0,0.1196635334895543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405408156569217,0.042561099183481874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689775746540416,0.0,0.0,0.12335358988578796,0.05282415877521164,0.0,0.07560817961066649,0.05692828020631971,0.08530707944478264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842220641074584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04015790345435157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096686868526741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457591681687255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059340815683922465,0.07252418426738966,0.0,0.052174108578772097,0.0,0.0642460224195333,0.13838806849484736,0.0,0.0,0.06300556511287493,0.0,0.042842526172678,0.0,0.048022279816820966,0.0990237783447799,0.2409724706385385,0.059630699757344925,0.06141921653636369,0.0,0.11584239802374732,0.15553335683170705,0.0,0.0,0.2655880449894345,0.0,0.25959747353542223,0.06878897245384166 adhd,GlassBandicoot,2019/06/04,"High blood pressure So my psychiatrist is withholding prescription for stimulants because my blood pressure has been really high, like 180/110 or so. Well, I've had some stress lately. And now I can't seem to do anything productive because the disorganization is overwhelming. The medication my regular doctor have me has dropped my pulse down to 50. Haven't seen that since I was 11. Nothing like adding lethargy to my disorganized brain. Really not helping me not feel stressed. Guess I better try to get them to come up with another idea. Just wanted to whimper to someone who might understand.",5.780192307692308,8.831261250000004,5.712153846153848,72.63284615384616,71.11538461538461,9.544615384615383,34.43846153846154,9.888512548439397,4.19686076923077,486,25,76,14,10,152,77,104,0.102,0.764,0.134,0.5724,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,5,2,0,12,5,3,1,0,17,20,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,2,11,4,11,15,1,8,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,5,4,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501175334832484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145194324517196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511124401848009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560460229971801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696435875859666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198663947559302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059286884973466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921289733742786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218213403686347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943675321939504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826339228790445,0.3728351382267037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991782385805409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990309608893598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723984387848633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774380496609887,0.0,0.18717397533435992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929805032271034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260627778794101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062350660112118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595222548351888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149496255038248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042207268360932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979054964485833,0.0,0.0,0.1836792987433885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406833736632458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863991722393825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lonewolf210,2019/06/04,They are a little pricy but American Express' higher end cards provide 120 days of purchase protection that includes losing the item. Chase Sapphire cards also include 120 days of protection against accidental damage. Had Chase replace a pair of ski bindings I ran over because I accidentally left them on the roof of my car.,7.942499999999999,10.01511110714286,7.57,65.72500000000001,62.92857142857143,9.171428571428573,40.785714285714285,9.516144504307137,4.565442857142857,266,15,36,5,4,84,45,56,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,1,1,9,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045315711746075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213668012612426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911785891416449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33728236108330845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137483964133312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816690953163979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42602611717428496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sththatiseasy,2019/06/04,"Vyvanse and Exercise So I know just taking Vyvanse alone would not cure your ADHD, but I've noticed that the effectiveness is extremely dependant on my exercise level. If I literally skip one day of exercise then the next day it seems as if Vyvanse is lasting only as half as it should. I'm also on Sertraline and Wellbutrin. Is this pretty much everyone else's experience with these family of meds? I'm thinking it could be an age issue, since I'm getting older maybe my body needs more exercise to function properly. I'm becoming 30 soon.",5.124117647058824,7.0697513627451025,6.735441176470588,69.48198529411766,69.68627450980392,10.590196078431372,34.318627450980394,10.686352973137794,4.433956862745098,437,22,71,14,8,150,75,102,0.015,0.9329999999999999,0.052000000000000005,0.6833,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,5,1,2,0,17,17,11,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,9,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,8,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426861202348874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914332193506785,0.0,0.16148700861359902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230208755771331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430379263260788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122832851152266,0.0,0.0,0.2604621936227872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869042776351487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295714245030549,0.0,0.19753076493370972,0.1903659478835885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550248216470882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076723458634186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097796270994427,0.16460363245424892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287042488013507,0.0,0.22430379263260788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844514930112168,0.14973193046040248,0.0,0.0,0.21475971399434726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299038548171113,0.0,0.0,0.13683609577432326,0.1535803456558674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205440062037064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383365515969755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670423691842147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518296711589155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293915234561043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344853002000854,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,low114key,2019/06/04,Disclosed my ADHD to a professor for the first time... and they also have it!! I’ve never disclosed bc I’ve never felt the need to or just thought I wouldn’t be properly understood. The biggest weight was lifted off of my shoulders when my professor told me they also have ADHD and completely understand what I’m going through. Literally nothing has felt better and I can’t stop thinking about it :) Feeling really happy I finally decided to be honest about what’s going on in this brain,5.2101242236024845,7.001268086956525,6.466149068322983,72.11239130434784,69.21739130434783,9.604968944099381,32.70807453416149,9.957137785484203,3.7241161490683226,392,18,63,10,7,132,64,92,0.049,0.8190000000000001,0.132,0.8303,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,8,3,2,0,2,18,20,7,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,4,9,3,11,11,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44198022168189177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29410031276903514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262845088650885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052728286791647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279649978531996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929761298264245,0.0,0.35311060262787186,0.20143345171974694,0.0,0.15640970915260088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090084541749215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574552529545644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363459759332227,0.2836418586890513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643948325800102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177993474729368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373336344869842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782399043986515,0.0,0.14598155714534114,0.10722291793474788,0.0,0.0,0.1757068770821086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142737021306436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239184141966447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Prokopik,2019/06/04,"I have been working for 8 hours and have written 2 sentences. At this rate of about a quarter of a sentence per hour, I’m beating my personal best. But seriously I’ve been having these nights for a week and I just feel like I can’t get a win. I know I’m probably gonna give up on this when it’s halfway done, but I’m still staying up convincing myself that I’ll finish it.",2.415555555555557,3.3492270370370387,4.388580246913584,87.64361111111117,74.92592592592592,7.375308641975309,28.314814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.594792592592592,294,12,66,4,6,101,59,81,0.047,0.7759999999999999,0.177,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,16,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,6,4,9,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777050149191217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708007188763478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380110006389626,0.18904638530864495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382543478407499,0.25385003941726697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211997675371948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542961970510673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292811995078852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833031444578516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310581825656425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530783958286243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820524033599365,0.2113278909341347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226422841548204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264835042457354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sasquatchlibrarian,2019/06/04,"2mg Intuniv vs 2, 1mg tablets My 8 year-old son was prescribed Inutiv about a month ago to curb impulsivity. He had worked up to 2, 1mg tablets and it was working well. The impulsivity had slowed, but he didn’t have side affects. His doctor transitioned the prescription to 1, 2mg tablet and now his symptoms are back. Very impulsive, repeating words and phrases, and seemingly out of control. Has anyone had issues with metabolizing doses of Intuniv differently? Thanks to everyone for their honesty and candor in this forum. It’s helpful for me as I figure out how to support my ADHD kids!",4.80720720720721,6.8558086396396405,6.229009009009008,72.3707207207207,70.7117117117117,9.257657657657658,33.054054054054056,9.725611199111238,3.5802864864864863,473,23,81,12,9,160,81,111,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.9534,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,3,0,17,12,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,7,3,16,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,48,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27596191154603555,0.0,0.2035467047554668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055755910931946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656571363140314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25754142861982793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990689104934385,0.0,0.23502860478753654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941436875544967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391128267636542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966648315702585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328268068936746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409504393877764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903991886830614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605731646971474,0.0,0.2386659482927363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140576860774413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894628089006404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064584202368259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343361796658918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786951636519416 adhd,actuallyXIX,2019/06/04,"Tips for a Non-ADHD person dating someone with ADHD? I just discovered this subreddit and it's crazy how a lot of the problems you all go through, I go through. And I kind of downplay my ADHD to most people (including my girlfriend) just because I don't like making a big deal out of things. But it makes it easy for the people around me to forget that it is a mental disorder and my actions will most definitely be influenced by it. My girlfriend is a gorgeous sweetheart. Love her to death. However I don't think she has really dealt with anybody that has ADHD. Especially not dated. We've been dating for just about 2.5 years now. It's not a huge problem right now. My forgetfulness and focus can sometimes drive her up the wall. But in the coming years we will be moving in together and I'm worried my ADHD will really just be a huge hinder to our ability to live together happily. I want to give her some better advice about how to handle this wildness that can be me sometimes. However, I don't know what advice to give. And you all seem very smart! So please, if you have any advice for relationships like mine, feel free to share. Thank youuu",3.6411654135338334,5.628954,4.864144736842107,81.18743421052635,73.73214285714286,7.7515037593984975,26.07518796992481,8.532816995589336,1.965083928571429,912,32,168,17,19,301,127,224,0.09699999999999999,0.72,0.183,0.9718,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,3,0,1,12,13,0,0,11,0,18,1,0,5,2,41,33,12,1,4,9,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,4,0,1,6,5,2,0,0,1,1,25,12,28,25,6,23,0,0,0,1,19,10,0,6,9,121,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479796614750671,0.3161234339007232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333105522314269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599543295805184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573481836295628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537071876261476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288974349165978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117247898894912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123587506462098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545242869926881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688906736465598,0.12256949133725592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229288064873642,0.05926293818400635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536483214802707,0.0,0.09521970592117547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167690745919696,0.09732471024692954,0.0,0.14396053081749444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867166103915384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461084756922292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951752018727188,0.09415679431784756,0.0,0.11836973332545027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636581758972772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816289065067866,0.0,0.0,0.11577373511441733,0.0,0.09208994498193213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816834149626068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136769410377432,0.0,0.2133018572639358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927938070067363,0.0,0.0,0.07164035001101036,0.06909589677867106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897463137993396,0.06360349302356788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095110159712924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888357073627014 adhd,The-Maria-Meep,2019/06/04,"today I googled ‘marshmallow’ instead of ‘Pinterest’ because I wanted to eat a marshmallow and I don’t even fully know why I googled Pinterest iconic",6.989615384615385,9.28717334615385,7.633846153846152,63.48615384615386,65.53846153846153,11.353846153846154,43.769230769230774,11.20814326018867,6.253984615384617,121,8,16,4,2,40,20,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968312696677038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982564263889779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216162061463929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676069337906684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615577757546065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872070853720623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393834152460094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thedeepestofsighs,2019/06/04,"I feel allergic to consistency. There are a lot of good habits I could/should start up to make my life easier, from exercise to clutter maintenance to healthier eating to bullet journaling. In fact, I’ve started a bullet journal twice but each one was only used for about a month and then abandoned. I’m particularly interested in learning languages right now, but it, like all habits and skills, requires consistency. I can’t tell at this point anymore if my most problematic distorted thought about this is “consistency is a lot of effort and I just don’t wanna” or “I’ve already tried and failed and tried and failed when it comes to forming habits, I just can’t do it so why try”. **tl;dr:** good habits all take consistency... so since that feels like my biggest life challenge, none of my goals or dreams seem possible to achieve or maintain :/",3.9250403225806463,6.750827903225808,4.403608870967741,80.74541330645164,76.41935483870971,7.745967741935487,28.39717741935484,8.660442795831766,2.5123629032258066,675,29,120,15,16,213,99,155,0.149,0.718,0.133,-0.6876,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,8,9,9,0,0,4,0,8,5,0,2,3,32,19,16,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,8,1,2,5,2,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,2,9,6,19,17,8,14,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,8,8,76,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198148699469985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780750680682233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467486458932753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433638858645268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373449803998607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158165563630568,0.12827755384675396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012124747670446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365678767752925,0.17544769241866393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30531063418197035,0.0,0.0,0.11985755786053465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332291573902015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167436453535847,0.13656331581995393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697420456869324,0.20242669017190915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334308433522467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346449411022773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485337184312148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541866950146336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350066197908872,0.0,0.15694317576342362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255042067412108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36572794377182777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550820115905442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202478677976198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,definitelynothannah,2019/06/04,"What are some tips to feel less antsy and more engaged in class? I [24, F] have just begun my June class. Because it’s so short, the class is 2 hours long, 4 days a week. I have never had a class that long, and the classroom is laid out in such a way that it’s difficult to play around on my phone or laptop. I HATE sitting, and today I found myself very aware of the presence of my ADHD behaviors. I could not stop fidgeting, tapping my feet, talking to my table mates, and trying to interject my opinion into the class discussion at any given chance. I’m bored even though the material is decently interesting. I just need to relax. Any tips???",4.116345486111111,5.132944679687501,5.167604166666667,83.34475694444446,70.953125,8.188888888888886,26.722222222222207,8.515128840125781,1.753346180555556,501,16,101,8,9,165,88,128,0.07,0.8079999999999999,0.122,0.7011,0,0,0,1,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,8,0,8,1,1,0,1,19,14,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,13,4,14,10,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,10,64,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739055013679443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099754612824089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288967969729865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893282036082152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196889922226306,0.0,0.0,0.1469841531575738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053348875166508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523897317598578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24989334956297665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250155598336416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444705612235688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033892589248771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899359322178065,0.17577950709540371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054433626988407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831867431138543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392202915548245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160335857365777,0.0,0.0,0.15473704306506075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805097185975933,0.0,0.1809056514394453,0.18281697021109494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Neodynamics,2019/06/04,"Nervous about becoming a shift supervisor My lead is moving on to another position soon. The job that I have is perfect for me. It's something I have a lot of interest in, and I get to run around like a neurotic mess. Things have been great, and I'm easily the most qualified to get the position. Thing is, I'm nervous that things won't be as good if I take it. Sure I'm great at getting product out, and keeping machines going. I'm not sure how managing other people is going to go for me though. I'm not sure if I'll be able to handle stress and being held accountable if my shift doesn't perform well. I'm wondering if any of you guys have ever been in management, or if anyone has any insight in general. Appreciate any input.",4.259395973154362,4.983096852348994,6.139120805369128,77.58666778523491,70.40939597315436,9.986845637583892,31.00738255033557,10.125756701596842,3.1515148993288578,577,24,114,15,10,201,90,149,0.125,0.7190000000000001,0.155,0.8297,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,7,14,0,3,6,0,16,0,0,2,5,28,32,13,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,2,0,1,6,4,4,1,0,3,0,9,10,18,25,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,9,3,76,17,5,0.15210330853015228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103063969356006,0.15949358112564627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635416990235903,0.0,0.0,0.13540419236589785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798615412151655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758615064427626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238403102623374,0.0,0.2593314463794184,0.12757703870249748,0.0,0.33538886925268585,0.0,0.15060618909295226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093906379064964,0.13519640934647284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430999351295353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931279364654935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166174549432022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544928254220272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170965580018231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423382601785356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300667046628552,0.0,0.11436275852436785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031520386482341,0.0,0.14944072836019576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367591412416129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649495498082077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HandsomeMink,2019/06/04,"Forgetting to take a tablet is the worst. You cant focus on school work, everyone thinks your insane or smacked of your tits, when you try to explain nobody understands, and you get distracted by a bird flying past the window.",9.367857142857146,8.129635785714285,8.333333333333332,72.72000000000003,60.19047619047619,12.20952380952381,35.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,3.8404857142857134,181,6,32,4,2,56,36,42,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,2,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846197199989518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029713973835065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38424550171453625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073660211600943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026407049104938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791494883244137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732808284512541,0.0,0.0,0.4190316438045756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930352477324269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluefloweravenue,2019/06/04,"Missed my chance because I procrastinated for too long. Again. Enquired about a summer job that really appealed to me & suited all my interests. They got back to me & told me to send them my CV. Put off writing it for ~3 weeks, every time I got started on it I would get distracted and give up after 10 minutes. Finally sent it off on Friday and got a reply this morning saying they had just filled in the last slot for the position I’d applied for. I’m so sick of my myself.",3.804447717231227,4.916648237113408,5.2637702503681885,82.00505154639177,71.78350515463919,8.017083946980852,27.259204712812963,8.418075326091056,1.8487184094256264,377,13,75,6,7,127,72,97,0.09,0.8690000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.7042,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,6,1,14,1,16,5,1,20,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,10,49,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629884190057805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428687259923908,0.0,0.1302416021003771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001285738638576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404770553479315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162548826096118,0.20495655317586114,0.0,0.0,0.5126362846248717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120188014486652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741566687838509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890772216961175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147814576971383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687233552397038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990637552381108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122552483771112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458346768682722,0.0,0.0,0.20415572029697784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138049187796056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517737959833222,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RainInTheForest,2019/06/04,"I’m tired of being a failure Everything that I’ve ever tried to do in my life, I have failed. I failed my way through grade school. I dropped out of community college. I’ve failed to make my parents proud. I’ve been fired from almost every job I've ever had. I've quit the few others. I’ve failed at becoming an artist. I’ve failed at starting multiple businesses. For fifteen years, I’ve failed to provide for my wife. I’m in my late thirties and was diagnosed with ADHD-PI last fall. I’m not taking meds. I don’t want to be medicated. My mind is so scattered and fragile, I can’t afford to risk potential damage from medication. I’ve learned a lot in the past 6 months about this disorder and how it’s affected me. And there’s been a great weight lifted from my spirit — a burden of being “lazy” and “stupid” that I’ve carried my whole life. I’m grateful for that. Apparently I have a high IQ. Who would have guessed. However, knowing now that I have ADHD doesn’t fix the failure. I thought it might, but it hasn’t. Since my diagnosis, I’ve lost two more jobs. I’ve started taking self-paced college classes online for the first time in nineteen years and it’s excruciating. Absolutely excruciating — just like being in grade school. I can’t focus. I read and re-read and re-read. It just drains me and I’m getting nowhere. I feel another failure coming. I’m so tired. I want to do one good thing in my life. I want to provide for my wife. God help me.",1.3198515769944308,3.7175960068027214,3.136246134817565,88.44533395176255,83.82993197278913,6.012615955473097,23.87507730364873,7.348242739294969,1.1154843537414965,1142,44,236,18,33,380,153,294,0.195,0.718,0.087,-0.9831,6,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,10,10,15,1,1,10,0,22,9,0,3,2,34,43,13,0,4,4,3,4,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,13,12,1,0,4,2,0,2,6,11,0,3,6,4,27,4,30,31,4,27,1,8,0,0,5,10,0,4,14,129,40,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624008927646217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931741995084346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447367156014945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056906427105728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940398019800584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080467882095647,0.0,0.0,0.12511763083884922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750000857615144,0.09197995767109862,0.0,0.09811444915297564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519934665721882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285946588858143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703652413683333,0.0,0.0,0.09156614281261403,0.0,0.12035968780936825,0.12026244084307801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317397128206429,0.1153435022019725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666763881056167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999666660809312,0.08898766041191483,0.12314787809320447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313288020076127,0.05333467172159973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917133464069996,0.0928119499477474,0.0,0.0,0.07287144577074219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126263211987726,0.2199534416954888,0.0,0.11581151894005892,0.11023000893531908,0.0,0.0871380017114431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397603467980705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121973855809008,0.0,0.104214578763546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611513236249467,0.3275969342693077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097059358326876,0.0,0.0,0.1138875299767936,0.0,0.0,0.0903060849978399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454137638075538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416365806869546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252732191495806,0.0,0.0,0.08666833727613513,0.06365757563503739,0.2509484127867062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411888049208333,0.0,0.10664267533912314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931728842500265,0.08665361631438813,0.0,0.13293896176631834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188377583617407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755083460601593,0.0,0.0,0.1406030741326672 adhd,DoubleSynth,2019/06/04,Not taking my meds with ADHD My family couldn’t understand any of the words I said because they were too fast.,3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.3755636363636368,89,2,17,2,2,29,21,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557129962802123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25786237503238296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115085871619576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574668234664116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211948887669709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36069676430357295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851038794517849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947504262424832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vipul-K,2019/06/04,How can I read up on what ADHD is? A few close friends have told me that I might have it but to be honest I don't even truly know what it is. I also told my doctor but he just shunned the conversation because he thought I was trying to get him to prescribe me Adderall due to the fact that I'm a college student. I don't know what to do.,1.2735999999999983,2.3724930933333326,3.2876666666666696,93.7555,78.06666666666666,5.533333333333334,24.5,5.46131890053228,0.2826,262,9,63,1,6,89,49,75,0.044000000000000004,0.8640000000000001,0.092,0.5253,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,1,1,10,18,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,10,2,7,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,46,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334782659659769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227694364714182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981148199702487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28512449767463777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839904692693562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521969710025332,0.0,0.1455394381253579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061855987783582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29551491171769395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786417678069022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211505925600752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323642348177091,0.0,0.1891282890138836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,highpineapple8,2019/06/04,"How do you guys feel about medicating? I (19M, finishing up HS), mentioned to my dad I wasn't doing well in English because I couldn't read a page of a book without being distracted or just not comprehending what I read. My dad told me that (because I've mentioned it before) Adderall was basically meth in pill form. Given to kids to make them drug addicts. And that I didn't want to have to rely on drugs. Now, here's some background. My stepmom is on medical marijuana. My dad smokes weed. My dad has ADHD. Shouldn't he understand this stuff?? I used to live with my mom, who did give me the meds I needed that helped. My dad took my mom to court for custody because I liked to play sick, and I've lived here since 8th grade. I haven't had my meds since, as my dad doesn't believe I need them. Sorry. Just.. What the fuck, y'know? I'm sorry I can't focus because of a mental disorder I got FROM YOU. TD;DR: my dad sucks",0.8882539682539701,3.15560121164021,2.779259259259259,91.16666666666669,84.5026455026455,5.504761904761906,21.16931216931217,6.868970318607317,0.4824455026455019,715,23,153,9,21,238,118,189,0.105,0.8540000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.8541,0,0,4,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,2,0,8,6,2,1,5,0,16,8,0,3,0,19,31,5,0,5,5,9,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,3,1,0,9,1,29,3,21,19,3,8,0,0,0,1,22,5,2,2,3,93,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812524387409258,0.15227268352434364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089484991034029,0.0,0.10781513304641074,0.142751173606778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521290078940188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29387108721190064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640649698690238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713511233863512,0.0,0.1215453020845974,0.0,0.0,0.10133616305304208,0.0,0.0,0.12545613709533504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492651723748604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963279225673018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190080759536872,0.0,0.22376258094289167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845754027960812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814774936102431,0.25528038768855155,0.1276870744045455,0.0,0.0,0.29678662855461435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187897707857528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25347507406174563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962047432565076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836678285591204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504490699852465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107038448535562,0.1407719720251896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190255098487622,0.0,0.1094309264331802,0.0,0.0,0.07473285922411015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392143759815092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213741094021913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,altrashistic,2019/06/04,"I don’t want to seem like a drug dealer I have bonkers undiagnosed adhd and it just keeps getting worse. I can’t read a couple lines of text without forgetting and getting distracted and it’s just so bad, but I want to go back to school. Moreso, I need to go back to school. In my current field I have access to a lot of drugs, and have been experimenting with adderall. I’ve tried a lot of things for my adhd on my own time, but only since last year have I had the opportunity to see a doctor for a diagnosis or any treatment, and I’m too scared to try. Ya see, I’m a terrible liar. I firmly believe in telling doctors everything for medical accuracy but I know telling them I’ve taken adderall a couple times would only worsen my odds of getting medication if that’s what’s necessary. I don’t exactly want meds, but at this point I worry it’s my only option. In my experiences, it takes a minimum of 10 mg to make even the slightest difference in my ability to maintain focus, retain information, or really just function outside of a high paced and intense environment. Idk what that means overall but I know it’s not a great sign. I need help. I need medical help. But I don’t know how to get it and not seem suspicious. If I try and lie I worry I’ll seem up to something, if I tell the truth I worry I’ll seem like I’m lying to get drugs to sell. I just don’t know how to approach it.",1.8222015743966933,3.8083269512195135,4.220363917924897,83.7372151245322,79.13937282229965,7.3180539424441875,25.26377597109305,8.285830014693849,1.7086155374887082,1093,42,226,22,27,381,142,287,0.157,0.7390000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9671,1,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,11,10,1,2,14,0,12,8,0,3,2,56,43,22,0,10,18,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,10,1,1,3,8,5,0,0,3,2,29,5,33,39,3,19,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,12,9,136,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638933972923446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058392064477377124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205185038416906,0.07169481805938008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674197559395516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001897263320996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971206309372802,0.0,0.17577570139236742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987331259195289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671391628760894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717114132208612,0.16798753926026266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430812702323816,0.0,0.097599654325793,0.0,0.0,0.09466795724386153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510881277235795,0.09072251626398507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632195980775229,0.0,0.0,0.18875960789213966,0.06999253807013209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389992553242225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600100530817225,0.0,0.0,0.0573164573461617,0.0,0.0,0.0935336309283404,0.09537816092531537,0.2595039509455423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910064380743908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959156920755706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117145798002909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588958958791026,0.0,0.055008184422724336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859671987926546,0.17380266670867314,0.13684873226736066,0.3126780111833317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102953446486597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661041135385334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456081120639763,0.0,0.2251529315293352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704578945844201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001387218286975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489285167889776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193859904172596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277210007978893,0.0,0.0,0.26160434836729474,0.08750514940683156,0.060996993497823414,0.0,0.0,0.05529511605010492 adhd,rachelisa,2019/06/04,"I finally took the initiative and made an appointment to be diagnosed. I’m not diagnosed yet, but I have set up an appointment with my doctor. It’s taken years to get to this point where I’m the one putting in the effort to get help. I’ve told my mom for years that I think I might have ADD, and she would always say “yeah, you probably do” and just kind of blow it off. It’s almost as if she didn’t think it was a big deal because she was dealing with the same thing. She suspected that she had it for years, and only went and got diagnosed last year. She’s on adderall now, and it seems to be helping her a lot. I’ve suspected that I have ADD since I was probably 12/13. I’m 20 now, and I’m sick of feeling like I have no control in my life. I hate the feeling of having so many ambitions, but being unable to find the motivation put the work in. I hate it when even the most simple tasks can feel so overwhelming. I hate that I can be so focused on one hobby/project one day, and then completely lose interest in it the next day. I know that being diagnosed and starting medication won’t solve all of my problems, but I am hoping that it will make things easier.",5.608312142403051,4.744277078512396,6.54190082644628,81.31641767323588,67.47107438016529,10.586649713922444,31.01207883026065,10.035473477838034,2.662079084551812,911,30,200,19,13,305,133,242,0.13,0.7290000000000001,0.141,-0.0187,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,5,10,10,3,1,13,1,23,8,0,4,1,42,48,19,0,4,6,1,3,1,0,4,8,1,0,0,18,13,0,1,11,0,0,4,4,6,0,3,11,4,25,4,23,28,4,31,0,2,0,0,15,11,0,7,16,135,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545954902738126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876320033906892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420013573373909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042264725079656,0.0,0.1181217316929287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358412297240884,0.2171539655449596,0.0,0.4275772869076657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077961939702442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956074443195763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597539955030232,0.07523833355141257,0.0,0.11536939212344358,0.09625763518402497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004734865247573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423145529590904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119355695653206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118324445306313,0.0,0.0,0.10460333261739413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967122689493997,0.0578793517673651,0.08584723770705747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438836112224757,0.05145246228654643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782254546694924,0.0,0.08953656599508687,0.0,0.09965329014764387,0.07029977300426074,0.10677469171771208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609558283875173,0.0,0.1117244677480188,0.0,0.12334574786710906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200559758179572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409614111843592,0.08009816213694966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995584049439348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270986177738537,0.10077394164924512,0.0,0.21174491890263214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375213598992373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587644730403043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711913437568351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454376377760233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399355869312422,0.13496548898459934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063470306349448,0.11701082527024648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762971651095748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667187512582739,0.0,0.0,0.07481402367458974,0.0,0.0,0.2712822310764778 adhd,Bad_Chemistry,2019/06/04,"I feel like my medication dosage just isn’t doing much anymore I’m 17M and I’ve been taking Concerta since ~1st grade. I weight about 150 pounds, and I’ve been feeling recently like my medication just isn’t doing much at all. I take 27mg each morning, and I’m wondering if you guys think that’s an appropriate dosage. I would just talk to a physician but I’m at boarding schools and it’s the middle of finals season, and I won’t be back home for another week. It’s not like I can do anything really about this in the short term but I’d like to hear all of your input",1.7033057851239697,3.5224391652892595,3.620661157024794,88.69644628099175,78.83471074380166,7.044628099173554,22.570247933884296,8.00094639256281,1.0417206611570249,453,14,100,8,11,153,79,121,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,11,4,0,0,2,20,21,8,0,2,7,0,3,4,0,2,3,1,1,1,4,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,10,4,10,16,6,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,10,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273428373247492,0.0,0.0,0.1822839547781217,0.0,0.0,0.15125484533491487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133375707738496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587342216746428,0.13130945324413076,0.0,0.2013480507311513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819946343648832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071602123375474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843701722891411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591889597764131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703259313858718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702338460138048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774940452332132,0.0,0.18148405308773394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601923263129205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204438166026055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763951275568892,0.14773451159741735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777403704246298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743630104864874,0.22382348034244173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932735292484516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305689278323921,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GlassyPurpleBlock,2019/06/04,"Constant internal argument inside me as to whether I'm really smart or disabled, really ugly or really attractive, nice bloke socially intolerable. Some days I feel like the bee's knees I'm so smart and capable "" this world is mine watch me take it"" Then two days later at work like yeah na I actually am disabled why I do try do all this. Seems to be a pattern accross all areas of my life is this caused by ADHD and over thinking or suggests some other issue? I guess I'm just asking if anyone else has expierenced similar issues.",2.686284201235658,5.300910514563113,4.9025948808473085,76.59110326566639,79.7766990291262,8.405648720211827,25.86849073256841,9.095868883498916,2.7363281553398062,425,17,74,12,11,147,78,103,0.054000000000000006,0.747,0.19899999999999998,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,1,7,2,1,1,2,17,16,10,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,6,7,15,4,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,8,7,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.1896329965839298,0.0,0.2335406754765828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587643525583668,0.1991087464886928,0.0,0.0,0.18166747856757512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962512353992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999609964398624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506468708466081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233345528040447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982564698494121,0.13882569313218487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407070206997209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056492582763671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725737009720632,0.1898745866136559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734683747816784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690602148887608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980896862210145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610808366593694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245155007613768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193379971627178,0.0,0.18982711659955606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534792841595884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414707863088692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zerozero1zero,2019/06/04,"I think I'm finally going to do something I've been ADD all my life and known it. It was recognized as early as 6th grade but didn't do anything about it. Now I'm 30 and feeling my options close in on me. I've always told myself I'm ""high functioning"" but when i look at it...I never finished college (halfway through)... Still haven't decided on a career, and always fall behind at work. Does medication really make that much of a difference? Will I be a different person? Will I be more boring and less creative/happy? What are the best medications? Thanks",1.907696969696968,4.383990345454547,3.968636363636364,82.93628787878787,81.9090909090909,6.9393939393939394,24.62121212121212,8.07648339933343,1.8076666666666663,438,17,82,9,12,149,80,110,0.032,0.851,0.11699999999999999,0.8741,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,11,3,0,1,2,16,21,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,2,8,2,12,13,5,16,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,7,55,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285429130280279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246201600369722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718288677039112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125292912106869,0.0,0.0,0.17276588775783047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099822821609345,0.0,0.0,0.21626685854437624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219983922162836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210160077526076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858786455579967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944545321829768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578530031819555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178114909149113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397765091479735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512836041260072,0.0,0.1522645151702861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723818393766199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264740022029418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198559794389827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576619799667061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176024769473104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650045985929087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864579843500395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437260374435131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,100buggs,2019/06/04,"Started Vyvanse at 10mg?? Hi! Just got prescribed vyvanse once a day at 10mg. I feel like that’s very low and with seeing others starting at 30mg, I’m wondering if I will feel a difference in this first month or not. Has anyone started at this dosage before? What was your experience and did it help your productivity?",2.7347619047619034,4.994094777777782,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,77.41269841269842,6.73968253968254,26.37301587301588,7.793537801064563,1.6245682539682544,253,10,49,4,6,84,48,63,0.04,0.852,0.10800000000000001,0.6198,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,4,1,6,9,0,12,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,7,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746230658933241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250919106677016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106076436797975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092372776698763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244292313935512,0.0,0.0,0.2525507234076819,0.17841333645428092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242756215073108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997388068606498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673945481334922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200968618022325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199339002191313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596350419987724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990093646942479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302988907243855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606053521568785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708309051885505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,misssarajones,2019/06/04,"I graduated from college today. I didn't think it would be over. It took me five years. I graduated with a 3.3 GPA. &#x200B; I just remembering finding out I have ADHD during the middle of my college journey. It was a big sigh of relief but upsetting that I didn't know sooner (especially since my brother was diagnosed at a young age - he is older than me). &#x200B; **I just remember all those late nights struggling to focus** \- the verge of failing classes because of late assignments, submitting minutes before deadlines, begging professors to give me extra time, hyper-focusing on things that aren't even important during finals.... ....complaining about my part-time job - *then also complaining about being bored/depressed from not having a part-time job......* having so much confidence in my work at one point, then switching to extreme insecurity the next (thanks mood swings!) &#x200B; I also remember my last post I made here, talking about how I bombed a presentation because I blanked during my speech, but I ended up receiving a B on the presentation - then an A leading my panel discussion. Overall in the class, I received an A-. My professor said I was an amazing speaker and have an ""enthralling"" voice! He even loved my writing, since it is so engaging. &#x200B; **I just remember all the friends I gained so quickly from talking so much** \- to losing them just as fast because I daydream too much and forgetting to text back all the time. (Then wondering why I don't have a lot of friends). &#x200B; I would say I am extremely happy (which I am), but I am also TIRED. I will pursue my Master's, but probably in the next 2-3 years ahaha. &#x200B; Sorry if this post is boring, but I am so proud of myself....which is rare. I never thought I would graduate....and I'm even getting job offers in positions I would like......I'm so glad this feeling of college haunting me is over....I'm free......lol....",3.2217241379310337,6.142544563218394,4.282310344827587,79.85622413793105,80.3793103448276,6.9282758620689675,29.389655172413807,8.07648339933343,2.600846896551724,1500,72,248,30,40,486,191,348,0.098,0.765,0.13699999999999998,0.9586,3,0,0,0,0,0,127.0,0,0,1,7,24,20,0,3,21,0,28,3,0,3,4,39,41,23,0,5,11,1,1,0,2,5,2,5,0,0,11,4,0,0,10,0,0,5,6,8,1,2,9,6,42,10,32,25,8,48,0,2,0,1,19,15,0,3,26,179,53,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401770562645281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775749665233054,0.0,0.4003882911554902,0.449022414430882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735794494999943,0.0,0.11263178594035682,0.0,0.05240748764127668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053046297716131056,0.06251128197463951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054549349510172686,0.0,0.0,0.12203636000406028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031141121118909574,0.0,0.0,0.0674674621229703,0.05629099916619251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516662661781952,0.0,0.03217757842998766,0.05908153834129909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655623666320636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833519848879986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03384756477600675,0.05020304910825294,0.13894957891628112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030089150913934062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890205432492727,0.0,0.05236055043464891,0.05558624893286278,0.05827676175385965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358244470513284,0.0,0.04750103866615234,0.0,0.13100066271173313,0.057796867110659726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173412903174743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338922287510885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582212733459774,0.0,0.11796999023004798,0.0,0.06640308625550491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907217827359315,0.0,0.05858500226800568,0.048977843764419215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189369624810583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894356014494019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438593092368322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900540411750007,0.0,0.05670264371223443,0.0,0.0,0.04091682697277872,0.03946358236088118,0.0,0.048894585746653375,0.07182578755133139,0.07078720483521281,0.058378930962021326,0.0,0.06842736428264208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557426483080527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667903691378936,0.04483734147974003,0.0,0.0,0.17500351577241982,0.0,0.449022414430882,0.07932226786028089 adhd,Ryanismybrother,2019/06/04,"Vyvanse and Lexapro I’m on 40mg vyvanse and I’m starting 10mg lexapro. I’ve done some research but I’m still unsure about what to expect. So, I guess I have a few questions: 1. What are have your experiences been like on this combo? 2. I read lexapro makes you really sleepy. Do you think it’d be better for me to take this at night? 3. I’m really nervous for the side effects (jittery, irritability, lethargy, “zombie-like” ..etc.) Did you have similar side effects or what did you experience? 4. Will the lexapro counteract the vyvanse? Any other info/advice you have would be greatly appreciated and thank you :)",1.3745098039215655,4.072910282051286,3.1300150829562585,84.88018099547511,91.47863247863249,5.487983911513324,25.685771744595275,7.048011613610866,1.5501738562091512,481,22,89,8,17,159,77,117,0.09300000000000001,0.746,0.162,0.8958,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,0,3,3,5,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,3,0,14,25,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,11,4,8,16,3,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,4,54,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029794066622493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330733555437245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938388638907228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230704000389518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514258563928014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44104832190518256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854905229553165,0.24834823222238275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013888746448787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048334799945726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156072701117706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254506134371063,0.0,0.2255016028193795,0.0,0.28884603628969713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956801375524202,0.0,0.1800371506940002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695032713069486,0.0,0.0,0.20755541133826572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445323063529258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014653076021426,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dicamini,2019/06/04,"I think minecraft is dangerous game At least to people like me who love getting stuck in repetitive yet rewarding tasks I think I started playing around 1 pm today, I know that I was definitely playing when my boyfriend went to bed around 7 pm and I just looked up and the clock said 2:42 am. I still want to get another house done.",3.188974358974363,5.439762692307691,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,75.92307692307693,7.410256410256411,27.756410256410252,8.344100000000001,1.9031025641025638,265,11,54,5,6,82,52,65,0.1,0.65,0.25,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,16,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,9,5,8,11,1,13,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,8,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615537239208776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440990101024786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525799974191005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606383648602228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878138155275578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708262660152973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186105165284275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094620798948016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512429053817104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292641082508733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726924059386556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655095683292396,0.0,0.1991986393291485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196549920761313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364346518700243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712287564331036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122819390715596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Killin_U_Kindly,2019/06/04,"Snappy at others when I am off my meds I don’t mean to be this way, but it has been mentioned to me now by two people close to me. My tone of voice comes across like I’m agitated when I respond to someone. It only seems to happen when I am off my meds too. I will take breaks from my adderall on the weekends (mostly no medicine on Sunday or just take a morning dose later in the day on the weekend) just because I didn’t feel like having dealing with the medicines effects and just wanted to be on myself so to speak. The only thing I can think of is that while not being medicated. I have so much going on in my head that my thoughts sub-consciously get interrupted, and I respond as if someone interrupted me as If am talking. Looks like I’m just going to take my medicine everyday now.",6.75,5.277524586419754,7.3124382716049405,78.70347222222223,65.48148148148148,9.58148148148148,34.44753086419753,8.07648339933343,2.4851827160493842,621,23,128,6,8,206,98,162,0.076,0.863,0.06,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0,6,0,15,3,1,1,0,22,32,14,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,4,20,3,26,25,2,29,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,5,15,98,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622558234961067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501071630292668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238148930380873,0.1796515395637868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810968497723129,0.12448939095175295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104220390687208,0.0,0.1980687848516636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409508188193544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883817829381296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539982309589365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633217484131322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981719503738448,0.3871209701789104,0.17554581377380182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280991051050319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650609323761774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080801353756372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586372261068307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952951496884011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930592227920253,0.1400613506258676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576875222550274,0.11165698873246012,0.0,0.13834076592104086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702239808671807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278142169029407,0.1383172681917988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheOleTomato,2019/02/03,"Adhd and medication and breathing I am adhd and for the past 5 months I've been on vyvanse, and it has been the best for me so far. I've tried concerta and adderall too, but every time I'm on a drug my breathing gets shallow and rapid, and it's hard to focus on anything for a good amount of time because all I can think about is my breathing. Does anyone have any similar experiences? Any advice?",4.9285185185185165,5.166317160493829,6.0242962962962965,80.72533333333331,68.75308641975309,8.455308641975309,31.014814814814812,8.238735603445708,2.167343703703703,314,12,63,4,5,105,56,81,0.021,0.8909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.7359,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,5,3,0,1,10,10,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,9,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175076533704986,0.21039278722752786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928284988245054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505457133197494,0.0,0.17717702397749435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124745118662345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259484906072365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841416960543944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968453503374904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814030872760269,0.0,0.0,0.21060883607679126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248756607295368,0.0,0.0,0.1805869606459384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928702867353001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689634563229665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718537704272754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055322355602483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795824747825106,0.0,0.0,0.2510912385934139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617742916108695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pnitrophenolate,2019/02/03,"Third Time’s the Charm! I managed to miss my stop, not once, but twice while taking the subway home. The first time, I spaced out and realized 2 stops later. The second time? I couldn’t hear the announcement because I was reading. I got to help someone who was lost find the right bus, so that’s at least something.",2.5006989247311817,4.760478532258071,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,78.19354838709677,5.423655913978496,21.623655913978496,6.42735559955562,0.25144301075268816,247,7,51,2,6,75,48,62,0.133,0.778,0.08900000000000001,-0.1635,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,1,6,1,4,3,1,12,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748597613953834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211311724460846,0.20579626983753754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350361590345355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726869177361775,0.0,0.16216903893369972,0.0,0.24268817567195355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410895115467936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576609952263043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420080941226788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661767639340628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499719765115768,0.18625924990310425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045497292812335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819107408713666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42323606389176505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stickyDan,2019/02/03,"Am I part of the problem if I avoid telling people about my diagnosis? After becoming ""official"" a few years ago, I was pretty excited at having some kind of answer to my issues. I opened up at my MH group therapy sessions and they were unanimously, hugely supportive. I told my SO and received nothing but love (they later got diagnosed as well). Felt pretty secure at this point. Then I brought it up with my 1 on 1 psych. I got this tight-lipped smile and an ""Oh!"" followed by the longest, deadest 10 seconds of silence. Then, with excruciating politeness, ""I don't think people get diagnosed as adults, do they?"" ""Oh, they don't?"" ""Mmm, no... no they don't."" That smile again. I knew going in that there were plenty of skeptics re: ADHD. I'd heard the usual from my parents, grandparents, teachers, peers... Lazy. Disorganized. Undisciplined. But to hear it from somebody who SHOULD be on my side completely floored me. Obviously I don't see that psych anymore, and all my current docs are either understanding of what's on my chart or say nothing. But since then I've been hearing/reading more and more this incredulous attitude towards ADHD, and I'm not willing to tell anybody new about mine. I hate that feeling of rejection. I know I would get white-hot angry and unable to think straight to form a response. And, were I capable of collecting myself in that moment, I still truly do not believe in the power of facts and logical debate to change everyday adult minds. I don't have much reason day to day to disclose my condition, so it's not weighing too heavily on me, but my SO is all about spreading awareness and has expressed frank disapproval at my decision to clam up. That disappointment, I am also at peace with. We have shockingly different personalities and love each other in spite of this. However, I really hate the associated stigma of add, being so widely dismissed by society, even professionals, and I realize that public consciousness could stand to shift. HOWEVER however, I also feel like I'm doing my part by advocating for my personal case, taking care of my own health and quietly striving to do the best I can in the face of my diagnosis. Tl;dr, people don't believe in ADHD, I avoid telling people for fear of rejection, but I fear I may be doing so at the expense of the ADHD community. What do you think? Also, sorry for taking forever to get to the end. I'm done now. 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We select 26 hours of availability and are assigned 18-20 hours of work. &#x200B; It's the 4th time that I selected morning shifts and didn't show up (in 2.5 months). &#x200B; I keep forgetting that I forget to show up for morning shifts and keep asking for them. It's crazy and REALLY annoying. &#x200B; Thinking of maybe hiring someone to call me 2 hours before I have to be at work. Make sure I'm up and know that I'm working. &#x200B; ANY other ideas would be Really appreciated. I really don't want to lose this job - it's kind of a fun job. 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I started Vyvanse in January 2018 and just went through my payments made last year. I only paid ONE parking ticket in 2018! ONE! Total! This might not seem like a huge win by itself (still had to pay a ticket, after all) but if we compare it to my grand total of 22 parking tickets in 2017, it's a god damn miracle! Hooray for meds, over and out!",1.5760542168674725,3.591665566265064,3.3839608433734973,89.28027861445786,80.08433734939759,5.113855421686747,22.423192771084338,5.985473137389443,0.4065674698795183,314,10,63,2,8,105,64,83,0.084,0.7020000000000001,0.214,0.9440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,16,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,1,0,2,4,0,5,3,13,2,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,7,44,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169976381265876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005733312092374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518954502342073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914012041944507,0.0,0.0,0.2824079873717021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531846934014789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36078316317526943,0.2024655943072895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234865526992336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842563964613354,0.0,0.21259658800803927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678042601834865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143126844158016 adhd,lightschangingcolor,2019/02/03,"Are you attracted to too many creative endeavors? Jack of all trades, master of none... So I love the term ""finger in every pie"" b/c I am like that. As a teen + young adult, I was able to hyper-focus only on writing fiction, probably due to lack of access to other mediums, but now that I have that access, I want to create music (I have a synth + bass which lol still don't know how to play too well), creative video art, visual art--drawing, digital drawing, collaging, graphic design, animation, and photography. And on some days, I'll be able to do one or the other but there is no order, and it frustrates me b/c I feel bad if I'm writing that I am not drawing or making music. &#x200B; I figured this might be common with people with ADHD, if so, tell me what do you like doing, and have you being able to get organize/streamline your projects?",4.562291554599248,5.131752372781066,5.9722323830016135,79.6089564281872,69.6508875739645,8.0389456697149,28.973103819257666,8.00094639256281,1.9562852071005916,657,23,125,8,11,223,112,169,0.075,0.773,0.153,0.8923,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,0,1,9,8,1,0,4,1,16,2,1,2,1,25,23,14,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,2,15,6,17,18,5,11,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,6,9,88,25,2,0.5791577022982476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320116702546503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917237615687306,0.2345800000872875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611908299952168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450293515369698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265511435105034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761317867462284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086199853273163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609664230023418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863146597160027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742374793835165,0.0,0.12886408783911393,0.1957250025781965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047982662018888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308174159321459,0.1468251768144669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338383426727242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814331951809825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417202972796107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873645307257307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386740609138538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357744280334042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345800000872875,0.0 adhd,Tellegaard,2019/02/03,"A lot of people can relate to constant leg shaking, but what around moving your feet? If I’m not shaking my leg, I have a tendency to constantly move my feet around in circular motions. It’s mostly when I’m lying down, it’s basically my response to “can’t shake my leg? I’ll find something else to do repeatedly” It also happens when I’m sitting sometimes. It has led to some rather awkward moments sometimes where I’d unconsciously rub my foot against someone’s leg/foot only for them to move away after a while(what must they think?)",5.472609890109893,6.518666865384617,6.0889010989011005,77.87038461538461,67.84615384615384,8.250549450549451,35.049450549450555,8.418075326091056,2.923345054945055,430,21,77,6,7,140,71,104,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.8883,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,4,3,0,6,6,6,1,1,13,11,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,8,2,4,0,0,0,1,9,0,15,10,3,22,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,7,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783701956143366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291393025767885,0.0,0.0,0.17368739418105308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995482562434095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443155634131447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689638847451424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347611256873035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571661924620025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894488926335618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059868196150488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816258753412338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566360929301023,0.1423186341627974,0.3656737741308183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184544648420277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amina-actually,2019/02/03,"I feel the urge to move to a new town after about a year of living somewhere. Is this related to my ADHD? I haven’t lived anywhere for longer than 2 years since I was 18, and I’ve been in my current town - a place I've wanted to live in since I was 15 - for 1.5 years. There’s nothing wrong with this place, in fact I feel like I’m starting to find my community and put down roots here (and it’s probably the best place to be openly queer in the country), but I can’t shake the feeling of restlessness and boredom, like I still want something new, and I think it might be related to my ADHD. Idk - does anyone else feel this way or is it just me?",3.3365125709651267,3.67189767153285,4.472214111922141,90.11145174371453,72.28467153284672,7.548742903487429,25.441200324411998,7.3871296695380915,0.9330022708840228,499,14,116,5,9,164,84,137,0.07200000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.099,0.3689,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,7,0,10,1,0,1,1,21,19,7,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,4,13,3,20,13,1,24,0,0,0,1,0,11,1,2,11,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270232581396983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513279532803903,0.13940439040858313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278129239032766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190626171859607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365646550122252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27517391424759896,0.09719769455351522,0.0,0.0,0.12435177364298368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293916750393278,0.0,0.3604170815935968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433281783022842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460489664489945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26280546702533186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054840884044075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264454434395791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669026440375027,0.0,0.0,0.13677281898258156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509214686495016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474175950254114,0.0,0.0,0.09630040486707124,0.0,0.10865367121470844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717852824735124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049748745418815,0.1079940987934747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875474653128462,0.0,0.26284481117543873 adhd,traxmast14,2019/02/03,"Hyper Focus Finally Paid Off Well, I don't know if it paid off just yet. The last few weeks I have been in a zone, totally hyper-focused. I can roughly estimate that I've applied to over 140 jobs in two weeks. I worked on my resume, and spent the majority of my time staring at the computer screen, taking personality tests and filling out applications. Normally, I would not be able to sit through one application, so this is an amazing feat. It did not go without problems though. I have had two interviews which I have totally bombed and do not expect to hear back from either one. I froze when asked questions, too much information came rushing into my head at once so I kind of stuttered and blankly looked back at the interviewer. However, I have one tomorrow for a position I really want (those other two were not a good fit). Not that it is the best job in the world, but it is fulfilling because I would be giving back to the community; I guess it is the best job in the world to me. This time I am hoping to be better prepared by formulating answers to the questions previously asked... problem is I cannot focus on that, can't or won't I don't know but I always seem to find something better to do. Procrastination at its utmost inconvenience. \*\*",4.579866850321395,6.076722037190084,5.939283746556473,76.42690541781451,70.36363636363637,9.179430670339759,30.386593204775025,9.586721724236666,2.89605160697888,991,41,186,23,18,334,142,242,0.048,0.8270000000000001,0.125,0.9628,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,11,12,0,0,14,0,27,1,1,0,2,38,44,12,0,9,12,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,7,0,0,8,0,3,4,11,3,1,6,8,6,21,9,31,30,8,35,0,0,3,0,10,18,0,7,12,144,35,9,0.11360403974708692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452766169945533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124088834908524,0.0,0.0,0.26206348261988777,0.0,0.06925196819524948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384408618045868,0.2009470824438634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993275700915716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444767262134035,0.10383203421812744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897934663767156,0.06456379379439282,0.0952856786326978,0.0,0.0,0.12514765761410604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659051954677167,0.0,0.12804000928508538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128344446743895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338203440174252,0.0,0.0,0.11830112553595422,0.1248676184853847,0.09260245492307956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539878147902146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351204066245442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130783853063417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098459469588048,0.23094311228485076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919466559507167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740744695453607,0.0,0.0,0.2545250480452393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277765685967451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342085111640817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745793998852514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541609969261976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161539225229833,0.0,0.13248685831202728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33292391856092163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700660602200838,0.0,0.18225261639014145,0.0,0.10214367502932917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951024034657957,0.0,0.08270509395346251,0.0,0.0,0.1614021007543929,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ihatethisusernametoo,2019/02/03,"Here's My Dream ADHD App; Does It Exist? Just diagnosed about a month ago and reading up on strategies to cope/thrive. I've always been a big fan of checklists; I have tons of them on my computer that I've built over the years. The irony is that, as detailed as I make them, about 50% of the time I forget to use them at all! I'm wondering if there's an app out there that could store custom checklists I made. Maybe they'd be triggered to popup on my screen when certain events happen (an alarm, or a certain time,etc.). Does something like this exist? If not, are there any apps (free or paid) that are close? Thanks everyone!",3.811904761904764,4.858575111111115,4.011269841269844,91.23928571428571,71.69841269841271,6.869841269841268,24.317460317460323,6.937597516519254,0.693260317460318,488,13,105,4,9,151,87,126,0.045,0.8320000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.8599,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,1,8,0,8,1,0,4,3,19,16,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,11,6,17,10,2,15,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,5,7,63,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659653886384797,0.0,0.1961733709303527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414333932144614,0.0,0.0,0.15049486705566467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669389172564315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246197347507725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873306801762854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468133745548753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146624014877832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569912222285984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811835693764474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940397243167247,0.14772268638924715,0.0,0.222330437951194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664339664540307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136470909512126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703712630792226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374774581453625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25808924146829465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113631023135347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999563799933346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425130488751968 adhd,DrTurtle22,2019/02/03,"Adderall comedown I am a sophomore in high school and I've been taking Adderall XR once daily for almost 5 months for ADHD. My starting dosage was 15mg for 1 month, 20mg for 2, and I am now on 25mg. This seems to be a good dose for me. Initially when I was on 15mg I didn't really notice any significant comedown other than the gradual lack of focus. After about a month on 20mg, I started having worse comedowns where I would feel light-headed, depressed, and tired but not being able to sleep. The comedowns have been getting worse more recently but not to the point where I would consider stopping. I certainty do not plan to take it on days when I have no school, work or something else justifying it. To deal with the comedowns when they first started occuring I would smoke a small quantity of weed whenever it was bad enough that I would risk my parents smelling it, it would never be so much that I would get much of a high, just to make the comedown go away. Since then my parents found my weed and have been invading my privacy constantly to make sure I'm not smoking, so that is no longer an option for dealing with comedowns. Right now I try to make sure I get enough food and water. I then just listen to music, browse Reddit or play some mobile games until it passes. Does anyone who takes or has taken stimulants for ADHD have any better ways of dealing with comedowns? Any help is much appreciated.",5.359498596068995,6.114364350180504,5.747406738868833,81.26581929402329,67.95306859205776,8.466024869634978,29.468311271560374,8.515128840125781,2.11553124749298,1123,39,214,16,18,360,156,277,0.14800000000000002,0.759,0.09300000000000001,-0.8711,2,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,12,8,0,1,11,0,27,5,1,4,3,40,46,18,0,7,11,2,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,12,8,2,1,3,2,0,2,8,3,0,1,9,3,22,5,33,28,8,37,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,7,21,144,34,3,0.09229170353563307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183338530743427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241680958198176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882845696647928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453250500110634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671109352882825,0.0,0.07705971742522155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162451177153238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973454429366367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952051367834803,0.2854460814904041,0.07949070901888282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076509170684741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709787569128605,0.0,0.0,0.19072400175952187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046665458363030383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850327588017089,0.11159949425694854,0.1011930892634798,0.0,0.0,0.14465581769333993,0.0,0.05245150198244288,0.07740990217547307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947179139846742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061861183454318784,0.19502250390307235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481628630057406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209990717437904,0.0,0.203535063954606,0.0,0.07118105136972812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050747161806106,0.0,0.0982876521900908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049580295791492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724549115605039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059124428549059124,0.0,0.09112692308736202,0.0,0.0,0.07881661054612983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680826239391007,0.0,0.08401890066486956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634465088082458,0.0,0.09235835550017113,0.0,0.0,0.07105066234640768,0.0,0.0,0.1959736283559368,0.0,0.0,0.07715999670471269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739676767097744,0.0,0.20817562564372155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607573655616012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266000851416614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325685844138992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671894593628249,0.0,0.18810626120725632,0.39336826928026863,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,penguindandee,2019/02/03,"Some questions about ADHD Hello, I'm new to adhd so I had a couple questions I was wondering if you guys could help me with! I recently went to a psychiatrist who suspects I may have adhd. It's not a full diagnosis yet but I'm on Concerta 36mg. I'm 21F if that matters. I'm already noticing a difference with paying attention and really absorbing the information I read for my classes. I can also sit down and actually study/read. I can clean without feeling absolutely dreadful. So, my question is: wouldn't concerta have that effect on anyone taking it? Even if they didn't have adhd/add? I've heard that a lot of people want Adderall to help them concentrate for studies and stuff so wouldn't Concerta work sort of the same way since it's still adhd/add medication? Also, could it be the placebo effect with me feeling more productive and sitting down and concentrating? &#x200B; I do have a doctors appointment scheduled, these are just some questions that I wanted to ask to people who have had first hand experience with adhd/add and if this is how you felt when you started medication. Please let me know if I need to clarify anything! I'm not much of a writer. &#x200B; Thanks!",3.6300804505229287,6.191308371681418,5.176540627514083,76.24623491552695,75.90265486725664,8.002896218825423,29.74175382139984,8.841846274778883,2.9073787610619486,956,44,162,22,22,321,130,226,0.023,0.847,0.131,0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,2,4,12,2,0,1,10,0,22,4,1,3,0,49,41,19,0,12,10,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,13,10,0,0,14,1,1,1,6,1,0,1,7,5,20,1,21,27,7,17,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,15,8,119,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.08363912959963894,0.0,0.6180297471910046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458145785987043,0.1370821083786437,0.0,0.18573024166368465,0.2082904105511711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059929374015191564,0.0,0.07053079030084136,0.0,0.08012587502000526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686252158901485,0.0948348218727973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895471373772486,0.0,0.08772627859265557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660965401834962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383935636441943,0.0,0.0,0.08667358280235524,0.0,0.08229359813210396,0.0,0.0,0.07290360387466553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848648872295321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489719793746403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710314855186608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764274524388044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286629929515766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726845877347337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300560713670524,0.0635517646135528,0.0,0.08277780061171074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757969205472433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883896040760887,0.0,0.0,0.09408219207022334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840525283870619,0.0,0.17146338213331785,0.0,0.054907057953046894,0.0,0.08462680096584639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089895451319797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066491540790561,0.0,0.06844691652228503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811572363569508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444212328776641,0.0,0.0,0.07890886885765541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110618447585587,0.06803141561972118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945263551630051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261993271857351,0.09294720905789593,0.06239680669399422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082904105511711,0.0 adhd,jribbink_new,2019/02/03,"Insomnia is fun Horrible sleep deprivation - I'm on Vyvanse 50mg, but sleep has never been this bad before. I have giant black circles, I have overworked myself for the past few weeks and look gaunt, and I'm deteriorating cognitively. It's really not the drug's fault. I screwed up my sleep myself. I think the shitty part is that the drug facilitates it and it's becoming really tough to get back to baseline because I am able to hold up my daily routine without needing rest (overwork myself). The funny part is when my medication wears off later in the day and I go, ""Oh yeah! I forgot I was sick!"" and it hits me like a truck.",3.713170731707315,5.504344747967483,5.515943089430898,77.42367073170735,73.0650406504065,8.172032520325201,26.934146341463407,8.841846274778883,2.1803404878048784,496,18,93,10,10,170,84,123,0.163,0.725,0.11199999999999999,-0.8349,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,7,1,9,10,4,0,1,13,18,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,2,15,2,10,14,4,14,0,1,2,1,0,6,1,0,8,61,21,0,0.17584945701335675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521737790408175,0.14682695136942642,0.10719619681969228,0.19421190948108027,0.149634935993862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340835211100515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078590832556904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918740833707972,0.0,0.0999392988730178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591116219755685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766925507375694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714982763978676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303901441950249,0.1356259420238546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808556510819543,0.16786820450005988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253073300908973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279293601644622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112677231564293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105582734038202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951260135836865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,resharp2,2019/02/03,"Looking at things you did on medication while off medication. I had this weird recent experience. I started a software project while on my Vyvanse, and went back to it the next day, which is an off day and I was amazed at how well commented, organized and just tight the code was. It's this amazing bundle of awesome and I remember writing it clearly but it still doesn't seem to me that I wrote it. I know it's just the perception of my unmedicated self but wow the fact that me not on Vyvanse is skeptical that I wrote this makes me sad.",3.3544444444444466,5.229950280373839,4.596199376947045,83.2855347871236,74.23364485981308,8.120041536863967,29.645898234683283,8.841846274778883,2.384691381100727,428,19,87,9,9,141,67,107,0.077,0.78,0.14300000000000002,0.7552,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,6,0,7,2,0,2,2,21,15,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,7,2,13,4,11,8,0,17,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,1,9,66,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849878571657642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103028377994013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532918946534626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221410863169147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202022990600636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058614239714575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847093993438456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558549775325379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375394724140512,0.0,0.2725253614146467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190110744506148,0.2509729141871301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170280712913308,0.0,0.19212405825943865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598277997854037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163064389339436,0.22301607655079306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaidomac,2019/02/03,"Jelly jogging You ever have one of those dreams where you're trying to run, but you're moving in slow motion? Like when: 1. You're running away from something scary, or 2. You're running towards something to prevent something bad from happening ...but you just can't get any traction, no matter *how much* effort you put in? I feel like **my brain** gets that way sometimes. Like, I have moments where I feel super on top of *everything*, focused & clear, and then I hit a point where I just. get. dumber. lol. Or if you've ever tried to walk underwater, there's just that *force* that prevents you from doing it at normal speeds. So it's like running in slo-mo, or like trying to run through jello. Or jelly. So I'm calling it ""Jelly Jogging"", haha - the point at which I have an awareness of what I need to do, can make my lists, understand my priorities, but my brain doesn't care, it's just mush. I think probably everyone on earth experiences this sometimes, like after a long, trying day; I think people with ADHD just experience more *often*, if not the majority of the time, to the point where it's basically our M.O. It's a similar feeling to being unable to get any real movement when you're running in slow-motion in your dream...you know what the goal is, what you're running to (or from), how to do it, that you need to do it...but the mechanism that drives everything is totally goofed up. Hence jelly jogging: trying to get stuff done through brain fog, and just not being able to solidify reality to the point where you can get moving.",1.9645839071414528,4.550810668896324,3.388869761951608,86.42937192602794,82.77926421404682,5.791894550462326,22.840940389533746,7.1686216300943375,1.0129684438323832,1206,42,229,17,34,394,149,299,0.059000000000000004,0.784,0.157,0.9793,0,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,1,7,0,4,21,10,0,0,11,2,16,3,3,3,4,43,36,19,0,5,18,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,2,7,4,0,17,5,1,0,1,1,3,21,9,38,32,4,52,0,0,0,0,9,22,0,8,18,146,40,1,0.0956518099356562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495488757891167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363869610237944,0.0,0.1300930215931429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986802409958893,0.0,0.07986526591750277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203371615230632,0.09767119245777986,0.0,0.09752339508835847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168750433169602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788501116325744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304507651253387,0.0,0.0913994034617816,0.1719313582117175,0.1871316485207609,0.0,0.0,0.14509328735634902,0.06833367213016812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998447368510885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458457963114739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256773322969933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803838566501073,0.0,0.0,0.08464884180613376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384832588052726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332547271085533,0.07031508614101653,0.14184921013521246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371846493472903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481614190069884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631292132332943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361687511145766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312882911985716,0.0,0.0,0.09615648819251292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887270055297027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091230923927446,0.189204171673622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949843788129937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257963511192466,0.0,0.0,0.0557753395849605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32470650098302506,0.0,0.0,0.09957690748527492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759239545016492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drewleann93,2019/02/03,"Why on earth do I only think of good ideas right when I need them? One amazing aspect of having ADHD is the constant good ideas, but the terrible thing about ADHD is the impulsivity and terrible time management. 🤦🏼‍♀️ For instance, my boyfriends fire department is hosting a Super Bowl party, and now it’s 20 minutes until I have to leave, and I think of the cutest idea! Football shaped cake pops! Oh well. Always next year. 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Not sure exactly who to talk to about this situation. Things have been particularly tense with my partner as of late. I have been living with depression for most of my adult life and while it is most of the time under control, there are moments when my mind goes dark and I completely paralyzed. She has been diagnosed with adult ADHD for about 2 years and has since been going through a lot of understanding and acceptance process about herself, her past and how ADHD might have impacted it. A couple of times a month, my partner will come to realization about a certain aspect of her life and basically go through a purge of all existing emotions and pieces of resentment she might hold. I listen to her, ask her questions, console her and, often expose myself to her expressions of rage and anger that she might have been withholding. Most of the time it's caused by her past, family, work, but will turn towards me as the recipient of her emotions. It will come in the form of criticism of my ethics and sense of humor, disapproval of hobbies and friends and reprimands for actions that I thought were mundane or were simply trying to be helpful and alleviate her mental burden, but which she perceives as attacks. I simply listen, apologize and put up with the attacks and negativity. In between these episodes. She doesn't like to talk about emotions and she is very hesitant to ask questions or interact with me on an emotional level. I'm having more and more of a hard time trying to process and put up with the negativity and attacks she expresses, to the point of doubting the reciprocity of our relationship. It all brews inside my head and steals all of my energy and I feel completely alone going through this. Especially when I face heavy episodes of depression, she will turn away and basically hope that the next morning I feel better, asking about mundane things. All I wish for would just be expressions of understanding and opening up to how we can improve together. It's not the first time and we've talked about this many times, but it's starting to chip at me more and more. Do you have any advice or ideas on how we could improve the situation, make myself understood, or at least get through sparing enough emotional energy until next time? &#x200B; Thank you",8.650479967868257,8.428317154734415,8.130464906115071,70.30250326337988,61.0554272517321,11.595099909629484,37.994678180540205,11.030560184262038,4.248125896174315,1900,83,328,44,23,601,203,433,0.138,0.7609999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9603,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,2,0,4,15,22,6,1,19,0,34,5,2,6,7,89,61,43,0,5,10,0,3,1,4,8,3,2,0,5,18,38,0,3,11,0,0,9,5,12,0,1,9,5,47,10,74,41,16,47,0,3,0,0,47,17,0,17,22,255,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25623792145153196,0.06944903472951476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360735483655742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700459612324301,0.0863581439251071,0.04833021334201397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993232956464741,0.2425580395418209,0.06677284798475801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285586877691259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730087333765911,0.0,0.18366220586527407,0.14903162915338852,0.0,0.07971133889153169,0.056743818911594,0.07863788999917433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836381302614009,0.07213481704539508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997223788823936,0.0,0.07343457600554472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669987152590761,0.0,0.07187051692244502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045232614797363,0.0,0.0,0.054908705941184015,0.0,0.03713127710215058,0.0,0.12117259831170832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366499259922713,0.0,0.07293858968379106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763689662821709,0.0,0.0,0.14117760679507327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022967190686625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017034795196602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039805170509687,0.03472133873543764,0.0,0.06275634091900932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042139285404347,0.0,0.0,0.047439949868901585,0.0720540878851583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162210534501902,0.2261829415341563,0.07176070191322691,0.0,0.05672760282364051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116805381419104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568920829992098,0.0,0.0,0.07425329430426142,0.0,0.06718436685822321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428904804162978,0.15922991093775393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630286105191282,0.0,0.06069361301412849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879005280933178,0.1597718980796016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030389524066263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698287819044338,0.0,0.0,0.17137074669382008,0.0,0.0654319460578594,0.0,0.0,0.0944318444455162,0.0,0.0,0.05642184715994319,0.2900914775976811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650408161094258,0.1546080672874024,0.0,0.14797329245691046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864040689901545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172729062697713,0.0,0.0,0.05173999512208215,0.0,0.0,0.05048627301254932,0.0,0.0863581439251071,0.04576691677870665 adhd,dannytiberi,2019/02/03,"Should I take calculus 2 over the summer? Hello everyone! &#x200B; First time posting on Reddit! To start with, I was diagnosed with ADD around age 8 and school has always been a constant battle for me. I am on a generic version of Adderall XR at a 15mg dose. Now in my second semester of studying computer science at IIT, my course load has become overwhelming. The first semester went by with its challenges but I wasn't super overwhelmed and got pretty good grades while taking 17 credit hours. This semester, I only have 15 credit hours - 4 classes - 4 labs and all of my classes are basically math centered. However, my workload is substantially higher than last semester. Besides the regular homework, studying, pre-labs, labs, checkpoints, and my struggle with Calculus 2 in general, I also have to teach myself two programming languages (C and assembly). This is all too much for me to handle. When I get overwhelmed everything kinda starts to break down for me. Making it even worse is the fact I feel like crap after around 4 pm as the meds start to wear off. As of right now, I have spent three weeks with very little time for myself. Most of the time when I'm not working, I feel horrible about myself because I know that I should be working. I also feel like shit because I have nothing to look forward to besides more work. It's really taking a toll on me and it can't be healthy for me to be this stressed every waking moment. One of my friends, an upperclassman, recommended that I drop calc 2 and take it online over the summer through another school. I have also heard from other upperclassmen that IIT's math program is atrocious and these courses are much much easier through another school. I spoke to my counselor about this and he said that he doesn't recommend it because ""of the accelerated pace of the shortened summer semester and an online course would be hard to find."" Also, if I did, I would be below 12 credit hours which means I would be put on ""academic probation"" which I could get out of by registering with the disabilities center as having ADD and that being the reason why I am doing this. So I have turned to my ol' pal, the internet, for help. What do you all think I should do? Does anyone have any experience with taking courses over the summer online? Should I do it through a community college instead of online? ""Help me Obi-Wan Kenobi. You're my only hope.""",5.8373029671671794,7.155609984409804,6.300135067174367,75.69110927509163,67.19599109131403,9.000675335871833,31.633091457719665,9.285337120503966,2.9409125799267186,1909,77,327,36,31,618,234,449,0.081,0.8140000000000001,0.105,0.9346,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,0,7,16,18,3,5,20,0,43,6,4,2,4,51,70,24,0,10,3,0,4,2,2,7,2,3,1,0,22,23,0,0,8,0,4,3,4,8,0,6,10,8,44,10,64,45,9,53,0,3,1,0,12,22,2,4,29,234,66,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801527561457359,0.07287409059564898,0.09489356364065296,0.10642003775112713,0.0595578239017922,0.18367182975191146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061238404861958674,0.0,0.0,0.15593063741124574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016499657739944,0.09672591236188699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464353510023543,0.0,0.06992599743634967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889248430117959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664238951474689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784617257961557,0.0,0.07379044847477062,0.08368703423816194,0.07871181274883357,0.0856706503743703,0.0,0.0,0.13285017677161942,0.12513522282599898,0.0,0.0,0.08004709872545111,0.14899205884716618,0.0,0.0,0.06766456866180375,0.0,0.09151451690266342,0.0,0.0,0.07345846763061446,0.07004622132020799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845503166106375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740688502795693,0.0,0.0,0.08698731562465574,0.25874780258748714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813201754052957,0.0713898933721629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557493274055132,0.08777878807123017,0.0,0.0,0.0735456618647829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058460742976810365,0.0,0.0,0.09540096877176804,0.0972823236052484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314549543432613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840359655898719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934689375404392,0.1332180139278485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387802308061147,0.08910097489660802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804271160208496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610638689226706,0.09004746243168445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479336973496496,0.08330922402944843,0.0,0.0,0.2659087851271499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990024640508075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597003781771893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032330267938763,0.09155827833081888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292486281485382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611812403569201,0.0,0.0,0.15320688899605805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526256360733704,0.08555353839106923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722631825128928,0.0,0.0,0.0702518894434144,0.0,0.0,0.0811881108563469,0.07902788597466519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912792002191571,0.0,0.08925213255460816,0.18664427588561835,0.0,0.10642003775112713,0.0 adhd,koreanforrabbit,2019/02/03,"It's nice to have people who want to help you, and who get you. Yesterday, I was asking my advisor to set hard dealines for some important tasks I have coming due. She said that, usually, her advisees are happy to have the flexibility of ""sometime before the end of the semester"", so I told her it was an ADHD thing. She was totally cool with setting those dates, and for her own understanding, asked me to explain why I find deadlines to be helpful. I was being a weird spazz yesterday, which made it hard for me to articulate the effects of ADHD on time sense, so I just sputtered, ""It's Jeremy Bearimy."" She got the reference and started laughing, which started me laughing, and got me dopamined-up enough to answer her question using my big girl words. Everything is great, you guys.",7.590765306122449,7.348376469387755,7.550399659863949,73.65784438775513,63.21768707482994,10.615306122448981,37.42261904761904,10.125756701596842,3.778184353741496,619,28,111,12,8,199,95,147,0.027999999999999997,0.778,0.19399999999999998,0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,0,7,1,11,0,0,3,1,20,26,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,11,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,22,6,16,15,4,14,0,0,0,0,22,2,0,2,9,78,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908474264694038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040338319071186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836778307945585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400727497622055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402278948789393,0.16801795895226998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461419568617945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486211438958384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495618455703265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601056054235326,0.17927634976894005,0.0,0.16100789446803626,0.0,0.17309967969493253,0.2913303976161268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179859836513245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386401241222986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273219950347728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215863762795545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546778380413002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082387868272865,0.0,0.23019014381037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802980439783497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481827348260567,0.0,0.0,0.1553793073798344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928109298391114,0.0,0.1404414599606548,0.17909019415387142,0.0,0.09591065522850023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672880092142818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Freespirit310,2019/02/03,"How My Body Reacted To Taking CBD Oil For 30 days I use it, I love it, and I can steer you to my website to order if you want to try it. CBD Hemp Oil is not a THC dominant product, you will not get high from using it. It actually interacts with your body's very personal health endocanabinoid receptors, making it a very personal experience in health and wellness. Everyone has their own needs when it comes to CBD Oil, your body will tell you how much it is comfortable with. I didn't understand at first how your body could tell you how much to take, but it does and you will know when to back off and lower your dose. I stopped for a couple of days and when I started again, I did a drop, one drop. I use very pure CBD, the kind with all the flavanoids and turpenes, the way the hemp plant is that is what I use, I need to take less then people using other less potent formulations. It is great for depression, and inflammation, it is awesome for anxiety and it works great for migraines, the list is growing really fast on the benefits of this wonderful natural oil. We are using it also for our dog who is fighting cancer, hoping we don't need to put him anything like chemo. You can email me at mgales12@yahoo.com for more information. Thanks ",6.9297383354350615,6.3109127745901645,7.157049180327871,77.18013240857506,64.69672131147541,11.11424968474149,32.29382093316519,10.560738912317856,3.1085022698612867,983,33,198,22,13,319,135,244,0.094,0.715,0.191,0.9826,1,0,0,0,2,0,27.0,3,11,1,2,11,12,1,0,10,0,19,10,4,12,2,43,42,19,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,18,14,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,2,1,2,2,4,29,10,27,36,7,25,0,1,0,1,26,6,0,3,13,136,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.09437155727708343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733612308283982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398017907765107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958117867241107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436130029100099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296763154859096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330405442599788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721224119051295,0.10700386131552156,0.0,0.12473533590950454,0.0,0.08329313440352544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462847698406459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240716913616316,0.0,0.09459747679216372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225846755814997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052513521851158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323843251166955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558889477433234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217568713251723,0.0,0.09605133771084058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070489905114577,0.0531473426704884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724589272137166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728135803424451,0.0,0.06455231462391144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421807541790742,0.21511984963244454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553080173959683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704408458420955,0.1688807057398261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721670526723387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195263615649192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844933186812242,0.0,0.0,0.08085093283762912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813367348580973,0.0,0.16905142138378554,0.08903431770172608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565734002519331,0.0,0.0,0.10067483794788114,0.0,0.5011400023526509,0.0,0.2393788783259782,0.057039977131539826,0.076761088578154,0.0,0.0,0.08695072372253455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487403330641716,0.07040345643260737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SouthSideShade,2019/02/03,Has anyone here experimented with Vitamin D and Magnesium to alleviate ADHD and Anxiety? Over the last month I have been taking vitamin D3 and subsequently magnesium. I have found that it has a powerful benefit when it comes to anxiety and a mild benefit for inattentiveness. With that said finding your happy medium in regards to dosage takes a lot of trial and error. Too much and eventually you will get a foggy head and increased anxiety. Currently I am taking 3000 IU of D3 and 300 mg of magnesium and I like the results. I would be curious if others have tried this and can share their experience. ,5.533565656565656,7.810122518181821,7.305757575757575,64.45308080808081,69.27272727272728,11.797979797979801,33.13131313131313,11.429527900616536,4.933737373737374,487,23,77,19,9,169,75,110,0.065,0.718,0.217,0.9531,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,11,3,1,1,0,19,18,12,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,13,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,5,11,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355650019016254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498395691610789,0.0,0.0,0.13705420978212712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884459423034134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834692727561247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914888354617606,0.0,0.0,0.2149140016210545,0.0,0.0,0.10240673173934207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865546817000502,0.0,0.0,0.20116201677214385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597736819665285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576020807818778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666400364387967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645269589286584,0.0,0.1440893358201162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186449661656864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421236378164932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330773995477654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392393319166466,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,usernamehihello,2019/02/03,"Hyperfocusing really badly since starting meds. I used to lack focus so much but now I'm hyperfocusing (on the wrong things). Anyone else experienced this? How do you stop?",3.2360000000000007,6.3152972666666685,5.236666666666668,68.20500000000001,93.0,7.733333333333332,19.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,2.039533333333334,138,4,22,4,5,47,28,30,0.317,0.6829999999999999,0.0,-0.8795,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823981024805315,0.3344549217216446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725462971350583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27268125602757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625780117918216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399555819455028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911242098583468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700172359680525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104110478285156,0.0,0.0,0.2729009668278352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685833237162894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819212806379465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568880216830005,0.0,0.0 adhd,Parthy_,2019/02/03,"Im pretty sure I have adhd My mom isn't taking me seriously because I di well in school and wont let me be diagnosed. What do I do??? Im pretty inattentive and i always have to be entertained by something. Also shake leg. Always. And idk I want some closure",-1.4437878787878802,0.05826953703703808,2.2763973063973104,87.4856060606061,112.88888888888887,4.9265993265993275,17.872053872053872,6.574015621080383,0.6382074074074073,201,7,40,4,11,73,39,54,0.055,0.643,0.301,0.9146,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,9,2,1,0,1,6,11,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257952916646948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164576545272242,0.3571916759713548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084120636890062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785284172514569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636912967705384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219481685417489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138118894856826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43672759816094703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722490540129968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652386592446699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022935796944524,0.0,0.1613809082739586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659893133848332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298515279898085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Whizzymontana,2019/02/03,"Started a new way to declutter and clean. As we all know, we're not the most tidy bunch of people. I personally hold onto things longer than I should and have trouble cleaning the house. I started a new thing where I throw one thing away per day or list one item for sale that I've been hoarding. Some days I'll struggle to throw out a broken kids toy. However, a lot of times I'll end up throwing out a bunch of stuff and listing multiple items. I'm gonna lower the price every week until it sells or is not worth selling so I'll donate it. So far my new system is working. I've sold a few items and threw out a lot of junk. The house is in no way as clean as I'd like but I'll take slow gradual progress over no progress any day. I hope this helps others like it helps me declutter and clean.",2.4328994082840225,3.598678443786987,3.5143195266272187,93.02106508875742,75.21301775147928,6.620118343195268,23.650887573964496,7.010146845296331,0.5807301775147935,623,18,144,6,13,201,105,169,0.07400000000000001,0.745,0.18100000000000002,0.9706,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,11,0,6,0,0,0,1,24,15,14,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,10,9,0,2,1,1,7,4,4,2,0,2,3,0,8,3,20,10,11,30,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,7,15,83,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335245608048824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279137958438487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29404598359298584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461026980922375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805075111078346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037396454982585,0.0,0.0,0.15095166560285064,0.0,0.35073189528213633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352491583852477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850071574546606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841803374953737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403532911464416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059728454935592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536465683874197,0.13270415814695347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514621037348047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588837925911246,0.1739821606634982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427097953207395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029087515067032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862148429232565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412712711871485,0.12191018480198895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064415411572516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lit-Up,2019/02/03,"Friend with ADHD is driving around without car insurance. I'm trying to understand her mentality. I do not have ADHD. But I met this person recently who does. She drove from out of town into the city to hang out with me. She slept until the afternoon and I had to impress upon her that she would need to move her car parked the previous evening otherwise she would get a parking ticket. For some reason she recognised the problem but did not apply any urgency to its resolution, which stressed me out because I then had to motivate her to move the car otherwise she would get a £65 fine. She thought it was funny how I was getting stressed over her problems. Then, finally, she says that she does not in fact have any car insurance. That is 6 points on your license, £300 fine not to mention the personal liability for any accident or collision plus the lack of responsibility towards others. I asked her how long she had been driving without insurance and she said 5 months. That was a real red flag. I understand that people with ADHD may find it hard to complete complicated tasks or at least get started on them, and I know how annoying car insurance is to complete. But if I didn't want to do it I wouldn't run a car. I'm trying to figure out what here is pure recklessness and what is ADHD. What can you guys empathise with and what is idiosyncratic to her? Thanks ",4.052272727272726,6.054791196969699,5.0915151515151535,79.93227272727273,72.63636363636363,8.587878787878788,29.803030303030305,9.218907990703514,2.7584075757575763,1092,47,203,25,22,358,141,264,0.11199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.071,-0.8774,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,6,10,1,2,11,0,25,1,1,5,2,53,44,18,0,10,12,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,3,17,16,0,0,8,1,0,13,8,5,0,0,14,4,33,5,39,25,3,37,0,0,1,0,31,15,0,5,9,150,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102561827676607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654397433926093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449035613401956,0.09922998847818636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470418650265422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225792042392063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577405442423686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701068826342607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627518508080227,0.09701337712247952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200632405094682,0.0,0.22182271392271705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509890568916128,0.0,0.0,0.09508386556015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058333776534995586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393379395471874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696783833197783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472285223352248,0.2256278131141935,0.0,0.07870417475998556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358664519459186,0.1853610896555636,0.0,0.0,0.10034006202285564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313028440074266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081471645481455,0.0,0.109133354873607,0.1048040534058452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096692194017387,0.0844096942343344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751290248681047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431743948744407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772281607679036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426620519353517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441291477038828,0.0,0.0,0.2209985750730526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260627742353925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046373900986584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22620421992241996,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uptheaunty,2019/02/03,"Young women who seems oblivious to the fact she’s revealing her underwear while squatting. My 33 year old sister in law regularly sits on her hunkers/haunches in such a way as to reveal her underwear up her skirt or dress. It doesn’t seem to be sexual, because I’ve seen her do it in front of children but she does do it in front of me. For example while talking to my young son she’ll hunker down so as to be at his eye level and in doing so reveal her underwear which is not at all revealing so there’s nothing to see really, but is this perhaps a lack of awareness of social norms and could it be to do with her perhaps being on the spectrum?",7.785062656641608,5.499647368421055,8.492593984962408,73.65613408521305,64.0375939849624,11.874185463659149,36.45238095238096,10.504223727775694,3.606605012531329,512,19,103,10,6,174,84,133,0.023,0.977,0.0,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,13,1,1,0,2,18,17,12,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,14,0,26,10,2,22,0,0,3,0,18,12,0,3,6,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474980411747388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197823379295466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26522024323402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29080564130719183,0.0,0.31802295430029137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415560596118825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415090483100325,0.5518105111914937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089436133813397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359769577344856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056435031247994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951683531472323 adhd,Pesto_Power,2019/02/03,"ADD + Pokémon Go = I almost lost my bike. I'm a complete idiot. Cycled to the shops last night to buy some snacks (I'm weak willed and prone to binges when my meds have worn off). Locked my bike - in a rack that I know is a hotspot for bike theft, since I've often seen frames and other parts of bikes hanging off the racks. It's in a very visible spot by a main road in a slightly ""chavvy"" part of town. Bought my snacks, and then pulled my phone out to play Pokémon Go. My friends got me into it a few weeks ago and I love it - it's not a great game in itself, but it's just about addictive/compelling enough that it's gotten me out walking/cycling a few times when I otherwise would've stayed in. I've become quite a shut-in and don't do enough exercise so overall Pokémon Go has been really helpful and healthy for me. But... yeah. Went sledding with a friend today, got back home and noticed my bike wasn't locked up in the porch where I usually leave it. Had a mini fit of panic, absolutely no clue how it'd somehow managed to disappear (since the porch in my block of flats is behind a door that auto-locks and is double or even triple glazed). It took me about 10 minutes of racking my brain before I had the ""Oh Shit"" moment (like a eureka moment but instead of excitement it's just plummeting dread). Walked up to the shops, almost confident that it would've been nicked by now, but miraculously I still have a full, working bicycle. I was tempted to play more Pokémon Go while I was up there after I'd found my bike, but I thought I'd best not risk it. TL;DR, see title. I am a big idiot. Cycled to the shops, opened Pokémon Go, and walked back thinking absolutely nothing of it until this evening.",3.136771569257121,4.560076560693641,4.004309569685294,89.17825198030403,73.85549132947978,6.860029972168701,24.95354313851423,7.3871296695380915,1.0157584243202735,1334,42,282,15,27,428,191,346,0.09699999999999999,0.777,0.126,0.9213,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,4,19,17,3,3,23,1,18,7,2,1,0,36,40,22,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,4,0,20,15,2,1,4,13,5,12,5,8,0,0,18,2,25,9,40,20,13,54,0,1,2,1,6,22,1,6,20,175,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079792507299865,0.0,0.2439548375226989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873322733023731,0.0,0.0,0.1345321106999044,0.10365329205344352,0.0,0.12783448950082876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598280815576805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277178748502908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517293286328429,0.0,0.16091174542620354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356089526003964,0.18822375554573628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461436751015892,0.0,0.19484884185953386,0.13429848644900555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816482143606834,0.0,0.1221876649226979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694485225164684,0.0992932793651534,0.0,0.12898163322784592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951133488157737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329725106607349,0.0,0.10994035306999653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353060003139564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143125880676034,0.0,0.1168821833720406,0.13868410643869625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429204835091976,0.0,0.26382169223784435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956237103911133,0.0,0.0,0.07803607604260063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706862887422993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503857142300373,0.20152878016024828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983569996566394,0.0972794569904318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805240075476916,0.0,0.0967053565116585,0.07102972942518042,0.0,0.11546381353355033,0.0,0.13533794298602794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415903460619458,0.1005079014709046,0.0,0.0,0.0977104763004842,0.0,0.0,0.11292121883924393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868080231419109,0.0,0.0,0.17306392032091072,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raineymayday,2019/02/03,"Is this really all in my head? Warning: might be a tad long as I tend to ramble off. Ever since I was a little kid, I've always been a bit... different. I had a vivid imagination, act out my fansies, talk to myself, and wander around the house without tiring myself. I'd daydream a lot, not really paying attention to my surroundings, and need to be instructed at least twice to do the simplest chores. Seems quite normal for a six year old, right? But I'm 24. And I still do these things, sometimes without meaning to. And it freaks my stepmom out. Especially the wandering around the house thing. And the daydream thing. And it really pisses her off whenever she needs something from me and need to tell me more than once for me to make it happen. She gets frustrated about my actions being pretty slow and sluggish. At school, I was an introvert, and still am. I have very few friends. I had what my teacher said, 'so much potential'. I was a pretty smart kid, but at the same time, but never really applied myself in my studies, so I get pretty average results. There's another thing that is pretty much the bane of my existence: impulsive thinking. I took up my diploma courses without thinking whether I can perform in my classes or not. And when I got a barely passing CGPA, somehow I picked a similar course, and performed worse in my studies. During my final semester, I was overwhelmed by my final project. I'd do my work in chunks as I can't focus on a single work at a time and got easily distracted. I got anxious and started to withdraw myself from people. I actually started harming myself because of the pressure. And when I consulted my counselor about this, he said that I've gotten mild depression. Trying to cope with that and my studies, eventually I had to repeat a semester. After talking about it with my boyfriend, and taking an online screening test, I have the feeling that I might have ADHD, but I'm not particularly sure. My boyfriend, who is diagnosed with ADHD, says that my symptoms aren't consistent with his and that all I have is an attitude problem. I have doubts about this and is considering an official diagnosis, but I'm afraid of what would happen if I wasn't diagnosed positive of ADHD. Is it really all in my head? Or am I just using it as an excuse for my slow, procrastinating behavior and my wandering mindset? Should I go for a diagnosis?",5.086448484848481,6.620305648888893,6.248181818181816,74.55409090909092,69.17777777777778,9.187878787878788,32.52525252525253,9.573946990214177,3.3137555555555562,1882,85,323,42,33,630,225,450,0.102,0.843,0.055,-0.9713,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,0,5,16,14,2,5,27,0,35,7,3,4,6,73,64,35,0,8,16,0,1,0,1,4,4,3,1,2,23,27,0,0,7,0,1,5,10,11,0,2,16,6,60,3,56,41,12,45,0,2,2,0,17,21,1,9,19,256,83,10,0.0,0.0,0.07984274832471579,0.0,0.2949886841144992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807928609678261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579350317372267,0.0,0.09243126295301587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567106620206238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049875607528720285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932426973451986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046988477504264,0.16608747556583814,0.0,0.08548259154577902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400923453252338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04136973382683156,0.0,0.0,0.17925564974629624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321252849798674,0.0,0.0854932518169531,0.0,0.046499161305790286,0.0,0.19631243569336754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470310552413929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793812929877927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888144058952454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200331801721207,0.0,0.07240652103364358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955889694004902,0.0,0.0,0.05461427530714704,0.0,0.0,0.08912399172101917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359233406813282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029156347613615,0.18200144735796173,0.06310322992589695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016445184304385,0.0,0.0,0.08585442420128267,0.08713369914715235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672242915734825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329540423438558,0.0,0.07828895539512871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702371332280093,0.0,0.0,0.2620741290817207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987228485062066,0.15565566447124646,0.06506510642983278,0.0,0.0828043735450744,0.0,0.07448420478137438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768084996555457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298763780748799,0.08092027925978383,0.0,0.11582266807985744,0.0,0.13068022002742666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711267318931236,0.08504042416021207,0.06151709440072475,0.13152471936123694,0.07151270192485587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742547218372585,0.10485158141153436,0.0,0.0,0.09541768588083437,0.09403797028360483,0.0,0.0,0.09090301649819556,0.05554917844483629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066464416075803,0.0,0.06750857316156998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366094384134705,0.0,0.11912922951211652,0.0,0.08337972271445293,0.05812129273236515,0.0,0.0,0.05268823006387898 adhd,CowzerOwzer7,2019/02/03,"Is the CPT-II test always accurate? Sorry if this isn't the right place to ask this or something I don't use reddit much but I'm really desperate. I was diagnosed with adhd around 4 or 5 years ago by a neurologist and after trying different doses and medications settled on 40mg vyvanse which works amazingly for me. I've seen a different doctor recently because of some other problems (namely social anxiety) and she wanted to confirm I had adhd so I took the CPT-II computer test without medication and she said I had adhd but it was really mild (I think it's worse than she says though) and I took it with medication but she said the vyvanse literally wasn't working at all even though that's the opposite of how I feel. She thinks the vyvanse is casing anxiety and changed my medications a few times but nothing seems to be working as well as vyvanse did for adhd. I just want to know is it possible that that test is flawed? She seems to trust the results from it more than what I say about how I feel. I don't even know who to trust like am I somehow wrong about how I feel or is the test wrong? If anyone else took the test and it seemed inaccurate what did you do about it? Did your doctor believe you if you said the test didn't seem right? TLDR: I took the CPT-II test a few years after being diagnosed with adhd and it says my adhd wasn't as bad as I think it is and that the medication I thought was helpful wasn't actually helping... Has the test been inaccurate for anyone else and if so, what did you do? Again, sorry if this isn't the kind of thing I should post here, I don't mean to annoy anyone, I'll delete it if I need to...",4.083544254658385,4.905800193452382,5.5948913043478266,80.9696739130435,70.875,8.819668737060043,27.40631469979296,9.085049710711278,2.078407246376812,1299,43,266,25,23,441,150,336,0.073,0.8420000000000001,0.085,0.696,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,0,3,18,11,1,0,18,0,32,10,0,5,1,57,60,34,0,11,15,0,3,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,24,14,0,0,14,0,0,4,10,5,1,0,23,10,34,6,34,34,6,19,0,0,1,0,23,6,0,15,9,185,58,14,0.0,0.0,0.06707355504446806,0.0,0.4956227123089703,0.0,0.06092771361530725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719141486500043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516121078717007,0.0,0.0,0.1441792682215748,0.14085029196417942,0.0,0.061186998708721886,0.06425613602587864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573892369824029,0.041899037509939265,0.0,0.0,0.07743862546535818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271046743038463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952522512446525,0.0,0.1436228443958689,0.0,0.14070240578056484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483530972406325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090795080317633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426050620366806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214064717319707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157490863399024,0.07554778827289432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03357950295095407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487045586370444,0.0,0.34620665160553443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050526710148979984,0.050964695620154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595122810243645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181142219793445,0.0,0.0,0.07748620168521966,0.06582727519272462,0.0,0.0,0.06576825909991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806432088837489,0.0,0.06786560811895925,0.0,0.0,0.11739532123695945,0.196142649106372,0.1639778723490389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028799805481794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006470240850783,0.0,0.052914070222376736,0.0,0.15388207450308589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566319322223966,0.13212411518020806,0.13505977168707914,0.054566374806046536,0.040078802022918025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054598499542125,0.04666523831246097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936329847437305,0.0,0.0,0.08108108324703008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061799278533003314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625622040181313,0.0,0.15011546635248782,0.0,0.0700448636654599,0.0,0.15029762992815265,0.0,0.08852367869434219 adhd,djfixme,2019/02/03,"LIVE STREAM ADHD - twitch [LIVE STREAM about ADHD, PROBLEMS](https://www.twitch.tv/misterjernej)",22.191999999999997,29.4552462,8.370000000000001,52.86500000000001,37.0,12.0,30.0,11.20814326018867,5.299,82,2,6,2,1,17,7,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8058629188357679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921021500091828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dwinm,2019/02/03,"What do you guys do to combat these side effects of stimulants? The side effects I get (and have always had since 4th grade from taking stimulants) are increased heart rate, anti social tendencies (personality loss, I don't want to talk to anyone, nothing seems funny, super awkward, I can't think of anything to say), brief upset stomache when it just starts to work, obviously appetite loss, and more. I can handle most of these symptoms on my own just fine, but the worst of it is my personality loss. The reason I have on recent years stopped taking stimulants is my lack of ability to make and keep friends while on them. The heart rate increase makes it even worse because it feels like anxiety, though I don't suffer from actual anxiety, which puts me on edge. I hate not being able to have fun with my friends and just chill out and be myself. But I also hate not being able to listen to my professors give lecture and being unable to focus on the sheet music when I play my instruments (I'm a music major). Is there any way to combat this side effect? Tips for the other side effects are okay too but the inability to connect with my friends is by far my least favorite and the one I need most help on. Do I need to take it regularly and wait it out? At this point I honestly don't remember if this side effect ever goes away with consistant use. Tldr: My meds make me not want to talk to my friends and I don't know what to do about it Fyi I'm taking 20mg Vyvanse and before that I took adderall. 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Usually a very specific genre or playlist -- right now it's sea shanties. During exams last semester it was Travis Scott (but only played from a specific sound system)....and there was a Taylor Swift phase before that. Other times it's snacks; for a while the only way I could get started on daunting math assignments was with carrots and hummus. I'm not complaining (I am a little bit sick of the sea shanties), it's just kind of funny how unpredictable the environments that help me focus are. I can't study in a library to save my life, but apparently singing about drinking on a boat really does it for my brain. Anyone else have some similar wacky focus routines? TL;DR sea shanties are the only way I can focus these days and it's kinda hilarious.",5.129356093344857,6.64781597191012,5.726404494382024,78.39461106309423,69.0561797752809,8.622990492653411,29.422644770959376,9.057496981413335,2.5515448573898016,745,28,132,14,13,241,114,178,0.027999999999999997,0.8909999999999999,0.08,0.7649,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,14,0,13,5,1,1,0,15,18,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,11,3,18,13,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,9,79,22,4,0.15562810610524375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881879032248877,0.15945938598353038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187901611392414,0.13242805574392705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990558454083313,0.0,0.0,0.1737324357183264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242563791507884,0.1721995393115657,0.0,0.10036725364589424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619120441199878,0.0,0.0,0.1524562957443518,0.0,0.0,0.1300073128885285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311233915788454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261852425357687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394122145949778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431423902266186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620627238104123,0.0,0.12685767788239793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992473381202088,0.0,0.15598024728790855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422086951446605,0.0,0.0,0.1153962687204661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473448750256336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939869971285734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329055522763532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198101193811574,0.0,0.0,0.1101543745147577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149600039608885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140237190170696,0.12840948623061027,0.0,0.3705910402028181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132991147664154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reiverrobson,2019/02/03,"Being diagnosed? Specifically in the UK, through NHS? Does anyone have any experience? Mental health resources are a bit thin on the ground these days. I’ve tried numerous times to even have a appointment about anxiety, symptoms relating to ADHD, and I’ve just been told to suck it up pretty much. I cannot live my life like this anymore. I cannot afford to go private, I have changed practises but I’m worried about being brushed aside yet again. It’s fairly emotionally devastating to pour your soul out to a stranger and be told to ‘remove all the stress from your life and you’ll be fine’ repeatedly. I’ve been thinking about private therapy but I’m not sure I can afford/deserve to go. I live in a rural area so I’d have to travel quite far to even see a therapist. I’m just really really struggling right now. I’m failing my uni degree, work is going to fire me soon, and my relationship is struggling. I just can’t do this anymore. I need help, but I’ve been fobbed off so many times it seems pointless to try again ",2.6693283582089578,5.0671219402985095,3.945420398009951,84.67604104477614,78.35323383084577,7.20407960199005,25.472885572139305,8.238735603445708,1.7755590049751246,814,31,158,16,20,266,122,201,0.174,0.79,0.036000000000000004,-0.9834,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,3,15,8,1,3,8,0,20,5,0,0,2,17,34,9,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,5,4,14,3,23,24,3,25,1,1,1,0,7,11,1,1,10,92,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254285795234827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197386894441688,0.0,0.10346501475352124,0.0,0.26826107160287466,0.0945691540447542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765673602774312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307537026452707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722433178092331,0.0,0.0,0.1372747552822242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183571968720664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521367738615814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866120510200795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229934631104254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059514755105195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376322344840287,0.0,0.0,0.09065446610792466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106055221511206,0.06607576581193655,0.0,0.2388544587738659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712112522991993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362990492905508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942348080398676,0.10028532278731198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375967228331491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385382051763915,0.0,0.0,0.17328777772281356,0.0,0.0,0.1452066700556435,0.0,0.11550179531841462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777583803056168,0.12312549093686555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549271227222828,0.2827829675530431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274704586261807,0.14057536097671675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466886899792115,0.15703436145895727,0.0,0.08666201428004075,0.0,0.0,0.15772940655835752,0.0,0.0,0.2584721809869893,0.0,0.18365020844984084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846278759142864,0.13735179181950327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AEblibedre,2019/02/03,"Ritalin and secondary effects Hello! I (F. 29) got diagnosed last year for the inattentive type, and started with Ritalin 20mg in the morning and 20mg in the evening ever since. To be honest. I still forget my keys all the time. I still have a hard time starting tasks and procrastinating, and if it wasn't because of Google Calendar my life would be chaotic. HOWEVER I note that the biggest benefit I perceive from Ritalin are actually better sleep and anxiety reduction. I started using Ritalin as a way to help my lack of attention; but the main reason I keep taking it is because it truly CALMS me. It's like, even though I'm not the hyperactive kind, my brain is hyperactive. And Ritalin allows me to to calm it down. Anyone? Ps_Also an annoying secondary effect is it makes me quite cold but sweaty at the same time. But if it calms my brain then it's worth it. 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I planned to max out on the treadmill today (6 miles). I felt so good I couldn't stop. I felt an amazing runners high, which I've never had before. Ended up at 12 miles. I've never ran that far before. This is too good to be true so I'm not planning on doing it again, as I guess amphetamines and running will give me a heart attack eventually! 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By broken in, I mean by with my own keys still in the door allllll night.. or hell even my car, car keys on that too. 4th time this happened, found them opening my door to get my mail this morning... Does this happen to anyone else? Or am I just that forgetful as soon as I step in my own home.",2.7169736842105223,2.9095093815789497,4.311684210526316,91.22278947368423,73.60526315789474,7.132631578947367,21.77894736842105,6.742157984588678,0.1892031578947364,267,5,66,2,5,90,51,76,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,11,0,13,7,2,14,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,5,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908401471070854,0.2796507164665058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388443154684257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279993615359666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802687726690502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29925545337085296,0.0,0.0,0.14259551589812214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827050918230106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737726861711737,0.0,0.0,0.3149264654861447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973025661854308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561278531531465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179635584851606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914863284314193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oibind,2019/02/03,"Concerta suddenly making me ""jittery""? I only recently started taking Concerta after a trial with Elvanse (UK brand for Vyvanse) going awry. &#x200B; I was prescribed as per the guidelines a starting dose of 18mg by my psychiatrist. After a few days usage at this dose, I experienced no distinguishable benefits or side effects so of my own volition upped my dose to 36mg by consuming two 18mg capsules simultaneously. (I am fully aware of ""risks"" so please don't try calling me out. I'm not an idiot; I've studied the different medications for ADHD to the point I could easily write my own 500-page book on them.) &#x200B; For the last few days, things have been going well. My concentration has somewhat improved- not drastically but enough that I'm aware of it. I haven't felt ""high"" and I haven't had any introduction of negative side effects either, which is good. However today out of nowhere I am suddenly jittery as hell. If I'm not working on something, then I am getting bursts of irritability and anxiousness. It's manageable but not what I desire right now. Has anyone else experienced this? It's super frustrating! I'm confused because I haven't drastically changed anything obvious, e.g. diet, sleep pattern, etc... Why would this happen seemingly spontaneously? I do have an assignment due tomorrow, so is this just me experiencing the stress that neurotypical would around that? People's personal experiences and suggestions would be very welcomed. I'd just like some general reassurances right now more than anything. 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Any ideas? Since the new year (insurance didn't change, enrollment is in April), my script for generic went from $25 for 30, to $60 for 30. Anyone else see such a large increase? The pharmacy says the tier for the drug went up, took some time with the insurance, and they did confirm it in the end, but couldn't wouldn't say why. Anyone have any insight or advice? I've looked at goodrx and others, but they seem to basically reduce the non insurance price to about the insurance copay, maybe 5% cheaper? The webmd one has a few choices for rx name, and the one ""dextroamphetamine-amphetamine"" is cheaper, but I think that's not XR.",6.202732558139534,6.795334728682171,5.9747189922480635,80.94719476744189,66.05426356589146,9.240697674418604,31.62887596899225,9.188382445141503,2.596371317829457,536,20,102,9,8,167,87,129,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.504,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,12,0,8,2,0,0,0,17,15,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,5,4,4,0,16,8,4,14,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,3,5,56,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860659443192185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625060803827583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699133812496713,0.1977609837200897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041783991393827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238296780778221,0.0,0.16123462365706318,0.0,0.17094907874935306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788416858029672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207932191339602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390392828069936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864097233007493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157638814935397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069777126891611,0.0,0.0,0.15380353749426112,0.1757085484822448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965940621099226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367265804853958,0.0,0.0,0.11254535867615684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444059352499906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35784337570364394,0.1741610021074045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429175358448293 adhd,fictionvsreality,2019/02/03,"Are there any positives to inattentive ADHD? Everytime I hear people talk about ""positive"" aspects of ADHD, it's always related to to the hyperactive side of the spectrum: being energetic and innovative and spontaneous and sociable. I'm not any of those things and it kind of makes me feel like crap that there's no upside for me. I know there's also a lot of hyperactives who don't feel there's any positives for them, but I see those traits talked about more in the ADHD sphere. I'm just a tired blob who can't manage to do anything they want to do. Where's the boundless creative energy there? Any inattentives think there are some positives? Or just want to commiserate with me?",5.818062015503878,7.2040993333333345,6.465116279069767,74.24015503875972,67.29457364341086,10.694573643410855,29.837209302325586,10.746095033038511,3.4228511627906983,550,20,99,16,9,180,78,129,0.054000000000000006,0.747,0.19899999999999998,0.9494,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,12,3,1,0,6,0,7,2,1,1,0,19,18,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,17,17,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,3,1,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6071041341902157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346587524280856,0.140111191607718,0.0,0.0,0.45803481639280796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856787500589485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028271109456958,0.12029546467709094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978400556902764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753487959966357,0.0925409055120316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226521730855632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431563181102351,0.0,0.0,0.11239940414765856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167381092807321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341823681836806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068564040721504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118686157718547,0.1078953735842569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935356968061645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863763149420172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,w1sem4n,2019/02/03,"I'm back on Ritalin n I feel like crap I took various doses of Concerta from Gr.1-2nd yr high school, I had to transition to two doses of 1 and a half tablets of 10mg Ritalin a day in 3rd yr high school. I tried to stop taking for three sems in college but now I'm back on my Ritalin and it's making me feel nauseous and a little pukey. Is this normal?",0.7471978021978032,2.274171192307694,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,80.66666666666667,7.534065934065935,22.68131868131868,8.418075326091056,1.2900087912087912,275,9,64,6,7,98,54,78,0.051,0.922,0.026000000000000002,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,2,6,1,1,0,9,9,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,6,1,12,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,6,36,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34880746438139554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462743929540364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293650095448432,0.16203389191130996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792767502807255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080844456784876,0.2273243030576103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139816743253945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222671698955307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590898749317708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189624231728078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053371679227336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519954725118488,0.1539898455419176,0.0,0.2215614833173643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toritechnocolor,2019/02/03,"Saving art references, never using them I do this so much it hurts. I can’t count how many different art references I have saved on my phone, my laptop, tagged and/or archived on different websites...and it’s ALWAYS “I’ll practice drawing later” because I never get to it!!! *internal screaming* ",1.9262264150943407,4.465846622641514,3.1751132075471697,81.73851886792453,101.64150943396228,5.8935849056603775,26.054716981132078,7.1686216300943375,2.3073864150943404,233,11,36,5,10,75,41,53,0.085,0.8590000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.3484,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,8,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,3,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,22,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449112037453964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942454713797476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6150371308239141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377845755338942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150928694951294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29841059506014805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637089120965802,0.0,0.4540202721692266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542118764149209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lazer_wizard,2019/02/03,"My smartphone is not my enemy. Hi all, A got an ADHD diagnosis late last year after seeing a therapist for depression. He was quick to spot a whole raft of ADHD type behaviours in my life and history, and wanted to address that as a possible underlying reason for my constant low mood. Anyways, long story short: Started medication, started some behavioral work and I'm feeling SO MUCH BETTER. But here's the thing I really wanted to share. Before my diagnosis I was just about to sell my smartphone and switch to a pager or something because I would get so upset with myself for getting off track so easily all the time. Once I realized that it was a little more biologically driven, and that I would benefit from a lot more structure in my life, it's become a really great tool. I have multiple calenders and alarms to help me maintain good routines and habits. I have limiters on my social media accounts now that help a lot. I have multiple lists and a notepad to put down my occasionally racing thoughts. It has been possibly MY MOST valuble tool. Also learning to let go of shame and guilt surrounding the way my mind works and instead Leaning into it has been transformative for me. 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This entire week, I have been a living, breathing avatar if this meme. It's been terrible, and I dread going into work today. But I have to go. Got any stories to cheer me up?",0.8681632653061229,2.8995354081632674,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,82.6734693877551,4.736326530612245,15.922448979591836,5.6839178017228535,-0.7835828571428571,181,3,41,1,5,58,35,49,0.126,0.8059999999999999,0.068,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,1,1,0,0,8,13,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,2,6,1,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283968208780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817547977849229,0.0,0.26861851585501945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965711873524692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6389609516128947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183567110827599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694072274367883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445106193614753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SalixViminalis,2019/02/03,"do you date neurotypical people? I'm feeling completely sad because after ~years~ of being alone, i somehow miraculously started talking to a guy on a dating site and we hit it off, it was so exciting. he's definitely got his own neurodiversity stuff but it seemed like our needs& desires would work together so sweet. But after lengthy writing back and forth, he can't meet up with me irl because his social anxiety is overwhelming. I'm crushed. my question is for all the adhders, single or 'shipped, do you think dating neurotypical people works better than dating someone ""like us""? i always feel like the manic pixie dream girl when i date normal guys.i hate that. but this beautiful intriguing nd guy I've been talking with leaves me feeling doubtful that anything will work out with anyone. 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At the start of my work year I'm always so keen and ready to keep a diary and for the first few months I manage, with great difficulty to keep the bare minimum written down, but then things slowly drop off until it gets to a point where I struggle to record absolutely anything. There's been times when I have come home and I've said to myself ""right, don't forget to write down what you've done today and plan for next week!"" But by time I'm ready to go to bed I've done none of that. I know I'd be so much more effective at my job if I did this, in fact it's just best practice and those who I work with who do are amazing at their jobs, but no matter how hard I try I lose the will or motivation to do this so quickly that it just never ends up getting done. Does anyone else suffer this problem too? 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I’m a french student and I am 16. I started smoking cannabis last year, it helped me with my « ADHD ». In 4 days, I’ll see a pediatric neurologist to probably have medicine to deal with it. But I am scared that she will not be agree about it because of weed. Can someone help me please ? I’m getting stressed out ",0.3589386401326706,2.778840582089554,2.1073631840796025,93.21321724709786,90.94029850746269,5.365837479270317,26.84742951907131,6.937597516519254,1.3083678275290225,257,13,56,4,9,84,53,67,0.113,0.81,0.076,-0.3421,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,8,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33358108796189545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920200995642112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900748060403707,0.2861589544966109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501708111333833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720940533942346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262538077720479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468475148260865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992637176424792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778925669311422,0.0,0.2211846263757687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351812612013552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646305286950488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31795157783958816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787437761579362 adhd,username0121,2019/02/03,"Hey Canadian ADHD’ers... save on your meds Althought meds are far less expensive in Canada than USA, you can get brand name drugs at close to the same price as generic. Check out www.innoviCares.ca and www.rxhelp.ca. Other tips for saving: Use these discount card with an employer-sponsored drug plan. Purchase your drugs at Costco as they will honour multiple cards at the same, have lower markup, and the lowest dispensing fees. 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He pointed out to me that I tend to start humming, singing, or bobbing along to music at random. A lot of times we’ll be out at a store and he’s not even aware of the background music on a conscious level until I start wiggling and humming along to it. All my life I’ve wondered how people just ignore “ambient” music. When my boyfriend chuckled at me the other night, it kind of clicked that this is probably a quirk I’ve acquired courtesy of ADHD. Any other people out there have trouble ignoring background music?",7.630043620501635,7.21482491603054,7.2917775354416605,76.11633587786261,63.19847328244275,9.012431842966192,37.034896401308615,7.957251820313856,2.9973873500545265,548,24,95,5,7,173,77,131,0.062,0.887,0.051,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,9,0,6,2,0,1,1,22,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,11,1,2,2,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,10,3,26,6,2,19,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,4,8,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30359520073355145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178746304933046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685040828476064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630605686287705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843006894530905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476499014913186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741257871673385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35026409201721725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880366216212395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723626479697661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576056444750061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730235289608026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739511493077141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustFocus4Head,2019/02/03,"Parents don't believe that ADHD exists, let alone that I have it Hi all. As the title states, my parents don't believe that ADHD is a thing. This isn't a shock to me, since where I live (Italy) ADHD isn't well known, and it's summarized with ""You're just lazy"". I always struggled with studying, even if I have had top grades since I started school: during Elementary School I studied either before the tests or during the ride to school, but the situation changed during High School. &#x200B; I started struggling last year, but now that I'm currently on my final year I've been having massive problems focusing: subjects are harder and the amount of material that I have to study has increased substantially. I still have top grades, but I can only study when panics kicks in (AKA pulling all-nighters multiple times a week). This resulted in sleeping disorders (I fall asleep at school or in the middle of the day, while at night I can't sleep easily anymore) and depression, which brought, sadly, suicidal thoughts. &#x200B; Last year my parents convinced me to visit a therapist, and during my visits I discovered what ADHD was: I decided to ask if it was my case (I checked the symptoms before asking, and I found them relatable to my experiences, especially involuntary leg movement and massive lack of focus, traits that I share with my father), but she denied it, affirming that ""You don't have the grades of someone struggling with ADHD"". This occurred around February 2018 I think. During Summer Break I decided to visit a psychiatrist that confirmed my doubts and asked my parents if they were ok with me taking Ritalin (Keep in mind that I'm 18, but since this problem is massive I decided to bring them with me). Obviously everything went horribly: my mother thinks that meds are going to smash my brain into a pulp or give me addiction, and she decided that I wouldn't take them, and while my father doesn't have a strong opinion about them, he agreed with my mother. They are extremely protective, and they're scared that I might ruin myself over these meds. &#x200B; I explained the situation to my therapist, whom still believes that I don't have anything and that meds would just damage my liver and cause addiction. &#x200B; I started this year and it's incredibly difficult: my grades are still good, but I haven't slept well since September, I've had multiple fights with my parents because they found me studying during the middle of the night, and my stress level skyrocketed: I've started coping with obsessive habits (Rearranging objects in particular orders, doing sequences of action precisely and other micro habits or my obsession with numbers, like counting letters in words or commas and other punctuation signs), binge gaming and more. When I confront my parents about this, they keep saying that's ""All in my head"" and that ""You just need to focus more"". &#x200B; How can I explain to them that I actually have a problem and that it's the only reason I keep struggling? **TL:DR**: Always struggled with focus. Last year I discovered ADHD and, after an initial negation, I got diagnosed by another doctor. Parents don't believe in this diagnosis and that the problem is not real. I need help convincing them that I actually have a problem.",9.117062818336162,8.916619008488965,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,60.103565365025474,11.26723259762309,39.03395585738539,10.668919840407755,4.3813415959252975,2632,118,413,54,31,837,267,589,0.185,0.767,0.048,-0.9981,8,1,0,0,1,0,106.0,0,2,10,3,17,33,2,11,24,1,41,14,8,4,4,94,71,41,1,13,19,11,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,40,34,0,4,14,1,1,13,13,24,2,0,13,1,76,9,48,54,8,66,0,4,0,0,43,21,0,11,30,288,116,11,0.0,0.0,0.08995096090764132,0.10048598353198927,0.3323346972609905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773352407640551,0.0,0.0,0.07669822658667381,0.24968298013184065,0.2800113216536545,0.0,0.048327545156159314,0.0,0.0,0.045707156428955766,0.0,0.0,0.03792670004760198,0.04102831082425289,0.12925886757995675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028094967402769136,0.0,0.07843540673619706,0.2077026860245545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144972559737231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047345324936042384,0.04875525390797275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02972310632549548,0.0,0.03969573933493736,0.046778600234026704,0.0,0.0,0.052821123598005636,0.04717327340703746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03044085226600475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142114433204554,0.04508314889787098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504874214663387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106676726071044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421204582558698,0.026193012694432062,0.038656634676269314,0.03686098111444824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729983755700922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030891980253567125,0.04869476304170451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289605383858905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270421709077667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712835480837363,0.0,0.022516389322414596,0.0,0.04069676619756584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535809566424756,0.0,0.0,0.04889234646621996,0.04653599086831388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834770186788253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975209222771547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010437683784176,0.0,0.054074627215882264,0.3582288063621704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050113861334086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245851472738281,0.0,0.04738639357753228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366512236096818,0.0461423750900661,0.23321883089002596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249869567836447,0.10361024058872914,0.092243062128616,0.0,0.0390504218531209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048599287062507,0.0,0.11041840000875433,0.0,0.05279393086029501,0.2409072113251925,0.0,0.05041306144688151,0.0,0.0,0.04790333517888522,0.06930525150620773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107024013302254,0.03061898318740238,0.05906297502620988,0.0,0.036588919759779535,0.02687442727315175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036969211489513,0.0,0.08287773748919684,0.042724266414213584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032739768107732936,0.0,0.2800113216536545,0.14839659900903285 adhd,gorganzolla,2019/02/03,"Not diagnosed...yet I am a 32 year old male and have only recently become aware that I may have ADHD. After talking with a friend of mine about the things I feel, it made me realise that I am completely not normal, and that others don’t suffer what I’ve been going through for a number of years. I noticed this change started about 5-7 years ago, but never really knew what it was, and got too distracted to even research it (oh, the irony). Basically, I find it difficult to concentrate on tasks, and am often skipping between tasks trying to settle in to what I’m going to actually do for the day, instead of just doing a task. Some days I’ll start work, and won’t have got much done by lunch time, because I’ve spent the whole morning analysing each task that needs to be done and which one has the highest priority. This happens so often, that I can’t actually get anything done. I am very easily distracted, to the point that right now I’m hearing my wife’s conversation with my son in the other room and can’t even remember what I was going to type now. I also think I may have some autism markers too. I get sensory overload. For example, my family and I were at a cafe today and there were so many noises going on and in the end I just had to shut my ears with my hands and close my eyes. I could hear the noises of the coffee grinder, my daughter crying, my wife telling me what coffee she wanted, whilst trying to remember everyone’s order, whilst hearing a car revving it’s engine outside and many many more things. It was all too much and I just shut down. My lapsing concentration is affecting my quality of my work, and since I have my own business, it’s a huge problem for me. There have been days where I’ve managed to get absolutely nothing done at all, because I was skipping between tasks that much. I would start a task, realise that I was supposed to finish another task, then realise that I needed to call my wife, then realised that I needed to sort out the insurance paperwork from 2 weeks ago, then remembered that my daughter needed to be somewhere on Tuesday, oh and Tuesday was tomorrow, which meant that I needed to get some work done today because I would be taking the day off tomorrow, oh no but it’s already mid day and I haven’t achieved anything....you get the picture. Like I said, I haven’t been diagnosed as yet and haven’t even seen a psychologist about it but will make an appointment tomorrow if I don’t get distracted. From your experiences, is this typical ADHD or is it something different? This is one of my first posts on reddit and I’m glad ive found a group I can relate to.",6.687694114396244,6.1730592166344325,7.177028875379938,76.49375,65.15087040618954,10.325752970433824,34.13159712627798,9.784248007369934,3.142866869300912,2073,81,399,38,28,682,238,517,0.059000000000000004,0.9059999999999999,0.035,-0.9111,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,5,24,9,0,3,24,0,53,5,3,3,3,68,92,30,0,12,10,6,2,1,1,6,1,5,1,1,37,24,1,0,9,0,1,5,12,6,0,3,26,9,51,3,53,56,12,65,0,1,2,0,19,21,0,10,38,283,88,7,0.0,0.0,0.14205598401584196,0.0,0.1749476676537517,0.0,0.1290396238237222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032043213655578,0.0582064097567396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632177480880083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059896132752463936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310780229656224,0.0803856891002951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432196958880738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699723827242554,0.0,0.07631404373909945,0.0,0.0,0.0581131710488916,0.0,0.07995127778034201,0.2347026132056067,0.0,0.0,0.07387558754321047,0.0,0.07604518827980335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724233645463295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064466207024819,0.0,0.0,0.1442220909913869,0.0,0.0,0.06954951110541686,0.0,0.07119802851017389,0.06861554041635261,0.0,0.03680245464086072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652448174849357,0.0619111726550145,0.0,0.0798053680008029,0.056233772799196315,0.0,0.22816401492429475,0.0,0.16546234326356815,0.0,0.11642617024133395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436383540362367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610310271496744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035559240383919916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887124817610821,0.04858477934975623,0.22137873063667815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051679811524822,0.26984703515375835,0.056136540949494725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131417898680348,0.06983949634795415,0.08286659151733054,0.07637597006572068,0.0,0.0986424595827457,0.055356530575267134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880567219358716,0.0,0.06970823558095691,0.0,0.0,0.06964574009274598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662815230306157,0.0,0.07186674193563111,0.0,0.24735480323323056,0.06215828229961834,0.06923552560520327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020878503445256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560337103702023,0.0,0.0,0.15455351391315258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472551710864158,0.05850209888593062,0.06361759492704161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671069085558748,0.04663790665263806,0.0,0.0,0.04244171682690097,0.0,0.1379839826901492,0.0,0.0,0.09883293562441266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060055527841866914,0.042930679080939865,0.0,0.05838400905827799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126223231450176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896578222640706,0.0,0.0,0.10340923383286263,0.0,0.0,0.14061411696409135 adhd,ChampionPig,2019/02/03,"Wish my mother would understand me and take me to some kind of doctor I've always had struggle to concentrate on basically anything I don't have massive interest in, but i've been able to pretty much push through it in school. But now when the first year of high school has been completed, and harded advanced courses are coming where you really need to focus and get shit done, my grades are slowly starting to drop, because when the teacher is talking, i can focus on it for like 5 second, then I just drift off and start to focus on other things. But what about studying on your free time? It's impossible. I sit down, start to read but my mind just starts to drift off to other things, my eyes jump from row to row and I get super frustrated. I sleep from 8-9 hours per night, eat right amount at the right time, I don't drink drinks that have caffeine or anything, I excercise many hours per week. I've talked to my mom many times about this, but her respond to this is just ""You stay up all night playing video games"" ""You don't sleep enough"" ""You're too much on your phone"". SHe just doesn't acknowledge the fact that I can't focus at all and I want to get help on it, but I have no clue how to it on my own? Any tips how to talk more about this to my mom?",4.1949794801641564,4.766285255813955,4.46138166894665,90.10762653898769,70.47286821705426,7.620975832193342,24.47879616963064,7.510576382923642,0.8433198358413128,988,24,219,10,17,309,146,258,0.068,0.8220000000000001,0.11,0.9022,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,0,3,15,9,2,1,4,0,19,8,4,2,3,31,32,18,0,4,11,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,7,3,0,2,6,1,6,6,3,0,2,4,2,27,7,40,27,9,46,0,0,1,0,17,19,1,2,19,141,42,5,0.10975532949289074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132522645421387,0.0,0.0,0.07463738772578403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806385688250112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690583014672855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454449795708957,0.11507637479076767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233923046749476,0.0,0.11231780830771068,0.0,0.21503687722539366,0.0,0.11230710251927342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340659481508512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933578271981168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202788902760013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831921708189326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356668381603243,0.1159625315949774,0.0,0.0,0.21617378204596407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429328606169953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053620910034392816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254935465129366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082159506041066,0.2570882307895508,0.0,0.0,0.16136559157468536,0.08138218611424823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599588339830907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116606278474752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978503084378828,0.0,0.07031207451897803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874609033879936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215650600838535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126622684979869,0.0,0.0,0.21966918695848053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310741548490595,0.116984577828155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474010082287345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825223485593652,0.264651529165188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458331279786404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919976457688516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425916873168752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473653699743921,0.0,0.08803910497977832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621321232614566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796703703750725,0.0,0.0,0.07067883372359378 adhd,LadyWhoStruggles,2019/02/03,"NHS UK Elvanse-Lost prescription help! Hello I take 60mg Elvanse daily which is prescribed on the NHS for me. I have lost the medication, I think it has fallen out my bag when I slipped on the ice on my way to work. I have a video appointment tonight to ask for a new prescription-has anyone else had any experience with this? Will they prescribe it to me early? Or have people had trouble getting more? Thanks in advance! 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Hi readers: I am prescribed Vyvanse and have been for several years. To this day, I still can be shocked how the efficiency and duration can sometimes vary day by day. Also, over the years, the ""comedown"" has become worse, and I have tried to think of healthy ways to mitigate tolerance and comedown issues. I have put together a list of vitamins, etc. and would love to hear suggestions and feedback. I am especially looking to improve those hours subsequent to 5pm and having a better night's sleep. I now want to try a different routine to help with the duration. By doing so, I want to have a ""**Vyvanse Vitamin Shake**"" to drink in the mornings. Here it goes: **\*Wake up and take 1-2 Tums 30 minutes - 1 hour before starting The Shake. This is to change your body's PH and increase the absorption of** **your stimulant.** \*Go on a **15-30 minute run** to get your body moving! This is a personal preference. \***Eat a Protein Rich Breakfast.** I prefer Eggs with some veggies. \*Currently **avoiding** coffee and juices in the morning. \- The Shake (Or Water), which I would drink in the morning either immediately or over a few hours, would have the following blended up, with maybe a few additions for taste: (Dosage of Vitamins/Vyvanse may vary.) * **50MG of Vyvanse** poured into 12 ounces of water. * **SPINACH SPINACH SPINACH.** My favorite green to have while on Vyvanse. * **Magnesium Citrate (100mg/1-2x) or Magnesium Glycinate (200mg/1x)** (Glycinate > Citrate > Oxide) (Lowers Tolerance / Prevents Jaw Clenching or Grinding / Better Sleep / Helps Anxiety / Muscle Relaxer) (Anecdotal : Helps increase euphoria and reduces comedown / Helps Focus on stimulants / Removes stimulant headaches) * **Fish Oil (1200mg/360mg Omega-3 / 1x)** (Lowers Heart Rate on Stimulants / Heart support / Brain support) (Anecdotal : Makes stimulants much easier on the body / Less Anxiety / Better memory) * **Vitamin D (2000UI/1x)** (Improves Mood / Helps Cardiovascular System / Reduces Blood Pressure) * **Vitamin B-Complex** (Increases Energy and Mood) * **ALCAR (500mg/1x)** Reduces Neurotoxicity * **R-ALA (100mg/1x)** Reduces Neurotoxicity * **L-Tyrosine (500mg / 1x)** (Dopamine Precursor) (Repletes Dopamine / Mental Health Booster / Increase Mood, Focus and Motivation) (Anecdotal Experience : Took it on vyvanse comedown. Extreme euphoria was felt very similar to peaking euphoria. Lasted 30-40 minutes) * **L-Phenylalanine (500mg / 1x)** (Dopamine Precursor / Breaks down into L-tyrosine) (Repletes Dopamine / Mental Health Booster/ Increases Mood, Focus and Motivation) (Anecdotal Experience : Took in conjunction with L-Tyrosine but no change) * **L-Theanine (200mg/1-2x)** (Found naturally in Green Tea) (Very Useful in Conjunction with Caffeine) (Stimulates Dopamine / Lowers Anxiety / Relaxation) (Anecdotal : Takes edge off of stimulants and caffeine / Removes jitters / May help tolerance) * **Rhodiola Rosea (400mg/1x)** (Increases Wakefulness / Reduces Anxiety) (Anecdotal : May help memory and help caffeine tolerance) I would then have a healthy, large-sized lunch and dinner. After lunch, I may treat myself to a small amount of coffee or tea as an afternoon booster. (Anyone else get the afternoon tiredness bug?) After dinner, when I'm ready to start clearing my system and hope for a good night's sleep, I would have a 45 minute - 1 hour workout and subsequently start my night-time Detox Shake which would include: * **WATER WATER WATER** * **VITAMIN C through fruits high in anti-oxidants (blueberries, etc.)** are my favorite. * **Melatonin** I prefer to keep this dosage low as I do not like feeling groggy the following day. (Helps neurotoxicity / Very useful for sleep after stimulant use) (Anecdotal : Lowers Anxiety) * **L-Tyrosine** (Stated Above) * **R-ALA** (Stated Above) * **ALCAR** (Stated Above) * **Magnesium Citrate or Magnesium Glycinate** (Stated Above) * **Taurine** (Takes the edge off of stimulants while still maintaining focus and being safer a lot safer than benzos) (May Promote sleep and relaxation) (May improve mood) (May have anti-oxidant like effects) * **MORE WATER AND VITAMIN C** to flush out my system. If you have any suggestions or tips, please share! For anyone on the journey of being diagnosed with ADHD and trying to maintain a healthy lifestyle, the process can be tolling. Please share your knowledge to help others! Let's try to help each other decrease dependence on Benzos, more stimulants, alcohol, and/or other drugs.",3.9350929560453767,5.5519634476987445,4.250833872521536,71.16904121554589,120.2412831241283,7.782395145868381,33.40298925937109,7.489067907523996,4.565879385756807,3580,213,456,113,194,1118,338,717,0.044000000000000004,0.769,0.187,0.9985,6,1,4,0,0,0,359.0,0,5,0,8,9,30,0,6,35,0,42,51,16,22,1,99,73,45,0,13,11,0,2,2,0,13,14,1,0,1,12,36,21,3,12,6,1,22,2,8,0,0,6,9,25,17,78,49,20,89,0,1,3,1,24,28,0,19,32,253,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942738786138497,0.0,0.0,0.06173773782665123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239606427215384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039285057201271935,0.0,0.22096651307443246,0.0,0.0,0.08078717724420766,0.059191402700429135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380157552847733,0.049157359587370206,0.0,0.0,0.1532765673635089,0.0,0.19250577323678011,0.0,0.06448956579948198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222437023567888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490254961624859,0.0,0.0,0.05863455213362696,0.0,0.0603565495041995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318370430137857,0.06699396595925151,0.059112344108134075,0.04825877864587028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288559234892825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301878342556534,0.0,0.0,0.029209858317848468,0.0,0.055467519956712716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633409786128519,0.0,0.0,0.060364076383921016,0.0,0.03283158454261055,0.04845408904705857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842179693459307,0.06511012043479088,0.1369136307336991,0.4259364665444415,0.0610363629505649,0.0,0.0573778799530126,0.2275642181983073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060296066911180085,0.0,0.05134794571139654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047089632578629685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907295137432509,0.0,0.05644625520991198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851160341297255,0.0,0.0,0.04911333326120817,0.05213898528411205,0.0,0.03856140942388834,0.0,0.058036955966517374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643559218095302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139954878519505,0.0424670308573692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626375260933767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044186312892002,0.0,0.1268265329181317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807403183746807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526278622673387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34686569980421256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713524534900416,0.0,0.12266807439839905,0.0,0.09226916295677663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111167458107348,0.0,0.0,0.13030581384152706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701618978566969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283674796503131,0.15688605963369054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968219901948107,0.0,0.1429969938078709,0.06814757687662472,0.0458545256158655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887178044861,0.24622561987983765,0.0,0.0,0.07440297980287874 adhd,FlmodafinilCoUk,2019/02/03,"Flmodafinil - 15% OFF Flmodafinil is 3-4 times more potent that Modafinil (which is already used to tread ADHD). 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Hi readers: I am prescribed Vyvanse and have been for several years. To this day, I still can be shocked how the efficiency and duration can sometimes vary day by day. Also, over the years, the ""comedown"" has become worse, and I have tried to think of healthy ways to mitigate tolerance and comedown issues. I have put together a list of vitamins, etc. and would love to hear suggestions and feedback. I am especially looking to improve those hours subsequent to 5pm and having a better night's sleep. I now want to try a different routine to help with the duration. By doing so, I want to have a ""**Vyvanse Vitamin Shake**"" to drink in the mornings. Here it goes: **\*Wake up and take 1-2 Tums 30 minutes - 1 hour before starting The Shake. This is to change your body's PH and increase the absorption of** **your stimulant.** \*Go on a **15-30 minute run** to get your body moving! This is a personal preference. \***Eat a Protein Rich Breakfast.** I prefer Eggs with some veggies. \*Currently **avoiding** coffee and juices in the morning. \- The Shake (Or Water), which I would drink in the morning either immediately or over a few hours, would have the following blended up, with maybe a few additions for taste: (Dosage of Vitamins/Vyvanse may vary.) * **50MG of Vyvanse** poured into 12 ounces of water. * **SPINACH SPINACH SPINACH.** My favorite green to have while on Vyvanse. * **Magnesium Citrate (100mg/1-2x) or Magnesium Glycinate (200mg/1x)** (Glycinate > Citrate > Oxide) (Lowers Tolerance / Prevents Jaw Clenching or Grinding / Better Sleep / Helps Anxiety / Muscle Relaxer) (Anecdotal : Helps increase euphoria and reduces comedown / Helps Focus on stimulants / Removes stimulant headaches) * **Fish Oil (1200mg/360mg Omega-3 / 1x)** (Lowers Heart Rate on Stimulants / Heart support / Brain support) (Anecdotal : Makes stimulants much easier on the body / Less Anxiety / Better memory) * **Vitamin D (2000UI/1x)** (Improves Mood / Helps Cardiovascular System / Reduces Blood Pressure) * **Vitamin B-Complex** (Increases Energy and Mood) * **ALCAR (500mg/1x)** Reduces Neurotoxicity * **R-ALA (100mg/1x)** Reduces Neurotoxicity * **L-Tyrosine (500mg / 1x)** (Dopamine Precursor) (Repletes Dopamine / Mental Health Booster / Increase Mood, Focus and Motivation) (Anecdotal Experience : Took it on vyvanse comedown. Extreme euphoria was felt very similar to peaking euphoria. Lasted 30-40 minutes) * **L-Phenylalanine (500mg / 1x)** (Dopamine Precursor / Breaks down into L-tyrosine) (Repletes Dopamine / Mental Health Booster/ Increases Mood, Focus and Motivation) (Anecdotal Experience : Took in conjunction with L-Tyrosine but no change) * **L-Theanine (200mg/1-2x)** (Found naturally in Green Tea) (Very Useful in Conjunction with Caffeine) (Stimulates Dopamine / Lowers Anxiety / Relaxation) (Anecdotal : Takes edge off of stimulants and caffeine / Removes jitters / May help tolerance) * **Rhodiola Rosea (400mg/1x)** (Increases Wakefulness / Reduces Anxiety) (Anecdotal : May help memory and help caffeine tolerance) I would then have a healthy, large-sized lunch and dinner. After lunch, I may treat myself to a small amount of coffee or tea as an afternoon booster. (Anyone else get the afternoon tiredness bug?) After dinner, when I'm ready to start clearing my system and hope for a good night's sleep, I would have a 45 minute - 1 hour workout and subsequently start my night-time Detox Shake which would include: * **WATER WATER WATER** * **VITAMIN C through fruits high in anti-oxidants (blueberries, etc.)** are my favorite. * **Melatonin** I prefer to keep this dosage low as I do not like feeling groggy the following day. (Helps neurotoxicity / Very useful for sleep after stimulant use) (Anecdotal : Lowers Anxiety) * **L-Tyrosine** (Stated Above) * **R-ALA** (Stated Above) * **ALCAR** (Stated Above) * **Magnesium Citrate or Magnesium Glycinate** (Stated Above) * **Taurine** (Takes the edge off of stimulants while still maintaining focus and being safer a lot safer than benzos) (May Promote sleep and relaxation) (May improve mood) (May have anti-oxidant like effects) * **MORE WATER AND VITAMIN C** to flush out my system. If you have any suggestions or tips, please share! For anyone on the journey of being diagnosed with ADHD and trying to maintain a healthy lifestyle, the process can be tolling. Please share your knowledge to help others! Let's try to help each other decrease dependence on Benzos, more stimulants, alcohol, and/or other drugs.",3.9350929560453767,5.5519634476987445,4.250833872521536,71.16904121554589,120.2412831241283,7.782395145868381,33.40298925937109,7.489067907523996,4.565879385756807,3580,213,456,113,194,1118,338,717,0.044000000000000004,0.769,0.187,0.9985,6,1,4,0,0,0,359.0,0,5,0,8,9,30,0,6,35,0,42,51,16,22,1,99,73,45,0,13,11,0,2,2,0,13,14,1,0,1,12,36,21,3,12,6,1,22,2,8,0,0,6,9,25,17,78,49,20,89,0,1,3,1,24,28,0,19,32,253,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942738786138497,0.0,0.0,0.06173773782665123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239606427215384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039285057201271935,0.0,0.22096651307443246,0.0,0.0,0.08078717724420766,0.059191402700429135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380157552847733,0.049157359587370206,0.0,0.0,0.1532765673635089,0.0,0.19250577323678011,0.0,0.06448956579948198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222437023567888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490254961624859,0.0,0.0,0.05863455213362696,0.0,0.0603565495041995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318370430137857,0.06699396595925151,0.059112344108134075,0.04825877864587028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288559234892825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301878342556534,0.0,0.0,0.029209858317848468,0.0,0.055467519956712716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633409786128519,0.0,0.0,0.060364076383921016,0.0,0.03283158454261055,0.04845408904705857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842179693459307,0.06511012043479088,0.1369136307336991,0.4259364665444415,0.0610363629505649,0.0,0.0573778799530126,0.2275642181983073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060296066911180085,0.0,0.05134794571139654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047089632578629685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907295137432509,0.0,0.05644625520991198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851160341297255,0.0,0.0,0.04911333326120817,0.05213898528411205,0.0,0.03856140942388834,0.0,0.058036955966517374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643559218095302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139954878519505,0.0424670308573692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626375260933767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044186312892002,0.0,0.1268265329181317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807403183746807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526278622673387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34686569980421256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713524534900416,0.0,0.12266807439839905,0.0,0.09226916295677663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111167458107348,0.0,0.0,0.13030581384152706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701618978566969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283674796503131,0.15688605963369054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968219901948107,0.0,0.1429969938078709,0.06814757687662472,0.0458545256158655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887178044861,0.24622561987983765,0.0,0.0,0.07440297980287874 adhd,hyperlemonz,2019/02/03,"ADHD and weed (how it actually helps me focus and be up to 3x more productive) Hey guys! As someone with ADHD (one of the more hyperactive ones to my knowledge too), I've obsessively looked through a lot of the ADHD threads to better understand my own manifestation of it as well as it in others. From what I've seen, most people seem to say that ADHD + weed is a bad combination, which to me is mind-blowing because it's probably one of the best ""cures"" to my ADHD when I need to focus on doing something I don't particular care about doing. Don't get me wrong, honestly I love my ADHD because it makes me an extremely vibrant, energetic person who can pull butt loads of energy out of my ass and put it into the things I'm passionate about (i make music, i'm a very social person and I love talking to people, and I study computer science at school). However, the problem is that I'm completely shit at following deadlines and doing the necessary day-to-day things in life, as i see them as an obstacle to me doing what i actually feel like doing at the moment. I'm a pretty heavy stoner, but I'm extremely high functioning, to the point where people can't even tell I'm high even though I've smoked quite a lot (other than the fact that my eyes get a little heavier than normal). I feel that smoking helps me almost dull the vibrant peripherals that I can't seem to NOT notice regularly. Normally, it feels like I'm hyper aware of everything going on around me (unless I'm hyperfocusing on something I like, which in that case everything disappears from my mind except for that thing). I can't bring myself to do work unless I'm either 1) stressed out of my mind as a due date dauntingly approaches, or 2) actually feel like doing it in the moment. Weed for me actually helps me focus by reducing the amount of awareness I have in my peripherals, and I actually prefer to do schoolwork while high and even find it more interesting. I don't experience any memory loss either (to my knowledge) and it also helps me feel creative when doing music as well as less anxious when i get one of my (unfortunately common) ADHD mood swings. I usually just smoke in the afternoon/night, but I've gone a full week of wake and bake + continuous bong hits throughout the day while going to class and doing work, and my productivity is arguably better than when I'm not high. &#x200B; Based on my personal experience, the use of weed to help treat ADHD makes perfect sense to me, which is why I'm so surprised at how different it seems to present in others. I guess the purpose of this post was to see if there are other people with ADHD who have similar interactions with weed, or if different, how so? &#x200B;",10.362583605961467,7.127567982824428,10.692955288985825,62.84230279898222,60.01145038167939,13.874082151944744,40.21955652490004,12.031772070788634,4.72671366775718,2149,80,390,51,21,735,238,524,0.055999999999999994,0.79,0.154,0.9947,3,0,4,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,1,8,23,27,1,2,26,0,27,10,5,7,2,66,69,41,0,7,14,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,1,4,33,19,1,0,13,0,0,9,8,8,2,4,3,11,44,18,77,64,13,54,0,2,5,5,20,28,3,12,20,265,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.2673416089369348,0.0,0.5926355323488808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486548691457381,0.0,0.0,0.043816514573786366,0.0,0.11873251640062385,0.13315464603573576,0.0372599048444607,0.0,0.0,0.061898476874656376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877579746583293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574837561649124,0.06680043181483328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057499999443842535,0.09691675362449692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055863294996178536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744754613200737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600740208861756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449031522314508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856724161816816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848562156980667,0.1071926431085083,0.0,0.0,0.138520422137501,0.11742856411800848,0.0,0.0,0.050078177579213234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858784447187657,0.0,0.06227821991873943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060358700172009436,0.0542519167829613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362698121071605,0.2315597061690298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870065528811992,0.10707287950082807,0.05491519126503376,0.0,0.0,0.046010820800358884,0.0,0.0,0.09316306271523787,0.09890242085786513,0.0,0.10972068375319943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597052278274446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062699141871965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141784330643245,0.10736751419481178,0.0,0.062380161052257625,0.0,0.0,0.14851178026492368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519413175715305,0.14352472575501446,0.0,0.0,0.05179540794612228,0.0,0.05247483796047519,0.05574236311371334,0.05907419648909231,0.052427792721274985,0.0,0.055080304175506765,0.0,0.05827720118242054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357217306163242,0.0,0.0554516344064837,0.0873230084944579,0.14963959205655236,0.0,0.0,0.056242394484901266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585274333277755,0.0464244183832505,0.08436190781462899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276315128101127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403910289511827,0.047889936639618935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920254521000093,0.0,0.05383209022026746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703958678445474,0.0,0.04732201749384174,0.06034478211134586,0.04520849030058769,0.0,0.0,0.04395020745085392,0.0,0.09852776429221044,0.0,0.04944054900881474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977731367578138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990559196953474,0.13315464603573576,0.0 adhd,Wungan,2019/02/03,"I'm looking for specific experiences from people with ADD/ADHD about their day-to-day As the title says I'd like to know what's the thought process someone with ADD/ADHD goes through when carrying out certain daily life activities. I'm not talking about a scientific explanation, I just want to know what's it like for them, how easily they get distracted, with how frecuency, etc. So I'm gonna ask a few questions, if any of you want to generate any aditional input it will be welcomed. &#x200B; 1. When you read a book, how long does it take before getting distracted? (in number of paragraphs or pages). Or does it happen constanly / each few words? 2. When you can gather enough concentration to read something, how fast or slow do you think you read compared with people without ADD/ADHD? 3. When you watch a movie or TV show do you have to pause the video and go back many times? does this change if you watch a film in the cinema? (since you don't have the option to go back and there might be less distractions, it might make you be more concentrated ""by default"", that's why I'm asking this about the cinema). 4. When you write long texts or have a long conversation with someone, do you sometimes get lost and forget what where you going to write/say? does it happen too with short conversations? 5. Do you have issues playing videogames? are there some type of videogames that are easier for you to follow than others? 6. Do you get tired fast when you have to carry out tasks that require high levels of concentration, like studying or reading a book? how much can you do before burning out from this tasks? 7. Are certain subjects harder for you to study than others? which ones? &#x200B; Of course all this questions are mainly refered to when the person with ADD/ADHD doesn't take the medication. You can answer any or all the questions, thank you very much.",4.320727101038713,6.4866740141643024,4.50948158640227,83.68956704438153,72.31444759206799,7.312898961284231,25.930972615675174,8.131152278815165,1.6428115958451377,1489,50,275,23,30,464,180,353,0.039,0.88,0.081,0.8969,0,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,21,3,2,23,12,0,3,16,0,26,3,0,6,4,55,55,26,0,4,12,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,1,19,14,0,1,9,13,0,4,4,4,0,1,2,4,25,8,43,46,14,29,0,1,3,0,37,9,0,16,19,176,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876586142338926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474869558928716,0.19597496466667844,0.16451566849760438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077665346551822,0.0,0.0,0.12401570108733972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723887995817896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530734673068167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401337841488813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822774713207287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332357426810741,0.0899358853083589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888224358344939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852610274795418,0.0,0.13749019254802844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262090814911207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852015055158554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841681160077994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863622524641818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695903055933271,0.11819116569524032,0.0,0.0,0.21409389414963195,0.06771801997968026,0.0,0.08802903442225989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053828406197623434,0.08175718401051847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812371915976429,0.0,0.17109443672852653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856063464222699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464433978930202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181244976798577,0.0704124962866734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100868619553864,0.0,0.3226507659789834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825771132179822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670696009893815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366534931103629,0.06208128065898825,0.07975588135380329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126379511132758,0.06481607582439719,0.0,0.07424327766864462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167141267499945,0.0,0.06401984225823484,0.04702233916998117,0.09268481608440388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653716226254539,0.09512814765598973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276584132485553,0.0,0.0,0.07773491997274648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597496466667844,0.0 adhd,StupidFeller,2019/02/03,"Depression vs ADHD Hi! I've been trying to classify which symptoms belong in which bucket, so its easier for me to understand and deal with. 1. Not understanding what is going on in a group conversation- keeping track of different people, etc- lost essentially. 2. Feeling hopeless/like I don't understand anything. 3. Obsessive compulsive thinking. 4. Over-complicating things. 5. Not being able to do what you need to do even though you know what to do. Thank-you for your help guys :)",2.836428571428573,5.841991546511629,4.231295681063124,75.66744186046516,92.83720930232559,8.038538205980066,25.910299003322248,8.418075326091056,3.0965043189368773,387,17,61,12,14,127,69,86,0.086,0.7979999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.396,1,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,17,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,12,14,1,4,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,39,12,0,0.19252042925913798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137214358008895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584279094765968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984801090224905,0.1658175636179471,0.0,0.0,0.20114287269118955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471116910110186,0.1271579278222489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734411362508193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941379658300143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062549298531714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904238557592082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112100330491758,0.0,0.0,0.10580419307663297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015879068561147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275145887814936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346942506558687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001024407560434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772469453264038,0.0,0.0,0.12790201864625278,0.12335931743503364,0.18915034426749375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070873409407766,0.0,0.0,0.6012616693690924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuchCommunication,2019/02/03,"Thank you auto reminders from clinics. Without you I would miss so many more appointments I know these reminders are not specifically for ADD/ADHD but I am so happy 95% of my clinics/doctors/specialists use text reminders to remind you about appointments because I would forget most of them.... even if I have phone reminders. I am hopeless with calendar reminders; I don’t know why, but with the text message reminders a day or two before I tend to remember it better and I actually then show up to the appointments ON TIME instead of getting the dreaded call where they are wondering why you are running late when you actually just completely forgot. Saves me money too as a lot of places in Downunderland charge you if you miss the appointment. Anyone else love these handy reminders? Do other countries have these? 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In getting diagnosed a few years ago I can handle office environments much better than I used to. Understanding the discomfort and urge to do something else as something that’s not “me” makes it easier to compartmentalise than to just have have that feeling and not know why. However in getting diagnosed only after extreme difficulty and failure in an academic environment, try as I might, I find it incredibly difficult to write or form nuanced conclusions. Any amount of writing I need to do is extremely draining. Has anyone else experienced this and over come it? Burn out is also a factor but taking a break is not on my cards atm. 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My partner works and volunteers 6 days a week, so cleaning falls to me (I'm a student and usually always home). But i can't make myself do it, and some days i cant even convince myself to get up to take medication to help myself. My poor partner ends up cleaning the kitchen because it's so gross. He'll end up wiping down the table and doing the dishes etc. I feel awful and it's so hard to be the person i want to be for him. Is anyone in the same boat?",3.2485040431266867,3.601381613207547,5.121374663072778,85.31594339622643,72.49056603773585,7.18921832884097,26.46361185983827,6.868970318607317,1.1123574123989215,385,12,83,3,7,133,69,106,0.163,0.7759999999999999,0.061,-0.8933,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,8,1,7,3,0,1,0,13,15,10,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,4,3,3,6,2,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,2,12,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931591012491071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231770644930885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382722849328973,0.14151040759747485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994222296744419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112143274075051,0.0,0.25889749681392143,0.15332630040183876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347539483168351,0.16584088376342546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128358441031513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079518698656134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555985687580672,0.0,0.23285537755761584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341189277636485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549552725729651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385665778138384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269572007365305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745404123217155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556694464678941,0.0,0.13692220419156653,0.0,0.186208729536472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900070656107036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Reindeeraintreal,2019/02/03,"I'm reading about ADHD for the first time in my life, at 23, and things start to make sense I'll start by saying that I wasn't diagnosed by a doctor, I literally just saw a thread about a guy being diagnosed in his 30's and decided to read the sidebar. I'm seen a therapist for a couple of months, and she diagnosed me with CPTSD and depression, anxiety, Avoidant Personality Disorder. However, those were mentioned in our sessions as some markers for me, things to research on my own and learn about, I wasn't recommended to a psychiatrist with those diagnoses. However, reading through the side bar, I tick a lot of those boxes, some when I was young, some right now. Right now, at 23 years old, I have a very hard time focusing, on anything. While writing this post, I had to get out of my chair two times, walk around the room, pet my cat, do anything to distract myself from the current task. Also, browsing twitter/youtube etc. This is a constant for me, I start doing something and no matter how simple or easy the task is (like reading a reddit post or writing something) I distract myself with something. If I manage to maintain my focus for a longer period, IE when I have a more important task, I usually dissociate quite easily and my inner monologue overcomes me. I literally can't focus on a movie, tv show, video game etc. without falling in a form of day dreaming, hearing only the thoughts in my head and not paying attention to the show/game. I'm unable to enjoy shows/movies like I used to, haven't watched a show or movie from start to finish in over a year. Video games are the same way, completely disassociate and my hands go on auto pilot, just pressing buttons without really realizing what's going on (Celeste was the last game I played and where I realized that I do this, however, in the last years i've barely touched any games). When I was a child, from my first years of school, all of my teachers where complaining to my mom that I was extremely energic, always running, always super active. However, I had good excelent grades, never really had to put effort to learn and get good grades. I was also really good at math, if that has any importance. Around 7th grade, due to extensive domestic abuse, my grades dropped and I had troubles learning. I was in a position where I didn't know how to learn. From that point on, the school was always a struggle, and active learning was a problem for me. Now, I have other mental issues as well, so IDK if I fit those criteria because I have ADHD, or because there's an overlap between my CPTSD, depression, and all other issues. I'll see a psychiatrist soon but idk, should I bring up that I think I have ADHD? 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I have a friend who uses the term hyperfixation a lot. They definitely are very obsessive with the things they like but hyperfixation has a very specific meaning and function and I don't think they're aware of that, just due to never having it properly explained to them. On the other hand I'm worried it would come off as gatekeeping and especially worried about not being able to explain the difference between a hyperfixation /specifically/ and obsessive interests (possibly caused by other mental issues), does anyone have any ideas that might help?",10.064654088050313,10.814293452830192,10.001886792452833,54.82031446540881,57.867924528301884,13.481761006289313,41.25157232704403,12.745084868956482,6.019998742138365,510,25,72,17,6,168,78,106,0.08900000000000001,0.755,0.157,0.77,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,2,9,0,11,1,1,3,1,22,19,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,11,16,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,55,14,0,0.20025626808346406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618112937679444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002383883411096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571835044953954,0.0,0.17250304305211722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092251777732468,0.0,0.0,0.17524560970301575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471749596413312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342275552753826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260649513895035,0.0,0.20901551566730092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783509725076456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170250717892646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181377830795581,0.0,0.0,0.2018112174512076,0.21244025420092305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444997935329666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575885320692135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304136622282375,0.12831613059418048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295711874738867,0.0,0.3304647874037263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070013407535845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067399218186689,0.0,0.14225630721347118,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glossagust,2019/02/03,"I don't really understand ADHD/ADD, I feel like half of its description describes me, and half of it not at all. I'm probably just a 100 percent regular person and im sorry that this is taking up space here, ill delete it if necessary. I always get distracted and always forget my surroundings. It starts out by something reminding me of something else and I think about it for a while and one thought leads to the other until eventually I start thinking about how I don't pay attention well and then I finally realize that I'm not paying attention in real life again. My elementary school teachers said I should get checked for ADHD but I never did and I've been fine and it isn't really detrimental unless Im going to cross the street and I don't even look (luckily I remember from one bad experience and I always check now). I looked up ADHD and I think that it doesn't really fit me. I'm not easily stressed or angered at all. I have a great memory too and I do almost perfect in school. I could look at a lesson once and get a perfect score on a test (I'm not trying to brag or anything). I never have mood swings and im pretty sure I don't have anxiety at all. But if someone tells me to bring them a snack from downstairs or anything like that, I'll go and get distracted in a conversation and never get them that snack. Do I have an issue or am I totally fine?",2.466666666666669,4.414093258064519,4.5803211469534055,82.10114838709681,76.99283154121865,8.334967741935483,24.780071684587806,9.065960079200117,2.1101634695340508,1085,38,215,27,25,374,145,279,0.09300000000000001,0.772,0.135,0.9267,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,4,10,15,1,3,11,0,18,4,0,2,10,59,43,29,0,4,14,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,14,17,2,0,11,0,4,5,13,5,1,4,4,5,29,9,27,37,5,31,0,0,3,0,6,15,0,7,13,148,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665413545716093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180187718339448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537779422192721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777273255042111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732172866033068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488524895625665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117048456216086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492728225228798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714815705886472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944696477119166,0.0,0.0,0.051404406649266585,0.07262882936940591,0.0,0.11136801547126172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655763933944189,0.0,0.11555606360040978,0.0,0.0,0.11208499214224704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294439121499853,0.10611087219686284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180833668153502,0.09933585521247136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561166331496336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352287862598568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826891278933123,0.1377804049962879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876914143884286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342890444861924,0.1096110584975568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115715964691398,0.19538581263239804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151655690372807,0.0,0.09670580800972202,0.0,0.0,0.20577892562064745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613963357184397,0.1565319303859206,0.0,0.11380459900612495,0.1439166989592404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645584460593042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581717946332266,0.0,0.07643872570447155,0.0,0.08885887508294432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954266862554041,0.0,0.08070991275719402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902322769983688,0.0,0.0,0.10583587852712922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140820508207058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cuntcounty,2019/02/03,"Not progressing the way I want to After being hospitalized last year and missing a lot of days from school, I’m currently attending an alternative transfer school. I like the school and I’ve made a lot of friends, but whenever I sit down in class I just can’t do the work. It’s my last year in high school, I only need 5 more credits to graduate but my frustrating, inattentive brain is delaying my process and I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t even start a show or movie on Netflix because I don’t finish it. I can’t read books, an activity I really enjoy, because I can’t go 5 minutes without needing to do something else. Even when I’m outside, I feel like I’m not really there and sometimes I don’t even know what the fuck’s going on. I forget EVERYTHING and it makes me so sad because I feel like I’m missing important things and it’s all my fault. I’m currently on Wellbutrin and lithium, I got taken off Focalin because I became more irritable... and I haven’t really talked to my therapist about all this because I don’t wanna be in the hospital again and because I have this belief that I can better my ADHD by myself, without any help. This was just a rant at 1:48 AM because I’m sad and lonely as fuck, and feel as if I’m not being listened to, sorry y’all. 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I struggle socially and I guess he suspects I have social anxiety of some sort. Anyway, we got to know each other over the years. Recently, we had a small discussion class. I zoned out when the others in my class were presenting. Afterwards, my prof actually asked me why I kept looking somewhere else when my peers were presenting. I admitted I got lost in my thoughts as I was thinking of something else related to my course. I am scared he will suspect I have ADHD (I study Medicine so I guess he is familiar with all these disease states). I guess it must have looked really odd to have zoned out when everyone else was paying attention.",3.960932560590095,6.252031773972603,4.7927397260273965,80.70426238145417,73.72602739726028,8.875869336143309,31.09378292939937,9.466822959209583,3.2134695468914645,613,29,111,16,13,198,87,146,0.146,0.835,0.019,-0.945,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,17,0,0,0,2,25,31,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,12,2,27,0,17,16,3,17,0,1,2,0,11,8,0,5,8,78,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.14378091313115982,0.0,0.3541439747109551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271338534936308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774140801029186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539371492985718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36924669523358894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078804611916096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567977351515226,0.0,0.4869291986000932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097326864302051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474541039419845,0.0,0.16083714379403571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677456149274204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438867869170978,0.0,0.1454787821977865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751132745101325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003856552371331,0.0,0.11342821070115795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402996688287732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440842427721012,0.0,0.11697014107376667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294988592423235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488102537552663 adhd,__us3r1999,2019/02/03,Worst feeling of my day I make “things to do” lists and “don’t forget this” lists daily to help with my ADHD and often on random papers or on my phone whenever I need to clear my head. It absolutely kills me to stumble on these lists sometimes from months ago and know that I never took care of probably 90% of what was on the list. maybe next time?¿ ugh. ,5.559583333333332,5.013222458333338,6.016111111111113,83.99000000000002,67.47222222222223,8.866666666666667,26.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.3421000000000003,275,6,59,3,4,89,54,72,0.18600000000000005,0.732,0.083,-0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,2,14,9,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,13,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053193096085353,0.0,0.22520042356883105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590213977515155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384154367597414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128455556950731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607290878718081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028468278265588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810692173789432,0.0,0.13961950079208116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958066932231536,0.0,0.2552278556533981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278067077363385,0.0,0.0,0.1883752131777307,0.19593939326396556,0.0,0.2701855695126587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739093880283842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25126242253418746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877985148239982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813887894563735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822594329868214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DondoMidas,2019/02/03,"Confounding Diagnoses? Having not one but a cocktail of mental issues (ADHD, Depression, Anxiety disorders, all diagnosed), partnered with childhood issues (as of yet undiagnosed, but pretty real PTSD, paranoia, sociopathic tendencies) tends to have overlapping symptoms and blurred lines, making treatment near impossible. To stay on track, I'm posting about this here because my FIRST diagnosis was ADHD when I was in... 2nd grade, I think? My birth-father(I'm adopted, birth parents were too young and split) had ADHD and my adoptive folks ran with it all the way to my amphetamines prescriptions. I never felt like they helped over the past R17 years of trying any number of them, despite reports from my parents that I was ""more manageable."" Recently, I've uncovered that everyone who was suggesting seeking diagnosis to my parents strongly suggested, implied, or outright stated, an expected diagnosis of Aspergers. My parents took with all the stigma that came with it, and after testing saying I could really go either way (again, when I was 7), they got me the ADHD diagnosis. After looking into the nuances of the line, the differences in affectations from treatments, etc, I've started to believe it would be in my best interest to try to somehow get tested and/or flip the diagnosis so I can pursue effective treatment for my real problems. Anyone else doubt their diagnosis? Any advice in how to go about trying to change it?",12.069008264462814,10.941541768595043,11.226363636363633,53.75954545454545,54.86776859504133,14.089256198347108,47.6198347107438,12.872792785125622,6.6175735537190095,1156,62,153,32,11,374,159,242,0.073,0.836,0.091,0.7677,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,4,4,11,7,0,1,10,0,13,3,0,4,4,34,27,12,0,4,5,4,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,9,10,1,0,3,1,0,5,2,3,0,2,12,3,21,4,35,12,7,34,0,1,1,0,14,9,0,4,16,115,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804668926023257,0.09766693115239948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593460693699802,0.0,0.07645908709543511,0.0,0.0,0.06988518005699505,0.10240738633660287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092668835224538,0.0,0.0,0.11260590411020567,0.10488808084594926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143126007729552,0.0,0.0,0.10573054304711052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979944827955418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608409843299261,0.20288795193490106,0.0,0.1044232135248257,0.11454777966939107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349279056507998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146718726460443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955035237993754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095964675378425,0.0,0.0,0.08501476224819793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052218117911366775,0.0,0.11360422659061542,0.0,0.07993664760389205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699228465049907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863714448538012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882899543529512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393020414912933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671531628574537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007229439396234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708519282700063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677265902855207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44391671456176063,0.0,0.0954106030182154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572147999326304,0.10168190513681,0.0,0.09563566286456084,0.11683255032833127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752285364117605,0.06402852848881503,0.0,0.09868548304286427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948176791176648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074291373958222,0.10653007218838766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388307384864333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404192290010736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104465751670987,0.20357210574625628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866635713269034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099939357922233,0.0,0.0,0.06436251169642095 adhd,rcb021514,2019/02/03,"Buying clothes from a department store Knowing what you went to the store to specifically get in men’s clothing. Arriving at store and looking at various other articles of clothing, appliances, home goods, etc and totally forgetting the original item you went there for. Then finding a pair of jeans, knowing your size well enough to also know that each size and brand are never the same. So you buy it without trying it on because who has the time to go into the fitting room and all the hassle that goes with it. You figure worse case scenario you just return them for the correct size if they don’t fit. Of course they wind up not fitting. Ok so you’ll return them but 6 plus months go buy and you definitely don’t have the receipt and/or you exceeded the return policy time frame which is more likely the case. Amazon order? Not exactly what you thought it was gonna be or an article of clothing that doesn’t fit properly? No problems, great return policy. In the back of your mind you know you have 30 days and every couple of days your proud of the fact that your well aware that you have to box it back up and drop it off at the UPS store. Then you just keep putting it off until, oddly enough, you finally say hey I have to do this today because it’s cutting close. I say oddly enough because that’s the day when you discover, as your filling out the return slip, that you missed it by one day. 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Been told by multiple people in my life that I had ADHD, some joking and some more serious. My childhood was marked with extremely high energy/absent-mindedness, frequently getting me into trouble for classroom disruption, neglecting responsibilities. It wasn't until an ex-girlfriend of mine really directed me towards getting tested to see if I had ADHD. Not in a prideful way, but I have always been seen as a successful person in school and when I brought this up to family and friends, some believed me but many others discounted the possibility due to my successes. This made things feel extremely lonely as many of my close relatives made me feel moronic for thinking ADHD could be something that affects me. I am writing this partly as an encouragement for anyone that feels isolated as a result of their diagnosis or searching for such a thing. How YOU feel matters, and I know it can be very tough to feel unheard or cared for by those closest to you when going through this process. ADHD is not your identity by any means, but it is important and those around you should recognize that. There is absolutely a stigma around it, and that is another thing that makes things natural lonely. I hope and pray that all of you can find a way to talk about these things with the people you care about the most. 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I’m sick of feeling like a failure compared to my peers. I’m sick of lashing out at people I care about. Sick of always wanting to fight. Sick of wishing I could be more normal. Sick of being so fucking tired just from getting through another day. I want to be better for those around me. I don’t want to seem like a lazy screw-up. But I do. I’m sick of waking up and panicking as I remember where my life is at right now. I wanna be someone people can depend on, but I can’t even depend on myself. 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I am undiagnosed. But I find caffeine very effective. Just wondering if this is normal or.if there has been studies into this?,4.657499999999999,7.8610375277777775,5.94777777777778,68.45000000000002,76.5,9.155555555555557,34.0,9.516144504307137,4.470633333333333,165,9,23,5,4,55,29,36,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,4,0,11,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567659854783014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34737382751992724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37238440135083134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950345410397673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32825536266367905,0.0,0.3135946049009433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121658260213155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KleinVogeltje,2019/02/03,"Comorbid ADHD and bipolar disorder questions My psychiatrist is hesitant to put me on ADHD meds. Stimulants + bipolar disorder *can* cause a lot of problems. I need help broaching the subject of medicating it. I've been bitching about it since they took me off the meds a year and a half ago. Previous pdoc took me off because she didn't like stimulants. The bipolar disorder is managed well, but the ADHD is pretty much untreated, and it's really fucking me over. I can't concentrate on course work, I'm chronically bored and can't keep myself entertained for more than a few minutes. I can't remember anything, I can't sit still. Executive function is completely borked. I feel stupid, I feel lazy, I feel like a complete failure as a human being. **I have been diagnosed with ADHD**. They just don't want to treat it with meds. Strattera's side effects were too severe, and guanfacine isn't doing much. Tl;dr: I have ADHD + bipolar I, and I need advice on convincing my psychiatrist to treat the ADHD.",2.9697326203208547,5.872782310160428,4.6362299465240655,76.96258021390376,81.51336898395722,7.891978609625668,29.8903743315508,8.710501217029153,3.1852909090909094,800,40,132,21,22,268,108,187,0.225,0.716,0.057999999999999996,-0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,2,5,12,3,0,11,0,19,8,0,4,0,25,30,8,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,6,1,0,3,7,5,1,1,6,3,21,7,17,23,5,14,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,2,5,89,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6822758311705934,0.09245976869008783,0.08387328791803489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786268184394242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057678350754274514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719891178684886,0.0,0.0,0.1984106764434728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960354384261092,0.0,0.0,0.3253218183645626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435253505574405,0.0675952308067298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747296218905283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634205566789071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410096605557528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245130506398276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044097414709768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152983293914991,0.09531783960445388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911046571134728,0.14031633014800213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626068227992984,0.0,0.09053679851149167,0.0,0.0951173822556506,0.1059939910697653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060614814695107724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718392803041044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068915862768122,0.0,0.07826911785310632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556218300746861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024850944162748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580824091662425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507308700688195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688831457434342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093099141692395 adhd,_lifeisabattlefield_,2019/02/03,ADHD and my 10 yr old Ok guys. My son was diagnosed with ADHD last week. He is 10. Since 1st grade his teachers have voiced their opinion on his inattentiveness and restlessness and inability to focus. After several custody hearings I finally got full custody and was able to get the testing done. The Dr prescribed Straterra for him. Does anyone have any advice as to how to help him? His school work has seriously suffered from this. And I think his Dad deciding not to try to see him has amplified everything. He's mad at the world. Did anything specific help you all with your ADHD? ,3.7472977481234366,6.458922495412849,4.621334445371144,79.57910758965807,76.33944954128441,8.000333611342787,29.175145954962467,8.841846274778883,2.8033596330275232,468,21,81,11,11,151,81,109,0.11199999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.064,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,1,5,1,1,3,1,9,2,0,1,1,13,14,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,3,14,1,14,9,2,9,0,1,1,0,18,4,0,1,5,50,15,4,0.17194378538783142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6199290488840788,0.16802147707839998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692767026736355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022709263531282,0.0,0.14149508481419387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451932278040042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046916530161364,0.17595819005894858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453198730729856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883560123465376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983353114711183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751915253837188,0.0,0.0,0.17025138049738262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379314262576827,0.0,0.2305005898520431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015713412241235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042607870657426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401629045307795,0.13701693531716194,0.0,0.0,0.19424753563555724,0.0,0.14223367609086546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017463489076457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167385435918378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792293314886633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251771236029416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oasiseses,2019/02/03,"It’s so painful Whenever I first got diagnosed I was hopeful. I was upbeat and was looking forward to this next phase of my life. Fast forward seven months later and I am coming home each day and crying for an hour before I fall asleep. I am doing CBT plus medication to battle the ADHD and co-morbid depression and anxiety but it just all hurts so much. I don’t know what to do with myself, I feel like I keeping myself from exploding when I am at work and again when I am at home. Like a constant containment of some pressurized bomb. It hurts. Beyond anything I’ve ever felt physically. It’s dark and lonely. I’ve reached out to people but I feel like even they don’t fully know. And the people i thought I could rely on have been wrapped up in their own lives and my ‘stuff’ falls behind their new baby, their PhD research or the turmoil in their own families. And my family doesn’t believe in mental illness because most immigrants think it’s a western ailment. I’m about to explode. I can’t do this anymore. 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I use Google Calendar for virtually everything but it's not as effective when it comes to smaller tasks like picking something up on my way to class or deadlines for assignments. What (android) apps do you recommend for these things?,6.9954081632653065,9.62320236734694,5.803826530612245,75.27063775510206,66.14285714285714,9.797959183673472,38.78061224489796,10.125756701596842,4.581159183673469,232,13,36,6,4,69,41,49,0.06,0.7709999999999999,0.17,0.7294,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558564175281701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741810619835876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903939396616361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122167814598987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334407977775526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28858366101961114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751660099756429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447916892052981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mirrored_mind,2019/02/03,"Really struggling with medication trial and error process. I met with my doctor and decided try the medication route to ease my symptoms. First, I was prescribed Vyvanse (30mg). The first few hours were everything I want - productive, alert, motivated, “in the zone”. But then I experienced the dreaded Vyvanse crash, but to an alarming degree. Extreme anxiety, crying spells, even suicidal thoughts. I had to call into work for three days in a row. So, we stopped that immediately. Now I am taking Concerta (36mg), and I feel nothing. It actually seems to make me more tired (and slightly anxious) and does nothing for my motivation or focus. It feels like it takes an insane amount of effort to even take my dog out. It also keeps me awake at night, which feels counterproductive because I can’t accomplish anything and can’t fall asleep despite being really tired. Perhaps unrelated, but I do take Prozac as well. My doctor never voiced any concerns about depression being a factor when adding a stimulant. I’d be so appreciative of anyone who could share their story. It’s really frustrating for me and I’m starting to give up hope on finding a med that works for me. 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TLDR: it helps me focus on your tings.,-0.8649019607843158,1.1138209411764706,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,104.2941176470588,2.266666666666667,11.549019607843142,3.1291,-1.4728274509803922,64,1,12,0,3,22,16,17,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177722333446633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355353746058794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6671684771652658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trewqq0,2019/02/03,"School & ADD Hi guys! I got tested about two weeks ago for ADD, but now I have to wait several more weeks to get my diagnosis back & I know I have ADD, but now I have to struggle through school until I can potentially start meds & I'm already struggling. Do you guys have any tips or tricks that can aid me this semester until I hear back from my counselor? School has been a shit show these last few years before I even knew anything about the possibility of me having ADD. Anything would be appreciated. :)",6.025933333333335,6.2961542600000024,6.1320000000000014,80.78433333333334,66.4,9.066666666666668,29.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.044666666666666,406,13,83,6,6,129,69,100,0.127,0.794,0.079,-0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,2,2,2,0,12,1,1,0,0,11,20,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,13,0,11,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,12,52,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572700934400385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651700497116158,0.0,0.0,0.4610302349246818,0.0,0.0964517735857726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23343408541010754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812270706357292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069002452265565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367981526075732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410224959412462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343735947196547,0.0,0.0,0.2808753063641969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159856877950925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794808731932021,0.11561338848105734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575452566189029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989617573408182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306298023890686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023169951026087,0.14559024563869416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039061652593632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29655073852359315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855090689619376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275408633378573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075458470121854,0.0,0.0,0.0913362468239161 adhd,SmurfsForTheSmurfGod,2019/02/03,"“Next time, you should come over.” Had a friend over just to hang out, not even 2 hours in, he leaves in a bad mood and before he left he said “Next time, you should come over at least I know how to have guests.” He’s right, I’m a shitty entertainer, I’ll go off to do something else while I should be making sure that the guest are enjoying themselves. Fucking hell my week has been shit.",0.6180694444444441,2.8465701125,1.299166666666668,101.58027777777781,85.375,4.555555555555556,15.138888888888893,5.82211442006289,-1.037402777777778,299,5,72,2,9,91,61,80,0.17300000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.128,-0.7264,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,9,3,0,4,0,10,2,1,2,1,13,18,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,3,1,5,4,11,11,1,21,1,0,0,1,10,10,3,0,7,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779587661832854,0.0,0.0,0.1813621296296114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36719374459243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804688742451785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077361294934695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164667520328526,0.1970398109047816,0.0,0.0,0.12112949397087472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989497598314003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713338507221108,0.0,0.0,0.22567911951360406,0.2315717280431189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422692226218063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533428378577311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820160680078884,0.20274012844135428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877994562322106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640816840516149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087715175627716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856138652931156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709639869406422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adoorabledoor,2018/12/27,"Labor field discrimination? I'm a 21 year old guy from Sweden and have never really known what I want to do with my life. As such I still live at home since I can only find deadbeat shit jobs that pays bad, offers few hours and basically rotate out personnel to avoid having to offer permanent positions (labor laws state that if you've been working for z amount of hours for a employer during a certain time frame they are required to offer you a permanent position. This of course can be avoided by not letting anyone work that long before they bring in a new guy) I'm getting off track here, point is I'm stuck in a place I can't seem to find a way out of. Then suddenly it clicked that I should just become a cop. As it turns out however you are not allowed to be a cop if you have ADHD or any other kind of neurological anomaly. They won't even let you do the psych test, immediate disqualification. Now this can't really be legal, right? And should I xpost to r/legaladvice? I mostly wanted to rant and apparently they are looking at changing the rules, but waiting for beurocracy will probably give me Grey hairs before anything meaningful is done",6.5720810439560475,6.683963776785718,7.407678571428572,72.64309065934067,65.25,10.463736263736264,31.51648351648352,10.214889679676881,3.0902256868131874,922,32,171,20,13,309,149,224,0.062,0.904,0.034,-0.5854,5,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,4,3,6,6,1,2,11,0,25,4,2,1,2,33,38,11,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,10,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,3,4,17,2,28,26,3,26,0,0,3,0,14,11,1,5,12,111,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685198944766572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535593802384666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804665711636994,0.0,0.11539096355353574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707972116913057,0.0,0.15486445776946145,0.2386376127805384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833654706782168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349604527041132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261547326702403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632119123892844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326033785621612,0.13451395882279316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27768414525084506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406543491804719,0.0,0.2761813400931021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914894589026786,0.0,0.0,0.14601989477823346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867735007372458,0.09904312162205768,0.0,0.0,0.12381881521872624,0.12409227818998628,0.117751373627504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814804317158927,0.13542752225922275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713966283335664,0.0,0.0,0.10664533933199667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650240584782293,0.0,0.1325553495278063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511833012654587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965992713444276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974903483381555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276530694824505,0.0,0.0,0.14393612397032962,0.11599329372775545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198166951038234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176472126776753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252154152429725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541343146911228,0.1113018947722899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416693521716614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902985312522736 adhd,smj281218,2018/12/27,"Screw the moderators The moderators of this thread removed my heartfelt ADHD success story. According to them, no ADHD person can be successful and you shpuld all be sad and distressed",6.8308602150537645,10.166148000000009,7.472258064516129,59.895053763440856,69.0,9.29462365591398,36.13978494623656,9.725611199111238,4.797894623655914,152,8,18,4,3,50,26,31,0.213,0.539,0.247,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9399037745617309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414394449453824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pendragon1313,2018/12/27,"Question for those in Vyvanse What are some personal experiences with Vyvanse among those who have been on it for a while? It's been highly helpful so far for me but can be inconsistent at times, was interested in seeing some other peoples experience with it. 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I only do if I have to be somewhere. I average every other day but I think daily would be better for my skin. How do I make myself? ,-1.720714285714287,0.12745407142857168,2.202380952380953,89.9592857142857,103.5238095238095,4.3047619047619055,15.523809523809526,6.1826913282559595,-0.12870476190476188,149,4,31,2,7,55,31,42,0.078,0.825,0.096,0.1806,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,8,10,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935396361226487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280976277292447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592821446799926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973182795015724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215466255286094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461005312665484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25242581553441296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349213747550599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126688847597306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577308686783785,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,M0J0throw,2018/12/27,"ADHD or personality flaw? Or depression? Idk what to think. It’s like I NEED it to be an emergency to get anything done. Have to rush to work or I’ll be late and get fired! Have to clean so my boyfriend doesn’t know how I live! Have to do laundry because there aren’t enough clean clothes to cover my nakedness! I was off work today and instead of doing any of the 1000 things I thought of I watched My Fair Lady when the internet went out. It’s 4PM and I had to trick myself into putting pants on. I’ve been off meds for about 2 years now and I think this is just going to be my life. Super productive at work, but that’s just the mask I put over my monster.",0.2710714285714282,2.4472444642857165,1.898214285714289,97.03803571428574,86.5,4.928571428571429,20.17857142857143,6.322622252153567,-0.0414999999999992,515,16,120,5,16,167,93,140,0.066,0.8540000000000001,0.081,0.4653,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,9,4,1,0,4,0,15,2,1,1,0,18,24,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,6,2,14,2,22,15,1,17,0,1,1,1,1,7,0,3,6,79,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317902350848735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319429055138432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966513797481613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827516871045896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711250095500596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985538135861996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047855478688367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273895964942695,0.0,0.11026825377856812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663046139853398,0.0,0.2188674105363962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704481869505786,0.09479027712260224,0.0,0.17132665857846038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551681358909014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386626354653087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694141858229449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900952189674237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890085794781095,0.2486453618407852,0.0,0.1540333040961219,0.0,0.0,0.18391197079106086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986209934785846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42375513052484587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494503041937495 adhd,Aliens_Are_Watching,2018/12/27,"Clean bedroom hacks? My room has been a mess for months and the stress of it is just making everything worse, but I still can’t get myself to do something about it. A thing that used to work for me was taking 30/45 mins out of a day and setting alarms to clean on and off. For example: set timer for 10 mins and clean until finished, take 3 min break. Repeat. I could usually get a lot done that way, but I think I need to switch it up. How do y’all find motivation to tidy up? 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Their office is closed and also an hour away. I already have so much to do tomorrow and I’m so upset that I have to drive all the way out there. The pharmacist was also so apathetic about it and rushed me because there were other people in line. :(,2.282414486921532,4.553099816901408,3.9882494969818936,84.53436619718312,79.0,6.874044265593561,22.818913480885314,7.957251820313856,1.294547686116701,281,9,55,5,7,94,52,71,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.8941,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,7,9,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,8,6,2,13,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33840607526543104,0.4904705355066179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881164321610598,0.0,0.0,0.1869366144420336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138787063333921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941754672894428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30199756028868685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892690235711845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254298116491017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125988914219616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434118153341469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kreation4ever,2018/12/27,"Does ADHD help with learning science better? Long story short, I taught myself the sciences of chemistry, physics, organic chemistry, biology and biochemistry within 5 months , before taking a post bac for dental school. (Note: I’m medicated doing this) I learned this stuff at a quick pace. No humble brag. My question is the ADHD randomness and creativity make learning a strength. Example: think of acids and bases, which have to do with electrons. The electrons have energy. The energy if released is an exothermic process. Metabolizing sugars is exothermic. Enzymes speed up the reaction. Enzymes are made of proteins. Proteins are amino acid linked. Amino acids are stabilized thermodynamically due to electron donors like amines. Electrons release or reflect photons giving off light energy. Light energy hits our eyes creating “real images“ *Physics term. The images are from our retinal cells. Sending signals to our anterior part of the brain.... I think I rambled on too long. Is this thinking a form of ADHD randomness? How I learned... watching clips of Dragonballz, X-men, and playing video games while thinking about what I learned no joke... I think this is constant wandering mind from ADHD. Tldr: does ADHD randomness and wandering mind and creativity help learning? 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Does anyone have any tips for meditation? Sitting still and thinking about nothing isn’t something I’m very good at but I want to get in to mediation more. Anything helps!,2.4798095238095246,5.334426742857146,3.5421428571428564,80.05702380952383,95.85714285714286,5.761904761904763,28.690476190476193,7.1686216300943375,2.2943333333333342,156,8,26,3,6,50,30,35,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.7915,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24980855012875325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685755671645943,0.0,0.3022952728550564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214678265386715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192364063606848,0.0,0.0,0.3081132266306921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246224944117582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35247934439800754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828016599242745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29336378081027403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538111843068715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030997385163364,0.21667077238958665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,houseofwolves2901,2018/12/27,"How to deal with parents who knows I have ADHD but doesn’t give me meds or therapy ? I’m a 17 yo dude in Asia. Mum knows I have ADHD, diagnosed me when I was very young but I never ever received medication or therapy. (Probably because she is afraid of me being dependent on the meds) The last time I had medications was when I had to practically beg my mum to bring me to a psychiatrist. Always had difficulty maintaining friendships and my relationships with my parents. Can’t pay attention, always day dreaming, having emotional outbursts, impulsive, always talk and interupt. I’m afraid it’s becoming worse now and I’m afraid it’s going to ruin the new friendships I made in college recently. What do I do with unsupportive/paranoid parents ? (regarding meds and ADHD) ",4.5631581798483225,7.121682823943665,6.203802816901412,70.03962621885158,72.8732394366197,9.721343445287108,32.75406283856988,10.035473477838034,4.092113109425787,619,31,99,19,13,211,87,142,0.10300000000000001,0.835,0.062,-0.7724,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,5,0,14,3,0,3,2,19,23,11,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,1,3,3,4,0,0,6,0,16,0,12,16,0,17,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,11,65,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358141220218704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017395164212001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368585737681943,0.13349980211493595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795604608107247,0.12461948834749545,0.0,0.12268821015937548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597101991640612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093407012073146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595679953415808,0.06869752044919293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286232530974226,0.09853136977951578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437729906684768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40280326026779895,0.24354291142902776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322824985457558,0.11674433038364675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026607788930314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032648738593566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193520380858028,0.129777295291502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715682868421767,0.0,0.0,0.2764681192214383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048469523897664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973667169530834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318459183716275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucygazer,2018/12/27,"Anxiety about forgetting things that you obviously know? I am currently studying for a pre-professional exam and it’s been terrible so far. Basically, I have to review all the content I’ve learned in undergrad. I’ve been reading content review books, but I feel like I’m forgetting what I read, even though I should technically know it since I had a class that covered the material, plus I just read it. How can I improve my comprehension/retention while reading? I’m taking notes in the margins because taking traditional notes takes waaaaay too long ",7.0029437229437175,8.774369121212125,7.566118326118327,66.00727272727275,64.85858585858585,11.313708513708516,39.3953823953824,11.20814326018867,5.1561503607503605,449,25,71,14,7,148,70,99,0.038,0.878,0.084,0.7236,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,2,14,15,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,10,1,6,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,45,17,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456766969918433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608298051908633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577572381275387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962859851508478,0.13604161281153218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930820743226103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303337304518082,0.0,0.0,0.16852255415161094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7619170747169878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752379123487464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295338758609414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651172638510105,0.0,0.18709428399094247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vegmama,2018/12/27,"How do you manage planning ahead for major projects or events? Like a lot of us, I have a really hard time planning for anything. Time exists as either “now” or “not now”. It completely bit me in the butt this month with Christmas and I also moved on the 15th. Everything was a last minute scramble and for the millionth time I told myself I need to get better at planning projects. Has anybody found ways to help with this?",2.9958333333333336,5.449716283950622,3.218009259259261,90.0247916666667,77.51851851851852,5.531481481481482,24.939814814814817,6.6274283507984215,0.912714814814815,333,12,63,3,8,102,61,81,0.021,0.873,0.106,0.7761,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,12,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,2,13,5,4,14,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,3,10,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867980788143967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222079790408025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658721441087696,0.25501464789462225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449097413257141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993140462029955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561142232260736,0.0,0.0,0.12203867758596995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924654662309575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656730181441708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904031944879031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411797799548085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198585867691116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644555672495994,0.2482642056995465,0.0,0.1732005390854622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964072350929478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40861639798691335,0.0,0.0,0.22320076279001444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809743534902417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540913744462773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tt371,2018/12/27,"Different treatment options for ADHD in teens? Hi, I’m younger and I’m pretty sure I have ADHD - doctors when I was even younger wanted to diagnose me but my parents didn’t care to have it happen as I have always been alright in school due to high measured intelligence and a good memory, however recently I have been struggling due to motivation and focus problems that can’t be overcome by those things. I am also constantly fidgety and can’t stay seated, and looking at symptoms of ADHD I have a classic profile. If I talk to my doctor, what are the treatment options for ADHD besides the classic ones? I have heard amphetamines (dextro, levo, meth, lisdex) can all cause damage to dopamine receptors in developing brains, and I have also heard antidepressant related ones (strattera, wellbutrin) can cause receptor production deficiencies and suicidal tendencies and I was wondering if there were any differing treatments to help developing people without potentially causing permanent effects. I have also heard of using behavioral therapy and meditation to assist in helping with ADHD and I was wondering if anyone had positive experiences with use of those to increase focus and decrease symptoms.",9.15806561085973,10.704189112745103,9.271176470588236,56.54260180995479,59.83333333333334,11.963197586726999,44.613876319758674,11.661520659325953,6.278998944193063,985,59,123,29,13,324,126,204,0.092,0.747,0.16,0.9233,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,4,1,23,6,1,7,2,33,36,20,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,11,4,15,4,24,24,2,13,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,7,5,96,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007870675043779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398636714397596,0.08319198027813547,0.0,0.0,0.06799032785106741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699088541331961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116115651611626,0.0,0.0,0.10193702204786312,0.3081232654491783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804365503782916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101478340798667,0.0,0.2089171751857263,0.0,0.2046690363302464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603633210479233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978003430040084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385909642834026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841263320414039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340299574777305,0.1056351351758065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395863607199161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549906624974895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101677358588813,0.0,0.0,0.06931405245756629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017163505681377,0.0,0.0956680600905299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987189134159933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118584089016684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656615996901063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452157169906827,0.0,0.10936269586129106,0.0,0.09423065891201754,0.2078365298814432,0.0,0.08036072707660513,0.0,0.0,0.11433668314940243,0.0,0.06642275731328375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727025067514939,0.0,0.0,0.05897122753772545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096377860103346,0.2168496830442109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Remarkable_Arm,2018/12/27,I filled a complaint on my doctor's office receptionist yesterday I doubt anything will be done but it made me feel better. Tiny bit nervous because I've gotta deal with her tomorrow when I pick up meds.,7.998750000000001,6.974217375000002,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,62.75,11.0,37.5,10.125756701596842,3.737499999999999,165,7,30,3,2,54,37,40,0.154,0.746,0.099,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,3,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28117689969984216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828745505313825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30219181846629883,0.373030540164742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522613022629993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497281532175499,0.0,0.34966146295851896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276574666392966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233097555838428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795340062758554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skunkweedreprobate,2018/12/27,I have to leave for a doctors appointment in 30 min and I’m not even wearing pants. The only thing I have done today is made breakfast and moved from my bed to the couch. This isn’t going to end well,1.1419767441860458,2.9151840697674416,2.5978488372093054,95.58421511627908,80.3953488372093,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.15876279069767474,157,4,36,1,4,51,35,43,0.031,0.9159999999999999,0.053,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318813722861689,0.0,0.33181808526028417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871873171145721,0.0,0.0,0.2141626199316292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842775022697558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433316122694633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681111706189945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446241065806964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466050700727787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541583664461705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073490098332551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915377210794126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lukario45,2018/12/27,"ADHD moment of the day: having my phone in my hand, then somehow loosing it without actually moving I somehow just lost my phone, without physically changing the position of my body.",5.539895833333333,8.435954031250002,7.0075,63.82083333333336,71.1875,8.016666666666666,38.79166666666666,8.841846274778883,4.428779166666667,147,9,19,3,3,50,24,32,0.067,0.841,0.09300000000000001,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,5,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2915455041424972,0.0,0.3590500345200455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318536899010406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31604720920747525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267471811102094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261305353478749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753333648176985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759856672817335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spiders_cool_mkay,2018/12/27,"Sluggish Cognitive Tempo, a condition similar to and often comorbid with ADHD, linked to physical differences in the brain Link to study: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/329655239_Brain_Structure_and_Function_in_School-Age_Children_With_Sluggish_Cognitive_Tempo_Symptoms **About** [Sluggish Cognitive Tempo](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sluggish_cognitive_tempo) (SCT) is diagnostic entity that's been up for debate for a long time. Symptoms include slow processing speed, lethargy and ""not being present"". Some think it's its own disorder, many have suggested that it's a subcategory of ADHD. Either way, it often appears with ADHD, and I'm sure there's people around here too who feel familiar with the symptoms. **Summary** The study used a questionnaire to filter for SCT, and MRI scans of participants were analyzed. They found that SCT symptoms correlated with increased frontal lobe volume and more immature connectivity to the rest of the brain. The results suggest that SCT does indeed have a physical manifestation in the brain, so it's a real thing. It also seems to differ from ADHD‚ so it's likely a separate concept but can still be very relevant to ADHDers - [one estimate](https://doi.org/10.1207%2FS15374424JCCP3101_14) is that as many as 1 / 3 of inattentive types might have characteristics of it. A lot is still unclear about SCT and its relation to ADHD, but progress is being made so hopefully we'll know more in the future. **Study abstract** Objective: Sluggish cognitive tempo (SCT) is a cluster of symptoms associated with poor function in various domains of major life activities that may comprise a novel attention disorder distinct from attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD). Nevertheless, very little is known about the neural substrate of SCT in children. The present study aimed to examine associations between SCT symptoms and brain structure and function in school-age children. Method: We performed a cross-sectional MRI study in 178 8- to 12-year-old children from primary schools in Barcelona (Spain). Data were collected between January 2012 and March 2013. Parents completed the Sluggish Cognitive Tempo–Child Behavior Checklist (SCT-CBCL). Participants underwent MRI to assess regional brain volume, white matter integrity using diffusion tensor imaging, and functional connectivity in major neural networks. Results: SCT symptoms were associated with altered anatomy of the frontal lobe in the form of increased regional volume. The anomalously large cortical regions were less mature in terms of functional connectivity. Importantly, all the anatomical and functional anomalies identified remained significant after adjusting the analyses for ADHD symptom scores. Conclusion: Our results suggest that SCT symptoms are associated with distinct features of brain structure and function that differ from the classical neural substrates described in ADHD.",10.904506184012067,15.047700955294122,8.900470588235297,50.660220211161395,59.447058823529396,11.417797888386126,43.60331825037707,11.051253699011982,6.687874811463047,2426,139,249,75,39,729,228,425,0.061,0.8690000000000001,0.07,0.4492,1,0,1,0,0,0,101.0,3,0,1,3,15,3,0,0,28,0,22,21,9,6,4,59,33,20,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,3,12,0,0,3,19,21,0,0,13,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,7,3,4,3,60,20,16,31,0,0,2,0,12,15,0,10,13,170,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912931377685396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491819226927628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474847836659301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119293432626242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448209768021168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276477900447173,0.21145468223091587,0.0,0.053819496591238775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031096497561269764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743211711367421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108386711822671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03379906302965078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343961757465496,0.030046034773220494,0.0616396515726281,0.0,0.05442600172791999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228552057199716,0.0,0.0581932542774507,0.0,0.1247036957097826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524230510644126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453442277329438,0.0,0.041674326261471925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828902030050459,0.0,0.0,0.04263669878428775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000102614504887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448356621220664,0.0,0.0559877397817553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822874762499527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796348760211729,0.5113804896259184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085819535255264,0.039407033162301264,0.0,0.0,0.0358614325235389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623336103689424,0.0,0.10148869651764653,0.0,0.04881622938635235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960430165074901 adhd,Cherriethefox,2018/12/27,"*Pauses scrolling on reddit* Damn, I wonder why I'm so not into work toda-ohhh...I snoozed my reminder to take my meds so I can utilize my evening, forgot, and now it's too late to take it and hope to sleep tonight...sigh. This is an almost every day occurence for me, but swap reddit out with any random thing that catches my interest at any given moment. Small yet big victory today is changing the time on my reminder to take my meds to the later time. Yayyyy... Also, fuck it, I took my meds. Who needs sleep?",1.0135294117647078,3.4307051568627465,2.4171568627450988,92.87220588235296,85.66666666666667,4.184313725490196,20.264705882352946,5.46131890053228,-0.08115294117647087,394,12,79,2,12,127,72,102,0.064,0.878,0.057999999999999996,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,13,14,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,12,11,0,18,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,4,9,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577007414597475,0.0,0.0,0.13238681142161468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515346299050312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512536687553482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676326103763208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934135285502608,0.0,0.13947936577663433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304430311367725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442420211183856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674272491620816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516517548626889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275001569374755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33133044753470176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734092212708518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998118631831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930620213634437,0.0,0.15691793714771246,0.0,0.18392732910221615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493792169888115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952721596205154,0.1205192184277154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hotmedusa,2018/12/27,"Casually chatting about being on stimulants I’ve got inattentive type adhd and probably also a sleep disorder (gp told me to get tested for narcolepsy), so my life is pretty much run by adderall. I need to take so many stimulants just to function, so because of the massive effect my meds have on my life and myself as an individual, I end up bringing up my meds around my friends every once in a while. I don’t really like bringing attention to the fact that I’m so reliant on stimulants, but it’s still an important part of my life and I’m not ashamed of that. I just don’t like how it sounds, especially if I’m not always giving context on how I need them medically and am not having a fun time on them. How do y’all deal with the subject? Any tips on being open about your life without either sounding like a drug addict or just unloading your mental health issues on the people in your life?",7.351810237203495,6.2886796741573034,8.166029962546823,71.74257802746568,64.0561797752809,11.281897627965044,35.508114856429465,10.504223727775694,3.6410017478152312,714,28,134,15,9,242,110,178,0.044000000000000004,0.8320000000000001,0.124,0.9043,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,1,15,7,0,1,10,0,9,10,1,7,1,29,21,17,0,3,11,0,0,3,1,0,9,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,2,19,6,26,17,3,20,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,2,7,94,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326576053848398,0.16896396339302194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243117235311233,0.11698359927001475,0.0,0.0,0.09560721166841367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515646543055636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570342638719425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494392175396292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113032676180905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304179604873476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452256140260592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845461375599844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862083794680599,0.0,0.07345338710387532,0.1348684182657917,0.0,0.0,0.11244406644837393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944245677727638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674126099435542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965205570550013,0.2060580836917537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253796860487314,0.0,0.0,0.31233148208567163,0.14163139796990978,0.14168341731498155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335111356228584,0.2084940036339256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497256262272442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224716559465207,0.0,0.09746861788080097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303235425204433,0.15158168630464885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006667564624482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069328452201774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227675383135598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057074997731234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198018052427254,0.0,0.0,0.13434144285565414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552543078235355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Neeeekohl,2018/12/27,"I take medication because... I forgot to take my medication this morning. I’ve gotten so much done! The problem is that literally none of it was from my to-do list, and much of it was half-assed. Example: I loaded the dishwasher, rinsed out a container then walked outside to put said container in the recycling bin, and forgot to turn on the dishwasher. Got distracted, got distracted from distraction, rinse repeat until four hours later I have a haphazard trail of half-started/unfinished tasks in my wake as I walk into the kitchen to get a drink and forgot about my thirst because I realized I needed to turn on the dishwasher. I’m on vacation so there’s no real repercussions, but I’m setting a reminder on my phone to take my meds first thing in the morning.",7.522083333333335,7.463160375000005,8.064722222222223,69.30250000000001,63.30555555555557,12.2,37.444444444444436,11.698219412168324,4.668211111111111,610,28,106,18,8,203,86,144,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.7254,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,11,0,5,6,2,0,0,15,21,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,5,3,5,1,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,10,1,13,0,23,11,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,6,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210814495727692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556965677765566,0.0,0.17764021619764706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542442842474242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474056045080688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290061882636442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857940402779107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014233844477576,0.3653538264239578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660560685265816,0.13445832475347164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351403423332915,0.0,0.18229273612758426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640003442789456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249203388499912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090262478242157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047156151617322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944829288992108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Derekeaglelee,2018/12/27,"So I think the one thing about ADHD is you have to meet other people with ADHD I tried posting earlier but some reason it got deleted. I need to meet other people with ADHD in order to learn how to live with it. I I am looking for CHADD group meet up‘s but there are none in my city and so I thought to myself well maybe I should start one more post on this read it and get a meet up going. So I’m trying to get a meet up going. Is anybody else, that’s on this Reddit, in Las Vegas?",1.1350476190476186,2.550614123809524,3.2323809523809537,92.66761904761907,79.19047619047619,5.047619047619048,17.38095238095238,5.033348758259628,-0.6149047619047625,373,6,84,1,9,127,67,105,0.0,0.972,0.027999999999999997,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,17,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,10,1,19,14,3,14,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,1,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193668442006085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350670705795499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950412483538214,0.0,0.1952619903532551,0.0,0.1373944384089677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169182066572656,0.0,0.14425852985180948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258398724798993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737851558433533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281578891682966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381921330171633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32905055144467354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183434028953773,0.0,0.0,0.17662652314100824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159232587320434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412821559537442,0.11007471910871383,0.0,0.13638036564401793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332653501919441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445790989093827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AndreScreamin,2018/12/27,"Vyvanse effects sharply diminishing after 1st day Hello and good afternoon! I've been searching threads on this reddit for the past couple weeks when I was working unsure about buying Vyvanse, and today I'm writing my first post here! So I've started taking Vyvanse 50mg this Monday (24th), and the results where freaking amazing! My mind was super sharp, I would still caught myself procrastinating but then it was really easy to change back to current task at hand, was feeling pretty great in general! Fiance was a bit weirded out because she told my pupils were dilated and my expressions seemed a bit emotionless. Tuesday (25th): took the day of Vyvanse, had a few beers, when to sleep super late because I'm an idiot. My sleep schedule usually is pretty awful because I procrastinate to sleep but this day was worse than regular. Yesterday I took my second dose while slightly sleep deprived and I not only didn't felt the benefits, but I also felt a lot more tired than usual. My mind was a mess. Went to sleep earlier and got 7 hours of sleep. Today I was feeling well rested and took the third dose and I felt the effects, but they were a lot milder than the first day. Was a bit scatterbrained through the morning but I'm having hard time working since I came back from my lunch break. I'm kind of scared with how FAST this medicine lost its effectiveness, and I wouldn't be so worried if the same thing didn't had happened before with Ritalin: a promising first day (not as great as Vyvanse) followed by months of feeling no effects at all, even after several dosage increases. Ritalin was the first med I ever took for ADHD, I've also tried an antidepressant (fluoxetine if I remember it right), then Modafinil (nothing at all), then the doctor said that other available options were expensive and that the only other thing I could try was behavioral therapy. Did it for a few months with not much results, went to another doctor, and this one prescribed me Vyvanse, even after I protested it costs 1/4 of my monthly salary (""think of it as an investment in yourself"", he said). So my question is: is it normal for this medicine to lose effect that fast? Has anyone here had a similar experience? I'm kind of worried about never find a drug that actually works for me for more than one or two days, and that I may have wasted a lot of money on something useless. I'm also worried about he asking me to increase the dosage to 70mg, and I know that I definitely am not able to pay for that much. And on top of Vyvanse being an expensive imported medicine, a lot of other cheaper options like Aderall aren't available in my country. I've had ADHD symptoms since primary education, but only started having problems with that on higher education, when managing deadlines and reading academic articles where necessary, but only started trying to find out what was wrong with me on the last two or three years, with lengthy pauses between frustrated treatment attempts. It took me 9 years and I've dropped out from college 3 times before finally graduating at System Analysis and Development. Now I have a job since the start of the year and a son (ooops), but my performance is crap and my superior already asked what was going on, and I'm starting to feel a bit desperate and regreting that I chose a work field were you need to focus on doing repetitive tasks. Sorry for venting out with this text wall! Thanks for the attention. TL;DR - it seems like Vyvanse's effects sharply diminished after the first day, anyone has ever had a similar experience? Also I rant a little bit about ADHD. 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I hate how hard everything is. There is never a straight line, always some curve ball to jump around or arbitrary hoop to jump through. I have my CDL (commercial drivers license) and my medical card is expiring soon. Just did a DOT physical and was denied my card because I take Adderall and lexapro. I need to verify I’m not abusing these medications. I completely understand the DOTs concern but I left the appointment feeling very rejected with a small but annoying hoop to jump through. I also every year have to be drug tested and have to explain why my urine contains traces of the drugs I take. I’m trying to be my best self but it sometimes feels like I’m doing something wrong when these small but somehow significant rejections occur. Guilty until proven innocent :(",4.431342857142859,7.034667886666668,5.0299047619047625,78.08400000000002,73.46666666666667,8.81904761904762,32.047619047619044,9.424239791934726,3.478361904761905,653,32,110,17,14,209,101,150,0.195,0.7,0.106,-0.9325,0,1,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,0,6,0,11,5,1,1,1,25,23,13,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,3,14,2,15,19,2,14,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,3,6,70,18,1,0.0,0.19698062155035906,0.0,0.0,0.1998017719788609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295111579242405,0.13833441141674374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271818002094744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799891684281447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013452579648026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447049721969746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431133973299798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855974860317298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007390245970927,0.0,0.1494159611345455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812331936813762,0.11876997198625205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489285223157658,0.16413875352281834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063253917584385,0.0,0.0,0.08122199437366563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33496141678930225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654648563212975,0.12822326247494167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734363786335939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279883838711651,0.16442680064486986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25000059589034657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128737292269176,0.0,0.0,0.17307348110862625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717474534932453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001595220548206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817697133610021,0.0,0.10706039549408752 adhd,mintspeare,2018/12/27,"On being a parent with ADHD I’ve seen a lot about parenting children with ADHD but being a parent with ADHD, not so much. It’s very difficult in many ways. Helping kids work through their emotions when you have difficulty regulating your own is hard. Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria is nearly impossible to manage with a child. Overwhelm is your default setting. I’ve managed to hold it together somewhat but it doesn’t feel good. I know parenting is hard work and I’m not going to be perfect but putting your best foot forward while feeling miserable even though I’m happy to be with and teach my children is wearing me down, even with help from a great wife and family. If you have any pointers or guidance based on your experience with ADHD and being a parent, I’m open to suggestions. Thanks!",4.693523908523911,7.106153445945949,5.513513513513511,75.8106964656965,71.97297297297297,8.33762993762994,31.65488565488565,9.057496981413335,3.1680347193347203,642,30,105,14,13,209,94,148,0.11900000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.213,0.9664,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,1,4,6,10,0,2,6,0,13,2,2,0,1,26,22,13,0,1,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,12,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,5,10,6,20,16,5,13,0,3,1,0,20,7,0,4,3,74,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422121708655194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670184924069835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183673524420587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687486159519215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899498059799254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103313868586423,0.10632945732633063,0.0,0.11406118807765067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641018093729293,0.09460386462317608,0.0,0.12435264019919623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006827568412133,0.202077430517405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120305956919575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619870658661398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958910016144102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435252203488695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291447259026913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6262061163630535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338625808728035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038429362299666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081673143350697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306451054854917,0.0,0.08952836425240031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422659993178665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snooloki,2018/12/27,"Please be careful when changing meds!! I have been diagnosed with ADHD I was 26 when my symptoms were getting out of control, causing anxiety attacks and major depression in my working condition. I am currently prescribed with 1 20 mg Adderall XR and 1 10 mg Adderall IR every day. I went on a week trip to Philippines for business and this is one of the countries that I don't want to mess with scheduled substances, so I asked my doctor for alternative and he perscribed me a month worth of methylphenidate instead of Adderall IR. Before the trip, I tried to see my reaction to new substance by slowly alternating Adderall IR to methylphenidate and it seemed okay, so I went on a trip without adderalls. When changing from adderalls to strictly methylphenidate, one thing I noticed right away was its effectiveness lasted a lot shorter, getting fatigued a lot sooner compared to Adderalls. And couple days later, I noticed a major depression kicking in, similar to right before I was diagnosed. I had to go to the toilet alone just to cry for no reason and all sorts of suicidal thoughts. As soon as I noticed it, I stopped taking methylphenidate as dealing with ADHD symptoms were so much better than depression. Thankfully, I got instantly better as soon as I changed back to Adderalls after the trip, but this definitely taught me a lesson. It might have been the problem with dosage, but I don't want to mess with it again. Everyone's chemistry is different and even though methylphenidate is thought to be less aggressive then adderalls, it wasn't in my case.",9.18244047619048,9.17848998214286,7.915000000000003,71.56333333333336,59.89285714285714,10.323809523809524,43.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.546673809523808,1265,70,199,20,15,385,152,280,0.107,0.8190000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.7272,2,1,5,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,14,14,2,0,12,1,20,6,0,4,1,36,37,23,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,10,15,0,2,6,0,1,7,5,9,0,2,15,1,24,5,45,19,7,35,0,4,1,0,3,9,0,5,19,144,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394401443976689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317299389736986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620660293777051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931282895620087,0.11332852624566482,0.09359329177007614,0.07659919394442967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953317185586622,0.0,0.0,0.17620598322366188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015659981663589,0.10233392600295796,0.3161441949599366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172874639047163,0.0,0.11022412859424402,0.10942441104382856,0.12848922960821324,0.10270057844703297,0.25739949132602263,0.2022179727919296,0.0,0.10407838587766144,0.0,0.1019620475025639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579597726838837,0.0,0.08393147643066512,0.09518815086364586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040913651731736,0.0,0.05661454064339998,0.0,0.07967267980224135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120101282487849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938133451590198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065184206850186,0.0,0.0,0.10567771521568456,0.0,0.0,0.07951320398527738,0.0,0.07322983273495941,0.0,0.0,0.0962105559876744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402432665393715,0.0,0.0,0.13500588537698835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934936590154823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531985357755073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242269327459347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014445849930165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938171675369098,0.09068742146025202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328413113786129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896464448510733,0.0,0.0,0.2070800597150028,0.07489945933239907,0.0,0.0,0.09171379390429804,0.0,0.0,0.06618099599101344,0.0,0.09787303052884673,0.15816927277544346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763328912732552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175131756380382,0.0,0.07990661291407683,0.0,0.0,0.18469160043442567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960270701054802,0.0,0.07252223929026863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brickman221,2018/12/27,"Lost the wallet... Again Anyone else have this chronic problem of forgetting your wallet just about everywhere you go? Set it in the cup holder at the movie theater at completely forgot about it until the next morning.",6.718070175438597,9.096352210526325,6.118421052631582,73.75728070175441,66.36842105263158,8.224561403508767,31.08771929824561,8.841846274778883,3.008392982456141,176,7,25,3,3,54,31,38,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,2,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662441179439784,0.3901451527190847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39923142100263936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180855277263611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640108159311228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41565680957032414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049545541257391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643466709622375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wyattberr,2018/12/27,"Always remember to rinse your shampoo out I’m so comically sick of getting out of the shower and drying my hair off, only to realize I forgot to wash out the shampoo...",3.0527272727272714,5.207024575757579,5.863636363636368,72.61545454545455,75.96969696969697,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.901472727272727,133,6,22,3,3,48,25,33,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.5542,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,9,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948829625282243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107344110159871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523372082990781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6737403277213203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,I_iz_narwhal,2018/12/27,Any tips on home management? I am a mom (27f) who recently returned to work part time. I function fine at work (I've always had jobs that ADHD is ok once I learned to complete important task). But I can't keep a clean house to save my life. Especially when for the 3.5 years I stayed at home. I feel like such a failure at home that its put me in a depression and on anxiety meds. I want desperately to keep a moderately maintained house for my kids but I just can't. ,2.428750000000001,4.028024375000005,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,76.08333333333334,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8762958333333333,364,14,81,8,8,122,67,96,0.106,0.787,0.107,-0.2213,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,1,5,1,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,12,8,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,45,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943926029122644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808342344779864,0.0,0.0,0.11285146957225445,0.0,0.12695104705561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399507678240153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293221180193394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390914184693646,0.1185544808894584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49938316382905495,0.0,0.0,0.3829672879532421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467944585915342,0.2950073919128632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172151630795929,0.08107462870237142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843326781105839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435825353992825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673098773105292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970732621253882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682525885776162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163855283621729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688027311058185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967665899519102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788141784946017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162667952108535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686614974608943 adhd,RacyFry,2018/12/27,"How to cope with ADHD without medication in a country where mental health care is stigmatized? I live in a small town in India. Here amphetamines are illegal and methylphenidates like Ritalin is not supplied to common pharmacies as ADHD is not a popular diagnosis. People talk about making schedules to cope but not able to stick to schedules I make have been my primary problem. Earlier this year I attempted suicide and ended up in therapy. I was diagnosed with depression and some levels of OCD traits. Turns out my undiagnosed ADHD was the root of all problems. I cannot continue therapy any longer as there is a lot of stigma attached to mental health problems here and my parents want to cut off therapy to save their face (I'm a girl in young 20s, it will affect my family's reputation). School and college was easy for me, I never paid attention to any classes but I could get away with enough marks by cramming the night before exams. But adulting has been tough. I've not been able to stick to a job, I've been disappointing loved ones and colleagues with my chronic inattentiveness and procrastination habits. I've tried things like yoga and meditation but I'm just not able to stick with something for long. How can I cope! Please help! Seeking medical help is out of question! 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I just wanted to say thank you. ,6.933333333333334,6.7281790000000035,6.507777777777778,80.465,64.55555555555556,7.2,34.66666666666667,3.1291,1.9346,74,3,13,0,1,23,18,18,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994931090316866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34369410108390364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033484434965604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669646788347336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026627866914958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991616636093305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatisnothome,2018/12/27,"What made you guys, those who were diagnosed in their teens or later in life, finally visit a doctor? What made you think, ""This is not normal?"" For over a year now, I have noticed that I cannot focus properly, forget things often, almost always seem to be late, get anxious about pending tasks while trying to concentrate on the one at hand. Maybe I'm just overthinking this because I can focus on things I like to do or want to do for a long time. Moreover, I'm fairly good at academics, though I always feel I could do better. But there are times I relate with those who have ADHD - not entirely, but not somewhat either. The thought of confirming whether it is a flaw of mine or a developmental disorder seems attractive, but I do not want to embarrass myself. Also, I'm a girl in late teens, if it helps put things in perspective. Maybe reading through others' experiences might help me make a decision. So what compelled you to visit a doctor/therapist? Before the diagnosis, were you convinced you had ADHD or were you doubtful? 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Well, really I just cost me my job, but my ADHD didn't help (I don't want to blame something outside of myself for my own actions). Really, I can't blame them for the decision, I'm just disappointed I couldn't keep it together. The role wasn't difficult, in fact it wasn't overly engaging which is why I feel like ADHD got the better of me, acting up. I don't really have much else to say, just needed to vent a little and maybe ask if anyone else has had a similar experience?",3.6988571428571433,4.234152980952384,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,71.57142857142857,9.80952380952381,24.523809523809533,9.957137785484203,2.1573809523809517,393,10,82,10,7,140,67,105,0.102,0.745,0.153,0.6704,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,14,18,3,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,7,2,1,0,5,2,15,4,10,12,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,54,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946737393855003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532915723434264,0.16899945812746014,0.0,0.0,0.15419566432279105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587510824373118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27557067644845634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134195411630992,0.0,0.0,0.08339809503552256,0.1178324273908312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319167553518057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055510944729847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32735293852037645,0.1466053278903178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058084543188472,0.16531217091834538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570335660650926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124911517134045,0.1223001503699744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169923676327859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311660827271795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697807111644838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972852731936146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829993518794604,0.0,0.14883175856743486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ScarletSalamander,2018/12/27,"Out of meds until Jan 2, how to survive the painful boredom? My psychiatrist is out of the office until January 2nd, and I can't get a refill for amphetamine without him. I dont have anything important I need to be doing, so my concern is purely my quality of life for the next week. When I'm not taking amphetamine, I find existing to be boring and doing anything to be even more boring. It's an almost physical pain in my head, like sandpaper against my brain. Entertaining or distracting myself is all but impossible, even with my usual go to of video games (non interactive media is a no go even when I've taken my meds), and I have debilitating cfs so anything physical isnt happening either. I dread spending the next several days staring at my ceiling with a friction burn in my brain. Are their any strategies or activities or anything that can help me for the next week? 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However, for years I've also had problems with twitching and tics, especially in my face. I was curious if this had anything to do with the ADHD.",4.817723577235771,6.270732073170732,6.144878048780488,75.34869918699188,69.73170731707317,9.369105691056909,33.178861788617894,9.725611199111238,3.4359203252032517,169,8,30,4,3,57,31,41,0.068,0.875,0.057,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,0,7,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,7,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7817078060663807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600800884067456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676301728037654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300937030756093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31119373821844903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943244409047734 adhd,trojanvirus_exe,2018/12/27,"Jack of all trades, master of none disorder. I always pick up new interests, sometimes on a biweekly basis. I get crazy obsessed with a certain interest for a few weeks than never care about it again.",4.976936936936936,7.067695162162168,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,70.35135135135134,9.257657657657658,31.25225225225225,9.725611199111238,3.4349711711711706,159,7,26,4,3,52,33,37,0.16399999999999998,0.608,0.228,0.3879,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,8,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271857163634282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009080859859077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506575427530792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543819158299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032710339940897,0.3797687272218863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888989009124213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154127150754492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gambosa,2018/12/27,"What Are Your Squirles? What are the animals you guys get super focused on when you see it, for me it is squirles, I have missed so many dinner conversations and lectures because of a squirle outside the window.",8.73,8.161253923076924,8.353461538461541,69.90403846153849,61.051282051282044,9.851282051282054,42.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,4.106938461538461,169,9,27,2,2,54,33,39,0.052000000000000005,0.7959999999999999,0.152,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,7,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361878201775684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28813473551858765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460693336317206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591320088104562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394721872229017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,franklynfurter,2018/12/27,"rsd blocking out the truth? or am I not crazy? i was video chatting my partner this morning over coffee. my partner told me that she's tired. I believe her. but she starts playing a game on her laptop while we're talking. obvs I take this as her just not caring or wanting to talk to me. I decided to try to do the healthy thing and bring up my feelings, so I explain that when she's playing her game it makes me feel like she doesn't want to talk to me. but it felt like she brushed me off? she said smth along the lines of ""well I'm not doing anything that takes much attention."" but i thought she was tired and that would make it hard to multitask, and before any coffee? she decided to get off the phone, and I start freaking out. I try to follow the DBT advice about communicating needs, so I know I didn't phrase anything bad. her texts are indicating to me that she's upset, but she did tell me she was tired. but then she said she was doing smth around the house? when she's tired she doesn't get up and clean. i ask if she's upset bc her tone tipped me off, she says she's really exhausted. but she's cleaning around the house? tldr; it's not like I don't trust my partner to tell me the truth, but all of the other evidence points to her wanting nothing to do w me (at least right now). i know this is super long but even if no one gets this far being able to brain dump this was helpful at least for a little bit.",1.2360853968988683,3.2016243187919504,2.514230502198565,95.33922818791949,80.97986577181207,5.3183985188613745,20.678546632723908,6.311591054244273,0.011513399676000624,1109,31,252,9,29,356,147,298,0.129,0.728,0.14300000000000002,0.6836,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,11,17,1,2,11,0,19,6,1,2,3,48,47,24,0,7,17,0,4,3,3,1,5,3,2,3,16,10,0,1,10,6,0,2,9,6,1,1,12,8,54,11,33,33,5,27,0,0,0,0,45,17,0,4,11,170,70,1,0.10815465213788623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568747433423813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354887223481563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178004126671773,0.1925611410410844,0.10110999994407784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030461691229716,0.0,0.0,0.09203164300280876,0.12185325636945292,0.0,0.0,0.1180768683252572,0.0,0.0,0.1207363606768852,0.0,0.0,0.11027087598428406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143512770625615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937248360921037,0.07726570509762726,0.10384542696672627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169519025470195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688532457688326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249378352580345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495918948911225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887793665294705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851669979622154,0.10839937468876516,0.0,0.095713463713608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443881402733532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950611375511737,0.08019530413762149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377730567340056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328839135302938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224110494328988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928663961767596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236348197877542,0.2057596826985196,0.08600892038992171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310483890427085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626376767903131,0.2607918376890719,0.189063866155546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185314507999059,0.0,0.0,0.08586271280560483,0.0,0.4972314497617693,0.0,0.10334640498354401,0.0,0.14685981868760492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191377248064012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724402112351532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682996177018897,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nervousformyclasses,2018/12/27,"Anyone prefer XR to IR adderall? I was prescribed 10 mg IR Adderall last month, and I've been taking it once a day as prescribed, my psychiatrist today suggested upping my dose to 15 mg IR, but then also said XR is an option for me since I have class 7AM-6AM Mon-Friday and I'd prefer something that'd last me a little longer throughout my school day. So, I went with the XR for now (not sure if she is prescribing 10mg or 15/20 mg XR yet), but she said if I feel it's not effective she can always switch me to the IR on my next visit next month and up me to the 15 mg IR. Anyway, I'm just curious if anyone here prefers XR over IR? After googling and doing some research on this forum.... it seems more people prefer IR and just redosing throughout the day. TLDR: Is there anyone who prefers the less-initially intense, and more subtle throughout the day XR instead? Psych said if the XR is not effective, she'd switch me to IR again and up my dose to 15 mg next month. Any response would be greatly appreciated! 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She stepped out of the room, and I cruised right on out shortly thereafter. I drove the short distance home and started to fold the laundry I had done three days prior, and my phone rang. It was the doctor’s office. I assumed I had left my wallet or jacket or something and they were calling to let me know. “Hello?” “shanhizzle?” “Yeah, what’s up?” “...where did you go?” “I’m at home, why?” “...we weren’t finished yet...” I did, in fact, forget something- to finish my whole ass appointment. They’re going to squeeze me in to their (very busy) schedule tomorrow to come back complete it. There’s no doubt in my mind she said she’d be back in a few and to sit tight or something like that... I forgot to pick up my prescriptions, pay my copay, sign my controlled substance forms, make a new appointment, and check out at the front desk. Bright side: I’m getting a dose increase...better late than never!",1.933565040650404,4.570227517073171,2.5344207317073177,92.1056961382114,83.58536585365854,4.782520325203252,23.663617886178866,6.21433560688645,0.6230203252032518,831,31,160,7,24,257,132,205,0.066,0.885,0.05,-0.4682,1,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,2,1,5,4,0,1,10,1,11,6,1,3,2,31,26,10,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,3,0,4,13,0,3,3,1,3,11,3,1,0,1,13,5,29,3,26,10,5,48,0,0,1,1,14,21,1,7,16,101,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331699819165017,0.0,0.0,0.2190679828948484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454556961593395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270664376934312,0.1493543890214215,0.0,0.15976794168935649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186740389985276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374057792518008,0.0,0.14577412319882274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442338564881354,0.0,0.16191336465323153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857746272692881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828589003609844,0.0,0.16068794797481292,0.0,0.1547705534666889,0.14566309318089934,0.0,0.06959307044143917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508538245373613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822800865980127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438322301230063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986495230093717,0.13757750798723914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957475736621424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165011602869738,0.135501005040362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289911070191553,0.0,0.0,0.10082567816975294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700487671690613,0.0,0.15826536269717903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753481048450135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205105132745726,0.1285374831002751,0.1590385001657422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,viennavisitor,2018/12/27,"I started this healing today and I am scared Sorry for the bad writing in general, and auto-correct will fix the misspells, English is not a first language. Also until yesterday I didn't know about ADHD but I guessed there is a sub for this, and here you are. At 32 I knew definitely something was wrong, so instead of going to the doctor, I went to the gym and cleaned up my diet thinking it was due to my poor dietary choices. They always say it when you feel bad about yourself! Get some exercise! Be active! You will feel better! Lost 40 pounds, got into shape, hated the process of it, but still something was wrong. I felt wrong. I didn't feel better about myself. People usually do after they lose so much weight. What was wrong with me, what am I doing or not doing normal people do (or not do)? Then I started writing it. I haven't read a book in over 10 years, since I don't have the concentration to finish it. I haven't watched a 1h 30m movie in over 5 years, since I don't have the concentration to finish it. I haven't watched a 45min TV show in over 2 years, since I don't have the concentration to finish it. I barely coast with a 20min short TV show. Diagnosed yesterday at 34 with ADHD. Doctor explained to me what it was, and trough my history I was a text book case. The unruliness of me as a child, poor academic results, and it worsened 5 years ago due to some stress related life issues. Lack, of focus, concentration and un-restfulness. Prescribed 36mg of Concerta. Took the first one today. And I was scared. Properly scared. To test it the effectiveness of it, I took a book to read today, thinking I will focus on it. But it took my focus from the book into personal introspection and thinking about my life. For 4-5h i was walking up and down the apartment, talking to myself, gesticulating, thinking about my past, my present and my future. I had the focus I wanted, but not where I wanted it. I fought against this, I wanted to focus on the book, but finally I surrendered, and I let my thoughts take me to where they did. I cried about the tings I achieved and loved, laughed about stupid things I did, and thought about the things that made me a person I am today. And where would I have been if I was diagnosed earlier. The potential, the loss and small victories. Today I won. A battle I did not want, but my God I won it. 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Any tips for dealing with it? I tolerate Adderall pretty well with the exception of totally losing my appetite. I generally take Adderall in the morning - for obvious reasons - but this all but guarantees I won't be able to eat for the rest of the day. 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It's so nice to not have my nervous ticks or to have my mind clouded by my thoughts racing a lot faster than I can move my body. Im at work currently but have never felt more relaxed in my life. Im sure I could formulate my thoughts and feelings a little better if i had the time but my break is about to wrap up. I simply needed to get this off my chest as the only person that knows about my ADD and meds is my life-long best friend. Thanks for listening.",3.60482517482518,4.457142104895105,4.840146853146852,85.83098951048953,72.00699300699301,8.237482517482517,26.88741258741259,8.548686976883017,1.6909250349650349,543,18,117,9,10,180,98,143,0.033,0.8029999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9646,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,8,0,8,6,2,0,2,22,20,10,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,7,4,21,7,23,12,3,22,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,3,11,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119429020470116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080883453633207,0.0,0.16132512777817615,0.13595745924822167,0.0,0.1707540576493752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273707447498035,0.17009402515578487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602785610417824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777280870169201,0.0,0.14760031256891376,0.0,0.0,0.13075858831724887,0.0,0.0,0.1187677188404904,0.0,0.08031507942985164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320992205396719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448335723606136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716132938584493,0.0,0.15407304927797272,0.0,0.13604197675174032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069167949662866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707540576493752,0.15486198017836664,0.0,0.0,0.15521864379313025,0.0,0.2454039980424957,0.16338557410458546,0.0,0.1139852981784624,0.11856236173189062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691495220897395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422692722150328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453629904558186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488419473172254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152952322187629,0.17579817925145186,0.1784868215773279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440812969488371,0.17927681677005053,0.0,0.14571352805327822,0.0,0.17079436880228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250481328820358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191378649589953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yeamf93,2018/12/27,"Since this is a very supportive sub, I've decided to share this sort of victory with you all: I am in grad school, doing great and just got a high paying job related to the career path I want to follow. My doctor's out of town, and I'm left without meds for a few days now... I'm seeing a new doctor soon, just because I can't wait any longer. It's actually ok to not take the meds all the time, it gives your mind/body a break. My hard work is paying off. I'm in grad school, a very competitive engineering MSc that's kicking my butt: so hard that I almost want to cry sometimes. But I love it, because for the first time in years, I'm not always behind. I kept it together for the most part, handed in all assignments, etc. I've been looking for a data analyst job for a while now, and after sending out resumes to every single ML engineer/ Data Eng, analyst job position I saw that was sort of in-line with my skills and background; I landed an interview at a very prestigious huuuuuge company, and I'm making more than most of my friends who work full time. I work there 3 days a week, 9-5. The other 2 days I have classes. It'll be hard, and I'm EXCITED. It's still early to feel like I'm doing a good job, and I hope this doesn't jinx anything - but I am just proud of myself for sticking with it, no matter what. Just, don't quit. If you fail, just go on. If it doesn't work out once, try again. If it fails for the tenth time: try a new approach. Sometimes, all it takes is perfect timing, and you have no control over that. I didn't think this was possible. The second I stopped thinking about that, and just started ""try""ing to see what would happen, things started happening. Stop thinking about the end, and focus on the how to get to the end. I'm gonna believe in myself from now on: I believe that I will not fuck this up... and even if I do, I know I can do it: so, what's stopping me from trying again? 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After looking through numerous posts and searching the web, I seem to have most symptoms but these were all things I thought were normal in this modern time of instant gratification reducing our attention spans. I've asked to be referred to a specialist but this can take a bit of time so just wanted to get some opinions in the meantime. Having been exposed to this instant gratification world of social media etc since quite young I'm curious to know what you would consider 'normal' and where you would draw the line and say someone has ADHD. I've felt like this as long as I can remember. Thanks ",6.252243589743589,7.605233316239317,6.0487927350427375,77.74447115384619,66.26495726495726,8.926923076923078,32.57371794871795,9.188382445141503,2.8992743589743597,506,21,89,9,8,158,80,117,0.012,0.846,0.142,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,1,22,23,8,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,7,2,15,15,5,13,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,4,7,60,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341518716591944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214291809937652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270759933432168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729073056607692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870706073529484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179240427778727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707533523675393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518575242915514,0.0,0.0,0.17242141817661488,0.16361097667990945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817907082624828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659652969647447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722929167029824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207082491875322,0.0,0.0,0.1549393309372154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736899987495106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116819269686142,0.0,0.0,0.19860810409313007,0.1650816982039388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250649149724492,0.14649046118027395,0.0,0.0,0.179376407859083,0.0,0.0,0.1294386462934016,0.0,0.0,0.15467594773010962,0.2272178318173829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491778076512958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768080989422533,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Waytoohardtousername,2018/12/27,"Stimulant improve breathing? Asthma? I don't have diagnosed asthma. - When I do something physically demanding, eg. bicycling, I will feel out of breath. I say it's me being unfit. - When I'm on Vyvanse and do the same amount of physical effort, I don't struggle with breathing. Matter of fact, it feels smooth and easy to breath. Similar when it comes to talking. Without Vyvanse my throat feels restrained and I feel hoarse when I speak. With Vyvanse my voice is smooth and it feels relaxed. - Have you noticed anything similar? Could it be an undiagnosed medical condition?",3.7661995430312234,6.995802603960396,4.380594059405944,77.49378522467633,82.36633663366338,7.464127951256664,32.521706016755516,8.384062270229773,3.4755005331302367,457,25,70,11,13,145,64,101,0.019,0.8490000000000001,0.132,0.8785,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,11,9,5,1,1,20,18,8,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,10,11,1,10,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077995439284888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175205847148068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161385861261916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562989076835979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383995876182136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543837834632112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874916815643878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081123696377293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943995200436389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639850478930569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296317823383425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434168717675237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tasmaniak,2018/12/27,"I have picked up my phone three times to check the weather for tomorrow. And three times I’ve opened up Reddit. Still no idea how scorching hot it’ll be tomorrow. 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Anyone else start talking and then get stuck on a super simple word? This has always been an issue for me but seems like at 26 yrs old its at its worst lol. My brain moves faster than my mouth and then I just get stuck. Like a wrench thrown in a machine. ,0.5693650793650775,3.0121228148148163,1.1852380952380948,100.305,89.37037037037037,3.8264550264550254,13.269841269841269,5.288315135182226,-1.2918380952380957,208,3,46,1,7,63,44,54,0.17,0.633,0.196,0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,1,2,2,2,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,6,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451791459956649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060317965338459,0.3019120472760953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289358918728057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461490350846673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078933941680023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075465046162663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791013042456465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313174931322118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091941119314239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26824567009269273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856052167166345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683502148116356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,F4RM3RR,2018/12/27,"I feel like I mostly see complaint posts here I know it's hard to live with some times - but can we get some more success stories out here? Let's talk about the strengths ADD gives us! I want my daughter growing up seeing ADD more as a personality type or similar marker of people - rather than a disability or something that will hold her back. For me, I love that I can be driving to work in the morning, when all of a sudden one of the six plates spinning in the back of my consciousness drops an amazing idea on me. For the DND game I run, inspiration for another game I play, future research ideas for my Linguistics work, or other things like that. I get so excited about these ideas that I have Siri make a note for me, and try to stream of consciousness my way through exploring these ideas. I also love the silly moments where the H kicks in and I just have to make loud weird noises with my daughter until we can't breathe from laughing too much. What about you guys, what do you guys feel like ADHD gives you that the ""normies"" are missing out on?",6.099310897435899,6.039910052884617,5.863269230769234,83.89839743589745,66.25961538461539,8.856410256410255,31.275641025641022,8.344100000000001,2.073421794871795,833,29,171,10,12,259,129,208,0.048,0.73,0.222,0.9924,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,3,0,4,14,15,0,0,13,0,10,3,1,2,1,35,25,11,0,2,6,2,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,12,10,0,1,11,3,0,4,1,2,0,2,0,6,27,13,32,22,7,24,0,1,2,2,19,9,0,6,11,120,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445740947474418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277829234791376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347655991254864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976496145919514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996827868295902,0.18363102603840087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429396021943366,0.2465783364330193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451222753759284,0.0,0.0,0.11512967841060265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5803387983579413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063184582773924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142155164360764,0.0,0.1883667805206844,0.0,0.1134865026014218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319906552066873,0.0,0.17157768969215445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944778102181997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708923631678564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910036152462787,0.11221968372953818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308770538398088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482938414987648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894183630008464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330040707533132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538372061999043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494169796785176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725740338272851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459508164417196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580508579236682,0.1020140820141551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712981047118765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adolf_the_third,2018/12/27,"Feeling tired particularly when I’m on my adhd medicine, need help ASAP I’m sixteen and taking 36mg of concerta daily for my adhd. I was properly diagnosed and everything by a doctor. Whenever I take concerta I can focus better but I feel so physically drained. My arms literally feel so tired that I don’t even want to lift them sometimes. I constantly yawn and my eyes feel like closing. I’ve been taking concerta for a couple of months now so if it was some side effect I don’t know why it hasn’t lessened or passed yet. Sleep doesn’t seem to factor into this, I feel tired regardless of whether I sleep enough, too much, or too little. Finally, caffeine. If I have one coffee in the morning I don’t feel as tired but an hour after that it’s the same. Sometimes even the caffeine doesn’t help. If I have more coffee then I get jittery and I bounce my leg a lot and get tremors but I still feel tired inside and I’ll keep yawning. Please if anyone has had similar problems, or has solutions, share them. My exams are upcoming and it’s getting hard like this. 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Hey. I recently got prescribed 20mg of Adderall XR instead of my 54mg Concerta I had been taking, to see if it would work any better. My results are great: properly stimulated, motivation is back, i feel normal, etc. however I really can’t eat. On Concerta I could force myself, it wasn’t fun but it was doable. The other day on Adderall I didn’t eat a thing, and wasn’t hungry all day. Today I’m starving to the point of being dizzy and my stomach physically hurting, but I tried to eat a protein bar (figured eating something small jam packed w nutrients would be best) and I spat the bite I took into the garbage. I wanted to gag, I have absolutely no appetite at all. Anyone have this same experience? What did u do about it? Any help would be so greatly appreciated, cause the Adderall definitely works better than the Concerta in general, it’s just the appetite issues. TIA! tl;dr i’m on adderall and want to puke every time i try to eat. help. 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I'm relatively knew to this subreddit, and as I joined it was like a mouthful of fresh air, feeling understood and not alone in things that made me feel wrong all my life. But often I read about ""big stuff"" topics, school, jobs, relationships. I get bugged also by very insignificant things that end up messing with my whole mood and day (ex. realising I have to tide my clothes from THE chair, it takes so long for me bc I keep getting distracted), what about you guys ? 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Of course I specifically mean, the emotions, the struggles, the general experiences of living with ADHD. I'm curious if there's music out there for you that you can really relate to when it comes to this. I'm currently working on an EP to get my Bachelor's degree in music, where I create several tracks that depict several 'mental health issues' to put it like that... I want to cover ADHD as well. Revisiting it, Awolnation's 'Sail' is a pretty good obvious example for me (I have been diagnosed with ADD myself). It depicts the struggles in relationships but also using the 'disorder' as a sort of scapegoat. Which I wonder about a lot whether I'm guilty of that or not. (Also, overthinking stuff like that is a part of it...) I'm sure it would be interesting to share your suggestions :) ",6.201565017261218,7.668295405063291,7.637134637514386,65.89135212888381,66.46835443037975,11.568239355581124,32.08515535097813,11.389717465364855,4.385967088607595,686,28,109,23,11,236,99,158,0.066,0.755,0.179,0.9313,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,1,9,10,0,2,10,0,7,2,0,1,2,20,17,9,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,12,8,23,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,4,82,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793216137321082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126318925601632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452021412788625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493622144842926,0.0,0.0,0.15236631270105466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495450592210543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600911413698355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945819556963351,0.0,0.0,0.1115078303119866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413141558001064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875988032882464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129900274083804,0.0,0.11739273574661616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130249549429782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481591272628158,0.0,0.0,0.13397713702325348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439663141447946,0.0,0.0,0.11608231265966837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525270414520404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364629105659365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703357467368191,0.0,0.0,0.14273301268055155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003796721961021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27796563944428665,0.15219004327641342,0.0,0.0,0.1252989451553038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482166298891905,0.0,0.0,0.07841431536512429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390667673474419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417301574889224,0.096785432132452,0.0,0.0,0.09444020508210473,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,giacintam,2018/12/27,"ALARMS ALARMS ALARMS! guys seriously, set alarms for EVERYTHING! I've been diagnosed with ADHD since 16 and I'm 22 now and setting alarms for everything has saved my life countless times. whether it be an actual event, or even something as simple as buying bread or texting someone- having something screaming in your face to do it works a treat. for me, writing lists or calendar events dont work bc I forget about the list or event existing.",5.172751322751324,7.629760172839513,4.801869488536156,81.24555555555557,70.72839506172839,8.085361552028218,30.08994708994709,8.841846274778883,2.671224338624338,358,15,61,7,7,109,63,81,0.19399999999999998,0.727,0.079,-0.8561,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,3,9,0,5,3,0,6,4,1,0,0,11,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,4,2,9,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,5,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.2426052031816935,0.0,0.2987780821156298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523315304209761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913663129053308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642030073831181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468650489242522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461606583887863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559893457613354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565081615959685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064445409837615,0.3827806278930452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449651192873641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619786585141764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xdeblanc,2018/12/27,"ADHD makes me hate watching movies Going to the movie theater or sitting at home for a movie night? Nope, can’t do it. I hate having to sit through a 2 hour movie. I get restless, I get lost in my thoughts and end up missing an important detail of the movie, and I just HATE sitting for an extended amount of time. TV shows are usually ok bc they’re usually 30-45 mins. But movies...I have to watch them like 3 times to fully understand the plot. I’ve always been like this and never thought much of it until this guy asked me on a date to the movies. I never linked it to my ADHD but like duh obviously that’s why",2.013884943181821,3.6600440390625018,3.4216193181818184,91.25690340909092,77.359375,6.529545454545455,23.35511363636364,7.348242739294969,0.7895843749999996,479,15,106,6,11,157,86,128,0.099,0.821,0.079,-0.3541,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,1,10,3,1,9,2,6,0,0,1,3,15,19,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,2,10,4,17,15,2,20,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,1,15,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824957620924032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324120541935173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876860427055982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094529704715386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628166571360986,0.0,0.0904393952959854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756746271493158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713349911449978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962415787308645,0.0,0.15671471977043772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332341825269724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371332079975685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062230348806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698163960901035,0.0,0.24546756524019225,0.0,0.0,0.14933627396945698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25266889427432804,0.18558437548701245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566387875086788,0.0,0.0,0.3505267562585519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359348617519832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,L0NG-D0NG-SILVER,2018/12/27,"ADHD and alchohol. Forgive me of this is a played out troupe in our community, however I'm curious if anyone in The ADHD community has different reactions to alchohol? For myself it seems like with social gatherings that my disabilities tend to fade away and I am more normal for lack of a better word when I have a few drinks. I was wondering it anyone felt the same way? I have been diagnosed with ADHD since I was 13 and am currently 22. Everytime i drink i feel more normal. I was curious If this happens a lot with people like me or am I just a borderline alcoholic lmao. Maybe its self medication or perhaps just the euphoria of the alcohol. Either way it seems to be snap me out of the fog for lack of a better word. No one in my extended family, from grandparents to my mother and father has ADHD just me everyone else is, for again lack of a better word, normal functioning people. I was curious if this is something I should watch out for. I have been prescribed adderall since my first diagnosis and have since quit at the age of 18 due to feeling like a drug addiction. I honestly felt like I was an alien when I wasn't taking my medication. Ever since i quit i have felt semi normal. I felt like I was dependent on my medication to make me feel like I was normal person. I remember in school whenever forgot my meds I felt awful and awkward even more than normal. Anyway sorry for the tangent just curious if anyone seems to feel normal when they drink? Not advocating alcoholism in anyway just curious. Love this community hope you all see this on the morning. Much love, L0NG_D0NG_SILVER",5.206605067064082,6.66401474098361,6.607637853949331,72.38176974664681,68.80327868852459,10.397913561847991,29.92921013412817,10.537671172512404,3.4939508196721314,1276,49,222,37,22,434,145,305,0.049,0.752,0.19899999999999998,0.993,4,0,8,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,6,13,16,0,1,17,1,25,14,0,2,2,62,48,15,0,16,13,2,9,6,0,1,9,0,0,2,10,12,6,1,15,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,16,11,38,15,37,30,12,24,0,0,2,2,12,12,0,13,16,168,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638966747774346,0.336855431610211,0.0,0.0,0.22465945676679008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698953988536956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583567842046527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592102427233814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711223912300966,0.0,0.07321113525952051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593392646323966,0.08126217193832816,0.0,0.05853681166210874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046282406771665736,0.06338483639575257,0.0,0.0669575390626591,0.0,0.0,0.0660583756048224,0.0,0.14172360121882993,0.10012000839510696,0.33640426262095235,0.0,0.0,0.05960386630439302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196512318725754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959807617650937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540410903271145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957336716510012,0.12648682985642462,0.0,0.04677412119017192,0.0,0.07039752053784826,0.0,0.07783505583872545,0.2117728452326977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151155203053423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805950889568393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748312558759343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715927788790228,0.06118484397483056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490620424966728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937879378582452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091738893341548,0.05583892902815259,0.1913748668239676,0.07310118624437477,0.0,0.0,0.2318596931471809,0.0,0.0,0.07143036926366378,0.0,0.053945445356931215,0.0,0.07844073425679265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268600585807273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124101376572887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599093498282447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lakela_8204,2018/12/27,"Not to brag but... Yup, totally bragging. Tomorrow i'm leaving town with my daughter for a couple of days to do xmas with my mom and family. Normally, I'd wait to pack until the morning, then run around lines a chicken with my head cut off in the morning doing the 5,000 things that need to be done before leaving town. I wanted to just go to bed tonight but I know this jackass! Insanity is doing the same thing over, blah blah. I packed my bag tonight, which took digging said bag out, seeing gifts that needed wrapping for tomorrow, setting up my meds, etc for the next two days. I got packed, knowing the key items I'd likely miss in the AM, presents wrapped and ready in a gift bag next to my suitcase so I don't forget. To boot, I even did a quick pickup in my disaster of a room and got a load of laundry folded! I'm super proud of myself.",3.2707827260458835,4.5752621871345065,4.3072514619883036,87.61016194331988,73.32748538011697,6.898965362123255,27.188933873144396,7.321109707123232,1.3360774628879892,658,24,136,7,13,214,108,171,0.122,0.775,0.10400000000000001,-0.3166,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,13,1,9,1,1,0,1,22,24,8,0,4,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,6,2,14,3,28,17,4,28,0,1,1,0,3,12,0,0,13,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263028095019673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589460211839844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971042904542898,0.0,0.22114710442776586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545682079499655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121636969388514,0.11324365396435605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163143514437267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744117674276773,0.0,0.27425462031317155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596111929027844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845310919971914,0.0,0.0,0.3630897521451684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376369290428201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044658099096776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080468234638907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542617214508528,0.0,0.0,0.3646862390045537,0.0,0.16798837443875414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309187829229704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662652393599287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278126450938369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049154110115968,0.0,0.0,0.1674855027556065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112792567791397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,likoi,2018/12/27,"Therapist thinks I don't have ADHD from just talking to me, I'm still considering asking a doctor.. I'm an adult and suspecting I may have ADHD for a while now. My therapist has experience treating ADHD patients (but mostly children), and I've been seeing them for other issues (depression and social anxiety). One day I randomly asked them if they think I have ADHD and they straight off tell me that I don't without asking me any questions, they think any symptoms that may be ADHD-like is a result of my depression and anxiety issues. For some reason I don't feel satisfied with their response and I'm considering seeking another evaluation from a professional. Should I go to a doctor for this? Or should I directly find a psychiatrist/psychotherapist or get a doctor's referral? I'm feeling a lot of shame about trying to get another opinion because I'm worried about being wrong again, that I'm just desperate for a label to justify my laziness/incompetence. 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Hello All! Recently I have been wondering if there is a correlation between ones drug and alcohol use and an ADHD diagnosis. I realise that there are numerous other reasons as to why an individual is driven to drink and use drugs but from speaking to others with ADHD I have realised that many suffer from some degree of addiction- whether it be small scale or large scale. I have also noticed that many of those who have ADHD also have some harrowing/funny/slightly traumatic intoxicated experiences (black-out, saying nasty things, not remembering anything the next day, feeling immeasurable more calm/confident/happy with alc. ect) and wondered if anyone in this group could relate. I personally have had to cut down on my exposure to any mind altering states- due to the unfortunate inebriated misadventures that ensue though I still find it difficult at times to abstain. All in all, I am wondering if anyone relates and in addition to that have any tips that has made a sober existence more.. easily accessible and, not to sound too depressing, liveable. Thanks!",10.355736842105262,10.46294994210526,10.26526315789474,55.30684210526318,57.47368421052632,13.915789473684216,42.15789473684211,13.023866798666859,6.1576947368421076,899,44,128,30,10,297,128,190,0.142,0.815,0.043,-0.9715,0,0,6,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,7,0,16,6,0,4,3,36,25,17,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,14,10,2,1,7,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,4,8,1,23,19,7,15,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,9,6,98,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811526605401206,0.5208527571869783,0.0,0.0,0.2315820309536893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732916443776478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473606525452423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151882171128853,0.0,0.08916113689123854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650702743176747,0.0,0.0,0.0698754689597073,0.0,0.0933199367305634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613974951014506,0.37694769628702796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598509243688653,0.0,0.0,0.054783982627532736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902806994750654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533841510959295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252145680052842,0.0,0.21969564533411395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940055019212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152292816111394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233548673421343,0.0,0.0,0.07341937983286452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460525700895232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139974527827662,0.10698053649192443,0.0,0.1227371142804218,0.0,0.0,0.08616264429525165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652681853975815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975224193774952,0.0,0.0,0.07198156834145998,0.0,0.10645131778848732,0.0,0.06317856512609041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715569475445407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776717888233008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524962131483773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ep-alex,2018/12/27,"I TOLD A STORY! Most nights after work I drive one of my co-workers home. We're friends but I'm always quiet and awkward in one-on-one social settings, so most nights we just drive in silence, or he talks a lot and I just smile and give awkward one-word interjections (is that the right word?) to show that I'm still listening. But tonight! I really tried and we had a true conversation and I even told a story straight from start to finish without jumping around to thirty different topics before making my point. And I felt really good!! I was smiling like an idiot afterwards, I hope he doesn't think I was silly lol. It's a small victory but I just really needed to tell someone. I've been trying really hard to work on this.",1.5122920892494949,4.046993000000004,3.2799188640973647,86.73902636916837,84.51724137931033,6.170385395537528,20.94320486815416,7.510576382923642,0.9924279918864096,575,18,111,10,17,191,93,145,0.076,0.7090000000000001,0.214,0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,2,7,9,1,2,7,1,6,0,0,1,1,27,18,11,0,2,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,7,4,14,6,13,11,3,20,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,5,9,64,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632315737850575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514851635766129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918431977024702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586155126481312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027310259094023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457672644563998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729274267642233,0.0,0.0,0.14563583726515306,0.0,0.12733614226178794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599740635731428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228392716378955,0.15078764306724973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416967819345341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906861967884733,0.0,0.0,0.1013384259777633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125697148911112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849382520928665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086235562601378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351528630488805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890291259019486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965012034692694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475739584202086,0.1286332893205624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745621735112262,0.0,0.1212405339952774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202403091752262,0.13269396343218512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727762715670148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29013357999252803,0.0,0.2061463335839939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634530334456236,0.0,0.3315717879292749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kateaclysm91,2018/12/27,"This subreddit actually made me cry I'm fairly new to reddit. Joined last month due to my red dead obsession. But stumbled accross this sub and I'm currently sobbing in bed right now. I've struggled with ADD for my whole life, and I've always felt like there is something completely messed up in my brain. I'm a smart person but I've never been able to figure out my life. Constantly losing everything, putting things off to the very last minute, getting completely overwhelmed with seemingly easy tasks.... It's exhausting sometimes. And I've always beat myself up for not just 'doing better' or just manning up and adulting better. Reading everyone else's stories and relating to them on the level that I do has been like a weight off my shoulders. Knowing that I'm not alone in feeling like this makes me feel incredibly hopeful for my future. Thank you reddit - you've really lifted my spirits after a not so good few weeks. 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Bit of a lighter note; Had a conversation with a mate yesterday, halfway through they laughed about my ADD and how noticeable it was. My brain was going through its hourly rerewiring and I looked at him and 'shit hey, do you think I should maybe take a test or something?...' I was diagnosed ADD 8 years ago and take ritalin daily... Needless to say we were laughing hysterically about this for a good hour after I came to my senses. Shit just happens for us sometimes doesnt it. 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That one you'll *forget* when your neurological wiring/neurochemical novelty says, ""NEXT!!"" and moves on? 1. Open you iPhone **NOW** (NAO) 2. Open the **mail app** 3. Type **your email** in the **To box** (Pro's already have ""BCC me on sent emails"" checked in settings, uh, somewhere... and can skip this step) 4. In the **Subject box,** ***type that thought*** no matter how incoherent your typing. **Why does this work?** 1. **Time-to-Input**. I'm a General Contractor in the US who (according to Screen Time from the past 6 months) averages 100 calls/day, 430 texts/day and over 10hrs/day using my phone for work... TtI is a metric that literally measures how-fast-can-I-write-this-down. This is huge, especially (imo) for folks whose brain wants to move on 10 seconds ago... 2. **Emails are not Texts** (E != T). *Texts* basically *disappear* the first time you look at them. An email can be (very, very easily) marked Unread in the blink of an eye, thus keeping it at the *top of a sort-by-unread pile*. ***Review this pile*** whenever you find one of those ""Oh, what was I doing?"" moments 3. **Provocative**. Even if your ""subject"" is as intelligible as a Florida Lottery Winner on a Saturday at an open mic bar, that incomprehensible gibberish is going to make your brain go, ***""wait, wtf was I on about? Surely this is important...""*** After testing and tweaking I honestly send myself in excess of 150 ""emails"" a day. Now this might be the hard part: I pair this technique with a morning routine wherein **I sit down at my desk** (laptop, iphone, friend's computer, who cares?) **and review each self-email** one by one and put action items on Today's To-Do and ""Oh, yeah"" on The Big List. &#x200B; Hi Btw. 34m ADHDc as of November. 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For me Trigen’s formulation and round pill is not as effective as Activis cylinder style formulation. Everyone has varying opinions but the uninformed change by CVS is not acceptable in my opinion.",11.664276729559743,12.811223981132073,10.669811320754722,50.03163522012579,54.47169811320754,14.613836477987425,53.515723270440255,13.5591,8.34339496855346,273,19,33,10,3,87,44,53,0.077,0.8909999999999999,0.032,-0.3514,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,4,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,10,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331969403772563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816222939702859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976688485810708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858669631443604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Spontanemoose,2018/12/27,"Who else got Notepads for Xmas? I got three this year. Makes up for the six I lost during 2018, I guess. If I could only remember to do the writing down & the checking, we might be getting somewhere. &#x200B; Ah, well.",0.9933333333333324,3.5901423255813967,1.4747674418604682,97.25385658914728,90.86046511627909,3.7968992248062015,23.44573643410853,5.46131890053228,0.2230341085271319,172,7,35,1,6,52,36,43,0.055999999999999994,0.894,0.051,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,5,1,5,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987642573458545,0.279673926551324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837668796620456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227212627675005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025096410165627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681656607286469,0.0,0.2535511179100657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512507222467801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363596821557346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441671721300742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504976426385335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607304536943812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694468825767065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279673926551324,0.1482177909329434 adhd,TitsAndTears85,2018/12/27,My 5 year old’s Christmas Concert got me super depressed to the point of tears My ADHD child had a Christmas concert last week. He was the ONLY child not singing or using hand movements in the show. I legit cried hysterically to my husband during and after. Will this get better? ,2.8930817610062896,5.7003836226415086,3.885188679245285,82.94086477987422,80.69811320754721,4.2880503144654085,25.81446540880504,5.46131890053228,0.8866503144654092,224,9,37,1,6,72,45,53,0.128,0.7070000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,5,2,5,2,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776115677362532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277887476792896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451378089235612,0.0,0.0,0.27062302828302665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415836905597675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512972551161372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561178020645437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297037357591256,0.0,0.0,0.2389659327878235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970238825657188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137095592498445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520351084057585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233676300559988 adhd,bright-bluesky,2018/12/27,"One fuck up away from losing my *new* job I started a new job in September at an amazing company with amazing benefits (like free flight benefits). It’s an at-home job, which I’ve discovered is my WORST NIGHTMARE. Their system for work compliance is very straight-forward and easy to follow. Essentially, you’re allowed 16 “flags” in a rolling 6 months before you’re basically fired. Well, yours truly has managed to receive 14 flags - all from simply not working when I’m scheduled. I am trying my best to have as much self-compassion as I can but it’s really hard to have any kind of sympathy knowing that this was all self-inflicted and that I’m in the most easy possible situation with an at-home office. Also there’s the fact that I JUST started. I feel like such a privileged little prick. I have a meeting with my supervisor tomorrow and I’m going to let her know I’d like to do all I can to keep this job, not only for the sake of me keeping a job, but also for the good of the company. I’m very scared because I need to have a perfect record with no more flags until June 2019. Sometimes I feel like I don’t even have control over my actions. Just feeling extremely discouraged tonight, especially since I was so excited to get this job and work it part-time so I could pursue my other creative passions, but lately I’m struggling just to get by. Just wish me luck I guess!",4.645968768074027,5.7240257619047625,5.660570657412766,80.07083285135917,69.76923076923077,8.970811644495855,31.584538268748805,9.276330184999452,2.7923084249084256,1095,47,211,22,19,362,158,273,0.096,0.675,0.22899999999999998,0.9903,7,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,7,13,25,2,2,14,0,17,3,1,2,5,38,39,15,0,3,9,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,4,5,0,1,4,4,7,1,1,2,5,24,19,33,35,8,25,0,2,0,2,5,8,2,3,16,131,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616680538412916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873819564506653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496844253663952,0.0,0.0,0.0616177251449097,0.0,0.08601204736446555,0.0,0.10607773229323376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337035839428353,0.08070454186476055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676270668741217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332799024805294,0.1444238366211308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934472791141084,0.10562076239709177,0.0,0.05744636873163157,0.08478151465214999,0.0,0.0,0.11135154957118217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054825986507893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6018407032408214,0.1796899579501161,0.0,0.105259769903665,0.11110238157620587,0.0,0.11402318925136487,0.0,0.0,0.10336164379489284,0.0,0.19753127578109575,0.10130920024674518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308320674843653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068147834922303,0.0,0.07430578656366088,0.07494989845701554,0.0,0.19524832356959346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849475226830261,0.07687626330941294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946031447238083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395305863124648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475474667271039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119919859927604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089798029790024,0.0,0.0,0.08361482130017106,0.11361869966371678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997118377370133,0.0,0.14309057434909758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567126930639753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862701386581561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668039714042307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908834948272261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162375686799372,0.0,0.0,0.22076338969632206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gRowlxd,2018/12/27,"I love ADHD I feel gifted, seriously. Many people complain and whine, meanwhile I’m here, skipping meds for the single reason that I like being hyper. Ofcourse, there are negatives. But everything has its negatives. Its a really unpopular opinion I think, but still. I feel gifted, and I am greatful for not being a slow boring person.",3.082693032015065,6.195040847457629,4.966666666666665,71.13026365348402,89.67796610169492,6.690018832391714,25.199623352165734,7.793537801064563,2.6117668549905835,266,11,36,6,9,90,44,59,0.087,0.7909999999999999,0.122,0.4484,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,10,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,6,3,2,8,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534098496574642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642873075548701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973769273082004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32420849430328713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366565689674424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26540579327771924,0.0,0.0,0.29813648451151903,0.0,0.0,0.32664072240787884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038681438328363,0.2567668439496205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883860301338169,0.30234853660603656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348412637508381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842543944133808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,watson7878,2018/12/27,"Should i stop taking ritalin Hey, so i'm 16 and have been diagnosed for 7-8 years now and the treatment was exclusively meds, more specifically Ritalin. Recently I've had a lot of problems with impulsive, procrastination, and irresponsibility. it seems like i should up my dose, but I'm already at 54 mg a day. I know some older people who have adhd and they all quit and said they were better off. I have done a little research, but i am still unsure if i should stop taking it. Any advice is appreciated, i feel like a worthless piece of trash right now and i want to turn my life around and this seems like the first logical step. Thanks!",4.027822580645161,5.85412871774194,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,72.30645161290323,8.508387096774195,25.30322580645161,9.120678840339163,1.9776348387096767,507,16,99,11,10,170,87,124,0.096,0.7340000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8896,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,5,7,0,0,6,0,13,5,0,0,1,27,25,11,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,3,5,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,2,12,5,9,16,5,17,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,5,13,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085263845918287,0.1714443216859859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360961212347255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119309658883411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618461135925374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551682010903654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131484995744234,0.0,0.0,0.17807453806171653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954271718295914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871103875654866,0.12533903836285312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923473149979866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642082631494757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392307495859085,0.2571429419016798,0.17584351770888915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915836848602854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948815467782483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163253533140975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787863768566302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660898418231453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323228549218178,0.0,0.0,0.14983038071595794,0.16688982991025736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31943986900034993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011182803463573,0.2933623154358505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638279167285093,0.0,0.0,0.16152759577112272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083544736443284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348291093512617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129818151302497 adhd,OhhWhyMe,2018/12/27,"Snapchat and my working memory I doubt I am the only person who sends a snapchat picture with text, 5 seconds later receive a response, and then not understand the response or its context because I forget what I sent originally. Snapchat is awful for my tiny working memory bank. 🤦‍♀️",2.4882539682539684,5.407617666666668,4.244497354497355,78.37166666666667,85.2962962962963,6.048677248677249,33.64021164021164,7.447530270364453,3.030754497354497,230,14,36,4,7,77,42,54,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,23,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749309046230563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430126731551888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938036687844692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695162820936506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6566798573421657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cameronmyers,2018/12/27,"Can the presentation of your ADHD change over time (specifically, inattentive to combined) Quick question: &#x200B; I'm 99.99999999999999% certain that I have (or have had) inattentive ADHD. Recently, I've been having a few hyperactive episodes, and I don't see any lifestyle change that could contribute to this. Is it possible for ADHD to change from inattentive to combined over time?",8.644285714285715,11.530247079365086,6.930349206349209,67.81742857142861,62.33333333333334,10.754285714285713,39.584126984126975,10.793553405168565,5.212037460317461,318,17,44,9,5,94,46,63,0.0,0.9640000000000001,0.036000000000000004,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,9,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202105306601744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638561050731395,0.2090253853419172,0.11698076184027956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459289471960542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373454555027735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939287973391836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927038492199848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985083120563582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707914851781394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061465670170556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090253853419172,0.0 adhd,ssomethingclever,2018/12/27,"is it appropriate to ask doctor to discuss dosage / medication type? How? I feel so weird talking to my doctor about the medication dosage. I hate talking about it with anyone, however its especially odd talking to my doctor about it. I feel like she'll think I want more and I'm abusing it, but I just know know if its working correctly, or if its the right approach for me. How do I ask if its working well or correctly without sounding like I am questioning her approach? (my doc is very nice and approachable, its not that I have a bad / mean doctor. I just have a hard time forming my thoughts and intentions into sentences especially at the doctors office)",4.10991202346041,6.421630225806452,5.174105571847509,78.04479472140764,73.35483870967742,8.057478005865104,32.240469208211145,8.841846274778883,3.01971935483871,524,26,92,11,11,172,73,124,0.087,0.768,0.145,0.8575,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,0,5,0,7,7,0,3,2,29,19,12,0,4,10,0,3,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,1,4,16,4,12,17,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,6,3,67,26,8,0.0,0.15685084293237525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256446632541124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751831574957855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053331369253898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6774921558987985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387248020607764,0.09457361883862056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185881335841401,0.13069966804496816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550720342397738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935016837583807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420264180936548,0.0,0.2667215696636071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829796704559992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305337508059254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31921054525634673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482494301176544,0.0,0.10509640031197467,0.07719292029930166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922888895228106,0.07808224399135054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902717999466655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761137765259362,0.0,0.19275112436767086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LuckyLavishness3,2018/12/27,"concerta wtf So I've been on concerta two weeks tomorrow. The first week was pretty good, got a lot done and was able to concentrate for a good 6-8 hours no problem. But at the same time I was feeling pretty irritable and angry, but willing to put up with it because of the positive effects. Then starting the 8th day it lasted a couple hours less, and then the last few days I've gotten nothing done and just felt like shit. I also went from 18-36 after the first week and that sort of helped, but then just pooped out again. &#x200B; I want to ask my doctor to switch me to vyvanse because I've read so many good reviews on it here, but not sure how or if I even should? &#x200B; any advice is appreciated.",4.992136752136752,5.404167265734266,5.624848484848485,83.03505050505049,68.65034965034964,8.313597513597513,29.175602175602172,8.167268648758528,1.845258585858586,561,19,114,7,9,182,97,143,0.11,0.7190000000000001,0.172,0.8707,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,1,0,9,0,9,3,2,2,1,27,17,18,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,3,10,2,6,5,16,5,4,26,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,20,76,10,3,0.1201881320172099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744645160205078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611440575138666,0.0,0.2604475816531515,0.2920834712950341,0.0817320511983636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123596792308671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653113946356286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298588206223652,0.0,0.15502280447003494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301764592683027,0.0,0.2459883749635174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938312767609776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077073079720605,0.0,0.11539945475251892,0.0,0.0,0.2044639273914061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30242430854620506,0.09612542856897212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055957143404469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367221999628073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593873778063794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058717850366564475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021796518727582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185190159220062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532375416235867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454907734983705,0.0,0.1150038105786919,0.0,0.12082226886210715,0.0,0.0,0.12022065663263636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337139036579975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506977844670174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327589205810315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008266630658981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740634096219255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089007423087543,0.0,0.2892230096035196,0.0,0.0,0.11141560249332222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920834712950341,0.0 adhd,VivariumGo,2018/12/27,"Mind on Mirena Hey all, Has anyone experienced the shift in their ADHD when switching from no hormone birth control to the Mirena IUD? I just got mine in, hoping it'll level out the monthly swings (the three days before my period where sooo effective for getting anything done, and the days after we're a disaster, the middle was middle) But now I'm having my first real worry that the level it settles at might be the more difficult days. Which is """"funny"""" because I just asked to be moved up to full time at my bank job. Any stories are appreciated, :)",6.9225714285714295,6.979874161904764,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,64.52380952380952,9.285714285714286,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.550333333333333,437,14,75,6,6,144,82,105,0.10300000000000001,0.792,0.105,0.0534,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,2,1,12,15,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,7,1,13,8,3,25,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,2,11,56,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26054318854306224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742674873137304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158678297550093,0.0,0.178402257292292,0.0,0.20267229262733066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215506745687164,0.0,0.18447496876624986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315190679258575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194408626813136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185462015733276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844041083405848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326545199946406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733892542344164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532447432195148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151337096266593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998322983393754,0.2188992400029701,0.0,0.17304219181552394,0.2304167664717453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467580208618168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641380565538948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201639262627428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,muddaubers,2018/12/27,"who else has this problem? my phone accumulates on average +30 pictures a day. i have over 25,000 saved it’s so [overwhelming](https://i.gyazo.com/579fd58297e4df802c633f126769f669.jpg). about half of them (12,140) are screenshots. i just compulsively screenshot things if i “want to remember” them or “to look at later” when i’m in a hurry or multitasking and i never actually go back and read them because they’re lost in a sea of screenshots, memes, and cat pictures. it’s a strain on space, and i’m sure i have some diamonds in the rough there that i actually *would* benefit from looking at again, but the scope is just huge. i wish there was an app that would force me to go through a few pictures every day and make me either delete them or move them to a folder. i can’t do it on my own.",3.4135459183673484,6.2581711836734675,3.4053698979591864,87.01172831632654,78.65986394557822,6.39608843537415,22.792942176870746,7.645422480735847,1.0282248299319727,632,20,122,10,16,192,96,147,0.035,0.868,0.09699999999999999,0.812,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,1,9,6,0,1,9,0,10,0,0,1,2,24,20,12,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,3,17,3,18,16,4,21,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,5,7,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.4023026422160674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584998088876332,0.0,0.1256537951908432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26587118334163645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172193603317517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367184024897594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429473366912865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34619142998576224,0.0,0.22501320413718875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759212777486254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190815815082207,0.0,0.0,0.15897872170125305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972367827551748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618391178186884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350298967217195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427332364761066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694237075365032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157971201316024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370371774362233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928550197213824,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,I_try_not_enough,2018/12/27,"My thoughts are my enemies. I started my junior year oh high school and so far it's gone to shit. I told myself all summer that it will be different this year and that I will be the best I can be, yet I have only gotten worse. My pills don't help at all and I am at my highest dosage and I am at a loss of what I should do. I want to make my mom happy so bad but every attempt I have a succeeding I fail worse than before. I am scared I'll be like my brother: just live in a shitty apartment with a shitty job. I am scared of losing my girlfriend the most, I love her so much but I don't want to cripple her financially because she is so smart and has such talent and opportunities and I am just a 255 lb weight dragging her down. I am just confused and I never have anyone to talk to about this. I want to say that it's all a lie and that I don't have ADHD and then be normal but I never get there. I always fail at achieving even the easiest goal set for myself it's like my brain doesn't want to be successful, yet it still has so many inhibitions. 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I'm very nervous about things. care to chat with me? I was diagnosed with ADHD and Asperger's/autism at the age of 10. I stopped taking medication all together in 2008 because I felt that I no longer needed it and just wanted to try and take life one day at a time without having to be medicated. For a long time I was doing pretty well for myself. But over the past couple of years Ive starting to experience extreme distractions and anxiety because I cant focus on anything. I landed a pretty crappy online job in the beginning of 2017 and its been an absolute struggle for me to even do it. My online job caused me extreme anxiety to where I wasnt able to stand doing it for more than 2-3 hours at most. I talked with my therapist at Pathways and I am about to go back on adderall at the beginning of January and honestly im scared and nervous, because I'm also getting a job at an Amazon call center next month, I just feel nervous because I feel like I'm gonna screw up and the medicine wont help focus once I do get the Amazon call center job, its gonna require me talk and chat with angry customers ect. Do any of you have any positive turnarounds after you started taking your meds after being off of them for a very long time? Im just scared of failure, because if I fail this Amazon job I will not only fail my family but Ill fail myself for not being able to take care of myself because of my disability. If I do fail IDK what Ill do. Ill have basically nothing else but junky minimum wage mcdonalds jobs to fall back too. and If I have to work fast food ill go mad. My brother worked for McDonalds and he said it was hell and it made him almost kill himself. 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Stuck at an escape room with my family, full of happy, competitive, functioning strangers. I just started Adderall last week and this is the first true test... failing. Anxious as hell. Dead weight on my team as I can't focus on shit. Cue worse anxiety. I'm here with my wife, sister-in-law and her new fella, and we're on a team with four unknowns. Almighty urge to flee. But I can't. I'm trapped in an escape room... oh the irony. 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I usually can’t sit still but sometimes when i have nothing to pick at, like my nails or biting my lips, my face will start twitching or my neck will start twitching. I’ll usually just crack my neck without meaning to, kind of just involuntary. things like that. Does anyone else do things like this? 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Add pills are so fucking stupid, ur taking a literal amphetamine everyday just so u can feel normal as if you can’t focus on other things that ur actually interested in. I also hate these gay ass stereotypes like people with adhd r super fucking different like wtf no normal people have these problems as well, add people just can’t focus as easily. Ik no ones gonna see my posts cuz mods r gonna remove it. But to whichever mod that’s reading this suck a dick.",3.7193300653594754,5.335528416666673,4.606960784313729,84.66352941176471,72.7037037037037,7.489760348583879,26.1318082788671,8.124751697461798,1.596877233115468,862,29,169,13,17,279,139,216,0.23199999999999998,0.662,0.106,-0.9842,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,5,11,20,10,1,8,2,12,15,5,4,0,28,31,18,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,5,3,0,0,3,15,7,0,1,5,1,0,2,5,15,1,2,1,3,10,5,19,24,3,20,0,1,1,9,13,7,10,1,10,89,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.10844777251695756,0.24229826948506064,0.1335578011410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887137740883574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855793960246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405888900670395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610818561022575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619114543619117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6164326133199942,0.058061332552538376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888156956446623,0.0,0.0,0.11003710857585593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097188017174466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169070614856945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858593360209604,0.0,0.0,0.0983473901708134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105417940595048,0.12344142838749099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816940322401885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266541953965973,0.0,0.0,0.11661323364632843,0.0,0.15061041027528702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23113261590825546,0.09703525557389173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128654537776895,0.0,0.0,0.10633730681153103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116101966622144,0.0,0.07119332971266526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885569758329059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874931707237656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835566410156855,0.08932284487274307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738304625076191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598145624660796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099920066792583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894423557411369,0.0,0.0,0.07156468568755285 adhd,scoldinq,2019/09/15,"Little help for people that need to study and don’t have meds Found this a little bit ago. Before I found it I would get distracted by any tiny little sound. Just search up “white noise studying” on YouTube and blast it through your headphones. This helps me a lot but my mind still races but it helps me get focused quicker. Before I literally could not read a single paragraph and retain the info, now I slightly get through all the reading.",4.363214285714285,6.4429631785714285,3.84,88.905,71.97619047619048,5.7523809523809515,26.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.8756857142857144,353,12,66,2,7,105,63,84,0.02,0.855,0.124,0.8226,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,17,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,7,6,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,3,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882974709049834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141750936739764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857344005838239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329903766198535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405136024960124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681787774660311,0.0,0.0,0.26315632074938544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376116155152216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048279484059144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427392455357837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186494698475998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952718178734938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449281795773975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639800369253996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358830356346919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408202856668208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926856001371755,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FolkAround,2019/09/15,"I'm frustrated and need advice/support Trying to keep it short cause I'm the first one who doesn't read something that's long. I have plenty of the symptoms that ADHD has, and doing introspection I can't justify them with other disorders. I have done the DSM-5 test and I hit jackpot. With this in mind and plenty of other things (trying to keep it short) I wanted to go to a professional who knows better than me to test me and evaluate wether ADHD is a possibility or not. Two professionals I have told about this (I had to go to two for insurance procedures) and the two have told me that I go to college so I cannot have Adhd, that that's a disorder kids have that makes them run around and stuff. Which for me it means nothing cause I know adhders with PhDs. It's actually a bit offensive I feel like. Plus, they didn't ask me anything or tried to know more about me. One of them even recommended me a book by a psychologist that does holistic therapy and that claims Adhd doesn't exist and he can cure it. I'm going to a third therapist now, but i haven't told him anything. So officially I'm still diagnosed with anxiety. But our sessions are not going well cause everything he tells me I know already and I am using the resources and I'm doing the exercises but I still have these problems. I have searched for other institutions specialized in Adhd as my country seems specially bad for diagnosing adhd correctly. But I don't know. I'm getting discouraged and if I tell this last psychologist maybe he will say something similar and it would make me feel terrible. I don't want to be obsessed with this or make professionals think I feel like I know better cause I don't. Yet I have this gut feeling. It was me who asked for a depression diagnosis years ago and it saved my life. TL;DR: Professionals don't listen to me and say adhd and college are not compatible. I'm not sure what to do now.",3.005782857142858,5.255032984000003,4.6365714285714255,80.90400000000002,76.49333333333334,8.125714285714286,25.91428571428571,8.922882184376627,2.1905085714285706,1519,57,293,36,35,510,174,375,0.10400000000000001,0.847,0.049,-0.9615,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,4,3,12,17,2,1,14,0,34,6,1,8,2,68,76,28,0,6,12,0,4,2,0,2,5,3,0,1,32,23,0,3,13,3,1,6,14,8,1,7,7,7,42,9,35,65,2,21,0,2,0,0,23,5,0,5,12,202,74,11,0.0,0.0,0.06791289510195538,0.0,0.5854622653744178,0.0,0.061690146300059666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679779377157844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323858465716382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453849857327375,0.06195267601596476,0.13012043935018416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058107390141811675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309900708488605,0.07597771729835816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859654241382356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994049544876296,0.1412712054948103,0.0,0.0,0.15951960445478872,0.0,0.06090145215239205,0.07121797526567153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045965632515654026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254585391063222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407535914145239,0.0994347492786631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591959149526592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03635955903569818,0.0,0.1977570117730713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371521443191676,0.0,0.0,0.22947951767698774,0.05672772212474653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049155714170535776,0.06799941526797093,0.0,0.0,0.061587765587136876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936194436541366,0.0,0.06991569334369513,0.07580736419795152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026926303878714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051602453832362734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667765236686273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431626631785964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845584274470767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659126504222783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961200302051429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106865642899956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633550083408661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715244474658728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115439111050496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966752976769582,0.0,0.07897350473616464,0.0655907392370662,0.0723339505039368,0.0,0.0,0.12165499625660407,0.0,0.07958585513750545,0.08080303440281326,0.046234609888596456,0.04459249336405539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994977691992637,0.0,0.14174758288810685,0.0,0.20394724477329912,0.0,0.0,0.060106154497452234,0.0,0.0,0.08209570966766007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257261774190878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943699132788095,0.0,0.0,0.04481571985577868 adhd,conk3l,2019/09/15,Hyperfocussing Everyone on this sub talks about them ‘hyperfocussing’. I dont get that. What is it? I am just unable to focus on anything.,2.230599999999999,5.1013815600000045,3.839500000000001,78.66725000000002,93.4,7.300000000000002,22.25,8.07648339933343,2.082,109,4,19,3,4,36,22,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176202704821918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947734200624396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849275621814425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26514209751732554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079004977080634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goreyp3,2019/09/15,Make the little noises? I feel overstimulated a lot of the time and I make these little yelps and screeches and the ya know arms flaps. Anyone have experience in this?,2.029354838709679,4.843184193548389,3.19574193548387,83.19361290322581,94.16129032258064,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,0.13357548387096774,134,3,24,2,5,43,24,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348205575215597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32850675861808865,0.0,0.0,0.16980603727715302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845637099624339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6731809556410391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285511158863171,0.0,0.0,0.4483390542220645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958255181602356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThisGuyNamedSteve,2019/09/15,"I suspect a loved one has ADHD, what now? My wife and I have been married for 3 years, but I am starting to suspect she has ADHD. For a long time I’ve just assumed that she just was disorganized, but watching her struggle with tasks like completing job applications, paying attention in conversations, and being punctual at work, I suspect she might have ADHD. Her problems seem more dramatic than most people I know. I’m no expert and not asking for diagnosis here, I’m just wondering about next steps. Seeing the doctor is obvious, but complicated as we don’t have insurance (which hopefully is changing soon). So I guess my questions are: Am I wrong or off base in suspecting this? Is it even my place to bring it up/think this way? What kind of doctor can diagnose - and what is the treatment generally like? Medication only? Regular meetings with doctors? Lifestyle changes? Obviously I’m still getting an understanding of it so any insights you have to offer will be so valuable. I did some googling but most things just end with “talk to your doctor” and I’m hoping to just get an idea of what we’re in for if we go down that road. Your feedback is appreciated!",4.675463812436291,6.786034018348622,5.642507645259942,76.17983690112129,71.20183486238533,8.697655453618756,31.37716615698267,9.2995712137729,3.067775942915393,928,42,163,21,18,305,142,218,0.10800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.7086,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,3,0,1,14,10,0,1,6,0,23,7,0,0,2,46,42,15,0,4,12,1,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,13,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,3,2,21,7,24,35,4,21,0,0,2,1,18,8,0,13,11,118,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299739169942752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109935883852169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148989669682638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523177708453157,0.0,0.1250394808467909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104410487321525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882614379162902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562696803360658,0.0,0.0,0.07876861846404916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246145033347957,0.0,0.06777692704930634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137585575461458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368997072786407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462748251135018,0.0,0.0,0.11834491410419284,0.0,0.0,0.12418859370060048,0.06554093998763386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652662443396446,0.0,0.0,0.10553935503736114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763477460065143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201396355601275,0.0,0.12651362553704334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683196900499305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081213713327089,0.09070089207007324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267830720160342,0.0,0.12459896498095442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141135596766406,0.0,0.0,0.13359597229152884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950329855955624,0.10856777567650812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441124855435822,0.0,0.09523939239828044,0.0,0.0,0.12467409288210884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585486123829286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922954927050656,0.07641555013863265,0.0,0.0,0.06954015248392904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415152255337032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466125016029904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932994158922895,0.08682106162071096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038962713007649,0.0,0.07679808033337393 adhd,dllelelldlelrlltktke,2019/09/15,"I'm confused I don't know what I have ADHD? Asperger? another type of autism? HSP? SPD? they all explain much about me and have a lot of symptoms that fit to me",-1.823781512605045,-0.4481403529411772,0.8807563025210108,97.39911764705884,114.29411764705885,4.295798319327732,19.56302521008403,6.1826913282559595,0.28976134453781466,124,5,28,2,7,42,29,34,0.07,0.8240000000000001,0.106,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275649618154502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603055845520891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125023962129175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732024865793632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32269855172161155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562651098925338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Discombobulatedddd,2019/09/15,"I was diagnosed when I was 12 and have never taken medication, how do I talk about getting medication? So I was diagnosed when I was a kid and have only ever treated it with behavioral treatment. Im 18 and have just started college and even in the last few years of high school I have been struggling, I just can’t focus long enough to study and when I do study I can’t seem to remember anything. I have never brought this up with my doctor or even talked to him about my adhd since I was diagnosed and kind feel like that since I’ve been “fine” it would be weird to bring it up out of the blue that I want to try medication. How should I bring this up with my doctor and what kinds of things can I do so I don’t end up dropping out of college?",4.899166666666666,4.541678788461539,5.768717948717949,84.57628205128206,68.80769230769229,8.984615384615385,28.871794871794872,8.515128840125781,1.7869794871794875,585,18,130,8,9,193,82,156,0.031,0.903,0.066,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,3,0,22,8,0,2,3,26,31,15,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,9,2,19,5,21,19,2,23,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,12,98,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406640107321946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123415141303807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156843679461599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794610105483241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091317042689753,0.14105812127241815,0.0,0.1803358283578604,0.12348706316363532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902688517730504,0.09752747268634387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132427901646013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442372630220717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746133375618975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843220225808222,0.0,0.111279234074901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666951057185142,0.0,0.0,0.12081287818767253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41257827901162336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058000637107666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382701146217822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464667386504674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381620681631609,0.0,0.12427956806510053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258558529204127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662713862195699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271677130481542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945371317417292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906955503138466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268579726076066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052101644909364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697746223330657,0.0,0.0,0.08791220224037274 adhd,isomf,2019/09/15,"Advice about tapering off of Aderall Hey :) I am 28 years old. When I was 25 and in university I was diagnosed with ADD, in my case I was very distracted and inward and simply could not focus, consequently I was prescribed adderall. This had a MAJOR positive impact in my life in all aspects from school to socializing to self-care. I am super grateful for what I perceive as its role in helping me become the person I am today, a person I am much prouder of. I have found success in the career I've always wanted, I keep an immaculately neat home, I have a morning yoga routine, I've become much more comfortable socializing (the list goes on and it's all things that I felt hopeless about just a few short years ago). However, I feel that for all I've gained I have lost parts of my personality. Specifically I feel like I don't feel joy and excitement with the same frequency and in the same way that I used to and there is a general relatively high strung edge that I have gotten used to living with and given all the habits I've built and things I've accomplished and insecurities I've overcome I have always felt that I've gained more than I lost. But after 3 years of being on Adderall I feel ready to see if I can maintain the habits I have built over the years without it. I know that this is not a place to 'seek medical advice', I have done extensive research and I have attempted to consult a psychiatrist (next to impossible where I live), the best I have been able to do is go to a walk-in clinic every 6 months to renew my prescription. For the past three years I have been consistently taking 15mg in the morning and 5mg in the afternoon (20mg total a relatively small dose from what I've researched). I was hoping it wasn't inappropriate to have a conversation around peoples experience. It would be nice to engage directly with people who have experience tapering off and hear their stories and advice and if anyone has any questions around my experience I'll be happy to share :) &#x200B; Cheers!",7.739692307692309,6.924977558974363,8.353461538461538,69.90403846153848,63.153846153846146,11.38974358974359,34.628205128205124,10.686352973137794,3.5938358974358966,1608,59,297,35,20,540,200,390,0.042,0.779,0.18,0.9945,1,0,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,1,9,8,19,0,2,23,0,38,5,0,2,5,54,59,20,0,6,7,0,6,1,0,1,5,1,1,3,18,22,0,1,10,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,17,8,38,14,49,37,15,37,0,3,1,0,15,21,0,4,15,205,56,7,0.09502618917864523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27857547682076456,0.08423498315470293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813880357186427,0.10296083627353964,0.11546722098677327,0.0646210672283541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664445209426585,0.0,0.0,0.1691869101820727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098979202385968,0.0,0.0,0.0997241228930104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587067970776032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644958173075698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724478391794784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006366282894131,0.0,0.0,0.2788615413384375,0.0,0.0,0.1921923858649512,0.06788672853635455,0.18248008741587135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419131162976432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400557318961307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115714538547564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710142149739893,0.0,0.06369405154034632,0.10040038616705826,0.09531901570805824,0.09438244722077198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446364313163325,0.0,0.0,0.05222390842304238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711980767515975,0.0464249960744674,0.0,0.1678197320104699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074646215790973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572888833534553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584899759966765,0.0,0.13971036579953314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106143024010104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971400041740294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029041026459381,0.09071325000844647,0.13175838932683526,0.2489196091794291,0.09928214239830807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645107964512716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617157665490443,0.07572356969319276,0.0,0.09913303975511646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937344658748908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144786810718183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626235529373084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007371622069772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414423421725502,0.0,0.07840655801999423,0.05604890842123062,0.07542736586498314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160185535074533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750387835794805,0.0,0.11546722098677327,0.3059687513752704 adhd,Philierd,2019/09/15,"“Take all the smart drugs you, I’ll keep using the one that works best for me: crazy ambition!” This bullshit I saw on LinkedIn: https://imgur.com/a/cvta23J I can’t believe people actually think it’s that easy, it’s just laughable. Like telling someone with a wheelchair that they don’t need it and can just use ambition to get around.",4.578087431693992,7.410932737704923,3.4635245901639347,88.33878415300549,74.08196721311475,6.689617486338799,28.19945355191257,7.793537801064563,1.7522437158469937,271,11,50,4,6,78,50,61,0.094,0.6970000000000001,0.209,0.7644,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,11,11,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,5,10,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2587545318381215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360455353075976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987406178961586,0.2782654278162421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074974024988705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385333471942023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568331421834599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954209091303506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661021317153135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796769324821104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382615715630693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246662742171346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993647174689452,0.0,0.23175850149583496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699016030252916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580202285362521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303711769339046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ardianko91,2019/09/15,"Lack of motivation / getting tired again Just want to know if anyone else is getting these symptoms ? Got diagnosed 5months ago tittrated on Adderall IR 10mg 1x a day to 15mg 2x a day . First couple of months were good but noticed I needed to up my dose and 15 2x a day was good for a couple of months ... but now I take a 15mg and I can literally fall asleep an hour later . Feel like the focus / motivation effect only lasts an hour now . And I get hungry again . Not sure what to do , maybe try a new med? I’m hesitant to move up on my doses cause of side effects but haven’t had any horrible ones yet . Also I should note I’m a personal trainer and my day starts at 4;30 am every day - super active and sweat in the gym like crazy. My doctor did mention something about metabolizing the drug quickly . Just wanted to know if anyone had similar effects on adderall ?",2.659383429672445,4.507464919075146,4.391236994219657,84.12173025048172,76.10982658959537,6.9254720616570316,24.828131021194604,7.793537801064563,1.363373333333334,673,23,134,10,15,227,112,173,0.08900000000000001,0.762,0.15,0.9061,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,0,12,0,11,9,2,6,1,28,25,11,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,1,9,6,19,18,1,31,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,23,76,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691880969397392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547805307638564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896945423211805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445102042780487,0.13514415283559225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549464140208473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918832367929024,0.0,0.4253135487368031,0.0,0.0,0.1338727672175259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500225782975328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295874673694648,0.0,0.11018309179095064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112898474149993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669113041284101,0.09422730553541238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219159509440056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673235281892147,0.0,0.0,0.22125803805753044,0.1054901497577233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25978412472966395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449743795680527,0.10751373023522008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887650897027794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250835238602476,0.0,0.14650792994220124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105579934537948,0.14018573013142402,0.0,0.0978000189855646,0.0,0.12738702883605124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501657081213827,0.0,0.0,0.08937687989121636,0.10031367841694648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516744913965975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154082172729567,0.0,0.0,0.09335743727540156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431144386081955,0.13709157621782034,0.09917019486929583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159629902852292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954946433781505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559263887360236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheSunGal,2019/09/15,"Broke and ADHD sucks in a variety of ways We just started making a little more money and the trait that bedevils me the most is 75% better. What is it? Forgetfulness. I forget to pay bills, buy needed school project supplies and books my kids need, because I couldn’t autopay bills or buy what they needed right away. I’d need to wait until the next check or a different part of the month and let’s be real, I forgot an hour later, forget about in a week or two. There are so many things that suck about living on the financial edge and ADD/ADHD belongs on the list.",5.231340075853346,5.5735551681415965,5.847307206068269,81.8924778761062,68.11504424778761,8.581036662452593,25.877370417193426,8.418075326091056,1.5675370417193428,446,11,88,6,7,145,82,113,0.12,0.852,0.027999999999999997,-0.804,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,5,4,2,0,11,0,6,0,0,1,0,23,16,10,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,7,1,12,12,3,15,0,1,0,0,3,7,2,4,7,57,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240057891719457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573702642052715,0.0,0.0,0.10753402148692376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601468409049024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843042579631427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372205137026406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803846733813084,0.0,0.0,0.1768027899526657,0.15576764578506022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775079934594646,0.17884560308488606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080370227882158,0.0,0.0,0.5232042547604684,0.0,0.0,0.1876072721554521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910279514661833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078596173457336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506477445139982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852990119227846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248594041766833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719473985427573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172320723607953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002099833914447,0.14150035932328886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Domonic_,2019/09/15,"help me, please. I’m 13 years old, I hate talking to my parents, and I think I have ADHD. I don’t wanna offend anyone by writing this, sorry if I do. Also, please don’t say talk to your parents because I hat talking to them and I get angry with them easily. I’ve always been a good student I was always higher than my expected grade for my age, I loved reading and everything. This all change around 11 months ago when I joined year 8 (turned 13 years old). I. Stopped. Caring. I’ve done a lot of research and I have all the symptoms. I’m very forgetful, small things like forgetting my PE kit and getting a detention, then forgetting said detention, then forgetting that detention and so on. This gets me into a lot of trouble at school. I’m very easily frustrated, I can’t talk to my parents because they annoy me and if anyone does anything to me in school I flip and get into big fights resulting in me getting beat up or put in detentions, which I forget... I’m impulsive, if I’m out with my mates and I think about McDonald’s I will walk 2 miles to get McDonald’s, this results in wasted time and money. I can’t listen very well to teachers and tend to have to make them repeat themselves so I can understand a task and even then I can’t understand a task. Please help me guys and gals. I have Crohn’s disease if that is of any importance but I don’t know whether I have a problem or puberty is a bitch. :/ Sry for ur time.",1.6827052968361187,3.8405784673539536,3.489084014693685,87.9201030927835,80.47766323024055,6.900391041592608,24.467472449342342,7.990435384864732,1.497817063633132,1118,42,229,21,29,374,152,291,0.13699999999999998,0.777,0.086,-0.9309999999999999,3,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,1,4,1,8,13,6,0,9,0,19,2,0,3,2,49,43,28,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,8,19,0,1,5,1,1,2,6,8,1,0,4,3,40,5,31,38,4,32,0,0,0,1,23,14,1,8,17,141,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799127475425247,0.0,0.08702916656713533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851317571902232,0.1633844723576096,0.0,0.0,0.06676463166418392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729714339639632,0.0,0.08079240096301564,0.0873995294815495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196971984695988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009935155596594,0.0,0.1038596560692769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591651894892367,0.1004705192596416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484586159207596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823635320292407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077647542835191,0.0,0.0,0.08234732588720002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721198312799388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693077580303147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161373133202836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395624305626783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796497327984391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693541201608386,0.0886097767403872,0.0,0.06553479821723003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836500701767136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604328573233788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270462533984484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32331097465923025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394340336117336,0.0,0.0986963395526661,0.0,0.0,0.09820489931207063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093390075260754,0.07807534929065846,0.0,0.1987234246453674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990260342102168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208148073479238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204487757650124,0.0,0.31564809366933044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522532051698654,0.1258174202974941,0.0,0.0,0.11449714850903105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678983135981167,0.0,0.20441420974307886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302221508179397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882741101879507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967087851520611 adhd,Thesecondcomingof,2019/09/15,"How do you control the ""wanting to do everything?"" I'm having one of those days where I have a million things I want to do and I'm unable to do any of them, I'd like to think because I'm at work, but if I was at home, I'd probably be lying in bed panicking about needing to do so many things and get nothing accomplished. Does anyone have any tips?",4.963800000000003,3.8670693466666712,6.3545000000000025,82.89975000000003,68.86666666666667,9.633333333333333,32.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.361733333333334,271,10,61,4,4,93,51,75,0.157,0.805,0.038,-0.9005,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,10,18,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,11,16,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433252499276278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650653832710428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388039129352915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831242969417084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279795474600214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090521287841464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686988051150686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188546159536388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532101858917109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332567430240525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559267383781051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871753570072946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221560660633965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105466415406068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721647218176755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354096159885967,0.16174842949092208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297782229808894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377372587657265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Quackulaa,2019/09/15,"ADHD be ‘Being in an argument with your SO about something silly, that could end in a few mins, but you keep forgetting what it is about and the point of the argument, and talking about something completely different in the middle of it.’ Having to ask what the question he asked was again when he says “what does that have to do with what I said though??” Oopsie ADHDaisy",9.951380952380953,7.542546042857148,8.849999999999998,73.1716666666667,60.0,12.190476190476188,37.61904761904762,10.504223727775694,3.7387619047619047,293,10,54,5,3,91,51,70,0.075,0.904,0.021,-0.5925,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,12,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850417845021456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434587008985437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486765499843029,0.0,0.0,0.1893672799529804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780045896898764,0.0,0.0,0.2075560072591807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100692502721125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108146442916424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420980912698849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656935653944581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561052724074915,0.1886134117441217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651823201852518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906346382001515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302611470398896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Reddit-user1233333,2019/09/15,"Fuck adderall and all stimulants that treat adhd, guess I just have to fucking focus some god damn how This shit is so annoying there is so many side effects that are really fucking bad for you, after long term use of add medicine. Every since I’ve been prescribed it I’ve been losing hair and getting horrible fucking acne break outs(never do I get acne and have thick ass hair) and no it’s not because of some other reason adderall and other add meds cuz these to problems to plenty of people I mean just search it up on this sub reddit. It fucking blows because I have really fucking bad add, I can dead ass look at a person in the eyes they can talk to me for 20 min and not a single of what they said I was actually listening to. Anyone else experience hair loss and acne from add meds? And it’s only been literally like a barely a month since I started taking these fuckers and now I have to throw them away fuck my life the one thing that was helping me in life so much I can’t take. Whyyyytty Edit: also just to let y’all know I did a legitimate test where I took adderall for 7 days straight: acne got bad hair loss in the shower was noticeably way too much, thinking of hair 7 days without: all acne started to complete disappear by 3rd day no sign of hair loss at all.",4.7305745021744094,5.46404037743191,5.687205310139621,81.21432364385446,69.35019455252919,8.070405127031357,28.73632410162509,8.124751697461798,1.8912308995193403,1015,35,197,13,17,335,149,257,0.231,0.728,0.040999999999999995,-0.9949,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,3,5,12,21,11,0,8,0,19,20,10,6,3,36,42,15,1,1,6,0,7,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,16,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,19,0,1,10,11,19,2,29,31,9,28,0,4,2,10,10,12,12,3,12,126,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.09607994404378707,0.0,0.1183263220850239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873612127164761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884350577918556,0.1008809519750181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250370287607844,0.0,0.24662274160043984,0.1200370899313326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032304144454782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904900868481022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224828790738849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295436789172901,0.0,0.0,0.0963099533282962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6371541301090746,0.10287956042404296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874515107207535,0.0,0.1084616150501739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599373045524333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410945688713887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067907329002466,0.13908634758825014,0.048101174336247485,0.0,0.0,0.08713145069887637,0.0826791816187138,0.11014833009708187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982006366205892,0.0,0.10724866462122687,0.2187273238885704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858753183132254,0.0,0.1447546199276948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209408081248566,0.0,0.0,0.06671709088998888,0.07488107448591146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825776834862103,0.0859689573094392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421016449758196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614830118367215,0.10123031477208837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365526516993862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106481621932352,0.16288949000302544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937690900690125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805499840060876,0.07913610153553938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541053395402621,0.06308734535259165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938948021976393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503533757665055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815067704854081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490914779362153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jackify01,2019/09/15,ADHD Podcasts? I literally can’t work without listening to a podcast. I’ve just been recently diagnosed at 35 (under-diagnosed my whole life)! Any recommendations of a good ADHD podcast? Thanks 😊,3.857647058823528,7.172138882352942,6.497294117647063,60.59182352941181,86.64705882352942,9.778823529411767,36.21176470588235,9.3871,5.471665882352943,158,10,21,6,5,56,29,34,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.7545,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991976459006307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695261374450059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060493659512745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090931042171997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608130334667185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614436513440904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295132653812666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27832402087148045,0.0,0.2403072153781191,0.0,0.18148650539568514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ConroConro,2019/09/15,"How does the ""Shire Cares"" application process work? Basically, the title. I was fired from my job about a month ago and lost my insurance as a result. I was an idiot and thought that without insurance my 30 day script for Vyvanse would be in the ballpark of $180 with the discount card provided on Shire's website, but I went to fill and got hit with $320 instead. I just submitted for Shire Cares on Thursday and was curious if anyone knows what their response time is like for qualification, and how they contact you. My doctors office faxed the paperwork for me. It's been a super rough last few days going through withdrawal after being on Vyvanse for almost two years. It has given me some perspective on thoughts I had about taking it (mostly my wonder if it was changing my personality or if I was just more aware of who I am as a person, which ended up being the latter). Thanks for your time ;-;",5.954272201786655,6.687017312138728,6.436121912769313,76.93077771939045,66.6300578034682,9.065475564897527,31.912243825538624,9.095868883498916,2.719860115606936,717,28,131,12,11,233,117,173,0.034,0.8390000000000001,0.127,0.9549,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,3,7,7,1,0,11,0,14,1,0,3,0,26,28,14,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,13,2,19,5,25,10,4,20,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,8,12,97,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048445112639,0.0,0.1812892659227609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659007071034398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691725458539119,0.0,0.19152038972584853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335166141506175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530605387909632,0.1584326948089486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035111609921426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028913931778622,0.0,0.14479730701518995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796580874614831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949696628483136,0.14757490287928712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844888114801913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763075076015352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450747530766175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31616101654099105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612244542476185,0.0,0.0,0.16668085479804468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874571911887783,0.21113625188900215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768535365814749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782946448901795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451981264274266,0.19633433454495192,0.1318020803869921,0.0,0.0,0.12860835797024855,0.0,0.0,0.11658630485176436 adhd,anon32493234,2019/09/15,"I screwed myself over by being dishonest with my psych- PLEASE HELP! Hello everyone, I will try to keep this short. Basically, I just began medication about a month ago for my ADD, after spending well over $1,000 just to get diagnosed, which took the entire summer to happen (May-August). I do not have much money to work with and am relying on my parents right now, which I hate doing. I was prescribed Vyvanse, 20mg, which worked okay. I have taken adderall in the past, which I was never prescribed nor have I told this to my psychiatrist. Adderall worked far better for me. I figured I will ask my psychiatrist to switch me to it after my month trial on Vyvanse. The problem is, I have been incredibly irresponsible in terms of eating enough, not drinking caffeine, getting exercise. I had initially faked my weight before getting prescribed Vyvanse. I was around 95 lbs at 5'2 but managed to fake I was 100 lbs. I know this is wrong to do. I did it any way because I figured I will just gain the weight later. Once given Vyvanse, I was irresponsible and did have a hard time eating. I was so lost in being capable of getting things done that I was negligent to my physical health. I would drink a lot of energy drinks daily, sometimes 3 a day. As well as vape irresponsibly, using around 30mg of nicotine a day, which is about a pack of cigarettes. I was not doing much physically as most of what I do is at my desk, including work (etsy). I went down to 90 lbs and was very worried I would not be able to fake my weight enough next appointment. I did try to gain weight but I didn't have the proper foods too, or much money to spend on food. My mom offered to but I feel so unbearably bad about spending my parents money getting diagnosed and for my appointments, I don't want to ever again. Anyway, I faked my weight by 9 lbs my recent appointment as a follow up of taking Vyvanse. I was 99 lbs at my weigh in. Please understand I regret doing this very deeply and don't intend on ever faking my weight anymore. Because my pulse was apparently far too high, and I was taken off Vyvanse. I had brought up switching to adderall, which my psychiatrist seemed willing to do-- but because my heart rate was at about 99 consistently while sitting down, he told me I will have to try different stimulants, and potentially non-stimulants if the heart rate issue persists. I explained to him I was irresponsible with my caffeine drinking, which he said may be the problem, since I have no history heart problems. I know it is really because I am 10 lbs underweight. I am sure the caffeine and nicotine contributes too. I could not tell him I was underweight. He switched me to Folacin 5mg which I will be taking for 2 weeks till our next appointment. Folacin has done close to nothing for me the past 2 days I've taken it. I almost wonder if any effect it has is just a placebo I am putting upon myself, because this medication almost seems to do nothing, other than make me tired once it wears off. It does help slightly with getting tasks done. I will think to myself of a certain task I need to do, and my Folacin makes me do it immediately and not put if off at all, which is nice. However, this is only for about 2 hours while I'm on it, it doesn't do anything outside of that 2 hour window. I am trying my best to gain more weight and reach 100 lbs AT LEAST by the next appointment. I even bought a bunch of food to help with this, which my mom helped pay for, which still hurts to do. I can gain weight easily when I try. For some reason I have always been underweight. I wonder if it has something to do with my past eating disorder, which I had for years. Who knows what that may have done to my body. Anyway, I am asking for help, because I am worried that my psychiatrist won't allow me a chance to taker vyvanse ever again, or adderall, even just to see if the pulse issue is still there. Because I intend on telling him that I have 1. Quit caffeine 2. Quit nicotine 3. Gained more weight (which hopefully will show at weight in) 4. Will be more physically active. The only untrue one is 2. Quitting nicotine. I honestly think just being a healthy weight and quitting caffeine will solve the problem. Do you think he will be willing to allow me even a low dose of vyvanse/adderall to see if the problem persists after these changes I will tell him I made? Overall, I have screwed myself by being dishonest. From his POV, he thinks I am at 99 lbs, 5'2. Which puts me almost at underweight. He has no idea I was really 90 lbs. He thinks I am just about a healthy weight and yet my heart rate is high on Vyvanse. So now I feel like I will never get a chance to prove that can change, I am confident my weight will be normal next appt. Any advice is appreciated. Sorry this post was not short at all. Folacin is really not helping me. TL DR: I faked my weight because I was underweight to my psychiatrist, my pulse was high on Vyvanse due to this, and so I was taken off. Worried I will not be allowed back on it ever to prove I can have a healthy heart rate, which I am working towards now. My dishonesty and irresponsibility really came back to bite me.",4.6374349379861215,5.815573484577116,5.522860346156545,80.67789573260458,69.87562189054728,8.16943451755308,29.378810174479714,8.510385528910536,2.1575848223670384,4052,153,775,63,71,1328,354,1005,0.113,0.782,0.105,-0.6142,6,0,6,0,0,0,124.0,1,1,0,20,45,31,3,0,30,1,127,43,7,12,12,119,183,40,0,19,28,4,17,1,0,21,9,1,1,0,48,26,25,1,23,6,8,8,19,20,2,1,49,20,133,11,124,101,17,106,0,4,2,2,36,48,2,21,48,559,181,9,0.03623792313100162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541127908165337,0.03212273238446685,0.0,0.1088611363756413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030152855004489627,0.0,0.0,0.07392909114124392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593828232553396,0.0,0.0,0.02982072306565718,0.06451886894489305,0.0677551327348882,0.0,0.0,0.05572945210847628,0.030257152155325963,0.17672241273933184,0.0,0.03083580353532767,0.0,0.03802946462379637,0.032049498165783716,0.0,0.04025216334355233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144653016899152,0.0,0.0,0.07666983539093238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02893303291346257,0.0,0.0,0.07011138759274102,0.0,0.0,0.07356145835135465,0.0,0.03786091682312306,0.04153179941455438,0.0,0.031712050734994134,0.14833590760477958,0.0,0.1419974749878401,0.0,0.11124132651132618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488692320355883,0.0,0.0718044193801016,0.13111710452897404,0.0,0.034626888493751146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036645965525591316,0.025888379525466968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145712147724795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252973419579633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03204507574716575,0.0,0.032462061271882836,0.03577744673146565,0.0,0.0385192177265735,0.0,0.2147105669451704,0.1457370960724471,0.11486206616383035,0.0,0.035992434263277424,0.07137410942059959,0.0,0.03879344620229037,0.040908204319737365,0.0,0.07564595368152431,0.0,0.032209931110825964,0.0,0.0,0.05974624454770727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01770401879360713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039557973828940884,0.030808186365583187,0.0,0.034289199062879125,0.04837819016405662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073011790263227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488283519608403,0.057849529026424734,0.0,0.07991712927048547,0.02686996083258098,0.05589784063145351,0.0,0.15415776944037926,0.0,0.03550547062878098,0.06954252917277509,0.0,0.0,0.07718441091329459,0.024555754558388692,0.055121146968965785,0.0,0.0,0.08047585033581227,0.0,0.10377959410503684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955671510751894,0.0,0.0,0.03470591327233548,0.0,0.0,0.17337399198974815,0.0,0.10928736518455856,0.0,0.15417396745578962,0.0,0.0,0.09285976593109402,0.037258620396244384,0.03578057731624327,0.0,0.0,0.030946988353227317,0.034470563298480236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057753865991368676,0.06597928843450769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02997638448632953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027897723650986587,0.03584023257785577,0.04056538810269198,0.0,0.0,0.057879304445703016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034153813692764566,0.0,0.05449281665866988,0.0,0.09502062620283727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024074865913394212,0.11609898959570793,0.0,0.0,0.02113062439534532,0.041650161825243434,0.0,0.06925377698750229,0.040261665964654664,0.12301585543101246,0.0,0.0,0.037724955978372166,0.0,0.03129793056722269,0.0,0.05980016345080327,0.021374065954878285,0.028763976644908363,0.029067876097862207,0.6177923894832024,0.0651644897887666,0.03359291779465474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859696365852839,0.13190819815475327,0.11040410991054236,0.0,0.05148476175091166,0.0396204802192735,0.0,0.023336034389385515 adhd,IgnatiusJReillyII,2019/09/15,"I'm just sitting here looking at the ceiling. Needed to make a phone call to get out of something I impulsively said yes to earlier in the week, but I had to finish feeding my infant and wait for my wife to get back so that I could hand the kiddo off and make my call. We go upstairs to take a nap and I didn't hand the kid off because I forgot earlier and I thought she would end up taking him when we got into bed. Kid has fallen dead asleep on my chest and now I can't sleep because I'm stressing about this phone call.",5.145297619047618,4.138617696428572,6.018571428571431,85.15976190476194,68.46428571428572,8.538095238095236,30.273809523809533,7.1686216300943375,1.583745238095239,410,13,92,3,6,136,75,112,0.107,0.797,0.096,-0.298,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,6,1,6,6,5,2,0,19,22,8,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,9,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,4,15,0,17,14,0,17,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,0,6,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130810390839958,0.0,0.23990486338945094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027889232661621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710911142402886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428456096511669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056140056645473,0.0,0.11183197051149672,0.0,0.15737922938097498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652417413878982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26269815859646833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590643445613272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717842634430729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969174665816581,0.0,0.0,0.15148728398674752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540550749282656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959011600976181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621765404989074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578413226977649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978356840011522,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dammitgirl99,2019/09/15,"Weird med side effects? Hi all. I am currently on vyvanse 40mg and adderall 15mg IR. People in my noticed I have developed some weird tics such as when I text I make a funny humming noise. My young kids and close friends have pointed this out, like a humming/ grunting. Overall I feel calmer and am more productive but am wondering if anyone else developed this sort of tic?",2.564166666666665,5.247770416666668,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,80.94444444444446,6.377777777777778,29.83333333333333,7.645422480735847,2.1777166666666674,298,15,55,5,8,94,57,72,0.04,0.8440000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.6322,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,14,8,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349915771209321,0.3443487332284862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807476852333298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992970686031328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596508472238525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418935512812324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433278957460298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733037576912323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826238152446229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329922111527228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31769967031496965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36445919224798257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anxtitty,2019/09/15,"i can’t read books i can’t read books. i can try to read online articles and for some reason it’s a bit easier, but it’s still super challenging. it’s annoying because i’m reading a book about the brain for school and im super interested in medicine. that’s like the only topic i know much about. i guess it’s what ive hyper-focused on. it’s just annoying as F*CK when i can’t even read a paragraph about something i’m passionate about. it makes me question if i am truly passionate about it and if i truly enjoy it. i always remind myself i can’t even get into any other topic and this is something that truly excites me and fills me with passion. i just can’t read, not even if it’s about something i’m passionate about. it’s like i want to learn about it but oh my god i do not want to read. or it’s like i DO want to read but it’s so hard to bring myself to do it. and then it’s like everything is going too fast and i can’t sit and read it all word for word. i’m in college and it worries me because if i pursue something in the medical field, i won’t be able to do it because i struggle with reading so much. i’m meeting with someone this week to help me and possibly diagnose me with learning disabilities. so i am seeking accommodations at my college, but it’s still super frustrating. i’ve talked a bit with my professor but i need to talk to her again. i’m just so frustrated.",0.7571912675138464,2.828794878787882,3.2440947105463245,88.8682209188661,83.37710437710437,6.256500488758554,23.048658629303787,7.4822170145007005,1.048028652112523,1097,40,236,18,31,380,124,297,0.08,0.6579999999999999,0.262,0.9957,0,0,4,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,23,20,4,1,7,0,18,7,1,2,1,46,34,27,0,8,15,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,25,16,0,0,5,13,0,3,9,5,0,0,0,1,33,15,33,32,6,17,0,0,0,4,6,6,0,8,11,157,58,20,0.07987661860262629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646374545988883,0.0,0.0,0.05431883973575023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607613593657418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440915930245487,0.0,0.0,0.08916872314435025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107308649205312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582732597581089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178795432594061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173223643401782,0.0,0.04539572310927057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799310076040091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155376090113147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353961372248305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628045498740669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389810062996057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609472450156914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331826316936155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046728979566567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743701078892207,0.059227500580888125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074976782558364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004888579197788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948009345788269,0.0,0.7989823435002176,0.0,0.0,0.08212646735554202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083940243500097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767919973258052,0.2459716936752308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275791415937839,0.0,0.0,0.08350438483672179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840360072050888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423098079223285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133989755096674,0.0,0.06407220535966626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111858349430262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kmaege,2019/09/15,"A vent from an adhd mother with a daughter who also has adhd I have ADHD. My daughter has ADHD. Trying to talk to my daughter about it when I struggle so much is so very difficult. I don’t want my young child feeling dread for something that isn’t her fault. I’m coming at a loss of how to put a positive twist on this. I just need to vent to people who understand. Watching her, it pulls on every emotional heartstring I have. I can barely function at life. I have been unmedicated for two years now because of pregnancy and nursing an infant. I am counting down the days to being medicated again. Where I can manage my life and my tasks. Where I can end the day feeling accomplished and not realizing I got stuck in a trap for 7 hours instead of completing the ever ending menial tasks i have ignored. We talked about tools to help her but how can I sit here and give her this advice to try and manage and make due with what she has when I see her struggling so much and I myself know even my best is never good enough? Her social skills, follow through, listening to directions, thinking of consequences all are areas where she needs help oh but hey she can make amazing art and is just oh so creative so all is grand! What a crock of crap. I can’t even debate to get her medicated because where I live even though her doctors know she has ADHD, until she scores from her teachers the right and proper score then we can’t get an official diagnosis. She doesn’t have issues in school. Other than ya know following directions, staying on task, not being verbally disruptive... but she does the work. She gets average scores, so in their eyes it’s a non issue. Yet, her average scores could be so much more. The kid knows this shit. If she takes the 3 extra minutes to think it through it’s always right, she just doesn’t take the time while in class. I don’t even know now what my purpose of this post is, just frustrated and at a loss of what to do next. How to get her help. How to make her not feel crappy about it.",3.713303032740728,5.226022458852871,4.5505993081811615,85.47655619016976,72.54114713216958,7.468457887539216,25.404311801142306,8.049812674583475,1.4217031775400215,1590,50,318,23,31,513,201,401,0.087,0.8059999999999999,0.107,0.8488,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,1,6,37,15,3,3,19,0,34,8,3,7,4,54,66,32,0,5,11,4,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,18,15,0,1,12,1,0,5,11,11,0,1,3,7,52,4,46,59,9,47,0,2,3,0,44,18,2,1,21,233,70,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167330782282263,0.08403115345099113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876839843499,0.07155288517043452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048408061516626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902441216566206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407516924375353,0.09016179812444093,0.0,0.0,0.06865824086578667,0.0,0.0,0.11091646357238293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801725842755616,0.07525286492513468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673030788255656,0.152328165533762,0.0888535333711112,0.0,0.2271896917166057,0.07778539646448596,0.07245262950431071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044160641613778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797107220369218,0.08249211432635306,0.0,0.07212666746448926,0.0687762850936617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729174517436528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468557048335519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950825010023735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362969263800652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147849314061275,0.0,0.0,0.0759332038857962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220255354161842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325736630958066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896437724716412,0.12752511970766747,0.06632293644137696,0.0,0.09145430153509007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596165690444227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235731663687322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644649946045158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687473565468626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702928851894176,0.0685251154627607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827035720430078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876588141379354,0.0,0.06620144648386822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165686622464986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979665810605436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293117435284581,0.13823548513933334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020140772352406,0.08448747384097967,0.0,0.05014308398705868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676691147803295,0.0,0.0840024548969951,0.08952152102274373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095305283581664,0.05072077210157985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260377104722352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553765336233797 adhd,dyrdjle,2019/09/15,"Taking vyvanse while sober in recovery + hyper sensitivity to stimulants I was prescribed what was described by my psychiatrist a ""pathetic"" dose of Vyvanse (20mg). I'm a sober person in recovery and haven't ingested any psychoactive substances besides caffeine or cold meds in the past 4.5 years. Anyway I woke up in the morning and took my pill and then proceeded to freak out for 3 hrs bc I felt really high. When that subsided I experienced possibly the calmest 12 hrs of my life. Since then I tried taking half the dose (10mg) and working my way up to 20mg and it sort of worked but not quite. On 10mg I get a bit alert but experience none of the positive effects of 20mg (no anxiety, no irritability). On 20mg I experience no anxiety at a certain point but the first 3-5 hours are hell. Additionally, I've been on the medication for just over a month but I haven't been able to take it consistently because I find it too overwhelming in how it makes my heart feel. Towards the end of the day it's almost... achey? I'm a 38 yr old woman who is in great shape, I run and lift weights and eat well. Taking the drug also makes me afraid to work out bc of the heart-achey feeling. My question is, what is a good way to get myself used to the drug and do the side effects go away? Do you take the drug every day? And what do you do if it really works for you but you might be super sensitive to amphetamines? (I've tried Ritalin before and it did nothing for me, just made me very angry, ha). Thanks!",3.7367596759675976,4.871752488448845,5.397865286528653,80.89330558055808,71.97029702970299,9.073447344734474,28.2941794179418,9.457814108942452,2.3914303630363043,1176,44,245,27,22,401,168,303,0.086,0.8109999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.7329,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,0,9,8,11,1,2,21,1,17,13,1,8,1,40,37,23,0,1,10,0,4,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,12,13,3,0,7,0,0,3,7,4,1,2,9,6,24,7,37,26,2,40,1,1,0,0,8,21,1,6,14,146,36,4,0.10300853302614896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314816627392084,0.0,0.0,0.08237588664505338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004933477089062,0.0,0.15760249163650095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967799076116222,0.0,0.0,0.06279304564210353,0.0,0.08765267466830255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245863908840464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286396423709498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35837158579654443,0.10540344539421218,0.0,0.0,0.09123498570873714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678913179613032,0.0,0.0,0.2015242221747328,0.0,0.0,0.10416841871626466,0.0,0.0989043456002153,0.0,0.09414793302897903,0.08761900557010882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763541397149833,0.0,0.058542123151335584,0.08639867029558651,0.0,0.11356727131339628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441312152054718,0.0,0.10883417070303454,0.0,0.0,0.10144265554189597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275797320060466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746916459147399,0.13751799133864434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441925858055235,0.1037702599765408,0.0,0.10927577523725082,0.0,0.0,0.08222042830274262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988394655940887,0.0,0.10809012751059284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833330043192187,0.0,0.08994307781409469,0.0,0.0,0.09737635901000337,0.11612664367049065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539313159954105,0.1095622544442654,0.0,0.0,0.13197980788157232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520972298003952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872479863277781,0.0,0.0,0.09483641757760246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444627036751692,0.13987206453412626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896629927794553,0.0,0.08499282767286052,0.0,0.16352675772721767,0.0,0.1254366425654817,0.09261704201800344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999657554749747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633411800142322 adhd,insecurebumblebeee,2019/09/15,"How did you develop healthy school habits and learn discipline? High school was hell. I didn't get properly diagnosed until I was 16. Didn't get into therapy and put on meds until after I graduated. Looking back I really did BS my way through it all. I was often sleep deprived and turning everything in late. Oddly enough, I use to be a straight A student. I'm starting classes at my local CC in January. Though I'm 18 and just graduated HS a few months ago, it feels like I'm going [to school](https://to.school) ""for real"" for the first time in a long time. I'm in therapy and I'm newly medicated. It feels like I'm finally getting my shit together and it feels good. I want to do it right. I want to put forth my very best effort. The problem is it's been so long since I've actually tried, I don't really know how to be a good student. I feel like I don't even really know how to study. From browsing this sub I know i'm not alone in this. It seems a lot of us were deemed ""gifted"" at a young age and then when we struggled in later years people assumed it was just slacking instead of something deeper. So to the people that had to teach themselves basic discipline and school habits at a later age, how did you do it? What types of routines did you put in place for yourself? What are your best tips on succeeding in school and ""adulting"" ?",2.4262222222222216,4.499938066666669,3.962,85.89300000000003,77.5925925925926,7.282962962962964,25.24444444444445,8.238735603445708,1.6578711111111109,1058,39,213,20,25,351,144,270,0.061,0.809,0.131,0.9431,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,4,0,5,14,13,2,1,11,0,21,4,2,5,1,38,46,20,0,3,3,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,11,0,2,10,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,13,5,22,8,33,31,6,46,1,1,1,0,7,19,2,4,25,133,36,13,0.0,0.0,0.08986012198814887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162638426278046,0.0,0.0,0.09537063869354752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080645597197703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932717089901653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346271970969904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951467748214794,0.0,0.06082022182853704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275862859070669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624054939479395,0.1973532129640663,0.0,0.100872871307968,0.0,0.07832609890743537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432933858046051,0.0,0.052333122230356285,0.1544703857573033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729117516831004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181989680514998,0.0,0.10387409390597432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496190396380384,0.0,0.0,0.1629818349027589,0.07732687003597774,0.0,0.0,0.07828601965169299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228390639887784,0.09276434483234597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350009689734853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767807998827652,0.0,0.09620756130446173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811138431157021,0.0,0.2777077727651608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481107672790352,0.17697296525999906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863872639669445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591599435669189,0.0,0.08382927527273827,0.0,0.0,0.09452229395595196,0.07617234578940059,0.0,0.0921499084812298,0.0,0.0,0.07089030545525572,0.0,0.0,0.06517710938707165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096265570391111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106108019824786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047147979144897,0.0,0.10738915021070784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251858880275095,0.1001603043412948,0.0,0.0,0.11076500062518216,0.07953049810748045,0.0,0.07597845448497273,0.10862635843111301,0.07309152230394553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929869500013445 adhd,MmmTheTiger,2019/09/15,"I’m a grad student. There are times I can’t find the motivation to get myself out of bed to take my medication, so that I can be productive. It usually happens for a few hours on days I have several exams/assignments in the very near future. Maybe I should just keep my meds in my pockets at all times because, ugh, my backpack is too far away.",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,71.85714285714286,9.028571428571428,29.714285714285715,9.3871,2.5465142857142857,270,11,56,6,5,92,58,70,0.044000000000000004,0.919,0.037000000000000005,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,1,7,12,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,11,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,6,39,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540781879397611,0.0,0.0,0.16485181320888587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440518444863845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471684134921031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412886807547446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914063912780145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663193914517342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403708942016356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716836050427716,0.0,0.30038712169700954,0.27243009698545284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30550928700402635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332994539388774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153801890151141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784079169804195,0.2231333359983853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pierre96,2019/09/15,"Give me advice please I'm 23M, been diagnosed with ADD since a few years. Stopped going to school for a year because of not being able to study and handle ADD. The year flew by and I'm going to study again. Tried meds on Methylphenidat, didn't work. Tried some study methods, didn't succeed. Now I'm afraid of not succeeding again because nothing really changed since last year. Can I get some advice please? Are there other meds that could work?",2.367209302325584,5.0986629302325595,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,82.48837209302326,4.835348837209303,20.227906976744187,6.2581,0.046408372093023516,356,10,71,3,10,104,58,86,0.08900000000000001,0.856,0.055,-0.4434,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,11,15,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,9,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,34,4,5,0.1614000819270716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154365841695673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967759837626872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073988579170468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288648321745707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638176857109435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432488126417682,0.15482966551926655,0.18345477205100486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156260855253832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585582119541102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486773159330655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35433764484193664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339702536777946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633454996493264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670236312649994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493769550829626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191601220977083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500236381721265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157454442059442 adhd,BarfsOnNipples,2019/09/15,"Just a survey I have been Diagnosed ADHD since I was 7 years old. It's been a huge part of my life and has affected everything I do, BUT, i really didn't know it. My mother who raised me had kind of kept that diagnosis from me so I didn't think to have an excuse whenever ADHD things happened. Don't get me wrong I feel like I'm better for that and looking back on my childhood she was so so SO amazing in how she helped and guided me through schooling and life in general,, I'm very grateful for that. This sub has introduced me to people who go through the same shit as I do and lets me know I'm not as weird as I think I am lol,, anyhoo.. I'm motivated by a previous post to ask you folks what would you consider some pros and cons to this condition? For me, I'm able to get really good at something really fast! But on the flipside I can't find it in me to give any shits about the same task 2 weeks later ya know? Just wondering if anybody can share insight as well as just vent or inform!",2.120289935879565,3.4677290189573498,4.014569277948148,88.38682185670478,76.34597156398105,7.808307778087538,23.786172288820747,8.4952907291091,1.3390148313353776,777,24,175,15,17,264,126,211,0.046,0.7659999999999999,0.188,0.9857,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,11,11,2,0,7,1,19,5,2,3,0,33,39,20,0,2,8,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,11,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,8,2,26,7,27,29,4,16,0,0,1,0,14,7,2,4,8,116,38,2,0.14684878018199182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529673934717349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986220618299634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372837863419832,0.0,0.0,0.1129176475257106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987581253142966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490484207421829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197821476356672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425115557216629,0.10490879790378864,0.0,0.0,0.13421712469637628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534448533704079,0.14087073095640415,0.08345754590889325,0.12316978962346943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298578913393912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842964191655404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529204068604174,0.2421127474819302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501628270453421,0.20744727255382966,0.07174289637852119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331599054250995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154093092177297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590229186279353,0.0,0.1018064541924082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406405386622276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822252665875156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486188054263819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30147632516627915,0.12147482845996653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305136536638072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975598043973564,0.18818953769352206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211656228985365,0.0,0.0,0.11779323368012115,0.0,0.1320346892131307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925123795780036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431716014395212,0.1605560884212912,0.0,0.09456579981082254 adhd,LittleVentures,2019/09/15,"Been trying to use a workbook called The Artist's Way for years finally in week 4. Basically the book has you do what are called ""morning pages"" which are three pages of free-flow writing every morning as soon as you wake up. It also has some other exercises and essays that you have to write each week. I've had the book for about 3 years and finally have made it to week four! (of 12) I havent even missed a day of exercises or writing. I've almost filled an entire spiral notebook rather than lose it or spread it out between three notebooks. I started it back up after being diagnosed as a way to guage how well my medicine worked.",5.2476190476190485,5.79337705555556,5.536626984126986,83.42017857142856,68.12698412698413,8.204761904761906,28.448412698412696,8.07648339933343,1.7056222222222224,503,16,101,6,8,160,85,126,0.023,0.941,0.036000000000000004,0.1481,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,8,3,0,0,7,0,11,4,1,3,0,15,15,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,1,3,3,0,6,1,20,11,4,19,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,4,12,69,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607706830968804,0.0,0.0,0.1486043236640475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288808768816244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794965561450317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984186361387902,0.0,0.0,0.18860863894584692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273577416851525,0.0,0.15656572277669434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071247877881101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789083628247385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583227170138746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315280138444813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616309454215746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049328597892829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949987456612945,0.44717323479463184,0.0,0.1670791471799781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528293906809935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393306377126456 adhd,2muchfog,2019/09/15,"Able to focus longer while being completely sleep deprived. I’m just curious to see how many people can relate to this. A couple days over the summer, I pulled all nighters to try and reset my sleep schedule. Even though I felt and acted like a total zombie the entire day, when I sat at the piano, I was able to sit still and practice for an hour straight without getting up or looking at the clock. I’m guessing this has something to do with my brain slowing down after not getting any sleep, but who knows. On a side note, smoking a little bit of weed makes me able to speak without stuttering at all. I’m able to actually get my thoughts out without second guessing every word. I only wish my 18g of Ritalin could do that lol.",6.475416666666668,6.156526819444448,6.671666666666668,79.29,65.52777777777779,8.588888888888889,33.27777777777778,7.645422480735847,2.3355027777777777,578,22,108,5,8,186,102,144,0.016,0.8809999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.8848,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,1,7,5,4,2,3,25,23,9,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,4,10,1,24,17,4,25,0,1,2,0,2,11,0,3,12,71,14,0,0.5070624267334246,0.0,0.12370494596435205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620495952256009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839521049394338,0.0,0.0,0.14151234096184093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329113267909039,0.0,0.0,0.10121202192536406,0.14026373267475975,0.0,0.1635066585075583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372748765944638,0.0,0.1068054909865124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171486191778792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868939230375446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792932148851668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483858759618255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966706222615443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061931272247364985,0.12705244041651553,0.0,0.0,0.10645118288015083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461702681220823,0.12852042852820192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641095615970324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788331039582274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101577612821022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38057146586537866,0.0,0.0,0.09759035723204756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123517724713788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245465649422575,0.10063773185091206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606552582503532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577419161240313,0.3665925636045951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Freak3d,2019/09/15,Reading/feeling other ppl Hi all. Fist post here. I haven't been officially diagnosed with ADHD but im 100% have this. I read something interesting in this sub a few weeks back on how some ppl with ADHD can kinda like read and/or feel other ppl. Anyone know the official name of this phenomenon?,1.9192857142857136,4.75181378571429,3.5757142857142874,81.89428571428573,89.7142857142857,6.371428571428572,21.285714285714285,7.645422480735847,1.4234357142857152,236,8,42,5,8,78,45,56,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.7477,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,10,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868870839436597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707285566020242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775079542141646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782627130342064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469182421898995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26374428766798674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418882969864301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192885802711806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338462904686123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884699068323663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797313118113126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585754577173514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StraightCupcake,2019/09/15,"Do y’all ever think about how there are people that put things down and actually remember where they are? Like... dude there are people that DON’T loose their phones and keys and pencils multiple times a day... That’s wild to me Like do you think it would feel different to be able to process the world in a way where losing things isn’t a side effect? Or would you not even notice?",5.035600000000001,5.902910693333332,4.577333333333332,88.96200000000002,68.73333333333333,8.133333333333333,23.0,8.238735603445708,0.9122000000000005,302,6,64,4,5,91,56,75,0.07400000000000001,0.893,0.034,-0.4479,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,2,8,3,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,14,13,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,10,0,11,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,44,12,1,0.22890361079757854,0.0,0.22337690439560984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762389224119404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915555363341026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118867609043152,0.20705642094544707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157405434032055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236614837354146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25608458920645016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606082780559603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173858841491185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301113524531023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930316894153704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041467755821226,0.2933443821527693,0.0,0.0,0.1334755362501441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169303166505044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252131150903239,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dglbgl,2019/09/15,"YoU'rE So inAtTenTivE! If I have to hear this one more time I'm gonna snap, I swear! Are my parents autistic or do just not get it? They know I have ADD and they know I don't even like to talk to them anymore because of dumb comments like that! At least I can vent here cause I sure can't at home!",-0.8913636363636357,1.1032488787878805,0.6790151515151521,104.88852272727274,90.51515151515152,3.9060606060606062,17.340909090909093,5.148860815047168,-0.9960545454545456,230,6,60,1,8,73,51,66,0.156,0.807,0.036000000000000004,-0.7641,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,13,4,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,10,3,6,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,2,3,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973281630184793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275967486433825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307984560637173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198019815541058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663687801861892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33790448237649195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007310473862417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295323721505232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29294128964020444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031571049568764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329003947789765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825647200765095,0.0,0.0,0.2409736556416013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481997826138845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jojofrickingsiwa,2019/09/15,"don’t take more meds than you’re supposed to. it’s very easy to become addicted. when i first got diagnosed at age 13, i was immediately put on concerts (methylphenidate) and switched to ritalin (also methylphenidate but a kind that wears off quicker) after a month. the first months were amazing, because i was finally able to do things without getting distracted or postpone chores. the first ever advice i got about is was “don’t overdose, even if it is a little bit.” i didn’t listen. three hours before the deadline of a big project, i overdosed. then another time, i did it again and again. the things is, you only remember the good feeling it gives you, not the horrible side effects. you create a tolerance but love the feeling of getting shit done and you start taking more and more just to feel something. i had to stop because my family was going on a holiday and you can’t bring these things across the border without legal papers or something. stopping cold turkey was horrible. it was horrible, because it made me so depressed, tired and gave me nightmares. i started the new school year with a fresh start: i wasn’t going to abuse my meds. i never learned and eventually started snorting it. paranoia became a huge thing in my life. feeling afraid every single second you’re awake and taking more pills to feel happy. i don’t know if the paranoia had anything to do with it, but i’ve heard from people that it most likely does. eating was also an issue as i was on meds most of the time. nausea or not feeling hungry is a side effect of ritalin that never left. i lost 15 lbs without moving the whole year. didn’t have enough energy to write a paper or walk downstairs. i eventually started to see a nutritionist and that helped me a lot since my muscle mass has never been so high :) i switched to aripiprazol, because i told my psychiatrist that it made me depressed, paranoid and lose weight. long story short: it is very easy to become addicted to ritalin please be careful p.s.: english isn’t my first language sorry for any grammatical 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adhd,jjflowgostyle,2019/09/15,"Does THC (weed) benefit people with ADHD? Recreation/Health Say you were taking a stimulant like Vyvanse or Adderall XR but it has been very effective at a good dose every day and knew the time it lasted in terms of effects and withdrawal, hopefully by sleep! Since weed is legal and using a dab and distillate reaching higher concentrations whilst taking a few hits every 4 hours to stay euphoric but back to alert..I mean could there be any risks of you keep blood levels normal and follow laws etc...but like I don’t use medically or recreationally the positive to negative??",5.991071428571433,7.984267190476196,6.273511904761907,73.46169642857143,67.57142857142857,9.44047619047619,29.315476190476193,9.827888789773867,3.1108333333333333,465,17,75,11,8,149,84,105,0.061,0.652,0.28600000000000003,0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,1,6,0,7,4,2,5,0,22,17,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,5,9,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,9,40,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727599298046286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860271226881864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541553095883272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099062288181453,0.0,0.0,0.12196165901905315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549327226280874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090997994128635,0.0,0.0,0.31867019953704034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861825630140194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201017317985677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878309849057108,0.18623732381054067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809152279161876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541516011629437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847812383273705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059985159523776,0.0,0.19051054416821134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528970474633985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311065180316858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038953155043652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643548254595993,0.0,0.1892486735236288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156833539775929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843775263549585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027278574208167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32666426954900163,0.0,0.15603728711879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LiadanCroft,2019/09/15,"ADHD is NOT a superpower. Its not magical. Its debilitating. Its an actual impairment. It can have benefits. It can be dealt with. But Im fed up of being told I have a superpower. I cannot make a 45 min meal in less than an hour and a half. 30% of the time its gonna burnt. Im never going to put every single item of dirty clothes to wash. I can't keep up with an argument because I forgot my side and half of what the other person said. An organized plan becomes an improvised mess because I skipped a step. A set of instructions given to me seconds ago no longer exist within my brain. A hunter gatherer wouldnt thrive with this condition. Forgot what berries were poisonous vs delicious? Bad. Arrived at the hunt with your spear unsharpened? Very bad. Without your spear? Better punch that mammoth pretty hard. Creating a company? Amazing!! Just don't forget that very important tax record!! The hyperfocus and creativity and extra energy are incredible tools, indispensible in many areas of life. But that's not a superpower. Its not a disorder that someone is lucky to have.",2.413823305407462,5.307528554455448,4.380594059405944,77.49378522467633,85.23762376237623,8.058187357197259,25.591012947448593,8.730908602173464,2.71827281035796,856,36,149,25,26,290,133,202,0.11599999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.145,0.7388,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,1,8,1,0,19,0,15,6,1,1,1,25,25,6,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,15,8,2,3,0,0,1,3,11,4,0,3,7,2,10,4,22,14,4,17,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,101,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.17201252697767705,0.0,0.21184035723983774,0.0,0.1562512971765553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943534949987135,0.21490315565468285,0.1946745941155377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589507151274834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677382482659567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020188524105319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851372559489834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017739126441927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579018597187961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358886299446374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808002298780625,0.0,0.0,0.15667544895613256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450358061119995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766052273690132,0.1787084866094242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594905320470815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391076395395664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932832784661973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719842312617767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767160916854526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493516394871332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278351892380806,0.0,0.0,0.16843200570798372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29087977320000097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991644310115872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_oracle_of_wifi,2019/09/15,"What's your worst trigger/pet peeve? (Anecdotes welcome) Among other things, I just cannot tolerate the sound of local variety shows we have here in the Philippines. There's something about the forced enthusiasm that just *repulses* me. And their sh!tty English pronounciations. To illustrate: I was having a very bad day and broke down when professor showed a snippet as an example in class. I'm curious, what triggers other ADHD people? My peeves are mostly auditory, but does get visual triggers??",5.6785751633986905,9.013011105882347,5.723921568627452,70.84653594771244,73.23529411764707,8.483660130718954,31.79738562091503,9.150863307647796,3.686934640522877,404,19,57,10,9,127,73,85,0.121,0.836,0.043,-0.7578,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,1,8,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993823415730976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694743602669725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679803443574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636302133516579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709554932187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880738925020864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198927526954123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760574742282341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34285304308755915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wynonanime,2019/09/15,"What ADHD makes me do For me instead of random bursts of energy i get these shakes that are like the ones ADHD people usually get in there legs but for me its my whole body not sure if its from the ADHD though, also my ADHD meds never worked no matter how high the dosage, i also do all the other things like hyperfoucus, fidgeting, overthinking, ext. But I'm not so sure that my body shakes are from ADHD if you have ADHD and you get them to let me know.",8.275322580645161,5.497665752688175,8.449543010752688,75.89431451612907,63.516129032258064,11.450537634408605,28.626344086021504,9.516144504307137,2.1480989247311824,357,5,74,5,4,118,60,93,0.061,0.848,0.091,0.4376,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,7,6,0,2,4,0,6,3,3,2,4,16,12,10,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,12,4,8,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8242800667813057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828294672909156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539482480381908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916886421059164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077620201177675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282252045376474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689108530919308,0.0,0.11169348880702826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630370404295635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269741240190954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816394895548778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746031928936686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792490868491569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154741616512306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594337189134129,0.0,0.11231030667163257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258977861945712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762452371674332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322001363596239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrAwesomeTG,2019/09/15,"Adderall Shortage?!? Is anyone else having issues with a shortage? I've been to 5 pharmacies (2 Walgreens, 2 Rite Aid, 1 Kroger, and they're all on backorder.",3.3802298850574712,6.077121275862068,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,77.6206896551724,6.625287356321839,30.356321839080447,7.793537801064563,2.5040252873563213,123,6,20,2,3,40,27,29,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.5903,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834026106315933,0.5618252573348234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580563983016367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723103654106491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamyiyaj,2019/09/15,Pulling out strands of my hair? I have no idea where to post this but like I pull out strands of my hair because I like to look at and admire the curl pattern and I like how my hair feels so Im always touching it. This cant be trichotillomania because I dont do it to any other parts of my body.,1.8086153846153863,2.81933724615385,3.2769230769230795,94.72307692307696,76.53846153846153,5.815384615384616,25.30769230769231,5.6839178017228535,0.3250615384615392,231,8,57,1,5,76,41,65,0.024,0.77,0.20600000000000002,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,1,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,9,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177262708205446,0.0,0.0,0.18942086544312808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395981728660137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094018673350168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326453895566578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408412520233996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144445851970978,0.3008775322530498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082505897129898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339085280044227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016382275452331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266770118226398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nsj1234,2019/09/15,"ADHD has given me the super power of breaking routines. Clearly, this is nt a usefull superpower. How do I deal with this? ADHD has been a blessing and has helped me achieve quite some in a very short period I have spent on this earth, but when it comes to ""long term"" tasks which will benefit me when done consistently such as - 1. 15 minutes of meditation 2. No screentime before bed 3. 1hr at the gym 4. Finishing a book there is this voice in my head which says - 1. ""ah, it's okay, do it tomorrow"" 2. ""cut yourself some slack, you can do it later"" 3. ""you are late for XYZ, you can do this tomorrow"" 4. ""It's okay, waste some time on youtube"" and breaks my routine. this routine is later dusted out of the closet 1 or 2 months later. Is there anybody out there who has successfully dealt with this? Please share tips.",2.308592132505176,4.377688099378887,3.6208447204968937,88.22016977225675,77.94409937888199,6.529358178053831,23.77681159420289,7.554174236665415,1.0526568115942023,628,21,130,9,15,205,104,161,0.053,0.7979999999999999,0.149,0.9418,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,5,7,9,1,0,7,3,19,1,1,1,1,14,22,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,15,7,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,4,2,10,8,15,17,4,25,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,14,81,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739449205656892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318794724008649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056916274514093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461762437001208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443593575701676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506169593337476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005215794990915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693592173615001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131669044105814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905954394575522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26211357867391755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539766146300694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989094846248536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923711084332813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702214735980034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wicked_peach,2019/09/15,"just a rant on life I am so tired. Everything likes to happen all at once and it's hard to sort it all out with ADHD. I have to make a list and order of things to do but it keeps changing. school work with teachers that make everything due days before class ( cause fuck the internet). or they make last-minute adjustments. I am trying to be a good student, but when I have 3 classes with the same due date event though they are on different days!!!! cant clean or organize till school work is done, but it never ends and I can t do the schoolwork till the cleaning is done and don't forget last-minute plans with people! cause everyone and their mother, even if we havent spoken in forever, always decide they want to hang out with me in the same weekend. and I need friends so now I gotta figure that out too...... gods im tired.",1.319702380952382,3.603558232142859,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,82.75,5.638095238095239,18.857142857142858,6.937597516519254,0.1172000000000004,645,16,140,8,18,204,105,168,0.113,0.807,0.079,-0.7722,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,4,3,8,4,1,0,8,0,16,4,0,5,3,40,25,18,0,3,7,1,1,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,7,15,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,13,3,22,21,4,23,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,4,14,91,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981207823457906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757079860392765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023372402721018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903028093669174,0.14947396812675662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822503337142417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762576300349248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891927002623072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514760256708546,0.0,0.0,0.09332563399113053,0.0,0.0,0.13501576990879652,0.2539780766745021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091660603890067,0.13062721691172252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851359835792948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494886956331852,0.0,0.12657476273794382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262549419369728,0.0,0.0,0.1255916669619989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035256309642554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980256853182076,0.06903079750668423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28295143785326043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477026978282562,0.10897730517220557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047717420951648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795786173937734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860011285004477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387174817438627,0.0,0.1388240285189342,0.0,0.0,0.32480126920303715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959316944403172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334089768129391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057324548159744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,obamapastry,2019/09/15,"2nd day on my upped dose, and I've just spent nearly 3 hours sat in Homesense smelling candles trying to work out which one is 'me' I haven't even bought the blanket I came here for.",1.0444736842105264,3.21155318421053,1.467631578947369,101.46092105263156,82.94736842105263,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.7610736842105261,143,4,33,0,4,43,36,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,4,0,7,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344169764212741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013417980326303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086185224057541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460153547182284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166251083342813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172365032405214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34016830907491513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joekingg99,2019/09/15,"For adult ADHD screening in the USA, what is the path forward? [28 y/o] Found psychologists and social workers versus psychiatrists and nurse practitioners in my insurance network. What should I go ahead with?",5.687571428571428,9.20907311428572,5.6910714285714326,69.84517857142862,75.0,8.071428571428571,31.607142857142854,8.841846274778883,3.521714285714287,169,8,24,4,4,53,31,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002541233699172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476323503133974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838547525051145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091367947299595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slackabara,2019/09/15,"ADHD therapy without Medication Hi all, I recently had a indepth conversation with a Psychological Therapist about the use of medication with mental diseases. He recommended that I use medication inconjuction with therapy that will overtime decrease my need for medication and fix my brain so too speak. I am asking for feedback and if any of you share some of my points or have counter points. My train of thought is that, the human brain can be affected by experiences to create its current state. As an example, military member's that experience traumatic events suffer from PTSD. That experience changed that person's mind to survive in a combat zone. When they return to their home they are of course negatively affected. This event changed their mind permanently. I am wondering if there is a strong enough positive experience such as indepth therapy, inconjucture with medication in lesser doses, over long term that leads to the permanent psychological change of a person diagnosed with ADHD or most mental diseases such as PTSD. To an extant, I believe the Human brain is so incredible and has the ability to fix itself over time with the right circumstances such as therapy, medication, and lifestyle change. To operate to the effectiveness that is demanded in our world, medication is necessary as it is effective and gives an immediate beneficial effect to our condition. So I am hypothesising that in the beginning of treatment medication is necessary, however, as refrenceing my previous points, therapy might negate the need for medication entirely. As I understand ADHD, it is an imbalence of hormones specifically, dopamine which makes us want stimulus, such as moving around, drinking, drugs, risky sexual practices, and general self destructive behavior. If anyone has any advice for this plan I would love to hear it, I heard that their are therapy's like Cognitive Behaveral therapy that do stuff like this and maybe it is the thing I just described, however I spent a long time on this post so whatever. Anyway thanks ya'll.",10.090801749271137,11.118978568513125,10.157392128279886,52.78518440233239,57.775510204081634,14.906647230320699,43.38906705539358,13.740055258599481,7.066940641399418,1671,90,233,69,20,554,186,343,0.057,0.845,0.098,0.9255,3,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,3,1,5,7,15,8,1,0,20,0,24,17,3,9,1,44,41,25,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,3,12,3,1,5,24,14,1,0,6,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,4,3,25,6,48,33,5,29,0,1,0,1,24,13,0,9,14,172,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894401549577666,0.05934114064713781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259207629320109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246131469454704,0.0,0.0,0.05405937565295072,0.056770991693287975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684178638015664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337225594470207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569619399985704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061636023315773614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948875861954904,0.0704233510383112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627466100872387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376083083047373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058254301618921214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844307247483973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609135360588604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059335708649695014,0.0,0.0,0.1074819158624542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480795189342433,0.0,0.040535347228768094,0.0,0.06100783652233754,0.0,0.0,0.5505791833199817,0.12239586750992384,0.06442111973591667,0.12263271683343907,0.0,0.0,0.06454255865854719,0.0,0.09005572045407317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060479099360986,0.0,0.0,0.17221824515849174,0.0,0.05815911015335368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197183671879884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995999935678813,0.0,0.0,0.05186001850539352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633508848878853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951720564814144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055908715347273735,0.486121559446718,0.07050803728888706,0.040343925474521626,0.0,0.0,0.0482099827726849,0.07082011080789698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321832977164354,0.07304638878807339,0.10489623351200332,0.0,0.0,0.035818007338988565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853808788852639,0.0658551963647531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313829615135415,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ariuhhh,2019/09/15,"How to get motivated? So a few years ago found I have ADHD, and since then (and before that too) I’ve been trying to get myself to be properly functional. I could never do my homework. I had the potential to be an amazing student but my missing homework brought my grades from As and Bs to Ds and Fs. I almost never able to get my chores done consistently, and personal hygeine has always been a problem for me - I dont remember to/cant make myself shower, brush my teeth, eat, do laundry, and all the stuff like that that requires daily/weekly maintenance. I just graduated and decided not to go to college cause I can’t put myself through that again (at least not yet), but what do I do about making myself do things?? Ive been medicated once before for a year (addy, but it didnt really do anything for me besides make me underweight and help me focus in class, which wasnt a huge problem since I love learning anyway). Ive tried just about every method you can find online about getting things done. But i think the problem really comes from me being burnt out, and I dont know how to help myself. I can get a few things done a day but most times the rest of my days are spent not doing very much, because I cant make myself get out of bed for more than a few minutes at a time. Its really scaring me because I dont feel capable of taking care of the responsibilities I need to in order to move out and a make a living. I really dont wanna end up a bum but thats what i feel like :( TL;DR I’m burnt out from having ADHD and i have responsibilities to take care of, please help me figure out how to be a functional person before im beyond help",5.5368641005498835,5.180477555223884,6.784823252160251,77.8225294579733,67.4776119402985,9.440691280439903,28.97486252945797,8.99025400887824,2.161537313432836,1291,38,260,20,19,440,170,335,0.079,0.795,0.127,0.953,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,14,11,0,1,18,0,36,4,1,10,3,60,64,23,0,6,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,14,17,1,1,11,0,1,5,13,5,0,0,12,3,40,6,43,47,9,31,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,2,15,191,54,10,0.08386248181803388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157281239038946,0.0,0.07433903015907907,0.0,0.08397616163036058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697803029559528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901167698970101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224358106571806,0.0,0.214082385790502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100677870982284,0.08614986981091655,0.0,0.07224010239461891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695736777944769,0.0,0.0,0.10816872600522116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574613059949017,0.3931448164622473,0.0,0.0,0.08581225519138637,0.0,0.0,0.07427726718742103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065775789087589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848067811856759,0.05991137376731959,0.0,0.0,0.07664878908472503,0.0,0.0,0.09195088272688304,0.0,0.0,0.26288811272178514,0.0,0.04766098102884055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248450152695204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058587123760868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608862681382018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819419451174254,0.0,0.07405210787721497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568916405066907,0.0,0.2798942890819061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448262765111089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913254631474042,0.06164857347708515,0.06218296765042342,0.1293598318721599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931080616088431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645096879358047,0.0,0.09205582160555786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407352076728961,0.0,0.0843049572000269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148978130968293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949998438860286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396097422809154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874382314170544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960024777586618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610829902505075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714351959147344,0.05373569213039525,0.0,0.0,0.09780177510461922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138742405531232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919533028947385,0.0,0.0,0.06726942440750333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800937750268713 adhd,e_l0we,2019/09/15,ADHD and holidays Does anyone else find that adhd makes holidays impossible? Something to do with a mixture of being bored and feeling trapped / stressed / anxious. I can't quite figure out what it is but it means holidays as a whole are just impossible. I have heard this is common amongst people with adhd but I am yet to speak to someone with the same experience as me.,3.1559782608695635,6.077710594202903,4.362155797101451,79.15019021739131,80.73913043478261,6.928260869565218,28.91485507246377,8.07648339933343,2.511737681159421,297,14,50,6,8,97,52,69,0.099,0.7829999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.3182,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,10,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7011873393693063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970887303396844,0.0,0.1359860702717704,0.199269401944164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019217580605372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246443774931255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024034196021955,0.0,0.0,0.09833575033404687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775267688418322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981799118550993,0.0,0.0,0.21184749786733226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348290674362518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068551415455899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478364507895715,0.14972145219728852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277803804341198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713178282390985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThatUserNameIsStupid,2019/09/15,"Sleeping after taking Adderall I’ve been taking 30mg XR Adderall first thing in the morning, and going back to sleep for two years. I typically would wake up gradually within 15-20 minutes as it entered my system. For the last two months, I’m finding that I can sleep for another 3 hours after taking my medication. Anyone else able to oversleep in their meds? Is this my metabolism slowing down? I don’t need 11 hours of sleep, so it can’t be sleep deprivation.",5.5675655430711615,6.648872292134832,6.635449438202247,73.90950374531836,67.65168539325842,8.629962546816481,31.687265917603,8.841846274778883,2.7073805243445688,370,15,65,6,6,124,67,89,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,7,6,0,0,4,13,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,0,7,0,14,10,0,18,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,10,41,12,0,0.1412938942897254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815896780436882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879597613405294,0.14477229203974942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864628315720083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803291824254912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914005962608774,0.12018451430282108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030057624392263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782920487755543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151733820909848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694566412750827,0.14233873362530722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277943839967702,0.0,0.0,0.10476763228739763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7069796752519412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187062727913019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386938503924172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760472078304723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037112858354837,0.0,0.0,0.09098863542029093 adhd,MerryJustice,2019/09/15,"Trying to get “re” -diagnosed - Feel like the childhood symptoms form are ridiculous for a 50 yr old! Was diagnosed many years ago - didn’t like the meds available so dropped treatment. Having to start over. Feel frustrated by the “childhood symptoms scale” form... and feel it’s pointless as this age, my ADD is worse than it used to be and I was a quiet girl so mostly my problems were ignored. Doctors office therapist is refusing to see me until forms are complete. Is that appropriate?",4.1721843434343455,7.0312052840909125,4.180151515151515,82.50828282828284,75.70454545454545,6.638383838383841,31.368686868686872,7.793537801064563,2.5013217171717166,387,19,64,6,9,119,68,88,0.177,0.7709999999999999,0.051,-0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,5,0,11,5,0,1,0,11,18,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,4,2,10,13,4,10,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,10,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787113172290733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038600274855515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073271131340632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538187523614165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30437600776455986,0.1433500522170284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483547701716574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606264007511734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343562796658687,0.0,0.0,0.22288570481865655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055672404288575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200252206096136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989837636329665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202670268701745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171208016120902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329793011993475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623355051799033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330400988145178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044875547147064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921711631143293 adhd,tjsfive,2019/09/15,"Adderall and pain relief. I have cubital tunnel, which is pain in my ulnar nerve caused by pressure and inflammation. I'm starting the process to get surgery to correct this. I started taking Adderrall 10mg IR yesterday and noticed the pain in my arms was gone. I had the same experience today. I found one article on Google that suggests adderall may help with centralized nerve pain. Has anyone else had this experience?",5.404742857142856,8.249837093333337,5.2659047619047685,76.39200000000002,71.4,7.485714285714287,34.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,3.2664285714285715,342,18,53,6,7,106,56,75,0.185,0.745,0.07,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,7,5,1,1,1,9,14,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,5,0,6,1,7,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228735614795638,0.18005477371210588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052173538380506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467987422545366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437926885750274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267739993527305,0.0,0.0,0.09181096931132847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778721325388658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000682384535457,0.0,0.0,0.11907828452988578,0.0,0.7479507148992974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487632929767054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212607886853273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665702175396534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wholeloadofcountry,2019/09/15,"Ovethinking Does anyone else take a normal daily thing and just take it apart piece by piece in their head and then realize just how fucking weird it is? Like I can spend hours and hours taking a thing like, brushing our teeth and just realize how weird it is. Like for example, we have bones in our mouth that we use when we smile, to show happiness, but you also have to brush them with a paste to make them good enough to show to other people and if you don't then your teeth will rot and decay. It's so fucking weird to me.",10.212757009345797,5.898159037383183,8.958387850467293,78.480011682243,61.429906542056074,12.569158878504672,34.226635514018696,9.516144504307137,2.6904971962616817,415,8,91,5,4,128,68,107,0.08,0.804,0.11599999999999999,0.4797,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,5,3,3,0,8,11,2,0,3,0,7,7,5,4,0,22,14,15,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,13,5,11,13,3,10,0,0,0,2,11,3,2,1,10,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265669514157715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347650232797173,0.1955919657016166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705134801512905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946622223967896,0.0,0.0,0.19724302244596326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529541541592754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601116055816438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320865829084245,0.0,0.0,0.1959108183737676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37598139873475095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27978135783193114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742225264731702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703415871822932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822285292173232,0.13234085151197322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305822992673971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536410424998476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486986398419778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd39,2019/09/15,"Does anyone else often assume ppl are upset angry with them or will be soon? I find myself spending a lot of mental energy pre explaining myself out of situations. I have been recently diagnosed at 39 and with meds I'm able to see old exhausting thought patterns. I believe this is one of them. Probably because I'm so used to upsetting ppl without realizing what I'm doing. Is this a thing or just me?",2.8888461538461527,5.437834230769234,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,78.48717948717949,8.515384615384617,27.698717948717945,9.188382445141503,3.0100717948717954,322,14,55,9,8,112,60,78,0.153,0.82,0.027000000000000003,-0.8757,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,16,15,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,8,0,10,11,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,5,3,41,12,0,0.2304856404292844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116091884622472,0.23615977615264497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405019071153216,0.0,0.0,0.2596783890248296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339380733511075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169953715498856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254117730726025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065969975292315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595064924847752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601758724869816,0.0,0.23227531475153884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418559077725893,0.0,0.1561830349701418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485025034278192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275767639290732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366721434567693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907551681229063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312441798163398,0.0,0.0,0.18297985300498348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906559061951984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217993247457102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trvstvn,2019/09/15,What behaviourr therapy like? So I've been on adderal for a few months since I first got my psychological evaluation and I just was wondering what behavior therapy was like because I want to go all the way as far as treating my ADHD cuz it's kind of been affecting my life a lot more that goes past the outer also I was wondering if anybody could give me some advice on going for behavior therapy and so forth,5.8588888888888935,6.3277692098765455,7.3354074074074065,71.32533333333333,66.77777777777777,11.418271604938273,34.71851851851852,11.20814326018867,4.1617881481481485,330,15,61,10,5,114,59,81,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,1,13,13,9,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,8,4,8,6,5,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,5,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736720089429146,0.17674131367968293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463941740531502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102549533447067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440772484019854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384552974707927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350427853828618,0.2055819714029834,0.0,0.14465600528203615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883453339523665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775183714467395,0.1767251350495879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376680740015325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436645640934406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265818755067766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496151991930188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205121444847512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066801480632931,0.14356394772271122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922854798950124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,huntingteacher50,2019/09/15,"Mouth guard saves my life. I have adhd. I also have gotten the middle aged fat belly and have developed sleep apnea. I didn’t know how bad my sleep was until I ordered a mouth guard. In one day I could tell the difference. I was circling the bowl of life. I had gotten really depressed. Scary really. Didn’t want to do anything anymore. This was the simplest fix and am not sure why this isn’t more common. I still have adhd so life isn’t perfect but it just got better. Anyway, that’s my success and I hope it helps someone out there.",0.7438095238095244,3.2298950740740766,2.387089947089951,91.68833333333332,89.0,4.567195767195766,17.8994708994709,6.1826913282559595,-0.060541798941799126,420,11,83,4,14,137,73,108,0.07400000000000001,0.746,0.179,0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,5,0,15,8,5,1,2,17,21,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,9,0,12,6,5,11,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418827261306678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470177188786045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823210430897004,0.0,0.0,0.15128562032461926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534996996215189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259257699513074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678221659979548,0.0,0.0,0.11856234717978087,0.0,0.15834213211254836,0.0,0.0,0.1920748962067046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703457950927026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322486242807952,0.0,0.0,0.18259576511690484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010343003036894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38955736997190304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457553603665647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554672469131335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679478799171828,0.0,0.1557680285016254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681579748664458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326812899824945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068528751051828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843428644314214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658880631215318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sunnyatdusk,2019/09/15,"Fun way to practice multiplication? Daughter is 11 with adhd, struggling with multiplication. I need a fun, interactive way for her to practice. Writing them repeatedly is not going to happen. Any recommendations/ideas are appreciated.",7.420833333333332,11.612386083333336,8.851333333333336,44.42700000000002,77.05555555555554,9.546666666666667,37.75555555555556,9.3871,5.518562222222222,193,11,22,6,5,66,28,36,0.067,0.695,0.237,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134581846393016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339527517053988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552064051324547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30422531376724377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883689148691543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509449032675485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596557052222871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461512956957127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crystallinekira,2019/09/15,I just feel ignored Some days i wake up and it’s just bad. I know as soon as i wake up it’s going to be a struggle just to function. I usually tell my boyfriend this. That i feel like i can’t function and panic is setting in because i just can’t get up to start homework or whatever else i need to do (usually hw though). Sometimes I’m on the verge of tears and I’m telling him all this and all he tells me is “im sorry” or “we can get caffeine if you want”. But i want help. I need help. Is that not obvious? I feel so ignored like he thinks it’s not a big deal when i can’t even move from the couch or bed. He has adhd too so that makes less sense to me. Shouldn’t he understand?? I want him to understand. Even if i vocalize i need help the response is just “I’m sorry idk how to help. What do you want me to do” but like sitting here telling him every little bit is so tiring i don’t want to do that when I’m already having a hard time. I just wish he recognized that me saying “I’m struggling i can’t function” meant please come help me.,-1.0409175412293872,0.9714107043478286,1.4065817091454278,99.10413043478262,91.95652173913044,4.563718140929535,19.235382308845576,6.129581340695534,-0.2105397301349328,802,26,197,8,29,271,110,230,0.09,0.768,0.142,0.8804,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,18,9,0,3,6,0,19,3,2,2,3,47,47,20,0,12,15,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,11,6,0,2,8,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,1,5,31,3,18,44,5,21,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,6,11,120,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294093705541725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882658059783413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990756295099574,0.0656401888330746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175577045226784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275602268773346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944412086126063,0.1110124390027668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995208318572959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422420793258037,0.0,0.09072429823242688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333738724707614,0.07692598100232928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251578619843204,0.0,0.061196522306702486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964593363690756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608752037690379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631192162221544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917762534494449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578197289686099,0.1079227611711576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187664515321114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144458578287032,0.0,0.2395280972886431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633824024934726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819933242535258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563075387179955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064973977104681,0.2410759060040865,0.07621583155187116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225139180493606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764651693201227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899642875865135,0.10579418340085722,0.0,0.0627885576694615,0.12376130202204393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224195511661993,0.0,0.0,0.2371866639341047,0.0,0.31755965837298605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238256676906688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bambambud,2019/09/15,"Impulse control I was taking vyvanse for a few days. First time ever in my life on these meds. My impulse control was great. I felt focused and in control of myself. However I also felt weird, speedy, heart palpitations, etc. I didn’t take the medicine yesterday and all my impulses to overeat and overspend were totally out of hand. Has anyone experienced a drastic difference on meds like this? Here is the big question: has anyone learned to control impulses without meds??",5.1832142857142856,8.05068398809524,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,72.21428571428572,8.009523809523811,37.88095238095238,8.841846274778883,4.016909523809524,381,23,58,8,8,120,60,84,0.02,0.8290000000000001,0.152,0.9101,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,4,2,4,3,16,11,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,4,8,2,11,5,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315095179528087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978687310989954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6347803986199233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125051410675296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782882966449892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780077324858902,0.0,0.12798744548413946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717086588597169,0.0,0.0,0.12035286391917906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599522342349606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676684797485968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993985198383684,0.06912575284016463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714965218360035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850321256493846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276846911571404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250501405016794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363930586557142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bsaikartheek,2019/09/15,Realised I paid for subscriptions to almost every streaming service available in my country. I already have Spotify and I almost paid for Apple Music today. Registered for dozens of free online courses and never touched them. Thought of spending some time on a language learning app. Instead opened reddit and writing this post. I hate my life.,5.5319950738916255,9.115181706896553,4.934532019704439,74.44224137931037,76.75862068965517,5.383251231527094,37.59605911330049,6.868970318607317,3.3958886699507405,281,17,34,3,7,85,47,58,0.064,0.879,0.057,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,7,2,8,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096036894011289,0.0,0.33590108418988085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564610542970867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005213465197764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499911485896706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347637390140852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29152074118324234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416510478455804,0.17749180772332518,0.0,0.288525398541552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VromVroomVrooom,2019/09/15,"Do you listen to music to cancel out your constant thinking? Does listening to music that’s fast or loud drown out your thinking, which makes it feel like your mind is being quiet for once?",7.456666666666668,7.381495777777783,6.835555555555558,78.11500000000002,63.444444444444436,8.311111111111114,29.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.7515444444444443,152,4,26,1,2,47,29,36,0.149,0.789,0.062,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,6,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032971711901279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265902827046075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870139211431206,0.2666145200965035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232691890945624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491142394802844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768261292662877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974463649672598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782636373867867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cf-gf,2019/09/15,"I CAN BE AN ADULT AGAIN!! I was first diagnosed with ADD when I was 18, and the doctor I saw put me on 30 mg of Adderall XR in the morning, 15 mg XR in the afternoon, and 10 in the evening as needed. The thing is is my mother and sister have ADD, so when they take their stimulant medications it tends to give them you know an energy boost. The first time I took my adderall I fell asleep. So in my head I'm like...but I have ADD too so shouldn't I be buzzing around like them? Long story short this led to years of adderall abuse because I would take so much that it made me feel jazzed up like them. So that led to addiction. Weight loss. Insomnia. Unemployment. Overall I was miserable. So last month my psychiatrist appointment had to be pushed back so when I went in to see him, I was at my baseline because I had run out of my meds. He was almost...shocked to see how hyperactive I am naturally. He had never seen me on a day without meds and I guess he didn't realize how severe I am. So he puts me on 50 mg of vyvanse in the morning, 10mg dexedrine. Turned me into a.zombie. slept CONSTANTLY. Turns out I had initially been misdiagnosed and I have ADHD and my shit's just been all fucked up. So he put me back on adderall 30 in the morning dexedrine 10 in the afternoon. Holy shit. The relief that comes from FINALLY, after struggling with meds for so long, being able to slow down and think about and do one thing at a time. And be calm. And not freak people out with my hyperactive behavior. It's like a weight had been lifted My work performance has improved significantly. My relationships with friends and family are flourishing again because I can be present and idk it's hard to describe exactly how just relieved I am. I was scared to try adderall again after all these years because I didn't know what would happen but so far I'm glad I did. I feel NORMAL FINALLY. Note: if this post like...jumps around or is vague or whenever it's because my medicine hasn't kicked in yet so it's disorganized like my thoughts.",2.1585,4.404409439506175,3.421959876543209,88.56256944444445,79.2962962962963,7.111728395061729,24.692901234567906,8.158263871857827,1.4836530864197532,1593,59,335,31,40,517,197,405,0.062,0.862,0.076,0.6605,2,0,0,0,1,0,48.0,0,1,5,5,32,17,3,3,15,0,41,13,5,7,4,58,68,35,0,6,8,2,5,4,1,3,5,0,0,1,15,26,2,0,7,1,0,11,7,8,0,3,24,9,49,9,48,35,3,68,0,2,4,1,18,26,3,4,34,220,64,3,0.09188589696805732,0.10886976261408443,0.0,0.10016919056297513,0.1104289920196587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201045292319186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359585848600405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130916598100848,0.0,0.28006394968833154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915156410463461,0.0,0.09929601155953856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925880201380136,0.0,0.0,0.09326225123964196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940491090856384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606897683508684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662184602607341,0.0,0.092920540738682,0.0,0.0,0.20131301756269154,0.0,0.15631619404219466,0.0,0.0,0.07099081606469855,0.08494703111735102,0.0,0.0881453251054135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012226748179378,0.0,0.08125439523101825,0.0,0.08231171545389128,0.0,0.09430143937114388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099617189967892,0.07489926987626731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693448475359638,0.0,0.0,0.1626322546723575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694465741921872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061935520164701,0.09256537430867462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334244631731163,0.0,0.06754670679833169,0.06813222831984159,0.07086806832763236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900286698055143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062264261811260185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370211144425987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800128968748673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27711211652380474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865106600670676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919938124893548,0.0,0.14644232675271454,0.0,0.0,0.1038049092931684,0.18863910560378164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605909007815393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817351835801467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122089814079077,0.05887677258722587,0.0,0.07294713843834746,0.10715881089776744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020886124521216,0.062384492492624885,0.1998909404034272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378453660465228,0.0,0.08517914705479833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857472572132742,0.0,0.06689402734849685,0.0,0.0,0.130546209741863,0.0,0.0,0.11834301009991972 adhd,FangirlTrash325,2019/09/15,help? how does the adhd/add diagnosis process work?? would they just ask a series of questions or...?,1.7183333333333335,4.420678611111113,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,96.22222222222223,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8215333333333339,77,3,14,1,3,24,18,18,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980388488798695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38741628934688793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626519357995602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27776948501450704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46423270081249496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016945438717122,0.0,0.0,0.2943841233916771,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,simonnomis333,2019/09/15,"How do you guys go with alcohol? How does it help/not help you? Do you imagine your relationship with alcohol differs from non-ADHD peeps? Do you relate to how I experience it? NB: am drunk I have undiagnosed ADHD, so am unmedicated. I’ve realised although I don’t drink often, when I do, it’s about blowing off steam.. a type of steam that I feel relates to my ADHD: the frustrations of constantly low dopamine and not really getting my dopamine hits from everyday life at all. For me, drinking is about music (loud and lots of bass plz) and blowing off steam from all these things I cant do and achieve in my real life (all the daydreams of stuff I want and need to do for various reasons... long list!) and all the experiences and fun that are missing from my life. In recent years I do have some real obstacles to these things (other chronic illness) but even when I was healthier I was still shooting for the stars and feeling like there always had to be more and more to life than all this mundane day to day life; like it wasn’t enough. Alcohol opens up that “shooting for the stars” scattered dreamer persona within me, which I attribute to my adhd, and whilst fun in the moment -with alcohol getting me feeling closer to those sensations that stuff is possible and obstacles to dreams and needs are smaller than I feel in day today life - it does feel that there’s an interesting relationship there between adhd personality traits (driven by dopamine I presume) and how I feel when I drink. Does anyone else experience similar feelings or have experiences with alcohol that feel unique because of having ADHD? And yes, all this stuff has led to me drinking more than I should in the past (not frequency, but amount in one sitting) , whilst caught up in the daydreaming and chasing good feels that are ignited by alcohol. Anyone else go through that? Anyone else relate or have differing experiences that they feel relates to their ADHD.",7.459954775206171,7.888236413407828,7.308292098962491,73.02943202979517,63.357541899441344,10.394466613461027,36.32136206437883,10.181067101454742,3.7568423516892793,1548,69,268,32,21,493,170,358,0.033,0.8690000000000001,0.098,0.9759,0,0,10,2,0,0,45.0,0,5,2,2,16,9,1,0,10,1,28,19,0,8,6,61,49,28,0,4,6,0,10,2,0,1,14,1,0,2,26,20,11,0,13,6,0,5,5,3,0,1,6,11,32,6,51,40,14,39,0,2,0,0,12,16,0,5,19,197,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062981296915091,0.0,0.0,0.3859041242023028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007710040278121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624411736926294,0.18499387265817752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03668701522978327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503647278408183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643922259889596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575690977259574,0.0,0.0,0.1579997199334464,0.0,0.0,0.2358258218284376,0.0,0.0,0.15082559196368864,0.0,0.0,0.06218515579306842,0.0,0.03975032235062942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29435274768458336,0.0,0.0,0.3043034722099538,0.04299476718105415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288629626508592,0.0,0.06840680338641872,0.050478668466462734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959065961664858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067883004050584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255054314719428,0.05880477497259772,0.0,0.0,0.053260085871981805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051165458183883114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924990527308986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078157727695731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745151001438065,0.0,0.05254949862420361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784732132926348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700292306056305,0.038554788768905716,0.061878176185108574,0.05942347955005259,0.12922809826291595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048062243849530124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668550496280805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996585911012596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570464734645055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549750916384989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875589681129744 adhd,enduroalpha,2019/09/15,Has anyone got experience with an ADHD coach? I'm in the UK and researching possible support options for my brother who is struggling with his ADHD after a stressful few years. My initial idea was to get him referred to a specialist via his doctor but I've also come across people talking about ADHD coaches and was wondering if you all had any positive or negative experiences,8.287608695652175,8.815498014492752,8.923007246376812,61.81320652173915,61.60869565217392,11.537681159420293,41.88768115942029,11.20814326018867,5.362968115942032,309,17,44,8,4,104,59,69,0.12,0.7909999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,11,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,9,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,2,34,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.657433288348023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582201211942494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240015174335226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750054704169236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570749133764184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663883436626846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567387103818957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095268247055485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583873562124525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058464130758688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641574111883133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556769135210629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887670084622253,0.1906276069680361,0.0,0.0,0.20692405407490325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465627893630426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774643395868266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742483089516775 adhd,Oddfictionrambles,2019/09/15,"Appetite advice? Why am I able to eat a packet of gummy bears, but I struggle to eat 'regular' food? The thread title. And right now, I'm on Vyvanse 70mg Also, if you guys could tell me whether [the advice in this video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQwue4oedwg) regarding regaining appetite is sound, please let me know.",4.8042105263157895,7.90511845614035,4.055350877192982,82.9082894736842,74.96491228070175,6.60701754385965,28.798245614035093,7.793537801064563,2.164803508771929,260,11,42,4,6,77,49,57,0.055999999999999994,0.888,0.055999999999999994,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,24,6,0,0.2313703709589389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521848974420623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850268020640508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473041443227967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734993023348536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797739709625248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290930432472531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715510502109387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365918801277477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539751880945129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758903261270472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418785476196293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022279022800192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877577243135484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_nivla,2019/09/15,"Experience with Adderall - IR vs XR Mid-40s got diagnosed with ADD a few months ago. Prescribed Adderall XR 20mg 2X daily. Experienced extreme focus the first day - probably got more done that day than 3-days work combined previously. On XR, experienced a great deal of head fog and couldn't get much of anything done. I didn't want to continue in that state so stopped taking XR entirely. I was then prescribed 10mg IR 2X daily. I didn't have head fog the day after but also didn't feel much improved focus. Prescription increased to 20mg IR 2X daily. Slightly better. Increased to 30mg IR 2X daily - bingo. This is the dose that works best for me. My protocol now is 30mg IR fist thing on waking and 15-20mg mid-day. The second 30mg dose impacted me getting to and staying asleep but reducing to 15-20mg helps greatly. I've upped my water intake to about 1 gallon/day and try to eat first thing in the AM or I will not want to eat until late evening.",3.2235526315789467,5.072306657894738,4.567565789473687,83.46608552631581,74.52631578947368,7.276315789473685,27.13815789473684,8.07648339933343,1.7995,755,29,146,12,16,250,111,190,0.040999999999999995,0.85,0.109,0.9384,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,7,0,12,10,4,0,0,17,20,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,8,3,8,4,22,10,7,23,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,14,76,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394712699697833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279715591312936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578134131414292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489973963766036,0.1136873474515482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974042114691065,0.1325239487533467,0.0,0.1304701719723252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630917304878328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26306665339232466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490256677755034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574138944586472,0.0,0.0,0.0649960663011754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868012456979574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343186080591553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561789027506827,0.2834419870012506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638479094907633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616080763606965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450040287451161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260315890619727,0.0,0.1889903006844122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859293570020936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701155446729346,0.0,0.10746913107771107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664962223498552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079878329374476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727341829873513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163799758080448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716415561648014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,morrighan99,2019/09/15,"Show of hands if the change in daylight/dark hours does not at all help your (no) sense of time. Days are getting shorter. Means it's pitch dark when I leave the house around 6am for work. My brain is constantly arguing, ""but it's dark, we have plenty of time."" No brain, bad brain. We are too old to be late for work with any kind of frequency so stahp.",0.6820890410958889,2.8652402739726064,1.3851883561643843,101.38408390410959,84.61643835616441,5.293835616438357,17.344178082191778,6.6274283507984215,-0.4445054794520549,272,6,66,3,8,83,57,73,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.8828,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,2,4,3,1,0,2,0,5,4,4,0,1,9,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,11,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,34,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264850407967524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655776835210355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530058867279434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6229059552583438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967612567854003,0.0,0.0,0.2009977969987906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995334425310447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276813237029022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717629561999623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246705610590138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317059636203128,0.21461675786850706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936883295463312,0.0,0.0,0.20981388308044446,0.19694506128191208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260638546909152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517364772441612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691389796201946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708175669545936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OmgCourrrrt,2019/09/15,"Anyone have trouble with balancing ADD/relationship? Trying to keep this as short as possible. For about 2+ years I’ve worked in the bar business and developed a somewhat romantic relationship with a friend/co-worker from the same bar...I’ll call him “Wave”. I’ve always struggled with anxiety/depression and about 16 months ago, I also diagnosed with ADD/ADHD. I’ve only revealed that diagnosis to a very very limited number of close friends, including Wave. I was put on Effexor for the anxiety/depression but my psychiatrist opted to refrain from using meds to treat the ADD for the following two reasons: 1. The center I receive psychiatric/therapy treatment at is a community behavioral health center that strictly DOES NOT prescribe stimulants or benzos to adults, only to children 2. My doctor said that my anxiety should be treated first bc prescribing me a stimulant without getting my anxiety under control could cause my anxiety to worsen exponentially, like throwing gasoline on a fire is how he compared it, (I totally agree) I only shared my ADD/ADHD diagnosis with Wave because I feel like we are good friends before we are “lovers” so I feel comfortable enough sharing that info with him, but also to make him understand that I’m not really as air-headed or careless or as dumb as I appear. ( I am actually, incredibly intelligent) And so he would understand that my inability to sit still, or follow along or control my impulse to interrupt conversations wasn’t a case of me being rude or inconsiderate and that there was an actual medical explanation for the “annoying” flaws to my personality and because I felt like those “flaws” were giving me an undeserved reputation at work and he was, in a capacity, my boss during the majority of my shifts. I also explained that my ADD is not being treated by meds and that my weekly therapy sessions are how I am currently “managing” my ADD. He knows that I take anxiety/depression medication daily and why; and he has always for the most part been supportive of that. I’ve confided in him about my deeply traumatic childhood and even though I’ve never told him the ENTIRE extent of it all or given him all of the most explicit details, he knows enough about it...he’s also confided to me extremely personal and painful secrets about his childhood. All of that being said, he still manages to make statements on an almost daily basis to make me feel incredibly self conscious and crush my self esteem. He’s always calling me lazy and accusing me of being selfish, his favorite “pet name” for me is Whacko or Whack-Job and I can’t even count how many times he’s called me stupid or dumb fuck or some variation of that. It’s gotten to the point that I’m now hyper vigilant of my “flaws” when I’m with him. or speaking to him so I will either find myself anticipating what he’s going to say before he says it and I’m usually wrong or end up talking over him, or I’m constantly trying to over explain myself or generally just overcompensating in some way which inevitably ends up annoying him to no end. I’ve also tried the reverse approach and attempted to just stay overly quiet to help avoid those social faux pax’s but then he accuses me of being weird since being quiet is completely out of character for me. No matter what I do, he always has a negative impression of my behavior and I am always left feeling exhausted and humiliated, I am not normally a non-confrontational person and I’ve never had trouble standing up for myself but find it impossible to do with him. I can actually admit that he is mentally intimidating to me. I also feel like reminding him of my ADD/ADHD diagnosis and how it affects our interactions will just appear as my way of making excuses. Has anyone else ever had similar struggles like this with a partner? Part of my ADD is definitely preventing me from being able to articulate the point I’m trying to make and I promise I’ve tried to keep this as short as possible. Some of my purpose is purely to rant but I am also genuinely interested in hearing from people in similar experiences with the same struggles. I have NEVER had these types of issues in my previous relationships and I’m sincerely at a loss. Help!!",8.334425698392321,8.183983264441594,9.26025949018889,61.70647090286696,61.670089858793325,12.759227336634268,38.95840210281802,12.11862946488302,5.185802469588606,3389,159,541,104,42,1163,349,779,0.156,0.738,0.105,-0.9928,2,1,0,0,0,0,68.0,3,0,0,8,31,40,7,4,30,0,47,10,0,18,10,141,91,66,0,4,28,0,7,5,4,4,7,8,1,8,30,41,1,8,21,1,0,9,13,20,0,2,15,15,79,20,104,63,19,66,0,1,0,2,70,29,3,23,28,387,109,8,0.05699841525349455,0.0,0.16686669350148767,0.0,0.2055030559918063,0.0,0.05052565603464016,0.0,0.05707567947234984,0.0,0.0,0.3190712845968155,0.23713623769376416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081089497220055,0.0,0.0,0.0797092344488176,0.058401612188290236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949140979673381,0.0,0.0970029064981463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746052643360573,0.0,0.0,0.058553073401426285,0.0,0.0,0.059761753953058,0.061595037831038264,0.1278571387608354,0.04550859657665437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727795461171647,0.05785219167508158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058340293241605626,0.049879697293875286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761486206739657,0.0,0.15145103366591414,0.11778919918733825,0.0,0.07529383142015214,0.05155832981764306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557553872563015,0.0,0.0,0.14410055681460665,0.08143935849183677,0.05472741718848809,0.0,0.10419103785667344,0.048482822896968536,0.0,0.0,0.13211050270250269,0.05269411644162856,0.029779319447117317,0.0546780736630258,0.032393512917555926,0.04780756644313618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849681809328415,0.06058665004840522,0.06424135650932901,0.0,0.07640967253877838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059491536871458674,0.05656213213933919,0.10132562079258244,0.0,0.0,0.06264967677196878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061928944948034026,0.0,0.0,0.13923273295847388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902344239082782,0.05778744681201708,0.0,0.0,0.12662477994741925,0.11483981366096123,0.05744099640518096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045495591258738116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188207505300742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558463450389817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300495897417276,0.060650332516796676,0.0,0.0,0.1234474585290326,0.0,0.03951552436699338,0.14930645300395856,0.0,0.0,0.10776385186102164,0.12851429805810285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729915039769181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036514644339225036,0.05860386395324747,0.0,0.183584900762461,0.0,0.0,0.1084370908236616,0.09065485511690208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892355600371908,0.0,0.0,0.04714967810306176,0.0,0.0,0.05810270637124808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075272677975821,0.09103801609859057,0.0,0.0,0.1787613579171185,0.0,0.0,0.06468112616788561,0.0,0.0,0.04285571473032649,0.045813167119162695,0.0,0.0,0.13036531060703324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056000653589797285,0.0,0.033236234303426114,0.0,0.0,0.0544644283881378,0.0,0.1934909124144084,0.0,0.05567916950900098,0.11867472087193122,0.0,0.04922833012798795,0.06277570172627203,0.0940593238821609,0.0,0.09048537794075226,0.045720690624945416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051432204229915436,0.0,0.0,0.05494443831117715,0.0,0.12448657545718,0.0,0.0,0.04049003883165675,0.062318819318567226,0.0,0.03670511065679993 adhd,SmallPonyBigDreams,2019/09/15,"Which medicine do I need? Hello all, I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 7 and have had extreme mood swings and erratic behaviour (which have mostly stopped now as I have matured a bit) But I still really suffer from not being able to focus on anything for an extended period of time. It’s very blurry and sometimes I can go with extremely great focus for hours on things I’m really interested in, but I finished up school with poor grades (still got the college course I wanted because it was audition based) and my college work is suffering somewhat too. I’ve been taking Ritalin since I turned 11 (I’m 20 now) and I feel like I’ve acquired some kind of resistance to its effects. Has anyone else felt this way about Ritalin? If so what did you do to fix the problem? Also what other types of medication exist what would help with a lack of focus?",3.3667272727272746,5.599014642424244,4.7193939393939415,80.81909090909093,75.30303030303031,8.036363636363637,26.75757575757576,8.841846274778883,2.329412121212122,676,26,123,15,15,224,117,165,0.124,0.807,0.068,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,9,8,0,0,5,0,16,4,0,1,1,26,26,12,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,8,2,12,4,20,16,6,16,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,4,11,86,23,6,0.18112681895144853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767923810428644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484705167615616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266480832191593,0.1855858305929413,0.1490519389918823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041322767445044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774357486016209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383990854613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513082155481644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158316191382876,0.12939703564976454,0.17391015067163534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293854527928896,0.0,0.14486366336527742,0.1996929573278148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140548875367432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837343144792545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861570939208452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848941467066046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246621458577955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430324120290962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733139040253217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206895647513154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331001067822225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982997634953996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913905534375088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892962231713541,0.1514301309654875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618482634074408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203326102274677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056165047138833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970139671437972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944859476996872,0.10683329065162553,0.14377003812420214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186248140665674,0.0,0.0,0.1286672954007959,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bootlegbarbie,2019/09/15,"ADHD hyperfixations? Hey guys, recently diagnosed with adhd. Just curious if you guys have any hyperfixations? My psych was telling me it's pretty common along with that hyperfocus thing. I remember when I ws a kid I used to be obsessed with frogs for a while. I'd just read about them all day, and watch videos about them haha. Especially now that I'm older, I find the same thing happens but it changes often. Like, I dont normally watch movies ever and if I do, I usually get bored and don't even remember the character's names. Sometimes though there might be a specific series that I only like watching. And with music, sometimes I might catch myself listening to the same song for 3 days straight. What about you guys?",3.818269230769232,6.360366867647063,4.715,79.89153846153849,75.17647058823529,8.302262443438915,26.63800904977376,9.057496981413335,2.4395368778280555,578,22,105,14,13,187,90,136,0.031,0.851,0.11800000000000001,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,0,12,5,0,1,6,1,9,1,0,1,2,27,14,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,4,8,9,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,16,3,12,9,3,12,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,5,12,71,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472960212128145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825765075851296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285047725993495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636723730637147,0.0,0.0,0.14665355624685725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934033525977946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543379275268483,0.13069880678630438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206056493546442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548967416928533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42920124845938346,0.12777137440846373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118030686899066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30656054036046154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156879568805292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989059228263176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699752106575026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452835968474012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266571178971402,0.0,0.32735632753446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858071431456456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628998084740278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198448652292044,0.0,0.14195996319754856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479232804024205,0.15913450532272833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Belgarath12,2019/09/15,"I can never stay focused on one thing, what helps you guys stay on track for your goals with out totally losing interest?!? Usually throughout the day while my mind is wondering I'll pull up a YouTube video. From there I'll watch pretty much anything with good content . Anyway I usually start the video and about 10 seconds into the video my mind is racing through all of the steps of getting this new ""project"" going. Like for example I'll pull up a car video and see these people with shops rebuilding and modding cars and I just start planning on buying a cheap car and doing all the work on it till it's absolutely perf. I'll start making plans and getting all hyped up for it and really thinking through all the details! Then it's the next day and I am just completely disinterested in cars but mountaineering is my new thing so I'll research it for a while. I want to be goal oriented stay on track with it but I can't seem to make it more than a day without deciding on something else. I am wondering how you guys stay focused on a goal and don't lose interest the second you see anything else semi interesting? I feel like on the day to day I don't focus on my goals or anything really other than work it's tiring. I would love feedback from some others if they are also running to issue with their #adhd",6.221589743589746,6.192560030769229,6.555384615384617,78.93628205128206,66.0,9.702564102564104,32.33333333333333,9.3871,2.7551333333333323,1048,39,203,18,15,339,137,260,0.025,0.85,0.125,0.9774,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,10,8,9,0,0,15,0,13,2,0,3,6,43,30,20,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,16,0,0,6,5,3,9,5,2,0,3,0,4,20,7,39,28,8,46,0,2,3,1,10,15,0,6,20,137,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222366280789226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133809791995099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510979906443481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664184903793301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279752902604614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169932660829928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051428041547027036,0.07266222290642928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627940041473186,0.0,0.05780459718561465,0.08531020169696678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141938547880328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817461189575194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615966022456552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993815281991846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275767592931125,0.0,0.0,0.09179797697863848,0.0,0.13578551079461196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539784698750185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476914826311046,0.0,0.07844564685779556,0.1964658679790908,0.10817060019936414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892187707623701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705134689907146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347645935181647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031709853616827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621006938748199,0.0925937013307385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830195059199584,0.0,0.0,0.21597430422316904,0.4336407611449126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514428523582087,0.06517218007342525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690161370114185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404017499224868,0.0,0.059991670907879005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804559117286003,0.22060206926070614,0.14809336193603626,0.0,0.0,0.07225244111839921,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamlurker91,2019/09/15,Does having ADHD make people think your dorky? A coworker said I reminded him of Napoleon Dynamite and I’m not sure why.,2.267246376811592,5.137618043478263,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,85.95652173913044,8.284057971014493,25.057971014492754,8.841846274778883,2.76947536231884,97,4,17,3,3,32,22,23,0.17800000000000002,0.747,0.075,-0.3318,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844469380679982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35275485090703396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690718648422516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794582498058508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834396746729072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37991625195664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582897089029826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637343552438061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sullyoverwatch,2019/09/15,"that ‘thing’ does anyone else have that ‘thing’ that makes them hyper focused? like for me competing in games/hobbies gets me hyper focused and energized like crazy. can’t focus on a damn thing for more than 5 minutes per week but if you give me a game or sport and tell me to ‘get better’ i’ll study that damn thing from 8 am-6 am the next day on repeat. anyone else have that ‘thing’?",3.33731601731602,4.802204051948053,3.5137012987012994,92.7286471861472,73.41558441558442,6.172294372294372,20.62554112554113,6.42735559955562,0.06605800865800893,300,6,64,2,6,92,55,77,0.09,0.7879999999999999,0.122,0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,2,0,6,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,2,6,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647767716169485,0.3879949528901768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745262493146235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210628935344467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568952531068815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316332468787839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784086796669767,0.18162868986059405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500036434208306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263834911002363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136136775715588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548832473642885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6289333254482594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518742080949682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,americanhound04,2019/09/15,"The Daily Struggle: It’s 4:30am right now and I can’t go to sleep. It’s crazy to think that I’m going to sleep just before most of my house wakes up. I just can’t shut my damn mind off even though my body feels so tired. Better embrace it I guess, I’ll just be on reddit/YouTube/Instagram/Twitter for the next hour or so.",-0.0990000000000002,1.985256171428574,1.3082142857142856,101.26803571428572,87.28571428571428,4.071428571428572,15.892857142857142,5.148860815047168,-1.0587142857142855,252,5,61,1,8,80,52,70,0.162,0.755,0.083,-0.6596,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,1,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,10,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565818720141984,0.0,0.0,0.2033592769732193,0.0,0.255406521244435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187023868607272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626230486856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135530339622914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532998922679686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264401646993095,0.2653147118816185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321693222944478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445390281232907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636367294916893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602031421522277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403785240008657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733339323678066,0.2259104754491827,0.0,0.0,0.26427704891933873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,April9811,2019/09/15,"Any Christian ADHDers here have a tough time paying attention in church? I really try my hardest, and when I actually make it to church on time (there have been a few times where I get all ready, get my kids ready and I end up pulling in the parking lot 10 mins late and I just turn around) I just can’t seem to focus. I always get distracted and I will catch myself daydreaming.. does anyone have any tips on how I can change that? I get so frustrated with myself.",2.1715053763440864,4.349521204301077,3.158279569892475,90.82408602150541,78.89247311827957,6.713978494623658,21.086021505376344,7.793537801064563,0.788324731182795,364,10,77,6,9,116,65,93,0.09699999999999999,0.846,0.055999999999999994,-0.5612,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,14,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,14,0,9,12,3,16,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,7,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.21714225837029008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851500636121808,0.0,0.0,0.30263526567227644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555874586293238,0.0,0.0,0.19808526734125576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353910582870664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472412181143806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708198678029326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650190070976414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510062844104036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891740488426163,0.0,0.0,0.14853029646750812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254862074084124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256903448971256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38925034963164395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107288152294354,0.24203210726324945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CocaineSlaveCircus,2019/09/15,"Stimulant side efrects Hey ADHD I'm Jimmy Whiterock and I'm somewhat of a stimulant edpert and affixionado! I was wondering, as I am medicate with a stimulant myself, most nights. An uncommon one, but I'll say that it's much less potent that the amphetamines. But it kiiiicks baby! what kind of side effects do you have? Don't be shy all! We all the deficit shir and we a loooove the strong stimulant to help us!",1.881,4.6081750999999995,4.197500000000002,79.21750000000002,85.5,8.200000000000001,28.0,8.841846274778883,2.9819750000000007,328,16,61,10,10,113,58,80,0.044000000000000004,0.8170000000000001,0.14,0.8284,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,5,2,18,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,2,5,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977733877709811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184877609873369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446645181465239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334273170083423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433082282518927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31060211119189324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428047114036165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632084131087718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981279342146984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35893346298158585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,some1stilllovesyou,2019/09/15,"Working way harder than I need to I’m trying to get my shit together. I just got a promotion at my store so I’m a manager now, and I nanny part time. This Sunday is my first day off in 21 days. I thought I could do it, but I finally had a melt down today. I forgot to take my meds and the store was mad busy. I did 43 transactions in an hour. And I was running it on my own for half an hour too, with a line of 13 people and other customers needing help and computer issues. I wholeass thought about quitting but I powered through. But I don’t think I can do this again. I could hardly stay focused on anything. I want to think I’m getting better control of my adhd. But I don’t think I am. My manager thinks I have the energy and drive to get all this work done and run the store because of my adhd. I’m so scared of disappointing her",0.5666356300434501,2.476808050279331,2.98889199255121,91.34585816263193,83.02234636871509,5.988950962135321,22.793606455617628,7.1686216300943375,0.7782697703289885,647,23,145,9,18,223,105,179,0.095,0.821,0.084,-0.6027,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,8,7,5,2,1,9,0,15,1,1,1,1,27,34,13,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,6,0,3,4,2,4,0,2,9,1,27,1,21,23,3,24,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,11,100,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425698552600057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172842702210534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688068681383747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260499953354198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598516429884778,0.2275860074261679,0.0,0.0,0.1838310651711408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585049323502022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612696001999454,0.0,0.12122997545403813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338712660877608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398864821389702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767259726604474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553015039999233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807128558768284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487569642959237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831090319885688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135797010548432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433850045346426,0.0,0.09880749021657284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515907345734428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269036804974258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629779263845924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191053524105924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715954505915518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652918874744715,0.0,0.2262946550486273,0.08310629678786588,0.0,0.13509512190787373,0.0,0.0,0.096763749142358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406374726914481,0.11312810900077196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751685628402647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MilliMaqi,2019/09/15,"""Come Down"" From ADHD Meds So I go from super empathetic, sweet, self-confident and driven; to anxious, short fused, bitchy, speed cleaning and self doubting. My up lasts like 1.5 hours before my ""comedown"", I hate being nasty to people more than anything and I'm so, so sick of this cycle. I'd like to know if anyone else gets this, and if anyone knows what causes it. Has anyone figured out a strategy to keep up the positive feelings and not turn so hard?",5.147241379310344,6.286358379310348,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,68.65517241379311,7.639080459770115,27.143678160919546,7.793537801064563,1.635836781609196,357,11,65,4,6,114,65,87,0.19399999999999998,0.607,0.19899999999999998,0.1301,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,17,13,11,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,4,12,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,5,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333103339684253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193152143455204,0.0,0.4072272603898983,0.19891236524221412,0.1597550504480226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519302159593774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942823299001214,0.0,0.16722852864660784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217334555717358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815955935018038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142656417483713,0.0,0.11033034930887074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390518079385,0.1916663051698132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191182058631939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255447355209644,0.0,0.0,0.21338101674650609,0.15824443698365245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896873130325029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563817790175827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458749032960748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050464519960234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116113264206868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnxiousMMA,2019/09/15,"My terrible memory & attention span are ruining my career! Going to the docs tomo hi guys, I have depression and 'moderate' anxiety - I've had 2 panic attacks in work over last 3 years for example, now have prescription for propalenol which helps when i get really anxious. &#x200B; I'm 39 in 2 months, &#x200B; Are the UK meds worth trying? Very vague question, but I know from experience that ephedrine pretty much cured my terrible memory, back when it was legal to take it. Probably best it got banned as would have had a heart attack by now! I think i read somewhere that some meds are similar to meth - which has ephedrine in it!? &#x200B; &#x200B; I'm not 100% sure which is chicken and which is the egg, but think my memory could be causing my depression and anxiety. &#x200B; for example, in work i've been made fun of and got in trouble for fogetting things - i came home friday crying becaue I felt so uselss and might be out of a job soon. &#x200B; My memory has got so bad, its to the point that i can put mt baby boy down and then literally forget he exists until i happen to see or hear him again. &#x200B; I got bullied in my last job to the point that people would make fun of me and talk about me in the 3rd person whilst sat next to them. &#x200B; I had a meeting with HR on friday about my poor performance - i confessed then that 'I have a medical condition' that caused me problems i.e. depression and ssris. &#x200B; Sorry 4 the ramble, &#x200B; any advice really appreciated &#x200B; I have a really strong skillset and knowledge career wise but my forgetfulness undermines it all! &#x200B; Thanks &#x200B; x",6.599215686274513,7.706310784313729,6.650202614379086,74.63491176470589,65.33986928104575,10.172287581699347,32.620261437908496,10.241411754978122,3.4747939869281046,1324,53,226,31,20,422,175,306,0.212,0.6729999999999999,0.115,-0.9851,2,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,1,5,11,19,2,1,12,0,24,3,1,4,2,40,45,21,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,17,12,1,1,8,1,2,3,1,12,0,0,13,3,28,7,32,26,4,33,1,4,1,0,13,14,0,4,16,142,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03410598528877177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294306372847816,0.5513292556290498,0.023734664587719702,0.0,0.05340011135602808,0.039429504536942085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941248773777321,0.0,0.02683760546152881,0.02914184443634884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036627661994594815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991877121847979,0.0,0.07170826192737997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027866533502805917,0.0,0.03833838217129157,0.0,0.0,0.09018353377474878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034141008157054155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033511545495283145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018234937253361942,0.0,0.019835700964105876,0.0,0.11165777792108278,0.0,0.0,0.03455862416878658,0.03086386344560652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933726917764959,0.04135922580311334,0.02339418109888056,0.0,0.03500971066707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927001352793229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01918131351035366,0.05689983492128134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0330252662183057,0.023297461780864875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753685980508421,0.03516025273871927,0.0,0.03702567456639129,0.0,0.0,0.02785856988373853,0.0,0.025657102349932844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037118841461218695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04095016284353381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02419676207327064,0.03047521851402113,0.0,0.0,0.06598764220773831,0.0,0.0,0.03550804268968912,0.037630429957099074,0.033396651991153666,0.0,0.03508630927675554,0.039098405191134465,0.0,0.034911603463442416,0.0,0.06707764925961572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027812501481933875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907010889591207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0328948712830989,0.0,0.02624207952244289,0.028053032886773514,0.0,0.03213321824207668,0.0,0.0,0.023187443209211483,0.04472778768665255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023696274545414654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028797935965774443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081837405941398,0.0,0.0,0.04958698393310133,0.0,0.5513292556290498,0.022475845725522255 adhd,veggiesnowman,2019/09/15,"I'm an agressive piece of shit I'm an agressive piece of shit and I'm disrespecting my family and I don't know how to stop. I've had this under control for the holidays with abilify and ritalin but since school's started I'm coming home tired and I blow up at the smallest fucking thing.I've never hit or hurt anyone, but I spit, I scream, I break plates, and I'm all so fucking ashamed of it. I'm such a fucking coward too because I never get agressive with the people who hurt me, I just get agressive with my family and it's fucked up. I do therapy, I take the drugs, but I still can't get this sorted and I don't know what else to do.",1.5712530413625316,3.195675510948909,3.590967153284673,89.65146289537714,78.56204379562044,6.610462287104625,23.82542579075426,7.492282038375204,0.9825527980535278,503,17,111,7,12,171,75,137,0.209,0.725,0.066,-0.9683,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,6,1,7,0,6,10,3,2,3,25,25,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,6,11,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,1,1,14,0,13,23,3,11,0,2,0,4,1,4,6,2,5,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034958654480506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022886304015676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275022302041899,0.0,0.0,0.16601194731409755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165096549396044,0.0,0.1236479409677197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907164381813176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473517062717291,0.2319959382331583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847159531596896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169072662587624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269087421028985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283173267452073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102615297243171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979956836460004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30387152724373684,0.12243993496153227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476611887990704,0.0,0.11820535387085206,0.12374756933402888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128922052959712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926860154882567,0.0,0.09833490820041632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012202079759645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bananabatm4n,2019/09/15,"I use byphentin (i think thats the name) When I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 7 I was given byphentin (I can't remember the name) and it was supposed to help me focus and stuff which it did. It apparently made some kids eat less. Not for me tho. I ate MORE, and MORE, AND M O R E. did anyone else start eating more on byphentin or less?",0.5953088803088811,2.2977075270270295,2.4058301158301165,96.64283783783787,81.83783783783784,5.850193050193052,20.03088803088803,6.868970318607317,0.031596911196911215,263,7,65,3,7,87,52,74,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,2,0,14,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,8,0,6,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156627458294916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365592442881007,0.26912319880478824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665913884580641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537527492488874,0.21941627140210776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605349169954512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485324623018314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29753924865977205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859100199646705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006794951795665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830003933345425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268513689853004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,icantrememberwhtever,2019/09/15,"my essay’s late because i’ve planned it eleven times and written almost nothing excuse me for being a stereotype but seriously i don’t know what to do. i have a 1000 word research paper about philosophical ethics that was due two days ago and i still haven’t gotten past writing the intro, even though i’ve done all the research i need and planned it over and over and over. every time i sit down to write it, i second guess myself and revert back to planning it again for a few more hours until i lose focus and give up with nothing else written. i know that i know what i’m doing, but i guess i find the idea of actually writing it too daunting to handle. does anyone else struggle with this or have any advice? thanks in advance gang",5.576666666666667,5.907133877551023,5.790884353741497,82.63625850340135,67.36734693877551,7.34965986394558,29.258503401360546,6.42735559955562,1.413552380952381,588,19,113,3,9,187,96,147,0.078,0.887,0.036000000000000004,-0.6925,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,26,21,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,5,0,14,1,17,15,3,20,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,4,12,78,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.15846256609826742,0.0,0.0,0.15867897062613098,0.14394289730999155,0.0,0.16260330521099695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042613526769264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135420996914712,0.16638076426347748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486264720543375,0.0,0.09898728338569146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472372175291668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210262090418568,0.16617437816454264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713006317542013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725256329928977,0.0,0.1368148382683526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841529076378865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577274913539138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35776677463884105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991472923220915,0.0,0.0,0.1833108523601032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772465806012435,0.0,0.18317530743663948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816652498326604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204050753390446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116220941477049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501312568247824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967942260463225,0.0,0.0,0.1697581638393577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950062138319664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954065640319615,0.0,0.18937388395427904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862477814132592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frooqi,2019/09/15,"Need to bamboozle my pill junkie friend Last night, some friends came back from clubbin and wanted to continue the bool back at my place. So at some point they wanted to take some of my meds and give them a ""smell"" for a pick-me-up. Thankfully I hid them before I went to bed. But I'm looking for any online shops to buy some identical and completely useless look alike pills to pull the ol switcheroo on these goblins.",5.839756097560978,6.201319560975612,5.196243902439028,87.01826829268295,66.8048780487805,8.999024390243902,29.81463414634146,8.841846274778883,2.035250731707317,332,11,69,5,5,100,61,82,0.08199999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.107,0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,11,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,8,3,13,9,4,13,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,4,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816509257650254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350707808018868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539885780905305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491953661812637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844183382843986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33666532533011434,0.0,0.0,0.209009250759264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760034647932904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659267275031451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420142902936917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161554410022984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044645456123396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276370300053537,0.0,0.20596594235575003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381778337219152,0.0,0.0,0.2005935764553252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702118709050803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019758811365841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joogroo,2019/09/15,"Advice : use a digital calendar and when you suggest an appointment with someone and it hasn't been confirmed yet, write it down in your calendar anyway with a question mark so that you don't double book an appointment with someone else. This has saved me a lot of times.",5.0779411764705875,7.012105764705888,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,69.78431372549021,9.02156862745098,32.357843137254896,9.516144504307137,3.2605254901960783,218,10,38,5,4,69,38,51,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547427704056492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032599006078984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30862995254421205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066698691889672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6151779739706537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116821654795759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135361072888372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mandi4910,2019/09/15,"I walk in to Wal Mart to get shampoo... End up spending $100 and forget the shampoo. 🙄",-2.1501754385964915,-0.3572000526315797,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,102.15789473684212,2.533333333333333,22.12280701754386,3.1291,-0.34975087719298203,65,3,15,0,3,23,17,19,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8613144327501215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080722861329247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uglydunce,2019/09/15,"What’s your opinion on ADD now being classified as ADHD? What’s your opinion on them no longer being separated? Personally, I believe they’re similar but not enough to be classified as the same disorder.",4.326351351351352,7.380443189189191,6.195878378378378,67.11652027027029,76.56756756756758,10.186486486486489,33.57432432432432,10.125756701596842,4.754843243243244,166,9,25,6,4,57,29,37,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965774146977081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655267582736525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735547124131946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269385853860047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607839896714079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ELIOsentari,2019/09/15,"Different Meds for Work & Home? I started medication a few months ago. Due to expenses I was only able to try Vyvanse for a month so I can’t judge how great it was or not. I have had 10mg Dexedrine since day 1 (3 times a day normally and 1 as a booster with Vyvanse). The Dexedrine is great at work. And It works great for me when I have a plan in mind. But if I have any down time at home (frequently) and after taking my medication, if I don’t have a plan for myself like chores or projects, I cannot get out of my effing head.. I hyper focus on my phone or sit around and do absolutely nothing. It’s very disheartening. I really can’t have a plan everyday.. I don’t have the patience to figure my days out like that. Maybe one day, but I just can’t.. I feel nuts.. I have my dr appt. coming up and I’ll speak with her about it. I’m curious if anyone else have tried a combo of meds for different times? Is this something that’s reasonable to ask about? What are y’all thoughts?",0.7685714285714269,2.7570415507246366,2.790517598343687,92.61260869565218,82.76811594202898,6.454934437543134,20.96825396825397,7.62386473244151,0.6491529330572807,759,23,176,13,21,255,120,207,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.9304,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,6,7,6,0,0,10,0,21,4,1,2,0,28,29,17,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,8,11,0,0,4,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,4,2,23,5,26,25,1,27,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,6,18,108,31,4,0.12137925310982865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075953842768064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151437003278302,0.0,0.08254205438662703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487119598259822,0.1243673887475306,0.0,0.1080532691637946,0.11347321666293733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455747890054463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131183072030685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536309704853112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013967909276876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061372997410818475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341565000596197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014631651799767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457013160605415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435065750570611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859954393313528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194177422929788,0.0,0.26964997442226,0.24455365552614666,0.0,0.0,0.1225584443053749,0.0,0.1937675236132856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892589679201282,0.11646666697543985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224972322698079,0.0923143915486477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775865763556357,0.12479808788296225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004061724710426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934436790977198,0.0,0.0,0.0859128600867239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126209250415944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636156877506387,0.21233165578331367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648170906362893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015059567934388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650966256516481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Surfandsnow42,2019/09/15,Fun fact: the maximum possible # Safari tabs open on an iphone is 500. ...but you cans still open “private” tabs. Anyone know the max for that? Is it also 500?,0.8460000000000001,3.3816392666666717,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,89.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.3500000000000001,118,3,24,2,4,38,25,30,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376321551291905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826468882922077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30075190202334284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169372544227193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370310895256419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laneybuggy,2019/09/15,"Caffiene and meds make me sleepy — how to stay awake? Most people drink soda, coffee, or energy drinks to stay awake when they need to study. This doesn’t really work for me, caffeine and other stimulants (including my Concerta) calm me and make me a bit sleepy and I assume it’s because I have ADHD? Does anyone else have this problem? If so, is there anything you know of that might help me stay awake? Soooo unfair that everyone else at college can just drink some coffee for long study hours or to wake up early and I just have to suffer",4.408173076923077,6.064562701923079,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,71.01923076923076,7.507692307692308,22.615384615384606,8.07648339933343,1.0837923076923084,427,10,82,6,8,132,72,104,0.09699999999999999,0.838,0.065,-0.6793,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,4,0,21,11,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,10,10,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,7,4,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947338484804628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132982128324307,0.1660233806840718,0.1333404965771645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987746600706789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689958711797593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179738644077594,0.0,0.0,0.4761960445902296,0.0,0.0,0.2707178817512154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483080328109844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860823594176754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595712346065793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904986306638404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339533604438304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163184268126882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998367902472334,0.0,0.0,0.1718928814910367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014644690327705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233424385204667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504502781223153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380337923085894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181213004821925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796296559160042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_kfnm,2019/09/15,"Listen then share your opinionnnn? (Song: ADHD by Joyner Lucas) To any who careeee. New song [ADHD ](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=siiKTqLO0Cc) from Joyner Lucas — I’ll be honest - I actually really like it and him exploring a new type of vibe. Plus.. of course, his music always has substance. I just really FEEL THIS SONG. I wanna what you and you and you and YOU TOO think. 💜",2.9006993006993014,5.877595461538463,3.597622377622379,79.79419580419581,94.3846153846154,5.440559440559441,15.139860139860144,6.980632752743323,0.4845384615384618,295,6,46,5,11,93,48,65,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.825,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,3,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,4,31,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2593115801617754,0.0,0.6387053169101601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110645768662085,0.0,0.0,0.18070372285695568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435974179995674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982096991110748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132822969748302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34046351338166564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026736822553382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JuniperTheory,2019/09/15,"I just checked the clock and it makes sense??? So I just started taking strattera to deal with symptoms I’ve had for a real fuckin long time, and the most interesting change is like.... I’ll check the clock, look away and do some work, and then check the clock half an hour later and be like “oh huh yeah it’s been about a half hour” What the FUCK???? My entire life has just been like I have no idea how to measure or understand time, I’m constantly losing hours to who knows wear and now like... i understand time??? I can do work for an hour and generally actually understand what an hour’s worth of work is. I got caught up in a videogame the other day and spent like 3 hours playing it but then I was like “yeah that took like 3 hours” instead of “wow that was ???? Time” still not over this",0.13380113636363689,2.5111278687500023,1.1851136363636383,99.51943181818184,92.1875,4.659090909090909,16.647727272727273,6.351523495107088,-0.4781874999999998,609,15,141,7,22,189,95,160,0.021,0.8109999999999999,0.168,0.9672,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,9,13,2,0,12,3,13,5,1,2,0,26,27,14,0,0,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,1,5,2,2,3,0,2,9,1,8,10,13,17,2,29,0,1,1,2,2,4,2,3,30,82,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.09915926362215534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546840551170918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749268326749127,0.0,0.0,0.10980714843582796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553173653865403,0.10475815396636376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393923389856253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126889822670838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7004757671422638,0.0,0.0,0.11470828462228347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055843640973377566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177200165968381,0.34749956942716925,0.0,0.0,0.08992397503575986,0.08532901270693698,0.11367853520667205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782721582540964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565741240763963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192193855128587,0.0,0.08114797310834547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561442353596984,0.07640004770554966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370045537509332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289536452746847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31734697670235057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219256023024354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheSillyPsychedelic,2019/09/15,"Which medicine is best? Hi I'm trying to choose a stimulant for add. Which should I go with? Adderall Desoxyn Ritalin What do you think]",0.7346153846153882,2.933330923076924,1.4149230769230776,94.18007692307695,105.15384615384615,5.1569230769230785,24.43076923076923,6.742157984588678,1.335978461538462,108,5,21,2,5,33,24,26,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6926062798888307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37508075333238705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228873063462452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480817957353108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,m3s0h0j0,2019/09/15,"Gifted partner?? Yeah I have ADHD, dyslexia, depression and anxiety. Anyone here with a gifted (slash maybe on the spectrum) partner wanting to talk about relationships?",6.456923076923076,10.403450461538466,6.0065384615384625,63.57596153846157,82.84615384615384,7.2153846153846155,37.269230769230774,8.07648339933343,4.674492307692309,136,8,14,3,4,42,24,26,0.204,0.721,0.075,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744554212023816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020098069703181,0.0,0.0,0.2760431825814869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400281501989598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966150713227881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42385185464650105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173136097256494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285470105453898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FannyH8r,2019/09/15,"It’s 4:00am, need help Posted on here a second ago but it was too long and it gave me anxiety that no one responded. I’m 17 and every day after school I realise how little I learn. I’ve never been in a classroom fully because my brain is off somewhere else, I’ve never been diagnosed with anything but fuck me it’s getting painful. It’s so depressing that I’ve been this way for so long and nothing has been done. I’ve complained to my parents, failed an exam and barely gotten by on others and they haven’t taken me to get help. My brain is so fucking loud, Ive hated school since I was real young, and although I’m doing something I love now , it doesn’t matter. My teachers, my parents, it doesn’t matter who I talk to, I can’t hear them, I focus on everything except them. What do I do?",2.189584415584413,3.818381157575761,3.9530952380952407,87.71250000000002,76.81818181818181,5.926406926406926,23.90692640692641,6.5431188927421005,0.7569653679653681,621,20,126,5,14,209,101,165,0.182,0.74,0.078,-0.9682,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,7,8,3,0,3,0,18,7,2,1,2,18,31,13,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,10,2,20,1,13,21,0,17,0,2,0,3,14,6,2,0,9,87,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127681063010938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132918628894025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186912893612448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027701330637578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306448087856163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550868049731573,0.0,0.12755354853315656,0.15031276795019968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155205836174734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371392518911435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477597679629908,0.0,0.13309775891253822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27382189914312,0.15474649461542989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462126273438241,0.0,0.0,0.1669132289408499,0.0,0.1985292007946377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842956303928487,0.0,0.2621178883508764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366103962572942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981017173878044,0.22843916735911715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210063645407378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035264442821276,0.0,0.15758295569684405,0.0,0.3288827624744661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183356352962384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856392691916314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997590165914353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250527453542907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140103569306772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190327238926806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755049569844353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheChillGuy17,2019/09/15,ADHD is stupid I hate it I hate it I hate. I hate having this. The ADHD makes me so dam* hyper around my family. I can't ever be me. the me past this ADHD it seems like I'm myself when I'm alone but I'm kinda depressed and full of anxiety. So it gets hard to focus. But I guess I'd rather be uncontrollably hyper,-2.521835164835164,-1.0520975571428544,1.344285714285718,95.01532967032969,110.28571428571428,3.8681318681318686,9.670329670329672,5.8734145424116955,-1.2055494505494506,241,3,56,3,13,88,43,70,0.32899999999999996,0.647,0.024,-0.9621,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,5,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,16,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,11,1,3,14,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,36,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832863265174948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755585341963689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376167356499534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440189838805946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934134573308338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633976441649366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251229905191874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452365714304813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821950882946624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492359074178188,0.6388991758065389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903780208658077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798976955657112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443783536992722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727893146450785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,orangegrapejello,2019/09/15,"Bipolar AND ADHD Is anyone else Bipolar and have ADHD? I can’t take stimulant meds because they make me manic, non stimulant meds don’t seem to do anything. I self medicate with pot and caffeine but it doesn’t do much. I’m so tired of living in a fog, It is so frustrating and after so many different meds tried, I gave up but I don’t want to live my life like this, I want something that actually works. Anyone else able to take anything that doesn’t send them spinning into cray-land?",3.246632653061223,4.9433209591836755,4.479336734693877,84.76655612244899,74.10204081632655,7.348979591836735,26.535714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.6748326530612243,386,14,76,6,8,127,64,98,0.109,0.8270000000000001,0.064,-0.8143,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,0,14,18,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,9,17,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,44,14,1,0.14538315316825368,0.0,0.14187298572024465,0.0,0.3494445957596954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033105620438493,0.2979244420141171,0.2392758952200295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862422077372609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518944518340136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242897938626642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268842057337142,0.07102686505128875,0.0,0.25675197558081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704438365849503,0.14739569852442014,0.0,0.0,0.4844637266523849,0.1464582317335711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687334557866697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323513624350095,0.15166633564204293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192305408714773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862007605174785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709654784111105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870561780043327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150150097249992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584066701148603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RageAgainstDyingLit,2019/09/15,Need some people who understand I have some old friends I live with that treat me like crap. I'm going to tell them on Wednesday I am not resigning the lease and am moving out when it ends. That said it has taken me months to stand up to them. Do you all ever stay attached to people for too long even after your relationship has become parasitic?,4.310000000000001,5.5745942028985525,4.841275362318843,84.93234782608697,70.73913043478261,7.838840579710146,23.94492753623189,8.238735603445708,1.2633744927536237,276,7,55,4,5,88,55,69,0.036000000000000004,0.8270000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.7481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,2,10,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,9,3,10,10,3,15,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,2,9,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303724599079177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896528875391824,0.0,0.0,0.16328778159418714,0.22362642834964286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100308311853603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405019445174534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207801683684814,0.0,0.2183015315204904,0.21878366652828196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733022025405733,0.26275783264794583,0.0,0.1833119604790253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25941787350483725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427851759282598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26542387881608026,0.0,0.0,0.23516470963362374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26350572934210875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608290119607174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573667926971842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2342423423432424,2019/09/15,"I gained 40 pounds while taking Adderall/Vyvanse Over the past three years I've been taking Adderall and Vyvanse to treat my ADHD. Taking medication has been incredibly helpful for school, but I've actually gained close to 40 pounds over this period, which is really strange for most people taking these medications. It mostly has to come with the comedown period of the medications and my off periods. It's true that the medication does suppress my appetite, and I do eat less during the day. But when it wears off, I get incredibly hungry. So much so that I could easily eat 3,000 to 4,000 calories for dinner. And I'm not just hungry. When the medication wears off I also feel incredibly lazy. So that doesn't mean I'm going to cook myself grilled chicken and eat fruit. It means I'm going to go to McDonalds or Taco Bell. Or eat spoonfuls of peanut butter. Or drive to the grocery store and buy 4-5 Snickers bars. It's weird because I used to like eating healthy food, but it seems the appetite suppression from the medications changes my food preferences. Like when I start to get my appetite back, I only really start to want carb heavy foods like pasta, bread, and candy. And then maybe later I night I am able to eat more foods but am too tired and lazy to eat anything healthy. And it's so weird because throughout the day I am incredibly focused and motivated on my school work. It's just that one period at night that messed me up. Before I started taking medication I was 5'10 and 190 but relatively muscular. I would work out a lot and could bench press over 200 and squat over 300. I was told my by doctor that I could only lift weights in the morning before I took my medication and not after I have taken it. And because I have to get up early for class, I barely work out any more either. I'm now 230 pounds, and I'm kinda frustrated when I look in the mirror now. I'm doing great in school and really happy with everything in my life, but I have to make a change. Any advice?",5.302617769827073,6.292980379844966,6.039806201550393,78.27130143112703,68.19896640826873,8.951262174517993,28.0629099582588,9.162432508145574,2.246498389982111,1585,51,299,29,26,519,189,387,0.068,0.7979999999999999,0.134,0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,6,15,11,1,0,14,0,20,32,3,3,1,58,52,38,0,6,14,0,3,3,0,1,11,0,0,0,18,24,18,2,6,2,2,6,3,4,0,2,7,6,33,7,43,41,8,49,0,0,1,0,2,18,0,8,28,184,51,9,0.06451232400703134,0.0,0.062954722216246,0.0,0.07753127681192096,0.06304069638209121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159048220076227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774118509326859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308814585154329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049605995053295764,0.0,0.11797834179882999,0.0,0.10979047234560636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649096954108128,0.05557165482050643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452352391210072,0.0,0.0,0.08321022402625844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603109724242613,0.056455169479432875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620854908497619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797951703885443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03261936939640645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120342330552133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111507993707973,0.0,0.1099915212608582,0.0,0.0,0.07112506496626264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867456850727535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043241250920486064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556696230224716,0.09455238859944456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417410432192335,0.0,0.0,0.054846070888240034,0.0,0.0,0.04306247722109914,0.0,0.0648113005107602,0.1405456665589985,0.0,0.5199150351710045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047423981028304814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108089179183923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371522033923255,0.0981290588880066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158431298632835,0.04472472260735225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398474007411155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586974813115504,0.0,0.05872959686256012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369864649258586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425261949775195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414742629984503,0.0,0.061644290203627765,0.07167556568805149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571793477797004,0.0,0.0,0.03805104015602709,0.0,0.0,0.0785586309192881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089722064556834,0.0,0.0,0.04582770402559524,0.0,0.0,0.04154382154090222 adhd,tattedsparrowxo,2019/09/15,"Son got on Vyvanse and it has been a life changer for us! My 8 year old son has always been a very active boy. However, when it went from “he’s just being ** such and such age” to “ok there is something going on”, I immediately brought it up with his doctor. He has had major issues in school ever since he started. Kindergarten was bad for us, but last year was total hell for us. I was getting emails almost daily about bad behavior, disrupting the class, not listening and acting out. He started seeing the school counselor because of this and was put on a 504, despite not having a formal diagnosis. We did the Vanderbilt forms and I turned them into his doctor. His doctor said he was just a “young boy who is hyper” and I was jumping to conclusions about him having adhd. I went through this with THREE more doctors over a year and a half time period. He started school this year on a bad note as well and I had finally had enough. At home he was acting out terribly, couldn’t sit still to even eat dinner and had to stand and eat, couldn’t read a sentence in a book without crying because he couldn’t focus. It was bad. I finally took him to my doctor instead of a pediatrician and brought all of the testing he had done at school and videos of him for “proof” of how he was acting. The doctor decided to try Vyvanse once a day to see how it would work. The FIRST DAY he was on it we started to notice a change. After the first week I had a flood of emails in my inbox of how wonderful his behavior has been at school, his reading has been great, he pays attention and no longer has outbursts. He comes home from school now and talks about what he’s learned and how much he likes it and he reads on his own without being asked. I’m so happy I could cry. It’s been such a life changer for us.",3.573301528675493,4.8541939058171755,4.5623945829486034,86.16656714886629,72.54570637119113,7.2318046578434405,25.55873602133989,7.662118739084242,1.2528804965630456,1404,44,287,17,27,457,173,361,0.09300000000000001,0.823,0.084,-0.7505,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,6,0,1,4,21,11,1,0,22,1,40,11,0,4,4,50,61,24,0,5,7,2,0,1,0,1,8,2,2,2,13,24,3,0,5,5,1,12,8,6,1,4,30,4,28,5,49,24,8,57,1,0,2,0,43,17,1,2,27,201,41,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850463673656329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070861416351523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888255672678275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615618067010097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634491366228536,0.08627597197237404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486050543087014,0.06095820377685634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056500485660517574,0.0,0.15546513612095966,0.09127577375361492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43458886667826013,0.0,0.0724176656974665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448215261360919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311966815366598,0.0,0.04673993885214734,0.06401143725966635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550402709831208,0.0,0.1203861795763146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036972047876004166,0.0,0.04021765885505391,0.0,0.056597627039618716,0.07801920273671045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533118016506136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419671130120886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386078628608668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576833194328237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996751698269474,0.03457244399415519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202077765671309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056697958922003,0.074256477896824,0.07536293749544902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113886318053166,0.0,0.0,0.21235392095037106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731418628599854,0.0,0.0,0.4297107242483827,0.11278186725341355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058537944739141125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447873162202177,0.0,0.0,0.2003527126816285,0.0,0.056513411861387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687862044963642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126392639920831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862306337909189,0.048045122656755215,0.07697253248306994,0.0,0.0,0.3404886861987696,0.0,0.0,0.05838894055203917,0.0,0.0,0.056763807705924214,0.0,0.06362667425667627,0.13120063671366353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643081450322686,0.0767421554358135,0.05151811965678522,0.0,0.0,0.05026977385576865,0.0,0.0,0.1822826221273641 adhd,_Dankey_Kang_,2019/09/15,"Learning software development, ready to give up I've been learning front-end software development in React in a coding bootcamp and oh my god, I just want to be done with it. I don't know enough to even be able to formulate a question that will get me the answer I'm looking for...Every week during my mentor meeting it's ""Okay, how many hours did you spend?"" then it's ""Oh, I don't know how to answer that question"" or ""I'm not sure what you're asking."" The mentors have been so god-damned unhelpful. Even when I knew enough to formulate a clear question, they don't know! It's like the mentor meetings are about how many hours I spent on the curriculum and not about how they can help me learn. I've even tried posting questions to r/learnprogramming AND THEY'RE ASSHOLES! Usually, the answer I get is ""if you don't know enough to do this, you'll likely fail"", or something to that effect. Thanks, guys... I delete my posts there every time. I feel like absolute dog shit Are there any ADHD developers out there? I can't be the only one who has had an experience like this =/ I'm about ready to say ""fuck it"" and just find something else for a career",3.919049576162344,5.2397261091703085,4.555232468533267,86.39641407654769,71.75109170305676,7.309632674030311,26.1343436938094,7.724431198458867,1.3075443616748008,905,29,185,11,17,289,127,229,0.106,0.8190000000000001,0.075,-0.8409,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,2,2,17,10,2,0,11,1,22,2,1,6,2,39,40,14,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,12,6,0,0,18,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,7,3,19,7,20,28,3,14,0,1,1,1,17,5,2,7,11,111,31,8,0.11147641186259774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397298390888485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580778275561402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421539688208127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140790731189566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312423777046074,0.0,0.0987350129582331,0.3455547989319293,0.0,0.22088735602849804,0.0,0.18784736986491585,0.0,0.0,0.1090453214479684,0.0,0.0,0.056365823329131565,0.07963877090868013,0.0,0.0,0.1018874208769334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305814646000228,0.11648364835796685,0.10693833209931608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037917404047813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472028904958769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956362094300175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505808239861304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178469757800128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361210991282604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260391694279404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553930171031127,0.08478283454101156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135271752759265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995163754459029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865051704868512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144289348178729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716399761931034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506519891135432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263250271480308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500279222663778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756851661508466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277551839781095,0.0,0.06575167597079899,0.0,0.0894196534426691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hey-youinthebushes,2019/09/15,Why does it take 8 hours to wake up and 16 hours to go to sleep I've been up and doing things since 8am (it's 12pm now) and I still feel /sleepy/. But I just know tonight I'm gonna be beaming with energy,-1.2465306122448965,0.25960230612245283,1.236081632653061,103.65534693877552,87.16326530612245,4.736326530612245,15.922448979591836,5.6839178017228535,-1.0505216326530609,159,3,45,1,5,54,38,49,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814123661803585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259793407401038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827584290521098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333730096459012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767291577268574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660100842523373,0.0,0.32180714227587925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25681013430905203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417843078629204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364007767201806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901713337380089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,randomlyObscure3308,2019/09/15,"I hate it...ADHD!!! Does anyone else hate having ADHD??? When I got diagnosed 4 months ago at 38 years old I was relieved...all my life struggles and short comings made sense. It was like I completed a jigsaw puzzle. So being the resourceful person I am and being a mental heath professional I began doing lots of research, I wanted to learn everythomg I could and began medication to help me focus better, especially at work. The problem now is I'm hyperaware of everything I do or can't do being ADHD. It's so frustrating. Also I'm not feeling very optimistic about treatment for ADHD either. Can anyone else relate??",3.825011857707509,6.371257382608698,5.9307509881422975,71.16276679841899,75.17391304347827,8.007905138339922,26.10671936758893,8.841846274778883,2.6497826086956526,489,18,74,11,11,170,83,115,0.18600000000000005,0.745,0.069,-0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,3,1,4,0,14,3,0,1,0,15,25,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,1,11,2,8,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,9,51,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455233940362489,0.0,0.11903287573503075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738525321526178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778616931911968,0.27517552039574306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876150157084928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567203813425556,0.14079210425540592,0.0,0.0,0.1072132367261231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362933860361544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751106815143984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435073206068906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068398768375872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789700527946435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739756862259647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515131526996444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000638259923956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948473357166024,0.06560339400296826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416173989761295,0.0,0.12706085902826494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527497059679336,0.13532465530990012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718259763080176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090635239908467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172498479760708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848972246321835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403806842777413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079669904444428,0.07920299264422632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775888284633642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864731943837795 adhd,WhoWuddaGuessed,2019/09/15,"Just in need of an opinion. Hi I’m 17 from the UK and I’ve really pondered whether or not to post on here many times but I’ve reached a point where I’m so stressed out about it I need to ask some of you guys what to do. I haven’t been diagnosed with anything, but I am really struggling with class lately and have for a very long time, I’ve never really been listening to anyone ever. It doesn’t matter if they’re talking about something I love or something I hate. I can retain attention for a matter of about a minute, I try but it’s gotten really depressing recently and realised that the type of person I am isn’t meant for a classroom. I’m a smart kid (sorry to sound like a dickhead) and love what I do but my brain has gotten in the way, I am a very impulsive person and am prone to breaking things/doing dangerous things without considering the consequences (arson). I moved to a “special school” a while ago because the school I went to before was hell. All the teachers made me hate myself and school in general, the teachers picked on me because I was never listening... ever. Out of 10 exams a year ago I nearly failed 4, failed 1 and dropped out of another, im not lazy. for every 3 hours I put in of work, i probably get about 1 out even when I take breaks, I simply cannot focus on one thing, I focus on every other conversation in the room, except the one I’m having. And am not listening to what my teacher is saying because I have 3 different songs bouncing round my head at once. I cannot handle this, my brain is so loud and I can’t quiet it, even in an empty room. You can probably tell English was one of my excellent subjects from this shipwreck of writing.",5.298947368421054,5.163107461988306,6.398298245614036,79.6469210526316,67.94736842105263,9.41309941520468,30.55029239766082,9.120678840339163,2.4491492397660823,1320,46,264,22,20,444,174,342,0.127,0.7759999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9364,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,4,14,15,4,2,22,0,26,6,3,2,5,48,47,21,0,3,14,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,2,4,13,15,0,1,3,1,0,3,12,9,0,3,10,9,32,6,48,37,2,43,1,3,1,2,18,20,1,5,16,179,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786871247322878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568628527373823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047416617661577,0.0,0.08294094036372766,0.0,0.094224315271092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432051928714652,0.0,0.08576420284847551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250282053089731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680960760469034,0.10229893682918456,0.0,0.10530328313732658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331406586519188,0.18233923978735395,0.16983852991534829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265820759300501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979717398112198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990169768310104,0.10343881753767174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992570793795684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886965325065297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369463036900394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049240521892305864,0.0,0.0,0.08919528815772143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193241247111847,0.09536919706247804,0.0,0.10218444971184512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712299035221733,0.0,0.14946785925237144,0.15546972003552142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733723002748956,0.20489215200410493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601051878120896,0.0,0.0,0.09527839097190703,0.0,0.09652821216479933,0.0,0.21733565243056954,0.0,0.0,0.10132100439375713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582726210670052,0.0,0.09951719557008264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015163322548202,0.0,0.3060122149346494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551849315340698,0.0,0.11282528019354372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115453711120521,0.10536677655918596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578095015984616,0.08101055730766299,0.08809422085285602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391975865851224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754200955918648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842926448585558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663233242062548,0.0,0.08000179158219292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343261681869827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715721152758236,0.0,0.07337575264390428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490495325530657 adhd,NekoCreations,2019/09/15,With ADHD movies can be extra fun cause each time you watch them you see something your brain totally missed the first uh... lots of times... Of course then there’s that thing where you start to watch a movie and you have a thought and suddenly the movie has ended and you remember vague plot points but nothing more.,1.6853333333333325,4.456478200000003,0.9733333333333364,99.95833333333334,92.0,4.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.3298333333333332,252,6,52,3,9,71,49,60,0.05,0.914,0.036000000000000004,0.0525,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,7,1,4,6,5,9,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,7,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303545033867021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068589952692327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823793260679959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346368365490706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338143168277566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369467466593466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637564986401352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25985214861723543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113874919599972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904520382008866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161743749449202,0.0,0.0,0.19456275132706088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261925224984465,0.0,0.0,0.21822544289810464,0.3205715737343638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mindspiral,2019/09/15,"Bpd, adhd and representation Before I realized that I absolutely have adhd, I thought I had bpd. Because you see, a lot of the emotional stuff is very similar. Unable to control emotions, heavy mood swings, etc. Because I thought that's what I had, I went looking for characters and media that portrayed people with bpd symptoms, people I could relate to. But I had no luck with any of the stuff I was a fan of. I know now that it's adhd, because all of the emotional stuff may be the same, but combine that with school work being a living hell, and a lot of other little things that just fit so perfect, and I put bpd to the side. Recently, the new Steven Universe movie came out. And as soon as I watched it, as soon as I started reading comments, I saw people saying how the new antagonist shows heavy signs of bpd. And I just, I'm just kind of irrationally upset that they came out only after I had put bpd to the side. That I could have had someone to relate to then, when I needed it, but I didnt.",5.295883333333336,5.384777355000002,6.25,79.93833333333335,67.95,8.666666666666668,30.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1607166666666666,781,28,155,10,12,260,105,200,0.09699999999999999,0.821,0.08199999999999999,-0.7165,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,9,6,1,1,12,0,15,1,0,2,2,36,27,17,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,17,13,0,1,4,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,13,5,22,3,24,9,5,21,1,0,4,0,4,6,1,4,10,115,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30504625270666424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753617727219839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547283132955601,0.0,0.07199497103851894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6393630618473319,0.0,0.0,0.19353747248681435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489479577944553,0.135104821528311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855170220949479,0.0,0.0,0.0943600160548086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810596094316812,0.0464982115237615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479920152107934,0.0747102010603327,0.0,0.07104920833962798,0.0,0.0,0.14386098177064327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273558105049877,0.0,0.16342940124594255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434801309935231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596910041626085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701083327226858,0.0,0.0,0.08463065480894169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835399546074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728348566305299,0.0,0.0856275688454663,0.06742142951856936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168787942448293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988580711545963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290566924612011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793985707122558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562096354066236,0.0,0.0,0.1343382193348331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981026180827123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784322400081025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159545604196472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jurvekthebosmer,2019/09/15,"RSD really fucking is the worst Anyone at all: *\ criticizes me* Me: you hate me? You want me to kill myself? You want me to hurt myself? And then I saw this stupid fucking post on Tumblr saying that that mindset is abusive? That if someone criticizes you and you instantly jump to ""so you want me to kill myself?"" is abusive behavior?? So that just traps me in a cycle of any time I get a rejection on not being good enough I'm like ""guess I'll die"" and since THAT'S abusive I'm a terrible person so I feel terrible and if I feel terrible about something like that I'm a terrible person and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA",15.643250000000002,21.85417115833333,2.871666666666666,87.8325,58.25,6.333333333333334,22.5,7.645422480735847,1.4300000000000002,849,18,92,10,16,158,64,120,0.41100000000000003,0.5329999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9961,0,0,1,0,0,4,16.0,0,6,0,0,5,16,6,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,16,18,11,3,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,0,0,1,4,20,3,10,16,3,8,0,2,1,2,9,4,2,3,4,62,27,0,0.0,0.5564176255106539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645155751987252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945536875788824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246226338788952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174613044395764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583011523663556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894346677080707,0.08178491272642074,0.0,0.0,0.13129707870449475,0.0,0.0,0.17244482158522273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545493744014411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757771694666504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34637334547435644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295362184339134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27336678507388873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992062526230446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028258052783996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448570940528765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294902764848448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263457500713186,0.12051099593119673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912788664189471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769914141611739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,planet-333,2019/09/15,"what is the most intense hyperfocus story you have? for me, i was working on this painting that i really wanted to finish, but not like “ok i’ll have it finished in a few days”, it was like “i want this finished now and i’ll keep working on it until it is!” so i ended up painting for 27 HOURS STRAIGHT! the only breaks i took were when i needed to go to the washroom or if i needed some juice because my sugar levels were low (i have diabetes). i kept getting sleepy but i was so damn determined i just drank coffee to keep me up and kept going. the second day in, around the 26th hour, i was almost done, but my parents were having a house party for family friends, so 5 minutes before the guests arrived, i left the basement where i was working, washed the paint off my hands and face, got dressed, said hi to the guests once they arrived, and then snuck my painting supplies to my room and continued painting secretly while the guests were socializing, and just kept painting until it was done. i felt soooo accomplished afterwards and the sleep i had that night was heaven sent but good god i never wanna go through that again lmao i don’t know why i didn’t just pace myself, i just HAD to do it all at once (but then again knowing me if i stop a painting it’s REALLY hard for me to get back to it cuz i’ll be bored by then so sometimes the only way for me to finish work is to do it all at once when the fire is there).",3.843350515463918,4.634414941580758,4.763537800687285,86.82551288659796,71.40549828178696,7.332027491408937,26.577491408934712,7.365786028017652,1.2309215120274914,1112,35,233,11,20,362,151,291,0.087,0.7879999999999999,0.125,0.9247,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,5,17,9,1,0,16,1,28,7,3,1,3,43,50,28,0,7,13,1,4,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,15,8,2,6,4,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,25,6,34,6,31,24,5,49,1,1,0,0,12,16,1,6,28,168,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267553733052958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905940144416593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094202220050586,0.0,0.07468063556562836,0.0,0.10424653536580396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801694585016432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507394435242169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850702731292557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549102485868215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762830284941728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465051230146226,0.0,0.12801228292980327,0.0,0.2088748643864905,0.10275513066327878,0.09798201427805513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974442143364983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412942997704902,0.14135947946181587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177840910698452,0.0,0.0,0.13465600116611012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310689715911814,0.0,0.0,0.119703877291227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167843876695364,0.09448685541116013,0.0,0.0,0.11496683818398905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914057604860146,0.0,0.18634794421104453,0.0,0.0,0.1360322679529657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569654064974442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653455995908488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259794445616272,0.12488297625793272,0.0,0.0,0.12116499797599252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242340218178242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611252841399182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445185185411818,0.09724231460805792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054574116905644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35675341174683206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ComfortableSale,2019/09/15,"Writing essays is really hard Writing essays is really hard. 😖😖😖 I do a very good job, it just takes me a very long time to do so. It is very frustrating my whole day is taken up just getting 2 paragraphs done. I’m pushing for sn appointment to receive medication. I really want to be lore productive. Am I the only one that struggles with this?",0.7606031746031725,3.2425381714285737,3.6261904761904766,82.91769841269844,88.71428571428572,7.1111111111111125,23.49206349206349,8.167268648758528,1.9694444444444448,272,11,52,7,9,96,49,70,0.132,0.799,0.069,-0.5095,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,6,14,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,5,1,6,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481712813568067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392624382404787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092177061000344,0.0,0.0,0.17533754424497958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745276216292881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744551719376705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499879150485868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059146498090492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165471925887407,0.158988610603468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017599227750129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853986607166345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717628686698554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218961795439842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174535776399801,0.12330052025318895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333919643437937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuperbFlight,2019/09/15,"Not as many things feel fun or exciting after starting stimulant meds? Hey all, I'm wondering if this happens to others. I started a stimulant 2 months ago for ADHD, Dexedrine (dextroamphetamine). Soon after I started it I noticed that I stopped finding things fun and exciting that I used to! As an example, I have basically zero desire to eat food other than knowing that I need it to take care of my body -- there isn't much enjoyment in it. I used to snack a lot and really enjoy cooking and eating delicious food and now it's all just meh. This has meant that I've lost weight because I just find it annoying to prepare food, which I know is a common side effect of the meds. I've been finding though that it's affecting everything! I'm finding it difficult to work up motivation to do much. I remember I used to think of something and get a burst of excitement from thinking about how fun it would be to do, and that would motivate me to do it. Like cleaning as another example, I would see a dirty table and think OOH that table would look nice after, wouldn't it be fun to clean it? Now it's like hmm I guess I should clean that, but there isn't much excitement in it or fun. It feels like things are just tasks that I do if I want them done but they're not giving dopamine hits, basically. I do still find certain things fun like reading novels, movies and TV, hiking, sports. So it doesn't feel like depression. Before meds I also didn't have any control over what would give me that dopamine hit -- one moment it'd be cleaning the table, the next would be going to get groceries, the next thinking of something delicious to cook. And I definitely was extremely foggy and it was painful to make myself do stuff I found boring. It's gotten me thinking... Is how I feel now how ""normal"" people experience life?? You just do tasks to do them, not because they give dopamine? It's not very painful anymore to make myself do things I find boring, so the meds are working that way, I just wasn't anticipating that I'd find so many more things boring. I have PTSD as well so there's definitely other stuff going on, but I'm curious if others experience this, and if so, how do you handle it?",4.933327987169207,5.859919511627911,5.669967923015236,80.82127906976748,69.0,8.907778668805133,29.71130713712911,9.130062681391069,2.4118235765838008,1730,64,337,32,29,564,190,430,0.068,0.741,0.191,0.9944,0,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,3,7,26,30,1,0,11,0,40,13,1,16,3,85,84,35,0,16,18,0,5,5,0,8,3,0,4,0,49,11,9,2,25,6,0,2,10,9,1,2,10,7,36,21,38,59,7,27,0,2,2,0,9,6,0,9,23,231,85,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958284016700193,0.0,0.05869949508728482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295562343287166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045031456958202,0.0694368057297214,0.0,0.0,0.06567184265536598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807334528259317,0.0,0.056347824850967725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073554815828182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751508289312609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427067828095547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570346648395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776542835382474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551793832275136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059513719200786526,0.12955054272218086,0.0,0.0,0.13393005598604896,0.09461429299256888,0.0,0.0,0.423663268956833,0.0,0.24021825304231184,0.07260614481179074,0.0,0.0,0.06919379787529356,0.19057102281845748,0.075268012395933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294812534264815,0.0,0.058557589182606715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278489152866978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046772714534193786,0.1617572490039888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560761105354605,0.0,0.07228628818505152,0.056297358598584875,0.0,0.0,0.08840391601431652,0.13427213880896968,0.0,0.0,0.294219263312728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285568650023045,0.0,0.14603661609032914,0.049100839710955406,0.0,0.0,0.14085014813851926,0.0,0.0648809439309612,0.0,0.07539121608594399,0.0,0.0,0.04487197343030856,0.0,0.14092420267323513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590818824522625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740692499100854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623731137617328,0.0,0.04242183781908331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501366183480815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276828154679905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195784547826199,0.0,0.0,0.14061127833201112,0.0,0.0528828915657387,0.055362376375651466,0.0,0.0,0.15161072076142754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978874127928571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639593275870289,0.2121535611555698,0.0650602159034877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157687891406584,0.0,0.054637933017128,0.039057912773334695,0.05256187068865365,0.0,0.0806373792005825,0.05953918555930176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181210531735817,0.09641701131628122,0.0,0.0,0.2822421346319567,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nickquestionsthings,2019/09/15,Can I be Happy with ADHD? I've had ADHD since I was 4 and I've always had this question. I feel very pessimistic about my future and I wonder if life can get better with this condition. My family and support system shamed and pathologized me incessantly for my whole treatment course. I feel an insurmountable weight over my head lately and it's alll feeling too much to handle. I feel like I'll amount to nothing despite some personal successes in my life like graduating 2 year college with honors. So my question. Can I be happy in life with ADHD.,3.6468571428571432,6.132732590476196,5.025000000000002,77.73750000000003,75.47619047619048,7.247619047619048,25.73809523809524,8.238735603445708,2.026695238095237,442,16,74,8,10,147,67,105,0.08199999999999999,0.716,0.20199999999999999,0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,1,1,0,8,6,1,0,0,18,15,7,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,14,8,11,10,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,5,48,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272764775871357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168807856990613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934237405855112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786736320896698,0.0,0.29578473623703266,0.10447790636321194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640730492905258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113623823511785,0.0,0.0,0.15009020690919597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497143918271878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098928376396925,0.14289645405974213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750736433084226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032662500228613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769604202235546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276571480527449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097589531973164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595780635754462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206679597572281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780877769525788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632780217089837,0.0,0.0,0.15859714590228646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417739003032233 adhd,LibertySilver21,2019/09/15,Have you you ever put something in the oven and forget to turn the timer on I always put something in the oven and forget to set the timer half way into baking,13.196363636363635,5.9311292424242446,11.94060606060606,68.2309090909091,59.60606060606061,13.2,39.06060606060606,3.1291,2.951387878787879,127,2,25,0,1,41,21,33,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666603635127815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898874314823061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6443305511894706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493433681742146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485841076445441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543776523669934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,globo37,2019/09/15,"Vyvanse ""hangover"" get better? I just started taking vyvanse two days ago. It really has been a good experience for me - unobtrusive and I feel like myself in all aspects, except I notice my symptoms that are due solely to ADHD disappearing. About 10 hours after taking it, I get a serious headache and nausea. I know I can expect some comedown, I'm just curious if the comedown becomes better as your body builds up a tolerance?",6.9611538461538425,8.008077935897441,8.04271794871795,65.1856153846154,64.51282051282051,9.82974358974359,36.112820512820505,9.888512548439397,4.0342174358974345,341,16,50,7,5,116,62,78,0.061,0.735,0.203,0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,11,12,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,10,4,8,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703549551142298,0.0,0.19941107060578397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484476604918107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979128963952932,0.0,0.2498768439268273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507884628442716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005140234491066,0.0,0.0,0.11374516855195135,0.16070953789468273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506180578001876,0.0,0.0,0.1886835076608785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153762330595653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363064726600917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990277226121818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561153735924833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411340479146245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592259326350263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338167661489543,0.3382797820612736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975059155330146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whador,2019/03/17,"Wasting other people’s time and resource Dropped out from college and done nothing for six years after that. Never be able to get better grades than my older siblings. Obese. I can’t even keep my own room clean. Before I dropped out, doctor said what I got is chronic depression, But I really feel like it was nothing else than my own disgusting personality. and I was only using depression and ADHD as an excuse to procrastinate on doing anything, including commit suicide. Sorry for my broken English. I hope everyone who found their own problems could successfully fix themselves before it’s too late. 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Does anyone have issues with their head or body tingling and or a buzzing sensation when taking medication? I've taken adderall for almost 3 years and no matter if I lower it or if I take my normal dose (20) I get these odd tingling sensations, almost like when you get done doing an intense workout or running a marathon. &#x200B; Is this not normal? I have spoken to my doctor about it, pharmaicst worried that it meant I was over-dosing and they said it wasn't that and it is fine. &#x200B; I drink about 4 liters a day of water, I do eat a lot much a meal every now and then during the week and I do get enough sleep. When this occurs it is usually accompanied by tingling or ringing like white noise in my ears and it makes me unable to concentrate and I am zoning out a lot more and more. &#x200B;",4.593962075848303,5.8742374131736526,5.3117514970059885,81.76706836327348,70.07784431137725,7.482834331337327,27.689121756487022,7.793537801064563,1.6979145708582828,676,23,126,8,12,219,107,167,0.055,0.8759999999999999,0.069,-0.1487,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,1,6,3,0,0,8,0,12,18,6,1,0,28,21,20,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,12,11,4,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,4,16,3,12,15,6,14,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,11,11,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316590244287293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759940054869503,0.4216650183951657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088104977935236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284863065245344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074599329897833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839592224025718,0.10122596980643313,0.1183733451195714,0.0,0.1133152207328504,0.0,0.1183620621359684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952083279708972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745924881260483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130265346940067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871357412608595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073225865041545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302368849180837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668160655357034,0.0,0.0,0.0772124334966567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330561759774005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503275281851591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266693963040449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100312379297582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157562494842002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394296760729602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739715018883113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278567232400346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747125395854928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216650183951657,0.07448943407167075 adhd,MelloSmitty,2019/03/17,"Oi uh hello-- Im currently burnt out from stress and am trying to recover from it so Im here to talk about somethin since i cant really anywhere else. Im a kid who has ADHD (duh), I was diagnosed a long time ago. I used to take medication but I didn't like how most of them made me feel so I've been off of it for years. Ever since I've been determined to manage it even when I'm off of it and so far it was going pretty well, still basic things like messy work areas and forgetfulness, but i was doing well with less procrastination and doing well on my own in school. Ever since Valentines day however I got extremely sick and fell behind in my work, Ive caught up in my main classes but have been stressing more from family matters. See, with all the stress of school my sibling has been bugging me a ton. though I don't hate him and wish no one to hate him he's very narrow-minded in understanding how my brain works... making me mad when he says I don't do anything while he sits in his room for 12 hours a day not doing anything productive. Though I can laugh at myself I hate being accused of not doing things that I put a lot of heart into remembering and completing it. sorry for randomly posting, I never have here before but it just seemed important to get it out in some way, its really been stressin me out. 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And, more importantly, even when you're with a great group of people who seem to like having you around...it still feels like you're out of place. &#x200B; How do you guys deal with this? I'm sure feeling as if you're out of place, unliked, annoying, etc has more to do with what's going on in your own head than it does what others are thinking. But, it'd be nice to know. :)",1.7909375000000018,3.2317945520833367,2.8566666666666656,95.955,77.4375,5.633333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.2118291666666665,351,8,83,2,8,112,66,96,0.049,0.706,0.245,0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,5,8,1,1,2,0,7,1,1,1,2,18,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,3,6,19,14,4,14,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,4,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775991316659648,0.23299596889507185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069722352957228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976847534466128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678008031267853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385077192382887,0.1266483766767534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939080666191375,0.1369854921186379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089753502640286,0.0,0.0,0.21140390036614135,0.0,0.18986161266755125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678974791252046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538021127145768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873577080816642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299340547451544,0.1458337211925462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329345822949036,0.0,0.4006736936142609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456104749521895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313096355025868,0.0,0.0,0.20045764144476505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614422425960812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228649881975013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299596889507185,0.0 adhd,laddersTheodora,2019/03/17,"I need an anti-word search The amount of times I have a phrase in my mind and I'm missing the key word drives me insane, and it's always impossible to google it. eg, ""I have my \_\_\_\_s"" Curse? Hex? Bane? No.. the word that is specifically about something hedonistically compelling in a bad way.. AGH &#x200B; ""Taken out to \_\_\_\_"" Roost? Farm? Bench? THE PHRASE THAT MEANS KILLED or just >word that starts with \[x\] but isn't \[this word\] but is kinda similar Sometimes I'm just using the wrong word (like *Divination* instead of *Distillation*) and I know it's not the right one but it's the closest I can get. Most of the time I can't come up with an alternative on the spot, so I'm just *stuck*. Much of the time I don't even realise I'm using the wrong word. I'll even keep getting the name of someone mixed up with someone else constantly even though I've known them my whole life. 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I put groceries on ground. Close door. Lock. OH! Forgot the milk. Unlock door. Grab milk. Step back and stumble and step on my groceries. Slam head on roof. Slam the door. Walk away. OH! Forgot to lock the door. And just ten minutes before this, I stalled my car by turning it off in drive, and literally thought my engine died and freaked the fuck out. Also, I had a massive headache. ?????? Am I alone with these types of situations??? It’s so humiliating. I look like I’m in a circus, and I’m a juggler who never learned how to juggle. And I think what I can’t get over is the fact that a normal brain can so smoothly do all of those things. I swear I have a balance disorder or something. I haven’t found anything saying it relates to my ADHD, but as it seems, my ADHD causes almost everything I do wrong or differently. Everything I do - talk, eat, walk, walk down a flight of steps, carry things - is so awkward. It makes me wanna hide forever because I can’t figure out how to properly exist or something. Like, this isn’t even being a klutz. This is to infinity and beyond that. Can ADHD affect balance? Has anyone heard of that before? I found “sensory processing disorder” a while ago but there’s barely any research on it.",1.695427769985976,4.348926802371544,3.26404947086574,86.1971401249522,85.32411067193677,5.477954864210124,24.366823919418593,6.968188349444268,1.2064452122912153,1023,41,190,14,31,336,145,253,0.131,0.848,0.021,-0.9618,1,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,2,14,0,17,6,2,6,3,40,33,21,1,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,18,13,3,2,7,0,0,10,5,5,0,1,7,5,22,2,28,25,1,31,0,0,1,1,4,16,1,5,7,126,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510999009494261,0.0,0.11090890265660916,0.0,0.12528686365435251,0.12958374891516974,0.0,0.10005622834920512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508402787512849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748489795219846,0.0,0.10296084505059036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755178523695965,0.09620745061515948,0.0,0.07627032095666858,0.0,0.2129311474320116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967224194242495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570597841885233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985196336062227,0.1307209078034794,0.28679044131687936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802619347332467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263877082462377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224894653003671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27436923725590595,0.0,0.11566889160219555,0.13073720960598806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840640602828407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225194753111547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506698758027762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835167432114654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649814485125137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258835078577406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257774048377929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994982677178524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139020552603064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063704347493092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926427602556269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005645149649638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624469725064295,0.08017008878004114,0.0,0.0993291294319538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609165154838646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679608357265366,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThatGuyMikeO,2019/03/17,"For those of you that were on meds for a long time and got off of them, what drove that decision (why'd you get off them), and how did you go about getting off them? What were the biggest reasons to get off them? How did you go about it and how did you feel throughout the process, and what were the negative and/or positive effects that you saw as you got off meds and as you continued to stay off meds? 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Does anyone have experience with online cognitive behavioral therapy? There aren't many English speaking therapists in my area, so I think I'd like to give it a try, but I'm not sure of the effectiveness or where to find a reputable therapist. Any experiences or resources would be quite welcome.",6.939727272727275,8.880895654545455,7.365227272727274,66.74784090909091,65.18181818181819,11.31818181818182,37.38636363636364,11.20814326018867,4.9854545454545445,251,13,39,8,4,82,49,55,0.044000000000000004,0.8340000000000001,0.121,0.6415,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574141164878098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185597063390936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256942313527704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528630784044393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211568228954386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205639650959452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308927650773587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468405784828564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620712730770405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816685383826293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647171815310973,0.5375314869537122,0.0,0.14832282872856875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715950431205972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644365193423257,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrBreadWater,2019/03/17,"Struggling pretty bad, any advice? I’m a High School student. I was diagnosed with ADD in 4th grade, but my parents have always refused me treatment. Recently, it’s been getting very bad. I’m going to speak with a Psychologist pretty soon. Will this help me? What different treatments and things have worked for all of you? I just really need a solution. It’s affecting my grades and makes me feel terrible about myself. 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I didn't close the door to the dryer before I turned it on. I guess my dryer doesn't care if the door is open when it starts drying, but my boyfriend just told me that he closed the door for me and that none of my clothes were drying for the last 45 minutes even though the dryer was on. RIP to 45 minutes of electricity, you were in vain. 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I have such a problem with it and it really frustrates me but I don't know if it's ADHD or just my apparent inability to get up.",-2.3021052631578947,-0.9662356842105241,2.8132456140350897,91.81355263157896,90.05263157894737,6.60701754385965,20.026315789473685,7.793537801064563,0.6828736842105254,174,6,48,4,6,71,46,57,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.8045,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,11,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142301389462447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29097393759728657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39107573083579983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471006088870907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351523569995329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40942459062430137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27411169933474466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,haavikicho,2019/03/17,Ran out of medication over the weekend I ate 10 Nestle Crunch bars in one sitting and then threw up. 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He's coming to visit me for a week, and our mom asked me, his older sister, to book an appointment for him to get a haircut...I live in a 'cooler' city with more haircut places, and he listens to me more than he listens to her, so I thought it was a reasonable request and agreed. &#x200B; I have a final exam tomorrow that's worth 40% of my grade. &#x200B; Guess who just fixated on barbershops and salons and looked at reviews and before/after pictures for an *hour* trying to find the best place to book an appointment, instead of studying for this giant final exam? This guy! Me! This older sister! &#x200B; P.S. how do you get a teenage boy with adhd to have a modicum of care for personal hygiene, does anyone know the magic trick",4.3001775147929004,5.9297436331360975,5.190059171597632,81.00686390532545,71.24852071005918,7.093491124260355,27.792899408284025,7.61054688173877,1.7919727810650892,690,25,121,8,13,225,107,169,0.006999999999999999,0.917,0.076,0.9017,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,12,0,4,3,1,2,1,18,16,8,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,7,9,0,0,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,5,13,2,22,13,4,19,0,0,1,0,24,7,0,2,10,73,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873199614299659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757285270103747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34919207545194825,0.3916075277003378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511561680513182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042995814795116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273824982384666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952922031613757,0.0,0.0,0.09253904611894843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401029263901772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051207431029762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353625582427091,0.09818654172618216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225258723284384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859193692454371,0.0,0.11834320495394975,0.10636984707579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579418167484653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903919597158273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486021197231016,0.09506971773582827,0.09021181669848828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792509142234696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581747304042412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285450221377952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440649357188852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380131330187128,0.2244771806066529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104530840987776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528522063402014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293603724937857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727743036395427,0.0,0.0,0.17234328748971334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916075277003378,0.0 adhd,zTics,2019/03/17,"As usual, instead of accomplishing something this morning, I spent the morning making a pointless but interesting website. Thank goodness it was something I could finish in a quick sit down. Most of my projects are only have done and collecting virtual dust. Happy St. Patrick's day My creation: http://blah.link For once I don't think it was a complete waste of a day as my other tasks went neglected. I wish I could find a way to finish other projects that take slightly more time and effort. I'm usually starting new things when I'm in the middle of working on something else.",4.709528301886793,7.423510330188682,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,73.05660377358491,6.504150943396226,33.241509433962264,7.554174236665415,2.5846784905660383,469,24,76,6,10,144,76,106,0.073,0.735,0.193,0.9294,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,18,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,4,12,11,2,19,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,11,50,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318971927845147,0.0,0.0,0.29422807785414,0.0,0.0,0.23766074886098126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855864982182588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392288926974898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840735105157728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454583792487225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961447594948592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299282574874172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779563380843904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196227448149377,0.0,0.1401355776484119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255495939996895,0.0,0.0,0.13041789122702188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385381611244615,0.0,0.0,0.16963887951262088,0.0,0.0,0.12241201161801075,0.11806429921025825,0.0,0.0,0.10744160521117324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058656043975004,0.0,0.0,0.14625444876425034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080787316345214,0.0,0.0,0.21188619386779528,0.0,0.0,0.13414112413433585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waloz1212,2019/03/17,"Does ADHD symptoms get worse over time if untreated? And how to start with seeking help? Recently, my productivity at work has been going down the drain. Before this I know I have a lot of difficulities with boring tasks like meeting or conference, but I never had this much of problem to focus. I stumbled upon this and realized I might have ADHD or ADD because of some traits I have in the past. I was doing okay at school however and my performance was adequate for the last couple of years at work. It has been hard sometimes but still managable. However, the last two weeks I have been struggling to finish a 2 pages of document and I noticed it has been much worse than before. I am never diagnosed so it might not be it, I just want to start with addressing this before it goes out of control. Problem is I don't know how to start.",4.625185185185185,6.107675654320989,5.481172839506176,79.81027777777781,70.23456790123457,8.609876543209879,28.93209876543209,9.075114841892004,2.453743209876543,664,25,123,13,12,217,97,162,0.125,0.815,0.059000000000000004,-0.9163,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,6,1,21,2,0,3,2,31,29,12,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,7,1,14,2,24,19,5,23,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,15,96,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31614725970176416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017953312428724,0.0,0.33576730321648274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752220054877674,0.0,0.14553556295142445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350029110915626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510288402845638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871905281567907,0.0,0.07475159158757716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178251417773808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816185897306224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457101528540464,0.2144291865023037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425896701122161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182219440799747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790653184830552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337952711158946,0.0,0.20288825599485533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974789993130666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556037119364113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517130999859975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987011391092645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311549152900107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008664019982688,0.0,0.2792930626410317,0.0,0.10504011429178717,0.0,0.0,0.1375038273112508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671014437129025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669626381312465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848580361337206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757986562837116,0.0,0.10550551900302364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151097053278626,0.0,0.26808083432077234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470107727979477 adhd,burnerthrowaway12,2019/03/17,"Just had to pay out of pocket for my meds Turns out I need to go through an intermediary to get my scripts filled, not just my insurance. I had to pay out of pocket because I was running out. There’s another company to add to the endless list of shit to remember, bills to pay, and phone calls I don’t want to make. Fuck, I didn’t ask to to be tied to a chemical with a broken brain. And before anyone says you don’t need the meds, just fucking stop please. I’ve tried everything, and weed isn’t legal so it’s the meds or the dirt and I’m sick of weighing the two out.",1.2181594634873356,2.8820969262295115,3.1469299552906134,92.25477645305516,79.7377049180328,6.731445603576751,22.566318926974677,7.686295010490155,0.7904655737704922,443,14,104,7,11,149,74,122,0.184,0.773,0.044000000000000004,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,3,0,8,0,8,6,2,1,0,22,19,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,1,1,1,0,4,3,5,3,0,1,4,1,9,0,24,14,0,9,0,0,0,2,5,5,3,1,1,62,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846804502451231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231493822158318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465134452622995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073630206707112,0.0,0.14986780504155273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966116519597264,0.17984139966806093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828810588645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256459772104573,0.09201706221567668,0.0,0.1000948291921967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175635517891322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868992544553906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611861271536417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933302995626526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951316447521966,0.0,0.0,0.14006017595967313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807878541381498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724681655854024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957603905235092,0.19157138209240926,0.17204669884834814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038819807565929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ButterflyUmbrella,2019/03/17,"GED worries and vents about school/parents. I realized too late, despite being diagnosed since I was in the 5th grade or so, that my ADHD was why I fucked up so bad in school. My parents just said stupid shit like ""you're just to smart for the work!""(mom) or called me lazy(dad). I had been barely scraping by since I began in middle school and I didn't know and noone ever tried to help me. Maybe that's my fault for not realizing it until I dropped out of highschool. But now my dad's pushing for a GED. I have no idea how to handle this or what to do, where to start or anything. I feel lost. I keep being reminded by my dad to fucking Google it or something but despite knowing I have short term memory issues he gets mad when I forget! I'm just frustrated and feel lost and worried. I haven't taken an IQ test or anything, but I KNOW I'm an absolute idiot. Not trying to put myself down but I don't have a better term. My learning stunted in 6th grade and I haven't learned anything since. If anyone has advice I'd appreciate it.",2.2706410576203524,4.190478194312799,3.6168820154652046,88.91102519331507,77.4834123222749,5.958692940883013,24.37540533798953,6.8360192770164,0.8639800947867307,813,28,166,8,19,266,125,211,0.195,0.763,0.042,-0.9845,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,13,14,7,0,6,0,15,5,1,1,1,37,32,22,0,1,16,3,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,10,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,10,3,25,3,22,20,2,23,0,2,0,2,7,10,3,7,11,106,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383330570792605,0.1250818910426571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950184442414284,0.0,0.3160037589755676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068761679132454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320720238036724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070416338671328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991914662594406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578496885628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944312619873216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366712285942055,0.066875664648973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579691765145146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449846738586755,0.0,0.1336006377289059,0.0,0.1137738934650116,0.0,0.0,0.21103934804196686,0.0,0.14439162137293232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625352206186314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794582009269145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859502661082273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499141773290144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213086627086138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286771772428144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217590370779176,0.0,0.0,0.3886340078764388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139202246657425,0.3176532694167342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985420498933284,0.0,0.0,0.0906003426544351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380965866904494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550172757793732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318684496643552,0.25998411061155835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IceCreamChic,2019/03/17,Not sure if concerta XL is doing anything? I've been on this titration period for just over two weeks now. I've gone from 18mg to 36mg and am now on 52mg and I'm really not sure if it's doing much in terms of improving focus? I'm having some side affects but i really can't tell with the focus if I'm perfectly honest. Has anyone else had this experience on concerta XL? Is it normal for some people not to feel much different on certain ADHD meds?,2.085312500000001,3.5992852395833346,4.946250000000003,80.97375000000002,76.8125,8.55,22.416666666666664,9.188382445141503,1.8099416666666663,357,10,73,9,8,129,64,96,0.03,0.8079999999999999,0.161,0.9413,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,4,20,15,6,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,13,12,5,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,5,46,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531779209244234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018280359808104,0.2347264790499305,0.18851890105698774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393469271952372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913726095008216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240908298309112,0.0,0.0,0.11583315960927867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25446376943930826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33681028575397337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244564053564956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881992902134018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293517715636805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43182315935726506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002319437399925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378449713229853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375959717557908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SmallUzi101,2019/03/17,"How can I make myself concerned with the possible side effects of long term stimulant medication if it sounds exactly who I was before I was diagnosed? The proposed long term effects of medication sounds like my ADHD's twin except he was born two minutes before and is slightly taller. &#x200B; I have really bad memories in the months prior to getting diagnosed where I would do everything is my possible power to just be able to listen to one half of a math lecture while my friends stayed up all night play video games and were out-performing me in class simply because the could listen to other peoples words better than I could. 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I never felt normal until I realised I had ADHD. I've always felt different to most people, and have spent most of my life trying to act like others do, and trying to second guess what I'm about to say in case it's weird. Sometimes the compulsion to say it anyway wins... But once I started researching ADHD, and reading your posts on here I started, for the first time ever, to feel normal. Finally it feels like there's a group in which I belong; people who do all the strange things that I do - something I have never found before. Did anyone else have that revelation when they found out? A relief to finally make sense of why you are like you are? And to know that, in the context of ADHD you're actually NORMAL? To belong somewhere? It's also been good to tell my family and husband, so instead of getting annoyed at my inattentiveness, low boredom threshold and terrible memory, they can understand! 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Recently a friend of mine (also with ADHD) got into the same thing I've been hyperfixating on for a bit now and ended up developing one for it as well. Usually my interests don't align with what my friends would be into so I thought I'd be quite happy, but he's even more intense about it than I am and somehow I feel... one-upped? It's making me feel really dumb for feeling such strong bitterness and jealousy over something like that, kinda like someone else playing with one of my toys too long. I'm not sure whether this is directly related to my ADHD, but I'm at a loss on how to deal with those feelings. When I tried forcing myself to focus on something else I just ended up rapid-fire going through new interests and ultimately feeling overwhelmed. I'd be really greatful for any tips/suggestions/thoughts.",7.099642857142861,7.567411583333333,7.2572380952380975,72.95442857142861,64.1190476190476,10.053333333333336,37.03809523809524,9.888512548439397,3.757769523809523,718,34,124,14,10,232,112,168,0.102,0.7040000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.8899,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,13,16,2,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,30,21,12,0,1,5,0,6,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,4,1,2,3,7,12,12,28,14,4,19,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,2,10,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286793238548248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935409233763388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929905793394673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928898375355476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097701439491284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284640575424334,0.0,0.2422291148040725,0.0,0.0,0.09031809338130288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148511175866445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112960826437096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771474155194068,0.0,0.10936663353999206,0.15076069441595516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556648407680112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361237955237576,0.0,0.0,0.1210140981210356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127765257161624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320681649657134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277983730968063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454440295233774,0.0,0.0,0.17520335969156214,0.0,0.13501815979508927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317254206084253,0.210544356315804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887956038339182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084660832077636,0.0,0.0,0.21711885348724427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284017012421933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506041486706109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294923887758173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713898308092672,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,persiancommie,2019/03/17,"How can i find afford ADHD coaching or therapy? So I'll try to make this brief. So here's my backstory: I have ADHD and I've known I've had it since about 2016 and have gotten the medication since then. I thought the pills would solve everything but surprise they didn't. &#x200B; I've also listened to a few ADHD podcasts & youtube channels & am currently reading a few books on ADHD skills. BUT my biggest issues are still: time management, (anxiety driven) procrastination, bad organization, (not) following through on personal projects; & basically hating myself for not living up to my insanely high expectations. &#x200B; Back in NorCal, where I lived, I was seeing a therapist for DBT/mindfulness. & those skills helped a bit but they weren't exactly ADHD oriented. I feel like I'm always taking one step forward and two steps back, especially because I'll probably have to move back there soon. &#x200B; I'm posting this because **I need to work on my basic ADHD skills**. **What are the next steps I should take in getting my ADHD under control?** &#x200B; **How can I find an actual therapist or life coach who specializes in ADHD?** I had MediCal back in CA but it had super limited coverage and there were no therapists in my area (at least the ones who specialized in ADHD) who accepted my insurance. It was a super small city. &#x200B; **How can I work on life skills given my limited means and the limited number of ADHD specialists in my area?** I tried going it alone (it did not work) & now I need someone to help keep me on-track until I can make these skills habits. &#x200B; &#x200B;",2.6841473616473617,5.70548462837838,3.9416795366795374,79.35531531531531,87.85135135135134,7.2785070785070785,26.304375804375805,8.192908349453996,2.6161997425997434,1294,57,212,33,42,421,165,296,0.07200000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.7236,2,1,0,0,0,0,89.0,0,0,2,15,18,9,1,0,11,0,21,5,0,6,1,37,42,19,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,13,5,0,5,7,5,0,9,6,2,0,3,13,3,27,7,26,27,4,42,0,0,1,0,9,21,0,2,14,137,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.04197436681955298,0.0,0.5169312385675282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454837233434833,0.0,0.03439738510566558,0.03579016238040825,0.5592532584013913,0.3658575057825279,0.0,0.0,0.0329047359562393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229700073419706,0.03591395868306982,0.05244050561096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046958925417711406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824260309440912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038657203630411266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02174860484276646,0.030728410521794376,0.0,0.0,0.07862598731724049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022472454841903,0.0,0.024445211298502145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042466314645326415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766125443738144,0.04544546996451452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448942722883037,0.0,0.038231824633076304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607625392725088,0.02101392081494949,0.0,0.07596232327079451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574228636520173,0.0,0.0,0.04685363667225916,0.0,0.08666190411541874,0.0,0.0,0.04343074784989963,0.0,0.0,0.045715885011239854,0.0,0.06378701195691705,0.0,0.0,0.04574468652844983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058293282204111264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037557188288498286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119444979231005,0.0,0.04637516028394297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302452053384435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034275696971640866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116139869233216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036444674182061834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0343501420390931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468066644068092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491889776186743,0.14982380891279315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034147422640767165,0.02508115660013686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058405845026419025,0.0,0.04201733436681373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394166815506023,0.0,0.0,0.030555116305029786,0.0,0.3658575057825279,0.0 adhd,randomFcukery,2019/03/17,"Book Reading and Med Question I used to love reading. I guess to the point of hyperfocus. At some point I stopped being able to do that anymore, and now I have bookshelves of books that are topics that really interest me, but every time I try to read one, my mind starts playing music and thinking about other things and nothing is retained. I give up after a few paragraphs. I was only recently diagnosed so my doc and I are still trying to figure out meds, but I was just wondering if those of you who like reading found it easier once you were at the right medication levels? Tldr- since going on medication, have you found it easier to read books without drifting or getting bored/distracted. 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Yesterday, the pharmacist said some different wheels were turning. She put in for an admin over ride or whatever at CVS, but I called this morning and a tech said ""oh we can't do anything about it today"". I don't want to get all ""can I speak to the manager"" because controlled prescription, but otoh I don't think she was as clued in. My biggest gripe though, is the extremely rigid policy on filling CIIs vyvanse in NC. It has to be day 30 on the dot. If it was 29 I could have filled Friday. I get the concern over diversion, but cmon. Plan: Go swim laps, eat, then try to make do. I've been itching to an espresso for months, but I can't drink coffee taking vyvanse. I'll probably do that too.",2.843475433526013,5.016191739884395,3.973695809248557,85.83141076589598,76.6878612716763,7.793208092485548,27.575505780346816,8.660442795831766,2.176318208092485,693,29,138,15,16,225,118,173,0.022000000000000002,0.9440000000000001,0.033,0.1723,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,10,0,18,4,1,2,2,22,31,12,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,4,3,2,2,2,0,6,4,1,0,0,6,3,11,2,20,22,2,22,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,6,83,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772926999943124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684113549385325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957179782643025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497582676058066,0.15303405454865007,0.0,0.0,0.12361222718959712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025586766867293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877650486733841,0.0,0.19612774183653287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028084096224005,0.0,0.10893130080374143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794217969949406,0.0,0.0,0.2087863969663377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299032090970854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499876945019126,0.41330847772393375,0.0,0.0,0.19268274495746526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646468781838477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064807112810413,0.0,0.14411307487180525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281532433860864,0.18831622420581207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816821208747912,0.0,0.0,0.13013233135070906,0.2084834952665424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305278589522867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inlovewithicecream,2019/03/17,"Don't let the ADHD masque your symtoms of stress: thinking it was ""just ADHD"" almost got me a burnout. I have ADHD-C and there is _no_ doubt what-so-ever about that. But I also have a messy assignment as a consultant and a livingsituation that doesn't offer much room for rest. The last few months at work everything was moving into a, for me, massive chaos. For two years me and my doctors were wondering why my meds ""didn't have that much effect"". My symtoms where almost the same no matter what we changed. And my bloodpressure was continued to go up. When a doctor this week said that she thought symtoms of stress have been misstaken as symtoms of ADHD, everything just fell into place. I'm not at work at the moment and I probably shouldn't be for a while. I will devote time to meditation and selfcare. 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In those months it really did help me with doing normal tasks, like reading without getting distracted, I got good grades again, ... But lately something rather sad happened in my life, and I have tried a lot of things to forget it, none of those things worked, and I stopped taking my medication. I recently started taking it again and whenever I do so I can finally focus on different things, and get the euforic feeling you get when you first start taking meds. The problem I am facing now is that I am chasing the feeling (and not the functionality of the med, the reason I started taking it), and upping my dose to keep that feeling. Is there anyone who has experienced the same situation? If yes, how did you handle it? Thank you in advance. 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I was on Adderall XR 20 mg once a day for a month, and have been on Concerta 27 mg once a day for almost a month. &#x200B; They DEFINITELY help my attention/concentration, but around half the time I get pretty bad generalized anxiety. Like I feel like I'm gonna explode or melt, or something bad is about to happen. Particularly on the Adderall, but I've had a couple troubling periods with the Concerta too so far. &#x200B; I've searched and stimulants aren't supposed to HELP anxiety? I feel like they're having the polar opposite effect for me at times. This kind of anxiety is definitely abnormal for me. Also, since I took Adderall and Concerta, I noticed I have a REALLY hard time getting up in the morning with my alarm, more than EVER. No matter how much sleep I actually get. Thoughts?",4.79856864654333,6.9216304050632935,6.327215189873417,71.34694741966895,70.89873417721519,10.177994157740995,34.30574488802337,10.389873798559362,4.242692697176242,676,35,114,21,13,230,97,158,0.201,0.67,0.129,-0.9275,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,1,11,0,9,1,1,3,1,21,19,11,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,3,13,4,19,13,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,12,70,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.12061556347526847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376733359728105,0.0,0.0,0.09884270570254304,0.0,0.2678406370307304,0.3003745418607628,0.0,0.0,0.37821399764562297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003001587913737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640132020612625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676081437023402,0.0,0.15942327603886236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180308434786562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499153300815255,0.1765994262983891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372736330350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929888421696828,0.0,0.11072113245709723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569266487221435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871015901656174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115383925737555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731234293070987,0.0,0.09086006565673188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071917770142078,0.0,0.26325948043712244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574541918743354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791811890615916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022430217692476,0.0,0.1236890501564622,0.0,0.0,0.0951531552399544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812442533679024,0.21621609080671592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732391214716513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003745418607628,0.0 adhd,throwawayyyyyyyyyyyl,2019/03/17,"How can I tell if my (25f) boyfriend's (26m) behavior is his ADD or if he just refuses to be an adult? I subscribed to this group some time ago to better understand my boyfriend's ADD. Reading your posts gave me so much insight and some of patience back, so thank you for that. Anyways, on to the purpose of this post. We've been together for a year and a half. Some I guess ""delays"" in our society's standard of maturity are clearly disorder-related, ie starting college later than most. Yet there are some that I just can't help but to think he's just using it as an excuse. For example, setting a set time to hang out or being even somewhat organized. He says he likes to be spontaneous. I feel that. He says his ADD stops him from wanting a schedule. He says he ""doesn't want to be controlled by time"", that it makes him anxious. I might not understand it, but I can be sympathetic towards it. I've tried to be very very patient with all of this. Whenever he says something will take 10 minutes, I know it's going to be at least an hour and I plan accordingly. I've modified how I'll talk about certain things because I know he won't have the attention span for it (even then, I'm told nearly everything I say is just ""in passing""). And the list continues. He's used these reasons for not applying for jobs (he's worked minimally for the past year), not budgeting, not being on time to go on dates or to take care of other commitments outside of our relationship. How can I distinguish whether a. he genuinely cares and is trying is best despite his ADD b. his ADD has more of a control over him than either of us are actually aware of c. or if he's just using is ADD as an excuse not to grow up? TL;DR struggling with determining whether my boyfriend is using his ADD as a crutch. 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I took on average 20mg a day. I wanted to warn people here to think about this drug before taking it. The main long term effects I believed it caused are below: -brain fog -burned out adrenal glands -tunnel vision with accompanied anxiety -tremors/ticks -impaired memory I am no longer the same person. Time has healed a lot but I'm sure it was the meds. With burned out adrenal any stimulant makes me tired now. Yes, even caffiene Brain fog started when I was on my 4th year. It's gotten a lot better since I stopped taking it but still exists. Tunnel vision started to get terrible on it around 3rd year with anxiety mostly speaking to people. Their bodies would look like their legs were not attached. This has mostly subsided 5 years later.but I still get this sometimes and also ticks on my legs and shaky hands. My memory is has also declined significantly. It is mostly harder to get things into my long term memory. Short and mid term are decent. But it takes lots of repitition to get things into long term and re experiencing something to recall details vs. being able to recall it outright. Think twice. Dangerous drug. It's illegal in most of the world !",2.8384627069725066,5.8296044185022025,3.3693665502050765,84.84770925110134,84.11013215859032,5.774206288926022,23.246088409539727,7.237678284180719,1.2920984049825313,981,35,168,15,29,306,139,227,0.126,0.8009999999999999,0.073,-0.8908,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,10,7,1,1,7,1,13,12,7,4,1,36,31,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,15,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,6,4,16,3,26,23,13,36,0,1,1,0,5,14,0,8,21,104,31,0,0.1091906266159785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463940931062236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425337040499694,0.0,0.16706106098667162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972028074453883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291318098053952,0.12302044484610067,0.0,0.09657023595968016,0.0,0.12128617090561496,0.0,0.3656785524352998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216885147699156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041892105214524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532529222898012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721193790785281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281903829197272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334502473297759,0.0,0.0,0.28989080557951197,0.09169262599539084,0.0,0.0,0.27848989816543823,0.0,0.0,0.07288559114527685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128617090561496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139806422693272,0.09534104348226803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032361468153896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406027894034092,0.10799232172029584,0.0,0.15457137503972102,0.0,0.1743995509256057,0.09128825308356707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291087336757293,0.0,0.2462932868222021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450828009804058,0.13992988922251098,0.0,0.0,0.06366993246753608,0.12549856270500714,0.0,0.0,0.2426296076290808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440346060968934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756588831586585,0.0,0.0,0.2812607343414935 adhd,ahoads,2019/03/17,Double doctoring successfully I want another prescription for my Adderall due to the fact that I feel the current isn't sufficient. Has anyone had success with this?,8.615357142857142,10.855089821428573,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,61.5,12.742857142857144,42.57142857142857,12.161744961471696,6.524728571428572,137,8,18,5,2,44,26,28,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.802,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825804833901315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884787292064224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686659302839454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809210329336273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276990850107502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,og_banana_420,2019/03/17,Acid reflux/Indigestion with medicine Whenever I take my medicine (10mg short acting focalin) I get terrible acid reflux for hours even if I drink lots of water right after it. I’ve tried ultra strength tum which only work for a few minutes then it comes back,3.655714285714288,6.379447224489797,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,76.75510204081633,6.3689795918367365,26.126530612244892,7.554174236665415,1.5966212244897968,210,8,37,3,5,65,41,49,0.067,0.8640000000000001,0.069,0.0258,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27968283281792605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133177316145092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563129956875289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240237584272712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003181616139891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35819683053323503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30922682749283176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27663000351135336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310620005844182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27347667624040034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694606981957434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264796850756898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yagirlkelp,2019/03/17,"Adderall XR 2 times daily & weekend sleeping problems I take adderall XR twice a day, once around 7 and the second 1:30-2ish. I rarely have a problem sleeping. However, on the weekends (specifically Sundays when I do most of my homework), I follow the same schedule and it keeps me up super late or I wake up multiple times throughout the night only getting very light sleep. I’ve tried waking up earlier, so I take my second dose earlier but it doesn’t seem to make a difference. I’m also on meds for insomnia which I take nightly and I can’t increase the dosage any more than it already is. Does anyone else have this problem? How do you deal with it? Any help is greatly appreciated!",3.587954545454544,5.8751894621212175,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,74.83333333333334,6.824242424242425,30.696969696969692,7.793537801064563,2.2886696969696967,547,26,97,8,12,178,93,132,0.013999999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.149,0.9528,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,8,0,8,7,5,2,0,16,17,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,3,0,3,0,1,12,2,11,17,4,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,11,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955804133793502,0.11562812209860815,0.0,0.15666259670571467,0.0,0.19665155335359774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011002975936324,0.14814896700520594,0.0,0.12871525541674206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324822654418403,0.14906536266811765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106518942118102,0.0,0.0,0.1265311924060487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078592294057496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554201414825071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594103669003687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969152531211782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851773683220455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310318502098686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651457326204664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606062713302374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713747874158905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398303360496013,0.0,0.10996678377970548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150576975670374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162879483079926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340815791746679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261397911635391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862252923157606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816673795466536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930142977409296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DuckDuck_Swan,2019/03/17,Trying to escape conversations Does anyone else get irrationally frustrated when someone's telling a long and rambling story (bonus points if you've already heard it) and you're waiting for them to pause for a moment so you can politely excuse yourself but they just *do not stop talking?* And then you look super rude anyway cause you're fidgeting and eyeballing the clock and paying no attention to what they're even saying.,6.594122807017541,8.941619289473685,5.963157894736844,74.87043859649127,66.63157894736842,8.224561403508767,31.08771929824561,8.841846274778883,2.87931403508772,350,14,53,6,6,107,61,76,0.132,0.7440000000000001,0.124,-0.1576,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,2,5,4,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,6,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,4,2,5,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,6,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148190659647907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994778889882408,0.2923081721556507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930662565424573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965480570368975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831899115200755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842803659308285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904962567748126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25246822707785194,0.2395675296588811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696865153344473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687006405595575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417210350622329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23851101482472786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22930125795309586,0.2493516441720239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368977265297185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_YOUR_FARMS,2019/03/17,"Stop the Cycle of Shame for Girls with ADHD My mom sent me this article, [Stop the Cycle of Shame for Girls with ADHD](https://www.additudemag.com/adhd-in-girls-shame/?utm_source=eletter&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=best_march_2019&utm_content=031519&goal=0_d9446392d6-79a3faede6-287743529). It's a really great read about how ADHD is under-diagnosed in girls and women. Articles like this are so important for me. When I saw the school psychologist for low academic performance in middle school, he told my parents I was ""just being rebellious"". In high school I became severely depressed and ended up in residential treatment for a few years, and even then my academic struggles were often attributed rebelliousness or laziness. I'm still trying to understand and learning to cope with my learning disabilities today.",11.260952380952375,14.796830968253973,8.616063492063493,55.73171428571429,56.77777777777778,11.706666666666667,35.61587301587301,11.407655852321104,5.287831111111112,706,29,83,21,10,206,86,126,0.171,0.755,0.07400000000000001,-0.8818,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,10,9,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,1,9,2,18,4,1,17,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,2,9,54,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734935823995008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170387127921495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027514668712664,0.1210852820166624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566290052961014,0.0,0.0,0.07879541420684909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152681725095586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604522337439325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582831324037429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972074872415088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246666463434925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193306022690289,0.0,0.07642555760696608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622088019133219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347731429319678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952717912179232,0.1994774720982288,0.0,0.12471650488566847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308085670416107,0.11399465569589727,0.0,0.08099572728011756,0.0,0.0,0.12419375678740195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682420573265437 adhd,MMZ_Thumper,2019/03/17,"Former Addict Now Medicated Hope this doesn't get removed. Here goes **originally diagnosed when I was 10yrs. Took Ritalin & Dexadrine well into my early 20's. Off medication for 8yrs when introduced to meth by ex girlfriend. Used for almost a year then got clean. Relapsed 4yrs later and used for another year. I am now clean again and have been for 2yrs. ** * Just last month my psychiatrist put me on Prozac 40mg x 1 per day & Vyvanse 40mg x 1 per day and 30mg x 1 per day in late afternoon. Everything is great. My life has done a compete 180°. Im following my dosing instructions to the letter. No more, no less. * I just want to know what you all think of this. My partner of 10+yrs is freaking out thinking I'm going to abuse them but I'm not and haven't do far. She wants me to stop taking them now but it has changed my life in such a positive way its incredible. If this is against community rules in sorry. Just don't know where else to go. TIA 👍🏻",0.270650037792894,2.682825551020412,2.412539682539684,90.6954232804233,91.95918367346935,5.964928193499622,20.52456538170824,7.3871296695380915,0.8540542705971275,752,26,161,15,27,252,134,196,0.063,0.8270000000000001,0.11,0.8783,0,0,1,0,1,0,29.0,0,1,2,1,13,4,0,0,4,0,14,9,0,3,1,26,32,10,0,4,7,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,2,1,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,6,6,1,1,0,5,0,15,3,21,27,3,37,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,21,87,21,1,0.0,0.17259956311295066,0.0,0.15880588065423698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587120973765325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156748764395668,0.0,0.0,0.15275161965127362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154103503020632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818425362357434,0.0,0.0,0.14785578137018898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907481455441374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169171870529252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092216590113182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610851755202389,0.0,0.16557948886882126,0.0,0.11650859874990704,0.16060581444653238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446868947593138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157352638725416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011695743065665,0.11874354226294867,0.16432632568677982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578734362852827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935019381221115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627539077930672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464423457192515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630698272962676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178977086073545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952852440263937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866837032074335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184888700918298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516306817727148,0.0,0.0,0.17184429420754066,0.11562903557005065,0.0,0.0,0.13097818845961418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761822704732484 adhd,SudsyMcLovin,2019/03/17,Something about relationship advice good here? Have a pretty bizarre and complex relationship question that ties pretty heavily into the good ol ADHD. that cool? I posted it on the relationship advice subreddit but I feel like it might make a bit more sense here,5.573333333333334,9.004341888888893,5.751111111111115,69.86000000000003,74.55555555555556,8.044444444444443,29.0,8.841846274778883,3.1937999999999995,215,9,30,5,5,68,34,45,0.034,0.6940000000000001,0.273,0.8661,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269236952252155,0.3621424186714593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022975899169893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369231311432848,0.1323770366387957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108385965633096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052731717679748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123687955160848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657205658898805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746440824213575,0.3770296724477513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075763374409184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968226072654531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265157007037635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chispasYcenizas,2019/03/17,"“Friends of What’sTheirName.” A society of members for adults who have ADHD? I think it would be great to have a network of frequent and convenient meetings where adults with ADHD can meet up in person regularly and/or as needed, and with at least some anonymity. Oh, and at low or no cost. Thoughts?",4.728888888888889,7.374531888888887,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,72.7037037037037,7.282962962962964,31.170370370370367,8.238735603445708,2.5233525925925933,238,11,41,4,5,72,44,54,0.073,0.799,0.128,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,12,5,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,1,30,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.743634048358538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390277543105264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410947308976444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940282186109476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701404160574002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982394838192923,0.0,0.24561473794591054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977608568346427,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emptyspork,2019/03/17,"I need advice on how to manage my time better without giving up the things I love doing When I’m doing something I enjoy (like art or poetry) I completely lose track of time but I don’t want to stop because there are so few activities that take up my entire brain capacity that when I feel “on” I never want it to go away but then I end up running out of time to do the practical shit I need to do. So how do you a) figure out realistic goals about how much you can get done in a day b) plan your life so that you’re not always two steps behind and still c) have time to do the things you enjoy",8.37015625,4.266030078125001,9.144000000000002,75.101,64.625,12.115000000000002,32.63125,9.3871,2.5418825000000003,462,9,105,6,5,160,82,128,0.086,0.807,0.106,0.1619,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,4,11,7,1,0,5,0,11,4,2,3,1,19,22,13,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,1,15,5,20,21,2,24,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,1,13,77,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777020409214134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513720861578828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091991069847512,0.0,0.0,0.11089679685067956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089353386090866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308298229357047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073975062408552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732340659789255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616741087133493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611272008286289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198426235347633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504573727136212,0.17451432471816292,0.10338937810603777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849553785434684,0.08887696563949417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352204461479947,0.0,0.0,0.1641899816503822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373219634449607,0.2697828796379495,0.14030798653799315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867383556105368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005097120910007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528161691502786,0.15209333903602013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678126560509266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417192452747291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243162640573592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770949151601328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146023620505828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536447256695878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jojodasherzi,2019/03/17,"Boyfriend with ADHD My boyfriend, who I really love and care about has ADHD... I’m trying to understand what’s going on in his head, but it’s hard, because I’m completely different. Currently he is dealing with huge procrastination issues and apathy, he is doing nothing all day long and is hating himself for it afterwards. Anyone out there who has experienced something similar and has an advice?",8.805845070422535,9.198673492957749,9.28179577464789,60.131426056338064,60.549295774647895,12.73380281690141,38.87676056338028,12.161744961471696,5.3936450704225365,322,15,47,10,4,108,54,71,0.115,0.7809999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.2315,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,0,1,10,14,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,8,14,1,9,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170427823562943,0.2102037938711152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041047988314368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112955315101474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931980711434845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553959156412776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872867673582578,0.22176979956069454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474501238173328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225243051754528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269703363417096,0.2123773902838833,0.2207657504651482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245197980308685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903662976514894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414590445455224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640462370481968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780549307249368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560281085253353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604611970255954,0.0,0.0,0.22393793943419416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LeafyCupcake,2019/03/17,"Purgatory TL;DR - I'm waiting for a lot of things to get better but fustrated because I have to sit in sadness for months to get there. I know our lives living with ADHD is a long string of emotional ups and downs. I'm 30 and its already been a hell of a roller coaster. I've found that the hardest part is the waiting for the climb up again. I'm currently 3 1/2 months away from moving out of my parent's house into my own apartment. 3 months until i get health coverage from work to help with the high cost of meds. Working hard at learning my new job but waiting for it to get easier yet its only getting harder because my boss is increasing the work load. Waiting for my ""boyfriend"" to work out his mental issues so that I can even see him or share some of my struggles. Finally I'm waiting for the ADHD specialist team to call me to set up my re-assessment of diagnosis so that my family doctor will stop being scared to change my ADHD meds. Ive been waiting for 2 months for the call and its a 3 month wait minimum for the appointment. This will get better and I can see the light at the very far end of the tunnel but I'm stuck in this dip. I'm sad, exhausted, overloaded, lonely, anti social and fustrated. This hurry up and wait is killing me.",4.342832329782303,5.0670274055118085,5.5213107920333515,82.08939092172305,70.22047244094489,8.653635942566003,28.327003242241783,8.841846274778883,2.105330060213062,987,34,198,17,17,329,139,254,0.161,0.775,0.065,-0.9821,3,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,8,6,11,2,2,16,0,13,3,0,1,0,30,38,13,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,11,0,9,3,2,1,3,0,8,0,0,4,4,20,3,44,31,5,35,1,3,2,0,10,16,1,3,14,123,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649277357437257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169493836508164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509624526378643,0.0,0.0,0.12340129302881285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903555992825362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670675173360156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707364931128048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359938937420464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385495310399568,0.08964778735285972,0.0,0.0,0.06685255185869705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541791987201223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087774193364552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097868155013857,0.0,0.0,0.3172887010962673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067011418047116,0.0,0.0,0.10758841960648777,0.0,0.0,0.06784329472357749,0.1069408025454003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679026574525125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564374209248448,0.10044177061420173,0.0,0.1119810745203862,0.0,0.05562594818634331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787520696812027,0.08957342839507673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605065932397096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224857455341694,0.0,0.10200243814302183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039502727646861,0.10757713444250117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775553841663646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697971868723508,0.0,0.0,0.1123889588773391,0.1096076194752878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133538629721668,0.0,0.16131291170769518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031774879176858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462153655973466,0.0,0.10581347524384063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724375334531481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351422299839498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29474730610261063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sgt_Fanny_Batterbomb,2019/03/17,"What changes have you made to your own personal workspace that helps keep you engaged in your work or study? I am in the midst of learning to rebuild my focus by making positive changes to my environment, such as introducing a better source of lighting and organizing my documents and papers into neat categories and filing them away in an easily accessible place. What have you done that helps you stay focused when you're at your desk or where ever it is you study?",10.07686046511628,8.73541005813954,9.260116279069766,66.96598837209304,58.88372093023256,12.786046511627907,40.1046511627907,11.698219412168324,4.686311627906976,379,16,65,9,4,120,63,86,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,8,1,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,11,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,13,3,13,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,2,49,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389900877153264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249706287179241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381819391485009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260310022817444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009328639854346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409992668355944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609678365259805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240692151605842,0.1697947312801078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210709419602231,0.2657637326324339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711258221875891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851852413939205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lurker_wife,2019/03/17,In true ADHD fashion.. I successfully made LEGO chocolates for my kids’ party..... at 11:00pm last night... when I was supposed to be leaning the bathrooms and vacuuming... and cleaning the kitchen.. wait. This isn’t success at all. Damn you ADHD!!!,4.902857142857143,7.700692857142862,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,72.80952380952381,6.104761904761905,36.69047619047619,7.1686216300943375,2.863219047619048,188,11,30,2,4,58,37,42,0.055999999999999994,0.725,0.21899999999999997,0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,19,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8384686861702376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434875325622844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33007804989669703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273599392258891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daggers21,2019/03/17,"30mg of Vyvanse, 1 year later I have been in 30mg dose for a year but in the past few months and one two week med vacation. I feel as though some if the effectiveness has worn off.i have started f fidgeting similar to when I was off the medication. I don't have many side effect other than heart rate and sweating. What are the positives or negatives for increasing the dosage? 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I did well on Friday, I got some bits and bobs that I thought might help me, booked my eye appointment which turn out good, got my friends bday sorted and got some mother’s days bits as it’s Mother’s Day in the UK soon. I started a bullet journal and watched every HowToAdhd video but I think I’ve started hyper-focusing on my Adhd as I can’t stop talking about it and things I’ve learnt. I’ve never been so sure about my diagnosis like I have in the past with another diagnosis, I had gender dysphoria from 16 until last year when I had surgery and I finished that treatment last year (I don’t want to talk about it in detail). I feel the same way about my ADHD as I did when I was told I had gender dysphoria, relief. Two worries I have is that I’ll only have a word of mouth diagnosis and no-one will believe me despite the Professor said the he was 95% sure that I have it and that I’ll have to see someone in 12 months, but I don’t know if he’s has put it through or I have to go through someone else (I forgot what he said). And another thought I have is, was I preparing for it before?. Before my appointment, I have downloaded apps for my habits and alarms the night before, two days before I was thinking about going to college to get my life organised. Did I already know without knowing?. I think I need to chill out a bit but so many questions are popping up in my head.",4.15781041388518,4.665628688473522,5.406319537160659,83.52747663551406,70.5264797507788,8.481886960391634,29.304405874499327,8.563005593585519,2.0364723631508688,1223,45,256,19,21,409,163,321,0.053,0.8340000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,14,10,1,1,10,0,31,7,5,1,3,45,60,24,0,3,8,2,1,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,14,12,0,2,10,2,0,3,6,2,2,2,21,6,39,8,36,36,6,37,0,0,3,0,14,10,0,8,24,162,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316343139387533,0.0,0.08153670121587586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150468333036826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290278642943576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130804278439579,0.10363248007308612,0.0,0.0,0.3012623314729205,0.0,0.0,0.10268259433303824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779627957410035,0.0,0.0,0.09336003206095336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683935423149632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749899993857294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465089816467837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106524639645773,0.0,0.09611384246082927,0.0,0.10455124748031124,0.07715033444117238,0.22069978760115969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440030972940774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061653753050983584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516530920269009,0.1499555960540238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496977264215201,0.04493787369696553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325554885441503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757861523828276,0.0,0.0,0.07341934221616214,0.0,0.0,0.06820366156485058,0.07094236996450819,0.0,0.0,0.08631909626590202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995663440601707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780745107618387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924675515879901,0.10304115404393648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892617492091845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499233793512606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329793211609012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558724980209736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021099837277286,0.0,0.07345713149006658,0.07690126694326832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338433537467296,0.0,0.0,0.14786367213469315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611089095814873,0.17681550584484812,0.0,0.1460472397531859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789296711619997,0.0,0.0,0.10005025804494898,0.17970655561962368,0.0,0.0,0.07944311781425127,0.0,0.0,0.054253505233386165,0.07301121652435827,0.07378260043400188,0.0,0.16540615132606015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866759190580553,0.0,0.0,0.18682484862617268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846708684662295 adhd,MOTHERTRUCKINMUFFINS,2019/03/17,"Yesterday I finally put together a shelf, coffee table and two end tables that have been sitting in their boxes for 2 months. Today, I have a repetitive strain injury to my wrist from screwing in all those nails at once. Great job, ADHD brain! I moved into my first apartment in January and as such, bought a bunch of furniture. But even with meds, it was impossible to bring myself to put everything together - it can wait til tomorrow, I'm tired, it won't take that long, it's not important right now, etc. However, my best friend is visiting from out of town for a couple of weeks and she gets in today, so naturally I panicked and tried to do all the things I've been putting off. And so now I have a wrist injury. And I have to drive 2 hours to pick her up from the airport. Truly amazing, ADHD brain, you've done it again!",4.057188139059306,5.360031809815954,5.1271319018404915,82.49699642126791,71.39263803680981,8.868916155419223,26.466768916155424,9.2995712137729,2.141164008179959,647,21,129,14,12,213,110,163,0.113,0.78,0.10800000000000001,0.6501,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,1,1,7,0,12,6,4,1,2,15,18,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,2,0,2,5,0,13,4,26,12,5,36,0,0,0,1,5,12,1,0,16,89,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35403390428155435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457438315203906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288542672957385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629763408739083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073135819902672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045742920328782,0.0,0.16427006361595056,0.0972853018316786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323769943542863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135172540951234,0.0,0.1252869184691537,0.0,0.0,0.11379781396105057,0.0,0.0769542478078593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239049244197062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450534348281599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616507072705912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034922041468242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360875392054364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756746187928482,0.15654860889299446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686169689607654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442089108229046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578698339392808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107456232234251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785458682745636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929105197792071,0.2792321199548403,0.0,0.0,0.10000193354954963,0.0,0.14388336226891962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814915255355525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LzzyHalesLegs,2019/03/17,"It’s 2:40am, I’ve been doing yard work most of the day and am very exhausted but that ol’ ADHD brain is saying LET’S GOGOGO Been lying in bed awake for 2 hours. I’m sure this sub will understand. 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In it was my report cards, each and every one of them said ""She would have gotten an ʻAʻ if she ever turned in her homework. ""If she would just turn in her homework"" ""If she had just done the homework assignments"". I remember taking tests as a child that said I should be a doctor, I remember being shuffled in and out of ""special"" classes. I remember being so shy that I was put into rooms with two way mirrors, grad students that were taking notes, and really specific ""sexually appropriate"" toys. I knew that the grad students were taking notes on the toys I played with. I also knew that these sessions took place during the usual math tutoring. As an adult I still have no idea what algebra is because I was in these ""sessions"". There was a wave of resentment, I just became so angry. I need to find a way to deal with this frustration. &#x200B;",6.173929121725737,6.776768909604519,6.3521212121212125,78.18069337442219,66.11864406779661,9.148228043143298,30.780174627632256,9.095868883498916,2.5753435028248584,735,26,133,12,11,235,105,177,0.091,0.895,0.013999999999999999,-0.9214,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,2,0,11,0,17,1,0,0,1,30,30,12,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,6,2,11,11,0,0,8,3,0,2,1,2,0,2,15,2,21,2,20,9,1,22,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,3,6,101,32,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961247362398796,0.0,0.14851209582584166,0.1665514734395987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539610394048073,0.0,0.08355480395461405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131011415868988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402939378756471,0.0,0.14026718498494806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398499764910448,0.11548490471299115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527680424683654,0.0,0.0,0.15028695003865594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473202019316767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163348382736437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382881609298975,0.0,0.0928801831654551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320589827456234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377902475212155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780866464389404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658107579299692,0.0,0.2607643129325483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946192644219828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690898391217942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309172099380456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522865404299299,0.0,0.2981791900795945,0.13389459521078714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095999537768826,0.0,0.0,0.2175948951593746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473700514003972,0.0,0.1665514734395987,0.0 adhd,EggonReddit,2019/03/17,"This place is awesome I’m pretty young (17m) and recently I found out that I have ADHD. Before then it had never even crossed my mind and I thought that I was just a weird person in general. Then right now I started wondering if there was a subreddit for people with adhd. And as soon as I looked at these posts, I just felt better about myself. People were talking about things I could relate to on such an insanely high level it makes me feel way less alone. I love this place and I love you guys 💙",1.3537165775401083,3.6631309313725495,2.7185204991087346,92.08788770053478,82.82352941176471,5.6698752228164,19.07664884135473,6.980632752743323,0.2666745098039218,393,10,82,5,11,127,76,102,0.034,0.789,0.17800000000000002,0.9488,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,19,18,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,14,3,11,10,1,20,0,0,1,2,6,9,0,2,8,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40825833247807103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591550719813415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453159100723462,0.0,0.0,0.15022034225822053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561304717928094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218568227533532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858823039156729,0.0,0.16308461186407888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862340144327606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818024134149284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945802460892735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263295023254952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30659622729417835,0.0,0.11337756751580873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715021590164486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310003780358268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235508061043752,0.14830826538667627,0.35491849850251705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267131994348547,0.1728006057171004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770841598952535,0.0,0.0,0.14505272931999094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022216074674053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365206501918465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112842159918494,0.0,0.0,0.13484356124786975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482065753274902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419731129902914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TungstenPE,2019/03/17,"ADHD, OCD, and slightly concerned. I did what I could to research prior to creating this post, I’d like to say it’s nice to be able to search in a place where I don’t feel like a drug addict. Anyhow... Diagnosed at the beginning of 2019, aged 22, with Severe ADHD presenting Inattentive and Hyperactive/Impulsive. Along with diagnosis, a moderate-severe OCD diagnosis. Treatment recommended was Meds and CBT. As such I’ve been seeing a therapist since the middle of February and have been on Adderall/Generic Adderall since start of February. Current dosage is 20mg XR Brand name, one in the morning, and 10mg IR Generic, one in the afternoon. Here’s the “however”, the “but”, the real question. Current side effects are dry mouth/lips, extreme aversion to food (nearly vomit when I smell some processed foods now, not helpful I work next to a McDonald’s), and my OCD has gotten exponentially more acute (I expected this, as I understand the comorbidity of ADHD.) Even though these things are an issue, I’m still satisfied with the main effect. However, I’m worried because in knowing about comorbid conditions, I don’t want to accept the A.N. possibility (also a dude, not interested in being a statistical outlier or something), and am terrified to tell my doctor for fear they’ll yank my prescription that for the first extended (lol sort of) period of my life, I have mental clarity. TLDR; Any advice on how to approach my MD or suggestions on effective alternatives. Can go into further detail if needed, I’m an open book.",8.487173913043478,8.45401452898551,9.200492753623193,61.8720434782609,61.31884057971014,12.72231884057971,39.7768115942029,12.10132525352546,5.316987246376812,1214,59,190,37,15,412,185,276,0.08800000000000001,0.823,0.08900000000000001,-0.54,4,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,5,11,6,0,1,20,1,18,8,0,4,0,37,31,17,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,13,2,0,8,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,5,4,15,5,36,22,3,34,0,0,1,0,7,17,0,7,16,124,22,4,0.12570517263330275,0.0,0.0,0.1370371929506693,0.4532195678639942,0.12283763984026815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052638113882424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548382800469075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662870648403197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036535162470042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758810414970592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866457077442894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577809150364027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302708097057783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145326733074715,0.06356031230122529,0.08980380044631261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692475562537013,0.30400638744180625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144114648434609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842575274647867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120354100000547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908427540499135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887892809745138,0.12282639547020352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396301085929615,0.0,0.12668124784222842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320879270313512,0.0,0.0,0.13368887718960826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036215650352818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133515041964972,0.0,0.0,0.14171369459479047,0.1203908072635392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408185623295448,0.0,0.0,0.14308000682131694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996579871418933,0.0,0.0,0.10017074748517696,0.0,0.0,0.2840221290415934,0.0,0.20796923560735853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677398329219622,0.0,0.0,0.08897476819082448,0.0,0.10038831324494676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987186156127116,0.0,0.0,0.14595339415259878,0.08351293104813172,0.0,0.1235046938721978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086351794228626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414416772784048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151486281842472,0.1276597046834056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonbecausepeople,2019/03/17,"A common tale of feeling frustrated and needing to vent. Recently my daughter was diagnosed with ADHD and when researching it came across something that stated it was highly genetic. Cue looking up adult symptoms not for a second thinking that it would relate to me. BAM hello reading about every single defect I have ever had being lumped into a list, I could relate very strongly to 100% of the symptoms. Further research and i knew for sure that’s what I had. What a profound moment for me, I couldn’t believe that all of these things were all related let alone I wasn’t the only person. Reading this sub is like reading a story about my own life. Of course I needed to pursue it and got the referral from then GP who was was dismissive in that it was expensive and lengthy to get diagnosed but I pushed for the referral and got it. Finally my appointment came around where I was asked to fill out an anxiety and depression form. I was the most nervous I have ever been in my entire life, I could hardly string string a sentence together which was frustrating as being nervous isn’t really something that hinders me often. She of Course took this as anxiety which I know it is a type of anxiety but it’s not the norm for Me (I have previously been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety many years ago and have been through therapy so quite aware of how that feels, I also believe that time it was directly related to adhd) During the appointment I was asked about my life as in where I grew up, if I had any trauma etc. then I was asked a few questions about my child hood which I found hard to answer as yes and no questions. Then that was it, no questionnaire about my life, no questions about why I was there. I tried to blurt out that I struggled with work which she shut down and said that I am just overworked and taking on to much. Next thing I know I’m being bundled up with an antidepressant and see you in 2 weeks. I felt extremely uncomfortable being treated with medication without her even understanding why Im there. There is no benchmark. I didn’t score anything on my depression questions and mild on the anxiety one. I decided not to take the medication straight away as I wanted to ask more questions to better understand why and what side effect etc to expect (I had tried anti anxiety medications in the past that didn’t agree with me at all). My second appointment came around and I explained that I just wanted to ask some questions before taking the medication where I was scolded and told that I was wasting her time. She has also requested my school reports which I bought along and she visually scanned one for literally seconds and said It was fine without reading all of The comments stating that I need better organisational skills, need to be more focused, need to remember to bring all work to class and so on. I tried to show her this and she dismissed me saying everyone’s says that. My whole reason for pursuing this is to feel validated and to understand myself better, not to get medication. She kept implying I was just looking for stimulant medication. I am feeling so disheartened and frustrated. If ADHD is what I have it is something that is and has been the root of all of my problems, relationship issues and work issues. She even thought I was “cured” the second time I went in because I wasn’t as nervous, she even asked my partner why he thought that I had had such a big turn around. She wouldn’t listen to him saying nothing has changed, I was just nervous last time. She also referred to a psychologist who after the initial session has recommended another doctor that believes in adult adhd and in particular how it presents differently in females and willing to diagnose and treat. This is the only good outcome from my psychiatrist appointment. He was surprised that I hadn’t been asked or questioned about myself more than my childhood. I guess I just need to vent because I went in with such an open mind despite it being hard for me to admit that I am not “normal”. It is so blatantly obvious to me and my partner that I do have ADHD and why my life Is such a shambles despite doing so many things to try and fix it. I’m just looking for a diagnosis to feel validated, just discovering that I may have it took a huge weight off my shoulders knowing that it’s not something I can help. Oh and I started taking the antidepressant and have been feeling so miserable for a week. (Which I know will eventually go away but hello my old friend crippling anxiety and crying for no reason, haven’t seen you in over 5 years) The psychiatrist said if I didn’t take it she wouldn’t be able to treat me. She wouldn’t discuss any of My questions and said I should have googled the side effects rather than waste time not trusting her. I don’t even know why I’m taking the bloody medication, like does she think I have adhd or is she treating anxiety!? 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I wouldn't call this a ""problem"" but would like to know if there are any similar people around here and their thoughts. I have a lot of interests. Too many. Last month, I was into learning how to draw. This month, I'm into learning finance and still drawing once in a while. A few months ago, I was into learning some math and physics. And even before that, I did some programming related stuff for a long time. Problem ofcourse is that I'm an expert at nothing. My personal pessimistic view is that whenever time comes to become an expert and hence, slower growth and brutal self-criticism, I search for something else that is interesting and get hooked. But it's also not a mere distraction because I do learn, read related books, make flash cards, take notes, etc. But I always end the learning at a beginner-intermediate stage. I really don't know how to describe how this feels. Maybe these ARE distractions. Once I'm into something, I do lose ""some"" interest in others. While it's all very pleasurable, it does get in the way of mastery and hence professional development. I'm 25 now and this behavior makes me quite anxious about my future. Would apprreciate even if 1-2 people with similar feeling replied back and discussed their own thoughts.",5.3753149266609155,7.342492459016395,5.377437446074206,79.3822303710095,69.08196721311475,8.907333908541847,31.28472821397757,9.414487439383343,2.99547868852459,1056,45,186,23,19,330,146,244,0.079,0.7979999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8717,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,2,15,14,1,3,13,0,17,0,0,5,1,51,33,21,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,17,0,0,11,2,1,2,4,8,0,0,5,3,15,6,21,23,9,30,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,7,16,121,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998161790011317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921968039752298,0.10323716357656088,0.0,0.0,0.08437265917360806,0.0,0.0,0.1401651215834294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044965768659154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954030814411808,0.0,0.07563264170548033,0.13702687409168748,0.10557543864809228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354535979244835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669055006028862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687633833301614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857552853914904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364555311607836,0.0,0.10989024205710396,0.0,0.13837216602945085,0.16389569275081425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546823631868942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296441447692562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637255511489646,0.10113457388674786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061491304508275,0.0,0.0,0.10979909285965946,0.0,0.13880391784664592,0.0,0.10548088314845523,0.0,0.0,0.16563695645938115,0.2515774120911972,0.12464617984769352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316199185927992,0.0,0.0,0.29709730422071706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904964652051292,0.0,0.0,0.2642635217736377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720306728555367,0.10833417154144707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882589708458947,0.0,0.0,0.2374387323296843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319649755811749,0.12410475864694652,0.0,0.07948317699668993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294333030209104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103211682885496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908340719094284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203182101949627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932860889342154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699732118637156,0.1446938093823833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237171994420484,0.0,0.09848193020397683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762732175705329,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RaRaRaHaHaHa,2019/03/17,"ADHD and Spoilers So I’m newly diagnosed and feeling like Im a part of this new club. I have so much in common with you all it kind of blew my mind at first. So, I’m curious about traits I seem to have that my friends don’t and frankly it seems weird that they don’t. For example: spoilers! I love them, always have. Skipping to the end of a book, reading tv show spoilers, I can’t get enough. Anyone else feel this way? Is this just my quirk that annoys my friends or are we in the same boat? What odd traits do you wonder about that we have in common? One I read about that really surprised me was alcohol and hyperactivity. People always think I’m high.",1.289428571428573,3.4743192814814847,2.767751322751323,92.39416666666668,82.1111111111111,5.634920634920635,20.753968253968253,6.868970318607317,0.32550793650793697,513,15,112,6,14,167,86,135,0.049,0.805,0.145,0.9217,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,2,1,7,8,1,0,4,0,11,3,0,0,1,18,22,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,16,6,14,21,5,11,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,4,6,72,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501916776089305,0.0,0.0,0.1823116210843388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838934371848754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928232038218008,0.1747922901041689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314790964726767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250823687745912,0.0,0.15109441915039326,0.1762677698786119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251350013903372,0.12187139568603135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510598812844286,0.0,0.0,0.2635988568230366,0.0,0.08912759851771546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024046015184467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842692941750652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764595329789587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334293297524235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539664921887623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722499070494159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254051980327568,0.0,0.0,0.16475940714140194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559796847116392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473517404161174,0.0,0.11826743714720167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412775524111773,0.0,0.10928599515052577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106022128567214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930885717159802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540847451448046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500041009377088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BreathAether,2019/03/17,"Safety of ADHD medications? Hello, I'm looking into getting medicated for ADHD. When I was 5, I was diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Ritalin. I was on this drug for another 4 or 5 years until I got fed up with it; I had a very low appetite and felt like a zombie all the time. Fast forward several years, I am in my mid 20s and still underweight but I have a thriving appetite. I guess I actually have a fast metabolism? Anyway, at my current job I am extremely unfocused; I could perhaps focus on a particular task for maybe at most 5-10 minutes (if I'm lucky) unless it is a novel or complex task. &#x200B; In school, I was able to cope somehow, possibly because of the variety of subjects/courses I was taking, but at work I am basically writing reports all day and doing basic excel calculations/tables/graphs. This is slowly killing me and I tried applying to a new job which would have came with its novel challenges but unfortunately the employer hired someone else with more experience from my company - oh well. So I'm stuck here, grinding away at a 9 to 5. &#x200B; I've been contacted by management as to why my project hours were so high, and although I did have some shit going on in my life and I had legitimate excuses, I did not focus on my work. And now that my personal life is good, I still cannot focus on my work. I think now is the time to rely on medication, at least until I can start up my own business or find a new, novel job (or whatever it takes to have a steady income elsewhere). I have been drinking 3-4 cups of matcha at the office each day and it kind of works (well, it's a slight improvement to productivity - let's call it a 5 to 10% boost) but by the end of the week my mood is down the drain with no will to do anything, feeling extremely exhausted and irritable. To cut to the chase here: I am looking for something light, as I am prone to palpitations and I used to suffer from anxiety. I plan to use this drug throughout the workweek (M to F) and not use during the weekends. I obviously don't want any withdrawals. Low- to no euphoria would be ideal as I believe euphoria would result in long term consequences. I just need something that'll get me through my work week, just pure focus, nothing else with minimal side effects (e.g., withdrawals, long term issues, dependency, heart palpitations or any other weird symptoms). What should I ask for when consulting my doctor, what medication would you personally recommend after reading my case? Thank you!!",6.229100856669787,6.626993292275575,7.332308689079259,71.91258872651359,65.97286012526095,10.448232668634367,35.306385429414725,10.324001499409627,3.751567936073717,1973,90,356,46,29,669,256,479,0.105,0.784,0.11,0.511,6,0,5,0,0,0,77.0,0,2,0,10,16,19,3,0,23,0,43,17,2,6,4,66,69,33,1,10,15,0,2,1,0,7,13,0,0,2,16,21,2,0,6,6,0,3,6,8,2,0,17,5,47,10,66,42,10,59,0,3,2,0,11,27,1,12,32,245,63,19,0.07699815521848974,0.0,0.07513909237582395,0.0,0.27761045869009426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685493801948836,0.18712237291706948,0.10472277185564406,0.08073927933941571,0.05890337798892596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336292107680737,0.0,0.07198288114236773,0.0,0.07234230145204677,0.0,0.0,0.046937360750152944,0.0,0.0,0.08675055360403593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786237253879259,0.08806537702735112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061476761545050676,0.0,0.0,0.09931488043495122,0.0,0.0,0.07815150674833274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881087455732287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542887861027593,0.17858682951410668,0.0,0.12864415699514045,0.0,0.06819751126030249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531897059128326,0.0,0.0,0.038932580814171405,0.0,0.07393030393293076,0.0,0.07037491893050328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804567162400028,0.0,0.04375982603385105,0.0645823994445385,0.06158245864356837,0.0,0.0848221488219431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124318466557334,0.0,0.0813527784804058,0.0,0.0,0.07582767279297024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036606929934316,0.22922636413228445,0.0,0.0851870505234639,0.08018172986469893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787358304955288,0.10877214827359467,0.0376174093127048,0.0,0.0,0.13628188875544575,0.12931811580520552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735499617244898,0.0,0.0,0.31027016306341965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709315645442796,0.0,0.14873059623178386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388180658387092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446363835897596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680385082343475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701899201281373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792624381642897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698599874336749,0.07903749983855736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524028704816838,0.1185538833534042,0.0,0.0,0.054499690570977005,0.0,0.1229816524401155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003056533908676,0.1157860603713078,0.0,0.0,0.07088955629677839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933730881476737,0.0,0.0,0.08979648702132634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052276693101703055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950505224491194,0.0,0.06353154195441246,0.045415506901277165,0.0,0.1235265513182934,0.0,0.13846117729624022,0.0,0.06947885878776773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280277870213316,0.0,0.0,0.21878912112886795,0.0,0.18712237291706948,0.0991685749540501 adhd,nellafantasia55,2019/03/17,"My life is constantly writing grocery lists and then forgetting them at home. This also happens when I remember to actually bring it, but then don't use it when I get to the grocery store. Does this happen to anyone else?",5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,68.28571428571428,9.40952380952381,33.04761904761905,9.725611199111238,3.3655619047619063,177,8,31,4,3,58,34,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2738622563082253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244261488597922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622865117681398,0.28754684863065005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032700358082228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455882505651168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344370818278226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466217993054124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963346052728586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815028480683247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822295564009207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179082058923811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423811717048874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,green_thumb_witch,2019/03/17,"Straterra makes me feel like the end of the world is coming and gave me weird phobias. So, it's been a long time since I have taken medication and even longer since I have taken Straterra, but I am just wondering if anyone else has had this experience. I first took Straterra when I was 9 years old. I was recently diagnosed with ADD at the time and my teachers wanted me on medication. When I started taking it my perception changed drastically in a couple of days. I was extremely negative and felt hopeless. I remember very vividly going on a hike with my family and being very upset. I felt terrified of eveything and annoyed at the same time. I also developed a fear of swallowing. That's when my family took me off of it immediately. The second time (and last time) I took it was 9 years ago when I was 14. My parents thought it would be good to give it a try again after many other medication switches. After it was in my system for a couple of days, I suddenly had a giant panic attack. I felt like the world was going to end and I was the only one who could sense it. I had vivid thoughts and visions of gruesome, violent things happening to people. Some of them my family members. These intrusive thoughts lasted until I stopped taking the medication again. Has anyone experienced this with Straterra? 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I’m a senior in high school and it’s about to get over. I’ve applied to colleges with choices that I thought I might like, but in reality I know I don’t want to pursue them. My dad and I had a long discussion about that. He finally asked me what I really liked. He said that I should ‘talk’ about what I want to do because only then will I be able to persuade what I want. So I told him, what I wanted was very different from what I applied to in the colleges. And then I suggested that I should take a gap year. He agreed to it. But I’m so scared that what if what I like now is not what I’m going to want to do in a years time. It is so difficult for me to commit and I’m so scared of letting my family down over and over again. On one hand I just want to go to the colleges that have gotten into and get this over with. But I don’t think it’ll benefit me. But I’m also so scared of taking a year off. What if I change my mind? I hate feeling and being this way. It’s so frustrating and I just wish I had that one thing I knew I wanted to do all my life. I have this big plans and aspirations for years but what if I just get bored of it? I hate being this way so much and I don’t know what to do. 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Its usually 3 time for me, but I've recently gotten it down to 2.",2.494166666666665,4.1096889722222265,4.823333333333338,81.855,75.94444444444444,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.001955555555556,137,5,28,3,3,48,32,36,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3367727466005654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226266358034565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936589791898224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889584725929737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498823541153869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407496028917367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024670595965857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800844562778972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway99677,2019/03/17,"Getting tested for ADD next wednesday, one question before that... Sorry for possible grammar mistakes, english is not my first language. I'm currently studying mechatronics on my 6° semester of college, and lately I've been getting more and more aware of certain behaviours that have caused me issues the last couple years which I think might be related to an attention disorder. I have already scheduled and appointment for a diagnosis so before I get a definite answer I wish to know: ""Is it even possible for me to get an engineering related degree, specially mechatronics?"". I'm not precisely someone who can put much effort into difficult things and there's nothing else special about me so each time i think about this it just seems impossible. If any of you have similar experiences I would be happy to read about them",7.5166438356164385,9.195820801369868,7.884821917808223,64.5365479452055,63.58904109589041,11.593424657534245,39.942465753424656,11.407655852321104,5.463722739726027,671,37,97,21,10,220,103,146,0.077,0.847,0.076,0.21899999999999997,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,2,8,6,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,2,25,22,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,13,4,16,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,9,71,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491030308931896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778642841075477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697461374628854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282466120659367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537885133646716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816564056961313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240763181414286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468871982076022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504484244935607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134821261360909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33124188489287343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872775206262391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543434482670347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710825753896237,0.12919984524448852,0.17879655132161254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168145001849957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651681090531632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856810143927087,0.0,0.0,0.15208642619175364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740469170883246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573731629432124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593377462352397,0.17755791056298986,0.0,0.15854435328165398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429377677289829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429777315497018,0.0,0.0,0.1774294083636853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530132744286798,0.2031226718052388,0.0,0.0,0.09242347627317714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226885733011608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259488993528627,0.0,0.0,0.10206974391028976 adhd,GoochBoy71,2019/03/17,"After a year on meds, I finally increased my dose and I'm scared :( what happens from now on? So after a year on 10mg adderall IR 5 times daily (50mg total), I've switched to 15mg IR 4 times daily (60mg). I was really really obsessively afraid of this happening. Adderall made a black and white difference in my life. It turned an extremely depressed and non competent me into the go getting extroverted person I've always wanted to be. I'm really scared. I don't want this to be a reoccurring thing :(. My doctor has said he goes up to 80mg daily, which is somewhat comforting, but what happens when I reach that and I need to go up more? It feels like a ticking time bomb with a minuscule fuse. &#x200B; I've read that some people find the right dosage and stay on it forever, and that's also what my doctor told me, but I'm worried that I wont be one of those people. I thought my dose right now was perfect, until it started slowly dropping off about 3-4 months ago. I'm so damn envious of neurotypicals :/",3.678970588235295,4.880140328431374,5.389490196078429,80.64570588235296,72.18627450980392,8.577254901960782,27.8156862745098,9.029198982220553,2.243723921568628,793,29,157,16,15,271,124,204,0.14400000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.073,-0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,4,9,0,9,5,0,1,2,21,29,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,16,8,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,6,4,14,3,23,19,5,31,0,1,2,0,4,11,1,2,16,90,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191567353571068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749699290732287,0.11184963100363657,0.14564586660462345,0.16333709081739575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157772218373748,0.0,0.0,0.1404420767285605,0.0,0.275172632204122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796765548733406,0.09603089646981812,0.0,0.14725241280392834,0.12285900766887835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022979541407895,0.0,0.15278991106450546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566060226075173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494602908248333,0.06567165759433273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719307216587686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493122165846013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729412644965704,0.0,0.0,0.0996719947002982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108762954495328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638217685949413,0.11737185226916305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445808640569745,0.0,0.2583419684370796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295908117136454,0.12786582845466682,0.0,0.2691591634976343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514437818995404,0.14327565746311482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893038111473766,0.0,0.0,0.10671582267494216,0.23514714024365924,0.0,0.0,0.12844570440356182,0.0,0.0,0.14621222029461975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857081458751188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651177147172786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333709081739575,0.17312634807896676 adhd,zzzerocool,2019/03/17,"What is your Adderall IR Routine? I'm recently back on it, and was given a weird dose by doctor. So, I have medicaid and can only go to the mental health clinic where they're just overtaxed. The doctor prescribed me 20mg 2x a day, which is definitely an overkill starter dose. I took 5mg 2x a day at one point. My doctor doesn't have the time to talk to me for 30 minutes about dosages, but I'm very appreciative that he gave me enough of a dose that I will be able to find what works for me. My problem last time was that 5mg seemed to stop being effective after 3 weeks or so. The provider I was seeing at the time wasn't comfortable playing with dosages, so I just quit taking the drug. I started with 5mg again this time, with some positive results. I take it usually every 5 hours. I initially stuck to 2 dosages a day, but I'm now seeing the benefit of 3 dosages a day. There doesn't seem to be any downside to this. If you're taking an appropriate amount, it supposedly shouldn't affect your sleep. I was listening to a podcast* by a psychiatrist who runs an ADHD clinic and he said that even XR users would benefit from one IR dosage after the XR is done working. Just curious how other people are taking this drug. Today I took 5mg, 5mg, and now I'm talking a 10mg dose to experiment with. I tried one before and had issues, but I was stupid and drank like 2 coffees during the dosage. I actually wanted to try 7.5mg, but splitting a 20mg pill into an 8th is just too imprecise, even a 4th is pushing it. * https://www.additudemag.com/podcast-use-adjust-stimulants-william-dodson/ Podcast I referenced, that I found very helpful and informative in it's talks about optimal dosing. 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This page is full of so much, ""Yes, that's me!"", ""Oh my are we all kindred spirits?!"" and ""oh my gaw! I am so ADHD! and it all makes sense!"" for me! I love it! That is all.",-4.831569767441864,-3.939342674418605,-0.8704941860465105,110.87704941860468,115.27906976744184,2.15,10.026162790697676,3.1291,-2.4149046511627907,127,2,40,0,8,46,29,43,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.7482,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,7,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,7,6,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,30,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6671681506506384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010338349219289,0.0,0.37055901142619296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40809039938679625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RIPCOUNTRYMACK,2019/03/17,"Mallinckrodt Generic Adderall: I Fear The Rumors Are True Yeah so. To make a long story short I stopped taking stims a year and half ago for drug court, and now that I finished drug court I went right back on them. My doctor and I agreed on going back on Vyvanse because that was the first stim I was initially prescribed. At the end of my prescription days, I was getting 30mg XR twice daily. Needless to say a year and a half of a tolerance break didn’t do too much. About a week into the Vyvanse it didn’t do shit anymore. I told my doctor right off the bat, and we agreed to go back on the 30s twice a day. Yesterday I go to pick up my script and I see he prescribed 30mg IRs twice daily. Not sure if that was intentional or accidental, but I wasn’t complaining. I was just happy to be back on Adderall because it’s worked for me so well in the past. I get home only to find these ugly ass white octagon pills. The first thing I did was check to make sure it was indeed adderall, and the pill check website confirmed it to be amphetamines. I sorta shrugged my shoulders and said it just must be some generic I’ve never seen or taken. I’m on Medicaid right now, so I figured 1 dollar for a month supply was a small price to pay for generics. I hadn’t taken anything yesterday so I figured I’d break one in half to take for the evening to fool around with my computer. The pill crumbles all over the place and I’m like alright. This is weird. So I read more into it. I read all bad reviews. People saying how ineffective it is, how it crumbles, how the potency’s vary month to month, there’s 0 energetic bursts. All bad shit. So I look at the dates on when all these reviews had been written and I see a lot of them had been recently. So I’m like oh fuck. I just got so excited about getting 60 30mg IR’s to find out its trash medication? I try to stay positive and tell myself it’s probably just tweakers bitching. It’s probably not THAT bad. Well. It is THAT bad. I’m on 45mg 3 hours in and I feel like I took a 20 mg on 0 sleep. I feel stimulated but that’s all I feel. No euphoria, no energy, rush, and ALOT of irritability. I’m so pissed. Next month I’m going to a new pharmacy or finding out what my co-pay is for name brand Adderall or Teva because this shit is just not an acceptable product on any level. I’m also going to give it a few days and if it’s still just as shitty and my irritability remains the same I’m calling the FDA like many of the forums said to do. No one should have to take these, and quite frankly I’m surprised at how much of a difference there actually is. 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I feel like I'm constantly letting my teammates down in big or small ways. When it's just me, it's okay if I procrastinate. I only have myself to answer to. If I screw up, I'm fine with paying the price. But when I'm in a team, I can't afford to think like that because my teammates depend on me to do my work on time. I can't do things at the last second like I'm used to. I have to plan ahead, do things in advance and communicate on a consistent basis. You'd think that this extra stress would be good for motivation, and it sometimes is, but sometimes it fails to help me kickstart things. Despite my best intentions, I can find myself slipping deeper and deeper into escapism, procrastination and harmful thought patterns. So now I'm sitting here at midnight, still not done with the text I have to urgently send to my team for review, feeling horrible and ashamed for not delivering my part when I was supposed to (earlier today). I absolutely can't afford to be any later than this, yet I'm still not making progress and there's no end in sight. When I decide to try and finally do some writing, I'm faced with the terrifying reality that I still have about 95% of the work still ahead of me, even though it's been days, and it paralyses me. Small inconveniences like having to switch between the Chrome window (for reference material) and the Word window (for writing) seem unbearable and overwhelming. This is a nightmare...",6.878144736842106,6.759015628070178,7.255822368421054,74.76794407894737,64.64912280701755,10.072368421052632,33.952850877192986,9.673873057562805,3.121179824561404,1174,46,218,21,16,384,153,285,0.124,0.8059999999999999,0.071,-0.9645,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,13,17,15,2,3,11,1,24,2,1,5,0,44,40,21,0,3,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,15,15,0,0,11,3,2,2,7,7,0,1,4,3,28,8,42,30,4,40,0,2,1,1,8,16,1,6,24,159,43,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777162661220457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764363333988598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508825237019124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536921547600133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927226928285174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147131285678277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734157984311506,0.0,0.0,0.09496173660953937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539346837227524,0.10271256974023213,0.0,0.1574979957028156,0.13140733719351982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059127412929248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194760583288454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636905256632462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719545042776773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470192219667795,0.0,0.28096393800653724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959706308817768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934702665808048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569383070089676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308869537020205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843934194133573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592741765506981,0.0,0.16469326525842234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865522743534837,0.18424985702776675,0.1412577688199053,0.11414093569699445,0.08383609834391158,0.0,0.1362814655905217,0.0,0.0,0.0976134842096438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417505209039605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412154840515325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093391745736788,0.0,0.0,0.10213331770529896,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dwmbftk,2019/03/17,"Straterra sexual side effects For other men who have had erectile and ejaculation side effects from Straterra, did you have these problems during masturbation and with your partner, or only with your partner? Been a long time on it, have always had no troubles with orgasm during masturbation, but I have a partner now and have some erectile difficulty and can’t reach orgasm with her. I’m thinking it’s maybe something else, not the meds, since I’m fine by myself. Have you experienced Straterra causing problems only with a partner and you were fine during masturbation?",9.085454545454553,10.201686787878787,8.247020202020202,65.32386363636365,59.90909090909091,9.42828282828283,39.732323232323225,9.2995712137729,4.118244444444445,468,23,65,7,6,146,60,99,0.12300000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.055,-0.7851,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,0,12,2,2,3,0,20,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,8,2,9,10,1,6,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,2,3,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266702453823765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27984418671880223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756691625095746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410777907783589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27367644744617203,0.0,0.3025905089549892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143661987348517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213267573022453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253436507481985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097175827840284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455187216193446,0.0,0.0,0.15884677640185618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tonyteu,2019/03/17,"Using Caffeine as a short term substitute? So, i have hard a hart time seeing a doctor for my ADHD (as i dont have a whole lot of money, and my insurance wont cover it. And the doctor i was seeing wanted me to see a clinical psychologist before he would move further, which is even more expensive.). So i have been doing some research into it instead of studying like i should be (story of my life), and i came up with a possible solution that i may try, but i wanted to hear from you guys on what you though. As caffeine is a stimulant, it should aid a bit with my condition. While it is not comparable to prescription grade drugs, it is arguably better than going unmedicated. For most of my life, i have avoided it as my parents always said it would make my condition worse (we where not well educated on the condition). So because of that, i seem to have an aversion to caffeinated drinks (which i suppose is not a bad thing, as most of them are incredibly unhealthy). What is your experience with using caffeine as a form of light treatment for ADHD? What strength did you use? Was the difference noticeable? And did it outweigh any side effects? &#x200B; Also, how would you recommend i peruse seeing a professional while on a budget?",5.063339173967464,6.50400734893617,6.270963704630788,74.72411764705883,69.12765957446808,9.274092615769712,31.270337922403,9.627879704456738,3.1172728410513137,977,41,172,22,17,328,135,235,0.073,0.843,0.084,0.5227,1,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,5,1,3,10,6,0,1,16,0,27,7,0,7,0,35,42,19,0,7,4,1,1,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,16,10,1,1,2,1,3,3,5,2,1,0,7,8,27,4,31,27,9,16,0,0,4,0,12,9,0,6,5,144,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29004066691655284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649871948036153,0.1004060288040542,0.1307444910302815,0.14662568394927147,0.08205885704112202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075332801434436,0.07355852232394454,0.0,0.10268017995321738,0.0,0.0,0.10672166318944,0.13173897251383138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801285156434562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260731132930654,0.0,0.2470190646786861,0.0,0.0,0.1414228231095174,0.11820939146234387,0.1399373875695928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970054134136872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803714761779355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857880564135624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948098907079499,0.0,0.0,0.10809545758165627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600240002999806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046374932745975,0.058952633860832035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258821750586576,0.0,0.0,0.08054729733514497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825173628589218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738211998548294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398831629119706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603583364194954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478357093959575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846293381778561,0.10985225667751508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016692548662746,0.0,0.11855638961102795,0.0,0.0703628920502151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192612952851405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126570519679093,0.0,0.0,0.14234705679483556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084956571733951,0.0,0.0,0.13472229936939376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297171901362022,0.2571587568024092,0.0,0.14662568394927147,0.0 adhd,Fairly_l0cal,2019/03/17,"Med checks: Adderall I started taking prescribed adderall last summer. My psychiatrist has been requiring me to come into his office to do 15 minute med checks every month. From June- December I was only paying my copay of around ~20 dollars since I met my insurance deductible. Recently, since the new year (when my insurance started over), I have been paying full price out of pocket... ~220 dollars per 15 minute session. I can’t help but to think that this is a lot of money to see a doctor for 15 minutes when we just talk about the same boring things each month/let him take my bp/weight (which I monitor myself at home anyway). I can’t find rates online to see if this is normal or not.... I know some therapy sessions could range starting around 60 mins for 100 dollars at other offices. The price is making me feel guilty. On top of the price, monthly med checks don’t seem sustainable /realistic for me in the long run. I have one friend who checks in yearly with his gp, and a second friend on the same med who goes for a med check every 3 months (4x a year). . I reached out to my general doctor and she said she doesn’t prescribe stimulants. I was hoping to hear other people’s experiences and opinions on the matter, thanks. 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I'm really hoping that they do because I am really struggling with getting my school work done. I've tried lots of things from gamified to-do lists and even just sitting down and trying to force my why through it. The only thing that seems to help is caffeine but that only works for so long and only helps so much. I'm just really nervous and needed someone to rant to, thank you.",6.6335275080906175,6.794272174757283,6.800145631067963,76.88461974110034,65.11650485436893,9.973462783171524,29.788025889967642,9.725611199111238,2.658858899676376,426,13,78,8,6,137,73,103,0.092,0.812,0.096,0.0873,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,2,6,5,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,19,17,11,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,9,3,12,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,6,4,55,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077976189179084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809646823168713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679854776352926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238954106082596,0.0,0.10050000629180393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370589627141092,0.0,0.0,0.35127621018742483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564943455989316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033969180978232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642499431602364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299948487963072,0.13112169546675873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034753692986092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398571184769155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896753035054389,0.0,0.16098490465108645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983261710748175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486744183550471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628068824665398,0.0,0.0,0.23496403707975985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012014954409094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956703621071305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574775109764097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADDwPFDysfunction,2019/03/17,"Anyone dealing with Pelvic Floor Dysfunction? I think my meds contributed to mine. 27 year old male, been on Adderall for 8-9 years. Have been taking shitty generics for the last year and a half (maybe longer) of 20 mil Instant Release IR's. Although these generics don't work like the long gone (discontinued) Corepharma pills did, they sure work to kick in the bowels. The problem with these generics is i'm having to up my dose and take more of them. I was recently diagnosed with Pelvic Floor Dysfunction and one of the main issues I deal with is having the feeling of incomplete bowels, so to remedy this I feel like i'm constantly having to run to the restroom. This does not help when I have to continue taking 20 mil IR's to get me through focusing on my work day. I'm prescribed 20 mils a day and it does the job I guess but i'm spending way too much time in the restroom when i'm not ignoring the urge. &#x200B; Anyone have any tips on how to deal with this? And this question might be better posed in the Pelvic Floor Dysfunction subreddit but when is it ok to hold your bm (bowel movement) if you think it's not worth a trip to the restroom and want to wait to eat and make it worth while at a later trip to the toilet. &#x200B; Ps. I'm sorry if this is too graphic for anyone or this subreddit, literally made this account to ask these questions i'm not sure if i'm being too graphic or not my bad if this is not the place. Thanks to anyone who considers this post. 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As a child i had every symptom of ADHD, i don't want to go into detail, but probably one of the craziest here. Just an example, i threw a shotgun shell into fire, from close distance, didn't blow up due to moisture i think. Btw anybody else have that feeling of burning everything ? I used to start fires for fun back when i was a kid. Whenever i see something that would burn fast, i get that itch lol. Well my mother always kept lighters away from me for good reason (once i burned clothes at home). Well too much detail already, what i'm trying to say is i wasn't ADHD i was HADHD (hyper adhd). I would climb on everything at home for no apparent reason. Even doors, yes really, i would dream of being the captain on a ship. Started escaping from school first grade, for real, i would walk around the streets near home until school is over and would go home like coming from it. Game addiction since age of 4 too, so pc was always password protected. All this is to make you know from whom this is coming. Despite i have all signs, i don't feel like ADHD is a disorder, it feels to me it's just a character. And for that reason i don't feel like any medicine could cure it. I don't feel like i have any problem with my brain, i just feel weak-willed compared to other people, since willpower is never the same for people i feel i would be acting even more weak-willed if i hid behind some letters and blamed them for everything. &#x200B; Or maybe i'm just too proud to say that i have a disorder lol.",3.1298039215686297,4.801743379084968,4.145691503267976,87.14081176470594,74.359477124183,7.118222222222222,24.331503267973858,7.839951260653429,1.2394038169934642,1198,37,241,17,25,388,168,306,0.08900000000000001,0.747,0.16399999999999998,0.9774,2,0,1,1,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,3,16,10,0,0,13,3,30,4,2,5,3,48,54,10,0,10,7,1,9,4,0,6,3,2,5,2,14,10,0,2,12,2,0,8,8,1,2,2,8,12,30,9,40,37,6,31,0,0,1,0,11,13,0,3,14,158,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249423270167193,0.4547184076002695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350652395363196,0.0,0.12593122203620385,0.08199115992365599,0.09195041264733488,0.10291983727639856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736459954964706,0.0,0.0,0.07109683750453126,0.058187508333651584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447557533266603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037037658488387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041836156913725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601818427902721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321469280220236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999619912032641,0.0,0.06375737436360007,0.0,0.2040287848628868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678361513738105,0.16218142210880218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436701950910477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953577620457235,0.0,0.08601289088978079,0.06347053199578813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036228897722493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041587646160683514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787911269423099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050512004637308684,0.0,0.07602323236401044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562802012810514,0.0,0.0583633239609963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058877995971228,0.051277668053299336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492361524608357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158779142447617,0.07240839607829218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613191151633905,0.09695552709649996,0.2334119072895483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203556740147975,0.0,0.15316929051884298,0.060301212940908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519420565742462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825641437392823,0.0,0.0,0.10712281934078166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865273823338999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848790482619004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137668390588472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535677372752523,0.0,0.0,0.04463362167827003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607739352116455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225335857534754,0.0,0.09195041264733488,0.0 adhd,stricken357,2019/03/17,"Effects of retalin vs stattera I just switched from 40mg of strattera to 5mg of methylalidate, i was wondering who has experience with these two can and if you can share your experiences witht hese drugs. I was also wondering how much strattera is equal to how much methylphenidate?",5.003529411764704,7.930748568627454,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,73.11764705882352,8.785882352941178,33.729411764705894,9.3871,3.593969411764707,231,12,40,6,5,71,39,51,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.29600000000000004,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,10,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,1,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659566938144584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140956926199953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298792592860374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39820635424907497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645774565376792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5874424664500872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrRoer,2019/03/17,"Feeling pretty irritable and kind of depressed lately..? Hey guys, I take Adderall XR 30mg once daily in the morning and sometimes the timing differs since twice a week I have to be up at 6am and most other days I wake up around 10 or 11am. Lately I’ve been forgetting to take my meds and end up having to turn around and go back home to take them because otherwise I can’t pay attention to anything the professor says during a lecture. I’ve also been feeling extremely irritable lately, and unmotivated. I’m not sure if it is because I’m constantly around people which is exhausting to me even though I’m an extravert. Like I’d much rather just be alone lately and maybe that’s because I never really get alone time? My mom is always at home since she’s mildly disabled and doesn’t work. So no matter where I go, I’m always having to make conversation or something. Then when I am alone I feel guilty that I’m not doing schoolwork or something like that and I feel like I can’t even enjoy myself. Does anyone have any advice, tips, or suggestions on how to help myself? TLDR; been super irritable, forgetting meds or taking them late in the day, feeling guilty if I take time for myself, etc. any tips? 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I [23M] was recently given the diagnosis of moderate ADHD and I'm glad I know I have it, I feel like questions have been answered for me. However I feel like I'm a terrible person cause I can't complete anything, I have 50 billion interests, I'm prone to addictive behaviors and I want a path to get it all done with. I try to use a planner, but I always forget to use it after some time and I'm really socially inept, especially with girls. What helped you?",1.3815695792880265,3.87193672815534,4.483713592233013,78.20447006472494,84.63106796116504,8.481877022653723,26.059061488673137,9.075114841892004,2.824405177993527,405,18,77,13,12,146,69,103,0.049,0.856,0.095,0.2755,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,4,1,21,20,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,13,4,10,16,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389063575209651,0.2633762746794108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235074483106006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034216201463152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512789801207575,0.0,0.0,0.22977509577898744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242670157842049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161812231876368,0.313122275700604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144970742252506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689193894668545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043936571966295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413169751498887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913537352911532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24549867866602576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039340122064425,0.0,0.21638464825738088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233963034612167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277884000258969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487887820940014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785512814460909,0.0,0.0,0.12926062379034847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nicegurlsbebitches,2018/11/13,"I had a medication meltdown last summer. (Kinda long sorry) Last summer I needed to get off Ridellan because I had hit the max dose causing me not to focus. Making life suck at school and home, since I was getting C’s and I couldn’t focus at homework. After telling my doctor, they wanted to prescribe me on a different drug. I can’t remember the name of it, but it was terrible. It caused me mood swings, minor panic attacks, anger issues, etc. It also took a physical pain toll on my body causing stomache aches and not being able to eat. One day the stomache aches were terrible, so I went to the ER with my mom and godfather. I was screaming in pain in the ER, they thought I had appendicitis so I became a really important client. (Also I had been to that hospital over 50 times so they knew me well). They told me I had a Lymph node infection, which could have been caused by the medication or not. My doctor has now prescribed Adderall making everything better.",3.0071505376344083,5.392720575268818,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,77.11827956989248,7.1440860215053785,25.9247311827957,8.167268648758528,1.9228408602150544,761,29,137,14,18,252,115,186,0.204,0.762,0.034,-0.9882,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,1,7,12,3,1,11,0,17,15,3,6,0,25,30,11,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,2,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,0,2,5,9,3,1,16,1,25,2,18,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,2,9,95,31,4,0.12243342767053655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195819935748298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928569903873486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463428112196854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828241732762398,0.0,0.1359959375014332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030914242298429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775312949624222,0.0,0.0,0.07895943218273825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279168732889774,0.0,0.2506316023386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198390605711114,0.12527996204568492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365456356676409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003527023728876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793282540896286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281071056506053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778868928490486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995991690467981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647835075031841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083497307331414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345052736245966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466775954563959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339255075243296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078283526937388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296405919156855,0.0,0.2605555984798702,0.14364924761571438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843398885283542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869320658038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239091652113284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127819656119952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370541985048056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070122122558169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719846562382486,0.07139191625823392,0.0,0.0,0.11699038690847388,0.13602804305199706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221440778081194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008235513937208,0.1134970140586106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Redditman3456,2018/11/13,"Tired of explaining ADHD Hi I'm tired of telling people about ADHD and that I have it. Most think I'm crazy anyways, so I have this idea. To wear a wristband that says ADHD on it so those who pay attention can put two and two together and those who don't well. Really nothing I can do there as I cannot force someone to understand or even like me. Has anyone had an idea like this? I am looking online for such wristbands now, as tattoos aren't removable, so this seems to be the better option. 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HELP! I’ll start by saying I am a college student diagnosed with ADHD-PI since 9th grade and have struggled with procrastination my entire life. In general, my plans and strategies fail simply because the usual carrot/stick methods don’t work on me - I know I don’t have to wait until I finish the paper to eat my reward cookie! I could just eat it now! And so forth. Up until recently I’ve simply been succeeding by the skin of my teeth. Staying up until 9 a.m. to finish an important poster for my literature class, finishing write-ups an hour before class, turning in online quizzes five minutes till due time, sitting in the class we’re about to discuss them in. This semester, though, has seen me relapse into my comorbid depression and severe anxiety, unfortunately, and it’s my first semester back in university since dropping out and then returning to community college and finishing my AA. So, I’m feeling discouraged, and nothing is getting done. Now I’ve got a term paper that was due a week ago. Luckily I can turn it in late with a penalty, but even with this reprieve I am finding it nigh impossible to write. It doesn’t help that the subject (conservation) is interesting but not one of my focuses/fixations (my degree program is in literature and my interests are in cultural studies, cinema, all sorts of stuff, and even though I like science, it’s not my Thing). So, my brain is giving me hell whenever I try to focus, and slips away and then I’m on reddit or YouTube and it’s all gone to hell. What do you guys do when you can’t bring yourself to do something important? What steps do you take to break down a monumental task into bitty bites, especially when your normal methods have stopped working, for whatever reason?",5.791693391642369,7.191171049562684,6.668881195335278,72.70505162779398,67.36734693877551,9.681681243926144,33.24210398445092,9.928628108626363,3.526199319727892,1462,65,248,34,24,485,202,343,0.1,0.81,0.09,-0.6912,0,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,4,1,7,14,12,3,1,12,0,24,8,4,1,2,43,40,29,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,15,21,2,4,4,1,0,3,6,7,1,3,6,4,31,5,46,33,5,56,2,3,1,1,14,18,3,2,32,167,46,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713519089078673,0.0,0.11590132177210008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002281889604088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284322501879673,0.10053810310561713,0.0,0.07970352964567373,0.0,0.11125798219386407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595940513558886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439263750699904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261413802449448,0.1327077371931167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380187861892098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675782500698054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458199765150512,0.1727172939011095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611074972072832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195024464018458,0.11121524583765477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831108700554415,0.12542659525592592,0.0,0.0,0.10457211994253712,0.0,0.0,0.12946231454405674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291539997064445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287616744918334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185636878705527,0.0,0.14749084980689522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235206247210886,0.06387747948394905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694891266368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810650497484113,0.12545743235710796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859907607998947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443200595905108,0.12909911134230698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397705203375902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770943697719385,0.0,0.21631426258086867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065716100619278,0.0,0.0,0.09254499259611132,0.13936130448668968,0.0,0.10931222813486204,0.0,0.13668750551973613,0.1496766105478525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983071645685812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686399237313132,0.0,0.25692094989163977,0.0,0.07624093953086528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887701586075182,0.28443527830118903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400182751229962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048791622246608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037402342653476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForgottenUsername0,2018/11/13,"Switching to lisdexamphetamine today — what is your experience with the various forms of amphetamine? I had my first appointment a few weeks ago and tried MAS-XR for a few weeks. It works, but caused some palpitations and sexual difficulties, so i went back last week and we agreed to try lisdexamphetamine, hoping the peripheral side effects were more due to levoamphetamine. I took my first (50 mg) dose about half an hour ago and am beginning to feel the usual effects: calm, focus, warmth. It's a slower onset than MAS-XR. I'm also glad to not need to worry as much what i eat it with (yay oranges!). I'm interested in other experiences between MAS, dex, and lisdex (ritalin has been useless for me, personally). Is lisdex as long-lasting as they claim? Are the peripheral side effects actually less with dex than mixed? 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Hello all, I've been taking adderall for my ADHD for four months now and it's been so helpful for my insomnia and getting work done. I've taking 20mg ER per day with no issues. It's given me the push I needed to change many of my old habits. HOWEVER, I've realized that it's also completely taken away my ability to be goofy, funny, and charming. The distinction is becoming even more clear to me now after jumping back into the dating pool. I've been going on these dates with men but I can honestly feel I've changed, and relating to others is not as easy anymore. I have a really goofy, childish, almost meme-y sense of humor. I was always the class clown as a kid and could really make anyone laugh (or at least fake one out of pity). I feel like I can easily put people at ease because I like to gently tease or laugh at things. I can't do any of that anymore. Sometimes when we talk, my mind draws a blank and the natural charm is just gone. I don't laugh as genuinely as I used to, and my quick wit has dulled completely. I feel like my dates and I can't relate because I take their words to rationally sometimes and take the conversation in another direction. Other times I'm worried that my demeanor is too fake with my forced laughs and smiles. Has anyone else experienced this? TL;DR: I'm not as quick witted or funny or cute on adderall. It's made it harder for others to relate to me. Any thoughts?",3.764667291471415,5.158470185567007,5.058670727897535,82.3536480787254,72.23024054982818,8.040049984379882,25.598406747891282,8.575989854853784,1.7651567010309277,1148,36,223,20,22,382,165,291,0.087,0.675,0.23800000000000002,0.9941,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,1,12,18,1,0,9,0,20,1,0,4,3,42,40,24,0,2,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,14,17,0,0,5,1,0,5,6,5,1,2,10,4,28,13,35,28,4,28,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,5,17,142,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736466672668064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227855971734606,0.0,0.0,0.09805867423319832,0.10202914735619446,0.0,0.0,0.16677076698787782,0.12857711176747447,0.0,0.0,0.24321095316343744,0.1714766436863674,0.1256380457442646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520494430243525,0.09428673471233626,0.0,0.14949527240321686,0.1354234719756839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594300915025084,0.0,0.2571281749108029,0.0,0.0,0.09790159764804213,0.0,0.0,0.07907935633272459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254821987252072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243275817871823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098894432680355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600012914517705,0.17519861976742626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640635653493169,0.0,0.0696874196662903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218918600038361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279827756596003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971690661008624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602542258076284,0.1636987771917314,0.12431680588893365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238106193838562,0.0,0.09787361960657964,0.0,0.0,0.09092071688847966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866841296721346,0.0,0.08309006559768023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500883917420947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326634503792208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710622991147308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254740524052226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36877805566959937,0.0985568132545676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146286782769273,0.0,0.0,0.09734609134817072,0.07150034681094294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590377492650822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892683693468994,0.12452593291873455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,humblemaniac1,2018/11/13,"Semi-supportive partner or the tale of how Ritalin scares people Hey guys, I try to make it short: my partner is lovely. She really is great, but she really cannot wrap her head around my diagnosis and that I am willing to take Ritalin. She is super vary of the side-effects of Ritalin (which are basically none existend for me) and also thinks that the doctor didn't have a full picture of me, which led to an incorrect diagnosis. The thing is that I can even understand her in some way. I get that Ritalin must be scary for outsiders in a way. I also see that the whole ADHD diagnosis procedure is a bit arbitrary and yeah if you are smart you can get access to Ritalin by faking symptoms and by lying on questionnairs. But I was honest. I even showed her the (empty) questionnair. I also know that psychiatrists ""look for the quick solution"" with medication. But that is how things are. I also feel thankful that the medical system in the country I live in makes it possible for me to have access to medication and medical support (although I am out of meds atm). Nevertheless, it feels sad that she is so scared of the fact that I am willing to take medication against my officially diagnosed condition (syndrome, disability, call it whatever). The fact that I haven't shared with very many people that I am diagnosed, makes things even more difficult. I simply cannot speak to many people about the whole thing. Two very close friends. My oldest sister and my partner. I feel scared about the judgment of some of my friends. Some of them would literally not understand I am on medication. Everyboy seems to know it better when it comes to mental health, but actually nobody has an answer for me. I know I mixed two topics up hear. But living in a kind of chemophic environment doesnt make live easier. How would you convince her, that the medication actually helps me?",5.682844827586205,7.232000997126438,6.725006896551727,71.64068275862074,67.76436781609196,10.62547126436782,31.448735632183904,10.70791436637684,3.73874583908046,1489,61,259,44,25,498,170,348,0.099,0.7659999999999999,0.135,0.9295,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,1,2,16,19,0,3,20,1,32,19,1,8,3,47,57,23,0,4,8,1,3,0,5,5,17,2,0,4,25,12,0,0,11,1,1,2,7,6,0,2,2,7,42,13,42,49,9,21,0,1,2,1,26,13,0,6,3,199,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.14883192437790838,0.0,0.091646255603815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393120881858885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788501637262437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744323771630029,0.08325303948814987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778670594842736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568876834521623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154798770847675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805240755108123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110135267276156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567369408568848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178321445410018,0.0,0.07968240983823584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407375902693523,0.0,0.07550655141286866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826181927728715,0.08105776709329944,0.08594733178894205,0.0,0.05111354923382667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941006990092678,0.1257267790229906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020093382446678,0.0,0.06403678639059053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882504036896024,0.0,0.20360891534970868,0.1546255289197395,0.0,0.0,0.08470448451117467,0.5377472762507677,0.07684925481930925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586012843497852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596846031122303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770454494443456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904008175320376,0.0,0.060767062450445386,0.06942163042963874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307138308719852,0.0,0.07926036016573326,0.114671748329123,0.0,0.0,0.07020732316790848,0.0,0.0,0.2026474045098854,0.04886249209533687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177358807798932,0.0,0.14898427790290872,0.15877273090051836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584024305853006,0.0,0.12105872637966937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027673277407573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083417595986221,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,northshorecadian,2018/11/13,"Finally diagnosed! I am convinced that getting a diagnosis can be overwhelming and a source of anxiety for some people. To me it was quite the contrary. I approached my doctor about ADHD in the spring after finally finding the reason of all my problems in the form of an information flyer about adult ADHD that was posted at the clinic where I work as a janitor. He was convinced , but not confident enough to prescribe me any medication before seeing a psychiatrist. He was walking on eggshells because he has just been in practice for a few years and my sister is a doctor who helped him get set up in my town. I know he was hesitant for that reason because he told me so during the interview. I took an appointment with a psychiatrist. I was told to expect a year long wait. Fast forward a few months. I’m hopelessly waiting on the day I see a psychiatrist. At this point , the anxiety consumes me so much that I am barely functional at work. I’m crying all the time and I keep obsessing about death. One evening , I take all my courage to go speak to a doctor I work with at the clinic. She’s always 2 - 3 hours late so I caught her after she was seeing her last patient. Late in the evening ; during my shift. She listened to me for almost 2 hours. We laughed , we cried ... she understood. She is ADHD. I left her exam room with a Vyvanse prescription. A few days later , I get a phone call from the psychiatrist’s office. They tell me my appointment , that was not scheduled for another month at this point , had been pushed to next year. I’m so glad I had the courage to talk to this doctor. A few weeks later , I asked another doctor if she would take me as a patient. Her husband is a stay at home dad with ADHD. We had discussed this before on our lunch break. She was happy to take me as a patient. During our first interview , she mentioned that she could refer me to a psychologist for troubles I have with trauma I experienced , anxiety and depression. I obliged. I get to meet this wonderful women who works as a PTSD therapist. We talked about my life experience and what I’m hoping to get from this therapy. I let her know that I did suffer and witness horrible stuff through my life but that my main source of anxiety is from not having an official diagnostic for ADHD. She understood. She believed me when I explained the struggles and the criminality , the extreme poverty , the abuse , the violence I had witnessed were all related to me having ADHD. I had read so much about the comorbidities and maladaptive coping strategies I had developed that I could finally explain it and had the vocabulary to do so. She agreed to assess the ADHD on our first real visit. We agreed to meet again in two weeks. That was last Monday. Last Monday , she started asking me all the questions from the DMS-5. We didn’t even finish before she said that it was not absolutely necessary to go through the whole thing. The fact that I was already medicated pre-diagnostic and that I was doing so well at explaining myself after reading everything I could find in books , on the internet and on this subreddit was enough to convince her. “Without a shadow of a doubt” is what she said. I was able to find peace. I could finally learn to accept and deal with having ADHD. No more doubts. You can tell from reading this that perhaps I was the only one with any doubt. I really just had to hear it. Officially. So thank you for being there when I needed to relate to someone else. Thank you for helping me deal with all this anxiety I had. The route I took was not necessarily the most convenient or obvious one but neither is the rest of my life achievements. TL;DR Finally got diagnosed. Thank you for sharing all your stories. It was great to relate during this period of doubt and confusion. 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If so how do you deal with it? I just feel like everyone else is better than me, because they have careers, degrees, families and all the usual normal things people have at age 35. I hate my ADHD, people tell me it’s a gift but I don’t see how.",5.2641666666666636,6.480573750000001,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,68.44444444444444,7.426666666666668,29.677777777777766,7.554174236665415,1.958791111111112,298,11,52,3,5,95,56,72,0.155,0.769,0.076,-0.5944,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,2,1,6,7,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,18,10,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,9,3,3,10,2,5,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26480276185596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181318923424968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26863129334932795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487054324389588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271582059507292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840636420707036,0.0,0.0,0.2276674556814322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054184801018355,0.0,0.0,0.20771451088390408,0.0,0.22281844079833604,0.15740909750711332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151172083217387,0.0,0.0,0.18480857480181995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753758652868968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764573417232473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993780235912306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588389040510725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055084491488109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755803972648251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258461762011456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927647836979702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426705400705902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peckerplant,2018/11/13,"Age of diagnosis I'm 51 years old. All 4 of my adult children have ADHD, along with several of my grandchildren. I've thought for years that I might have it as well, but at my age, I'm having trouble getting a doctor to take me seriously. Was anyone else diagnosed later in life?",2.6735714285714285,4.656889214285716,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,76.5,8.051428571428572,27.271428571428572,8.841846274778883,2.29889,220,9,43,5,5,76,45,56,0.10300000000000001,0.868,0.028999999999999998,-0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,10,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247396313864093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893695245607905,0.2768618392003899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742572266206729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765711472876016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572558858050645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117345126848993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085715017084495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866498629227643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353969731118833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052601256557892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316411749442145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214516373045814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295103229542184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480124627974922 adhd,gabeofwar88,2018/11/13,They should have A real life simulation on a normal person and blow up his or her sensory and mind by over stimulating em ,9.802499999999998,6.975784250000004,10.978333333333332,59.100000000000016,60.66666666666666,14.6,36.5,13.023866798666859,4.725299999999999,98,3,18,3,1,35,22,24,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331629762039995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47407263577602504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600214507760725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099592138224253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344067222309662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rosesandvodka,2018/11/13,"Just wanted to say thanks as a now diagnosed 21M I'll keep it as short as possible. I've been diagnosed with the old anxiety and depression combo since 4th grade and was put on heavy medication for it. Growing up, my medication kept changing and nothing was working. Now, I'm 21 and a friend recommended months ago that it could be ADD or ADHD or something similar. I followed this subreddit to see how how everyone felt and what they were experiencing and it was truly eye opening. I then spent weeks getting appointments together which took a lot of effort to even show up to but I was finally put on a prescription and it has helped so much. He felt as my symptoms my be stemming from a different diagnosis. My energy has gone up and my anxiety surrounding social situations and work has seem to mostly vanished. I also dont do dumb stuff as often like forgot go text back or leave my milk in the cabinet (happens more than I wish it would). It is just an incredible relief to fill like something is actually working because I've felt like a defect for so long but if it wasn't for reading the post of people here, I wouldn't have had the courage to mention my symptoms to my doctors to get an accurate diagnosis. Someone here mentioned that it was like rewatching a TV show that had a crazy twist and you start to pick up on all the signs of foreshadowing and that made so much sense. Thank you all. Truly. 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Howdy I'm a high school student trying to figure what to do with my life and im wondering what yall do for work? One major reason I'm asking this is because I'm considering getting a bachelors degree in criminal justice( I was considering wildlife management but I hate science) and I want to know what other people are doing",2.8212605042016814,5.364597764705884,5.030924369747903,76.29558823529416,78.70588235294117,7.415126050420167,27.36134453781513,8.418075326091056,2.4852579831932773,280,12,47,6,7,97,51,68,0.121,0.856,0.023,-0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,15,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,6,14,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,30,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804309275185207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285858250663287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672164827394314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961577128158492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31693417606260793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32401846330070466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485535582787078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118772821014016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032670514769805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796103558383536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30841853757890153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30358508140643675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036595549032984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692974387701774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325304054899317,0.21838132027914667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blahblkusoi,2018/11/13,"3+ Week Long Doctor's Office Runaround TL;DR: I have to pay out of pocket for prescription meds until January, Doctor wrote me a prescription for everything under the sun except for the one medication I can afford: generic adderall. Doctor's office with a history of criminal activity insists I give my medical records to a pharmaceutical company with a rocky legal history of their own in exchange for financial assistance instead. I have been going in and out of their office almost daily now for 3 weeks as of today trying to get them to give me anything affordable out of pocket, and they've just been handing out prescriptions like crazy without first checking the price. Right now I have a prescription for Ritalin, Focalin, Concerta, and Strattera and two prescriptions at separate pharmacies for Vyvanse and every single one of them is unattainable because of how expensive they are. Last week they gave me some coupons for Vyvanse that didn't quite get the price low enough for me. After that didn't work they offered a financial assistance application for Vyvanse that would make it free for me, but it requires me to sign away my medical records to a company steeped in a history of lawsuits hundreds of millions of dollars deep. I'm not comfortable signing it, but they've been insistent with me. Today, after I spoke to my pharmacist about a cheaper alternative, they told me they ""didn't really want to give me adderall"" but won't give me a reason and said they'd have a conference about it and get back to me. If they think the drug is dangerous for me or something I'd absolutely accept that explanation and just wait until January for treatment, but they won't even explain their reasoning behind not considering it. The only thing I can think of as to their reasoning behind that would be the abuse potential of adderall, but I literally have 6 prescriptions from them for other drugs right now so I think if I was looking for prescriptions I'd be satisfied by now. Plus, the doctor's office I go to was in the news last year for running an illegal opioid ring from inside the office, so I'm not exactly 100% confident they take abuse all that seriously. And the doctor charged with that crime still works there to boot. I'm in the middle of a major project at work and I'm struggling bad to get it done. The quality of the result is dependent almost entirely on my attention to detail because of the nature of the project and I just know that I'm bombing hard. I cannot believe how long I've been given the runaround on this and its almost certainly going to have negative effects on my job since I'm now a week into the project with no treatment. &#x200B; Rant over.",8.336599259259259,8.202354134000004,8.388222222222222,67.90670370370371,61.66,11.967407407407407,39.31851851851852,11.429527900616536,4.783636296296296,2177,104,358,57,27,710,229,500,0.134,0.836,0.03,-0.9947,3,0,4,0,2,0,40.0,0,0,16,7,19,10,1,1,32,0,30,12,1,9,3,71,63,29,0,5,16,0,2,1,0,4,11,3,0,0,18,23,0,2,11,0,9,4,12,5,0,5,16,6,46,6,87,40,6,50,0,1,1,0,27,23,0,8,24,264,64,15,0.0,0.1921628502860288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436074599405111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786375661423318,0.09853633836801916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673226866332499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618913102774008,0.062355174325830626,0.06770890169801516,0.09886654575567222,0.0,0.0,0.09136354750405697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150083649217919,0.0,0.08298584525353259,0.0,0.0,0.188083252544822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379029354162214,0.0,0.05356087213509246,0.0,0.06832398064208424,0.0,0.07288076548814308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897729147139256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947006585723834,0.3111654972866381,0.1382603146094626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264300699185157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047185460115952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456635110203975,0.13220252196916266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039617729454592965,0.0,0.0,0.14352873036503022,0.0680973280610532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412991456252115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007555492896233,0.24507667332757016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990083686523444,0.061674547268101024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625192114304411,0.0,0.0,0.05194997145511601,0.2501299778177153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850520904952068,0.07713759609200947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708060494350009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062429015744317126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476062444584316,0.0,0.0,0.08477555246782735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097151422990709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387429461817254,0.15588251729879274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373253298621078,0.07748741775484093,0.0,0.0550565262713234,0.0,0.07921564947381754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047830493867910266,0.0,0.2601902459526477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817033558825605,0.0,0.17710905195914878,0.0,0.0,0.1152116582037479,0.0,0.09853633836801916,0.05222095094677568 adhd,lithiumok,2018/11/13,"How do you manage having no references when applying to new jobs? Have you burned employment bridges and how did you manage? I'm not sure if I burned them or not, I just don't have anyone I'd feel comfortable using as references from past jobs. Personal references? No problem. But I feel like too much of a fuck up to ask past co-workers or bosses. Now it's biting me in the ass because I'm trying to get a new job after being out of work a long time. I'm asked for references I don't have. I don't think I'm even looking for advice, I'm just tired of feeling like the only work ethic or moral or I don't know employee fuck up.",2.6688805970149225,3.7115351417910425,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,74.44776119402985,8.046567164179105,24.59402985074627,8.548686976883017,1.505853134328358,495,15,107,9,10,170,80,134,0.172,0.755,0.073,-0.9217,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,2,8,7,2,0,5,0,11,4,1,4,1,27,28,11,0,2,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,4,11,4,15,26,1,13,1,0,1,3,7,4,3,5,11,63,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464877987239566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481875563390264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802864088500428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138217362777946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901243903473796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739309174258845,0.21418778578833186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771739938456483,0.07832044128025416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462799584898424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238519922457235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647438945444485,0.0,0.0,0.13266335198162255,0.12588448011204034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019920442275738,0.0,0.0,0.289563046396292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401135022551245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862071951304531,0.0,0.1308933795036915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344115830439685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128597203011878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605462361715243,0.0,0.0,0.08741222383408882,0.17229653038535794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177729998784396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947188218860636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32740316784565715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,staticrank,2018/11/13,"ADHDers in IT, how do you manage keeping up with your technical knowledge? Hi, I work in IT and I am burning out basically from what my company expects. I need to become cloud certified, so on top of my current work I need to study for my certifications (outside of work). I also need to learn a stupid amount of tools (currently in Ansible training) and honestly I just feel like I’m back in high school (eg dumb). What do y’all do to keep up? Even with meds and therapy and getting enough sleep I just feel straight up overwhelmed. My manager insists I’m doing fine, but recent layoffs have me terrified I will be next if I don’t stay up to date on my skills. Ahhhh!!! Can anyone relate? 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I took the semester off to figure out what program i want to do. i went from child and youth care to culinary but i’m now going with construction, which i couldn’t be any more happier. I’m a 19 yr F and i’m starting to stress out about college and procrastination. I’ve had ADHD since i was in grade 3 so i know i’ll be fine but it’s still in the back of my head. How was college? did ur ADHD really effect your school work ? 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I don’t know if anyone has mentioned the international ADHD conference on here before but I wanted to let everyone here know about it. This year’s conference has just ended but I wanted to let everyone know about it for next year. Next year it will be in Philadelphia. This Conference is organized by CHADD, ADDA, and ACO. It is for those with ADHD, parents of those with ADHD, S.O. of those with ADHD and those who think they might have ADHD or may know someone with it. It is also for the professionals, ADHD Coaches, and Educators. There are keynotes and classes. There are some really fun activities in the evening. Every year there is a talent show anyone can sign up to participate in or you can go and just watch. There was an ADHD FAMILY FEUD (I had to miss it because in true ADHD fashion I left my online math test until the last minute.) and there is always a fund raiser activity. Last year it was Rick Green doing his stand up comedy. This year they went to the St. Louis, Missouri Museum which I understand is a big playground for adults ( I was still doing my last minute math assignment.) There are some really awesome Keynote speakers. This year among the keynote speakers was LeDerick Horne who is also a spoken word poet, Eduardo Briceno, Russell Barkley Phd, and my favorite YouTuber Jessica McCabe from “How to ADHD”. There are classes for everyone. There are classes on what you need to know to make college successful. How to plan and organize meals, Classes on current research, Sessions on 504 and IEP’s, classes on parenting with ADHD. Continuing Education classes for people who have to do that kind of thing. Like I said something for everyone. Best thing about this conference is that you are surrounded by people who understand what you are going through and they won’t look at you funny when you mention that you had to wash the same load of laundry 3 times before you finally remembered to put it in the dryer or that in order to find your keys you have to put them in the fridge. Yes it is sponsored by a few pharmaceutical companies but I leave with some new ideas to try and feeling that I am not alone in this great big world and when drag my husband along who is the only NeuroTypical in my house he realizes he is not the only one trying to understand the logistics of what is going on in my head. If you want to find out more about it you can find it at CHADD.org, ADD.org, or ADHDcoaches.org. All their websites have lots of good info also.",6.717286821705429,7.619657701902753,7.0740105708245276,72.42760500352362,65.00422832980972,10.196730091613816,32.89140239605356,10.203070172399654,3.472074615926708,2035,81,346,46,30,662,228,473,0.019,0.858,0.12300000000000001,0.9954,3,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,12,5,3,26,11,1,0,19,1,46,3,1,3,2,69,69,29,0,6,14,3,1,1,0,4,1,3,0,1,38,20,1,0,17,3,1,7,4,2,0,1,9,7,34,9,69,53,9,60,0,1,3,0,33,27,0,12,25,261,72,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7480047290061039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860176836875242,0.0,0.13574553830996727,0.04708066076927302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912673878442655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03449179175267604,0.0,0.09629403289197984,0.0,0.059379197191225676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501147554708531,0.0,0.0,0.03737180122264619,0.0,0.047672678235254985,0.21626566246241066,0.0,0.0,0.053340365257445566,0.0,0.028609501011031067,0.0,0.0,0.06198268901265577,0.15514445270686436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647036705326496,0.04745820039576691,0.04525370206599918,0.062381727657988176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806933759926574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528789814032718,0.0,0.06387406068085072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892132588331586,0.15547962049640113,0.1383653637968026,0.0,0.059912046141764874,0.06147638330719045,0.11571762133715327,0.0,0.027643050813945955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751453265496036,0.0,0.0,0.048103895003594035,0.0,0.0,0.03776884741770214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600244381293117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195475057516234,0.0,0.054647136848883386,0.12035095261940595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834134943854865,0.08606614601744064,0.0,0.0,0.12565497393911856,0.0,0.0,0.0784535090855614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376084433476795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249560843019635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409624541119101,0.0,0.05382232949217773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047941647310088674,0.0435594992000412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518636622906652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518098004089364,0.03625538705371028,0.0,0.0,0.032993352001064236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683077118802946,0.0,0.0,0.17671121238990892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012038478597046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524519740072615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505815055861625 adhd,Perfectly_Disabled,2018/11/13,"Fun Post? Odd one out, ADHDer who hates video games!!! I never realized this before I got more into the online ADHD community but . . . y'all REALLY like video games. And it makes total sense in a neurological sense; instant gratification, interactive and literally made to be captivating. But I've just never really been interested to be honest. I had access to them since I was a kid, my sister loves video games. And don't get me wrong I hyperfixed on different things, Books and Movies mostly. You know diving into the fandom, knowing everything about the world and the characters. Reading and writing fanfiction (though they never where finished.) But every time I'd start a game I'd be really interested for a while and then I'd completely forget about if for months. I don't think I've ever finished a game. Hell I didn't even really understand the concept of video games having an end until I had friends who were major gamers. Me not being into video games is bittersweet, I really wish I could get into them because I know there are a lot of great games with amazing story lines and beautiful cinematography (or whatever you call it for videogames), which is what I'm into when it comes to movies and books, but I'm really glad I'm not into them because THAT SHIT IS EXPENSIVE. Any other ADHDers that feel like the odd ones out because they don't like video games?? Any ADHDers truly appalled by my lack of interest and feel they can convince me to try again?? GO AT IT!",4.621991838016007,6.747777364620942,5.72067493329148,75.49895620781669,71.38267148014441,8.860712603986816,26.122900643541044,9.43228470229965,2.5124962800188344,1178,39,204,28,23,390,159,277,0.111,0.6609999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9927,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,6,0,10,18,3,0,13,0,20,3,1,2,5,51,41,21,0,4,9,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,13,20,0,0,8,18,1,2,9,4,0,2,8,2,25,14,27,28,6,31,1,0,0,1,27,13,2,4,18,136,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186000238694666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185808264218574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310834027748604,0.0,0.10752293834211836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902755012998113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884783510222176,0.13248591444286875,0.0,0.0,0.10088807027326452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201916468577846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191733486887066,0.0,0.0,0.0834594991592915,0.11429973220670407,0.106463636189027,0.0,0.11356409900579185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778268895056635,0.09027151286344988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762531831420887,0.0,0.13203562838991142,0.0,0.07181322329110912,0.0,0.10106152730052058,0.13931219734391945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475420640615155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833223176157428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519914218922556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742663862233913,0.11404471165624927,0.119564759595599,0.08434619114357808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085923876610853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923695533726328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124942959899828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101782165698903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639405985740831,0.0,0.4856961912100112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970658566801924,0.10452618616377476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943816287666112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839478796210052,0.08096629935769173,0.12414792588032753,0.0,0.07368145348922665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579005391221854,0.0,0.0,0.13154507587176895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453076087963703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815467616471816,0.0,0.0 adhd,bshendy,2018/11/13,"Need Help Experimenting with Adderall XR and How to Use it with ADD So I've recently been diagnosed at the age of 24 with ADD. I've started noticing some signs, and the psychologist and family physician said with a 99% certainty I have ADD. My doctor recommended that I start out with 25mg of Adderall XR. We've scheduled another appointment in a month to see if I will need to adjust my prescription or change medication. **Just a little bit of background into my life and what I do:** I work every weekday from 8:00am to 5:30pm. A lot of my work requires me to be detail oriented and to be on top of what I'm doing. I'm also in graduate school, which keeps me busy for an extra 2-4 hours for roughly 2-3 days out of the week. I'm also trying to work out more often (one of my problems was that I couldn't work out or run for more than 15 minutes, because I lose interest very quickly). All-in-all I'm looking to stay active and stay focused for a whole work day, 8:00am - 9:30pm **My experience thus far with medication:** ***Experience 1:*** After being prescribed, I skipped out on the first couple days, because I can simply get through the day without my prescription. The days where I sit in my office and plan events and get work done are when I need it though. I took one 25mg Adderall XR at 10:00am. I didn't feel anything after 2 hours and I didn't feel like focus or attention span has changed since taking it. While I probably shouldn't go outside of what my doctor told me to do, I took another at 12:00pm. After 30 minutes I'm pretty wired and I can definitely feel myself being focused in my work. My mind is less scrambled, I'm able to prioritize my tasks and assignments, and I'm able to easily remember and recall the small details of the work that needs to be done in my office. The only downside of this was that after the work day, I couldn't go to sleep until 3am. My appetite was curbed, but not to the point where I couldn't eat. It was curbed to where I was fine with eating a small healthy 1 serving dinner and a single apple for dessert. I'm overweight, so it's at this point that I believe that my medication's side effects can help me out in having a healthier diet. Another side effect I had throughout the day was that for whatever reason I couldn't stop chewing/gnawing on my tongue. I've discovered that this side effect is easily negated if I just buy some gum that I can chew on throughout the day. ***Experience 2:*** A couple of days pass since the last time I used Adderall XR the first time, and I decided that I should take just 1 for the day like my doctor prescribed, because I need to eventually tell him if the prescription works. After the first experience I decided to take it right before I leave my apartment to go to work at about 7:40 am. I felt almost nothing throughout the day... and I actually felt like I was having a negative effect while driving to work. I was actually losing focus while driving to work. Perhaps someone can explain this for me. Other than that I haven't had any real noticeable changes in my focus. ***Experience 3:*** This is today, and I've actually taken 2 Adderall XRs. I took one right when I woke up at 6:50am and another right before I leave my apartment at 7:40am. Again I didn't get the exact same feeling as I did in my first experience. I'm, definitely more focused than I was in my second experience, and I can actually recall my route to work and can even remember the cars I passed by. However, It still feels like I'm having lapses in focus throughout the day. I definitely wasn't nearly on top of it as I was in my first experience. **Overall: (TL:DR)** So after having my medication for a week and a half, I've only used it for 3 days. Each day had very different results in what I was feeling. Would anyone have knowledge in this realm as far as what steps I should take to use my medication as effectively possible. I understand each person is different, but tips would be appreciated. I'm new to this so if anyone has any recommendations in general I would be greatly appreciative! 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In almost every thread, I feel I can connect with a lot of the struggles, mindsets and stories people share since having ADHD is a lot of work, frustrations and fears, and reading peoples feedback and stories and tips is great, I'm really learning a lot about myself and my diagnose. ADHD as I said, can be frustrating. Bad sleep, anxiety, depression etc. ad infinitum. BUT! I wanna talk about the positive sides as well, because I think there are several things that is so easy to forget can be helpful and a great self-motivator. For my own part my ADHD helps me with my curiosity; I'm always trying to learn new things, I love reading about stuff I didnt already know, no matter how uninteresting or silly it might seem, and I'm almost always keen about trying new stuff as well! My ADHD makes me really creative; I love playing music, listening to music, wanting to try learning more and more instruments, trying to paint and write and draw. I dont even care if I'm any good, its just fun to do for myself. My ADHD makes me empathize with others; I know people are not always what they seem, and some struggles can easily not be visible, and people are shaped by their experiences. Do you have any positives living with ADHD?",5.937971991701242,6.998583074688799,6.735827282157679,73.5980147821577,66.80082987551867,9.344502074688798,30.000259336099585,9.516144504307137,2.8664790456431533,1015,36,171,20,16,336,134,241,0.079,0.6459999999999999,0.275,0.9961,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,1,11,21,2,3,7,0,22,4,1,3,0,47,40,21,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,10,17,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,3,24,14,25,34,9,6,0,1,0,2,12,4,0,11,2,123,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6390120355751686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212306049425645,0.0,0.0838221648568142,0.0,0.1896108319632608,0.0,0.0,0.10330885730567588,0.0,0.058108094005270325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342222864309309,0.04630363595347522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744481897466611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542300038005458,0.0770963441458214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902287199214448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471387826001671,0.05016991553083908,0.0,0.0639983667349246,0.0,0.0,0.07430205147693401,0.0,0.08547450290417449,0.03840693255729707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371044015021843,0.0,0.2512337568604464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182684941660627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348968122354834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707280416029422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937317659368452,0.13711114032957725,0.0,0.10140586338637796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058003339985695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672251002177175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225572334522875,0.0,0.210640418451944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195824011699774,0.0,0.09732200301589328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722539892634147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382996488010639,0.07924134881701232,0.0858115572433249,0.0,0.06283370956478501,0.0,0.0760134209590905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588167681685108,0.1739087670613353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610526169598918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092699026483426,0.04867118111824658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628351722779129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480232941500501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659174365047366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055298739685232384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WaitWhaat1,2018/11/13,"Magnesium brands? I've been hearing for a while that drinking lots of water and magnesium supplements are recommended for people on adderall. I down my fair share of H20, but does anyone have any suggestions for brands of magnesium they like? Supplements are a whole world of confusion to me, so I'd really appreciate some direction.",7.908275862068965,9.7331675862069,7.968448275862072,63.75887931034484,62.793103448275865,13.386206896551723,36.91379310344829,12.602617957971056,5.814744827586208,272,13,41,11,4,88,45,58,0.045,0.753,0.20199999999999999,0.8336,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,10,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561865855244048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634155651894832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32967544463328863,0.0,0.0,0.3690480402435974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245975601311275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404928512358498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202789571476995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611743609599995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413403100110343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206011040605365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rbarton90,2018/11/13,I'm not alone That is awesome,-3.531428571428574,-4.094823428571427,-0.7392857142857139,106.59678571428572,140.42857142857142,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-1.2397999999999991,24,1,6,0,2,8,7,7,0.0,0.40700000000000003,0.593,0.7041,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AArkitekt,2018/11/13,"Suppression of hyperactive symptoms Hello, I am a 19yo male currently looking to get diagnosed as I have had almost every symptom for as long as I can remember... I was checked for ADHD as a child but I guess they didn’t catch anything then. Since I am looking to finally move forward I’ve been thinking a lot about hyperactivity vs inattentive ADHD and I am wondering if it is possible that I at some point decided to “turn inward” with my ADHD symptoms as to not further annoy my parents or teacher? Maybe RSD? Like I haven’t really thought about ADHD since I got cursed out sophomore year but within the past week I’ve been think about it more since I graduated a year ago and still have not done anything with my life despite having dreams and how when I think about ADHD I become more aware of my symptoms. I ask this because in elementary school I was your typical ADHD kid as well as in middle school but in high school I just kind of shut everyone out and I started to experience “social anxiety” while still having extreme attention issues but I can still feel the nervous energy and when I fidget it does help but I just worry that either I do not really have ADHD or that I’ve made myself so introverted that the hyperactive symptoms are now “social anxiety” Sorry if this is all over the place and thanks for any help!",5.3429803921568615,6.690765121568627,6.455000000000003,74.01583333333336,68.37254901960785,9.431372549019608,31.02941176470589,9.725611199111238,3.1167647058823538,1066,43,186,24,18,357,143,255,0.06,0.847,0.09300000000000001,0.884,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,15,6,1,1,8,0,22,7,0,2,1,43,38,28,0,2,16,1,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,9,10,0,1,9,1,1,3,5,2,1,0,10,3,28,4,32,28,6,34,0,0,2,0,12,15,0,9,19,136,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6327555745695927,0.0,0.06667344127193707,0.0,0.07531682440197578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114868869703117,0.0,0.11507833456173952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379085341857307,0.0,0.07031574725966212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045850284722776496,0.08306891112228164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634150660917527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582103685907889,0.07697092284862073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633717693257894,0.07187102855342449,0.0,0.07357457239701135,0.0,0.0,0.03803089664167893,0.0,0.0,0.08239421017880542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03929666355869555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015620004213845,0.0,0.08285765565272306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082987959878084,0.07946863642739896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850477957291759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832470946609876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312648483581522,0.036746184701386714,0.0,0.0,0.06656279030318699,0.1263230896394688,0.0,0.0,0.06394499010096258,0.0,0.07117012564865519,0.0,0.0,0.07556344333281488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994150017046275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351720857607597,0.0,0.07180110116383429,0.0,0.0,0.07858352720731937,0.0,0.07110236078248601,0.08479346115077277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636913940307353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520378189793679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836438239754206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665554536332785,0.0,0.0,0.15334416947809956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419688552540479,0.053237469897034435,0.0,0.18020006951621567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908852296632314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692477439747822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458394893487464,0.0,0.0597122027099901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181217665822389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033282930962368,0.0,0.06762719825552574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156731466550864,0.0,0.07638434831963943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687181649173536 adhd,mommynerd,2018/11/13,"I guess my meds *are* helping! Haven't been on meds that long. A month or two, trying a couple different ones, settling on focalin/zoloft. I've definitely noticed I'm able to get things done and stay on top of stuff. I haven't been wasting quite as much time. Today I just realized how well they're working. I get my kids to school by 9:15, I often don't shower until after they're at school. Today I work at 1:30. Normally I'd feel like I had time for one thing plus a shower and lunch in that time frame. Today, however, I have: Showered, gone shopping (at target with a list I didn't deviate from!), done laundry (including putting some away), done dishes, actually cooked myself a lunch, cleaned the cat box, cleaned a plugged sink (well, tried, drano isn't clearing it), started a new art project for Xmas, and am now hanging with my pets for half an hour before heading out. I kept looking at the clock expecting it to be time to go already and found I had extra time! Prior to meds this day would have been: Showered, gone shopping (at target with no list and bought too much stuff we didn't need), come home with drive thru, and sat on my butt for a couple hours as they flew by. 👌",4.4130265957446815,5.278795970212767,4.750039893617026,87.16718750000004,70.14893617021275,7.406914893617022,27.87898936170213,7.413659706084162,1.3889202127659577,923,31,190,9,16,291,146,235,0.01,0.922,0.068,0.8816,6,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,11,0,20,6,2,1,1,29,37,12,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,1,9,14,4,1,3,4,3,8,7,0,2,4,17,2,18,3,35,18,4,42,0,0,1,1,4,13,1,4,21,116,27,5,0.1033262128223992,0.0,0.10083147872927156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402304521856466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707837823757873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879229967766889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900638321835559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865697838401464,0.0,0.06663685930613505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079539005360498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172157694364994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052244837808326304,0.0738162670858755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132918591469862,0.0,0.0,0.10796736313507968,0.0,0.058722667900478365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382547252410935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604250396890252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925738243176505,0.0,0.10364461616530596,0.0,0.20351101229896112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047996837641736,0.0,0.0,0.09144044686152623,0.08676799539913974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443163876552082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247399728526751,0.0,0.15191331058177246,0.07661507756612025,0.0,0.09979310021025882,0.0,0.0,0.10123775033371966,0.0,0.11763757813982892,0.0,0.0,0.14003303182372734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387138277799013,0.0,0.10990014601155657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091432873989949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313482525279293,0.11013199487860334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365675862036322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729068909636147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30125172812066753,0.0,0.29382350441605554,0.0,0.0,0.14030343199133505,0.0,0.10093469604154924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580534861328432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504454270879239,0.0,0.0,0.07339997701515873,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,QueenOfDepression,2018/11/13,"I'm afraid I wont get the help I need... Sorry if I have any grammar errors since I type super fast... I hope this falls under the rules Hi friends! I just found this subreddit and figure I could spew my thoughts here! &#x200B; So recently my college has been cracking down on ADHD tests because they offer the screening here. Many people who dont need the help are basically going and attempting to get medication to help with studying. Ill tell you about myself, I have has all the symptoms that everyone talks about since elementary school; I used to get placed in empty offices by myself with someone to help me focus. My family doesn't believe in many mental illnesses including ADHD. I have gone throughout my life just acting like the symptoms arent there and that I will eventually get over them. I am 18 and they havent gone away. I am an honor student but thats mostly due to my mother forcing me to focus etc. I am in my third year of college and I c ant take it anymore and I need help. Today I went for a screening and the lady mentioned that ""Many kids come in for tests and majority of them don't get diagnosed due to them not actually having it"" this worries me I am afraid that I will not get my diagnoses because of other people trying to get the help they don't need. Long story short, what do I do? Should I through with the $300 screening and hope for the best or should I just forget about it and go somewhere else?",4.926526315789474,5.76674572280702,5.662105263157897,81.18473684210528,68.96491228070175,8.105263157894738,29.035087719298247,8.20500826718156,1.9590350877192984,1141,40,219,15,19,372,153,285,0.10099999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.071,-0.5038,1,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,1,6,4,10,9,0,2,12,0,26,8,0,1,1,38,50,14,0,10,8,1,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,1,14,14,0,0,3,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,6,3,41,7,31,38,5,26,0,0,3,0,22,11,0,5,8,151,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.09438205355839664,0.0,0.232470603090843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479306575777368,0.1175220066160631,0.06577102510519088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591749198786488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086901044843612,0.0,0.0,0.11791583731283098,0.0,0.0,0.10896718522396036,0.1014987537610865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331331974719222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722082896237706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633188164417595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133518596843456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807948255134682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786526458833512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924174469324674,0.0,0.0,0.09117638592109313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604543791776272,0.07472348303937087,0.0,0.35371528340538977,0.0,0.10993324816262816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889650768014536,0.0,0.0,0.192124041644518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831423164304422,0.0472511475480928,0.0,0.0,0.08559169479464243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29416823735226416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097432422397899,0.09746820804200436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868583678571829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410308284776246,0.0,0.10104890804575116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954965851446255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788298853411886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001096506216786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194818531407468,0.0,0.0,0.10826700767387823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105244461464308,0.07271931165085946,0.0777376365886109,0.08453511188927912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678266801301127,0.0,0.0,0.0916766142214058,0.0,0.0,0.06566464262706895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353262343552281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965783045030172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822103007825987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175220066160631,0.062282717668509714 adhd,plzhaveice,2018/11/13,"No friends :( The big think for me having adhd is I can’t make any friends, I don’t have the same interests as everyone else and I’m vary impulsive so it’s hard to have friends and it makes me sad 😢 ",-1.171287878787879,0.8776783863636375,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,94.6818181818182,5.660606060606061,20.96969696969697,7.1686216300943375,0.5406787878787878,155,6,39,3,6,52,34,44,0.193,0.586,0.221,0.3446,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,10,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,10,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348603531695922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972551482216534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423133174024981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771709451658201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6723139117413272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984258465447313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872432458262365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858628833188188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nickelshamilton,2018/11/13,"Manic depression in ADHD I never quite go into full blown mania and don't sink all the way into full depression but I can feel myself cycling between the two. Little ADHD backstory cause you guys seem to like that. 31 year old Male. Diagnosed at 8. Experienced severe depression with suicidal idolization while I was taking medication through JR High and have not regularly taken it since. I'm just wondering if others experience this and if I need to seek treatment ",4.0771428571428565,7.276226714285716,5.666952380952381,69.39471428571429,79.47619047619048,9.074285714285717,27.447619047619053,9.3871,3.584241904761905,380,16,56,12,10,128,70,84,0.205,0.7609999999999999,0.034,-0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,18,12,7,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,2,6,1,9,10,3,14,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,4,5,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42803870901026375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293875358473272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460144000682293,0.1807489722123907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419787652091767,0.0,0.0,0.09004335630275545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012078193870566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632868127367346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815288033163027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700162483699345,0.17848444500851435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793983744372286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204517454449755,0.1373474298833171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868665759582452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894115939520888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621187078005031,0.0,0.2011814042224772,0.0,0.147310855656731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947922553692787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389512422345065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739597476084249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135280435784492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312178848384695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467864628914776 adhd,LOLO98MN,2018/11/13,"Going to a 2nd psychiatrist.. how do I properly convey my symptoms? I've been to a psychiatrist before, that heard me for 15 minutes, prescribed me anti-psichotics for schizophrenia and schizoids, which was kind of a shock to me, since I don't exhibit symptoms of either. I'm afraid that I'll go to this psychiatrist and it'll be just a waste of time again. I've written down what I feel, and I plan on saying directly that I've been reading and investigating, and came upon r/ADHD and that I identify with most of the stuff you guys feel, and that it makes sense to me that it would be ADHD, and I will ask for atleast a test for ADHD, but I'm afraid that the symptoms I've described, will be shrugged of as another condition, or as me being lazy. What did you guys say or do at your appointment? Any tips? 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I have stuff I want to accomplish, but I can never do long term. It seems every 6 months I'm into something new and different. I just want to stick to my goals and what I want and go through with it. Thanks!",0.7984615384615381,2.612188076923079,2.3083076923076935,97.03669230769232,81.69230769230771,5.6984615384615385,18.09230769230769,6.742157984588678,-0.2240046153846152,188,4,45,2,5,61,36,52,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.7959,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,29,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779196237303609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412150373049414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117732371230047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47081382811184397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123234286046583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051602039671867,0.2569102248608402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216184596613205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478439273505755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045131959940526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490255952592696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706916418996816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mehcokurs,2018/11/13,"I might have ADHD I dont even know where to begin. I always felt different than the others. I never had friends in kindergarten and in school. I remember back in kindergarten I used to run back and forth with a baby stroller. I was always bored when it came to doing things with others. I hated the touch of wooden pens until high school, I literally couldn't touch it otherwise I'd get chills and feel weird. In primary school I always got bad grades and I hated maths, I could never solve tasks. The only thing I was good at was English. I could never study without my mom shouting with me to freaking sit down and study. I need to mention I could only study in complete silence, any little noise would make me mad. After fifth grade I never studied I could always cheat or find other ways to make my grades decent or acceptable so I wouldnt fail class. I was never interested in anything in school. I played a lot of computer games though, 12-18hours a day. Now I'm high school this is my last year and I'm graduating soon. 2018 was hell for me, I was/am depressed (not really sure if I'm still depressed, my past few weeks been ok) but I still have anxiety. I always had intrusive thoughts even as a little kid. Not a while ago I realized that my mind is always going, it jumps from one thought to the other but it's not rare to have two or more thoughts at the same time. I always have some music going on in my mind. I can't remember when was the last time I could sit in one place without shaking my legs or tapping the desk with my fingers or playing with something with my hands. My hand writing is terrible, sometimes I can't read my own handwriting. Sometimes when I write words I change up letters because my mind is going too fast or I just don't think at all. I realized this summer that I was always tense, my shoulders and neck. I think that's because of my anxiety but not sure, anyways I could improve that by paying attention to my body if I'm tense or not and if I am I just relax my muscles.I always had tiks as a kid and I still have but I can control them luckily. Whenever I take caffeine or drink coffee I don't feel any effects really, most of the times it makes me even sleepier. I sometimes feel like I'm on the go or if I was in a rush when in fact I have nowhere to be. I've never had a girlfriend, I could've got a few but whenever we're done with getting to know eachother and actually doing something together I always cut connections and just leave her alone because I got ""bored"" and I got my satisfaction by knowing I could get her. I know it sounds weird. I'm always anxious about what others think about me and how they see me. What if my hair doesn't look good? I might have a booger better wipe my nose (every 5mins). I better check my face in the mirror or my front camera. What if my breath smells? Better chew a gum (I go through a pack a day). I always grind my teeth even though I take magnesium and vitamins and I live a healthy lifestyle. I excercise 6 days a week because it makes me tired and I can fall asleep immediately. I've never had sleeping problems in my life, but getting up in the morning is hell for me. I recently also realized that my toes are always curled but I think my anxiety causes that too. I have never had serious troubles remembering things unless it's a subject in school, I can't study, I read something but it feels like I only read the words and don't actually understand what it is. As a kid I never looked people in the eyes, I looked at their mouth. Now that I am older I learned how to keep eye contact but sometimes I can't decide if I look their left eyes or right but nobody pointed that out for me so I think I hide that good. Oh back to the remembering things, I can always feel if I have an appointment like I know I need to do something but don't know when and what. Shit I might have problems with remembering things. I'm impulsive, I've thrown my phones to the ground, punched my monitor so hard it broke, punched the walls several times my knuckles fractured. I've never had problems with knowing what people feel, I could always tell their emotions so I really hope I'm not autistic (no offense to autists). I forgot several times the microwave or oven on, only the burning smell made me realize that I forgot the food in them. Last week in the morning I was preparing for school, I put on my shoes took out an energy drink from the fridge I was ready to go. I forgot my speaker so I went back to my room, put down my energy drink and went out of my room thinking I was ready to go. I realized I forgot my energy drink in my room, quickly went back for it and left. On the way to school I remembered I forgot my speaker. I always forget my gym bag at home. While brushing my teeth I always decide to take caffeine pills so they would wake me up, well as soon as I'm done with brushing my teeth the thought of taking caffeine pills are gone. There are a lot more I could write but it's already long enough. Thank you if you read it all the way to the end. 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I’ve been medicated for a few years and I think I’ve found a level of meds that work for me without making anxiety worse. I’ve slowly been getting better about focusing and it’s easier for me to start projects. However I still have problems avoiding craming/last minute rushes. When I try to make a schedule I never stick to it. If I know the time limits are self-imposed I rarely follow through. Any tips on how to follow through on a schedule?",2.78693567251462,5.039380863157895,3.9287719298245634,85.69584795321641,77.21052631578948,6.32748538011696,27.39766081871345,7.3871296695380915,1.6144152046783633,382,16,72,5,9,124,63,95,0.059000000000000004,0.8290000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.5679,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,4,1,15,13,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,16,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914434221047295,0.0,0.19027710873897696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199807086118616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727186601141461,0.0,0.0,0.12995070798535688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366950286763388,0.20274744380892212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33205726026032856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762819988528989,0.25056843754689945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918352438527076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23800019217454965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594787353395264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605176312577514,0.0,0.19863540982867164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937558752574274,0.0,0.0,0.14503595980987133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688707567789569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397660118148337,0.0,0.18107777383407214,0.0,0.2534762397753901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017340910031266 adhd,ABurlyKeel,2018/11/13,"brain scan in Seattle I'm very curious about getting a brain scan. Does anybody have any suggestions for where to go in the Seattle area? I've done a Google search but was hoping for some recommendations from people who have done this before. Thanks.",3.955434782608698,6.9312254130434825,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,77.47826086956522,6.288695652173913,24.417391304347824,7.554174236665415,1.3397617391304353,203,7,36,3,5,61,37,46,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8536,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,3,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,7,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726080672234812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218063008577132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819756046286223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281092710323765,0.5335005931091275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361864489854534,0.0,0.14814164918175793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588986758089729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071195189317601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399848612616532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150755213904684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ByakuyaRyuzaki,2018/11/13,How do you bring up attention problems to your doctor? I've been having serious attention problems that have affected my schooling(junior in college) which is adversely affecting me in other ways. How do you recommend bringing this up to a physician? I feel like they will just assume that I am looking for some adderall.,7.606071428571429,9.59512175,7.359285714285718,67.2357142857143,63.64285714285714,11.314285714285715,40.785714285714285,11.20814326018867,5.5436571428571435,262,15,37,8,4,83,45,56,0.17300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.083,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,4,0,12,12,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,1,7,10,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,1,33,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854902026869331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904322030872049,0.26905996753992273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839992618019298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31626896004422633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7207558219105956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894627490240866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,burnalicious111,2018/11/13,"Job overwhelm and coaching recommendations? I recently started a new job that requires a lot more time-management and organizational skills than I currently have. I genuinely don't know how to handle it. Neurotypical people here have problems with it, so my main problem right now is sorting out what's a problem for me, and what's a problem in general so that I can tell my manager expectations are unreasonable. I don't know what kind of help to look for. I think my ideal would involve hiring someone who knows how to get organized and manage time to sit with me as I work through part of my day, and I explain to them what I'm trying to do -- what my options for spending my time are, what I'm asked to do, why it's difficult to juggle all of it. Hopefully they can help me 1) create a system for managing these many threads, and 2) give me feedback about whether I'm just overwhelmed because of ADHD, or I'm overwhelmed because too much is being asked of me. Does anyone have suggestions for where I could find this help?",9.028484848484847,7.145825282828287,9.021313131313134,69.56863636363637,61.32323232323232,12.032323232323234,41.19191919191919,10.746095033038511,4.362440404040404,818,38,151,16,9,269,116,198,0.081,0.826,0.09300000000000001,0.1002,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,5,10,11,0,3,5,0,16,0,0,2,1,36,32,13,0,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,22,3,26,29,6,14,0,3,1,0,14,4,0,5,8,107,37,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471699734835066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583409134218744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25626132599327245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670984838835409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942960452047217,0.0,0.0,0.08839102626632779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994031807321695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252684649155085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160711151568598,0.13147845521467047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756011240658656,0.0,0.0,0.13612944964808332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272017694081904,0.0,0.0,0.14272474294911403,0.22597036169674706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509414219490173,0.0,0.0,0.11652175076364317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895522882660913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075334856456844,0.0,0.0,0.13237140276014125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484203818847202,0.0,0.0950187113903978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245837153489938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353281709851031,0.0,0.0,0.11704672326341473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161287392350924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701030821702827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979467180603184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782118732373359,0.0,0.0,0.2397587433473685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930533376837904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367346373812453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977980531979598,0.0,0.0,0.09736202101735952,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LandLord420,2018/11/13,"Visualizing Game maps Since I could remember, when I am bored or even doing something/talking to someone I am often visualizing video game worlds/maps/locations that I spent much time in. I fly through these worlds remembering the location of every box or wall, every corner and vantage point. Imagining what would be the best thing to do at each place depending on circumstances. I can not switch this off and it keeps me awake many nights as I am restlessly imagining fictional locations. I feel like this distracts me and pulls me away from engaging with the world at times.",10.270776699029128,9.479136466019419,9.170213592233015,66.00755339805828,58.12621359223302,13.676893203883495,40.01747572815536,12.688352899677879,5.2098054368932045,468,20,79,14,5,146,77,103,0.07,0.841,0.08900000000000001,0.4543,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,18,12,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,3,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,13,8,3,18,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,4,5,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209240482220145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257329218487979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173889041331872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420707298815919,0.0,0.3624600351448294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876041713831862,0.1536666269174231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118969814909312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508640945332408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807642383781212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581223688391217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185565420849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247324663363802,0.0,0.20333789368898286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873300226545922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793195154075372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822525166633614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288826901335658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290208604062113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508516821068319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280001724571154,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BandicootSVK,2018/11/13,"Learning for finals I´m learning for my finals. I´m going to electrical engineering high school (I´m 18), and this is the last year out of 4 (my country´s school system is a little bit different from the western schools systems in UK and USA, but in it´s basics it´s still the same). As I was diagnosed with ADHD, I find it hard to learn and concentrate on learning, even when I have huge motivation and good mood to do so. Today, I´ve been learning slovak language for around 20 minutes, but I had to stop because I started feeling stressed, my chest felt heavy and I felt like I was about to throw up. I try to concentrate very hard so that my thoughts won´t travel elsewhere, but everytime I try to concentrate hard after some time I have trouble to not get those feelings. I´ve tried to relax, take some time off and return to the subject after 10-15 minutes, but after reading the first line of text, these feelings returned and I had to immediatelly stop, because I´ve felt like I was about to faint. Any of you experience the same thing? How do I solve this situation?",9.678009950248756,7.76868695024876,8.794626865671644,71.78756218905475,60.09452736318409,11.321393034825865,40.24378109452736,9.725611199111238,3.848237810945273,851,36,153,12,9,267,120,201,0.081,0.8029999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.8594,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,1,7,0,12,3,1,2,0,36,23,16,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,14,3,0,3,1,2,0,1,10,9,18,4,33,13,5,33,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,20,100,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024954399346638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501777341865566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112941569382702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524218593689233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648927756786455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268924986480521,0.0,0.13061911616393845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257442047613528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229338590622865,0.0,0.0,0.18964135167232016,0.0,0.36011593565569866,0.27390623182867097,0.11426586225653512,0.1063418059156642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531770263616236,0.0,0.07105165206501794,0.10486070422921044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359796413807386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209031742130045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019078499091014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215675062355595,0.12530271635696003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505366494509462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795802358603256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052753019602207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848968113138128,0.0,0.09984099997103056,0.2090443564813944,0.1432097960777027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399935535755297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305762171750512,0.0,0.0,0.09925178239459803,0.14580013978037049,0.0,0.11850418331171553,0.0,0.0,0.2546407798672675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315445519840773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050867338878602 adhd,_Arlotte_,2018/11/13,"School, work and just trying to straighten yourself out in general? Any advice would be helpful... This post might end up a little long, sorry for the blocks of texts! **General background and family:** After years of bad habits and constantly being late and needing more time for things, I came to the understanding that I most likely like had adhd-PI after a long time friend who was diagnosed with it, suggested it to me... After much research and having a kind of mental breakdown last year before I graduated, I had get help. I told my doc how I was feeling and went a bunch of different kinds of anti-depressants/anxiety medications until I narrowed down the problem to attention or potentially something else after failing to do a summer course after graduation.... Went to a psych and realized I wasn't depressed(it was situational/environmental), but that I may have problems with attention and anxiety(I know I'm anxious lol) So then my doc prescribed me wellbutrin first too see if it would help, but I didn't really feel a difference... Eventually we tried adderall, and it kinda worked, but sometimes I got weird symptoms(drank orange juice one time and felt off or I just felt a little off at times?) Finally, we tried vyvanse and I felt pretty darn great(but I hate not having an appetite or feeling mad thirsty), so I currently have that now, but I'm not consistent with it... I'm pretty sure my whole family has it...(Adhd for brother, sister and Dad, and Add for mom and me) My brother was prescribed ritalin when he was younger, but my parents didn't keep up with it at the time nor did they provide the structure and routine that was necessary to have along with medication, so he currently just lives an aimless lifestyle with no planning whatsoever. My dad can't ever stay still and has a lot of issues with impulse control, even though he's more organized and has a routine with his job. But any disruption to it will freak him out. Mom is never on time and is very absent minded, never really paying attention when you talk to her. I'm mostly like that too. **School:** After thinking about my education over the years, I realized I always had a problem with finishing things on time or organizing myself when the work required more effort than what was presented in class. This really didn't become a big problem until high school, when I needed to read textbooks more, but sometimes I'd forget assignments and if the teacher was more lax and not scary, you could get away with this. Lots of times I'd be doodling in class or trying not to nod off(I try my best to pay attention, but sometimes I just get sleepy?) I'd also be staying up late often or doing big papers the night before. I could never finish my tests on time and even didn't finish all my sections on the SAT, but was able to do well enough. I was able to get by with these habits and have B-ish grades but once I went to college, it all came falling apart. In college I had more and more trouble getting to school on time(Your parents don't take you anymore...I'd have to commute by train, car or bus at times; about an hr away) Math was a struggle because you have to constantly practice problems. I was a bio major and around half way through, I literally couldn't read textbooks in a timely fashion. sometimes, it'd literally take an hr to get through 2-3 pgs... The power pts were most helpful for me but this caused suffering in the long term. Slowly I'd be writing my papers the morning of they were due. I was bad at proof reading. My doodlings on the margins of notebooks also filled the sides. I'd have grades that were just inconsistent and mostly low Bish to C-ish again, just getting by... This got so bad that around my last year I started missing assignments for some classes, would skip a class due to immense anxiety from not having work done and being late or just getting depressed and reclusive. I almost dropped out during my final semester because I literally felt as if I couldn't function anymore, but I stuck through but finished very poorly. I'm thankful that my teachers were so kind and would be easy on me, since I would never miss a day or would always go to office hrs, but this was not the way to go, especially with how things turned out my final semester. **Employment:** Sometimes it feels as if I can't do simple things? I'd wind up aiming lower with my employment and doing things that required the bare minimum, then feel frustrated because I was underachieving... But when I'd have retail jobs such as cashier, I feel like I'd have trouble with doing multiple step processes(having to talk on the intercom, forgetting steps later, always having to ask for help, etc) I'd mainly struggle with finishing on time, or forgetting small steps. I recently got another job at a medical office, and when I'd mention potentially having trouble just memorizing steps, they'd say it's so easy, even a high-schooler can do it...(So it's concerning because I feel like I should be getting these things quickly, but I'm not) **Social:** It takes me a long time to gather my thoughts when asked something on the spot, and other times I can often be a little air headed or ditsy. I often have the appearance of someone being put together or sounding knowledgeable, but it feels like I overcompensated for feeling exactly the opposite inside. Others also comment on me looking spaced out and honestly I have to remind myself to focus during a conversation and not let my thoughts go off track. I'm also directionally challenged(always need a gps) and can't seem to remember names most of the time(I also forget to introduce myself often). **Current:** Currently, I'm trying to work on myself, time time management and have better habits, and more structure/routine. I wanted to continue with grad school, but all the junk last year and my bad panic attacks from being in a school setting have been put on delay. I definitely intend to go back, but It's really hard for me to read the textbooks(like 2 pgs per hr) and study effectively. I want to be consistent and stop falling back into the forgetful habits. I recently watched a video by Jim Rohn that changed my mindset and thinking and brought several other books to read, but I'm tired of feeling so caught up in the lost time or regretting how things turned out vs what I initially had planned. I'm like a baby trying to start all my learning and growth over again lol **Has anyone gone through anything similar?** I don't have the money to get a full evaluation by a professional at this time, and I don't know what information or resources they'd give me, but I do want to go back to school and become more independent, and I know it takes time, but **is there anything tips or tricks you guys did to help with thriving in school and learning new skills and work in a way that fits someone with low attentiveness?** I'm tired of feeling ""dumb"", disappointed, regretful or frustrated most of the time. **Note**: I do better with my medication, but I don't like the feeling of lack of appetite and dehydration to do it all the time. Each time I was supposed to go back to doc for a follow up with my medication, I'd forget and wasn't taking the medication consistently enough for us to really evaluate anything lol ",5.327099737914967,6.999918942647064,5.912514560279558,76.65605562026792,68.76470588235293,8.739079790331974,31.33299359347699,9.198373024795057,2.9017956464764127,5782,243,1004,114,101,1873,509,1360,0.121,0.792,0.087,-0.9935,15,0,2,0,0,0,207.0,3,5,4,21,57,54,7,3,65,3,110,11,1,8,13,264,204,123,0,29,60,9,17,8,1,10,10,2,0,1,51,85,0,7,39,7,5,27,29,35,1,3,56,22,106,19,170,118,37,204,0,11,3,0,52,69,2,39,108,698,157,56,0.0637226962983547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658229775401107,0.031134540661990038,0.0,0.0,0.031904537809196394,0.0,0.0,0.12739754301854547,0.10604477607799974,0.0,0.0,0.043333618627246266,0.033409401576533805,0.04874768825155162,0.035994254436381753,0.03159789596434345,0.02227819543914841,0.0,0.07865752429191533,0.05672670970168716,0.05957211910726647,0.036246883173251435,0.05986957079519521,0.09799764017226613,0.10641157942064723,0.07768952842158694,0.07037671162354757,0.05422332115154818,0.0,0.03343651919359069,0.05635754650590714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288178864532632,0.0,0.03273038116147977,0.03370508167782925,0.0,0.0,0.06886159679592635,0.035735211174725584,0.05087738783124672,0.0,0.0,0.02054793373265163,0.0,0.02744213247399567,0.03233859769530531,0.0,0.06657665494723551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032605221180410496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026616068019739716,0.0,0.028219697511014726,0.06584257942663574,0.035533825353354746,0.06313235988300192,0.028820413497537074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007208689535004,0.0,0.19332065940744933,0.06828526045191204,0.12236756299927387,0.10470764858108962,0.0,0.02710124645931301,0.0,0.0,0.02461599854456309,0.0,0.16646239379295752,0.030564308382191763,0.10864523038940233,0.0,0.07644729211332654,0.035127248814907974,0.0,0.0315477439017058,0.0,0.0,0.0285415097351027,0.031456485022031314,0.03269893520021954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813594033599354,0.06732652725801118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03325496962961536,0.09485241525416467,0.02831983017550705,0.0,0.09953607342305514,0.05253049108964692,0.07791375365720822,0.1078229654847421,0.0,0.0,0.03258038715491531,0.0,0.1245267626146332,0.09580032336589704,0.02813415414268144,0.11278516197546593,0.026755507959727604,0.0,0.034780425238047995,0.05417475764767722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925817376587962,0.03210874506530969,0.0337998553791798,0.032170878981285435,0.0746312517495791,0.0,0.0,0.023421756903349425,0.07087435781681553,0.09829374352981828,0.03077188858310245,0.0,0.029899716891087263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033931295936959927,0.021590074084053768,0.0,0.0,0.0373824271421021,0.07075651316664004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03051436423681358,0.06482889085827177,0.0,0.15243503604852887,0.0,0.06405891010666316,0.0,0.0,0.15934985141239466,0.0,0.10205597740404802,0.0,0.06291847503126344,0.0,0.036092696454391886,0.0,0.0,0.02533742286910129,0.0,0.2902084679084678,0.025389369372243467,0.029005374726461808,0.0,0.035994254436381753,0.0,0.02635603643508654,0.0,0.0,0.03247863204390164,0.05399203378563047,0.04905684481974088,0.15755844006049524,0.035666170726010984,0.04510325241889336,0.06791991567951715,0.025444513788914262,0.02663751370944249,0.0,0.06661679785173583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03002894356703258,0.0,0.1197788430723998,0.05121788951178236,0.0,0.029333648668637087,0.0,0.0,0.14817084776545522,0.0408309307782819,0.03130361278766637,0.05058870296664559,0.4458865998710375,0.07323986540764968,0.0,0.030444883544617593,0.0,0.15142234771629506,0.06931199513973364,0.0,0.033168787074086464,0.038325278839133635,0.0,0.0,0.05257789802677057,0.056377945912351686,0.07587016541140007,0.0,0.0,0.028647178380197886,0.08860736681842556,0.0,0.035572057374217515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917264551655673,0.0,0.0,0.13580032547063128,0.0,0.0,0.10258831796368956 adhd,chillhumanoid,2018/11/13,"Question about medication: I've always assumed that because of my weight i need a heavy dose of medications, but am just now realizing(a few days before I go back on Meds) that the reason I feel the side effects so heavy is because im at like 60-70mg of vyvanse/adderal/concerta(i tried them all, and never really gave them a chance to get adjusted, and my Doctor at the time didn't follow correct procedure) As I'm preparing to go back to a doctor, should I be thinking about it differently? For reference: i'm about 250 and 5'10. I think my other problem before was when i'd take it as a kid, i'd forget to take it everyday because i never set up a routine, when i took meds a few years back I only took it like 2 days a week for school and my body never got a chance to get used to it. The reason I want to go back on it is because I'm in a routine now of getting up at 7am and drinking coffee and making eggs every morning, so adding ""take meds"" to that shouldn't be difficult and I wouldn't take any days off because I just want to be normal. ",7.189681818181818,4.850307695454545,8.222727272727273,75.29409090909091,65.22727272727273,10.981818181818182,35.18181818181818,9.3871,3.0119909090909087,823,29,172,12,10,284,113,220,0.03,0.88,0.09,0.8737,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,15,4,0,0,13,0,11,9,1,5,5,36,37,14,0,8,3,0,2,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,10,7,3,0,10,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,6,2,17,2,29,25,3,35,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,20,106,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532481171424418,0.0,0.0,0.06973342746364156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153999850021308,0.0,0.3125493131252677,0.0,0.17451476023199167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390325254004045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983971648616456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713664091777153,0.0,0.20991623147121785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045406824189244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639773163488862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184932087014968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072500239830065,0.0,0.1748343326182879,0.0,0.08201379388188025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107651024702289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019562458845427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844890751156749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417097576201213,0.20660455722027496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603506694366816,0.2372647329615112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047133499548502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798932283360734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981207465791847,0.0,0.0,0.11487273360293082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569230378615598,0.21086459438542046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377998928786232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084012655178113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141209249993469,0.0,0.0,0.059794223388425424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278602850194085,0.06962063592953283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856508056355325,0.0,0.0,0.12096620057346345,0.0,0.0822546009196734,0.12487095051269015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603496551603402 adhd,Apocalypseguyff,2018/11/13,"ADHD, depression, and failing school ADHD and depression has been kicking my ass lately. Since this is r/ADHD, I will only talk about the adhd part and school. I feel like I can’t stay focused even when I have no phone with me or any other distracting objects. I just go into lala land and day dream about things or fall asleep doing so. I do take a pill that’s supposed to help, but it doesn’t do much of anything. When I’m at home, I tend to just be stuck in my thoughts, thinking to much about what’s going on in my life and using video games, tv, and food to distract myself from all the negative things, which results in late homework. I tried to teach myself a programming language but I had the same problem of not being able to focus. What can I do? (Please do not delete this post for whatever reason)",5.132037037037037,5.4203847962962985,5.441580246913585,84.90311111111113,68.32098765432099,7.961481481481481,27.928395061728395,7.554174236665415,1.4877758024691352,635,19,128,6,10,202,112,162,0.161,0.797,0.042,-0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,5,0,16,5,2,3,1,25,26,13,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,10,8,1,0,4,4,0,3,6,6,0,0,4,1,16,1,20,19,5,17,0,3,0,1,4,7,1,2,6,92,26,6,0.1301655904730403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6257349789632436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851706508995738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711519013222737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394603752448436,0.0,0.22422286468184294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597314488652193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581563358155712,0.09299032384225474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573967486778467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795220946607676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724725152118995,0.0,0.13056670029799136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936649113352741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193980600494736,0.06359233258718983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137337208496008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899679704089533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095664993810966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288273034618884,0.0,0.0,0.12466265458063545,0.0,0.0,0.12455089083572413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383190605476522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26346905353586564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076743215333963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873920036135892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097868324728118,0.10462217103729528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295246892862495,0.08340485451894042,0.0,0.1033369391980466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837389163743342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124212775147016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,11111ADHD11111,2018/11/13,"Vyvanse - what's the right dose? Hey all, *TLDR; I would love to just hear descriptions of how people feel throughout the course of the day when being effectively treated with Vyvanse at the right dosage so I can compare my experiences so far.* So since my last post, I actually ended up getting the green light from my doctor to see how Vyvanse works out for me. The problem is that I don't have a psychiatrist or anyone who I'm working directly with right now for my ADHD issues so I'm a bit left to my own devices. And as such, I'm having a hard time identifying exactly what the optimal dose of Vyvanse is for me. My doc prescribed me 20mg/day, but I started last week on 10 just to ease into it. Even at 10mg my first day on it last week was great. Literally like flicking on a light switch. I was almost in tears. I felt so excited at this whole new world of focus and productivity and not feeling like a lazy idiot! I stayed on 10 for the whole week and overall saw a huge improvement in my focusing and productivity. I did notice, however, that by early-mid afternoon I didn't really feel the effect so much any more. Yesterday (Monday) I started on 20mg/day and felt it pretty intensely for the morning, but then I felt like I was pretttty easily distracted/unfocused by the afternoon and wasn't really feeling as much of the drive/satisfaction from work as I'd been feeling previously. I guess ultimately I'd love to just hear a description of how one typically feels hour-by-hour when they're on the appropriate dosage and what I should be looking for in terms of signs I need to be upping my dosage. I imagine body weight plays a fairly large role in this? **Note:** just as a disclaimer I would obviously be working directly with my doctor before going into dosage experimentation, just looking for more info/experiences from others",5.4768644067796615,6.576389638418082,6.695833333333336,73.32815677966103,67.87005649717514,9.854802259887007,31.13418079096045,10.02789654360092,3.16300790960452,1468,58,267,35,24,496,183,354,0.04,0.8059999999999999,0.154,0.9925,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,7,19,11,1,0,22,0,20,8,1,6,3,50,46,27,0,5,9,0,11,3,0,3,4,2,0,0,12,14,1,0,12,1,0,1,4,2,0,2,11,20,31,9,50,28,10,51,0,0,5,2,7,25,0,3,26,177,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.09064320827004507,0.0,0.1116307629373022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930117795170506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316557546669108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064947958645135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903903234379839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014073106825834,0.10317525978442388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396148025465471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014524372248856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226930910673723,0.0,0.0,0.06135023982007831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172040470874065,0.0,0.0,0.2817953147673167,0.06635768269497662,0.2675549993341356,0.0,0.0,0.07900867191325599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852903233372681,0.0,0.0527891793689477,0.0,0.0,0.10240699744194452,0.1023242557033327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832074931297051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093782480650668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294773919354684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694871373890956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714313931923336,0.0,0.0,0.100920767417593,0.0,0.0,0.1361380298496177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600147051806218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766624484454834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656360120461286,0.06887369420711922,0.0,0.08970975017195723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575117641924173,0.0,0.0,0.06294186809639217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439536548494304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895898556723103,0.09449832088002263,0.0,0.08887923121414147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901013110387387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379720713869077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401801086262305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683614990771018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149019097461276,0.09900397648416892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416249662879448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352232168352096,0.11310996368734748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074075090663054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704880728253718,0.0,0.0,0.13196691127510193,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,midusyouch,2018/11/13,"The reason I went to the store. The reason I went to the store was for milk and jelly. When I can home, guess what I forgot, milk and jelly. And I had made a list. Meh. ",-1.817837837837839,0.06527640540540602,0.6905945945945966,103.29156756756758,95.75675675675676,2.9600000000000004,7.4,3.1291,-2.4658281081081084,125,0,32,0,5,42,22,37,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355059625533423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054974070294093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818099332755664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.626274542961139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646582996051875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway21232527,2018/11/13,"I am a university student seeking a diagnosis. I can't seem to start my dissertation. Any coping methods? The title says most of it. I'm a university student finding my dissertation impossible to start. I haven't even fixed on a topic yet and have until January to complete it. Its 6000 words and consists of 20% of my grade as well as the Hons. I'm aiming for a 1/2:1, and the only thing that could theoretically bring that down is the dissertation. **Basically what I'm asking for is coping methods of University Grads for getting onto it. ** ",2.441312217194572,5.331166509803921,5.2856862745098026,71.14174208144797,84.88235294117645,7.452187028657618,27.45399698340875,8.384062270229773,2.72648476621418,432,20,73,11,13,154,62,102,0.0,0.977,0.023,0.2732,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,16,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,16,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,53,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600790526657224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969530140407087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330422918276591,0.0,0.0,0.2536118219296973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097999850903785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903196420820018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595518273319418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415815609698735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526021971941517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891699532425196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449658227692476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102767294638164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855989040256901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MoonChildMermaid,2018/11/13,"Speed Makes Me Tired I’m 45 and just started treating for ADHD. Strattera made me too physically ill to continue taking it. So I’m taking 10 mg of Ritalin twice a day and it’s making me feel tired and “hollowed out.” Been on the Ritalin for 10 days now. For those with experience, will these side effects fade over time or should I try a lower or higher dose? For insurance reasons, I’m unable to get Concerta just now but wonder if the extended release would help with this issue? I look forward to your input. TIA",2.1874437443744377,4.729088356435646,3.9968496849684985,82.76099909991001,81.27722772277227,6.841044104410441,25.023402340234018,8.00094639256281,1.8193089108910887,408,16,75,8,11,137,75,101,0.071,0.838,0.091,0.7235,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,4,6,0,5,0,21,17,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,1,13,12,0,14,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,10,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616331928338229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807970858163437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212952453409754,0.0,0.0,0.1100757025337096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373930752170865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459197759363579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272223251836911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281323957866374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599308120446816,0.2906329901936458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383194202861567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408923842229388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273667368679287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269426684183973,0.500428438197892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780406536045776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608645229137684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464789201841658,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HansMeiser5000,2018/11/13,"ADD and internet addiction I have moderate ADD without the hyper part. I rather tend to the introverted side of the the disorder: I'm often socially avoidant or slightly overhelmed with social situations that demand a lot of mundane interaction , easily distractable,trouble approaching strangers, easily nervous and irritable etcetera. Also, I struggle with managing my time properly and limiting my web browsing. Whenever I sit on a device and I have access to the internet, I tend to escalate into binge-surfing for hours, following the latest world news, music gossip, forums that discuss the latest audio production software, documentaries about historic and contemporary social issues and sometimes porn. Usually this rather impulsive, undirected and aimless consumption of content and information goes at the expense of more urgent and important activities and duties that I rather should focus my attention on. I literally neglect existential activities such as finishing my studies, finding a students job or even eating regularly whenver I'm in that binge-surfing mode. Does anyone here experience the same? Do you think that it's related to our ADD condition? How do you manage this? **tl;dr: I have moderate ADD without the hyper part (= > I tend to the introverted, socially avoidant side). Whenever I have access to the internet in my spare time I tend to loose control and spend the rest of the day browsing aimlessly through various contents: tutorials, documentaries, world news, music gossip, audio production forums. I neglect more urgent, important and existential duties.** **Is this related to ADD? this a common thing among people who have ADD?**",7.399139474046535,11.000313107806695,7.991466336224704,55.51292716508334,68.47955390334573,11.568828307861766,40.44623433842765,10.980518767755715,6.504562054247558,1362,82,157,51,27,449,150,269,0.09,0.8490000000000001,0.06,-0.7933,1,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,2,0,2,10,8,0,4,18,0,9,3,0,2,0,47,17,17,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,12,21,1,8,4,0,2,2,2,8,0,0,0,2,21,0,28,16,8,24,0,2,0,1,13,11,0,4,10,119,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618169530824459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187040711359649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378977622059143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648339319722402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957288237161177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012030889461394,0.0,0.1298971858375175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188690027655902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804045877402663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519871396179967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356676497787606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617938197803293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549284306041746,0.14729964671963097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619482552829528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32148305486376666,0.0,0.10290670735077947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684808020881806,0.0,0.6052464996090074,0.0,0.0,0.14680682086851618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517734729569135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986141627263029,0.09511167948794892,0.0,0.0,0.17310823994842225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348108420095409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28617366589036464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,King_Vargus,2018/11/13,"Doc put me on vyvanse chewables, lol So I had a med checkup with my doctor today, and I brought up how I feel my meds don't last long enough for me to focus in the classroom and be able to do homework when I get home later in the day. His suggestion was to try taking my dose and splitting it, so he prescribed me chewable tablets to split and take one in the AM and one in the afternoon. &#x200B; My concern is that 25mg won't be enough to get me to focus considering I am used to 50mg at once. We will see. Part of me wonders if 50mg with a 20mg booster would have been a better idea. 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THAT's why I was 20 mins late to my exam despite being up since 7am, had to uber to it, and why I was making 100000 silly mistakes and forgetting my steps every 3 seconds! Ack, I will just try to chalk today up to the ADHD tax and try again next time :D",9.234144144144146,5.8834561081081125,8.70027027027027,76.61995495495499,62.24324324324325,10.407207207207206,36.828828828828826,6.42735559955562,2.569401801801801,288,9,57,1,3,92,54,74,0.035,0.8859999999999999,0.079,0.4968,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,8,1,10,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,35,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32321156059712725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265921075901287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033741039778645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951839616382614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987298111423585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860189212564916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246853168865388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220812345067604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682007898720166,0.0,0.2549220517243845,0.0,0.0,0.3651828891458423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853499500687896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,betchtables,2018/11/13,I finally emailed financial aid!! Yay me!!!! I’ve been putting it off and forgetting about it since September!!! I woke up this morning and finally remembered to do it. I am so proud of myself. 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I'm translating it, so maybe some things don't make sense. Sorry for my gibber and long post. Apologies in advance. In the evening I plan my next day. Secretly I already know I won’t stick to my schedule, but I have still have faith in tomorrow. My schedule always contains stuff I already postponed for at least a day, sometimes even a year. I intend to keep up with all the things I need to do, but as soon as college starts, I’m already behind. The damage has been done earlier and although I intend to catch up, the damage will aggravate. Why don’t these thoughts allow me to do something? That’s why I’m making my schedule. Tomorrow I have enough time to do most of the things on my schedule. I go to sleep, later than I planned, and wake up early to my alarm. The moment I awake, I seem to have forgotten all the positive thoughts I had when I made my schedule the night before. I already know this is not going to be THE day. Even though I woke up early, I don’t do much. I’ll either stay in bed and waste time or I’ll get up and do nothing. I procrastinate my breakfast and take some random snacks, because it’s easier. Everyday it’s a surprise what activity is going to consume all my time. One thing is for sure though: it won’t be anything I want to do or planned to do. After this has happened, it probably already 12:00 and it will be very hard to revert the negativity that this day has already brought. Yesterday I had such good plans, but I haven’t done any of it. The entire day I think about everything I need to do and should’ve done. Except some, rare, bright productive moments, I have been taken over by impulsivity and negativity. My head is full, full with thoughts, disappointment and pain. To avoid the confrontation with my thoughts, I start doing random things. I spend the day on my phone or computer doing useless shit. I don’t enjoy doing it, neither does it satisfy me. The only thing it does, is distracting my mind. Afterwards I feel even worse and guiltier. I can’t even enjoy the things I normally like. The constant pressure in my head prevents me from enjoying anything. The pressure in my head results in a constant tension throughout my entire body. My neck hurts all the day and my body can’t relax. I don’t want to do anything at this moment. Even this isn’t an option, because there’s still so much I need to do. Time’s ticking and I still haven’t done anything at all. I’m worried I won’t have enough time to finish my schedule, so I cancel appointments and skip college. Everything to finish my schedule. I won’t finish it today, and if I’m being realistic, neither will I any time soon. I disappoint myself again. I cancelled appointments, skipped college, called in sick at work and I STILL haven’t done anything at all. This day SUCKS. Luckily this isn’t the only day I have. Sometimes you have a bad day. It can happen to anyone. In the evening I realise what I have (more like haven’t) done. I take control over myself and decide that I really need to change something. Tomorrow is going to be a better day. I start making a schedule for the next day… As soon as I wake up, I lose control. Everyday it’s the same thing. Every day I make the same mistakes, but I don’t learn from them. Everyday I suffer from the disappointment in myself. Everyday I underperform. Everyday I don’t threat myself well. Everyday I feel like nobody understands me. Everyday I hope that today is THE day, the day things get better. 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I’m not necessarily sure I want/need a prescription, but I don’t want it left off the table. I’m also concerned that it’ll go on my medical record and affect my ability to get medication in general. 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Wanna trade? Here are two of my favs: [Shawn Wasabi-Mac N Cheese](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unx9er0sG6o). [Coyote Kisses-Six Shooter](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkFZn4oPMqE). 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Has anyone else had an issue with getting their prescription for Xaggitin XL filled? Boots and my local pharm are telling me that the UK is out of stock and there is no way I can get my prescription of 54mg. I can't believe I just begin to have something work for me and have it taken away. 18 is fine, but the others have a 'manufacturers issue'. I'm so confused and a little panicky. 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Normal? Hello all. I'm 29 and looking into seeing a psychiatrist about ADHD/ADD for the first time in my life. Several close friends have suggested I see someone for years, and my therapist recently gave me a final nudge to get an appointment scheduled. I'm looking for a psychiatrist who takes my insurance and has some familiarity with ADD/ADHD, and the options are relatively limited. I've found a provider that looks pretty solid - good reviews, has an ADHD specialist on staff - but they charge $300 for a diagnostic test, not covered by insurance, and taken on a computer (this [one](https://www.braintrain.com/iva2/), if you're curious). My question - is this normal? Should I be wary/skeptical of this? Is this something others have seen as well? Thanks for any thoughts.",6.102976190476188,8.752456964285713,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,68.64285714285714,10.095238095238095,33.8095238095238,10.317481424215053,4.261309523809524,645,31,99,19,12,208,98,140,0.011000000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.113,0.9083,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,10,0,9,1,0,0,1,21,24,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,6,8,4,16,17,2,11,0,0,6,0,7,5,0,4,6,62,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520638172275858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104127296669719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773619394183287,0.0,0.13024435159512485,0.0,0.16788889570860066,0.11830063883284682,0.0,0.0799992228294199,0.0,0.0,0.12843034131819195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815364750180484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857483593285537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30005146416565553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375851915851596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577875481009815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715301777955852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118817498124565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244034676136501,0.0,0.0,0.17298275698332308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297386347574246,0.11787976162724023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512767705500128,0.0,0.0,0.14097292744455867,0.0,0.17778488314826216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156069695578398,0.08928588575612924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767385860869122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986046820722795 adhd,TechMonk-y,2018/11/13,"What to go for, if you don't know what to go for anymore? I just got fired, I saw it coming from miles away but still it's a kinda weird experience. I'm into computers like installing and maintaining systems, but I made to many mistakes.. Really related to adhd. Now I actually don't know if i should apply to jobs on the same level or just go find something which keeps me out of trouble, like retail or whatever? 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Have you felt any strange interactions when piling on the stimulants?,8.001159420289856,12.295697521739134,6.895652173913046,59.279420289855096,73.78260869565217,10.023188405797102,38.10144927536232,9.725611199111238,5.729040579710145,125,7,14,4,3,38,21,23,0.08900000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.0,-0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337867124179903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7536663360824719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383482463095793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdthrowaway2551,2018/11/13,"I think I lost my career because of my ADHD and I’m crushed Throwaway because I’m so ashamed that I haven’t told anyone but my boyfriend. I hesitate to even write this because I never wanted to use my ADHD as an excuse to not be able to do something. I’ve been this way my whole life so it’s not like I know how to be any other way else. Just for background, I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 22 and I’m 27 now. I’m a working journalist who majored in journalism and wasn’t diagnosed until after I graduated from college and started my career. I was always mediocre in school but was a fast enough writer to get by. I loved to write and always received high marks in it so naturally I went towards writing in college. I graduated, worked a few temp jobs, then settled into my first career job as a journalist. I worked myself into a niche and have been covering complex IT concepts for over 5 years now. I noticed a few years ago that I was having trouble concentrating and completing my strict deadlines in time even though I know that I’m more than capable of doing the work on time. I mentioned it to my doctor, took and IQ test, and was diagnosed with moderate to severe ADHD-PI. After I was diagnosed it made a lot of sense and I was able to work better with the help of medication and changing my habits. I left my first journalist job when I was 24 and started at another company just because I was looking to grow and found my current company right away. It was the same enterprise IT journalism I was already doing, but with a more developed company and in a specific industry. I was so relived and excited to work here and I felt like I was where I was supposed to be. Fast forward two years later. I’ve been struggling to stay on task to the point where I needed to be accommodated. My bosses were amazing in how much they understood. I had a bit of a breakdown about a year in because I was frustrated and they noticed. They stressed that everyone has their problems and the quality of my work was great and they were willing to work with me. People struggle with anxiety and depression and other mental health issues and they want to work with people they like who they trust to produce good content and if they’re struggling with something they were willing to help. So for the past year I have been writing once a day instead of twice a day like everyone else. I’m the only one writing for my specific website in our media group, so that means that my site has less content than the others. My site is also niche so it was expected that my traffic would be lower to a certain extent. However, if I was producing the work I had planned, my traffic would be much better. It’s a fact of the numbers. My site isn’t growing fast enough which effects overall revenue so from a business perspective it makes sense to fire me, but I’m heartbroken. My site that I grew from the ground up for over 2 years is being handed over to an older man who knows less than me. I love my job and I love my career. I don’t want to do anything else and I’m not ready to leave. But they gave me every chance to pull it together and I just couldn’t do it. I had all these ideas that I was so excited about for long feature content, but I could never pull them together. It was like I couldn't zoom out far enough to see the big picture. My editor would point this out in my longer pieces (5,000 words and up). I would get heavily edited because the pieces of the feature wouldn’t come together. Once these edits were pointed out, I just felt stupid. I’m the professional, I should be catching these things before edits. I took the feedback because I knew it was right but it crippled my self-esteem. I was afraid to take on my big ideas because I wasn’t sure that I had the skills to execute them the way they needed to be. About a month ago my boss let me know that I was being let go. He said it had nothing to do with the work I produced, it was just a numbers thing. I didn’t say this to him because it doesn’t matter to anyone but me at this point, but if I could focus and bring my ideas together and work on a structured schedule, my numbers would have been better. I know it for a fact. It always felt like there was some sort of wall in my mind that I couldn’t get over to just sit down and write something. Like I would get in the car excited to go somewhere but engine wouldn’t turn over and I would have to walk. By the time I got to where I was going I was either too tired to fully commit or I would never make it at all. I was so proud to call myself a journalist. I would always joke to people saying “Well, I’m just happy to be an employed writer,” but it really meant the world to me. Especially with how the media is portrayed now, nothing meant more to me than the fact that I knew I wanted to be a journalist since I was 13 and I did it. On top of that I was one of the few people covering the tech niche I was covering and one of the only women. What frustrates me the most is that I am genuinely interested in what I was writing about. So much so that I went and got certified in IT so I could understand the concepts better and ask all the right questions. I was fascinated by the future IT concepts I got to cover everyday, but the execution just never got there. Now I’m full of doubt. How can I ever write for another company or beat if I can’t even keep it together for something I’m legitimately passionate about? Now I’m scared to apply to other reporter or content production jobs because I’m terrified of failing. I don’t want to disappoint anyone. Nothing means more to me right now than my career and I’ve been able to make connections, but I don’t want to disappoint them either. I feel like a fraud and I don’t know where to go from here. I had every opportunity to succeed with bosses that understood what was going on and worked with me. It’s not guaranteed that I will be able to work for another company that will be as accommodating. My skills are all in editorial but I honestly have no idea what to do. Sorry if this sounds like a pity party, I don’t mean it to, but I’m so disappointed in myself. I have never wanted to change anything about myself more than I do now. I never resented the fact that I have ADHD. Like I mentioned before, I’ve never known what it was like to not have racing thoughts, lack of concentration, or this brain that can’t relax for one moment. But now I would do just about anything to be normal. I don’t think I can get out of my own way. I don’t want to need to be accommodated, I just want to be able to do my job with confidence. Has anyone else ever had a similar dilemma? I’ve never been this defeated by my own brain. 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I am always telling myself to ""do xyz while I'm thinking about it"" because I know if I don't do it, I will forget 10 minutes later and it will NEVER get done. Well, recently, I started thinking about this phrase and its implications. I realized that my forgetfulness stems from not thinking about the task on a constant basis, but if I am constantly reminded of the task it is 100% more likely to get done. Prime example: My car vs. my Wife's car I drive my car to and from work every day, so I notice when things start to go wrong and after having to deal with / see the problem constantly, it gets fixed. (Squeaky wheel gets the grease). Whereas something breaks on my wife's car, she tells me about it, I make a mental note that I need to investigate the problem, then forget and the problem never gets fixed. So, thinking about this phrase, I decided I needed something to constantly remind me of tasks I need to accomplish, so I hung up a big white board next to my garage door. My wife or I can write reminders or to-do tasks for each other to see. It's amazing!! I was able to get sooo much done over the past week! I was able to fix my wife's car (waited 6 months), fix my sagging fence gate (waited 2 months), re-stuff the worn out cushions on my sofa (waited 3 months), install an electrical/usb outlet in my sofa cubby (waited 2 years), fix my squeaky boxspring (waited 1 year), do the laundry AND make dinner. All because I hung up a whiteboard and immediately write down things I think of doing, because if I ""constantly think about it"" it will actually get done. Do yourself a favor and make a To-Do board that you will see EVERY day!",6.0698731203007545,5.818015526785718,6.443151629072684,80.36588345864664,66.35119047619048,9.09749373433584,31.37468671679198,8.532816995589336,2.2671869047619047,1331,46,264,17,19,431,162,336,0.075,0.88,0.045,-0.8236,1,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,0,3,13,8,0,0,17,0,23,1,0,3,3,52,58,21,0,9,8,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,20,11,1,6,10,0,0,7,4,4,1,0,7,5,38,4,36,47,4,44,0,0,4,0,11,10,0,5,27,164,58,2,0.1649002377296038,0.0,0.08045942243941374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686051038368266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507824815569434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44549643775751396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634701147929566,0.08500245217704049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375003906741358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893556237612653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015374887258883,0.0,0.04685830261460179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045312429071206084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040280963360971964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651082837337624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830903273408021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974326947736019,0.0,0.06061032419789542,0.18340715524976375,0.1271812291142665,0.0,0.08768663678892158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387000680328532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870796788186571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668088586551686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140954552253753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971062096471161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694825930095527,0.0,0.0,0.11671723700187928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438566008208724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441300760478635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955239068407703,0.3698149488507652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661365120388407,0.0,0.07413255872066682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060024668509752084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901462617421624,0.0,0.10619034663120104 adhd,InvertedCloud,2018/11/13,"I'm done for, any ideas? The short version is this: -woke up later than I should have -ate lunch later than I should have - took anxiety meds and ritalin at lunch, usually take them in the morning - was late for lab class, started at 1 p.m, i got there 20 minutes late - teacher was evaluating last week's assignment -was volunteering at websummit at the time of last week's assignment. Didnt finish it. -drew a massive blank nonetheless -started tearing up -started shaking almost uncontrollably -hid in the nearest library, hoping it would go away -nope.jpeg missed rest of the afternoon classes as consequence -realized i left laptop home...(cs student) - freaking out about going home or even loving my space in the library. Completely overwhelmed with how much stuff I missed from uni in those 3 days I volunteered Any ideas?",5.845405835543769,8.634408606896553,5.4427586206896565,75.90694960212205,69.82758620689657,9.151193633952257,33.91246684350132,9.661875296680813,3.842405835543768,668,33,105,17,13,205,107,145,0.1,0.843,0.057,-0.4759,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,3,7,0,11,5,0,1,0,13,26,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,3,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,9,0,8,2,22,14,3,36,0,3,0,1,2,16,0,3,16,60,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248053331299025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071032440018497,0.0,0.11648928354369414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430665464998493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965651567751402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982042088424042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582929124721345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057561886481828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173081780934138,0.0,0.12178752273930935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054867122271904,0.15124255784248758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34379788890093216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482474599928453,0.3435436755909285,0.0,0.16544627484919666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743333675169875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914221745162175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119389976782706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233412135969367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431743394564558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449118605333915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879226281234258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691821480856881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770842794707905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442902249917933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817116453086917,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mister_video,2018/11/13,"Advice needed: Reigning in Holiday gifts for the kids I have a 6 year old, 4 year old and 18 month old. I'm balancing holiday gifts especially since my two older ones birthdays are close to the holidays. For my two older ones I'm looking into categorically hitting interests, STEM toys, arts & crafts, and books. I keep pooling the possibilities of what to get them to whittle down. Only problem is my ADHD kicked in and I feel like gathering and culling has turned into a project. My filters are waining for expenditure and realistic time needed to put into building, creating, reading etc after gifts are received. To compensate I've made a spreadsheet breaking down the total cost, cost by child, number of gifts per child and cost average per gift. Also In my mind I'm changing playroom layout as I travel down the rabbit hole of meticulous detail. I don't feel like I'm obsessing, I feel like I'm working out the details out of necessity which is probably the very definition of obsessing. &#x200B; Any suggestions? Thoughts? 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Not everyone can do pharms for various reasons. I’m wondering what non-drug approaches are helping people. ,6.663466666666667,10.51836548,7.0120000000000005,59.63266666666666,74.2,11.333333333333336,40.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,6.707533333333332,127,8,14,5,3,41,23,25,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.7096,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844680742767768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6914304372294797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28485874426935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981815667204555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667329086994032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065087358685981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409169964215701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232896940074837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aquestforyou,2018/11/13,"Husband's odd episodes - what is happening? My husband was diagnosed with ADHD about 6 months ago and he was put on medication. For a few years, he has had these odd episodes where he becomes disoriented, confused, and his personality changes. I thought after going on meds and talking to a psych, he would get better but the episodes keep happening. I've described them to his psych but she can't give me an answer as to what they are or how to stop them. He's also been to a family doctor and had an MRI, lab work, and a sleep test - all came back normal. I'm going to describe the episodes here and please, please, please - if you have experience this or know someone who has, what is it? How can I help him? How do you stop it? Can it be stopped? &#x200B; The episodes' symptoms: His eyelids become droopy and his speech slurs. He repeats himself or asks the same question over and over. He forgets what he's doing or saying in the middle of it. He focuses on one thing, usually music - he will put on a string of music videos and ignore me and our child and just close his eyes and listen to the music. He becomes very hot and sweaty. He has a glazed look on his face - no expression and completely blank eyes. He won't eat. He walks like a zombie - heavy footed, dragging his legs. He becomes clumsy - running into things and tripping over things. He angers easily and says nasty things. &#x200B; What triggers the episodes: I really don't know. It has happened after he has mowed the lawn, or taken a shower, or woken up from a nap, or gotten home from work, or been watching tv - literally anything and everything has triggered these episodes. &#x200B; Frequency of episodes: Before the medication, they happened twice a week typically. Now, they happen about once or twice a month. They usually last for a few hours until he goes to bed. He wakes up normal again the next morning and doesn't remember anything. &#x200B; Examples of things he has done during an episode: Wandered into the woods, walked past his car asking ""where is my car?"", left things cooking on a hot stove, dropped our child, stared at himself in the mirror completely motionless for several minutes, said cruel things to me, left the house in the middle of the night to walk outside, blares music or video games when he knows the baby is sleeping, becomes extremely irritable, pushed me while I was holding our child, spoke a different language (I think German). &#x200B; Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated. Like I said, he's has several tests done and seen a couple doctors, but if there is something else you can suggest, please do. Thank you.",6.609171358548057,7.513453406570842,6.165110949195206,78.84244949327685,65.24229979466119,8.747936676160826,33.16347618732198,8.748949900417786,2.72301330065576,2087,85,370,30,31,645,254,487,0.084,0.84,0.076,-0.4575,3,0,1,0,0,0,97.0,3,4,6,3,16,9,2,1,34,0,39,17,8,5,1,68,68,43,0,6,17,2,2,2,0,4,7,7,5,4,21,24,2,6,8,6,0,13,5,4,0,3,18,15,37,5,44,44,4,62,0,0,6,0,70,24,0,15,26,232,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823851368962425,0.05548474886474906,0.05033203503019207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540693731190736,0.0,0.3076054760134619,0.3449695123029611,0.03861234011826742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345018723825012,0.0,0.10616325141558493,0.0,0.0,0.04366030732014571,0.0,0.0,0.31354518866617964,0.04831558925774092,0.0,0.0,0.050217286782251916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494118194485643,0.0,0.0,0.06006570042779871,0.0,0.11906547799671563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282597871736373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763049441589165,0.0,0.05932300431385755,0.0,0.11623345102515835,0.0,0.11621128626980305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058100104683503774,0.04743239561087345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103019361813658,0.055541725229299684,0.05352712107358963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029665201151668007,0.0544685400443695,0.06453875337312147,0.0,0.0,0.06260013918188786,0.0,0.0,0.25105178721213484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611686055556799,0.0,0.056954959305331815,0.0,0.05591685247397432,0.06551648477715802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046866379816753,0.0,0.0,0.09361439237191888,0.046283269993849616,0.0,0.0,0.12338325006093052,0.0,0.0,0.05547966987552403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768089100818596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306976851160898,0.11439973228811524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906424922571682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038616328448908,0.053284174025229884,0.11126466889942437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060468836015818275,0.03847559055167005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420292503344303,0.0,0.049578096968378386,0.0,0.24930951226396514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415914493181928,0.0636065832631578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637471538690865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432065982166163,0.0,0.1080215455325661,0.09030745370772897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829045333658504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364199121634015,0.0,0.048109501081383135,0.043712010150888034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241184168367224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901615004976583,0.0,0.045637604996258664,0.0,0.0522753859559295,0.0,0.0,0.2640547155198586,0.03638232477463055,0.0,0.045076969497810274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507027384920585,0.046849438048932615,0.0,0.0,0.045545482884212805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267301761048185,0.0,0.0,0.08066975128246046,0.0,0.3449695123029611,0.03656445181233337 adhd,thebighuge,2018/11/13,"How frequent are your psych appointments? At my last appointment I was prescribed a starting dose of Adderall, 30 day count. My psychiatrist scheduled my next appointment for 6 weeks after my last appointment. I'm just wondering if it is usual for appointments to be scheduled weeks after a prescription will run out.",7.997777777777778,10.317939333333333,7.1564814814814826,67.7991666666667,63.074074074074076,11.325925925925928,39.425925925925924,11.20814326018867,5.370903703703704,260,14,37,8,4,80,41,54,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,5,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,13,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740767080712824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242996004736337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34202900193094016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763263332807734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35420085172774346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159419047691474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487653088458271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,temp_o00,2018/11/13,"Perfectionism + fashion? Perfectionism etc is common in ADHD, correct me if I’m wrong. Just wondering if you guys have similar experiences. I like fashion quite a lot and enjoy purchasing new clothes etc. But I am super picky, I think everything looks shit on me. See nice hoodie online, order and it looks ”shit on me” And if I wear sweatpants, I constantly pull my pants so they are not as baggy? Do you know what I mean. Or I adjust my jacket, beanie, hoodie whatever. I noticed no one else really does this real life other than me. Like I pull my pants middle of walking because it looks ”off” or it went little baggier. You guys understand?",2.548866587957498,5.315748355371904,4.359226682408502,79.20299586776859,81.97520661157026,7.424085005903188,24.34533648170012,8.418075326091056,2.17454852420307,505,19,87,12,14,170,86,121,0.096,0.7490000000000001,0.155,0.7785,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,2,2,8,2,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,20,16,11,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,6,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,1,4,20,5,7,15,3,14,0,0,4,0,6,6,2,7,5,56,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717715833196807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494168749553926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830675475244752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136294907433862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010630717578126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473972784503988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997500991914605,0.15235006941330898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842725948356325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559426339427025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100084361856289,0.1521798525643336,0.15609901870978246,0.0,0.0,0.392363778301588,0.0,0.0,0.13241019775074814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965371630730566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042104586608268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731854707052194,0.0,0.0,0.10553793327566208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565569031388905,0.0,0.1772737387563734,0.09977526609421036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410988310123748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31974331279700663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979613852377277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213771307274322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443786672617611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689005541764079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028446785411094,0.0,0.0 adhd,paloeloe,2018/11/13,"What to do when your own family don't believe in you ? When I'm among family and friends I'm constantly reminded that I'm falling behind. I got diagnosed a few months ago, I've been fired from 8 out of 10jobs, never had a longterm relationship, never finished higher education, no kids, having a 'normal life' has always been a intense desire and immense struggle at the same time. I'm 40 now, unemployed, no gf, but I'm learning every day little by little on how to get the life I want despite ADHD. But how to believe in yourself if the very people you grew up with don't believe in you and often mock your efforts ??. I've been having suicidal thoughts again lately, haven't had these in years !. I know of 2 cousins who committed suicide in their 30's and 40's, family never talks about them. Considering ADHD is hereditary .... Before medication I could never fix the lack of concentration to read a book, complete a degree, to handle a dayjob or to stay interested in one person for more than a few weeks. I can read books again, explore myself creatively, meditate, study subjects I'm interested in, meet new people. But when Í talk to family about my plans to finally complete a degree they snark at me. Should I just suffer through an office job to raise a family and then I'll be happy like they believe ?. I was born an Artist, not made for a 9-5 office job to begin with, still I did it for 15yrs and it finally caught up to me, a complete waste of precious time, I lied to myself for too long. I never had the courage to make money with my creativity, now I'm finally feeling this shift in perception. Are there any Adhd Artist here who can offer some insight ?. I feel I need to counter these the faulty assumptions and believes that family and society have been spoonfeeding me by going on a retreat of some sort. Anyone here had experience with (meditation) retreats ?. How to practice Selflove if your own family look down on you ?. Sorry for the long post again and thanks for reading !. 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Let me briefly introduce my situation. My GF was diagnosed with ADHD at a very late age (21 I believe) and we've been trying to find our way to deal with the difficulties, but also enjoy the perks, in the past 4 years. What seem to be the hardest moments is when she gets too many impulses and simply wants to shut off from the world. With the holidays around the corner, I decided I want to gift her an ADHD survival pack. So far I've come up with the following things: * Fidget Cube (she mentioned this could be nice when the kickstarter first started, somehow I never got to buying one) * Noise cancelling earmuffs (she mentioned recently that it would be useful) * Weighted Headgear (most of her stress seems to center around her head) I see these weighted vests a lot, but I can't really seem to find similar headgear. Do any of you know if this exists? And if so, what the name for it is? This is something she wondered about multiple times. So the question to you: Do you think this is a nice package to put together? Do you think I should add something to it? Thanks for the help in advance!",3.4351327433628285,5.568563353982302,4.063017699115047,86.05930530973455,74.75221238938053,6.820884955752213,27.22920353982301,7.734863291789972,1.6613511504424785,922,36,175,13,20,292,141,226,0.031,0.828,0.141,0.9801,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,0,4,12,6,0,1,17,0,18,4,1,3,2,43,36,13,0,8,4,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,12,12,2,0,11,1,1,4,2,1,0,2,3,3,24,5,30,25,3,29,0,0,1,0,21,12,0,11,12,123,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239214617336068,0.11489687455996925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402791374609933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995777740383764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093405430179212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247131128829748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101283929579425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775458777595536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121882470369635,0.0,0.11934024796386106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493022015937144,0.10001266916572744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143019415709972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403869727571763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067001394791252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881075032411357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461836400955985,0.0,0.13263427559420718,0.0,0.0,0.12023253198732985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996149294986983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920668918607265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906842021774464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967459872643624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224249556453474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819940815698518,0.13171543113928327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532414215574602,0.0,0.11609511461328825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369526981590376,0.3211186191270604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216376443068553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810361747987124,0.0,0.0,0.08322304786315395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346863901086037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825098041614024,0.0,0.0,0.0781142878945728,0.15067979909292115,0.0,0.0,0.06856128226623942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982844831870117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310107376109565,0.0,0.09701501974595997,0.13870232527841786,0.09332876705174394,0.0,0.28635918320536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750945049803544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352477467707735,0.0,0.0,0.07571704511948874 adhd,Samdgib,2018/11/13,"Diagnosed with depression but I probably have adhd So I’ve been diagnosed with and treated for depression/anxiety for the last 3 months and my symptoms have either stayed the same or gotten worse. Some of my physical symptoms are decreased sex drive and lack of energy. The main and most frustrating symptom, however, is very strong brain fog. It feels like I am sleeping throughout the whole day, and I simply don’t get a rush from doing things. I honestly think I could also/actually have adhd just because of how I feel mentally and the tendencies I have. My dad has also been diagnosed with adhd. What should I do? My psychiatrist is super convinced that I am just depressed and is ready to put me on a new medication.",5.656567164179107,7.441291373134327,6.455402985074631,72.64743283582092,68.1044776119403,10.434626865671644,32.80298507462687,10.577609850970193,3.9698083582089545,580,26,97,17,10,191,90,134,0.12,0.701,0.17800000000000002,0.8674,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,0,7,0,18,10,2,1,0,25,23,12,0,3,5,1,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,2,14,6,11,18,7,9,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,75,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852153055588476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524639357865133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029529675654285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203842876083968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502352570008234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745079914712362,0.0,0.0,0.08679265954922173,0.0,0.2318262937879145,0.4097861522116676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609490208026348,0.0961436388972937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703122467699151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970027421988947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574875759407975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557471203261848,0.13562450683680255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742009216188604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997774298034692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509948898857547,0.0,0.0,0.13528959282039546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467671580879453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344386630021164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196389653143631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940865582572177,0.08623312495129268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104220167889137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502532325301317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714803249402588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thesepigswillplay,2018/11/13,"Vyvanse sometimes causing anxiety I’ve been on 30mg of Vyvanse since September. Sometimes I get that overwhelming feeling that feels like anxiety, and it usually comes on for the first few hours that the medication sets in. I take it first thing in the morning before work, and I rarely eat until lunch. Could not eating have something to do with this? Other than the anxiety, it does help me greatly, so I don’t want to stop taking it, and it only lasts about 6-8 hours (instead of the more common 12-14) so I don’t want to go down to 20mg in fear that it will be less effective. Anyone else feel this way with Vyvanse? What are some steps I could take to lessen the adverse reaction? 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Okay so if you don't know, a nocebo is basically a placebo but with negative effects (ik its a stupid name but its an actual scientific thing), like if told that a pill will make you feel worse but its just a sugar pill, some people will experience bad symptoms. Also, placebos work even if people know they're placebos Anyways, I have tried adderall and ritalin to no effect and now I'm on guanfacine and wellbutrin (as well as a bunch of supplements like magnesium and zinc etc) and have been for a few months now so I should definitely be seeing effects but the only thing I can see that it changed is that I'm a bit more awake in the morning. Thats it. Its really annoying me because I keep seeing how people's lives dramatically changed after starting medication and for me its not doing anything. I have always had a bit of a doubt in the back of my mind about if meds work on me at all, because every medication Ive ever tried has had little to no effect (like ibuprofen and simple things like that) and it turns out I had some bloodwork done and most pain meds don't actually do much to me because of some genetic stuff, but it did sew the seed in my brain that on me, medications just don't work. Now, I cant really tell if these meds aren't working on me at all or if possibly, its some sort of nocebo affect and my stupid brain is convinced they wont work, so they don't. Placebo affects are strong enough to do stuff like that. Or its possible that Im really bad at remembering how things are normally so I don't know if they've changed or not, but to me it doesn't seem like I'm any more productive or able to do work than I was before I feel like given the sheer amount of things Ive tried, something should have some effect, even if its not good, but for me nothing has happened and I'm very frustrated because ADHD is making me struggle with school and nothings working. I thought that getting a diagnosis and getting on meds would help but I'm in the exact same position as last year with no hope of it getting better.",8.689148418491484,6.2511322335766435,8.876070559610707,72.09420316301706,62.430656934306576,12.15036496350365,37.43187347931873,10.62613485830676,3.7257990267639904,1632,60,323,31,18,542,190,411,0.134,0.7609999999999999,0.105,-0.9494,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,2,14,19,23,4,2,18,1,41,12,2,11,4,82,68,43,0,13,25,0,2,7,0,6,9,0,0,0,31,17,1,1,13,0,0,0,16,9,1,0,10,6,29,14,38,51,19,24,0,0,3,0,8,14,0,22,17,229,60,8,0.07128052921844526,0.0,0.13911902835449333,0.0,0.085665344214435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057003013463044774,0.0593111104738871,0.0,0.0,0.04847320418204188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586578020520788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054810327084497984,0.11903252901541453,0.17380779603844676,0.0,0.060654480305847726,0.0,0.0,0.06304183554294962,0.15563975282266582,0.0,0.0,0.15914528898831806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621604535669565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294472946161659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365184116917681,0.07949663223551735,0.0941602345722024,0.0644773195653966,0.06005692017055653,0.0,0.0,0.06972603523682823,0.0,0.0,0.07208315462621957,0.05092282431618047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172340356386594,0.0,0.0,0.05978672602662938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303313658030832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047777836206054,0.0,0.0,0.07079764899527795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699520335614685,0.0,0.0,0.06335740951183698,0.0,0.0,0.11752174413472001,0.058103144998535076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437684624026949,0.07144181634381179,0.06294201321972077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951606135113854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167063956666005,0.21542290228671973,0.0,0.0,0.07197301471588206,0.0,0.056895438366246526,0.0,0.05239939061836675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983978434471387,0.13679118046320451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421205449429106,0.07584750873940996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825083171330633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107425979243224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699239677880473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074694429576994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213970105490021,0.1704040591976169,0.06489111669102103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054875233843935146,0.0,0.0,0.050452725459685994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451788580127174,0.16319830447583736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408776268514551,0.0,0.0,0.0623023243534238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677808148195825,0.0,0.0,0.05658877808706809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811160032819608,0.0,0.14518440108750166,0.07753274707043563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881390170614016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408975621480198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36325151952623663,0.0,0.07264094893957336,0.05063564281848947,0.0,0.0,0.04590232379272837 adhd,b-lock-ayy,2018/11/13,"Coffee and ADHD I have struggled for a long time to get much work done without some sort of stimulant, and I seriously considered taking medication but was advised against it. For those that have taken medication, how does it compare to something like caffeine? 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My electric toothbrush is now in week 3 of not being charged and me using it like a manual brush. I'm also currently struggeling to stay on top of college work. I have used this method for a while and, joking aside, it actually does help me track my mental state.",6.68879746835443,5.47622493670886,6.750474683544308,81.84191455696205,65.45569620253164,9.418987341772151,32.40822784810126,8.07648339933343,2.1546683544303797,306,10,64,3,4,98,58,79,0.045,0.7909999999999999,0.163,0.8555,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,9,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,8,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.2441286244960457,0.0,0.3006542368418552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005986863856973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892436953916766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742971350684396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758119433481473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768284787987606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039209306615104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221982063187865,0.0,0.0,0.2213914820742154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521112718390525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069421851514516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666466143465753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321309759856589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985723189284962,0.20067029098010505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212583827768847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dinosaur_Supervisor,2018/11/13,"""Gradually, then suddenly."" That's how improvement looks. For someone who went through almost **two decades** without proper evaluation and treatment, I must confess I was being unrealistic and unreasonable in evaluating my progress with treatment after **MONTHS**, especially because I was on and off meds because of insurance and financial problems. But really, I've been taking actual steps in life with a future in mind. Sure, I still have problems getting on time for work, but now I have plans. I've been receiving a lot of praise from coworkers and my boss literally told me *""I have nothing bad to say about your work, except about your problem with arriving on time. But I feel like we sometimes have to 'restrain' you so you don't go beyond what is required!""* &#x200B; Actually it's not a big deal, it's kind of a dead-end job, but hearing praise from coworkers such as ""wow, Dinosaur\_Supervisor, you really made the difference here"" or ""Thanks for making this shift easier for me, it was chaotic but if it was not for you I don't know what I would have done"", DUDE, THAT is what actually matter to me, that's what actually makes me proud of how I'm *getting better*. &#x200B; **And for the first time in my life I can see myself with a positive outlook** without thinking ""you're a fraud; they actually don't have any idea how your performance is terrible most of the time"". &#x200B; But anyway, I have a plan, I'm capitalizing on this job and will try avoid getting fired for as long as I can so I can sustain myself and invest my free time on learning other valuable skills and eventually leave. It's been 6 years but whatever, what matters is how I'm going to act **from now on**. I already cut several things that made me waste my time. I was basically throwing my time in the garbage can, everyday. I've been distancing myself from people who kept me in this cycle of pessimism and self-pity. &#x200B; I've learned that **discipline and (self) motivation are not going to magically emerge** because I'm on meds. It just doesn't happen, specially after over 10 years of sustaining a behavior similar to that of a dog: unconscious of it's own existence, its future and its place in the world. But the meds definitely help with the reinforcing of the new, goal directed behaviors. Again, it's not magical, it's not overnight. **STRUGGLE IS PART OF THE PROCESS AS IT IS FOR EVERYONE.** ACCEPT STRUGGLE. ACCEPT THE FACT THAT THOUGHTS OF GIVING UP WILL EVENTUALLY EMERGE FROM THE DEPTHS OF YOUR MIND. CHAOS WILL INVADE YOUR LIFE AND STANDING UP TO IT WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER. YOU ARE GOING TO FAIL SOME TESTS. YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE BAD DAYS, BAD WEEKS. HELL, EVEN BAD MONTHS. **Practice self-reflection:** SHIT IS HAPPENING. Is it because of something I'm doing (or not doing)? How can I manage it? What can I do? Sometimes it's just random noise of life. &#x200B; tl;dr.: **Life sucks, but I decided to do something about it.** ",2.041804473600294,4.902452892988934,3.391585349186826,82.66467381896041,91.10332103321034,6.661783062275068,25.51054621657327,7.793537801064563,2.1388873126509043,2316,102,410,54,81,752,251,542,0.139,0.727,0.133,-0.8624,2,1,2,0,0,0,138.0,1,12,1,16,21,30,4,3,20,0,50,6,1,12,3,86,84,37,0,6,23,0,2,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,37,19,0,5,12,0,2,10,12,16,0,2,16,6,47,15,75,61,5,61,4,1,2,0,27,23,3,8,28,285,84,13,0.0,0.0,0.285924891611498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058679262317756914,0.0,0.06466636660732936,0.0,0.0,0.3174644420073903,0.3560260212273605,0.039849892040637415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957136323307314,0.14288764328311565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182678518621371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03779204076852668,0.06041384884096846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061224347195550574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059967968757795385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190205364138743,0.0,0.0,0.03870463326636745,0.0,0.0,0.05599464622970428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029629833412865406,0.0418637283350031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049844983169316265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184797344348117,0.05621429402442175,0.16651816145296716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363926751261154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604626427768849,0.0,0.03927822901073811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615207223107929,0.0,0.0,0.11630257299569445,0.0,0.0,0.06102270255306647,0.03220493256857311,0.0,0.0,0.062048755968163664,0.0,0.0,0.20695395513909612,0.0286289156292794,0.0,0.0,0.0518590031352954,0.0492090961919888,0.0,0.0,0.0498194776244751,0.0,0.11089714695978613,0.11734751928224367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952735932490061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833824128876852,0.0,0.09354764615868467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659607836914591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056228114744574204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345790245909172,0.0,0.040625741846451915,0.0,0.061224347195550574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821636195206155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750810998109619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660093469723818,0.0,0.0,0.046696475416323324,0.0,0.18339720007757407,0.06620112507618646,0.0601518806257353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965144351132044,0.09022601997479228,0.11591345519534735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046797897781710264,0.0,0.0,0.12252252577011873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522964373384874,0.0,0.04405977729435612,0.0,0.0,0.053950847846719885,0.0,0.0,0.03893112140559064,0.03754840317928627,0.0,0.046521717215399064,0.23919021383932615,0.0,0.0,0.05599464622970428,0.0,0.039785436145942224,0.0,0.057243516388382425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700524677642925,0.0,0.0,0.05432262699764906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297628476329513,0.0,0.08532274439623487,0.0,0.0,0.04162763600580456,0.0,0.3560260212273605,0.07547273502634602 adhd,LanceV1,2018/11/13,"I just Can´t Control my emotions This is my first post ever on reddit and i am a bit anxious to do this, but i feel like i Need it. Hopefully my english is fine to read. &#x200B; I grew up in a perfect Family and a perfect Environment to study and to make Friends and build the life that i want to. But i just can´t enjoy it. Sometimes i feel like i am growing with the struggles and sometimes i feel like i get crushed under the weigth of it. Having ADHD is for me to live through every Emotion 10000 times more intense than other. Every Task and every step i take feels like i did 10000 Tasks or steps and every loss (Friends,family) i endured feels like i can´t take one more. It is not like im not trying to get by i just feel like every upset which is infront of me can break me and could cause my mental breakdown and destroy my mental state. Maybe anyone can relate.. &#x200B; On the other Hand there are days where i am so proud of who i am and what i was able to achieve with my Situation. But i still feel guilty for not Living this live to the fullest. I mean my social Environment, my County, my education, everything is 10/10 and i just can´t enjoy it like i feel i should. People are starving around the world and i am sitting here crying because i can´t get through my daily Routine. &#x200B; I don´t really know if anyone can relate to this but i hope. If not i am still gratefull that there is a subreddit like this which allows me to share. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.341932203389831,5.251066786440682,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864409,74.35593220338983,6.07593220338983,25.69830508474576,6.742157984588678,1.0180955932203393,1182,41,229,10,25,375,140,295,0.092,0.6729999999999999,0.235,0.9938,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,7,13,23,1,2,10,0,24,2,1,4,3,53,44,20,0,8,15,0,9,9,1,1,1,0,0,0,18,15,0,1,10,1,0,4,4,4,0,2,2,9,43,19,28,40,3,22,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,5,15,162,61,2,0.05936702479670451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134762704428077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859448793836902,0.4328245990360396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706783986850036,0.0,0.08302160817987242,0.0,0.0,0.05284923860923433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618958729126875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481341515338497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098628786583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658516639008516,0.04739973856139485,0.0,0.06521188907845618,0.03828681968245173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355982462641788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053700872754932,0.2500963943500376,0.0,0.05335525387942098,0.0,0.11193189489686156,0.0,0.240142012133776,0.2544708862611489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049756096441818,0.0,0.0,0.04586681609166157,0.0,0.09305046051807253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792970196869487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412657421304394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0326265642464416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193268530541798,0.26103356614276024,0.0,0.15726651164941374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962795004430281,0.0,0.05964215587876829,0.06466809404330265,0.0,0.0,0.11965599544365302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401989664991661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022863243292489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115761998850048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685719919385643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938309035674043,0.0,0.038032036264319016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673102325232802,0.0,0.060517205514517274,0.0,0.0,0.1174310110696683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482116538032087,0.0,0.0,0.06206330428053726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892732286594513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034617389575925216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030631288310741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035016209371670576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328245990360396,0.0 adhd,Kaje26,2018/11/13,"I used to be on my phone all the time at work, now I just leave it in my office. I’m employed by my Dad so I never got fired and I hid it really well. Leaving my phone in my office has helped me tremendously with being productive and people trust me now because they know I’m not on my phone. I’m not saying this will work for everyone, but it has definitely helped me.",2.3239662447257388,3.3874669873417744,4.332341772151898,87.45311181434599,75.32911392405063,7.79831223628692,22.02742616033755,8.344100000000001,1.0098843881856543,288,7,65,5,6,99,51,79,0.03,0.848,0.122,0.8015,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,11,11,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,14,2,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,45,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593146417839194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497281584588009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090229868525609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35035063024190416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362941897422354,0.0,0.0,0.5534572537175535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156683736160044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118503072093906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742551344941287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783354102568802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239347648248802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257198063156736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23498224558629865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805273051518883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Maxeron87,2018/11/13,"Zoning out in work meetings again I’m basically missing every other minute of the meeting by now. Most things I actually manage to listen to don’t make sense anymore... What are your best tips to stay engaged and interested during lengthy meetings? Ps. Nicotine and caffeine are used excessively but only work to a certain extent... 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Been a hectic 8-9 years, but in a couple of weeks I find out if I graduate from University with a job waiting for me! Lot of stuff happened during that time including my father passing away, being booted out of university due to deteriorating mental health, feelings of shame, getting over said shame, traveling, community college, working, and obviously getting back into university. You guys can do it. Keep trying! 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NO. I drink it only half. tidying up to home feels like forever. I havent been on meds since 6 months but it wasnt different when I am on ritalin. is this fuckery relerable to ADHD?",0.15890625000000114,2.458354578125004,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,89.15625,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.1438500000000005,239,10,50,4,8,83,47,64,0.035,0.8959999999999999,0.069,0.2248,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,1,5,2,11,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338165357270774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631052794933405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939833220784468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756463189910211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422747200802849,0.20101868773225945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822481487424083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749371486907673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31255092833237097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459568006915245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400297803689292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276132314391856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156354117847853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tmcmac0708,2018/11/13,"Is it possible to live a “task completed” life without medication? Hello there everyone. So I am somewhat new to Reddit (discovered this lovely app about 2/3 months ago) and this is my first time ever posting anything and for some reason I am nervous...not sure why. But anyway, my therapist suggest reaching out and joining some support groups so here I am. I have been diagnosed with ADD as an adult about a year after my son was born (roughly 4 years ago) and finally realized how badly my ADD affected my ability to be the “soccer mom/normal, have my shit together mom” I always wanted to be lol. I have had the same family doctor since before kindergarten and he told me about 4 years ago he always suggested to my mother that I showed clear symptoms of ADD but she never acted on it because I wasn’t “hyperactive” so therefore she believed nothing to be wrong. No matter how many classes I failed in school lol. So moving on, I have also been in and out of therapy for plenty of years now and have came to my own conclusion that much of my depression is attributed to the ADD. The feeling of never being able to finish anything. Or the feeling of never being reliable. And the list goes on and on after all the years. But I am curious to know, has anyone been able to basically live a happy ADD life without medication? My therapist had a million and one packets and reading materials and meditation guides for depression (which I found funny she thought I would be able to sit long enough to meditate or do it more than once lol). But do any of you decide not to use medication and found a way to kind of...live with or make your ADD work? If that makes sense. I am not completely opposed to medication but when I was put on Straterra (I think that may be spelled wrong), it only gave me hot flashes and honestly did nothing else. Still couldn’t do my work without “daydreaming” or my thoughts wandering elsewhere. And I would like to one day finish a painting but feel that may never come haha. Has anyone struggled with this and overcame? Any tips or ways you get through your day? Now that I have been aware that I do have ADD I am able to recognize my moments and downfalls, but still can’t help but always have a wandering mind. I apologize for the rambling and long post. I guess that is what I was nervous about it going on and on and not knowing when to STFU. Lol. Typical. But anyway, thank you for reading and for any and all advice!!! TL;DR - what are some tricks, tips, or techniques to get through a day with ADD/ADHD without medication? 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I’ll hopefully have time to dig around and see in the next week but more likely I’ll forget. 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It is very annoying, I work in an office environment and am getting paranoid that I either look like a sweating pig or smell like that weird guy in IT. Has anyone else had this? and what have you done to combat the issue?",4.252619047619048,6.442515499999999,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,72.57142857142857,8.095238095238095,30.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.7605238095238103,295,13,51,6,6,96,50,70,0.13,0.8009999999999999,0.069,-0.5351,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,10,5,3,1,0,8,15,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,6,2,5,11,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,3,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936265470836093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503257690714446,0.30044782452867913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000751356862374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495525358546166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064001628922471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903428711468674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30605495569660474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865138146233814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462385590622264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047176057119075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532557602082632,0.0,0.24194468421455584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347424827103306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway12332155,2018/11/13,"ADHD and my insomnia - I fixed it? Hi, I've been diagnosed about ten years ago (I'm 24 currently), I've had my share of problems from depression to severe anxiety over my seemingly constant problems with sleep for the past 6 years. I've gone through all the medication types for fixing this issue, including antipsychotics, antihistamines and a long list of different benzodiazepines. My problems with cognition and attention have gone progressively worse over the course of using benzodiazepine type medications for a long period of time. I also self medicated my insomnia with cannabis (bad idea!) to get myself a break from the benzo cycle. This also significantly worsened my problems with attention and anxiety, though it provided a quick and reliable relief. I DO NOT RECOMMEND THIS! However, my psychiatrist who is now in clinical practice after being involved in research had something peculiar to suggest about a year ago; he said that it might help if I took a small dose of my ADHD medication 45 minutes before I go to sleep. I thought that was nuts. I was already anxious about sleeping and I did not want to blow it by making me more excitable. However, just for the sake of trying it out just for a couple of times, I took a small dose (perhaps 5mg) of methylphenidate before I went to bed recently. I cannot describe how relieved I am to report that all the clutter and worry that usually prevented me from falling asleep suddenly became structured and my focus was to sleep. Like for years, I have not understood how people just 'decide' to go to sleep, because I thought that was impossible. I thought I was just lacking in some balance because of... well, brain damage. I thought I had to go on forever with the sleeping medication and that I was doomed to never reach my potential. Today I woke up at 7:30. Really. That is just... I can't describe how difficult it is for me to keep a normal circadian rhythm, for the first time I woke up in tears of joy, and not of hatred out of being out of my mind on sleeping pills and having to fight their effects the whole day. I feel like a new man, with more potential than I previously thought I had. It turns out my problem with attention is the central issue in my sleep. Hopefully this will be of use for some of you out there if you are suffering from the same problem as I. I do still have to take benzodiazepines to taper myself down but I did not need to take my full dose now. I've also switched over to low dose doxepin (a potent antihistamine at very low doses) from quetiapine (Seroquel, a neuroleptic), because of severe side effects that I was getting from quetiapine, such as my blood not clotting well (I was getting nose bleeds often, my legs would be bruised in the morning because of internal bleeding, this happened even at low doses for me). Quetiapine is a hell of a drug. It nearly destroyed my life. I am so thankful to my psychiatrist for allowing me to openly discuss different options. I don't really know what else to say, this is my first time posting here and since recently losing contact with the only other person who I know has ADHD I feel like I need peer support from somewhere. Hopefully this isn't too rambly or weird. :) It's tuesday 10AM here, and I am feeling -awake-. I wish you all fellows a productive day, such as I am determined to have now!",6.7215867707172094,7.5458295619967775,7.227407407407409,71.60641025641027,64.9742351046699,10.491614022048807,36.37396259135389,10.447272113097851,4.04865891242413,2662,127,453,64,39,874,292,621,0.114,0.799,0.087,-0.8589,5,0,3,0,1,0,78.0,0,3,1,6,31,35,3,0,28,0,45,33,13,9,4,96,88,28,0,17,15,0,3,3,1,3,20,2,1,3,28,27,0,2,19,0,0,9,11,21,2,3,29,6,68,14,99,52,11,77,2,8,0,0,21,31,1,11,38,334,96,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277174924648184,0.0,0.10462552164426288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512392753453519,0.14158153449419122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029180550594072,0.06666954552040075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049274611664909165,0.1438986758488369,0.0,0.10043392297984337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587965809063517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377366935475537,0.0,0.0,0.06529838096326278,0.0,0.07611889312837254,0.0,0.050829070605854,0.059898437816616475,0.0,0.1233151067330988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843804136089553,0.0,0.049299011361728186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03897849630852751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951845721085055,0.08431988848141668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039534435543072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249786373569394,0.0,0.10061783813056813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218629483397198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039556150654214514,0.0,0.0,0.11722935536651866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662014559123014,0.0,0.12319153410552232,0.0,0.05245476636703411,0.0,0.0,0.06486561113246885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168366056285084,0.08649445722634108,0.0,0.0,0.10445188555911317,0.0,0.06602208891017686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039392612383803136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972543147576962,0.0,0.06260501938630265,0.05958778461337444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751695325983888,0.0455155920802187,0.056996536218464226,0.0,0.0,0.0578216438953613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044883158492199385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563359826685634,0.040913198109775985,0.05152915289770118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651954255943838,0.0,0.0,0.33881322673995906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561235244579363,0.0,0.11653932553555298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613626859804468,0.046930669735827935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053724550791293325,0.061564955604680026,0.1333390910408015,0.0,0.0488173737270213,0.0,0.4724566612325573,0.0,0.0,0.04543221689141508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712902647539901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696891338940544,0.0,0.0,0.08874306364323219,0.0,0.0,0.05433258879273878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798141037728668,0.23425445866742106,0.1376472320954265,0.0,0.05593881065257653,0.0,0.1311344798880182,0.04006694664370634,0.0641907894389878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019390963629554,0.06499609362016907,0.04869311256409422,0.034808259356999535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612217938422903,0.05470699854782804,0.0,0.0658875405394589,0.06786372012921099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059932051923072764,0.060140779660397735,0.04192218138893798,0.0,0.0,0.15201351752247216 adhd,LostCollegeKidFMe,2018/11/13,"What does time feel like for you? It’s two a.m. where my mind is in it’s usual full gear mode and I was wondering what time feels like to you? I'm curious about how other ADHDers as well as neurotypical individuals perceive time. For me, the concept of time is honestly lost in my mind. It feels like every time I wake up from the usual trying to go to bed early but ends up stay up past two a.m. night of sleep, the day before vanishes out of my mind and it reboots with an entirely new batch of never ending thoughts. It's impossible for me to remember what I did yesterday - what I ate, who I talked to and about what, or the important talks I had with myself - it all disappears the very next day. So trying to remember anything other than the past five minutes is damn near impossible. I don't know what a ""1 week ago"" feels like, or what event happened a month ago. I don't know who i was a year ago or how long it’s been since I’ve seen someone. It's like my brain can only hold 24 hours at a time, dumps the last 24 hours and never thinks about them again. Time is also confusing throughout my day. I don’t know when an hour, ten minutes, or even a minute has past. Everythig is just “now”, all the time. Even though it’s a new day, it’s the same battle. The fight between knowing I have things to do in the day and knowing myself well enough that it’s not going to get done because of the difficult nature of adhd. Sorry for typing so much, I would TOTALLY understand if you take one glance at this and back away, i know i would lol. Let me know if you feel the same or perceive time differently. 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Here's to trying to not let ADHD win. Been hating myself a lot lately, also think my meds aren't working as they should. Hoping bujo with something other than plain black ink might inspire me a little. Wish me luck! X Bullet Journal - try again. https://imgur.com/a/H82go86",2.5598245614035133,5.522650947368426,2.8203508771929826,86.12245614035088,92.15789473684212,3.235087719298245,15.105263157894735,5.033348758259628,-0.5762421052631574,252,5,39,1,9,77,48,57,0.098,0.674,0.22899999999999998,0.8206,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,3,6,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,4,6,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662266610664045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715123991099935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374146622343744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002154869282747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988671385028716,0.0,0.0,0.22652147932058056,0.0,0.0,0.22202346118078625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833027038376327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606124865861176,0.0,0.0,0.23500006936407425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053862814044804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419424943901757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511971403943556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547396214233577,0.0,0.0,0.16127081503292806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlenderBottleLol,2018/11/13,"Diagnosed four years ago, been accommodate at college, but now AAMC will not accommodate me. Help? Hey guys long time lurker here. I'll put my points in bullet points so we all can read my dilemma easily, as for me that makes it even easier to read personally! * I was diagnosed during my Sophomore year in college for ADHD and a plethora of other things including anxiety, slow reading speed, eye tracking problems, etc. * My State University has released their own evaluation on top of my psychologist supporting the fact that I needed to be accommodated for extended time during tests. * The professional school I attended prior have provided me with 2.0x the length to take a test. * I am now attempting to study for the MCAT, have provided them with letter from my psychologists, transcripts, etc. * Their argument was: ""Since you were diagnosed recently (5 years ago), it looks like you don't really need accommodation as we can tell that your academic achievements are average"" * MFW when they don't realize the amount of HOURS I put on top of my peers in order to achieve this. So is there a way for me to contact ADA for them to support my case? more info on the MCAT: 1. It is a 7 hour test - Yes you read that right. 7 hours of sitting down combing through research passages and attempting to answer questions under 60 seconds each. 2. It is heavy reading. Thanks guys! &#x200B;",4.3572289156626525,7.20383093975904,5.117693172690763,76.11114216867473,74.94377510040161,8.803277108433736,30.04032128514057,9.3871,3.2965368995983955,1100,50,185,30,25,355,161,249,0.052000000000000005,0.8340000000000001,0.114,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,4,5,6,8,5,0,0,10,1,18,4,1,1,2,19,26,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,11,7,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,1,0,2,4,2,28,4,34,20,7,39,0,0,2,0,20,14,0,1,19,121,39,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373847006810622,0.0,0.1825364789853936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155762026002274,0.125108233941501,0.0,0.0,0.07876447352074996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135081124741115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296562685551497,0.06800441575331369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038940945353417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690122290351517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041859531535621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030128221656131,0.0,0.0,0.09111677109803586,0.08646085891718579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872690954913037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268775962615466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990110622365664,0.0,0.0,0.19466183741511653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851925940382833,0.0,0.20700740936997253,0.1153392838396404,0.0,0.5149416352767254,0.0,0.06595911000657176,0.0,0.10166103744228687,0.0,0.0,0.08792767410924991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420148686217212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851699601913828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367662993630894,0.0,0.0,0.07741345570964021,0.0,0.08999198413167109,0.09479216252903268,0.0,0.0,0.068402357608929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200741496621354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817252242981448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125108233941501,0.19890949032313412 adhd,ocean_gremlins,2018/11/13,Took a little extra adderall to help me enjoy the concert I’m at (instead of sensory overload and anxiety); now hyperfocused on the ceiling and reddit I’m vaguely aware that someone is playing a very loud show with lots of colored lights right in front of me. Occasionally I remember that I like this band and paid $30 to be here. It just isn’t seeming that important. ,5.306056338028171,6.628766366197188,6.567718309859156,73.2670704225352,68.43661971830986,9.060281690140846,36.735211267605635,9.3871,3.7083949295774654,296,16,51,6,5,100,56,71,0.035,0.8,0.165,0.804,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,3,9,5,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627799978578954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302438217053301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781894478905054,0.3442817450675017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203523714081964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891236297413092,0.2933509611791082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31271359040269897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910502432303504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38164613223735344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834271824245459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shysellsseashells,2018/11/13,"Hallucinations of Crochet... I learned to crochet a couple days ago and have made it my hyperfixation and it’s helped a lot with my anxiety but there’s a strange side effect to it! I don’t know if this is something in the ADHD community that others experience but I would like to know. I can see the crochet stitches happening before my eyes even when I’m not even crocheting. “Yarn over, loop through, yarn over, loop through two, loop through one, yarn over...” its playing over and over in my head. I’m crocheting in my brain every second of the day even when I’m thinking about something else. This has happened before; I was sewing a big project and as I went to bed that night I could mentally visualize all the darts and seams I’d seen in the last 5 hours of my work. Am I really going out of my mind? I’m used to hobby obsessions and fixations but this mental repetition/visualizations of things that aren’t currently happening... I just wanna know if this is normal. TLDR; Hours of crocheting has caused an effect of mentally recalling every crochet stitch I’ve done, what the heck is going on?",4.695740521327014,6.338879151658766,5.659286137440759,77.9767017180095,70.27962085308056,9.066469194312797,29.77517772511848,9.516144504307137,2.7738836492890995,875,35,164,20,16,288,119,211,0.034,0.938,0.027999999999999997,0.2964,2,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,11,0,14,3,3,5,1,32,32,14,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,1,0,3,5,3,16,2,30,25,2,26,0,0,3,0,1,13,1,3,11,109,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547926387796995,0.0,0.11417347911345757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853169100652397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919872374180965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378346026483707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231313807074854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283636489875847,0.1425148131715048,0.0,0.16613076270780644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180717665910324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759592029868796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552136685704934,0.0,0.217039206120781,0.0,0.0,0.12599117046606426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640008109814262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416923949107189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321860172225841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633196316828859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536842225512229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123554286208148,0.10498923710864193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292520187148185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095012024641876,0.0,0.12187372811772082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894004898517392,0.0,0.1300513407255327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087012826916503,0.1261967089452465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727825194419289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251261458023608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263696956980396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831315284493933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556903465196389,0.08252987575931636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581894023567353,0.0,0.0,0.11124189496529822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939894316221845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376797544282443,0.0,0.0,0.09149586498549996,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cyelenativoli,2018/11/13,"Dosage increase and I feel less of an effect than before :((((( So I'm newly Dx'd, just over 6 weeks ago. I was started on Adderall XR 15mg, and man, those first two weeks were splendid! Then I stopped feeling the effects so the psych upped me two weeks ago to 25mg XR. But the thing is... It honestly feels like there is no effect at all now. I know that there is like, a ""beginner's gains"" kind of thing - like the improvement you first get is amazing and after that the improvements are much smaller so things feel less effective. But I mean, this outright feels like no effect. The only way I know that it's working is that I am not bouncing my leg constantly, and I tend to get a rush of energy at about 8pm when the dosage has proper worn off. Beyond that? Nada. I'm finding myself distractible, and caught in those stupid loops where I desperately want to do the thing, and can't make myself do the thing. I can't seem to focus, not even slightly. And my memory? Gone! Even worse than normal. I took two days off just to ""test"" how different I felt - and yeah, other than the Leg Bounce TM, I felt the same :((((( I mean, I KNOW the answer is talk to the psych in December... But it feels so far away. And just WHYYYYYY can't I feel an effect anymore? D: Mostly I just wanted to be sad because I thought I was finally getting things on track and now that feels taken away... For those that have no doubt experienced this, what was your answer? Anyone just wanna commiserate on Them Feels with me? 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It's stupid I know most people out there have a worse life than me and I know the grass is always greener on the other side and all of that stuff. I just function so differently than everybody else in my life. All I want to do is be able to wake up one day completely normal. I want to go to class and pay attention. I want to be able to sit down and do my work. I want so much more out of my life than I am capable of. I'm exhausted from trying so hard for so long. I'm 22 and burnt out. 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I noticed this after I started taking Vyvanse. While driving (I drive a stick) I noticed if I'm not on my meds I focus really hard on my feet when I lift off the clutch/give gas and it can fuck me up and cause me to drive significantly worse than if I was on my meds. But when I take my Vyvanse, I literally don't pay attention to it at all and my brain just does it subconsciously and I drive much better. Anyone have similar experiences? And tips on dealing with it?",2.032,4.116783676190483,4.1259523809523815,84.18321428571429,78.90476190476191,7.247619047619048,24.785714285714285,8.238735603445708,1.5917428571428576,406,15,84,8,10,139,69,105,0.109,0.85,0.040999999999999995,-0.7806,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,2,0,4,4,3,2,1,16,9,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,1,1,17,1,14,8,3,19,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,2,6,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598083686646606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199656854044942,0.0,0.21601692281135185,0.0,0.21709745099918906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997785069016597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049429374469585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018562598345907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023302058669408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978820399467405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421062625169292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320338456227037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859217312550991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428201830845052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458511060766668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376497936305702,0.0,0.0,0.1625890847463726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29244069367055764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981857578467336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,parishilton1337,2018/11/13,"hello, I am doing something idiotic again so I stayed home from school today because I couldn’t sleep last night and really needed to study. somehow I ended up sleeping during the day, and studying during the night and now it’s 5 am and I am just now realising _just how stupid I really am_. I am so tired I’m hallucinating just a little bit which is awfully distracting, so I can’t even fall asleep. this post has three functions. 1) prevent future me from making the same mistake 2) tricking myself into believing this post is somehow productive at all 3) mostly so y’all can just comment either “idiot” or “fucking idiot” depending on your mood/personality/upbringing and then collectively name and shame my brain for its idiocies ",4.709666666666667,7.179233244444448,6.104166666666668,71.33625000000002,72.1111111111111,8.648148148148149,29.027777777777786,9.2995712137729,3.06577777777778,588,24,93,14,12,198,98,135,0.187,0.797,0.016,-0.9754,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,15,9,6,2,4,1,12,6,4,3,1,26,16,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,0,0,13,0,8,15,5,20,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,5,11,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509437398824605,0.0,0.0,0.21271968642075306,0.0,0.0,0.2061272316559104,0.0,0.0,0.21076991742346546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217642386437436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722605916940694,0.0,0.0,0.12470457021705507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745480876687592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938779390717195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390207465435954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892331947378335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602945886279598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399972430515059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543632474462824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616478792793933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419078930140852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108173331365028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778846701706986,0.0,0.0,0.14535206891017127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012420550179677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170047014401648,0.17896599411292952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marmaladestripes725,2018/11/13,"It was a good day!! I managed to ride a wave of motivation for almost 3 hours after an appointment with my psych NP, and I got like 10 assignments done that were late or coming due soon! It can be done, people! I just wish it’d come sooner than today since there’s less than a month left in the semester lol",2.6325000000000003,3.9371310000000013,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,74.9375,7.620000000000001,20.6125,8.238735603445708,0.7798474999999998,240,5,53,4,5,80,56,64,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,1,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,8,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,33,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386667806733967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106239756451751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537119648242847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878166998570056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991138222612675,0.19062522504899188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347205277198023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688620681359052,0.0,0.25896112070654564,0.0,0.0,0.11644268958955102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024366246600752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652375070166325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716036649368693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22592195293329026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740834852591455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WarGufff,2018/11/13,"Very Confused Long time lurker first time poster! Anyway, I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD(combined-types) it has almost been a month already for me trying Adderall 10MG IR. I do feel a bit of a diffrence one I have taken one in the morning after about a hour before work, but towards lunch I lose that little spark. It's getting to the point where I don't want to take it anymore! However, my psychologist told me to don't stop trying! I was wondering if I could schedule an appointment with my doctor before my next actual appointment and possibly up the dosage or change the medicine! TLDR: Can I schedule an appointment with my doctor before my next appointment to up the dose? 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I’m taking adderall xr 30mg and it completely suppresses my appetite. I can’t eat at all when on it. If any of you guys have the same problem, how do you fix it?",-0.4379545454545449,1.5501165681818208,2.055636363636367,95.99845454545458,87.86363636363637,5.3381818181818215,20.163636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.1999963636363633,155,5,37,2,5,53,34,44,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,8,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812153224980813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793988777612993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453504851114865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277135643262377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29599885440000623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498506787681313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007191157982707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wh4teversclever,2018/11/13,"Finally diagnosed at 30, finally medicated, and I can’t believe I waited this long. I want to cry out of happiness. I was diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago. It’s something that was always in the back of my mind, but I’ve always gotten by in the past. Everything just took me way more time and effort than it should have, but I always made it work to a certain extent. With the diagnosis I was already on Wellbutrin for my depression so I tried to just combine it with CBT and hope it would get better. My open office plan recently made it impossible to get work done without me being insanely distracted so I finally got put on 18mg of Concerta ER. WOW. Is this what it feels like to function? I can actually listen and absorb what people are saying in meetings and conversations. It also makes me pretty calm. I can sit down and work on something for more than 10 minutes at a time. It’s just day 4, but I just cannot believe the difference it’s made. It’s small differences that just add up in such a positive way. I honestly wish I didn’t wait this long, but I’m so beyond happy that the last few days do not feel like a complete struggle at work or at home. This group has really helped me take the plunge and I’m so thankful.",3.218855421686748,4.822606738955823,4.998833333333334,81.39825000000002,73.97991967871485,8.514136546184739,26.907831325301203,9.120678840339163,2.256880963855421,974,36,193,22,20,332,141,249,0.048,0.738,0.214,0.9937,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,13,14,0,2,11,0,17,3,0,4,1,40,38,17,0,5,12,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,20,13,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,11,4,20,11,32,24,5,37,0,1,0,0,6,17,0,2,17,129,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.09819421303930384,0.0,0.12093012953545165,0.0,0.08919683602237517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104075170457237,0.08046873406288763,0.2511809298709402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737341179202231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267368974665191,0.0,0.08899348281702131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550203176195946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053040612850147,0.12978792022966126,0.0,0.0866670427014057,0.2042618684986272,0.0,0.2102606932131277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297297773812428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043409052736676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101756729120851,0.1437711783531031,0.0,0.33068502454538906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514345708886423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047796256687696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423159289694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744594298085038,0.0,0.10093377235335972,0.09994203539734026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202174304584177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831931121986544,0.0,0.0,0.17809761064077803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856377249803159,0.06716709904181868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136778848486484,0.0,0.0,0.10160124928537873,0.0,0.08031687486580047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605670450719828,0.06975980173091445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237047462734103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115460784398954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446211685620128,0.0,0.0993537613632813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002000252060737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549300758174522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519373575501624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565649730113086,0.0,0.0,0.09264078089273364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734897372263488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179662969061432,0.06831688508750962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059350463506355075,0.15974081391581488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571228551318813,0.09699765305419412,0.0,0.29302099908551793,0.0,0.0,0.07148018724845066,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bananaboyyyyy,2018/11/13,"I just ruined a date my girlfriend planned because I couldn't remember if I closed the front door. We had to come home to check and missed the movie. The door was closed and locked. I just couldn't remember. I'm so upset with myself.",1.80936170212766,4.1957073829787275,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,81.55319148936171,5.4621276595744686,20.038297872340426,6.742157984588678,0.1168927659574468,185,5,40,2,5,56,33,47,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.8256,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,3,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263527235638129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985859174945114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724634095929692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8412644853633618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,huz980,2018/11/13,"ADHD is a bitch I love my mind, it's fun, its creative, its wonderful. But I also hated it because it never seem to be able to remember the important stuff or able to control it self. I need adderall, I have 10 left, I try to he conservative when I take it and guess what? I relapsed into my spending habit. I spend over 1000 on shit I didn't need yesterday because I was hurt and my mind just spin out of control. Idk what to say or do, I'm glad I spend that much money, because I can forget about my pain but at the same time it's just postponing it further. I hate my life. Why can I be born normal, with a normal mind?",1.6615909090909111,3.0703213712121236,3.75060606060606,89.5459090909091,77.71212121212122,6.618181818181819,24.12121212121212,7.348242739294969,0.932384848484848,479,16,107,6,11,164,84,132,0.16399999999999998,0.741,0.095,-0.8406,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,4,0,4,0,9,4,1,2,1,28,19,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,13,5,0,3,3,0,4,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,19,3,13,15,2,12,0,1,0,1,4,7,2,5,5,71,32,0,0.28214280932705765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954041407688974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128147513417293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25798745671634565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31644715175032745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540605676766894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855761200423584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510198564004977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327449393628328,0.0,0.09964290509093192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732245050420193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42732571131967423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370371431155273,0.20920531809745735,0.10880296405274788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644004854995424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010992083556285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980640125696924,0.0,0.0,0.11218564318001804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842610853425654,0.14716824159420744,0.0,0.14480776963655434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149300730188096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060681397540431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225987052548836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577822359633033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272950004554876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298592065436695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jadzaea,2018/11/13,"Avoiding sensory overload when you can't leave the situation Picture it: the aquarium, this morning. We've got my 7.5 year old son and my 6.5 year old niece. We all had a blast, even survived the arguments and inevitable crying in the gift shop. I did just fine all day, until the car ride home. I love my niece and son, but they tend to get crazy in the car on the way home. We had an hour and a half ride home. They were having fun in the back seat, but were super loud, repeating stuff over and over, and she kept dropping her new toy on the floor where we couldn't reach it. I could feel it brewing. It took everything I had not to absolutely lose it in the car (I did kind of check out about halfway home with my phone). Husband holding my hand helped a lot because it gave me something nice to focus on. But that may not always be an option. Does anyone have advice on preventing overwhelm when you can't leave the situation?",3.6476958525345613,4.985806795698927,4.182826420890937,88.73709677419356,72.44086021505377,7.249769585253457,25.651305683563752,7.7094869923839395,1.17905960061444,728,23,154,9,14,230,116,186,0.073,0.772,0.155,0.9620000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,2,2,3,7,9,0,2,16,0,15,2,1,0,2,29,23,12,0,2,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,9,11,0,4,1,2,2,6,5,3,0,1,11,3,20,6,18,8,3,33,0,2,0,1,16,13,0,3,12,99,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787796733187507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740367659935075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865802538471427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849457823195108,0.0,0.0860111794970005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265415625501315,0.0,0.15498799286442316,0.09099563621912743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234745880029967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931929754805462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680852869626694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713426818886118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371715145099597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284784273349475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457407871366562,0.0,0.5661255879615544,0.0,0.13895173207868816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693039935676727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988018593920747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578510074960095,0.0,0.11995528609608945,0.12734519286752244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627197827847812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29611429941323136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317196986679053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862305824409696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615218532173596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567635174036287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199591585033254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172317242628006 adhd,nothingcomestomind-,2018/11/13,"Brother may have ADHD Hello. I was diagnosed 6 years ago when I started college combined type, although on my official diagnosis it says inattentive type I’m guessing because my psychiatrist doesn’t see how crazy I get haha. Anyway my brother is a sophomore in college and just like me he doesn’t have trouble understanding material but he has trouble getting to it. I feel like I don’t need to explain what I mean to y’all. What he was telling me sounds like exactly what I experienced my freshman year. I’ve suspected this for awhile but he’s not as bad as me so I haven’t said anything I hate to watch he on the verge of failing out or giving up on engineering because I didn’t say anything. For some reason though I’m hesitant to suggest it to him. For more background, I think it runs strong in my family I’m pretty sure my older sister and my mom have it as well. I don’t really know what I’m expecting as far as a response but whatever y’all have lay it on me. 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Save you all the emotional back story and try be quick with this. I was diagnosed with ADHD as an 8yr old. Hard to control child, annoyed other kids in school, hard to concentrate or sit still (so I was told) Took a low dose of Ritalin daily in until I was 12 and told my parents I didn't want or need it anymore and wanted to be ""normal"". Coasted through school with C's and B's but always felt like I never reached my potential. Same story at university. Started smoking weed too. Quit weed 4yrs after university. Decided to see therapist and psychiatrist, tested for weeks, deemed not on a high enough scale for medication. Told to workout, eat healthy, sleep well and read books. 1yr sober. Have so many great ideas and business ventures that I want to work on, work on barely anything. Feel unmotivated to take action but not uninspired to create ideas in my head and live out fantasies. Took dexamphemtine yesterday, got so much done. Life felt simple and clear. I questioned myself is this the answer? And now I'm here. Hello. Not sure what I wanted but it's good to get it out. 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I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression but honestly I think that the cause of my anxiety and depression are because of living with my ADHD. I've always been extremely forgetful, I've never not even once been able to focus on things that I don't find interesting outside of a forced environment like test's, I've always have been extremely impulsive and hyperactive, and I've never been able to control my emotions. I've fucked up more times than I can count and when you have immigrant parents you get fucking beat. I was constantly being beaten at home, my parent would hit my extremely hard with whatever they had laying around, and they would lock me in a dark closet for hours as punishment for my behavior. And I thought this was normal because that's how my friends would also be punished, except I was being punished far more often because of my behavior. I think because of the way I've been treated by adults I learned to never trust them, always lie, always tell them what they want to hear, and never say more than what is needed. And that worked so I've stuck to it till this day, so to most adults I seem very polite and respectful. &#x200B; I only act like myself around people I trust and as time goes on that group of people gets smaller and smaller. I think as I get older what people think of me becomes more and more important. At this point the only people I can be myself around are my close childhood friends, everyone other than them gives me extreme anxiety. &#x200B; I've always had big dreams and I am very intelligent though I'd never admit that to anyone. All of my teachers say that I'm smart but that I'm just not applying myself or working hard enough. So I always thought next time I'll actually try and I'd say that to myself every time. As high school went along my dreams became more and more out of reach and I became extremely depressed. I never in a million years thought there was anything wrong with me mentally, I just thought I was kinda quirky and lazy until I read about adhd. It felt like a weight was lifted off of my shoulders I wasn't just lazy and stupid. I checked off on every box and I found this sub extremely relate able I was so sure I had ADHD. I went and made an appointment and I was extremely unprepared I thought I knew what I was going to say but my mind went blank when I was put on the spot and I went into autopilot like I usually do around adults. &#x200B; I feel like even if I tell them this nobody will believe me. My life has felt like hell for me and nobody understands or believes me. The only thing that has kept me here are my hopes and dreams for the future and they are now completely dead. Life is meaningless so if its not enjoyable why the fuck should I stay here. I hate myself, everyone, and everything. I cried so much writing this that I threw up I think this is going to be my suicide note. &#x200B; tl;dr: my dreams are dead and nothing will get better I'm going to end it.",5.148149241146712,6.129363391231031,5.6531327993254665,80.93737204890391,68.54468802698145,8.763052276559865,28.82162731871838,8.982922981607832,2.275055345699831,2413,83,456,42,40,777,250,593,0.19399999999999998,0.696,0.11,-0.9961,2,0,0,0,0,1,58.0,0,2,8,6,27,35,10,0,12,0,50,8,1,4,8,103,97,54,3,10,14,2,6,6,2,6,3,5,2,3,30,41,1,2,20,5,1,10,12,15,0,1,37,11,84,20,60,48,12,60,1,4,0,3,28,23,4,10,31,316,114,7,0.15680290881112588,0.0,0.051005673302710684,0.0,0.2512621666236417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041798409841642264,0.26094516269996865,0.2265278482470554,0.2540435961855437,0.0,0.0,0.11995379605207634,0.0,0.0,0.03654674656332167,0.0,0.0430118111592859,0.18611711065211212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744746375904167,0.05772549780100333,0.0,0.11777545498754045,0.0,0.046226476796738615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369326023271677,0.0,0.0,0.05480162219609416,0.056482746390310076,0.0586225984845476,0.0,0.0,0.057413544143886615,0.03370830140072841,0.0,0.13505411559346964,0.053050550589330815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879405577266045,0.04629361187918899,0.05400644028717205,0.0,0.06904456161753003,0.0,0.08807547568491753,0.09988793267337576,0.04697478124317106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026428087365052283,0.037340009795123655,0.10037025495896068,0.0,0.047771672643053265,0.0,0.0,0.0573087653610933,0.08076369225402857,0.14496176250747528,0.1092307307365577,0.050139879389166066,0.08911470660181442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757869405723566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364307137645343,0.051603469814835566,0.0,0.0,0.05890942477280985,0.0,0.0,0.055223627412013566,0.05242870082175809,0.0519135562972971,0.051473093212761514,0.0,0.055953585652402715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383635447081935,0.15321196164851555,0.0,0.0461532804142286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945690121760359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526734838812885,0.0,0.05277541280485662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684545330006871,0.038755790013668884,0.24187213973568544,0.0,0.05558722413694938,0.0,0.05121118607500957,0.050152206667370684,0.0,0.0,0.055663326796837866,0.0,0.11925567796054475,0.0,0.0,0.11607404924105355,0.0,0.0,0.14494319152289306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940981066856202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254341086973414,0.0,0.0,0.05228178063505101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626128892603922,0.0,0.05289763834154339,0.0,0.047582493025417866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571034583392577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057172310699144115,0.0,0.049261628622761525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136843577926307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944859010106105,0.1674549542370206,0.05135268725835947,0.20747332423525827,0.12191071613780982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03548629408983192,0.0,0.0,0.0544124526746568,0.0,0.0,0.057565417035786666,0.08625254766550368,0.03082880608002745,0.04148761681321235,0.0,0.06364789999412326,0.0,0.19381048987871186,0.0471634120232503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610292341875352,0.0,0.0,0.11138828752418634,0.057146455150652774,0.2540435961855437,0.03365864409635272 adhd,cheddarjakecheese,2018/11/13,"Does ADHD get worse? I've noticed that my memory and concentration issues have been progressively getting worse lately, especially since I moved out of my parents' place and into my own. I'm not sure what's going on but my sheer inability to remember things is driving me nuts and scaring the absolute shit out of me. It doesn't seem to get better when I eat right or change my diet. It doesn't seem to be affected by my caffeine consumption. I don't get a whole lot of exercise, which I do need to change. But I'm so tired of immediately forgetting what my coworkers tell me and I'm even having issues recalling old memories. The severity varies day by day but I'm really starting to get scared that this might be something deeper that can't be fixed by getting on meds. I can't see a doctor or psych for another month or so because I'm waiting for my work's health insurance to kick in.",5.5885053929121735,6.045939971751416,6.8854545454545475,74.35696456086285,67.36158192090396,10.7301489470981,31.910118130457114,10.637119530657019,3.4317276836158186,713,28,136,19,11,243,107,177,0.175,0.804,0.021,-0.9795,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,1,2,4,0,14,7,1,1,1,24,32,13,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,7,2,1,3,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,1,16,2,21,27,3,18,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,7,7,83,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022586470090527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107353495962995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619891885998666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055245669783983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26446712560808955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122948531628858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279429294638912,0.10938845586739963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790633900661286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825614067670181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39184445149014696,0.0,0.0710404543414743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286929260870528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609353187212069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100559093164472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627064022975252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884696484212886,0.0,0.0,0.1326053840121789,0.0,0.0,0.09977391096113998,0.13285535568351056,0.0,0.09268601230667416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231347616643375,0.13116660884215334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879785127135028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305985306221557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007828390140549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160077963877324,0.10674942778047254,0.0,0.0,0.2502938725708197,0.0,0.09960891955494212,0.2275908468169872,0.0,0.14121456669629984,0.12831083684386355,0.10340139900913499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623120680206687,0.0,0.0,0.08847573517858531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781114293285573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092556229674526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304453185598673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366926083601125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395581808056197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910015831708848,0.0,0.2547716224620714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MysteriousFog15,2018/11/13,"Do ADHD-PI people experience extreme happiness and sadness? I’ve always seen this sentence in online tests “ do you experience extreme highs and lows” and I just wonder if it actually means for all 3 subtypes or for 1 or 2? 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So about 2 years ago, this mental fog got worse and it really stressed me out. I got diagnosed with ADHD (mainly forgetful and inattentive) at the beginning of this year and have titrated up to 20 mg Adderall XR. I still have not felt any better after taking it. My dad also takes 50 mg. Anyways, this mental fog is the worst part for me. I feel like theres something wrong with me but I know its just the ADHD. It feels like I’m in the backseat of my mind and my body is on auto pilot most days. I can snap my fingers and then think about it and make myself doubt that I ever snapped them. Idk if that gets that point across. Does anyone else experience this or no how to help it?",2.575178970917225,4.0334829328859065,3.745117449664431,90.32738534675616,75.3758389261745,6.577404921700225,21.141498881431765,7.1686216300943375,0.4344223713646529,563,13,122,6,12,183,102,149,0.128,0.8170000000000001,0.055,-0.8025,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,2,4,0,6,3,2,3,1,27,20,14,0,1,5,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,16,3,17,17,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,11,82,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489858466654745,0.0,0.12870420902850574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611022577629485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987357393890434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152182848421924,0.14876666415830672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841078591378996,0.0,0.16127590837581549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363701875267788,0.0,0.0,0.14736712305134758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705875570201766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128953172194712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313347431542723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420259246308551,0.0,0.0,0.146827173685194,0.2074508089770204,0.13940737229791367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171396299023748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224708360277066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973193347503325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979388817138411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418672426856707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691698428347888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389590510058605,0.0,0.1466028281799417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722910649260566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372536489791333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301390197516976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177612206900248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595075426096757,0.0,0.16631728325624845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183330727239408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930333599650434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796335262952698,0.0,0.15874498180662128,0.0,0.18699815520053376 adhd,the_vegan_olive,2019/05/02,"They’re Finally Letting Me Out! I don’t think I ever really believed that I would actually graduate. I’ve changed my major three times, I have a 9 month old son, and I work full time. I’ve spent the last 1.5 years feeling pretty down, watching all the classmates I started with graduate and start their careers. I’ve always been super motivated, but could never seem to actually execute all the plans I made to “get my stuff together.” I was only diagnosed this past January, and I believe my success is partly attributable to having a name for what I’ve dealt with my whole life, rather than believing I’m just lazy or didn’t want it bad enough. But today I submitted my graduation application! I’ll need to complete one summer class and three classes this fall, and I’ll have my Accounting BBA and enough credit hours to sit for the CPA exam. I’m feeling so much gratitude today. 😊😊",5.196052631578947,6.467541894736844,6.459897660818715,74.12914473684212,68.64912280701755,9.910526315789477,31.793859649122812,10.125756701596842,3.3912842105263166,708,30,127,18,12,239,117,171,0.048,0.804,0.14800000000000002,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,4,4,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,3,4,30,24,10,0,5,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,3,1,3,1,0,3,5,3,18,3,12,16,9,21,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,16,78,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.2688266390606692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460981776714765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500624714171945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655537954607149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570951674532318,0.0,0.14441663991587408,0.0,0.0,0.1099733219016604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980210721470748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846422542815371,0.0,0.0,0.12459274133398199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392898758729094,0.0,0.0,0.15088625725267096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196290217506351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564509352048726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122756058143963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084738061444713,0.09728907456569004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033189909853926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994189403701007,0.0,0.10125395666844972,0.10213166593922757,0.1062327485638434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445338292505599,0.0,0.09333545877007968,0.1047566575086952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915783078355288,0.13148738725355452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013000247834514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823908092349818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539234216393552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498463692856835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767811280584654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825754004742062,0.0,0.0,0.1606333470509495,0.0,0.2611207867643344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124198533329094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378058831536887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027557622824154,0.0,0.0,0.09784577880234584,0.0,0.0,0.08869935030620275 adhd,Vivastian,2019/05/02,"Opinions on the focus of anger in ADHD/is it biased towards masculine expressions of emotion? Does anyone else feel like the way emotional instability is presented in ADHD is somewhat more characteristic of male expressions of emotion than female? Hearing that ADHD causes emotional impulsiveness/instability was a major breakthrough for me when I first came to the realization of ""oh hey, that other stuff sounds a lot like me."" Then as I dug deeper, I started to doubt that I actually had ADHD at all solely because of how emotionality was described, especially how, say, Barkley talks about the anger management issues associated with the disorder. It felt like everything I read focused on anger, lashing out at others, behavioral problems in childhood i.e. hitting and yelling - and that was something I could not relate well to, not as an adult or a child. To some extent I do definitely have that anger - I was/am angered by criticism (/type of child to throw game pieces, lol). But for the most part I did not get into conflict too often with others, and never physical. Much of my emotional issues were more in the form of shame, self-loathing, feeling intense sadness/worthlessness. Rejection-sensitive dysphoria was a much better descriptor for the things I felt. I figured it might be partially connected to the fact that in general girls with ADHD are much more likely to internalize whereas boys are much more likely to externalize (also boys being 'allowed' to show anger more). Does anyone else have experience with feeling this way?",9.620314465408805,10.259590528301887,9.333962264150944,59.60899371069184,58.81132075471698,12.198742138364782,41.062893081761004,11.729898335038438,5.411885534591195,1250,62,177,34,15,405,162,265,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.9606,1,0,1,0,1,0,40.0,0,0,0,2,8,16,6,2,14,1,18,0,0,4,3,40,28,12,0,2,5,0,5,5,0,1,0,4,0,7,15,10,0,1,6,3,0,2,4,9,1,1,10,9,14,7,42,13,19,23,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,9,12,138,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.08123573941429325,0.0,0.5002254301048538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657151077441077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641457853671484,0.17058999790369533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507457714237833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362400650637346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952108389043731,0.0,0.08551620661258884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646487231878302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540671914741593,0.0,0.1456976466568371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908210605683488,0.5618408641146325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481581637921192,0.08143021261559669,0.0,0.0,0.12627449532902052,0.059470704120331966,0.15985774422389554,0.0,0.0,0.07080870156198701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434924127238031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382388997177624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377364716353838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334808178697972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077246893840082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831047221299404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478050441207924,0.0,0.0642041719507486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014691933413176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965483795260556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326817063227618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620027669138939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684336103585379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408656313333631,0.0,0.0,0.0589216947050587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529634509430078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690969469834775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055304706347637164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215303357946487,0.0,0.0,0.07484783061774564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PimptiChrist_,2019/05/02,"New Psychiatrist Seemed... Sketchy? I started seeing a new psychiatrist... it was weird. The first thing she told me was that ADHD doesn't exist in adults and it's called a ""mood disorder"" now. ""They probably gave you the benefit of the doubt when you were younger, but if you still have symptoms you most likely have a mood disorder."" She was very surprised that my last therapist had done an adhd screening that came up positive, before then she didn't want to represcribe vyvanse(I live in a new state) because that might blow my mood disorder over the top. I barely got a chance to tell her that my adhd symptoms are along the lines of inability to concentrate, difficulty starting tasks, trouble with sleep schedule, etc. benign but a hurdle. I am guessing she assumed that I was a problem child with behavioral issues that have persisted into adulthood, while I'm over here just wanting help with not crashing my God damned car. Very... icky gross stereotyping for a psychiatrist if so. The whole first session just made me uncomfortable but the doctor said she would prescribe vyvanse instead of some snazzy new mood disorder medication she immediately tried selling me, so long as I got an ekg to show my 114 heart rate(I chalk it up to an energy drink and the stress of my uncle who needs me to mute the GPS when he drives, for me to read him every turn as it comes up) wasn't a problem and I got my ADD screening sent over.",7.682993710691825,7.84108577735849,7.107547169811323,75.57125786163523,62.924528301886795,10.236477987421383,35.025157232704395,9.888512548439397,3.3340364779874214,1141,46,205,21,15,355,160,265,0.163,0.758,0.079,-0.9733,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,1,4,10,16,1,2,21,0,17,7,2,1,0,33,37,16,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,2,13,11,1,0,2,3,1,5,4,8,0,2,18,4,31,4,28,17,4,33,0,0,3,0,24,10,1,9,18,137,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511137670335944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936503122167505,0.0,0.08286751685855626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944103881902686,0.11138256973173014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388860971833635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464468823338792,0.09967773973503063,0.0,0.09965873201654588,0.0,0.09540028800405816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861008912708564,0.0,0.0,0.0820511167453981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567137166520732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336631963315728,0.0,0.1072806274708961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540176993055945,0.06527515572314299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164470555799754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938182510875526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757742324316718,0.0,0.08599279583793286,0.0861827172599337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214810238864538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810520672146067,0.0,0.10331016344877557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220979111932813,0.0,0.3762204072750052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499757033581336,0.18636870853825127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974114179499905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263549697961156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760328765558933,0.08865570489184939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745539449724483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785929931337845,0.0,0.07777183804243673,0.0,0.11155426197531226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024407394924824,0.0,0.0,0.0851188385037871,0.0,0.0,0.11307156545287632,0.06469830937468635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305560215831032,0.0,0.06611806604695841,0.10592698499025917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070575385611402,0.11488046801326515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872694632307063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917955547136173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,addddddddddddd2,2019/05/02,"Quitting Vyvanse, the anxiety is too high Hi everyone, it took me quite a long time, with help of SSRIs, to manage my anxiety disorder. &#x200B; I've quit Vyvanse for a month, but it almost feels like my anxiety problems have all come back! &#x200B; Any one else in a similar situation? How long would this last??",4.75293103448276,7.094130500000002,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,71.58620689655173,9.467586206896552,34.01379310344828,9.888512548439397,3.93900275862069,251,13,42,7,5,82,49,58,0.175,0.75,0.075,-0.6485,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,1,5,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424688364431388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083119172149276,0.3457617630778779,0.09675254130957747,0.0,0.3265221925181537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940144199089256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255815380079985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163060592649813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885331999295512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595079045458774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719390074721092,0.10164198439922624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536458645993606,0.15032237823926842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597390829735595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950885435889273,0.0,0.0,0.25181952001297925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113563325217444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964098822515988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613889252294314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539840349844816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992415613462813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296226471126941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807384235234284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106876997720564,0.0,0.3457617630778779,0.0 adhd,BTGG69,2019/05/02,"I'm dreading this My AP tests are coming up next week and all I can think about is how I'm going to end up looking at the clock and drifting away and failing the exam, any tips, even little ones, to help keep me motivated on the exam and not fail.",8.971509433962265,4.4942277547169835,9.216698113207546,76.18278301886792,63.9056603773585,11.354716981132073,35.93396226415094,7.1686216300943375,2.4914603773584902,193,5,43,1,2,65,42,53,0.11199999999999999,0.75,0.138,0.1497,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,8,10,1,13,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,4,27,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239067378880092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093487393891168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836266215613872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916248683605128,0.0,0.0,0.21747181063844706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712491512911186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069470398675303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29265964823686563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300030257183492,0.0,0.0,0.2764938030830668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35016962953265623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311374918878424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109752382818065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641109154975464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,exterioralligator,2019/05/02,"I (29m) called a psychiatrist for an appointment today and it's tomorrow! This is my first appointment with a psychiatrist, I'm nervous, what can/should I expect? Hi all! I'm a 29 year old male, I've struggled for a lot of my adult life with symptoms that line up with ADHD and I have a lot of the classic behaviors/traits that come along with it. I was a paratrooper in the Army because I liked the adrenaline, I got a job as a police officer out of the Army because the variety appealed to me (had to resign for family reasons, huge bummer!), I have PTSD (I read recently that there's a fairly well documented intersection between first responder/military jobs, combat/military-related PTSD, and ADHD because people with ADHD are more likely to find themselves in potentially PTSD-inducing situations), I really struggled to complete my degree and switched my program and schools a few times, etc. etc. I've had a lot of work and life issues like having basically zero ability to do anything I'm not naturally interested in or naturally good at without a serious amount of stress and grief, and usually even then it was always in the last minute for that motivating stress factor, I find myself creating stress for myself when there is none to stay motivated, and I'm really really good operating in crisis mode and high stress situations like it was what I was born to do, but not so much when things are just calm and cool. I happened to find this sub on r/all once and checked out some of the posts and had a total ah-ha moment. I'd been to Army mental health and my own military unit's social worker a few times, but it was pretty hit or miss and mostly focused on counseling for PTSD and depression symptoms and what I thought was just job burn out. Long story short, I took a few seemingly decent quizzes and came up with being combined-type ADHD. I could usually answer an emphatic yes to most of the questions, and now that I've read more about it I think it's worth exploring, I called providers today to find one, and my appointment is tomorrow. I'm just looking to understand what I can expect as I've never been seen by a psychiatrist specifically? Is there anything I should look out for, and what are the signs are that I have a good or bad provider? I'm pretty jaded from the Army about my provider being checked-out or overworked or not caring, and I've known people were turned away from an ADHD diagnosis because they didn't have symptoms as kids, etc. This is also my first experience with private healthcare in like, a decade, and the first for mental health care. Thank you!",8.61692424242424,7.400642977777778,8.783042929292929,68.82789772727276,61.64646464646465,12.290404040404045,37.392676767676775,11.374738998889045,4.238752525252527,2074,83,373,50,24,685,233,495,0.083,0.7959999999999999,0.12,0.9602,3,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,1,8,15,28,0,7,32,2,34,7,0,3,3,80,58,38,1,4,14,0,0,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,22,37,0,0,15,2,2,4,7,13,1,6,18,4,33,15,61,35,20,50,0,4,3,0,10,20,0,13,29,255,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37910870386843415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504529311094004,0.05249581011539077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383514365888752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592749918740513,0.0,0.05267739038117539,0.15383595054127291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884358362765616,0.07215798229949473,0.1286486157743127,0.0,0.0,0.05434632034226195,0.06614850851546876,0.0,0.0,0.05037211241394323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433919628277265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110855829863171,0.0416702516192076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061713980342740525,0.05947549673873634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306519236470644,0.2146567803731592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587503214071487,0.05045871727071435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579014694648484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412312295247097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665789153188624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584941326238704,0.18782082679891104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142664911480645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912445520293867,0.1541125722141614,0.0,0.0,0.05583253287783574,0.10595917063272126,0.0,0.0,0.1609102058037042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271594619806401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637829975001128,0.0,0.0486587825135006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620218584591978,0.06718863236282774,0.0427513158652929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747711796198117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042263768238425,0.12837011950438815,0.0,0.0,0.29499463896690803,0.0,0.07067507199255403,0.0,0.12621384816553946,0.0,0.12125092231612518,0.06486687450297635,0.062293616718313724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385029749234611,0.0,0.05743463092783078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183127193454334,0.0,0.06431215807670615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724538687210245,0.0,0.0,0.2890768449833913,0.13191042123368155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967235358123605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058084658479271474,0.0,0.0,0.04191409368548543,0.04042542911109105,0.0,0.05008629454726885,0.07357639903170206,0.0,0.11960360382922802,0.0,0.07009514591885581,0.0,0.06862364126070733,0.0,0.06567875995016817,0.0,0.0,0.13896911537993267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672535290121052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608163650678558,0.0,0.04593016297769628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040627795609039584 adhd,rickeahudson,2019/05/02,"My ADHD has been affecting my life and idk what to do Hi. This is the first post I've ever made so forgive me if it's not formatted correctly. I don't know what my problem is, but my ADHD is affecting how I do in school and it's been doing it for years now, I just didn't know to act upon it. I think my ADHD is affecting my memory in a way. In class, I am able to do whatever that needs to be done, but it can't be executed outside of my classes. I forget all my homework, tests and outside assignments which brings my grades down heavily. I have been utilizing a planner and that doesn't even help because I forget that I even have a planner. I have been taking Concerta for about a year now. To be honest, I couldn't tell what the medicine was doing to me other than making me lose sleep and making me not eat for days at a time. I only noticed that it does give me a lot of energy and brain function until I forgot to take my meds for two days. I don't know what's going on and the only answer I have is my ADHD. I completely bombed my first year in college due to this and I want to stop before it's too late. Does anyone have any advice for my situation? Should I try new meds?",2.39240066569586,3.4049837549407123,4.574699396713125,85.98113376326192,75.08695652173913,7.69785729144997,23.59246931558145,8.20500826718156,1.2206885375494072,922,26,202,15,19,321,128,253,0.07400000000000001,0.882,0.044000000000000004,-0.7119,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,9,0,33,4,2,7,3,40,48,14,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,19,8,1,2,6,0,0,3,8,2,0,3,9,0,36,2,27,34,2,29,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,16,151,55,8,0.11299658827155715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431997621496261,0.11041895828559843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768415548427767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900984182101321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888167141392727,0.0,0.09615177402711543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614156272648386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184747729526705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457469029212831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977681517340212,0.11563474137929805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562371943099033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926636171431704,0.10221188326838923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222968051890527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839662383076523,0.06421856512212451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573923125256976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862999093939091,0.0,0.12746507335526644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981283200232249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641427886797754,0.0,0.09606565855224226,0.0,0.1069201039657518,0.1508522002083044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510274726246504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837855384287885,0.0,0.10913280907897917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864736468351218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718779944035954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821949642217443,0.0,0.0,0.10812247445329977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435857993075063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701289958868858,0.11307819305623305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447020744731256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991874356258052,0.0,0.09876399867557537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240365116215422,0.0,0.0,0.06588921931563686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767172661455298,0.0,0.11038124769486622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664831540321588,0.08969143221171014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182982943246347 adhd,naticom,2019/05/02,"How does Dexedrine 5mg tab work? I was prescribed 10mg and 15mg spansule and I use them only if there's an important meeting or conversation, and I want the effect to go away right after the occasion otherwise I'm always having trouble sleeping, but the 10mg and 15mg are still too powerful for me. &#x200B; I'd like to know how the 5mg tab work? Does it kick in later and goes out slower?",4.748414634146343,4.838915060975612,6.059658536585367,80.82802439024394,69.12195121951221,8.999024390243902,31.03414634146341,8.841846274778883,2.3928117073170734,313,12,64,5,5,106,58,82,0.024,0.845,0.131,0.8014,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,4,0,15,8,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,34,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094002790093215,0.2726722013286837,0.3057929836945239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644172381411804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404566181793921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302349377297735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830509334507174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294777640179065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139785524283925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149152375355214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518405419006447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097504030698032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735239970526746,0.0,0.0,0.14843487868225866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664212028096108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057929836945239,0.0 adhd,theSuperCyberCat,2019/05/02,"Prioritized to-do list method [LINK HERE (it's a tumbr post from a blog called Study Insperation)](https://physiologies.tumblr.com/post/167872074364/how-to-handle-having-too-much-to-do) Hi everyone! I just wanted to share this method of prioritizing your to-do list that I found online. It's not a change your life overhaul or anything but I find that it's been helpful and it gives me a bit of motivation to get small tasks done. If you want to use it for projects I definitely would recommend splitting them up into smaller tasks before putting them in this grid; otherwise, they will just sit in the days/later category forever. On the other hand, putting a task in the days/later category makes stuff in the minutes/yesterday or hours/yesterday seem like a great way to procrastinate on the larger project so you still get some stuff done.",7.48655629139073,8.913269741721855,6.944033112582782,72.17207615894041,63.50331125827815,9.74860927152318,31.65629139072848,9.888512548439397,2.9924352317880785,685,25,120,14,10,213,101,151,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.9836,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,3,1,5,3,0,0,11,0,5,2,1,3,0,20,14,6,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,12,3,16,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,5,2,68,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391242190537797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385992842302328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845727107704448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263194637814466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884594800502096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460197336213347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615466804526751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452026943819444,0.0,0.0,0.18536855368102986,0.0,0.0,0.17665659386115445,0.16218037268031762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639225310772414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331918206456384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941400369643655,0.08259550861161356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285068291252877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242805567825716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238307179829929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399094716845216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390835689940488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350137119857079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870727484971828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601591445577236,0.0,0.0,0.1994351530262527,0.1341941232877964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009731045077265,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Princess_Daisy_Dukes,2019/05/02,"Help me adult - LAUNDRY I’m about 10 years post ADD diagnosis and for the most part I have worked out systems for functioning in the real world (shout out to Alexa routines and reminders). The one thing I cannot master is laundry. If I remember to throw clothes in the washer I usually need to rewash them at least twice before I remember to get them into the dryer and after that there’s almost no chance they will end up folded or put away. It doesn’t help that my washer doesn’t say how long the load will take or beep when the cycle is over, only the dryer does. Does anyone have any tips or tricks for remembering to finish their load of laundry?",5.545523255813954,5.974890403100778,5.791773255813954,82.25882267441864,67.44961240310077,8.31046511627907,26.20251937984496,8.07648339933343,1.4679217054263565,518,13,101,6,8,165,89,129,0.027000000000000003,0.915,0.057,0.574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,2,4,1,1,0,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,19,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,2,11,0,20,11,3,21,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,6,7,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815778762269288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098939766007798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440343237069505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715851429318707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139393323431935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31139205347424603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758131040828985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092954086901025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385075103499724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745060353471224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192291394761327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205609012870994,0.13531360119184316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926663537122768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039493427723976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885533666678635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250805616193365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604634518272042,0.0,0.0,0.1414864314730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377115075858206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181998918413742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595001302494766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952541302593867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457246535679967 adhd,DarkChiken,2019/05/02,Lost my motivation Hi guys so let me give you some information before i start. I am on my third year in university. And this semaster for the most part was really good. I went to algorithm camp and my grades were good. But i needed to find internships so i applied to every internship availabe. But i got rejected from most of them and that did not effect me that much. Until last thursday when i got rejected from an internship which i thought i would get picked. Since then i dont feel motivated to do the things i enjoy. I dont know if this is my brain trying to find an excuse to have a break. What should i do?,2.5905571847507325,4.524904096774197,4.3176539589442795,84.18511730205279,76.58064516129029,8.380058651026394,23.369501466275658,9.095868883498916,1.7878645161290323,484,15,101,12,11,163,84,124,0.092,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.2278,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,4,3,6,0,0,5,0,13,1,1,4,0,23,24,11,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,8,1,21,3,13,13,5,11,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,4,7,76,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616253910652494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486971687779346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301696228903651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462404586537665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279354465224426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354690619327601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958819545848356,0.17604971077510734,0.0,0.3078567945551905,0.29355642530930776,0.0,0.0,0.1817142766671755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085813871052084,0.1495938075356165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766227796948284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033444654554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349087791262448,0.1360782216847826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987349582201392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756801482425785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181016149799906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298968464143181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192295184970665,0.0,0.0,0.1456948806823797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459846108734762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701254625260507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036779001243934,0.0,0.0,0.118181268691395 adhd,dampcale97,2019/05/02,"Routine job? Hi all, I’m new to this sub. Didn’t realise this existed until a couple of days ago. Anyway, I have not been diagnosed yet, I’m yet to book an appointment with my GP to see if they can help me. Looking at a lot of the experiences and symptoms I have a good 80 % match. One thing about me is that I would like to undertake a mundane or routine job. My current work profile is a bit unstructured and demanding. I feel like I’ve had enough and could start working on something that’s routine work like 9 to 5. Set times and I pretty much know what I’ve signed up for. Does anyone else here feel this way?",0.5678215223097139,2.881396228346457,2.3923149606299208,92.99093963254593,86.71653543307087,5.591391076115485,22.63989501312336,7.0316486544052195,0.7676345406824145,479,18,104,7,15,158,90,127,0.016,0.847,0.13699999999999998,0.9295,3,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,0,1,16,18,7,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,10,4,14,13,5,14,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,3,12,64,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366394799826594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121006057721667,0.17761713558283418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925284993124689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840553822863158,0.19180801890434315,0.0,0.11179614162530856,0.0,0.0,0.17594618003674498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169939022425372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481133473363994,0.0,0.0,0.17911646081617705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695691575405095,0.0,0.0,0.17530151773744174,0.12384097833110765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539740758249892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619257293278396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440454301383665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526839856365006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540695533649562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556999239148216,0.0,0.0,0.1473756183297492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743189100904787,0.0,0.0,0.16742210963276236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746616527998224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763588484881624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813717578844426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345297981089993,0.0,0.0,0.1226977286570688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017659343329093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516576172610772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108153719287426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759683200311582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37860168791117693,0.0,0.0,0.12314257171069272,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Polymathy1,2019/05/02,"Marijuana- common dislike with adhd? I hate the way Marijuana makes me think. Scattered and self-critical and way too aware of my body. It's always been like this, but I didn't try it until college. Is this common for other people with ADHD? It's like my executive dysfunction gets really bad, and that's super annoying.",3.7445000000000017,6.4258297833333335,5.813333333333336,71.19500000000002,76.16666666666666,8.666666666666666,25.0,9.2995712137729,2.7655000000000003,257,9,41,7,6,89,46,60,0.23399999999999999,0.622,0.14300000000000002,-0.7649,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,26,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931730533053909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534413780363164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060544124529368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741214977912373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893450481710225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436482034883358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411324880706155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473030076686246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108901954237318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809621152730294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574496343285766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812928437359405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755020223389305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917714579977949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RemarkableCard,2019/05/02,"My experience and need for some advice! Hello guys, my first post on Reddit! Sorry if post is long :(. It took me around 3 months to decide and write. I am not sure if I have ADHD or not. You might say I should go meet a counselor, but I cannot. I do not belong to a society where it we have a lot of counselors that I can trust on. I have already been to twice and they failed to help me in any way. So I started finding a way for myself. And here I just want to share my experience and see what you people think. &#x200B; To begin with, I am usually depressed! I realize many times that this started 7 years ago, and my life never changed. It is the same wake up, do my stuff, go to sleep thing. My thought patters are kind of the same, I get urges to play computer games the same as I did 10 years ago! I never had friends I could talk with. I have been through college, university and now a job. The way people behave and treat me is still the same. I think, I am just not able to change anything. The motivation behind changing myself for the long-term is very volatile. Things change in my life only if I have a short term reward. And sometimes these short term things are so emotionally heavy, that I just give up (like job interviews)! And yes, I am very sensitive. I cannot watch a emotional scene (even after 7 years of breakup) without feeling bad and lonely. On this subreddit's wiki, I got a nice video which effectively says that ""ADHD is a problem where the mind is incapable to make any emotional or social changes that do not have a fast reward"". My obsession with games, my life not changing (as I cannot really keep any motivation to do something new alive) gives me a good match! Correct me if I am wrong! &#x200B; A second point I am distracted very easily. Give me anything to read, I will be daydreaming in less than a minute. It was very hard for me to go through college, but I made it. I forced people around me to teach me half the stuff, that is why I made it. No surprise, I do not have any friends from college. I think this is more or less correlated to my distraction. &#x200B; But one thing I do not understand is hyper-focus. Its all over the internet that people with ADHD are hyper-focused. Is it a very specific type of hyper-focus like me playing games (I used to do it for 6 hours not realizing what is going on outside)? I just do not understand. I never feel hyper-focused. &#x200B; Can anyone show some light on this! Really appreciated. Thanks :)",3.0154213946270967,4.8883310896130325,4.1338478324119885,86.24696707399866,75.17107942973523,7.201648724662981,25.33609737173892,8.037061389416179,1.4538431383958876,1939,67,393,31,42,631,227,491,0.107,0.7490000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.976,2,2,1,0,0,1,91.0,1,2,1,7,14,26,0,3,24,1,50,5,2,7,6,84,80,25,0,9,25,0,3,2,2,3,3,2,0,1,30,18,0,1,15,8,0,5,18,9,0,5,10,8,62,17,51,65,13,52,0,3,2,0,23,18,0,11,26,280,92,13,0.05829545758139816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101794344656548,0.056965646462270585,0.10335081159854168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433048704945596,0.0,0.0,0.25265241573543995,0.2833414468687981,0.15857164076708066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040761539377815265,0.0,0.0959443889891926,0.1037906332043384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867427207757756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700131865157477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654417933419062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050209792193687465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672363027498024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850359993495888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404828707180162,0.0,0.0,0.058951869871341614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328099211813762,0.04958608643848897,0.0,0.0,0.09007785183850657,0.0,0.030456970529999076,0.1677669445551854,0.1325226078514229,0.048895464010025286,0.04662420281924205,0.0,0.0,0.05772166820436905,0.0,0.0,0.05222127959813596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907421640130411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740928299198074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569849302573824,0.051815681212827064,0.0,0.060705748324321525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352741707371902,0.05696043191393976,0.0,0.0,0.10317929101693794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956071337041392,0.0,0.11032114297743073,0.038912670607230034,0.059102444153668075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061842268139091376,0.058861793990291074,0.0,0.046530878070365184,0.0,0.0,0.043225343137545835,0.13488315206321475,0.05630211619410324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395025107554558,0.044336322384578984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161658920817209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510805017150988,0.0,0.11166186802026007,0.0,0.0,0.05578087993188295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583112331601273,0.0,0.0746911257342941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271777535413417,0.0,0.0,0.046453932154038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583375578636835,0.05942487768415389,0.0,0.04487869130453407,0.05765569815899343,0.06525699204296731,0.08252364984237427,0.0,0.04655482772781699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346870372934064,0.0,0.0,0.05494277887206557,0.0,0.0,0.04685568061124146,0.0,0.053670625099218286,0.0,0.0,0.15491564674482813,0.11206012605225216,0.0,0.046280081653829575,0.033992550115364804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476839834099163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137525448393552,0.0,0.05034855825405149,0.06420421060569803,0.2404992884943116,0.03438417126473367,0.13881666239374535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052602583188819815,0.0,0.0,0.05619474083021283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373693149101405,0.2833414468687981,0.11262109017230015 adhd,artdrummer,2019/05/02,"My 200th job application just got denied. Is it too dramatic to consider not trying to be a designer anymore and settle for something else? Im having a hard time sorting through what is RSD and impulses, or just a realization. I feel like i walk that line of ""Good enough to do work for people as a favor"" and ""Not good enough to get paid for it"" I knew that, just like the other 199 job applications, I shouldn't get my hopes up, but I DID. I don't think I can just ""Keep trying anyways"".",4.8512121212121215,4.915760131313132,6.101565656565657,80.70568181818183,68.8989898989899,9.42828282828283,28.62121212121212,9.2995712137729,2.181678787878788,379,12,80,7,6,128,66,99,0.07200000000000001,0.848,0.08,0.1977,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,18,18,6,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,9,6,11,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,55,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201290633790345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016288875760482,0.0,0.0,0.4209473581965224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299543442736483,0.14552133407340173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284677944396568,0.0,0.0,0.3417031261760403,0.162915274262805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824726981621184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231730013803825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002795131846584,0.0,0.4042761180530528,0.18105544771733686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903234428187444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121800389847836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681607106033926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305209531088768,0.0,0.0,0.11877748658581412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765940815552649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829400157561293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ElVegetariano,2019/05/02,"Does ADD seem to be worse on some days versus others? Somedays I can actually be somewhat productive and focused, and other days I’ll be unable to accomplish anything and bored of everything that I do even if I originally feel like doing it in the first place",11.005714285714284,8.190913346938776,10.82214285714286,61.11035714285714,58.38775510204083,13.881632653061226,42.867346938775505,12.161744961471696,5.242420408163267,210,9,35,5,2,70,40,49,0.098,0.757,0.145,0.3477,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,5,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.3087463834586275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603581186473468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080846492601907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768708810190055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896948629992745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843466791726178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599738983399499,0.2260256994184501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911714821934885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154569861215377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305552669742003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28802526633370384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224236187007802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cyonita,2019/05/02,"Can’t retain and learn anything new!? It is almost impossible for me to learn. School was always unnaturaly hard because I could almost never retain the knowledge I needed, especially for tests and things. Math was impossible because I could barely grasp every days news concept, without somehow forgetting what we learned the next day! Is there any way I can help improve my short-term memory or somehow be able to retain and recall new things?",8.168846153846154,9.515732038461543,7.740153846153842,67.35484615384617,61.948717948717935,9.316923076923075,34.83076923076923,9.3871,3.5360123076923085,361,15,52,6,5,114,58,78,0.018000000000000002,0.897,0.085,0.7306,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,24,10,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,5,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,35,11,6,0.20056133370843726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016664093687389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688309627887915,0.0,0.0,0.13638858446292226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504488870890896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445206549713328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32026381028386336,0.0,0.0,0.25869093643356106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898157378875148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966356074208814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443203433329476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487136876413744,0.15468526476997518,0.3874067717447675,0.2132992537176457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029787771715189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26648807653722056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591962513360987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333396864704988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InfernalDaze,2019/05/02,"watching a movie with ADD Anybody else ever find yourself watching a movie and you've been distracted at a crucial moment & realise you don't have a *clue* what's going on &#x200B; and trying to think about whats happening in the movie and why, but this just further distracts you and this cycle *repeats* &#x200B; *and repeats* &#x200B; *and repeats* &#x200B; **Credits**",2.75,4.9141188484848515,2.3956969696969708,85.72354545454544,110.51515151515152,2.9721212121212126,31.67272727272727,5.2151,1.853861818181818,308,18,43,2,15,91,46,66,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,6,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,5,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992164045706182,0.5376013288908122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239845117996176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005090036452848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109333626927976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628608441125724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097809929292481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087287952058617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509529524283047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980614886354336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376013288908122,0.0 adhd,damabiath_zamtorohm,2019/05/02,"Never succeeded in education. Any advice? I might have been diagnosed with ADHD in my first grades but it was not acknowledged and ignored. I am now however coming to reconsider what I was told. I have never succeeded in learning school material yet I scarcely passed till secondary. All my last year's courses have worthless grades and so will be this year's courses, their finals start tomorrow. I live in a third world country and such problems are not acknowledged. I have tried to drop out in an attempt to save my parents money but they harshly objected. Along the years I think I have tried to push solutions on myself more than most can imagine but with no success. Fuck the education and the exams now, they are but a fraction of an entirely failed life. I have set a deadline and by that time I need not to present myself in this same continuous state. I need control but how can a maneuver-less wreck maneuver itself?",5.5862567084078725,7.430907366279078,5.9665116279069785,75.85111806797855,68.36046511627907,9.245796064400716,33.57960644007156,9.661875296680813,3.4744520572450788,745,35,127,17,13,239,110,172,0.16899999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.075,-0.9553,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,7,7,9,1,0,9,0,17,3,0,2,3,36,24,13,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,5,0,1,3,6,5,0,2,4,0,20,4,20,17,4,32,0,2,0,1,5,9,1,2,17,100,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303063283715383,0.1872621207692016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031740877180562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650753645433771,0.0,0.0,0.21493335981294867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450405428714032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992522470912697,0.0,0.16300342897480175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716216081386624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620694826084494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535646792368136,0.0,0.0,0.16921596589469004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032929494195068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418774927005896,0.2955992682141799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278641714465632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336745956767025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394341821806255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563923735450958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227910630436264,0.0,0.0,0.11174308412654604,0.0,0.0,0.18311410214882728,0.0,0.2602132492659266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702172361542934 adhd,HRKing505,2019/05/02,"Mothers Day 5/12 Mothers Days is ten days away! Be sure to get a gift for that very special women! Mods, pin this if you can. <3",-1.2855555555555576,0.4972959999999986,0.06414814814814918,104.22066666666667,107.51851851851852,2.16,16.511111111111113,3.1291,-1.3165644444444444,100,3,23,0,5,31,25,27,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.8306,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694247051546617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7607451591750739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054309724606804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705867096093257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244314969725892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ravi4frenz,2019/05/02,"The urge to relax after relaxing I was watching a game, while I should have been working. Now the game is over and my favorite team won. Ideally I should feel relaxed and happy. But as soon as the game was over I had the urge to mindlessly scroll through something. By normal standards, I was relaxing and should have gotten back to work as I had my fair share of entertainment/break, but it really did feel like ""some kind"" of work. I usually feel like this after watching a movie too. Like, I would be so excited about the movie and all, but as soon as it is over I will feel like doing something mindlessly. It may be Reddit, Twitter or YouTube. Does anyone else feel like this? Watching a movie feels like work even if you desired it?",4.874859154929581,6.090470147887328,4.9888450704225376,84.58678873239437,69.35211267605635,8.215211267605634,28.9887323943662,8.548686976883017,2.0415639436619726,579,21,113,9,10,181,78,142,0.0,0.695,0.305,0.9922,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,7,8,16,0,0,8,0,20,0,0,0,1,26,28,16,0,8,5,0,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,9,12,16,18,11,2,11,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,4,14,83,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815969292052527,0.1438399040740308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107946560264729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285090436991855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727274189265903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272224758045668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258939332510422,0.5014514614574782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944128103992818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618823785809332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115069198050852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754642401640735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993352652864918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614878262059534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461304193752068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088046294460713,0.0,0.0,0.0997247007963085,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cultsmilk,2019/05/02,"Not sure... I know that I can't get a proper diagnosis from people online but, it's a place to start. I originally subbed to here to find out more about ADHD as my boyfriend has a fairly severe case. He forgets things constantly, fidgets, and so on. My whole life I've been extremely hyper to the point where it concerned my mother and some people at school. Only until 8th grade did I really start to calm down from this and, even then, I was always really hyper. I have a really good long term memory but I'm constantly asked to do things that people have already asked me to do hundreds of times. I can't ever stop moving. I would get yelled at for making noise when I didn't even know I was doing so. When I'm sitting down for too long I begin to violently move my legs. I've always had a really hard time falling asleep and I've pinned that to insomnia but, it just doesn't fit. I'm unable to focus on things for very long and I have a really hard time not procrastinating. My boyfriend has said that he believes I could have adhd.. I'm not looking for someone to give me a difinitave answer but I'm looking for a place to start. Thanks for taking your time to read!",2.2451833460657014,4.2671889117647055,3.899679144385029,86.372192513369,77.94957983193277,6.680213903743317,20.06187929717341,7.686295010490155,0.7016571428571425,923,22,187,14,22,308,125,238,0.079,0.8590000000000001,0.061,-0.4792,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,12,5,1,0,9,0,20,4,2,2,2,27,42,16,0,2,8,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,7,6,21,4,32,33,4,37,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,1,21,120,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527957667477431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606136566311208,0.0,0.17502524254586369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664569970049708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849430755023263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730997465518565,0.0,0.08397233201486616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893196200930158,0.09513528245782228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612650226575366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989742984396528,0.1008918248628281,0.0,0.08821438462563412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842925974353028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560100407971248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428702097545575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792252159004624,0.17663818787809696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020400278956311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356517350340668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998904346050277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187417970337229,0.0,0.21976745316452487,0.0,0.09942277534786403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520177390949438,0.0,0.33688358557634696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004390465033464,0.0,0.0,0.10644100720284924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881590675152995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911300639574786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332663577178896,0.0,0.0,0.08792959861379117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912460237268234,0.0,0.07907724203289263,0.0,0.0,0.09682945568590803,0.0,0.0,0.2096174265317612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245309617241232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677899746724409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742224747022607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471210364265342,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ieee802,2019/05/02,"What should I do about my anxiety while also treating ADHD? I’m beginning to accept the fact I may also have an anxiety disorder in addition to my ADHD. I’m currently taking Dexedrine for that, so that’s probably making it worse or may even be causing it. I don’t want to stop taking my medication as I know I will never be productive without them, but the anxiety may actually be ruining my life in other ways. Should I talk to my psychiatrist about taking an anxiety medication? Any other ideas?",5.137714285714285,6.7144548315789505,7.589172932330829,64.8242105263158,69.10526315789474,11.74436090225564,33.57142857142857,11.491704259439757,4.806037593984962,399,19,65,15,7,144,59,95,0.16399999999999998,0.804,0.032,-0.8552,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,2,2,18,21,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,12,2,11,12,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1550054662462971,0.0,0.38179095349264347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540494649450396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801702259655957,0.0,0.4860503516858043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317300209452806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820450345020521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491268688661402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793116496703924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729461363239861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219377972673457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602730223237328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200302916051334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250762632231528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125698102754358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327978143260758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582849826607252,0.1276700193522208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368827330032273,0.12608023718094769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531166244027421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187209315839585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDamnwhatwasidoing,2019/05/02,"Adderall XR 20mg - what should I be feeling? Hey all. Long time reader, first time poster. I've just started on 20mg of Adderall XR and was hoping to get some advice. For background, I've had my diagnosis for years (inattentive, sluggish cognitive tempo) but have only ever tried Concerta up to 27mg. I didn't stick with it because it felt like all it did was make me feel amped up and kill my appetite. Instead I just worked with my therapist to develop tools for managing my ADHD. I now have those tools, but rarely use them. I'm a freelancer and am constantly challenged by the fact that I have to be my own boss - but I don't respect the boss and know I can get away with procrastinating. What's he going to do, fire me? I even started renting an office space to try and get serious and regimented about work - some good that does when I only drag myself there by 3pm (even though I get up at 8am with the intention of being out the door by 10). The avoidance is strong, particularly of boring tasks that have caused me to fall behind my work. All this to say that I'd get jealous reading success stories on here about how taking stimulants changed people's lives, how it was like putting on glasses for the first time, etc. I wanted that for myself, so I went back to my doctor to try stimulants again. It's been a few days on Adderall and... I don't know, what am I supposed to be feeling? I think there might be a bit more mental calm, but physically I still get that amped up feeling, especially later in the afternoon - almost like the feeling you get when going up a roller coaster or watching a scary movie. Which is frustrating because mentally I'm not anxious about anything, but my body is buzzing, which makes me think I should be anxious about something, which kind of kickstarts that cycle. I still procrastinate. I still start my work day way too late. I still get caught in social media black holes, or even do things like write this post, rather than get work done. Then I'll get stressed as deadlines come and get missed. Honestly, I've been working as a writer full-time for 7 years now and can't think of one time I've calmly gotten my work done, just a little bit each day so that the deadline is met. It's always avoid, avoid, avoid, then PANIC. I have internet blockers and things I can use, but even with those I can't say the pull of avoidance has softened at all since starting Adderall. And yes, appetite is at zero. I'm trying to determine if the lack of improvement in focus and productivity is because the medication isn't doing what it's supposed to, or if it's a personal failing. Is my discipline just so bad and my avoidance so ingrained that it doesn't matter if I'm taking the right meds? OR, are these meds supposed to be doing a better job of bringing me to the table? Thanks everyone.",5.451812790097989,6.008569250902529,5.833684373388348,81.43037184115525,67.68231046931407,8.49749355337803,30.810520887055183,8.418075326091056,2.20083317173801,2231,83,434,30,35,716,263,554,0.138,0.7490000000000001,0.113,-0.9569,2,6,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,1,14,36,32,3,8,24,1,48,3,1,12,6,88,96,39,1,9,19,0,7,4,0,3,2,2,2,1,32,21,0,8,11,2,1,9,8,16,0,4,15,11,44,16,62,71,14,64,0,2,2,0,10,20,0,12,37,287,76,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263178134688877,0.06718791761984265,0.0,0.0,0.06884956104845998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057210798101171516,0.1489949710842829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535022842406673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056580624497621725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459886198728658,0.052869395491607935,0.0574086872641757,0.12573971362342493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060809411531130564,0.1501282711470064,0.07637281411131595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063171983225247,0.07273511036264359,0.05922751461132671,0.0,0.07430119722857982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330264891853209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037504622382751,0.06016915252979261,0.14072325257206136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668151447866826,0.1816517049243564,0.062194062500055325,0.0,0.06569964688892009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382640338658892,0.0,0.06601688644931028,0.0,0.0,0.1169682465703664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951459536410898,0.0,0.07815164587823421,0.057669571257571876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829057777445796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823007637859249,0.0,0.0760687234082122,0.07159916670421375,0.07557339282605591,0.0,0.07756016703082617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343635346808245,0.06891193400646715,0.06071312409468557,0.06084721350008075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917908061960905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527456282226319,0.06926479749815752,0.13858047509005172,0.07293963072824007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046591087844010816,0.1045846176050977,0.0,0.080670772134423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047667001644460825,0.06003540005163981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584958528287665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911913077166129,0.0,0.0,0.06877496479336732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871755434940321,0.0,0.10935563167030092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687597013268352,0.0,0.0,0.07008844864170116,0.0,0.05293200378674676,0.0,0.0,0.1946644172982561,0.0,0.21963566636633994,0.0,0.07876017618223084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339244928412664,0.0,0.0,0.06330161705722186,0.0,0.07983143143594139,0.09135733865857096,0.13216889450477062,0.06755277298016668,0.0,0.1603695419029197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672421612503767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876683560473808,0.0,0.0,0.040554281568481385,0.05457559691026407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637378330275221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503881343228085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885536810185532 adhd,Pancakeisityou,2019/05/02,"I got diagnosed with ADHD I think it's a relief to know that I have it and that I'm not lazy. It was really hard for me to go to my doctor and get them to refer me to a psychiatrist to get tested but I also did it even though I was kinda scared of being rejected. I have to go to my doctor and get them to purscribe me Vyvanse now. Only unfortunate thing is that I wish i got diagnosed earlier and not at 18 I wrote and erased this multiple times because I didn't think it would be good enough to send and that nobody would read it. But I'm over thinking it.",4.223353010625736,3.7230301074380208,6.072089728453367,82.31644628099177,70.2396694214876,9.558913813459268,26.376623376623375,9.23628265651192,1.798146635182999,437,11,99,8,7,153,68,121,0.109,0.8,0.091,-0.4943,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,11,4,0,0,0,21,26,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,1,17,2,15,15,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,73,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119208276327749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101531840474532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749239474628047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35795334373933724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36097341234456776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822015574720536,0.0,0.11646783786152655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763838325325421,0.0,0.2004308899726089,0.14790172825666764,0.282062981308099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796184085205436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690929866004636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411098223507004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638307224964758,0.0,0.11296494271199825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765424507032336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171493734207209,0.3389657230451865,0.1732485894107485,0.0,0.10282256261814007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277695399347104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25052715149199584,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theprocess__,2019/05/02,"THANK GOD. My SO is the complete opposite of me and gets me more than I get myself. The other day my SO came over to study with me. Before getting started I wanted to finish up folding laundry and some other misc chores. SO understands I’m always behind schedule and starts working without me. After an hour of kinda getting stuff done, mostly not, SO stops working and comes helps me. Even asked me where everything in the closet goes so they can know for next time. 😩 Ugh! What did I do for this kind of love?! Shout out to understanding and helpful SOs. Ps. I used to be in a terrible relationship with someone more like myself and just saying, if it ain’t working, IT AIN’T WORKING! Trust me, there is someone out there who is compatible for you and vice versa.",2.7585714285714293,5.259475605442184,3.804789115646261,85.23902040816328,78.65986394557824,5.824761904761906,24.765986394557824,7.0316486544052195,1.1791382312925176,602,22,110,7,15,194,102,147,0.038,0.83,0.132,0.9292,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,10,7,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,1,0,26,27,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,8,13,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,2,17,5,22,23,4,19,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,4,11,85,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609017797484673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166580152989433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289460634884476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331693349335794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053493582004574,0.15888272212872842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977282509214676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550740467790047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008816763420322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361908793248914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166854400301197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031429127642704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923253798520222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780153349058354,0.08328027984113429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403288611388786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367672503792431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116036592595134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269306507627876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050759225099572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25679209862244057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145160689691928,0.0,0.0,0.126690968424906,0.0,0.0,0.17347258458102302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951408520338848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836192096343835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31550885730044115,0.0,0.13087853985560932,0.0,0.0,0.08937992040539554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607539684278495,0.0,0.4412803544924077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ANNAGRAM_,2019/05/02,"Do you have days where your vyvanse just doesn't work? But days when it works amazing? I literally took my v around 10 and I still feel half asleep and unmotivated to leave my bed (where I'm typing this lmao) The last three days it has worked wonders (been on it for years) but some days, like today, I don't feel like it's working at all -\_- &#x200B; I double counted my pills because I was CONVINCED I forgot to take it and only dreamt that I popped it this morning half asleep. whyyyyyyyy does this happen",2.504200000000001,4.877469020000003,2.7059999999999995,93.473,78.8,4.800000000000002,22.0,5.6839178017228535,0.02629999999999999,402,12,83,2,10,122,69,100,0.027999999999999997,0.8320000000000001,0.14,0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,1,13,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,2,12,4,6,11,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,11,52,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922839370857478,0.21564016629294575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798203652286308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818140150457303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578026026176648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553013696414865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794639105972054,0.12678148227314198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693227143800936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446581753185464,0.0,0.1879104792553989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340148638017835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349706093123095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172428218896646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343206867058846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821666771282054,0.0,0.1971708458910564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924539066841566,0.5167883720056764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564016629294575,0.11428204794946295 adhd,RolloDumbassi,2019/05/02,"I see an NHS psychologist tomorrow So I saw my GP today and they refer to a local psychological support service as a first line service when it's not clear cut. Usually at least a month wait but a late cancellation means I get an appointment 23 hours later! It's a 45 minute one on one with a psychologist and then CBT and onward referrals as appropriate. My GP has offered antidepressants but thinks there are more underlying issues, hence this referral. I haven't taken up the offer of antidepressants yet, I'll see what happens tomorrow. The best outcome (at least as I see it) will be some CBT sessions while I wait for an onward referral to a centre in Bristol that specialises in adult ADHD. I hope I can communicate my life experiences sufficiently to get that referral other than just thinking it's stress and bereavement induced depression. Wish me luck! Any tips for communicating it all? I've already made a loooong list.",6.463070175438597,8.049256198830413,7.4949853801169635,66.70809210526318,65.95906432748538,11.080116959064329,34.71783625730994,11.038039088145766,4.374559064327485,754,35,125,23,12,254,117,171,0.06,0.8170000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.8933,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,1,1,13,0,6,1,0,2,2,23,23,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,4,13,4,18,18,6,21,0,1,4,0,4,8,0,3,13,83,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148624334445837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972914956298456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157857652843823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762173741320384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398554327034464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488408810833042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207273572108027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681348591681354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809722399980408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757186741937653,0.17606525030375508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660301161754173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167502085732472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262797261637907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691688054598323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947471083199956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142702891716253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24229598703602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274007320438144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479533222207885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288083940107676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911386584426435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946538753439042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969042256184641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559163659466256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redchampers,2019/05/02,"Do you feel adhd meds hurt your performance when public speaking? I spoke professionally today and quite honestly I was happy w my performance all in all. Got my point across. Wasn’t a shining example of persuasive public speaking/story telling but that wasn’t required. I felt I was able to really stick w my notes and get all my ideas, comments out in a coherent & cognizable fashion. There was also no upside or downside to the result so I felt calm about it all in general anyway. Cue me thinking positively about my adhd treatment, profession and such ... So due to an error I had to go back to this area, after waking 300 yards, getting in my car, driving away and then coming back into a secure facility, only to be told by this administrative staff what I had wasn’t what they needed, contact my colleague who had also left, go back down to meet him outside 15 floors, get the missing stuff, bring it happily back to the admin staff (huge favor for my colleague to not have to park and get all flustered liken I was a bit)! So the admin asks me if she can ask me a personal question (I should have said no) but like a sucker I say yes and she asks me “if i am always sooo (gesticulating crazy hand gestures) anxious or if it was just bc I had to speak in public today???” Bitch! But honestly it’s thrown me. :( I am constantly in motion but I am not really a nervous or anxious public speaker, I get an adrenaline rush but breathe it out, and focus on the now. I know I’m not great but I don’t need to be award winning, that’s not the goal of my communications. Part of me wonders if I was controlling my enthusiasm or intensity better off meds and the intense focus on what I was saying stopped me from considering my comportment. Anyone feel that way? Or anyone else get called “anxious” when you are really just kinda intense? How do you reply?? Feels better just typing this out. Thanks in advance to whoever reads it!! ;)",3.2477656546489584,5.472761717741934,4.886198608475648,79.51841555977231,75.63978494623656,7.494750158127768,26.53257432005061,8.405096225971981,2.0676980392156863,1517,58,275,29,34,511,199,372,0.111,0.7140000000000001,0.175,0.9834,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,4,1,11,22,18,2,1,16,1,27,3,3,3,5,60,57,32,0,7,22,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,17,13,0,4,10,2,0,9,10,5,0,0,20,14,45,13,39,34,7,46,0,2,1,0,30,22,1,12,15,200,62,8,0.0958840288821898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046793925132916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335684651028336,0.07978319313938706,0.1038903052339285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324964980999402,0.0,0.13408868481828687,0.0982445186401064,0.0,0.0,0.2689158708371481,0.0,0.09008620144403748,0.2949155985700693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960326322667796,0.10468052579359674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790831396582536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259560072986616,0.0,0.10361657179633167,0.10754209157583963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009880256121378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544553798664708,0.0,0.1841274087011365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005726857415699,0.0,0.10898620652412233,0.0,0.07668721706982197,0.10571248034297218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207033170136327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264583603903883,0.1082413975638841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269535468966408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417827793338133,0.0,0.0,0.04684409322246213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130110811622065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219358494805054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292412466472467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103833059449008,0.0,0.0,0.08372223560052494,0.0,0.0,0.09064139975071256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741205643893603,0.1019844673146154,0.09590997646214293,0.0,0.18427729245843305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120766868864086,0.15250165654047454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016334154811514,0.0,0.0,0.10976427301718414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838068675026813,0.08827713136916425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143861408031094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177369591018835,0.09162129861671876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610827909250531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398213918390273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ErinyesMegara,2019/05/02,"Difficulty maintaining relationships? My ADHD is making it really hard to work on my relationships (romantic and otherwise)... I forget dates, when we have disagreements or I screw up it’s really hard to remember what to improve on, I can barely focus on what people are saying or keep track of their interests, and I’m super bad at remembering to text people. Is there any advice people have? Any trick or advice to juggling all this or keeping better track? I’ve started a bullet journal, which is helping a lot, but it’s still fucking nightmarish.",5.738409090909091,8.000368232323233,7.115037878787877,66.09255681818183,68.69696969696969,10.202525252525254,30.556818181818183,10.411451182825502,3.946221212121213,441,18,65,13,8,150,68,99,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.095,0.1771,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,3,3,7,3,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,1,16,13,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,7,3,11,13,2,9,0,0,0,2,6,5,2,5,4,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185588964491427,0.3282581269211182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284378086338651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402400075633026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854741920509545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527678216816984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009192467895826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258038733307196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29858203173959785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279401665898378,0.0,0.0,0.11211494260394153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493280018951393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519960321531525,0.0,0.0,0.3606534539345966,0.3805330247931106,0.0,0.0,0.13356893654405824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888331128609946,0.0,0.13413347778990006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227724943788534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,setherl33,2019/05/02,"Energy plummets off meds I’m posting here in hopes that some of you can relate and share your experiences taking stimulant medications. I take focalin (dexmethylphenidate) and find that any time I try to take a day or weekend break from it, I become really really unmotivated to do anything (sometimes even taking a walk). This is kind of disconcerting because it’s not like my work ends when I’m finished with school assignments or classes. I’m married, in my 30’s, and need to learn how to “adult”. But I don’t want to be ultra focused on my days off from school and I don’t want to be super reliant on my meds to do everything, including basic things like taking the trash out or scooping litter. My husband also complains when all the chores fall on him (he already takes care of 80%, god bless the creature). Is this something you experience as well? And if so, what do y’all do to energize yourself without meds?",7.030344827586209,7.16711801149426,7.200597701149423,74.42917241379313,64.28735632183907,9.948505747126434,35.216091954022986,9.642632912329526,3.3288202298850567,730,31,131,13,10,236,114,174,0.053,0.775,0.171,0.9557,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,2,8,11,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,1,24,25,16,0,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,15,10,24,23,2,20,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,6,10,84,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885814597502982,0.10062737372904693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556970827924694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103548570691717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670569056985664,0.13897096236253878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282935604987507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230176486011424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144932550026328,0.0,0.0,0.08311049310449585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130892032951815,0.24617462762630005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500767552944148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497903271735528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103410294191686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294979149506507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193111587835184,0.1267619586009855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933024337682961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051175640471788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122171175664415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25469631227336226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687120608215567,0.1244505322196449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676575915561255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359683128534398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337333669421925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543130207979424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484373115048316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313759499769972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129703789172,0.0,0.09160680209779797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_SM1LEY_,2019/05/02,I have a super short memory and I don't know how to get better at rembering things. I mean like someone could tell med a few numbers to remember and after like 30 sec there's a big chance that I've already forgotten atleast a few. I know that a lot of people have difficulty in remebering stuff but mine is super short and I hate it.,8.159130434782611,5.494828971014496,8.942318840579713,71.91608695652175,63.63768115942029,12.678260869565218,36.04347826086956,11.20814326018867,3.7384260869565216,265,9,55,6,3,91,50,69,0.11699999999999999,0.672,0.21100000000000002,0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,6,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929612682857034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479347172109385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196235928664603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870115281031872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621042889328468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917992268727646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593980108184238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225699666084892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891830672490899,0.29488590201412584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404882600958086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007345077881999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249384127551051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30390847725850617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320392308575475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763716024440105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quickstarttom,2019/05/02,"""Fear and Shame"" are the real learning disabilities I really enjoyed this concept from Ned Hallowell's recent podcast interview. Doing a mind-shift to think about the power of ADHD was also an interesting concept. 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Firstly, I love this forum you guys help me feel strong and not alone. Just wondering how your ADHD meds affect your mood? I took a Ritalin today and have cried a few times. I do also have a mood disorder and anxiety which I also take meds for.",2.0150641025641,4.64390525,3.9015384615384616,82.5267948717949,83.03846153846153,7.3128205128205135,22.128205128205128,8.344100000000001,1.7281051282051283,211,7,39,5,6,71,40,52,0.122,0.664,0.214,0.7377,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,9,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,8,2,1,7,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572879840409684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172699297439827,0.0,0.3424066185143665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377406796001245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351617870358335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453594015427817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408162643283797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824756327756828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821001790495081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197732811785516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349633766164047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932196331579412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755992684157706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096491209415645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483440228814993,0.0,0.20292708792526187,0.0,0.2378557732979228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216552422694015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,owls1289,2019/05/02,"Do I have ADD? Something I’ve been noticing for quite a while now is how hard it is for me to focus in class, I never really cared in middle school because none of that mattered but now I am in my second year of high school, which in Canada is grade 11. When I try to focus in class I can only really do it for about 20 seconds before my mind begins to wander for the next minute or 5, I have tried my hardest by writing notes but when I’m writing the notes I stop listening to what my teachers are saying and miss a lot of information. This happens in conversations I’m not very interested in as well I just tune out and begin thinking about something lose by accident. There are few more things which correlate with me which I’ve read online and I’m going to see someone about it soon.",4.874906832298137,5.150464472049691,5.860428571428574,81.72207142857145,68.87577639751552,8.427577639751552,27.901242236024853,8.238735603445708,1.7499013664596277,624,19,126,8,10,207,101,161,0.11699999999999999,0.867,0.017,-0.9317,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,1,21,24,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,2,1,2,1,4,14,3,27,23,4,23,0,2,1,0,6,10,0,2,12,91,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265864121483705,0.0,0.15725995014256694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884264139339168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503195028398024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634271345820636,0.0,0.1655537249513418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952622247220044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067554488020205,0.0,0.15711910494837186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866057156661292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425370936208704,0.0,0.19654784663312785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040774713523708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055655812908516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965684987550429,0.18486030848830184,0.0,0.23678841616440965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696856527838256,0.0,0.3740757726053601,0.147269878599689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658916423605326,0.2845519900539632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450968287837033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227797488361812,0.11841897549065712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094811970328856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248784926289655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661666511058596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190117715076108 adhd,iowmahnip,2019/05/02,"Memory, why do you betray me? I have the flu right now and still feel awful but went to school today with the sole purpose of turning in my linear algebra take-home test. Drove half an hour, got here 20 minutes before my class, realized I forgot my test. Gonna go cry and snot everywhere now",2.9663793103448266,4.8638421896551725,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,75.3793103448276,7.398620689655173,21.944827586206884,8.238735603445708,1.2036579310344826,229,6,45,4,5,75,51,58,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.8608,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,0,4,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,24,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25856217123644365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337755437008582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536405627065503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269043446856105,0.0,0.24302431025601856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29924053512526105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949447020805066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075221754938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266269906005045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846463164017894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28802340702388546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305120301644908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28168092824959673,0.27418606054690264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,duaba,2019/05/02,"Recently diagnosed ADHD adult here and it's all because of you guys! Just wanted to drop a line and say that I'm 31 years old and always suspected I had ADHD (been a long-running joke in my family since I'm always fidgeting/frenetic/absent-minded compared to my two more put together, straight-A siblings). &#x200B; I never had the courage to get myself diagnosed or seek professional help because of the fear that maybe I'm just making a mountain out of a molehill and that maybe I don't have ADHD...maybe I'm just dumb. &#x200B; However, out of curiosity, I stumbled on this subreddit and when I read all of your stories and experiences, I cried because I finally felt understood and less alone. I just had my first session with my psychologist this week and got officially diagnosed. Will start on my meds and building tools to help me moving forward and it's all because of you all. &#x200B; I just wanted to say thank you. Even if you only posted to vent or just to comment some suggestions/support, I just want you all to know that it is being read and it has (and will continue) to help people like me. &#x200B; TL;DR: This subreddit gave me the confidence and courage to seek professional help for my ADHD so THANK YOU!",4.693810707025072,6.744321832618028,5.601215269934496,76.7466930201039,71.01716738197425,8.85376101197199,31.576462615766893,9.414487439383343,3.1905502145922746,989,45,171,23,19,324,123,233,0.086,0.7979999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.8063,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,7,0,1,11,8,1,1,7,0,11,3,0,1,6,41,28,18,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,11,16,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,2,0,2,8,3,27,6,23,17,8,20,0,0,0,0,17,6,1,4,12,117,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773255756730562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812934051100096,0.0,0.0,0.13062224350227158,0.3401815398409306,0.3815025057884873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139048380086116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621910288615682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390013165516703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184282080646718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677963774732244,0.07399469405605102,0.08832463221627564,0.0,0.0,0.07536404055921603,0.08598347776822964,0.0,0.0667647336370373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100851006559993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277673246359866,0.0,0.0,0.07771881347262019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044448856395945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313681353719726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834692690763472,0.0,0.0,0.0694624074653444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239361028058282,0.0,0.2365654444334707,0.0,0.0871862362779882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925392543400127,0.0,0.0,0.08342392247888851,0.0,0.0,0.06053739645156096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236350692503261,0.0,0.0,0.059696236728103313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441604471952336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517305166878438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890552334504503,0.0,0.0,0.15702525565563513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750077533550777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483900262256845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492888638750857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555660767176033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907109573878592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445286468948362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667467979947877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888876098346334,0.0,0.06296105607882692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815025057884873,0.05054587975058802 adhd,Lil_Shoe,2019/05/02,"How do I stop the nonstop negative introspection? Last nigh, as I was trying to sleep, I realized how often my thoughts are filled with my constant failures. I’ve gone to therapy for years, but the idea of “acceptance” is so difficult for me. My internal monologue always struggles to hold onto positive reinforcement. How can I work towards loving myself more? Tldr; I have trouble with acceptance. How do I stop beating myself up over everything?",5.8195054945055,8.606318423076921,6.606996336996338,67.54038461538461,69.8974358974359,10.098168498168498,36.78388278388279,10.290406445055957,4.9044959706959705,359,20,51,11,7,118,58,78,0.23800000000000002,0.5820000000000001,0.18,-0.4451,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,2,0,7,2,1,4,0,16,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,12,3,13,7,1,11,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517302567504588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924382449909409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432109531406039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054909440660496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205870174411288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424024199009514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081003461741804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524918458221006,0.0,0.2829051366382252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094713793844672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148377644476728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372954978412967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970106517968317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426692994518975 adhd,freezings,2019/05/02,"Clumsiness Do you guys feel like you’re way too clumsy like you keep dropping stuff, bumping everywhere, tripping, falling, etc and getting hurt and then forgetting how you got a certain injury?? I constantly have bruises and scratches all over my body and I have no idea where they came from. Right now I have a huge bruise on my left foot and it hurts when I walk but idk where I got it from. I feel like I must have dropped something on it but I cannot remember for the life of me what happened. Should I be concerned? Lol",2.2290026478376035,4.730051194174763,2.496769638128864,93.8396469549868,80.74757281553397,5.687202118270079,25.86849073256841,6.980632752743323,1.0720563106796115,415,17,85,5,11,126,73,103,0.10400000000000001,0.758,0.138,0.6747,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,1,9,3,2,1,3,19,17,10,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,3,16,4,7,11,2,19,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,7,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113044266414146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757427591870515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557278217183655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121585231531956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237362891568607,0.27180299084125537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938816121390463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429118232257474,0.0,0.0,0.1883591954551338,0.16822117856480856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072937316315733,0.21474832507596311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690865896434547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066871936154352,0.0,0.13436620724055529,0.2788126572355679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549532312477104,0.16245674982596187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644958210964354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776967328705274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099699216173876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DuarfS,2019/05/02,"Im the wrong person for the job I got placed as a live director for my school news live segment. The job intales like saying ""We're back in 10"" ""Ready camera 1 in 5 4 3 2 1 take camera 1"" ""Ready story... Take story"" There are a lot of small simple things to keep track of but ADHD does not help. If I have 30 seconds of nothing I use the time to think about something completely unrelated and I miss giving my anchors their cue. I now know what jobs I shouldn't be doing in life.",4.194488448844886,3.923367673267325,5.462128712871287,85.88382013201321,70.2871287128713,7.921452145214522,25.744224422442244,7.1686216300943375,1.0151768976897686,369,9,82,3,6,124,76,101,0.078,0.8320000000000001,0.09,0.0303,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,9,1,12,11,2,9,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,43,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235395428446865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586812495474687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526213207379266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462764153671346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950266406934514,0.0,0.0,0.141319732720734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184354366231754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086173111832871,0.0,0.5260298017526994,0.1570553012590579,0.0,0.0,0.09710736319440798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480543372304813,0.08632461819179252,0.0,0.3120511688921872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022040793081942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954433761387422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428391340731662,0.18460945095288175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051555242998906,0.0,0.17882553231282253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602902090576027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26570642785092696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738880489342947,0.11321950192372555,0.0,0.0,0.10303271276129893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260839574935026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318906443656086,0.0,0.0 adhd,mutemoo,2019/05/02,"I think I genuinely have ADHD, but I'm worried about going to the doctors and being just another person trying to get adderall. Anyone else have this problem? I've always had pretty bad distraction and focus issues, with essentially no attention span - trying adderall for the first time recently felt like my head was finally functioning in the right way. &#x200B; I'm worried about being judged by a doctor, and I'm not sure what to do",7.529499999999999,8.51532795,7.907500000000002,66.8675,63.25,10.4,34.75,10.355215969177356,4.041575,356,15,52,8,5,117,61,80,0.245,0.6759999999999999,0.08,-0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,7,3,1,0,1,12,14,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,1,3,2,9,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,33,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093167961781624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492221721641252,0.1887115918698169,0.21163389760459653,0.0,0.18263095011048905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178272605327398,0.17845630026124534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542349559772352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35653785907439595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549550609325165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672291573531164,0.19079317439427154,0.0,0.14814771161658052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099589846418404,0.0,0.09898402203511376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787472184898973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178675500784647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508997429359706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207729267422695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719206830049022,0.0,0.16665581632700274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719704683745923,0.0,0.0,0.14873902214740248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415183258814894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160019829823734,0.0,0.0,0.1015591040412159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649807647311036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824691793598146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537533100521321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163389760459653,0.0 adhd,junitohex,2019/05/02,"Ritalin was like some kind of ""red pill"" for me In a previous post i told about self medicating with ritalin cause any psychiatrist believe that i have some form of add. So, since i been taking my reality change, i got a little anxiety cuz i have GAD but even that, i feel new, motivation, no intrusive thoughts, rational feelin, better speech... Its like seein a new reality",2.951195652173915,5.822064898550727,5.046213768115943,74.24584239130436,81.17391304347825,9.8268115942029,27.46557971014493,9.827888789773867,3.5837666666666674,294,13,53,11,8,101,54,69,0.057,0.772,0.171,0.8379,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,0,10,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,8,4,6,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552231557703205,0.0,0.17461661976588236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571684163173737,0.0,0.20187550675999053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344836740800564,0.241466524572196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076214792280745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541402025891885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825586431941784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769541092510985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230304978355931,0.2287743171506389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299457558212077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409056807343201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186079105881588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381227041255373,0.0,0.0,0.18881724068524466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162148562895022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812112251311681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811014406648696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theolwestisdead,2019/05/02,"Do you guys take your medication everyday? (20yr diagnosed 3 weeks ago) I’m prescribed 40mg vyvanse and 25mg Seroquel to sleep. My name psych demands I take my stims everyday. Lately I’ve been getting 3 hours of sleep a day even with the Seroquel it feels like my body is shutting down but my mind is fully awake. My posture and anxiety are skyrocketing",2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,82.52941176470588,6.9294117647058835,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,2.4232588235294124,284,14,52,6,8,92,54,68,0.033,0.9390000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,5,3,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,4,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093292583412146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065111058764485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623050679029303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229469056788336,0.0,0.0,0.2396833079902208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597226365594422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940255724290665,0.16870281210394086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337658415553066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338217534734625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325563281939782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663830725149238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536905015952972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378923393415321,0.0,0.0,0.2384402307063229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726332587876793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551049381340626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894221472909987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,f0rn0w,2019/05/02,"Missing social cues So I previously thought that I was better at reading social cues and politeness from text because I can slow down and understand/pay attention to the content of the message better. I am beginning to get the impression that this is not the case. I’m really no better at reading situations online than I am in person which I have known for a long time I am bad at and thought was primarily a result of my propensity to get excited about a thought I had as a result of part of someone else’s comments and not be able to muster the focus/emotional attachment to the rest of their commentary to hear them out and resist sharing. Now I’m beginning to realize it might run deeper than this (and am feeling like an asshole) and am wondering if anyone else here has experience with this/any techniques for overcoming it? Thanks much!",11.950270833333335,8.115788818750005,11.55125,59.74208333333337,57.6875,15.41666666666667,47.29166666666667,13.295006501635747,6.185791666666668,681,33,116,19,6,227,101,160,0.05,0.794,0.155,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,4,10,0,0,11,0,14,0,0,2,0,23,28,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,2,11,8,26,20,3,13,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,3,7,86,18,2,0.15154229424320373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305395669207557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596189566869274,0.155272988891963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653148576721582,0.092378776005935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020805329125911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25318828271544197,0.1704646839884322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482374424562653,0.0,0.0,0.07662433730583336,0.10826184528692688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834918812907636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079917937056016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403591027027669,0.0,0.0,0.13411016164734033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076242616185873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140102294861023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410553697662145,0.0,0.0,0.13232088607438813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031666074804359,0.0,0.09708187415441374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033988810259051,0.0,0.3089565696196549,0.1284012941389341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951978418980174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36092296257172257,0.08836553044406023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776087273322625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434115374527924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatgirldaisy21,2019/05/02,"You Guys Are Awesome Hey man I made a post yesterday that got a lot of attention and I just wanna say that you guys are awesome 😭. So many of you told me that you’re proud of me and y’all don’t even know who I am 💕💕💕 thanks you so much for your encouragement and praise, I’m trying my bestest you guys😂.",-0.4160000000000004,1.2319613999999994,1.9642857142857155,98.7907142857143,85.0,5.7142857142857135,18.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,-0.20500000000000007,238,6,63,3,7,81,47,70,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,7,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,13,4,5,7,2,2,1,0,0,0,16,0,0,1,1,37,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865567601275646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844410694787595,0.0,0.0,0.5656364783591191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697457415127744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428320962290271,0.0,0.2702696610455184,0.0,0.2895836123025192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099706421649635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735542291083678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227144145188768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629693866865453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729313507470792,0.0,0.1939237687622592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tracking_down,2019/05/02,"Adderall and meth are not the same thing!!!! Just had an argument with someone I have spoke to in oroba ly over 6 years. She says adderall and meth are literally the same thing. Despite whatever I say, mentioning the h2o and h2o2 comparisons, the differences in molecular structures, etc., she said it was all wrong. All because she had friends who did adderall, were unable to get it through their medical provider after they turned 18, so THEY TURNED TO METH to help them. ""Addiction is a choice"" she said. Absolutely drove me insane. I was getting frustrated and she immediately cut off the conversation saying if I'm so ""close minded to live in my own little world and get angry, then this conversation is over."" She only responded one time!! She wouldn't even continue the argument. It was so frustrating!! I'm already kind of getting over it because I have 0 interest in keeping contact with them and I've got plenty of other things to keep me busy and distracted. But man it was annoying. Sorry for the rant.",5.206072072072075,7.353741967567573,5.676216216216215,76.33396396396397,69.86486486486487,9.473873873873872,32.333333333333336,9.888512548439397,3.5207009009009016,804,37,139,21,15,258,118,185,0.165,0.775,0.061,-0.9594,0,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,5,0,5,9,4,1,9,0,15,2,0,0,2,22,30,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,1,11,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,13,6,19,3,21,16,6,17,0,0,0,0,27,11,0,1,5,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480498607736171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682731709641402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431190297036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794754088527074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860205239380588,0.09985082610620734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679879199790252,0.0,0.3159344760749647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209098675424842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013305974951326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26874570601691433,0.0,0.15742733484189184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151883197545649,0.13349185131771793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522946840086136,0.0,0.0,0.15264543486718607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102441287018993,0.11497674046295828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876074412756872,0.3606654889209882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809158060875056,0.0,0.0,0.16923000903041266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30130537138822344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815238617192574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288738130460053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652880580933475,0.0,0.09735287877567866 adhd,JollyDrifter,2019/05/02,"Tricks/techniques for not giving up I have like probably some of you a hard time going against my emotions. If I run i quit when i feel its getting harf. When i want to buy candy i usually give in. I have no impulse control etc. Does anyone have good techniques? I usually try to run while listening to podcasts or music to try and make it easier. Medication has helped a little but not enough. Thx in advance",2.031069444444441,4.610525412500003,3.659166666666668,84.66027777777782,82.375,6.555555555555558,26.38888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.8797222222222223,323,14,60,6,9,107,60,80,0.09300000000000001,0.816,0.09,-0.0601,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,11,12,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,10,2,10,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,7,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996137215470894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450423347413048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516743007725294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251608554601293,0.0,0.2068259475487754,0.2232390396226556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121041457489058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457895977732044,0.3840367189358631,0.11375947964382115,0.16789052473099034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931025323856564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416767440272467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779145158510427,0.20061985043896235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336129806558851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164712418985795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158138065521001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290216998047526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671894707130588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27180041347281003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409111898935871,0.0,0.11806364195445113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pleeton,2019/05/02,"How do you stop making careless mistakes? Hi everyone, &#x200B; I've found that on my tests I get two kinds of grades: grades where I get everything right that I thought I'd get right, and grades that are much lower than I thought solely because of careless mistakes. For example, one of the tests that prompted this post was a chemistry test that I just got to look at. There was a fill in the blank section that asked us to label different points on a phase change graph and label different points. There were 5 questions asked and 7 points on the graph. I, if course, knew where everything went, but labeled them all wrong. In fact, I missed one of the labels (as in i didn't even notice it) entirely and ended up mislabeling one of the points. This cost me four points on a test of 72. If I had gotten this question which is EASY points, I would have had a 94 instead of an 89. These kinds of things kill me. I know the material but on the test I make these careless mistakes that bring my grade down. How have all of you dealt with this kind of thing? Do you run into it a lot? Thanks for reading.",4.525428134556575,5.493975426605508,4.367908256880735,89.6322905198777,69.96330275229357,7.4647094801223215,26.918654434250765,7.554174236665415,1.2152026911314984,865,27,183,9,15,264,123,218,0.138,0.8220000000000001,0.04,-0.958,3,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,1,3,1,0,9,13,1,0,14,0,13,0,0,4,3,31,32,11,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,1,7,1,1,4,1,9,0,5,13,1,21,4,29,18,5,30,0,1,1,0,10,23,0,5,2,122,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033891464340592,0.12374149532665665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904052243806288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207808414747639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077286444700553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127932179299262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019618434024823,0.0,0.0,0.06726150493072591,0.0,0.0,0.097308354468927,0.1830466820955305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116575647264393,0.0,0.0,0.1596148160384236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081447294619595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266608957457587,0.3181385634437135,0.05596622543474821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551632160871428,0.0,0.0,0.08657705181763414,0.0,0.0,0.13595221175875288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486094074546383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594059444613615,0.0,0.0,0.20701947296687093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776057918628478,0.0,0.09753042961055287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815853125856295,0.0,0.10186323625172478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739342253038441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513918676715011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375661031291227,0.0,0.0,0.1353101989810733,0.0,0.0,0.16169230646546198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947866017257928,0.0,0.12249578202305868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440269381979548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234114389327914,0.111341327538047,0.12374149532665665,0.0 adhd,hobbit_lamp,2019/05/02,"Advice and/or support from people who might understand Just needing some support from people who might understand. My doctor of 4+ years has just moved into a practice after working solo. He informed me a few months ago of the move and I had decided to stay with him at his new location. I pick up my Rx for Adderall every month with no problem. I am due to pick up my Rx now and called his new office. The medical assistant informed me that she thinks I will need an appointment to ""get into their system"" before I can pick up Rx. She also told me he wasn't taking appointments until next week. His first day at his new location per him was yesterday. My impression from talking to the medical assistant was that she had not spoken to my doctor directly. Unfortunately, I no longer have a way to contact him directly as I have in the past. He did not tell me that any of this would be necessary in order to pick up my next Rx. I'm very upset and frustrated at this situation. I am due for my Rx at this point and will now be out for several days until I can schedule an appointment with him which I don't even need. I am ready to find another doctor but am very intimidated to do so. I don't like having to justify needing it and have had several doctors tell me they don't prescribe it. My current doctor is an internal medicine specialist. Having worked in a pharmacy in the past I know that many different types of doctors prescribe adhd medication but I have not had much luck. Any advice on this situation? Is it fair to make me wait and schedule an appointment for medication that I am due for? If I look for another physician, what type should I look for? general practice? internal medicine? sorry for the rant. it's just a very uncomfortable place to be in when you're potentially unable to get something that makes you feel like a normal functioning human being.",4.9440246493837625,6.308224762430942,6.236132596685085,75.15114322141949,69.33149171270718,9.878623034424141,31.326391840204,10.125756701596842,3.3558666383340423,1492,63,270,39,26,503,176,362,0.095,0.877,0.027999999999999997,-0.9726,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,3,9,9,1,1,16,0,38,16,0,6,0,50,59,15,0,9,9,0,1,2,0,6,16,0,0,1,18,12,0,1,9,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,9,3,45,6,52,40,3,53,0,0,2,0,28,19,0,5,30,196,63,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362483030849213,0.15225273577320894,0.06905672447990803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229937568675487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595406013177117,0.16337715869317426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629011390965579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954815156171967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100482584896528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139254376988822,0.0,0.4784250069351474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145450627947614,0.0,0.06563703223726196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939033445711298,0.0556542535275097,0.0,0.0,0.07120235895216323,0.0662646505867972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814026939837791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281370898609405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611939939507936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083858625361272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400234043014778,0.07898188971873729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139181949808583,0.0,0.16528653838472954,0.0,0.0,0.12436361077434413,0.16559811662536011,0.05726801310262309,0.23105773939688,0.0,0.2257189662382961,0.1657024452849661,0.0,0.07632885874698574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873535146330846,0.10801691231954284,0.0,0.08139254376988822,0.0,0.07364395844517208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745430983486776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601749033498684,0.0,0.0,0.17513352544811978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059973896140739814,0.0,0.08720655503710299,0.0,0.08303473213205892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680786591918846,0.0,0.0,0.05857371317440568,0.06261585712278482,0.13618213056642442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499173970691446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444010271883843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622005164339537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928355608973265,0.0,0.06183614725982822,0.06248946343919461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342930592067185,0.0,0.0,0.05534038892758753,0.0,0.0,0.050167279607282414 adhd,hangry_pup101,2019/05/02,"[Self-reflected]Concerta has changed my life for the better. Hi guys, I just want to talk about how positive Concerta has made my life. Growing up in a South East Asia country, my family never knew about ADHD. If ones are like slacking off and can't get thing done, we just call them lazy or not trying hard enough. I had always been a child who always dreaming or cloudy most of my time, and I was too ashamed to admit that to my parents. I immigrated to Canada when I was 16 and started high school here. High school had been a joke to me since I had learnt a lot back in my country. Things started shaking when I got into university. I noticed that I could't keep myself together anymore. Despite the language barrier, I got admitted to a super tough pharmaceutical program. I did full-time, plus 20hrs of part-time job and had a shitty social life. My transcript was full of C and D. I started to blame myself that I wasn't trying hard enough. At that time, if i wasn't at library study, I probably headed to work. 24/7 working and studying, things kept breaking apart and I thought of suicide plenty of times. My family doctor was helpful and reaching out to me. She got me to do ADHD assessment, and concluded that I have ADHD. My psychiatrist started a treatment plan with 18mg Concerta (during school days) and 10mg of Ritalin(when needed). I was skeptical at first, but I started noticing I have gotten better. I know what I'm doing and switch to another university program which grants me a pretty good job after graduation. \- I am able to wake up in the morning and felt like I'm not piece of shit anymore. \- I'm excellent at time management and getting everything together. \- My transcript is improved and with Bs and some good A. \- I get recognized as ""Employee of the month"" at my part-time job. Life wasn't easy but I managed to go through tough time with the aid of the meds. People said I could be better just because of the ""meth copy-cat"". But honestly tho, taking ADHD med does not grant for your succeed, it just a tool to enable to you to become who you truly hard. In the end of the day, it always requires hard work and strong wills. If you have any inspiring story, I would love to hear from you all. Have a great day :) P.S: My grammar is not the best, please forgive me.",3.7346245566833782,5.680830142533939,4.686565977742447,82.73927662957075,73.36651583710406,7.40281276751865,28.009294362235536,8.186683628785799,1.9747603522074109,1801,71,338,29,37,585,235,442,0.061,0.727,0.212,0.997,5,0,1,0,0,1,74.0,1,5,1,16,13,24,2,2,21,0,33,9,3,3,2,63,64,30,1,7,16,1,5,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,14,23,0,4,9,2,0,3,9,6,0,2,26,7,53,18,54,34,9,45,0,0,0,1,24,20,1,8,23,226,67,20,0.07158473317915648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34412375303768444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869269761541015,0.0,0.0,0.04868007330692382,0.07506283432621205,0.0,0.0,0.14198563984422444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504424115289505,0.0,0.043637388920542176,0.07905971366952608,0.0,0.0,0.07512376104445331,0.18993263767597812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309601622889819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572715590665864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430916908160695,0.0,0.0,0.1384986925300116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732700077137327,0.06264428240608395,0.07325603573078343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340282612224159,0.14793233035887196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433574237118453,0.0,0.1349674311264122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873256983723093,0.0,0.0,0.06088993747311261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220020560561443,0.0,0.040683253536538115,0.1200837557520296,0.1717585515395968,0.07892242104632832,0.0,0.07088014038308296,0.0,0.0,0.25650344101592915,0.0,0.07346658843783672,0.0,0.08068119691284645,0.0,0.04798173770857446,0.1512664017567121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131104059243408,0.0636277999694448,0.0,0.0,0.03934109725275936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224965622602736,0.06994536949359155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085878025463546,0.06460801654877109,0.06773520538055569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590290018782527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057138251065411164,0.0,0.0,0.05307917260548396,0.05521055928658308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299938636977312,0.0,0.0,0.04850766782965256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948637471343438,0.15503858030340578,0.0,0.049627840627941865,0.0,0.0,0.07857854053878968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282740881932619,0.0771804498063328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809347399233054,0.0,0.0,0.21734271511144296,0.0,0.0,0.07467848875606037,0.0,0.0734806999081468,0.05921563102201971,0.0,0.0,0.07297162059812999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334021294403297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830207942565293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538228105207606,0.057537096947906825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267314767219053,0.0,0.0,0.05683028205196065,0.2087081679297055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972026697667021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042222530325549686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563436149734498,0.0,0.0,0.050851740584140714,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RPGFAN33,2019/05/02,"I turned 17 and my adhd is gone? So i turned 17 a month ago, and for my entire life ive had ADHD, but now that i turned 17 its gone! I also took Nanotech pills every day for like four months (i think), so maybe its that. I can finally sit still without fidgeting! I can finally watch movies n stuff! I can concentrate on work better! Every now and then some adhd things come back, but very rarely (so ill still be on this subreddit for when it happens).",2.9575155279503065,4.1891654347826135,4.029192546583853,89.58413043478262,74.0,7.431055900621117,21.838509316770182,7.957251820313856,0.8006378881987581,348,8,76,5,7,113,60,92,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.9129,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,9,16,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,1,11,2,6,11,1,20,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,14,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181963973031555,0.0,0.12740546753510515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493856892713625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051732487098506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711500532413195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380823371888212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269213682153997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421926855867076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148921870464431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709746508798658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151875334283406,0.0702178371582272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439326428515695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294433177129495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295614132463181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453322752794924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548594779640084,0.09209456949525917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968617845378202,0.0,0.4690016782556333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858997067773487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385478665866297,0.0,0.10463509427825758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,olmikeyy,2019/05/02,ADHD Tax I bought 3 money orders for rent today for a total of $1150. I left them on the roof of my car. They are gone. I now have $38.,-2.8895454545454555,-1.3912333636363634,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,94.75757575757576,3.3000000000000003,8.25,3.1291,-2.2701454545454545,101,0,28,0,4,38,28,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,5,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402638124721423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788360986182115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049861595876523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thekuhninator,2019/05/02,"Impaired social skills when on medication? Hi there. I've been taking Vyvanse and Adderall for several years of my life and throughout these years I can't help but feel my social skills are significantly impaired when I'm on the medication. &#x200B; If alcohol makes you feel happy, comfortable, confident, and sociable, I would describe my feelings on the medication as the exact opposite. It's a problem when I want to be really productive for part of the day and socialize for part of the day as well. Does anyone else feel like this? I couldn't find any threads on it. :((",6.883714285714286,8.210052228571428,7.229523809523813,69.9471428571429,64.80952380952381,10.952380952380953,35.95238095238096,10.914260884657429,4.348238095238096,464,22,77,13,7,151,69,105,0.044000000000000004,0.74,0.21600000000000005,0.9690000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,0,6,5,0,1,1,17,14,11,0,5,2,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,8,4,13,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383172261244946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596261781215612,0.17490699093340595,0.0978864505720759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100648574745064,0.14748702757494786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566317454179446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596584262937288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202462434096898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911284397829351,0.1028331963923069,0.0,0.0,0.13156166326270302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323042989675273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648222932944224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167148297295472,0.07032347620464882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608333973454963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350235069583936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31175335813382243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773439739680596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221383031663118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261507436400793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401965186745424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822752563401117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849015489701831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942240686908812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225326407808699,0.0,0.17490699093340595,0.18538966527593206 adhd,Cringy-Christina,2019/05/02,"My exams start on Monday and I’m so unprepared and I desperately want to do something but I JUST CAN’T. What do I do? Every time I try to start I’m always astonished by just how much shit I have to know in such a short amount of time and then I get super stressed out and I start thinking of future scenarios where I fail my exams and don’t get into any universities and therefore have to take my exams again and then that’s all I’m thinking about. I tried this new thing where I use visuals to practice but I keep stopping myself from working because I’m worried I’m doing it ‘wrong’ and that I’m therefore wasting my time because I’ll never finish and I have 6 subjects to practice for and I have exams every day and I’M SO STRESSED OUT. And yet I can’t get off my phone. Or stop playing sims. Or just stop staring up at the fucking ceiling and freaking out. I really need some help right now.",1.5655561877667132,3.789982983783784,3.196557610241822,89.48724039829304,81.32432432432431,5.408250355618777,24.331436699857754,6.5966054737557815,0.8327837837837841,712,27,144,7,19,235,104,185,0.195,0.723,0.08199999999999999,-0.973,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,2,2,2,0,11,2,1,4,2,40,33,22,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,21,2,21,33,4,33,0,1,1,1,2,13,2,3,20,96,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260077042536041,0.0,0.0,0.10298234391488026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462916294431672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976643283173958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518438534600024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000105393120849,0.23735872557435594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150501999419116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460415184026844,0.0,0.0,0.0832258074413412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132360974787713,0.11228860674697824,0.11679753989555107,0.14625878536637746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701441141114137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932635915811524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544789058422784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165835908619226,0.0,0.0,0.321563635769965,0.0,0.0,0.37982430520653704,0.3469411131018316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386176739232735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006080048973293,0.19406941257058374,0.0,0.0,0.26491237421194896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563154669562286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079293413765364,0.0,0.0,0.08932145832088906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024792988415257,0.15379161086535725,0.0,0.0,0.1655725719210545,0.0,0.0 adhd,keypress-alt-f4,2019/05/02,"Anyone use caffeine as additional stimulant? I'm one of the people with ADHD who don't get ""wired"" on caffeine. If anything, it smooths me out and even helps me sleep at the end of the day. I find my prescribed Adderall dosage is a tad low (my doc is still titrating), so I have been supplementing with strong coffee taken throughout the day. This isn't really desirable from a diuretic standpoint, but I have the impression that it is helping smooth out my ADHD a lot better, in conjunction with the Adderall. Has anyone else done this or experienced this effect with caffeine? Am I imagining the improvement, or does caffeine indeed act as a kind of low dose ADHD medication? Thanks for considering my question. I'm a new ADHD member. I intended to join this sub months ago but had to mow the lawn. :-)",6.156040268456374,7.350822087248321,6.693483221476513,73.61217114093961,66.38255033557047,9.718389261744967,33.020805369127515,9.888512548439397,3.392521610738255,637,27,109,14,10,208,98,149,0.037000000000000005,0.79,0.17300000000000001,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,13,0,12,3,1,4,0,22,18,9,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,3,11,5,18,14,1,15,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,5,7,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7020232686538184,0.0,0.12945130923648232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204222281657518,0.1496302225964619,0.1201744483322526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915618286379474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883611229505402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779630440789716,0.1494446146143064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199359132542738,0.0,0.12934375742249762,0.0,0.0,0.09645480949408418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334734402261614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629731493160276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576850504809476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207308926202376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241538239180048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471150045107076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656382747200195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104161431111706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895716649590652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012423542005345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635927391875949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355382763910022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461405697024915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662382341136518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344495041533327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612744270405382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peachy_ajc,2019/05/02,"Hyperactivity ticks ~Backstory~ I've always been a pretty hyper person, and of course it always depends on the day. When I was very young, I was diagnosed with ADD, not ADHD. Everyone knows the two are extremely similar, but anyone who is true ADD is probably much better at sitting still that me (or so I assume.) I was re-diagnosed in middle school. Over the years I've developed a self awareness of my ADHD influenced actions and have slowly improved upon them. ~Situation~ Just recently, however, wether I'm happy-go-lucky hyper or not, I've been noticing my own hyperactive ticks resurfacing. It's mostly me bouncing my leg, biting the skin inside my cheek, and the occasional shakey hands. Maybe this is just that I've been put in far more ""sit still"" situations than usual, but I just don't like having those ticks. It annoys me and I think it may annoy those around me as well. Any advice for how to control it or at least do it less?",3.5978783873099798,6.082031887640452,5.132855254461337,76.91184732319896,75.62921348314606,8.008460013218771,24.515532055518843,8.841846274778883,2.1571430270984804,748,25,130,17,17,251,120,178,0.057,0.851,0.092,0.7379,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,10,6,2,0,7,0,15,5,4,4,1,28,18,13,0,0,10,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,6,2,15,4,15,11,6,22,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,7,9,91,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727109626976096,0.1515256784348756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580495214967197,0.0,0.0,0.10544809433382477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842359021351776,0.0,0.0,0.13803886278977764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714054050037822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391623586322544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000274720853697,0.0,0.0,0.31477117382983344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816925305086867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812582367491244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521851863594268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575590400277221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578153230758726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398907867137653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765401477716214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539494964563828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577547228996482,0.16718404059485373,0.0,0.0,0.15588105055233578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310591408273247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156931940654941,0.0,0.0,0.16176443033286264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485944094922136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766687623033964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993580498661379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147392896237927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077988532698307,0.12794313806775295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942017601704149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985542839832744 adhd,theguzman20,2019/05/02,"ADHD and addiction? I have ADHD and when i got diagnosed they told me that having ADHD is basically receiving not enough dopamine to be motivated or concentrated on stuff. They also told me people with ADHD are prone to addiction(s). I am addicted to a lot of things like cigarettes, caffeine and weed. And i have to look out for gaming, my prescription meds (adderall) and unhealthy food. I already quit porn, masturbating and Social media. The moment i started taking my meds i felt like i didn't need more dopamine rushes but overtime i continued taking it daily and i realised i wasn't motivated anymore and still filling up my Day with dopamine rushes. My question to you is: did you get properly informed about dopamine and addiction in connection with ADHD? The psych who diagnosed me said i can take my meds every day but how can a psych give me that advice knowing the high probability of addiction?",5.8716557223264525,8.062223079268296,6.598292682926829,70.22550656660414,68.20731707317074,9.68030018761726,33.95684803001876,10.035473477838034,3.9709996247654775,731,35,114,19,13,240,100,164,0.013999999999999999,0.9209999999999999,0.065,0.7808,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,3,5,2,0,0,5,0,13,8,0,3,0,26,27,15,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,13,1,0,6,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,3,25,2,16,18,3,16,0,0,1,1,14,5,0,3,9,85,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280917007010551,0.5899235924577843,0.09593339774599352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833620935727298,0.07850881308283457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736111267524099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266267661394681,0.0,0.0,0.19928680425588136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143882367387852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827148817852882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426135605999757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187110307626444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129127552212708,0.09417636780617887,0.0,0.0,0.07851781681457178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372503304961923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053953244942176064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592461614918643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244048996458149,0.0,0.0,0.08346306807012381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271437996297373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727939432525831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806071076634294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584696421644237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997608849816624,0.10441893745146492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338488597986988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007488338882832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948726658463372,0.0,0.07840098520372095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123844548133883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214413538732133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652216962292025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876167793271417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jadekelly287,2019/05/02,Adderall and depression Did a higher dose of adderall trigger depression or anxiety with anyone else? Was it resolved with a lower dose or diff medication?,6.0910256410256425,9.732237846153849,6.8515384615384605,61.376794871794914,74.38461538461539,9.620512820512822,39.43589743589744,9.725611199111238,5.655220512820513,128,8,15,4,3,42,20,26,0.36,0.5870000000000001,0.053,-0.8738,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932766591903587,0.0,0.0,0.26806090567691143,0.3928074122010855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6603912695512517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320256069142485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38620449274910396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Squidssential,2019/05/02,"Mid 30’s male, just realizing I may have ADD Was never hyperactive, though was ‘active’ as a kid so I’ve always discounted the possibility of adhd/add. Long story, typical symptoms that looking back fit the profile. I’m not an extreme case, I graduated college with multiple degrees am married, never had a problem with holding down decent jobs. However the ‘sorry honey I forgot’ has long ago worn out it’s welcome with my wife. In the last year I got a dream job at a top company in my field. The level of talent and skill around me is awesome, and I’m noticing that while I am ‘smart’ enough to do the job, my procrastination/forgetfulness/impulsive distraction is really a hitch in my step here. To the point it’s affecting my career development, and my boss is making comments. After work yesterday I took the adult adhd quiz on psych central and scored a 35, (34 and above qualifies as adult adhd). Again, not an extreme case, but wanted feedback from other adults who were diagnosed late. Is seeing a psych worth it? Is Vyvanse worth it? Not really in my life plan to need meds, but if I need it I need it I guess. Anyone else in a similar experience have a positive experience with treatment?",3.97699115044248,6.245006389380535,5.733814159292037,74.08054424778761,73.60176991150442,8.76778761061947,28.99911504424779,9.3871,3.0063511504424776,948,40,163,24,20,324,144,226,0.016,0.871,0.113,0.9493,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,19,0,16,3,0,3,2,34,30,13,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,10,12,0,2,1,1,3,2,5,2,0,0,8,3,17,3,23,21,1,30,0,0,2,0,10,15,0,3,13,106,27,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560602479328836,0.0,0.11212846985131128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052523631189225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844689206645548,0.12960709321682168,0.0,0.11260564582025386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726535893311886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283877981836454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056687244622423,0.0,0.0,0.13070114973700228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746897911548954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116805933689588,0.0,0.13934637190711735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765745460462845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310873067247134,0.14268968682199934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893457925611252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388476380838884,0.10622231639726007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844351030346116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050527924891146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813790144370352,0.19511849935368955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401319274341795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195768324727483,0.142601924707231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103677981779888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206939278987667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079859558804677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159862998077066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147472772809873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427879399314032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053844935259466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460888698186895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208845774955413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145738653741258 adhd,flightorsight22,2019/05/02,"Gender Identity and Adhd This was going to be a much longer post but... I have procrastinated going to work and need to leave :) I feel like I know more non-cis people (specifically trans) with Adhd symptoms. In my experience they are related, but that's just my anecdote Curious thoughts on this.",2.837142857142858,5.8431621851851885,4.463015873015877,76.805,84.55555555555554,7.530158730158732,24.38095238095239,8.418075326091056,2.304273015873016,234,9,40,6,7,78,44,54,0.021,0.852,0.127,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,6,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6168639255890442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510436175000057,0.0,0.0,0.1297651288841703,0.1833439974929044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917093779287597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104288631107625,0.0,0.0,0.2717451935391266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538156643278306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866026916560752,0.1902956508605304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792218245921101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579062083559505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667477061299624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374385998903166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683731307313164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HeuzQdra,2019/05/02,"Hello! Storytime? Advice and everything would be appriciated! Hello! Sooooooooo... lets get crackin. A few years back i had psychosis and after being hospitalized i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Lately me and my doctor have been considering the possibility of ADHD, left untreated in childhood that has stemed these problems. I went and took a test, and the impulsivity lvls etc were stupidly high as the doctor says but really no attention problems were noticed, I'd also note that I tried reallly hard on the test and my head ached for a couple days after it. I'm just really worried, i cant control my toughts and focus on the toughts useful to my situation , its really easy for me to get sidetracked and not do what i need to do, so what im asking is how would i know if i have adhd, im pretty sure i do but have no defenitive way of telling since i have masked it by alot of practice. I feel like i'm even getting sidetracked writing this... Can some of you ask me directive questions or anything that could help me analyze this? I mean i really want to be a useful part of society but i don't feel i'm able to with all these impulsive toughts and inconcistency... Any help is truly apriciated, thank you for reading.",4.7918788745827365,6.568480922746782,6.221423462088697,73.51355627086315,70.24463519313305,9.29794945159752,31.39938006676204,9.725611199111238,3.2481093943729142,977,43,173,24,18,331,142,233,0.096,0.746,0.159,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,1,6,6,1,0,10,0,25,5,1,4,2,40,44,18,0,8,7,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,12,11,0,1,6,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,7,4,24,3,22,30,6,15,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,5,8,121,36,5,0.11346225618801585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727191657599983,0.11087400358412394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907357252807722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771582249944019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336976923196944,0.0,0.2121437865141367,0.0,0.0,0.08724547140148042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725756820632994,0.09059037905831684,0.12554382838543615,0.0,0.07317376874301186,0.0,0.0,0.11516180166910632,0.0,0.0,0.1300375755003487,0.23226685403177744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654040804254693,0.0749407501241608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197255977327567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473985177601742,0.08105745849154929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783803762893746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163989528611914,0.0,0.11644500871060699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210271728222727,0.11987910317277542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451174138079459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062355888706587315,0.0,0.12799036704809866,0.0,0.12327707333436028,0.11602284425529524,0.0,0.055431927173531084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359365958893748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413082528838589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291775306928266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286856663547167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791164583472792,0.0,0.11543190496062032,0.0,0.21713611151904988,0.0,0.0,0.12710369398776822,0.0,0.1134929606859226,0.0,0.2907473067246323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022974016221252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385715080533027,0.12753632983750907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693683368655864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917101295970453,0.10446080136304862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606074144270918,0.07703342409356044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959899193635052,0.0,0.0,0.06692297840538293,0.09006105772873771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518064821599288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152264287479102,0.0,0.16120066280960282,0.0,0.0,0.07306597297888863 adhd,tonystarksanxieties,2019/05/02,"What's the worst spacing-out incident you've experienced? My example happened at work a year or so ago. &#x200B; We're at a meeting, which basically just consists of a crap ton of chairs out on the warehouse floor. I have basically one person I stuck with at that job (R), and he was busy chatting with a few other people. I'm sitting there, slouched in my chair, waiting for the meeting to start. I'm listening pretty hard to their conversation and staring at the feet of this chair across from me. Primo-zoning out position. Management walks in, and I snap back into regular mode, and the meeting goes on without issue. After the meeting, R and I head back to our office. He laughs and goes, ""What was with you and S at the meeting."" S is this guy we don't like that works in our building. I've never said or done anything directly to S though, so I was confused. &#x200B; Me: What are you talking about? R: He tried to talk to you, and you just blew him off. Me: \[remembers nothing about S at all\] What?? R: Yeah, he came in, sat down, and immediately turned in his chair to face you. He was like, ""Hey, I heard you moved recently."" You stared right at him and didn't say anything. Me: I don't remember that at all. R: He looked a little confused, but kept going like, ""Where'd you move to?"" Kept trying to initiate conversation. Eventually, he just kind of awkwardly looked away and turned his chair back around. Me: Are you serious? I heard *nothing* from him at all. R: You looked like you were looking right at him! I was like, ""damn, she must be pissed."" Me: I was staring at the floor! I had no idea he was even speaking. &#x200B; R thought that was the *funniest* thing he'd ever heard. S tried to have a whole conversation with me, and I was completely unaware of it, despite the fact that he was right in front of me. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; tl;dr: this guy had a whole conversation with me and I was completely unaware of it.",1.8823057892132589,4.4600515106383005,3.10374319643741,88.3846511627907,83.09574468085106,6.157248886689758,24.967590301830768,7.485028197883463,1.3687300346363178,1512,61,300,25,43,487,175,376,0.10099999999999999,0.883,0.016,-0.9761,1,0,0,0,0,0,109.0,3,11,1,2,15,15,3,3,17,1,26,5,5,0,7,47,49,19,0,1,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,7,0,3,17,24,0,3,4,1,0,6,6,8,0,1,26,16,47,7,56,20,8,50,0,0,7,0,55,33,3,4,15,201,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665181245953334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154747423549258,0.4659413775784171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518395448453256,0.056892900949714074,0.0,0.0,0.060044969628330634,0.14742711321384733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309530914523008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401554548367495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540148825185403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221154510146041,0.05780969631652765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632117547276729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656067509822885,0.056514856823257915,0.0,0.05725025459272151,0.0,0.06558946539611757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214591496888621,0.0,0.06670479226357051,0.06342020180939957,0.0,0.0,0.06655178834287201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611448311297368,0.06405399193041808,0.0,0.0,0.21467114482288335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358511211958996,0.0,0.0,0.04929085649446918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264555435398618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043306652292034016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443067196226851,0.0558032086298183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501881892454943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310280618574751,0.0,0.14479374638058662,0.16373479311076622,0.06079245887265412,0.05082330694635463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523539062766637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273588333153638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245855465811919,0.0,0.0627906448677363,0.05073691180382831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017082895719148,0.13903011455623507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270508883110564,0.0,0.061606365145761836,0.0,0.09305358478597643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659413775784171,0.04115554766492915 adhd,Allen_Zoomfig,2019/05/02,"I want to wish all of you guys good luck Not sure how many high school students are on here but AP tests are just a few days away and I wanted to say ""Don't Worry"" You guys have been working towards this test for a whole year, you will do great. When you get home go take a nice nap and treat yourself to your favorite show. You've made it past the hardest part of the year, this is just the last hurdle then youre home free.",1.3894780219780216,2.985266780219781,1.8132829670329684,102.32234203296707,79.0,4.55,17.968406593406588,3.1291,-1.0645285714285715,331,6,82,0,8,100,70,91,0.013999999999999999,0.6859999999999999,0.299,0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,2,14,15,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,8,9,12,4,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,48,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806862511425625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222304506317179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902101919968574,0.0,0.10771363228265708,0.15896783548269747,0.0,0.2089562633383384,0.0,0.3753267850374673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002476714517168,0.3802258471167301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449133627154016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793368123421791,0.0,0.19215254030351847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052413115562155,0.18092676510012146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072097542417906,0.0,0.19181334873494305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786287298737147,0.0,0.14250213335680184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357809222141173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116022301472956,0.217948862681146,0.0,0.0,0.13797928458751038,0.192475781314539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24410077426570664 adhd,Thou_Lovest,2019/05/02,"Vyvanse & Protease Good morning, I just took Papaya Enzyme. Will protease potentiate Vyvanse? Also, regardless if I have an abundance of enzymes will my liver stop converting it completely after a specific amount?",7.339705882352941,11.328152088235294,7.507352941176473,56.37808823529414,72.23529411764707,9.282352941176473,43.79411764705883,9.516144504307137,6.3344352941176485,177,12,17,5,4,57,30,34,0.064,0.8420000000000001,0.095,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394632959884846,0.0,0.4599331068482066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44506811064540014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35604080978135816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548913890525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716223367640009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blinkytoy,2019/05/02,"Thank you <3 Hi all, I've been lurking around Reddit for a while now, commented on a few things, and here we are, I made it to my very first post! I'm pretty good at talking (loooots and lots :p), but I usually don't so much online. But the thing is, I accidentally came across this subreddit yesterday, and I joined it because I figured it might be useful, since the person who linked it also shared some interesting videos about ADHD, which came with some painful but educational realisations. But I hadn't had a proper look around yet. And now I'm scrolling through my feed, and I see these awesome reminders about paying rent and what not, and it just makes me really happy to see people caring for each other and understanding all the shit that goes with having ADHD. Because as much as I've tried explaining it to friends and family, really understanding because you're living it, is very different from knowing what someone told you. And, truth be told, I reckon I still hardly even know half of exactly how much it's a part of me and all the influence it has had, has, and will continue to have on my life. Aaaaanyway, this isn't intended to be all long and drawn out and with my life story or anything. But I've been going through some shit lately, and this subreddit made me genuinely smile and gave me a warm fuzzy feeling, and I just wanted to let you know that and say thank you, and I think you're awesome, and please keep being awesome ^^ Tl;dr",9.661063829787237,7.085082872340429,9.14095744680851,71.38250000000002,60.70212765957447,12.378723404255323,37.32978723404256,10.686352973137794,3.714625531914893,1158,39,222,21,12,372,160,282,0.026000000000000002,0.736,0.23800000000000002,0.997,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,4,0,1,15,13,2,0,9,0,21,6,2,7,6,70,49,32,0,1,9,0,3,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,22,30,1,1,11,1,2,3,4,3,0,2,12,7,24,10,27,30,14,22,0,0,3,0,17,7,2,6,11,158,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605112710691548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667406655635464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919020118835291,0.1929681882283752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820831698155866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479231879248885,0.1105039731173132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323745508098478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158613152587097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217410662678048,0.0,0.05480184083351476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219075908837276,0.0,0.0,0.08373665008170539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159671337114361,0.09090674959102106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537601254365812,0.09709012653560432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633603550498768,0.0,0.0,0.1786938418537341,0.0,0.1222610560258559,0.0,0.0,0.11082924276984897,0.15310862604410852,0.0,0.0,0.09570441826788348,0.09591578852317158,0.09101465470621063,0.0,0.0,0.09214358532302344,0.0,0.2051097524545067,0.0723466782539184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149775280322215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390225355145367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532744711602412,0.0,0.0,0.11736852589531792,0.0,0.07513931676193697,0.09463609595284828,0.0,0.11897229001961687,0.0,0.0,0.10380121837991096,0.11026475605197764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886620367089206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619073115889284,0.0,0.0,0.1727348768785405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250775034440795,0.08965576580247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183279792859604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655502411508036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711437165970326,0.0,0.19956951733959766,0.0,0.0,0.14401006505916053,0.06944762685335969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071297295162529,0.0,0.07358512985142833,0.0,0.0,0.2256616250467581,0.0,0.09360835141131996,0.11936886609818576,0.17885510681717576,0.0639272642226493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,northbound0110,2019/05/02,"How to cope? I (m15) went to see a psychiatrist a few days ago. I believed that I really needed to get meds, because therapy simply wasn’t working. Over the last few months, my mental health was declining. I wasn’t going to school, and I just felt like absolute shit. I was scared initially, because my therapist told me a few stories about medication and how dangerous and addicting it is. I later realised he didn’t send me to seek medication just so he could get a few dollars out of my pocket. When I went to the psychiatrist, she asked me and my mom a few standard questions. Up until that point, I thought that my lack of motivation was the result of my depression, nothing more, nothing less. That’s until she had us fill out an ADHD questionnaire, which got me confused. She told me I most likely had ADHD. I didn’t know that I could have had ADHD. I mean, aren’t I supposed to be extremely hyper and fidgety? But then she told me about the different types, and listed the possible symptoms. That’s when it hit me. All the times I was distracted or bored in class, all the times I couldn’t finish school work. It made sense. I was happy that it was that and that I wasn’t just a lazy piece of shit. They prescribed me Ritalin and it felt fucking great. I was happy for once that things were going right. Then I realised. I don’t understand, how my father didn’t have it, my mother didn’t have it, my little sister doesn’t have it, and yet I’m the lucky one that had to get ADHD. How do you cope with that? That bad luck gave you ADHD for the rest of your life? That if I don’t take a small pill every day I’m going to stop learning? I’m not particularly attractive. I’m short, 5’5. What kind of girl would want me? What will life or God, hit me with next? He gon take my leg? My arm? It makes me seem like such a defect in this factory line known as life. I’m sorry if I offended you. Some people have it much worse, I know, but I just can’t handle it well as they do.",1.8047746221990624,3.785865175742576,3.481563314226161,89.0375117248567,79.17326732673267,6.727879103699845,21.522668056279315,7.7627490962704995,0.8496297029702973,1537,44,329,25,38,511,195,404,0.09,0.852,0.057999999999999996,-0.8051,2,0,0,0,2,0,56.0,1,4,2,3,16,23,5,3,18,0,38,15,4,8,2,59,75,28,0,9,11,4,2,3,0,2,10,0,0,1,30,13,0,1,12,0,1,7,14,12,1,1,30,3,58,11,31,37,15,36,0,1,1,1,26,11,3,11,21,223,88,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918930077330061,0.5065256173369428,0.0,0.07472163075371653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788036015942016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038204981910379,0.10276979797801694,0.0,0.0,0.09497058127984807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460395436287909,0.0,0.0,0.10872543785365676,0.0,0.07260238201304055,0.0,0.0,0.08806939001934252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102141208608058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618711039183414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792853414798326,0.13212055932330166,0.0,0.14371883322297954,0.0,0.06741768958290313,0.09293453925068597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946526686451947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960068307510534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777933023957024,0.09265166218495556,0.06871093943410937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786182402204379,0.12354551343762275,0.08448482979684112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976111249042057,0.056266964134715484,0.0,0.0,0.09182098302150347,0.0936317387449144,0.16983486857284638,0.08494862334040465,0.0,0.0,0.0987242273312553,0.06728274381290088,0.0,0.06196586011400264,0.06250300465317234,0.0,0.0,0.08964772818882796,0.0,0.0,0.1617649185111158,0.0,0.0,0.08977046197656527,0.0571198615058681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843891306954301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968516768824191,0.0950289286643502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944286799698086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540009568514708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198669804899901,0.0,0.0,0.08439309607037633,0.170620252315188,0.06717148151589755,0.07673817981592708,0.0,0.0,0.17305335794939464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436034005177807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047363932242395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761384215598053,0.1267573404517744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639764593649056,0.09787194329317106,0.05600125231238905,0.0,0.0,0.06692009707716895,0.09830513137966816,0.0,0.0,0.24163986536506446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775312750727328,0.10139541953132833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971884224762551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579051629189988,0.15628294438650728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273421274304383,0.0,0.08590288603395044,0.05988010781509581,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,magdarins,2019/05/02,"I feel chronically stoopid in political spaces I'm an activist, and a very political person. Im involved in and given roles in really important campaigns against racism, and fighting for workers etc etc. I'm a principled socialist and I care deeply about the work I'm involved in. However I'm afraid I'm just chronically incapable of developing my political and historical knowledge. I find reading nearly impossible, I can barely hold or listen to conversations, and I forget details all the time. Compared to my comrades who can consistently go on brilliant rants and contribute to discussion, I'm often silent and unable to come up with anything useful to add to the discussion. This pains me because in areas I'm more naturally talented (art, performance, etc) I can be loud and opinionated. But even though I've dedicated my life to being an activist I'm finding myself feeling like I'm on the first week of the job every week. This hurts my confidence so much, and makes me doubt if I'm even intelligent enough to be an activist. I find myself flustered and clumsy around people, and I feel deep down that everyone believes I'm too slow too ever be useful. This idea hurts me like nothing else. I'm seeing a psychiatrist and hopefully getting on new medication soon, (ritalin did nothing for me) and I would love to feel like maybe I can have the space to get better. :'(",6.728193277310929,8.102572388888888,7.703874883286648,66.231974789916,65.19047619047619,10.850046685340805,36.64892623716153,10.843485225782073,4.517819514472455,1110,55,177,31,17,374,145,252,0.109,0.722,0.16899999999999998,0.9475,2,0,0,0,2,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,12,14,1,2,12,0,11,7,0,3,2,43,40,19,0,3,4,0,4,3,1,1,6,2,0,1,5,18,0,1,9,2,0,2,0,6,0,1,2,7,20,8,29,33,7,27,0,2,1,1,12,16,0,6,12,112,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971894269696232,0.10513748924994727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199502670093286,0.0,0.0,0.1330626248094472,0.0,0.10445328084561877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041477294638955,0.0,0.0,0.101736031671969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866063376554417,0.0,0.0,0.12203287521981596,0.3951511237733632,0.15601299266673316,0.10683171755284153,0.09950760943539204,0.11285331489243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886747362490876,0.16874686544068965,0.0,0.0,0.3238344095089151,0.10045909672040954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340880146205292,0.0,0.06712115452134826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173037975500436,0.0,0.0,0.2528652842036255,0.1333249005209499,0.12757245296967828,0.0,0.11719987335254252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834202604718221,0.17309876469008395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659335930920988,0.0,0.0788352544222339,0.0,0.11865121783328808,0.0,0.0,0.11897723006390434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681993817693744,0.0,0.0,0.11406545953820005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266477088915405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567085116677154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187835705807675,0.10312374917594304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181358367369088,0.0,0.07566036728473839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411349833173192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603645867195073,0.0,0.06886731994969801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400765806155294,0.0,0.09744806666285463,0.0,0.0,0.18947161106423532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598102844810047,0.0,0.0,0.08389760505172393,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wtf_rightnow,2019/05/02,ive felt so unmotivated lately this whole week ive been putting off doing any homework (im in high school) and i cant stop beating myself up for it. i used to have a good routine but lately ive been so lazy and idk why. any tips?,-1.255966386554622,0.7753208823529434,1.5965266106442575,96.59294117647059,95.07843137254902,3.698599439775911,17.089635854341733,5.288315135182226,-0.7629070028011204,179,5,43,1,7,62,39,51,0.166,0.732,0.102,-0.6464,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,5,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32955416922886105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326527407719784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032356346057151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560106732423618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617331647950215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466657518999876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435854836345709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452276433004369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257952091077336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092754695230404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943640780131453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186443996949848,0.270527137753291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Catanai_,2019/05/02,"What goes up... For the past while I've been taking Ritalin again, after a really long break because I was confident I didn't need medication to be part of this society. Tough luck - I do. Ritalin does its job: I get to concentrate, things get done and I don't have these weird mood swings that my girlfriend jokingly calls ""bipolar phases"". Without Ritalin, I just have days where I feel good and days where I randomly feel bad. So, it helps. But then there are these times where I take my Ritalin and wonder if they forgot to put the dopamine in. I take my pill, and about 30 minutes later I hate life, and everyone and everything sucks. I've been on the couch, completely useless, for a good 2 hours now. I'm just unable (as in, almost physically) to get things done. I have no idea why this is, and it isn't every time (luckily), but moments like these make me wonder what I'm doing wrong. Prescribed once per 4 hours, and I do as instructed. Still, some pills just sling me into the comedown feeling and that's where I have to stay for hours. Does anyone relate to this, or know what I'm doing wrong? I drink enough water, follow the intervals, I eat...",4.006713725490197,5.456983951111108,4.780653594771241,84.36117647058823,71.71111111111111,8.494117647058824,25.679738562091497,9.007467420416297,1.883985620915032,899,28,180,18,17,290,137,225,0.1,0.825,0.075,-0.7614,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,0,13,14,2,0,7,0,19,12,0,1,0,32,40,18,0,2,8,0,3,1,1,0,9,0,1,0,16,10,3,1,7,2,0,2,5,8,0,0,7,3,22,5,20,32,3,30,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,8,18,115,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072848247150872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843018865735394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066678114631772,0.0734953357290273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311039652210598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641016158351026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550896692526886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110145762993528,0.2467598118675271,0.0,0.11810784987752453,0.0,0.12336814574016434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457592621661825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158125495843873,0.1152050724365616,0.10835609329321133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828839362932666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897078821250585,0.0,0.0,0.20224848834718676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903302669073328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081221193538808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561968662321103,0.0,0.0,0.1361032667649447,0.0,0.0,0.11964220911016045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625939869602855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515866068704481,0.05890199368920565,0.0,0.0,0.1066962757150209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047810739919192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145660427323755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939745725763656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283978439449464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056020069278926,0.11509298290417025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120117602404208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723705858284391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285063021225988,0.096283405054548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719497403686986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601961245783669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060490098813488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879120536533424,0.0,0.0,0.11622040629006188,0.2614953085723717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636379121650782,0.0,0.0 adhd,thedumphandler,2019/05/02,"panic mode last night i did almost zero homework. this isn’t too uncommon for me, so i just figured I’d deal with it and move on. then, for the first time, i actually felt like i shouldn’t procrastinate and decided to be responsible and sign up for the SAT II on the CollegeBoard website and for a crash course on one of my finals. but the website was super confusing and none of my friends had any idea how to do it either, so i just emailed the guidance counselor to ask for help and went to bed. i’m a sophomore in high school, and a straight A honors student who also does theatre and sports, so i should feel pretty good about how i’m doing school-wise. but ADHD just makes me feel like the biggest idiot sometimes. and no one i know is able to sympathize because i’m supposed to handle it cause i’m “smart”. this morning, even with the utter productive failure that was last night, i forgot to take my meds. so now, i’m just going into this thing i call panic mode, where everything seems to be falling apart for me. this happens at least once a week, and i’m just tired of it. the problem is, i can’t even seem to get motivated to stop it, since i continue to get good grades anyways and therefore there’s no physical evidence that anything is going wrong, and it’s easier to just say “it’s all in my head”. idk, i just feel like i’m going nowhere right now, and it sucks because i know the problem and yet i refuse to solve it. i also just hate meds. i’m on concerta and ritalin, and they just give me such bad anxiety and make me feel like someone is squeezing me out like a wet towel. so either i can be unhappy on the meds but be productive, or be happy off the meds until the lack of productivity sets in. it’s just a terrible cycle. i know ADHD is just something we have to live with, but it feels to me like a disease that defines me right now. i’d really just love some advice or encouraging words right now.",5.633831667054174,5.226753542199488,6.491235759125786,80.17880202278542,67.28644501278771,9.564333875842827,31.58346896070681,9.095868883498916,2.4746306905370843,1509,54,311,24,22,502,195,391,0.172,0.66,0.168,0.3252,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,1,4,34,26,3,3,20,0,22,4,1,7,1,78,58,34,0,5,20,0,8,6,1,2,2,1,2,0,20,23,0,3,15,1,0,6,6,11,0,4,8,9,31,15,43,43,7,45,0,0,0,1,14,21,1,7,23,206,51,6,0.08606863849644854,0.0,0.08399057562216869,0.0,0.2068755556028644,0.08410527741774125,0.0,0.0,0.08618530886512092,0.0,0.0,0.13765811821973456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852962559695904,0.0,0.06584227286955995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082715595930485,0.0,0.08046255858202092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718637180551028,0.10493328633442928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788570295554893,0.0,0.0,0.08841620043347435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873298702860433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531924555456176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369504798848422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735294254276044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175944484851784,0.2459498101567599,0.08263939032149703,0.09428398647104604,0.0,0.07320993993689477,0.0,0.0,0.06649641659986719,0.0,0.08993462252468712,0.08256488070511092,0.14674437213025265,0.14438058094385212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611021277636575,0.09162166611929913,0.0,0.08497496166997771,0.0883312539001636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768999413513454,0.09093624206765824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971610165518062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141903218484886,0.1403148556055214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229273564704746,0.0,0.07600018464291915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768030658704579,0.0,0.11490296906062075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824114183356562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147734172328846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153917355889358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091660291022231,0.11664467383813105,0.0,0.0,0.20196600550290808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756274758496649,0.0,0.16471212643514815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513777373427009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050644101474787,0.0,0.0684452358745728,0.0,0.1742121142874282,0.0,0.15670731195034654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711968671730314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292567809475209,0.06625984284779346,0.0851240842423754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195723568154769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471290477510694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571801789981093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018731525293525,0.09892323874346644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903907022160816,0.0,0.0,0.07978649017099829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410254491463972,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nomadic_Sushi,2019/05/02,"Have any of you found any benefits to taking Fish Oil for your ADHD? So when I was a kid my Mum tried to make me take fish oil but I don't really remember much else than that. I'm medicated now (Concerta 36mg daily) but I was wondering, is there really any added benefits to taking fish oil to help ADHD? There seems to be quite alot of stuff online about it..",2.466799999999999,3.862055346666669,4.703666666666667,83.60350000000003,75.53333333333333,9.266666666666666,20.5,9.725611199111238,1.6570000000000005,281,6,61,8,6,98,54,75,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.8446,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,14,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,7,2,10,10,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607890677398099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911019579194224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014658125183864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101968069360188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849714669274187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279658967916424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931246122625459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092668730036342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039039693351696,0.0,0.0,0.2456247987561765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716663562192626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452283323465778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945862491341972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324193688591173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301564544389773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789804053348546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catnamedpotato,2019/05/02,"How to tell your partner he may have ADHD? My friend (F, 32) has asked me to post this for her. Her partner (M, 30s) has, in her opinion exercised many of traits of someone with ADD. She’s done her own research, read a book on it, listened to multiple podcasts etc. and she truly believes he shows clear signs of someone who has ADD. She believes their relationship would be stronger if he was diagnosed, but isn’t sure how to even broach the subject. Can anyone offer her any advice?",4.306082949308757,5.807721451612906,4.563471582181262,86.00806451612905,71.04301075268819,7.034715821812598,30.4900153609831,7.447530270364453,1.843253149001536,377,16,73,4,7,118,73,93,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,2,14,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,12,2,11,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,22,2,0,3,0,47,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178314898131193,0.2047249278192876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246993462861787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649009929964127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585800087242405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720786313028554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264219539396906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439537602816172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336523897874569,0.13837544567650972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186230527523884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212404218414638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064696260188275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956073951811136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492893935960293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550241944977269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974550827966917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311576937452906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882566242445486,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jcmjoel,2019/05/02,"Side effects ? Hi guys, I’ve recently been re diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 25. I had it when I was a child and took Ritalin for a few months but my parents decided to take me off it in the end. My whole working and school life has been absolute chaos because I thought It was just how I was, rather than still having this condition. Anyway, I’ve been prescribed Methylphenidate in a 10mg tablet, I take this 3 times a day and my concentration has dramatically improved and my work life at my new job which I’ve been here for two weeks, and took the tablets when I started has been going well (aside from lack of sleep which seems to be counteracting the tablets a bit) These last few days I can’t help but feel paranoid that my new work colleagues don’t want to speak to me, anxious and nervous about how I’m doing. I’m concerned this is a side effect that will always be with me whilst I’m taking these and I’m curious on other peoples experiences at the early stages with this. It seems to start about 3 hours after I take one, and I take these every 4 hours, and stops when I take another. What are your experiences with this medication ?",6.7871251819505085,5.962765205240173,6.744203056768559,80.69947780203786,65.06986899563319,10.078748180494905,32.62045123726347,9.2995712137729,2.5413665211062586,908,31,190,14,12,289,131,229,0.081,0.853,0.067,-0.4871,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,5,13,2,0,1,11,0,21,6,1,4,0,29,41,16,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,18,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,12,2,20,1,25,26,5,36,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,23,123,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797822969892845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553036994959667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203873537364393,0.0,0.12970160604001038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699865629011746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253418039825702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808474561622426,0.0,0.0,0.11652882172003967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168678714018173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967316200301561,0.0,0.0,0.22461066360325294,0.0,0.0,0.05805093155024042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524865838888469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367906114633515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695412093430737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261276776861641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393031830476608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935847414185388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621861279667502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565809163825302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163952979711923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176669207952907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779761873312108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748192092330604,0.0,0.0,0.07959417544622803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133601374570309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619294049235615,0.0,0.2090357888903446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489201566443245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252494649383564,0.0,0.09168669708556727,0.09598555000309612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179329387770911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911456026107169,0.06694611059061396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551142731802916,0.0,0.0,0.11215181014531712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771738290429134,0.0,0.09209293636918796,0.0,0.10322717063061997,0.0,0.0,0.12818026220651435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25074718066794033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rippaduece,2019/05/02,"I have ADHD Hi, I have ADHD. I wasn't diagnosed by a doctor, and I but my medication, illegally. I need to know how and when to up my dose. Can someone please help me? I know I have it because when I take the medication I can focus. (I can focus so much that I can spend countless hours learning. Sadly, I don't remember a lot of the things I learned because it's just so much for my brain to process.) Another reason that I know I have ADHD is that the medication does nothing to me. People cannot tell I am on ADHD medication when I am on it. Another reason I know I have ADHD is that after a while of taking Ritalin and becoming a new man the medicine stopped working for me and I didn't know how/when to up the dose so I stopped taking it and I didn't go through withdrawal.",2.252997185741087,3.5447765792682984,4.799512195121952,83.12184803001878,75.89024390243901,7.9729831144465315,27.859287054409,8.617729084823388,2.0352069418386494,605,25,130,12,13,215,75,164,0.067,0.887,0.046,-0.2526,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,9,0,18,10,1,3,0,22,28,14,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,10,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,28,0,16,25,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,9,98,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143993433055056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144277723793127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246564719101482,0.11292271627680135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414039357599565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377757664695232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465315277060096,0.08947619717009837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810877984616924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853336424138523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006917518631254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809587435176721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692592543875317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41200850717140336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032520551109085,0.07581414186991656,0.0,0.09874986095850384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810783137250954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088452900404979,0.0,0.0,0.11223544618182868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025191292226456,0.0,0.0,0.1158248297586076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663273647958046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709645326437407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306288884523981,0.0,0.08936754418060246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792772461521923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443633365169246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheArtofDoingScience,2019/05/02,"Having extremely high caloric needs plus none of the energy required to make food is a potent combo for starvation. Seriously though, does anyone know how to help with this? I don't really have enough money to go out to eat (once again, thanks adhd), but by golly I *really* don't have the energy to make food. So most of the time I just don't eat.",2.0655279503105604,4.376130956521742,3.987619047619052,84.03000000000002,80.01449275362319,8.000828157349899,17.10351966873706,8.841846274778883,1.1168824016563148,272,5,54,7,7,92,50,69,0.076,0.867,0.057999999999999996,-0.0459,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,3,0,12,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,12,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,36,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492164607559837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499677294114274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146944185085576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424379186353134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142669401805912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015012675811583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785221297762713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899463489047054,0.2190960486995052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396422284765645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768399697701714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537610051015116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084052660407785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656909519150318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091691726824225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373835250743347,0.0,0.1209181533867807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Biggins_CV,2019/05/02,"Suspect I have ADHD (Predominant Inattentive) and want to start being proactive? Hi guys, Most of my life I've believed I'm just quite lazy or easily distracted/absent minded. However, I'm starting to wonder if I'm on the spectrum for ADHD. The reason I never considered this before is I absolutely don't have poor impulse control or hyperactivity. I also find it quite easy to talk to people, though am naturally introverted, and have never had behavioural problems growing up. Consequently, it never occurred to me that I may have an issue. However, I've never been very good at paying attention during long complicated tasks, I'm a serial procrastinator, I've always lacked focus and get easily distracted when teaching myself something new. Recently, whilst I consider myself well read, I realised I haven't actually been able to finish a book in years. I lack attention to detail and am known to skim read. Without someone watching me or with the real threat of failure or consequence at work, I struggle to stay on task and will find myself browsing without really realising. I've always struggled to multitask, frequently misplace my things, struggle to organise my living space. You get the idea. What I wanted to know is if there were people like me for whom this sounds familiar: did you get diagnosed and did it help? When did you know? What changes did you experience after the diagnosis? Also, do you have any short term lifestyle or supplement changes you could recommend? I'm willing to consider medication but, since I'm undiagnosed and relatively functional, it'll be awhile before I feel like that's a viable option for me. All in all, I'm 26 now and feel like there's more I could do to live up to my potential. I've improved my health and wellbeing massively recently, I just wish I could be more focused and conscientious. P.S: I apologise if I've said anything ignorant or stupid in this post. I'm new to this and just want to explore the possibility of this being a reality for me. It's quite possible I don't have ADD but then surely it's worth entertaining the idea to see if it's something that can help?",6.750757456828886,8.006121352040822,7.80938775510204,65.92682103610676,65.07142857142857,11.132810047095763,35.22998430141287,11.051253699011982,4.4338207221350086,1718,79,275,50,26,582,204,392,0.064,0.789,0.147,0.9846,2,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,6,0,5,12,15,2,4,12,0,35,4,0,2,7,69,59,29,0,14,17,0,2,3,0,4,4,2,0,1,19,13,0,2,15,4,3,2,9,8,1,0,9,6,36,7,38,39,8,36,0,0,2,0,13,11,0,14,24,186,55,7,0.08536822648255946,0.0,0.0833070745322606,0.0,0.20519203734283986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653787975082415,0.14206640627905645,0.0,0.0,0.05805332140936309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702507765508454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452841461393541,0.09618075766285887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061652839133768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574772500782676,0.20447874711153866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664695289274753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350650637829686,0.0,0.0,0.08632948067557412,0.12197415611303734,0.0,0.0,0.15605002485847358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380412468057892,0.0,0.0,0.0716028181054988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452796579118206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074243275271984,0.0,0.0,0.11444104545255256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274067328513755,0.0,0.08910224908624717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093832289405637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029810300302479,0.12511981003109726,0.0,0.15076341600502427,0.07554819405564235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599950698824739,0.0,0.0,0.08619757300157739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633649561903048,0.1648983301998916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836715876172604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247969709471255,0.08175916301290828,0.0,0.0,0.08168586351299087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723988511407168,0.17078265667407727,0.0971677312204127,0.05468907186309811,0.08777275488211414,0.16858164950389404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120473251207337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680274238450579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706174791172843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233222126830675,0.13144126292093336,0.0,0.0,0.12084814018441185,0.09099117082644646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677362172461949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045854316835062,0.0,0.0,0.0686157467557354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671485637855541,0.0,0.08387384908095441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043772733204569,0.15105717538168242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675628791966725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981692474044978,0.1645838479138423,0.09257820005560137,0.06214908560997358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497433894752 adhd,Candlesticksnape,2019/05/02,"My brain regularly just falls apart It’s hard to even put this into words, but I regularly get over focused on something and very excited, then it all gets too much and my brain sort of short circuits and cuts out and I’m left feeling down, anxious and unable to do anything. I feel like I feed an external brain. Something to order and file things correctly because it’s all just too much sometimes. An example of this is that clutter drives me to an anxious insane wreck (due to my parent growing up not being able to deal with mess or clutter and becoming abusive if I made a mess), so having a 5 month old to take care of, today I decided to fuck selling things I want this baby stuff she doesn’t use out of the house NOW. So I posted it all on a local FB group for people to just come and pick up. Great idea right? Wrong. I now have a load of messages that I can’t open because my brain has gone into avoidance mode because of the stress of working out who gets what and when they’ll come to pick it up. How the fuck do I deal with this.",4.8484327821710975,4.9321080560747665,5.442149532710283,85.36485621854781,68.90654205607476,8.079942487419123,29.54565061107117,7.61054688173877,1.6542383896477353,820,28,173,8,13,265,129,214,0.19,0.706,0.10400000000000001,-0.9718,1,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,12,12,3,2,10,0,10,7,4,5,4,43,26,17,0,2,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,19,1,1,4,0,1,7,3,8,0,0,2,3,17,4,32,22,5,35,0,0,0,2,8,18,2,3,9,115,33,1,0.11418131448081555,0.13528618659305153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579847698885969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396149293920636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881160854458025,0.12610429107378227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098564359539912,0.0,0.0,0.11641545989889053,0.0,0.0,0.19671418424138595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354318430900533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541568134495473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546700673226502,0.08157115387960003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111757068864906,0.1789650724687912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588530231054967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022840302790252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174990663412667,0.0,0.12889680585147492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405833227342332,0.0,0.0,0.055783222734355715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804112055043344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113843586530476,0.0,0.16787280802765425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981408218312785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267848372833949,0.0,0.0,0.07915894669273943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935413664207183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478375814389467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751021869051346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758047085632824,0.11292823963017795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079430995938193,0.0,0.13071028744038493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585013844965665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171398349752785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823053525714213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861599517654276,0.0,0.09421154248129246,0.06734709761663414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312535683492582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483934290173428,0.0,0.0 adhd,MjauDuuude,2019/05/02,"I’m so sick of myself. I’m so sick of not being able to listen to people properly. To interrupt them and not realise it until later. I’ve worked so hard to try to be a better person but I still have these things that I can’t get rid of. It’s one thing when it’s people I know, I can just be honest. “I’m sorry, what were you saying before?” Or “you were talking about this, what were you gonna say?” But with strangers I’m just the jerk who didn’t listen, who interrupted them. I’m not a bad person but sometimes my ADD makes it seem like I am and I hate it.",-1.1203963414634153,0.906020796747967,1.6064989837398365,97.23706554878052,93.06504065040647,4.050609756097561,13.378556910569106,5.602791699666715,-1.0912760162601622,430,7,102,3,16,148,75,123,0.163,0.731,0.107,-0.6201,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,2,2,8,6,2,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,0,16,24,11,0,0,9,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,14,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,5,13,3,11,16,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,2,5,69,27,1,0.21667011732992345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091049765363906,0.0,0.0,0.18437031133956286,0.0,0.0,0.19162711126799575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320119357558095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940938667793794,0.2139168835103571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907623007143188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585407489703456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462898578875827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468212789694667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30042355608913124,0.3783759781929379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34460954760495965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724833725666255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142922862798488,0.24254445730707125,0.0,0.0,0.17303303558387734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741512329916189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287891996641206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710478706698252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577384259448271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeathtoApollo,2019/05/02,"Why I can't have nice things I've created so many systems to help me avoid losing keys, wallets, coats, etc. I write my name and phone number on everything. I even bought the Bluetooth key finders for half my things. Yet... I still can always find a way to lose something. I find that this effect increase 10 fold whenever I'm in new places. I've built up this armor over the years that losing things are sometimes just a part of life. It feels terrible when you've lost something and a friend brings up how much you lose things. There is no faster way to piss me off than that. Anyways this is my shoutout to all those lost keys, wallets, and just recently longboard. I hope they are living their best lives.",4.548913043478258,5.8728475144927526,3.9862028985507263,91.06278260869568,70.23188405797102,6.969275362318841,26.118840579710145,7.1686216300943375,1.0062005797101454,559,17,115,5,10,166,97,138,0.182,0.696,0.122,-0.7982,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,8,10,13,1,1,5,0,7,2,1,2,1,15,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,9,0,1,3,1,14,4,13,11,6,19,0,6,0,0,8,7,1,1,7,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845745558119596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678900288539594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453690951096642,0.08609162243831057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171456530729144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590633254512829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382658797786101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070419939479187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736748488911156,0.0,0.0,0.12946196437409627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206650607090128,0.0,0.0,0.23019399058375176,0.0,0.0,0.583290715583609,0.2845738613339038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321493396943161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958185495949422,0.0,0.0,0.12588798289117184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115089895406735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618274965988508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869993154439893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006918497928532,0.12891450684367187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409366028615977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463816212476624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692353800920016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761606028583248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839378862416574 adhd,Mantis92,2019/05/02,Dismissed cause I have good grades So I finally visited the psychiatrist to see if I have ADHD. I mentioned that I got 5 As for an exam in my country (theres a total of 9 subjects) and I feel like my psychiatrist dismissed the possibility of me having adhd cause of thal. 3 of those As were for extremely easy subjects. And the other 2 subjects I had tuition classes so I was kind of forced to study and work for those. Should I get a second opinion??,1.2392424242424234,3.775718500000004,3.7275757575757598,82.91045454545456,86.22222222222223,5.9393939393939394,25.959595959595962,7.348242739294969,1.654444444444445,355,16,67,6,11,123,59,90,0.04,0.851,0.109,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,10,11,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,12,3,13,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,51,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772226292322351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933964434049134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142608080972687,0.171561830570243,0.0,0.26307047445367754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254674558369856,0.0,0.0,0.20142480898631104,0.19206835106584352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25007726193354946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732421759706248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27073086818958664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136692125207452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483065651436222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Boop_de_doop,2019/05/02,"Diagnosed as a teen/adult I'm just curious on how many people here have been diagnosed as a teen or adult. My older sister got diagnosed at 19 in 2015 after struggling with finals and coming to the decision that she needs to get it checked out. I started suspecting that I have adhd at 12 years old in 2013 after finding my passion in psychology and getting really interested in mental disorders such as depression, anxiety etc. but at the time I was too scared to speak up due to my parents being quite dismissive of psychological issues. I finally got my diagnosis now almost a year ago, end of May 2018 at 16 years old, after finally getting the courage to speak up after my sister got her diagnosis. Anyways, all that's a little unnecessary but I'm just curious on how many people here have been diagnosed as tees or adults and how you dealt with it sense. I'm currently on 45mg of Concerta as I'm still in high school. I felt fine being without medication and have done quite well in school my whole life but I decided to go on medication for the duration of the rest of my high school time to make life a little easier but I might want to go off medication after high school and possibly be off medication while in uni. So if anyone has experience of going off medication while still studying or have done uni without medication I'm also interested in hearing about your experiences and how you dealt with everything like coping mechanisms etc. Tl:dr Basically I'm curious about how many people here have been diagnosed as teens or adults and experiences of going off medication while still studying at some degree (high school, uni) and how you dealt with it such as tips and coping mechanisms.",8.825709247648902,8.040947705329156,9.460233150470225,62.74828076018811,60.97492163009405,13.492241379310345,37.805838557993724,12.602617957971056,5.0463556426332286,1374,57,234,44,16,467,149,319,0.033,0.865,0.102,0.9694,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,2,24,10,0,2,10,0,18,15,0,7,1,47,41,36,0,3,13,3,1,1,0,2,14,3,0,3,6,15,0,0,5,0,1,5,2,3,1,0,10,4,20,7,60,26,6,63,0,1,0,1,15,30,0,9,29,163,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946666724723503,0.0,0.05861380712089882,0.0,0.06621235883791299,0.0,0.0,0.052878320218015765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050583704524001516,0.0,0.0,0.04623454755871309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695887367767926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056951407148170576,0.3355658758829068,0.0,0.0,0.0757823727798974,0.0,0.0,0.1353330123569176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058565109109904714,0.0,0.14748863683597213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942684265163053,0.19404214241283632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348818653857285,0.2173026433539744,0.060434973793020826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363918590596467,0.0,0.1503162762946589,0.0,0.1586531536004667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452511803193901,0.0,0.0,0.2794491622964683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690149468839916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934088739315903,0.03230422401224632,0.1325446853448848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044137433160968687,0.2011141978518731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662818309747492,0.06663615573476638,0.07014576316447149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902916360715893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876935612333105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342146229992806,0.0,0.0,0.13752351806813842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454343861949017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065931694974912,0.0,0.0,0.0423599115451406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620038408568175,0.3345986449721624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046802005905503416,0.0,0.15841708356880138,0.0,0.0,0.06912583016200954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711338673367878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039000897067972114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594522718350309,0.0,0.0,0.07382366237525018,0.0,0.12747989684011227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774260317850664 adhd,UnstableRain,2019/05/02,"I’m failing classes, I just need some support from anyone who has gone through something similar. I’m really upset with myself. First of all, I’ve had ADHD all my life. This is nothing new. I have phases where I manage it really well, and every once in awhile I seem to fall apart. I’m failing two out of my three classes this semester, and I’ve failed a class last semester too. I’m 22, I’m a single Mom. I already have a degree, I’m working on my second degree. My parents have encouraged me to live at home while I’m in college. I had my daughter less than two weeks after graduating high school, I started college that fall with a 2 month old, and I have been full time ever since... for almost 4 years. I did really well for the first 3 years, but the past year I’ve been really really just... sad. I’ve been struggling with my ADHD and anxiety. I have been clinically diagnosed PTSD (ADHD+PTSD+hyper-focus=hell) from being assaulted last fall, and I know all of these things are legitimate reasons to not be doing well, but I still feel like a complete loser. I’m sleep deprived, a little depressed, and I’m having a quarter life crisis. My parents want me to take the summer off to figure out what’s going on, to see an actual psychiatrist. I think I need a break from Adderall, and a lower dose. I know I need to figure out how to start sleeping again. I just can’t stand not having a plan. As I’m sitting here writing this out I’m realizing that I don’t think I know how to live peacefully anymore. My heart feels like it’s straining all the time from stress. I know I need to take care of myself. I know I need to enjoy my life but I’m not sure if I know how to do that, or if I even would be able to. I haven’t even dated in years, that’s how focused I’ve been on school... yet at the same time my daily motivation is slipping. I’ve been taking care of everything, even my outward self. But I’ve been ignoring my health and mental health and emotional issues. But still my instinct is to continue on and force myself to keep taking classes, even if I’m miserable. Today I was supposed to take my final Exams. But I’ve been up all night with anxiety, knowing I’m not going to pass. I was going to stay up and take them... but I’ve decided to just not put myself through another day of sleep deprivation. I don’t want to live another day on no sleep and Adderall. I’m scared that I don’t have a solid plan for this summer. I don’t think I’ve ever not had a plan. I hate myself. Anyways, just comment whatever comes to mind. I just need support and ideas.",3.120214285714283,4.4003580095238135,4.857511904761903,83.61369642857143,73.66666666666667,7.688095238095237,25.69642857142857,8.238735603445708,1.5881857142857148,2005,66,408,32,40,682,225,525,0.141,0.7559999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9733,3,0,1,0,1,0,74.0,0,0,1,11,27,29,2,6,18,0,39,13,5,6,8,93,95,30,0,12,23,4,2,2,0,1,8,0,1,1,15,22,0,2,20,0,0,10,13,17,3,7,15,3,55,12,60,76,10,72,0,9,1,0,10,23,0,7,37,263,70,16,0.06431009480873022,0.0,0.06275737569061668,0.0,0.2318647098439565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439727037699483,0.0,0.07096778879324614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486948341483193,0.09839409300841692,0.0,0.06377833341229125,0.04496711357444701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113685540128328,0.0,0.0,0.05539745227276699,0.06742791085619768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829493818204583,0.0,0.055390190424254304,0.06527339251400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234020075770338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990484439286807,0.11634432515381635,0.05418402854800066,0.0,0.057797766475235365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503423247487575,0.0918862891622428,0.0,0.07044856541036378,0.0,0.10940426758295753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096467267195535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349290446356921,0.0,0.136717247012141,0.0,0.0762077719893793,0.0,0.06794714603463903,0.06450826861778046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259826918741248,0.0,0.06712303069313867,0.0,0.05716176713636713,0.0,0.0,0.2474020237682152,0.10484262124625936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362723655165775,0.06283732779036592,0.06445560986645324,0.17036097579499215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480944967147381,0.0,0.06493486300955761,0.07531920578560905,0.051331704122235325,0.0,0.0,0.2861107225825259,0.0,0.062111090307837374,0.0,0.0603506674926956,0.0,0.061707270421825076,0.0,0.0674826263794026,0.06848815211685627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281749939697005,0.0,0.061391262333839174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503501187382436,0.06464940785014776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599346744282124,0.06612148829454005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438562389028653,0.130170498597072,0.051246819306514715,0.0585454949956243,0.06708945439602917,0.0,0.0,0.053197974987964435,0.0,0.2574261551603582,0.0,0.0,0.049509052890722695,0.0,0.0,0.09103803221572138,0.06854600433571874,0.10271624957397603,0.0,0.07366699632227093,0.06723087431267033,0.0,0.0,0.14595666695968848,0.06061150327851826,0.0,0.29011912683669433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272476940250785,0.12362193607685465,0.0,0.0,0.11249920035316036,0.0,0.060958450296662886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564323601174793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586352027058246,0.0,0.051585678930443496,0.0,0.1734674956948456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681851495028812,0.0,0.0,0.04568404620536128,0.0,0.0,0.16565437027016405 adhd,Noessl,2019/05/02,"How do you know that your current medication isn't the right one? So I take Concerta 36mg since I'm 6 or 7 and right now i feel like it's not the right medication for me. How did you discover it?",2.2812878787878788,2.627726977272726,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,74.68181818181819,9.503030303030306,26.03030303030303,9.725611199111238,1.9118121212121213,153,5,39,4,3,55,35,44,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,7,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691379090127082,0.19344427853305046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881283138664586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322887413364712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455618833918336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348658013566727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6937303080949934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399084748749815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359180058760445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,infatuationwaghost,2019/05/02,You know your ADHD when... You have at least 15 reminders set in your phone at all times. Ranging from “clean out lunchbox” to “pay your fucking rent”. No task too big to forget.,1.521470588235296,4.064806735294121,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,84.58823529411767,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.6208588235294119,135,4,28,0,4,40,29,34,0.15,0.78,0.07,-0.2682,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,3,2,8,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7007817280064853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390733553453105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204605537524845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400145890070661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drowningbrain,2019/05/02,"hearing people burp or cough is repulsive to me okay, this might just be a sensory/anxiety thing. but there's this kid (I think with tourettes? not sure) in one of my classes and sometimes he just started burping and retching in the middle of class and I get SO uncomfortable. like I get up and leave. I think he notices. but I just can't power through the lecture while I can hear the dude gurgling in the back row. it's weird to begin with. but like I get extra, extra, extra distracted. hearing people cough too deeply makes me actually feel sick. why? who knows? is this only me?",1.9645609257998624,4.574924026548672,3.046017699115044,88.70611300204223,83.07079646017701,5.600816882232811,24.6215112321307,7.010146845296331,1.1252565010211026,457,18,88,6,13,146,76,113,0.138,0.773,0.08900000000000001,-0.7118,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,1,6,5,0,1,1,21,19,10,0,0,8,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,11,4,11,17,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,6,60,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.17893031453012387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140267863467518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099047672670773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271098053335736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873899275535419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6199711456114052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076839902672696,0.0,0.0,0.19414894868040866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915826947881394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239244845129625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451316235073945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875354722940376,0.0,0.0,0.1242476791206303,0.1394515197054194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423378586017936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813450980035528,0.0,0.12978126920783697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281212329900628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218144695072195,0.23497596005395915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165451480221623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rhm2018__,2019/05/02,"Narcissist or ADHD? I feel like I heavily worry about what other people will think of me, which leads to procrastination out of fear of rejection. I also have unrealistic expectations of myself- every single morning I set my alarm for 5:30am with the hopes of working early because I didn’t get nearly enough done the day/night before, and every morning I actually start work at 8:30 instead. I also compulsively OVER-PROMISE and I don’t typically don’t even send a follow up email acknowledging the over-promise because it’s so frequent. I’m diagnosed with ADHD but sometimes I worry I don’t have it and am just self-centered or lazy",5.7617419962335275,7.704259110169492,7.123333333333335,67.34417137476463,68.0677966101695,8.973258003766476,32.602636534839924,9.444778638647367,3.4320930320150653,517,23,80,11,9,176,83,118,0.14,0.826,0.034,-0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,2,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,16,16,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,1,13,2,14,13,2,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,59,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.1713081264776946,0.0,0.4219457192885919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807690523845326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140231157357843,0.0,0.14937719888607026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321301309823795,0.0,0.0,0.17817607026051038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964508648882074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138653024767049,0.0,0.11594685187249765,0.0,0.2958111078873478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753869270546767,0.08876161885025705,0.1254105025277933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917158358307309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435735070693914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576318542779544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473856126201572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170188617118445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313335464588096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362004345927887,0.0,0.12425276364307122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248315186235393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25559998302481546,0.3565521200066974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nfrank1139,2019/05/02,"Incredible Realization I just found this subreddit, and I have to say I am truly amazed by everything I'm seeing here. I got diagnosed with ADHD last year, after struggling academically through my first year and a half of college. Truth be told, my GPA dipped to a 2.8 at the end of freshman year and I lost my scholarship. Yet even before and especially after my diagnosis I worked with people to develop organization skills and managed to turn things around, even getting my scholarship back with a 3.1 GPA. Lately, I think my problem has been that I decided not to go on meds and my systems of organization keep falling apart. It's been super stressful and I often forget that other people deal with this as well. I guess for awhile even after my diagnosis a part of me thought I was dealing with a purely personal problem. Stumbling upon this subreddit and seeing ideas such as dynamic hobbies and even reminders to unclench your jaw and stop staring into space was just such a sudden and affirming experience. I'm actually having an evaluation for meds tomorrow, I just wanted to say I'm very glad I found you guys.",8.602762577228596,8.422133980582528,9.069947043248014,63.390895851721105,61.1359223300971,11.956928508384822,38.630185348631954,11.389717465364855,4.680471844660195,904,41,146,23,11,303,126,206,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.098,0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,5,15,11,0,2,8,0,9,2,1,0,2,38,27,13,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,18,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,5,1,2,10,5,24,6,30,16,1,25,0,1,3,0,9,7,0,2,15,108,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.12219537416130015,0.0,0.15048852644752328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147117811278012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628543996048047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655187867825396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581899330988329,0.0,0.12709433008076276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090658859227087,0.0,0.0,0.3308230435694942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253848049584428,0.12248790212705706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065109500279929,0.0,0.2745916511859393,0.0,0.0,0.06542159503047157,0.0,0.07116466470867716,0.0,0.1001488218421019,0.0,0.13794249949973747,0.1239861856263744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135665440428946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130012123808196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020699415029368,0.14125213153149915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366909872593358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781794624035488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559963406432188,0.0,0.17362174022445104,0.1093361263813419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396347419880513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991578494443449,0.0,0.0,0.19956616065679125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468842810738843,0.14343758131818987,0.1309057581108578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318973069926046,0.08023507764211267,0.0,0.09940964932647517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965182024734915,0.0,0.0,0.13620197251355126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103318529605524,0.0738572250882318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258663654002288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116069448522644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419101842675181 adhd,metertyu,2019/05/02,"Thank you all and have a good day! Just wanted to say thanks to everyone here. I know this has been posted a million times but this is the first place that really showed me I’m not alone in all this. This sub makes me feel better on the daily! So to all: thanks for being here and sharing! Have a good day :)",0.5831473214285694,2.7369104843750023,1.803839285714286,98.414375,84.78125,4.9071428571428575,13.830357142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.9438142857142856,237,3,55,2,7,75,46,64,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.9796,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,3,12,14,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,4,7,6,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964225637901475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609947354642032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859910863591173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118696077252338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211181076839484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886008349411031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719481007464819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185533599284652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480044644260364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165747615123966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123531322221651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420439652325993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632617435299466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612409171557437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929077073843892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307803030055838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VictimofMyLab,2019/05/02,"Weird topic: AMVs reflecting ADHD thought patterns? I always really appreciated how amv’s (animated music videos) like this one: https://youtu.be/dQAf6MQj1kE reflected the way my brain viciously cycles through thoughts almost to a tune? Sometimes changing emotional range too but more often just being very fast and intense. Did anyone else watch a lot of these back in the late 2000s? Does it kinda reflect your thought pattern too? Or just me?",8.447083333333335,11.541167319444453,6.626111111111111,68.93000000000002,63.30555555555557,9.244444444444444,35.611111111111114,9.725611199111238,4.1637611111111115,365,17,48,8,6,107,67,72,0.040999999999999995,0.848,0.111,0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,16,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,4,1,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,4,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596198391964081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631764046216434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974994561682126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104956855894094,0.22134294439503768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661097429126083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115512938691305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285256029639439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904476521922484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046100736024376,0.2429988328209621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368539276743803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553880933915652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365656661506585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638400064581505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839102361633418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365405882144733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144987019667017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824309052257933,0.0,0.17147043743870868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kayla_baez77,2019/05/02,I took my vyvanse at night.. can i take it in the morning? I just started vyvanse. I’m on 40mg and was dumb and took it at 10pm. i am up at 1:40am and cannot sleep one bit. but my actual question is would it be safe for me to take another dose around 8am because i need to be up and focused for school in the morning. i have to be up in less that 5 hours and don’t know what to do. plz send help asap!,-0.92533096926714,0.44461126595744815,1.9152482269503568,99.93388888888893,85.27659574468085,5.028841607565012,20.01891252955083,5.82211442006289,-0.3625186761229311,305,9,83,2,9,107,61,94,0.024,0.838,0.138,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,12,2,1,0,0,13,20,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,0,9,1,17,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,1,3,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2209669688339748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743584407748997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157431088528086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803209490676716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472073361787733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177397037300255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299192711819546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444223185803226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789797858881164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124930164178604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534375721187249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365795733687146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291633468582307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265975774895005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602711857048338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405004503582139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031531212272452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085225207368348,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dr-PancakeMD,2019/05/02,"Rambling when telling a story Okay so I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was in 7th or 8th grade and was on Ritalin throughout middle school and concerta throughout high school and college (I’m still on concerta now). I’m a pretty social guy and I had a lot of friends in my fraternity and in my classes. The only problem is that I have been told that I ramble a lot when I’m telling a story. Some of my friends compare me to the Latino guy who tells stories in Ant-Man. Like that kind of rambling or something near it. I have found that when I tell stories, or something shit just pops in my head that is relevant (or I think is relevant) to what I’m saying and I include it. Or I remember details as I go and include them. Anyway, does this happen to anyone else with ADHD or is it just me?",2.797621082621081,4.29174617901235,4.42061728395062,85.56431623931627,74.8641975308642,6.959924026590691,29.128205128205128,7.61054688173877,1.802643304843305,619,27,125,8,13,208,85,162,0.040999999999999995,0.87,0.09,0.7579,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,1,0,7,1,11,4,2,0,0,24,20,19,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,18,5,17,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,13,10,1,9,7,90,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33332099250683617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969648395624077,0.1420890062533406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075228605312884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213554961094931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584523407048652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205006632067827,0.21428004400640646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881224313929378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746202612631144,0.1226299143395434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423206387703749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465178347074567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440875483685509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774963882922724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357931861217276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054686464846242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108240988933196,0.0,0.13269332208264747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570918313664174,0.0,0.0,0.11027998879613027,0.0,0.28069316682572776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423479757341733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136177923142326,0.0,0.2135177016638084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074609718837504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848325254372065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885739114090517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325099807326619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deenlfc,2019/05/02,"No longer having ADHD! Turns out that it was because of excessive sugar, pornography and masturbation! https://fityourself.club/how-porn-is-ruining-your-life-10c92d179e11",23.239215686274513,31.204823117647056,12.996470588235296,11.977450980392176,53.11764705882352,11.678431372549019,35.07843137254902,9.725611199111238,6.7089372549019615,151,5,9,4,3,38,17,17,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.4184,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6425795915916447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259350196336733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776592006511079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815766154255847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GazzhyB,2019/05/02,Have a cup of water I always forget to drink that stuff 😢🤦🏽‍♀️,-5.877058823529412,-7.209265764705881,-0.3816470588235283,103.85458823529413,147.82352941176467,1.36,3.4,3.1291,-2.9994611764705885,50,0,14,0,5,20,17,17,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834335722698348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691529589523688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6650991584103754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lunaticmason,2019/05/02,do u guys have speech problems? when i’m stressed i stutter like i can’t get the words out but other times when i talk too fast my words get jumbled up and come out wrong,1.9218018018018024,3.25373775675676,2.2956756756756747,100.57072072072071,76.83783783783784,4.933333333333334,23.144144144144143,3.1291,-0.32719099099099136,135,4,33,0,3,41,30,37,0.249,0.7040000000000001,0.047,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153391831067567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825157124931381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624694881872648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884461108842767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502820973218942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193349962704535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942353382734893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134599124694669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002429876831928,0.0,0.0 adhd,motherofgeckos6,2019/05/02,"ADHDIVAS in Okc I want to meet friends who have adult adhd in okc. We can like go do fun ish together and support each other with our struggles and go grab drinks after a stressful day, I’m down for whatever. I just sometimes feel very alone with my adhd diagnosis and the daily struggles that come with it. Although I love all my friends, my job and my life for the most part. I wish I could occasionally meet someone who could just understand and was like me and I wouldn’t have to put the mask of functionally on full time around them and know someone in town who would not get annoyed by some of my little quirks or my forgetfulness and meet some people in town who accept me for the hot mess express I am. 😂",5.232550860719876,5.7605350563380275,5.604178403755871,82.98534428794993,68.15492957746478,8.564632237871676,29.8622848200313,8.515128840125781,2.008678247261346,566,20,116,8,9,181,92,142,0.083,0.725,0.192,0.9466,1,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,0,3,13,1,3,5,0,10,3,0,0,1,34,22,10,0,6,4,0,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,7,15,1,0,4,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,3,18,8,19,17,7,18,0,0,0,1,15,11,0,4,5,79,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856659137760205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618060045249586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283691515029254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821578798700293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25621683919045185,0.0,0.0,0.10347871337925674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718255463930722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112970289126183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479307059365657,0.0,0.08382990990648652,0.0,0.1823779266853722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922454002952655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818060414025071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333248256006773,0.15677816251872226,0.16081575130945458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481482036382082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375463104606462,0.0,0.11123769478597977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612992742861926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719020930064785,0.0,0.15869181662382975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379801827680256,0.33547998649565863,0.0,0.0,0.18207981511910665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356125589890854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167036912588586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239027609258985,0.09463915580483423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845126789286739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398098984080365,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,takethecannoli4,2019/05/02,"Launching /r/ADHDGamers I created this sub to discuss the specific concerns of ADHD gamers. Gaming with ADHD is weird. Some ADHD people report a full-blown addiction. Others, like me, are so distracted that even focusing on video games is hard. I figure that sharing preferences and recommendations would be a great way for us to find ways to keep enjoying our hobby in a continuous and healthy way. Come on over to /r/ADHDGamers!",5.503439849624058,8.320213592105265,6.033759398496244,71.14131578947371,70.97368421052632,9.079699248120301,31.90977443609023,9.606745405546679,3.724919548872181,347,16,52,9,7,112,61,76,0.075,0.711,0.214,0.9114,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,7,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,11,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845086589017828,0.6894041633911079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471344114336425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262946689726861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476561343519673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081348467988084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128967762280778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995928477915226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341722469151156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325633182714042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300062161422939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553289680582154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583253646371451,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,legend434,2019/05/02,"Hello fellow ADHD people, what job do you do?/ What are you studying to become? Just wanted to see what the peeps like me are doing for a living/studying. I personally work as a scientist for a pharmaceutical manufacturing company.",5.177195121951217,8.130489097560979,7.402621951219512,60.245884146341496,72.65853658536584,8.978048780487804,27.32317073170732,9.516144504307137,3.3392878048780488,187,7,26,5,4,66,32,41,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,22,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662698446296512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42848725301583945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850047353882127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895446988384381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26897260458927424,0.3387642889706507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091653726678826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883735843260886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824499904235535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reemathenerd2,2019/05/02,"I do not have adhd. is it okay? Is it okay to stay here without having ADHD? I mean, I will not mock or bully anyone.",-2.4196153846153834,-0.6778071923076894,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,101.69230769230772,2.6,10.346153846153848,3.1291,-1.8047384615384607,87,1,20,0,4,32,19,26,0.0,0.6759999999999999,0.324,0.7975,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.779091851021899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664193986272355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35307680982148065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454835802784124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124534859636369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LoneWarriorNOKO,2019/05/02,A small question I have a simple question. I already have my answer but I'm curious what everyone else will say. This is my first post. My question is if a magic cure for ADHD cam into excistance would you take it? I personally wouldn't. I have come to love and live with my hyperspace mind and couldnt imagine life without. However no matter what a person feels about this i can understand. Discuss,1.932857142857145,4.716074818181821,3.50390909090909,83.65586363636366,86.53246753246755,6.196883116883117,25.881818181818186,7.554174236665415,1.900232207792208,319,14,56,6,10,105,57,77,0.015,0.833,0.151,0.8994,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,0,20,16,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,6,12,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,4,1,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267825449415795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823680881286588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625496422222173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576358980829513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031237957565127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541315337875504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050940813694947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328545718689538,0.0,0.0,0.16662689063601005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031048031088372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053473249962286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295337602160828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072388481021925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6341666332183341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006301479677955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188005144149224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644492698425767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190152195728695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404813870105095,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snorlaxbubba,2019/05/02,"I realized today that I start text conversations mid thought. Sending a friend a text about if he wanted to hang out before a concert in June. Forgot to start the conversation and just sent ‘are we doing anything before the concert’ And just now I was going to send a message to my manager about my schedule and just typed my question without any introduction",7.5154545454545465,8.241736454545453,7.651060606060607,69.59659090909092,63.24242424242425,9.630303030303034,37.71212121212121,9.516144504307137,3.821830303030304,290,14,46,5,4,94,46,66,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,10,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,2,7,1,9,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,6,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048466676303352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478865485302447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512648931596967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272948034284055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119589904427182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374464376129603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42642415980884296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391428999179508,0.0,0.0,0.2855307316991266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767320483635038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29037488271507306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,seacucumber18,2019/05/02,I’m an ADHDer who is also a neat freak I have ADHD but I’m kind of a neat freak. I know most ADHDers are the opposite. Before I can do anything for the day I need to make sure my room is clean and there isn’t too much clutter. I kind of hyper focus on cleaning. I find that if my environment is cluttered or hectic in any way it drains me of my energy and makes my mind less clear. I’m wondering if anyone else is the same. This doesn’t mean I don’t throw everything in junk drawers or in my closet. I actually have a full dresser full of junk...,1.4339830508474591,2.869228838983055,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,78.40677966101694,6.753898305084746,21.969491525423727,7.554174236665415,0.7405023728813562,425,12,96,6,10,148,77,118,0.05,0.795,0.155,0.9064,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,2,2,19,21,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,14,5,10,21,6,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,1,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.20993169531244696,0.0,0.25853934078141233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203598092595104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462928838926695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504209231521843,0.22042174861381544,0.17703015861664628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830561646312817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387383089163489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797099560036725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334114863622726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966210340239629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480407189213488,0.1182274836835457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871962111539927,0.0,0.0,0.23433500308523655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172156774636473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814217560264562,0.1595130144142283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027534691925905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075680347127145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332946943073969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vivi_casts_focus,2019/05/02,"If concerta lifts my mood, does it mean that I had depression? I felt really overwhelmed by work but when the concerta is in effect, everything feels manageable.",7.437857142857139,9.38512707142857,7.57,65.72500000000001,64.0,14.171428571428573,35.42857142857143,13.023866798666859,6.0558,130,6,20,6,2,42,26,28,0.085,0.87,0.045,-0.27399999999999997,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,13,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633201730121604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691448655377361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791121560453032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132891078141028,0.0,0.4050214046056904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594947784430438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702340672868637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30709609087140266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dingusaurus__Rex,2019/05/02,"Adderall starting dose Hey all, I just got diagnosed and got prescribed 20mg XR adderall. However, it is too strong and I have too much appetite suppression, difficulty taking deep breaths/breathing through my nose, and some anxiety/restlessness. Is it normal to start with this dosage? Also, I'm now curious about asking my doc about dexedrine or vyvanse, to see if those might have fewer side effects as they seem to do for many ppl, but not sure how/if that's a good idea. Thanks for any help",3.9545893719806777,6.613712043478262,3.7879710144927534,86.11161835748794,75.30434782608697,7.132367149758455,29.78743961352657,8.167268648758528,2.2849164251207723,396,18,72,7,9,120,76,92,0.044000000000000004,0.7979999999999999,0.158,0.8981,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,2,18,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,4,10,13,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,5,3,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163340638835255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295779243293804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402331787192106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432211598174917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099172428345136,0.383310767479757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606200961281923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705150529554236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294896061067145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542113948305508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615689253659236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478821490871024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095546207460426,0.21815172532775454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392251410597463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258500678131744,0.0,0.1801732369978164,0.0,0.0,0.22062069970029904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaddenWhisperer,2019/05/02,Isn’t it wild that.. We struggle at reading large posts and maintaining or even finding the focus for them yet this sub has the longest,4.815769230769232,6.573395961538466,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,70.15384615384616,6.7384615384615385,32.230769230769226,7.1686216300943375,2.0216769230769227,109,5,20,1,2,33,25,26,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191750380473441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416720180771061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628097247271341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833701288687323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051866989050607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swezzy3,2019/05/02,"Hey guys so I've been lurking here for some time, and I've come to the conclusion that I probably have ADHD. I just wanted to know what the story of how you guys got diagnosed. It would help so much if I can see some of what you guys have gone through. I'm 21 years old and my parents never really believed in stuff like this not that they're not great parents but I'm sure you guys know what it is like to have no one able to relate to what the hell you're going through. As soon as I came across this subreddit I knew this is what it had to be. I can not tell you how well I can relate to posts about hyper fixating on things, having two moods of either doing something or not doing anything at all, not being able to have a decent conversation with out phasing in and out, etc, etc. I always kind of had a hunch that I was different somehow but it was always chalked up to me being aloof or a hyper child. Now I am about to graduate college and I can see that the same naivety I've had, I can't bring into the real world. So now i'm kinda nervous and a little worried ill get mis-diagnosed or something and I just want to have some comfort on knowing what I can expect with going to the psychiatrist or wherever it is you first go.",4.843101673101671,4.506710555984559,5.859830115830118,83.80431402831405,68.92277992277992,8.759948519948521,28.463577863577857,8.238735603445708,1.7220252767052755,970,29,209,12,15,323,137,259,0.081,0.852,0.067,-0.6632,3,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,2,15,10,1,1,10,0,28,2,0,2,3,49,48,20,0,5,15,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,5,20,13,0,0,5,0,0,7,8,2,1,3,10,2,21,7,35,34,9,28,1,0,2,0,16,12,1,10,10,159,41,3,0.2305913830765827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856301588054454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918705030102739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487853030643004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298987623888571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186755599711572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931702928202027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404539991225,0.0,0.12045945822047575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571703462097027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980704563236393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060237240174577975,0.0,0.1965755954743954,0.0,0.0922124969850376,0.12711390695051333,0.0,0.4566434455428401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728027170924479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006272055810245,0.190090490479866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265530215055795,0.11555657218633435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475559937293944,0.0,0.08892314506825459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098343344655048,0.0,0.07812734446229616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560444422561766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104214018208632,0.0,0.12430825594316172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123173840975902,0.07386137231433981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183751477545027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752051236804642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319859825588196,0.0,0.0,0.10866482480637717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077351626777954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659733434893741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722984491936827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262713751369488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360087721552947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366467314883483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708837134318476,0.0,0.08190275127380707,0.0,0.0,0.07424664523292683 adhd,coldsandturns,2019/05/02,"Wrong address on prescription I have a Dexedrine tablet prescription and the address doesn’t match my drivers license. I live off campus at school renting an apartment so I officially live at my mom’s house and all my prescriptions until now have had my mom’s address but now she wrote my school address by mistake, will this be an issue?",5.504285714285714,7.610346412698412,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,69.0,7.5796825396825405,34.822222222222216,8.238735603445708,2.9029898412698407,276,14,47,4,5,84,44,63,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.631,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,7,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,6,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,33,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28563468515671275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583735623753449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371750575161025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798454364516277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010592503258089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706525364297397,0.0,0.0 adhd,granolafranola,2019/05/02,"I'm tired of hearing about things my kid does at school... ...that I think are relatively normal for a boy his age, especially with ADHD. I often get emails and requests for meetings about things my son, 9, who has ADHD, does at school. While some things I understand telling a parent, other things I feel are normal for that age, especially ones with impulse control problems. Maybe it's because I also work in education and work with kids everyday, many of which do worse things, that I think that way. Example: was reported to me that my son called someone a baby. Is that great or ideal? No. But is it so bad you have to email me? No. I've had to talk to kids about not calling someone an asshole or the N word, much worse. Does that go home? Only if they aren't receptive to what I'm saying and don't do what I say to help fix it. Otherwise we have a big talk about it and resolve it. Or he clapped obnoxiously in class. Ok so then deal with it in class in the moment like I do with kids I work with who do things like that. Or that he gets upset sometimes during an assignment saying he doesn't understand some parts of the work. So then as an educator make it so it's understandable and explain he can say it in another way. But to call me, email me and write him up? He's definitely not the worst of the worst yet I feel like they act like it. Do they call me when he does the good stuff, like stick up for those being bullied or give away things to those who don't have anything? No, they just happen to mention it in meetings about the bad things. He has an IEP btw, but you wouldn't know it since it doesn't seem to be changing anything there. I'm just sick of being made to feel like my kid is so horrible when I know he's not and I see so many ""worse"" kids. Gone are the days when educators knew how to deal with kids during school hours in the moment apparently, instead of telling parents every little thing a kid does. This is a school who has called law enforcement on a 1st grader who wouldn't stay in the office all day btw so I guess what else should I expect there. I really wish I could afford an alternate to public school 😣",3.2767498786491918,4.542467711670484,4.236788017474518,88.27311559531242,73.25629290617849,7.402232854864434,23.99757298384301,7.898369717300924,1.0287443173150272,1678,47,364,23,33,543,196,437,0.083,0.8390000000000001,0.078,-0.7395,4,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,2,4,7,24,17,0,1,22,1,33,2,0,4,1,65,61,32,0,11,14,4,3,6,0,3,2,5,1,9,45,15,0,1,14,0,0,3,13,6,0,1,5,9,34,11,50,49,7,37,0,0,1,0,63,16,0,11,21,236,79,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707298251097535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225936706879534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685238560794971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755289668591446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139729625676296,0.0,0.10912694345495244,0.03983598787492215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336418709081783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913030635249365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329417325532904,0.052175654709987904,0.0,0.0,0.08428906759085658,0.1347433714831564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28593563181632203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054590490350709564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505913539552036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912686562256516,0.0933703117237587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828404327319064,0.06268847000904483,0.0371391972499756,0.054811426123860855,0.0,0.07204722110174261,0.0719890091388395,0.0,0.05778767861427887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736527840335875,0.0,0.04380188569615999,0.0,0.06555011857065081,0.0,0.0643553494633693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182792151018476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155657292835865,0.06549660934668243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183456175983437,0.043620794146324283,0.13250673930834075,0.06565159694413122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803884605647568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805578878534465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428200025948715,0.049700664636044056,0.0,0.0,0.14512409370191753,0.07076632170129944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252992258920938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041864078838211485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078717769464204,0.0,0.3306820892991279,0.052074488339078566,0.059491042326360585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405715643743728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073955766883664,0.0,0.06463157890501535,0.0,0.0,0.0696530663126842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480867747577022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504969032627257,0.11423536545960045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907332167212362,0.08374567314034409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510876818578753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409104185145868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374158270926244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751478306875945,0.0,0.0,0.1902986560980044,0.0,0.1997878594955257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kylhmll,2019/05/02,Testing help Hello! I’m getting tested for ADD/ADHD tomorrow morning and i’m just wondering what to expect. Its 4 hours minimum so that kinda scares me.,1.4468965517241372,4.036619206896553,4.1685517241379335,75.5066206896552,98.3103448275862,6.457931034482759,26.4896551724138,7.554174236665415,2.7502772413793104,123,6,18,3,5,43,27,29,0.084,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.1584,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213036716152973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266253680423037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907448941511792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271731449550311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434276464355054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704018364989893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,37p49t,2019/05/02,Take a breath and count to 10 before you respond. I find that I am removing my foot from my mouth multiple times a day. I react on pure emotion then have to do damage control. I need that 10 seconds to digest the tone of the conversation so I don't start playing defense.,2.396181818181816,4.3874089818181865,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,77.36363636363637,6.581818181818183,27.363636363636363,7.554174236665415,1.6449272727272732,214,9,42,3,5,72,43,55,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.6625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,4,4,3,2,1,7,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,6,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33492847811664833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414609669694182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538423699383547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427521362822936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35974742409802524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29185278335295584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27859532337664034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29594163373865034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295139759299392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Khanelo,2019/05/02,"Confusion around attention and concentration challenges Hi I am a 22 year old male. I have been diagnosed with many health disorders mainly coming from me diagnosis of leukaemia and intense treatment attached the age of 12. This has had a huge impact on my ability to sustain attention, concentration learn and reach goals. Almost all of these problems are well documented by medical researchers. I understand there is a process from research to implementation. So that could be a barrier. Having it be from a cancer diagnosis, this complicates everything as the doctors and psychiatrists don't seem to look past that as the only cause for my problems. Whilst I acknowledge this as a big factor that doesn't help me to improve the recurring problems. Towards the end of 2018 I got a neuropsychological assessment completed. From the report it is well documented and confirmed I have attention and concentration problems along with cognitive + impairments. I was advised to use to use different strategies for study and everyday life tasks. I have tried to use different different environments, different methods and different equipment but I always end up distracted and not competing making progress or starting the things that I should. I have tried to break up task into smaller tasks and still have hit or miss success. My guess is that I have symptoms similar to ADHD PI. I think I may have missed a lot of details and info so if you need more let me know. I know asking myself doctors and psychiatrists OT would be best but they seem to deny it existing and that it is caused by something else. So I'm afraid to keep asking. I don't know what to do or who to talk to anymore. I can go weeks without accomplishing anything although I have tried to and as you could imagine over time that takes it tool. I also find it difficult to give an accurate description of what is going on as I have been entrenched in this so long that it's has become my ""normal"" Any help advice or a point in the right direction would be appreciated. I have time I understand that however if I do not develop methods to successfully cope with my challenges if makes that time feel like its burnt away. It's already been 6 months into the year and I have not even noticed this my understanding of time is skewed and I do have an impairment of executive function in planning as noted in the report. Thank you.",7.030707929445415,8.410534394009215,7.2396392817416215,69.81320276497696,64.50691244239631,10.870999523279837,36.62450341649452,10.852061532183503,4.41096720165263,1933,94,317,53,29,625,228,434,0.079,0.831,0.09,0.7674,6,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,10,11,19,0,3,21,0,46,8,0,7,1,81,79,37,0,14,13,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,29,24,0,2,18,0,0,3,7,10,2,0,6,2,39,9,58,61,5,41,0,2,1,0,14,18,0,14,20,237,68,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849281564676213,0.08008452771991663,0.0,0.0,0.08206512086722415,0.0,0.09043830788017262,0.06553860663037549,0.06819231654619265,0.0,0.0,0.05573154940414311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127637413121748,0.0,0.0,0.06744118215760521,0.07295646023630879,0.15323190651097024,0.0,0.0769985071239664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905117851912502,0.0,0.0,0.08600569628720144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837872418718536,0.0,0.07059613846808294,0.08592723918023468,0.0,0.0,0.1308672454918433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318161336212165,0.0,0.4281225814847477,0.09392641632072904,0.16776684081776214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846207433290555,0.0,0.14517388723370814,0.0,0.0,0.0541298626067569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365499599405738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143841903013661,0.058547974021224775,0.0,0.0,0.07490449692440082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861777144706603,0.09315272555558653,0.0,0.0655461228824924,0.0,0.09028160148686752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711329948461294,0.0,0.0,0.10986411498364422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284450569982373,0.0,0.0,0.13511937161628162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380354624659041,0.05788655368730011,0.04003859845224085,0.0,0.0,0.0725267358902009,0.06882074292096846,0.0,0.0,0.06967438395280093,0.0,0.0,0.10940990022696168,0.08308852125946008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256006126937025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541492331042513,0.0,0.0,0.060767873370741673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029754701101678,0.0,0.0933052041339055,0.08599696629753079,0.0,0.0,0.062329731329541574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823439307479982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747304639953226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136757468805289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998829217400451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921573833550994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309221471210676,0.0,0.0,0.058007482875907436,0.0,0.06544859267301811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518161479119468,0.061619229796454775,0.06587154339118792,0.0,0.07545225816668948,0.0,0.0,0.05444661465486027,0.052512832022207016,0.0,0.0,0.19115221127439347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669242163470735,0.0,0.0,0.2559511004233559,0.0,0.2123459010594211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573857791893288,0.0,0.14737302701800745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900075851349046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643558031571892,0.0,0.0,0.10555141420451702 adhd,MochiandMongo,2019/05/02,"Do you have a preference between Adderall XR and Vyvanse? I just finished my trial round of Adderall XR and it was just O.K. I felt a tiny bit nauseous at the start of each round but not anything serious and I noticed that the medication itself wore off super quick. Taking Benadryl at night was really helpful for me to stay asleep since I’m a light sleeper. I’m a bit nervous about Vyvanse. What has your experience been like? I plan on taking it at around 5:00AM but around 9-10PM am I able to take a Benadryl to help me fall asleep?",3.4321907756813417,5.3728833301886825,4.254276729559752,85.53904612159329,74.18867924528303,6.5979035639412995,28.758909853249477,7.3871296695380915,1.6798104821802935,427,18,82,5,9,137,73,106,0.025,0.807,0.168,0.9478,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,1,7,0,7,3,2,0,0,13,15,5,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,4,10,2,15,10,3,13,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,5,54,15,0,0.20186366790790308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611659878900406,0.35940292404183993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44076568624763657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746140181489585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938207776420049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27060992299034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986203916120842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335640828225016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894353777116804,0.0,0.0,0.22982312385653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931903467643524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698371209500348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288014313181055,0.21515981117416766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553290680699093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ciaoel,2019/05/02,Hey... go get that food out of the microwave It’s been in there for an hour...,-1.387647058823532,0.43313405882353,0.2191176470588232,108.63102941176471,90.76470588235294,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.7685058823529411,57,1,16,0,2,18,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6949038805561162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30024595161897044,0.0,0.3266032029202226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659428532694107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ex_Reddit_Lurker,2019/05/02,How do you manage the feeling of depression and hopelessness once the effects of the Adderall wears off? I'm literally on a tiny 2.5mg dose but the second it wears off I feel like I lost my superpower and I'm back to being little old forgetful me who can't accomplish anything. When it wears off I remember I'm actually a failure and will never amount to anything or achieve any of my dreams bc I need meds to just fucking clean my room. I'm in that funk now and I don't know how to get over it.,2.236720085470086,3.970884701923076,4.233974358974358,85.28880341880344,76.98076923076924,7.699145299145299,26.94017094017094,8.515128840125781,1.8997811965811968,395,16,84,8,9,135,69,104,0.16,0.73,0.11,-0.6695,1,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,4,6,5,1,0,6,0,5,5,3,3,1,17,16,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,10,1,13,13,1,13,0,3,0,1,2,8,1,1,6,53,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.23843177725797046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661534350723409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021271326790905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787543089428765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044190264773954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470821550607173,0.17455009064272475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588004059846598,0.12765284513615155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342779088857963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936776815731905,0.24488381557679836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667161114001637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713966223058177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116831508436693,0.18844310319528965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638424750259753,0.260204504261606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767793545471371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,galaxywimp,2019/05/02,🤠 i literally have strep throat but i got the urge to clean my entire room and now i can't stop,-2.6231818181818163,-1.135362863636363,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,109.45454545454544,4.0181818181818185,10.045454545454547,5.985473137389443,-1.4590363636363637,75,1,20,1,4,26,20,22,0.0,0.718,0.282,0.7079,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912661313485332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7226002599296741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheHarlotIsabelle,2019/05/02,"Adderall and eye twitches Has anyone had any issues with eye twitches while on Adderall? I've had an eye twitch for over 2 months now and it's driving me INSANE. I've been on Adderall since August of last year. It's been a huge life changer for me and I'm hopeful I can stay on it, but this eye twitch has got to go. Any one had a similar issue?",0.4437837837837861,2.533538986486491,2.2093918918918938,95.69760135135138,84.81081081081079,4.2405405405405405,21.41216216216216,5.148860815047168,-0.14083243243243215,271,9,60,1,8,89,48,74,0.032,0.907,0.061,0.2367,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,9,4,0,0,6,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,1,9,6,0,14,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,1,6,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751988219640784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289302276266326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678190030995667,0.0,0.22063650080393807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739987478555793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758681515527881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248688932754196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485342667882824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201948665284861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693500840848007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282005088739389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940381297262755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764967370184578 adhd,Texas--Toast,2019/05/02,friendly reminder for you to get back to doing your homework I made this post instead of chapter 22 health vocab lol,2.5753030303030333,5.5548325909090925,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,86.72727272727272,2.9333333333333336,30.06060606060606,3.1291,1.0693151515151509,95,5,15,0,3,29,21,22,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664278851403051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681716527640954,0.0,0.2489711499408469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065370268250137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509112586037682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563911512171672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,michimeek,2019/05/02,"Your Job done First - #1 Rule Contact West, He is always ready to render his services, hire him and he won't disappoint you. He can help hack into any device, social networks including- Facebook, hangouts, I messages, Twitter account, Snapchat, Instagram, tracking, surveillance footage, Grades hacking, Credit card topups , etc. He is specialized in exposing cheating spouse, this service is for serious issues alone. Tel:- +14434570879 Contact via gmail-: westgemini4@gmail.com",8.746654929577467,12.997561464788733,6.3191373239436635,65.56490316901412,68.15492957746478,8.057042253521129,42.677816901408455,8.841846274778883,5.239040845070422,388,24,42,8,8,111,65,71,0.11199999999999999,0.762,0.126,0.2635,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,5,2,4,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,0,1,19,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490428566223779,0.0,0.0,0.2804210313786137,0.0,0.0,0.2291797574240135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448803454500535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758575319952044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866622860583593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589207989688256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517530321396333,0.3344324677186194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34354135422261084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hesperonychus,2019/05/02,"RSD makes me too stressed to even check my Uber passenger rating.. It's such a dumb non-issue and yet I just want everyone to like me. I know some people say it shouldn't even matter because chances are you'll never see that person again, but to me that means I have only shot to make a good impression. This is my problem with all stranger interactions.",4.54457142857143,5.7732186000000025,4.704285714285717,86.2707142857143,70.14285714285714,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.5763714285714283,282,9,57,4,5,88,58,70,0.11900000000000001,0.733,0.14800000000000002,0.2647,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,15,11,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,3,5,9,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,4,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958385128928254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34581769549647623,0.0,0.0,0.2501501485110719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957578918257967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732391989408728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387212362713356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789664688650382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34949173837607633,0.0,0.0,0.2851644430180498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019074445272452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991019652671902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149119675786707,0.2285836370510539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504962572771704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081847376523815,0.0,0.0,0.2086115556908411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998778639108006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544096511548571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theotherme412,2019/05/02,"Adult diagnosis I recently was diagnosed at age 32 and Rx’d Adderall. When my and my psych,she told me one in the AM and one at munch. Taking thirst instructions a bit too literally, I took 10mg in the morning and 10 after lunch. Little did I know she scripted 5mg/am 5mg/pm. But honestly the morning dose had me feeling barely any different. The PM dose did nothing but make me jittery and have trouble sleeping. She said the IR’s nasty 4-6hr, but it feels more like 8-10hr for me. Should I ask for 15mg AM and 2.5mg PM or something? This is all new to me.",1.5052272727272715,3.4429469051724158,3.3744514106583097,89.65205329153606,79.94827586206897,6.631974921630094,25.200626959247646,7.686295010490155,1.2786310344827585,435,17,95,7,11,146,80,116,0.075,0.863,0.062,-0.5439,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,9,6,2,1,1,16,18,11,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,6,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,3,13,2,8,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006021155144126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003992024985095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696394722590976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388964020250549,0.0,0.24591238426004944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802109172395844,0.16814894270728573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935363324621094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499028121426065,0.2359033703376701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711183309437746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273225801342107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584462542527134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189866837598589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240026434501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389152505517698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355407765950061,0.0,0.0,0.1811999368766523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696954529895448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249068808551588,0.2615056132397486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nobiCumkonobi,2019/05/02,"How long do I have to wait to drink alcohol if I'm taking vyvance 30 mg? I'm planing to take it at 9 am, do my finals and then celebrate after 6pm by going to a bar. Should I wait more? Vyvance stops working after 6-7 hours for me. Should I take it even earlier?",0.5159322033898306,1.7231561864406828,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,80.35593220338983,6.753898305084746,23.664406779661018,7.554174236665415,1.0157566101694917,201,7,47,3,5,74,43,59,0.035,0.887,0.078,0.5206,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,8,14,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30683770851695225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812625607275113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963618771511234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145195164307133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631735875441558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28274960223063866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540869870953944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400402848600527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.647622325227323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090225201378264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sergalahadabeer,2019/10/17,ADHDers who've made it through calculus: give me your secrets. For real. How did you get from point A to point B?,0.4242028985507247,2.8368067826086967,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,89.86956521739133,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,0.8025188405797108,88,4,19,1,3,28,22,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805697528281832,0.3636541762890528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587006768505077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167182776732572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314832667501938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dantez1993,2019/10/17,"ADHD is so frustrating because I feel like it's holding me back from progress I find myself so dysfunctional and feel like I struggle with everything, it takes me so long to do anything which leads me to getting behind in life, I think this disorder is so unfair because it will probably make you into a loser in life, you struggle in college and you've always tried hard but it's always holding you back and nobody else understands that your trying hard, they just think your not trying, even you think your not trying hard or thinking you could do better but when you go to do something you just can't because your dysfunctional, learning disabilities really are cancers and you can't ever say it's good to have one, I hate it when people are glad they have this disorder when there's so few things good about it, I also just think people who have adhd think their some kind of special case and gifted but that's just another flaw in the disorder, they think their so great but are so oblivious to their flaws, I think arrogance also goes hand in hand with adhd.",8.57970588235294,7.478800696078429,8.041490196078431,73.74370588235297,61.647058823529406,10.905098039215686,34.615686274509805,9.888512548439397,3.2390662745098044,858,29,154,14,10,271,104,204,0.145,0.687,0.168,0.8877,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,12,6,4,22,14,2,2,2,0,15,5,2,2,1,39,31,22,0,1,11,0,7,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,14,8,0,2,13,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,0,8,29,9,17,29,2,15,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,2,9,113,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451891237140028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312936985043787,0.1593296989094112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039362787691496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878734578540972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723907277615803,0.0,0.17508994261142494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467584399871457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644203877131507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291852012803629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997999072803601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323655763549436,0.0866039417468291,0.0,0.0,0.08604655868346704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681986419806278,0.13679592577323293,0.0,0.0,0.08750627304061015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002114024601001,0.0,0.054412272771628266,0.16060736311447482,0.0,0.10555567533243886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572975484904085,0.09452520855194564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970035423184836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525053315432414,0.09354921726158204,0.0,0.0,0.08472848245623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390839666321547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487712323922433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275062177066246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322585640127004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133465033575035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613772419878519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370671714018161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018023964177506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198592031881275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360659938659884,0.4907798496219806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600095971540805,0.0,0.0,0.09967059299210412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yippieyiy0,2019/10/17,"How to read while someone is talking near you? Hi. I have ADHD, and I’ve always had a really hard time concentrating when there’s ANY distracting noise whatsoever. I can focus if there’s a low hum of speech in the room, but if there’s just one person talking or even making noise I can’t concentrate at all. I can’t even listen to music because I get too into it, and my noise-cancelling headphones can only do so much. Sometimes I even wish I was deaf or had hearing aids I could turn off because of this :( This really sucks for me because I’m in college right now, and even in my own room, my roommate sometimes talks on the phone when I’m trying to read. The silent section of the library has weird ac noises and people often shuffle around with their things. I don’t want to ask my roommate to be quiet, because it’s her room too and I hate making people cater to my ADHD; it makes me feel like a total bitch who ruins everyone’s fun. Does anyone here have any tips on how to read or train yourself to read and really comprehend it even when there’s a lot of distracting noise? TL;DR: how do you guys read when someone’s talking in the room? I can’t ask the world to be totally silent for me.",4.455901639344262,5.055517991803279,5.349303278688523,83.87264344262297,69.90163934426228,7.9032786885245905,27.135245901639344,7.865858978985527,1.5289393442622952,946,29,191,11,16,310,130,244,0.131,0.8170000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,0,24,10,3,2,10,0,18,1,0,6,3,31,34,21,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,4,2,8,9,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,7,23,2,27,28,7,26,0,2,0,0,17,19,2,7,8,130,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437742502136929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438956043251973,0.0,0.0,0.13793814888963424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091521864147869,0.0,0.0,0.09028529784413744,0.1896280092778241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472987504404804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097561339326513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875332108821701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349347509380033,0.0,0.0,0.0969111514879251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051280996805600304,0.07245446469792358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529877614354152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042174028617652,0.0,0.0,0.09085239460939347,0.10013124802333724,0.0,0.0,0.1143077053540018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954868663876502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622365294190554,0.0,0.0,0.20309590261972066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745553658645917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872481338708111,0.07713447636309616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062370913961691,0.0885560276888466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072372034917865,0.0,0.19491673742730728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866121215868383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186566529880706,0.0,0.20061393672965172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32607020106310586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737893813374173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913881468678035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885751922667234,0.11031583108329192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059820140756797126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662798902907355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,charlotte9815,2019/10/17,"Missed my school meeting twice :( So I am getting tested in person with a go up of people for ADD next week. I have been waiting for this test for over a month and I’m finally getting it. I feel like my life is falling apart, and I didn’t realize I had such bad memory and focus until I came to college. I’m a freshman and I was supposed to meet with my advisor so I can drop my math class because it’s too much and I don’t understand what’s going on until I get help with a tutor and get re-teacher several times before I understand what’s going on. Anyways I missed the meeting twice after I wrote it down on my phone, in my lab top, and in my planner and looked at it every day and I still forgot. This is the second time I forgot this meeting and now I have to re schedule for a third time. I feel so stupid and the school is making me feel bad even though I feel terrible for missing it and I tried not to but I still did. My memory is so bad and I’m only 18.",1.2774694311536408,2.7509529856459314,3.617759170653908,89.80570308346627,78.95215311004785,6.366932482721957,22.61589580010633,7.1686216300943375,0.7140811270600738,750,23,167,9,18,260,109,209,0.124,0.8490000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,1,0,8,0,14,1,0,1,0,32,40,21,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,18,0,3,7,0,0,5,3,8,0,4,9,5,29,1,26,31,1,33,0,3,1,0,8,12,0,0,16,119,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647055610838064,0.08875538798688773,0.0,0.1238934513961095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652569682986765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389887506453734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616632099222454,0.0,0.122672869054877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29447555297249084,0.1040154730129816,0.0,0.15949584907725325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042764634357551,0.0,0.2482406515279305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759148867417376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028404033364692,0.07113198750954054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226592376081663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718801303256844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162151945304742,0.0,0.10703152218973816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548454712199486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073408765030912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093954654126637,0.1271308420621049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29470655758016506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448466519007146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325500220537104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304961581353234,0.0,0.2546986638595155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988517058641392,0.0,0.0,0.3031459838283184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167901945669325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,momomoca,2019/10/17,"Have trouble focusing when writing? Mechnical Keyboards might be for you Hello all, So I needed a keyboard for my iPad but I hate the weird mushy ones that Apple makes, thus I decided to make my own after browsing r/mechanicalkeyboards for a bit lol I wanted something compact, so I built a small ortholinear keyboard in hopes that it would also boost my typing speed. Now, this keyboard works great for it's intended purpose, but it has gone BEYOND expectations. When writing, my keyboard actually helps me stay focused on what I'm doing! I think that because it engages my brain/hands more than a typical laptop keyboard, my brain reacts to it like it's a fidget toy. I have tactile key switches, which provide sensory feedback with each key press, and my keycaps are bright and colourful, which keep my eyes engaged because everything else is comparatively more boring lol It barely feels like I'm doing work because it's ""fun"" to use, and keeps me on task so work takes less time! This isn't a super cheap tip for ADHD management, but if you have about 100$ to spend, it's super worth a try IMO. Worst case, you have a cool new keyboard.",4.9366410115448005,6.906861196261684,5.365206157229249,79.01775426058275,70.21495327102804,7.465200659703133,30.812534359538198,8.124751697461798,2.3698931280923587,912,39,157,13,17,291,138,214,0.10800000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.203,0.9718,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,5,9,16,1,0,9,3,13,2,2,6,1,29,28,13,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,2,3,1,3,1,1,5,0,1,1,6,20,11,17,24,8,14,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,3,9,98,37,14,0.0,0.0,0.15979766485748742,0.0,0.19679726241040046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309518697618228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29946385051868984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877402792581565,0.0,0.0,0.3656012531743915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679321399414246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471691257813688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279758650613837,0.11698397422585065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805364060761889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167052488485284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975905665782136,0.0,0.0,0.16264200692974512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910993905337783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600012450534371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861055249433256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737142708842696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214195273364284,0.0,0.1581520432255571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110962130925537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606376468393693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453711707382313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231206119568207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104925232521031,0.0,0.0,0.09548471031991404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117639593436818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414285625408375,0.0,0.0,0.09658476994697146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576387290969857,0.0,0.0,0.1163242379803622,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rhasan1903,2019/10/17,"Is Vyvanse safe to take on the daily? I was diagnosed with adult ADD and have been taking Vyvanse everyday, for the past three months. I have a full time job and weekend responsibilities so I can't really miss a day. However, I read that vyvanse, or any other amphetamine, is not safe for long term use, even in therapeutic doses. From what I read here, a lot of people who take it long term become dependent on it and when they stop, they're not themselves anymore. Their brains are 'fried' or so they say, and they are at a much worse state mentally than before they started taking the drug. Vyvanse has helped me immensely, but I am starting to fear the potential long term consequences. Is this drug safe for the long term?",5.914979724249798,6.890794204379564,6.108710462287108,78.37860502838606,66.81021897810221,9.592538523925382,29.820762368207625,9.725611199111238,2.6806665044606643,574,20,108,12,9,183,91,137,0.059000000000000004,0.871,0.071,0.1586,2,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,1,9,0,12,5,1,2,0,18,20,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,6,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,12,3,13,18,7,24,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,4,18,71,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583269944843048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397580798964136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563875039385053,0.11991537756657117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573170466612287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088389200201,0.0,0.0,0.1430342173902516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32685265401234864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930785328927628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857792953963332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445794010719433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984466396558468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988508632436922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980797892740695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201757494470466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124836605490833,0.0,0.1035948651867998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452726791604866,0.0976984957517661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819229393033775,0.0,0.09027909617802858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120678912831737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949252197871087,0.0,0.0,0.1178182171827854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42382723555777774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217352921198354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171251372519022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436129165555335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pikachusbooty,2019/10/17,"I did it. It’s been a long fucking road, but I am FINALLY transferring to a 4-year University with not just one, but THREE Associate Degrees (one in science). It’s taken so damn long and I cried in my counselors office upon hearing the news. I am also proud of myself for not immediately wanting to go back to my high school and middle school and throw soda on my old teachers who told me that I was a mess and would never be successful. Hopefully in a few years I’ll be back here saying I got my PhD in Psychology and that I’ve helped out kids who needed to be told that they were smart in a different way. Thankful for this thread for getting me through. I’m so happy.",5.390514705882354,5.329658786764711,6.4841176470588255,78.85352941176474,67.75,9.447058823529412,30.970588235294123,9.188382445141503,2.4871794117647057,529,19,107,9,8,178,90,136,0.124,0.746,0.13,0.4552,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,2,0,6,0,10,2,0,0,1,18,23,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,8,2,14,6,18,11,1,22,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,1,8,78,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389272211394935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671664520519645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082793278258406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150486746898845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030642591623367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606052711330887,0.09076375119148546,0.0,0.09873149559003194,0.0,0.1389431539167323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849326960841736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579985730602992,0.0,0.1164437038134513,0.1835492098063118,0.0,0.17254738022753385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30748099154349845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288143312165103,0.13398685249769535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229437835813472,0.0,0.23544009763647875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815249755358602,0.0,0.3516364343751221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994195016864313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320019341466814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246706455994348,0.13789422462233225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340872385536755,0.0,0.0,0.22374544435280733 adhd,blueetoast,2019/10/17,"Need to get this off my chest I hate having adhd, my life is so difficult with this. I went to the doctor and got sent to a therapist and won’t get medicated because of my mom. She thinks I will be an aDdICt if I do that. Everyday I have to suffer with difficult concentration and having a hard time making friends and I feel like kms because of this. I have to drink insane amounts of coffee so that I can concentrate at school but the coffee doesn’t last. Coffee only lasts in my first 4 out of 6 classes. My last class, which is Physics has a 58 which is an F. I’ve tried everything natrual to remedy my adhd but its the same. I’ve tried diets, gym, reducing screen time, organization. The only thing thats holding me back from this world is my car and I’m getting my car taken away tomorrow and I have an AP debate tomorrow and also a quarter Phsyics test. Also therapy IMHO doesn’t do CRAP. WASTE OF TIME.",2.6056824324324346,4.428691605405408,4.610185810810812,82.60392736486487,76.18918918918921,8.08445945945946,24.53547297297297,8.841846274778883,1.8690608108108109,717,24,144,16,16,246,110,185,0.11900000000000001,0.86,0.021,-0.9468,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,11,0,18,8,2,1,0,19,31,14,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,11,10,2,1,2,2,0,4,3,5,0,2,4,3,19,2,19,24,2,21,0,1,1,0,4,6,1,1,12,96,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256776644646326,0.35843744933296445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385096906730635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010741958552134,0.1146675707512216,0.0,0.1818098778960701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263529149434207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460852824999015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340235260885627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754018510082112,0.10653460526016734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684526241067776,0.0,0.0,0.1152132541052548,0.0,0.23373426075302936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926852200025405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358630192088178,0.1472296155502458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646692244538189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053310767800842,0.07285472046792772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954179224039547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022729111683775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465286562418655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057396110247797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268318736616836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509220016500201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053691436593926,0.17314509135640013,0.09907172189946667,0.09555298751330336,0.0,0.0,0.2608671655146832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249155550570647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382399478990271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UrsaWizard,2019/10/17,"It feels like my depression lifts temporarily on Adderall? I've been taking Adderall (instant release) in the afternoons to help with a high focus job for three days now. I haven't been on meds since I was of schooling age and those were all extended release. I also am diagnosed with anxiety/depression. Been on prozac on and off the past couple years. What I didn't expect on Adderall is a huge **mood boost.** For lack of a better word I just feel simply ""good"". So much so it's freaking me out a little**. Is this something that other people have experienced? Do you have this effect on extended releases as well?**",1.7150405679513163,4.4976772586206915,3.143590263691685,84.6780831643002,91.06896551724138,6.177687626774848,23.202839756592287,7.510576382923642,1.6340837728194728,486,19,86,10,17,158,84,116,0.079,0.826,0.095,0.2172,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,1,1,13,16,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,6,3,8,4,17,10,3,18,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,0,7,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772944430872703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960767763801224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453082627351465,0.0,0.1429789924282246,0.0,0.3819019958176039,0.22502214457062994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419766919365527,0.15838344727899722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595252515508465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860170274258874,0.23423958720835344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000432320636895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083120526900987,0.2222029375697956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462601563963324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297595887309504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163896920626007,0.15369976105371633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437354353735128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833935997127609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067648590107598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669178049271552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993360867328312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276836326415215 adhd,proimize,2019/10/17,"IT'S FINALLY OFFICIAL! ADHD-Inattention, ADHD-Hyper-Impulsive, and ADHD-Combined. My Cognitive functioning scores were wack, I had moderate deficit on quite a few😅😂, 57th percentile/average rage. Outside of this and a possible sleep disorder I'm THRIVING😌🤘🏻",4.876956521739132,8.081631043478264,6.980608695652176,61.401347826086976,75.52173913043478,12.375652173913045,41.8086956521739,11.20814326018867,7.108674782608696,212,15,28,10,5,74,41,46,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8289691552416844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635119508666185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518696691511202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592039047388941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445516658910069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008928625232866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Skovcph,2019/10/17,"Mixed feelings about this subreddit, does anyone feel the same? Hi, I fear this will be a long post, but please bear with me, as I could really use a second or third opinion on this. I was fearing for a while that I was suffering from ADD, two failed bachelors and some mishaps of weed and cocaine. I looked up some signs of ADD and could relate a lot to most of these. From there on I decided to look up this subreddit and could relate to a lot of the things that was posted here, eg. forgetting your keys, not doing your laundry on time etc. Simple stuff, right? I have now been diagnosed and started medication, and even though people around me tell me they can see a difference, I myself am not so sure, mainly because I still don't get my simple daily stuff done always. Reading posts on this subreddit, was what made me contact my doctor, so I guess I owe that to you guys. However, I have been reading a lot on this subreddit and usually feel depressed about what I read. The success stories make me feel miserable because I don't get the same feeling of achieving anything ever, or not in the same scale. I can show my girlfriend I randomly sorted and cleaned the small cupboard in the kitchen, but it feels so rare that I get that feeling of achieving something positive that it almost seem pointless to feel good about finally achieving something (Wow alot of achieves there). The rant posts, the ones that I relate so much to, the ones about feeling like a failure, not getting simple tasks done, being behind with everything in your life though. I thought I was feeling good about seeing I'm not the only one like this, however it still reminds me that I'm like this. Someone who dropped out of two bachelors because I have ADD, someone who feel shitty about myself because I compare myself to successful friends and family and someone who simply doesn't get the most simple shit done. The feeling I get from reading posts on this subreddit makes me knock my head around and tell myself I'm a 'failure'. The people around me, my friends, my family and my girlfriend tells me they understand me a lot better now, that I'm diagnosed and now that I've told them how I really felt. They also tell me, that they feel a difference in my accomplishments, they make sure to applaud me for even the smallest things, because as they can see, that I can't, it might be a small victory for someone normal, but it's actually a huge victory for me. I'm sorry, I've lost focus now, I'm talking to old friends on Discord and this post got too confusing for me, and it's late here in Denmark. I think I forgot my point, but here goes: Does anyone else reading this subreddit, ever feel like I do? Miserable, even when I should tell myself that some day I will be able to post about my one accomplishement and be proud about it, and I should tell myself that I'm not alone in not getting shit done. Sorry it's a long one, I hope you stayed 'till the end. If anything is confusing I'll be happy to reply in the morning when my mind is hopefully renewed with energy. Any tips to make myself accept my mishaps more often than I do will be greatly appreciated <3",8.039122807017545,6.877633000000002,7.743276315789478,75.64426754385967,62.75,10.8040350877193,36.549561403508775,9.80755857964246,3.413290614035088,2496,99,468,41,30,795,245,608,0.10800000000000001,0.741,0.151,0.981,3,1,3,0,0,0,67.0,0,5,7,12,39,33,2,6,32,0,43,9,3,7,4,107,96,38,0,9,14,0,15,4,5,6,5,0,2,1,43,27,1,1,21,6,1,0,11,12,0,9,18,20,78,21,64,62,17,56,0,6,5,0,31,25,2,25,26,345,121,15,0.05113825065504126,0.0,0.04990355585797829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120757112602129,0.0529638051891605,0.0,0.04089524057309541,0.042551121144841546,0.0,0.0,0.034775764050764144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151410776311319,0.0523971810349621,0.0841648460555138,0.13657165506517682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558670147561554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522762699852419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248919597216812,0.0,0.0,0.03297994111057876,0.0,0.044045300355574316,0.1038084959262944,0.0,0.1068571754253854,0.0,0.052342166458653,0.08950285552563292,0.2093287409660276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271944650528607,0.0,0.04529331144341347,0.0,0.057032667266442474,0.10132899678397887,0.09251495087517436,0.0,0.0,0.04595976227531369,0.0,0.09641718305962978,0.11508949853377648,0.3619985048917797,0.0730663529717342,0.04910074017744436,0.056019453974653285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852785680650807,0.0,0.1870233771965976,0.0,0.0,0.0857846768231595,0.04089993061693877,0.05638010188106703,0.0563345484738851,0.050634908092805714,0.0,0.05443761873419844,0.0,0.0,0.05248259855774349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015836431015522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057686174164300816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036120458775398566,0.09993426470895198,0.0,0.0,0.09051148520562087,0.08588650210539374,0.0,0.05582344147474953,0.1739036479430681,0.0,0.048388249240972764,0.13654071762905678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151640751812317,0.0,0.05424960263425858,0.051635055285017835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03759249827398943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010462796325329,0.0,0.0,0.053660991682785035,0.0,0.1732630105609261,0.03889294400098845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090564819592265,0.0,0.0,0.05613444269077735,0.0483421762123798,0.0,0.3428341574658645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557604469596501,0.0,0.06552094567873062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367178664475075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225169464130828,0.046554342777975016,0.0,0.0,0.1049853588419831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331709532048264,0.07873744748626227,0.0,0.11449016971614473,0.03619591702076984,0.05450657103751736,0.08167814606217455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708212456149247,0.0,0.0,0.09639439209207787,0.0,0.0,0.04110298879401564,0.2681825104928614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794796286282828,0.0327673261476905,0.10048614325099547,0.04059805882207385,0.02981912519987265,0.0,0.0,0.048864789982478944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990928042306417,0.0532367224191711,0.0,0.04416702945543426,0.05632155833889412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rachelfvet,2019/10/17,I have to get a 45 minute MRI So I have to get an MRI of my back done next week. But even medicated I CANNOT stay still. When I try to stay still I’ll end up having little twitches anyway cause my body can’t stay still either. Anyone have suggestions or tricks to help them stay still? Or have a way to help with MRIs ?,-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,87.8235294117647,4.576470588235295,12.911764705882351,5.985473137389443,-1.1496823529411766,248,3,59,2,8,80,45,68,0.023,0.887,0.09,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,0,3,0,8,5,1,1,0,6,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,9,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,9,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816008329430507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894402480476232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182133087766824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890518432471964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829753573780686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700592768693834,0.0,0.0,0.10216867762266943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616341541413817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736559831324386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503606030658035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558299223040185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451036981731273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6594989937407215,0.4941299196892692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502167458086258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278258701973545,0.12407981937005308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thisismythrowawa7865,2019/10/17,"Vyvanse making me ravenous I started vyvanse about a month ago, on 20mg. I’m a 32 f, healthy weight, no known health issues besides mild asthma. On 20mg, at first I had a racing heartbeat and some palpitations. I get palpitations generally though, and an EKG and doctor’s appt ruled out anything underlying, so they think those are from stress + the medication. I still have the occasional palpitation (stressful job), but heart rate is now normal. We upped the dose to 30mg because I found 20 was wearing off quickly. At 20, I would get very hungry after the medicine wore off, increasingly so as I kept taking it. Now, the first week on 30mg was ok, but I still felt like I was really hungry. The past couple days though, I’ve been ridiculously hungry, and almost feeling like I have low blood sugar all the time, even after eating (weakness, kind of shaky, etc.), but without the sweating/nausea that would come with real low blood sugar. Also more palpitations than usual, which are more annoying than anything. I hate this feeling, and it’s distracting me from my work (which is the whole reason I need the Vyvanse). I eat about 1,500 cal a day, and now I feel like I’m eating more + constantly because I’m so hungry. What is going on? I messaged my doctor, who said it’s unusual, as the reverse problem is the norm. Am I the only person who is going to GAIN weight on Vyvanse? Has anyone felt like this? Will it go away? I do sometimes get low blood sugar about an hour after drinking caffeine (low 60s when I’ve tested it), so I’m wondering if this is somehow related.",4.4275021595162665,6.029885559602652,5.394445724157791,79.7738338612151,70.88741721854305,7.6362798733083785,28.031097034264327,8.18289091462,1.970077569824359,1237,45,225,18,23,406,171,302,0.111,0.804,0.085,-0.828,1,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,1,4,19,19,3,4,19,1,21,21,5,2,1,39,48,20,0,6,5,0,7,4,0,3,7,1,0,1,15,10,9,1,10,1,0,5,2,13,0,2,11,11,23,6,30,34,8,45,0,4,0,0,7,17,0,6,27,144,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988388640871296,0.0,0.10153621532149078,0.0,0.0,0.08108855509344698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090037356477856,0.0,0.16688508639790195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526747680566527,0.0,0.0,0.1236234910095696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734605689496874,0.0,0.10957604152531317,0.0,0.0,0.11219580394792933,0.0,0.1307876287923439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757186357696467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933218599971004,0.0,0.31126875000625964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308642563173214,0.06697292743716016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538107856089153,0.14487859480458978,0.19471743015626705,0.0,0.0,0.17249947405164467,0.0,0.11117851121433607,0.0,0.0,0.15893000763879342,0.0,0.1728817632846502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011028699289183,0.0,0.1077821447207278,0.0,0.1201580237886751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985735750776953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105833965594981,0.1006226273788784,0.0,0.0,0.10559120924825376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815325734765807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768446247536349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214858723677643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093552618087793,0.0,0.0,0.07518589883250869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934925991627197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711832937462497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679659393472742,0.0,0.08853748976358199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702492313366932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541399267003224,0.06495864480792253,0.10425481753416443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645344483407564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028597054986514,0.0,0.07177056719474313,0.0,0.16195436813863776,0.0,0.2323038835924842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623925144374044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497223379436473,0.19924754198651234,0.0,0.05912643483014594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167641325276396,0.08366459979963628,0.0,0.0,0.08133597235913198,0.2469527556100391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320809906658062,0.0,0.09774479026193124,0.10996263438923767,0.07381950798838702,0.0,0.0,0.14406154562481502,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,faunicorns,2019/10/17,"Looking to swap to vyvanse I've talked to my doctor but seriously considering asking for vyvanse because my insurance covers it-- Tldr: I cant relieve my headaches and nausea on adderall no matter what. Does anyone have less headaches and stiffness with vyvanse My eyes at the end of the day are incredibly sensitive and I'm only on 10 mg a day. Ritalin worked but made me feel like my reflexes were impaired and I was slowed down. But even with stretches water hot showers and eating I cant seem to get over that hill. It's really impairing the quality of my life and I'm honestly considering just taking caffeine pills as a stimulant instead since I can keep my doses consistent. I'm just honestly frustrated and my upper management is definitely noticing my work quality slip. I even take vacations off it and I feel better then going back on the cycle starts all over again",4.932874564459934,7.272316085365857,6.1749128919860645,71.65597560975613,71.07317073170732,9.563763066202087,33.05574912891986,9.957137785484203,3.9383236933797896,714,35,114,20,14,239,111,164,0.071,0.813,0.11599999999999999,0.8264,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,1,0,6,0,8,9,1,2,1,24,23,13,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,10,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,16,5,18,20,2,19,0,0,2,0,2,10,0,1,9,75,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056322498839652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879337400549876,0.0,0.0,0.15457787392936975,0.0,0.12254460524635052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779264283190666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592924404670525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576034436949694,0.17592067372254405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570149887391725,0.0,0.0,0.17805085251091968,0.0,0.0,0.2655537677493336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329126609781645,0.14361421170026736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502866345139204,0.0,0.11424866079522325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868263484204105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199179245439073,0.09821196805576203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881261748935375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021724741035545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887134120756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528906060376487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878347667286888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300804590231431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629217071672567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228842355706728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022955878742243,0.16157843094922364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29270108430173497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sabrieru,2019/10/17,"Cleaned my room for the first time in months Having ADHD and clinical depression sucks, and I've been forgetting to take my meds consistently so I have no idea how I pulled this off but I don't care. I cleaned my room. It's a small thing for many but I did it. I'm still kinda amazed... like it's clean!!! It's clean! Wow. I saw a post on here that had a helpful method so I'll try to find it and link it in the comments.",-1.0092753623188422,1.0472869130434788,0.9956521739130472,101.5794202898551,92.91304347826087,4.8057971014492775,16.36231884057971,6.42735559955562,-0.5741115942028983,324,8,83,4,12,106,62,92,0.096,0.696,0.20800000000000002,0.929,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,1,9,4,8,7,0,13,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,1,5,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33321395687998506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826861654181932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388045753408045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341161834380743,0.2358381462539597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584226794830802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31299402856333197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545576629718986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810992330594583,0.0,0.0,0.3079745731398217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130716125977756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553948751147816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214210690759118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846583830044824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419995193286148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616731745022294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882420839965348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ssl2malako,2019/10/17,New to ADHD I spent most of my life undiagnosed or too ashamed to ever speak up. I finally got help and was properly diagnosed with adult ADHD. I've been taking my adderal for two weeks every day at 8 in the morning never missed a day but I don't feel any different. Has anyone felt the same way when they where first starting. The only thing that could be suppressing the medication is my antidepressant but my antidepressant medication is at the lowest dose possible. Just wanted to share see if anyone has any input. Thanks for reading.,3.399918991899188,6.242713366336638,4.814671467146717,76.89763276327635,78.70297029702971,8.02916291629163,25.023402340234018,8.841846274778883,2.426437623762377,434,16,74,11,11,144,78,101,0.053,0.851,0.096,0.5414,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,6,0,9,5,0,0,2,16,19,6,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,4,8,2,11,12,2,16,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,3,10,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41085549373783614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248003518687674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390400720579039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364757581748285,0.0,0.0,0.2204747495599597,0.0,0.0,0.17349297308330008,0.0,0.17858816751373424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461830690029155,0.1440180729752441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864286496357352,0.0,0.16412208495967082,0.18724828895442847,0.0,0.14539516731030236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671040117316716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457250691147093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207347380608633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344393187595589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183374524424138,0.16508775327773534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300019314697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270080361896852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709788392335387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621113749592392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098696164268663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852002917940686,0.0,0.0,0.15737175640246295,0.0,0.0,0.1135600124713853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697629557717167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008204658390134,0.13567832769133406,0.13711180714628235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Beakerk,2019/10/17,Different manufacturer for my Adderral script? Cvs was out of Adderral from the manufacturer that I've been getting for years.. They instead gave me Teva Amphetamine salts. Holy shit. Worst migraines I have ever had.. And I very rarely get migraines or even headaches. Have had a migraine that gets increasingly worse with every dose. Its been 4 days.. Wont take anymore. However I need them to function and work everyday.. Not sure what to do.,3.491608391608392,6.7121084871794885,3.8164801864801876,80.33003496503498,85.92307692307692,6.426107226107226,28.885780885780893,7.686295010490155,2.400471794871795,354,17,59,7,11,110,65,78,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.9146,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,9,5,1,0,2,9,15,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,7,1,8,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27902180045151875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144630490943767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939489729376218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858278236963031,0.25449554213718784,0.2370479815370343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409784456154289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861611530726215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887998703150945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651673361158424,0.0,0.21153882200115245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321417189919959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482483058075932,0.0,0.2867178382467672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117900771508733 adhd,Doctor_Disco_,2019/10/17,"ADHD is reading half of a reddit post on your computer, then stopping to look at something else on reddit on your phone In fact, I'm writing this on my phone while scrolling through reddit on my computer. In class. Rip.",3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,76.14285714285714,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.7810761904761896,174,8,32,2,4,54,31,42,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,11,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,21,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883301972547759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33943692282451204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34121521194344656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891522177809506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064403741067343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31281300522569244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33971042148386177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katuria,2019/10/17,"Why does ADHD get worse into your late teens? I turned 19 last month and.... I'm doing terrible academically. For most of high school, I could earn a 3.6-3.7 gpa with minimal studying. And this was like a Honors/AP courseload. Then I started really fucking up around age 17. I've failed 4 semesters straight, wasted my money and my parent's money on tuition/books. I don't know what's going on. I'm on 15 mg of Adderall plus Venlafaxine for depression, but it isn't doing much. I don't know what the problem is, maybe its the birth control I started two years ago or a late burst of puberty. I've read that a lot mental issues onset really intensely around this time too. I've also been doing more and more impulsive, self-destructive things that have lost me friends and jobs. Whatever concentration/executive functioning skills I had when I was 14-15 have vanished. I'm devastated. Can anyone relate? Does this shit ever calm down?",3.1747253433208518,5.750646859550562,4.30936329588015,81.77980024968791,77.59550561797751,7.551061173533085,25.057428214731587,8.515128840125781,2.005051435705369,743,27,135,16,18,242,125,178,0.16699999999999998,0.774,0.059000000000000004,-0.9629,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,5,6,10,2,0,6,0,15,2,1,1,1,20,27,11,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,7,0,1,5,0,12,3,15,21,5,25,0,3,0,1,3,10,2,3,15,76,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767966239978408,0.0,0.13105471541679292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823073006665726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337590698098308,0.0,0.0,0.2632248685256621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581952862540425,0.11804134060688105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733775236599826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587584228275189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373329060752456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422384648422143,0.13667932247455405,0.07724234659658925,0.0,0.08402310726752213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620521954274666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543106422814444,0.14671227872441667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250230486221345,0.12051252793502247,0.33354876462981964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222907182863686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138910415739327,0.12569161453405536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852909003908235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489918989270899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800760708668193,0.0,0.10868229294357973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416317792418306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146666546882475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788392948644385,0.0,0.1894252028767993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962594088189246,0.0,0.0,0.154233452978177,0.0,0.15175966014934894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928937621231086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822093161984588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620897916050937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081173140353214,0.14442202808099502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334061428908262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066558597693105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520663775589247 adhd,brandnewdayinfinity,2019/10/17,"Does this change with age? Things were bad when I was young then with lots of exercise and a better diet I seemed to grow out of it. Then with less exercise and a worse diet during a very stressful death it devolved again. I’m eating so well now and exercising more and more but my brain feels so broken, stiff, inflexible. Easily and massively thrown off by the slightest stress. Especially at night. I’m tired of managing this. I can’t take meds because I’ve got this genetic disorder that so far has led to many very bad reactions so I’m doing my best to live a very clean boring life. Wondering if this is something other than ADHD.",3.4641862170087983,5.6155216209677485,4.6031378299120265,82.13834310850444,74.7258064516129,8.380058651026394,24.175953079178885,9.095868883498916,1.9979451612903232,507,16,97,12,11,166,88,124,0.22899999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.113,-0.9520000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,2,5,0,6,10,1,1,0,17,14,14,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,9,9,3,1,3,3,0,2,1,5,1,0,3,1,5,3,14,11,5,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,8,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199838638886149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776770326407934,0.1013639579302357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745026900655456,0.14706290768238864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562569396183728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590429756179773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057356691178431,0.0,0.1455144902904792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014798844980675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407717052455517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299089781410012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744988731125115,0.0,0.0,0.1468300438867962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136700187651105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858383920207493,0.0,0.0,0.18470180566287533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560443836717638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137687887969498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801199995742601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809509162247515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502336267753114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110470365712848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911166868129506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116001694378876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495074789689924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032572539576244,0.0,0.0,0.16945555401196294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lexicontinuum,2019/10/17,"Looking for published research relating to hyperactive thoughts in adults with ADHD The doctor that just did my assessment associates never-ending inner dialogue with anxiety and bipolar. He said he has never heard of hyperactivity in adults manifesting as racing or constant thought. But I have seen people claim that it IS a symptom of adult ADHD many, many times on this subreddit. I tried going through Google scholar but I'm not finding any published research that explicitly states such a finding. Is it true?? If so, I need to send evidence to my doctor ASAP before he formally completes my assessment in the next few days. Can anyone help me find a paper(s) showing that adults with ADHD can often have hyperactive thoughts? I don't want to be misdiagnosed because a doctor was unaware of current research. Again.",7.214615877080664,9.608775147887323,7.310742637644048,65.6407234314981,65.12676056338027,9.38898847631242,38.96542893725992,9.800150414767053,4.58832957746479,669,37,92,15,11,215,98,142,0.035,0.909,0.055999999999999994,0.7102,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,11,5,0,0,3,22,22,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,7,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,4,8,1,17,13,1,15,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,3,7,62,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486234071594152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171084545636428,0.0,0.1031691293092726,0.0,0.0,0.09429870865581368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221067799505337,0.0,0.11475770507505513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414003349486048,0.14573800807991724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697489084458583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141111894996888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944778207978993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697845196230855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664523334275371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039521579958258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325018926798233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734579825572801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999985305092146,0.20802791476368154,0.0,0.1434273621262988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349639211646177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828473019183734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017334872907827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211963043881235,0.07863916890100381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156250616874176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954515452449792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JmannDriver,2019/10/17,I almost put hand soap on my toothbrush instead of toothpaste I wasn't even sleepy. Just wanted to share the struggles.,3.003484848484849,6.089364499999999,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,85.81818181818181,2.9333333333333336,25.51515151515152,3.1291,0.3311333333333333,97,4,16,0,3,28,21,22,0.106,0.677,0.217,0.3862,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076857185797189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33486769901424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096734828667631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300248680783232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990408256210553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-Bro--,2019/10/17,"Starting ADHD treatment with Vyvanse, not liking the results. I just got diagnosed with ADHD-I type last Wednesday and got a script for Vyvanse, 20 20mg and 10 30mg. So far my experience has not been good at all, which is super disappointing to me. I used the 20s the following Thursday and Friday of last week, as well as Monday. My timeline was essentially this: 7:00 take the pill, 9:00 feel the D-Amp rush and get somewhat more focused (not nearly as much as I was hoping, it made it easier to focus but I was still back and forth focusing on the wrong things and not any more productive) This lasted for about an hour whereby 10:30 I would be tired. Not exhausted, but the feeling I needed to take a nap and I quickly fell asleep. Then 30 minutes later I would just have a weird cerebral buzz where my head just felt somewhat cloudy. I could focus on words on paper but not on people or conversations. It also affected my memory in a seemingly negative way, I cannot remember strongly any of the days or things I have done in class for the past few days (Although this was something I struggled with beforehand it seems amplified.) It gives me mostly a blurry rush of focus, while also calming at the same time. It's not the most comfortable feeling. Tuesday and Wednesday I tried taking a 30mg to see if that would help with the sleepiness. Tuesday was significantly better and by far my best day, but the comedown was harder. Still felt ""blurry"" but a little sharper in the head. Yesterday was the worst day by far for side effects and was feeling the ""speed"" feeling and very uncomfortable. Today I took the 20mg and it was a peak again early in the day and then the blurry focus the rest of the day. The main thing I haven't liked about it other than just the side effects in the extreme inconsistency. I called my doctor today and while she thought I hadn't stayed on it long enough, she did offer to fill a script for 10mg Adderal XRs for me to try. Not looking for medical advice, mainly just your personal experiences with starting medication. Is this a normal progression of side effects and active effects for most people, or is this a possible sign that this isn't the right drug for me based on your own experiences. &#x200B; tl;dr Vyvanse making me feel ""blurry"" in my thoughts and not helping focus that much, and is super inconsistent with how it feels. In your experiences with Vyvanse is this the normal beginning stages of getting used to the drug, or did theses effects lead to you seeking out alternatives.",6.164154406802544,7.103659677824267,6.444887299230668,76.31950128222434,66.23849372384936,8.9292482116345,31.737346470508836,9.023248300946321,2.7268818194088267,2018,78,355,33,31,649,232,478,0.10400000000000001,0.807,0.09,-0.7863,0,0,3,0,0,0,58.0,0,4,0,12,18,18,0,1,39,0,30,12,3,13,1,93,64,40,0,9,24,0,9,2,0,3,9,0,0,1,26,25,0,0,19,1,0,7,14,6,1,0,22,11,35,12,56,37,19,74,0,1,2,0,13,26,0,13,40,263,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812803452276095,0.07648347088413637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518323463258876,0.0,0.16960865787336155,0.09510528997600276,0.10645108256334296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018395887224338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213838996288575,0.06922248852298309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992130588602851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249135410567758,0.0,0.0,0.30286182316266885,0.0,0.0,0.07944129390295596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011154370470082,0.0,0.08009626709756502,0.0,0.0,0.1815341687053257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087270438939652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30624804194644034,0.0,0.0,0.27702578062547845,0.0,0.150300851447016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178454782543458,0.07508266833359832,0.0,0.06564824644716316,0.12519759118974924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160652960034285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492399816541878,0.0,0.0,0.07773868579208748,0.07707910814466845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139881888766455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764764697039479,0.07844600762855883,0.0,0.06926552045333588,0.06572617005159015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405993305463009,0.05224510374657548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769538067009198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507330598646745,0.05803540341645965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533738232274629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471652883814699,0.10852361143371712,0.06834139134728888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823643346223697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866341496309747,0.0668412196353585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062370186033264836,0.14250614823318292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025522912272874,0.0,0.0,0.110798271624149,0.08342424174044827,0.125011301799051,0.0,0.0,0.08182365646890473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654543401401596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599515356794064,0.0,0.0,0.12427354019516,0.04563922957932184,0.08995859573259557,0.14837954576506046,0.0,0.08695963648909551,0.10627890142516336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519841267253832,0.0,0.0645800459453858,0.0,0.062126215920074834,0.06278259675591262,0.0,0.07037314785984324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679995943973236,0.08557476385642095,0.09510528997600276,0.0 adhd,bwakong,2019/10/17,"Impulsitivity is a bitch. My impulsive ass bought 1400 dollars worth of pets. IDK how, I was stress for exams. Just looked at my credit card debt, I want to cri. But hey I got an A in 2/3 of my exams, waiting got the score on the last one.",-0.11893333333333088,2.051380040000001,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,88.6,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.4822666666666661,182,4,43,2,6,62,41,50,0.256,0.643,0.10099999999999999,-0.873,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,6,1,7,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,24,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40783942640306975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939014836008875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30264704354298216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117861097333928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515925026598299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253060135011169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899366736287185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ghostsnstuff6,2019/10/17,"How to get out of a rut [How to quickly get out of a rut](https://youtu.be/Vd_Lcub_OxA) Check out this youtube video guys! I'm posting this because lately, I've been in such huge rut and even though my medication does help in managing school and life. I have just been moving through life without really seeing any improvement or good in my life. I might start to ramble now but it started when I had a nervous breakdown due to just having surgery and school work being so intense after going back. So I ended up smoking cigarettes again to cope with my stress and it just went down hill I got the worst grades of my life on the first exams and its lead to sub par work ethic to the point where this week, the week before my big midterms I only went to one of my classes and skipped the others because of my stress levels. I somehow ran into this video today after being at my lowest and it has inspired me and has put me somewhat at ease. And this subreddit has helped me out so much that I thought I'd share it with you guys for those that are in the same spot or just want to keep improving.",6.495076804915513,6.136629225806452,6.090149769585255,83.60760560675887,65.49769585253456,8.707987711213518,30.98655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.913418125960061,870,28,174,8,12,269,130,217,0.083,0.809,0.10800000000000001,0.2425,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,19,7,0,3,9,0,12,5,0,3,0,35,26,19,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,14,16,0,1,2,2,1,7,1,4,0,2,8,1,20,3,35,15,4,43,0,0,1,0,6,19,0,5,16,127,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090500418980659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233195121546594,0.0,0.16225127499836098,0.0,0.11324309942702285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646107779560325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787127542810448,0.0,0.0,0.08789949853633225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131996005486509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390598510812014,0.0,0.07563364720795114,0.11162298523885013,0.106437944877634,0.0,0.0,0.2635444840698121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840430677529212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828952104789253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012245090114054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759994055831952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406625539449712,0.0,0.14117912005521507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144525389932874,0.0978306857430782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017990245577136,0.10121496460416143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580563852661306,0.0,0.12745590309984944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337843085288119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525582683500844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693724617869049,0.10604923561117148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883924477395836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048902841372899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075252714348032,0.10565235397375514,0.0,0.0,0.12614630811206035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849529438449593,0.0,0.21350093110506072,0.0,0.0,0.24673695469006154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828643419573124,0.0,0.19377076626869127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unqualifiedmomfriend,2019/10/17,"Delicious. Finally, some good fucking possible diagnosis Okay so I've lowkey had symptoms my whole life and NO ONE brought up anything until like last week when my parents asked a psychiatrist and now we're doing that diagnosis shit like the form or whatever and honestly fucking FINALLY I might be able to LIVE",4.1014285714285705,7.380104857142861,5.23,71.81500000000003,80.78571428571428,9.62857142857143,34.785714285714285,9.606745405546679,4.710814285714285,256,15,40,9,7,84,48,56,0.09699999999999999,0.654,0.249,0.8493,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,2,1,4,5,1,0,0,6,8,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,3,5,3,4,3,9,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,3,9,25,4,0,0.21089572685300856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735492137195286,0.0,0.19715903577710586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620519205315642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899394022942768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768893298043152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190816526290487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896188880389202,0.20606599877148646,0.0,0.18622479060003566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372703861568224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290840253990905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417474684366602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377532443615273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164814329615837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192014107318629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916783104734187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354575475107831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tenacious__tea,2019/10/17,"Thank you. Thank you for posting your stories, your struggles, your strategies and especially your commiserations. Recently diagnosed (28f), and it's truly uplifting to see that I'm not crazy, just different in a way that's shared by other people *who understand!* I don't feel like I'm outside a bubble looking in anymore, there's bubble I can join. So yeah, thanks for having this subreddit, being a part of it, and nurturing an accepting, supportive community. Aaand now to get back to work instead of browsing reddit 😅😅",5.439574468085105,7.890252691489363,6.441436170212767,69.80875,69.95744680851064,9.806382978723407,34.09042553191489,10.125756701596842,4.196195744680852,419,21,65,12,8,139,70,94,0.045,0.677,0.278,0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,8,10,14,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,4,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089717993472595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635190043659159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584092386023607,0.0,0.22217980579630392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752504412044916,0.151921179358139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110375657839472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389276825371084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857711737500198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028525562827784,0.0,0.14742859413340448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366524949341688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099717171811164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945895406990294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223137708135168,0.0,0.0,0.2413190170357921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873540239887424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138194466093367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879609056355646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481578529056844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,babreddits,2019/10/17,"Worried About Strattera **Context** I \[22yo male\] went to the psychiatrist yesterday and was diagnosed with ADHD. My doctor prescribed me Strattera. **My Thoughts** After reading reviews online about Strattera, I am a little skeptical with how the drug works and how it might affect me. The drug has mixed reviews, many of which saying it has a lot of negative side-effects. However, many say to wait about a week or so and the side-effects wear off. But, there was one side-effect that worries me. From what I read, some users get aggressive after long-term usage which is why they stopped taking it. I don't want to get aggressive. It also seems odd that my doctor prescribed me with a secondary, non-stimulant solution for ADHD first. Most individuals diagnosed with ADHD try stimulants first. My doctor said the reasoning behind prescribing me Strattera first is that he's afraid I might have bipolar disorder which stimulants might aggravate the symptoms and the abuse potential. My doctor said I can switch over to stimulants if Strattera isn't working for me, but will have me be drug tested every visit. I also like the idea of taking something and feeling the effects knowing it is working rather than waiting 2-4 weeks for something that may or may not work for me. **Questions** Should I go ahead and try Strattera and see how it goes despite all my worries? Why did my doctor prescribe me Strattera rather than a stimulant first? Why is my doctor drug testing me every visit? **TL;DR** First time diagnosed with ADHD and my doctor prescribed me Strattera. I'm worried about how it will affect me.",3.629864864864864,6.830800465034969,3.928091098091098,80.66764600264602,82.81118881118881,6.16881496881497,28.70875070875071,7.534196372845213,2.374438782838784,1287,60,197,22,37,400,143,286,0.099,0.877,0.024,-0.9355,1,0,6,0,1,0,52.0,0,0,1,11,14,5,3,1,14,0,24,17,1,12,1,53,41,20,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,8,16,4,0,1,15,13,0,3,8,2,0,4,4,4,0,6,7,6,30,1,29,25,4,20,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,13,14,147,45,17,0.0,0.08149531618788405,0.0,0.0,0.3306499584407896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000973734124997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943657276382924,0.0,0.0,0.07883002797971672,0.4928083968093394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31906071569964284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590345162665093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347782004204921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925292880428135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187141833533317,0.0,0.03909034459943058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764640435961387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780073899814595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03360336697485841,0.06893754359372385,0.0,0.06086982601336924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847592031738862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946812222262986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189002113581494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660840238534139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705148081105412,0.0,0.13760104695812594,0.0,0.0,0.07071925921158892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085469484105902,0.10939627125808277,0.0,0.0,0.05481027713960479,0.0626164677029543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590334957685453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750475670816376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149074073494054,0.10343087278783177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054605153619260265,0.04010728491889565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933968040130442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056935266505463,0.0,0.11034539887055372,0.0,0.0,0.06376151977525316,0.18619492661749054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029619901610587,0.2794054739101542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bierdopje071,2019/10/17,"Just thinking: What if a school provided all lectures digitally. To follow a course, an X hour attendance and succeeding the usual tests are required. The school provides a room with max 15 students, PC's +1TA for everyday access. No further requirements Would this be helpful compared to normal L**? L\*\*=Lectures SA = Student Assistent TA = Teaching Assistent I don't know if it's correct English or not, so I want to emphasize that in this context the word ""school"" is viewed as synonym to a college and university. The TA's job here is to help with planning, only if you want. The TA is not an expert on a specific subject, for this idea to be viable this room is attended by students following different courses. Students should somehow being able to contact an expert on the subject, the main teacher, professor if they need help, in order for this idea not having disadvantages to normal lectures. No work requirements and walk in/out as you like policy. The X-hour attendance should be in consideration with the total lecture-hours of the specific course. Also the lectures should be available online, with subtitles or a transcript and maybe instead of the attendance requirement there should be a requirement of an amount of hours viewed. When I say the usual tests, it also means at the same time. My idea is that this would be optional instead of the normal lectures. I don't know if it would be a viable idea if I it wouldn't matter when you would take the tests, as long as you succeed, of practicality for the scool. Also deadlines would be helpful, such as only being able to follow a specific course in this manner, during the time the specific course is being given normally. &#x200B; I am thinking about suggesting this idea to my student advisor to help people with AD(H)D. I think it would be helpful to myself, but am very curious about what others think. The idea is that this would be some sort of accommodation for people with AD(H)D.",6.333204767063923,8.16859205070423,6.520915492957744,72.62986728060672,66.52112676056338,9.292524377031418,34.780606717226426,9.661875296680813,3.716908992416034,1578,75,248,34,26,505,161,355,0.02,0.915,0.065,0.9251,2,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,4,1,9,15,3,0,0,33,0,38,0,0,0,3,71,53,24,0,25,13,0,0,1,0,12,0,1,2,0,20,10,0,5,14,0,0,8,8,0,0,0,1,3,15,3,45,27,6,29,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,12,11,187,35,29,0.15401705472026694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847510745224524,0.0,0.08343870722088173,0.09357378974591936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045752066179801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097031557164528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303351549052722,0.0,0.0,0.5215995232765456,0.0,0.0,0.07641908079422853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464374538030485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03762247661719482,0.0,0.0,0.06815012339668533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773654163828407,0.08388486211857121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710084726603187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018080254176334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713691038905336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677603318731092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124027185274136,0.0,0.23381022293254394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790082874534105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737581945729585,0.0,0.0,0.08980858317973238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962802640878025,0.0635401000575271,0.09084324931830312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606312508531144,0.0,0.0,0.3829325384783459,0.0,0.09357378974591936,0.0 adhd,Hipothead,2019/10/17,"I’m in my early 20s and I was diagnosed about 3 months ago At first I felt kind of relieved that I had finally found out why I always felt so different from everyone else and a lot of things made sense. I went on medication and it was a whole new world! I actually enjoy school now and I’m keeping my grades up, where before I probably would’ve had 10 missing assignments by now. But the initial euphoria has worn off and sometimes I have bad days where I let my thoughts take control and I wonder what my life could have been like if I had found out sooner, I would probably be graduating in fall instead of spring next year, high school probably would have been a completely different experience, and maybe I wouldn’t feel so behind in life. I have to remind myself 1. Everyone has bad days and I’m right where I’m suppose to be. Even though I didn’t find out sooner I will be okay and I will be able to succeed in life. 2. Medication doesn’t solve all my problems. I still have to work at keeping myself on top of school, staying organized, and finding strategies to help me. 3. Not all bad days are bad. Sometimes a bad day can make you appreciate the good ones or sometimes I just have a moment that can put my mind in a bad place and ruin the rest of my day. If I can recognize those moments, I can pull myself out of the fog and focus on the good. Even if it’s one of those bad days where nothing seems to help, I try to remember that every day is a different day and I can make tomorrow better. 4. Don’t be afraid to ask for help or advice. People that care aren’t going to be annoyed with me and it’s okay to need help. No one can get through life without help from others. So, if anyone else is having those days where they feel like a failure, they aren’t good enough, or that life is never gonna get better just remember tomorrow is a new day with new opportunities and this sub has an amazing community of people that understand what what you’re going through. I am so thankful I found people that think the same way I do and understand how I feel. It makes life seem a little easier and I feel a lot less alone!",3.350582965917837,4.689658321016168,4.624732311568341,85.27586115193508,73.18013856812934,8.019847435089929,25.82329064315208,8.575989854853784,1.6562338722093926,1675,55,351,30,33,554,202,433,0.099,0.7390000000000001,0.161,0.9759,5,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,8,20,29,1,1,18,2,48,9,0,6,3,76,87,31,0,10,12,0,6,2,0,6,9,0,0,0,20,23,0,3,20,0,0,6,10,12,0,4,17,6,43,17,45,56,9,64,0,2,0,0,9,27,0,12,31,234,63,8,0.05968081674567505,0.0,0.0582398680824636,0.0,0.0,0.05831940340405752,0.052903443110613436,0.0,0.0,0.06181132735592147,0.0,0.0,0.049659220462950314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173021471668263,0.061150049508571926,0.0,0.0,0.05579350733914401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488169237928047,0.0,0.0,0.050783979350713486,0.0,0.0,0.10556566500283973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060848570190147125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625742008827852,0.0,0.06693711074312662,0.04765027589916455,0.0,0.0,0.3848918953017749,0.0,0.0,0.06057477272553696,0.0,0.18706125325468656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971132863174352,0.0,0.0,0.06166623738620836,0.0,0.0788372331946606,0.0,0.05028366212075098,0.11405515593141365,0.0,0.05837929062814544,0.0,0.0,0.1207056566180585,0.04263598740790129,0.11460588655541668,0.06537741756961091,0.1090943705927786,0.05076447223591183,0.0,0.19631080535632614,0.0,0.0,0.062361527029485726,0.0,0.0678359670030575,0.15017231264730116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000139672350052,0.0630560595960188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609410418288996,0.0,0.062148386709104025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610276786214977,0.2529259550334377,0.058314064934882476,0.05981585709228832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014769923819392,0.0,0.056471431826537424,0.1195122258206252,0.0,0.059957402068013775,0.0,0.0,0.1202442882618056,0.0,0.0,0.06026061182470582,0.0,0.047636658538193606,0.0,0.0,0.04425256940403492,0.04602952507991201,0.17292031412304365,0.06347122567312953,0.0,0.0,0.05726535326800384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132379793564038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412549144747677,0.0,0.06235375108489553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930380435886733,0.05710648155525405,0.0,0.05999570478159672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521346258585445,0.05096709141036388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181200518260091,0.0,0.10866234822108724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707756138801609,0.0,0.0,0.06361180986554746,0.047661177345949886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448725468234616,0.0,0.0,0.05494607768881074,0.0,0.0,0.0396492827571784,0.038241057564868015,0.058636099436568376,0.04737990208414513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405193570186139,0.0,0.0,0.12425966997859005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737185441935683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532471503975789,0.0538526543557459,0.06663150057170847,0.0,0.057530177627918684,0.06472129994748765,0.04344834538594832,0.0,0.0,0.1271866196695295,0.0,0.0,0.03843248927177668 adhd,Zitomira,2019/10/17,"Unpleasant Feelings: Moving through them So, from being frustrated and in tears for seemingly no apparent reason other than my current frustrations with myself, I was looking for something inspiring, finding another way to deal with things-- specifically emotions. I found this: [https://youtu.be/EKy19WzkPxE](https://youtu.be/EKy19WzkPxE) I think it's touching on what I've been trying to figure out through meditation. Being able to be aware of, and experience the unpleasant feelings, in order to move past them. :) I'm hoping it makes it easier and helps other people too!",11.380151515151518,13.986530045454547,8.902727272727274,57.35742424242426,55.36363636363636,11.775757575757575,40.80303030303031,11.538034831475384,5.781925757575759,476,23,55,13,6,140,68,88,0.16699999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.136,-0.5033,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,14,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,4,7,2,17,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,2,44,15,0,0.21635471645245186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686678451563574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230522125587584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433699354602985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163642790567205,0.0,0.0,0.21879089074044536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774429124137094,0.0,0.0,0.2372217793779793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501800587638744,0.0,0.0,0.214889050934682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168347149232744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144418453253918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599016477106879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065350579003153,0.1499931187888008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244868234026144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696120814344087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665604308601896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437364599922985,0.1386313662821728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468906505746366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717323034368411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheJuiciest,2019/10/17,"My college mentor just told me that I've wasted 10k. So I was late to my mentor meeting (as usual). My mentor told me that I was currently failing 3 of my 4 classes and that I'm going to get kicked out by the end of second quarter (if I don't change anything). He told me that I threw away $10,000 dollars in tuition and that I was going to flip burgers for the rest of my life. He asked me why I couldn't ""just do the homework"" in a condescending voice. He went on to speculate that ""gaming"" was the problem even though he knows that I have ADHD. He said that I could play games at home for free. The worst bit is that he isn't completely wrong about my future. I've never been closer to finding the nearest cliff and hurling myself off of it. All that talk ended up doing was make me feel too shitty to attend class. I'm skipping the one class that I'm passing right now.",3.8028937728937713,4.281674142857142,4.912912087912087,86.85292124542124,71.30769230769229,6.945787545787545,26.155677655677657,6.42735559955562,0.9241633699633698,682,20,144,4,12,225,109,182,0.094,0.8590000000000001,0.047,-0.8566,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,8,0,14,1,0,1,2,16,30,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,12,4,0,0,3,3,3,6,4,4,0,3,12,3,20,3,23,16,4,25,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,1,8,95,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257630701783105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871047885768945,0.0,0.15758080188112858,0.0,0.1583676242437896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840238117357084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831407973578062,0.0,0.1767319034496711,0.0,0.0,0.13458140640639216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985881737476193,0.0,0.0,0.1113322590511187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522897675997597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406074307382672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880656182457233,0.0,0.19159301120372227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907937612626073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092636141796589,0.0,0.1901429686337324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190588795229367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251507733648523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000382693652926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422058633543468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128911024335818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394927863513554,0.16033911488662012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548210506651645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560929773119715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831987749336139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856449739608949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625676491023294,0.15209913951496504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842938473251244,0.0,0.0 adhd,Orlovska,2019/10/17,"Week without meds > body pain I have moved so I recently changed my primary care physician. I have been taking 18mg ER every day for almost 2 years and despite my appointment being made in time, I've just been through 8 days without meds. Question is, has anyone been sensitized to pain in general? Since the second day without methylphenidate most of my body began aching. Running burns much more than before. My shoulder and shin bone have been sore for days, and my DOMS is much worse. Even my thigh muscles hurt where they never have despite my exercise intensity being lower due to fatigue. I'm physically active. I work out/run and play 1-3 hours of volleyball almost every single day. I had been without meds for almost a month before, and despite the fatigue, I never felt joint/bone/muscle pain as right now. My only other thought as an explanation is that the cold weather has started and I insist on playing beach vball doubles, and before I never realized because the meds helped with the cold/body temp. somehow.",6.9546825396825405,7.924434164021164,6.6604365079365095,75.36303571428572,64.5026455026455,8.628042328042326,34.26851851851852,8.59863814320734,2.9680296296296302,823,35,134,11,12,258,120,189,0.146,0.802,0.052000000000000005,-0.9531,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,7,0,17,13,5,1,3,27,25,10,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,6,1,1,10,2,17,3,19,13,6,25,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,6,18,85,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855367166049086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646121225367169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579416345953391,0.0,0.2426418018906969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167375687968888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690987132934872,0.0,0.10055036071194368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064971283042894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277966845384922,0.0,0.16016755072018046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126296382120884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371005191492751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360516311456438,0.0,0.10175305552725908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899386653620989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42231675839585175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586805137853479,0.1010231718273112,0.13974546198405285,0.0,0.21992539868591365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228985405179401,0.3034198973703266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647782087303938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938504677174604,0.0,0.0,0.08117223223446092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862639218074607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727692196907999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146581629268887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545913076056363,0.05542445458991692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624342511933457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664994654141565,0.0,0.06919757600988212,0.0,0.09686413189853503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120912255712359 adhd,dankrain001,2019/10/17,"First Day On Meds Today was my first day of using my Adderall, and it was life-changing. I am in high school, and I decided to do it online at the end of last school year bc I hate all the drama. I had basically done nothing this school year and was well over a month behind, and was ready to drop out, even though in elementary I had skipped a grade and was at an 8th-grade level (before I started having BIG ADHD issues). I have had my prescription for a couple of days at this point, but I was scared to start it after I had a terrible experience with Concerta. I made a post last night on here, and some of the responses helped me regain trust in medicines. I am now about two weeks behind in school, and have been at it for seven hours now. I am not stressed out at all, and my emotional volatility has basically disappeared, thank you to everyone who responded to my post last night. I am looking forward to the journey, and I feel like a simple pill saved my future!",6.721546391752575,5.708546309278352,7.182185567010308,78.12338144329897,65.28865979381443,10.64659793814433,31.771134020618554,9.888512548439397,2.7401232989690723,760,24,156,14,10,250,111,194,0.073,0.8109999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.8149,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,7,9,1,2,11,0,21,1,0,2,2,22,29,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,1,4,13,2,22,5,31,16,3,47,0,0,1,0,4,19,0,1,25,116,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432366610644598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218691168284713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270382607162434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287621732878066,0.0,0.23234245099833944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228927622433977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350839848020129,0.10636322807358647,0.0,0.0,0.07931766561800185,0.0,0.0,0.11475020562732817,0.0,0.11747010556867175,0.0,0.0,0.06072061716189792,0.08579162041780761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429531940271572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118563045882605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049313923995283,0.1268806437657822,0.0,0.0,0.11826349534638735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253417375545704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936657399348885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482242680909087,0.058669429607084614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084453223619393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363113506348782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339182992000506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585391064554187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539082183861625,0.0,0.1152286542271984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352294080936715,0.0,0.2300241724117608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023005946852322,0.4861460009781583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699992539614856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375615675292123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056183583664904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798685316035736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383035002915433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730952365431002,0.0,0.0,0.10371835658715813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632816878655807,0.0,0.10797445176470777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466678417794513 adhd,alexilluminated,2019/10/17,"Earbuds without music I've had earbuds in for about 45 minutes, never started the music I meant to listen to, but also don't want to remove the earbuds. This happens to me often, having headphones on without any sound playing. They don't really muffle anything, I guess I just like the feeling of them? Like they create some kind of psychological film between me and my surroundings. Idk. Just sharing the experience I guess.",5.9064069264069285,8.009395506493512,6.578636363636362,70.75462121212124,67.96103896103897,7.2112554112554115,34.91125541125541,7.793537801064563,3.0585255411255416,342,17,49,4,6,112,55,77,0.059000000000000004,0.7609999999999999,0.179,0.8952,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,12,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,10,5,13,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954071229248253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616681808061154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107976122212526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902181851169504,0.0,0.0,0.12355102828016795,0.1745641499687068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383595687070327,0.0,0.21607846883517556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25445359559775804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387547655268155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884582815490054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653728046311652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729526445507101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412434162277302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710906051775982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,torbyoernX,2019/10/17,"what are the most common mistakes you can do while on meds? Hi, im still fairly new here. I heard that two of the most common mistakes you can do is drinking something like orange juice in the morning and drinking not enough water in general. Are there any other mistakes you can do besides these two?",3.8596551724137953,5.978986344827588,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,73.48275862068967,5.329655172413793,27.11724137931035,5.6839178017228535,0.9864165517241376,240,9,43,1,5,74,41,58,0.138,0.823,0.04,-0.7347,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,4,1,4,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181823655051298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238499387409741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626906841860194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888100659295609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062555036692516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969925106558025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582317116481506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583775629578527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135254172008915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223715721543565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aloofflowerchild,2019/10/17,"Biphentin: Recently started; feeling jittery, nervous, fast heart, etc. I recently started taking Biphentin. 10mg for 3 days, 20 for the following 3, and today I took 30mg which is what it will stay at for now. I feel extremely nervous and jittery, not focused, my heart rate is 120bpm consistently right now. I'm looking to see if other people have experienced this or anything similar on Biphentin or maybe Ritalin, and **if they've overcome it or have any advice!** I'm a female, early 20s and a student.",2.6524193548387096,5.607939967741939,3.9271236559139813,80.71068548387096,84.80645161290323,6.540860215053764,32.48118279569893,7.793537801064563,2.9723053763440865,399,23,66,8,12,130,66,93,0.077,0.905,0.017,-0.6341,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,5,3,2,0,0,12,16,9,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,6,14,1,16,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,10,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076367194030426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139713260724089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906810535624206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249845795828444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291314117485682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077637066921787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869192296036575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252652226151768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640245778539892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243338117239432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057148045733657,0.0,0.0,0.17545344812203426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371730287459113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908375835819594,0.21898270184443025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447306974619374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474287780267707,0.0,0.2282628616396377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Waytooserious0987,2019/10/17,Don't know what career to pursue. I'm stuck working dead-end cashier jobs making below living wage. I don't know what I should try instead.,2.0766666666666684,4.548534285714286,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,81.14285714285714,3.733333333333334,20.047619047619047,3.1291,-0.3773238095238097,112,3,21,0,3,35,22,28,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.25,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886462689536585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43544096902982266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823056509925613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874681517564956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29290219005672186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29791617541091825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194513891068929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,totallynotsarcastic1,2019/10/17,"How common is maladaptive daydreaming? Does anyone struggle with maladaptive daydreaming? Just recently discovered that it is in fact not normal to daydream for minutes to hours in your own daydream universe bubble, and I wanted to know if maybe this was a common occurrence among others?",10.253971631205673,12.085210851063831,8.847659574468086,59.53333333333336,57.510638297872354,12.224113475177305,41.19858156028369,11.855464076750405,5.989785815602838,238,12,28,7,3,73,39,47,0.061,0.9390000000000001,0.0,-0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,5,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265966879534746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328685197675114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745925224309493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904402294316807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38213757684464267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37268650806014697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755741912503313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976502921347121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243548913083187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1saacNeter0,2019/10/17,"I need help with gaining weight. How do you eat enough and regularly? I forget it, or I just don't want to make the food... I don't have bad appetite. Once the food is in front of me, I enjoy it. If my days were all similar it would be easier... but I don't have any stability in terms of work hours... every day is different. Some slow... some hectic from morning till evening. And I live alone... so it's all up to me... I am a 27yo dude. 178cm/62kg. ->BMI 19 ish I work out 3+ days a week doing Brazillian JiuJitsu. I love it, but I am loosing weight from it :/ I realize I will need some strength resistance work to gain weight, but it's meaningless if I don't get enough calories... anybody figure this out?",-0.3594520547945201,1.8935380547945224,1.8857671232876747,94.5446780821918,93.10958904109587,5.385753424657534,20.313698630136987,6.961326702584282,0.4713819178082197,540,19,123,9,20,181,92,146,0.066,0.7759999999999999,0.158,0.9363,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,4,0,16,7,0,2,2,26,22,11,0,6,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,18,3,14,18,8,14,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,6,8,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261150947972638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020393788065816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303218184673967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850881981078644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395074789438926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507771676809415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045065677769442,0.0,0.09732414490763837,0.0,0.12414982668514392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563555572273914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698497330941757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876647133298766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451113502735681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011389878552876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329903025418163,0.0,0.09835813792265086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21851824589426644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692432702306378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691161533858716,0.0,0.11819632593350896,0.5383025655004392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218205072137572,0.0,0.0,0.10467413683807733,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HisNameWasBoyfriend,2019/10/17,"Overwhelmed with self-knowledge?! Or: how do you stop thinking about your ADHD? Getting diagnosed at age 32 this year was a total game-changer--I've learned so much about how my brain works, and started to forgive myself for the things that are hard. Now that I understand ADHD, though, it's like I can't stop seeing everything from the ADHD lens, especially this past few weeks. I notice ALL THE TIME how my food, my sleep, exercise, etc. impact my brain, and how ADHD impacts my work and social interactions. It's like I'm the subject of my own (unintentional) research study and I'm observing myself 24/7. I'm starting to feel really overwhelmed with how much of my brain is spent thinking about ADHD. Not even sure if this makes sense as a complaint--it's like I'm just living my life but there's also a constant consciousness about how everything impacts my ADHD or how my ADHD impacts things. I'm so tired of being so aware, and I feel like it's taking away from my ability to do other things because it's taking up so much brain space and causing me anxiety. Is this some sort of meta-hyperfocus? Is this an Adderall side-effect that's kicking in after 6 months of taking it? I do have a coach I'm meeting with next week, and I meditate once a day usually, but I'm just finding it really exhausting and overwhelming but can't seem to turn it off.",6.624385297845379,6.590033745247152,7.041155893536126,75.80976932826364,65.1596958174905,9.903067173637515,33.122686945500625,9.558583805096642,3.0145961470215474,1077,41,198,19,15,352,143,263,0.073,0.865,0.062,-0.6846,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,2,22,10,0,3,10,0,12,11,5,9,3,46,35,28,0,1,9,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,19,11,1,2,10,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,22,6,26,32,9,23,0,3,1,0,6,6,0,6,21,131,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.673479742164988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402051271518865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124238979809455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521496348223769,0.0,0.0,0.04880121041097298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574745396169016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223925413602573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651176915986589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051629302325343095,0.0,0.0,0.08125484824469031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928326496542323,0.052876033462712635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438977985653188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095713256090555,0.05719180660055604,0.0,0.0,0.0731694575812183,0.0,0.09680366771504156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182579799388838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171418080805643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654570697965745,0.1564446809659207,0.0,0.07069064796486757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053437800014208135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389969431570394,0.0,0.17655044792637706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514014296582596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114394270444297,0.0,0.08525670556530067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642222216987027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257146008076062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379402640793927,0.07287970071816617,0.0835155524450362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011351320249889,0.08160670239283388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332767008543415,0.0,0.0,0.1338602962608254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545154788334632,0.0,0.18057576537745795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595563454134341,0.10259291745852024,0.07865431675603039,0.0,0.046681121256691785,0.09201224810722168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707761078077568,0.0,0.08334080486602546,0.0,0.0,0.08817004109144644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843170399618695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656300311069227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051553244740898375 adhd,dontmakenosnense,2019/10/17,Ever feel so bored you feel like you need to just start screaming I'm sitting in a crazy boring class and im just resisting the urge to just start screaming bloody murder because my brain just needs to do something to be stimulated.,9.602,7.5795799777777795,8.393888888888894,74.95750000000002,60.33333333333334,10.777777777777779,38.05555555555557,8.841846274778883,3.221222222222221,189,7,35,2,2,58,34,45,0.35100000000000003,0.573,0.076,-0.9417,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,11,9,2,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,1,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911485772773693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500463876060394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836408534599352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170995264083236,0.2240135515401202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387080191835271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319383442241274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650144556115717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414005151923308,0.0,0.0,0.4438910986133863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xcrunner95,2019/10/17,Is Ritalin still effective after being washed? I had my prescription in my pocket for some reason and forgot to take it out before doing laundry. Has this happened to anyone else and are they still good?,5.613423423423424,7.862269621621626,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,69.0,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,2.3876738738738745,164,5,24,3,3,53,33,37,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,7,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816104079499675,0.3489931584225696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898323303628338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845342872929724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856858395568789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011985392180209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35020176345253684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440199950703107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560948350530654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pinkpebblez,2019/10/17,"Comprehension Does anyone else struggle with comprehension? Sometimes it’s verbal, sometimes it’s written. It seems to change for no rhyme or reason really. Thoughts or notices about what makes it change for you?",5.620000000000001,9.371696714285717,4.334285714285716,76.45571428571431,81.85714285714286,6.2285714285714295,29.857142857142854,7.554174236665415,2.6762571428571427,175,8,24,3,5,51,26,35,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688302920651505,0.2473982170574204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108527572882434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129807406828455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017038834977712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117245923320586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748970463974884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468165291199595,0.2482549866597015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981070683680431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776084764208306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524202076526798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916875520816959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slowdeine,2019/10/17,"Trying Again for a Referral to a Psychiatrist - What can I Bring/do to Improve my Chances? In June after being suggested by my counsellor at school to look into ADHD I booked an appointment with a doctor at my local surgery (UK) and hoped to get a referral to a psychiatrist to be assessed. Appointment didn't go as planned. Was told by the doctor that she didn't immediately suspect I had it because I wasn't 'bouncing off the walls' - I thought this was a bit crappy considering I'm 18 and old enough to know how to control myself. She didn't take much knowledge of the symptoms I gave her despite examples where it's genuinely affected my work and school life. She's written in my patient's record 'possibly just difficult phase in life at present with exams' despite me stating that this had been going on for years. When I mentioned how poorly misbehaved I was in early school, however, she did seem to tender towards the idea that I might be onto something. I was disappointed to say the least, not because she disagreed with me but because she seemed so unaware of the realities of ADHD, I'm sure you'll agree. I have another appointment booked with my usual GP this time. I've read a few people online have had trouble with the NHS and diagnosis, and it seems apparent that I need to be firm with what I want out of the appointment - a referral. My question is, what sort of things are worth bringing to aid this? There's several questionnaires online to fill out, but are some more valid than others? Thankfully my parents kept all of my school reports and various things from my childhood, and most of them mention at least one about how I did the 'bare minimum' and was 'easily distracted.' I even have a certificate for being able to sit still and not talk hahahaha.",9.673323383084579,7.762836352238808,9.393432835820896,67.49442786069655,60.1044776119403,12.993034825870645,41.73631840796021,11.729898335038438,4.889521393034826,1418,65,251,34,15,462,188,335,0.049,0.872,0.079,0.8232,3,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,12,8,0,1,19,0,29,6,0,5,2,47,50,17,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,17,18,0,2,9,3,2,4,6,4,0,1,20,2,37,4,52,23,11,36,0,1,1,0,18,18,0,9,12,188,54,13,0.11717052291266772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816323977151852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286350956002612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142781896902628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791986412126047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314167046583468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398579902825705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106847182386038,0.0,0.07739002532229694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061216762186878285,0.0,0.13318141673405842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163767671862013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322712583233352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439385511890297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552201095450214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839372909637127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429940850614316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613381615396885,0.08688045807743819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295075359337522,0.0,0.07939777872259095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010399949799886,0.0,0.0,0.08123128744294363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209215938945906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125780139608678,0.0,0.11720223092021465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317870270058357,0.0,0.4743312984931597,0.0,0.3200029303278389,0.0,0.13236933962793893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020359297199178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357253095339113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043183118900897,0.12178503709820628,0.08809765117883013,0.0941772279766782,0.0,0.1078748751417611,0.0,0.0,0.15568577801366906,0.0,0.0,0.09302030711824312,0.06832307417076168,0.0,0.0,0.11196145587550166,0.0,0.0795510937825783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904677726151328,0.0,0.06911021019746047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530153617461482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754539751692641 adhd,Phoenyx_Rose,2019/10/17,"Representation in fiction and other media So, I’ve been listening to a lot of writing podcast and a common topic among them currently is on representation. Which was kind of alright for me in a “I kind of understand this but I’m part of the majority so I kind of don’t because I’ve almost always had *some* representation at least” until I started watching the new season of Rapunzel (and rewatching the earlier seasons). I always felt an odd kinship with Rapunzel; she’s adventurous, a jack of all trades, primarily an artist like me, kind, and a bit silly. She’s fricken amazing! But recently it hit me that I really really like her as a character because I emphasize so much with the traits she has that I also have as part of ADHD. She’s constantly going off on tangents, easily distracted to the point she dies the whole “tangent, wait a minute, shakes head and refocuses” thing, and has had quite a few characters say things like “focus Blondie/Rapunzel” along with characters talking to/at her, turning around, and then back only for her to have run off because something else caught her attention. Maybe it’s not ADHD and just complex PTSD and low social skills and a joy for life, but damn if it doesn’t make me feel good to have such an amazing character that I can empathize with on some of the traits that just absolutely frustrated myself and the people around me. Because of this, I am now waaaay more gung ho about adding characters who step outside the boundaries of “normal” representation. Making characters that people can identify with outside of their norm in an awesome way is amazing! Considering it’s taken me this long just to find Rapunzel, are there any other awesome characters out there who do or may have ADHD? Tl;dr representation is awesome and I’m totally finding ways to represent other people in my works who might not have had much positive representation, whether they have ADHD or something else.",7.757912608225112,8.40895573011364,8.110779220779222,66.76712121212124,62.72159090909091,11.363852813852816,36.932359307359306,11.111384760643409,4.465800703463204,1555,71,251,41,21,512,186,352,0.045,0.784,0.171,0.9946,1,0,2,1,1,0,34.0,0,0,3,3,15,20,2,2,22,1,25,3,1,2,2,53,40,27,1,2,12,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,21,21,0,1,7,1,1,5,4,5,0,0,8,5,29,15,45,29,15,36,0,1,1,1,20,16,1,9,16,189,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602101991005338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586284381635546,0.0,0.0,0.07655770374742099,0.159315171207016,0.0,0.0,0.06510177234512105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704454628012536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361282374930267,0.0,0.2334319705173151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451572087188238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345344192213833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993558152850608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599453962844333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840551807520958,0.0,0.091918762858603,0.0,0.1749965884148072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054407311453613584,0.08029635945724671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824975170636166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987650541630152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761910049667641,0.14031103114791876,0.0,0.0,0.08472075690232958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138883506519913,0.0,0.0,0.12780513897481122,0.0,0.09617673904809022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155766169086304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407496474237114,0.0,0.0,0.09245959828090496,0.0,0.0,0.0937980853084672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280931577772924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733917749025887,0.0,0.19910777632789792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904986974794281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190683910978014,0.0,0.0,0.10182390696182343,0.0,0.0,0.12265811566892187,0.0,0.09452486008662207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761307819513211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758781179070912,0.0,0.14739999310450622,0.0,0.0,0.06776036167801383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694661762904585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720159945740678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413009278518733,0.0,0.0996615050146432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197691439486788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688255697934336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969481718896757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jesuskrist_,2019/10/17,"How do I deal with really condescending people? I'm currently in school and I sit on the same table as this these girls in science. All they do is joke around all the time which constantly distracts me from my own work. The teacher doesn't do any thing and she does that thing when one person talks, the whole class stays behind and it infuriates me. I've also asked her if I could move but she just won't allow me. It's really driving me crazy. One of the girls is super, fucking annoying and will repetitively call my name, keep trying to make conversation with me when I clearly don't want it, and ask me random and silly questions. She pesters me alot basically. And I swear to God I was so close to fucking pushing her off her seat and walking out of class but I can't. All this anger is building up and I'm afraid I'm gonna explode. What do I do?",2.251982758620688,4.254501137931037,3.638606321839081,88.34515086206898,77.85057471264369,6.648850574712642,22.943965517241374,7.645422480735847,0.9520931034482758,674,21,142,10,16,221,109,174,0.125,0.795,0.08,-0.8014,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,4,2,6,0,15,2,0,3,4,33,26,18,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,11,14,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,6,0,2,1,0,24,3,17,21,7,20,0,0,0,2,18,8,2,4,6,99,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476769962296391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125578925680319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439151604196164,0.3452747753351391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188564202269404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955788646800246,0.0,0.1474404378786796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038210256442775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160209198887193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34144070290971884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413925084267778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326570745107734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627028501441215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502683500453617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280238604119894,0.16124286006737387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686771037231635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660299615222205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689142404021156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968289359054072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842719681062636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453672093594933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767998373409286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253758058826209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892054258745484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061725233573818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443874034149392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cucumber677,2019/10/17,"Amphetamine & Sleep I have dexedrine IR. What is the duration of action of this drug? If my schedule is to wake up at 7am and go to bed at 10pm, when should I take my last dose? Do any of you find sleep issues with amphetamine like substances? How do you fix this? Any other drugs? I have 5mg tablets. Thanks",-0.3556581196581199,1.9031740153846144,1.3866666666666705,97.98444444444449,93.46153846153842,4.735042735042735,17.991452991452988,6.42735559955562,-0.2451367521367516,241,7,57,3,9,78,50,65,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.7476,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,1,0,6,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629976960719574,0.0,0.3301292494092896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629791394668792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218506897028291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794897009363052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334690502977936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785722823943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858554620998556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48581030244109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825026425729507,0.0,0.0,0.22347303835189436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yo_Girth,2019/10/17,"Teachers of reddit with ADHD, how do you grade papers without losing focus? Grading papers takes me at least 3 times longer than my colleagues due to the fact that I struggle to stay focused long enough to get through even 1 students work. It's really pissing me off, so much so that I get really frustrated with myself. Also, I have a tendency to leave grading work until I really need to (procrastination is a bitch). Could anyone offer me a any advice/strategies to help me overcome this?",7.959230769230771,7.902110197802203,8.105802197802202,69.36419780219785,62.4065934065934,9.917362637362636,34.683516483516485,9.3871,3.3538641758241745,392,15,62,6,5,128,69,91,0.11599999999999999,0.802,0.08199999999999999,-0.47,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,5,3,1,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,7,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,0,15,7,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,46,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26325412934013753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751732724194128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896071778253475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316403700606546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489266879451734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633599968682055,0.0,0.14467968814039595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288879484217092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682381524897958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194108574009464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385132392937746,0.0,0.2450596133389613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102609616162025,0.16242193393516038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209848739993271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334769103494333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289974006031719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164697461273246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772913592743035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115525800650697,0.0,0.3189403182191305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,decorativehuman,2019/10/17,"Obsession causing me stress I cant stop thinking about it, but I can’t have it right now and its fucking killing me.",8.82125,5.750815291666669,8.028333333333332,80.25000000000004,62.75,11.266666666666667,44.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.9211333333333336,93,5,20,1,1,29,20,24,0.368,0.58,0.052000000000000005,-0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097646856858595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687626764382969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413070588103876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34064553800145353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334856498844694,0.4569213225236786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555893473112756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,byTheBreezeRafa,2019/10/17,"Second Day of Ritalin So I am taking 20mg twice a day of instant release Ritalin, my psych said after we work with instant release we'll move to extended so I wonder how that'll affect me... anyway, I noticed quite a difference when I was on the medication some good some bad. Good: Really did feel like putting glasses on my brain, I was able to actually think about a thing, not a thing plus five things while having music playing in my head while staring out a widow because I got up for the 100th time and just randomly walked around my apartment. I was able to actually relax, it was so profound to be able to sit down and just do nothing and not need to get up and run around my apartment, or be constantly active. Just that made me tear up when I noticed it. I was more focused on what I was presently doing and able to better actually work on a task. &#x200B; Bad: I was able to relax so I actually did... and ended up wasting a good portion of time while the Ritalin was active and I actually had quite a lot of school work to do. &#x200B; &#x200B; I guess the final bad portion which is not really a bad thing is just that when it wore off I really wanted to take another one but I delayed quite a bit because I had an evening class. Once it wore off and because I wasted my time relaxing which I usually can't do I didn't have much time to do my work before class and had to quickly write something with only an hour to do it, and even then I wrote a line, got up walked around for 20 minutes into the kitchen forgetting why I was there while randomly hopping around doing 3-4 tasks as a time and in the final 15 minutes actually got my work done. &#x200B; I'm a bit worried about tolerance which perhaps is a bit early to worry about but I have read quite a bit about it, so I am thinking I may just take my pill Saturday morning (I have a class) and then not until Monday, unless I have work that needs to be done. I haven't told my psychiatrist this as I just thought of it yesterday, but he did say the best time for me to take it is half an hour before I go to class or before I have work that I need done.",7.030866995073893,5.371099429885058,7.706502463054187,76.70517241379311,65.04597701149426,10.676518883415435,34.96715927750411,9.48565724429506,3.01516420361248,1672,62,343,26,21,561,182,435,0.057999999999999996,0.861,0.081,0.7490000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,2,0,0,13,28,14,0,0,26,0,46,8,2,3,0,61,72,37,0,4,16,0,1,1,0,3,5,2,1,0,22,22,1,1,5,5,0,6,7,4,0,5,29,4,47,10,57,37,12,62,0,0,1,0,8,22,0,10,34,254,69,14,0.2742085765254653,0.0,0.3211056187513827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376839024817668,0.26655474728223405,0.0,0.057506320234635214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528301496149425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316216615909625,0.10029300188275966,0.0,0.13999878132432148,0.0,0.05755299674773889,0.0485030405226325,0.2394917969337116,0.0,0.0,0.0612214915246842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926441136850966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707367388597519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729792002972695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836634618191745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857348187681355,0.0,0.0,0.07244487146895706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02772961906742673,0.03917893237185133,0.0,0.12015283694972614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02865253273858525,0.0,0.031167810635709545,0.13799588655105902,0.13158578884655858,0.0,0.060414332318213686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628342173827405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801608510644502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02679289193602809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466244651940919,0.0,0.05189255703888083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524725852880834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058288064262365484,0.04031497091788165,0.12199331100562527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262210492447785,0.12487531272658015,0.0,0.058404636959960635,0.03716216560547881,0.04170959575186146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551310712650255,0.0,0.2333236593085459,0.05485655625211245,0.0,0.10539902138046199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216702988158227,0.04361233319588472,0.0,0.055502743748198725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221983176565338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493657909499534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573759513288767,0.0702807135121906,0.0,0.04353819607319924,0.1918718713187499,0.0,0.0,0.05240360916409434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040040142938146,0.0,0.0323470645867921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494861179797011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059473500857423714,0.27947795332649245,0.1113888479450655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655474728223405,0.0 adhd,derxmix83,2019/10/17,"Does it get better?? I just...foresee a grim future. I can't remember to buy groceries, and if I buy groceries and vitamin supplements, I have no idea how much money i'm spending, and then if I start eating at home to save money my friendships deteriorate (also, I have a TON of shallow friendships from knowing MANNYYY people through random events since I inconsistently go to things). I also feel the need to try EVERY NEW RESTAURANT. I'm at a low level job and can barely even focus enough for that, I have the constant urge to walk around aimlessly; When I've done close-by-ish ""travels"" I've just...gone to every museum and sight in a city and racked up debt. When I date someone, I get bored of them or forget to plan events/things (and also have no money for gifts) With my inability to PLAN, I just can't foresee...expanding my hobbies, committing to a relationship, having a mortgage, retirement planning etc. I would LOVE(!!) to be a digital nomad or something to travel and see new sights but the prospect of budgeting money, setting own hours, picking up and moving every once in awhile sounds too mentally exhausting",9.03142857142857,7.709646428571428,8.951428571428572,68.28857142857143,60.904761904761905,11.447619047619051,38.61904761904762,10.355215969177356,4.044390476190475,890,37,151,16,10,291,131,210,0.09300000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.068,-0.5710000000000001,3,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,4,10,7,0,0,10,0,11,4,0,2,1,29,22,21,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,11,1,0,4,3,9,5,4,4,0,0,1,5,17,3,26,19,5,26,0,2,3,1,3,9,0,5,11,98,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655527151992769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564235139104586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475962499661956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646587464540315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334074820191744,0.1559282705375902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591340793386854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743980819700076,0.1699337631318477,0.1006395022548072,0.0,0.3851370112053108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704327453619854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921494922584892,0.0,0.08659585931059287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284037528679995,0.0,0.15005458385392614,0.0,0.0,0.17200813082615993,0.0,0.0,0.1512045467100558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373902838829338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752063134206055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355396792014925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194608826863116,0.1120100988330471,0.1129810465905597,0.0,0.2943214119842492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226997091276016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563475463057752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358925811716402,0.17260645790536194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141983133157032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604273275158376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291033176008424,0.11730251618978335,0.0,0.0,0.10784886424147054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012284150457171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344979793923847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823987244206353,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hind-Sight20-20,2019/10/17,"Doing one thing ruins another. I got to a point where I was comfortable, a tidy but not necessarily clean house, good sleep and comfortable income. I decided to dip my toes back into education starting a Conservation Land Management certificate of attainment, being only a quarter of a full course. Already I have fallen behind possibly unable to recover and worse my house has become a mess, I am thinking of just giving up the course as it seems to be costing me more than just failing the course.",10.857999999999995,9.14754024444445,10.885000000000002,57.0975,57.66666666666667,14.333333333333336,42.5,13.023866798666859,5.844666666666668,402,18,61,12,4,135,68,90,0.198,0.6709999999999999,0.132,-0.7771,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,8,0,7,2,2,0,0,12,12,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,8,3,12,8,2,9,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,49,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25223060312356993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23967360208864796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575477491320432,0.0,0.0,0.25243552985123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926336718504505,0.0,0.1917120939528125,0.1828068049323517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274738425764868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488367288567248,0.17383635424283586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607075228636,0.2576762112844592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080798312025132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287331882533523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178169112646562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185050200881528,0.14645722153755442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23293044047473266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Manyelynn13,2019/10/17,"Daughter is a non-stop chatter box New user here. First time posting, and I'm on my mobile, so If I do anything wrong, I appologize... My DD (10) was diagnosed ADHD about a year ago. We've tried a few meds and she's now on Strattera 36mg. They don't seem to be working as well as the Aderrall was, BUT she doesn't have the bad side effects on them and the HORRIBLE attitude that she did with the Adderrall. The main issue I'm having right now is talking in class. She is constantly talking. She's only been in school 2 months and has already had to be moved 3 times. She's interrupting the teacher while she's teaching, talking over other students, disrupting the class, on a daily basis. I am at a loss on what to do to get her to stop, it's at a point where she is getting in trouble with the teacher now. Any suggestions or advice would be appreciated.",3.9562068965517234,4.799499505747129,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,71.183908045977,7.868965517241381,30.59195402298851,8.07648339933343,2.0815264367816093,670,28,136,9,12,225,113,174,0.11599999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.057,-0.8813,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,4,8,5,0,0,14,0,21,1,0,1,0,13,26,11,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,5,0,16,1,21,17,2,30,0,1,0,0,16,15,0,3,13,94,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571023533475533,0.1672630326969271,0.1517297814842686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888774247280807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639986194133856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085637984653498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291782622713126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849714058974564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373154730001053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559510358171485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885605005756047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786545410411121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190128656407186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662437387162762,0.18192410832548792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531476928147756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018070014504227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618087421127768,0.0,0.1639312800043688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617622574043432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323078564694347,0.0,0.1558245870375628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862076158384886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127341858556241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996184498727295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162115889784865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390026100277387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246120774687424,0.0,0.0,0.12159257744233627,0.18714493941614715,0.0,0.11022634551234514 adhd,gingerstrugglebus,2019/10/17,First day on meds and I have so many questions I'm in college and I just got diagnosed with adhd. It's my first day on adderall and I'm confused about what 'normal' is supposed to feel like. I was in class and I actually felt like I had the option to listen and follow along with the lecture. I still felt like I had to put in effort to listen and need to practice at it. I'm confused about whether people have to actively try to listen in class or if they just do it. Can anyone answer this because I'm not exactly sure what 'normal' is supposed to look/feel like. Also: how much do meds help symptoms? Like half way or all the way or just a little? I know I need to practice good habits in addition to meditation. I just need some guidance in the whole thing because my doctor has a neurotypical brain so her answers don't always seem super helpful. Sorry this was so long thanks for reading.,2.3116176470588243,4.434258194444446,3.748300653594775,87.04794117647063,78.16666666666667,5.790849673202615,24.47712418300653,6.794906146795322,0.9422418300653592,705,25,138,7,17,232,100,180,0.06,0.795,0.146,0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,12,11,0,2,6,0,13,4,1,1,3,41,31,16,0,6,10,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,2,0,3,7,6,14,9,25,24,4,20,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,10,11,95,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.12445406161366168,0.0,0.15327019104607598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019882992801973,0.10611788602322318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917421835756434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548617908676576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236929222081082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644967999744131,0.0,0.0,0.12944357096316128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053569224559144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896929303300272,0.18221956809067666,0.2449038525715837,0.0,0.0,0.21695944594131156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696884491799886,0.10199999574140964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096570731659022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008894258144821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115315362696617,0.12782182736913114,0.0,0.112862918912856,0.1070958155289216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929870512430666,0.0,0.0,0.28332139568496884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375161781491716,0.2836928815519202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499110273189637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841550223841584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820614787230553,0.1428664348241026,0.0,0.12756776897758912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610148705560305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276303953732836,0.0,0.0,0.1018482235157836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019858511466135,0.13255588528896786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741548810566994,0.0,0.0,0.08472742885015544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658670977414093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245992591577505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423863265936738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,proudgoose,2019/10/17,"Finally medicated After months of appointments, referrals, self doubt and anticipation it finally happened. I got scripted 30mg Vyvanse daily for 2 weeks until my next appointment I can think clearly, not fidgeting, im calm and dont have thoughts racing through my head at 200mph, I can hold a conversation without going off on a tangent every 2 seconds. Its like I was blind and now I can see To all of you out there considering medication - give it a try, it could be the best thing you ever do :) peace",4.4382368421052645,6.588689284210527,6.05809210526316,72.77976973684213,71.94736842105263,9.381578947368425,32.92763157894737,9.827888789773867,3.6720789473684214,402,20,70,11,8,137,76,95,0.073,0.7490000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,9,4,1,0,3,14,16,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,9,3,12,11,2,14,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,10,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072889311597573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577065974283764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149629890280604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867149014218753,0.16642223176384194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43275510493899416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948272634180754,0.1122572675335064,0.0,0.15797774264400494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466955073585097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202716296169218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133594853224401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650009983739624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979686833733256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766152848335652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100686899840882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740081105695528,0.0,0.20606029170597093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312259657707424,0.1265652077939752,0.0,0.1568117498415403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410562278618915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844159330183627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904057928719828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tulivu,2019/10/17,"Healthy weight gain tips? Losing weight on Adderall. I'm a skinny guy and I'm losing weight. I've always eaten like a bird but I guess Adderall is having some impact. Is anyone else compensating somehow? Not very active between full time work and school. I know that doesn't help.",1.509727463312366,4.136572509433968,2.068930817610063,90.71815513626836,97.49056603773585,3.110272536687632,17.20964360587002,5.033348758259628,-0.46320796645702295,225,6,39,1,9,69,41,53,0.187,0.706,0.10800000000000001,-0.6439,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,8,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001499879424544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446566811405114,0.1970414558899995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064799227652965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184806565821576,0.19041436604777398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889946490328025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568700982420612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395158586112444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302851410751146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462515682284032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121358769058315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867358299987172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.70253509832435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400019345799338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,QuickBeamKoshki,2019/10/17,"I feel like my brain is fucking melting I just finished first quarter last week, after 2 weeks STRAIGHT of every single class testing (last week i had **a test a day** ) and i thought “ah this week i finally get a break” HAHA NOP! Cuz now all the fucking projects are due: speaking class, gov, english, science, stats, (and i have a fucking psych test on Tuesday) Gov was kinda my fault (endless procrastination) but thats because i was studying my ass off for the past two weeks and getting in *other* projects with sooner deadlines!!! Now im sitting here, no clue how to go about doing gov in a timely manner with it being quality (group project separate pieces) and *its due tomorrow* and that speaking project too!! I had a breakdown last week because i was *so fucking close* to an A i just....god it still breaks me up. Im trying so hard and even now my mom n dad are just saying im lazy and i need to get rid of distractions....i try to but like...if i get rid of my phone ill just get distracted by something else!! I cant concentrate to save my fucking life and all they say is “try harder” and they only ever criticize what i do.... Im a kid with severe ADHD (diagnosed and medicated since i was like 5) taking *five fucking ap classes senior year* what the fuck am i DOING to my life?? I took 4 last year and got a C for the first time *ever* and getting that made me **happy** god im so out of my depth....",-0.3942127993718074,1.8296278904593641,1.7481790341578325,93.73022300745977,98.7173144876325,4.070325873576757,21.48323517864154,5.953557352011769,0.3226152964271693,1075,43,223,11,45,357,160,283,0.13699999999999998,0.82,0.043,-0.9823,0,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,2,2,17,14,7,1,14,2,17,14,2,3,4,34,38,19,0,1,5,2,2,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,10,17,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,1,5,10,6,29,5,24,27,4,46,0,0,0,8,11,9,8,1,34,135,39,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533788663335978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671628653723052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855725532265415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116055888126513,0.0,0.0,0.08051713389065472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626909220306942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239597092229114,0.14351501040517314,0.06683799498239161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011106058668856,0.05667256107153354,0.0,0.08690090027623694,0.0,0.13495419376733964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133678386510432,0.24867636454252715,0.0,0.045084425347621485,0.0,0.06344654472097794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444705796377168,0.07106308635999728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284439662383269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586544699824405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206465480342144,0.11626823748917282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506289553864749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799154913996127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290901458012786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058821352444101735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060333180855500886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757283833223441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261710040006919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961904381429553,0.0,0.06562166159662856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061071240315061184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335213860624635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059645438159046826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297826220694926,0.09251460489033783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813729422418984,0.1615772877438587,0.0,0.07749277972830354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381797010142407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217038365022983 adhd,danokablamo,2019/10/17,"How do you deal with a partner that has Borderline Personality Disorder? I'm being abused and I think my ADHD is a big cause of it. I feel like because I'm always living in the moment, I forget how harshly she abuses me and as soon as her BPD mania calms down and the abuse goes away, I instantly fall right back into her arms. She is extremely organized and petty and she's hyper-vigilant in looking for things to piss her off. I'm creative and free-spirited and disorganized and so she fucking hates me most of the time. I feel suicidal and unlovable. I don't know how to leave her. I can't get away. I've been stuck in a whirlwind for the past 15 years and I can't get out of it. I can't escape.",1.9285353003161203,3.7148357945205497,4.065342465753428,85.91933087460484,78.04109589041096,7.232033719704952,23.559536354056906,8.139509932561175,1.3290859852476284,550,18,116,10,13,189,91,146,0.256,0.6940000000000001,0.05,-0.9823,0,0,0,0,3,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,7,0,10,3,2,4,0,23,23,16,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,3,21,2,19,20,1,18,0,0,1,1,12,11,2,1,7,78,25,0,0.0,0.5836473646393355,0.0,0.0,0.19733544810636566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662683165963932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085409795029777,0.1262589972089709,0.0,0.1000942669119844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680305886862785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867773944154013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928209527780014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818643097939952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604802968489776,0.11730389281015607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517994517949025,0.1715745389489627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621126487380331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023954884647817,0.0,0.0,0.17386317245440494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021940194562327,0.0,0.14499084194816608,0.0,0.13788591639037748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674665114777536,0.0,0.1433723487298551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022516167970325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796071999648261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908660728438294,0.10521217380566572,0.0,0.0,0.09574583440593104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573885761886896 adhd,cmflan1,2019/10/17,I finally had a positive result I just started taking my new stimulant and I’ve never felt better. After taking so many and never finding the right one I think I’m finally in a place where real change and good things will come out of it. Obviously with this kinda stuff it’s gonna take time to really see how it effects me but I think I’m on a positive path. :),1.2182999999999993,3.4650512800000013,4.114250000000002,82.26337500000002,82.86666666666667,7.483333333333332,21.375,8.472884824447931,1.6132999999999995,286,9,56,7,8,102,57,75,0.023,0.799,0.17800000000000002,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,3,21,14,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,6,2,7,10,0,15,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,8,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658062369009696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924975005183934,0.1622471929122071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808459223976305,0.4126573159445632,0.17214885440199496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579793802659778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909577440084552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29053488161191204,0.18190999112277165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276311063704701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678608086937255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438399166684527,0.1206620899686386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608502134587077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500908839132398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331538337290136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156161468857459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42484818351956977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513163726819918,0.24137466361068274,0.0,0.0,0.10982863358827026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,antmansclone,2019/10/17,"I made my wife an ADHD mini-game *I stand in the kitchen, trying to remember what I'm doing* *I open the refrigerator. Nope, not right* *I open the cabinet. Ah yes, I was making toast* ""I was wondering how long it was going to take you to remember,"" she says. **I tell her she should start a countdown in her head when this happens (multiple times daily), and see how closely she can guess.** On the surface, I find it to be slightly humorous entertainment, and not at all at my expense. But the more I thought about it, I realized it can be a good way for our loved ones to cope with this thing (for those who can find humor in it). Let this be a gentle reminder that while we know this sucks for our selves, it also puts additional mental load on those close to us, and they can use some help too. There's a special place in heaven for people who endure this by choice.",0.6611823436678961,3.1063662716763005,2.4143904361534436,91.75861140304785,88.59537572254334,5.4575932737782455,19.42433000525486,6.980632752743323,0.3925745664739884,667,20,141,10,22,219,113,173,0.016,0.8290000000000001,0.155,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,4,1,1,0,7,8,1,0,10,2,13,3,1,5,1,30,28,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,18,10,1,0,8,1,1,2,3,1,1,1,5,2,23,7,21,18,3,24,1,0,1,1,18,15,1,3,5,103,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088115688560939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389463706694326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31760540937840026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098745104598513,0.14573174453300453,0.0,0.0,0.19140322795648704,0.0,0.15364495712884504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831577686565242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645975424744193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548746537085742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776693036192029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376168714232796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681453171588536,0.1644047454144171,0.11597827092646233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509731694454195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773627518180435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045512312340627,0.0,0.18152988584094745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466492793869234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393645674884108,0.1483800112165135,0.0,0.13817154029673145,0.0,0.0,0.13845481805506007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297986838098306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063702119805198,0.0,0.1518635827698863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543058191938604,0.0,0.0,0.13793666085589507,0.10131397113691354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796362088822834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899768839405453,0.15006265668283886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791323176550535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884225084542055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fleetwoodmulder,2019/10/17,"I think my ADHD medication is making me depressed. Any advice? Hello All, I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD about 6 years ago. My phycriatrist said Ive had it my whole life, but for whatever reason, it went unchecked or dealt with when I was young. I dont blame anyone for not knowing much about it when I was a kid, my resources were limited and my parents didnt really have access to the kind of free flowing information we have these days in the digital era. Ive tried ADHD medication several times over the last 6 years, and it was the cliche, ""felt like finally putting glasses on"", I was able to correct so many issues in my life, I was able to pull myself together finally and get my life together. But after a few weeks each time, I would slowly feel burnt out, moody, and very depressed. I tried to work on a good sleep routine, eat healthy, and get some exercise, but the depression always crept up on me. Out of all the ADHD medications, I felt like dexedrine was the most tollerable that Ive tried, but even so, after a while on it I would feel very low, irritable, and depressed. My Doctor and I tried a substitute medication, not specifically for ADHD, but did help me and I didnt feel the depressed or burnt out feeling, that medication is Modafinil. Its a medication for sleep disorders and fatigue, but not really prescribed for ADHD. It helps somewhat, but not to the degree of dexedrine or the other ADHD meds. My question to you, if anyone has had a similar experience to me, did you find anything that helped? Did a medication switch or addition of a medication help you with feeling depressed on ADHD medications? I have a Doctors appointment today and I just wanted to be somewhat prepared before I go in. I would really appreciate anyones advice or opinion, Thanks for reading my wall of text, All the best,",7.0148833819241965,7.27907587463557,7.646021865889214,70.79043221574345,64.3061224489796,10.941632653061225,35.5173469387755,10.686352973137794,3.918165131195337,1447,63,255,35,20,481,166,343,0.109,0.755,0.135,0.8315,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,3,0,3,8,16,0,0,21,0,29,20,2,2,4,65,46,28,0,5,18,1,7,2,0,3,17,1,0,2,12,19,1,1,13,2,1,5,7,9,0,0,19,8,39,8,39,23,12,38,0,8,0,0,15,15,0,12,20,183,51,4,0.1146124720183807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509676751491458,0.1119979811814587,0.05079852056172288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047683379066498346,0.0,0.0,0.03897020560081573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020955796194112,0.0,0.04715814942780972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876338604010034,0.0,0.06013935917784461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03695778139930785,0.0,0.2961466626183927,0.058164623262536824,0.0,0.0,0.06567791124598653,0.11731072165708505,0.0,0.0,0.06716248180819569,0.0,0.0,0.05863858595490524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037850228416086464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056056495021544056,0.0,0.0,0.14487877392989987,0.0,0.11004594677339344,0.12555236088276273,0.0523768615223995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988028617427042,0.0,0.03256845454674995,0.04806575188855699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364464813339612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059812821766062035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059675626282383924,0.031494008623106584,0.046712230908923166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214312677200955,0.0559938645286016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825235752634993,0.05809952874391457,0.0,0.0,0.06365430944006567,0.5195700347171236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212667720677981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363179335240328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057608595277829314,0.06419609947851794,0.0,0.05732174389051321,0.0,0.11013552659257413,0.05892035495757724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054511353440741296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473973511881663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469524377497352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275988278163906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03671952211029638,0.0,0.0,0.06683145412300255,0.0,0.05431961109441314,0.0,0.0,0.15562869028045626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456729260425392,0.033800702751598334,0.0,0.045967605867702835,0.0,0.0,0.05312345490713019,0.0,0.06398036598059025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171962232866738,0.0,0.0,0.12212611759408233,0.0,0.0,0.07380667426233625 adhd,manicminded77,2019/10/17,"Hyper focusing and loss of sensory input? I’ve searched and have found plenty of info on sensory overload but nothing referring to the opposite. I know “laser focus” or “hyper-focusing” is considered normal in adults with ADHD. But does anyone ever feel like they can only focus on one sensory input at a time when hyper focused? For instance, when completing a tedious and repetitive task with my hands, I trail off into thought and make mistakes because I lose “sight” of what I’m doing, only focusing on touch. Or, when I’m watching tv, someone could rub my shoulder or call my name 3 times and I don’t hear them until they walk over to me? I feel as though I come off as absent minded. Am I the only one?",5.450408496732024,6.365897014705883,6.701862745098044,73.92810457516342,67.82352941176471,9.279738562091504,32.02287581699346,9.444778638647367,3.149960130718953,558,23,94,11,9,189,92,136,0.102,0.8490000000000001,0.05,-0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,2,1,1,28,17,17,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,3,0,2,2,8,14,1,20,14,0,19,0,2,2,0,7,9,0,3,9,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301396159157223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389766282880888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673349296104896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553766866009803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495587099922512,0.20077872372498987,0.0,0.0,0.15289306847240816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757844775304914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321806964216055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365111611699376,0.13680397057804394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996423657464847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582863147618755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524057036494812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355471877918092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423377263501545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782431007920025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933552256738454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762431053211093,0.1837444886327524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259523754341042,0.4369214241906716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225297859103335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814273363456785,0.1520255334700844,0.22332439272476065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chebstr,2019/10/17,"Ok. How in the world can I stop being late ALL THE TIME? I feel like I’m White Rabbit from Alice in Wonderland who is constantly rushing and is always late. Any successful time management tips/habits to implement/anything?",4.258170731707317,6.983201097560978,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,74.60975609756099,8.978048780487804,27.32317073170732,9.516144504307137,3.0202634146341465,179,7,30,5,4,57,34,41,0.051,0.743,0.20600000000000002,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,4,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,7,16,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491497281557039,0.0,0.0,0.20362265262439894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464053584348397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235774312815421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140079351266916,0.21391283578955947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6755401138529347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628636223780195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503368688173712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492000557212033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SrUnOwEtO,2019/10/17,"I studied for 5 days almost morning to night, I read all the materials, I made flashcards, I read the study guide countless times, AND I'm medicated.... 63 percent of my class got an A! I like those odds! Yeah, I got 80/90. I got a B. I'm so frustrated because I don't know what I could have done better. I did everything I could.... Everything I was supposed to. I'm medicated. I did the reading. I studied. I'm so frustrated. And feeling terribly inadequate. If I get a C I'm out on academic probation. If I had any ""oh well, next time I can do X better"" I wouldn't be as upset... but I don't.... I'm just frustrated and my partner is great but doesn't understand why I'm so devestated by this. But I feel terribly inadequate.",-0.3384212208373256,1.9306350939597288,3.1744582933844714,84.94071588366894,94.03355704697987,7.1333972515180575,25.21604346436561,8.11559375814309,2.149780185362736,555,27,118,16,21,202,86,149,0.17600000000000002,0.71,0.114,-0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,3,1,7,1,16,2,0,1,1,20,32,12,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,6,1,0,9,2,22,5,8,19,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,6,70,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627861116030184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613094877155983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513702781117184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276057253956099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492136873219148,0.0,0.0,0.10065033899431992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971078199353342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805260104982341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782438400806126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153859450326856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744632412444119,0.17206447846092304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577037160204315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624647953720683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767442043379936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31444227647850004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597908291564928,0.1464583582990645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683278651380674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200790897825714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247130764940446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032302482151254,0.0,0.14082624193476412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wildgirl_in_jungle,2019/10/17,"Functioning with adhd is hard when you keep losing you glasses.... I really really HATE the fact that I lose my glasses EVERYDAY! I really can’t see shit without it and I need to find it ????!!! I’ve always find it in strange places too. People with adhd and bad eyesight, do you feel me ?",1.6561309523809555,4.0235475892857115,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,82.03571428571429,7.3047619047619055,21.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.5819619047619051,219,7,42,5,6,75,41,56,0.34299999999999997,0.657,0.0,-0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,11,8,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,9,0,5,8,0,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,26,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645484748904707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081699179153994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137324936805894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772364733363703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532924668684936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313289372829033,0.19081514359020665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178818477668206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324417243490729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330803069920828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339898072847826,0.0,0.20192710604212372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714431406233724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540119997207681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983899499810223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630639017496112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,silppurikeke,2019/10/17,"One way to get out of shower faster and it's not just listening to music... ...but choosing the songs you listen to. Let's say your goal time is 6 minutes so try picking two songs that last 3 minutes AND I KNOW this is what everyone have been saying but the twist is just to come: your third song should be something that you absolutely hate, eww! I can tell from experience that it will force you to get the hell away from the shower to turn the song off. I planned this post in the shower and I must say it sounded a lot better in my head until I forgot it. Sorry lol but shit happens right Yes we are ADHD so there's TL;DR even in this short post TL;DR: pick as many songs as long as you want to be there and then one song that you hate to make you get out of the shower immediately",0.3580674846625769,2.681423380368102,1.9222423312883448,95.79710582822086,88.20245398773004,4.486993865030676,16.125460122699387,5.985473137389443,-0.6327494478527607,613,13,137,5,20,198,97,163,0.134,0.7959999999999999,0.07,-0.9379,4,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,8,0,3,7,5,4,0,8,2,13,2,2,3,1,24,27,14,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,12,4,0,12,8,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,4,0,4,2,12,15,1,23,19,1,19,1,0,0,0,15,9,2,1,6,92,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928236398509704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507433035520308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190051185517194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820910986705418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597237030872644,0.0,0.0,0.15331201679972067,0.0,0.15694593922470598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147757858531344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188093140925412,0.0,0.0,0.3168123243493524,0.16466279778676698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817634355135434,0.13078404117961126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640658226041679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419887238376283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364045512348471,0.0,0.0,0.10709824396307532,0.16266598729945553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174432886780971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073238047142559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701910291959846,0.0,0.3827767705082293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469442623490305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351835417802175,0.0,0.1796049755787162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023595029200414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355673533509637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893158302614964,0.17451802283480336,0.15673139375162587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463458316053998,0.12735372603307335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TrevorR_337,2019/10/17,Can long-term Adderall use be addictive at 20mg? I have ADD and have a prescription. Will long-term use affect my dopamine(or other) systems? Will I be even worse when I decide to stop taking it than before I ever started taking it?,3.453666666666667,5.61127297777778,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,74.7777777777778,6.277777777777778,24.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.1973333333333338,184,6,33,2,4,59,34,45,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,1,8,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936369491400082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292014540638951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779065830761519,0.2436472182106315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767417888210751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065101173955087,0.0,0.0,0.2251930256277501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050432089403847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652728564040671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449598179025525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CentralPath,2019/10/17,"Adderall is illegal in my country And ritalin is shit. Nothing helps...",2.5500000000000007,4.241680666666666,4.6533333333333315,68.82500000000002,117.33333333333334,8.266666666666667,45.66666666666666,7.793537801064563,6.515466666666668,56,5,7,2,3,19,11,12,0.419,0.581,0.0,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305480560742223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163441201327169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6593544547423149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GaryReedNonny,2019/10/17,"I think I may have ADD or possibly ADHD after realising i may have a problem with attention span and staying focused i decided to look at symptoms of possible ADD and found a few that really resonated with me: -forgetting what i’m saying midway through a sentence -misplacing things constantly mainly keys waller and bank card (i must have went through five due to misplacing them in the last year) -inability to stay focused on tedious tasks writing schoolwork etc -always wanting something new to do and hobbies coming and leaving -fidgeting, finger tapping etc -being oblivious and distant and having to be snapped back in I don’t know if i just sound stupid and that these are everyday things and the reality of it is far worse than i think but i definitely struggle and worry it will affect school and work life etc",4.857454954954953,7.858458304054057,5.3201621621621635,74.49330630630631,74.06756756756756,8.54126126126126,34.19099099099099,9.21078282632365,3.876463423423424,671,36,103,17,15,214,106,148,0.1,0.8440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.7543,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,5,0,14,3,1,1,1,34,23,14,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,8,16,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,2,4,11,0,17,15,5,18,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,4,8,77,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063610422657106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506490263479764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155744373260746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947351888130626,0.0,0.1624251418518657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028858079485746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480049108815595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260310404041064,0.12251775618358406,0.0,0.15915014986921192,0.0,0.0,0.10616410421931002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621743839476465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451644632340532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33889017406466704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438205531408255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628854036486073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195277105139084,0.0,0.15211559211164466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571130135516615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204079618282957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713029241612575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622332397109914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971049248611072,0.1926173667816682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886531466807563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933324033766295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942304439496338,0.1526409274167413,0.15317253603651254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096790797035844 adhd,Dharmaagent,2019/10/17,"I finally got my psychiatric appointment.. ..in March 2020. I'm so frustrated, I've been wrestling with this diagnosis since initially going to my doctor and a neuropsychologist about it in March of THIS year. By the time this appointment rolls around I'll have been waiting a full year to even talk about getting an official diagnosis and starting treatment. I guess I should be thankful that it's finally being dealt with and as a 34M I've survived this long without treatment, but after learning so much about the disorder in the past few months I feel like a veil has been lifted from my eyes, but only to show me a prize that I'm not allowed to touch. Ugh.",6.294285714285714,7.100010611111113,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,65.9047619047619,10.109523809523813,34.003968253968246,10.125756701596842,3.4254634920634928,531,23,98,12,8,170,83,126,0.079,0.823,0.09699999999999999,0.3109,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,9,0,8,2,1,1,0,16,18,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,3,8,3,19,11,3,18,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,13,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947190590154636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068737358456544,0.22388285610500244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447131723885984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059815586585976,0.1562631516352128,0.0,0.479223394896936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427914945633515,0.0,0.12431120565716774,0.0,0.17494104467857616,0.0,0.2409594493892807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686206800146122,0.0,0.0,0.19357213494542044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459087613786814,0.0,0.1607941828000468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635657204123488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880573636424093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093849056310368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482059360976186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758095842846958,0.0,0.20138028439457814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754517758782016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085114751221146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817142167408265 adhd,KatieKZoo,2019/10/17,"Long-term Adderall XR use question I have been on 25mg Adderall XR for roughly 7 years. This semester I have returned to college to finish my bachelors degree and am noticing that I am struggling to study due to constantly feeling distracted. No matter where I study -my office, library, quiet zones, at home, I am distracted. I'm also starting to notice that I am having a lot of trouble paying attention in class, even when my classes are interesting and engaging. I'm wondering if I should bring it up to my doc at my next prescription renewal to see if I need a higher dose or if this is going to be my norm? I'm not sure how to approach the subject because prior to starting school I had been doing well at my job. However my job requires a lot of multitasking and allows me to have physical and mental stimulus, which helps me not feel like I constantly have to fidget and move around. Anyone have experience with being on the same dose long-term and needing it changed?",8.604878193701726,7.3007909732620355,8.982852049910871,67.66748068924542,61.72727272727273,11.947474747474748,40.56387403446227,10.980518767755715,4.598670112893643,780,37,133,17,9,261,118,187,0.092,0.84,0.068,-0.6738,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,3,5,0,19,2,0,3,1,31,33,13,0,6,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,8,0,1,5,0,1,4,3,4,1,0,3,5,20,5,24,27,3,24,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,8,12,97,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098138895726547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057809657795849,0.0,0.0,0.13467442087338094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222103928753078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600379214420276,0.0,0.0,0.32696751557342035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999213486359998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798432709006706,0.0,0.0,0.1529870025688212,0.10807698823488228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597791975063572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140216515620668,0.0,0.1517497213571512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300251131785424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390949398685079,0.0,0.0,0.2677623372135151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572317044483791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245822186344785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079045686410212,0.0,0.22434964984330896,0.0,0.0,0.16089175664446145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444746165179924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694721830090227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310701491670858,0.12055339132230855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141585306450348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815439884141172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258294216592896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066040191362166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602206714608178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406054129931136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742163705802412 adhd,emhacy,2019/10/17,"My psychiatrist died suddenly a while back and I need a new dr - questions about who can prescribe meds Ok so I live in Fl. My regular doctor/GP is a Physicians Assistant. She’s told me that she cannot legally prescribe meds like Adderall. I was seeing a psychiatrist for a couple of years who diagnosed me with neurological testing and was prescribing my meds. He got sick and died, which is incredibly sad. In order to get established with another psychiatrist it’s going to be so expensive (I’m uninsured), so I’ve been putting it off and haven’t had my meds in over six months. Here’s my question. Is it just because she’s a PA that my doctor can’t prescribe my meds? If so, and a GP who is an MD can prescribe them, I’m wondering if it makes more sense to just establish with a new GP as it will probably be a lot cheaper than having to pay $400 for a new patient visit with a psych and $250 every three months for a med check in. I’ve tried googling this and can’t seem to find the answer. Any thoughts?",4.195540915395283,4.994239830097087,5.500027739251041,81.8378640776699,70.60194174757281,8.992510402219137,30.73370319001387,9.23628265651192,2.5308110957004155,799,33,166,16,14,268,118,206,0.08900000000000001,0.8859999999999999,0.025,-0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,14,1,18,6,0,1,0,25,30,15,2,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,7,0,3,3,4,1,0,2,7,1,16,2,22,20,2,19,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,7,10,104,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315656390467337,0.1128046583173572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272065491966454,0.0,0.06557840229761272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903274219673747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918915907921092,0.2232974553033717,0.0,0.0,0.22022078593884173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063890024424856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832412115910008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056204938036642636,0.0,0.06113891855566421,0.0,0.08603975985997181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255705821283275,0.0,0.09499313053670996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145876216717752,0.0,0.0,0.07180898829597795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7169678195789465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173507891466105,0.0,0.0,0.07976754386209972,0.0,0.3116978048330064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598701737462973,0.0,0.0,0.10814535917698023,0.24102341681423725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857255443611642,0.09793474983052636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540472267660995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279515716242367,0.0,0.07303823555953022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666348873976586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927654857113445 adhd,TyyWrx,2019/10/17,"ADHD + Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria. Treatment or Tips I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child. I have always felt emotionally flooded in situations of conflict or criticism and really struggled with my anger. In those times I feel as though I am unable to evaluate my emotions or form logical thoughts. It feel like someone has punched me in the chest and I react impulsively. This has caused issues in most of my relationships because I go into defense mode anytime my partner raises any concerns they may have as it feels like a personal attack. I know that this isn't the case most of the time yet I still react as if it is. My question is, has anyone suffered from this? If so, have there been any medications or techniques that have helped you control it? I'm currently prescribed Adderall and have read that clonidine or kapvay is sometimes prescribed to help, does anyone have experience with these in addition to stimulant medications? I really need to figure this out, and appreciate any advice you guys may have.",6.867805800756623,8.637022699453553,7.180874316939889,68.65184110970998,65.17486338797815,10.220933165195461,36.48129466162253,10.389873798559362,4.335656073980664,826,41,127,21,13,268,113,183,0.115,0.823,0.062,-0.9008,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,5,8,3,1,5,0,19,4,1,5,0,38,28,17,0,3,7,0,4,2,1,2,3,0,0,4,13,10,0,3,9,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,4,18,2,22,22,3,13,0,2,0,0,11,7,0,12,7,96,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267464920871289,0.13283881840064654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311281981558426,0.0,0.0,0.2773312167005186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901045652392156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465116969974393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286765227779838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964764107156902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246806687414646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797605537899246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896185221054398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058280000915067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329752283709272,0.0,0.0,0.20620577196655826,0.19423086856256846,0.13052354502241784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772577322106527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346017938278117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223519117327025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188585338407028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470896971642653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282665853796127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738901332967628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079765374306993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869740702775818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228370923651,0.0,0.13597660684156773,0.0,0.1741730587421526,0.0,0.0,0.14594849218857728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280205288082266,0.0,0.0,0.11518136800211445,0.0,0.1344479575524112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085617155298121,0.0,0.0,0.14211381514073212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356018254868904,0.1079210321338486,0.15853520401073806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,draftagenda,2019/10/17,"Nervous about my neuropsychological assessment on Saturday I just wanted to kinda get this off my chest because I don't think anyone in my life understands how important this appointment is. It has taken years of misdiagnoses and being written off by doctors and cycling through more medications than I can count that never worked and more psychologists than I can remember, until finally this year my GP suggested a particular psychiatrist and Vyvanse, and how depression can mask undiagnosed ADHD in young women particularly. And then several (expensive) appointments with the psychiatrist before they agreed to refer me to the neuropsychologist for specialist testing for ADHD, because the psychiatrist wasn't a specialist in the area. And then several more weeks wait. I have the appointment in 35 hours time. It's going to take 3.5 hours of testing (plus rest breaks) and cost $760, which is apparently on the cheaper side for this sort of thing but still an enormous amount of money for me. My family has a history of ADHD. Family members have been diagnosed. My GP thinks I have it. My psychologist thinks I have it. The psychiatrist thinks it is likely, as they have said, and otherwise I doubt they would have made the referral knowing the financial cost. Reading posts here for the past year has made me feel like my life finally makes sense with the adhd context. I am 98% certain I have ADHD. But what if after all that, it's not? Or worse, the report from the testing is inconclusive? I would be devastated. It would crush my self-esteem. Has anyone gone through the whole process and been told no, it's not ADHD, or been told it's not but they have no idea why your brain works that way?",7.003740827478534,8.592451216393446,7.2906791569086655,68.66054644808743,64.70491803278688,11.055425448868071,33.540202966432474,11.013438906972478,4.145217017954724,1371,58,225,40,21,445,167,305,0.068,0.892,0.04,-0.8594,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,4,2,6,6,0,2,18,0,30,7,2,5,3,49,51,23,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,19,13,0,1,10,1,4,2,8,3,0,0,12,2,28,3,35,34,7,34,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,6,20,165,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6485930966687742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578610803315074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966174798329872,0.0,0.07653829672734015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041063158010308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747124423660234,0.09129434101727596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206459551542157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958810763274634,0.0,0.04547992044449541,0.0642581754563359,0.0,0.19706514728408334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699361020126284,0.0,0.05111896938412255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771594101390893,0.0,0.0,0.10153924729801744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943253479457885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706449319843865,0.08788714989308354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702201072471315,0.060040340276297385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061216876283053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937269378704868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586461685417128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614439008174589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899713698965206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189244967844208,0.0,0.08556022219673952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383436791615153,0.20322908062613254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183181351123173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762897172683488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975680928305386,0.2305376970051121,0.0,0.0,0.05244883591737823,0.0,0.0,0.17189648151979528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363802929249047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305308812367971,0.07139576489336598,0.07215008110499996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116320326475276,0.10042264563250906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096501668355184,0.0,0.09166370689283784,0.19168736598576608,0.0,0.0,0.17376881284976928 adhd,Leojuly,2019/10/17,"Started Methylphenidate 54mg [whooooooooa](https://images.app.goo.gl/3hfGdB2RjdF5xGPj6) I was prescribed 20mg adderall xr and 20 mg ir which I was taking pretty regularly and I decided I wanted to switch and my psychiatrist prescribed my 54mg of concerta but holy cow I am FLYING",9.439772727272727,13.180458886363642,7.472727272727273,61.07909090909092,62.40909090909091,8.945454545454545,33.72727272727273,9.516144504307137,3.8069272727272727,237,10,31,5,4,70,30,44,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6500706443772818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522721270607717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804321571323332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37688595462819263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,3potatogal,2019/10/17,"Knitting is awesome Knitting is rad and I highly reccomend it. It's the perfect combo of stimulating and mindless, if that makes any sense. I'm suuuuper fidgety so knitting focuses that physical energy while I watch TV or listen to podcasts etc. Plus there is very clear physical evidence of progress, which I personally find satisfying. Once you get over the initial ""holy shit this is a tangled mess wtf am I doing"" stage it's lovely and relaxing.",3.7277777777777774,6.896888753086422,5.341839506172839,71.19127777777781,81.22222222222223,8.178271604938272,34.025925925925925,8.841846274778883,4.010431111111111,363,21,55,10,10,122,63,81,0.14800000000000002,0.575,0.27699999999999997,0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,1,0,3,0,6,2,1,2,2,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,5,11,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,2,1,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289525171519369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754848552422807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30771750113170515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590030686277114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557186862102521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038649494993927,0.0,0.2247351125720089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585509754825633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939741559756669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34559502612054355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777945272315226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,superfloree,2019/10/17,"HOW IN GODS NAME DO YOU SLEEP I wake up ""feeling refreshed"" once in a blue moon, and that's stretching it. My friends rip on me constantly for my utter lack of a proper sleep schedule. My go-to response to ""how are you doing"" is literally ""I'm tired"" (with a ""but what else is new"" to the wonderful people who regularly deal with me) and I'm not even joking when I say that. Every time I try to fix my sleep it gets fucked by me hyperfocusing on some task late at night, or having gone out for one night with friends, or just **random bout of anxiety** when I go try to sleep, or some other dumb shit and then I'm back to the cycle of going to sleep anywhere from 2am-7am and wanting to wake up past noon. And also wtf is this ""the average person takes 14 minutes to fall asleep"" bullshit I literally cannot comprehend this, that only happens if I am extremely sleep deprived usually I'm just lying there for an hour or more and it's SHIT. I've tried melatonin but whatever tf it's doing to my sleep cycle means I'm like the *one* person who wakes up even *more* tired when I take it. That or I literally just pass out for 12 hours and then wake up feeling my normal tired. Or, and the bestest part, sometimes it just doesn't do anything :'D I love the inconsistency. I've slept like extra shit for the last few days and I am just EXTRA GRUMPY right now and I hate it and I would like it to stop please people who can just sleep and be normal are fucking wizards I swear to fuck GAH tl;dr FUCK SLEEP WHY DO I NEED IT TO LIVE",0.7791072062477795,3.0945348402555943,2.5037087326943563,92.597998313809,85.5814696485623,5.266915157969472,19.87655307064253,6.691623216298621,0.19912644657437006,1187,35,258,14,36,390,162,313,0.218,0.693,0.08900000000000001,-0.9949,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,0,17,17,9,0,11,0,18,26,18,2,0,50,43,29,0,7,16,0,2,3,2,1,3,1,0,2,20,17,0,1,4,1,0,5,3,10,0,2,2,4,25,7,36,39,9,40,0,1,1,5,13,13,8,11,25,162,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993185456401137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733115595091313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061671666953341774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762650694885855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098671109415106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483320065237425,0.07726289654984181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260522298270173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899823081726956,0.0,0.06314267240551567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578682032967353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580148327553788,0.2771342195665825,0.03915460117517509,0.0,0.1277754262855624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627180818595832,0.0,0.0,0.07399065322480136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476074304297419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061088511364779136,0.08453891826824445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984002785959754,0.0,0.06617600286511056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763894345019793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163484899247056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055569252022083834,0.0,0.07238037357415883,0.0,0.14065777422103815,0.14685636929854126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981180190289396,0.10156657258636312,0.0569974948372592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115591784051215,0.07154153114829105,0.10391201851104168,0.13087459639301072,0.0,0.08226486036589799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400087465106279,0.0,0.0595976463296777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078360107292176,0.0,0.0,0.6749737070838171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412049943273635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626556666539782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269555177866515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369984011979478,0.258407708926148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526440425220719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253907779688585,0.0,0.04420329695244984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762436085077934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127243855926014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323732548140346,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,roberto257,2019/10/17,"Diagnosed. At 17. (My story) My whole life I’ve been described by my teachers as “impulsive” or “energetic”. My third grade teacher didn’t like this however, and told my mom that I should go to a doctor because she thought I was exhibiting multiple symptoms of ADD. My mom, an educator, was completely against this because she thinks too many kids take ADD medication and use it as a crutch. She herself has even thought i was autistic at a young age, and also thought i had ADD, but again, didn’t want me on meds. (And never really struggled in school so she didn’t think i needed them) Fast forward, I am a senior in high school, 4.3 GPA, multiple academic honors, etc etc. at the start of this year however, I was having a lot of trouble focusing. It was really frustrating me, and even keeping me up at night. This went on for about three weeks, and sent me in to a downward spiral of depression. I finally told my parents about it and that I wanted to get help. We went to a psychiatrist, assuming it was all depression. After the nurse asked me questions for 45, the doctor came in and explained that I was most likely suffering from ADD, and my inability to focus had caught up with the level of my coursework difficulty, and put me on Vyvanse. One day later, I’m feeling the best I’ve ever felt. I don’t click my pen, tap my foot, or doodle in the margins of my notebook to focus. I can read through a whole passage without stopping. Or listen to a teacher lecture without wandering into space. I don’t forget easy tasks. I can take notes without doodling and zoning out. Now when I google “ADD” or “ADHD” symptoms, every single one of them lines up with my life. I scored in very high percentiles for IQ at young ages, but had trouble making As because I was always the first one done, and my teachers always described my errors on tests, quizzes or classwork as “careless mistakes.” TL:DR- diagnosed with ADHD as a senior in high school. Most likely have had it my entire life. I could go on and on about what else lines up, but my point is, whether you’re suffering from trouble focusing, trouble sleeping, or depression, don’t be afraid to get help. Mental health matters.",5.155341088491898,6.387807546987954,5.800191109264642,78.96638554216868,68.71084337349397,8.51931865392605,32.6235978396344,8.841846274778883,2.8103161611965106,1712,76,309,29,29,556,212,415,0.138,0.785,0.076,-0.9868,3,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,0,2,3,12,19,1,2,18,0,30,13,2,2,3,66,61,31,0,6,13,3,2,3,0,1,11,1,0,1,13,25,0,2,10,1,0,9,10,14,0,6,28,4,49,5,62,30,10,62,0,5,1,0,21,32,0,11,26,221,62,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005105195063554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671136354914058,0.13882511863664465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798692975144418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255713292306128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754469414754465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541085689780952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746483311822202,0.0,0.0,0.06660450106849462,0.0,0.0,0.05379933729267546,0.0,0.2155499273368918,0.1693401533816757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076888394049772,0.0,0.08536815986513431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696871441882923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860718727592916,0.11019693975461316,0.0754586406030951,0.07028539004761779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217992384872938,0.0,0.08009678589993073,0.0913831073630135,0.0,0.07095745578542678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716756231292172,0.0,0.09481961334911654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867211695022083,0.0,0.0,0.11183003869785628,0.26441509368962945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414799539003472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676715112755506,0.12226516406167573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709211470447015,0.0,0.0,0.055683848079653785,0.08457531878517721,0.0,0.0,0.09266139724941837,0.08403740245871509,0.08406826828860943,0.0,0.0,0.19540222086028927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185526212674779,0.06433905144337372,0.0,0.0,0.07828451147002644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958371964809266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926286206446332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885935983910956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386066833457742,0.09345007946780096,0.0,0.08344309958572986,0.0,0.106882648591947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532780741418039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348077011233959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904547682146896,0.0,0.0,0.06974329406247456,0.0,0.0872092450660493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341173284585834,0.12544370568489085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690500784631443,0.0,0.1986797356011077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942377272225516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204854935675599,0.0,0.06883066946987614,0.0984071737648602,0.0,0.06691491315167605,0.0,0.0,0.15466332450109996,0.0,0.18627207365662152,0.0,0.2412432271366918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053720082926358007 adhd,Joint3n,2019/10/17,"How do you deal with emotions? What constructive ways have you found that works for you in dealing with emotions? **Currently trying to deal with some negative emotions, and hence I thought it could help to gain some perspective! I'll start;** I find that if I write down every time I think about something, it helps me not think about it. So say I have an issue with work, I write ""that issue with work"" every time. Eventually I stop writing it, because I laugh at myself a bit. Then a few hours I see all the times I wrote it, and I'm like ""oh shit, was that really so important?"" and it almost always works.",1.6242857142857154,4.208244745762713,2.4971428571428578,92.1715254237288,84.59322033898306,5.744309927360775,20.292978208232448,7.1686216300943375,0.5606130750605329,472,14,96,7,14,148,75,118,0.078,0.7929999999999999,0.129,0.7296,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,5,5,3,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,1,26,13,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,15,2,13,8,5,12,0,0,1,0,13,3,1,4,9,62,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319732865815054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068081424823097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108593918796755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452201318957794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620326470100726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114041125465486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44887872292313397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241451482735176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157514409751599,0.0,0.0,0.14584629386718384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831700577020398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099496790168058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776704145199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649853957527624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521410744209218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578047114894816,0.0,0.0,0.10599734109682356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654005685561205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240299861832568,0.0,0.0,0.0941501295508374,0.0,0.0,0.11120818265450276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046386751684442,0.0,0.105600653670895,0.2326898776220815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030982334853424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558271697991876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873518915701019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iced_peach_tea,2019/10/17,"Oh look another 3am rant Ive had a really terrible and traumatic week which has prevented me from getting on top of stuff. The second half of this semester has been an absolute mess and Ive been trying to put the pieces together. I will probably not be allowed back into college if I fail this semester because of how poorly Ive done. Already had to prove how shit things have been to the government. Its all a house of cards. I have a foreign language speech I have to present tomorrow that I havent memorised. Because of the language/cultural difference I cant explain this to my lecturer. Its been so hard to even write this when my brain has been a foggy mess. I cant sleep, panic is keeping me awake. Im too tired to try and memorize and too anxious to sleep. Im at the point where I just hope something happens to me on the way to class. I am not coping. I feel so stupid I have let myself get here. I dont know what to do and I think I might just sob the moment I step into her office. Hahahahahahahahaa I really dont know why Im posting his, I know Im too far gone for advice but I felt like I needed to write it down...",2.1724152542372863,3.7910698855932234,4.362000000000002,84.80630508474577,76.83898305084746,7.940338983050848,25.783050847457627,8.697196308434329,1.8506294915254244,887,33,189,19,20,307,135,236,0.109,0.847,0.044000000000000004,-0.8748,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,14,10,2,1,12,0,30,5,4,3,2,33,45,12,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,7,0,2,9,0,1,3,7,8,0,2,10,5,30,2,25,31,2,21,0,2,1,0,5,10,2,3,7,133,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848066116679208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379851036798882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713751042446192,0.0,0.1369740157764597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932310622986829,0.0,0.14782146287392128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535117505628064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667677005512726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407724928027285,0.2841999531168345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008215935225159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061305865492120006,0.0,0.11641563887935295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266925675256511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721786561026027,0.0,0.10861303466223217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042511649133865,0.0,0.13990216397380922,0.0,0.0,0.5238680360166607,0.0,0.0,0.10776944615154248,0.0,0.0,0.19990169064276267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239827448585746,0.0,0.0592349078139526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181651007274813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286233593789982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990273177168044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225662526708993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461711795472515,0.0,0.11612061629917443,0.0,0.13072421698298095,0.0,0.0,0.12188620518701487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534720502386154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244577737361894,0.0,0.0,0.2426680940458764,0.0,0.0,0.0933414671521946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387982165128286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055077661395879,0.07768985139665698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935499758085326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646368079713471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623981564790704,0.09725661619982083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940609336225793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mewiodas,2019/10/17,"Hyperfocusing at work? Hi. I work as a cashier. And I find that when I really get into the swing of things, I can suddenly be like cashier-superman. I’ve gotten a lot of compliments on how fast I am even though I’m new, and coworkers have been surprised when I say I’ve never been a cashier before. I just get *really* into the movement and the rhythm and next thing you know, I’m mentally checked out",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,3.3619753086419775,86.98888888888894,83.44444444444446,7.550617283950618,23.814814814814817,8.515128840125781,1.797948148148148,315,12,66,8,9,106,53,81,0.0,0.899,0.10099999999999999,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,12,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,3,8,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,9,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861722571276512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969108589207935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481724891196856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845678902486875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119472314936266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255165433970559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842142770073472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589116497559287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815003082670254,0.2481317916022963,0.2732338711273806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291748889393227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043105061334274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413681365146323,0.0,0.2524193958278361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740768979322842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HyperactiveConfused,2019/10/17,"Two months on meds, confusion, questions [M24] Dear ADHD community, I'll try to keep it brief, as I know how hard it is to focus on wall of text. I'm sorry for not using my main account, but some IRL friends knows about it, and I don't want them to know - at least not yet - that I've been diagnosed. Concerta changed my life - it was nothing like online description ""you can study forever and learn entire course in 24 hours!"", but it still changed my life from ""I want to start running but my legs are tied together"" to ""I still have to put effort to run, but at least now my legs are free"". Thankfully majority of the side-effects didn't affected me, and I'm doing my best to keep 8-9hour sleep schedule and regular sleep time, as well as drinking enough water and eating properly. But there are things worrying me and I hope you can advice me on that. * Short-term memory loss - I catch myself making two sandwiches, I eat one, then I'm focusing on something else - let's say reading article - and the second sandwich is gone. I don't remember eating it. I'm about to take my dog for a walk, and 40 minutes later I have blank page in my memory and I have to force myself to recreate events to find out if I actually went on a walk. Those aren't big things, but they're worrysome. * I feel like I'm ""wasting time"" - if I'm not doing something productive I'm getting extremely worried, and it makes me even less likely to start something productive because I'm getting into ""fear state of mind"" I'd call it. Any way to remove it? * Are you taking days-off with Concerta? I'm taking 36mg/day, and I've asked my psychiatrist if I should stop for the weekend to let my organism ""rest"", but she said it's not needed - but I want some advice also from people taking the pill and living with Concerta for longer than I am. * I don't feel emotionally connected with people anymore. I can spend time with my girlfriend, watch movie, go somewhere, but it's more of a routine thing now. I can meet friends, but it's more of ""I don't like to be alone"" rather than ""I actually enjoy spending time with those people"". I feel like I'm more social but for all the wrong reasons and I can't find enjoyment in any of that. 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For those out there diagnosed ADHD - I’m curious how you handle? Do you take medication? If so, what kind and how you find it works? What are some of the side effects? Or, do you self manage? If so, what are the tools you use? What have you found to be most effective? I’m mild/moderate on the spectrum, currently evaluating if I can just self manage (with the help of a trusting therapist) or if I should seek out medication.",1.5222413793103442,4.245856310344827,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,89.34482758620689,7.957471264367817,23.34195402298851,8.59863814320734,2.277429885057472,357,14,69,11,12,120,56,87,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9406,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,3,6,2,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,5,0,22,13,12,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,8,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,9,1,51,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521225177046669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129288075468244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174099377676024,0.0,0.0,0.23001998913791635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061541998358934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846028102965745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6340132639847869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377059923903772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773328494356356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357821116190745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118811626956574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527270174802053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pixil318,2019/10/17,"ADHD ISINT THE PROBLEM THEY JUST THINK IM STUPID Alright I don’t have very strong adhd and have some light medicine because I find it hard to concentrate while studying and stuff but I know all my teachers have it written on there role or whatever that I have adhd that’s all that know or so I’ve been told. I asked about when o realised all my teachers after telling the class something immediately go to me and ask if I understand and in my fricken math class last year I asked to many questions apparently so he got a another teacher to grab me out of class to like talk to me or some shit I asked questions so I can better understand or make a note which every one does I just don’t get it. btw they have it written because my mum was like u probably have add let’s get it checked turns out I do so I get special test conditions don’t really need them or use them but whatever",1.7543421052631594,4.105510638888891,2.9858479532163784,90.52921052631581,81.5,6.23391812865497,25.584795321637426,7.475848149327749,1.3106111111111107,705,29,147,11,19,227,105,180,0.061,0.8340000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8247,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,4,2,9,9,2,0,4,1,14,1,1,2,3,34,35,18,0,3,10,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,6,3,23,6,13,28,5,10,0,0,0,0,16,4,1,10,7,91,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473215150983663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009746438398995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639521379083906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126297059950206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972920126278417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857386844424248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453372469030148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339707988473095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446324381006608,0.0,0.07051143452687811,0.0,0.09922954212137694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114171074635168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340161194954371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637047000983468,0.10113302756232978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686925109369027,0.0,0.12122797251395435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281721195417041,0.12578678276515945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199580364316466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407255926938698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376767490797214,0.11871755097298692,0.0,0.0,0.2779719902743855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948196171715996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735533936363147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551459799582117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202964938555798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972219258878373,0.10844202471640528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949858890055286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855351983923615,0.0,0.0,0.1349517559962581,0.0,0.2583210049510144,0.0,0.1071560279837986,0.0,0.10237015470410753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989655254327499 adhd,smudgiepie,2019/10/17,"Difference and similarities between Autism and ADHD in women So I haven't gotten an ADHD diagnosis, I have just autism but I know that some of my female autistic female friends have ADHD and I was wondering how ADHD differs from and is similar to autism so I can understand them a little better.",4.622727272727276,7.166974909090911,6.507272727272728,68.00090909090912,72.63636363636364,8.763636363636364,29.181818181818183,9.3871,3.2929272727272725,240,10,36,6,5,83,39,55,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.8206,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,5,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8442670556355618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553257777803304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669808695667095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568720985300456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651874376547953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602209063348107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283150952189312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904574987147034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noserious545,2019/10/17,"Ritalin? So I was just diagnosed with ADHD yesterday. I’m being put on Ritalin. If you tried or still use Ritalin, How did it go for you?",-0.09928571428571333,2.231877642857146,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,94.0,9.942857142857145,24.857142857142854,9.516144504307137,3.614328571428573,106,5,21,5,4,40,24,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,6,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054805509533594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42690106354835256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390371862528477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228200788411557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33589242490669696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28556040455846954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632641371026819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swedgemite666,2019/10/17,"I have ADD. Can someone pls breakdown the effects of Vyvance, and Adderall (XR vs. IR), etc.? I've been on Vyvanse for about over a week and I take one 30mg pill early as I can (noonish usually). Its helping a lot with everything but I don't negative effects, like bowel stimulation, anxiety (when I'm not peak high), no appetite all day, and restless after my peak. Might want to try asking to switch or maybe just keep on this and find ways to cope but idk what to do, helps, tips, anything?? I've taken 15mg melatonin and stayed up an extra 5 hours so I'm like wtf at this point, bc I feel I could be boosted in dosage but I dont like that it lasts sooo long. :( I'm going to tell my doc about all this but I'd like some info before I go meet again.",1.0371097046413489,2.8628974367088595,2.8572405063291164,93.33860337552746,80.96202531645571,5.479156118143461,22.558649789029538,6.42735559955562,0.3676923206751055,577,19,130,5,15,192,115,158,0.162,0.7340000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.8949,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,4,0,10,2,1,3,2,29,21,13,0,2,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,1,10,4,18,16,6,22,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,14,74,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885980504135362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937280624602398,0.0,0.16969364377749793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445737170026785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492634232835416,0.0,0.0,0.11706327723255025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273626094033254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024391407230801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631355366808517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178031491893326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590300685858747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063202865155376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433336818220673,0.1917823959346676,0.0,0.0,0.17875741969757608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134041379285236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796036531415238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547196308031797,0.0,0.0,0.16063659801316008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431903655204812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823579572889752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256057042784855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300043697127168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159198547384247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379854007785054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347268738190332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647799428997887,0.0,0.1586536266063707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323794763814573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991503853475226,0.0,0.10706327293064956,0.1440795349188951,0.14560177547638936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,syraxxz,2019/10/17,"Vyvanse no longer working. I'm posting for my husband, he has ADHD and he started Vyvanse 1 year ago. His optimal dose is supposed to be 80mg, he has something called Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome so his psychiatrist isn't comfortable increasing his dose past 50mg because of it. The past couple of weeks he said that he feels like it no longer works, and I can see a huge difference as well, it's like he is no longer medicated. He's completely all over the place, I have spoken to his psychiatrist who wasn't really helpful and told him to just continue with his medication. Does anyone have any advice on how I can help him? I really hate seeing him like this.",4.8093023255813945,6.610098651162794,5.9975891472868215,75.03917441860466,70.24031007751938,9.811162790697674,31.50465116279069,10.125756701596842,3.4860660465116275,542,24,97,15,10,181,86,129,0.11699999999999999,0.758,0.126,0.066,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,3,0,11,4,0,1,1,8,19,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,3,4,13,5,10,15,2,13,0,0,2,0,22,4,0,0,10,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971736989211114,0.162390232630124,0.14730950476543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130088361665557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619767830264947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130244677664496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696894676053118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423770554711515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838762093705668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362386363733873,0.0,0.0,0.14542618706766994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402614959112661,0.1187198000914807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406941653357834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277535621228045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435630515141264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348199193327098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172772981948611,0.0,0.0,0.17362386363733873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915554241742808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129197162965788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807626660489052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648496178859144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793431785077167,0.0,0.0,0.11762382705746885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879314793435212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330044223229084,0.0,0.1494167526626246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419636176911657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070151700654116 adhd,Iwillachieveit,2019/10/17,"WHAT HELPS YOU the most with managing your ADHD? **Aside** from the overrated stimulant medication, exercise, organizing tasks &#x200B; Thanks. IWAI",7.432857142857145,8.495903714285719,6.370476190476192,54.73285714285717,130.9047619047619,12.62857142857143,36.333333333333336,8.418075326091056,7.454219047619048,122,7,13,6,7,37,20,21,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.7378,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280431604531735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38590647130558897,0.4327815256286907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387310317467601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588004802268097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279104454159268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327815256286907,0.0 adhd,edding3300,2019/10/17,"Less time -> more focus? Are you guys able to focus more during times where you have a crapton of stuff to do and little time to do it? I've heard someone say to me, ""The less time you have, the more you get done."", which is paradoxical at first, but turns out it's true for me. I've decided to try something new job-wise on the side, and now I have a thousand things to plan and note down to get it going – but now I wake up actually excited and \*want\* to get things done, as opposed to just coasting by. I feel positively buzzed, I imagine this is what medication must be like when it's working (tried medication once, didn't work out for me). ADHD'ers seem to seek out directions in life where they have to take more risks and be alert all the time. Maybe jolts of positive stress are the equivalent of long-time medication for me.",5.365149700598807,5.453984946107788,5.7613233532934105,83.50126646706588,67.80239520958084,9.314730538922156,29.274850299401198,9.120678840339163,2.0618507784431137,654,21,141,11,10,210,101,167,0.039,0.8320000000000001,0.129,0.9511,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,1,4,6,5,0,2,7,0,16,5,1,0,3,20,26,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,3,13,3,27,19,7,23,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,11,95,23,2,0.14175476485047342,0.0,0.1383322021233984,0.0,0.17036168022458698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012868129034913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167546836251552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205765305663575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221830417666447,0.0,0.08056249960436196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035950385435053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406697309950535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012558260033257,0.06925421779619449,0.14207551469310822,0.0,0.12544850613036224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241171442769346,0.0,0.0,0.4284090366876563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690763522243746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096419819070864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272907862874593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290482139832372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201083522462071,0.10912974349310584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237960419686082,0.0,0.16227529122344025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658194156940083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188351133922478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413291716729664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248436061264984,0.15418847825188128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361063304812344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639831420449145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Madrid4-0Liverpool,2019/10/17,"Did I damage my body? I've been on Adderall for 5-6 years now, 20-30mg a day with a few days every week or so break. Since last year, I found it wasn't really working so I started taking a small piece here and there (like 5mg as a booster) when I felt it wasn't working so I could get through exams. I did this for like a month or two. A couple of weeks after doing this, I started to sweat like crazy and randomly get these muscle twitches which scared me. It was still working though. So I started to ease off the small pieces and take back the regular 10mg a day twice a day. Since then, I started getting really bad side effects plus the usual side effects were heightened. My vision became really different like more saturated colors, feeling tired ALL the time (not the usual stimulated feeling at all), I feel a really intense pressure on my nose and upper teeth, feel like there's a lump in my throat, acid reflux and I found it really hard to pee and sometimes I feel like my heart is skipping a beat. These side effects happen with ANY dose I take which is weird plus I get no therapeutic effect from it. I always feel tired instead of stimulated and my sleep is really good. I also gained a lot of weight suddenly. It feels like a totally different drug...like I'm eating like crazy even on Adderall. Now here's the thing, I STOPPED taking Adderall completely for a couple of weeks and I still get that weird saturated vision and no withdrawal effects like the extreme hunger or fatigue which is weird. When I would come off of Adderall, I would these crazy withdrawals but not anymore. Do you think there is damage? or do you think the tev pills changed somehow? or do you think the dose was too low?",3.98368131868132,5.569104547619048,4.69166666666667,84.44307692307693,71.97619047619048,7.431135531135531,26.91117216117216,8.012643519586192,1.6443694139194136,1352,47,262,19,26,434,167,336,0.12,0.7829999999999999,0.096,-0.8621,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,10,22,20,0,2,23,0,20,19,8,7,3,52,49,27,0,3,8,0,10,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,16,14,3,1,18,0,0,1,6,10,0,2,11,13,30,10,26,35,8,45,0,4,1,0,3,14,0,8,38,167,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399913245918568,0.06659050785061674,0.0,0.0,0.054422438862444425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936722645267988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153733232868828,0.06682084093982271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889413618491608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466003094475119,0.06893786501148823,0.0839088446472891,0.0,0.0,0.06389661460180834,0.17710104983258307,0.0,0.20644824092519695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672264651931853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280818907531084,0.08188960796871501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052858375011008506,0.0,0.06742785259200372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832553365615596,0.17151812056672608,0.07684035429119543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549525349469122,0.0,0.0,0.20905914936439893,0.0,0.0,0.06712449686120361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076934730716282,0.0,0.07169023117879397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483470597821586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523428582363043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518829782648652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680377621202094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387835440814871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076116161133121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012295270501119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240156968040445,0.0,0.08008675853670627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915069032396027,0.0,0.22657964647533585,0.0,0.1278224657832881,0.06690779617413095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406872805225957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316768668737073,0.15383798337445392,0.07862804940269844,0.0,0.04666553165453703,0.1839630394926363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781766677746876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628119174386392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258321952006588,0.09745371649078156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478611368927285,0.0,0.0,0.11370055774323005,0.0,0.0,0.10307205609400906 adhd,jake41397,2019/10/17,"Recent ADHD diagnosis, but performed well in school I recently graduated from college, and I just started working full-time about 5 months ago. I had always done very well in school, but I never tried very hard because I didn't see the need or lacked the motivation. In college, I would procrastinate on assignments and studying for tests until the night before. I showed up to very few of my lectures since I wasn't able to absorb anything in class and did well on the tests / assignments regardless. Most of the time I would just teach myself since I was interested in the act of learning and the topics in my major. I missed so many finals, but I would always make them up and get the highest score in the class. Now that I am done with school, and I have started working full-time, my ability to get work assignments done on time has been very inadequate and I have been quite frustrated. I recently went to a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with ADHD. I have been trying to figure out why it took so long to discover or even if it's a correct diagnosis. I don't know if it was my *""intelligence"" masking the disorder, my interest in learning, or my lack of interest in my work that has caused this dissonance. Does anyone else have a similar story? * I have an IQ of around 140, but, to be honest, I feel really dumb most of the time.",7.141607142857144,6.835527000000003,7.628147321428571,72.94140625000001,64.15625,11.220535714285717,33.910714285714285,10.7630783206399,3.582215178571428,1056,40,197,25,14,349,132,256,0.08800000000000001,0.792,0.12,0.7615,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,7,11,10,2,0,15,0,26,1,0,3,2,42,38,20,0,9,11,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,3,3,0,15,3,29,7,35,19,6,35,0,1,1,0,1,16,1,7,16,143,35,23,0.09918792876436988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384092304779871,0.0,0.08792411419245008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506460502252435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935450602626231,0.10162975450622444,0.08162321401382835,0.08829828566236163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046404074568967,0.0,0.08440162184232902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018933254134556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006736598063374,0.0,0.0,0.11367795960311855,0.0,0.0868000248773567,0.3045110653177978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285878696560207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551269148523081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050152397047063306,0.0,0.0,0.10865552769371174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364319789719044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888529016781743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054511091660463785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777819569437517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620871265710633,0.10056099160605607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791708584316814,0.0,0.0,0.07354659237309842,0.07649984540492984,0.0,0.0,0.09308115197079518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105498571524389,0.0,0.0,0.06354232701852712,0.0,0.2938083406017869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011504379009905,0.07903993732077473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409855930732162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041145299377725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351183673209336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020143845441843,0.13468418552873102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273617161233822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26754557985161376,0.09194820368590616,0.08950167801443581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888399738519654,0.0,0.0,0.21138077626051432,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lovelyjex,2019/10/17,"I think my niece may have ADHD. Hey everyone. Please forgive any mistakes in language as I am completely ignorant about ADHD and don't mean to offend. With that said, here's my story. My 8 year old niece, who I'll call Z, has been struggling with a lot of things. Focus, forgetfulness, emotional outbursts, extreme fidgeting, unable to concentrate on one thing, constantly needs to be involved in other people's conversations and activities. A bunch of other stuff too. Her parents are just treating her as if she's being willful and misbehaving. Z and I are really close, and I don't think that's true. I've done some very basic research into ADHD and the symptoms fit her to a T. It's almost shocking how textbook she seems. I want to mention something to Z's parents, but I'm not sure if it's my place, or even if that would be welcome. I love Z like my own child, and I just want what's best for her. Do you think it would be okay to say something now or should I leave it alone? Can anyone give advice? Thanks in advance.",3.792450495049504,5.46237758910891,4.8723638613861375,82.61666460396042,72.61386138613861,7.426237623762375,27.97153465346535,8.07648339933343,1.8828801980198024,811,31,154,12,16,266,130,202,0.08199999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.174,0.9678,2,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,8,15,1,1,4,1,20,2,0,1,2,42,33,16,0,10,9,2,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,1,14,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,2,20,10,20,21,5,13,0,0,0,1,22,8,0,10,5,105,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646466359427173,0.12593475693894038,0.0,0.0,0.12904928509690652,0.13347520777449634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763913989213465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011210918851044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524593033966778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315953645232291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351225547391954,0.13926764729035196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188344896021773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496656670223235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512045066134359,0.0,0.0,0.1231451926929022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236282490532209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645958184482548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296161453175182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956456706161274,0.1163143482708306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038220842018634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555887486038643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523220223064905,0.0,0.08732875688088727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28619995985250546,0.0,0.0,0.08934541326416097,0.0,0.13464651606091665,0.14146559852898336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256036180572504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258924622667945,0.1024862459067822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732258573383353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984279098778426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472770221002275,0.14753057155458105,0.0,0.0,0.12146277506718448,0.13395004328317608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865040680452313,0.0,0.0,0.17123710104624226,0.2477328989197764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633503285380608,0.152027143363995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830976210209684,0.0,0.0,0.0829910100668638 adhd,mygingersoul,2019/10/17,"The ASSes episode(S3:E10) of Big Mouth really fails to address ADHD and it’s quite insulting If you watched Big Mouth, there are many relatable parts in the series such as the awkward parts of puberty making you relive the emotional trauma of middle and high school in a hilarious and positive way. They’ve absolutely nailed social issues from sexual identity to white supremacy/ alt right and how it forms and so many more. They’ve nailed so many other mental issues from depression and it’s continuous fight and anxiety to really help people who have it. Then this episode focuses on one of the main characters having adhd getting adderall and selling it. It pisses me off that instead of making an episode that could have been really adhd positive and showed the struggles that we all experienced growing up, they just shit all over the disorder and push the fucking stereotypes that make it so hard for people who suffer from it get the help they need. I’m sorry if this is incoherent because I’m seriously trying to get all my thoughts back in control after this episode especially after the next episode nails sexual harassment.",11.402408319649705,9.795728310344831,10.470706075533665,60.16672687465794,56.53694581280789,13.948330596606462,42.2599890530925,12.650343791298138,5.5636780514504665,929,40,141,25,9,297,126,203,0.18,0.737,0.08199999999999999,-0.9631,2,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,1,2,2,3,10,13,6,2,12,0,7,6,5,5,3,25,18,18,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,13,0,1,2,4,7,0,23,15,8,21,0,3,2,2,12,12,4,2,6,98,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407469873889678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935176812795602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939994531893244,0.0,0.07451988820678125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371090285082142,0.09760330202709996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105290104633953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010424603987928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375100401114444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130142467355681,0.19160511170209524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950820054773948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387752881001866,0.12915937029227034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518565185989805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480000697972815,0.3718140779226989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231949860600295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064369125915074,0.0,0.0,0.13000976578843482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283689911922612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647605174770005,0.0,0.16949965279876028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300234264699391,0.0,0.0,0.2349413162313471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439722168441372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371924805243215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548352864287526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461417018194818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684413378561844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779782370839354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970494882950787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299685503187203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970330040535476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zombiesponge,2019/10/17,"First day of Ritalin - no euphoria I took my first dose of 10mg Ritalin today. It’s definitely helped me when it came to prioritizing my work and actually concentrating on my work. But besides that I don’t feel any different, no euphoria, no superhuman feelings, no extreme calmness. I just feel normal but I’m a tiny bit more productive. Things are just a tiny bit easier now. Does this mean it’s working? Is this what Ritalin feels like for people with ADHD? A few people I know without ADHD use it as a party drug because of “the crazy high”.",3.1534285714285697,5.516748200000006,5.474523809523814,74.51464285714287,76.52380952380952,9.152380952380954,28.595238095238088,9.642632912329526,3.1941238095238083,431,19,78,13,10,151,74,105,0.087,0.732,0.182,0.9074,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,16,13,5,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,4,8,2,9,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.15439788316915606,0.0,0.3802944274154336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759362259292003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644818578754064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454660179419538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809591700350578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203748023504226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530406905339776,0.0,0.0,0.13845758276304493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834825758937488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31999897118556314,0.11303092571030238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26916019254460616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605014799011342,0.16716593706614086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695244034488156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729729205590008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234571642433172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501998527961847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937679185314204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511296691496058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499721042109191,0.0,0.17578594945068518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664949794752124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251644511830162,0.0,0.3455536272143126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dobbo34,2019/10/17,"Walk into rooms, forget stuff, and then getting distracted and post it on reddit I know people say this a lot but I just walked into a room to get my computer and ended up playing my trombone for 2 hours. I forgot I was doing the wrong thing for 2 whole hours. And now I'm doing this lol. Bit of a run down story but I thought that it was funny.",1.0757925636007857,2.9483618630136985,3.1867318982387483,90.78972602739726,81.05479452054793,5.267318982387477,18.647749510763205,6.1826913282559595,-0.08846614481408954,268,6,57,2,7,91,53,73,0.099,0.76,0.141,0.628,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,6,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,7,1,9,6,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,5,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28352978160612397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002088396695936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713695067253423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115127517900866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272666566727946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207912688991545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180046229305322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872488561232795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652724585444232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29729923613567555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253596594486492,0.0,0.0,0.20617616773864805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899505240460917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394583174099985,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohiototokyo,2019/10/17,"Fellow ADHD teachers, how do you get through grading? I'm currently struggling through grading a bunch of papers for the EFL courses that I teach. My brain seems to melt after about 15 minutes, and I'm having trouble getting through it. What are your tricks?",5.289255319148936,7.702597872340426,4.558457446808512,83.30875,70.27659574468085,5.5510638297872354,37.28191489361703,5.985473137389443,2.5168340425531914,208,12,33,1,4,62,41,47,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.7476,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,23,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032026894896837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674138543007241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375127240217591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811737960355786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377219387156392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,birchie7,2019/10/17,"Never wore my retainers after braces because of ADHD! Who else was one of those people who dropped a shit ton of money and years for braces, just to never wear your retainers! I’d always forget, so my teeth started to shift back. My parents even got me Invisalign, and I could never keep up with the routine, I got them refitted twice ($$$) and I still never got past tray 4 or 5. My dentist and parents would even tell me that if their small children could do it, so I can I (I was 17 at the time I got Invisalign) but I was never medicated for ADHD until like end of high school, so you know how that must of been. Now I’m 20 and my teeth are shifting, and I’m insecure lol! My parents also remind me constantly how much money it was, so that’s sucky too. Any one else have this problem? It never dawned on me until now.",2.7848144796380083,4.003374223529414,4.29470588235294,87.56309954751131,74.41176470588233,6.642533936651581,24.253393665158374,7.010146845296331,0.8664615384615386,638,19,134,6,13,213,103,170,0.098,0.862,0.04,-0.8699,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,0,15,4,1,1,3,1,13,6,4,2,7,29,23,18,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,3,10,0,22,1,16,9,2,25,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,2,20,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279972489716029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314896091829253,0.0969206358736519,0.0,0.0,0.07921034920135703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956587915869851,0.0,0.07100508647220849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587342810412772,0.0,0.18599949804478266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460807650022266,0.0,0.10316664820595844,0.0,0.0,0.1538677953562851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37263857458312905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230674451745098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353271702606442,0.0,0.0,0.06401432536282546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056906211990207865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734127891922724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562615364215652,0.0,0.5390190339015524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785963523533625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880115457984866,0.0,0.1111932767214693,0.08075251985476062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145556561790153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788391149840932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956497810895007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244509661076796,0.0,0.09302102553749823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180859613813606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792038606291949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274400294696557,0.0,0.0,0.0750092583754304 adhd,tafkat,2019/10/17,"""Take notes! It helps you to remember things!"" People always say shit like that. ""Take notes! It helps you to remember things!"" If I could remember to take notes I'd be able to remember the shit I was supposed to remember. I'm 46 years old and I never took notes in my classes in high school or college, even if I had a notebook and writing implement handy. I don't take notes in training at work either, even though I make it a point to have a notebook and pen in my hand. They don't understand - if I'm writing, I'm not listening. If I'm listening, I'm not writing. I work at a call center. I have to rebuild all my call notes from memory after that call is over because if I don't do what I need to do and I can't listen because I'm too many words behind. I can knock out tickets like crazy on overnights without constant interruptions, but then I interrupt myself with, say, this. I started writing a book but I don't get to finish it because I'm so behind on everything at home and at work all the time non-stop. It's ridiculous that I'm 46 years old and I can't handle the responsibilities of adulting. And I have an ADHD/ODD kid as well. I'm medicated and it doesn't work and I feel like I'm losing my mental faculties more quickly than I was already. Don't tell me to ""take notes"". It's not that fucking easy.",1.772664233576645,3.624175492700729,3.7143270072992713,87.95366569343065,78.74452554744525,6.719766423357665,25.193576642335767,7.699297019823105,1.307986452554745,1031,39,220,16,25,349,130,274,0.083,0.85,0.067,-0.7859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,5,7,9,4,0,9,0,20,5,3,1,3,42,46,21,0,7,13,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,1,2,15,11,0,0,7,2,0,1,13,5,1,0,4,7,28,4,31,40,4,28,0,1,0,1,20,15,3,6,15,136,43,9,0.09353846261869214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241505478954553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322201948094688,0.0,0.07783149410876128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106053585920047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865396856822932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010818479431718,0.0,0.07468285110704974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356254475478973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840663388067931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047295857216344,0.06682389638466223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864748014322748,0.04886998606059485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539371957427944,0.09882852137461168,0.09382670466661606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709450407573656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046456134582044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062437650136042876,0.094833319653113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423016034296504,0.09426476983843926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935758481020399,0.07214262883484274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963057633105533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484779238898954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842408147769026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298042195672291,0.0,0.0,0.1487710796667353,0.0,0.09466591795030152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920317753885219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620700528133525,0.0,0.0,0.07820234312432629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35164641441975963,0.0,0.08175673920336637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428559645370643,0.0,0.09190106460215013,0.0,0.05454302976934982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392467369575288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737683839711916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410231141196492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016774003659662,0.0,0.27238845929648364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047140629495108 adhd,CANDU_REACTOR,2019/10/17,"I do not know what to do I honestly have no idea what to do. I've tried for months and month to just get tested, but nothing seems to work. I have been to several psycholgists, psychiatrists and therapists but everyone so far has lectured me souly because I'm a teenager. Whether it be to study harder or that maybe it's just in my head, anything but a test to determine if there was really a problem. It got really frustrating. So I went to my family doctor and finally got a referral to an adhd clinic which was supposed to see me in a week. I waited and waited for weeks, I called them back and they kept telling me they would resend the referral. After 3 months I got the number to the actual clinic and they told me that they only took patients 19+ (I'm 17). I decided to go back to my family doctor for another referral, I told that it was drop in from 6-9:30 on week nights so I went as soon as I could. Turns out the clinic had moved. I grabbed a business card and searched up the new clinic at home. Turns out this was the one of the psychiatrists I had previously seen, they had told me off and said I was just a teen and that I should just study harder like she did when I was her age. I've gone full circle. I'm at a lost.",3.835505514705879,4.375729609375,5.355597426470592,83.48701286764708,71.265625,9.304779411764708,26.386948529411764,9.478462496947786,2.029749356617648,964,29,209,21,17,327,138,256,0.065,0.9059999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.8683,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,6,2,12,5,1,0,16,0,21,7,1,0,0,33,47,21,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,1,0,12,11,0,3,4,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,25,4,32,2,31,18,1,34,0,1,2,0,14,12,0,3,16,143,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.11288193997972715,0.0,0.13901865702103566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129513674204012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519052237359328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789359587693473,0.0,0.07051429783719777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811692648390312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235693282221806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679616376074103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105322495579702,0.0,0.0,0.21809585477487506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267161133619484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604353201935409,0.0,0.06574066707073807,0.0,0.2775471667519362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871573956043392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603127801593482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058279405190093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357185701405091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651287506895453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627273270762426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621090645326893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769916179581255,0.1229440293916468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171946390443176,0.0,0.10855298442100923,0.0,0.11099311147758424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838425307609992,0.08797591463920844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106851824294328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820850599444774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003324499107127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217785666545728,0.10530601350762983,0.0,0.13067962333259095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101104893003424,0.0,0.0,0.13430738397979994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315967486739106,0.12851898347227875,0.07853561104424175,0.2516419789524961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27836209443556065,0.0,0.0,0.2144634377835728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421264809752996,0.0,0.0,0.08217207467704425,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,takenalichen,2019/10/17,"Lost my job today and feeling incompetent To start, this isn't on my employer since in the end I couldn't do the work required at the pace they needed. Aka fullfill my job description. But it is frustrating because I 100% tried my best. It was my first real professional/desk job, meaning I had to keep myself organized and such instead of the clock-in-clock-out farm work I've done in the past. I haven't been able to take my meds for physical health reasons lately, but I've been working out intensely 5 hours a week and eating my veggies and seeing a therapist and all that. This was me trying my very best and still failing. I went to college and got my BS, but I've avoided even trying a job that isn't mostly outdoors work because I struggle a lot with my ADD to stay consistently focused and organized. I made it through college by taking full advantage of the accommodations available. But workplaces don't have whatever the equivalent of that is, and I don't blame them, but it's a hard transition. This, plus the crippling anxiety I got caused by all the pressure of trying to perform in ""professional"" settings, is what got me. It sucks because I was interested in the work and even quite innovative with it, I just struggle SO MUCH to stay organized it actually physically hurts. I have dream of some day teaching horticulture at a community college level and I feel like that's slipping away here. How do you know your limits? When to try again, and when to accept defeat? Is there and ADHD survival guide to the workplace? I feel like a child, incompetent, like someone needs to hold my hand and make sure I write in my planner and remind me what to do each day and what to remember to put in my bag before I leave...but no one does that for adults. I just never could get organized and I'm finally starting to accept that I never will. And honestly that's ok. I know there's much more important things in life, and things that I'm good at too. But it still feels like a loss. I feel over-educated and under-prepared for finding a job that's a good ""career"" fit for me. And since I just lost a job that I though was going to be the start or my professional career, I feel totally adrift.",5.362408637873756,6.133838220930238,6.150913621262461,78.31633720930233,67.95348837209302,9.30564784053156,31.63621262458472,9.424239791934726,2.7865514950166115,1745,70,335,34,28,574,208,430,0.11599999999999999,0.726,0.158,0.9698,7,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,2,20,19,27,2,4,23,1,26,4,1,5,6,75,57,34,0,4,10,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,26,27,1,5,14,1,0,3,9,12,0,2,15,9,46,15,44,38,13,42,0,6,1,0,7,16,1,4,24,230,72,22,0.07598816674196647,0.0,0.07415348931532653,0.0,0.09132300968509034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813073956884569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139338403156559,0.0,0.0,0.13896504344771546,0.0,0.06466033310447704,0.0,0.15948978579672146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806077914787983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067036793005717,0.0,0.0,0.09801216240876014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649775679111411,0.07776227710501638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777548650436556,0.0,0.0,0.06730296125056498,0.0,0.0,0.10037893494320012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305314017620981,0.16285788451084346,0.0,0.08324132239357762,0.06945180776044503,0.06463549581214371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970068082675509,0.0,0.043185826307449306,0.127470538058019,0.18232403578406853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807047180376269,0.0,0.0,0.08077186787983771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483303759028054,0.0,0.08134690412192139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452439181949544,0.06754177404562108,0.0,0.0,0.08352221835828665,0.0,0.0857179618965101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367268940692118,0.1484959198382562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590012073381327,0.06460242200146216,0.0,0.07190184068825582,0.05072269135804758,0.0,0.0,0.0827733902764221,0.08440572294437071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172009173174137,0.112688525593207,0.1172135174265809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149154837356895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253930339549575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638909564816146,0.0,0.08082276889840928,0.0,0.08649116967919855,0.0,0.07812849122204085,0.0,0.0,0.08607977991082988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055273067223387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125716393538006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643845270895467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135444658673506,0.16198655039927148,0.12136849623610195,0.0,0.0,0.15887866135709258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161794787128899,0.0,0.1142672890918504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822811837486305,0.10096632297077893,0.0,0.0746579880109864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202789700826061,0.0,0.0,0.2579548861176428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269819568673067,0.0,0.0,0.0609531238248455,0.0,0.0,0.07044179186266851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766014520142478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,icekreamlover,2019/10/17,Are U30 Adderall IR or XR? I took two of these today throughout the day. I'm don't regularly take adderall. Will I be ok? 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My thoughts are impaired because of a biological issue I can’t fix, I’ve often been scolded for forgetting things, not being able to perform actions in the same order as other people. And I’m desperate for other people to understand that I am not ignorant, I am not being lazy, I am not complicit in the messes I may create. I fight everyday to accomplish the the things I need to do, I work so hard I learn and progress as a person. Because my struggle is visible doesn’t mean I am not trying or I don’t care, it means I am fighting a really tough battle and the enemy is breathing down neck.",8.502580645161293,9.98254070967742,9.106612903225807,57.37991935483874,61.25806451612904,12.098617511520738,41.30645161290322,11.765960540728905,5.8225447004608295,1022,56,139,32,14,343,134,217,0.177,0.716,0.107,-0.9499,0,0,1,0,3,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,3,11,3,1,12,0,22,3,3,5,0,34,37,10,0,6,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,7,0,1,2,9,10,0,0,5,2,22,1,20,28,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,4,101,30,4,0.13108549899549465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753929601948258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995425174802017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633476945635182,0.0,0.0,0.13365040261644626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745354274412456,0.0,0.13544636182499212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348537185679199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27363840773892073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600654159092265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240362686643052,0.17500117695014847,0.0,0.13169300282956756,0.28558107487389084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463119466959413,0.0,0.0,0.0971982365268326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195282122349662,0.0,0.2726345393996745,0.11445880151946465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255436726589444,0.0,0.0,0.12543111905535329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397672729255166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091602138477493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703902526331513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624802519744705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417476162186876,0.0,0.0,0.10406724381009627,0.15287401725186298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799689827959722,0.0,0.0,0.27292925486545666,0.0,0.11321578312033168,0.0,0.0,0.15463524723142105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543180448947812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alex_woke,2019/10/17,Adhd awareness month I'm part of the leadership class in my high school and I wanted to do something adhd related because October is adhd awareness month and I was wondering if anyone had any ideas to spread awareness,4.64725,7.552801225000002,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,74.25,8.0,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.5247499999999987,179,9,26,4,4,58,31,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,16,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7425624473195839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005811979516794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401022875456518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255497420155353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760534012191252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23250087723677826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287865226557705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303183395082016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843992186672916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855609723338845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147903256238217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335205495610413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Iluminous,2019/10/17,"Remember to take your medication! My first time for 3 months I forgot to take my Dex dose. Pretty good record! No big deal, but I was wondering why I was feeling a little weird and slow after lunch. Remember to take your meds and don’t forget to drink your water. Shout out to /r/hydrohomies. I use Medisafe iOS ([here for anyone curious or wanting a reliable medication reminder app)](https://apps.apple.com/au/app/pill-and-medication-reminder/id573916946). Helps keep track of all my meds. Stay excellent everyone :)",5.529725343320846,8.690572359550561,5.635205992509363,72.27418227215982,72.59550561797751,9.348813982521847,30.11360799001249,9.725611199111238,3.622354806491885,416,18,65,12,9,131,66,89,0.061,0.701,0.23800000000000002,0.9533,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,1,15,12,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,10,2,10,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209179431761973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001586574858386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105191711177153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684791503451424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882883679178249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485236906866836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645509041362784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703780732546715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552019278375671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750056972058724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38790603612637,0.35180362741962923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937251834696926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764175806175822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955995523887316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611167133945086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39385633127986136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181684745879054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080749923512393,0.0,0.0,0.10298985833004327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575589112996128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935775180659806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CryptidVal,2019/10/17,"Is being a temp worker good for someone with ADHD? I struggled to keep a service job and it's hard to find a job I am suited for. I'm an artist with a BFA living with my parents under abusive conditions so it's hard to build my portfolio. I need to get out of here to thrive, but for now I need work in order to move out. Is working in a temp agency a good idea? I would like the variety and if I fuck up a little but not too much, it's not as big of a deal because I can go onto the next job if they don't like me. I also hated the monotony of my service job so if I can do something different every few weeks, that's great.",1.785857142857143,2.329305871428573,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,76.0,6.742857142857144,24.0,6.742157984588678,0.652942857142857,482,14,114,4,10,170,84,140,0.122,0.7490000000000001,0.129,0.4696,6,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,6,8,2,1,12,0,9,1,0,0,0,20,17,11,0,6,7,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,14,5,23,15,2,15,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,3,5,79,18,9,0.0,0.1680865649825398,0.0,0.0,0.17049389561787676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344921235529384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647945241769901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625635768547812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821849947126792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952719472018004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296618377297674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115170202578594,0.07411849167231843,0.0,0.08062502306947192,0.2379788914640497,0.0,0.15640641945816855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541659534522569,0.14006209871316144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014806742958734,0.0,0.0,0.5631156114743255,0.12609593369391967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861593011381926,0.14218577757632958,0.12526919876724002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507798087185438,0.10428693559166004,0.2103818718422876,0.0,0.0,0.15087480167897005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752404829726085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020156671209335,0.10921443760939148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830786895181888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379536840509295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655849714146948,0.0,0.0,0.10077666856307246,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meowfaceman,2019/10/17,"Struggling with whether diagnosis is genuine tl;dr General vacillation on an ADHD diagnosis due to relative personal, academic, and career successes. So, just recently went to a therapist, diagnosed with ADHD-C. This was based on talking and filling out [this questionnaire](https://addadult.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/ASRS-v1.1_Form.jpg). Therapist mulled it over, as he didn't like to make a judgment immediately, and seems to have settled on the diagnosis. I still have to go to the med clinic and they decide what the next steps are: medication, more tests, etc. I'm sort of unclear on what this consists of. The reason I started getting concerned is because I noticed I've started to zone out hardcore during one on one conversations with people. I googled that and found myself looking at ADHD symptoms, and a lot of it clicked. I'm super forgetful, make a lot of mistakes once the meat of a project is done, have trouble getting started with tasks, day dream a TON (this cannot be understated, have always done this), developed a lot of coping strategies, feels like I'm not performing as well as I should, etc. All stuff that seems pretty straightforward. My mind has always felt scattered, though I never really knew how to describe it, and this seems to encapsulate it all. On the flip side, I'm not sure whether the diagnosis is genuine. I graduated Magna cum Laude with a BS in Computer Science, got my master's a few years later. I've got a good job. I've successfully coordinated most of an infertility treatment (6 IVF attempts finally resulting in twin girls) with my wife and I between two fertility clinics, including one several states away. I've successfully coordinated multiple trips across the globe. Basically stuff that required a lot of effort, concentration, or planning. These examples sort of contraindicate ADHD by my reading, but there are plenty of anecdotes to the contrary as well. I talked with my dad about this who more or less thinks it's kind of BS (though he wouldn't begrudge me if I tried to treat it), and though he conveyed this, he basically mentioned that every symptom I brought up he has too and that it's normal. I sort of suspected I'd hear this, TBH. So I'm trying to figure out if this is normal or not. I know there are other ""high functioning ADHD"" posts on here, but I guess I just wanted a gut check, or maybe even just some space to rant. As I've entered the workforce a lot of this stuff has become more apparent/alarming. Does this sound familiar to anyone? I'm just afraid that I'm looking at lazy symptoms or personality flaws and attributing a grander structure on top of it.",8.336666666666666,8.657115412997904,8.270230607966457,67.23540880503145,61.53668763102726,11.343396226415095,39.25995807127883,10.980518767755715,4.562724109014676,2120,103,348,51,27,686,256,477,0.057999999999999996,0.889,0.053,0.1889,2,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,1,11,19,16,0,2,26,0,23,8,1,6,4,83,56,33,0,8,18,2,2,2,0,2,7,2,0,3,34,21,0,1,13,2,1,7,7,4,2,4,11,7,23,12,62,42,17,44,0,0,3,0,17,23,0,22,14,233,57,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476763688074293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398097648646066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052092569328832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999578973653482,0.0,0.0,0.04541488960001333,0.08228008725838268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804673993708878,0.0,0.0,0.07561656629870615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519599911728663,0.15248001118059684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661757807802944,0.0492069602776852,0.0,0.06276998987224515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037669754567813664,0.05322326149118524,0.07153228339960596,0.08161179328711808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816860901024396,0.0,0.0,0.07784700347915112,0.0,0.042340422138811014,0.062487589715365936,0.1191699113839046,0.0,0.08207083787453674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396761908155738,0.0,0.0,0.07871400083631526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393037482368621,0.0,0.0,0.07758093662587383,0.04094359522130765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279448455011119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251235233237099,0.0,0.0,0.3166888366634885,0.0,0.0,0.0994594915853632,0.0,0.07484589152511684,0.0,0.08275339957498339,0.07505154197265672,0.0,0.0,0.07522439365789749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745947493148058,0.0,0.07923226003535608,0.0,0.1459895893278489,0.0,0.08481945551706019,0.0,0.07934073434453927,0.15145065507350375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164935297363876,0.13010214451116348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135100501623957,0.07579391923304933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745207860745525,0.0,0.047727008166917335,0.07659905071305745,0.07356037951060733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346771325901253,0.0,0.08416450065663439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819577779569188,0.0,0.05949629547904285,0.0,0.0,0.07788422922393096,0.2558561750258904,0.0,0.0,0.07021595752268092,0.23230402592391836,0.0,0.11976156091980887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300193586247614,0.0,0.04773699239101601,0.21958945784076794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116206825113773,0.0,0.07277628540471945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394239895653751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397001834569772,0.06906282590140406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797595999594158 adhd,termsandcondish,2019/10/17,"Constantly forgetting to text people back because I'm distracted and people being offended Is this a thing? I really don't know if I have ADHD or not but after reading a lot of threads on here...I'm pretty convinced that I do. Being married has convinced me that I might have ADHD as well. For example: •My husband insists that he drives everywhere because I can't concentrate on our conversation if I'm the one driving (not a sexist thing I assure you.) •It takes me 2 hours to wash dishes, takes DH like 10 minutes for the same amount of dishes •DH also hates talking to me while I'm eating because I can't concentrate on a conversation. So as you can imagine...going out to eat is not the best date activity",6.512826086956522,6.599901985507254,7.640398550724638,71.0088586956522,65.3768115942029,10.378260869565215,35.36594202898551,10.125756701596842,3.719272463768116,566,25,98,12,8,193,89,138,0.083,0.7709999999999999,0.146,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,1,4,9,2,1,7,0,13,5,0,0,1,15,20,10,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,6,3,1,1,0,0,13,6,15,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,7,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264034925375336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186766100515252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641055849523065,0.0,0.3244263415707933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861715955329716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170765461889347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630513945031786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082117983799924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514693956340893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470442934217992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974950500844871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666925655559035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082014085385764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188194619430715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021163197734484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459752851589196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048077878320007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744918909546126,0.0,0.11364773968834972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667672217526348,0.142588350106547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357149249234697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950496747823578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oldstoicmale,2019/10/17,"Adult ADHD: adderall vs other meds After many months on Adderall, I am slowly beginning to realize that Adderall is not really helping the core of my ADHD. It definitely gives boost/energy to get sh\*t done and be energized even in loser/low energy situations (like making it through a long meeting). It however doesn't help me read or focus for more than several minutes (although longer than when i am not on it), which is the core i.e. the ""AD"" part I went to seek help with. I am wondering if I need to go look for meds/if there any which help better with that?",5.584613368283089,6.3039917339449545,6.613132372214942,75.38412844036698,67.44036697247708,10.26526867627785,30.25032765399737,10.290406445055957,3.1251483617300133,445,16,82,11,7,149,78,109,0.08,0.821,0.099,0.4804,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,17,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,16,14,2,10,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,3,6,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389105537005337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417740850911108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149895385461793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686793294959345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060863430726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540338116344464,0.17517099785373086,0.10377841795829604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895841308083834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921139730176893,0.0,0.0,0.1615993491435277,0.15334189698595216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189000683349475,0.185132431399564,0.0,0.0,0.20283257593434265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457532715555,0.0,0.0,0.13539901754871272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774301693862045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265404294910634,0.0,0.1169812002631216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206291252783451,0.0,0.0,0.20525525219293386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692763191703552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802692917908532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GTPowers,2019/10/17,"Recent med experience check-in I’m mostly reaching out to see if I’m venturing into waters that I should avoid. But a short(adhd short, normal long) history lesson is needed. Work issues led to irritability and outbursts. Counseling for six months. Recommend I check in with my GP for a full psych eval. GP offers the med cabinet and we settle on 150mg Wellbutrin. Really makes me fall flat, up to 300mg and I’m doing AOK except for some anxiety issues that start impeding on marriage/life/work. Finally got into a neuropsychologist. Gives me a quick DSM questionnaire. Mostly on the high side. ADHD with comorbid anxiety. Recommends 5mg Ritalin. Big ol’ NOPE. Ups it to 10 and adds ...27(?)mg Concerta. Issue being my work schedule. I’m residential. 6am-8:30, sometimes added 8:30-12pm, and back 2pm until 10:30pm when I can go to sleep. 10mg Ritalin was for the AM window but the crash was harsh after wearing off only after a few hours. Psych ups to 10mg x2 a day and 54mg Conerta. Idea being...start in the AM with 10mg, another later if needed, and the 54mg for the afternoon/evening window. (Ever try to fill a x60 script for Ritalin as a 30 something white dude? Not fun) Finally, I give up on the Ritalin all together. Crash was still really really harsh; irritability en mass. I was dosing to manage the side effects and taking 3-5 a day just to get myself to 2pm without turning into Anger from Inside Out. Psych drops the 10mg altogether. Moves to 54mg Concerta x2 as needed on second dose. Forget the AM unless I’m looking at a full day, take at 2pm. The 54mg worked around 6-8 hours so I just ended up 7am/3pm. That was about three weeks ago. Now. Oof. If I skip the AM dose (headaches were effecting intimacy dynamics 🙃) I’m literally fighting to keep myself from running down the negativity trail. Negative thoughts, irritability, even paranoia. Pop in that 54mg and BAM, thirty minutes later I’m back to myself. Now I feel like I’m back to dosing to manage side effects. If I don’t dose AND I lack an objective task to focus on...I end up like Eeyore or Puddleglum; I just can’t hold onto anything just being positive and my brain tells me to start questioning everything I know and believe and everyone’s motives. Like, fuck that. I just had three days of camping and riding my motorcycle in the mountains. Personal, solo, therapeutic trip I’ve done dozens of times. I could not focus without a 54 in my system, which is something I’d be able to do just fine for years prior to all of this. Sooooo. I called up the office and said I’m going to wind down leading into my Nov. apt. Today...I started the ride home early at 6am and dosed. By ten, it was clear I’d have rain all the way home with 6-8 hours still to go so I figure I dose again and plow on. I get home, an exhausted emotional wreck...take my THIRD dose and put on my husband/daddy pants back on and try to function normally. Clearly weaning myself down isn’t going to be very easy but I won’t always face nearly ten hours of rain in the mountains on a motorcycle that could use a new set of shoes. And...here I am. Probably managed my ADHD (diagnosis at ten and never treated, which I didn’t know until last year) fine for over twenty years. Nearly get fired at work over some BS just weeks after my second daughter is born...nearly two years later and I feel just as uneasy as I did before medicating. I’m guessing most will support dropping the stimulants and finding something else. Any suggestions for the road ahead? -G PS- still taking the Wellbutrin during this time because going cold apparently means I’ll have seizures 🤷🏻‍♂️",2.6529987859166297,5.0348690226628925,4.455609874544719,81.08185269121816,78.32011331444757,7.320404694455688,24.95823553217321,8.329178653251315,1.889036811007689,2854,105,527,58,70,964,352,706,0.095,0.833,0.07200000000000001,-0.9533,1,1,3,0,2,0,120.0,1,0,0,11,26,15,3,1,37,1,36,21,5,9,7,103,82,40,0,13,22,1,3,3,0,3,14,1,5,1,12,35,1,3,15,0,1,15,13,5,0,11,14,8,41,10,102,59,12,128,0,0,3,1,12,53,1,12,58,311,53,12,0.06785853355718192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465831127240775,0.0,0.0601524956488164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646373595335912,0.0,0.0,0.04614612978715151,0.07115558912924161,0.10382318486854013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055841791195785744,0.060408481710461565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871609459269105,0.0,0.041365932216320976,0.0,0.0577426140400024,0.07645332977315254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757525656142761,0.06929114980076889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835903469255917,0.0,0.0,0.17505256139186853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944283980862724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056687097370183875,0.07633171674291325,0.12020503850363025,0.0,0.0,0.08963984285089298,0.06138192857683501,0.0,0.06484173682745659,0.060986874417692426,0.06637866685062696,0.0,0.0,0.06862262697461978,0.048478149932026884,0.0,0.14867141322595373,0.0620214703102751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273412081577262,0.1063598490778228,0.13019217744925005,0.1928278421053299,0.0,0.05427266828069234,0.0,0.07475382515195543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169626639518449,0.20420292601346546,0.0,0.2673079459726676,0.0,0.0,0.07660402461696551,0.0,0.21248003649957786,0.0,0.06031578253690303,0.0,0.0,0.07458655077812182,0.055313761806928666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793048906669162,0.09945675548733604,0.0,0.0,0.06005266681458645,0.056984077579639435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529609807956764,0.0,0.0,0.07391783645455725,0.15075106634137378,0.068360333479053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054164034077169104,0.07212288205660079,0.0,0.15094872840088142,0.05233668442519614,0.06553819456281344,0.0,0.0,0.13297391031029965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160947259287008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925145407647545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316297638539503,0.0,0.0,0.06821656887770047,0.07601708773901282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304157426413685,0.0,0.06700211537323071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645490048607052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407446557111723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790754017856812,0.0,0.0,0.15672244320093867,0.0671138248262631,0.0,0.19212247727091525,0.0,0.1625757376656202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770050597206856,0.0,0.0,0.15306351640890126,0.0,0.05931134931491544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053872095772649606,0.0791377132421283,0.0,0.06432195532214267,0.0,0.0,0.09214297986839476,0.07381059844177194,0.06628792705479505,0.0,0.0,0.05860798545182872,0.0,0.05599039690522042,0.0,0.05386294538294531,0.10886404491185137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082640962341274,0.0,0.24700910310431246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479468312563848 adhd,chapsticktube,2019/10/17,"I do most homework in the evening, but my adderall crash messes it up. Tips? I’ve recently been taking 10mg when I wake up and 7.5 mg at lunch and it’s worked wonders during the day. But I do most of my homework at night after classes, work, and (unfortunately) procrastination. The issue though, is by this time my adderall wears off and I get unfocused, scatter brained, and soooo exhausted. Is there a wear to minimize the exhaustion I feel when it wears off? I’d take another but then I wouldn’t sleep.",3.1908730158730165,5.421390173469392,4.309727891156463,83.55828798185942,75.83673469387755,7.620861678004537,28.23582766439909,8.515128840125781,2.1724589569161,399,17,78,8,9,130,67,98,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,6,9,6,0,0,13,11,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,11,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,8,51,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750354092363768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29280395453666275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915625831176953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324100020871142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262241605897684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137036434173877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737640828517187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461427168144199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589811207649241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624808301330306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944209901133474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257699975077678,0.0,0.1529442283728849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844438416560301,0.3819025354930908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keep_my_spleen,2019/10/17,"Hi, I'm nervous and kinda scared tbh I'm nineteen and female. I live at home with my parents and was homeschooled by my grandma, who was a teacher in the 1960s and 70s. Before I was homeschooled, I went to a private school with a super low budget and was always told that even though my test scores showed I had learning difficulties, I was never given actual disability testing. \[DISCLAIMER: I loved homeschooling and, if I could do it again, would not choose differently. I think in my case it was extremely effective\]. Anyway, I had a 4.0 GPA when I graduated high school at 16. I took a gap semester and went to community college . . . and got a 2.5, not for struggling in classes, but for lack of organization skills. Now I'm in a 4-year in my dream program and on Friday I go to counseling services there to receive the results of my testing. I'm so nervous. They're either going to say, ""You have ADHD and here's a list of resources!"" or ""You don't have ADHD, but here's a list of resources."" I don't... I don't know. I feel like I belong here because every post I read sounds like me, but will just ten short hours of IQ, TOVA, and achievement testing show that? I'm so nervous, and I shouldn't be, but I am.",3.451039473684212,5.0332823583333335,4.774649122807019,83.32894736842108,73.33333333333334,7.052631578947369,28.048245614035093,7.669130373188453,1.683416666666666,946,37,185,12,19,314,138,240,0.094,0.8640000000000001,0.042,-0.8522,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,0,4,13,10,0,5,11,0,20,1,0,2,1,37,37,22,0,5,10,1,1,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,5,14,0,0,6,4,1,6,7,6,0,1,14,3,28,4,23,18,2,23,0,1,0,1,9,11,0,3,7,124,33,15,0.0,0.0,0.15730577519830524,0.0,0.387456799797182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412946196250208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826466736695592,0.0,0.13716743362308775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870330643808914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684173655243064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646960999822247,0.0,0.13581607771697746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150643841706028,0.11515972256407946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322482050668856,0.0,0.12892458624721134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031429950455146,0.1616945114411101,0.0,0.15874733741153765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859008137339833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750618075847062,0.0,0.1423405884756578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454872853864808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243256614945118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899105250415154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438290912891986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124139726055467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819094056832134,0.16138709380740393,0.326281508180144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685189140659956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328902524516358,0.15837599534762067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403138185126589,0.17909665909742326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29886390452092904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451027426572327,0.0,0.0,0.10380608192891433 adhd,AFabulousfox,2019/10/17,"Disappearing phone ""OK let's take this step by step. You had your headphones on and you went to pick up the clothes off the ground to throw them into your closet so your room appeared clean."" ""that was easy. Now to stop the music... Where's my phone?"" ""it's gotta be around here somewhere... I mean my headphones are Bluetooth so it's not upstairs right?"" ""no they were in my hand when I went downstairs. But now they aren't... Were they in my hand when I went downstairs?"" *checks upstairs and headphones start going static* ""OK so the phone is downstairs... Maybe in the pile of clothes in my closet?"" I didn't find my phone for the next half hour. It was on my bed.",0.7955365963179162,3.2955326488549663,1.0168208352043102,101.49749887741359,88.92366412213741,3.3876964526268525,18.39290525370453,4.514644488427479,-0.8734466995958683,511,14,113,1,17,151,77,131,0.017,0.848,0.135,0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,4,0,10,2,0,0,6,2,11,2,2,1,0,11,20,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,9,4,0,0,1,9,2,20,2,16,8,0,31,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,1,8,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266821548821602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834674600929965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577018298038815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352645781113165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428749111619835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400032846715675,0.26022793366809777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540687574555221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040160001390232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909191904629933,0.0,0.0,0.19972787194676775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962016794845198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6643773516736813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,professional_burrito,2019/10/17,"Strattera & Me (First time using any medication for ADHD) So today is my second day on 40mg of Strattera and so far so good. I'm going to list the side effects I'm having and their severity. After that I'm going to list the other changes I've noticed. \- Side effects - I can feel a different sensation when peeing (I'm a man), almost like I can't force myself to pee, and it has to come out naturally. This is a common side effect from what I've read. Its a very minor side effect for me. I find myself sleeping more often but for less time. For example, I'll fall asleep for an hour a few times throughout the day. I started using caffeine today to combat this. Its a very minor side effect for me as well. My appetite has decreased pretty substantially. I'm 6'1 and 300 pounds, so I'm notorious for eating quite a bit throughout the day. I've noticed I don't crave food like I use to. For the first time in my life I had to force myself to eat something because I didn't eat for like 8 hours. I'll be honest I really hope this sticks around lol. The amount of things that make me irritable has slightly increased. However, the amount of time I stay irritable and the severity of irritability has decreased quite a bit which is nice. \- Other changes - My focus has definitely improved. I find myself getting ""lost"" in a task for an extended period of time which is a nice change from starting something and immediately having 5 other things pop into my head or losing my train of thought consistently throughout the task. My memory has improved as well. I found myself laying in bed last night remembering scenes from my life that happened years ago and in pretty good detail. As far as emotional blunting goes I haven't really noticed any difference, but that may be because I also just started Zoloft again for depression. I've started and stopped Zoloft a few times over the years and its common for emotional blunting to occur for the first few weeks for me. &#x200B; All in all its been an pleasant experience so far. A few other things I've noticed are that most of the effects and changes seem to peak about 2-6 hours and last 12-14 hours after dosing. However, I expect the overall length of effectiveness to increase as my brain and body adapt to the medication, again it takes a few weeks for it to start to fully work. My motivation to start tasks is pretty much the same, maybe slightly better. However, I'm more likely to stay engaged in the task once I start it. Feel free to share your experiences with Strattera here! Thanks guys <3",5.102081632653062,6.469200963265308,5.8361224489795935,78.15602040816326,68.95918367346938,8.293877551020408,29.102040816326532,8.676224119757912,2.271861224489796,2032,74,368,33,35,663,223,490,0.055,0.7559999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.997,4,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,1,17,16,21,0,0,32,1,24,18,7,12,2,51,56,27,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,1,7,0,1,2,26,17,4,1,16,1,1,6,4,3,2,4,6,2,38,19,63,47,19,70,0,3,0,0,5,19,0,7,47,229,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646604955550107,0.0,0.05640058196978405,0.0,0.06371221654904166,0.0,0.0,0.05088166390095005,0.0,0.13787742024612906,0.07731251575283399,0.08653568060894723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056640601318893535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775715995008446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627199849486683,0.1389261569107021,0.07067410738748214,0.0,0.07102762304814683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692313520419662,0.05480813790406558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310045781945465,0.0,0.054800953306608606,0.0,0.0,0.13295118965448305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953157495831031,0.0,0.14314130114193285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244768118221023,0.0,0.0,0.06434240268699662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163059647780392,0.16236064852194676,0.07693677348334367,0.069762590221231,0.0,0.0,0.03324194239714608,0.0,0.0723202081470562,0.10673288707437573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299971192561261,0.0562642336826839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529859961798151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319494290403699,0.2506350493922141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372731249797036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988180617609906,0.12433773705331187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118118368968701,0.06945526049261651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247082793643494,0.0,0.06392083711757299,0.0,0.0,0.12819293863971098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677240763397214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970866115386528,0.0,0.0,0.28975434669986144,0.0,0.06775957976429499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419145127715146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353480984279819,0.06364318643925106,0.0,0.08152084912029743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207581899770403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792269196031904,0.0,0.14375846764412478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636719182620164,0.0,0.0,0.09796475783664672,0.0,0.0,0.3152435151474305,0.135633633110294,0.0,0.053194158521703186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783880984868988,0.0,0.0,0.05857824323695439,0.0,0.0,0.12681079854370114,0.0,0.0,0.05051191177916101,0.25970569667388543,0.0,0.12061995681054268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648572242218259,0.0,0.10499617467611302,0.0,0.0,0.10207382790000566,0.0,0.1144147734340217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046320462739410005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731251575283399,0.08194607511437461 adhd,ibrafairoozy,2019/10/17,"Best ADHD awareness campaigns ? What are the best ADHD awareness campaigns in your opinion and would you mind sharing them ? I am an advertising student (22 yo) and I’ve been suffering from ADHD since I was a child, I live in a country where ADHD or any other mental illness really is considered an after thought. So I would really love to make an awareness campaign about ADHD for my final project and I’m looking for inspiration.",5.7819409282700445,7.704319620253166,6.572848101265826,71.38982067510548,67.9873417721519,8.30464135021097,35.951476793248936,8.841846274778883,3.5988717299578066,346,18,52,6,6,114,57,79,0.065,0.715,0.22,0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,3,6,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,5,8,7,2,5,0,1,1,1,6,3,0,2,2,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8338559560513662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436644511673767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29125520123471216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201266954917048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253396770985972,0.0,0.11652948696348085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524280333989818,0.0,0.09262817430505338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398446852563448,0.0,0.1401152999410888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779562557886694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478965037009566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016564536402003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715245524255906,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TimelyInvesting,2019/10/17,"I feel like I’ve become dependent on ADD medication. How do I live a normal life without it? I was told I should post this here... I’ve been taking the Vyvanse for so long I can hardly remember what it feels to like to feel “normal”...... I don’t want to live the rest of my life feeling this. I’m afraid to get off the meds and yet I feel like I need to. I can provide more info if needed.",-0.2222619047619041,1.6786070119047634,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,86.0238095238095,5.161904761904762,17.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.2675619047619042,295,7,70,3,9,102,55,84,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,7,3,0,2,0,19,19,4,0,7,2,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,6,10,3,10,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878397903656253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299873175220644,0.3645151560067367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885968222296751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235810488099913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026480279083265,0.2492772159087658,0.0,0.3003671808108318,0.15051528192414204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892032988970905,0.17133751774582007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222405172555223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332842096872357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288944593045104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266727243489729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787885227322054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251854941211508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031748000264484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639508698954926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moonplutoenergy,2019/10/17,"SSRIs vs. SNRIs vs. NDRIs while on Stimulants? **Tl;dr** I'm on 3x daily 10mg Dexedrine, and need to explore some antidepressant options. I've taken Wellbutrin in the past, but want to know what other people's experiences with SSRIs & SNRIs have been while on stimulants. Especially if you also have experience with NDRIs! \*\*\* Hey folks, I'm currently taking 10mg Dexedrine 3x daily, and that's been enough to end the chronic dysthymia I carried around for 20+ years, but now it's SAD season--yay (/s)! **I was on 150mg Wellbutrin XL 1x daily last winter**, and it was ok, but I'd really like to consider other options. So **I'd like to hear about what your experiences are with SSRIs/SNRIs vs. NDRIs while taking stimulants?** **Before being diagnosed with ADHD I had been on Escitalopram, Sertraline, and Fluoxetine to no avail! I wonder if they would have a different effect now?** I mean, they definitely helped in that my stress was way down, but because my brain was starving for NE and Dopamine, obviously it didn't help with the lethargy, etc. Anyway, this is a little rambly, but I would love it if folks could share any of their experiences with me! Whether they're directly related, or if it's more just along the lines of general experiences of AD/HD and SSRIs/SNRIs/NDRIs. Thanks friends!",2.1534464285714283,5.045246737500001,3.505952380952383,82.14000000000001,89.95833333333334,6.576190476190478,22.690476190476193,7.760100539840176,1.7133476190476191,1027,38,181,23,35,334,142,240,0.084,0.784,0.132,0.9194,2,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,3,1,8,9,0,1,6,1,18,4,1,4,1,47,31,22,0,9,15,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,12,14,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,10,1,14,7,28,17,4,23,0,1,0,1,12,10,0,9,13,109,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159768834145956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063125945189662,0.0,0.14404114516068456,0.0,0.0904042047633391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834536883558006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103938994580474,0.0,0.11312270665645922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840573813512065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614229628235716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349319673925145,0.0,0.13889469047303818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774596227886662,0.13736323485547453,0.14826397263992128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502073540685513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270962099978016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498337810683377,0.0,0.1782146388053952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730607078019136,0.10836437793785393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989617879327814,0.1332414620076548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998413232869055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481134719907568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857381188890453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690689863619642,0.09216431203386637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851651883303111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522830722109188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990965718472636,0.0,0.0,0.1223938948420951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841184324252815,0.10552210480091306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416847048992612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887445544117495,0.0,0.0,0.08560942378982019 adhd,Donogath,2019/10/17,"Dealing with shame I'll start by saying that I don't know that I have ADHD; I've never talked to a professional, but based on the reading I've done I believe it is a good fit for my symptoms. Simply asked, how do I get past the shame of acknowledging and asking for help? I've got a borderline-crippling phobia of failure, and I don't know how to go and talk to my professor in grad school and tell him that I haven't done the work I needed to on my research paper. I don't know how to tell my parents that I've been charged $25 a month on a phone plan I can't use because I haven't disconnected it after 5 months. I don't even know what to say to the counselor, provided I work up the moral courage to actually go tomorrow. I'm sorry if this is just a rant. I'm just having a very, very hard time this semester and it will only get worse. I know I need to reach out for help if I don't want to self-immolate, but I am too ashamed and too scared to do so. Any advice or input would be appreciated.",6.371658986175112,3.9977712580645175,7.500649769585255,79.9366889400922,66.83410138248848,10.707649769585254,32.759907834101384,9.120678840339163,2.426004976958524,781,24,182,11,10,269,118,217,0.16899999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.111,-0.8919,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,4,12,0,21,1,0,4,1,30,40,15,0,6,7,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,4,3,21,2,25,33,0,17,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,3,8,110,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.12648832553413109,0.0,0.15577546902323336,0.12666106441525268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814458385429755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235038819154045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901383924872289,0.0,0.0,0.1460349322513767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133630313469688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652881290294629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561136850805356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543995533338504,0.0,0.147329624185549,0.10871730422105057,0.10366723671799508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611213546759735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376022736296126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561729071207774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691946499623304,0.0,0.0,0.1922199891172048,0.0999692778192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858021692438693,0.0,0.0,0.14392528493185158,0.0,0.1237349058908296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296529280031858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061546360989164,0.12977008144032967,0.13118018575742016,0.0,0.0,0.1352196877923465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509657286474092,0.09174418248188963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347225775719912,0.0,0.20836383851280207,0.22658343082351945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558121161062502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194820696812874,0.0,0.2138966044524812,0.07645196713973923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872667937075865,0.0,0.13209166431444794,0.09207680283871417,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brednad,2019/10/17,"I can't even get into video games at this point. For the past couple of weeks I haven't even been able to play games, or do anything I enjoy in my free time. I have a list of games that I'm really psyched to go through, but when I have the time, I just can't bring myself to sit down and start anything. Most of my evenings are spent listening to youtube while I try to figure out what to do, until so much time has passed that I just go to bed. I'm feeling really defeated at this point.",6.115714285714287,4.0697386666666695,6.310476190476191,87.22285714285717,67.0952380952381,9.923809523809524,29.57142857142857,8.238735603445708,1.6199142857142852,380,9,92,4,5,122,66,105,0.047,0.875,0.078,0.0285,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,20,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,5,2,4,3,1,0,0,2,2,11,4,19,18,2,22,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,2,9,61,16,1,0.2131367530094366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507867745969307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358317632791092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223244456664232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776834636445123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135515655236082,0.0,0.2422610569473268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566800372910506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346314767380394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029662469613995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730817233126383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085929078892654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728452640405008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470586462949736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709654470534145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OMGitsEntropy,2019/10/17,"I wish I had a normal high school experience I wasn't diagnosed with ADHD until I was almost 25 years old. I struggled throughout school when they dropped the hands on aspect of teaching, which was after 6th grade. Few things made me look forward to going to school, it all started when I was in 7th grade and I made the basketball team, but I had failing grades so play time was minimal at best, only when they needed me out there. I ended up staying back in 7th, I didn't make the basketball team, which was fair because I basically failed out of my first year. I went on to 8th grade, and I made the team, I got a good amount of playing time, I enjoyed working on my skills and making sure I was able to stay eligible, which was extremely hard. My mom ended up having to move us due to her job, I went to a basketball summer camp for the school, balled on all of the varsity players my freshman year and was promised a spot on the varsity squad as long as I kept my grades up. I signed up for the tryouts, and I ended up bailing on them, failed every class in this new school. Halfway through sophomore year, we moved back to my hometown, again I was adamant on playing basketball, I signed up, and ended up bailing on tryouts, again. I wanted to get my weight up and tryout for football, I got my weight up, I did not try out for football. I guess basically what I'm getting at with this post, is I wish I would've been able to apply myself to the things I wanted so badly to do, there's many nights and days I dread on my past wishing I did these things, these things that all my friends and kids within my class wanted to do and actually did it, I think back to how much different my entire high school career could've been and feel ashamed, I feel as though I missed out on so much more than everyone else, I was never one to party, I never did the things that wanted me to stay in school, I don't miss high school whatsoever like what I hear about from my peers in the past, but I wonder if I would feel that way had I experienced the life of high school the way they did.... Rant over.",4.9099345335515565,5.1076761536643005,5.3445981087470456,85.72173076923079,68.78723404255321,8.209819967266776,27.85315511911257,7.882392219407189,1.4808418621567556,1635,49,348,18,26,523,192,423,0.091,0.7979999999999999,0.111,0.7574,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,4,10,16,19,0,3,17,0,28,5,1,6,6,54,61,26,0,11,4,1,7,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,19,18,2,1,5,7,0,6,6,9,0,2,30,10,65,10,68,30,9,82,0,5,1,0,14,37,0,4,35,239,84,26,0.12675990448079488,0.0,0.061849690718602426,0.0,0.07617038600161118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346586695362519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462058131856761,0.05291961273835818,0.03863583061429805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651334964398321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060373459030567,0.0,0.0,0.040874825902429295,0.0,0.0,0.06432931738648974,0.0,0.0662185603560243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294581735901306,0.0,0.22454330207402176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340034331746028,0.0605622604538831,0.0,0.061997754950434324,0.0,0.0,0.0961404246216951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053910954998018464,0.0,0.0,0.048967193880161804,0.0,0.0662268182690963,0.0,0.03602028744979041,0.053160096897778716,0.10138147535094078,0.0,0.06982016291179508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677598811606956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143381248954968,0.0,0.0,0.26785759737129905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628948229115296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476713463526198,0.03096424321961147,0.0,0.0,0.0560892632819673,0.05322319723306791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991492981899465,0.08461322054772026,0.06425732369490045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422983405131794,0.0,0.1347257177709341,0.09318311497492704,0.04699543150179592,0.09776505283582314,0.06121275281925637,0.0,0.05947779170190089,0.06209889635755107,0.0,0.0,0.06650659822075873,0.0,0.042947895924149763,0.04820330968885216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210066720090803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060700474409312526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772950582529733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486065641057722,0.20266378835184812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625848734464558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973485491564976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053412005274635,0.04061131422534138,0.06227048127859638,0.0,0.07391471967890043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303082720189932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623827877750748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495325517973024,0.10061611198896593,0.0,0.15435941434051614,0.0,0.11750770140683645,0.0,0.0,0.21865145154130494,0.0,0.06873285459695844,0.04614136008259733,0.0,0.0,0.0900465992238234,0.0,0.0,0.16325844499782682 adhd,lildeathstarrr,2019/10/17,it’s been 5 hours I have an essay due tomorrow and it was assigned a week ago. I told myself I would start today at 4pm and it’s 9pm now. throughout that time frame I watched a movie that I didn’t even finish. I can’t stick to one thing whatsoever and I HATE IT!!!,-2.00416666666667,-0.1494050833333347,0.9733333333333364,99.95833333333334,99.83333333333334,4.0,15.0,5.82211442006289,-0.8684999999999996,205,5,52,2,9,71,44,60,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.7437,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,8,0,2,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,32,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31602685581459034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354731702012027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519823240530583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35109303774024186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415821235990156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252341410644498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23685108999154986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078853289668837,0.0,0.3379322018321493,0.3406630098071657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28597285493862706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532562794435823,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cpai097,2019/10/17,"Thing #58729 That I Need To Get Thru My Head One of my biggest struggles and thing I need to get through my head is that, when you try and do everything, you end up doing nothing. As I get older, (I’m 22) with more and more daily responsibilities and things to juggle on a daily basis, I’ve found it almost debilitating for me to do ANYTHING. I’ve always struggled with doing “the bare minimum” when it comes to things I have very little interest in. I feel like I get stuck in a hyper focused loop on worrying about finishing all of my tasks, but I cannot for the life of me seem to start on any single one of them. Work and school full time (80 hours a week) on top of a girlfriend, a house, bills, oh and forget worrying about your personal health because you don’t even have time to sleep. Okay rant over lol Advice is always welcome! How does everyone cope with juggling their day to day, on top of leaving time for oneself?",3.2456936936936955,4.906452632432433,4.33675675675676,85.93720720720722,74.02702702702703,7.095495495495496,24.76576576576577,7.793537801064563,1.2295657657657648,727,23,148,10,15,237,113,185,0.081,0.812,0.10800000000000001,0.7257,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,2,3,6,6,0,2,7,2,10,5,3,1,1,20,23,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,20,4,34,21,5,28,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,2,14,97,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700078143636487,0.0,0.0,0.1301416737482391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628341293616948,0.0,0.0,0.08838099601135936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695053188005496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922576188035507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111953769437122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676339901256536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373368397699403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511085628997478,0.0,0.0,0.08584098634063031,0.0,0.0,0.12418760382181987,0.1168046102569605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571446130918585,0.09284737843764956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425004614211637,0.0,0.0,0.2716064363497468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26676419399594925,0.13814724795204725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127989836936406,0.14996273631778295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376146978802296,0.0,0.0,0.09179847546403007,0.06349457798933636,0.13025957313682007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273554140947846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470540145751875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613597128100875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134808607039084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153202349177198,0.0,0.11831570910607375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005935850625375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199024910481757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717363161322464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34537321026179807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735178282539506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823804264611174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072351477443407,0.0,0.0,0.10425048388146413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461643113702713,0.26397254577359985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Booyawoomy,2019/10/17,"Insomnia So I've always been a night owl and stay up late. But it's gotten way worse lately. I recently went up on Concerta and it's causing the worst insomnia of my life. Most of the time I'm up until 3 a.m. anyway. The past few days I haven't been able to fall asleep until 5 or 6 a.m. I don't have to be up early most of the time so this hasn't been a huge deal. But sometimes I have to be up pretty early. I need to be up at 8 tomorrow morning which means I need to go to bed within the next three and a half hours. I'll take some Unisom tonight so I can get enough sleep and get up in the morning. But does this go away or is there anything I can do to help with it? I feel like I'll be tempted to pull all-nighters sometimes if I can't find a way to get to sleep. Sorry for the weird formatting I'm using speech to text",0.6142741935483897,1.917411112903228,2.7738575268817205,95.88078629032259,80.34408602150538,5.940322580645162,19.689516129032253,6.6274283507984215,-0.07404193548387106,641,15,160,6,16,218,105,186,0.07200000000000001,0.878,0.05,-0.4141,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,11,0,17,6,3,2,0,21,32,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,5,2,11,1,30,23,6,37,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,6,17,98,17,0,0.14348201808597005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938853315234765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807347542450243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480607913098086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739555651518746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253403169425392,0.14792366037236312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556208093528956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825527984388498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254881949653548,0.1025035823896798,0.0,0.0,0.13113996513465045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248902973440408,0.0,0.16308827484532226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961729722518898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413008855631045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32370793207556386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013455926415106,0.07009806648012723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629398089057392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278019671339415,0.0,0.0,0.15259475400243452,0.2692963084704333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696982159181434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145972795110054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416711830602574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871712781669397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838147694254539,0.1606163722014046,0.0,0.1529327403896696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788062104317687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733103719550693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392239542717848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777869483686866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300926825052106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622043444134278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RaeADropOfGoldenSun,2019/10/17,"My mental state has been on a steady decline for months. What do I do besides ""ask for more medicine""? For the past few months I've been a mess. I cry at the drop of a hat - usually at least twice a day and sometimes I don't even know why. I cry in class sometimes and it's really embarrassing. My levels of anxiety and RSD are worse than they've ever been (definitely worse than they've been since I started adderall 4 years ago, at least). I feel like I've lost all my social skills. Multiple times I've left a group hangout or club meeting or whatever and thrown up because of how embarrassed or anxious I am about how I behaved. I thought it might be because of my birth control, so I switched to another kind but it didn't help. I've also had depression like symptoms in the past as a result of some severe vitamin deficiencies, but I take supplements now so it's not that. It's also been a kind of rough semester in terms of social things and also a few tough rejections from jobs/groups/etc, but I'm definitively not bouncing back and I'd like to be able to. I feel like my ADHD symptoms (especially the social aspects, not so much the focus aspects) are so much worse now because I just feel like shit all the time and don't know how to compensate for that so I just go way too far into either extreme of ""be hyper and zany and just ramble at people, because that's the closest approximation to a conversation I can remember how to have"" or ""sit in my room and cry and don't go to class or talk to anyone"". I'm not sure what to do besides go to my doc and ask for meds to fix it - but I don't want to do that because a) i don't know if it's a chemical thing or just an i-suck-and-everything-else-also-sucks thing b) my PCP prescribes me adderall, but for anything else I'd probably have to go to a psychiatrist and I don't have a good track record with that c) I don't want to feel like I'm relying on medicine to fix everything wrong with my life, because sometimes maybe everything is just my fault So anyway I was wondering if you guys have any advice for what to do when you just can't handle things anymore? Any advice is appreciated, whether it be ""how to feel better"" or ""how to be less obnoxious when you feel like crap"".",5.099148953301128,4.946590236956523,6.1122705314009655,81.58545088566828,68.36956521739131,9.51046698872786,31.16747181964573,9.250403328903447,2.451679549114332,1759,65,374,31,27,587,205,460,0.15,0.765,0.084,-0.9745,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,0,4,31,23,2,2,21,0,38,6,2,8,4,70,63,46,0,4,26,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,20,16,0,1,12,2,0,4,13,11,0,1,10,7,34,12,53,47,13,44,0,3,0,0,14,17,2,12,26,241,54,2,0.07402745694559372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896661753350933,0.1446775483312883,0.06562087402110513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679892229603106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006824184653366,0.07762424318033025,0.05663080194131925,0.08362995527064017,0.07341534551896166,0.051761719120465496,0.0,0.060918289518111075,0.0,0.13841135854399855,0.0,0.0,0.056922544948945664,0.0,0.27075870393612017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547126989089846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302808764691272,0.0,0.0,0.2439470561794545,0.04774158559119402,0.0,0.06375974019374461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184044128224213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256018276883971,0.04889443714299036,0.06696207295918269,0.0,0.0,0.1330622099694412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245830390473959,0.2644261501665873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828603898238273,0.06209071867705824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329882095633931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049619043958810234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417640951368886,0.12205066305614368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043104857280331,0.0,0.0522877820926656,0.2531625333463354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080971400846129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437053046833833,0.0,0.08222781637098378,0.0,0.07460226515746571,0.07853143335725835,0.0,0.0,0.11817601974167452,0.0,0.10883739712675214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133516807184013,0.051321317719983765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981411917511297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047423884500717314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838586779290714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362995527064017,0.07598812075151089,0.0612362773640275,0.0,0.0,0.22638500957566554,0.0,0.0,0.2196451433890949,0.0,0.052397015043321116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977000209225498,0.1538857447469889,0.05565943479239779,0.05950046578263735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672221207953888,0.0,0.0,0.05876953186761935,0.08633201091602966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153078530523046,0.0,0.08732662418356969,0.05875954962891833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679826565903724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027961925760183,0.0,0.0,0.22632090891041634,0.0,0.08093740314512744,0.0,0.04767125518744877 adhd,hotgirldumber,2019/10/17,"I’m a uni student looking for an accountability buddy Hi all! My name is Lucy. I’m a 20 year old student beginning the third year of my English Literature degree. Almost every single essay I’ve handed in so far at uni has been late, meaning marks are deducted. This has been disappointing, but ultimately not the end of the world as I’ve still managed to earn at least passing grades. However, the fact I’m entering the third year of my course means my marks counts towards my degree classification. I’m desperate to ensure I get a 1st, but the way things are going I don’t know if that’s possible for me. I’m mostly looking for someone who can check in with me to make sure I’m doing the readings, research, planning and writing my essays well in advance of the deadline. In turn, I’d be happy to help with anything you’re struggling with. Thanks for reading!",4.32010989010989,5.989093904761906,5.6047619047619035,77.89664835164834,71.26190476190476,7.788278388278389,30.78021978021977,8.384062270229773,2.455202747252748,688,30,124,11,13,230,110,168,0.051,0.8220000000000001,0.128,0.9358,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,12,0,11,1,1,1,3,19,28,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,2,4,2,2,1,2,2,3,10,4,23,25,4,22,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,3,8,74,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620991778815706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448094517859169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558584113695961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482634770073294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193778295895544,0.0,0.1000085903635608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732480589890171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794990651666973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670926825138616,0.0,0.19850338111114665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955432789002833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746226241106553,0.0,0.0,0.3833688406110192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465236145616826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983812904618294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35203800017236925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909997899795585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405309711652313,0.0,0.0,0.18396349357834996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658509428613878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201080395646128,0.0,0.0,0.11690756548934955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140632969434693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396778904375068,0.0,0.0,0.15821940369191906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399593972967015 adhd,pirkydoh,2019/10/17,"Are you aware of when you’re ADD effects you or is it sneaky? In the past I was diagnosed with ADD and depression and I chose to half ass my meds and just quit them altogether as I was a proud teenager and perhaps a bit angsty. I feel like my depression is somewhat gone as I’m hovering around the middle of my emotions. So I’ll put my important question at the beginning and that is: do any of you feel like you’re fluid in you’re personality? Like you put on a different mask each day/ multiple times of the day, but forget how to Control/focus the process? Like you’re fundamental nature stays the same and you’re still you regardless, you’re emotions are stable/predictable, but you just kind of slip into different thought states without being able to focus on it? I’m not sure I’m explaining it properly as I find it to be something that I experience and perhaps everyone experiences, but its at the core of interferences with my focus as I just kind of go with these changes and they eventually come back to the right place and I’m just mad that I didn’t finish that thing that I meant to do two days ago and just started working on something totally unrelated/ How much of ADHD/ADD are you aware of while you are doing it? Is it kind of a subconscious thing that you can see in hindsight? I’m much older and I started a lot of shit, but I haven’t finished anything that takes complex,in depth, or documented abstract thought. Pretty much ever... I can think in those ways, but when it comes to expressing it... NOPE. I tried college three times and I’m on my third attempt as I usually drop out and lose motivation. I usuallty choose multiple career paths, each time thinking, this is what I want to do!! Only to back out in a couple weeks or a month.... tops. Ive had a few moments of brilliance with simple tasks like reorganizing things or making furniture/artwork for other people. I’m decent at running a business until I mess up and get overwhelmed.",5.758096170583116,6.325129530026113,6.438971932114885,77.32188696692779,67.01566579634465,9.620931244560488,32.929612706701484,9.621722640351123,3.0248521322889474,1562,65,297,31,24,513,198,383,0.084,0.8190000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.5928,2,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,9,2,8,15,17,2,1,17,0,23,3,2,5,3,70,50,35,0,2,16,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,24,28,0,1,13,0,0,7,5,7,0,4,8,3,35,10,50,40,11,59,0,4,1,1,15,22,2,7,31,202,59,4,0.09731019221089897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694794080123574,0.0,0.08625961403393866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661742676120879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007799682384502,0.086626702026505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965106242097218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623752677548344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294128048810446,0.1676482283128357,0.0,0.0,0.10914165501811623,0.0,0.10767187681192313,0.0,0.18827107111405506,0.0,0.16762625192245167,0.09876779673060836,0.0,0.2033368788834964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892173728692796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802263996840108,0.0,0.09298405879418717,0.0,0.19037608068835446,0.0,0.0,0.09840591405191557,0.13903684151792398,0.0,0.0,0.0889397527579886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084055910012486,0.0,0.055303624747713394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040007720754821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377042229328857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886521410081827,0.0,0.08272964557230222,0.0,0.0,0.06495530892680121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108089686533791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767206702935259,0.0,0.21460256378769046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400878614158889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289358934306267,0.06746263478318086,0.08496750640946983,0.10166843944174818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989994491240745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956472408547797,0.10900968575990116,0.10350136756461167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310237245425066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754362439902952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998875139194506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498282802196016,0.0,0.0,0.1377533097993698,0.10371971736375683,0.07771204520032357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171370453995137,0.0,0.07316515413975208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394570331872585,0.12470488391079305,0.0,0.15450684592301106,0.17022706687803466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606723290242329,0.0,0.09505791806609792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071734288399022,0.0,0.05739607258613191,0.07724030116039586,0.07805636653127322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380355276899964,0.0,0.07084297888833012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MeAndMyDogInSpace,2019/10/17,"I was building an ease for my whiteboard so I can stay organized but I had the last screw in my hand but when I went to put it in it was gone. must have put it down but I have zero memory of doing that. Now I'm trying to clean my room while I watch netflix on my phone because the thought of doing work without adequate distractions makes me want to jump off a roof. Oh and I have a midterm tomorrow. How's your night going?",0.44466666666666654,2.601837466666669,2.3422222222222224,94.3,85.44444444444446,5.822222222222222,21.22222222222221,7.1686216300943375,0.5650222222222219,332,11,75,5,10,110,65,90,0.040999999999999995,0.8109999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.8612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,1,5,0,10,2,1,2,1,10,17,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,2,0,1,6,2,13,0,12,10,0,19,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,6,54,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788176631433629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671218206293886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23911168190913015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958070802259133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27528021403856257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897765035526404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126619725839603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328796127287521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199158963092718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301984356952127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719296082525843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827698010521913,0.0,0.2135553980085282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elburcho123,2019/10/17,"Can't find B vitamin complex dose anywhere Hi guys, After a bunch of reading about the benefits of B vitamins for ADHD symptoms (especially B6, B12 and folate) I am keen to give them a crack, but I can't find any information on the recommended doses for adults anywhere. Can anyone help?",5.293888888888887,6.942469314814815,6.937962962962962,69.36583333333336,68.81481481481481,9.844444444444443,33.87037037037037,10.125756701596842,3.8731259259259248,229,11,38,6,4,79,44,54,0.027999999999999997,0.792,0.18,0.7818,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37689289959748296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132625117482707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928027554958784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732595388475168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008389966923541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105187758420309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020317363248286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136903922217452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259562190423034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ob_viously,2019/10/17,"ADD and Prozac? Hey all, I’ve done some online research and can’t find much on the effects of Prozac (fluoxetine) on ADD. Some folks report slight improvement in focus, which I also have so my prescriber increased my dose from 20 mg (which I’ve been on for over 5 years) to 40 mg. No other meds on board for the ADD yet. I’m just bummed because the first couple weeks I felt more focused and able to accomplish things just because they needed to be done and not under the stress of a deadline, but that petered out and I feel somewhat the same as when on 20 except a little more tired and blah feeling. Would love some insight. Thanks",4.392124444444448,5.635354648000003,4.364266666666668,88.51057777777778,70.52000000000002,6.5155555555555535,25.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.8520222222222222,501,15,100,3,9,154,88,125,0.057,0.7879999999999999,0.156,0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,6,3,0,1,7,0,7,5,0,1,1,29,14,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,3,6,2,19,8,10,16,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,4,5,69,11,3,0.21481469783183849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178723624570852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189809192069796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376883773100763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439660035904098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723353136651685,0.0,0.20625579736168648,0.0,0.19633674212192004,0.18272127223762252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530076107350715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387865171899246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861070278405885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579135198023217,0.1592823765351554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460695105832676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977725124986993,0.0,0.0,0.14271334005075642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689789463907236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723113931778738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152598198004961,0.0,0.0,0.13833362242718245 adhd,alternate_life,2019/10/17,"I am at my wits end with my child and I just want to cry. I am getting calls almost daily from his school about his behavior. Hes a sweet kid but a goofball so he is being disruptive in class and gets pretty close to straight F's. We have tried medication off and on and vyvanse seemed to work ok ( he is very underweight and has no appetite) But we switched insurance and now they wont cover it. They put him on concerta and it is giving him really bad dry mouth (his breath smells constantly now), Headaches, hot flashes and rapid heart beat. I am scared to try adderall because addiction runs in his family and I am scared to try straterra because of the link between antidepressant drugs and suicide in children. I feel like we are out of options and I just want to cry. He needs help and I don't know what to do. Does anyone have any advice from personal experience?",3.2477192982456136,5.295150029239768,4.10629239766082,85.92715789473688,75.0233918128655,7.600935672514621,27.18947368421053,8.447377352677275,1.930202807017544,689,27,137,13,15,221,114,171,0.159,0.718,0.12300000000000001,-0.903,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,3,0,2,2,6,6,0,2,3,1,16,6,3,0,0,31,25,15,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,18,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,4,22,3,22,23,0,16,0,0,0,0,22,10,0,3,5,85,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856746955769708,0.0,0.1511008045951997,0.0,0.0,0.15483772140865149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051524207741424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811957344513046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910801738866953,0.18851972766463002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157892594100129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670980599093514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397034475862246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135316105650191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793195224785801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369546140294634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125596749496326,0.14576962548031966,0.0,0.0781846211106456,0.11046635640988857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157361632552295,0.14833337798630594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323506104198006,0.10364396621171368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497956825077803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554348652908564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577155838216153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465478815047993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501530592635014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157312382990415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544396436889166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905873008961567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30961943685761634,0.1564919078045188,0.0,0.14076762867114406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691380608928848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149470205365687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275843890234159,0.18240733726708305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257110949269697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iocheaira,2019/10/17,"Does anyone else move super fast when they’re not paying attention? Someone laughed at me today because I was sprinting up the stairs until I saw them coming down. Is this an ADHD thing anyone else can relate to? I will literally sprint across the room or jump if I’m not observed or aware I’m being observed, used to be yelled at for it a lot.",4.173478260869565,5.404163739130438,5.012289855072464,83.70626086956524,71.02898550724638,6.679420289855073,25.394202898550724,6.742157984588678,1.0326498550724643,274,8,52,2,5,89,56,69,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,9,6,1,14,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,4,4,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29211457544446195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33991069963866344,0.4980936775072014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816899124813546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209377312255774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270613025160476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060960110944161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664352982578132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583375765436869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059465501718565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614803031048852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303953694395225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992845122094508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tomkins_16,2019/10/17,"Helping with being antisocial There's a Halloween party that my co workers are having, and essentially I wasn't invited. Everyone has had this or something similar happen to them, it sucks ha ha. Are there any tips you guys have for not being the ""weird guy""?",4.881875000000001,7.090446770833335,6.052500000000002,73.0425,70.875,8.966666666666667,30.75,9.516144504307137,3.262649999999999,207,9,34,5,4,69,44,48,0.048,0.735,0.217,0.7729,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,1,0,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548343740116727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580777735959837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7420981513523461,0.3313791644990138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117867049755915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884912623652003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,basschild98,2019/10/17,"How do I go get diagnosed/medicated? In high school, I was never officially diagnosed (I think), however, I remember my mother taking me to see a doctor because she thought I had ADD. They asked me a bunch of questions and ended up prescribing me concerta which I took for about two years but stopped on my own because I didn't like the way it made me feel (I think my dose was too high). I'm now almost 22 and in my third year of university, I really struggle every day. I've dropped university courses multiple times and have even taken a year off because I thought it was my depression was that was causing me to struggle. It's been over a year since then and I realized I'm still struggling to stay focused in school... getting distracted, procrastinating, impulsiveness... all of your classic symptoms. I hate it so much but I never do anything about it, especially because I'm someone who takes school so seriously even though my grades don't reflect that. Anyways, my mother has been reminded me for over 6 months to try to go get seen for it to get help. But I have no clue where to start. I also live in a new city so I don't have any doctor. Do I go see a doctor first? At a clinic? How did you end up getting diagnosed? I need some advice, I have no clue where to start! ( I live in Canada by the way, if that matters)",3.1365502938126504,4.930622532319397,4.775694780504669,82.1155850328379,74.62737642585552,7.975734531628068,28.68458347735914,8.710501217029153,2.277450190114069,1038,44,206,21,22,350,141,263,0.14800000000000002,0.826,0.027000000000000003,-0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,1,17,8,1,4,9,0,20,8,0,4,3,30,49,16,0,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,9,0,0,4,7,7,0,3,16,4,37,1,29,33,5,43,0,1,3,0,10,16,0,4,20,142,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313984557447416,0.0,0.0,0.09544331348691848,0.0,0.0,0.0762226596636504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481686354300786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843539158384975,0.0,0.08910582677985035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241038814406664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979138468773238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061469716078713925,0.0,0.08209390363618263,0.19348363145199285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29267409244640585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884002220357702,0.0,0.0,0.12590814200199146,0.0,0.08030624888936945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819367809491895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107413362862949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898844373768864,0.0,0.1625076163918795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410295109458948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388703907663844,0.20140918152463197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656565984758453,0.0,0.16832821146559432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018851587441304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587248964410828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607881358441017,0.0,0.0700668381378781,0.07067420515276998,0.1470242357627106,0.0920549617796062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677361732485592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106065978978534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797230672596546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893889049555223,0.15190601128418202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884481708497032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075933644951334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492763586298384,0.10159215975754804,0.07611797170048809,0.07968686419113634,0.0,0.29892900935671224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990678558433094,0.14332869809089285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214686667897492,0.093645629547567,0.15133751396174114,0.055578424279352175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105897483733138,0.06471202438994968,0.0,0.09310803619452844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513118086831592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455166484482156 adhd,MindlessJellyfish,2019/10/17,"I’m a veterinary technician assistant, I love my job but I fail horribly at being a receptionist I work 4 days a week at a veterinary clinic, 3 days as a tech assistant and 1 day as a receptionist. I feel like I’m a great assistant, I keep the clinic as clean as possible and I do a lot of the tedious work that the techs and doctors don’t have time for (I.e. surgery inventory, cleaning up after animals, making sure surgical equipment is clean and ready for use) it’s all very physically stimulating and fulfilling, however I feel like I’m a horrible receptionist. It’s extremely stressful trying to juggle answering phones, preparing for tomorrow’s appointments, and making notes of everything without messing up. I’ve messed up at reception multiple times so I think I’m going to talk to my boss about it and see what they think I should do. I don’t want to lose another job I love because of how forgetful I am or how easily a phone call and distract me from finishing my notes, making me forget them. Should I start searching for another job? What entry level jobs are suitable for people with ADHD?",8.03202597402597,7.512756038095244,9.04974025974026,64.18344155844157,62.42857142857143,13.731601731601732,39.56709956709956,12.872792785125622,5.5544761904761915,888,43,152,32,11,306,123,210,0.146,0.667,0.188,0.8621,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,4,4,12,0,2,13,0,11,5,0,8,2,34,30,17,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,6,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,3,20,6,27,27,2,18,0,2,1,2,8,7,0,2,12,92,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663954183990744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273339061875805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945212206092675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330884763559255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521694193071469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340526874503486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713833898410485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318044352540364,0.18622531534138226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407342432211901,0.0,0.0,0.14369681563061826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173567714232522,0.11584936346319202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735198351855032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581357433251546,0.0,0.1108077123054946,0.2352681562269587,0.0,0.2610025390953171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035914725262774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693519279222667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103861579051775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225307938759413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930039884562574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228409201663072,0.0,0.0,0.10475980719333264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702915628232298,0.0,0.0,0.1520009078788606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884901522982326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256917381947644,0.0,0.10754153504603302,0.07687603947282819,0.0,0.10454834353968656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564005341200862,0.0,0.1897735296511524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deiesse,2019/10/17,"executive dysfunction [https://medium.com/@anna\_cc\_ro/executive-dysfunction-b55b23c42706](https://medium.com/@anna_cc_ro/executive-dysfunction-b55b23c42706) someone emailed this to me the other day and it made me feel less alone. I made a reddit account after lurking for months on this thread to share :)",23.64395833333333,31.03663131250001,11.801250000000005,29.452083333333373,32.75,8.016666666666666,32.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.209404166666668,270,7,23,3,3,63,28,32,0.161,0.6990000000000001,0.14,0.0498,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40070479811591053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24951418421298954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562488719939292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7321756272623162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088145564736008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32781345412396545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Annonamus_Moose,2019/10/17,"Learners Licence I gave myself a goal. I’d get my learners before Halloween. Any tips? Please!!!! I’m desperate!",0.4870714285714257,-0.579000149999997,2.0442857142857167,85.49500000000002,150.5,3.1428571428571432,27.857142857142854,5.288315135182226,1.6872142857142856,87,5,13,1,7,28,17,20,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.5374,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41660900360728215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213025016798528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200735789582225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724831179357211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,austinofthewall,2019/10/17,"I can’t quit going back and forth on EVERYTHING I struggle a lot with this, and I fear I’m never going to get anywhere in life. I know this is something most of you guys struggles with here. I just need relief from my stress. I go back and forth on my career path constantly. I know I want to own my own video production business, but I keep feeling like I’ll never have what it takes to be consistent. I’ve thought about learning how to code and get a job doing that, because I think it’s really interesting but it’s not something that fires me up. Learning will be useful for starting up my business though. Then I thought about going back to school and getting a degree so I could just easily get a job. You know, go down the path with little competition and I could get a stable job. I was thinking financial planning. I can’t trust myself to complete the schooling and I’d end up wasting money for nothing. I even go back and forth on whether or not to medicate. I tried for few months, but could never find Something that really worked for me. On the other hand though, I want to try and treat my symptoms naturally with diet and exercise and building good habits. Unfortunately, that also is tough to keep up. There are a hundred different other ideas that would benefit me I go back and forth on, but my boss keeps looking at me like he wants me to do some work so I have to go pretend I’m doing something and get off of my phone. p.s. it may be worth mentioning that I also have ODD, and it controls a lot of my decisions",3.0483408748114647,4.897204915032685,4.2320261437908515,85.68334841628959,75.01307189542483,7.060633484162897,26.47511312217195,7.882392219407189,1.5736977375565613,1208,45,240,18,26,395,155,306,0.068,0.775,0.157,0.9835,4,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,5,19,13,0,4,10,0,21,6,1,4,3,64,56,28,0,8,10,0,3,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,16,18,1,4,13,3,2,8,7,5,0,0,3,4,37,8,38,44,7,35,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,6,15,172,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508105279537053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32471251241096794,0.0,0.05148442741570445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855194311444282,0.09126841040225116,0.09472611937743816,0.20229700713466844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823997336194235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480415946483078,0.0,0.0,0.055783294797730656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590483620309968,0.0,0.0,0.09503801915437082,0.04270418274480258,0.0603363603259575,0.0,0.0,0.07719250395969005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647529324931754,0.0,0.3839925468593913,0.07083883293381678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836260723438912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953420878929672,0.0,0.0,0.251432716226934,0.22520876685216265,0.0,0.0,0.13924668153165198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965473647369361,0.08252320745667338,0.0846484701338817,0.0,0.0,0.07092291769608149,0.0,0.0,0.14360526750733724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508191254365192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741306508952573,0.0,0.0,0.06262406795852657,0.19541618569431246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103912208988066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983080656075917,0.0,0.0,0.1082111047447165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095073005494252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007763132861456,0.0,0.0,0.059779359523760074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674562929368892,0.17658635666071876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778354313891794,0.0635014296252005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823374190470686,0.1659578698091942,0.13409943187232418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468201741696432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294404867261327,0.0,0.0,0.14944543096824692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297193906607695,0.0,0.0,0.05999609077971148,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BreezyRhinoceros,2019/10/17,"Work thinks my medication is the same as using meth. I can’t adequately explain why this isn’t right - my words wont work. Can you help me explain why taking vyvance isn’t the same as using meth? I know I read something about them being different chemicals, but I can’t find it now. I also think saying my meds are the same as street drugs is likely to cause my boss to think badly of me, but I can’t work out how to explain this. Or should I just let it go? Is arguing this going to just make it all worse?",3.6442590120160223,4.024523439252338,5.038718291054738,86.16299065420563,71.61682242990653,7.983444592790388,24.631508678237648,7.957251820313856,1.1077807743658212,396,10,88,5,7,133,64,107,0.12300000000000001,0.86,0.018000000000000002,-0.9184,1,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,6,3,1,0,3,0,14,2,0,6,1,26,27,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,15,1,10,23,4,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,60,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374577467768448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008349607918056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465246205210986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878001846441836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845259181554412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428797453636898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431180012483585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048243874536932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878573737199522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380625245654966,0.0,0.08781662667906989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998432431002895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996614013221725,0.18107891782829516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979834848709872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350526650131135,0.0,0.14294418056888472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838010519618255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351494085324118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455290602433739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104920658400693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243923021669939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925797795960631,0.0,0.1831803065185416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coolguydumbbitchdich,2019/10/17,"grades being all over the place this isn't particularly a rant, but i've just noticed that my grades are constantly all over the place. my first year of university i got A's in some classes and straight up failed some, and this year (my second year) i find that my test marks are much higher than some assignment marks, and even some assignment marks are way high and others are,, abysmal... i think it's a time management thing, any of you ADHDers have any experience with this? i've found that postponing assignments when midterms are piling up, and only taking 4 classes at once has made it near-manageable, but it would be great to hear either that other ppl have the same problem or have found solutions to this!",6.963944444444442,7.3590221629629635,6.287546296296295,80.04020833333338,64.4074074074074,10.00925925925926,30.949074074074076,9.827888789773867,2.6841296296296298,572,19,110,11,8,175,85,135,0.071,0.8420000000000001,0.087,0.3001,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,1,2,25,20,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,8,1,12,13,9,18,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,5,7,75,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428277232535697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929391693940644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792450988138298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464715479165546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318305021189752,0.15186670727080806,0.0,0.39152152805606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279538212938234,0.1968418545254504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122844959780395,0.0,0.0,0.1886381503153868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893961521966186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124802598098512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326987612748385,0.0,0.19014011754454468,0.0,0.13578831839039182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37307425631218394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083942638691335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424045661826953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861456945714573,0.11440173095745408,0.0,0.0,0.10410857215283978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171737104932353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683025672202242,0.0,0.0,0.34492325089887005 adhd,extraairpod,2019/10/17,"Good test taker + ADHD diagnosis I am going to start the very long process of an ADHD diagnosis very soon, and in some ways I am expecting a diagnosis. A lot of the symptoms match and the posts on this subreddit are extremely relatable, if that counts for anything. However, I heard that the diagnosis process often uses a set of exams to test for ADHD. I happen to be a REALLY good test taker, and taking exams almost always automatically puts me into hyper focus. As a result I have very high scores on standardized tests. I am afraid that taking the exam and acing it may lead to a possible misdiagnosis just because I happen to personally be good at tests. Am I crazy in being worried about this?",5.813787878787878,7.037615227272728,7.9193939393939425,64.40742424242428,67.18181818181819,10.412121212121212,29.81818181818182,10.504223727775694,3.511736363636364,558,20,90,15,9,199,80,132,0.036000000000000004,0.879,0.084,0.7993,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,12,0,10,1,0,3,0,17,18,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,18,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,3,65,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380845671214115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494456719089584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418243533403882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281457305332648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097737008987107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848184436560394,0.3755347613279589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395082960829186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768380917384794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320756816286313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688137194747895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031354975125312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824946983334274,0.1429338890134563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003080313995895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560912122711984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563522191313401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512100052050712,0.22442487385945115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889834936607705,0.0,0.3694242185153915,0.0,0.11846243644670736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156388162399706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ghooosst,2019/10/17,Is it possible for xanax to help you think less or do I just have anxiety too maybe? I took 0.50mg xanax and my mind isn’t racing as much as it always does. Is it helping my adhd or are all my thoughts just from anxiety or something,4.141933333333334,3.9442138599999983,5.306000000000001,86.70633333333336,70.4,9.066666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.8822666666666668,183,6,42,3,3,61,37,50,0.068,0.835,0.09699999999999999,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,10,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,5,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241204225410748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440745863409875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126311635293277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360115057912769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615411249720996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709444107046391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723145999725736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825651532557584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040400668602909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762402980620365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280936880623904,0.0,0.2141073363197084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996405527157501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mike_Oxbigh,2019/10/17,Strattera Anyone else have insane success with this? I have the same motivation as with Dexedrine but without the high or ups & downs as with stimulants.,5.224444444444444,8.568797370370373,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,75.2962962962963,6.562962962962962,31.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,2.523133333333333,127,6,20,2,3,37,22,27,0.064,0.7959999999999999,0.14,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,17,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638603596847147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993466302241074,0.43865245800210223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576335566894225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523249900205462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41268574643176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jw518,2019/10/17,"Is this normal? I was diagnosed in February. I was put on 30mg of methylphenidate which has now made it up to 50mg over time. Today I took my meds at 8:00 am and couldn’t hold a conversation with my colleague by lunch at 12:30. I get that you can like get used to it but I’m like scared lol. I feel like I see a lot of people on like 30mg and less and I feel weird about already taking 50mg. And now that’s not even working? Is my Dr. just going to keep increasing it until I eventually explode? (Kidding.) I just am discouraged because of how fast a dosage goes from working perfectly to not working at all. Like at the rate I’m going it feels like I’ll run out of options by like next year. I’m seeing my doctor in a couple of weeks and I get that reddit isn’t going to solve my problems, I’m just really discouraged and was hoping someone could tell me about their experience with this. This is not a well-written post I’m sorry lol",1.0278787878787874,3.0669976969697004,2.9912020202020217,91.2501363636364,82.13131313131315,5.980202020202023,21.011111111111113,7.1686216300943375,0.5232092929292933,736,22,162,10,20,247,110,198,0.084,0.721,0.195,0.9758,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,9,14,0,1,6,2,13,4,0,3,2,35,35,9,0,5,7,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,9,1,4,3,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,5,5,18,9,29,28,4,28,0,2,2,0,5,11,0,3,16,97,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481602868555105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184422338696393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719643636937652,0.1485571773844102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627202880846942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742176209961926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867808519695589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313329628217127,0.0,0.0,0.2036590973753688,0.19183208596266546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104374005596459,0.0,0.2289107602163708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335140843416846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933729315937253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591517974756358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414385070766166,0.0,0.12704094854122638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913363833969634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278803376824226,0.0,0.13154721575185865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930796313675372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285848681977591,0.0,0.0,0.12846958807271242,0.0,0.13496932869110825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601099666668545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441862381745373,0.0,0.21397717409530784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137588595026094,0.0,0.0,0.15029413119445004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094751855103963,0.0,0.11734998010746925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828863431689748,0.0,0.12726367322128646,0.0,0.14916884540289588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595834534793464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769602826766016,0.0,0.1207167099293986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932306919717854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645964399989943 adhd,haravous,2019/03/25,"ADHD and mood swings? Hi all, My mental health counselor at school noted that I have symptoms of adhd. It's not certain yet so I'll be seeing a psychiatrist in a few weeks hopefully. I noticed that throughout the day I often have ""highs"" and ""lows."" But it's weird because in some cases my ""highs"" can be where I'm just very hyperactive but very depressed at the same time. Today as I was talking to my classmates (I was being very hyper) I noted that I was depressed (which I was, I felt very depressed right there and then while being hyper) and my classmate said that wasn't possible because I was being hyper. Next period came and my elevated activity dropped much more and I felt drained. I feel very fatigued now and low depressed. Do you guys have any experience with this?",3.0088814317673425,5.529256510067119,4.1229261744966434,83.19561968680091,77.85906040268456,6.120984340044742,26.040715883668906,7.3011,1.477866756152126,616,24,111,8,15,200,92,149,0.209,0.779,0.012,-0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,4,0,16,3,0,0,2,22,24,13,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,10,5,18,2,8,9,6,22,0,7,1,0,5,10,0,3,10,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30292872188514863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570517006146272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536542402018659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414549922456388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127934895616101,0.0,0.43420008852973024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328216812821755,0.0,0.0,0.06372488811143644,0.0,0.24201839424195745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247901671637058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133964697317187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663166221095363,0.0,0.12517688173252606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700926179067146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926470358179438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403503589278493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348674087502372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208063184323289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762949437466164,0.11988401767173228,0.0,0.0,0.12754975561083,0.10043011817311033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099411123220314,0.0,0.10129866994390596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348949091696455,0.0,0.11946232858524478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199424643739904,0.0,0.0,0.10109419279346316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sousemprebanido,2019/03/25,"Methylphenidate: Increase the dosage... or not increase? So I was recently put on Concerta 18mg by my doctor and the experience is being fantastic. I feel much more able to focus at work, meetings, conversations, hobbies, etc. It's become much easier to be an adult... on top of that, I'm also more creative and sociable when I was expecting the exact opposite. Social confidence increased, anxiety decreased and I'm actually taking a slower pace in life being able to appreciate and enjoy it. The thing is that after 2wks the effects of the drug seem to have stabilized and while I'm still benefiting from it, it doesn't feel like it's quite there yet... so I'm wondering if it's a good idea to increase the dosage or not. Since many of you are experienced with this, what do you think? If I increase the dose am I likely to feel more focused than I'm now once it stabilizes or am I going back to baseline?",6.7055172413793125,6.761611045977013,7.607494252873567,71.5119310344828,64.97701149425288,11.09793103448276,34.64137931034483,10.793553405168565,3.829107586206897,718,30,130,18,10,242,110,174,0.053,0.759,0.188,0.9771,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,4,9,5,0,0,11,0,13,4,0,1,1,23,26,15,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,8,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,2,4,9,5,19,21,11,20,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,7,10,92,21,2,0.34868048320088696,0.0,0.17013092691983758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941982822048024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336980763411355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405688440985924,0.0,0.0,0.19254509963055053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784446247066257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217933089304768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944354541460852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053820955476365,0.0,0.0,0.2644549934739812,0.12454870343418425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908157697397632,0.14622832313771414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680891199975864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314166849587095,0.17034767156044503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767536411999132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563202748432492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566666745451188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526009590628544,0.0,0.18543230690659024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213995601697665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871280819149247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442160494342333,0.0,0.0,0.1777179211273242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922834214658505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108216477276066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582390979379002,0.1117101872671456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906455515888126,0.12692177226737894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Scruffy10177,2019/03/25,"Any ideas on natural remedies to help my ADHD? Ok, I'm not the type of person to use ""natural remedies"" but I'm going to China and my medication is banned. Any ideas to keep me under control without my medication?",2.66,4.900763809523814,5.643095238095237,73.30607142857146,77.57142857142857,8.009523809523811,29.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.9360761904761907,168,8,29,4,4,61,30,42,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,-0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,10,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28558774341340865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32319610982276475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665247353264999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505186398386346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927986459853868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365156919370512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112184311745964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787789127392526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749128417905766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052379364201224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290689752715691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peanutbutterjellyjar,2019/03/25,Moving and packing and all I keep doing is redistribute the stuff. WIDOW OF 3small kids NEED HELP!! Trying to pack up my house alone. No help can come. Till moving day. I am trying to be organized. Just not happening. I have four days to pack a 5 bedroom house and feel like I’m just taking stuff and walking it somewhere else. No meds for the brain. Little energy. ADVICE AND TIPS ARE NEEDED!! 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Idk if this is normal for ADHD or its something else like a vision problem (my eyesight is only like average, although up close i doubt it matters.). It is very difficult for me to recognize faces unless i know the person very well or unless they have very distinct features like some hairstyles, glasses, and other stuff. It is really bad when I have to meet someone I barely know and hope they greet me before I make eye contact and walk right past them looking for them. It's like when i try to recognize people the only thing my brain remembers is their clothes, which is useless if I haven't seen them that day. And people have told me before that they have said hi to me in public and i just ignored them. Also, i often mistake people for other people until i'm up close which always makes me hesitant to greet people if i'm not 100% sure who they are. Anyone know if this is normal? &#x200B; TL:DR cant recognize people i dont know well, is it normal for ADHD?",5.663281786941582,6.100618541237117,6.225309278350514,79.2248024054983,67.19587628865979,8.116151202749142,29.053264604811,7.793537801064563,1.9207470790378007,783,25,141,8,12,255,107,194,0.135,0.7490000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.5948,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,9,0,7,16,0,1,3,0,16,4,4,2,2,38,29,18,0,10,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,17,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,3,4,26,8,17,26,1,12,0,1,3,0,17,6,0,10,9,100,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686710212548571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938887704334905,0.0930083032345637,0.12111148516514285,0.135822581942196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815782100946178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933300140984286,0.0,0.0,0.19022979848960614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478128615628065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208760382668845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100305801086465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933762290552019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110208383123444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457212019311675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184364629062226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386542136437756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922545079223834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285563086715197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002450849722775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670480961801697,0.4649570106038786,0.09760029361829366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695651086816382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160788975640807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266227561804273,0.09545785553390906,0.106326535363033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470919051950437,0.08605221430934741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279591401069628,0.0,0.0,0.10534950206474514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426037862321924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680872987372836,0.0,0.07588996785135782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27668582634450234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100380628954712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135822581942196,0.0 adhd,sadraaa,2019/03/25,"I'm 26, in Grad School, and just figured out I might have ADHD... now what? TL;DR General advice to get my life back together? Especially any advice for Grad School? I struggle with having a routine. &#x200B; **Backstory:** Since my early 20's, I've been misdiagnosed with MDD and anxiety but now I'm starting to believe that those are just the symptoms of something else, something deeper, something at the neuronal level. My unquenchable thirst for knowledge (Is it a common ADHD trait ??) made me start reading about all sorts of mental health problems and syndromes. ""Am I bipolar?"", ""Am I narcissistic?"", ""Do I have GAD?"" were the sorts of questions I asked myself and tried to find the answer in the piles of articles and youtube videos. I never considered that I might have ADHD since my general idea of ADHD was ""lack of focus and attention"" and if anything I was the opposite: my ability to hyperfocus. It was a few days ago when I asked myself ""Do I have ADHD?"" and then I read about the symptoms and watched youtube videos where people who struggle with ADHD explained how it feels to have ADHD. And then I read a certain article about the links between ADHD and depression. ""Bingo!"" I said to myself. Now, I know that I shouldn't self-diagnose and I should consult with my counselor and psychiatrist. I have already made appointments with them and I will meet with them in the following week. But I check most of the boxes: Hyperfocus, Time-blindness, Inner restlessness, Excessive talking, Decreased awareness of consequences, having trouble switching tasks, having trouble turning my brain off when it's time to go to bed, etc. etc. etc. &#x200B; **Questions:** &#x200B; ***First of all,*** Has anyone had a similar experience of being misdiagnosed with depressive disorder when the depression was actually secondary to their ADHD? What made you or your therapist realize that the actual cause of depression is ADHD? Is there any definitive answer to that? &#x200B; ***Second of all,*** My main concern in my life right now is my career. I'm getting my PhD in Chemistry at UIUC and I'm aspiring to pursue a career in academia. Grad School has been extremely challenging for me. And not the knowledge part; I love learning new things. The PLANNING part. I've always been a top student up until now because of the structured nature of undergraduate studies. In grad school though, you are given a BIG problem and 5-6 years to work on it. It's an ADHD nightmare. Is anyone having the same experience? For y'all who are in graduate school in a STEM field, what do you do to keep yourself on track? &#x200B; ***Third of all,*** What's your experience on the effect of marijuana on ADHD symptoms? I think marijuana helped me getting over my depression but now that the depression is out of the way, it's making my ADHD symptoms worse and it's also making me delusional and psychotic. &#x200B; ***Fourth of all,*** I'm also a perfectionist. Which I think is a weird combination with ADHD. If I think something is worth doing, I want to do it ""perfectly"". And perfection usually needs a great deal of planing ahead which I really struggle with. People with ADHD who are also perfectionists, what do you do to keep yourself grounded? &#x200B; Thanks, Potential AHDH gang member, lol.",2.9138153798256496,5.988735241438363,3.9707845579078485,78.4141594022416,89.56506849315069,6.6271481942714825,27.698007471980077,7.7669595915474945,2.6203191780821915,2607,123,405,58,88,840,268,584,0.113,0.818,0.07,-0.982,0,0,4,0,0,0,158.0,0,7,3,9,22,22,0,4,32,1,49,12,3,8,9,94,83,37,0,9,9,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,1,0,27,32,1,2,20,5,2,2,3,15,0,3,14,3,56,7,74,63,15,57,0,6,1,1,25,27,0,10,27,305,83,21,0.0,0.0,0.07126990914918951,0.0,0.6582882339976791,0.07136723895660124,0.032369781288258404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040296999389744736,0.0876069860203997,0.0303847540125157,0.2769602056804365,0.3106018407706327,0.049665109066478856,0.0,0.02793511516517761,0.0,0.0,0.051066541006291634,0.0,0.03005006771963825,0.0,0.0682762226306064,0.0,0.0,0.028079027563330198,0.0,0.02226019326687037,0.0,0.0,0.041141727152341975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040764625881433585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375126288010999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02355019964294577,0.03764703287969652,0.1887102732954059,0.03706360171325445,0.0,0.0,0.0418512113934313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030504951190253163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221770556646256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071607871785736,0.0,0.0,0.018463900812716254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03337553010004366,0.03106101922429823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572352820172481,0.0,0.020753237277726055,0.0,0.0,0.040259703640369834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388154605990777,0.0,0.0,0.024476321363269115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122282036523165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491530128187202,0.0,0.0,0.020068579945783926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158553876753729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03295767621622708,0.10365872936310372,0.048750256235659824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03680016523369002,0.077476728554707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02707661182008605,0.0281638693444556,0.035267980175105844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908788419167714,0.0,0.05063205435169293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988294936571669,0.0,0.0,0.08181394563072003,0.0,0.10957950894709348,0.0,0.023393482516464573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03118499486701977,0.034735668855941634,0.0,0.0,0.18478385024123015,0.0,0.0,0.03809479975107217,0.0,0.0,0.0604138525964521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244911574949107,0.0,0.0,0.051693304681202285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452530284024474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181900500864132,0.0,0.029350676787907818,0.0,0.03361959851489588,0.0,0.042398611576062284,0.024260020437662167,0.07019512890786536,0.03587739479242907,0.0,0.042586270805058585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024792388689919842,0.03971959770820642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021789907494158,0.0,0.02153844921781249,0.02898519409346658,0.029291430770596025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026584535046977026,0.0,0.03721355656856911,0.0,0.0,0.3106018407706327,0.02351550672211669 adhd,cheesepizzapurist,2019/03/25,"Started adderall IR and am wondering others who take it, what their dosing schedule looks like and any anecdotes about your experience. Dr. wanted to see how adderall IR works for me, prescribed 5mg pills and set me up with a loose dosing schedule to follow. I've been taking 10mg in the morning and 10mg in the afternoon and sometimes on long days another 5mg in the evening. While I feel like it is working, I also feel like it could be better. When did you know what dose was right? Dr. did mention potentially switching to XR if I am tolerating and we see a positive impact from IR. I just spoke with my doctors nurse this afternoon, so I am being medically guided through this and I know everyone has different experiences and reacts differently to medicine but I'm curious about dosages and schedule and your experience. 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I have to wake up in 3 hrs. fuck u noises,-1.83818181818182,-0.15538769696969368,-0.21469696969696986,106.39795454545455,107.78787878787878,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.6499454545454544,118,3,29,0,6,37,30,33,0.214,0.7120000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899569654753534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007627442579873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397385560751044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696142261033325,0.0,0.0,0.5361016230912871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323826836241669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rezog99,2019/03/25,"Where do I go from here I think I'm in the middle of a downward spiral. I've had to leave a good university to go to community college, and now I'm withdrawing from almost all my classes. I lost most of my meaningful human connections, I'm unable to connect my intentions to my actions anymore, and I can't see myself living in any future that can possibly stem from this moment. I'm seeing a physiatrist and a therapist, but right now it's hard to shake the feeling that I'm not improving and if anything I'm just falling apart more. I know that some of the posters here have gone through similar stuff and are doing pretty well, but what did you guys do when you felt like you were spiraling out of control?",9.210164319248824,6.4270258380281735,9.428732394366195,69.6161502347418,61.74647887323943,12.846948356807516,40.568075117370896,11.20814326018867,4.422348356807511,567,24,108,12,6,190,94,142,0.081,0.8059999999999999,0.113,0.7494,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,8,5,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,2,1,22,26,9,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,6,2,2,1,0,6,5,13,3,17,20,4,19,0,1,2,0,5,8,0,4,6,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114532297475753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360078917582214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942090416249126,0.0,0.0,0.1737724338247543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684172652171376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677237109944146,0.0,0.20275341839521924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400221247512376,0.17711684598814553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908851208439086,0.0,0.0,0.1891641387019153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160518509682583,0.0,0.0,0.2235953441309194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316552108648552,0.0,0.18646431411306374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305137059988825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380590441003259,0.0,0.2148327368808216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033544907165125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33654548999406264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417356734544958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451811421226121,0.0,0.13530727569698106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986447720617625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SublimeSupreme,2019/03/25,"Organisation tips Damn I got pulled off a basic office task today because I just kept messing it up, I can get an A+ in assignments at uni but when it comes to basic office functions I just forget things and run through tasks too fast. Unfortunately my chosen vocation requires me to record A LOT of important information. Am looking back into meds but wondering what you guys do to organise your stuff. 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However I know this isn't at all true, I don't not do my homework to do fun stuff with my friends or go out. etc, I feel really anxious and extremely guilty about not doing my homework or other important things. I always blamed myself and said I was lazy before I looked into this adhd thing. My family is very stubborn and doesn't want to believe that it's not as easy as ""just do it"" or ""just don't be lazy"" or some other shit, and just says I'm lazy. I believe I'm a disappointment to them and my teachers and I just don't know what to think anymore. How would I go about getting diagnosed and what are some words I could hit them with to maybe change their mind? 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It felt like some of the mental “noise” was turned down and all I was aware of was my own heart beating and the show that was playing on the television. I wasn’t shaking my foot like usual and then I yawned six or seven times... I’m just super calm and relaxed. I wondered if anyone else has had a similar experience? Thanks. 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What does are you on a d how would you compare it to medication?,-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,97.46153846153842,5.676923076923077,18.03846153846154,7.1686216300943375,0.5556461538461543,98,3,21,2,4,34,21,26,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096777979300332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711269521827349,0.4339947434231408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753092730351435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272294374815608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012637509971117,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katie3646,2019/03/25,"Meds (vyvanse) anxiety I’ve been taking vyvanse for about 8 months now and suddenly noticing a pattern after taking my dose. - Wake up/ eat breakfast with protein/ water. Wait a little and take dose. - 1.5-2 hrs later it kicks in and I immediately get into gear, feel motivated, get things done. - 2-3 hrs post dose I get super jittery (peak plasma lvls?) and not as focused, often have to go sit down or distract myself on phone until anxiety feeling passes. Also get a sortve a fuzzy feeling in my forehead sometimes (like someone is pressing the middle of your forehead) - sometimes it passes but sometimes it throws me off so much that I can’t get back on track and start to over worry about things. - Normally is assume this was a sign I was on too high of a dose but I was previously on highest dose (70) and lowered it (40) to what felt like a ‘sweet spot’. My dr gave me flexibility to experiment with a second dose (30) as it was wearing off early. Sometimes this helps but other times I just feel like it makes the jittery/ distracted feeling worse. I’ve tried splitting the second dose but doesn’t seem to change weather or not the same pattern occurs. I have a pile of work and studying that I urgently need to do and want to know if anyone has suggestions on how to proceed to be able to focus again? Dr appointment is in a couple weeks (after my deadlines) - Hydration, eating, & sleeping lots are all checks. Cut caffeine intake in half since starting meds as well ",4.812534562211983,6.439963494623657,5.4939375320020485,79.33709677419358,69.96774193548387,7.321454173067076,30.131592421915002,7.793537801064563,2.123002252944189,1161,47,203,14,21,376,173,279,0.076,0.8290000000000001,0.095,0.6562,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,3,12,9,1,2,14,0,17,18,5,3,1,42,41,22,0,4,10,0,7,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,14,11,4,1,10,0,1,4,4,3,1,3,8,8,16,6,39,32,4,39,0,0,0,0,5,18,0,7,18,134,30,2,0.11271823283219985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014073007193436,0.0,0.12213015818050828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245827918652465,0.0,0.0,0.07881520922572828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667336336667884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924094443216347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472058069377615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153498871218912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306777846500324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026006064300098,0.0,0.0,0.2849686266195381,0.08052592805749144,0.1082271800982876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29445312190665085,0.0,0.06406036931123414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755526554690494,0.11909300164763895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061946992928122564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652053048318522,0.11297328144013298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958290107117854,0.0,0.0,0.07524029568691579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25040909233988234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997061805199284,0.0,0.0828608706577625,0.08357914139753403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043993582866096,0.0,0.1283304551708765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795290885582046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261444576967604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324168699687406,0.0,0.11279963659190642,0.0,0.09550579289423182,0.0,0.4459248578751846,0.0,0.15956509071238306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542502493979663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976997062551886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572690802047247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652828107393712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648413415314221,0.0,0.09041576731899774,0.0,0.10134722823171187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206021596951528,0.11447083691432593,0.11486950904404865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,manzaneg,2019/03/25,"I’m finally medicated properly and effectively for the first time. M 30 Hey guys, long time lurker first time poster. I wanted to share some success I’ve had. For the first time in my life I feel like a normal human being. I was recently put on an SSRI to help with some mild depression, and mood stabilization. I also started talking adderall again as an adult. Last time I took it was in college. But I have always hated the way it made me feel, how moody and transactional I was and how nauseous it made me. It also really made me super like gaggy ( if that’s a word) because the dry mouth was so bad I would like choke a lot on the dryness in my throat, this would consequently make me not really want to drink water and the side effects of nausea headache, moodiness, and weak feeling limbs and legs would get worse. What I do now is I take my Prozac and Adderall in the morning and immediately drink a 1/4 to 1/2 gallon of water and it doesn’t feel awful and I don’t feel moody. Also just training my self to constantly stay hydrated has helped so many other parts of my life. I’m currently taking depending on need 40-60 mg or IR per day just depending on how I’m feeling. I have been on many ads meds and adderall was the least nauseating. I remember the worst feeling drug was the XR but I’m going to talk to my psychiatrist about getting a script for XR and still keeping some IRS for short days or after work if I still need to be medicated for whatever reason. This is how it was prescribed to me before. But I’m so glad with this new found knowledge of drinking a bunch of water before it feels like I can’t and I start to decompensate from the side effects. I wish I would have known this trick when I was in school because I would not have hated taking it as much and I would have potentially done much better in my whole life. If you guys have any other advice, tips success stories or things I should explore I would love to know your experience and how you’ve found what works for you because it may work for me as well. I will be going back to school next year and I’m hoping I can find a way to get health insurance so I can stay feeling normal. Through nursing school. Anyways that’s my short story hope you guys have found success as well! TL;DR I found a way to finally take my adderall so I can tolerate it and my prozac is helping also. For the first time in my life I feel normal!",3.4572846889952125,4.9947328037190095,4.639351892127014,84.48644410613312,73.23553719008264,7.491431056981296,25.54675946063505,8.119692808369301,1.48106694214876,1903,62,384,29,38,626,220,484,0.065,0.7959999999999999,0.14,0.9899,1,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,0,15,26,27,3,0,22,1,42,21,3,15,0,93,90,46,0,21,13,0,10,4,0,10,11,0,0,6,21,20,6,1,24,3,0,6,5,10,2,4,19,10,50,16,49,58,11,58,0,1,0,1,19,16,0,15,35,253,71,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940218821501918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445137567762488,0.050581216342588164,0.0,0.0,0.04133852170294093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674289504813106,0.05075617412849542,0.1111690077525994,0.0,0.10345371604020376,0.0,0.0,0.05376282279583522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569118166969165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840759497742318,0.0,0.0523573717029936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062208127827483986,0.0,0.17864987415101566,0.07049579949912707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946318733279645,0.0,0.0,0.3073668331003762,0.08685517343824994,0.0,0.1331824894220963,0.055559933374596346,0.20682795490901384,0.0,0.2666074691613908,0.0,0.0,0.09527903964438836,0.0,0.06909544070169782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057163984078226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003286408800998,0.0,0.06461573489094052,0.0,0.0,0.12223651101170036,0.0,0.0,0.12075414443482367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054031948008039885,0.0,0.0,0.0334079776821,0.04955104910149327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174792960147048,0.11879350125875035,0.0,0.0,0.05379624427627435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051680530399138384,0.05486433591515299,0.1725597190470339,0.040577048219590926,0.12326076256886258,0.0,0.0,0.06752273978813167,0.1224767989072372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893736398428856,0.09014836583715093,0.0,0.058710277347262335,0.06464966158091529,0.0,0.17868058175111884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582843123773524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061109612573320336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788582390263554,0.06250109114404584,0.060021683579419866,0.0,0.06886194889615899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456477024927986,0.0,0.0,0.06341605750511782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605336171114633,0.12958571184794954,0.0970921532800367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828226844933105,0.097719595281175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040385429539023035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126789023133878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753868037265433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071709710674062,0.14475414603353134,0.0,0.0,0.109313003872078,0.0,0.0,0.06786861159376001,0.06990420988621834,0.0,0.0,0.13276508192474218,0.0,0.061949060206200814,0.30227872459460403,0.0,0.0,0.0391460445072891 adhd,Down_South_Donte,2019/03/25,"I keep screwing up even when I try my best to focus. I’m 23 and have had several jobs since I was 16. Every. Single. Job I’ve had, people tell me constantly to focus. My brain goes on autopilot a lot without my even noticing. I have been trying to work on this for the longest. Now I work in Finance where attention to detail is crucial. I’m good at the job, but I’m always that one employee that the boss has to correct mistakes for. I woke up this morning determined to not make any errors, at least for a day. I laid off the caffeine, slept well, etc. I have literally been triple checking everything I have done today. Even though I was checking everything repeatedly, I still somehow sent out $20,000 instead of $200,000. I’m not sure how the hell this happened. I try to so hard not to make mistakes, and something is always wrong. I know for a fact I was checking the amounts, but when my co-worker pointed it out to me, I just couldn’t defend myself, then got hit with the “you have to pay attention more.” Anyone else feels hopeless over mistakes? It’s like I can’t win and I’m tired of being the idiot in the office. 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I take 20mg IR and yesterday i went for a hike and was dripping in sweat. Today I woke up with a massive headache it almost felt like a hangover probably from dehydration, but I did really good with the amount of exercise I put in because of the meds. I just hate the hangover feeling it gives from the dehydration. Anyways, anyone ever exercise after taking meds? Any recommendations?",4.453026315789472,7.466708513157897,5.815000000000001,70.2925,75.71052631578947,8.53684210526316,31.86842105263158,9.188382445141503,3.7116894736842094,341,17,51,9,8,114,53,76,0.067,0.8240000000000001,0.109,0.2824,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,7,0,2,4,1,0,1,10,11,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,6,2,11,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088435380761227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418285117602748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916611539893223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713674214669948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865520508833497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545461885733999,0.0,0.20025109715862144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000705460634096,0.0,0.17493092355791828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591063461655731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189228349403133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633281162275187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486384241873886,0.0,0.0,0.2096612323924588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336094039684511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470435350422675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976912741963123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333797276359846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yobananagirl,2019/03/25,"Finding boundaries How do you figure out boundaries when talking to people? I mean to prevent over sharing, overstepping, being overly excited. Is there a question you ask yourself, some key phrase or any trick to making yourself realize when you’re going too far?",6.698333333333334,9.661837000000002,6.104166666666668,71.33625000000005,67.8888888888889,7.166666666666668,37.91666666666667,8.07648339933343,3.7926666666666673,215,12,27,3,4,66,38,45,0.026000000000000002,0.8290000000000001,0.145,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655768360732074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36644541997302976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35825971833569115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276946371743694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164757556551005,0.0,0.0,0.4269776762097516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717473771416021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391037540038199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31505612547511297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sm4shforever,2019/03/25,"Feel like I may need to be tested? I was wondering if I could reach out to anybody through private message to discuss if I should get tested or not? I’m currently in college and I’ve had a serious lack of focusing on my school work and being motivated. I would say I fought attention issues throughout my school years, but my grades were fine so I never completely believed I could have it. I’m constantly anxious in public places or when I’m around people. My body feels that it can never be calm unless I’m by myself. When I’m doing reading(such as reading the news or articles) I can get through them without skipping if they interest me; however when it comes to assignments for school that aren’t particularly interesting, it will take me longer than usual to complete it. I also make careless mistakes. If I’m working on an assignment, I’ll tend to put all effort in the beginning, but towards the end I know that I’ll make small errors w/o caring about them. My mind is constantly all over the place, and is generally off topic to what I may be doing at that moment. Parts of a song will go through my head, fantasizing about things that haven’t occurred, or thinking about whatever may be on my mind. I use to believe these things were a norm but it’s come to the point where it’s been a distraction. I feel mentally exhausted even if I haven’t put in much effort for the day. These characteristics sadly get in the way, and being a full-time student it’s a daily thing. I really want to go the correct route, but with my lack of motivation and my careless errors sometimes it feels like my future may go in the wrong direction. Am I just a bad student with no drive for anything or could this be signs to get tested? Thanks for your help",5.527025518341309,6.245138347953218,6.2750664540138255,77.76162679425839,67.56725146198829,9.493035619351408,31.62732589048377,9.573946990214177,2.8795801169590645,1393,55,263,28,22,458,184,342,0.142,0.7609999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9428,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,3,6,12,18,1,1,17,0,34,3,2,5,5,66,67,26,0,15,18,0,4,2,0,8,1,2,0,0,21,11,0,0,10,2,0,8,8,10,0,0,6,6,34,8,46,43,6,44,0,1,0,0,10,20,0,15,17,189,55,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131780658492561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487559928844968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367844982546672,0.09052159677540866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490309181693742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291293306470947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294959626880888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367507917696378,0.0,0.0,0.17518599887137407,0.2132304904021708,0.21977166422138605,0.0,0.24356263974054645,0.0,0.0,0.06557869411768782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006311462975976,0.0,0.0,0.06716227158672562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056608473770016,0.1452881918667647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125057739951693,0.0,0.1733705301893853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043585937821969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815760444259558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613317667888536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558836564273095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935673558741233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575163651722427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024750030118496,0.0,0.2053466065892961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475049567747387,0.0753984624849952,0.1568521541993649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011541822267892,0.0,0.07049587806518669,0.0,0.2124792763578856,0.0,0.09612560483918298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444389815808567,0.0,0.0,0.1017129537153117,0.0,0.0651422942290953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086434021455642,0.0,0.3087332704584029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005694964839066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645479310782058,0.0,0.0,0.09361828777652142,0.0,0.0,0.2026658563865109,0.06515592163397285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782356842401297,0.11199214195543572,0.0,0.05997670484493611,0.08071316618186827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802113183597944,0.11027351794008654,0.14805641723116944,0.0,0.0,0.07223441637321057,0.11117706162891497,0.0,0.06548208701976115 adhd,MaxPap20,2019/03/25,"After 68 days of waiting, my doctor finally gave me a prescription of Vyvanse. I'm 15 years old. It's been several thoughts I started to realize I probably have ADHD, for several reasons. Even to this day I'm not 100% sure if I really do have it, but on January 16th I went to see my doctor about it. She gave me a test and I completed it, so did my parents. After a long time, the doctor gave us my prescription and I'm probably starting tomorrow. I have no idea what to expect.",1.3968367346938777,3.5595186836734736,4.487102040816325,80.34718367346939,81.55102040816327,8.817959183673471,28.16734693877552,9.3871,3.079376326530613,373,18,73,12,10,135,64,98,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.5075,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,1,12,18,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,1,14,1,11,11,0,14,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,12,49,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469051796960046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698521724030701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089510489468407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974364818761386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699837261560974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746125789288372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828764020359896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336342894033025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999000183249358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987998012784226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493232098576161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037802817904992,0.16656126946159872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909169923005331,0.0,0.0,0.3660240157671017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293265110366335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268151383820994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286085828297133,0.0944625320630419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486405102357987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017407980465156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432161660197613 adhd,Clobber420,2019/03/25,Just took a couple of tests So I finally am trying to figure out why I'm such a wingding. Doc had me take an IQ and some other test with a bunch of patterns and numbers. I think I scored really well on them. I used to program so the little tests were easy to me. Now I'm worried I won't get a proper diagnosis. The only thing that could show I have ADHD is the questionnaire and my conversations with him. I hope I don't get misdiagnosed!,1.2924154589371994,3.2903179999999987,3.6597101449275367,87.03118357487922,80.95652173913044,6.697584541062803,21.09178743961353,7.793537801064563,0.8756772946859899,344,10,74,6,9,119,66,92,0.027000000000000003,0.8740000000000001,0.1,0.7203,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,17,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,13,2,9,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,52,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093743720269548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553261487690716,0.28483544939254163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199609201459364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689874817348508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556807353049558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580071004268196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578302602134667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164912805423474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355127983580506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102148118348298,0.16494730426321544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860082283722713,0.17477442142811792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233222244474748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314556518057383,0.0,0.2322856826940803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614272006549393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,myicedtea,2019/03/25,"Satisfactory academic progress appeal help I lost financial aid at my college because I exceeded 150% of the expected time frame for competing my degree. My grades are all over the place from A’s to multiple failed classes. Since I’ve stopped going to school I have been diagnosed with ADHD. Has anyone been through the appeal process for this have any tips for me completing a statement as to why I should be allowed to continue to receive financial aid? I’m really stuck on this and want to go back to school to finish my program now that I’m making progress with my meds. I’m honestly so embarrassed about not being able to finish and don’t know what I should include in my appeal form. 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For context, I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD more than a decade ago during the end of my primary school education and I've been on and off concerta (I went from 18mg to 27mg to 36mg, all once a day, and now I've been taking 18mg extended release two times per day for a couple of years). The thing is, I don't feel so many effects anymore and I'm getting a lot of insomnia with few effects. It's still much better than the days where I don't take my meds, and I'm guessing that if I increase the dosage I'd get more effective control of my symptoms again, but I'm getting really tired of playing with the dosage for months on end just to have to change it again every few years. I've heard a lot of great things about Vyvanse, can anyone tell me how that went in terms of trying out doses and if they had to change their dosage often after first finding the right one for them?",8.764779792746115,5.608683321243527,8.553465025906737,76.707710492228,62.93782383419689,11.515284974093266,36.560233160621756,9.188382445141503,3.0477155440414503,743,24,155,9,8,241,118,193,0.024,0.899,0.077,0.8295,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,6,11,3,0,0,11,0,9,5,0,5,1,30,24,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,11,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,7,2,12,3,31,17,11,28,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,7,17,99,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229991559220835,0.13196609320013514,0.11971077028640405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393005951262996,0.09442780760991544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943785064105908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285723049413396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146638132893925,0.0,0.14942662862213574,0.0,0.26128188953920345,0.0,0.0,0.13706957953069612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392226223760939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378268731414105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828368005018877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234302568007328,0.11487067225166304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166901428307366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888948712295494,0.14876918894672378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296237864705709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691617909935438,0.0,0.0,0.15000646339415635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077930046170002,0.0,0.0992748789190185,0.1001354327625378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382035086468534,0.09151115347117993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651438781093393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532916221039285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667449187794836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784848617340614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036525202204822,0.20307665547279474,0.0,0.11803678694674767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943808195021002,0.08653248613866991,0.0,0.0,0.07874682927728324,0.15521634009765214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337571828987284,0.0,0.13192102377176465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503793274640957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739313218282891 adhd,mad100141,2019/03/25,"Beware Progestin-Only Birth Control and ADHD meds Hi y'all Ladies, (men leave this post, shoo shoo) &#x200B; If you're taking ADHD meds and on Progestin only birth control methods and there have been mood issues you're experiencing, a problem might be the birth control, not the ADHD meds. &#x200B; I'm not a doctor, but I've been reading a lot of research on ADHD recently and there's a large lack of understanding on the way that hormones interact with the meds and on the way that puberty affects ADHD symptoms. They might get worse, they might get better, the testosterone might be a confounding factor on why men have higher rates of hyperactivity, who knows what estrogen does but given the faster rates of maturation women have it may contribute into the difficulties of detecting women with ADHD since it may slightly speed up the prefrontal cortex development, but ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, who knows? Not I. Nor scientists. Adventure! Into the brain! Follow me! &#x200B; [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6163405/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6163405/) Abstract: We reported previously that reduction in beta-arrestin 1 (β-AR 1) protein levels in peripheral blood mononuclear leukocytes (PBMC) significantly correlated with the severity of depressive symptoms in reproductive women. In this pilot study, we used β-AR 1 protein levels in PBMC as a marker for developing depressive symptoms and the Hamilton Depression Rating Scale (HAM-D) scores to assess potential mood-related side effects of oral contraceptive use for routine birth control among women. We evaluated 29 women in this study. We enrolled the participants in three groups: Estrogen-progestin combination-oral contraceptives (COC, *n* = 10), progestin-only contraceptives (POC, *n* = 12), and non-hormonal or no contraceptives (NC, *n* = 7). We determined the β-AR 1 protein levels in PBMCs by enzyme-linked immunosorbent assay (ELISA). We found that women in the POC group had significantly higher HAM-D scores compared to those in the COC (*p* < 0.0004) and NC (*p* < 0.004). The levels of β-AR 1 protein were significantly attenuated in women in the POC group compared to women in the NC group (*p* = 0.03). **Our findings suggest that the use of POC is a potential risk factor for developing depressive symptoms.** [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4139599/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4139599/) **Effects of hormonal contraceptives on emotion** Reports on OC-related mood changes are inconsistent, ranging from beneficial in most women (Oinonen and Mazmanian, [2002](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4139599/#B28)) to increased rates of depression, anxiety, fatigue, neurotic symptoms, compulsion and anger (Robinson et al., [2004](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4139599/#B64); Kulkarni, [2007](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4139599/#B20)). Repeated findings of beneficial mood changes may however be biased by data sampling. Only women, who continue the intake of oral contraceptives (“survivor effect”) are included in those studies, while women, **who discontinue the use of oral contraceptives due to negative emotional side effects, do not contribute to these results** (Oinonen and Mazmanian, [2002](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4139599/#B28)). &#x200B;",10.260141759648805,14.09052442655936,8.758889244558258,52.38419814340588,60.26760563380282,11.439710993232119,41.67774830803,11.115808304768276,6.3352096579476855,2748,151,299,86,44,840,246,497,0.126,0.835,0.039,-0.9918,1,0,1,0,0,0,264.0,7,1,2,9,2,14,1,1,29,0,21,10,2,14,0,62,35,19,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,13,18,22,0,4,10,1,0,2,7,9,0,1,6,3,12,2,56,19,4,48,0,6,0,0,34,32,0,11,11,166,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43783557332629175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26315661086688125,0.29512155923412503,0.0,0.0,0.04644996876977695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370113679303173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778263085396491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128465578366631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724066724119257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614864913830264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214860313435154,0.05313572043151642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660169887260507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099237083184024,0.0,0.0,0.06657539274792751,0.0,0.0,0.06344647937457078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337499709789204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667392925515801,0.0,0.0,0.06429279223304324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162123356208068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697810641210336,0.0,0.0,0.2576536091203721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235926997226523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815214286738921,0.0,0.0,0.05810000775697189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073556213274368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059952816329729326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859533464781774,0.0,0.050227492347430715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155521285491523,0.045653229677539785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321075640642951,0.0,0.20976733451927795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639203937170424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478957117634741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061877981536911736,0.0,0.0,0.29512155923412503,0.0 adhd,Tomes1,2019/03/25,"Even treated ADHD makes for interesting interactions 😓 Have you ever called someone a name that sounded similar but was not theirs because you weren’t paying attention? I have a coworker (person A) and a boss (Person B) and I went and spoke to B and said “hey A,"" just because I wasn't paying 100 percent attention and my brain went wheeeee To be clear: 1. I know their names 2. their names are not that similar other then starting with the same two letters I just wanna melt into the ground. 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Mines been women’s fashion. I’ve never cared much about fashion or what I wear, but lately I’ve been obsessed with learning different fashion “rules”, how to style outfits, and what useful I should buy to up my wardrobe. Just have to make sure I don’t spend too much, or throw out literally everything I already own in the name of my newfound interest! I’m curious to hear what everybody else has been super into lately! 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I imagine we all have similar battles and being new to all this, in a place where I seek change - I would appreciate any feedback. ""Do you want to do it? Do you find yourself starting, and then stopping, over and over again? Do you find yourself getting all your materials out, only to spend an hour dicking around? Do you find yourself getting up constantly to start other tasks while you’re in the middle of working? Do you spend all day anxiously thinking about the task, avoiding any “fun” activities, and instead spending the day in an anxious paralysis? If yes, it’s procrastination due to ADHD. For me, I describe ADHD procrastination as “I keep not doing it”. Non-ADHD procrastination (laziness, “I’m not doing it”) to me means I’m out enjoying my life, putting off my work until the last minute because I just don’t care about it. I’ll spend my night playing video games or spending time with my SO, and then wake up early to do my homework. ***With ADHD procrastination (“I keep not doing things”) it’s more like I spend all day thinking about the task. I’ll get all my stuff out and then get distracted with other things. I’ll sit at my kitchen table for hours, doing nothing (or un-fun things), avoiding the work. I’ll forgo fun activities (turn down invitations, not work out, not go out with friends, not spend time with my SO) because I “need to get some work done,” only to find I’ve done nothing all day***. I’ll start and then stop and then start and then stop my work. ADHD procrastination a cycle of me not doing my work despite my best efforts to do so. It feels guilty. It’s frustrating. I’ve spent all day thinking about my work and trying to do it, not having any fun, and ending up with no progress. I’ll turn down invitations, and when my friends ask me how the project is going, I feel humiliated admitting that I’ve gotten nothing done even though I said I was going to work on it while they went out and had fun without me. Laziness does not feel guilty. I just don’t care about the task. I go out and enjoy my life and barely think about the task beyond a passing thought of “I should probably get working on that...” u/only_popular. I know this will come across as very long but please bear with me... I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD and show signs of OCD (which I never noticed but the Dr. says he sees) and the above mentioned is and was my problem. I am 29, and wanted to do the things I knew I could but couldn't do. I want to pursue law, so I enrolled in 2 courses to bump some grades up and do something relatable because I did so poorly in highschool and college (dropped out 🤸🏽‍♂️). The issue is that I know I have work to do, like even this very instant - but I sit there and think about it, instead of just turning my laptop on and doing it. I have 2 assignments I've completed that I simply have no submitted because when I finished, I told myself I'll do it this evening when I get back on the computer and that was 4 days ago. I have been prescribed Adderall XR 20mg, but I find that while my thinking is clearer, I am still doing this? Is there effective way to be using this medication? Am I doing something wrong? I know I want to do these things and be the best me but I always just stop myself and I'm upset with that. Yet, I still do nothing about it. Can someone who has unfortunately gone through something similar please help me or point me in the right direction.",4.087290120839516,5.466626761235959,4.896436294254824,83.88492156031377,71.41573033707866,7.452236591053637,28.74295102819589,7.902280558234669,1.767408490566038,2842,109,565,37,53,920,287,712,0.07200000000000001,0.846,0.081,0.4672,0,2,3,0,0,0,96.0,1,6,1,16,37,23,2,4,24,1,63,8,2,4,9,139,125,63,0,14,25,0,3,2,2,3,5,2,2,0,40,52,1,8,24,4,9,11,16,8,0,0,21,7,79,15,83,95,15,104,0,0,2,1,20,39,1,9,50,393,119,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36829116022398745,0.0499096024352645,0.045274636895953686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04249823910884802,0.0,0.0,0.10419763541305106,0.0,0.0,0.11539973872598283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045467308469533486,0.04774794677635456,0.0,0.0,0.03927328905933575,0.0,0.1245386440416735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719948611983388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058415846495849875,0.1041481143386744,0.0,0.05403025677659231,0.043996328688227296,0.053550847684887375,0.055193602443892514,0.0,0.08155797855409841,0.0,0.0,0.1976337241515457,0.0,0.0,0.05183974197046934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469581121147674,0.1568014422401445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523702144536938,0.0,0.0,0.10120306629117523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747470372453749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340673714060015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892036784766662,0.0,0.21347536769082168,0.0,0.11610770845775716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034234292545950826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059657594234717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053308713664022685,0.0,0.09079507421924632,0.0,0.0,0.0842079526554321,0.041632694606366566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215113738286402,0.049905033786434315,0.0,0.0,0.04519949929488233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048328112890409516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055635317695757455,0.0,0.05145238352901705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037871240389620815,0.03939195469997917,0.04932826027653152,0.0,0.04793014289698359,0.0,0.19603019565335247,0.05814888063960315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768921660958028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053362187288391566,0.1681940383846118,0.04828209712083797,0.0,0.09783088205206726,0.0,0.055067161459346224,0.04887158689111689,0.0,0.05134417704390749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504301012296155,0.0,0.0,0.043617511858773016,0.04858373248759931,0.040616648752260606,0.0,0.0,0.08139984110944377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327542471506543,0.11795939026029155,0.0,0.0,0.14460373263271173,0.0,0.08157663741695598,0.17080293344108796,0.0,0.0,0.058468308132809885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965879482200627,0.19635961978656027,0.0501806301233554,0.04054760402910639,0.0595641326792393,0.0,0.0,0.04880406139265228,0.0,0.034676366383934315,0.16666381041116576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411213918748013,0.0,0.08428394739741983,0.15062589687501474,0.04054071685731327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047346755476008605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049234184951209584,0.0,0.409012861915706,0.0,0.0,0.036281999084772094,0.05584216293002298,0.0,0.0 adhd,T-Rex_Turds,2019/03/25,"Having one of those days Just a short vent post. Granted it’s Monday, but I can’t focus for the life of me! Just took me over half an hour to do a payroll (I’m a bookkeeper) that normally takes me 20 minutes to do. Whilst in the middle of doing said payroll, I completely forgot which company I was working on. Today is going to be a long day! 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I have been taking 25mg for roughly two weeks. Just started 40mg three days ago and I think I feel something but it could be placebo. Like I want to get more things done and be more productive as of recent. Less lethargy I would say. But again, it could just be placebo. Successful Strattera users, what can I expect? Is 40mg too low of a dose to really get any effect? 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I used to craft, but I just can't get myself to do anything anymore. It's overwhelming. I tried to draw, but couldn't get an idea of what to draw. I tried to color and couldn't decide what colors should go where. I have half a painting done but the next part is something I could mess up on and I haven't been able to touch it. I used to read but I can't get into any books enough to keep going. I tried getting back into a video game I love, but couldn't keep going. I just need something to do instead of being in my mind constantly and I can't find something to stay out of my mind. It's not a good place to be. Please help me. What are things you guys do with your free time? 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I’m 5’1 and 16 yrs old and on 40 mg. I’ve been getting twitches in my mouth and fingers. Is this normal? 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Hey all, so I’ve been proscribed adderall 20mg xr, and the first month I was doing great! I was happier and more productive, felt like a whole new person. Best part is doing all my tasks without distraction!.. But towards the end of the first perception, I noticed it wasn’t working as it was before.. And recently i got my first refill and I’m noticing the effects are not the same... I need help.. because I don’t want to go back to my old ways of feeling always behind.. my questions are. Is my body getting use to this dosage? And how do you get around it? Do I need to increase the mg? Thank you for your help and advice in advance. I truly appreciate it. 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Currently taking Vyvanse 30mg initial dose with a 10mg afternoon bump and I take Zoloft 100mg at bed. My question is, other than Wellbutrin does anyone have medication suggestions? I hate the constant weight battle with the Zoloft and the Vyvanse doesn’t last long enough.... What works for you other adults with adhd combined with a panic or anxiety disorder? 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I said he should look into ADHD more to better understand why I can come off as careless and absent minded. My daughter always wants to hit the floor button on the elevator and I feel like every time we go on an elevator with my husband is when I forget and hit the button myself. There’s a couple other things my daughter likes to do that slip my mind as well even if I am told a minute or so beforehand. As you all know our minds are so scattered so it’s hard to keep focused. Can anyone else share examples of you doing the same thing so my husband can maybe understand and possibly not get so frustrated? I’m trying hard to take a moment before acting but it’s a work in progress. 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I am always talking in my head. It wasn't an issue when I just used to talk to myself but it's gotten annoying now that I talk to other people in my head. Especially this girl that I used to like but had no future with so never pursued her. I haven't talked to her in over a year but I still talk with her about my day or anything that happens throughout day. I could be watching a movie/tv show and I'd think about what she'd think of that particular scene. It's awful. I just want my head to go silent, and if it can't do that at least it should stop talking to people I don't even want to think about anymore. I am sure getting close with someone else might replace her but what happens when that person also leaves. I don't want anyone in my head, I just want myself there. Mentally it's very exhausting. May be meditation might help but I lack the discipline (no surprises there). Anybody has that issue, and hopefully successfully got rid of it?",2.5300542005420037,4.4036374878048825,3.7599593495934975,88.39039972899728,76.5609756097561,6.506775067750678,23.584010840108398,7.3871296695380915,0.9228807588075884,795,25,165,10,18,259,108,205,0.102,0.773,0.125,0.406,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,16,7,1,0,4,1,19,6,5,3,2,40,35,15,0,9,10,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,18,8,0,3,3,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,1,27,5,24,23,2,20,0,0,1,0,17,8,0,6,12,119,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700620370693446,0.0801242456804087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549768212509972,0.06733093965400194,0.0,0.07924168178848671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688285030032646,0.0,0.0,0.12420320936195928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088240850197055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360121828699937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030959272149541,0.0,0.05472604720181061,0.0,0.07701503511290088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703047702534909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941266537340919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454377696970658,0.0,0.0,0.09564157838842807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010116447216956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196134518595616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704433962018982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704161103457576,0.2043052390904549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426779844051322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351614301395373,0.08408012653053179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317903209650994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690043958570708,0.16101203825076774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075586901586978,0.0,0.0,0.5417817718090917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510374485391787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633403886186796,0.0,0.07945255909178969,0.22718656810480214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620101198491217 adhd,perversedesserts,2019/03/25,"My Fiance promised me a reward if i do my chores and go outside for a bit while he's at work today. Ive already decided im not getting that reward. I already know how it's going down today, just like everyday. Rewards have never worked on me. I've been in such a rut and I can't pull myself out of it. Or maybe I can and I'm just refusing and crying about it because I don't want to do dishes or laundry or go outside or draw commissions. I know that not doing these things is just going bum me out more but I'm finding it harder and harder to get up and care, even on medication(hell even caring about taking my medication). I feel frozen all the time whenever is comes to chores because my brain is just like ""NAH"" and I procrastinate like hell. All these things are piling up on me but I feel like I don't have the strength to do it, even though I'm able bodied. And then it just gets dumped on the people around me because A. I took too long to start so they do it instead or B. Someone needs to sit there and make me do it. Whenever someone does my chores for me I feel like absolute garbage because I was supposed to and of course I didn't and I'm just burdening the ones I love. I feel so selfish being this way, maybe I'm just lying to myself and just getting wound up over nothing. I can't get over myself as my therapist says. My fiance is understanding and so patient with me but I'm afraid I'm going to push him away if I keep this up. I really wish I had an accountability buddy right now. But aren't I supposed to be taking responsibility for myself? I feel so fucking selfish and trapped in my own head.",3.0970118343195243,4.19069903254438,4.694634319526628,85.48498106508877,73.46745562130178,7.301491124260355,25.94603550295858,7.699297019823105,1.2913724023668638,1275,42,271,16,25,430,162,338,0.114,0.768,0.11800000000000001,-0.1626,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,6,26,20,3,1,9,0,26,8,3,2,3,60,65,34,0,5,21,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,16,19,1,2,10,0,1,9,9,7,0,1,5,6,45,13,37,58,5,40,1,0,0,2,6,19,2,7,15,189,61,3,0.1023677973007336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593081971579002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112904283100473,0.0,0.0,0.09617791530586417,0.0,0.0,0.24960983636393724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111759121625349,0.11370754563314547,0.0,0.11427631685082315,0.0,0.0,0.20874158360829875,0.0,0.0,0.08818079311035065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244621851341101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958274926228453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028388939903339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588011706170393,0.14626314969139428,0.0,0.0,0.09356231218385576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463737907181853,0.26741474507305724,0.0,0.2908898913641073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505889314078894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057478748700457,0.0,0.0,0.0909892017570624,0.0,0.0,0.1125173284946055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005867481984745,0.0,0.0,0.0905922792844298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923909337695596,0.0,0.06833129959721297,0.0,0.205684423111445,0.0,0.0,0.10312478614200196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759044246008442,0.07895235605285063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822466238481456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936706875039443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096894134060287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557943222810915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742153956668472,0.0,0.0814069811560721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347180491370662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724564538136204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393568748117634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885690266343935,0.13601723172464608,0.0,0.10057584109827512,0.0,0.05969148582607685,0.0,0.19406540457746346,0.0,0.11373438940085565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656848718433604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060379179106145826,0.08125479266856724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771791489099595,0.0,0.0,0.14904995125903125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MisterOkeyDokey,2019/03/25,"Powering through difficulties in an office environment; need advice Hey all. So this is partly a success and partly a struggle story. I’m a 20 year old student and even with my attention/organization problems I’ve done well enough in school and internships to land a very prestigious internship in an “elite” office environment. As an intern I have to juggle a lot of tasks at once and have a very consistent workflow, something I’ve historically had problems with. I’ve had a lot of little screw ups and my anxiety has gotten the better of me at times when I’ve felt overwhelmed, but I feel I’m finally getting the hang of it. My office is nice but I also know they’ve noticed the times I’ve messed up. I have about two months left to really leave a good impression before leaving to secure a recommendation/good reference, but I know I’ve already developed a reputation for being hard working but scatterbrained. I want to continue this internship with some added responsibilities in the summer, and I know that I will only continue to get better and grow in the role. As of now I’m set to end in May. I mentioned it to a couple superiors and they seemed open but non committed the idea. I’ve never let my ADHD limit me and Ive never told any employer I have it. However, I’d want to tell my superior about how it just takes me a long time to master some organizational things—longer than others, and if given the chance I can really grow in the role. I’d really like to stick to this internship rather than moving to something new (again) because I just want the chance to really become proficient in a set of skills rather than always jumping to the next step, as we often are guided to when we’re young. Is there a good way to talk about this with my superior? 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I haven't noticed any significant changes while on strattera, and my new gp suggested Remeron. I looked it up and I found some articles possibly linking not to an increased risk of dementia. Has anyone has any experience with Remeron that they could share?",6.436521739130434,9.236124173913042,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,68.13043478260869,9.817391304347826,41.934782608695656,10.125756701596842,5.2443217391304335,216,14,32,6,4,68,39,46,0.127,0.825,0.048,-0.3952,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,5,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205403640647023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620350936474345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270981692424974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687524235237404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30246207918464063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33902761130765025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596545456982738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986323699161312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520322414783517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34858247524067937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zawadi3936,2019/03/25,"Please help, GP appointment for diagnosis So I'm on my way to my GP appointment and typically, I have forgotten the book I wrote down everything I want to say to her. I have never been diagnosed,I am now 24 and I'm sure I have ADD. When I was about 7 my school advised my mum to get me tested, that I was ""definitly something"" but they didn't know what. Of course that was back in the day they didn't realise how differently these things can effect girls so I got on with life believing I was insomnic (actually, my brain just goes 5000mph), lazy, and never ""fully applying myself"" to anything but 1 or 2 subjects. My mum never had the time to get me seen. I am nervous as balls that I'm going to **** this up somehow, because I'm expecting her to ask me to list my symptoms and in any ""list x"" situations my mind goes *completely blank*, I verbally splurge a load of utter nonsense and then, 5 minutes after the person has left it all comes back to me. Any tips/suggestions/advice on how to make this an effective appointment? Any thing to avoid or focus on? Any tips on preparing for this in under 2 hours? Like I said I had listed everything I wanted to say but left it at home and am now on my way to the GP from work.",1.5343548387096784,3.692811919354842,3.647348387096773,86.58152258064516,81.01612903225806,7.355096774193548,23.629677419354838,8.364918446050245,1.5763659354838713,948,34,199,21,25,323,142,248,0.057999999999999996,0.882,0.06,-0.3695,1,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,3,12,4,0,2,7,0,17,3,1,5,5,33,34,18,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,12,9,0,1,3,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,13,4,32,2,36,21,1,32,0,0,1,0,15,15,0,3,14,131,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.1297713119439464,0.0,0.0,0.12994853423803732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617294557176767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943290818061148,0.0,0.1243202789385275,0.0,0.0,0.20450999803442454,0.0,0.08106463215269641,0.0,0.0,0.1498252480446726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845196366012053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455227342885865,0.13942916441543535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576243019503511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893795349013907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390314094680218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389552800151519,0.0,0.0755767717614707,0.0,0.1063579050294864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913507461400197,0.0,0.13339185327046008,0.0,0.13096054621982825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308346480320914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889708041037857,0.0,0.09392916482025218,0.06496831947377643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876656059799498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342739761011177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076918984081062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611480926149075,0.0,0.14597437292757212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649639581411715,0.2115053502124536,0.0,0.13458494872870674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947741209605134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237609007751967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533402190245144,0.13821928281649842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766947491622093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775429111548893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687253403860296,0.2111099458025258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681252667922792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,G4RRRY,2019/03/25,"Focusing on the bigger picture Long shot but just wondering if anyone had any tips on how I could stay more focused on the bigger picture of what I’m doing. Since starting medication, seem to get caught up in the details and feel as if I need to make everything all neat and perfect, which isn’t a huge problem except that it slows me down when studying. So I was wondering if anyone has the same problem and if so, how they manage it? 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I’ve suspected that I had ADD or something similar for quite some time, however no one really picked up on it since I do okay in school, however I have horrible organizational and I lack the skills to focus. I am 100% sure not using my full potential (that’s what many teachers tell me, too). I feel like I’m just giving excuses to myself so I don’t really ask anyone for help Anyways, I’ve noticed that whenever I drink coffee (the cold Starbucks Frappuccinos from dollar stores), I can focus and be productive for about 6 hours, and I don’t have problems falling asleep. However, I’m worried that it could be detrimental to my health. Is it bad to continuously drink coffee in order to retain my focus? I’m in Toronto, Canada if that matters. Thank you",3.5207428571428565,5.897896693333338,5.501904761904764,74.7,75.4,8.81904761904762,27.380952380952376,9.424239791934726,2.9166952380952385,624,25,108,17,14,215,99,150,0.134,0.765,0.102,-0.7059,3,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,0,2,1,12,5,1,3,1,21,21,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,4,2,1,2,2,2,1,4,2,0,1,1,2,16,4,16,17,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,4,70,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304259591233183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438016451548805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574457484308254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892885116535834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654563433009606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431506129853737,0.13325691201445394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893636163560914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827243348337814,0.0,0.0,0.12502697957246128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369425961587466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112902846472737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891119197885327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790912929783132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123653907008824,0.0,0.0,0.1263974062732188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784838079451462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839738130350265,0.0,0.0,0.2389915067142345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877809558507397,0.0,0.0,0.1945912410449804,0.0,0.0,0.15429936145971282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435997375697471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580211004468754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303524924524224,0.1717315602443466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108767014678962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222036802827389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943004583595274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,comet4taily,2019/03/25,"I think my Medikinet Caused Heart Problems, but the Doctors Dismissed it? \[crosspost from /askadoc because it's not getting much traction there \] Female, 25, 169 cm, 120 pounds, issue of 2 months, heart, no other medical issues or medication, 2x 20mg Medikinet So, I stared taking Medikinet 2 months ago, and it all seemed fine and dandy. Increased the dose to where it worked best, 20 mg twice daily. However, as soon as I got up to that dose, I noticed that during the day when being physically active I could feel my heart pounding in my chest quite heavily and also an increased heart rate/ being out of breath. Now, I'm no athlete, but I do jog 5 miles normally without issue and this happened to me after I ran for the bus. I particularly blame the meds. When I was on a intense hike I experienced the same symptoms - heavy heartbeat, feeling it in my chest but also feeling my pulse in my legs and my neck, really short of breath. I thought I had just over estimated my abilities but my friend layed a heart on my chest and also said this could not be normal. We continued little by little (I could not walk for longer than 30 seconds) to get to a house, but exactly at 13.30h, about when my meds should have stopped working, the symptoms stopped completly and I felt much better. We finished the hike with no further problems (and it actually got more intense, still no problem). I found the same to be true in other exercise situations. However, my doctors completly dismiss the issue and insist this can't be caused by the Medikinet. They also were weirdly chill about these issues, and said it was probably just because I was focussing on it. This seems highly unlikely to me. Not sure how to go from here, can anyone help? is it the Medikinet? I'm seeking advice before considering another specialist. I'd really apprechiate it!",6.494860962566848,7.498909523529411,6.471390374331553,76.19216577540108,65.52941176470588,9.240641711229946,34.86631016042781,9.339509955726095,3.2731470588235303,1458,66,253,26,22,462,192,340,0.083,0.8,0.11599999999999999,0.9169,2,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,2,0,1,5,19,10,0,0,16,0,19,21,12,3,4,56,40,27,0,9,13,0,4,0,1,1,9,2,0,0,19,14,0,2,9,2,0,6,10,4,0,2,13,8,33,6,36,18,9,39,0,0,1,0,7,18,0,3,15,173,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.07504005861580378,0.0,0.0,0.07514253713079601,0.06816425934167987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597696071566474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063286450046199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376794044169269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375099407231777,0.0,0.06543340348617266,0.0,0.08069831227978584,0.06800885673721725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798812697655512,0.0,0.0,0.1612493934715882,0.0,0.0,0.184187204449173,0.0,0.0,0.049591991422950434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574140027341371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664380233982975,0.0,0.07383286336309673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431323092969031,0.05941017742088073,0.0,0.08035067382085473,0.0,0.04370215032906232,0.0,0.12300258521103832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799947238952275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556146280920624,0.05154221779500757,0.0812455550460222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872843422338328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40130073176694586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541413320512448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082973318548228,0.15493061259351348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275637863415526,0.0,0.11305580235696465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068482213916082,0.0,0.08754736983214857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290761742719807,0.2207391876565173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178907522258229,0.0,0.0,0.09852395324868997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629268694885947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000768285216114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643508027622736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140978095407475,0.12857812066117905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247420257396202,0.15985016917860076,0.0578167268357336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927228195528969,0.0,0.06104736749353739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412564697543532,0.0,0.11196338494121576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jasperirl,2019/03/25,Redosing? What’s it like to redose vyvanse when it starts wearing off? I’m on 50s but what would it be like to take a 25 later? ,-1.2767857142857115,0.7619148928571455,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,96.5,4.228571428571429,17.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.3099571428571428,99,3,23,1,4,34,23,28,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.6747,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148250653427961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44537591009950656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731065578028215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469906293125487,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheClaws,2019/03/25,"ADD here.. Have any of you the beat the exhaustion with medication or other 'tricks'? TLDR: the headline :) I am fairly new in this ADHD/ADD world. I was diagnosed ADD end January and have started medication, first with Concerta which didn't do much for me beyond headaches and now Medikinet (40mg twice a day). Exhaustion was the main driver for me to seek some sort of diagnosis for what I had, which after years of frustration, ended up being ADD. My main challenge that I desperately want to fix, is the constant exhaustion; for the past 10+ years, I've _had_ to take a nap as soon as I get home from work. Never mind the suffocating exhaustion during the day. I will skip anything that is actually on my way home from work to get that nap, and go out to grocery shopping in the evening instead. Social interaction outside of work is out of the question (or requires careful planning) for many years. Needless to say, it makes my life pretty challenging in every aspect. But enough about that :) Has any of you turned your life around, from something like my situation to something resembling a normal human being? I've tried power napping in a chair instead of a 1+ hour nap but to no avail. I have recently bought a weighted blanket, but it doesn't do much to give me a good nights sleep. I go to bed early, eat fairly healthy, stay off caffeine in the afternoon/evening etc. I've tried a _lot_ of different things, with little effect. I do feel a tiny bit less exhausted on Medikinet, but leaps and bounds from my colleagues and family/friends. I could give a long list of things I've tried to be more energized, but I feel like I've already gone on for too long :)",5.967264150943392,6.615858776729564,6.1959056603773615,78.96065094339626,66.57861635220127,9.378867924528302,32.56666666666667,9.3871,2.8553353459119504,1313,53,248,24,20,420,179,318,0.052000000000000005,0.8440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.945,2,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,0,11,10,14,2,0,21,0,22,13,1,2,1,36,38,14,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,1,10,1,3,1,13,14,2,2,4,5,2,3,4,7,0,2,7,4,22,7,51,26,11,43,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,6,24,162,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.10346270441060368,0.0,0.12741848892311414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699850852252278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419792476819596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724751612878721,0.09438253805058452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574915330632266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809704483665712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457269977395185,0.0,0.08465037048947982,0.0,0.0,0.1367515336307405,0.0,0.0,0.10761064562110216,0.0,0.1107709878094904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084875262482811,0.0,0.0,0.18780900130578987,0.10954962469642852,0.11824315709945292,0.14005377455559592,0.0,0.08932856206534627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721636297045796,0.07574252325214595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018271775732137,0.0,0.0,0.08191275085416272,0.0,0.11078480171881296,0.20341296112834228,0.12051010473627972,0.08892667575004827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269850291203787,0.0,0.10441084458517223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977370991718578,0.10359451458227407,0.10626243748772844,0.0,0.18765322187149774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013657150136126,0.0,0.0,0.07077086825371125,0.10749021394317798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136131083930223,0.0,0.0,0.1070525410530417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587753097382054,0.0,0.08177111838166021,0.10239722911327724,0.0,0.09949497095865638,0.10387957778637054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121051045143564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107863038247502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876950840132575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046844668931389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431337867549815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917377633074926,0.10609910749859716,0.10807662707161413,0.0,0.16324266107410434,0.0,0.0,0.0750432990035505,0.11300592013401857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971575487727983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087332808480724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594703402428628,0.1153220776075308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253484062174293,0.08415575674437105,0.0,0.12910689021524338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155701397354705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048251176492702 adhd,IFallCrown,2019/03/25,"Positive experiences with NHS and ADHD? So I'm planning to see a GP about an ADHD diagnosis however I've seen many stories of misdiagnosis where the doctor's not listening or decides it's something else (a mental illness more in their comfort zone) in the first few minutes or before the person can explain all their symptoms. This has kinda scared me off so far as I don't want to receive the wrong treatment. I know I should put some faith in the professionals but after seeing all this stuff it's hard. So I guess I'm concerned that there's a negativity bias and I'll have ended up making my life a lot harder for no reason, so do you have a good experience to share? I don't really need details and would honestly feel rude for asking but if you've had a fairly good or even just meh experience I'd really appreciate you saying something like ""Eh, it was actually pretty decent"" as I'm a bit of a mess because of this at the moment. Many thanks in advance. TL;DR Good experiences with the NHS for ADHD?",4.303685092127304,5.8134199045226165,6.187015075376884,74.33415745393636,71.06030150753769,8.522747068676717,28.342043551088786,9.029198982220553,2.4551464656616413,807,30,146,16,15,280,129,199,0.11900000000000001,0.695,0.18600000000000005,0.9607,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,3,9,13,1,1,16,0,11,4,0,2,2,29,27,15,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,3,7,11,9,22,22,7,16,1,0,3,0,11,9,0,8,5,95,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.11668795961050372,0.0,0.4311177706147787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117864917156073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289181546195686,0.0,0.1017495253070642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054493986892074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239008825414395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998895762574191,0.0,0.1059079659849536,0.0,0.0,0.07897816552225677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678692127022916,0.0,0.0,0.06046071723696261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017104413341941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008815323549916,0.0,0.0,0.13172535311320355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071157208898015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571529763709345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445936491362734,0.05841830929468358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016583963728496,0.0,0.0,0.07981724683723791,0.2424605816091633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050348444979088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866335383808803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440828539314327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165077186210475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020591060484635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320562496107998,0.12294302415601645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950908463253288,0.11971544375986658,0.0,0.19057160104607335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410936724145788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368847769167454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428421851549855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008860262233502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705284382260103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494265542165791,0.13073650083839686,0.0,0.0 adhd,ringleadertx,2019/03/25,"Just Diagnosed … a couple questions. I finally pursued a diagnosis, 42/m. I made an appointment with an in network psychiatrist, and had an initial meeting 2 weeks ago. Went through why I was there. She referred me to for a computer quotient test. Went in last week to take it. It was a frustrating experience, but I was concerned that I did too well on it. Went back in this morning to get the results. She said "" oh, sweetie, you are classic ADD, non hyperactive."" So she wrote a script for 10mg of Vyvanse which will be filled tomorrow or Wednesday. It was an agonizing week and weekend. I was most concerned that if this quotient test can back normal, then what the hell is actually wrong with me? So I have relief in better understanding why I struggle with 1/2 of my life's activities. &#x200B; So my questions: 1. Are there any tips on setting up my work office and home office to be more productive? I struggle with distractions and am hyper aware of conversations and things around me. I could never listen to music or anything while working or previously studying/homework. 2. She said I may have to stop my TRT (Testosterone Replacement Therapy) due to the stimulant and testosterone raising my blood pressure to an unsafe level. Any experience with this? 3. Do you find that the medication is life changing? I have never taken anything like this before and have never seen mental health doctor. I have always avoided doctors, etc.. 4. Does the medication make you dumber? I am very intelligent and very successful in certain parts of my life. I am tremendously unsuccessful in certain parts also. So I am concerned that medication will lower my performance in the areas that I am good at, and improve the areas where I am bad. Is there a negative effect on the good areas? 5. Anything else that might be helpful? &#x200B; Thank you for your feedback. 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I've been on Vyvanse for about 4 years now, up to 70 mg now. Filling my first script of the year after my deductible reset (even after the Shire mfr. discount) was a huge kick in the stomach. $240 a month until I meet my deductible. It's been working for me, in that I am able now to focus more on long-term work projects. I used to have a job with very short intense task bursts, but transitioned into a position with long (months to years) projects that I simply couldn't handle because my dumb brain. I'm considering asking my doc to switch me to something more affordable, but I'm pretty worried about something else not working as well. The Vyvanse does still give me a ""high""(ish) in the morning for a couple hours - wherein everything sounds like a good idea and I'm super productive - but dwindles down over the day and I languish at the end of the work day. I deal with that because I don't know any different, and to be super honest, I am also worried about weight gain with something else. Vyvanse helped me take off 40 lbs, and I do superficially worry that something else would make me gain weight. (Well, *I* would make me gain weight, I get that, but you know what I mean). tl;dr: Anyone transitioned from Vyvanse to another option, and how do you feel it compared? Care to share your experiences or thoughts?",5.148776009791924,6.724778031007755,5.164704202366384,82.21981028151777,69.07751937984497,7.447082823337414,30.63321093431253,7.85451343220497,2.0728031007751944,1084,44,198,13,19,338,149,258,0.057999999999999996,0.76,0.183,0.9897,3,0,4,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,10,12,10,1,0,15,0,13,5,2,4,0,30,30,14,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,10,3,0,6,0,1,1,3,1,2,1,4,6,26,9,38,22,2,32,0,0,1,0,9,13,1,2,19,123,34,8,0.10219359075831352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172417760789591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949514608320141,0.107158890333415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145613477754996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955372122383134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245925287993034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408184473591967,0.0,0.0,0.10419317662389467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307526442091248,0.0,0.13181282354857068,0.10535710476630933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067705515453982,0.0,0.0,0.08943029994305554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25610889565025635,0.0,0.09051318874711516,0.0,0.0,0.0674979028851572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184500989280066,0.0999649411742624,0.0,0.0,0.05167215006123935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692581609340144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053391933286306835,0.09803340423626246,0.0,0.08571513538600015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849820973685687,0.1079731394536311,0.0,0.0,0.10064010156569694,0.0,0.0,0.11536412491951666,0.0,0.0,0.10141137009788873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232584977496668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499266264468554,0.0,0.0,0.18087622395269645,0.08581687812346384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364300307548232,0.0,0.0,0.11131877941352136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313989831911827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396762106026353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146944755714697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161193358843191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683686210095997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113029592724161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826245081447802,0.0,0.08432041495423764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37333278728995,0.18376862209717498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29759260476737565,0.3113476560300319,0.0,0.14519078959469367,0.0,0.0,0.19742796569960694 adhd,Sir_WonderBread,2019/03/25,"It has been three weeks since my prescription ran out, and my GP told me I'd have to get diagnosed by a psychiatrist... And I can't even remember the name of the psychiatrist I scheduled an appointment with. So instead of working (like I should be) I'm spinning I my chair struggling to remember who I'm supposed to see and where I am supposed to go, oh and my appointment is tomorrow... ",3.805307017543857,5.460128565789479,5.3421052631578965,79.32307017543863,72.55263157894737,9.803508771929828,33.719298245614034,10.125756701596842,3.683261403508773,305,16,60,9,6,103,53,76,0.040999999999999995,0.9590000000000001,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,1,10,1,9,10,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29382400254556484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120394815041308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512454166330882,0.0,0.16452257635119782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142910648219242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6558664438582682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306842801703595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394672827052761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026354816926303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766179790601057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220963509936035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107505512752759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ColdCaramel,2019/03/25,"4-hour productivity barrier? On any given day, once I hit ~4hrs of work getting done I just become retarded. Some rare days when the stars align I can push it further. Some days are still closer to zero though. Anyone else relate?",3.2921428571428564,6.296251547619049,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,81.14285714285714,6.217142857142857,20.304761904761907,7.554174236665415,1.042099047619048,183,5,31,3,5,58,38,42,0.131,0.8690000000000001,0.0,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,3,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703654189120314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231427083704325,0.28181084767313114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037599256358076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532133884514549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814612769655662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976051753144386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369697927968753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270858867609136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29290848329687763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964719402359234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27022527404739044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002322997546011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ad-alt-adhd,2019/03/25,"I handed in my thesis! It was my second attempt and it's the only thing standing in the way of my graduation - I worked all weekend on it - I sent it in minutes before the deadline - I feel like it's only marginally better than the last version - I feel like it's not going to be enough to get a passing grade - I was (and still am) anxious/I cried/I panicked/I cursed/I even hit myself (those emotions were too real) - I sent my mentor an email to apologize to him for not using his help with the assignment, because I was too scared to hand in a series of draft versions (All of them had planned in deadlines, going back 7 weeks. He was going to review and provide feedback on all of them) - I again (for the 4th time) contacted the student assistance center at our school. I don't know what I'm going to ask for this time - I visualized the impending doom that awaits me if/when I fail - I visualized the elation if/when I pass - I haven't done anything else productive today (I'm working from home supposedly. It's a ""real"" job) - I cried again in the shower - I'm having a pity party and I'm posting on Reddit I know that others have gone through a similar process. While I'd like to enjoy my pity party, I'd love it if you guys could give me some words of encouragement. I've been a long-time lurker on my other account and I haven't posted anything yet, but I do love the community and everything you all mean to me (and everyone else).",1.4215228031145701,3.7245325137931036,3.479766407119022,86.77639043381538,82.48275862068967,5.810901001112348,23.49276974416017,7.1029339738359605,1.0204393770856504,1119,41,222,15,31,379,158,290,0.048,0.84,0.11199999999999999,0.9321,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,2,6,8,13,0,1,18,0,17,4,2,1,4,27,40,10,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,16,8,0,0,5,1,1,9,5,5,0,1,11,4,36,8,32,26,8,37,1,4,0,2,20,12,0,2,15,146,52,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455260019296743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201004088250125,0.0,0.120426057657083,0.0,0.0,0.09905195284721603,0.0,0.07852535522702607,0.0,0.10961337110733006,0.0,0.0,0.11392774416353198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028495096737315,0.0,0.14149889894286402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182402454825914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152193469014297,0.14490124726262224,0.0,0.13310190043845396,0.0,0.08508209685147529,0.0,0.0,0.1230897055888039,0.1157719824320994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026700647320685,0.18405309587871335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730131522281718,0.1235725442922416,0.2928375885701941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275486077376857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634299831358902,0.0,0.12921347305596584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783051981910887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158838157888232,0.10500265706857284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879973533605368,0.0,0.0,0.11399856696774922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325238780552957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031895461350646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594153697498984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674123680811005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932428035665846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896780918168962,0.1303691958686235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028730396205251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085579972278029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022789796432495,0.0,0.12210299925442787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112561141539902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224855800785962,0.10332884260228507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875599221518072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImInTheFutureAlso,2019/03/25,"Reminder: pay your damn bills I got disconnection notices for water and electricity today. Again. Like I did a couple months ago. I am 30 years old, for gods sake. I shouldn’t forget to pay my utility bills. I could set up automatic payments. I could add reminders in my phone. I could write it on the calendar or my planner. I could check my goddamn email that gets monthly reminders to pay. But do I do any of those things? No, of course not. I wait until they’re about to disconnect, think “wow I thought I just paid this,” thank my ever patient and understanding (and also ADHD) fiancé, and grab my debit card. So here’s your reminder - pay your bills, folks! ",2.321190476190477,4.9444447698412715,3.2787301587301587,87.5857142857143,81.46031746031747,5.822222222222222,23.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9883714285714283,515,18,99,7,14,164,90,126,0.127,0.799,0.07400000000000001,-0.3853,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,7,4,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,21,17,9,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,10,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,21,3,12,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,10,63,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339101876199129,0.0,0.17252978004112626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564737054770922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235663019549498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6215921789886323,0.2153569249181594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605604757763438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168733742839714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566522086431675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950875047535499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310707271067578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215901501196812,0.2042338457816241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919126129375346,0.0,0.0,0.12930504388119946,0.12471251136550505,0.0,0.15451629618616844,0.0,0.0,0.1844886514490407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261907608323607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533681232483562 adhd,flussen,2019/03/25,"First psychiatrist appointment tomorrow, scared I won't be taken seriously I'm 27 and feel like I've been sinking and growing increasingly incapable of handling my job. I recently realized I may have PI-ADHD and I feel like I relate everything I've read so profoundly. I've long known something was wrong with me, but depression/anxiety/etc never fully made sense. ADHD makes complete sense to me I'm seeing a psychiatrist for the first time tomorrow but I'm terrified I won't be taken seriously. I'm pretty successful in my life on paper - went to a decent school, got a degree in computer science, work at a big tech company that isn't that easy to get hired at. The fine print is that I got 4-5 hours of sleep each night in high school/college because I couldn't do anything before midnight, and put in 5x more time than my peers to get by because failure wasn't an option (and a billion other things that I compiled into a list to show the psychiatrist) While I can clearly recount difficulties from my teen years, I don't remember much from before 12. I did really well in elementary school, because it was easy. I was picked to do all sorts of gifted classes and skip levels in math. It's easy to get by on intelligence when you spend forever on every basic concept :/ my mom works with preschool aged children, and insists I was a normal child because I wasn't hyper and was talkative with my friends... I also smoke weed to manage the complete mental overload I feel at the end of each day. to;dr possibly ""twice exceptional"", coasted on intelligence until things got hard, scared I'll be labelled drug seeking because I use weed to stay sane and don't have ""proof"" from under the age of 12... wondering if anyone has had similar experiences",8.792259036144577,7.5501450030120525,9.136234939759039,66.51832831325304,61.31927710843375,12.275903614457832,39.42469879518072,11.333407214811013,4.566146987951806,1399,62,241,33,16,468,192,332,0.11800000000000001,0.779,0.10300000000000001,-0.7312,1,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,5,4,11,0,2,14,0,27,3,1,4,4,39,48,17,0,3,4,1,4,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,9,15,0,0,7,2,1,4,9,5,1,4,17,5,27,6,41,24,6,42,0,0,1,0,5,18,0,5,21,145,36,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882156422392485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827848128401161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238350898089736,0.0,0.08518804304340971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31552379845944656,0.0,0.1761755912532384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707725504517225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667617603920763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005019861057467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916878897936817,0.0,0.11545203351930508,0.0,0.0,0.08721996599875459,0.0,0.0930369956214708,0.10126230924451628,0.0,0.0,0.1570282894392613,0.14790924985178627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610791877999452,0.0,0.0,0.07997920462593126,0.0,0.1622545983449025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483829208862429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273348157314427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937443976878873,0.0,0.0,0.1019462320232824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272751025643036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311915463795414,0.10114917144769116,0.0,0.0,0.09161183865926223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795301607077976,0.06910032558539997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432369368284117,0.0,0.0,0.12124123553962694,0.0,0.0,0.07609902497680904,0.0,0.0798409153805838,0.0,0.0,0.09714639733832198,0.10142750574966508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670311366038215,0.0,0.10531693683356752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406607455431753,0.0,0.0,0.10354789670751388,0.0,0.06631748767226495,0.0,0.10221339549088522,0.0,0.1172678471686458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072829236587506,0.31430294403875075,0.08249194379297334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359464357834763,0.0,0.0,0.0796946632702657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103384212603453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754802049427414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072655224097133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940794126486945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307680683672492,0.09596396843711832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226289698747904,0.15072741512598328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131827409713968,0.0,0.06666341046286943 adhd,babershopcop,2019/03/25,"Strattera experiences ? Any experiences positive/negative with Strattera? I can't stand stimulant based medications, haven't taken any in over 4 years because of excessive side effects. Strattera seems like the only non-stimulant ADHD medication and this peaked my interest. &#x200B; Any thoughts?",9.236666666666668,13.577559333333335,8.373333333333337,51.06000000000003,66.77777777777777,12.488888888888884,46.77777777777778,11.20814326018867,7.940244444444445,250,17,26,10,5,78,38,45,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.7219,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,4,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426049248329697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824661525192736,0.2671858113075066,0.4485904863929092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404059190956027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301818099153125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742529468623194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44302444411258296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672333701634584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017614604612494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456508817479038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671858113075066,0.14159950914608205 adhd,kristin57,2019/03/25,"I have too many meetings and can't get anything done. I have a ton of projects going on at work, and have multiple meetings a day regarding those projects. I have such a hard time going from ""meeting brain"" to ""get shit done brain"" and I have no idea how I'm going to get all this work done. Unfortunately, I have very little say in when these meetings are scheduled. Does anyone have any tips for transitioning from one frame of mind to another?",6.4481395348837225,6.545372186046518,6.211023255813953,81.16769767441862,65.51162790697674,9.205581395348837,32.31627906976744,8.841846274778883,2.4247934883720936,352,13,70,5,5,110,56,86,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,0,12,3,3,1,1,7,19,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,2,5,0,11,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,4,45,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164569116552605,0.179572159035303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974305032833132,0.0,0.14092541614984586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823466835503663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044306841695316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986336638969033,0.525749311891508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841556604756883,0.0,0.2919785699426616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340773205765548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332213055360606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163902066793738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362217062567148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291522517992472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604446754678775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361860887742075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175787232768046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985814327384747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130044569305836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493463042811737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZGotIt,2019/03/25,"Pharmacy Troubles With Getting Meds So for some reason, the last 4-6 months I basically have to go on a Walgreens pharmacy scavenger hunt to get my medication. It seems like every Walgreens is Always out, and to make matters worse, they “can’t tell you what other pharmacies have your medication in stock” - leaving you to just pick another one to try at random. Sometimes it take an entire afternoon and evening find one that has it in stock. Does anyone else have to deal with this? Do I need to switch pharmacies or is there just a overall shortage across the board? I take VyVanse 70. 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Understanding someone special Hi! So I met and starting dating a guy with adhd and I am so into him. He’s serious and smart and complicated and deep. He takes adderall daily, and one evening we were together having some cocktails and he took extra, recreationally. I thought this was weird? Anyway, later that night he told me he was falling love with me, but he was also high. Should I take what he said seriously? Thanks so much for your help. I’m honestly at a loss. 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Finding out I had EFD came a few years after University, and within my first year of marriage. It's been almost a year and a half, and I am still having difficulty accepting that no matter how hard I try, I can't change my brain's ability to perform certain tasks. I lived my whole life struggling with keeping up with the conversation and not interrupting when I got a thought. Due to my horrible short-term memory I don't want to lose what I was thinking so I say it... and as soon as it comes out of my mouth I feel so fucking bad. I hate being interrupted, because it throws me off track and I feel so hypocritical when I do it to others, not on purpose. My husband does his best to understand and empathize with those daily challenges, but he is really struggling with my communication and my lack of emotional control. I'm scared I'm destroying our marriage with my EFD because of the toll it is putting on him. We've done therapy and I have tools to help me overcome these obstacles, and I am applying them as best as I can -- but, I forget them in the moment. When it really counts; the moments when I can show him I've improved and that this won't always be such a big issue in our lives. I know my communication struggles won't go away completely, but there's got to be something to reduce the impact its having on our relationship. How do I accept and not resent these aspects of who I am when I can see the pain I cause those I love? How do you take back control of your mind and emotions when it's lost, without getting fucking mad at yourself for it? I am a yoga instructor and use meditation/mindfulness practices regularly, but I am having difficulty getting into that mindset outside of yoga. Does anyone have any suggestions to help me in the moment? I am desperate. I feel like I am losing the man I love.",5.525190217391305,6.0131957038043495,6.778804347826085,74.95967391304347,67.50543478260869,9.660869565217393,32.84782608695652,9.653516015845867,3.0836510869565217,1481,62,279,30,23,503,191,368,0.155,0.696,0.149,-0.3579,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,3,2,2,11,18,26,7,4,14,0,32,8,2,8,1,62,59,36,0,2,9,1,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,21,25,0,4,11,3,0,5,10,16,0,2,9,6,55,10,42,45,5,38,0,3,1,4,24,15,2,1,19,213,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213356224966884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486826234239203,0.0,0.0,0.06936030325901693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131748700771612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582794416644837,0.07842809181810001,0.08516181722989517,0.1243507794196349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407555469971296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386048944710643,0.0,0.11665545418634812,0.0,0.1047772715531334,0.10789750593661564,0.0878599218111415,0.10694013411563423,0.0,0.2287928091512338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851355308092698,0.10437660645670874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294619742106287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471566865988612,0.07286546447623625,0.0,0.0,0.09322185867228576,0.08675715219099678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858602723738352,0.10657667169703557,0.0,0.05796628088594945,0.0,0.16314992169388662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913677571091278,0.10069924505307642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367306025764749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645659658477016,0.0,0.09065811125138667,0.0,0.0,0.056053950839177545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204229850591631,0.049829752813349566,0.0,0.18012744147292248,0.0,0.0,0.2282133081896399,0.11133992121635444,0.0,0.18410948531373625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597235983870468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085301930495325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253345029086967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306816050241309,0.0,0.0,0.10950478419449836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111075832923094,0.10211509101372593,0.0,0.08127705070569641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852096689401232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145358031870792,0.0,0.0,0.3198829071410033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668777399810509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664051737247474,0.0,0.0,0.0653544714437694,0.0,0.08097287718872058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924811524108376,0.0,0.0,0.10618070694635608,0.0,0.08809119341294643,0.0,0.0,0.060159472013914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138741127643355,0.0,0.09831983188647382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704489226256344 adhd,Lilithiumandias,2019/03/25,"Getting real tired of not being able to eat anything without gagging at least 10 times when on vyvanse. So I'm in 50mg, and its helped me tremendously, and I definitely think it's a miracle drug (you can see from my previous posts). However, not only does it decrease my appetite severely (I don't even have any favourite foods anymore--nothing appeals to me), but I also have severe dry mouth. On top of these two things making it impossible for me to eat is the fact that when I am eating something, no matter what it is or what it tastes like, it makes me feel sick and nauseous, and I gag all the time. I'm getting really sick of this, and it's so frustrating. Any advice would be helpful, as I'm struggling. 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Hi all, When I was 6 years old or so in the late 1990's, I was assessed for ADHD. I was diagnosed with ADD (now ADHD-PI) by the school psychologist, but due to a lack of resources and a strong resistance by my parents, I was never given any treatment and was firmly told that ""there was nothing wrong with [me]."" To this day, I struggle very badly with working-memory, making firm decisions, keeping my life organized, planning ahead, not being able to dismiss distracting thoughts, not being able to finish what I start etc. etc. etc. I can put 2 and 2 together--between my early childhood diagnosis and my present-day symptoms, I would bet a lot of money that I have not ""outgrown"" the condition. What I am wondering is this: Is it necessary or a good idea that I go to a psychologist to be re-assessed even if I am 95% certain that I have this condition? Or, should I jump straight into trying out different medications and seeking practical therapy to cope and maybe overcome the symptoms of ADHD? I live in a country where psychiatrists, neurologists and any medical Dr involving the brain are in extreme short supply; so, my only practical options are psychologists--if that is relevant. All advice is much appreciated.",8.909859943977594,8.20322487394958,9.34920168067227,63.35878851540619,60.764705882352935,12.807282913165267,42.10224089635854,12.00992498983062,5.365208963585434,1032,53,169,29,12,347,146,238,0.057,0.843,0.1,0.8668,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,2,12,0,24,8,1,1,4,39,32,17,0,5,9,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,13,13,0,1,4,0,2,3,4,4,0,1,9,0,21,3,23,17,8,24,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,9,13,126,34,1,0.23955393843423076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318459224187749,0.1170446680724178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290489278985226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000876620894476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371071026833822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449247248721254,0.0,0.0,0.12157110246997732,0.0,0.12514143960351273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007489468669909,0.07911155852440405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807201186742545,0.10046323899950264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521361894332198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646327365947396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351136383944622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460201558385726,0.0,0.0,0.10576525823451513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183009596343873,0.0,0.0,0.07995205703583322,0.0,0.12033206469747458,0.0,0.0,0.24132539061995925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804985408929338,0.0,0.0923793826761695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492923236654592,0.0,0.1256857805384317,0.0,0.0811639741938452,0.09109578244656183,0.0,0.0,0.13299814966696386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040893668408476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122068743491796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477875530055151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521689459389965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898826559798595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697540296614624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508953434109713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445202701620387,0.0,0.08132069973166936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988285436631113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989301377253187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508612236270584,0.13095731293528134,0.0,0.07713244113362952 adhd,princesszelda00,2019/03/25,"Does anyone else repeat themselves like 3-5 times when they are saying something? I feel like every time I am trying to explain something I end up saying the same thing like 3 times all the time in slightly different ways without realizing it and the other person is kinda like, yea I know I heard it the first time? Does this happen to anyone else or am I the only conversation repeater? :(",5.76472972972973,6.911321148648652,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,67.24324324324324,7.541621621621622,28.313513513513517,7.554174236665415,1.838884324324324,311,10,52,3,5,101,50,74,0.038,0.8220000000000001,0.14,0.7677,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,7,4,5,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,14,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262895877745253,0.3315971314701776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906220978004652,0.0,0.0,0.2832107526060069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703512982825262,0.0,0.14332003986435582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633609664305613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181851406588339,0.11560065147516227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763973626600387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430924492318707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892927920440194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162184955232473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230675812173237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129059590135315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573635280280552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491461488005144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750268015144716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717780701136439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098617471642842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844119640229898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598386287253505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Joshisabellend,2019/03/25,"I was a little shit as a kid (or so ive been told) I can't remember my childhood, I don't know why I just can't. All the stories I've been told I did were way worse than what I think, I'm going to list something's I did but can't remember. I once took my wrist strap off while shopping with my mum and run away to the sweet shop (was about 3) I snuck into my grandma's house and took my grandads lighter and proceeded to set a paddling pool on fire while I was sat under it (was about 6, have a scar on my forehead) I told my teachers that my mum ties me to the bed and whips me as punishment for been naughty (was about 7/8, school called social services) Just thought I'd share a few stories from what I've been told I used to be like as a kid ",3.3192727272727285,3.0033237454545443,4.289848484848489,93.69477272727272,72.15151515151516,7.56969696969697,27.40909090909091,6.742157984588678,0.874345454545455,578,18,146,4,10,188,96,165,0.077,0.856,0.067,-0.1415,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,9,0,19,3,3,1,1,17,32,12,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,5,3,2,4,4,2,0,0,20,2,23,3,21,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,1,5,88,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060393744916864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368075638556825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911002549062827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849607608394996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809482222950574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783128245219807,0.16065931007660395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071065327460996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631696120076615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222872252906587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645421619564467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340220261498464,0.0,0.12340415824859664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271159227046286,0.0,0.12725759941199902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126811034187387,0.356190853433927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844480018836772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723598420266374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446427538643995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335593546191454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RetinalFlashes,2019/03/25,"Answering people minutes later? My husband will ask me a question and I'll legit browse reddit or write an idea down, continue playing my video game, start cleaning, basically anything, and then I'll finally process that ""oh shit I need to answer what he was asking"" and finally remember to say ""yes"" or ""no"" to a super simple question. And apologize for taking so long and he's like, no worries that was like almost 4 minutes ago. I do this *constantly* and it makes me feel so slow. Anyone else? The reason I'm asking is because I haven't actually been diagnosed ADHD but instead with bipolar 1. I believe this is a misdiagnosis as I haven't experienced anything like a mood cycling in a long time, but I definitely have symptoms of ADHD. My therapist said she actually thought it was adhd/depression and was surprised at the bp1 diagnosis. Anyway. This sub is great as I can relate to many posts here. Thanks yall",3.5641723666210687,6.161683023255815,5.438440492476062,74.09233242134064,76.32558139534885,8.000547195622435,31.047879616963066,8.841846274778883,3.162426402188784,728,36,120,17,17,249,116,172,0.034,0.805,0.161,0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,1,0,8,1,14,4,1,2,0,25,26,16,0,1,4,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,8,8,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,4,14,8,12,18,0,16,0,0,0,0,15,3,1,5,15,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.23576109183107266,0.0,0.4355239248641764,0.0,0.1070793420386956,0.0,0.12096084809112825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446414207205757,0.12377090567282772,0.19881144398119813,0.0,0.3387869506006563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363679190304864,0.0,0.0,0.1360969675567846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053875281251684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404236655410168,0.1226065153081264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100910477994477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107864408742712,0.0,0.0,0.2646546404515039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317923090346667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636522416941665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704608635131372,0.0,0.0,0.21380326720663526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063300328547157,0.12246930111079707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089569520180344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374550043705989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569023187612615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706407988893293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419953911606173,0.0,0.0,0.13683956806170905,0.0,0.11490570582623665,0.0960627035884096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399648883390026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550081021209738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255544408882953,0.09082438697629626,0.0,0.0,0.11121374149926637,0.0,0.14025474532834692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589940545873962,0.07043776133485168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267532024875642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayx333x333,2019/03/25,"Disability Insurance and ADHD I am new to this Reddit page, so I hope I am asking for advice in the right way...I did search past posts, but I didn't find any on exactly my question.... I am applying for Disability Insurance at the moment, and after disclosing my ADHD, the insurer is including the following exclusionary clause: * Exclusionary clause: ""Stress, anxiety, depression, neurosis, psychosis, burnout, chronic fatigue, personality disorder, deficit disorder, and/or other emotional or psychiatric disorder including all manifestations, treatment and complications of treatment"". The insurer also says there won't be a reduction in the premium, even though the scope of coverage is narrower, given the exclusionary clause...I'm not sure if that is standard or not? Seems a bit unfair to me...? Is there any utility in ""pushing back"" and proposing a more narrow exclusionary clause, such as just ""deficit disorder including all manifestations, treatment and complications of treatment""? Any guidance would be appreciated. TIA. I'm in Canada, but I would still like to hear from any Americans if you have any thoughts.",9.6985,11.723963183333336,9.730000000000004,52.02000000000004,58.83333333333334,14.444444444444445,45.0,13.295006501635747,7.4834999999999985,903,54,117,38,12,297,111,180,0.165,0.733,0.102,-0.9191,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,1,11,0,15,2,0,0,4,26,23,15,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,2,10,3,17,14,5,18,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,7,7,82,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027852860840069,0.12309738775030485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073895049002896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428322944659192,0.0,0.09636745805532436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776586532087625,0.0,0.0,0.09686391106475736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752768846201094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849862403689504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774946456706846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417004019059433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320264695171031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513519733039995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197845439736978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251176108710376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615430598016565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166356143958693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025355825808727,0.0,0.10999300440766788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064538119230404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111633203032248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757853214613462,0.0,0.1001771826786234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146792528050724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060059064291198,0.0,0.1442993366998342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872616172930438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376585230991075,0.10000689029712724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998990372910517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897234567185055,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daske,2019/03/25,"After some advice on dealing with mental illness-related cognitive deficits So I'm currently in my honours year of psychology at university, meaning that I'm required to write a thesis. I'm diagnosed with ADHD, depression, and anxiety, and currently my daily routine is sitting in front of my computer and fooling myself into thinking I'm about to start my coursework. At the end of the day, though, the result is the same; I've somehow spent the entire day watching youtube videos, catching up with friends, or otherwise procrastinating. I have a big problem with brain fog. My thoughts are hazy, it takes me a long time to form coherent sentences, my working memory is shot, and my ability to sustain attention is extremely poor. My question is: If you suffer from mental illness-related cognitive deficits, what strategies have you developed to cope and thrive academically/in life in general?",11.732847926267285,10.441394174193547,11.08829493087558,55.00387096774195,55.645161290322584,14.534562211981564,51.82027649769586,13.25671669890799,7.292124423963134,727,46,101,22,7,237,104,155,0.11,0.8290000000000001,0.061,-0.8357,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,0,8,3,1,1,0,25,18,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,2,23,16,3,22,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,5,10,68,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967698505088426,0.2030124055143719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892936341427993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319194319711811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679651195566336,0.21418272073082367,0.17893610143384187,0.21086344521216485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840062050953301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050832844856927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674106029688233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385357991583026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630233714287384,0.0,0.0,0.4187293876934683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879017126892692,0.0,0.0,0.2327292767654172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704761296285965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620330696924498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311880150538874,0.20411483831759247,0.16493152079241766,0.12114159668246108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124559919292568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378518368769593 adhd,twobeanz,2019/03/25,"Help with Concerta Looking for insight. My daughter started 18mg Concerta last month, worked very well for 5 days then dropped off (drastic enough to notice within a day), her dose was upped to 27mg, 3.5 weeks ago, and the same thing has happened! Worked for about a week and then bam nothing. I've asked her how she feels and she says ""like before"". My daughter's pediatrician and mental health nurse don't know why. Has anyone ever experienced this or have any insight? 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Well I’ve been off my regular med routine for about 4 months because my son was born and I was on paternity leave. I’m going back to work today and I even received a promotion right as I started my leave so I’m not entirely sure what to expect. Wish me luck! 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I explained that I was diagnosed with adult-adhd a decade ago but haven’t been medicated for about 7 years. She asked what adhd symptoms I’ve noticed that have brought me back and I drew a complete blank. First of all, I’ve lived with it for so long that what could be symptomatic of adhd feels like part of my personality so it’s hard to distinguish. Second of all, very rarely am I able to answer a question like that off the cuff to a complete stranger. I was just totally flummoxed and mumbled something about executive function. Third of all... i don’t remember the third of all. I really struggle with this and then I get paranoid that people think I’m lying or exaggerating, but if she just gave me 15 minutes alone with some paper and a pen I would’ve written an essay. 🙈",4.4736057692307725,5.900666596590908,5.378636363636364,80.61391608391611,70.5340909090909,8.369930069930069,30.015734265734267,8.841846274778883,2.4095966783216785,715,29,137,13,13,234,108,176,0.10400000000000001,0.856,0.04,-0.861,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,1,11,0,11,6,0,0,5,30,21,12,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,7,2,18,2,20,12,7,8,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,8,98,29,2,0.14566769459835593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251927841521519,0.0,0.1291256221756851,0.0,0.0,0.15086780052576726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361796307561178,0.0,0.0,0.11200946561595684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054596126850184,0.0,0.0,0.11630380104859925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478496437364487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736539632134289,0.1040650301268471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390486661098528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221071643052791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048964230900853,0.0,0.0,0.15483794762956102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233175524258782,0.0,0.12862724308622847,0.12891132582452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674487728912244,0.14679877474772718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584363577920735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774391803680754,0.0,0.10098763816125886,0.1271914122583785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318115556817825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331845519420323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650131017599539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214210798147696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522835022415337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028090197035897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333797689491284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019110359874816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347815083233808,0.0,0.0,0.09380521941837296 adhd,Kolopak,2019/03/25,"Did you ever feel the same as I when taking medications? Long story short: When I was younger I was forced to take Clonidine to stop my ADHD and mild tourette's. I always felt like a zombie, as if I had a 1 track mind. The medication also made me pass out within 30 minutes of taking it, thus I took it at night. People who stopped taking meds: Do you feel as if you're like socially awkward as in, you dont really talk to people at all, or go out and talk to large groups. Also, does it take a good 15 seconds at least to respond to someone's questions or scenarios? Am I the only one?",4.85026932084309,4.430517680327871,6.198946135831381,81.66139344262297,68.91803278688525,8.610772833723653,28.903981264636997,7.957251820313856,1.7473358313817324,455,14,96,5,7,155,81,122,0.079,0.8540000000000001,0.067,0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,7,2,0,2,2,20,18,14,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,7,3,12,3,18,11,3,18,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,5,9,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733029370199322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306367818333653,0.11998772359227006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619225534590214,0.0,0.16900382189219798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043908192191772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458258589974914,0.1030180301762802,0.13845665829891501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195339337283708,0.1209499046578859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089975315195807,0.0,0.0,0.12761434689123888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136447541658807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601760579068858,0.2905369494124677,0.0,0.0,0.1456030434573259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353239300793506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977150949756785,0.10967221753323833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999431998020223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153938732379222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923795767077778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699591129212453,0.12218199642931307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111887452545425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421102762931719,0.2318084189342404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602138718344246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdcheatthroaway,2019/03/25,"ADHD and cheating Hi people, I’ve been diagnosed for 6 months and I’m 29F. I’ve always had problems to commit to relationships. My current relationship has lasted almost 3 years and I’ve been able to stay faithful so far, but it’s been hard. And it’s getting harder every month, as I’m starting to get bored and restless and I realize this might be somewhat related to adhd symptoms, as I get bored in other types of relationships/situations as well and need change and stimulation to keep up interest. How are you handling this type of problems?",3.7875000000000014,6.343631980769235,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,75.34615384615384,7.621538461538463,29.63076923076923,8.548686976883017,2.70589923076923,442,20,74,9,10,148,70,104,0.159,0.747,0.094,-0.7227,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,20,16,14,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,1,4,3,14,10,1,10,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,44,9,2,0.17417539701136125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41864995959662665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441150052290696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492788321359376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842544752045542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678436160322755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675028410534674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729983683420992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602694418765514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481509573977734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419761954448249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847725715193015,0.0,0.0,0.2780502803285044,0.0,0.0,0.12914884991548245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075128955995353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33332466407739497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739983861350434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328224248049002,0.18564779844012225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103492806320945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566045995374832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121632451106106 adhd,Kriegerbot01,2019/03/25,"Guys I just drive a manual car for the first time! For a bit of context, I'm 20 and I've only just started working on my license, for reasons I'm sure you all understand. But i just got back from driving a manual for the first time! Not a big deal for most people i know but is for me. Its a bitch to get started smoothly and stop smoothly but I'm already *starting* to get the hang of it. ^^Just ^^wanted ^^to ^^celebrate ^^this ^^somewhere ^^and ^^i ^^figured ^^here's ^^the ^^place, ^^sorry ^^if ^^it's ^^not ^^the ^^place ^^for ^^it.",-0.04760720411663755,1.7442546509433967,1.6513550600343088,91.80492281303604,110.98113207547169,4.568782161234991,22.742710120068608,6.351523495107088,1.0344679245283015,427,19,81,7,22,138,70,106,0.087,0.897,0.017,-0.8374,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,3,6,2,1,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,2,22,13,7,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,2,7,1,14,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,9,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118823762978282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476400519728202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961981453194367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979488028367339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266388397718624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062945538615204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535639995813844,0.0,0.0,0.19011521261473088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552096861380164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146028512669727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311214427056933,0.0,0.4012088772467457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741319692250966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493396332414855,0.4077065439267501,0.0,0.0,0.1605248412747716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096251220466728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391940820623465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998840559378866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324956873095655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978198237658082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nbain66,2019/03/25,"Side effects of stopping ADHD medicines Have any of you experienced negative side effects while taking or after stopping adderall? I'm curious to see if anyone has had similar experiences to me, or if it's just how I am as a person. I'm not entirely sure because I took a large dose of it from the time I started school to my last day of High School and completely stopped afterwards.",10.634414414414417,7.631519918918923,10.613783783783783,62.90103603603606,59.270270270270274,14.190990990990992,47.63963963963965,12.45797560212912,5.9345369369369365,310,17,54,8,3,104,56,74,0.153,0.816,0.031,-0.7889,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,3,1,14,10,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,10,8,0,14,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,10,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543009786910221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389463296764385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147954999256955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898883744069156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218576134336512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136463903840438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069845065536116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356604954025802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248149498083806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476015814239588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42829913891007604,0.16861707389476205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977092054765426,0.0,0.0,0.5307189262953621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942963222865426,0.0,0.1590961771224435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338512734870047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509436774684445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luxesme,2019/03/25,Psychologist referrals nyc Looking for a good psychologist in NYC who specializes in adult adhd. I currently see a doctor who prescribes medication but am looking for counseling. Thanks!,8.577471264367812,12.56523272413793,8.931724137931036,48.24402298850578,66.58620689655173,13.521839080459767,44.14942528735632,11.855464076750405,7.967473563218392,155,10,17,7,3,51,22,29,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.7263,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118850758010191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507903469576215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874588365597618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756000928300684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452562186467379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27310495075551205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155322433445592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MadenMad,2019/03/25,"Frustrated 😫 Just a post to express my frustration because I was supposed to get my ADHD ""tests"" results today but my shrink cancelled it because of health issues. It's been already 2 weeks of waiting and now I have to wait ANOTHER WHOLE WEEK. Ughhh I cannot wait that long, I WANNA KNOW :( But of course I understand that she's not well enough to see her patients today but... I feel so frustrated. It's like torture to me. I was so stressed out and impatient this weekend, I woke up early today, checked my socials and then saw her email and I just wanted to throw my phone out of the window. 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This is more of a personal experience but I find when on adderall I can’t focus on tasks I actually need to get done. Instead I hyper focus on menial things. Maybe that’s just my own lack of self control but I was just wondering if anybody feels the same. If so, what do you do to try and ground yourself? I’m very bad at that and I’ve avoided doing things I needed to get done and instead resorted to writing paragraphs of dumb analysis’ on Bojack Horseman instead. 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Hi! I’m currently 23 and I’ve been binging since I can remember. In the last year, I lost 20lbs and then gained it all back. I had a severe episode of anxiety where I completely stopped eating and lost 10lbs as a result. Once I started treating my anxiety with medication, my doctor and me decided to tackle my adhd with adderall and as a result I ended up losing another 10lbs. When I was on adderall I found it really easy to combat intrusive compulsions to binge. I felt like I was a lot more in control of my impulses and as a result had far less trouble choosing healthy foods and appropriate portions. But then, after a few months on it, I felt as though the therapeutic effects were lessening and some of the side effects were just more than I wanted to deal with so I stopped taking them (with the support of my psychiatrist ofc). Soon enough I found myself going back to old habits and ended up gaining 20lbs I’m really struggling here to figure out how to control my binge eating as I feel it is closely related to my adhd, anxiety and trauma. I’m currently successfully treating my anxiety and trauma but not so much the adhd. I want to gain control of this because I don’t want such wild fluctuations in my weight if I go back on adderall and because I want to be able to control impulses and urges whether or not I am being medicated. I feel like I’ve tried to find ways to combat this my whole life and nothing except treating my adhd with meds has worked. I really don’t know what else to do. Has anyone else dealt with anything similar? Does anyone have any resources or advice? 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My brain seems to remember specific facts much better than it can remember abstract concepts. A lot of people I know don't like multiple choice exams but I don't think I've ever done badly on one. Am I just weird or is this an ADHD thing? ,3.2100000000000013,5.167972413793105,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,74.86206896551724,9.467586206896552,25.393103448275863,9.888512548439397,2.8208993103448283,232,8,42,7,5,82,48,58,0.142,0.787,0.071,-0.621,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,2,11,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,5,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.2322220441602189,0.0,0.28599080345032263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986930007812072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104629983483243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656505351170557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352346888345175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525531235446516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995959272540795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307807660775085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625894604788499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023115383159712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493356223191173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125300010411686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497676651963505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524481339979798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391417891814047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166367598173567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809509524165472,0.15248002529793173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,radiosburning,2019/03/25,"Night Time I have a propensity toward insomnia. It’s managed but maybe once a month or so I say fuck it and skip the morning dose of my adderall and instead take it in the evening. I am SO MUCH MORE PRODUCTIVE. It’s like my disorders align in perfect harmony and I’m able to do so much more than I can ever get done during the day. The quiet household and the solitude it provides keeps me focused and moving in a way I wish would happen during the day when I take the same dose of my medication. During the day, I’m my baseline lazy forgetful self with a little bit of an edge. At night... it’s not erratic energy, it’s streamlined and more purposeful. I can’t do this often. It’s not feasible for obvious reasons. Frankly, it’s annoying in the grand scheme of things but I roll with it and then crash hard. 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Been having a really hard time with this for the past few years so now I’m trying to build a “gameplan” for situations where socializing is the only thing to do. Would love to hear your guys input.,5.078125,7.335440562500002,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,70.45833333333334,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.91265,209,6,36,4,4,66,41,48,0.036000000000000004,0.8740000000000001,0.09,0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,8,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794543798219872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027769030516958,0.0,0.0,0.2739248154460567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34464382835232144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759844302963382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325645602752748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919080001748765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589478647086844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437170563297321,0.0,0.31171102619089003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315109219287636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830668050547935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760909304958872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722209416686075,0.0,0.0,0.19691660550502366 adhd,whatdoido0001--,2019/03/25,"fuck fuck fuck I've noticed that when I'm getting head my mind starts to wander way to much to the point that it somewhat ruins the experience. As such I'd much, much rather fuck or give head. BUT then my girlfriend feels guilty and like she isn't doing enough.. any opinions on what to say // do?",2.860500000000002,4.5670107166666725,3.0533333333333346,94.54500000000002,75.16666666666666,5.466666666666668,22.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.028599999999999962,233,6,51,1,5,71,46,60,0.214,0.738,0.048,-0.8502,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,2,0,3,6,2,0,0,8,12,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,12,5,6,0,1,0,4,4,2,4,3,4,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040506422693108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294756486702105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319605527727502,0.0,0.0,0.08952551217632518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547466390688549,0.0925051535087247,0.16984953624415955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36342382821075603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650127386984109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877744221171465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39047255690973387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158095758261185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737641833618633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080310505067647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253220980932753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140539876869391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cjkerber7,2019/03/25,"I've spent the last 6 hours trying to study for a midterm in the morning, but... I keep getting distracted by thinking about how distracted I am... why do I do this to myself?? Instead of actually reading the notes on my paper I tried to see how many times I could fold the corner before it tore, but I lost count because I realized I was distracting myself again, and now I'm here... Wish me luck on my midterm tomorrow morning",7.741785714285713,6.099687226190476,8.052380952380954,74.73428571428572,63.64285714285714,11.257142857142858,38.85714285714286,10.125756701596842,3.8040571428571432,333,15,65,6,4,110,61,84,0.114,0.795,0.091,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,13,1,10,9,0,10,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,6,44,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.26109967596360645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310191266556998,0.0,0.2276736021077347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362465277620565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978890265461638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634924134602551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378193592796157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809687015534648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29207302424923715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712635455423695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676321102869689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321044367852854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144145526832208,0.0,0.0,0.15601621554509362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633109529998869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143101736006825,0.0,0.3076804560815484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpenglerX,2019/03/25,"I uses to think was a funny story. I'll keep it brief: 1) Living far, far upstate NY. NYC is easy 4 hr. Amtrak. So i go for the weekend.... 2) Get cash from ATM, hit the road. 3) Get to NYC hotel i booked through Travelocity 4) Go to pay hotelier, realize I left my card in tbe ATM. 5) Hotel doesnt take AMEX (wtf? In NYC?). I hace $$$$, but no card to make room deposit. 6) Hotel next door (Mandarin) takes AMEX. For $700 night. 7) Travelocity dude saves my ass with first hotel. Going to NYC w/o a credit card is kinda funny, but is also a metaphor for my life.",-2.130582862113961,-0.32890322314049314,1.5217833840800346,95.4950195737277,101.89256198347107,3.5391039582427144,14.632883862548931,5.399115186594226,-0.9340016528925617,414,10,99,3,19,150,81,121,0.073,0.83,0.09699999999999999,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,2,0,10,17,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,6,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,8,2,13,15,0,15,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,4,38,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011265870586104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234860583998911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745410571166889,0.0,0.4479626857777206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335349124985893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854672022029757,0.0,0.1855806573239091,0.0,0.0,0.232003765037242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753806359897142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794264063571409,0.2465631935156065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950947652262087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683528429981359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269225429652229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zwarlie,2019/03/25,"I hate getting patronized for my forgetfulness. Sorry if this is poorly written or doesn’t make much sense. I’ve had a very long day and just want to get this out there. I was checking my grades for my English class today and I noticed I had some zeroes out of 100s. When I emailed the professor she responded and told me it was because I had missed the due dates (I still did the work and I thought it was on time). The email had a sort of rude tone but the worst part was this: “On Tuesday, bring a printed copy [of the syllabus] to class so we can discuss how to review a syllabus and use it.” I obviously know how to use a syllabus and read due dates, it’s just very hard for someone like me to remember those things. It may not sound like it here, idk if I did a very good job of describing it, but in the email it was blatantly patronizing. I get that this teacher doesn’t know how hard it is for me to remember things, but things like this make me feel even worse than I already do about my school work. I try very hard to be a good student and put so much effort into my writing but no matter what I do something always slips through the cracks. Thanks for reading.",4.090465481171544,4.753786108786613,4.553616631799162,89.02071783472805,70.7573221757322,7.648640167364018,28.32662133891213,7.645422480735847,1.4186587866108784,916,32,201,10,16,290,129,239,0.111,0.79,0.099,-0.0222,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,3,13,10,2,0,15,0,20,0,0,7,2,43,38,20,0,3,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,20,11,0,0,6,2,2,2,4,4,0,1,14,5,25,6,25,22,5,19,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,6,14,139,45,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336147516211177,0.0,0.10074822994101748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380922250870851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808656037850628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997217459077081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122166807476685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977785211088075,0.0,0.0,0.20311225917118494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253915968712172,0.11954139763771986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015318177745996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308476390065271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774606639437143,0.0,0.0,0.10715195837917857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161643632951272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801541102868598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378503420456264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111780234932274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171880678874834,0.0,0.0,0.24222546082767085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743199932001409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253938818014892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259066096413576,0.09321327206999354,0.0,0.13553910724566898,0.0,0.0,0.0966946160198362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114741636647196,0.0,0.0,0.24132044476192965,0.0,0.0,0.09612396701469993,0.07060270097350793,0.0,0.11476964879553915,0.1156970948054828,0.0,0.08220534796794034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091484275697974,0.0,0.3996146047831886,0.07141610010978791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629531235860255,0.0,0.12339082793130195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoClueWhatToDo678,2019/03/25,"My psychiatrist doesn’t believe I have ADD but my therapist does tl:drs: Therapist pushing psychiatrist to allow me to test for ADD. Psychiatrist pushes it off saying it’s probably Anxiety and Depression. I’ve been struggling in school for as long as I can remember. Everyday in class is full of daydreams and sudden realization that I have to pay attention to the board, but that leads to thinking about paying attention and drifting off and then I end up forgetting about the board. I somehow survived through high school and am now in my third year of college. The reason I haven’t done anything from elementary through high school is because my parents are super skeptical about mental health and stated that “if you are diagnosed with anything and take any medication you will end up in the looney bin.” And that seriously made me scared to do anything. I decided to go to a psychiatrist without letting my parents know. My psychiatrist sent me to a therapist to make sure that it isn’t anxiety or depression because they can’t evaluate me without getting my parents for evaluations too. After my 5th session my therapist is pushing for my psychiatrist to allow me to take the test. But they keep pushing it off saying that they want me in therapy even longer to make sure it’s not anxiety or depression. I feel like I know myself well enough to say I’m not overly anxious and/or depressed and I don’t know what to do. My insurance only covers this place and I can’t afford to pay out of pocket (Broke college kid). Sorry for the long read! It’s my first time posting on Reddit so please be nice!",5.733447856491335,7.449119688963215,6.443564913347527,73.07233429613869,67.8294314381271,9.851079355427185,34.66114320462147,10.125756701596842,3.8816809364548486,1293,63,218,33,22,424,152,299,0.132,0.753,0.115,-0.68,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,3,4,13,15,1,2,8,0,22,3,0,7,2,46,38,20,0,2,10,3,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,14,14,0,1,10,1,3,8,10,9,1,2,4,4,35,6,49,31,2,39,0,5,0,0,13,17,0,4,13,157,49,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601293911598705,0.0,0.2029257358055471,0.09989069332660244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828913419392165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780138357866777,0.0,0.0,0.0996203190301873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30462791154992497,0.08974557177461673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773779147162678,0.09048550111059964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662972849316895,0.0913626495717976,0.0,0.05840131338372176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044708373148593536,0.06316806313801225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521095633806488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619638380945987,0.0,0.050251758047512037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398751184814244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684352801255524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859275085480573,0.0,0.0,0.1457817992870536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041658211050788,0.0,0.0431980910914492,0.0,0.0,0.15649981091558565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366619815755924,0.1180435634366253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907497227916278,0.08910768834203205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724824333925701,0.0,0.0,0.2945435570869003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238124703762927,0.09705983331287632,0.0,0.0,0.08468298754244721,0.0,0.09533291840050842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844504429010346,0.0,0.0,0.090911634052257,0.0,0.0,0.1001638880790839,0.0,0.0,0.2109480618894793,0.08852496258501984,0.2684606707612636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898020053236983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243694901875753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667171134648634,0.0,0.13296335059816355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111725244320408,0.4106549242334256,0.0,0.056656681024215776,0.0,0.0,0.0515590639668173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052153065294241734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950120248515079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046960155861018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694029988433352 adhd,WholeWheatBricks,2019/03/25,"I did it again... I kept putting off texting people. Specifically this time, my parents. They sent me messages, and I see them and think to myself ""I'll get to it later"" and then don't. Just had another talk about how much I don't communicate with them and how disappointed they are in me. Had this conversation probably 15 thousand times since I left home. This is such a problem! Like, I was supposed to text my roommates about our electricity bills *for the past 3 months* since I'm in charge of it (one account per unit), and I keep putting it off to the point where I end up paying for it all myself so we don't get late payments. I have the concept down of texting them like ""oh whoops, forgot about telling y'all about the electricity bills. Here's the total amount plus this upcoming cycle's etc, etc."" But like, I still haven't put it down yet. &#x200B; OMG I'm such a *fucking* mess when it comes to communicating through text. \*heavy sigh of stress\*",3.111497326203206,5.280391700534762,3.5919786096256696,88.90208556149734,75.84491978609627,6.53903743315508,26.508021390374328,7.510576382923642,1.2824352941176476,756,29,156,10,17,236,116,187,0.048,0.9009999999999999,0.051,-0.2481,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,5,0,16,9,1,1,7,0,11,1,0,2,2,20,23,12,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,3,1,0,4,5,4,5,1,2,7,1,24,3,24,16,6,27,0,1,1,1,14,10,1,0,15,103,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169261894201198,0.18133300038187009,0.0,0.15648257921328065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855000247645154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321751017008286,0.0,0.3328658627943076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796241658682878,0.15593493743410708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969168707861025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264410194818005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833999753857584,0.0,0.1621408134087958,0.0,0.0,0.21872139362903786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911541815213947,0.0,0.10970256146452144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112334608386164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570428014237734,0.0,0.14245866192888249,0.10345855671391983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107230965643727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608971464899595,0.1427947013579402,0.0,0.4500576036412651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891844260861865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468922138430848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917672740698868,0.0,0.17094455017592952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994688732009395,0.1304351918239361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562172709421156,0.0,0.0,0.17403655331524928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133300038187009,0.0 adhd,soapydansk,2019/03/25,"At my wit's end with my time blindness. HOW IS WHAT MY BRAIN DOES POSSIBLE?? Meds have changed my life, infinitely for the better. But sometimes I still have to do shit at night when they've worn off, and as many of you know, when you're diagnosed as an adult it's a long road trying to unlearn decades of shit, and the reality is that I'll never be *good* at time management. How I can sit here looking at how this thing has taken me a million times longer than I thought it would, and yet, *still* when I look at what I've got left, it truly, genuinely, 100% feels obvious that what's left isn't so bad and I can wrap it up pretty quickly in the morning. It feels \*completely\* realistic to me. How is that possible? HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?? Because by now I know I'm probably wrong. But it's like my mind can't really *know* I'm wrong because it doesn't really believe it. It's like there is just a connection there that is just fundamentally broken and I don't know how to fix it, if fixing it is even possible. And I know that's part of the problem - Barkley's videos on the Intention Deficit Disorder were the first thing that made me have a grief/relief meltdown. But then you know you're on meds and you're doing so much better and there are these things that you know aren't even your fault but still I feel like I'm not just ADHD, I'm even an defective ADHDer because after all this progress I'm failing at deadlines and letting people down. That's all, I haven't fully even thought out this vent but I'm a wreck and going to bed. Thanks for reading. 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Does anyone have any success stories or resources for self-led CT, OT or BTs that help with adult Adhd specifically? 2. Also, does anyone know how to find local support groups? Google wasn’t much help. 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Hi, for the last week, it seems like I don't get the adrenaline from procrastinating anymore, but it's the only thing that makes me doing my homeworks, so I just can't do them. If it happened to some of you, do you have some advice on how to regain it? It's may be caused by my anxiety and bad mood of the moment, but it freaks me out.",6.178636363636365,5.112534623376625,7.08892857142857,78.52482142857143,66.40259740259741,10.297402597402598,29.63961038961039,9.516144504307137,2.2297038961038957,294,8,64,5,4,99,54,77,0.133,0.845,0.022000000000000002,-0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,3,0,13,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,10,10,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,4,50,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32266583039805424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526006964489292,0.0,0.3274678579926265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275701679771763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392044781186334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251491552860904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291993151455658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691555797162636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131814703021125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040984267252667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511305877743532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006000128194064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936899211561767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648650549277629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GenericSubaruser,2019/03/25,"Adderall side effects Hey everyone, I just wanted to ask what side effects, if any, you guys get on your medication. I started on 10mg adderall IR twice a day about a month ago, but I felt like it stopped working about halfway through my month supply and I called my doctor about it, and upped it to 20mg twice a day. That said, i havent started the 20mg yet, but I've been splitting my remaining 10s and taking 15 twice a day to not have too bad of a shock when I start. It's really bizarre, because some of my side effects are a constant thing (mostly clenching my teeth constantly), but others hit me like a ton of bricks right before bed, and these are what concern me, and this only really happens on 15mg. Around 7 at night, I start to feel *extremely* wired, jittery, and like my heart is racing. Anything that frustrates or startles me sends my heart rate absolutely through the roof, and it just isnt a great feeling. More intermittently, I get a migraine a couple times a week at bedtime, and intermittent nausea. And, of course, I cant sleep when this is all happening. Why is it such a sharp change from feeling nothing on 10mg doses, but feeling like a tweaked out meth head on 15?",6.3883338788870665,6.006794923404257,6.473617021276599,80.84692307692309,65.72340425531914,9.103109656301148,34.672667757774136,8.384062270229773,2.6035891980360057,937,39,187,11,13,299,135,235,0.10400000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.073,-0.6212,0,0,1,0,1,0,33.0,0,2,0,4,11,9,1,1,15,0,10,9,5,3,1,33,28,17,0,2,9,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,1,1,15,11,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,3,7,21,5,24,24,5,34,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,4,23,116,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064014094894628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487784669328634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271134359601472,0.11111098315816632,0.11668430546443093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421453377975276,0.07608549772595123,0.0,0.10620757937367767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744911907279227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203673480602104,0.0,0.0,0.2697593342562241,0.0,0.0,0.13810439288566348,0.0,0.2414842458774797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277524880197248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119265191320544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243897327502784,0.08916719553478981,0.1198410792994908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042039864792118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760795124522698,0.0,0.12358555113716815,0.2207453372864703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809524322590862,0.0,0.0,0.2958105444545433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439113972302885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573704299146926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925079749469832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712954822834468,0.0,0.11976246505952001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492672349477624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991817676242367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659053259747467,0.1187267613566282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490420781071693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35337616063038685,0.0,0.0,0.10435015013949453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384464627199224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292092111295431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278008711895108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361857147131531,0.0,0.1001183171487969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262528330976004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086612845687203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aish2995,2019/03/25,"I just can't do it!!! I am trying to get my assignments done but it just seems like there is an invisible force-field around it. Every time I start making a dent in it I just get deflected sideways into a pit of time-wasting. I barely got through my Masters and now my PhD will go down the drain if I don't get it together! Its pathetic. There are people with multiple jobs and such that get high grades, and here I am blessed with time and all the tools needed but unable to do it. I want to really bad! I love learning new things! So why? Sorry for the rant.",0.6534350132626017,2.882133017241383,2.5382758620689643,92.75738726790449,85.20689655172413,5.983023872679048,19.26790450928382,7.321109707123232,0.4201281167108748,434,12,96,7,13,144,79,116,0.121,0.74,0.139,0.4987,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,1,20,22,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,12,3,12,19,1,11,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,6,66,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886917701420162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769800274868796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169114666708981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785877435433806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429671160135885,0.0,0.12046330524880162,0.0,0.1695259599024285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395026386399056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103403050717464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035542841783706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913046411601356,0.0,0.14148676949250036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571676799689984,0.0,0.2047149273382167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694826973544353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578875370147322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929629104014752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372749247706926,0.15002831263858826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081862064290326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707915206730588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390878139316446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250211110676151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126339688861607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stuckathomemomof2,2019/03/25,"Don't you love how productive you become when you are procrastinating? I was insanely productive today. I did at least 5 loads of laundry start to finish, two loads of dishes, almost every room in my house is tidy and organized, and I even made home made pop tarts with icing and sprinkles and everything. I harvested seeds from some store bought bell peppers to plant in my garden this spring. I caught up on correspondence, ordered a phone case I've been putting off for weeks, covered my bathroom window with privacy contact paper (bought the paper a year ago), I ate several times today, including fresh veggies! My kid's lunches are prepped for tomorrow, and I drafted a really nice document I plan to hand out to his babysitters/nursery workers/etc. for his anaphylactic allergies, how to use an EpiPen, etc., which I've been putting off for 3 months. I even finally applied for health insurance today even though the deadline was last year!!!! &#x200B; I'm still in my PJ's and it's 10pm, and I definitely didn't do the work project that was due Thursday, that I promised would be done by yesterday afternoon, but figured no body is going to see it until Monday morning anyway...and I am on reddit talking about it. &#x200B; It's like the more important the task you are procrastinating, the more you can cram into a day.",7.727421602787459,7.946917723577241,7.523832752613242,72.41707317073171,62.82113821138211,10.768408826945413,37.083623693379785,10.451354775682146,3.970259930313589,1064,48,183,23,14,339,160,246,0.022000000000000002,0.9059999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.858,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,0,2,9,4,0,0,11,0,19,7,2,5,0,22,31,13,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,8,11,3,1,1,1,3,4,3,0,0,1,14,3,24,4,30,15,5,41,0,0,1,1,12,12,0,2,25,115,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900078713475027,0.0,0.12313138466666418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26646440178557546,0.298831138903546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580485011752935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658606110498114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930205877519278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583558035902834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742762891240387,0.24365107359202914,0.0,0.10360306303164037,0.0,0.11051274339849343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470181819782526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698836726365812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307057258317667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334361985929712,0.0,0.0,0.14188475404835732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023264224213356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060074341150528426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098044245989627,0.23270434428431636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981492502534438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472269728162997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787743354028343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798694547195748,0.0,0.0,0.13891511029877346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703504743622383,0.0,0.09819976812502076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883436790411897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081219325808315,0.0,0.0717017053273821,0.0,0.349668472664496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011864426519005,0.0,0.0,0.1062020200114012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986348650880796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951976597948025,0.0,0.0,0.08735059473035542,0.0,0.298831138903546,0.15837047027024506 adhd,DoctorTargaryen,2019/03/25,"Fight with my wife Hey all, I don’t really know how to start this and, honestly, I don’t know if I should be talking about this here but I can’t think of where else to turn. I just had a huge fight with my wife. Another one to be honest. We’ve been having a lot of problems lately. We’ve been together for three years and I was re-diagnosed with ADHD about 3-4 years ago. (Treated ineffectively in grade school/high school and stopped in college). Since then I’ve been trying to learn strategies and cope with my limitations. I take Adderall, go to therapy once a week, and we have couples counseling. She feels like she always has to be the responsible one, which is reasonable since I’m frequently screwing things up. Also, I’m unemployed since being laid off (again) at the end of last year. That’s caused a lot of stress financially and for her especially because she feels like she always has to be in charge of everything. It’s gotten to the point where even when I am in charge of something or take charge she will swoop in and take over if one little thing goes wrong. She then gets mad because ‘I made her be in charge.’ The most frequent source of our fights comes when she expresses frustration or any kind of negative feeling with me. First, I get very defensive (as I’m sure many of us do) and start making excuses and lying to try to get out of being “in trouble.” Once that is over with i start to spiral and withdraw because I feel ashamed and bad and like a horrible person. Then we spiral out of control from there with her expressing more and more and more frustration. The more that happens, the more I withdraw and can’t get past it. It’s like my brain feels blank. She wants me to talk and tell her what’s going on but I can’t. There’s nothing in my head and when I do talk I use this voice that is cold and distant. Which makes her more upset. The voice has become a trigger for her but I can’t seem to stop using it. The more she points it out, the more I do it. I go back and forth between just trying to get the problem to go away and trying to solve it. Tonight I tired to just validate her feelings but I couldn’t seem to do that right either. I’m upset, frustrated, and afraid. Afraid I’m going to cause another fight, afraid I’m going to lose her. I love her but I’m going to push her away even though I’m trying so hard. I know people like us have a lot of relationship problems, we’re reading a book about that right now. But has anyone on here had a similar experience? Any advice? Things I could be doing differently? Any help is appreciated and I apologize in advance for the long post. 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Does anyone know if Vyvanse and Benadryl have any interactions with each other? I've been having bad insomnia for a while and been debating trying an OTC sleeping med since melatonin just doesn't cut it at the moment. I've only found one source from a doctor that stated: ""The opposite is true for drugs like sodium bicarbonate (found in Zegerid), Benadryl, and metoprolol that decrease the acidity of your blood. These kinds of drugs make Vyvanse more potent than expected..."" 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TL;DR: Help me. I'm poor. I've been in treatment for about a year and every other area of my life has improved EXCEPT my finances. It's very frustrating to pay overdraft fees or forget to pay bills or other stupid things that are draining my accounts. Has anyone else learned how to manage their money in an effective way? What have you read/ done to make sure more cash stays in your pocket? 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To clean my car interior up enough that there are seats to sit on again. Because it was depressing to look at and overwhelming to attempt. And I didn't want to be in a bad mood. And I was at a kid's birthday party today and of course took the party hat with me because who the hell knows why. So, I'm wearing it singing a stupid song and I can see my center console again! #SundaySuccess",1.6348837209302332,3.5305173139534887,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,79.34883720930233,6.16046511627907,24.703488372093023,7.1686216300943375,0.9705395348837214,323,12,70,4,8,108,59,86,0.16899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.7017,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,6,0,6,2,2,0,0,8,13,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,12,8,1,13,1,2,2,0,2,7,1,0,3,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794041861842757,0.40797777049932304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882185090307987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457648579437051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839052879103655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810070470952561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26665880257791635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171925122979708,0.0,0.3717890552134249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973749371029484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019538109093449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BoofFentanyl420,2019/03/25,"Sometimes, I fidget from foot to foot while I urinate, sometimes I dont. (Male) My adhd chooses for me. It always keeps things interesting. I am a very converse person, I fluctuate regardless of the energy level of myself or those around me, or medication consumption. Sometimes I creep people out, and they dont get my sarcasm. Sometimes I just don't care to match the energy level of those around me. It's gotten worse and intensified my antisocial because I have depression. Yay! Depression is so great and I honestly love it. I have studied nihilism and done yoga to counter act and I am happier now than I ever have been before. Ut that's not to say I could relapse.",2.994047619047617,5.784423484126986,4.7771428571428585,76.84285714285717,80.03174603174601,7.726984126984128,28.04761904761905,8.634040054169528,2.786942857142858,533,24,89,13,14,180,81,126,0.098,0.698,0.204,0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,3,1,12,5,3,0,1,17,17,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,21,6,13,13,0,9,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,69,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850001006610805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808635170511173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740697866938673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383742065608554,0.0,0.13098744965104042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694711454327406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290466786967748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26516818737150016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752907335917085,0.3608216294518767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924312940477335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042474700066994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971401374188805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682460795318993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893245624025852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507343906378188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671923028522697,0.13441020962813585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241538629024995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6089830809688449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226765399751613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701259576650828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687303879032352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WorriedSpinach,2019/03/25,"Anyone taking ADHD meds with Effexor? I started Effexor back in January for anxiety and depression and am currently at 187.5mg. Life seems more manageable now. Still can't focus though. I have ADHD and have tried Ritalin, Dexedrine, and Strattera over the years with minimal success. I have a psychiatrist appointment tomorrow and was going to ask for something. Thoughts? 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I actually hate myself sometimes feel like I can’t finish anything ,7.047163120567375,8.081908042553195,7.84340425531915,66.73333333333335,64.31914893617022,9.670921985815603,34.815602836879435,9.725611199111238,3.648509219858156,206,9,32,4,3,69,39,47,0.154,0.68,0.166,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,5,12,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,7,2,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,26,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.5320544508548086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433411897935274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27897382863801085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378393872648723,0.19475204541022956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318812206113579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242703971770745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691451167754303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846511936603284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075150176096623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331830703673192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843908180036048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696174395793841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177060351852735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KipsyCakes,2019/03/25,"The Name and Face Mix Up I don't know if this is just me or the product of my ADHD but lately, I've had moments where my brain takes two people and merges one of their appearances and the other's name. So for example, Mrs. SoSo's name and Mrs.SaSa's appearance merge and the other parts just magically disappear. I've had this happen multiple times and it's kind of freaking me out. Yesterday, one of my professors showed up in the library. Something in my head was like ""Yeah, that's definitely Mr.SoSo. Say Hi!"" I accidentally called him Dr and he looked at me with the weirdest expression for a solid 5 seconds. I thought the entire time it was because I never called him Dr.SoSo before and eventually he waved at me and walked away with his son with some awkward expression. I retold the story to some of my classmates who took Mr.SoSo's class with me a few hours later. They looked confused because Mr.SoSo lives hours away and wouldn't be on campus grounds that day. But as I was describing him and his son, something clicked in my head. ""Wait...didn't he say he had an adopted son? So then why was his son so..."" Then my brain realized I mixed the name and appearance of two different people and called this guy by the wrong name. At that moment the two names and appearances separated again and I cringed so hard from embarrassment I literally fell to the floor. The worst thing is that this particular professor, Mr.SaSa, was my professor for a full year of classes. I don't know, maybe I could call it a ""brain fart"" of sorts. You know when your brain drops common knowledge for a specific amount of time out of nowhere? Like you forget what zip code you live in even though you've used it for literal years? Am I the only one who has ever experienced things like this? I guess it's just another one of those quirks ADHD has so gracefully ""blessed"" me with. Maybe the stress has something to do with my memories mixing up.",3.2400500625782205,5.418464106382982,3.9750688360450575,86.26029411764708,75.48936170212768,7.615018773466834,25.154568210262827,8.4952907291091,1.6849129536921148,1528,53,306,30,34,486,189,376,0.107,0.84,0.053,-0.9672,2,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,2,0,14,13,0,4,21,1,20,8,7,1,2,57,35,29,0,3,7,4,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,22,23,0,0,6,1,0,8,4,7,0,8,10,7,40,6,43,22,7,48,1,0,3,0,39,19,0,11,23,196,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609053375092455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427055116786501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893261090347605,0.0,0.0,0.10960739071451446,0.0,0.07650035813121152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014434396638536,0.36720178767175377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177978602588399,0.0,0.0,0.05797963887202326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392891911594377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593797163059519,0.08132190751979561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903767764723664,0.08901755390331087,0.07950043423358226,0.0,0.08053493109499346,0.0,0.18453168859463354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770715955469304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361956076127556,0.14822409604660178,0.0,0.10141387259427112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176537882539596,0.0,0.15877101010603714,0.0,0.15099082073420375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806381772150612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933830704571163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368089072129356,0.06837485974539273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735558581473376,0.0,0.12465406965410372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298806361866348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763388065120175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298294573904844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759544931577209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945437791011555,0.0,0.08832869467232463,0.07137249825634064,0.15726851404355868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988492311304907,0.0,0.0,0.2634648730634729,0.0,0.0,0.0776468462842308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112297218931956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982942092828066,0.0,0.11578845260866913 adhd,pean-jeuc-licard,2019/03/25,"This morning it took me over an hour to make a cup of coffee. Then I forgot to drink it. So I made another cup and I forgot to drink that one too. Now suddenly it’s 7:00 PM and I can’t concentrate long enough to do anything. I have to clean my entire room in the next few hours because the carpet is being replaced tomorrow morning. I’ve been working my ass off all day and I’ve cleaned up maybe 20% of the mess. I would have it done by now if I could just focus. I keep trying to get off the floor and just pick things up but I instantly forget what I’m doing and I can’t focus on a single thought. It shouldn’t be this hard. Ive had all week to clean but I kept procrastinating because Sunday was so far away. This is all my fault. I can’t help thinking I’m just lazy and stupid and I need to try harder. I want to cry. I hate myself.",-0.4722077922077901,1.6221794615384617,1.8352647352647369,96.63928071928072,89.54945054945055,4.627772227772229,17.063936063936065,6.1124844417494595,-0.462624175824176,650,16,153,6,22,219,111,182,0.158,0.784,0.057,-0.9601,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,2,0,7,0,19,3,1,3,3,31,34,13,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,11,7,2,4,2,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,10,1,21,0,20,19,6,24,0,0,0,1,1,11,1,1,12,103,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871644483791948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688372584031206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769913054133212,0.0,0.0,0.21761416017219604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425113557720538,0.0,0.19606510514799969,0.11511258810170505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265930991112056,0.0,0.34970845844697884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442997295266336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932547146609849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598937925674195,0.17622391869575407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196394400919198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515573749553127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865191062608586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795982291196645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889346724915938,0.11914481089312205,0.0,0.1793192273506353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234957286525376,0.0,0.0,0.1898282906552965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095081371484748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858216840280833,0.11437048069268467,0.0,0.14170272794741712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831120433954613,0.24236873322430416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527921931660587,0.0,0.14317553380976208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994431805824055,0.0,0.0,0.12679561144987345,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alu_pahrata,2019/03/25,"I got blazed a couple days ago, and I didn't want to come down. Not because of the high, but because I was who I wanted to be when I was high. Wow, thats a clusterfuck of a title. Let me elaborate a bit. Normally, I'm quiet. Like really quiet. Like unless something that I have a passion in is being talked about, or someone talks to me directly. I wont at all. I'm content to sit in the corner on my phone, and just not talk at all to anyone. Thankfully the group of friends I'm with shares the same nerdy intrests I do, and the same drug prefrences that I do. I've never gotten truely high before, yes maybe a bit stoned, but nowhere near how high I got a couple days ago. I took one too many pulls of a vape pen that night, and I would do it again in a heartbeat. Very early on in my life, I noticed that I talked way too much, I just could not focus for the life of me. And up until fourth grade, I had wonderful teachers, caregivers, and parents, who gave me coping skills that allowed me to function up until that point. Then I was put on concerta in fourth grade and it all went downhill from there for my social life. I tried going off meds in middle school, and it was a complete shit show, all of the coping skills that I had up until fouth grade were just gone. I got into fights, I was too loud, I was too obnoxious, everything. The friends I made in middle school, were now gone, they thought I was too weird. Even after I told them its because I'm trying not to rely on meds. Coming out of middle school, I only had one friend. It was at that point, that whenever I was not on meds, I was super cautions. I didnt want to seem weird, and that bled into my life on meds, when I started taking vyvanse. Fast forward to college. Now I'm making friends, all of them have their quirks and stuff, but we all bond over one thing. Smash, the FGC, and weeb shit. I've finally found a place that I could call home. Then why didn't I feel at home? Why did I always feel on edge? Like I would fuck this thing up too, just like I did in middle school. A couple days ago, we held our once a semester 24 hour lan party, and sometime around 2 AM, I asked someone from that friend group, ""Hey, mind if I take a couple hits before you guys start squad strike?"" I didn't expect to get picked for squad strike anyways, I was the second or third worst player there. I didn't put in the time for ultimate because I was always playing melee anyways. I'm rambling again, sorry. He gave me his pen, I went into the bathroom, and I took two pulls. Looked at it again, and took another. I kept it back in his bag, and sat down next to my laptop while they picked out teams. Then, I felt it kicking in. I went out into the hallway with another friend, and a bag of takis, and I just stared at the inside of the bag, while I chewed silently, and talked with a friend. I didn't realize it then, but I was actually talking, not about something in specific, but something aimless, there wasn't going to be an end to the conversation unless I deemed there was an end. It didn't help that there was another person right next to me tripping on acid too. Remeber how I said, ""let me elaborate a bit."" at the beginning? We're getting there, just hold on. I somehow made my way to a Dennys, with the help of three other friends, and the dude on acid. I remember none of the walk, and some of the drive. But what I do remember, is getting out of the car, and sharing a cig with the dude on acid. And just talking. I didn't keep to myself like I normally did with these runs. When I went on 3 AM dennys runs, I was sober, mainly because I was the one driving. Because of that, I was my normal silent self, but here? I was talking, I was talking a lot. And I loved it. It wasn't until someone pointed out something on tv, like CNN or something, that I opened up a bit, and started talking. I'm not going to delve into what it was because its political, but I started talking and giving my opinion without waiting for others to start talking first. And thats when I realized it. I was always too nervous to talk because I was always afraid of getting weird looks, but here, I didn't wait for the conversation to start, I made the conversation start myself. And I didn't let it end because I kept talking. Now of course I apologized multiple times after I realized I broke the cardinal rule of ""No politics at the dinner table,""(or in this case, no politics at the 3am breakfast table) but still. There were points during our breakfast where I didn't let whatever we were talking about die because of my nervousness, I kept it going on because I was genuinely enthralled at the conversation at hand. I don't know what triggered it (probably was the weed) but I never wanted that feeling of confidence and extrovert to die. I just wanted it to keep going. But then I took a nap for four hours and woke up sober, so yeah, fun. I was also dehydrated to shit too. 7/10 would recommend but make sure you have water on hand. 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My therapist who specializes in ADHD says this is common. 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The reason I bring that up is because not only do I not have an appetite, when I do eat out of fatigue or headache, every bite feels like I’m chewing it for five minutes. I am literally forcing myself to eat. Any tips/food suggestions on what you do to make yourself eat? Thanks!",2.9958333333333336,5.449716283950622,4.2377623456790126,82.71368055555558,77.51851851851852,6.025308641975308,28.64351851851852,7.1686216300943375,1.7934555555555556,333,15,59,4,8,109,64,81,0.059000000000000004,0.8690000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.2481,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,2,1,8,14,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,10,14,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287297253767097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946688400129584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981273992947132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448853889704184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8235757532917998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562635325479455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813925802829346,0.11499885341812947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464869979804314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312141489508026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864307845746138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745045656175324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788042634168808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242691154708205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159812843751456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550663672457694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393723065434926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820193733488424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912250530266084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForFycksSake,2019/03/25,Open your mail!! I thought I’d be productive today and open some mail. Woohoo a check for a settlement from when I drove for Uber for a couple months a few years ago! Dated 11/28/18. Aaannnddd VOID after 90 days! Just procrastinated myself out of $80. Yay me. 🤦🏽‍♀️ ,-0.5005555555555574,1.4772711666666682,1.3752592592592627,94.8206666666667,105.85185185185185,4.382222222222223,16.511111111111113,6.2581,-0.18100888888888853,209,6,45,3,10,68,45,54,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.8346,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,7,0,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961689995229494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945102084105643,0.0,0.28822743496557995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35672852737077165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548057990653802,0.0,0.0,0.4236293841589684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878028334023816 adhd,SethMesser95,2019/06/19,"ADD I’ve always, ALWAYS, thought I have ADD, but my brother has severe ADHD, so because I wasn’t like him, my mom wouldn’t take me to get tested. “You’re fine, you don’t have ADD, just pay attention.” Here’s the thing though. I can’t pay attention. I try and I try and I cannot, for the life of me, focus. Even in subjects I like, hell, subjects I love. I just can’t. I focus so hard on focusing sometimes that I’m not listening. It’s like, I can hear the teacher, but I can’t listen to what they’re saying, you know? Sometimes I’m not even thinking about anything. I just zone out, go blank. My grades suffered horribly because of it. I barely graduated high school, and I mean barely. I found out I was graduating the morning of graduation, and I dropped out of community college because of my grades. I’m smart, I swear I am, but I can’t focus. I’m going back to school in August and I want to do it right this time, so I’m finally going to see a doctor. I’m moving back to my hometown in a few weeks, so I’ll make an appointment then.",0.5363490172721868,2.5707638538812816,3.0485924161207087,90.16495533055391,83.9771689497717,5.817828072265238,22.307127258288666,7.079830092131019,0.71927222553107,800,28,176,11,23,277,111,219,0.122,0.764,0.114,-0.1438,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,0,14,8,1,0,7,0,15,3,0,1,0,29,38,14,0,2,8,2,1,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,11,0,0,7,0,2,4,10,2,0,0,4,6,32,6,20,33,1,21,1,1,1,1,10,9,1,0,10,106,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743177376596981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413806584378437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936093228334682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223063650893445,0.0,0.2652570482632955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484612656955167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160372515455332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889137961491245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590360293403008,0.0,0.0,0.07578082335584223,0.0,0.2472998502843349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993319741845347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634779766682815,0.0,0.0,0.15324961851886734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079713777495623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245065097820193,0.2125872183294363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091015287432126,0.0,0.09681968253165796,0.0,0.0,0.15799818885913094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698767384270163,0.0,0.15416150264691747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386894083923462,0.0,0.11534681936172393,0.0,0.2935896563226126,0.11558330213052675,0.0,0.0,0.16386128873415765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869094464494379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090569364264506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636246692249592,0.09293995725581436,0.14250747553302276,0.1151507399348336,0.08457779585037255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695414034797784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555219916844067,0.0,0.11634757423214025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tootiredtoooften,2019/06/19,"I'm an overly sensitive person and my favorite thing about amphetamine is the zombie focus most people seem to dislike. I can still pay attention where I want to but it requires my concerted involvement if that makes any sense. Before, I could feel and hear everything and it poisoned me. Almost overnight I went from being a relatively happy person to extremely angry with the world and still am to a degree. That zombie focus feeling that a lot of people talk about is damn near my favorite aspect of Vyvanse. It keeps my mind free for myself and I guess that is what allows me to focus and some semblance of a life. It's like my brain is in sweet molasses. I love it, lol.",4.699767441860466,6.47335793023256,5.448751937984492,78.9740581395349,70.47286821705426,7.640620155038763,26.853488372093025,8.238735603445708,1.9342055813953487,539,18,93,8,10,175,85,129,0.10300000000000001,0.667,0.23,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,7,1,8,4,1,2,0,25,19,8,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,11,7,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,14,6,16,16,3,8,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,7,3,70,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149584504059345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683859261936945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122601777966145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246315024418398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066025334427622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084632670310866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034888676550612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166990544797807,0.0,0.0,0.21420570723517576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679303226993805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788563165135418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421298101855187,0.09830743127068707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107266429262566,0.18161168330051225,0.0,0.1343179664458609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031779455574584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27900549054021395,0.3514004586678722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831859319254217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213940185064508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173548712869254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336836711327166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868658434733916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653580838223927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GooberExe,2019/06/19,"20 Years old and getting worse at functioning Hi guys, I'm at a low point right now. I've been doing pretty good at keeping myself in order over the past few years (I was only diagnosed with ADD in my first year in high school), but I'm beginning to lose my grip on everything. I used to keep a small notebook where I would write down important things I need to do or else I would forget but lately I've stopped using it for some reason. I recently have been arriving to things increasingly late. According to my boyfriend if we agree to meet up at 10 I'll arrive at like noon (We're about a half an hour apart from each other). He's been reminding me to call my Dermatologist to schedule an appointment but it's been 2 months. I just keep getting distracted and I keep forgetting. This evening he voiced his frustrations and admitted that he doesn't know how to help me anymore and that he's done trying to help. He's on his way over tonight so it's not like we're breaking up or anything. I just don't know how to help myself anymore and I feel like the past few months I haven't been paying attention at all. I ran out of my anti-depressants and my adderal yesterday and haven't had anything since then so this is probably just the result of withdrawal but boy do I feel vulnerable and helpless anyways. Like I still am surrounded by clean laundry I haven't put away yet. This week has been busy (my eldest sister just got married) and I'm almost always away or busy with something, so I guess I have an excuse for that at least. I don't think this post has any purpose (hence the flair), I just couldn't talk about this to my boyfriend so I needed to vent to somebody. Hang in there guys",3.462380797219509,5.048295809384168,4.24992505702183,87.08748017812535,73.31085043988271,7.749799065928099,26.119365700010857,8.401726058763845,1.6255597045726071,1345,46,278,23,27,431,186,341,0.075,0.805,0.121,0.9274,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,20,10,1,1,10,0,27,1,0,6,1,59,50,24,0,6,14,1,3,4,0,2,1,1,1,3,14,15,0,5,8,0,1,4,8,5,0,2,11,4,35,5,45,36,7,61,0,3,0,0,22,29,0,7,28,176,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332550485834448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585871147372531,0.0,0.0,0.07016976783641987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466483937191804,0.0,0.0,0.16982596555124865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389259499891046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536406665228756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887363324999666,0.1047312439773118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559472635622418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619835466448691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815313646835505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273659218437637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434751138057567,0.07371583579294266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776964547945193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782046730435997,0.0,0.0,0.08654721213050015,0.08252697573306693,0.0,0.11367060639736536,0.20433999610211653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748946129379325,0.10902128501118563,0.0,0.0,0.10161706190881284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668645216409795,0.0,0.0,0.11341624911906215,0.0,0.23279577366417775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164514986052195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543832783607799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647235733011402,0.0,0.0,0.15302167665989608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827596261455384,0.0,0.0,0.07847732251232221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700472201384064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754377435326117,0.0,0.09882331187669978,0.10497688318504064,0.1112515630425426,0.0,0.0,0.1037300597650155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106092014770538,0.10188336274297187,0.0,0.0,0.08811996554239578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044293679411116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535622070460676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943734035689609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824041786418499,0.08626780831803384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293670203331363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710389718777646,0.06611718624060453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005627053605486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782385110727159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190395142431592,0.08276928956374925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105154973939096,0.14660022421780072,0.0,0.0,0.19934449092275228 adhd,jeffery_34,2019/06/19,"Problems I have ADHD along with many other conditions.i am at an all time low in my life when I should be most happy.ive been medicated for 12 years now I'm 18 btw. I'm just having so many problems. 1.i don't sleep anymore. For the last 6 years I have been on about 2 hours asleep on average a night I also have insomnia and low meletonine production.i going insane. 2.socailizing I find it hard to socialize anyway as most people with ADHD do but it's getting worse I can't talk to girls any more which I was able to even boys I'm finding harder and harder to talk to and I am one I've never had these problems before. 3.enjoyment.i don't enjoy life anymore I have low dopamine levels which can cause depression and zombie like state but I'm not me on these pills. I'm a functional machine but I'm dying inside.i put on the fake happiness. 4.dependent on them no one likes the hyper me the real me the find him annoying and rude and dislikeable but it's the real me so he has to stay away now I can't do any work with out these pills I can't live without them. I wanna be normal and do things in everyday life with out the overwhelming feelings and emotions and maybe actually be able to concentrate and focus on one thing at all. I just wanna be normal.i want to be like most the other people but I can't and no one sees this person trapped in a shell and wall of happiness because it suits them they all like it they don't like the other me its always oh he's off his pill again and it fucking hurts I don't know what I will do but something needs to change and soon.",1.3711575507395963,3.7656070712074334,3.0701573787409693,89.03160001719988,83.55108359133126,6.189508083935329,21.046525627794978,7.492282038375204,0.8474156174750607,1256,39,257,21,36,415,167,323,0.163,0.755,0.08199999999999999,-0.9771,0,1,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,5,1,13,21,3,1,13,0,32,11,2,1,4,55,46,25,1,9,10,0,2,5,0,2,8,0,0,3,19,21,0,0,5,0,0,2,13,13,0,4,4,3,29,8,37,35,7,37,0,6,1,1,15,20,1,3,18,177,48,1,0.19568218263650305,0.0,0.09547879137951283,0.0,0.23517195671788255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824348537819308,0.08141162586319342,0.0,0.0,0.1330705944207875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194064143804396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919249260252734,0.0,0.0,0.05964302113942914,0.0,0.08325556237494748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005097523528428,0.10350290134897397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427038858445451,0.0,0.1015436056721723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005805868216932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462311805439612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947139556636857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682749547721817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045251233338228,0.05111793197166399,0.0,0.05560534694499658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830732211195827,0.08764639987228696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635376636148216,0.0,0.10474091185377098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053770905022919285,0.07975354810087752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732416890872976,0.2390010753683993,0.0,0.08639547616590518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983910196603764,0.0982945269656816,0.0,0.0,0.0985646060982741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254792947251698,0.07546108133658852,0.0,0.0,0.09181723626488386,0.19172699172244406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651986224983718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566138675557493,0.0854310670322769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808621319906733,0.0,0.09835732066559656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227291641221099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796668225185037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791175098427872,0.0997366711797887,0.0,0.07532285218002445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428558517382074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728192609388386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000254709916967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057051927164886336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057709210634770025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431532056330867,0.0,0.07122947976146063,0.0,0.09970843085157813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260129099255373 adhd,benjaminwrites,2019/06/19,"Tried something new to focus and it actually worked I've been trying everything I can to stay focused, and I found something that's been working for me. &#x200B; Make a record every 15 minutes of the tasks you have to work on. Get a sheet of notebook paper and list out the start of your day to the end of your day in 15 minute increments. If you're not a good planner like I am, but have a good idea of what you need to do, just the act of writing down what you're doing every 15 minutes seems to gamify what I'm doing and give me a little serotonin boost. You don't have to plan in advance. I just have empty spaces next to the time slots and filling them in with my activity makes me want to get stuff done faster and more efficiently. &#x200B; I've also been doing the pomodoro technique, which is working for 25 minutes, then taking a 5 minute break. &#x200B; It's been working wonders recently combined with the 15 minute interval thing. Give it a try and let me know what you think!",8.41,6.373723636363637,8.008181818181821,76.83227272727272,62.63636363636364,10.416161616161617,36.64646464646465,8.515128840125781,2.9250161616161625,792,29,155,8,9,252,113,198,0.045,0.898,0.055999999999999994,0.4761,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,1,8,3,3,0,0,14,0,18,0,0,2,0,26,34,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,0,16,3,25,27,1,23,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,11,99,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.10245019104551714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395644634000926,0.0,0.34125352868551434,0.3827047063269917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541324698642754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743607912590497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929855263955094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769087383043144,0.0,0.09435372579286168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151106059316483,0.0,0.0,0.10970063237462498,0.20142230813944584,0.0,0.17611283160507607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851525762471225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769699650251842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735424958353346,0.0,0.051290355644008565,0.10522252519492767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401565716719609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784502848253369,0.0,0.10139514277099912,0.11165271162527306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103659997037551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557437800976888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164512525642585,0.0,0.0,0.07430890544952415,0.11190001433809517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018267859986813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893563543539002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697473522353972,0.06727013268223771,0.0,0.0,0.06121758301615567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383371928593714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061922858146765375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385172670627801,0.3821515597442031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827047063269917,0.0 adhd,the_bienfang,2019/06/19,"Why is adult diagnosis so difficult... Over the last few weeks I've been in the process of getting evaluated for ADHD and ASD. The psychiatrist/counseling services at my university do not provide diagnostic services for these conditions so I was referred to a low cost option where a psychology student performs your evaluation and has their report checked by a supervisor. The woman doing my evaluation has been lovely but the last few meetings she just keeps pointing out that measures to test for these conditions in adulthood (>22yrs) don't exist, making the evaluation difficult. So far there has been an interview about my past, a sort of intelligence test, and some measures for depression and anxiety. This last test left me feeling really confused and frustrated, and I just felt the need to rant... The entire test lasted about 45 minutes and consisted of going through about 10 booklets full of pictures and being asked to identify the correct answer to the question asked about them. It was clear pretty early on that the test was designed sometime in the 70's and much of it was terribly outdated, with rotary phones and products that must have stopped existing before I was born. The first booklet was entirely ""identify the correct color"" questions and it only got worse from there. Can you read an analog clock? A thermometer? Do you recognize basic road signs? What does a green light mean? Can you use a ruler? Can you make change? What tool would you use for nail? These are the kind of basic life skills that were tested for throughout the measure. I think my frustration and boredom of the whole thing may have become evident at some point because I could not keep from sighing and fidgeting, hoping it would end soon... Aside from feeling slightly insulted, I'm feeling really confused about why this test was chosen and how exactly it is supposed to aid in diagnosis. I'm nearly 30 years old, living independently, and in graduate school. Is there some kind of assumption that high-functioning adults with autism or ADHD would struggle with these basic life skills? I cannot wrap my head around it. Even more frustrating is that they pushed back this last test several weeks to wait for this very important measure to arrive because they lacked ones appropriate for adults. I have to go back in once they've completed the report and I'm kind of dreading it now. I've had questions for so long and hoped I might gain some understanding from this and maybe a bit more direction in terms of treatment, but I wonder how much they've really gotten from the testing that's been done. There seems to be an underlying assumption that it's very unlikely I could have these conditions and not have had them diagnosed when I was a child. I feel like I've always been the quiet girl who slips under the radar, and since I'm not causing any problems or completely failing to function there must not be an issue... Is it reasonable for me to be as upset as I am about this? Has anyone been a similarly frustrating position when dealing with getting diagnosed?",8.642627980364658,8.964965295289858,7.985675549322117,69.52449509116414,60.90217391304348,11.470406732117812,37.733987844787286,11.076767947671922,4.396840158952781,2481,110,404,60,31,778,282,552,0.121,0.8109999999999999,0.067,-0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,6,5,6,29,25,5,5,35,0,55,6,1,9,6,92,88,34,0,12,11,0,5,1,0,7,4,1,0,6,32,26,0,4,16,1,2,3,7,17,1,2,21,9,32,7,67,54,15,51,0,3,2,1,30,24,0,19,25,286,64,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482765116955664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744526884150645,0.0,0.0,0.05512100956373795,0.0,0.062007786920301435,0.0,0.0,0.05667639411456914,0.0,0.0,0.07215722127623261,0.15155324900464884,0.0,0.0,0.12465446072308538,0.0,0.09882223951719664,0.08952022742053901,0.06897287368225619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849239954942248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326706654921986,0.08574673375382758,0.0,0.16997181034005876,0.0,0.0,0.12943359313458594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356540430145608,0.06981360405463109,0.1645407154361226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093284490038204,0.08294865582184162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179175271609585,0.0,0.0,0.05353686926581408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393784246712778,0.05790658021292153,0.07782668311634268,0.0,0.0,0.06894637985915839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469705961269641,0.0,0.09213223624922272,0.0,0.06482806426342089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318706708523436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564034738951429,0.0,0.16101423263472378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460163526907967,0.0,0.14409298640626886,0.0,0.25322274155241936,0.0,0.3303581912101065,0.0,0.0,0.08806782088035217,0.0,0.11450481149452114,0.039599975091318095,0.0,0.07157412783391955,0.07173220456586239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315640376351754,0.0,0.10821131336301297,0.0,0.08143186831803992,0.08829398670995184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859878408786893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917129722070573,0.06010216053651756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505486842585885,0.08632222958067069,0.0549257928494657,0.061646908321294006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737733429260613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532486563599134,0.0,0.0,0.08246331661668578,0.0,0.07755985625993078,0.0,0.0,0.2724045530749772,0.0,0.08107815559312773,0.0,0.15578007149363146,0.08333929470075638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820332226613052,0.0,0.07379053900159843,0.0,0.09157045757447722,0.0,0.06705054331590911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016667480395079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776662990287112,0.0,0.0847375609934026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385015129115719,0.05193755327211223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438238427560048,0.0,0.1400130993217613,0.0,0.13375974182560565,0.0,0.0,0.13003682190492458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628126325751906,0.09049637564739324,0.0,0.0,0.08790201364491462,0.0,0.0,0.0826032136472757,0.1727400405540762,0.0,0.0,0.052197548552281314 adhd,Four-v2,2019/06/19,"My Time management So i was trying to leave to pick up my brother from karate, and my mom told me to leave at 5:20 and no later. So Naturally at 5:18 I started getting ready. Realized I had no time to leave at 5:20, so I went to find my headphones, and my phone, Couldn't find them for 6 minutes, then finally saw my black phone on a dark blue blanket, which i walked past like 4 times. Also had to find my shoes. So by the time I left It was 5:25. This is still amazing to me, So i got there late like 5:37. They were running a little late. So basically even though I didn't leave on time, it worked out for me :) just wanted to share this odd success",2.720808823529413,3.6839941691176463,3.7698823529411776,92.25747058823532,74.22058823529412,6.910588235294116,23.894117647058824,7.1686216300943375,0.6323023529411773,501,14,117,5,10,162,84,136,0.084,0.773,0.14300000000000002,0.9076,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,2,12,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,0,12,15,12,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,3,20,5,19,4,0,25,0,0,3,0,8,9,0,0,15,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099782100984344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090833566785141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506512540942773,0.3770844204788714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185082099811449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099908228773286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102670185141376,0.582473915242249,0.14942065905720392,0.0,0.0,0.13437494689081594,0.13783557412744926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106691091423825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312825975539746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973404755915442,0.0,0.1098271605961178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351170211932913,0.0,0.4009579073537269,0.0,0.0,0.13141045421907813,0.0,0.09337003780316604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111545211883442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748649324170078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011939847188088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dktlive,2019/06/19,"Trying to relax is an oxymoron I’m not sure if y’all can relate this but I find it super hard to “relax”. My brain and body is always running so when they stop I feel anxious. Sometimes I know I just need to relax, but since it doesn’t come naturally, “relaxing” feels more like a chore. But chores stress me & make me anxious so I tend to push them off. TLDR; Ironically relaxing actually stresses me out 🙃🙃🙃 Does anyone have any advice for ending this cycle?",2.120860215053764,4.286297000000005,4.1733333333333364,83.54666666666667,79.0,6.2838709677419375,22.161290322580648,7.3871296695380915,0.9658516129032256,363,11,70,5,9,124,70,93,0.177,0.585,0.23800000000000002,0.9014,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,5,10,0,2,2,0,5,2,2,1,1,17,13,8,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,4,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,8,7,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18354160823225135,0.0,0.0,0.1837922619737047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649989410045162,0.20378755383690966,0.0,0.12790270255585642,0.0,0.0,0.4249598870103784,0.0,0.13151181438344187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089175071362914,0.0,0.20996252366766094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201661350911614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459246001732744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658546834111573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020055391470933,0.13436633624128216,0.0,0.0,0.17190420314252888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848517828827822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336534681070454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188771895528232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255466793495849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946095731751035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558397362128654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860186241778707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724557979398435,0.4308962517899095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726574234009854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769582412520064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lentilson3517,2019/06/19,"Quick plug for r/ADHDmeet Hello, A few months ago a fellow Reddit user made [r/ADHDmeet](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHDmeet/) and a few of us in Chicago got together and had a great time. Just wanted to encourage other people to join the sub and get things going in their areas! And if anyone reading this is near the Chi, you should def join as we’re looking to do another meetup soon!",7.718333333333334,7.70815416666667,7.98277777777778,69.89000000000001,62.88888888888889,10.533333333333337,30.5,10.125756701596842,3.0066833333333327,308,9,52,6,4,101,58,72,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9078,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,9,6,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,5,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658214776187073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31444553778105483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209679874977912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667253667097505,0.0,0.17042611902162758,0.0,0.2398377776528289,0.33061372317817583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518198378899157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28374938508232395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935770938319184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789586717905592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299956583226536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922391264776956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485977632751815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607132228206333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687429969664933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FIELDfullofHIGGS,2019/06/19,"Extended Release vs. Immediate Release and Appetite Suppression I was just wondering if anyone here has noticed a difference between the two in terms of being able to eat during the day. My guess is extend release would suppress the appetite more / for longer, but that could very well be false. I'm just asking if anyone here has found it easier to eat on EX, or if IR is the way to go. Anyways, thanks for taking a look at my question. I hope you all have a wonderful day",5.562673992673993,6.478541549450548,6.274450549450549,77.09138278388279,67.57142857142857,9.143589743589745,32.74908424908425,9.2995712137729,3.0221853479853484,375,16,67,7,6,123,68,91,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,0,1,20,21,6,0,6,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,3,10,15,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,9,3,49,7,0,0.1886883139253808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638705126368959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639810247016025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506522649615738,0.0,0.0,0.2433767053742577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713912779158535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861505024697541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688699701652533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072359171276947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786145069741704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741007067808216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845066133111685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482289602177015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113740949457048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187012952148068,0.0,0.0,0.17371884838801255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843210652207519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568762002727898,0.0,0.14977200087588946,0.0,0.0,0.16965345477444044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092488550949757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403876448038796,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rdumelod,2019/06/19,"Looking for accountability buddies. StickK allows users to set up a ""commitment contract"" where they agree to achieve a certain goal. A referee decides whether that goal is reached. If it is not reached, the user pays money (optional) to his/her chosen recipient (e.g., a charity, a friend, or to StickK itself). I'm a 24 year old female law student here in the Philippines. The semester just ended, but I'm hoping to be productive during the break. Anyway, I hope someone would be interested to be my accountability buddy. Here's the link to my profile: https://www.stickk.com/commitment/562471 If I fail, the money goes to Stickk. In return, I'd be willing to be your accountability buddy as well! Message me if interested. Thank you!",5.261544518473656,8.393823937007879,6.152283464566928,68.35387643852212,73.40944881889763,8.002180496668688,31.816474863718962,8.841846274778883,3.30707680193822,588,28,89,13,13,193,85,127,0.035,0.728,0.23800000000000002,0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,4,6,9,0,0,12,0,9,0,0,1,2,18,15,7,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,8,14,8,0,10,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,7,4,59,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742901991115599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392629169565926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.615176872806333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600585496262012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324963744626697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26239625162031244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285117596701684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27844523346934724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199923079627576,0.0,0.0,0.1994278652334754 adhd,abgirl3005,2019/06/19,Anxiety and ADHD...help I’m currently on 54 mg of concerta XR. I’ve been on this dosage for a year now and my anxiety has been terrible with it. I mean terrible. I’m going to see my doctor in a few days to switch medicine but I wanted suggestions. Has anyone had any good experiences with any other ADHD medicines that don’t make anxiety super bad???,2.1408571428571435,4.423880514285713,4.661428571428573,79.45357142857145,79.57142857142857,9.142857142857146,25.714285714285715,9.606745405546679,2.847142857142858,276,11,53,9,7,97,52,70,0.185,0.6940000000000001,0.121,-0.2359,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,13,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,2,9,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524434903721344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29674824050949905,0.0,0.5007356127578761,0.0,0.0,0.1525608870831138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217639077491776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071207008399422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223322854652266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134280023714385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240002642256953,0.18300426032903525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624563270309002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564100466340654,0.0,0.0,0.23766877104682074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386617890530398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869189313837534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050478043120432 adhd,frustruss,2019/06/19,"Hard living with my ADHD brother My brother is 2 years older than me. For a number of reasons, we have to live together away from home. He has ADHD which makes him extremely disorganized, hypersensitive about everything, and can barely contribute around the house, among a long list of other things. I'm not going to pretend I understand his condition - I don't. In fact it's putting a strain on our relationship. I feel like I can't talk to him about anything because he's just too emotional, and I can't rely on him for anything, not even the simplest tasks like cooking or cleaning around the house. He constantly makes impulsive, irrational decisione that I just don't get. On one particular occasion I lost a lot money because of his carelessness - before that was when I still trusted him - but after that I began to feel extremely negative about him. He's an extremely genuine, innocent guy at heart, but it does not translate into any of his actions. He says he's trying but I will never know if that's true. I feel like I can't stand to be around him any more, I can't communicate with him, and I can't move away for various reasons. I feel like I just want him to leave me alone most of the time. I don't feel I can communicate with him at this time. I know I sound like a very bad person. If anyone with ADHD would be able to give me insight into why he behaves this way...why he thinks the way he does...I would really appreciate it. I'm sorry if I've offended anyone.",4.4194992636229715,5.684463831615123,5.750368188512522,78.51639175257735,70.47766323024055,9.25419734904271,29.32106038291605,9.606745405546679,2.7258318114874824,1169,45,224,27,21,393,152,291,0.098,0.79,0.11199999999999999,0.6161,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,0,1,13,12,1,1,11,0,19,2,1,4,3,48,38,11,0,6,13,2,6,5,0,3,0,2,2,2,12,13,1,0,12,2,1,4,13,5,0,1,3,8,39,7,39,30,4,31,0,1,0,0,31,14,0,6,16,147,51,0,0.0983289265753318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545167846115817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183911347936857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373408382758425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750774344578232,0.0,0.16183265680795988,0.2626007747852336,0.0,0.0,0.18476652661571,0.0,0.08210054648839514,0.11988080196844425,0.0,0.08367067424795832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625863763680024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604830627301588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106068076855541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494532864081375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837169892012174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485902986507888,0.2107386143773967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137280575883072,0.09432606619993036,0.055882594963763216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736109656139254,0.0,0.0,0.08808340444202117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652025142709095,0.0,0.0,0.0986319306056821,0.0,0.0,0.22691675874708025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807801304443293,0.0,0.0,0.10411613566708908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019273369389324,0.0,0.17365248727092658,0.08701800578829895,0.0,0.0,0.10733763880544203,0.08359573709865739,0.0,0.0,0.1312706440513242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450808766989993,0.0,0.0,0.07583732996093848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663022542006622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585702596207635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884772983996434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299202822022118,0.20219702635807268,0.0,0.1055684685684009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819510904683175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007118299329502,0.0,0.0,0.07852560777971246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903306654771194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532536961766182,0.06300520580143433,0.0,0.0,0.11467277565271412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675888666439322,0.0,0.0,0.10236388032076636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113166226290226,0.057996948508771635,0.15609785016140226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745312429614493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970009648877793,0.0,0.0,0.06332060487402118 adhd,england_ftm,2019/06/19,ADHD TEVA versus Patriot Pharmaceuticals since Actavis/Alza discontinued Has any tried the new generic of Teva? Has anyone tried the new generic patriot pharmaceuticals concerta?,9.174230769230773,13.795672192307697,10.091153846153848,34.29134615384618,77.07692307692307,11.830769230769231,41.115384615384606,10.125756701596842,7.657569230769233,151,9,12,6,4,51,18,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085103150040298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115303033270115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376756222645772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6565817044941666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811801960013918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615582957597206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sonnysideupyup,2019/06/19,"Generic Ritalin Sorry if this is the wrong place to post, but I’m not sure where else to ask. I have Multiple Sclerosis and I’m given Ritalin yo help with my fatigue. Lately the pills haven’t been working at all, and in fact only make me feel weird and a little tired. The manufacturer for the new generic pills I’ve been taking are KVK. I’m wondering if it’s me, or the pills that have changed. Does anyone else have experience with this manufacturer?",3.2371067415730335,5.389397921348318,4.791446629213485,80.52514747191012,75.40449438202249,8.045505617977529,25.73174157303371,8.841846274778883,2.0470101123595503,361,13,70,8,8,121,62,89,0.149,0.812,0.039,-0.7937,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,6,0,8,7,0,1,3,16,17,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,4,1,7,14,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,4,2,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493379505863933,0.21883479713359527,0.0,0.0,0.19966559239206866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259360654170839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690260472944484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35683222742101145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089192130518646,0.0,0.0,0.10799090961973584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431561095878502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409240720838551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140601856802771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256425466330322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627392327289035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243487421022754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314242717447105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045476542756582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390818796807581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129372250208272,0.0,0.16058326624254765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454752547412739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161506258871706,0.15548654375155596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335128376116681,0.0,0.0 adhd,natcat189,2019/06/19,"Overcoming ADHD when you can't medicate I was diagnosed with ADHD a year and a half ago (at 18) and it's been a big challenge. I had been treated depression and GAD since I was 13 and nothing ever worked. So when my new psychiatrist diagnosed me with ADHD it all made sense. I had been being treated for the wrong thing. I went home and started searching up all these videos and articles and saw people saying stuff about how the medication changed their lives, how everything in their mind quieted down and they felt normal. It made me so excited, I would finally be able to focus, finally have that weight lifted. I tried adderall and then vyvanse and then Ritalin. I was so confused. There was no life changing moment. My psychiatrist did a DNA test and realized that I'm highly resistant to stimulants. I was devasted. All of these people had been given this amazing gift and I would never have it. I am trying to develop techniques like scheduling (which I had practiced for a long time in school without knowing I had ADHD). I wanted to know if you guys have advice or if you were also unable to take medication. How do I deal with this? I know that medication isn't some magic pill but I feel like it definitely gives you a leg up.",4.418831400535237,6.3331581355932185,5.604210526315793,77.00644513826943,71.45762711864407,9.03621766280107,29.370205173951828,9.549672527348893,2.943113559322033,984,40,175,24,19,327,142,236,0.036000000000000004,0.89,0.07400000000000001,0.8158,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,3,2,12,10,0,1,8,0,27,11,1,6,5,44,42,27,0,6,5,0,3,2,0,2,9,2,1,1,15,15,1,0,6,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,22,6,28,7,19,16,4,25,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,5,18,133,43,4,0.10203376603562347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904990344361792,0.09970621527558056,0.09044677722542104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159636583490378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158763905422505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519233249509592,0.08788153317494052,0.20712424946451172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229538292256943,0.0,0.0,0.09170136973760444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159133787925167,0.07289294284315986,0.09796841642543383,0.2235460066418864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788008579887164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010294701011115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078042758591229,0.1023481866585002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822526819901149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206946644791183,0.09969708832081522,0.0,0.09009768475470628,0.09029667212615826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193093632992318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111531391370997,0.0,0.0,0.10302501713888053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869473054882341,0.09854484704984516,0.0,0.0,0.0999714268951154,0.0979041503770684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147473223966825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114134608702325,0.0,0.10326361855083964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440338565251271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222002476492598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680425074614252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671669379992922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778670033230394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059496709509182864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385484589317641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060182158811532216,0.0,0.0,0.12424963897477785,0.0,0.09458632334758184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835690937490904,0.0,0.0742817968902223,0.0,0.0,0.14496371979988631,0.11155790563101904,0.0,0.06570640001851596 adhd,marma16,2019/06/19,When you forget where you put your adderall and you need your adderall to find your adderall. Why can’t I just leave it in the same spot lmao.,1.7560919540229882,4.049586448275863,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,81.06896551724137,3.8666666666666663,20.011494252873558,3.1291,-0.7359747126436784,113,3,25,0,3,33,23,29,0.1,0.774,0.126,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391734828209979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087861314008885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562888703302973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830409209946594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335816347637253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Owl_Sleeping_in_Tree,2019/06/19,"Can ADHD symptoms decrease/change overtime? When I was a kid I remember fighting with my twin sister, knocking things off the shelves of our room during a “meltdown” and then picking it back up afterwards, feeling like I was running on a motor in 6th grade, cried over little things (like jabbing my thumb on a basketball), getting hurt a lot (not breaking bones, just scraps and bruises), taking forever to start and finish my homework/projects, very forgetful. But now, I don’t feel like I am running on a motor anymore, I don’t fight with my twin sister at all, I’m not as forgetful as I was. I do procrastinate a bit but not so much where it impacts my grades. I went into therapy three years ago, diagnosed with depression and anxiety (took Zoloft for depression and since then i can happily say I am not depressed anymore) still taking sertraline to help with anxiety. I’m taking medication, 54 mg of methylphenidate and 10mg of Ritalin for ADHD, but i was never officially diagnosed before or after therapy. Sorry for the extra bits of info, just want to put everything that seems important.",11.612798507462685,8.588706119402987,10.998799751243782,60.957005597014934,57.45771144278607,14.42810945273632,47.015547263681604,12.602617957971056,5.989133830845772,874,44,141,22,8,286,125,201,0.131,0.768,0.10099999999999999,-0.6358,0,0,1,0,4,0,29.0,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,9,0,11,7,1,1,2,33,24,16,0,1,10,2,2,3,0,0,6,1,1,1,5,11,0,0,5,0,0,5,7,6,0,1,6,3,18,3,26,18,6,31,0,4,0,0,8,12,0,3,16,99,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29289980096247964,0.0,0.10801996002897543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644241038736195,0.0,0.24170122104503186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370144975751292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369237042108237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26607523171503666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890983953720875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385553327241465,0.0,0.0,0.3148689204431064,0.2473670575616681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951831118283628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232303554977702,0.17411107424399147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366589073405217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816789965854891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045174544939836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860131381872288,0.12213395031204745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035995014354616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227593370869565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957981330383001,0.0,0.09398457202282394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250116913691254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804160906280571,0.0,0.0,0.09690654802628004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109351473301522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080237930171514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364103012460903,0.08625187571864426,0.0,0.09731613235605374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266573498491701,0.2748666492727516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27871099053680976,0.0,0.16191437406646686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353889667961426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054579399362604,0.07187513572846264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296379131153696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784726987669065 adhd,estj_kween,2019/06/19,"Is it just me or does hyperfocus cause hand tremors? I doubt it's a side effect from the meds, as the last time I took it was 15 hours ago, and concerta is said to last from 8 to 10 hours. I also do get random tremors when other things occur like stress or panic. So maybe it's normal I suppose?",1.9904761904761905,3.2237909047619056,3.5589206349206366,91.98885714285716,76.46031746031747,6.309841269841268,20.536507936507935,6.742157984588678,0.12441841269841225,229,5,53,2,5,76,48,63,0.139,0.773,0.08800000000000001,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,3,0,4,1,1,2,0,9,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,1,5,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,8,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027897776384459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294636239526213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500862070909284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001971575779857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952227923106826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505824599636008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372954283481794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176490192342783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982905304914136,0.0,0.2541106141348212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241448955083455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841094816710603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176115587773279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620539385894909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198385513473325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339695301155866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541706038765797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kvranesic,2019/06/19,"Presentation on ADHD Here I am, trying to make a presentation for tomorrow about ADHD and the Stimulant Crisis (as in people taking illegally), and I’m procrastinating and not working on it. My executive function has literally left the chat. I’m four slides in and I literally cannot focus on it anymore.",5.136545454545455,7.808413200000004,8.223636363636363,55.69545454545457,71.54545454545455,10.945454545454542,32.81818181818181,10.793553405168565,4.820018181818182,246,12,36,9,5,91,39,55,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,27,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7444757038570052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071710633966052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365248851662889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067486139611385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147292725727324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328800287239544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210287797202482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254886927032546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluebaripie,2019/06/19,"Do y’all make up little jingles for random phrases? Just out of curiosity. I get phrases stuck in my head or just say random sentences and make it a jingle in my head and repeat it a lot. Not like “rawr xD im a potato” random, it’s various things that come to mind or I hear and it just gets stuck in my head. don’t know if that’s just an odd trait or if it has something to do with ADHD. Sometimes I do it to remember things, like my lunch number from grade school, or with out of place phrases like “Jehovah’s witnesses” “got to look good for everyone today” and other mild mannered things, but to little tunes. Sometimes I even dance a little to them. I’m a 20y/o college student, and I’m not sure if this is common or what ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I doubt I explained this right but hopefully someone will understand",0.6254936120789765,3.0695188780487825,2.421567944250872,91.61077235772358,88.8780487804878,5.075029036004646,21.224157955865273,6.655083550727371,0.5423987224157951,632,22,129,8,21,208,95,164,0.109,0.841,0.05,-0.7426,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,1,6,0,7,4,3,2,1,40,23,15,0,4,16,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,15,10,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,3,12,6,19,19,2,16,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,14,6,83,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759572877195286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012664271348822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210756858084944,0.0,0.0,0.13325357412040245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571715406328778,0.0,0.0,0.1169667852409518,0.11153351805948113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293578570246511,0.0,0.15717396867191766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850856128008354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506334602020282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663986930936957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043894686900897,0.4193064319555581,0.0,0.0,0.11710562327543834,0.0,0.0,0.11855818192045366,0.0,0.0,0.18617227909462344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408080474529883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569898439089826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797336833764214,0.11909232927683347,0.0,0.11089883629739396,0.0,0.14113415270266952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815830179512606,0.10735793910527393,0.2758456965700298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143305513068335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779396650098805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321853926259883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517577051602884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrmream,2019/06/19,What do you do on days your medicine doesn't seem to work? I'm currently on Adderall 30mg XR. I always take it in the morning and it seems to work just fine. I didn't eat anything different today then I usually do but today it just doesn't seem to be working. I'm more sluggish today then usual and seem to zone out more frequently. Anyone else ever have this happen? Any suggestions?,1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,3.069487179487183,88.49217948717953,84.38461538461539,6.030769230769232,22.76923076923077,7.3871296695380915,1.128169230769231,306,11,60,5,9,101,53,78,0.062,0.919,0.019,-0.6285,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,11,16,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,11,37,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196465959821024,0.0,0.0,0.10785078610750333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089408026764816,0.16250044589066773,0.13051107657122354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228136380735904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569916845007412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622834032812122,0.13248669047060949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345925173663238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024600695834405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775197298892933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924452924670526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509916743264773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34934239447808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463795477764229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boredtralala,2019/06/19,"Is high attention to detail common in ADHD or am I misdiagnosed? Sometimes I feel like my attention to detail is a symptom of my ADHD while other times I feel like it means I was misdiagnosed. I have an insane attention to detail sometimes. I’ve always been known for this to some degree and coming up with creative solutions to doing things faster or better or remembering obsolete facts. Some of it is me, and some of it is me trying to make sure I remember things and do them right because I forget and make stupid mistakes so often. But at the same time, some other people might say I don’t have attention to detail because I’ll forget details of conversations or instructions or other things that matter. Or we’re at work and I’m having a conversation while working and notice another error, and to me that’s attention to detail, but to them it’s not because I’ll forget the discussion we were already having",8.213563218390803,7.607497827586207,8.904022988505748,65.65994252873564,62.103448275862064,11.411494252873563,34.85057471264368,10.746095033038511,3.913050574712644,738,27,119,16,9,250,93,174,0.087,0.845,0.069,-0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,3,2,6,1,0,5,0,16,1,0,2,2,46,23,18,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,11,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,16,4,20,19,5,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,12,8,95,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35850386832015096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645931381211181,0.0,0.12410656102674827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639906420568842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727653513012588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319129813543777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284813951305938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083164616447545,0.21310869255880396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575874658402693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457364411098286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991204749621603,0.0,0.0,0.1624704480853069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822689129829576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981074404641675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340334071356452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33792068601981273,0.12737514567300534,0.0,0.11861179904804454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29503063713032945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057416329983186,0.15502622303906174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972702401062749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739436697230659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012645387445626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716912500370225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,simplecreature_2,2019/06/19,"Is ADHD destroying my marriage or am I? I feel like ADHD is killing my relationship. My wife is sick of me and can’t handle me anymore. The lack of impulse control, forgetting to get shit done that she’s asked a billion times, getting frustrated so fast over nothing is a big one.....I feel like I’m fucking up constantly. Now that I know how much it’s affecting her I feel even less about myself, and I’ve always had a pretty low self esteem. I can’t even get myself through school because of how much I struggle with this. I’ve tried to share things about why I do what I do but it comes off as me blaming my actions on ADHD as a cop out. Honestly, I feel a lack of understanding from her even though I’m sure she’s trying but when I explain, she doesn’t get it... she doesn’t see what I feel. I don’t know why I’m posting this but I seriously feel so alone and I see stuff on here all the time that I can relate to.",1.2808205128205152,3.057669210256414,3.2185897435897424,91.2822435897436,79.97435897435899,6.17948717948718,23.653846153846153,7.1686216300943375,0.792384615384615,716,25,161,9,18,241,107,195,0.154,0.7709999999999999,0.076,-0.9116,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,5,1,7,0,15,3,1,4,2,29,37,15,1,2,4,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,10,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,2,8,30,5,20,35,6,17,0,1,2,1,13,8,2,1,8,109,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432215643346818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415902394742895,0.0,0.0,0.0997493599703362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888826646337453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207116414024408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307743976705199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326558746245837,0.0,0.12954716792228754,0.13445506982679914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267836529901205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375378674802198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636881090823868,0.17128389918301176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108266800631846,0.250528395330129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262892190931214,0.0,0.13176529283606533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171341515290788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762504743295585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502762797535902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123346198637672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481143777549425,0.12196056439296818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287057356379371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132446941531835,0.1910569054769049,0.0,0.12506047907455012,0.0,0.12305459960851625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532409789042873,0.13723336394852995,0.0,0.0,0.11298502433325501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964262309075447,0.0,0.1177810149943541,0.0,0.13980541868393098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278064340666698,0.0,0.0,0.12479880307159745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163452327527837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swervefire,2019/06/19,"how long does an adhd assessment usually take? my psych is sending me in for testing and I wanted to just sort of check and see how long I can expect it to take. it's the first I've ever really thought about having it but itd make sense I get kinda stressed out when I have something going on and I dont know how long itll take to finish so I cant plan around it, also it's in the afternoon and in a stressful part of the city so if it takes more than a few hours I'll probably plan to go hang out in the mall down the road so that I miss rush hour also, do i need to bring anything? is it like a written test or what? I'm 25 and not in school if that makes any difference",1.2374944812362043,2.291079543046358,3.3055794701986763,93.77549944812364,78.0728476821192,6.622737306843268,21.19260485651214,7.1686216300943375,0.3208538631346576,525,13,129,6,12,179,97,151,0.071,0.9059999999999999,0.023,-0.7729,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,13,4,0,2,9,0,10,0,0,5,1,27,28,18,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,1,1,6,3,3,0,1,2,1,10,1,20,24,3,28,0,1,1,0,1,11,0,5,12,84,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427526390607645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193078381490465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861257815123567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933184914529148,0.12909069842145252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150582381560315,0.0,0.0,0.12690026482806052,0.0,0.16995202832604522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311709184882078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334643951403301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576235882054208,0.0,0.16482639594742704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856136130403657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796943546681411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084513998177171,0.0,0.0,0.3849910053188713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359218345808424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752395592667974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703298164971846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563465833399228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289787805747314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467590605598679,0.11555513943886167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163669448546942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322196439606144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436121455720384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512268264001665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970933277514962,0.0,0.0855313537680927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,putelocker,2019/06/19,I wish I had the “unsend” feature IRL as well I wish I could unsay half the things I blurt out when im too excited or nervous,1.8867857142857147,2.4553026785714285,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,75.78571428571428,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.8604428571428571,97,3,23,1,2,34,21,28,0.07200000000000001,0.586,0.341,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764105368995249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739527125196256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299982387884749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31127313308580784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7962200893366578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JollyJuniperJamboree,2019/06/19,"Doing hard physical labor to procrastinate office work Evolution says we're supposed to be lazy, and then there's my dumb ass &#x200B; Spreadsheets? I need half an afternoon of mental scaffolding and preparation. Shitty physical labor nobody wants to do? Fuck them spreadsheets, I'm there record early at 10 minutes late. &#x200B; I literally got a second job in backbreaking labor to help me procrastinate from doing my office work. Send help. And endorphins.",7.436493506493505,10.679613168831173,7.089610389610388,63.82584415584418,66.66233766233766,10.114285714285714,33.077922077922075,10.290406445055957,4.553550649350648,382,17,48,11,7,120,58,77,0.21,0.728,0.062,-0.9146,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,2,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,9,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,2,6,0,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,0,4,28,6,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130455105918472,0.4632170733578269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621322845302026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524459412220877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074655734111832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551989467384434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914817413249813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150131548716139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208716467098694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133277827393442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515784472141764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242502894720804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752853438795594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632170733578269,0.0 adhd,babpa,2019/06/19,Rejection sensitive dysphoria Has anyone been medicated for these symtoms of adhd with success?,12.820714285714278,16.10495678571429,12.627142857142859,29.46785714285716,52.57142857142857,17.02857142857143,56.85714285714285,14.554592549557764,11.151514285714288,81,6,6,4,1,27,14,14,0.182,0.625,0.193,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999444326532072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072350745411077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867174662998184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sycnewtox,2019/06/19,"If I was diagnosed as a child with ADHD, do I need to be diagnosed again as an adult? Hello, I was diagnosed when I was 11 with ADHD. I’m 27 now and I have not been diagnosed again, however I know I was being treated for it when I was younger. Is it necessary for me to get diagnosed again as an adult?",0.7977435897435932,2.4546075692307703,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,81.0,8.64102564102564,24.679487179487186,9.2995712137729,2.149717948717949,232,9,53,7,6,84,37,65,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,11,5,0,0,0,7,15,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,9,1,9,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206085353611345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8880570713577809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142518009953177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617006178106516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297530487256346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SodiumBro,2019/06/19,"ADHD and Tourettes Any fellow Redditors deal with this combo? I feel as if it's a feedback loop, where my restlessness causes me to tick more, and my ticks distract me and make me less likely to pay attention, making me more restless. Anyone have any tips to mitigate this loop? It's been getting worse since I started my first desk job.",4.766718750000003,6.601438484375002,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,70.40625,7.620000000000001,28.425,8.238735603445708,2.0485975,269,10,48,4,5,84,48,64,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.8552,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,9,1,5,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,30,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415262242305145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865009952964848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987035697320356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919286525356384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929746043341126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368872182719147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172130235423744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847105531122348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820023964716052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883481006287046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793814794772792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350746288200925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114235209577105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289601229567857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,parisfrance137,2019/06/19,"New ADD Diagnosis and Vyvanse Side Effects Hi everyone, I'm new to this group as I was recently diagnosed with ADD at almost 29 years old. My doctor put me on Vyvanse, 30 mg to help with the ADD but I'm finding it's also giving me some not-so-great side effects. Every day I've taken the medication I've ended up with a pretty awful headache. Doesn't matter how much water I've had, food I've eaten, or amount of sleep I got the night before. For me, the headaches usually start around 3 or 4 in the afternoon and will go into the following day. Usually, I'll wake up with my head still pounding which is not a great way to start the day. On days I don't take my medication, I won't get a headache but I'll feel really down and have depressed like feelings. Today, for instance, I didn't take my medication but felt completely out of it and just ""blah"". I didn't think being on medication for ADD would be this rough but I'm not sure what to do. My doctor says to wait it out another week and see if the headaches go away but man does it suck having a headache, every single day! I'm also the Mother to a two-year-old as well so it's hard parenting when you feel like someone shoved a knife in your head. Has anyone had a similar experience with Vyvanse? If so, what did you do?",3.3475939849624083,4.2789406766917315,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.6842105263158,8.306766917293233,26.406015037593985,8.6894789155246,1.7535067669172926,1004,33,214,18,19,342,145,266,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.6772,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,2,10,7,1,0,16,1,19,14,4,3,1,45,43,22,0,3,12,2,6,3,0,3,7,1,0,1,10,18,3,1,8,0,0,4,7,2,1,0,10,8,17,5,32,28,4,42,0,1,1,0,11,16,1,6,23,122,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900262078667037,0.0,0.0,0.1581303664832657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367234701133178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913122352888562,0.0,0.0,0.08801401485046505,0.0,0.0,0.09289030371706113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412989609605287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366184544552233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318810337176701,0.0,0.08515537981300712,0.10034954725086627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239240186986893,0.0865205776224136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756823333739767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666021183701657,0.09447318367336772,0.0,0.09671246163654844,0.0,0.0,0.1499728036181418,0.07063174718562025,0.09492936011687086,0.0,0.09036410872069442,0.0,0.11955230287520112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051654762549718514,0.09484376957489604,0.11237860696440907,0.0,0.0790742507803168,0.21800595981045154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856684531467926,0.0,0.2029354132077165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626953813537219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660440726847484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983988496745247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267979654579074,0.0,0.0,0.19097581883191667,0.0,0.09278148301975588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749192722041976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097818793539256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058490952048653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939025011466104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333775646819474,0.0,0.09762081433758056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862427855946201,0.0,0.0,0.07878547318270132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894000114722266,0.0,0.08377104345387328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995940709681898,0.0,0.07895659121628047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318248489825506,0.0,0.14867376484036998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335100637383044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371587185502132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658025547092826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177795884369299,0.0,0.0,0.0784772922707531,0.07930642679845767,0.0,0.08889474452644545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023341635433418,0.0,0.0,0.12733627299341646 adhd,Sleepy_Lingonberry,2019/06/19,High pressure at work and I have one million creative ideas about how to improve things but no time. When there's no stress all ideas are gone and I just sit and stare at the computer... Soo frustrating! Anyone else experience this? Is there any way to have some balance here? It's driving me nuts. Under stress I'm brilliant but as soon as things turn routine my brain just switches off.,2.3485435435435456,5.1530938243243245,2.2869369369369394,93.31106606606608,83.72972972972974,4.910510510510512,24.43843843843844,6.42735559955562,0.7361069069069068,309,12,60,3,9,92,58,74,0.245,0.654,0.10099999999999999,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,3,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,12,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,1,1,4,0,9,6,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,3,41,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744261618600454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160309817218198,0.22215406802533666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420388558799718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112231684005356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120880850580164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290784760679548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895187462956982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469204330238429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967250057980778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288086421174828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264274114992631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583402956448146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209880047094525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784495276827618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toastytal,2019/06/19,Tfw your brain refuses to process what's in front of it I've been staring at a test question for five minutes and I still couldn't even tell you what it's asking me. It's like when I know somethings gonna require a moderate amount of brain power my source is completely cut off and my brain goes static. I feel so useless and exhausted and I haven't even done anything. Trying to force myself to understand the words is just overwhelming and I can't get anywhere.,3.3744354838709683,5.363130247311826,3.9157930107526897,87.69368951612906,74.48387096774194,7.230645161290322,27.75403225806452,8.07648339933343,1.8070870967741928,375,15,74,6,8,118,68,93,0.10300000000000001,0.868,0.028999999999999998,-0.7409,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,6,5,1,1,3,0,7,4,3,0,0,14,13,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,2,11,1,9,9,1,6,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,1,3,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340171507336094,0.0,0.19699147125616345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7056878648108678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093222818294495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156361260003668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27835250546949586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654458744454247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009066776037414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580427086397532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294543213266104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605069082779995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221984681836324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827845917821524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417549785361667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306266327606296,0.0,0.0,0.2193632948910729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beepbepborp,2019/06/19,"Hello fellow fidgeters, are there any ADHD related podcasts out there that you guys recommend? YouTube videos are cool but requires too much attention at times. If I’m just chilling playing old school runescape or whatever I’d love to listen to something on the side.",8.349929078014185,9.708249808510637,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,61.553191489361716,9.670921985815603,41.19858156028369,9.725611199111238,4.406807092198581,219,12,33,4,3,65,43,47,0.022000000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.217,0.882,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,2,18,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44480222691709104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516885837989308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664686788783079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33404017460477503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207461605250466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883698711025042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745727046637592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849299963737904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581505386116864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sabbze,2019/06/19,"I am now a certified iOS Technician! Alright so basically a little backround, sorry for this long story, hope u like reading. I got a job as a sort of ""apprentice"" as a Computer Technician for my undying love with computers and how they work. My manager mentioned we are about to open a new branch as an authorized apple service center for iOS devices and they need a lead Technician for the phones. During this time I started to go through a existential crises. I was never good in school, I always forgot the material I learned, and then I started to get worse and worse at my job, poor attention to detail. Doing tasks that prevented me from doing the main tasks and all around procrastinating like it was going out of style. I became more depressed, and felt like I was useless to everyone. Despite being the hardest worker at my job and being commended for hard efforts I denied them, saying I dont deserve to be praised for my work. I was starting to question if something was mentally wrong with me Then 3 months ago my mother managed to get me in to see her family doctor, and after a few sessions I have been put on medical trial for Concerta. Never before have I felt more positive, and focused on tasks without steering off track. I started crying in happiness knowing that im actually getting help after being neglected for 15 years from school teachers and the occasional therapist telling me im just too lazy and dont care. I can now follow my dream, and learn with confidence to become an Computer/Phone Technician. And now, here I am, and I have passed my exams for the iOS Certification. Next stop, to get my Computer Certification. I have never felt so much achievement and excitement. And then I found this reddit, I thought this entire time I was the only one and I thought this entire time ADHD/ADD was something else. But everytime I look on here I always laugh in the thought ""Thats litterly how it is sometimes"" and then I would cry some more knowing im not the only one. Thank you all, I hope you all have a wonderful day and strive at great feats wether it be small or big goals, small or big dreams.",5.838623548922057,6.960020208955227,6.566417910447765,74.50337479270317,67.05970149253731,9.637147595356552,33.29684908789386,9.816601858774405,3.3832779436152567,1692,74,295,37,27,557,214,402,0.102,0.745,0.153,0.9709,4,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,1,2,3,8,13,19,0,0,21,1,28,3,0,3,6,66,59,34,0,5,7,1,4,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,26,0,4,14,3,1,6,7,4,0,2,17,7,47,15,48,36,10,53,1,3,2,1,16,20,0,9,30,209,58,27,0.0,0.0,0.08421063207989586,0.0,0.1037087861950471,0.0,0.07649454798282775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360727389899847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682007958154598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530509729965243,0.07342995685705649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798262643065803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895801203764033,0.05565258104619749,0.0,0.0743250159096386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832570838155225,0.0,0.0,0.20227217763479585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208768053626187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245774835337798,0.0,0.0,0.08135043474578753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485677199657274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461706987249263,0.0,0.0,0.1803405049333127,0.0,0.0980858962625038,0.07237943002104655,0.06901730648369536,0.0951395934519269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186171613857716,0.07730259910219497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784114270938396,0.0,0.0,0.1714191032580023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796374364498713,0.0,0.2569008541706433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485000457305087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647687303381386,0.08648939807023763,0.0,0.0763675979457976,0.07246534345177544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788383005353093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693226694973243,0.08696419602518565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887915886065242,0.0,0.06343612166885162,0.06398601101562806,0.19966608075906428,0.08334341766901701,0.09177479635173404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169502844801277,0.13126116331638568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674944480614928,0.09666918558982783,0.0,0.08631749192704265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862456332938886,0.0,0.17466855241133994,0.06876525664745191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286688908593486,0.0853471105082021,0.09659922417321797,0.2443177443872012,0.0,0.0,0.07214576462392751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542488149758636,0.07944804967508244,0.0,0.10019414708825393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552372285974416,0.15095642011746754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318447107153515,0.0935823132341806,0.12564632263918285,0.0,0.17588220094515458,0.06130088080620375,0.09434909487031784,0.0,0.055570596578233634 adhd,jadeon153,2019/06/19,"Friendships Honestly, the hardest thing with ADHD for me is friendships. I feel like I always end up saying something stupid, and most people don't understand why I say that stuff, so they flake off on me, which makes me say more of it.... The other part is that I just have a hard time putting the work into friendships. Like, seriously....",6.256904761904764,7.05334512698413,5.723928571428572,82.07732142857144,65.98412698412699,8.204761904761906,30.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.9893523809523816,265,9,49,3,4,81,50,63,0.069,0.7040000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,7,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731517277468482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911886071423165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130655145361914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492184154603148,0.1623720487119699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360221422681093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220793927349035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171412799684406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461268988465099,0.0,0.15757041229738136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284836376863427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422371255230479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497466533797504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601863054524421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099768206728953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253138421662028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366111167271554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508885446146802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546577861485856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,midnight-menace,2019/06/19,"Best supplements? I’ve been trying to get better at taking vitamins and supplements and do feel a difference when I take them and when I don’t. I currently take Vitamin D, Vitamin B, Multi Vitamins and Fish Oil. Any other recommendations?",3.9006976744186055,7.013033023255815,6.424465116279071,64.31995348837211,79.23255813953489,11.812093023255816,29.53023255813953,10.793553405168565,5.122222325581396,192,9,29,9,5,68,31,43,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.897,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,8,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,2,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045860077583035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34021475564463505,0.2867174780099969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33870691299189826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391892878304445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937457604482886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7312459097432288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010201621239506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ataccombat,2019/06/19,Impulse control tips for 12 year old?? The last month has been almost a pure hell. My 12 year old is severely struggling with controlling impulses which have led to him being kicked out of school and some other incedences that could have been way worse than they were. He's been on the same meds for several years with no real issues but this past year or so has seen what appears to be a decrease in their effectiveness (maybe?). I plan on discussing this with his doc at next months appointment but until then any advice/suggestions on curbing his lack of forethought and control would be super helpful. Seriously this is becoming incredibly difficult to manage from a parental perspective.,10.302195121951216,9.57377104878049,8.713943089430899,69.10067073170734,58.02439024390244,12.102439024390245,40.012195121951216,11.20814326018867,4.551868292682926,561,24,91,12,6,170,96,123,0.14300000000000002,0.79,0.067,-0.7499,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,6,1,5,1,1,5,0,15,0,0,5,1,24,17,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,1,7,1,19,7,3,22,1,0,1,0,9,6,1,4,13,64,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661856355501915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957067791993662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617094788785198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492667722890185,0.1169045225770173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814229574588224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282452632034546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935191069807286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470986543404739,0.0,0.1626397050196751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374222786691395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571942018546486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30728649480778736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258217537419115,0.0,0.1397745377330836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665811076225948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481849417670455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308260356728919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530700627614359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622144720005652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921457437592778,0.10401262651039353,0.0,0.0,0.37715893349882296 adhd,natalia2802,2019/06/19,"rambling about reading or something i cant mentally sustain reading i look at the words and before i realize it i’m 4 paragraphs in, and thinking about something else, and i think; what the hell is happening i read words as the wrong ones, i misplace details i just look at the words but don’t read them reading out loud is just me saying words but not actually hearing them whenever i look for an article i always just skim it, then i have to go back because i see something that mentions something earlier in the article that i should’ve seen i only read articles that have the bold summary of topics so that i don’t have to read everything sometimes it takes so much damn brainpower to focus on a single paragraph and just read it all the way through whenever i write any form of essay or long piece of text i don’t read it over; because i just can’t sustain it. when i write an essay i have to form new paragraphs mid sentence because i think of a new topic and don’t want to forget it, and then it just becomes a mess of sentence fragments, and i see a bunch of repeating ones whenever i think the same thing even if i already have it written down i have to write it down again and idk if that’s an adhd thing but i always have copies of the same ideas over and over again but always just a tiny bit different, and i can never even read them over reading makes me so tired because i feel like i have to work super hard reading dense things makes me overthink what things actually mean and i lose the meaning of things and i always answer questions poorly because they always lead to new thoughts and newer thoughts and then i realize there are so many—too many circumstances around everything so my answer just stretches out",4.299187908865328,5.876509513196481,4.785410557184751,84.11350045116174,71.17008797653959,7.592194901872323,30.41743740130837,8.139509932561175,2.1748424543198737,1388,59,263,20,26,441,153,341,0.08199999999999999,0.867,0.051,-0.8729,2,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,4,23,8,2,0,18,0,18,1,0,3,2,65,42,32,0,3,17,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,22,17,0,0,15,12,1,2,8,5,0,2,4,11,39,3,35,38,10,33,1,1,6,0,11,16,2,5,15,190,61,14,0.0,0.0,0.1203812867995916,0.0,0.0741272023866213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680652564120042,0.0,0.2566129121519506,0.0,0.0,0.04194441812707697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490814997861356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742800307320623,0.0,0.18799734290835232,0.06812055656230763,0.05248501571454945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733842934203375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444232309861057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051525606274512414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147792819735437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086775738889662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03118718917575727,0.04406410245355443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035054084375500096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454329420139917,0.0,0.05525303707521282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951768204967218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962905131094065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0301336627575992,0.0,0.0,0.054584732850519235,0.15538663725067256,0.06900398333844747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234356753807201,0.06253369437111385,0.0,0.1343748935652714,0.0,0.0,0.06215878900583074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453417921672086,0.0,0.047571308472471804,0.17871237189657654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359173532825885,0.04691031095647785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690955563908552,0.0,0.7403585861912654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049050298255771695,0.0,0.0,0.09830172126567736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993667053880195,0.0610029561223133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637557661475675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048867827203744,0.15808784840370252,0.0,0.09793383414351256,0.0,0.07089192261219925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036380377966812816,0.04895859984616114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490367079358525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674372414049196,0.0,0.0 adhd,Diamond-Is-Not-Crash,2019/06/19,"It's amazing what you can do with a little willpower. 22M here who's just resumed meds after an unfortunate break. It feels so good to do work + chores and somehow actually enjoy them. Cleaning?, done; actually doing my hobbies, hell yeah!; finish an assignment?, I'm on the job; following up a few errands, MOLTO BENE!. Sometimes I feel like neurotypicals don't appreciate what life without ADHD is like. It's good to be on meds again.",3.4540243902439016,5.979324097560978,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,76.3170731707317,7.514634146341463,29.76219512195122,8.472884824447931,2.6286780487804884,344,16,60,7,8,116,66,82,0.106,0.675,0.21899999999999997,0.8902,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,5,7,1,0,5,1,8,1,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,6,8,10,1,9,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,5,38,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.4212758770348217,0.0,0.2594091077423801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208889412360376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182799473499666,0.15420289897529454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620885760893887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141972851857386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524608586291091,0.21090628857644364,0.21633786688410184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795201856104506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348063744265836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807117902339614,0.0,0.157140979288109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JasperWeirdly,2019/06/19,"ADHD-PI and struggling with innocuous/funny but also INCREDIBLY IRRITATING intrusive thought - help?? For the past few months, my brain has decided to take this to the next level and set every correctly-scanning six-syllable phrase I read -- EVERY ONE -- to the tune of ""If I Were a Rich Man"" from Fiddler on the Roof. It is intermittently hilarious, but I am currently at the point in the comedic repetition sine curve where I find it deeply irritating--it's long past something I feel like I'm consciously choosing to do to amuse myself. It just yubba-dubba-dubbas involuntarily in my brain. Does anyone else have a similar quirk and experience getting your brain out the ditch? FWIW, I don't struggle with intrusive thoughts on the whole, aside from occasionally getting an earworm stuck in my head for a couple of days (which I think is pretty normal?). No other symptoms of OCD, although I'm a textbook diagnosed ADHD-PI adult woman. I think the right answer is probably to just go to my psychiatrist and ask for some CBT solutions, but I've got so much else to do now. (So much else to do now! Yubba dubba dubba yubba...) It's really like the hiccups. I try to just forget about it, but then I read a phrase like ""million-dollar contract"" or a name like ""Alexandra Comstock"" and I just involuntarily...yubba dubba...yubba...:sob:",6.014913211186112,7.440424647540986,7.078958534233369,69.87414175506271,66.8688524590164,9.675602700096434,31.975891996142717,9.916854025145753,3.3550986499517848,1050,43,176,24,17,353,146,244,0.064,0.769,0.16699999999999998,0.9798,1,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,2,17,0,11,7,4,0,0,32,25,16,0,2,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,10,4,1,1,2,2,0,1,5,1,17,7,28,20,5,24,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,15,111,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812699362967164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358063119047036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818229120273017,0.11990053622716605,0.0,0.0,0.10939764565554347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918981389686988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294800991122603,0.0,0.07546804132955608,0.0,0.0,0.1187725568498924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240474925764984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326489185899995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718832936998815,0.0,0.0,0.114467744623739,0.0,0.0,0.05916868862112954,0.08359891437316762,0.0,0.0,0.10695390795722684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222759522006946,0.0,0.06650500600179224,0.0,0.09359136342378216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009599725354934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843585448295741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286797054611731,0.0,0.0,0.10355877354957213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340402744889306,0.0,0.17204592354549011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445180428082743,0.0,0.11465448410761195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929559363404101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234171356749574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062146351699588,0.0,0.0,0.11905112889445685,0.12616705478044626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410278286306965,0.0,0.07496583180447143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993420510943317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008750078045112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24466884694730376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216282995294713,0.08798426933828514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996302847731516,0.0,0.1858011796207389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944871137726166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064834309003565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blaank7,2019/06/19,"Need help with adderall Hello, I am diagnosed with ADHD and i am prescribed with amphetamine ( Adderall 30mg xr) is it possible to find on any pharmacy in balkan, because i live in kosovo, if you can help i will really appreciate it thank you.",5.8957971014492765,6.811577565217391,7.576956521739131,68.04992753623189,66.82608695652173,11.35072463768116,34.89855072463768,11.20814326018867,4.404385507246378,192,9,33,6,3,67,35,46,0.0,0.768,0.23199999999999998,0.8795,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839126605004173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723459995590455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947316444144696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242315115155205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29196834823797024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282365612144137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28207714536170225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686556004636716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601279735844688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464563197625624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29410345296073753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shaktimann13,2019/06/19,"ADHD and Music Hey, guys, anyone else can't comprehend music lyrics? My little niece can already sing along music and I, in my 20s, can't. Its embarrassing.",0.9635632183908064,3.016368172413795,2.9777586206896562,82.32227011494255,108.65517241379312,4.691954022988506,15.178160919540227,6.42735559955562,0.3541678160919535,123,3,20,2,6,41,23,29,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.2924,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580627170636579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206034395727356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665057339206573,0.3905285159496542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183980839497481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773938811619669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820078329982941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wstfgl1,2019/06/19,"Vyvanse comedown and depression, really need advice/help I'm a 34 year old woman with depression, PTSD and recently diagnosed ADHD. I take 10mg of lexapro at night for the depression/PTSD, and also because it acts like a sleeping pill and keeps my prior insomnia at bay (which is pretty awesome). I was diagnosed with ADHD recently and have started 30mg of Vyvanse, and the results have been... mixed. I've been on it for five days now, and on the first day I was very dozy, but after that the response has settled down into a consistent routine. I take it with breakfast, spend five hours feeling very content and focused (although I'll admit that without other obligations, I have a strong tendency to just stay in bed and chill), and then after those five hours, I get absolutely SWAMPED with depression and anxiety. This lasts anywhere from six hours or until I go to bed, which is longer than the five decent hours I get on it, and considering my preexisting conditions, is also a bit dangerous for me. The obvious solution is to try a different medication, but I'm about to move to Japan where the only other legal medication for treating ADHD is Concerta, and that makes me actually permanently suicidal, so that's not really an option. I managed to minimize the severity of today's comedown by drinking a lot of water and having a green smoothie just as the comedown started and that helped, but not enough. What I'm hoping to know is if anyone else has had depression/anxiety as a comedown side effect in early days with Vyvanse, and did it pass? If there is a chance this is temporary, I can absolutely power through it. Or has anyone had an improvement from the comedown by taking a larger dose, or two doses throughout the day? Five hours is a nice amount of productivity, but I would like more. Discovering I have ADHD has explained so much about my life up until now, and I desperately want to be able to medicate this so I can start building better life habits and really get a chance at taking advantage of all the opportunities Japan has to offer for me, and Vyvanse is really my only shot at that so I'd really appreciate any help or advice anyone can offer. Thanks so much.",10.083922847052431,8.055352992665036,10.2648207008965,61.939670605813646,59.415647921760396,13.587666395001357,41.304129312686776,12.261556223090626,5.191930616680249,1750,76,290,46,18,589,203,409,0.08199999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.147,0.9805,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,7,15,14,1,0,27,0,32,15,1,3,2,56,56,42,1,6,15,0,1,2,0,1,11,0,2,1,21,25,3,1,5,1,1,4,3,4,0,8,7,2,21,10,53,47,8,48,0,3,1,0,7,14,0,9,31,214,42,2,0.07819953887271297,0.0,0.07631146952067025,0.0,0.3759225970060588,0.07641568433896341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507228596758668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317836800989476,0.0,0.11964486639215015,0.0,0.0,0.1640368074289315,0.08012466876905515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766971307492751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916113731479387,0.08537364294600397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172893314583865,0.0,0.2020594447324827,0.15874177173688414,0.0,0.08170187419856505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660577721988072,0.0,0.0,0.0653256803824903,0.0,0.0,0.0808010277098999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03954003648728654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651648781687672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256809448215394,0.0,0.044442600050443294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724650759253692,0.0,0.0,0.07766978676233352,0.3850539684603591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950734320184045,0.0,0.0,0.0429764214698242,0.06374306133468023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046929388182172,0.07640868936385183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648245150760708,0.0,0.0,0.05219879942690688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363334252165423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831137341664574,0.11497131765141567,0.0579839672113575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338496984999869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205726146857557,0.0,0.0,0.11894854623775522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955704427524649,0.0,0.0,0.18282215241256672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504831350774663,0.0,0.15442522114828164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834322031237815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782560136444656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605010831477185,0.0833503036585871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855376032279954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518528471835706,0.0,0.0,0.07199562895460275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412401921925191,0.0,0.0,0.05309235374202642,0.0,0.07638958664122772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904561857644256,0.0461241141073152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538156491624308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555070876079622,0.0,0.0,0.05035793916143449 adhd,PeachyPants17,2019/06/19,"Is your partner ADHD? My psychiatrist, who also as ADHD mentioned that “birds of a feather flock together” often holds true for ADHD people. In your experience do you find that you date/partner with people who suffer from your condition? If so, how does that relationship 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adhd,coolboss56,2019/06/19,I'm having problem talking to people with ADHD I know I'm posting a lot about ADHD but in my opinion all the medication I took when I was a child really ruined my life I'm having trouble socializing and most of the my main problem is talking to girls I don't know why ever since why I have a problem talking to girls I am I have fine when I talk to guys I'm social k I'm not gay but it makes it easier for me when I talk to guys I will never be gay but the problem is I'm trying to talk to girls and that's the main problem when I talk to girls I don't know what to say I have a speech problem and I don't want them to make fun of me I'm trying my best trying to talk good not saying anything bad I like what I'm having a hard time talking to people I cannot talk to them when I am talking to them when haven't I contact that's my main problem I'll be always looking on the floor I stopped taking ADHD medication since 2012 but I haven't I have been taking medication since I was five years old maybe the medication affected me having a hard time socializing with people I hate does ADHD make people antisocial because I was having ADHD problems since I was a kid I just want to know does ADHD make people antisocial I'm trying my best talking to 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adhd,overpaidclerk,2019/06/19,"The vicious cycle of procrastination Step 1: have deadline Step 2: stress out about deadline Step 3: procrastinate to de-stress Step 4: end up more stressed out because now you've wasted even more time Step 5: repeat steps 2-4 Eventually hyperfocus a few hours before your deadline and churn out something on time. Or end up asking for an extension...again",6.017812499999998,8.163273906250001,5.995750000000001,74.87425000000003,67.75,8.245000000000001,31.55,8.841846274778883,2.7562537499999995,286,12,48,5,5,90,49,64,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.8805,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,2,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,22,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761558680027767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537840581465208,0.0,0.18897441970912535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933953766208063,0.0,0.0,0.14668228627326613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870487166907712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096866414104656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7631784825475099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589942226494625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zarra28,2019/06/19,"Stim users who work out... Do you take your meds before or after? I’m still trying to figure this whole thing out. I started Ritalin about three months ago and since have upped my game, working out 4-5 days a week instead of 1 or 2. I feel great in general but I’m still unsure when to take meds. If I take them beforehand, I find the workout to be a big tougher because I’m more out of breath. My heart rate seems higher but I don’t have a clue what it actually is. If I take it after, then it throws off my schedule and I feel like it might be better to take it at a consistent time each day. What do you all do in regards to stims and aerobic activity?",2.067822105951599,3.3044073453237424,3.769836494440813,90.54146500981035,76.26618705035972,7.068933943754089,23.42773054283845,7.686295010490155,0.8594546762589932,507,15,117,7,11,170,90,139,0.019,0.889,0.092,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,3,5,3,0,0,5,0,10,3,2,0,1,22,22,11,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,14,3,19,19,4,25,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,6,15,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.1521167933717224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817857748089596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502325062609217,0.0,0.1326427471049231,0.0,0.0,0.137863554461078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105993655469848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763563715983078,0.1113609954875559,0.0,0.0,0.1424718700082075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185870146260915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847190354513346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761552941174647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34629598782389137,0.0,0.0,0.1653644805973127,0.0,0.0,0.12442225544730605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419076700880301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894588532401274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033295595244016,0.0,0.24897259231155155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860133408563437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356001740887824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089512016866352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583256559627173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250378617086686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403491007505098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269655888663528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_shinyzE,2019/06/19,"Vyvanse Withdrawals So i havnt had my vyvanse thelast 3 days because the doctors are slow as fuck do you guys have any survival tips? I cant sleep because my body is too fidgety, and i cant stay awake because im way too tired Im on the brink of falling asleep constantly, but every time i lay down i just toss and turn, last night it took me 4 hours before i actually fell asleep even though i was deathly tired any tips would be appreciated",1.9913333333333327,4.2372185777777815,3.1255555555555574,90.465,79.8888888888889,5.333333333333334,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.9513333333333338,352,15,73,3,9,113,68,90,0.128,0.821,0.051,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,0,10,8,4,0,0,5,13,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,4,8,0,15,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,7,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.16941832182252733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612151415998606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174931438868984,0.0,0.1477293276984328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928415785350897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761073985989696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196409114936348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776971971139137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466777127704696,0.0,0.14627391737093814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049965256934814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190120037006493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097088434390156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37505719513059865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415153259003458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629212294963855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373538456856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504516631554266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705709489364976,0.0,0.10123339034107308,0.3990783245148705,0.0,0.0,0.1928871040497795,0.0,0.1888378326147132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780354148441296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332756679199905,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sufferingohioan,2019/06/19,"The dual disappoint of the shame of needing medication to be my best self and the absurdity of roadblocks to getting my prescription Before anything, I am okay with taking medication for my ADHD. It clears the static away so I can focus on the big picture. People need different things to improve their lives, and this medication is one of the things I need. But it wasn't always like that. We all know that feeling of shame associated with the view that medication for ADHD is ridiculous, unneeded, that we were drugged as kids. The people who say that have obviously never spent a day in my mind. This world was not build with my mind in mind, and the medication allows my mind to be agile in a world where I constant am required to do things another person's way. That makes this even harder. I am living in a different city this summer. And I did great planning! Packed days ahead of time, planned my routes, ensured that I knew where to go. But most importantly, I made sure that I was prepared to get my medication filled for 90 days so I didn't have to go to a pharmacy out of state. My doctor is great and agreed to write the script. But insurance said no. They wouldn't let that happen so I'd have to find a pharmacy to fill it here. Whatever. As long as I knew I could get it filled. 3 pharmacies later and on my last day of my medication, there's a chance I can't get it filled today or tomorrow, or for the rest of the summer. I am working on it. But honestly, I am a law student and very patient and persistent person. I've learned how to channel my ADHD into my passions. But if it has taken me this long and been thrown through all of these loops, it must be hard for others too. This is also only the most recent issue I've had getting my prescribed, but I'm sure it won't be the last. Just venting to a group of people who understand my issue personally. Thank you for reading, and feel free to share your own struggles below. We get better bc of the support we give each other. Remember that your ADHD is nothing to be ashamed of bc it is you, and at least for me, all I want for you is to be happy being you. 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adhd,atomic-boob,2019/06/19,"i’m ruining my relationship and i don’t know how to make it stop not sure where else to go or what else to do, hoping you guys will get it. my partner and i have been best friends since we were 17. before we dated, she was the best friend i had ever had and she still is. currently 22 and we’ve been together for 3 years now. our relationship has never been neutral. the highs are the best feelings i have ever felt and it makes me feel like sunshine is exploding out of me. but when things are bad...they’re really bad. i’m talking full out screaming matches, leaving the apartment, the works. most of these fights are a result of my behavior in some way. whether it’s my forgetfulness, inattentiveness, lack of empathy, not being able to control my emotions, being too unsure or just generally not acting like a responsible adult, it always always always ends in a fight. just this morning we fought over something so small i can barely remember what it was. she’s completely losing patience with me and every little disagreement feels like we’re on the verge of breaking up. doesn’t help that i’m currently unemployed and in a really bad spot with my mental health. lately i’ve been trying to be better. i’ve taken on pretty much every responsibility in the apartment, cooking every night and making her lunch every morning, trying to listen to her more and just generally have been trying to be a better partner to her but i worry it might be too late. she says that i’m still not listening to what she really needs but i also feel like she isn’t expressing what she needs in a clear way. the issues in our relationship are not only one sided, however the ways that i contribute to our issues definitely overshadow the rest. i don’t know what to do or how to fix this. she slept on the couch for the first time last night and i went driving most of the night because it hurt too much to sleep alone. she is literally my entire world and all i’ve ever known. she has supported me through trauma and self harm and every single other thing in my life. everything in my life is intertwined with hers and if we broke up it would literally ruin my life. i feel so lost and all i want is for us to be happy because i don’t know what i would do without her. i don’t want to fuck this up permanently but i feel like she’s growing to resent me more and more every 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adhd,DeeverD,2019/06/19,"1st time posting on Reddit for fear of ridicule - ADHD/anxiety, quit full time job to finish degree online and be home with toddler... stuck, it’s getting worse TL;DR I am constantly panicked about school work that I am avoiding because I have had so many other things interfere in completing it that I feel like I’ve already failed Apologies for the lengthy title. Ha, and the lengthy post too I suppose... I haven’t studied at a post secondary level in about 10 years and after returning to my retail banking sales (aka hell) job after a years maternity leave I impulsively quit not long after. Various reasons went into quitting, I am a co-parent, and I haven’t regretted quitting since. It sucked out my soul. Wasn’t sure what the plan was... did some investigating and found out I can transfer my existing 2 year college diploma into a 4 year bachelors degree, by completing 2 years uni course work. So I jumped head first into that, not realizing all the paperwork that would be involved for things like student financial aid / aid with a disability. For some reason all that paperwork really through me for a loop and took forever to complete, eating into my planned studying time, which left me feeling chronically panicked. I don’t know if I’m looking for advice or encouragement to to just get this off my chest... I’m fairly lonely as the coursework is all online and because my child is nearly 2. So I don’t socialize. I’ve been wanting to post something on Reddit for ages but this fear of people mocking me or telling me my problems are my own fault stopped me. I feel like this stems from being an “early adopter” of the Internet circa 1997/1998 when I wasn’t even a teen and would use chat rooms and just got and saw a lot of bullying. This started being about school - and it is - through here are some extenuating circumstances that have or are further complicating things for me. In February, I successfully got myself off of prescribed pain medication. I literally created a tapering down plan with my doctor and a compounding pharmacy to reduce dose slowly. Even though it took 4 months and it wasn’t a high amount, I still felt it when I would go down to the next level. Long story short - after nearly 4 years of being on pain medication - and almost 15 years of being on and off and on and off - I am off. The pain which I was taking it for was from a car accident as a teenager where I broke 4 bones in my neck (+ shattered 1) and a few in my back as well. You want to know the crazy thing??? My pain levels now - not taking any pain medication except for very occasional tylenol, aleve, or weed - that pain is better than it had been in years. I truly believe that a lot of the very real pain I felt was a combination of unresolved issues from before the accident that manifested as pain + ptsd from the accident manifesting as physical pain + a stressful desk job for 10 years in a bank that was never ergonomic + various life circumstances/relationships (was engaged to a narc after dating for 4 years who 6 months before the wedding informed me of his various forms of cheating over the years *longer story but don’t want to post too many identifying details here). So anyway. Point being, I was basically being sedated by this medication that while it “helped” with the pain, a lot of that pain was caused by physical manifestations of my emotional states and turbulence. So I’m glad I’ve figure some of these things out so that the pain isn’t there as horribly. But to be honest, even if the pain was just as bad as before I wouldn’t take or go back on those painkillers again because they change my personality and physical dependence is a bitch. So I guess since February I’m sort of learning how to live again, without the crutch of them for my pain (emotional which would manifest physically for me). It so happens that my courses started in February as well, and I took a larger course load than I could handle because my adhd/disability paperwork wasn’t into the financial aid office yet (of course it wasn’t lol). My co-parent and I did not have a parenting schedule at that time yet, so my daughter spent the majority of her time with me. This meant any time I had when she was with him I just studied and read for as long as I could to get as much done. This lead to me ignoring other important things in my life which needed to get done as well (leaving the house, for example or unpacking my belongings from my ex’s which would have made me feel more settled here and less stressed). This led to depression coming back at me full force (I’ve struggled with major depressions - usually due to life circumstances - since I was a teen). I ignored the depression for as long as I could til I went to see my dr and got on Pristiq. It’s been a month and seems to really be helping. — Wow, I’ve written a lot. Do people even read down this far lol. Thank you if you have. I just feel so really and truly alone. I am worried so much about fucking up this school thing (which I want to do to give my daughter the best future) and just kinda jumped into it. And had all these “things” come up or occur when I was to be studying. Now I’m worried I will lose my financial aid and even though I haven’t failed I feel like a failure. Despite getting 90s and 80s on assignments I’ve submitted so far. I take adhd medication and also anti anxiety in addition to the anti depressant. A year ago at this time I was on those 3 (different anti dep) + a long acting painkiller and a short acting (I don’t want to say the names because I know that if anyone’s struggling with opiates seeing a brand name can be a trigger) plus a short acting adhd medication. Prior to recently starting the anti dep I had gotten myself from being on 6 meds a year ago to 2 (now 3) today and I am really proud of that because I wasn’t myself before. I’m going to stop writing now. I feel better having written this and through writing it I can see that I am perhaps being too hard on myself for not having my plans to according to plan... I have have several large and small obstacles in my way which I have had to overcome first and along the way. I still need help/advice if any kind souls would be so kind as to even just share a kind word it would mean the world to me (omg who asks for that kind of thing, I suppose perhaps I am setting myself up for ridicule). I’ve wanted to post something like this for so long as I am on Reddit daily and see the community building each other up, I think I’ve just been afraid to put myself actually out there. Like, what if someone knows it’s “me”? Have a great day guys, wherever you are.",6.5515084471335125,6.455143546656302,7.090208781610175,75.6061035599395,65.32192846034215,10.250307846353778,33.168537889601396,9.914916604234255,3.1276691152346654,5235,200,987,103,73,1723,469,1286,0.165,0.742,0.09300000000000001,-0.9987,7,4,2,0,0,0,140.0,0,4,2,22,66,73,8,8,66,3,102,34,4,10,6,177,179,96,0,27,31,4,10,6,0,9,28,1,2,3,76,62,1,6,24,3,5,19,22,45,3,2,52,17,118,28,181,100,29,177,3,10,6,1,37,70,4,28,84,694,194,21,0.0,0.0,0.032233473085873245,0.0,0.15878728307917328,0.06455498550742439,0.05855994410019792,0.0,0.033075756572958914,0.0342101351244152,0.0364505093601781,0.026414863904781996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738660013092683,0.0,0.05053722074726467,0.0,0.0,0.02309603021478894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030879508769428087,0.0,0.0,0.07619635748479604,0.027579489777523784,0.12081227813303524,0.0,0.11242772935384863,0.037214604892938506,0.03466397714670828,0.058426437656817674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03393191671703872,0.03494239858651811,0.05690653145418791,0.10389706672254344,0.035694756439799934,0.0,0.07911765271628257,0.0,0.0,0.02130225042854476,0.0,0.11379814357205804,0.0,0.0,0.034510345293920865,0.0,0.03380860912202019,0.0,0.06760432420117263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033798940182338234,0.0,0.07431081648937529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089991021682842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433807450540705,0.11691019671787625,0.07079201917093779,0.06342984421832848,0.0,0.0,0.05619227183749507,0.0,0.03621676621908751,0.0,0.030536610065146932,0.08628662243244968,0.03168632719007207,0.056316803814300764,0.0,0.07925367982837295,0.036416773620984805,0.036387349975733015,0.032705864725553056,0.029209187779867318,0.0,0.029589271402981406,0.0,0.033899316371405565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641991174024876,0.03489904539295299,0.03313276754206923,0.0,0.0,0.038113317729855364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03447576288013947,0.09833445687464692,0.0,0.0,0.1375867368024854,0.07261185420624076,0.0,0.0,0.06995008004512232,0.03588825795606451,0.0,0.06999227704933562,0.09682361436387138,0.0,0.029166961746150227,0.17538827477389246,0.027737705324373252,0.03695321920691479,0.0,0.11232703680396924,0.0,0.031254713271740994,0.0,0.06697646147701289,0.0,0.035980422126273136,0.03668997405168251,0.19965143244807335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909504269743417,0.0,0.04856314386870087,0.048984108372154785,0.02547552916359748,0.0,0.03512882346445838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920621031788107,0.0,0.036676995909599976,0.0,0.0,0.04579904705115862,0.028841378908292394,0.0,0.0,0.031224953995040106,0.0,0.1898072975408267,0.0,0.0,0.03160618828383743,0.03861144967006348,0.03320525954158017,0.0,0.1405300584000526,0.06607984013777875,0.037596488253775526,0.08464197000738086,0.0679227003961101,0.032614109261222365,0.03546291254130197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026267562188691217,0.0,0.1002873498994344,0.1052856626125706,0.03007016492441925,0.0,0.037315607105260745,0.0,0.08197070748070953,0.0,0.0,0.033670925864255664,0.02798704336437256,0.05085772648389415,0.0,0.0,0.07013849596777527,0.0,0.05275716885369433,0.055230758986793006,0.0756737552244741,0.06906230714236837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031131309079174132,0.0,0.09934074907454377,0.0,0.0288705336572108,0.030410489835739726,0.0,0.0,0.197498847033148,0.021164919158937097,0.06490554306795619,0.0,0.13482441624337654,0.0,0.031309508171289135,0.0,0.11009590716251344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0285281625879793,0.03637895944805588,0.05450803790519236,0.11689517185501312,0.052436911165120635,0.0,0.0,0.08909645746371865,0.061240101392146126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03184068737191036,0.0,0.04809389573618856,0.0670891299803187,0.033661391978811996,0.16424983045046812,0.0,0.0,0.27652129789410057 adhd,eastcoastpierre,2019/06/19,"I can't let go of things until I understand and it's ruining my relationship The title says a lot. My partner will sometimes mention things to me - regardless of whether it's a critique, opinion, or otherwise, I can't let it go mentally until I understand what was being said. It's not even that it's always vague. Sometimes I just think it doesn't make sense. Like it's contradictory? Last night we had an argument because he said I wasn't holding myself accountable when it comes to my actions and I didn't understand how I wasn't being accountable. I literally took a conversation into a full blown argument - and a really bad one at that - because I just couldn't accept the possibility that maybe we didn't need to talk about it until I could comprehend. That maybe it was just a passing comment that didn't need to be blown out of proportion. I could tell he was uncomfortable but my understanding took such high priority in the moment that I kept hammering on. I'm looking for suggestions on how to talk myself down - to separate myself from the moment. I've been going through a lot of self reflection and have been doing so good at making changes that are good for me and my mental health! There was alcohol involved last night and that def played a role. It's just so fucking overwhelming and I'm angry at myself for taking things to a level they didn't need to be for a reason that now feels very selfish.",6.190794332331471,6.784183875912408,7.017780163160154,73.45588020609706,66.08029197080292,10.534650064405325,32.90596822670674,10.46071229359064,3.5042866466294544,1138,46,207,28,17,379,139,274,0.096,0.852,0.052000000000000005,-0.643,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,0,14,10,1,1,15,0,29,3,0,5,0,45,54,18,0,7,8,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,2,24,12,1,2,9,1,2,8,11,5,0,1,18,5,27,5,31,26,3,31,0,2,1,1,20,12,1,4,12,154,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152324176018076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683131728243221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713166227445948,0.12722708918609074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103932414000374,0.08989217566885661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663717982777104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892517386878821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052764778976980835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647406883399323,0.0,0.0,0.17792122950452993,0.17505523452243246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092397105976144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025627600108673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701257176999308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134191264378436,0.0,0.05098234554614983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763151139080869,0.0,0.0,0.17743695612292387,0.0,0.0,0.13931490000066554,0.0,0.20967627577973286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032961610525186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321326548421006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585928888116275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071332100563951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764403764833825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685217533409894,0.10729382304429504,0.0,0.11203769698943453,0.0,0.0,0.1985300840155161,0.0829868998977507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886451944398008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641857004788344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846160922734917,0.16775241475215974,0.09121044691528604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079855111908991,0.06686616043657351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318834147662432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43454692718630894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610340489092758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,watchmedropit,2019/06/19,"Finally went to my dr after years of fear and denial of my ADHD. It was kinda anti climatic to be honest. She basically said she can’t do anything for me until she gets paperwork from the previous hospital that in my teen years handled my ADHD. Backstory is that I hated medication in my teens, refused to take it, did horrible in school because of it. When I turned 18 I just put my adhd diagnosis in my past and forgot about it. Well, I did horrible in college and ended up taking a semester off that turned into 2 years. Now I want to go back but I now know I need meds to help me. So I go back in 2 weeks once she has that. I’m super nervous. I know meds won’t actually hurt me but I have such a fear around them, I don’t take anything except vitamins and asthma meds. Anywho thanks for letting me be excited over this small win. Now I should probably get back to my homework that is due in a few hours. GAH!",2.2828723404255307,3.949501489361701,4.746755319148939,81.95875000000002,76.65957446808511,8.104255319148937,25.04787234042553,8.841846274778883,1.9390680851063835,712,25,145,16,16,251,112,188,0.11900000000000001,0.75,0.131,0.6529,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,1,3,4,0,15,4,0,0,0,18,34,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,5,1,0,6,1,29,6,28,23,1,35,0,1,0,0,8,13,0,1,18,104,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.1132510348691012,0.0,0.4184196367436398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100354176187725,0.10331181819277413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771289322189273,0.0,0.07074486144165197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027885549521418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611838893526921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127130442437544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126585627059915,0.0,0.13191124426251427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457835924804798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778791238182574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428887605624745,0.0,0.12423718910960305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755944124781682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867210533096348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867263251096493,0.11691123736291917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860518652536701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359270951264632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078576684759782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512481527012384,0.0,0.0,0.11666536820784462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039302538104986,0.0,0.0,0.11745188125950805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617723493693528,0.0,0.0,0.1068460552047429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524647834542616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845109506977919,0.0,0.09309075561251387,0.0,0.10434562836853374,0.10758233901249713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242030756214012 adhd,see-bees,2019/06/19,"Passed the last part of my CPA exam and I want to cry. I have taken the 4 parts of this exam a cumulative 21 times. You don't even know how big this is and I did it. It took me 7 freaking years and I am done forever. I finally get to add those stupid, important letters behind my name. I'm in a contractor position right now and this will open up a lot of avenues when my current gig runs out. I did it. Whatever you really want to do, you can get through it too.",0.8931555555555591,2.46861036,3.4933333333333323,89.80722222222224,80.4,7.6444444444444475,23.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.3403777777777781,356,12,84,8,9,125,70,100,0.098,0.855,0.046,-0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,13,18,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,0,13,0,11,12,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,59,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756288021392593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567829025587297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573327858994802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748755459949226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621954097996507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790155366220194,0.20453697382434466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332705331476545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434536043582804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607486724673686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142881686062333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463161051893612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787863738508833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960035656369167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615871636605314 adhd,bron4tw,2019/06/19,"ADHD+depression+anxiety -> Looking for some advice For some background : F/25/France (originally from US), I’ve had problems with depression and anxiety for probably 10 years or so. As a teenager my parents didn’t let me do anything about it so high school was rough. Once I started uni I visited the school clinic, saw a psychiatrist and started taking meds; tried a few but ended up on Wellbutrin, which did really well for me. I was also given Klonopin for my anxiety. I took Wellbutrin for a couple of years (ages 18-21 or so) but eventually stopped taking it. When I was 20 I was also diagnosed with ADHD and my doctor put me on Concerta plus some immediate release Ritalin. I wasn’t a big fan of this. I would take the Concerta in the morning and would not notice any effect at all, then a little after lunch I would completely crash and was falling asleep in class, something I’ve never done before. That’s when he gave me the Ritalin to take, which again didn’t really make any difference. After about a year or so I just stopped taking it. I’ve tried therapy on and off in the past but it was always too expensive so I couldn’t really keep up with it. Now I live in France. I wanted to start taking Wellbutrin again but in France, it’s only available to help stop smoking. Four months ago I visited a psychiatrist here and he put me on Vortioxetine (Trintellix/brintellix), I took it for 2 months but it wasn’t helping and the negative side effects were too much for me. Now I’ve been taking Venlafaxine/Effexor for about two months. I started at 37.5mg for a few days then went up to 75mg for two weeks and then 150mg. For me it felt like there was an immediate effect and I felt really great for about a month. Then I started feeling down again and my dr put me up to 187,5mg which didn’t make any noticeable difference and now I’m up to 225mg. With 225mg I’m still not feeling much of a difference and I’ve been extremely exhausted despite sleeping \~8 hours per night. I’m not really sure what to do? I was feeling really good about the Effexor at first but now I’m not so sure. My psychiatrist said that eventually it should start helping with my ADHD symptoms but I haven’t noticed any effect so far. Should I ask to go back on an ADHD medication? As for the depression, should I just give the Effexor more time to start working? Any advice is welcome. Thank you!",3.9830377915388624,5.701783653104929,5.251061982753632,79.89557439666649,72.21199143468951,8.903038370276057,28.253313270443893,9.429241890294046,2.5925514092250705,1894,73,362,45,37,630,206,467,0.08800000000000001,0.821,0.092,0.5907,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,1,0,6,32,12,0,0,22,0,31,12,2,7,4,67,70,41,0,9,16,1,6,1,0,6,9,1,0,0,17,19,1,4,9,0,3,10,13,4,1,4,28,9,38,8,62,34,9,81,0,2,2,0,15,25,0,6,47,243,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062417232306443,0.12450260261122822,0.05647019662334344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188893322231532,0.053007248277611135,0.0,0.0,0.2166062267557843,0.0,0.1462013072030426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524233765301433,0.0,0.05955510916671002,0.0,0.0,0.04898482919526848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054207838481410135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679295750205277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048781892278637,0.0,0.04108413314607513,0.0,0.10973718711018822,0.06465872777076698,0.0,0.19967293489413687,0.0,0.06520425639121434,0.0,0.06519182248016472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564232795846612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966327297712887,0.0,0.1223326227452784,0.0,0.0,0.0541870161956829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061111162388862834,0.03620473611507509,0.05343231318513809,0.0,0.07023443749352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809935300687172,0.06730730316050225,0.0,0.0,0.06273610140876848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056623487730832936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514216861115425,0.0,0.031122801458253187,0.06384864599706326,0.05625224169929057,0.0,0.05349573663757727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850464984780316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076133970547548,0.06417558292737946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339330039493692,0.0,0.09366027666354908,0.0,0.049132838600069874,0.0,0.0,0.059782358935263125,0.0,0.0,0.2175839906143469,0.0,0.0678432147110611,0.0,0.04845014381383814,0.0,0.0,0.07073630968721069,0.0,0.0608131547306362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868422693803201,0.06095660418831174,0.0,0.1921218570872077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244864408377455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059756884578898,0.0,0.0,0.128944712514641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375050785057146,0.0,0.0,0.04904283736076887,0.0,0.0,0.315632616949706,0.0,0.050874496966075135,0.1597794465601352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200814769792171,0.06621336878717295,0.3352849975698255,0.0,0.0,0.05865054575523765,0.07285164904929903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371466069603771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415560896996937,0.0865023493124414,0.0,0.1244600821349888,0.0,0.07662867124130204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037574565347247325,0.0,0.051099908283736346,0.0,0.05727799720130471,0.059054710860564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637763560631485,0.0,0.0,0.13576154968930235,0.0,0.0,0.12307083045789685 adhd,wizardomg,2019/06/19,"Got a Oculus Quest VR Headset worried about time management issues, thinking of returning it, I need advice! I bought myself the Oculus Quest system for my 38th birthday upon using it for a while I realized that I might get sucked in a little too much and not focus on everything else going on daily stuff bc its more of a games system. I had a similar feeling when I bought a Nintendo Switch and Zelda a few years back, some things with ADD its hard for me to focus on and others I spend way too much time on, I found myself spending hours and hours trying to beat this boss so I just returned everything bc I was afraid of like I guess not fully utilizing my time, I guess it also has to do with me being almost 40 and I feel a little old playing games. What would you do would you keep the Oculus Quest or would you maybe just stick to gaming on laptop and iphone and stay away from the consoles if you know you could get sucked in and spend too much time on gaming? I figure this is the right place to post this as someone in heres gotta have the same issue as me. On the wall here, part of me loves the VR and the other part of me knows theres a world out there and ADD makes it harder to connect with too many distractions.",4.657299999999998,5.1194319600000044,5.135749999999998,86.07162500000004,69.4,7.690000000000001,23.625,7.413659706084162,0.8687800000000006,970,20,199,9,16,310,140,250,0.05,0.9109999999999999,0.039,-0.396,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,15,7,2,2,17,0,13,1,0,3,0,45,35,18,0,6,6,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,16,0,1,8,6,5,1,2,4,0,0,6,3,28,3,34,22,9,38,0,0,0,1,10,19,2,7,14,145,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788554730994573,0.0,0.0,0.12080100818380198,0.0,0.0,0.09647374758297562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334288173744354,0.09276277408593953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631920983355104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077713301793767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168423729796668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219958672694189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227276790395878,0.0,0.0,0.12605620626845135,0.0,0.06856105884734133,0.0,0.0964848116114434,0.0,0.2657915656447319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806748468534072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760723054950664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518283688924837,0.0,0.1072281334164696,0.0,0.0,0.13259840594818528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058937378123436475,0.241820891146061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888003390957968,0.0,0.08052645333996457,0.12230746790568332,0.12119656144456575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797729999068325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26604728120007204,0.08945116135572581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658873976799578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612772653063128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604048814668806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553735665878555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030237470722953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221574363816714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858350023612442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810105006271856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014617992391146,0.0772996247837467,0.0,0.0,0.2813787342843271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190492871972793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041920475698744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957564148354168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225132148061341,0.0,0.2570922093692274,0.0,0.0,0.07768658058617581 adhd,simat8,2019/06/19,"Repetition concern! Hi, I wanted to share an issue I'm having, and really need some advice on how to cope. I work a 10 hour shift in a factory setting. Every morning its insisted that the radio is put on. It's also insisted that the ""mainstream"" channel is left playing, which consists of the top 20 hits on cycle all day. This means I'll hear the same few songs several times a day, every day. I'm a musician mainly (write & make music) so music is something I cant tune out. The frustration I experience from the radio is getting quite intense to the point of getting quite down and a bit upset about it. I know that I'm obviously over reacting but it feels like I'm just wired this way. There is no real solution but wanted to hear if it's just me, or something other people experience also!?",3.3676825705939635,5.135346556962028,5.505696202531649,77.23682083739048,73.9367088607595,8.15267770204479,27.343719571567675,8.841846274778883,2.3599711781889,628,24,114,13,13,219,103,158,0.044000000000000004,0.873,0.083,0.59,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,8,5,1,1,13,0,7,0,0,3,2,24,23,10,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,12,3,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,3,15,22,6,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,7,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674252709684893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017874696052735,0.0,0.1627070711235477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394466949729125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29053799976843736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530461980264266,0.0,0.0,0.29378642910806685,0.0,0.0,0.07592950224601426,0.107280119005291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691326618215212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33850071999636183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788532717944364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673647910715025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252845926350864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631580775421544,0.0,0.0,0.07336454725494536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023837129232167,0.0,0.0,0.16357708168685034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134774167502863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410765102164833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419573909497063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509604149001888,0.0,0.31944451293107023,0.0,0.17092417116851535,0.09620152866357846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169647206756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312134763251913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875642253915026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714606949504852,0.1191964462084468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932416362248293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deathsdevice,2019/06/19,"A great way to find things when distracted easily! So I was running around the house trying to find a box that had some hardware in it for a TV I was hanging, a medium sized box about a foot long by four inches or so, and I searched the house for it twice! Could not find it even after searching for half an hour! Then I had a ""bright"" idea. I went and got an LED flashlight, super bright with a head that I could focus into a tight beam. Then I shut off the lights in every room I searched and only looked where I shined the light. Found what I was looking for in five minutes. I had walked by it a few times, but I guess the stuff surrounding it grabbed my attention more. The light helped me only focus on what I was looking for! Hope this helps someone!",4.253636363636364,4.728284233766238,4.361454545454547,91.22218181818184,70.29870129870129,7.19896103896104,25.14025974025973,6.742157984588678,0.7053994805194805,588,15,130,4,10,182,94,154,0.012,0.866,0.122,0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,17,0,9,2,2,1,0,22,17,10,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,1,6,1,0,5,1,1,0,4,10,11,15,5,19,5,3,25,0,0,6,0,2,12,0,4,7,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754627543653772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672663854219906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020521139229496,0.0,0.13018097686252972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236568440420896,0.0,0.0,0.16941176870124372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357541803139142,0.17034734664610462,0.17020971117214787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585713950688427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071290160074292,0.0,0.0,0.1534628662209398,0.1521608030944946,0.356566598388582,0.0,0.17442249782099262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136736107521591,0.3892473742925776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502298125675286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091545745400954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687649182340834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264929290219824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009577293460126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049018559121202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264250502066085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432319195690516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,D01379,2019/06/19,"Let's talk about hyper-focus. I'm tired of trying to be something else. I need to accept that I have ADHD. I need to accept that i'm different then most of the people. &#x200B; From now on I will try to live my life as successful ADHD person. And try to improve my pros not my cons. &#x200B; So my question is how to get back in hyper-focus state it's long time since i was there (And drawback is not something what I want). What helps you to get in hyper-focus state and stay. Please share your experience",1.4579458041958056,3.741120721153848,2.9607342657342675,90.67517482517485,82.17307692307692,4.935664335664336,19.06993006993007,6.1124844417494595,-0.0357384615384615,401,10,81,3,11,131,66,104,0.027999999999999997,0.7909999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9337,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,0,13,14,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,12,4,15,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34997808497369914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31552614382040284,0.35385228300615423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196133912564347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521263456812894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163438272639633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424297334515459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214531689014446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975960335706224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488910863030583,0.10284519267814493,0.0,0.0,0.12857197652697494,0.1288559372050006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592868282383773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009442473588565,0.12713676262465035,0.0,0.15983068239280904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311104241961902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044604862440958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418784899889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519567000617668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703186907048148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490350844500838,0.1673516503868428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965689283490634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858816642306096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35385228300615423,0.0 adhd,graduallemon,2019/06/19,"Started biphentin today.. So far, mouth is really dry, appetite has decreased, and I'm not fidgeting at all. &#x200B; Is there anything else I should know?",4.8755555555555565,8.133252851851854,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,76.03703703703705,6.562962962962962,34.925925925925924,7.793537801064563,3.124614814814815,125,7,19,2,3,37,25,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926679198875229,0.4403642697657593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982301478464033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027446123714105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916945346473094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216725548236025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565135966011347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34351953679702235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403642697657593,0.0 adhd,ILikeSpidersAndStuff,2019/06/19,"I am super sensitive about being seen as slow/stupid, or for people to think I'm not listening. I am usually super calm and quiet, but I have Auditory Processing Disorder. I've never been good at understanding instructions. I failed to listen to some instructions given to me, and the person giving them to me complained that 'I'm not listening'. My prof at uni said the same thing, too. Everyone who said that was frustrated with me, and others speak to me as if I was stupid. I hate it. I'm not stupid, and I didn't mean NOT to listen. I can't stop getting distracted, and I get overwhelmed easily! And what's frustrating even more is that irritates me and I snap because I'm super sensitive about it even though I KNOW I'm at fault %100. It doesn't help that I feel guilty about it since I seriously try not to let it get to me. I feel like an A-hole.",3.0873338870431866,4.729184959302327,4.843289036544848,82.22081395348839,74.40697674418605,9.100332225913624,24.495016611295682,9.606745405546679,2.183124916943523,671,21,137,18,14,228,97,172,0.265,0.6,0.135,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,7,17,5,2,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,26,36,13,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,13,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,8,11,22,6,19,26,3,6,0,2,1,0,13,3,0,3,4,92,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055408121459706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266527642759467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612403085369504,0.0,0.0,0.18897038187643087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998915296276806,0.14128144854748687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099679663121711,0.18971164788025208,0.0,0.16587366019818384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524935867768808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325559215990119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868500500605996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222538192085707,0.0,0.0966166854055972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542115411662627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252650107588894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371034994889343,0.1726784390948672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762345271758975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359104355214205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653381636535091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138450502415128,0.1267181162022566,0.1943004857919072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426764106656208,0.0,0.0,0.20587756069365087,0.0,0.0,0.21780726758454733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thegordiegohard,2019/06/19,"Is it common to have ADHD while being an extremely quiet and reserved person? I'm now in my mid-20s and have suspected for several years that I suffer from adhd but have avoided getting help until very recently. I feel as if I meet 90% of the symptoms but I am definitely not hyper or loud. I have always been an extremely quiet and reserved person socially which has kept me from seeking help in the past. Is it possible to be such a quiet and reserved person while suffering from adhd? I've been given referrals in the past but never acted on them. My parents have always told me since I was young that I was perfectly fine because of how shy or quiet I was. That there was no way I had adhd regardless of doing extremely poor in school and never completing tasks all the way through. This has also been a big factor in not seeking help previously. I recently brought up my psychiatrist appointment to my mom. She explained how a teacher during my sophomore year in high-school had a special meeting with my parents asking if I have been tested for adhd. They apparently took offense to the question since I was a fairly well-behaved quiet kid regardless of how poor I did in class. This has definitely irritated me greatly since maybe it could've been caught sooner but it has helped me truly believe I am now on the right path for help. Ever since I found out my wife was pregnant it seems as if all of my symptoms have been amplified x1000. This has been the driving force behind me finally seeking professional help. I'm scared beyond belief to bring a child into this world when I am such a scatter-brained mess myself. I've had the appointment scheduled for over two months with another month to go but everyday part of me thinks about backing out since I dont believe myself to be a overly-hyper person. Are there any other quiet people with adhd around here who have advise or experiences in getting help?",7.62681818181818,7.513865256198348,7.9694917355371935,70.25241942148763,63.10468319559229,10.455592286501377,35.505371900826454,10.008157457239328,3.650423801652893,1540,63,256,29,20,507,184,363,0.10099999999999999,0.782,0.11699999999999999,0.8157,3,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,17,10,1,2,18,0,41,2,0,3,6,46,59,26,0,5,13,4,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,15,12,0,2,8,0,2,7,6,6,0,1,24,8,36,4,46,32,3,52,1,2,0,0,29,20,0,8,23,197,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451362012548253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060456976513818976,0.12580985442999365,0.0,0.0,0.0514103235732114,0.07927277711153427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729967617275569,0.07067542513795091,0.0,0.0,0.05813142947978515,0.0,0.04608481729578786,0.0,0.0,0.17034973203675155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439416106386455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926474711790789,0.0,0.0,0.06036013270582422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860217359661528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838417055207678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395091976054059,0.0,0.0,0.038225431617791565,0.0,0.0,0.08281567159897574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289106438733011,0.0,0.0,0.07899534632712589,0.0,0.042964997508065365,0.0,0.0,0.08334883100095652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35470974991246484,0.07987513300397886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594996413410532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854134324953973,0.12068576631590143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661415132575408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788882867594102,0.081867004692819,0.14433675379677374,0.052411246976478414,0.2640426350209777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522719517747449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468885897434403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492909783470732,0.0,0.0,0.06456164928970279,0.0,0.0,0.0756883926980395,0.1530216719232747,0.0,0.06882304073780092,0.0,0.08540603466646045,0.0,0.3126838708972255,0.0,0.0,0.07706427644343547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715387157631813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844117407234085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223866197933503,0.0839939424205109,0.0,0.0,0.07384982867692852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237759125558075,0.0,0.12001489457581495,0.0,0.0,0.06797312371505812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736733351003657 adhd,PlanetDestroyer54,2019/06/19,"I told my partner to shut up Last night we were watching YouTube videos and I clicked on one I was only partially interested in. As the video started he also started saying something, I believe in response to something I had said to him, and I couldn't process what the video was saying and what he was saying at the same time so I essentially told him to shut up, in a not respectful or nice way, so I could hear what the video was saying. Me snapping at him in this way has become more of a problem recently, often is surprises me as much as it does him and it feels like my brain goes a little primal and just spews whatever negative feeling it has in that moment with complete disregard for any sort of actual good communication. And the cherry on top is they're always mundane unimportant things that I just like blow up on, so I'm regularly unrealistically upset about small stuff. Understandably it's taking a toll on him and I can only explain my brain's process and promise I'm trying to work on it so many times. Someone please send help, any tips for encouraging myself to stop and think before I react so harshly? I'm tired of being such an asshole to my sweet partner he deserves better.",6.317651747394238,6.672650467811158,7.005435315757206,74.47983905579399,65.78111587982832,9.403923973022684,33.381054567749835,9.23628265651192,2.9513767014101773,961,39,175,16,14,318,136,233,0.09699999999999999,0.772,0.131,0.7394,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,11,13,0,1,10,0,14,3,2,1,0,29,29,19,0,3,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,0,2,13,11,0,2,5,4,0,1,3,2,0,1,9,11,24,11,32,17,3,32,0,0,2,0,23,20,0,3,11,119,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.12496134643494372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024040118371231,0.1065504311097245,0.0,0.0,0.17416098810492467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142458008602346,0.10896375019263428,0.14427198465635202,0.0,0.11325255422433855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858992019421494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426123121247147,0.0,0.0,0.1022399746154142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120601242132452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949498230275286,0.09148115489428628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740485858178288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432514190391302,0.0,0.08583128868386576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438036143582943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512054560356767,0.1283428394760255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982573710438455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941337569919878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201691527911104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677208954280856,0.1947802943346923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056384198308114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252951560952373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643698043959334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180781486533347,0.4073318354392336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849896975817633,0.19716305348531565,0.0,0.0,0.18127327596595588,0.0,0.0,0.10705811919842867,0.0,0.0,0.1465901545203098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962799891834443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507278470310754,0.0820512511401272,0.0,0.0,0.1493375760674384,0.14717819249980482,0.0,0.2447204350266793,0.0,0.08693964420652231,0.0,0.0,0.133307785365347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328516894925505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322417647153622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inattentiveexecutive,2019/06/19,"What are your strategies to cope with racing thoughts? I constantly have racing thoughts, that's the essence of my ADD. Generally, they are ok, just a bit of background noise which is distracting, but it doesn't (generally) stop me from doing what I want to do. However, there are days where my racing thoughts become very overwhelming. They become more than just noise and they pull me in many directions at once. I think of doing many things at once, I cannot choose one, and I end up paralyzed or just ""dancing"" in the middle of the room (starting to move in every direction). I was initially diagnosed with a mild bipolar disorder, so my way of coping with racing thoughts (which would be a mania episode) is basically to let it run its course as I would with a depressive episode. I just accept that I cannot control anything up there and wait until the storm passes. This is still frustrating, and I was wondering if there are better ways of dealing with racing thoughts, especially when I need to get things done. How do you deal with racing thoughts?",7.722867132867132,7.858758871794873,6.99645687645688,76.47566433566433,62.84615384615384,10.578088578088575,35.163170163170165,10.230975488527342,3.488435897435897,840,34,152,17,11,259,116,195,0.064,0.868,0.068,-0.2796,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,3,2,12,7,1,2,8,1,22,2,0,2,0,38,35,12,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,12,11,0,3,10,1,0,5,3,4,0,1,9,0,21,3,28,22,2,25,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,3,8,112,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144578516364876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229769175255925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090277555768985,0.134585650803566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321774650559454,0.13826470849075936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950293210081573,0.2541846391292252,0.10617758569635624,0.1251227189194207,0.0,0.0,0.141285172448443,0.0,0.0,0.12615432380527436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918609745945684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038654911720608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440671146428173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260582373632787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499653774619349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310230607188916,0.0,0.09140771898709812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625701982562009,0.08353512408055655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725550854018865,0.0,0.09844850963694783,0.10306439914253436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379842097836253,0.07899039289095335,0.0,0.587205059548322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171575184184048,0.0727114798041017,0.19570177347792472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336877491579104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514371024086786,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laxbish45,2019/06/19,"How many people are instructed to take their meds every day vs just when you need them to get things done? So Im in college and just got diagnosed about 6 months ago. My psychiatrist told me to take my vyvanse every day, so that’s what I’ve been doing. Sometimes I feel weird about it especially because most people I know don’t do that or are only supposed to take it when they need it for school. The couple of days I’ve had that I planned on being lazy in bed all day I didn’t take it because I wanted to relax, and I ended up having so much of my old anxiety come back that I was either miserable all day or decided to take it anyways after I woke up. I don’t know why I sometimes feel guilty about being on these meds even though I know they’re helping me. My anxiety is significantly better and for the first time I feel like I have control over my life. I even quit biting my nails without thinking about it after biting them since I was in elementary school. Stuff like knowing I need to reply to an email or submit an assignment doesn’t give me crippling anxiety. Do a lot of people take their meds every day? And if so what was your doctors reasoning? Curious if this was an unusual thing for my doctor to tell me to do or not.",5.84998306041784,5.337662640316211,6.709240542066631,79.14783596837947,66.86561264822134,9.600112930547716,30.324392998306045,9.04235418022936,2.3109302089215142,980,31,199,15,14,327,135,253,0.063,0.8740000000000001,0.063,0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,5,5,18,6,0,1,6,0,22,4,0,3,2,37,46,18,0,6,12,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,17,5,0,1,10,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,11,3,34,4,31,33,6,26,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,8,19,142,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080403910424988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920161165940804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009311620093177,0.0,0.1111353525182332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061982000982745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852257483449142,0.0,0.0,0.10223888268867706,0.0,0.10086206206435712,0.0,0.3527273606050119,0.0,0.0,0.09252112936791763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660346867009972,0.0,0.09328394246792797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073690482006063,0.0,0.0,0.12041497678350928,0.0,0.2304078578674728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827320147778366,0.06512165921891003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753700247979309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762509746440651,0.08744486562199386,0.0,0.0,0.07290555051361923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109975260423501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846381189144847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038718263371225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438597552863093,0.08906815334256933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749732700258648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241758501327778,0.0,0.0,0.30376034098666915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275962003584158,0.0,0.0670099371932043,0.2027724173515919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565258622027954,0.0,0.0,0.06932802698479631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958768040456653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695532081494926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372325440547986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450889522867786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540494735151103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803106610026029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435148199156824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112265079589333,0.0,0.07967411056971753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111960983967625,0.058408899859290014,0.0895600247017309,0.0,0.05315362900960265,0.0,0.0,0.08710318967948551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376600099155813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225385216102027,0.0,0.0,0.08787085394425248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ConfusedPanda77,2019/06/19,"It’s so hard to read when people are talking around me I’m trying to read through my college work to hand in later today but there people right next to me in class talking really loudly. None of the words I’m reading are going in and I keep getting distracted by what they are saying. I can’t concentrate when there’s two streams of information going in. Agh it’s so frustrating.",1.333947368421054,3.9802697631578963,3.0555789473684243,86.69205263157896,88.21052631578951,5.67157894736842,22.07368421052632,7.1686216300943375,1.0934831578947368,306,11,57,5,10,101,52,76,0.126,0.846,0.027999999999999997,-0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,10,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,4,6,0,13,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,37,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478719945357616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845021586867784,0.0,0.2359411520395786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859478781639876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450363628184066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076008890692586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878149821640246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6228983756827507,0.0,0.13297889725079956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726929820173076,0.0,0.16507325871618353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336844465182673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675836324319326,0.0,0.0,0.1409308984191801,0.0,0.2027721944204601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511182506488352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnicornandtheWasp,2019/06/19,"My 8 year old son recently diagnosed with ADHD. My son has been diagnosed with ADHD after years of me bringing it up to therapist and teachers I happened to mention my fears to our neurologist and he was like here’s the paperwork fill it out we will test him! I was so relieved to finally have a diagnosis. We’ve tried behavioral modification and therapy before he even was diagnosed and it wasn’t working. So we decided to put him on Adderall . It made him emotional and depressed. He was switched to focalin which seems to be much better for him emotionally. The problem is he seems pretty resistant some days to taking the medicine even though it makes his days much better. So the reason I’m here. Can anyone post a success story of being on medication and succeeding in life? I think he needs a little motivation. Even if it’s a small success.",3.616937499999999,6.266583818750004,5.272499999999997,75.0725,76.4375,8.75,30.625,9.354420925462401,3.399125,681,33,116,19,16,230,101,160,0.051,0.778,0.171,0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,7,9,10,0,1,8,0,13,5,0,4,0,23,23,11,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,7,0,15,7,19,13,3,19,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,4,9,81,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144873677995385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148603852924364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113347995712644,0.0,0.0,0.2314338558136893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687613399654753,0.0,0.1126918917511994,0.3983980932587828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943537117531724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592548182133719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723084194868866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332830500210156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157009604588134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241582637557658,0.06392158328982565,0.131135577512788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380352277024805,0.08733639938010658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180705711110627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923642119340625,0.09701585043359692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372940726288657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530809822050892,0.13311083527990394,0.0,0.12519575581634668,0.0,0.13152986143260895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452482369610522,0.12918824701565354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822278038886524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837504013501623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962640039818847,0.15191477377550106,0.0,0.08383668499026257,0.128549169676664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883144940788308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952527329896936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851272959718974 adhd,SingularCab,2019/06/19,"First Time I had pulled an all nighter learning material for a sales meeting for work and the VP of sales is supposed to call me so I took about 80mg of Vyvanse, my brother said it should work. I feel awake but not that stereotypical intense thought that is thought to happen, although it has only been 45 minutes. I've never taken prescription drugs so I don't know if this is bad, I also have a deep feeling in my chest around my heart, am I okay?",4.5275091575091535,5.186266604395605,4.977747252747253,86.38808608058609,69.76923076923077,7.3853479853479875,31.650183150183143,7.1686216300943375,1.777569963369963,355,15,74,3,6,113,71,91,0.071,0.882,0.048,-0.4557,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,4,1,10,3,2,0,2,14,19,7,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,7,3,10,1,9,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937013431691393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562503487965826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224159522770765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473312715299538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808955401457624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24494501295128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603018379885965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419224139237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870290458819222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311646939059474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868131607537858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421741472160152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040442385636714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845874685509987,0.14123904205967772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691126881147529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526746242538762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jaj-io,2019/06/19,"One of the worst parts of ADHD for me...having a terrible memory I have always assumed this is part of my ADHD, but my memory has always been absolutely terrible. If I don't write it down, I'll absolutely forget about it. I called my brother yesterday to tell him something specific. By the time he had picked up, I had lost the thought. It took me hours to remember what I even called him for in the first place. I also have a habit of telling someone an interesting fact that, only to hear ""I told you that."" Another really annoying thing about my memory issues is that I cannot win an argument with my girlfriend when it's about something that was said previously. I sometimes swear that I said something specific to her and that she is wrong when she repeats what I said, but I can't even argue against it because I have so much self-doubt about what I may have said that I just assume that I must be wrong. I can deal with so many effects of ADHD, but the effects it has on my memory are by far the most difficult to cope with.",7.458495145631069,5.968351645631072,8.024582524271848,74.221145631068,64.09708737864078,11.929320388349517,34.677669902912626,11.00357731598739,3.5924753398058247,813,29,163,19,10,272,114,206,0.17,0.789,0.040999999999999995,-0.9801,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,5,12,11,2,0,10,0,21,0,0,3,2,22,30,10,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,19,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,9,0,2,12,5,30,2,26,15,5,14,0,1,0,0,22,6,0,5,7,126,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186224714266413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285257102698533,0.19322448984337648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175073236705182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077915598780707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23712116892113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970359739130736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337820471896887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987625173986627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308636277934841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434427916334318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118795058255567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674702463824153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771661343491995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535370050772688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867867149822702,0.08830636021924244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514701298788564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130951342851605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438259534768511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315292109126072,0.0,0.4417861596834485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112732991938192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837903921039218,0.2681598518341343,0.11483507373834102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296930445345485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771378644488333,0.0,0.0,0.09217782038955276,0.06770427076067374,0.0,0.0,0.11094741879454403,0.1290017125261686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538946005802376,0.0,0.0 adhd,grizzielf,2019/06/19,"Is this what's called hyperfocus? Is it just me, that when a notification or reminder pops up on my phone and I'm in the middle of doing something, I'd unintentionally ignore it. I saw the notification, but I didn't react to it. I just continue doing what I'm doing on my phone. Is this called hyperfocus or me being ignorant? Thanks guys!",2.2660127931769734,4.7151506119403015,5.5786780383795325,72.11402985074628,80.19402985074628,8.007675906183369,23.004264392324096,8.841846274778883,2.0001189765458416,269,9,51,7,7,99,43,67,0.079,0.861,0.06,0.2737,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,6,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,2,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7954540224353832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856700794879821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29985911670907256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35860284174216656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saralex777,2019/06/19,"How your regular meditation exercises help to cope with your ADHD I am from Russia. Most of the drugs and antidepressants used to cope with ADHD are prohibited in our country. Had read that regular meditations can help a lot to cope with ADHD symptoms. Does anyone here can share his/hers experience in it?",5.307818181818182,8.022225963636366,6.721818181818183,66.46272727272729,71.18181818181819,10.21818181818182,29.181818181818183,10.355215969177356,3.758745454545455,248,10,40,8,5,84,42,55,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.765,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,10,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7703925828822688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940751783526107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698967101076314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477968040312835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901653549957847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864455942041313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166004718772866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373423922035253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209161078450104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454781713705407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_DESTROYER_OF_THOTS_,2019/06/19,"Recently diagnosed, need some advice about medication + sleep Hi all, Today I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 18, after having already used Ritalin off-prescription for a year (I started using it out of desperation due to stress over my productivity and constant underachievement, with no idea that I actually have ADHD.) I find that Ritalin really messes with my sleep. My body has become well-tolerant to other side effects, such as appetite suppression, but sleep has consistently been a problem. I already have sleep problems without Ritalin, and it can take me 1-2 hours to get to sleep if I'm only mildly tired. Ritalin exacerbates this. My doctor is starting me off with 20mg a day (with the odd day of no medication every now and then); 10mg in the morning and 10mg in the afternoon. When taking Ritalin off-prescription, I would take 20-30mg in the morning or very early afternoon, do whatever I need to do, and when it wears off I just chill. Even though it has worn off, it still seems to mess with my ability to sleep the same day. **My worry is having to take the medication in the afternoon - when I have done this before, it has been extremely difficult for me to get to sleep.** However, after reading some posts here, people are saying that taking an evening dose helps them sleep because it makes it easier to relax. I can totally understand this, but I have always found Ritalin to have stimulation properties (I mean, it is a stimulant) which prevent me from sleeping, and it can also sometimes trigger anxiety for me. **My questions are, would making this part of my daily routine eventually build a tolerance to these side effects? Are they just temporary side effects that your body becomes accustomed to over the long-term?** And also... if that never occurs, does that mean I don't even have ADHD?",5.6143880597014935,7.388635991044778,6.754805970149253,70.5008656716418,68.19402985074626,10.37492537313433,32.50447761194029,10.53366545652748,3.946136716417911,1447,64,238,42,25,486,176,335,0.11199999999999999,0.836,0.052000000000000005,-0.9614,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,2,3,16,7,0,1,15,0,30,26,12,10,3,54,52,20,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,2,14,1,0,0,23,14,0,2,11,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,1,29,1,44,44,6,40,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,7,25,178,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0687726867265396,0.0,0.2540890035244515,0.0688666062001883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555401401873115,0.11271643954767688,0.058640208579232425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391259640595216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429604391612196,0.1556665099915844,0.059968382786658565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656197423957302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615761093676104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363501529657998,0.0,0.0,0.1430597288539898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213336513922647,0.06167247742538377,0.07211960990459165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964270145340776,0.0,0.05937758199584321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441217347696307,0.0,0.0,0.07727136045185343,0.0,0.0,0.07363975749592795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723739377331192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940292491304276,0.0,0.0,0.07955683246425838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623674797334589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408419738308853,0.0,0.0,0.15353420294403874,0.0,0.2129861306238489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045115036373004,0.0543540741543225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535988309383208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631672817196104,0.0,0.04885796058699905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749483566048645,0.0,0.0,0.13486864910111138,0.0,0.0,0.07894727129433474,0.0,0.07049330571093437,0.0,0.045147599141169815,0.0,0.06958480437747762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056043939809405065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415709615445679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.634726170283326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970081982554331,0.0,0.0997640516492876,0.0,0.05628081461293731,0.0,0.08072799737727374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493926814380275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924057746331971,0.0,0.0,0.08099976524370246,0.06680133385842887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733661633992774,0.0,0.1217342222676428,0.0,0.0581486240242452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336480032493717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793464706556157,0.0,0.0,0.0715700059159101,0.0,0.10012574820115776,0.0,0.0,0.04538309635362736 adhd,aroseispink,2019/06/19,"I find this subreddit overwhelming and stressful by the validation of others and their struggle with ADHD too. Sometimes it can be a comfort knowing that you are not the only one experiencing these problems associated with ADHD, but other times, it’s like a miserable truth that you want to remain blissfully ignorant about. At the age of 25, I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I am currently unmedicated and I haven't received any further professional help thus far, and quite frankly, I'm not sure if I should receive help as I find change deeply unsettling.",10.212121212121213,9.847231424242427,10.129979797979797,57.70163636363637,57.989898989899,13.576565656565654,44.04242424242425,12.688352899677879,6.037075151515152,457,24,69,14,5,151,76,99,0.14,0.7070000000000001,0.153,0.3521,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,2,10,0,4,5,0,7,1,0,1,2,22,10,7,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,1,9,4,10,7,0,9,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6548937949976507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352253190823867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215275155450467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436242308988476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332034304100185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350110114880005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982548526725238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874092157413467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308506418026045,0.13814663883026526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738065012867305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931982240058933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934918859465754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964820900092546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806986462078653,0.1898912622333344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711950793602668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059166906757322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713693499394322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,missdeadlyred,2019/06/19,"Going to see a doctor today and hopefully get a diagnosis! I’m so nervous, wish me luck!",1.125,3.451149277777777,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,84.0,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.7614666666666667,69,3,12,2,2,27,17,18,0.11900000000000001,0.478,0.40299999999999997,0.7594,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369979871163364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230620028286729,0.0,0.2426436199416228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240543577269521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402212027404591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046955022336121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909675765490617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Volt1C,2019/06/19,"My concentration magic pill First of all i want to say that of this post doesn't belong here, please delete it and dont read it. My whole life i have been having trouble with focussing. I allways was the slowest with learning and tests, and i still am. Now im studying and i really like it. Because the massive amount of information i need to learn i am having a lot of trouble with focussing. Im panicking a lot and its really fustrating. A Friend of mine has autism and uses methylfenidate hydrochloride, also known as Ritalin. I used it and i didnt know what to say. I could focus and i didnt panic for a second. I have never been diagnosed for any concentration disorder or anything. My question is if it is possible to buy this medicine by myself without having being diagnosed. I live in Holland but where in the world can i order this or maybe where in europe. Thanks a lot! And sorry for my english, i hope you could understand it. Bye :)",2.8282850241545887,5.207660717391307,4.172753623188406,83.35292270531401,77.69565217391305,7.132367149758455,25.98309178743961,8.167268648758528,1.8803512077294684,748,29,139,14,18,246,110,184,0.059000000000000004,0.8320000000000001,0.109,0.8933,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,8,0,21,5,0,2,2,36,29,15,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,12,12,0,0,7,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,5,2,22,4,21,21,6,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,8,6,111,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367957619685685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096668807025275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697967656117772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665505292176258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269949541262857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885642841846489,0.0,0.0,0.16291947220130942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660207184329326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091513458202187,0.0,0.0,0.10982693291820464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118984672160756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307098925301275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812348421317307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040675609388028,0.06944869806642072,0.0,0.12552356363464132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625597878912113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281163618822487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054045309527295,0.1096370350098281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678573126427645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604113255498342,0.0,0.1602559702271503,0.13614312773098478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924371597706707,0.0,0.14219131033756385,0.0,0.1821335009256701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260912907292636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912846812545853,0.0,0.0,0.1135234430556398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130875237855754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479861215611135,0.0,0.2455488276878388,0.0,0.0,0.08384542912302588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870857125410406,0.0,0.13703026672040144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coilsandmagnets,2019/06/19,"I don't want to have ADD anymore, I am tired I just wish i could trade in my brain for a new one. I wish i could think clearly. I might not be so creative or whatever but that's okay. I just want to be normal and able to sit down and do something for an hour. I hate it. I have so much to do and it just doesn't work. I got diagnosed two months ago and I haven't recieved any treatment yet so maybe it will get a bit better with time, though it doesn't feel like anything can make it easier. Time a fucking labyrinth. I can never really explain the disorientation I feel trynig to start a day, I can't explain why i can have a to do list in plain sight and still not know what I need to do, or being so confused by the order of actions i just get paralyzed for days. I can't explain why I do half of the things I do and I hate not feeling in control and it feels threatening and existential. Not something I can ever get a break from. I don't know how to use hyperfocus or how to get anything positive out of this, I just want a new brain, this one is so useless",1.5646564008273955,2.927225497816597,3.3838887612043216,92.26882785566539,77.86462882096069,6.567777522408643,23.843024592047804,7.273561745256523,0.7298943231441042,825,27,195,10,19,277,115,229,0.14800000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.1,-0.8965,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,16,8,3,1,11,1,29,5,2,5,3,54,56,20,0,9,13,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,10,0,1,1,12,5,0,4,1,5,26,3,23,48,2,23,0,1,1,1,3,5,1,6,15,138,37,2,0.11888458682909685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538401313848793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084559576997752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790156489303324,0.0,0.0,0.1956637706741325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514375599686253,0.12979117797933887,0.0,0.0,0.265429032789469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333917309043514,0.18983933771232012,0.0,0.0,0.15334144685657464,0.0,0.0,0.1206653531306402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107537915057963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404464767317824,0.08493117258497042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990688484278964,0.2484491593513332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508286440091897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347478334834003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707737055029448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306717196414568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580810040322632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935638486236804,0.0,0.11943554664436468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261177594501998,0.0,0.0,0.09489254298186728,0.0,0.0873938503552662,0.08815141475264536,0.09169112236490044,0.2296389495525847,0.0,0.0,0.11648165350469933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111854558537225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616051053654588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830463262328904,0.0,0.0,0.08414712245324506,0.0,0.09494138461119804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898163690929681,0.07617644289086414,0.11680350294957112,0.0,0.13864511724913675,0.13664034393083124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161329667259301,0.0,0.0,0.10267811239178996,0.0,0.0,0.21036362851570534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454969659734,0.0,0.2734228154403894,0.0,0.0,0.08654939512017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AllanUncharted,2019/06/19,"If I hear “you’re not putting in the effort” one more time I’ll move to new Mexico and spend the rest of my days in serene silence Other phrases and things; You’re not trying/ it doesn’t look like you’re trying. I’m not interested in topic _____. Can you talk about something else. Stop talking about _____. You always talk about _________. The look I get when I ramble like a lunatic. The eye rolls. Sometimes it legitimately feels like I only have to exist to be an annoyance and like people just don’t care to accept me with my adhd but rather in spite of.",0.5680122324159029,3.0535765045871592,2.1834495412844035,92.35107645259941,91.29357798165137,4.374556574923548,17.358409785932718,6.079149491110277,-0.25102250764525946,425,11,87,4,15,138,74,109,0.10300000000000001,0.782,0.115,-0.1727,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,6,9,2,0,6,0,5,1,1,0,0,14,12,6,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,0,5,9,7,14,11,2,11,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,9,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496342524219906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575529042088154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908504932882044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072068061982187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637143318506375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946478037045285,0.13372704080309233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779792818952897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109743166513316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658021223402486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143813069724715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895106568924334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807871965153585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268433348078063,0.14236479851087122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977248930344154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817549561082847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441063557229963,0.18513357468421096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649742825060006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513635211856874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435929306283505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915074340328727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541765320222928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ciprian1564,2019/06/19,I cleaned my room on Sunday... It's still clean today. Until I started medication it was really hard to keep my room clean. I'd just put things around and consistently forget to put them away. I started my first dose of concerta (Ritalin) on Sunday and cleaned my room. Usually by now it's a lot messier but if anything my room is even cleaner now than it was on Sunday. I'm so happy I can finally do basic things.,2.2002710843373485,4.370922927710847,4.2369728915662686,83.16461596385547,78.75903614457832,7.523493975903612,26.037650602409638,8.472884824447931,2.001627710843373,325,13,64,7,8,111,54,83,0.034,0.818,0.149,0.8901,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,10,1,11,7,1,24,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,13,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333731991563432,0.19833047794148212,0.0,0.0,0.20931869047940407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715080044908746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440557319638161,0.0,0.1895051975110619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23716426962235804,0.19957622420558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802613208017136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894082282073241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224437648940144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479312946115426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427250822885498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153840459281345,0.0,0.17792051071821313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960237673762579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117902287820545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453718872726061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sori-NotSorry,2019/06/19,"Went to a doctor who said I don't have ADHD but with questionable logic So, I'm not diagnosed so I have no idea if I actually have it. I found out about ADHD a few months ago and started reading about (found this sub) and I really thought I had it. Went to a psychiatrist and before I could even relate my experiences, he was like ""nah, you don't have it"". He said that if I did I would have gotten diagnosed as a child and that there's no way I have it because I managed to get in college and if I really had it that would be impossible without meds. The thing is: I use this sub. A lot of people here were diagnosed as adults and manage to achieve things in life, even though went through hell in order to do that. He also ranted about how most doctors just give diagnosis left and right and end up giving drugs to people who don't need them. He complained about the pharmaceutical industry and said that drugs are just going to make me addicted and it's just an ""easy way out"". I will see other doctor. I was just pissed with this unprofessional guy and needed to share.",4.15208333333333,5.092275597222223,5.376925925925927,82.1606666666667,70.80555555555556,8.537777777777778,25.511111111111113,8.841846274778883,1.6682355555555564,843,24,175,15,15,281,120,216,0.133,0.8079999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9609,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,17,5,2,0,8,0,23,11,1,3,0,41,44,22,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,3,10,3,0,3,19,15,0,0,6,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,16,4,19,2,25,23,3,19,1,0,1,0,19,8,2,6,5,128,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.10270622063035628,0.11473513446389552,0.2529736973390528,0.0,0.09329541565119427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841662588731206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415780090741308,0.0,0.08955773354940612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403143603737917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204715005556129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231753331489575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441069985515716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932179031775938,0.0,0.0,0.13902974943062654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295209280021364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23079654940725816,0.0,0.0,0.05498739063820827,0.20192567537970185,0.05981448810825391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421141244880022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881143483919178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435154163670053,0.0,0.07433930798064911,0.05141853352564815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947752383064425,0.0,0.0,0.07025341595770812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690606717541878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840074217714419,0.0,0.0,0.15607913638250484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593050579950967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179011065244814,0.0,0.10527582029911302,0.0,0.13484828059027856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988065233713248,0.3003429620032206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386850266407599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449460816045066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984331066575062,0.0,0.10340497607426846,0.0835546308245182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089990871085492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708087747638906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926960126938839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145467891497084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952937968554242,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tomasz_J,2019/06/19,"Constantly losing things no matter what I try I'm just so fed up of always losing things. It's been a big problem since I was young but I'd been really trying to manage it better lately. I'd been making sure everything has a 'place' that I put it back to, like a specific place in my bag etc. but that still doesn't seem to be enough as then I panic when it's not in that one specific 'place' it should be. At some point yesterday I managed to lose my University ID card- I definitely had it at home the night before, but by the time I was on the bus home yesterday I realised I didn't have it. I've searched literally everywhere I could including walking round every place/checking all the rooms I went to yesterday, and using the details on my bus ticket to ask the bus company if they found it on that vehicle. I've checked every lost property site on campus, and I've run out of places to look. Most of campus is shut for the summer now and I'm not sure I'll be able to get a replacement before October which is really frustrating and I have to pay to get it replaced. I guess I'm used to losing stuff by now, but I just feel like it's as good as I can do but I still failed even though I really tried this time. It's only a minor thing I suppose it just feels like it represents a wider issue that I can't seem to do anything about even though I've read all the tips I've found on here/other sites and I've been trying to fix it. I know it was just a mistake but I can't stop thinking about it.",2.3873354231974915,3.6487948432601915,4.2566194357366784,87.27168777429468,75.48902821316614,7.862620689655173,22.79134796238245,8.488131031819089,1.2185660438871475,1181,32,261,22,25,402,161,319,0.11199999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.551,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,7,17,17,1,1,15,0,25,1,0,3,4,43,47,20,0,5,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,28,6,1,1,8,2,2,4,7,10,0,1,14,4,25,7,35,28,6,43,0,6,2,0,2,21,0,6,21,166,53,7,0.08765783011724036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293833677990573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213492525531487,0.0,0.08194823822236165,0.0,0.0,0.06740346056521741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918071425102894,0.0,0.0,0.0775262273006931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947269733420723,0.0,0.0699876445660622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057397092611667,0.09776165188165403,0.11579434014350393,0.0,0.14771100504997448,0.0,0.07878120549986088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864486546074699,0.12524554270123828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222457247789507,0.0,0.0,0.09159519658548404,0.0,0.0,0.07352322900476048,0.0,0.0,0.09656498250529133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585590158038694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149200042315464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817445098213115,0.0,0.09888185047857777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847556408177216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361050010982759,0.3922667595864723,0.09568887646083199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851228227746408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226093546076711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939921428991647,0.0666677298172674,0.0,0.10284757670799023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579188772721144,0.0,0.08286498297541475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387670497365543,0.0,0.08812033052296367,0.0,0.0,0.08768155157097986,0.0,0.1684675517403794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596007926817581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251146290400348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000731272772682,0.07328587103581992,0.0,0.0,0.10034724353212823,0.0,0.0,0.16523293499538272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747079018879734,0.05616759807107923,0.17224674605415158,0.0,0.10222797133391884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380556505540694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141644132114807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125968672490183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RocketSquidFPV,2019/06/19,"Song suggestiosm for people with ADHD Hey all, I have made a bit of a discovery in the last two years. Basically, I normally listen to music only when doing work (whether it be schoolwork or reparing stuff in my garage) and driving to and from places. Most music cannot hold my attention, and for a while I thought that was fine. But as it turns out, having music with a lot of details, motifs and incredibly intricate sound design and depth can actually *increase* my focus over the period of the song. Something about having planned intervals of listening to my favorite bits of the song takes away from my tendency to space out. It also makes it easier to work. I usually start my playlist and then take 30 second breaks every song, but the desire to hear more music makes me work more. It's a big discovery for myself and I hope it helps one of you.Here are some artists that have pretty intricate melodies: Mr. Bill https://www.youtube.com/user/MrBillsTunes Haywyre https://www.youtube.com/user/HaywyreMusicTV Rush https://www.youtube.com/user/Rushofficialtv My favorite album has to be Mr. Bill's ""The Recency Effect"" album. It is absolutely stunning, but definitely for a certain type of listener. Enjoy!",6.215231092436973,9.601549220588236,5.60935574229692,72.14852941176474,71.5,8.395518207282914,28.341736694677873,9.107695989026183,3.0065324929971995,987,38,146,23,21,301,129,204,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,12,0,13,0,0,4,2,31,26,17,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,2,10,11,0,1,3,5,2,3,1,0,0,3,3,9,14,4,30,21,9,22,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,5,8,104,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.16589379801496,0.0,0.20430489600285512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594756250864756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971897936958004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711881835757185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432308822454925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160041582901,0.0,0.1139462631806538,0.0,0.0,0.16884664910725472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857128696815815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452645783416534,0.0,0.16085648222592774,0.2269503429338401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656221962631504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519523361926065,0.1292913517960385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785540206203203,0.0,0.1776120195414287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294936549596998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087298074182455,0.0,0.0,0.12032565703932405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460735802518328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556350989191074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495964474346847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849093116043518,0.16606361712473042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872290874331858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712823159215422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947331823342517 adhd,joelski20,2019/06/19,"Elvanse half life/effects with food Hey team, I've been taking elvanse for about 5 weeks after getting diagnosed pretty late. Thanks to the whole ADHD subreddit community for so much information and useful advice, it's made the whole diagnosis and medication process way easier! I'm taking 30mg elvanse and still in titration period, I've noticed the last two days the meds have not been effective in the afternoon and I'm wondering if it's cause I had a load of acidic red fruits at breakfast? I've read that acidity can significantly change the half life of lisdexamphetamine by speeding up (or slowing down if more alkaline environment) the breakup of the prodrug. Has anyone ever noticed this, or effects with food generally? I'm trying to work out if I need to increase my dose / eat fewer berries ha. I generally take the meds when I wake up then eat breakfast 5-20 mins later. Taking a day off today (last time I did this wasabout 10 days ago) to see if it's just general tolerance buildup.",6.679354838709678,7.706469354838713,7.26682795698925,70.57024193548389,65.12903225806451,10.501075268817203,35.93010752688172,10.504223727775694,4.038481720430108,804,38,137,20,12,265,124,186,0.013999999999999999,0.878,0.10800000000000001,0.9413,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,11,1,7,12,1,5,1,27,21,13,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,5,6,2,22,16,5,31,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,7,21,76,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865199648324334,0.12086896749585012,0.10964420368728273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648730391221107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706426022733625,0.1308481941644976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393105035402832,0.0,0.0,0.12554329791244126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313261060671355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188517794654734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991341921744488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462320380144758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201648603299074,0.1395283205659737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473257757220986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170389829024036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747846194197579,0.12460520959707415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909267814348316,0.09171497067358568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816450070130082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258377502178255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372401584422288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985653488423002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877942775801384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719995807147536,0.0,0.0,0.11387763403854127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212495056500969,0.0,0.11724417241272153,0.0,0.0,0.08397775972610258,0.0,0.12082768798881413,0.0,0.0,0.10682891582916484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817979605108612,0.09921709303819544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276192148983514,0.0,0.0,0.13413711806074113,0.09004818876177469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pepsi109,2019/06/19,"Getting along with coworkers who are fed up I somewhat justifiably have a reputation in my office for lacking attention to detail skills and constantly making mistakes or just generally screwing things up. I agree that sometimes this is the case, however other times I am perfectly fine. Then again, even when I check things over on something I'm working on multiple times, I still miss a tiny detail. Sometimes it's even their mistake, but they immediately blame me because, well, it's happened before. I know this is rejection sensitivity and my inner critic overall, but now when I see people in my office, all I can think of is how much they think I'm incompetent. I can ""see"" it in their eyes even though they might be smiling because it's a fake smile. I can ""hear"" their judgmental words echoing in my mind over and over. It may be part of the mind-reading thought distortion, but honestly sometimes it's not hard to figure out what people are thinking. It's not hard to notice when someone's expression changes towards you after you mess up for the 100th time. Or how they interact with you less and you can feel more figurative distance between you. I swear if it weren't for having the kindest, most forgiving manager in the world, I would have been fired a long time ago. It's hard to be around everyone else who doesn't give me the benefit of the doubt for outside factors or not globally label me as stupid. I can't quit or transfer unfortunately. I feel like it's a waiting game until I get fired; the point when everyone's had enough. Has anyone been in my situation? How do you cope?",7.415266848461242,7.4549096423841075,7.514394234515003,72.82898909232571,63.50331125827815,10.682041293338528,36.63887806778341,10.328600350310266,3.7936363069731223,1280,57,229,27,17,414,174,302,0.156,0.73,0.114,-0.95,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,7,4,17,16,2,1,13,0,27,3,1,4,2,51,47,23,0,5,12,0,7,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,19,9,1,1,11,1,1,0,6,9,1,0,6,11,36,7,35,35,9,38,0,2,3,1,21,21,1,10,18,171,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406897732793156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208956759506089,0.0,0.0,0.10451185517295312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313322217259553,0.0,0.09989967542606444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419477996979887,0.0,0.0,0.1268688642292274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807354104550764,0.0,0.0,0.12130670298766776,0.0,0.2326269260994283,0.0,0.0,0.2243635336161838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872303108583213,0.08387135781747808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267444160481765,0.1126218174083908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038173907963151,0.0,0.31550493383512074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231955404005755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645205654243683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735623945041792,0.0,0.0,0.10389626488143884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836613515766977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245439973103371,0.2370832549647212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630330503044023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336619121835143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271339332441402,0.0,0.16278225884412306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098197169776848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487050394467968,0.11743285433068908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871069278453568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196373724997576,0.0,0.0,0.09947355743301953,0.09038109010736976,0.3483380218343065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375665727970556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559921270038373,0.2256776224031421,0.11534596888341955,0.0932033468121342,0.2738300646164945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555767375649318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546938734124228,0.0,0.0,0.08339836162225824,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Poisenthenoise,2019/06/19,"My procrastination makes me feel like I’m letting down my friends Okay so I have these friends and we like to draw stuff for each other quite a bit...well I say “we” but in reality it’s more “they” they’ve drawn me so many pictures as presents and I’ve loved them all to bits! but....every time they ask me for a picture I accept but then my ADHD kicks in and I get distracted by a new show or song or fucking anything and all of a sudden it’s two months later and I’ve let my friends down! I feel awful and they always tell me it’s alright but I always feel bad... You can’t even pay me to do it! I’ve been paid money to draw but I ignore it for so long I forget and I end up feeling guilty for taking the money so I return it and it’s just an endless cycle! Just kill me already.",-1.3735087719298211,0.6421667836257328,1.2237988304093577,98.47134736842106,97.53801169590643,3.4377543859649125,16.19672514619883,5.108053359733372,-0.9128724678362574,604,16,143,3,25,205,98,171,0.138,0.71,0.152,-0.604,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,2,1,4,1,7,14,2,1,6,3,6,2,0,1,2,29,18,20,1,0,8,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,1,5,2,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,6,27,9,16,14,5,15,0,0,0,2,14,5,1,2,12,92,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850489583657303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699160955008735,0.0,0.2562403574830473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670894244689598,0.0,0.1439465635237029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856333974917594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362033317468529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637683336644882,0.0,0.0,0.10169954657184936,0.0,0.1297312305475174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114191112314503,0.11000032373841116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568839032045225,0.14234812196536853,0.08044598681903463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703513805639447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149013222630044,0.0,0.15044957115619784,0.0,0.0,0.13626371468840534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896914768469018,0.0,0.1027800248117047,0.15610726742095507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290199382239145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487107620494757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377218894184742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244771564989132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626542289208602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577061955490332,0.0,0.1345816132659893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978451208180928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041195767989513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HyperFrosting,2019/06/19,"RSD sucks and it’s htriggering my anxiety. TL;DR: I might get fired for something I had no control over, and RSD from this news is giving me anxiety attacks. I found out today that there’s a good chance I could get fired from my job for something that is essentially out of my control. According to the assistant manager, I haven’t been scoring high enough on these customer surveys. Despite the fact that I have to ask every single customer to *please* fill one out, I still scored 0% on the last two evaluations. Which seems mathematically impossible, given that that the survey gets answers on a scale of 1 to 5. So either there was a computer error, or the only people who filled it out gave me the worst possible scores. Either way, my head is still on the chopping block and even *THINKING* about the fact that I could be fired sets me on the verge of anxiety attack. If I was a sub-par employee I could at least understand how my manager might consider letting me go, but the fact is I have been told multiple times by several people that I’m more competent than most of the other people they have to work with. Of course, now RSD is making me question that (as if I wasn’t doing it enough already). I’m definitely going to try and find another job, because I can’t deal with the stress of knowing this could happen again despite my best attempts to prevent it. And frankly, this job is demanding 120% of what I can do lately. I can keep it up for another week or so to keep getting fired off my record, and then I’m out. This is my wake up call and I’m not gonna miss it.",5.560141700404857,5.841427807692307,6.320620782726049,78.99455465587046,67.3974358974359,9.645344129554658,31.485155195681514,9.549672527348893,2.74508717948718,1244,47,245,24,19,410,171,312,0.129,0.8240000000000001,0.048,-0.9692,4,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,6,11,8,3,1,16,0,30,2,2,4,3,49,57,17,0,6,8,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,23,14,0,6,8,0,0,4,5,6,0,2,10,4,29,2,41,38,10,33,0,1,0,0,9,17,1,9,10,176,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148153721976092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186312256288595,0.2318472562364735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444299041724312,0.2298567914982063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061582763029031574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060175434115475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315591187151524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266120633013439,0.32263499928540834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415041220809954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876779913232346,0.0,0.06672482529075151,0.0,0.08511634500672771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233331159699623,0.0,0.0,0.11076664886454296,0.0,0.0,0.211121665603492,0.09691059263651074,0.11482754691636618,0.08473340931991613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933442115894627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367887763763292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673648451560636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007496083451812,0.17958800123040256,0.0,0.0,0.05551967084534405,0.08234733518845724,0.11395849208920865,0.0,0.0,0.1033029960314577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743372443745392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433915499512315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845588810283372,0.07683264344484021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101101572276509,0.0,0.0,0.11089306122276836,0.0,0.11388840126145296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131690270125642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196766435007137,0.0,0.11412738300244082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554508366132094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135440591669134,0.0,0.11572165530329732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473154324553856,0.0,0.0,0.05890740012534504,0.0,0.09575811591657067,0.0965319309753303,0.0,0.06858807465464703,0.0,0.09868491980680033,0.1051686422015302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801874591926845,0.08103466211192098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354604258856656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,d_3639_,2019/06/19,"Overwhelmed by decisions I get overwhelmed very easily. Whenever there are several things to choose from, I kinda freeze, and end up doing nothing. This can happen with important things like studying, but it also happens with very simple things like what to watch or what to have for breakfast. I feel like I spend too much time making the decision till I end up doing nothing at all. Is this related to ADHD? What can I do about it?",5.548541666666669,7.337007437500006,5.6875,78.03416666666669,68.375,8.833333333333334,29.583333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.784333333333333,345,13,58,7,6,109,56,80,0.013000000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.8753,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,13,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,3,14,13,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,7,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427158114353741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150676558669702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577519599554196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211668164275182,0.14427975207271812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551538976464392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571838538139748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960013128345434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480938958984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484633106804577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875707576709274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815650427726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025183208263162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776408198524195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332751185952913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Odd_Interest,2019/06/19,Planning gives me anxiety any tips? I struggle a lot with writing in events and tasks in my calendar and follow it through as it gives me severe anxiety. I even tried to make to-do list many times and I still manage to give up after task 3 or 4 (I try to limit it to no more than 5). So I was wondering if any of you out there have any tips?,2.6459459459459467,3.0179062972972983,4.533351351351354,88.92110810810814,73.86486486486487,8.082162162162161,25.610810810810808,8.238735603445708,1.307938378378378,262,8,62,4,5,90,55,74,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,14,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183181632221857,0.0,0.3137216793290552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543199464350136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901009769147636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432412239500308,0.0,0.0,0.1368708537940594,0.20788606555123565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164540418220864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637512645600257,0.0,0.0,0.21436025423118965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956489452725648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784276981995708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223653568908413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BBlockyy,2019/06/19,"ADHD came back :( I have ADHD from childhood which I inherited from my mother, and masturbation helped me to stay calm and relaxed all the time ( I masturbate almost 5 times a day ), but after I started NoFap around 3 weeks my ADHD came back and making me lose focus, restlessness and I frequently daydream alot more. Should I quit NoFap because masturbation weaken my body and making me tired all the time. I'm 16 by the way. What should I do?",5.291365461847391,6.7840673132530185,6.1543975903614445,75.57729919678718,68.63855421686748,8.424899598393575,27.086345381526108,8.841846274778883,2.19178875502008,349,11,60,6,6,115,55,83,0.183,0.774,0.043,-0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,0,4,2,1,2,2,17,10,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,2,6,6,4,16,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,11,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5982561306345341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661575054914335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771517197864165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518381636572857,0.0,0.10115095791809132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431368460236625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795653229482193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701278396318104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122110767521624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563610811910775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152256531969805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648971913017486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744793101678452,0.1768620474928818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902698575736499,0.19071508591413636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317095549372177,0.1331011031987235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaelandMGB,2019/06/19,"Why did I suddenly get bored in my relationship? So I've been dating someone for 6 months now, and everything has been perfect so far. However, I suddenly got bored. I feel bad because he hasn't done anything wrong, but it was as if a switch was turned off and now I find it hard to be interested in maintaining the relationship. &#x200B; Am I the only one who has experienced this or has anyone else gone through something similar? I'm really hoping I'm not the only one.",4.493385093167703,6.106508152173912,6.081366459627329,74.87108695652175,70.73913043478261,10.039751552795034,31.62111801242236,10.290406445055957,3.5446596273291933,378,17,70,11,7,129,67,92,0.075,0.792,0.132,0.8034,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,20,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,8,3,6,3,7,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,6,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451025854889612,0.2293515871917627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319782030619814,0.1933964084796851,0.15532494903228655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759814428512328,0.11506008628279762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315651097428044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767618339715012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963609077929126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543753709407182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725138379081574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861394595535627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096040535284472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908268794947304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747107523793666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506582373570824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558034100536996,0.28710535706009743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091791317937466,0.0,0.0,0.4052931546260543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992703758598692,0.14530876715047258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053055103625689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031727730717833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636820432367856,0.2293515871917627,0.0 adhd,academic_wombat,2019/06/19,"I hate the guesswork of taking my meds vs. not taking them when faced with special events. I have learned to cope well (also due to meds), but sometimes I still take meds when I notice the symptoms get worse. I think I take them 20%-40% of my days. I am also quite lucky in that my body adapts quite fast to the stuff, 2-3 days is usually enough to have the right dose. Enter special events like the marriage tomorrow: I started taking my meds again on monday (nice productive day, but slightly overdosed, so I ended up in a slight disociative state in the evening), took them yesterday (already pretty normal behavior) and now I have to think harrrrd about taking them today. If I do, and take them at the marriage (much sensory input, some responsibility) I might have weird social interactions since I miss my usual intuition. If I don't take them today, then today I will not do half of what I scheduled. Sigh. I am pretty happy with ADHD and me, but this aspect is annoying sometimes...",7.627459459459459,7.327040745945951,7.443378378378379,74.6477702702703,63.16216216216216,9.778378378378378,33.09459459459461,9.120678840339163,2.822416216216216,778,27,138,11,10,248,111,185,0.07200000000000001,0.778,0.15,0.9445,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,6,2,11,12,2,0,8,0,13,4,2,0,0,20,28,14,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,2,1,1,0,29,7,17,25,3,34,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,5,25,96,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398272260160608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466148715490846,0.15169164918662675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534906961051398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834974530177775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400264937547544,0.09799805811869053,0.0,0.06264283413418542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049551495350133236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009620196367796,0.0,0.09363771815269092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046335445187254035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213962784420559,0.0,0.0,0.10061331802903947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972043666101424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929258948121769,0.0,0.10797925848950794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192978630831984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017541751856026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099530955476311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845501840406581,0.0,0.0,0.09668038215909447,0.0,0.0,0.1876040859953602,0.0,0.06713028545325511,0.0,0.07574165419403739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857241769529556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985780770480064,0.5704803974335213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154298820898275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696999091219176,0.0,0.10537394013196763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089120873104327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527514797524606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665300721574216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,G4ly,2019/06/19,"Diagnosis (Adult, Australia) Hey guys, How does one(m19) go about getting diagnosed in Australia (Queensland if that helps)? More specifically the duration, cost and processes involved. I’m at a point in my life where I need to know whether its my own ineptitude and laziness that or I’m suffering from ADHD. Thankyou for reading my post and I look forward to your responses.",4.443423076923079,7.785917707692312,4.643365384615387,76.24350961538464,79.61538461538461,8.173076923076923,37.355769230769226,8.841846274778883,4.291807692307692,301,19,47,8,8,94,53,65,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,7,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,8,7,2,8,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,1,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36926282085483214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118590629342294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888239161060323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052893397290616,0.0,0.1746210522213997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042324204522727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594767619943533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886023610799522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702448004734065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580182269888988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278269353036511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082050785248198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904568771422776,0.0,0.2942669662608141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073398284514509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cake_of_Cheese,2019/06/19,"Any risk to double dosing on Medikinet? Following a diagnosis of inattentive adult ADHD I was prescribed Medikinet XL 40mg and instructed to take one pill twice a day - usually six hours apart. And for a time it was incredible. Now however, I find that taking one pill doesn't pack the same punch. My solution? Take more - I find it certainly packs a punch but it also makes me way more anxious and on edge. Medically however, is there any risk to doing this?",3.2283591731266164,5.9212935930232575,4.464573643410857,80.0733204134367,78.18604651162791,8.938501291989663,26.997416020671835,9.444778638647367,2.9123400516795868,363,15,67,11,9,119,63,86,0.092,0.866,0.042,-0.6367,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,1,1,9,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,2,0,5,1,7,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654013399383591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660205877124294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003514071878742,0.0,0.0,0.2494812414269093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242061953082946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036792677842022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747847028480685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740940205679048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246851958084124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992876818442652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981224076058703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877094809217213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432190889811533,0.0,0.0,0.17528893014074204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jungle_i,2019/06/19,"A less-than-ideal visit to the doctor. I guess I have no one else to vent about this to.. so here it goes. I've had inattentive ADHD for quite some time. I've been unmedicated for ten years. I just never got to it after I got my job. And we lost health Care when I was young. Lately I figured I might as well get on top of my medication, personal health, dental, et cetera. So I contacted my ""mental clinic"" as it's called by my insurance provider. It was frustrating. The questionnaire seemed to focus on depression. I may have taken the questionnaire a bit too literal. ""How often have you been sad in the last two weeks?"" Me: ""Oh I'll get sad or frustrated every day .. I'll stay over half of the days"" I'm pretty sure I fucked myself by being too frank. Or by being super literal with the questions. I figured he'd understand me since he's the professional. Or that I could clarify. So right when I sat down he said I'm showing symptoms if anxiety and depression. Oh boy. The doctor seemed to focus on depression, and so did his questions. I couldn't keep up. Between the questions about my family, work, home, being sad, anxious at times, I was all over the place. I eventually was just nodding and trying to process everything. After a while he went down the DSM and asked all the major questions for ADD/ADHD. I said yes to a chunk of them as it goes. But that was it. I mean, I'd love to talk more about it. But that part was short lived. I told him that in a perfect world, stimulants would be used as a tool. The moment I made the mistake of saying I'll vape marijuana sometimes if I find myself getting irritable (it's legal in CA), it was all over. He blamed my lifetime of this disorder on the weed (I'm being dramatic). Also he said he'd only give me stimulant meds after I tested clean in two months. He also said that if I wanted anything done now, he can prescribe me antidepressants... Which feels fundamentally wrong. His argument was that I ""need to be off of the hard drugs."" But fine. I quit. I don't like being grumpy, but whatever. I get that legally it is a category 1 drug. But antidepressants as the only solution? My first instinct is to change doctors, but I'm scared it'll go down as someone trying to get meds after being told to stop doing a ""hard drug."" Whatever that's the game I have to play. I just felt unheard and judged. Meanwhile I'm feeling aimless and scattered. I can't maintain a longer more in depth conversation, and it's been difficult to stick to things I'm trying to make a habit. It feels lonely. I reached out to a specialist, but I don't think my insurance would cover it... I'll find out more soon. If anyone lives in SoCal and has Kaiser... Shoot me a referral.",1.8047721258453395,4.183870770949723,3.6417524257571294,85.73296677447809,81.51396648044692,6.822424777026365,22.64265412133686,7.974163086874047,1.3348741154562385,2112,71,420,41,57,708,264,537,0.115,0.82,0.065,-0.9691,1,2,3,1,0,1,94.0,1,1,1,8,22,24,3,1,30,1,43,13,0,6,6,73,88,39,0,11,17,0,6,1,0,5,11,5,2,2,26,13,0,2,17,3,0,3,6,15,1,6,28,11,55,9,66,43,11,54,0,8,0,2,37,27,1,18,24,277,81,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773408929313221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180053077474138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644227723903138,0.08335155002333179,0.0,0.05158940366045831,0.0,0.0607154917119421,0.0,0.06897529263373653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054976313435179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533866914636182,0.0,0.07522466565326069,0.0,0.07805053460616906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589081396916816,0.0,0.0,0.09516530641968672,0.0,0.19064244948003525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455943933969957,0.2265539965492929,0.0,0.07550359819354473,0.0,0.0,0.2566876727656405,0.0,0.0616345736204321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216369027299697,0.0,0.06630962204027767,0.0,0.06955417794128133,0.0,0.11191769954301686,0.0,0.07084134821152074,0.0,0.13486902858768465,0.0627580966829201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820936275291736,0.19273768495136526,0.07077747598716162,0.04193145312309176,0.0,0.1180188411087372,0.0,0.08127811007237255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218660109388092,0.0,0.0,0.15685154511371516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740083773367007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321627630751475,0.06557995931539905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014137753515271,0.08322820259318475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03604567883765472,0.0,0.1302999822114703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054069738229379,0.0,0.06659024983971967,0.06981338369722359,0.04924940279746713,0.0,0.0,0.08036915884173965,0.16390815772590878,0.07432661402677701,0.0743539132121165,0.07827000115805942,0.0,0.0,0.05889130509026174,0.0,0.0,0.05470769037487209,0.056904469957051375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999592763353663,0.11222757860627453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989765317594791,0.0,0.0,0.0644227395265261,0.077085460889719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506182061474505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306065053967914,0.15695039021437182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300858670438593,0.2807305772763267,0.05867362729984923,0.07386767076581892,0.0,0.0,0.13433493652334105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103242097203726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625144175843191,0.0,0.07297131391629197,0.0,0.0,0.07864074889157273,0.0,0.061684235198537725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953773681572407,0.07668672851520301,0.0,0.059302387930777065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901683029658594,0.0472758975363746,0.0,0.0,0.08604461048909022,0.0,0.0,0.14100185007075774,0.0,0.15027740543543067,0.0,0.1441466686334004,0.07680864233221969,0.0,0.06372311093098812,0.0,0.0,0.04351795633783427,0.0,0.05918268267398294,0.0,0.06633799641564128,0.06839574337116644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371346022810223,0.0,0.0,0.1048238373863824,0.08066796144010444,0.0,0.047512556936959285 adhd,g0rrilas12,2019/06/19,"What's that feeling when you introduce two friends to each other but they just start making plans without you? Like am I tripping? I know I'm not the most fun to be around. Should I feel like a third wheel when I just introduced two of my friends but they decidedly like each other's company more than mine? Is that fair to me?",1.8388311688311705,4.224200545454544,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,81.42424242424242,6.195670995670996,23.064935064935064,7.447530270364453,0.8682753246753245,260,9,56,4,7,81,47,66,0.08800000000000001,0.672,0.24,0.8838,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,2,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,16,10,4,0,1,6,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,11,6,7,8,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827892778086305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282039074056287,0.1992452507515867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43095280914680906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327540379861904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087673769275169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616701405862787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974058994234139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448869095192105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688483453565739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheChaeChae,2019/06/19,"I went to a specialist when I was a kid and she said ""I have never seen a more active brain in my life"". Now... If only I could put that ""active brain"" to good use. Seriously, there's gotta be something out there right?",0.06456521739130494,2.0739571956521736,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,85.73913043478261,5.419130434782609,15.72173913043478,6.742157984588678,-0.4219773913043481,165,3,39,2,5,56,37,46,0.153,0.7809999999999999,0.067,-0.4117,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,2,1,1,6,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,6,1,4,2,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6230602560269062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228116214642465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340674553545632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711268223871026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152330269815754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224239038226872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280538570050802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832097640926256,0.2654558242923303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148387644126136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102356220365326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586971267730261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Olimbo_Jones,2019/06/19,"A Metaphor for ADHD Hello, &#x200B; I recently dropped out of college during my second year due to poor mental health and the fact that I was failing. Originally, I thought that I was only suffering from anxiety and depression, though now I'm pretty convinced I have ADHD and these are comorbid conditions. Yet to be tested/diagnosed, hopefully I'll get around to that soon. Anyway, I thought of a metaphor to describe what's going on in my head on a daily basis; let me know if it resonates with you. &#x200B; Imagine a busy intersection where several roads intersect. There are no stoplights, only a single traffic guard in the middle, signaling to the drivers when to stop and go. But the drivers are completely ignoring the traffic guard, they simply go whenever they want. So the cars swerve past each other, honking endlessly, and occasionally crashing into one another.",8.871075036075032,9.61665405844156,8.706709956709954,63.11657287157289,60.36363636363636,11.77950937950938,42.43578643578644,11.429527900616536,5.5133154401154405,711,39,101,19,9,230,110,154,0.14,0.7979999999999999,0.062,-0.9079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,10,6,0,0,11,0,8,2,1,1,1,24,18,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,4,4,0,1,4,1,4,0,2,4,0,12,2,18,12,2,27,0,3,0,0,4,12,0,2,10,77,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459785057827523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311920284330319,0.3498084291520285,0.0,0.15093481359978764,0.11011456195666254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813811308980835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091952454804292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239762747696884,0.14609720572330678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752032936625894,0.0,0.2454151649463896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772511498150326,0.15300267837597653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296600939934476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910627454927871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718954636080753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505879251544562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753822737642548,0.21894741428223266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374080852450966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643986566414588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212448970497102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626124931203349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034122063773932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142141846757816,0.2285463400185171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849002012993908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498084291520285,0.09269336126176553 adhd,lorsafy,2019/06/19,"Opposite opinions from Two different Doctors. Hello Ya'll, I'm glad to have found this subreddit. It has shown me alot of insight about Adhd and finally convinced me to visit the clinic. I was diagnosed with ADHD fairly recently, and was prescribed with Strettera. I've tried it for a few month and didn't feel any differences, So the doctor switched my meds to Concerta which I have been taking for two months . With that said, I met a kid from my job. I found out he basically have almost everything I had but way worse. I talked to his mother about my suspicion and she told me she already had him evaluated by two different doctors. One diagnosied him with adhd. However the second doctor said he doesn't have it. This make me wonder if I should also go and get a second opinion from a different docotor. What do you guus think",4.498461538461541,6.579492643312104,5.579872611464971,76.56800587947087,71.61146496815287,9.161979421852033,29.274375306222442,9.661875296680813,3.0955991180793725,663,27,114,17,13,219,102,157,0.051,0.924,0.026000000000000002,-0.6908,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,14,6,0,1,0,24,28,9,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,8,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,12,3,20,2,18,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,6,4,84,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39351889607940266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929452250985727,0.0,0.12044595282270093,0.08728447167241155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422340961046554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107814698612551,0.0,0.4561397351234602,0.0,0.44686455259917207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809389826721213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518778469588522,0.0,0.0,0.11956473112842934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934715821450944,0.0,0.0,0.05702457736342732,0.0,0.06203051035873033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831112798759318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728561822415639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123723265505228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423949986741005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396053978531324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776906919504316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764676257023956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206463631394507,0.0877278776397024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699367141710955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429422390560568,0.0,0.07410335567734846,0.0,0.3198610144367919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663546599519205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836479803235282,0.0,0.0,0.11122967830610922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cv_antonio,2019/06/19,Prolexa Please share experiences on this anxiety/antidepressant medication!! Thanks!,14.982000000000001,20.6166672,12.32,15.640000000000045,77.0,18.0,55.0,11.20814326018867,12.550999999999998,72,5,5,4,2,22,10,10,0.0,0.42,0.58,0.8061,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876186531735167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021760050794609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471920798805634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589424111102197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jtay0797,2019/06/19,"Figuring out what to do after high school (college and career advice) Hey all, I am 17 years old and going into my senior year of high school. I need advice/ guidance about what I should do after I finish high school. My questions are 1. What careers are best/ worst for ADHD 2. How should I pursue them 3. Do you have any general advice for after high school",2.5445714285714303,4.9278677428571465,3.649999999999999,86.70500000000001,78.71428571428572,5.142857142857143,20.0,6.1826913282559595,0.2644285714285717,282,7,51,2,7,91,48,70,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,12,11,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,10,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,37,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871918872026676,0.4115568163187415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954687074366282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473286270436245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978578020952784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933108507562178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409598129611893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731367248308022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726677714933646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683209212835639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808106393945739 adhd,allieb127,2019/06/19,"adderall side effects? hey everyone! i recently started taking 15 mg of adderall extended release (the generic kind, idk if that makes a difference) and i’ve been having some issues with side effects as it wears off. during the day the side effects aren’t too bad, it just gives me a dry mouth and makes me a little jittery. but i’ve found that later when it starts to wear off i feel really sick, like chills and aches and dizziness and stuff like that. it gets so bad that i can’t get any work done at night so it feels like even if i work better during the day it’s an overall loss of productivity. i was briefly on a lower dose of adderall ir that i stopped taking because it would wear off too quickly, and i had the same issue but to a much lesser extent. i mentioned this to my psychiatrist and he didn’t seem too concerned but i’m wondering if anyone else experienced this and if it goes away as you keep taking the meds?",4.386588089330028,5.429387112903229,5.1523655913978486,83.60624069478911,70.34408602150539,7.658560794044665,28.28618693134823,7.882392219407189,1.6997730355665843,737,26,146,9,13,239,113,186,0.125,0.787,0.08800000000000001,-0.7422,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,7,9,8,0,0,12,0,9,6,4,5,0,32,26,20,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,3,12,5,15,19,4,20,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,7,13,91,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987432043535988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269253759537574,0.1504821818136409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798599995448305,0.0,0.2452549433388004,0.08952851275580914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989156772480126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943360678483007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344433214570732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029551702338584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226881940785541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700400044337087,0.0,0.0,0.14033732474123534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485203259123067,0.10492152435658336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610316401541201,0.0,0.0,0.1534634677166022,0.1408878199398211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065811347467823,0.0,0.13054177718013962,0.0,0.15293895758617293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525479845915774,0.14719891078810518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606918434706194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631356776310053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796384554201144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782434979152156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940865010815134,0.0,0.14501304381318225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370183158241472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079058628133652,0.0,0.0,0.12278704913627528,0.0,0.0,0.16812711301810024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33127620355807097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159270556674656,0.2138412597345036,0.0,0.0,0.104329814825359,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MoonUnit98,2019/06/19,"Got prescribed adderal, and have questions Hey everyone. I first want to say that I was actually perscribed adderal for MS related fatigue (a common problem for people with MS, and stimulants are sometimes prescribed). I don't have adhd/add. I really hope this post doesn't rub people the wrong way with this considered. There aren't many posts about it on the MS sub, and I'm not sure where else to post this. I know adderal is usually perscribed for adhd/add so I hope I can get some general insight. So here goes. I have been prescribed 10 mg (*not* timed release) twice a day. I was advised to take 1 for a week or 2 to see how it effects me. I've only been on it for 2 days. So far, I have had an insane amount of energy. I haven't felt this normal for awhile. I've been able to get so much more done since I'm not taking so many breaks. That said, it does make me feel super speedy; Like I just drank an insane amount of caffeine. This had led to a sudden crash when (I assume) the meds start wearing off, and it's it starts having the exact opposite effect I want. I realize the meds will probably effect me differently considering I'm not exactly taking it for the same reasons some of you might, but I'm guessing some of you have had to change your dose so, I don't know if this is normal for someone who's just started adderal, or if it's a sign my dose is too high. Any input is really appreciated, and I apologize for the slightly off topic post.",3.5078335901386737,4.7546864474576305,4.879545454545454,83.96172187981512,72.66101694915254,7.804314329738059,26.62942989214176,8.296473431620573,1.6906949152542368,1142,39,232,18,22,381,156,295,0.046,0.884,0.07,0.7715,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,5,15,8,0,0,14,0,28,5,1,8,3,52,54,18,0,9,11,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,17,7,1,0,12,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,13,6,24,5,27,39,8,26,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,13,13,146,41,1,0.10814560118885176,0.0,0.10553450656979953,0.0,0.259939993507306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354271727910193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440370646281996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394899322088901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129891356244671,0.0,0.0,0.09463894438071004,0.11067049736694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903417728528365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333775641387166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468166537282276,0.0,0.10383673663627484,0.0,0.0,0.09198859312503134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300322615218393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649391655940677,0.0,0.1191345721524056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426176526154355,0.0,0.21482596712737034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886798832317387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283447809555671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218802855791433,0.2192853309643984,0.0,0.0,0.24025076648039176,0.0,0.0,0.11472539275372827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949946026616149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191945535961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224960293155043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994908612653818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142943669345024,0.0,0.11659924922039375,0.1034807349552664,0.0,0.0,0.12114782361504715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856168269592334,0.111191689646583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287123182408156,0.086001722711971,0.0,0.0,0.08617804248932838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945915884922492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163141694157352,0.0,0.10695876485163652,0.0,0.22963803943147154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192594926987388,0.0,0.2439360996236614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306056973710661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910710101406727,0.0,0.12757415507418954,0.08584094446032138,0.08674787803159276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824023791911804,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_era_of_sarah,2019/06/19,"New to the ADHD journey and I just need a friend Thank you in advance for anyone who is reading or responding to this! I can’t thank you enough for your support! I’m 25, my psychiatrist thinks I have ADHD, and until now I didn’t even realize my behaviors and patterns were “not normal” let alone could be classified as symptoms of ADHD. My psychiatrist prescribed me Adderall, I took it for the first time today, and how I felt on it (calm, yet also euphoric and hyper) made me even more confused about whether or not I actually have ADHD. I would love to know how other people felt when first taking a stimulant for their ADHD? Also have other people struggled with trying to figure out if they have ADHD or not? I’m just so confused, I don’t know if I actually have ADHD and if I do how to deal with it. I just need some people who have gone through this to let me know I am not alone. Thank you so much for your help!",3.558872586872589,4.907468983783787,4.935463320463324,83.21385135135138,72.67567567567569,7.231660231660233,25.646718146718143,7.7094869923839395,1.3783204633204629,722,23,142,9,14,241,99,185,0.04,0.805,0.155,0.9667,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,2,3,16,10,0,3,4,0,18,2,0,5,0,44,37,23,0,8,14,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,1,0,4,7,3,0,2,7,2,26,7,21,25,4,16,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,9,9,116,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.17241865911139148,0.0,0.7431918386385234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299193544726236,0.0,0.1412945915861744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177098182720093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053412848728305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107701982686696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128119888183857,0.0,0.11669849609058787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696449007935435,0.0,0.0,0.15028781007917302,0.0,0.0,0.06825303256306899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059213973468105065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145651833396276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067194969776898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973236402945369,0.08359160892883041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494174647088108,0.13100937433570392,0.0,0.0853215322420267,0.0,0.0,0.08655668539217046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837362574947228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836619467360646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235454058040143,0.0,0.0,0.10024978151420746,0.0,0.09182146288562107,0.06642240623948115,0.0,0.0,0.24400112887758316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056606171042490876,0.0,0.0,0.0515130985602379,0.0,0.0837381594274544,0.0,0.0981515324977096,0.059978614609094365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275582672817978,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jrtosr,2019/06/19,"Start my first day of meds again tomorrow... It's been a long journey and an emotional roller-coaster to say the least. I'm bipolar and the last time I took an ADHD medication it made me manic despite it helping. After months of stability and getting the right mood stabilizer, I'm finally going to start taking Vyvanse at a very low dose. This will be the first time I've ever been on mood stabilizer and a stimulant at the same time . I'm excited and also super nervous for tomorrow and the following days/weeks. Wish me luck, I'm going to need it. The road has been very long not just the last couple of months but years dealing with mental health issues. But I feel like I'm finally in the right direction.",5.4371862509992015,6.183586611510794,6.5628297362110315,75.51860111910474,67.77697841726619,9.918784972022383,31.27178257394085,9.994966539143718,3.099685211830535,565,22,105,13,9,190,86,139,0.035,0.871,0.094,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,14,0,6,4,0,2,1,19,23,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,0,2,5,2,5,4,13,16,2,35,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,23,60,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280417200293782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498650514374445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909770957070232,0.0,0.09273079495335793,0.14823820347591696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617411528844658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300636788731856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270308643926905,0.10272154478223468,0.0,0.3150235158095153,0.0,0.2446104957410395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512283379486975,0.0,0.1634350638038564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283898108742272,0.0,0.0,0.09637747331070592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500763925962915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344113819727494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024712217093611,0.0,0.0,0.2544941468326056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605484629192774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971507198467474,0.1448503927365828,0.14490359437599007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295390092173753,0.0,0.0,0.1066163249903558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558682376192445,0.0,0.11434528626046685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354652230262046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811001710646262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515302718697947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975277708391242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372788594919148,0.0,0.0,0.11533735177876656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534808790403344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259418880239063 adhd,Lachstory,2019/06/19,"Lost appetite on Ritalin I started Ritalin about 2 months ago and I think I've found the correct dosage that works for me. A side effect that I experience is loss of appetite. I could almost deal with it, but I want to start increasing my muscle mass and I'll be required to eat large portions of food. Anyone experience the same side effect or know how I could increase my appetite? (without smoking weed lol)",3.2511538461538443,5.890130461538463,4.0971153846153845,83.05413461538461,77.71794871794873,6.464102564102564,28.98076923076923,7.645422480735847,2.058276923076923,328,15,58,5,8,105,58,78,0.046,0.893,0.061,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,3,1,19,11,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,9,6,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993059852591405,0.0,0.2251435295322554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721248127072002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590308920383895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179887789025194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006617158751386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398708799744627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718759081239998,0.2465240834876684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235654965731001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454380547230405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946414460315518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182840479841341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406759195959548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326157197072939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673653093413453,0.0,0.1636852873057821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idkmore,2019/06/19,I’m trash at reading instructions I always click through instructions or trials and then always end up overwhelmed or confused. Anyone else do this?,7.9932000000000025,10.76108052,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,63.8,8.200000000000001,36.5,8.841846274778883,3.783,123,6,16,2,2,36,21,25,0.094,0.857,0.049,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,10,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6385970753945389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683166673301062,0.3931821967034284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205616311246872,0.0,0.3398756066172925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838391775250153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VyvyanJMS,2019/06/19,"I can't stop numbing the feeling of ""GO"". Fuck this, I can't fucking write the entire thing! Swedish, -92! Armed forces -13 to 18! Failed studier to Nurse! Other stupid shit, been manager of Mouse-roulette! Handled blun medival weaponry for y'all youngins and middleaged fucks! I working with the mentally diabled, worked several years with elderly with dementia! Got punched in the face twice! If any of you great and wonderfull fucks need to talk, please send a DM! You're all wonderfull individual fucks and I'd like to keep you afloat and alive!",3.2158741258741266,6.327883858585862,2.994141414141417,87.1599300699301,84.15151515151516,6.682517482517482,29.837606837606835,7.882392219407189,2.463241802641804,438,22,78,9,13,131,75,99,0.22399999999999998,0.633,0.14300000000000002,-0.9094,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,3,0,11,7,0,5,0,3,9,3,0,1,14,13,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,2,1,6,2,12,11,1,5,0,1,0,5,6,1,6,1,3,36,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154207951384781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858195281644951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7845535628088459,0.0,0.0,0.0964602793919716,0.0,0.13574691000389186,0.1871256136774418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508619598635816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829204807509681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104580710028902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585109042032014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631027058289704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917442207262016,0.17422325470335534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190012790313514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364208602936215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127596778351027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471278715527741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929920561808863 adhd,papershoes,2019/06/19,"My brain is drowning right now - please send me your favourite tips & tricks for righting the ship again I feel like my ADHD has REALLY ramped up lately and it's pretty much the worst timing. Work has been exceptionally busy, I can't keep my head above water, which is made worse by sitting and staring for what I'm pretty sure is hours because I can't fucking focus at all. I do everything I'm supposed to, like making lists, or biting bits of work off in small pieces, and asking for help. But it's like trying to force my brain through mud to form a cohesive thought I'm a creative writer. That's my job. To write creative things all day under an incredibly short timeline. And I can't do it, I can't do the one thing I'm supposed to do for my work because my brain won't cooperate. Since about the beginning of May I've also been dealing with chronic pain in my neck & back. I went through a period of migraines nearly every day from it which I think really set me back. I'm still trying to get better, but nothing seems to be working and it's starting to make me feel really depressed. We also just found out we have to move because our landlord's decided to move in. It's been a huge hassle finding a place for 5 people plus pets along with coordinating all of that. I'm drowning. I don't know what to do. I need to make my brain work. I can't even focus on my hobby anymore, I just sit on my phone after my toddler goes to bed and I read, or watch videos, or fall asleep early. I need to get through these next couple of weeks and I don't know how. I take Strattera and Wellbutrin and it feels like suddenly neither of them are doing anything. Like I think my brain has actually disconnected at some point. I'm sorry for word vomiting all over the sub but I honestly just feel so lost. My diagnosis is so new still, it hasn't even been a year yet, and I don't have a lot in the way of professional mental health support at the moment nor do I have the time right now with moving in a couple of weeks. Please guide me to any tips and tricks you do to help make your brain cooperate, I'd be so grateful!",3.8945084485407087,4.738581292626733,4.951539170506916,85.32921351766518,71.32718894009216,7.6299846390168975,26.448233486943174,7.793537801064563,1.3449096159754226,1667,52,351,20,30,548,214,434,0.048,0.835,0.11699999999999999,0.9787,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,3,1,7,20,16,3,0,17,0,36,16,9,6,5,61,72,25,2,2,10,0,4,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,17,19,1,1,13,2,0,6,12,7,0,1,9,6,45,9,59,59,12,60,0,2,2,1,14,24,1,7,31,223,62,8,0.0,0.0,0.0712096436358548,0.0,0.08769754512529594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671054126485055,0.0,0.1581291482178369,0.0,0.049623112474530766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236810564494406,0.0,0.0,0.060049315036150235,0.0,0.06821848856507284,0.0,0.0,0.11222113625768952,0.0,0.13344822088780114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453734900627077,0.07966596277421882,0.0,0.0,0.4887618659744857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148312164790432,0.0,0.0941211428019043,0.07523039743740108,0.06285023358016277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639395599384896,0.0,0.061481623812306936,0.0,0.06558206598599442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758630257254887,0.10426168771812967,0.0,0.0,0.06669461580501766,0.0,0.0,0.08000946746363984,0.0,0.06746096254639014,0.0762491788283178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748897964509086,0.07756527684175724,0.0,0.0,0.09782249718581963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186221428276073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241293972587581,0.06486040919625367,0.0,0.0,0.08020644018083117,0.0,0.08231501411735538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825090954410264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796569964925332,0.06203774753167821,0.0,0.06904738400643873,0.19483613295653665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735380943603024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326714225953469,0.05364243808779208,0.10821486383761597,0.0,0.070476315460667,0.07760600272848836,0.0,0.0,0.07001810843942746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944736712723195,0.0,0.07764680550008053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050589240115178215,0.0,0.07623967121332087,0.16020155642149506,0.06898164031561503,0.0,0.0,0.14847646905889295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299123267277917,0.0,0.14024220655973596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869517498571156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643049982962347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036276691551441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168560381245636,0.05164959305620135,0.0,0.1165502452465995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280717705369707,0.06877476155112819,0.0,0.05486547572201751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695802509573552,0.09351436296513227,0.0,0.057931208534615024,0.08510052009355525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908569743200607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057921368688465924,0.11706664827604454,0.0,0.0,0.0676452981771542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656205528419218,0.0,0.07436417790636865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046991244231648376 adhd,a_confused_gay,2019/06/19,Stereotypically I struggle with things I don’t want to do I often feel like i can’t start anything that i don’t want to do. I’m perfectly content with working and i often work instead of doing my other responsibilities. My room is always a disaster and I don’t even know where to start. My adhd is so bad I can only function if i take ritalin but i hate how sick it makes me feel. I don’t even know where to start.,1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,79.0,6.672727272727273,23.5,7.645422480735847,1.0837454545454546,328,11,70,5,8,116,52,88,0.196,0.725,0.079,-0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,1,1,1,0,11,2,0,2,1,17,24,6,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,15,2,7,24,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663804861638709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443073553063294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239924173799005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506867181360287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927957541367223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414601785166588,0.15834695841793867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883369966491625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436263238419941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828709942945514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795324015369832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685749770173472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706554906007893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171693092084425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665337753254195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472545544210504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26147008001408234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227279938112568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LuluRex,2019/06/09,"RSD hitting me hard today, talk me down RSD doesn’t play a huge part in my life but when it “flares up” it can be bad. Today’s one of those days and I need someone to talk me down. I arranged to meet one of my best friends yesterday, who I don’t get to see very often because we live about 200 miles apart. We arranged to meet at 5. I thought we’d be spending the whole evening together like we normally do. But this time, after *30 minutes* he said “welp I’ve got to go now, see you next time” and he went home. I later found out that he went home so he could spend all evening playing video games on steam with another friend. Logically I know he was probably just not in the mood to socialise or something, or just really wanted to play video games. But it was my last night in town, and I won’t be able to see him now for at least another 6 weeks. And he could’ve chose to play video games literally any other night of the week. I’m feeling quite sad that he prioritised games over spending time with me. He’s referred to me in the past as his “best friend” but I’m now second guessing our friendship, and wondering if i’ve done something to make him dislike me, or if he’s just suddenly realised I’m really boring. Why else wouldn’t he want to spend time with me? I know I’m almost definitely overreacting and thinking way too much into it but that’s RSD for you. I don’t want to talk to him about it because in the past when I’ve expressed my insecurities to friends it’s driven them further away. But now I just don’t want to talk to him at all because I’m worried I just annoy him and I think he’d probably rather not hear from me. This sucks",2.013217391304348,3.714177147826089,3.3286231884058,91.68076086956523,77.52173913043478,6.571014492753624,24.2536231884058,7.42949916751922,0.8972492753623187,1296,44,291,17,30,422,169,345,0.084,0.763,0.153,0.9739,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,5,2,1,4,19,18,2,1,6,0,17,1,0,1,2,58,50,22,0,11,19,0,2,1,4,2,1,2,2,0,14,15,0,0,10,11,4,4,8,6,0,3,10,7,39,11,46,31,8,51,0,1,3,0,43,21,1,9,26,168,53,0,0.09311765109081536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324387675061964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332319588207007,0.19528395249257127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748709844545292,0.0,0.07774934913394634,0.17029096745451358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544245983455155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486937346875716,0.0,0.0,0.060053181522504176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529168682382698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778784889036543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300666066400055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708308226387781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209869812621193,0.28776986497777285,0.0,0.04865012940563454,0.0,0.05292090701202185,0.0,0.0744746920366392,0.0,0.1025795908533435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341512520671618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495036036409144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868091927865618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235005160510813,0.0759033138863479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577175078154872,0.04549258076873624,0.0,0.08222459190764249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215675517353007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845218780600469,0.06904555839436688,0.0,0.0,0.0990316783318014,0.17476921517210248,0.09123552731965401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261978605657766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083734188249728,0.17778266889605365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079315454348592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990420840133156,0.0,0.0,0.11930710340500955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857620991490382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226081358093547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889828359104861,0.14337303425306724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993777628514582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193320617860753,0.0,0.0739250136235467,0.21719060473347285,0.0,0.17652929054587227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683181421925649,0.21969281283404712,0.07391245716599945,0.14938672586984816,0.0,0.0,0.17264199093402302,0.08402419658534625,0.10396253201986297,0.0,0.0,0.1009821204749331,0.0,0.09456549472107084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sin_amini,2019/06/09,"Been trying to study for an exam for the past week, my brain only agreed to study the few minutes before exam. A bit of context. Been diagnosed since I (24/m) was 8, and now I'm attending the uni after I dropped out the first time 4 years ago. I know how my brain is and all, but damn it's difficult to cope with it sometimes. I've started to study for the past few hours and I've gotten so excited for this unit now! Too bad it's the end of the semester. I don't get how is it that the ADHD brain starts working the very very last minute!",2.7922413793103447,3.3464328793103486,4.204655172413794,90.74336206896551,73.65517241379311,7.524137931034483,23.98275862068965,7.645422480735847,0.8507793103448278,418,11,98,5,8,139,75,116,0.105,0.846,0.049,-0.8131,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,11,0,6,4,3,2,1,10,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,6,1,13,8,4,18,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,15,56,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669031162676574,0.0,0.15245267580881527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359873728127953,0.0,0.0,0.14634498408824115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776104448903227,0.0,0.0,0.57597018391571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455926581584394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232601380804628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462887701317581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985409175817459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936874849885494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451743541831326,0.140189212526607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080092702719934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283547328478236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422662297627159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009572201729975,0.0,0.2434611018798656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028475137249412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676526207612956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28380820232739323,0.0,0.0,0.1379545002012676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252057734636283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075150279397383 adhd,ggkjoigjg,2019/06/09,"How do people get through life?? Everything is overwhelming to me. I struggle with basic tasks like socializing. Failed at high school, university, community college, and 2 jobs. I currently do have a job that I can tolerate, but it's only part-time and even then I can barely handle it a lot of days. Thank God it's a school job too, so there's a lot of built-in breaks. I'd like to be able to live on my own some day but how can that ever happen if I can't work full-time? Aside from ADHD there's tons of other problems - depression, anxiety, insomnia, health problems\*. It never gets better, if anything the symptoms keep getting worse. Why is there no real help for people with severe issues who aren't at the absolute extreme end of the spectrum? No amount of therapy or meds are going to make me as capable or independent or successful as other adults. I really don't know how to get through the rest of my life, when I can barely drag myself through each day now. \*Due to this I wasn't sure where to post this thread. Sorry if this isn't appropriate for this sub or entirely ADHD related, I figured maybe that was the 'biggest' problem overall.",4.683348214285715,5.946464209821433,5.831607142857145,78.18839285714286,69.84821428571428,9.171428571428573,29.17857142857143,9.516144504307137,2.6804428571428573,909,34,170,20,16,303,141,224,0.171,0.733,0.096,-0.943,4,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,13,13,0,2,9,0,17,5,0,5,3,32,27,19,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,14,6,26,24,8,20,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,10,13,115,28,9,0.1154140982882044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27741063556804263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829146928819757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497596897269957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102074390908703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232976362772959,0.0,0.09940599373769557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222263436406864,0.0,0.0,0.07622992342307408,0.10439865948350716,0.0,0.0,0.10372674959742001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119641125739666,0.0,0.06559249177612535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020603059553462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267978947381306,0.0,0.0,0.07735963725780434,0.12194133151519213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046233308877667,0.3435920515905852,0.10258535351604764,0.0,0.0,0.0634285700797702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304078164269084,0.11277099726466107,0.0,0.10191276327278598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624187823483893,0.0,0.0,0.07703980681253718,0.0,0.1159489744396738,0.0,0.12819904495219894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901446765333214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777762250663147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498222142435172,0.0,0.16002720752565133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053480275663112,0.0,0.0,0.3313071151421157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313665112136966,0.07393722671031225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336104582645953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038507974868802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765013876470493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919663394224554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065587461816488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877642176688393,0.11995943939041162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625779533064582,0.13198607983096486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414327219047603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402283812908923,0.0,0.11761682625794655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Johnwaynio,2019/06/09,"ADHD and athletic endurance Does anyone else with ADHD notice that they are always subconsciously tense or tight? If so, do you think it may affect my athletic endurance since I would be using unnecessary energy on being tense? If so how can I stop it?",7.022101449275365,8.21762889130435,7.833478260869569,66.2107971014493,64.43478260869566,10.481159420289854,28.3768115942029,10.504223727775694,3.2800376811594205,203,6,31,5,3,68,38,46,0.156,0.802,0.042,-0.6911,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,13,9,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.646732789831564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388540136351615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813798895213535,0.2756910650226533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546245308469824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477105583909396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063347035977848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257510511524325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495216336835466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240734835665503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232387604618096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911375647014452,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oBlackPlasmao,2019/06/09,"Thinking of going in for an assessment Hi all, So I have been on reddit for a while and I feel like I would be right in that most of you probably going to roll your eyes in believe ""not another ""do I have adhd post"""" &#x200B; well... pretty much this is it. &#x200B; So about me, I am a 24 year old male, recently graduated from college. So I am currently unemployed and today my dad was like ""why are you always so forgetful?! Im a bit the same way but thats because I am 72 years old, at your age you shouldn't be like that."" &#x200B; So It got me thinking, I have been suspecting that I have add for a while and just never thought to get an assessment. I am very forgetful, as in like really forgetful. One time I lost my keys to my bike and keys, I was in college and figure it turn up eventually and I walked to my university (was living really close, like half a mile), and it was found by my housemate the next day... in the freezer. When I order food at a restaurant, and the wrong dish gets served to me, and I have been unsure sometimes if it was indeed what I had ordered. Recently I lost my glasses, had them on this morning in bed, got up and swore I had put them in my hand and not unsure where I placed them. Checked multiple rooms ect. Also I have very vivid daydreams as well, enough so that I will be in my own little world so much so that my mom called me out and said I was a bit senile (my parents are old and they troll on each other alot) just like my dad because my mouth was moving while I looked into space (mildy acting out my part in the daydream). Just things like this that make me want to get checked out. &#x200B; Just when I think about adhd things make sense. I flunked kindergartern (did repeat), I constantly get restless leg syndrome ( I am a big dude, been told I look like a boxer/fighter/bodybuilder which I do doo) and have been told that I make the ground shake a bit when I restless shake my leg and then I notice I had been shaking my leg. Coffee sometimes makes me not think clearly, and other times I have been able to go to sleep right after I have taken a cup. I once got into a car accident (light rear bump hit the other car, only damage was to my car) and when the guy asked me what happened (I hit him, he was nice) I just said that it was because I was looking around to see what there was to eat because I was hungry. But not sure if that was really it, think I just blanked out. When I get excited its really really hard to like pay attention, once ran a red light with a truck coming at me and thank god nothing happened to me. I was shook after. &#x200B; I am from a first generation/low income so mental awareness wasnt really ever discussed in my family. My older sister once told me however that she was prescribed pills for anxiety. I got my degree in statistics and have always done extremely well in my programming/project based electives, since I feel like programming is forgiving when I get distracted as opposed to taking a theoretical exam. Heck I once made a mistake of 5+5 =25 and 2/5 = .2 due to not paying enough attention amongst other things like this as well. I once had a roommate that he hates it when I jump into a conversation, I remember he said he though it was a bit annoying that I wouldn't be in a conversation, hear one interesting word in middle of the conversation and then jump into it not knowing what the premiss of the foundation was on. &#x200B; Anyways think thats pretty much it. I was telling my dad about how I think I have adhd and he never heard of it so I had to tell him what it was in spanish, he kinda trolled me (a bit seriously too) to go get that checked since I am still on my parents insurance (been job hunting for first job), then he also said it could be because im masturbating too much..... fml (im serious about this :(, that was so awkward)",4.7846258503401335,5.1921866847545255,5.693922375151613,82.3742358803987,69.10335917312662,8.850667088540844,29.36180984021516,8.841846274778883,2.143868248694827,3010,105,617,49,49,992,317,774,0.1,0.8109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6713,9,0,0,0,1,0,125.0,0,5,4,4,44,39,2,8,36,0,72,11,7,6,6,97,132,58,0,8,16,7,4,11,0,4,1,6,2,2,49,36,3,1,18,1,5,19,11,18,4,5,57,19,102,21,77,63,18,110,0,4,7,0,47,48,1,5,50,432,151,10,0.04404108746607456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878648596157016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043928347002636,0.0732914256594642,0.2863109992159188,0.3210884508511367,0.0,0.04618092022133488,0.03369131136578965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920590509757088,0.041172471670981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342351907236205,0.0,0.0,0.049619224099128674,0.0,0.0,0.2404073048565239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497087439163442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793749718763311,0.0,0.047592769667865666,0.0,0.0351632246857575,0.0,0.0,0.028402857987356693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506932321676544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506502734733353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101243255443656,0.0,0.0,0.03983768501290609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151801770660561,0.0,0.044536994218926436,0.06292592337117807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492265300048613,0.05325465778017987,0.04828877921290646,0.0,0.0,0.16106755330520922,0.0,0.10011825973691643,0.0,0.14089472350610485,0.0,0.0,0.04360760072132162,0.07789077639664957,0.0,0.039452163818433146,0.043481456018248085,0.0,0.0,0.04963750638300731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271579585574054,0.0,0.08740796731760286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024203829897414684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667875808135505,0.04414073964982379,0.038889087102670174,0.0,0.11095026432056757,0.0,0.0961520989535208,0.0,0.0,0.04167274182934559,0.11759107147301433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044383057591481916,0.0,0.0,0.051580389357923466,0.0,0.04680870614870453,0.1295010668801447,0.0,0.06793440340151458,0.0,0.046838196155414166,0.0,0.0,0.042258611218395935,0.0501410699824882,0.13864113836194708,0.2345116040288296,0.05968676131862876,0.0334952315853576,0.0,0.0,0.09780483143952932,0.047692205953115616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046013562734406314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217918771148619,0.08961123801948936,0.047483741150290526,0.0,0.0,0.044273457133385666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928309020358104,0.0,0.08697052143273627,0.0,0.04988996680215473,0.07522169611922808,0.16757263795114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03509504469164529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286248531995433,0.0,0.04407289341273663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711552326327661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517126934059904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150820373191413,0.0,0.033113416793526244,0.0,0.07698770326971299,0.04054711623205134,0.0,0.0,0.08777682470318535,0.1975382538296304,0.04327014482660367,0.034963704010855384,0.05136142454102333,0.0,0.04174580132864676,0.12624943923952356,0.0,0.0,0.04790405644646209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267701903063192,0.025976574452720915,0.03495776528668629,0.0,0.0,0.15839290701590866,0.0,0.03974023128518195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03128552493536952,0.04815201545841656,0.3210884508511367,0.05672203276876061 adhd,Penaan,2019/06/09,"I’m sick of this I’m so sick of when I’m excited, it’s so amplified. It’s like a thousand emotions and it almost hurts. I hate that when I’m trying to learn something I can never focus. I hate that I have to be moving, and not just walking it’s tiny things like moving my fingers or my leg. I hate that my school doesn’t feel that my ADHD is part of my focusing issue. I wish it’d all stop.",-0.2702020202020208,1.4854367272727274,2.571060606060609,94.04464646464649,85.13636363636364,5.2747474747474765,18.868686868686872,6.42735559955562,-0.07686010101010066,304,8,72,3,9,107,52,88,0.23399999999999999,0.652,0.114,-0.9051,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,12,15,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,0,2,11,3,5,13,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,46,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232333135127216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358210739001144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745903870943256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774842707833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725905855208997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695311436526875,0.0,0.0,0.20177590851155214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889282519591813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109372426092669,0.0,0.0,0.1491003421641073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934677777746044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565021382825293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488272210508697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162422005116267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284332526871259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312516256740945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222308519549988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sam-Howes,2019/06/09,"Talking to self? Might sound a bit odd, but I feel to try and organise some thoughts, I tend to vocalise them a lot with myself. They can be my views on certain things and whatnot or just trying to remember something quickly. Sometimes I feel it's almost practising for social events, instead of just blurting out an opinion and others it's just because my mind is just too busy. It's like having a power point presentation with 100 slides, and trying to watch it all within one minute and then trying to recall what I've seen. Not sure if others talk aloud to themselves or not, but it's just something weird I've always done and wondered if anyone else did the same",6.166220930232559,6.749754488372099,5.883246124031007,81.60300872093026,66.13178294573643,7.69031007751938,30.85368217054264,7.1686216300943375,1.8725728682170544,535,19,97,4,8,166,89,129,0.05,0.903,0.048,0.1918,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,3,37,13,13,0,2,13,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,6,8,3,14,7,5,9,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,10,5,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735173166298973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737107918411935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384058227355367,0.1814718133758069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796561667849898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336004800925305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812467076684551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795405536325046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910594159147802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652780491669314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057398948542167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788746971687112,0.17883227553940118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001543631312105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674277548240569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063297123608387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476607539116327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054302085425225,0.0,0.2726983989153973,0.17516794852169046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692563213024544,0.0,0.0,0.28471126744923303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766510900349575,0.0,0.0,0.1406068648819772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809887320832893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207002708744647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BigBubowski22,2019/06/09,"I need advice for switching off Ritalin to either adderal or vyvance I have been on Ritalin for quite a while and have been starting to have troubles with it. It just doesn’t work like it used to. It seems to only last about an hour I feel like I I would need to dose 5 times a day just for it to work properly. I talked to my doctor about this and she upped my dose and suggested if that doesn’t work I switch to adderal or vyvance. Just needing some advice on what’s worked for some of you switching off Ritalin because I know this is pretty common after taking it for an extended period. Thanks 🙏",3.7244990892531895,4.957585803278692,4.688469945355191,85.59250455373406,72.11475409836065,7.717304189435335,26.67030965391621,8.167268648758528,1.6296036429872491,476,16,96,7,9,155,70,122,0.026000000000000002,0.879,0.096,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,6,0,1,0,21,19,7,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,12,3,23,16,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,11,71,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35409036170566577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044451208624324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684491135886918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544350275479185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160911102709124,0.12943369892130635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784239716594549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995707671448933,0.14768436505851448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770289744072006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40302388378658255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779413914184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843233023910248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927052528099092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493777344914864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823881951954816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362234128604656,0.14562412546821762,0.0,0.16680448862226346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564643002532632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647974095531114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275993729439544,0.0,0.0,0.12870375190821234,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,handarel,2019/06/09,"My overly jealous brain can't stop thinking about something stupid and i really hate it. *First post here, on mobile, and english isn't my first language.* I have a female friend (let's call her A) on whom i have a (small) crush on (we talked about this and I'm mostly fine with it). There is a social media app i like and use. You can anonymously post short texts and people in your area can vote and comment on them (called Jodel). There is a post from a girl (let's call her B), she posts about a festival currently in our city and that she has met a cute guy. They wanna go on a date today and she really likes him. I talk with other people in the comments. I'm happy for her. I also casually chat with A in WhatsApp. She also was on this festival. And just as B tells us that she is on the date now, A doesn't answer anymore. And my lovely brain does what it does best: ""what if A and B are the same person? What if the girl you like has a date, right now?"" Most of my friends *wouldn't even have this idea*. I mean, it is ridiculous! Really. On this festival where thousands of people. This app is used by thousands of people in my city alone. *And as far as i know A doesn't even have this app*. And there are hundreds of reasons why she doesn't answer. It's late, she might have fallen asleep. She reads a book. Plays a game. Draws. Paints her nails. I. Don't. Know. Everything would be more likely. And the only thing my brain tells me: ""What if?"" It's not impossible, therefore it could happen. Right now. What if? What if. What if. Think about it. What if? **What. If.** I fucking hate you brain. You do this every time.",-0.7347018014993836,1.3817406193353463,0.9177760993622036,99.4001328745664,100.51057401812687,3.7811569878035134,13.68249972026407,5.707465007346926,-0.9837513035694304,1239,25,279,11,54,396,157,331,0.068,0.792,0.141,0.9739,1,1,1,0,0,0,76.0,3,5,2,3,17,22,6,0,21,0,31,7,5,4,0,49,47,27,0,12,10,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,4,29,18,0,1,9,6,0,2,8,6,0,4,2,0,40,16,32,38,5,40,0,0,0,2,44,21,1,11,17,198,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472108942296717,0.0,0.14627505427388365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907000213193287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597768810698824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40838166914264906,0.2801611587309578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302037082110055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006795492838655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081197629507595,0.0,0.07705583199707226,0.0,0.08219497705631723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558527279245984,0.0,0.0,0.14131773807394568,0.08454982601313261,0.0,0.0,0.05197669239159691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055606258373516,0.08087445657864377,0.09735687482572918,0.0,0.180588217984448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032429699985809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052392237597688,0.0,0.1031666293985212,0.0,0.0,0.18704041641743546,0.0,0.17872360926688832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825428329907469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962266355582204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702062463086958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955659649986858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536169831216728,0.07985606665155617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503592125181883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148099567544332,0.0,0.17576763978381713,0.09403225322950744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620626929142087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322812576282624,0.0,0.07040748656224569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646151706008203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147018132976064,0.15987358075541624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075946623785649,0.11720293959627102,0.0,0.0,0.05332887269870575,0.0,0.08668982780969056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001060360795023,0.15797766537556912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252503719136005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496789337522778,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LeftysArePeopleToo,2019/06/09,"Caloric Intake Advice on Adderall IR So I was recently prescribed 20mgs of Adderall IR for my ADHD. I work in entertainment and my work hours are pretty long & bustling. I absolutely love how my prescription allows me to remain in the zone for 10 hours every day, but my appetite/desire to even touch food has gone completely awol. I'll go all day with no food and then force chicken down my throat when I get home, but I still feel that I am becoming increasingly thin. I'm already a pretty small person ( 5'6, 108 lbs) and am starting to worry that I will lose too much weight soon .... any recommendations for liquid calories / foods I can painlessly consume at meetings and such? Thanks!",6.771484375,7.5690394296875,6.5984374999999975,76.2528125,64.859375,9.2125,32.40625,9.188382445141503,2.810590625,549,21,97,9,8,173,97,128,0.098,0.773,0.129,0.5022,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,2,1,11,15,10,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,4,14,3,13,12,3,21,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,11,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882374378668453,0.14540162114590538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419996413613486,0.0,0.0,0.16122028413516384,0.0,0.1011863073061519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433336968215348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600965920775348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919220783349252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827828170447216,0.0,0.1253669544397546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523567256059073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397737407307917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773971095347798,0.0,0.08456413302025019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492544092698538,0.0,0.29306795706730704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316796798969386,0.0,0.16646453986508816,0.0,0.0,0.1342940996766139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938209947609463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992283140910124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027578254716793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691799003706787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105318496454749,0.0,0.11882858958295625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369912637173188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119330759665095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665035945085032,0.15110944853801891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bridgekit,2019/06/09,"Locked myself INTO my house today Well I can technically leave but not practically. Yesterday I went out with my roommate but had to grab something from my car. She has my spare car key and our spare house key in her car since shes usually home and has the code unlock so I can get into her car if I lock myself out of mine. Took my keys with me to lock up the house and ended up leaving them in her car. Well today she works 7am-9pm at a job that's half an hour away, and of course I didnt wake up at 6am and remember my keys, so I cant go out unless I uber all the way there and back which I cant afford because I have to be able to lock up the house and let myself back in. The real kicker is that I had some critical errands to run today since I have a flight out at six tomorrow morning. Guess I either have to leave the apartment unlocked to do laundry, waste a ton of money, or just sit around until she gets home at ten tonight and then frantically do the laundry. Also theres no food in my house. I was on my way out to grab lunch and do the laundry when my keys weren't in the bowl. Paying the ADHD tax today!",4.2386781268524025,3.779644145228215,5.420666864256077,86.85959543568468,70.20331950207469,8.213515115589805,25.927978660343804,7.447530270364453,1.0484567871962065,873,21,201,8,14,292,129,241,0.067,0.915,0.018000000000000002,-0.8762,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,12,3,0,1,14,0,21,3,1,0,1,32,27,20,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,19,2,0,1,0,3,9,6,1,2,3,7,2,36,2,39,18,4,51,0,0,0,0,9,24,0,4,15,146,39,4,0.10389293656754883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248591202968296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308314383758468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248674012677192,0.0,0.0,0.09761083385155173,0.15977451058438025,0.0,0.06333216983220401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201830474153892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562775128894638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085595426674411,0.0,0.05904475006500074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444978262239165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084261725790416,0.0,0.10231361488064787,0.5993924993313862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309770860019483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300228566076776,0.0,0.10623756660212746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182529068722936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769044441343733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188262145731906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799818583193414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939134239352754,0.0,0.11542887524343864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442339174563433,0.0,0.0,0.16493075445835134,0.0,0.0,0.1868244540286348,0.09630979305690916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563529518007812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Starfire911,2019/06/09,"I Once Went On A Shopping Spree Online And Spent Over One Thousand Dollars The title says it all, i didn't know i had ADHD at the time, and i wasn't getting treatment for it, and i still regret it to this day. Can anyone else relate? ADHDer's BEWARE the website Wish, that is where i did the deed. Their prices are so cheap you literally go crazy and can not stop, please don't do what i did.",2.0034843205574937,3.6153355853658553,3.2249128919860617,92.80597560975613,77.29268292682926,5.173519163763067,20.25087108013937,5.288315135182226,-0.24502996515679465,306,7,67,1,7,99,62,82,0.09300000000000001,0.847,0.06,-0.3765,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,1,10,17,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,1,5,2,4,1,0,2,7,1,9,0,5,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34289738151331817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950132354251102,0.29234251236126824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840068234846452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834698873790594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906713594671264,0.0,0.16215307413079033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568035814412929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30385488211673983,0.1933391942320728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131940246035672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268967166281049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278557162158601,0.23853903496946324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637150711465332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644931005023447,0.0,0.0,0.32810218482203724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aradicaldame,2019/06/09,"Waiting for medication.. and it's going terribly. I lived in Colorado but unfortunately moved to the shitty bible belt in RURAL south-eastern Kentucky for family and every day I get more and more livid at every ""professional"" here. I've been trying to find a doctor to prescribe me the Adderall that I've been taking for years. I've seen 2 Psychologists, 3 Nurse Practitioners and 2 Therapists. the majority tried to mis-diagnose me as Bipolar, the rest refuse to prescribe stimulants. I had a fucking Psychologist tell me that I just ""had no interests"" despite the fact that I spent all my free time in CO hiking and skiing. I had to redo evaluation. twice. Now I found a doctor that is willing to prescribe, after waving a document in front of his face proving that I'm not a liar/drug addict and it is... so frustrating. I was an avid user of Marijuana. without Adderall, the Marijuana helped me. but of course, Marijuana is a schedule 1 drug here. They put off giving me the meds for another month. I stopped smoking. Fast forward 2 more months of no smoking and I STILL AM NOT BEING PRESCRIBED THE MEDICATION I NEED. instead, they'd rather try every non-stimulant in their arsenal than give me what has been working for me for years. currently, they wanted to try me on nortriptyline, an anti fucking depressant that ""takes a month to even kick in"". This is the ONLY person who prescribes within a 5 hour drive that accepts my insurance. I don't have a job so I cannot pay out of pocket. I can't work without medication because I will fuck up and I will lose yet another job. I feel trapped. Is this shit even worth putting up with? Is there even a light at the end of this tunnel? Should I say fuck this and call my other family in CO to come get me from this hellscape?",3.9217302410741546,6.020080023598823,5.224422744380025,78.4266371681416,73.24778761061947,8.215685077815076,29.09378496592412,8.939507131559953,2.5894808463025125,1404,59,255,30,29,467,193,339,0.17600000000000002,0.767,0.057,-0.993,3,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,4,3,14,12,6,0,22,0,25,14,2,1,3,34,45,14,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,17,12,0,3,5,1,4,8,9,9,0,1,10,4,35,4,44,29,6,40,0,2,1,4,14,16,5,0,18,177,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454804206472874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011245766336263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846136407465868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792732615019356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261163943715744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061849274121361424,0.0,0.08260081018082226,0.09733916896856068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632084790889714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224332491709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494128069953714,0.0,0.0,0.1900283835414307,0.0,0.24240635152063994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081696280384524,0.0,0.04849126037270703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765328283412986,0.0,0.0,0.10515230347081353,0.0,0.3546418108249456,0.1002103506713036,0.18399711737984628,0.05450368492651895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642815234024066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444479014661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033716020493116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468379518755582,0.0,0.0,0.1072905321464369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065262222054898,0.2898354851198443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964573596783985,0.1019293375035078,0.0,0.07111059830186311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293828533042156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373849308177941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281729942543369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626563492706326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984426899971708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658797856227248,0.08017890795067434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421371210385706,0.0,0.08382314141805931,0.0,0.0,0.11135036600500728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592160526795295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260446411063102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656586653270841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848934607245989,0.0,0.1396365398542968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351632201933956 adhd,ugugu,2019/06/09,"ADHD is being excited to look up something cool online, then the second you can type it in the search bar you've forgotten what it was. Or having to write a very important list of things to remember, only to forget the most important ones.",9.626739130434784,7.326956456521742,9.79739130434783,65.78565217391306,60.52173913043478,13.547826086956524,36.04347826086956,12.161744961471696,4.4197304347826085,191,6,33,5,2,64,38,46,0.075,0.75,0.175,0.6232,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,7,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832338743482384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376542138514544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272466495602278,0.3058074577285101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554894291459732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095484189007907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671306366057638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317662451206906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlanSmithee23,2019/06/09,"ADHD and supplements/vitamins I realized through my 7 year old daughter(who has ADHD) that I’ve had it my whole life and had no idea. I’ve never been on any ADHD meds but the past few years I’ve been consistently taking multi-vitamins, fish oil, and a few other very safe vitamins. My concentration and energy level has dramatically improved. I’ve gotten multiple raises at my job, and will soon be making well over 100k a year. Has anyone else seen great improvements with the use vitamins and supplements?",4.501182795698924,7.257834602150535,5.8227956989247325,71.72086021505378,73.94623655913979,9.724731182795699,26.46236559139785,9.994966539143718,3.328862365591398,410,15,66,13,9,137,64,93,0.016,0.76,0.22399999999999998,0.971,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,2,1,14,14,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,2,5,3,5,6,3,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,7,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399846935735659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071045769033245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411662137458435,0.18187631176645566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828384309265644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957014630291532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038315054993025,0.0,0.0,0.1761477396545667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253780392689126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848691875116202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971696250509784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690389985248402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626313592105745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694499703696092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133462742571856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330856088755626,0.0,0.1464613927076142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959959603447638,0.0,0.0,0.19817958724216644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34292495870055395 adhd,Dippies4mytendies,2019/06/09,"I worry about long term effects and Parkinson’s. That’s why I don’t take my meds on the weekend. Can we discuss this? Here’s what I take and it’s been very helpful during the weekdays: I’ll take a 40mg vyvanse at like 7:30 with IR adderall 5mg at like 2pm. Been doing that for like over 5 years. But I don’t take it on the weekend to give my brain a break. My doc was like “Dude, take it on the weekends, too.” So I did and was very productive and less grumpy with my wife. I’m 32. I exercise. Try to get enough sleep (the 6 month old makes hard). I try to eat clean and drink enough h2o. But what about long term. The meds have been v helpful personally and professionally.",0.11104166666666516,2.1853480208333345,1.7686111111111131,98.41250000000002,86.15277777777777,4.711111111111111,19.416666666666664,5.985473137389443,-0.34290833333333337,521,15,126,4,16,169,85,144,0.022000000000000002,0.838,0.14,0.9323,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,0,11,5,2,2,0,13,20,9,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,12,4,14,14,5,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,14,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094269845499629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412328534513297,0.0,0.14752309237659372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793470203987543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532348235355774,0.1383021168095275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914904417089176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932697834595052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817389919916502,0.0,0.0,0.255173885351202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623537097777088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202833226202501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507604703417637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128338363233984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588469881016287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427528194134384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419938622122089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957655124080588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791261701621405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009205044447808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641281451664684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928415022966714 adhd,anonmediquestioner,2019/06/09,"Mother stealing meds from minor This is a throwaway account to avoid being recognized. I (24) learned today from my sibling who has ADHD (17) that our mother has been stealing medication again. I’ve been completely no contact with our mother for five years due to other issues, but the rundown is 1) our mother is an alcoholic and drug abuser, 2) our mother has stolen medication before from my sibling and from places she’s worked, 3) I believe our mother got my sibling’s medication changed from Strattera to Vyvanse intentionally for her (mother’s) own benefit. 20 pills have gone missing since the prescription was refilled (my sibling only takes medication during the school year, on week days and only took 2 pills from the recent refill). My question is what to do in this situation? I’m not in the house, nor do I have contact with either parent. Any advice/similar experience stories will help...",5.971935021500242,8.2877508757764,6.536894409937887,70.25467749641663,68.19254658385093,8.183659818442429,32.881509794553274,8.841846274778883,3.2433474438604883,725,33,107,13,13,236,104,161,0.121,0.855,0.024,-0.9331,1,1,2,0,1,0,26.0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,7,0,16,8,0,1,0,12,22,5,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,6,0,15,1,17,14,2,14,0,1,0,0,20,4,0,1,8,72,21,3,0.0,0.17149270221818086,0.0,0.0,0.17394881544667964,0.0,0.0,0.1546825639579725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842785931338634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316269895940388,0.16307191137504706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531152552049121,0.0,0.15175666744680694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334503762612466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785192961535267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158305609418148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115761442676422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701587134051523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701001096027548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107048872750553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607730140927559,0.5832394887569391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016190441277084,0.0,0.0,0.16071614474155402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122202655335426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621414244683239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291284699441567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464841548265556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973005386908,0.16269332182671065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882613073294163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371961722123129,0.0,0.16081096894808536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161013387936742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537211836233497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641505321003746 adhd,Daimonlin,2019/06/09,I was never a coffee or energy drink person. It just never did anything for me. Anybody else? Anybody knows why?,0.9321428571428568,3.2028992380952417,3.314642857142857,80.64910714285716,104.23809523809523,4.0047619047619065,19.535714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.7528000000000001,88,3,13,1,4,30,19,21,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.2901,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204956037784405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815263498225885,0.0,0.0,0.32534711206533473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403917311296328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007571360239896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400648536220961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514305909291991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,batty_ashes,2019/06/09,"Should I bring ADHD up with my psych? I've had anxiety for most of my life. I've been in therapy for it in the past and am currently taking Lexapro, which has helped so much. I've taken it for about a year and a half now. When I first saw a psychiatrist, I thought that I might have ADHD as well as anxiety, but we decided to try anxiety meds first to see if my symptoms were due to anxiety. I haven't brought it up since starting the meds since we were focusing mainly on anxiety, but I find that I still have some ADHD symptoms without the anxiety. For instance, I am having a hard time keeping a job without becoming either bored or extremely overwhelmed. If I focus on one important thing I need to do, others slip from my mind. At work and when it comes to paying bills, this adds to my stress. I sometimes have to call my husband after I leave to make sure he takes the dog out because I had forgotten to in my daily morning rush. I rarely drink caffeine, but I decided to bring a thermos of coffee to work one day, and I felt like superwoman. I was more productive than ever, and I wasn't jittery or anything. I slept fine. I need outer structure in order to be productive or else it's hard to motivate myself. Again, not stemming from anxiety. And I am constantly jumping back and forth between hobbies/interests. I wish I could do all of them at the same time. I feel unfullfilled because I start so many things but rarely finish them. I guess I thought it was a personality thing and didn't bring it up at my appointments. From what I listed, does this seem possibly ADHD? Is it something I should let my psychiatrist know about?",4.786691134952001,5.770150447204973,5.766007905138341,79.79213438735181,69.37267080745342,9.33280632411067,31.717108977978548,9.573946990214177,2.9313614906832277,1292,55,250,28,22,427,175,322,0.079,0.845,0.076,0.625,2,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,2,5,12,7,0,2,12,0,27,5,1,2,3,54,52,23,0,8,13,1,4,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,18,14,1,1,10,1,2,7,6,3,1,5,16,6,43,4,46,30,8,43,0,1,2,0,9,14,0,10,22,187,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231807121753438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713999653098341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244134333045815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676897801055966,0.0,0.10732476998671613,0.09722242547838607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988866340051284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758302114666336,0.0,0.09512935896502664,0.0,0.07028494132288061,0.0,0.0,0.056772188127900976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770358099617056,0.0,0.0,0.08623606992194822,0.0,0.0,0.07353792554044199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962834406099313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044510707612129295,0.0,0.0845227845988758,0.0,0.0804579962138737,0.1497568643647926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697517570866383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771551351275126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900477882066318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735637742232343,0.07824527504287487,0.0,0.0,0.04837908864535435,0.0,0.0,0.09321125758999696,0.0,0.09001683054386653,0.062178324515117164,0.04300710284364508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876083345907605,0.08924879284159852,0.0,0.0,0.1955633857800085,0.0,0.0,0.09338611722469364,0.08888539439190518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471231640629414,0.1305465366257755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930306604478677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403477441627985,0.0,0.07686456389863723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924080918371617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014866181699354,0.08013937615898929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563896090640693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776993880026914,0.08706410597420917,0.0,0.1246164390454836,0.0,0.07030102113633782,0.0,0.10083828190733699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296740955323767,0.18299414112022386,0.1323754904239918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067019086295946,0.0,0.1754500342020966,0.0,0.0,0.13977227099020245,0.10266222004341803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976671859194967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914971020904962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101230370750063,0.16971591801188535,0.0,0.1281740492957427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668855431341632 adhd,jennythegreat,2019/06/09,"Is avoiding hydration an ADD/ADHD thing? How can you get around it and stay hydrated? I know I need to hydrate, especially when medicated, but I never seem to want to. I can feel my mouth getting dry, I can tell the headaches are going to start, but I just DON'T WANT TO DRINK ANYTHING. I have tried flavoring the water, and that helps until I intentionally shun it. It's almost like I'm angry with it.",2.2878797468354435,4.647991253164558,4.094161392405066,83.29795094936712,79.50632911392404,6.987974683544303,23.799050632911392,8.07648339933343,1.485340506329114,315,11,62,6,8,106,58,79,0.12300000000000001,0.797,0.08,-0.3364,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,7,4,1,2,1,18,18,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,8,18,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805379410907985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566732576499319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093428902836772,0.2281843019004196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511016949893952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960602375199867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267839297008894,0.0,0.14567585640924674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180977736755565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086995351116802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522783599016946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582212717638323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900623292051504,0.19769425519724249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333493769733276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142871710286215,0.2732091923886964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240400429705237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702914685775471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402838923406394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023751902937524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jacksasspimple,2019/06/09,"Not an interesting title. Just wondering, aside from the smartness and idiosyncrasies, how many of you relate to doctor house. Means, it feels like he is the embodiment of ADHD, kind of. It seems more relevant in season 6,episode 9. I don't know friends, it's not about smartness, but being out of place and distracted.",5.258421052631576,7.805261859649125,5.41740350877193,76.52715789473685,70.75438596491226,8.770526315789473,28.94385964912281,9.3871,2.8765185964912288,254,10,43,6,5,80,48,57,0.10800000000000001,0.797,0.095,-0.1916,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451775196399117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29397749272894685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452249141695858,0.205186990745276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219021776642092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33140841568980484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29909100794395005,0.15784626605688482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031910868675868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29119169241489073,0.0,0.3128621543061828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30007933027062217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614704337147388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114732314346809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JSlaughter03,2019/06/09,I Don’t understand Why when I try to search the internet about the ups and downs of ADHD they respond with bullshit sites ?? I’m a 32m that is trying to explain to my wife why is seems like I’m distant then all the sudden I’m so lovey dovey,0.7549056603773607,2.4866543018867944,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,81.45283018867924,5.749433962264153,21.92075471698113,6.742157984588678,0.38109358490566025,190,6,44,2,5,64,41,53,0.08199999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.049,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,9,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075383283972625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656695808465485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087084685948673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604600897530587,0.0,0.0,0.3530202784606298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119790609385999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waitwhatsthat97,2019/06/09,Ritilan cravings? So I've been on ritilian for about a month now for adhd (20 mg twice daily) and I believe I'm starting to feel cravings for it. I've looked online and it seems like it shouldn't be addictive when used properly. It feels alot like a nicotine addiction but smoking doesent curve it.Has anyone else experienced this?I'm gonna talk to my doctor tommorow and see what he thinks.ive been feeling really antsy and cant seem to feel alot of enjoyment on they days I dont take it.,4.806830357142856,6.234927093750002,5.368988095238095,80.99625000000003,69.72916666666666,8.81904761904762,32.464285714285715,9.23628265651192,2.941778571428572,395,18,74,8,7,127,71,96,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,0,15,19,7,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,4,3,10,14,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,7,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296832297806118,0.236846707484341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779991964732086,0.2019273556563375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203683993580986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709753018425374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171534142776207,0.0,0.0,0.2309712660139933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463146866925762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985896045796295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925624758197807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549396278725936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573039526251394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625174713292833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570438265050536,0.3588206520195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949120286992855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481764085956567,0.15840199172565378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702101389611114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goof_yguy,2019/06/09,"Next month I’m going to take the college entrance exam. In my whole childhood, I kept fighting with every exams. Being a ADHD child, that was not so easy With more and more failures, I got less and less confidence. Thus, I always try to cheat myself for escaping from the reality. But, right now, this exam is really important to me. If I won’t get good grades, I could loose the opportunity to study in college, That’s so intense and makes me crazy. The time is already 3:42 AM, but I can’t sleep at all. So I’m listening to the music(Life is a struggle shout out to Shawn) and writing this stuff.",3.8058945386064025,5.262626067796614,5.023333333333333,82.40010357815444,72.22033898305084,7.617325800376648,27.517890772128066,8.167268648758528,1.8118387947269303,468,17,91,7,9,155,82,118,0.124,0.7929999999999999,0.084,-0.6812,0,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,7,0,9,1,1,2,1,17,18,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,10,2,14,12,6,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,63,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003390660510717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275778052902717,0.0,0.2079422395314153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953001662912986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055701671819493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056583923608908,0.0,0.14202763120213624,0.20960972750125773,0.19987306891904968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681453888351122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994729955057532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26577841313722245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009651231367325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341879778762388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500869938444261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612565493186115,0.28608316931931616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878985975406216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457224982115632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967011894819758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790116985939628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RaptureHarvest,2019/06/09,"I maybe have ADD So I don’t really know what the point of my post is, I just felt like sharing it with people who could maybe understand why this fills up so much space in my head. Last November I was diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety and PTSD. I’ve had it for several years but haven’t turned to a doctor before. Since this I’ve started to get antidepressants, go to therapy and see a psychiatrist. I’ve only recently started at the psychiatrist, as he had a long waiting list.. After two sessions with him, he think I maybe have ADD. Due to this me and my SO got a question sheet we should answer on our own about me. And I’ve also gotten one I have to answer with my family. Next time my psychiatrist wants me to try out some medicine to see if it helps me or just makes me “high”.. Sorry if this post is not relevant, I just needed to get it out, as I feel like it’s a lot atm.",4.031229508196724,4.52536749180328,5.510505464480874,82.71690573770493,70.80327868852459,9.378688524590164,26.17896174863388,9.516144504307137,1.9980240437158463,693,20,150,15,12,235,111,183,0.04,0.9,0.06,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,12,3,1,1,0,37,31,14,0,6,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,13,0,1,8,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,6,4,21,3,24,23,4,23,0,1,2,0,9,9,0,6,12,97,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608613408381223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148260456202766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128817397466483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591619860584853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425768802928365,0.13464454376044013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357805458863837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505766033782187,0.0,0.06707560479955055,0.0947705259799116,0.12737197857458454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861610992969733,0.0,0.07539229960514872,0.0,0.10609830050252142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614484007526753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889175085677853,0.14015990475285464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290507845473848,0.10813354692207414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296194820829075,0.0,0.0,0.11739769006231934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278064057587225,0.0,0.0,0.08854989404210559,0.0,0.3998167892310861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751850720407836,0.09836383612416892,0.0,0.0,0.14108272863682805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989213763043095,0.10089198680292198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196798938457636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540419167857272,0.0,0.2540983804874207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506948821065786,0.0,0.14860673104457567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498377477628659,0.0,0.1309832517245632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142166322117886,0.0,0.0,0.2997303724946237,0.0,0.10973563339300084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484991813909999,0.18779128585824506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170538280948634,0.0,0.0,0.08500155290830673,0.0,0.0,0.07735363993180278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006571702641572,0.14429323823262294,0.12958707627888805,0.13810110892117927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824481524154411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970273679559748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542706395322279 adhd,SleepPingGiant,2019/06/09,"I love my ADHD, but coupling it with depression makes it unbearable. As well all know ADHD has benefits and downsides. I honestly think the advantages outweigh the bad, and I mean this strictly for me I know everyone is different. I personally can mostly manage my tics and my mess of a brain in a way that seems chaotic to most but is ultimately efficient, at least for me. But holy fuck when depression rears it's head it's just too much sometimes. My mind racing through every thing I need to do, am behind on, and did wrong while all I want to do is lay in bed and die just pushes me further into abyss. I want to not exist almost all the time but the nagging list of bullshit I need to do would never let me. I suppose in a way that stubbornness is a good thing if it keeps me going, but crawling out of this hole is one of the most difficult things I've ever done. I've been depressed for a long time, but this is the first time I've had it when things actually suck in my life and I'm failing. I'm not sure if neurotypical people feel this way about depression or not, I don't think I have ever gotten into a deep discussion with anyone that didn't have ADHD. Maybe I'm just over exaggerating it all or I'm being a bitch about it. Regardless I appreciate a place to vent about it and maybe it will help someone in a way like your stories help me. Thanks to all patrons of r/ADHD sharing your stories and experiences makes me feel part of a community I never knew I had or needed.",4.085807316304007,5.01870608278146,5.530491958372751,81.0257505518764,70.95364238410595,8.666288237149166,27.957111321349732,8.976282227363876,2.122905834121728,1175,41,238,22,21,397,155,302,0.221,0.645,0.134,-0.9902,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,3,13,24,5,0,16,0,25,5,2,2,10,65,52,23,1,9,17,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,21,13,0,2,9,0,0,2,7,14,1,2,8,2,29,10,35,40,11,32,0,5,0,2,8,14,3,10,13,173,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.09246532732563988,0.0,0.4554991038647809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488151183442277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625354916126851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911485501295583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577576204127577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048424689294568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264427189216568,0.0,0.09833872633538382,0.09899679023796393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696528743949896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714191517641295,0.07983354753729452,0.09054061825348277,0.0,0.09268668344727103,0.0,0.0,0.0958199976813284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059691232749075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875976857215151,0.0,0.0,0.053850352858866635,0.07947437898565637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724398534550656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702197006282942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422088161928136,0.0,0.0,0.10414761774219466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968914330587206,0.06692689501574964,0.04629156348927327,0.0,0.0,0.0838534846102508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551834443472274,0.0,0.12649681903208554,0.0,0.190384387545796,0.1032138702632891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567358891206898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965440835088832,0.2107746007846863,0.14615881674496325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420713197486716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260834041429236,0.0,0.0656898477167782,0.08273472530165654,0.09899679023796393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625963559883873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028396811815287,0.0,0.09371320835059366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893036464427121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723589571944322,0.0,0.0,0.2517989156966008,0.12142788167059272,0.0,0.0,0.165753830048745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177563046097153,0.3008423040180143,0.0,0.0,0.08519438867157278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730986182027332,0.1035976066749478,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kuujimori,2019/06/09,"Worried that even after several notes my from my therapist my psych STILL won't look into my ADHD 25 years old now, hoping to finally FINALLY get diagnosed. Graduated college (somehow, music Major though so that's not great money wise lol) and my life without that really rigid structure has been an absolute nightmare ever since. I haven't been able to hold on to a job for more than six months (usually more like three or four) before I have a total breakdown, developed a heavy reliance on alcohol that I'm just now getting out of (it seemed like the only thing that could slow me and my anxiety down) and my anxiety lately has been so bad I can't hardly get through the day without winding up at the mental health clinic here to calm down. My therapist, friends, and family are all covinced the root of my problems are ADHD related. My dad has it (unmedicated but diagnosed), my brother has it (diagnosed on Vyvanse), but I think maybe cause I was a girl I never got diagnosed as a child? I went to my psych after that all started to click with me and asked to be tested for ADHD she basically flat out told me no. ""That's something you should talk to your therapist about."" Which like lady, I DID. I felt really crestfallen after than especially because in just the past year alone they've had me up my anti depressants (didn't help much) try mood stabilizers (didn't help AT ALL), and three different anti-psychotics that I'm pretty sure just made things worse. Luckily I'm just on 20mgs of lexapro right now instead of the cocktail I was on before. I'm finally meeting with her again on Wednesday and my therapist has sent her some strongly worded letters. I think I can turn things around if I can get more focused treatment, but I'm so scared that she'll say no again, and around here it takes like a month to get seen by a psychiatrist. I really can't keep going like this. I don't know if I should bring any sort of paperwork or something this time or if my therapists letters will work. I'm just so burnt out from all the waiting considering I'm yet again out of a job due to my inability to focus and my anxiety.",6.436127925746567,6.526008636803876,7.006964285714287,75.47604771993545,65.53753026634382,10.5637207425343,33.431093623890234,10.317481424215053,3.3768096045197744,1689,67,317,38,24,556,221,413,0.124,0.7829999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9059,3,1,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,2,27,18,0,2,16,1,30,8,0,3,8,64,63,24,0,8,17,2,2,5,1,5,8,1,0,2,19,18,2,4,5,1,1,4,13,5,0,4,16,6,43,12,54,40,11,55,0,1,3,0,21,21,0,11,35,221,62,8,0.07650302807359385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582531885895895,0.0,0.0,0.08175847095417035,0.0,0.07923406497815473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202468249065957,0.0,0.1755738212349096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620782913866858,0.07152000409914162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387683290783343,0.04663553583822843,0.0,0.13019688435272606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858968356054218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061081442808713776,0.0,0.0,0.04933812416986448,0.0,0.06589194597880123,0.3105958524744318,0.0,0.0799293814974028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052952852536709,0.06920136877358063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212024627264545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345490422752579,0.251415983448457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910604971569225,0.0,0.19984837311206294,0.0,0.04347843386719719,0.0,0.06118646023506966,0.08434485853055178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853168642782907,0.0,0.0,0.08131914139935634,0.0,0.0,0.10255673420621787,0.0,0.0,0.07598476874423422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183490150431486,0.06799940645362071,0.0,0.0,0.04204406350221868,0.0,0.08629874790436687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540363511917081,0.18687757599773394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424327580184815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238901492906785,0.0,0.0,0.07685757440578958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770970585939465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212797425376147,0.0,0.05623852818532089,0.0,0.05900385151243578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027705876873388,0.0,0.0,0.05818400020844305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303079679430809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783108288590061,0.0,0.07320306590680782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702939626780734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533316796940544,0.0,0.06083827853082933,0.07659287716282097,0.0,0.0,0.06964548350540876,0.0,0.08642664600197378,0.0,0.06328409538295537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779153722167515,0.0,0.0,0.054149237029414266,0.0,0.061095417042562085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721031985832142,0.0,0.05752075619202567,0.061490236082356174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441295603190805,0.1524756374295144,0.0980401026653519,0.07516383665521653,0.0,0.044609530890767364,0.0,0.0,0.07310192178956221,0.0,0.05194053427131813,0.08321332614653902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425727715666803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091907347526205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749237809204255,0.0,0.055695115584243164,0.07769253855408892,0.0779631214435292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985308836581864 adhd,FredrikHAA,2019/06/09,"Constantly worried on Vyvanse I am constantly worried about my heart and having a heart attack, so much that it freezes me in place making me unable to do pretty much anything. I am scared stiff so to speak. Anyone have any techniques to overcome this unfounded fear?",7.7650000000000015,8.809320499999998,6.875,74.27000000000002,62.75,8.9,36.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.4635333333333334,216,10,33,3,3,66,38,48,0.263,0.68,0.057,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,5,3,2,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378424569961116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173204519047244,0.0,0.16680423118894191,0.0,0.0,0.2305996864942408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380918093490521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809303670780945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803992306769605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530333920577015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980145781495734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117775987149876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621803309586206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202937334185944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117019034756621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EzzaKent,2019/06/09,"ADHD and cannabis Does anybody else smoke cannabis to help with their adhd? I know I have it but haven't been diagnosed, the doctor dismissed it as anxiety which was annoying but I know from my own research and feelings what I have. I use cannabis daily to help calm my mind, but sometimes I feel like I over do it and it holds me back. My partner knows how I feel but I don't think she understands it well enough to support me either as we're on the verge of breaking up atm. She doesn't like me smoking, and sometimes I don't like that I do it either, but I get bored at home so my mind always strays and I get agitated and restless. Cannabis helps me to keep my mind focused rather than scrambled, like having a conversation in my head with just one person and not an argument with 20. Does anyone else relate to this or understand where I come from with the cannabis use?",3.498514285714286,5.150022708571427,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,73.34285714285714,6.828571428571428,27.357142857142854,7.447530270364453,1.3544857142857143,694,26,143,8,14,217,99,175,0.078,0.725,0.196,0.9701,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,1,1,5,0,11,3,1,3,0,40,27,17,0,1,11,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,1,2,10,12,0,2,9,0,1,1,5,3,1,1,2,3,27,7,20,25,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,99,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092862329591051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706844231648344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984365140963504,0.0,0.0,0.08997300089680373,0.1318434016366285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894362619256417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084267205112908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060306825067966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317049722643432,0.2252098432703345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498397555138515,0.0,0.0,0.13295633557892467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518681292821544,0.09192590451142946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445542433566485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205833183975066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587457118385848,0.0,0.12907216071562566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437282309233683,0.0,0.0,0.2121503034133993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514576765206513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897771520148945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719394531897877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235460753420916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545270007632866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601959391408442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245015583883658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679117630792047,0.0,0.22226888120962568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569485567772568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,birdvatcher,2019/06/09,"ADHD as a scapegoat? so i know i've had ADHD all my life. it's nothing new. recently, though, i've been looking way more into it, and i've just been thinking about it more often than usual. its nearing the end of the school year and what was left of my motivation just got chopped up into tiny bits and fed to the dogs. i don't overthink not working now. i'm kind of just like, ""adhd is a pain in the ass. guess i'll do something else because i know i wont be able to do this work."" i always have to wait for either an important upcoming event (in a few hours or so) or some poignant frustration with myself in order to get anything done. i write music, and its so easy to just burn an hour at the piano instead of working. suggestions would be cool. i don't know what to do. i don't really know what you guys can say to this. i'm just in a shitty cycle of slacking off and freaking out the period before its due. i can't wait till i go to college for music so i can be excited and motivated to work on all of my assignments. fucking hell.",2.3177245989304818,3.481268713636368,4.314331550802141,87.18061497326207,75.5,7.1764705882352935,25.213903743315512,7.724431198458867,1.2320374331550812,807,27,176,11,17,277,129,220,0.10800000000000001,0.809,0.083,-0.8170000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,6,14,9,3,0,12,1,21,5,1,2,2,35,37,15,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,11,10,1,2,7,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,7,3,16,4,34,25,8,28,1,0,1,2,5,13,3,5,13,123,27,9,0.1334781159380899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812442698856329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106448516941914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984111634450176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136702057677883,0.0,0.11358004553554185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457235320754579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365944552166813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150383832853077,0.0,0.1182219923173686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339836734705854,0.06973680647158066,0.0,0.07585868929200537,0.0,0.10675464277363596,0.0,0.1470411931616575,0.1321643201782025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289811416014724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899691758364194,0.2934243270610937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502436351843095,0.0,0.09427954070392824,0.06521066520728884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208800006547172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891399612779364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807585216729148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203012626503436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550949897243645,0.0,0.1317935365689734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614715521325592,0.0,0.13508697938585734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275797479987246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552738708302825,0.1311415712037624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700728705962687,0.0,0.0,0.10594871553676334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886946324784709,0.0,0.0,0.09481902388818243,0.0,0.0,0.0859555304121966 adhd,ayunalie33,2019/06/09,"How do you deal with excessive sweating while on ADHD meds? 22F here. My meds make me sweat so much, it’s literally wet, not damp, and I know it’s superficial compared to my productivity but it’s become a total turnoff for me to take my meds. It makes me anxious and uncomfortable when I’m outside, I feel gross, and at home I’m taking regular trips to the bathroom to freshen up. Without meds I’m quite sweaty, but on my meds it’s just excessive. I take 36 mg Concerta (I’m 42kg) (lowered from 54+mg) and now I feel it’s not a strong enough dose for my productivity to be assured. I must admit I feel that I have been plateauing in my focus on my mental health though and haven’t seen my psychiatrist in a while (I’m considering changing psychiatrists). Until then though was wondering if anyone has the same experience and how do you guys handle it?",3.882130177514792,5.407863366863909,5.469349112426038,79.00449704142015,72.13609467455622,8.513609467455622,28.384615384615394,9.057496981413335,2.304162130177516,675,26,134,14,13,229,102,169,0.087,0.879,0.034,-0.8595,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,9,3,0,0,5,0,9,4,2,4,3,28,26,19,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,5,20,2,18,21,4,14,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,6,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422410027845335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497296812575616,0.0,0.08972921283888358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172707465060774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575293635800434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229948844972866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325960812079924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125528416992826,0.0,0.0,0.1946579407823372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706389235496168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640558600218625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872243078465992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052515583961473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131852017079813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7127117647751616,0.0,0.12932341974574027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943351007033614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649154641697686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28945777048222443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25216122572608896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237026358019339,0.13916514299351793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adventure_pup,2019/06/09,"Keeping a budget while using a credit card Wondering what tricks some of you have found useful to stay on budget. I’m lucky enough to have a job where I get paid a decent salary. However, I cannot budget or save money for the life of me, and am spending way to much. And now I’m about to buy a house. While the math completely adds up, leaving me more than enough of a buffer, looking at my recent statements I’m terrified I won’t be able to do it. This last month I really just focused on not spending, eating at home, bringing lunch etc. and was able to cut my bill in half, and leave me about $500 under my max monthly spending. Like, this *should* be easy. But I also know myself. I know I’ll think “I’m fine, I’m fine I’m fine” $10 here, $20 there, until I get the bill then just all out panic and anxiety, and I’ll get in the habit of dipping into my savings until they’re gone. I was so much better before getting my credit card and just using my debit card. I had an instant number of how much I had left and checked it before every purchase to make sure I wouldn’t overdraft. But I want to keep a good credit score, so you kinda have to use a credit card. (Or do you?) What’s worked for you to keep track of things?",2.2846911196911184,3.436080741312743,3.8574111969111975,90.47221718146723,75.56370656370656,6.106640926640928,21.444208494208496,6.2581,0.21410100386100386,948,22,208,6,20,316,145,259,0.064,0.7759999999999999,0.16,0.9670000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,2,13,17,2,1,13,0,16,3,0,6,2,44,44,21,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,11,2,3,6,0,18,2,4,3,0,1,7,1,26,14,33,32,9,26,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,6,11,132,33,7,0.2372309950303933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485677050830384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907405309342316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186610388246354,0.0,0.0,0.10490576836602894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436609239040453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121373266349464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512303370866306,0.13228763432017887,0.0,0.0,0.09993867250101192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005577065172574,0.0,0.0,0.24788680711028915,0.0,0.0,0.09948905164158488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189810153242574,0.0,0.0,0.13686635851099216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770757861231372,0.3162927127332225,0.0,0.0,0.13037595074220473,0.09668746187444724,0.0,0.25119337028560074,0.12887608511452284,0.0,0.08378163377199307,0.057949540585717815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996071438363425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917676565582689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893555169175479,0.0,0.2615881162432088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916972919742945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598812503163573,0.0,0.11711849391601285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264283380570659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179370265132048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880286592599693,0.07600402132386716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40978282248755216,0.0,0.0,0.06996249365603305,0.094151460830614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286334472568667,0.08635349489482033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kaos1382,2019/06/09,"In Regards to the ELI5 Post. I was interested in the post in r/ELI5 questioning ADHD and caffine. I couldnt make it through more than 3 comments before getting overly frustrated. Why do people who are so uninformed about a topic feel the need to answer questions about it? The question was something like ""why does caffine help mellow out kids with ADHD?"" There were answers that were blatantly incorrect. I saw one about ADHD brains not having correct receptors on neurons. People with ""undiagnosed ADHD"" saying ""caffine makes me fall asleep because of it"" which isnt the stimulant, it's the crash from your coffee. All these people trying to answer a question that is so simple. Yet a majority of answers werent correct. If you havent researched a MENTAL DISORDER stop spreading misinformation about it. Stimulants produce dopamine, people with ADHD dont produce enough dopamine, causing them to look for or do things that produce more dopamine (being active in a situation when you should be calm.) When under the effects of a stimulant, a person with ADHD is getting more dopamine, allowing them to be more focused and well behaved. That's the simple answer that should have been given. Obviously theres a more in depth answer. But it's explain like I'm five. I wish people would notice the disorder for what it is, and stop stigmatizing it as something that's not a serious thing.",6.0029838709677374,8.319872685483872,6.041967741935482,73.83045161290325,68.11290322580646,8.185806451612903,33.770967741935486,8.841846274778883,3.2758606451612904,1118,53,171,20,20,353,137,248,0.068,0.828,0.10400000000000001,0.8318,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,2,4,12,7,1,0,18,0,23,3,3,11,5,49,35,11,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,20,8,0,2,13,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,7,4,10,5,31,21,8,18,0,0,2,0,16,10,0,6,7,127,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472364145798236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054716182569480284,0.0,0.07637819922272271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020059957990972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922070990819704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574291479894685,0.0,0.07854860425555417,0.0,0.10519674354894948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274492122550376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538478869888965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379062444865988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060163487903543825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770331364394479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537485620040707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982950410719095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045584354877964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655507514913274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219108434239188,0.0,0.0,0.060822942770930526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111375423117089,0.07837399533997369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192839843359753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022019694251634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137986720798029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089274635645082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382015482381931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008489230761302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926362826166707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060940390302455474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070401631712508,0.0,0.16198686340233784,0.0,0.10321828685441756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376213587948842,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PeaceLoveBuccees,2019/06/09,"I just started taking Adderall...does this feeling go away? I want it forever. Since I started taking Adderall a few days ago, I feel like I’m just dominating life. It’s never been better - I am all of the sudden killing it at work, I’ve done so many things this weekend, and I’m excited about the future. Does this go away over time? I’m sort of scared that I’m going to go back to my normal self eventually and lose the awesome feeling I have now. I feel like I’m finally being the person I always wanted myself to be.",3.173107476635515,4.35247746728972,5.065502336448598,82.56778621495327,73.39252336448598,7.219158878504674,26.45911214953271,7.645422480735847,1.4870943925233644,407,14,81,5,8,140,68,107,0.136,0.7140000000000001,0.15,-0.298,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,1,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,14,25,3,1,3,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,4,10,4,10,21,2,20,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,14,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355634183887778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347529689764426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043092819608149,0.1245273313245045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322905845570388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044424885114334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417210074547091,0.16572812054267405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275412994787076,0.2313900957323076,0.0,0.17740514328231385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681530991357373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791704829458499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438803326022876,0.15823835553204382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117739181711115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418895111137913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490359508807453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867378334229815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140597001182684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213730918496594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894615526278547,0.0,0.0,0.1339643230503655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292539962353019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435281445671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759046395628492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443266228603762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104120296995425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789942498671707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mickira,2019/06/09,"Words, letters and numbers association in my head Hi, since when i was a kid (9-10 yo) i' ve started associating any letter to a number (like a is 1, h is 8, z is 21), and calculating all the words in my head, compare the word total and make weird calculation to make them reach the equality or to make them a multiple of 2-4-8, idk why but i like a lot all the 8 multiple and another thing that I don't know how to explain literally (like 40(8*5) is worst than 16(8*2) or 32(8*4), or 64(8*8) is better than 96(8*12), i've told this only to a small number of friends and never to all the doc that I've seen, do you think is ADHD related? Or maybe something else? I do this everyday all the times with all the words i read, see, hear ecc. Sorry for my English I'm self-learning it.",2.1966566866267456,2.8814988802395227,4.887799401197603,84.8065893213573,75.16766467065868,8.201397205588822,25.89271457085828,8.59863814320734,1.5579744510978046,591,20,139,11,12,213,102,167,0.062,0.8390000000000001,0.099,0.6818,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,2,1,2,7,0,0,13,0,10,2,2,4,7,30,22,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,12,5,14,19,9,8,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,5,8,77,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469996225317992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714508124465287,0.196052912835337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535856123350526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561883008152584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444515013522941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837675139395346,0.0,0.2107272368248604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275307054117427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740302884574253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895404493619636,0.0,0.0,0.37440904125372093,0.0,0.18783512122050008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442017353136751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219806982905814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701922845107924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489897928604877,0.0,0.19504905960703856,0.0,0.0,0.1546623845403542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393758743910945,0.0,0.20929607627058666,0.13233736011126893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421365129450153,0.11980194997690065,0.0,0.0,0.109022912930046,0.0,0.0,0.1786565403208924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871010934534172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wives_nuns_sluts,2019/06/09,"I am unreliable I procrastinate and submit projects late. I sleep in and miss engagements or work. I get hyperfocused or depressed and ignore my plans. I have a to do list but struggle to execute the tasks. I lack follow through. I make promises and don't fulfill them, or fulfill them late. I'm always behind, disappointing people, missing out. I wish I could be reliable. I tell somebody I'll do something or be somewhere at a certain time, and I'm either late or don't do it at all. It makes me feel like a failure. How can I be more accountable?",2.0884267912772567,4.675159766355144,3.878154205607476,83.13972352024922,82.17757009345793,6.5573208722741425,28.54283489096573,7.793537801064563,2.1326890965732086,433,21,81,8,12,145,69,107,0.249,0.629,0.122,-0.9289,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,1,10,0,1,4,0,12,1,1,3,2,23,22,12,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,15,4,8,18,4,9,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,5,5,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461288311508955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754898644029714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074440051949772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610699540734893,0.14991763093234015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963851152478556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7101633693096384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025226222795547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801544087012061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548429427382142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000260035269844,0.0,0.0,0.16155358948005008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193818793719897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341906589175047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236583392000246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413183492354577,0.0,0.0,0.15277406257476125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GroundbreakingPea4,2019/06/09,"How to deal with no insurance? Hey all I'm running out of my meds and I don't have health insurance anymore. Has anyone ever been in this situation before and if so how did you handle it? I'm taking concerta 72 mg daily and it's so expensive. I know good Rx has coupons but it's still unaffordable for me. My other issue too is that I have to pay for each doctor visit out of pocket each month I visit my doctor. I can't have insurance cause I can't afford it.",-0.4837755102040795,1.751889806122449,2.7930612244897968,87.50551020408165,94.81632653061224,5.6571428571428575,17.20408163265306,7.1686216300943375,0.4984612244897959,363,10,75,7,14,130,65,98,0.040999999999999995,0.9359999999999999,0.024,-0.1225,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,2,16,15,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,11,1,10,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,55,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413425569911825,0.17015932511774426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707699952610786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499924010675085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508880993801965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981678719565305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201283368641951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041144491660951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586747584434869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539991717211875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374142647434695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703123075767459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424346897699907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27354097637885777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943434469859508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297251369622453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EnvironmentalNet0,2019/06/09,"Miguel Gila - El concierto de violín (1987) Congratulations, thank you.",7.445999999999998,11.2089056,7.600000000000001,49.48000000000002,93.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,4.463000000000001,56,2,6,2,2,18,10,10,0.0,0.556,0.444,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mskweb,2019/06/09,"I am prescribed 10mg of generic Adderall IR, my doctor told me to take days off when I don't need them, is this healthy for.my heart? I have been doing this for over a year and I don't know if this is the right option, sometimes I take at least 1-2 weeks off and then start back at 10 mg and have trouble sleeping, I am also worried about my heart, I have high blood pressure, 140/90 average. Should I switch to daily?",3.46896551724138,4.191239057471268,3.899482758620693,92.9312931034483,72.2183908045977,6.259770114942532,25.99425287356322,5.46131890053228,0.5188252873563215,326,10,73,1,6,102,62,87,0.09300000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.039,-0.5163,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,12,5,4,0,0,8,18,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,12,0,10,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,7,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466729249630331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775638530074021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892482220987027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363572393230856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472845557351466,0.0,0.2439805197048737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690804093992794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122485849328442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972051144618541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310875834638921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22838659087543955,0.0,0.16344694155055053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472474291800076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206547348299865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523074903487693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451129701173976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870543396073674 adhd,DJFlorez,2019/06/09,"Starting medication again after years of living unmedicated Due to some personal and professional issues around hyperfocusing on interpersonal relationships, I decided about two months ago that I needed to return to medication. The issue is getting a medical professional to handle the script. Some PCPs want a psych evaluation, and getting in with a psych in my municipality is not an easy prospect. I tried telemedicine, but they can’t prescribe stimulants. I guess my only option is waiting six weeks to get in with a local psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with ADHD ten years ago and have been medicated off and on during that time. I have noticed that my sensitivity to emotional issues is more pronounced sans medication and that is creating some significant destabilization in my day to day. It is the one area of life that organizational therapists have been unable to help me uncover coping strategies. I know how to avoid losing my car keys and my headphones, I know I how organize meeting notes and keep a tight task list. Those are easy. I don’t know how to stop hyperfocusing on perceived slights or hurts. When someone says something harmful, I hyperfocus and then it into something bigger than it may actually be. I overprocess to the point of ridiculousness. Worse, I perceive unhealthy connections with fellow human beings where there may be no shared connection (assuming depth of a relationship because of shared experience, but truly it is just a passing moment). It creates unnecessary drama that isn’t based in reality, but instead is solely based in the sensation of new stimuli. Does anyone else suffer from this form of emotional entanglement? And if so, do you have any coping strategies that might be helpful for me to employ? Thank you in advance.",9.433003300330027,10.463003933993402,9.473349834983498,57.12540429042903,59.16501650165017,12.277887788778875,39.93564356435644,11.855464076750405,5.384120792079209,1444,70,207,42,18,475,185,303,0.11800000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.8208,1,1,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,3,12,9,1,1,13,0,27,7,0,4,0,49,40,20,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,2,14,15,0,5,7,1,0,3,5,6,0,4,3,2,24,3,41,30,5,41,0,3,0,0,15,19,0,11,19,155,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.10223327834228027,0.0,0.12590440118724014,0.0,0.1857316166009952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124222522108803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073252512357567,0.10734176154386654,0.0,0.09326100973431886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386236663894475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512654324133785,0.0,0.0,0.10633193041923916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167854057756544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751578900774537,0.23568786291694765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247801831833407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642025530078784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540791984458595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044045261728236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215063199541572,0.0,0.0,0.3280351068466565,0.0,0.09311789707393048,0.0,0.0,0.17272451254878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399698984067113,0.0,0.0,0.09250737922807474,0.0,0.0,0.11720265870076252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276869692395496,0.0,0.11113666412570036,0.0,0.0,0.08362058383675687,0.0,0.0,0.07768021106843834,0.0,0.10118046386909477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119273022879804,0.0,0.0,0.07098991356650879,0.07967675050891365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147474458775803,0.0,0.0,0.09903460928629712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495185666181194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331150011217832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876509169908006,0.16130288205778842,0.0,0.0,0.07415157489317148,0.0,0.0,0.08758630417376319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645141445415044,0.0,0.12163756374399964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061087970066856616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112699325604233,0.0,0.10233793062298477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179175195344652,0.0,0.08403431492372067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676213656500734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492748189418774 adhd,Dominoe16,2019/06/09,"Going to get an assessment done in a few weeks I (21M) have been going through a bunch of bs the last few years in regards to getting a proper ADHD/ADD diagnosis. I believe and so does my GP, that I have developed adolescent/early adult ADHD. Long story short my Family doc allowed me to take a stimulants for a while to see if it would help my concentration with everyday tasks and my university workload (since I was unable to concentrate/focus on anything since the start of my university education). The stimulants helped a tremendous amount and I finally felt like a normal human being able to do normal everyday things and get things done. Bc he’s not supposed to prescribe me the meds without a formal assessment/diagnoses from a psychologist, he decided to stop the meds until I got that done. I’m a very poor university student and could not afford a proper psychological assessment SO he referred me to a psychiatrist (free bc OHIP) to see if they would diagnose me after just a single intake appointment. Long story short he flagged me in his notes bc he thought I was a stimulant addict trying to get a quick diagnosis so I could abuse the drug which is completely WRONG and only screwed me over further. Now my family doc is truly the best in the world and pulled ties for me to get a proper 3 day assessment done with another psychiatrist which would be covered under OHIP so I don’t have to worry about dropping 3k for a psychologist. The only thing is it has to be done back in the town where my university is which means I will have to spend a bit of money and take time off from my summer job to go there and get it all done. SO it’s really important to me that I get this diagnosis so that I can get the proper medication to help me function like everyone else. I guess I’m asking for advice from people who have been assessed and diagnosed as to what I should be saying to the psychiatrist when they asses me. I’m scared of saying the wrong things and they just screw me over even more like the last psychiatrist. I’m entering my last year of my undergrad and I know I won’t be able to pass my classes if I don’t have my medications so I’m really stressed out and nervous that this is going to blow up in my face. Anything helps A",7.381446317657499,6.655487065759642,8.236578921423643,70.1612333629104,63.82993197278912,11.841900818298335,34.3666568076506,11.20814326018867,3.828315902592921,1800,67,336,46,23,611,208,441,0.077,0.863,0.06,-0.7985,3,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,17,12,2,3,34,0,39,10,2,4,1,45,68,27,0,11,8,0,1,3,0,6,6,2,0,2,20,16,0,1,6,0,4,7,6,7,0,0,13,5,45,6,55,42,9,50,0,0,2,3,19,19,3,4,26,235,65,4,0.14822594993594404,0.08781175629369585,0.0,0.0807940822010648,0.1781387871554753,0.07242234138736381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771391628324761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197732712784133,0.0,0.06928562707883852,0.0,0.0,0.05698830302944208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349994346578499,0.07777699482169231,0.0,0.0809121735727987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770604419556285,0.0,0.0,0.11834635976853194,0.0,0.0,0.047796737640898534,0.0,0.0,0.22566932857987326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648567638329972,0.4550598292052522,0.0,0.0,0.08594752165055884,0.0,0.061911880616506224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048950920990231545,0.0,0.0,0.07081812362366484,0.0,0.0,0.1397342338278887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116007843575102,0.08118714146381648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097677641642342,0.0,0.16848044643390744,0.0,0.059274916430997526,0.0,0.08164379749790023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870545954627145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354569183607193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040730552820657503,0.18123589897769296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086235679351565,0.0,0.0,0.1311753012946848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073075670323633,0.16464561523037585,0.14932205039963065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522995958814916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273251424339982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138060514897766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495733907133393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787522474306293,0.07420001705595812,0.0,0.1181168912205154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261403751171535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052457545139719314,0.0,0.0,0.06196176563256616,0.08489616242420762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144746740475413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969494695760012,0.0,0.0,0.05883742362493191,0.043215871704581334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031784509980715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115096608721567,0.0,0.0,0.0594489580935713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144226314144579,0.0,0.0,0.07526532360939135,0.0,0.15794319303634385,0.16206180735550807,0.0,0.09545265198008376 adhd,Laylayb30,2019/06/09,Far relationship with a ADHD partner I had a boyfriend with ADHD while I lived in USA and he used to lie a lot. I also got some exchange messages with other women while we were dating. He blame the ADHD and I forgave him since I didn’t know about that time. However since I’ve move back to my country we still talking but I couldn’t trust him 100%. So everytime I’ve seen him add girls on his Instagram I used to ask who was she...and he started to get mad. It’s been one year since I am back and we don’t see each other anymore because everytime I tried to plan a trip for us he gave up. He claimed he didn’t date anyone else. So I start to apply my visa to be with him again in USA since he didn’t want to visit me at my country. But last week i saw he was commenting a picture about the same girl they were exchange messages once. I felt devastated and I asked him why he was doing it. He got mad to me saying we weren’t boyfriend or girlfriend but two weeks ago he said I was the woman of his life. This weekend he acted weird and after I call him..he blocked my number and social medias. It can be the ADHD. Because I am whithout understanding what’s happening and now we can’t talk anymore at all.,1.578077713111945,3.3495584133858287,3.2114447107155115,91.70775932899693,79.03937007874016,5.834714138993496,23.24820267031839,6.7026698264267655,0.5622569667921944,943,31,208,9,23,312,141,254,0.086,0.877,0.038,-0.9253,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,6,0,1,1,10,4,2,0,9,0,21,1,0,2,1,34,40,16,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,5,9,18,0,1,3,1,3,4,7,3,0,2,19,6,36,1,24,18,5,30,0,0,3,0,47,7,0,3,19,127,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332141175885498,0.0,0.0983233301619396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887021811512898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000442280278465,0.07755740341395409,0.11365000373754595,0.0,0.0,0.20738927829439133,0.0,0.0,0.17058029976476605,0.0,0.13523083845123124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326107962231273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926589018548938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649999092430873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795079347390085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774247078055169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808563372014144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609583856720818,0.09041409181746136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783456322218326,0.0,0.0,0.09794383699139143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429968296154573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788973787692418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181255104134977,0.07516183660601375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908589435592155,0.0,0.0,0.10550972238287576,0.08820753603209938,0.0,0.0,0.08838837814344301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670146005805964,0.0,0.0,0.11306833063039795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701860380425986,0.0,0.08858035319732233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830557819311765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467797739261201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530697217118205,0.0,0.10835210854110966,0.11547097730078999,0.13342234652703033,0.19159744717323945,0.0,0.0,0.0654231190121547,0.0,0.17794565820051386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008748019000953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142843848014115 adhd,draggiey25,2019/06/09,"ADHD or SCT I'm sure since I can think something is wrong. For years I have been looking for answers for my symptoms. I do not know what it feels like to be really awake. I have never woken up refreshed, no matter how long or how good my sleep schedule is. Diet and exercise have no effect on how I feel. No food allergies, in my mind I've got brainfog and difficulty finding words. Telling long stories was never possible. My whole life I answer with short sentences. I feel very slow in conversations and overwhelmed. I have to process the said words first and my reactions to it are always slow. I think I've learned to handle this problem, but it's definitely there, sometimes I can not find the simplest words, especially in exciting situations. I compare me to my colleagues and friends based on energy levels, how little they sleep and what I would never achieve with more sleep. Even cold showers does not wake me up, only for the moment. After coffee, I feel good for the next 30 minutes, then complete hangover. I can not start necessary tasks its always a struggle to do something for my university. I have already excluded all minerals and vitamin deficiencies. No diabetes, or other diseases. Everything okay, except the following blood-values: Vitamind D deficit 20 ng / ml, increased cortisol and prolactin values. If I take vitamin D, i can sleep all day the next 3 days. It makes everything worse, no matter how much Vitamin D, or if I take it with Vit K and Magnesium. I react very badly to Vit D. For the first time i think im on the right way to get my diagnosis, when i read this subreddit. Shall I contact my doctor again and tell him it might me ADHD/ SCT and refer again to my symptoms?",4.610179726815243,6.604332990654208,5.509735202492212,77.55038281811646,71.11838006230529,8.552168703570572,31.34926911095136,9.162432508145574,2.997999664509945,1354,61,236,29,26,443,183,321,0.102,0.763,0.135,0.8428,1,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,4,10,12,0,2,9,1,20,16,5,8,6,63,39,25,0,4,12,0,4,1,1,3,9,1,1,0,12,14,2,0,15,2,0,2,12,5,0,2,5,7,37,7,29,30,6,38,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,7,24,155,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329945394311269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069704005977617,0.0,0.16131569883639615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809368407072701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163471003402684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250303659385757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921728186840266,0.08482864433714703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402478355763255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423820971860962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960533931999155,0.0692505242749109,0.0,0.0,0.17719402829149156,0.16490605850139484,0.1172144252728627,0.0,0.07489189292740138,0.0,0.050644639703777534,0.0,0.0,0.1626092887667661,0.07752793242947773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047066471796684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532730493272172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846819652307844,0.047357640984215084,0.09715453342184042,0.0,0.17156919836452922,0.08140115192608044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470499687005472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283292572660144,0.09787691609118024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125852347617624,0.0,0.22428719992433055,0.0,0.20618336393545544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372358556626273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927987010405862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275389237177596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969614292783604,0.0,0.0620991695178126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278212879575343,0.09220757050950257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018579685540132,0.10895922312030357,0.3880208107099107,0.0,0.0,0.14925090131708846,0.09587138869428652,0.0,0.06861123152729842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133771504021458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136027621523808,0.2015055715074028,0.1457664091766446,0.0,0.1694512699543747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863364809538849,0.0,0.0,0.056523693041288965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996337919179948,0.0,0.07694264760494954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822468596000484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987852473904142,0.06885998291071485,0.105983421036815,0.0,0.062423088875553985 adhd,argodion,2019/06/09,"Finally cancelled my gym subscription Took half a year and almost 300 bucks, but it's done. &#x200B; Thank god",5.2360000000000015,8.287782600000002,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,73.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.8735000000000004,92,4,15,2,2,27,20,20,0.067,0.67,0.263,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31867621527770074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34481812779554233,0.38670228801012174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256749414834183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486216428940188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929970712602681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35358170300880937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38670228801012174,0.20493922899550948 adhd,Rotaride,2019/06/09,"What are accurate ADHD symptoms? I am using methylphenidate as ADHD pills. I feel like they are working, making me less lazy and sleepy and hugely more focusing but I'm not so sure if i honestly got ADHD even though i've seen a doctor.. What are some symptoms everybody with ADHD has?",3.7694444444444457,6.176784462962964,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,74.74074074074073,7.282962962962964,25.61481481481481,8.238735603445708,1.9239081481481484,227,8,39,4,5,73,42,54,0.087,0.795,0.11800000000000001,0.4003,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,1,11,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,2,9,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8228119440029078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519115420504688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305062503190845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654444970097339,0.12227788393878497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689357045142514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362091389942694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142516996135215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131778594648907,0.3558048858660781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681654066770608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478286702981258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460768607532405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Juas003,2019/06/09,"Pursuit of Perfection How do you guys deal with breaking the habit of seeking perfection? Before I was diagnosed and subsequently started meds, seeking perfection was the only way that I could “hack” my brain to remain focused on tasks. If I wanted/needed to get something done I would do so chasing perfection (not attainable but it provided a carrot to keep me on task). I have been on Vyvanse now for about 7 months and like they say old habits die hard. Do you guys have any tips or insight as to how to get away from that or is it something That’s a part of my personality now?",4.998750000000001,6.340204232142861,5.673571428571428,79.32142857142857,69.17857142857143,8.814285714285715,31.857142857142854,9.188382445141503,2.825889285714286,462,20,86,9,8,150,78,112,0.06,0.812,0.128,0.7059,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,5,6,5,0,0,4,0,12,2,1,2,4,18,16,10,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,11,5,17,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,6,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417031560221268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853692228580637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788720495474735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202513121474088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752746709323992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034069542138578,0.0,0.2002546750704084,0.20476556341727295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190572376086016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616152187260986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907147281873448,0.0,0.0,0.1767414534134743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536871707546595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963904906294972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915508669617448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574824493395802,0.0,0.0,0.14629495924298833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703246603287134,0.0,0.0,0.15005503728672615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136559565006686,0.0,0.0,0.1722741718536098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690035268628902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037813393121502,0.0,0.0,0.1396494870133983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660703106908608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015578900382614,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PsyRockFan21,2019/06/09,I took my meds this morning and didn’t throw up Taking strattera w lexapro can sometimes make me feel dizzy and nauseous. Not today!,4.9788,6.997975880000002,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,70.2,5.0,32.5,3.1291,1.3238000000000003,107,5,19,0,2,31,24,25,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134501225835986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817862886892487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689099646691677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175140115670104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31740188118650925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001458368361793,0.0,0.4690206636566314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TrekkieTay,2019/06/09,"Caffeine replacement? So it's a well known fact that caffeine doesn't work on people with ADHD. My problem is I'm always tired, every one else can have a cup of coffee or an energy drink to wake up and the get energy and I'm so jealous. Does anyone have any ideas of what I can use as a morning or afternoon pick me up?",2.7554411764705904,3.727228367647061,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,74.1470588235294,7.792941176470588,23.894117647058824,8.238735603445708,1.3236258823529412,251,7,53,4,5,87,53,68,0.14,0.767,0.09300000000000001,-0.6426,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,0,6,3,1,2,1,11,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,33,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332945393605055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305175004310987,0.0,0.0,0.18839508781158493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371115171088252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424374961471005,0.0,0.0,0.2713914071888928,0.0,0.0,0.23142939041906765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334161510498425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474072689711925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127417621152769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877278672668472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206300972580168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650875962975138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184140007663063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927156224337676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490900994406283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016866934854182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,decodrum,2019/06/09,"I do not have dyslexia, but I find it increasingly difficult to read sentences I have trouble with context. Also, so many grammar errors on things like a wikipedia page. I seem to read like a 8 year old now. Is it my ADD? DAE have this issue?",1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,81.08333333333334,5.506666666666668,26.266666666666666,6.742157984588678,1.1092866666666668,188,8,38,2,5,61,38,48,0.19899999999999998,0.655,0.146,-0.5934,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375291402234855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714735888980511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100147835320021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29022081350464185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011346446302573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116756140649051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942066432979222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703985319259083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732884527109285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127303702663628 adhd,salamandah99,2019/06/09,"Doctor thinks my symptoms are just my life And I'm wondering if I should go for a second appointment with her or get a second opinion. I first saw this lady (not actually sure if she is a doctor or not, she is at the local mental health center) for depression when I was pregnant 10 years ago. When I talked to her last week, I told her all that had gone on in the past 10 years...my mom died, my son was diagnosed with some congenital heart defects and may have a genetically inherited fatal disease, his father (we weren't together) recently died from said disease, I run the family business, have a 2nd part time job and volunteer...It does sound like a lot to go through but the things I am having problems with are little tiny thing that I think I should be able to handle. I haven't filed anything at work in 3 years. It takes me a significant amount of brain power to to my daily work at the office. And when I do finally get prepared, the phone rings or a customer comes in and then an hour later (after browsing reddit) I finally remember I am supposed to be doing my work (which is entering tickets and payments into customer accounts). When I do get focused enough to get it done, it doesn't take me long. but it is exhausting. I don't know how to explain it but I have to work to get into the right headspace to get it done. In my second job, I just clean up after dogs at the pound. I have occasionally forgotten to leave food for a dog(only once or twice), or forgotten to give them their meds. I find this job much easier because it is just me and the door is locked and no one is coming in and out. At my volunteer job (volunteer as in not paid but expected to be there) I work with one or more other people. And I feel like most of the time I run around trying to remember what I was doing. I will tell people I will do one thing and then forget I said that and do the opposite. It is awful (not the job, I love that) and after only 4-6 hours of work, I come home and just don't want to move. And my home...it is a mess. I have tried all the organizing, cleaning, decluttering things but I don't seem to make a dent in it all. It is just my son and I so I feel like I should be able to keep a marginally cleaner house. but I can't. I feel so hopeless as time passes. There are so many things I want to do but it takes such a mental effort to go from the beginning to the end. So I end up staring at the computer, watching netflix, checking reddit and crocheting or something. Cooking is very hard for me. so is everything else it seems. to be honest, I really don't want to take medication. I have trouble remembering to take it. I did once (15 years ago) get prescribed adderall. It was amazing. It felt like I had been in a small room my whole life and then someone slid a wall back and there was all this amazingness that had been there the whole time but I had never been able to access it. And then my cousin stole my last 6 pills and took them all at once. I was too embarrassed to ask for more or even get my scrip refilled (and, let me be honest, I was feeling like I was amazing all on my own and didn't need pills) so, I never got anymore.",3.4504227053140117,4.3660779043209885,4.81780193236715,85.6117391304348,72.42592592592592,7.980461621041332,25.96967257112185,8.321376580360154,1.496851476113795,2454,77,527,38,46,819,276,648,0.081,0.8240000000000001,0.095,0.9319,6,0,1,0,0,1,80.0,1,0,3,9,25,20,0,1,33,1,71,16,2,2,9,105,121,58,3,11,27,5,6,5,0,6,11,4,5,0,32,35,2,1,16,3,4,14,16,9,0,8,29,13,75,11,69,79,18,82,0,2,3,1,25,30,0,18,43,381,107,14,0.18261342992761803,0.0,0.059401455101798735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791719157797706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036781759859694,0.0,0.0,0.05009176438593516,0.0541882229770036,0.0569063019937707,0.0,0.0,0.046806151853339216,0.0,0.037106483975766366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795232722883683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730530018450833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052428226536859086,0.06178292913134355,0.12634927288165418,0.0,0.0,0.12460838901632985,0.05326874771328221,0.1245846272297408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085002942033332,0.0,0.1078275309188242,0.06289616292068304,0.0,0.04020481606630531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470705861233576,0.0,0.05738389651889764,0.0,0.12311311612138932,0.1304590708281789,0.05844584344683022,0.13336272427451262,0.05563512221087268,0.05177696340277265,0.07360562811073079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544212801221652,0.058393147300868316,0.10378342055600943,0.0,0.048684213989139115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054528588094016124,0.0,0.0,0.06470317887469826,0.0,0.07213259790453719,0.0,0.0,0.12211743973758267,0.0,0.11989162920298355,0.07023712666268084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020260858144537,0.054105069033313205,0.0,0.0,0.03345318844481504,0.09923621232055012,0.0,0.06445375166519994,0.0,0.06224486817980018,0.08599017738573365,0.14869282950332655,0.06100887701895483,0.0,0.053869046325475865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175046926880288,0.05493858340466528,0.0,0.04063196083106922,0.06171378521180462,0.0,0.0,0.06761411779955998,0.06132127291495445,0.12268759081995664,0.0,0.0,0.07129154735267153,0.0,0.06469639202917411,0.04474729425578244,0.04513518146832,0.09389515661402413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447734301529507,0.12374358619166692,0.046295247445420885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659175163542578,0.05810839400207021,0.0844007727577726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058245463319439375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03899561309858318,0.0,0.06010291046839498,0.0,0.20686541774733588,0.051983623791785484,0.11580479327722724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082960541688601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157592219156399,0.046861580014419896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737033218853595,0.0632684250427666,0.2288376213063413,0.048925919234012086,0.053204062256492525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220041417197412,0.0780075415269972,0.0,0.0,0.14197781270546198,0.0,0.0,0.05816498600748489,0.0676300799563547,0.0826550212403274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050225068171934936,0.10771013232213253,0.0,0.0488271594718819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592091534175713,0.0,0.0,0.06601215832970529,0.26588950380551885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759706165690373 adhd,350Points,2019/06/09,"In Today's Edition of Great Fuck Ups in ADHD History I lost the inside of my coffee pot. Not the glass part or the lid. Like the little basket you put the coffee in after you lift the lid. No idea wtf it is. Went through trash, interrogated toddler, deployed several search parties. Just gone. Like a fart in the wind.",1.3609677419354824,3.9957227580645167,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,87.54838709677419,5.035483870967743,20.65322580645161,6.6274283507984215,0.5517677419354841,249,8,47,3,8,82,48,62,0.18899999999999997,0.6559999999999999,0.155,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,9,2,1,11,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,1,4,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313247702589723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548701663792031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039482487405405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31121948065196803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693755751943729,0.27631294316341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009472616901745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29854447155630026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771437302952782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31145025499453777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613210680505537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25556659363296697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,girliegirl309,2019/06/09,"Trintellix and Vyvanse Day 3 Just sarted Trintellix 5mg (samples from my doc) and Vyvanse 30mg. Today would be day 3 but I am not taking the Trintellix. It made vyvanse useless and made me super tired and hungry. It actually worsened the adhd the last 2 days and I won't put myself through it a 3rd day. Not sure how it was suppose to help and I know these meds take weeks to kick in but I am a big believer in 1st impressions with meds. If it starts out bad it usually ends bad, in my experience anyway. Curious what ever one takes for the come down? I love Vyvanse all day until it stops working then I am miserable.",1.0491466666666691,3.5095830879999994,3.3304000000000014,86.02786666666668,86.12,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6301733333333337,486,20,96,10,15,166,84,125,0.2,0.664,0.136,-0.8605,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,6,0,7,2,0,3,3,24,16,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,1,10,4,12,10,1,23,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,1,15,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1460287525737572,0.0,0.17984029219294687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988920542959095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859499798744154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890310919049394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825327151074979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253816599441626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535952136529228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146378336133901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030170429404114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223918706771279,0.12197799086301872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350575131367389,0.2831892659511806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324364785921156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140111607033198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043128045267656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591719407428173,0.0,0.0,0.12510719550847793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410355694128491,0.0,0.3375358969645741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719911674286889,0.14184287277299293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480923585175553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003357791790722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089409692535726,0.0,0.0,0.1063011989662954,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,THE_REAL_ODB,2019/06/09,"Is Concerta known to increase strength and power? I have been taking 36mg concerta daily for a few weeks and I have been crushing PRs on all my lifts lately. &#x200B; The power....The rest time between sets.......TheFocus.... I have never felt like this in my life...... &#x200B; One bad thing has been the lack of appetite...... &#x200B; Is this common?",2.3304761904761904,5.2651341111111165,2.686031746031748,88.27285714285719,88.84126984126983,4.704761904761905,24.46031746031746,6.42735559955562,1.093812698412699,271,11,46,3,9,83,47,63,0.163,0.754,0.083,-0.6451,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,2,7,11,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,5,2,6,7,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910597986960782,0.5507075539200178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261389258362069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450529447825096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041595311046653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670671955926322,0.07380621620123405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165161469529429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023703912117013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135874474211555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036561637978593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809137918183207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118095743121304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507075539200178,0.0 adhd,DubaiDave,2019/06/09,"Apps, tips and tricks to get you through the day? Hey guys. Hope you're all doing well? I just wanted to find out what type of tools you guys use besides medication to help you through the day. I'm sure we've all tried apps like to doist and started great but keep forgetting to actually use it. Was just wondering what other methods you use to manage your day to days. Thanx",2.5787428571428563,4.721926493333335,3.063238095238095,92.184,77.4,6.419047619047619,22.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.7144285714285709,297,9,64,4,7,92,52,75,0.016,0.8320000000000001,0.152,0.8131,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,18,12,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,11,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,6,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.1836735284593668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855399217964694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202775900399855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983360890636078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075109091798031,0.0,0.3727306430463311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615849696359946,0.0,0.0,0.18694285248248646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672967256417484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195376310118718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960974182547305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133221604767957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739315179899193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778760528742614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48767952516662894,0.0,0.0,0.11101579930731534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923050428554992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411429351110635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Oldmateswanny,2019/06/09,"Best way to taper off meds? I finished college( thanks to meds) I successfully got a great job ( thanks to meds ) I even wrote out a detailed plan on how I’m going to save my money/pay food expenses/gym routine ( thanks to meds ) So i have my life together but I’m so used to taking my dose and i fucking hate the thought of it (even from the beginning but of course it helped), so much so that every night i think of throwing them down the toilet and hope for the best. Yes everything will be foggy, i will probably be very, very tired, but I’d like to think i would feel better with my self knowing i got through the day without them 😞",2.340860139860144,3.993861100000004,3.4513986013986013,91.36723776223776,76.46153846153847,6.573426573426572,24.125874125874127,7.348242739294969,0.8737692307692306,493,16,108,6,11,159,82,130,0.07,0.684,0.245,0.9694,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,5,7,13,2,0,7,1,6,5,0,2,0,19,26,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,1,15,11,19,17,3,11,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,5,65,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693879740583676,0.11351394853801608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827742595943669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695461423275749,0.0,0.10813927111858526,0.0,0.11535148837036373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489693260219198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551996939768532,0.0,0.0,0.11865625639615125,0.0,0.0,0.07294349414844767,0.0,0.20530427649503305,0.1415048369374847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671771726625694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602939292046544,0.0,0.0,0.12747916705545995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736622808493178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053706003805403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065644542292517,0.06270466600937638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702656527960127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435102386928987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044651106734686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838155013257716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389563110286426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650220970523167,0.0,0.0,0.3544985711954195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644812616049345,0.0,0.10189448940185647,0.0,0.14751788940889682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085202212454796,0.0,0.2118021518279657,0.0,0.1018771822176199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372351602129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091175196654473,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LegitimateTomish,2019/06/09,"Questions about wellbutrin Is there anyone on here who got on wellbutrin, and then stopped taking it and picked it back up again? I was perscribed wellbutrin a few months ago, took it, and then stopped taking it because I ran out of pills unexpectedly during a two-week vacation. Now, I'm back and all that- and I was wondering if I could just pick up again? I would normally ask my doctor this question, but she won't be accessible until next week, so yeah.. Any experiences with stopping wellbutrin and then picking it up again?",4.344342403628119,6.861353683673471,4.309727891156463,83.55828798185942,73.38775510204081,6.804535147392291,29.256235827664398,7.793537801064563,1.9766426303854885,423,18,76,6,9,130,68,98,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.5171,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,3,1,24,15,13,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,7,0,10,6,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,17,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826189164194154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141098575039501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483691668003424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669075866077234,0.0,0.0,0.2745671945118012,0.0,0.10883423225377194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425469186437373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827397384218416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464301800181706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279199979838206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425061819888106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987566119012794,0.0,0.17492792574723365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000036232220511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477936853447482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268474553848005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983606917356566,0.0,0.0,0.17440428057985866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864225248463467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193615287719524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268272525498798,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zyzzb0ss,2019/06/09,"Benefits of working out in ADHD Hey guys, i'm a med student and since the start of examination period this year, i have found it extremely difficult to focus and concentrate and i've been feeling pretty depressed lately because of it. I am not taking any medication for my ADHD but a friend of mine suggested that i should start working out and that might help alot with my mood/concentration/productivity &#x200B; I know all the science behind working out and ADHD but i'm just looking for personal experiences and stories. Please share your thoughts Thank you",8.531419141914192,9.337487900990102,8.616584158415844,63.267978547854796,61.07920792079207,11.485808580858086,39.6056105610561,11.20814326018867,4.9257709570957084,462,23,70,12,6,151,72,101,0.038,0.754,0.207,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,1,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,23,16,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,9,4,13,11,2,9,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,2,5,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582222302095193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775689226947954,0.18813388520147836,0.10528886327773326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438217249353964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333537805350637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145223252372944,0.0,0.0,0.07828607103798063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976173925057855,0.11962031269522368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330481042721658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377845139168293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508983508972329,0.0,0.17465358045719534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300171602898089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197984409744327,0.15597368270091178,0.0,0.16424884256437494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519049757888707,0.0,0.16995547971320962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751650663514932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807594678982046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917718057028696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641195571777604,0.0,0.0,0.14254551648115885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291673759975318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33815153476658444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813388520147836,0.09970464250294657 adhd,Majykalbadger,2019/06/09,"Sorry for the blunt question but... Do you ever think of ending it? I was recently diagnosed and I'm struggling with it for a wide range of reasons. I've felt alone for most of my life, then suddenly I find out why I feel alone (my undiagnosed Adhd) and I find that I'm actually part of a rather large and awesome tribe, but that feeling of isolation and loneliness persist when I'm with normal people. I Think about it and my brain keeps going down the same path of ""you'll never fix it so give up and get of the ride early"" does anyone else deal with this? How can I help myself? Sorry for the miserable nature of this post, kind of feels like the only group I can ask?",3.551985294117649,4.721614933823531,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,72.45588235294117,7.792941176470588,23.894117647058824,8.238735603445708,1.2755376470588229,525,14,108,8,10,174,87,136,0.142,0.78,0.079,-0.7851,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,2,7,0,5,3,1,2,2,30,19,12,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,10,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,5,13,2,20,16,3,15,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,9,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.14760237961289632,0.0,0.1817782772920017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31330768098057793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576052447814732,0.15497790633954733,0.0,0.0,0.14140235411499738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884982332540216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593654333909998,0.0,0.15351993219043386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236365856703391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263535604130295,0.0,0.1339664165139253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368181752199006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943615863366665,0.10805610324599324,0.14522784932542362,0.0,0.27648738281936275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902412976633823,0.14509690848353554,0.08596130522493495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013825700219677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444177292881215,0.0,0.15750807942039927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068353863025572,0.07389521158514882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665664188364193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819710118537965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150357121050569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379366894946382,0.0,0.10486068799884764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448598103296821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694394339038066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555146133569066,0.14934537532107225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386336144157872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812383680488112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383529809841232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648348104298558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bandit177,2019/06/09,"Low dose Vyvanse 20mg withdrawal. Hi. I've been taking Vyvanse 20mg for 8 months daily. (Very stimulant sensitive). Can someone give me a ballpark of the timeline of withdrawal? Talk about depression! Also I've been reading most people sleep a lot when they stop taking it. Don't get me wrong, im very fatigued, but still can't sleep. I end up driving my car around at night until I feel I can sleep and go back home. Just some input on a low dose withdrawal would be helpful. Of around the same time frame.",1.9554545454545469,4.4639992,3.059454545454546,89.31972727272729,82.0,6.036363636363637,24.09090909090909,7.348242739294969,1.2009,400,15,78,6,11,128,73,100,0.10800000000000001,0.8,0.092,-0.3739,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,8,6,3,1,0,13,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,1,7,0,11,10,4,19,0,4,0,0,5,7,0,3,9,43,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967413807241558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109657413924337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430141194127515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043289334145246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469536668935185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831245823946736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125172598940054,0.16754810681241664,0.09926230751633452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706974220533063,0.0,0.1751964638195406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866087968230266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848819687636766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941054746534895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390493436611725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108603785481785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470551331397124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243531532288422,0.0,0.14798736700689116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394823027168169,0.1460221162670666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626425324860959,0.14038368405592058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184462915485933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882226930969733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407220841053135,0.1909613762174588,0.0,0.0 adhd,PancakeZombie,2019/06/09,"My ADHD moment of the weekend So, i have a good chance i'm hooking up with a girl at the party i'm attending tonight (long weekend in my country). However my room looks like a garbage dump, so in order to bring her home i have to clean everything up today. For 10 minutes i seriously contemplated wether this great one-night-stand is worth cleaning up my room. &#x200B; And if you wonder how i decided:>! i'm having a lunch break from repotting my Chilis right now.!<",2.27097902097902,5.046708065934066,3.3264735264735315,85.94807192807194,83.72527472527472,6.386013986013987,26.954045954045963,7.686295010490155,1.904243956043956,378,17,70,7,11,121,67,91,0.046,0.7340000000000001,0.22,0.9469,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,3,12,10,0,19,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,2,7,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085114431493712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781414898841563,0.3119266124909858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307113362540449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531331364852496,0.0,0.2830199287194068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749764670612035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541387622098174,0.0,0.0,0.2271772596759421,0.21556888771772906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409017508839065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395103329932152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922603065385915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433278374164303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783873533611213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119266124909858,0.0 adhd,harlequiinade,2019/06/09,"Tips for how to keep a home organized? hi there! I was semi-recently diagnosed with ADHD and have been learning a whole lot about how it's the cause for so many of my behaviors. one major thing for me that has ALWAYS been prevalent is... well... how messy I am. I go on hyperfocused cleaning sprees every few months, but that's temporary. within days, clutter starts to build up because I get overwhelmed trying to find a spot for things, or I forget about the tasks in the middle of doing them and set things down randomly. there's no such thing as an empty table! heck, sometimes I just drop things in the middle of the floor. my main problem is that I don't notice how bad it is until someone else points it out. my brain just rewires itself to ignore the mess and faze it out of my attention. while it's not disgusting by any means (no food/trash), it's really embarrassing. I want to find a way to avoid the mess from the start. I know that when I have a specific place to put something (ie: scissors go in the top of my art drawers) they get put away... usually. but beyond that, my ability to organize kind of fails. I need a structured system to keep me in check! TL;DR: I don't need help with the cleaning process itself, but I need help keeping things clean! I'm very bad at staying organized. (sorry if I missed a posting rule; I did my best to understand them and hope it's acceptable! this is my first post here. :D )",3.568558994197293,5.097614450354608,4.431076724693746,86.12454545454548,72.93617021276594,7.68046421663443,25.58413926499033,8.296473431620573,1.5500085106382981,1113,36,225,18,22,359,169,282,0.14800000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.134,-0.327,0,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,3,4,16,17,1,3,18,0,15,2,1,5,0,43,34,18,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,21,8,0,5,8,1,1,4,5,12,1,2,4,0,28,5,41,30,6,39,0,3,0,0,6,19,1,5,9,156,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315676884175766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109197860683932,0.0,0.0,0.07444676120673098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285537607369227,0.0,0.18281412200778013,0.06673495029825255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148872694617014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221031729194876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124609920761106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060232513906066,0.0,0.0,0.11111483123955876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145232375686273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922374179754665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011635260320365,0.09311938801679767,0.13237761726088818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439234915694957,0.0,0.12443434265398964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467575838250096,0.0,0.10981236159103266,0.10873338698542363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919192582498332,0.0,0.1140013769805146,0.060164602758936016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930717390745044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099047787757303,0.0,0.1192503801474334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738190893874209,0.0,0.0,0.2435229994271158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246380250642334,0.0,0.0,0.0741831003589705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437808541757437,0.0,0.10348927038506488,0.0,0.20969359676645424,0.0,0.0,0.10475280013757217,0.0,0.22010524553219168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013249500231279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927578211476038,0.08427921155780453,0.10827358466586584,0.12254831141788584,0.15497395181140186,0.11668579509293653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363819950884717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432634600972504,0.0,0.0,0.113967346787366,0.0,0.0,0.12057125756679052,0.09032834882360204,0.06457119760012925,0.08689616770270964,0.0,0.0,0.09843118187117088,0.0,0.0,0.12222493965945495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bedooslik,2019/06/09,"My short success story and how ADHD is a part of my life Yes, i have severe ADHD from the moment i opened my eyes i think. 21 now so i’ve known it for a good few years and how it all works. I’ve been put on multiple medication over the years, seen multiple doctors etc etc for the ADHD , nothing ever seemed to work, i have severe bipolarism aswell so the adhd meds and the chemicals of bipolar disorder dont really like each other. I always ALMOST failed all my tests, like 51-55% was my average. I wasnt able to study at all becuz of the adhd so my life was pretty screwed. I knew nothing was gonna work so i just figured fuck it and i embraced it. From that moment forward my life has changed. I use no medication and i handle it like a champ. Getiin 80-90% in exams for 2 years straight in uni and studying hard. This obviously wont work for everyone but i dont know how it worled for me. I see it as an advantage. See our minds are very busy. I really dont like humans so when someone talks that i dont wanna listen to i just think about a million things while this person is talking. I can only sit and study for 10-15 minutes at a time and then i take 40-50 minutes break inbetween. Force yourself to when you sit you study, you dont think about any other shit, you study. You know your brain cant concentrate very long so 10 minutes is optimal to get in as much information as possible. I dont know if this will infuriate or motivate someone, but i just want you to know that the struggle does end. I’m fortunate to have gotten it under control at a young age. Keep fighting, and remember that we have the most complex minds out of all other people. Embrace it, you’re special.",0.98829627982807,3.313008864161852,3.1145086705202343,88.53475248258486,84.635838150289,6.092070549874019,22.166592559656138,7.419758726546812,0.9924103453386692,1321,46,272,22,39,447,183,346,0.11199999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.095,-0.5834,0,0,0,0,2,0,36.0,2,7,0,10,18,15,4,1,15,1,24,13,3,6,6,53,46,29,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,3,8,1,0,2,20,13,0,2,15,0,0,2,10,6,0,1,8,6,37,9,35,35,11,34,0,1,4,2,16,14,3,5,21,175,57,11,0.0744774591462821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475371636502799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457841708831736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061971212274564265,0.0,0.0,0.05064722616036938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314147558183102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878727641810235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353280337944853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535762060610012,0.07623083531638028,0.06517572639365188,0.0,0.5237221646416222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596492272255917,0.0,0.16612410835063374,0.0,0.06736912571281753,0.0,0.07116640387566645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885321086694972,0.0389113984601666,0.0,0.0,0.062468159172785837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671717453124182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619898772175564,0.0,0.0,0.1637234551718879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781689586547376,0.1455436981484033,0.0,0.0,0.06591020767549863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272766737021417,0.15005640932756475,0.0,0.0,0.15040200520143626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474950195879885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292626143807735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056643463763590834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065183048001229,0.0,0.051633292585379895,0.06503084459701625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839621447435651,0.0,0.07577035108165034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748704172542609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542433486688637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436844269976497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869778462089038,0.06780148162903267,0.0,0.1682766593387682,0.0764500415438121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620901889230954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786001108975188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599778044385057,0.11972432101154053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049479514486388765,0.14316644565882936,0.0,0.0,0.043428405360058056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432461200264906,0.0,0.12290340741238524,0.043928735048905834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168819091230028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388312555237115 adhd,CampeyBene,2019/06/09,"I found a job that I love and my symptoms don't affect me at work at all This is not only a celebration but maybe a motivation for some of you! While scrolling through this sub I noticed many people hate their job/struggle at work. I am 27 and have been studying at the university for almost 8 years now without finishing a degree. I never really cared until last year. I got very anxious, severe mood swings and inner unrest. I couldn't really tell why. Then I remembers that I was diagnosed with adhd as a child but never got treated. I read some books and articles on adhd and got tested, went to different doctors and they suggested medication, which I never really saw as an option. I'm so happy I started taking medication. I still don't have a bachelor degree, BUT: I took some time to figure out what I like to do and what I'm good at because I didn't know what to do with my life when I finish my studies. I always hear people talk about ""doing internships is important"" and never really took it seriously. So I thought ""I like to write. But writing is not really a safe lucrative job. But let me Google. What's a copywriter? Okay they work in advertising/marketing/PR. And they write. Sounds interesting, I'm just gonna apply for an internship"" 8 months later I work full time in a PR agency, I love my job, my symptoms at work are non-existent... I get to plan events, brainstorm for stories and pr stunts, get some insights into online marketing and social media management... And I love to go to work every day. And before my internship I didn't even know what the exact difference between pr and marketing was. And now I feel like I found my career. I also like my Co workers, that helps a lot, too. Medication helps a lot, but I can even work some days without my meds! But I don't wanna risk it so I stick to take them regularly. So,if you're struggling deciding on what to do with your life: ignore your studies for a second and think about what brings you joy or what you're good at. Apply for an internship. Might change your life! I even found new motivation to finish my studies as some aspects of my studies are relevant and you also get paid more with a degree (immediate reward, yay!) I do have some moments where I still doubt myself because of my unfinished 3 bachelor degrees (for those interested: psychology, Scandinavian studies, linguistics) but now that I got a full time job that I love I can remind myself that things aren't going too bad for me. I just had a moment like that, also a reason why I'm writing this post! TL;DR: didn't know what to do with my life, couldn't focus on my studies, did a random internship not really related to my studies, got a full time job and I love every second of it.",4.2261235955056184,5.678499655430716,5.81387827715356,77.15778370786519,71.17228464419476,8.93550561797753,27.582209737827714,9.3871,2.5051724344569286,2152,76,398,48,40,733,234,534,0.057,0.764,0.179,0.9972,7,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,6,5,12,22,30,1,3,23,2,33,16,0,4,6,87,74,40,0,3,16,0,1,5,0,2,11,2,0,1,25,25,0,2,16,2,1,6,18,7,0,2,22,4,70,22,55,47,14,58,0,0,1,5,28,19,0,15,37,278,95,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792492342442448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162620410628573,0.0,0.0,0.14764721624841398,0.05120852286022181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952582368739584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138565046661474,0.07503181466007257,0.0,0.05236837274669417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274696558957699,0.0,0.06510410071818104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938000329256098,0.0,0.0,0.0624646260040005,0.0,0.1285982122991123,0.0,0.0629916428882722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194527684835806,0.0,0.10370489255373083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031117878606731063,0.043966174166478834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024354444165742,0.0,0.0,0.09646068704009317,0.0,0.06995235999753631,0.10323832759194064,0.2461069151209545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655134334514283,0.0,0.06076075378453661,0.0,0.0,0.06936318559687897,0.0,0.08250165603110157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664302763064885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146690684109752,0.050165579520185084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293166196853278,0.17387794155886138,0.15033346775541467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046429411443153,0.27772380767724353,0.0,0.0,0.06239471916832316,0.06182799419354764,0.0,0.06836015450095093,0.185993627976695,0.0,0.06528716381404115,0.0,0.0,0.049122859662238436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986234301107585,0.059438400201852676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006686267406957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046806057241041484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533202907157553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589409710266787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155943412297867,0.0,0.23655528369217002,0.06327622754188021,0.0,0.0,0.06971597243459939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952582368739584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273511371330688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356029628209897,0.0,0.09829628684912944,0.0,0.0,0.12867575157709685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279330249867877,0.09254502259132276,0.049465755182268735,0.05379110212920223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088628825692487,0.03943412828984347,0.0,0.048858092744351364,0.1435443591976529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675258556011682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077923859381641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570507734200623,0.1110655727557105,0.0,0.0,0.11865008708341968,0.0,0.31362713651870183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926306482870955 adhd,kittenspice95,2019/06/09,"Panic attack after eating? Has this happened to anyone else? I started 54mg Concerta a few weeks ago and I’ve been feeling good. No negative side effects, and my anxiety levels have actually come way down. Today I ate two smaller meals then about twenty minutes ago I ate a larger meal and I’m feeling on the verge of a panic attack. I’ve been under a decent amount of stress lately between some work drama and a breakup I’m having a really hard time getting over. I’m not sure if it’s a combination of everything that’s happening or if it’s related to my stimulant meds? I haven’t had a panic attack in over a year and I’m trying to calm myself down, but I’m having a hard time. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks!",1.4137751813053967,3.9110491849315054,4.166261079774377,80.48917405318292,84.54794520547945,6.448992747784046,22.286865431103948,7.724431198458867,1.4662269137792108,575,20,104,11,17,203,95,146,0.18100000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.102,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,11,3,4,11,0,10,5,0,2,1,18,25,10,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,3,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,4,7,4,16,18,3,23,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,4,11,64,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.13020900642140926,0.0,0.0,0.13038682645330713,0.2365563312729652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090737375458415,0.0,0.10207403470407772,0.0,0.0,0.093297769636388,0.1367154056368584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553896699899429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493863692252727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653280264011242,0.11146413494373368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991880895749872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493302899851245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971197515363353,0.0,0.0,0.1119152467522964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359844568446296,0.0,0.2390551970525425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505155152382818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482113036398368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696561378338756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547905144172897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444285704207438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152844287888327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575675022663305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284495858547227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556088979182544,0.0,0.12647659591833613,0.0,0.0,0.09059061072661848,0.0,0.1303422963805226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591099017515454,0.10702996938909876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713905730947253,0.0,0.0,0.09478526149714774,0.0,0.0,0.085924924062222 adhd,recoveringcultist,2019/06/09,"TIL mold happily grows on coffee grounds when you’re out of town for 5 weeks... ...yeah, I forgot to empty the grounds out of the coffeemaker before I left, and now my coffeemaker is filled with mold (even the carafe has a little coffee left in it, and it too is impressively moldy)... too disgusted to deal with it right now, and will need to find an alternate caffeine fix tomorrow morning 🤣🤷🏽‍♂️😭😱 What’s the worst thing you’ve forgotten recently?",4.773745318352058,5.657886168539331,5.57477528089888,81.51399812734084,69.3370786516854,9.978277153558057,29.44007490636704,10.125756701596842,2.8109760299625486,355,13,72,9,6,116,67,89,0.128,0.797,0.075,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,13,4,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,7,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438323082206034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29608717743473184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969070564684545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249257237054063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240800897276736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28784653344418737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129527071608572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835720844830301,0.0,0.0,0.24526440471414165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080071990932965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037186191021125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Melodysremni,2019/06/09,"How can I be more supportive with my boyfriend who has ADHD? We have been dating for 3 months from now. I would like to be more understanding, supportive.. Can you give me any advice or tips? For what things should I pay attention? Thank you and have a beautiful day/night!",2.2867948717948714,4.98312742307693,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,82.46153846153845,7.3128205128205135,20.2051282051282,8.344100000000001,1.1642589743589742,214,6,44,5,6,66,43,52,0.026000000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.8962,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,15,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,5,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213954704250652,0.26132672003836577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185963535149652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246839078872495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25654049457393785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065139929463745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345780311099055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509622682425704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069463309542057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462109936534627,0.0,0.0,0.17766671827932787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278401098889632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997257751264296,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blind-folded,2019/06/09,"People, we are having a problem focusing, not missing a brain. I feel like this always happens to me, either people ignore the ADHD and just say ""yeah but like just... do it better dumbo"" or they remind me I am chewing gum WOW THANKS I HADN'T NOTICED, I get that they are trying to help me but it feels very humiliating just going ""yeah you know you should spit out the gum so you don't fall asleep with it"" I get it but can you just... not? It feels like no one has ever been even close to acknowledging it without making a big fuss about it constantly. I either feel ignored or bombarded by brainless questions and reminders. PLEASE, PEOPLE, WE ARE NOT BRAINLESS WALKING MACHINES OR TOTALY NORMAL, JUST WAIT A BIT IF I ASK TO PLEASE. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?",0.5888063063063029,3.0398488716216217,2.2028378378378406,90.25286036036042,97.44594594594594,3.818018018018018,18.32882882882883,5.7366,-0.06528468468468462,595,18,111,5,24,193,93,148,0.073,0.6890000000000001,0.23800000000000002,0.9843,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,4,2,1,10,10,0,0,6,2,13,4,3,1,1,40,28,10,0,4,18,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,3,7,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,2,5,18,6,11,25,4,8,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,5,5,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752656249517136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983556847793798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917477026511259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800234880470127,0.17035236420327482,0.0,0.0,0.17418927837711934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862093347665622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306119280198217,0.14114470919226232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155886741557062,0.22294621667906014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304614203653042,0.0,0.08867961736998789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798330625515742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458854125130466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575404246262879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869589072774302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415613746938447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470540029474692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288346534608807,0.0,0.17764954813449646,0.0,0.0,0.10573494125244197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245299381352615,0.0,0.0,0.34256428887692697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930666304021134,0.0,0.0,0.17479753392132485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408715727990152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365822028322373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593911269302493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287471487451619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504144295323842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,biiirdeaux,2019/06/09,"Adderall questions, recently diagnosed Hey, I’m a student and recently was screened for a learning disability. I’m going to a doctor and have been told by people I’m more than likely going to prescribed something like adderall, how do doctors usually prescribe it? Is it daily like an SSRI? Or “certain amount of mg or grams, as needed certain hours” ? I just don’t want a tolerance and am playing with the idea of taking it every other day if it’s as needed and taking breaks between semesters to lower tolerance. Any insight is appreciated",5.500530303030303,7.703406060606063,6.638270202020205,69.51073863636367,69.20202020202021,8.182323232323233,36.61742424242424,8.841846274778883,3.8210696969696976,436,24,63,8,8,146,70,99,0.022000000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9365,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,1,2,19,19,10,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,6,12,16,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,8,42,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342579239202178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732483513672946,0.0,0.0,0.20038543406264034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041521901268361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634174602652652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244059545143944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442697599561465,0.0,0.0,0.22287236993535745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893602903030084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29278096902132617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687183273824768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116473102675094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38987299475664816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198984871836999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968828232656254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865107453191732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743923393007952,0.0,0.11644824830944685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bearasaurus-rex,2019/06/09,"One of my peers told me they thought ADHD was just a coping mechanism I am a preservice teacher, and one of my workmates told me he thought that there was no point in diagnosing ADHD as it was just a way of coping with stress, and that only boys could be diagnosed because girls processed stress more healthily. It took a lot of strength to keep composed and non impulsive and explain that while ADHD has many similarities to anxiety and other stress disorders because they are connected with adrenaline, that ADHD is more complex than just stress. I had to explain that it is a genetic condition; it is a lack of development in executive function; it is something that can inhibit concentration at an average level but also increase it to a state of hyper fixation; that it is a comorbid condition that means so many people who have it suffer from anxiety, depression ASD etc etc. He tried to say that I was under educated and didn’t know what I was talking about. I took a deep breath and said while I would never be completely an expert in anything, I could speak from a point of experience and a lot of research. I am female and was diagnosed late because of people with opinions like his. I stressed that if he shared his opinions with some of the kids who also had ADHD (diagnosed or not), he could seriously hurt them or their opinion of themselves. Then the bell rang and I had to get to my next class. Anyone got any advice? Any suggestions as to how to stay calm when discussing these issues and not let it turn into a full rant about something I’m passionate about? Or how to not smack the man who saw one video and now claims to be an expert?",11.468333333333335,7.805042531847135,10.811815286624208,64.1529033970276,58.39490445859872,14.288322717622087,44.31953290870489,12.161744961471696,5.245512526539278,1321,57,236,30,12,431,167,314,0.12,0.8220000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9459,0,0,2,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,4,1,14,14,0,5,18,0,29,6,1,2,1,50,46,28,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,4,25,17,0,1,7,1,0,3,6,9,0,3,19,5,21,5,40,19,10,25,0,3,1,1,28,11,0,10,9,181,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766468825880673,0.07751233474355608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686721294097175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788307395154034,0.0,0.12136190383376193,0.0,0.0,0.05546363959914805,0.0,0.0652750741714292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506148007271158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316738721643911,0.0,0.0,0.18999598352519534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831974113554834,0.3220397868603697,0.0,0.0,0.09090964297844444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692952630393774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759193086919204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144236117042061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344088131204004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491561631971607,0.0,0.0,0.08279133987560103,0.0,0.07050485119648643,0.0,0.0,0.04359318111021123,0.0,0.0894784336623648,0.0,0.0,0.08111190406317803,0.0,0.03875261969137014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348730978570146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608396891777799,0.0,0.08640468283415183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117785415878961,0.0,0.08435962310645166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125149245427012,0.06032779535378111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998348270272644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996946044623186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545318639944443,0.0630798708190507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213157786434466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454647359439052,0.0,0.0,0.454314209828671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375584980995817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259452811963318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159073841227153,0.17625885370531158,0.05385428830710474,0.08627932923985154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296194444473216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634792346566898,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tbabykvesper,2019/06/09,"Guys I have my first final in two days and I could really use advice/encouragement I haven't been doing too well since I transferred to my new school. It's a lot more difficult for me. I told myself I would do much better on finals this quarter. But they're almost here and I'm really struggling with my last assignments. I'll focus on something for two sentences and then my brain jumps to something else, it feels like popcorn. And the more things I have to do, the more it jumps around. It's so frustrating. My boyfriend looks at me and tells me ""just focus, get your stuff done"" and I want to with all my heart, I'm sitting here trying, putting in the time and my brain is just flying everywhere. Does anyone have advice on how to hustle through these last few days? How to stay on task for at least a while? Actually get more than a few sentences done? Encouragement? tl;dr I told myself I'd do better on my finals this quarter and it's not looking good. Does anyone have advice or encouragement on how to push through this last week?",2.6947058823529417,5.048468666666672,3.3693725490196087,89.07317647058825,78.01960784313725,6.04078431372549,21.47450980392157,7.1686216300943375,0.6284792156862751,824,23,163,10,20,259,109,204,0.06,0.838,0.102,0.6835,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,12,10,1,1,6,0,15,3,3,4,1,27,26,16,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,1,5,5,3,23,7,26,19,10,31,0,0,2,0,7,11,0,3,15,119,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.11092913141588373,0.0,0.0,0.22216124374267213,0.0,0.0,0.11382778820596764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896658508104636,0.0,0.0,0.10119369125735814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107029620197944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537948817672825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075919797306566,0.0,0.0,0.14662026216949864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989532379407085,0.2326553190099937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949597882139911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057476837115539824,0.08120851241490279,0.0,0.3735719388104612,0.0,0.09669078927071012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877963077378563,0.0,0.0,0.09534410449495063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125548325663059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347038791997405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779777065777848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553522686037583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909145533840075,0.0,0.0,0.09664131285192802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356324733961946,0.0,0.0,0.1097867656721038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427346316586612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456445631724837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504385091348472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403205748421913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175023132307684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116103707834895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883643013692888,0.13012918777666874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935582224029732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551975377569442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628404732154031,0.0,0.0,0.21724017923702174,0.0,0.07717697906253224,0.0,0.22208537061481973,0.0,0.0,0.09817757733846508,0.0,0.0,0.06704769214103119,0.0,0.0911821836761148,0.0,0.10220630597631823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075053345293938,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redass22,2019/06/09,"Thanks, Mom So like many folks, I coasted undiagnosed until this past year, when I entered college. Everything I had thought I was so well prepared for became completely overwhelming. I dropped and failed classes I was expected to excel in, and my depression/anxiety combo worsened to the point where I couldn't function most days- meaning I wasn't going to class or doing assignments, making my grades worse, and the cycle continued. &#x200B; I finally started seeing a counselor, and she saw my symptoms and helped me get started on the path to an official diagnosis. I spoke to my counselor a lot about my fear of telling my Mom about all of it. She had always made me feel so stupid and lazy for what I now know was just me not dealing with my ADHD. &#x200B; Eventually, after literal months, I got the courage to open up to my Mom about it over the phone one day and halfway through my practiced shpiel, she cut me off and said, ""Oh yeah, they wanted to test you for that when you were in elementary school, but your grades were always great so I never saw a reason to get you tested."" &#x200B; We finished the conversation, but I still can't stop thinking about it. Like, how different could my life have been if I had been diagnosed as a kid? I would've been able to retain more friendships, I could've actually learned the things I was being taught in school, maybe my mental health would even be better? I could be the kid going full ride to Stanford like everyone told me I would when I was little, and instead, I'm just scraping by as an average kid. Ugh. &#x200B; I'm beyond happy with the wonderful life I've been blessed with but gosh, would it have killed my Mom to just listen a little to what my teachers were telling her a decade ago? Rant over. Thanks for listening, y'all.",5.748468698202218,6.878255651026398,5.694813209231165,80.640480683412,67.26979472140765,8.628381996684942,31.83488461048068,8.841846274778883,2.5930712992477365,1431,58,263,23,23,448,190,341,0.076,0.77,0.154,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,5,1,3,22,19,3,2,17,1,29,6,0,4,2,48,58,25,1,9,9,4,1,3,0,3,6,4,0,3,9,14,0,2,8,0,0,4,5,7,1,1,25,8,50,12,41,24,5,40,1,2,3,0,29,15,0,5,23,185,59,14,0.07644605162959457,0.0,0.07460031891496244,0.0,0.09187329833950032,0.0,0.06776481227881911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721847784267212,0.3313170600073708,0.3715612806691116,0.0,0.0,0.058481020254595124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761032034388498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015223068663306,0.0,0.0,0.18310785526318735,0.0,0.0,0.0986027581540571,0.07881252249524931,0.0,0.07759113322729339,0.0,0.07986985324024147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504918961214632,0.0,0.0,0.07304747835564902,0.06870478193481508,0.0,0.0,0.08602306135074934,0.038653420650769287,0.0,0.0,0.0837429129067377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987981356407793,0.0,0.08689210568209946,0.0,0.061140890967906224,0.08428204179989805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137824346825735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125857810372372,0.0,0.0,0.051240176993708114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457622970330347,0.0,0.042012750738659406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799221408863556,0.11204303816100028,0.15323805366242402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499169935880503,0.0,0.07233510244012294,0.05102833307607376,0.07750429767015436,0.0768003339096377,0.08327216115260358,0.0,0.0,0.07703963973939787,0.0,0.0,0.35813076695418505,0.0610185090728675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895990776633716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180182302357977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297640633149174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226622833752003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859927314714288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271770106942088,0.0,0.0,0.15473497101812642,0.06091760564511721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821781761819084,0.0,0.061049915580784785,0.06391232218994007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794567183135361,0.0,0.0,0.13363443724076962,0.14076250697916046,0.0,0.0,0.050787359858832815,0.04898354312796918,0.0,0.060689625887068215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304747835564902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508986190003605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873418121672786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290248202205891,0.0,0.0,0.07790505757946012,0.21722032693316676,0.0,0.3715612806691116,0.04922875086720376 adhd,OhhKira,2019/06/09,"The hyperactivity turned into laziness? When I was younger I was very much hyperactive. Now that I’m in my early 20s I’ve noticed in the past few years I have zero motivation to do anything. I mean i want to clean my room but I cant. I want to work out but I cant. I feel like I’m fighting myself all the time to do things. The only thing that keeps me active is video games. I can seem to spend all my time focusing on that but the second I change my attention to something else. I lose all motivation and my mind wonders. Anyone else experience this? Since I’ve taken adderall, it’s really helped me but the second it’s gone I’m back to that state.",-0.2982352941176494,1.9840350588235296,2.3325882352941183,90.45064705882356,95.47058823529413,5.072941176470589,17.82941176470588,6.742157984588678,0.16181294117647085,512,15,111,8,20,176,81,136,0.07400000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.102,0.1766,0,0,1,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,3,21,22,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,7,2,1,1,2,2,0,3,4,1,20,1,12,18,5,16,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,9,72,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328054608923231,0.1946086442092445,0.15629854753077527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460466334109794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092376507172852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31732903952278746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579076697964486,0.0,0.0,0.09603575292091196,0.1356880619174476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273079819209639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882103889983202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279159384586043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124862698303416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068925481626848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177802897414925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962249451278594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623980210061264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445248679099873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181312391232514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167584356625252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290772807088484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711441151583352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621958282043648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236588435343243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150273782022095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659239400789306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671448792312384,0.2240546251154992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597406764936188,0.1382733727387926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231052453552566 adhd,Patchharris,2019/06/09,"My eldest boy and I have ADHD, my partner doesn’t understand and gets angry at him all the time. What can I do to make her understand? I’m 33 [M] and I have ADHD, over the course of my life I have found ways of coping with it and even using it to my advantage. I have 3 kids (10yr old boy, 7yr old boy and 1.5yr old girl) I believe my eldest has ADHD but I haven’t taken him anywhere to have it confirmed (in my heart I just know) my partner asks him to do things and by the time he walks to another room he forgets why he is there. She gets really angry with home and it breaks my heart because I suffered as a child with people not understanding what I was going through. How can I make her understand what it is like and get her to give him a bit of leeway? TL;DR My son has ADHD, partner gets angry at him for things he can’t control, need advice.",1.081784313725489,2.898963766666672,3.0927450980392166,91.74794117647059,80.77777777777777,5.790849673202615,20.03267973856209,6.794906146795322,0.2204640522875816,658,17,146,7,17,222,95,180,0.08900000000000001,0.884,0.027000000000000003,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,17,3,2,5,1,28,36,11,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,9,10,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,29,2,20,33,2,14,0,1,0,0,25,5,0,0,6,96,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346998517390859,0.10869113858012104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663271143316258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398357123193727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780382109670756,0.0,0.0,0.12531635615215594,0.0,0.0,0.12143264222267075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475214688886715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346533176159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195623700016045,0.0,0.0,0.2324490643180418,0.106700449318979,0.06321368240996836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26361246011635736,0.0,0.0,0.11157118850390907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061128238555505365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856393248339309,0.05434059457959502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849168704841412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247447458088608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35014659313488106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711179130080445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125578310840623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779045858562567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971638890213902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631708906893026,0.0,0.09606565469462207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828795380189712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036636137948723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,butdoesithavestars,2019/06/09,"One of my best “bright side of ADHD” moments yet Last night I excitedly bought a ticket for a performance that I believed was tonight. When I got to the theater, they couldn’t find my ticket and pointed out the show I bought a ticket for is NEXT Saturday, the 15th. The lady at the ticket counter said “do you want to see our show?” And GAVE ME A FREE TICKET. My seat mates had purchased three tickets and failed to find a third, so they told the ticket counter to gift someone the ticket. Not only that, but one of the people in my row totally does the kind of therapy I’m hoping to do and told me their clinic does practicum and internships!!! She took my card and is going to contact me. A beautiful, free show (it was my city’s Gay Men’s Chorus) and a possible connection for school! And one of the chorale members told me he liked my jacket on my way out! All because I lack attention to detail.",3.4607901037509983,4.977482776536316,4.36067438148444,86.57146648044693,73.18994413407822,7.348922585794092,26.752194732641662,7.957251820313856,1.561151316839585,703,25,142,10,14,227,106,179,0.027000000000000003,0.8079999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9766,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,3,3,3,9,0,0,17,0,8,2,0,0,2,21,22,11,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,10,0,0,3,12,5,2,2,1,0,5,12,3,23,10,20,9,4,18,0,1,2,1,15,7,0,1,9,93,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265148524798392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771842499887826,0.0,0.0,0.1806051156367911,0.1682267383738975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056218592977195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29302568902066417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110314704345407,0.0,0.12820790879658586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921575236847588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692954675851404,0.0,0.13066727606355158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831531069977493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704826705062449,0.15043228099696182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258737301615462,0.12191666201126344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111330109848737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153691523130414,0.18071607458832215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248362002934307,0.0,0.0,0.16223387276403695,0.12773969605309188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582310540971254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331895790100372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595254155401954,0.17810108066825253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455009259130592,0.12724002353186026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pantagruelin,2019/06/09,"""Inner calm"" in high-stimulation environments When I first started riding roller coasters when I was about 13, I always thought you were supposed to scream like the people around me were doing. But instead of screaming, I would just stay quiet, totally absorbed in my thoughts despite the rush and chaos around me. I would be on this insane ride being jerked around at like 90mph, thoughts and ideas racing through my head, and I finally felt like I could _think_, as if everything were clear. Well I shared this with my parents at the time and they were pretty stunned and still remember it as one of my quirks. Only recently did I realize that that adrenaline rush probably prompted me to hyperfocus. Does this sound familiar to anyone? The same thing happens at loud concerts and in high-stress situations. I never knew how to explain it.",7.143443708609272,8.484936225165566,6.397013245033115,76.09393046357617,64.23178807947019,9.483708609271524,34.96754966887417,9.642632912329526,3.445349139072848,674,30,113,13,10,206,104,151,0.096,0.778,0.126,0.5824,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,11,9,1,0,4,0,12,1,1,1,3,31,21,13,0,4,3,1,1,3,0,2,0,6,0,0,8,10,0,0,10,2,0,4,1,3,1,2,11,7,19,6,21,5,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,12,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344218502890934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373237514262043,0.0,0.0,0.3961988088838809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844837916075883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982534602088058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333076370331412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244284265528162,0.16251425618654813,0.0,0.1261896041907393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118871062319182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225372370119886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134877150016079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674732998280115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174344117680074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441953979012882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052832467339384,0.11282969427166442,0.0,0.0,0.1647292570808471,0.0,0.0,0.10284979465525708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509290742367081,0.1599504091562749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648140764299938,0.0,0.1680558525820537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675580464941206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500553136919136,0.15812533362873074,0.11847547782236915,0.0,0.16993869276222098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855962402846748,0.09505907784326824,0.0,0.3533288633126789,0.0865062510995467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338781691852528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107724620199004,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tonyboy1301,2019/06/09,"I hate it when people tell me I shouldn’t take my ADD meds Today at work I was talking to a coworker about the new medication that I’m taking and another person interjected them self and said “you shouldn’t take that shit you should just smoke weed”. I hate it so much when people are all the sudden experts on medication. Your not. Piss off. You try focusing on a task when your mind is wandering a million different. Sometimes I feel like that character from X-men cyclops, and my meds are my glasses. When their on everything is cool, when their off all hell breaks lose.",4.856689189189186,6.221842990990992,5.341970720720724,81.47619932432436,69.54054054054055,9.153603603603603,28.289414414414416,9.516144504307137,2.4358009009009005,456,16,89,10,8,146,74,111,0.157,0.782,0.061,-0.9223,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,3,2,8,8,5,0,5,1,8,4,2,0,2,13,16,9,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,3,17,2,9,11,3,15,1,1,0,0,13,6,3,0,9,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540232370288947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476667391601527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033589938816894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845792184229027,0.11950122612926525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33029867690086706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817220695938266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871378323305141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716094218394849,0.33702373876918035,0.0,0.0,0.16889997014628813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296630266305734,0.0,0.0,0.16155514638112134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319347156188565,0.14605799565389116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911674098730735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450420805465078,0.0,0.17170528700250395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543915904811915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37730973463648093,0.13444923302419312,0.14620564061235014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585570517605454,0.0,0.0,0.11356868082751312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177812365960178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imagination-station,2019/06/09,"I got my Concerta dose reduced!!! Hey guys new poster here. I’m a uni student turning 20 in September and I’ve been on Concerta for YEARS (like literally more than half my life) I got diagnosed when I was in grade 4 (9 years old) and I’ve always had the same dose of 32mg. When I got older and my ADD symptoms got worse I started taking 54mg EVERY SINGLE DAY. It took me a very long time to adjust to the side effects. I never ate lunch at school, I basically had to force myself to eat dinner and it would always take me 2+ hours to fall asleep at night. It was a really rough time for me but at least I could focus in class and get all my work done. I finally felt like a “normal” person (if I took my meds) but I wasn’t happy. I felt like the “me” on medication was not the real me but what people thought I should be. I felt like a lesser version of me, like a diluted version of me. I never would have made it this far without the support I’ve received from my family and friends. I’m incredibly lucky and grateful for the eternal patience with me and their understanding of me. Now that I’m more mature (hardly tbh) and older my doctor recommended that I reduced my dosage from 54mg back to 32mg. It’s been a little over 3 months that I’ve been taking 32mg and I’m happy ... Now (with permission from my doc) I only take my meds if I have class or if I know I have to do something important. My weight has gone up, my skin is clear and I’m thriving. ADD will always be a part of the real me and when taking my meds I’m still me ... just a more focused me. Anyways, sorry for the long post I’m just really happy and felt like sharing. Toodles😚😚😚",1.5558119658119691,3.062305193732197,3.865877492877496,88.18514102564106,78.25925925925927,6.617321937321937,22.24131054131054,7.42949916751922,0.7584479772079775,1277,37,282,17,30,443,172,351,0.018000000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.184,0.9962,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,2,11,13,0,0,17,0,23,14,2,2,4,51,55,23,0,8,11,0,8,6,1,4,7,0,0,2,10,17,5,0,9,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,24,8,47,13,33,24,10,45,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,5,32,173,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415506860507266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596801882628149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684971693682386,0.0,0.0,0.05532812736853487,0.0,0.0,0.08707610582578837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781077088219777,0.0,0.08779402609627772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778565783942155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228265641166526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087616298270768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294914320578427,0.09397989748475334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628194934330754,0.0,0.04482228065205776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744597466624785,0.0,0.0,0.08494662361159222,0.0,0.2739784913077986,0.07685192615765055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448689904222212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714851526443658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060596752948540784,0.25147902968166075,0.08598516623129702,0.0,0.15184475208676226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117756208746513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588353577323045,0.08642545319214627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847759444105983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233468708598178,0.08285752684664457,0.0,0.08050908504753725,0.08405700993852631,0.0,0.0,0.09002327119361307,0.0,0.0,0.06524795639291607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290334256626506,0.0,0.0594767092121058,0.07490943227218402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216410725432187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529798484831914,0.10991988177495096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682511874040504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604613859962097,0.0,0.09603605220611117,0.06072334393901312,0.0,0.06851284017460277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735466235675737,0.0,0.08916974562250088,0.32252094890858296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810850758925305,0.1000508976983973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063401758653414,0.0,0.09331602255375712,0.0,0.0893115044934519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707865977339708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447038181338096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269950690534174,0.0,0.06245690327100939,0.0,0.0874284052313208,0.12188699525844375,0.0,0.0,0.1104932417374757 adhd,pussyforpresident,2019/06/09,"You’re doing the best you can with the information you have right now Don’t be too hard on yourself, friends — being a part of this community (actives and lurkers alike!) is solid proof that you are trying your best and brushing up your Shakespeare to be your best self and honor that brain health :) On good days and bad. *You* are the most important person in *your* life. Don’t forget to give yourself a little love today in your love language o’ choice. It is nice to view so much sincerity in feeling (good and bad) in one space. Know you are so capable of doing and being what you want — and that it’s always the darkest just before they turn on the lights. If things are bad, they will get better, you are trying, you are here! Love you all",2.9869230769230763,5.0659473103448285,3.5710344827586202,89.32625994694962,75.89655172413794,5.840848806366048,21.498673740053054,6.67199483983844,0.3828885941644562,580,15,116,5,13,182,88,145,0.073,0.64,0.287,0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,14,2,5,6,16,0,0,7,0,19,6,1,0,2,18,28,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,16,13,14,23,7,14,0,0,1,3,24,11,0,2,3,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343344049428308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37158117095725857,0.0,0.0,0.1262291521053164,0.0,0.467031164177178,0.131197520902378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656000907868151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566910316465513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500678798715943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146096018656424,0.0,0.07750320850756802,0.1423043314143927,0.0,0.2488465054993369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288638531005148,0.0,0.0,0.15768190336972773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152555283226362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477920155624064,0.0,0.14867887510485628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016566365213794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904933345796083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005212033362608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606412486204604,0.0,0.0,0.1295275756636022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668429721850852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475432831474425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855264215233764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406120248807111,0.0,0.0,0.2014306143671813,0.16135482282177738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749667312662511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AreYouRektSir,2019/06/09,"Not ADHD but need help desperately I don’t know where to post stuff like this but this is the the only place I know where to post. On mobile, sorry for format yadadada. So I have been procrastinating hard for the past couple months or so. Im usually pretty good for getting shit done. But when my mid semester report came in I noticed my grades slipped. I felt like shit... I ignored this for too long and i’ve come to this. I notice that my behaviour pattern is; 1) Start project cause of willpower 2) Get good work in 3) Get stuck 4) Immediately feel like shit do nothing and do jackshit But lately i can’t even start because i can’t bring myself too because i have low willpower lately. And when i get stuck i sorta just stop and feel like i hit a brick wall and this causes me to get distracted. Fuck writing this is procrastinating... Help!",2.2923529411764707,4.6885773493975895,3.5013678242381303,87.35153437278527,79.72289156626506,5.833593196314671,23.01771793054572,7.048011613610866,0.8088636428065206,664,22,132,8,17,215,98,166,0.191,0.643,0.166,-0.4365,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,10,13,4,1,4,0,12,4,3,2,0,26,32,14,0,1,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,6,4,18,6,12,25,0,25,0,1,0,1,3,9,4,2,15,75,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151108701116216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355706134120966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346731743104133,0.0,0.2419207546541957,0.0,0.10143010155418736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028672607483982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049782852689594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777192323061427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907458797826405,0.1682394272442991,0.11305724274920413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088568001204555,0.3075942480569901,0.0,0.0,0.19752409020125627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054797305906771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784897845354567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718883022637584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942324119870138,0.0,0.26565138416231826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301043198805658,0.0,0.0,0.10420391747152977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398590997346906,0.0,0.0,0.08730918858986855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298307862064425,0.2681154107349638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895532123397782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240448283435192,0.0,0.0,0.12302235748282855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554146215232135,0.11979278611552938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362602126469456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181005890357098,0.16668630910077736,0.0,0.0,0.09844320765631537,0.0,0.0,0.13479412051940864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968358664497098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572247515358111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cold-flame,2019/06/09,"I am tired of the fighting with some invisible demons. It's like every minute of every day. All I seem to do is fight, fight, fight, fight, just to barely function. That's what I think my ADHD has done to me. Every minute feels like a ""fight"" with something...everything. And I think of myself as someone who doesn't succumb to the demons inside me. But it gets exhausting. Like a never-ending exhausting war. And the resources deplete. If not today, they will one day. (Now I know what the US government feels like, LOL, sorry for the political joke). I can't ever seem to relax. I am fighting right now to make this post. Then, I will likely fight against some invisible force just to make breakfast. It's like every minute of my waking life. If I don't fight, I will decay. I know that for sure. I will starve, I will go homeless. I would have to fight with some invisible force if I want to end this post with something more concrete and meaningful, or maybe a direct question, but as I said, I am very exhausted and can't do that. I guess I am also asking for suggestions here, but I am just venting. I just want to relax and go with the flow of life...just for once...and not have to worry about life collapsing on me the minute I let my guards down.",2.4024737026647958,4.476727778225809,3.4603786816269313,89.45839410939693,77.66935483870971,6.248527349228612,21.669705469845727,7.255503002510835,0.6391021739130434,971,27,200,12,23,312,117,248,0.139,0.747,0.114,-0.6128,0,0,2,0,12,0,49.0,1,0,1,0,10,25,11,0,10,1,23,8,1,2,3,46,41,16,1,6,13,0,2,6,0,6,6,1,0,0,11,10,1,1,10,3,0,3,6,15,0,1,2,3,31,10,31,32,5,17,2,0,0,0,17,3,0,11,15,136,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462044048898912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623262466079244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124978795207822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521347960072115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314546801659294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316388795844016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088507662299886,0.4055529492877191,0.0,0.1081502025800344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169095530375725,0.1719360693891539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287057302071665,0.0,0.13677939973728132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256362801027688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322669943888742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230516732934896,0.25499054436633123,0.35274043330175725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606503769922402,0.0,0.12089364723436642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281051172070316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081542761598903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230497173712096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480381667392813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276625332326304,0.11446705571780695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190986790687875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196026938308067,0.0926405019815343,0.0,0.13470625646462894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113415219272545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421284991207446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383084852145718,0.11406442066189207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447493446953553,0.0,0.0,0.09928977055560408,0.14195453537488328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220700980114348,0.0,0.0854832141982932,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,obscenethoughts111,2019/06/09,"Lol do I actually have adhd I started vvyanse 30mg three days ago, first time trying stimulant medication. My head is clear of thoughts, I feel focused I think? But I can't tell. I feel like I'm faking adhd? Like I've spent all morning looking up how people should react on Vvyanse if they have adhd and how they should it they don't. And there's nothing and I genuinely can't tell if I'm faking it or not. I feel like I'm ready to go, but my head is quiet but I want to do lots. I know I have a lot of nervous energy and I'm probably at the strongest peak right now. But I just can't be sure if I have it or not. What are your experiences on vvyanse? I've been more chatty than usual too when I do chat, which I feel like isn't an adhd thing? I'm really doubting myself. I'm going to try to study today but I don't know how to push myself to it.",-0.15665775401069482,1.7557532673796814,2.5698689839572206,93.29127406417112,85.84491978609627,5.451229946524067,18.97566844919785,6.742157984588678,0.05414887700534754,659,18,155,8,20,230,99,187,0.11,0.7929999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.4969,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,1,9,9,0,2,3,1,20,3,2,5,3,39,40,18,0,6,13,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,1,1,3,8,4,0,2,3,6,24,5,13,34,4,17,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,8,13,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.12099832212915762,0.0,0.596057234566135,0.0,0.10991144145752316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996459309743711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128798442836802,0.0,0.0,0.2507763565261413,0.26573976428164275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546754597074816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409350408513434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25450316143954144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362855392938202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423049449102754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412206574888364,0.0,0.0,0.21082715701797927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490891209345087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897368400201284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596045225317687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336843651972356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943246082507982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588850468763916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776218752634593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168610082515479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674897533935672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237478629673757,0.079449077653162,0.0,0.09843581113040928,0.07230074199145542,0.0,0.11752993372208012,0.0,0.0,0.16836488043079365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655968881456254,0.0,0.07313370390760532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDScared,2019/06/09,"Struggling -- no degree, no job, no support, savings running out. Hi. I am extremely ADHD-C. I was admitted to a top three university in the USA (yes, you're thinking of the right ones). Everything sucked, but it was suppose to be over two years ago. Due to a comedy of errors, I ended up finishing eight semesters without ever getting enrolled into my thesis writing courses. No worries! Says my institution, and tells me I can write the papers on my own, without being enrolled. Except I cannot do that. I have been trying for *two years* and I have... six pages. I have two papers that need to be over 50 pages each of original research. I asked to be enrolled in a class to help me keep structure. Declined, because my university does not allow you to be enrolled for more or less than eight terms, no matter what. I filed a federal OCR complaint, which is currently under investigation because of this and dozens of other accommodations that were denied over my time here. However, the truth of the matter is that this investigation could take *years.* Title 9 office is always ""getting back to me"" and our disabilities office doesn't have any advice -- not that they would be allowed to institute anything (the university does not allow them to approve accommodations, they have to petition the major student-wide academic committee... who have no medical personnel on them). I've been desperately playing by the rules and trying to do this paper and I can't. I can't even get one done. I'm so scared. No matter what I do I don't make any more progress. I don't see a way out of this. I cannot get employed anywhere, I cannot even get a basic retail job (oh, how I've tried). How do I get through this? It's taken two years of my life already.",3.2364369335347436,5.675337722054382,4.7359054003021175,79.53186414274926,76.61329305135952,7.158648036253778,27.86640861027191,8.17850203761792,2.1781305891238683,1370,58,244,25,32,457,178,331,0.13699999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.08,-0.9642,6,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,1,4,3,8,7,1,2,14,1,37,2,0,7,2,39,55,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,17,10,0,1,2,1,1,1,20,3,0,11,7,2,33,4,40,40,9,30,0,0,1,0,15,14,1,1,14,183,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588445006471664,0.11048767299882924,0.10022699104824777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477214353537247,0.0,0.09408072428096016,0.0,0.0,0.15377874807025138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304443059143908,0.0,0.10570229519728308,0.0,0.0,0.08694147233099253,0.0,0.1378490741981112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027472495516982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789122463783765,0.11570670192137135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014371962549397,0.0,0.0,0.14935925151693302,0.10227549064484542,0.0,0.0,0.10161724547571524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544367536686131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578636445901048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440291750839134,0.1004990621118675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986250024723561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754730384462562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390301362824826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383767892472703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323412484653373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965585208482763,0.0,0.08991534267316174,0.11319969865565085,0.0,0.09009968611072566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182020807240849,0.0,0.0,0.1283069862363525,0.0,0.0,0.08501224276430683,0.0,0.0988254604023648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244870860703252,0.0,0.0,0.06593022277084577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302950239757059,0.0,0.4417997557618259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974724799859476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179849272215224,0.0,0.0,0.11482493252498525,0.0,0.08031948673247084,0.0,0.0,0.29124552442836826 adhd,tristin_bl,2019/06/09,Just started Stratera Anyone have any experience with it?,8.189999999999998,12.270925777777775,7.58666666666667,56.70000000000002,69.0,8.044444444444443,42.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,5.286466666666668,48,3,5,1,1,15,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381206561284788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504833850649706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6302124405160336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560123795170273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItCertainlyChecksOut,2019/06/09,"New to Vyvanse. New to this sub so forgive my ignorance. Started vyvanse recently and I gotta ask, does anyone else on here take vyvanse and get really cold feet and hands? It's not really even annoying, it's kind of a weird sensation. It could be 100 degrees in my room and my feet will feel like they are in ice buckets. Also it feels like I'm being chased by a bear sometimes and other times I'm as calm as a tranquilized cucumber.",2.4818181818181806,4.494315363636368,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,77.18181818181819,8.036363636363637,26.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.2598818181818183,344,14,68,8,8,116,64,88,0.067,0.794,0.14,0.7614,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,3,0,5,3,3,0,0,11,14,9,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,6,9,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018396995714986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754517719084574,0.2308613902531773,0.0,0.0,0.2106386957153659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989533988008544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717428733894712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882214007748998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488181400121514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785162009035964,0.32192952931052915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771755660083352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346304389442009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201546231012271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352204066584987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886845496516625,0.0,0.22247094304504209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228418583098024,0.0,0.15947880324569094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694085062418958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313827302118169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sugarfield,2019/06/09,"there's something i've been wondering first of all, sorry about the formatting, i'm on mobile. second of all, i can't get all my thoughts out in writing so i ramble a lot, bear with me. so, i'm turning 15 soon (july) and i have summer school this summer for english, not entirely related, but i'm not that good at textbook learning. i'm always fascinated with how others see me or think i work, like weird habits i have that i don't notice. one thing i have noticed is that i absolutely love learning new things with no context. sometimes i feel like learning random physics stuff and how things are made and work, sometimes i want to learn every bone in the body and where it is, sometimes i want to study foreign languages and cultures. my interests are all weird compared to each other. these weird learning spikes happen constantly, right now it's everything on the auburn high school quizbowl list (rockford, il). are these learning spikes normal for someone with adhd? it's not hyperfocusing i think. my dad doesn't have adhd and he used to have the same kind of learning spikes when he was a kid. i wanna know if anyone else likes learning things out of nowhere? we could maybe have a race to learn the most about ancient rome.",5.1635519399249095,6.629110561702131,4.965431789737174,84.08411764705885,68.91489361702128,7.231539424280351,29.993742177722158,7.510576382923642,1.8244643304130164,982,38,182,10,17,302,139,235,0.057,0.831,0.113,0.9445,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,3,11,10,0,0,8,0,17,3,2,4,4,53,36,14,0,6,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,14,0,0,15,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,2,19,7,25,31,8,19,0,0,1,1,8,10,0,6,12,118,35,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953482988434327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224342026297308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591838214869152,0.12590190004434634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648852994570096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327862708863028,0.0,0.09810720222722263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264787871449693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352908383668656,0.0,0.11043383025104857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062130250246909824,0.08778327847746269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451902427902104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419810618124286,0.0,0.0,0.1030633098326355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865963261151997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298261861805271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795737753687605,0.0675299280893528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800943327179627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446554217328036,0.11090119534549107,0.11626908927014334,0.0,0.0,0.12344635699808525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867527107128285,0.0,0.0,0.12039326805347556,0.0,0.2797923191984018,0.0,0.0,0.08326456426145798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049361971064176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24871595603824526,0.09791697654314517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041131945459804,0.0945966371411066,0.3645851738982716,0.13755062408838545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066464695576728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32653579675840105,0.1574691057755302,0.0,0.09755052930043437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365477698070513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612618499539872,0.0,0.0,0.1449519528301871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325475125881134,0.17891168631374846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JayKayVay,2019/06/09,"UK ADHD diagnosis - second opinion? Looking for help on where to turn next re. second opinion on ADHD. Biggest issues are severe executive dysfunction and I struggle to read more than a few paragraphs. I'm open to the idea it may be something other than ADHD, but until someone can give me an idea of what it may be then ADHD fits best - also I would like the opportunity to try ADHD medication to see if they could help with my problems, but my understanding is that UK GP's will not prescribe ADHD meds unless someone has an ADHD diagnosis. After a long wait I was sent for an assessment, but it was little more than a casual 30 minute talk and it focused more on my depression and didn't feel like an assessment for ADHD. I suspect some aspects may be interfering with a diagnosis : I'm an adult, I'm a woman, I'm Autistic (which may explain the executive dysfunction), and above mentioned depression. I attempted to go to my GP to ask for a second opinion, they had no idea how to get a second opinion so hey referred me to mental health - after a 9 month wait I finally saw someone from the mental health services and they obviously they confirmed they cannot help with ADHD assessments because it's not a mental illness. So I'm now stuck...I've not chased this up for months, because of course executive dysfunction means I keep 'forgetting' or 'procrastinating'. I'm not sure how to approach this with my doctor, I'm not sure what the next steps will be or if I'll end-up just leaving my GP' office being told it's tough and nothing more can be done for me. Can anyone offer any advice?",7.588186274509803,6.9401606535947735,8.411887254901966,68.81724264705885,63.37908496732026,10.787254901960788,36.11846405228758,10.125756701596842,3.682732679738562,1264,52,221,24,16,429,155,306,0.11199999999999999,0.784,0.10400000000000001,-0.1601,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,3,8,12,0,1,19,0,26,5,0,2,3,55,50,21,0,5,14,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,0,2,13,11,0,3,9,2,0,4,8,5,0,4,8,4,21,7,35,28,7,24,0,2,3,0,19,9,0,13,13,153,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7641878755686976,0.06904014572290555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056500238948303284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804566377268455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940139879564439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604991910494241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613739353987537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414473149464089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640973329274646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170462673727088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231513668931365,0.0,0.0723013467923514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257654640125472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035723685583475814,0.0504736779162023,0.0,0.07739562088317159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03691266253007537,0.0677756684299664,0.04015306033479981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019917235086747,0.0,0.0,0.14206928711716346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927193205740535,0.0,0.07374214940779196,0.0,0.06279858833928187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481008138540646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903382589334164,0.0708116895774822,0.0,0.0625246418656331,0.05932973890586653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696054974666088,0.07847825029118652,0.07117428076574372,0.2136012664219194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278722535767095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027803488742167,0.0,0.0,0.06779233160367998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760425481346492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067094441426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056300357223909164,0.0,0.0,0.0798164520380722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795891862146574,0.0543912266416651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386062767407492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317701791591635,0.0,0.0,0.05678726071314895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675108465307591,0.0,0.04796795148574701,0.07684889744711379,0.0,0.07355104152355868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018902939930253,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Epicdudster,2019/01/23,"Can someone help me find a Psychologist/Psychiatrist? I dont know if this is the right place to ask for help. I finally got a job that has full health insurance, and I really need to get in to get some help with my mental issues before they get worse. I'm looking for someone who can do a full psych evaluation, and do a TOVA test. I also need someone who can help with depression and possibly anxiety, but would prefer someone who specializes in ADHD. I know this is something I should do myself, but I just cant seem to focus long enough to find any information. I get to the pages that list all of the people in network, but I get really overwhelmed and put it off. Its been almost 2 months since I got insurance, and I still haven't started a list of possible doctors to get with. Would someone be willing to help me out? I would be eternally grateful. I thought somebody in this sub would understand my struggle. If you send me a message, I can give you the insurance website and zipcode and other information needed. TIA ",5.4662079628913816,6.28806144221106,6.449346733668343,76.08864708156169,67.74371859296483,9.74116737533823,32.89563200618477,9.851270322608157,3.2510290684190184,813,35,150,18,13,271,110,199,0.045,0.8370000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9313,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,2,10,0,22,2,0,0,1,38,43,13,0,11,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,10,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,1,23,1,21,31,6,18,0,2,1,0,17,10,0,5,6,107,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350278421323148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029036569555186,0.0,0.0,0.08218061732884592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698832851384243,0.0,0.07861445006995671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960707994798225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874448969005198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851078812425131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051836715378376,0.0,0.0,0.12043905836381134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061830490525396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257332749597806,0.18784951693192967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221408033422893,0.09858093302129432,0.0,0.0,0.16438008431808973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092337035722102,0.0,0.0,0.3444039038914591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725928729316148,0.10197776524340764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295320365025127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094322010716094,0.08629617608705313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356229910719562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202552749539667,0.0,0.0,0.2285954006712491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124386431261721,0.0,0.10736687838746056,0.0,0.0,0.231702738600894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330656018248872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166695410982146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776019742210339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355280896304807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500773614847759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43535952128773614,0.07911302086306382,0.0,0.0,0.07273713918454144,0.0,0.08206774641253912,0.0,0.0,0.10743161606989626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158341874496262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698131742621858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472565684755376,0.2920033965126543,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shorttyler,2019/01/23,"How does your medication ""feel""? My first time taking amphetamine I could feel my whole thought process change, I was able to keep 1 thought in my head for longer than a couple of seconds, and it was almost like a noise I wasn't aware of disappeared. After just a couple of weeks on the medication I stopped noticing the effects. My dosage was increased and I could feel similar but weaker feelings. Now I'm on Vyvanse and it's not a discernable change in feelings or thoughts, until I try to read or do homework and I'm actually able to. I don't ""feel"" my medication at all, but I can definitely tell when I forgot to take my medication by noticing my inability to pay attention or be productive. How does everyone else ""feel"" their medication? Is it a perceivable change, or do you only notice your behavior change? Do you ever feel your medicine ""kick in""?",4.6002136752136735,6.542059524691362,5.658888888888887,76.68653846153849,71.03703703703705,9.182146248812916,32.21462488129155,9.661875296680813,3.2779519468186145,681,32,125,17,13,225,92,162,0.07400000000000001,0.873,0.052000000000000005,-0.6568,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,1,2,6,1,0,0,7,0,13,6,1,3,2,37,30,14,0,2,8,0,8,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,15,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,8,8,22,1,19,19,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,10,85,25,3,0.1936452904883983,0.0,0.09448493492385007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695389320993687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097020817750273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546100073942893,0.21426483073312252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946029865898188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088289609105165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758162582443046,0.0,0.09251818677413924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916515090435767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235729258284454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936796735437754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606041582486781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047302653765596135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876931441231375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306996700400775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363798470370593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684884682707001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094806685521351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559715899352493,0.0,0.0846272595742683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305990953884115,0.056458063068980026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573622051545752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776652857629663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809902567914684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CaveatedPerseverant,2019/01/23,"anyone else avoid forming new friendships/relationships because RSD simply isn't worth the hassle? getting kinda dysfunctional over here, what do?",10.40318181818182,14.383155681818181,8.009090909090908,57.23363636363638,60.36363636363637,8.036363636363637,38.27272727272727,8.841846274778883,4.4769272727272735,123,6,12,2,2,36,22,22,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.4983,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137512209363811,0.4597604595109974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353185385710416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748429203132225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443451438959775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43337072070482463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817508465445723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PGJR4,2019/01/23,Adderall Vs Vyvanse in Lab Urine Drug Screen I am currently out of my adderal and I am thinking about taking some vyvanse. Can a court sponsored lab drug screen detect the difference? I've searched the entire internet and have gotten mixed answers. ,4.700227272727275,7.9644994772727316,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,76.95454545454547,6.247272727272727,33.8,7.554174236665415,2.928632727272727,203,11,30,3,5,61,35,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,6,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828594419860365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8499250747197178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552277029704514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348046381412949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pullpinandthrow,2019/01/23,How to talk to my doctor about changing dosage? I'm prescribed adderall 20mg 2x daily. I would like to step the dosage down to 12.5 or 15mg 3x daily. I hit deadspots and the xr is even worse when I tried it. Doctor doesn't seem to understand. She doesn't want to give me more than 40mg a day which is fine but the interim periods are killing my progress.,2.404,3.7836573333333336,3.1303333333333363,94.8835,75.66666666666666,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7113999999999998,280,9,65,3,6,88,56,75,0.12300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.5285,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,8,12,5,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883929217484605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581558477430176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580706510922224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006113437696142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615193245877616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016106153959576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318702669816504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481805219678676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911943343262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850892298815693,0.0,0.0,0.2838041903171092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079672791630042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778202864023,0.1936594853916281,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RansonBoon,2019/01/23,"Anyone get ticks? I jolt my neck and shout stuff when I’m anxious about something or reliving an embarrassing memory. Seem to have a lot more control over it when around other people. Not sure if this is to do with taking Ritalin as I get them even when I don’t take the Ritalin but they only started after the meds and it says tics can be a side effect? 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Hi guys. I’ve been feeling like a big loser lately. I’m about to turn 20 and I feel like I’m just winging it (because I am). I work as a cashier and am taking a few pre-requisites and art classes at the local community college. Still live at home. I know that this isn’t really that bad, but I have no real career goals and I really don’t think I’d be able to handle anything much more complex than cashiering. I worked as an artist in a print shop for a bit and I hated it. I fucked up all the time and it was like an ADD nightmare. I know this is only one experience, but it’s made me feel like I’ll never have a “real” job. I can’t see myself ever having a stable, 9-5 and not fucking it up. Most of my friends are in an actual program at school and have goals. Some have professional jobs and some have moved out or live on campus. I know everyone takes life at a different pace, but I can’t help feeling left behind. Anyway. I went on a little tangent there, but basically, I just wanna know that there are other young adults in similar places on their lives as I am. Thanks to anyone who read this or responds! 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I am from the Uk. Has anyone got prescribed it? How much does it cost for a private prescription? If i couldn't get it on the NHS i would pay for it if i needed to. Where do people get thier prescriptions? 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My only coworker has ADHD and is not currently medicated. What are some tools and strategies I can employ to help him be more self motivated? I've created punch-lists, but he forgets it exists 2 hours into a shift. The only consistently successful strategy I've come across is micromanaging, and that is not something I enjoy or have the sustained energy for. Otherwise I am at a loss. Help?",5.227040816326528,6.625197010204087,6.9679591836734724,70.04132653061225,68.6938775510204,10.906122448979593,33.38775510204081,10.914260884657429,4.178146938775512,409,19,71,13,7,142,74,98,0.063,0.73,0.207,0.9109999999999999,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,1,0,15,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,3,10,11,3,9,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,3,50,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29701681134194524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289106015656634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291220326690084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912156167354458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969624774010546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433852134827948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101113996790856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896969369186794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759254505972524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578231396160716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026208471386472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35984482584671923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,specialed101,2019/01/23,No noticeable impact on my first day taking Adderall 27yr old male just diagnosed with ADHD Inattentive and prescribed adderall. I take 10mg instant release twice per day. Yesterday was my first day on adderall and it didn't seem to have any noticeable impact. Today is day two and so far it's going the same as yesterday. I'll talk to my psychiatrist about it but wondering if any of you didn't have a response to adderall and then changed the dose or switch to a different medicine and then had positive results. Or did you not have an impact on day one but after taking it for a few days began to see changes?,6.582857142857144,6.818150478991598,6.806386554621849,76.54302521008405,65.21848739495798,10.161344537815122,35.48739495798319,9.957137785484203,3.5181563025210085,493,22,90,10,7,159,77,119,0.013999999999999999,0.943,0.043,0.6486,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,17,17,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,6,1,6,0,14,11,2,21,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,5,16,62,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904754708334833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026258900294583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152066404715916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764868237743266,0.0,0.0,0.15121370769151082,0.0,0.15565459787595165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253448216820427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466996757750016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339234244052928,0.1563316651176318,0.0,0.10095413481884276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871945453230252,0.13562771944210375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360480216482599,0.1197461783312747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121762221122472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455338755345138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156474537704904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,winterhawk45,2019/01/23,"Having a hard time finding a doctor to see me for a diagnosis I need to see a doctor for this. My status in my college depends on knowing whether or not I have it. I can't find anyone that is taking new patients let alone someone who could see me this week. I've been trying for the last week. Thought I had someone I could see, but it didn't happen. I really need help.",2.5211538461538474,3.708853166666668,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,75.02564102564101,6.225641025641028,25.82051282051281,6.42735559955562,0.9002666666666665,289,10,61,2,6,98,53,78,0.039,0.903,0.057999999999999996,0.5052,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,1,0,13,20,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,10,0,7,13,0,7,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,2,5,42,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065180245074454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521086284157038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311052738422386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372977080647562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011931918511641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457053742883112,0.0,0.1476013608177575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044171184816952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055316322575828,0.1343093640684279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848826585092988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443494115048081,0.0,0.15913568244822893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055557416845216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252007345692492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792178036145053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388637040400917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080880214788934,0.09607858507689188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186786637917534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643367611312241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BR1GHTBL4CK,2019/01/23,"I organized and cleaned a part of my room today. While doing so, I was so happy about it that I forgot to eat lunch.",1.5876000000000021,2.764483159999997,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,77.4,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.4106000000000001,89,2,20,1,2,31,22,25,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.7245,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962672590746889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162823414558642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251984015267367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597151188563485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DadtoDad,2019/01/23,"My five year old son... should we medicate? I was diagnosed with ADHD about 3 years ago (I'm 37, I think... just kidding. No really I had to think about it. Anyway) My son who just turned 5 has recently been diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety. The Psychiatrist we recently met with spoke about how a lot of the symptoms of ADHD in five year olds are developmentally appropriate, so it's really hard to diagnose and to determine if medication is appropriate. I really like this doctor because he doesn't seem in any rush to medicate. He wants to medicate if we think it will make our son's life better. We are trying to decide if we should. We want our son to have better impulse control so he can participate in more typical activities. Last summer he was kicked out of three camps and we are moving him to a new school with an IEP that can help him address some of his impulse control and anxiety issues. He's brilliant and a great kid, but really struggles with being flexible and not getting what he wants as well as being able to stop himself from darting off if he sees something or stealing food etc... In many ways it's like dealing with a 2-year old (we have one of those too.) For those of you who were medicated early, what were your experiences? Do you regret it? Are you grateful? What advice do you have for us? Thanks, in advance!",4.366478599221793,6.079573070038912,5.721110894941635,76.93232782101171,71.21789883268481,9.186692607003893,28.41420233463035,9.642632912329526,2.7559324513618675,1057,40,196,26,20,355,148,257,0.077,0.804,0.12,0.8664,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,11,5,0,5,11,10,0,1,7,0,25,12,0,4,0,48,40,17,0,10,9,4,1,2,0,3,11,1,1,2,14,21,1,3,5,0,0,3,3,3,1,4,8,3,26,7,36,27,4,25,0,1,1,0,39,7,0,8,16,138,40,2,0.09004842732035045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246621317327508,0.08799428099611327,0.07982249760828881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123601846998623,0.0,0.13777360085336773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054892685495200884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592810325140458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019939364259285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283597455410636,0.0,0.2741917746769552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216838104095483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042779968895346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808464085778671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888691575299314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704658666310616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927870901956104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066570356536625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060357562693448025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398716280654933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340148686957926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360386726473892,0.08798622613393604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655595274552783,0.0,0.0,0.06010802447383156,0.09129497164329499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535715847511061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570722741208812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696933223326171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834720300903868,0.0,0.061019144823885776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074931345271474,0.0,0.17782391691125904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113381590428772,0.07175693796513216,0.0819767062500387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932367871932321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528451734147676,0.0,0.0941381678449378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359479491286267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290449348881879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309818869224355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061136971216507366,0.09794683086770044,0.0,0.0,0.1083171706959612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933868652353714,0.07147625019761157,0.0,0.0,0.08096435054236616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23195293936258185 adhd,Graymaven,2019/01/23,"What do you *like* about having ADHD? I'll start. 1. I can be extremely good at improvising something that sounds very well thought out and insightful, such as speeches and feedback. I once was given 2 minutes notice I was expected to speak for at least 4 minutes at a small event; I spoke for 10 minutes and everyone thought I did a great job. 2. I'm great at putting random bits of information together and arriving at a logical conclusion, plus i'm typically quite a bit faster at this than my neuro-typical colleagues. This comes from years of having to catch up in all the conversations I zoned out on via context clues. 3. I am extremely creative and can often come up with creative solutions to complex problems.",4.836580732700135,6.9572138656716405,5.716132971506107,75.77791723202171,70.7910447761194,9.35033921302578,34.56987788331072,9.800150414767053,3.8156805970149237,574,30,99,15,11,188,95,134,0.02,0.816,0.16399999999999998,0.9594,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,23,19,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,7,4,9,5,25,11,4,21,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,2,5,63,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275734083400034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134632195533906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262330098155258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180941186617771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882582554401714,0.0,0.4175391949765446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791015732301752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925115223389674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155871286771432,0.0,0.20166176498309207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811915375818197,0.0,0.19035867210912572,0.0,0.20140721438236095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577825039795633,0.0,0.0,0.13402968024225234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006606982360123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624147888248266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025699709993974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194135647303453 adhd,villdyr,2019/01/23,"I got to work on time I got to work early today, and for several days I've only been a couple of minutes late as I've troubleshooted (troubleshot? Lol) my morning routine so I could finally get here on time. I'm still trying to find the best apps to make it easier for me, but I know what I need to do and I feel pretty in control of what's happening, where before I felt like I was in unmanageable chaos. * I have clothes and shoes ready the night before (with alarm to remind me to find my keys) * I downloaded Amdroid, an app alarm that can make alarms that you can't turn off without taking a picture of something far away from your bed. I made QR codes and put them in the front room and hall. * I started taking my meds first thing in the morning before I eat. Before I was scared to do that. But it's fine. I eat a few minutes later. * I set an alarm for when I have to stop everything and start getting ready, and I used the QR code setting so I really have to stop or the terrible music will keep playing, and I can't use my phone until the alarm is dismissed. * I have an interval chime app that chimes and speaks the time every 3 minutes from 7-8am. * I have two voice alarms set for just before departure time and a 10 minute watching, so it says like ""it's almost time to go."" Part of why this works is because I got treatment for other health issues that made me late, but it's also because before I was trying to change myself instead of my environment and that doesn't work. This is the first time I've had this many days of arriving <5 minutes late in two years or so. Everyone in the whole room was shocked this morning which was embarrassing but hey.",2.568710467251581,4.345037964497042,3.688061620077537,89.3801479289941,76.15976331360946,6.555560089777598,23.489491940420322,7.372421405659032,0.8834785553968578,1304,40,273,16,29,422,173,338,0.124,0.8,0.076,-0.9552,0,0,1,1,0,0,38.0,0,2,1,8,11,15,0,8,17,1,23,4,1,7,0,38,47,25,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,20,12,2,4,5,1,0,3,4,10,0,4,13,6,36,5,39,32,4,47,0,0,1,0,7,15,0,3,28,171,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594639442862859,0.0,0.0,0.06863825796187502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064015496180221,0.0,0.0,0.10464240059875113,0.0,0.4382102923532565,0.0,0.09007333953931801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079680957787928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626569652822248,0.06852830885991101,0.0949693150253243,0.0,0.11070656016654463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565113213801828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231551682324358,0.08201428853500367,0.07713851232348083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339825091131164,0.0,0.08241030553163299,0.09402262167703884,0.15689421691240624,0.14601398908390947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968531460963093,0.0,0.04877919393828485,0.0,0.2059383890864158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589922753031604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912333268794836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958427022488112,0.0,0.0762896898545359,0.0,0.0,0.04716994944649089,0.0,0.2904600961605175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386445151316736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242893242253886,0.11458444635105572,0.08701819658818223,0.0,0.0,0.0953378337534414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636418926593775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054568527505779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527761876018581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294557734602113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732001474833277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628290413767332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498492622099168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825549872360255,0.08593085070240414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696352310303538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607616382842803,0.0,0.0,0.12150189874528836,0.0,0.06854398679037897,0.14351552582026952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290670280506355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702166972983895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028914548254304,0.0,0.08135684916897605,0.0,0.0,0.1165459364160895,0.09335844494192316,0.16768696959262147,0.0,0.0,0.14825920663082034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744826784269032,0.09582618284603542,0.0,0.0827371029203354,0.0,0.249941187191536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527173652981316 adhd,pkpc1209,2019/01/23,Putting headphones on with the intention of listening to music. Realising 30 minutes later you still have them on and never started the music. Please tell me I’m not the only one who has done this. Too many times to count. ,3.78142857142857,6.300728333333336,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,75.19047619047619,7.057142857142857,27.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.010838095238096,178,7,31,3,4,57,37,42,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581156518840186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547897186480461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698994728906348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23713206581406265,0.2661492527079794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841349724759738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35179179164118474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476931616673989,0.0,0.2794668556906938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30586771195657364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040559821892136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,musicnerd147,2019/01/23,UGHHHHHH... Motavation help? So I'm a senior in High School with ADHD (I come from a family of ADHD people) we've had a few snow days lately and therefore there's no excuse for me not to have my late homework done. I have like a mountain of it. But I can't seem to force myself to do it. Help? ,-0.10857142857142676,1.9111883015873048,3.2787301587301587,87.5857142857143,86.61904761904762,5.504761904761906,16.936507936507937,6.868970318607317,-0.014644444444444902,225,5,50,3,7,82,50,63,0.037000000000000005,0.8029999999999999,0.16,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,9,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450534988858877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953374569870273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462442823514072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320587186273109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137733008015727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039908031901478,0.23958904554997554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116002550744647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078563463526277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572098870690204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294976856109435,0.0,0.20643779887534486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,123onlyme,2019/01/23,"Methylphenidate diminishing athletic performance Hey all just wondered if anyone else has noticed that their meds negatively impact their training/activities. I feel good when I start but I am never able to perform at the same level as the days I don't take meds. I have also noticed that if I try to push as hard as I do on medicated days my connective tissues seem more prone to injury than usual. I can think of a number of reasons these issues arise. The main ones that come to mind are; insufficient nutrition/hydration due to appetite suppression, inability to warm up properly because of vasoconstriction, etc. Have any of you folks experienced this? Solution? I can only think of planning my workouts around days I need to take my meds, which I would rather not do...",5.505839328537171,8.040776316546765,5.905917266187051,73.3512979616307,70.00719424460432,9.237649880095924,31.727218225419666,9.725611199111238,3.5021649880095933,624,28,102,16,12,200,98,139,0.071,0.862,0.068,-0.3438,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,6,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,1,2,21,21,8,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,17,2,20,20,5,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,8,74,23,0,0.15035703029477995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202404628042367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224793656271476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513313155719536,0.15405854590878965,0.0,0.1338496345039309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165625010419813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129519268077635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909035374401007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560400541856093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768783386467365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602503224031341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611234337027688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134690366013605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693367564489472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010382952740962,0.15146888966013314,0.0,0.0,0.15181773862647202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148783279656624,0.11596461098023103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423649511005876,0.0,0.0,0.10188581499827187,0.11435329688645335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545920690710671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687939336523858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064234799260331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609954923675146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268542772420968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020825538754752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559702658846234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305578555318867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680932036746373,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,default_state,2019/01/23,"Funny (to me) comment from the new psychiatrist I'm trialing Context: I have ADHD and Aspergers. He made me fill out an ADHD questionnaire and when I handed it back to him he looked at it and said ""So you really don't have this under control at all, do you?""",5.442628205128209,5.220123134615385,7.281538461538464,73.73012820512822,67.65384615384616,10.77948717948718,30.794871794871803,10.504223727775694,3.1771717948717946,201,7,39,5,3,71,39,52,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,1,7,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,7,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7095548059524238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269933737806457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310959787625758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478967047907455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793288175296902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28510951058829104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911500795083286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808062582065557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hermeticPaladin,2019/01/23,"I have a hard time with impulse buying so i made myself a sign It says: dont buy shit Link: http://imgur.com/a/qQpgaT8",2.789393939393938,5.822098545454544,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,86.27272727272728,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.265684848484848,96,2,18,1,3,27,20,22,0.07200000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.151,0.3662,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190960310957735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967670972503951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190992637612755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35222578682356875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546484661727752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582687659360476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YourFriendJeebus,2019/01/23,"Prior Authorization Denied Backstory: I've been diagnosed for most of my life, but I started taking medication only about three years ago, I'm 30 now. I took Adderall XR for about a year, but it never last more than 4-5 hours in the day no matter the dosage, and I had strong peaks and valleys throughout it's duration. I told my doctor about my experience, and he suggested Vyvanse, which I've been on for almost two years now. It has been night and day. It only took one adjustment of the dosage, about six months in, and since then it has lasted at least 8-10 hours throughout my day with a feeling of consistency and evenness. I switched to my wife's insurance before January of 2018, and had to receive prior authorization to keep taking Vyvanse. They approved it, and I took the medication all of 2018. Now: I renew my prescription with the same insurance, and my doctor's office doesn't immediately inform me that my insurance denied it after a week of waiting. I had to call them to see what the status was. I still do not know why they denied it, but I don't really know what to do. The assistant told me the appeals process is lengthy, but Vyvanse works so well that I don't want to try anything else. I'm looking for any and all advice. Should I switch meds? Is there a good alternative (not a huge fan of Adderall)? Is it worthy it to appeal? If so, how does that work, and can I help the appeals process? Regardless of the outcome, this is really upsetting, and I just need to rant/vent. Hopefully, I can figure this out quickly. Thanks for the help and support!",5.343852459016394,6.164014491803282,6.142418032786889,78.18641393442627,68.01639344262296,9.24754098360656,30.659836065573767,9.3871,2.67657049180328,1240,47,235,24,20,408,160,305,0.057999999999999996,0.7929999999999999,0.15,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,4,16,7,0,1,16,0,21,6,0,1,3,45,43,22,0,6,8,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,18,16,0,2,6,0,0,4,7,1,1,4,12,3,28,6,35,30,6,35,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,4,25,163,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297112962849964,0.10247981598911993,0.0,0.11576505064615647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786176340347798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513581148248804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837418045125867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180490386087092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367344138882528,0.0,0.0,0.11734002925889725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366600648214075,0.10116963541779267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657593163498404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635821674203383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308713780006226,0.0,0.0,0.05845504919784177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696678868694501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497966372162286,0.0,0.0,0.11482516481333828,0.22770185027433354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275800245609956,0.0,0.0,0.12707063799364532,0.1884724505774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165758788296809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708188698877517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841480118316234,0.2329264752966595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227747220768767,0.0,0.0,0.08572211755838345,0.08916427708482405,0.0,0.0,0.10849059343541832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783392016127034,0.17585070070877173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812332294018835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921248773083471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563241163331523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818281764776815,0.0,0.0923249678480354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119097163447993,0.0,0.0,0.17384616467463754,0.0,0.0,0.1064366249111592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209374419737294,0.3853353509991303,0.07849047258763303,0.0,0.1129325474130892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818879290151625,0.0,0.09273403513905024,0.0,0.1039457796218932,0.0,0.10431854307409602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832849351124515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233439373883786 adhd,User40374,2019/01/23,OH. MY. GOD. WHY CAN’T I READ ANYTHING EVER????? I feel retarded right now. I’ve read this passage at least 12 times and still don’t understand what any of it means. Even the questions asking what it’s about; I still don’t know what it says. It’s so angering!!!! Just makes me want to throw my laptop up against the wall.,-0.7223776223776213,1.3546331538461591,0.6930069930069926,100.61881118881121,102.07692307692308,4.209790209790209,16.67832167832168,6.1124844417494595,-0.4143846153846158,245,7,56,3,11,77,50,65,0.057999999999999996,0.8440000000000001,0.098,-0.5712,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,10,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,6,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,34,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639058690806657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834376922146016,0.0,0.2253266693290676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591953259623167,0.21802171483587213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186993107280125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246152476281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608866519454413,0.0,0.0,0.2625478513697602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270004156108304,0.0,0.4821822263825695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058347915480521,0.0,0.1916734603379367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849671712654751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054413366664506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509164498120829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216331360391915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748837488831532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,One_Gate,2019/01/23,"Apparently, walking is more of a conscious/deliberate motion with ADHD. Could that have led to my frequent kneecap dislocations? I've always felt very self conscious about how i walk. I thought it was because i was bullied as a kid but it could actually be because people with ADHD have worse balance and walking is more of a deliberate and conscious motion for them. I wonder if it might also be related to my patella dislocations when i was a kid. Scientists aren't completely sure what causes patella dislocations but it has to do with the brain miscalculating your balance and tightening the wrong muscles. [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5243797/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5243797/) [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/28705637](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/28705637)",11.93169491525424,15.974320474576276,8.412000000000003,55.76986440677968,56.11864406779661,10.82169491525424,42.30847457627119,10.793553405168565,5.928214237288136,688,36,75,18,10,194,75,118,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.9276,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,15,1,1,3,1,21,18,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,5,1,9,1,11,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.19625688330883756,0.0,0.4833965177003267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082967073292592,0.16734179105291705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451927442906264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450816958371012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659803558368708,0.0,0.0,0.2108627310660806,0.0,0.0,0.3211440871924676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309963127290147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334868328907536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942615195125335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098042991403119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895462420982648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966093709803744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593895429843375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218098031977085,0.0,0.0,0.20495091732743,0.0,0.21988505304995826,0.0,0.0 adhd,RandisHolmes,2019/01/23,"Getting tested later today, kinda nervous What can I expect during my psychiatrist appointment? 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Hi, iv recent been diagnosed with ADHD combined type I have always suffered with mental illness and am currently being treated for depression as well but my anti depressants cloud my mind so much I really want to stop taking them then hopefully my ADHD medication will be more effective. Iv had to wait until the age of 19 until getting the diagnosis I’m just so overwhelmed at the moment. Part of me is extremely angry it wasn’t sorted sooner and how much iv messed up my life so far and missed out on due to always being this screwed up mess. My meds are really helping me I’m so much more productive I’m not 100% but I’m way better than iv ever been my one issue is I’m so scared to not have this medication I just feel awful without it and iv been reading online that I’ll build a tolerance I’m current on elvanse 30mg so can someone tell me how long I’d be able to take it continuously. Is there anyone here who has taken medication constantly for years? For some reason the thought of going back to the old me is scaring me so much iv been so down about it any help is appreciated, thanks. 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My doctor just prescribed it for me but I don't feel like he listened to me, rather he just wrote a prescription. I told my doctor the following symptoms: Unclear thoughts Head seems like its in a cloud Unable to focus at work, Mind is always somewhere else Have trouble retaining information. I'll read/hear something and instantly forget about it. This is very concerning for my job. Lack of energy, just want to do nothing and/or sleep all day Low motivation to get work done Affecting my sex life and unable to maintain an erection. My mind is always elsewhere and can't focus on completion. After listening to me, he didn't go into any detail or explanation and told me he's prescribing me adderall. We did an ECG afterwards and said I'm good to go. Thoughts?",4.438929313929314,6.788323662162162,5.114864864864868,78.66880457380461,72.51351351351352,8.33762993762994,30.303534303534303,9.057496981413335,2.9043860706860714,634,28,109,14,13,204,98,148,0.126,0.804,0.07,-0.8243,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,5,0,11,7,2,2,1,29,27,7,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,7,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,9,4,14,3,17,18,2,12,0,1,0,1,12,6,0,3,5,64,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26669169711198065,0.0,0.0,0.10897959070801627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802539058488206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335187685765246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280576593001999,0.0,0.1639975507123385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387334318875369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103026012687606,0.11448693448925205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372715742888304,0.0,0.18215438136785947,0.13441514837115345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446891294083107,0.0,0.1806201844019058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590293744137987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319356802003075,0.15658599549085728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236257977212373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537699757103045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029939004804994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685776758449594,0.15244017565018056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589106408182367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037175747529447,0.0,0.0,0.12337291551554333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656736830471455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25445076217512225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062629942249516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222800192464315,0.09452315415639996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333365860289953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ToCuCh,2019/01/23,"Does seeing someone else with adhd and seeing them fidget make your fidgeting worse? I had a meeting with someone at school about possible accommodations and they were extremely fidgety just like myself but I started to notice I started to fidget more (than usual). They were the first person I’ve ever seen that fidgeted like crazy like myself and it was actually comforting I wasn’t alone. Was my increased fidgeting because I felt more comfortable fidgeting around that person? Idk usually I hold back my fidgeting because I’m self conscious. Even though I wasn’t holding back my fidgeting, I just noticed myself that I was more fidgety than usual. I was also super excited to learn that I wasn’t alone in my symptoms with reading difficulties, focusing, etc. ",6.523744911804613,9.063429149253732,6.860909090909092,67.57045454545455,67.20895522388061,9.648846675712349,35.316146540027134,10.018931242160765,4.349710447761194,622,31,87,16,11,201,78,134,0.133,0.6729999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9207,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,2,10,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,17,18,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,4,22,7,12,6,5,13,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,12,68,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.1325433942958499,0.0,0.16323253015786082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813427778402755,0.0,0.10861739014208632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091102805350196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088785949750483,0.0,0.16559255419262314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885938854036456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346246464610125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147824990173644,0.0897096338690037,0.1228594375820316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041112308866926,0.0,0.0,0.11553074691477848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906837934576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066272865229626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927016245115896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371903422565515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311972320004333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585948810193285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745985656167864,0.21646626561432653,0.0,0.1416927318781414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301643210420796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922720583373724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117182470614106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344514511240613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487686530102417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841496812052168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daileng,2019/01/23,"Shower Thought: ADHD is the very essence irony If you give me three very simple tasks, I'll take three hours to do them. If you give me three weeks to do three very hard tasks and I will complete them in their entirety in the last three hours before the deadline. Nothing like a deadline adrenaline to kick your brain into gear.",4.457619047619048,6.303712857142859,3.5589206349206366,91.98885714285716,71.22222222222223,6.309841269841268,25.29841269841269,6.742157984588678,0.7939422222222219,262,8,52,2,5,76,42,63,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.5075,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,9,1,6,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524297583905092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873033662925578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344764222726345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022512081715676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029829977195002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815644392584155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41369827086691946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712123261536779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261594886109876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015410371073999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792550134330216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667499466806053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199201310808168,0.0,0.0,0.16848308409139706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Arenet,2019/01/23,"ADHD and Visual disturbances POSTING AGAIN DUE TO AWARENESS Do you see millions of dots moving in your vision(tv static/noise)? Then you may suffer from visual snow syndrome. Other symptoms of visual snow syndrome are: * Afterimages * Seeing circles and starbursts around streetlight * Light flashes in eye * Blue field entoptic phenomenon (worms in blue sky) * Light sensitivity * Sound sensitivity * Tinnitus (earringing) * Numbness and tingling Visual snow appears most of the time after a trauma, panic attack or medication use/withdrawal. According to research hyperexcitibility of the visual part of the brains are responsible for these problems. It has nothing to do with the eyes. [https://www.visualsnowinitiative.org](https://www.visualsnowinitiative.org/)",9.682872180451128,14.236410400000004,7.46812030075188,51.36293233082707,83.09523809523809,7.543859649122808,35.05012531328321,8.032893268588372,4.620809523809525,632,31,59,14,19,186,79,105,0.171,0.809,0.02,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,0,2,7,1,2,5,0,6,7,3,0,0,10,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,1,0,9,3,0,16,8,2,13,0,1,6,0,3,5,0,4,5,42,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920757964898195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634893969343286,0.0,0.27648262284076885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713027506345617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482796532065976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583032815717637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331946095177236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851442827511728,0.0,0.26317867586321025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327563288183265,0.0,0.0,0.2325476559078381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873281684804941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526020585669496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171321530443556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990058268382852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,killer_kyles,2019/01/23,"Memory - how to improve recall of concepts? Hi all! Does anyone have tips for improving memory in academic settings? I can read textbooks, attend lectures, and demonstrate my understanding of material for tests, but I completely draw a blank when someone asks me to explain or freely describe my knowledge of a certain concept? I’m sure part of it is inattention, so maybe I should ask more broadly about handy tricks you’ve used in these settings to make yourself read or listen actively. 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How do I get my brain to focus on one thing to completion? I have 10 different books I’ve started and can’t seem to finish because I just go to a new book. I’ve been trying to write a book for the last few months but I just end up doing something else, like getting on reddit. I was wondering if anyone has any tips. My psychiatrist is going to start me on a medication on Tuesday and she told me to research them. I know everyone is different but do you guys recommend any/not recommend any? My little sister, who has adhd said Adderall was the worst mistake of her life and that Vyvanse is super helpful for her. My friend said Vyvanse is “like crack”. Just kind of wanted to hear from other people who’ve been in this game longer and could perhaps recommend suggestions for anything - meds, completing tasks, focusing, etc. In case it’s relevant, I’m a 29 year old female.",4.359266666666667,5.852345060000005,5.658000000000001,78.2456666666667,70.9,9.133333333333336,29.333333333333336,9.558583805096642,2.815283333333334,812,32,150,19,15,272,128,200,0.042,0.804,0.154,0.9726,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,0,8,0,18,4,1,1,0,23,35,9,0,5,7,1,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,2,9,5,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,2,0,2,8,3,19,5,24,26,5,22,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,4,13,97,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30470785594925603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241705210835595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864112681087401,0.0,0.10432160905840986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772783343191432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415181957089594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658336513817488,0.0,0.0,0.10121620933961847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866974558263278,0.0,0.26489711565468205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590077939610626,0.0,0.11228134668585976,0.0,0.1413830095810744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113498108013265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794284525983647,0.0,0.13246507507977248,0.0,0.1440935924792264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510461473799671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287996286057592,0.0,0.16994365884761498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320123336238338,0.0696699445403685,0.10333516370456068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954200134560053,0.1238676690221778,0.12705769691855887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077760444222875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408138373719471,0.12770829573322298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011872840578089,0.0,0.0,0.09399897994490576,0.0,0.12243607816240328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133024683306038,0.0,0.1718064194174184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788694636534175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121265350768206,0.0,0.12517092192737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117621967312805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540742185999517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975943948082682,0.0,0.0,0.1794581220981878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844184122705813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113498108013265,0.0,0.08606908658790519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477273262704306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153512824879996,0.0,0.0,0.13747758057224607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163627190336989 adhd,KamakrazeeWarBoy,2019/01/23,"Medication - should I try at work? I’ve been prescribed Elvanse 30mg, and obviously looking forward to trying it out. Do you think it’s fine to get your first dose on a workday morning? 9 - 5 office setting. Im mainly worried about any obvious euphoria showing",3.367346938775512,6.019456346938777,5.32995918367347,74.30432653061227,77.36734693877553,7.185306122448982,36.330612244897964,8.238735603445708,3.5819273469387762,207,13,33,4,5,71,45,49,0.047,0.8140000000000001,0.138,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,6,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803859174005845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977430801275811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288098271691772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781022956272122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939446848788684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526275678435178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429092168607725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753071442344928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548326341607807,0.35548169793147466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,freyday18,2019/01/23,"A day to myself to chill out? Not if I don’t multitask Today is the first day in a while where I’ve had the day to myself. Boyfriend is at work, no clients are scheduled today, it’s snowy outside and I want to just sit and watch tv and not do anything else. My adhd is prevalent in moments like these, where instead of being able to focus on one task to myself, my brain feels like I should be doing other things at the same time. Wanna watch tv? Why dont I do something else too? Like clean the house, do some yoga, sit on my phone and browse social media, basically everything BUT focus on this TV show I’m trying to get through. It’s like my overactive mind just neeeeds to be productive and multitask in order to be comfortable. Anyone have advice to overcome this so I can actually keep up with my show? 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I am long term lurker and only until recently created an account on reddit. Just wanted to express my feelings on ADHD and maybe this will help someone get help. A couple months ago I was diagnosed with severe ADHD. I went to the doctor because I felt like I wasn’t normal compared to my co workers or friends. I got prescribed Adderall and now I feel like a normal functioning citizen. I have a morning routine, I am up for promotion at my job, I have a steady relationship with my girlfriend. These were just a few things I’ve always wanted in life but never really knew the steps to get there. Before my diagnosis, I always struggled with school. Even though I graduated with an MBA at NYU I always struggled. Then it was time to start my career at an accounting firm in Chicago and this is where I noticed something was off with me. I knew I had the potential to succeed but I couldn’t focus at all, and I couldn’t keep my personal life in order and ultimately quit because I knew I was not succeeding. I felt really depressed that I couldn’t do something simple as doing laundry, or even finishing my work on time. Now, I am really happy in life and I wish I had been diagnosed earlier. I am 25 but I am so happy with life right now. 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I have the original diagnosis and a translation of it by a notary, and this has been accepted by my university and such. However, I really would like to try medication for it, as I'm struggling with classes and university is very hard to cope with and finish tasks without it. &#x200B; How do I get about getting medication? I was told to go to the GP, and then the GP will refer me to a specialist. I heard the waiting time on the NHS is a whole year or longer, but that's to get diagnosed rather than to just seek medication; I don't mind seeing a private specialist, only I haven't been made aware of how to look for one or what they're called. I'm very confused and I would really appreciate help. &#x200B; Serious answers only please. 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Needed to vent I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was around 7 or 8. Early on I was mostly hyper but very curious and I loved to read. I got pretty good grades and was great at math. But once I got into middle school things went downhill. I never did homework and it came back to bite me in the ass. I always coasted on my natural intelligence but soon I came to realize it wasn't enough anymore. Fast forward to grade 10 and I finally took action and asked my mom to take me to the doctor to see about getting meds. I started to take dexedrine and it was great. Got back up low 90s in most of my classes. But then over the next two years it began to fade and I have fallen back into my old habits. Playing games and pushing assignments and projects back a day until they become late. Almost never do assigned homework and study very minimally for tests. I find I can't focus on any school project or assignment for very long. Feeling depressed because I feel inadequate and lazy. Even at this moment I'm in the middle of a math class and not doing exam review. I really don't know what to do anymore. Anytime I want to improve myself I get really excited and passionate but it wears off in a few days and nothing productive gets done and I berate myself for being useless. My parents try to help, but they really understand the underlying problems I have with memory and focus and they think I lie about forgetting important stuff especially when I remember stupid stuff related to games or such. Rant over. 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I'm spiraling into a constant state of panic over having to go back to that HORRIBLE PLACE. ""Keep busy,"" management says, ""There's always something to do."" I HATE THIS. Eight freaking hours of aimlessly shuffling around a deserted sales floor, because don't let management see you standing still or they'll think you don't need to be there and cut your hours. Eight hours of dusting, redusting, and redusting the same damn shelf! Eight hours of adjusting the same products over and over and over on the shelf to line up just perfectly, even though nobody has touched them! It's literally driving me crazy and I'm entering a kind of twilight zone of escaping into unrealistic fantasies of having another job, any job. It's dangerous thinking and I worry I'm about to lose either my sanity or my stability. I hate my life right now.",3.792201138519928,6.152421913978497,4.664155597722964,81.11035104364329,74.48387096774194,8.247438330170779,28.14547754585705,9.007467420416297,2.561891587602783,780,32,142,18,17,252,117,186,0.256,0.711,0.033,-0.9940000000000001,3,0,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,3,2,4,10,12,5,1,8,0,12,1,0,0,1,26,25,12,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,3,1,1,4,3,10,0,3,0,3,15,2,25,21,3,32,0,2,1,0,6,12,1,3,14,90,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506780544751348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216022896920279,0.0,0.0,0.08827454002082019,0.13611600646178484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555749010682717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981507295462126,0.0,0.07913033348128941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402773637380366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843872429929544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573758982280225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377341997505814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563189351784897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113426864503265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864460708185864,0.11538016262684275,0.0,0.13517604999296032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273845023374412,0.09168790307769656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487683939113755,0.0,0.29044603123835405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625169454640874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523028385520541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562272844430456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806780101972727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085613740435016,0.0,0.10322929032640817,0.0,0.0,0.10344092987167716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993327463800987,0.0,0.0,0.09187944572478847,0.0,0.1036655983009724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635267246333954,0.12753663817420802,0.0,0.07569264494087129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182729380699945,0.0,0.09221255648118823,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yewinkelly,2019/01/23,"Feeling a bit hopeless Been struggling with ADHD and severe dissociation for years, got prescribed the minimum amount of vyvance and I felt GREAT all day! Aware, I could focus, I went shopping and just hung out and didn't feel exhausted/overstimulated after a few hours. It was an amazing day! Now.. I headed to bed at 11:30pm, it's past 7am now. I can't sleep as much as I'd love to. I just don't know what to do. What an amazing day, what a let down.. I guess I'm just asking for support. Thanks for reading y'all ",2.4807619047619016,4.230571552380951,3.90666666666667,87.83333333333334,76.33333333333334,6.19047619047619,25.952380952380953,6.937597516519254,1.0185238095238094,403,15,85,4,9,133,73,105,0.077,0.6990000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.951,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,0,8,3,2,0,1,16,20,6,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,6,3,8,6,14,12,5,13,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,9,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342482864413898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221791758433709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279518418562268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562266042689155,0.0,0.0,0.3771094684763052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710835936425755,0.0,0.18714763587181216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589022272616251,0.2148929474203864,0.21471932045612485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003760043118554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195064732507647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711942476314633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993123760049692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591714647223725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328393325777525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606709939413185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949663602831164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019690374245027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505437817194732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376602952167566,0.0,0.0,0.2211856592127368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945026820097212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068687283293855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255179768519812 adhd,ADHDtard5,2019/01/23,"Help with ADHD essay Hi Reddit, long term lurker, first time poster. I'm currently writing an essay on ADHD for my access course, and was wondering if anyone knows any good sources I can reference. :) I'm aware that there is a lot of pseudoscience out there. Thanks! ",2.83904761904762,5.775625183673469,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,82.87755102040815,6.531972789115647,20.41156462585034,7.793537801064563,1.2557727891156456,210,6,36,4,6,66,43,49,0.04,0.746,0.214,0.8622,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724427751120721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902487886884242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956171596432079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796670918172025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346523692450032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751959185985093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375071542767005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475819136227033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784494225181435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575686639523393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313235967275835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033916060604947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fellawoot,2019/01/23,"Sudden burst of energy/euphoria? I've been taking generic Ritalin for six months now (before, I was on Concerta). Lately, about half hour after taking one, I will have this SUDDEN happy can-do positive rush of energy, and then within ten minutes I crash to like.... ""meh."" Not bad but not super productive either. I just get done what I need to do. Is this normal and my expectations are too high? (PS I guess it's a good sign that I wrote ""Does anyone else--"" then checked the rules and rewrote my question LOL.)",3.1873424971363136,5.458324618556702,4.4277663230240565,82.5141122565865,76.01030927835052,7.61008018327606,22.117983963344788,8.515128840125781,1.5328176403207323,396,11,73,8,9,130,78,97,0.063,0.809,0.128,0.6447,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,0,0,15,14,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,4,0,9,4,9,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,10,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250614293766896,0.2381310221754711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940522447474299,0.0,0.0,0.1977633871126827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338314059034088,0.23783563386589265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941483351229581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142438391544574,0.0,0.0,0.19493408209556928,0.0,0.0,0.25602529271429125,0.0,0.0,0.24740425988420015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555342222335436,0.0,0.0,0.22887656575898305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621680660639216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354355394433314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550706470211076,0.0,0.0,0.17232871715985487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277119882584887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574867082354772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603518562442369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494860765792092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stelelele,2019/01/23,"Some guidance Hi there! :) I am a 30 year old male and I have always known that I have had ADHD as a kid and currently just ADD as an adult, but no one really cared to help me with it because of ignorance. I have gained some knowledge about the positives and negatives of it, figured some tricks alone to try and deal with problems that it causes but I never really had any professional help and I don't really know what to do about it. Also I have social anxiety, so I would prefer just to find someone who was where I am right now to chat privately online for now. Currently I am mostly just interested in a discussion rather than going to a specialist and getting some kind of treatment. I don't really know where to start and what to do from here so I would appreciate it if someone with knowledge could have a discussion with me to show me a few things and how to deal with it more effectively to make my life better. Thank you for reading! 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Like, it always happens to me to just stop functioning and gaze into the emptiness for a several minutes and then get asked smth and I end up asking the person what they said for the past few minutes because my brain wasn't ""recording"". How do you guys deal with this? How do you snap out of it?",4.272307692307694,5.894951615384612,4.366153846153846,86.91384615384617,71.30769230769229,7.046153846153848,28.384615384615394,7.554174236665415,1.6213692307692305,265,10,51,3,5,82,51,65,0.084,0.879,0.037000000000000005,-0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,12,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379227382272807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354619565510357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197427654485156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25999452020713515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802213703247519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381321830391128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628114083532625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168115014127193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306085882134097,0.20595356867335293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378365522278375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233034002938626,0.0,0.2033601535376268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154216708726665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631118163387728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947156490552636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dandyappleboy76,2019/01/23,"5 panel urinalysis for script. Question. Where i live, I require to pass a 5 panel test to get my script once every 3 months. I’m assuming to make sure I’m taking my meds and some places just like to make sure you’re not a poly substance abuser. Anyway, this will be my second one and last time they gave me my new scripts before I even pissed in the cup. If I were to fail how would that work? Would your doctor call the pharmacy and void your scripts?",2.361532258064514,4.0986461612903256,3.1545026881720446,93.15175403225807,76.63440860215053,5.940322580645162,20.227150537634405,6.6274283507984215,0.06601182795698879,355,8,78,3,8,112,68,93,0.083,0.8059999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.1739,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,2,1,3,5,5,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,3,2,17,12,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,12,3,7,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,4,5,43,14,5,0.0,0.24784914012998324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800039674189727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360051601914956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410895235892494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816422980336912,0.0,0.17624675973729964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092901412473012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051309003951876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219686234469932,0.0,0.18471353259231352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792642336364375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232356553856732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696887931326748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203146026341487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277440815051025,0.14174866721673685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855302741849775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343342434641765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943073758785599,0.0,0.15728052900768416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197702328289632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228863148096575,0.0,0.0,0.29719699074243544,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beyondjustBetrayal,2019/01/23,What unmedicated vs. medicated ADHD looks like I’ve never been the best at taking notes and really thought it was cause I just “couldn’t do it.” I found some notes from an old humanities class and I’ve linked it here: https://imgur.com/a/yRxrzTy I’ll let you guys make your own assumption as to which is which hahaha ,6.541271186440678,7.905169525423733,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813562,65.61016949152543,10.645762711864409,24.91949152542373,10.686352973137794,2.4901830508474565,258,6,49,7,4,81,49,59,0.057,0.841,0.10300000000000001,0.4082,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,12,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,4,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33944174084536005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964066270076695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29014688474538425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30968430052592594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796630924847835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28881722428342865,0.0,0.13798744071221766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718108402084745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853297448593107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845317268833293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783754468389108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963765403168595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809402937737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123620742722314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422828650642854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JonnyP71,2019/01/23,"The analogy that finally got my colleague to understand... I was chatting with a work colleague this morning while making tea, and he saw me pop my morning pill as I took my first slurp from the mug... so naturally we got onto the subject of ADHD. This is the analogy I used to describe it: ""Imagine a big bowl of spaghetti, that's my natural thought processes. Each task that needs to be done during the day is a single strand of spaghetti, and these strands need to be unravelled before work can be done, and then consumed individually so as not to get tangled up again. Also, if I get interrupted while unravelling, all the work gets undone, and it all tangles up into one big mass again. And potentially more spaghetti now surrounds it, so the original strands are completely buried and forgotten about. The hardest part however, is not so much the actual unravelling, but finding the ends of the spaghetti so I can even get started. If I get interrupted or distracted, the ends get lost."" ""So what does the tablet help with?"" ""Mainly, it helps to highlight the ends of the strands. It doesn't help much with the actual unravelling process, I'm actually quite good at that - once I've found the ends! God knows, I've had plenty of practice, I've been unravelling all my life."" I think that sums it up quite nicely. Keep unravelling, Jon - ADHD (Primarily Inattentive)",7.269373333333334,7.848434924000004,7.5244,70.80153333333338,63.76,10.986666666666668,37.066666666666656,10.793553405168565,4.175226666666667,1081,51,189,27,15,352,139,250,0.035,0.8540000000000001,0.111,0.9665,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,0,7,12,4,0,1,20,0,15,3,0,3,3,34,38,22,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,12,1,1,7,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,12,1,14,2,25,23,10,26,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,3,15,127,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.3262556944125072,0.0,0.2678646881915608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912060394595904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482944126085316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684544186818507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187125515555981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752416696357594,0.2280889359826003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948202493964586,0.0,0.0,0.07360678377300316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207991690427827,0.1018565140058515,0.09479301542694048,0.0,0.12219105462929793,0.0,0.0,0.3493449414552409,0.0,0.0,0.09347276236367932,0.17826164936794292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240928694414608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990553000115857,0.0,0.0,0.0612459364150329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871520146983649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165275833698345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438879835274644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384626196425747,0.16526654604835722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868272789730053,0.0755163873658369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068147172068715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706583767229414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788796432069665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140791581252105,0.0,0.08847297315172467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381682492188505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601567291479048,0.0,0.09625062194051127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339461200179616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sighduck42,2019/01/23,"Concerta bringing out dyslexia symptoms Not sure if it's all in my head or something... I've never been diagnosed as dyslexic, but I've noticed I seem to swap letters around more often when taking Concerta... Is this a thing? Also, ever heard the joke about the two dyslexics that walked into a bra?",4.1033928571428575,6.441843982142861,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,73.46428571428572,7.337142857142857,30.84285714285714,8.238735603445708,2.65014,237,11,39,4,5,77,50,56,0.027999999999999997,0.912,0.06,0.3977,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,0,4,13,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,7,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504651268249915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616497731316744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983210834849976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658661040926666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016451693312401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668806132144675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346281523879498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675723572436359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262728154892297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770147012938507,0.3054938536342756,0.22099012814724006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952663866378484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28711565965830965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nouille07,2019/01/23,"First take of Ritalin, a little scared Hi there! So I got diagnosed with ADHD a while ago but I didn't really do much about it until this year, my doctor gave me Ritalin and I took the first pill this morning, it's a 40 mg ""slow delivery"" (not sure how it's called in english). I a bit scared of the effects and I don't have much people to talk about it so.. here I am. I can't really say if it works for my condition just yet but I have so much energy I'm not sure how to handle it.. Also my heart is racing like crazy (110-120 bpm) and I don't know if it's ""safe"" really.. I hope I don't break rule 4 with this post but I'd love to have your thoughts on it, how was it for your the first time? did you start with lower doses first? does the heart racing calms down eventualy? I can't really ask my doctor until friday, I'll call my pharmacist if I feel bad but yeah, a bit of morale support would be great! ♥",-0.4104385564184554,1.5224924170854308,2.2281795340338064,95.1985872544541,87.14070351758792,6.0302421196893565,15.07560529922339,7.348242739294969,-0.19069045226130665,697,12,169,12,22,241,112,199,0.077,0.737,0.185,0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,6,13,12,0,2,9,1,16,10,2,4,2,28,29,20,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,8,3,0,4,7,2,22,9,18,20,5,20,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,4,14,108,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439594347381093,0.0,0.10618301777676167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579278145392653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198369393903736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001626532669204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615504676318634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462969696294126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158021843097397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521199250249445,0.1048254926333639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060567375811592876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075594737063417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580376738624037,0.13206443346848296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838938565241358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897447706081694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583122580165535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852136486343016,0.12005699144539175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811149721353837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641693694182473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304449571999308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472182882353865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069517891129091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952585958095054,0.239853266848864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478511240195938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593167726504862,0.22579368175022804,0.0,0.09006412734010319,0.09627940971788017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509666459218998,0.06984815111462894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330865986641354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720559871388557,0.0,0.0,0.0850925025119112,0.0,0.0,0.07713822487919625 adhd,casualfryguy,2019/01/23,"Taking medication with stomach virus I take Vyvanse 30mg once a day. Today I woke up with some stomach issues, most likely a stomach bug of some sort. What do you all do about medication on sick days? Do you not take or take as usual? Thanks for your help.",2.2329411764705887,4.472012686274514,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,79.0,5.648627450980393,21.964705882352945,6.742157984588678,0.5504399999999996,201,6,40,2,5,66,39,51,0.063,0.823,0.114,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,1,9,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,8,8,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,5,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839177899062713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475414894959628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297476136405214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075392898555422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44349456287430195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442012896335426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6620100073343448,0.0,0.0,0.20265650084933726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086475884992218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424305779388841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dollyat,2019/01/23,"I don't know where to go from here... I have been on vyvanse for the past couple of months and it the affect it's had on me is awesome. I'm more serious (in a good way) more alert and actually do course work. However it causes my apetite to disappear, causing me to be painfully thin. I have an obsession with gaining weight as Ive always hated being thin so I can no longer take stimulant medication. What are the alternatives? Is there any non medicated ways to help me? 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I've become very reluctant to spend money. My interests and needs keep changing, out of my control. Anything I buy in an obsessive phase of interest feels like a waste of money, because I lose interest as fast as it arises. How do you decide what to spend money on? What can I do to improve my spending habits?",3.344825870646765,5.507787686567166,4.791865671641791,80.59635572139305,75.11940298507463,7.451741293532338,29.07711442786069,8.344100000000001,2.4163950248756216,273,12,48,5,6,91,45,67,0.126,0.6920000000000001,0.182,0.6425,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,10,7,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,12,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667756622175744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761944815783672,0.35803556017838395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429434971025853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635997208700151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391708040021966,0.23159698631184564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881494752207707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837983965640776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626787723985089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037819536063976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24957254339435714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674856033869891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sussoandso,2019/01/23,"Remembering stuff about friends Okay, so I am sure I'm going to come across borderline or maybe straight up sociopathic here, but hear me out. I have enormous trouble remembering details about my friends' lives, who they're dating, whether they're going for a promotion, etc. It's really not that I don't care because I do! It just makes me look like a really shitty person when I keep having to ask ""where are you living again?"" when I've known them for donkey's years. I half-heartedly started keeping notes in my journal under peoples' names but it felt incredibly weird and I didn't like it haha. Does anyone relate/have any tips on how to take notes on this stuff/remember it? I really want to show a more vested interest but my memory is a piece of crap.",4.079693877551023,5.983294605442183,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,72.33333333333333,8.437414965986395,26.535714285714285,9.075114841892004,2.223608163265306,605,21,113,13,12,198,105,147,0.11599999999999999,0.695,0.19,0.8174,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,10,12,1,0,4,2,8,1,1,2,1,21,23,10,0,1,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,2,4,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,3,15,9,16,21,3,19,0,0,1,0,9,10,1,1,8,70,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908476809879134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188070595884348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362150172057342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882074877676302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855651545641615,0.0,0.0,0.12551242668771287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750790566371606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250019990651526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990017435301114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514348762691505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656156397611203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422074049969182,0.17266177418691522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590195690486776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236874032954788,0.0,0.2573213340766772,0.0,0.12235596220843199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972595837331456,0.0,0.14638080564932845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010138799270048,0.12722446310802854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800281123391108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951679418706437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031311357786621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335959820682752,0.0,0.0,0.13732575325340166,0.0,0.10955243771410324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594090644592839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382959482350717 adhd,nealsoreal,2019/01/23,"Is compulsively spamming people with too many texts in a row caused by ADHD/ADD? I’m diagnosed with ADD and I have this compulsive habit sometimes when I am texting someone, usually it’s when I know they are asleep and won’t respond until morning but I want to tell them something... but then I keep on sending text after text after text because I keep on thinking of more things to say, and before I even realize it I’ve spammed my friend with 23 texts that she’s gonna wake up to and feel like the most annoying person in the world. I often get distracted from the original thing I wanted to say with more and more things, it usually ends up like I wrote them a full page letter. It’s mostly friendly and silly stuff but I still feel like I’m being extremely overwhelming and then I get insecure and ask them to tell me if I’m being annoying and apologize for sending so many texts in a row. Writing comes naturally to me and it’s my passion, so often when I text someone who isn’t responding because they’re busy, it feels like I’m writing and I get carried away because I love writing. Is this caused by my ADD? Any ideas on how to work on breaking this habit? Any help or advice is much appreciated!! 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It's magic, it predicts the next nap for you, and it's really given me a sense of being able to plan my day while staying flexible and not needing a strict routine. I know this seems like more of a parenting tip but I really feel like it's a game changer if you have ADHD. I can never get on board with routines, but knowing that at roughly 1pm I should be walking with the buggy or sitting down expecting to hold the baby for his nap helps to portion out my day and induces deadlines so I'm not forever going ""Oh just 5 more mins on reddit... oops he's asleep again oh well, oh crap time for husband and older kid to arrive home, have not eaten lunch or showered in 3 days.""",3.763907528641572,4.578017952127659,5.239361702127663,83.25653846153848,71.6063829787234,7.699509001636662,28.291325695581016,7.882392219407189,1.7583415711947628,717,26,144,9,13,242,123,188,0.019,0.878,0.10300000000000001,0.9259999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,1,5,5,1,0,8,0,9,4,2,1,2,31,21,15,0,5,11,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,7,8,2,1,6,5,0,2,5,1,1,0,2,2,17,4,24,16,3,29,0,0,0,0,16,10,1,5,17,90,24,0,0.1809547479733879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747244222711629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305543382461548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477502963453532,0.0,0.1844954255606264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35010252729012553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149615765716687,0.12927410810865658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454138718429972,0.0,0.10284075337707982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425803064083616,0.0,0.3630247327312423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427588457433005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889599422136167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768106989648417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443635342336095,0.0,0.0,0.1341756527529811,0.2791269142868699,0.0,0.1924474273565552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092883307380766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318484903257818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647344063699354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280807019845404,0.19287368454429504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551616874281797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627000502196653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheTalentedMrRipple,2019/01/23,"Newbie, was diagnosed 20 years back So, yeah, here I am, 20 years after the first psychiatrist diagnosed with me ADHD but the approach to not drug me since there was still a chance for it to get away on its own as he said. I fucked up school in a moderate way, worked in the hospitality industry for 8 years and now I'm studying. I'm 28 years old and tried Ritalin the first time a few weeks ago. I felt like I was cured, focus, concentration and the most impressive thing for me, motivation to do something! I worked for like 12 hours straight on a single dose of 15 mg. I smoked weed for 14 years without a real break and stopped that habit about 3 weeks ago, I stopped cigarettes after like 15 years about 5 months ago, I changed my whole diet around 2 months ago (I'm vegetarian for around 5 years now and additionally now avoid sugars), that all just to make sure that all those shitty behaviours and dysfunctions of mine are not triggered by any unhealthy thing I do. However, the focus and concentration is still not there, I'm still the same person with the same mind and that's why want to know if Ritalin is the right way to go. &#x200B; I have an appointment with a new psychiatrist next week, I want to tell him exactly what I've described here but first of all I want to make sure, that this what I felt was not just any kind of effect everybody would feel. Is it a clear sign of ADHD if you cannot focus on anything, procrastinate everything until the very very last minute and then finally get problems because you kind of were lazy?! I feel so bad about myself and whatever I try to change my behaviour it is clearly not working out... I have sleeping problems, around 5-6 hours are my usual sleeping time per night and at some points I can't motivate myself for anything, not even fun activities. &#x200B; Some people comparing Ritalin to speed here, I never did speed before so I can't really tell anything about that. I like drugs but more the psychedelic kind of drugs. I don't really have addiction problems since I was easy able to stop like everything I did from one day to another without any withdrawal effects or whatsoever. I do acid around every 2-3 months, maybe once a year some MDMA and since Weed is really pushing me back I'm currently thinking about stopping it completely in the future. &#x200B; &#x200B; Anyone sees similarities in behaviours here? Am I just a lazy fuck or am I'm really in need of medication? &#x200B; Looking forward to answers from you guys :) ",6.836284815813116,7.115879773584907,6.985165468703207,75.32488207547173,64.68134171907757,10.671728062294099,33.1782719377059,10.451354775682146,3.3691995208146146,2000,77,374,46,28,644,232,477,0.121,0.769,0.11,-0.8851,2,1,6,0,0,0,66.0,0,3,0,10,31,19,2,1,22,1,29,17,2,7,9,84,55,25,0,10,18,0,4,5,0,1,11,1,0,2,17,21,2,5,11,0,0,4,13,7,0,4,11,9,39,12,61,43,14,80,0,0,2,2,10,20,2,8,60,234,56,7,0.0533836596081624,0.0,0.0,0.058196068697005325,0.12831356966345514,0.0,0.189285573027714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892058644099328,0.3243349477831943,0.10890815741172127,0.055977421706185235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037327096029937515,0.0,0.13179060982480084,0.1900911001773854,0.0,0.0,0.05015570548448376,0.08209747812404654,0.044573125935864114,0.032542183407921324,0.0,0.04542556243422893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294566688955412,0.0,0.05597175143253138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03442804412729393,0.0,0.0,0.10836658157015604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572429086572467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035259403697906616,0.0,0.04497803563823628,0.0,0.09595558211514776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053984764594773534,0.0,0.10251336979917264,0.058479189728074976,0.0,0.13622434077494336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870466618983093,0.0557815176319372,0.0,0.03033916398223713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052858215979088366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051443027893997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677259974909853,0.029338263217336836,0.04351480760278725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040279785872902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482882905262301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126801463871768,0.0,0.05363106132793552,0.0,0.0,0.05377842080938988,0.0,0.0,0.05390227823353015,0.0,0.12783098336824344,0.0,0.0,0.03958330717755765,0.04117276928803873,0.05155827110420168,0.0567741276176947,0.05009694823398233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056017170660643885,0.05685185522851963,0.03617414933046057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370095079427018,0.0466125524661071,0.0,0.0,0.0504648134533926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532428578729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076229180452347,0.13679575724686796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558935362201013,0.05078008502240627,0.0,0.0,0.054027113541026336,0.04253986510199646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247854463816658,0.0,0.10684442529738747,0.0,0.0,0.041097349255999865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789677856468845,0.17852451917786827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062693482206438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331934295515454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093146273238234,0.034206093539210794,0.0,0.0,0.06225688243507613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248800135698694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058794559071769614,0.08809421993169063,0.09446119667946573,0.08474692838427457,0.1284634550548779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817044949927731,0.05960094951212167,0.0,0.10291988572386596,0.0,0.11659181997317873,0.0,0.0,0.0379222201336189,0.0,0.3243349477831943,0.2750186122850016 adhd,dasersteleus,2019/01/23,"I fucked up my internship At this moment I am writing my final reflection about my semester-long internship. For the biggest part, I really enjoyed the internship. Especially the stuff that I did for my mentor was really nice as I could hyperfocus on the details. It was really my cup of tea. However, at the start of the internship I had to set some goals for myself. And I completely fucked up. I wanted to make my life more structured by making a to-do list every week and use my calendar for planning my days. In the twenty weeks my internship lasted I only made three to-do lists and never used my calendar. All of this happened even though I had a lot of trouble keeping my focus because my head was so full of things I had to do. I was running from one thing to another without really finishing the first. I just have this feeling I let everyone else and especially myself down. I could have done so much better. Has anyone in this subreddit ever experienced the same thing? What are ways to cope with the ongoing lack of structure at an internship and life in general?",4.6433719512195095,6.441908078048782,6.157118902439024,73.73958079268296,70.65853658536584,10.198170731707318,30.373475609756106,10.411451182825502,3.622323170731708,856,36,149,26,16,291,120,205,0.07,0.873,0.057,-0.5677,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,2,0,13,0,18,6,1,5,3,28,30,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,10,2,29,3,31,17,9,26,0,0,0,2,1,12,2,2,11,126,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587939506926156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727590200778832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480622874518666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304028812123476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586461810981452,0.0,0.0,0.222151915607478,0.0,0.0,0.08972085704605677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236800772985386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621686467347905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091887413267288,0.12584195730161538,0.11721455598203435,0.13293507171234129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034322555420475,0.0,0.0,0.1523991023818363,0.0,0.11833535629337424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572282994715869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123023310143666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427772022641509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365620153367032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340132532307205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225957200681127,0.19652906640188056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311677570817353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182748044074205,0.0,0.13163865812561162,0.18572729051103545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226916877552762,0.0,0.10729788000224556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942712768939415,0.10580698907596499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065334602719693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35649520301163923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846981490302707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925905575769436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772753342166113,0.0,0.13668464209052575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030993400706255,0.0,0.0,0.08205654952245613,0.11042693884300472,0.223187260633718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410666490500514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Inspaceflying44,2019/01/23,"How do I feel ok and hopeful for the future.. I have ADD. They say I might also have aspergers which could be adding to it, the slower processing speed and not getting what people often mean.. But I have some of the classical ADD sympthoms, but when I was surrounded by 20-something other ADD individuals, some on meds, others not (in a clinic setting) it felt like all of them were still a lot more collected in the head, could follow conversations easily (even without meds) and didn't forget SO much.. I mean, sure I could sometimes notice little stuff here and there and I know some may say that since I only know my experience I probably am not judging correctly. But that could be besides the point, I don't know.. I just feel like I have it bad, severely bad.. But I also have depression and anxiety so that could be worsening it.. I just.. I desperately don't want to tie my self-worth to my memory and performance , but at the end of the day, everything is connected to it, so I think that _at the end I do_ ..I don't feel confident in anything.. Even in stuff I can do.. I'm currently out of school and also feel weird and guilty for it, cos many other people seem to continue working even with depression and burn-out.. I just don't know.. I feel my mind is currently in a state so bad, I literally cannot watch a movie, first, motivational issues, on second line, I have to constantly be stopping it and rewinding cos I've been distracted. In the movie (as in real life of course) I feel so confused when they talk and with the names, I never know who is who. As I said, I really don't want to feel less than others for this, but I end up doing so, unreluctantly..I have no clear path in front of me, my meds aren't working.. I just don't know.. and as usual, I would rant a bit on the Internet..",3.316069433359935,4.796816963687154,4.9210095770151625,82.55414804469275,73.49720670391059,8.801436552274541,25.076217079010377,9.330973305703688,2.009894333599362,1395,44,288,33,28,471,171,358,0.16399999999999998,0.773,0.063,-0.9899,3,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,3,5,23,13,0,2,16,1,40,3,1,4,5,82,65,34,0,9,14,0,8,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,22,19,0,1,19,0,0,2,15,8,0,2,6,12,40,5,39,47,9,39,0,2,1,0,11,18,0,10,19,214,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086807243941449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654172610556076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157956442385792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788141426512025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496286362888458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399767819841677,0.0,0.3472440773563711,0.0,0.0,0.056096813100867296,0.0,0.1498365915047479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311232532139549,0.0,0.0,0.17235427362439867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817467550575984,0.08508602533084271,0.0,0.0,0.307868385871584,0.06214064380640496,0.0835172820840736,0.0,0.0,0.07398766110544758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544500636620204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926961126068302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639370552643444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907876110688048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28682135917833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143863684435661,0.0849909608836821,0.08717977688627138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394980181674829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818706864413897,0.0,0.1894998861344002,0.2898553780442306,0.0,0.0,0.09227517446336994,0.08782799326610939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639424837843094,0.0,0.06708662086804926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903067616425157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615446047191742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060606419235415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222701231583468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937823423904569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990056511585699,0.05572351132478006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274071359429203,0.13834468162480262,0.0,0.08803139903865663,0.0,0.07918601968067451,0.0907421972701186,0.09826598577229327,0.0,0.07195320314028991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669637319979844,0.08602837131495096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946470399556663,0.0727216491678628,0.0,0.0,0.19914935678498694,0.0,0.0,0.0819804101382478,0.0,0.0,0.06991360816970467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573516837277028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957994412753241,0.0,0.10260960659126003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384846917918902,0.0,0.1266492612813525,0.0,0.0,0.061790198924459624,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Serenova,2019/01/23,"Woke up out of a dead sleep to research DSLR camers I'm serious (no I'm Sirius), I just shot awake at like 4:30am (an hour and a half before my alarm) and the first thing I did was grab my phone and Google entry-level DSLR's. Like... What? And now of course I'm posting on Reddit about it 😛 And when I say research I mean I know have 15+ tabs open and I'm seriously considering a Nikon that's only $350",-0.4685393258426984,1.4872938876404551,1.934932584269664,97.04194943820228,87.65168539325843,4.908314606741573,15.641573033707864,6.2581,-0.6893919101123598,312,6,77,3,10,106,65,89,0.095,0.872,0.033,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,10,7,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,7,2,8,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930464438616042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929338790193899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33915005531691383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926510194264376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33649843070129337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751364476839462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619204666147615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298258290488583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27386893722926525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446339153771635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287942272781172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Friend_of_Wolves,2019/01/23,"Clumsiness? Anyone else have like terrible clumsiness? Even on Adderall I'm finding it difficult to now somehow step on the one power cord that'll pull everything off the table and create the loudest event in living memory. I'm hoping I'll eventually overcome this, as I wasn't always clumsy but I'm also a giant(and a lil chubby) so the effect is magnified. 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As per the title, there are a lot of threads about people struggling to get anything done. I'm the opposite (in some ways at least - household work always seems to escape me). I have a gazzillion hobbies and counting, and my restlessness fuels my creativity. I was just wondering if there are any positive stories out there of people who feel like their achievements, creative or otherwise, can be attributed to ADHD?",8.189333333333334,8.296139266666668,7.950000000000002,70.12500000000001,61.88888888888889,11.2,39.111111111111114,10.793553405168565,4.482377777777779,394,19,64,9,5,126,66,90,0.066,0.758,0.17600000000000002,0.899,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,2,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,16,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,7,1,11,12,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,7,1,48,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468634871166743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091797961723326,0.0,0.0,0.1396861744481387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380706560853522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204124887796284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386171372203808,0.1467452923909902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146370020785449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035318787750976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492652996535576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42721730263621777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335066320698147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186997991966758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147396395841982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304528288193632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275891006945395,0.14954128038756634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nanoissuperior,2019/01/23,What exercise or sport has been really beneficial for you? I was thinking maybe intense running or boxing?,5.835000000000001,9.331000277777779,6.9311111111111146,61.40000000000003,74.0,10.266666666666667,36.77777777777778,10.125756701596842,5.459244444444448,87,5,11,3,2,29,17,18,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.5931,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7425934902368455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735298738654213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736289336757818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dragons78,2019/01/23,"ADHD+bipolar, how do you stop stimulants giving you mania? I suffer from bipolar 2, and I am taking Seroquel for that for last five years. Recently I was diagnosed with ADHD too. I am very relieved that now I know what is stopping me from being productive. But ADHD stimulant meds are making me manic. How do you deal with it?",3.57431693989071,6.157849737704924,5.011065573770495,77.24370218579237,76.21311475409836,8.001092896174864,26.560109289617486,8.841846274778883,2.6028994535519123,258,10,42,6,6,86,46,61,0.12,0.797,0.083,-0.3328,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,0,12,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,10,1,6,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7345797542382567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005045155238591,0.0,0.20679521546638396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954491903770436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197201896621424,0.16607802670920171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600027083565225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631293555546264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011719822160888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34067713380364684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531896459756942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681096047153898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312040399371733 adhd,SweetPinkDinosaur,2019/01/23,"My phone updated and now I'm crying I just really needed to vent to people who get it. My OnePlus 5T completely changed everything when it updated: font, position, colors, menus, messaging app, volume settings, symbols, even the intuitive stuff like how I change windows. I started crying and my boyfriend tried really hard to understand and relate but I feel embarrassed for getting so upset over something so stupid. It seems unreasonable but I feel like my entire world is falling apart simply because I have to get used to a new phone layout and I don't understand why I feel so helpless.",7.209773030707607,8.47562559813084,7.464886515353807,68.76859813084114,64.04672897196261,10.974098798397863,36.781041388518034,10.914260884657429,4.588715353805074,477,23,73,13,7,155,75,107,0.22699999999999998,0.73,0.043,-0.9702,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,16,11,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,12,2,7,16,0,11,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,8,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736517771886962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726373072810304,0.0,0.18466545297410286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869337333935757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632999841570632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582912860788971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671647952524139,0.12582492171856552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760567328369571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577748933393026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209318000134258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059568734360322,0.0,0.1701042265846496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210405023373047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256624978707211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033909720289527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559090830920767,0.0,0.0,0.12466335708398947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016228887637537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957844147427622,0.0,0.0,0.36670813081564535,0.0,0.15211688548137736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892691668712158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NanoWhatBTCshouldBe,2019/01/23,What are your adhd super powers? What benefits do you have from adhd?,1.7469230769230784,4.5235994615384625,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,92.84615384615385,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.6856461538461542,55,1,8,1,2,19,11,13,0.0,0.616,0.384,0.782,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thegust,2019/01/23,"How do you get diagnosed? I've only recently started to read this sub and fully look into symptoms of ADHD and they have really resonated with me and the struggles of some of the people here finally feels like people actually understand what it's like to not be able to focus and do something for more than 30 seconds without having to look at a phone or go to a different tab and the difficulty of actually starting a task let alone finish them, constant forgetfulness and random hyperfocusing on things. For so long I thought I've just been lazy and just awful at doing things which frustrated me way too much. But now I'm scared and will probably distract myself from trying to get a diagnosis, however to get to the point what happens during a diagnosis and what questions would they ask or what tasks do you do??",11.619632034632033,8.283987110389614,11.430389610389614,58.82748917748923,57.766233766233775,14.682251082251089,43.84848484848485,12.745084868956482,5.553739393939395,661,28,111,17,6,222,104,154,0.134,0.835,0.031,-0.9376,2,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,3,0,7,6,1,3,9,1,12,2,0,1,0,27,26,14,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,3,9,2,22,20,3,15,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,5,10,85,18,1,0.1522573477878576,0.0,0.29716241610896565,0.0,0.18298374395414255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769269389467036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234006695050885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645361025449152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453800301268295,0.0,0.15907652211375675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698588986296542,0.10877267968210204,0.0,0.16679048222123402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864454008661945,0.0,0.08653135951979615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346406698111895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569345386400638,0.0,0.14877049862688982,0.0,0.0,0.1347429615329362,0.2557156502977555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119266695790462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579857397152475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111214793628852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393240758353176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641591728668726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056307525339956,0.0,0.15229855078851615,0.0,0.09753995576511147,0.0,0.15033576247720795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524361666447232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172151449480819,0.0,0.0,0.2155370688570278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591724385223014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825368264882958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023060327751396,0.0,0.0,0.12087532683277336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337274471315858,0.0,0.0,0.1585052686909286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085479567781658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677064995136846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815925139177364,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zaku_Zaku,2019/01/23,"Is it wrong of me to feel resentful? I can't really sleep because **the thought** came up. You know the one, where you wonder if you had been diagnosed earlier would your life be different now? Had I been seen by a psychiatrist as a child where would I be? Now at 24, looking back the symptoms were obvious. Surely my parents, already having one child diagnosed with ADHD, recognized those symptoms in me too? I called my mom about this earlier and I asked her exactly those questions. Honestly, I regret asking them. She said that with the stigma surrounding stimulants at the time she didn't want to have **two** children on them, so she never took me in to see a psychiatrist. During the call I didn't really know how to process that so I rolled passed it in conversation. But is it wrong of me to feel resentful?",1.6746103896103897,4.446366980519481,3.2309090909090905,84.36636363636366,90.23376623376623,7.475324675324676,23.883116883116887,8.296473431620573,2.2200103896103904,641,26,119,18,22,210,96,154,0.11199999999999999,0.85,0.038,-0.8881,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,2,0,10,7,2,0,9,0,16,6,1,2,4,23,31,7,0,5,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,5,0,3,12,6,24,2,19,15,0,18,0,1,3,0,22,10,0,3,5,92,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272363982592126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859871214143967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687177989200893,0.0,0.0,0.11051189113751936,0.0,0.08761044339801775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935085966808532,0.1643775151834607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917457670826665,0.0,0.15015692277682616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533840903049075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796962464251685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015137620362848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206886932288086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683232525662473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084580674974978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477692831245688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958417093711044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099941197537582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841415616944807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367107335372931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452631794738675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382390016018332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545450019494595,0.2987604416905173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409771143898273,0.08380435028504571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967832726725642,0.0,0.0,0.1403936614032039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476984289649607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558583255881275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418928127206507,0.31427075136399063,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jeriais,2019/01/23,"What are your favorite apps to keep track of tasks/productivity? Sorry if this has been done before but I'd like to try something new. My current habits just aren't doing it for me. I feel like I have scatterbrain now that I work a shift job and have a random schedule. I don't make time for my hobbies, I can hardly get anything important done, and I'm paralyzed by a monstrous to do list daily. Thanks in advance!",3.168330464716007,5.010762493975907,4.246333907056801,85.73734939759039,74.66265060240964,6.670567986230638,26.314974182444054,7.447530270364453,1.3543817555938038,329,12,65,4,7,107,64,83,0.013999999999999999,0.804,0.18100000000000002,0.9231,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,9,18,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,9,3,8,15,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085910134627617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569133304416946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187925395382708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816622641031294,0.18108492239561866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243193097146294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706673627207996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153806460815004,0.2253031275995608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476733521445153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919870946114485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448108868221371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951399513972552,0.0,0.28374816389329904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333687295436721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780521411307038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720951024550751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845351950492044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goodcfan920,2019/01/23,"I LOVE having ADHD Let’s face it. We all get upset with ourselves for our wandering minds, forgetfulness and pure tunnel vision. It’s tough, sure. But you know what? We also have a MUCH higher ceiling than most because of our ADHD. Dedication can come so naturally. Being intrigued, fascinated or excited are daily emotions we have. Our hard work (when we don’t stray) is hard pressed to be rivaled. Relax. Make sure your tongue isn’t pressed to the top of your mouth. And breathe, knowing you have more potential to be great than most. ❤️😍",2.9698930481283417,5.680726862745104,3.9910695187165786,82.96435828877007,79.3921568627451,6.454188948306596,25.93939393939394,7.686295010490155,1.6964784313725496,428,17,77,7,11,138,78,102,0.061,0.7120000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,7,4,0,2,3,8,0,1,2,0,13,4,3,1,4,21,19,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,12,6,9,15,5,3,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,3,1,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050325631783005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802814639994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280835872700505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099466710797715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635004891915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977592978483043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316515046777338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37644187341564506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094639656137986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485587292040287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963615217760774,0.0,0.14025277373243888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121553145846493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154458017974762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39606005001072697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296554589177308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slimeho,2019/01/23,"Advice for domestic relationships? Hi all! I feel like some iteration of this has been posted before, but I can't find it, so here goes. &#x200B; Basically - I'm hoping for some advice here about how to not be a huge burden on the person I cohabitate with. I've been with my boyfriend for two and a half years now, and we live together. It's great! We get along really well! Our personalities are super complementary! Except that he's an incredibly neat, organized person, and I have ADHD. I'm a lot better now that I'm medicated - I remember to clean up more often (rather than just throwing packaging on the ground after I open something, for instance), and it's not hard for me to motivate myself on the weekends to clean the house. But consistently staying neat is a HUGE challenge. My clutter piles up at the speed of light. And if I'm not actively in the Cleaning Zone, I completely forget about it. It's like mess becomes invisible. I do my best to conscientiously make time to tidy, but my brain is still a total sieve. &#x200B; For instance - today, boyfriend came home and asked me to do the dishes because he had done them every night for a week. He was very nice about it. I did them. But it had never even *occurred* to me that I hadn't done the dishes for a week and that the reason the sink was always empty was that my boyfriend had been doing them. I literally did not think once about the dishes. Not once! It was not in my consciousness. I thanked him for asking me to do the dishes and letting me know that I'd been slipping - but at the same time, I feel guilty that he's keeping track of a huge mental catalogue of what needs to be done in our house (as in, the dishes and literally everything else) and then has to delegate tasks to me like I'm a kid or a bad employee. It's a gendered term, but the mental load is super relevant here. &#x200B; I have things that I do consistently - I do the laundry, vacuum, clean the bathroom on basically a weekly basis - but I really don't want to become a huge burden because I can't just look around and see what needs to be done, and at the same time am constantly generating mess. How do you guys handle situations like this? I want to be better, but I feel like I've hit capacity with the things that I already *do* do (not just cleaning, but basic self care - like exercising or washing my face at night). Any input is much appreciated. :) ",4.054443259891023,5.610489089552242,5.442219260838666,79.2484793295428,71.75053304904051,8.452049277422413,26.673833214877988,8.998388855275968,2.096058943378346,1889,64,365,38,36,634,214,469,0.064,0.72,0.21600000000000005,0.998,1,0,1,0,0,0,77.0,4,1,3,7,21,25,0,0,33,0,45,10,2,5,3,75,71,29,0,7,24,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,7,6,24,21,5,2,10,2,0,2,12,5,1,2,19,7,44,20,55,46,11,45,0,0,2,0,23,21,0,8,26,262,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292504270920628,0.1511147409047497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532585414609031,0.0,0.06433742284534823,0.25133242607964024,0.2818611215062345,0.05258105958919745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688322507469546,0.1445697471784391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455996263118023,0.09426855759568724,0.17079035560823522,0.06579463637964189,0.0,0.08114381691946229,0.13676861545390775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631601794063934,0.0,0.08843484096473947,0.07883410479186087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106979497209636,0.0835567358378255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165056844300885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459193129539945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106991572477917,0.0,0.06514643608811845,0.0,0.0694912984622265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172877483365159,0.1104765449283542,0.0,0.0,0.07067016543394328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040397129640517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524688321228321,0.0,0.07656013296601748,0.0,0.0,0.06926459740445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755945638003839,0.07679738658528648,0.0,0.1784365402143915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687266249709419,0.0,0.0,0.042493703037573965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906615384087015,0.0,0.2266513621380192,0.0,0.06827602597387818,0.0,0.06493032444260859,0.0,0.0,0.06573570937165614,0.0,0.0,0.05161249368615568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789296274203046,0.15584314360046192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056839970186305835,0.11466536297583135,0.05963486721758578,0.0,0.0,0.1451213949219453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468908437553764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025416379604516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405232496570438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906786646138983,0.07949905953219255,0.0,0.08301401972726516,0.08758983362676971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061614976371010426,0.0,0.08066286265750397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691225542656207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059525628425200476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241409895531965,0.06174880096036312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118696187741863,0.0,0.0,0.10273752372599396,0.049544295453445915,0.0,0.0,0.13525982032286565,0.0,0.07329144570275456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553156588839262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379807818500784,0.09121208051831987,0.0,0.18606718025001884,0.0,0.06952103430035078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818611215062345,0.04979231027443121 adhd,gracesway,2019/01/23,"Me asking my partner if he’s seen my keys EVERY. TIME. https://www.reddit.com/r/funny/comments/aiudk1/yup/?st=JR8QYILM&sh=ac20af96",24.57589743589743,32.09920607692308,9.700000000000003,33.23666666666668,65.15384615384615,4.810256410256411,19.71794871794872,6.42735559955562,1.069533333333334,121,2,9,1,3,26,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6156011290098791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311529095464932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786993095046288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312986684577054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pyrokill,2019/01/23,"First time taking meds, didn't help? It took me a while, but I finally got diagnosed with ADHD inattentive type, and got prescribed Ritalin 10. I'm going back tomorrow to discuss the effects, but I honestly barely felt a difference. I've heard stories of people's minds suddenly clearing, and being able to focus, but I didn't feel anything like that. I sat down to do some work, and I got some done (which I was happy with), but it wasn't much. I still found myself getting distracted, going on reddit and filling my time by doing other things like hanging up washing. If anything, I just felt a bit strange for a couple of hours, but didn't notice a large change in focus/ability to work. Is this normal?",6.3602205882352925,6.540216345588237,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,65.69117647058823,9.741176470588236,33.17647058823529,9.516144504307137,3.1319588235294122,557,22,98,10,8,184,94,136,0.09699999999999999,0.833,0.07,-0.1454,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,6,0,10,3,0,1,1,23,25,11,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,15,4,11,4,14,9,4,19,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,12,66,18,3,0.15387155205581265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492370379679474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532463532720349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831772560684142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798788246236446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277569943534945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702559456660621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561763863659244,0.0,0.16076302200790468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746402081489938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780208004225493,0.0,0.2954816405104292,0.16855876409509749,0.0,0.1308830635733554,0.0,0.16871221470391745,0.0,0.0,0.08039153513505543,0.0,0.1748974980092539,0.0,0.36919540983846777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379912839329674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031368578698984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153248371115327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034773596432144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091660647565626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553664037275812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311329544871668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076145099079227,0.0,0.17518378186932287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667515996027227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288202023575867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569225759504245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222542197680178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944747881197526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095695600265112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404064499594356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tokonata,2019/01/23,"DRIVING IS SUCH A PAIN!!!! I have recently switched to the prescription to mydayis just for reference. I don't drive often. Mainly to school and home. Every now and again I drive my family places but I have recently made my first encounter with driving off of medication and with my mom and dad in the car. Holy begebus did I think we were going to crash. I did my hardest and was able to keep it on the road but even changing lanes the turn signal stick got stuck and all focus left the road and went to the stick just so I could flick it off. Very Scarry I don't recommend haha, trying to laugh off that fact that I could of died. Off medication I now realize the small things most people take for granted like driving and how hard it is for people's minds who have adhd and things similar, how hard it is to even function in the easy but stressful situations. 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Just recently, I got angry at my dad for stealing a bag of cheese puffs from right in front of me without asking. I had just bought them recently and was about to finish. I was maybe a handful or two from an empty bag, and I don't get cheese puffs that often, so I really wanted to savor every ounce of cheesy goodness I had left. Now, for some context, my family (especially my brother and my dad) has always had the bad habit of stealing my food. My mother (I suspect) is still in the mindset I'm a little kid who needs to be raised like one, and not an adult in her third year of college, so the respect... isn't there. At all. Anyway, I flipped and yelled at him. Snatched the bag right out of his hands, yelled that I bought the bag with my own money and wanted to finish it myself, and he could at least ask. Normally, I'm pretty good at controlling my emotions. Every once in a while, though, I snap a bit. This was one of those times. Now, I admit that I overreacted, and I *did* apologize later, multiple times, but... seriously? I've made it clear to my family *plenty* of times in the past that I'm *not* okay with them just taking my food without permission. I have no trouble with them taking some if I offer it to them, and most of the time, if they ask for a bite or something, I'll say yes. They just... *never ask*. It's aggravating. Am I not entitled to a single ounce of respect in this house? Yeah, sure, I'm the youngest, but I'm still a human being, and an adult. I deserve at least enough respect for people to ask before just taking my food, especially when they know it's one of my biggest pet peeves. Except, apparently, I don't? They (especially my mother) demand respect, but they give hardly *any* in return. Yes, my dad was the one who stole the food, but we actually made up pretty quickly (he's undiagnosed, but definitely has it, so I'm more easygoing with him, because I know what he's going through). But before I could give even a *hint* of a desire for more respect regarding sharing food, my mother (who is neurotypical, but pretty irritable due to thyroid issues, I think) just shut down the conversation as if everything were discussed, and all that was left was for me to apologize to my dad for *my own* disrespectful behavior (which I had already done at least three times over the course of this conversation, mind you).Did either of them say they'd try and remember to ask before taking things from now on? No. Was I treated like any sort of adult? Not really, no. Am I wrong for wanting a little respect from my own family? Anyway, sorry, I've just really been wanting to rant, and I wasn't really sure where else to go. Thanks for reading. Have a nice day/night!",3.3244806108097262,5.023873820976494,4.73684388185654,82.9896258790436,73.9005424954792,7.591866586296966,24.94711673699016,8.309216665352881,1.5675503234880457,2185,70,431,37,45,728,238,553,0.08900000000000001,0.738,0.17300000000000001,0.9939,2,0,1,0,0,0,116.0,1,0,11,1,27,24,0,0,29,4,33,8,2,3,6,81,72,34,0,14,29,8,3,2,0,0,1,4,2,5,21,20,5,1,6,1,3,3,15,6,0,7,21,8,64,18,72,46,17,57,0,0,0,0,53,30,0,10,26,303,85,2,0.0,0.0,0.06443429826792939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728640995611795,0.0,0.054941007396032734,0.0,0.0,0.13470494726181936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703664460449004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055131045471519466,0.08050073022861938,0.0,0.16855618910827494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208602859249734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405658530525977,0.1054367803679963,0.0,0.0,0.04258292472034415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675700874394644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551583451447055,0.07427318336832049,0.0,0.06822509843562491,0.0,0.04361120625385339,0.0,0.11126373014803703,0.0,0.059342164698615224,0.0,0.18673740051004314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39920966479333786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034497169768412786,0.1266811213139239,0.07505104450064076,0.11076315822007078,0.05280902900004718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059148573100737165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623197632349774,0.0,0.0,0.07618803211318087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891660673720211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257508148823748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348033246661876,0.0,0.0,0.06451638674574893,0.19853373147647302,0.05830438152643198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495553996708958,0.0,0.0,0.06633451028340903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666996962670249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791860283970673,0.05092525525522666,0.0,0.0,0.06196328108210555,0.06469391784376728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703182051950693,0.1789705011491243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303168137183181,0.04577585310492984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152418839572647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604637541836549,0.0,0.16919820978990108,0.0,0.1303903701771086,0.0,0.07479742713153409,0.11277596869327565,0.0,0.10501703817819674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050831970677838456,0.0,0.07391350793950006,0.0,0.0,0.15819135334722628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244621731784607,0.0,0.19858088016069192,0.0,0.0,0.06079017818928908,0.0,0.0,0.0438664062162387,0.042308401278087736,0.06487267304613703,0.0,0.19250876758015087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482902214107566,0.0,0.0645002571844258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947266213324425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272982493516481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219180725796479,0.0,0.04252019378564331 adhd,nimaboi,2019/01/23,"Lack of sleep is ruining my life The title perfectly explains my issue. I'm absolutely unable to fall asleep even if I take a high dose of sleeping medication and try to relax listening to an audiobook or so. And to top it off, even with 7+ hours of sleep I am unable to be woken up. I hear from my dad that he was trying to wake me up and eventually was forced to give up. A friend of mine tried calling me 10 times and still I didnt wake up. This is making me miss a lot of time from school and this is my final semester before graduating. What helps you sleep?",2.7281826741996227,3.917236432203389,4.823333333333334,83.8340018832392,74.5084745762712,8.295291902071563,23.280602636534837,8.841846274778883,1.4516693032015064,441,12,96,9,9,153,80,118,0.07200000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.122,0.7943,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,8,10,7,1,1,13,17,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,13,3,20,12,2,13,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,64,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883511923561348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666021742260927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552814117219807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787311998713212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605517406380876,0.0,0.0,0.15651565815143714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389049798215448,0.0,0.1093611148432774,0.17238498566808794,0.0,0.0,0.16067739211647186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170294167736442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152430535961777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871077569288615,0.0,0.0,0.1089089796563106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436413916030307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512422408164598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.653101810122923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029788772631318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267422656301573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027704298931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323199462676973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emlabem,2019/01/23,"ADHD + college stress + a relationship. How to balance all three? Hi everyone! I’m (F21) currently studying at university and like most students, I get stressed out/overwhelmed easily. As you all know, ADHD can make large projects incredibly daunting and stressful. I’m studying computer science so literally every project is large scale and I go through intense periods of stress just thinking about the projects. Throughout all of this, my incredibly loving, supportive boyfriend of one year always puts in extra effort to maintain our relationship and makes me feel loved. We don’t live in the same place (45 min distance) and have conflicting schedules so I don’t always get to see him. Texting and calling are key aspects of our relationship. Unfortunately I suffer from a lot of the common ADHD symptoms (I’m combined type for reference) like lack of organization, impulsivity, and forgetfulness (this is a big one for me). Do any of you have advice/a similar experience you could share with me about how to do a better job maintaining my relationship even when my ADHD can make it more challenging? How did/do you balance your relationship with a heavy workload? Thank you all for your input! TLDR: stressed out, in a relationship with distance, and awful at planning. Any advice for how to maintain a relationship even when your ADHD makes it a lot more challenging? (mods feel free to delete if you feel it doesn’t belong in sub). 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I stopped Ritalin in May as I felt I wasn’t needing it so much and it wasn’t helping my anxiety. I’ve got my anxiety reasonably under control now...but my god I suck at concentrating. I plan my time, block out distractions, and get ready to focus and it just.....doesn’t happen. Too spacy and jumpy thoughty. It’s gotten worse these last few weeks, because I am a transguy and have just started Testosterone...which is not great for impulsivity. But there ya go. So at my therapy appointment today, I mentioned that I was really struggling to work on my dissertation research and write up. It’s due in April and I have done...not much. I have been diligently trying but can’t and the stress is making my focus worse which makes me more stressed and.. you get it. And I love the research I am doing (or should be doing), it’s not a boredom thing. But even before then, I’ve been letting folks down by just not being able to do the things I agree to do, even though I want to. My therapist (been seeing him for 6 years or so) is very blunt with me (I like this) and basically said, “this anxiety stress you’re feeling isn’t because you have anxiety. It’s your ADHD. So what shall we do about it?” Have decided to go back on meds and a revamp of some techniques to tackle the ADHD gremlins. And it feels good. I was able to work on it a bit today. I don’t feel like a failure for going back on Ritalin. I feel successful for finally finding my fucking glasses! 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I'm curious how marijuana effects everyone's symptoms. I've noticed that if I can get just the right dose it helps (definitely with at least the anxiety). But prolonged use sometimes seems to emphasize my symptoms (but not always). What are your experiences?,6.142499999999997,9.283557480769236,7.0736923076923075,62.87130769230768,70.34615384615384,10.313846153846157,39.24615384615385,10.355215969177356,5.444072307692307,247,15,34,8,5,82,44,52,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,11,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620750764013146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184310972417262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945170063122053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384164144463395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165874638129967,0.0,0.2166756490414745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572789082347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484709927157322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521863719626257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916515586732088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016510013554677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190753783381992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6906895255685934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913103093101416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WiseLifeGivesYouAPie,2019/01/23,"Long time lurker, finally making a post Not gonna make it long, not gonna make it perfect, just gonna write a couple sentences. Honestly amazed as I'm doing this that I've motivated myself to act. Except; I haven't really. I'm writing an anonymous letter to random internet people (whom I love all dearly, except for r/catapultmemes ) (double parentheses, is a joke here appropriate?) and I'm four lines in and haven't said anything of direct substance. The thing is, I don't know if it's my ADHD that's keeping me for doing work for the past couple months, or if it's the habits I've formed, or if it's my depression, and is that depression just a symptom of my ADHD, and wow I am so hungry right now. I should go make food, no shower first then go make food then go exercise then do my laundry and clean my room and then make a schedule for tomorrow and then call my parents in the morning and catch up (one of the few things I've been consistent about recently is calling them so there is that positive side) and wow I've written an entire paragraph in under 10 minutes, probably more like 5 and I didn't die or explode or have a brain aneurysm maybe I can break these habits. I know I 'CAN' break these habits, anytime, but it's just about when if ever? I guess it might as well be right now. 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Dubstep & Drum n bass, electronica, full tilt, would help me focus during high school, I'd frequently get told to turn it down. I was known as the kid with 20 pairs of headphones. #basshead4life IDGAF, haha. I've been on meds since I was Diagnosed at 5, I'm 21 now. Aderall made me gain weight, so focalin has been here with me since 8th grade. Gosh... I could go on, but... Nah, whats your favorite EDM artists to space out to?",0.8325000000000031,3.032628554347826,1.9784347826086977,97.26439130434784,84.1086956521739,4.984347826086957,20.069565217391304,6.2581,-0.1039339130434782,345,10,79,3,10,109,76,92,0.015,0.851,0.134,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,9,2,0,1,0,8,15,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,8,1,12,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707483116813437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199511379088043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536261588493456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055364344602996,0.0,0.14201436479812987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749142239751935,0.2640152899949969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644549858705902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775638711630738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693273038863494,0.1900474119250736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252895109960757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134118830078287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387740786656924,0.0,0.0,0.2718011345932171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042903837002457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750983537858275,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lewalani,2019/01/23,"How normal are drug tests? So I began seeing a psychiatrist about 7 months ago for adhd symptoms due to a pretty serious mistake at work where I sent a client's financial information to a different client via email. I feel as I have always exhibited symptoms, but since I kind of coasted through school under the radar I never felt the pressure to seek help. My general care practitioner doesn't deal in adhd, so I decided to seek out a psychiatrist. During our first meeting the psychiatrist said that she would normally send me for testing, but since I seem to be in danger of losing my job she would start me on medication immediately. For the first two months I was put on Straterra, to no avail. The following month I was subscribed Vyvance which has helped immensely. I met with my dr again the following month and was notified that I would have to take a drug test to verify that I was not taking any other stimulants and that I was in fact taking my Vyvance. I completely understand and take it the next day and everything checks out. Another two months/appointments go by like normal, but this most recent appointment my dr has once again asked me to take a drug test. How frequent are these? My insurance does not cover the majority of tests and my medicine is already expensive as it is. Has anybody else gone through something similar? TLDR: Have has 8 monthly appointments with a psychiatrist and have been asked to take drug tests twice.. Is this normal procedure?",7.188115910570872,8.1190455498155,7.347354026481444,70.77869112220534,63.98154981549815,11.247319296722381,34.76036466247015,11.088447113337141,4.150069502930323,1188,51,202,33,17,384,152,271,0.052000000000000005,0.885,0.063,0.5916,2,0,5,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,8,8,1,1,16,0,24,9,0,3,2,36,47,15,0,8,5,0,2,1,0,3,9,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,2,7,5,5,0,5,12,4,28,3,33,31,2,35,0,1,1,0,15,10,0,2,19,138,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093406168012793,0.0,0.07720375700156917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611061999688968,0.0,0.07246935481104476,0.0,0.0,0.05922704539890888,0.0913258669184669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628426480246379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879834563944644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913166159983402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056168556542948736,0.08979030016889414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099490626402792,0.0,0.0,0.07621672495549618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40400650486445794,0.0,0.07275603187011045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827465480929527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403744649838245,0.0,0.08362409416409719,0.0,0.0,0.1481645710892482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949764329630026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167548183285124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864275587472298,0.0,0.0,0.09069521118875212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254982884188866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743613659176034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773824789041629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475888140645048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717241941582115,0.0,0.09262567415913564,0.0,0.3413353128049918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275248495580556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860611653626324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755373073566602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599501945964214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284653250387708,0.0,0.0,0.08814398432165517,0.06940280457049329,0.07928729241441082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409045133329207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704937338049068,0.0,0.0,0.06164572595773544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104845174160555,0.3929040150097588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015676431296456,0.09066813804598706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340561789680663,0.0,0.0,0.1856076712868508,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnimatronicAardvark,2019/01/23,I bit off more than I could chew this term - every week 40-45 hours at work and 3 units (36 hours) and the mess I've made of everything has made me finally face up to needing help... Appointment tonight to get a referral to an adult ADD centre... I'm so scared. I've suspected I might have ADD for about 5 years but my Mum has been very negative about the idea ever since I first mentioned it and my anxiety is just super high around it and the hugely complex process required to get a diagnosis here. Like what if I DON'T have ADD and I'm just lazy and easily distracted and am idiot?! My normal strategy of last-minute-panic-HD-results has not been helping this term with the 76 hours of work and study I've committed to... I've fucked everything up and I need help. What if they don't believe me though? I'm so scared. ,3.6632435129740517,4.712350688622756,4.6051646706586835,86.83293662674654,72.05389221556888,8.680439121756487,26.491516966067863,9.075114841892004,1.8673756487025943,643,21,139,13,12,209,106,167,0.187,0.7140000000000001,0.099,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,10,8,2,3,7,0,13,3,1,2,2,33,23,15,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,14,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,12,2,18,17,4,18,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,3,12,79,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049655137897818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285826265394923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273492846650134,0.0,0.0,0.1576915651905077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532394868683055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306546593291073,0.1216973115217804,0.0,0.2596275315988617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822745633268193,0.0,0.1228609757399322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335328715394765,0.15092835051783832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290446173401446,0.15260926918101014,0.0,0.0,0.42673425338825255,0.0,0.0,0.16305569035746073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177382476024557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705663094847768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733460985626585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322849515386805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420153176073464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415209765648202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694697504449031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289220183071438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948263552797565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191201194571187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917850095237716,0.0,0.0,0.11586141907664363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030874047487508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301491622136128 adhd,Pocahotmess86,2019/01/23,"You ever hyperfocus so much it becomes a habit that people you dont even know notice? I went to the gym at 2 pm and I saw a notification on my phone about Burke Ramsey and started reading about it, then about his parents and the case, then about other murdered children. At 6 pm, A security officer knocked on my window and asked ”what I'm up to” because people are uncomfortable with me constantly sitting in my car not doing anything. I didn't realize I do it so much that it's noticeable and freaking people out. I didn't know how to explain to him that I just get stuck on something and I just can't leave my car so I just said: ”sorry, I'll leave now.” But I could tell he was suspicious of me. Not that I blame him. I would think I'm a stalker or up to something too. What would have been a decent way to explain that I just zone out for literally hours at a time? 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I have nothing to look forward to besides the baseline level of stimulation from sitting in front of the computer every day because I know any attempt at pursing a goal or creating new habits won't make a difference. My brain doesn't function well enough to attend school or work. So for 26 days, all I can do is watch while the world moves. Thanks for listening :)",5.334674796747964,6.916081573170736,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,68.63414634146339,8.881300813008131,33.178861788617894,9.2995712137729,3.1600666666666664,347,16,61,7,6,113,65,82,0.054000000000000006,0.846,0.099,0.5699,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,2,1,7,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,2,11,12,2,15,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,2,7,38,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162141168311311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453452458261895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661677056761069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613045603859256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491095125994505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463628261626999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008882921183236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103537110540964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002218811528084,0.2667431562105165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915445772897127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534142822502123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027802081004214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228780851083126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413047705025371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195151116678664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143779872778644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358051366645064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_Me_Your_Cabages,2019/01/23,What’s your experience with Buproprion? My psychiatrist has had me on it for a couple months now. It’s my first time not talking a stimulant to treat my AHDH. I’m curious what other people’s experiences with it are. ,2.282857142857143,5.0362834761904764,4.824095238095238,75.43757142857146,83.28571428571428,9.074285714285717,25.06666666666667,9.3871,2.96400380952381,174,7,32,6,5,61,33,42,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941914754503921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6969752024299739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030319307769861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436085271425104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698367234189594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863457954300894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077362589659204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asheroo2,2019/01/23,Any one take RX for sleep after stimulant? Please help! I'm curious as to what my options are I've gone through a lot with my doctor but I want real reviews from actual patients thank you!,0.9621052631578948,3.5160709999999997,2.900315789473684,87.8052105263158,89.0,6.197894736842105,23.389473684210525,7.554174236665415,1.4757200000000001,150,6,29,3,5,50,35,38,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.8143,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,7,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.3190301537769651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223191746977087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346200311225693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912991504092472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779386488186609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215318085165066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588638039098734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721104889045475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32715957671610124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458057681927265,0.0,0.0,0.3009872135987993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928279367297107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,givnrrr,2019/01/23,"Thinking of something other than Vyvanse, looking for opinions. So my psychiatrist has changed roles and is now working for the government and as such will not be renewing my perscriptions. I say this like it's just happening but realistically I've know about it for 6 months, and my perscription expired a little over 3 months ago. I have had every intention to make an appointment with a new doctor but well you know how it goes. Anyways my life is spiraling out of control having not been medicated and I'm going to go and see the doctor. I wason 70mg Vyvanse for over a year and towards the end I wasn't feeling the best about it, I was feeling like the positive effects it had at first were wearing off and I felt like I had sleep problems. I'm thinking of trying something else like Adderall and I'm wondering if you guys can give me your opinions on what has worked best for you. It will be combined with Prozac so if you are on a similar regimen all the better. Thanks in advance for the insight.",3.7491402714932143,5.8930231538461575,4.798401206636502,81.09081447963801,73.87179487179486,7.665158371040722,31.470588235294123,8.4952907291091,2.660266968325792,805,39,147,15,17,263,121,195,0.076,0.785,0.139,0.9308,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,9,10,10,0,0,12,0,19,7,2,5,1,36,38,16,0,3,7,0,3,4,0,2,5,1,0,1,9,11,0,1,10,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,8,6,17,9,26,26,3,21,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,5,12,109,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917899391772866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058648884867209,0.12888448837640015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416079929159004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344623550261805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29831736892833194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173696415105865,0.0,0.12907166835102316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278204406613515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736881349572725,0.10410804352612524,0.13992164074579835,0.0,0.0,0.12395608044807875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979548410626452,0.16564105195514547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429353597835806,0.12886670397434755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017648952693025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293192807440477,0.2847811710020802,0.1460576436084226,0.0,0.0,0.12237473660350885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727450732017036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680553163180765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263724482732906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074491748831006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944192286435675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158886781176088,0.0,0.0,0.1161262717992188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583314665628128,0.0,0.0,0.22437691978979413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416667457211226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867531129212477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989396807862532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102688665030082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580356952341103,0.2121832990193711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384399211033588 adhd,Snak_The_Ripper,2019/01/23,"Forgot I was diagnosed as a child, now so many things make sense. Where does one go from here? As a child I was diagnosed with ADHD and occasionally had to meet with a psychologist at school that would have me solve puzzles, find things on pictures, etc. I remember having to nap at some office with a machine measuring my brains waves, going to a reading specialist, and having another specialist tell my parents I'd never read or write. Another teacher used me as a case study for their degree. I was in an assisted learning program, not that I saw any real difference in my curriculum. I was never put on my medication however, and once I entered high school it was never brought up again and I forgot I had been diagnosed. I have the classic constantly losing things, trying to do something at home and then finding myself doing a different task an hour later, forgetting things that I said I would do exist, trying to juggle tasks at work and getting none of them done, nightmarish organization, impulsive purchases, the ever frustrating hyperfocus, waking up early for work then ending up late for whatever reason almost daily, I have the motivation of a crestfallen rock, etc. I also learned recently what stimming is and now have the pleasure of noticing when I do it. Which is all the time. It's frustrating because I feel like there is nothing wrong with me, but finding out my behavior has a cause is bizarre. So now I wonder am I even ADHD or is this me making an excuse for my own actions. But it makes sense, but I don't feel like something is off. But I've lived with it, so how would I know? I remember in grade 7 I forgot to do my homework, yet again, and was freaking out and something snapped and I stopped caring - an attitude I've carried on into adulthood. Where does my personality end and the ADHD begin? I want to maybe look into taking medication to see what the difference would be, but I can't afford to go to an ADHD specialist and I'm not sure my doctor is equipped for mental issues as he disregarded my moms fibromyalgia. Any advice would be welcomed. Thanks!",6.403469387755103,7.271619632653063,7.201730612244897,71.35755510204082,65.68367346938776,10.251591836734693,34.04734693877551,10.264317810270406,3.7100123265306135,1664,72,281,39,25,554,210,392,0.06,0.868,0.07200000000000001,0.5293,4,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,4,18,12,2,0,21,0,39,8,2,8,6,72,65,31,0,6,9,2,2,2,0,5,6,1,2,3,16,21,0,5,13,4,1,7,8,5,0,1,16,6,42,7,46,42,6,52,0,1,3,0,14,21,0,6,26,215,58,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36551358104702425,0.07429979110950692,0.0,0.0,0.0761373202965745,0.0,0.0,0.06080456388873756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341179743030916,0.15945708563226518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634977432128157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848793713174064,0.0,0.0,0.07752198737556966,0.07810812144729583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216601479607942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315194959470447,0.0,0.2383188309594196,0.0,0.0778242788136068,0.13307617269803165,0.07780943836892075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468755829769485,0.0,0.1695965795505786,0.05021990637859673,0.06877733401639173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689040481365461,0.1086377697044217,0.0,0.0,0.2084817866733177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972475849468559,0.0,0.12963605293897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033436185403191,0.0762685542535664,0.0,0.07487842232907613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936000481452067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178643645561026,0.0,0.08576994812393098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429298982003209,0.0,0.06713963756644964,0.0,0.06384962200079711,0.0850628792281835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226036096396128,0.07708679752431627,0.07638662587574073,0.0,0.0,0.1531930194495424,0.07662464261287212,0.0,0.0,0.08905039704029352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759269076166165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295691549081898,0.08656549990311034,0.0,0.08097399693674627,0.05152277696655898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442703884718893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639017610653203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764354241050097,0.0,0.0,0.15210965598379422,0.08654362484165644,0.0,0.07817587458747391,0.07507465105240448,0.0,0.17226397114726233,0.0,0.07232598536185203,0.0,0.0,0.15390144468593187,0.060589454690841336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560464576155105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063568039296768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166138272255095,0.0,0.05716829495726295,0.0,0.06645728763130307,0.0700021237576882,0.0,0.0,0.2020551140476975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433618381780024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324453223625014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566918122167763,0.0,0.0,0.04484697183477542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824559029370919,0.11070768210242253,0.0,0.0,0.27006275561205056,0.08313151855267369,0.0,0.0 adhd,spaghettip0licy,2019/01/23,"Really need advice, partner with suspected ADHD, trying to support him but dying in the process Hi friends. A bit of background, I'm 22F from the UK. I have BPD, PCOS, IBS... A few other things that make life a lil tough for me. My partner (23M) has been diagnosed with depression/anxiety but we suspect he has ADHD but he's currently waiting to be diagnosed. TL;DR boyfriend, who struggles with work, has to get a job or move out by the end of the month, because I physically am not capable of supporting 2 people anymore. I feel shit and don't know how to help him? After 4 years together (mostly only me working), I hit my breaking point and talked to my partner about my struggle with financially supporting him. I have my own issues with work so I started my own business a few years ago that makes me a part time wage, which was more than enough for my own needs. But when my partner moved in it got harder and harder and ran ME into debt, so now I have a second part time job. Haven't had a day off in years. Suicidal at this point because I feel forced into never getting a break for the sake of supporting the love of my life while... He plays video games T.T He has always struggled with holding down a job, except one job where we actually worked together and he had me to support him there. I've tried getting him to just look for part time, one shift a week even (anything would help at this point), only looking for jobs that interest him, but nothing makes a difference. He hates that he's brought me to this point but he still just... doesn't seem motivated to change it either. Living with me, he can't get benefits because I earn what we need to survive. We talked and decided either he has to get a job over the next two weeks or he's going to have to move to his dad's house until he finds something, because that's about how long I think I have left before I'm fully mentally crippled by the pressure this has put on me over the years. But I'm panicking because I love this man and all I want to do is help. And I was wondering if you lovely people could suggest any ways I could help motivate or encourage him. The only place he could move is to his dad's, and that is not a healthy environment. It would break me too. He doesn't really know why he struggles with work so much. He wants to do a driving job but can't afford driving lessons or anything until he has another job in place. There's always something that comes up or some problem that gets in the way - he has no problem getting the job, but keeping it... I send him job applications, remind him to fill them out, remind him about interviews, I help him get ready before interviews or shifts so that he has the bare minimum to worry about. I have little post it notes on his computer monitor reminding him to make appointments which is another big struggle. He could probably be on meds by now if he called the doctors >< I want to help him so badly, but it feels like all this stuff I've done has made no difference :c If anyone has advice it would mean the world to me. 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It's like I'm two different people, really. When I'm off meds, I feel like I'm continually switching on and off, out of control. I remember once thinking I felt like a zombie. But when I'm on meds, I can fucking think, you know? It's not this constant stream of shit I can't process or focus on or not break focus on. I feel like a person. I wonder if this is how people think normally, day in and day out, with this constant access to clear minded thought. I get really fucking jealous at the thought of it- I can't always be on meds, I can't always stay normal, but they can. It's such a weird feeling- I can't FEEL my ADHD, I can't break it when it's there, because it's me, y'know? But medication can, and in that respect it changes me, as an individual, completely. I don't ever really get the opportunity to talk about this, so forgive me for posting what's probably just restating a lot of the thoughts already put out on this subreddit",4.046829161176987,5.1255252529644295,6.122496706192358,76.2018126921388,71.17391304347827,9.258585858585857,30.261089152393502,9.586721724236666,2.8673813790074663,991,41,191,23,18,348,122,253,0.049,0.818,0.133,0.961,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,2,15,12,4,0,11,0,16,7,1,2,2,48,41,20,0,4,12,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,15,10,0,1,17,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,7,5,24,7,33,33,2,33,0,0,0,2,5,17,3,5,14,130,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714848279860716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969529865754427,0.0,0.15034455030339952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055072006589157486,0.0,0.1537497863825013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863071379247773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955704851329094,0.0,0.09472249065343066,0.1952564979880308,0.10132690081988384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165269981588643,0.0,0.0,0.09169583090763668,0.0,0.2831663459230964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162325813048716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172004821167553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271971946134336,0.12908153397947025,0.086743057561444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670405442267828,0.09440055290916567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992998536678592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654731160226664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680604248100666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010507659585281,0.2730319758859461,0.0,0.0,0.09122026585729916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703312055192866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621191382594,0.0,0.0687096135011331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878965378321069,0.07888366814151862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730464635279528,0.0,0.09740459604556212,0.0,0.0,0.09081925945912027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362733663334548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046810948492694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273537417387452,0.07473232708226095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962931844183534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792638718699659,0.07261395469847806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315515446725933,0.0,0.2151657840936444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650317350290062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328640245945045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797268910932848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jcandre21,2019/01/23,"I DID A THING You guys! I'm so proud of myself right now. I'm in my 4th year of college (but am no where near graduating b/c I failed several classes my first 3 years) and I am finally moving forward with my degree. I started meds back in March of 2018 (along with regular counseling sessions) and they've helped me significantly! Last semester I ended with an A in Molecular biology (first time I took the course I earned a D-), an A+ in biological anthropology, a B+ in my last semester of German, and a B in organic chemistry 1 (first time I got a D-). I ended with a semester GPA of a 3.53 and landed myself a spot on the Dean's list for fall of 2018. I'm crying happy tears right now! I never thought I would ever be at this point. I'm realizing that maybe my goals aren't far fetched! I will be petitioning for grade replacement at the end of spring 2019 to get some of those bad grades off of my cumulative GPA and I'm applying for summer internships to try to get some experience in the field. 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No healthcare and no money, just the last in savings I spent to get a diagnosis, which came to be true from their tests. I feel so fucking dependent and undeveloped for my age and have to really muster up myself in a good mood or energy to start applying for jobs and can't even get unemployment because it comes off as overwhelming. I can't get myself in a constant work search flow without side trailing off to something that keeps my attention better. I'm too fucking relaxed on the priorities I need to get done while at the same time anxious over them because I know they're important. It's shit, it's all shit that I don't know if i'm right into feeling this way because of the disorder or if it's a scapegoat because I've just been this way for too long that it became routine. I know most people don't visit to read sob stories I'm sorry, but it just builds up and has to release somehow.",9.319565217391306,6.94348791304348,9.512367149758457,67.82913043478263,61.17391304347826,12.678260869565218,41.84057971014492,11.20814326018867,4.632484057971015,846,39,156,18,9,283,125,207,0.098,0.8320000000000001,0.071,-0.5101,6,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,9,12,4,1,9,0,10,4,2,2,2,39,31,17,0,4,12,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,7,2,2,4,8,6,0,0,4,2,15,5,29,26,3,27,0,2,0,2,5,13,5,9,8,105,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860816678694114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811308878898908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634067439367887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045219261143825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133141863906327,0.0,0.14215318280798378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015234452457517,0.0,0.0,0.1346159886675131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688409130896692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330259937613143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432220721409287,0.2749068879785805,0.0,0.0,0.11033352639279342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053790359003806,0.11692305097020525,0.0,0.0,0.2891742993796504,0.10722655860675154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615645709886238,0.11641299718796908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753879290165056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119659240251274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315803850751903,0.0,0.0842709590691532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123385295096944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005766739734643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126960387383953,0.0,0.14725361952615448,0.093108077428679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670482326423914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882825832732246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680448066215755,0.0,0.09576617176341833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnknownAzz,2019/01/23,Has pregbalin helped with anxiety whilst on stimulants? Was it effective? ,7.439090909090911,11.426136999999999,5.8640909090909075,62.81613636363636,88.0909090909091,13.10909090909091,41.86363636363637,10.125756701596842,7.957327272727275,61,4,7,3,2,18,11,11,0.12,0.636,0.244,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7521349295662417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.659009140851919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,livesbytrains,2019/01/23,psychologist dismisses adhd with childhood trauma I took the first step towards getting an official diagnosis of adhd from a psychologist. And now I almost feel like my doctor thinks I just have complex ptsd because of childhood trauma and not adhd. I feel very strange about the whole situation. Has anyone experienced this before? What symptoms are typically present in just adhd that I should look for? ,7.3018137254902,10.382529867647056,7.397647058823535,62.21107843137258,66.5,9.239215686274509,36.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,4.471109803921569,333,17,43,8,6,107,53,68,0.11800000000000001,0.85,0.033,-0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,10,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,4,6,1,8,8,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7850143438114359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352029481631528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418241216880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954551502683548,0.0,0.1389553660618322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714337943465354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651376961350754,0.11666079171854725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890199060144626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531695356830367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977961104249506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712997742514946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908877161859364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835548447805424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973011940263902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463536375951953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143112521677146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347387233373659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231742907049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Graddar,2019/01/23,"I went to get diagnosed for ADD 3 years ago and came back not positive. I struggle with attention and i'm very restless. Can Wellbutrin and Effexor maybe act as a budget ADHD medicine? The psychiatrist meant that I were having these symptoms because of anxiety. Back then i weren't on antidepressants. Now that i'm on Effexor 150mg, I still bounce my leg like crazy and have big problems with keeping focused on things or even sitting still for that matter. Can i try to convince my doctor to put me on Wellbutrin too, can that maybe help?",5.850126050420169,7.129240343137258,5.82619047619048,79.24500000000003,67.13725490196079,8.965826330532213,34.179271708683466,9.23628265651192,3.1215389355742302,433,20,78,8,7,136,72,102,0.11599999999999999,0.757,0.127,-0.1568,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,0,7,4,1,0,0,15,14,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,5,0,9,2,13,9,0,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,9,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196379239576715,0.0,0.17847003717423632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401960852309673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30962613237437586,0.0,0.12273105846671566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302719361314317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043493070487627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607341142580685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297890564085316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518846593712194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349496292449686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895450280899602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836139885025176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404533207926586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926490089642457,0.0,0.20239581836438086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215704533602677,0.0,0.0,0.2104775322522098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092626393298809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375705911636238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366922591081298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612125746891693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866382104687388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965220004095282 adhd,theGOATbillygoat,2019/01/23,"Today is the last day to drop classes and I need help School started a week ago and I am already struggling. I haven't bought books, I can't focus enough to get homework done. I think I am also starting to get depressed. I slept through all my classes by sleeping for 16 hours last night. I don't know if I am depressed because I am a failure at school or if that is just a compounding issue. I genuinely don't know what to do. I was so excited to go back to school and get my degree. I was on stimulants and they changed my life and made me into a good student. But my doctor wanted to drug test me and I told her I smoked weed on New Years, just to be honest, and she has been ignoring my messages since. I just don't know what do. I have 5 hours to decide if I should risk it or drop everything and get my money back. Someone please help.",2.321089588377724,3.617729813559325,3.67404761904762,91.23978813559324,75.72316384180792,6.413075060532688,25.637207425343018,6.868970318607317,0.9013715899919283,655,23,145,6,14,215,101,177,0.125,0.777,0.098,-0.5696,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,5,0,21,5,2,2,1,30,38,16,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,5,1,2,1,5,5,0,0,8,0,29,3,16,28,2,22,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,5,15,98,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841082065417755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740911361583356,0.10682406755996468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542991423616674,0.0,0.08142927285105964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413101790252904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614820228341935,0.0,0.2301049254116991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672503322287813,0.0,0.13669896089270467,0.0,0.0,0.15491066642538562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802409344679015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005330404066653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791606428099442,0.0,0.07591672725258096,0.11204076543073016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907203471105124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630992522305177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394230625743493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202366150931845,0.21777144433930076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094351672088184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639685043023655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990480534174624,0.0,0.12901262563872687,0.0,0.12535600379405926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466309872348718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055709951671399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049895272881062,0.0,0.133676707415364,0.0,0.11318210163551735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189097559081992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396470674733972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559282237021798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661844589528884,0.12764164125802846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878908494277086,0.0,0.10715000897888104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602129326325395 adhd,maxiejulesmisfit,2019/01/23,"Some useful things I did when I started school this quarter. I'm 24 and starting college again for the second time. I flunked out the first time. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 16, and took Vyvanse for a time but wasn't pleased with the results. Stopped taking meds and focused on coping strategies after that. I will probably never take meds again, because my symptoms are fairly mild and stimulants impede my ability to handle my anxiety. Anyways, wanted to share some things I've been doing since I started school again that have really helped me. 1) I write to-do lists every few days of ALL the assignments I know of in all my classes, and I don't write due dates on them. This is because it's hard for me to continually procrastinate an item on the list if I don't have a date far in the future right in front of me and would have to actually look it up in the class materials. I end up doing the task way sooner than it's due, giving me time to revise it and really get it to where I want it. 2. I start my assignments as soon as they are assigned, especially if they are small assignments due in the next few days. Readings especially I do immediately after they've been assigned. 3. I turn it into a game. I try to get every shred of work I have to get done at the beginning of the week so that I free up the rest of the week; it kind of turns into a Mission Impossible and I greatly look forward to not having anything to do for school on my days off. 4. I can't stand silence, so I listen to live study music channels on YouTube (usually chillstep/hop or whatever) 5. FREQUENT BREAKS AND A REGIMENTED COFFEE SCHEDULE!!! If I feel myself petering out and being frazzled, I go make coffee and grab a bite to eat. I space out my coffee intake by a couple hours each time so I don't crash. 6. When writing papers (and this might be controversial) I have a glass of wine and just write it without caring what's where or how solid it is. Then I go back later rearrange things, add citations and voila. Also because I do this way before it's due, I have the time to walk away from it and reevaluate it earlier. I don't know, I hope this is helpful in some way. Right now I'm just doing humanities courses which I'm already quite good at, so it'll be interesting to see how my strategies change for science and math. Here's hoping this ADHD girl manages to get to vet school one day! Keep up the good struggle y'all.",3.7870305726671236,5.0485052977412765,5.168790212183438,82.09937742413872,71.99794661190965,7.8751768195300045,27.696155601186405,8.344100000000001,1.8716493725758607,1908,69,379,30,36,639,244,487,0.044000000000000004,0.857,0.099,0.982,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,3,3,22,12,0,1,24,0,38,4,0,6,3,63,73,35,0,8,10,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,28,25,2,2,4,4,1,6,9,2,0,4,8,7,49,11,63,58,10,89,0,1,3,0,16,32,0,11,48,262,77,18,0.0,0.0,0.08167095667572795,0.0,0.2011621472260655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235579308603917,0.06692816501080602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402386666751171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887107920106493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863103986086409,0.06435369627933334,0.0,0.1530529196623152,0.0,0.07121541160602399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532919292919662,0.0,0.088534645754827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260319500691028,0.0,0.2158967067818287,0.0,0.0,0.08494524115172282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856455929867766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563742951196424,0.0,0.0,0.0741259417890534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102761306897105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231700198140173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118805638046648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749016864202321,0.08028463604461779,0.09512776221124404,0.1403931343931574,0.0,0.09227031579084544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497126035352207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219346877270314,0.0,0.0,0.166249341796815,0.08241939559930754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438896473805717,0.0,0.08715195218503513,0.09198946050931738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739012411968859,0.0,0.14055977919573445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586481184673275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592506449587676,0.0,0.0,0.08878359207562657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645481432630128,0.0,0.08900699628587201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056711613374000824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186827588121978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902337305685218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901634863121732,0.08371427656358847,0.0,0.10723000042540698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294438677539034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388015841767875,0.06669139225936449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923057987474315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369494614175013,0.0,0.0,0.06996994882246865,0.0,0.08749266142564947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698764688094086,0.12585137804087834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680299737458945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928075693729415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298447858938404,0.056821122034649785,0.18206491813052408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228269583466325,0.09217450484081907,0.0,0.09872698163529706,0.19929155734628812,0.1342647522352082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067574325449824,0.0,0.0609285022525028,0.0,0.0,0.05945213159969456,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hamdrew729,2019/01/23,"A question about people taking ADHD medications and their dreams. People taking medications for ADHD, have you noticed any changes in your dreams? Are they more realistic, more fantastical, etc.? Lucid dreamers, are you able to induce lucidity better or worse?",7.934268292682924,11.572353097560976,7.978231707317076,56.11905487804882,66.8048780487805,8.978048780487804,32.201219512195124,9.516144504307137,4.1314829268292685,211,9,24,5,4,68,33,41,0.061,0.693,0.245,0.8518,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,18,5,0,0.212153650425628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099349202182242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442717573480904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763266331793635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244304315801544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660740050937185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274449662155843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153833715450476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29416125713868924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376606421205216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190262845450145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216202694577136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adhdthrowinitallaway,2019/06/20,"Dexedrine Spansules: Different time release mechanism than Adderall XR? Tl;dr: Does a 10mg spansule release 10 mg consistently over its ""span"", or is it like Adderall XR, where 10 mg really is two 5 mg doses? My p-docs ' info is conflicting. My psychiatrist switched me to Dexedrine Spansules for my AM med after trying Adderall XR and Vyvanse. I was really optimistic because Dextroamphetamine IR is great for my ADHD symptoms, and I was hoping to get exactly that but have it last all day. Since I was on 7.5 mg Dex IR 2 X a day, my doctor put me on 15 mg Dex Spansules, saying that they were equivalent because, just like Adderall XR, the Spansule would release half its dosage upon ingestion and the other half four hours later. Well, I loved the Spansules had no ups and downs AT ALL, but it felt way stronger and lasted way longer than 2 doses of 7.5 mg Dex IR. When I went back for my next appointment, I saw the other psychiatrist in the practice since mine wasn't in that day, which has happened once or twice before. When I told her about my experience, she said Psych 1 was wrong and the reason it felt so strong was because the Spansules, unlike Adderall XR, were releasing 15mg for the duration of the long-acting medication, not 7.5 every 4 hours! Since there was no ""7.5 mg Spansule"", she said I should have started on 5 mg and only moved to 10 mg if necessary, but never 15 mg. It felt too strong and lasted way long because it was double my usual dose! Anyone know which psychiatrist is right, and what I should do?",7.8059793814433,7.062326436426119,7.709333333333337,74.34400000000002,62.986254295532646,10.509140893470793,35.55120274914089,9.725611199111238,3.3212229553264603,1207,47,220,20,15,388,153,291,0.039,0.8440000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9774,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,2,10,9,0,0,11,0,24,8,0,1,4,32,38,18,0,5,8,0,3,2,0,3,7,3,0,0,16,9,1,1,6,0,0,3,5,1,1,5,19,7,24,8,23,16,3,38,0,0,1,1,9,13,0,4,21,134,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412056182184715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803276152076542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581290286782466,0.0,0.27211936714269874,0.0,0.0949627069176204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159167716816368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659742039112175,0.0,0.11422651894861513,0.09766121957074388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940271465483423,0.0,0.0,0.10916544029945673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214582242808188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058305980448469075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230385215508767,0.0,0.0,0.09868681167476864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108431950631512,0.2198054812046442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133200651976148,0.2729047500695145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904347253576392,0.0,0.0,0.1975235757211952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072264295882484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396156260415495,0.11242446191412213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861229742820975,0.0,0.0,0.08607218960795221,0.0,0.11868702449791108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188495150413548,0.0,0.08487622705502096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218802863290783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429866214845114,0.11474257334626747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530511444605716,0.2123128068349899,0.08874817000756803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769480559665557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899049430255216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599430839362718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650743960390904,0.0,0.0,0.10663782637394048,0.0,0.07576853713010571,0.0,0.10901621088231636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291076174493487,0.0,0.0,0.2657467720067329,0.0,0.0,0.10034109113059557,0.10345358451213177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927687590942786,0.122016215555651,0.0,0.0 adhd,yves-ally,2019/06/20,"Am I just making it up? Hi there, I’m a rising senior, a top quarter student and an active person outside of the school. This year, I started to think that I may have ADHD. This may sound ridiculous and I definitely don’t want to disrespect people who are having serious problems in their daily lifes. The amount of academic pressure puts me on action but almost everything hurts and I find it really hard to concentrate alongside of many different symptoms. Can a person be functional but also have ADHD? How does it all work? Or most importantly, am I just making it up to cover my lack of motivation? I wonder if anyone can help me about symptoms and share their own story of ADHD because I cannot get professional help, my parents don’t take me seriously. Thanks in advance !",4.719223744292236,6.817140945205481,6.127602739726028,72.80090182648405,71.05479452054793,8.428310502283106,29.28995433789955,9.075114841892004,2.8633762557077627,622,25,100,13,12,210,100,146,0.12,0.705,0.175,0.8938,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,6,8,1,1,6,0,14,3,0,4,1,25,24,10,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,0,2,15,2,15,21,5,13,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,7,3,76,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462233118121922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170609758017964,0.0,0.0,0.12115507962052748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593283348638766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235343926754937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828601831486086,0.0,0.0,0.13257931039787807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615908794700796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384689232102972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079152878838776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571489694832845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030954926056221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218466564766582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070094465159459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225582835518952,0.1535979619694289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822363256109382,0.0,0.0,0.10503153095978827,0.2645691888170117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496573867777834,0.0,0.15230007915551394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705524749671393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332682772593614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723299697311074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149345356222189,0.11390969500234988,0.0,0.0,0.1394815180812379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707555091354596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935905622683316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429607987660005,0.11029433632865357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756150343666736 adhd,limmerent,2019/06/20,"DAE have trouble understanding directions/total lack of ""common sense."" Is this ADHD related or could it be aspergers? I have ADHD, anxiety and depression. Diagnosed ADHD as a kid. 22 female now. Basically I feel really stupid a lot of the time because of difficulty following directions/doing little tasks for people. Not because of ""normal"" ADHD symptoms, like distractibility or memory problems. Because because I seem to lack even minimal capacity for common sense, or inferring any meaning beyond what is explicitly stated. For instance, at work the other day we were carrying boxes upstairs. At one point, my boss realized that I had carried a box up that was meant to go to a building next door and that I could just leave the box on the steps because the building was locked. So as we were walking down the staircase, inside the first building, I said, ""you want me to leave this here, right?"" which I know makes no sense but it takes me a while to process things so a lot of directions people give me don't make sense. I just obey. Of course, she had meant she wanted me to leave the package on the steps of the locked building next door, the building it was supposed to go to, but all I heard was ""steps"" which in my mind equals ""stairs"" and so I just assumed she meant the stairs we were walking down that moment. This kind of thing happens daily. I feel so stupid! I also have this weird thing where I instinctively ""follow hands"" rather than verbal directions. Today, for instance, I was helping my mom pack up the car for a trip she was taking by herself. There was plenty of room in the car and she told me to put one of her bags up front. But her hands looked to me pointed slightly toward the driver's seat so I put the bag in the driver's seat, despite the fact that I knew she'd need to sit there to drive (!), and despite the fact that the passenger seat was empty and I'd seen her put this particular bag there countless times before. It's just so incredibly embarrassing to me. I try so hard to be as polite and helpful as possible, and to be an efficient and useful employee. But I am the dumbest person. I'm sure it's even more frustrating for the people around me who end up having to coach me through every single step or else I won't figure it out. I try so hard to pay attention and to use my brain, but it doesn't help. At first I thought it was just social anxiety making it hard to think straight but it happens when I'm not anxious at all, too. I'm not stupid, I swear, but you would think so from the way I act sometimes. People generally think I'm interesting and intelligent and I excel academically.",4.906873767258387,6.185997670611442,5.659107495069032,79.57355276134125,69.33530571992111,8.552465483234714,29.07347140039448,8.920646497554287,2.327149506903353,2077,76,389,37,36,677,242,507,0.122,0.807,0.071,-0.9624,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,3,2,0,4,28,15,4,2,31,0,31,5,3,8,6,83,71,39,0,11,20,1,7,1,0,2,2,2,3,2,29,17,0,0,19,1,1,19,7,10,0,4,23,11,52,5,62,40,9,65,0,1,2,0,27,28,0,8,16,271,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877296898252914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450029744177754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054848610586608,0.0,0.12340270924088433,0.0911179314111136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180063213855624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458346905959525,0.0,0.06863202106744633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003838439926458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879395357327958,0.0,0.0,0.05201622441717857,0.0,0.06946859668838816,0.08186379112089838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737744949107398,0.0,0.07143696966402534,0.0,0.0,0.1065445976997686,0.0,0.06795586722707755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156384428600456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721131634494274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737225283326704,0.09167693386790544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264705709826558,0.0,0.2167548710594276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218535438023168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399045211621649,0.04432623816446811,0.0,0.0,0.2562080757968479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039404278517640993,0.08083815440641741,0.0,0.0,0.06773043579643677,0.0,0.0,0.13714110568061444,0.0,0.0,0.1615148262347289,0.0,0.0,0.08785765232752901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143921829615955,0.0944629272716682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980514552929937,0.0,0.0,0.17155640630251887,0.0,0.07902541619881283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930871720255723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366590022937136,0.07042540612443189,0.0,0.0,0.15249132666712706,0.09092713126034367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717656818740153,0.0,0.2432436288277389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051670077320990236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887948790435643,0.07672199700577377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342587827595151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221828214649116,0.0,0.0,0.07977050426227639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601699946654385,0.08383210710580673,0.12128602832280885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075209806071875,0.1550426592395369,0.0,0.06403158002951784,0.094061921039816,0.0,0.07645212926644382,0.07706993391239317,0.0,0.10951978951219456,0.0,0.0,0.08396538039003339,0.0,0.13932117757827545,0.0,0.0,0.09514558900542727,0.06402070401101051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058718276787267834,0.0,0.0,0.057295462547178225,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItPutsLotionOnItSkin,2019/06/20,Yesterday I paid $20 for gas. It was budgeted until I get paid Friday. This morning my truck started pinging. 23 miles until empty. I paid and forgot to pump. Luckily I still have $10 in my wallet. Now I just need to find where I put it.,-0.6199714285714286,1.57723146,2.5357142857142847,89.605,94.4,5.257142857142857,19.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,0.5514857142857146,183,6,38,3,7,65,38,50,0.04,0.887,0.073,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,0,6,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684031498870741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267752914597342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800020621929027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151902329459902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627404069413673,0.0,0.4092721828791988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clmcc,2019/06/20,"Adhd Medication Side Effects? Okay so I tried looking for a post like this already but couldn't find one, if there is just point me in the direction of it :) I think my medication has increased my anxiety, but in a good way i think? Like it pushes me to get all my tasks done for the day and my focus is great. Since I started this medication though, my acne has gotten way worse and I'm highly certain it's due to the risen anxiety. Anyone else have this happen to them? What did you do to help manage it? Or any other odd side effects too! Im pretty interested in how it effects people differently.",1.342464285714282,3.8257618416666688,3.5845238095238123,84.63000000000005,84.75,6.095238095238094,21.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,1.0704761904761908,471,16,92,8,14,161,82,120,0.077,0.66,0.263,0.982,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,3,7,7,0,0,5,1,9,3,0,4,2,17,17,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,13,7,10,13,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,5,61,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197545360514934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627615846465092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862812080984394,0.0,0.2444000725690913,0.0,0.0,0.11169334951720432,0.16367166809771524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103018556890133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668934454547576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346864248213774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344158849053128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459987175683924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345712911161185,0.0,0.0,0.13398164629793125,0.0,0.1761130110460731,0.0,0.0,0.1412568302634682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706980590622774,0.1687732150781437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254572692449774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156080990255172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414068074853155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827612585074061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082434031678794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074303510748792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100515836671508,0.0,0.1529859794662068,0.16251217440891685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213790127091285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306421452640593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047088344739714,0.1569429343500588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845241838363122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25358705335508824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278787239885092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RiptideRookie,2019/06/20,"The Dichotomy of ADHD and for some reason Percy Jackson: A rant. Ah shit, here we go again. Hi everybody, hope your day is going better than mine is, because I seriously need to vent. After wanting to see some top posts and being pleasantly suprised by how on the nose they are, I decided to write out my thoughts on our shared diagnosis. I love to read. Seriously. As a little kid I had the spaziness of a tasmanian devil with a meth addiction, but the one thing to get me to calm down was to crack open a nice thick book. Getting lost in those written worlds gave me an immense sense of belonging that I couldn't find elsewhere. Books were everything to me and to some extent still are. But a major turning point for myself was when I read the Percy Jackson series. In these books, the author Rick Riordan uses his experience as a teacher to make us twitchy tots feel better about ourselves. He postulates that ADHD is actually a sign of being a demi-god, that our inability to focus in static situations like a classroom are due to our brains being wired for creativity and battle. Riordan came up with this (if I remember correctly) when one of his his sons or students started displaying signs of ADHD. These books are a love letters to his kids, as in biological and educational. Meant as an escape from the world that said that we didn't fit in, the Percy Jackson series taught that we're meant for another world, one where endless energy and an insane imagination was your greatest asset. This meant everything for me, and pushed me to find my world, which ended up being science and martial arts. Not sure if anyone can relate to my experience, but when I do any activity that I am genuinely invested in and is my idea, I excel. Time finally feels the right speed when I react to subtle telegraphing motions of an opponent in kickboxing, and getting my degree in Biochemistry makes me feel like a wizard discovering the fundamental underlying structures of the universe. I am by no means a demi-god, but damn it feels good to be me when in those situations. It's given me a healthy ego, an confidence in myself I've never had. However all is not perfect. I still have difficulty with medication and a host of different issues I'm dealing with, but in those moments I feel alive. Yes our glorious hyperfocus can feel like a superpower till we crash or our we find ourselves stuck in some menial situation that suddenly has the weight of intense emotional eruption, but the counter is incredible. Find what works for you, stick to it, and keep moving forward. Anyone here love that movie Meet the Robinsons? Keep moving forward, the moral of the movie and its mantra, stuck with me. So never stop being you, just keep moving forward til you find a battle worth fighting.",7.738216825439423,7.879582568093388,8.172997450690996,68.0348832684825,62.81322957198444,11.214168791090836,35.817523145042266,10.852061532183503,4.057444733664297,2216,93,373,53,29,734,274,514,0.098,0.7340000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9923,3,0,1,0,2,0,56.0,10,5,1,7,16,26,5,0,38,2,31,9,3,6,6,85,72,36,0,6,13,1,8,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,23,25,1,4,21,7,2,11,7,9,1,3,20,11,51,17,71,45,8,66,2,1,1,3,36,34,2,9,29,265,74,13,0.0,0.0,0.07911188638523856,0.08837744068853375,0.2922884263413206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512986494135918,0.08500816940904461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337099874001487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494190578230063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339831409064438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050008593438492,0.0,0.09272161642589448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228295477695578,0.08357882936781492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847001037937968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119198628766853,0.0718032863052921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571961572297032,0.15860255043453034,0.0,0.0,0.2459462694584675,0.11583176620387932,0.0,0.08880739261984558,0.3704790951528511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706599972499366,0.0,0.09214703760626483,0.06799703437709241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052005005935663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151730709763058,0.0,0.0846152268094671,0.0,0.2161742031517684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881901088591967,0.08125267872551482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849665487068388,0.0,0.21950446976563487,0.0,0.10822869787846913,0.0,0.0,0.0883081714391538,0.0,0.08166873298865003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584913251859999,0.0,0.0601118161529806,0.1250511952854152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648038505945739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663663813883402,0.0,0.07764192478904805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218236214904774,0.0,0.0,0.083352683441839,0.0,0.0,0.09183564834573996,0.06923269021374841,0.07711541436917277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460169027093371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321641251835382,0.0,0.27337567600480595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573812271635722,0.0,0.12948400370140384,0.0677775168424003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640680172236076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385880250107547,0.0,0.0,0.0643599230911249,0.047272127293557946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818005631468499,0.0,0.0,0.09751631703856324,0.07001779645113562,0.0,0.0,0.047816739708954434,0.0,0.0,0.09872049728880856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059019374132729785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nosnevetS,2019/06/20,Any of you tried to give up smoking? Lack of impulse control sucks sometimes lmao,3.0440000000000005,6.125569733333336,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,85.0,3.0,34.16666666666667,3.1291,1.4396666666666675,66,4,11,0,2,19,14,15,0.23199999999999998,0.58,0.188,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366769399875226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552834925514312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749336955894665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896548698143742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361323760683029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thepoopingmonster,2019/06/20,"Meds + tiger balm = pure calm focus FYI tiger balm = camphor + menthol ointment used as a topical analgesic As a child, my parents always had tiger balm around the house to use on everything from muscle pain to stomach aches. I recently started using it to help with my allergies (applied to nostrils) and headaches (applied to temples). I’ve noticed that i feel way more calm and can focus better when used with my medication. Does anyone else do this?",5.867857142857144,7.425176738095237,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,67.33333333333333,7.980952380952381,35.42857142857143,8.344100000000001,3.0611571428571422,362,18,60,5,6,114,62,84,0.062,0.79,0.14800000000000002,0.7531,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,4,2,4,1,11,9,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,3,12,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706733687181254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198865450432112,0.19341172367086848,0.0,0.16804058722875434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694702124320107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518924509628347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768866987977292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169649524374994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544509485658748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652498721443606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780909875317575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967500751619034,0.19016055785067287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490984134064609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008589303231081,0.0,0.20960084033267395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638235052573066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336086133367286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6521283113072527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498326181313868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kitta_Katta,2019/06/20,"Feel Like I’m Not What He Needs Hello, I’m not really sure where to start. I love my boyfriend who has ADHD and only want the best for him. Lately it feels like I can’t be that for him. When our relationship started, he was great at listening and making me feel good about myself and cheering me on and I did the same with him. Things seemed to change when I moved in with him because he asked and was having some financial troubles. We would get into intense arguments about small things like me using a big spoon instead of small spoon to eat dinner or not always closing containers after using them while eating dinner (didn’t want the contents to spill). If I tried to explain why I did something, he claimed I was making excuses or it was dumb to do. I understand having disagreements about they way someone does something but that doesn’t mean one person is right or wrong and it doesn’t mean you need to talk down to the person. I know that I make it clear any time we argue but I can’t get him to calm down and talk things through unless I tell him I agree with him and I was wrong. I know I only add fuel to the fire because I have a hard time sitting there and listening when there feels like there’s so much animosity around his words. I either shut down or try to explain that I wasn’t trying to be inconsiderate and it gets out of hand because we’re interrupting each other and screaming. Even times I can stop and assess the situation to apologize, I’m met with all these grievances, words about how I don’t care about him or pay him enough attention in the way he wants it, or I disagree with everything he says and don’t read between the lines. Maybe he’s right as I am more introverted and am fine curled up next to him with a book and just his company. Maybe I can engage more. This continued on and I started to pull away which eventually led to me wanting to leave. I felt like we weren’t communicating. I felt unhelpful, lazy, inconsiderate of his feelings, like I just couldn’t understand, and I was just making things worse. It’s what he kept telling me so I can’t say it’s not true. I reached a point where I was angry or sad most of the time. He begged me to stay and I did. We went to counseling for a few weeks and it helped for a few months but we stopped because we couldn’t afford it and he felt like we had enough tools to figure it out together but it feels like we’re back in that circle again. I feel really lost and constantly defensive. I want us to work and I know I have things to work on. I shouldn’t beg so much and be happier to see him every day. I shouldn't focus so much on getting things done and more on spending time together. I just feel like I can’t drop the ball anywhere. He pushes me to go for my goals and actually make plans to on how to achieve them, he’s sweet and always wants to help me. It just feels so at odds days where nothing I do is right and I’m the reason he can’t calm down. It feels like we’re toxic to each other and I don’t want that for either of us. I just want him to be happy. I really just don’t know what to do at this point.",2.1538686669945903,3.98349574610592,3.3964010493523524,90.77298819478605,77.52024922118379,6.623643220200036,21.543531726512548,7.5412164511997375,0.6260504672897196,2447,66,538,34,57,794,264,642,0.126,0.735,0.139,0.6263,2,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,10,1,3,7,34,33,3,0,17,0,49,6,1,11,4,141,112,53,0,16,26,0,16,10,0,3,0,5,0,2,36,49,4,5,27,3,2,6,22,9,0,1,22,23,85,24,79,81,19,71,0,2,1,1,65,35,1,11,35,358,121,7,0.0,0.0,0.057351662415580124,0.0,0.07063088292396144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780375339378757,0.0,0.0,0.03996604742474341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231832563278716,0.054942610676332805,0.0,0.05521694659940882,0.04519099095240521,0.0,0.14330413548019932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616761560258513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599205796804825,0.0,0.0621715395789265,0.0,0.0,0.06351017825128354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580439576059712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143057911489371,0.0601427647757624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027406430437615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145155356482545,0.0,0.038817450423792935,0.0,0.04951679510820785,0.0,0.0528192575738608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971619913444775,0.2939002758689989,0.16928707944335955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282092537884914,0.0,0.03340070648584832,0.04929402064647583,0.0,0.06479483304238362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256243425292242,0.052646945617861415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878543619652842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919521699418576,0.0,0.06629583663602626,0.06222961711266645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871236385262881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415509106098863,0.0,0.053042793036212094,0.0,0.1961492775617202,0.0,0.11808600520355,0.12803690237528015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469101604972793,0.06246388457664005,0.12960953783557486,0.08715536298566705,0.0,0.0,0.06250323752028739,0.0,0.0,0.05639200974983676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039824503564744165,0.0893954331046388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026325039403309,0.0,0.0,0.11111449366282553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058786539600635124,0.0,0.11294992189766045,0.06042600145963704,0.0,0.06309766815768164,0.0,0.15056940462497465,0.0,0.0934735363522657,0.0,0.0,0.04683258737950878,0.05350257922662168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606065661870034,0.0,0.0,0.04979616868363945,0.09048901285808142,0.0,0.0,0.12479447474877645,0.06264167768868034,0.0,0.09826976559206252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055390628372788304,0.0,0.0,0.0944752211363264,0.10273625157641868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342675924151977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134815070673978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197042109575608,0.0,0.0,0.12236460828504735,0.14138767637450506,0.1015179187004599,0.0,0.0,0.2773155477797649,0.09329878971607844,0.04714225875349423,0.0,0.0,0.054480967843293635,0.053031357289829405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557144509881688,0.0,0.059892298421091526,0.041748973199008194,0.12851292775202508,0.0,0.0 adhd,traustibm,2019/06/20,"Some days I feel like I don’t have ADHD Currently backpacking around New Zealand with my girlfriend. We’ve been traveling for almost 2 weeks and since we started I’ve overall felt prettt clearminded. Symptoms of ADHD are barely showing at all. Because of all this I’ve started wondering if I really do have ADHD. Maybe it’s just anxiety that’s causing me problems back home. Or could it be that when life gets more simple, and with few responsibilities like now that ADHD symptoms become more subtle?",4.5689371980676325,7.380649130434782,5.198840579710146,75.9964009661836,74.0,7.567149758454105,29.78743961352657,8.515128840125781,2.779590338164251,408,18,64,8,9,131,68,92,0.05,0.892,0.057,0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,19,14,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,2,7,10,6,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,11,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7064952546379789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716458780080585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242810490916927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083033674505126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130072970156474,0.0,0.08958872476837966,0.16231170341339646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097391728408038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733988834668138,0.0,0.0,0.09478050476732852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431010630635287,0.104992088872278,0.14110980134451656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678333945278065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741824778136406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038059863018257,0.1435997114262293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764646649907795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419400690355483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062600988387594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941497785493441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157127181182716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080456889987878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055065805419367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788675407794047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593776733960827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForGlory99,2019/06/20,"Was finally on a good track and now I'm laid off I went to my local mental health clinic, started seeing a medication manager and therapist, got on Vyvanse. Was starting to make real positive changes to my lifestyle. Just got laid off and now I won't be able to afford to see them and I have to see them every so often because it's a controlled substance and that's their policy, not to mention medication cost. Fuck me",4.496907630522088,5.792285216867473,6.1543975903614445,75.57729919678718,70.32530120481928,8.90682730923695,31.90562248995984,9.2995712137729,3.0499815261044176,335,15,60,7,6,115,57,83,0.044000000000000004,0.875,0.081,0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,0,3,0,5,5,0,2,0,11,16,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,9,1,11,9,0,11,0,0,3,1,4,5,1,1,5,41,11,1,0.19018233845342386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593338831256132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118769680556425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330566410799254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023682264400796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833545573646328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582050734281626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595159223547998,0.3042123790969136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021549324489072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694818770772098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831773955900997,0.19165906579766295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646913737264045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546521022710403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692240760409148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208163532468808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630093310163952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tackling_problems,2019/06/20,"I need assistance please So,I was just diagnosed with ADHD,and..... I don't know what to do. Nothing seems interesting and I have a severe lack of focus which I am afraid that it will affect my grades (I have life-defining exams in 3 years) How can I deal with this?",0.9505555555555568,3.2333770185185173,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,84.37037037037038,5.822222222222222,18.259259259259263,7.1686216300943375,0.2412814814814812,205,5,44,3,6,68,44,54,0.14800000000000002,0.805,0.047,-0.5938,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,10,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,5,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,30,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38923212730824974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338986010494203,0.0,0.3287240405228004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779920024602938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287609130300229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401475525780615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107646543473995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555150404435035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948416028053261,0.0,0.3658840394198928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856344303610624 adhd,Globle55,2019/06/20,"You don't win friends with salad I'm late and I have a lot to do. It seemed like a good time to dance in the mirror singing ""you don't win friends with salad"" and scrolling through Reddit, I guess.... ❤️ Byeeeeee😁",1.2145652173913035,2.71715893478261,1.9776086956521761,101.366847826087,79.21739130434783,4.6000000000000005,24.54347826086957,3.1291,-0.1750260869565219,165,6,41,0,4,51,33,46,0.23600000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.113,-0.7052,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565822165112755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302120279076344,0.0,0.0,0.3968030220981171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063234526905631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597646258781938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062307896622495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32791429782481685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100366349987996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dr_Fishman,2019/06/20,"What is the best way to get the most out of CBT sessions? Hi everybody, I have been meeting with a psychologist every other week for awhile. I like it but I want to maximize my visits. I find myself wandering around and even when I bring notes, I get forgetful about things I didn't include. What steps should I take to maximize these sessions?",3.5522727272727264,5.830645136363637,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,74.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.1120787878787883,273,10,52,6,6,87,52,66,0.044000000000000004,0.855,0.10099999999999999,0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,10,2,9,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,39,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180571625541017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749459285167359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359817136739353,0.0,0.30102590555802544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265497212604722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373330707317064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455017657264382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686319665777296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373626093112324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073446825793804,0.28359420879699576,0.2865904608791828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CBDhelps,2019/06/20,"THC/CBD Sativa Vape Cartridge for ADHD My daughter is 18 and she has had ADHD all her life. We've given her the best medications and they do fine. But she recently experimented with a Sativa THC/CBD vape cartridge that she vapes, and she tells me the following: 1. she can read a whole book, where she never could before. Even when on meds. I witnessed this myself. 2. she has tremendous focus and drive for 3 or 4 hours. 3. she thinks rationally and the impulsivity and reckless thoughts are gone. She usually takes 1 or 2 ""hits"" - long inhilations. She says she's not high (she's about 112 lbs.). I have a few questions since this is all new to me. 1. is it possible she's not getting high on that kind of dosage and is just using it medicinally? (I give her the pen when she needs it). She's more coherent on it so it doesn't appear she's high. 2. I'm concerned about tolerance building up. the cartridges aren't cheap. is this a concern? 3. can she rely too heavily on it where she needs it to function? 4. If she drives after taking a hit, and is in an accident, will they test her for cannabis? like I said she acts normal with that dosage. you can't tell she's on anything. I'd love to hear from anyone else who has had this same experience. If you can answer my questions.",0.5151897321428578,2.9844190234375034,2.335227678571432,91.34771875,91.1875,5.269464285714285,19.814285714285713,6.868970318607317,0.43333919642857177,994,32,209,15,35,327,146,256,0.024,0.9109999999999999,0.065,0.8767,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,2,1,10,5,0,0,11,0,22,3,0,1,3,33,41,16,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,15,10,0,0,5,2,1,6,6,0,0,0,6,3,38,5,20,31,7,27,0,0,0,1,40,12,0,7,10,137,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121207542081768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079757811915444,0.13305170929362767,0.1068595333654408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049697116594404,0.0,0.13627472529385032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367858583349257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847712158051807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576794881465734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540460545117098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678438352226578,0.1245686700958426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463559304381897,0.0,0.0,0.4115965519894681,0.0,0.0,0.12788093719703875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522391474643916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172036902767834,0.06344055383273316,0.0,0.0,0.11491751635719903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719913359708425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442395404823398,0.13081516870878618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925715529965804,0.10015211825785522,0.12541468922515944,0.0,0.0,0.12723024907740565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463919092693279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909344542731544,0.0,0.12989005883723972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282160659599543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235217637348832,0.10326584298890663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741733026189518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952694757633186,0.0,0.22699784427920836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320578830420193,0.0,0.10309030015710027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215295646432634,0.1430168466901008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449783788420711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,humanescum,2019/06/20,"modafinil after ritalin (or other stimulant) stopped working I've heard that some people with ADHD are helped with Modafinil, but I was wondering if it could also help you if you have a tolerance towards a stimulant like Ritalin. I've found out that switching to a stimulant like Dexedrine wasn't that helpful, I guess because the tolerance still counts... So if anyone has experiences in this specific case, please share! :)",9.82554794520548,10.205220287671235,8.500102739726028,66.62631849315069,58.45205479452055,12.779452054794525,44.27739726027397,12.161744961471696,5.873523287671236,343,19,52,10,4,105,54,73,0.052000000000000005,0.65,0.298,0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,3,0,17,10,7,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,4,3,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,7,5,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942545974754961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958014519788988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120043727295192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492544725361015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954878048315558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395041614590035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684585253681318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697229856869736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923407974362738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392365695646444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974382196690652,0.0,0.0,0.2687649034668229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955325285999148,0.2047003316483665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26552259381148474,0.17824916021548604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mountainbiker22,2019/06/20,"Accountability Group Howdy, What are people’s thoughts about starting an accountability group chat in some app? Not sure best app but I personally use Signal if anyone uses that one. I am so incredibly off track lately and I need accountability like a mother F’er :) Any thoughts? Thanks",4.466530612244899,7.931733204081638,4.960408163265306,71.96673469387758,84.30612244897958,6.881632653061224,23.3265306122449,7.957251820313856,1.9182571428571429,233,8,37,5,7,74,42,49,0.066,0.726,0.20800000000000002,0.8688,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,9,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,3,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468857778131215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899000527319636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850139624360393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063621391178517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326837650049558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013784333583021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403448422236907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882843365116412,0.237139427192134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223078539116895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255967678461242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500409624383837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312197272552012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691282033684167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sadlyecstatic,2019/06/20,"Setting rewards/punishments? Hey guys, I have a really hard time concentrating when there’s no time pressure involved. My counselor said I should impose a system of rewards/punishments for getting work done (like a cup of coffee if it gets done, or no music for an hour if it doesn’t get done). I am having a hard time thinking of what could be motivating for me. Does anyone have an idea or recommendation of what’s been successful for them? TIA!",4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,5.385238095238098,77.8264285714286,71.5,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.453066666666667,357,14,63,7,7,116,57,84,0.14800000000000002,0.725,0.127,0.5422,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,9,17,5,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,6,2,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,44,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377579644483578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573010121763729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240977445133268,0.6048464175391299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087977290003792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950765264946078,0.0,0.0,0.3529747545424201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402078739252168,0.0,0.0,0.22240675442007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625192368022127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262133079438203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740705522847875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623971106438334,0.0,0.0,0.34464433250894794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434297824646623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brainhamster,2019/06/20,"Finally got the guts tu call a neuropsychologist to get officially diagnosed !! <b><i>TL;DR got the guts to get diagnosed, first meeting is on June 27th I'M SO F\*\*\*ING HAPPY PEEPS <3 <3</i></b> &#x200B; Everything hereafter is just me rambling about dealing with my brain up to now! &#x200B; God is it hard to get diagnosed in France, and even harder to get medication. &#x200B; At first I decided to see a psychologist for a time but ended up stopping the sessions because I ""got better"" (haha, silly me). Mainly I gained some much needed self-confidence. <b>Which is good!</b> But not enough. &#x200B; Those last few days were among the latest streaks of ""my adhd gives me some hyperfocus which make me research which makes me so anxious"" and I've <u>finally</u> said to myself that I needed to get some help. I can't do it on my own, I can cope all I want, and can manage some basic functions like cleaning my house (victory!) but eventually everything falls down the wayside. With some new responsibilities at work and all the stuff going on at home I can't rely on my intermittent one month of coping and being ""normal""/one month of being overwhelmed when asked if I'm available for a last minute meeting. &#x200B; So I'll need to get some medication, I guess, or at least a therapist and not just a psychologist. Anything really. And mostly I'll need a real diagnosis, something concrete that says that I have... Whatever, at this stage, I'd be happy for them to tell me that I have something other than ADHD, just explain to me what's happening in my head, GDI! &#x200B; So... First step: full neuropsychological appraisal with tests and stuff. Which is at least 300€ and only partially reimbursed by some private health insurances (I could have sought social security reimbursements but I know myself: if I add another step to this quest by searching for a general practitionner, convincing them of the reality of ADHD (there is this huge belief in France that those types of disorders stem from the mother and some other bullsh\*t) to get a prescription for the neuropsychologist, I'd never end up doing it.)",9.0786075036075,9.838713854497358,8.124136604136606,67.41926406926407,59.925925925925924,10.999711399711401,37.02308802308802,10.735267742514802,4.197323809523811,1759,75,274,39,22,545,207,378,0.017,0.879,0.10400000000000001,0.9855,0,1,2,0,0,0,128.0,0,0,2,6,12,9,0,1,18,1,20,10,4,2,3,54,48,22,0,8,12,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,2,0,21,14,0,2,4,0,4,4,5,1,0,4,5,4,31,8,50,39,19,44,1,1,1,0,15,20,0,13,20,194,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832871583482547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936727512398381,0.4414911553662607,0.0,0.06349797935848761,0.0,0.06841075617561672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983221905802202,0.0,0.05661144783975242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03691422054345856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535566360943238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676002392305546,0.061834186936229926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048348835505503326,0.0,0.0,0.03905344634882417,0.06243031486147275,0.0,0.18438842170533487,0.0,0.0,0.06940213091893031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072688336516493,0.06257027291800805,0.0,0.039996498944767735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884719922364823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633585951394548,0.0,0.15452605916815845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214651446112013,0.05809058921073364,0.03441522581031984,0.0507912864767042,0.14529588521674758,0.0,0.06670898104497851,0.0,0.053549245967234926,0.12892543473413473,0.054246053820149034,0.0,0.06214766545972598,0.06436792600461226,0.0,0.0,0.040589239907498416,0.0,0.06074235038840721,0.0,0.0,0.06987320021100127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03327985418775526,0.09872203008753563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029584478578468264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084286100568391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200708608590227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667003702429076,0.0,0.044515440750456436,0.1796052726611026,0.04670432425605588,0.05848511657999715,0.0,0.0,0.05933177362051295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103414050673627,0.046055373379766784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892569598916898,0.03879356133792115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760238132258804,0.04815635954010959,0.0,0.0,0.048255089173943666,0.0,0.06317284952161045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172895681448316,0.0,0.09323754310955293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050627314943337394,0.0,0.0,0.1386436820683684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292839087709608,0.0,0.0,0.07030988813491293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035310542315933835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03571734778123941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408530411233864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414911553662607,0.0 adhd,PaulAndOats,2019/06/20,"A fail and a win Disclaimer: I'm not diagnosed with ADHD (yet..) but I think readers can related. The past week or two I've been meaning to get a copy of the Sapiens audiobook, I keep seeing it mentioned and it's the sort of thing I'd listen to, I keep forgetting though. The other day I'm scrolling through a folder in my hard drive looking for things to delete and guess what I see....... Apparently I'd downloaded a copy back in April and forgot. I really don't remember at all As for the win: Finally got around to cleaning all the crap from inside my car. Okay it was because I had to take it to the garage to get serviced but it still counts. Also: Finally took my car to the garage to get serviced, albeit a full year late",2.3066995841995883,4.126499222972978,3.839189189189188,87.81475051975053,77.04054054054053,7.256548856548858,25.57380457380457,8.139509932561175,1.5470212058212065,567,21,119,10,13,188,93,148,0.052000000000000005,0.877,0.071,0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,14,1,5,2,1,0,2,21,23,10,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,9,6,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,6,5,9,3,21,17,3,20,0,1,3,0,2,5,1,3,11,75,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053296521659433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366294507319019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209357662496895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313738419960165,0.0,0.10414915924160237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018473484841956,0.0,0.0,0.17341012769399794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743177504080205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26778772446347543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664511999084858,0.0,0.18821159399855394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304890132765908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037203661876749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272732426664094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347177622014504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610678177011955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309657320666127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945149966190984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354083191694546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722921894383803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644179710018367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284586590174846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270115718651024,0.10947439630560343,0.16786020043103925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982170263010525,0.0,0.0,0.166896561995082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370463342868398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002241646723278 adhd,ih8888reddit,2019/06/20,"Testing vs GPA How do you guys feel about the whole testing vs GPA debate? Never in my life have I been able to consistently do homework, but because there’s so much pressure with tests, I can always pull my shit together for that. Because of this I got a pretty shit GPA, but did very well on my ACT. Recently there’s been a trend in college acceptance where they take testing scores into account pretty much last. While I think neither are super representative of intelligence, i feel like good marks on either one should prove you know what you’re doing, and they should be used more interchangeably.",8.299315476190479,8.076017919642862,7.493571428571428,74.58476190476192,61.76785714285714,9.966666666666667,33.84523809523809,9.2995712137729,2.913209523809525,485,17,86,7,6,150,83,112,0.128,0.6729999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.8659,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,1,7,8,2,1,3,0,12,3,2,2,2,19,19,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,4,2,12,5,11,12,6,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,5,59,15,9,0.19709555060358053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639992870975425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029523654636306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931486488769454,0.14080510073275107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531439671122236,0.15763531683888574,0.0,0.0,0.1951555824158684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831856011777878,0.16065917973463287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921441619922326,0.0962909303441002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897758155966831,0.0,0.15201223918075854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355704596192808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010340641866535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460807843664155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40463150071081455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819132520997266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262908704572493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170227273665749,0.0,0.16262447076384653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721257021667725,0.0,0.0,0.2200501435610025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TrippyBandit,2019/06/20,"Elvanse private prescription UK cost? I have recently been diagnosed and prescribed Elvanse. My prescription is for 20mg the first week, 30mg the second week and 40mg for the third and fourth weeks. This will be transferred to shared care after my dose is stable but I can't seem to find any information online about the cost or which pharmacies will do this. Does anyone have any idea? Thanks.",4.366340508806264,7.05620297260274,3.9949510763209415,84.99520547945207,74.06849315068494,7.4590998043052865,25.497064579256357,8.418075326091056,1.860163992172212,319,11,57,6,7,96,53,73,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353381405430336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240029496454407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513840755475044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502529343832471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576607994467648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253511250404304,0.2097235791047072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833592212015124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434479867038045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445871668815445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699907165607716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933260258409252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,terrazell,2019/06/20,I am having a really hard time noticing body language So I have been having a hard time noticing body language especially during sexy times with my girlfriend. She thinks I am just disregarding her signals and pushing myself on her. She doesn't want to talk about how I might be missing those things because of my problems with inattentiveness. Worse thing is if I bring it up she gets angry with me which I forget about in the moment. I am worried because I know this is a sensitive thing for her and I feel like garbage afterward but things spiral so hard at those moments. I don't know what to do things just get out of hand. I am afraid to ask her to be more verbal about her boundaries during those moments. She says that I should just know that I am crossing her boundaries. And if I am it just means I am choosing to violate those boundaries. I don't know what to do we are seeing a couples counselor soon I hope it helps and that my ADHD is considered.,4.027411347517731,5.795774010638302,4.361829787234044,86.11366666666667,72.19148936170214,6.715460992907803,27.95886524822695,7.3011,1.487807375886525,766,29,147,8,15,240,101,188,0.121,0.795,0.085,0.0889,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,12,6,1,1,5,0,24,3,3,1,0,32,39,10,0,6,7,0,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,19,9,0,1,8,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,7,33,2,20,34,1,16,0,1,1,0,16,5,0,4,9,117,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475437926543354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815974177962175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713640627023915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045500260690669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168640941393274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931633500595863,0.09793643377716477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432467249728633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684145441660285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188789024264006,0.0,0.0,0.13616034372629754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301362193119619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697477771693437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493301478095488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542980180994974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312153549238523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117569192373302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782274599040946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901870273971884,0.0,0.0,0.10924221167406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018697324679444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553793158242732,0.08784111801938436,0.0,0.0,0.2398131557128681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808586645170071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922056919198147,0.13970543819719822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sorasword,2019/06/20,"I need some guidance... Hey all, Sorry for the wall of text. I just have a lot to get off my chest. (I also just took my meds) My entire life I've really been struggling with my ADD/ADHD. I was diagnosed at a very young age, around 6 or 7 (I'm 21 now), and was put on a plethora of different medications from elementary school throughout high school. From what I can recall I've been put on Adderall, Vyvanse, Daytrana, Concerta, and probably some others, it's honestly hard to remember. I sort of coasted through school, getting by with doing well enough on tests and projects, but I'd almost NEVER do any homework and whatnot. It's like when I got home, my learning switch was shut off and it was impossible for me to bring myself to do any work with Youtube videos and video games to distract me instead, something I continue to struggle with to this day. Going into college, I went in as an undeclared major and took basic elective courses due to not exactly knowing what I wanted to do. I decided to stop taking my medication, (70mg of Vyvanse at the time) because I would be living on campus, and I didn't want to become a social recluse due to the side effects. I would get very quiet and shy when I take my meds and don't enjoy being around people or socializing. The new friends I had made could tell as well, they said it was like I'd become a different person, and I didn't enjoy being in my ""zombified"" state. For the first semester, I was doing alright, for the most part. I was having fun, socializing, putting myself out there, doing my work, etc. After a few months, I also started experimenting with cannabis and alcohol for the first time, using only occasionally, but the cannabis definitely started becoming a more regular part of my life. I declared a major during the second semester, but I was really struggling with some of the course work and ended up failing one of my courses. Sophomore year comes around, and I'm really beginning to have a hard time, my anxiety and stress levels are through the roof, I was starting to feel disconnected from reality, and I took up smoking cigarettes for a VERY brief time to try and take the edge off, (not the best idea I know, but what's done is done, I switched to vaping soon after, if that's any consolation). I was feeling depressed and even suicidal, so I sought out help from the on-campus psychiatric staff, where they prescribed me Zoloft. The initial side effects were brutal, causing me to miss at least a week of classes because I couldn't stop the cold sweats, shaking, and bowel movements (sorry for the graphic details). But after all of that, I felt no different, worse even, than I did before. And that's when the real downward spiral began. Midterms were coming up, and I had a total breakdown a few hours before I was supposed to go take my first one. I called up my mother saying I couldn't do this anymore, and I requested a medical leave in an effort to try to get my life back on track. After going home, things just started getting worse, my mental health was deteriorating by the day, I wasn't leaving the house for weeks at a time, and I had made an attempt on my life, but fortunately didn't follow through. In retrospect, it was a cry for help more than anything. A few weeks go by, I have an appointment with my primary care doctor, and he suggests a group therapy center that's close by, but I'd need to get a referral from a hospital first. He failed to mention that by going to the hospital they'd keep me in a locked ward for 24 hours before transferring me to another ward while strapped down inside of an ambulance. Fun. I ended up being held there for another 48 hours before I actually got to talk to someone with a little common sense, who seemed extremely confused to why I had been put through all that in the first place, and I was sent home. The group therapy sessions did nothing for me, and not being one to want to openly discuss my problems with the class, I would sit and listen to the rest of the people go on about their struggles, and that really didn't help much with my depression. Psychiatrists at the group therapy put me on a gambit of different anti-depressants, although I did mention numerous times I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age, with Wellbutrin being one of them. Taking the Wellbutrin made my ears ring, and doing a little googling mentioned that this could potentially be permanently damaging my hearing, I brought this up to the psychiatrist, who sort of brushed it off. Lo and behold, I stopped taking the Wellbutrin, and my ears still ring constantly. I felt like I wasn't really being listened to, so I sought out another group, again, same issues as before. Tried one on one numerous times, same issues. Started gaining more and more weight from the medications and sedentary lifestyle, until I reached 230 lbs (I'm only 5'6 on a good day if that tells you anything) I was extremely fat, depressed, and detached from the rest of the world. I felt like I was living in a dream, numb to everything and everyone and hopeless. Some good finally came into my life, I met my girlfriend on tinder (amazes me she would even be remotely interested in me in my state at the time) and she was incredibly supportive, and helped me get a job at the grocery store she worked at as a cashier. I wasn't taking any medications at this time since nothing was helping, and although it was a struggle, I managed to keep with the job for a while, and lose most of the weight I had gained previously. I was still struggling with all the issues I'd mentioned previously, but I was fighting through it as best as I could. Fast forward to the past few months. One of the competing grocery stores entire staff had gone on strike (if you live on the east coast you'll probably know what I'm talking about), and we had to take on all of their customers. My managers did not know how to handle this properly, and it was a shitshow. I was getting more and more unhappy because I was being pressured to work more hours even though I was only supposed to be part-time (not trying to brag, but I was pretty good at my job, and they knew that). I had three separate people ask me if I could come in later that week on a day I had specifically taken off weeks in advance, and I ended up having another breakdown and quitting after being there almost a year and a half. This was in April. I made an appointment with my doctor and discussed all this with him, and suggested that I should try going back on some ADD medication because, at this point, I would do anything to help me feel less depersonalized and anxious all the time. I was prescribed 30mg of Amphetamine Salts (pretty sure it's just Adderall) which he said would be comparable to the Vyvanse I was taking previously. It's been a few months since then, and for the first few weeks or so I really felt a difference, but now I take it and the only things its really been doing is curbing my appetite and helping me focus a little bit better. I've been looking for other jobs, I trained at a gas station for a week and did a 7 hour shift behind the counter on my own before quitting (wasn't being paid for my training, and a few coworkers/some of the customers were treating me as if I was an idiot, and it was quite a bit of responsibility for someone like me) I'm at a loss of where to go from here. I don't feel like I can do any more customer service jobs, and those seem to be the only thing available to me. I'm broke, and I have to pay student loans and other bills, and I can hardly bring myself to sit at my computer and fill out job applications. I never got around to getting my drivers license, so I'm scheduled to take my learners permit test later this week, but I'm also terrified to get behind the wheel due to how detached I feel from reality on a regular basis. My life just feels like a vicious cycle at this point and I have no idea how break out of it. I'd really like some suggestions on what I could/should do. &#x200B; TL:DR: I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was a kid, struggled with doing schoolwork and socializing, stopped taking my meds freshman year of college, started experiencing severe anxiety/depression and symptoms of derealization/depersonalization, dropped out sophomore year, was admitted to a hospital after being suicidal, went through a ton of different therapy groups and medications, nothing really helped, had a job for a year and a half, had a breakdown, quit, went back on meds, tried to find another job, quit after a week, feeling depressed and hopeless again. What do?",9.314221418004633,7.2474428285539965,9.185215341797123,69.19869641528832,60.921903599755964,12.055867677417734,39.840706411360095,10.634412474671908,4.169843842302774,6792,285,1229,126,73,2225,549,1639,0.11900000000000001,0.804,0.077,-0.9967,14,1,3,0,2,2,209.0,1,3,7,31,49,60,4,12,110,1,130,31,6,12,12,227,240,114,2,24,29,1,16,8,2,8,24,11,4,2,54,105,4,8,27,4,6,35,21,31,2,17,99,32,161,29,230,110,51,236,0,13,1,0,70,94,0,24,111,890,215,41,0.0,0.0,0.02680653794523284,0.0,0.09903999448979106,0.0,0.0,0.029356835501150244,0.055014023544915004,0.0,0.0,0.06590270769413584,0.0,0.02976348985556828,0.03337878347607886,0.09340194526962106,0.14402227168631454,0.021014302771516828,0.031033026914340425,0.027242635560937315,0.0,0.0,0.06781585301845104,0.09781569511577833,0.025680531581333283,0.0,0.0,0.06336768435604573,0.0,0.06698127976871295,0.09101462525705817,0.14024853224742087,0.0,0.05765566845622745,0.02429478377771641,0.0599797596227633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02804971169288616,0.0314181046949203,0.02800726648978261,0.028219025936377363,0.0,0.07098833675295903,0.0,0.02968506807814932,0.0,0.10966190094929004,0.0,0.030174258077710826,0.07086292971413041,0.0,0.1419580623053477,0.08364373050906163,0.0,0.1722004100817822,0.0,0.05623295763944059,0.0,0.056222234480676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299020186027483,0.028383620822981855,0.030636060555418437,0.07257410954768916,0.0,0.0,0.026248547309514755,0.024688062608069817,0.026870711094731544,0.0,0.0,0.09722680569212022,0.039248825655445366,0.10550116776860913,0.030091795921646475,0.02510687679413873,0.14019466005673606,0.0,0.0,0.02122308010871475,0.0,0.14351823722124218,0.0,0.1248936498924914,0.06912103220431885,0.06591026570294442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382256865613142,0.0,0.0,0.02919908639795703,0.030960432992073506,0.0,0.14729928974893844,0.029023325599642043,0.08266327255342946,0.0,0.1352609755955391,0.03169643231501017,0.0,0.062020064934664824,0.0,0.08601392503146124,0.21807610513137451,0.04883279655642758,0.0,0.0,0.060386680016382574,0.0,0.0,0.05817305103940047,0.0,0.0,0.11641628723021827,0.10736275653676404,0.08259579368898998,0.07276894407677033,0.0,0.023067692653242825,0.03073165185239709,0.0,0.023353820470565598,0.0,0.10397026160404513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205091012138948,0.19371035919900392,0.02768307235141096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577833724898281,0.0,0.02019344541911413,0.04073698035248475,0.04237276804640431,0.02653047997680646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907397024761458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029961376810134,0.1044600090353712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924126860416308,0.0262230086128962,0.057132249883295225,0.02398554806794357,0.028700068346963706,0.0,0.05193563299097504,0.0,0.0,0.05589327369976278,0.0592341273049851,0.026284864906666896,0.0,0.13807355594467105,0.0,0.14608743575780658,0.0,0.0312666179749656,0.1583805720566972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03111790028766755,0.0,0.052260093290742216,0.021845067723977728,0.0,0.0834026368596389,0.0,0.05001490313615186,0.0,0.031033026914340425,0.0,0.04544656367259908,0.0,0.0,0.11200790549956197,0.04655010261681858,0.021147574931915648,0.0,0.061500328505374714,0.11665948925657275,0.0,0.04387479577493688,0.0918638480302233,0.031466534578493285,0.20102161291238774,0.0,0.06009495089213138,0.031172375263929363,0.025889937950291604,0.028551614328933925,0.24784622672960105,0.0441583293946019,0.04801958845200106,0.0,0.1256563274143745,0.0,0.0547490939313238,0.0,0.026988914574483804,0.0,0.1601784677306196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155979267589974,0.11190104482015137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023725065892995476,0.0,0.06799632400143565,0.048607155232664734,0.0,0.19831136978177705,0.06690157136838247,0.04939725362356793,0.0763942702062382,0.0247871993871066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099991617219743,0.0,0.055988095292458274,0.11708244055325193,0.0,0.03337878347607886,0.08844817269631212 adhd,Shafie129,2019/06/20,"TOVA Assessment Just took my TOVA assessment and MY GOD THAT SHIT WAS SO BORING!!! I don’t know whether my psychiatrist put a clock in front of the computer on purpose to see if my attention would shift towards the clock, but i couldn’t resist not to look and see how long this shit was going to take. I just want to know for those that took this assessment, would does the result mean and how does this affect the ADHD brain?",5.922142857142859,6.097448833333335,5.9929523809523815,82.01871428571431,66.6190476190476,9.577142857142855,27.514285714285712,9.3871,2.058602857142857,338,9,68,6,5,107,54,84,0.135,0.8270000000000001,0.038,-0.8905,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,5,0,6,3,3,4,0,21,17,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,9,10,0,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,3,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375536166582461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206583030744789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459540521027886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233695936090377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172618391657109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492634667817047,0.16598790759131776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153139530884168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987068320136201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31502510088802577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40579834117636143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861866622171854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392237702089369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658729971131546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082955117153274,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sleepycunt,2019/06/20,"F i n a l l y. After 18 years of existence, I’ve finally been diagnosed with ADHD. Combination type ADHD, to be exact! I’m not sure if that’s the proper name for it, but it’s so great to finally understand why I’m like this! So forgetful and awful with money, and unable to remember the simplest little tasks. I’ve been referred to get tested in childhood, but for some reason, that just never happened. Now that I have great insurance, I figured why not bite the bullet and find out? My first Doctor’s appointment to be put on medicine is tomorrow!",1.865244648318044,4.353397596330279,4.2992889908256915,80.41725152905202,82.21100917431194,7.670030581039757,24.679663608562695,8.59863814320734,2.249329663608563,434,17,79,11,12,151,76,109,0.077,0.76,0.163,0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,6,2,0,1,3,24,11,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,14,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,10,49,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319539854794333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240228576285464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839412221253428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937279453280503,0.16425206125118294,0.1528615850253396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938912732316769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962627283204619,0.0,0.0,0.15891732422727892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877974299997822,0.18011704489479674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860374887737842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065860086179408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847722347261035,0.0,0.0,0.2035768648552652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937493694928135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870848771891276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243213901401536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572761358084507 adhd,LivingLikeADeadMan,2019/06/20,"For those of you still looking for a career/purpose/path ONE DAY AT A TIME I have been to 3 different schools with 3 incompleted degrees. At the end of my rope, I became an EMT (becuase it only took 6 months) Everyone in this job is very ADHD and understanding. After the anxiety of the first few calls I found it's perfect for me: just drive around do whatever you want, seprated by moments of intense focus. Took me years of floundering in many other jobs I thought would be ""the one"" Just posting to say keep it up ya'll! One day it will click. This sub helped me get there. <3",1.6692508361204013,4.1694344000000045,2.9434782608695684,89.71528428093647,83.26086956521739,5.973244147157192,24.49832775919733,7.321109707123232,1.1959899665551847,456,18,92,7,13,147,86,115,0.016,0.9229999999999999,0.061,0.5983,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,16,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,3,10,1,19,8,1,20,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,10,61,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203354457208268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294432261146531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506304929325968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727797116368955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182495972829951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678575763062854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986756569688714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168495721742376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392775941780728,0.0,0.1855272209084673,0.0,0.0,0.08840390201946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341617823827625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33582454404560075,0.15039934456051068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209163104398842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154978289536385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350597618289257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439780151714575,0.12868988056869288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162053951328657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456054534045594,0.0,0.17124695973280174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512927771096933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343318042727923,0.09866621720734188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759913767690765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615090927078358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396138563082693,0.09980293031817003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020010840055168,0.0,0.0,0.1089640417028237 adhd,Mtarumba,2019/06/20,"Need help figuring out how to store and carry meds with me. I take Zenzedi. Due to weird delays with the pharmacy and the fact that for a while I wasn't taking meds on the weekends, I have spare. I'd like to keep some at home, some at work, and a few pills with me (backpack). -What do I need to think about regarding carrying meds with me? I've heard some horror stories about people who got arrested for this. -I have a kid. How do I safely keep meds at home? Any lock box recommendation would be welcome. - could I get in trouble at work for keeping meds there? Should I also use a lockbox? Nobody comes into my office except for janitorial staff. I appreciate your help. If you're wondering, right now I have all of my meds flying around in a drawer in my office, which I realize isn't sustainable.",2.5276160337552724,4.723609778481017,4.052177215189875,84.77151476793252,77.79746835443036,7.251308016877638,22.558649789029538,8.238735603445708,1.3284518143459914,627,19,125,12,15,208,102,158,0.071,0.815,0.113,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,3,2,35,25,8,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,1,5,11,0,5,4,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,18,3,27,18,5,18,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,5,6,84,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398311039420633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991967832990435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462039718100502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123566880922108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938325623049269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614009232895879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939938887855816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754639559401407,0.0,0.235770326948998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133795592913126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741580744290978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7832494373069083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742836488310873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147565913029857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036401028158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767253585059319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530400084471889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150214907465577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744869353180335,0.17111630514376344,0.0,0.0,0.08348497596494442,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CosimaSays,2019/06/20,"Exercise tips for the ADHD mind? One of the major things keeping me from being more active is how BORED I get by repetitive exercise, like the elliptical or treadmill. Like ""oh my god, my brain is dying, are we there yet?"" bored. Does anyone have good exercise ideas that are less boring? (Preferably outside of a gym)",3.623850574712641,6.381251499999998,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,77.10344827586206,7.314942528735633,25.18390804597701,8.344100000000001,2.0540252873563234,249,9,42,5,6,80,48,58,0.129,0.677,0.195,0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,1,0,7,8,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,5,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633828004115578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141995694089066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375382502410872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31380612134214625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26460079630716377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579727237069698,0.0,0.0,0.2536085990224073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34133218090982803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26875503864903283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954395797214157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053014714567907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488968891888712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008772231384828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Polly_the_Parrot,2019/06/20,"How to stop noticing everything in the universe? Diagnosed ADHD-PI and medicated as background. Can't figure out if this is an ADHD thing or not but I feel like I see nearly ***everything*** and I'm very prescient of my surroundings. And by this I mean hanging out with neurotypical friends and pointing out stuff I notice. A few short examples: * Getting lunch with a friend at a restaurant, out of the corner of my eye at the far end of the restaurant I see the back of a server's head (not even the face) for a split second as he turns the corner into the kitchen and I think it's a mutual friend of ours. She didn't notice it and didn't believe me at all, and I turned out to be right as he walked by our section later and I called him over to say hi * Getting dinner with another friend last night: she's sitting across the table and has an Apple watch on. I really try to work on keeping eye contact but she has a notification flash up for a split second and I glance down really quick and see it's a Snapchat notification and read the name upside down in the small font as it shows up and noticed it was a guy I knew and asked her about it and it turned out that she was about to ask me about him since they had been ""talking"" recently Does anyone else feel like they have this ""superpower"" kind of thing? If so how does it get turned off? Like this somehow ability to immediately notice a lot of minor details and deconstruct them in your brain because it's kind of annoying and makes me seem weird. Or is this normal and I just have exceptionally unobservant/obtuse friends? ***TL;DR*** I naturally notice a lot of stupid shit how do I tune it out?",2.2360994087213584,4.562567225609758,3.719900221729493,86.09590539541763,79.48780487804878,6.65868440502587,23.049150036954913,7.793537801064563,1.1730556910569103,1302,43,262,22,33,429,173,328,0.069,0.845,0.087,0.8356,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,1,3,1,12,14,3,0,25,0,15,11,6,4,1,58,36,32,0,3,10,0,2,3,5,0,2,1,1,1,19,29,3,2,7,2,0,2,5,4,0,2,7,10,32,10,55,28,5,44,0,0,7,0,29,33,1,8,11,188,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964361359558705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569622409832353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714431084573721,0.08373734621483014,0.0,0.0,0.15280446305910692,0.0,0.0,0.06284180003996256,0.0,0.049819054843424984,0.0,0.0,0.09207655732289684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123259210338226,0.08345078684643988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294957659669436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430369239781235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827109801445529,0.0,0.07238446089346923,0.0,0.0,0.05397886627806565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468990678346334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264565147161414,0.11676930656568317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157042670827962,0.0,0.12809446978341835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092101036302332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387385425852023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264130450188404,0.0,0.17020888834518064,0.0,0.06661712151547425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978072995579113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896005174509252,0.0,0.0,0.05455234956674783,0.0,0.0,0.08902293628919998,0.0,0.08232975833587187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669376637307848,0.0800735554060563,0.0,0.5582695644636283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725693379522285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174753172629495,0.0,0.10471078795178,0.0,0.08069398854469584,0.0,0.0,0.06979305844052139,0.0,0.06499133075731565,0.0,0.0,0.19537372578685575,0.07439974903233823,0.0,0.0,0.08388996475758284,0.06760410836784239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832610692045146,0.0,0.0,0.09355604830564962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568779341033992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858946948005767,0.05236634643250327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055486192641501585,0.35557513681229913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674320269041526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949707595142124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arpan8,2019/06/20,"I put a spoon in the blender This week in ADHD fun, I tried making a smoothie for me and my roommate, spent 40 mins assorting the ingredients and when I finally started blending - I started to hear really loud noises. I still kept going. When I was done - I poured the smoothie out and JESUS FUCK IT HAD A SPOON. My roommate had a couple questions for me tho: 1. How the hell did I get the spoon to drown under the fruits? 2. What was the spoon even being used for? 3. Why didn't I stop when I heard the loudass sounds? I could've broken the blender. I didn't have the answers to any of them. I never do. Oof.",0.3709066666666701,2.6628845440000006,2.103200000000001,94.82626666666668,87.56,4.613333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.079149491110277,0.025613333333333262,468,15,102,4,15,153,78,125,0.134,0.823,0.043,-0.9183,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,14,0,11,2,0,3,1,12,22,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,11,5,18,1,11,10,0,17,2,0,0,1,4,4,2,1,11,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27648170204378386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644545782970787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368039606630945,0.2545517566128412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354263925699924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519493218529418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201427958970485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268237006736804,0.12019437209886788,0.0,0.130745699280213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25928898483157803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356366470261112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743279000763554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312690663088957,0.2577145288037173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737928301418862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325668577783902,0.0,0.1837224185315616,0.1923364888386507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619241242759915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869387007707676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845364435325895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758907885901454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HGMIV926,2019/06/20,"I've been listening to ""Delivered From Distraction"" by Halloway and holy shit, it's mind-blowing. As a 30 year-old dad, my ADD controls my life a bit more than I would like it to. I need a way to explain it to loved ones so they can help me, and so I can teach my children about it, who will likely struggle with it as we all do. &#x200B; I like how it's framed: it's not a set of instructions or a one-size-fits-all definitive ""life guide,"" although it does tend to give great advice and breakdowns for us what we can do, based on the type of ADD'er we are. With each story that he tells I can't always relate in every sense; sometimes I'll be very similar to one of his patients, but sharing one trait. Other times I've come to tears with the amount of ""oh, wow, *so this* is why."" And along with those ""why's"" come ways to channel your ADD and either work through it, around it, or with it for your benefit. I don't necessarily sit down and make a plan, as you all can relate to, but just being able to retain that information throughout the day, being *actively* aware of my ADD as I listen to stories and figure out tendencies of my own and note them and, are able to better tune in to them throughout the day. &#x200B; I can't really afford counseling or a coach or anything so I'm using this subreddit and its resources, along with my loved ones and close colleagues, to help me get my ADD in control. I'm going to encourage my wife to listen to this as well, once I'm done with it. &#x200B; I'm so glad you guys are here.",4.728157894736842,4.748571550955417,5.5113141133087495,84.98435635266513,69.15923566878979,8.521354341267182,28.309755279919553,8.20500826718156,1.6644738853503185,1193,37,257,15,19,390,172,314,0.025,0.821,0.154,0.9923,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,4,4,3,5,11,16,1,2,11,0,20,5,1,5,2,55,39,29,0,2,9,2,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,2,22,33,0,3,3,2,0,3,4,3,1,4,2,3,30,13,51,32,8,18,0,0,0,2,31,8,1,4,6,172,52,4,0.19744141664175535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646873362062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214353767402731,0.3208915386617841,0.3598693983895719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123873139859608,0.08788236041116727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731044405654897,0.1077774450471106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007829777906536,0.0,0.0,0.2214473375481533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733337981306989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639115711871369,0.10102555971010024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317645454957616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051577495550683215,0.09470189894979746,0.056105253558370816,0.0,0.0,0.10883992943848372,0.0,0.09774902208532124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234081968852715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945871161046006,0.14468985452997604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819858714675807,0.0,0.0658968393830491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967977329357723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320015433437771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359077677216236,0.10513433246635837,0.3344785343511969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324301363856283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133538843668262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763730481132354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320431890076638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628625036380193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756483891281021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874885694979942,0.08526299543724629,0.0,0.08145492323368128,0.0,0.15671980638875252,0.0,0.0,0.08876177266091889,0.0,0.1781601684713506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186985141556043,0.0,0.0,0.07012835875565734,0.0,0.3598693983895719,0.06357289947308363 adhd,lordonionrings,2019/06/20,"I was late to my interview. Let me start by saying I’m writing from my phone. I was late to an interview today, it really bummed me out because I made every effort to be on time. I spent hours prepping for the interview, and I even left 45 minutes early! Yet, I arrived 6 minutes late for some god awful reason. I guess I’m just sad because I’ve been working hard on being on time lately and this was just a huge setback. I’m done dwelling on it, I’ll focus on what I can do differently next time. Guys, I know It sucks having ADHD sometimes, but I also know it’ll get better, so keep your heads up!",3.9413800000000014,4.225694608000005,5.6077499999999985,82.68762500000003,70.92,7.85,27.625,7.645422480735847,1.55654,466,15,96,5,8,160,83,125,0.061,0.863,0.076,0.3987,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,6,4,1,1,3,1,12,1,1,2,0,14,24,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,7,2,15,1,14,13,1,22,0,1,0,0,8,9,1,2,13,59,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417835698468306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590090857880285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766966363277878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817929393575345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142157799304595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831427159754138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957252614897856,0.0,0.12211023928980075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572023065624471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965734058538364,0.1435040305795701,0.0,0.0,0.12982930565731554,0.0,0.1487405569004243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272739784413946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288209321140854,0.0,0.0,0.15930008018272104,0.0,0.6539518931184479,0.0,0.15746746677976706,0.1482013068554293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371367908092444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413528426690173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928462215735594,0.14901274368500186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525459055151036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334001994537632,0.0,0.1025825893370614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253530507848194,0.0,0.13737721524095858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551116661080656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForeignFigure,2019/06/20,"ADHD BOYFRIEND Hi all, I’m new here and while I have read the rules please excuse if I missed anything. I’m happy to edit! I could do better and I hope you can understand I’m very drained/trying my best to get through. TLDR: Need help w/ ADHD BF. Severe memory/follow through issues deeply impacting our relationship. Chases dopamine fixes through buying cars/masturbation/fast food. My therapist is convinced this is ADHD and has offered to diagnose him next week. Bf and I agreed it 100% fits. How do I protect myself and be patient in the meantime while he is getting help? Preface- I have ADHD, although older, mine is semi-manageable and I’m just getting treated. In addition, I have PTSD and BIPOLAR 2 which I have taken head on treatment for several years. I feel like I’m going in debt to myself. Does that make sense? Digging an emotional hole, so that I can help/wait/be patient with my ADHD boyfriend. We finally figured out he has ADHD and I think due to be being abused so severely as a child I put ADHD out of my mind. Our biggest issues are - I try to fix him, which I’ve mostly stopped. He sees all feedback as criticisms rather than complaining/worry/help. There is roughly 10% reliability and follow through for anything he says he will do - this has equated to flat out lies in just everything you need to show up for. Due to his jumping forward steps and impulse control issue he has “fixed” our situation by abruptly removing our shared car- which we were supposed to split financially and is now buying another car only for himself while excluding me. He makes me believe we are going to have a future w/ possible marriage/children consistently. We don’t have sex, ever, which he thinks is his ADHD impulse control for dopamine to masturbate. Tells me he wants to have sex, buys condoms, constantly reassures- zero action. He has been seeing a shit therapist. Finally, he agrees with me about getting meds and therapy. This is a day I was sure I couldn’t stay any longer. Nothing left. He was finally receptive and he wanted to find out quickly so tried ADHD medication. He has never done any drug in his life and considering the memory issues/anxiety/no follow through I figured he wouldn’t take meds- always been off the table. He took the meds due to being moved by how accurate ADHD symptoms fit for him. He was lucid, had memory, thoughtful, motivated, put all of his tasks in order that day. I was told he fixed an issue at work he was avoiding for 3 months. Hes watching the HowtoADHD videos on YouTube. He is still now waiting for a few things: He mustered up the strength to put a list together of psychologists and therapists. He needs to call and make appointments. He needs diagnosis. He needs medication as he does not have an official scrip. He is unable to treat me with respect due to repeated promises and zero follow through. The articles and videos fit for how he has tried to explain he is not intentionally forgetting me and he has gone above any beyond to try to convey he will get help. I still struggling on how/if I should continue. I love him. When things are good they’re good. So good. We do have sex every few months and it’s the best hands down. We’ve been to therapy briefly and agree to go consistently when I’m done my college semester - nvm I’m going to prioritize this now since clearly it can’t wait. Can you all give me some insight on how to interact with him? I’ve been trying to just give myself space when he is inconsistent. I struggle with being triggered by his issues so I end up texting a wall to him explaining in mostly I statements what I need and I’m patient for several days until something continues to add/build to me being unable to take the illusion of it all. It’s not a good relationship. I want it to be a good relationship and so does he. I’m in treatment with a trauma therapist and my boyfriend is coming with me next week. I’ve asked him to stop buying a car until he has treatment. I’m afraid he is going to impulse buy, get dopamine fix, then fall into a black hole of depression. If he was not in therapy I would have been gone a year ago. He has severe ADHD symptoms, scored 80% on self test, and this is a heavy weight for me right now. I am trying my best to be patient. Any feedback helps. Thanks",2.8072409505778597,5.391307140947756,4.171856932945268,82.19726320325526,79.04860267314702,7.084286077594732,27.066729774788776,8.171451437896392,2.122161106558536,3399,144,616,67,86,1118,354,823,0.053,0.8190000000000001,0.128,0.9957,1,1,2,0,1,0,103.0,9,3,0,9,29,31,1,4,27,0,79,18,3,12,9,112,141,50,0,18,10,0,4,1,2,5,8,1,0,2,21,44,2,8,13,4,6,25,9,8,0,2,21,9,75,23,100,105,13,109,0,2,4,5,89,35,1,6,50,380,96,8,0.0,0.05076675269781357,0.0,0.0,0.5664321583251196,0.0,0.03798132820994279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03565218141113448,0.0,0.0,0.1165498642847352,0.0449288721197512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051894942549952,0.0,0.04005621164961088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048273957373441666,0.1348960194516272,0.03789473741614882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375163281656959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03690894316348295,0.0,0.04630244377946488,0.09611322904803274,0.034209886196564225,0.0,0.0,0.08289841572450049,0.0,0.036904104905710784,0.04348885798077183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124872373333904,0.08769482503271166,0.0,0.0,0.04968897970825742,0.0,0.0,0.04819716879856537,0.037949772246773164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875761346706336,0.036100491051459765,0.0,0.038508169424596735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02166475795923849,0.03060994400513055,0.0,0.1408105602335575,0.03916143120097017,0.0,0.05181082788561319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431490389922854,0.08220559710334109,0.12175484125838874,0.17969038054157094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561148581950115,0.0,0.0,0.04397343887460062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231686308753116,0.0,0.0,0.04255679256878445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360596229365493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655344964059724,0.0,0.030264141443662768,0.020932906341433823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867113917941753,0.0,0.08580222395928154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427802537605081,0.08632779851953294,0.0,0.0,0.043263310311591766,0.0,0.06840021958423813,0.04553963763750588,0.0,0.19062328618048616,0.03304628955345245,0.04138195183970368,0.0911366562338111,0.0,0.0,0.04111290399346473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03258711539976506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703319866501672,0.0,0.04830361560143552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008591333595251,0.12921937139699166,0.0,0.0,0.042858649114131286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800510309986452,0.0,0.03659115008291074,0.0,0.0340736971694067,0.0,0.0,0.06828710937030814,0.0,0.04469882201404785,0.24202487597890165,0.043981885297529805,0.035443525914790136,0.04816188402148107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03298575555829048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566925868095581,0.06843542549258558,0.07164411157129306,0.0,0.08958608806121808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038284140839158,0.08906899009280267,0.06443130459219587,0.0,0.03745021383744857,0.03944781072536768,0.14699802153866667,0.198994928952508,0.056931357701635085,0.0549093243488789,0.0,0.03401577488728412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04094219635581857,0.047604653644659496,0.20363236022151315,0.0,0.0,0.044605294393108896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035353306933059665,0.07581690789844718,0.0,0.06873864459753863,0.052176168821431085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031193165685497508,0.0,0.0,0.030437317885474456,0.0,0.0,0.05518419607980517 adhd,gowestyoungmen,2019/06/20,"Is it possible to deal with ADHD without drugs ? I am 23 years old and i've been using concerta since i was 16. When after i've been diagnosed i used my drug perpetually but recently i started thinking about that ""can i manage my status without drugs ? "" Because in this period i read a lot of about adhd, i am more aware about my condition. If any anyone tried this could he/she share with me theirs experience ? or does anyone have any suggestion for the withdrawal period and after that.",3.982177419354837,6.121820698924732,5.692137096774196,74.95820564516131,73.19354838709677,9.381182795698924,26.678763440860216,9.827888789773867,2.9189150537634414,387,14,68,11,8,132,67,93,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.5408,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,2,0,14,13,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,12,1,13,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,9,49,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765133406780685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304774068572951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905944415550907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954892473182009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506816731228926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614939632530512,0.0,0.15899122653923986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708096482669774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544974887553419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322872218630046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317385074988405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437242075090894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659353331714905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668724144201368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466789270598685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295782395702221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087403186981463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003716955562403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635157147283666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27058171387821955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020000931915027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087414831851167 adhd,DarthJohnR,2019/06/20,"Ever have to go somewhere and forget what you were supposed to do once you arrived? Have you ever started walking somewhere, get lost in thought on the way, and then be unable to remember what you were supposed to do at that location. Usually I have to stand there for a minute or two before I remember what I was doing.",8.199139784946231,6.855975258064518,8.26677419354839,72.60349462365595,62.54838709677418,10.847311827956991,40.021505376344095,9.725611199111238,3.965789247311829,254,12,45,4,3,83,42,62,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,9,15,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,7,0,9,9,0,12,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286315398803626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525583447151099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306954624344538,0.0,0.14216863344223438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730733144332532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664065025399687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667528318113957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706072518448165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859482305680656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436471155319325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755099686321633,0.0,0.0,0.19856109093634305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scorpiano82,2019/06/20,"I wanna pee... but I don’t want to stop what I’m doing and go! And then a few hours later, my eyeballs are floating in the back of my head... and I’m thinking, why the hell didn’t I go when I first had to! Anyone else here experience that?",-1.0171069182389942,0.8189978867924559,1.8814150943396264,97.30690251572331,89.0,4.2880503144654085,16.38050314465409,5.46131890053228,-0.8305194968553455,180,4,45,1,6,63,40,53,0.187,0.785,0.027999999999999997,-0.8843,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,8,11,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,6,0,5,9,1,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007125834238173,0.3224850012015506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420131384317245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629221741603702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078729413902451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771492454309914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577443039914921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32301071402412423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099523065474634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263134021656358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167060523845248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563989370353065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840009688329848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThrowAwayADD69,2019/06/20,"Side effects from medication Hi y'all, first post here but I've been lurking for some time and just reading along already gave a lot of support. (Also sorry if my sentences are a bit weird, not a native English speaker, feel free to correct me!) I was diagnosed with AD(H)D when I was in high school (in Europe, age 15 then) and had to do my year again because my grades weren't good enough (my parents thought I was smart enough for better grades and stuff, you know what I'm talking about). I was prescribed methylphenidate (concerta 54mg), which I took for a few years. I felt like the side effects were too intense so I asked my doctor for something with a shorter duration, and he prescribed ritalin 20mg, which only lasts about 4 hours (concerta lasts 12). I always take half, and if needed the other half, to have some control over the effects. I got by for a few years again, but the last year the side effects are getting pretty intense again. I'm talking heart palpitations, excessive sweating, some anxiety and an overall weird feeling about myself and my personality. (They are a massive help while studying though.) Now my question, do others also experience this? And how do you cope? Are there some things that help you? I noticed smoking a cigarette helps a bit, but I don't want to get into that habit. I haven't talked to my doctor yet, I do plan to do so but I wanted some experiences from other people (who understand the struggle :p) first. Thanks!",4.6042490118577115,6.510599253623191,4.779538866930171,83.14049407114628,70.95652173913044,7.047167325428196,30.299077733860344,7.686295010490155,2.018723188405798,1158,49,210,14,22,362,164,276,0.059000000000000004,0.7829999999999999,0.157,0.9843,1,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,4,1,9,19,10,0,1,16,0,20,7,2,6,1,43,40,23,0,5,8,1,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,12,12,0,1,11,1,1,1,4,3,0,4,13,4,29,8,25,27,12,30,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,9,21,149,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961700823918975,0.17336750837217627,0.09019364781750484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292217662554184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013350573073244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607682362788593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586691375864932,0.2366793833454089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157464688337555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001903910087853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218945494529833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400282747861272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120629816442303,0.0,0.0,0.10961593215818108,0.0,0.10407657302538784,0.0,0.0,0.18440212664648467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132642347951404,0.0,0.0,0.0909169103111223,0.08669369545558409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844905900198209,0.21796543503338228,0.11452568080898605,0.0,0.0,0.10674762451865832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957127153578073,0.2650701304637285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295651227014268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215388428524356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091969516078414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037380817979291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234088699053549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243957854530821,0.0,0.0,0.1203602528172164,0.0,0.0,0.07514771514346147,0.0946466735049748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381282032510064,0.11027708043194187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214276442017294,0.0,0.1084247232885088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970192158972283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344806690817531,0.0,0.12133976459508827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331839674497445,0.1240867881304307,0.0,0.12300580397922205,0.0,0.0,0.0814998432746107,0.2613723255080709,0.0,0.09979591169207466,0.0,0.0,0.07201308058964956,0.0,0.10649792027886858,0.08605383174295933,0.06320622357630742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043126662537895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284342371352722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786881884819004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792123089982728 adhd,262828282,2019/06/20,"Good foods to eat when on medication(20 mg vyvanse) with little appetite I am male, 15, 5 foot 6, and weigh 155.(I have barely any muscle because I play video games all day) my appetite is very suppressed and I want to make sure I’m getting enough nutrition. I take it at 7 am every morning and have a suppressed appetite until about 9 pm at night. I will probably start getting exercise now since I can actually follow through with stuff.",6.731445783132532,7.211382144578316,6.664722891566267,76.84624096385545,64.90361445783131,9.049638554216868,35.877108433734946,8.841846274778883,3.123773012048193,350,16,62,5,5,111,66,83,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,1,2,11,15,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,10,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2383997367551086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613110734541975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892187399400064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755208509262902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499779785009415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524252757361025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583171300622172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954062713652495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527138225013474,0.0,0.0,0.20490568277805096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448509080479277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630709003570767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292572480114862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339470589745306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208593959628893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172915475480726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796629137373002,0.0,0.0,0.2302480986006343,0.0,0.18368179225779613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157154416801648,0.14409336801289205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,23al_kiohs,2019/06/20,"internship/career advice please! (HR opinions welcome!) so, i don't currently have my shit together. (this is the one place i can simply state that without further explanation! :')) been improving by leaps and bounds over the past year though. my whole life i've wanted to work at this ONE massive famous company, the holy grail of my heart. recently this company unexpectedly posted an opportunity on my uni's internship portal!!! i think it's cv and cover letter, then interview, then 2 (group?) assessment dates. i don't know if i should apply for the sake of it. even if i get it, i'll realistically – at this stage, though i have lots of hope for the future – probably mess up. however, it's unlikely that i'll get past the various selection stages. i don't have the required experience or qualifications for it at the moment, as i only recently began to believe i had a chance at this industry. i want to apply, though! so that if by chance i get through the first stage, i'll know what the assessment is like for the future. (or do they usually change it up each time?) i don't think i'll fuck up so much that i leave an indelible impression lol, though you really never know with me. however, (if the same opportunity comes up) i'd like to re-apply as soon as next year, after i graduate. are companies generally prejudiced against very recent re-applicants? it's just a student internship, so i'm probably making a huge deal out of things. but as someone who has had her fair share of failure and more, everything is a huge deal these days! i'd appreciate anyone's opinion, especially HR people! btw, this probably seems like it belongs on a more career-specific sub, but i feel like you guys will understand better lol <3",5.137325641025639,6.727755218461539,6.538019230769232,72.30743910256413,69.12307692307692,10.70897435897436,30.77243589743589,10.775791032727817,3.719074358974359,1366,56,245,43,24,464,180,325,0.037000000000000005,0.8009999999999999,0.162,0.9864,3,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,2,1,6,11,14,2,0,19,2,19,4,2,1,1,38,38,25,0,8,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,22,7,0,2,8,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,4,1,25,11,36,32,8,45,0,0,0,1,13,16,2,11,27,157,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266737987593062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734632310440221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837121323608905,0.0,0.09292061988024147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111438405960342,0.09050338151740074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775762459765655,0.2166328574494441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939381832051128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442479925621657,0.10277280729847384,0.0,0.0,0.053123543700027163,0.07505778283198021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893674326387722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713002709360197,0.16467489921374634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402993390999912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450141260984356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435231420606544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732213730827289,0.0,0.0,0.11124766559692563,0.0,0.0,0.0742098500962313,0.2053159637213548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932170356203112,0.0,0.0,0.07013107343327439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723417022476083,0.0,0.08103187723211883,0.0,0.11173681582827603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238824729109426,0.0799059492035099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005910600175969,0.07283818785794854,0.0,0.10976957711602377,0.11532878370180966,0.0,0.0,0.10062232357254924,0.0,0.3398304679887364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730672480125857,0.0,0.3112142417987464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956463709490626,0.0,0.0,0.10784674400742916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902043397914541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979989055162739,0.13464160998589642,0.4128996076031991,0.0,0.061263696146364476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093753879181666,0.0,0.0,0.11571321470485275,0.08668884966693081,0.12393900507364708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173002668340557,0.0,0.1012780010785288,0.0,0.0764878843120923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531561522690752 adhd,DDCherryB,2019/06/20,"Information can have the same dopamine releasong effects as food and drugs. (Tried to cross post but mobile app wouldn't let me? found on r/science from u/mvea, thought ADHDers would appreciate) Article: http://newsroom.haas.berkeley.edu/how-information-is-like-snacks-money-and-drugs-to-your-brain/?T=AU The original poster (u/mvea) appears to be a psychology professional and offers a bit more explanation in the thread on r/science. I kinda feel like ADHDers already know this sort of anecdotally (we've all stayed up for 24 hours + to research some random thought right? And it is so satisfying?!) But it's so cool to see that there is actual evidence/data to back it up. I feel like hyper focus has a better explanation now, at least for me, because not only does it keep our minds working but it also gives us a bit of that oh so elusive reward chemical. I'll try to link to original post, but i'm struggling to do it in the app.",4.535219047619048,6.795306560000004,5.345142857142856,77.52019047619048,71.97142857142858,8.552380952380952,29.95238095238095,9.21078282632365,2.8231523809523806,748,32,134,17,15,243,119,175,0.022000000000000002,0.821,0.157,0.9733,0,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,0,4,7,6,0,1,8,1,10,2,0,3,1,30,21,12,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,9,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,6,5,21,14,7,18,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,5,7,74,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.15373991071198498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385337408447427,0.12598762805892658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114136925386668,0.0,0.0960371681719507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933458682296326,0.34399380135433816,0.0,0.0,0.17587085540126132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786754050291394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827006579112553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931764169362492,0.22509848023442794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050244938024527,0.17273851905333726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511302582881583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551487950690198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400320660157612,0.0,0.0,0.08658188921000581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109909193035882,0.0,0.2309036601091102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907421129907146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981907171214627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017666024660021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454144627498382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554191977843973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792060646685694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469886607231166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250144176344808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139236414934281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950565533813016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469367909214916,0.0,0.0,0.11191451374893248,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,d01357,2019/06/20,"Just curious about IQ Hello fellas, I'm just curious what is your IQ and does adhd and IQ has any correlation. P.s. my iq is something around 120 :)",0.8725862068965498,3.434842379310344,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,90.72413793103449,7.037931034482759,21.04310344827585,8.07648339933343,1.6472000000000002,115,4,22,3,4,40,22,29,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.765,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966122149809574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375893248252321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44192782034844025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344291116468623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821759558833528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,manamachine,2019/06/20,"Looking for suggestions: task management app that's agile (no deadlines) with subtasks and recurring tasks The title. I've found agile/kanban apps but they either don't nest parent/child/child tasks, and/or they don't have recurrence. Anyone know a good app for Android, ideally with a web interface too? Failing that, anyone wanna develop something with me?",6.199562841530052,9.43514373770492,5.784836065573771,71.69616120218579,70.63934426229507,8.656830601092896,31.478142076502728,9.2995712137729,3.7188010928961748,292,13,39,7,6,90,48,61,0.073,0.799,0.129,0.5362,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,6,5,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405018010532175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237790474746964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241791988741121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241116769471974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245639953161139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291642797918256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975478091513649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,haleandheartless,2019/06/20,"What is a good well paying career that doesn't involve tedious stuff? I really suck at attention to detail. I miss little things frequently and I get exhausted with tedious mindless work easily. I started a new job as an engineering designer and I want to blow my brains out. So much bullshit. It's important work but it's so blahhhh. I was working as an administrative aid doing paperwork and I was so depressed with the work and job. Everything in the technical industry is so tedious and nitpicky. I hate the paperwork and the finicky nature of the work. How can I move into something that is less tedious and finicky and more enjoyable. Someplace away from an office it seems.",3.3853066666666685,6.425989184000003,4.746400000000001,75.8758666666667,81.16,8.453333333333333,31.53333333333333,9.029198982220553,3.702093333333334,548,29,88,16,15,181,81,125,0.157,0.75,0.092,-0.8887,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,2,0,10,0,8,2,1,1,0,17,15,16,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,2,0,10,3,13,13,3,10,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,1,3,67,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695839872928428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983760077707824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305586576688504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597085534370319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928428059435702,0.0,0.0,0.14904936366314755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754455326528431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526868414365719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810570962259678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188870822991837,0.13063260604913546,0.0,0.0,0.17162726157786476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138414880335126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177469971979694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680492692745747,0.0,0.0,0.12577953543547862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342812735885413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805838760445812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481419802136338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977689390263206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6468517516143446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,patternboy,2019/06/20,"Melatonin just fixed my sleep problems! My sleep has been getting worse over the last few years, especially as my depression got worse. I used to go to sleep at 1am, and it's gradually slid forward to 3-6am every night, which makes it impossible to get enough sleep and function the next day. I just can't seem to get tired and usually fall asleep only when my eyes and head are aching too much. I wake up at 11-12 feeling like shit, and that often means I can't take my normal dose of ADHD meds either because sleep deprivation makes the side effects worse for me. I got prescribed melatonin (modified release) yesterday, and **it worked like actual magic**. I took it at 10pm and felt sleepy by 11, like a child! At 11:45 I decided to go to bed, and by around 12 I went to sleep, effortlessly. I didn't expect it to work so well. Today I got up at 8:30 feeling well slept for the first time in years. I checked my watch's sleep tracking in the morning and I spent a bit more time in deep sleep than usual as well. I don't have major sleep quality problems but I know a lot of people with ADHD do, so melatonin might help you guys especially. If you have bad sleep problems, consider asking your doctor for melatonin. I think it's also available as a supplement but I'm not sure how effective those are - my starting dose is 2mg and iirc, the supplements are usually lower and may not be effective at those doses.",3.1255833333333314,5.035551153571426,4.215714285714288,85.61761904761907,74.96428571428572,7.3809523809523805,25.595238095238088,8.212053250817874,1.5909166666666663,1113,39,223,19,24,362,163,280,0.147,0.792,0.061,-0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,0,6,13,14,1,0,10,0,16,21,16,7,1,46,42,22,0,6,8,0,3,3,0,2,5,0,1,2,10,13,0,0,11,0,2,7,6,7,3,1,10,5,26,7,34,29,8,38,0,2,2,0,7,16,1,6,20,131,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.06996277565865552,0.0,0.17232395395183747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733348040097224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382265351891195,0.06702399517201932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986130166440939,0.043703855560929296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827102617877843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623654930966616,0.0,0.061749737360699275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733816095160939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407882733964789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060405091702277126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250104655751058,0.051218042214323634,0.0688372604045463,0.0,0.0,0.06098268247177852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237110425243604,0.0,0.08149044112364531,0.0,0.1720201669607069,0.0,0.0,0.07098810203977167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357848966371111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805482147880718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03940101996189063,0.05843998979401364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507786101970698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060951477795933115,0.0,0.0,0.09571229375858484,0.0,0.0,0.07809553114608085,0.07963561409163658,0.0,0.0,0.07605575822038434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052703168701575334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624713566077185,0.06727974463841202,0.07024467065292414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452634124088735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049703431673093816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058037606840875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526731379585439,0.0,0.0,0.07359262262802084,0.0,0.0,0.7174554442390124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050745218025952984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757052791872674,0.0,0.05390479116809084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593847169386341,0.0,0.0,0.08361042538264406,0.08240143978498976,0.06795730917158785,0.0,0.07965441425053749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061920396656579314,0.23688167003714375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338392263559645,0.06646084124409461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438783400651884,0.0,0.219186223814382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923368720931092 adhd,pawdiepie,2019/06/20,"I feel so mad that my country doesen't allow people with ADHD to join the police force/military. So tired of being discriminated for something i can't change about myself. I live in Sweden and they don't allow people with ADHD to join the military or the police force. They say that it's because the job is comes with unexpected events, because you're out on the field a lot and they don't want to risk having someone with ADHD who will 'act on impulse' in a potentially dangerous situation. Because they don't want to have someone in their team who relies on medication on a daily basis. I get that argument, but also, those with ADHD most of the time are able to handle moments of crisis BETTER than normal people. They are able to stay calm and think clearly, even when stressed. Being in the police force was not my only dream job, but it was one of them. Because i love helping people, making our society a better place, and am good at solving problems. Because as a police, every day is different and you're moving around a lot physically. I thought it would be a good fit for me and the skills i have, but after i got my diagnosis i can't even consider that job as an option anymore. &#x200B; Other than that, I'm just so tired of how much people with ADHD are discriminated in the job market. I don't even mention that i have it when job searching because i'm so afraid it will risk my chances of getting a job. I have a friend who just got her degree as a hairdresser, and she's trying to find jobs. She went to an interview and when she mentioned she had ADHD the interviewer told her she didn't want her. What the heck? I'm just so tired. I'm so tired of this. I'm so tired of how much people with ADHD are discriminated for something they can't change about themselves. If you try to apply for the military or police and they spot an ADHD diagnosis, they will not even look further into your application but reject it immedietaly. The military has put up a new ad campaign recently with the slogan ""Come as you are"". Well, obviously you don't want me to come as as i am if i have ADHD.",6.477136720796231,6.135496298795183,7.398281822943949,74.15797799895233,65.53012048192771,9.72341540073337,31.537454164484025,9.20300075937882,2.6459177579884767,1664,56,312,26,23,561,182,415,0.11599999999999999,0.762,0.12300000000000001,0.7971,8,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,4,10,4,24,16,2,4,28,0,35,7,0,5,2,58,59,36,0,9,13,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,19,23,0,0,4,2,0,7,11,8,1,1,9,3,44,8,55,43,5,35,0,1,1,1,36,17,1,8,10,227,63,11,0.1136102034150858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144182401339521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542701931240409,0.0,0.06154830396720193,0.06902441620288598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633539690771791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050568583900643914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776717653015747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047899248539154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018453103777822,0.1467976957607948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03663459123255163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934924093479312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007693574463393,0.0,0.04786074817255208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02872236622566603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191883384950709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388748066810031,0.0,0.05935664219615992,0.0,0.0,0.09529084842498202,0.09086445816063984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038075262274412464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945920879162617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015994552546806,0.0,0.047701978703890535,0.0,0.0,0.09658733220418517,0.0512688221103013,0.0,0.03791784648862863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722516377055084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060374833287754136,0.08351657166763432,0.0,0.0,0.05486272120413856,0.0,0.0,0.055656938808301235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038492607044618314,0.04320283958450431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23628903056805556,0.0,0.05934924093479312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054354810637560716,0.0,0.05710481689045074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608818491766645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517369686767271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385131435974074,0.0,0.0,0.09626155667455713,0.08746268508128026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605466802609595,0.0,0.0,0.0650700520815857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036398415484716916,0.0,0.04509690556435507,0.03312351162019535,0.3264455402239244,0.0,0.05427970901071098,0.0,0.07713387054922989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340204830261785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051074608453543474,0.05265889838885328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040352714435049286,0.0,0.06902441620288598,0.0 adhd,whoatethedogfood,2019/06/20,"I lost my burrito This morning in ADHD fun, I woke up and did my whole wake up/med/shower/coffee routine. Then I got a delicious frozen breakfast burrito from the the freezer, excited to nom. 45 minutes later realized I hadn’t eaten it. Looked around the house for 20 minutes and nothing! Finally my SO found it when they went for a coffee mug: the (somewhat) frozen burrito, still in the wrapper, on a plate in the mug cupboard. I have no explanation. I never do.",4.1375922953451045,5.8539707528089915,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,71.80898876404495,8.681219903691815,32.939004815409305,9.23628265651192,3.2618398073836268,363,18,64,8,7,123,63,89,0.053,0.833,0.114,0.7345,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,9,0,4,3,1,0,1,7,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,1,10,2,10,3,2,13,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32119760494719285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379203004752139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29277302048685555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29303955185638103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375424740558788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838505789703474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244332000435428,0.0,0.29174860543854103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968684031226623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061293270703521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644559037023607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343618898185995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24775502814130015,0.0,0.2983890524764091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IncreasingKarma,2019/06/20,"Struggling to finish anything, even stuff I enjoy I'm talking books, TV shows, video games, etc. I jump around from one to the other like a goddamn grasshopper! I'm currently halfway through two TV shows that I haven't picked back up in weeks, three books, and god knows how many games. I just can't seem to finish anything before I get bored of it, and I get anxious that I'm like that with everything else: jobs, people, meaningful relationships. I have grand plans for writing a book that's about 10,000 words deep but I just can't seem to pull up the effort or motivation required. I'm currently looking to medicate (ritalin) but it's not so easy in Australia for someone with a history of substance abuse. Any advice, anecdotes?",5.436304347826088,6.980645528985509,5.268811594202898,81.86713043478262,68.34782608695653,8.128695652173914,31.91594202898551,8.548686976883017,2.532215072463768,585,25,106,9,10,181,90,138,0.126,0.772,0.102,-0.7379,3,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,8,6,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,3,0,21,14,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,10,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,1,8,4,19,14,1,14,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,8,60,16,6,0.0,0.2201955554017882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160526970844051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638075479705438,0.0,0.0,0.20995158900332173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305868672111605,0.16544116592065444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290308686007105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814013396118765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552493824713481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072659432212784,0.12274865792254873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670252144041591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419234893668375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442216788249388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213537547489444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158864583923448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606272441798372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841733531565927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872189625242753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593316437928093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288413005864381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995276351187252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33837203235981805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746559366647694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428520999101645,0.2127476948274127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937491353517565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154324737000235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490733917414125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RITALITYDELIGHT,2019/06/20,"Shopping Story and Decision Trick ^Decision ^making ^has ^always ^been ^hard ^and ^has ^become ^increasingly ^difficult ^as ^ive ^gotten ^older. - ^Anyway, ^I ^was ^shopping ^In ^a ^reputable ^camping ^/ ^hiking ^outlet ^with ^hundreds ^of ^clothes ^on ^3 ^seperate ^floors. ^I ^wanted ^to ^replace ^a ^jacket ^that ^had ^broken ^with ^a ^~~similar~~ ^exact ^style ^jacket ^and ^some ^pants ^that ^had ^ripped. - ^I ^know ^it ^doesn’t ^sound ^that ^difficult - ^Anyway, ^I ^walked ^in ^and ^was ^instantly ^overwhelmed ^by ^the ^ammount ^of ^clothes ^and ^began ^browsing. / ^So ^the ^old ^jacket ^was ^blue ^with ^red ^zippers, ^So- ^I ^started ^shuffling ^through ^the ^racks ^and ^for ^some ^reason, ^I ^started ^to ^change ^my ^mind ^and ^wanted ^something green, ^no black, no, ^grey, ^no, red ^oh that ^t-shirt ^is nice ^I ^wonder If ^the washing ^is ^dry yet ^and ^is ^the ^weather ^going to ^stay ^warm. Let ^me ^check quickly ^23^^c Good! ^I wish ^was a ^cactus.... ^pants and ^green ^jacket. No, ^that doesn’t ^match maybe green ^pants and ^a ^black jacket- *Focus*—-^you ^get ^the ^picture. ^Now ^i ^was ^hyper ^focused ^on ^finding ^a ^green ^jacket ^for ^a ^reasonable ^price ^and ^found ^a ^few ^but ^they ^were ^out ^of ^my price ^range. ^So, ^i ^put ^then ^all ^back ^and ^went ^to ^find ^pants. ^Zip offs, ^no, walking ^pants with ^a specific ^material. No, ^Shorts, ^they will ^be nice ^on ^vietnam holiday, ^I ^cant wait ^whats the ^exchange ^rate? quickly ^check ^Ahh, pants yeah, ^Try ^to ^Focus. ^I ^resume ^prowling ^every ^item ^on ^the ^racks ^by ^touch. ^Then ^I ^started ^to ^hyper ^focus ^on ^a ^certain ^material ^and ^luckily ^found ^a *pair ^I ^instantly ^liked ^which ^is ^unusual ^but ^great. ^We ^are ^getting ^somewhere, ^Now ^back ^to ^jackets, ^It ^was ^probably ^at ^the ^hour ^mark ^when ^I ^became ^so ^flustered ^with ^the ^non ^existant ^imagined ^pressure ^I ^put ^the ^pants ^back ^and ^made ^for ^the ^exit. ^Then ^boom ^a ^green ^jacket ^on ^a ^discount ^rack ^Exactly ^the ^same ^as ^my ^old ^jacket ^but ^green ^and ^next ^to ^it ^grey ^pants ^with ^the ^exact ^material ^in ^my ^size. ^Too ^good ^to ^be ^true, ^So ^good ^infact, ^that ^a ^couple ^jackets ^along ^on ^the ^rail ^there ^was ^a ^matching ^green ^fleece ^jacket ^and ^I ^picked ^it ^up ^tried ^it ^on ^and ^went ^to ^the ^till. ^Shopping ^is ^Easy. Later on, I was browsing for house plants - here we go again, But No! I have learnt a trick. 1. Go to the shop with no money, decide the items you ^think you want, 2. Leave and go for a coffee and decide outside the shop in a different environment if you definatley can justify buying them. 3. If your still not able to decide try flipping a coin. The outcome heads = ^buy them Tails = ^dont buy them. If you listen your feelings when the coin lands- say its heads and your disappointed then dont buy them and vice-versa! <Hope this helps others as I understand how difficult making a decision can be, My friends underestimate this and alot of them That dont even have Adhd use this trick now.>",5.341115903975993,8.869699036821707,3.3205351337834483,86.0794411102776,77.04263565891472,5.7321330332583145,30.22180545136284,7.1686216300943375,2.0541905226306585,2477,113,389,31,62,685,295,516,0.046,0.909,0.045,0.6981,1,0,1,0,0,0,427.0,2,7,7,0,24,20,3,2,42,1,36,3,2,8,6,82,66,46,0,8,9,0,4,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,19,33,0,1,18,6,18,11,15,9,0,0,19,23,43,11,53,42,9,60,0,2,14,0,20,21,0,8,28,266,62,0,0.09828070421440588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181143076303859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177741900944871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671538510515624,0.0,0.0,0.10854331628203566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396795350251546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087457298843702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268241792246256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455527601483778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491347822621811,0.0,0.08280573211265216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496936770555538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965356629377305,0.0,0.0,0.21551943876745586,0.07593142828022223,0.0,0.10269522313110296,0.0,0.22342075633905709,0.24729957539584524,0.0,0.1083548233577476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804020667846853,0.0,0.2017287130156655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587548436658403,0.0,0.0,0.09761491498830946,0.09678669651091977,0.11340273724348973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401250477377527,0.0,0.0,0.1040650751496278,0.0,0.10049867878066346,0.0,0.048014987729035785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929955786556844,0.1312062664505826,0.0,0.09873617720785798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923549457711184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452264390230057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625813295815548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596322178874364,0.0,0.0,0.1975985060962567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020978651211633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815676068991961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566128766502696,0.0,0.0,0.20869076487289487,0.10475415402876424,0.07848709733998567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629743068596866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001784405401703,0.0,0.0,0.1023136791423896,0.0,0.08488297316268427,0.0,0.0,0.17390551713269775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221439487799146,0.0,0.0,0.11301795954591345,0.0,0.10658123134636617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RegularWheel,2019/06/20,"Need organisational system (Tried lots of stuff) As per the title, I am in need of a system to organise things so that: * I remember the shit I need to to * I do the things I actually want to to and that can give me esteem * I don't get distracted by the trivial stuff that is right in front of my face * I am able to actually prioritise the millions of ideas that pop in and out of my head &#x200B; Things I have tried: * A4 Paper wall calendar * A3 Paper wall calendar * Google calendar * Scrappy pieces of paper * Spreadsheets on Laptop * Physical notebooks (large) * Physical notebooks (pocket sized) * Notes apps - Evernote, Android native, * Text files on laptop * Small whiteboards * Large whiteboards &#x200B; In most of these - I try it for about a week, towards the end of the week I do it really half-assed then give up, only to try it again 6 months later. The problems I encounter are: * Having the same ideas pop into my head, but not having any **one** repository to put them in * Not being able to prioritise between the **many** items which are on there * Not having something **in my face** \- so I forget about it * Something that is easy to edit - crossing out and correcting on paper is time consuming and exhausting * Something that I can take with me * Changing prioritises - deciding to do something only to remember something that supersedes it. &#x200B; And a problem big one is that the **ideas** that I have **aren't tasks** per se. The transfer/break down of ideas that would be cool, and I could do, into a prioritised system of **things I am actually going to do** doesn't quite happen - also I have so many that breaking them down is exhausting. I would be grateful for : * Any 'off the shelf ' organisational techniques / platforms / apps / strategies that you have found useful * Any 'off the shelf ' organisational techniques / platforms / apps / strategies that you have **NOT** found useful (any why) * **Any techniques** / heuristics that you have used / can think of to **help me prioritise** / **cut down** / **break down** the long list of things on my 'to do list' (e.g. Is it an idea or a task? If you could only do one thing today what would it be? etc.) * **Any 'natural categories' that** **you can sort tasks into** e.g. 'chores', 'errands', 'work stuff', 'fun stuff' 'things to fix', things to catch up on' etc. Thanking you in advance!",0.8659366007720237,2.1746270771084326,1.932684524505792,88.38254532693884,120.3975903614458,4.599602292665809,20.414668382266928,6.263159017046441,0.8951277342379225,1787,68,314,31,103,561,183,415,0.039,0.885,0.076,0.9504,0,0,5,0,0,0,147.0,0,6,2,3,8,10,2,1,21,1,43,7,5,3,1,50,60,15,0,12,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,37,12,0,0,11,0,0,6,7,7,0,4,2,1,34,3,64,49,7,55,0,0,0,0,11,34,1,5,10,230,71,8,0.1273909494432961,0.0,0.18647278543691376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093724812236077,0.0,0.20704206074765225,0.23219092081179954,0.2598906421297087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738136653695513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171130723457264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564152847848594,0.0,0.1420745829059655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396776007433622,0.0,0.0,0.033278256608291416,0.12220500669509912,0.03619960614710357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056325697938817726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073986641862598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269373406293759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595221896045542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636849074896064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415161483661403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915442793535378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084112023254401,0.0,0.0,0.14168816227101722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948510636969351,0.14532983626149235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189593409371505,0.0,0.06403154490342304,0.0,0.06774797779743101,0.0,0.0,0.04080495212253262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430911233780874,0.054395587386126334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538248947320477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517944160033103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29166431818989946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789106999104354,0.0,0.0,0.058642235366776874,0.0,0.0,0.3385315450160088,0.04081348829108737,0.0,0.0,0.037141343535632025,0.0,0.060375862319749465,0.0,0.0,0.17298018502091544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503731779089906,0.0,0.0,0.03756924128367281,0.0,0.10218533553979664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057475258738958875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046371064206802384,0.0,0.0,0.13574231318942967,0.0,0.23219092081179954,0.0 adhd,dsguzbvjrhbv,2019/06/20,Question about double vision caused by methylphenidate Double vision is an officially listed side effect but I can't find more information and my psychiatrist and my eye doctor don't have much to say about it either. Does anyone know details about how it happens or what to do about it (other than quitting or changing medication)?,15.158275862068967,10.75341862068966,13.013103448275867,53.41724137931037,52.44827586206897,14.358620689655172,46.24137931034482,11.20814326018867,5.345696551724137,272,10,39,4,2,85,45,58,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,3,0,13,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,8,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111121142889835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101588720396125,0.31939530626370194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30903176375086505,0.26421551853107034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759528484244793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669901853922596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659294034663501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041564259670047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194870467559294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33822371165294457,0.321133085145868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010189367180115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RootlessBoots,2019/06/20,"Coming to terms with the reality of having ADHD. First time on this sub.. So, I’m 23. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was in elementary school but all throughout my life I just thought it was BS. But the same patterns of habits keeps cycling in my life, and I think it’s time I come to terms with this and be honest with myself (and my family..). DISCLAIMER: Some of this seems like I’m rambling, but I’m trying to illustrate my thought process so you can tell me if It seems like I have ADHD. I’ve had a lot of jobs. I just get tired of it.. tired of the same people, the same thing. I’m forgetful. My interests can switch back and forth sometimes. I will build up a lot of passion for a project and quit early because I get discouraged. Then I feel bad because I’m not as focused as my entrepreneurial artist friends. Sometimes I have fictional conversations in my head with people I anticipate to talk to. I have like always anxiety. On the outside I’m usually pretty funny/chill/cool/quirky. People like me. But I have racing thoughts, sometimes obsessive thoughts that affect my mood. I make quick decisions that can drastically affect my life. (Investing large sums of savings, spontaneous plane tickets). If life becomes too much i just go travel for a couple months and come back only to meet my problems of indiciciveness and boredom with life at home (even though I have a great family and girlfriend). That’s kind of why I’m in Alaska right now. I hate being too depended on for too long, and I can’t handle a ton of stress. My brain turns into a beehive of clustered thoughts and emotions, and I can’t process anything so I jump ship. Does that sound like classic ADHD symptoms? I’ve been juggling a future career decision since I was 18 and I still can’t decide. It’s so hard. It’s very depressing. Am I going to like this? Or this? Should I invest money and education into this, because it has a structured clear path (which is what I like) or should I go into something that interests me more like cinematography (always have been good at videography). But wait I don’t know if I could get a work visa overseas with a job in cinematography. What if I want to leave the USA? Healthcare is so expensive. Who separated dental anyway? I think I’d like the UK. I might have family in Germany. Maybe I’ll learn German and try my luck there.. no, no, that doesn’t sound guaranteed or structured. You could end up in the same place you are now at 40 years old and be a loser. Just pick something and you can deal with it if you don’t like it. But wait, didn’t you say you’d never do that because your parents did that? Yeah that sucks. Oh wow I have to be up for work in 5 hours. If I’m late again they’ll surely fire me. It wasn’t my fault, I just didn’t see my name in the schedule text. I guess I looked over it..they are so serious. My girlfriend wants me to come back soon but I don’t want to face this crippling Indecision back home around everyone who has their shit together. Ugh. I wonder if I’m too cute/healthy/smart to become a drug addict. I’ve never even done drugs. I want to find peace. I hate money. God just shut up. You’ll figure it out tomorrow. Until you decide that solution is horrible and will lead you to sadness. Wait but I’m already sad.. ect. I’ve ignored the possibility of having ADHD thus far because society makes me feel like it’s not a real disorder. That i need to function as efficiently and normally as people without it, under the same circumstances and expectations. Have you ever felt this way? Life is so confusing and hard for me and it seems so easy for everyone else around me.",2.2483274661360686,4.6198989525139655,3.627942909619655,86.52155697558737,79.72625698324023,6.660717838830642,23.91436442947884,7.809484643483793,1.3292219560725491,2854,101,567,49,73,934,322,716,0.134,0.722,0.14300000000000002,0.8269,3,0,4,0,0,0,100.0,0,12,2,6,37,43,4,4,25,1,58,18,4,8,6,137,111,55,0,19,27,1,6,11,3,7,13,3,2,0,39,39,0,6,22,3,6,10,17,19,0,1,18,11,79,23,75,79,14,75,0,5,2,1,27,31,2,23,44,367,118,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311897557323796,0.34791959537119715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389351198278959,0.0,0.09635400521096137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044292940977662926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764633573230692,0.10308561881778566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780844937590358,0.04834364434162268,0.17647491708749327,0.12789084553336033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463496418277136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950108863715374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924560411840801,0.06406466938469743,0.0,0.0,0.05969181782372406,0.04986873419308079,0.058766749784199365,0.0,0.0,0.06635781614402236,0.0,0.05066822198619223,0.05925126663874568,0.0,0.0,0.1342900215424557,0.0,0.04836758304403365,0.06512911790749773,0.05128175062632193,0.0,0.0,0.07648411621486817,0.052373391222613225,0.0,0.11065086187923147,0.0,0.0,0.16374742032055764,0.0,0.058551429917462,0.04136339751789304,0.055592577206312666,0.0,0.05291907250349248,0.049249265058440565,0.0,0.0,0.04473299185037212,0.0,0.09075026013817918,0.0,0.09871682021740216,0.04856333379268312,0.0,0.0638343771477974,0.06378280091296631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373311649871376,0.11432749198327145,0.059421566798489124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161557913528064,0.0,0.05701932130486645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491259260710385,0.051463714955600814,0.0,0.06029339487205155,0.031820038034143024,0.0,0.06531313131688532,0.061307185496327375,0.0,0.0,0.24537667488620266,0.3111543551554577,0.0,0.0,0.05123921463472124,0.0486209778306722,0.0,0.0,0.09844812868193327,0.0,0.0,0.07729670020418172,0.0,0.05816780627484178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614221946951875,0.0,0.0,0.04621480967916504,0.0,0.04256277716226696,0.0429317281182054,0.08931129119751031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567291936613268,0.0,0.0,0.06075576075455811,0.0,0.0,0.044035160861973864,0.0,0.0,0.0642905166149179,0.0,0.0,0.16056082688163836,0.0,0.06049262957560396,0.0,0.0,0.06527296009880942,0.0,0.058904582748934474,0.0,0.05540197943159287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158322015202977,0.0,0.06590227996588073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049445836498839636,0.0,0.04604398755797283,0.0,0.05859736123488485,0.04613838643021469,0.15812852632082827,0.0,0.0,0.059432980499512726,0.04789504520503141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914769130952546,0.17179218797297596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046238596654758816,0.0,0.06632365460851268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456957130654536,0.060179725306069874,0.0,0.046537405947114405,0.05060669440717837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384658393927704,0.07419929321337268,0.05688594160350111,0.2298285841859212,0.06752330062267123,0.13309386155802982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861988772516415,0.06297800408351804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376809329186332,0.04777313176394992,0.1366024452470008,0.04595790937738404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224527177474507,0.0,0.0,0.05581302911393585,0.06278951234296037,0.08430301681535081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728536450069538 adhd,cisADMlN,2019/06/20,"Got fired today, accidently called a client a dumbfuck I feel pretty silly, a IT job of 3 years ended within 15 minutes of the mistake. I wasn't even mad or flustered with the client I just wasn't paying attention. I was typing to a not so bright client a paragraph of instructions while thinking outloud and muttered ""u dumbfuck"" under my breath. I look away for a couple minutes and then I hear the notification sound of my chat conversation ending I look back at my chat messages and my jaw dropped and the feeling of my heart sinking to the ground. Me: ""U dumbfuck"" *The user has left the conversation* I don't even remember typing that. Why did I do that?",2.96639194139194,5.55258832539683,4.204285714285717,82.18302197802201,78.44444444444444,6.099145299145299,27.152625152625152,7.321109707123232,1.6715855921855918,523,22,93,7,13,171,78,126,0.09300000000000001,0.836,0.071,-0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,13,0,7,3,3,0,0,14,14,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,8,15,2,13,9,0,14,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,1,7,64,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967511762926705,0.16102630035345614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138349229163023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317124074450581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709569723764304,0.0,0.0,0.2766317046457418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177183798542126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748736125223182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602459357877895,0.2481563836276457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781090212810271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275287269190789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517097312350726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304913939917167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23722503397488226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418391936085658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849981415640466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896339927790454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485563343883072 adhd,tinytheSTONEDgiant,2019/06/20,"How do you find a goal and not drift through life ? Every motivational speaker I have listened to and every self improvement material I have read emphasizes the importance to have a goal to work towards. The problem is I do not know what my goal is and how to find it. I am drifting through life aimlessly where ever it takes me.",6.032619047619049,6.7733522222222255,6.660436507936506,75.36303571428572,66.46031746031746,10.109523809523813,36.38492063492063,10.125756701596842,3.7342730158730166,262,13,49,6,4,86,40,63,0.043,0.868,0.08800000000000001,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,3,1,13,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,38,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713772847291066,0.460389201352464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994253404679125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015128362137306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859582931712642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614289246886695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732879617700176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28502181506491303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542294577803905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989030650182884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lolrus_bukkit,2019/06/20,"Opposite of drug tolerance? I read a lot of how adhd med like dexedrine I'm taking build up tolerance over time, but it seems to be the opposite for me. When I first used it a year ago I thought I got a bad batch or something cause absolutely nothing was happening even when I doubled or tripled up from the 5mg I'm prescribed. I kind of give up on the med soon afterwards only using it very sporadically and more of a moral support hoping I might get some placebo effect but over time it strangely slowly began to work. Now a single 5mg would boost me up for about 5 hours and it effect seem to be only getting stronger with more use. I'm currently in the mind set of minimizing the use as low as possible, and only when needed to lower any tolerance build up, but at this point with this reserve tolerance I'm getting I'm thinking of just using it everyday like some kind of daily medication. Is this a normal progression, did anybody else have a similar experience? TL:DR: ADHD Drug seems to be building up less tolerance over use.",5.463947963800905,6.0925412696078425,6.668235294117651,75.20436651583715,67.67647058823529,10.002413273001508,33.339366515837106,10.035473477838034,3.3712538461538464,825,36,154,19,13,279,117,204,0.062,0.7879999999999999,0.15,0.9482,2,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,9,8,0,0,12,0,9,3,0,10,0,35,36,14,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,9,6,32,26,9,30,1,1,0,0,1,14,0,10,17,97,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534644750275035,0.0,0.09347641197183144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171065127659841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804761643916982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832776139979494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445805745388933,0.0,0.08809121566956789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964973596723227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315182340721796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896970110307376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528220421152232,0.10115870907340603,0.0,0.0,0.08433921559356562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325043294446156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047371553825253,0.1038485079113122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962306639506504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303657450438478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965111330961305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342657379469246,0.1062313146926843,0.0,0.1118674008346876,0.10647597671144284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819096764221298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033201024130369,0.10118357972656196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406019036968249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996857735535983,0.1188807470536737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548005901752376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28799731636285103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118173379101883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966513789204562,0.0,0.0,0.07928642119426987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756907756831775,0.0,0.08371672968699577,0.12297926138789228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464575459929776,0.0,0.08700854970564673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676996418360779,0.0,0.0,0.0749097359169075,0.0,0.0,0.0679073230216817 adhd,Zedechariaz,2019/06/20,"One month on Ritalin : what I learned So It's been about one month that I'm using Ritalin, and here are my thoughts, maybe it will be useful to someone : \- Don't drink too much coffee, it will be B A D \- Generic brand of long-release Ritalin is SHIT. I never believed generic brands were less good, but me and my partner felt a world of difference between generic Ritalin and Quasym. I'm pretty sure this is linked to the long-release process. I used to study encapsulation of drugs at school and it is a complicated thing to achieve. \- I've been trying to get my driving license for TEN YEARS. Only now I am able to drive correctly. My driving teacher is impressed at the change. \- It doesn't really motivate me much to start tasks, but it definitely helps me keep going. \- Somehow taking a stimulant allows me to sleep better ? I used to wake up at 4am all the time, now I sleep full nights. \- People are way less annoying to talk to. I can do small talk now. \- The perspective of doing things scares me less than before, although it still does \- I still tend to burn out easily and get irritated after I've been too busy. I think the drug helped me achieve my tasks, but I might have overestimated myself yet again. Thank god I can take days off whenever I want, like today I really need one or I'm gonna break soon. &#x200B; So pretty much as people say, it definitely helps without being the magic pill. Any comments or advice welcome for what happens next.",2.9824581521022786,5.336038298932387,4.090241202056152,84.27432845657046,77.04270462633451,7.009938051930933,25.70989851061025,8.045849151850463,1.6902074864900487,1146,43,218,20,27,372,168,281,0.052000000000000005,0.769,0.179,0.9898,0,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,4,15,10,2,1,10,0,24,12,4,7,4,33,47,14,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,4,7,1,0,1,14,6,1,1,6,1,0,4,4,3,0,4,6,2,25,7,31,34,8,35,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,4,20,142,39,5,0.10367891141825157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013138323032876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233605720508393,0.12598122559553976,0.07050521506577499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822311730428023,0.11681062925566467,0.0,0.09169557177207532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967854094745266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686432072243302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832239550064604,0.0,0.0,0.09073011406196664,0.0,0.0,0.10156586221607193,0.2404692427386007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995480139860043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833590405355,0.0,0.05892311464044361,0.0869609518849948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168291896229673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084813665979928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215458022676716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050652279094856624,0.0,0.0,0.1835051480401561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415940191248436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998694077225284,0.0,0.0,0.16551103587907198,0.0,0.2286477880225749,0.07687659910591713,0.07996356808790196,0.0,0.11026369850491596,0.09729563496395482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076654082497406,0.07885248408425925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375580557005355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095745230767335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283873100957375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244963172658976,0.10380067726200393,0.10492859350817944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642491266484386,0.0,0.0,0.20750757417627608,0.0,0.08784680519390016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338446713426695,0.0,0.1655962251722507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771614702218533,0.0,0.155907276773593,0.16666636342125365,0.0,0.09545361193287306,0.0,0.0,0.1377593236465421,0.06643326006585748,0.0,0.08230947461930473,0.06045600701170203,0.0,0.0982754851675889,0.0,0.0,0.07039117519050743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581811638733369,0.0,0.0,0.06115250818245336,0.0822954940277142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994277081661264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598122559553976,0.06676581970671835 adhd,rtj777,2019/06/20,"Childhood Trauma, ADHD and Antisocial/Unemotional Behavior I'm curious if anyone here has suffered any major life altering events, mostly during ages 1-8, and how your ADHD comorbidity has affected that. There's a theory that childhood Conduct Disorder and ADHD can manifest into sociopathy as an adult. I didn't get the full package (I still fear consequences), but I have basically no moral compass, am ruthless and care for no one but myself. Also a ton of Machiavellianism. Anybody else have a relevant experience? Genuinely curious if there are others like me oit there (Not calling myself a Sociopath, but definitely have impaired empathy and morals)",6.977727272727273,10.106900409090915,8.223636363636363,55.69545454545457,67.63636363636364,11.672727272727276,38.27272727272727,11.20814326018867,6.057654545454548,535,30,66,20,10,182,85,110,0.126,0.74,0.134,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,9,1,0,2,0,15,12,13,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,7,2,4,11,4,7,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,6,53,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7515518507495769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669798294479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175365253726901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575360542139412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128515136170936,0.0,0.2125294238278903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890260948334044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413384699916346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039048240888617,0.0,0.2345650373350603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890690912857393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723492358817314,0.10183850321333893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125161742391684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646903170674382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zedoktar,2019/06/20,Resources/Doctors in the Kootenays? Hi all! I'm wondering if anyone has any suggestions for specific places where an adult can go get checked for adhd in the area around Nelson/Salmo/Trail/Castelgar in BC.,5.995315315315317,8.3390142972973,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,68.18918918918922,8.176576576576577,33.954954954954964,8.841846274778883,3.1741603603603608,167,8,27,3,3,50,33,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,0,14,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510488416179123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552231920190473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242498699744343,0.0,0.0,0.33410484472439944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841449689291928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960836174814975,0.0,0.2132969226206696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921183350909998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070069232207218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hex_Thief,2019/06/20,"Im procrastinating getting diagnosed I'm currently undiagnosed with adhd, but i know I have it... All though i do have anxiety which keeps some of my symptoms in check, ie talking over people, moving around ect. I need to call and get my appintment to get diagnosed but i keep forgetting to call, or procrastinate until it's too late to call them",4.058512820512823,6.525273646153848,5.699615384615388,73.49455128205129,74.07692307692308,9.871794871794874,29.294871794871803,10.125756701596842,3.5449487179487167,277,12,49,9,6,94,48,65,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.2617,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,13,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,10,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113307210306887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407600238845496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637996241236577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636558296662055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735136534470743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839829784662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875231940615115,0.0,0.0,0.3270965344112604,0.0,0.0,0.1011219669507161,0.0,0.20756079233428654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195563613537074,0.0,0.13643417984755454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756291029636066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124716906289724,0.0,0.14789278444942947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077974327426125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thetadelta987,2019/06/20,"Wow I just feel so lost for the future Before you start this isn't one of those super sad posts about finding my place in the world and all that. Just wanted to document some of my feelings and hear other stories etc about similar things. For me, my mind is just racing so quickly but not for every day-to-day things, it's about careers. If you asked me what I wanted to be one week ago and now they are completely different. Yesterday I wanted to be a sports analytics researcher, today I want to be a tech entrepreneur with my crazy idea I had in the shower, a week ago I wanted to be a quant financier, the other day I wanted to be an archaeologist. The list is legit never ending. That's why the college application process was so difficult for me, because I would just think ""how tf am i supposed to just pick one major and that's it, I wanna do everything"". Not sure if it is directly adhd or just because I am so young but it definitely feels like an outlier compared to others around me. Most others have a pretty definite overall area without much jumping around, but for me it's I want to do undergrad in this field, then masters in this field, then phd in another field, then work in a completely unrelated field. But then the next day I just want a bachelor's degree. Idk it just all feels like things are racing inside my head and all my ideas constantly changing. Doesn't really help when I tell my parents cause they are like ""just pick one and do that forever"" which just seems so dumb to me. I just know that I could never do one job for more than a year otherwise I'll get insanely bored. Even my jobs that I have now I kept flipping between them, getting bored. Then, in the summer when I was doing entrepreneurial stuff I stopped doing it because I got bored and I just hate doing the same thing for too long. I guess that's what I am trying to say. Thanks for reading all this if you did lol I have no idea what I am even saying tbh just putting words to text. TL;DR ADHD or my naivety is just causing me to flip flop non-stop about career choices and I have a fear of doing any task or job for too long (around a year)",4.219650349650351,5.224675102564107,5.170216783216784,83.46455594405596,70.7016317016317,8.144242424242425,26.88741258741259,8.447377352677275,1.7220439160839165,1685,54,341,26,30,552,206,429,0.114,0.8,0.085,-0.9297,6,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,3,4,36,16,2,1,21,1,36,1,1,5,7,81,62,31,0,14,27,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,32,12,0,2,11,2,0,2,8,9,0,5,7,7,49,7,44,48,11,48,0,2,0,0,13,13,1,10,35,254,81,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943620141549555,0.0,0.13972621925792336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053595650346645186,0.08264246845338287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048126107167486,0.0736796641320478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413130957384782,0.0,0.06706419295537386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192564757009467,0.08337387136066407,0.0,0.1652681942488413,0.08516902536880668,0.0,0.06292589391645367,0.0,0.0,0.20331186853410788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234297602734107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980506537884537,0.0,0.08789750496025814,0.1041106956688348,0.0,0.0664034851558258,0.0,0.07083218488965222,0.0,0.0,0.08868671458925831,0.15940120387838105,0.11260827225136345,0.0,0.0,0.07203379897873614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235324476671665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303408251067114,0.0,0.08682157947802548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781167720506185,0.08088503813972586,0.0,0.08882815750967077,0.0,0.05282679878149309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669113880700665,0.0,0.0,0.23462969599776795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331365072764504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551238459861495,0.0,0.0,0.1394943301994658,0.0,0.0,0.08603387249981488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795788229022304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057936739799835636,0.0,0.12157113290729428,0.0,0.08381868809965624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670291792431931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751268552132044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234297602734107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548121980093048,0.08018131595906268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922899255649052,0.0,0.0,0.07883448638391538,0.0,0.050489727412640656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535077381454676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717485394139425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557843591815702,0.0,0.0,0.13178265892409002,0.0,0.0,0.09022221051247076,0.0,0.0,0.07428046909915276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888617429310452,0.07256056739499274,0.0,0.0,0.20943984172695448,0.050500289582207314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747056588051713,0.0,0.0,0.05350896113826941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718883425357412,0.0,0.1264383235025184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111661687500383,0.0,0.0,0.07597307226656834,0.0,0.05737691799282025,0.0,0.0,0.05598660648438816,0.0,0.0,0.10150618006824448 adhd,Friendmomisloco,2019/06/20,"Is it time to break up or is it my ADHD talking? I've been in a long term relationship with my bf for about 2.5 years. We have a pleasant and comfortable relationship. Recently I have been thinking about breaking up - he is not attractive to me at all anymore and the sex is boring. I care about him a lot but I'm not sure if ifeel anything for him anymore and I'm kind of bored. He's a very supportive and sweet person. He has held my hand and helped me with my ADHD more than anyone and we rarely, if ever, fight. On paper, we are a perfect couple and he cooks and is a fantastic partner. I'm scared I won't find anyone better. But he is boring to me sometimes and I don't know what to do. I feel horrible about it. I know love goes steady after 2 years but I just feel bored. I also stopped birth control 6 months ago and my sex drive has gone down the drain. I'm just not attracted to him anymore. Idk what to do....",1.0491028088355598,3.0083951865284995,2.9228742841559843,92.19934824106902,81.59067357512953,5.928442868830108,21.55685846741205,7.0608816371341465,0.5102393782383419,713,22,159,9,19,238,107,193,0.154,0.6759999999999999,0.17,0.8063,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,3,0,0,3,8,18,1,1,8,0,17,5,1,1,4,40,31,17,0,2,11,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,15,1,3,6,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,4,22,12,23,26,4,22,0,0,0,3,20,6,0,4,12,101,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532178637884486,0.0,0.1302649554645341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751824982177625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372136240382187,0.2055058892945116,0.0,0.1209297862826407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996797412057315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982836314315234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648202694793728,0.0,0.16260068393268626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329273890657928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860769034250493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431236693787751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849948888837308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302892119756786,0.16152303592006376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004876828053158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493417361956365,0.13263080730417698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729647142214245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283136791454609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509834514730086,0.3155450227159459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712557515448665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534026074477147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228592764258238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676050705564158,0.13850145019990065,0.0,0.0,0.11811524367690455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416153973548916,0.0,0.0,0.08568946790866654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125160362226199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926580989866773 adhd,Billyionz,2019/06/20,"ADHD and Amazon Anyone on this subreddit work at Amazon? I worked there last year, 3rd shift, and quit after a week and I don't know if it was because it was 3rd shift, I'm just a bitch, or what, but I just got rehired for 1st shift and I'm scared I'm gonna do the same thing again, I don't know, I get depressed when I'm not working, and the environment isn't the best but I really need the cash before my shipout date. Does anyone have any tips on dealing with this kind of job? Or am I just gonna have to suck it up and chalk it down to me being a bitch about things?",2.092380952380953,2.7119628412698407,3.543015873015875,94.59642857142859,75.34920634920634,6.552380952380951,20.349206349206348,6.42735559955562,-0.10475555555555573,442,8,110,3,9,146,78,126,0.162,0.7879999999999999,0.05,-0.9527,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,7,7,3,1,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,20,22,12,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,2,12,16,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,3,7,67,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444444300504251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831736599735153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844407100015165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239893098853022,0.0,0.17307640568459093,0.0,0.2134532683623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969402960799705,0.17518608421808007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799464028274914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626686889508406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626756687258204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184076708507254,0.0,0.0,0.21180733625508227,0.22356404079914804,0.16579621892082286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508167684510264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633842058639915,0.0,0.0,0.13030173270540166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363651474897804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270256700452445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315331332745053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442277002601784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309814077139123 adhd,venus_in_faux_furs,2019/06/20,"Just got prescribed Vyvanse... I've struggled with ADHD since I was a child and am now 32. I took Adderall XR throughout middle school and high school and some college. I resumed taking it a few years ago and found that it made me very anxious, inclined to chain-smoke (I wasn't a smoker), not sleep, etc. Same dose. Not sure what changed. Anyway, I saw a new psych and brought up the ADD thing. I currently take a small amount of Lexapro for depression/anxiety. I think this will offset the anxiety from the Vyvanse if it's like Adderall. Anyway, looking for experiences on Vyvanse vs. Adderall? I was also prescribed 70 mg of Vyvanse which I later learned was the maximum dosage. I'm supposed to break the pill up and mix half with water for a few weeks. Why would I be prescribed the highest dose? I'm a 5'4"" 130 lbs woman for the record and I haven't been taking any stimulants for 5 years. Any/all advice appreciated. Also... thoughts on how Vyvanse mixes with benzos?",3.5131224165341837,5.826126302702705,3.96222575516693,86.03806041335457,75.16216216216216,6.082670906200319,28.72019077901431,7.048011613610866,1.60258346581876,766,33,141,8,17,240,119,185,0.053,0.912,0.035,-0.2721,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,14,0,10,5,1,3,1,27,24,11,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,8,11,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,12,2,12,2,17,9,6,18,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,2,9,84,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308063892555427,0.15699390537954525,0.14241431937182594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569575447587373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925348307490278,0.0,0.24580706167856786,0.1814986974287163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699556920137569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791770135895524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571551198063589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615406538348974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849350688311414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697448272102111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848976719853283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491291651330448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201922700406145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516525575285975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32519053531641684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289860721540353,0.0,0.16077481092733342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679554449215252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141900361375324,0.0,0.36238623642975815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673455800671346,0.10294366235809156,0.0,0.12754512958842926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849782162070174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256032323527134,0.0,0.0,0.1288707865979478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496956465393315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412739139093625,0.0,0.0,0.20691798036513886 adhd,Jacqueline_Tyler,2019/06/20,"Experiences with cognitive behavioral therapy? I am planning on starting CB therapy but before I do so, I wanted to read about some experiences with it. Is it worth it? How long does it take? (Sorry for my english btw, i am not native speaker)",2.3113333333333337,5.210926244444448,4.90388888888889,73.2625,86.55555555555556,8.333333333333334,29.722222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.5885555555555566,191,10,31,6,6,67,35,45,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.4386,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971191217281213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595536704351865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051445648487549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285017136177616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582730811373113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890373515924008,0.18275755936217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413667839143608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905557412348509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229494170547192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sparklepuff97,2019/06/20,"HELP: Can you pursue a career in medicine with ADHD? I'm a 22-year-old woman, who was diagnosed with ADHD/Inattentive Subtype at 15, in addition to GAD, depression and OCD. I was medicated only briefly in high school (and stopped due to a death in the family) and took AP courses sucessfully, as well as scored 2140 on my SATs. I go to a competitive university and have a 4.0 in my major (cognitive science), and am considering going into medicine. This would require taking more ""hard science"" classes than the psychology and neuroscience courses I'm used to, and of course two years of my time and energy. I started taking 10mg (now 20mg) Adderall IR as a study aid last year and have responded well to it, although I honestly believe sheer brain maturation has produced much of my success in recent years. I've simply become a more hardworking person, and I care deeply about applying myself to my studies to the best of my ability, no matter how long it takes. I consider myself to be ""high-functioning"" (a dubious term in my opinion lol). If I don't experience severe symptoms for a period of time, I forget often that ADHD can be quite a handicap when they occur. When my working memory slips up, I lose things, or struggle with recalling information I studied diligently, I get depressed. I can't help but feel inadequate. With the help of my medication/psychiatrist, these instances are fewer and further between, and most days I feel somewhat competent. &#x200B; That said, I am at a total loss for whether or not it is worth pursuing my dream of being a physician (specifically a dermatologist due to my own experience with alopecia, acne and a family history of skin cancers), and am simultaneously petrified by the idea of doing anything else. After all, we ADHDers don't fare well in unstimulating environments, and thrive when we can pursue our passions. &#x200B; But I want to be realistic. I never hear stories about doctors with any sort of learning disabilities, and I fear I lack the intellectual acuity and mental dexterity required to survive medical school, let alone residency and beyond. My IQ is not off the charts and I don't have many academic metrics to go off of since I haven't taken the MCAT or very many pre-med courses (as aforementioned due to my unconventional major). Truly, how do I know I have what it takes? Can ADHD be ""transcended"" enough to practice medicine with the kind of effective management I think I've achieved? Or would I simply crash and burn? After all, beyond the sheer mental stamina needed to succeed in medical school and certification exams, doctors are so numerously responsible for the wellbeing of their patients, and cannot be slow or imprecise of mind. Sometimes my ADHD makes me feel truly as dumb as a brick, and the idea of taking on such responsibility is terrifying. &#x200B; I plan on pursuing shadowing opportunities and talking to as many practicing physicians and med students as possible before making any sort of decision about post-bac studies, but wanted to inquire with this forum to hopefully gain some additional insight from like-minded brains. Please let me know your thoughts! (especially if there are any medical professionals out there!!)",9.185018925484435,9.314796113835376,9.510536127902382,59.68366306988307,59.84063047285464,12.621682390825374,41.361561493700925,12.014862896795327,5.477010349697758,2595,131,392,75,31,867,314,571,0.098,0.773,0.13,0.9585,0,1,0,0,0,0,96.0,3,2,2,17,19,19,1,2,27,1,38,15,3,7,4,98,70,51,1,9,13,0,5,0,0,2,11,2,0,2,12,39,0,3,15,1,1,4,10,7,3,1,7,7,50,12,83,53,16,51,0,4,0,1,18,23,1,16,24,279,62,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863766320892967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665947374946929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090049646301916,0.23439225351833284,0.13117729380660031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291288842757921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101358306581174,0.05471401308570479,0.07244335150390081,0.0674782034684095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435586848708951,0.0,0.0,0.06555747517614256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146776299409305,0.0,0.11076187613705203,0.06526248927206328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162622371139215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053713858280717584,0.0,0.0,0.06643841940770989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579420959919854,0.12123141403646512,0.07235464781919845,0.09753505377320712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03359375781063007,0.0,0.10962841137323892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575995901382589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247004337466986,0.0,0.12929550177677498,0.13587159233992094,0.0,0.06386376528217183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517228480188596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695788095246194,0.07067448509457147,0.05241255418792134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150088864156326,0.0,0.031413415733863435,0.0,0.0,0.05690290355834082,0.0,0.07193452828287833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584063414032195,0.19556835368366576,0.0,0.0,0.07142208534906097,0.2590993319370613,0.1295972478527353,0.0,0.12984803263091307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047267422447931993,0.047677155126568636,0.049591624558576436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747135410790546,0.0,0.0,0.04890255499753436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056143714440108836,0.0,0.07058138028512098,0.0,0.07248785876107308,0.061581005688999976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839027612160993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348785343803763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116340860791587,0.0,0.0,0.19522313245190426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263996621446893,0.0,0.053189088819044585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359370372861814,0.0,0.04551141262922656,0.0,0.0,0.05375713780407065,0.0,0.06721964409373986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683164700456316,0.24172555454275216,0.05168138390375652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042717632673749686,0.04120042877234635,0.0,0.051046503558309815,0.07498693902051097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143894648046446,0.0,0.0,0.06281112430739116,0.0,0.0,0.05553399575427362,0.0,0.0530536997653719,0.07585084805785007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343851975226135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681069440387598,0.0,0.0,0.09135283032032852,0.0,0.23439225351833284,0.16562669942899266 adhd,Ipsey,2019/06/20,"Managers with ADHD I can’t diagnose people because I’m obviously not a medical professional; but my new boss is all over the place in the same way I am when I’m off meds. So managers/bosses/supervisors with ADHD, how can your employees help you stay on track with work? I have a few ideas of what can work but I want to know if anyone has any ideas I haven’t thought of.",2.909134199134201,4.267672142857143,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,74.32467532467533,8.25021645021645,25.82034632034632,8.841846274778883,1.7874865800865805,293,10,63,6,6,100,57,77,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,2,17,13,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,10,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,41,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948050119961537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999117494204671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394139487598656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548973186367168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894254533811316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798294417582724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647794933565298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313471927618862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286629344458188,0.20738127871835735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881989893295987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271670618774682,0.0,0.2150788335944469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941829690544276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342904634883385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142096812453244,0.1634012872753906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29973559840835645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,purplelover27,2019/06/20,"I’m feeling so upset and can’t sleep. I’ve been having issues with my job, I work at a gas station that serves chicken, and I can’t sleep because I’m fixated on the issues. A bunch of people quit at one time last month so I had a bunch of overtime. They finally hired some new people, and so I get scheduled 38 hours. New employees have 40. I’ve been there for over two years... yeah I’m upset. I say something to the assistant manager, who sometimes wants to be my “friend” (invites me to lunch or to do my makeup) and she says I’m pouting, and mocks me which now has me wanting to quit. Then there’s this woman I work with, let’s call her Bertha, whose 30th anniversary is coming up and she is having a ceremony/dinner to celebrate. I’ve heard her basically invite everyone whose been working there a couple years with her to this ceremony, told them the dress code (all white) etc, and I wasn’t invited. This wasn’t done maliciously or anything, Bertha is a wonderful woman, she is one of my favorite people up there. She is my definition of a real lady, and super sweet all the time. Rationally I know that me and her aren’t close like that, and she should only invite those she is close with to celebrate this big event in her life with her, but you all know how rejection sensitivity is.... I know she isn’t trying to exclude me etc and has nothing to do with me at all but I still feel left out, hearing them make plans if that makes sense. Well the anniversary is this week I am obviously scheduled to work that day, all those invited were not so they could go. And today Bertha did the pity invite, that’s what I call it. She said she has to go buy her grandson an outfit for her anniversary and it’s too bad I can’t go. Acting like the reason I’m not invited is because I’ll be at work. If I was scheduled off that day it would be too late for me to get an outfit, gift etc me working had nothing to do with why I was not invited. She just realized, I guess, that I heard all the plans etc and felt bad so made it look like I would have been invited if I wasn’t working that day. I hate pity invites. It only makes it more obvious I wasn’t wanted there. Like at my last job my coworkers were talking the whole week about how everyone should get together for a dinner/night out, except no one asked me. Until they were asking who was going to make it and they noticed, remembered me standing there and said “oh you’re coming too right?” No. I’m not going where I’m not really wanted. And now I can’t sleep because I can’t stop thinking about all this stupid crap. I think maybe I’m just depressed and letting everything hit me harder then it should.",3.8232269676038553,4.76003332532348,4.990464539352079,84.64079749975681,71.56931608133087,8.208600058371436,26.251629535947075,8.532816995589336,1.6444573012939006,2083,65,436,34,38,689,222,541,0.102,0.8220000000000001,0.076,-0.9733,4,0,1,0,1,0,61.0,0,1,6,12,25,20,4,2,19,1,56,6,4,8,9,88,104,35,0,13,15,1,3,4,1,5,1,7,0,2,31,31,1,1,12,0,1,8,18,12,1,4,25,13,67,8,47,67,16,57,0,4,2,0,46,19,1,8,33,297,98,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828452002845961,0.0,0.13242721788545278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827503893305626,0.1295262984834205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464440777690146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202223967128033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056549532102756435,0.07836863944475778,0.0,0.1370325114308946,0.0,0.061003122112068785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248052938467522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159629506480557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535631389579114,0.0636546684365562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716244373731619,0.0,0.06800495000957622,0.07758742848565219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472070242891893,0.0,0.11101242673369224,0.0,0.20126285322453846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802383709356955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992691981331411,0.0,0.0,0.07982708599088148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975024886014995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784980540932324,0.14056957796210118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677386826935912,0.11546678531789938,0.07989585037027784,0.0,0.07695365543804131,0.14485064802840292,0.05002714795066028,0.13840982134314053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947677429166065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701814389744992,0.18911007538947788,0.0,0.07115516057489328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056533371537537236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681016069963242,0.0,0.06646626614574115,0.0,0.13592067923625387,0.08063691746080799,0.0,0.0,0.14398246131267672,0.10773412795628172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730740443629994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066629461430905,0.0,0.08061654054937234,0.04537353835563047,0.07282186960847331,0.0,0.0,0.08023309308223435,0.06048580239060121,0.13474523957980902,0.11264881858241806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263421001723945,0.0,0.0,0.05452602303788322,0.07004963457490362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056562469524488464,0.05921447624811445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056927995139781064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076606049392368,0.0,0.0,0.08259949284748974,0.0,0.06713563825520763,0.06767815694789557,0.0,0.04808682924220657,0.0,0.06918760894549969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671022090904845,0.0,0.11362616546087398,0.0,0.06368190673773018,0.0,0.0639102785627794,0.0790757264156938,0.0,0.0,0.07680877308785429,0.3609398873554452,0.0,0.0,0.1006268231935426,0.0,0.0,0.09122042820748004 adhd,candaceelise,2019/06/20,"Try Doing 1+ of These Each Week for Better Habits 1. Make your bed. Every. Single. Day. 2. Never leave a room empty handed. Grab something that is out of place and put it away. 3. Open your mail. Every day. 4. Clean as you go. When cooking put what you use in the dishwasher, throw trash away, clean counters. 5. Set a timer for a 5 minute quick clean. Different rooms on different days. 6. Make chores apart of your life. Fold clothes while watching TV. Clean the toilet before you shower. 7. Never go to bed with a dirty sink. Put those dishes in the dishwasher and tidy your counters. 8. Put things away immediately. Hang up your coat. Put your shoes by the door. Hang up your wet towel.",-0.3566541353383457,1.3128613233082689,0.8128759398496257,97.69495300751879,112.45864661654137,3.403759398496241,13.020676691729324,5.543175910156928,-0.960574436090226,528,11,109,5,28,164,92,133,0.021,0.86,0.11900000000000001,0.8895,4,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,10,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,0,2,5,2,3,2,12,7,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,11,0,6,6,2,1,0,2,0,10,2,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,18,7,2,34,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,0,9,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37427266780481455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299177414656345,0.0,0.0,0.11743912086189302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569094741735902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27746785698378185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237571874536523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093158040431334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406020328155268,0.0,0.0,0.09379123348323083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727242069025256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482670985608475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873392849189092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674369762981986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222575475823488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821763988665042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015351091715636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468514831646567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651354965363756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sourthobuns,2019/06/20,"help with night shift I have been working for a company for about 3 years now, and they drastically changed my scheduling to be more night time than very early time. I’m on a generic adderall (20mg/twice a day), and I have to take it at certain times to make sure I’m not awake for an entire 24 hours. How do I help when my meds “cut off”? I feel foggy and very irritable when I’m coming off of them, and it is hindering my ability to perform at work. Can anyone help me? 😅",3.054155844155844,3.8447970707070698,4.586320346320348,87.37090909090912,73.24242424242425,8.08138528138528,26.26406926406927,8.418075326091056,1.4930190476190477,366,12,83,6,7,123,69,99,0.055999999999999994,0.7909999999999999,0.154,0.8256,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,5,3,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,2,12,14,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,16,12,1,19,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,13,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577109083018328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053969928209788,0.17958339784573474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444961117683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541160256451873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419210699725396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053066182793478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915918113285836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315695593704329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912807353389529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648592598986914,0.0,0.15674781793465126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646916568450256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440286521345581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035456560516702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425154705054831 adhd,hot_n_stinky_dreams,2019/06/20,"Recently diagnosed. In denial. I've thought that I've had ADHD for over a decade now. I'm ~30 years old and just received a positive diagnosis two weeks ago. I received my first legal medication today. I have been seeking a Bachelor's degree for over a decade now and it **should** make sense why I've failed for so long. But now that I have meds--and even before I took my first dose, I feel like a fruad. I feel like everything I've researched and reasoned out has been a disasterous self-deception. My doctor gave me a prescription but was *very* skeptical about my diagnosis, and my psychologist played up my alcoholic and depressive tends more than I feel was warranted (she argued it was for 'insurance reasons'). I have very few friends (who don't care about my diagnosis , and wouldn't if I told them), a family who pities me as a failure, and a wife who's dealing with her own issues. I know I won't get it, but I really need some validation. Maybe I'm really good at manipulating people and diagnostics to get what I want. Maybe I just like drugs because I can't escape myself when I'm sober. I despise manipulation at it's heart but I know that's merely a projection of what I hate about myself. Until I received my meds I was excited. Now I am ashamed. I feel very isolated. Nobody close to me cares (and I understand. I'm not extremely compassionate myself--what else would I expect?) I am alone and it's my fault. I don't know what to do. But I'll figure it out. If you've read this far, thanks for letting me rant. I will find a solution. I've survived this long. ;)",1.3793977732793508,3.945409939102564,3.5723616734143064,84.07439271255062,85.82692307692308,7.386774628879893,22.6336032388664,8.371475516178862,1.764338461538462,1239,45,247,32,38,422,163,312,0.185,0.677,0.138,-0.9506,0,1,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,4,12,21,4,1,12,0,23,7,1,5,0,47,49,21,0,8,10,1,4,3,1,5,6,0,0,0,17,14,1,0,13,2,0,4,6,10,0,3,11,4,45,11,24,32,4,30,0,3,0,0,16,10,0,3,19,155,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809836061404307,0.0,0.10185994899673476,0.1228028396935003,0.0,0.11901113201139682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004749678810293,0.0,0.09777914710955997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343148911171408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846619582799794,0.0989710055079591,0.11663027768175915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761429262730047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325802907171455,0.0,0.09599177531403856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589635078629478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327285427896707,0.0,0.10832603567940972,0.0,0.2324058946603079,0.1641821116903063,0.0,0.0,0.10502479962577294,0.1954831764724501,0.0,0.0,0.08877845516730493,0.0,0.12007048292302078,0.0,0.0,0.09638026819913494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344890763597384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616779006427632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199352049443865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894530437055444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750229977995084,0.0,0.16841628816975118,0.0,0.0,0.2033818052891391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670269022706193,0.0,0.2308831923795663,0.0,0.12763806192169064,0.1157587894977576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520361241979653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057772930426455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966347421281615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494015661336295,0.0,0.14722737325676216,0.23629130472632695,0.11345883459990587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987521092991014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579282447176036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912249586415501,0.0,0.0,0.10892035347518657,0.10980053171300774,0.12766819436774887,0.0,0.0,0.11224945525653443,0.11962438455949025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844360277104267,0.06777634112686899,0.0,0.09217311719732124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368755422110856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816280997408674,0.0,0.0,0.07399766757818751 adhd,aagrab,2019/06/20,"Thanks I’ve only found this sub recently but I feel like it’s helped me deal with my ADHD so much better and I’ve taken steps to improve my life quality. Y’all are so caring and supportive I can’t say thank you enough. Knowing that people are struggling through the same things as me makes me feel like I’m not stupid or lazy, it rationalizes the things I’ve struggled with my whole life. Thank you",3.1831607142857163,5.203211137500002,3.4696428571428584,90.54250000000002,75.125,6.571428571428572,22.67857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.7647321428571425,321,9,66,4,7,99,57,80,0.065,0.5670000000000001,0.368,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,2,11,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,13,15,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,11,8,5,13,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821055423166648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532238694485666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663798877591955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861118829644046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901160394138635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519889417502735,0.2475369607428045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995760417904534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612455243921176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521262732691292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447405193292409,0.1692805453810633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564445495388732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735729088698766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176299022436716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010842159254301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710616022484712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777384625682304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622330697467833,0.0,0.0,0.19659989574482195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785107336334024,0.0,0.0,0.2301966846796933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934253214714636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noahm458,2019/06/20,"Feeling lonely Just posting this to see if it's part of my ADHD or something else. Does anyone else with ADHD feel lonely a lot? I have a small group of friends I spend time with maybe a couple hours a week but aside from that I'm by myself. Even when I spend time with friends I sometimes feel as if I'm spectating. I'm there but not really there. When I'm texting with others I have to maintain a balance between wanting to keep talking, and not wanting to seem too desperate for attention. Even though I am. I work 40 hours a week at a grocery store and getting to talk to customers is one of the best things about my job. However outside of work the only people I ever talk to are my parents (I'm 18 and live at home still). I wish that I could make friends that I could hang out with, or even just text with without feeling like I need to hold myself back. A relationship would be amazing too but I don't think that'll happen anytime soon as I don't talk to anyone outside of work. Is there anyone else who experiences this, or does this have nothing to do with ADHD and belongs in a depression subreddit? Any advice or suggestions are greatly appreciated! Thank you.",4.581602564102563,5.519645141025643,5.2923824786324785,83.16754807692311,69.81196581196582,7.73034188034188,30.43696581196581,7.865858978985527,1.9873940170940176,929,37,182,11,16,301,127,234,0.066,0.785,0.149,0.9740000000000001,3,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,18,11,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,1,1,45,37,18,0,9,14,1,4,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,2,7,0,3,1,5,3,0,1,0,5,20,8,34,32,3,19,0,3,1,0,13,5,0,8,13,127,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539323603313536,0.09592749053422492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675681096130204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059215909407213,0.2011670371440322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548423310672167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302003210075904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675645234574853,0.10861973068318732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455094718490402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181290964878498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601737093930276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945147969526157,0.08879751826088852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602599687665116,0.0,0.0,0.19854439614947456,0.07013040325793575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753034897896,0.0,0.051288117201526436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082292770838672,0.0,0.0,0.08680860392861123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846933493305438,0.0,0.1933491074989326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741543178924028,0.08725518935978321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047959354739077496,0.0,0.08668310974972311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345792873356814,0.0,0.0,0.06552712157508424,0.0,0.09862177566336264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278946087993325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419372135026492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652038486181107,0.07466029809186725,0.0,0.0,0.10900264790663827,0.10630511104377313,0.0,0.06805651984804897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940166877123194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288818526453982,0.0,0.0,0.1053944379471837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822625413257511,0.08936739551488433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557362204526975,0.09708950539258958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839615757086997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156111191531189,0.0,0.09037882830981543,0.0,0.0,0.06521768012656687,0.06290134112238542,0.09644841245536374,0.0,0.1144837364949602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158026799786953,0.0,0.15748702004228804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288701028806905,0.09462932142153033,0.0,0.21439986509438375,0.0,0.0,0.06973489977768417,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lapippin,2019/06/20,"Send help My meds ran out and I won't have any until next Wednesday. Been on a 2 day comedown and I've been incredibly unproductive. Give me strength. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow.",1.9258333333333368,4.7525599166666685,3.606888888888889,82.02700000000002,88.72222222222223,7.3244444444444445,26.644444444444442,8.238735603445708,2.457451111111112,151,7,28,4,5,50,32,36,0.047,0.653,0.3,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,3,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639619334319916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34329574613067515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503309203304278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962652271918847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37235819163748657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601752913379571,0.0,0.0,0.3855302042970055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311579662470731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128122865459964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wellshitbasically,2019/06/20,"Do any of you take Vyvanse 2x day? I have recently started in Vyvanse, and it only lasts 7 ish hours. Have any of you taken two a day? One morning and one mid afternoon?",0.4392857142857132,2.657239142857144,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,86.14285714285714,5.785714285714287,25.892857142857146,7.1686216300943375,1.394571428571429,130,6,27,2,4,45,27,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185651797710138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969504439826541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307470793418106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508597661528537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170827882155909,0.23406002056251002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038689549436823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782915384201773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139195189132086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30062995783520097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wardo9,2019/06/20,"Do you guys take your medication every single day? IE: is it okay to take medication breaks, for example during a day that you are not busy, or a day off without tasks to get done?",5.886666666666668,5.421545444444448,7.1633333333333375,75.765,66.77777777777779,10.533333333333337,29.11111111111111,10.125756701596842,2.554044444444444,140,4,29,3,2,48,29,36,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517017166858277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734655999773516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514994336739808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396148737663131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645963560951129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384053895554711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018423062262995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575969149529555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ContraryHook31,2019/06/20,"Anything that can help? I was diagnosed with ADHD a long time ago and I got better with coping with it over time. By the time I reached college I finally thought I had it figured out. Now it feels like I’m slipping away once again. Admittedly, I’m under a lot of stress with school, working seven days a week and trying to keep my life in order. My grandfather was also hospitalized for a stroke, giving me even more to think about. I’ve always been so bad at asking for help, and I can’t seem to express how I feel to my loved ones or even explain how ADHD affects me. I need to know if anyone has gotten people to understand what is happening and how they can help. I hope I don’t seem childish or weak for posting this, I just don’t know what else to turn to.",3.6463636363636382,4.522067452229301,4.8578922987840185,85.65518818760857,71.92993630573248,7.492530399536768,26.37463810075275,7.686295010490155,1.3402535031847131,598,19,125,7,11,198,103,157,0.078,0.7709999999999999,0.151,0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,1,5,0,11,5,0,4,0,33,34,12,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,12,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,3,17,4,24,27,2,18,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,7,11,85,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449894301882957,0.0,0.1272303509148934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114780587844284,0.11942814444895138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035924979507096,0.0,0.11811265040498488,0.0,0.13418082264872194,0.0,0.13485080573447825,0.0,0.11984124016389583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269402879392252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256473307635987,0.0,0.0,0.14567954630752228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990058289289182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959992497168196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514578017935487,0.1025375915168361,0.0,0.1572296865801229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768669316688684,0.0,0.0,0.11479375138072033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269227718118322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886146429371177,0.0,0.0,0.1425573013774004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757572391807434,0.0,0.0,0.15776025461079404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013792175653086,0.07012132395075171,0.0,0.0,0.127019199948113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202375300551944,0.12954108873917622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642539697064628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285436444389175,0.09725938727910116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950536868540028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746170380562994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452596413935285,0.0,0.2613279567928857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644126984783964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919679870960743,0.0,0.1139464884331831,0.2510798326269355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744719264387247,0.15611901450957855,0.0,0.14941939963046702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151308061847813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449127514380406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kri_night_owl,2019/06/20,"I'm (24F) starting the process to get evaluated tomorrow. What should I expect and or bring? I've suspected I had ADHD for the last 1.5 years, but have had 6 months of downfalls that more so put me in my place to seek an evaluation finally. My bf has been pressuring me because I think he's sick of my crap. Anyhow, I have some documentation from my childhood that I was super inattentive, impulsive, and just needed to ""apply myself"" in order to do better, so I'm bringing that with me, but is there anything else? Also, what should I expect? I'm a 24 y/o F, with a undergrad degree in Biology and a 3rd year pharmacy student. I got diagnosed with depression between my 1st and 2nd year of undergrad after failing 2 classes (was majorly suicidal at this point and almost dropped out) later diagnosed with GAD. I was on celexa for 3 years but stopped taking it because I honestly didn't think I needed it anymore. I was off for a year, and my anxiety was at an all time high and I had several OCD symptoms. I got to the breaking point for my anxiety and called my psychiatrist to be put on effexor because I knew it was helpful for anxiety in particular. Tomorrow I'm meeting with a case worker to be placed with someone for evaluation at a later date, I'm literally so anxious about all of this and feel like a ""fake"".",6.77033222591362,6.295409643410852,8.199468438538206,69.09976744186051,64.96899224806202,11.867552602436323,38.19601328903654,11.35114627814755,4.524280398671096,1040,51,191,29,14,363,145,258,0.153,0.773,0.075,-0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,7,9,1,1,12,0,20,5,1,0,2,38,38,17,1,6,5,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,10,16,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,14,1,26,4,38,20,5,41,0,2,0,0,5,16,1,4,19,129,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202746742780035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667068565026407,0.0,0.0,0.10116137222126796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903146473215544,0.14290810028949227,0.12545322458034106,0.0,0.0,0.10409807107686976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133823216296814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187827104977133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916983647012428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895358387496933,0.25678806993101844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567385760412668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396180125418859,0.09037106062027844,0.0,0.13857370089394608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660906159582736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234594769378586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478975371189501,0.1336533602402667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311373945578688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180112409298277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009704622369037,0.0,0.0,0.1875951221185508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643295001138205,0.0,0.2391652824766117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433328994600585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290810028949227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718236979610236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953679164898169,0.0,0.0,0.10575900349262504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383696036595171,0.0,0.0,0.1314811144658499,0.09511166260495298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162111171406238,0.0,0.0,0.07376270640259942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073067177428945 adhd,Ma503r,2019/06/20,My dumb aunt My aunt was talking to me about ADHD and I can’t remember how it came up but she said “I feel like everyone has ADHD though so like why do you get to take adderall?” Looking back on it I don’t know how I didn’t kill her on the spot bug for some reason I spared her. It was probably the most infuriating thing I have ever heard and I didn’t even know where to start so I just left. Was that the right thing to do or should I have tried to explain myself(anger and all)?,-0.11349358974359093,1.9866648942307703,1.7457692307692303,97.98256410256413,87.55769230769229,5.005128205128205,17.320512820512818,6.42735559955562,-0.4205487179487184,375,9,91,4,12,123,67,104,0.132,0.807,0.061,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,11,4,2,0,3,0,13,0,0,3,2,20,24,10,1,1,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,4,16,2,10,15,3,10,0,0,1,0,10,6,1,3,5,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624806290305339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795197976416094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006662405082736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708547696256406,0.17404652712399096,0.0,0.18385670455727005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972886498027455,0.1374582687884075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005266684979601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287397220503154,0.0,0.2114878178980584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090548284783612,0.0,0.0,0.18800433388059046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615765589979074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745131749962925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978302833545091,0.0,0.0,0.21796385652010566,0.16431771788052485,0.18302667227623026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136189309812921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466892823353994,0.15465246182029616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565828765085824,0.0,0.18904257194620344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063426008906964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362076235226334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alexfaith,2019/06/20,"Lost my phone in the airport right before my flight Long time lurker here just needing to vent about this. I was away all week on vacation and kept track of all my personal belongings the whole time (phone, wallet, etc.). I was actually really proud of myself because I tend to lose something at least once on trips (including my entire wallet on one occasion in the massive Detroit airport). Of course, this accomplishment didn't last until I got home. I walked from the bathroom to my gate and quickly realized my phone wasn't in my pocket. The worst part is that my flight was going to start boarding in the next ten minutes. I started running, retraced my steps in the area and then used my brother's phone to track mine down, which was a really good idea of his. Luckily for me, someone turned it in at a customer service desk. It's just so beyond frustrating that as soon as I am happy that I didn't lose something this time, it happens. I swear, trying to think of when I had my phone last (or whatever item it is) is always a blur. It's like my mind blacks out completely because it's preoccupied somewhere else. I hate myself for it every single time, and it still happens almost just as much on Ritalin compared to when I wasn't on it. The meds help in different aspects, but definitely not this one. The negative voice in my head tells me I'm just dumb or there is something physically wrong with the memory area of my brain. I have trouble remembering other things too that anyone else can recall easily. It freaking sucks. My friends on the trip were giving off judgey vibes when this happened, as they usually do, but they just expect it now, even when I check my stuff a million times. My one friend kept asking me if I had everything in a mean way after this fiasco, which pissed me off, but can I blame her? I'm seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow so I will bring this up with him. Whenever I feel like I make progress, it goes right away. I've tried so many solutions and yet I still end up here. Depression is definitely contributing to the self-blame when I should probably be more rational about why this happens. TLDR: I lost my phone in the airport right before my flight, and I am frustrated this keeps happening to me.",6.984283216783215,6.858312442890444,7.059571678321677,76.28628059440561,64.43123543123544,10.59988344988345,33.259615384615394,10.222266870305534,3.2397139860139865,1774,66,333,37,24,570,228,429,0.139,0.767,0.094,-0.9746,1,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,7,27,22,6,0,18,0,25,4,3,2,2,40,55,26,0,4,12,1,1,2,2,2,1,1,2,1,30,9,0,3,6,0,1,7,6,15,0,5,16,4,56,7,55,36,11,69,0,5,2,0,19,32,3,5,31,239,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.0861449010444993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839592833693866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345292449273129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172481730632156,0.09044946592810567,0.0,0.0,0.08252639174681307,0.0,0.16587691447609318,0.0,0.0,0.1076247840974151,0.0,0.15023320003468155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854550692133343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255598476551584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603221805284628,0.0,0.0,0.09222990871744516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748698478909306,0.0,0.07818656937743537,0.0,0.098451370719028,0.05830564075591627,0.0,0.0743765609395573,0.0,0.0793370152720818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044635132200809884,0.06306458165371602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640404736784326,0.0,0.0,0.08468263761030073,0.050169435964913266,0.07404194319435428,0.07060259364583514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903120498655847,0.09397172602893733,0.0,0.0871545362095155,0.09059691602301297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916971992649608,0.0,0.08854829182192135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965315863401614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784640007537363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391387678524814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625464855457929,0.0,0.0,0.0781217170036824,0.0,0.1975171216191719,0.19272794329492168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892509264357128,0.08949827762706458,0.0,0.09615873211520368,0.09805503042092714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913386333859769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489321228019454,0.06545573226363957,0.0,0.0,0.09388280974542924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940113416455261,0.17945484616671994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559459298943593,0.0,0.0,0.07707942998952352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517674467270516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310407214066065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999980029015394,0.2261623450033417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034475437227555,0.0,0.09209139717006214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479619322215117,0.20387814572284008,0.0,0.0,0.12496479003792768,0.0,0.1409950791893177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105520399321423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771573469100447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864682823055638,0.05656386644107946,0.0,0.0,0.25737300132350044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198675792264116,0.09601922760805637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624235019836942,0.09722383478211301,0.0,0.0,0.07006959056761136,0.07080989537682024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965559904584034,0.09855729781305372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651623839529384,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pierrlebe,2019/06/20,"Being messy and Fatalism I am a mess, my mind is a mess, my apple products are so messy and unorganised, I don't have the power to be organised all the time, I can't keep a schedule, my gmail mailboxes are a disaster. # Does anyone has the same fatalistic approach? I don't see how I would get organised ever. Every tech product has soooo many options nowadays that I get lost in it and I'm frustrated to not be able to use all the capabilities. &#x200B; First I learned I was bipolar, now I learned the pdocs don't really know. I suppose there's a comorbidity between bipolarity and adhd in me.",4.92378205128205,5.946813803418803,6.754775641025642,72.68293269230773,69.08547008547009,9.952564102564104,34.28311965811966,10.125756701596842,3.645086324786325,473,23,88,12,8,165,77,117,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,10,0,16,2,0,2,3,18,24,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,1,14,0,6,18,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,62,16,2,0.2348130374520589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821996399286329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441982797545504,0.285323542071972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418673546154106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548647145143245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240183567548535,0.19784011145662192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973184970242555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453602410359672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087126166947516,0.0,0.0,0.12904710449220574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563261684904933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380635646128268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709423015401435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042724452324815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711558950284696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369213704547219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280307223694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680444469077113,0.0,0.285323542071972,0.0 adhd,ItsNeverLupusDumbass,2019/06/20,"Watching some sports drives me nuts I don't know if this is something anyone else struggles with but some sports just drive me nuts trying to watch. I am not a big fan of sports anyways but I can usually sit through a basketball or soccer team and root for my school team for the sake of spending time with friends even if I'm not a big fan of the sports themselves. But it is painful and makes me feel bored out of my mind when I am dragged to a baseball game (or worse in all these aspects) a football game because they have long pauses while everyone tries to figure out where they want to stand and what they plan to do. Then 30 seconds of action that is interesting and the point of the game followed by another 5+ minutes of prep to try again. In football I oftentimes can't even tell what happened in those 30 seconds because a dozen people will be occupying a tiny part of my vision far away from where I am in the crowd. And the 5 minute setup time wouldn't suck so badly except I oftentimes am about to say something in a 5 minute conversation only to be interrupted by the players finally doing something and afterwards I will have forgotten what I was going to say. I end up spending hours bored with only short rapid periods of interesting stuff and yet I am the weirdo for not enjoying doing this torture for fun. I don't have the attention span to watch sports like this and yet they are some of the most popular. Sorry, but I just needed to vent to some people that might understand the pain.",6.976704545454545,6.481027063973067,6.786748737373737,79.4667897727273,64.55555555555556,9.98392255892256,33.71401515151516,9.354420925462401,2.822286363636364,1206,45,237,19,16,381,159,297,0.17,0.738,0.092,-0.9731,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,3,13,15,2,1,19,0,26,2,0,2,1,45,37,20,0,5,14,0,1,1,1,4,2,2,0,0,12,13,0,0,5,11,2,5,7,8,0,3,1,6,23,7,44,30,7,39,0,0,3,0,15,17,1,10,16,167,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573817799996533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718173505714964,0.14240683759764836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058123991451814,0.0,0.11604689826109045,0.16944826587063466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161043621159781,0.0,0.12309969963227728,0.0,0.0,0.1835969251770792,0.0,0.0,0.13280638526402566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027513050793112,0.0,0.0,0.15225157397598074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737967782261074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898853405613086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290421867563955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687249830864046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638267173898126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790118439459679,0.0,0.0,0.122997593761755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277374954529134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474414119133424,0.14033550635887654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030558194971809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114091273859768,0.2957802611721255,0.0,0.0,0.15050750758307996,0.0,0.1927097780442656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138600781594986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221053336480658,0.0,0.14066051722415102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209929620893477,0.0,0.1555826352033636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529758518517055,0.1591048866435278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147925538463453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208686176490142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830856331703553,0.0,0.0,0.1446885716756283,0.0,0.0,0.15307264347411426,0.0,0.08197711551167881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416378679157207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,suplea,2019/06/20,"Alway Feeling Guilty Just like the title says, I can’t go a day without feeling guilty. For instance, I drove by a man asking for money on the road today, I was overcome with a terrible guilt that I couldn’t help solve his problems. I don’t know why I feel this guilt, but I wish it could go away. The worst is with my parents, they have done so much for me, and I feel as if I treat them like scum. But I don’t! I always go everything they ask, I try my hardest to make their lives easier in small simple ways, but I still walk away feeling guilty that I can’t fully repay them for everything they’ve done. I understand this post was all over the place so if you’re reading this part, thanks for reading the entire thing.",4.7078448918717415,4.708124154362416,5.121700223713648,87.82976882923195,69.20134228187919,7.964504101416852,26.62266964951529,7.3871296695380915,1.1487264727815063,565,15,123,5,9,180,92,149,0.114,0.6940000000000001,0.192,0.9155,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,0,4,9,0,2,8,0,12,0,0,1,1,23,28,9,0,6,7,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,2,1,5,6,5,0,0,5,6,24,4,16,21,4,18,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,5,81,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375673875340988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669135289752297,0.0,0.2682462645051131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397834536175687,0.0,0.0,0.09206524105438817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921760977685189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256598189699125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609063840009141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339306947723655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956857462186751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845447929700644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948587929818232,0.0,0.12605538428865798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529014954961558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494143709436027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851266423210505,0.15458988104097274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914871407659264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136719941558869,0.0,0.0,0.13659736810073048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28558749844420234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352459933399606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400442136747135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142973258627028,0.0,0.0,0.0948401569175986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531515962377064,0.0,0.0,0.09692135419901897,0.0,0.0,0.14861311201354435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133123676946221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881428954987742,0.0,0.1641613401289596,0.13761083919585665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shrednivashtar,2019/06/20,"I've switched meds so many times I can't remember which one actually helped me focus the most. Is there anything out there to track how well meds are working comparatively? I switched from methylphenidate to Ritalin LA because I didn't want to have the option to take a dose too close to bedtime, I then switched to Strattera because I was a little uncomfortable with the stimulant effects. It didn't really work for me so I ended up just taking a break. I recently went back to my psych because I realized that I definitely needed something to help me get any of my work done... so now I'm on Vyvanse. After all those switches, I'm really confused as to which of the meds was actually most effective in helping me concentrate (except Strattera - that definitely did nothing for me.) Anyone else have a similar experience? Is there actually anything I can use to track comparatively how well each treatment works for you (not an online comparison chart - but some way to know how each one is working out specifically for you)?",6.444599018003273,7.924528893617027,7.05957446808511,70.2065384615385,65.91489361702128,10.252700490998363,36.270049099836335,10.389873798559362,4.115256464811783,824,41,139,21,13,271,112,188,0.026000000000000002,0.899,0.075,0.762,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,7,15,3,0,1,9,0,14,2,0,7,1,28,24,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,2,2,7,0,19,2,27,17,6,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,7,101,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.3552135397074345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251130293305267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483957679571884,0.1243210550572723,0.1996951411064007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329838161604713,0.0,0.22189230039130886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416684169202954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135901504808327,0.0,0.1074659390917529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186879661212504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339202418962464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398293344989885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666820111932621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160857632381622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230136649922214,0.0,0.0,0.4043242724713974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996764780269872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116423276738438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443816136567266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545937652055805,0.0,0.11980271940931585,0.0,0.13744780635266746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340886618954901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824561847138848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075085018904863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479364714260878,0.0,0.0,0.07156595612184348,0.09630930749464714,0.0,0.0,0.21818773399362534,0.11247786387354422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416631043051473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Megalumaniac,2019/06/20,"My professor thinks I have been skipping class. I’m going to summer school on Monday’s and Wednesday for a master of science program. I’m currently taking statistics which means I am sitting behind a computer, everyone is sitting behind a computer, while the professor lectures and displays his computer on the projector so we can all follow along. I’m not the most talkative but I do engage when he asks questions. Lately I’ve been sick with a cold and have been dozing off in class and coming in late no more than ten minutes. My desk is right in front of him so I don’t know how he could not see me! I have come to every lecture, followed every instruction, copy/pasted whatever he asks us to on our final report. Some lectures we have to submit an assignment and some we haven’t. Today I logged in to view my grades and I noticed a discrepancy. I emailed him about it and he replied something to the effect like “thank you for coming to class today, I explained at the start of the class how the grading for attendance is going to work. However, you have been missing lectures without emailing me why you will be absent. If you continue to miss class you will receive a grade lower than A even if you turn in all course work and assignments... I’ve also noticed you falling asleep in class and if you can give me a reasonable explanation I can be more understanding.” Omg. I am fuckin livid! I have never missed a lecture! I have notes for every time we meet. I am so drugged up with Nyquil for my cold and sore throat that I am struggling to stay awake in the mornings but I still manage to take notes and do my assignments. I know I am not the most talkative student but I am SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM! I’m so pissed. I don’t see him again till next week on Monday but I replied to his email and I explained that I take notes every time I’ve been in class, uploaded assignments, and do try to speak up when I catch myself dozing off. I apologized and also said that I have been sick. I am very upset, what’s worse is that he hasn’t responded and I will probably have to speak to him during class about it. I feel like he hates me because I dozed off. I feel like his email was a threat, like even if I submit all my assignments he will still give me a B. I feel fuckin defeated by life and this school. Im so done with this bullshit.",3.549354708027081,5.160384096359742,4.4677643382140175,85.51142022107763,73.13276231263383,7.6182417964002545,26.754383934255447,8.27314431278463,1.7346070837432728,1851,66,368,30,37,599,201,467,0.14400000000000002,0.804,0.052000000000000005,-0.9940000000000001,4,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,6,8,0,5,18,17,5,2,21,0,45,10,3,4,4,63,83,37,0,5,12,0,3,4,0,4,5,3,0,0,10,27,0,0,13,0,0,13,10,11,0,1,9,11,67,6,56,67,9,62,0,4,3,2,47,21,3,9,28,255,77,38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687998964505048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833958726213663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597928152965497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534793316780791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783143446786421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037687226850138,0.0,0.0,0.11374957113985787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295708395683263,0.0,0.33056950649034256,0.09372616029433742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878693069457424,0.1401464881606349,0.0,0.10744931728371776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881876317586583,0.1114900008706892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684042815110602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059505977965685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781190258111403,0.0,0.221292411506484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928162200844208,0.1916810635299248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684530253385878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565060274007003,0.0,0.10431644624807923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233449902423193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363496881068104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575418222611073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987968705240644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084958769063138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753121733967036,0.09330302784012777,0.0,0.0,0.19853819766610767,0.15632499300367564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551202641933481,0.0,0.0,0.06942635631720986,0.1045474996615932,0.15666452292361446,0.0,0.0,0.10254164159631196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212472456179016,0.0,0.0,0.09030516582877576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285007392923357,0.0,0.0,0.114390427517331,0.0,0.18594967346450167,0.0,0.0,0.06659451245209519,0.10669029423723177,0.0,0.10211183923625754,0.11798636780914433,0.0,0.0,0.08093189929885021,0.0,0.0,0.07867933080547586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850809896673872,0.0,0.0,0.09455219461290301,0.0,0.1428167468944919,0.0,0.09995884976181928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pugrulz,2019/06/20,"I'm not sure whether I am stupid or it is just the ADHD. All of the time I feel stupid especially when someone tells me something to do something,because I ask them to repeat it multiple times to be sure I do it right and then I mess it up because I forget or think they meant something else.I feel really stupid when I procrastinated for a week in school and then end up writing three pages in a hour so I don't fail the grade.I especially feel stupid with the fact mental math is hell, when I try to focus on the problem thousands of other thoughts pop into my head. ADHD isn't very fun in general.",5.507465437788022,5.099987258064517,6.25889400921659,81.74048387096776,67.54838709677419,9.02119815668203,30.617511520737327,8.418075326091056,2.0331995391705067,476,16,101,6,7,157,77,124,0.247,0.7290000000000001,0.024,-0.9799,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,5,11,5,0,7,0,8,1,1,0,4,23,16,11,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,3,13,3,15,13,2,19,1,1,0,0,5,8,1,2,11,64,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468549516274061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380058566227466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665780136484576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646609195081778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820047727791292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907971102420532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308372395876102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735337204248606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789059001228424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909859114611113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587659704341475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881506630301444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752078713438405,0.2862449242425654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504356102808536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249337693394206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912350590757445,0.0,0.1475916307033869,0.2168110221075268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622056429768694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533950715013164,0.0,0.0,0.14912564364782133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StopMeOhOhOhStopMe,2019/06/20,"Concerta is making things worse! What’s wrong? I’m a newly diagnosed mid-40s mom who found out that this thing that has always been wrong with me is actually ADHD, which of course my kids have too. Finally got an RX for Concerta and I was so hoping for the revelation that many medicated ADHDers feel, but instead I feel so much worse! My brain is struggling against itself in a battle to think. Usually I have one million thoughts a minute but now I just feel stoned and out of it. My brain is in a fog and I can’t collect my thoughts, my memory is shot, I’m crabby and agitated and have had two near-miss car accidents in two days. I made coffee without putting a cup underneath, left the stove on and I’m currently struggling to even remember my other side effects. Had anyone else experienced this? On Concerta, I hear everything going on around me at the same volume and my usual cognitive tricks aren’t working to tune extraneous noises out. It’s like Concerta is mixing all the audio channels down in my head into one stream and I’m so aggravated. I am taking 27mg extended release after experimenting with 18 mg and feeling nothing. I have a call in to my psychiatrist for professional advice but have been waiting two days so I am reaching out here! TL;DR Concerta is turning me into a zombie.",5.215702811244982,6.68961187550201,6.48612449799197,73.19898594377513,68.79919678714859,9.71004016064257,32.30722891566265,9.994966539143718,3.4512265060240974,1043,46,183,26,18,352,149,249,0.14300000000000002,0.818,0.039,-0.9803,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,2,2,12,0,22,6,3,3,1,39,43,16,0,1,5,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,14,18,0,1,10,1,0,3,3,6,0,6,10,7,22,2,32,33,3,31,0,0,0,0,5,20,0,1,9,133,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.11254792290296248,0.0,0.1386073015336808,0.11270162406228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959659130438217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064319414335107,0.11817181741995393,0.0,0.10267041323167292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574985165909318,0.11776741910913913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875989518747834,0.0,0.0,0.11706010118232085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634553869101682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617605547210403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365345098697036,0.11281735548306575,0.0,0.0,0.23326239193682674,0.0,0.0,0.1263411610376728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264561780656175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655461407767758,0.0,0.09224196870684127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183644603008725,0.0,0.129988155596717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145512362338776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530914303897925,0.0,0.0,0.056345653763814924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091304387302826,0.07698536655666696,0.11692909421435788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618540125854306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350760778726851,0.0,0.0,0.08478268782111831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066468343459156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630462895303826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594105856673866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064928599261014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114122604946764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671571737071314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324363072368788,0.07390043522152936,0.0,0.18312230925268635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544868581892216,0.33798940166748964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404499926780816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117645368105432,0.0,0.08396346330721538,0.0,0.235067424422105,0.0,0.2521960563211096,0.0,0.0 adhd,DisPinkyNukka,2019/06/20,Straterra side effects What did you experience and how long did they last?,3.9207692307692312,7.2373768461538495,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,88.23076923076924,5.676923076923077,29.57692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.177953846153846,61,3,10,1,2,18,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308327944422981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256769469369192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707133544216401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psychohouse,2019/05/19,"Hey guys, how do you keep motivated to go to the gym/cook/be healthy in general? So honestly I HATE working out. I also HATE cooking but I’m good at it usually. I’m Just praying that someone here has a pro tip that may apply for me. I want to be in shape and there’s so much cool fun stuff I would love to do regularly if I were in shape but that goal is SO far off that I lose my steam long before I ever get where I want to be and every failure makes it harder to start up again. I like lots of other things that aren’t working out or exercising, but I don’t know a lot of fun exercises or sports to get into that would still be fun for a fat dude. Cooking is another monster, it takes too long, and it feels like a waste of time when I could get more things I want to do done if I skip cooking. I know this comes off as me being a bit of a bitch, but seriously I cannot get things done without that short term dopamine boost. Any tips, tricks, or suggestions anyone here has for me would be awesome. And if a suggestion happens to also further my personal passion for music, that’s a bonus! Thanks in advance yall",3.26612341772152,3.786005662447258,4.775060654008438,87.2104390822785,72.54430379746836,7.950316455696202,27.04878691983123,8.07648339933343,1.4365445147679328,870,29,198,12,16,293,136,237,0.09699999999999999,0.647,0.256,0.9924,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,7,16,18,4,0,9,1,23,8,1,3,1,39,46,22,0,10,12,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,18,8,4,1,4,6,1,3,4,6,0,0,3,2,22,12,30,33,6,30,1,1,0,2,8,17,1,9,12,136,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811580790810014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848690128268437,0.1364434595064036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098379240088617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072358639671807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205868660919718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208792151577217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389121742336392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663183993664473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177021058877938,0.10963275187083443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579320570186084,0.09295863569032854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193189719125554,0.0,0.07395089602369281,0.10913951766145452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288404794593562,0.11506577764434375,0.0,0.0,0.2569355593206416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565773163964928,0.0,0.0,0.14302245467088368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714132467586106,0.0,0.0,0.2303063951275841,0.0,0.1455723773132888,0.0,0.2212488402235239,0.1174394941103759,0.0,0.08685693421625731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956540790558674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361684266706143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025129945267266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210047927567296,0.0,0.1039149856924208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489576818918532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783497430826132,0.0,0.0,0.11979815008436012,0.0,0.0,0.2593402983220929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587473805163332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433101560484956,0.0,0.2302466257147563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543222635257903,0.0,0.18945961642400935,0.0,0.0,0.2773031741808121,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tollthedead,2019/05/19,"I don't remember my childhood and it's making it difficult to reach out for a diagnosis I hope this abides by all the rules? Not a question about medical advice, I just want to check in whether anyone has had the same experience & how they coped with it. I did a search on the sub, and came up with a few threads related to this, but they were less detailed and received few comments; I hope that is enough to make a whole new post. I'm sorry for the length of this, if anyone stays reading or at least skims it I'll be thankful! &#x200B; So, for a few years already I have been sure I have ADHD. I won't get into detail here on legitimizing myself but let's just say I fill every diagnostic criteria 100%. At the moment. I am 22 years old. Last year I finished my BA by the skin of my teeth and dropped out of doing a MA / graduate course because I can't see myself writing a thesis again or fulfilling any long term goal like that. Now that other stuff in my life is settled, I want to pursue diagnosis. I am being treated for depression and anxiety; I also used to take venlafaxine (antidepressant apparently common in aiding ADHD treatment) but switched because, well, if you have ever taken it you know. My problem is that for ADHD diagnosis you need to have experienced your symptoms since childhood. Now again I'm not going to talk about this in detail because this reddit isn't here to diagnose me, let's just say looking back I can definitely see these symptoms in child-me. From what I remember. The thing is I barely remember anything. I have extremely weak memory for life events, and have always forgotten everything almost as soon as it was done. I have very vague memories of things that were sort of traumatic or very significant and that's it. My issues were never diagnosed because I was basically a child prodigy, and I know many people can relate to this. This is also why my mom never really believed that I had any problems as a child, even though I went through bullying and various other issues, she just thought I only went through what every child goes through. I should note that I don't have any siblings so she doesn't have any comparison either. Reading diagnostic criteria for ADHD, when reading up about childhood, while I can definitely see a lot of it in child-me I cannot be sure if this was something that affected my whole life or if I just perceived singular events as so traumatic that it changed my memories. It's probably partly irrational paranoia, and I want to say that I have confidence in what I know and remember, but I am drowning in what-ifs. I intend to reach out to a professional, but all of this isn't making it an easy decision. I guess I am just wondering if not remembering your childhood is something that many people can relate to, and if others have gotten successfully diagnosed in adulthood despite not having a lot of ""proof"" for their ADHD influencing their childhood. At this point I am frustrated and resigned because I am living life at maybe 15% of what I could be doing but I have so much anxiety about fixing it, too. &#x200B; TLDR: The memories of my childhood are so vague that I'm afraid to go to a professional in fear that I would be lying to them or unable to answer them and therefore receive diagnosis. Have others with a similar experience managed to get diagnosed as an adult?",6.531040086673889,7.072210807511738,7.253521126760567,72.2412351029253,65.33802816901408,10.434910316600458,34.537980016853254,10.332018105238266,3.6861821837004936,2682,116,471,62,39,891,281,639,0.10800000000000001,0.812,0.08,-0.9704,1,1,2,0,0,0,70.0,0,5,6,2,32,18,1,2,25,0,63,14,2,9,8,100,97,48,1,17,29,2,1,1,0,3,12,3,0,4,48,22,0,0,14,3,1,8,14,9,1,0,17,9,68,9,77,69,18,64,0,2,4,0,28,23,0,20,31,365,116,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608664813435265,0.05868412135153429,0.0,0.0,0.060135454985055924,0.0,0.06627113608047877,0.09605040209910423,0.04996977934907368,0.19520561003284026,0.14594448483070105,0.1633552498320292,0.0,0.09188236576277044,0.0,0.0,0.08398237435635376,0.0,0.04941936514465535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617785653615032,0.0,0.18304195343412494,0.0,0.0,0.06766034791644207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868583313324253,0.0,0.0,0.06352922064335609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047948271245623036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051724464148426866,0.24381438121636884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145614214186147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062051885767627636,0.0,0.039665132784029694,0.05432232520955905,0.10119625228156556,0.0,0.053972706665373515,0.11748876619681667,0.0,0.06757750080840748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627515236140209,0.0,0.0682601996461633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615630519787133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929444147854115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536164862508675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901240385164854,0.0489520649987208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281866716686048,0.16967180242796395,0.029339374748317493,0.0,0.053028825244482006,0.05314594331000516,0.05043027591049221,0.0,0.0,0.1021116093055938,0.0,0.0,0.120259631506477,0.12177075905504925,0.060332363733289714,0.0,0.0,0.06049813606026811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033457602340727,0.0,0.0,0.0441466357029094,0.044529316169974735,0.09263476914632199,0.05800057445624296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301662193373991,0.0,0.0,0.0456738101764653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503268251925523,0.0,0.08326783171923151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056770487206763164,0.0,0.05751517818357399,0.0,0.06474842170414655,0.11492722826154712,0.0,0.0,0.06727427856023159,0.0,0.1802109005394824,0.0,0.0384721613698976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401476517075174,0.0,0.0,0.14327216976103366,0.0,0.0,0.1435659047732773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049677329667185716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246508133134768,0.0,0.06722559082379559,0.0,0.06400962547022201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874751795779417,0.0,0.0,0.11320046038112826,0.12483830177056625,0.045153170804851116,0.04826916953922385,0.0,0.05528969952831618,0.0,0.0,0.07979448296831065,0.0,0.059002797938032474,0.04767620656654965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051867416345612406,0.0,0.09910175909479382,0.10626430161244632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053995801983838514,0.11134140960386853,0.0541894381432398,0.1340964014427115,0.0,0.0,0.06512605408242507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266067316261799,0.0,0.14594448483070105,0.1160185152430537 adhd,not-a-bank,2019/05/19,"Getting your mind right to study. let’s say you need to sit down and study for a test. what steps do you take to help put yourself in the best environment to focus on the task at hand? some examples of what I’m thinking of: Most importantly for me, even after my medication, i will sit down in front of my study material for an hour thinking of, and trying to complete, the million irrelevant tasks that cross my mind until i can begin studying. have you come across a way of “tricking” your mind into focusing on the immediate task at hand? what environment do you try to surround yourself in? whether that be a library, a small quiet room, a desk at home, around others doing the same thing, etc. how do you feel about background noise? currently, i’m studying for a financial exam, and often times listen to either stock market news, financial podcasts, or music that have no words or that i don’t know the words to. at home, it can get quite loud and distracting so i try my best to drown that out. how do you personally get comfortable and relaxed? hot cup of coffee? nice smelling candle? i find that being uncomfortable while trying to study is one of the most distracting things. maybe this is just a me thing, maybe it’s not, but once i get started, i hate when the environment around me changes. for example, if i’m studying at the library with a friend, and they leave (or vise versa, a friend joins) i have to restart the “getting my mind right” process, i’m struggling to jump start that process. i’m on a strict deadline for this test and already very behind schedule. i just want to see what works for others who may deal with the same thing. thank you for reading, thank you for your input, stay golden and keep kicking ass out there.",4.946506986027945,6.314346020958087,5.064446107784431,83.54012225548904,69.32934131736529,7.842115768463074,28.88672654690619,8.212053250817874,1.8899804391217565,1377,50,266,19,24,431,177,334,0.07,0.821,0.11,0.8944,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,11,1,4,12,14,2,3,22,0,18,4,3,2,0,50,45,20,1,3,10,0,4,0,2,2,1,4,3,1,22,16,0,1,5,2,0,6,3,5,0,2,0,10,29,9,54,40,9,45,0,0,1,1,20,24,1,9,11,182,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145100221732244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847501589792845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779518922268987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977226127048788,0.0893865174040535,0.10879825479319716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697974129823824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572819784009375,0.06853745843571055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052467968421649455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484161971553008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034103400171668,0.0,0.27107119273309865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244892819117477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695531713147902,0.0,0.2081745365153986,0.0,0.1021900901093244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223332632380143,0.0,0.0,0.05702790702480145,0.0,0.0,0.10987480501077204,0.0,0.10610930438467188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084968122614425,0.0,0.0,0.10453484445003647,0.0,0.0,0.41910239726941423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694229016671914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050900628104028,0.07031554695097765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060578291679576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431500335981693,0.0,0.11036951462312786,0.1037955860178849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723376468586952,0.0,0.08252008494426387,0.0,0.0,0.08268926670651315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468943483359746,0.11060235368522688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848032662674426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802024977776023,0.0,0.0,0.19107035410558973,0.0,0.0,0.27575407800180324,0.13298005458503406,0.0,0.0,0.06050766667509296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28180529782397795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561905908455646,0.061204763006156924,0.08236581553471088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554397954674817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheRedditUser0,2019/05/19,"My best strategies for managing my ADHD, and depression. I went from nearly failing half way through high school as a depressed unmotivated kid to finishing my freshman year in college with a 3.9, as a very happy person. I’m still doing my best to make my life everything I want it to be. Here’s some strategies I have been using: 1. Exercising EVERYDAY (get your heart rate up, and get some fresh air). 2. Eating healthy, and making sure not to forget to eat. 3. Staying hydrated. 4. Waking up at the same time everyday. 5. Do one thing everyday that makes me happy. 6. Not feeling bad for myself and taking personal accountability. 7. Figuring out my meds situation. 8. Seeing people that make me happy everyday. 9. Stop putting off my to do’s (especially if they only take 5 minutes or less to complete). Every time I feel depressed/anxious I go through this list. I almost always feel worlds better afterwords, and can focus much better as well. Don’t forget that ADHD doesn’t have to control your life. You are in control, and the rest of your life is in your hands! Be free to add more tips on how you all manage your ADHD, and use it as a tool for success :)",1.819826254826257,4.5430731126126185,3.7138545688545688,82.5577702702703,85.8918918918919,6.234491634491635,24.14478764478765,7.5804360353943165,1.6347111969111974,909,36,163,17,28,305,146,222,0.065,0.723,0.212,0.9883,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,7,1,8,4,15,0,0,6,0,13,9,3,9,2,37,31,14,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,10,2,3,4,1,2,3,4,4,1,2,2,5,24,12,31,27,10,28,0,3,1,0,11,13,0,5,10,108,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796058746943268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543037000256708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760775697180123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791078762816729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098578022102336,0.18623673585523515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039209501352742,0.0,0.2361780984763361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136819268128426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154710965572796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870938386988123,0.0,0.09462574840723237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597097940452895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001690025451953,0.0,0.05983739631580505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362419751025099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247663689916552,0.0,0.11124218006621588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310333704253327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811212885809448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695084075010853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773985353180237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134563467672303,0.08007600021532076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299319768721879,0.1838662249782956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105843166180579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655672010758584,0.08390062326105502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834772694554535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222262305537244,0.08408285113998397,0.08802518761219792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923236155284064,0.0,0.15832641512158122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994843446019622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278814768380575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818694444983927,0.0,0.08687333563756908,0.06210138228686522,0.08357243369075627,0.0,0.0,0.09466623946149802,0.09760270387960313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780179287057486 adhd,anadhd,2019/05/19,"I don't understand ""Adderall makes me feel like a zombie"" Adderall for me completely throws away the dance of starting to do something, needing some music to be on, instantly distracting yourself, berating yourself that you got distracted, listing every single issue you have and how to solve it, realizing you have distracted yourself again, putting on some music, etc. It really makes me feel functional.",18.518507462686568,12.276453761194036,15.61529850746269,42.77578358208956,48.70149253731344,19.370149253731345,61.858208955223894,15.903189008614273,9.242468656716419,330,19,42,10,2,103,49,67,0.1,0.8390000000000001,0.061,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,11,13,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,8,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569779942530815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677711297299285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305043481894386,0.0,0.0,0.2304496621492701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765965784307711,0.1954004238982553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875633461685776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854804295691237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336264702690429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365149114728785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280920756940016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495988387092085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522183657902438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056656025289916,0.0,0.0,0.19359656645188192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847405872764443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Luzak30,2019/05/19,"Comedown and Reduced Effectivness prevention Hello everyone! Small Story cause I'd like to share: >Could unpopular opinion over here but I like myself with my ADD and actually love to have this mental illness for my own reasons. > >Although sometimes it can be problematic - especially with getting things done and it could be fine but abstract/discrete math with various IT math is tough stuff, people. So I finally went to psychiatrist and I've got pills. Obviously they work insanely well as I just felt like my weekend passed in few minutes and I had full on focus on the tasks I planned to do in that time and that's alright. > >I determined that I won't use pills everyday as I still would like to be my real self most of the week. /Story End. My questions to daily and periodic users (specifically: methylophenidate): * How quickly does the tolerance build up (week, month...)? * Did you find an optimal cycle (pattern of medicine usage) to go with? * Are there good practices to keep in mind while on stimulant (besides like, drinking water)? * General advices for noob add person introduced to meds. &#x200B; I have 20mg and 30mg CR on my disposal. So far used the latter twice.",3.594263120057512,6.706622028037387,4.3826168224299105,78.3013299784328,81.05607476635514,7.591373112868439,30.193386053199138,8.502166056373571,3.045670596693027,950,47,156,23,26,304,152,214,0.05,0.765,0.184,0.9855,0,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,2,9,12,0,0,5,1,15,6,0,6,1,36,24,16,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,14,2,2,4,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,6,1,17,11,28,12,5,27,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,3,17,100,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.14028354170171334,0.0,0.0,0.14047512003063028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575781471193886,0.17467731093383082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767535105858445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955235601611396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580042994616794,0.14711064501218366,0.0,0.1408245681903219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732371542347634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736347411317035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802675207895615,0.15747590071788642,0.13138890239933773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751057322557497,0.0,0.08169892909505815,0.1205743566925176,0.11497351288207293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777550137452842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511556528813725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974394386254764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967871321845634,0.0,0.14487060740834418,0.0,0.14515094779940454,0.0,0.1147433775967832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966118931372184,0.12552078300831793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610378095143025,0.0,0.0,0.16362396052499756,0.0,0.1478034487336498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149967173896944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421767612994375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480243654220328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645643764363281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550402489294883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382433719532577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831526378942995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23062219099553805,0.0,0.12925245518107342,0.13326175393162018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465490346217657,0.0,0.0,0.10211898968731123,0.0,0.17467731093383082,0.0 adhd,jamesl17,2019/05/19,"Experiences with Adderall vs Vyvance? I've been taking vyvance for a few years now, I was on 60 for a while then went down to 30 because it was making me depressed but it kept getting worse so I've switched to Adderall now. Curious if anyone has had similar experiences and knows if this might help?",2.8929885057471267,5.468860827586205,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,78.65517241379311,6.625287356321839,30.356321839080447,7.793537801064563,2.2785080459770115,240,12,44,4,6,78,45,58,0.10099999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.11,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,2,0,7,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117604421523259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461514234958395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608450995130581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924927288242801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822713382515655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299462356417305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643897467678173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215537633987427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212770235062353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277062416369125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28074588636341197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30863101505347273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502609743228572 adhd,letitbreakthrough,2019/05/19,"Realized today how big of an effect physical health has on stimulant meds working. I stopped taking Adderall for a couple months, not because of tolerance but because it was just starting to wreck me. I felt like I'd only get a good 4 hours out of a XR dose and then just be an anxious mess, fast heartbeat, forgetting to eat, etc. In that couple month period I started weightlifting 3-4 days a week and getting very serious about my diet, as well as supplementing with vitamins I am deficient in. Today I took Adderall for the first time in a couple months and of course there was a tolerance break, but still, it was night and day. Felt like the first time. It was actually the first time I've EVER taken xr Adderall and noticed the second dose nicely kicking in 4 hours later. My heart beat is only slightly higher whereas before I'd get palpitations sometimes, and I've felt very relaxed all day and just full of good clean focus, and since I've had a good diet going I didn't forget to eat because it's habit to eat enough now. I don't think there is any doubt that my physical health played a big part in how great my meds are working today. This is probably more of a rant than a reminder, but seriously having a good diet and exercise regimen even if it's twice a week is so important! Not to mention that exercising helped me get through life without taking Adderall for two months!",5.874509803921567,6.50901396296296,6.5122657952069725,76.66107843137257,66.77777777777777,9.315904139433552,32.54901960784313,9.325443323948027,2.9411960784313727,1110,45,201,20,17,364,149,270,0.08800000000000001,0.737,0.175,0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,14,15,0,1,18,0,16,15,1,4,2,36,31,19,0,1,10,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,1,0,9,11,6,1,6,5,0,2,5,4,1,6,11,4,13,11,28,19,6,44,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,33,125,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.08548739250975072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059572696576868575,0.0,0.0,0.09896587757852053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020499269875932,0.0,0.07454326596025962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907914637504949,0.0,0.16948907480814918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689176488754585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051678881844166,0.09769993197197996,0.057860617824133036,0.07924146669021298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233638220175464,0.0,0.0,0.2235438973232388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307473949386613,0.0,0.04978651333187882,0.29390724620001657,0.0,0.09658205345052484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862346987834124,0.0,0.10380937132340497,0.05871810183443678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254161108923055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061876228735133335,0.08559630236230635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946132335521349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796938839587606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220900162568329,0.0,0.0,0.09973601441805097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325128089607652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486495884969848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445029979700016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246568420801551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664110166831995,0.0,0.12401098528573976,0.0,0.06995946092255823,0.07323960343238177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173233901484352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056132137754965165,0.0,0.0,0.15324514755102572,0.0,0.2491107496107161,0.0,0.09732958865715816,0.0,0.0,0.08557490267026492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456245589556865,0.0,0.0,0.14053886524347328,0.0,0.07876515829923927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444567334990989,0.0,0.12755131074983242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,qvackikus,2019/05/19,"Getting a diagnosis Should I go to a psychiatrist and check if I get a diagnosis? Is it worth it? I feel like it is stigma around the word adhd and that it would only be a minus for me. Like. I cant become a cop or soldier if I have a diagnosis. Would somebody hire a guy with adhd or no adhd? Probably none adhd",-0.3005597014925385,1.8162982537313432,3.879235074626866,82.16721082089555,88.8507462686567,6.335074626865673,20.315298507462693,7.645422480735847,1.0288820895522388,241,8,51,5,8,92,43,67,0.037000000000000005,0.838,0.125,0.6416,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,4,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8368679977101466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497304650358731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226381118454336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802288404058964,0.12436675067969488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190502801968225,0.0,0.0989368290532636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723720627715838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009881125755433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239990427992102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769366520514807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733075788619197,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bradthedolphin,2019/05/19,"REMINDER: You aren’t alone, I just took out a fork to butter my bread. I just got diagnosed a couple of days ago and reading posts in this community has made me felt normal for the first time in my life. Thanks guys.",2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818183,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,77.86363636363637,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.2730636363636365,169,4,37,2,4,54,39,44,0.048,0.883,0.069,0.2263,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,6,1,6,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328837157759531,0.0,0.0,0.27209668681853577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906925452583827,0.0,0.16943141973295106,0.0,0.0,0.2666533088425164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522505449694284,0.0,0.0,0.223467854426522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011963872744213,0.0,0.0,0.26013219179035124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855655409208192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485901881935177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574079263071293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25161128715712144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627891632347865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187549972370906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319301817032194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918894401932309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hoodrat31399,2019/05/19,I’m more focused and productive when I organize my life but I can’t keep my life organized to save my life. Title says it all. sometimes I hate having ADHD.,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,87.75,6.95,23.625,8.07648339933343,1.850725,124,5,24,3,4,43,25,32,0.14300000000000002,0.68,0.177,0.0507,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938796430473076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235752766729105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913102617139705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6944771033462313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26063190497304195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241431189722593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,umebana,2019/05/19,"I feel like having adhd is very different person to person. So I have adhd, I was diagnosed at 5 years old and I’m turning 23 in October. I’ve met other with adhd and of course there are similarities, like the fidgeting, distractibility, and hyperactivity. However I feel like sometimes we get generalized. Like EVERYONE WITH ADHD ACTS LIKE THIS kind of stuff. A good friend of mine also has adhd and certain things that distract me don’t distract her and things she needs to help her focus, I find distracting. Some of the things we do are similar and yet it’s very different An example: she find it’s really distracting if she’s trying to read and there’s any noise. While I need to read out loud to be able to pay attention to whatever it is I’m reading. She doesn’t take medicine because she finds it doesn’t help. While I need my medicine or I’m so scattered. I also find myself distracted by movements while she is more likely to be distracted by sounds. What’s do you think? Do you think people with adhd get over generalized?",2.591304545454548,5.257779085000006,4.2394545454545485,80.8597272727273,80.65,7.836363636363638,24.59090909090909,8.710501217029153,2.185550000000001,827,31,153,21,22,276,110,200,0.085,0.782,0.133,0.8977,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,2,0,0,7,17,0,7,4,0,17,1,0,0,1,31,32,16,0,4,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,0,2,12,13,0,0,9,3,1,2,3,7,0,0,2,4,24,10,21,28,2,12,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,3,12,99,36,4,0.08935718886584539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6443398576995488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291782330430686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076595261734615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054471312949177966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069566574478424,0.0,0.1867184873132855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538462327951757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036335914737098,0.12767358716034102,0.0,0.0,0.3266834071256537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903714245766128,0.0,0.09337088620088467,0.0,0.0,0.07494857049756064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978848025614908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305176154908182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26193245324339903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987716699095864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376533821761628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194902364022936,0.15604650130041672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26814411057058923,0.0,0.05724450330905052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837654464572409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229260273126248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718548538775021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780948372151047,0.11451295708017298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066766567998225,0.09719496192331792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745807811238532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754309993908715 adhd,Warm_Mango_,2019/05/19,I hope I don't fail I have an exam tomorrow and have only managed to concentrate enough to revise the very bare minimum. Looks like I'll be doing the majority of my revision on the way to college,7.056750000000001,5.798247175,9.025000000000002,65.98000000000003,64.75,13.0,37.5,12.161744961471696,4.7867500000000005,157,7,29,5,2,57,32,40,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,6,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,20,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467390251810665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492777161605324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209914748269841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37985339309354266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440265090326647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37322956075542985,0.0,0.3590480610505549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,casscass04,2019/05/19,"Antidepressants worsening my ADD symptoms Does anyone know if Lexapro or SSRIs (antidepressants) in general worsen ADD symptoms? Ever since I started taking Lexapro I’ve been spending money like crazy, smoking cigarettes, buying drugs and I don’t think about the consequences of my actions. I was the same way when I was on Prozac 4 years ago, i shoplifted over $800 worth of stuff and got tattoos I regret now. I cant stop taking Lexapro because for the first time in so long, I’m not depressed or suicidal but now I feel like I can’t stop myself from doing stupid things. How do you control your impulsive behaviours?",5.602543859649121,7.703755921052632,5.4973684210526335,78.2099122807018,68.73684210526315,8.224561403508767,32.8421052631579,8.841846274778883,3.0064631578947374,501,23,83,9,9,156,84,114,0.109,0.7609999999999999,0.13,0.0982,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,7,5,1,0,3,0,8,4,0,2,1,20,16,9,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,4,1,4,3,0,1,4,1,14,2,9,12,1,18,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,3,14,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367336764072813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369934827694225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194324637093908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197436075869876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874765788374105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145299409844922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272077583191467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722300850922956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906424159535428,0.13996698665407592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665147543008038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669702427951432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767381564656224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143555584625727,0.0,0.0,0.17338514003451902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206901645613342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867486821295186,0.0,0.0,0.3275997632162129,0.0,0.0,0.22428424985531775,0.214307283059546,0.0,0.0,0.4072767380927511,0.29461849222752673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016212284294892,0.1255391494188243,0.0,0.0,0.11424391471958074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551406495781506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616758846281098 adhd,Handsome__Luke,2019/05/19,"Careers for those with ADHD? TL;DR What jobs or careers allow you to switch paths or environments relatively easily when you get bored of the one you're in? There's a post in r/MenOver30 where a guy describes following several career paths for 2-6 years each before getting bored or fed up and switching to a different one. Because of this, despite almost finishing med school and studying economics for two years his resume is essentially blank because he didnt stick with anything long enough to see the fruits of his labor. After asking if the man had been tested for ADHD, u/Stuckinnowhereville said this: Consider nursing. You can do many different career tracks. You don’t have to work in a hospital. You can do travel nursing. Work for Medtronic in research. Work for an insurance company. Go to NP school. More flexibility than being a physician. What other careers allow for these kinds of changes? Journalism comes to mind. What have you all had relative success in this area with?",5.7847457627118635,8.30061662711865,5.945333333333334,73.45461016949154,69.16949152542372,8.787796610169492,32.13898305084746,9.3871,3.412875254237288,801,36,124,18,15,254,117,177,0.024,0.883,0.094,0.9097,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,0,4,3,4,0,0,9,0,13,3,0,2,1,16,22,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,7,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,3,6,3,8,2,28,15,4,19,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,5,6,83,17,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647884495190096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197254746026212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489116140833292,0.0,0.14188148959374436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185031289527281,0.0,0.12914238558223845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605491718942703,0.13073367699305832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31712804975340564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681569478709392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858379890873758,0.0,0.08625258121811374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027301244853672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060515074837785,0.0,0.0,0.158041788420592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430885979007362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386773463645068,0.0,0.0,0.16857872353080686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324122424404732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568224984369896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535066124236962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436499997897614,0.0,0.0,0.3071922483695289,0.12093850614558027,0.0,0.0,0.1714533077815979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482541304629388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314641572685407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546571229264229 adhd,MirandaRedWoman,2019/05/19,Knives are not my friend I was chopping onions and narrowly avoided chopping the tip of my thumb off. Luckily my fingernail took the hit. Anyone else here had any similar experiences. I'm also prone to clumsiness and I break a lot of kitchen items.,3.64826086956522,6.547756869565216,4.415391304347828,79.79265217391305,78.13043478260869,8.897391304347826,30.93913043478261,9.3871,3.5186747826086964,200,10,35,6,5,64,38,46,0.106,0.8240000000000001,0.07,-0.1847,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,4,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30556032452132004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598369296748715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671689134202777,0.3915003168260741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191903936643929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737611164778622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952047710448425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248425388643164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245203413037028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,madisel,2019/05/19,"They switched my generic Concerta ER 36mg to Alvogen and it’s terrible Ever since the Actavis shortage its been difficult to receive a good genetic. They switched me to Amnal about 6 months ago and it doesn’t work nearly as well as Actavis but it’s sufficient. I got switched again to Alvogen and I hate it! I’ve never had a bad reaction or side effects from Concerta ER but this was just scary. The first 2 and a half hours I was hyper focused and felt super anxious. My face got very warm and me eyes couldn’t focus. The pharmacist told me I should just try it for a few more days to see if I get used to it but I rather go without any medication then take Alvogen again. I can’t believe how many big pharmacies stock non-equivalent generic Concerta. They might be the same dosage but the delivery method makes a huge difference. Anyone have any experience with Alvogen or getting new generics so soon after filling a prescription? I’m going to call my doctor first thing tomorrow so I can go to a different pharmacy that has Amnel or possibly (hopefully) Actavis.",3.654834403080873,6.0376056926829325,4.734967907573815,80.33246469833121,75.0,8.413350449293967,31.76508344030809,9.134995656068208,3.19119512195122,857,43,153,21,19,280,135,205,0.084,0.809,0.107,0.7101,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,5,12,9,1,0,12,0,13,4,2,4,2,31,29,20,0,5,12,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,4,3,3,8,4,17,5,17,17,3,24,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,6,15,102,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344533259561311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629237616703594,0.0,0.0,0.17135287823328327,0.0,0.10605672961191144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664472911437286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088907712881446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488011676904054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781971156145901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169422905679649,0.0,0.15524878010910004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720136399560254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483701122345103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563459120523156,0.0,0.0,0.2580343256016433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849090773328875,0.0,0.2586061751389573,0.12722024449799235,0.2426213802152193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497505458031947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065040040912386,0.14937219978517274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124619060178308,0.15377760591691952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279954888970246,0.0,0.1609063055696225,0.0,0.0,0.12106787009127035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116983363941651,0.14649148204216994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099406680620796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086766587015367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546954431173213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404292064548535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076807150966363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493475429718494,0.0,0.10297935250387473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100102475535394,0.0,0.1251501704843876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637666748689678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621210397870793,0.0,0.11042333354782163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throw-away1777,2019/05/19,"Very sudden and seemingly invincible fatigue/brain-fog the past few days, thought it was from my meds but starting to question that. Advice? Last Thursday I woke up heavy-eyed and lazy, took 10mg dextroamphetamine with little change. Got coffee, little change. Tried to do work, and couldn't read paragraphs/sentences without skipping to the end. Kinda sucks, 'cuz the ability to do so is fundamental to my job. I'm prescribed 40mg Dexedrine a day, in the form of four 10mg pills. I take it as needed, which often ends up being 20mg-30mg a day. Thursday was the first day starting a new refill, and they had given me the generic instead of brand name, so thinking that was the cause I went in and got it changed. Come Friday and Saturday, the same thing happens with the brand name too. I wake up fatigued, the first 10 mg of the day does absolutely nothing, and the second 10mg makes it slightly worse. Wtf? I've tried drinking way more water, and there's no change. I've tried taking things to remedy vasoconstriction (niacin/B3, aspirin, coQ10), and there's no change. I've also tried sleeping more, with no change. Last night I slept for 12 hours, and I've been napping on-and-off all day today 'cuz I honestly don't have the energy to do anything else. I only took 10mg of dex today and that was hours ago (before a bunch of naps), and I just chugged a cup o' joe, and I still feel like I could fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow --hence why I am unsure if the meds are the cause at all. Some background: Been on Dexedrine for about 6 months now, and I stopped getting side effects (aside from vasoconstriction in the cold) after the first couple weeks. Appetite isn't effected at all (I'm definitely eating enough throughout the day), and I don't get any withdrawal symptoms at all if I take a couple days off. This has all been pretty sudden. Wtf is wrong with me?",5.654481238832643,6.24081639452055,5.43803454437165,84.33999404407388,67.24657534246576,7.991661703394879,29.568195354377607,7.7425588080867325,1.7343091125670047,1484,50,292,15,23,459,201,365,0.12,0.8240000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9704,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,1,6,13,5,1,0,25,0,23,12,5,7,5,52,50,26,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,11,20,3,1,7,4,0,5,8,3,0,5,17,2,20,2,37,29,13,57,0,1,0,0,4,14,1,7,38,169,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571534313377634,0.06868387044918957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196300622366504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052690994211385934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376178262883947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593219748147086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649648442220619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919245878364152,0.4917994812824099,0.06674461347545863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186374996204683,0.1714665969885178,0.0,0.3997602200458156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780576316769682,0.0,0.0,0.07590369383468873,0.0,0.07928429797786578,0.06472697782391869,0.0,0.1372536118887636,0.08006049532291384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391776564726836,0.05535376269318994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977206149238338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809631810646278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239402248207888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851782733828388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951975671239896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260999675237022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688977167411425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631772660555185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037854206133414885,0.15531634002512584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051720403264964535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213195560692976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184607071468985,0.0,0.0,0.057452550633339323,0.0,0.07483341823598356,0.0,0.07271240480432836,0.0,0.07434688318608841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058929198053804074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396614658499194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882791285738601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867985234839341,0.0,0.07750381679942576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053747553176358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753880602690645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968551842214844,0.0,0.06187790317239927,0.06477913108264874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053434759783804,0.17477237840477255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029523237118375,0.04964788091644005,0.0,0.06151272706085645,0.0,0.0,0.14688936173744727,0.0,0.17217259205023774,0.2104230730186716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393146495348334,0.0,0.06150227887954277,0.062152067646153275,0.0,0.0,0.07182737714223983,0.06991621939202261,0.0,0.0,0.0746907012999709,0.0,0.05640843677188623,0.0,0.07896164251305351,0.0,0.08471533174528938,0.0,0.0 adhd,frixtyfox,2019/05/19,"Thanks r/ADHD hey there, I’ve been only recently diagnosed with adhd, and I still don’t really completely understand it. But by being on this sub I’ve learned so much about all the weird things I thought I did for no reason, haha. And I know this isn’t such a big deal or anything, but I’m feeling a little better about myself, and I get now that I can’t always do everything perfectly (even if I do try my best), but that’s ok.",5.101666666666667,4.441570277777782,6.638888888888893,79.52500000000002,68.44444444444444,10.311111111111114,29.11111111111111,9.888512548439397,2.501044444444444,335,10,71,7,5,116,67,90,0.034,0.759,0.207,0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,3,2,8,1,0,1,2,17,15,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,9,6,6,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015701808461294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363313414177306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717205752985234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899004692525006,0.18455482286395275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879027730209755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151332970261185,0.0,0.2117992900453939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782693082010458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754235737078745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551163143444246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902333229410098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468154168126148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091457465801182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533990907857261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158705659949709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368163803963648,0.21455119365099085,0.2060399846016673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664698966908614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921185952772556,0.0,0.0,0.13863345351420836,0.0,0.0,0.16566351258651402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167566238379478,0.0,0.0,0.21723655491030172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brettyboopbee,2019/05/19,"Getting tested tomorrow. I’m a bit nervous! Also, how much focused on your childhood? I really don’t remember what my behaviors/grades etc. we’re like when I was young. Are there any questions I should ask my parents before I go?",1.718939393939397,4.4857687727272735,3.629090909090909,82.10530303030306,88.54545454545455,6.56969696969697,27.787878787878785,7.793537801064563,2.459315151515152,182,9,31,4,6,61,39,44,0.053,0.8029999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.565,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456372735335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079677331305594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858999308387365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602298524778057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33387566518165057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410695594919898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977805586188035,0.0,0.17380425787416093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494079501981016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481250555253465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395763408098238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425878072373271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591578959250375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464338544517371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thecoolestlol,2019/05/19,"This is probably the thousandth time someone has posted this, but how do I know if I actually might have anything before going to a doctor and being wrong? I never considered myself to have ADHD or anything for most of my life (18m) but considered myself a bit different, people saw it too. But recently my best friends have pointed out how extremely hyperactive I am and I can’t stop touching something, fidgeting, standing up etc. For example a pizza will arrive and i will pace around the room eating tbe pixza while everyone else is sitting down. My focus is, at times, terrible. I procrastinate everything including things I WANT to do, for example something i read on this sub. Wanting to play a viseo game but it feels like such an effort to start doing that so I just sit there and do nothing for hours and regret not playing when its too late. Every single project or homework is done at the latest possible time or not done at all. I consider myself pretty bright, but i’ve sometimes failed classes simply because I will not even start assignments and get a Zero on them even when I know I could have an A in the class if i just did the work. I’m always repeating the same movements such as cracking my hands and fingers compulsively and saying the same phrase over and over throughout the day. My room is terrible and unorganized but at work or something I’ll randomly decide to sort everything or put things straight if they are crooked. When searching online I find myself agreeing with ADHD/ADD (dont fully know the difference), and also not really relating with autism symptoms. Do you think I have enough to go off of to be able to ask my doctor without being out of place?",7.996463165707926,7.708516640378548,7.986453887548713,71.01612172944887,62.406940063091476,10.991946557802931,36.62813137873446,10.46071229359064,3.9218418630543694,1353,57,229,28,17,438,189,317,0.077,0.823,0.1,0.8187,1,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,5,17,11,0,0,17,0,31,8,2,2,2,59,46,34,0,7,21,0,4,1,1,4,4,1,3,0,9,16,2,1,7,4,0,4,8,5,0,1,4,7,30,6,35,34,9,45,0,2,2,0,7,20,0,12,18,178,39,12,0.1070134337922613,0.0,0.10442967450783763,0.0,0.2572187031128406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557860434078264,0.08904374958260522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612587575108413,0.09526464424059636,0.10004311484407112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523439597698064,0.0,0.0910605502453848,0.0,0.11230399656077887,0.0,0.11683095346479493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544151912076102,0.0,0.0,0.06901481179551604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361252332915388,0.0,0.21906556806766328,0.0,0.21902379408022532,0.125418947410063,0.0,0.0,0.10950145870251744,0.08939599226953243,0.0,0.0,0.11057348360141372,0.11934826640206643,0.14136272750411488,0.0,0.09016343342153367,0.1022559219484616,0.19235354805288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410920751928261,0.07645041848348659,0.0,0.0,0.09780833977431083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267831348960099,0.0,0.05591010233985951,0.0,0.1216364010993832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538667607069116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643535370746852,0.0,0.12071581449475532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558675305069644,0.05228135829356676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352434206087593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253535730952202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268227589194444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418964074364287,0.0,0.11180626166457694,0.0,0.10116228473230636,0.12064156753688475,0.10248928832766638,0.10887113419063728,0.11537858127844275,0.0,0.0,0.10757805826996708,0.0,0.0,0.10704239314724208,0.0,0.06855554592290279,0.0,0.10566285567301087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510137775633038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067213518046448,0.2471525086098777,0.1058390223469632,0.0,0.15148931846656702,0.0,0.0,0.08946802239469825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122793242213977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218994064130133,0.06856988736101068,0.0,0.0,0.1872011814705171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623859174627994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315713139244964,0.0,0.15581410864922274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700239060156185,0.0,0.0 adhd,jjondaway,2019/05/19,"Is getting a cat a good idea? Ok so I've been thinking about getting an emotional support animal, also known as an ESA. It's been an uphill battle just trying to get enough information to make a informed decision about getting one. The main issue it that I have to do it through the disability services at my university due to still living on campus. If I lived off campus, I would just adopt. I was skeptical myself before looking into it. There's a huge stigma around it due to people using ESA's to get around paying to take their pet on an plane or to get it into housing where animals are not allowed. But after being diagnosed with ADHD (primarily inattentive) and depression, I looked into it as a good idea. I've asked people on campus that I knew had one for good reason and even talked to multiple mental health providers. The girl I know with an ESA loves her cat and it works well for her. But otherwise, no one seems to be able to give me a straight answer. Most people have been super hesitant to give an opinion on the matter. My therapist just kept saying, ""well i don't know"" and ""do YOU think it will help???"". Like, that's why I'm asking YOU! I thought if anything, having a low maintenance pet like a cat as a responsibility would keep me in a good routine. Routines have been my saving grace as I have been trying to figure out hacks to that work with my ADHD. Also, to combat the depression that comes from being isolated on campus away from friends and family. I may not wanna get out of bed to face the day, but I'll be damned if a sweet lil furbaby goes hungry for even a second lol. I have the financial means and have done research into adopting and caring for a pet on my own. Due to the super hyperfocus-stimulating thought of getting a pet, I've learned more about cats in the last few months than I ever thought I'd need to know (ask me about my thoughts on declawing and you'll get a dissertation lol). I just want to make sure I make the right decision before making a 10+ year commitment. I would hate to be ill-prepared and rob an innocent kitty of a chance at a good home. **tldr: in short, does anyone have an esa/pet that has been helpful with their adhd and how has it helped?**",5.134647749510761,5.7063568515981755,6.082403783431183,79.31640410958906,68.38356164383562,8.905544683626877,28.42824527071102,8.942964678507748,2.1639560339204182,1743,56,337,29,28,578,220,438,0.066,0.772,0.163,0.9886,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,3,2,4,22,27,4,0,36,3,35,4,1,8,3,82,79,25,0,9,13,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,6,1,16,23,0,2,23,0,1,1,4,7,2,4,15,4,33,20,67,53,6,39,0,3,2,1,22,28,1,8,12,232,49,10,0.0766410532346974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763229571228369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257964516427527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358920641494735,0.0,0.06306905657120722,0.13645357245149986,0.2149471169782388,0.0,0.07200679238319539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043178284485735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814066163121405,0.0,0.0,0.06601948109906032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942713898023959,0.0,0.1320216536956189,0.07778905575172122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706910216062738,0.07843040666442876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621086928528678,0.0,0.0791906954363586,0.0,0.10124138568505936,0.06932622043388838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722503641106091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921268761277464,0.0,0.3603760836507968,0.14704216374232418,0.0,0.3214143962156117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566717302300374,0.0,0.08146585569126187,0.0,0.0,0.15411264737745334,0.0,0.07687722532392095,0.0,0.0,0.08843348540806177,0.0,0.17303684064182245,0.0,0.07999334760627205,0.0,0.06812208955868261,0.0,0.0,0.12635975556327414,0.06247268753139033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748858946426836,0.0,0.13535090827084814,0.0,0.12871836434930006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917154281081199,0.0,0.20463399264676868,0.0,0.0,0.08348457506724001,0.0,0.0,0.07723615549247452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061174157493636735,0.0,0.0,0.056828369858268765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580188347363594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939976891315655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879976727466005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654510407028312,0.0,0.06094804167886319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977113642821492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120564411451375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869713589731633,0.07223328566409362,0.0,0.0576245339357323,0.06160117547855104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898616991414568,0.0,0.09821698456539874,0.0,0.2433777415185168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406848859099582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619326262343878,0.0,0.0,0.045204878899043066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781902215693326,0.0,0.0691566297910556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159119909079654,0.0,0.0,0.16333081583606207,0.0,0.0,0.049354325507511225 adhd,Prince0fPers1a_,2019/05/19,"I'm not sure if I suffer from ADHD or not (I know, I'm an idiot) Most people say that I don't, that those with ADHD are in even worse conditions than mine, but every time I look for symptoms in internet it describes me perfectly: not only does my focus ""drift away"" thinking about things I shouldn't even care about while I read, but even when I'm trying to pay attention in class, when I'm listening to someone talking right in front of me or when I'm doing any simple task, like cooking. I'd find myself wondering about the least exciting scene in a stupid movie I saw 3 years ago while I'm cooking pasta (don't ask me how I got there). This gets really problematic while I'm taking exams, because as soon as I lose focus I'm stuck in a loop that takes me back and forth in my mind thinking about stupid shit and makes me lose around 30 minutes of the time I need (still, considering I was able to study the day before), resulting in bad grades which make me lose the little motivation I had. Those few times I ask other people if that happens to them as well they always say that it does happen to them. Which makes me think that if it happened to everyone then it would mean that everyone suffered from ADHD, so I'm not sure we're on the same level... I never went to a therapist or something like that, so I can't be sure. I know it's a really stupid question, making me sound like a 10 year old who thinks he's depressed while he's just a little sad, but I really, REALLY need to know your opinions, your experiences, anything to be honest.",9.908333333333333,5.857575958598727,9.722006369426753,71.96627919320596,61.70700636942674,12.887048832271766,36.676220806794056,10.317481424215053,3.4409265392781307,1217,33,249,19,12,402,173,314,0.205,0.715,0.08,-0.9923,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,3,5,20,24,5,0,12,0,11,5,1,7,5,50,50,25,0,7,14,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,21,4,3,0,13,3,1,3,9,13,1,0,6,6,34,11,34,40,4,38,0,7,2,0,15,15,1,10,23,152,55,6,0.08803169547654176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173909724351549,0.0,0.07803478651138886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073249422708574,0.0,0.0,0.059864571659514615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244258459062683,0.07836687277738512,0.16459550373038945,0.0,0.08270867572642188,0.0676909399491888,0.0735027886365358,0.05366330448184332,0.0,0.07490848900979513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975418054328473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056773160901907815,0.0,0.07582157031983842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407425989329776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744323138466871,0.0,0.07417050021487939,0.16823611508653333,0.0,0.08611189013404137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045937483692735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599292751225334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704069887210172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353841274230086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451397528185381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902351927142994,0.1764617712474004,0.0,0.0,0.07392445285124394,0.2954548488078632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350473612316394,0.0,0.0,0.09589232374980657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888691741583825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054877350058516,0.06789547053339046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237445587752988,0.0,0.0,0.06695207127003443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206018683853688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861564593368792,0.0,0.08805551810355709,0.0,0.2255814332106584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517858693995445,0.0,0.1400126751529615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036327035721378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458896990362439,0.06777110001735595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030222572274307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489064935229545,0.091498638334314,0.13237775863736306,0.07075654224268603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221158349060107,0.058484346828181925,0.225628623589192,0.0,0.0,0.15399596869354096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059767742676316286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791510664150244,0.08160626365857099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546661856359463,0.0,0.0,0.08971181844874382,0.06253519071380191,0.0,0.0,0.11337905130876688 adhd,theappleisalie,2019/05/19,"Question for those medicated and working on an advanced degree / PhD I'm finishing up my master's degree this week! I ended up getting diagnosed and on medication at the start of my second semester (After nearly failing what should have been relatively simple coursework first semester). I had moved colleges and had lost my support network from undergrad. I've done progressively better each semester. However, grades aside, I've felt like I've learned more in these past couple of semesters than the entirety of my undergraduate education. In addition, I've had the time to do meaningful work in a research lab, and I've come to love what I do. I'm thinking about pursuing a PhD. But..I'm very concerned: I just don't know if I have the ""focus hours"" to work at that level. I have friends and colleagues who are working on their PhDs, and they often work incredibly long hours. I'm currently on 15mg or XR which gets me from 9:30 to about 2:30, and I take a small booster IR dose which lasts till about 5ish. I also try and take a day off each week. I've had no noticeable side effects with medication (No loss of appetite and I can easily take breaks to talk or eat.) And, I'd like to keep it that way? I'm very cautious because of what I've read about over-medicating and tolerance build up. However, without medication (Or when it dies down) it becomes incredibly hard for me to go through material. I revert back to my undergrad self where I'll have to copy slides by hand in an attempt to remember information, and I don't end up learning the material nearly as well. I guess I'm just interested in other people's experiences/advice. I'm doubting whether this is a realistic/feasible.",6.065287049399199,7.046876757009348,7.0605251446373,71.66766355140192,66.47663551401868,10.60026702269693,35.22340898976413,10.608840637214634,3.971550244770805,1353,64,242,36,21,454,188,321,0.051,0.836,0.113,0.9596,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,15,12,12,0,1,12,0,18,9,1,1,0,40,40,21,1,2,8,0,3,2,1,1,6,0,0,1,16,17,1,1,10,1,0,5,5,4,1,2,8,3,21,8,50,31,3,49,0,3,0,1,9,23,0,8,21,149,37,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060540476690362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679122808901157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345270382429881,0.0,0.06615874825372557,0.11986261834313287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959857733013584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348879799264856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008614039124355,0.0,0.06999273145671471,0.0,0.0,0.110155445001143,0.11263677989644386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106364853322694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105306228744648,0.0,0.0,0.19225034841722607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420561122419407,0.0,0.0,0.09231537780145203,0.0,0.0,0.08384984096627929,0.0,0.11340466421573216,0.0,0.06167997663121577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955779150263987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722136796089699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137599487827891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646625758892002,0.0,0.0,0.059645130324133586,0.08846625825362829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604433964338224,0.0,0.0,0.0960454425389096,0.0,0.0,0.11847307837910227,0.0,0.09795236625650916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055212239511158,0.4373293530077376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534998346859855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235618770406438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360395807702934,0.07524088621476635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157819493603587,0.0,0.1085591524937806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294308728797768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322023291946055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681793886077116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231583113776384,0.0,0.0,0.2448026698871559,0.08723212837408867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954150257333917,0.0,0.0,0.06328458912012333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368459843455462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790968739255022,0.0,0.08614588993569118,0.1741120906822878,0.0,0.09758130863404554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461883771833844,0.0,0.3950548722847124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fauxuser01,2019/05/19,"Anyone here dealt with suicidal lows? How did you move forward? I'm in a bad patch, no motivation or will to live I'm not going to act on it, I've been here before. I trust that it will pass, but at the same time this is extremely intense for me... I'm so exhausted",-0.5017293233082682,1.6093476491228105,2.2839598997493766,93.19105263157898,90.05263157894737,6.064160401002509,18.669172932330827,7.447530270364453,0.4559593984962405,204,6,48,4,7,71,47,57,0.207,0.7,0.09300000000000001,-0.7895,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,7,9,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,7,5,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934137775501937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503719991389938,0.0,0.0,0.3570726707611924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848436279648835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705393674156197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459983419022894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590051162131288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446885640276337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vykrii,2019/05/19,To those of you who have made significant progress adapting to life with ADHD What adaptations did you make to actively tackle difficulties specific to symptoms stemming from ADHD?,10.344482758620694,12.774469827586213,9.189137931034484,55.007155172413796,57.620689655172406,12.696551724137931,45.53448275862069,12.161744961471696,6.881124137931034,151,9,18,5,2,47,24,29,0.065,0.733,0.20199999999999999,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8150189580804335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395029442669881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208466490749867,0.22633920631954724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35243499984666443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unioter1,2019/05/19,Medical question Ok so my adderal doesn’t help me at all because it’s a lower dosage for after school. So started taking Advil as a stimulant which I know isn’t good. So I’m stopping was some other good things I could use as a stimulate with my pils that’s not dangerous?,2.505357142857143,4.446894535714286,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,76.85714285714286,7.337142857142857,27.271428571428572,8.238735603445708,1.953354285714286,218,9,43,4,5,73,45,56,0.071,0.664,0.265,0.8772,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,1,4,2,0,3,1,11,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,6,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531250304103333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427152353412407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099530907657296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376141045525675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670676771601617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062429353574408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34054392220969465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765912406272744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151691938630496,0.0,0.0,0.2541533944445996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856637358543144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201960740287942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26255403662789234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,11godfrey,2019/05/19,"Do you guys ever feel super confident at night and lose it in the morning. I constantly do this thing where I get super confident right before bed. I think yes tommorow is the day I'm finnaly going to do the thing and conquer the world. Then the morning comes and I don't want to get out of bed. I don't want to admit to myself that all of that energy is gone, I won't do the thing and honestly it was foolish to assume I could.",5.060769230769231,4.283740351648355,6.290417582417586,82.37958241758244,68.56043956043956,9.477802197802195,29.18901098901099,8.841846274778883,2.033314725274725,336,10,73,5,5,114,53,91,0.08900000000000001,0.688,0.223,0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,6,1,11,0,0,0,2,15,22,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,10,18,1,14,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141249479684084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167633938125685,0.0,0.27193070283796605,0.0,0.200912039151685,0.0,0.0,0.16228534689217244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276204927890863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272354627053818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26294037807085546,0.0,0.14301136983185506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491606518381088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28151795594989315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614471366224696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489701941192899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015302492583966,0.1612391263155165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29684459204821617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oaouo,2019/05/19,"were any of you ever mean to others when you were younger? i wasn’t born mean from the start, but judging from myself and others i personally know who have ADHD, we had a mean streak during middle school and a little during high school. basically we were bullies. it was only ever verbal. we grew out of it. maybe it has something to do with dealing with negative feelings in an unhealthy way and isn’t necessarily ADHD related (like, negative experiences from ADHD cause the bad behavior. not the ADHD itself). anyway. just wondering....",3.3453780068728527,6.422381742268044,4.958376288659796,73.91082903780072,82.09278350515464,6.944673539518901,24.578178694158076,8.07648339933343,2.2200384879725084,427,16,65,9,12,143,67,97,0.183,0.8170000000000001,0.0,-0.97,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,2,21,17,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,1,8,1,11,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6568614390896484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292024373532247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408913228642945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036746025001762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408703831259345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24719835837204826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336606543394971,0.0,0.0,0.06908955587013473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436821850676776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509405999644392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675565934878439,0.13694970447240407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727377476977096,0.4465247732426884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392127778646704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930923741282652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27657501574851584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519255307864156,0.0,0.0,0.0967148680582199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845888997345934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481808224732598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Capitan_Foley,2019/05/19,"I don't know why, but i fucking hate to-do lists. Any alternatives? My parents told me to the to do list but, i kind of hate them (no idea) any tip.",-1.6049999999999969,0.21236236363636607,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,92.03030303030305,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.7028727272727271,110,3,30,1,4,38,24,33,0.297,0.703,0.0,-0.9182,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38899640962435095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644138075157761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647559617963039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228731279981777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29783784827460585,0.15718490690757822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175828658128171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732970558531061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580816582136935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zerozzzs,2019/05/19,Leave your phone somewhere else before heading to the bathroom Your butt and legs will thank you! (And also your immediate future self for not wasting time!),5.224444444444444,8.568797370370373,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,75.2962962962963,5.0814814814814815,27.51851851851852,6.42735559955562,1.4472074074074068,127,5,19,1,3,37,24,27,0.039,0.7859999999999999,0.175,0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313382991933917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33345750264179275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32736200525972703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021776991651385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149399642863376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088119977213194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607866512299088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850597138034714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kilyaman,2019/05/19,"Dangerous Long term effects of ADHD medications Hello, I really start to think that I'm having an ADHD and to ask to get medications. Thought after some researches on internet, it seems many people claims that the medication stop to work in the long run and even cause to have even worse state than before starting the medication. Some are claiming that ritalin and others medications destroyed their life. Can you share your points of view and better, your experience if you had taken the medication from some time now and tell more about the effects? ​ I wanted to know as well if you have guys, any ways to know if the procrastination is due to psychological reasons or ADHD? (I'm sorry for my bad english)",7.5171511627906975,8.436223379844964,7.895649224806203,67.17510174418607,63.263565891472865,10.79108527131783,32.40406976744186,10.686352973137794,3.624355813953489,572,21,95,14,8,188,88,129,0.121,0.828,0.052000000000000005,-0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,1,4,5,6,2,0,7,0,7,8,0,4,0,23,20,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,9,3,18,17,5,16,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,8,10,63,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410668415114888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745805930245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648408512281424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510438650569307,0.0,0.0,0.09692320554765796,0.0,0.0,0.10073809475607473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117009928333271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046393479654285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141915339485313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059509703451978035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278204292223075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519640325168815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045317519903765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016014365169859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154799332851437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884727437354953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896611408481406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767530934480568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296928528338406,0.11711142597435745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036931651140455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275052697975997,0.161242495377452,0.0,0.0,0.0952281476570948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955638823306467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298455005116589,0.0,0.0904263912998182,0.06641785252244267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718303888401825,0.09041103201765033,0.0,0.0,0.1024126261371604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292286198105386,0.0,0.11607705794766175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZumbaGod,2019/05/19,"Vyvanse Dosage? I’ll try to keep this short and avoid rambling. Recently diagnosed with ADHD-C and doc prescribed me Vyvanse 30mg. I’ve taken it twice so far, and have felt pretty much nothing other than the typical side effects like dry mouth and loss of appetite. Admittedly, the first day I was able to hold my focus for a span of about 15 minutes but then the rest of the day I was up to my usual antics. Second day I didn’t feel anything. Should I ask my doctor for a higher or lower dosage? I’m seeing him tomorrow for something unrelated. I know it’s only been 2 days, but it seems most people either have significant improvement on their first pill or have had some kind of euphoria. Not entirely sure what to expect with Vyvanse so any advice would be appreciated. Thanks for any help.",3.853011988011989,5.870046928571429,5.044285714285717,79.99686813186814,73.22077922077922,7.595604395604397,26.131868131868128,8.384062270229773,1.8987938061938068,633,22,115,11,13,209,113,154,0.054000000000000006,0.7759999999999999,0.17,0.9681,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,3,6,0,1,6,0,11,4,1,1,1,27,22,11,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,7,3,11,4,18,12,5,16,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,5,11,73,17,1,0.17415746263893514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093034261678339,0.17018465686804085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686609341668316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331675257432647,0.0,0.16281371803807104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44926862285882135,0.0,0.0,0.17676615859273062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825754269451416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805924595649517,0.0,0.16721847567060522,0.0,0.0,0.2962764975045944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167340761251226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479915484553036,0.0,0.181358197266046,0.0957123868552343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508453921215149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280257738540991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710878245480007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245459817273988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073885612426136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718075024180333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195948384310536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878094948053174,0.15854641308963294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407492330324786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414134746828654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034079280489322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824148513574613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918098403157949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237164646369876,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Saltysallysbimbo,2019/05/19,"[Looking for advice] Other people know the cure to your issues Sorry on mobile. As in the title, do you guys have other people telling you that they have the solution to the way your brain works? I've been struggling with a lot of things but mainly my university work(i.e. Not finishing or starting it, trying to research and then finding a new obsession on the way). These people come out of the woodwork to tell me:""you should do x, y, z"" while i'm already trying ""a, b, c"" and to get myself to focus. While telling me that it's not ADHD that i'm dealing with because it doesn't exist. I'm just overly frustrated and don't know how to stay polite. I'm trying my hardest and it feels like any motivation or concentration I was able to muster just gets squashed by the negative comments of others. How do you handle it? What works for you?",3.439459930313589,5.407973085365857,4.5919860627177735,83.00475609756101,74.24390243902441,6.636933797909408,26.34843205574913,7.447530270364453,1.49301881533101,662,24,122,8,14,217,103,164,0.096,0.856,0.047,-0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,1,3,4,4,1,2,10,0,10,1,1,3,0,24,22,13,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,2,12,1,22,19,2,15,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,3,7,87,26,4,0.15052125596600688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808972989580493,0.14708762926243132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610394890662786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235961565068727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175636054909048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680315020261942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966073395186228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518080553478303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610806967411506,0.10753241533768436,0.0,0.0,0.1375737010304575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728228741300726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903970832449848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571050845784867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654450916159981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353708254267381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639994526442144,0.0,0.0,0.127967789131248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537436696928344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31305745947965785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684962226972123,0.1065397197013924,0.1604356313693865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735749840415594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946866366216115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999963412354483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30658215697854635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23895353359610835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328743801128278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yeboioioi,2019/05/19,"Endless Frustration My medicine occasionally gives me this feeling of wanting to get things done, but everything I do is boring and makes me frustrated. I cannot do anything, because everything frustrates me, but doing nothing frustrates me as well. Writing this post frustrates me because I find it boring, but I’m doing it because I need to know if there’s something I can do to help it. I just want to get things done, but everything just makes me more angry. I’m sorry if this is sprawling and repetitive, I’m using all of my willpower to keep typing this instead of switching to another task yet again. Help.",7.081541353383461,7.810209885964916,7.012305764411027,73.79447368421054,64.17543859649122,9.321303258145363,39.092731829573935,9.23628265651192,3.8405152882205513,493,26,81,8,7,157,63,114,0.249,0.657,0.09300000000000001,-0.9713,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,0,0,11,0,0,3,1,22,26,9,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,14,1,10,24,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,61,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817140176109964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260631319276862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31691550139226343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35468014727621106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672368020949431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762272506752694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838770623838044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107807341576665,0.16623953167513558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323108209074763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403179573461906,0.0,0.0,0.0952379283728626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313503707822565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284954104409817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628040295325855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596788504620613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341029684553785,0.0,0.19398860409326624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302578553149341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496704985632958,0.0,0.0,0.20442674961658197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581224538726707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anshuman1993,2019/05/19,"How I failed. How I didn’t get success: I always arrive late in office approximately 40 to 45 min. I tried a lot to reach on time by waking up at 7,8,9 o’clock but couldn’t, I don’t know where I invested my time. I always think I have time and doing other things. And ended up late. Sometimes I solve very much complicated problem on time and got credits but in most of the cases I couldn’t finish simple tasks. . When I am exited about about any task I can go straight to 6-7 HRS without eating afterwards I feel exhausted.. I make careless mistakes in it (forget to mention some words which take away my credit and ended up in argument with seniors). I never recheck my work because either feel bored , exited ,eager to send it to my senior. I got frustrated due to my distractions. When my salary appraisal time came my HR said u are very good just need to push little bit harder(in terms of behaviour , time management, and efficiency)to get an Increment. Some time my subordinate got better increment whom I trained afterwards I had to left my job. I switched 7 jobs in past 4 years. Now,I am preparing for Civil Services. I waste too much time to think, how should I start this project, I overthink a lot. I don’t have any control on my emotions,I speak without thinking therefore i got into a fight or people make fun of me. People consider me as a joke to society. Sometimes I react quickly sometimes never reacted I forgot things a lot. Can’t focus because when teacher talk to me straight .I remember many thoughts related to project or him or something else Very stubborn person,can’t let go of things. But I am very kind. I help everyone. I am very much confused person, my life sucks and I am still trying to manage. When I started to take medicine I feel hope..but medicine only helps me to reduce my symptoms for short duration afterwards I am again starting to bang.. PS: it took me 2hrs to write this text without medicine because I was texting on what’s app , checking Instagram feeds .and I visited grocery store.. also I remember one more thing sometimes I purchase many coffee packets or sometime I am struggling a lot without coffee.. Fuck I forgot to take my medicine.. I should get it first, need to go to gym .. Also I have to prepare for tomorrow’s class test.",3.5946774193548414,5.940024815668206,4.492652073732722,82.17754953917051,75.036866359447,7.104976958525348,29.974423963133642,8.07648339933343,2.338520921658986,1806,83,321,30,40,583,235,434,0.107,0.7759999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.5816,3,0,1,0,1,0,61.0,0,0,0,6,18,23,5,3,8,0,24,7,1,9,2,66,59,24,0,8,13,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,14,10,2,4,10,2,6,8,12,14,0,2,13,5,61,9,53,41,14,69,0,1,0,1,13,23,2,12,38,205,75,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111223935693647,0.11572748064526707,0.0,0.0,0.09458062332623336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653361235856182,0.0,0.0,0.1271747708270334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150342443723825,0.07592083649466172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953645711544173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799622220967761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115787465165127,0.05809263993055035,0.0,0.1231854927061806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644947165649387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548616205974196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591515978642051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428959782702139,0.1089970152325264,0.0,0.11856537645797913,0.05832774942004205,0.2224733826755282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322382553001092,0.0,0.0,0.06906997262712418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801756146742108,0.0,0.0,0.0724163222153116,0.03821795292956881,0.0,0.15689070991512385,0.0,0.07555657506794332,0.07111045472173888,0.04911891368971438,0.0,0.069698420347662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648532059786334,0.0,0.0,0.09283840725911843,0.14100745836056938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336206189261906,0.10312764319427116,0.10726871914492947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712282816938442,0.05288911670259832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638481920631874,0.09642204257441207,0.12144115845439922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654141141659323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575529501722504,0.0,0.06614948147302059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353611247402352,0.34388947757667554,0.0,0.1476645799366904,0.0,0.055535587625154224,0.0,0.0,0.07269942442394231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227979761035824,0.15685868844509054,0.05589447718581126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479998518315344,0.1336773274309031,0.0,0.05520784106456545,0.3243996530836798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726268653460873,0.09442764226693454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28689332474927365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681404361923481,0.0,0.05062672654590522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044782168516593016 adhd,kingwonder,2019/05/19,make money onlin free pay pal money make 100 to 500 dollars in a week just by computing tasks use this link **ttp://moneyrewards.co/?share=Kingwonde**,6.263043478260869,9.46724486956522,4.160521739130433,73.42686956521742,100.30434782608695,5.318260869565218,17.643478260869568,6.742157984588678,0.851511304347826,124,3,17,2,5,35,21,23,0.057,0.81,0.134,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7496260336062823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849653009265166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504103314056707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iuhoosier2018,2019/05/19,"Do you ever think School in itself is actually really easy I personally never really struggled in K-12, I got the work done, I was a mostly B student due to lack of turning in homework, but in class bullshitting and passing tests/papers was never a problem. I had no study skills, I did not study. Which is what fucked me when I got to college, the hard part wasn't what I was learning, that shit was easy. The hard part was learning to divide time between activities, do homework, study outside of class, read the textbook. What I was learning was never that difficult to understand if I actually had time management skills and could find/make time to do things.",8.920833333333334,7.756920169354843,8.647419354838714,69.87446236559143,61.016129032258064,11.492473118279571,38.40860215053763,10.504223727775694,4.015950537634408,527,22,92,10,6,170,72,124,0.122,0.755,0.12300000000000001,-0.2391,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,2,5,2,1,6,0,18,2,1,0,4,18,24,5,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,14,2,11,0,12,9,4,14,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,2,9,70,19,14,0.0,0.0,0.31654735664212136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294952184454731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597629788796334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670980176621115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482383793640422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994169525544915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25943571958045714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905800942587546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752719135002382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35127111823431184,0.0,0.0,0.14161772501231004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519356738456286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223351628307114,0.0,0.2078056543537702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414455986346715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648531981434564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955581168124342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775158034157717,0.10392456306922077,0.0,0.0,0.2837222247127029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641573858473458,0.0,0.1688451200355173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807597900910342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sverje,2019/05/19,"Pushing the button til it's broken All my life i keep going from one interestong thing to another, with alot of depression and restlesness inbetween. Drugs is the way I am handling the boring parts these days. I guess i just want to know if there's anyone like me out there who found a way to keep chasing stimulation without succumbing to an addiction.",9.98,8.33367396969697,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636365,59.3030303030303,13.042424242424245,40.18181818181819,11.855464076750405,4.736581818181818,286,12,50,7,3,90,54,66,0.136,0.807,0.057,-0.743,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,15,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,10,8,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632053068238336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465486545605665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440459428693685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163592212747856,0.0,0.20251248212984035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27266990056873913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780199892626154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362673435683536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590162661852854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179791135234931,0.0,0.0,0.12921833665981278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607546555982974,0.11487000788194812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593265208624748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254617039989902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620634328670308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868258689336274,0.37326194266240864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266517336751741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raitq,2019/05/19,"What does this reaction to amphetamine means Hi, since I've been strugglin with dopamine issues I'm wondering if there's a chance to find some adhd medication concercing my past stimulant usage. What I have noticed is when I for example do recreational amount of amphetamine I don't feel so good at first, sleepy then some slight stimulation. Few hours and there's a comedown but few more and in a second I feel like I'm completely cured of adhd, straight fog-less thinking, lack of depression and motivation to do anything. This state I feel for like more than a few hours and it comes down gently. What I was wondering if it means that maybe my receptors are too sensitive and works better first ""desensitized""? I don't really know but this state I'm feeling really is far from artificial and doesn't come from the stimulant itself. What do you think?",5.664245283018867,7.519508459119496,6.052971698113211,75.26549528301891,68.18238993710692,10.58301886792453,30.23113207547169,10.686352973137794,3.5483245283018867,691,27,124,21,12,222,98,159,0.057999999999999996,0.782,0.16,0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,5,5,5,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,4,0,32,28,13,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,13,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,2,4,10,4,15,26,9,16,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,6,9,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34772011789518875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190475450257082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794505577688306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492333824540618,0.15167923437845954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246003556827646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265979292125041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925892991469783,0.20669841039166176,0.0,0.0,0.13222182922886466,0.2461051415356708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133872578920815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493314820739746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099340577836254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950448554684644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135270763405158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533614033734674,0.3151667156475789,0.0,0.14573547344294635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470285862288092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809978019611135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853531039710056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196689622175535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853918788072777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31376756188713184,0.10531835277443473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sg1amanda,2019/05/19,"Tips for memorizing Hi everyone! I‘m a long time lurker and so proud of a lot of success you guys have had! You all seem like such a kind community and maybe you could share some tips with me? I was diagnosed with adhd about 9 years ago and I‘ve been taking Ritalin SR for most of this time. I live in Switzerland and sadly we don’t have Aderall (would have loved to try that). Right now I‘m at the end of my Bachelor‘s degree in molecular and cellular biology. I still have a couple of big exams left. Especially the ones I have to memorize a loooot!! Crazy amounts! Even though I‘m taking medication I‘m distracted all the time! I just get bored so easily by just sitting there and trying to memorize everything. Do you guys have some tips? To my study type: - I need to study alone at home, a library is way to distracting. - I need to write and really comprehend the information otherwise I will forget it immediately.",3.366784989858012,5.875448396551724,4.745442866801894,79.27031440162273,76.52873563218391,9.151588911426641,25.17782285327924,9.627879704456738,2.646283705206221,727,26,137,22,17,241,113,174,0.086,0.782,0.132,0.9106,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,4,0,2,11,10,0,2,10,0,15,4,0,0,2,29,26,10,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,16,6,22,20,7,18,0,1,0,1,13,7,0,5,10,90,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781778728756,0.0,0.14590839191836708,0.0,0.0,0.17047645382901236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142008765623805,0.1821272976514718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706601989446904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145787167093999,0.0,0.0,0.10871706303382844,0.0,0.0,0.15728281009192527,0.1479322957166116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599695588263705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259607024378265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651076996793803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140606795830607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788389004662051,0.0,0.0,0.08041547903679798,0.0,0.14534523729201862,0.14566624295160407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993743983924836,0.14855835741529144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536330350097367,0.0,0.0,0.16581766427721267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409833690780344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115375434777502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544728075088663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056790846096565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498460927945889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314501539898547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475181486620255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171913346484554,0.0,0.2879395864138932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350583918671527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306521975529543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169274566289429,0.0,0.0,0.1059973108997859 adhd,litteratedrawer,2019/05/19,"How do you beat boredom? In the past few hours I have cleaned my room, watched a movie and written an essay. I am still extremely bored. What do you do to fight boredom?",0.967352941176472,3.3730595588235315,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,85.76470588235293,4.576470588235295,26.14705882352941,5.985473137389443,0.6150235294117651,131,6,29,1,4,40,29,34,0.26899999999999996,0.731,0.0,-0.8382,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205028731787584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014836177268431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031835072646305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,diablasmademedoit,2019/05/19,Frustrated because Dr wont medicate me I am a adult that just got diagnosed and plan on going back to college. Due to having Bi-polor the Dr dose not feel comfortable prescribing me anything to help with my adhd. Is there anything else I can do to help my attention span.,4.479339622641508,6.040300660377362,5.6076886792452845,78.45794811320756,70.69811320754717,9.828301886792454,32.117924528301884,10.125756701596842,3.510211320754717,217,10,40,6,4,72,44,53,0.11,0.7929999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.1783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644472526480357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990973888049864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318032870659444,0.0,0.184858224571134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077920989626309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533262425017623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333217829586782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234381351816916,0.0,0.2425365164899741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40652381199047694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30549220580703984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jonrodriguesbr,2019/05/19,"Hobby Hoarding problems Try to see if this is relatable. \*See someone do something super cool with their hobby\* ""Oh I need to learn how to do that!"" \*Spend most of the next week finding out everything about the hobby\* \*Proceed to buy everything related to the hobby\* \*Get frustrated because it was actually much harder than it seems to be a pro at that hobby in only 2 days\* \*Give up, throw items into the closet then forget about it\* Repeat with another hobby. The upside to this is that you always have something relatable to talk about when a topic comes up in a conversation. Downside is that you come across as a poser. ""You have a skateboard but you can't even ollie?"" ""Why do you have a guitar if you can't play any songs?"" I tend to hide my interests from my friends to avoid seeming that way. &#x200B; tl;dr hobbies are great until you've drained your bank account and forgot all about it.",5.139814479638011,6.943299723529414,5.4052941176470615,79.60074660633485,69.41176470588235,7.58371040723982,28.95927601809955,8.139509932561175,2.143696832579186,723,27,123,10,13,229,115,170,0.102,0.807,0.091,0.5264,0,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,7,1,1,7,9,1,1,11,1,14,0,0,1,1,22,25,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,2,4,3,4,3,2,3,0,0,2,4,12,6,29,22,4,20,0,0,2,0,12,8,0,5,8,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.16625895003212873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176353974383646,0.18459849544124765,0.20702119406171,0.1158591190194864,0.17865038537038624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038574737710106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29352158684042323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098761458356006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252940679590137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306239573042299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557173471228445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162934439843132,0.0,0.08901258148148547,0.16343679363874403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878362449386868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524336562118682,0.12632902455962305,0.0,0.0,0.18119305014092715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295759374675688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302344040275238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715295939840036,0.3102013881227065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435603733634025,0.2623220955342596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693893436218646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567172069059305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523373311363385,0.13666251530260198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373465058251753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702119406171,0.0 adhd,lmnopquaint,2019/05/19,"A degree means no adhd? I was seeing a psychologist for an eating disorder over a few years who was pivotal in my recovery. At one point we were digging into my childhood, looking at the stability of my upbringing. I mentioned that I have distinct memories of me from age 8 onwards putting off homework until the night before it was due and my dad and I arguing because he was so frustrated with me and this continued into high school. I told her that I had looked into adhd and thought that it was something I may have. She brushed me off and said that it was pretty unlikely because I have a degree. The more I have read on here, the more I think I could actually have it, but I’m reluctant to seek medical advice because of her comment. Has anyone had any positive experiences with GP’s or psychologists with a diagnosis as an adult?",8.145357142857144,7.088403310559009,8.96930900621118,66.60191381987579,62.47826086956522,12.27360248447205,40.621894409937894,11.45678717892309,4.81517950310559,667,33,117,17,8,228,103,161,0.07200000000000001,0.882,0.046,-0.2484,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,11,0,17,2,0,0,1,20,26,10,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,10,12,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,12,5,22,0,21,12,3,20,0,0,3,0,13,12,0,2,7,95,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.1683444871769851,0.0,0.4146460368849517,0.16857438695813207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173124452689231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062272507757794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154807574226704,0.0,0.1467929657480918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773488031821424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771094993301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652039037068534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874749318861418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226586641753545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897292368003876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791352998549532,0.0,0.17378527553267564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188857577366225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168969712003257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307733434172605,0.0,0.0,0.17550428400812476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341979792912432,0.0,0.0,0.17255628599337688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409613622664662,0.0,0.0,0.17458892752245053,0.1374678182551337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280632001878165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053718761429852,0.0,0.1369533548317368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484031787278647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109052802508587 adhd,LolImSquidward,2019/05/19,"What to eat before taking Adderall when you're really not hungry?! So, I've been taking Adderall for a while now because of my ADD. It really helps me, but there's one thing I am still not really sure about, and that's the food I should eat before taking Adderall. Most mornings I am not very hungry and have to force myself to eat anything, even if it's something small like half a banana. A lot of times I'm not sure if I have eaten enough (because I just ate a small fruit yogurt or something) when I take the Adderall, but because I can't eat anything more I take it and hope it was enough. Same problem at lunch: Adderall curves my appetite and makes me feel really ""full"" before I even took the first bite, so I just eat as much as I can and take the Adderall. So I wondered if someone knows more about how much you're supposed to eat for Adderall to work best and if someone has any tips or ""go-to foods"" to eat before taking Adderall when you're not hungry? Also, I've heard that you shouldn't drink orange juice before taking Adderall because the acid can influence and decrease the effect of Adderall. Is this true and if so, is there other food/drinks that I should avoid when I take Adderall? Thanks for your answers, even though I'm quite experimental with my adderall (like taking it in the evenings as well sometimes when I wanted to pull an all-nighter) I'm still quite inexperienced with it and don't know everything! Also, sorry for my English, I'm from Germany and probably made even more mistakes than usually because I've typed this on my phone and often make a few more mistakes when I type long texts on my phone.",9.070900621118014,6.633060996894411,8.294906832298139,76.55770186335404,61.70186335403727,10.442236024844721,36.35403726708074,7.957251820313856,2.7545751552795026,1299,43,251,10,14,407,151,322,0.066,0.8490000000000001,0.085,0.8454,0,1,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,6,30,13,0,1,13,0,16,14,0,7,3,58,44,38,0,13,16,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,14,14,14,1,6,1,0,2,8,4,1,3,7,4,27,9,27,34,14,23,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,12,16,168,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071133424295168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554256523273992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022282605182687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412444933783308,0.0,0.2849368710610629,0.0,0.070281915278241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121213518970734,0.0,0.4796962472699139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839785661214107,0.0,0.22116851452762684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018920154994265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033862541450916696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696548425271716,0.24294473681872916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038061153202995586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448892384733152,0.0,0.0,0.06651729758947099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736110020486154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654372792909684,0.0,0.0,0.059267212839261625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693633516647771,0.0,0.06336956376682848,0.08940730289159239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846275713198638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284773116531811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045381271562420174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722060471814692,0.06408218646785417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246376889641846,0.0,0.0,0.17161330737858105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134885937812866,0.1031150698275956,0.06623601500856091,0.07496853290115435,0.0,0.0,0.10696622767786768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623871853729413,0.0,0.5035384486166128,0.0,0.0,0.06165788366290303,0.0,0.0,0.04449254553537479,0.0,0.06579865114271086,0.0,0.03905131897651572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440722671962298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737590766061771,0.05525807505904825,0.039501221157142066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060214956952327175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262717468706033,0.04875567352277032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Easleyaspie,2019/05/19,"Thoughts on ADHD being stress related? I have never been formally diagnosed, but I exhibit ALOT of the symptoms, and have most of my life. Additionally, I have had a very hard life from a very young age. My parents had a volatile divorce that dragged on for 10 years, and my mom is batshit crazy. Does anyone think their ADHD could be stress related? I dont mean to invalidate those with ADHD but I wonder how related they are? I guess I'm wondering if I should start by tackling my excessive stress and anxiety, or if starting with ADHD, will help my stress go down.",4.901388888888889,6.452481731481483,5.7361111111111125,77.98250000000003,69.64814814814815,9.474074074074073,32.01851851851852,9.827888789773867,3.2418296296296294,449,20,83,11,8,147,75,108,0.196,0.773,0.032,-0.9475,1,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,4,5,0,14,4,0,1,1,23,24,9,0,4,5,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,1,14,0,11,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,8,6,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740719313409346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913549226247534,0.0,0.0,0.083500280467054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534605630299142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212073924409579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045040450444854,0.0,0.139957741204488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786835760330602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315530807749388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069756333875365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004378829507616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869781544838758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300818933352031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986165238829099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921030068987742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260025279926993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905023736060235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471745340195057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412167780160367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651863412882716,0.0,0.0948050504745205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970657472502776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900881337411724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690168035386298 adhd,beepboopbob5,2019/05/19,"I feel like I was discriminated against for my ADHD... I went to use the equipment at my local gym but they told me I wasnt allowed to due to my 'learning difficulty' without a doctors note (which seems a bit silly, but for I understand if it's for insurance purposes or something). So I left my stuff in some lockers, got a tour of the gym (this is required every time if you don't have a membership, despite the fact that I have been there before) and then went to the front office to ask if I could pay separately to use the swimming pool, which they said was okay. However, they refused me access to the adult changing room, where my clothes, phone, etc was, all because I have ADHD. I had to ask someone else to go and get my stuff for me while I was under supervision of the staff (which was very humiliating!) and then was forced to use the children's changing room, despite paying for access to adult pool and changing rooms. Also, for anyone wondering, I have NEVER caused any sort of trouble at this gym. I have actually went before to use the swimming pool and they let me use the adult changing rooms, but the particular staff that day didn't let me based on my ADHD.",8.99191304347826,6.5344548000000025,8.873913043478264,72.40652173913045,61.8695652173913,11.460869565217392,38.65217391304348,9.642632912329526,3.535252173913044,924,36,180,13,10,302,121,230,0.071,0.905,0.024,-0.9106,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,4,1,4,4,0,0,15,1,20,1,0,7,3,33,39,17,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,10,5,0,2,5,8,2,7,5,1,0,0,16,2,30,3,28,20,4,26,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,8,8,126,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.10001494401994687,0.0,0.369517299282351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196079670636318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969635800475728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166302442374674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191627649475436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247663312713951,0.0,0.17442199026550045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118919629468108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528492359178822,0.43368110277696464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182950671938354,0.0,0.0,0.06609723309783619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490232125228367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856168058033529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430285729928726,0.0,0.0,0.0863518036305294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182175838916915,0.07321850193407971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053546520967571065,0.0,0.05824713092364171,0.0,0.0819701963265782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135511525198602,0.209604865600108,0.0,0.050071180894329284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904620195247877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749096126529637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330256946169488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868390001882329,0.07890140559345565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346518586186479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976243749196178,0.0,0.0,0.0979330861422524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669515871197392,0.0,0.4425900021116813,0.0,0.08456455103676372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850263123769168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879619725042643,0.11114546451205408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,privateD4L,2019/05/19,"Anybody else’s eyes just “lose focus” while reading? Especially when it’s small fonts with little to no paragraph breaks. I feel like I get a few sentences in and my eyes just lose the ability to focus on the words. If I’m really interested in something it’s not as bad, and the more spacing between each word/line the better, but even then it’s still a bit of a problem. I’ve never really told anyone because I didn’t think they’d believe me, but the more I learn about ADHD the more I wonder if that has something to to with it. Note: Even proofreading this before I post I get one sentence in and my eyes just get tired of reading.",4.065503875968993,5.016247798449612,5.093023255813957,84.07736434108531,71.01550387596897,7.593798449612403,27.511627906976752,7.793537801064563,1.5705255813953485,502,17,101,6,9,165,82,129,0.10300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.5775,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,8,7,0,0,9,0,3,4,3,0,1,21,11,11,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,4,11,3,15,8,6,14,0,2,3,0,2,7,0,3,6,68,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053712313234775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948715468682458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268230213521985,0.1041702493971327,0.0,0.14541102262446234,0.19252950442558286,0.0,0.15113438822984507,0.1865627691873938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275295525243187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257365973735523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640487211614349,0.12208067600948096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678419513511351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348605134909959,0.17127222128224462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823544547257698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179747625851035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579647592318396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366112640017427,0.0,0.0,0.16351439937559406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418636019608084,0.0,0.2189473270777392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631121008626897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646942649962032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949656481912272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640780940066505,0.0,0.16328847277843694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531809699187185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoodOldADD,2019/05/19,"VYVANSE DURING SUMMER? I just finished school and I am asking myself if I should take my 70mg vyvanse prescription or if I should stop. I would mainly work this summer (physical job) so idk if I need to take it, but im also afraid of the consequences. Is it that bad ? Should I lower the dosage, but still take it? Give me your experiences so I can decide for myslef. Thank you in advance!",0.6041558441558443,3.1100372077922103,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,92.50649350649351,4.877922077922078,17.38961038961039,6.574015621080383,0.10007532467532476,303,8,60,4,11,99,56,77,0.149,0.809,0.042,-0.8001,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,14,10,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,1,4,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,44,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991783766190684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232843540275652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796010994684375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436348126675616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389272658564276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690345418646087,0.0,0.2471600529738638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184679641372902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25206857800974275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890481520509729,0.2082307324028449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618009959500816,0.0,0.0,0.22930695458085526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132336612733024,0.0,0.0,0.17692968358924033,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blatter85,2019/05/19,"Feeling Beaten Down- Foquest works well but chest pains are getting worse. What next? I've tried vyvanse ( second best due to insomnia) and Dexedrine (come downs are wise and insomnia) and now my psych prescribed foquest. Wow I was certain I as cured, work became much easier, my energy was up, I could sleep!!! Yet 6 months down the line I am getting stronger and stronger chest pains, I even reduced my dose from 45 to 35, pains improved but still are strong, considering 25 but worried this may not be for me? I am stuck as what to do next. Would it be worth trying focalin as will have some methylphenidate but not as much as foquest or try Adderall? I do not know what to do....",3.3691860465116257,5.695578728682173,3.0552131782945766,92.30514534883724,75.66666666666666,5.850387596899225,27.02906976744186,6.816661863887847,1.0968186046511628,532,21,106,5,12,158,86,129,0.133,0.593,0.27399999999999997,0.9768,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,5,10,1,0,1,0,17,9,3,0,1,20,23,14,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,1,1,3,1,11,6,15,14,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,7,71,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166695851911732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149117864424517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821325496213502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433670011797314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752898791618616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180884359481862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513604461955097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817375676934865,0.0,0.2545097062986895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682062498560799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525997615129193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732337721756461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824487543894376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525884446734326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564556036331512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520504708606007,0.1758003437060251,0.17641261054464116,0.12297149289234223,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,panchapancia,2019/05/19,"Shopping - oh, the Horror I survived a day of shopping in Manhattan with some girlfriends yesterday! I couldn’t figure out why I felt so exhausted and low-key irritable the whole time until we took a break for some coffee, then remembered I was on stimuli overload lol. I also made it out without buying anything, so that’s a win",1.9939605734767056,4.846216854838712,3.6547311827957,81.12987455197134,90.12903225806451,5.9813620071684594,27.856630824372765,7.3871296695380915,2.2889189964157706,263,13,43,5,9,87,51,62,0.192,0.657,0.152,-0.3929,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,1,0,13,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,6,1,9,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608682574532465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684412222747411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103770426059671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321064139139265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308665704952729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36952984365936936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021438975929653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624288652751035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943517984695515,0.3641993558654494,0.0,0.3144526756134502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,B055_Chicken,2019/05/19,"Any tips on starting tasks? I just really could do with getting some tips from people who 'get it' from my POV. I just can't find anything online that can be particularly helpful. Wouldn't mind getting tips soon because I SHOUD'VE been studying hours ago... :/ &#x200B; Thanks",3.8963945578231285,7.09559173469388,3.2480612244897955,86.32134353741499,80.63265306122447,4.899319727891157,28.574829931972786,6.42735559955562,1.4580176870748294,221,10,37,2,6,65,41,49,0.048,0.833,0.11900000000000001,0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863598391295245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794628932573942,0.3134085232915641,0.17539863764352046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122512580034797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722939689770196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593305602340792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235739843129796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042673289020825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288247231656667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540053183828864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604319013212589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788135276717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523410660925414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256146793592706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374637603127661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134085232915641,0.0 adhd,seagulls51,2019/05/19,"I have A University Physics exam in 2 days, and spent all morning learning the fast rap in rap god why have I done this",8.779600000000002,5.123944560000002,8.791999999999998,76.55600000000003,63.4,11.6,41.0,8.841846274778883,3.4073999999999987,94,4,21,1,1,31,21,25,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,12,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273521995049638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6781174773136733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979354350931291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ToxicFluffer,2019/05/19,"going to college hello everyone!! I had debated making this post for a long time because typing the words seemed to solidify what they were saying. I was diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive type) when I was 17 despite having teachers push for testing since I entered school. I was fortunate enough to seem smart to my teachers even though my 'intelligence' wouldn't be obvious in standardized testing and classroom behavior. My parents did not really like the idea of a tainted child so they decided to take care of the organizational aspects while I just coasted off whatever natural ability I had. This system worked for a good while - I got to avoid the humdrum of school by going to extracurriculars such as debate and got the required statistics through my mother arranging tutors and timetables for me. However, as I climbed further up the ladder, my mum got busier with work and my sibling and I found myself juggling workloads beyond my capacity. My textbook type A personality, OCD, and obvious depression soon got the better of me and I ended up in a psych ward after a suicide attempt. This was when I spilled the tea on my substance abuse (inhalants yum), self harm, emotional abuse, and general misery. I went from star student to disgraced druggie seemingly overnight, everyone I knew from parents to friends were disgusted and pushed me far away from their picture perfect lives. Those few months sucked major ass. Nevertheless, I decided to use the money I saved from my tutoring job and went to therapy. I was initially very skeptical but eventually grew to appreciate having someone actually listen to the person behind the facade everyone had decided for me. I added the ADHD diagnosis to my collection and began proper treatment. I stopped posing as the model daughter, the overachieving student body president, and the unbroken perfect human being. My parents did not care much for the change but I learned to forgive them; I made better friends and cut out a significant amount of toxicity from my life. My last year of high school was stressful (I couldn't seem to let go of the work work work attitude) but I was stable and had clear goals in mind. I wrote about my history and a few more struggles not outlined here which was apparently a faux pas for competitive universities but I did end up getting accepted to one of my top choices anyway. I am not ready for college mentally or financially - I have not studied a day in my life and I have to take out massive loans - but I'm ready to try (holy fridge that sounds cheesy). Before the diagnoses, I thought something must have just been broken inside me but THANK ALL THE GODS I know better now. I managed to have a successful high school career with like 10% of my abilities so I'm beyond excited to actually compete on a level playing ground. I don't know what the purpose of this text wall was but I knew that I had to get it out of my system. My finals are in 2 days and I move to a whole new country for college in 2 months. I am terrified but this was almost cathartic. So thanks for reading this ^(slightly) too corny post, I thought the patrons of this sub would be able to relate to the struggles of underachievement and frustration. I think it goes on tangents and has no structure but goddammit I'm tired of perfectionism. TL;DR - a dramatic bitch is going to college after nearly dying and finally getting the help she needed.",6.8020457697642165,8.248137956310682,7.1802866389274165,69.79126213592235,65.06796116504854,10.22228386500231,37.044382801664355,10.344454807630736,4.2722674063800286,2739,138,436,67,42,892,329,618,0.11800000000000001,0.745,0.13699999999999998,0.9004,6,1,2,0,2,1,59.0,0,0,4,18,20,33,6,4,37,0,41,8,2,3,7,87,83,41,2,5,17,6,0,2,2,3,5,3,0,5,15,26,1,3,19,2,2,12,9,12,0,1,35,5,69,21,87,40,9,67,0,1,0,1,25,28,3,6,25,310,84,35,0.07089114450377679,0.1679888280624815,0.1383590617303012,0.0,0.17039475891264294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709872410159251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660456385507439,0.0,0.0,0.04321458370168805,0.0,0.060323142593204225,0.0,0.0,0.18809236921751568,0.0,0.07874408027915378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455649293742362,0.0,0.0749934310546833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143784705375356,0.0,0.06105843888329132,0.14390603884892947,0.07357381572662057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974299587955821,0.12557702484776168,0.07324950266982899,0.0,0.04682293235443738,0.0,0.0,0.203218579639845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553155673442391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772848088117937,0.10954064478106136,0.0,0.11111309123740737,0.0,0.16115628443425012,0.059460128602198126,0.2267924971558659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751683983968925,0.14980077272431333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002747324499801,0.0,0.0,0.07034852223695423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791983811136315,0.05778574448559471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249099827709987,0.10014502372646428,0.06926766470904497,0.0,0.06259817938280984,0.06273643207162173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707891500563884,0.047320389435029635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144159988467312,0.0,0.07157984715517153,0.0,0.11316927040389005,0.0753460675597256,0.05211314804990593,0.052564885391120114,0.0,0.06846710911242967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803767419299927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361486797103331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379882596356985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357882406246318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091032865427009,0.0,0.0454146824406195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637548347159741,0.0,0.2869824917415918,0.0,0.2581465418842159,0.07395492450156993,0.0,0.0,0.05864188730239803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060065836687590926,0.0545754664669674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926817110048056,0.08120556651290085,0.1482216327060293,0.0,0.07754340598878487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066026363101015,0.0,0.0,0.1305340826668732,0.08107020196457419,0.0,0.0,0.04542418293906414,0.06965018954096044,0.11255930023663203,0.041337196451634826,0.08147894209845155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813043370112461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122718762025337,0.0,0.0584926185368724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143360236597204,0.0,0.07914743116974486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258047987541028,0.0,0.0,0.050359035089182234,0.0,0.0,0.04565157280296122 adhd,dani_cali92,2019/05/19,"ADHD Jobs Feeling a little lost I guess, so was curious. Is there anyone out there with ADHD who feel that their job really suits their personality? I would love to get some ideas as to what kind of jobs might be right for me. I am a hard worker but I need to feel like I'm working towards something that matters and is right for me. So any inspiration would be great!",2.3138223938223947,4.443058567567569,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,78.18918918918921,6.390733590733591,21.382239382239387,7.447530270364453,0.6892996138996144,290,8,60,4,7,95,54,74,0.033,0.71,0.257,0.9601,3,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,3,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,16,18,5,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,8,5,10,11,1,5,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,3,1,40,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982751031383374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126807495614739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586033386936535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513466160665068,0.11837513344868295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865706945350465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826833231050548,0.18253572053739173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484334247842089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705358289155224,0.0,0.0,0.4932909637892685,0.0,0.0,0.1725496233950754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095198021991426,0.16607355654521055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087962695208212,0.0,0.1495494817046667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578005990945422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286343361849662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446816512834288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061507844986335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830114470891776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756289967285808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063057515194227,0.0,0.0,0.2354151033996743,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Die_Schwester,2019/05/19,"I suspect I may have ADHD. Advice? So, I've been always struggling with staying focused on things. Like, I've been always juggling multiple hobbies, unable to concentrate on one or two. Always super interested at first, losing it a few weeks later. My tsundoku shelf is about to burst. Multiple handicraft projects - started off, never finished. Same thing with books and games. Conversations are a nightmare. If I talk, I start from Adam and Eve, meandring forth and back over multiple topics, with subtopics and side themes that are presumably of relevance, but actually not. I overdo on details. I interrupt people. Jump in with answers before hearing out the question. When talking, can go into half an hour long rants easily. I space out for periods of time when trying to listen to others. Forgetful. Don't know how many times left my lunchbox at home. Suck at organisation. Get late for work/meetings/wherever because there is always that one interesting article I have to read. And another one. And another one. When reading work material/literature, I often catch myself thinking about something irrelevant for tens of minutes, reading through the same paragraphs. Easily forget the content. Unless the content is very, very interesting. Make multiple mistakes (somehow) even with detailed instructions right under my nose. Which has cost me hours of work so far. Which sucks, because in my work, I really need to focus and mistakes are a no-no. Easily distracted by sounds. Can't focus on work if somebody's having a loud conversation. Can't pick out what' s being said if multiple people are talking, so parties and drinks-out are a pain. Impatient. Mood swings. Have always thought this was a lack of self-discipline. But. A friend once cracked a joke, saying I may have ADHD. Did a little of Three-Men-in-a-Boat style self-diagnosis and here I am. Jackpot! Should I go and see a doctor and get properly diagnosed? As far as I understand, treatment options are poor? What is your experience? Among those diagnosed with ADHD, how do you manage to keep it under control? Would be grateful for your advice.",4.437086229086232,7.6336906648648695,5.131119691119694,73.96576576576578,77.48648648648648,7.956241956241957,30.7014157014157,8.77342768361299,3.3543848133848133,1686,81,252,41,42,542,229,370,0.126,0.77,0.10300000000000001,-0.8385,0,0,2,0,0,0,75.0,0,3,0,8,16,16,2,2,15,0,32,5,1,5,1,59,51,28,0,9,8,0,0,1,1,4,4,6,1,0,13,21,0,2,8,6,3,4,5,8,0,8,6,8,23,7,49,39,4,49,0,1,1,0,15,25,2,10,20,177,36,12,0.0,0.0,0.08452612167315961,0.0,0.31229197302003275,0.16928310967523474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603632227585257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165186545272904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660346080458111,0.0,0.1056023686296466,0.0,0.07370505735980806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714881838523463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582974612761654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865661483746852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720999879285145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472847184063591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367674581286425,0.0,0.0,0.06692041528128242,0.0,0.09050806938564357,0.0,0.09845336862023896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762414421020377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688434948255239,0.0,0.17060145109640348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769895559024117,0.0,0.0,0.04760267693772284,0.0,0.09770823927151523,0.0,0.09411009637560644,0.0,0.0,0.042316903439437725,0.08681342491037485,0.0,0.07665370412763449,0.0,0.09690275368643224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781781034050821,0.08781648376768936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422573039655775,0.06680470553184355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224474120043263,0.2347768620546407,0.0,0.09216705763609992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009924630981228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703135033422658,0.0,0.25992262419636986,0.0,0.0554893467145132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397081607018008,0.08239301571073468,0.0688816607414134,0.0,0.0,0.06902288115773701,0.0,0.18072175016434094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668233307260207,0.0,0.0,0.12261653237201316,0.09232266070609743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055134953954656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088594393045462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508954978542953,0.05550095477657208,0.0,0.06876456798899795,0.10101464560981394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880755252783317,0.0,0.08461264781763661,0.09017180437982084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293691008303788,0.0,0.0,0.0694792815327866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31529262080316683,0.0,0.0,0.06153054052344599,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RoseburyNoire,2019/05/19,"I remember almost every line of every song I hear, but my brain just loves to switch the order if that makes the melody more appealing to me. So I just discovered this sub and am amazed at all the common experiences im reading here (always knew i had adhd, just never realised how deep it was affecting so mny little details of mt life). One thing that I have noticed though, is that people tend to say that they have trouble remembering things, especially song lines. This has never been the case for me, I actually always had a very fast and large memory. However, when I try to sing a song that I have heard, even if it's for the 10th time, my brains wanna switch the order if that makes it better to my ears. I can't help it, it's kinda hard to re-learn the real order when the reflex of singing the wrong order appears. TLDR: I always find myself thinking ""Oh fuck i messed up the order again... But that just sounds much better \^\^"". Anyone like this among you guys?",3.3294306282722523,5.1785152774869125,4.387090968586389,84.87131708115186,74.23560209424085,6.869240837696338,20.83802356020942,7.645422480735847,0.7546149214659681,762,17,148,10,16,248,121,191,0.09699999999999999,0.802,0.10099999999999999,0.4024,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,13,9,1,0,12,0,11,6,3,4,3,28,21,13,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,17,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,9,19,5,15,15,3,19,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,6,9,100,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.13506783695088426,0.0,0.16634148299560012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859725521732502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455037097491684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677923427466414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482414706067224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090218527087812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914182578823659,0.0,0.23323217240129615,0.0,0.0,0.135391180775097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650389797089534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795747632667046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704729838823074,0.0,0.0,0.12398784563816985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599771681989347,0.0,0.09277306011801116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950615592870226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776281775092566,0.06761995583004765,0.13872281478005768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492009855477745,0.0,0.184779010922222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174700660405614,0.0,0.21350008484281588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758028567793578,0.0,0.0,0.0937899500655366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959558128150152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384470896091804,0.1575404652132358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135822679448991,0.0,0.0,0.11006889630997514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390642132235893,0.08868730472891008,0.1359867626575028,0.0,0.0807077706441733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397105603665892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420244347665034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132920686686002,0.0,0.0 adhd,aus_396,2019/05/19,"Exercising on medication So I've never really understood why people say they feel good after exercising... It's honestly never had a positive affect on me. Then I started taking ritalin two days ago... And then went rock climbing today. I'm... Pretty sure I got kinda high. Is this a normal thing? I'm assuming the dopamine reuptake inhibition effect from the ritalin is allowing me to actually get the effect that most people talk about when they work out.",4.148238482384818,7.196024609756101,6.670650406504066,63.46527100271004,77.29268292682926,10.473712737127373,28.62330623306233,10.25414643259724,4.369231436314363,366,16,53,14,9,130,64,82,0.064,0.802,0.134,0.7163,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,4,3,3,0,0,5,0,3,5,0,4,3,15,12,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,2,6,3,7,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,10,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2150331403999805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533000133069164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421097191429973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114173042505493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151255612246687,0.0,0.0,0.18482198450926904,0.17623675049792242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328154743925836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198287677682887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399002660870881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589955493699606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055306168373541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417863499290516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411640359994656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523387483061956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596727673643104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076804797988427,0.0,0.16567833992226227,0.1771117229673192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639301335316854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886926607365186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525326156732252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426981736786126,0.19883467745143424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604199058331428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PenguinWithKnees,2019/05/19,"ADHD meds and trying to get pregnant? I'm on 30 mg Vyvanse and 150 mg Welbutrin to manage my inattentive type ADHD. I'm extremely dependant on my meds just to hit that baseline of function human person. I'm thinking about trying to get pregnant. I'm very apprehensive because I can't imagine going off my meds for 9 months (plus however long breastfeeding happens for). I work at a boring office job that will just fall apart if I'm not on Vyvanse and without welbutrin I'm scared of pre/post-natal depression. Are there any moms here who have stayed on their meds while pregnant? And I'm obviously going to speak to my psychiatrist before making any decisions but since he charges a cool $350 for a phone call I'd like to have some ideas in my head before I talk to him. Thanks!!!",5.490980392156863,6.322816431372553,6.1874575163398715,77.9525588235294,67.69281045751634,8.73437908496732,31.63986928104575,8.841846274778883,2.6306763398692814,626,25,114,10,10,205,98,153,0.045,0.866,0.08900000000000001,0.8095,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,3,1,5,1,1,2,1,19,21,8,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,2,10,3,23,19,1,15,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,3,4,57,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308943658767023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872345264810823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391961326654836,0.0,0.2342864081435919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405718711636027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857109657971394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384908745716932,0.0,0.15647695646629425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173715023984072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412845232546359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540759693022205,0.0,0.0,0.1366117702475465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672564113354276,0.0,0.0,0.1218296386589494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189279268366593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6116613604030617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123217405662188,0.10988329161644698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020420779050205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184549824691458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378271851056392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138783272241848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467331099241914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065031716586604,0.0,0.1267438998270363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821049605636494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869316807692329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358845801794284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270463292395113,0.0,0.10022212625321787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,randomusername163,2019/05/19,Is this a symptom of ADHD? I think I might have ADHD but I still need to go see a psychologist to be sure. But everyday I have an obsession to listening to music and running around. I’ve done it ever since I can remember. I can’t sit still for more than 5 minutes. Even when I’m watching something I’m interested in I end up pausing it to go dance around or do something else. It has really prevented me from being able to do homework. I have the intelligence to complete my work but I just don’t have the ability to actually sit down and do it. Does anybody else relate to the whole listening to club music and just dancing like a crazy person thing? It’s sounds so absurd to me and I wish I could stop but whenever I do it it’s like my rational mind stops and I have no control or awareness of my body. Btw this only happens at home in school I can’t do this but I end up zoning out or doing other things on my laptop instead of listening to the teacher. This compulsion is dancing/listening to music even prevents me from sleeping as I stay up to do it. My cousin has ADHD so I think I may have the same... what do you think?,1.1037179487179465,3.326314961538465,3.5415965811965826,86.34229230769233,83.14529914529916,6.649982905982907,24.317264957264968,7.839951260653429,1.4923851623931623,887,35,182,17,25,307,123,234,0.06,0.8220000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9264,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,13,5,0,1,9,0,28,3,2,1,2,36,42,17,0,3,10,1,0,2,0,2,1,4,2,1,16,8,0,5,4,3,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,6,27,4,33,36,3,28,0,0,2,0,6,11,0,5,11,141,43,4,0.12389554150039113,0.0,0.12090417635765816,0.0,0.4466950929925905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058659863102772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762001635643314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990211805184024,0.0,0.13895938484441592,0.09892050841609594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842182328431292,0.1267881545681325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069976539898572,0.0,0.21946935124869674,0.0,0.0,0.16366367334865475,0.1120706104407177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082538281709314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956041817748656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427732994987947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105820674312075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314335904818426,0.12509917826665548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186697414783396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094228142257968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818080796432912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937065641180459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034949652755316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538890246567316,0.098728705765979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248767223032262,0.0,0.1239850173787437,0.0,0.0,0.1907616816710056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205616241307658,0.19788627896921535,0.2071644407388757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677008162061242,0.1287749063744786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646213850670443,0.23816178093224394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832494752032182,0.14247375829402922,0.0,0.0,0.09019742980106228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissStromclouds,2019/05/19,"WHY is an ADHD diagnosis so controversial Hey Just need to vent and let of steam. ADHD makes my life suck I was first diagnosed at 7 with ADHD, my grandmother did not believe in it so I came off my medication. When I went back to live with my mum, she was dealing with stuff and I did not restart my medication. I struggled through high school and eventually got into medical school. I was approaching my final year of medical school when I was forced to take a leave of absence because of my ADHD being ""untreated"" April 2018- psychiatrist restarts me on ADHD medication Jully 2018- University psychiatrist stops ADHD medication August 2018- Told I can't go into final year mecause my ADHD is now untreated September 2018-My psychiatrist restarts ADHD medication Now... University psychiatrist has said I am a danger to patients. (No other information because he says that would break confidentiality) My leave of absence turned into an exclusion, I got a lawyer involved. My lawyer has argued that the University psychiatrist has no background in ADHD, and nothing else suggests I am a danger to patients. I don't know how this will end, but it is so unfair. And its just sucks watching everyone graduate, whilst I am 1 year behind, and may have wasted years of my life for a career I can't have.",5.453974358974357,7.928677602564104,6.672999999999997,68.05950000000003,69.98290598290598,9.63726495726496,32.64017094017094,10.008157457239328,3.875513504273504,1045,49,166,29,20,351,128,234,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,5,1,8,0,25,10,0,2,0,26,39,13,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,0,8,13,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,6,0,1,12,3,27,0,25,22,0,31,0,0,1,0,12,9,2,1,17,116,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7271847095441036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051696299706796664,0.0,0.08196648691339976,0.0,0.0,0.07574603687843938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689407178281184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931195499669209,0.0,0.0682377998333536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616266787429651,0.0,0.059546492654316975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424186629369437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472960089821662,0.0,0.05718644477257146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820878667453212,0.0,0.10754115079822807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103298253365432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03694826401046525,0.0,0.0,0.14237532167788788,0.0,0.06874800070545503,0.09497413920936024,0.0,0.0,0.059365987262574374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044877050165958526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740953793985778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985075200837008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450972142138876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395184247897183,0.05346459380598837,0.0,0.20412333614120745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056207920506925,0.0,0.07028418115368147,0.07696312819678565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054915982972046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424186629369437,0.0,0.0,0.07312775425451032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232358225801104,0.06066529816087876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477587985007901,0.0,0.0,0.17317760460498755 adhd,Animals_Are_Too_Cool,2019/05/19,Is ADHD different in girls? Like biologically?,5.888571428571428,7.664878571428576,11.060714285714283,21.996785714285718,120.42857142857142,12.82857142857143,32.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,7.075914285714287,38,2,4,2,2,15,7,7,0.0,0.677,0.32299999999999995,0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7214965174489483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272314372457551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932976294477401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,parliamentsecurity,2019/05/19,"Rit amazing for study - existing I hate it So I've just finally been diagnosed with fairly severe adhd, which was met with oh wow I didn't realise how dehabilitating this is, a short burst of depression and then happiness I've used ritalin now and then through my first semester in uni (buying off street) and it's amazing for study and productivity I hate the way it makes me feel when I'm not occupied with something though, I really do like my ego and who I am and this almost depersonalizes me My psych is going to talk about prescription soon I really do need the ritalin to actually get study done, I was about to fail before I found this But I've heard they prescribe as almost all day use Should I be honest? What do I do Help!",2.4707126436781586,4.9417017724137935,4.37448275862069,80.91712643678163,79.55172413793103,8.280459770114943,23.459770114942533,9.029198982220553,2.0719563218390804,587,20,115,16,15,199,98,145,0.109,0.738,0.153,0.7827,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,9,10,2,0,3,0,14,3,0,4,1,23,27,14,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,8,2,16,6,15,17,1,14,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,9,76,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.17877714901918118,0.0,0.22017126182593624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36689744515043105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558900344917381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814909268889567,0.0,0.15779022335948845,0.1859445346789367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874775999138451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263161933209486,0.0,0.0,0.20068706726433835,0.0,0.15583015409563394,0.0,0.20086976647205584,0.0,0.0,0.09571463996989243,0.0,0.10411700078539106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950202166833616,0.0,0.3617449046595916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279535652676755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895024544184776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228767972078908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358407643304564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347257157950878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069642894026877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103660691737066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472495301471923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799934483373486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164526243043806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541593852604184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mehoymiboi,2019/05/19,"Starting new medication soon So my doctor told me that he wants to start me on meds on or around June 10th (my appointment date), which is the week before I start my summer job. Information for some context: I’m a college student, newly diagnosed (and so relieved about it) and just finished my first year with a lot of difficulty. He wants to start me on adderall instant release, and I did a bit of googling about it because I’m really conscious about what I put in my body. And to be honest? I’m absolutely terrified. I’m quite scared of developing a dependence or addiction, even though I have never gotten addicted to anything I’ve tried previously and don’t have what classified as an “addictive personality.” For the most part, things have gotten bad and my management of ADHD inattentive-type is very poor. I have gotten this far in school and life, but not without great mental and emotional sacrifice. By this, I mean having a few panic attacks weekly for a few years. The stress of trying to manage untreated ADHD my entire life has taken a huge toll on my mind and body, and this is one of the main reasons I want to try medication alongside therapy. My doctor and I have been able to trace my severe panic attacks and stress to having gone undiagnosed for so long and thinking I was defective etc. So this ALONE is a HUGE RELIEF!! Back to the doctor, I have time to think about it still but I am still so nervous and weary of this medication! Are my fears irrational? How can I deal with this fear?",6.2191908633372055,6.907803348432061,6.909866434378633,73.92107530003874,66.0383275261324,10.140843979868373,31.972319008904385,10.125756701596842,3.2290644212156407,1199,46,216,27,18,396,164,287,0.207,0.72,0.073,-0.9929,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,18,16,2,8,14,0,21,14,2,3,1,40,41,26,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,1,14,17,0,0,6,0,1,2,4,12,0,2,9,0,26,4,37,31,9,33,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,6,21,155,40,9,0.0897526031208468,0.0,0.0,0.29353075615055163,0.21573037475426926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092956628864346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385874495105571,0.07989884543442455,0.0,0.2042130863128925,0.0,0.06901421170236996,0.07493967463717019,0.05471235380892441,0.0,0.07637285466426158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798659688755963,0.1993898175824898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253099279401512,0.0,0.091097002890206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755967773128546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095959814083699,0.0,0.0,0.1000978775089113,0.05928074788435931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199326243986448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634351836445374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895256179525708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906560954358744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678983576813715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794282294122399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763044535898833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776689667581807,0.0996949087912449,0.2712489155745166,0.0904495139082681,0.0,0.09062454356096218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922274059926957,0.08668362337798383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081868669031164,0.0,0.0,0.21061068296733013,0.0,0.09719332285255217,0.0,0.0,0.0783685111258368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022615597177408,0.0,0.09546294128531203,0.0,0.0,0.05749781580596509,0.09228062428317148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985801319217646,0.09083442602108976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013948944637725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541094177721937,0.0,0.14335308958094425,0.0,0.2056226072650759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263992368561173,0.0,0.05962764139934721,0.11501968805712713,0.08818147686737568,0.0,0.05233546465108061,0.0,0.0,0.08576245854527706,0.0,0.18280837801036454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405529722769964,0.15881523219131322,0.0,0.1439882488599597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651830657938496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559546751028495 adhd,cuckholdcutie,2019/05/19,"Adhd meds in college I was on stimulant meds in high school, but went off to get into the military. That didnt work out, and im in college now, and kinda need medication to function. My grades have been suffering and ive tried to go without meds for about three years. I recently saw a doctor about medication for it, and was prescribed welbutrin and it didnt work. I know that stimulants worked in high school, but i dont know how to ask my doctor about it without seeming like im just another college kid wanting adderal. It is a new doctor and so he doesnt really know me. Is there anyone that knows a way to go about this?",4.865374015748031,5.2529598188976365,5.9319586614173225,80.80848917322838,68.92125984251969,9.18464566929134,30.83562992125984,9.188382445141503,2.516150393700787,495,19,100,9,8,165,75,127,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.7792,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,4,0,11,5,0,3,0,24,24,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,7,1,8,1,21,17,0,18,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,2,5,65,16,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494861968091578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042816749604105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697265048553586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628287192180795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819389285378668,0.0,0.0,0.14577790206735672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498585414552742,0.0,0.14138134415461442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628384574329662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687135673778955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27343423775667997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060768064847085884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144899699010275,0.2506089299294985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222965369323666,0.0,0.12013148541712965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968400202760144,0.0,0.1228148516993656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517678449444551,0.0,0.11323512827495814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844490233228951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336529864399767,0.09873075816260588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153058314468995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239804758502883,0.0,0.2716605545705177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009964672880215 adhd,bekahfu,2019/05/19,"Recklessness Does anyone else sometimes get an extreme urge to do specific reckless things, not like you do something without thinking but you think about something very dangerous and exciting and you just feel like you HAVE to do it, you become so fixated on the fact that you have to do it that you obsess over it. For example stealing my mom's car to drive to the beach without a license at 12am, or getting drunk in the neighborhood park in the middle of the night, or shoplifting. I can't tell if I'm just a stupid teenager, or if I'm just an ADHD kid.",6.790757575757574,6.372014318181819,6.792727272727273,79.01575757575759,64.9090909090909,9.87878787878788,36.51515151515152,9.2995712137729,3.2530606060606058,445,20,85,7,6,142,74,110,0.21,0.752,0.038,-0.9648,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,0,5,7,2,1,9,0,7,1,0,0,1,18,14,9,0,2,12,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,3,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,1,9,3,15,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,3,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602457495180949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514137298046301,0.2218765740050021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391576200014145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895005280383446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089607583389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949197003382967,0.1547002315028293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226272293779305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158649989716274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361560855002657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032133916298509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334147896714855,0.21416915150889584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927041321972665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386328532220016,0.27750737430332256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867281188159706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174844931954632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,btun,2019/05/19,"33M dizziness/head spins/vertigo on vyvanse. When does it go away? Hi all, I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and started on dex but Dr suggested I switch to vyvanse after a couple of weeks of use because I was getting a ""high"" feeling that I didn't like. I have been on vyvanse for a couple of days now. It feels so much better! The only side effect I have noticed so far is dizziness/head spins/vertigo. Had my BP/HR checked and it seems all fine. I even get pretty bad head rushes when I stand up too quickly. Searching around, a few people have reported the same symptoms. Do these ever go away? How long does it take if it does? Is there anything I can do to avoid them?",2.017386877828056,4.11218854411765,3.500294117647062,88.60036199095025,79.0,5.949321266968327,25.9027149321267,7.010146845296331,1.2059339366515838,526,21,105,6,13,173,94,136,0.077,0.82,0.10400000000000001,0.5506,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,12,5,0,1,6,0,13,4,1,3,3,17,23,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,5,2,11,3,15,18,5,25,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,12,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421011472394524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928723941583375,0.12904244054919686,0.0,0.0,0.2723836996953528,0.0,0.12103301939550533,0.08836442661101139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820266471881794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207842717611907,0.0,0.09348525698206224,0.0,0.0,0.14712827845951068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805584774115148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574271496648512,0.13112188296895294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658920421382698,0.10355729201277472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146807327741646,0.0,0.1647647790280265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463030297846664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315500293889578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081865599991258,0.0,0.0,0.12828236148004302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656005570047423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503447697957213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024631161500442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049491478548007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474733567034312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312752522338618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196338597566504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260129310245113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506658002180159,0.10898960519659412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519628476386704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627574179744544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pcm6ix9ine,2019/05/19,"emotio​nal side of things I've never talked to any professional about myself, so I'm just in here looking for more info. When it comes to the most common symptoms of ADHD I do match up with quite a lot of them, but none of them really talk about the emotional aspects of it. I struggle with really quick mood changes, and bursts of highs and lows. This bursts can be anything from 30 min of being super hyper and energetic, to an hour of dark thoughts and sadness. Any more info on this with ADHD?",4.6299116347569935,5.947137587628866,5.2637702503681885,82.00505154639177,70.03092783505157,8.017083946980852,26.228276877761417,8.418075326091056,1.7150070692194408,394,12,75,6,7,127,69,97,0.085,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,7,5,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,16,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,21,5,5,13,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,2,6,55,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489194424887114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27680763393551977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748353726438195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530221122537807,0.17531856070093074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893796298086444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503508478827504,0.0,0.0,0.20043089311646825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709095406220822,0.0,0.0,0.17302947409583425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569708429568257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164736361919122,0.0,0.0,0.26076634750672884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127682706620943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115401554169298,0.0,0.3271709877931394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521280800144475,0.0,0.0,0.16157592667854528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheBoatyMcBoatFace,2019/05/19,"Goldman Sachs has announced a neurodiversity hiring initiative. Put your opinions about the org aside, it is nice to see such a large organization doing something like this. Blog: http://www.goldmansachs.com/careers/blog/posts/dane-holmes-embracing-neurodiversity.html",20.465,27.29930083333333,13.483333333333338,16.205000000000013,40.66666666666667,9.333333333333334,36.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.655666666666667,235,8,20,4,3,64,29,30,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104213837619742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6387464059957041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063267049038055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891572970243078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,traversebickle,2019/05/19,"To those with the lethal combo of ADHD and anxiety I would be extremely appreciative if you could take the time to list some (if not all) of the specific scenarios you find oddly fear-inducing. This will probably sound like an exercise in futility, but I’m trying to get a clearer understanding of whether these two A-words are mutually exclusive or if one manifests the other. I’m gonna jot down a list of my own (hoping some of them might be relatable/help think of urs) also would like to mention that majority of the angst, and in my opinion the fucken worst, takes shape in the form of impending doom with no discernible source. Anyway here is list: - Phone calls. Whether it’s answering them or making them, they’re always a last resort. Next to no difference regarding who’s on the other end. - Walking into houses, especially parties or groups of people. Just envisioning this one makes me sweat a lil - The idea of fucking up at work. Think this one could stem from a one-off bad experience, but it’s made me have to quadruple check how to do important tasks, no matter how straightforward they are (much to coworkers annoyance) - Walking into school when I attended. This one sounds like an excuse to be lazy but sitting in the car on the way there would produce an internal ripping feeling down my sternum from the nerves, ended up taking an absurd amount of sick days - Posting on social media. Self explanatory - Fucking up mid convo. Have seen this one is quite common on here. I’ll remember a bad encounter out of fucken nowhere and it will make my face physically scrunch I’m aware these are all textbook social anxiety symptoms, however I am not nervous when it comes to speaking in front of crowds (as long as it’s scripted), being/eating in public or meeting new people, which seem to be equally, if not more common. Any input is incredibly appreciated. Keen to hear about others experiences, thanks a bunch",8.8266384180791,8.19072211581921,8.713333333333335,67.620790960452,60.89265536723163,11.934463276836158,37.7457627118644,11.20814326018867,4.333464406779663,1535,64,259,36,18,499,216,354,0.105,0.797,0.099,-0.7340000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,4,3,11,14,3,1,23,0,22,7,2,7,2,56,46,23,1,10,17,0,1,3,0,7,3,4,0,1,19,9,0,0,10,1,1,6,6,8,0,6,2,6,15,6,51,31,13,42,1,1,1,2,21,21,2,14,15,179,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458272054276714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289922326799512,0.08625587825519253,0.0,0.0,0.07049436041845998,0.0,0.15860374526907964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310846566734964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585146165876157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929645205504695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553286010001475,0.0,0.0,0.06685402660988085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830571870023656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607307682891484,0.0,0.0,0.1836292089385387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280451195574992,0.0,0.11664963821034414,0.052415101993637726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474605783631047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916694528325805,0.05415961258671402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168356780875675,0.0,0.06948308993304599,0.0,0.0,0.1029606989938108,0.0,0.11961312567653727,0.0,0.11702285209531295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449913955740143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193344273319812,0.0,0.0,0.09173844823051333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808838928835703,0.20758747125484933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099700077063764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762041954991558,0.0,0.0,0.1001183225981498,0.1102467228307363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214681844231449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373367361048864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928045054135363,0.0,0.11176619253637474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025830692488764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174299139066226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491243920137062,0.0,0.09437085592266052,0.10814306438455726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134264487773666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077454963717642,0.2338249110470417,0.0,0.0,0.0954389163491278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328460646347044,0.0,0.0,0.06044669949262595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038033810022877,0.0,0.10126363885220968,0.1079167863065856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228282420517052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546786186053757,0.0,0.0,0.22091755528239387,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,casebe,2019/05/19,Jumpy brain Im not entirely sure that what I have is ADHD and I'm not asking if I have it or not. But here is a situation: I am in a car with my family or friends and they are talking about topic A and I'm following along well but then something outside catches my eye. I see what it is and I think about the object for a second and my mind jumps immediately to a topic that is either somewhat or not at all related to the object but has nothing to do with topic A. People say that carrying a conversation with me is difficult because of how my mind jumps and I get very animated and excited about the topic even when no one cares to listen. Does anyone else experience this at all if so do you know a good way to slow the thoughts.,2.7383333333333333,4.09139546405229,5.038709150326799,81.64669117647061,74.75163398692811,8.237254901960785,25.8218954248366,8.841846274778883,1.8837934640522864,578,20,121,12,12,203,92,153,0.06,0.8420000000000001,0.098,0.7786,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,0,12,0,12,2,2,1,3,34,23,19,0,2,13,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,1,1,2,1,4,13,6,17,22,4,12,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,6,3,95,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310371415563706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441985274006582,0.19697431958584968,0.0,0.0,0.17972002040481513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718874401653585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146052934077156,0.0,0.0,0.19600320534975071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682319899651535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059325601597058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697381679447714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880492516653085,0.1812283471593886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485254453596951,0.0,0.10043834349836156,0.0,0.0,0.16124320063000191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765400361232836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565099996422922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882185904145359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844610770793764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026793785666485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327617566741104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287830022769394,0.0,0.0,0.15319172962200034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160877033202665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479970376095663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811855086398579,0.0,0.0,0.15451658067718968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318070638728255,0.0,0.15261842059114664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861951946344124,0.0,0.1525924977454798,0.0,0.0,0.1728483579292899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tired__eyes,2019/05/19,"work sucks. can i crawl into a hole now? i’m off all my meds so my anxiety feels as if it’s riding just under my skin 24/7, which i can manage, but it makes me like kind of intense i guess. a girl and her boyfriend around my age came in with a hamilton t-shirts on and naturally i started chatting with them about the musical because it’s a special interest of mine, but hadn’t been able to see the recent tour in town. i thought we had a good conversation, but when walking away, the boyfriend turned to the girl and said “jesus christ, i thought she’d never shut up!” the girl laughed and said “right?” and my heart felt like it landed right in my stomach in some weird combination of guilt and embarrassment. to top it off, one of my managers interrupted me mid-sales pitch and told me to go take a 5 minute break and chill out because i was being too loud, then proceeded to use that opportunity in the back room to chew me out about my perceived lack of effort on the floor today. i feel so humiliated because here i was, under the impression that i was working hard and being friendly, when in all actuality i just look like an annoying spaz to everyone else. all i want is a hole in the ground to fall into and never come back out of, but i have to be up bright and early to do it all over again tomorrow. tldr; i’m pretty sure i annoyed everyone at my work today and i feel awful about it.",4.638672948566942,5.047202904593644,5.677355712603062,82.36175009815472,69.42402826855124,8.691715744012564,28.796427169218692,8.680891452615391,1.9426954848841769,1094,37,231,17,18,363,161,283,0.11,0.721,0.16899999999999998,0.9642,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,6,16,19,3,2,17,1,15,4,3,2,7,50,39,23,0,3,7,0,6,3,1,0,0,3,1,3,10,23,1,0,7,1,0,6,3,6,0,1,13,12,33,13,46,22,6,57,2,0,3,0,13,33,1,3,20,159,43,5,0.13101795632072752,0.0,0.1278546258016168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022837797344017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166337585452444,0.0,0.0,0.12309568281071183,0.2014894423096759,0.0,0.23960199032523224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498496384490938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286036824762505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944869064901162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503865438312493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873984609462775,0.0,0.12579778442713738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122414804930127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744605238870577,0.10989164565699172,0.0,0.0,0.14433104998228513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736635431410194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525690906692666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643503992172076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202626645712345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100220855939198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745550321518973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553141358834165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209824983069716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878115797428564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329236338371275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936442574269572,0.0,0.0,0.2237772376559004,0.2492561585422364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044043482356317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927351838295313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234828732984624,0.0,0.0985091977673402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802724494184235,0.0,0.0,0.2483794061290425,0.12519327191562465,0.0,0.0,0.14250991372370056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315744793546074,0.0,0.0,0.07727778519616252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28614789785345485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kittycatparade,2019/05/19,"Feeling low-key suicidal about my inability to function in society So I'm going through a whole lot of shit for the past few months — my psych fucked up my antidepressants, I went through a breakup, I'm getting in trouble at work — and everyone just keeps telling me to hold on and that it will get better. But the thing I can't stop thinking about is how incompetent I am in daily life. Idk if it's just the ADHD or other stuff too, but my lack of organizational skills, issues with deadlines, trouble waking up in the morning, terrible self-esteem and dumb mistakes I make seriously make me feel like it's impossible to lead a normal and fulfilling life. I know I have good qualities. I'm smart, I'm funny, I'm creative, I'm a good writer. But when I'm constantly just waiting to get called out at work for making a dumb mistake or being late or something, it seems like none of that really matters. I don't think I'm cut out to function independently in a capitalist society. People have told me I should go into a different job, something that I'm more well-suited for. But I don't want to. I just want to be good at my current job. I know I'm smart, and I always did well in school. I have lots of good friends who are, for lack of a better word, normies. And I desperately wish I was like them. Idk. I just feel like a dumb, lazy piece of shit that always disappoints people, and I'm real tired of it. And it's getting pretty hard to believe that things are going to get better when I know I will always have these issues holding me back.",4.7953548387096765,5.354528954838713,5.985322580645164,79.75798387096778,69.12903225806451,8.780645161290323,30.01612903225807,8.841846274778883,2.273922580645161,1216,45,244,20,20,408,155,310,0.20600000000000002,0.59,0.204,0.5087,4,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,8,14,29,7,0,13,0,18,7,3,6,0,60,57,20,1,10,13,0,4,4,1,3,3,0,0,0,17,12,0,5,9,0,0,5,4,14,1,0,4,4,28,15,40,48,9,29,0,1,0,1,7,15,6,7,13,153,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424986999927862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23730553084076506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730992538633452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071059013957122,0.0,0.2522322736695747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707217566817887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273168490123116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932287742450373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908388515133984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420343116643486,0.13582916432475794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344712070803504,0.0878862252066405,0.248338159187944,0.0,0.1620831943160228,0.3189446438983153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515972678941561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844669425915828,0.1886750407466207,0.08449829819277954,0.0,0.0,0.15673600698866694,0.0,0.1072376615384181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342946932738584,0.1857761761843678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164202955546267,0.0,0.0,0.19037023353655155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588011810965566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314369019737956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075046925579676,0.1318124492142538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967154625804766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820498498690284,0.060901187313623574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621103542966172,0.0,0.08654376765823946,0.09917371360515366,0.0,0.1951660781996048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637163698673766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947874554987244,0.0,0.0,0.10882688467225744,0.103985875035768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309115574454365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631416018256755,0.12182785500514502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926343746522514,0.0,0.0908388515133984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121438100834938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709500237925327,0.08812637242878839,0.0,0.10613687627042688,0.10932026309725873,0.0,0.0,0.1384171636182897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stargater24,2019/05/19,"Adderall XR 40mg not working, alternatives? My doctor is hesitant to try anything besides Vyvanse and Adderall XR. Anyone have experience when those didn't work for them?",6.141264367816093,9.523930482758624,6.490344827586206,65.74747126436785,71.75862068965517,8.004597701149425,40.70114942528736,8.841846274778883,4.738508045977012,140,9,18,3,3,45,27,29,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915567688868528,0.0,0.3431327235611832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267888786300179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078789783615494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830968613491722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6071216877368664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,airhoodz,2019/05/19,"Issues with Adderall prescription Hello everyone, I've struggled for quite some time with focus. Finally, back in January I was prescribed Adderall. I live in NY. I went from the doctors and picked up 10mg of XR. Woah. Three days in or so, life changing. It felt like putting my glasses on for the first time I am a 30 year old professional working full time and earning a biochemistry degree. I went back to the doctors 30 days later, and I told him about the way my life has changed. I was hesitant at first, but without a doubt sure I suffer from ADHD now. I told him the 10mg was kinda wearing off on me, and he upped it to 20mg of XR. I went to go pick it up, and had them send it to Walmart this time instead. My insurance isn't good. It was $110 at a local pharmacy $58 at Walmart with GoodRX. Walmart tells me they're out. 2-3 day wait. They tell me they can transfer it to the other Walmart that has it. I go to other Walmart, and they tell me no, I have to call the doctor that they have to resubmit it and the person at Walmart one was wrong. So I do that, doctor's gone for the day, long story short takes three days to get it. Okay, well, it is what it is. Someone made a mistake. Another month goes by, I call it in, and Walmart tells me I have to wait until April 18th to pick it up, it was last picked up on March 19th. I let them know that I won't be able to pick it up that day, and ask if I can pick it up on the 17th of April so I don't have to go without it for two days. My last pill is on the 17th. I can't get it the 18th, and can't pick it up until 5pm on the 18th when I leave work so I wouldn't take it until the 19th. First, the pharmacist asks why I'm a day short and that really the pills should last from the 19th to the 19th.... Yeah. So I explain, get her to count the days because yanno, March has 31 days, and she still says nope. I called the nurse at my doctors. Went through the same thing of her not understanding that there's 31 days, finally she admits she was wrong. She tells me they can't do anything. That I should switch pharmacies and call it in earlier. I called it in three days. So, went without for two days, I called in FOUR days early. Told them I am switching pharmacies. Told them I have three pills left(four for the one I hadn't taken that day yet) and I need to pick it up Saturday. She says sure... But Walmart forgot to file it with the state that I picked it up. She has to call them and verify, but will call me with any issues otherwise plan on Saturday. I call the doctor's Friday, and I'm told she never filed it with my doctor by another nurse. She says she can ask the on-call to send it in, since my doctor is out. Saturday rolls around, and nothing. My prescription isn't at either pharmacy, and my doctors office is closed Saturday and Sunday. This doctor has been my doctor for 15 years, I have had no complaints, but I feel so helpless with what I should do. How can I make this smoother? I finished the semester with a 3.6. my best grades ever. All while working full time. I rotate an on-call shift every five weeks and regularly clock 55+ hours and still managed a 3.6 on 15 credit hours of classes. Any advice? Is it time to find a different doctor? What can I do to make this better? Every month when this happens and I miss a dose or two then start back up, it KILLS my appetite. I was finally getting it back, now I'm going to go without for at least two days and lose my appetite for a month again. Thanks.",1.9344521257431104,3.438337839285719,3.3605800756620425,92.22540353089529,77.20054945054945,6.532012250045037,22.648711943793913,7.266761967509797,0.6251476040353094,2689,78,609,32,61,882,270,728,0.068,0.88,0.052000000000000005,-0.8947,1,0,0,0,0,0,103.0,0,0,10,12,26,20,1,2,38,2,54,19,1,13,5,86,100,45,1,7,13,0,2,1,0,6,18,3,0,1,51,35,0,3,7,0,1,14,18,10,1,15,27,5,85,10,96,65,8,134,0,4,0,0,55,44,0,6,75,408,136,22,0.04095931506601578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049225137108125816,0.040024968637212416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570747759930487,0.08589882631037539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03370602633950937,0.03646247428782783,0.11487429145686108,0.0,0.0,0.12598074007252993,0.0,0.024968418293625536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298427417285939,0.036225185652457866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764163618752754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665904865696332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226459158078144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279376649816443,0.0,0.503083134778244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037050045442253335,0.06901997900778319,0.03913838081846353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020710260387093542,0.0,0.039327365741719286,0.13460678273795032,0.037436071929780726,0.10451991741323167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559820635442861,0.0,0.1163906132990144,0.03435473017583317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036220187042662465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806733494286161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550176672956453,0.0,0.0,0.04531541349314423,0.0,0.022510168381653338,0.10016192563728443,0.0,0.043370000596693235,0.04450241566456458,0.04188367473350012,0.057861551083962924,0.020010652406336617,0.0,0.03616782561273057,0.03624770491894588,0.0,0.045822996571835535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875669427027066,0.05468132172171897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808000353310246,0.0,0.0,0.030370813127854,0.031590348840589866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039301567484678286,0.0,0.042979911063370964,0.0,0.05551018384827594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0357640940412139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117542468007816,0.0,0.04356527335445568,0.0,0.0,0.026239586054493558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977174739810741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03388196868449128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03470469473743388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028991214020163657,0.0,0.06542032384204882,0.0,0.0,0.042819569327746464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720733943227401,0.0,0.06159261495997882,0.0,0.1790012336129408,0.037709834255257126,0.0,0.0,0.027211548922217218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433022360064815,0.0,0.0,0.1956919040923177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004519679297222,0.04264009149155155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03251159780021744,0.03285509191815925,0.0,0.03682734326033775,0.1898484771000728,0.036959411033162366,0.0,0.0,0.15793327234829022,0.0,0.08945660757344255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895651622473771,0.0,0.052752911997239034 adhd,baciodolce,2019/05/19,"How do you manage other people’s executive functions when you can barely manage your own?! I’m a small businesses owner (it’s a bakery), and I finally have a small staff and I am STRUGGLING figuring out how to manage them to be more organized and using their time more wisely. I had a hard time learning multi-tasking at the beginning of my career until it eventually just clicked. But I’m not sure how to teach it since I invariably just figured it out. And I can’t seem to figure out how to stay organized and keep things neat. I’m starting to feel like a janitor- maybe even the mom! I tried making a list in the fall with all the things I expect from everyone, but it didn’t seem to help. Lol but it’s so hard because it’s always an uphill battle for ME to get the place organized and get all my tasks done. But I’m also the boss, so my day literally gets interrupted at least 5-10 times with customers or sales people or whatever. Not that it matters for advice I don’t think, but my employees all have ADHD as well. (One officially diagnosed recently and the other 2 have very clear symptoms and have said they thought they might). So we’re a fun bunch- can you imagine??? Any managers/owners/bosses with suggestions would be so helpful!",4.3501269841269785,5.712836395918366,5.564047619047622,79.41400793650797,70.75510204081633,8.709750566893424,27.8968253968254,9.150863307647796,2.350696145124717,987,35,186,20,18,329,147,245,0.059000000000000004,0.812,0.128,0.9673,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,4,0,14,8,1,1,15,1,17,2,0,7,5,52,35,27,0,2,11,1,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,13,14,0,1,10,0,1,1,5,2,1,1,5,5,21,6,23,26,8,21,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,5,11,129,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731959144031398,0.14417859457805995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179911334136753,0.12276868754271372,0.0,0.0,0.10033519202172593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994164345365921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515387553713353,0.0,0.0,0.14975437142153078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509890579962038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745162689402716,0.0,0.0,0.14098491348274494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460283761923209,0.10540568634300164,0.0,0.1616275824535211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125744086986136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643414467178524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779168515924028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114416421690542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720826983447856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848697430556266,0.0,0.14822809322696967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565211993463321,0.0,0.17280211559363232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997984463844356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457729747584133,0.0,0.15415240337429348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456822087321987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034842851140775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686376014775575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220501799950446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443262380604973,0.1572626057478377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424535074769416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905876843220144,0.15335503441359266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960437703503792,0.0945404378827675,0.0,0.11713370327898223,0.258102825446048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017290313611042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274309135227425,0.0,0.1217395099170832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266005631251596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481124635905298,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,familyknewmyusername,2019/05/19,"""It's like when you really want to play a game but you can't because it feels like starting a task and that's hard so you just sit there and do nothing"", I said to my girlfriend... She informed me that my experience wasn't relatable...",0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000013,2.2800000000000007,92.965,88.375,5.7,22.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8384333333333336,183,7,40,3,6,60,37,48,0.035,0.787,0.17800000000000002,0.6735,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,8,3,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314560345866842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37141053488297604,0.0,0.0,0.19198311595405101,0.2712512385479033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401284470955049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709955673600369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643236370069533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323969848421115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611729725670424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687471571506827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239515168325596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheDriver2431,2019/05/19,I have been self medicating with caffeine and I know it is hurting me. I have a history of addiction so my psychiatrist won’t give me a stimulant for my adhd. So I have been living with depression and anxiety causing suicidal because of it. The past week I have been consuming massive amounts of caffeine (up to 900mg) and I have been relaxed and my depression is gone and I am happy for the first time in years. I know it’s not healthy and might give me a heart attack some day but at least I will be happy till it happens.,2.8989832285115327,4.707239820754719,4.6995597484276725,82.34659329140463,75.32075471698113,8.484696016771489,30.645702306079663,9.150863307647796,2.8064142557651994,415,20,83,10,9,141,65,106,0.13699999999999998,0.773,0.091,-0.2093,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,5,0,16,3,1,2,0,16,22,10,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,15,3,12,13,3,11,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799878311251454,0.2182787533506909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138943136107711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662541354711614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071731920826887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865795883944094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713352799892696,0.0,0.31286783715729155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449069732512266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484637743370119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061097516975964,0.3866877940635137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152272867656793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944340301737792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963343042676207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037878917047868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296874885845776,0.0,0.1926761278252348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338224800842744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947517901795494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866899777681574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590738548597414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568915246219433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696097301956762 adhd,CosmicStorm42,2019/05/19,"Jobs for people with ADHD Hello everyone, I’m an 18 year old male heading off to university in the fall. At the moment, I currently have a job bagging groceries in a grocery store which my parents want me to keep for the summer. The thing is, I work very slowly and frequently make mistakes. My employers can tell I’m not deliberately slacking, and try their hardest to treat me well. However, they are on a tight schedule and whenever I mess up, you can tell they are irritated, albeit they try their best not to express it. This makes me feel very uncomfortable and anxious when I work, perpetuating the cycle of mistakes and inefficient work speed. Does anyone know of some low skill jobs that don’t require someone to work at a fast pace? I feel such a job would be best for me. Thanks in advance.",5.877631578947367,6.8551988684210565,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,66.89473684210526,9.237894736842106,32.96315789473684,9.3871,3.002426842105264,636,27,116,12,10,208,102,152,0.11,0.782,0.10800000000000001,0.1639,8,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,5,9,3,9,0,0,11,0,9,1,1,2,0,21,19,6,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,4,1,0,0,3,17,5,19,17,3,21,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,1,10,74,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508075516412826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517838660348784,0.0,0.096045729487035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28830296297808433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020519194068867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125394546329555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890729920517644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097161026047733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452368253420591,0.12209241792429013,0.0,0.0,0.07548979675064428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337854221443936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413684942397284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252269739735966,0.0,0.0,0.0952285488660062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638519568593356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401184480622353,0.12646319099727485,0.0,0.0,0.09125628305306856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651766973260173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266737709824648,0.08101884429138792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350368111217624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40000062841083744,0.0,0.0,0.09757703341240744,0.0,0.0,0.08845572669998181 adhd,theblackestdove,2019/05/19,"Struggles Ahead I'm about 3 weeks into a Veterinary Assistant program and I can already feel myself slipping. I've tried actual physical college classes twice before and online school once. None of them worked out. This one is online again. I would love any study tips. One of the big ones I often see is essentially to isolate yourself. Remove all distractions. That's not possible for me because I'm also a caregiver for my disabled wife and she frequently needs my help. Not to mention, if I go into a room and close the door, my cat will scream her head off. She doesn't like knowing where we are, but not being able to get to us. So those who have succeeded at college, especially online classes, what helped you get through it?",3.843996655518392,6.337443789855076,4.539855072463767,81.42125418060203,74.86956521739131,7.4345596432552945,28.73132664437012,8.384062270229773,2.3749647714604234,585,25,102,11,13,187,107,138,0.06,0.878,0.061,0.4758,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,1,3,6,6,0,2,5,0,9,2,1,0,1,20,19,8,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,4,0,3,16,3,16,16,2,15,0,0,1,1,13,9,0,2,5,72,22,8,0.2013356508646156,0.0,0.1964745522270672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217889725721746,0.16100804725586593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369151466815902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273234403712073,0.0,0.1713218098144084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018013545365846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037913550844134,0.0,0.11442369016825595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066284631237763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269902085602352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064880833304212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836242915590497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171328557394453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492878340013436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144158972860068,0.40929074290038814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697569511242674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376242747239146,0.16043844672450747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104797369401656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366936909178535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421819981852865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149931474434714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657475172546885,0.0,0.0,0.14302306977219634,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Winnie_Da_Poo,2019/05/19,ADHD-PI Brain Hack for STEM students: I can finally study for long hours. I’m prepping for medical school and the studying has been daunting and painful. Luckily I just got on Vyvanse (this stuff is a miracle and is my adderall with no side effects btw); however I still just don’t like studying. I learn by watching videos primarily and find it hard to pay attention all the way through any science video that doesn’t interest me. UNTIL NOW. I started increasing the playback screen on my YouTube videos and lectures to (1.5-1.75) and now I can actually understand the content!!! I have no idea how I didn’t discover this sooner but somehow since the time is shorter and the words are faster I can keep up better!! I usually have to watch a video like 8000 times just to get a concept. This may not work for everyone but it’s worth sharing. Anyone else have simple hacks for school?,5.355459081836326,6.824872005988024,5.453068862275451,80.75389471057886,68.46107784431138,8.91996007984032,34.874750499002,9.2995712137729,3.2663576846307385,703,35,129,14,12,221,114,167,0.046,0.816,0.138,0.9522,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,9,0,16,3,1,2,1,26,22,11,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,4,2,1,6,1,0,0,3,4,13,5,16,18,2,18,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,2,14,82,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.1759679079687713,0.0,0.21671156828995972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226248980221764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608508268571014,0.18476082859552756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947983602554935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129858508644025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506355910290752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230505359219794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975335414880387,0.16481071125710076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942106138837634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421968741491967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153276977728975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758049140094065,0.0,0.0,0.2035611816217606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027815803471415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619208884911824,0.0,0.0,0.1595789761365589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165508050828647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187493753202292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649902511905618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491639231849967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763258420467488,0.0,0.14400509384774396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642513509717253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102939956348448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772118559800047,0.0,0.0,0.1985988097249352,0.0,0.0,0.14313092376810202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127630082273584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,truthtellertod,2019/05/19,"Executive Function Is anyone's as horrendously bad as mine? I can literally have to do be somewhere in half an hour and I'll still think I can play some more video games or watch another YouTube video or 2 despite me knowing I need a shower and to iron clothes. I know what I am doing is wrong but I just don't worry as it's half an hour away and not now. I get it terrible with work, I can have an hour left with half an hour of work to do, then I can leave and do whatever I please, but no, I mess around on my phone for 3/4 of an hour then end up leaving work 15 minutes late because I couldn't prioritise my tasks, even though I knew I had to do it in the end. It's the worst with money, I know buying something is unnecessary and I don't need it, next thing it's arriving at my door, soon after it is discarded for the next buzz.",4.578333333333333,3.7882535000000033,5.786666666666669,85.635,69.55555555555556,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8348777777777767,650,20,155,10,10,219,103,180,0.15,0.8059999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9568,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,9,0,21,0,0,0,0,24,29,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,0,5,4,2,0,5,5,0,3,2,1,21,1,22,25,3,24,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,3,16,107,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531119564476327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022877152628224,0.0,0.0,0.11487423528292115,0.0,0.0,0.1212386757134657,0.0,0.10774420793553548,0.0786624608923434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858481928817065,0.0,0.0,0.08523065062065835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741882365781472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353990989592438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275339340825605,0.0,0.1455643590251356,0.2732724945343674,0.1402038964046972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136517754898474,0.0,0.0,0.2744740595578306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416487449183787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934240084954298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305265646529592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572939534021183,0.08268454091046143,0.1267825544434457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818311040793544,0.13104784078900086,0.0,0.0,0.14108655161387199,0.0,0.0 adhd,very_apologetic,2019/05/19,"Does ADHD get worse as you get older? This post is mainly about reading I think. When i was younger i used to read LOADS and I’m an extremely fast reader I’m talking the whole harry potter series and a few other books in a day. I could spend all day just reading and doing nothing else, i was known for it, made fun of for it and i loved it But now I hardly read anything and I really have to force myself to. I don’t understand it I can still read fast but unless the book is short (like under 500 pages) I won’t finish it almost guaranteed. I just don’t understand where my enthusiasm for reading has gone and the focus i used to have for it now I can hardly read a chapter without my brain interrupting me and i get distracted. I’m upset about it and I can’t work out why i would be able to do it when I was younger but not now. Is it because ADHD gets worse as you get older? Or I’m just being an idiot who can’t read any more. Has this happened to other people with different hobbies? How could I be so focused on smth for so long then just lose the ability to do it?",1.6019736842105274,3.2406406885964927,3.6577543859649104,89.14294736842106,78.51754385964912,6.314385964912281,21.48771929824561,7.1686216300943375,0.5778782456140354,839,23,182,10,20,286,121,228,0.096,0.8220000000000001,0.081,-0.6574,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,16,7,1,2,9,0,26,2,1,4,1,34,44,21,0,3,11,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,0,4,10,1,1,7,4,0,0,5,2,25,3,24,32,6,23,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,16,132,40,11,0.09282325452078807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311102728372428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294908111123378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312299611916297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638562941675192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658419440157275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362145053858814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482236312757719,0.0,0.0,0.11972664017931435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698054455158844,0.0,0.0,0.08123025555601544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754191833225041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424815967428281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208329741922722,0.0,0.16630280741070233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045348753475166065,0.0,0.0,0.08214565927342353,0.0,0.1038454785397961,0.0,0.0,0.08377661126682899,0.08783160779997005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906641616971457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435195714700068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889901911344306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7427869904938411,0.0,0.059464953721290285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412877096498734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746078159014205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059477393458176674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326456308806556,0.0,0.1603389777340678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375854947135389,0.10363384876293512,0.0,0.08947830495247762,0.0,0.06757643481075942,0.0,0.18918965293834444,0.06593897678228941,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6SiegeGirl,2019/05/19,"Trouble with ER meds. Sorry if this is long!! I’m a 24 year old female, been on Lexapro 20mg & Klonopin .5 mg for depression, anxiety with PTSD for over a year after an AWFUL period of being on Zoloft. About 2 months ago I was diagnosed with ADHD (attention) from another Dr. that I switched to as my other wasn’t qualified for ADHD testing & I was put on Ritalin 10mg twice a day. It helped me in so many ways. I even got kind of emotional because I really thought I was just flat out stupid my whole life. I focused on ONE thing & could actually talk & work with confidence (I’m a optometric assistant tech.) I began coming to work on time after being warned about termination if I kept being late. I went to bed on time & woke up early and ready for my day. I was able to keep my house clean and organized. My life just all around was finally looking up after many years of struggles. A couple weeks ago I let my Dr know the IR wears off quickly but helps perfectly, so he put me on a generic Concerta ER 10 mg in the morning & Ritalin IR 20 mg in the afternoon. I hate it. I am back to my mind being cluttered, headaches, virtually no appetite, no motivation & NO SLEEP. Which is making me cranky & late to work again & pissed off. But the 20 mg of Ritalin IR helps amazingly. I’ve tried a day without the ER all together and just my IR & it is great. I’m new to this so I don’t know how the process works.. Is this normal? Does anyone else have this issue with ER? Does it take a while to get a good combo down? What’s anyone else’s combo? I’ve done research on a lot of the meds but it’s a lot of info to take in. Any advice would help :(",2.184188905547224,3.7658512869565217,4.133133433283359,86.61913043478262,76.71014492753623,7.773113443278363,24.36031984007996,8.53829466247534,1.5350019990004995,1294,43,280,26,29,441,184,345,0.11199999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.4992,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,6,14,11,3,1,19,1,22,13,3,3,3,39,41,14,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,0,14,11,0,2,6,0,0,4,6,6,4,2,14,1,26,5,52,20,5,54,0,1,1,0,6,20,1,4,29,163,40,8,0.06553923273327744,0.0,0.06395683699969754,0.0,0.15753084308451878,0.06404417970438392,0.11619315081405825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7101173128450389,0.0,0.044568925694682335,0.06872359999181361,0.050137333652188636,0.0,0.0,0.09165311078034133,0.13430537800688408,0.0,0.058343812256857315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039562447648625,0.0,0.03995210796104076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645624575945469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052327744361617516,0.07251791444324203,0.0,0.12680214956255598,0.0,0.05644884511759338,0.06652094163426564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470764845197325,0.06706938982172621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949923827598636,0.07372281548537722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432880451051046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179502592691815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03424154407106219,0.0,0.0,0.05497119892883737,0.05241771153965349,0.07225723546225524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647064236948491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571826477352756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562347510837596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840593134630772,0.0,0.05825428139918092,0.0,0.06824902544285084,0.07203729662239916,0.0,0.14786221842235744,0.0,0.0,0.06701830588864803,0.0925845966097876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058000158569571615,0.055036449018398485,0.0,0.0,0.11143822392938177,0.0,0.0,0.04374794676994535,0.1328929904044123,0.0,0.0,0.14559862560854536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617594192551482,0.0,0.05231279028694909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329819937460829,0.0,0.0,0.0642145327819151,0.0,0.0,0.06877239986796095,0.0,0.04441108026874363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661185582736824,0.13177006190898094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198611071690452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655865643833461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336580526888956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851583614586221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855469311454627,0.05267795268899607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354135402341915,0.0,0.0,0.05203082998688545,0.07643290731864456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044496836917670736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202199234349717,0.05257161923305858,0.0,0.0,0.060755525353223525,0.0,0.07317221280577026,0.0,0.06317748158190535,0.0,0.1908533679932821,0.0,0.0,0.04655719052126973,0.0,0.0,0.12661535127623874 adhd,IPmang,2019/05/19,"This photo of an empty room with only a desk and a giant projector screen on the wall... How does it make you feel? Saw this picture in /r/hometheater, which someone else found on Zillow. https://i.redd.it/dx03lmuyozy21.jpg Just wondering what your thoughts are when you see this picture?",6.3312500000000025,9.78146129166667,4.133166666666663,82.52850000000002,71.5,6.34,26.266666666666666,7.554174236665415,1.648661666666667,234,8,36,3,5,65,42,48,0.047,0.953,0.0,-0.2869,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,5,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,1,1,23,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283122570870625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31340492593878755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896963358721713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113526133084171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504277149919787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28533235402904644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989605159499551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178788342688401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978416777196816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40685395521340856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emuri94,2019/02/22,Why does ADHD cause extreme emotional reactions over the smallest things? It sucks. It’s like one negative comment from someone I don’t even know can send me into an emotional downward spiral. 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Thoughts? I was diagnosed with add back when I was a kid and prescribed concerta. Although I feel like I can focus without the pill now (I’m 22), I use it for the energy kick, because it motivates me throughout the day. Sometimes I get a crash after it wears off, sometimes I don’t. I was wondering what you guys thought about taking the pill every day (54mg). Is it harmful? I take it during the college semester and lay it off while on vacation.",2.517313797313797,4.8569992417582455,4.173113553113556,83.15244200244202,78.56043956043956,7.560927960927963,29.89133089133089,8.515128840125781,2.638654700854701,365,18,68,8,9,122,62,91,0.033,0.9059999999999999,0.061,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,6,4,1,2,0,11,15,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,11,1,8,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,46,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254001263853635,0.0,0.12885674501272698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089724694672233,0.0,0.0,0.21454867969749475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561975665098601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688128941384344,0.15101162405365254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043857604483644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930180292042408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327076005931564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418125184136646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178665058888129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33562801737312864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256651868941187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376508400218504,0.22923518863134001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheIronCaterpillar,2019/02/22,"Starting on Concerta 36mg and an antidepressant tomorrow! Questions. What should I expect? I'm super excited, but this will be my first time getting medicated ever. Can you guys help manage my expectations please? I don't know what else to say haha. 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I have two big science-based midterms next week and only started studying today. It's exceedingly painful. I HATE one of the subject areas -- it's dry and boring. I get distracted by everything. I started studying and 6 hours later ended up with \~100 tabs open on my laptop, books and papers strewn on the floor, and only 1 chapter done out of about 16. I've already blocked websites, went for a run to clear my mind, caffeinated up. Nothing works. My biggest obstacle, I think, is just pushing on when doing work feels 'painful' or annoying. This science-y, memorizing, type of work feels soul-crushing. I'm battling a significant depressive state. The only way I get through the day is by making things as easy and pleasurable as possible (I use plastic dishes so I don't have to wash, I play music 24/7, I eat a lot of chocolate). It sounds stupid and indulgent but the reality is that I'm already in therapy, I've tried different treatments for a long time, this is resistant and possibly unfixable, and I just need to figure out how to get through the day. So doing this work that I hate -- and *forcing* myself to focus when it's so against my adhd instincts -- is not only difficult but feels like torture and makes me question if life is worth it. I know it sounds like I should grow the hell up and do the work. But please trust me I need to be careful about forcing myself to do things that are displeasurable. So, is my question: **How do I make studying pleasurable?** Do you use nice paper, wear comfy clothes, reward yourself in some way? Do you have a routine? How do you make yourself not only *do* the work (as most ADHD advice revolves around), but actually *like* it? Thank you for any advice. 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Just posting here to vent I guess. I’ve been having a rough few days where I strongly relate to #2 in this article. My brain feels like it is in overdrive responding to stimuli, noise, movement etc. and it is leaving me feeling frustrated, impatient and almost angry. Just this morning I could not focus on simple conversation with my boyfriend at our favorite breakfast spot because I could not tune out the sounds and movements around us. I realize how dismissed and frustrated it can make him feel but I just can’t turn down my brain. I have also been having very unproductive days as a result during my free time. Just want to shut myself alone with a podcast for hours. Any tips to deal would be appreciated. 💜💜💜",6.293461538461536,9.472014243589749,4.880102564102569,78.59823076923078,70.02564102564102,6.98051282051282,28.348717948717947,8.021203637495839,2.0827902564102563,746,28,118,11,15,217,109,156,0.09699999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.136,0.7174,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,6,0,13,3,2,3,0,29,21,8,0,4,7,0,5,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,5,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,2,6,16,6,18,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,7,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538660189462974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605511531567293,0.13037834882357566,0.0,0.10066976724237113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856057581177119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206386965530198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021655281472384,0.07673800606806266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28105740779056193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010170160866392,0.0,0.0,0.3247402826091525,0.12978136366256596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016235027629087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039446298554406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819058304534291,0.2697956770947293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725803124629233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867593888911134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397084799649838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332934801805448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845023838985492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402886295689453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056252705053265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340424829820451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692615753204912,0.0,0.0,0.1514235207688782,0.0,0.0,0.10386787356796992,0.07424992348260638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942471751971301,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laukortabarria,2019/02/22,"I don't know if I should start a new degree. I don't know where to post this but I think people with ADHD are the ones that will understand. I'm 21 and I still don't know what degree I want to study. I started Translation degree two years ago but I didn't liked it so I didn't even start second year. I took a gap year to think what I wanted to do with my life because I was interested in starting up but didn't know how. This year I started Business Management degree and I like it but I've always liked architecture. I still don't know if I would like to work as an architect but thinking about designing artistic buildings like Zaha Hadid or Peter Cook makes me excited. Today I saw a book titled ""environment and architecture"" and I got so thrilled thinking what enviromentally friendly houses I'd design if I became an architect. I thought about studying Architecture and Business Management at the same time but the problem is that I have ADHD and I'm already struggling because studying has been so hard for me since I was a kid and still haven't found the right medication. Also my mum can't afford paying for another degree so I don't know. I wouldn't like to start architecture when I'm 24, I'm already struggling making friends since people from class are 18 and I'm 21. Maybe it's just another of my phases where I become obsessed with something and I forget about it two months later.",3.469894705174486,5.515938436823107,4.758181407942239,81.50576790012036,74.37906137184116,7.215944645006016,26.704121540312876,8.07648339933343,1.7996764139590855,1125,42,210,18,24,372,136,277,0.08800000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.129,0.9188,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,17,15,0,3,10,0,23,3,0,3,0,47,54,27,0,9,11,1,1,6,2,4,2,0,0,1,11,12,1,0,13,3,1,1,11,4,0,4,11,2,31,11,20,39,1,28,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,4,26,133,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270532388795997,0.0,0.08373608212647975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848536604566714,0.07554232666294962,0.07860109509939142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981061696881221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151679929466868,0.10432737580653954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623921681204162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357421466414206,0.14596433801846398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555099018513736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462062928281981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899805157187638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114876020082745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672227520338637,0.2769002002557696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261100723382668,0.0,0.0949011566819994,0.0,0.0,0.09516191201467064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539976449633014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123331597698954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401082746538724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097802001410608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046980092677448,0.0,0.0,0.09038869208317596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806712059017163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562821595099426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727225209493841,0.0,0.0,0.4011699771117472,0.0,0.22631571930813596,0.0,0.0,0.197507258983124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211326511659995,0.0,0.07499336789417035,0.05508235347401625,0.0,0.08954023395530855,0.0,0.1049522851111961,0.0,0.0,0.18455398214100985,0.0983397045498636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114338917843703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877046187505204,0.0,0.0,0.0671040711393726,0.0,0.0,0.24332526495546106 adhd,vegasdoesvegas,2019/02/22,"Diagnosis! First time meds! After 3 months of waiting and going to appointments, I was formally diagnosed today at 32 years old and given my first prescription - 5 mg of adderall. I know from lurking here* that they're starting me on a very low dose. I'm going to start tomorrow. In your experience did you notice any effects from 5 mg adderall? Is there anything I should expect? *by the way, I'm so thankful for this community for the wealth of information and experience you share! My psychiatrist only talks to me for like 3 minutes at a time, so everything I've learned I've basically learned from here.",3.921850362027353,6.555546929203544,5.437602574416736,74.37455349959775,75.28318584070794,8.710860820595334,31.511665325824623,9.339509955726095,3.421538053097345,485,24,83,13,11,163,78,113,0.035,0.84,0.125,0.8997,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,5,5,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,14,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,10,4,18,10,0,20,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,13,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392178429737934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684685964766394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077883157953932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839907516688163,0.4005144033116004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482725139039674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326962314457819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250974634363152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001672969458933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273997665551659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634069861495092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330771241178902,0.2148210892794991,0.0,0.0,0.1557001526354436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898062849019856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454762665532635,0.0,0.1884803265255604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238749853698788,0.0,0.1940523271855984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891692370183709,0.0,0.16249863438204845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183412596181893 adhd,SoulPierce777,2019/02/22,Odd Question...Is there an ADHD dating service? Like a place to find other people that suffer from ADHD...to date? ,1.807142857142857,4.611817333333338,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,89.95238095238096,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-0.4936476190476191,88,2,13,0,3,29,19,21,0.26,0.634,0.106,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7726092960338712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937874720024571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703781621652513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228438500555144,0.0,0.3358331103899236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600828539553934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jake41201,2019/02/22,"Made a to-do list today, but all I've done is poop. I woke up this afternoon (yes, afternoon) and, after taking my medication, I made a to-do list with 11 accomplishable tasks, 2 of which are ""poop"" and ""eat."" I decided I'd start with poop cause that one was the most pressing. I browsed Reddit on the toilet and came across a post on here about rejection-sensitive dysphoria, which I had never heard of before. It gave me some incredible insight to myself and my past and inspired me to write a post about my experience. It took me a very long time to organize my thoughts, and the post ended up being way longer than I intended and got way off-topic, which frustrated me so I gave up on it. Then I browsed some more on this subreddit for a while before remembering my to-do list. Thought it was funny, so I've spent the last 20-30 minutes trying to write this post. &#x200B; Almost 5 hours have passed since I woke up and all I've managed to do is poop and struggle to express myself clearly. ADHD, yeah!",4.327796123474517,5.4007068944723615,5.370656855707106,81.87483668341709,70.5075376884422,8.700789662598707,28.28463747307968,9.04235418022936,2.1888145010768127,788,28,158,15,14,260,113,199,0.04,0.8809999999999999,0.079,0.8043,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,10,2,10,6,4,4,4,33,25,14,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,12,1,0,6,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,17,2,20,1,24,7,6,32,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,4,14,98,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547724067683287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378771605598368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918761454656668,0.1673090456605491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432897229887534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748126700715326,0.0,0.14144608662173475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090520109288748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089177044199305,0.0,0.0,0.1219529268201678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468774356925697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012368242734892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559742078810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223614633399648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185177214803695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605721873973745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387087072214771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619541285739703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330265584125796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144117575513933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274778054985978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559765113615036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389901615292718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745805459902447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394402119717342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352613083900827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862177609843186,0.08028844607409055,0.0,0.1305145076775541,0.0,0.1529792275030118,0.09348282085981924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360909428448425,0.0,0.21858464232035146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673090456605491,0.0 adhd,MissKhary,2019/02/22,"ADHD parents of ADHD children Holy crap. How am I supposed to do this? Twice this week I've gotten notes from the teacher that her homework wasn't done. She spaces out in class, doesn't write down her assignments properly, forgets to bring home the proper books to study. And it takes everything for me to sit down and spend 2 hours explaining math concepts in 12 different ways until it clicks, but hey, I'm stubborn, so that works. But I've seriously tried everything. A big white magnetic board in the hall in front of her room with her homework written out in big letters. Special organizers for her backpack. Neon post it notes. Fun colored pens. I've tried different forms of praise, punishment, rewards, nothing seems to make an impact either. I can't relate to this, as I was a great student in school, as I was highly motivated by a teacher's praise, and I was terrified of being singled out if I got bad grades or didn't hand something in on time. My external motivators worked really WELL for school. I have not yet figured out what motivates HER though. She does not seem to feel any shame at failing or not understanding a subject. She does not have the natural curiosity to want to figure out how something works just because. She's happy to receive praise, and she does feel bad when she doesn't do as well, but it seems to make no difference in anything in the end. I'm worried because she's starting high school next year, and I feel that I need to get this organization/study ethics thing down now before it becomes a bigger issue. Any tips on organizing/motivating a 6th grader with ADHD? I'm sure starting puberty is NOT helping anything either. 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Don’t know if I should continue taking my meds or not. Hey guys. I’ve been on Vyvanse for 6 months now and I recently had to take a break off them for a week because I had trouble getting my repeat prescription (typical UK NHS problems). I forgot how much anxiety these meds literally caused me. I grew a tolerance to them but in the week I was off them, my OCD symptoms were significantly reduced and I felt so much better. However, I just took them again for the last two days and I’ve literally had rage fits at my SO, my friend, my mum and these are so much worse than when I’m usually on the meds. I’ve been crying uncontrollably and I just feel like I’m not myself emotionally. I don’t know what to do because they help me focus soo much better and I’ve been doing well at university because of them. But getting anything new prescribed is a pain and I would have to go through my psychiatrist again and pay £200 every month for the appointments and £90 for the meds... And I literally just got Vyvanse approved for me. 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So first off I want to say that I have already called my psychiatrist but she is off on Fridays so I left a message. Second is that I apologize in advance if this gets long. I (22F) was diagnosed with ADHD (inattentive) this past summer and have since been on a journey to try and find the right meds to help. I feel like I have tried them all and none of them have done anything. Adderall, ritalin, Vyvanse, possibly another one (I honestly forget what I've tried at this point it's been so many) and they did nothing. I felt no difference. So today I started Concerta for the first time and this morning I felt worse. Daydreaming almost all morning. Couldn't focus on my homework at all. Then about an hour or two ago I sit down in my lab and I just kind of get hit with this feeling like I am in a haze. I feel so dazed out right now, and I guess kind of high? Not exactly like a weed high but it's the best word I can think of to describe it. My poor lab partners had to carry me through that lab (not physically lol like as in do my load of work) because I was so out of it. I'm sitting at home now and I cant focus on any of the work I have to do. I'm wondering if this has happened to anyone else here? A second wonder I have is if maybe I have been misdiagnosed? If none of these medications work on me and now this one has the opposite affect as what was intended is that a sign that I do not have ADHD or just that I have not found the right medication for me yet? I have PTSD, depression, and anxiety and I know the symptoms of those can often overlap with ADHD. Though even with my depression meds, and even when I feel like I have my PTSD under control and I am the happiest and healthiest I have ever been I still have trouble focusing. I see myself in so much of what I have learned about ADHD through this sub and my own research but every time I try a medication and it doesnt work I feel like a fraud? Or that maybe I'm just not able to accomplish a task cuz I'm lazy or I'm just not trying hard enough? Or that I'm just getting symptoms of PTSD and depression and anxiety confused with ADHD? I will say that I did go to a specialist to get diagnosed and I was tested over the course of 3 separate sessions but he could have been wrong right? Honestly I just want to be able to focus and do well in school and now I'm high off concerta on my couch when I should be doing a bunch of HW, and I would kind of just like to know if anyone has had similar experiences or if I'm alone in this? I obviously know that this sub is not a replacement for talking to my psych but while she is not available I figured I would post. Sorry if this doesnt make sense I'm still so dazed out I cant really tell if I'm making any sense or not. Also sorry it's so long. Tldr; none of the meds I have tried in the past have helped me and now I've tried concerta for the first time and feel high and I'm wondering if I even have adhd.",2.0083519137866968,3.527309193236718,3.831751207729469,88.86138377926422,77.03542673107891,7.482237086584912,24.01960237829803,8.263242389622931,1.2850388703084352,2303,75,515,42,52,777,236,621,0.098,0.799,0.10300000000000001,-0.3834,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,11,37,22,0,1,25,1,62,8,0,6,6,115,103,64,0,16,37,0,9,7,1,4,8,2,3,1,32,33,0,1,19,0,1,3,18,8,1,8,17,12,67,14,71,77,11,73,0,3,1,0,16,39,0,23,35,370,99,12,0.110596577604594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39874678232541905,0.0,0.049018596515413716,0.0,0.055373248414232565,0.0572723501078555,0.061023036772394824,0.04422202157647544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752094652893692,0.05798507735583011,0.08460607915136957,0.0,0.0,0.07733169855964507,0.056659631727389526,0.045505779964726434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033709323593720086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803214246470813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056465735586480416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062021733000713224,0.04415118394592154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428850053481262,0.11225319822899343,0.0,0.05777494215758981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056589348600544515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619462457288236,0.0,0.0,0.05713791449713485,0.0,0.1095719946700036,0.05002046810845865,0.046591193311574686,0.0,0.0,0.05409233735834158,0.0,0.0,0.16776285807667005,0.15802043427792611,0.10619005835981604,0.0,0.05054163415232976,0.1411100886182697,0.0,0.06063171943432631,0.0,0.0,0.1155642941859926,0.0,0.031427291875910916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091729949993505,0.0,0.04890009416246795,0.0,0.049536405076005284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413055469255797,0.2921283910317956,0.05546869241557894,0.0,0.054457675478241055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275397477293686,0.09117148005166212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008175258430502,0.0,0.0,0.1891116547904065,0.0,0.0,0.09787449090873124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382407434756602,0.05606378543590087,0.11110912739419693,0.0,0.1842717982575068,0.16712162487981969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065060497234645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306019950890035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494310324679837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055769475871885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227475690469634,0.06234051190401951,0.05296047481372406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392222120433844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035425499800362074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888977459697796,0.0,0.08795083753275923,0.0,0.05596482050266479,0.044065576681844326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574331593400917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238038139531713,0.03914041343299629,0.0,0.08832256973845211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149521908044156,0.0,0.04444666987733549,0.04833314178394868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03543291061747378,0.054330287983509175,0.0,0.0967346306930342,0.0,0.0524163119253826,0.0,0.0,0.2628073575522485,0.0,0.0540183930042163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652327269297088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971980269077232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990590601705986,0.16103125139005284,0.0,0.05635368055452063,0.07856463555947378,0.06045999793450425,0.0,0.0 adhd,Classic_Difficulty,2019/02/22,"My social media skills. Even those who I was cool with,or they were with me would get agrivated because conversations with me are hard to follow one thing leads to another till I forget what it was about. Why have I avoided facebook they wouldn't let me use an alias and got locked out. To really connect with lost friends I will do real name when ready. I had been an icon of criticism to some and legendary to others exe. in school. # Even those who I was cool with,or they were with me would get agrivated because conversations with me are hard to follow one thing leads to another till I forget what it was about.",3.2570454545454552,5.4964202500000034,3.611212121212123,88.60227272727276,75.66666666666666,7.03030303030303,22.57575757575757,8.00094639256281,1.0816666666666666,490,14,98,8,11,152,67,120,0.11699999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.3102,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,4,5,5,0,1,2,2,17,0,0,3,0,20,24,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,10,4,16,3,19,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,73,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40850824631321625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374841475362929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573136941941364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049414120232554,0.0,0.20353929539768836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579122324330086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489868581545557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991858008945655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263611213560965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26398926307150755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171347402639568,0.12478735442059435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713770957381374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856370352089087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588194183123215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823587331552334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576752598891845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767462160797709,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,060Bdk,2019/02/22,"Splitting Adderall Xr Capsule? Hi guys, I have a 50mg Adderal XR, I wanna split it and try to get like 10-15mg.. Any idea on how to do so? I know that the XR has different beads regarding the extended release and immediate release, what is the safest way to do so? What are the risks of doing so as well? It's my first time taking adderall to see if it helps or not, I just don't wanna take a 50mg dose and not concentrate on my work, too busy being high.",1.5644897959183697,2.8433741734693885,3.756887755102042,89.94614795918369,77.6734693877551,6.940816326530613,24.494897959183675,7.645422480735847,1.04585306122449,351,12,81,5,8,121,68,98,0.022000000000000002,0.86,0.11800000000000001,0.8417,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,13,14,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,6,2,10,13,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917509107446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29460115782798185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984559127588406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731894831630932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791970214685321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890001653596564,0.297919336717455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183125335701832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496466450136726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775747848820274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469550684134545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240163268087455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442038214708593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144075992920706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381657747262226,0.0,0.0,0.2535270636831977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527927564426932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheerupcharlie,2019/02/22,"Distracting my brain in order to get work done. I'm not supposed to ask ""Does anyone else..."" so I'll just offer my take on this and hope someone will offer theirs. I've found one of my best tricks for focusing when I'm having a hard time is to give my brain something else to do at the same time. It sounds counter-intuitive, but my wife actually noticed it by accident one night when we were just talking. She noticed I was being especially attentive and she didn't have to repeat a lot of things (which is typical of me when I'm hours off my meds or just having a hard few hours). The difference this time was I was fiddling with a fidget spinner. I didn't give much credence to the fidget toys when they came out and got really popular, but I did manage to obtain a nice one with smooth ball-bearings and have to admit it it's kinda fun to spin. Anyway... It seems that if I give my head something else to do (even subconsciously) I find it easier to pay attention. It's almost like my brain is an unruly toddler constantly interrupting and asking questions. But when given a new toy - goes off in the corner and behaves for a while. I've found the same effect when trying to work at the computer by listening to speech. A podcast or a tv show I've already seen work well. (Kinda like trying and failing to listen when someone talks to me - except this time it's on purpose) Unfortunately, if it's a show/podcast I've never heard or find interesting - I get the opposite effect. I've tried ambient music but can't seem to replicate the ability to ""hear but not listen"" to it. Maybe I haven't found the right music yet. But in any event, I thought it was weird and was interested in hearing from anyone else with a similar discovery or maybe some advice.",4.0559299490135245,5.467796017291068,5.325662824207495,80.65118986920862,71.53602305475505,8.335579694081137,27.17900687209045,8.841846274778883,2.093767989359344,1386,48,266,26,26,462,177,347,0.068,0.815,0.11699999999999999,0.9629,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,2,8,15,14,1,1,21,0,23,4,4,2,1,55,52,29,0,3,18,1,3,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,17,14,0,0,14,4,1,1,7,4,1,3,19,12,24,10,41,31,7,36,0,1,1,0,23,13,0,15,23,175,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0851050454924017,0.0,0.0,0.08522126926462796,0.0,0.0,0.08732890062259367,0.0,0.09623915639046413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059306254448001375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219594734260853,0.17871529990146529,0.0,0.0,0.16306043047883365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152223045152068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920678907720701,0.0,0.09974578719598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424376524851524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111660100582857,0.0,0.0,0.07631865565739103,0.08924680674800453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914133372450931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760183306070134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941796707226694,0.0,0.0,0.2868660347383368,0.0,0.0,0.09112796387700058,0.2509812991433485,0.0,0.0,0.06975034936782283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624728257665704,0.0,0.08950332017477132,0.0,0.19658555413892584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661988528478119,0.17176990933963002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852134682397122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414340328577644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522970427678494,0.0,0.0968714076346913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410988597457662,0.0,0.06726225444695151,0.08422862027070893,0.0,0.08184131739005479,0.0,0.0,0.19857987932690568,0.0,0.0,0.17728864577790196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769592311728784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586939614646785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447744605040547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587866592618772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778665596333884,0.13427808770469876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557157947822541,0.14019328567060926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057938902059546486,0.0,0.0,0.06923554010437143,0.20341300038025745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776309855737983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841287684038788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904712458519857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fdsajfaijk,2019/02/22,"A tribute to medicated ADHD, and my one complaint. I spent my entire life in the dark and totally unaware of my condition. One day, five months ago, my GP helped me turn on the lights. Vyvanse 50mg currently - tolerance has set in, but they never disappoint therapeutically. I love my life and how medication has changed it. My gripe? I wish people received proper education on these great tools and not sugar-coated narratives from advocates. I am 100% for this treatment, but the ends don't justify the means here. I believe in transparency and we shouldn't lie about ""people without ADHD won't react to the medication"" or ""people with ADHD fall asleep on amphetamines""... you might get more sceptics on-board, but it feels slightly disingenuous. Have a good day everyone :)",5.017040988208874,7.829514072992701,5.918540145985404,71.3997754070747,72.5036496350365,9.178888265019653,30.9764177428411,9.661875296680813,3.5998044918585066,616,28,98,17,13,202,99,137,0.07,0.7859999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9178,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,7,0,8,7,1,2,2,22,15,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,2,0,3,1,2,15,3,14,11,2,16,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,7,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230399648049675,0.0,0.12859632294305035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344487422398918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534654461195595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711705536027765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848948147589287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862116341661648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335204802763927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579339450872769,0.0,0.0,0.1216783261404448,0.0,0.15994083509011722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723775698263876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493529268755786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093186933863454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802439891201528,0.0,0.4384300647419552,0.0,0.1538969682412736,0.0,0.0,0.11579395905285395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188738055697724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660716937191788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017210382747709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779514135627856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682401641017486,0.13984286969266596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lmay83,2019/02/22,"im getting so impatient!! My psychiatrist told me I needed to get ADHD testing complete before she could start a treatment plan so I found a place that did it. It took about 8 different appointments but finally finished with it on Feb 1st , so now my psychiatrist and I are waiting on the results so she can prescribe me Adderall but, Everytime I call they say they are still waiting on the tests. Like WTF it's the 21st how long does it usually take? How does the testing shit work? I'm about to blow up!! Also this place that I went to runs their business like its 1995 . They don't use computers. They do everything by hand🙄 I so regret using this place. ",1.8195348837209304,4.4149593255814015,3.22291472868217,87.27344186046514,83.65116279069767,6.54077519379845,25.65426356589148,7.793537801064563,1.7146254263565894,519,22,101,10,15,169,86,129,0.145,0.807,0.048,-0.9440000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,2,12,4,1,0,6,0,7,1,1,5,0,15,21,11,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,1,17,2,11,15,0,17,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,0,9,64,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382346444597512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289730596962473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723474311410735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468172252129054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909573636235595,0.0,0.0,0.12876646249357598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850000968300266,0.0,0.0,0.2822689625229001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494525721066573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667093481722654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768317704916813,0.0,0.0,0.16852102280115427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420670163718405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758347068494422,0.0,0.0,0.14272496042363986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958476023239435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055000290490079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825384520052938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554839589410622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415260312104365,0.0,0.12879592172989987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212601398103512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410696665765622,0.1791845436969142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785828789235301,0.17762369420090313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950528007875966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174114867327713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flower7701,2019/02/22,"Is ADD real or just an excuse for simply not paying attention? I haven't been diagnosed for ADD, but I have had a couple people tell me I might be ADD. I can't pay attention for the life of me and have always had a problem with unintended wandering. I always like to talk more than listen, and will cut people off mid-sentence. Sometimes I'm zoning out and don't even realize it! My boyfriend is constantly calling my name so I can snap out of it. I always feel really bad because I don't do it on purpose. Is ADD just an excuse for lazy minds? A part of me feels like everyone has ADD and it's completely normal to zone out when something isn't interesting, right?!",3.6715555555555563,4.917187303703706,5.408333333333331,80.33250000000005,72.25925925925927,8.65925925925926,26.833333333333336,9.120678840339163,2.1933111111111114,526,18,103,11,10,180,84,135,0.138,0.784,0.078,-0.9023,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,6,0,19,2,0,0,0,29,23,8,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,13,0,0,5,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,3,3,13,3,16,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,72,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577989952504658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312749935604478,0.1117961342000314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726720919744808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228658864478385,0.198185276009134,0.0,0.0,0.20292352290669685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861424715138632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113093267935834,0.0,0.0,0.17524216483788874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546045026362035,0.13101771107751764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295375953321031,0.1791954584820559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455353866519207,0.18517707479997547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968855439317055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985993474694652,0.0,0.2542865587582101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548463061215067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874411663559253,0.1174877899514506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661867034952254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118673953422972,0.18138274094047768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474062763833324,0.16029566390332775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lissypissy,2019/02/22,"Snorting Ritalin? Hi have been diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed 10mg ritalin 3 months ago. I took it the first month, then i was on winter break so no school and so i didnt really get a refill. Now that school started again i just finished my 1month prescription again. The thing is Ive grown to realllly enjoy snorting it much more then taking it orally. I have lots of shit in school which it helps me stay on top off, i also workout everyday and i think it motivates me to as well. My question is are there any major disadvantages to snorting it? i read a few articles and they all make it seem so bad but i wanted to get some actual insight from people with experience. I dont plan to stay on stimulants for longer then a year, as thats when I graduate from university. thanks",2.6070537634408595,4.893249361290327,4.3509677419354835,82.2731182795699,77.96774193548387,8.004301075268819,24.526881720430108,8.841846274778883,2.0135075268817206,621,22,121,15,15,209,105,155,0.061,0.8640000000000001,0.076,0.303,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,11,5,1,0,5,0,10,4,1,3,1,19,20,15,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,2,1,1,4,3,17,3,18,16,7,27,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,4,16,87,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.1558097723324421,0.0,0.1918860120963503,0.0,0.14153317474887905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768384965007953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857751088633144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331340410736506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620563689136724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871259077865824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561827710327471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581076197587802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668364927442773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701992200280552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135741267971482,0.0,0.0,0.10657746608496624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548857738140763,0.0,0.11737196872598385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069143984380712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788610704646345,0.0,0.1597079660048142,0.0,0.10228533271519567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847677789491144,0.0,0.14535279950723376,0.0,0.0,0.1638935801084197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301153782348107,0.34036277687895083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004802783276924,0.0,0.0,0.14699785794727946,0.0,0.0,0.10607417088914643,0.10230673023670518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773934214703336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417441130719877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355779281644884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028188696294046 adhd,repentancetown,2019/02/22,"ADHD makes my life a living hell I got diagnosed with ADHD, MDD and PTSD around a month and a half ago, but I have struggled with the symptoms, particularly those of my ADHD, for as long as I can remember. It eventually got to a point where I began to literally beg my parents to take me to a psychiatrist and this went on for a few years. I went to a psychiatrist for the first time two years ago, but my father didn't allow me to properly explain my symptoms to him, which lead to a misdiagnosis and being told that 'there's nothing wrong with you, see, you're just making excuses' and falling into what I consider the worst depressive episode I've had in my life so far. Since then, I began to cycle between feeling hopeless to my core, that there's no way out for me, I was going to be this way for the rest of my life, and feeling faintly hopeful that I will be able to get the help I need. My father also began to interrogate me about my symptoms and eventually began to promise me that he'd take me to a psychiatrist again soon. Except, each time he did, it'd get postponed for reasons out of his control, and I would begin to feel less and less hopeful about my situation. Academics-wise, I do consider myself to be smart, but I was never able to put in the required amount of effort due to how debilitating my symptoms are. I was fine with being a 'lazy student' so long as my grades didn't suffer too much, but my studies gradually became more and more challenging and when I got to high school, I realized I can't pull off winging everything any longer. At that point, I was right about ready to give up on everything. I even came close to telling my father I would not be going to school before he took me to a psychiatrist. I had no choice but to keep going, however, but at the cost of my already rapidly disintegrating mental health. I was still scoring the same average (or whatever you'd consider consistent 80%s to be) grades, much to my father's chagrin. He would push me to do better any chance he got despite knowing my limitations, which was nothing short of a kick in the gut every time. Flash forward to this year, I wasn't able to sleep the night of my psych appointment. I worried my hours of sleep away thinking it would go as badly as last time, that everything really was some sort of sick self-fulfilled prophecy and I really was just making excuses. But it didn't, and I cried when the psych directly told my father that he'd been neglecting me and my illnesses for far too long. I was prescribed Ritalin IR, initially at two 5 mg doses per day, but that didn't cut it and it got upped to 10, then 15 three times a day, then back to 10. Ever since the very first day I took a full 10 mg tablet, I was worried any 'improvement' would just be a result of some kind of placebo effect. I spent hours every day researching how exactly one would know if their medication is working or not, to no avail. I had a few follow-up appointments after that, and my father would ask me every day when I came home from school, but I was afraid of giving any kind of straight answer: I didn't want to say that the medication was working incredibly because it honestly wasn't, but I also didn't think it wasn't doing anything at all. So I'd just say that there was still room for improvement. I'd say this 'high' addled with confusion and uncertainty lasted around a week before the depression started to settle in. I knew that medication wasn't some magic pill you'd take and instantly be rid of all your symptoms, and that most people spend years trying to find the right medication/dose and sometimes even turn up empty-handed, but I couldn't help but feel a deeply rooted sense of disappointment. I've always struggled particularly with paying attention and taking notes in class, textbook ADHD stuff, and I wanted there to be improvement in that area at the very least, yet I had to mentally grasp at straws to find any. Not that the medication didn't help at all; it certainly did, but it was so small and insignificant that the smallest flare of my depressive symptoms could easily override it. I've always envied my friends and colleagues for their ability to be productive relatively effortlessly. I always wanted to be a good student, not necessarily the stereotypical nerdy type with my nose buried in a book, but I wanted to, at the very most, be able to put the amount of effort I wanted into my responsibilities; to complete a task all the way, not drop things prematurely, have some sort of regard for the things outside of my routines. Beyond wanting to be a good student, I also just wanted to be a normal person. I wanted to be normal with a normal brain, with a normal attention span and a normal way of thinking. I have managed to accumulate enough hate for myself and the way I am because of my ADHD to power a small boat. I hate my inability to concentrate. I hate my executive dysfunction. I hate how quickly I lose interest in things. I hate how intensely my hyper-fixations occupy my brain. I hate my impaired social skills. I hate that I talk too quickly and too much. I hate being told that I'm not trying hard enough. I hate that I don't have it in me to pick my clothes up off the floor even when I'm mentally screaming at myself to. I hate that I couldn't stay focused on writing this post and wasted around an hour shuffling between the tabs I have open. I hate that I'm constantly at war with my own mind. I hate that it's all completely out of my control and only a small portion of it is 'curable'. I hate how all of this and so much more I don't even have the words to describe have impaired each and every part of my life so severely to the point where it's so much easier to just give up on everything and not even try. I can never be the person I dream of being given these circumstances, so what even is the point? I apologize that this is quite lengthy. In all honesty, I have not the slightest clue why I even decided to write this in the first place. It's a bunch of disorganized thoughts that have been on my mind lately, and I have no real outlet for them besides this thread I've been looking at for a few days. I have a follow-up appointment on the 26th, but I'm terrified of telling my psych just how hopeless and despaired I feel. Neither my boyfriend or my close friends have ADHD and so they can't offer much support or advice, either. Though, I'm not really asking for either of those. I just wanted to attempt to put how I feel into words and hope someone finds it worth reading.",8.854007170813148,6.650766141965683,8.967070367025208,70.83245655089362,61.917316692667704,12.023012288912605,37.07781153351397,10.581452260228064,3.7188484659386383,5182,187,989,97,57,1715,461,1282,0.156,0.753,0.091,-0.9986,3,0,0,0,0,2,119.0,0,4,4,20,66,52,16,4,65,0,96,28,6,19,12,206,186,88,1,29,40,7,7,0,2,8,22,4,2,2,61,62,0,6,26,3,5,18,33,34,0,8,56,14,142,18,170,95,45,157,1,10,2,0,52,73,1,17,60,711,203,24,0.13729460513025368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750215247191146,0.033540674786309364,0.06085169178276095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037877002701966436,0.08234583458961696,0.08568008243240563,0.0,0.0,0.11670629940148965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02824544044092467,0.09166598003441,0.06417596119371811,0.0,0.032248200245476456,0.0263927691637386,0.028658815121068586,0.04184675848247496,0.0,0.058413798370180986,0.0,0.0,0.03035648027749185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663309268871553,0.0,0.07851422628443487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197539066994879,0.037091673335939636,0.07699378702540645,0.02740464260820264,0.0,0.03770291921939778,0.132815493314579,0.0,0.0886887316641989,0.0348377835446184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093101413044511,0.0,0.1586931357064775,0.031047707651199564,0.11567662629000296,0.0,0.12339153828382815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413041639275128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094113586340672,0.08758704074010919,0.0,0.0,0.05303673567482031,0.0,0.03586538227735192,0.09877912174568486,0.07802768805094,0.057578100442418276,0.13725879727941512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03074724969699213,0.44053749472275133,0.0,0.03648443626707093,0.0,0.0,0.06901925982955545,0.07252964415850191,0.034429420815875536,0.10227339116516104,0.10140564762086318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0305084383364556,0.0,0.07148560189005028,0.037726762207735805,0.055956713824000866,0.03871857367974886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697523988734794,0.0,0.0,0.03030841292094597,0.09112605384825682,0.028823222444881117,0.03839938613521286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873391127589389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830987054369834,0.10377050245165546,0.0,0.06931420644456951,0.0,0.027396810987007726,0.0,0.1513909981357073,0.025450552512614574,0.052945031710190174,0.0,0.0,0.03221042158078137,0.1681494532785455,0.06586893823922768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02325859441214213,0.02610468348335248,0.0,0.0,0.03811235281901538,0.037169169523616236,0.0,0.02379569804859028,0.059940176749974025,0.03586091017349912,0.0,0.1297877793862613,0.0,0.032872569995144936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012251156845535,0.10351424938522044,0.0,0.03650742812075402,0.034332939750062345,0.039067829563129784,0.06596582975679566,0.03529043011452377,0.0,0.0,0.038882005907209125,0.05862442130812955,0.0,0.08188663545114318,0.0,0.10421210265072056,0.027351506174090802,0.0,0.035807053997907394,0.03877595611038599,0.0,0.05678575806352399,0.038581222146215455,0.06869687882605735,0.034988640003243345,0.02908231834725757,0.0,0.033946968771945966,0.0,0.024294457040662014,0.03658444536009143,0.05482182450384601,0.0,0.0,0.07176506556842098,0.03929236885691314,0.0,0.03895007272178292,0.0,0.2140524958436089,0.10322845653352153,0.02758805074412193,0.060000768194260624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840932627114735,0.06597962944071557,0.03372281311442233,0.02724914512930235,0.10007198543177293,0.0,0.0,0.0983931591247518,0.076269679011688,0.06991051847165174,0.037334276310846785,0.06705843976293774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496182091502215,0.1822048093943644,0.13622258376819182,0.027532362688142985,0.0,0.0,0.0636367372257671,0.030971756580073843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049976053852839916,0.06971466797425004,0.0,0.1706777595422747,0.037527524460435516,0.0,0.08841322432343678 adhd,oyyyveyyyyy,2019/02/22,"Skipping days of Vyvanse?? Sometimes I’ll try to skip taking my Vyvanse for a day or two. My therapist is super inconsistent with refilling my shit on time, so I’ll skip to make sure I have it on workdays. Other times I feel good and want to just skip. But every time I do, I feel like shit. I start spiraling and feel super depressed and insecure and cannot snap out of it. Anybody else struggle with this? I don’t want to feel addicted to meds but at this point I really feel like I cannot function without them. 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I was diagnosed with ADHD my first year of college. I was started out with Methylphenidate short-term, but it didn’t last long enough and I would either be a zombie or I wouldn’t feel it depending on how strong the dose was. Then I was put on the extended release version and I immediately had side effects where I felt insanely bloated WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO WEAR OFF and I would have such a massive headache I would be bed bound for the good hour or two. I was told these were my only two options because it seemed I wouldn’t do well on any XR, so I was put on the short acting 3x a day. Eventually, I would get this ‘low’ after my last dose and I would be miserable. I already take meds for depression, but I couldn’t even get out of bed for multiple hours. I stopped taking it, and my psychiatrist closed his private practice. Fast forward and I have a new psychiatrist and I tell him the issues. I get prescribed Adderall. It was fine the first two weeks, and then one day I felt that same drop again except it lasted for hours until I went to bed and it was more intense. I cried myself to sleep and I didn’t realize it was my meds. Because if I did, I would have stopped taking them immediately, especially since the next night, I was so distraught and mentally unhinged that I decided to see how sharp my scissors were...against my own skin (thank god they were dull as hell), someone eventually convinced me that it was likely the meds and I didn’t take them again. And the next day and there after, I was totally fine. But when I tried calling the doctor about this suicidal behavior, I basically got no response back and had to wait a month for an appointment, which he cancelled last second and I have to wait another month now. He told my mother that what he plans on doing it to keep prescribing drugs (which he won’t actually have me take) until my insurance says they will pay for Vivance, but I’m so scared of trying anything if no one is even going to care if I end up losing my shit again. And I feel like my ADHD has somehow gotten worse from all of this! I feel like I am not doing as well as I could be in school and it’s going to effect my life. Does anyone else have insanely bad rebounds? Or similar experiences? 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I've been trying to get to grips with the chaos that is life with ADHD (without drugs). I have a job that lets me listen to audiobooks while I work. I've been trying to find books that focus on self improvement or growth or even just getting my home life under control. It seems a lot of the books out there are written by older people who didn't grow up with the internet or the state of affairs we currently find ourselves in. It just seems like that issue introduces so much more to deal with that it throws out all the specific advice they give, even if the generic advice should still be followed. Does anyone know any good books written in this millennia that deals with being and adult with ADHD? 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Today I learned that hyper-focusing on a task or subject for hours at time is something common with people that have ADHD. (Link to thread https://www.reddit.com/r/todayilearned/comments/atbsc1/til_that_people_with_adhd_have_hyperfocus_ability/?st=JSGDQL8F&sh=0dd5603e) Has anyone ever learned to fully control or get a grasp on hyper-focus and if so, how? 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When frustrated do you find yourself physically just kind of shutting down or not responding? And that you feel like you're screaming mentally at yourself for being so stupid as to make that mistake that triggered your frustration? That you find yourself feeling like a whirling mess of frustration and anger inside but it not being expressed externally? How do you deal with the day to day frustration or just frustration in general because of your ADD?",8.335,10.505098690476196,7.00809523809524,69.75357142857145,62.0952380952381,10.83809523809524,41.38095238095238,10.864195022040775,5.25425238095238,406,23,59,11,6,122,53,84,0.281,0.6709999999999999,0.048,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,6,14,8,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,21,7,10,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,0,3,6,3,12,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,6,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690440785135469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576807936682872,0.2858918566259257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804300089610111,0.3962170677283916,0.0,0.0,0.5069080634677028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28877308868620205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27095687493730164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510491000366386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794607372225211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,__N0_name__,2019/02/22,ADHD is like our brain keeps switching through 30 different channels and someone else has the remote. 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Hello. I am new to reddit, so forgive me if I’m doing this wrong. But, I’m here because I saw this page was available to reach out about the struggles of ADHD. I am a 25 yr old female and I have been taking Vyvanse since it first came out about 10 years ago. I take 40mg a day. Soon, I have to switch medical insurance when I turn 26 and I’m not sure I will be able to afford continuing to take Vyvanse and I want to look into tapering off to quit. The problem is I’m incredibly worried that I will never feel “normal” again. I don’t even remember what my “normal” feels like without Vyvanse since I’ve taken it for sooo long. I’m worried sick about quitting but if I ever want to have children in the near future, I also know I’d have to quit taking it anyway. I have skipped one day a few times on weekends and every time I do, I’m sluggish with no motivation. I lose all track of time and I just stay on the couch all day and sleep and eat all day. I have no mental clarity and I’m just in a fog. Is that how I will always feel when I quit Vyvanse? I’m so scared that is my “normal”. Will I gain mental clarity back? I’ve been on the medication so long that I’m not sure if I even have ADHD anymore. But I certainly feel like I can’t focus when I stop for one day. I’m really worried if I will be able to work without Vyvanse. I’m so organized and detail oriented with Vyvanse and I don’t want my work to suffer. My next fear is bringing this up to my doctor, then maybe they won’t let me change my mind and go back on it. I think I might try tapering off myself like I’ve read others have done by opening the capsule into a glass of water and drinking less of it each day. Please give me insight on this. 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In the past he sometimes got grumpy suddenly and he likes saying words like “ I don’t know .” I feel lost and ignored when he says this to me. Or sometimes he doesn’t want to talk to me for no reasons ( I asked him and he said not my fault but his problem). But he will be fine and acts normal soon and treats me well. I wonder if it is part of his personality causes his problems or ADD. Like today, I tried to talk to him online but he barely replied. I asked him somethings like” how are you” or “ you ok?” He just replied me in 2 hours with a “ love you.” We just barely talked today. We are in a long distance relationship by the way. When he came home from work he said he was tired. I said I want your attention but he just told me he was tired and need to sleep. I also messaged him saying like I want you to spend time with me. But he didn’t reply me until the other day he got up to work. He said morning to me when he and I replied morning as well then we didn’t talk until now. Now is noon for him. He says morning to me every day he wakes up. I don’t dare talk to him after replying good morning and he doesn’t talk to me either. Anyone has similar problems? I need your help. Don’t know what to do. I really love him. 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I feel so dumb after the first half. Just kidding you don’t have ADHD you’re just dumb as fuck! I had to repeat numbers she said to me and I BOMBED on anything like this. I did very well on the puzzles (I believe). 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A lot of this sub seems to be about reminiscing about shared experiences and uplifting statements. Those type of posts are helpful, but I would love to see more implementable techniques and tips. I'll get started. Here is personally what really works for me. * Pomodoro works for me. My one struggle with it is that sometimes I get hyper-focused and work through the breaks. Or I get hyperfocused on breaks. The former burns me out way quicker. The latter obviously leads to me being unproductive. * Minimizing visual clutter and down-sizing around the house has helped me calm my brain. Less visual stimuli and less options to pick from is really helpful. * Budgeting out my time by listing out all my priorities, deciding what is essential/nice-to-have/fun/etc and then chunking specific blocks of time out on google calendar based on those priorities helps. * Visual trackers posted on my fridge are really good. I use this for making sure I brush my teeth in the morning and evening and working out. * During really busy times in my life, I throw money at things I can throw money at. I'm lucky enough to have the privilege/money to do this, right now I'm ordering healthy take out from places near by every-day. Before I was forcing myself to cook and it was such a mental strain. I could only do it at the end of the day when my ADHD medicine was no longer effective and even the simplest ""15 minute"" recipes take at least an hour when you take into account grocery shopping, meal planning, prep work and dishes. * Sometimes things work.....until they don't. Don't be afraid to let go of things that worked once and don't worry anymore * Implement one habit at a time, and make that habit small. It didn't matter if you worked out for an hour each day three years ago, you probably can't do that now. Start out with 7 minutes, and work up to it. * Remove distraction temptations from the house. For me, food is a huge temptation. Junk food especially. I just don't have it around. * Make a list of ""productive"" distractions. I get distracted, it happens, might as well get distracted doing something I've been putting off. * Have a friend be responsible for your bed time. I have such a hard time shutting my brain off and going to bed. I have a friend who calls me when it's time for me to start my ""bed-time"" routine, and that's my cue that no matter what I'm doing I need to turn it off and leave. This person for me is my therapist. It doesn't work with my parents, bff or SO because it's way to easy for me to ignore them. * IF works really well for me. For me, food is a huge source of distraction. Removing it as an option during the period of time when I should be working is so helpful. * Working out helps my focus. Set a small and achievable goal. Originally it was 7 minutes a day. When that got easy, I changed it to 30 minutes three times a week. I'm not always successful, but lately I've been exceeding that goal. It took a while to work up to it. 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When I started high school I made the decision to stop taking my ADHD meds (concerta to be specific) looking back on that decision it seems like it came mostly from a place of some misguided sense of pride, now I'm on my 2nd semester of university and the things I used to get trough high school aren't working as well as they used to, and I've been thinking about trying to get back on meds, has anyone here been in that situation or knows someone that has?",9.389329896907217,6.316654917525773,9.073685567010306,73.20063144329895,61.680412371134025,12.998969072164948,37.6520618556701,11.20814326018867,3.8505278350515457,385,13,79,8,4,125,64,97,0.043,0.902,0.055999999999999994,0.3063,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,16,21,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,7,3,17,15,2,16,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,4,8,52,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809132636760168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525725040673367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34725530774213464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721714107968386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359442520552652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180960126671351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272984631564058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354357240620249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641110043085496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243942143476138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501629814768122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572765545612734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046979820867872,0.0,0.13704099145119258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920713000764834,0.0,0.0,0.12754742716181525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065491221445862,0.0,0.0,0.12585361585438926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318323975689455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000845938497677,0.0964564548553469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220307125146587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600270198160883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534862984962298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095909379114397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,der-bingle,2019/02/22,"CBS sitcom “Mom” called attention to adult ADHD in last night’s episode (S06E16), Left me in tears. Here’s the transcript: Mom is one of those shows that’s not my favorite, but if it’s on I’ll watch it. So last night I’m sitting down after supper, expecting to get a laugh or two, and instead I’m in tears by the end of it, because she described so perfectly what it’s like, especially when you first get diagnosed as an adult. Did anyone else see it, and if so, what was your reaction. Other than tears, my immediate reaction is, “Someone in the writers’ room just got diagnosed, there is no way you could write this so accurately otherwise.” **BONNIE:** Hi, I’m Bonnie, and I’m an alcoholic. **GROUP:** Hi, Bonnie! **BONNIE:** So, I just came from the doctor, and he says I have Attention Deficit Disorder. And it kind of explains my whole life. My trouble at school, jobs... relationships. The good news is he says I can take the GED again and ask for extra time. I can even take it in a room by myself if I want to, where there are no distractions. You know, a do-over. I kind of wish I could get a do-over for the other stuff I’ve messed up in my life. God, how did no one notice this? I mean, if one foster parent or teacher or anybody had said, “Hey, this kid isn’t dumb, she just needs a little help”, everything could have been different. I mean, I’ve spent my entire freaking life struggling, and now I find out it didn’t have to be that way? *(long pause)* Who knows what I could have done. That’s all I got. Oh, one more thing: if you’ve ever been mad at me for falling asleep or texting while you’re sharing, you can’t be... 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Now that I’m 23 years old I’ve finally done the research and figured out what it really means to be ADHD and wow the things I’m finding out are mind blowing. I no longer feel alone. Having two siblings that weren’t ADHD was hard because I wasn’t always able to behave and do Neuro-typical things. So as you could imagine. I was always getting spanked always being told “why can’t you just think?” Or “why you always forget stuff??” It really hurt me as a kid to hear those things and even now as a adult they still hurt. I was rarely encouraged that I could do stuff and that all I had to do was try harder and that I wasn’t trying hard enough. So finding out that me having these “problems” with life isn’t my fault and that my brain just prioritizes things differeny makes me feel soo much better. The sad part about it though is even though there is so much research on ADHD people and how they go about the world and they don’t care. They could care less to learn about my life and how I’m different and deny any thing that research and studies have proven and that I still just don’t try hard enough or don’t care enough. ,5.185933794466403,5.684784043478262,5.1286536561264855,86.45645874505932,68.24901185770752,7.90602766798419,26.48443675889328,7.645422480735847,1.2552926877470352,1005,27,206,10,16,312,126,253,0.131,0.8059999999999999,0.063,-0.9124,4,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,4,1,20,12,1,0,8,0,31,4,1,3,1,45,46,26,0,4,5,2,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,24,19,0,2,9,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,13,6,22,6,19,28,8,14,0,3,0,0,15,5,0,2,7,147,46,4,0.0869316490948686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31342484649707103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900349712486536,0.0,0.0,0.28933638398457445,0.0,0.0,0.05911650239777909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052992726417836734,0.0,0.0,0.0979421995668893,0.0,0.07688397919888011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704447041236264,0.0,0.0,0.2658978298287623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082235443287578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082507084579626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889612590479542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694708954287501,0.0,0.1148350687105035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791050757232792,0.0,0.0,0.09522937239799042,0.1589079047461972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541819868056916,0.0,0.04940525952125337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362104741890405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979782865297286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612425663837734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842071838899951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802755080614287,0.0,0.0,0.09469405075051716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777618415832159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278095291369433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122014224768298,0.0,0.0,0.06611543642678355,0.0,0.0,0.1930546173055649,0.09413850454238078,0.0,0.060267459766972925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318184780813491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138128084453462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884745452270209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903187999760003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887676244611748,0.05570229059384793,0.17081980771923594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306691608412592,0.0,0.17706265017630346,0.0,0.08491958950303315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172771472206232,0.0,0.06900229671630892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688458391012916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598113185102326 adhd,denisegris,2019/02/22,"Lack of words in my head gives me social anxiety. Usually it’s okay when I talk, I forget words here and there (What is that thing called again? Ahhhhh a door!) but it hasn’t been the biggest problem. But lately(been through kind of a depression) I forget all words and feel like my mind is just empty! That makes me feel so scared of socializing because I’ll just get to a point where I look like an idiot that can’t form sentences. Finish a joke? Hell no. Explain a movie? Are you crazy? Talk about my thoughts? Which ones? And I know that to get out of depression I need to be social, because I usually am and I like people but my brain is like a burnt toast at the moment. 🤯 Just needed to share. Fm, 24 here, with max ADHD 😅🌸",-0.4341554809843373,1.769001006711413,1.3238674496644298,96.62884368008949,99.33557046979864,4.362527964205817,16.275447427293063,6.21433560688645,-0.3435438478747206,566,15,124,7,24,183,97,149,0.239,0.636,0.125,-0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,11,14,2,1,9,1,9,2,2,1,1,29,21,9,0,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,3,15,8,14,18,3,12,1,2,1,0,10,6,1,0,10,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800438968415324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460512432020692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826469804514437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672387956657531,0.1529739402092542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580642583553699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514980436318428,0.10702511980938223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654029160797311,0.1437125118149879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537494666176409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600526545490612,0.08233229345993838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276065435141285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580364017066056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100000109960066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512665612414224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221661479082874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151591647658093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386019261514558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416199657037136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334904389268813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998710196452866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581408222601974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408250649600643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952787528632892,0.0,0.0,0.11893332382804635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299916464369378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,astilbee,2019/02/22,"going back to school a third time? what's up y'all. undiagnosed here but ever since accidentally doing some reading on adhd and then poring over more info and this sub, i've suspected i have adhd. anyways, i have a classic case of I Get Sick of Most Things After Three Weeks. i went for one college semester in 2017 but freaked and dropped out because i had too many things i wanted to do, but i was afraid to be there wasting money trying to figure out out. thought i had it narrowed down last year, so i took summer classes, but after like the third or fourth week i was feeling the same restlessness i'd felt before. anyways, i'm visiting the city my uni is in because i really love it as a city in general and was planning on checking out apartments just to work and live here. however, my friend asked me yesterday if i'd want to sit in on her poli sci class, and i agreed. i immediately felt like i am supposed to be back in uni :/ very frustrating because i had told myself i was NOT going to get lured back into it during my visit, but the idea planted itself in my brain only mere hours after i arrived lol. anyways, i just feel dumb thinking about going back a THIRD time.. i know everyone's college experience is different, but i'm just freaked i'll dive back in and then geek out and drop out again. is it worth it? i totally love academia and learning, but i'm worried that my brain is just being stupid and impulsive and nostalgic as usual.",6.344583333333333,5.993197625000002,6.958472222222222,77.23375,65.80555555555556,9.7,33.625,9.188382445141503,2.861266666666668,1148,45,221,18,16,379,165,288,0.14800000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.113,-0.8785,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,20,13,3,2,8,1,19,5,2,0,2,52,42,25,0,3,14,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,11,18,0,0,12,1,3,7,1,8,0,5,13,4,29,5,37,26,5,54,0,0,0,2,9,22,1,4,24,156,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28242717815332924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984774542885853,0.0,0.0,0.4517557874216573,0.0,0.21488289325018126,0.0,0.0999848531061566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26234036235736624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276372829679685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628654788430132,0.0,0.1122774165947864,0.0,0.11493870453881115,0.0,0.0,0.1188242581650821,0.0,0.2256391263317413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078112318722227,0.0,0.12277903778391368,0.0,0.20033589183533027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571499730541343,0.0,0.0,0.13264453430115933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457557773604643,0.09577914753189563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481028645415092,0.0,0.10375569808274844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209881199865688,0.0,0.0,0.1191277579087752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962184314796512,0.08936494514275918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753298136369325,0.0,0.07527426717983418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891747116990553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719819352479478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612513091435212,0.07529001413698175,0.0,0.09328281498682472,0.1370317704735318,0.0,0.0,0.1122774165947864,0.13054813871391996,0.07977559087057062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941095359564622,0.09695078241600917,0.1386104851998694,0.0,0.18850472428409376,0.0,0.0,0.10892477464573573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554226129305019,0.11932815586784573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566690998759913 adhd,PequenaNeko,2019/02/22,"Late to literally everything ╭(๑¯д¯๑)╮ I'm a college student and for the first time I'm in small classes which means my teachers actually notice and care when I'm late. Also, My teachers this year are *strict:* multiple tardies count as an absence, 3 absences fails me the class...I know it should be easy to just get places on time, butI'm an idiot about leaving. It's crazy because I wake up at least 2hrs before class actually starts and somehow I don't get out the door until 10 minutes before. I've been on Vyvanse for 4 years, and even though it gets me out of bed and starting my day, my brain can't prioritize tasks. I end up walking back in forth in my room getting 3/4 way through one task before jumping to another. &#x200B; I know I need to start putting a system together, but its daunting when I'm constantly worried about every other little thing I need to do. 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Missing or having a brief laps in medication is hard. Doing basics like paying bills or keeping track of important deadlines is hard. Being punctual and time management is hard. Not making a delusional ass of myself online is hard. ADHD makes me feel like an outsider and incompetent at accomplishing even the simplest of basics that are taken for granted as fundamentals of being being a functional adult in society. A couple days lapse in prescription awaiting a refill is hard. I guess i'm just airing grievances in the event i say something irrational or strange online. 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I’ve been brainstorming ideas for my business today and every time I have an idea I get super excited for it, get distracted by another idea and then forget what my original idea was. 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Get your kid or yourself a notebook or sketchbook. Get them or yourself into the habit of quickly write down or quickly sketch out their thoughts even if it doesn’t make complete sense. This allows you to “evacuate” those distracting thoughts and focus on your classes, projects, job, etc. ",9.706125,9.1056633625,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,59.125,10.0,41.25,8.841846274778883,3.7401249999999986,359,17,60,4,4,106,65,80,0.027999999999999997,0.972,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,18,9,9,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,11,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,7,2,44,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145974510027985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183036124630543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27446154564978464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29194347018553696,0.17289704520471022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735287204011617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754593484995424,0.2765750634471057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597669777966085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473394125170486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637063897445052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906653278486285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649258726045169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156333113421333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Matty_Slam,2019/02/22,"Frustrated So my typical morning routine is to go across the hall to my communal dorm bathroom, shower, brush my teeth get ready etc and then approx 30 minutes before my first class I take my medicine. The downside to this strategy is that for the second time in the last two weeks I have forgotten my shampoo and soap in the shower, and had it thrown away but cleaning services. 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What has (adderall/vyvanse/modafinil) done for your guy’s lives? Were you the same person before getting on the medication with the same goals and motivation in mind? Everyday I’m motivated and want to get something done, but I feel like my adhd procrastination and then horrible focus skills really get in the way. I’m worried that if I get prescribed something like adderall I might lose the passion and drive I had before, killing the purpose of taking it anyways. Thanks for the feedback.",4.919711538461538,7.757057701923081,4.917923076923079,78.32707692307693,72.94230769230771,7.621538461538463,31.55384615384615,8.548686976883017,2.860995384615385,467,22,77,9,10,145,71,104,0.14300000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.165,-0.3695,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,6,1,6,1,0,8,0,7,3,0,3,0,18,18,8,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,9,4,11,13,2,8,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,4,51,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137136163811492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026355279314371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639577257791437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991472454000315,0.12703971531020866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716292794789395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607678629743825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919375626277405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673933815876174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560453924601706,0.17375467670148534,0.0,0.15702458667328836,0.0,0.0,0.19894303776700706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791420942397072,0.0,0.18864645063136729,0.17955467754010326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552717640451553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392059336944925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27379997785784793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674076957176385,0.0,0.0,0.16371930126111092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488703054040928,0.1411508742972484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059205132705566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatsoundsboring,2019/02/22,"Found an App that seems great for my ADHD brain, limited time and desire to grow and learn Last week there was a post on a great life hack for ADHD’ers about increasing the speed on video playback. Love it. Started thinking where else I could apply this. Was pointed to Blinkist an application that gives 15 minute summaries of non-fiction books (science, business, personal, health, parenting, you name it). You can choose to read or audio. Audio also has playback speed. I crushed 4 books on the spin bike yesterday!! Kinda pricey. I’m still doing free trial but if you’re already spending money (or wasting by buying books you don’t read) it’s great value. Old posts on this app are 1 to 3 years old so thought it was worth a re-mention",3.7388157166574447,6.178175820143888,3.6907913669064776,87.64561704482568,74.97122302158273,6.003541781959047,27.23907028223575,7.010146845296331,1.3769265080243491,585,23,107,6,13,178,104,139,0.048,0.79,0.162,0.9476,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,0,7,0,9,4,1,0,0,17,17,8,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,2,0,1,6,7,5,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,6,6,13,11,1,21,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,5,11,54,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553330672148493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313738784783666,0.11822199396999553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503051551237385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803261850425135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349549914304872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620912503278346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181488102680884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889592019416792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713956240264548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050362323577556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441881743930824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342505121655202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102517234888105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641510478680645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908207044614867,0.0,0.0,0.13974996563380873,0.0,0.2831662918552265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29574600461570016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458160788509288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463695588535367,0.0,0.11805962204799332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472541498615587,0.0,0.11736288619400707,0.08620260915861028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185827127231929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951996029148676 adhd,ThespianFreak,2019/02/22,"How to know if something is a side effect or just a change in your life? I am on new meds and I have to tell my doctor about my experience with it, and I am always in doubt if something is a side effect or not because I had a friend who thought something was a side effect and stopped the meds but then it the side effect didn't disappear so it had to be a change, but then she couldn't get back on the meds for some reason even though they had helped her. So how do I know what is what? 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Brief bio: Recently diagnosed by psychiatrist. Work as a data scientist. # My Current system ## Goal of system: Rely on **design** over willpower. Resilience and flexibility are baked in. Imo willpower and self-discipline is overrated. If you properly design your life you and greatly limit distracted. As humans are no static my system is constantly evolving. ##### Note: I can do into detail on bulletpoint if necessary 1. Write down core principles. Contains things like: - Core values - Mental Health Maintenance Kit - Mental Health Repair Kit - Physical Health Maintenance - Mindsets to have 2. Physical Habits - Sleep, proper diet, meditation are keystone habits they help you do other habits 3. Mental Habits - I heavily use habit stacking in my day to day. So the below is what's in the habit stack - Various mental rehearsal exercises before working. - Daily mantra. Helps calibrate what my mindset should be for a productive work day. - In journal, log what distracted me and go back to work - Habit tracking 4. Organization - Heavily borrow ideas from Newport's Deep work. Can elaborate if requested. 5. Distractions - The general idea is that remove distractions first. Then put as many roadblocks between you and the distraction. - Change your relationship with the distraction. Use it as a tool. Not as a source of entertainment. - Turn notifications OFF. - Multiple website blockers. - I change my passwords to distracting websites to incredibly long and there are multiple steps needed to get the password - I removed the browser and email from my phone. Organized apps to be far less distracting than before. 5. Tools I use - time timer (Large clock that shows a very VISUAL display of how much time left) - black and red notebook - legal pads - leuchtturm1917 notebooks - Google calendar with a LOT of notifications - apple reminder app - Vibration watch for working - Workflowy notetaking app - Freedom for blocking websites ### References: Habits Design - Atomic habits - power of habit - Habit apps (Currently thinking of designing one of my own) Organization - Cal Newports books (Deep work is great) Overall Design - Principles by Ray Dalio ",5.932286067164617,9.75931641786744,5.738983708757278,66.53013997529848,80.78674351585012,9.057436922895961,33.594600952773035,9.126234315654434,4.7046685761336215,1755,92,218,54,49,546,216,347,0.066,0.875,0.059000000000000004,-0.0917,5,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,0,7,1,11,4,12,0,8,13,0,17,10,1,4,0,34,25,19,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,1,9,13,2,4,4,4,1,6,2,8,0,2,0,3,21,4,43,22,5,40,0,0,3,0,17,15,0,4,16,128,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463424066179055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334518157106826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623312287216551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018093767304974,0.0,0.0,0.10307730495127324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454631289680312,0.09833775247186068,0.0,0.1936275457691809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113443706874593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049834728575247504,0.0,0.05420949685273759,0.0,0.0,0.21032461091042945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041694017696622,0.0,0.0,0.12786911729986392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535612212639293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363608771910572,0.0,0.06737325035229375,0.04660029567228497,0.0,0.0,0.08441272839908631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109292079386245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670542444891883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845026035638381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011895428378907,0.0707267730620088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463534840406844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958882761821366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836237147060386,0.1024077992140126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950736357781814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545389154892917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336955935902525,0.06111886013549817,0.0,0.0,0.11123952770753492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037514956409222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471460579712919,0.0,0.07870261917776186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860899409438782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Playedyoself,2019/02/22,"ADHD and Depression is One Messed Up Combo You really want to get started on this one thing, but you don't, and that amps up your depression, and because it did, now you're not motivated to even start the thing you wanted to do. You're screaming and shouting at yourself, or hyping yourself up to do thing you want to do, but it never happens, so it makes you feel like a failure and a lazy bones, and it just makes it worse, cycling between the feeling of hopelessness and failure to, ""Come on, damnit!! Let me just do this *ONE* THING, Please!!"" Idk how long I've been in this cycle, but it sucks. I still haven't started on anything I wanted to do yet.",3.4389999999999996,4.854670284615388,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,73.07692307692308,6.7384615384615385,26.84615384615385,7.1686216300943375,1.2226769230769228,507,18,104,5,10,162,75,130,0.301,0.648,0.051,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,6,0,1,8,7,1,0,4,0,11,1,1,4,1,26,26,13,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,2,4,9,1,17,23,0,17,0,3,0,0,6,8,1,1,9,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144748953507065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260134480031036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109022145997884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710772342748968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722273438762247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744094927269345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052160630893953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610936034578224,0.11380386041483323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322760828102965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408683507488647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289491205720605,0.0,0.07782587093129026,0.0,0.0,0.1409753738805672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126678031406544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286188184267555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238371480217277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486342264590676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020515771350282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382598080250789,0.0,0.12721708358699613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233270262773346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758367673856993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234017897733713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flow-a,2019/02/22,"Anyone on here use Liberty Health Share or any other Healthshare organization instead of regular insurance? Curious what you do about medication. I’m switching over to Liberty Health Share from BCBC because my premiums are now about $960/month with a 13K out of pocket max for a family. They are $479/month and $2250 out of pocket max for a family. They don’t cover my medication but I guess they partner with save net to give discounts. Wondering if anyone else has dealt with this before. I’m currently on Vyvanse but I know it’s like $270 for a month supply without insurance kicking in. Anyone had to deal with this before? I’m wondering if I need to get on a cheaper medication. TIA",3.661169154228855,5.902703052238808,5.496343283582089,75.54560945273633,74.44776119402985,9.242786069651741,29.07711442786069,9.725611199111238,3.2096039800995024,555,24,99,16,12,190,83,134,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,1,0,20,17,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,9,4,25,16,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,6,4,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280021918470626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171029948665584,0.1548906786689703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215132272699288,0.0,0.2572676585009256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584877610985695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628244365191002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28501767889939694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897965187318749,0.14501524222778409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665298833501717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213715167321521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307862223320206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738536204491888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568611039062426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619853669685993,0.0,0.0,0.11209002384987198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056162625580767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457216850737892,0.32787303211583185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheBelowIsFalse,2019/02/22,"Continuing Education Struggles Hey r/ADHD, I’ve been lurking this sub for a while; I have to say I’ve never seen so many posts and comments in a sub that resonate with me so strongly. **But I’m posting today because I’m a young professional (26 years old) in a health-related field, and I really struggle with doing continuing education** d/t my ADHD. I need to complete 75 CEUs every 5 years, and I’ve done 2 in 2 years. I’m confident I can make it up very quickly, but **I wanted to know if any of you struggle with the same thing. Also, if you do, do you have any recommendations for overcoming it?** Thanks a bunch for any help you can provide🙂",0.507903008531656,2.9364577786259574,3.4488819039065994,84.06085765603953,89.53435114503814,6.135788055680287,23.736416704086214,7.510576382923642,1.4485380332285591,503,21,101,10,17,178,83,131,0.068,0.838,0.094,0.6351,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,1,4,5,0,3,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,16,18,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,11,2,14,15,2,17,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,11,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758235044855045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250393171379214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31898610172630365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953142948485695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393823218181885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600083680945061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317382333199185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662010842345068,0.0,0.0,0.10480337179727317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593018592481733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437007983449267,0.15852231981183684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593736548374473,0.12059281402418118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407126264402982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994952003519843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001668432694001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434203904254193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49037752510364896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395330207255816,0.0,0.0,0.1038772086704686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820896052216384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901160238344678,0.09222391174756174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020679893953772 adhd,LiveNudeFish,2019/02/22,"Totally uninterested in my new career pursuit...for like the 5th time So after realizing I didn't enjoy working as an illustrator, an eBay flipper, an apartment locator, or a bike delivery guy, I decided to be a plumber. As we're prone to do, I immediately dove in and got my apprentice card, $200 work boots, some tools, and the first job that called me on a commercial construction site. Long story short these guys were garbage and I quit after exactly 7 work days. After calling around for another plumbing job and getting one interview, I suddenly became overwhelmed with disinterest. They hired another guy anyway. I realize by now I need a serious amount of autonomy and flexibility, so far the only way I've achieved that is through bike delivery, but it hardly pays the bills. I have an interest in maybe general handyman work, but I don't have any experience or know-how there, so I've got no idea how to get into that. But spending 5 entire 8+ hour days at the same place with the same people doing the same work every goddamn week on someone else's schedule is literally impossible for me. Wtf do I do. Wtf do y'all do. I'm sick of being broke. I'm 24, and no college degree, btw.",4.3881416787967,6.163248427947598,6.221448326055312,73.11757763221739,71.27074235807859,9.805046094129064,32.37287724405628,10.125756701596842,3.640496166909268,946,45,171,27,18,327,153,229,0.141,0.8220000000000001,0.038,-0.9788,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,8,8,6,0,1,15,0,15,1,0,1,2,28,22,17,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,10,0,0,4,2,3,0,4,3,0,2,4,1,16,3,24,16,6,28,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,3,15,102,21,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993581697840305,0.2773552655633417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773221676691857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27008792266865994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058304992809195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047947980983802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142791717380984,0.0,0.0,0.1293677207749404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124933859051806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381923029390139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154782790824472,0.0,0.0,0.3928504765823631,0.0,0.0,0.11847171213204655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024146670997916,0.0,0.0,0.14929628052315505,0.0,0.0,0.2624791783222816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268217736538378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461159075912595,0.0,0.0,0.11703875658940822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328647944445235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806309704412257,0.0,0.12772969474326953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961730004947031,0.10058351811675914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916868050630711,0.0,0.13817507155066228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406661590101978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205659307166864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711713774331594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497539057386053,0.10608448491651153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814047373258647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rgnysp0333,2019/02/22,"How effective are non simulants? Long story short I'm on Adderall, and I don't really like the side effects. The dry mouth is irritating, my blood pressure is too high and I'm always waking up to pee. It's partly due to my weight but Adderall definitely doesn't help. That said, I'd like to know if anyone uses Strattera or Wellbutrin.",1.820454545454545,4.488617636363639,3.718409090909091,83.09761363636366,84.75757575757575,6.330303030303031,23.40151515151515,7.645422480735847,1.5077333333333345,268,10,49,5,8,90,53,66,0.162,0.7559999999999999,0.081,-0.5485,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,5,4,4,0,10,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,5,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699127121757793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681619503594305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742714390660145,0.342728538748952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782724599465834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169543798278449,0.0,0.0,0.28706882213218393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512752697228783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780811029948654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085625964352082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801628344523421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395011207733156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,headroom3,2019/02/22,"Tips for starting exercising while also starting medication? I started taking Methylphenidate HCL 20mg XR again today (missed a couple weeks because my dad kept forgetting to get my prescription. Only have had a prescription for 2 or 3 months) and I also started gym class, and cardio. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal, but I'm 15, have a BMI of 27, and am essentially sedentary, aside from getting 8-12k steps a day. Never really exercised in my life. I was running earlier, and even though my legs didn't really hurt my lungs were working really hard. I pushed myself more than I should've and I passed out for a couple of seconds and spent the next hour convincing the nurse I was fine. General Excercise Question: How do I improve my respiratory function? ADHD Mediciation Question: How does medicine affect excercise and how do you work around it?",4.69241410488246,7.1437258544303885,5.540542495479205,75.4407594936709,72.10126582278481,8.818083182640146,30.273056057866178,9.424239791934726,3.1765283905967454,687,30,115,17,14,224,112,158,0.024,0.879,0.096,0.9106,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,10,5,0,0,8,0,11,7,2,4,1,23,24,16,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,4,3,1,4,3,2,0,1,7,1,17,3,11,17,1,21,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,4,14,70,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801563498723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397575106105339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344698787894865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138052966685987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317334563984222,0.0,0.09667614702768658,0.15454519031747949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311826360026213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901065780570978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566380645985458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342851902991251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762595920360486,0.0,0.16047610969626153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238371711879068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588214125578964,0.07323587719360278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510132407714567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965252220068945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561576610365275,0.0,0.159425376842292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140092991667915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358552010865796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880984182138917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646763261615327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244133467636115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270969815590502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728063228806554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209215244583348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024452916592054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826485191891634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nongaymod,2019/02/22,Mental note to myself (only for Batman and me) I want to be a ADHD superhero so I can use my magic powers to hyper focus on criminals. Just so I can remind myself kater,0.5738571428571433,2.825234885714288,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,85.85714285714286,5.785714285714287,14.464285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.3794285714285719,131,2,22,2,4,50,28,35,0.109,0.853,0.038,-0.5267,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912130775080187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957571277361652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741405100220389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424875908755959,0.0,0.0,0.2901573852265905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,valoriemillion,2019/02/22,"Question of the Day! I have been on meds (Ritalin, adderall , Adderal XR, vyvance ) since I was six years old. I am currently 30. I have a two-year-old son. One day I took my son with me to a doc appointment. During the appointment he suggested not to give my son any meds till he was at least four. First of all ..... hell nahhhh ... So my question to all you long-term users. Knowing what you know now would you allow your children to take these medications. 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I know at times it makes me easily irritable, but I’ve never been so emotional. So I am not sure if my emotions are because I recently fell in love, or because of the medication. I know it sounds like a joke, but I’m not normally an emotional person. Yesterday I cried because a dog was too cute/beautiful. Then I almost cried when I said bye to my mom to go to work for like 7hrs. Recently, my bf and I said I love you to each other (we have been together for some time now, I just wanted to be 1000% sure before I said it) and I think may be that’s why? I have also started taking Vyvanse regularly so I don’t know if that can cause it? 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That being said I have managed to navigate it thus far. I recently told my manager at work about my struggles staying focused on ""project"" type work tasks, especially in the afternoon hours when my medication begins to wear off. He told me if I could find a time management/etc course/seminar specifically geared towards adults with ADD, my employer would pay for me to attend.....great news! &#x200B; Except, I cannot seem to find such events. Are there any such offerings? 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Fortunately, my car doesn't have automatically locking doors and the last time I opened the back door for something, I forgot to lock it. ADHD is the cause of all my problems, and the solution to a very very small amount of my problems.",6.282599999999999,5.513427626666669,6.6691666666666665,80.64375000000003,66.06666666666666,9.1,30.75,8.07648339933343,1.8871999999999995,292,9,62,3,4,95,43,75,0.07200000000000001,0.897,0.031,-0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,0,10,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611522323301089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310721116319795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087045066068064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495413768599586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750911651262218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313457487868757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522863815817127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959011625528949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tightlines84,2019/02/22,"Are my meds working? I started reading posts here a while ago and that’s when I realized I probably had ADHD and got tested for it and confirmed. My question after taking Vyvanse (60mg) for almost a year I still don’t know if it’s working the way it should? I can tell I’m not fidgety when on my meds but I still find my runs wild a lot. I don’t remember stuff I’ve been told at work a day or so ago, I’m assuming it’s because my mind is elsewhere and I don’t really pay attention as much as I think I am. My doctor recently also prescribed Dexadrin 5mg for evenings when I need to study but I still don’t study. Do I need to change my habits and sit down and try and focus on homework in the evening or am I one of those ppl that Vyvanse doesn’t really work for? It seems like everyone talks about how focused you are but I just don’t get those results. When I first got prescribed Vyvanse for about a week I felt super focused and at the gym I could workout for hours. That quickly faded though. Are my meds working ? Thanks in advance",1.6376027397260269,3.4593444840182705,3.2284452054794532,91.41938013698628,79.04566210045662,6.023835616438356,25.561872146118716,6.961326702584282,1.0033285844748856,818,32,177,9,20,270,122,219,0.01,0.88,0.109,0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,8,18,3,0,0,8,0,18,1,0,2,0,35,33,25,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,10,3,1,2,7,0,0,2,6,1,27,3,21,25,2,32,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,8,21,121,38,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117035136308945,0.0,0.20825163638087632,0.0,0.1176244365784997,0.0,0.0,0.09393688326506447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160569966010012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426261323378933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378640922532372,0.0,0.0,0.07575534059167034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023061636423815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516932221406826,0.0,0.0,0.11224303875047674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278501932352705,0.0,0.1073610707548164,0.09991584471199852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061370722241778024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878953127098236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567956691983534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455580555723305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057387566539471774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986471804095548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391432091633893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186063730820776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635044255807868,0.17419792456948294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959746400378452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249919752392502,0.0,0.12664736010045932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158791454789429,0.0,0.11749699433569495,0.0,0.15050243841061434,0.0,0.11598272039216813,0.0,0.13306518058452926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693591238813996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314247780923757,0.0,0.28142359713848103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446955823258264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831921662475528,0.0944140835481201,0.10266976804171836,0.10814618027299994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526696134094693,0.11540896906393765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224303875047674,0.0,0.07975116465089227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323841342992427,0.09422350332849552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275803469798167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564374179109229 adhd,jomejamo2,2019/02/22,"A little trick that saved me today. So I had to be to work early today. There were lots of balls to juggle to get here on time. I get there and I've forgotten my wallet. And! The office is going out to lunch today. That's awkward, I have to either not go, or borrow money. Backstory is that I've done this type of thing before, and the time I needed it to get out of a parking garage was the worst. Since then I've started to keep $20 in my glove box. I looked this morning and there it was. This has worked for me lots of times, but the tricky part is remembering to replace it after you've used it! I hope this helps someone avoid an embarrassing situation!",1.0995724713242971,3.19293062043796,2.9548957247132432,91.3068795620438,82.21167883211679,5.374139728884256,17.814911366006253,6.5431188927421005,-0.14065338894681956,513,11,111,5,14,171,86,137,0.10300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.077,-0.3841,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,3,7,0,11,1,0,1,0,19,22,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,2,1,1,2,2,1,5,0,0,5,1,10,2,19,16,5,17,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,4,10,77,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818844553085786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821545933753188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27295786593277954,0.0,0.1979464120336687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672877654712152,0.0,0.0,0.17296980369705786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479212716155985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454360595469187,0.0,0.0,0.1462417664480267,0.0,0.0,0.2961114499195896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912968921641232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858699851949245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727749864841052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440583124281244,0.19575139765083086,0.0,0.0,0.14755635375745876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326395215927999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156972268286251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046440199285086,0.0,0.4952202492646218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040930176428968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535659019222188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweet_37,2019/02/22,Managed to wake up at 6:00am for work!! Only to drive 40km before realising I left the shop keys at home...,1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,79.0,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.3473818181818187,82,2,18,1,2,28,20,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244474679628284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003434426953802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419545625120985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793647088745445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36313696606725454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laurenjackson27,2019/02/22,"Lonely? Have ADHD? Reading this like a tv ad? Read below! 💖 I’ll try and be as brief as I can 😛 I’m interested in meeting new people that feel lonely because of their ADHD diagnosis. I wanna be some sort of support to people with a guilt-free conscious of messing up... I think that’s important. Brief info about me... I’m Lauren 21yrs old, with inattentive type (space cadet). I’m a small human girl from London who loves anything creative and studied Fashion for 3 years! ( My Instagram if you wanna pree me: lolabelle_ ) I haven’t really met anyone else around my age with ADHD and honestly would love to engage with others. Hit me up with a message 💖",1.7175065616797909,4.3166354488189,3.7860157480314953,82.99881364829395,84.2755905511811,5.906351706036746,22.63989501312336,7.3011,1.2547211548556434,510,18,91,8,15,173,91,127,0.039,0.7509999999999999,0.21,0.9687,0,4,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,19,16,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,7,22,11,1,13,0,2,0,2,10,7,0,3,5,53,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6346119492280989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230746482112182,0.18034943942805454,0.1448463686961724,0.15669177200157294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729786672241066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703898335225926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899910008989659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599264437474399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31772305907084103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699975822774677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469943569457106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440549978420561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521277467676268,0.0,0.11276051106709722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997411442743076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127840999375338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950347355430765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503688737506474,0.0,0.0,0.11334868821353987 adhd,litkidfromohio,2019/02/22,"I'm having troubles staying with one thing So I can't say with one task, it's hard for me to set goals for something because I can't stay with it long enough to reach the goals I wanna set.",5.891428571428572,3.7897457619047614,6.085714285714285,88.83428571428574,67.57142857142857,8.4,30.523809523809533,3.1291,1.0685809523809526,150,4,36,0,2,48,29,42,0.11699999999999999,0.853,0.028999999999999998,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,4,0,8,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319732796055346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105227914767097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26921148451600463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595528029698284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072872072236734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389896430745337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313589249862117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406395981848321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965554059508725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theslpthrowaway,2019/02/22,"The solution to my smartphone addiction X post from r/productivity I'm sure this has been posted about before but I wanted to share something that's been working for me lately and ask for any feedback or tips on how to improve my strategy. I'm completely addicted to my smartphone. I check it compulsively. I am not big on social media but I do use WhatsApp to keep in touch with family and some overseas friends. I also use Twitter professionally. I had to delete all those apps and my email app as I was checking too frequently. What's worked for me has been an app on my android phone called ""lock me out"". It allows you to lock yourself out of whatever apps you choose for a specific time. This has allowed me to retain the useful feature of my phone like maps, auidable, calculator, etc. While locking myself out of the apps I use compulsively such as chrome, WhatsApp, etc. If you desperately need to use one of the locked apps you have the option to unlock it for 10 seconds at a time (not long enough to use the apps without getting frustrated) or you can pay a few bucks to unlock. Even this small monetary amount has been enough to deter me. I've never paid the lockout fee. I keep kindle on there and will read long from books if I'm bored. Usually I wake up and will hit the lock button for 4 hours at a time. This gets me out of bed and doing productive things immediately. I've just been reading Cal Newport's Digital Minimalism. This has inspired me to schedule regular lockouts around my work schedule. I plan on making it available for half an hour at 5am (when I wake up), 12.30pm (lunch) and 9pm (after dinner, kids baths and bedtime and sport). At these times I plan on responding to any WhatsApp messages and whatever else. Twitter will only be used via my laptop. This is quite strict. But when I didn't have the lock I was chalking up 5+ hours which is fucking disgusting. I was thinking of going even more extreme and implementing the do not disturb option. This will mean I won't get any texts or calls but can set numbers that can reach me in an emergency like my wife or family. Has anyone tried this? How did you go?",4.5046293424317625,5.9943433990384625,5.272875310173699,81.16002791563277,70.53846153846153,8.156203473945409,29.525124069478906,8.654491914285503,2.2754468982630285,1698,67,322,29,31,551,224,416,0.039,0.8809999999999999,0.08,0.9438,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,0,6,13,11,3,1,17,0,34,7,2,12,3,59,60,29,0,4,15,1,1,2,1,5,2,0,2,1,19,17,2,3,4,5,6,2,7,5,0,3,12,1,41,6,56,41,9,47,0,0,0,1,19,23,1,9,21,215,60,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812835758697134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267051506362551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538876284024688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353999845253497,0.0,0.0,0.0808955791888049,0.0849532980853191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732560187541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558147919220772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527783775508107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591211439931032,0.0,0.0,0.1877906765970659,0.2026931861812516,0.12004054398474692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133256231623192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020768417717636,0.08400994189220802,0.14243101879010311,0.0,0.10328960125569027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26847261964229924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161542883528681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250786961570484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879119412347969,0.0,0.0,0.1608381845146419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065794049753383,0.0,0.0,0.09898653339832594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738063081014987,0.07008629052606588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061577396501344764,0.06911245008672272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406101510179933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966538362895408,0.18179370658294705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263282726138293,0.0,0.0699579068790981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564603147468598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037149298510755,0.05822727620722332,0.0,0.0,0.21195338691291232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061696300863536724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493912039798157,0.10008295821998807,0.0,0.053598814527155744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759761775178829,0.0,0.19846826698579406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,miaaa54321,2019/02/22,"Diagnosed with ADHD and Dyslexia and don't know which symptoms are which and what the symptoms are. I got diagnosed with ADHD and Dyslexia and I'm still learning about things everyday that aren't just things I do. But I also can't tell what's symptoms of what, mainly the small stuff, like poor working memory, finding it hard to pay attention reading, forgetting what I'm saying halfway through saying it, struggling to say long things that make sense and so on. I also don't know what's real symptoms and what's just something I do and not others.",9.03142857142857,7.709646428571428,8.220952380952383,73.52571428571429,60.904761904761905,10.685714285714287,39.095238095238095,9.3871,3.6908666666666665,445,19,77,6,5,139,58,105,0.09,0.885,0.026000000000000002,-0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,1,0,22,14,12,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,17,10,0,0,5,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,8,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,57,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346684897323428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222693466077908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28264259412829645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725890053623534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113595027660041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472783186017017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304059061046424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802352632027564,0.0,0.0,0.12321920642740793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294090596933627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927337171981416,0.15848070071023385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217743371513264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071904385762354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119380393968008,0.0,0.0,0.14555937717785122,0.1593915561381829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788767878739889,0.0,0.0,0.12169813236250017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775060218036311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013652424756809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tryinghardbyrner,2019/02/22,"""When there's a will, there's a way!"" Yeah well, sorry that I don't have will for Italian, and no matter how much you scream at me that its an easy language, I still won't like it and want to learn it",5.834,2.875699177777779,6.033888888888893,91.8775,68.33333333333334,9.0,26.94444444444445,3.1291,0.4841111111111105,153,2,41,0,2,49,36,45,0.18,0.606,0.214,0.1486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314311167963182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482318655788818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302803381157785,0.0,0.0,0.3783059717520204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794068404514944,0.3760094990883163,0.0,0.0,0.4259228038303447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wootangizzle,2019/02/22,"Do I need a stronger dose? Recently got prescribed generic Adderall XR 25mg Taking it for a few days now. Not really sure exactly how I should feel. My dr said it won’t fix everything but it should help a little so I don’t really know what I’m looking for. I take it about 7 and at about 12 I’m done for the day and I crash pretty hard So I know it’s not lasting long enough. But can someone explain how I should feel. Please and thank you",-0.3669298245614029,1.8149984736842129,1.7817105263157875,96.38905701754385,90.57894736842104,5.271929824561403,19.49561403508772,6.816661863887847,0.2151929824561405,345,11,80,5,12,115,64,95,0.073,0.7559999999999999,0.171,0.8782,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,2,20,22,9,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,9,2,6,15,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26958282152446744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388543579632466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595879869511755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784088105600946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135916267830585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716098216944042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722808884502185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009214090943325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297281758880685,0.17036757255625992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947865782157266,0.0,0.18496350160457556,0.17551218095574728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497510684517707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942553770099364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126339750417736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267788856047378,0.0,0.2063679521945283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881231920955814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708988403838313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969854351178838,0.0,0.3142926086342503,0.0,0.0,0.1924244032657328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Drakonslayor,2019/02/22,"""Everyone has those moments"" It's only recently I've begun researching ADHD, I have not been diagnosed, but I am pretty sure at this point (it's like reading about myself in all this stuff) I'm not sure if this happens to other people but I will be telling my wife about how it is or has effected me in some situation and I get ""yeah everyone gets that sometimes"". It feels so damn invalidating. She is amazing and I can tell she is really trying. Just wondering about other people's experiences. Much love to you all. 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(rant) This is long and you all have ADHD, sorry. TLDR: I told the school therapist that I'm panicking because the workload this semester is bordering on too much, also I think I have ADHD. She started telling me how to decorate my room. &#x200B; I've been seeing a school therapist for the past few weeks. I figured, it's already paid for by my tuition, and it's conveniently right on campus. I've seen other therapists before, so I know generally how this is supposed to work. I don't go in expecting her to agree with everything I say, or to magically solve my problems. I just want to be heard and have someone help me work through some shit from an outside perspective. Today I spend the majority of the hour describing to her how hard it is for me to *do* things, how hard it is for me to focus or fall asleep cause my brain won't shut up, and how for the life of me I can't figure out how to prioritize important life stuff over things that need less effort or offer more immediate gratification because time is fake and consequences don't matter. I think that a lot of my symptoms are similar to what my friends with ADHD have described, and the research that I've done myself seems legit. I'd like some advice from her, a trained professional, on how to proceed. We talk about different techniques to help me study better, and some of it actually is helpful but I start to get the sense that she's either ignoring or not fully understanding me when I say ""I feel that this level of distraction isn't typical and studying isn't the only thing I have trouble focusing on."" So I reiterate and I tell her that these problems have been seriously affecting all areas of my life, not just school, since I was a kid but lately it's either gotten way worse, or the symptoms have just been more obvious because I have Adult Responsibilities now. She tells me that everyone has these problems sometimes, nowadays we as a society rely too heavily on labels like ""ADHD"" or ""Depression"" or ""Anxiety"", that she was opposed to me jumping right to medication, and that she preferred a more holistic approach to treatment. Ok.............. sure. The thing about medication seems valid. That method of treatment isn't for everyone and there are side effects to consider. Not that I.. actually asked for medication, because I'm not even diagnosed yet. But sure. She asks me if I've ever heard of [Himalayan rock salt lamps](https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/himalayan-salt-lamp-benefits#section3). According to her, studies have shown that salt lamps have a soothing effect and have decreased depression and anxiety symptoms in people, and she thinks I should give it a try. I didn't know what to say, because that was not what I expected to hear. How is a salt lamp supposed to help me focus better? If anything, I'll get distracted by how badly I want to lick it. ~~I really want to lick a salt lamp.~~ And then she asked me what color my room was, and told me that I should have at least one brightly colored object in my room and that I should sleep with a white pillowcase to help calm the mind and improve REM sleep. And then our time was up so I left, confused because I'm not sure if she's taking my concerns seriously and I'm pretty sure her advice essentially boiled down to ""Everyone gets distracted sometimes! Just change your pillow case and go buy a *freaking $20 rock.""* &#x200B; Anyway, we don't click and tomorrow I'm making an appointment to get evaluated for ADHD.",6.251306366988089,7.2939685655487825,6.764645490640955,73.73571469086784,66.08841463414635,10.004764605785594,33.70093590470788,10.098585116613544,3.5034092881452072,2793,121,492,64,43,912,293,656,0.08900000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.099,0.5325,1,0,1,0,0,0,117.0,4,2,0,7,28,29,1,4,27,1,46,16,5,14,8,110,88,52,0,16,25,0,3,2,1,4,10,6,4,2,40,29,1,2,14,3,5,5,15,17,0,1,18,22,74,12,68,65,16,48,0,2,7,0,47,24,1,17,20,340,114,8,0.0,0.0,0.11462181364238312,0.0,0.3529034538372849,0.11477834701221867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480877006212761,0.046965457302982544,0.0,0.12726541541999467,0.14272401408272709,0.0,0.0,0.08985485186570949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048328857202430416,0.0,0.1647107010517402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490361545777204,0.2148034497087047,0.0,0.04997394404219849,0.0,0.0,0.10388182854275016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556084337363413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033072862033336,0.06212735885350601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011661818958798,0.05960856831736925,0.0,0.06135917089163598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601000257508873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878986572619155,0.05312362654340354,0.0,0.16835386040383055,0.05278172282513833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02969508202453876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045373780420814816,0.0,0.12273364561037628,0.056338084954670416,0.06675394213690325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521906663706168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619170644033187,0.0,0.1968236230018835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057836108375777615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645517037435166,0.0,0.06624872507702716,0.0,0.06380909069945412,0.0,0.12444581623242808,0.05738392018875934,0.0,0.0,0.05197320316842394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992918636647152,0.0,0.0,0.0392019777488784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748947827101594,0.0,0.0,0.05929941847367625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043172477967057935,0.04354671405027805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039796203228787914,0.0446659531834967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056063353136291925,0.040715204828465516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974837570377345,0.0,0.16858679549197306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037623218907653716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030827070661036,0.0,0.14011066741136002,0.0,0.17831025996232666,0.04679930691552545,0.10692911778324844,0.0,0.0,0.060284342615841084,0.04858112937420297,0.0,0.11754256953369367,0.0,0.04976078222111168,0.0,0.11616871117064673,0.0657421634163506,0.08313719501626557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723050708317482,0.0,0.0,0.22140506536234186,0.18312535304744115,0.04415680245339214,0.04720404228408713,0.15399486675529533,0.0,0.0,0.2727549852543885,0.15606741048288492,0.1128932684260606,0.0,0.0,0.0684905544880577,0.0,0.05566810317466216,0.16835386040383055,0.0,0.03987304866934624,0.0,0.0,0.061138826393730264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391943003135333,0.04661624457546277,0.047108758228916664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551063578726775,0.0,0.0598497373841723,0.0,0.0,0.14272401408272709,0.0 adhd,MA93,2019/02/22,"Is it common to have bad sleeping difficulties on relatively low doses of adderall? I take one 10 mg tablet of Instant release adderall at 8 am, and depending on how my stomach feels around 1 pm, I’ll take either half a 10 mg or a full 10 mg. Problem is when I do, I’ll commonly have nights where I’m up to 1:30/2 am easily and can’t sleep. Without it, I’d say I get to bed around 12/12:30. I also take 150 mg welbutrin in the mornings, if that makes a difference",5.896082474226805,4.678056958762888,7.182185567010308,78.12338144329897,67.04123711340206,10.234226804123713,35.89484536082474,9.3871,3.1091954639175245,363,16,77,6,5,125,69,97,0.11599999999999999,0.858,0.026000000000000002,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,8,4,3,3,0,13,15,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,5,0,13,15,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,3,4,45,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117509420038952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40336205590657337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916306653910014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670063499294355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145524730734911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836507660069685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122650601857504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260551404508404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351880473088927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678151211685198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016477658585156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534350846504032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110210761371591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838990179187234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FIERY_BUTTHOLE,2019/02/22,"Prescribed drugs, but no diagnosis? I've always had a sense that something was different and ""wrong"" with me. Spent most of my childhood with no friends, blissfully unaware of severely undeveloped social skills. It too me a long time to be able to order food at the counter. I didn't notice that I was supposed to look people in the eyes while listening until I was well into adulthood - people take it as disrespect, spaciness, lack of caring, etc. Same for making small talk - you have to balance being asked questions with finding something to ask about the other person. And that's not even touching initiating conversations! I force myself to practice these two small things at work every day, yet it has STILL not become natural. Oh shoot, I forgot to say good morning again. With so much cognitive energy focused on these tier 1 social skills I can barely manage higher tasks. Things like networking, gossip, office politics, managing different people's personalities and resulting differences in expectations of me. I'm constantly becoming aware of social norms, regulations, and nuances that I was simply unaware of before I really do put a good deal of every into becoming aware, recovering from fumbles, and learning more, yet I still always feel 6 years behind. Unfortunately, failing any of these dozens of rules comes off as uncaring, rude, off-putting, antisocial. Being otherwise book smart and intelligent makes it better, but also more awkward. I've made good choices for myself - did nothing but study in high school, got into an Ivy tier college, work at a job that allowed me to move up to six figures by mid-20s mostly on just passing exams. This makes it hard for others when I fall short in other ways - * Messy, lose important things far more frequently than normal (must not care about work property) * Lose half of what someone is saying because my mind goes somewhere else in the middle - maddeningly, when I WANT to pay attention (must not be interested in what I'm saying) * Great programmer, bad at taking meeting notes, checking in frequently but at different levels for each person, missing emails, forgetting important tasks (doesn't care enough/only works hard on things that interest her) * Take too much time / fail to understand ""boring"" or routine things (if she only put in more effort she could do well on easy things as well as challenging tasks) In school I had the luxury of mostly working by myself and picking classes I had interest in (everything but history). But that's not feasible in the workplace. Still feel foggy, confused, and uneasy as I have my whole life, even while excelling at school. Buproprion helps lift some of that fog. But work is a struggle when I underperform and no longer connect with ANY of my coworkers. The ones I did already left. Obvious solution is to change job but that can't happen till end of year. I am a naturally positive and learning-happy person but that's not enough to solve the puzzle. I read Sari Solden's book on women with ADHD while doing research on my sister's condition. It hit VERY close to home. I cried a couple times. I took what I thought was the responsible one - set up the appointment with a psychiatrist. ADHD, a touch of autism, perhaps - clarity and self knowledge is power! But I walked away more confused than I came in. No diagnosis, not even a ""likely"". Something along the lines of ADHD doesn't seem evident from your history, but you have social anxiety - oh and here's a prescription for Concerta. I have the feeling my GPA was too high and I lacked a history of impulsivity, so I didn't tick the right boxes in the DSM. I know I have social anxiety. But I've had social problems as long as I can remember, even before I was aware and anxious of it. At least if I had a name for my condition I could focus my research on that and understand myself better, learn better ways to fit in, find like minded people. I'd rather have that than just a prescription. :( Would appreciate any advice you guys have. My follow up appointment and first therapy session are in two weeks. I'm nervous about taking mind altering drugs with commonly bad side effects. Buproprion worked wonders for depression with just dry mouth as a negative, but this class of drugs makes me nervous.",6.4949810111559465,8.242422708877285,6.725187277474487,71.65234298599573,66.03655352480418,9.905112746261572,32.595680037977694,10.146926664353368,3.65784365535248,3409,143,542,83,55,1096,382,766,0.157,0.708,0.134,-0.9331,7,0,6,1,0,0,115.0,0,4,0,22,30,42,1,6,30,0,47,7,2,9,3,113,86,51,0,14,27,1,7,3,1,3,4,4,1,7,36,33,1,1,19,3,3,10,17,19,3,8,23,13,57,23,109,53,19,95,0,6,2,0,37,51,0,13,33,380,93,32,0.05118508345459368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454357062970705,0.05001747115793488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056484012389873876,0.040932692745977266,0.08518017957153301,0.0,0.0,0.10442283588127474,0.0,0.07831289748605974,0.05782457504892643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570228710335216,0.0,0.048090070815504614,0.0,0.08547481336444301,0.031201951791151906,0.16958970980348312,0.0871094721206544,0.0,0.0,0.13580714041170364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058542099610235813,0.15655981166684113,0.0,0.054147031395095885,0.04409141715910704,0.0,0.05531289138038367,0.0,0.08173424834069147,0.05663532128666116,0.0562244107085146,0.03301014439190923,0.05276957351221374,0.04408563737720403,0.0,0.0,0.2139100720814868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807533985650215,0.0,0.04275856929985853,0.0,0.04533479140310555,0.10577574768772237,0.0570848982176349,0.13522905953496006,0.0,0.08625128081008533,0.0,0.046001852575755064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764214840296127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356447796305342,0.043538005838565375,0.06189320608679536,0.0,0.039545468506929776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287948586256316,0.040937387084998486,0.056431735207907875,0.0,0.050681279927404864,0.04526280025756317,0.054487473120174365,0.09170356200065877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034308282504361035,0.10815970185173272,0.05134281208156771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158659468148397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02812998326106916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561274293894895,0.0,0.03615353816673287,0.07501933895244968,0.0,0.0,0.09059437631334416,0.04298257880917893,0.11452603149680107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843256356827897,0.13666576265851232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504702918610605,0.0,0.0,0.05440164329431224,0.07525385154062288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501505141632698,0.04911346804401732,0.05827455676550381,0.0,0.0,0.06936867445840864,0.03892856245541484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194116825748634,0.17877136228738558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897721216953214,0.0,0.1543654388603387,0.05733900772579746,0.0,0.051198934865103116,0.0,0.03279047512998096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798272161835893,0.04371178159967845,0.0,0.12211329834573545,0.0,0.15540611129170762,0.0,0.046596977599770606,0.0533972050950505,0.05782457504892643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31306048015442856,0.04336895510920325,0.11821433376081047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226294212959187,0.0,0.0,0.05350976269983941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393925078248796,0.041140631224300964,0.0,0.0,0.0585346037545835,0.0,0.20403057037466185,0.0,0.0,0.040635238833643984,0.08953930134573318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056868511061518474,0.0,0.0,0.10000077810324574,0.10657095403030513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042233054385629534,0.030190288381303138,0.08125667355346163,0.0410575865106357,0.0,0.13806461132124945,0.0,0.0,0.0571463177523431,0.0,0.0,0.05550803959702871,0.2608434525644215,0.0,0.0,0.036360414714355166,0.05596285358858364,0.0,0.06592303115175521 adhd,Kingarnaud,2019/02/22,"Anyone here on concerta? Can you share your experience with it? For me it works wonders for my adhd, but the side effects get really annoying sometimes. 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I struggled so much through my college years that I had almost completely forgotten about my ADHD and let it wear me down over and over again. I feel like I'm finally on the road to managing my life again. I want to thank this community for being here. I've been lurking these last few months and every story I've seen, no matter how grim or enlightening, has helped me understand just what it means to be living with this mental disorder. I appreciate you all for being here.",4.535648926237163,6.1232432184873975,5.432212885154061,79.6665452847806,70.59663865546219,8.650233426704013,27.507936507936506,9.150863307647796,2.3140748832866485,489,17,91,10,9,160,83,119,0.111,0.728,0.161,0.764,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,1,2,0,9,2,1,1,1,18,18,8,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,14,4,17,9,3,20,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,2,14,69,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090079000217172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741473067335423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372725538531155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397537154530155,0.0,0.1823429627612141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993177157425135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465279907730155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586982126230924,0.12424245383124576,0.0,0.3810232283956989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165692533495504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417611337719324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177836353853374,0.12283887861494723,0.08496440402646503,0.0,0.153567094451437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631902621844125,0.0,0.1894406737032617,0.38635307713249817,0.0,0.17526194891642724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388145486695008,0.0,0.12784500775655624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309549789825408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818101236644248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011439948954953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484782475511098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810480681812447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257754449144366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239866865653342 adhd,Jschaeffs,2019/02/22,"Thank you friends Currently in nursing school and having a p turbulent relationship with my bf/family. Needless to say I’m trying, hard and somehow managing for now. It is so nice to feel like I belong to a community of people I’ve never met but also understand me perfectly sometimes. Thank you for not judging, always listening, encouraging, and making me feel like I’m worth someone’s time 💕",8.277054794520549,8.272118589041098,9.308321917808216,60.83179794520548,61.73972602739726,12.779452054794525,40.16780821917809,12.161744961471696,5.474893150684931,319,16,49,10,4,110,58,73,0.015,0.652,0.33299999999999996,0.9774,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,13,12,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,8,8,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837517733336596,0.19119202768167493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661235046870936,0.0,0.2323632854715527,0.3283040212364505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752435713315906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583415123954046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451388107429526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337725518294093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721740597637325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929773749692855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466934181652561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827270869432871,0.0,0.2325455654233396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468844765232687,0.0,0.22725432593771905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230937138578851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398422549786407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600281189525225,0.0,0.0,0.23920490536080116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ultimashabang,2019/02/22,"I Wish I Knew What Being On Time Felt Like.. TL;DR - Its a doozy, I don’t blame you. Main point, I always run late for work due to distraction and hyper focusing on non important things and I’m sick of it! I had a breakdown today and decided to at least try and explain to a coworker via email. Best friend got me through it at the end of the day. I (30 F) have never posted before, but I have noticed a lot of support and caring people here, so I feel comfortable sharing, also forewarning, it’s long. A little backstory, I was diagnosed at 29 (less then a year ago) and I’m still realizing all the signs and symptoms that were missed my entire life. I spent most of my childhood and some of my teens bouncing from family member to family member after my mother passed in a car accident when I was 6. I had an absent father until 6 years after her death and during that time my brother (33 now) and I lived with our grandparents. While living with our grandparents, my older brother was diagnosed, He was in his early teens and had anger issues, so as you can imagine this garnered attention. Especially after he became violent.. hitting me cause he lost at a video game, or throwing the controllers at me. FYI N64 controllers hurt when they hit you, and leave weird bruises.. but I digress Needless to say my symptoms, time management issues, organization, hyperfocusing, lack of attention, and wiggling all the god damn time went unnoticed and chalked up to me being a kid. I, unlike my brother, lacked the anger issues and other “obvious” traits of ADHD that he presented with. I also noticed, and have read numerous other places, that he also had another huge red flag. This was one huge difference though, between my brother and I, and this is what ended up gaining EVERYONE’S attention. My brother had poor grades! Typical ADHD, this is one of the many reasons boys are diagnosed more often and earlier then girls, they tend to have poorer grades! This, along with the outbursts and violence during those outbursts, caught everyone’s attention and shed the needed light on him to get diagnosed and treated. I, nor do a majority of diagnosed girls/women, did/do not have poor grades and violent outbursts so I went unnoticed. When I was diagnosed, it was within 1 visit of seeing my psychiatrist. It was that obvious after talking for 5mins with her. Which makes me wonder, if only I would have gotten help sooner? Don’t get me going on the what if’s.. Anyway, When I was seen for the first visit, she asked me if I was hyper as a child. Without hesitation I answered, “Doc, I’ve never stopped being hyper” (Knees bouncing the whole time, mind you.) Her face when I said that, and then me, myself, reflecting on what I had just said, noticing everything going on in that moment, made me realize where she was going with this. She was telling me what I wanted, for so long, to hear. Finally! I knew what was wrong with me, my brain is just wired funny. But then I realized, she was also giving a name to all of this, which scared me to death because now it was real.. it wasn’t me being crazy. That was it, the confirmation I needed but dreaded for so long, but now I had another feeling of fear happen suddenly, that being the question, what do I do now? The following is my brief overview on the struggle of just one day, one morning, with just one of the many “challenges” ADHD brains have and I face everyday. Time is a challenge for me. Out of everything that ADHD has made into a challenge, time management is one of the biggest beasts I’ve had to tackle. I have wrestled with this my whole life, but now I know why. I still struggle, even with the knowledge of why I do what I do. It’s a challenge that meds can’t fix and I have the hardest time recovering from when I fail. I deliberately took a mid shift at work (1030a - 7p) so I would be able to work around my “time management” issues and utilize my peak production hours. This is all great but there is a problem, I still run late. Everyday. I still can’t pull this off people!! I do everything I can think of to make myself be on time. If I set clocks ahead, my brain hacks itself and gives me away. I just, without even thinking about it, subtract the added time. I literally say to myself, that clock is fast because I made it that way., I actually have (insert unrealistic amount of time to accomplish task here) until I need to be there, turn that in, call before, do that. You get the point. Work is honestly the only place I truly care about being “on time” for. So when I’m running late for work it is a very stressful and anxiety ridden experience, I run late for work every day. Today I decided to try and explain it to a coworker who noticed me this morning, running in late, trying to unbundle (Its Winter in MI, US) and punch in with tears running down my face. Half cause I’m pissed at myself and the other cause I can’t afford to get wrote up for attendance, again. I decided to try and explain rather the write it off as “Oh just a bit late today no worries!”. I’ve never explained that in-depth via email or text medium, I’ve only ever managed to explain it to my best friend face to face. It’s complicated to me, and hard to explain how my brain works but I know most people only think about the distraction and hyperactivity elements of ADHD. Hell, I didn’t even know time management was a very real issue for ADHD brains before I was diagnosed. This is the email I sent her, mind you this is work email so I tried to explain with as little time and attention as possible as I’m supposed to be working... (kudos if you have stuck it out this long, it’s almost over and your attention is appreciated more then you know): Start - “So, if you do not know, ADHD can come with time management issues. Medication does not help this. I have a completely different concept of time as everyone else, that causes me to be late for everything. Never early, always late. For example, my brain seriously, believes I can take a shower in 10mins. Realistically, I can't and I need at the very least 20mins but i still, knowing full well I can’t pull it off, only allot myself 10mins to do it and I repeat these things all day long. I also will hyper focus on other tasks that don’t need attention at that time (tidying up the apt, playing with the cat for a min, just as some very real examples that have caused me to be late). Not allotting enough time to complete tasks and then hyperfocusing on other tasks, as im sure you can imagine, causes my day to pile up like a car wreck. This is every single day. Mornings are the worst. Every morning it's the same thing, I’m up early enough and should have no reason to not be here on time, but instead, im rushing in at 1031 every. god. damn. day. So I’m a mix of frustrated and trying to be kinder to myself about it. I’m frustrated with myself for not being able to handle a simple enough task of getting to work on time when I live 5 mins away and to just stop doing these things that doom me. I’m also trying to be nicer to myself and trying to understand that my brain is wired weird and that I have to find a way to make it work for me and not against me. This morning the feeling of frustration and not understanding why I can't just be a fucking adult and get my shit together won out, most days it does.” -End I wasn’t lying when I said that most days me beating myself up wins over me chalking it up to a bad day. You can only have so many bad days before you start to think you are making it that way. My inner bully wins pretty much everyday and I feel like a helpless child who can’t even follow a clock. I want to just give up and deal with the consequences my oddly wired brain brings upon me most days. I’m very lucky to have a very small but supportive group of people behind me on days like this. Most importantly, I have my very supportive best friend who I tell everything to and is really the only person I have truly opened up to in regards to my ADHD and how it effects me. He talked me through today, he just kept reminding me that I get to try again tomorrow and I can’t give up on trying to get better. I encourage anyone who needs support, to just explain it to your friends, your family, whoever as best you can. If they care they will be supportive and at least understanding maybe even willing to learn more about it. I feel like taking that step and writing that email, helped me understand the issue better and made me also feel like I brought attention to something that many people either don’t believe the complexities and severity of, or just don’t understand it at all. I hope I helped at least that one person understand the situation a bit better. It’s a lot of work to feel normal and understood, but between my best friend and family, I’m getting there and so can you, just know you are not alone in the struggle. <3 ",5.096849816849815,5.89701782417583,6.021934644303068,78.90179342587237,68.56043956043956,9.027915943705418,28.758338153074995,9.182473830917935,2.3559563138615767,6954,235,1322,128,114,2300,557,1729,0.113,0.759,0.128,0.9707,5,1,1,0,0,0,228.0,3,19,4,37,81,81,13,9,75,0,126,30,16,21,14,275,252,133,2,25,49,7,9,6,5,6,13,6,1,8,108,84,0,6,63,4,3,32,34,36,1,9,56,19,192,45,216,170,49,243,2,6,3,1,113,80,6,28,132,951,300,32,0.05044067038461633,0.0,0.024611409070603663,0.0,0.2424795347780256,0.0,0.02235630544003182,0.0,0.025254522625226008,0.02612066120410119,0.0,0.14118085059002894,0.04197067847785767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289144090133971,0.019293487391022688,0.0,0.0,0.017634644768463163,0.0,0.0,0.02245144534272084,0.023577608909812545,0.0,0.047390670231681115,0.0,0.042115852862945134,0.030748164493086032,0.0,0.08584259073277961,0.05682936256859057,0.13233592906648178,0.06691601090638909,0.05506814804090816,0.0,0.0,0.2252338795219555,0.025752782033865128,0.0,0.07714143772736214,0.15544938902138236,0.0,0.021725085607079718,0.05288608322435645,0.0,0.056573500893606465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144538704594884,0.02600105816206765,0.0,0.17918676535415332,0.0,0.05269976480249079,0.0,0.0,0.04414097056725713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021068353850445632,0.0,0.06701319356491624,0.07817804422262667,0.0,0.08328896767936712,0.022813237072881833,0.0849968805746286,0.07229733320991327,0.11333205527122818,0.024670327220977596,0.09510194986782494,0.0283798887619004,0.08926511481660425,0.05405223750193861,0.02421547686132089,0.02762764444292852,0.02305092946087364,0.021452404230763118,0.0,0.0,0.09742584203915436,0.02331579349022184,0.11858925786329935,0.09677457447322148,0.04299989307792395,0.0,0.020171005974754744,0.027805508585124424,0.0,0.0,0.02230225911912206,0.0,0.022592466553628947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02842515071986168,0.0,0.06761863623021859,0.0,0.0,0.025049483471374756,0.024836949914770774,0.0,0.02699889044274526,0.0,0.054484579677881034,0.1842643424438422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702305657062638,0.0,0.25604672955661634,0.02670469343972861,0.0,0.0,0.035627737200497944,0.0739282910797466,0.05055480296495905,0.06681005409830516,0.11159601503763827,0.0,0.0,0.02753097510273536,0.042882854185558296,0.0,0.09545636384462276,0.06733907831991197,0.10227784558746286,0.025337216544123124,0.0,0.028014106881071414,0.02540683439241832,0.0,0.0,0.05093069806967032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01853984825530624,0.11220335387633787,0.07780590913861868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024710573704276144,0.0,0.114854075102796,0.0,0.0,0.119629662835991,0.13426840969905798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742302442999003,0.04404284779249282,0.05269976480249079,0.0,0.0476827373789586,0.02843213850433182,0.0241541095696696,0.025658147764745357,0.0,0.02413245469837245,0.0,0.0,0.0282525473602442,0.0,0.02522716017318847,0.08611878864868658,0.016156792527783702,0.05186141003717507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197094249959447,0.040112445630113014,0.025249955250547587,0.0,0.02009734186046475,0.0,0.0,0.02849180008430409,0.025888311648949103,0.0,0.028348713446776024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01941584618513477,0.0,0.0,0.03570216611493713,0.0,0.1007049613150619,0.042170659025248414,0.028889808752171075,0.07909731079453987,0.0,0.0,0.143098687508688,0.023769867448343425,0.05242716991736461,0.03792510671034866,0.04054230019651909,0.04408736917869716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702108019278134,0.06464068975491798,0.024778851275806875,0.0,0.3088297856111574,0.0,0.09562371530366902,0.0,0.028020720375132317,0.1712295208929598,0.02743248248766981,0.0,0.1575315502685076,0.030336957938378456,0.0,0.0,0.14566592474579151,0.029751214265552918,0.060056184497038624,0.0,0.0,0.022676110178378905,0.04675900678999143,0.06827228921657733,0.056315207144236726,0.029002140809659155,0.04862300627124992,0.02735037768858692,0.22032845271291326,0.025612474611992186,0.0,0.03583160502769765,0.02757447737824245,0.0,0.03248213796535341 adhd,FattyGobbles,2019/02/22,"34/M: Introvereted and uncomfortable with other people's energy? Does anyone feel like this? If I mix around with other people's energy too much I feel too uncomfortable. I can talk with people fine. I can get my point across. But sometimes I don't want to mix with other people's energy too much. I feel it's a bit distracting. And then when I get my own space, I am at peace. I can do whatever I want. &#x200B; I hardly get the feeling of lonliness. I like the feeling of solitude. I just feel like I am at peace when I am in my own space. Even when dating, I feel like I'm not even interested in connecting with others that much. I sort of force myself to do it because it's a social activity and as human beings we need to be social and know how to deal with others. But the problem is, when I get in my own space too much I get lost in my own world/ mancave lol. Then I forget how to talk to people and be genuinely interested in others. &#x200B; Nowadays I find that that it takes me a long time to warm up to people. I know I need to talk to people but I feel like I want to keep people at arm's length LOL. Maybe I'm out of practice in my social life. I do have friends and I can make some conversation but I don't genuinely feel interested in people or whatever they say in my sober state of mind. Only when I have a bit of marijuana, I feel interested in people and I want to carry on conversation (as long as I feel a good vibe or connection with them). I just smoked a 3rd of a joint and I asked my sister if there is any difference between ""normal/sober"" me vs ""high"" me. She said that I'm more talkative. So yeah.... that's the only time I can be interested in talking to people. Alcohol doesn't cut it either. I just feel more and more numb and wobbly on booze. &#x200B; There were other times when I felt that I could talk to people better, because I was meeting with lots of people working on projects and doing presentations. But now i'm out of practice. But you know, after a day full of phone calls, meetings, and in-depth problem-solving, I retreat back into my mancave and I don't talk much until the next day at work. &#x200B; okay it's just a bit of a ramble, but if there's anyone who has this kind of feeling, please let me know",2.965695944324459,4.325923399568038,4.666438084953203,84.51358561315097,74.18358531317493,7.47705783537317,23.87622990160787,8.07648339933343,1.2404533717302608,1766,51,367,27,36,598,180,463,0.071,0.804,0.125,0.9705,0,0,2,0,0,0,72.0,1,1,2,4,25,22,1,1,15,4,29,5,1,3,0,81,68,40,0,11,19,1,16,5,1,0,3,2,0,1,22,26,2,1,19,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,18,60,17,63,57,19,53,0,1,0,0,28,30,0,8,27,257,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587138178968484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381085145619404,0.26703093588626603,0.03736087158002477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683021406510304,0.0,0.0,0.0489079699194454,0.05136119166187338,0.0,0.0,0.04224522859625045,0.0,0.06698144734782427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858968912069075,0.17993972905473826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560995637397869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043864870124074265,0.0,0.0,0.07086310700466336,0.056640405597604415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740028030217035,0.0,0.0,0.04807809091494576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257429111938839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611290389270651,0.15699569540515895,0.05275071585992521,0.0,0.05021387921705363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042446266412620656,0.0,0.14351859628662192,0.0,0.0,0.046080803424555734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921516890088351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804679642502863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883291873021523,0.0,0.05721123036484641,0.12077366219319592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056179552923694115,0.03880552616325885,0.13420378143184586,0.0,0.0,0.09723978947948402,0.0,0.0,0.0599731590382503,0.04670775779803492,0.0,0.0,0.03667266813560866,0.0,0.05519430066377514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547342300560154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193495940687467,0.08147416454302663,0.0,0.0,0.058428981117745214,0.0,0.0538292291196659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356821630540681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951474044514189,0.0,0.0,0.06030727898673757,0.051935762927686514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051397226729586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226022403921436,0.043690244755423116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801227859481851,0.0,0.0,0.05433675591309152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041307807801845176,0.2649506392406073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610732108673617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961940491179974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999349390940085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703093588626603,0.0 adhd,Abyss_Invitation,2019/02/22,"How can I force myself to slow down? I have ADHD-C so, my attention sucks... but also when I get excited I get *excited* and I'm like a train racing, racing, racing down the tracks. I mean, it's really really fun, but how do I get myself to stop aside from jsut waiting until I crash, because then I just wake up tired, and that makes me more inattentive, and the cycle continues.",0.8265643274853787,3.2090791710526325,3.384912280701758,85.83494152046785,86.23684210526315,7.061988304093567,17.654970760233926,8.167268648758528,1.0182269005847957,291,7,58,7,9,101,54,76,0.128,0.726,0.146,0.3521,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,13,11,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,7,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,7,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718690303824429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474472675008279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862276565403535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849857796674844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116955167273916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654376283422649,0.0,0.0,0.3370548177255921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964514878765241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25869337132576675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556388164529422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rimack05,2019/02/22,"This Thread Changed My Life, Thank You. Super new to Reddit and still figuring everything out, but this thread has really changed my life. Diagnosed at age 23 (now 24f) and had no idea that some of my tendencies and habits were really just undiagnosed ADHD presenting/manifesting. School was super easy until law school and everything in life that troubled me before seemed to just be ""stress related"" but law school exacerbated all the symptoms to the point I almost got kicked out. Thankfully I now know why. However, I have learned more in the past few weeks on Reddit than I have over the course of the last year and its comforting to know I wasn't making some of the things I experienced up. Y'all have also taught me so many new ways of managing daily life with ADHD and I couldn't be more appreciative! So thank you again! 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For the third time???",0.23714285714285666,2.6518669999999998,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,93.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.581028571428571,108,2,24,0,4,32,23,28,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834151845653004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37604077962882704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31077018654891103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061484665900222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202559453417876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345498016441212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629596900212928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_infamous_wise,2019/02/22,"Can’t manage emotions and I feel depressed:/. It’s going to be hard to explain this but let me start out with some background information . So I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was in 7th grade. Before I took any medication I would be a average student typically getting average grades c,b, rarely as. Pretty overall happy kid. Anyway I took Concerta from 7th grade till 10 grade. I stopped taking in for multiple reasons. They medication helped me stay focused and less distracted. Grades started being bs and as.I was doing good and I started realizing I was always angry and pissed of at people, but I took the medication for 3 years cause being focused was better and I could just except my symptoms for ever. I wouldn’t talk to anybody just get on with my day and go home. So I stopped taking my medication and I feel less angry but just depressed, really depressed it sucks. I don’t know honestly why I might be. But I have a few ideas:not being consistent in school, example: I’ll work hard on Tuesday I’ll do all my work but next day I don’t want to do anything. I’m always like aware of people around me, when we have work assigned in class I look at people working hard and getting their work done and I’m the only person just not doing anything. I always think how nice it must be not to have ADHD. Another reason might be that I feel like I cannot manage my emotions. Sometimes I feel dead inside and the next day I feel happy. I have a girlfriend and sometimes I wish I could manage my emotions without sometimes faking them because I don’t feel like myself in a way. But we have almost been dating 3 months now so yea, she makes me happy in a way.(I don’t think she knows I have ADHD) But she helped me get less depressed it’s pretty good . I feel loved and wanted by her which is really good, but I’ve been pretty more depressed at times and I don’t talk to people anymore like I used to, I’m becoming very anti social. (It’s kinda sad I can’t even be consistent with depression sometimes I have such good days and next are so sad and depressing)I don’t like going to things like dances, just public events in general. I always get nervous and over think things. I used to talk and say hi to everyone I knew and now I don’t unless I need to speak to them forcefully in a way. I just wish I could be myself again but I don’t know my self I used to be such a happy outgoing kid and now it’s just like what’s the point. If you have any advice please comment below I would appreciate it thank you. 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I recently got my psychology degree and throughout my studies I've spent *a lot* of time thinking of potential methods to help people with ADHD (like myself) who struggle to motivate themselves. At least for me, I waste *so much* useful study time doing other random stuff and its the most frustrating thing ever. Doesn't matter if you take a medicine to help you focus if your thoughts aren't focused in the right place. Anyway, my thought was that what if you could somehow fuse studying with the stuff you do regularly on a daily basis w/o anyone forcing you to? I.e. browse reddit + make memes according to popular formats. I think a big problem with motivating ourselves to study is that we don't see results at right away and since we lose track of time easily, studying just seems unnecessary/like a waste of time. That's why I created the new subreddit, r/Itstudytimebois, to hopefully help people who are in my situation and just can't focus their energy or efforts in the right place. The idea is that you still keep up with meme trends and make memes, but combine this activity with studying. **With making memes of the stuff you're studying, you can get instant gratification by immediately using and showcasing your new knowledge.** You also get a chance to engage with the community and keep up with meme trends, all while making better use of your time. Also.. it's clinically proven that using hands on methods to learn help reinforce your new knowledge. I know the sub is still brand knew and I have no idea if it will work out or not, but I really hope and think it could be something that can help! I, at least, plan to get myself through midterms week by meme-ing it lol.",4.795892494929007,7.097283794117647,5.294178498985801,77.98794117647057,71.3529411764706,8.219066937119676,28.488843813387426,8.939507131559953,2.524128803245437,1470,57,254,30,29,470,187,340,0.067,0.802,0.131,0.9713,0,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,2,12,1,8,10,12,1,2,15,1,19,2,1,12,2,74,48,22,0,9,12,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,21,23,0,2,16,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,7,2,32,7,47,37,7,37,0,1,1,0,22,20,0,13,17,172,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553146409692034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044445916503814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139932206480515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250109550336987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766147752294562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021948634930034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073198389959126,0.0,0.0,0.07942985576231118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619239067842728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835099823249043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404605659457248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942884927647391,0.0,0.0,0.17443178736057846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982553095744338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610046859639293,0.0,0.0,0.04825849486546053,0.0,0.09905435716076283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289989972677331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823777447103753,0.0,0.07465356432656488,0.0,0.0,0.23445744508023544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455100905099592,0.0,0.0,0.2544245250227184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302700189211454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175384314983458,0.0,0.1834871002127708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402303407265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625381860380293,0.0,0.08670252765361806,0.0,0.0,0.22496971665187246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699738033705061,0.07993961401877638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263796449985159,0.0987029684972307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760100975857082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359458194923914,0.1402515658124275,0.0,0.0,0.09179886758326013,0.3015669201017701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602276007892993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833756423671834,0.16879675976736064,0.0,0.13942386288754854,0.25601578892690713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30336119694455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043649153371044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792355489010033,0.0,0.0,0.08464643492979446,0.0,0.0639272759473307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stephaniexiao,2019/02/22,when you cannot for the love of god pay attention for literally ten (10) fucking seconds in class but you hyperfocus for THIRTEEN!!! STRAIGHT!!! HOURS!!! doing nonstop research with no real-world applications concise yet painfully true,5.038771929824564,8.617309368421054,4.890526315789477,71.280350877193,86.89473684210527,6.743859649122808,37.91228070175438,7.793537801064563,4.165249122807018,188,12,25,4,6,58,35,38,0.24100000000000002,0.584,0.175,-0.5027,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,3,17,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107047561900719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374997343980123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400955693196068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727165329121879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056571934123586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wtfathrowaway,2019/02/22,"Help Okay, I'm sorry if this post is irrelevant but I've been putting some thought into it and I decided that maybe I should ask here first, before doing any research of my own, because various medical sites online can be rather untrustworthy for such things. I've been concerned with myself lately. I noticed that I'm practically unable to focus when studying and I can only manage to keep my attention to it if there's complete silence and even that, in the best of cases. I've also noticed that these last days there have been many situations where I've been feeling disoriented, like, I feel like I'm drowning in normal everyday thoughts (and not only) that come all at once and I can't put them in order and basically organise my brain. The best way I can describe this in an allegory is that I feel like I'm in the middle of many streets, and I don't know which one to pick first or why. I've also noticed that many thought processes which are fairly simple for people, are confusing to me and I need them to be more specific for me to get them. This has caused many problems in my relationship with my girlfriend too. I also many times forget simple things that I had in my mind some seconds ago, like, which song to play next, which episode of a TV show I was just watching so I can put the next one, which game I was just thinking that I wanted to play, and many times I may lose my train of thought mid-sentence and may have to stop for some seconds to remember what I was trying to say or just phrase it differently. I have been thinking that this may be ADHD, but I don't know many stuff about it so I fear that I may be completely wrong. I am just feeling more concerned the more I notice this, and want to find a solution, so I thought that I may ask. Thanks a lot in advance for any potential answers.",5.5201732797589145,5.7742938701657485,6.049924660974388,80.99496233048723,67.48066298342543,9.012757408337519,31.371672526368656,8.841846274778883,2.3853712707182315,1439,54,288,22,22,467,176,362,0.079,0.797,0.124,0.9391,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,6,20,15,0,2,9,1,36,2,1,2,1,68,62,24,1,9,12,0,4,4,1,6,1,2,0,0,31,15,0,2,18,6,0,5,4,5,0,6,14,7,39,10,36,38,12,35,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,14,17,206,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954501852389847,0.0,0.06604749672045318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787538219780926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013369876978152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931121591839862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541983242634932,0.0,0.06340144445050125,0.0,0.15638463814089196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317638819484728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654099376367847,0.0,0.06418267652649855,0.15624197914489238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805196920646741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784576821733137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049212315822118234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384303994040324,0.1506954177434619,0.10645810831664752,0.0,0.0,0.06809963265416373,0.1267541814435996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038927738061873864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994163354312403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066226785876939,0.0,0.0,0.0818961028095739,0.06073456241729405,0.08404909685217002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560481458607594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833562142819956,0.0,0.06334466083364401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528781128705847,0.07485403753729541,0.0,0.0,0.07505971036724023,0.0,0.0,0.07523258086516267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055247281854104095,0.0,0.0,0.1584817668946068,0.0,0.07300273920802954,0.0,0.3393147480933595,0.0,0.07934936956251931,0.10097809235229838,0.11333449876203018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051654974341088136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135877065499373,0.0,0.0,0.07129479541343081,0.0,0.22470557009977407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999449575162564,0.0844038705385199,0.0,0.0,0.0592523355057649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375093833940485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340642712486136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229263755455021,0.0,0.0,0.08529467389273165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859763131797816,0.0,0.0,0.09900058366324713,0.09548437589672014,0.0,0.29575805878787553,0.08689328346971882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058653922025872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789436304242981,0.059141564621085316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723254296534162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814636035946504,0.0,0.0 adhd,Noots_up,2019/02/22,"Ritalin vs Ritalin LA vs Concerta I was diagnosed with ADHD about a month ago and am going through the motions of trying to find the right medication for me. &#x200B; I started on Ritalin and it was amazing. It was like I put on glasses and could finally see properly. The brain fog was finally gone. The problem was that it gave me terrible rebound so I had to stop it. &#x200B; Then I tried Ritalin LA. For some reason, this one didn't work nearly as well. It started off leaving me really relaxed but there was no improvement in my concentration levels. But also no rebound. Then I had the worst panic attack of my life from it so I stopped taking it. &#x200B; Now I'm on Dexamfetamine and its working well, but not nearly as well as the original Ritalin. I'm wondering if Concerta might be a better option because it's also Methylphenidate, and that seemed to work really well for me. &#x200B; Has anyone had one of Ritalin LA or Concerta work for them but not the other? I don't know if it's worth trying Concerta if it's going to be the same as Ritalin LA. Any experiences with them would be really helpful! &#x200B; P.S. I'm in NZ and the ones I've mentioned are the only stimulants available. No adderall or anything unfortunately",3.6353384700055074,6.1869734767932485,5.356965694368006,75.00899834892684,75.83544303797468,8.847477527059253,31.40139423958907,9.43228470229965,3.5522751421757484,1002,50,168,28,23,340,124,237,0.133,0.741,0.126,-0.5754,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,5,11,13,1,1,12,0,20,11,1,3,0,37,34,25,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,0,0,15,8,0,2,5,1,1,5,7,5,4,3,12,1,16,8,28,16,3,27,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,10,13,129,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064340480442744,0.0,0.06685765529160434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206309802822771,0.0,0.4086022126620025,0.4582340595970181,0.05129000891938418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273729169081015,0.0,0.06206643941143033,0.0,0.0,0.08580418714845198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045976965828334285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670523151614015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419665492953769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060218872974962485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655243281204775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737778537556452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524371915019728,0.06893496334535601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572889459728163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055423272524751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041450332588250094,0.0,0.0,0.07986172820238592,0.0,0.0,0.053273269569521726,0.03684771182016357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598041547676959,0.0,0.08001154479086217,0.0,0.0,0.06020166379589501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533250802615907,0.0573623470012005,0.0,0.08849226454128174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216931893742039,0.0,0.07582062552862716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144953100815972,0.07754707691981384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441055682529252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060102111146615726,0.06866197541577637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676912254928764,0.0,0.0,0.12611347577499496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670846907462435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362114703141813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712561897541045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179267940777106,0.2196344379877635,0.0,0.0,0.05357810806245893,0.0,0.4582340595970181,0.0 adhd,Darth__Vader_,2019/02/22,"What do you do in your free time What are the things you can sit down and do all day without stopping. For me: Programming Video games Anime",1.90845238095238,4.33853960714286,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,81.5,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,-0.0366095238095232,111,3,24,1,3,33,24,28,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.5781,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38366870689707505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497372659111455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952327713452111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468976845009397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734734643024013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HersheleOstropoler,2019/02/22,"I'm not sure I understand what executive dysfunction is The model I had is that ""ADHD"" is a type of executive dysfunction, and the most salient manifestation is (frex) inattentiveness; usually, medication addresses that manifestation but not the underlying ED. (This is familiar to me because I also have Crohn's, and if I take naproxen sodium for pain from a flare-up I don't imagine it's curing Crohn's). &#x200B; But I'm starting to wonder if things other than poor focus that I think of as ED aren't actually something else instead or as well. In particular, the feeling that any obstacle is insurmountable: is that ED, or is it learned helplessness from years of ADHD being unaddressed, or is it a combination? It certainly looks like that's what ED is, but I might be misunderstanding. Does Adderall help executive function overall, or does it only/mostly help with focus? It doesn't seem to help me with anything but focus, but I might be lumping together a bunch of different things under the label ""focus""",8.773442622950817,8.865017409836069,9.537163934426232,59.280172131147566,60.693989071038246,12.784480874316941,40.15792349726776,12.161744961471696,5.375962185792347,818,40,128,25,10,279,103,183,0.132,0.748,0.12,-0.5014,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,9,0,20,3,0,0,2,29,30,16,0,2,13,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,18,4,0,0,7,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,2,10,4,18,24,2,6,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,11,4,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.15429709935210842,0.0,0.3800461887530233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644423607193653,0.0,0.17131716750192225,0.1921266177968705,0.1075233904384868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011489252129452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638522886020802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519616618121613,0.0,0.0,0.27673440807781885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208450917710302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994752265401345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179427700341399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724683594872465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277649178021794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928388493415832,0.0,0.3354693341409403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824514561377987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394164763184736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172438966167302,0.0,0.0,0.11191436980139584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490211953627706,0.0,0.11888254632717075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210088708036284,0.10131348941349702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460293674600368,0.0,0.0,0.17414095916158184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216406769215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146860350121662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921266177968705,0.10182065672126298 adhd,sivadneb,2019/02/22,"Any tips on ""breaking out"" of unproductive hyperfocus? I'm a software programmer, and I find myself constantly going down rabbit trails that lead nowhere, only having wasted hours of my day. Like today, I get stuck on a problem thinking ""I'm smart, I can figure this out"". Usually, given enough time, I can figure out pretty much anything. So I doubled down and spent nearly six hours trying to figure it out. It wasn't until later that it dawned on me that the problem wasn't worth the amount of time I spent on it. In fact, there were a lot more important things I should have been focusing on and getting done. Instead I just keep obsessing over solving a puzzle that doesn't really need solving. It's really been a huge problem in my life and I honestly don't know how to manage it. I feel like I'm always doing loads of work but getting almost nothing worthwhile done.",5.734202504082742,6.6851631497006,6.370430048992926,76.43024496461625,67.20359281437126,8.707457811649427,30.151878062057705,8.841846274778883,2.529867065868264,694,25,120,11,11,227,105,167,0.078,0.8079999999999999,0.114,0.5832,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,7,0,15,1,0,2,1,29,31,8,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,7,0,3,2,4,4,0,1,11,1,14,4,22,19,6,29,0,0,0,0,0,16,0,3,12,86,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827965347468614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152306507938452,0.0,0.0,0.10748988405887057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007434619026115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081253055217524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193909876630283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235115418856373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332379923277596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992260945110476,0.11292194469216332,0.0,0.0,0.14446890093626788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477479237939761,0.0,0.0898322025566493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113251344494873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049577942323807,0.0,0.0,0.08686860341778474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116462580161626,0.15444552866463462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438154031301786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619624733638667,0.11720348228178927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166800272833253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021585019014215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608093250176746,0.0,0.4537416870437996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252146995687806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501162015448752,0.10128191815981263,0.0,0.0,0.1843383976146356,0.0,0.14982750561981095,0.0,0.0,0.10731602269330824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408669345194774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507348493420458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Motion_ambient,2019/02/22,Any phone apps that help with daily life with ADHD? I’m looking into phone apps that will help me organize and stay on track of things in my life. Does anyone use any apps that are helpful with managing ADHD symptoms?,5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,69.0,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.4398476190476193,174,5,32,2,3,54,31,42,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509942605839737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117766880100815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028714445951592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060597247045603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609561855041434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32383233880812456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250050934971594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244335080144558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382639817382768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229421550221212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798630653747532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LudwigVonDrake,2019/02/22,"I need help cleaning my browser's open tabs This is a source of immense anguish for me. There should be over 200 of them. I just keep opening them for review and forget to do so. Among the tabs are source materials for my research which I am procrastinating to do. The browser is consuming so much RAM that everything else is slower, creating more anxiety. Wish me luck.",3.4192857142857136,6.019840071428572,4.324285714285715,81.87071428571429,76.85714285714286,7.428571428571428,28.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,2.3417142857142865,295,13,54,6,7,95,53,70,0.102,0.7559999999999999,0.142,0.4741,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,12,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,9,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31922869357892736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485955099369839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37503685271210296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797033069745253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709099944453857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306759033125698,0.30941814153121844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479867394319158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FrozenPlZZA,2019/02/22,"Trying to decide what my next step should be I have been wondering for about 7 months now. I will admit I abuse hydrocodone unprescribed 2 weeks on taking 20mg a day then two weeks off. It helps calm my brain down immensely. I'm quitting tomorrow because I don't want it affecting my brain. I also take klonopin (prescribed) 2mg a day. I also want to taper off that to see if it helps my concentration. 7 months ago I brought up ADHD to my primary care doctor. He had me fill out a form. My next visit he said it looks like you have ADHD based on your answers. Before he wanted to treat any ADHD symptoms, he put me on wellbutrin, which ended up giving me chest pains. My next visit I told him I went to the E.R. for chest pains, and that the pharmacy and E.R. said stop taking it. He was pissed and said i can't help you anymore, you need to see a professional aka psychiatrist, which I agreed because every antidepressant I was tried gave me a bad reaction or just didn't work. My psychiatrist said I might have ADHD, but she wanted to treat me with a new class of antidepressants to see if it would help my ADHD symptoms. Nothing worked. I felt super bad. Now tomorrow I'm am going to try abilify. She said that it might make me feel restless and fidgety. I should of told her I already have those problems. Will see what happens. If it doesn't work. I want to bring up ADHD medications, but I don't know if she will prescribe them to me, since I told her about my drug history. Hopefully she will if abilify doesn't work and if I taper off klonopin, and make sure I stop using hydrocodone. The reason I think I have ADHD is because it's hard to listen to what people are saying. Especially, at work. I'm very unmotivated which could just be depression. I will admit I isolate myself a lot and am on my phone most of the time. That definitely can't be healthy on the brain. It's way to hard to follow through on projects. I would say I'm definitely more inattentive type. If you read everything. Bravo to you. I guess I just want to know what steps I should be taking. I hope what I wrote makes sense. I'm too lazy to proofread.",3.0170892018779365,4.831797399061031,4.2597417840375575,85.59881455399062,75.0093896713615,7.268544600938967,24.509389671361504,8.07648339933343,1.3564910798122076,1676,54,341,27,36,550,199,426,0.147,0.762,0.09,-0.9707,0,0,1,0,1,0,50.0,0,6,1,7,10,17,1,1,12,0,37,13,6,6,1,63,92,20,0,23,13,0,4,1,0,12,7,8,0,0,23,9,0,2,11,1,0,11,7,8,0,1,18,17,64,9,43,57,4,47,0,1,5,0,42,15,1,16,21,210,87,11,0.0,0.07305645330666931,0.0,0.0,0.5187193591529096,0.0,0.05465744770818228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804281800138569,0.09861819814062928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193059071898799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114967940521807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296625404929367,0.1127612205924293,0.0,0.05246771349024292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206497262457526,0.0,0.0,0.06286599411557772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049230112637348236,0.0,0.0,0.07953058403693752,0.0,0.05310725767544714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311113555748588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150547224322835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461203675263876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051950808328191336,0.0,0.055415604347183775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031176907998639137,0.0,0.059202812549981915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914943390288738,0.03504252843667703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792491724838354,0.0,0.054525313444456616,0.0,0.11046964468848962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531631685590853,0.0,0.0,0.12248363994007888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677729237152456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03012372888628162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051778470816770346,0.0,0.0,0.052420722344125883,0.0,0.0,0.1234746332033879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062115483524726574,0.0,0.13082202199234474,0.0,0.0,0.09843208759021208,0.0,0.0,0.04571975576516875,0.0,0.0595511525094327,0.19672680987604746,0.0,0.0,0.05916397624994226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122016172330106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274695028738632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058999837172760174,0.0,0.061984852100444715,0.0,0.06558249360079832,0.06167620994849071,0.0,0.0,0.06339626005698958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326163609128825,0.09806825664268104,0.0,0.0,0.1965386301879496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100539542938127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310024599882274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811337166479533,0.1281757089038172,0.18544115371910613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395089332803376,0.0,0.0,0.035954164300428845,0.0,0.0,0.176754952644637,0.0,0.12558830808706384,0.0,0.06023239547422756,0.0,0.0,0.05325403153374016,0.0,0.05087556481237488,0.21821030881014,0.04894246014105218,0.09891910182429484,0.0,0.0,0.05715899649353823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686712356488754,0.22444433918735696,0.0,0.0,0.08760231351083378,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,new-account27,2019/02/22,"How do you explain it to others when asked? I normally describe it as Michael Scott, but in my head, and people get that quite often ",3.91,5.442655384615384,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,72.07692307692308,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.5228307692307697,104,4,20,1,2,33,25,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279506092220858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916450817534704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698012912601108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485147374961826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317358191052877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868918459436331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,parallellogram,2019/02/22,"Recently got tested, will get diagnosis in 2 weeks, suddenly found drive to work until midnight. What's happening?! I (29F) am currently still undiagnosed but just got tested last week. I started a job 6 months ago where I feel i can fulfill my full potential, and it hasn't been going very well. I felt like I was underdelivering and I could tell my boss' initial enthusiasm was disappearing. I was getting more and more frustrated cause all my issues that made me underdeliver at my previous jobs weren't there anymore; I was being well managed, I was in my field of interest, I was emotionally balanced and I felt that I was finally doing what I loved. So WHY was I still not able to focus and do my job??? After the Christmas break I had my ""THIS IS IT"" moment. I had read about ADHD a few years ago and I remember it really struck a chord of recognition; how women don't get diagnosed as quickly, how it's seen as a character flaw,... But I didn't do anything with it cause I was dealing with some other stuff. I read about it a lot my first week back at work, completely unable to focus and the more I read, the more I was convinced this was why I've been struggling all my life, so wanted to get treated for my potential ADHD. INSTANTLY. I started looking for a psychiatrist and from all the alarming ""ADHD is overmedicated"" news, I expected I could be diagnosed and walk out with a prescription within a week. So that turned out differently... (in Europe). I'll spare you the boring process I had to go through, but here we are 2 months later and I finally got 4h of testing last week. I'm happy we're doing it rigorously of course since I do want to be 100% sure, but the psychiatrist said she was going to need 3 more weeks to evaluate the test to give me my diagnosis. Naturally I'm very impatient but I've accepted this is just the way it is. The weird thing is just... After the tests last week I've been staying at work until midnight every day to get a project done that I had promised to finish since January but had been unable to focus on... It's a project I like and people are waiting but there's no fixed deadline so I'm trying to make sense of what's happening. I think I'm just deep down so excited to receive my possible diagnosis and medication and finally being able to deliver to my full potential without the constant struggle with my brain, that I just can't wait any longer and already want to show what I'm capable off. I found motivation to push myself for 12h every day, but I've rationalized it that it just counts as a normal productive day since the first 6h at work I'm just all over the place as I usually am during a normal working day so basically I only have 6 productive hours... I just feel like I'm reaching exhaustion... I know this isn't healthy and I'm telling myself I will take it down next week when hopefully I will have finished the project... I'm just trying to make sense of how I'm suddenly able to do this and what's driving me... before this possible prospect of a diagnosis I would break down every half hour hating myself for not being able to focus and just linger in these unproductive periods for days, even weeks. I'd eventually finish stuff just by biting through the self-loathing and I'd be motivated by panic of a looming deadline. The therapist said that it's likely ADHD from what I've told her, and that she was impressed how far I've come on willpower alone. I completely broke down in tears when she said that, just the recognition that I indeed suffered so much to get here. Maybe something inside me wants to prove judt how far I'm able to push myself, but I'm just.... So impatient to not have to push myself so hard anymore. I'm tired I just want my diagnosis and treatment. Thanks for reading... 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What are some things that you find help cope with and manage your ADD/ADHD so you aren’t hindered? 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I’m located in Austin. I tried looking for a doctor but I got overwhelmed and keep giving up/procrastinating. What’s the process like in the State? A physician told me I have to take a neuro test to get diagnosed. I went about a year ago, but I had a horrible experience where these people just took my insurance money and told me I had APD. Only reason I failed that hearing test is because I had a panic attack and didn’t want to deal with it. They didn’t listen to me, and it was horribly humiliating. I was there a total of 4 hours over 3 appointments, and they didn’t talk to me AT ALL. Just did the tests. So, is anybody in the area able to recommend someone I can actually talk to about what my issues are? Thank you. 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So after many years of dealing with the symptoms of ADHD. I finally summoned up the courage to make an appointment with a Doctor and seek a diagnosis. I was prescribed atomoxetine the generic form of Strattera. When I went to pick up my prescription I was blown away by the cost. $480!! For a 90 day supply!! I was prescribed 25mg 2 pills a day so it’d be 180 pills. That’s around $2.27 a pill. Put in those terms it doesn’t seem too bad. A 30 day supply would be around $180 but that’s still a lot. I have insurance but I don’t think it covers this until I meet my deductible of $1500. Something I have to call and talk to them about. How do you guys deal with these cost? I have a follow up in a month with my doctor, should I get the 30 day supply and trying it out and ask to be changed to something more affordable. I was so excited to finally get some help now I’m stressing about how I’m going to be able to afford it. 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Long story is I don’t think stimulants are going to work for me. I’ve got all the classic ‘untreatable’ conditions: chronic fatigue, severe dysmenorrhea, severe IBS, delayed sleep phase disorder, depression, panic disorder, agoraphobia, and generalized anxiety. It's so hard to tell between them all and what cause what. I’ve had many physical tests to no avail. I'm never worried that I have something more severe but rather annoyed that what I do have is pretty unexplained/untreatable. I just don't want to be in physical pain and discomfort anymore. ADHD was recently diagnosed at age 27 and my psychiatrist wants to try all the stimulants first because they are so easy as far as time to take/rule out. I'm totally fine with this. I’ve already (before seeing this doctor) failed around 10 anti-depressant/anxiety meds including Wellbutrin. I've done cognitive behavioral therapy. After trying the stimulants we’ll go back to untried anti-depressants and then if that fails I guess TMS will be an option. The stimulants seemed to be the holy grail until I had a stomach attack and was crying in the bathroom for hours in pain. Basically about 3-4 days after I start the medication I have a bad day like that. Vyvanse, adzenys (he thought this might work better since it’s not absorbed in the stomach), and focalin have all had the same reaction. It sucks because they seemed to be helping all my problems and I had a taste of hope. I had more energy but a comfortable amount and I just wanted to get stuff done. It was helping with my sleep and fatigue. I felt happier even if it was mild. But I also get tired of having the episodes occur to me. They are extremely painful and traumatizing and a deal breaker. They've actually made me lose progress with my own personal anxiety and agoraphobia. I've tried taking it with food and avoiding certain foods. Has anyone had this happen via stimulants/have similar diagnosis? Have you found anything that has worked for you? I'm just feeling a little hopeless and am looking for some hope and support. 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For context I am and almost 18 year old male. And this is basically my life story as of recent. This is mostly just a vent. Feedback is very welcome, though. So, the more and more I look into ADHD the deeper the rabbit hole goes. And I love that. I love studying the brain, how it functions, and how to help it. But the more I look into it the more I realize about myself. I've had multiple people over the years tell me to get tested for ADHD, most of which had been diagnosed, but I always just sort of shrugged it off. Mostly because I don't have the hyperactivity portion. Or so I thought. Then I really started seeing the hyperactivity. I get up to pace around my house a lot. Today I was sent to the office over a small argument with a teacher. In there I got up to pace regularly, messed with my phone, I just had to do something. Then I realized the same goes for class. I have to be doing something. Usually drawing. If I'm not then I just space out completely. I just can't stay concentrated. I interrupt people without really meaning to. I'm not naturally loud in a place where other people are loud, but if it's quiet than I just speak loudly. I often blank or miss what people say to me. Unless instructions are written down and I can look at them I just forget the instructions. Hypersensitivity is a BIG issue for me. I get overwhelmed by sound easily and experience really bad tinnitus. Always have. Even typing this out hurts my ears with headphones on. I've realized I'm also sensitive to light. The only sense of mine that isn't extreme is my smell, mostly because it's nonexistent. I need to get formally tested for ADHD but kinda have a lot of trauma tied to it. Abusive ex and probably narcissistic step dad. Step dad in particular told me medication would turn me into a zombie, it'd just make my life harder, it'd make my life worse, it'd make it harder to find a job, ect. Some of it may be true. But he has no legal reign over what I do because he's not married to my mom and never formally adopted me. As for my mom I think she's in denial. My sister has autism. In one of her moments of weakness she just wished she had one normally functioning kid. And that affected me a lot. It's the main reason I don't what to bring it up to her. I just want to be that kid, make her proud, but I can't. And I feel horrible that I can't be the kid she wants. Tldr: I have all the classic signs of ADHD but my parents don't want to accept that and I don't want to disappoint my mom.",2.050783485808118,4.085179701149428,4.2980272108843565,83.22214285714286,78.61685823754789,7.173101884431933,22.91359762295723,8.159919018807972,1.3741994995699431,2012,64,404,38,49,696,239,522,0.09,0.835,0.075,-0.9294,2,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,1,1,22,14,0,1,28,0,45,10,2,8,3,92,80,36,0,10,26,8,2,0,0,2,6,8,0,4,28,22,0,0,10,0,0,4,14,8,0,2,11,16,64,6,66,60,16,46,0,4,4,2,32,28,0,17,13,297,92,9,0.0,0.09458980782843307,0.0,0.0,0.4797226007947483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994185760340651,0.0,0.0,0.06384293233721,0.13285596612480927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710688645045173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665775398685543,0.14599753620073064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912074379413182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370405168736729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102946319149522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272936568999278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809261790436177,0.0,0.0,0.04036628665638768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296649981998371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683912565043327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385025412203273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151525969989568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351080546116938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921173008403514,0.08546356180449083,0.0,0.0,0.08332557777940995,0.07922256826427504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916658075149266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011204506595447,0.0,0.0,0.20361511522921927,0.14410595238427498,0.0,0.2131582960438899,0.0,0.0,0.08696223700232872,0.0,0.08042399245841456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805005796891269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059195631816900886,0.06157262405397947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822001602170639,0.0,0.0,0.0837719747614221,0.0,0.10819467991646776,0.060717079969534925,0.0,0.0,0.08864580853527758,0.0,0.0,0.221386373409744,0.0,0.08340916112517549,0.0,0.07546859345267913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214833110365585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534304203747318,0.08208227725838123,0.07882608739943757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348691409204933,0.0,0.0,0.06361707425866958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291967138046796,0.0,0.0,0.05650666064941956,0.08509203706631126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977811937478029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115417238783963,0.07843614506844447,0.06337899193347496,0.0465516369585246,0.0,0.07567295515495989,0.0762844633459812,0.0,0.0,0.08683607452340893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792547464610935,0.06587111310433978,0.18835179501429855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180474504332344,0.07695677921274936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135729861135299,0.05671152667056355,0.0,0.0,0.102820492250633 adhd,Megamillion999,2019/02/22,"Portland, OR Is there a adhd community here?",3.17625,6.225134125000004,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,82.75,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,4.080100000000002,35,2,5,1,1,13,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Teuck5242,2019/02/22,"Never posted anything before but I really need advice please So I’ve been going out with my boyfriend for a year and a bit now. We met in halls, we lived together and got together quite quickly. Throughout the year he was diagnosed with ADHD. We have tough times in our relationship (like everyone does) but we’ve nearly broke up a few times. He has started all of those conversations and I’m wondering if that has anything to do with ADHD as he says he is unsure of his emotions and he has so many thoughts in his head. This is probably not the right place to post this but I just wanted to talk about it. So sorry for the rant. Any advice would really help. He’s also had a shitty childhood and had his heart broke before. 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Asking for a friend. My friend has been on Adderall and a mood control med since they were in Middle School. Now they're a freshman in college. I don't like the idea of them being on A for the rest of their lives and I've heard that some people with ADD can stop meds sometime in their 20's. Has anybody here made that transition? Did it suck? Did it work? What's it like to be more or less unmedicated? 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I'm a recently diagnosed ADD adult and very new to all of this. Therefore I'd like to learn from your experience. Some of you might already have encountered treatment that worked great for them or didn't and would maybe like to share that. I'd appreciate it very much. Also, if possible, could you connect the treatment, its effects and if applicable, its dosage. 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Do you think it's too many meds to add intuniv to what i already take: wellbutrin + stimulant + ssri? 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What do you call it or someone who constantly asks you to do things for them incessantly. So much so you are not even finished doing the first thing they asked? They constantly say hey look at this, look at that while you are minding your own business. I'm trapped in a car with someone like that and he won't stop talking, pointing things out and asking questions. It's a major pet peeve of mine.",3.1683720930232586,5.444887406976748,3.009476744186045,92.6330523255814,76.09302325581395,5.695348837209302,25.86627906976745,6.6274283507984215,0.8583302325581394,351,13,71,3,8,105,65,86,0.04,0.904,0.055999999999999994,-0.0956,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,3,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,8,11,3,13,0,0,2,0,19,5,0,2,8,51,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456095208430517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321151163470483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35147811665547235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423135911718039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741179401465603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832811767005998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945000194866156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731268511160017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420414979633816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954754737314717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373249627490632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821763963464052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293253436647267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133730387986296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596116829421287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071122499539745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412100880004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SnackOfAllTrades20,2019/02/22,ADHD podcasts? I’ve recently got into podcasts bc I love hearing ppl speak in-depth about the topics I always wanted to get into but never actually took the jump ... as well as to distract me a little during the work day 😅. are there podcasts that everyone listens to that center around ADHD and sharing personal experiences/triumphs? 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Hi all. I'm a senior in highschool and I have been taking ADHD meds since 4th grade. Switched many many times throughout the years, but recently i went back to OG adderall 20 mg XR. But its so weird... I can not stop thinking about moments in my life that are so cringey. And these memories physically make me cringe, like i don't know how to explain itt... but it hurts my heart? Lol but fr it does. My heart literally feels like its rising out of my chest and its very very annoying. especially at night. Does anyone else experience this? Its always been like this too, I remember i would experience this when I first started!!! Help...",1.7064745196324154,4.465866368421054,2.640538847117796,89.29166875522141,88.32330827067669,5.963074352548037,23.93024227234753,7.3871296695380915,1.3053846282372596,549,22,108,10,18,173,92,133,0.061,0.807,0.132,0.8362,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,2,1,8,4,3,2,1,20,17,11,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,1,13,3,9,13,1,19,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,16,59,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849266257153908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803548071800688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075922668923562,0.15766207990722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831959510629228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26931231950037504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854196839357684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010365635975897,0.0,0.0,0.07780330936732154,0.10992760443612508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088513161357695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36468282223978415,0.10313848750145327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472528165173184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456511708562148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086857450199936,0.2255251673391401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271207872355476,0.3120081352390211,0.0,0.0,0.1709193070727165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444003096453095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519319950422904,0.0,0.17430922717204472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728614910009478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891279738572003,0.0,0.0,0.2572910801688063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569408561033713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098596235358463,0.0,0.0,0.08972515710127113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539243024681728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264272414398885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930766289707107,0.0,0.0,0.09908980030753434 adhd,Foxil_NA,2019/02/22,"Second dose of methylphenidate makes me feel HORRENDOUS Hello, im taking generic ritalin twice daily 10 mg each dose. The first dose goes very well, I dont have this fog in my head anymore and im able to focus on tasks that i wasnt able to before. im taking the first dose around 10 in the morning (generally when i wake up) and the second dose i try to get it around 4:30, anytime before 5. But when i get to taking my second dose my stomach just wrenches, and my head hurts terribly. Another thing i noticed was that i was getting extremely irritated at the simplest tasks. And honestly i couldnt really focus because of how terrible i was feeling. I ate a meal about 40 min after taking the second dose and thats when it starts getting really bad. Any thoughts? Not sure what i should do here. 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Hello everyone, I'm an 18 year old college student and I was wondering if I have ADHD and decided to make a post here about it. So basically throughout years of middle school and high school I always had bad grades but everyone around me always told me that I was really smart and I just need to study to have good grades. I always learn things pretty quick but I get bored quick as well. So I don't really have anything I enjoy in my life. I even got bored of playing video games and playing soccer. And lately it is getting worse. I lack focus in everything and procrastinate all the time. Recently I'm having diffuculties remembering things and my brain doesn't get stimulated from normal activities throughout the day. Looking forward to everyone's responses. Every response is appriciated, thank you for reading (= Note: I am not going to self diagnose myself even if most people here tells me that I have ADHD. I am going to see a professional but I still wanted to get ideas from people on this subreddit (=",3.1880879120879118,5.949472394871798,4.853992673992675,76.80076923076923,78.8974358974359,7.8168498168498175,24.67032967032967,8.704169506293173,2.2931098901098905,827,30,141,20,21,278,120,195,0.08,0.7490000000000001,0.171,0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,5,0,16,3,1,2,1,29,33,16,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,5,6,0,3,3,3,1,0,5,2,23,7,18,28,3,20,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,4,11,97,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152430252670762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874969472308106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477672837630492,0.10252748237648718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961637947192633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857002222332525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742764008251657,0.0,0.0,0.11689713796980933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214001656549478,0.0,0.0970373626524341,0.3301552948327069,0.10350915161263073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406904294038081,0.0,0.13090978368176046,0.09660079469229957,0.09211355563187357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168552297879034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001514955347335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991901289124932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134937733802693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671545856407554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687819269876202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539856574585568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284408960332125,0.0,0.0,0.12085362170728504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596915024350726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110302922837302,0.11717131136130357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520314975641342,0.0,0.14756424237871846,0.0,0.11371843834847778,0.0,0.13046740482949265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331203902238887,0.09177715875121144,0.0,0.12014949590937425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197649406391016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066538918751784,0.10603488771788597,0.0,0.0,0.1530302952310014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715770923226709,0.0,0.0,0.11005176494423564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793141933019331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355344394051702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489910220261273,0.0,0.0,0.11737008966906885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483339614424041 adhd,dump-daughter,2019/02/01,"ADHD/Wellbutrin? So my boyfriend has dealt with extreme dissociation for a couple years now. I’ve finally pushed him to seek help. Today, during his appointment, he was diagnosed with “extreme ADHD”. Instead of prescribing a more legitimate ADHD medication (adderall, vyvanse, etc), he was prescribed Wellbutrin. For context, Wellbutrin is mainly prescribed to people with depression, but sometimes is prescribed to people with ADHD/people who smoke (in conjunction with a stimulant). My boyfriend doesn’t have depression, but he vapes. His psychiatrist said “I’m prescribing you Wellbutrin to stop you from vaping and get you to your “rawest form of ADHD”. My boyfriends next appointment isn’t until next month, and I don’t think he’s going to be mentally stable enough to survive and function until then. His dissociation interferes with work and college, and I’m worried that now he’s taking Wellbutrin, it’ll intensify his dissociation because he has nicotine withdrawals. In the past, nic withdrawals has made dissociation worse. I feel like this is almost unethical mental torture. Why is his psychiatrist trying to make his issue worse, rather than better? My boyfriend said he was gonna take it every day for a week or so and if it doesn’t get better he’s just gonna call the office and get stuff sorted out. I just want him to feel normal again, not worse. 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I've been fighting ADHD's chronic tiredness, really a result from the overactive mind, for eons, however, being in college, I've recently found that despite my decisive effort to make myself focus, I can't do it myself anymore, I'm always tired, even with the medication (which I'm back on for the first time in 5-6 years...). But then a coworker will text and say ""can you cover my shift short notice?"" And here I am, I want to help, I know I should help, but I just don't have the energy to help. I'm usually lying on the couch almost asleep, and usually just BS my way out of it..",7.487039800995027,5.033532380597017,8.442388059701496,74.31293532338309,64.74626865671642,11.918407960199005,33.527363184079604,10.504223727775694,3.192715422885572,505,15,105,10,6,174,89,134,0.115,0.757,0.129,0.2359,1,0,0,0,2,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,7,1,1,0,7,0,12,4,1,2,0,19,21,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,13,0,15,15,0,17,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640743551444865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198057576236886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290789726805667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703276309259311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605609741899934,0.0,0.0,0.1320634284139492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343777769010745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608855949660626,0.0,0.1883125573521108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5755945263603598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438807896968784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464296546629008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301780247244536,0.0,0.0,0.17341628087739153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553596654706545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100260148503406,0.0,0.1695801961883908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658071461253393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455213222734331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014750178217867,0.19739878848731165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783117932744432,0.0,0.10130128046666256,0.1363253800935034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059992842023053 adhd,rabbit4421,2019/02/01,"ADHD and acne scars 25M here. I just gave myself some pretty bad scars by picking at my acne. I'm sort of scratching my head trying to figure out how I was so oblivious to do this to myself. I've read that mental health issues including adhd, anxiety, and depressions are a huge contributing factor to this. I'm just surprised no one warned me about this or that I didn't stop myself sooner. Just wondering if anyone else can relate to this.",4.876551724137934,5.948435908045982,6.0695977011494255,77.37267241379313,69.22988505747125,8.558620689655173,24.84482758620689,8.841846274778883,1.8952620689655173,352,9,62,6,6,118,64,87,0.14,0.758,0.102,-0.5286,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,2,0,15,9,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,9,1,10,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491621615452786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478181404628426,0.0,0.0,0.15975417715969645,0.23409838432034785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907660604406096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678412934589748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190860523570421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344800098902889,0.2428569410376275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384672638392553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024782961214074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548197442443633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324399690165135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285356052508004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910143079521698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551186971717365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777006511982644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wakinguptooearly,2019/02/01,"How to fix careless mistakes? It's frustrating. I've noticed my that medication doesn't fix this either. Maybe a little bit, but the number of careless mistakes even increases at a higher of a dose. I can grasp incredibly complex/abstract topics, but when it comes to the little mundane things, things will inevitably slip through the cracks. For example, I'll be texting a story to a friend, and more often than not, my brain is moving too fast. So I'll miss a word (sometimes instrumental to the story, and sometimes not lol). No joke, when I took calculus in high school, I would be able to solve the ""hard part"" that was calculus, and the expression would simplify to something ""easy"" like an addition/subtraction question like (-1 + 4) -- I would write down 5. How do I ""fix"" this? I've read about simple systems like, reading my written statement twice perhaps out loud so you activate your auditory and visual parts of your brain. I can see how this works for extremely high value tasks (like a test maybe), but is this the only way to fix it? It's another cognitive burden that can be quite draining (and difficult towards the end of the day), especially when it feels like something that should be automatic (example from earlier, like not missing words while texting). * Is there anything I can do to make the fix implicit so it happens automatically? * Do normal ppl experience the same cognitive workload? * Or is using your cognitive brain to double check just another ADHD tax? 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Countless times I've thrown room temp water in the freezer before I go to work and completely forget.,5.923928571428572,7.495174964285718,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,67.21428571428571,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,2.1372285714285715,121,5,20,1,2,37,24,28,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.358,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992994463313052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920024796514682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596889544172974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666870971119457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35281959647835376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273624996087085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416215207715253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ReallyStickyFingers,2019/02/01,"Illness & Urine Screens Help I've had a history of some drug use, not anything more than teen curiosity though, and have entered University passing first semester and failing the second spectacularly. Some stuff happened (not drug related) and of stopped going and started not sleeping well and yeah... As of a month ago I decided I was sick of self destruction and loathing and went to a psychiatrist regarding ADHD - something my dad has wanted me to do for nearly seven years. After the appointment (22nd) I was given 5 drug tests over 2 and a half months probably due to past use, and told to come back in two weeks as he thinks I have ADHD and will treat me if I pass. I've completed my first test on the 29th and have my next in two days on the 4th however started getting an illness which I caught from my friend (I think, he's in the midst of one saw him two days ago) and he was in pretty bad shape... Problem is I'm starting to get quite painful earaches and ear blockage that I can't clear and besides Panadol and Neurofen, which struggle to fully alleviate the pain especially as it seems it's going to get a fair bit worse, and the only nasal decongestants I can find online can provide false positives in urine screens (Any ephedrines). Is there anything I can do or do I just have to touch it out?",8.491548089591568,6.989225766798422,8.163725296442689,74.08442852437419,62.08300395256917,11.437285902503294,39.26515151515152,10.317481424215053,3.876496969696969,1041,46,200,19,12,333,157,253,0.162,0.774,0.065,-0.9754,1,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,5,10,1,1,13,1,19,14,5,2,1,37,41,22,0,3,6,1,1,0,1,1,9,1,0,1,7,18,0,1,5,0,0,8,4,7,1,9,9,6,18,3,30,31,4,38,0,1,3,0,9,11,0,5,19,125,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601121598381433,0.0,0.1918560887814736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725332281976078,0.0,0.07359142690482326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781071181472416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321236954174005,0.0903568662950015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814518646548748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321956090189892,0.1134637060852181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958232072322804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37649288815047344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890858713224314,0.1840990400544237,0.0,0.0,0.08360836297398169,0.0,0.16961710754772666,0.0,0.1230046906465404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956961385472022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253572773163296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727559200758878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509025114255632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333079531130439,0.0823040793980552,0.2303015238830497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330559047725553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009582707495308,0.11667647652445655,0.10354927345990056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510234416691932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985169012719982,0.1128941715433412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829538256811466,0.0,0.0,0.08331091019163829,0.0,0.0,0.2297901358370156,0.0,0.0,0.09047444940783776,0.0,0.1131321446267812,0.123882836893977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138682461932064,0.10632287841625067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340620021937726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171375255753377,0.0,0.0,0.18692988111077008,0.0,0.0,0.0638293256996273,0.0,0.08680533384540234,0.0,0.09730028557874604,0.10031845581661272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102826019940328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968834767901666 adhd,belongbetruebeyou,2019/02/01,"Went to appt, felt like a criminal I went to my first appointment today to talk about meds and I felt like I was treated like a criminal, or more accurately, a drug seeking addict. I’m still feeling very conflicted about it and I’m considering writing a letter because after waiting months for an appointment I felt dehumanized. I was given a low dose of adderall and after the appointment I’m not sure I want to try it. She referred me to a neuropsychologist for a more comprehensive evaluation and it’s going to take months to get an appointment. She also suggested an ADHD therapist and they are so booked that the answer was a flat no because their waitlist was full. The whole experience sucked. She was asking all sorts of intimate questions and I told her that I didn’t feel comfortable answering her. She is going through a laundry list but it’s my life. I don’t know or trust her to tell her everything. Has anyone had a similar experience? Any words of wisdom for these appointments? I left feeling disrespected and dehumanized. I don’t want to go back. 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Can’t tell my boyfriend for reasons that will become apparent, but good gracious guys. Went to the gym with plans to stop at cvs after before walking home. Forgot. Don’t know how with it on my to do list, a reminder and a mental check in about it but I did. Get home and don’t have the conditioner I sorta need to take a shower... or my prescription. Realize and sadly ask my boyfriend for a ride to cvs so as not to waste another half hour walking there and back. He wasn’t thrilled but he did it. Guys. It’s shampoo. I’m in the car at this moment realizing I bought shampoo. Can’t tell him, thankfully I can return it and buy some actual conditioner but jesus. I hate this. Calling providers this afternoon to get back on meds. Thought I could handle it but I can’t. 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Work, school, meetings, appointments, everything. Usually it's because I underestimate how long it'll take me to get ready, along with everything I have to do before that certain time. I've tried just getting ready earlier and getting those things out of the way earlier, but every time I do I just think ""oh, I have plenty of time, I'll do it in a bit."" A bit turns into hours later, which turns into me being late. Also, I could have a detailed list of things I need to do in a given day, but suddenly it's 5pm and nothing is done. Then I go ""oh wow, I should do those things"", and now suddenly it's 8pm, and nothing has changed. I'm heavily considering going back on medication, but that would require money to get to appointments, plus the cost of the appointments themselves. Last time I was on medication my doctor was concerned with my weight loss, meaning I'd probably have to go in every month or every other month or something like that, and I simply don't have the money for that. Are there any strategies for punctuality and getting your butt in gear that you guys and girls have discovered that work?",6.143898939488459,6.6030281965065525,6.866141609482224,74.96961790393016,66.16157205240175,10.036306924516534,32.51434809731753,9.957137785484203,3.1465518402994395,943,37,175,20,14,312,123,229,0.021,0.915,0.063,0.8381,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,4,7,4,0,0,8,0,26,5,1,1,1,32,42,17,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,19,15,1,1,2,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,19,3,26,33,2,33,0,1,0,1,5,10,1,2,20,119,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758446452503503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447851217285549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421542750981015,0.0,0.06676341223684994,0.0,0.0931949006884696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913866270630435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585943733999288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744416619132911,0.0,0.0,0.070632436483026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121001015550298,0.0,0.1120787249951466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768302695560688,0.0,0.29529312791690737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861028415161297,0.0,0.1867311194037246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084437027251622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785681377753108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927480378237075,0.2470904977633084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350677083432402,0.0,0.0,0.0969232587216432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930123950946638,0.0,0.22066318248763314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748383532900565,0.0,0.0,0.081208953365737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017805138292164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808291729893175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084180824906252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431515598772728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234668882426703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910454057493922,0.07017708355164283,0.0,0.0,0.2554519378427651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435804561970216,0.23825632094771584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062268027279598,0.0,0.0,0.08693322824412683,0.0,0.13336792620217156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946620509426035,0.0,0.0,0.07780107388556731,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daddysprinkle,2019/02/01,So I hosted a kickback last night and got robbed while I was sleeping I’m just wondering if y’all think I should catch them slipping and strip them of everything and leave them in the cold 0 degree weather or just let it go and take the route that everyone knows I should take? Stole my red Air Force 1s and my whole addy script. 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I was recently diagnosed by my therapist with inattentive ADHD. I feel like this was a LONG time coming and I’m still processing what this diagnosis means for me. I’m glad I have a name for what I’ve been feeling for the last 30+ years. With that being said, I’ve found relatively few resources to help me understand inattentive ADHD. A lot of the google searches I’ve done use the same information over and over again. I’ve just started reading lifting the Fog by Michael Carr, but I want to learn more. Does anyone have any suggestions? I am thinking of starting a form of medication, but have yet to get in to a psychiatrist. Have there been beneficial medications or combos that have helped any of you? Side effects? Also has anyone picked up some good habits to help you get through the day without being all over the place? I’ve been doing cognitive therapy for just over 2 years and I have some habits in place, but maybe there are more out there I haven’t thought of... Any advice is welcome! 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Hi, peeps! I feel very self-conscious writing here because I don't have a diagnosis and I could very well be faking it or being a hypochondriac or whatever, but the thing is I'm in my mid-thirties and I'd like to know for sure. Problem: where I live, you can have your kid diagnosed with ADHD by a paediatric psychiatrist, but I don't think adult ADHD is seen as a thing or that non-paediatric psychiatrists would know how to diagnose it, especially if it's mostly the inattentive type. I went to someone before and asked to be screened for ADHD. He said ""You don't have it."" Didn't screen me, didn't ask. Just said ""People who have that: I can tell when they walk through the door."" I felt like an idiot and never brought it up with anyone again, until I started reading up about it again recently (also OCD, which I might also have). I'm scared of getting laughed out of someone's office again. It wasn't a great experience. I want to be screened with some dignity and by someone who would know what they're doing. I don't know how to find such a person where I live. Can it be done online? Is there a reputable psychiatric service that can do that? I don't need an official diagnosis, just a ""Yeah, it's possible"" or ""I don't think so, but this other thing could be behind your symptoms"" will do. Help? Thanks :)",2.9841213423706416,4.952264456273767,4.258918829558606,84.89485534799141,75.53992395437263,7.463646883782443,25.88345181021657,8.321376580360154,1.7102036369647882,1044,38,209,19,23,343,142,263,0.076,0.8029999999999999,0.121,0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,1,0,18,11,1,1,13,1,37,3,0,2,2,43,59,21,0,8,10,0,2,2,0,4,3,2,1,3,22,9,0,0,9,1,0,3,10,4,1,0,10,8,22,7,24,37,2,17,0,0,4,0,19,6,0,8,10,151,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070126397351778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055490385452955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893475298386064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107232492421985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881620811861636,0.0,0.09606039395679193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026567959209225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291603220643032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552484521871237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042729869452243,0.0,0.0,0.05708017112773304,0.0,0.10839133475787828,0.0,0.10317868303740294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897994732580328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446074080735163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566725071608837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248163806600826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030392108861106,0.0,0.199366462488248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975760076857267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370591089751116,0.08706710993017643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782631567472699,0.09857049452516888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272656103431071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080197177499621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129197487615997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146446529476688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147669598796695,0.0,0.11302178222040846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776805513222605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869519567870289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990355633109017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639673439010887,0.11733510261774087,0.0,0.0,0.09867013601692218,0.1039332076109451,0.0,0.0,0.22499570359320115,0.14466968134327465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629082433942384,0.06658497462963045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150094765538832,0.10464941877761154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038649652499132,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamcalebcrawdad,2019/02/01,"What is the most creative/unique way you naturally adapted to avoid issues with your ADHD? (Serious) This was a good topic that my coach brought up and I found it very fascinating and I’m curious of the ways you might have “naturally coped”? For me forgetting things have at an all time high and I thought it was something I was chalking up to getting older. So I have many ways that I jot down, write down, record things to remember (when I remember to do it). I live and die by my google calendar, if it’s not in there it doesn’t happen or it does without me. I send myself texts, I carry around a notebook where ever I am. Etc. What say you, how did you adapt before a diagnosis? As a bonus; I am terrible with names and I’m frequently meeting people and making associations. So around middle school I call everyone I meet by a “nickname”. Just basic stuff - dude, man, chief, brother, etc.",2.8707008670520224,5.050179317919074,4.314736271676299,83.38632406069367,76.6300578034682,7.5619942196531795,25.84140173410405,8.472884824447931,1.877358670520232,694,26,136,14,16,230,116,173,0.055999999999999994,0.865,0.079,0.5904,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,1,10,5,0,1,8,0,13,0,0,2,2,29,21,13,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,14,10,0,1,4,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,7,1,23,2,20,13,4,21,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,4,5,99,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399184619978254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257610055989423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302735652800981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563283075589549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888965451623518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397549075891593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414853991612938,0.0,0.13848425140456808,0.0,0.14628995198614764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678620491721187,0.0,0.0,0.07998643042855769,0.0,0.0,0.12840980446357128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538243822546536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175451000714658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979262667527264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351867236631744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219288281639484,0.15521548779116973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241084362541794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613760822309366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468562343899687,0.0,0.0,0.12174821984592042,0.0,0.15494149825822925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786091187956835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752584876214379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034205862406006,0.0,0.0,0.12154125860239065,0.08927160835690541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632037443330354,0.0,0.3645618430088237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475792453960386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MischiefofRats,2019/02/01,"I'm so tired of forgetting things It's the worst feeling to have done things wrong and forgotten to do things SO MANY times in my life that anytime anything goes wrong anymore, I can't even be certain I did what I was supposed to. I'm so tired of that sinking moment of dread, even in areas where I'm competent, because I can't remember what I ate for lunch last week, let alone whether I did a crucial task correctly at the required time. I can never assume I did the right thing when problems come up, in work and in life, because I can't remember anything. I'm so tired of the safest assumption being that everything is my fault, just for being so unreliable. It makes me feel crazy. 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The doctor gave me a whole list of what i was going to be feeling, what to expect, how much to take, whatever. Well, im using as directed, but i don't feel any different really. Im even talking physically, where the big warning was EAT FIRST THEN PILL....but after ingesting a dose, not even a few hours later my stomach is growling and i have my regular appetite to eat. And im able to eat food with no problem. Im yawning in class, still day dreaming. Im very aware of the effects of amphetamines, or what theyre supposed to be. So what could be the explanation of this? Im a built guy in good shape weighing 180lbs, but i feel more benefits off a strong cup of coffee compared to this. 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Don’t you guys hate when you find a new hobby and are infatuated with it every second of the day for weeks, then bam it doesn’t excite you anymore and is boring. Like I’ve gotten so used to this, I just accept it when I find a new hobby, “ok, *sigh* man this game is so fun, but I know I’ll be sick of it in a few days.” I just kind of can’t enjoy it, because I know I won’t be able to get the same satisfaction I once did. When I start something new, it’s so fun and well, new... then just fizzles out. Idk. Months pass, and the game or idea, or hobbie, that I once liked, resurfaces and it repeats. Anyone else go through this as well? 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Achievable, but difficult, but I've been medicated for 3 years and yet the level of difficulty is still the equivalent to a 4-day-quit-former-smoker. &#x200B;",13.67942084942085,10.413038702702707,11.81119691119691,57.454324324324354,53.864864864864856,15.544401544401545,51.833976833976834,13.484332010920856,6.9291003861003855,860,47,131,23,7,268,109,185,0.147,0.7559999999999999,0.096,-0.7833,0,2,8,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,1,9,5,8,0,4,17,0,15,2,0,0,1,29,26,10,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,4,6,3,11,3,22,17,4,29,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,18,94,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901481705522032,0.0,0.10700517269912453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615859030080731,0.2933600615812037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471715736121682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230753875145272,0.0,0.0,0.2079678633416919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570035258819362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383253954217213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061036337489276525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535756461922544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162710463725727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589744846672675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432121630464635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950747915514724,0.0,0.0,0.2567602055835106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635970891783966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678718447521304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858621926340104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866445547097494,0.09640190152243257,0.20184366616106567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734829206428219,0.0,0.09583297998924464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636424452635613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933600615812037,0.07773549149126502 adhd,throwaway96822,2019/02/01,"Forgot to ask for vacation... I'm leaving on a trip next week Thursday but I forgot to ask the boss for the vacation. Tickets are purchased, I'm afraid that he'll deny it because of the short notice. I will be back on Monday, so I'm tempted to just call in sick for Thursday and Friday... what would you guys do?",1.7130208333333314,3.6585750937500015,3.504375,88.93645833333336,79.3125,5.5166666666666675,24.729166666666664,6.42735559955562,0.8334666666666668,242,9,49,2,6,81,47,64,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,13,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,10,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592301626434892,0.0,0.0,0.2299869346326885,0.0,0.18232659953169494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054112174904852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961528013032206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167002666124612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180927813034527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405236263868603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399173674637049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246974602116195,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BooksThings,2019/02/01,"What are your strengths? Fellow adhd’ers, We all have struggles and obstacles that we have to overcome on a daily basis just to live a normal life. We may have some weaknesses, but we also have many strengths. So my question, today, is: What are your strengths? Mine are.. •Keeping a tidy & organized house. That is the one thing that keeps me balanced. I have more strength in that department than even my non-adhd friend’s and family. •An active lifestyle. That’s another thing I’m proud of that I can commit to and stay consistent. I love lifting weights and running. •Being spontaneous..but I think that just might be an adhd blessing.",3.2390842490842497,6.238702316239319,3.200909645909647,86.99865384615387,81.39316239316237,6.077899877899879,27.16056166056166,7.447530270364453,1.8247074481074488,509,22,88,8,14,154,80,117,0.04,0.7,0.261,0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,2,0,5,5,10,0,1,5,0,14,4,0,0,2,21,18,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,11,8,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,14,8,7,15,3,6,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,4,1,65,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6006325019557719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322331182772465,0.0,0.18050202315719985,0.0,0.0,0.17468590911365978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100322380352466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570478161308884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870832405204838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922244396570392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961486914885447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766863516047447,0.0,0.0,0.1471035116357817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035550160289282,0.0,0.0,0.16889782291958622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767274535371914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632244823998447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288683847163615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662081562901714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756457250843272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415780208324672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135222871114785,0.10674522628940013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579094401285643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028637945850565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cxrlo,2019/02/01,"Book recommendations? I have to read a book and do a review on it in one of classes. Is there a book anyone has read recently that they couldn't put down, something that had a really interesting plot, or just something that was able to keep your attention? I've read most of the ""cult classics"" in high school, so something maybe newer or just uncommon would be great. I'll read anything that keeps my attention. &#x200B; Thanks!",5.489666666666667,7.263509300000003,5.392500000000003,80.14916666666669,68.5,8.833333333333334,29.583333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.5799583333333342,344,13,63,7,6,107,59,80,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.8921,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,2,40,9,10,0.15937676074419976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268465367943314,0.1936602089599756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143993680660856,0.0,0.13115349431237994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757134413698723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839029811761033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833227757385209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160115377860175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799781778325754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602176647046158,0.0,0.0,0.6376795614364547,0.0,0.10210083400793186,0.0,0.15736532387921714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612977905922975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680880505947635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673270835014862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321667809002242,0.0,0.1936602089599756,0.0 adhd,foxstar-damaskeenus,2019/02/01,"How do you get help for this? I used to taker addorall and vyvanse. I am no longer able to function off medication, my brain feels like it was put on a blender on high. &#x200B; I have no idea how to get help. The doctors offices in my town have either told me to fuck off because I'm not Christian or are so incompetent it just isn't working. Help, I need medication.",2.1391428571428577,4.173140400000001,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,78.33333333333334,6.419047619047619,28.04761904761905,7.447530270364453,1.5369619047619048,290,13,61,4,7,96,57,75,0.172,0.731,0.096,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,7,5,1,3,0,11,15,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,10,13,1,8,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,1,40,11,2,0.20005392239303707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675834133120966,0.2430874127005261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195101425742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332633919507866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047636665797939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115327410972297,0.14291856213024945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849466276264043,0.20903983505842536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022757816730605,0.21136795273075454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583652773461355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773624136729757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030665601418144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483374485803906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011094472691328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911600959690476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278235703859354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564163813284722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430874127005261,0.0 adhd,brax240,2019/02/01,"Is feeling extremely calm and euphoric on medication a common thing? I've always wondered this. I have a prescription for 70mg of Vyvanse and whenever I take it I just feel so good. Not only focused, but happy and light. I work in an office and sometimes have to do mundane tasks like stuffing letters in envelopes and things like that. When I'm not on my medicine, it's torture. But when I take it, I actually *enjoy* it, not just tolerate it. Especially when I can listen to music and just focus on the task, it feels amazing. Is everyone like this or is it just me or maybe my brand of medicine? Hope this isn't a stupid question lol.",2.2553723076923085,4.688561688000004,3.830400000000002,84.72658461538464,80.12,6.406153846153848,28.01538461538461,7.61054688173877,1.8723723076923084,501,23,95,8,13,166,79,125,0.07,0.6759999999999999,0.254,0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,2,0,5,1,8,1,0,0,0,23,17,14,0,1,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,10,9,10,17,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,7,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.21606638113016455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184232698466662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156885826427108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358580032814822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571005972350446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356974182504361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199122865055472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32451247043423515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224383281304641,0.0,0.0,0.2230495112000746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683939654662549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480323515132577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898234049505394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33294885869285035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294192872402117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401121005613038,0.16119072832278686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_30d_,2019/02/01,"Subs like /r/bulletjournal have me in conflict for hours. Just a stupid rant - I find myself browsing subs like /r/bulletjournal and it's amazing how it fills me with equal parts ""wow I am totally gonna do that"" and ""wow I could never do that"". The weird thing is, they don't even feel like conflicting thoughts in my head! Funny story - I am actually a Getting Things Done trainer. Well I gave a few workshops anyway. Guess who's practicing what he preaches? Yeah not this guy. GTD has a similar fascination from me. I can read and think about it for hours, perfecting the system and creating even better workflows and solutions. But I'll be damned if I ever put those into practice! I don't even mind though, it's just another one of my hobbies. Just felt like ranting. 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I have been feeling really overwhelmed and worried lately that maybe I was in over my head when I decided to transfer from a community college to a 4 year university. My meds haven't been working correctly and I have been procrastinating almost everything. I was starting to lose hope until I went back and looked at my old coursework for reference to help me with a paper that I am currently working. I found a folder of all the responses my teacher gave to me for my assignments for that class. This class was extremely significant in my academic career because we were required to write 12+ papers every other week, which was insane because I had failed English 3 times (ok 5 times, but that was because of an online class idk... WHATEVER YES 5 TIMES) due to not even turning in specific papers. I ended up writing 75+ pages of writing over the entire semester and received an A+ in the course. The thing that I looked most forward to were my teachers responses to each paper because I put so much work and love into those things and I wanted to know what she thought. On the last response to my last paper she said the words I never thought I would hear, ""You are the type of student college is meant for."" Even typing these words makes me tear up quite a bit. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I was going to finish out that semester with straight A's for the first time in my life, write almost 100 pages of writings THAT I ENJOYED WHILE DOING IT, and be told that I was meant for college. I was so close to quitting college the semester before, I thought that maybe I just wasn't cut out for it, or smart/driven enough for it. And those same thoughts have started to creep back into my mind, but after reading those words once more I remember how capable I am of succeeding and how much I truly deserve to be here. I had been joking to everyone about how I didn't understand why I even got accepted and that it must have been a mistake or a fluke, but honestly FUCK THAT. I deserve to be here, I worked my ass off for it and I'm not gonna let my head get in the way of being a fucking trail blazer at this damn college. My teacher was right when she said that I am the type of student meant for college, and I just need to remember those words when things start to get out of control. Not sure why I wrote this but I did :)",6.456986636245112,6.051420269067798,6.715,79.25333767926989,65.58898305084746,9.634419817470663,34.25554106910039,9.057496981413335,2.8471027379400264,1885,76,368,28,26,609,223,472,0.059000000000000004,0.8220000000000001,0.12,0.9818,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,12,18,17,4,1,24,2,42,7,3,5,6,83,81,28,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,31,22,0,2,18,3,0,5,8,8,0,1,38,6,57,9,66,35,11,57,0,3,2,4,20,24,4,6,29,270,88,35,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978717231559194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805809322125676,0.0,0.21889645787977552,0.0,0.07638927134518032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800765953740412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068681464102802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951125400168392,0.09275836594056096,0.0,0.1778804716253171,0.0,0.07563669407323527,0.0857808935628358,0.08068119145350958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045391367879117794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635992873940588,0.0,0.0984302501831193,0.0,0.16598534227347153,0.09380422075349347,0.0,0.051019437198617776,0.0,0.07179878592002513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426372864375687,0.0,0.10117945103154984,0.0,0.06017220946954465,0.0,0.0,0.0891637483732544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049336286214405535,0.1463521536058249,0.1012666086932819,0.0,0.0,0.0917978457258992,0.06340854490041292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077156574762174,0.1004317886805498,0.0,0.0,0.08102264092218855,0.0,0.05992343756174449,0.0,0.18037587106340972,0.0,0.0997163386502445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064402370507346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131985345454608,0.06656472326796413,0.13847524066346253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420050342317428,0.09560413922923422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024555048072136,0.0,0.19096692292857687,0.08979618938747379,0.0,0.05751017521428841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338811599739487,0.07666470853994226,0.17078726099756494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062302978164036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460894942012102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892137586913975,0.057522206022406215,0.0,0.2850754307076952,0.209386857557298,0.0,0.0,0.0857808935628358,0.0,0.0,0.09764604402240236,0.0,0.09345570954281383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294979007459253,0.07125675237802702,0.07200959988358162,0.0,0.0,0.0832194468275253,0.16201034573638562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26142003739135417,0.09116771785453127,0.0,0.06377137912145801,0.0,0.0,0.05781015763214769 adhd,anxqprna,2019/02/01,"One small change to the daily routine and all hell breaks loose Here I am stuck at work unmedicated, ready to lose it on the next customer who talks to me (for interrupting my workflow/thought process), endlessly frustrated having to count the same pills over 5 times (because every number I've ever thought about is running through my head at the same time). All this because I got up early to cook a piece of fish I had thawing in the fridge. Nice try, self. 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Any suggestions? I am a 20 year old ADHD male and I have been lurking here for a while. I am going to school to be a Technology and engineering HS teacher. To be accepted into the teaching program you must have an ACT score of 22 or higher. I took the ACT in HS and I got a 20. I really struggle with math and got a 17 on that part of the test really bringing me down. I am just looking for some advice from my fellow ADHD brains. How did you deal with this test? Any suggestions are welcome. ps. I was taking medication when I took the test the first time. I have sense stopped taking it. 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I've struggled with sustained focus issues my whole life. I'm generally very competent and driven and can handle anything life throws at me and have learned to work with some of my ADHD tendencies, but I've always had a lot of trouble specifically with studying and homework. I'm just godawful at focusing on it. I became a software developer because I love technology and it's a flexible/well-paying career, but lately I've been performing very poorly at work. My last two jobs involved a lot of task-switching and collaboration and responding to streams of problems and wearing multiple hats, which I seemed to do pretty well at. But this new job is a very solo pure ""heads down"" coding position where it truly feels like I'm working on homework. It's frustrating since I know most engineers thrive in this kind of role, but I feel like I'm drowning. I know I can probably do better by going on medication (it worked decently for me in college, but I didn't feel like I needed it outside of the realm of homework and studying) or really amping up my game on organization and focus techniques... which I'm going to probably try. But I'm also feeling... is it worth always fighting this uphill battle? I don't know if I'll ever truly succeed at this kind of role. Maybe I should just be in a different kind of coding-adjacent job that better matches how I function? Does anyone have experience with this kind of decision?",7.841075268817207,7.5398932508960606,8.623856630824374,66.36245161290324,62.72759856630825,11.310967741935485,37.59641577060932,10.793553405168565,4.297572329749105,1183,53,194,27,15,401,153,279,0.07400000000000001,0.762,0.163,0.9813,4,0,0,0,2,0,34.0,0,0,0,10,7,19,3,1,9,0,15,6,2,1,2,46,34,20,1,4,10,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,16,14,0,0,11,1,2,4,2,7,1,1,5,4,18,12,35,27,5,23,0,0,0,1,7,15,0,7,7,124,34,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972641159331755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966776196979218,0.16578714507649794,0.10794050995030956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965809266448005,0.0,0.08198050467254347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318029707684065,0.060728711001665436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621531364935758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408389701654668,0.0,0.0,0.08717997607677487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011389811727093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744953539949676,0.0,0.0,0.2014877198910333,0.21351015674361404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323507697156733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224102146999517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124612313388815,0.0,0.10397959575951923,0.29657870401898706,0.0,0.0,0.4149643714725517,0.16424911191878572,0.08120531256545889,0.11237807451102214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073207892320425,0.14601098627654502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939030356409787,0.08991283993928731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008379533943614,0.0,0.0,0.1003587907584718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386852910093647,0.0,0.0962156505107284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013514963336182,0.214818959026254,0.09532490093630017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382047190844649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069222352333743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240843533662119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414665520019632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763687043238233,0.0,0.09731632165228543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465960115254537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914447439284992,0.0,0.0,0.11122452335098834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901043178963367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HoundHammer,2019/02/01,"So, I've finally been diagnosed after knowing I had it since i was 12. I'm going through some things though. (Panic disorder trigger, just fyi) I'm 28 now. I knew I had ADHD to some degree since I was around twelve. Read an article in a science magazine and everything made sense. I struggled to try and convince my mom, who is a social worker in education, for years. Was never able to. Mom is a narcissist though so good luck with that. The whole having ADHD, not being able to deal with it and not being diagnosed pretty much made me being a slow paced guy. I've left three degrees unfinished, between many things. Anyway a couple of years ago I was diagnosed with panic disorder that pretty much fucked up my life. I had a very strong episode that led me to the hospital and turned everything around. Now I live with it constantly even though I've been treated for it. Episodes happen from time to time. It sucks, but most of the time I can handle it. So for those of you who don't know panic disorder is an anxiety disorder that makes you feel like you're gonna die right there and right now. It's shit. So last month I went to my psychiatrist so I could talk about the increase I had in the last months in panic episodes, and finally decided it was time to address ADHD, figure it out if really had it or it was just me being lazy or whatever shit my family told me all my life. Turns out I have it. That made sense to me. It was great. I could finally, you know, put a name to the beast and understand what was happening. It made me happy as hell. The psychiatrist gave me a prescription to Ritalin, 10mg. Because of the panic disorder I'm completely afraid of taking stuff that may make my body feel differently, most of my panic episodes are related to my body, how it feels, how every single hearth burn is death itself coming. So I delayed forever, till this week to take the pills. I took it this week. It felt great, like I was finally working properly. My brain wasn't going everywhere to avoid me doing what I have to do. I wrote a papper to university in 6 hours. I was completely dumbfounded. Like this is how it is being able to focus for a while. It felt freaking great. But at the same time the panic episodes came. They were there telling me that I'd be having every single adverse reaction. I could handle them. But they came. Anyway I was studying today, Ritalin taken, and everything was great till I finished what I was doing. A presentation for today that got delayed since November, could have started there but I mean, ADHD right. I finally finished it about 20 minutes ago and I felt COMPLETELY stressed out. Now, after writing this wall of text I feel like I'm back to normal. But that made me notice how I'm feeling stressed out after taking the pills and doing what I have to do. Okay, this week was hectic, I had like a papper, two exams and a presentation to do, but I don't know. Is that normal? Or is that a panic disorder again? Sorry for the wall of text. And the disconnection. And any grammar mistakes, English isn't my native language. And thanks for the help, if you can give any. tl;dr person with panic disorder and ADHD took Ritalin 10mg for the first week and felt completely stressed out after doing things. Is that normal? Thanks! 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I found this community about 2 days ago and after looking through the posts here haven’t ever related to anything so much in particular, it’s weird. Multiple times I’ve thought I might have had ADHD after researching symptoms, but I always get met with “You have too good of grades in school for that,”, or “You can focus on your art or video games, you don’t have ADHD.” How did you all convince your parents to let you see a doctor? Even if it’s late in my school life, I’d like to see if I can fix some of the issues I have or if I even have it ADHD at all.",4.8727083333333345,4.155744187500005,5.934166666666666,84.5775,68.93055555555556,8.866666666666667,28.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.5896,529,15,119,6,8,177,88,144,0.01,0.9059999999999999,0.084,0.8782,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,0,15,5,0,2,3,19,24,12,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,17,4,20,15,4,18,0,0,4,0,11,7,0,9,11,84,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785418181498462,0.0,0.10668164311870364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013955469599037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903652334290472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761479669293543,0.0,0.0,0.12215114756124205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463634846729928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589780377536806,0.10886206678110648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195586806187395,0.0,0.0,0.1257542000997342,0.0,0.0,0.10094257337626054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715474930864445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125612518534206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357582981953633,0.0,0.0,0.2461288962780353,0.08500567223295802,0.05879617562109093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101062390882185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767069125480995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846996120861217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262854577525221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672654319204429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526055160918793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653971818342585,0.19180427264636907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611043087699914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508812437391634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554322947509347,0.07017615138211775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750045863900565 adhd,Kitsunate-,2019/02/01,"Did I just take my pills?? I had a scattered morning, I took my pills out before I went to drop my gf off at work. I ran some errands, made food when I got home, sat down to watch a show before work annnnd I don’t know if I took them. I don’t want to double up. Does anyone have a system they use for keeping track of taking their medication. 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I've been struggling lately with getting an ADD diagnosis. I'm 99% sure I have ADD, and my doctor's willing to refer me to a psychologist but she's asked me to think about the potential consequences it could have when I'm applying for jobs in the future. According to her, they might see it as a risk they're not willing to take. &#x200B; Is this something anyone has come across while applying for jobs? Does anyone have any advice about the pros and cons of a diagnosis?",5.623246753246755,7.051988525252526,6.1358152958152985,76.2618181818182,67.78787878787878,9.697546897546898,30.304473304473305,9.957137785484203,3.0300897546897536,420,16,76,10,7,136,71,99,0.069,0.914,0.018000000000000002,-0.5775,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,7,0,11,1,0,2,1,15,19,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,14,14,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,50,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870745764419364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742696079137732,0.2326225736617099,0.13018689497297292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677209226187428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897211124341256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649100404080732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285058935560755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959486531327783,0.1675318885170649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002036693075757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699289287999839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595453334562847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030893501049202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255421857689072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738114439945366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013639156150992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804315008141304,0.0,0.1439403046137128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266808693282458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326225736617099,0.0 adhd,icandoyouonebetter,2019/02/01,"Help! I don’t even know where to begin it’s all such a mess. I’m a 33 year old new mom. I work for a state agency and have in the past been a teacher. I have ALWAYS struggled to keep up and stay organized at jobs. I have always been a generally happy, kind person, but sometimes I say off the wall of stupid things and offend people unknowingly. I recently returned from maternity leave, which was already hard, to a bad performance review about my many mistakes, which completely blind sided me. I never knew I had this issue until I went to marriage counseling and the psychologist suggested I should get tested. I was, but because I have had addiction issues (self medicating the stress and humiliation/failures I have experienced) the doctor was reticent to try medications and I gave up. Now I have a baby to support who is in daycare and I’m flailing. It’s all so much. The review felt so personal after I had worked my ass off during my pregnancy. I just want to do a good job for once and be recognized. I’ve been told I’m smart all my life, but that has never once translated to academic or professional success. I always barely squeak by with Herculean effort and it’s killing me. I don’t know if I can handle getting fired from yet another job without a full blown breakdown and I can’t do that with a three month old child who needs health insurance. Please, where should I begin?!!",3.3327881040892184,5.646456434944238,4.836883271375466,79.54928773234201,75.72862453531599,7.872773234200745,26.373382899628247,8.726425361277474,2.2199827806691443,1107,42,202,24,25,370,163,269,0.166,0.737,0.09699999999999999,-0.9693,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,10,14,3,2,16,0,26,8,1,0,5,36,44,18,1,6,7,1,3,0,0,2,7,1,0,4,11,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,14,6,28,6,27,27,5,31,0,0,1,1,13,12,1,3,16,140,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220019088133934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349900092480012,0.0,0.2793622468709031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735074982751036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344284876471427,0.06822124898835719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733886269793695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454790406270955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391761421485825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745422392282586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169400576357917,0.0,0.0,0.09386748386267213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913368417971662,0.10025224669022588,0.0,0.0,0.11895850006246345,0.0,0.0,0.07501306004057849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361661313128654,0.3331697524580874,0.0994735957323394,0.12381537631141855,0.1165403778566522,0.12300913769348988,0.0,0.0,0.11849992156241562,0.0,0.0,0.07904760399579165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134624210070166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254815536037437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107138919139294,0.08932804984712747,0.0,0.08226908011475023,0.08298222098046003,0.1726287206933848,0.1080864675340984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486815862102545,0.2383678146224681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683381422281248,0.07758652284164358,0.1954365819841761,0.0,0.12284708851392673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050078532547432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899786982339086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674987668895855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068501805036066,0.0,0.0,0.11928458243937726,0.0,0.0,0.12819619438103733,0.1169959773314195,0.0,0.0,0.12699777500712234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435015837007929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693786011664244,0.0,0.07598171774853356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600930590743509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374465914495733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788033276390448,0.0,0.1629482873698797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720684326476406 adhd,thatjoeg,2019/02/01,"Ritalin to Focalin Hey guys so I'm back on 10 mgs of ritalin three times a day after about a year of being off the 30mg/day dose and since the recent dose adjustment to three times a day, the physical stimulation is noticeable again like back when I was on 30mgs/day. And I'm wondering if any of you have experience with switching to Focalin, and like why psychiatrists try patients on Focalin. I'm wondering if Focalin would feel less like I'm on a drug or whatnot ",6.917173913043477,6.494064195652179,7.618608695652174,73.21334782608697,64.65217391304348,11.707826086956524,36.87826086956522,11.20814326018867,4.142240869565217,374,17,72,10,5,125,56,92,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,5,5,0,1,0,13,12,8,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,14,9,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,14,42,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239596839563192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29940939349422496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022361245138529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257787472319609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904443106937802,0.0,0.0,0.09844118232734916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192773843352078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853472981801328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165600974198274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223302128068476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104969201440467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705076741288624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132181822254702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567756523690795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222662941972182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383022863748068,0.0,0.0,0.12537406413912308 adhd,angelces,2019/02/01,"Site/App blocking tools? I've been using a basic one called ""Win the Day"" it's a chrome extension where you can set focus windows and focus goals. Essentially blocks reddit, facebook and this forum i waste time on. &#x200B; I also started using the screen time limits on my IOS devices. I set my phone to disable everything at 930 pm, which is way earlier than i go to bed. It keeps me from getting hyperfixated on the internet when i should be winding down for bed. I also have time limits on some apps (reddit, instagram, a news group of apps that shares one limit) it works really well if you are disciplined enough. You can release apps from the limits if you want or prevent yourself from doing that based on a setting. &#x200B; Does anyone have any other tools they'd recommend? ",5.373450834879407,7.10454530612245,5.756512059369204,77.59335807050094,68.72789115646259,8.066542980828695,29.00989486703773,8.575989854853784,2.347087074829932,628,23,106,10,11,201,102,147,0.05,0.855,0.094,0.6545,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,1,7,5,3,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,2,0,20,18,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,14,3,15,14,2,19,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,4,6,69,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643314803906136,0.0,0.358138274300986,0.40164039803123786,0.1123887408954468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556008540926625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687583577913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658497828583252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446282132635406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076728954307244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485333235651241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634634926643055,0.0,0.09392630967651858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689888159014233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239814092627432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587569803444324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697840868663835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891094439442289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854790952884497,0.0,0.0,0.09748007137929712,0.13118301882371394,0.0,0.0,0.1485968820676033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031796475957902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40164039803123786,0.0 adhd,stardust2467,2019/02/01,"Wellbutrin for ADHD? Hey there everyone, I was just curious if anyone has any experience using Wellbutrin for the symptoms of ADHD. I have Bipolar Disorder so stimulants that are usually used to treat ADHD like Adderall and Ritalin are dangerous for me to take. As a result, my psychiatrist is prescribing Wellbutrin instead. I read a lot of positive reviews online (and some negative) but was wondering if anyone on here had any feedback! Thanks.",5.754473684210527,9.091404184210523,6.90184210526316,62.50039473684211,72.94736842105263,10.642105263157896,38.44736842105263,10.411451182825502,5.798531578947369,362,22,46,13,8,121,59,76,0.049,0.804,0.147,0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,8,3,0,4,0,13,13,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,9,10,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,39,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6602843819720092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490785506402355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561069583685314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098905906450481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499502021592406,0.0,0.179142890301373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947136925829974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569632243550008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318631719152312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903492131497096,0.13769605020282813,0.0,0.0,0.1686077213680943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163427169216265,0.2016992653327909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860400172566067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SelectAdvice,2019/02/01,"Homeschooling. Yes or No? My 6-year-old son was just recently diagnosed with ADHD, and while that's been a bit overwhelming, it wasn't totally unexpected (I've had my suspicions since he learned how to walk and get into things). He's having a really difficult time in school. Not just struggling with learning, but also with kids teasing and making fun of him. He's immature for his age, and that just isn't helping. My husband and I have been talking about homeschooling him in order to remove the distraction (and trauma) of the other students. That being said, I was also homeschooled, and I hated every minute of it. I was starved for socialization and am convinced that I would have turned out much better had I been in public school. I realize, however, that my son is a different person with different needs, and that homeschooling might do him good. I'm relatively confident that I would do well teaching him, however, the socialization bit terrifies me, since I'm not great at that myself. I'm also not fond of the fact that every homeschool co-op here is filled solely with extremely religious people, and I'm not religious at all. If we do homeschool him, I've considered maybe only homeschooling until middle school. Does anyone have any experience with this? Were any of you homeschooled? Did you hate it/love it? What are some things you wished were done differently? I don't want to isolate or shelter him. I just want to help him, but I feel completely lost.",5.565571428571432,7.5733124777777805,5.944285714285716,75.34500000000003,68.66666666666667,9.735449735449736,30.264550264550266,10.07000556051586,3.344010582010582,1179,47,199,31,21,378,149,270,0.161,0.732,0.107,-0.9436,5,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,3,0,2,11,16,3,3,7,1,30,1,0,2,3,49,46,21,0,7,13,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,17,19,0,0,4,0,0,3,8,9,1,0,15,2,29,7,26,27,6,17,0,2,0,0,28,8,0,5,5,144,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610809663148588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717051476017989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403184611812665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918913029605261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016307437494862,0.2472858856886307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187436149207565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494941021951326,0.0,0.3549758384398233,0.0,0.0,0.0991084627884278,0.11589713877139048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908410727563772,0.0,0.0,0.11078316475316807,0.0,0.0,0.05726411926162912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917001773087605,0.0,0.0,0.09499124246723616,0.0,0.12486183142362894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223627779715778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182219617069198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362902702110334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559725638233432,0.0,0.1137778599226484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201435349160362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325398546071405,0.08397566387479663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883997144337648,0.0,0.0,0.08613400925851883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851536975490546,0.0988881505196568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255277128899347,0.0,0.1118236737551062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772953690420507,0.0,0.0,0.3438542444037369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873681025060043,0.0,0.0,0.23089434077254786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839662461432646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102847080042492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504805206357123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603873458336007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318674169979235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359910641091804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182804740896323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302353598609355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090336247257028,0.0,0.0,0.0729312183320179 adhd,AccomplishingNothing,2019/02/01,"Study habits Currently trying to finish some school work (a short research paper, discussions, and a test) and I am having SUCH a hard time starting. It’s miserable. I have zero interest in what I’m about to write. None. I am home alone and there is no chaos going on. I tend to work best with noise. Reruns of Supernatural isn’t cutting it, so here I am, posting on reddit instead of buckling down and doing my work. 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I don't enjoy anything long term. My interests and hobbies are forever changing and I never know what's next. I don't have a identity. It feels like I don't belong to any norm. I hate the fact I cannot be passionate about anything. I find it difficult to maintain friendships as my common interests change as fast as they arise. Now in my second year in University I've become socially isolated. I desperately want to change, but I'm afraid I will never be able to change. Will I ever be able to settle down? Live a stable life? Maintain the things I have rather than forever chasing my next impulse? I'm sorry for the incoherent rant. I'm burnt out and don't know what to do. 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I'm Fucked. I'm fucked. Woke up 3 hours late for work today. Gonna lose my job any day now. I've set 5 alarms on my phone, 3 on my tablet, and the alarm clock and I slept right through them. Fuuuuuuuuuuuck.",-2.043125,-0.27503572916666386,1.2541666666666664,96.7575,104.20833333333334,3.233333333333334,10.166666666666668,5.148860815047168,-2.062008333333333,167,2,46,1,8,59,35,48,0.382,0.618,0.0,-0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,5,6,0,11,0,1,0,3,2,4,3,0,6,14,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438589203036292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653805921066669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.711215371884453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525387005381471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544740637766125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892720034785095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868873076667005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189957195329316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430722057890131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668912423706124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DemonHunter0419,2019/02/01,"How do i ask my parents? So im pretty young 12 (almost 13) and so far i've done pretty well at school, im in pre ap classes and make relatively good grades. But i've always been very fidgety, impulsive, and forgetful,so i asked my adhd friends about it and they all told me i probably have adhd. But the problem is how do i ask my parents to get me tested for adhd, and where do i go from there?",0.783088235294116,2.5127997058823546,3.4078676470588256,89.5541544117647,81.35294117647058,6.132352941176473,22.389705882352942,7.1686216300943375,0.7219705882352945,305,10,68,4,8,107,57,85,0.061,0.7659999999999999,0.174,0.8757,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,13,14,11,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,11,3,6,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,41,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363176349666752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489549305288539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377465196418858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417192732087865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152226259626492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492642128314595,0.0,0.07771745339607929,0.0,0.08453992157128179,0.12476720039295808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213581543887902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929397480473827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303458450403507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026711432651765,0.1603812037206808,0.14233680701199206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054626897943651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214014133250924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273704127557206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374707043209605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jiggjuggjogg,2019/02/01,"Been denied any medication despite an ADHD diagnosis because I used to have an eating disorder. What non-medication based treatments/techniques have helped you? I was putting all of my hopes on this assessment, yet because I had an eating disorder 7(!) years ago apparently in my country no ADHD medications can be described to anyone with an ED history, as it can lead to weight loss. Pretty dismayed especially as I'm in my last year of uni, have a myriad of other health issues, and I'm seeing all the hard work of my entire academic life going down the drain, and feel like something that could actually help me exists but is being held from me 'in my best interest'. I've been referred to some counselling for 'coping techniques' instead but this isn't going to happen for another month or two at least. I've got some longstanding ones of my own but I'm finding it super hard to keep them going when I've got so much work, so much pressure, and so little concentration, time and energy. If anyone has any tips (especially for uni!) that have actually helped, and are actually possible to put in place even in the depths of this, I'd be really grateful.",7.623740399385562,7.545625778801845,8.374020737327191,67.23341205837175,63.10138248847926,11.472964669738865,35.13402457757296,11.038039088145766,4.045077112135177,922,37,157,23,12,311,135,217,0.07400000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.115,0.9388,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,6,7,8,0,1,8,0,18,7,0,2,2,24,33,16,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,6,3,2,3,0,0,6,2,3,0,2,7,5,13,5,28,22,9,25,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,5,9,105,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.3281789560627352,0.0,0.2694437376643273,0.0,0.09936948293210604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246306929768522,0.1175461470590082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567652165993183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666968430830995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764155647228836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950236504970027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569515808100961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294116404090475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404069222840089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668089816024894,0.08008393733777545,0.0,0.0,0.10245695326428687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112626425464807,0.0,0.1793124932300037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912925741820834,0.0,0.20083834742882387,0.0,0.0,0.11915657431089825,0.0,0.0,0.2254138861448241,0.0,0.0,0.11134014190957048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700280059105367,0.0,0.09963922624805238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137609089195503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791792238022268,0.054766175314268084,0.11235319368483568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451732344791484,0.2258569962097157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947678731715547,0.0,0.1648121278098683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596155284270624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712016534024546,0.0,0.0,0.12637539370751474,0.0,0.1140455377663998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538200962948324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718138389920341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932882377819712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629970641980098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653661461630005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095049667520446,0.0,0.0,0.0968180147344428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650704600179356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632196077003948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437686328827973 adhd,SirNigelP,2019/02/01,"I may have just accidentally taken melatonin right before work. I may or may not have just switched my melatonin with my allergy medicine. I was on autopilot. I'm not sure how melatonin works during the day after sleep. It's not strong, but it does help me close my eyes after about 45 mins at night. Right when I will be sitting down in my office. Today is going to be interesting.",3.1412548262548228,5.4760053648648634,4.0004247104247135,85.21040540540544,76.43243243243244,6.390733590733591,24.08494208494209,7.447530270364453,1.1282185328185337,303,10,58,4,7,97,55,74,0.067,0.8390000000000001,0.095,0.6209,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,2,1,1,14,13,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,9,5,0,16,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,4,7,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252197806124881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911407747707176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593643980745856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843975475398185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865746787049854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781328344906058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062143141439132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965943426202978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27933492552723305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093386985682656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315367769988789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,needs_more_advice85,2019/02/01,How does the medication feel? I heard people saying it works like magic and the before and after feeling is like night and day. Is it true? Does it help you read/work longer? Does it stop the fidgeting?,1.0223076923076917,3.6190070000000034,2.0732051282051285,91.77596153846157,94.3846153846154,4.651282051282052,14.192307692307693,6.42735559955562,-0.3974307692307688,159,3,31,2,6,50,28,39,0.048,0.672,0.281,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170382393672967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287137415617402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223066531211694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970938100889644,0.16934162717146586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888310663268054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316118200472469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879314952320546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244625019195216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433388766221965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371044317539889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885039489601148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817629246076546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451363016492883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnhappyTop,2019/02/01,"Maximizing Adderall effects I took my first Adderall yesterday and it was amazing. My brain was quiet. I didn't realize how loud it was until it wasn't. I'm suppose to take 2 doses a day, morning and at noon. I would like to maximize the positive effects of the medicine. I took my first one at 4 yesterday and had an incredible evening. I was patient with my children, I enjoyed being around them and bedtime was the calmest it's ever been because I wasn't losing my mind, even after the 10th drink of water. I'm currently a stay-at-home mother since the preschool my youngest attended closed. I would like for most evenings to be this way. I would like to be able to be a calm parent for the majority of the day ,while also being able to utilize the focusing power of the meds to get my coding done, as well as studying for my personal trainer exam. I have been up since 4, and am now drinking a cup of coffee (530), I plan on taking the meds around 730. I intend to cut down on my coffee, as I usually have 3 a day. I know people usually take the meds for the straight 8 hours of productivity, but I think I'll be needing to use mine for 2 separate periods of productivity. I'm still new at this so, I may be figuring this out in time on my own but any suggestions would be appreciated. &#x200B; TL;DR; Best way to space out Adderall for all day benefits?",4.636548202614378,5.3498933492647085,6.137892156862744,77.9714869281046,69.55147058823529,9.279738562091504,32.75816993464052,9.444778638647367,2.9808424836601306,1069,48,210,22,18,365,147,272,0.006,0.862,0.132,0.9803,3,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,8,12,11,1,0,18,0,28,5,1,5,2,32,41,15,0,5,2,2,0,3,0,5,1,2,0,2,7,11,3,0,6,2,0,3,3,2,1,3,14,2,28,9,42,14,5,43,0,1,0,0,6,16,0,2,25,148,35,1,0.2131150638879616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521401979742553,0.0,0.1154550413420366,0.12947906461501854,0.07246277573537484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897175898776439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649564824417968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182555569791734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895344634112585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27488317127677603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904535116358086,0.0,0.2087716288580135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114073464294272,0.0963873881771646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812755644732193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055671912440787806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049377045845688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856123283620456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617588303696628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192106218842406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35508418894118543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759273112562172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790110597508771,0.0,0.10291392835350628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220614137584358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831952899007532,0.0,0.0,0.07387357580544128,0.09304192677787572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762909831184258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135761511215196,0.08509698265643842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403540083202007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827776386514234,0.0,0.0,0.062134553789507774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677867749966675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203149485529426,0.2347161342031498,0.0,0.0,0.16916081802456331,0.0,0.0,0.09580801826276987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027816536322221,0.0,0.12947906461501854,0.0 adhd,Beba1234-,2019/02/01,"Vyvanse and Adderall hairloss? Ive been on a 50mg of Vyvanse and 10mg Adderall for about a year. I have noticed a lot of thinning on top. Not sure if it MPB or drug induced thinning. When I researched if amphetamines cause hairloss or thinning, all inquiries said that it was not a side affect. Any advice or tips. Im a male that is 30yo and curious if it would subside once stopped.",2.6041558441558443,4.64703876623377,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,76.92207792207795,5.43896103896104,33.077922077922075,6.1826913282559595,1.824719480519481,303,17,59,2,7,98,52,77,0.055,0.8859999999999999,0.059000000000000004,0.0613,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,3,2,19,7,10,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,6,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,3,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28754747159044514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010689424336675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30228608314318023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412481848369972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178513010481573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501693337109767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350169664328615,0.0,0.3133773020898115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799086499507941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460145405632084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773365726180099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903386506844995,0.0,0.0,0.1894937957519884 adhd,akashinga,2019/02/01,"Whack-a-mole level: professional Lawyer here. When I get to the point that I take a whole day out to consolidate a Master To-do list (which includes buying a new binder and pens), then wake up the next morning and decide I need to make a fresh start, and re-engage in the day-to-day whack-a-mole that is my life (top tip for getting to the next level is marking all emails as read). Am I alone here?",9.824658634538153,4.878140783132533,9.274698795180722,77.84489959839357,62.85542168674698,12.030522088353415,34.89558232931727,7.793537801064563,2.3574931726907624,307,6,71,2,3,99,56,83,0.028999999999999998,0.938,0.033,0.0772,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,0,3,2,1,1,1,8,9,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,7,37,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070725937430405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683374214123492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529388738399448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709782972462112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158086162579652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948879064953352,0.0,0.23378874551747195,0.5148796415909308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883050919603906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213139703460676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713354832494951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200342423446536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702579221465317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thelonezev,2019/02/01,"my mind running away with me and taking on an endless cycle of unhappiness i feel like my mind thinks that a normal healthy situation is an alien concept to tge point where whenever i find myself content i end up thinking the worst of myself and start beating myself over little things till i become suoer depressed and unhappy. this has happened so many times and i think my girlfriend is getting tired of it (honestly i cant blame her cuz im also lol) but i don't know how to stop it cuz whenever i feel these depression episodes come i cant communicate them cuz i get too defensive and flustered that i forget the problem and said problem ends up dormant at the back of my mind festering and fermenting untill i have an episode and while things do calm down after it doesn't take long gor the whole cycle to start again. sigh. 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From reading the posts I can't seem to tell if people feel like they have ADHD or actually have been diagnosed and medicated.,6.801818181818181,7.350849939393942,8.366212121212126,64.4693181818182,64.75757575757576,12.660606060606062,34.68181818181819,12.161744961471696,4.696527272727273,140,6,25,5,2,49,29,33,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,7,6,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.2395111794703877,0.0,0.2949676672590617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982269273378585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410035915776693,0.1753402946842504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990815683588395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488346701327508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945040614684046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015516368061284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350608717888677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455034927271053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343669416973785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145228207260295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CompetitiveClothes,2019/02/01,Ritalin LA beads not dissolving in my digestive system I've been taking Ritalin LA for 3 months now and have noticed it's not as effective anymore. I've been noticing alot of the beads in my toilet. I'm wondering what might be causing this. I have tried different types of food while taking my dose but I still see beads in the toilet. Half of the beads in the capsule are supposed to dissolve immediately while the other half dissolve about 4 hours later. ,5.796896551724139,7.097372310344831,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,67.27586206896552,9.47816091954023,32.89080459770115,9.725611199111238,3.308480459770116,369,16,64,8,6,120,58,87,0.022000000000000002,0.978,0.0,-0.1967,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,7,5,0,2,0,9,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,5,0,11,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,7,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358543984546186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443075440447793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484721913354652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28757393974988193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342056513740119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229036032352786,0.0,0.0,0.18982634932049006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415212730370857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189512442448382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992405381759148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576233938147028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146475961344206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790658852483583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,audlyprzyyy,2019/02/01,"Eczema and ADD/ADHD Duuuudes...does anyone else have eczema? I just found out that people who have ADD/ADHD are more likely to have eczema and there is a strong association with having eczema and trouble sleeping in childhood to future diagnosis of attention deficit disorders! They are not saying that it’s a causation but they are saying that they are comorbid issues.",8.578384615384618,9.697132646153849,8.17519230769231,65.39355769230771,61.0,10.807692307692307,33.17307692307692,10.686352973137794,3.8569230769230765,302,11,45,7,4,96,46,65,0.065,0.9,0.035,-0.2124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,0,0,10,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,6,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033696624996633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552342587574654,0.2572061096518917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876978881307076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970026297359712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752373815671916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26200623891317826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226387705359618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403002952248545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39925237903534144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512075885689269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fairnin,2019/02/01,"How to tell my parents that I might be fired from my first job out of college? So I might be fired on Tuesday. I work at a small daily newspaper, and the number of articles I put out is below par (I'm supposed to put out at least 7 per week, and I average 4). My supervisor really likes me as a person, and says my other coworkers (two total, that's how small this operation is) like me as well. He said our business manager wanted to speak with him about my issues, and my boss isn't sure what will come of that. My question is, how do I tell my parents about this? This is my first job out of college, and I've been here three months. They're always telling me and everyone who will listen about how proud they and how much they like seeing my articles. Also: today's my birthday. Happy birthday to me, I guess",2.8582900834105662,4.232637813253014,4.4598795180722925,85.83085727525491,74.48192771084337,7.517330861909176,24.817423540315108,8.139509932561175,1.3880876737720111,631,20,132,10,13,212,96,166,0.055,0.8340000000000001,0.111,0.8172,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,4,12,7,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,6,2,26,20,16,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,4,0,4,0,1,9,13,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,7,26,7,23,12,3,19,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,4,9,97,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714300600239815,0.1218862187830787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618278443045058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399715053880703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919801445414266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136837092872516,0.0,0.0,0.15593468112110406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289098261355455,0.290725048175722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469369063354404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107922309763125,0.0,0.0,0.11692193575638185,0.0,0.10768241460969023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253057496321529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790396478097696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945132658500152,0.16409533005508806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938412444255905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393395955092459,0.1164897614551468,0.0,0.0,0.11672858747114387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805920558477716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38409977537913736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884947190575836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309334377646407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639991400059283,0.0,0.11750043254928676,0.0,0.13170648779524655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664191830045973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meghank95,2019/02/01,"Therapy for adhd? What forms of therapy (or self-help/therapeutic techniques) have you found helpful with your ADHD? I also deal with depression/anxiety and while therapy has always been recommended for that, I realized that my ADHD was never addressed as something I could help with techniques or better understanding of how my brain works. They just kinda put me on meds and then left me to it. There are so many things that I didn’t realize may be caused by my ADHD; hypersensitivity, extreme emotions, etc. I guess my real question is whether people believe or have found that therapy has been helpful for their ADHD and if so, what technique or style have you found works best? I realize this is a bit rambling but I would really love to talk to some of you about your experiences. 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Phew, first ever post. I’ve been lurking on here for some weeks now, relating SO hard and I feel like I finally found that one piece of the puzzle that suddenly makes the whole image come together. My life has been a series of.. ‘phew’s. Academically, privately, financially and just in every aspect of my life I’ve always felt like I’m struggling to keep up, and by sheer luck or at the last minute (with all the accompanying stress) I’ve made it on average. Add to that misophonia, impulsiveness, lack of filter, fickleness with friends/hobbies, RSD, social awkwardness, executive dysfunction, hyperfocusing and soooo many more separate issues.. I feel so conflicted, on one hand I feel like I’m a hard-working, responsible and pretty smart type A personality, but flip the coin and I’ve literally failed every level of school, crashed every car I’ve owned and usually last in a job for under 2 years before I start having issues with productivity and following through. Not to mention finances and anything to do with paperwork and appointments. Or getting out of bed some days, lol. What I’m wanting to ask, what did getting diagnosed and medicated do for you when it comes to retaining and doing well at work? I’m currently struggling in a job that I really like, but the responsibilities and expectations are really messing with my focus, and I feel like I’m acheiving even less because I can’t stay productive and stay focused on any one thing. In the past it’s also prevented me from creative ventures that might lead to running my own business because I feel like I’m too fickle to actually follow through and the pressure of expectation making me unable to follow through with giving customers what I’ve promised. I’m planning to go to a clinic that specifies in ADHD next week and see if I can get solid answers, it apparently runs in my family and would explain sooo so much. I guess what I’m looking for is a bit of a ‘yeah it helps’ to give me the boost I need to make the call and book the appointment.. 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Your experience?? I tried adderall first and it didnt do jack shit, it just made me sweaty and hyper. Then concerta, it worked but now I went from “ive never experienced anxiety” to full on panic attack after a cup of coffee. So i quit that and it only worked for 3 HOURS! Which wasnt enough for studying in the evening! After i come home from classes at 6pm i want to study but i still want to be focused and be abled to sleep too. whats a medication that has a lasting focus effect? 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Im on ritalin la 40mg and this absolutely kills my appetite, I eat a big breakfast in the morning and skip lunch and my next meal is when i come home I am able to eat breakfast fine however after i come home, despite having a grumbling stomach, after I take my first bite of food, I quickly feel satiated but not in a good way, as I didn't finish my meal, i am also trying to gain weight which is making it more hard Any advice to increase appetite? or should i just go ahead and force feed myself ",4.602593984962407,4.715551464912284,5.8737092731829605,81.95763157894739,69.43859649122807,8.268671679197995,29.44360902255639,7.957251820313856,1.8503398496240604,433,15,89,5,7,146,76,114,0.069,0.8270000000000001,0.105,0.6079,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,0,4,0,8,15,1,2,0,14,14,10,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,6,12,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,4,16,2,13,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,58,19,0,0.18238175053765132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782213358183352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585062001224822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402584450231766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142114578086944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732441249079081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221769303028808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551338238375658,0.2205367366942191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365175181963776,0.15297315930743674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337822505510807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658875325765093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970035874461876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177838486548397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174123470138498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396506077264053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712837871540567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238252367625383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447661444050727,0.0,0.44418367645039175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ganganggangg,2019/02/01,"Everytime I get on here, someone has posted about my exact experience that day! Its crazy how alone adhd makes you feel, especially when your undiagnosed. To find communities like these where we all have so much in common is incredible. So lucky to be able to have all of you!",5.262647058823532,7.242688156862746,6.272696078431372,72.7996323529412,69.39215686274511,9.805882352941175,26.47549019607843,10.125756701596842,2.7487607843137254,220,7,40,6,4,73,45,51,0.078,0.813,0.109,0.41700000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,9,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,7,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,30,9,0,0.3312500446946144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980981820834757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430751465170961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136288751955579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240261056114728,0.0,0.0,0.16748997554780531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302756539750334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730644765115295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618320397517373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211119770324068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350689696917965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317245976847757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806670879227219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LordCalladoc,2019/02/01,"In a habit of adding up all my mistakes. So for some reason over the last few months I've been hyper aware of all my daily mistakes. Interactions with my partner, not hearing her at times, losing concentration etc and the way that makes her feel after a while; forgetting to do things, losing things, not being able to stick to a budget. All the little things. I'm usually good at laughing at myself, I've learnt not to be too hard on myself but the last few months it's been hard and it's having an effect on my relationship. Not sure why I've posted, to just get it out of my head or to ask for help. Don't have anyone other than my partner to talk to about this so I really appreciate this sub. 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It's been exactly an hour since I took it as of the time of this writing. I'm not exactly sure how I should feel but it kinda feels like a placebo effect that I am doing things.. clearer? It feels like I'm paying attention to how the medicine is supposed to do something but I'm not exactly sure what/how. I went to the doctor on two days ago and he gave me a few 10mg tablets (3-4hours one) to try and see if it works. &#x200B; Would love to hear from you guys, thanks for reading!",0.3960703363914391,2.5193156330275244,2.1341513761467894,95.94018730886852,85.3302752293578,5.468195718654433,21.92737003058104,6.816661863887847,0.4372195718654437,400,14,92,5,12,131,77,109,0.036000000000000004,0.82,0.14400000000000002,0.9285,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,6,0,7,3,0,3,5,24,21,8,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,5,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,5,8,6,11,14,1,9,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,2,7,54,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537682420894426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879516823641364,0.210781683869762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118720193906514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755107085782096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631307463713139,0.2478500622257352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755114596215102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717598403529352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551018700495815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170830289356272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949466285924142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565609569614406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754589137781765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351418297380658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382309316198819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143493893716496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354355640629206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269816421174849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597053287864991,0.0,0.0,0.11524392650457632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115014279095763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854569732661328,0.11777286945803347,0.0,0.1694522879728532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608058696288562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628621690507486,0.0,0.0,0.12322615047310917,0.0,0.210781683869762,0.0 adhd,foxesandpumpkins,2019/02/01,"I PASSED MY FINAL EXAMS! Hello to all the ADHD homies out there <3 Just wanted to say I've had ADHD ever since I was kid. All my life, school has been a struggle but with a whole lot of God's grace and help from my peers, tutors and loved ones I managed to pass my MBBS finals!! (gonna be a doctor yaas!!!!!!) I hope this comes as encourage to anyone out there, that although life with ADHD isn't easy, don't ever give up on yourself! Also sometimes its easy to look at all the ways you feel inferior to neurotypical people - but don't let that ever make you believe you are less capable or less able to achieve the things you feel passionate about Also my school was tremendously amazing in supporting me towards the exams! If your institution is willing and understanding, don't hesitate to reach out to them and get the help you need to thrive! You really deserve to reach your goals - I hope you find the support you need to get there!",5.179057971014494,5.916817630434785,5.717173913043477,81.3836231884058,68.34782608695652,8.52463768115942,27.28985507246377,8.59863814320734,1.837157246376812,740,22,144,11,12,239,114,184,0.063,0.693,0.244,0.9928,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,10,1,2,10,11,0,1,9,0,14,5,0,1,6,32,32,12,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,4,4,22,9,26,24,7,17,0,1,1,2,19,8,0,5,5,102,27,9,0.12167434329686752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386867472033692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460585674955103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507752990256441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708531860872564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048116729676078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124538846147724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301842284989007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304440775170675,0.0,0.0,0.26657659137360784,0.11120814545675073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713964489858295,0.11672111717664857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631114950536199,0.0,0.0,0.24170015410697784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442025971002026,0.1718843740168081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217580390295013,0.0,0.0,0.1034431755553048,0.10981584530895226,0.0,0.08121856896741897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804399676492429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824496839747124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435366941347562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794769996559678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676032144021288,0.0,0.2462818625991895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065027412313901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033903672550407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720044194613614,0.0,0.0,0.2761492057341649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808350271449846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266672824482256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176668015002398,0.0965794302345528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584505904964858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Skylarias,2019/02/01,"Need help with dishes So... major procrastination here. I hosted xmas dinner. My sister came over and ""helped"" me cook dinner. Rather than doing the cooking at her home and bringing the dishes she made, she prepared and cooked it all in my kitchen while I did my own dishes too. So I have a fuckton of dishes in my sink. Not even all owned by me. Yea, they're all still there. I did some plates and silverware, and 1 to 2 dishes. Over a month the rest have been waiting. I've only cooked twice since then because otherwise I'd be adding to the pile. Store-bought baked goods, paper plates and plastic forks, frozen dinners are my go-to. How do I get started on this?? Everytime I want to start it seems like so much. Especially because I'm finicky/ocd about super cleaning dishes. It will take multiple ""loads"", because my dish drying area can only hold so much. Tl;dr: how the hell do you guys wash dishes ",2.057758620689654,4.689477936781613,2.722540229885059,91.03898275862068,82.85057471264369,4.859310344827586,20.19425287356321,6.2581,0.16303080459770047,707,20,137,6,20,220,120,174,0.027000000000000003,0.897,0.075,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,13,4,1,0,7,1,12,18,0,3,3,22,24,14,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,4,8,17,2,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,0,18,3,14,17,10,15,1,0,0,0,8,7,1,2,7,86,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895759473626977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364494961632935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070163871991606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129727275511796,0.0,0.12106756331634898,0.17867606986885715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092919414602976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557362369477785,0.0,0.21368240883159276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407372461307088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015703158743518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700352903789846,0.0,0.31319718611260683,0.15795605148497846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240316866403376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393083499151265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762172770090102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015617445014107,0.0,0.1701228083268114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016901191871896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564823162370736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,islandchickie,2019/02/01,sleeping while having adhd i take 20 mg adderall xr before school (7:30 AM) & i have such a hard time falling asleep at night. for the past couple of nights i’ve tried taking melatonin (2 capsules) and i still can’t fall asleep. my mind won’t stop racing and i can’t relax. does anyone who experiences this have any successful remedies they’ve tried?,3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,3.9270588235294133,87.09343137254903,74.0,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.6143450980392164,282,8,52,2,6,87,56,68,0.08,0.8170000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,3,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037682719638305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347452590685504,0.0,0.14733261419424454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148999218432505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843571782977898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397242864687713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959597355203944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192985324968008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940800411105839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875946904001545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066314877716581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682141040122376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926610635628987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681114893398565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302071011744016,0.18113301657109196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257947179868884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263330882470194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941886170362683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alastaiir,2019/02/01,"Is this the real life? Do I show symptoms of ADHD or is this normal? I hate going to school but I love learning. There are days when I can completely focus and understand the lectures and I feel proud of myself. But then there’s days when I just can’t keep my attention on the professor for the life of me. I’m always fidgeting/tapping my foot during lectures or when sitting down for long periods of time. By the end of the day, my hands will be covered in pen marks from playing with my pen. Sitting still is so frustrating to me, it feels as though “I’m full of energy that keeps building up in my body that will make me explode”. It feels as though I’m getting hotter and stiff the longer I sit. Having a conversation is so energy-consuming. There’s just so much going on when trying to talk to someone. There’s so many sounds around me and moving objects that I have to look at and or listen to them because they grab my attention so easily. Maybe a bird will fly by and I have to stare at it until I can’t see it any longer. Or I’ll start listening into another conversation someone is having. Or maybe I’ll be thinking about which part of their face i should stare at. And as if that wasn’t enough, I still have to think of what to say and respond. Often times I’ll just tilt my head downwards to minimize what I can see and try to keep the conversation going. It just feels like everything BUT the person I’m talking to matters. I’m also not motivated at all. It’s very hard for me to start things and or finish them. When I do start something it’s because it’s due the next morning. I don’t feel like I’m having the good quality of life I deserve. I feel like I’m mentally stuck. Like my brain is a maze but I can’t get out because it’s foggy and dark. I don’t know what else to do it’s frustrating. Sorry for the long post and bad formatting im on mobile. Thanks. 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Meds are a love/hate relationship, I can't function without my Ritalin, but when I take it, anxiety comes with it, the constant sweating, shaking, muscle tics, eye tics, panic attacks, social fobia, ugh, I hate it all. At least now I can actually study, so at least not everything is bad. 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Hi all! I’ve been on vyvanse for the past year. Started at 30mg and went up to 40mg. I found it pretty life changing up until recently. I went up to 50 for a month or two but came back down to 40 after the anxiety and threat of mania seemed too much. But since coming down I haven’t really seen things even out the way I expected and now the side effects are outweighing the benefits. I am wondering what to ask my doctor about next? We tried concerta first before vyvanse and it was a huge flop for me (zombie fog and bad crashes). Thanks for reading!",2.656153846153849,4.435945598290601,4.101205128205127,86.49796153846155,75.92307692307693,7.4150427350427375,24.52051282051282,8.238735603445708,1.4958553846153846,453,15,92,8,10,150,84,117,0.12300000000000001,0.779,0.098,-0.6303,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,7,0,5,2,0,1,1,18,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,2,0,2,7,1,8,2,21,9,2,28,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,3,13,62,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374869082600053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801589507773554,0.0,0.0,0.13819519496529678,0.15006043960600662,0.0,0.0,0.15293026291310174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055541944388745,0.0,0.0,0.19012214276184464,0.15481466835234522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395317637284814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870474659477005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528715194228626,0.0,0.19705599718430306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694302840956725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345245897799558,0.0,0.13211641651771874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38227296693606333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156507254427242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284197855773004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977072709029684,0.0,0.11513457401573428,0.0,0.1774538837584244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636122424302736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866797148407396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720822155801156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654639556495386,0.0,0.0,0.11939937188648085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201950302343527,0.0,0.17556236898854985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426550310483229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33320835920290043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949009420607357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573513466024188 adhd,CoralNiechelle,2019/02/01,"Welp, I've done it again. I have an essay that has been assigned for weeks. It's due at midnight... And it really sucks that I'm actually going to finish on time. I spent like 7 hours today taking naps, cooking, watching TV... All in the name of avoiding this assignment. If I had gotten it done earlier, I would be done for the week and making homemade pizza with my boyfriend. Instead I'm sitting on my bed taking another break because apparently I'm going to push this one right to the deadline. Do you ever wish that you would be penalized somehow for procrastinating? That you failed to slide in under the wire? Maybe that would be the impetus for change?",3.772748917748917,5.928896722222222,4.891558441558445,80.39435064935067,73.84126984126985,7.43896103896104,27.327561327561327,8.296473431620573,2.041549206349208,521,20,94,9,11,171,85,126,0.07200000000000001,0.8859999999999999,0.042,-0.5904,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,5,4,1,1,6,0,14,2,0,1,2,14,26,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,3,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,3,0,1,7,1,9,1,16,13,1,22,0,1,1,0,4,7,1,2,10,65,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.17448929636894736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187494147131905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899874874380028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891535090420328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489432179679081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174066561266975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032396456343404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608832969078114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735579675844563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935468993737178,0.0,0.1796351063869931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116387411582852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454798673511694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269972633821982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688803865565779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426347551807737,0.0,0.16948760178314015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868554881472951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561858642685324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810569031897153,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MinebyNight,2019/02/01,"Cannabis and Stimulants: Which is your favorite? Just trying to see the consensus on adhd stims and cannabis. Such as which stimulant you think compliments cannabis usage compliments the best. For myself I felt like methylphenidate and cannabis was the best combo for the most ""high"" feeling, but amphetamine is a more relaxing and therapudic high. Let me know your opinions.",7.280546448087431,10.78461773770492,5.204508196721314,75.85681693989073,68.34426229508196,9.31256830601093,36.39617486338798,9.725611199111238,4.352243715846996,306,16,45,8,6,87,45,61,0.0,0.731,0.26899999999999996,0.9411,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,9,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,6,5,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146853790064415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495778540826112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323960992717844,0.0,0.2514111228694771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533047288664069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390251170087792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26775303903659997,0.0,0.12792366068625366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865561775914485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677789424446519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777747610036262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatonegerrl,2019/02/01,"How hard is it to get diagnosed with ADHD as an adult? I’m a female (25). I’m a college student. I am unable to take classes on campus because I can’t sit still or focus for more than 5 minutes. I have to take my classes online just to get them done. I can’t: - Stay engaged in a conversation without getting bored or daydreaming. - Focus on anything if there’s background noise. I get EXTREMELY irritable and distracted. I frequently use earplugs. - Sit still. I’m constantly tapping my hands and/or feet. My mind always feels like it’s racing. - Complete my goals. I have so many great ideas but I can’t mentally organize them or execute them. Anything that requires prolonged mental focus is near impossible. I need to go back to work but I’m scared this is going to interfere with my ability to succeed. I can’t even focus long enough to do my resume. Is it worth talking to a psychiatrist about? Do you think they’ll dismiss my concerns because I waited so long? My older brother has ADHD. He was diagnosed as a kid.",1.9979761904761908,4.725651790816325,3.9103061224489792,81.57338435374152,84.66326530612245,6.531972789115647,28.064625850340143,7.793537801064563,2.2984258503401347,805,39,141,16,24,271,122,196,0.053,0.85,0.09699999999999999,0.7942,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,4,4,10,7,0,2,6,0,17,4,2,2,0,21,34,12,0,2,8,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,3,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,2,3,24,4,22,31,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,4,9,91,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33939196938704674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749042027939048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239254030821946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857473942666658,0.0,0.17214945767523887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804640692760196,0.15258795855653284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866317851751904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449749554739866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589822554624604,0.0,0.09326183108951168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139539341307316,0.10087391692582992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29508646940703703,0.0,0.16049539640265587,0.0,0.0,0.15567443788033905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648822877306162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593985749503813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898360398660154,0.0,0.0,0.2499166214850584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315550164004626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845944961658274,0.0,0.14257260874363029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469864265392588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413666856011266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050132092612842,0.2255263657054004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123309361744222,0.11349189629362838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904758045603396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195220040260385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611258262290046,0.0,0.10279590199463036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Berndog316,2019/02/01,"Medicine is not perfect. You need to be open to people that are interested in treating ADHD without medication. Countless people have horrible experiences with ADHD medication and this crowds staunch position FOR it is fine, but you need to stop shaming people who choose not to use stimulant medications. They are not perfect and they are not for everyone. 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[My mom, so many times.](https://i.imgur.com/AMriYgO.jpg)",7.440000000000001,11.613430666666671,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,75.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8543333333333327,80,2,13,2,2,19,14,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231765963436816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7613256127226926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43974033341127455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893679199881946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,im_naughty,2019/02/01,How is ADHD treated? I was diagnosed with ADHD when i was 14 and was put on xr damphetamine 30mg every day. Needless to say I fucking hated it. I stopped it cold turkey and lied to my parents and doctor that I was taking it because it just made me feel like garbage. Are there alternative nowadays that doesn't involve any amphetamine? I reallly want my ADHD treated because it's making my life progression so much more difficult but not if that means i'm going to be put back on those meds. I have some lying around still and even tried them at a low dose and honestly i still get the same shitty feeling. ,5.067,5.9421097000000005,5.895,79.51500000000001,68.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,31.66666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.4436666666666675,484,20,91,7,8,159,88,120,0.165,0.7659999999999999,0.069,-0.9188,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,10,8,2,0,2,0,9,5,0,3,0,21,21,10,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,5,4,13,4,8,15,4,14,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,2,7,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736558439509121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819986817714213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416411254421842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234533007178047,0.0,0.19398326288575216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102612419253981,0.0,0.0,0.1614927217486346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285524317064828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509027760966054,0.0,0.13405655671482858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090101655047984,0.11366780824981555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470941037479039,0.08312810993137261,0.0,0.0904255554817454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708762113672206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123836955038848,0.07773283034201682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505531893290179,0.1062067797181274,0.0,0.0,0.1733168132888471,0.17673470755766169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696373807222565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667219216469987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198978459996109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653020454938546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541299919098817,0.13302260753807935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963048959585885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080248584355311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938468639216302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,invisibletomat,2019/02/01,Can I finish this assignment that I had all month to do in the next 2 hours? Stay tuned. I hate executive dysfunction.,1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,87.69565217391305,8.284057971014493,20.71014492753623,8.841846274778883,1.921214492753624,93,3,19,3,3,31,21,23,0.27699999999999997,0.723,0.0,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483615433621202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472287541381788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36248400160775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829747630283094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48404451733506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,erhead33,2019/02/01,accommodations in college hi all! I’m now a sophomore in college and was diagnosed last year with adhd (along with depression and anxiety - so much fun!!) but anyways I recently started taking advantage of accommodations for my adhd for test taking which are amazing but I’ve had an issue twice now. I take it in a low distraction environment and get extended time. however my professors have to send my exam to the disability services where I take it. I’ve now had two exams that were sent with a typo that made a problem impossible to do. has anyone else had issues like this? will it be counted against me? ,5.146627335299903,7.183283761061951,6.745604719764013,69.06279252704034,69.79646017699115,9.977974434611603,33.7944936086529,10.25414643259724,4.061280039331368,487,24,80,14,9,167,80,113,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.091,-0.379,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,12,20,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,7,0,7,4,14,11,2,15,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,9,60,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353246852993862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385507661009546,0.0,0.0,0.12663825326496614,0.1855714261095314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599215528317756,0.18382563957471368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512964715660205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946239422390618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780693349043507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763107265452266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848254645070261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137327316519554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331387181128982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330045204330746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882700144673758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819254410661213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446970247197734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560830715275968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769208503537056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663067978551865 adhd,alyssainwonderIand,2019/02/01,"Have you watched “Take Your Pills” on Netflix? If so, what was your response? Thanks!",1.4800000000000004,3.761094333333333,-0.2666666666666657,105.88000000000004,105.66666666666666,2.0,25.0,3.1291,-0.2789999999999999,65,3,13,0,3,17,14,15,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.5502,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325338665423004,0.0,0.0,0.7745327027808749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trees0,2019/02/01,"Needing tactile activities to listen effectively? I'm a college student that has only recently begun attempting to manage my ADHD. I particularly have trouble focusing on speech/listening (lectures, meetings, etc) without daydreaming or zoning out. I've found that coloring or making small figures out of silly putty/clay immensely helps me absorb information and stay focused. I can't find any information about this online, however. Is this typical of ADHD/does anyone else experience this?",8.41867992766727,11.795506708860765,9.57345388788427,46.52683544303797,64.18987341772151,12.109222423146475,42.931283905967454,11.491704259439757,7.0933638336347205,406,25,41,15,7,139,67,79,0.038,0.838,0.12300000000000001,0.679,1,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,9,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,2,27,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700641773755483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128364112810292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658346841096793,0.24300855417097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812498926816108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450709254157395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199763733770884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676895995175854,0.0,0.0,0.2600445154237241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896996120981205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831272656807766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585844975837156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037836964600032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417662934083594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527915196774872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862328647174676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rabbit0fCaerbannog,2019/02/01,"Can anyone relate? I don't know exactly why I'm posting here...maybe just to see if anyone can relate. Maybe just to get it off of my chest. I've been dealing with attention issues my whole life. It was never really an issue for me in school or college. Homework was always easy and I did everything in class. Always had good grades. It's only an issue since I've been in the workforce. I'll try to put it into words, but my thoughts just come out in short sentences. Here goes... I have a desk job and have the worst time trying to focus. Sometimes I can focus for an hour or so, and it's great. I accomplish so much. But, those times are getting fewer and far between. Most of the time, I struggle to keep my thoughts in order. I honestly don't know why I'm still employed. I don't accomplish all that much because I work so slow and am constantly distracted. Our company is struggling, and I feel like it's my fault. I know what I SHOULD be doing in my job, I just have the worst time putting it into action. I feel like maybe I'm just in the wrong career and the work doesn't interest me. But I'm the only income for our family and can't switch to another career path with a similar salary. I try to learn new skills (I like programming) and do really good for a little bit. Then I lose interest and it kind of fizzles out. I have fears that if I get a new job, I'll have the same problems. I feel stuck...like a failure, and it's killing my self-confidence. I have a horrible memory. I tell my wife to text me anything she wants me to remember. I wonder if I have other problems besides attention issues. I've been slowly feeling more and more down about myself, and have turned to mobile games as a way to put it out of my mind. Then I feel worse about myself because I wasted time. It's a vicious circle. Anyway...I posted all of that just to get it off of my chest. I don't feel like I can relate with anyone, and I'm just wondering if this sounds at all similar to anyone? I'm trying to do something about it now. I recently saw a psychologist, who gave me an evaluation and said I have ADD. But, I need to see a psychiatrist (I think) to get strategies and/or ADD medication. Haven't done that yet, but it's next step.",2.0143742328014116,3.8547390065645537,3.810464855633239,87.59629930084861,77.97155361050328,6.996829801996053,22.74371564284571,7.933642134475585,1.1161956449805204,1734,53,364,29,41,583,202,457,0.161,0.752,0.087,-0.9914,6,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,2,0,0,6,17,24,2,4,22,0,36,4,2,0,5,77,71,32,1,9,18,1,6,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,23,26,0,1,18,1,0,6,8,13,0,0,13,11,52,11,50,56,13,47,0,1,3,0,10,19,0,9,22,238,75,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530702673418276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895594542902327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105989213031586,0.0,0.06196338857240185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180125768504968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220531748616416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486208900351577,0.0,0.08136979745535823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762836838461228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705543777323813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676724961079855,0.0,0.07098373797344873,0.0847305692634137,0.2284359299209718,0.16137754773897908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669905864960016,0.0,0.0,0.12631186326997665,0.0,0.08301570844207096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415282430108097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31436391475673336,0.22416331239764373,0.06692783648860932,0.0833054761873075,0.07841071086339557,0.1241445339370327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531848183037654,0.1471461296744661,0.07546782988049065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423859026076501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693923848806985,0.0,0.0,0.07585426283068802,0.0,0.0,0.07602896326745928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070458449705448,0.05583210777044725,0.0580740381743761,0.14544549983331326,0.08007969615842082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145342130261062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422829286325425,0.0,0.0,0.14409898794682366,0.0,0.2270842145602933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647495378401984,0.0,0.07434715149964087,0.0,0.08529733659284909,0.0,0.07162512133829223,0.0,0.0,0.0762050430050724,0.12000464348575438,0.0,0.07855166589261643,0.0,0.0,0.06228683173887426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579676584992783,0.07447110698346816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060132643728543426,0.0,0.0,0.15743449471218054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581329333559986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048247567903320736,0.0,0.11955553473801367,0.21953275366654848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448811341980125,0.08190200733307046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044412389036250936,0.059767613877496364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588848024903616,0.08406691794232952,0.0,0.0,0.16331375295835787,0.1096348860509192,0.0,0.07673453808266703,0.0,0.08232594514380875,0.0,0.0 adhd,ConstipatedUnicorn,2019/02/01,"UPDATE: on my suspicions So I came here a a couple months ago to lurk and ask some questions and some of you asked me to post an update once I was able to see a psychiatrist about my suspicions. Past post: https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/a9pbyl/always_scatterbrained_and_forgetful_never_been Well today I went to my scheduled appointment. I did their little questionnaire, then spent 2 he's talking to the Doc; who himself has ADHD diagnosed at the age of 30. After spending that time with him and talking about everything he informed me that I do indeed match nearly every hallmark of an adult with ADHD. As of today, at 27 years old, I'm diagnosed as ADHD. I will be trying Strattera, a non-stimulant, to try and help me focus on things that I typically don't do well with. You know, things outside my driven interest. Lol I just want to say that this community, in the short time I've lurked here has been very informative. Honestly, it's actually pretty freeing knowing that's what causes me to do the things I do and why my mind works the way it does.",6.017812499999998,8.163273906250001,6.180125,73.55237500000003,67.75,8.453333333333333,27.38333333333333,9.029198982220553,2.2825558333333333,858,28,146,16,15,273,119,192,0.046,0.841,0.114,0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,2,8,5,0,0,11,1,12,2,0,1,0,20,23,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,9,0,0,5,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,7,2,23,6,26,14,2,29,0,0,1,0,18,8,0,3,15,99,36,1,0.1155536546622905,0.0,0.11276369813531499,0.0,0.5554921497030367,0.0,0.1024313427495606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160541370249471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321625970888104,0.0,0.11870543405729755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278579210181863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345690541938061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112178189730768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735893784123907,0.0,0.10385217386780164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745317895363213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701053322650685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158151190059258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667625056480173,0.0,0.09223382470526903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212541223511194,0.12306087095202478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103090385437204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133691837212144,0.11755960908028115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294465389179818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189290417154393,0.0,0.0,0.09208130198374256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857553010458116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030614075816194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476053058291335,0.0,0.21906270657130955,0.0,0.0,0.1569066927491831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534386685409983,0.06815653941177613,0.09172111249103086,0.0,0.0,0.2077932259548717,0.10711939555447016,0.10426920011148333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412443683153227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441276502712905 adhd,TheHalcyonDaze,2019/02/01,"Diagnosis without a primary care provider? I go to school in a different state from home and don’t currently have a primary care provider. I usually go to an urgent care or CVS for my yearly physical. I have been contemplating getting a psych evaluation for several years now, and after recently discovering I have every symptom of the inattentive subtype, I’d like to seek help as soon as possible. How do I go about this?",6.9611538461538425,8.008077935897441,8.345282051282053,63.01638461538462,64.51282051282051,13.41948717948718,41.24102564102565,12.688352899677879,6.184345641025642,341,20,56,14,5,118,56,78,0.10800000000000001,0.8,0.092,-0.3058,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,13,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,38,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062031326251466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070661595962633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698345527927996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035459910901992,0.0,0.3379074937455824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328424460128364,0.0,0.19880052990778205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682552586189344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342922217075165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568851878639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057865955749235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238980627542572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599508885808815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827806586287826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104789583684992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552554679957061 adhd,FeralTrailerParkCats,2019/02/01,"I hate watching TV I've never easily been able to get myself to watch TV.. and if I do, it will be something I get waaay too deep in for a while. (And of course, out of thin air lose ALL interest in whatever I'm watching or doing) unless it's something I'm 120% interested in I can't stay focused long enough.. it will be half way though a show and I'll suddenly come to the realization I wasn't paying attention (also happens during conversations)because I was too busy thinking about something else. I could probably count on one hand how many movies I've actually sat down and watched.. and my whole life I've always thought people must think I'm weird because I'd rather sit in quiet, instead of having the TV on. I always feel so bad when my Fiancé wants me to watch something with him because sometimes it almost feels like torture having to sit through a movie and pretend I'm interested but I'm low key on Mars in my head. 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My doc won’t prescribe me any adhd meds until I I see neuro psych despite my history with it. But in the mean time she prescribed me 100mg Wellbutrin along with the Zoloft I’ve already been on for a couple months. Does anyone have any experience with these two drugs? I know it’s a stimulant but other than that I don’t know all that much about it. ,4.496907630522088,5.792285216867473,4.874879518072291,84.7507931726908,70.32530120481928,6.979116465863456,27.086345381526108,7.1686216300943375,1.3348008032128509,335,11,64,3,6,106,61,83,0.0,0.963,0.037000000000000005,0.4039,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,1,12,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,10,2,11,7,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,44,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892114150329944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460243562294446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152258715564253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846283758728449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520409873630956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811207607195206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360323058029559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990931845056507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223711541979672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170583034791214,0.22607798024225634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624571649557666,0.0,0.14961931377471951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218851721173447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868104687403425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882102364779225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sundazed44,2019/02/01,"my subconscious is better than me... Does anybody relate to this? Im trying to do mental math problem and if i think about it or ""focus to hard"" it all get jumbled up in my head and i cant think straight but if i just sit there and quickly run through it with out applying hardly any effort (feels like im just guessing) il have an answer faster than most people and itll be correct??? like wtf back when i was in high school tests used to be the hardest thing for me because i would always double check all my answers and go through every step of the problem to make sure there weren't any mistakes. i would do this so thoroughly that it lead to overthinking and then before i knew it, i would need to ask for extra time on the test or if i was lucky i would just be the last person to turn in the test in the room. The same thing happens with pronouncing words, if i see a word or a name that i dont really know, i can pronounce it first try if i just go for it, but it i look at the word and break it down and try to sound it out...again it gets all confusing in my head and become so much harder to do, this also happens with spelling and sometimes when i give instructions to people... is this just an overthinking problem i have? because its very frustrating because i cant harness it. its there i know im smart, i know somewhere in my brain things are working but its like i just cant use it to my power and im left looking stupid when i have to handle money on the spot and do mental math real quick or try to spell a word ect 🙄",3.0610270561313766,3.9006017523219843,4.1346345403149805,90.43226275407189,73.27244582043343,6.855781397227083,24.879391573563066,6.895973343053719,0.7846175528334899,1198,35,266,10,23,390,160,323,0.09,0.8340000000000001,0.076,-0.6505,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,19,14,2,1,14,0,26,3,3,4,5,72,50,31,0,14,18,0,3,3,0,5,0,1,1,1,26,16,0,0,9,0,2,5,5,7,0,1,4,7,30,7,38,38,8,34,0,0,3,0,4,16,0,13,14,185,56,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651872610507894,0.07961702972566022,0.0,0.0,0.13013725446798896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945193442240272,0.0,0.0,0.07357534542673756,0.0,0.17498484288837826,0.10567582767499756,0.08142031944640912,0.0,0.0,0.08462501636338451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681535974326617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373400414832155,0.0,0.11214132503308998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806181769359381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838087348846568,0.06835690623396624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138904431714719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999822289789756,0.09178913055441128,0.10875922237605057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540707976082772,0.0,0.16922667839866218,0.0,0.17142873514663035,0.0,0.1963994600860624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010957506871216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413421994318485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775682028925972,0.07799550177937406,0.0,0.0,0.10396130719535444,0.0,0.0,0.1402395949250303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607014811168397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387003492358906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285460386567888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033899394457876,0.07094872011344837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267093670495114,0.08354786839454058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27467095116231355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890971831517413,0.06129783351653554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683765280059872,0.07624802468492531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463425145316574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018135097378396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907052564126276,0.1226213133633188,0.0,0.0,0.055794303735267316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25985352344566065,0.10407707727773403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528108319767354,0.0,0.07894959516027646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965933363180069,0.0,0.0,0.2718856178713781,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SoberMunkie,2019/02/01,"Newbie question Hi, I am getting an assessment done at an ADHD clinic in a couple weeks and I am wondering what to expect. I am currently on an anti-depressant and anti-anxiety and it has helped a lot. I have self diagnosed myself thus far which is the reason why I am going. I have a hard time focusing, get distracted very easily and for prolonged period of time. I jumble my words. Forget what I am saying when Im talking to someone, I will literally check out or drift off. Sometimes when I am able to communicate and I feel like I will be able to communicate it very well, I will talk in a run-on sentence just to get it all out. I consider myself smart (when my sleep, energy is good that day) and im really good with writing over speaking. Im good at many creative projects however I have hundreds of projects ive started but never finish them. Sometimes simple tasks are difficult for me, and people have to explain things to me to a few times. (Which makes me feel stupid) I would love to know what soultions worked for you. And what to expect at my first assessment. Will they measure my brain activity? Will I take a written test to see where I am cognitively? Thanks everyone.",4.0917316017316026,5.743998367965367,5.556991341991342,78.07929653679655,71.81385281385282,8.942857142857143,28.850649350649352,9.444778638647367,2.742075324675325,937,37,173,22,18,316,135,231,0.035,0.8390000000000001,0.126,0.9521,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,6,11,1,1,10,0,24,5,2,3,2,32,40,13,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,6,2,2,0,1,11,11,0,0,7,0,1,2,1,3,1,1,2,6,31,8,27,31,3,28,0,0,1,1,14,12,0,4,15,123,42,4,0.2456153769825869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759097641580654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394754555641437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709399529736355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588437147604954,0.0,0.07920079945030124,0.0,0.1057740821456823,0.12464721873712853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567490324532804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173480091613022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124190514518736,0.08773383719631646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446015709435746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924858456088435,0.0,0.06979443947389394,0.30901578760554355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001156699987953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231540492074227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979601324272428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749189389629967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059997633340893225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440670511079804,0.11083873359567234,0.0,0.08197508568526793,0.12450772070127485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471686021833237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513938826982237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757271697009685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867374991810831,0.1262667573606849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766160302796564,0.0,0.0,0.09786182776253202,0.0,0.12811520245807373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289637873521295,0.0,0.10405455593266066,0.0,0.2429198882047058,0.0,0.08692391400184125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233609814004433,0.1974163362734812,0.0,0.1130648198294786,0.0,0.0,0.08158797133250764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148304522576292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265840893381493,0.0,0.0,0.09850892006213896,0.0,0.11041886056415018,0.0,0.11081483734937338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317969954354933,0.08940545985417236,0.0,0.0,0.08723905837949797,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,taylorswift98,2019/02/01,"When I asked my psych how to organize my room and, he was adamant that “I will clean it when I’m ready. It’s your mess”. I told him I already tried that, it’s not working out, but he still believes he is right. I don’t know how to feel about that. So I brought in a calendar in our appointment the other day. I told him I want to figure out a way to manage cleaning my room, instead of letting it pile up to the point I can’t see my floor. His response was the above. And I specified that I wanted to figure out strategies in an “ADHD coaching way”. He said this was coaching. He’s been saying that lately, but I can’t help but to feel that’s not helping me. What should I do, he’s my therapist.",2.2544722391702265,3.127116838926177,3.789371568029285,92.02059182428312,75.24161073825503,6.760463697376449,25.625991458206226,6.980632752743323,0.8626859060402685,535,18,125,5,11,178,83,149,0.031,0.904,0.065,0.5451,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,20,24,10,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,13,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,5,24,0,16,13,0,20,0,0,1,0,18,12,0,0,5,85,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403742872799896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207170508503928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869832336209556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253438425062341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899051271424924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022630863981417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812624010620884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099207843628186,0.0,0.2256210572671353,0.0,0.0,0.2045247419142296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890749918094085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080825376752304,0.1902562102713385,0.1590567309232489,0.0,0.0,0.15938282726759198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972899864775325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322281224145277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822380575138302,0.0,0.13579430225686595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594327434991866,0.3175187560126021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561034971975975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Flasked_Potion,2018/12/05,"I'm so tired of everything I just want it all to be over I apologize if this is long winded or ranty I've never said most of this outloud not even to my psychiatrist or doctor and I just need to get it out right now The day I've been dreading for 2 and a half years finally came this, I've lost my full ride to my dream school. I've had adhd and anxienty issues my whole life but like many I was too smart, ahead of the class, and could focus for hours on video games so there was no way I could have adhd or development issues right? My parents didn't think I had adhd until sophmore year when they realized I was drowning at school. My grades, which were straight A's in highschool, turned out usually pretty bad Freshman year until I managed to hate myself enough to get them up at the end of the year so my parents wouldn't think I couldn't do it. But during freshman I had become a mild alcoholic, i didn't see it but my friends did, I don't know how I didn't realize blacking out 4/5 times a week isn't normal or healthy. Then sophmore year I became a daily drinker, developed issues with xanax, and became dependent on weed. My grades slipped more and my parents started calling more and more always worried and asking if I was ok, I didn't sound like the same happy energetic kid they used to know. Every call broke me, I didn't know why I couldn't be normal why did I have so much trouble controlling my life. I was diagnosed with adhd, severe depression, and anxiety over break sophmore year and things improved a little bit with use of my adhd medication, but I still had to try so hard to do the most normal things. The first semester ended with me being on academic probation because I still couldn't bring myself to care about general education classes and only tried in classes for my major. Second semester ended with me not meeting the requirements for scholarships. So over the summer I made huge plans to change my life, petitioned the school for my scholarships and got them back, I thought I could do it now. But on monday I completely failed two exams in classes I already had bordeline grades in so I've failed those classes and my gpa can not possibly make the cut off for scholarships now. (Did i mention they were two classes I retaking because I couldn't care sophomore year?). For the past few weeks I've been barley able to get out of bed, every day is exhausting pretending to be happy in front of everybody, saying everything is fine. The day I failed my exams I told my roomates and they commented on how calm I was, only I wasn't calm I was numb I hadn't felt anything in a few weeks or most of the semester. No happines, sadness, or inbetween, just emptiness. I failed another final today because I can't focus, think, or concentrate. I was studying with friends today for my final tomorrow and had to leave I couldn't take it, I came home broke down and typed this. This is the most emotion I've felt in awhile, I don't know what to do I just don't want this. If you made it through my wall of text thank you for letting me vent I really to express my true thoughts for once.",4.4442647708855185,5.637237330632093,5.197826359216151,82.77275839840874,70.3452188006483,8.461603064682482,28.93358626786504,8.841846274778883,2.2289192868719616,2471,92,482,44,44,801,267,617,0.132,0.743,0.125,-0.835,3,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,6,10,24,31,2,1,22,1,58,11,0,9,3,97,97,44,1,18,22,3,3,2,2,1,11,3,2,1,18,28,1,2,13,4,3,5,24,16,0,5,40,8,79,15,70,43,17,81,0,9,2,0,26,31,0,15,45,328,97,28,0.061620362160510075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702785033288071,0.0,0.0,0.06585342720080457,0.0,0.0,0.0679996019314959,0.0,0.05127307762183675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461432250364725,0.04713940839044206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050708307662975086,0.0,0.057606720482629416,0.0,0.0,0.04738225490347233,0.05145042851977897,0.11268960250057013,0.06805484874030276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727347594540015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584255867078456,0.1409545569196737,0.12565213200899444,0.0,0.06518617259737758,0.0,0.064607777348844,0.0,0.06911247584875822,0.1475965352719906,0.0,0.0,0.11922010760447192,0.0,0.05307352763564616,0.06254337049448427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307105174959568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931461355657269,0.1637320529451925,0.0636703062729033,0.0,0.040699668051540384,0.0,0.10383562556931464,0.0,0.1107608164119549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833042207457532,0.20250628430199535,0.0,0.05241424857495328,0.0,0.0,0.09521547789858548,0.0,0.09658228782662794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049283432746971584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311920426916829,0.05519974102320472,0.06083735033052196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061810247464220536,0.0,0.06068364425138147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294694586863284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545975812690433,0.0,0.0,0.06524706625006887,0.0,0.06301099521638881,0.13057285237373,0.06020919277381305,0.061759791134816035,0.0,0.05453208143233766,0.0,0.0,0.06726590441906329,0.0,0.0,0.11661335318860107,0.041132070232094434,0.06247337553247834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062076032085822484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045298056317716835,0.04569071775324438,0.04752542207301486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811246150268296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562367462987909,0.0,0.0937301242858642,0.0,0.0,0.20526635970310475,0.0,0.05882360817152005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946769970642754,0.0,0.06269006123731823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394755818795737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052469051942738,0.058615075335594416,0.04900298525027493,0.0,0.1870892887816935,0.04910345062674317,0.0,0.0,0.06961346970262015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043615209495472505,0.0,0.0984202016393002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633084359601243,0.0,0.0,0.05673175052064621,0.0,0.0,0.08187566109603736,0.11845151985384887,0.0,0.09783936898839793,0.035931328713619315,0.07082354158204246,0.11681779649666753,0.05888089672697445,0.0,0.08367236208036427,0.06702525929820359,0.1203882800840053,0.0,0.0,0.1064404165467666,0.06786612326060906,0.0,0.07269057226160215,0.04891137529124495,0.14828441292664074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112055848312871,0.06879693376221188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257846889755737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27777045049905297 adhd,StintedNeogenesis,2018/12/05,"A friendly reminder for those on meds when seeing your ADHD doc. If your psychiatrist (or GP) has prescribed medication you find useful, from then on nothing ever happens. You’re “fine.” Never volunteer anything. Why? Because doctors are always on the lookout for red flags. Why? Because there is constant pressure from FDA and DEA and CMS and others. There is a constant feeling like patients are there to pull one over on them. In fairness, this is often true, and they can’t resist the public mockery that comes from a single patient misusing a single medication. In some cases they are bound by statute; in others, policy. You’re a fool if you think the doctor will push the envelope to interpret policy or what you say in such a way that benefits you, when at best it can do nothing for the doctor and at worst puts them at substantial risk. The doctor doesn’t know you. The doctor doesn’t care about you and it’s not fair to expect otherwise. Anything you say may trip a wire and you will find yourself cut off from life-changing or even life-saving medication. From there, no way out. Anything you say is drug-seeking and proof of manipulation. Many of these tripwires and secret rules are hidden, some have arcane reasoning, but all lead to hard-and-fast rules that bar you from effective treatment. The one-size-fits-all nature is how they can feel they’re making a difficult choice but a virtuous one. If you find yourself in a situation that you need to discuss with someone who cares, resist with all your might the temptation to even hint at it with the doctor. Be very careful about revealing to any kind of official counselor either, if that could in any way find its way back to the doctor. The doctor is not your friend. Don’t show that you are so naïve as to think otherwise. The trick is not to claim perfection. Have at the ready several pointless digressions that sound like you’re volunteering something but reveal nothing. Think up a couple layers of “truth” that you can reveal reluctantly. Most likely the doctor will never get to the second, let alone third. But you must not let them get to anything real. Hint at blandishment but don’t offer explicitly. In a pinch you can mention how (in the past, naturally, not currently) your current meds helped you in a way the last doctor’s prescription didn’t, and maybe more recently you realized it’s because .... blah blah blah. Don’t ever explicitly say anything that you would consider an outright lie, certainly. But learn about *casuistry*: it allowed sophism in the cause of authoritarianism, but it also kept Jesuits alive in the face of religious persecution. Think, like Obi-Wan, of a point of view that your statement is true from, or a circumstance that would make your statement true and “forget” you didn’t mention that implication. Believe this to the point you could pass a polygraph. Be very careful about attempting to optimize your medication regimen. You will have to be okay with a local maximum. If you find that one pill isn’t working, or the dose is too high or too low, or you have side effects, decide carefully whether you are ready to find a new doctor. Because yours is as likely to cut you off, change *everything, or make other drastic changes as to work with you. The time you least want to apply this is the time you most have to. Facing life challenges? Do *NOT* tell the doctor. Because it is likely to cause a pile-on of additional requirements at a time you can least afford them. If you’re in this subreddit you know how much work it is even to jump through all the hoops to stay consistent with your medication, which they nevertheless lecture you about. Think of this from the doctor’s view point. They have very limited time with you. Is 5 minutes, or 10 when feeling particularly indulgent, enough to know anything about what you’re going through? Even from a statistical standpoint? Obviously not. So they look for keywords. You doubtless know this from your original diagnostic experience. They jumped on a keyword on intake and that was that forever. Mentioned a single episode of distraction? ADHD. Sadness? Depressed. Abuse? PTSD. If you’ve stumbled into a situation where their dart-throwing has worked out well, why would you ever jeopardize that? This obviously doesn’t apply to every doctor. I hope it doesn’t even apply to most, but in my experience it does. Regardless, the risk is too high. The doctor is *not* your friend. The doctor is trying to preserve their reputation and their income and their license. Don’t make the doctor worried and you won’t risk them panicking to your detriment. ***** I wish this wasn’t the case. I realize that for many of us it only makes things more challenging, especially if we find trust relationships difficult to find and harder to maintain, and reduces the effectiveness of treatment from some theoretical utopian ideal. But from hard experience I can tell you that, regardless of how much it “should” not be so, you disregard this advice at your peril. P.S. Always have a plan ready for finding a new doctor (including a plausible story of why you need one). That way if you find yourself in this situation, no matter how, you won’t be at a complete loss. 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Hey guys, my psychiatrist just Px'd me Wellbutrin for ADHD. I know this is an anti-depressant; however, she assured me that it's secondarily used to treat ADHD. Just curious if anyone has experience with this? I was no aware that this drug could be used. Any insight is appreciated! Thanks! 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I am a daily marijuana smoker and have been for about 2-3 years now. However, since I’ve started taking vyvanse (its been about a week) I’ve noticed that smoking will get me higher than I’ve ever been before. But I’m not sure if it’s a good thing. I’ve currently only been smoking one strain (grandaddy kush), so I’m not sure if its just this one strain making me feel this way or not. I’m concerned that I shouldnt be smoking while taking Vyvanse. Over the 2-3 years I’ve been smoking, I have never felt this way before, it’s like I’m smoking a new drug. I’m wondering if anyone else has experienced anything like this while taking Vyvanse? I wasnt able to find any stories like mine on Google. Maybe its just weed being weed, but I’d like to make sure I know what I’m doing to my body before I continue to use the two drugs together. 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Remembering to turn on the oven....,1.9987500000000007,4.755171375000003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,85.25,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.8457250000000005,66,2,13,2,2,22,14,16,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911975293738188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536860657434578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002287710211134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763361808159017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31252551080915364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,likeglitter911,2018/12/05,"Does journaling help you? I have ADHD/anxiety/depression so i have trouble understanding and expressing my feelings. Ive always heard journaling helps but I also hate writing and it just sounds/feels like homework. I used to be forced to write in a diary when i was younger to improve on my writing during the summer and i hated it. Does this actually work? How did you make yourself do it and stick to it?",1.9498701298701315,4.7899946363636365,3.5374025974026004,82.16896103896107,89.64935064935068,6.436363636363637,26.48051948051948,7.686295010490155,2.2029324675324657,325,15,56,7,11,107,56,77,0.20199999999999999,0.6729999999999999,0.125,-0.8634,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,2,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,14,14,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,11,1,6,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,40,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.2312569023648076,0.0,0.2848021924443721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951167895354828,0.19718515642673434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041092974004824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147630918439588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396469735120111,0.16929753967257125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679345573905213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31768348394587786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577576036098325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818503743213405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467030516572768,0.0,0.20467339937833312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252322331162914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whiimsu,2018/12/05,"I'm going to my first appointment to get on meds tomorrow its been rough but I talked to my vice principal about resource and I've made my teachers aware of how much I've actually been struggling. I also found I really really like a boy I know so thats been exciting, and I've been getting a lot of support from my friends even if they don't necessarily understand. I feel like maybe I can pull myself up eventually. I'm gonna do what I can to do more though :)",2.5759374999999984,4.211769718750002,4.823333333333334,81.855,75.77083333333334,8.966666666666667,26.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.3816083333333333,367,14,78,10,8,128,65,96,0.036000000000000004,0.718,0.24600000000000002,0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,11,21,8,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,2,13,5,10,14,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.2232473573063873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294797289265488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110099445224287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567341985458493,0.1634339470255156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459237537547305,0.0,0.25083543827419635,0.1767477977891923,0.0,0.2390466627982551,0.0,0.13001575091407094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572648095873634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353177160484544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449280297640076,0.0,0.21646851776400866,0.0,0.0,0.2298310762601299,0.0,0.25411285109912146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817290371245833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931129399399989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916097278659246,0.0,0.0,0.2596064591725025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838773503790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476620694664706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381585317398491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emalek34,2018/12/05,"ADHD and Caffeine. Any substitutes? I don't know if anybody else with ADHD experiences this but when I drink any amount of caffeine, I get really tired and fall asleep. I don't drink soda, coffee, tea, or any energy drinks anymore because of this. Does anybody know of any alternatives that are caffeine free that can help keep me up or boost my energy? Thank you!",2.8375000000000017,5.7077062794117674,3.8632352941176498,82.50455882352944,81.79411764705883,6.9294117647058835,23.20588235294117,8.07648339933343,1.708405882352941,289,10,51,6,8,93,47,68,0.054000000000000006,0.687,0.259,0.9474,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,10,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,5,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324799729323052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894322254776884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844146221978974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968319746952124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745729447731568,0.0,0.0,0.5287864798078884,0.0,0.0,0.15030779585271106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600532694071142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940056040014213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060277991433402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992937985605535,0.0,0.0,0.19776881455942216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526728144682995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656546741776688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068021980145341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweetmyassfish,2018/12/05,"The adhd cycle 1. Set some sort of objective for yourself 2. Talk yourself out of achieving said objective bc it’s not really that important 3. Feel bad for not completing the task so decide to do it at a later date 4. Kidding you lied to yourself 5. 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I will start with mine: I was diagnosed as an adult - so when I started meds, I just expected be able to get things done quicker from being less distracted. One thing I didn't expect was that my writing improved. Writing had always been the hardest thing for me. I could learn the information but I couldn't write it out in a way anyone could understand. It was so bad, that I avoided certain subjects in school because I knew there would be essays or big reports and I knew I was awful at them. Just the thought intimidated me so much. A lot of my impostor syndrome comes from writing, I think that everyone thinks I'm smart in person but if they saw my grades on a report, they'd know the truth. Started noticing it a few weeks after starting meds that work responses here and there were just better quality. I spent less time explaining what I meant. Then a big report I always dread doing, went really easily and got a lot of compliments, that I usually don't get. Since then it has expanded from there in other areas. External people on committees or groups that I'm in, are noticing and making positive comments. Even journaling, which I've been trying for self care reasons for almost 10 years, has become much easier and fluid. I'm not saying I'm a talented writer now (far from it!) but it's not the big bad ugly I had been dealing with my entire life anymore. So that's mine. Writing was a totally unexpected positive change for me after starting meds and I'm always so surprised by it. Whats yours?",4.066725269573368,6.1953575759493695,5.143431786216599,79.03232301922176,72.92405063291139,8.225785278949836,28.15939990623535,8.94667605116694,2.5092643225503983,1318,52,234,28,27,433,178,316,0.11,0.745,0.145,0.8268,0,1,0,0,0,1,33.0,2,2,3,2,15,15,0,3,14,1,30,3,0,2,3,55,60,22,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,22,10,0,1,13,0,1,2,5,5,0,1,22,2,34,10,27,27,8,34,0,0,1,0,24,14,0,7,15,167,56,7,0.09712380488495763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672393945600107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725546108773653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424443582702243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632071650098464,0.06791122261650656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621886404297987,0.05920576998730515,0.10726561186562417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589811273845893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099024192042492,0.0,0.10274410741133597,0.0836635579789811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509091032941458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013037814443006,0.0,0.0985786175182003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939137306212326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414935713009498,0.0,0.0,0.09280595771679682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014863588303474,0.0,0.0,0.08146283952979079,0.07767877919492862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302000782648922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337670315784177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860141568239446,0.0,0.0,0.08576209910401003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514237146612148,0.0,0.0,0.06483089393941405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315306089307401,0.09784201547909054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279434359732535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211521911875374,0.0,0.0,0.0658136037738742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733341727972611,0.08480476018575214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062219996406462974,0.0998594473685976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723674790860335,0.0,0.09829447573605042,0.0,0.0,0.10132131040978723,0.0,0.0,0.08034181505054337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437236449552666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302501406683311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357422094675555,0.12446602496584733,0.0,0.15421090448874886,0.056633671677367964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594068814289451,0.0,0.0,0.10110930614018776,0.11682797873792165,0.0,0.10696814953298088,0.0,0.0,0.2312770667300386,0.07790685786111326,0.0,0.0,0.09003474017011877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070728669518248,0.0,0.0,0.13798792874435525,0.0,0.0,0.06254454601688686 adhd,Kinaru,2018/12/05,"Vyvanse tolerance rate A few weeks ago I was prescribed Vyvanse 10-30mg to start, initially 10mg did nothing, 20mg for maybe 3-4 days before losing that feeling of focus, and now at 30mg 2-3days I've lost that feeling of focus again! I take Vyvanse 5 days of the week, weekends off, all around the same time, I've increased the dosage 10mg a week. But today I felt no effect of Vyvanse. Obviously, I'm not going to go over this limit, but am I right to be a little concerned for my tolerance? Or do I need to reach my own personal threshold? I'm feeling a bit frustrated with having moments of clarity followed by the fog of thoughts rolling back in. I'm going to see my doctor Friday and hopefully get a professional help, but I want a know if this feeling is shared is similar for you people. 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Do some of you use it and if you do in what dosage (at best with weight, height & gender) and does it help you? Comparison with other AD(H)D-meds, if you can draw one, is very appreciated. Thank you.",2.6294326241134773,5.567842191489365,2.77989361702128,89.0841666666667,84.53191489361703,6.5375886524822695,20.599290780141846,7.793537801064563,0.9543078014184396,201,6,40,4,6,61,38,47,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.9278,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,6,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,0,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621618026303834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507767557046175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925060971434473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727792328817982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224042008180664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264977433440026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077342486934452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886863292250785,0.0,0.27579282976222697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070287759122734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sharadov,2018/12/05,"6 year old hyperactive boy. What strategy should we adopt? Our son is a bright 6-year-old who has trouble focussing on tasks he does not like. He can focus hours when he is building legos or doing art or any physical task. I am not in favor of medication, and again it's because I feel he may be borderline hyperactive and not a textbook case of ADHD. To an extent, I feel like I was like him, but grew up in India and not in the US. Along the way, I guess I picked up ways to deal with it - physical exercise, schedules etc. What strategies should we adopt on a day-day basis?",4.010344827586207,4.867084000000002,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,71.06896551724137,8.558620689655173,27.431034482758626,8.841846274778883,1.9394000000000005,448,15,93,8,8,150,80,116,0.078,0.873,0.049,-0.2856,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,1,0,21,14,7,0,2,7,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,11,5,13,9,2,16,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,4,9,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570601501859185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903122603393606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462922239847506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637032871765198,0.21077626672672867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789132759110948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280128667328244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674947186160905,0.14605724579709578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252218335435924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013394819273704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29964798167346524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595922170547284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290662573488742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459250195988453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245616206139517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633148133035553 adhd,tiredgurl,2018/12/05,"Nuvigil ideas? Used to be on Adderall ir. Then switched to xr bc new provider felt better putting ppl on this. Ok, cool. Well, I'm 24F, 5'8"" and about 200lbs (don't comment on weight). I have sleep apnea from a connective tissue disorder (diagnosed when I was young, ehlers danlos syndrome, weight loss doesn't help the sleep). Well my Dr decided that it's hard to know what's ADHD vs. sleep apnea fog vs. narcolepsy (I have the genetic marker, hard to test for this with meds I'm on and can't stop as well as sleep apnea). So he switched me to nuvigil. I'm on 150mg. I take it at about 9am after taking my cromolyn sodium for mast cell disease without food. Some days it's like a whole new me, awake and going and focused. Other days it's like a sugar pill just like the Adderall was. I can literally sleep after taking it no problem. I don't drink caffeine. I'm on birth control pills too and know nuvigil messes with this. Thoughts on this? Is this what a ""bad fit"" is? Or is there a better way to take it? I know this is all complicated and I'm just wanting to hear other people's experience with this all. It's so frustrating. Thanks. 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I'm planning on getting my wisdom teeth out the beginning of the holiday break, so I'll be spending most of my time recovering from the surgery and have no need for Adderall and give me a good two weeks clean for a tolerance break. However, if the recovery pain is as bad as everyone says it is, I'll likely be taking Percocet to kill the pain. Will this interact with my tolerance break from Adderall though? Will I need to take some additional time off it because of the opioid?",8.722475247524747,7.767508178217825,8.644435643564357,69.06467326732674,61.27722772277228,12.832475247524753,41.982178217821776,11.979248473330829,5.166004356435645,430,22,76,12,5,140,65,101,0.14300000000000002,0.698,0.159,-0.3049,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,8,0,8,3,1,0,0,10,16,7,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,6,3,16,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,5,50,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921291846654498,0.1402706907833621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987647150840006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022106680880397,0.22073897150311306,0.0,0.19300228299485112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545785751851102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241833595759616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34124187499567005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896987448236539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829897995638469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460226653522374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260783134588195,0.0,0.2683537178719537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247804611279758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184577428370288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawaydddsssaaa,2018/12/05,"I think my dad is the ""reason"" I have ADHD I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 23, about a year ago. This is after years and years of just not knowing what the hell was going on with me. &#x200B; Ya'll probably know the drill - frustrated parents, frustrated teachers, frustrated self. Constantly being called smart but lazy, why can you remember every line in Wallace and Gromit but can't remember your times tables, what do you mean you lost your phone/wallet AGAIN, hey \[name\] were you looking for your keys you left them in the door AGAIN... &#x200B; A few months ago I was talking to my dad about the different aspects of my condition, what the signs were, and a few questions on how I was like as a kid. &#x200B; I can't remember exactly what I mentioned, but something I said made my dad say ""well, that sounds perfectly normal to me...I mean, I do that all the time. \[My Stepmom\] gets annoyed when I do but that's just the way I am."" &#x200B; That set off a little lightbulb in my head. Over time I asked him a few other questions and listened to him talk when I mentioned the symptoms I was dealing with, and realized he had the same exact experiences I did. &#x200B; **1)** I was talking about how I had apparently promised my SO to do something a few days ago, then when my SO reminded me of it a few days later I had absolutely no memory of this conversation. SO was upset because he felt like I just didn't listen to him because this was a frequent occurrence. &#x200B; My dad said that this same exact thing happened with him and my stepmom, and literally said ""well, sometimes I just don't commit things to memory because I'm thinking about something else, I can't help it"" &#x200B; **2)** He told me that my stepmom would get irritated with him for not fully following directions. He said that he found he would only listen to the first part and immediately tune out mentally, because he figured he already had all the information. This wasn't a conscious thing, and when he realized he did this it took him a huge amount of mental effort to force himself to listen to everything. &#x200B; **3)** He used to tell me about how he was so terrible at remembering names he ended up taking a class his company offered on learning mnemonics to remember names. He still has a very difficult time remembering names, my stepmom always goes on about that. &#x200B; **4)** He constantly fidgets with things, and has always done this apparently. His coworkers apparently would yell at him for constantly clicking his pen, which he wouldn't fully realize he was doing. He told me this after I told him about buying a fidget spinner to stop myself from doing exactly this. &#x200B; **5)** ""Write it down or you're gonna forget"" ""No, I'll remember"" \*doesn't remember\*. Apparently I'm not the only one who constantly has this exact conversation with people. &#x200B; **6)** Something I just remember was when I would get in trouble for not paying attention to certain things, he would actually defend me. My teachers would get mad at me for looking at random articles and funny things online while I was doing homework. He'd usually say ""how do you expect anyone to pay attention to things that bore them for that long?"" He'd even encourage me to take frequent breaks at school or work where possible, because he ""didn't want me to get burned out"". &#x200B; These are just a few examples I remember off the top of my head. Of course he's a lot more disciplined on things than I am, but he's got a few decades on me. The more I think about it, the more I realize he uses the exact same coping mechanisms I've learned, and even ended up teaching me some when I was a kid struggling with things. &#x200B; There has been a genetic component proven in ADHD. So I guess I can say this is likely where it ""came"" from. And I'm kinda happy, I suppose? In all the times I feel like a completely failure, I can talk to my dad, and know there's someone else out there who sees the world at least a little like I do. And heck, he managed to raise me and my sisters and retire comfortably. So maybe there's hope for me too. 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So this is my anecdotal experience, but I'm realizing my EFD makes me susceptible to picking up slight ticks. * I just got over a bad habit of licking my lips, especially when nervous. It took weeks for my lips to stop bleeding and it's thankfully so much better. (Lip balm is no bueno either) * I was recently watching a Twitch streamer with Tourettes and I played around for a few minutes replicating their whistles and it took about 2 days to get rid of it. * When I get the inevitable cringe-worthy memory that loops in my brain, I have found that over the last two weeks, I click my tongue automatically. The urge to do it lingers temporarily and I'll twitch my right eye slightly instead. I'm able to stop these if I'm aware of them, but it's like scratching an itch and it feels good. This may be something everyone struggles with, but I found it's more correlated to my ADD/EFD experience. &#x200B; \*What about you?\*",2.637596685082876,5.326392138121552,3.390328729281769,86.87466436464088,80.65745856353591,6.713922651933702,25.62458563535912,7.908726449838941,1.5926903867403317,751,30,149,14,20,237,115,181,0.106,0.797,0.09699999999999999,-0.168,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,2,1,9,8,0,2,8,0,9,9,6,2,0,23,22,13,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,6,6,20,5,20,14,4,17,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,2,10,92,34,0,0.16077081671365262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419511273990487,0.1953541395498904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312011226766005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342369165543995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218872248138525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794734015538236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368387654248433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362340505188546,0.0,0.3145294164939788,0.0,0.0,0.08129055555296705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525538045873411,0.0,0.0,0.16799223232425858,0.0,0.0,0.13484693333967715,0.12858310881951826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104967341669255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854450019866249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731576856221448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818504881179495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874178596888655,0.0,0.0,0.13729739903664095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376922925761848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688232032264938,0.0,0.16807256471582166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801616778949447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35724458578876006,0.0,0.0,0.15704972701589584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579213032430426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953541395498904,0.0 adhd,seelentaubheit,2018/12/05,"Big Pharma So today I talked to a good friend of mine,I know her since I was 4. And I told her I use medikinet daily at the moment because it's so helpful and I'm in less stress and less depressed. I had my ADD diagnosis when I was 20 and many people would never notice it. So she went on this monolog about ADHD is only a big Pharma thing and she knows me,I don't have it and all I think about this topic is wrong and she knows everything because she started to study psychology. And medication is only helping because it's basically cocain.And now she's mad at me because I told her her behavior is shity and I feel bad because I'm again like ""Hmmm,maybe I'm not I'll,I'm just lazy and stupid etc"".",1.8611590436590468,3.5702971013513536,3.839189189189188,87.81475051975053,77.98648648648648,6.1754677754677765,22.87110187110187,7.010146845296331,0.6956022869022873,553,17,118,6,13,188,89,148,0.126,0.762,0.111,-0.4918,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,2,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,2,22,23,14,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,1,20,3,9,16,4,14,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,0,8,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972862110040084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318145499985195,0.4811793173376048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597288425765555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760663726327369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418830473607996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982363029771794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196968745625855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241355875190014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163337556537756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602830662558332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712712876825982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005503004773666,0.15860126626651347,0.0,0.0,0.15903704731906673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175879393571805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973562442672714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401339407561375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944692643171014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059139245372114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174093934954774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808391321245784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268896316477288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488156983042964,0.10115648683841688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964195362442245,0.3017024008883329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634867592379074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634673215470595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214605834579244,0.17260566176283346,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kraggleflux,2018/12/05,"ADHD, something else? Need advise. Hello! I'm a 32 year old male and I've always been a bit suspicious that my mind works a bit differently than others a friend suggested I may have some form of ADHD. Since then I've been trying to educate myself on the topic and I ended up here. Here goes, I'm always thinking about something, sometimes it's one topic, in this case ADHD. In other cases it's anything and everything, quickly switching between topics with no real focus. I find it difficult to read anything, unless I am specifically looking for the answers I seek or am deeply interested in the topic. Continuing , I have read about ADHD all day, from blog posts, to reddit threads, to medical documents and that was all fine, but if I want to read recreationally, or for a course at work, my mind drifts constantly and I have to continually go back and re-read what I read as I didn't actually absorb any of it. My drifting doesn't necessarily stop with reading; I play board games with a group of friends, and when new board games are introduced I struggle with the rule set because I stop paying attention, not necessarily because I have anything else on my mind, but I just stop processing what they're saying intermittently. I lose things. A lot. I am constantly making sure I know exactly where something is, and it stresses me out big time if I am unable to locate something. My carpool pokes fun because I never want to have the parking pass in my possession as it's one more thing I have to keep inventory of. Another example I didn't have my headphones with me one day and I called my wife and gave her a list of places to check, but she was unable to locate them. Upon arriving home I immediately began searching and after an hour located my missing head phones and the world was right once again. Possibly unrelated, but I tend to pace. I have for years. If I'm waiting for anything (software install, phone IVR,) I am constantly walking between rooms in my house. Some of the things I've read suggested ADHD can be genetic so as a closing thought I'll say that I asked my sister (we're not exactly close) if she'd ever done any research on ADHD in adults, she said she was diagnosed a few years prior and is on a medication for it. Any advice or information anyone can provide would be appreciated. Thanks! &#x200B;",5.941023585272827,6.896650483069976,6.935532030824318,72.54625282167045,66.74266365688487,9.722082976570405,33.108819179575,9.83838024301492,3.3328713162606065,1856,79,326,40,29,622,238,443,0.043,0.865,0.092,0.9614,1,0,4,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,1,3,12,13,0,2,19,0,33,4,1,1,7,68,54,31,0,8,15,2,0,0,2,2,3,3,2,2,18,21,0,5,7,10,2,5,7,5,0,3,13,4,48,8,53,36,10,57,0,2,1,0,28,22,0,11,28,220,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.0636227731389765,0.0,0.4701240506314646,0.0637096596290891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849809320650028,0.07064081780250199,0.07922137402048386,0.13300839041809176,0.06836463803851969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045587190894749184,0.0,0.21460598607867512,0.0,0.06095030392307892,0.0,0.0,0.050132394497240385,0.0,0.11923028188094485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235626574404578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657332801782256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136407347451253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409321842261859,0.0,0.0,0.066173484761418,0.0,0.0681168877996316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671906825563381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892729413364767,0.0,0.05774510511592325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897433189175984,0.0,0.0,0.05859477302750338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595887887412105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074193197389072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370529027743297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669108323921061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539781013295069,0.0,0.06420581712158037,0.07522847324085137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795000352896931,0.0,0.0,0.035830513167605015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474897875717295,0.07293865839690714,0.0,0.055428075970228564,0.0,0.0,0.04351943940963522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313580426127734,0.0,0.0,0.19749086123841736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048342677906193315,0.05028387131144395,0.06296757575637227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841318301971297,0.06943257452828719,0.13253732754835176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681168877996316,0.0,0.0,0.0734997127847379,0.0624406115520056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565018275973168,0.0742083497058987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567779943738314,0.06201718525629179,0.10369438909625232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393155237716967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076704646928087,0.06448140473258415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635225921799712,0.07468283278681513,0.06815795939933822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061447310061406524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002454934688287,0.0,0.0,0.12994177725872966,0.041775543285901315,0.0,0.05175905888691657,0.03801683878386245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426441790153551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690964586368265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949282446120937,0.0,0.0,0.04631400972091319,0.0,0.07922137402048386,0.12595400504559126 adhd,awkward_dwellings,2018/12/05,"What should I do? Hello all, I am a 26 year old male who was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD when I was an adolescent by a doctors office that is still around and operating. When I was 17 I went into a program for substance abuse and they took me off my prescribed Vyvanse. Fast forward through years of addiction, and I am now a healthy young man with three years clean from heroin addiction! I am also a medical Marijuana patient, using cannabis for my anxiety. I know that Vyvanse truly assisted in dealing with my ADD/ADHD, and I reached out to a behavorial healthy center and scheduled an appointment. I’m currently working on obtaining my records again so can I put back on medication and begin therapy. My question is, should I be honest about my addiction? Thanks for any answers and support!",5.533654916512057,7.3045402380952416,6.398688930117501,72.98927643784789,68.38775510204081,9.699196042053186,37.853432282003716,10.018931242160765,4.306134693877552,633,36,105,16,11,209,99,147,0.062,0.787,0.151,0.9031,1,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,10,3,0,0,8,0,13,7,0,1,1,20,21,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,4,13,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,19,3,19,13,1,27,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,16,80,23,3,0.0,0.1806869955035759,0.0,0.4987409630626207,0.3665495782377901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195381186387227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370490372562917,0.0,0.11666171617146112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575690548460945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726271843143242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722030994107394,0.0,0.15478380374653733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608972172291327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380974854607995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30725444733053103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002259413083206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330413927636474,0.1708343646983803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178631447897065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305464925345734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040106999925167,0.1743964927524672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943257903931935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171062268643938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136858381371795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102146756376098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946140749328342 adhd,satrar,2018/12/05,"Looking for Fidget toys/tools to stop my bad habits Problem: I'm still in school (College) and professors have a problem with fidget cubes/spinners because they don't think we are paying attention. Looking for: Anything to keep my hands busy, but be small and quiet enough that people around me aren't distracted and looking at me. I like the idea of gear rings and fidget rings, but I can't justify the price. TL;DR: Looking for something small to fidget with that won't cause distraction for people around me.",5.928115501519759,7.767149744680857,5.213100303951368,81.60500000000002,67.51063829787232,7.499088145896658,30.44984802431611,7.957251820313856,2.2068528875379942,412,16,69,5,7,124,62,94,0.081,0.8270000000000001,0.092,0.4642,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,19,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,0,8,9,1,14,12,1,8,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,0,3,43,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513216790028198,0.32739325450319845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535362860218698,0.11209458332996523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889005384930396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000235053938336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075837714941954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344542838629295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983691787243615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6176683169453012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549653979932008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351906203019252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861014273377828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156364934308585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685079078994048,0.15373608571816327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782607683571444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stephen904,2018/12/05,"Heart palpitations with adderal? How to know for sure if I have heart palpitations? I guess my heart beats somewhat faster than normal when I’m on my adderal. Is this something to be considered about or is this normal? 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Do any of you have a way to convince or rebuttal people who don’t believe ADHD is a real disorder worth medicating? I recently had to argue with someone and couldn’t get through to them, I think in the future my plan is just not engage with someone who doesn’t plan to have their opinions changed regardless of what evidence I state. Anyone else have stories/ways to deal with these kind of people?",5.555555555555554,7.269127703703706,5.991049382716053,76.15472222222226,68.25925925925927,8.85679012345679,33.25308641975309,9.2995712137729,3.2749160493827163,348,16,58,7,6,112,58,81,0.098,0.853,0.05,-0.5826,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,2,1,4,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,0,0,13,12,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,14,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231857000371628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311948469140206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348968552707938,0.19767330300991687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173591358998132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408787315846516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977920764299697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110746860851746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611631375325468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079475918439484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009005221787124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435050191951014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40124735923087795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958959992233465,0.0,0.0,0.19048904664057106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32692753716296563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361782566308785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062679755137907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Markupoiss,2018/12/05,"Feels like every reward is fake Whenever I do something it feels like I didn't do it correct. I recently passed a HUGE math test. The first minutes I was happy but then I started thinking that I did something wrong, they calculated my points falsely, my meds give me an unfair advantage, they went easy grading my test because I'm a weaker student. I just keep thinking I don't deserve anyting good that comes into my life. I always dust off the good and say to myself ""Ah I didn't deserve this anyways"". Saying that to myself completely removes the fulfilling feeling and leaves me empty. &#x200B; Does anyone know any fast methods to combat this feeling or is this something super serious and maybe I should discuss this with my psychologist?",6.1164963503649625,7.876550029197084,6.2040948905109525,74.9835145985402,66.95620437956204,7.815766423357664,35.5978102189781,8.238735603445708,3.1659319708029203,602,30,93,8,10,191,90,137,0.177,0.6579999999999999,0.165,-0.5792,0,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,4,2,11,0,0,6,1,10,1,0,0,1,19,23,6,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,3,1,1,5,6,22,8,6,17,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,62,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991336604658452,0.1691676996302587,0.1897160596591922,0.10617432497954926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917031337082073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517591075298662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449289366884673,0.163700214956512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366311500058528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315469663509856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157777751226409,0.22307980621696494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280481252552215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977492827730685,0.0,0.2619102815970367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620418214709448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387762641419179,0.0,0.0,0.08580542634828826,0.0,0.0,0.16532001577375366,0.0,0.0,0.11027982944763827,0.15255528364972645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568544139325651,0.0,0.1734261657756523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759410950394533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416036848089867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832302079261434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605914448894578,0.0,0.0,0.11051021197078686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008467564003532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473485264927646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070456342862192,0.1897160596591922,0.0 adhd,hbolly5,2018/12/05,"What is your relationship with food like Hello, Reddit, I’m curious to hear what other people with ADHD is like around food. I myself have never been overweight (but I was borderline on the higher BMI scale) but I recently noticed how bad my relationship with food is. I constantly snack on sugary foods and obsess over my next meal. It gives me this sort of rush I need and then I eat more to feel that rush again after crashing into a slump.... I never even realize just how bad I eat out of boredom too. I lost weight after focusing a bunch of my diet but after that, I started to regain weight after falling off the wagon. Now I’m just even more impulsive around food and eat when I’m either bored or stress (horrible when it’s finals week right now). I would love to have medication, but I can’t make an app just yet. Just curious to hear what others experience with food is like. Could my impulsivity around food be part of ADHD or something deeper? 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Which jobs do you found acceptable with organisation problems? Hey, I do have serious problems with applying for jobs. I recently applied for an Internship in an apparently great NGO but I needed some energy to do that step and I'm still anxious about this commitment and the responsibility. I'm currently studying and I do get along with it quite well though I can't imagine working academically as it feels a bit to pointless (hence the Internship as preparation). I guess my abilities are probably more the creative and social ones and although I think I could be good at STEM subjects with a good teacher I can't bear the idea of doing stuff like that for a living or even studying it for a whole 6 years. I'm 26 already and all my work experience so far has been really bad. I'm always a bit late, I forget deadlines or assignments, and I have trouble maintaining a ""professional"" appearance and engaging in some sort of competition. I worked a lot on myself, I do meditate, I did several therapies and I try to maintain a healthy routine but I just know that pretending to have competitive ""time management skills"" and excelling ""reliability"" is just completely unrealistic for me. I do work on that stuff but I can't see myself shining in these areas. Sometimes these are the first things that I read when I look at job prospects and that is extremely frustrating for me. Are there any work sectors with a higher tolerance for things like ""being late""? I have a hard time finding the motivation and guts to apply for a job. Last time I really worked was when I was 19 and that was really shitty. From then onwards I did my High School diploma and studied which I'm almost done with now. I'm really afraid of being in a working situation. I know I've got some abilities but I did not learn any proper skill so far and I'm afraid of failing in every respect in a job. Furthermore, I'm not really qualified, my subject is philosophy. I know I could pursue this and I think I could write or teach on a lower level but the working conditions are really not stable ( I live in Germany). I considered doing something like a career advice, but the last time I did that it was laughable. I went to the ministry for work and did it there and the Test results turned out with an ""excellent suitability"" for almost every job in a list of 300 or something, except for optician. Next time I came back to continue the conversation he looked at my school diploma and instantly send me away and said with this diploma I wont get a good job. Did you have any experience with career advice that was better? How did you get your current Job? How do you cope with your ADHD issues with respect to competitiveness and working routine? And most crucially, where do you work and how is it going? &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.2787126865671645,6.969586908582091,6.279283582089557,73.9101194029851,68.90671641791045,9.688358208955227,31.87014925373134,10.008157457239328,3.4207038805970145,2277,99,399,58,40,756,245,536,0.071,0.768,0.16,0.9937,13,1,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,8,0,20,19,25,1,2,32,0,50,1,1,5,2,91,80,45,0,6,16,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,27,37,0,0,14,2,0,6,7,9,1,2,20,7,54,16,58,53,10,50,0,1,4,0,15,22,0,14,25,287,81,39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581416191522688,0.10702701592299008,0.0,0.0,0.10967393138030793,0.0,0.06043203658134521,0.0,0.0455669800185377,0.17800619189721886,0.19962814056991468,0.11172160706905286,0.0,0.0,0.06186629962718316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145138944206909,0.04210916064652722,0.04572459382285049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843318625407049,0.11957343995578988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263397650958599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057417682652291024,0.0,0.0,0.1311707563791694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120825762079947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617026804093805,0.0,0.09227992730271037,0.0,0.0,0.1071369201831834,0.0,0.0,0.027689682761649074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010428997057902,0.04658115190815819,0.0,0.06004450910090739,0.0,0.0,0.08583380174679198,0.0,0.031122922632995143,0.18372952578108526,0.043798759493028326,0.060376105417122426,0.060327323360645724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905665142210202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057859833095914186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182045874442666,0.0,0.05715806445817503,0.4890920538038544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028849610037533,0.0892778714142639,0.1235494941034823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026291412498038,0.0,0.09671299140393874,0.0,0.09197380515490873,0.0,0.0,0.04655731645706152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060587192074525,0.0,0.0,0.058240786807303865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037108644509304664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059043487412945565,0.10480107741113967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058246906415583374,0.05477755162536057,0.0,0.21049445059571745,0.0,0.05407159127645588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052091898721222746,0.0,0.0,0.11084561695937802,0.04363880729088766,0.0,0.0,0.06186629962718316,0.0,0.0,0.061555605295348585,0.0,0.05582370889388632,0.0,0.08431805319780923,0.05416174227918821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373358855689643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253804526621325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262595672126323,0.0,0.07276385163934011,0.07017949495385879,0.053804106195837816,0.0,0.15966294724969826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718030034339129,0.05956612695856237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923827285477294,0.05076560125684594,0.0,0.06114063464651979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385471327059671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962814056991468,0.03526540397500369 adhd,bginnn,2018/12/05,"Poor experience at doctors office So I have been concerned recently that I have ADHD, but I am 18 and my parents don’t really care too much about mental health and it’s difficult to get help. I made an appointment at my doctors office to seek help, and I thought I was going to get some. Unfortunately, the only thing I got was a mean attitude from the doctor. She came in to the room and said “Sweetie, this isn’t how we do this. I’m not just gonna write you a prescription.” There were no questions about why I was concerned I have adhd, and I was basically accused of just trying to get meds. I’m very upset that there was not even an attempt to understand why I was coming in. Just needed to share this experience. Thank you ",3.7237608966376112,5.086691849315071,5.26581569115816,80.94948318804484,72.28767123287672,8.322789539227896,26.97135740971357,8.841846274778883,2.025501369863014,574,20,114,11,11,194,89,146,0.115,0.742,0.14300000000000002,0.7469,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,11,5,0,1,7,0,15,4,0,2,0,23,33,8,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,13,1,17,3,15,19,2,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,1,81,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502848155980635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667940663054895,0.1485842193598453,0.0,0.0,0.12553583316125216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474908386471591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625508630780867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851091257414326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841799197931886,0.0,0.08282326248728862,0.0,0.11655576813544287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549070652805003,0.0,0.0,0.19536313895172605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378958221673622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874565374807584,0.1618761974607653,0.0,0.14686430381619298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713031651551247,0.1080589643933917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108362995903603,0.0,0.0,0.16181893788659749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325399751889574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336011134187923,0.0,0.143893478456535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862518800452014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341711076326873,0.0,0.0,0.09681834278510404,0.0,0.0,0.11569550019859867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894294989610927,0.0,0.0,0.15171289977714567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024475534802362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630022228262561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mushykiki,2018/12/05,"How should I start getting help? For the first time in my life, I've started to take my problems seriously and realized that maybe solving them is out of my control. I've only had the confidence to tell one person in my life about it (my bf) and it didn't go how I hoped it would. I don't know if it's ADHD but everything on this subreddit really resonates with me. I've never even talked to my doctor about issues with my mental health, let alone my parents, but I don't want to hold off anymore. It's interfered with my life too much. But now that I've realized something needs to be done, I'm afraid, and I don't know what to do next. I want to tell my mom, and I want to call my doctor and get the help I know I need, but I'm so scared of getting turned away, being told I'm just lazy, or to be brushed off. I'm not good at communicating my feelings when I'm scared or upset and I already know I'm going to cry when I try to put my thoughts into words. I know the initial process isn't easy for everybody, is there anybody who felt like I did before getting help and can give me some words of reassurance, motivation, or just tell their story?",5.3747584233947885,4.452714219008264,6.29809917355372,83.06435155753339,67.96694214876032,9.42962492053401,30.598855689764786,8.617729084823388,2.03526090273363,899,29,201,12,13,300,129,242,0.155,0.7559999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9381,1,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,3,13,10,0,4,4,0,18,6,0,4,1,51,50,20,0,10,11,2,2,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,10,12,0,2,11,0,0,3,7,6,0,2,7,3,30,4,30,37,2,21,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,6,10,124,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340195643648295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496384010243227,0.12249266232056018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008343349685118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428934766028553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944539056445508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334470796126755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244973635993986,0.0,0.0,0.12192968352802855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722900795651296,0.0,0.11359283863438788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331529234860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976078460552752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056125577626704164,0.0,0.10657862709279137,0.0,0.0,0.09441762406117683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197432990490505,0.1064825332979467,0.12616916020630098,0.09310259935359504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798915998668234,0.0,0.0,0.223205435615892,0.0,0.0,0.1102493076247049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585648746336186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050169769188425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135063197472714,0.23521044035170302,0.054229613920873374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111515695895245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186317298003076,0.0,0.0,0.1300033465524491,0.0,0.0,0.0815987058555674,0.1646120713050788,0.0856110228924077,0.0,0.11805111055735999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521733368911694,0.08442146819461482,0.0,0.0,0.1232537748785315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692202796300033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621322490823012,0.0,0.11158693570238397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111025629169991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226327238314708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545420113372892,0.0,0.0,0.15713454129192062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834591412071843,0.08921861664906139,0.29106000923136155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812260988840813,0.0647257335312109,0.0,0.0,0.1060664709063304,0.0,0.0753625764177193,0.1207375075876746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641427601808975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788521178470583,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ivanitchtheoldman,2018/12/05,"I just got prescribed Vyvanse and I’m nervous So I’m a 20 year old female and I very recently got diagnosed with ADHD and today I got my Vyvanse prescription. I haven’t taken it yet.. I know nothing about the medicine or dealing with it or yeah I’m just scared and nervous and having a hard time separating my Adhd from my intelligence... i know it doesn’t mean you’re dumb at ALL I know that but ah yeah I don’t know.. I asked the doctor some questions and they said some stuff to explain but I was also nervous and now I won’t see them again for a month so I’m here looking for some advice please or words of wisdom or comfort or yeah please anything,,, thank you so much :/ sorry guys thank you ",-0.044553571428572525,2.301316270833333,1.8342857142857163,94.125,94.625,4.131746031746031,20.0515873015873,5.916634753146586,0.043250396825397004,549,19,115,5,21,180,84,144,0.11,0.705,0.184,0.9329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,0,11,9,1,4,5,4,6,2,0,0,1,30,26,18,0,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,6,4,18,4,9,19,5,10,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,9,9,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490949363694986,0.1419245806152599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116146520744372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951823612409301,0.0,0.1357776257637697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497336713869218,0.0,0.14741318863248834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865692039466488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484795227957813,0.0,0.0,0.1438081380809758,0.0,0.0,0.1301044342763044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31927532397112546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196307270299317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820641211495712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592733104802455,0.0,0.10676640654084303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935947166737808,0.0,0.15240251423654647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318854718597619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269944153479962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340468803937387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815429339414187,0.0,0.14540825525076706,0.0,0.11573562749363718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625816927057187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166262396535735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674306860929033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468925955859431,0.0,0.13766833906172013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983629705819394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352830453539733 adhd,PilasPuestas,2018/12/05,"Pulled an all-nighter to work on a project, but I spend it all on Reddit. Ugh. 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I don't understand one part of ADHD which is the fact that it is said to be genetically inherited. Can ADHD be nurtured? I'm the youngest in the family with 3 older siblings, 2 of my older siblings have been diagnosed with ADHD where one has ADHD and the other has ADD. My eldest sibling does not have ADHD/ADD from what I have been told. My father has ADHD while my mom doesn't.* &#x200B; Now, let's get into the interesting part. I have been emotionally manipulated by my whole family for being the youngest. There isn't much detail to be explained vividly as one recalls emotion more than the actual situation, especially in childhood. Painful emotions do shape a person for who they are today. What I recall is not being distracted in school, etc. These were never an issue, I even purposely didn't take my meds at times because I hated the way I felt after taking them. I used to get physically beaten by my mom but it wasn't much because everybody did but I wasn't allowed to defend myself when I'm hit by my older siblings. When my mom witnessed me hitting them back she began the habit of locking me up in my room. I remember having altered my personality of when I'm alone in that room and when I'm in front of everybody else. &#x200B; Since then, I tried mimicking the characteristics of my siblings. When they get away with something, I memorized it and used it whenever it's needed. I created a system in my head that living was a survival and I had to work my way to freedom. Where that freedom was is uncertain but it certainly wasn't the afterlife. It took awhile for me to articulate that in my head until I was questioned about when I'm apathetic towards my family. They were never my family. I acted like my siblings when they were around and say the same script to my doctor in our yearly visit because I'm aware that she's taking down notes to read it out to my parents. &#x200B; I don't think that I have a personality disorder. I can feel empathy towards people that aren't involved with my family. I'm able to lie well but I don't do it out of boredom as it is a defense mechanism. &#x200B; Questions: How can I know that I genuinely have ADHD? Ever since I took adderall regularly, which is only on school days, I get throbbing headaches after I'm done with school but get right back up when I tell myself to focus on a task. &#x200B; Does seeing myself in 3rd person help with my ADHD? I was put in a school program where I was taught amongst people with ADHD and ADD and ever since, I started to question everything. Before that, I only saw myself in 3rd person when my family is around. Especially my mom. 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Hey, so what's your guys' best remedies and supplements that help you with your ADHD/ADD? Also, what changes should I make in my diet that will help me? I feel like even if it doesn't cure my ADD, it would help me a lot. If you guys have amy suggestions, I would love to hear them.",3.4420312499999994,4.947730390625001,3.7832500000000016,90.73675000000004,73.21875,7.620000000000001,23.7375,8.238735603445708,1.1340662499999996,251,7,54,4,5,78,46,64,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,10,5,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,6,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,12,4,3,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,14,1,0,3,1,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545763385188666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939893938485245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446012657631073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408615397209591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399105319151316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710670541226933,0.15133011231475654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194864540013894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387457827724305,0.0,0.4259519429436376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348856133786156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008876524431897,0.19118322576414915,0.0,0.14139697202579699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30095335903893,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MikeGinnyMD,2018/12/05,"A word on meds from an ADHD doc I'm a physician with ADHD and I treat ADHD in children. My own diagnosis at age 8 and my subsequent discovery of my own ability to succeed at school led to me choosing to follow this career path and give back to the medical community that helped me so much. I often see posts in this subreddit in which people ask how a medicine is ""supposed"" to make them feel or solicit experiences from other posters. While I think it's fine for people to discuss their own experiences, I want to emphasize: *you cannot generalize one person's experience with an ADHD med to all people*. I can have two patients the same age, ethnicity, size, sex, and one does great on CONCERTA and the other does horribly. That goes for just about every med. Personally, I take CONCERTA and it works great for me, while I found ADDERALL and DEXEDRINE to be suboptimal with watered-down effects. But I have plenty of patients who would very adamantly tell the opposite story. What matters is that your doctor takes a uniform approach to stimulant medication for all patients and that your doctor initially follows up with you frequently, takes your concerns and opinions about your response and side-effects seriously, and understands the mechanisms of action and pharmacokinetics at work. That last bit is important. When I manage an ADHD med, I have plasma concentration graphs in my head while I visualize mathematically what I want for a patient. It really does take that kind of understanding, in my opinion, to provide the best management for patients. So when someone else tells you that this or that medication was wonderful or terrible, take that story with a huge grain of salt. Your own response might be very different and the only way to know is to try.",8.479842767295601,8.835853022012579,8.628930817610065,64.66371069182391,61.232704402515715,11.972327044025162,39.050314465408796,11.538034831475384,4.8809106918239005,1423,68,228,39,18,467,175,318,0.026000000000000002,0.868,0.106,0.9709,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,8,2,5,10,9,0,0,16,0,14,8,1,5,2,49,35,25,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,21,18,0,0,9,0,0,5,1,2,0,3,2,3,30,7,44,29,10,29,0,0,1,1,20,12,0,8,10,165,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918981556267145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652790886417232,0.0,0.0,0.0629451712344102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590686152946125,0.0,0.0893697539626141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552611957800932,0.0,0.16757404899367542,0.21490831739990196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683834000959284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897045365409188,0.0,0.0,0.24022392098002954,0.0,0.0,0.04139079943884462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975509957960694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852742663584449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050154577284327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401182198847253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054868931480072325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852444361531085,0.04498803237646741,0.06672670289947882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464208508563897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637113545324069,0.24739555834700205,0.0,0.08684036394349333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017640817882836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094070492272674,0.06225810416806386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025393724528734,0.1429537259217055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839910751397751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244151562752351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284653781940564,0.06523170149241354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935958469931351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30774209559325577,0.0,0.14309823288163448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245248610030629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557746427924995,0.0,0.07996517810245156,0.17043798020817455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508589752254238,0.09656612011089633,0.06497653814260099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877351470028745,0.11918989052914945,0.0,0.0,0.058150888296298976,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gin_rummie,2018/12/05,Is it common to get prescribed Adderall without an official diagnosis? My insurance would not cover testing but my psychiatrist prescribed it anyway.,9.917826086956524,13.582101000000005,9.929782608695653,44.353804347826134,60.73913043478261,11.556521739130435,50.6304347826087,11.20814326018867,7.924321739130436,125,9,11,4,2,41,20,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999064569081594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7378488178969709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437406989100643,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,venusvoo,2018/12/05,"Feeling such a (overwhelming) relief to have found this sub <3 I somehow wound up here an hour ago at 7am after giving up on getting any sleep in the night, and I'm so glad I did because reading through all the posts made me realize how much I invalidate myself about my disorder. Part of that is because I have a lot of resentment towards the adhd fad, which I take medication for because it makes me feel like I can function without having an anxiety overload at school/work or being in constant flight mode. My friends are kind of dismissive about it too, I think because I come across as fairly chill esp in front of others. But, having this community will be a bit of a game changer I think. Ive already learned a bunch and received so much more insight. It's nice to recognize my thoughts/actions for what they are. This post is probably gonna get buried but I just needed to express myself because it feels good to see y'all. Okay I'm late now, g2g have a nice day! ☜(˚▽˚)☞ ",3.640971524288109,4.986104185929649,4.763899497487441,84.53717252931325,72.46733668341709,7.517721943048577,30.854606365159132,8.021203637495839,2.1305233500837515,779,35,156,11,15,256,139,199,0.03,0.8270000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,11,11,1,1,11,1,15,3,1,3,1,24,33,9,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,9,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,4,20,9,27,26,8,23,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,3,9,104,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079850291508625,0.0,0.12597924202932356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683100833979385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664527448889858,0.0,0.10872006218304243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331697904001289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515630632174607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242227702352305,0.0,0.1535793255886019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165450560933276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287981195801082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557775215500272,0.10152929679054506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558253112136572,0.10980019723816947,0.0,0.1485018260633715,0.1363327627249198,0.0,0.11920203430201168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995783574240886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479942739187704,0.0,0.0,0.1603155613830649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694317918475086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082384275974872,0.0,0.134475711967234,0.09486502665267407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316917201310406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894651281332932,0.10537887183853108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336833791501504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390020116979405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722199715550027,0.0,0.15322749638605768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421566960469162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143831243006231,0.11324983464628945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222087292466612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685522726612327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212725536025864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369969088065562,0.0,0.10346376903494814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WedIsis,2018/12/05,"Feeling emotionless on elvanse I've recently been prescribed elvanse. My doctor said I should begin with 30mg the first week, then 40mg and then end on 60mg and stay with that dose, maybe even go as high as 70mg. It does help in the attention part but when I take it after 2-3 hours I begin to feel my emotions go away. I don't laugh at things i usually laugh at and I cant barely smile. I just become a zombie. Somedays it is better than others and somedays it is worst. I almost become numb to feelings it feels like. Is there anything I can do to make the symptoms less noticeable?",2.5647107438016548,4.155712619834713,3.9521404958677695,88.27911983471077,75.69421487603306,6.4928925619834725,24.49669421487604,7.1686216300943375,0.9882026446280991,461,15,95,5,10,152,83,121,0.15,0.7659999999999999,0.083,-0.8819,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,1,0,16,20,10,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,5,11,4,15,17,3,22,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,13,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485277025868878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369414685755766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405754520476232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856994595147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443372335424155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872694614070833,0.15280769904323388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964195753873567,0.15465800868743046,0.0,0.0,0.11533226699107645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531645252449057,0.12474575486470214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852833942350468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984766725305208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704147056573445,0.18449146440176709,0.0,0.0,0.1719616546240343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530859130734092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655758223620398,0.0,0.1754253117007616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880155235208735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890921869414871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724123026865697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609986867082022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611749656622367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149295539875912,0.13128955294599445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600715752326242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231493086454374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006647818857818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ActualCauliflower,2018/12/05,"How is adderall ""supposed"" to work? I was recently diagnosed with adult ADHD and initially prescribed 20xr once daily. I had taken adderall in the past in college as an occasional ""study drug"" obviously illegally when it was given to me or I had purchased it, and it had such an immense effect on my productivity during those time periods; it almost seemed magical. When I first was on the (prescribed) medication, starting a month ago, I immediately felt the benefits of energy, focus, productivity, etc. just like when I took it in college but obviously by taking it every day my tolerance has grown. It's only been a month and I honestly feel almost nothing now when I take it. My psychiatrist added a 10mg IR to my daily prescription to make it ""last longer,"" but I don't really feel any effects at all unless I take more than prescribed, other than a slight increase in focus for an hour or two followed by irritability. I was reading that the initial energy and motivation (along with euphoria and increased energy) aren't actually how adderall is ""supposed"" to work, and that those are just side effects from not being used to the drug. If those are the side effects, then what are the effects I should be looking for? It has definitely helped me with focus and patience for getting tasks done overall, but is it normal to become adjusted to it so quickly? Today for example I took my normal 20xr and felt different than my normal brain for sure, but once it wore off about 2 hours later I was irritable and out of it. I took 2 of my 10 IRs to get through a second shift of work (I know I'm not supposed to double dose), and it was definitely better than being my ""normal"" self, but not so dramatic a difference that I feel it was worth taking. My next appointment with my psychiatrist is 4 months away. I can't imagine the same prescription being useful/helpful for that long until then. Is this normal? Is it working in ways I'm just not realizing? Am I just not noticing that I actually am better just because I don't experience the energy/euphoria anymore? Those who take adderall regularly, how often has your dose been increased and how do you know it's stopped ""working?"" Thanks all for reading and feedback ",8.09646048866388,7.765531849878937,8.845649350649351,65.07995542593002,62.22033898305085,11.673739819502533,38.14318732115342,11.115808304768276,4.463000968523003,1766,80,294,43,22,599,198,413,0.023,0.841,0.136,0.9928,2,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,0,14,20,7,0,0,18,0,37,7,1,12,5,76,66,35,0,7,19,0,5,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,31,18,0,1,17,2,2,8,9,0,0,3,21,6,35,7,49,40,9,50,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,7,29,225,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.16295709608414036,0.0,0.10034411462867124,0.0,0.07401280038917125,0.0,0.1672152804494875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056779095461128026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280406798070622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844579296822896,0.0,0.0,0.050897447412870465,0.09221307045429207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768812826547045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932074298381556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053847018914852135,0.0,0.0,0.0847451186301926,0.0,0.17446787812707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544382050612814,0.0,0.0,0.19365413006942211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311839286685444,0.0,0.0,0.07034768303451015,0.0,0.0,0.08167360251180901,0.0,0.0,0.12665192202760325,0.0,0.16033554918750362,0.0,0.0,0.07102034441505753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724481773987347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119291521427708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445044743628776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177274250908887,0.06805912817469162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079117533883875,0.0,0.0,0.07388996905023427,0.07011431718287968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055733199918153835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411188366748812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993344245417025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879730467408714,0.0,0.4090342127374985,0.0801151855424292,0.09505899529405902,0.0,0.17783774834932234,0.0,0.06350129869103208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970490898297627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670341081438715,0.0,0.05348868861609215,0.0,0.08244070569778136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601021990090932,0.08710293049969672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909780802588002,0.0,0.0,0.06980510659705566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869253976021888,0.0,0.31388721184503765,0.0,0.0,0.07687048027567765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868629065401351,0.0,0.07914298465175336,0.0,0.27829624927720165,0.0,0.0,0.08156195450246506,0.0,0.0,0.0721124050078046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627401543362575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039248038701686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VexxedTheGod,2018/12/05,"How to get tested in the UK? (15 years old) I have been closely watching this for the past 3 months and I feel like I can relate to 90 percent of the posts on here. So, about 2 months ago I asked my parents if I could get tested as I really do believe I have ADHD and I have been getting in trouble a lot for failing in in school and not being able to do usual things like chores. But they just dismissed it as me find an excuse. Is there a way for me to apply for being tested for ADHD at 15?",1.9405841121495333,2.8138248691588785,3.852418224299068,91.26498247663551,76.00934579439252,5.723831775700935,21.786214953271028,5.148860815047168,0.004851401869158778,379,9,86,1,8,129,71,107,0.057999999999999996,0.877,0.065,-0.264,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,13,17,9,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,12,2,19,12,2,16,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,2,9,64,15,5,0.19272067688506092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632256046248741,0.0,0.17083525195835378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801678175084738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713020738331776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387177866851806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974453648415165,0.13767969007409958,0.0,0.0,0.17614320724350346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020657982595252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883071760572775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384422773105506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765561125429763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022279312835758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399350472641065,0.0,0.1839736928859216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457313554033805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234618005075372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504361387357216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803505427100814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225459821674786,0.0,0.0,0.15297270290223725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410579731838868 adhd,AdmiralHuac,2018/12/05,"After school is the worst. I'm sure most of you undrstand what I'm talking about. The feeling of your medication wearing off after school, and the helplessness seeps in. As soon as I get home, I sit down, say to myself, I'm going to finish X homework assignment. As soon as I start, a wierd feeling creeps into my chest, almost like guilt. And then I procrastinate. It's been hitting my grades horribly. I'm currently in my last year of highschool, and I'm begining to find that I lose all concentration when I get home. The worst part is that my meds are slow release, so if I take some at the end of a school day, I'll be awake until 2 am. 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I always self blame because with having ADHD, you're very aware that you do not react like others. I feel too deep and I always go through this cycle of suffering. ADHD people of Reddit, do you have any advice for me? I really need a way to not feel emotions as intensely as I do, it's driving me insane and I'm fed up of getting to the point of suicidal. I don't normally reach out like this but I feel like I'm at my wit's end.",1.9617954545454523,3.879461225,4.299545454545457,83.66727272727275,78.41666666666666,7.363636363636362,23.40909090909091,8.296473431620573,1.5144999999999995,457,15,92,9,11,159,78,120,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,2,0,16,16,6,1,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,3,15,3,17,14,1,12,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40657927368475216,0.16529484358801816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281498527077017,0.0,0.0,0.11503018128412748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311440425834356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173767241129332,0.0,0.0,0.17735422764708167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805498426483741,0.1498197945755792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565872779849484,0.12084329500050114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306875753639709,0.0,0.08837572278329958,0.0,0.09613383283197492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044771327271452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791956912548696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465102832451552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542517774622766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573451641129774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726973926639475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990473380432002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836406424212323,0.0,0.16701867552820626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646399267875576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850264755040111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956935361394074,0.0,0.13426617574378627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pyperproblems,2018/12/05,"Just stumbled across a post on this sub, calling my doctor today. The last 2-3 years have been really stressful. I mean my whole life has been stressful but I recently got married, I do social work, I’m in a masters program, I figured once things settled down I’d be able to get into a routine. I thought birth control was making me anxious and tired. I tried antidepressants, knowing I wasn’t feeling depressed. I thought surely it must be an issue with my thyroid that causes the brain fog and forgetfulness. Maybe it was working overnights in college that messed up my brain wiring? I live in the Midwest. My newest doctor has been prescribing me Vitamin D as I’m very opposed to medications. I’m sensitive to side effects. He recommended I try to go off hormonal birth control, taper off my antidepressants. I stopped gaining weight and the physical anxiety subsided, plus my overall motivation and brain fog wasn’t affected at all, so I stayed off the meds. They weren’t helping me, and the birth control killed my sex drive. 8 months later and I’m still stuck in this rut. Then I came across [this post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/9jd1la/everything_i_thought_was_normal_isnt_its_hard_to/?st=JPB6PRV1&sh=3c8e9521) when I was looking through the users history after reading a funny comment. I’ve never considered i have ADHD. I think I’m going to call my doctor today. This post explains my entire life. As a kid, I was hyper, sure, but I didn’t have issues in school. I never thought I could have ADHD. I do everything mentioned in that post. I’ve spent so much money on devices to track my stuff. I’ve never been on time to work, it’s impossible. I haven’t read a book since before high school. I mean I’ve wanted to read, I’ve tried to read, I just can’t. I dropped down to 3 credit hours at school. I can’t go to the movies and I’ve never understood how anyone sits through them. I drive in silence because music overstimulates me and I have to listen to podcasts a few times over to grasp what they’re saying. I’ve always believed I was lazy, I had poor work ethic, I’ve had no motivation. Maybe I do, I don’t know. Maybe it’s not ADHD. I remember having this “epiphany” when I thought I had Hashimotos, but the blood work came back negative. I don’t have all the symptoms talked about in the post, I’m very responsible with money. I’ve always done well in school. But holy shit, the forgetfulness and anxiety about losing things and sleep patterns... I think it’s worth a shot. So I’m going to call my doctor today and see what he thinks. 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Need advice I've pretty much failed every year at school since year 7, and was due to start my Diploma of networking at tafe in february 2019. I only got my diagnosis/meds a few days ago, and I feel like even with the meds I'm still not ready as i've essentially never studied properly in my life, and don't see the point of spending money on the course if its just going to go to waste. I've decided instead I'm going to take to year to practice studying (In the same area - networking) which will hopefully help me get generally and a routine and make the course easier when i do start it. I do have a job but i generally only get 1-3 shifts a week so apart from that i have no other responsibilities. &#x200B; Do you guys think I'm making the right choice? I am attending therapy, and will also ask my therapist for advice. What i generally need help with is coming up with a routine/method of study when I'll essentially be at home by myself with no one to guide/motivate me but myself. I've been prescribed 5mg dexamphetamines, which didn't really seem to have an effect so I've upped to it 10mg which seems to help. I am worried about becoming addicted to them so I'm not sure whether I should be taking them every day etc",3.580819047619048,4.9888196290909095,5.264779220779221,80.6407878787879,72.7090909090909,8.874458874458877,26.18614718614719,9.362217197678863,2.1911783549783546,1078,36,217,25,21,367,156,275,0.07400000000000001,0.863,0.064,-0.3805,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,13,5,1,0,13,0,20,4,1,3,2,39,49,18,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,9,12,0,0,7,0,2,5,7,2,0,1,5,2,25,3,35,39,4,35,0,1,1,0,8,14,1,4,17,134,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211967273780305,0.13462774622031098,0.21893169371292787,0.09930005904901198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895833350191877,0.0,0.12137495300403968,0.13611805253351855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472472579420818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371864451897735,0.0953218136998339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964963683026504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448884867867806,0.0,0.0,0.11369918770598055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493327994086567,0.0739889641504257,0.0,0.1887654309134906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664129839650426,0.08002798718346855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557940331407718,0.0,0.19099273505600184,0.0,0.08959360882520978,0.0,0.0,0.11091862700345166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252564021082997,0.0,0.11236642465898604,0.11126235479860318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116378296055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912390572051273,0.05472791325995988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955007819627875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443033017944695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234849141106612,0.16612464129048687,0.08639767640220497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590848276718018,0.17039438250011174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589626828211694,0.0,0.0,0.11396586054712007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176366669148862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566551606147136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337146258021676,0.08926641474037267,0.2039598362661872,0.0,0.0,0.11498818006022968,0.09266511683818623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786760381096175,0.0,0.08946029684500394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557868103650003,0.0,0.25267806520264263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281060361922462,0.13006527895899875,0.0,0.07177867925058062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898566715433846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376299398772773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611805253351855,0.2885519905468921 adhd,2ndCoolestUsername,2018/12/05,"Procrastination Poem #12 *Procrastination + desperation + two cups of coffee = poem.* &#x200B; I want to partake in the sweetness of mind the lost land of nothing the city of crime where reality bites and hilarity ensues when no one can get you and there’s nothing to lose no deadlines to meet no places to be just time to relax and space to be free &#x200B; I want to retreat to the back of my mind and just go on searching for the thing I can’t find. &#x200B; Can’t I just go on searching for what I can’t find? Is there no way you’ll let me just waste all this time? I swear it’s productive In my own way - I’m creating a new world so just let me play Why do you keep trying to hammer it home? my mind is *hyper*\-active I’m never alone - there are voices that say I should get things done and voices that say I should go for a run and voices that say I’m an underachiever and voices that say I should invent a transceiver to broadcast my thoughts - and send out a beacon to look for thing that I’m endlessly seeking! &#x200B; I'll drive myself crazy just trying to avoid looking lazy... but, I’ll tell you right now that you can’t shut me off I’m hard act to follow when I’m up at the top a mind free to wander and a dreamscape to roam i'm perfectly capable of of thinking alone when my brain’s finished baking sweet nutrithoughts sustain and the meanings stay with me even though the words may change &#x200B; so although at times I may look positively idle inside my heart beat's a drone of survival which apparently, ... I cannot readily escape because I’m still alive and still taking shape ...a productive activity in its own right even if my path diverges from sight. &#x200B;",4.80596826215972,5.786528234421367,5.285772158431172,83.26334021416595,69.32640949554896,7.878673719520062,28.30202554509097,8.04050195162591,1.7014606889433614,1353,46,270,17,23,433,175,337,0.066,0.794,0.14,0.9818,1,3,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,5,0,6,22,10,0,1,17,0,21,3,2,0,3,43,46,20,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,15,13,1,2,5,2,2,8,10,3,0,2,3,15,28,9,39,33,3,44,0,2,4,0,12,20,0,3,13,165,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310720326298645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177517226826106,0.46849493677815796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941169240607855,0.0,0.03917207674381474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717350040188989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797817275840799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575991654356368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488576505652287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746428351007925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714601359639605,0.0,0.10956069341979842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756401061727238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614797625915197,0.0,0.0,0.06445765279570609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057116915679386086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141965996240185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188572628693848,0.07189009400734696,0.07014698193115881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999758030818014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595356498564053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956099159326362,0.062062355409765714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331770475465595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04354399137736069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713764106759425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975475347776374,0.0,0.20440736213157693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068492220341299,0.10263565420962996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831524792021947,0.0,0.056165752895238535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280737374106668,0.041174979085696825,0.06313476461450143,0.0510149719078192,0.11241092888609737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725614740006829,0.0,0.06277232559875247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580399465431296,0.10201261362393098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579843251731668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46849493677815796,0.0 adhd,fabcancia,2018/12/05,"Suggestion for college Hi guys, I have been recently diagnosed with ahdh(combined but with an inattentive predominant type). I am at the second year of Computer Science and so far I really like my degree. The first year was pretty rough tho, in fact I barely passed. I have trubbles to go to lectures and remember deadlines. I will start with medications next week. I also was thinking to buy the lenovo yoga book since it allows to digitilize my note because I have big trubbles to have everything organized and I keep loosing notes all over, any suggestion for a good device that you use to digitilize notes? And more generally more advice on my study method? (I don't think I have one actually, sadly in Italy the high school is really old fashioned and they never insisted on teaching us a study method). And even more generally any suggestions with my college experience? Thanks to everyone ",6.5825471698113205,8.665894503144656,7.091965408805034,67.81643867924531,66.23270440251572,11.086163522012576,34.00471698113208,11.038039088145766,4.5279471698113225,722,33,112,23,12,236,107,159,0.023,0.8740000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.9316,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,2,3,22,19,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,0,1,3,2,1,2,2,1,0,3,3,1,18,3,20,15,4,20,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,10,78,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.1719240922098792,0.0,0.0,0.1721588804814511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408893011801281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961385366396584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739633501740406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881673078159827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636375729885785,0.0,0.0,0.1683454117512747,0.15833722209801007,0.17233566756863514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498567234615819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012588824605936,0.14776955704632086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744436936069462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861414896927253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659489925901746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607156066014844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748057115756674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587915932451386,0.0,0.18736705996397884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848689361615853,0.0,0.11938261830083835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923613189257304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257279849677816,0.0,0.17395429630035364,0.0,0.19957507266939667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830131165885474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457360741516337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469953430192453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622008228756051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225775206004126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192016836592592,0.15216102969380985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413191823837343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22690541881243306 adhd,YellowDuck1998,2018/12/05,"Suicidal thoughts Lately I've been in a pretty fucked up mess. Bunch of examinations, Expectations from friends, family, and myself, and I can't handle even a single responsibility like go see a doctor in an appointment. The more I failed, the more I am having suicidal thoughts. Though I really never wanted to do it, the thoughts still haunt me terribly. It was kind of like [Guess I'll die](https://imgur.com/gallery/QKeNZ). Like, yeah, I should have die out of my uselessness, but I don't want to. lol. Anyone have tips for getting out of this disturbing thoughts? I know it's bad, but I can't just tell myself that ""aww, come on, you're good enough"" because I am truly not.",3.818809523809524,6.347393817460322,4.425634920634924,82.03464285714288,75.1111111111111,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9810761904761909,535,18,100,12,12,170,88,126,0.255,0.609,0.136,-0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,4,13,1,1,7,2,12,2,0,0,1,21,25,5,3,4,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,6,1,13,6,14,18,5,11,0,2,1,1,2,6,1,1,6,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038601011518068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181442045412062,0.09623576888906142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599057713172547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276871889096493,0.0,0.0,0.16158610089338313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312137260961268,0.0,0.1042713017409856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882529444053572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196956758717095,0.14594778913028195,0.08248028676836583,0.0,0.08972086281620555,0.1324134286188088,0.0,0.0,0.17391102908732445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439676839646716,0.08676093681848092,0.0,0.17808364821943715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313811589083153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175867427389188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061001488167845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113523049754274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580153504792388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607476957237382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453671727637567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798488271265275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551059612193225,0.5013229274016525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862310175212244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DosPelasPuestas,2018/12/05,"Ignorance is bliss. Before I was diagnosed, I worked harder. I refrained really hard from wandering around (mentally and physically). I was obsessed with being disciplined. Every bad tendency I had, I worked really hard at overcoming. Adderall does absolutely nothing (20 mg), and honesty I am not interested in experimenting with any other drugs. I have just started my career. Maybe I am at a point of my life where I feel really destroyed. (I got so fed up early this year that I impulsively scheduled a screening after my best friend suggested it.) Regardless, I miss my passion, and my drive. I miss being hard on myself. I only had myself to blame. I thought it was just laziness. ",4.321532104259379,7.358242297520665,5.983801652892562,68.73975842339479,76.43801652892563,9.342911633820725,30.795295613477435,9.661875296680813,3.9977750794659888,542,26,81,17,13,184,83,121,0.18600000000000005,0.68,0.134,-0.2095,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,5,10,1,1,2,0,11,5,0,0,0,15,18,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,8,5,23,4,12,8,1,14,0,2,1,1,2,8,0,0,5,62,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504438465933046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369176480304262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535317253763337,0.0,0.0,0.15646793511302634,0.0,0.1929702203583608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866338504678931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609142142516032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132418748009741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492643314971866,0.0,0.0,0.17986946227404746,0.0,0.0,0.09297501440887118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206486733810395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470652563992203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941598188843898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987954871643376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473170114408927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853073154777107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643736654592562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984866710891242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382558924502267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533938027674013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015087646774207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597980583141135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677329730176572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184123874200486 adhd,anongong,2018/12/05,"I was diagnosed today (adult) and I got questions A few months back a doctor told me he suspected that I have ADHD when I saw him for something unrelated. From that moment I have done a heap of self learning. It was like a lightbulb went off for me. I watched a YouTube video about the unofficial diagnostic test that some of you may have seen. While it's very tongue in cheek, it made so much sense. I'm in my mid 30s now and while I manage OK, my late needs and early 20s were hard. I went from being a high achiever in most of my schooling but the wheels fell off in high school when I needed to actually study and self manage my time to pass. I had a long line of different jobs and ""careers"" and several failed attempts at studying. I also abused drugs and alcohol. A lot. Fast forward to now. I quit drugs and alcohol and am pretty healthy. I have completed my master's and run my own business. I put a heap of systems in place to make sure I don't forget stuff and manage myself. Still, I struggle with chronic procrastination and lots of difficulty with organisation. It was too easy... One thing I'm not sure about is how easy it was to get the diagnosis. I just rocked up to this neurologist today and told him why I think I have ADHD. I gave him a completed self-rating scale and he just said ""yeah sounds like you have ADHD"". Then he wrote me a script for dexamphetamine. I mean, what if I just lied to him and made it all up!? I guess it's possible I don't have ADHD... But I think it's unlikely. I have done my research and I feel like I do have this disorder. I'm really interested to see how I respond to this medication, but I'm also scared as fuck. The aspect of my job that I struggle with is the part that requires deep research and focus. I've tried Pomodoro and all that and it has helped to an extent. I hope these meds help. What are the downsides? I understand there are some side effects but the doc just said they are rare. I was wondering if it was OK to only take them on days when I need to focus and not on other days. The doctor didn't really say much, he said I don't have to take them every day. How has medication helped you? Oh also... I have also suffer from anxiety at times. Does medication help that in anyway or is that something else I need to deal with? Thanks friends. I'm looking forward to getting to know you all on this subreddit. 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I originally saw the GP and got referred to the psychologist. The psychologist said I met criteria for ADHD in all aspects except that the dsm requires symptoms to be present before a certain age. I can think of some problems I had before this age in school, but I didn't relay them at the time. I have a regular checkup with the GP so I was wondering how I can proceed in my diagnosis. Do I need to get a second opinion and does insurance cover this?",4.727025036818852,6.068371628865982,6.358615611192932,74.1555670103093,69.82474226804123,9.25419734904271,34.47569955817379,9.606745405546679,3.5179967599410915,396,20,71,9,7,136,68,97,0.022000000000000002,0.943,0.036000000000000004,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,9,0,8,3,0,2,2,17,17,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,11,1,13,9,2,12,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,6,53,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040289403184426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720328919056908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430529230742188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25676611637506397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213816934031322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433986272026405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232864855256774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875790840681409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391448355438059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420646224332463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406388580589797,0.0,0.0,0.25602601691192184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293974752900723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209731205259567,0.0,0.0,0.1475128004303109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743425371079629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sonnesatt,2018/12/05,"I lost my bullet journal How will I ever get anything done again? I swear I had it in my hands yesterday afternoon and I cannot for the life of me remember where I put it. I'm kind of freaking out because I know I have a ton to do but I am not really sure what or where to begin. Argh :/",-1.239374999999999,0.7127738125000036,2.0956250000000023,94.286875,92.125,5.7,18.9375,7.1686216300943375,0.3826000000000001,220,7,53,4,8,79,49,64,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.8255,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,2,0,7,2,1,1,2,10,12,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,12,2,7,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26211341311319125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941657931747553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32595479780894865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881180287776757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664126601422243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316877840698041,0.17504932218461206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497888789790746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34770033956980073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32019885674359544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040509726700912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608191310856475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001997187704771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StokedUnraveled,2018/12/05,What med works best for you? If any at all. I have been on pretty much all of the stimulant meds and they all have there ups and downs. 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(24/Female/ADD) I mean, okay, everyone does to an extent, but I worry that I am worse than others, and wonder if it's also ADD-related . I'm 24, and have only been licensed since age 22, though I took private lessons from a driving instructor who taught me defensive driving. However, since being licensed I have ""hurt"" my car a couple times (scraping it trying to park and a couple other things) and had one small accident coming out of a parking lot left turning into a car. This has not given my already-worrying parents a lot of confidence in me, when initially I think they thought I'd be a good driver. Once I went through a stop sign (four way I believe) with passengers accidentally with no other cars around at 11pm (I work late at a hotel) and I was so upset and shaken about it I cried the whole way home :/ That was a few months ago. I've also gotten two red light traffic cam violations because one time I thought I could make it but slowed down+ sheepishly went thru a red at 20mph. The other time I didn't know it was wrong bc I was turning on a red right turn but it was the 2nd lane (there were 2 right turn lanes) and so I guess you can only turn in the near right turn lane on red. ANYways, combined with all of that, today I was driving to a sleep clinic appointment (I also have sleep apnea, and was originally seeing my psychiatrist for OCD, which is why I'm ruminating about this lmao) and while I was stopping to turn left on a 35mph highway with one lane to cross to get to my street, I saw this bicylist that had his left arm out like he was gonna change into a lane. It distracted me, so for some reason when I turned my head back to start turning left bc I guess I must have seen it was clear before, in that second an car zoomed past me. I've been so upset about this all day, bc what if I'd started turning a couple seconds earlier??? I would assume I would see the car bc I would have looked right toward uncoming traffic, but I can't figure out why I stepped on the gas looking straight to my destination FIRST like you look right first what the actual fuck. I mean the person was almost definitely speeding to an extent but that is no excuse... I'd had a hard time going to sleep last night and had only slept 4 or so hours so it might have been due to that as well :( I haven't been on any successful ADD medication yet. One made my heartrate too high (tho it made me productive which was amazing!!!!! but also made me anxious) and then the other made me nauseous and seemed to have no positive affects. :/ I remember my mom saying the first ADD drug I tried was helpful for alertness while driving. Of course now I feel the need to ""confess"" that near miss today which is ridiculous bc 1) I'm an adult and 2) it would be pointless. idk I'm just upset and guilty. the other car I don't even think noticed. I just can't figure out the ""what if"" scenarios if I'd turned earlier would I have seen it in time, etc etc I almost wonder if the other person saw me starting to turn and they sped up. idk!!!!!!! I am so sorry for this wall of text, if no one reads this, that's fair lol",2.464373040752349,4.237149606583074,3.8042194357366768,88.44908777429468,76.44514106583074,6.520877742946709,23.51222570532916,7.348242739294969,0.9003350470219429,2451,76,511,30,55,804,294,638,0.14300000000000002,0.782,0.075,-0.9923,3,0,1,0,0,0,89.0,0,3,2,6,29,19,4,4,35,2,55,11,6,8,4,93,116,48,0,14,16,2,2,2,0,8,4,1,1,3,42,29,0,3,18,2,0,18,10,12,1,12,41,17,60,7,61,63,11,97,1,3,13,1,17,39,1,19,40,336,102,4,0.0,0.0,0.04756579298580023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320741626118485,0.0,0.09761744170767583,0.0,0.0,0.1559179111597007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629334384384264,0.0,0.0,0.055065317906626166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339129053278844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748008741035784,0.0,0.029713065651295313,0.0,0.041476403163738254,0.054916272524218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156325826775584,0.04198747506169487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891703799752238,0.1617984378832963,0.053541509767386586,0.03143497541566218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042655019510895384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056525996615521726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087218735411986,0.03219405913145965,0.0,0.0,0.04657568873881367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024645747251608424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438141381026856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045061792409936095,0.025466021667175345,0.0,0.02770156998716296,0.04088302034765552,0.0,0.0,0.10739104356744746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366383834609806,0.0,0.0500240188386371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032671169331283424,0.051499283497649685,0.0488928499189063,0.0,0.04800168956826407,0.0,0.05218001252840995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026787684469245482,0.03973176350516093,0.05498382973451527,0.0,0.2118361175677717,0.0,0.0,0.047626391202083215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227946438640362,0.0,0.0,0.08287851211521438,0.0,0.18448588736976304,0.03253609586138334,0.0,0.0,0.10619006557813808,0.0,0.04910308961455321,0.0,0.05170824651868016,0.0,0.05708679993113274,0.038905916396559284,0.0,0.0,0.03614205568566326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574167298938906,0.0,0.0,0.05549382751961576,0.0,0.05190932905847214,0.16514639790182298,0.11121294010937148,0.0,0.0,0.05412294201525729,0.0,0.046530372616345066,0.0,0.08512039983541819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875583819582073,0.0,0.0,0.050115559956426865,0.0,0.0,0.05521591808162573,0.20812977423653325,0.0,0.038762109871942486,0.0,0.0,0.07768315903875034,0.04437347585949869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064084381143538,0.0,0.14633354730110493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456340352905563,0.10350089084879638,0.0,0.0,0.08150207212904344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03238244930419542,0.06246464106385175,0.04788940392765787,0.07739243540287223,0.14211114938496314,0.0,0.09240466146451026,0.0,0.05415487511718674,0.06618611653227469,0.6362160472901783,0.04761448426128506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773792899899466,0.0,0.0,0.043825494077715264,0.09036984557909372,0.08796531630855668,0.05441942550487055,0.0,0.0,0.1057186445104962,0.035485228079111135,0.09900104961509243,0.04967292225111681,0.1731268923090779,0.053292433558049065,0.0,0.0 adhd,NibAttackArt,2018/12/05,"Does medication help you? I'm not sure if I have ADHD I was diagnosed as bipolar when I was 11 and im 22 now thinking I've been living with a misdiagnosis for a decade. Im seeing a doctor in 2 days (after waiting for literally 2 months) and I'm just so so nervous and scared and sad to be honest. I've tried so many medications for bipolar disorder, anxiety, and depression and absolutely nothing has helped ever. I've never kept a job I have no focus despite having goals and my memory is so so bad. I cant remember dates or days of the week if I get upset my memory gets worse. I cant even remember if I've eaten enough food most days. Im so tired and sad living like this. Do meds help you? When I was trying bipolar medication they said it would make things not so bad and help me cope but it did nothing (possibly bc that wasnt the issue) and just ??? Does it help? Does your memory get better? I've tried alarms, apps, note taking, literally everything. I want to remember anything again so bad. 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Is this common? I got asked lots of questions about substance use and eventually they wrote me a prescription for prozac since it's supposed to kinda help with ADHD too.,6.593666666666664,9.531173644444447,6.628611111111113,67.57625000000003,68.1111111111111,8.944444444444445,31.25,9.516144504307137,3.4973333333333336,214,9,31,5,4,68,42,45,0.047,0.899,0.054000000000000006,0.0765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6963631376499054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27084475782666906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535318685040046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317118436076468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941901024017875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463056432319167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32454751357705325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965554398621866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502210558164976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sarsky777,2018/12/05,"Can I get a moment of silence for all the coffee creamers that get forgotten about and left on the counter.... Seriously, I’ve left the creamer out and milk At least 4-5 times this week! Also forgot I made coffee entirely today 🙃 But somehow the creamer was on the counter all day. I just have to laugh at the ridiculousness sometimes..... ugh ",3.4063589743589766,5.71114043076923,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,75.46153846153845,6.7948717948717965,29.294871794871803,7.793537801064563,2.0564871794871795,268,12,49,4,6,86,48,65,0.134,0.81,0.055,-0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,10,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,9,4,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,5,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534032279872456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785454944298614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205708403738011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.66665774416735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29029267274333137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034237366609045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788920593103285,0.0,0.29080160583461384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460889047873811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thebestatfailure,2018/12/05,"Im finally doing my assignments with my ADHD and my Learning Disabilities getting motivated to finish english assignments is excruciating, especially when my other classes (Radio Broadcasting) are so interesting. But tonight I'm going to finish the three assignments I just didn't do this semester and hope to god I dont fail. Im hoping by positing this to reddit I'll actually hold myself accountable ",7.976142857142857,10.057110042857145,9.761428571428574,50.01357142857145,62.85714285714286,13.028571428571427,41.14285714285714,12.340626583579946,6.617800000000001,333,19,42,13,5,118,52,70,0.087,0.7240000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.7724,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,7,3,6,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,30,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.2591547656744457,0.0,0.3191595350959852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31124216445538283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29091531091147016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387476264673516,0.0,0.15092766099748645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275352581940402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737151594524936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hedgeh0gHugs211,2018/12/05,"When I finally have free time, I just sit and mindlessly scroll im my phone I'm a busy mom and really the only time I can have time to myself is after my kid is asleep...sometimes. Lately I have not had the motivation to do much of anything other than scroll thru Reddit hating myself because I could be doing so many other things that I keep telling myself I'll pick back up again. I don't have hobbies because I never have time to be consistent, and I have a list of things I start and never finish. Tonight I cleaned my closet for 30 minutes and have been sitting on the floor in here for about an hour doing nothing. What is wrong with me? How do I get out of this?",3.4226086956521726,4.466796188405802,4.5847536231884085,86.77147826086956,72.6231884057971,6.969275362318841,24.669565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.9604034782608696,526,15,109,5,10,173,88,138,0.042,0.909,0.049,0.2211,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,0,6,0,21,0,0,3,2,16,26,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,19,2,17,21,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,16,86,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557605121469374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554388877446872,0.0,0.2307654768758888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511239018129358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734592291723564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889047974928912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687385325745626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640171488979188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044538303184854,0.0,0.0,0.16823989663140182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351498761614576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918992255304908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216813095630879,0.0,0.0,0.13914186405514972,0.0,0.2919673096287214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816183319246768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395522977610786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125699188636675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720179820928629,0.0,0.13397266999251664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654382129868773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514971509096431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44148049268382455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694690322813747,0.0,0.0 adhd,aaabim,2018/12/05,Why does weed help me concentrate on things? Is it because of it's anxiety reducing effects or is there something else at play?,4.783750000000001,6.967949875000006,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,71.08333333333334,9.8,37.0,10.125756701596842,4.34015,103,6,18,3,2,33,22,24,0.063,0.736,0.201,0.5803,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521926249746765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280645912957447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028852839804865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845918934249482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085858003334525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35442622142168895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30585878129939736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154250994112633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JezabelEOU,2018/12/05,"ADHD meds, My sleep, My heart Sup /adhd/ Recently I started talking add meditation (ritalin), but I want to change it because of heart rate issues; my regular beat is around 59 - 65 but with ritalin it gone up to 160 first day and is staying stable at 100 now. Anyways, all that is a bullshit compared to an unusual thing I experienced. I am able to get hypnagogic state (being half asleep experiencing hallucinations) whenever I want, and I like that feeling! But sadly, panic rises as fast as I am taking my trip and I can't resist my heart pounding. After experiencing panic pulse stays up to 100 for several hours, even if ritalin's effects are gone. Before taking ritalin I had that same thing during sleep paralysis and also during attempts to meditate. What is really interesting is that I have to do certain things in order to get into that trippy state and it's fully under my control, at the beginning at least, and I have no issues for having regular sleep. These are my actions to get into that: 1. Laying on my back with the closed eyes, concentrating in not moving them and keeping them closed. No body movements, complete relaxation. 2. Imagining how I fly around my neighborhood remembering details 3. I start to see depth and color in my imagination. Later black is being replaced with white. 4. Feeling of euphoria. Heart rate slowly raises till I can feel it and panic attack starts 5. Extreme pounding of heart and euphoria with white light becoming more bright. 6. Finally I give up because not comfortable with heart rate. I stand up and my heart calms a bit, but remains fast for next few hours The question is, how to overcome the heart's temptation for awakening me from my freaking trip? And yes, my heart beat, should I be concerned about it? 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I’m asking because I’m starting to be open to the idea that my son (almost 7) may benefit from medication. So far he is doing ok in school, chatty and needs to be refocused, but overall has not been in any behavioral trouble. I thought maybe the teacher was really laid back, but I heard that at least 1 boy has been referred for an ADHD eval in his class so the teachers are looking for it. I’m pretty happy with his learning, his work is sloppy, but the comprehension seems to be there. He likes math. Let me back up and say that I’m ADD. I was daydreamy and tested into the gifted program and it was the 80s so no one noticed. School didn’t become hard for me until about 4th / 5th grade when more executive function was needed; but by then I felt so different and worthless I went a really bad route in junior high and high-school. So I worry my son could be like a lot like me. He’s the kid coming out of the classroom door at the end of the day with backpack dangling 1/2 zipped open and things falling out, sweatshirt falling out from beneath his other arm, tripping over his feet waving papers at me with his hands yelling ‘mommy, mommy look at this!” I guess my biggest concern right now is his social life. I have him in a playgroup (aka social skills group) and keep trying to talk to him gently about what friends appreciate and about listening. He does have friends but it seems like it’s always hanging on by a thread. And they never ask for play dates after school. He so wants to be liked but he’ll just run up and talk at other kids about whatever random thing is in his mind. Like “hey, look at this pencil, I found it on the ground, I’m going to break it and see what’s inside!!!!” But then again he is still only 6. My mommy instincts though are telling me he wants to connect more deeply with kids and is struggling with it. He also teases his sister relentlessly, it’s like he can’t think of anything else to do unless he is zoned out in front of a screen (which I try to keep to after 5:30 after the days work is done). I want to hear from you if you can relate to my son. Did meds help you socially as well as with schoolwork? Do you wish you had started them earlier? Or did meds affect you negatively and do you resent your parents for going that route? Do you think I’m over worrying and that he’s just a almost 7 year old? Looking forward to hearing your thoughts and stories - thanks!",4.981703383162858,5.400225979674801,5.46959611854183,84.11621164437453,68.67479674796748,7.8118017309205365,27.86283766063467,7.4822170145007005,1.4564713349068978,1930,59,389,18,31,620,259,492,0.076,0.794,0.13,0.9848,2,0,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,11,2,3,24,21,2,1,20,1,42,6,3,2,1,75,85,42,0,8,13,5,4,7,2,2,3,6,1,5,22,31,0,2,12,1,0,11,6,6,1,1,17,16,45,15,73,58,4,65,0,1,6,0,65,33,0,10,29,257,67,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968272932368524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135478452005592,0.0,0.0,0.0644303428718428,0.06703917831326127,0.0,0.0,0.054789123869223966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663007456750384,0.0,0.15064074112970516,0.0,0.0,0.12390391147518913,0.06727106333016734,0.049113613527714914,0.08898122272730749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940235138930377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432713427435875,0.0,0.0,0.10391961919626072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417659799149962,0.0,0.0,0.07050575554407419,0.08244921881108441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730437447143238,0.0,0.07135949184317034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073769162100816,0.0,0.07735808569800405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833884867310432,0.1244935489947482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915775045515142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887549314501595,0.0,0.0,0.08576632368507366,0.07217326232284592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161238434069776,0.0,0.05400315143736222,0.17024940720295756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095166621727394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432253970561003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238642070918893,0.05690768683528105,0.2755307949487593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706279117650836,0.0,0.0,0.06849618382614164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809415639425177,0.0,0.1789861660185169,0.1623279263505269,0.0,0.0,0.0813508924167809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948056628518468,0.06213914577674834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172740470329972,0.08454274982892587,0.0,0.054595082562211315,0.06127572994221889,0.0,0.0,0.08946142711478812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196680185173744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322807583984013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880478383096786,0.0,0.06407104894901394,0.0,0.3261571900336647,0.06420240670243453,0.1466924867208914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463873339722547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405314220076986,0.0,0.06434185105863571,0.0,0.0,0.0842273529165858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951529928390826,0.07042013879505246,0.07417635366513056,0.0,0.0,0.1070518349652515,0.10324967057795684,0.07915782585944939,0.1279242676253302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940100851305908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256359657635806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244046790911436,0.07468750822312739,0.0,0.0,0.09264942858766456,0.0,0.0,0.11730918635413888,0.16364179134850768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518832651276795 adhd,bhughey24,2018/12/05,"When I remembered something for the first time I'm an adult that got diagnosed with ADHD this summer. My biggest setback has always been my memory (ironically, I can remember that...). My wife and friends always teased me about how I manage to stop mid-sentence in a conversation I'm deeply engaged in and completely forget the topic of conversation or what I was saying. In order to remember anything, I've always had to follow a trail of more recent memories to the memory I am trying to find. For example, when trying to remember why I walked into the kitchen, I would have to think about walking to the kitchen, where I was sitting, what I was talking about or thinking about, and if I was lucky, it would come to me. Well, one of my first days taking adderall, I was on my way home and I saw through the window that my wife and daughters were eating Mac & Cheese. I hate cheese and wondered what my wife had planned for me to eat for supper. Then it hit me; out of nowhere, it was like my brain said ""Chicken Sandwiches"" and I recalled talking to my wife about it the day before. I burst into the house excitedly exclaiming ""Chicken Sandwhiches! I remembered!"" I'm not sure I've ever been as happy as I was that day. I always wondered how ""normal"" people remembered things. I always imagined it was sort of like magic and was not disappointed. Unfortunately, it's been 4 or 5 months since I started the medication and we've found that I am an extremely fast metabolizer. XR seems to only last 1-3 hours most days. I haven't remembered a lot like that since my first month, but I certainly will never forget the first time I realized I remembered something like a normal person.",6.596427631578948,6.917331037500002,7.20342105263158,73.41526315789477,65.1875,10.236842105263158,33.40460526315789,10.064110947511567,3.3502187500000007,1332,53,238,28,19,440,163,320,0.065,0.873,0.062,0.3024,0,0,2,0,1,0,45.0,0,0,0,5,12,15,2,0,16,0,24,9,1,2,4,55,42,21,0,5,7,5,0,4,1,3,2,2,4,2,17,14,6,1,17,0,0,4,4,3,1,5,19,3,39,12,37,19,3,40,0,1,1,0,15,9,0,11,28,166,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885580151577295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076002500355185,0.08010881141443435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060842410245201026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629134513206171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253618975206019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368867034928975,0.07751970191186508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072847640820453,0.0,0.0,0.07504272142218353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130843538838715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687866560403723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757547814678792,0.2515571401582957,0.0,0.08106618435184942,0.05712218998218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591327727482494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870544739340041,0.0,0.07299575153724358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416308307053568,0.0,0.07281132715482476,0.08531135062303506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026709595082736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448411221388416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285710476028368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448198499666285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802882075555175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702342200140096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488169218358432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050100438189660805,0.0562310885233716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051257392348733485,0.06455740762158198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300213878422374,0.0,0.6700337945193119,0.0,0.07032935281185765,0.05879627755776376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730787388656329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232000401663955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383793367742524,0.0,0.0,0.05233174979317056,0.0,0.0,0.06181317877514154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696830972058642,0.0,0.055590105901582906,0.11885270507641198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911929416586925,0.0947494443844696,0.0,0.0,0.0862244765405738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039436168357116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868635926297677,0.0,0.0,0.06647666812803314,0.0,0.0667150623407899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035924737339885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504295918407404,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lifeofMC,2018/12/05,"How to tell parents I’m failing in college I just finishing up my 3rd semester of college. It’s been my worst semester I’ve had so far by failing almost every class. I’ve had bad grades in last but not as bad as this semester. I didn’t really have any problems with learning the material, it’s just I been depressed since I had to “retire” from playing football since my 2nd semester in college . I would just rather lay in bed or not go to class which obv never helps. I ended up coping by smoking weed a lot which didn’t help at all . Recently just stopped smoking because of the anxiety it gives me. I also have adhd and don’t take medicine because I hate the way it feels. I know I can put up all B’s with effort but I don’t know what to tell my parents when they ask , I don’t want to tell them I was depressed because they either might overreact or think it’s an excuse. Also telling my parents about me using drugs is not an option.Any advice that I can tell them about my grades ? * typed this quick so try not to focus on the wording ",2.1916156670746645,4.0099843720930215,3.751529987760101,88.3206364749082,77.37209302325581,6.3867809057527545,26.19951040391677,7.273561745256523,1.2770465116279062,820,32,169,10,19,272,118,215,0.188,0.772,0.039,-0.987,3,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,3,14,10,1,0,7,0,18,1,0,2,3,35,30,13,0,4,14,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,5,1,0,2,10,9,0,0,8,1,26,1,26,20,5,21,0,4,0,0,17,10,0,5,8,115,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323136799654515,0.11646145341016036,0.0,0.0,0.1193416946142584,0.0,0.0,0.1906166297026705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620931640405363,0.0,0.0911724808436314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141734270750583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990208773840823,0.21795332135188294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052993597877232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821112514006306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555822944708236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004144080966482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026105971614239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432845004236787,0.0677328200352449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176657142500636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597678711843629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309965761620827,0.09714772081239674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013226930547627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643129459488558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191907114421914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970063241537803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140392982930049,0.0,0.11980895841512558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634984942739298,0.0,0.1176760101914326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971740866637297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996399335231579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960863308337998,0.0,0.5208434769238739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763658213903519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091549182933926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029333753854014,0.0,0.0,0.07029553438750079,0.09459964770539787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466215196803685,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tom_Potato,2018/12/05,"Is ADHD really over diagnosed? (Disclaimer: I do not want to attack anyone's opinion. I just want to pick the brains of the users on this subreddit) Please leave your opinions in the comments. I am really interested to see what u guys and gals think.",3.112127659574469,5.822049148936178,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,78.78723404255321,8.01531914893617,24.293617021276606,8.841846274778883,2.2517863829787244,198,7,35,5,5,65,39,47,0.077,0.758,0.165,0.7354,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,9,7,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347511611208254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476176635196368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168796597937365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109429534444797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28271241383471585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757985647221021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29493382670857765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30575346749352883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35687993635355725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196045631286573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847729682357344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328580423226739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShuffsStuff,2018/12/05,"""You're more of an Idea Person"" Yep. That's me. Someone who is completely entangled in her mess of ideas, but cant get organized enough to Express them. Reddit, I need your help. I am almost positive that I have adult ADHD. My counselor during college screened me for it, and highly suggest that I go on medication for it. I just nodded politely and left. I mean, ADHD is overly diagnosed, I thought. I didnt even want to be in the counselor's office anyway. I was referred to her by the college's nurse practitioners after an appointment I had. I thought I was getting sick: dizzy spells, jitters, feeling out of it. But no...they thought it was mental. So I went the the counselor, smiled, nodded, and left the office. Sure I was disorganized. Sure I lost everything. Sure I was always late. Sure I missed half of what people would tell me, but it wasn't ADHD. It couldn't be. Now its years later...and those side effects that were mentioned seem to be getting worse. I am on a ""performance plan"" at work because of my forgetful tendencies and disorganization; I am at risk for rehire. My husband is drowning in the piles of clothes I leave everywhere. And I am drowning in self disgust. I need help. I have to finally go to a doctor. Reddit...how do I even get started?? Where do I go? What do I say? I really need your help.",1.6310244455645169,4.250606152343753,3.3486139112903253,85.76322076612905,85.1328125,6.1157258064516125,25.054939516129032,7.4822170145007005,1.5540296370967743,1029,43,195,18,31,341,141,256,0.131,0.732,0.13699999999999998,0.5326,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,1,5,7,9,1,1,10,1,27,4,0,1,4,32,48,9,2,6,4,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,15,6,0,0,10,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,14,3,38,4,27,29,2,25,0,2,1,0,18,15,0,2,6,135,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38634451649061263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730193613275213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916294178890767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532171745232003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235174009551338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876177443085226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967940245738908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072149508487866,0.0,0.14155195286197694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630551435852397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418163703685945,0.0,0.0,0.11738490501310632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393976999884155,0.0,0.18269883177889898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547459123949034,0.11321691558554307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419336968195143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087740230223955,0.11346345177208984,0.23285209241536475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169741743284946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672503842827273,0.0,0.10794908150778333,0.10798872978211813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836596102381574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428894953293436,0.0935650796308072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864731302403143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521529278149162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755141682410537,0.11178778710092044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907935071115992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584604953964373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039756104957544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365966132237058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25521130288248955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632037861172126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933531579010953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801133917037545,0.0,0.10920181143197058,0.07612103089954181,0.0,0.0,0.06900538856220811 adhd,Zoetix,2018/12/05,"Not Looking For Medical Advice - Just a ""How?"" Question I've (34F) been told over the years by many people (family, friends with ADD) that I likely have it. Reading posts here and easily identifying makes me think so too. I spoke with my GP about it, and she stated that the testing for a diagnosis is expensive and typically not covered by insurance. So how did y'all get diagnosed as adults? 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Hi everyone. 40 y/o with primarily inattentive add since early adulthood. I recently sought treatment and was put on 10mg adderral. However, it has no effect whatsoever, good and bad. My doctor was surprised and tried 20 and 30, to no avail. It’s as if I am taking a placebo. Has anyone run into a similar problem? Did a different medicine help? I’ve taken straterra about 15 years ago but it has no impact either ",2.7421103896103887,5.734027345238098,4.947705627705627,73.19123376623378,85.07142857142857,7.816450216450218,30.25541125541125,8.575989854853784,3.4590619047619047,363,19,56,10,11,125,68,84,0.128,0.8079999999999999,0.063,-0.6586,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,33,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388875356261556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768687846639875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501375122580214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825562149406807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28156076538483543,0.0,0.2758354858497917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575102254587109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260362878624389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063415503477984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578665176573035,0.0,0.2709129164516456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660898779112481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292576270330366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026237140277073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829667177445232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735433860309841 adhd,MrsLamSmith,2018/12/05,"Vyvanse stomach issues My 6 yo son complains daily of stomach aches several times a day, which seems to be a side effect from his Vyvance med. These episodes come and go and there doesn't seem to be any specific time of the day or trigger as to when they happen (after a meal, for example.) He tells me he has to squeeze his stomach to make it feel better and often, after I make him go and try to poop (6 is such a fun age,) he comes out saying he feels better. He is definitely not constipated as he typically has several almost watery BM's per day (sorry TMI.) While his medication is doing amazing things for him on many levels, I hate to see the kid in pain. Has anyone experienced this, and if so, any suggestions on how to help him? His doctor is not overly concerned as there is no blood in his BM and suggested probiotics & an organic diet. Any other thoughts? I will add that he also takes Guanfacine if this is relevant. Thanks!",5.799234189723323,5.981750929347829,6.837984189723322,75.83073122529645,66.8804347826087,9.73438735177866,31.40118577075099,9.573946990214177,2.8270173913043486,737,27,139,14,11,248,123,184,0.07,0.82,0.111,0.8423,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,8,8,1,0,7,0,14,10,5,5,0,27,30,17,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,8,10,2,0,6,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,6,14,5,24,26,0,22,0,0,1,0,24,8,0,7,10,88,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737596225467892,0.0,0.0,0.11769695962075995,0.0,0.15946562984765328,0.0,0.3002551133021047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290920087223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603312323874748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535589719055317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847499177990304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506413403079507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488336777998473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728754457831516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014765501252026,0.0,0.0,0.14530628141353186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864927689054244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536139836353308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964828560019435,0.14921382730603988,0.0,0.0,0.1634798653520925,0.1482647968442607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566061271344012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170406259673556,0.0,0.0,0.11728058135966148,0.2679678380821228,0.0,0.33253500896492816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475199428121487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106583794513319,0.0,0.12863871062638266,0.1355003079760948,0.0,0.0,0.097777498424114,0.0,0.0,0.11684166721851835,0.17163955146823334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992315349806287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,z-r0h,2018/12/05,"Today’s ADHD tax: 5 bucks in tram tickets and ≈90 minutes of my time So I got one of those modular key rings. They are great! Until you are in a rush and detach your appartment keys, carrying your basement keys with you. Fortunately I deposited extra keys at my aunt’s. Unfortunately she lives across the city.",3.204802259887007,5.805967474576273,4.645000000000003,79.27450564971755,77.64406779661017,8.001129943502825,25.08757062146893,8.841846274778883,2.2213367231638417,247,9,45,6,6,82,48,59,0.042,0.882,0.076,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,10,1,8,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000188190209843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327582295205264,0.4587035381023578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673853342391024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819305156071452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426057735963761,0.0,0.3943727229624531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ur_mom_isthebiggay,2018/12/05,"i got made fun of for having ADHD this kid was being really arrogant, and saying i dont know anyone that has ADHD accept you, do you REALIZE how many people around you can have it, its not a ""mental deficiency"" as i've been told, your a regular normal person, and this kid didn't even know what it was, and was also making fun of me for doing to a school for kids that have dyslexia, which really pissed me off, he doesn't know the struggle for people that have it",20.36673684210526,6.105419200000004,18.46131578947369,47.3067105263158,57.0,21.52631578947368,53.81578947368421,13.023866798666859,6.629947368421052,364,6,72,6,2,125,64,95,0.081,0.807,0.113,0.2905,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,1,1,4,0,16,1,1,3,0,14,23,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,1,8,3,10,14,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,1,0,0,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788153186148554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593054712124505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392899085063188,0.0,0.0,0.17733613626370429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346868846525656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315741013211896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932374105593355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284362648516476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849413130852252,0.1329719733687865,0.20196425758995667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007534306185556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518020326457824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27620959160971426,0.17393954683864846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552337381896345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841710891095118,0.0,0.20160774617865865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825402360566853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035047317896306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drsmith2000,2018/12/05,"To all pain, anxiety, depression and ADHD sufferers. Pm me for inquiries Purchase discreetly🌎🌎Worldwide Priority Shipping🌎🌎📱📱+1480–336–6993☎️ WICKR/Telegram/Kik App–darealplug100 (Anonymous Vendor) PATIENTS WITH/WITHOUT SCRIPTS ARE WELCOME",5.073461538461539,6.153092051282053,4.436474358974362,69.0439423076923,128.4871794871795,6.4282051282051285,46.839743589743605,6.816661863887847,5.958143589743592,206,17,22,5,12,62,35,39,0.33799999999999997,0.5579999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.8109,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466783412732003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479825773818014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917881782568383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840252572098845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384888719028045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cozyhobbit,2018/12/05,"When meds work Well, I've had a good and bad experience of finally getting on good meds. I am ADHD - hyperactive/impulsive type. This has actually been a boon at work because I can go a million miles a minute. The downside though is I get into a burnout cycle and crash. Recently we upped my dose of guanfacine and I realized with absolute horror that I was no longer functioning at lightning speed. Unfortunately, though, my workload was just as high as it was when I was functioning on fast forward. I ended up having a break down at work on Friday and am on a leave of absence. I am looking forward to getting out of the burnout cycle but I need to figure out how to get back to work and have a normal workload, not a superhuman workload. Sigh. It's a weird feeling being able to stop and smell the roses and not be constantly flying through my life as fast as possible. 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Everyone in the family considers a few people to have it, but no one has ever been officially diagnosed. I consider myself to be fairly smart, but ever since elementary school I've struggled with keeping good grades and succeeding academically. I'm in college now and I can't even manage the very few classes I have. Even though my grandmother fully admits I probably have it, she says that planning/scheduling is superior to medication even though I've used planners, calendars, and various self-help skills for years. I've read every self-help book you can name. I know how to plan and how to make schedules and all that, I just can't get follow through for more than a week. Regardless, I'm still going to try to see if I can get an official diagnosis. I've tried virtually everything I can to fix these issues including years of therapy and little has actually improved. At this point I'm completely desperate for anything that might help me. I don't want to seem like I'm dependent on a medication to get what I need done, but at this point I don't know what other options I have.",6.947450271247739,7.310541071729957,8.039990958408682,67.57148734177217,64.44303797468355,12.509825195901144,35.49397227245328,12.031772070788634,4.69718710066305,1002,44,177,34,14,342,140,237,0.046,0.8240000000000001,0.13,0.9706,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,5,13,6,0,1,7,0,21,4,0,5,3,36,40,16,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,11,10,0,1,5,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,2,23,5,27,36,6,18,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,5,9,121,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.11324950744864401,0.0,0.13947133116804813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550048284539253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167777267170216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778981307559355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876096002414112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299527313987228,0.2099504221315714,0.09777838026394443,0.1108921659379598,0.10429959049308736,0.0,0.10940301050053447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189633113097048,0.0,0.06595473258559753,0.0973384784895116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336058976102725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112759784496133,0.0,0.10315189094268598,0.0,0.0,0.127557720849409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056696892941557005,0.11631407447091835,0.10247558625547558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774652665141842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507289817315692,0.0,0.12311228472574305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605070466931411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863948878086628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045548654256147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219412326473417,0.13083061079884065,0.0,0.0,0.2502462554151944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608288886450042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228879779168588,0.0,0.11745029718209644,0.09247800726059044,0.10564891215779187,0.2421340147428944,0.0,0.0,0.09599898654705928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926788647805428,0.0,0.0,0.12132220822595698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327778663381976,0.0,0.0,0.13271498558072986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280399869896196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575826792051233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023122090803893,0.0,0.09575462793459348,0.06845017186759345,0.0,0.09308950009441057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448686228907869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946670119139768 adhd,ImJustABitTooCurious,2018/12/05,"Honestly I think ADHD meds fucked me up Been on Vyvance 50mg for maybe 4 years now. I think that I realized that eventually your tolerance will get high enough to where it doesn’t do much for you, and at that point, the negative effects of the meds(keep in mind, you don’t build a tolerance to these) outweigh the positives. Vyvance might make me focus, feel energized, feel better, and stay on task, but it also will DESTROY my appetite, make me 100 percent DEPENDENT on it to work, make me crash about 6 hours after taking it for a good two hours, rebound effect, Ect. Anyone feel the same? Like after a while they just do more harm than good.",6.722949308755759,6.617368161290322,6.734700460829494,78.32919354838712,64.96774193548387,10.31152073732719,32.23041474654378,9.957137785484203,2.9720705069124422,508,18,97,10,7,162,87,124,0.139,0.7020000000000001,0.159,-0.2935,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,4,5,9,2,0,7,0,8,1,0,6,0,19,19,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,12,6,17,15,5,17,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,2,8,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115451587061524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407653426289134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230792109424398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556778324695417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187857145746947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670071986276029,0.12575069942830747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273021106755575,0.0919646303291882,0.0,0.0,0.2952790900872464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597771693503548,0.0,0.0,0.3466939354733927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645712246065754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599583236942054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35248969006854336,0.0,0.17683852783387696,0.0,0.19552161188670933,0.0,0.0,0.1867323384158735,0.17773281553062314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939698668251218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639840975626466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761684832026868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323472139672801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255765623370622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194866558400002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814667030024388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335289037544855 adhd,throwawayofc12fjaj21,2018/12/05,"Slowly getting sick (Vyvanse) I feel like I'm slowly rotting away. At night/in the morning, I have a horrible sore throat, shivers, fever. When my medication kicks in, I feel normal. It seems like I'm getting worse and worse each day and I worry that the immune-system suppression caused by amphetamines could possibly be allowing a benign sickness to build up into something more dangerous. Should I be concerned about this?",5.404742857142856,8.249837093333337,5.580571428571428,74.13600000000002,71.4,8.019047619047619,32.047619047619044,8.841846274778883,3.2657619047619058,342,16,51,7,7,108,58,75,0.262,0.65,0.08800000000000001,-0.9381,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,5,6,1,2,0,13,12,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,8,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585771533760074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469504629170965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919347412263834,0.0,0.0,0.15503399493679246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310047035796856,0.17173724717531708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511914847715775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348883558789934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421712772484173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255931237377103,0.2355347031069505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710076820334861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884531929049347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506675002833156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441313858498537,0.4899632638451743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anaelle13,2018/12/05,"Youngest has recently been diagnosed with ADHD ...And I have some questions. My youngest daughter is 6 and she's recently been officially diagnosed with ADHD. It's no surprise and we're a little relieved as this might open up some more resources for her. We're currently in the process of discussing medication options for her and I've come to realize I'm not sure how to have this conversation with her? I don't want to just be forcing a pill on her each morning without her understanding why and I'm having trouble framing the words in a way that she'll comprehend. Do any other parents have any helpful suggestions? Have any other parents gone down this road recently and care share some tips?",4.985706293706297,7.295623584615388,5.44832167832168,77.0503146853147,70.84615384615384,8.727272727272727,35.664335664335674,9.339509955726095,3.714076923076924,566,31,96,13,11,181,85,130,0.064,0.833,0.10300000000000001,0.7238,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,14,4,0,1,1,27,21,8,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,10,5,16,15,5,15,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,6,4,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38444216498161216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263013251781192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630731234389182,0.0,0.0,0.13777721823563122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246787018688374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720679965526357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030547006665566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611263140716937,0.0,0.16967484600390825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35519680012354204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917339677116734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737749219027618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074491645709354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665068911034083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433885819313692,0.12695575654642285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144324189111184,0.0,0.0,0.15417988834353233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gains2055,2018/12/05,"Is it possible to get diagnosed with ADHD and acquire medication in your 20s? Hello, I'm 23 and about to graduate from college. I've struggled throughout my time in college with paying attention, getting distracted, fixating on stimulating activities, not being able to sit still, etc. Everything I read on ADHD seems to match my struggles 100%. This is not a short-term issue or driven by some life event, I've had these issues for a few years now. The thing is, I also read ADHD (always?) starts in childhood, and from what I can recall these things weren't an issue for me in my childhood. I think I could seriously benefit from prescription stimulants, but I'm worried if I go to a physician never having had any childhood visits for ADHD that I might be brushed off and not taken seriously. Will doctors be reluctant to diagnose in my 20s? Thanks.",6.789999999999999,7.744075165605098,7.5941464968152905,68.57975477707011,64.85987261146497,10.611210191082804,35.445222929936314,10.577609850970193,4.1359635668789805,679,31,109,17,10,227,105,157,0.094,0.855,0.051,-0.5559,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,3,5,0,14,6,0,2,1,21,25,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,2,1,3,5,5,0,0,5,1,13,2,24,14,3,22,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,10,81,21,7,0.12438315377123035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979375180919488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994691631324572,0.10349674806436353,0.0,0.0,0.08458480984452306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930982713698948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524925656659617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731142845036214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872009565673338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178755833752764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997012824023352,0.0,0.0706898126990937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894710903378559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785549995548947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530294165305786,0.0,0.13195087004447484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593195616657342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022331696478793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488336272382417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323375168877807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880390364358559,0.0,0.09933254727397436,0.0,0.0,0.26006455759949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451529658880864,0.0,0.0,0.16526928091889775,0.07969970256498121,0.0,0.0,0.07252881722683044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631713035664838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009867296678681 adhd,PunkPuppy88,2018/12/12,"How long before meds start kicking in? Just started...something I can’t remember the name of. (I can’t even pay enough attention to the pills I’m supposed to make me pay attention... :-/) The Doctor says it takes 2 or 3 days to kick in. This is my second day. Yesterday I felt different but now I’m wondering if it was just a placebo effect. The only difference between yesterday and today is that I worked out in the morning yesterday but not today. Would that have some kind of effect? Today, I’m back to old habits and can’t focus on work AT ALL. I’m getting nervous. Is something else going on? Am I just lazy and hate work so much that I can’t force myself to do it? Any ideas on how to fix this??",1.2214918414918436,3.4226218251748257,3.2286993006993012,88.89433100233101,82.4965034965035,6.330815850815853,22.82004662004661,7.554174236665415,1.098973333333333,543,19,112,9,15,183,89,143,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.9233,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,9,3,1,1,6,0,12,2,0,5,1,27,24,10,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,8,0,2,1,5,2,0,1,2,2,9,1,17,21,4,22,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,13,74,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068826034456404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085585331841105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374211330005464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272635633465586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328423355117103,0.0,0.16087258393286052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129734988932354,0.0,0.0,0.1624010763382305,0.0,0.10381087016997408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091012619053848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211607794599422,0.0,0.0893246817277447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517517903706873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742847825463556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636708403503205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390926043549538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491377957380177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458307464885972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553977878629655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649259664333642,0.0,0.0,0.11953667227621427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804565991140647,0.0,0.0,0.1249897796049694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199794327196636,0.0,0.0,0.11124741471200658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817406430244802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44694309632824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044673420973466,0.3432700788083732,0.0,0.0,0.11165074442487004,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gareth1897,2018/12/12,"Finals are kicking my ASS This semester a few of my final exams have been turned into take-home exams and it's honestly killing me. No matter how hard I try I just cannot make myself sit down and do them. I've cleaned the entire house, painted all of my nails and have watched more movies in the last week than I have probably the entire year. I'm down to one last exam that's due tomorrow and I'm really fighting the urge to just give up and send it in with only a couple questions answered. I have just been recently diagnosed and haven't really gotten any help or advice on how to deal with any of my symptoms. I hate to talk about it with anyone I know irl because they just say I don't \*seem\* like I have ADD because I'm not hyperactive. It's very frustrating! &#x200B; Sorry, rant over. Thank you for listening",2.3137650602409643,4.512606084337354,3.6682981927710863,87.2417243975904,78.51807228915663,6.800602409638555,23.62801204819277,7.865858978985527,1.3000012048192775,654,22,130,11,16,214,108,166,0.168,0.7759999999999999,0.057,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,1,2,0,7,7,4,0,6,0,12,3,1,3,1,26,24,9,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,6,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,4,17,3,21,21,3,19,0,0,1,1,12,8,1,3,10,81,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136372491150146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783102241687933,0.18821701974487748,0.2106707788151829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830770502076806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884775812455698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139077592387866,0.0,0.0,0.15969218402863686,0.0,0.1572173702100489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339364563792587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485914828902656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875744225695905,0.15292889004687754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038243100851441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873054094832058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137077218969016,0.0,0.08512743546448041,0.2525237399715312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567493465357429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339506588880143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049623333119305,0.11780628013151433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700535111656906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352028383644502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984621910060113,0.0,0.15294227157348095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318044922394243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101256892513156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339470374808832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099747199439804,0.11646339703455125,0.12450048039529325,0.0,0.14260850596555485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516501286653562,0.16848364456852394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780639001147862,0.0,0.0,0.1242491690654003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821701974487748,0.09974870101967988 adhd,Frigecroc,2018/12/12,"I was diagnosed with ADHD but... I hadn't gone to the shrink to expect such a diagnosis but, more for a general anxiety, phobia, a bit of specific OCD and probably depression. &#x200B; So, It was mainly for these issues: \- a strange phobia: fear of swallowing, choking... that's what makes me loose a lot of weight and reduced appetite over the last 2 years (the worst of the pain, is to eat in front of other people) :/ \- intrusive thoughts about past events, present or future situations (which also implies bad sleep because my brain has trouble turning off at night...). \- overthinking about everything. \- anxiety like everything is potentially dangerous, in the street, in an elevator, in a bus... I anticipate all situations where it can end badly. \- a violent sound, a stranger coming to talk to me, an alarm... any surprise situation can make me panic. \- also a feeling of void, of not moving forward in life.. so being stuck in my head &#x200B; When I was fine and my life was pretty ""normal"" with very little anxiety, I can say, yes, I always had some troubles approaching ADHD: \- I manage to start a project with enthusiasm but at the end, once the biggest is done, I deflate because I don't want to do the annoying part, I want to move on something new and stimulating. \- I have difficulties to concentrate, to follow a conversation (here intrusive thoughts can pop!)... but most of the time, It like my brain is surrounded by a fog: I can't think clearly. Maybe is also about some stress to speaking in front of others... \- I distract myself easily (the noise also disturbs me!), I can't focus on my job for an entire hour without distracting myself and doing stuff that stimulate me (like chilling around on 9gag ;)). \- repetitive thoughts like repeating past conversations (I should have said / done like this or like that...) thinking about conversations before they happen, having anxiety days, weeks before a stressful (or joyful!) event... &#x200B; What community think about that? I do really have ADHD and it's worth taking Methylphenidate (next step after the medical examination) ? I'm sure my therapist is a professional, but I wonder if he has understood main pain correctly!",5.531546170365069,8.088131364829401,6.194617036506803,71.21400143163925,69.99737532808399,9.552565020281557,32.28036268193748,9.946784424281523,3.8315679790026262,1714,79,268,47,33,558,219,381,0.242,0.648,0.109,-0.9965,1,0,2,0,0,0,127.0,0,0,1,0,16,29,3,8,28,1,32,13,4,4,4,50,55,22,0,6,11,0,2,6,0,1,6,4,0,0,16,11,3,0,10,0,1,10,6,19,0,0,15,6,31,10,49,38,11,52,0,1,0,0,9,21,0,9,29,192,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243353967987043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328363195596725,0.06056601148240145,0.23659950819649456,0.2653386344464596,0.04949879740273781,0.0,0.2227325592511877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479735595130402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155101230655475,0.08874260561375014,0.0,0.1238756085094863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946638480766513,0.0,0.0,0.1625124757102675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270100136831089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694267596834845,0.0,0.06269278212437727,0.07387897647680397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897617956750406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744809898078681,0.0,0.0,0.1289383286339249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308355415698627,0.0,0.0,0.08190749975744836,0.03680414289917451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436678799962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470218366408203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716821861490489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597246925026226,0.07223153192310283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933248794413073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282559246764328,0.21336522966968244,0.07295337811804997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188233150366845,0.0,0.0,0.09717401620966834,0.0,0.07312601100566164,0.0,0.0,0.07332693582042019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472569177470796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702997592597497,0.07741158534272466,0.06830724392172442,0.0713174504195582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751756702542664,0.0,0.0,0.15490457179165956,0.085401831010073,0.0,0.07882304559877139,0.13897005965700954,0.05046250471501368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405225402570345,0.07847850647900463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663029130076025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923870168280066,0.05788447865817385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24545257304352044,0.07284124560220695,0.0,0.0,0.056036280834001764,0.0,0.0,0.05152020127586605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675837056400986,0.0,0.08332562233128109,0.0,0.0,0.06860246805736236,0.0,0.05472802756100508,0.05850478258341176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451326591276416,0.0,0.13992013829340946,0.0,0.17335824043820905,0.04244366377804823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917318040095662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005828280060969,0.08586529692501839,0.0,0.058386687338562476,0.088637001015584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016568859345537,0.07893621686429911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653386344464596,0.04687352247642201 adhd,piglety,2018/12/12,"Straterra (atomoxitine) panic attacks Anyone else tried strattera? What were your experiences? I tried stattera as my first ever medication trial (40mg) but the raise in heart rate played on my anxiety and long story short I ended up ringing an ambulance screaming and shouting that I’m dying! My heart rate went up to 210 resting when the ambulance arrived because I genuinely believed I was about to have a heart attack. Luckily the woman was an angel and managed to convince me it was a panic attack. So, I had to stop the meds. I am being pressured to try going on 10mg because I’m unemployed and still live with my mum because I can even face doing a job. Can anyone give me some advice or anyone in similar position tried anything good",5.049692609548722,7.026902942446046,6.316599084368871,72.28247220405495,69.93525179856114,8.220013080444735,32.78024852844997,8.841846274778883,3.1939151079136696,595,28,93,11,11,200,94,139,0.185,0.725,0.09,-0.9273,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,6,10,3,3,9,0,11,5,4,0,1,10,16,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,0,1,6,3,14,3,14,9,2,16,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,7,65,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226093668579953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571263780001922,0.0,0.0,0.2624499656150215,0.12819510994484665,0.10295899016378723,0.0,0.0,0.4270091475072892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880684073566204,0.0,0.0,0.1409617682302577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984962401800054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045175338320966,0.0,0.1108147599845162,0.0,0.0,0.08263728204929997,0.1131736866824141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238648440551418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642276092781552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200217151917844,0.07110574168016756,0.10494053172049644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447856566354215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241573387553055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047884327859048,0.11072284393948333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897456747226694,0.1260402066542987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935910060533991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991700610329678,0.1046017480217132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33977950759745906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159828648412603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onorris96,2018/12/12,"Olivia Marie, BSN! Hey guys, just wanted to share how excited I am! have officially made it through 4 and a half years of college with 3 diagnosis: ADHD, Bipolar 2, and depression. I’m so proud of myself! TL/DR: Never let mental illness put a limit on your potential of success. That’s all :)",1.4941071428571426,4.12518733928572,3.9657142857142884,80.87928571428574,86.32142857142857,6.771428571428572,25.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,2.1122428571428578,225,10,41,5,7,78,51,56,0.057999999999999996,0.6609999999999999,0.281,0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,2,10,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,4,7,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124301871442296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29557650171952404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339797637390092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350920136000474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32472089688381583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458401255806781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467805372806663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449861006835971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024137645850027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209937304962108 adhd,iphonexmas,2018/12/12,"Woke up today, forced myself out of bed, put all the lights in my place on as well as some good music and finally did the laundry! What is your strategy to get things done? forgot to drink the coffee i prepared - it’s cold now",2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,3.5167391304347824,90.33206521739132,76.82608695652173,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.3867130434782604,176,4,37,2,4,57,42,46,0.06,0.797,0.14300000000000002,0.4926,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,2,9,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523800076813743,0.0,0.3373227166295276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772083189493485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990376228045515,0.0,0.0,0.2888165756731423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597626596657194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461574315129709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287646079085051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263946459125332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096035718269812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TwitchingShark,2018/12/12,"Time well spent Sitting here organizing and renaming my bookmarks for an hour now, thought I'd share. Now back to it!",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,73.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,33.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,2.9955636363636367,94,5,18,2,2,29,21,22,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.5562,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207578558246601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388751567618318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344103419588334,0.3190728017751129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919924736754971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RepresentativeSet9,2018/12/12,"Is there a cycle between anger/irritability and empathy/people-pleasing? I can't seem to direct it. Meditation helps, but the underlying anger is always there. It seems at times I become narrow-minded and irritable, then later empathy will become more free flowing that it is for NT's. 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Wanted to know if its possible. I am one of those people who uses food as relief. I am not medicated yet. I am curious of people who used to eat their emotions and suffer from ADHD if they have found something that works for them. I tried IF and fasting but for some reason can't get back to it. Every morning I wake up with desire to succees only to fail in the evening when I have to cook for my family and/or can't go to sleep. I just cant stay consistent to any regimen. I am constabtly seeking a formula that'll be optimal. Maybe you guys have found something that works for you and I can try that. 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Hi - diagnosed in March, just got meds in November. I'm on Concerta, which is schedule 2, so no refills in the US (understandable I guess?). My question is, even though I can't get refills, does that mean I still have to see the doctor every month to get a new prescription every month? Or can he just send it over every month but I only see him every other month type of thing eventually? I wouldn't mind that much other than the fact that I'm kinda broke and the doctor's appointments add up, and he's almost an hour away. I know in the beginning I should go every month anyway just to check up on side effects and dosage and whatnot, but it seems silly to pay $50 for a 5 minute, ""everything still going good? Cool, I'll send over the script"". I figured you guys might have some insight on if this is something I can ask my doctor about or just completely impossible... Thanks for all your help and support in general, r/ADHD rocks!!",5.386641791044777,5.454894393034828,6.147475124378111,80.82180970149255,67.75621890547264,9.287064676616916,28.192786069651746,9.075114841892004,2.0745054726368157,787,23,159,13,12,259,121,201,0.040999999999999995,0.853,0.107,0.9420000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,1,11,6,0,0,10,1,13,5,0,1,2,34,32,12,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,8,1,3,4,3,1,0,0,1,3,17,5,25,28,3,31,0,1,2,0,13,14,0,10,13,99,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163122920007322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691247263777199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047743298279226,0.0,0.09092919910364708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147333151884333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823096272489557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962389672607029,0.08469395097634956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392312316521331,0.0,0.4892544190138469,0.0,0.08698077463942615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169267406558012,0.0,0.110006064344264,0.08117554653104776,0.07740483134898536,0.0,0.10661549195724998,0.09582868386754136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487045242065698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531006642812737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318846084758416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054231871345519,0.21500437025656569,0.0,0.0,0.10266964465008556,0.09772150430927773,0.0,0.4634993696540422,0.0,0.07114537714350208,0.0,0.0,0.0934719640245934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360652513711698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084171838695573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424430087613342,0.08810604313836183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450695822207108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457931163878386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098262504778801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910320033364913,0.0,0.0,0.06429718249602745,0.0,0.0950871169452788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075272642937104,0.11641596436986823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaximumEnrique,2018/12/12,Showed up for finals on time Only problem was forgetting my pencil,3.1575000000000024,6.217299750000006,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,93.16666666666666,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.9948666666666683,55,2,7,1,2,18,12,12,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6289003242822405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366301946745107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549337769887854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347633041282014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway061199,2018/12/12,"Advice needed to help me with a friend with ADHD I'm not sure if it's appropriate for me to ask, or even what I'm trying to ask, so I hope this is ok. An old friend of mine has reached out to me after several years of no contact. I'm aware that she suffers ADHD and he takes Adderall for this. Her behaviour is very atypical from how I've known her. She is very paranoid, and she is sending me texts that are all over the place and nonsensical, some of which are very concerning (expressing a lot of hopelessness). She assures me she is not suicidal. I've spoken to her over the phone and she tells me that she has recently quit her job, and is planning to quit taking her Adderall because it's ""making her crazy."" I've emphasised the importance of her not changing her medication without medical guidance. I've also been told by a mutual friend she's spent some time in a psych ward (involuntarily) a couple months ago due to increasing paranoia, supposedly as a result of taking higher than prescribed doses of Adderall. So I guess what I'm trying to ask is, does this sound like a typical reaction to over using her medication? I'm worried there might be some deeper problems here beyond her ADHD, but I just don't know enough about this to be sure. She experienced a loss of a close friend about six months ago, and according to friends has been rapidly deterioring since then. How can I be a support to her? She has no family in the area. I'm really at such a loss. Any suggestions or insights you could offer would be greatly appreciated.",5.3496000000000015,6.2949007600000035,6.4259999999999975,75.70800000000001,68.06666666666666,9.733333333333334,31.0,9.888512548439397,3.0072000000000005,1228,48,230,28,20,411,163,300,0.075,0.8009999999999999,0.124,0.9446,1,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,1,0,5,13,18,0,0,16,1,24,4,0,5,4,42,45,17,1,6,9,0,0,1,5,2,4,1,0,0,12,10,0,0,3,0,1,2,7,5,0,1,4,2,33,13,40,34,7,24,0,4,0,0,40,11,0,10,12,158,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502400848340704,0.09622336364307198,0.17457473661498252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787461118645832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669627117420463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761673799243636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002616054085154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416779120382597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861997136306467,0.10895475099092586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617141964018586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174543013415484,0.0,0.06503824898331954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282838511869057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803868836713759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856309309949252,0.10847537742286388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660021042039959,0.0,0.0,0.09780254145942598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977158942165658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411632267566127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810727775161462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371534145952207,0.0,0.0,0.0657292295742224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29759331886306034,0.0,0.104460695615934,0.0,0.0,0.15719500714036938,0.0,0.0,0.07301396841121452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332729174839572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287978468473256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942221185459741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209469103058744,0.0,0.0,0.0630821538837578,0.0,0.09722686081237077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124263149709952,0.0,0.08145507928368095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770977151829902,0.1117421469696262,0.1856128849329987,0.0,0.2221106769904464,0.0,0.0860667797175122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741842169863655,0.0,0.0,0.09409193256418097,0.0,0.13370880349966965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504612745846271,0.0,0.2437432234673089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492119053393126,0.0,0.0,0.10000066919465243,0.0,0.06994998600038695,0.0,0.0,0.06341120064766192 adhd,bubblebuddy44,2018/12/12,"I have a prescription for this month, but I’m not out of last months supply. Should I get this months prescription also? I got diagnosed a couple months ago and got a prescription, and three things take home for 3 months. If I don’t use them will they expire or anything?",4.301603773584905,5.8184194905660425,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,71.0754716981132,8.318867924528304,22.683962264150942,8.841846274778883,1.309645283018868,215,5,44,4,4,66,38,53,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206895431079197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523163760473466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973798783009446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147817082095756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702002719754866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141573132349736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104988804865645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471059106995064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158227535706604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7746934357740131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594838738626587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895967109240755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676508125254602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twitch_n_stitch,2018/12/12,"Terrible reaction to Vyvanse? Hi all, &#x200B; just posting this as I haven't seen this particular set of symptoms described in relation to Vyvanse, and wondering if anyone has experienced something similar: &#x200B; First time taking any psych meds, doc prescribed me 10mg Vyvanse per day, to be increased to 20 after 1 week. &#x200B; Took my first one at 7 this morning 8-9 am felt a bit less fidgety but no less distractable 10 am felt a bit foggy and sluggish but still able to attempt reading **11am-1pm extreme difficulty moving, walking, talking. I had slurred and slow speech, slow reaction time, everything around me was super slow! my legs were sliding out under me, had trouble getting out of a chair, trouble lifting my head and hands off the desk.** (was supposed to run around today doing errands but driving was nowhere near possible) &#x200B; during this time i was concerned so I stumbled my way to the nearest pharmacy, tried using words to describe what I was feeling... according to them this is to be expected. Wow. &#x200B; around 1:30 i could walk without bumping into things, could use my hands to grasp things.... by 2:00 could have a somewhat normal conversation again. &#x200B; feeling normal now, just a bit tired with a minor headache. &#x200B; This was a very scary experience, and needless to say I can't justify taking this again. I was expecing side effects but this is way beyond anything I could have anticipated. &#x200B; Had food, no caffeine, no other drugs at all, everything else as normal. &#x200B; TLDR vyvanse messed me up on Day 1 in a big way. &#x200B;",6.0742553191489375,8.682573039007096,5.688244680851067,75.20875000000002,68.60992907801419,7.536879432624112,37.991134751773046,8.344100000000001,3.6390326241134763,1295,74,192,20,24,399,170,282,0.133,0.82,0.047,-0.9726,0,0,2,0,0,0,88.0,0,0,1,5,11,7,0,1,10,0,27,8,4,3,2,41,39,13,0,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,12,12,1,0,7,1,0,8,6,5,0,3,15,10,19,2,36,18,9,49,0,0,1,0,5,19,0,3,17,132,31,3,0.04458799756548072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831107673352974,0.5417929744159473,0.030321367332113575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031176964620365587,0.0,0.03669212285278242,0.11907831311315052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460356354541473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239955159061402,0.0,0.0,0.057511139513460034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170792142361469,0.0,0.03724755055907656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014563432234817,0.04361561738497614,0.0,0.0,0.0450900625770656,0.0,0.08562293998922182,0.0,0.0,0.07585305590281757,0.053915983643280666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02329538842623055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576014913979229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952721365072437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738998503180618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106031205769952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030213981096816618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050266267785338464,0.04270297640680235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044600063710857264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03545816529525018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0343260188983756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035608032452457375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046344001909884185,0.06704925024895601,0.035838143479804026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924456867216859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799885984282975,0.051247344042106034,0.04226420815436438,0.0,0.049538905900444206,0.030272323513932595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770194277906642,0.0,0.03678976762438519,0.0,0.10617563120107558,0.0357658021404758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298123852671978,0.0483537813631288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417929744159473,0.0 adhd,MindNukes,2018/12/12,Exercising before bed to get to sleep Anyone tried this to combat sleep problems? My problem is that I am usually drained from working on adderall all day. I come home and no more pills for the day. So I just space out until 1AM. No energy to exercise.. I'm thinking to save 1/2 a pill and take it at dinner. Then go run until it wears off. Hopefully come home and fall asleep. We'll see..,0.7665384615384596,3.2469146282051327,2.580205128205129,90.45646153846157,88.61538461538461,5.684102564102564,20.620512820512825,7.1686216300943375,0.7331343589743593,303,10,62,5,10,100,62,78,0.172,0.735,0.09300000000000001,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,3,9,4,0,1,13,12,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,4,6,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,13,11,2,16,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,6,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600489948362347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768204287516234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359742879086214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933052162385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909467573318476,0.0,0.1186716101378733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189071757878533,0.2073955763994384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996061921054542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639464059251904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417921864680259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569992326426861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379710130448785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176837307953527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997486010089854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201626312910171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KrimsonFlow,2018/12/12,"Considering medication for type 3 (overfocused) ADHD, with comorbid GAD. Hi all. Due to some catastrophic life changes, I'm currently at inflextion point concerning my meds. My generalized anxiety is raging, but there is good news. I've realized I am text book type 3. By far, in addition to negative patterns, the symptom I struggle with is impulsivity. Having tried Adderall, I now know why it has not worked. It simply makes me more anxious. Amens recommends Effexor. It sounds promising, with an SSRI/Adderall combo as plan B if Effexor is not tolerated well. This option is not appealing. I'm looking to hear experiences and advice from anyone who is definitely type 3 and has used Effexor long term. 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I was excited to finally have some focus (especially with finals going on now) but I feel no different at all. If anything, i feel super irritable when it wears off and more hyper than ever. Even when I’m on it, I still feel my brain wandering all the time and high boosts of random energy just like before. Is this normal or is this medication just not for me? Curious to know others thoughts and experiences... 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I know what the questions and my answers are, it’s just I need advice on how I’m going to learn those lines before I go to sleep, and in any spare time I have in the morning. I can’t fail this test either, I’ve really tried to practice but I can’t seem to keep the first answer in my head for any longer than 10 seconds, I think it starts with ‘Yo’. Thanks in advance 👍",1.497,3.2648919727272734,2.860000000000003,94.15000000000002,79.27272727272728,5.490909090909091,21.909090909090907,6.2581,0.2016545454545456,407,12,91,3,10,132,75,110,0.023,0.9179999999999999,0.059000000000000004,0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,1,0,18,18,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,1,1,8,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,2,12,1,15,16,1,17,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,54,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273869871370124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164813346169996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980064161387422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793035802079886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644920087656084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388123351003399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597064009651598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683012252376035,0.0,0.0,0.1278831575021435,0.1896775876989986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254048982872394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606717994803414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907045826155582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118369062011603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328631788342805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32940562023877945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142344113860676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491016429705694,0.0,0.0,0.135686401118191,0.0,0.0,0.22235016787639084,0.0,0.15798471821387916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866539966863082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,diaryofanaddy,2018/12/12,"Adderall Side Effects... This is obviously gross and TMI for some of you but who else am I gonna ask? Throwaway because my gf has reddit and I don't want her to see this lol. &#x200B; I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult (22) and have been taking adderall for about a year now. It gives me insane diarrhea. I already don't have normal shits and adderall makes it sooooo much worse but it's so unbelievably helpful to me. I'm just wondering how other people deal with this side effect? Do you just accept that it's the way it's going to be or are they ways to remedy it? Does it ever get better over time? There are times times when I just don't take it because my bowels feel like they need an actual break. After a week or so of not taking it my bowel movements go back to somewhat normal but the fact is I need my medication, it really helps me so I can't just stop. Are there other types of medications that don't have this side effect? I haven't told my psychiatrist this because I don't yet want him to take me off of this because it helps me so much. What are people's thoughts? Thanks for listening. Don't know what I would do without this thread. 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So I used to not think that I could have ADHD because I did not appear to my self as the inattentive type in class. But then I started to notice this is not exactly true. I noticed I could break down the classes into two types. &#x200B; A. Where the teacher is interactive and asks a lot of questions. May involve a little writing but not too much that you cannot talk back. B. The teacher just explains stuff. Sometimes you copy notes from the board or the teacher just talks off slides. &#x200B; After getting myself checked out I noticed that I was only good at type A classes. I could seem like the most attentive person in class. I would answer every question. If I started to feel like I was taking up too much space in class I would wait a few seconds to let another student answer it. But if someone did not answer soon enough I would fire my answer to get the class going. If I started to feel like I would be rude I would raise my hand. I would be bored the other way. It wasn't uncommon for me to interrupt the teacher. These classes I got my best grades in. &#x200B; In type B classes I could just drift off and get really bored. If it is just the teacher writing on the board and talking at the same time I could copy the whole class but it is like I am on auto pilot and none of it is getting to my head. I would get out of class by just learning the idea but not learning what the lesson was completely. Most of these classes I failed multiple times and when I did pass it was with very low grades. &#x200B; And when the lecture style falls in between I could do fine. Especially if the contents of the lecture invite you to interact with them but not necessarily the teacher. ex. problem solving on your own. &#x200B; Is believing that just because you are really good at a very specific type of lecture more likely to put people away from being diagnosed with ADHD? Because even if I considered it I would just tell my self, ""no I am great in class, I am very good at listening"" but I was only thinking about the good classes that were structurally very different from the most of them.",4.2379012529832965,5.8097773627685,4.752362022673034,84.31190818914081,71.31503579952269,7.242273269689737,29.561530429594267,7.756953410329674,1.9069718973747016,1701,69,322,21,32,541,188,419,0.071,0.812,0.11699999999999999,0.9729,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,5,2,3,17,19,1,0,29,0,44,3,2,1,2,86,66,26,0,21,28,1,4,5,0,9,1,1,0,3,18,13,0,1,17,0,1,7,11,6,0,2,12,5,46,13,52,35,14,47,0,2,0,0,25,26,0,16,16,251,64,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129593726803365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199926535270928,0.35886132801790777,0.0,0.06193637790130544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521920638052979,0.0,0.055494923383552594,0.045418494411232,0.0,0.1080191749380214,0.0,0.0,0.06654772144521727,0.061986650186906564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061930104010848815,0.0,0.0,0.2829587754329036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995125662656413,0.0,0.0617119233753813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060445539437736576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103148648177498,0.0,0.03901286778570808,0.0,0.049766075814820364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973159675708059,0.08439424227638781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542990481990279,0.0,0.033568854519176294,0.1981687193889656,0.04724087782113175,0.06512102745238832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061927217976869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667889164433159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039950061287595,0.0,0.14428454761562104,0.05920015276204036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050216228128056935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684135113017273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017428135208405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984547347343806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04094927561887444,0.05157459162086121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056518665720323415,0.0,0.05937814921981125,0.1323360014519318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567902788206722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377192542978485,0.12323848792047483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004685583107957,0.0,0.05841828123004327,0.0,0.12542272330118642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761701374570668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441065891059875,0.14242625176219234,0.0516267265854916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569485951289774,0.0,0.0,0.06888430513458167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769939017584118,0.0,0.0,0.051014493441765764,0.0,0.19494420179795516,0.0,0.09376848061945156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594564057693111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356731890054574,0.0,0.35886132801790777,0.0 adhd,danidonovan,2018/12/12,"Eating a lot of processed food because I suck at buying groceries, so I get most of my food from Walgreens once a month when I pick up my meds. Frozen pizza is convenient. Chips for dinner. I know this stuff isn’t good for me I don’t know why I hate grocery shopping so much. I take a list, but it somehow always manages to take forever whenever I go to the store anyway. And it feels like such a chore even though I know it’s not that bad.",1.9313043478260887,3.611918869565218,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,77.69565217391305,5.9043478260869575,23.45652173913044,6.6274283507984215,0.5637782608695647,344,11,75,3,8,112,68,92,0.051,0.8420000000000001,0.106,0.6883,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,0,4,1,3,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,12,2,9,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673903184439488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796931281409022,0.12263192382701048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584807050703965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328714934172173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171806016546936,0.14371654332966105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865133428222082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510350113031518,0.0,0.11433006813978065,0.16873262072415102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861463203400626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316748247945896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828194853052233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102831972785454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345553809520974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057270669931376,0.0,0.1478837710472298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424046113977036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302925702912791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025109871700145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764940459186375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152546249463733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,akinesia,2018/12/12,"When to take second dose (Adderall XR 5mg each) Hi! I was just put back on Adderall XR after 18 months of trying other meds (Wellbutrin and Straterra). I'm currently on my second day of taking just one 5mg dose. I was wondering what the consensus is on knowing when to take the second dose? I tried looking online for keywords like ""half-life"" and ""metabolized"" but I think I'm using the wrong keywords to search when is a good time to take that second dose. Thanks for any opinions/thoughts on how much time to let pass between doses.",3.4595085470085465,5.4973844807692265,4.120512820512822,86.10226495726496,74.38461538461539,6.160683760683763,25.97863247863248,6.937597516519254,1.1880504273504269,422,15,79,4,9,134,67,104,0.04,0.865,0.095,0.68,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,2,0,11,17,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,2,1,5,3,15,14,2,16,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,11,49,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440218262955922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197319251129118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274616443160137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577130820725494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861794115376903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021005991769831,0.0,0.09655706828437134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596807656810494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953382053347706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775460333447636,0.0,0.14528836264090927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392618350161106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986830919722196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944036413945616,0.0,0.0,0.1819606361271945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663992505687185,0.0,0.15690432302924656,0.2304912987744355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268369583005679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069776383371685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433247658043547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608864397350291,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheJofisean,2018/12/12,"Vyvanse not covered by insurance. Advice? Hello all! I have ADHD, severe inattentive type. Yesterday, I was prescribed vyvance by my psychyatrist, but discovered that because it's not covered, I'd have to pay a monthly fee of $365 out of pocket. I've tried adderall in the past, and my psychiatrist offered that possibility, but withdrew it when I told her that it had amplified my anxiety and insomnia. What would you do? Has anyone been in this position before? What DID you do? Thanks in advance to anyone who can help. Cheers!",3.6380113636363625,6.655831854166664,5.144886363636363,73.72056818181822,79.41666666666666,8.074242424242426,31.643939393939394,8.841846274778883,3.5255541666666668,422,22,66,11,11,141,72,96,0.054000000000000006,0.816,0.13,0.892,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,1,9,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,9,2,10,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,50,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945485831390803,0.2678798099114829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209711162984847,0.0,0.0,0.38336064271509895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710906651575158,0.0,0.2332671793770668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374571890365732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881052084187974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26169117733593883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30904401630697714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096925097114054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523850380409779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619460394566204,0.0,0.1861184618210039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947363742406825,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PulpFictionBriefcase,2018/12/12,"I have a lot of insecurities regarding legitimacy of my ADHD diagnosis I was diagnosed with combination type ADHD in fifth grade, and I'm now a 19 year old sophomore undergrad student when I first got on vyvanse as a kid, it made a world of a difference I went from being a trouble making kid, to the class nerd Anyways, nowadays, in college, I have a lot of trouble just focusing on my homework because my meds always wear off after I'm done with classes so I started redosing halfway through the day (using a built up supply from not taking any on the weekend for like a year) I keep on going through cycles of abusing my vyvanse to a near ridiculous degree, pulling all nighters just to get work done, not for recreation, but because I literally can't focus on my coursework when Im not on them, and nighttime also just gives me a productive mindset. and I know that prescription amphetamine abuse is evidence of not having ADHD, but I decided to test that theory and went off my meds for a month, that was pretty much a mistake as my academics took an almost instantaneous hit, and I could focus even less on everything, and it got so bad that even one of my professor confronted me about it, so I got back on my meds I dunno am I fake? I know prescription abuse is part of these reason adhd has such a bad wrap, but like I dunno what do ",6.488965517241379,6.491273068965517,7.517072796934869,72.16020689655173,65.43678160919539,10.331647509578543,36.17394636015325,10.047579312681364,3.694778084291188,1065,49,192,22,15,361,147,261,0.168,0.797,0.035,-0.9884,0,0,0,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,16,12,2,1,18,0,15,2,1,4,1,34,35,17,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,9,8,0,1,4,1,0,5,5,10,0,2,11,0,28,2,39,21,6,33,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,5,15,145,37,12,0.0,0.3638199602914762,0.0,0.0,0.4920407714923824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249322531539387,0.0,0.0,0.08185283961370292,0.08516712570076786,0.0,0.0,0.06960455538104489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787042761332354,0.17092342868204113,0.12478868035607768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172172255922101,0.0,0.0,0.06601017116817127,0.0,0.0,0.1038876413064167,0.0,0.10693864517111644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094883367931942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520833566849552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198960557478927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706266726991188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347599058038558,0.09818774258256732,0.05817040898872877,0.0,0.24558668055878874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056040108161848,0.0,0.0,0.09097736354717766,0.0,0.0,0.11250268935364516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001045630865732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403623507091628,0.0,0.09685028254644727,0.06832240930857753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34107825491460664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169836835666379,0.0,0.07524231888058938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740380748885743,0.0,0.06935804370233269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083992602977563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413130190791642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523745118834224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244702681908494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695782978870176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371959191338635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840140631444915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897672543476848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451527950859005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182585688169912 adhd,Curly_Tea,2018/12/12,"Anyone on Mydayis? Need advice I just switched from Vyvanse 60mg with a booster of Adderall 10mg to Mydayis 25mg. This is my first day of taking it and I have felt depressed and tired all day. I know this is only day one and it will probably get better, but what are your experiences with it? I don’t see it mentioned much on this sub. Anyone else take Mydayis? What were your first days like? Do you feel good on it now? What have you noticed about it as far as side effects? Any helpful advice? Thanks. 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Repeatedly denied by OptumRX for dose I've been on for 10 years. I have been on Adderall XR for a decade at a dose of 90mg daily (60mg in the morning and 30mg in the affternoon). I have switched insurrance and OptumRX has been denying my doctors requests for prior authorization and will only authorize one dose of 30mg daily. We have submitted two documents supporting the higher morning dose and the afternoon dose. The response from OptumRX is as follows: *Your doctor has prescribed Amphetamine/dextroamphetamine extended-release capsule 30 mg, 3 capsules per day, to treat your attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD). As indicated in the criteria for Amphetamine/dextroamphetamine extended-release the requested dose must be approved by the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) or supported in the approved medical references for the treatment of your condition. After reviewing the information provided by your doctor, we have determined that your requested dose is higher than the Food and Drug Administration allowed daily maximum dose for this medication. The medication is a controlled substance which has high risk for addiction, misuse, abuse, diversion, along with severe side effects. There is lack of scientific evidence that it is safe or effective at the requested dose of 90mg per day. Therefore, we cannot approve your request for Amphetamine/dextroamphetamine extended release capsule 30 mg, 3 capsules per day.* *The denial is therefore appropriate and consistent with your benefits. Please contact your physician for further directions.* *Quantity requests exceeding the limited amount per month that are greater than the maximum Food and Drug Administration (FDA) approved dose will be approved based on the following criteria:* *(1) The prescription is written by or in consultation with a mental health specialist; AND* *(2) Adequate scientific literature, peer-reviewed medical literature, or national compendia supporting the use of higher doses is provided.* *Links to the info we already submitted are [HERE](https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/cns-spectrums/article/mixed-amphetamine-salts-extendedrelease-in-the-treatment-of-adult-adhd-a-randomized-controlled-trial/16E16E144FBCA1A21459F3EEFAE6D085) and [HERE](https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0890856709611576?via%3Dihub)* **TLDR:** **Looking for help or scientific literature justifying a higher dose (60mg in morning and 30mg in afternoon of Adderall XR.** ",9.078310058562328,13.314370546174144,8.34599266362057,51.690433747345416,66.4934036939314,12.562996331810286,44.60010296672889,11.306074632854225,7.603641173820709,2083,134,225,84,41,653,183,379,0.063,0.816,0.12,0.9601,1,0,3,0,1,0,113.0,4,8,0,9,1,7,0,1,26,0,26,28,0,7,1,40,35,18,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,25,0,0,0,6,19,3,3,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,2,15,6,47,26,3,29,0,0,2,0,23,16,0,5,11,141,21,5,0.0,0.1231456671236339,0.0,0.113304204040913,0.2498187111926712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469456614023328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657164464486587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108792005374054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191182124204111,0.3191448204527278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615938914562247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770348875087531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104777646068981,0.0,0.0,0.13933052594399914,0.10981275544055916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745580039208036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188132498165632,0.10474176860029748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295971501508727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704288672502009,0.07904705052587976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140891295734056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741666830787945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538317216206363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152913517430733,0.0,0.0,0.08976624163120699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693056262018614 adhd,Ifellinahole,2018/12/12,"Just had a positive screening Hi all, &#x200B; I have not had a formal diagnosis yet but I did hit a lot of major markers during a primarily screening for ADHD. I just turned 31 and am a graduated student studying engineering. Although I don't have the diagnosis, ADHD makes a lot of sens based on my history and I am looking into methods to better organize my life. Do any of you use any to-do lists or workflow apps to help stay organized with tasks? 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I (22F) was recently diagnosed with ADHD and the more I read about it, the more I am able to make sense of the way I function in the world. What are some things that you realized were unique to those with ADHD and not to everyone? For so long I genuinely thought that this was how everyone was. 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I’m a 23 year old who literally never learned how to keep my room clean. I wanted to change before but especially want to be better now that I’m in a serious relationship (with someone who is seriously so kind and understanding, especially about brain things). I know it has to do with me being generally unorganized but I also know my ADHD plays a role in it. It is honestly exhausting to spend a whole day cleaning my room and see it in shambles a week later. I’m in a really intense program for school and the messiness is not good for my mental health. That being said, I’m constantly on the go and have a hard time keeping up on it. Any advice for getting and staying organized? 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""Some hyperactive kids may have sleep apnea, not ADHD."" [https://www.ctvnews.ca/health/some-hyperactive-kids-may-have-sleep-apnea-not-adhd-1.4211583](https://www.ctvnews.ca/health/some-hyperactive-kids-may-have-sleep-apnea-not-adhd-1.4211583) &#x200B; This is the first I've ever heard of this, and am now wondering if it's a possibility that I have sleep apnea. 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I just wondered if anyone else is in the same boat? I stopped taking my 60mg Elvanse or Vyvanse as it’s also known when I found out I was pregnant. 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(if I can stay awake! It knocks me out sometimes.) However, I notice that my ability to write basically goes out the window for as long as the meds are in effect. Not only does my creativity disappear, but also my ability to spell and put together cohesive, professional-level sentences. This is problematic, because a large portion of my work involves writing and having to choose between being able to write or being able to concentrate is a cruel joke. I'm curious if anyone else experiences something like this, what meds you are on, and if there is a medication you found that didn't have this effect on you. TYIA! 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I have a big exam at 7pm tonight, and I havn't taken it yet because I'm worried it will wear off too soon. I'm aware if I take it too late I'll be up all night haha. Any idea what the earliest time to take it would be?",3.1592045454545463,2.2289646931818226,4.95127272727273,90.9119090909091,72.52272727272728,7.94909090909091,25.55454545454545,6.742157984588678,0.7151063636363646,295,7,76,2,5,102,63,88,0.027999999999999997,0.934,0.038,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,8,2,1,0,1,6,14,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,1,7,6,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,10,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634939328307312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659729504840357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878010032765562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700539004584937,0.0,0.1574020954628666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635920005015797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755203100080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531658295727873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239072323583207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290389950462565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25992185646196003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635464769269672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505207814181702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231659103308686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577467080107508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478604238811445,0.0,0.17337717157459956,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aylarae,2018/12/12,"Medication vs. Sleep I think that I'm struggling to find the right med and am looking for some insight. I was on Ritalin for years, where I then tried Adderall for a week (it did absolutely nothing for me), then went to Concerta. Concerta was better as I was less irritable, could eat more and had less nausea, but I found it wasn't lasting long enough (54mg/day - would lose focus by 1-2pm when I'd take it around 7am). I have a job where heavy focus and straight thought-processes are required, so I started on Vyvanse. While I like it the best for almost all side effects - focus, moods, energy, appetite (surprisingly, I can eat the most on it), I find that if I take later than 7am, I can't sleep to save my life until past midnight (I'm a morning person). I've noticed that once my focus dissipates on all these meds, that I'm tired as all hell, even if I can't sleep so I don't know if I really crash harder on one than others. My sleep has pretty much always been crap, and I'm curious about: a) what you do to help and if you've noticed sleep is worse/better with some meds over others - I hate taking sleeping pills, I find they make things worse. My doctor prescribed Trazadone but I'd rather not have to take an antidepressant for the rest of my life. Weed has helped occasionally, but it's very inconsistent, and I have the same feelings as I do with using the antidepressants for extended periods. I haven't tried CBD oils or anything like that, but it's all legal here in Canada so I have access to it. b) if anyone has tried Foquest and what the experience has been on that, as I'm considering trying something else. **tl;dr: sleeping sucks, Concerta didn't last long enough, Vyvanse lasts too long. Any tips on not being a zombie and has anyone tried Foquest?** TYIA! &#x200B;",3.950256410256412,5.49291052136752,4.8435327635327665,83.49128205128206,71.99145299145297,7.593162393162394,26.39031339031339,8.167268648758528,1.6124176638176635,1407,47,277,21,27,457,187,351,0.11599999999999999,0.794,0.09,-0.9077,1,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,1,5,12,13,4,1,13,0,31,17,8,3,4,49,51,30,0,8,14,0,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,20,11,2,1,9,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,11,3,29,6,35,37,16,33,1,1,1,0,5,15,3,10,19,178,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931704108066487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590878945552472,0.08582364260816795,0.0962484170252796,0.053865290721127834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077048371098297,0.0,0.06518280798462575,0.07051339829287127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312566012813437,0.0700545147863891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632424748608129,0.0,0.0,0.05108368325980649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107445199919504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621025309587126,0.06616951397800674,0.0,0.0,0.16368952305380374,0.0,0.05231723892806237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748225483007769,0.0,0.0,0.040050788322714206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718860571563786,0.0,0.0,0.08684931296043882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782031487077863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618514210863614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860337362570265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043531562235890095,0.19369935513675587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189626258547178,0.07739568588186865,0.0,0.0,0.2102941918293252,0.0665161719836625,0.0886153578810025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052873068724128836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639522551225645,0.07979540762414464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058228220248620025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600381311770747,0.18036146492253705,0.0,0.08435571171246614,0.053674521264052866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756145912399809,0.0,0.06916282717965966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058470914343263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074374185073438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764462401161468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548681086632731,0.0,0.0,0.06097947256163677,0.0,0.0,0.05606501097705558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280714366508428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822325146060075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052623384035098135,0.05075435715870572,0.0,0.06288362889661382,0.0,0.091039861602484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688908268914054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684117214055375,0.0,0.0653562719301059,0.0,0.0,0.06353721812969358,0.0,0.0,0.07342815616614029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072141916168865,0.056268275788535486,0.0,0.0962484170252796,0.05100842945279595 adhd,FluidMan13,2018/12/12,"Inconsistent Concerta experiences - How do I most effectively minimize side effects? I've been trialing methylphenidate for a few months now, started on 10mg Ritalin IR 2-3 times a day, moved up to extended release 20mg + 10mg IR (did 30mg extended release at one point but couldn't sleep) and after none of them doing much I'm at 54mg Concerta for the past few days. My experiences have been all over the place to say the least, here's a summary: >10mg Ritalin IR The effects would kick in after roughly an hour and last only around 90 minutes. It worked perfectly for the first couple days, even lifted my mood, but after that I couldn't even notice a subtle increase in focus. I tried taking it up to 5-6 times a day at one point but that didn't really make a difference. The benefits came back occasionally and disappeared occasionally. Didn't really notice a pattern. >30mg Ritalin ""Modified Release"" Lasted not much longer than the IR, maybe 2-2.5 hours, but did make me unable to sleep at all if I didn't take it immediately after waking up. Moving down to 20mg didn't help and I only noticed benefits very occasionally. What I could make of it was that the less I slept the better it would work, which isn't very healthy, my psychiatrist didn't have a clue either. >54mg Concerta After that I was bumped up to 54mg Concerta immediately (seems high, her idea), and I have to say the first 2 days were great. It worked very noticeably for a few hours after I took it, then I ""crashed"" and felt depressed (solved by eating something), then it worked again for the rest of the day. When it stopped working at night I finally felt tired again and had some of the best sleep I had in ages. After those 2 days though again that disappeared, it just stopped giving me any kind of effect that's not agitation or hunger. I'm at the 4th day now and my focus is actually worse now than before since I get annoyed having to sit down and do something way more easily. I had this effect too when I tried taking 10mg IR up to 6 times a day as well as when I was taking Wellbutrin (atypical antidepressant with stimulant effects, also blocks dopamine and norepinephrine reuptake). The irritability gets worse if I don't eat and I've noticed sugar helps me the most, calming me down for a while. I don't have any of the other (side) effects anymore, whether it's an increase in focus, subtle lift in mood, sleeplessness OR crashing and feeling tired, I just feel annoyed, lashing out at people and constantly feeling like doing ""something else"". &nbsp; I've decided to wait it out for 2 weeks and see if it's just some initial side effects I'll get used to, but I'd rather not just wait around and do *nothing*. I started taking magnesium supplements and continued a multivitamin I've been taking for a while today, and I'll make sure to experiment with *when* I take Concerta (as in food, the type and before or after it) but other than that I'm at a loss. What else can I do? Is there anything shown to hinder or help stimulants? And yes I'm staying away from caffeine and will ask to try dextroamphetamine at my next appointment, but that's a month and a half away and also very rarely prescribed in my country (it's not even available in brand names, has to be made by a pharmacist). **Tl;dr: Ritalin worked but sometimes, extended release worked but sometimes, now Concerta worked for a few days but started making me agitated instead, I'm at a loss for what to do. Any experiences or suggestions that could help?**",5.537495486623997,6.5075504239291,6.330213687838504,76.47389922862304,67.65583456425406,9.680997866404072,31.29259806335139,9.834651829143768,2.9985699589693096,2795,110,522,62,45,921,281,677,0.09300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.8426,0,0,4,0,0,0,100.0,0,0,1,23,31,18,2,0,39,1,44,16,5,18,4,104,83,56,0,10,29,0,6,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,32,29,5,5,16,0,0,8,15,5,1,5,23,10,36,11,85,52,21,112,0,3,1,0,12,41,0,13,61,338,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.05314951206328378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711050925334536,0.0,0.05901228149475647,0.0,0.11111321783478692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401416588519877,0.0,0.0,0.04481965687437868,0.09696993468824816,0.05091697129492035,0.0,0.1023424133067753,0.0418798517359824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269058505766196,0.0,0.057157150475597066,0.0481694393400115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062292898019870535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058856794082936675,0.0,0.08697097013116435,0.06026395221082465,0.0,0.3512510777571889,0.0,0.04691020874828685,0.0,0.0,0.056903828160894086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114615960968034,0.09099623056245644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791989958105387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131069944796697,0.0,0.0,0.08261668892489933,0.03890946188026476,0.10458895513595036,0.0596632162501181,0.0,0.09265498080004232,0.06585871023685419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536638669352847,0.0522473276380502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004732235083536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602567092809898,0.05754475259827847,0.0,0.0,0.1609097348294865,0.0,0.0,0.06148381033285982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671641330698261,0.0,0.08879170139530734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026608611933385276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051535642952447,0.1817774403543521,0.0,0.054716927929591104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694611581349418,0.11577432447446573,0.0800753736342395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792363179478385,0.05111125974647546,0.0,0.052260173048751,0.3100410683862781,0.0,0.0,0.07381313264438692,0.08284543899998156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051992544335796184,0.03775883841693864,0.0,0.056903828160894086,0.0,0.10297314624542916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978272856267231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662474004594709,0.0,0.0,0.043401168563263814,0.04958245080005955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505361134448836,0.0,0.16351155209091148,0.0,0.0,0.12578833841759854,0.10773360008076813,0.0,0.1156507965371446,0.058051928466408234,0.0,0.09106955006717507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133216278125916,0.0,0.2866537705286072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351111149384953,0.0,0.09527609369386177,0.12519790064511085,0.0516259938174246,0.0,0.06051208247880575,0.1109334958455605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047039855667233316,0.0,0.1797557222871918,0.0,0.043231398538827605,0.043688150347820094,0.0,0.04897014177516738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31720653679372096,0.0,0.11100799186476022,0.0773800605322158,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xMycelium,2018/12/12,"Is my experience with Adderall common, and can I improve it? I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 11, which I now know from reading this sub is something I should be grateful for, or at least be happy about. I’ve bounced around different medications for much of my life since then, inclining Focalin and Vyvanse. Since high school started, I’ve settled on Adderall. The problem is that I absolutely hate the way I feel after it has worn off. While it’s working, it’s great - I feel like a regular person. But it’s like falling into sand as soon as it starts to wear off. I tend to feel very demotivated and tired, and with an inibility to care enough about things I need to in order to actually do them. Because of this, I don’t take it regularly. This causes me plenty of other problems, but until very recently I’ve felt like it was a price I was willing to pay for my happiness. I take my Adderall maybe once or twice a week, and only on days in which I have a big test or something like that. Is this making it worse? I’m getting really tired of all the problems my ADHD is bringing to my doorstep, so I’m thinking it might be time to take it every day. If I take it every day, will the comedowns subcede eventually? Should I switch medications? Honestly, I’m kind of lost on what I should do here. Also, sorry for giving such a long text post to a bunch of people with adhd lol.",4.348918764302063,5.27702214130435,5.723089244851259,79.90383295194509,70.34057971014494,8.274294431731503,29.74370709382152,8.532816995589336,2.1839086956521743,1085,42,214,17,19,366,154,276,0.111,0.757,0.131,0.8270000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,2,10,15,1,0,11,1,24,7,1,2,1,34,49,19,0,8,6,0,5,4,0,6,6,0,0,1,23,11,0,0,6,1,2,2,1,5,0,1,7,5,25,10,40,33,5,34,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,5,21,149,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.09675330170122294,0.0,0.3574667675078241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928792811024131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826197064301226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043917330015379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108711203396507,0.10185141907228257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918250996847701,0.0,0.0,0.1006322550850972,0.0,0.10358765377657868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244549424732602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670714749876397,0.0,0.0,0.09698492296120256,0.0,0.0,0.15039531161808753,0.07083073311851014,0.09519679803302283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180028593719963,0.09511096636273787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093100664563657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108793787262708,0.0,0.09788726940615436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475439177756167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032464840235582,0.054488672523630564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003055364288234,0.19375312835807249,0.0,0.0,0.08774209457586328,0.0,0.0,0.10823081005245656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618148256239721,0.0,0.09960662347816694,0.0,0.0,0.1997606155901713,0.0,0.10517944223817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288455230639658,0.07351634438011563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558846305793212,0.0,0.07540586397662072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873613968256018,0.08657145407691967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495554861627101,0.0,0.0,0.2846112545028843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917396571238704,0.0,0.06351619354585694,0.0,0.09789583470143176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034219392354396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403106940860224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265661696539395,0.0,0.11098710043724663,0.14035370504777706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981852262965484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586895099780425,0.06352948077953474,0.0,0.0,0.057813491790857326,0.22791009330533696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361353995372285,0.0,0.07869838091481751,0.0795298513058422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721802951818735,0.0,0.10103940103297407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,biIIs,2018/12/12,"Having bad comedowns on Concerta Hey guys, just got my ADHD diagnosis 2 days ago at 21 years old. Was prescribed concerta by my psychiatrist. I feel slightly less hyperactive and a slight increase in my ability to concentrate. However when I come home after school or whatever I feel sad and slightly depressed. The things I do on my computer that would put me in a good mood usually dont anymore. Anyone have any tips? Will I get the same side-effect on other ADHD medication if I get it on Concerta?",5.3769452887538005,7.079082074468088,6.970547112462008,69.00500000000002,68.68085106382978,10.903343465045593,34.705167173252285,10.914260884657429,4.47515075987842,401,20,67,13,7,138,72,94,0.124,0.797,0.079,-0.6561,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,2,11,1,10,9,3,17,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,2,7,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842485423742537,0.0,0.17858840470177445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700451848186254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998012009508453,0.14087046203273945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821659096632308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735460445816993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299295953589765,0.0,0.17352329506824654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23611790952383616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373561139326468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051646116258435,0.0,0.0,0.1689810225897957,0.16113162292956593,0.0,0.0,0.1994840772298079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020879011963701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029568809942734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140580307674506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025300543010298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038954340491833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384577144381554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188751824702946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311642853881806,0.0,0.0,0.12973818988329114 adhd,wolfeightyfour,2018/12/12,"Days off are worse. (Change my mind) I’m a full time CNA (certified nursing assistant) at a hospital as well as a full time college student. My ADHD has alway been there with (as most of you know) time management and executive function being the constant hurdles. List on white boards, sticky notes, and my phone are my religion. Even at work I carry a foldable clipboard with a not pad on it that fits in my scrub pocket so I don’t lose the information I know I’ll forget as soon as I quit writing it. I live by the modo “If I don’t write it down it wont exist in 5 min”. So here is my point. I am done with school till January, my I just got done working four twelve hour shifts in a row at work. I now have three days off with nothing to study. I went to bed at ten O’clock last night and woke up at eight with no alarm. I have laundry to do and some cleaning but I’m single and live in a seven hundred square foot one bedroom apartment. There isn’t anything to do. It drives me nuts and It’s so hard for me to deal with it. Three days of sitting on my couch or laying in my bed watching TV or scrolling threw the web will just make me depressed. I would like to go back to work but there is only so much overtime they are willing to let me have. So don’t tell me to relax, relaxing is my problem! On a side note please read this with the understanding that while this is a real problem for me it’s not one that I’m really all that upset about having. #WhitePeopleProblems",2.406372549019608,3.898629009803922,3.644384313725492,90.73492941176474,75.89542483660131,6.464627450980393,24.331503267973858,7.087006719466742,0.7949920522875815,1151,37,253,12,25,375,175,306,0.098,0.8490000000000001,0.053,-0.8951,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,6,17,10,0,2,14,0,28,1,1,1,1,38,40,23,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,5,0,14,13,0,0,4,4,0,4,8,6,1,8,7,4,30,4,46,27,7,46,0,2,3,0,8,24,0,5,18,178,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570977852395435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780695461610666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661946730019783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996260969872409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706067739164188,0.0,0.0,0.14001178210062185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506726205249045,0.13357396158023022,0.11159258719230787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651762570527132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855752662027515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363374764908506,0.0,0.10362352025492436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606317099200282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759364534346607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240908361697852,0.10561129383453297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324871417259309,0.0,0.06329803099311553,0.0,0.22881334402303305,0.0,0.0,0.14494807057280107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648443655914613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082188934020406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524385365863286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158627859390105,0.0,0.12431937681029448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559074368555114,0.0985386456570404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222147743100574,0.12247909471601932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794895320219626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378064026608477,0.12959825337677047,0.14747127718924172,0.08300149828188041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112486708656684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324394030701287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266480170643676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487985188962806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164928692854008,0.1201063767783088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37729418669892456,0.0,0.13203596127318082,0.09203797406041923,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HLaB2017,2018/12/12,"Want to thank this subreddit! I’m a lurker, because I, myself, do not have ADHD but my husband does. I just want to thank this thread for existing, because he is not great at describing his struggles to me, but I see them so clearly. Sometimes it frustrates me more than it frustrates him to watch him start something and not finish it (i.e. our mud room that has been under construction since August), but through this sub, I’ve come to understand what it’s like for him through all of your personal experiences. My husband is an engineer, incredibly bright and talented, but it definitely effects him at work. I now have more of an insight to his hurdles, and am able to be a more supportive partner to him. His business processes and day to day have improved since I am able to help him get organized, help him make lists, and entertain his side tangents while being able to bring him back to the main idea. So yeah, thank you! 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I’m 22 years old and got diagnosed 6 months ago after years of countless psychiatrists diagnosing it as depression. It has been life changing. This sub has helped so much and the more research I do, the more my childhood makes sense. I’m on the inattentive side of ADHD. In school I remember feeling like such an outcast. I would never understand anything that was going on or being taught, daydreaming, getting in trouble, having bad grades etc. I don’t think I was an ill mannered child but I would make careless mistakes that would get me detention a lot. I also think this had an effect on my social life as a kid which leaked into adulthood. Everyday I’d wonder why I wasn’t as smart as the other kids in my class. We’d get taught a lesson and other kids would understand it immediately. I would try so hard to focus on the material but I just couldn’t remember it or understand it without the teachers personal assistance, this meant a lot of teachers got frustrated with my attention span. 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Blah. I'm on Concerta 36mg and while the benefits far outweigh the drawbacks, I'm wondering if there is a way to mitigate the anxious/amped up feeling. I seem to remember somewhere that drinking plenty of water and getting rest helped with the drawbacks. I have learned to get enough sleep otherwise my medicine makes my inability to focus way worse, but what about the physical feelings? Anything else I can do? Vitamin C or B or ...anything, really would be a huge help. Thanks in advance for any advice.",4.739019607843137,7.183199176470591,5.373137254901959,76.72578431372551,71.94117647058823,8.847058823529412,35.84313725490196,9.444778638647367,3.94532549019608,444,25,73,11,9,143,78,102,0.049,0.7879999999999999,0.163,0.9162,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,7,0,6,4,1,3,0,18,16,8,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,14,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,1,45,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747549192646616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077627955202498,0.0,0.1303976741330647,0.0,0.0,0.2166247458367955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559048288301483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976874960227076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784358280362212,0.0,0.0,0.16018386990461472,0.0,0.0,0.19813067747719906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391075679943126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036460991583094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257054132133814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799569246917322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284099511132973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721720086788374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456346926496902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189009644419674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653912511343928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044070145118843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079464476726556,0.0,0.0,0.19541127821808604,0.13621484618526228,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZineKitten,2018/12/12,"What items of technology do you use to ""hack"" ADHD? I struggle with keeping up with routines, and look to technology to make it better. I put my usual schedule, and even my chores into Google Calendar to help me keep up with everything. I still have difficulty with forgetting things at home (especially ""lemme put this here to remember it"" *forgets*), can't balance money/finances, and getting to places on time. I'm considering buying Tile products to try and help with forgetting essentials. What tricks have you tried and found successful?",7.030455927051673,9.143285085106386,6.970547112462008,69.00500000000002,65.17021276595744,10.477811550151976,35.76899696048632,10.608840637214634,4.407278419452887,434,21,67,12,7,138,67,94,0.062,0.813,0.125,0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,20,12,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,11,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,2,18,11,1,12,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413682863815073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762491886167586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265162635127542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050027354565584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020853637812185,0.0,0.0,0.10492958272374486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692349994696779,0.0,0.20145692198080056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570281425628509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865336499172856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340609462606097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098329978194665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40379538910093576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751033984556035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038951222821474,0.0,0.0,0.2099595182341548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342786468456402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711027187710656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727116814947346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345957645840568,0.22119471867130355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nurse_ornithology,2018/12/12,"The more you know: Your vision could (unknowingly) be enhancing your ADHD! I tried posting here yesterday that my ADHD meds seemed like they have progressively not been working as well as they used to (it was removed because it was considered seeking medical advice). I've been feeling increasingly foggy-headed, tunnel-visioned, clumsy, exhausted, having a terrible time focusing on my patients at work...and just straight up stupid. I've tried staying super hydrated, eating a lot of carbs, increasing my dose, ensuring I had my daily coffee in the AM, trying allergy pills, avoiding Vitamin C for a couple hours around taking my meds...nothing was working. In a last ditch effort, I booked in with my Optometrist and saw him today. I haven't had vision problems in the past and had only been in a year ago with no issues. Lo and behold, I have astigmatism in one of my eyes! Finally an answer! The relief I felt when he tried out a prescription lens on my tainted eye....I wanted to rip the lens out of his hands and make a mad dash for home. Anyways, this may seem pretty obvious to some people, but for someone with great vision all my life, I really wasn't expecting it...and I hope this bit of info is able to help any of you in the future!",6.721943592887797,7.177358708154508,7.359941753525447,71.93820815450646,64.92274678111589,10.262293071735133,32.95187001839362,10.125756701596842,3.451290864500306,981,38,165,21,14,325,154,233,0.062,0.795,0.14300000000000002,0.9407,0,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,2,5,6,12,2,1,14,0,19,9,2,2,2,34,30,8,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,5,10,1,1,7,1,0,3,4,6,1,1,12,5,25,6,31,15,7,31,0,0,2,0,10,15,0,7,12,111,30,3,0.13294707085245572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195530872666243,0.12991433896544416,0.11784955674346195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040856712898628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835107947451395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104330042155852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451437683814167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614741807407277,0.14710340520454088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603804375468606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722203363552386,0.0,0.1276500369031532,0.145637017717381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657461495922267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644204992548908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911161918842207,0.0,0.13335675190659296,0.13204643905375044,0.1309260846416104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387622012365754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306423327423768,0.108369606953926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390444785507583,0.06495122340257138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302684540651373,0.0,0.0,0.08874320214493812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767422494535104,0.13393018714262034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756630008526035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008837590686117,0.10111223820774698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691302240329827,0.09216875933175216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732654391192302,0.1352549663916734,0.0,0.1272123919116942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516929789239262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420600403225883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264562170373404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170388835807518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995965181393413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752250614608981,0.0,0.12601827807515806,0.0,0.0,0.3610493369355568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482358350432274,0.0,0.0,0.07841562692860987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953538299770415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903611529176788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561355478804522 adhd,FlyingPlatypus314,2018/12/12,"I'm freaking up, I work home office and I'm out of vynvanse I work as a developer, and I work home office every day, I have flexible hours and it's a dream come true. But I ran out of meds and I can't contact my psychiatrist, she quit her clinic, I have her number but she's not answering (probably on vacation or something) and I'm pretty afraid of going to a new doctor since my first experiences were terrible with doctors who didn't believe ADHD is real. My productivity sucks! I can't focus, I tried pomodoro, I have no idea what else to do. Does anyone here have any tips or strategies to help me? I'm feeling worthless and even my bosses (who are amazing) are starting to notice my lack of work results. Ps. English is not my first language, sorry if there's any mistake",1.6661199095022643,4.07974025,3.873438914027152,83.6362669683258,82.3974358974359,5.978280542986425,25.20211161387632,7.285733465282438,1.4226392156862742,613,25,116,9,17,210,98,156,0.151,0.75,0.099,-0.8791,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,7,3,8,1,1,3,0,13,3,0,2,1,26,23,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,6,0,2,3,1,21,2,14,20,1,13,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,3,6,75,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073279714100174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045330666337558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515225306778717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943169519298018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295428249147586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969854822298164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078495645534945,0.13160238180829734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562685015156191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932746275488268,0.0,0.12670532371793747,0.0,0.0,0.14710477728729604,0.0,0.0,0.076038859598423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558337486468415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546690710594325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079947799252204,0.0,0.3016955836149668,0.0,0.14809831880143592,0.0,0.0,0.16976565687810016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704314120885905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524216849171456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121361005062574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299497565350215,0.16213979366395756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995229620728435,0.0,0.17117034445121496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439951075283215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577324059487965,0.0,0.16834299799480384,0.10644283612391743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210112054999784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437926470344608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tengutheterrible,2018/12/12,"High school: difficult. College: very difficult. Starting career: unfathomable. This is a vent. Guys, I'm filled with despair. High school was difficult because I was unmedicated and had no coping skills. College was difficult because despite being medicated, the lower amount of external structure was difficult to handle (plus the work was exponentially harder). Now I've graduated last spring with a communication studies degree. AND THERE IS NO EXTERNAL STRUCTURE AT ALL. I didn't even get a degree that had obvious next steps to follow (or if I did, I sure as hell don't know what they are). I didn't do any internships during undergrad (I feel like an idiot now. I wish my school/program would have emphasized how important those would be for this degree), so now I'm just completely aimless, throwing job applications every which way I can just to see what sticks. Worst of all, I don't even know what I want to do with this degree. I have no goals, I have no idea what I want to do with my life. All my career dreams growing up were 1-in-a-million ambitions that I would have to have way more self-motivation to attain, like lead singer in a band or animator. So I chose a degree in what I know I'm good at and felt I could make money doing: communicating. But now I feel clueless and lost. Just wanted to get that off my chest. I know this stage in life is hard for everyone right now, but I have to believe this is the definition of Hell for anyone with ADHD. I'm so full of shame and fear. 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Especially when watching TV commercials will trigger me to have to hold back tears or laughs, but nothing is sad or that funny. On some days my day will start like that then my mood will go to normal, mad, sad, understanding and mad again until I get my self away from people (and TV) long enough to cool down and “reset”. The older I get the more it seems to happen/more stuff I have going on. I am not on any meds as I can’t afford them and often didn’t feel right on them. Any ideas? I haven’t heard of an issue just like this with ADD but I know anger can be linked from what I have been told...",2.280122549019609,4.113571080882355,3.1461764705882374,92.69196078431378,77.16176470588233,5.7098039215686285,17.950980392156865,6.42735559955562,-0.2696254901960784,521,9,113,4,12,165,92,136,0.1,0.743,0.157,0.7658,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,3,0,3,1,16,0,0,1,0,27,27,13,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,4,14,4,17,18,3,19,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,8,12,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338254462693626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251251122671521,0.18335412031424655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812822177623749,0.13760052695878824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308142526335892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948870110133985,0.4025864691648609,0.0,0.1849018733411291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048185432399043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869866504088706,0.0,0.2034013734325485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582437703016152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201133362577905,0.0,0.18677598101300316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834554169036644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485062013865454,0.0,0.0,0.15836399421124472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877169710992365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533176026673916,0.17170613200350002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240605171259119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282123703290038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629082022784374,0.1866825518908874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266608316176855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485348189983046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709931794918424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629193813055875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lolipop6969,2018/12/12,"Any advice on how to tone down my ADHD? So I got hired as a seasonal with the possibility to stay on after the Christmas season. One of my managers called me in and told me I was the only one that they haven’t made a decision on yet, he just wanted me to stay on so badly he told the other managers he would speak to me. I guess a manager thinks that I’m too loud and a couple co workers were irritated that I would speak to them directly about things instead of going to a manger, so I came across as a know it all. So more for me to stay on I have to tone it down. How do I do this? Please help.",1.7723846153846168,2.7741076230769224,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,76.61538461538461,7.046153846153848,21.46153846153846,7.554174236665415,0.5473692307692315,461,11,109,6,10,160,76,130,0.059000000000000004,0.898,0.043,-0.4636,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,11,1,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,3,1,16,19,10,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,7,3,16,0,25,10,2,18,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,4,83,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938833652528566,0.17025369749633842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848109270794235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547319847654114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779063852429646,0.19927054861230045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278009532909895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901785281900373,0.0,0.13934613957295497,0.0,0.1919319112773825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678143288517215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575121552196582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648588550326542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612295950892506,0.13250833244495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125015050268968,0.0,0.19641602135960806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571119662700467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115749417834713,0.1116383410420164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332964860448034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276425629691564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475333080343933,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HalfPintMarmite,2018/12/12,"Encouragement to see a doctor? I'm in Australia, self-diagnosed (adult) ADD, diagnosed anxiety and (intermittent) depression. I've wanted to go see my doctor and get a referral to get evaluated for ADD for about... 4 years? I haven't managed to though. I'm so anxious about it. What if I'm wrong and my brain is just broken? What if the doctor laughs at me? Or thinks I'm drug seeking? What if whatever they recommend just... doesn't work? The process in Australia seems extremely complicated.... Doctor referral to (very expensive) psychiatrist, for many many many appointments and regular check ups and blood tests (a major anxiety trigger for me) and expensive prescriptions. I know we're lucky compared to people living in countries with private health care but it's like 2 x $400 appointments to 'get started' with the psychiatrists' offices I've made contact with, and my friend tells me the prescription is likely to be $100 a month. I don't know if it's worth it, and if I go through it all and decide that it's not worth it does that invalidate everything?? Advice? Encouragement? 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I was first diagnosed at 14 and given Vyvanse. It was absolutely life changing (GPA went from a 2.2 to a 4.0) but by the time I hit senior year in high school, it started to hit me weird and I got the jitters/anxiety. I've since tried concerta, ritalin, and adderall. Concerta worked the best, but I was paying over $100/refill and I was a student at the time. Even a \*ridiculously\* low dose of Adderall (5mg) gives me the shakes and some pretty bad anxiety. My doc has recommended Strattera, but I'm hesitant to start a long-term drug with some weird side effects like that. Anyone else her crazy sensitive to stimulants? 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Sometimes I get to bed late but have to take Vyvanse/Adderall early the next morning, so I'll wake up at 8am, take the pill, and then go back to sleep. The meds wake me up naturally about an hour later. Sometimes I feel a little 'off' on the days I do that, like my meds aren't working as effectively. Sometimes it doesn't feel like they're working at all. I'll try keeping a snack by my bed, in case the reason is that I'm not taking them with food. It doesn't really help but I'm giving it a try. While I'm figuring that out, I thought I'd see if anyone here has similar experiences and found a solution. TLDR: ADHD meds don't work as well for me if I go back to sleep after taking them. 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I was diagnosed with ADHD back in 2016 at 22 years old, got on meds, and took a while finding the right ones. I finished my first degree in December of 2016, and ended up going off meds in January of 2017 as I moved to another state for work and felt it was too difficult to find a new doctor etc etc. Back on the right ones now after starting again in April/May, leaving my job in July due to a long personal leave for medical reasons, and moving back to my original state. Somewhere in this process, I decided it would be a great idea to go get a second degree. Specifically one in physics/astrophysics with a potential math minor. My first degree is in Anthropology. During my last year of my first degree, I withdrew/dropped classes quite a few times, ending up with only 2 classes a semester, and was missing a lot of class because of personal things and trying to figure my meds out. Had I not spoken to my professors, I probably wouldn’t have graduated. Now I’m terrified because I’m worried that my meds won’t be right or my schedule will be too overwhelming or I won’t be able to focus and fall behind. My memory isn’t great, and I know this field requires a lot of memorization of formulas, among other things. I really don’t know if I’m making the best decision, and I’m really nervous that I can’t do this because I don’t have the capacity for the focus and determination it requires. Yay for undiagnosed ADHD most of my life that caused me to feel like I wasn’t good enough in school (even though I did really well) because I couldn’t get the A+ wanted out of me, or was asked what went wrong when I studied for over 24 hours and still made a C, or had to get serious tutoring to do okay in chemistry or other courses. I’m nervous I won’t be able to find the motivation to study (huge thing for me with my ADHD. Motivation is hard to come by, as is actually STARTING the task), and won’t do as well as the standards I set for myself. Is there any advice that has worked for other people in getting and making it through a second degree, or a masters or PhD or MD? I feel very unprepared to do this, and I don’t know if I’ve developed the study skills to truly get through it. 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Is there any way around this? I am just starting my proper career, and the last thing I need is my ADHD ruining that, which I believe it will. I was previously diagnosed in the Netherlands, but I need to be re-diagnosed in the UK. I can't afford to go private...",4.350250000000003,4.546428525,5.842500000000001,81.67250000000001,70.0,8.9,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.37995,302,12,63,5,5,103,54,80,0.021,0.9790000000000001,0.0,-0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,0,0,10,19,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,9,0,9,14,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818096693372905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631450788435145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844513709782794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258412151185221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103649088378513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472810722929504,0.0,0.11392172008456528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339546251705594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972658338867369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418812426063905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317166958387935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154086131969367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581287091304614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591097872550562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290847754783259 adhd,ShmeckleMcGee,2018/12/12,"Help? So, I'm currently on 50mg of Vyvanse to treat my ADHD symptoms. I feel a lot more calm since I worked my way up to this dose, but I still have a lot of trouble focusing/getting motivated. Has anyone experienced this?? A doctor (not my doctor) recommended trying Adderall XR. Does anyone take XR that took Vyvanse previously that could give me some tips, pros/cons, etc?",3.9900469483568095,6.0464145070422575,5.478521126760565,76.86078638497655,72.94366197183099,8.11361502347418,28.734741784037556,8.841846274778883,2.4898713615023467,294,12,53,6,6,99,55,71,0.05,0.772,0.17800000000000002,0.7968,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,6,6,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,32,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631973345622461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062619864070893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485493722956938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483147835830524,0.19164975401207315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442446464545651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073377652559732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441928392351665,0.2100862662745074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467921392938972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723746148026095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116036584908812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489494060326224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276264905163919,0.16466192923522732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243318807816096,0.14868769370958598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383325646368747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943575481630828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,withsuspiciousminds,2018/12/12,"I’m having a tough day I have a bunch of things I need to do, none of which have deadlines and every time I even _think_ of doing one of them I feel physically exhausted :( My car was stolen 2 months ago and I still haven’t reported it. And I told myself I would do it today but now the end of the day is nearing and I just want to bail :( What is wrong with me",0.6084267631103089,2.045374037974682,2.7025678119349017,95.78759493670887,80.77215189873421,6.033273056057867,17.614828209764926,6.868970318607317,-0.2884083182640147,275,5,69,3,7,93,55,79,0.19399999999999998,0.787,0.019,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,12,17,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,1,12,0,9,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562030585894022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372794188825882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599019783224,0.0,0.0,0.1908981635936832,0.0,0.24351587108378445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613963003281594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306968488411234,0.0,0.0,0.2143082371415443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958506937869337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081558957274256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920152435452204,0.18519543031117047,0.0,0.0,0.168532693146899,0.0,0.2739617286071503,0.2761755953806438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047432349744415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531493512844207,0.3160032619101638,0.0,0.0 adhd,The__Grapist,2018/12/12,"I’ve held probably 8 jobs this year and am extremely unhappy with where I’m at. I need help here. I mainly work in the service industry, serving, bartending, and just this last week I got a job that I thought would be a dream job for me, cooking in a high end restaurant. I don’t know what is wrong with me, I’m just unhappy working. I don’t mind working as like a pizza delivery driver, but that doesn’t pay the bills enough. I’ve tried going to school two times now, but I lose interest as soon as things get hard. I move around way too much and now my fiancée hates moving so she wants to stay in one place, understandability of course. I’m stuck in this funk, and have been for years now. I really don’t know what to do and what I can do for work. I thought I enjoyed cooking, but I think that I just enjoy cooking at home. I like fixing computers but can’t go to school for that as math really fucks with me. Has anyone else been in this sort of situation and fixed it? Any thoughts and experiences are welcome. Thanks everyone. 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I want to offer some advice and suggestions that have helped me control my meds better. I'm no scientist nor have a medical degree, however I strongly advise you be patient with the meds as they can take a few weeks of consistent use to reap the benefits. Secondly, it's important to make good life style decisions e.g, having a high protein breakfast. As well trying out other suppliments have drastically helped regulate my med symptoms (zinc and Omega 3). As well having good sleep and drinking plenty of fluids. Excerise is key even a light jog works! Sorry for the punctuation and any grammatical errors. Just want to help!",5.756427061310781,8.295109984496126,6.08906272022551,72.29460887949261,69.31007751937986,9.342071881606763,31.10711768851304,9.800150414767053,3.59331937984496,584,25,89,15,11,187,95,129,0.08,0.74,0.18,0.9018,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,4,5,9,0,1,7,0,10,6,1,4,2,19,16,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,2,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,1,8,7,15,14,4,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,60,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281882162635563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892073426805595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601862763953324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713025729273066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850709932454024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664358436899286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005621647690252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378288039073666,0.1385995626227511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265677496121613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756410477138844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285606667668505,0.132150707384374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909441478750469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312753904876781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684600155031122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713850129527022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634692704589724,0.09863152571451464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906305272664967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329796596450953,0.0,0.0,0.1547474962843125,0.0,0.10522520745333787,0.0,0.2358943231190592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550107802097534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Coolyajets,2018/12/12,"Use extra caution in the morning, before your meds kick in. You're better than your impulses. Life on medication is so much better than without, but it's all too easy to forget what it's like to have irrational impulses when regularly medicated. That is, until you have them at 0-dark-30, before you've begun processing your medication. Using this sub as an outlet because you might be the only ones who recognize this not as an anger issue, but as an ADHD issue. I'm not an aggressive person, but I exhibited aggressive behavior this morning on my way to work. Simply put, a guy nearly pulled in front of me as I was coasting through an intersection. I screeched to a stop, rolled down my window, and held up a finger for him. He yelled back ""you don't have to be a dick about it, I've been waiting a while!"" Then drove around me as I restarted my car (manual so I stalled while slamming on the brake). As I began to drive again, I realize that while I wasn't exactly in the wrong, I didn't need to so aggressively make a point. He knew what he did wrong, and nobody was hurt. Scary to think that if he was as impulsive as I am, that we might not have made it out of that situation so clean. Anyway, breathe deep. Be present. Take your time.",4.129867941712206,5.463638553278692,5.413879781420769,80.39168488160294,71.25409836065575,8.864845173041894,27.489981785063755,9.2995712137729,2.2910380692167576,973,34,192,21,18,325,144,244,0.142,0.769,0.08800000000000001,-0.9529,0,0,0,1,0,0,37.0,1,7,1,3,11,10,4,0,15,0,20,7,3,4,2,30,33,24,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,2,2,15,5,0,4,3,0,0,6,7,7,0,1,12,2,25,3,38,16,3,36,0,1,0,1,17,16,1,3,14,139,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897764413602553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516659915022296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811513138708452,0.0,0.08571036565712721,0.0,0.239285822811182,0.0,0.0,0.2487040926466823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392192085810772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051856332463384,0.0,0.0,0.29350628480108065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931215190673752,0.06869158929553244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304208534564874,0.0938536839672395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561783855341597,0.4249285969158725,0.0,0.2983154123924433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335948173734154,0.10425544253066356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952763226604698,0.10693501947868822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276923358220555,0.0,0.0,0.13291540889220502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134498484904018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804381402855106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755051609239353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571605874101754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009281117363499,0.0,0.0,0.08198681832891808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428719283895108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160422349482613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553640406062986,0.0,0.1023607563682876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30745491028250177,0.0,0.0 adhd,worker37,2018/12/12,"ADHD and visual learning (Disclaimer: never been diagnosed, but had epiphany after niece diagnosed.) &#x200B; I've noticed in work (software engineering, previously a non-engineer in a STEM field) that I feel like I'm a visual learner. &#x200B; The primary way this manifests itself is that if someone is explaining something to me, it goes a lot better if they draw lots of diagrams or make short notations on a whiteboard. Deep discussion---\_especially\_ on issues I'm not familiar with---without a visual medium like a whiteboard or piece of paper often leaves me confused. &#x200B; I do think I have a more visual brain. That being said, I don't think it's the primary reason for why I need whiteboarding, really like to be able to look things up on the 'net or in books. I think the primary reason is that, following a simplistic model of ADHD, if someone is just blabbing at me, I can't remember it all for later playback, nor fully process it in real time. &#x200B; Previously I've summarized this as ""not being able to think on my feet,"" though wasn't really sure I was like this, or merely lacked confidence. (I definitely have comorbid anxiety and am very negative about everything.) Now I think I know what's going on, though. &#x200B; &#x200B;",8.457307692307692,8.956602314159293,8.576725663716816,64.53563308373045,61.2566371681416,11.909598366235535,38.62355343771273,11.51311941424646,4.955513002042206,1017,48,154,28,13,333,133,226,0.059000000000000004,0.8290000000000001,0.111,0.9117,0,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,0,1,13,0,17,4,2,3,3,36,33,14,0,5,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,14,2,0,0,12,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,5,3,16,6,23,25,6,21,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,11,9,109,30,4,0.13736365088770652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508441456410844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44650037504070855,0.5007356130881805,0.0,0.0,0.05254140847412463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074349323574524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667163163877569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942121416888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617267960792653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034727594602364284,0.04906630982036638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039033464173030274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168598166493015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03774573507903257,0.0,0.0,0.07272413627232184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342178826354405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767543541308325,0.0,0.0,0.11678166381408728,0.0,0.0,0.045845651806887024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050926703302366975,0.05297165788253195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819471348790093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817495372027025,0.0879986721559695,0.14123271099631127,0.0,0.0,0.07780311950618228,0.0,0.06533214397687466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638777563525812,0.05287462471707486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473180766481483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456291529807164,0.22004270246929428,0.13495908956382227,0.0,0.04004892474092017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056669698933825736,0.0,0.05451643616150202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061974664688507985,0.0,0.0,0.06620682881121805,0.0,0.050001186919718256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007356130881805,0.0 adhd,TasmaniacMel,2018/12/12,"Intuniv 3mg...tiredness is destroying me. I was prescribed intuniv 3mg to take at night to help me sleep. I've been on it about a week and I don't know how much more I can manage. My dexamphetamine isn't working well, it wears off after an hour. I doze off randomly, my speech is sometimes slurred because of how tired I am. I'm so stressed from not being able to function with this tiredness that I had a meltdown today and it's really affecting my mood. I want to stick with it to see if the tiredness goes away after a few weeks, but I'm not sure if it will. It's impossible to find anything about this online for adults, since it's a medication for kids. Does anyone have experience with this? TL;DR - Intuniv is making me excessively tired and I don't know if this will improve or not.",2.354528301886795,4.483584830188684,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,78.05660377358491,7.258867924528303,25.69433962264151,8.238735603445708,1.7035464150943402,624,24,127,12,15,207,99,159,0.095,0.8590000000000001,0.046,-0.7318,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,6,0,15,5,2,4,1,24,23,11,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,2,14,2,22,17,3,12,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,5,7,87,26,2,0.18763092282867933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311959038780667,0.0,0.1544042622972771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762854284298304,0.0,0.0,0.1143780690291007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641970849898534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353904607775653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149126424463995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257650524819565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477866361504253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623409642818594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524509796613698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901841497565725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793031736975989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607891060742215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020117372841795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951755283698656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552102382883402,0.0,0.18776642763718893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557178038783764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493058816153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683992424526876,0.0,0.1410751030107068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313082883355767,0.17785217573363535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066957963393696,0.0,0.3010124171407417,0.0,0.16870273319094012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659754649278408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ElviraFringe,2018/12/12,"How do I improve my focus and mood while traveling for work? I have been traveling for my job the past 10 years and finally realized ADHD makes it overly stressful for me. In fact, I am like a whole different person. Anyone know how to stay grounded and techniques to deal with stress?",5.119444444444447,6.724697055555558,5.626851851851857,78.76583333333336,69.18518518518519,9.103703703703703,30.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.9133111111111107,227,9,40,5,4,73,44,54,0.11199999999999999,0.795,0.09300000000000001,-0.264,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,10,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872179933136366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710646654229122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463868715741861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496923413933196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26180045599789514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715942342846946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134194786556075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675781453731987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952682327884174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281417709454321,0.0,0.20867572802559006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547301721105721,0.0,0.0,0.5475215319665998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668223659174599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739866311220376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390089713733593 adhd,Mooberry_,2018/12/12,"Blue light glasses for better sleep I'm one of those people who has either their phone or laptop going while in bed. It's a habit I'm really struggling to break even though staying up until 3:30 and getting up at 7 is taking its toll. Enter these sci-fi wonders Uvex S1933X Skyper Safety... https://www.amazon.ca/dp/B000USRG90?ref=yo_pop_ma_swf I've used these for the 10 past days and since then I've been able to fall asleep within an hour of 'going to bed'. It's a huge improvement that I just had to share! 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Idk if this is related to ADHD, but how many of you can't send 1 consistent text? When I respond to people I rapid fire 3-4 texts at a time because as I'm typing and hit enter, more stuff comes to mind. I annoy people everyday because when I respond they can expect their phone to buzz 3-4 times for every response lol. I honestly can't help it. 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For the last two years i've been on and off anti depressants between major depression episodes without any response to medications. Psychiatrist told we could keep trying different medications or I could do the pharmacogenetic test which is expensive. I told them that before proceding I would like to try ritalin to see if it helps and they were ok with it. I started with 10mg twice a day for a week with no response, then increased to 2x20mg, being on it for a week now. Now I can definitely feel the stimulant effect which alleviate my depression by a lot for a couple hours, however it is increasing my agitation and decreasing even more my concentration/ability to focus, which is the complete opposite of what I was expecting. Could this be normal? Can it get better with time? I will be talking to the doctor but I just wanted to have some opinion from people who have experienced ritalin. I'd appreciate any help or suggestion!!",6.956995073891625,8.545611472906405,8.084704433497539,62.92538177339901,64.81280788177341,12.105418719211825,36.66748768472907,11.765960540728905,5.20348866995074,911,45,141,32,14,310,131,203,0.113,0.7609999999999999,0.126,0.6052,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,2,4,6,0,0,11,1,20,8,0,3,0,34,29,10,0,8,7,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,3,0,2,7,4,17,3,27,14,9,17,0,3,1,0,10,3,0,7,12,109,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674324517488586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592324450051028,0.0,0.0,0.18948123058973748,0.0,0.10657743630601406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854885356836853,0.0,0.0,0.12321492646177662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607165236858813,0.0,0.0,0.3337008433930288,0.1541520628367564,0.0,0.08984820315216371,0.0,0.3599816398377063,0.14140423719426376,0.0,0.14555703986394924,0.0,0.14259727116046675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201783449447068,0.0,0.11738092551722175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044306784461814,0.0,0.13376656021285446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278759591743662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867630446965984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371995841876066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383171407645853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356228251499732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840400585070702,0.06806344868329613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844267881575472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806952646057504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650148061246686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658514947589776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101793722634687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986095789212256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119780558413804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123710135790918,0.0,0.0,0.2662475086060901,0.0,0.1891747509076056,0.0,0.1360928646618865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217301722468609,0.0,0.22350404348120892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429701040705355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896708990927727,0.0,0.0,0.0897158434844814 adhd,ofearth444,2018/12/12,"Feeling super depressed/burnt out after adderall XR 30mgs? I typically take it early in the morning, and I try completing all my work throughout the day. The thing is, no matter HOW MUCH work I get done (which is a lot every time) I never really feel “accomplished” or proud of myself at the end of it all. When the comedown starts I just become super depressed. The lingering effects of the adderall are still there, but I’ve wondered if maybe the comedown has to do with the meds interacting with my depression. Throughout the day, because I’m getting so much done, I don’t really have time/the effort to think about how I feel. I sorta just go on autopilot and work away. Things that would normally distract me just fizz away, and I find it easier to tear away from things I’m not supposed to be doing with adderall. Anyone experience something similar? Thanks so much! :-) TL;DR: I took 30mgs of adderall and every time I do, I feel super depressed once the comedown commences. Currently awake at 6am after not sleeping a wink all night. I have a cumulative exam at 9am, wish me luck guys.",4.762063106796116,6.562277475728156,5.527366504854367,78.3659041262136,70.35922330097087,8.062621359223302,29.86529126213593,8.660442795831766,2.5092533980582523,864,35,150,15,16,281,121,206,0.107,0.74,0.153,0.9014,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,10,11,10,0,1,14,0,14,1,1,3,4,37,30,12,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,5,18,6,24,25,7,25,0,3,0,0,2,9,0,6,14,106,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378095339933953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377245972097311,0.0,0.0,0.07304118031108409,0.13233181325292698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256290254855965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454801832673115,0.0,0.3096024579184073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523498985836625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612498523821902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190709209088264,0.0,0.0,0.11720698445502675,0.0,0.0,0.2423384365695917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951333992429613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252020442607571,0.0,0.06809648630935798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864067127441205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018667077030108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037532858889287,0.0,0.13309304575981565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424453394487146,0.0,0.09241259652977901,0.0,0.0,0.11244298463706193,0.11739819265831045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127604425207534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351956329438568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990656612612224,0.0,0.0,0.09224331568927223,0.0,0.0,0.08480923644348813,0.0,0.09568843355561144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008975342806427,0.0,0.0,0.11031418854603717,0.0,0.0,0.23880931839550856,0.07677583936568735,0.0,0.0,0.2096040753571316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312446600360267,0.08134993757390281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778712526154804,0.0,0.12993971518381384,0.26169123438058745,0.0,0.0,0.08511671401563192,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nataniel_PL,2018/12/12,"Issues with concerta? So I was prescribed Concerta 36mg by my psychiatrist who diagnosed me with ADD. I took it today at work for the first time, and well, I did not expect the results. I feel kind of weird, I think I might have a bit quicker heart rate than usually (about 84 bpm and I also sweat a little bit (which is kind of weird since I have rather non-stressful desk job). &#x200B; Is it normal? Or does it mean that Concerta is simply not for me? I think it might partially be caused by drinking red tea as well (pu-erh, I drink it everyday at work, helps me focus a little bit, although neither coffee nor any other kinds of energy drinks used to work on me too much). I'll stop that and switch to more relaxing teas, but still. I'm a bit worried. Is it normal? &#x200B; I know I should and will consult my doctor, who unfortunately is now on vacation, so for now I would like to hear a bit about your experiences. Thanks!",4.2198711018711,5.2580980972973,5.204324324324329,83.09671517671521,70.72972972972974,8.503118503118504,26.66320166320166,8.841846274778883,1.8606008316008311,728,23,148,13,13,239,117,185,0.059000000000000004,0.838,0.10300000000000001,0.7811,1,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,4,12,10,0,0,7,0,15,9,2,3,0,28,25,12,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,12,7,5,1,5,4,0,1,4,2,2,1,3,3,20,8,21,16,8,16,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,10,99,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581590350614527,0.0,0.20544338348301494,0.2303980563821441,0.06447097350882869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175151173969726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739133742543496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622556072507653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703742014767804,0.08296490939975203,0.0,0.0,0.2786198158345441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273794556157293,0.0,0.0,0.04793649636701243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064148796638995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685265973272244,0.11234494345784073,0.06354611097672871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895228388241706,0.09407980446932844,0.0,0.0,0.2961759371185202,0.052102609270930425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046317165909497415,0.19003998298222152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327095463634238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114725239061512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969293203206574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577847131543548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842406799305729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571177420196733,0.07926162158185128,0.10859935044010853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728414317302853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214950396453753,0.0,0.0,0.055281834441109616,0.0,0.08986450427668466,0.0,0.10533237023850492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188149027662814,0.10441483587081687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704830140625432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070585431471435,0.09627956106899087,0.0,0.06734708880587624,0.0,0.2303980563821441,0.0 adhd,john-carson,2018/12/12,"New to Aderall Hi guys, I just started taking aderall for my ADD yesterday and it was great until now (21 hrs later) I’m still awake and haven’t been able to sleep. I felt a little drowsy at the mid end of my day and then again around bedtime (8-10 pm) but now just can’t fall asleep whatsoever. I feel wide awake and even though I’m yawning and am very tired I can’t seem to shut down and snooze. From 1 am to 3 am I was able to sleep for just a few minutes and now I’m back to being wide awake. This is my first time taking this medication and got started out at 20 mg a day. Any suggestions?",1.8518604651162784,2.9180991860465118,3.344875968992252,94.05777906976743,76.51937984496124,6.4003100775193795,21.427131782945736,6.742157984588678,0.14877922480620145,461,11,112,4,10,152,82,129,0.037000000000000005,0.941,0.022000000000000002,-0.4097,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,0,4,0,11,6,3,0,0,18,22,12,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,8,1,16,16,1,29,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,18,65,11,0,0.3684543853790228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528080844849035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400125992666967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165933951228316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762259709868955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631706111951094,0.0,0.0,0.12168032328338745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315080403160096,0.0,0.17688699566370372,0.0,0.0,0.1567035559891934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734331546813734,0.20311113031930988,0.0,0.1824138849205907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846440452949709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558951495101772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792777069183005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771351713506613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687204787296423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607939103955863,0.0,0.14712407405781008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770318430909898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810022814448976,0.0,0.10742435757309288,0.2117420570817456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200672780127542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luddaren,2018/12/12,"Vasoconstriction and Meds My question is really simple, I’m sure almost everyone on meds have experienced cold hands, feet, etc.. I just have to ask, anyone ever experienced *cold* hands and a *really cold* nose? FWIW I’m on 70mgs of Vyvanse and have been for 6 months? I have no idea..",1.6111792452830187,4.362001320754722,3.4692216981132056,81.98987028301887,92.39622641509432,7.178301886792452,17.94575471698113,8.07648339933343,1.3619452830188683,222,6,41,6,8,74,37,53,0.044000000000000004,0.898,0.057999999999999996,0.1837,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,2,9,9,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25055622010407225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749575710312853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339191540145716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790581396170072,0.0,0.2263356363588443,0.0,0.2390931029331275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824645797439599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558694443664954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972085277953824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28030034778100343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205908838461741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358265974223085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grandmastermix,2018/12/12,"Any thoughts on this feeling I'm having? I heard in a lecture by Dr. Russel Barkley that people with ADHD have a very difficult time with getting the part of the brain that controls action to communicate with the part of the brain where knowledge is held. As a result, the part of your brain that says ""don't do that"" has a very weak voice with almost no authority over the final decision. Do you ever feel like you ARE the knowledgeable part of the brain, that is that you are actually, deep down, fairly neurotypical but you are trapped inside this body whose every decision is dictated by the will of a tyrannical mental disorder and if you (the back part of the brain) could only take hold of the drivers seat that you as a whole and every facet of your life (relationships, health, professional endeavors, money etc) could be prosperous and rewarding instead of the failing, dictatorship led, empire in decline you are powerlessly witnessing your whole life becoming?",12.166502463054185,9.434440379310344,10.922676518883417,61.025689655172435,56.12643678160919,14.540558292282428,43.24794745484401,12.785403640627713,5.485022331691297,782,32,128,20,7,248,104,174,0.099,0.831,0.069,-0.7638,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,10,0,3,4,5,0,0,19,0,17,11,6,3,1,25,25,7,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,10,7,0,3,7,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,5,11,2,23,18,8,13,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,2,5,98,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.09914654915768872,0.0,0.1221029698342122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017373187261609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909120884627386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812381746636399,0.0,0.0,0.11220877080501283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285424646045132,0.0,0.5670937471504136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395258538996199,0.16223801932808574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644193846358634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331040547128507,0.0,0.0919026506935796,0.17120408209800872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274361628488078,0.07258277122878516,0.0,0.11129739057255736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308159520916875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799561886093834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435255977255488,0.049636430301186286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238849564731363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727107052762744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501123048560025,0.0,0.07043636684349522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907994283408312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807960761428189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639025148826932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065872993429113,0.059243541099201776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676606130918239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686463978693844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Carous,2018/12/12,"My ADHD has absolutely controlled my whole life Rant: My inability to concentrate and impulsivity has made me feel like an outcast my whole life. I never fit in any social group. I feel like because of it I have not had paid attention to almost anything and thus I fell behind on school and hobbies. I never just sat and listened to music and memorize it. I never played a video game and did more digging to it’s lore but rather just mindlessly play it. When I was in high school, all that inattention caught up with me. People talked about references all the time I did not get that was basically common knowledge to them. I realized how bad I was at school compared to everyone else and gave me an inferiority complex. I thus grew some insane anxiety that could not even let me speak without stuttering every two seconds. I felt so alienated from life. I took vyvanse for a while (2-3 months) and it was a godsend but it got expensive and while I was on it, I overthought about the long term effects and dependency so I left it. I’m 19 and in college now. My anxiety has some how gone away but ADHD remains crippling. I have to put in effort to memorize a song or pay attention to a game I’m playing. I have become the most apathetic person I’ve ever been in my life. Ever since my anxiety left me, my brain like somehow ran out of fuel to think and now I feel like I’m just drifting with the flow of life and no longer fighting to become someone who can be accepted in society.",3.375670103092784,5.358588518900348,4.9667821305841935,80.18534845360824,74.4639175257732,8.092426116838487,28.47848797250859,8.841846274778883,2.4228918487972506,1173,49,222,25,25,395,162,291,0.11599999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.086,-0.7201,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,17,12,1,0,11,0,19,6,1,8,7,63,38,24,0,2,12,0,4,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,12,16,0,1,15,7,3,9,8,4,0,2,19,7,33,8,34,16,9,40,0,1,0,0,12,16,0,7,19,160,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503548411784361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429897940316664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083086775457158,0.0,0.2390412688301831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571298493743634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785967075574717,0.0,0.08696740254182096,0.06349362097912273,0.23006818779149302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627453877157536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168218162748678,0.08316151854687816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701046687421161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879523682482262,0.18843336529413135,0.08775742891623227,0.09952723028749176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579959220403765,0.22323103428130286,0.10000781087320842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544181454232162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330449828422637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004842197942684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633548346012936,0.10650839542449707,0.3678486308769531,0.2035449365660908,0.0,0.0,0.09217636497519777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985566177024737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313775288349898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240998722341346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220989570619107,0.09094656317473952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470734579766118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162397273811944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616039880382896,0.0,0.0,0.10617574825401456,0.08825255600661512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371808479424586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674010502400397,0.0,0.0,0.06073524396203114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572313524345075,0.0,0.0,0.10174702443302562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325769018557817,0.0,0.10040439102459084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alltheprettycolors13,2018/12/12,"Drug testing for adhd meds in a weed legal state Been a whirlwind trying to get diagnosed for adhd. I finally got a referral to a psych to start my journey and was told they drug test for stimulants to ensure you aren't a tweaker/and or selling drugs. I think this is becoming more commonplace. Anyways. Drug testing is fine. However, I do smoke weed. I live in a legal state (California) and am curious if anyone has had any issue getting prescriptions filled if they test positive for marijuana? It's legal so I'm not sure of any ramifications for testing positive for marijuana. I called the front office before they closed this evening to ask and the receptionist told me ""ummm I dont think that will be a problem."" Her answer didn't inspire much confidence. I'm going to call back tomorrow again. Any advice/experiences are appreciated. I had stopped marjiuana in the interim until I had this all sorted out but they ended up getting me an appointment much earlier than expected and I'll only have 6 days no use total before the appointment so not enough time to leave the system.",4.241383533090152,6.827669282178219,5.964236581552893,71.23800677436166,74.0,9.401146430432515,30.43355914538823,9.811843763644266,3.66279801980198,873,40,142,26,19,298,129,202,0.057999999999999996,0.86,0.081,0.3263,1,0,5,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,0,6,4,0,0,13,0,17,5,0,2,3,25,31,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,9,0,17,3,21,20,6,23,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,10,96,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889597106752294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24525909253716505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405990806309242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238852062678176,0.0,0.0,0.09244097716286567,0.0,0.0,0.13277242146961593,0.20459499977565987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455140456253397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753129849188704,0.0,0.0,0.12201973703757972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089575259581666,0.0,0.5576634125778072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647833595066317,0.12421834587899255,0.0,0.07940350438267013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759723347478072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169401949199394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884283701041072,0.0,0.06832321842054125,0.0,0.09615010282544743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547738425860824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272945446233837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615556440046538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353618855446509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674956998643804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143195375814804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150333306917369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509161484902462,0.0,0.0,0.10050845274076167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330496863497486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540629400046266,0.0,0.0,0.07010065569512794,0.0,0.0,0.2297487800340382,0.0,0.08162079799696438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383060214473344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LarrHarr29,2018/12/12,"How can I tell times when I'm actually being affected by ADHD, vs when I'm just using it as an excuse? I really can't tell, am I just being lazy? Or is my brain just being a piece of shit again?",1.8531060606060592,2.0931950681818168,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,75.5909090909091,8.593939393939394,19.21212121212121,8.841846274778883,0.8849939393939397,149,2,35,3,3,57,33,44,0.19399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.031,-0.787,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,2,0,7,2,2,3,0,8,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.3208824983861475,0.0,0.3951797248984937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670737104835995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106515696581656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375306995663308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748092329353894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173854907364726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839963308083288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wandrinsheep,2018/12/12,"Psychopathology test; what is it? So Thanks to this sub and all the wonderful people here I’ve taken the first steps to seeking formal diagnosis of what I believe is highly likely to be adhd. Things have been interesting and the process seems lengthy, my foremost diagnostic so far is moderate clinical depression. As for the adhd testing that comes later, through the psychopathology tests he mentioned. What I seek to gain some understanding on is the nature of the testing he mentioned; psychopathology test from Pearson. I’ve never heard of it and would like to know if anyone here is familiar with what it is. Thank you for you time",7.1817920353982325,9.006140486725661,6.939988938053098,70.46449668141595,64.48672566371681,9.897787610619467,34.47898230088495,10.125756701596842,3.808558407079647,517,23,82,12,8,163,74,113,0.03,0.825,0.145,0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,2,14,19,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,1,5,5,15,14,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,59,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250536895104898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274089514176253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611121525355126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816988185614386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814521535758427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580807655448167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307977337810803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005092981588092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134410891000773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684772271455705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144133814724475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886291561375144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022271702983918,0.0,0.0,0.1451242698168822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737626233021646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227407567291552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689284504845298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551761177544145,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Winchesterzz,2018/12/12,"Exam results for Year 12 are out this friday and im getting real nervous i wont cope again heyy first time poster here! this sub helped me so much since my diagnosis, so im from melbourne and here we have the Atar results which basically is a number which ranks you in the whole state So i went through a really rough time within the last 2 months leading up to the exams. I was burnout and somehow didnt realise how bad my mental health was declining i mean i was so sleep deprived and taking my vyvanse to keep me awake because i felt that otherwise it was ineffective, i was tired all the time and still looking back now i was so messed up and my productivity rate was so low i still wonder what i did with all that time. I guess i just needed to vent a little bit here because my family dont know about my condition and none of my friends understand at all but after completing my exams which i screwed up and ran out of time in all of it i fell into a ball of self pity where i wasnt showering or doing anything but sleeping or on this sub, crying to the amount of stories and shit we deal with everyday. i coped by telling everyone i didnt care about my results and picked myself back up but knowing i was capable of so much more and not being able to live up to that is why i came off as someone who didnt care about school in the first place as i fear failure. At the beginning of the year before i was diagnosed i was the typical class clown who didnt do anything in class or homework and didnt care about their education but then i saw my potential and i started caring and got great results despite being that classmate who never studied and finished their notes an hr before the test. i was told all the time ‘you can do so well if you just applied yourself more’ and all that crap and i TRIED i really tried for those exams i even took 6 weeks off work but it felt like time was working against me and looking back i felt so overwhelmed by it all. knowing i didnt live up to my teachers expectations beats me up and im worried that once my results are out i wont be able to cope again especially since my family puts me down for not being as smart of my brother who is studying medicine and im scared ill have a breakdown again or wont get any uni offers sorry for the rant for those who read it all, I just need some hope, so for those of you who struggled in high school, did anything turn around and change in college or university?",5.194953519256309,5.2242391195219176,5.768270916334661,83.51082602921647,68.16334661354581,8.685365205843295,30.876759628154048,8.344100000000001,2.069685843293493,1946,71,407,25,30,631,235,502,0.14,0.8029999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9908,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,4,2,9,35,24,3,5,19,0,40,9,4,8,9,82,73,47,0,5,16,1,4,1,1,3,4,0,2,1,27,31,0,1,9,2,0,7,15,14,1,2,31,7,60,10,63,35,17,68,0,4,3,1,22,30,3,11,31,292,87,16,0.1513606048087791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146520082313531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868353214974197,0.06737151429577141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745804432480946,0.063189891339322,0.09226801981309013,0.0,0.12879672645695794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262328919911957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655810448801605,0.30864444851611555,0.0,0.08005972509385571,0.0,0.07934935719299427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313125851799515,0.0,0.07802306866799859,0.0,0.07681391388260485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869675078046317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049986125980168224,0.0,0.0,0.0723157721555035,0.0,0.0,0.14268930746485814,0.08516138058143674,0.0,0.0,0.2179948756934273,0.0,0.0,0.12874725312774668,0.0,0.0,0.058470413904524274,0.0,0.07907966883400618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060528451359986774,0.08343780057577728,0.08337038537117175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044462248537887,0.0,0.0,0.05072691142935409,0.07996039462716867,0.0,0.07516761651786355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269908536073441,0.0,0.0,0.06726813007687084,0.0,0.0,0.12477574497167712,0.06168954737498426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697357299505232,0.07585154493801702,0.13365418710098212,0.0,0.12710478689694227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243803575927759,0.0,0.0,0.07626794462653111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604072953469826,0.0,0.11126746030885387,0.11223197058245013,0.058369314756916736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059705212280116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906980828131678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607960695619602,0.0,0.0,0.07570078256902601,0.08614075266295497,0.09696547925029747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576918524229402,0.1531850128235114,0.0,0.0,0.07895106066843692,0.0,0.07768474286293732,0.12520705641515414,0.0,0.15146991562738674,0.0,0.06412367463537531,0.0,0.0,0.08471790250409696,0.05356690756620568,0.0,0.12087677452075493,0.0,0.0,0.07911748402839676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569021688782569,0.0,0.06614792004579229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089085505580883,0.08698337459161831,0.0,0.0723157721555035,0.08408360061073297,0.10276391509411938,0.0823184368700679,0.0,0.07878586381218408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060706173623331874,0.0,0.06804568070048361,0.07015639853737389,0.06828970160193502,0.08449435493509039,0.0,0.0,0.08207205965199907,0.11019232299689398,0.07685702070095761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747126694449253 adhd,Zapmaster14,2018/12/12,"Struggling with decisions? Hey all, Does anyone else experience issues with making definitive decisions for example spending money or making a decision regarding education? I find that if I have money to spend that it’s really hard to tell myself to leave it alone, I never spend what I don’t have and I meet all my bills but I find that sometimes i find a game or web dev course and literally get so depressed / anxious about it until i get really impulsive and just buy it. then sometimes randomly I think about my previous decisions and question if it was really “me” does anyone else get this and if you do how should I deal with it? TLDR makes impulsive decisions, thinks if it was me or my adhd that made the decision. Thanks :D",4.8772924901185775,6.851460181159421,6.318669301712784,72.10571146245063,70.3768115942029,10.525428194993413,29.21212121212121,10.637119530657019,3.6788318840579706,587,23,100,19,11,199,80,138,0.10800000000000001,0.825,0.067,-0.415,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,5,3,39,17,17,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,12,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,17,1,10,13,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,9,3,70,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951960755842013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608949957081369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935097445137114,0.0,0.19725660152349875,0.28905317240633377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542057513504622,0.12148968270710506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468747728226776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356651883153076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379779680843211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867626538932054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108482375123856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635676053911624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472238249911825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935591677095084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346879234742465,0.2824641050368352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878961142002344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801286472835332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710885895969725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27901220736274496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474603630319174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328749357421187,0.1298636566517355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076353321265654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,commalacomekrugman,2018/12/12,"Extremely unangry non-rant about people using ADHD meds and then having the gall to brag about it Guys, you would think that us having a mental illness that *few people take seriously* would make us more empathetic towards other people. Who are we to judge if ""normal"" people use ADHD when it's not prescribed? - * for all we know, a lot of those people might actually be on the spectrum. * for all we know, they don't get a prescription because they're terrified of the implications * for all we know, they might be struggling even *more* than us because of other responsibilities, meaning that they really could use the help If you think that people who take adderall without a prescription have an unfair advantage, consider that most people reading this were born in the United States in a situation better than probably 95-99% of the world. Unfair advantages exist - being angry about them will only occupy the precious few moments of lucidity we have every day to really work on ourselves. 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But, until six months ago, no one had ever talked to me about ADHD, and I had never given it any thought. Since my doctor recommended an ADHD assessment earlier this year, I've been doing a lot of reading about it. It explains **so much**. Today, I was officially diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed medication. Tomorrow, I pick up that medication from the pharmacy. I am so, so very excited to move onto the next chapter of my life. I just wanted to share my excitement with a community that would understand. I also want to express my gratitude--I've been lurking and learning in this subreddit, and it has been an invaluable resource to me. You guys rock. With love, a 28-year-old woman who can't wait to feel like a functioning adult",4.657276422764227,7.235316841463415,6.230097560975612,69.86937398373986,72.65853658536584,9.98308943089431,32.27479674796748,10.203070172399654,4.161711869918698,718,35,114,23,15,244,110,164,0.07,0.818,0.113,0.7926,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,2,9,0,13,7,0,1,2,27,22,13,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,3,9,10,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,2,0,2,9,1,15,5,23,12,2,16,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,13,88,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148419358856031,0.0,0.11337529271146295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228127684049458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697612485879308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341003141598621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25963083628900163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091067671847453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569252521494865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646698888878947,0.0913715113457954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664072835508586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033928134030232,0.062485292000410364,0.0,0.0,0.11318713554225847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873567993226824,0.11543439712580787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25769081513389724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208825339158696,0.13593705092637046,0.09402093420174967,0.0,0.09864406874980307,0.0,0.13602269278391665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420913213683974,0.0,0.08666808998335354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793422762030987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488533257796815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579988417213143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370844880243848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028008667242876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153800871143563,0.0745792947288851,0.0,0.2424677624348928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314801105285826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553057806979384,0.15087701476106302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908562177063136,0.0,0.0,0.1647263189167997 adhd,SenoritaGatita,2018/12/12,"Stopping Adderall I have decided that I want to quit taking Adderall (currently on 20mg IR 2x/daily) but I have a full time job and lots of other executive funtioning-required things to do these days. I'm also not consuming caffeine, so I'm basically detoxing right now, or will be once I fully stop taking the Adderall. Im going to discuss this with my doctor at my next appointment but that won't be for another week. Does anyone have any suggestions on dealing with withdrawals and still functioning without it? 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It was a project and I got lots of great comments, I just submitted my journal entry really late. It was a big portion of my grade so regardless of what I do I'm gonna fail. I know I deserve it, it just sucks because I know I can ace this class if I had just written it up and submitted it on time. My professor always talks about how this is going to prepare you for the real world and I hate that lecture soo much because at my work I do really well!! I have a part time job in the same field and I love it there because at work I have time set aside to do my stuff. But for uni I always have to do it in my 'free time', and I'm so shit because I can't focus even though I stay on campus until 11pm and I take medication. Sorry about the rant. I'm just so disappointed in myself. 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I turn 20 in january and am still not in school and I need to start, soon. But I did horrible in high school (failed math two, almost three, times, failed a semester of german despite the fact I already knew half of what was being taught from self teaching, almost failed english once after getting into the honors class, had well over 40 tardies a year in high school, not counting the ones that slipped by, you get the point). I also can't drive yet, I've had my permit for almost 5 years and am just now trying to really push to get it because its starting to really mess with my life. I still live at home and my parents have already said they do not want me starting school before I get my license and I agree. But life in certain aspects still feels incredibly difficult even without being in school, I'm still constantly late to work, I haven't actually been on time in weeks, I'm constantly forgetting things, I'm beyond scared that when I do get into school I'm gonna experience high school all over again. My notes in school were constantly covered in doodles since my ""thing"" in life has been art and it was obviously way more interesting than whatever was going on in algebra, I went 7 years only doing a handful of homework assignments, focusing on things that don't pique my interest takes in insane amount of effort and usually I can only sustain that effort for a few minutes at most before I get distracted again. There are a thousand other things that tell me I need to finally see a doctor about this, I've wanted to get tested since I was about 16 and every time I brought it up to my parents they always brushed it off or straight up didn't say anything. I've had struggles in school my ENTIRE life, elementary school despite getting into the gifted program later on there were multiple times my mom had to writes notes to send in with unfinished homework because I'd get so overwhelmed I couldn't do it because I never understood the math, homework was a nightly breakdown inducing thing for me which is probably why I avoided it all throughout high school and middle school. School is almost terrifying for me, the idea of sustaining my attention and getting myself to do work that I'm not super interested in feels like trying to breath with an elephant sitting on my chest but on the other hand I'm scared I'm just gonna be told I'm really just lazy and ""just need to apply myself"". I know I'm ranting but how do I even try to talk to a psych about this without making it seem like I'm another college age student trying to get ahead in school? What do I do? :(",7.304302009777294,6.769603452471486,7.417417164584467,75.34278517110269,63.90494296577947,10.175882672460617,34.94541010320478,9.516144504307137,3.1876064095600216,2160,85,396,35,28,699,246,526,0.077,0.871,0.052000000000000005,-0.9217,2,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,2,10,30,21,0,6,17,0,39,10,4,6,6,69,93,21,0,7,16,3,4,3,0,2,6,2,4,1,27,17,0,1,10,1,0,7,13,11,1,5,22,8,45,10,75,65,6,84,0,4,1,0,14,40,0,8,38,258,72,36,0.0,0.0,0.046932812091250685,0.0,0.05779964898121043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263679888034946,0.0,0.10614586283482813,0.03846075912317433,0.040018065619338364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043075855463771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03957726896109502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795297876881032,0.0,0.08184891341917924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591760393014806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922625293163723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353127459148945,0.0,0.04052127422801879,0.0,0.0,0.04704516626294118,0.0,0.0,0.048635548868217256,0.03435836740747158,0.0,0.05268463262075415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015255967600225,0.0,0.05466586373229479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325583100870726,0.0482422092392064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429227861152115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026431207862552184,0.0,0.054252133455605284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358808746358722,0.07048890584686722,0.0,0.04246788831156699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420624475665025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632711841592776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698328788041853,0.03709306223300839,0.0,0.0,0.045132966537345685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051218546639419285,0.03258974306425212,0.07315531733525156,0.0,0.0,0.1068054039669236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045464380909342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185347268404862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243075504476148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574841300463076,0.03824628382466742,0.0963009798981308,0.6814318218816093,0.0383246959312632,0.08756595332999953,0.05017253704163661,0.0,0.0,0.07956771730078872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616473959017114,0.0,0.15363174087262588,0.0,0.0,0.05027829726982715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036160707045892165,0.03865614015458798,0.04203628096476638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975760234901995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121760063522494,0.0,0.0,0.045955883637888384,0.0,0.1306106920654593,0.052312467851673206,0.04698085540850381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296875280247452,0.0,0.08510127221522085,0.03817478327268407,0.03857811052803608,0.0,0.04324228714045955,0.044583625280304934,0.04339735975903298,0.0,0.0,0.13908271627766886,0.0,0.07002601814918855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291288888072304 adhd,flowertortillas,2018/12/12,"A discussion about the ""realness"" of ADHD I think an easy way to sum up the problem for me is that ADHD kinda presents as a spectrum. Some people very obviously need drugs just to function daily, regardless of what they have to do that day. Some people need the drugs to hold down a job/do well in school. Some people would benefit from the drugs, raising their threshold from High School graduate to Graduate school graduate, which obviously would lead to a much different life. Now if you think back fifty years, the types of jobs and the education required for those jobs would make it so that probably only the first group of people would be prescribed medication. The rest would just work on a farm or in a factory or some other job that doesn't require much thinking. What about fifty years from now, though? The landscape of labor in Western countries will, in all likelihood, only continue to shift into more white collar, intelligence based labor, and the level of education to get a job that will support you and perhaps a family will only (probably) continue to rise. Thus, more people would benefit more greatly from stimulant medication. So, where would you draw the line on someone that really needs medication? If you can finish high school but flunk out of college do you need it? What if you can scrape by in college, but only well enough to get a liberal arts degree and a low paying job that doesn't require much mental discipline? And if someone can do all these things but not well enough to finish, say, law school (as I think is often the case). Is it bad for them to take a drug to help? I would like to end by saying I'm not trying to offend anyone; I am diagnosed with ADHD but have struggled with the validity of that diagnosis (personally) and have been unable to get medication due to my psych being (understandably?) against stimulant medication, especially regarding people that had not been diagnosed as children. 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I just got diagnosed with ADD yesterday and it makes me feel so relieved. I've been dealing with a lot of depression and anxiety over the years and my primary doctor has just cycled me through antidepressants (which never really worked) without really looking into how I feel other than ""I'm depressed"". A few months ago I went to an urgent care for a back injury and we got to talking about my mental health. One thing the doctor told me was that a lot of people who deal with depression and anxiety are actually having their symptoms exacerbated by other things, one example he gave was ADD/ADHD. When he said this something just clicked in my head. I remembered as a kid I was diagnosed with it but my parents never followed through with treatment for me because my dad didn't believe in it. So fast forward to yesterday, I went to a therapist/psychiatrist office and they officially diagnosed me with ADD (as well as Major Depressive Disorder). Hearing that felt so relieving, like having a weight lifted off my shoulders. I feel like I've spent to much time in internal strife feeling desperate to find out why I feel the way I do. This diagnoses oddly made me feel like this is now just a thing and there's a treatment plan and medication that can truly help me. I know there's still going to be struggles but I feel like this was such a big step for me. I have my medicine consult in January and I feel like I can finally start feeling at least a little better.",6.9436090686274525,7.299178315972222,7.4059477124183,72.13970588235296,64.4513888888889,10.943137254901963,35.691176470588225,10.718039707386858,3.986627205882353,1217,54,213,30,17,400,163,288,0.064,0.778,0.158,0.9815,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,4,19,16,0,1,15,0,16,13,2,3,2,50,45,20,0,0,8,2,12,5,0,0,10,2,0,1,17,21,1,0,14,0,1,6,4,5,1,3,16,16,33,11,36,28,6,35,0,4,2,0,18,12,0,2,22,157,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.08037242499825567,0.0,0.09898187953527428,0.0,0.07300802961189334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601183165427987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333050129567548,0.0,0.05020648223482577,0.0,0.0,0.09279260825009507,0.0,0.07284158405731757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397249693172419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982108509196453,0.2837495275429822,0.4179732490788,0.0,0.0,0.09439280585481012,0.16859988333964515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164418057945973,0.2353547707433725,0.07907944613208495,0.09022241572994516,0.07527643354020717,0.0700561981283984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468076366726787,0.0,0.13174318139969696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452611529928537,0.08754585863836753,0.09282679783763233,0.0,0.055204821403225295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526343461832122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118704611787624,0.08254732790687598,0.0,0.0,0.06916247079139443,0.0,0.0,0.14004070111762118,0.0,0.07793194024059152,0.05497658632824106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297001141989707,0.08300048521113633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573973965922014,0.0,0.06054478876459118,0.0,0.12704371331859185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116198481800465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145210927325036,0.0,0.0,0.05709872566794653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887904159484613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552509138558012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329892252716394,0.0,0.07834414195882729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340549770294551,0.0,0.0,0.05829551774374835,0.0,0.06577357620628528,0.0,0.0,0.08610156724686258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856045822075079,0.0,0.06619862707685216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562743294070812,0.16415090433191545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480253433334691,0.0,0.0,0.07869943534884233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537430357769773,0.0,0.10029347202642036,0.07405240225521302,0.15269888674152762,0.07431796406261854,0.0,0.0,0.0793930350252371,0.0,0.05995976632168778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530377637036961 adhd,ChocolateRabbit_,2018/12/12,"Should I get this checked out? I have a hard time paying attention in class, and and often very fidgety. My test category is always my lowest grade even though I get 100%s on the practice. However I don't have trouble like I read on this sub, I am not that forgetful. Please ask for more info.",3.0475862068965505,4.965218931034482,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,75.20689655172414,7.398620689655173,25.393103448275863,8.238735603445708,1.5945199999999995,230,8,46,4,5,75,47,58,0.18600000000000005,0.743,0.07,-0.6901,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,5,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,31,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28834765809466595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239665670976972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288853041833762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362103957865695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104302840735729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693011277784631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803950319719634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466321165218019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34047215793399005,0.0,0.20206929186535147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859304215496329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theskyistheroof,2018/12/12,L this sub is an L,-8.225,-7.992340166666668,-1.4499999999999975,116.145,117.33333333333331,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-3.1418,13,0,6,0,1,6,5,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway42716,2018/12/12,How do i tell my doctor that i think i may have ADHD? I'm using a throwaway account because I've been kinda nervous about writing this and I kept on forgetting then procrastinating when I remember but after 2 weeks I'm finally writing it. Anyway I want to know how do I tell my doctor I think I may have ADHD? I've had a teacher say they thought I may have had ADHD because I'm often being distracted a lot. I'm afraid of asking my doctor about me thinking I have ADHD because he might dismiss my concern. Thanks,2.7499047619047587,4.5665630380952384,5.030476190476193,79.77619047619052,75.76190476190476,6.571428571428571,28.809523809523807,7.3871296695380915,1.91595238095238,409,18,74,5,9,143,61,105,0.05,0.887,0.063,0.2861,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,14,3,0,3,0,23,28,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,17,1,6,18,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,7,5,52,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667155639569731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965678802916594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25363311402031896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258664571925978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192853749436575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622060845851357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790960560272458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712858128896836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710916998476568,0.0,0.0,0.11029216067432762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424430188078545,0.12768747274889494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666015956602503,0.0,0.11010467372171646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978396279390426,0.0,0.0,0.08180318234122752,0.0,0.11124906106893184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,misscoleslaw,2018/12/12,"I know it gets posted all the time, but ADHD is seriously interfering with school and my relationship. Hey y'all. I need some help. Me: 25F, grad student, bipolar/social anxiety (but I'm medicated and stable), not diagnosed with ADHD yet but display nearly every symptom of the inattentive type. My partner: 27, works from home, BPD/depression/anxiety (also medicated and fairly stable), believes that I have ADHD. &#x200B; I just started grad school for library science this last September. I am getting good grades, but I'm finding it very hard to focus on homework and it takes me about 5x the amount of time it should to complete simple assignments. I regularly turn things in late and given my social anxiety, it's very embarrassing to keep having these conversations with professors. I work 4 days a week and usually have a good amount of free time in the evenings. My classes are pretty demanding and the readings/assignments take up a good chunk of my free time, so most evenings after dinner, you can find me on the couch with my laptop, trying to concentrate on homework. &#x200B; Here's the issue: When I do my homework in the evenings, I usually try to stay focused and my partner feels neglected. I do make dinner about 5x a week and take care of our cats before I leave for work in the mornings, but this isn't cutting it for my partner. I usually have off one weekend day per week which is a designated date day with my partner. I really try my best to make them feel special on date day, but I'll admit that I slip during the rest of the week. I am having such a hard time balancing my homework and my relationship because I can't plan out my time well enough to designate time in the evenings for my partner. I think an assignment will take an hour and it'll end up taking 5, which means that my partner goes to bed, we don't have sex or watch anything together, and I end up staying up late and feeling like shit the next day. To make matters worse, my partner moved across the country with me so I could attend this amazing grad program AND they work from home, so they're feeling very cut off from friends and loved ones and I'm pretty much the only one they can go to. &#x200B; I am planning on seeing a psychiatrist in January to pursue a diagnosis and hopefully get medicated, but it seems like my relationship is on the verge of collapse because of my neglect. What can I do in the meantime to make my partner feel special on a daily basis while still following through with my coursework? Also, does anyone have tips for successfully completing homework and turning it in before it's too late? Helppppppp",6.8161827956989285,7.351591370967744,7.035419354838713,74.06979569892476,64.7258064516129,9.83913978494624,36.08978494623656,9.725611199111238,3.566792688172044,2104,97,367,40,30,680,237,496,0.078,0.747,0.174,0.9954,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,2,2,3,8,19,24,3,1,28,0,27,10,1,4,1,64,64,33,0,4,10,0,7,2,9,3,5,0,9,8,21,27,2,3,12,1,2,4,4,7,1,3,1,9,53,19,63,59,9,68,0,2,2,2,25,25,1,5,38,246,74,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609140475220476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586032225979638,0.0,0.1948193060697528,0.21848349994634916,0.0,0.0,0.13755080144678228,0.0,0.0,0.04190808832656627,0.0,0.04932156623095898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307188834109629,0.0,0.1020008886440451,0.06752645083971562,0.06289829908016513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548629153522589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061107935134935024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256818425385054,0.0,0.0,0.0478533835669223,0.0,0.0,0.19326624190646569,0.0,0.0,0.06083297061801664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244970107538456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616960238731027,0.06192908760939308,0.0,0.15834654839785045,0.0,0.05049799450701623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152520042760234,0.042817721842834965,0.0,0.0,0.10955938160810806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046305790074872004,0.0,0.09394101135141472,0.0,0.03406255774363009,0.15081241698264913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073803409454206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401733039829318,0.0,0.12023979322364375,0.05952918131532749,0.05902410309121451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255678151050785,0.0,0.053273163332742235,0.0,0.0,0.03293882077711313,0.04885519085300777,0.2028285627311835,0.06346272726782877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058562626637892586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409386180034585,0.0,0.16002885678237413,0.0,0.0,0.06528700796076499,0.0,0.18113523812853646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370163685563751,0.044059271306332144,0.04444119446431708,0.0,0.0,0.06374176959701941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184093646584256,0.04558342356371628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057401357985136764,0.12195129949473282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839602652723999,0.0,0.0,0.19304393750055007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131525283889312,0.04776059789555685,0.054562758877932695,0.0,0.0,0.06152262580021246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109639284472966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424224460044204,0.1277659060494777,0.047864331480750914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062295625924317685,0.2253190725812185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039818286465910735,0.03840405876198652,0.0,0.0,0.24464089681036105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207620816718877,0.1303845826445234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980304794719412,0.14835846111613896,0.0,0.0,0.19230562223423744,0.0,0.05388894648776473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174534169875676,0.0,0.061079093468622475,0.0,0.0,0.21848349994634916,0.0 adhd,guyfromMI,2018/12/12,"Adderall causing weird muscle spasms? I’ve recently switched over to adderall after years of being on concerta and focalin I take 30mg XR and either 20 mg IR once to twice a day. The past few weeks have been hell at work and I’ve taken the full daily dosage and had a shitty sleep schedule. At least 2-3 all nighters a week. Tonight I finally get to relax and I’m feeling weird muscle spasms and twitches as I know the adderall is leaving my system. I always have a hard crash after using 20mg IR twice daily. Just wondering if it’s more adderall or just exhaustion from the past few weeks ",3.3100000000000023,5.211203389830512,4.212,85.88172881355933,74.42372881355931,6.4149152542372905,27.0542372881356,7.1686216300943375,1.4299938983050855,472,18,89,5,10,152,79,118,0.156,0.8059999999999999,0.038,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,8,0,6,3,1,2,1,17,14,9,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,2,5,1,12,10,7,19,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,13,51,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701269555362756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853761062703309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719657950519515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756528922193884,0.0,0.0,0.23304097012489375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114534114128384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905689185354892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691368081089053,0.0,0.0,0.22525581863983826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265560032117489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061595647301871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100503066217164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128887954802341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599503656225014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373487532538668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119299417586153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307022070953991,0.15487373064685442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369944686890255 adhd,AbledShawl,2018/12/12,"Working in an office for a month now and I can't stop feeling anxious. I keep deleting and rewriting this post, so I'll keep it brief just to get all of this off my chest. I work from 7-5 in an office. I've been here for a little over a month now and I've been given a list of tasks to do every day. My job is to be in-house tech support for the rest of the office who are making slides, doing sales, coordinating conferences, and so on. Some days, everything works just fine and I don't need to assist anyone with getting their tasks done and can focus on my own. In a day, I have to push out updates to the company's anti-virus, keep all the workplace computers up to date, and resolve inconsistencies with the server logs. So, I can do all of that basically within an hour. I spend most of my time sitting around, asking others in the office is everything's going well or if they need help - most of the time they don't. I've even brought books in. I can't help but feel like I'm being watched and observed and that my lack of effort will get me fired. I'm worried that I'm not doing enough.",3.788704512372637,4.2143200393013105,4.998061135371182,86.42055604075694,71.31441048034934,7.5040465793304225,25.31033478893741,7.3011,0.9859709461426492,855,23,187,8,15,284,130,229,0.055,0.8690000000000001,0.076,-0.1207,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,5,12,5,0,0,15,0,20,1,1,1,3,36,39,15,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,4,3,1,2,5,5,0,1,0,5,4,17,5,33,31,10,34,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,5,14,126,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394537501600465,0.0,0.1014719477633992,0.0,0.0,0.12918841966715292,0.1356685054388456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807730362264633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850912451458234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994874244721226,0.0,0.0958510238067554,0.0,0.12227066576845252,0.0,0.2608507184214281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675503308874555,0.10367444108467393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274591320513397,0.0,0.08247558450091204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454303768158626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291491081583155,0.16745010072325378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401015785730328,0.3869705249808019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089876952608044,0.14544932412881054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686936606079767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316683275956425,0.0,0.0,0.21521070243462173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898576221439435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132761861499768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468154288948594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924239478199524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304811691819567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31694935648005845,0.1473773767514317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GilbusGooboo,2018/12/12,"My ADHD became a superpower once I treated it. Just going to keep it simple and hope this post helps someone somehow. I struggled trying to find a good dose (turns out it’s 20mg Vyvanse which is unheard of my Dr says meaning it’s pretty low) but finally did to help treat my ADHD. I went from resenting everyone who called ADHD a superpower to becoming a full-fledged believer. All the creativity, outlandish interests and all of that REMAINS in my humble observation even after medication for long (6 month +) periods. Everyone still notices my ‘different’ ADHD traits; which I won’t elaborate on but I’m sure many of you understand exactly what I mean. The only difference is now I get a whole lot more work done and fulfill a whole lot more of my fun interests too. 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I usually work through lunch and stay late to stick to deadlines. And I could never quite understand where the time goes. I’ve gotten better at a lot of things: I don’t text or play games while at work. I don’t take long ‘bathroom breaks’ anymore, but I was still slow. Then last week a coworker gave me some advice, and I used a stopwatch and every time I finished a set at work, I did a ‘lap’ on the stopwatch, and suddenly I’m finishing early. I’m working as quickly as my coworkers. Then today ... I started with the stopwatch, and then forgot about it and wasn’t paying attention to it, and something that should not have taken more than an hour and a half took three to four hours. I know that I felt constantly surprised at where the time went, and that I was very focused on the work and intent on doing it correctly. Is that hyper focus? Does it make sense for me to be so focused on a task that it takes longer than it should? How can I fix this? 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Backstory I was diagnosed when I was younger and then was diagnosed again while in the military. Upon switching to the VA after getting out they basically cut off all my prescriptions until I can see a mental health prescriber(MONTHS). I have an appointment with an outside psychiatrist that I am paying out of pocket to see. Naturally the military lost half my medical record so all I have is a list of my medications saying I was being treated. 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I'm currently trying to get my life back together, but I still feel like ADHD gets the best of me some days. It's very annoying and I hate that I will still let people down no matter what I do. I take medication, and I've tried different systems for staying on task. My problem is my brain likes to pay attention to everything, all the damn time. I frequently will be late to something because I misjudged the time or got distracted. The other issue I've been having recently is I will be thinking of something that I need to do, and literally forget it within 5 seconds. It has been extremely frustrating. I'll get super anxious about it too, because I'll be worrying about what I just forgot to do. I'll know that I forgot something, but it will take me a several minutes before I can recall it. Anyone have any experience or advice?",4.7553508771929875,5.917380397660821,6.252880116959068,75.6133552631579,69.58479532163743,9.442690058479533,31.793859649122812,9.725611199111238,3.2032140350877185,692,30,125,16,12,236,106,171,0.19399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.102,-0.9467,2,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,4,1,6,0,20,3,1,1,1,21,34,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,5,1,18,4,15,21,3,19,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,14,89,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296605504153173,0.14063873327834492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787177042799627,0.0,0.0,0.16259068679343786,0.0,0.1006334803620311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066699303292074,0.0,0.17546680686288293,0.0,0.12246686539699855,0.0,0.15103706702069886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066434488286055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281766521050673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036766592030693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934764843034255,0.14078315285131146,0.0,0.0,0.07277119472862069,0.10281777437904167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255796267144241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510742406748208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209299744989212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021698423926574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909566640196278,0.0,0.1623500776700778,0.0,0.0,0.14716980825027134,0.10165623518319312,0.14062585942335667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498608866015875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671620321929612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977726603144356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771374121010507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210543081826973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259068679343786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323941369000292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068030137088504,0.2298722969454309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642258925391508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221928862827028,0.0,0.0,0.16784393703991018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542693209218934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875057122571288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615959066543527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,micja999,2018/12/12,"Does anyone else get this feeling of overwhelmingly confidence and happyness only to be midway through it and realise your gonna feel sad soon. Maybe it's just me but I often find myself just sitting down it talking to people and all of a sudden feel like I'm gonna feel like shit soon so I might as well not even try being happy, then I go home and experience the exact prophecy you thought was gonna happen. Love to hear if anyone else experiences this.",6.7763333333333335,6.532183966666674,7.163333333333334,75.765,64.8888888888889,9.422222222222222,31.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.468266666666667,367,12,68,5,5,120,67,90,0.08,0.6890000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,8,9,1,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,19,18,9,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,5,7,6,8,10,1,7,0,2,0,1,5,1,1,3,6,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880382369674225,0.349935070812234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943641751147388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853022289102148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127877777790962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33407922584043626,0.0,0.0,0.34537292149008386,0.2439871658753444,0.0,0.0,0.1560748789469444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921695710958946,0.0,0.09704891536311723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510057283446495,0.18178107667557755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246303994732364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128986031623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685298381873598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541208577182569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155503476286532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811532430216793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298734478101107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838601109986935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752864288448248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725335037233194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355672605675315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159373065232534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535370257882836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,masked_fragments,2018/12/12,"Dropping old friend(s) for new ones? Recently my boyfriend (ex now) meet some new people and has been pretty much addicted to being around them. So much so he even wanted to go out during dangerous conditions just to see them. We talked him out of it but he had a panic attack or emotional episode over it. Like it was crazy to me because he could always see them when the weather was better, plus he had just hung out with them a night ago. He’s completely wrapped up in them. On the other hand he’s practically ignored me except when he needed something. I’ve been with him 5 years and his biggest support and it really hurt me to be pushed aside and made the bad guy when I try to be rational with him. He’s kind of done this with others in the past making quick friends then getting upset with them and pushing them away. It’s just this time he’s even more intense than usual and that might be because he had 2 traumatic events happen right before. I can’t help but feel some of this stems from his ADHD (and anxiety and depression). Opinions and advice?",5.0197252747252765,5.953296576923076,5.2379395604395595,83.97134615384616,68.80769230769229,8.250549450549451,28.31868131868132,8.418075326091056,1.893152747252748,840,28,164,12,14,265,132,208,0.154,0.728,0.11800000000000001,-0.8959,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,7,1,15,13,2,2,6,0,16,2,1,2,0,38,27,19,0,3,7,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,11,20,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,0,1,9,4,19,5,29,12,5,33,0,2,2,0,29,12,0,5,18,112,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135488736677655,0.16685736956868238,0.13567175992226602,0.12307230207819715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552508159072715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621137355182117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235960508199041,0.0,0.15794928485376503,0.13044371079306072,0.0,0.11592467681506835,0.16926980171182493,0.0,0.11814167244872666,0.0,0.0,0.1227917187275545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556993837331034,0.0,0.0,0.11085155908113094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958173557743405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208039194236474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617506804667455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340355954631613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020111622406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453316951369147,0.0,0.07253759151916878,0.0,0.07890534275161375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137472332840506,0.1227747750493657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306078375252937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862990708633678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457934253434213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782967036821888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131372718066995,0.09267603955052003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472861255348384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412512354346665,0.10294728035077824,0.0,0.26818293711319835,0.0,0.13029089639802094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568806357161276,0.0,0.09408082745256907,0.0,0.0,0.16289752707759092,0.0,0.0,0.132537433847771,0.0962534073449484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124906822999928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894375038523021,0.0,0.1370866577379441,0.0,0.0,0.1185676564942704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127324526448167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068849633142835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755273109238496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159344351675324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095807534549565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426249510041282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291142624114915,0.0,0.08189077661121104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940769543833804 adhd,Korolevs_Kanine,2018/12/12,"Adhd is losing your favorite watch because you had to deplane suddenly I was flying out of BWI to Oakland today when, after we've all found our seats, the pilot announced we'd have to deplane. I take my watch off when I fly because I find it a bit restrictive and the band expands in the low pressure. You can guess what happens next. Just as we're about to board the new plane, I realize my watch isn't on my wrist, but it's too late. I put in a lost property claim with Southwest and BWI, but I know it's likely I'll never see that watch again. Thanks, adhd, for costing me my favorite and irreplaceable watch.",3.8050985663082413,4.9547001370967765,4.723655913978495,85.73603942652329,71.82258064516128,7.124014336917562,28.293906810035843,7.3871296695380915,1.5336444444444457,483,18,97,5,9,157,86,124,0.066,0.841,0.09300000000000001,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,3,0,2,6,6,0,1,6,0,7,1,1,0,2,16,15,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,6,17,2,15,10,2,17,0,3,6,0,6,6,0,1,11,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973017265061328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522458697935772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258787334057581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910077551835333,0.0,0.0,0.22685268013863394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279211737238716,0.0,0.18295897796207167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370558070311665,0.0,0.23338964950188726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107977930388122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314656357259462,0.22585331110142665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957228300703946,0.19982311538086106,0.22003808139085967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798936261008333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487070242100824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556134304077274,0.0,0.0,0.1904836307536034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611485463702324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KaneFernandez,2018/12/12,"Finally finding something that's helped me with time organisation in uni! Thought I'd share my method for sorting out my time organisation skills with a small post! [https://imgur.com/ufbgQhC](https://imgur.com/ufbgQhC) Falling in love with my endless supply of pocket journals and how they've helped me change my life for the better! Throughout my first semester of University I failed 3 of my 4 courses and really struggled with time organisation, studying, anxiety and a handful of other issues. Using these notebooks and creating individual books for different tasks/ purposes have helped me create more routine and structure in my life by creating more plans and having my notes present on me at a moments notice. These books changed my life heaps and helped me take control more to the point where I no longer was failing most of my courses but instead I actually enjoy my study and are either passing or doing beyond that. I'd love to hear how you guys have been helping solve your own problems or just keep on track :) ",12.10306818181818,10.984061352272732,10.086590909090912,61.93113636363636,54.79545454545455,12.20909090909091,44.15909090909091,10.9516,4.98555909090909,842,39,126,15,8,255,114,176,0.073,0.7659999999999999,0.161,0.9579,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,7,6,9,0,1,5,0,7,6,1,4,0,28,14,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,13,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,2,21,5,23,11,6,21,0,2,0,2,12,11,0,4,7,85,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.14367116302208094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262734954622795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020927386616266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31149079283711145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512627631961535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381964678339866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127868978526202,0.13456173252344528,0.12523020752740474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577670889651698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593419951230373,0.0,0.4934118197627968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536655059126694,0.0,0.13086107369061234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119698525645031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26575410178108066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761757220509474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391759877636174,0.0,0.14100163886114667,0.0,0.0,0.14087522673515138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431663040966297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334162926120207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391239351866182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069549437785753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168808560256873,0.2575456793074489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715583849679246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goliof,2018/12/12,"Some more complaining about studying. So I'm here in the library for a few hours now trying to study for my physics final, but I just got my period today so I have cramps and I don't feel like interrupting my studying to go get Advil from my room. Thank you for reading.",2.396181818181816,4.3874089818181865,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,77.36363636363637,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,0.9949272727272728,214,7,45,3,5,69,44,55,0.077,0.821,0.102,0.3336,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,8,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319721814854115,0.2588377216109752,0.0,0.3968980862723357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929449690078,0.0,0.20591181546196294,0.0,0.2897761944962758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568070347212511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770086800290949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36241278605954347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335707327325969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34343200779094274,0.0,0.0,0.2459879245084887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Secretly_Magikarp,2018/12/12,"What are your guys' experiences with Concerta (Methylphenidate)? Is it not working only for me? Has anyone else had negative experiences with it? My doctor acted like it's great but I feel like it's my fault that it isn't working. It's been prescribed since the 50s or 60s according to her and she said it has a high rate of success, but it has been terrible for me.",2.6836904761904776,5.005388083333337,3.82698412698413,85.94500000000002,77.8888888888889,7.447619047619049,25.563492063492063,8.418075326091056,1.80463253968254,290,11,58,6,7,94,51,72,0.122,0.718,0.16,0.4749,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,2,8,4,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,41,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724915641447362,0.25276332170524085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524979321026816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060780558572517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826208167140464,0.0,0.0,0.12473400659763904,0.17623556952138322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27197688020715305,0.0,0.2442621398894959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606418016865079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410407983890483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761905740742435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346589267456661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040647305461252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35918689160862943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MinuteResolve,2018/12/12,"I'm switching to Vyvanse tomorrow after being on adderall for months. I know everyone reacts differently but what can I expect? Going from 20 mg IR twice a day to 30 mg of Vyvanse, which from what I understand is a starter dose but I'm hopeful it's a dose I will stay on because I think I made a mistake increasing the adderall. &#x200B; Is it normally a smooth transition, or can I expect to get withdrawal symptoms after switching?",4.360017211703962,6.49843563855422,5.810189328743548,74.5253012048193,72.13253012048195,8.598278829604133,35.95352839931154,9.23628265651192,3.8522130808950097,350,20,57,8,7,118,54,83,0.042,0.878,0.08,0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,2,0,13,15,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,1,11,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796955005210579,0.31366938475392864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573602647183045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664794912404588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26970224325998543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666464226176424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348679384987693,0.0,0.14670739254744558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563921076328746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418674588728316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442591115806966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604556174444755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529232221533367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751437968055417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683071810183367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540623186946513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687337261742491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31366938475392864,0.0 adhd,nictrain,2018/12/12,"Just wanted to send any college kids out there good luck on finals This time is really stressful and I know how hard it can be especially if you have ADHD. So goodluck and hang in there, we'll get through it!",4.073571428571427,5.1852335000000025,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,71.14285714285714,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.2841333333333336,165,5,34,2,3,53,39,42,0.106,0.763,0.131,0.2957,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359913832264878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467030224946817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974080510172141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953771681832995,0.0,0.0,0.30428287679185995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249798628072096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937454776043892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240632919030735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41556357126924776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154009166318416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139772013696809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mangeaux,2018/12/12,"I told my friends I’m on meds for ADD — they said “you don’t have it” I have a really close and awesome group of friends. But last night when I shared I’d started taking meds for my ADD (after 3 years of sitting on the diagnosis and using lots of other options) they all seemed surprised and dismissive. I get that they have this image of a hyperactive boy and I’m a successful, 35yr old woman who juggles a lot of stuff... so I don’t fit their image of ADD — but my long-term struggles are very real. I didn’t take the diagnosis or the decision to get meds lightly. If anything, I wish I didn’t need em. But I’m cautiously optimistic that they will provide the relief I’m looking for. Anyways... just feeling sad and disappointed today. Figured this would be a good place to hear others’ experiences. How did your friends / family react when you told them?",3.843502747252749,5.394108982142856,5.113095238095237,81.42164835164836,72.27380952380952,8.026373626373626,28.994505494505496,8.617729084823388,2.221988461538462,671,27,130,12,13,223,104,168,0.066,0.735,0.19899999999999998,0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,6,1,6,11,0,1,9,0,12,0,0,3,1,30,31,14,0,4,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,9,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,5,20,8,14,22,3,15,0,2,1,0,21,5,0,6,9,83,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901081410639842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146715232491852,0.1363358692797188,0.0,0.07312475591744208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352016285641391,0.0,0.1511170750547203,0.0,0.0,0.12130128794918253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299845116469008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788547041497455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798509169963002,0.12144527098133015,0.0,0.0,0.24590331578728256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819242026941429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723468732303286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571707274512596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175547999488193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109823205875414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646104337230114,0.09264795757011897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756775084983558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316575861266527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023635342748246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511893378961458,0.1655565193118668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174740853607163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370838596664015,0.2763832507038499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490616637462873,0.0,0.11932752469325393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630708765711327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273465530261328,0.0,0.0,0.0931312243697427 adhd,dosbox64,2019/08/11,"Hyperfocusing to the point of no return + extremely shaky after drinking coffee when on medication? So I have two questions, for those who possibly struggle with these things. Now that I'm on medication I've noticed I have a significant struggle with stopping what I'm doing to eat. If I'm busy I won't stop even if I'm trembling and haven't eaten for 12 hours. I came home and ended up cleaning my entire apartment instead of eating, even though it was late in the day and I hadn't eaten a single thing all day. I was so shaky but I couldn't stop cleaning in fear of me not doing it later. --- Another thing, that I totally forgot was a problem when I take ADHD medication, but, coffee. I just bought two tubs of coffee from the supermarket. Espresso. Obviously this screws with my medication and not long after I start getting shaky and jittery and am like that basically the whole day. Would decaf be a safe option? I don't want to ever consider not drinking coffee again, I'm from New England and I can't get enough of my coffee. Anybody else have this problem, and if so, what have you done to actually fix it?",4.102636265515386,5.761968362385327,5.649708580679978,77.39709929843497,71.79816513761469,7.8817053426875345,28.419859686994066,8.4952907291091,2.1933601726929304,885,34,162,15,17,300,121,218,0.14400000000000002,0.799,0.057,-0.9392,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,13,12,1,7,8,0,19,12,0,0,4,40,34,19,0,8,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,0,16,12,7,5,1,2,1,1,10,10,0,2,10,0,18,2,23,20,5,29,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,8,22,121,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.11085424638698592,0.0,0.13652147066718956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911631724578872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992465964752398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978192464510865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624913008686785,0.0,0.2225635479421344,0.0,0.23247609915383202,0.0948956836240266,0.0,0.10061318918274888,0.11737602604610735,0.0,0.15005944142343747,0.10275495385522572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782816181803414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186994461011984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394701299504005,0.0,0.11187012322028324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814231879850355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549773664463895,0.0,0.0,0.10052973489895928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577479447147162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971265182108003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933089185862734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738584496826964,0.12806350412633247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739389820239488,0.0,0.0,0.1272545930689242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040451295780413,0.0,0.0,0.2849164352481218,0.0,0.2375124142414887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541077659269926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264063177619891,0.0,0.11160843642210046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221935447243168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700243019496321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682694904205755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069602111741529,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slippyjr7,2019/08/11,"How much Adderal are you prescribed a day? I’m currently prescribed 12.5 mg of Adderal IR twice a day, but they don’t last as long as I want them to. I’ve tried 15s and they seem to last around three hours. So I’m planning on asking my doc for 3, 15 mg a day (I’m going to college soon and I feel like 9 hours of being productive seems reasonable). How does 45 mg of Adderal IR a day compare to you guys/ladies? Thanks",1.2033333333333331,2.8020108333333336,2.8263888888888893,94.83625000000004,79.55555555555556,5.833333333333334,23.472222222222207,6.6274283507984215,0.4748888888888891,325,11,76,3,8,107,59,90,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.8364,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,3,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,11,13,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,8,2,12,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,12,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057395649982094,0.18963153866753796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232697911108612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750994596114086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102563902512985,0.14491162646621558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528078636100568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995204981270515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306894838456445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990992176951941,0.0,0.0,0.17951034917663586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911350700423262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085571743181441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36932269131494105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867512861763588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377176016297552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196425082794636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ICryatToyStory,2019/08/11,"Does your memory get worse with age? For the longest time, before I was diagnosed, I thought I had early on set Alzheimer’s. I had the worst memory, I would walk into rooms and didn’t remember why I was there. I would be asked to do something, acknowledge it and immediately forget. I couldn’t remember a shopping list if it was over 3 items (still can’t). It took forever for a doctor to send me to get the testing. I was diagnosed at 40. When I was talking to the doctor, before the testing even started, she very politely said, I’ll almost guarantee you have ADHD...and she was right. Looking back, all the signs were there since I was younger. I’ve known my wife for 24 years and she said she knew I’d come back with that diagnosis. Her dad actually said, “No shit.” Ha. The thing is that my memory seems to be getting worse as I get older. I tried 2 medications several months ago, the first medicine had bad side effects that I’m still dealing with months later. The second medicine had no affect. I decided to stop trying different meds until we got through some other medical stuff in the family. I plan on seeing my doctor this week and asking about more meds, someone recommended Vyvanse. Long back story to ask if your memory is getting worse with age. I just don’t ever remember being “this bad”. On a side note, I was so relieved when I found this sub and realized there were others like me. Nobody talks about ADHD, it’s like they are embarrassed. I’m glad to discuss it with people, I don’t use it as an excuse, but it is definitely a hinderance. I’ve learned to live with it for 41 years, but it sucks...it really sucks.",2.7580520833333324,4.963167034375001,4.278749999999999,83.38458333333334,77.09375,7.7666666666666675,24.729166666666664,8.648137234880735,1.881029166666667,1281,45,249,28,30,426,179,320,0.09,0.8540000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.8489,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,1,3,1,3,16,11,2,1,15,1,30,8,1,3,2,44,55,15,0,5,5,2,0,2,0,2,7,3,1,0,19,14,0,1,13,1,1,4,7,6,0,2,23,5,34,5,32,26,5,41,0,0,2,0,24,11,2,5,27,162,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.08692023896475469,0.0,0.2140915524839104,0.0,0.07895587796871105,0.0,0.08919152638632759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498074849895015,0.0,0.0,0.20546981031730546,0.14874077240153116,0.0,0.0,0.15158535779974802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672659566463437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918280697500906,0.0,0.18080994665318464,0.0,0.09306001409505063,0.0,0.273503172567515,0.07794644546428821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883041440699398,0.08056962574739132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396801037286881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576356545686838,0.0,0.09766151993324547,0.0,0.0,0.23267904830823485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712380446993307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703097424549999,0.0,0.0786511362923011,0.07882484311856558,0.07479702757147541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978751283603106,0.1794588932630164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219090392716627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175046827003911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706102659096865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026995132245129,0.07606596495813918,0.2541801447709605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097788477111021,0.08108669872392987,0.0,0.10062463570286696,0.09142988231455637,0.07368027498776178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546938831777181,0.06857104301803557,0.0,0.0,0.06304476109773563,0.0,0.14226409024092268,0.07446716580226005,0.0,0.0,0.1019647404921256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318344842235506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591746727028179,0.0,0.0,0.07071225514194822,0.05193789187025424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896092109086756,0.12094643448605658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692856127437556,0.0,0.0734927270728337,0.0,0.0,0.07144721222725814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037253070113351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723122227837352,0.1265466622639739,0.0,0.0,0.11471733235326692 adhd,PicklesKingsley,2019/08/11,"Superhero Villain-ADHD I have known forever that there was something different in my view of life and the ‘norm’ Recently after years of misdiagnosis and the whole ‘It’s just your personality’ I decided to explore my spider senses and ADHD. The trouble is as soon as I discuss this with ‘everyone’- over-sharer- family and friends, they are like you are just over-thinking. ‘What are you looking to gain?’ It seems over the past few months personal growth is a hot topic to talk about, but once you embark on this you still get criticised!? The reaction to me telling people is like a superhero villain- I reveal I’m exploring a diagnosis and people seem to want to start a fight through passive aggressive suggestions how I can’t possibly be right and I’m just ‘dramatic’. Suggestions of drugs come with do you really think you need them, you have survived 36 years ?!? However, I’m survived but I want to live. My husband fully supported a £200 initial screening- Severe ADHD result. However, as the private route would add up is retracting. I send him links to explore non- medication route and he is uninterested as it’s a ‘me’ thing - I’m blowing things out of proportion and won’t talk with me about it , like some that should remain a secret. I’m looking at another 9 months minimum wait in NHS pathway ( been on list a year) that’s a sign of the time. He believes it’s another impulsive ‘want’ than a ‘need’, then I feel like the selfish villain. If he/ my family& colleagues researched they would find out all the stuff they criticise me about or just ‘don’t understand why I can’t cope like everyone else’ might find more answers than passively aggressively kicking my self-esteem in a steady daily drip. Even a GP said when I stated I wanted to explore where my anxiety was coming from- ‘We just need to treat the symptoms, it could be a number of things like that it could be a someone stole your teddy as a baby!? So drugged up on anxiety meds that I find it hard to keep my eyes open, I suppress me and my issues don’t go away. What can I do to get people I love to take me seriously- interest in helping? Do I wait another 9 months or spend another £500 to follow diagnosis and medication? I feel so lonely like a villain with a dark secret, sat justifying being me.",4.59544049878016,6.4032577281105985,5.810355109785849,76.1405746814855,70.79723502304148,9.437679587964217,31.658715098942803,9.845776108104099,3.3641205746814866,1810,82,324,47,34,604,228,434,0.111,0.753,0.136,0.8798,3,2,3,0,1,0,49.0,1,9,4,2,17,22,6,0,27,0,32,8,1,2,1,73,67,25,0,13,10,1,4,7,1,5,6,1,0,2,21,21,0,4,20,0,1,10,5,10,0,0,5,10,47,12,51,51,5,43,0,1,5,1,35,17,0,7,22,213,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292751049377632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797751790319693,0.0,0.0,0.34057086846276097,0.12423181604548594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762877766364044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148184013493088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988900938494872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965928257582773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483416390586987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832677267264825,0.0,0.0678301389189917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363021988536978,0.0,0.0,0.1551754886313317,0.0,0.0,0.07654582931339347,0.0,0.08211184796212312,0.05800755016528069,0.0,0.0,0.22263928524864784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273303027588749,0.0,0.08484474331362661,0.0,0.046146442221377405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273706126892829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442501015464336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474915258146831,0.0,0.07217211849407056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057352235035391434,0.2776831705904541,0.0,0.0716989294756495,0.0,0.13637099367273553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328396437192525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019217993599264,0.16359599032395206,0.0,0.08613777527586945,0.0,0.0,0.19443334336958648,0.0,0.0,0.18062087656762524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647274704131591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751225480990273,0.16887648462423754,0.14179714776765084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153804413020374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052017233497419886,0.0,0.0801727907137999,0.0,0.0,0.0693422690902014,0.07723746972247034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478384106648789,0.08470675934180871,0.09173012621152686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687984256254922,0.06250984549225283,0.0,0.0,0.05747204799377055,0.0,0.06484447303592113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295177517051896,0.0,0.09214202421072762,0.0,0.08439535057811852,0.0610504568828979,0.13052703946147115,0.07097024279143309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183214451331301,0.10405623042549167,0.0,0.0,0.04734694782386492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452951928666368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156968892455328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326816473577293,0.09065417144027546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536082809183333,0.0,0.0,0.15686569151646176 adhd,ahillbilly97,2019/08/11,"Does Vyvanse make you horny (serious post) I am noticeably more horny when I’m on Vyvanse and idk if it’s just me. Let me know if you’ve done anything other than jack off that helps. It’s starting to effect my focus.",0.968,3.2551542444444483,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,84.33333333333334,5.377777777777778,22.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.6031333333333335,171,6,36,2,5,56,37,45,0.033,0.905,0.062,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015497989028203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206750721932159,0.3749964664656502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456177421574029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138644289847765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747108474306716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460227679814944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171956161357552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509492759437505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25936889355247056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daviso452,2019/08/11,"What Have You Found are the Best Times to Take Medication? Hello everyone! Quick background: I recently got diagnosed with ADHD - Inattentive and started atomoxetine medication. Just started second month and dosage was increased, and now I’m taking two pills a day. I finally notice a difference, but it feels sporadic. I’ve read that taking them in morning and early evening is recommended, but I’ve thought about maybe taking the second in early afternoon, then I got curious. What are some special times you have found work for you, for whatever medication you take?",7.883210603829162,10.008477969072167,7.818409425625919,63.68958762886601,63.123711340206185,11.316053019145805,37.56848306332843,11.20814326018867,5.085110162002946,461,23,66,14,7,148,66,97,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,2,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,13,20,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,8,2,7,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,14,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718288220769422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004401476284618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220739917565796,0.0,0.0,0.1451171697003148,0.0,0.14937901490174782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443399977784596,0.0,0.0,0.13661926140019293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229273205281947,0.0,0.0,0.15662272218510365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135306131919339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870121059392065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363815329720386,0.0,0.0,0.4320984627770389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412171684679998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277860689329046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301423733342314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411711030952091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239765486982988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374990857803401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135066130958932,0.16674038144304787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396663333999592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408790040597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,desperado4psilo,2019/08/11,"I'm due a psychiatric evaluation for adhd soon and am cornered I won't be prescribed the appropriate meds due to past problems with drug abuse and an eating disorder I'm due a psychiatric evaluation for adhd soon and am cornered I won't be prescribed the appropriate meds due to past problems with drug abuse and an eating disorder (which I have been clear of for a couple of years now), anyone know how bad the drug abuse or eating disorder would have to have been for me not to get the prescription? or have any relevant information on the topic that could put my mind at ease?",12.303378378378374,7.923710846846852,11.603671171171165,61.295777027027036,57.64864864864865,15.424324324324324,43.96621621621622,13.023866798666859,5.455881081081082,468,18,85,12,4,154,58,111,0.268,0.691,0.04,-0.9819,0,0,3,0,3,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,0,14,6,0,1,1,18,18,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,14,10,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,10,56,7,0,0.0,0.4217293966020356,0.0,0.0,0.2851795947353141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068355325552698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296025234418755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906470550087228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472941703519472,0.1312798754011513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079368200420585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41277612446219547,0.3642143581061086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619877953427684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520490417734044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635785871011072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979894178196418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652263888415025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270569731058017,0.0,0.11927230286353807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428292812314232,0.0,0.0,0.07640432789163792 adhd,depressionranting,2019/08/11,"I hate myself I hate myself. This disease of ADHD has broken me at every step of the way. All of my problems are self inflicted, and there is no escape from this cursed brain I have. Even with medication, a few years of therapy, life skills training etc, I can't find a job or career where I don't flunk out as a result of my own incompetence or impatience. Or offending people accidentally. Or getting too bored/anxious. Or finding the work meaningless. Or some other thing. I can't persistently function. I hate the sound of my name (or seeing it written) because every time I hear/see it, someone is disappointed in me because I fucked up something. Typically, it is something simple. Frequently, it is a major problem. I make the same mistakes over and over. I don't trust any of my thoughts or perceptions because I know they're too flawed to rely on most of the time. I have no self confidence unless I'm alone. And even then, I live in fear of getting feedback on my work. Frequently I am praised. But far more frequently my mistakes are more significant than my accomplishments. And so I drag down whatever group I'm in most of the time. It has been 30 years of this. Thirty tortured, wretched, and hateful years. Thirty years of disappointing everyone, always. Thirty years I would never wish on anyone, nor inflict on my worst enemy. Most of those years have been bad. Some have been especially terrible. Small fragments of a few hours, days, or months have been good. A sparse few moments have been perfect. Other patches of time have been mercifully blurry as a result of self-medicating with various drugs, or taking the spirit-numbing drugs which the doctor prescribed. But I CANNOT imagine living through another year like this, nevermind 30 or 40. Of course, I know I said the same thing a couple of years back, too. So my imagination is less powerful than my resilience, somehow. I don't know how I'm still alive. My guess is that I got distracted, and time passed. Sure, I've had some awesome times. Some people look up to me and seek advice. I can really nail it, sometimes. And I'm the strongest person I know. But I wish I didn't have to be. When I think back to when I was close to attempting suicide 11 years ago, and then again 4 years ago, and I wish I'd done it because I'd have suffered far less in the long run. I have to inflict pain on myself to help regulate my negative emotions a lot of the time. It feels bad, and I don't like doing it, of course. But the alternative of being trapped in a cyclone of bad headspace for hours on end is much worse than giving myself a bruise or two. That's it. There's no moral to the story. I hate myself intensely because of this disorder, but I'll probably continue to muddle through somehow, even if life usually feels like a knife twisting in my gut.",3.721625295508275,5.851170657407407,4.733443656422381,81.58996453900713,73.9074074074074,7.706855791962175,28.156028368794328,8.529434386809921,2.2177990543735238,2225,90,412,42,47,725,261,540,0.16699999999999998,0.772,0.062,-0.9912,2,2,4,0,0,1,79.0,0,0,0,9,20,32,8,2,26,0,44,10,2,4,4,77,76,40,1,9,19,0,2,3,0,1,7,2,0,3,23,15,0,0,13,0,0,3,14,24,0,1,14,6,53,8,63,59,24,68,2,4,2,1,9,24,1,24,43,290,76,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110475483715418,0.06594629206527959,0.11964408779904248,0.0,0.0,0.06989488247187049,0.0,0.0,0.056153548651630865,0.0,0.0,0.04589262294347219,0.0707646911515889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718760424530881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378474939889107,0.16904334253200035,0.20569342853508565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533641383951052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467169675547645,0.0,0.04352272461580757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734451409883758,0.06907452287244961,0.0,0.06906135093367254,0.0,0.0,0.156524085150432,0.0,0.0,0.07591238336277119,0.05977234205119221,0.0,0.07526444826628735,0.13372110058773148,0.0,0.1137193069466884,0.06448552441879668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594022885095805,0.06824564399360795,0.04821183198004768,0.0,0.0,0.12336150244789172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238948673633065,0.07051703609912391,0.06473847901684313,0.0,0.05660384372901175,0.05397451775545101,0.0,0.07434316002457339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331410235228724,0.0,0.0,0.07606134290727659,0.0,0.045234274462750135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291973596595424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696919184127459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835360916735196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533435945245168,0.09891038316353604,0.0,0.11918230406835092,0.0597227634816545,0.05667103174646072,0.0,0.0,0.05737396978464222,0.0,0.0,0.04504726094180322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749614526488125,0.06798479142486398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386648034117485,0.0,0.04960978991785565,0.0,0.0520491693564684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180959415653852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935722410719101,0.058925952259191526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276105069188192,0.12914949370697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323309835183384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419440059464095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377740388568858,0.0,0.2112070603219132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718045542859871,0.10390765199992999,0.06674513055054747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053894205666932836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381845512258495,0.0,0.06360451899330362,0.0,0.050740883922126175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717583447864483,0.0,0.08966906477996735,0.04324214247504632,0.0,0.05357614581921457,0.2754603772653307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592376990360563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432601729936236,0.0,0.0,0.05356704569778679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281583963182656,0.0,0.0,0.0982608568446207,0.0,0.06877374285842865,0.047939939242353284,0.0,0.0,0.43458609217116495 adhd,komaedan,2019/08/11,I hate having adhd Why has it taken me two hours to read two pages of a history book for school. And why did it take me the whole day to finally open the book after telling myself and telling myself it would he the first thing i would do today.,2.676764705882352,4.01453466666667,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,74.88235294117645,6.668627450980392,20.59313725490196,7.1686216300943375,0.3399372549019599,192,4,42,2,4,62,37,51,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,6,0,5,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,31,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503054614734629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431981505172638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815452192425345,0.0,0.17715817363678152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562793832756807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510841760567014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083308506706076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078490174398645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659649537441173,0.0,0.3640821662752474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836831567217592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741986233026212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069078238612278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758706619393439,0.2325310286514005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29590444208013245,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaizo1912,2019/08/11,Ringing in the ear? Concerta/ritalin. Hey guys just a quick one has anyone had any hearing issues linked with there medication? Been having random bits of high pitched riging in the right ear then im a bit deaf after. Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this.,3.5119047619047588,6.615603897959187,4.4521428571428565,77.68869047619049,81.44897959183675,7.348299319727893,24.493197278911573,8.344100000000001,2.2467931972789112,217,8,35,5,6,70,42,49,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,5,4,2,0,0,7,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,22,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057163229971708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302051681515429,0.2419357594675988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155699851737595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725033923858531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337987407534562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661276083647152,0.0,0.0,0.2494767508775032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505319259925113,0.2464509046169259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378689259947601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000295137912118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164762035871145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560651541963301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sizzlebeast,2019/08/11,"Kitchen reset Has anyone here ever thrown out their dishes after waiting too long to wash them? Believe it or not, I’ve done this twice. I don’t have a dishwasher, and I don’t have much room to work when I wash the dishes. After a while things built up so much that it became less stressful to just buy a new set. Trust me, I’m not super thrilled to admit I’ve done this, much less twice, but it helped me in those moments when I was trying to gain control after feeling overwhelmed.",2.7898267326732658,4.210726138613861,3.587215346534656,91.83052599009899,74.74257425742574,5.446039603960396,22.525990099009906,5.148860815047168,0.08916732673267358,384,10,81,1,8,122,68,101,0.061,0.821,0.11800000000000001,0.662,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,4,7,5,0,2,4,0,8,5,0,1,1,12,12,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,8,2,3,2,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,7,3,11,9,5,14,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,10,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645694859497896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26517060897910605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26397673677812783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817108731805307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289698472684535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900530584212655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775713589838702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828657531715775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190509937153812,0.0,0.0,0.2273125711486688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696045788251432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636301241024192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597942833709768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134519709710333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,odekadek,2019/08/11,"Driving Is Terrifying It's actually the most damn frustrating daily activity for ADHD sufferers imo. You do awesome, manage to focus for half an hour solid, but literally one moment where you switch off for a second and look at a cute dog, and BAM you nearly drive into a lane without checking your mirrors and you've got an angry looking person in the car next to you flipping you off. I hate thinking that other drivers think I'm careless when I literally pour so much attention into keeping fifty eyes on the road. Anyone got any tips for an anxious new driver?",7.620786163522013,7.763427367924527,8.443396226415096,65.99389937106919,63.0566037735849,10.085534591194973,36.53459119496856,9.725611199111238,3.7961308176100643,455,20,71,8,6,154,83,106,0.204,0.73,0.066,-0.9471,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,3,6,3,0,9,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,5,0,3,2,3,8,1,15,9,2,18,0,1,3,0,7,10,1,1,5,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2230821325824673,0.0,0.2747346341015478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545689026063436,0.0,0.0,0.2582546779701297,0.0,0.15984351611065725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656670787335468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256966990049851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512647438983446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031915575601385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839354474908957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804843943246872,0.0,0.0,0.2207847974906044,0.2431203374419772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490632372406593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960605226560726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929572801126712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036373253648625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blackdog6621,2019/08/11,"Can anyone remember what the 4 things that people with ADHD tend to focus on are? I think it was something like things that are: novel, urgent, personally interesting or [another I can't remember]. There might even be an acronym. I'd be even more appreciative if there's some reading material out there about it that someone could link.",5.517540983606559,7.799579114754102,6.384393442622951,71.01921311475411,69.32786885245902,9.47016393442623,30.2327868852459,9.888512548439397,3.3654957377049186,270,11,44,7,5,89,49,61,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.9041,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861238478362981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249645853241202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664698811303125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008614785749905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144969401106686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631303030480687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525634503280441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505351455606496,0.20788078617178984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814272475713866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393926007020199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172296878416496,0.18328430478304975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163372837787469,0.15255095978636474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fedguy1342,2019/08/11,i really wanna read but i’m afraid of not being able to focus enough i haven’t been able to finish a book yet but i always feel myself that we can keep trying maybe the next book will be better but i don’t think that’s the problem. i just can’t focus long enough even if it’s the best book in the world.,0.8601960784313754,2.3409689411764703,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,80.17647058823529,5.121568627450982,12.803921568627453,5.46131890053228,-1.2458019607843136,240,1,57,1,6,80,48,68,0.054000000000000006,0.8009999999999999,0.146,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,5,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,39,10,4,0.4656205714530051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937168077675924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443200316167577,0.2059017785978976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811105185353179,0.0,0.15376899803625707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771587562971718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693247894019384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602977675550785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23388922384150584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475963800452421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276800172439676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287328749617395,0.0,0.1491442304844679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917543062621932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806290193978093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CookieMuckie,2019/08/11,"Being in the Real World is Scary This might be long but I gotta vent somewhere and you guys will understand how I feel. Since June I’ve been in a internship for my university course. It’s based around finance and the company I’m at is *great*. I’m very proud of myself for getting it. However, I constantly feel like I’m on the edge of death. I had to move far from home (my uni is same city as I grew up in so never had too for that) and am an adult living on my own and having function on my own and it’s E X H A U S T I N G. I’m impulsive with my money, and constantly have to berate myself just to remember not to spend it on dumb shit because I literally won’t be able to afford to go to work or eat otherwise. I’ve forgotten to set up my bills TWICE. First time was for my electricity luckily I remembered about a month in (no joke idk how it wasn’t cut off by then) and I only realised the other day that I didn’t set up my water bill properly (started to but forgot lol) so did that quick. Again, somehow they weren’t turned off in that time. Along with that, my lease for my flat is only until about December so if the landlord decides not to renew it for me, I’ll have to juggle finding a new place and work and that hypothetical makes me physically sick to think about cos I know my ass wouldn’t be able to handle that amount of stress. Most of all I just miss my friends and family. I keep joking that they don’t have to worry cos I won’t be moving here permanently cos the ‘city sucks’ but in reality it’s because being so far from home makes me feel like I can’t function. It also made me realise how a simple hug from my mum can make things calm down and feel better so fast. I can’t even begin to comprehend how people do this. I feel like I’m on a tightrope walk. And people do all this juggling kids!!! And pets!!! And house plants!!! I know I *am* doing this and I’ve been fine for these first two months but gosh darn it I’m always on edge. The only plus side to my ADHD is my ability to remember movie and song details. My biggest skill is winning pub quizzes and honestly it’s the only thing keeping me going. Have a nice night guys.",0.5653638560687462,2.669575625000004,2.789387755102041,91.63928571428572,84.41666666666666,6.003150733977803,19.613139992839237,7.290443533043144,0.4247775331185109,1679,47,376,26,49,570,235,456,0.08900000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.122,0.9486,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,8,22,21,4,1,16,1,40,6,2,11,3,69,71,37,1,2,10,1,5,3,1,6,1,1,4,4,26,22,2,3,14,4,5,6,13,6,0,4,11,6,45,15,61,48,7,55,0,1,0,2,9,26,5,5,24,244,71,3,0.1928923309944548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159095485972398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712796370309291,0.0802509358349237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585753506703636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758537461233246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529879576779227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844808354899247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062199797953513464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986885051152758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370178270546842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092086134186927,0.0,0.24383039579213736,0.20670347970622305,0.0,0.0,0.08815004799485653,0.16407411820479031,0.0,0.0,0.07451406821810018,0.0,0.05038914080361897,0.0,0.10962515690966083,0.0,0.0,0.10633223794556773,0.0,0.19099373417358834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348673546677667,0.0,0.0,0.11128592587374883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145156665511976,0.0,0.0,0.10600858054429248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135617433385694,0.0,0.08516373110971515,0.08535182148121252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125969376419964,0.19313569315844414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023141403314064,0.0,0.0,0.15396481829959127,0.2050140212094735,0.0,0.0,0.07438522854896562,0.09314830763131944,0.0,0.09050819287671934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934066195652272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372725490206006,0.0,0.10076571542467312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977685108860263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277641133560776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900060291426427,0.07978126474648073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826509234462709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047875671949532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281490936339209,0.061798808525145375,0.0,0.0,0.11247706940190176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490573284737756,0.09421388951483264,0.10040385963932404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957818719477491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042791430053747,0.09794576267071646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sts816,2019/08/11,"What is your job and do you think its well suited for someone with ADHD? I'm an engineer really struggling with a normal desk job right now. On paper, my job is quite nice and I recently moved across the US for it but only 2 months in and I'm almost hating it as much as my last job. This has been extremely disheartening for me as I really thought I was over the hump of hating what I do for 9 hours every day. So I've been asking myself what do I enjoy? What makes me feel engaged? I'm trying to hash this out right and so far the best I can think of is something involving working with hands just as much my brain that has a fair amount of variety. I'd love to hear about what you all do!",1.5579277864992171,3.2220854625850386,3.4295238095238108,90.61483516483514,78.72789115646259,6.6999476713762425,19.47095761381476,7.61054688173877,0.43585023547880697,541,12,121,8,13,182,92,147,0.087,0.745,0.168,0.9327,4,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,0,3,6,10,2,1,6,0,13,4,2,1,1,18,26,11,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,3,16,6,22,22,5,15,0,1,0,2,8,8,0,1,6,82,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841235658774614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403227261618222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100522261693534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706069571251745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643451505471373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037404320356676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806790188115834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085533859814305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27670419550711184,0.0,0.0,0.15793981536548554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800255001074616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562406021403447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422691012445545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264752953016539,0.0,0.0935397115528524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185263938667336,0.14893895655392025,0.206027418408808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730036075768565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657728555894168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904844926886113,0.0,0.0,0.17954528043741064,0.0,0.1383642037871259,0.0,0.0,0.2393452383542108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873404054825434,0.10788105195523742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464971963961832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958284030936986,0.0,0.11124976571865863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951409516926784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856246718825876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599618873007684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201832491054474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neverwhattheyseem,2019/08/11,"Meaninglessness I am just wondering of this is part of ADHD? I struggle with a sense of meaninglessness. I hopped from religion to religion earlier in life trying to find extrinsic meaning in life. Never lasted long, every ideology eventually falls flat. I explored politics and philosophy. Tried having a family, tried getting a degree. Tried a hobby. Nothing ever makes me feel like there’s any meaning to existence, and I get that we are supposed to make our own meaning but that is incredibly unsatisfactory for me. I wondered if this inability to find intrinsic meaning in life somehow relates to the inability to have intrinsic motivation for most things, sometimes",7.061415929203541,10.095528283185846,8.344433628318582,55.36373008849557,67.05309734513274,11.599646017699115,39.61858407079646,11.20814326018867,6.057457345132744,548,32,71,20,10,187,77,113,0.09,0.867,0.043,-0.7331,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,0,6,3,0,3,2,24,17,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,11,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,1,17,17,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,5,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393008526276226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275882292179516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338446300305385,0.11492554117957172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858875504490874,0.0,0.06896953366758256,0.09744644124788897,0.0,0.0,0.2493400251937057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253003739937425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118677688146744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890367470727859,0.06663969158539446,0.0,0.0,0.12071249989390795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210033041517326,0.0,0.0,0.5943320953740792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520252218989637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308825061182001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771132456742506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490620819943736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259819399575646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062019522977684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704351542598371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958468062428909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EmergencyGuava2,2019/08/11,"I'm tired of how quickly I get tired on mental tasks that seem like I should be able to handle them. It only seems to be getting worse. I had another appointment with my doctor a few days ago where I talked about some of my concerns about how the Vyvanse seems to be not doing much to make my mind better, and his solution was... take more Vyvanse! So he prescribed a larger dose. I can't help but feel like there's something counterproductive about taking more of something that's not working, rather than switching to something else. But in any case, the point of this post is that I have been trying to solve a single problem, a kind of mathematical / geometrical thing, for days now and I just can't understand it well enough to solve it because my mind just can't hold onto it and see it from all angles at once. I don't know how much of this is ADHD and how much is just not being smart enough, but I hate it. I'm always coming to the limits of my cognitive ability nowadays, and they seem so CLOSE. I feel so STUPID.",7.402205882352941,6.008837946078433,7.347372549019611,78.72017647058827,64.14705882352939,9.924705882352944,31.67450980392157,8.548686976883017,2.223036862745098,807,23,164,9,10,259,120,204,0.13699999999999998,0.787,0.076,-0.9437,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,19,9,2,0,7,0,17,4,0,5,1,39,35,15,0,3,10,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,8,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,3,3,18,6,26,27,11,14,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,5,7,118,30,2,0.12120060646542688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456595761240833,0.0,0.10743702480546596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084861375738594,0.0,0.0,0.08242056854237936,0.12708940355455225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738827647579664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719208715585704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440359063484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632872898839228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405395642679615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124755457972666,0.0,0.0,0.25046525088620064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256533659935573,0.08658573747592721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266446290152608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966050664554975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123821171463913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262117807819234,0.06660868364370927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842498847980698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090234595380555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214170463027932,0.0,0.24475612424192564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672891738178107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290746903257953,0.0,0.09217852272545406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457374860790955,0.0,0.11607667805181147,0.0,0.0,0.11597261188797454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658119145752768,0.4413459205987684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991844454892184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182255544920837,0.09741645647953424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052029744444576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786045356050815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228725597326958,0.0,0.0,0.1261741056994692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897390082010376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823548499908694,0.0,0.12351377244576005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,7mononoke,2019/08/11,"I've stared at the computer screen for 4 hours now with nothing playing. Does this happen to you guys? You can't think of anything at all to do, and anything you do happen to think of is too hard, or you've already tried it. So you just spend hours and hours staring at the walls or the computer screen? If I stop looking at the computer screen, I start scarcthing my skin so much is bleeds, or I pick existing wounds and force them open again. I can't control it. I have to always to be doing something. Even if that something is holding the laptop and just looking at the unchanging screen. I hate my life.",3.9375941230486693,5.274924173553718,4.183911845730027,89.01202938475667,71.72727272727272,7.03067033976125,28.320477502295685,7.3871296695380915,1.4534896235078052,479,18,98,5,9,149,69,121,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.8048,0,0,2,0,0,1,13.0,0,4,1,1,8,2,1,0,6,0,10,4,1,2,1,20,18,11,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,13,1,14,17,2,14,0,0,8,0,6,7,0,5,7,66,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462956119919625,0.0,0.14675463260687482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29027627778001525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781484693667756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434327376733295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649124860766655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463481887934745,0.3119282281849969,0.0,0.1579935921460072,0.17412964874823622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210691261625162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457591044737967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962141001987358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296528299264966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923253731336388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715577138124441,0.0,0.0,0.12483615851555455,0.0,0.0,0.14745388438991025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602257148267524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974419447784047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kjb2300,2019/08/11,"Brainfarts during conversations Does anyone else start a conversation and while the other person is talking, think of something to say in response to what was said, repeated in your head like 5 times, and open your mouth and you completely forget what you were gonna say or completely butcher it? ᵇᶜ ᵐᵉ ᵗᵒᵒ",9.060121212121212,9.205033436363637,8.079999999999998,69.78666666666669,60.09090909090909,10.969696969696967,36.51515151515152,10.504223727775694,3.9294242424242416,249,10,40,5,3,77,46,55,0.04,0.914,0.046,0.079,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830156606612904,0.2612771026083628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347242082738123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231517641312474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301934545842244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617030347372193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457986583777204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265571091790115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425629006125869,0.4055716442546125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963110585306281,0.0,0.0,0.18048994504359228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049589235245044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339337092160058,0.0,0.0,0.14869224795395286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,F0xydelic,2019/08/11,"Why is is so hard to get help? I finally went to a new primary care Dr. to talk about the possibility of having adhd. We talked about my history and current issues and Dr. agreed that I probably have adhd and recommended I see a behavior therapist. I’ve seen the behavior therapist twice now, and she agrees I probably have adhd and recommended I make another appointment with my primary care Dr. about prescribing medication. I’m feeling frustrated about having to go to so many appointments and the fact that I haven’t gotten an official diagnosis yet. Is this normal for it to take this long to actually get any treatment?",7.549242236024845,8.32070466956522,8.97888198757764,59.94956521739133,63.17391304347826,14.223602484472046,38.16770186335404,13.25671669890799,6.061509316770186,507,25,82,22,7,177,71,115,0.045,0.7979999999999999,0.157,0.8805,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,6,0,8,4,0,1,1,12,21,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,4,10,2,14,18,0,8,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,6,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.14261900788534876,0.0,0.5269231626986856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938540214428496,0.15324853618368234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29801450441038485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389663455556747,0.0,0.0,0.16009758845404412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271221257863113,0.0,0.08305906788130611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091957296382678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795967782714944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254015864058168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933605632224013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755467996924487,0.14817076121575626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722836486765942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115029478049906,0.0,0.0,0.1431936503867639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475949726868558,0.0,0.0,0.3151437342058475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646074180676193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988483181640199,0.2349358630718867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393773327835387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548032010199113,0.13187550708964788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FrodoTheSchnauzer,2019/08/11,"ADHD anxiety be like... ...doing something you've been meaning to do, then immediately afterwards seeing a post it note reminder to do the thing and thinking to yourself ""oh sh*t, have I done that yet?"" and then proceeding to confirm that the thing is done",6.817318840579713,7.961983195652177,7.063913043478262,71.72818840579711,64.8695652173913,9.611594202898553,37.072463768115945,9.725611199111238,3.8450376811594213,201,10,33,4,3,65,36,46,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474427292616846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211611605820454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917005557336845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123994558090935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149152960141431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768784511057157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303757408078885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256375889746646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841311728276451,0.1852439851500559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tinkeringtravis,2019/08/11,"Apps to visually indicate what you should be focused on at the moment? I've had in mind for a little while that I'd love a very simple app that basically lets me add sections to a big circle/dial like: * Chores * Writing * Reading * Work, etc And then turn the dial to highlight which thing I want to focus on right now – maybe even with a timer. Obviously I just described something super specific and don't expect that exact thing to exist – but anyone have tools similar to this that they'd recommend? Could be a website, or an iPhone app.",3.726688241639697,5.875420805825247,4.797605177993528,81.04995685005395,73.95145631067963,7.2962243797195265,26.00755124056095,8.167268648758528,1.8295790722761598,425,15,76,7,9,139,80,103,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.9013,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,0,2,15,12,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,12,5,2,12,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,5,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819481814688704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077602788580176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29020819578205825,0.17186936742589173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660871797529749,0.0,0.12712776750604446,0.2608035087965365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485394290729625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614206599687543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627426868073002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602851362985279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222219478100636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032600324233493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457501929090069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303889119072634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147043946525387,0.1534813829022715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894394142104506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Interest-of-Conflict,2019/08/11,"Does anyone feel like they struggle to appreciate music unless they sit down and wholly focus on it? Im a huge fan of many genres of music, but many of my friends seem to retain it better than i do. My mind often wanders when im trying to listen to new music. Ill zone out for entire songs even just when im cleaning my room listening to something.",3.979295774647888,4.972470309859158,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,71.25352112676056,6.806760563380282,24.059154929577463,6.742157984588678,0.9741695774647884,276,7,51,2,5,94,52,71,0.068,0.741,0.19,0.8201,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,14,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388767247309786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199759974229135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180081356869307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359171773451677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404964426271048,0.1470108177819343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898678803913655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6668401426672372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053476998491166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172616273354469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778132190619708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987456945477517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873363518154027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584211620565683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151281960129787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971258022748828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,easily-peasily,2019/08/11,"Communication in dating relationship- question from non-ADHD partner I'm writing this post hoping that this community will have some advice for me, someone without ADHD. I've started to look into resources on ADHD, but haven't seen much outside of advice for married couples with undiagnosed disorder. My partner and I have been dating for less than six months and he was aware of his diagnosis before we got together. My question is, do you have any communication strategies regarding the effects that ADHD has on time management and its effect on the relationship? My partner and I have been struggling with this. I don't know how to communicate my empathy for the difficulty he experiences with time management and mood regulation, while also communicating and enforcing my own healthy boundaries. He's rarely on time for things, which I have been understanding about, but the worst is that occasionally it becomes a bigger issue. I never know when this is going to happen, and it seems totally out of the blue to me. He'll be deep in self-blame and sure that I'm going to break up with him, and in need of immediate, unceasing reassurance. In these situations it seems like no matter what I do, I say the wrong thing and it sends him into a spiral. I just found out about RSD, and it sounds very, very similar. Are there any methods you've used to offset this type of situation with a partner, or is there something your partner has done to improve communication around these situations?",8.715907960199008,9.024460764925378,8.945910447761197,62.7473482587065,60.753731343283576,11.624278606965175,38.01592039800995,11.20814326018867,4.549023084577115,1207,54,192,30,15,399,153,268,0.084,0.8440000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.7514,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,0,2,9,8,0,1,9,0,23,0,0,4,3,47,42,18,0,2,5,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,5,21,22,0,0,10,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,8,5,21,4,41,31,6,31,0,0,3,0,23,16,0,7,11,145,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083870679180261,0.20668481231740854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457210772546546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383383603183836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414422935738867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679791257678045,0.08998958003832308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701571950437048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120420936233292,0.0,0.0,0.10822391910968376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034485267544952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159547240216586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202058259346098,0.0,0.08458180682217202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935186561777092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050384187393892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038057749329988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624018920203988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166647317628771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880743096788908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441250471288267,0.0,0.07774197606233972,0.07841587420285326,0.08156465255900718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128390384397827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369392489446721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708224206741395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410049383995459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255046980197466,0.11032536289665903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566186149684299,0.0,0.0,0.08960573315316211,0.08141524291725576,0.0,0.0,0.07485382041049703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105579211096406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967268559737084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051763370091552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499949382925626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009451858676406,0.0,0.0913382271548785,0.0,0.17451763788141797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194389235458358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562631639432715,0.0,0.0 adhd,jimmyDee96,2019/08/11,"Receiving different type of adderall IR, feeling different? Ive been prescribed adderall since January 2019. Was taking the 20mg circle orange ones that break into 4 pieces, i believe theyre produced by Sandoz labs. Great effects, no real side effects other than dry mouth sometimes. Just the other day i pick up my prescription and realize they are now orange footballs, which ive discovered are produced by Teva. Took one before work just like any other day, and was sent into almost a full blown panic attack. Was tweaked out of my goddamn skull, hardly able to talk i was going so hard. It was very unpleasant and uncomfortable, and had quite the opposite effect of what i was used to. This morning i took half instead, felt alright, but still not what i normally feel like when i took the other brand. Is this normal? I really do not want to continue taking these and i won't if this becomes the normal effect.",6.0123767258382665,7.5660810414201185,6.380606508875741,74.40077169625249,66.98816568047337,8.710256410256411,31.243096646942806,9.075114841892004,2.949319132149902,732,29,116,13,12,236,116,169,0.09300000000000001,0.845,0.062,-0.47100000000000003,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,8,7,6,1,1,6,1,15,2,2,8,0,32,27,9,0,5,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,8,0,0,6,4,2,0,3,13,5,14,4,13,13,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,81,27,4,0.13549098508186125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567464992723854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092138516039518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414055564430912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963914803684686,0.11529284892207355,0.1526519425154376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476095297653996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831184832487704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701662621196292,0.0967947868148606,0.13009259350240654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700264921299825,0.0,0.0,0.14937928937794842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427466189833807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323881027939756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982571937606231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362439605144812,0.0,0.0,0.15896947782999246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411134054957064,0.0,0.1542184037747685,0.08679899448839652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207954298492244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400404874147853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820327570721483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037447174408299,0.10890252150150304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516064093574718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702070861640705,0.0,0.11179425245640033,0.0799160934516582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863905082943904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justanotherleen,2019/08/11,"Bike Got stolen. Again! Because forgot to lock the bike. Again! Because I forgot to lock my bike. Again! Just bought a new bike two months ago. Because the last one got stolen. Because I was going to work and putting on a raincoat and rainpants (this is Holland, we ride bikes when it rains, it's my main transportation to and from work). Taking off the rainpants when at work. Putting the chain-lock on my bike. Grabbing other workstuff and balancing everything. Trying to focus attention because ofcourse already late. Because wasn't able to plan everything to be on time. Because, time-planning-is-hard. Forgetting to put the other lock on my bike and thus leaving keys in bike. Including the key to the chain-lock. Ofcourse it got stolen. Had to walk home in the rain, without raincoat because ofcourse I forgot to take it out of the now stolen bike-bag. So this was two months ago. And vowed to always take the keys out of the lock and THEN put the other chain-lock on the bike. But then I was supertired today and totally unfocused and put my bike at front door of aunts flat. Also in a rush because time-planning-is-hard. Don't want to be late to meet aunt. Bike got stolen. Again. Forgot the keys. Again.",2.119280228881191,4.9217588078602645,2.278301460623404,92.79292576419218,85.37554585152839,4.905345580484867,23.617075741605177,6.48374012150746,0.7446484264418016,953,36,181,10,29,287,100,229,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.9642,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,17,0,9,0,0,1,1,24,23,16,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,12,0,4,1,11,1,11,3,0,0,3,14,1,10,0,32,7,2,44,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,20,105,19,3,0.09523853880199896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884643656672574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509809582429833,0.07616222507122222,0.07924609368353608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225087635338661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711885153176083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054126256374163975,0.0,0.3046838387442093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063004802227075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553201969421199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763212044207453,0.21486644013482828,0.10084386123189804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203698608619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198197424386954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453609868499169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787051827846717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148225857901213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660307359045962,0.0,0.09027499883424728,0.0,0.0,0.06466071622468142,0.0,0.18606842741723265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617415773087367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180655280994432,0.0,0.2080043716001337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dexfagcasul,2019/08/11,Drove all the way across town for a beer and lunch Left wallet at home cause I was too focused on how my hair looked. One track mind will be the death of me one day I swear,-1.0210526315789463,1.0403442631578947,-0.20494736842105246,110.06836842105265,93.21052631578951,3.04,10.23157894736842,3.1291,-2.3608589473684214,134,1,36,0,5,40,35,38,0.128,0.8059999999999999,0.065,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,2,1,5,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,0,5,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666660436532458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301907066046467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580304906216165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878061374513976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997318057839175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36039815297959055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837308192363601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833148937421629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrBombaa,2019/08/11,"I can't stand my routine anymore My routine is everything. Keeps me focused. Gets me up and to work on time. My job means a lot to me. Working means ""I"" work. But sometimes... I feel needlessly boring, predictable, and almost motionless. It hardly ever changes. Changing it causes chaos. How do you best adapt to change?",1.3456739811912222,3.729247172413793,2.1318808777429474,89.16938871473356,103.13793103448276,4.178056426332288,25.96238244514107,6.1124844417494595,1.3229793103448273,248,12,42,3,11,77,45,58,0.096,0.7959999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,12,8,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,5,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,28,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130605920764534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956348500672953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001195268415075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599913467611898,0.5746143922371041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377969890123575,0.0,0.0,0.16272561258081225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915496909619466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945967022163626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219475376372666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796747296461661,0.1609350004459529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393126639807295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944561951260345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790735852881607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055779049879799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954428686447885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,illuseyourusername,2019/08/11,"Using ritalin more often to replace my antidepressants? I'm feeling really conflicted here... I have been diagnosed with ADD since I was about 7 I believe, and I have been using ritalin for (coincidentally) 7 years now. I also am depressed (yay) and taking medication for that 2. The antidepressants don't seem to be working even though I have been on them for about 6 months now, and they have been upping my dosage, but again no result. A few days ago I went to see my psychiatrist who is in charge of my medication to check my blood pressure and heartrate since i'm on 90 mg ritalin a day now, and I'm also a big fan of coffee. Blood pressure was good, heartrate over 100 a minute which is not ideal. He asked me how I felt when I'm on ritalin, I told him I feel better than usual I guess. Then he asked me how do you feel when you're on your antidepressants? I told him I don't feel a difference (which duh it is not a instant effect type of med). His conclusion? Replace the antidepressants for ritalin. It makes you feel better, why not? I feel like this is not a permenant solution, and also it doesn't account for the night hours when I'm at my worse (because depression). The point of this post is to see what other people think about this, and if they have any advice for me? Who knows. Thanks for reading. I hope it made a little sence.",3.8829323308270673,5.272945451127821,5.078954887218046,82.3377556390978,71.93233082706767,8.477894736842106,26.08195488721805,8.982922981607832,1.9034592481203003,1054,34,214,21,20,349,141,266,0.09300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.4475,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,3,6,19,12,0,2,12,2,22,10,2,8,0,39,52,19,0,3,6,0,7,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,12,1,2,1,8,4,0,0,11,9,33,8,29,40,2,29,0,2,2,0,17,11,0,5,17,143,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538494963629703,0.10466947126691864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283282016161467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029743327749682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077492767738427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719795613938207,0.0,0.0,0.13303404152457146,0.0,0.20886168631189053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230173617216514,0.0,0.20340168867756744,0.1198471982256241,0.0,0.12336690721469735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798973969783465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582242434785051,0.08435530839830592,0.11337388310199938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903864877539503,0.0,0.0,0.13007678683051976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727859943098365,0.11628354346988636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648928589692089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768719373705933,0.11834568351509298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117287375532593,0.07881831976053888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115860145684782,0.2379033449470356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424913708716932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108086791795672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186076870516172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116223546731036,0.0,0.11308656899334875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811045988687055,0.0,0.0756441146229936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818656347740093,0.10749423729512636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953515209805245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878034158554626,0.0,0.0,0.10871082413017953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565993895016491,0.11601153279093088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256581455699623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396383501946616,0.13004679253632734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094599581939621,0.10654748587819628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596255879718566,0.0,0.1203320855123166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603868661511287 adhd,crimsonletter,2019/08/11,"How do I talk to a psychiatrist who may think I'm bipolar? I want to get my stimulants. * Out of state right now and don't have access to my usual psychiatrist. * Had a mental breakdown a month ago where I was hospitalized involuntarily and was diagnosed as bipolar I with psychosis. * Psychiatrist at inpatient ignored my formal ADHD diagnosis/assessment (that was on file) and put me on mood stabilizers. They made me suicidal and so I went off of them. * I now have a follow-up meeting with a different psychiatrist (same hospital) and I want to talk to her about going back on stimulants but am terrified she won't believe me. * I talked to my GP and he put me on an antidepressant and anti-anxiety medication and I'm doing much better than I was on the mood stabilizers. How do I talk to this psychiatrist so I can ""convince"" her that I have ADHD? I am so scared. (I also talked to my usual psychiatrist back home over the phone and she doesn't feel comfortable prescribing my usual stimulants until she speaks to me in person after I told her about being involuntarily committed, so that's no good).",3.926788710907708,6.337897956521744,6.159430460208495,70.30727688787188,74.26570048309179,9.768522756165778,28.28604118993135,10.064110947511567,3.4026869565217392,875,36,153,28,19,307,112,207,0.111,0.845,0.044000000000000004,-0.9464,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,14,8,0,1,8,0,19,4,0,6,1,27,30,19,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,5,12,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,8,2,34,4,29,19,2,28,0,0,0,0,20,12,0,1,11,120,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119574337757109,0.0,0.11504831828653478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379059327013894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928667704839088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995963378012804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462254711618126,0.0,0.11478602821731901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317310428754298,0.0,0.13559976023063885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562419185337283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780833522991679,0.0,0.07376092617190085,0.108859152999096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018691340864394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280756942968075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074671831053947,0.13079473985628626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359472146548387,0.0,0.09540835666170308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332497636221478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609435051365631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083736350502472,0.0,0.0,0.12993939880531638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196588024688678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215892524805668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316225000965953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401701203437493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428826034910651,0.0,0.15310343551243566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031382176198965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cutie_Corgi,2019/08/11,"Content warning: Parental Disappointment Some background context: when figuring out what to do for college, I really wanted to go to massage therapy school because a lot of people told me that I have ""a gift"" and ""magic hands"". But my mom wouldn't have that, so she recommended I get my bachelor's in Pre-physical therapy, and I, not having any control over the situation, eventually agreed. So I originally started college majoring in pre-physical therapy but my first quarter was brutal as I took freshman seminar (a writing class), biology 101, and statistics in the same quarter. I had help with academic work, but it wasn't enough and I got C's in all my classes that quarter, and continued to get C's in classes throughout my freshman year. Long story short: I was on the strugglebus, constantly turning in assignments for my writing class late, and just overall not doing so hot, so I changed my major to anthropology the next year and that's what I ended up graduating with. Which brings us to now. Since graduating college, I decided to go to massage therapy school, got a 4.0 (amazing what happens when you give a shit about what you're studying and the work isn't all essays!), and I'm now licensed in my state and I'm able to do what I love for a living. So, last night, I'm working on my sister's back and we're talking about how mom disapproves of my sister changing jobs soon to do custodial work for the sake of her finances and her mental health. At some point, my sister says ""she said some shit about you while you were away at college, too."" Me: ""tell me"" Her: ""are you sure you want to know?"" Me: ""yes"" Her: ""when you were struggling with your grades in college, she called you a failure."" Now, if I had known this in college, it would have been devastating. But now, I'm in a MUCH better place mentally, I'm moving in with my boyfriend at the end of the month, and I'm able to see through and deal with my mom's bullshit in a healthier way. It still fucking stings though. I'm giving myself piece of mind by telling myself that she doesn't think that I'm a failure anymore because I got better grades throughout the rest of college, I got a 4.0 in massage school, I'm about to get a job and finally move out. At this point, I just want to call her on her shit and get an apology, but I don't want things to explode and have everything go south. HERE'S THE TAKEAWAY THO. I am not a failure. I've overcome a lot of shit, and I'm in a MUCH better place now. You are not a failure just because you're working at a slower pace or turning in assignments late or are on the hardcore Struggle Bus (tm). You have overcome so much and I'm so incredibly proud of all of you 💖💖💖 TL;DR: found out that when I was struggling with my grades in college, my mom thought that I was a failure. I'm in a better place now, so it doesn't leave me with crushing sadness and guilt, but I'm still kinda pissed.",5.684338235294112,5.727134819444448,6.381642156862746,79.48345588235297,67.125,9.34591503267974,34.823120915032675,9.088552180705676,2.9537799836601297,2280,103,452,37,34,750,237,576,0.14,0.78,0.08,-0.9931,4,0,0,0,0,0,89.0,1,11,0,12,34,21,7,4,31,1,30,9,6,3,4,76,75,46,0,7,16,8,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,21,30,0,1,7,0,1,7,10,13,0,4,19,5,65,8,74,54,17,80,1,2,1,2,46,39,6,9,32,304,86,32,0.12925800901475792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394993928801552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409460613975848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072107719141539,0.049695715155805634,0.0,0.118191723848898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286364098657349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198687911585155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367378345372524,0.0,0.0,0.06984099399799168,0.0724869240708231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662966579704292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448423017739327,0.06677903807801319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808438194896477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079791539705056,0.0,0.0549733982182343,0.0,0.07086236759732141,0.0,0.059748473249167586,0.1350639495652593,0.12399606036435686,0.11019045791261042,0.0,0.2067588755058864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571512152453101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686976096028443,0.0,0.0,0.04331945940034968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826862910916445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03551841068277038,0.05268126459183889,0.14580866425122874,0.06843278408174239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057068595038267424,0.057194635232863326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098905369542028,0.05833019985271312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026167127870025,0.0,0.06525687089425697,0.3027708358812444,0.05158625480112075,0.13738080754702325,0.14252926386447226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873367949366789,0.060649942641341985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176286117841611,0.0,0.0,0.044805614174848185,0.0,0.2025706623833898,0.0,0.12219059839968947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041402995207668165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147698317963165,0.05139557840256659,0.0,0.19622400881803426,0.051500949046959885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536297753229626,0.053461780386208566,0.0726457089154335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574474203398348,0.0,0.1032256129685627,0.0,0.0,0.2026928039172513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060912071895353435,0.0,0.0,0.05194634571985128,0.11297719715626542,0.0,0.2956355965111242,0.0,0.042936638835689614,0.0414116564835031,0.06349766878912097,0.05130821044900153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175578342194291,0.07180520201717007,0.0,0.14059559643639674,0.0,0.0,0.07774073486293696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247944535287858,0.051299495545415456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352534250455029,0.0,0.0,0.04591059050531509,0.0,0.0,0.08323791991521122 adhd,minibeardeath,2019/08/11,"Please enjoy my collection of stuff I don't remember buying, but won't true away because I might use it some day https://imgur.com/gallery/vADnVnA In this exhibit we have: - A unicycle I bought two apartments and one state ago - a car horn from harbor freight - a gold panning pan - a spare AMD Ryzen CPU that I accidentally ordered twice from Germany - A lazy Susan bearing Currently, my excuse for keeping these is to serve as a reminder not to buy random stuff online.",4.113614457831325,7.34173849397591,4.280734939759038,79.15507831325306,79.72289156626506,6.693493975903616,27.577108433734946,7.908726449838941,2.241675662650603,377,16,61,7,10,117,70,83,0.11800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.065,-0.7309,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,7,2,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347337364534714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487931005942852,0.0,0.0,0.16142272612772485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077737743069235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235370932648592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809163555954353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943878341159386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906764713169684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29997254833893594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062769520898774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586760970013613,0.0,0.0,0.2287065775530985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,superancientstars,2019/08/11,"Withdrawing From Concerta - What Will Help? I'm currently withdrawing from 18mg of Concerta (the lowest dose I'm pretty sure) So far the symptoms are typical for any neurological drug that I have previously been on. Just wondering what will help me through this rough patch of like... blah feeling. Coca-Cola? Chocolate? Certain foods? Nap all day? Icecream? Punching a tree? Any and all tips/suggestions are much appreciated. Thanks in advance.",3.605371428571426,6.585929813333338,4.277952380952383,73.93350000000002,97.53333333333332,8.00952380952381,30.690476190476193,8.192908349453996,3.8336476190476194,356,19,53,11,14,113,61,75,0.049,0.716,0.235,0.9367,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,0,4,8,11,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,8,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782075275604472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793384319078255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32248422214460865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060547548886793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362551339846403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727819856062696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585571807628433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442061037496467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829070742614686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620868706911704,0.2890313320572169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601846992571464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30156562362836903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sadamekr,2019/08/11,"Is it common to get weird dreams on Adderall? I've been taking Adderall XR 15mg for only 3 days so far, but the past 2 nights I've had really nightmare-ish, weird vivid dreams that I've never experienced before. Is this a common side effect that my doctor didn't tell me about? If so, do they go away eventually?",4.747656249999999,5.042540953125002,5.953125000000004,80.87937500000002,69.15625,8.275,23.8125,8.07648339933343,1.165825,247,5,50,3,4,83,53,64,0.055999999999999994,0.845,0.098,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,4,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,5,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,6,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247269040561359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941021786412561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290010825633308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537627472070406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057526406218552,0.0,0.1964271601094536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665679960669381,0.0,0.0,0.3243464875140521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286406634750026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299390235318354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141679749940102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598676580821431,0.0,0.30209226481476553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AgnijaClemens,2019/08/11,"To try new medication, doctor told me to take it for 2 weeks, then go off for 2 weeks. Usual process? (I just posted a different question earlier. I didn't want to put two different questions in the same post.) Hi everyone... My doctor just diagnosed me and gave me a prescription to try. He said I should take it for 2 weeks, then go off of it for 2 weeks, to see how much of a difference it makes. Not sure if this is a normal, usual thing. Wouldn't I be able to compare the difference with how I was before, without the meds? I've been taking it for about 2 weeks now, and I've definitely noticed a positive difference. I can actually focus and concentrate now. I'm coming up to the 2-week period where I'm supposed to not take it. I really, really don't want to stop taking it. There were a few days I didn't take the meds during the ""on"" 2-week period, and I hated going back to having all my ADHD symptoms. I don't want to go back to that for 2 goddamn weeks. Any thoughts on this? Has anyone been asked this by a doctor? I didn't question it at the time, in my dr appointment, but now I don't see why I should do this. TL;DR - doctor told me to take new med for 2 weeks, then go off for 2 weeks. I really don't want to go off.",2.3265116279069744,3.5106423100775217,4.534023255813956,85.53219767441863,75.51162790697674,8.26077519379845,22.97751937984497,8.841846274778883,1.4399807751937983,948,26,209,20,20,330,117,258,0.052000000000000005,0.9229999999999999,0.025,-0.4876,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,0,14,0,20,8,0,3,2,32,50,11,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,8,11,1,0,1,12,3,21,1,38,34,4,46,0,0,2,0,10,11,0,4,25,134,35,4,0.06666582032532592,0.0,0.06505622397732297,0.0,0.08011936089875299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533504388960997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466142916289972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232354277994486,0.0,0.0,0.1025238015893392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672770292717338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742670121512175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299393898412383,0.0,0.0,0.06766440432571234,0.0,0.3482579657170143,0.0,0.2729411679026115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370204822181552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273263320318901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658186957038474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449995273573373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215209294413776,0.06715880037775411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900704860671348,0.0,0.0,0.12877252938244071,0.0,0.0,0.06531834942492815,0.0,0.0758994782984656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769485547368406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701756265008008,0.2240429278622635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812349472888435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634144614486283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062480550928614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573561088980317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283174669904339,0.06929131320471738,0.35087080154656497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428980876019345,0.0,0.0,0.05292521469391677,0.03887337594402319,0.0,0.0,0.12740409644363104,0.0,0.09052343188303982,0.0,0.06512281953528262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684596522438664,0.0,0.1572849123188917,0.0,0.534752998446839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015553363857419,0.0,0.0,0.06426347181826812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Surgeon_Story,2019/08/11,"brain fog Does anyone experience brain fog when not taking any form of stimulants ? ( caffeine, nicotine, medication )",7.446862745098037,11.490028588235294,6.749411764705886,56.76568627450985,86.64705882352942,9.325490196078432,35.07843137254902,8.841846274778883,5.3783490196078425,94,5,10,3,3,29,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372733730189204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300403937352214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7345326629488081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28790504097099473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218194560765751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314270439770715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473626941354942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wellwless,2019/08/11,"How are you in relationships ? What has adhd affected the good and the bad Im In my first extremely confusing (to me) relationship it’s complicated but I’m traveling so that’ll give you a hint as to why. Wondering how others are maybe I’ll see similarities and learn from how you cope! Cons - Hyper-focus on them A BITCH -Impulsivity towards wanting to run and end things - Need for control/ knowing how things are going to go ^ since that’s impossible strengthens impulsivity to just run - Fear or rejection THIS ONES A BITCH I get so excited when we talk on the phone or in person that I interrupt - Communication can be difficult because putting emotions/feelings to words is difficult - Daydream - Hyperactive - Fluctuating attachment Pros- - I’ll always want to help - there for them whenever - High sex drive haha - I’ll get really excited or funny cause hyper - I’ll ask the most random impulsive questions so interesting convos It’s always harder to see the positive - not in the best mindset these last few day ahha -",4.032060889929742,7.150807693989072,5.734254488680719,69.47196721311478,78.61748633879782,9.38735362997658,29.47931303669009,9.606745405546679,3.8072198282591714,820,38,130,27,21,278,125,183,0.185,0.6409999999999999,0.174,-0.5466,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,2,3,10,14,2,2,9,1,8,1,0,7,0,28,22,16,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,1,4,1,0,7,1,8,0,2,0,2,10,6,19,20,3,20,0,1,2,1,15,8,2,8,5,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047942446322627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637600138291899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481708344408165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233617297155442,0.0966166927251035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633005587026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281737030472307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776490539622308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221575236292774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037896219019858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835022267411785,0.08013951226488167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348152243848185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561352633372908,0.15204223535984265,0.1801519982396025,0.13293755215162026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623543074603034,0.16745799668229466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712011100427777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710435703793798,0.12919405998206948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592288909410124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752156205002967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739988238165876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839116454780948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933061146914548,0.1775499599411819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153554755641647,0.0,0.0,0.34032726246919026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25259897429786393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110817508799974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739176549340925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059322459870766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696816374453756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301651058142928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188037599108832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doodoomcgee,2019/08/11,"What are the best things to fidget with that you all have found (that aren’t fidget spinners)? I’m an adult so I really don’t want to walk around with fidget spinners but lord have mercy I want something to fidget with, any advice?",5.076666666666668,5.788994782608699,5.011739130434783,86.44123188405798,68.56521739130434,7.0028985507246375,21.85507246376812,6.42735559955562,0.3961246376811598,184,3,36,1,3,57,31,46,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.8357,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,7,8,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360457166564892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25084541244653835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32837402789407943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871081028353919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40444879139424456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630866339379925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839754643614382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506197397054325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43514018425040335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eaglesbaby200,2019/08/11,"Gingko for treating adhd I'm severely adhd and was diagnosed when I was 10. It's really impacting my ability to lead a productive life and my work performance is suffering. I've tried many different adhd meds including concerta, Adderall, Vyvanse, and strattera. All of the medications have helped me enormously but the effects on my mental and physical health were scary including blood pressure spikes and super high heart rate. Strattera was great and I'm considering going back on but I made me a personality less zombie. Before I resort to medicine again, I'd like to try treatment with Ginkgo, ginseng ginseng and other brain health supplements. Has anyone had luck managing their symptoms by taking Ginkgo, b-complexes and fish oil?",7.3574015748031485,9.879802732283467,7.574023622047245,63.38072047244097,64.98425196850393,11.379212598425198,37.10944881889763,11.20814326018867,5.3502510236220475,605,31,82,20,10,196,95,127,0.081,0.774,0.145,0.8975,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,5,3,7,0,1,4,0,8,9,3,3,1,16,13,11,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,1,9,5,9,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,47,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729918333744929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112423648222126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222037145125566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352336902455686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741314909108855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130579281487306,0.0,0.1660430704264135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032088728067747,0.0,0.0,0.17521565940741535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33786023786078084,0.0,0.18832719743753584,0.10652425129211926,0.16791326202747278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225361060504076,0.0776428540574093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037892297911096,0.0,0.16112526860023374,0.0,0.0,0.17653013592071926,0.16010047893546395,0.16015928173046046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876740636692664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181159060614806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954030670549784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518419578288293,0.11949201648311797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157996378410174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569948154374525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swolf09,2019/08/11,"Should I eat more while on my Adderall? I currently take 25mg Adderall XR and I know it apparently increases your metabolism so I was wondering if I should aim to eat a higher calorie diet while on it to offset weight loss. I tried researching this myself but I was unable to find any scientific articles or research papers buried under the avalanche of paranoid, conspiracy theorist mommy bloggers so I was wondering if anyone on here might have the answer.",5.6651979345955255,8.127791939759039,6.805370051635113,67.39036144578314,69.36144578313252,10.04406196213425,33.54388984509467,10.290406445055957,4.278478141135971,373,18,56,11,7,125,61,83,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.8294,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,0,13,11,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,11,0,8,5,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,6,3,43,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778779409484879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828972358321388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353069489359396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390720843606093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375313960301142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774865736887682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666960341515766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759022920716927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185242482604043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673273880915828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Msbakerbutt69,2019/08/11,I took vyvanse 50 mg and coffee... As the title say. I will not do it again. I'm normally not a coffee drinker. I had a craving . So I tried. Wow. Such energy .,-3.2355882352941165,-2.7018488235294122,0.9910294117647068,95.52713235294121,125.47058823529413,4.052941176470589,16.014705882352942,5.985473137389443,-0.09704705882352904,116,4,27,2,8,43,27,34,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.7334,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403596169182915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385803829109965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127444028165513,0.3744369492271679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,youreawolfboy,2019/08/11,Meeting with a doctor tomorrow Im going into my senior year of college and finally going to discuss my inattention issues and lack of executive function with a doctor tomorrow. Im so sure i have ADHD but a part of me is so scared that im going to be told that i dont and am actually just as stupid as i sometimes fear i must be. Im so excited but also so nervous.,5.71076923076923,4.3921186666666685,8.656025641025643,67.73480769230771,67.46153846153847,11.38974358974359,36.16666666666667,10.686352973137794,3.977835897435897,288,13,55,7,4,110,48,78,0.228,0.6990000000000001,0.073,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,3,3,0,7,2,0,0,2,12,11,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,10,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,42,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.15606118756243875,0.0,0.1921956400814385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788988078629182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273746937142272,0.0,0.0,0.18742785484959534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995715443867724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518716579564295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726627459463093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6909745138100599,0.16691743030178186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318036849067767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011021518493818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581673369735047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072496383886416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281270088964294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298477854107876 adhd,turmoilfins,2019/08/11,"Keeping it all together I was diagnosed with adhd about a year ago. Things have improved but I still need help keeping everything together. With medication I don't feel as all over the place as much but I constantly forget important appointments though I try to plot on my phone right away. And if I have projects that I need to break down into steps, I start but end up just throwing things together in a rush. OMG how I hate living like this b/c the quality of what I'm doing always feels just barely enough. I'd like to find a way to slow down, deliberate and actually finish in a steady pattern. Right now this is impossible.",3.4959463487332387,5.725631426229513,4.694470938897169,81.15969448584205,74.90163934426229,8.698658718330849,26.66467958271237,9.339509955726095,2.488088524590165,502,19,96,13,11,165,87,122,0.062,0.8190000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,6,0,6,2,0,1,2,22,15,10,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,2,19,14,4,26,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,1,11,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1754658590313739,0.0,0.21609327479634724,0.0,0.1593882059962341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961396830470586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689347537643956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943076715605337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250049119044934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925578176055993,0.18578887062180247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615990890802697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183181406287413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434049459422484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752235337276664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052095492204858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196417461361014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568940030774952,0.0,0.15877302407001306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113680566377216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217895777914662,0.2666494743370656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878602211537984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30710867902335953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726843937840002,0.0,0.14359423708880073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23891178630814844,0.0,0.17665963019213127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220772646085511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427225610784732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578992135143408 adhd,FazeAfou1,2019/08/11,"Can someone help me with the 2 biggest issues I had in school because of adhd I have not been listening to the teacher in class for 3 years (I am distracted by the littlest of things) now and my points dropped from 90% to 50% things have been a little better lately going back up to 70 but it's still not what it used to be I have a friend and he also had about 90% at that time and now still has about 90% And the second problem only happens during tests and exams I think about things and then I am thinking about thinking about thinking... this is annoying af tbf",2.504695652173911,4.327726817391309,3.465434782608696,90.69989130434786,76.47826086956522,5.643478260869566,23.67391304347826,6.2581,0.5439739130434784,444,14,91,3,10,142,77,115,0.076,0.855,0.069,-0.2135,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,1,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,16,21,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,1,8,2,19,16,0,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,9,71,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268386351179277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094185274267646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513570102622286,0.0,0.1150591396899241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693242828856675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582637700032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726994138500297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690939376006994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265139275777634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700406341686166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129161702920682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917526402754106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355149753021754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784280405458742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806065189240909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102323670289384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992572187522264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014690835031417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761877150327852,0.4837688541595082,0.0,0.0,0.11006058264383324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301782708009155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154764068675908 adhd,NoetherFan,2019/08/11,"Android Wear ADHD hacks to stay on task and remember things I use portions watch face (built in) to show several useful complications. [Wear stand up alert](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=dyna.logix.wear.inactivity.tracker.stand.up.alert&hl=en_US) is designed to show how long it's been since you stood up, so you can not stay in a chair too long. I use it oppositely, showing how long it's been since I got up. That way I can make a point of working at least in half hour chunks, pomadoro style, and it vibrates to let me know I can get up and reward myself with a break. Stopwatch complication (built in) allows me to, with one touch, start a stopwatch that's visible on the always on display. I use that similarly, but for finer control, or for when even sitting I might be off task. I mapped one hardware button to Google Keep, which can do to do lists and reminders. I mapped another to Google Assistant, so I can say ""note to self, I owe Bob a dollar"" and it gets put in Google Keep. I have the third hardware button mapped to Google Fit Breathe, which is a very helpful sixty second relaxation breathing exercise. It vibrates on the inhale and exhales to keep you focused. I also just love that I can fidget with the watch without being quite so rude as if I were fidgeting with my phone. Android wear watches are up to about $300 for top of the line (eg Fossil Watch 5), but available cheaper, especially if you catch a sale. [CamelCamelCamel](https://camelcamelcamel.com/Fossil-Womens-Silicone-Touchscreen-Smartwatch/product/B07HBDTYHK) is great for finding sales. I've seen as low as $150. [Explorist 4](https://smile.amazon.com/Fossil-Explorist-Stainless-Touchscreen-Smartwatch/dp/B07GB2Z377/ref=sr_1_3?keywords=explorist+4&link_code=qs&qid=1565536608&s=gateway&sa-no-redirect=1&sr=8-3) for $180 is one of the best deals right now.",8.765100133511346,10.417258638629283,7.0237650200267066,71.93121495327107,60.744548286604356,9.104939919893187,34.28882955051179,9.23628265651192,3.13715772140632,1537,61,241,24,21,453,188,321,0.028999999999999998,0.8370000000000001,0.134,0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,118.0,0,4,0,6,12,7,1,0,13,0,21,8,6,9,0,34,38,21,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,13,10,0,4,3,5,4,2,2,2,0,6,6,8,23,5,45,28,3,39,0,1,5,1,10,24,0,4,7,146,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155383338822124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688095182690853,0.07999392225289208,0.6249882467245621,0.0,0.0,0.10080832535355216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089014907484273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782613949032532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911331913334044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634977698402651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786773652576636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100455526652702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688976886844524,0.10599169575655147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443879543548894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467586003067928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563537076008336,0.0,0.0,0.05283453745413661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983068870878634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552354150394687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676765287587654,0.0,0.06417238404361633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198646659868944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543533645941996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088080834122797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096644524401811,0.0,0.10225383603179553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890480270131256,0.08210071583339691,0.0,0.0764522274473464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029215468624604,0.10860776730074448,0.0,0.15905151068880236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804646491394763,0.20493910799694576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386934012842595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33212698752380754,0.0,0.07932332817375885,0.0,0.07630930175846372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267291176663356,0.0,0.06998908823817374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,myadhdaltaccount,2019/08/11,"Disaster: Reminders disabled for G Suite users. Anyone got any alternatives? Honestly one of the only reasons I get things done is because the moment something pops into my head I can yell out ""hey google tomorrow morning remind me to book a dentist appointment"" or whatever. And all the next morning will be a notification in my drop-downs to do that very thing. Typing it in is no substitute because all it takes is something shiny on my phone and the thought has gone. This has been my way of working for years now. I set multiple reminders per day. I can even do it safely when I'm driving. But I have a G Suite account, have done for years. And a couple of days ago: https://www.androidpolice.com/2019/08/09/google-has-disabled-assistant-reminders-for-g-suite-users/ This is just with the Assistant, you can still add them manually in the calendar but there are reports of the notifications then not working. This is so dispiriting. The only alternative seems to be to migrate to a regular Google account but this is so much _work_ and _time_ - not just the email and calendar entries but the photos and losing all my paid Play Store apps. Does anyone have any other suggestions? Maybe another reminder app that Google Assistant can control? I'm so pissed off by this.",5.599954545454548,8.742134722727275,5.3127272727272725,74.78409090909092,72.22727272727272,7.8181818181818175,29.54545454545455,8.710501217029153,2.726590909090909,1029,43,165,21,22,317,134,220,0.071,0.897,0.033,-0.887,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,5,10,5,1,0,15,0,24,3,2,2,3,27,33,16,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,10,0,2,3,2,4,2,3,2,0,1,7,2,13,3,21,23,4,24,0,1,1,0,6,7,1,2,13,116,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554829887324074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797239831080053,0.16034279139641555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384088761990666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642889817784053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150512252576394,0.0,0.16919551405137342,0.0,0.19723268880314704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381534545264687,0.31296652627484456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099770656765976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989082002007332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229863086161565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569330277791127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107072345618365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536218321024126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124087742993014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262489096227206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361792135552972,0.2325947124970643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722020632083225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920640686981275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354400577178528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221166550167936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149716734941552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317743092987625,0.0,0.0,0.12139597634238213,0.08916489907015106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393571570072464,0.0,0.0,0.12616937953911025,0.0,0.12137535675303562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33396782664647384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969421359347512 adhd,bigDataGangster,2019/08/11,"Opinions on standing desks? I hate standing desks and the people who love them. However, i will try anything to focus better and be better at my work. I am a business intelligence developer. That means i wear a lot of hats from analysis to programming to database design. Ive been wondering if anyone in a similar technical role with the issues this reddit is about had opinions or experiences with if standing desks helped at all?",6.083846153846152,8.156432769230772,6.877435897435897,68.90923076923079,67.46153846153847,9.815384615384616,34.7948717948718,10.125756701596842,4.136164102564104,348,17,53,9,6,115,59,78,0.045,0.7909999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,5,0,7,2,1,0,1,13,11,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,12,7,2,7,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,7,0,40,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291793100635166,0.0,0.2270448233554384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880279149274512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698862691712414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723972874624598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493209772977104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879712566553232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345630324212633,0.2490134080406355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005394662538634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127653793755686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732016057932466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992052488270395,0.20086081402681175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Voc1Vic2,2019/08/11,"Tips for Learning a New Language I’m struggling to learn a new, non-Roman language. I’ve mastered the letters and sounds of the alphabet, but I’m having trouble learning words. It seems that by the time I’ve scanned the whole word to ‘read’ its letters, I’ve forgotten the start of the word. I never ‘get’ a word that’s longer than two syllables, and read and pronounce longer words in a very disjointed syllable by syllable way. Sentences are worse; I struggle through it slowly and only remember the final word or two, so it really has no meaning. I am off meds indefinitely (about a year now). I’d appreciate hearing any shared experiences and suggestions.",5.654826958105647,7.3673608032786895,6.139289617486341,75.1908652094718,68.01639344262296,9.35664845173042,35.686703096539155,9.725611199111238,3.75288233151184,526,27,90,12,9,170,79,122,0.171,0.765,0.063,-0.9268,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,12,0,4,0,0,0,1,21,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,3,1,12,11,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,8,51,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203533028674053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755411032403678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965838207983084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375765906645192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225845698938924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954787460491382,0.19933368471964635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840650558132034,0.34663687970194546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648336410541168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590064686825415,0.0,0.11496325767180055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032871600518205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336879295876974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701894003574132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752099725809684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464146200543836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506022762674945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806889788440564,0.0,0.14244276519706253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035473187609848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287964135589915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556292470242364 adhd,zainapl,2019/08/11,"Is this an ADHD thing? Hey, I just found out I have ADHD finally. I am a girl,, age 19. But I am wondering if its normal thinking about people and not realize that they are real. I look at tv shows or just being on reddit I can seem to comprehend that you guys are real people.",0.6191954022988497,2.6303120689655195,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,83.48275862068967,6.625287356321839,18.287356321839077,7.793537801064563,0.7131632183908043,212,5,44,4,6,76,46,58,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,16,13,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,5,11,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,2,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271969305323345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402711529694105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404898882864554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171764786115779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418645150227364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490207197094952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041190271470007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993032898309005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967466337780276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457166593087583,0.14054123477877106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785982894635244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,travelore_,2019/08/11,"Yo, how do you stop hyperfocusing on the destruction of our world? The double tornado in Luxembourg, the ravaging fires in CA, and the fact no nation is going to help Hong Kong because every country is in China’s pocket or industrial pipeline somehow? It’s so hard to get into the mindset of “fix it” I should’ve left for work 6 minutes ago but dammit, it’s so hard seeing the humanitarian crisis in Hong Kong and the other Environmental catastrophes and feel helpless in that specific moment because that one second feels like eternity?",9.276632653061224,8.788979520408162,9.754,60.04100000000001,59.91836734693878,11.921632653061225,38.98775510204082,11.20814326018867,4.655589387755104,435,19,67,10,5,147,73,98,0.18100000000000002,0.772,0.047,-0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,8,8,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,6,3,1,12,8,1,16,0,1,1,0,3,11,0,2,5,44,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505979581504864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34466460746439304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381883354821031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858848999908548,0.20196211739584105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769994561658575,0.0,0.1606658642669662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064903056642538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948895891660752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071561731677717,0.0,0.0,0.13811374784796093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915659564549473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527661594149315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363512404573004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581017035073465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arnav2904,2019/08/11,How do kids who have ADHD differentiate themselves from kids who just don't want to study? Without a diagnosis that is,4.836818181818182,7.434240863636365,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,72.18181818181819,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.5546545454545457,97,4,17,2,2,32,19,22,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.0572,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285064092886636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575386318093479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843325580431383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EmerMere12,2019/08/11,"just a GF trying to help her BF my boyfriend (m31) has recently (like last week) hit the wall and come to the realization that he cannot cope /fix himself on his own. He’s been living undiagnosed and untreated for 31 years which has created a hurtful scary cycle. He’s told me that finally, being with me and in our relationship for 2 years, has made him feel safe enough to get out of survival mode so he can even consider self care. He’s taken a month off work to “reset” as it was a main point of stress. He’s going to weekly counselling. We’ve accessed psychologists via work benefits (Yay Costco!) and he has his first appointment next week. We’ve got sticky notes and lists around the house. We’re building routines. My “question” In this time of healing I understand there are going to be bad days. I’ve suffered with clinical depression myself I know what it feels like to not be able to do the things you want/need to do. a) How can I manage feeling annoyed that he’s asleep on the couch when I get home from work at 9pm and our apartment that looks like a tornado went through it? b) Or that he occasionally (once every 2 weeks?) will self medicate with alcohol? He used to drink nearly a 26er every night so it’s definitely better. c) How do I support him through this without doing everything for him monitoring him like a child?",2.124989470913402,4.690536034351148,3.4265780468544382,86.58713740458019,81.78625954198473,6.819899973677285,23.919978941826802,7.990435384864732,1.5086571202948145,1059,39,209,21,29,344,167,262,0.083,0.797,0.12,0.7959999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,0,6,9,16,1,1,13,1,18,6,1,4,0,27,38,13,0,0,4,0,3,4,2,1,4,0,2,3,14,12,2,1,6,1,0,4,3,6,0,1,7,4,21,10,33,26,3,32,0,3,1,0,30,12,0,2,20,119,35,4,0.11851709920803526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665873570195646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550534537933327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895682737616833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048187430595983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083608139319532,0.0,0.0,0.10209198674657588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643372431419496,0.0,0.10207860388307408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610163729297025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245984509950833,0.0,0.07827942626552367,0.0,0.1997115353666885,0.0,0.10651552674150963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977741919990792,0.08466863935505653,0.0,0.12982968911236006,0.0,0.1008105840418666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384058544664164,0.0,0.13471199741509896,0.0,0.09478895097972292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943951336591479,0.0,0.11888231379926695,0.0,0.0,0.13675282007573752,0.12687500593115106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513389823482453,0.0966072541210636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160587257251694,0.0,0.10465276993460884,0.0,0.09952451404057386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214374489421763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939350882087875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459921786877236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604427955492115,0.11122026903825953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621684267687572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203696686347504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276627502536098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170213374585512,0.1272430107632272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727836418576546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576093671532466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344917996901108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787374944630008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691082736374702,0.0,0.0,0.1132481672319847,0.0,0.08046533069554335,0.0,0.0,0.1233804800055581,0.0,0.1023607210775383,0.0,0.0,0.06990445578505704,0.0,0.3802690725738608,0.0,0.0,0.109866538337856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424625434399804,0.0,0.25884557926586604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264225230848544 adhd,AnyaSatana,2019/08/11,"Low Bullshit Tolerance Levels = Impulsivity? I'm currently awaiting diagnosis, but wondered if there are other people who end up being involved in altercations with people when they've done something unreasonable, and you can't help but call them out on it? Just had an argument with a bloke in the supermarket after he very rudely pushed ahead of me at the checkout (I'm British, queue etiquette is VERY important). I'm still waiting for my adrenaline levels to drop, but it's got me thinking that stuff like this seems to happen to me more frequently than with other people I know. Could this be an example of impulsivity? Does this happen to anybody else? Getting worried that one day, somebody might hit me.",8.907857142857143,9.040471125000003,8.780491071428571,64.67968750000001,60.40625,11.376785714285715,39.379464285714285,10.914260884657429,4.584246428571428,576,27,90,13,7,187,98,128,0.156,0.8079999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9467,1,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,5,3,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,17,22,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,8,1,19,14,1,19,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,4,9,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404692752067025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954655220540928,0.0,0.0,0.1288726533234621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487099860094915,0.20449362064277998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693081413295774,0.0,0.17698846713969127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440198341006177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598208608583505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534148228368094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394062579113114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982034909508268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762596154879742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198613453490467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540875539426175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415607125615702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191608218497246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383750594716133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595830533214224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287554728857252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280418375766477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32975837439621464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670515156565628,0.0,0.2029352302172926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iputahatonmycat,2019/08/11,"Have other people told you it's possible to change your behaviour? I interrupt people a lot, including myself, mid sentence and often barge into people's conversations. I feel terrible immediately but it always happens. I'm really impulsive and generally very very hyperactive with low patience, so I often speak without thinking first, so I come across as a bit of a jerk sometimes. Because I'm high functioning, people don't really see the ADHD, because I've found ways to cope, they just see me as mannerless or inconsiderate or whatever. Everyone is always telling me that if I try I can change if I just try. How do you guys deal with this?",7.754503631961256,8.355226169491527,8.884285714285717,61.391101694915285,62.72881355932204,12.505569007263926,37.19612590799032,12.031772070788634,5.124531234866829,520,24,81,17,7,179,82,118,0.127,0.863,0.01,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,1,7,3,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,22,15,12,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,4,14,0,10,13,2,8,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,7,1,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499424318634672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561645924679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876688991497764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805196166063774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256755808791307,0.13259727749707068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869532515027882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708694712514042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783175774781334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093298908975812,0.0,0.16877657019967507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241514497459896,0.1361200086717316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263575684902168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086599102872815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42686340536026185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353322455334613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972233151128289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453249541863368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152240949835361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454182024485256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986322865655562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708694712514042,0.0,0.2090170663367636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540171485852785,0.0,0.12218266485716472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838326467145674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,speedraecer,2019/08/11,"How do you do it? How do you eat???? After focus and motivation issues all my life, I was finally prescribed with Ritalin, which also supplements my other mood stabilizer meds. The way it makes me feel is amazing. I feel like myself. I’m calm, strong, and focused. I didn’t cry out of frustration today, or give up on something halfway through. Part of it might be placebo, because I did only start taking it a few days ago. But it doesn’t change how glad I am that I have the opportunity to kickstart my journey in coping with my mental illness. My boyfriend is also ADHD, and is unmedicated because he’s found good ways to cope in adulthood. He was medicated for a good amount of time when he was a child and teen with Adderall. He warned me that food would be uninteresting and “taste like cardboard”. Holy shit is that an understatement. I’ve been food motivated (and overweight) pretty much my entire life. Suddenly I find myself not focused on food, disinterested entirely by the idea of eating. Since I started taking Ritalin, it’s made me realize that before now I’ve been choosing food for its *taste* and not its *nutrition*. I’ve been eating my feelings since before I can remember. But now all my favorite foods taste like nothing and I’m forced to face the facts: How do I take care of my body without indulging my taste buds? My boyfriend says he drank a lot of smoothies with protein powder when he was on Adderall. I think that’s an amazing idea, but it’s just the starting point to my whole journey. Was anyone else overweight and food motivated before Adderall/Ritalin? How do you cope with such a huge lifestyle change? How do I change my mindset? How do I remember to nourish my body in healthy ways?",4.155158730158727,6.359421993827167,4.947548500881833,80.20111111111113,72.8888888888889,7.344620811287477,30.08994708994709,8.192908349453996,2.312891005291005,1362,60,244,22,28,440,166,324,0.04,0.812,0.14800000000000002,0.9805,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,0,5,15,15,2,0,12,0,29,26,4,12,3,53,47,24,0,1,8,0,3,3,1,2,8,1,0,1,16,15,16,0,15,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,13,8,35,12,30,30,8,29,0,0,0,0,13,10,1,3,17,159,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615617616795484,0.0,0.07092381949096746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796754288260312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055944680381144175,0.08197944818339421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754640694259116,0.0,0.20424722320845126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774559977839974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157527666821489,0.0,0.25391913274622857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788695790234842,0.051599672348061065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456098586818899,0.06683788291714753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136600708036525,0.05715898431061664,0.0,0.08764677476280283,0.0731274657419289,0.0,0.5804886734332055,0.08772656563585922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675264669362312,0.0,0.13421677139197474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064254710011168,0.0,0.08350939608619412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130265109705956,0.11726617320290525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802143175383467,0.0,0.07570716387754922,0.053407132142881016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887279988919987,0.08060140979547363,0.0806310136305661,0.08487770525588817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058816375298520525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677151692706326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085102336519223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866427667889078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563507905570226,0.0,0.0,0.08139868393821602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127090883549532,0.0,0.0,0.06362696781099561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212886280522043,0.13236979076713493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159541762357169,0.0,0.0,0.16989394726453058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047213322314173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126701977040651,0.0,0.0,0.04665433103292276,0.0,0.075839891585005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052405595412836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932803313159159,0.0,0.07712654779074712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568366337155495,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lil_Demon2315,2019/08/11,"My parents tell me I don’t have ADHD So, when I was In highschool I was formally diagnosed with ADHD and it’s become more prominent in my life ever since. Recently I decided to go back to school and I’m very worried about failing due to the ADHD I told my parents I wanted to start meds again and they said “who said you have ADHD?” I said “sherry my old doctor” and they said “she’s stupid you’re fine” 😬 idk what to do other than just deal but I really don’t want to waste my parents money if I can’t pass my classes due to not being able to concentrate.",0.5115123859191684,2.6651315593220346,3.0500000000000007,89.36260104302478,85.10169491525423,6.0036505867014345,20.09387222946545,7.321109707123232,0.669949674054759,436,13,92,7,13,151,75,118,0.102,0.852,0.046,-0.7239,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,1,13,19,8,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,7,4,20,1,13,11,1,13,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,1,9,61,24,5,0.12218256857694355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873588150318717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939508533558058,0.0,0.0,0.1349410475963475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596486318424624,0.0,0.1240127351827342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505903625723086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052112836190872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943916942067481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863011615537289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571728960058585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821005240120273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407007849217687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827328209386554,0.0,0.12064054625482858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46489440897337897,0.0,0.0,0.12365528241588444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107068332667304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648145090898986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679295035095447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675068029421548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081341506971524,0.14413288917575154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240823292729028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,k209216,2019/08/11,"I'm not bipolar!!! Do any of you struggle with doctors who keep trying to suggest you're bipolor instead of having ADHD? There's really no question that I have ADHD, it runs in my family, my son has it, and I've struggle with this my entire life (well, the parts I can remember). I""m seeing a new psychologist now who seems more in tune with ADHD, and she told me that part, if not most of the problem is the fact that many doctors are afraid to prescribe controlled substances. My doctor further proved this later in the week when he told me that he was reluctant to renew my prescription for Adderall because he didn't want the DEA questioning him. It's ridiculous. I've been on Adderall for a while and I've developed a tolerance to it, it still works to an extent, but it often makes me extremely tired. He put me on Provigil, which, along with the Adderall works great, but alone it does NOTHING for my ADHD symptoms. I've been battling this for the last three years, next week I'm going to go get the full battery of tests to get a more ""official"" diagnosis but I doubt it's going to help much. Anyways, I really need help, I'm completely overwhelmed, I have 1000 projects and only continue to add more, I spend hours in front of this computer trying to find ways to deal with this nonsense instead of actually getting anything done. My house is a construction zone, there literally isn't one room in my house that I haven't started some home renovation project. Thing is, I have no idea what I""m doing, my father had this idea that girls didn't do that sort of thing, and I had a husband who handled most of the home issues. I am far too careless when it comes to tearing things apart too, if it needs to be fixed I'll just do it regardless of whether I'm doing it right. The worst example is that currently, I have no floor in my foyer, I tore out the floor and subfloor because I found rotted wood. I even replaced a floor joist! But afterwhile I got tired of workign on that and started painting my garage cabinets. My ex comes by to get my kids and he tells me you just need to work on one project at a time. Duh! I know that, but knowing and doing are two completely different things. Also, I lose everything, and I can't remember appointment times, or even that I have them. I can't wear a smart watch due to my job, I try writing things down but I always lose whatever I wrote it on. Does anyone have any suggestions on what else I could try? Anyways, I probably covered too many topics, this is my first time using Reddit, so forgive me if I'm doing this wrong. Thanks!",5.640635001269999,5.959375047244098,5.9923063246126524,81.28792354584712,67.22834645669292,9.153263906527815,32.13512827025655,9.023248300946321,2.5896273050546097,2036,80,400,33,31,654,253,508,0.128,0.8270000000000001,0.046,-0.9899,3,1,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,1,7,21,18,2,5,21,1,38,9,1,3,2,68,71,26,0,10,15,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,2,43,20,0,2,13,0,1,8,11,13,1,5,13,2,51,5,52,56,12,55,0,3,2,0,32,24,0,13,22,269,94,12,0.0,0.0,0.07095059163802715,0.0,0.34951404861177504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530151406979095,0.0,0.05814298127568581,0.06049723648310345,0.0,0.0,0.09888517928814826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083774261195573,0.0,0.059830862952499266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886418350249429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525960401431718,0.15246176614356674,0.0,0.08154598844627192,0.058049844171589676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495671842767053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759623205886986,0.0,0.22325308972529687,0.12725106344944515,0.07440350573739997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060736553776348276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960432865394923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534348642923926,0.0,0.06854076893459514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645198892772296,0.06184370703296053,0.0,0.07971840278007575,0.0,0.0,0.15194358723230372,0.0,0.12396152717215315,0.0,0.058149649365359435,0.08015864834277985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746663087285136,0.0,0.14586014069612002,0.0,0.07160078831251622,0.16778598043203005,0.0,0.16415250300256964,0.0,0.07588619963482172,0.07214951028364341,0.06462445493887628,0.0,0.0,0.07991465893454748,0.05926511365751633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051354415057013984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267888717268728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853183571744207,0.1474249937310738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053447293441007314,0.16173178704354935,0.0,0.07021993122129377,0.07732368155647072,0.0,0.0,0.06976339110130819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853496727382488,0.05529620765438142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574670780919069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838939116340278,0.06956984598547476,0.0,0.07308963584820398,0.1628947732931686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315468167877584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647235044267087,0.062090547398124585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793728799765501,0.06618883377403198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292339627313277,0.0,0.05806312483524152,0.0,0.0,0.15201624530450247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556939777144506,0.0,0.0,0.063548269788601,0.06693793871047549,0.0,0.0,0.24151325906696985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718640217224875,0.167129758633211,0.0,0.13894744372090842,0.0,0.19745047150123934,0.0,0.07102322103378411,0.0,0.0,0.06279466095913963,0.0,0.0,0.04288389681458653,0.05771065781407386,0.11664077408869465,0.0,0.06537144738806337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587925546016783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949262386737904,0.0,0.04682029581684005 adhd,nebulavz,2019/08/11,"The Never-Ending Engagement Have technically been engaged since 2008 bc I just got overwhelmed by all those damned decisions. Jesus Christ there were so many decisions to make. At some point we just started calling each other husband and wife, and I just started telling people the wedding wasn't the big deal, 'We're committed. We don't need the paper."" Though, I DID want a wedding, but felt incapable of planning it (and didn't have cash to pay for a planner). Was diagnosed about 7 years into this engagement and now I understand why it was IMPOSSIBLE for me to get it together.",5.027154724818281,7.318121663551405,5.368161993769473,77.75095534787124,70.6822429906542,8.867705088265836,32.449636552440296,9.444778638647367,3.3545044652128766,466,22,79,11,9,148,78,107,0.065,0.8170000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,8,5,1,1,6,0,10,1,0,1,2,22,19,7,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,9,1,7,3,10,10,3,8,2,1,0,0,9,4,1,1,4,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489396772471804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133964239042744,0.0,0.2474445311554577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159280339164364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340792923388495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737166087165636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498335016788693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273356797954405,0.2471676053930649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076925089294604,0.1880280146376108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901521130381544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304629697438261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016678997723801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451155567577237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308562778945225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395251600795477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379687282278257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379529301415198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998505663260567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699455171018376 adhd,the-bakers-wife,2019/08/11,"Have any of you ever heard of/ taken “provigil” before? I currently take strattera, and it really doesn’t help hardly at all. I’ve been on it for months. I don’t love stimulants, but they do work. To avoid taking them, my doctor brought up a medicine called “provigil” and I just was wondering if anyone can tell me about how it made them feel? How does it compare to adderall? The only thing I know about it is that it’s a non-stimulant medicine that’s sometimes used for narcolepsy. I just don’t want to lose any progress I’ve made with my strattera without knowing first how it might affect me.",4.11128205128205,5.6939310683760676,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,71.64957264957266,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,1.6870615384615384,473,18,93,6,9,147,80,117,0.055999999999999994,0.852,0.091,0.4459,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,4,8,3,0,1,3,0,10,2,0,8,2,25,24,7,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,7,3,13,1,14,16,1,8,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,3,4,62,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297105958074624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519574053056868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452773468869938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743331853313786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790327186328668,0.16920304553711854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748973410274411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776423835523124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446453638384687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320480714146858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959931598906024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252166085287824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163106728388445,0.0,0.0,0.17450711774939145,0.3659073933093424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511519841433865,0.0,0.0,0.1543311811644782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470523937191514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386580841700948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912294022108114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29075226372440643,0.0,0.16899757841501375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845402738174005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699346299731932,0.0,0.0,0.11404361973619664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638377540272394,0.20968126174063545,0.14076206578762024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sadstudentsthrowaway,2019/08/11,"I’m so frustrated at myself. I have three final exams in the next three days, all one after another and all entirely based on content (no skills, just knowing information). Despite the stress and anxiety I feel about needing to do well I just cannot bring myself to study. Stress usually makes me productive but now I can’t focus or motivate myself. I’m going to fail all of them and I am so scared and upset and as much as I want to study I just can’t. I don’t think my meds are working anymore but I can’t see my psych for the next 6 months and I only have 30mg tablets, so I could only double the dose if I needed an increase but I feel like that’s risky. I just feel so useless and helpless. ADHD is a fucking monster. I want to be able to get shit done like everybody else and as hard as I try it’s just impossible. :(",0.9087347463069976,3.0087509364161846,3.1641136801541414,89.4959071933205,82.98843930635837,6.156583172768142,22.32787411689145,7.3871296695380915,0.8913997430956964,644,22,138,10,18,220,106,173,0.221,0.677,0.102,-0.978,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,12,13,3,4,6,0,14,3,1,2,3,34,31,21,0,6,10,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,10,1,3,1,5,23,3,17,28,6,14,0,3,1,1,2,3,2,2,10,95,25,5,0.1570579062380096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875308232133545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468890882166698,0.12014886838568375,0.0,0.1557592402697615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539795821290622,0.0,0.0,0.10128935644711444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072476742182978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120172743150854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382395893680139,0.11220219959808758,0.0,0.17204925935393228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519750351965546,0.08205627368333436,0.0,0.08925962751593045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406930346725689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631491784931879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534611193732312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483737198850043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445592765994564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253621223393508,0.0,0.1154556323992426,0.2329128948039605,0.0,0.0,0.3340657301344434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642650195743676,0.2388992299886279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724236311751807,0.0,0.12515481691602448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121768377055828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598186019047317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063636459701462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663200878387907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297709474730727,0.0,0.18527364465842772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121391960424076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434002629190633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sathera,2019/08/11,"What do you do? I think it would be fun to know what the people of this reddit do for a living. Some might be down on their luck, I wanna hear from you too! What would you like to be doing? Also, are you happy with your job and has ADHD made you better or worse at it? I\`ll begin: I have worked as a salesrep for about 10 years. Mostly insurance and telemarketing. I loved the immediate gratification of closing a sale. That is where I think my ADHD was an asset. Right now I am a student in university. Here it obviously isn't. But through strategies that fool my dumb brain and meds I get through alright.",1.6745899554990444,4.053863223140496,3.2532231404958694,88.31661792752703,82.05785123966942,5.70654799745709,20.05149396058487,7.010146845296331,0.3857916083916084,474,13,98,6,13,156,87,121,0.07,0.726,0.204,0.9511,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,1,2,6,9,1,0,7,1,17,2,1,1,1,19,25,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,16,7,17,17,2,10,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,5,4,78,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48709635605083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206063488324152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792291191573366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226226518610672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587724293216458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157266941082645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284033965755532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110072078419236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137217321212872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900547202048664,0.0,0.17894532242282754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829012333777021,0.19175410837513546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510055361628786,0.0,0.0,0.21498161942237132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049329704883584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306359788943212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25970228341997104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753298190576966,0.0,0.2065195783254576,0.2879161617729369,0.0,0.0,0.1305011662460333 adhd,tygertje,2019/08/11,"And that's how you do eggs instead of dishes. Would love to hear about your random adhd actions. Okay. Lunch is up soon, gonna make my man a nice home made tuna salad sandwich. Start with boiling the eggs. Get me a pot. Is it in the dishes or in the cabinet. It's in the cabinet. Oh dear that's a lot of dishes I should do the dishes. No! Stay focused! Get the eggs. Open the fridge. Oh dear I should use that eggplant too it's getting old. I should do the whole kitchen. I've got the eggplant. And now.. EGGGS! FOCUS. got the eggs. Got the pot. I open the tab for water.. get me some soap.. wash the eggs. Keep focused now, you don't want to miss a spot and do it all again. Washed the eggs. Put them on the drying rack.. what is that eggplant doing there? Oh. Right. Boil the eggs, don't wash them. Wonder if anyone else has this. Gonna ask on reddit. My man got home. Didn't make him lunch.",-1.5953297682709469,0.2019723903743298,0.2499465240641729,103.36354723707666,105.84491978609628,2.694474153297683,12.618538324420678,4.535480913098323,-1.6167846702317288,675,13,160,2,33,216,103,187,0.019,0.8640000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,2,0,9,6,0,0,20,1,16,23,0,5,1,24,38,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,3,2,10,6,19,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,1,14,5,13,26,4,18,0,1,0,1,11,9,0,6,6,91,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950715386915699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349468456915235,0.16631128374206305,0.0,0.0,0.1517429651262102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559366837509587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392123375120173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192737343122079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829412249092028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256311120239466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442733636842535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799472779623914,0.14649596360294295,0.15358673291846314,0.2166935470898601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032268220080976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631717841837313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861644379974675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488765821063365,0.17300659353370154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018836934959353,0.0,0.0,0.09573781391550143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812193201280638,0.0,0.0,0.17602410081798747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530418569864412,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gadandsad,2019/08/11,"A 6th grade teachers view of me I found my 6th grade teachers goodbye to me in my in yearbook: “You always light up a room, sure that room may be on fire, you never fail to be noticed” And it took a whole 8 more years for me to get diagnosed 🤷🏼‍♀️",-1.4496428571428552,0.45028046428571855,1.2264285714285703,100.51857142857143,92.57142857142857,3.9142857142857146,18.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,-0.6050785714285709,190,6,48,1,7,65,42,56,0.046,0.856,0.098,0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,1,9,1,2,9,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,29,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793439577923288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34074632259172993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680970476674403,0.0,0.0,0.17539860283738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258926128748175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822167412032515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164098885235949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729946340472477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748167391638721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619114357622926 adhd,mhc_,2019/08/11,"Adult ADHD So im hoping today will be the last day of fighting an unending challenge. &#x200B; A brief bit of history. &#x200B; About 5 or so years ago i started to suspect that i might have adhd. i got a referal, however I was so frustrated at the wait time to see someone i put the referal in the draw and forgot about the whole adhd thing until about 3 months ago. in hindsight of course i wish i hadnt. im 38 now. anyway my suspicions were confirmed recently and so over the last 2 months ive jumped all the hurdles for getting treatment. &#x200B; Moving forward, Im hoping that this eternally enduring moment in time that ive been stuck in and thus far been able to escape from, despite my best efforts, might start to feel less burdensome. &#x200B; updates to come",5.632200000000001,6.647691820000006,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.46666666666667,8.4,34.33333333333333,8.548686976883017,2.925333333333333,623,29,109,9,10,200,97,150,0.128,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.8217,1,0,0,0,2,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,2,0,10,0,12,0,0,1,1,18,25,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,8,2,11,4,20,13,5,32,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,5,20,70,16,1,0.08976537884818646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236416239560904,0.0,0.15914318443176598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890430019137235,0.43629904244352186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420322701739857,0.0,0.09800054467293016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773249255078721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057891243252571785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045388072693493806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689870551879533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717935736883115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783145510647394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908860389171686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634152917357854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045376290546745,0.0,0.0,0.1432997379699073,0.0954063916806914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023899910642998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863248223658969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153138497922669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605791419840376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707279433723148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963612902490833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468582856086407,0.0,0.08508708315782887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021983977751127,0.10322575561888243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43629904244352186,0.057805960904680535 adhd,timmay5127,2019/08/11,Thank you all I was recently diagnosed with ADHD at age 22 and for most of my young adult life I've felt like something wasn't necessarily right in my brain but I just thought I was lazy or something. Since finding the subreddit its help me feel not as alone as I go on this journey. I'd like everyone to know that they're not alone and that they can get through this. So thank you all for letting me feel not as alone about being diagnosed later in life. <3,3.6733282674772014,4.952327457446813,4.2088449848024325,88.80500000000002,72.29787234042553,7.924620060790273,27.258358662613983,8.418075326091056,1.6161082066869301,367,13,80,6,7,116,65,94,0.032,0.7659999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9333,0,3,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,2,18,15,8,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,3,11,4,14,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052601963280068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306706367822059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066165881882452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34670293822899223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632001900393282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271631376958552,0.0,0.16398822405465868,0.0,0.1561018602584597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892323804149187,0.0,0.09706569261154632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447905952766242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938634578354874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746475846243495,0.2412725293024463,0.16688182838593374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863764755477728,0.0,0.0,0.14585643123271128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128187248888388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629698479739121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144868023720727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559069664201912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drkcty,2019/08/11,"Working is hard actually... When working a job this summer (as a cook for a concessions stand at a pool) I had trouble focusing on not only what I was doing, but what I already had done, and what I needed to do. I couldn’t think straight for a second. And I eventually quit because my boss was terrible and couldn’t do anything other than yell at me. Anyway— I was just wondering if anyone else has issues with being able to work a job (any job) because of the lack of focus. I literally can’t think past the next 30 seconds of what I’m doing, or else I forget things and get completely messed up and will never be able to get ANYTHING DONE. Let alone the emotional implications of ADHD I hate the physical and social ones. I just don’t understand why people think people with ADHD JUST can’t focus, like it’s more than not being able to focus. It’s so much worse and more complicated. TL;DR- I cannot work a job that requires a fast paced work mindset. I cannot focus on the future or past, I usually have to focus on the next 30 seconds and those 30 seconds only or else I can’t think straight.",3.4837556561085985,4.9105421719457,5.177737556561088,81.09520361990954,72.98190045248869,7.7339366515837105,26.12217194570136,8.313332769828598,1.755342081447964,864,29,167,14,17,294,114,221,0.133,0.821,0.046,-0.9602,4,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,7,5,5,1,0,14,0,27,1,0,1,1,34,38,16,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,10,1,1,6,2,0,0,11,4,0,5,7,2,17,1,22,24,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,11,121,28,11,0.2994677367755421,0.0,0.09741243745085207,0.0,0.2399346828021412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338608685183237,0.11015669808960807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678827767312109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979826817505247,0.10228002859546127,0.1642909540409548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170183518622026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466207479901146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043063117992097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501668672152888,0.11228696553902404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430635492679896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942142356426512,0.09855413035626867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418883767768244,0.396234026826528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207535013763848,0.0,0.04876826982962041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338108124314761,0.07401717742571666,0.07698932673388853,0.0,0.2123248902987936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764236290835049,0.1518391389005628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058389348865384,0.13840881478374994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617360009104372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175654826043462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631768586917115,0.255849111664716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039188250934384,0.0,0.0,0.10994046785836208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900743510710498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825332869822983,0.3633601316935429,0.0,0.10172773600626114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dextro_euphoria,2019/08/11,"Overtalking/oversharing during first few hours of Adderall. I noticed that I talk a lot after Adderall kicks in for an hour, can anyone offer any tips or help me understand why this happens? I work at a hospital and sometimes when I get really excited, I start to talk to some of the other providers and I feel like I am distracting them. I want to stop but sometimes I totally forget that I'm talking excessively. It makes me sad but I need to learn how to control it. Any tips/advice will help! Thank you (: <3",2.8357575757575764,5.323910202020206,4.004333333333335,83.98650000000005,78.2929292929293,7.192323232323233,27.07171717171717,8.238735603445708,2.0938153535353545,406,17,75,8,10,132,72,99,0.099,0.725,0.17600000000000002,0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,2,5,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,18,13,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,14,3,11,12,4,9,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,8,50,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755469390276129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432941502458025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256119066878007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148705597853697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083387048650796,0.12833836845039095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280587921354746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385705737819937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885941158328498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082440945156536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538281236810709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776543486437527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272768885302435,0.0,0.0,0.11991438066121647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332044336798693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452693481989773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508513735437095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553468435055779,0.0,0.12715360069520334,0.0,0.0,0.150191199085441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331753513658478,0.0,0.16539290848049132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870166997267773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595922966525063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210160047702935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307836430608458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,liesl16,2019/08/11,"I’d love to hear your stories! I’m trying to start a podcast to share the everyday experiences for those of us with ADHD. If anyone is interested in sharing their story for the podcast, feel free to message me and let me know!",4.91,5.746114666666667,6.5177777777777814,75.05000000000003,69.0,8.666666666666668,32.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,2.8307777777777785,180,8,33,3,3,62,37,45,0.0,0.701,0.299,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,9,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008877435477037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324072956395925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262966277547467,0.0,0.0,0.16866361462092894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759589704762637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332200049698244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410991384039664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010610193652423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361034027335076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647293949115185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40124506590303066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,QuietInSpaceKid,2019/08/11,Off meds? Let’s binge some junk food! Night time and the weekends are rough for me. No medication? Gotta get that dopamine hit and constantly stuff sugar in my mouth. I’m so tired of being a junky....,0.1545833333333313,2.545526625000001,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,95.25,4.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.3570833333333332,155,4,35,2,6,48,39,40,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.7645,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408889319926196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814428859889484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480938658794808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32256856935975553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35039337193429754,0.3177822662963745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960280630171906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611143000689287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394118770136025,0.3625628893283791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Runtywendo,2019/08/11,"Is this a normal coping mechanism? I haven't been explicitly diagnosed with ADD or ADHD, however I wanted to know if those of you who are definitely diagnosed experience the same things. I know that certainly I have attention issues, however it might not be exactly ADD or ADHD. Is it normal for those who have trouble focusing to create many distractions for themselves to help focus? For example, when I need to study I begin feeling extremely restless because I don't want to study. Even though I need to, some part of me always can't focus for some reason even if I'm sitting in an empty room with only the work I need to do. So, to cope, especially when I'm extremely restless, I'll put on some relaxing music, a podcast to simulate someone speaking in the background, then I may message 1-2 people so that I can vent my restlessness into those conversations. This happens all at the same time btw. And usually this intense multitasking usually helps me focus because I've set up outlets for me to vent my restlessness whenever I have a break in my focus. Does this happen for some of you? Just asking to see if this a normal symptom or if I'm just struggling on my own. Thanks!",7.747933333333332,7.3427146044444465,8.714500000000001,65.97975000000002,62.95555555555556,12.122222222222225,38.30555555555557,11.538034831475384,4.736088888888889,946,44,158,26,12,324,126,225,0.08800000000000001,0.812,0.1,0.5572,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,9,10,0,6,9,0,15,3,0,1,4,41,32,14,0,12,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,15,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,3,21,3,30,28,9,20,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,13,7,118,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318837881249434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037502371267392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400939116967764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172382759244838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26927293314880824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160824854340104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522750865157846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975668017620368,0.0,0.0,0.06707158100383395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346030579818204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782434899799138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845163136497166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458014099099298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134485789143879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072017413541935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950738061400642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899050848085037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088593439764663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143646499317485,0.0,0.09196247232061763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334940170613185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638579527957365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570449012782973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239350451362398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867407550824526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787363780336187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212585238517053,0.0,0.0,0.08812644426787038,0.0,0.1303274760536874,0.0,0.07734899956745643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29218940276706706,0.0,0.15648024283303708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965704275569206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,n0b0dyn00ne001,2019/08/11,Am i crazy Is talking laughing and having conversations with yourself healthy,10.475,14.07276983333334,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,59.0,8.133333333333335,53.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,6.240566666666667,66,5,7,1,1,19,12,12,0.147,0.491,0.36200000000000004,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,poppy3chicken,2019/08/11,"How to talk to my parents about potentially having ADHD? I’m 16, but I think I might have ADHD. I meet most of the symptoms in which if I talk to my parents, they’d probably agree they noticed. However, I’m afraid they would think I don’t have ADHD. Not too long ago, I told my mom, who’s in the medical field, that one of my friends suggested I’d have it, but she said I don’t. How can I talk to my parents?",2.603970037453184,2.9491907640449466,4.646685393258426,88.16793071161051,73.94382022471909,8.18052434456929,27.192883895131093,8.344100000000001,1.5396277153558056,314,11,75,5,6,109,52,89,0.0,0.903,0.09699999999999999,0.8299,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,2,0,11,16,5,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,17,1,9,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,3,2,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463343778385562,0.0,0.13432356380953592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707288885408512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410064097582666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265208063392144,0.0,0.1607510134081015,0.0,0.17747190359355774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725196581255164,0.0,0.0,0.10268169048751268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504773514671636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337662504269765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414119114639903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749928633419324,0.0,0.365385926268554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419057943803933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447948764272988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764365555047596,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EscapedTestSubject02,2019/08/11,"Diagnosed with depression, responded well to Wellbutrin, now doc thinks I have ADHD? I have rewritten this post three times, and now I think it's finally short enough. In summary I went to the doctor for depression meds four months ago, as I'd been diagnosed with depression in the past. My symptoms are lack of energy, extreme brain fog, no motivation, can't concentrate, crappy short-term memory, no interest in hobbies, being unable to finish anything I started. My mood wasn't extremely *low* per se, but I just felt numb and hollow and constantly irritable and overwhelmed with daily life. I responded really, really well to Wellbutrin. Holy shit, it was like someone had switched my brain ""on"" for the first time in my life. I could *get stuff done* for once. I had focus, I had motivation, I could think clearly and remember things and it was glorious. But I still have some rather dramatic mood swings. Last week the brain fog seemed to come back and I freaked out (crying, etc.) and made an emergency appointment with the doctor. After hearing my symptoms -- once again, that I couldn't concentrate or ""think clearly"" and had lost motivation -- she suggested that I might not have depression as much as ADHD. She did say that she's had ADHD patients who initially responded well to Wellbutrin (because of its effects on dopamine/norepinephrine), and referred me to a psych for an evaluation. Boom, my mood swung way back up in just a few hours. (Alarmingly fast, but my partner confirms that I've always had crazy mood swings.) Has anyone else had a similar reaction to Wellbutrin? I know you guys can't diagnose me, but my psych evaluation isn't until the end of the month and I want to know if my doctor was way off base in suggesting that I might have ADHD.",4.890535714285715,7.334657125,5.350267857142857,77.05937500000002,71.5,9.446428571428571,30.17857142857143,9.871247098662263,3.3735133928571432,1400,60,240,39,28,447,174,320,0.122,0.763,0.115,-0.6755,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,6,12,20,1,2,12,0,30,15,4,5,2,52,46,21,0,7,10,0,1,1,1,2,11,3,0,2,13,17,0,0,14,0,0,2,8,11,3,3,18,4,33,5,36,22,6,42,0,7,0,0,14,13,1,6,25,165,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027043240493578,0.0,0.0742576554240806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970391840198427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857440882865032,0.08583296357627844,0.06893613380713835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882896766419386,0.0,0.05106583039794258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805473582201567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216102523722195,0.0,0.09052634748482236,0.0,0.13376814666615386,0.0,0.09201816093695324,0.0,0.0,0.2886062636540453,0.2550764375225989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572285290014733,0.0,0.08572649255127178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997965584141556,0.0,0.07419596006085702,0.08655750812948397,0.09342645454289193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043299200403141,0.09176668777965492,0.0,0.07125529956902528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043766723993679035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294614588365026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441564721840913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249724774531311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207635239754916,0.06828428679749049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833942060198067,0.04092612395055275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914455954339902,0.0,0.0,0.07926584508141757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305034328538883,0.0,0.0,0.17773491149559756,0.0,0.0,0.1337299187838343,0.0,0.061581090267807365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784260853376718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996859510441545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022915728679808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733128830295806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094895852925902,0.0,0.0,0.06661780887293736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626168295796758,0.0,0.0,0.0859894015625928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709786272655733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929332009637533,0.0,0.06689937509476601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958973892718993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413962825951818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556535190089323,0.21470748282050506,0.0,0.0,0.0976947170287405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941011884332787,0.1329865368088523,0.06719578837037793,0.0,0.2259597115231779,0.07765626175347347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoofyGoober84,2019/08/11,YELLING NOISES INTENSIFIES Do any of you just need your Jacksepticeye or whatever to yell random shit from time to time? Yelling makes life so much more enjoyable,4.610714285714284,8.111728642857145,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,84.0,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.269685714285714,134,6,22,4,4,40,25,28,0.109,0.787,0.105,-0.037000000000000005,0,0,0,0,2,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30686877389616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318734647520422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012161181028816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317242386448586,0.33459975530791297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632066213967302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526260666789876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,johval,2019/08/11,"Is Strattera used Or prescribed for the “inattentive type” version of ADHD or the hyperactive type? I have all the symptoms of the inattentive type and what I’ve called laziness and missing deadline and putting things off has hurt me and work and home life. I feel like adderall would have been the best candidate to treat my symptoms but I was prescribed Strattera. I asked the doctor to reconsider but she said let’s try this first like as if it was “Lite” version of adderall. If anything, it’s the opposite. It’s made me a zombie who has little feeling and my favorite things to do don’t seem fun anymore. Lights are on no ones home. This seems like the perfect medication for the hyperactive type but for someone like me who hasn’t gotten things done in the last 20 years, it just seems like now I don’t care that things haven’t gotten done. I was hoping the meds would make me tackle the day and be a go getter.",5.382340823970036,6.417642196629218,5.177022471910113,84.36568352059928,68.04494382022472,7.731086142322098,30.563670411985026,7.793537801064563,1.9063692883895127,733,28,142,8,12,226,100,178,0.034,0.75,0.21600000000000005,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,2,13,0,0,14,0,21,5,0,3,2,28,37,15,0,5,8,0,2,5,0,2,5,1,2,0,14,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,10,4,13,11,13,23,4,11,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,8,10,96,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154603949017766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275793398738592,0.0,0.0,0.1058622704562212,0.0,0.1202638878102574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350029461205791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135893894795256,0.0,0.13116016482491846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296412597666987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167161449462347,0.0,0.26329301161900165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009158446822566,0.09190262184334756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942371406436648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311081086519478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580789395502129,0.1277715768986458,0.0,0.0,0.1377150475108785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486125690033367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154623620349093,0.09086439184744466,0.3142424852617432,0.12893413355238836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217251659837216,0.08587023594387477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289342994605295,0.12959434065902822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717186114479085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293217984145101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236900113547225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513354083358954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089988402485862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267418774536004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34185890944490194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734018775714254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111062928666228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365367377381242,0.0,0.0,0.182768665965914,0.0,0.0,0.08284190757097477 adhd,Yoggi_booboo,2019/08/11,"If my adhd meds help me focus, what would help me understand things? or am I just stupid? I've had issues with my meds, for example, it might motivate me enough to start cleaning my room, but 20 minutes in, I might lay back down in bed. &#x200B; Today I had errands to run and started feeling tired ( I imagine my adderall was wearing off) and when I came home and took my second dose, I found myself laying back down in bed and taking a nap. I've been in situations where I'm listening to someone, and I'm focused on someone but, the information just isn't coming through. &#x200B; Do you think my anxiety might have something to do with it? Do you think it's possible that although my meds allow me to focus, my anxiety makes it difficult to really take that info in? &#x200B; I will be seeing my doctor in a few weeks and I'm hoping he can prescribe me something that will help with my anxiety. Hopefully that will help. 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For those of us who realized we’ve just been blabbing on and on and on...and didn’t realize that the victim on the other side of the conversation lost interest long, long ago...",7.03923076923077,6.050538179487183,8.050897435897442,72.07326923076926,64.64102564102564,11.902564102564106,34.884615384615394,11.20814326018867,3.850015384615385,155,6,30,4,2,53,29,39,0.11199999999999999,0.812,0.076,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617582891275506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912026338634553,0.0,0.0,0.42630291272994303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697521059183829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,W13th,2019/08/11,"Adderall IR + Effexor XR ?? I'm 35 & was diagnosed w/ ADHD in the 3rd grade. Started on Adderall XR but am currently on IR @ 60mg/day. Next up was clinical depression. Diagnosed @ 17. Runs in the family & hit me hard, fast. Luckily, this problem was simple & finding the solution was even simpler. In short, it was unnecessary. An illogical function that went directly against who I am. 45+ minutes of introspective Q&A went a long way. Who knew? Anyway, Cluster headaches began @ 17 & remain an issue. Excrutiating pain @ the exact same time every day for 3 months @ a time. Clockwork. CH's, like ADHD, are truly immovable. No cure & no amount of introspect can stop em. Doc prescribes Effexor XR for em @ 175mg/day & says it works great for headaches. I've read about what Adderall XR + Effexor XR experiences are like &, truthfully, it's scary. Can anyone share w/ me what a day or two on Adderall IR @ 60mg/day + Effexor XR @ 175mg/day wld be like before I take that leap??",2.305923913043479,5.1386399184782645,4.0756521739130465,80.09108695652175,84.59782608695653,7.765217391304348,28.108695652173914,8.587818076936951,2.8443934782608697,771,37,137,21,23,258,114,184,0.132,0.7070000000000001,0.161,0.8059,1,0,0,0,1,0,63.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,9,0,12,4,0,0,2,9,20,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,9,2,4,6,14,9,2,24,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,15,57,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417167690641006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7723542270929014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230367350660025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582104454324526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34478872169279845,0.0,0.07674524925749797,0.18087761533226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885243187066822,0.0,0.07507406536863657,0.0,0.0,0.0871609285391198,0.08399943565920784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143955276730552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982376084870542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981979100499648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300155283827882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059531878324446,0.0,0.0,0.0788543435587288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112205965531522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476324404871816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481306755290997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526061047337162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891282343118057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085917377136974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630683557936308,0.0,0.0,0.07449503536827454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699521020151683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391465957230728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870417793420147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072670416828454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652008265993791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486886165591528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sexliesvideotape,2019/08/11,"How do you cope when you are about to run out of meds and you're not sure medicaid will cover it? **TL;DR: I am out of adderall, and I am not sure if I can secure my dosage--how do you cope w/this?** in 2018, I was forced to get ""prior"" authorization b/c my dosage was too ""low"" and for a child. Real reason, I have anxiety and they're like ""uhh uppers will make her more anxious"" with my sweet doctor snarkily writing that ""maybe she is anxious b/c of her undiagnosed ADHD?"" this was medicaid...private insurance has been better mostly. Now they're saying TW: for rage and erasure &#x200B; that I shouldn't take 30mg adderral, b/c this medicine is only for kids, it stops at 17 years old. You MAGICALLY get cured when you turn 18. How do you deal with this possibility? Do you like for alternatives? Coffee or create a better system? For me, too, I get scared. I had such low self-steem in college, b/c I seemed so ditzy, and even moments happen that end up with me crying b/c people comment on my affects so much, I am afraid it'll get worse. How do you cope with that feeling?",0.1359021406727834,2.5141406330275267,2.237577981651377,91.963003058104,92.21100917431193,4.741529051987769,18.275840978593273,6.42735559955562,0.030491253822630068,830,24,175,10,30,277,130,218,0.138,0.772,0.08900000000000001,-0.868,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,8,0,2,13,13,1,2,2,0,23,1,0,6,2,31,33,15,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,2,10,12,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,3,27,8,22,24,3,21,0,2,0,0,17,10,0,4,11,108,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854792420710824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609716163126046,0.1805244194402715,0.0,0.0,0.11365287804718435,0.3356754551106091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627897892109997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631931980212351,0.0,0.15316541963099095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206399056670952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315857204631936,0.0,0.0,0.09812669627310157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751196282862937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104792176985533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137676379966928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451640628784187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916921576946017,0.0,0.14925490263021268,0.0,0.16502376208236302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921338740211717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589542972962556,0.0,0.0,0.11299143061550053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029972252572738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674862768229789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691010716983293,0.0,0.1527509876999393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814595254289832,0.1487408692180057,0.0,0.0,0.13524925733866036,0.15498714090635066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420815040405972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800441197127829,0.0,0.11170343236866816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615975652050012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140183891784184,0.0,0.0,0.1805244194402715,0.09567188113969173 adhd,Ultracrepidarian1,2019/08/11,"I just found out that I don't have ADHD. Hi everyone. I don't really post much at all on Reddit, but I didn't know where else to turn to with this. I've been crying in my room for the past hour because I just found out that the extremely expensive and in-depth psychological testing I just had done says that I don't have ADHD. I am nineteen years old, and my entire life, inside and outside of school I've struggled with all of the symptoms of ADHD, so I feel utterly confused and lost right now. I just finished my first year of college and these ADHD-seeming obstacles made it extremely difficult. I couldn't focus at all on my schoolwork for more than five minutes, I struggled to manage my time and tasks, I couldn't sit in one place. I'm very sensitive to noise, so I can't read or sometimes even speak if there's a lot of noise going on. I have very low motivation, impulsivity, and I'm always forgetting what I'm about to do. In addition to those, I have 99% of other symptoms I see mentioned here. I've been suspecting I had ADHD for at least four years, and when I was thirteen I had my first round of testing done, which said that I was borderline ADHD. It didn't really mean anything to me because I didn't care about trying in school at that age. My junior and senior year in high school, I started caring about school. I started noticing a lot of these obstacles that I had assumed were just flaws in my personality. Senior year, I found r/ADHD, and I felt the way a lot of users feel upon discovering it. Everything suddenly made sense. Nearly every post was something that I thought I was crazy for experiencing, and it felt so great to have finally found people who struggled the same way I did. My therapist had suspected ADHD for a long time, so I started looking into getting re-tested. It took from the summer before my freshman year of college (one year ago) all the way until right now to finally get tested (insurance complications, etc). My freshman year was absolute hell, a large portion of it due to these ADHD-seeming obstacles I've mentioned (in addition to depression). I was so frustrated and exasperated, and finally ready to get the confirmation and start getting treated. The psychiatrist also said she was fairly certain it was ADHD, and that the testing was just for confirmation/more information. My dad just told me that the results came back and that I don't have ADHD. The psychiatrist is stumped. I'm really confused, sad, and lost, because I thought all of these things that I struggled with that finally made sense when I found this community would be able to be treated, but now no one knows what's wrong with me. I feel pretty pessimistic about this next year because I was so certain I would be getting the treatment I needed. I can't imagine it going well without it. I guess it's weird to ask for support from an ADHD community when I officially don't have ADHD (lol!). I just don't really know what to think or what to do. Thank you for taking the time to look at this.",6.2286961839530335,6.539415768835617,6.960579256360083,74.87776712328768,65.96917808219177,9.893463796477498,33.46653620352251,9.749128247673873,3.1737041682974567,2395,98,442,47,35,794,238,584,0.154,0.7829999999999999,0.063,-0.9951,0,0,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,0,5,31,26,2,6,20,1,50,3,0,5,7,88,104,33,0,6,14,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,39,27,0,0,23,1,1,4,15,16,1,7,43,14,61,10,70,54,14,80,1,5,4,0,15,27,1,10,43,310,100,16,0.04406872199434273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6885065198262206,0.0,0.03906426309345208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03524174105728516,0.03666870697100712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03626480330288196,0.0,0.04119830622452463,0.0,0.0,0.033886127013780604,0.0,0.10745553558664783,0.0,0.037499236602441734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040287792003331,0.08986199819918411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048407421803019615,0.0,0.0,0.03795632567919649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019520586737413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036813762451376714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914827406425831,0.02910697525524765,0.0,0.0371297989486282,0.04210955238918645,0.03960612576091738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684740987184082,0.0,0.08462576802606915,0.19310052353075607,0.0,0.07496966483174172,0.0,0.2415953952339412,0.0,0.0,0.11512044186309887,0.0,0.050090540546963734,0.0,0.0,0.04858592157501829,0.04854666562841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656102432775494,0.0,0.0,0.04339881419638167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265705133433656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031127041611546363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038999432203185455,0.0740132549680013,0.0,0.0962124316575809,0.11239695458153533,0.0,0.12509667086450366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800375744038484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032395581277982866,0.032676398966056314,0.0,0.0,0.04686758578973427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017253207608193,0.04624271057610513,0.0,0.08958631959256834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042068581623432084,0.030551703061304725,0.03847910823561273,0.04604243493473703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441130790135587,0.044833733259785666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044080647616375014,0.0,0.11292620701477855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526889559152512,0.08383889250482729,0.03504521651888596,0.0,0.17839959750022366,0.03511706583282058,0.08023701879640542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033926255194204516,0.04358509288670859,0.0,0.1247682729922524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428078629543326,0.0,0.0,0.05000866348119741,0.0,0.09160855152881343,0.03313419451962443,0.0,0.0,0.040572558392864715,0.0,0.05116718283188289,0.029277300720382725,0.028237457636970963,0.0,0.06997128547898711,0.07709047855852749,0.0,0.0,0.04210955238918645,0.048961971634283764,0.029919769487273613,0.047934114877763306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272262179051826,0.0,0.10493910086683247,0.0,0.0,0.03962307351366368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248067540653474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261031142275576,0.048182229476936886,0.0,0.2554093090309627 adhd,PappaBearJay,2019/08/11,"Trying to be a friend to someone I love. So I am a first time poster just going through a little issue and wanted to share it as I need it out of my head. I am a 32 year old who has been diagnosed with ADHD and depression/anxiety. I have been dating constantly since I left home. My relationships I found were strained by my mental health issues and the most recent one of 3 years I found someone who I fell in love with. Sadly as a result of my mental health our relationship became more like a live in best friend. Thus, 5 months ago she had said that she couldn’t continue in our relationship. Although this news was a lot to handle, we were still living together and spent our days together so it didn’t affect my life too much. However recently it came to my attention that she will likely start to date other people. In the last few months I have been very motivated to pursue therapy and had changed my meds (as in now off of them and on medical cbd) and have seen a huge improvement on my mood and symptoms. Although my “friend” has moved out I still want her around and she is over and hangs out often. The problem I face now is I have an ADHD mind that hyper focused on the fact that now I won’t get to grow old with this wonderful and amazing person. I won’t get to share my time and help make her smile like I think I can. Long story short is I’m frustrated and sad that I wasn’t able to be who she needs to love me. My indicision and constant need for assistance remembering things and her need to try and motivate me must have been exhausting and overwhelming. I’m trying hard to not resent my own mind and the consequences it had on my relationship. The main reason I am posting is I would appreciate some help. I love her so much I just want her to be happy, even if it’s not with me. I just want her to smile. But I’m having a hard time not being the one that will be there to see it. I know that in good relationships it takes two active people who are able to have their own lives and share them to make the others better. I have a hard time seeing how I will change so that I am not a burden on her. I want to be able to be her friend, but my adhd mind fights me and says I can make her love me again (which I know will make things worse). I’m afraid my recent motivation will turn to crushing depression when she starts to see someone else. I know it may not be the case but my mind keeps saying I’m going to be jealous and unable to control my own insecurities and end up pushing her away to protect myself. I just don’t want to act in a way that makes it impossible to be her friend. I also don’t want to live my life to 40 with the dreamy hopes that I’ll just get better and somehow it will all work out. I’m at a point now that I’m trying to understand my thinking with therapy and just needed to rant and cry a little as I sit here beside my new best friend and old love trying to just be happy that I’m blessed to have met the person that helped me be a better me. I know I can keep that trend going with a lot of effort and work. It’s just a hard realization that you can not convince someone to love you again. I say this with the hope that she will, welcome to my mind, hope it makes some sense. Thanks for being here my newfound redit friends. 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I dont have insurance currently and am struggling with my symptoms, I have tried all my coping skills and haven't gotten anywhere, I feel myself going into a depression. I hate that the doctors think I'm doing this because I'm an addict but I'm not, I am just trying my best to live with my ADHD. I am aking if anyone knows a legit online pharmacy where I can get my meds online without a perscription?",5.110302197802199,6.066370634615383,6.65620879120879,73.80307692307693,68.61538461538461,8.250549450549451,31.203296703296704,8.418075326091056,2.6760373626373632,422,17,69,6,7,145,67,104,0.069,0.852,0.079,0.4678,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,6,0,11,5,0,0,1,15,22,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,16,1,8,19,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,52,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002609838313065,0.37488194835078203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090551414217659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507550254853953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367682648572762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433339545120848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789138152470341,0.0,0.0,0.1827911376435267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886115936774125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297172673686353,0.0,0.08863914342673165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398425927627182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454080637366986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571490377042915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772094634829934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197296165301699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304965836730145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210852287498098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993679565677778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178152281193152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034577942691058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stuckinthemiddlewme,2019/08/11,"Concerta: doesn't work unless I eat + sleep a lot So I've been on concerta for over a month now. I've recently gone back to the gym, because the concerta has allowed me to get off my ass (great!). I've noticed that since going back, despite taking my medication, my symptoms are really bad? When I wasn't going to the gym, I was fine? I'm wondering it's whether because exercising requires me to eat more calories, and when even when I'm not exercising, if i don't eat, the drugs don't work? I'm also not sleeping great at the moment.",2.621929292929291,4.175305536363638,4.83848484848485,82.14217171717173,75.45454545454545,8.161616161616159,28.58585858585859,8.841846274778883,2.3175555555555563,419,18,86,9,9,146,67,110,0.113,0.8690000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.8914,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,7,0,8,11,3,1,0,10,17,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,4,0,3,6,1,0,0,4,0,9,3,10,13,2,16,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,9,52,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057719520660482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511087868605488,0.1363343166695754,0.1990713572226797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935620774839096,0.5012372002984163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784674864957072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530852312315615,0.0,0.18559475482137536,0.0,0.0,0.3600397242282377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881719649023144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449024156768294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033077219208994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589854866304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460314200525288,0.0,0.16122206522976665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350692184838957,0.0,0.3268014393657855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971334781854386,0.12276834390133595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707323011896128,0.2377436444279201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elrhodes96,2019/08/11,"Tips on being successful in college with ADHD? I can't take ADHD medication because I'm breastfeeding my baby. I am on Zoloft, however. I'm worried because I'm starting back to school this month, and I've never been good in school. Anyone have any tips on how to be successful in school?? I've already gotten extra time on tests and assignments approved. What else can I do?",3.272440476190475,5.7403694583333325,4.81031746031746,78.89500000000002,76.6388888888889,7.447619047619049,28.341269841269842,8.418075326091056,2.482826984126985,299,13,51,6,7,100,49,72,0.062,0.784,0.154,0.8296,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,5,14,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,10,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,5,30,6,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775973543231672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192702903729731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351227517101886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893559625239174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278796487187102,0.0,0.2422512403058647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598827720662584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666005626783412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016925384905498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860037151521406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532496191455106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032847474337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064081816809434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493976029265112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586351473732415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178940253336888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cocops89,2019/05/01,"How to focus in class? I'm literally writing this while in a class I'm supposed to be paying attention to but I just can't focus. I have my doodle book and in the past that has been enough but this teacher is so boring and a little confusing I just keep zoning out. I'm not on any medication and I normally have no desire to be but at times like this ADHD just pisses me off. I've never really had this much ttouble constantly in classes, especially in ones where the teacher's tests are unexpected and not multiple choice and I can't do my normal ""study for multiple choice"" style. What does everyone else do to pay attention in classes, meetings, ect. ?",4.042558139534884,5.6529136046511645,5.814643410852714,76.35080232558141,71.86821705426357,9.191007751937986,28.403875968992253,9.642632912329526,2.809244341085272,521,20,96,13,10,179,83,129,0.107,0.84,0.053,-0.7147,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,4,0,13,2,1,1,1,24,17,11,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,2,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,8,1,16,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,1,6,69,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944126250508116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659155950083931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26473119862504235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143794779034606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464537325304025,0.0,0.0,0.2531249024595517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340843340200683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774524367878545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968252502757147,0.24552954150898496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678677528973866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008498400939946,0.0,0.18894000250318516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800474317931954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660015583900353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385658012880714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569374076821997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284702883151765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kdzw4047,2019/05/01,"Medication advice I’m 30 years old and about a month ago, I was diagnosed with ADHD along with a few other things. Originally, I was prescribed Vyvanse but my insurance wouldn’t cover enough of it and it was still $200 for a 30 day supply. Since my insurance “preferred” adderall, we have been trying this. I haven’t noticed too many positive or negative effects except one: terrible irritability. I’ve only been on the medication for a month and a very low dose (10mg) but I can’t deal with the irritability. Usually I would have just asked to switch to something else but I’m leaving from the US to go to Poland on Monday. I’ll be gone three months. I’m considering telling my doctor that I want to ween myself off of the adderall and try something else when I return. Does anyone have any suggestions on what to do or if the irritability goes away eventually?",4.076282271944926,6.144227746987956,5.525851979345958,76.56385542168678,72.73493975903614,8.598278829604133,28.122203098106713,9.23628265651192,2.5804058519793465,690,27,127,16,14,232,107,166,0.132,0.83,0.039,-0.9454,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,10,0,14,5,0,2,0,23,21,11,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,6,0,13,0,22,12,2,21,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,13,85,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187406054265003,0.15237989947908673,0.1382288033270929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604255450837942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903482464853873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578010994078422,0.0,0.1465080098446007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005665094172056,0.1607642713873942,0.0,0.1582728430010594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960819815996008,0.1364615802815695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605308241677615,0.0,0.0,0.1611246773061153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862263011656056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651148409692375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809571309032958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141803840365328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734024432285854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753538706658664,0.1636297229067032,0.0,0.10566699391491416,0.11859716807934635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899275522470272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009594885462085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453154506250455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629587186840636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359765992627387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174206830188666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757309447461354,0.0,0.17174265133127434,0.12866441331382852,0.09197572372784377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077322005537607,0.0,0.0,0.10041836010203352 adhd,ztimmmy,2019/05/01,Reminder Mother's Day is May 12th (Sunday) Order the gifts you want to buy online now.,1.66,4.237743529411766,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,84.29411764705883,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-0.9990941176470592,68,1,12,0,2,22,17,17,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7379220987169058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.674885898671203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strangelyestranged,2019/05/01,"I don’t feel human I’ve been diagnosed with ADD since I was 14, but no one in my family will tell me how exactly this impacts/has impacted me. Other than ‘now I have no excuse not to reach my full potential at school’ it’s treated as something that is purely an academic stumbling block. Through research I realized a lot of my personal issues with socialising and retaining friends were contributed to by ADD. But I’m not sure what else comes into it and no one else will talk to me about what exactly my ADD is and whether what I experience is natural. Some days I wake up and I feel like I’m made of colours and motions. Like I genuinely feel as though I’m vibrating beneath my skin and there’s this thrumming in my chest that keeps rising and rising as if I could fly away and I feel like if I’m a million different shades of pink, gold, orange and yellow. When I feel like this everything is so incredibly positive. Like I could do anything, the possibilities are endless and all my thoughts are tumbling around too fast for me to catch and I feel sorta overwhelmed but I like it because even though I know it’s not actually something I could physically do, when I feel this way even flying is a possibility. People either love me or hate me when I’m this way. My mom goes mad because I’m talking too fast, no one can understand me, dad has to make me repeat myself multiple times, but there’s not enough time I have to go, there’s so much to do. But when I think back on it I know I’ve made a lot of plans but I have no idea what I actually did. Then there’s the flipside. I go through the day and I’m not really there. I just feel heavy and empty. Like just moving is a humongous effort. Those days hurt, there’s a dull ache in my ribs, in the sternum. The only emotion I can think to describe it is miserable. I am miserable. I know it sounds stupid but I feel like I’m a dark grey, disappearing into everything but I’m still there and I hate it because I just wish I didn’t exist. I’d like to die, just not to have to feel this nothingness but making that happen just feels like too much effort. I cry those days, I don’t speak if I can help it and I hide away because I don’t want to be angry and these kind of days progress into a rage. I flip flop between moods a lot. A facet of that is that one week I’m the greatest girlfriend in the world and the next my boyfriend is scared I’ve fallen out of love with him. And I don’t know if I have a balance between these two moods anymore. Am I reading too much into this, does everyone feel like this? Is it simply another part of my ADD that I have to deal with or what? Or is not my ADD at all. I’m sorry if this didn’t make sense. :(",2.1751726190476184,3.849081219642855,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.98214285714286,7.238095238095237,24.523809523809533,8.07648339933343,1.2835773809523814,2113,72,463,36,48,704,235,560,0.165,0.7020000000000001,0.133,-0.9604,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,4,32,30,5,4,20,0,44,7,4,6,6,112,91,49,1,10,31,2,13,11,2,2,1,2,0,2,35,34,0,3,22,1,0,10,19,11,0,6,9,19,63,17,54,76,14,52,0,5,4,2,16,20,0,13,31,316,98,4,0.0,0.0,0.13070640599703887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022403845698755,0.0,0.0,0.06641639049645492,0.0,0.0,0.05511072482749496,0.059617629404467486,0.0,0.0,0.1258413154241632,0.05149590929058196,0.0,0.16329752028287506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768885177466473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041063911911058,0.0,0.07356356190087722,0.2159510228502371,0.06904328099895497,0.0,0.067973289584308,0.06950443945522163,0.06996954983827207,0.0,0.0,0.0586060270210053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188992894172717,0.07533240153919799,0.0,0.06919806419117301,0.0,0.08846630108291144,0.0,0.0,0.06399284548566718,0.12037689988626615,0.06550965441625982,0.0631334944845819,0.0,0.4063454231486233,0.2870609187677636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174096951394399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612135583608193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059221479898055075,0.0,0.0,0.13223831075503872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488867792330881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169292756776884,0.07560114442859847,0.0,0.06989943416994142,0.0,0.05952614382464772,0.0,0.06973910254878367,0.14722016567675086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599005418211371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080687253856364,0.12088634487297127,0.12673754489110908,0.13410927963986938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843462686617958,0.0,0.07117866783412144,0.14769229138180212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122351118837572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152281947279345,0.050933814651211516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252214310365583,0.0,0.04642866766325725,0.05847574927868762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509975567855646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698827016140901,0.0,0.04290279109351749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704880027221022,0.06777736421907847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055398397722013416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031137821881743,0.0,0.07496759673887969,0.0,0.0,0.05348244597374335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631185710717775,0.0,0.0,0.10765613489130624,0.0585348603840705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582353223658504,0.1315956589768884,0.053166816150249235,0.07810166265392428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542010256249743,0.06971828494821952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950072788947871,0.1063155711101871,0.05371941241739635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701236407423664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aramos21,2019/05/01,"Mobile Game Recomendations? So I get tired of games pretty easily, and I recently started playing the new GOT Conquest game. I was enjoying it A LOT, so I decided to say fuck it and spent like $30 bucks on it. Aaand now its been 3 days and I don't find it any more funs....Has anyone found any mobile games that's kept you intrested for more than a couple days? I'm tired of wasting money like this 😔",1.5193072289156646,3.520823987951811,3.5261295180722922,88.26100150602413,80.20481927710844,7.041566265060243,21.218373493975907,8.07648339933343,1.0252421686746986,313,9,67,6,8,106,62,83,0.14300000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.184,0.3825,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,6,4,6,5,3,7,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,8,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303595815380231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560812857040231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469897470256581,0.0,0.287918105783161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401991387771207,0.0,0.0,0.2447502615361844,0.0,0.2063641810166423,0.1166237387383624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785301937078727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810897191539527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977447813153173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558819459639209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270959661783009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204037688833441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751426719627605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799694473016668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513119313852852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frenetic_Joker,2019/05/01,"Finally got out of contractor hell! Short backstory: Have always been told by my parents/teachers etc growing up that I needed to pay more attention, do better and focus on homework more etc and my parents kept me out of public school specifically so I wouldn’t get an ADHD diagnosis despite having a shitload of glaring symptoms. Fast forward to November of 2017 and I lost my job I had been in for a year and a half(just before my sons first birthday) and that sent my family into a tailspin, fairly typical ADHD financial mismanagement pre job loss caused a lot of issues etc. Started job hunting and got my shit kind of together. Enter IT contract hell, get a contract to hire job, finish contract and not get hired or get outright fired for almost a year. Last September get a call for another contract job at great startup in a new field that’s going to be a huge part of the future, get said job. ADHD symptoms very muted because new, interesting job keeps my attention(when I get comfortable that’s when it really hits me usually). Worried about losing it so I seek an ADHD diagnosis through the VA in October. Get diagnosis, get Adderall prescription in November. It’s hard to describe to people without ADHD how life changing my first dose was, I wasn’t in a fog, my mind wasn’t going 200mph through 50 different things. I felt great, I felt like I could take on the world. I felt what normal feels like for the first time I can remember(you guys prob understand the felling better than any) It’s hard to believe myself how my performance at work has improved. I went from someone who was pretty good at his job to a true asset to the team, I was making myself known to my team and managers and even above my manager as someone who is a true asset to the team. I was even the last candidate to become my teams team lead after six or so months with the company(didn’t get it, software dev with a focus in the field we are in did, manager would have been stupid not to hire him considering how well he did on his interview/practical) but I was still a contractor and nervous due to my past failings. Cut to last Thursday. Manager calls and tells me she’s been fighting my contracting company for weeks and has managed to get three contractors converted to employees outside of the normal process(it takes a ~$20k conversion fee and they don’t do that for my position) and I’m one of them... I’m over the moon right now, after a series of shitty contracts and failures to finally be in this position is unspeakably validating, I’ve always known I’m intelligent and had far more potential than my performance indicated and Adderall has helped me to translate that into real world results, it’s not the magic bullet but it’s already brought me a hell of a long way. I don’t know how many people outside this community will understand how much this means after a long long string of mediocrity to slightly above average performance but it feels fucking great.",6.8735705249841885,7.485858564516133,7.305211891208099,71.91899430740038,64.60931899641578,10.579042799915667,35.945814885093824,10.46071229359064,3.965301539110268,2381,109,406,56,34,780,277,558,0.094,0.8220000000000001,0.085,-0.8453,12,0,0,0,2,0,51.0,1,0,2,20,15,27,8,1,35,0,35,6,1,9,2,68,77,32,0,6,9,2,8,2,0,3,4,1,1,1,22,24,0,2,12,5,2,10,9,13,1,6,27,9,48,14,72,43,9,70,3,4,0,1,28,27,5,4,36,266,70,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575933186766261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059590009130729614,0.0,0.06567003783576482,0.0,0.09903307818696386,0.0,0.0,0.040468392695549936,0.0624007329899009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627634206528136,0.06572339197198912,0.050638066312746664,0.06704664912123931,0.0,0.10526235267713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215313818687538,0.0,0.0,0.06113248604098698,0.06295299235944085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751336664933225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062174595662934734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199105938150824,0.0786107172668541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056100110711587464,0.0,0.06017942195842318,0.042513485261969804,0.17141489966193765,0.13037914903766096,0.0,0.1518558457379477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055015427042153064,0.34200292096081697,0.0,0.06764106002342761,0.049913612018312764,0.09519011291949772,0.19682777636237145,0.0,0.058923603858466914,0.0,0.0,0.1066173618242688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039887857020323984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621122912271027,0.4724307097939472,0.05289463677021948,0.0,0.06196982134212407,0.03270477763376837,0.14552416711406355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04203320760781769,0.058146516379616986,0.0,0.0,0.15799168300421734,0.0,0.06657573093128233,0.06496147569668059,0.05059271383567275,0.0,0.0,0.03972294736557666,0.06033313164213613,0.0,0.06482311835566629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008747043142585,0.0,0.0474997884138992,0.0,0.043746213033244885,0.04412542247852542,0.0,0.11494898516337768,0.0,0.0,0.11661303874281445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032506972820172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607808097510362,0.06444281740416359,0.05680839982198034,0.08251256856172677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605423940206077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773465856734087,0.03812320781277562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050820652252993766,0.05660701100739535,0.0,0.0,0.060226630372226087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108548359568309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084414341037654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042121018012251765,0.0,0.04752423677397154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123705982506019,0.08948723714524562,0.0,0.05201378721140842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953536204095503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03470037542998855,0.0,0.0,0.056863725757682684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390264585060433,0.0,0.0,0.06554113194340037,0.049101438833361134,0.0,0.04723574513290814,0.04773480398290547,0.0,0.05350604454622657,0.05516575551454323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057364881345512576,0.0,0.043323509164940224,0.060434624666580325,0.0,0.04227372860012815,0.0,0.0,0.07664412931755846 adhd,its2017now,2019/05/01,"Why do I feel the need to remind everyone at work that I have ADHD? Title is rhetorical for the most part. I’m just irritated with myself. I know lately I’ve been coming off as “that guy” who won’t shut up about their medical condition - it has been unintentional. I’m afraid it looks like I’m trying to use it as a “crutch” or I’m unable to take responsibility for my actions. I don’t consciously feel like I have to “prove” I have ADHD, but I think maybe my unconscious self does feel that way. It could stem from never getting a proper diagnosis, or that I went through childhood thinking I was just stupid and lazy and messy. But I also... find some sort of comfort through community. I’m not alone in the way my brain functions. Acknowledging that my struggle to stay on task is due to my ADHD is almost like announcing “I’m not the only one like this!! There’s dozens of us!” and I guess generally I just want people to know I’m not like this because I’m careless. I just can’t prioritize and organize my to-do list in my brain that well. My intention is to come off as lighthearted and mildly self deprecating. I’m sure it’s getting annoying though, lol. Hope everyone is having a good week so far!",2.3918913043478227,4.589159783333336,4.311231884057975,82.73869565217394,78.25,7.6739130434782625,24.18478260869565,8.587818076936951,1.743820652173913,948,33,191,21,23,322,136,240,0.091,0.7440000000000001,0.165,0.9488,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,10,15,2,2,7,1,18,3,2,2,3,44,46,15,0,4,11,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,14,8,0,0,11,0,0,4,7,5,1,2,4,4,24,10,27,40,3,21,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,8,10,117,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42328988026874653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756300855726255,0.12159499358707923,0.0,0.09388782579853787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715683043996647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212307492971393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226606244231213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373743034214917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274091055953748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436884220582864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780887602269426,0.08387334226929352,0.0,0.0,0.1073050026593916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267734416326773,0.0,0.0,0.0984727890200432,0.0,0.0,0.1293335899100953,0.1162482813090463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660852526900145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904418404726642,0.0,0.13243666976946813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28678798268495165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858967492444576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794795924665802,0.0,0.0,0.1182720391675626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705347584450343,0.09054909587493302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955589513551636,0.08929092725668983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713694131711287,0.0,0.08139305519003223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449556652040977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251368955098608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273600737829198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065175025099433,0.0,0.08827309292059747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045530805666466,0.1153486980453565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970951551421315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122239008978227,0.10139924131608627,0.0,0.0,0.06924783947007683,0.1863794414626148,0.09417429617790787,0.0,0.10556017132089146,0.10883455603096484,0.10593872419739912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547140960349353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lonely_lioness,2019/05/01,"My little trick for timekeeping... I'm late all the time. To absolutely everything, including work. It's always been a problem for me that I just can't seem to crack, even when I was disciplined for it in my old job. Im lucky to now be in a job that allows flexible working. As long as I do my weekly hours I can pretty much start when I want and leave when I want. Only the reality is I still have meetings and obligations so there is usually a 'time' I need to be in most days. I found a trick that helps a lot. When I get up, I open Google Maps on my phone and I select commute. It starts the journey of my commute and I can see the arrival time straight away. So as I'm getting ready, the arrival time gets later and later and I can see how much time I have left. Usually I think ""OK, I have to leave at 7:30"" and then as time ticks closer I begin panicking and start negotiating in my head things like ""5 mins won't hurt"" or ""It's Friday, traffic won't be so bad"" or ""I'll just spend 2 minutes packing my lunch."" (And it ends up taking 10 because so can't guess time to save my life). It inevitavly sets me up to fail because my brain just doesnt work well that way. This technique take a the guesswork out and I can actually see the exact time I will be arriving if I walk out of the door that moment. It's not foolproof, I often push it right to it's limit and still often go over. But actually being able to visualise the feeling of arriving late is so much better than just watching the clock tick on. Seeing the clock say 7:42 when I should leave at 7:30 doesn't register properly in my brain as a problem because I still feel like it's negotiable somehow. But seeing ""Arrival time: 9:11"" when my first meeting is at 9 gives a real tangible consequence to my lateness and helps me move out of the door when I need to to arrive on time.",4.271988188976376,4.512191188976381,5.529333989501313,83.69510334645672,70.18110236220473,8.764698162729657,28.735892388451447,8.72156446121922,1.9634207349081363,1437,49,309,23,24,482,186,381,0.065,0.831,0.10400000000000001,0.8765,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,7,28,14,2,0,20,1,27,5,3,2,2,53,55,36,0,8,10,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,17,16,1,2,5,0,1,5,7,7,1,1,3,9,40,7,44,43,6,77,0,2,6,0,7,26,0,11,46,201,57,6,0.07951594812981949,0.0,0.15519219012257585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616363873380439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747078507729155,0.0,0.06639249530502701,0.14541655181877194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032539432584099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753219123162187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128120835347269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704275284592118,0.0,0.0,0.05251953380697831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146380696114818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041130512270421,0.05680620923198072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763622485848353,0.0,0.08718513288536688,0.0,0.0,0.12463140299430317,0.07627894301782448,0.04519074576792016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759578157225556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160630313278562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659572781433584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830719163987017,0.0,0.08512346706092816,0.0,0.08589086898541147,0.0,0.15781461801354013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26909235888404925,0.2525877236188135,0.08639431030357307,0.0,0.056164465730052036,0.07769495150109633,0.07969586961518542,0.0,0.07036911187392735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760161558275851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845128688752631,0.17536011329301468,0.11792013599068167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343861154003661,0.0,0.0,0.06047546167858011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089630574739452,0.0,0.1521720469937484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905065572282102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790618523510662,0.0,0.06323427348929615,0.0,0.0,0.3168195784747836,0.07238833276723303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688453920578756,0.0,0.19050461667423413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957219422355983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282686268419437,0.050950608848325564,0.0,0.0,0.4636638880481379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751511658729224,0.0,0.09380113278828878,0.06311605846272056,0.06378289726168819,0.0,0.0714943868501784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736656718066403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Johanimation,2019/05/01,"Concerta VS Vyvanse Hi everybody! &#x200B; Just wanted to check if someone had a similar experience. &#x200B; So I tried Vyvanse from a friend with adhd. 10mg for 4 days and had amazing results. I felt calm and collected and got so much done. All my anxiety was gone, all sounds that i hear at work was gone etc etc. Decided to proceed with a ADHD investigation but its gonna take time. &#x200B; Went to my family doctor today to ask if she could help while i wait. She decided to prescribe 18mg of Concerta. &#x200B; Took the first pill and i feel like a normal ADHD day x2. My inattentiveness has gone from sluggish and dreamy with difficulty getting stuff done to aggressively inattentive, switching between work, phone, chats, googling every other minute. I feel like when i was a kid and couldn't sit still in class. Basically the complete opposite of Vyvanse. I can barely even read a sentence without switching to doing something else. It's horrible. &#x200B; Anyone with a simliar experience? It feels odd that they would act so drastically different.",4.281497607655504,7.480202594736844,4.919234449760765,75.17645933014354,78.31578947368422,7.875598086124402,31.794258373205746,8.710501217029153,3.4050526315789487,863,44,134,21,22,276,127,190,0.099,0.812,0.09,-0.5701,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,1,0,9,0,13,2,0,1,2,31,30,14,0,7,6,0,4,2,1,2,2,2,0,1,7,10,0,1,6,2,1,6,2,1,0,1,14,6,14,5,20,12,5,18,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,11,86,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818998427970978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235825715964967,0.47503404372841096,0.0,0.0,0.05981349936758976,0.0,0.0,0.05467077010644213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309509509786959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197848427771116,0.0,0.0,0.06242664450394799,0.0,0.0,0.10084940356400304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168967291399633,0.0,0.08002858845175004,0.0,0.1600266553269863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531592470400911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440026524607785,0.05164234453471669,0.0,0.06587664479029373,0.0,0.0,0.15296546152841034,0.07370855645468376,0.0,0.11860239484116925,0.11171484650457283,0.07507260769271043,0.0,0.0,0.06650655430428197,0.0,0.0,0.0604077471645417,0.0,0.040849930090974616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253397473781899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812340144359809,0.0,0.052407674846738465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763972785587559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057477073969009834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660750255660004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782090193692614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624832057731274,0.06019283502142533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624409264935106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950639413244252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878754058975159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559197029983289,0.0,0.07411294960474499,0.0,0.08686959005748444,0.0530844249775668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611722597350892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724809301288798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537030750099034,0.0,0.11384338749404385,0.0,0.0,0.05554241286780436,0.0,0.47503404372841096,0.0 adhd,ohwowsky,2019/05/01,Diagnosis in NYC I live in nyc and my insurance doesn’t cover ADHD diagnosis at all. I wanted to get tested ASAP but the rates are very high. The cheapest one I’ve found so far is $1200. Anyone in NYC know a more affordable option? Thanks in advance!,1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,3.9210784313725497,82.08985294117647,85.47058823529412,6.537254901960785,20.264705882352946,7.793537801064563,1.1532588235294121,198,6,38,4,6,70,42,51,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.6744,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264520338931109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481143040917825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890667644325209,0.0,0.0,0.18539069336295705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749108518049793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501229765082412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133326527899953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045063350336576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32669153324251216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927824341777017,0.20929544995950827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uglygodv2,2019/05/01,"How to think about this I’m almost certain I have adhd. Ever since grade 3 (first school year I can remember) I doodled instead of doing work and couldn’t pay attention couldn’t control my legs etc... my teacher got my mom to take me to see a doctor and he said he didn’t think I had it and my mom was pretty offended and she took me out of that class. I struggled so much in school even though I knew I was smart I started believing people telling me I was stupid. In grade 10 biology being one of the only classes I like I got 98% on the a test but passed the class with 52%... couldn’t do homework and got addicted to video games. Now it’s a lot harder to focus, I’ve become depressed and I was extremely frustrated until a month ago my friend suggested I may have adhd and it’s put a new prospective on things for me. For some reason I can’t get it in me to see a counsellor, I’m 19 going on 20 now and set myself up for nothing when I should’ve been doing good in school. How can I change the way of thinking this is a wasted life if I do choose to seek help. I can continue believing maybe I’m just stupid and don’t have adhd or get help for it I don’t know what’s better anymore. Any advice helps thank you",1.4764965586704726,3.138775189189189,3.3808897095853614,90.88012086620779,78.96138996138995,6.3576296793688085,21.685579989927817,7.255503002510835,0.5924505959375526,950,27,211,12,23,320,148,259,0.098,0.774,0.128,0.7823,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,12,13,4,1,11,0,26,4,1,4,2,36,47,18,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,10,11,0,1,9,2,1,4,7,6,0,2,13,3,32,7,27,29,4,27,0,1,2,0,14,9,0,6,13,135,42,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648647964140592,0.385252724667826,0.1044163553291892,0.09471949971269826,0.0,0.1069987057996208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266428898702293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597031664885194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801169330812487,0.0,0.2407754181891683,0.0,0.09450355579882154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303721558250272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984568997798288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203307305874557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936945351384296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917029946200235,0.07057596677893233,0.09665543388494124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088983874473144,0.0,0.0,0.08255502718721071,0.0,0.11165346325762623,0.0,0.06072751109622632,0.08962394813579168,0.2563823794260923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148656699614805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587240869958691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547404137456289,0.05220339860769622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084333065684956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734906452272143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029189882540365,0.08528973162083503,0.0,0.07854988187571697,0.0,0.0,0.10320012385363628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252916055151932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240694094762294,0.08126717556279901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407901238057041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870879029409557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741764255195536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986356458344528,0.0,0.0,0.12104459348492175,0.0,0.10164249016455942,0.0,0.0,0.3244254329796957,0.17029738403641884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839061720395887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563171209432358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170685495083543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034080460634929,0.0,0.09339498342999207,0.0983766780354432,0.0,0.0,0.07098895659541324,0.20540291678872505,0.10498337494070492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871857014305336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481562044425928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779088271621241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881038250998099 adhd,hitchhiker13,2019/05/01,"Is it okay to resent the typical standards for academic success? I used to be considered 'academically gifted' before high school came around and I actually had to sit down and study out of a text book for longer than 30 minutes. While I have a wide array of interests and strengths outside of the classroom, I just really want to pursue a science profession (neuroscience specifically). I was undiagnosed when I was going through undergrad for the first time so when I struggled to study or procrastinated, I was convinced that it was because I lacked the will power and motivation to work hard. Now that I'm in treatment, I'm at the top of every class I take. So now when I complain about the curriculum of science programs, I sound salty and I feel like I'm not supposed to get angry at the expectations to master large amounts of complex ideas in a couple of weeks just to have my academic ability assessed by a merciless barrage of exams, the scores of which are converted into arbitrary letters which are further reduced to a permanent 3 digit number that becomes the primary means by which graduate schools determine my value as a prospective student and measure my capacity to learn and understand that which I desire to learn and understand. Nobody seems to question how it all works. Plenty of people who don't have ADHD, but worked hard and struggled nonetheless seem to be content with it. Am I just being a sore loser? Learning deficiency or not, is anyone else disturbed and angry at how unreasonable this set up is or do I just have salt in my eyes?",9.567572427572422,8.696224118881121,9.45826173826174,63.63706293706298,59.559440559440574,12.507092907092906,42.45654345654346,11.629938488055165,5.1969158841158825,1262,63,201,31,14,414,171,286,0.105,0.82,0.076,-0.9358,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,11,15,12,1,3,17,1,21,2,1,4,1,47,36,23,0,4,10,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,14,15,0,0,13,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,6,6,20,6,45,26,3,28,0,1,1,0,4,15,0,6,10,150,34,22,0.0,0.0,0.1442401204187025,0.0,0.17763751963123328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335138787247744,0.15144763879336254,0.0,0.13158121790255306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010290585991257,0.16324326716815954,0.12577444863913498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905395294913916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354768625996718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347533161121745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453533495510052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747365980515062,0.1055946752691515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572613622565168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722402594980855,0.0,0.08400317833297401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648154022309311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616817016790704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668582055024879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221194025029187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610071743241312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247204891824294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557974481209842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946901371271366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991809040130325,0.0,0.2691192598547109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090438151690957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113386363007327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618853177217753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077484608227823,0.0,0.12765939295625794,0.0,0.0,0.0871814920461341,0.0,0.11856334747789993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228198196597355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yeeeeeeeeeeeboi,2019/05/01,"How do you guys Routinely take your meds? I got the love of god can not seem to stay on a regular schedule with my adderall, I think my brain associates me feeling shitty later with the pill after it wears off, like full on depression , bad thoughts etc. I’ve been prescribed for about 2 years and the longest I’ve ever gone taking my meds continually is 2 weeks, I don’t know what it is but my life is definitely better when I can focus and have motivation. I want to take them but something inside me just doesn’t let me, I take my meds basically ‘as needed’ But with adhd it’s easy to slip into a hole How do you guys even take your meds regularly? Any tips?",2.938521031207596,4.587721671641791,4.571356852103122,83.98537991858889,74.82089552238807,7.559294436906378,24.122116689280872,8.296473431620573,1.3745611940298512,520,16,108,9,11,175,90,134,0.05,0.779,0.171,0.9392,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,2,7,5,0,0,5,0,12,5,2,3,1,22,27,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,1,19,3,15,22,2,15,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,9,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202573785376145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168125974106517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256788564372552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923608097497986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505021260974361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611904820776775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035835801472672,0.08904640273699839,0.12195112706563767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816832653998713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782673694269876,0.0,0.0,0.2669831871440637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409276754757334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378611356189004,0.0952263524137002,0.0658655498297561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216790350584874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990122132987298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996627120510226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227337747654267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378993203138363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369867156881752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068339811483134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638630441537623,0.0,0.10703089572428263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951949343410589,0.0,0.1081433353572956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681874741671619 adhd,giggabeats,2019/05/01,"First psychiatrist appointment tomorrow but what about drug test? Hello, I have my first appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow about getting on ADHD medicine. I just got a voicemail from the office, confirming my appointment. In the voicemail, the office person mentioned a drug test tomorrow as well. I had taken adderall (not a high dose) earlier this week and Vyvanse (not a high dose) yesterday as well as today. I am obviously not prescribed this yet and I also have marijuana in my system. I should probably reschedule my appointment for a later date, shouldn’t I? Please help!",5.801199999999998,8.993364720000002,6.245999999999999,68.09300000000002,71.8,10.0,34.0,10.125756701596842,4.6214,472,24,67,15,10,152,60,100,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.9091,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,9,0,6,4,0,0,1,11,9,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,0,11,2,11,4,0,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,11,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448593463994449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629331061160665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725541093448752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34660717629304033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644724470178428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295179199247925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656455656688773,0.4305310742358234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790042254761604,0.0,0.22364849746647167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966928266441732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312442553947765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634302473409699,0.0,0.3663786321426311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,8-5-cube-dweller,2019/05/01,"(X posting into here from r/addy) Doctor’s appointment tomorrow drug test beforehand Hello, I’m sorry if I’m breaking any sidebar rules I can’t seem to find them on mobile. I have an appointment with a doctor tomorrow for help focusing and staying on task at work. Something I’ve always struggled with through my life but never got help with due to parents’ prejudice towards this type of help. Made it through college with help from friends and self dosing pretty much. Haven’t used any adderall in 3 years but at a point now where my daily life and performance at work is suffering because I can’t seem to stay on task and get things done. Can’t stay at my desk and work. Anyway I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow and the office called to confirm today advising there would a urine drug test, which I had not been told before. Well long story short because I needed immediate help and this appointment took a few weeks to schedule, I ended up getting 3 pills from someone to help hold me over until I can (potentially) get permanent help and I took one today. Will the doctor be concerned that I test positive for adderall in a urine test without a prescription?",7.103484162895928,7.468088760180997,7.111493212669682,74.35556561085974,64.1131221719457,10.057918552036199,35.09954751131222,9.851270322608157,3.508712217194569,940,40,161,18,13,301,132,221,0.05,0.778,0.172,0.9829,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,4,6,5,1,1,10,0,14,12,2,2,1,27,28,12,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,1,6,13,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,3,1,1,8,0,15,2,33,17,2,37,0,1,0,0,15,16,0,3,14,100,21,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190948872820304,0.0,0.0,0.1338843714051484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001552151643555,0.0,0.08376470160871775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051766072047624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030276973394874,0.0,0.10073771082483204,0.0,0.0,0.2283169647542703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718811357540507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997185250870443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760540567820636,0.0,0.15429161234335612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873100204455041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618731083327942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390613563788414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711579481051447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314576559074816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236430511800081,0.07299158748370077,0.0759225543725661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670510307940583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930533369049616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305707654767068,0.0,0.09427775948775276,0.10014828643914994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923111365462688,0.10269379075862564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340740668873645,0.07578347989246026,0.0,0.1101948786958282,0.0,0.314769992838492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291026214685484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653987809072324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661813234558347,0.09406309062108198,0.2187396499614731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502005832052388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896217022355383,0.0,0.08850886659053242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489209439888907,0.0,0.21499522486289785,0.0,0.0,0.06992854427354578,0.0,0.0,0.0633917632507345 adhd,impediment,2019/05/01,"Brain fog that literally feels heavy? I know you guys talk about ""heavy"" brain fog, but I'm just curious - do you literally mean heavy? When I go into a daze for sometimes a few days or a week I feel like something is holding my brain in its hands and ever so slightly squeezing. I find it absolutely impossible to focus on anything at all for longer than a minute or two. My brain just feels like it's got a weight on it and I'm just watching myself from far away.",2.733829787234044,4.512465946808515,3.930797872340429,87.80875,75.70212765957447,6.827659574468084,24.51595744680851,7.645422480735847,1.0611957446808504,365,12,78,5,8,119,65,94,0.023,0.868,0.109,0.8299,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,2,6,5,0,2,18,11,7,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,9,2,12,10,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,6,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342119829881425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323163084662486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7282647515288617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518175943346746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752732993556406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739479107578416,0.2330279346220124,0.0,0.0,0.14906442540493614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926897454759075,0.0,0.13044070177603992,0.0,0.0,0.161488121039879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963187488990303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935840750191355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776565399554738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555727786379878,0.1613035564040319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310883080364843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931856675236436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308236988002672,0.19860384022443212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hotsteamingpho,2019/05/01,"Friendly Reminder: If you're spacing out at work with a task/deadline, or have an assignment/exam due, stop dreaming about fantasy scenarios, the task at hand is more important! Caught myself thinking about frivolous gaming scenarios in my meeting. Me giving input to the meeting is infinitely more important than a hypothetical Apex Legends scenario.",11.950526315789476,12.453846859649124,11.07263157894737,49.518421052631595,54.087719298245624,13.915789473684216,52.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,7.787238596491227,289,19,33,9,3,93,47,57,0.036000000000000004,0.748,0.21600000000000005,0.8773,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,9,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348477627606905,0.0,0.0,0.5399261417838942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705583330730522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606442953802921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409753257492291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KrocusJok,2019/05/01,"I can focus, but I’m more anxious? I was diagnosed a few years ago and have been taking 20mg XR adderall, but I had to come off it for a bit because I switched doctors. As I’ve been off it and then gotten back on, I’ve become noticeably more anxious than I usually am. Is this typical? Do I need to switch my prescription?",2.7554411764705904,3.727228367647061,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,74.1470588235294,8.381176470588235,29.776470588235288,8.841846274778883,2.323037647058824,251,11,54,5,5,87,50,68,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.752,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,0,6,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,0,8,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075498748119549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626785684959152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914929644728719,0.0,0.15180975868191762,0.2750401971915953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188231892769305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145220736084181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527658392052645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489843606127943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846567034280349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835286221541927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724373934511124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27427747279927306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603707280511607 adhd,runningfromcats,2019/05/01,"How do you all manage your many goals/ambitions? TL/DR: I feel like an incompetent loser because I never finish anything I start and I get overly ambitious about everything which just keeps the cycle going. I have a lot of interests, and I have a tendency to want to take my interests to the point that I could support myself with them. If I'm doing woodworking, I want to make money from it. If I'm going to learn guitar, I want to make music that I'll make money from. If I'm doing martial arts, I want to get sponsored and go pro. Of course, I enjoy these things, among many other things that I do just to do them but I gravitate towards trying to make my new thing into a career. I think it's mostly because I want to have my main ""thing"" that I do, and have my endless hobbies on the side. Eventually it gets exhausting because no matter what, I develop ambitions in every new interest, but I'm not into it enough to ever make it a career or see through those ambitions and it totally destroys my self esteem when I seeother people who completely excel in whatever field I'm practicing. I know for a fact I'll never maintain focus on any of these things so I choose the most realistic path and stick with my already well enough paying job that I have, which does offer plenty of room for growth. I'll never struggle with money. But it's mind numbing. I can't wait to get home and work on my new hobby, except by then my meds have begun to wear off and I'm just too exhausted. Then it's on to the next day at work, and I'm back to thinking of all the things I'm so excited to do, but never get around to. Sure, I can get around to maybe one of those things because it's what I have time for, but I also miss out on the other 20 things. I just keep going with the thing I'm already on because of momentum and when that momentum breaks and I do something else I feel incomplete, incompetent, and like a loser because I can't finish anything I've started and want to just quit life. Then I never want to go back to the thing I was already making progress on before because I know I'll never amount to anything. I know it's a long post, but thanks for reading. Maybe if someone related they won't feel alone, but I hope no one else relates.",5.2236631817813395,5.1599847417943145,6.322708485290544,79.87881757030554,68.10284463894968,9.133608882405381,29.83621038982089,8.841846274778883,2.254008250263393,1765,59,352,27,27,593,201,457,0.077,0.7859999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9492,1,1,1,1,0,0,43.0,0,2,3,8,19,21,1,1,17,0,21,5,1,7,12,88,73,34,0,13,19,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,2,1,37,22,0,3,10,3,4,6,12,8,1,2,1,4,48,13,62,70,10,56,0,3,1,0,8,22,0,10,28,249,85,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852182562866252,0.219027674462898,0.0529081423357653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499108083113432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633321723641781,0.11779288516967705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174593975585143,0.0,0.28231372945224426,0.0,0.056297302236558835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693675199216111,0.0,0.0,0.05282339072770973,0.0,0.0,0.04266773820256278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789707742571661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110536410816165,0.0,0.0,0.13672196816037735,0.0,0.0,0.0598455238371956,0.055742668458948784,0.0,0.0594603579806299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035747866507512,0.04726472993934479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073952718947161,0.0,0.188001313884174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636389221661944,0.06571182578808947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565360901332183,0.11761212738869785,0.0,0.0,0.109079446655188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673077715990264,0.0646448856559578,0.0,0.0,0.05854953382314869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056246881233252013,0.0,0.0,0.26497395375508626,0.13415174765788546,0.13293326079199524,0.0,0.0734888650730671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680275788210266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30616010620199624,0.19169327239593148,0.07036192950473864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966348059888009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586702602292115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254260163340182,0.0,0.06336300873917561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036932273326392,0.06617792164549616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052720968424266636,0.0,0.06901932753443471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056057168388870406,0.05093321399237207,0.0,0.0,0.09365680225235498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916481548979846,0.0,0.0,0.07507760417352106,0.062355033809637236,0.0,0.0497440996736122,0.0,0.0,0.06091125551619383,0.0,0.0,0.4395377604083506,0.08478533597012314,0.0,0.0,0.03857843842691085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044918309232021406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731602485387275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948580150548625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963305618482126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Planetkillah,2019/05/01,"Recently diagnosed but doctor is reticent to understand the urgency of my situation Title says it all, I hate having to rely on non therapeutic means of self medication as it takes such a massive toll on my mental and emotional health, but like what else am I going to do. Finishing up my second semester of college and going right into two summer jobs isn’t workable when I’m at my standard state but people treat you like shit for saying that. Is there literally anyway to function w/o medication like you can on it, because life won’t slow down just because I can’t go fast.",9.52327272727273,7.763506600000002,10.260909090909092,60.68136363636364,60.27272727272727,13.52727272727273,40.18181818181819,12.340626583579946,5.1594,466,20,77,13,5,161,82,110,0.083,0.7909999999999999,0.127,0.5023,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,6,2,0,2,0,9,7,1,0,1,11,17,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,2,9,4,16,16,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,9,54,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842439288650567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184017104769365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337436482282093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966234488359206,0.20152705371616536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054564620220538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688004504276272,0.0,0.19043508100582654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778527459781301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654360018284302,0.2625805859055664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515405172835049,0.0,0.3609628391691352,0.18054770803034287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420462391969095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689552233438258,0.0,0.0,0.15299875183777428,0.0,0.2849450277241916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689939947971526,0.0,0.1839016685386164,0.0,0.20137951730803005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470346189650634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500995924535112,0.18650833198843408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,C93Clem7,2019/05/01,"Adhd Vyvanse and previous drug abuse I used to abuse speed and heroin a long time ago to self medicate. I've always struggled with mental illness. I've been sober 2 years and been taking psych meds for anxiety, bipolar and depression for 1 year. I still never felt right, that something was still very wrong with me. So I saw my therapist whom I talk to once a week and she definitely thinks I have ADHD. So long story short, I got prescribed Vyvanse and omg what a difference. After just the first day I could see a significant difference. I was actually able to concentrate and grasp what was being lectured in class. I almost cried, I couldn't believe what a miraculous positive change in just a day. Well, I feel it didn't last. Im starting to feel scatterbrained again, and basically back to my old symptoms. Do you think because I abused speed in the past, ADHD meds won't work for me?",4.751932126696829,6.459076700000002,5.3358823529411765,80.09839366515838,70.23529411764707,8.760180995475114,28.95927601809955,9.265573868473778,2.558932126696833,709,27,131,15,13,228,109,170,0.182,0.759,0.06,-0.9678,0,0,2,0,3,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,1,8,0,12,5,0,1,1,23,23,10,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,9,5,18,1,15,10,0,27,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,1,22,78,24,4,0.11041955626227316,0.3924873546940044,0.10775355869949592,0.0,0.398108546566391,0.0,0.0978802742917166,0.0,0.11056923552481072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187791633643712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447065830902285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490582297324202,0.0,0.06731073662021407,0.0,0.0,0.12440502772154692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680924941481713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881610307543576,0.0,0.12129069765118865,0.14242295801438454,0.0,0.0951042020093351,0.0,0.0,0.2307298693790529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128051629375262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166289076529944,0.0,0.10602009011053448,0.0,0.0,0.09392281814883308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831260616137114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927206885424213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000667585560747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543566518262814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453024694005821,0.11123608620774796,0.11127694175557007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516236893918483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586674972861123,0.11759322371485165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540796068556084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429769772577597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799009027288937,0.0,0.115191678791957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500636902212881,0.0,0.0,0.07815553024877403,0.0,0.17636240053161378,0.0,0.0,0.11543449486132536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476819784948285,0.08302176442589937,0.08875105670516276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820561540705452,0.0,0.1415047862131938,0.0,0.0,0.06438653122708092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953670438746428,0.0,0.09110769798780397,0.0,0.0,0.0885719076286358,0.0,0.09928044193538962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038675204950282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072645082045652,0.0,0.14221314797109194 adhd,DrunkOnOrange,2019/05/01,"Hi guys I’m wondering if you can help me with something, I’m doing some research and would just like to know (if your willing to share with me) what your own personal experiences have been with before and after getting diagnosed with ADHD and how this has impacted your life positively/negatively? Allow me to explain a little, I’ve always known I’ve been slightly different and after many years of struggling through normal life shall we say and functioning like a responsible human being I’ve always seemed to find it harder than most. Turns out after doing a lot of research for many months now and being told by loved ones and close friends that everything points to ADHD. Seems to make sense and the more I read the more I’m like shiiitttt that’s me. So I’ve been following this subreddit for a while now and I love how supportive everybody is and the funny little quirks that everyone shares, you guys are honestly just brilliant. On the flip side I’ve also read about people struggling to get jobs etc with having being diagnosed with ADHD, and being pre judged on paper because of the condition but then right through to breakthroughs after being diagnosed with meds and how much they’ve helped to transform your life for the better. *What I’m wanting to know is how was your diagnosis journey? How have you found finding jobs difficult? telling them about your medical history? have you had to hide your medical history at all? And also how have the meds helped? Have they made things better? Worse? Not much different? Have any of you found a natural way around it to ease your symptoms without the meds? And also if you could please share with me what country your from that would also be super super helpful (I’m from the UK but it would be very interesting to see how other countries deal with this if differently at all). Thanks for your time guys I really appreciate it. I’d like to find out as much as I possibly can, go through the system myself and hopefully one day help people who might be struggling with it :)",5.71753968253968,7.4713448015873025,5.81415343915344,77.42297619047622,67.91534391534394,9.103703703703703,29.637566137566136,9.516144504307137,2.827385185185185,1637,61,282,35,28,517,189,378,0.04,0.7490000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9968,5,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,16,2,4,19,23,0,3,15,0,35,11,0,10,2,75,63,37,0,11,10,0,0,4,1,6,9,1,0,5,18,30,0,0,12,2,0,3,2,4,0,2,9,2,29,19,55,39,12,30,0,0,1,2,42,13,0,12,16,206,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414025593354845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343505525785306,0.12191979571933388,0.0,0.0,0.04982070900812111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652187605504736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044659868147226535,0.0,0.062340611980339675,0.0,0.0,0.12958866643631964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849378876104582,0.0,0.0,0.04724796403543032,0.07552996078627171,0.0,0.2230783280806592,0.0,0.22962976030634016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170655620076847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000503220881901,0.0658432102040476,0.07166434673429274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088057040772955,0.0,0.0,0.1606561216185957,0.05660208121469516,0.0,0.07655279890924922,0.0,0.04163651363399232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762285522142524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553005261630104,0.0,0.0,0.07276575024432935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540256822290692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052581786113061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524146614826922,0.14316855597298778,0.14685564955474115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228477846651335,0.1322437282201209,0.06932232693228113,0.04890298995894954,0.14855244771913373,0.0,0.0,0.2441328788622064,0.1476076237668055,0.0,0.07771946182698487,0.0,0.0,0.0584770725716621,0.0,0.16156811807177834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178125794945857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928852770482537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158136743292193,0.06396959973605515,0.0,0.08041973515083177,0.06925632145365808,0.08259195810095663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465637595788062,0.0,0.04693354779828655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256539385063684,0.0,0.05826092589385148,0.0,0.0,0.05838037179747184,0.13339004493014744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640070845789358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297682173307388,0.0,0.0,0.08313691072670297,0.0,0.07614732568404939,0.0,0.0,0.06403426438418608,0.06744985628999599,0.0,0.0,0.04867205333780729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271969286687584,0.0,0.0,0.07000503220881901,0.0,0.0,0.07968807706397663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044886720361255,0.04321185762546066,0.0581520084267436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062200572928733,0.07944957245326266,0.0,0.0,0.07466029201620276,0.15612978359085164,0.0,0.0,0.04717836080911087 adhd,Kitty4446,2019/05/01,"Do gummy vitamins for focusing really work? I’ve tried countless ADHD meds and they have all seemed to make me zombie-like and irritable, so I have given up on meds recently, despite how badly I need them to concentrate on everyday tasks. The “focus” gummy vitamins at target have caught my attention. They aren’t cheap, but I’m tempted to try them. Has anyone else tried vitamins to focus, or any other type of natural ADHD remedy? (If there are any.) what is the best brand? Any responses appreciated!",4.747065217391307,7.1270471847826125,6.594999999999999,68.26250000000003,71.71739130434783,10.686956521739132,27.80434782608696,10.686352973137794,3.8678000000000012,399,15,63,14,8,138,69,92,0.021,0.8170000000000001,0.162,0.9438,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,2,1,11,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,10,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643175950355542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394096850877076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507244404266594,0.1979306048753885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129304711917572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272523329342174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137291586528552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894580536883254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291477297989879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323680683533915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375284465728514,0.0,0.19073699710381628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585925508993244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934594121333541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406336928945584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,T-BoneSavish,2019/05/01,"I am creating an ADHD art piece that communicates the struggles of medication... AND I NEED YOUR HELP!! Please read! I am a freshman in college with ADHD And I am in a beginning visual arts class. For the class final each student must choose something important to them and communicate it through 3 separate pieces. I choose to make my project about learning disability medication and how challenging they can be. I’m going to show this through 3 collages that involve real people who have struggled with not eating because of medication or they feel that they lose their personality. No matter the issue I need everyone’s help, if you are willing I am asking for you to have someone take 3 pictures of you the first should show your sober state without medication (For me I am a lot happier and think less and I enjoy the moment) 2nd should show the person you are on medication(For me I become very serious and overthink everything), 3rd should show how you feel after medication ( for me this is restless and angry). If you are willing to take these picture I would love to post my final piece here. Please message me so I can share an email for you to send it to (Reddit deleting this post when I had my email in it) And a big thank you to anyone who is willing to help me, I only have 5 days left (Kinda waited till the last min... ADHD thing) so please message me so we can share this important message. Also if your worried about having your picture in my art piece don't be, since it is a collage there will be dozens of pieces from everyone's photo... i'm excited to see what creative photos our community can come up with!",5.02671169269734,6.639000546925567,5.802963275643734,77.38704516673701,69.42071197411003,8.351259321795414,30.586886168566203,8.841846274778883,2.5916516392289295,1295,53,231,23,23,423,165,309,0.049,0.797,0.154,0.9844,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,12,5,3,11,12,0,3,14,0,33,7,0,3,1,42,51,21,0,10,6,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,16,15,1,1,6,8,0,3,4,5,0,2,1,3,43,7,37,38,8,25,0,1,1,1,37,8,0,6,11,177,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553625878126048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882121046381863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891790413915508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214358508558487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600834062951797,0.10885566289578284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490374413218993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356531574169222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008550862563335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836333233423685,0.08858253538561768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967335332846368,0.0,0.0,0.2159430344424616,0.0,0.08383807883525535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056015919194810866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819514729048587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287470613786627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803424230108181,0.0,0.0,0.10708955169073092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102673660906713,0.0,0.08379517911409652,0.08895742399468197,0.0,0.06579191423195302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964618794781287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616720075870393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496199757475554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833153370909822,0.17212372588341876,0.0,0.3245794370880766,0.0,0.0,0.18879321128896326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859019159989753,0.11218686282214192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854236351096315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815327613712148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835125497233348,0.07587901223622502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607998080202225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482149996809274,0.0,0.0,0.09074404578767184,0.0,0.0,0.0654812223420714,0.06315552309827645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813252255090585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501171498368588,0.0,0.0,0.10009603784208533,0.0,0.07001669590949586,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KubicaWDC,2019/05/01,"Can Ptsd 'enhance' ADHD Recently I experienced a traumatic event and after that I didn't know what was happening with me. Had the feeling of 'going crazy' and the last few months have not been a fun ride. Started to search the internet and I found ADHD. It made so much more sense because I've been experiencing these symptoms since I was born. Had trouble with my emotions, bad memory, labeled 'smart but lazy' and so on. After the traumatic event it's like my adhd is 2x worse. Trouble concentrating, even worse memory than before and I'm zoning out more frequently So my question is: Can Ptsd affect your Adhd?",3.872607655502392,6.462593868421052,5.013221690590116,77.57906698564592,75.22807017543859,8.005103668261562,27.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,2.505782456140352,487,19,83,11,11,160,79,114,0.23600000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.05,-0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,0,16,20,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,9,3,9,3,9,11,4,14,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7045115836453393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236540384412052,0.08933718089257305,0.0,0.12470557483692835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648520901412622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967966926754332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410146116489978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606874985750604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328929091312275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959609069907613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054154496231952,0.11946003098763915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159825875953453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386717318695865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697698688183725,0.0,0.10773311543052136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426245858786485,0.0,0.16417259214062455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470313566199927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122992853478702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037307730412338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232439528695876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986994942016213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,decathlondude,2019/05/01,"I finally cancelled my TV service I opted for a free trial of the Spectrum TV streaming service a few months back and forgot to cancel it once it ran out. I’ve been paying $$$ each month for something that I don’t need or use, and finally called last night to cancel it. I used it maybe once for March Madness but not once other than that. I always thought about canceling but never actually did it. I am finally free!",5.46670588235294,5.4247740235294115,6.5882352941176485,78.10705882352943,67.58823529411765,9.15294117647059,32.294117647058826,8.841846274778883,2.627164705882353,332,13,64,5,5,112,58,85,0.08,0.8340000000000001,0.086,0.5334,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,2,3,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,7,4,9,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,41,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.16556520365587815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117200502066676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045926317234954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324341690110875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575678213632799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829681170884586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044783600835647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27084446898794984,0.0,0.0,0.12580189322030824,0.13085345047911742,0.0,0.0,0.15921587612992408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420520565969501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306137539127172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469232324925326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930662194684093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd_as_fuck,2019/05/01,"Rummage/Moving Sale, Organizational Difficulties, HELP! I am attempting to set up a moving/rummage sale as part of downsizing my life, and I'm just fucking failing at it. I need some advice and thoughts how to proceed. I need to do it for reasons of money and reasons of getting rid of a household full of stuff, but what I thought would be easy is turning into an organizational nightmare. I think, after sitting down today and yesterday, there are a few things going wrong: \- I just don't know how long tasks will take, so I really thought I could do this quickly and its not quick. \- I'm struggling with working memory deficits, so I can't ""see"" where things will/should go, or the overall volume of stuff I have to get rid of, which has resulted in a lot of shuffling things around. \- perfectionism - if I can't get it right, I feel like I can't do it. So I'm over-organizing, trying to do the rummage sale ""right"". I've had a ton of anxiety about having the right amount of cash on hand, having things set up in an orderly fashion, getting pricing ""right"" \- Overwhelmed by/creating clutter as I go. &#x200B; Other things \- I haven't been able to just set a date and say ""okay, this is go time no matter what"" Every time i do that, I realize it's too much of a mess (in my head at least) to go forward, freak out, and vow to give myself one or two more days \- I feel like I have to have everything out and available for sale, rather than saying ""okay, I'll get what I can get done by Tuesday, and that is good enough"" \- I have a LOT of stuff. My husband passed a couple years ago, and I have bins of mostly tools, electronics, flashlights, etc... that should make for a good rummage (my understanding is that is where a lot of money is made, lots of small things). I'm downsizing my own life, so I can go back to school in the fall. This is the second squeeze of downsizing, first was moving from a 2000sq/ft home to a 1000sq/ft home 2 years ago, and now living with a friend and a small storage unit. \- I made the decision to have it inside so I can setup before hand, since its taking so long to set out and there is so much big stuff and furniture. \- I've been selling a bit on facebook, and its worked out okay but is time consuming and impossible to sell small stuff \- I'm running out of time. I need to be done by 5/15. \- I keep getting overwhelmed, or pissed off because I don't want to do this, and manage to find interesting ways of wasting time. \- I don't have anyone to come over and help me. I've asked, people have other things to do. (sigh) \- I feel like I've wasted a lot of time spinning, which I don't know how else to describe it. Just moving about but not getting much done. &#x200B; Suggestions, thoughts, ideas, would be super appreciated. I think I'm ""half done"" and HOPE to have the sale Friday or Saturday, but its so much small stuff I'm getting lost in.",3.0060442672429843,4.685966868651492,4.006578976785782,87.97598390282076,74.70928196147109,6.821045571412602,25.28378730856653,7.53845456269673,1.1457942467488915,2226,75,465,28,47,719,247,571,0.071,0.812,0.11599999999999999,0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,127.0,0,0,0,9,28,23,2,3,26,3,57,7,4,9,0,90,109,41,0,11,16,1,6,3,1,4,2,2,2,0,39,29,0,1,18,0,11,13,11,10,1,5,15,9,39,12,75,86,22,78,0,4,1,1,11,34,2,13,29,317,78,10,0.058574187813669326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723801841934348,0.10384496666511872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693021604814705,0.14234809891590647,0.0,0.0,0.04480909335285472,0.0,0.0,0.04095643403701996,0.0,0.0,0.052143445603131416,0.05475895867164366,0.0,0.0,0.04503993485987276,0.0,0.035706281225257326,0.0,0.04984231963664878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394784251088885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045647628843706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676672274417372,0.06481122471696728,0.0,0.03777550541816116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23976692262808774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893121784270402,0.0,0.0,0.060522793878886434,0.06532570279953033,0.0,0.0,0.049351279517021694,0.0,0.05264270312149273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885060794804055,0.12553623443328446,0.0,0.0,0.053535746500809535,0.04982317423166941,0.0,0.0,0.04525427220528575,0.05415089278184939,0.275423360149752,0.056189698288696924,0.1997343646631769,0.09825849940917608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060114015350418076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852208680122867,0.0,0.11750937244892888,0.05817738496731799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612312836698775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206342945015024,0.0,0.0,0.06438168355008766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827453621946501,0.08584916840774913,0.0,0.05172208096833763,0.1036726259858001,0.0,0.0,0.06394064527948445,0.24898839923201715,0.0,0.11084862554781083,0.03909872520164676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245101836952191,0.1722350707019053,0.13029605421899088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969138557443785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343013738927057,0.0,0.04060796665194986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037524124591235455,0.12044804117931288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200088145395795,0.0,0.09316109029036293,0.0,0.05928020519407488,0.04667604406183328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845317344842266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123445892250429,0.4023205877699819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880809991765263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723986136709808,0.07506394885791316,0.0,0.18600544929513524,0.2049304797317476,0.0,0.05552148114734614,0.0,0.0,0.03976802861481291,0.0637118963398245,0.05721847033158349,0.060977795243711636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034548573577378505,0.04649346388246756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528541268712235,0.0,0.0,0.08321884489456292,0.06404167924419765,0.14234809891590647,0.07543971304363943 adhd,SimulatedSomebody,2019/05/01,"Decided to schedule for adhd testing No insurance sure makes things a bit more difficult! I called quite a few psychologytoday psychologists in my area and many of which just had voicemails which when they call back I may not want to talk to them so I just kept calling until I was able to find someone willing to schedule a test for me. The receptionist didn't say if it's one day or multiple days but I'm scheduled to go in 1 month from now. I'm excited but also a little nervous about talking about my life with a stranger. Well, I'll update in June!",4.413454545454549,5.727157390909093,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,70.54545454545455,8.40909090909091,31.022727272727273,8.841846274778883,2.485272727272726,443,19,87,8,8,146,85,110,0.066,0.856,0.078,0.4881,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,10,5,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,16,11,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,4,1,9,3,17,5,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,12,59,13,2,0.18667003528454346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434110692647768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492799597750232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435377346801883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037953314154585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571832930959963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077345986362955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061303043724535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608888286485728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185056641026993,0.0,0.18709241533296936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460369806901225,0.1892541167579488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489982412281038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649244696729134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985465601939342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484475044448694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816491512943293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593429910655764,0.0,0.0,0.30007660685290616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401527684900007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010282326466778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783877989080706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,out_focus,2019/05/01,"Frienly reminder: look in the back of your fridge... ...for that delicious food that you have forgotten about. It would be a shame if you have to throw stuff away, just because you forgot about.",4.589047619047619,6.8625048571428575,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,71.85714285714286,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.3248095238095234,150,5,29,2,3,43,30,35,0.126,0.7809999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,7,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891800423579324,0.3185151091502459,0.0,0.2525090255391267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500885113247977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478464796981792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741909830525188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942550821555959,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beersinspace,2019/05/01,"Forgot my phone in my car today, and it's been a very productive day I have to constantly remind myself that adderall isn't going to magically do my work for me, and that I actually have to limit my distractions and focus. Well my phone is a constant source of distraction for me, and I didn't even realize how bad it was until I left it in my car this morning. I'm sitting at my desk and panicking looking for something but I can't remember what it is, and then I remember that I'm looking for my phone and that it's in my car. So I just got back to doing work. Of course this is just a brief period of productivity until my mind latches onto something else. :)",7.981421568627454,5.462126455882356,9.21470588235294,69.36950980392159,63.852941176470594,12.596078431372552,37.37254901960785,11.20814326018867,4.0289843137254895,522,20,104,12,6,184,74,136,0.059000000000000004,0.897,0.044000000000000004,0.0129,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,19,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,5,2,20,1,18,14,0,21,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,9,81,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.18972226136714654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949413209308193,0.16232948754867815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201898996528748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538242815925488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240986951714315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841013084406164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049126213356276,0.0,0.15549247329164925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123387597150045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32652144962821145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630503851009726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404715315073775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993423281075148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428391742723693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041380627071627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748035998146567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28307475997752124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImperiousMage,2019/05/01,"Our ADHD is part of us, but we are not our ADHD! I made the error (maybe) of going to r/adhd_spouses (sp?) and it’s been weighing on my mind a bit. I’m a somewhat late joiner to the ADHD club, having been diagnosed only within the last year or so. So, in many ways, I am late to this party and I neither dealt with the stigma of my ADHD or had the oppertunity to blame my behaviour on ADHD. I think this is actually key to my empathy for some of the ADHD spouses that I read, but not necessarily an apperciation of their tone (insert side-eye). I have many of the ticks and behaviours that we have all struggled with and discussed on this board. I am: prone to emotional outbursts; unable to control my emotional state effectively, this has lead me to many bouts of depression; liable to hyperfocus on things I find interesting; likely to underfocus on things that others think are important (oooh! Shiney!); seemily lazy at times and unaware of it. I could go on, but I think we all get the picture. At the same time, because I was unable to blame ADHD: I didn’t. I think this is the important destinction to be made here. There is a tendancy in this sub, at times, to blame our behaviour on our ADHD as if we cannot, to any degree, control that behaviour. We absolutely can control our behaviour, we simply need to keep in mind that it is harder for us than it is for others and express that difficuty clearly. Until I realized that I had ADHD I had some serious personality quirks that got in the way, but they also could be quite valuable. The same hyperfocus that stopped me from getting dishes done made me a mini-expert in a great number of other things. The inability for me to control my rage at some things lead to me being driven to change things, sometimes to the detriment of those who I steamrolled in my efforts. My point is this: our diagnosis is part of who we are, but we are not the diagnosis. Our ADHD giveth and taketh away. Ultimately, it is our responsability to accept our failings (and how those failings can hurt others) as well as to not decenter the diagnosis away from ourselves as something we can blame. “Oh, sorry my ADHD is acting up,” is an excuse that decenters ADHD, the diagnosis, from the person in which the ADHD is an integral part. It is not acceptable for an ADHD diagnosed person to blame a diagnosis as if that makes the behaviour acceptable. Our ADHD is part of a greater whole that makes us who we are; when we blame our ADHD we are really blaming ourselves and pretending that absolves us of responsability. It is the moral and ethical equivilent of, “I’m sorry I hit you, my right hand was acting up”. So where do we go from here? Well I think we have to start by accepting ourselves as a complete person, including the ADHD differences in your brain. I think we need to be honest with our partners when we are finding things difficult, and to ask for help in those times. And I think we need to get over seeing ourselves as a disabled and see our ADHD as the mixed blessing that it is. Most importantly, I think we need to see our ADHD as something that is part of us in a fundamental way, not something that we can blame our failings on.",7.411686783960718,6.736796806873982,8.272274447626845,69.76253605769232,63.74631751227496,11.238154664484453,34.805697626841244,10.618573550423957,3.645969271685761,2503,96,458,55,32,850,236,611,0.125,0.758,0.11800000000000001,-0.6999,0,0,3,0,0,0,78.0,39,2,2,13,13,21,1,1,37,0,52,6,2,13,3,98,86,39,0,8,15,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,48,35,2,6,16,3,0,8,9,9,2,0,14,4,80,12,95,65,18,56,2,5,3,0,57,31,0,9,14,370,128,6,0.0,0.0,0.03495283718137597,0.0,0.8178707170796934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028643343358388758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024357214587745216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0334846462056154,0.0,0.06730367919091282,0.0,0.0,0.0218340929621272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910357198224735,0.0,0.0,0.03998431731436145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037890300101002035,0.0,0.03755410043363865,0.0,0.16069005718786775,0.05719492127945387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030849669637059794,0.07270827486685423,0.0,0.03742179680476719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03665386801889714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058001887195264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547332434432912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561396953429892,0.0,0.06106794849728558,0.0,0.028646628301435637,0.0394890601969653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02400780036406455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834351048393413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03183635258374737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02919614650678492,0.0808076866874788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017498683326060457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167451405816992,0.047817088280229805,0.10894035588814882,0.03598362052149984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233118559185943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623326625992202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02724091932526261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939349981059044,0.0,0.0,0.12509828132789366,0.0,0.0,0.03385923477985105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038096455176117934,0.035827319742336126,0.0,0.02294568900857509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0305880577399721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562603414685915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272247742916533,0.03542454894132389,0.08018980195209338,0.025351900731444547,0.0,0.0,0.0299451399656224,0.0,0.03744436056403918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277383897309526,0.18360391295061013,0.0,0.0,0.0835421853279085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542097576707034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529109537929354,0.0,0.0,0.0644086963650131,0.0,0.0,0.03998910140620583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023065377450535 adhd,MrsFart,2019/05/01,"Tricking myself into working by pretending I'm at Hogwarts? 44F with ADHD here, diagnosed super late, this year. My life has been kind of a mess, very textbook symptoms, not living up to my potential, but at least I have an explanation now (yay) &#x200B; Anyway, I'm doing the Wizarding World of Weightloss over on r/loseit which is weight loss with a Harry Potter theme, and it's really fun and I'm doing well. We are divided up into teams based on Hogwarts classes such as Defense Against the Dark Arts and Care of Magical Creatures etc. I'm not a super crazy Harry Potter fanatic or anything but I am a fan and I really got into it and it's been working much better than other challenges I tried. &#x200B; I have been having a hard time getting my work done lately and I thought I wish that completing my work was as fun as this Wizarding Weight Loss challenge! Then I thought, what if I sort of reframed getting my work done as a Harry Potter themed challenge and I gave myself house points or whatever for completing things. Not sure how to structure it yet! But I'm gonna try it. Or someone better at organizing than me could do a ""Wizarding World of Getting Your Shit Done"" challenge here. Just an idea!",4.327332123411978,6.309271206896554,5.142794918330309,79.93959165154267,71.84482758620689,7.642831215970963,29.88294010889293,8.371475516178862,2.425263793103448,968,41,168,16,19,314,136,232,0.067,0.726,0.207,0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,16,9,21,3,0,11,1,18,6,1,1,1,33,33,20,0,3,11,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,13,2,1,3,3,0,0,3,6,1,0,11,3,20,15,29,20,3,21,0,2,0,0,4,14,1,5,7,120,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821575874460592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311883267589902,0.2592701708882978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779343228426421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871007525654546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108773418511852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237163410544696,0.0,0.0,0.08518003605324334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082839758493135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275302487875329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189830159813942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721698942356086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532648623110221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556964034057287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231012422719284,0.0,0.12043543202853453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109698151034644,0.0,0.0,0.2406927577288681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535542926040352,0.0,0.0,0.09420563304664403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842643588837402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008526902306974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366914805226985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095115766771963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039464446764303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055022888221916,0.11088753326652216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708773930687967,0.0,0.0,0.16939342707131655,0.06220942523400505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486549034904056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802706743473004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598294490541725,0.09592346585648813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268355735777615,0.0,0.0,0.38834314771446427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592701708882978,0.06870224274699788 adhd,MelaniumFalcon,2019/05/01,"Medication Question Hello all! I had a question regarding different types/doses of medication for ADHD. I’ve been on Ritalin (20mg) since I was 23 (I’m 30 now), but I really don’t feel like it works well for me. I still experience plenty of ADHD symptoms, and considering I work in an office, they’re pretty noticeable. I realized I need to maybe re-evaluate my meds with doctor after several people at my job inquire about my ADHD and how I deal with it. I guess my main question is: would any of you recommend Adderall? I’m hesitant to even ask for it because it has a more intense reputation, but if it works I’m more than willing to give it a try. I also don’t want to sound like a drug-seeker to my doctor, but hopefully he knows me better than that by now. Thanks in advance!",3.028461538461542,4.7443799108280285,5.579872611464971,76.56800587947087,74.73248407643312,8.907202351788339,28.00048995590397,9.466822959209583,2.7654717295443416,614,25,116,16,13,219,103,157,0.016,0.775,0.209,0.9837,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,5,8,6,0,0,5,0,9,6,0,1,1,22,21,8,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,2,18,6,22,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,6,6,78,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450232525107972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986384002219716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492042812678635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116742843530454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612366822258787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044328004603196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287423791043208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046955736610832,0.0,0.255633157521073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481730908582693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824798728216983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221533600637956,0.0,0.0,0.06314140415186034,0.08921192884453986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979309531204906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756574744836988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240307251088697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392084125308984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862896036778747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201688122842726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545541483117734,0.0,0.13870984580210075,0.2516002452516574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259447975465927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421729337551741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657377006318771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704448280734293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41967140032266576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799992021769462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410751095187851,0.0,0.10329928442142464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972668209499254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979469033138874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496967400249147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478307211670663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365550436284825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227913706432208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727351422567893,0.0,0.0,0.08870881426514413,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NovemberSt,2019/05/01,"Dating and how not to be a terrible partner So yeah, I recently started seeing someone and they are great, really. They also are into open communication from the start and the like and it's awesome as that is what went wrong in my previous relationship. *However*, it opened the door to a lot of my quirks and struggles as well and the more I realize them the more they seem to play up as well. It makes me so anxious about myself and how I even need to respond to them doing anything, especially when it comes to intimacy. Like I just get distracted in the middle, think about completely different stuff and get out of the mood. It's to the point that I have always refused any stuff that is not straight up penetration as I just start to get really uncomfortable with the other stuff regarding anything down there. As I just can't get into it, but do feel obligated to respond accordingly to what the other person is doing, which I can't as I just started thinking about something completely unsexy. The problem is that the anxiety about it just gets worse with time as well and I don't know what to do. Even if I was comfortable with all of this, the fact that I can't enjoy it as my mind wanders is still there. You know I just want to have basic, plain, boring sex with the person I'm seeing, is that too much too ask? Just needed to vent. If you know this account please act as if you've never seen this..",6.7963658243080625,6.30744281227437,7.288534296028883,75.69855354993986,64.92057761732852,10.563561973525873,32.185078219013235,10.047579312681364,2.9670309987966297,1117,38,217,22,15,368,138,277,0.1,0.8,0.099,-0.3186,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,5,0,27,16,0,2,16,1,20,1,0,3,3,53,47,28,0,7,13,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,26,19,0,1,8,1,1,3,7,6,3,0,3,4,25,9,42,43,5,26,0,0,3,1,15,13,0,5,12,173,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860573638404763,0.09219345259178964,0.0,0.0,0.07534696309044399,0.0,0.0847607558239947,0.12517107254831855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823558941796522,0.0,0.1035818932687177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544332961048246,0.2323408047397867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157611323934189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636308530905182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056023187271336566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894389215208256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215603514180398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267631915539584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826136477554417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094197152100904,0.0,0.0,0.07395903937956191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187517257863916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144984466173423,0.16431176814221735,0.08545484199542633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934904246118756,0.0,0.1216237772763387,0.10474065103124264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601945924375136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196105852627047,0.0,0.10940041856801856,0.1189564137590082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658454914053814,0.10086703894906617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387943831365238,0.08529830632797866,0.0,0.0,0.3136957588977881,0.0,0.088484040892084,0.0,0.0,0.11583093145566074,0.3805142500251563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199075598848418,0.0,0.0,0.0646076538403119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535198527673251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988642020356425,0.10271156988816654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129134124917736,0.0,0.1211410615749538,0.0,0.0 adhd,TMT113,2019/05/01,"What's the best way to get back into the flow of school? Hey everyone! This semester (spring) I took time out of school due to mental and financial reasons. I was just not doing as well as I know I can and I've been In an area that has caused me a lot of mental problems (depression, anxiety, etc) . I'm planning on going back to school this summer (hopefully ) or fall and I'm feeling extremely excited about it but also extremely anxious about it as well. I feel like the time I spent out of school has not really helped my organization issues and I just feel dumber tbh lol. If anyone has any tips on the best way to transition into going back to school and making sure i succeed and stay on top of things i would GREATLY appreciate it! Any advice , tips, apps, websites, or YouTube videos are also very welcomed ! I just want to be able to finally succeed in life yall 😁😁😁 thanks 💖",2.6156250000000014,4.661356585227279,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.89772727272728,7.581818181818183,24.63636363636364,8.472884824447931,1.7266431818181815,693,24,137,14,16,232,108,176,0.066,0.6940000000000001,0.24,0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,12,15,0,0,6,1,10,1,0,3,1,32,25,15,0,5,9,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,5,1,1,5,2,2,2,0,4,3,13,13,26,19,4,28,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,5,10,89,21,7,0.11239112811912456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982730963197376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975828910213545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285964235401847,0.0,0.0859789053830847,0.12696998391187664,0.0,0.07858649000478261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592655200998787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358951099588953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545664813943644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680231396066867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534581710581524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739453933380692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704849940577395,0.08029224438511183,0.0,0.1231189872195596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871972566949747,0.0,0.12774893632932474,0.0,0.0,0.12391161552687233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533340407494646,0.0,0.0,0.11162974975082053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730713762456405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176722473234366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793851775910754,0.0549086281038394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555091798210402,0.0,0.0,0.07502195075092831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265276449372533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754313085660144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200063461242456,0.11555679842241515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56872910966257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197939884595537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059273081579086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034746505478081,0.0,0.0,0.0746676714761342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310723412635437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487067874625807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273445124941478,0.06629119931837951,0.17842169224911902,0.0,0.0,0.2021062436219208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983943275682669,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Odabz,2019/05/01,"Sleep! Or lack thereof... I know I've seen a few conversations here regarding sleep issues, and how people deal with them. Tl;dr: How do you help yourself fall asleep and stay asleep at night? Would like to start a new conversation around it for those who haven't been here long, so they can also see what helps others. I slept the best I've ever slept in my life in 10mg Adderall XR, however it have me too many side-effects to continue. Dropping down to 5mg allowed me to have focus, and no other health related changes... except I no longer get the added benefit of amazing sleep. I sometimes take valerian root to help get drowsy, but it is a fine line between feeling the pull of sleep and taking too much to only feel groggy the next day. Also, it doesn't always power through the noise in my head well enough to help me fall asleep. Sleeping only 4-6 hours a night, every night, gets to be a burden on productivity and happiness. * How do you fall asleep? * What sort of rituals do you perform nightly to help prepare your mind to calm down? I personally try to have ten minutes of calm, slow stretching before I lay in bed. I also leave my phone either in another room, or too far out of reach so that my mind doesn't go there when I've laid in bed for an hour without success. This used to work, but not so much anymore. I think work stress has disrupted me.",4.0299442379182135,5.387653137546471,4.701596654275092,85.31038754646842,71.5278810408922,7.4617843866171025,26.461152416356875,7.908726449838941,1.4548808921933083,1070,35,215,14,20,343,169,269,0.063,0.792,0.145,0.9640000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,2,6,19,12,0,1,11,0,15,14,12,6,1,32,31,19,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,7,2,1,1,4,4,22,10,36,25,7,37,1,0,2,0,17,15,0,3,16,134,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147159220897398,0.08028135323040682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117054581583168,0.0,0.0,0.09568493389566887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589007752367155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209968957813353,0.0,0.10125266354286083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206592603287667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222337345246109,0.09946944916673428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969244260863673,0.0,0.0,0.08727414519845157,0.08129085400054233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756912578895956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122471917909766,0.0,0.0548333539867163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270765096285152,0.0,0.0,0.0990191073678591,0.1025566210564656,0.0,0.0,0.3233516717522488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900320911252911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070289408835764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053024380411192416,0.0,0.0,0.10216127090133292,0.0,0.0,0.06814859942047995,0.0471365841196699,0.0,0.0,0.08538417225796284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781833588399058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484008885677212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185180326857133,0.0,0.0,0.09318361349887508,0.10261046872520006,0.3621699922616786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146758914524738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688897067448847,0.0842449907681988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688423725355835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827620000726626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954238784690324,0.0,0.06829096676328571,0.10283774352139899,0.0,0.0,0.11052063132196144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508599806031938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061822232037653226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550543450248605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333009324900845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674955360002003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300590038461896,0.0,0.14048114048863994,0.0,0.0,0.06853855702043557,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AarontheGeek,2019/05/01,"Hey guys, i'm supposed to be working but i'm not. Help? Hey guys, i'm supposed to be working but i'm not. Help?",-4.046410256410255,-3.632196153846156,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128204,125.92307692307692,1.7333333333333334,19.71794871794872,3.1291,-0.9220051282051284,84,4,22,0,6,30,11,26,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.7298,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7073117274564974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788089527135924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200501004747701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jjayray,2019/05/01,"I’m going to be starting an “Adult ADHD” clinical trial. What can I expect? I got an email telling me I’m a good candidate and I’ve yet to do the first evaluation. How did the others here feel about clinic trials?",0.11325757575757933,2.4812741136363634,3.0927272727272737,85.95075757575759,91.95454545454544,5.660606060606061,18.696969696969692,7.1686216300943375,0.6918151515151512,167,5,33,3,6,59,36,44,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193615842248879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850855632406724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367587463640466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456014014916938,0.3624677987294814,0.345630673633499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058787385201506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777190668386368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fenstapuza,2019/05/01,"What if we were to just start using EFDD instead of ADHD? Get it into commonly used language and eventually, with a bit of luck, it might just catch on. As it stands, the DSM might never change the name, but if enough people were to start actually using EFDD instead of ADHD, maybe that could change in the future. Just a thought I had.",5.752384615384617,6.169222046153848,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,67.0,8.346153846153845,27.01923076923077,8.07648339933343,1.566153846153846,263,7,51,3,4,84,46,65,0.0,0.968,0.032,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,1,20,13,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,10,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,5,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.17725279216250875,0.0,0.4365879098833021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830199423908773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842985022318355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502341314512698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876809326453946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489852186686584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248009958260294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853790927442134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009066488228042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259251360623284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712906611596514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442005315827587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706315506722282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fabeldier,2019/05/01,"What's your go-to activity to unwind after a long or stressful day? Title. For me personally it depends on the day I had. If it's been stressful and I just need to chill I'll play a video game, read or spend some time making Spotify playlists. If it's been a long day and I'm tired I usually watch dumb YouTube videos that require very little focus. What's your go-to activity?",0.958333333333332,3.3247079102564143,3.069487179487183,88.49217948717953,85.28205128205127,6.030769230769232,22.76923076923077,7.3871296695380915,1.0024000000000002,299,11,63,5,9,101,52,78,0.177,0.7909999999999999,0.032,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,12,6,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,6,1,5,3,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,6,8,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248947459076377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496211387751201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220108933709368,0.0,0.3886994459169336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659272568267095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283952682302524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175674113197366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967144566203525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031296436000733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805753232959186,0.2524117056211429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418716085563345,0.1812029124445324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rosemary-juana,2019/05/01,"People With ADHD Are Prone to Violence?! [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dVxGZGPvyPo&lc=z232ffugsmi0vvjlnacdp4323gdrndovxzkztl4foo1w03c010c.1556690313043617&feature=em-comments](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dVxGZGPvyPo&lc=z232ffugsmi0vvjlnacdp4323gdrndovxzkztl4foo1w03c010c.1556690313043617&feature=em-comments) &#x200B; Hey all, just watched this documentary which is obviously old, and it conflates ADD with Psychopathy. People in the video and comments are confusing children with ADHD with children with psychopathy and are saying that ADHD is a violent diagnosis! &#x200B; I made a comment to try to show the difference and got a reply from someone saying that most parents of ADHD children disagree with me, and that their children harm animals (because they have ADHD)! &#x200B; This is obviously a little infuriating and scary. I didn't realize people are actually confusing ADHD with being a psychopath!",20.99388888888889,26.54197264814816,12.400925925925927,30.199166666666684,35.481481481481474,11.325925925925928,43.12962962962963,11.20814326018867,6.184329629629628,818,32,63,16,8,208,65,108,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.9664,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,7,0,10,0,0,1,3,23,12,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,7,14,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,13,8,2,3,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,3,1,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.07930359946745924,0.0,0.585993466991102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163594560989065,0.29624015763312106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049538815805385265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490535889141447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499560322160954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144957962358343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689556927884122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527468069708505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023594154857914,0.0,0.0,0.16901821006040718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925149115944926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885616301208722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517407517361282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29624015763312106,0.0 adhd,alfredonoodlez,2019/05/01,"Mom to adhd son My son is 6 and has adhd. What is something you wish your parents knew about adhd while you were growing up? I’m struggling and I’m looking for alternative methods to help him. He’s very impulsive.",0.7742635658914736,3.3166608837209317,2.8468604651162783,87.41664728682171,91.32558139534883,4.7271317829457375,25.77131782945737,6.42735559955562,1.2028015503875968,170,8,32,2,6,57,34,43,0.062,0.78,0.158,0.5106,1,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7973375092929166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823209731339967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185710194149567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590080568251833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556076112069625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025197558484348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119386261120106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247180478174527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431143829387576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,legitxanman1,2019/05/01,"Legit xans Yo people. 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I just saw a post asking if exercising helps manage ADHD but I'm curious if anyone has any advice for keeping a routine? I can't seem to find any form of exercise that stays interesting to me or feels like ""enough"" that isn't super expensive (for example, I think I'd like rock climbing but I don't think I can afford the cost for a climbing gym) So far anything I have tried I just fall out of out of boredom or frustration because I think I should be doing more. Any tips?",2.682955555555558,4.702953740000002,4.5553333333333335,82.19322222222225,76.6,7.6444444444444475,27.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,2.1207777777777777,394,16,76,8,9,134,66,100,0.111,0.738,0.151,0.4626,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,1,0,4,0,9,3,0,0,0,18,18,7,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,5,2,3,3,1,0,0,1,2,10,4,10,15,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,5,2,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26304468459686026,0.2138816846370307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465266143172471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304217983903656,0.0,0.1801151116758621,0.0,0.20461816556707804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133423898860914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615592697355436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066955282370536,0.15636402776251146,0.0,0.0,0.20004738050163795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670700235655165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194545763572698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386210623406535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962132377194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925517698732864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332911563342089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207379364432896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486014573830068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blinkyzero,2019/05/01,"titration frustration I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult (34) in the middle of April and started the titration process for methylphenidate as my doctor instructed. After about a week and a half, I found a working dosage -- 30mg, twice a day -- and was really blown away by the difference (though I suspect, and the doctor agrees, that Adderall will be more effective down the road). It's tough thinking back to all those years during which I managed (with varying degrees of success) to fight through the mental ""fog"" and attention/motivation issues. It's *especially* tough because I have to slog through several more weeks of fighting the same old (unnecessary) daily battles. My doctor's practice handles a lot of substance abusers (the clinic is primarily an addition recovery center; I have a lot of empathy for the other patients there, but I also feel woefully out of place) and they have a firm policy against issuing scrips for controlled substances more than once a month, even when the dosage would be entirely different. I ran out of medication pretty quickly, given that I had to titrate up a lot, and now I'm high and dry for weeks. It's tough. :-( Anyone had similar problems? I like my doctor a lot, but I'm already wishing I'd gone to a different clinic because of this one's scrip policies. Unfortunately I just rolled with my health plan's recommendation. (Also weird now to realize they direct ADHD inquiries to an addiction center...)",10.474832689832688,9.185526698841702,9.775762548262547,63.41749195624198,58.07335907335907,12.803217503217509,44.363256113256114,11.698219412168324,5.4076329472329485,1161,59,182,27,12,372,158,259,0.122,0.825,0.053,-0.9133,2,0,1,0,4,0,47.0,0,0,2,5,12,11,4,0,24,0,12,10,0,2,1,33,22,16,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,0,1,9,14,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,3,8,1,17,2,37,10,9,29,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,4,16,132,26,8,0.0,0.1279753099413565,0.0,0.11774787508550268,0.2596163368211319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919276571582092,0.17275263035186242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552376541997953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147984007236137,0.08305375101293104,0.0,0.13168494136177325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114346125408493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965812519819542,0.0,0.0,0.10962883744432617,0.0,0.338545351513049,0.0,0.4422151236834216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134021172162201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461358009525444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842842820880853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481058568631188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141194955638261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547073278136384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276869278924266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673081780293257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880966562755956,0.1088496299830948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621330729438911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333931932643065,0.11502813330363812,0.07319101293360344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284845050434965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988596358693066,0.0,0.1033518889423594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919457833308856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220216258514099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645070411261362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920905345321497,0.10612020688260727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25991959933940045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420725837942692,0.0,0.0,0.07863325571394199,0.0,0.0,0.07672787765968232,0.0,0.0,0.069555508496034 adhd,Kluke_Phoenix,2019/05/01,"I can't concentrate on my work, or study, or do much of anything productive. Nobody in my family believes I could have ADD/ADHD. I'm currently in my second-to-last year in school (Currently doing AS levels and exams are in 2 weeks. Joy.) and I can barely focus on anything I'm supposed to do, all I can manage to bring myself to do is barely play video games at home and talk with friends. Even then, I lose focus and end up running in circles in the games or just zone out of a conversation. Usually I can force myself to scrape by, but it never gives me satisfaction and I'll probably end up in a dead end if my life continues like this. I just have a constant sense of dread and regret nowadays, and my family doesn't seem to respond well to my worries at all, I'm just lazy, I just lack discipline, I just don't want to do work. Last time I tried to bring up ADHD I was yelled at for looking up the symptoms instead of doing the assignment. Thanks, dad. Took until a neighbour noticed my difficulty seeing that I got glasses (lens prescription is above 10) and until my secondary school noticed I was 'antisocial' (read books at lunch) that I was even diagnosed with high functioning autism. I think my dad is in denial about there being anything wrong with me, because I barely went to any sessions for the autism and I haven't gotten new glasses since 2013 and I'm due for new ones since sight in my left eye has gotten worse. It's just painful. I'm 17, will be 18 in August, and I'm going to see my school counsellor tomorrow and hopefully get this settled without the rest of my family having to bloody know because I barely trust them with taking my issues seriously anymore.",5.032334523482562,5.8764211389728125,5.927878330129088,79.36023825872014,68.72809667673715,8.797638011535293,29.546965119472674,8.97023862654752,2.3863401812688823,1331,48,251,23,22,439,179,331,0.149,0.79,0.061,-0.985,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,3,12,14,0,1,9,0,28,7,1,0,3,41,54,21,1,6,12,2,0,1,2,1,5,1,1,0,6,17,1,1,3,6,0,6,6,6,1,1,8,6,36,8,50,42,5,51,0,2,5,0,11,24,0,6,22,165,42,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24684605573916665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983815550559642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184881124236303,0.0,0.0,0.2535350883311677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520748414146524,0.0,0.0,0.11570546778778212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098004407999733,0.0,0.0819959891566282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423629903170048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728798127912603,0.0,0.0,0.13566210890042926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904435779225685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934421304939511,0.0,0.053655461564600736,0.098517270855123,0.05836563492919476,0.0,0.0821369649973545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850606594253764,0.10301445839846604,0.10200227741071474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071900207690802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056440130037935236,0.16742513907406312,0.0,0.0,0.11158166765013727,0.0,0.07253862814365225,0.05017305089899144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624044724240101,0.11489278273680785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549483992559611,0.0,0.07920702174577303,0.19837271920941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338446867332452,0.0,0.0,0.06959081650806097,0.0,0.10927790311038324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072580399750352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272578247813596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118075488559833,0.16367400485616398,0.09349239388796744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699056787200702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067425349484904,0.0772161082666755,0.08254475498945005,0.0,0.09455051215033927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580472583332703,0.0,0.0,0.059884024394391264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141012466871219,0.06972519457731123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131073279611459,0.0,0.06057393587154063,0.0,0.0823781336873778,0.0,0.09233782739089733,0.0952020664915619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899719848296663,0.0,0.14953072106775012,0.10429479488200943,0.1046580265060232,0.0,0.11228413129576607,0.0,0.06613413908157627 adhd,PyneBoi,2019/05/01,"Yesterday was pretty cool *Note: I meant to post this yesterday, but procrastination😬* So I started on new meds yesterday (switched from XR to IR), and it definitely made a difference. I was a little more productive in school than I have been the last few weeks, but the real productivity started when I got home. I took a shower (which I've been meaning to take for almost a week), I folded the laundry that's been in my room for four days, I finished (almost) all of my homework, and because I've been thinking about it for a while, I officially decided to start researching (something I love doing when I am genuinely curious about the topic) on how to start Bladesmithing. The only problem was I messed up the timing of my new meds so I couldn't sleep until 3 am.",4.604471243042674,6.144569632653062,5.836784168212741,77.01784786641933,70.36054421768708,8.88286951144094,30.370439084724804,9.339509955726095,2.8072231292517,604,25,111,13,11,202,93,147,0.048,0.836,0.11599999999999999,0.8555,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,11,1,12,2,1,2,1,16,24,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,11,1,16,2,20,12,3,28,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,19,78,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31175497878207564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489283871430948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039199883020744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626383351373471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450070098318695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561461673489574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688895418524285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560187036551812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049507190215724,0.1472953831211457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695664271776164,0.3458207239119833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30068730441047986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183913693344383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908545348765795,0.15836876884767412,0.0,0.14895179398353756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718252902215942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754278399771884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557788961204141,0.0,0.0,0.1198396581338778,0.0,0.0,0.4407261307136569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170418167594139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974479206188737,0.0,0.0,0.09077037379012133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295118216335068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973251422415124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BuggyTheGurl,2019/05/01,"What science, if any, is behind Fish Oil for ADHD treatment? Hi all, I was just reading an article online (highly credible source, right?) and it said that fish oil supplements have been shown to aid in attention with ADHD children. I've never tried it and use my medication now, but I'm one of those people who can skip some days. I generally like to do this to try to avoid any dependency on the medication and to stretch myself and develop other coping mechanisms (big fan of cognitive behavioral therapy). However, I'm also interested in the potential uses of supplements and food to aid in health - as long as it's supported by science. Science is a must. So.... anyone used it? Does it help? Is this a real thing or is it pseudoscience bunk?",4.778613472858076,6.688494251798563,6.4863832570307425,71.06520601700461,70.51079136690647,10.522171353826034,31.34139960758666,10.637119530657019,3.956289208633095,587,26,100,19,11,202,100,139,0.038,0.845,0.11699999999999999,0.912,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,10,4,0,4,3,22,17,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,14,6,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,4,3,19,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,5,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992995797329874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284998460014488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259411928556653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615835952892127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713678675695444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537697800061292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087883117077465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176582949959068,0.0,0.0,0.11134998693213796,0.17552002765284844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116021168698909,0.0,0.0,0.1470152669014221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347066235350636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281257275927805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125704994626543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517005571901225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616980833837833,0.18908645161065532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186971642448035,0.15802277702532894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188516514055072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899782468656728,0.0,0.11036597038478674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557574037917785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304356033192395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MiksBricks,2019/05/01,White noise? Anyone else use white noise to help eliminate distractions when doing low interest tasks? I found a couple websites that generate white noise and with a good set of headphones it’s a lifesaver.,6.680833333333332,9.336223194444448,5.478888888888887,77.155,67.05555555555556,9.244444444444444,31.44444444444445,9.725611199111238,3.4416777777777767,169,7,26,4,3,50,30,36,0.098,0.597,0.305,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729629179850561,0.39999065574224185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319482746212201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261125710025014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428031748105984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274323967184076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616636243302541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371631588783017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kindness106B,2019/05/01,"Adulting with adhd in college Hi, I’m a junior in college and I was wondering if anyone knew if getting help with sitting down and accomplishing tasks was something I could hire someone for. Honestly it’s so bizarre. I feel like I can’t do so many things without another person just sitting next to me. I’m not sure if other people struggle with this but I really do want to know if there are resources.",4.470295358649789,6.066892759493673,5.5272784810126625,78.88602320675106,70.77215189873421,7.79831223628692,33.41983122362869,8.344100000000001,2.8186185654008438,324,16,57,5,6,107,59,79,0.066,0.8320000000000001,0.102,0.3963,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,20,15,9,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,6,3,10,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,2,40,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033285921443466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465716077484336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647978335096515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151610588134494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761801175608944,0.18031035478216334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186547031112295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917440681506676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387091653831466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330698051630208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558879448362706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684239281264973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497825007376486,0.22038074309494715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169008689355374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385265362252093,0.19430526519343452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638570544127245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378783986092388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676793871901807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886854589219198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24329885079308655,0.2737105732734043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sickdisgusting,2019/05/01,"Need help I was diagnosed with ADHD as a small child and took adderall until I was 10. That was 13 years, 6 moves, 4 doctors, and a remarried father ago. I’ve since stopped my medication (around age 10, my father suspected I didn’t need it and took me off). Now I’m 23 and ADHD has slowly been destroying my adult life. I’m a college dropout with no clear future. AFAIK my medical records from when I was diagnosed are history. I can’t afford the diagnosis because insurance won’t cover it (ofc) and I can’t keep a job for more than a few months. I’m living with and being supported by my girlfriend who I love very much. I have put an extreme amount of stress on her because of my ADHD. I am overcome with guilt because how much stress I cause her. I could never support myself where I’m at mentally and I’m afraid she’s going to drop me like yesterday’s paper because I can’t be an adult. I’m terrified I’m gonna end up homeless. I need medication so I can get my life together. I need that diagnosis. Does anyone have any resources or advice to give me on finally getting medicated again?",3.0462612612612645,4.657485968468472,5.006486486486487,81.13558558558559,74.45045045045045,8.356756756756758,28.54954954954956,8.998388855275968,2.4276738738738746,863,36,171,19,18,297,137,222,0.12300000000000001,0.809,0.068,-0.8540000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,4,8,0,19,10,0,2,2,25,41,13,0,5,1,2,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,3,5,12,0,2,1,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,8,0,29,4,20,28,5,28,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,1,15,101,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804080046284949,0.10310327439112857,0.09352836093809463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175050404934931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377513361248646,0.0,0.0,0.09392638194304928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572719749788105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838796391616906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424125049438919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141811146534042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799408521869053,0.09233262263405456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934506549269524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558118617849253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024937254971147,0.10121492743110752,0.059963836315729276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072121366884275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470251997380116,0.09378224824303018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904984516489106,0.051546918237378364,0.0,0.09316737464755598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522700846762472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251614084845166,0.10632939116603048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421717626827026,0.11214056660703353,0.15512416611152885,0.31293768725070564,0.08137591397372418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606681912585793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727906687079487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821119010228412,0.2417229866225818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394632821774713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445126530594296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705690419548992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794506211712048 adhd,perianlove,2019/05/01,Hyper focusing on test questions Lately I've been having a problem in my physics class with hyper focusing on one test problem. This causes me to run out of time and not complete the test. Has anyone experienced or overcome this issues? Thanks.,4.164999999999999,7.296334590909094,4.737454545454547,76.77118181818186,78.0909090909091,6.247272727272727,29.25454545454545,7.554174236665415,2.4134054545454537,198,9,29,3,5,63,37,44,0.114,0.825,0.061,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,1,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,20,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055695520521272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30201592459492194,0.0,0.0,0.3082502817880673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068565059023668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331641444002547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921998935479432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626308856682474,0.0,0.0,0.3293439466137348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706729561349385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143202653745215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Antiapplekid239,2019/05/01,"Just keep making mistakes Hello everyone, so I am a computer geek that has been in the field since 2008 but in the last 3 days I have managed to kill a motherboard at home by accidentally bending the pins on the socket and then yesterday I was installing new fans in my computer and then the cored that hooks up to the motherboard came out of the header. I just feel like I am failing at my own field and making noob mistakes. I guess I just feeling like a failure lately even though I am finally doing well at work in the IT field. Thanks for listening everyone",4.6703636363636365,6.0478765363636375,5.54159090909091,79.82238636363638,70.0,9.136363636363637,30.113636363636363,9.516144504307137,2.778636363636364,449,18,85,10,8,147,71,110,0.209,0.674,0.11699999999999999,-0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,0,11,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,17,8,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,3,10,4,15,14,1,20,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,1,10,61,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346755035475222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323265190166368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552190582465848,0.0,0.0,0.3921236571757475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074940984839633,0.2931665679320799,0.0,0.22476872583925853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603299002047206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581599155150596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237670974732909,0.22700537546229155,0.0,0.0,0.1672521097761273,0.2314561629129427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004847936975392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739234404225646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816770643460066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973008585231553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889055935687428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159195404909566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448479754811128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937618516096052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fotoboi123,2019/05/01,"I think I might have ADD. It’s like having the best motivation in the world but picky motivation that I can’t really pick. Butterflies in my stomach as a result of an urge to do something BIG are commonplace and are almost an every day occurrence. When I try to do something that doesn’t stimulate my mind enough, the butterflies get worse, and it makes me really uneasy and I think that’s an important distinction that I’ve come to understand recently. I know that everyone struggles with concentration. But when I can’t concentrate on something it’s almost as physiological as mental and I HAVE to do something or I can’t concentrate. As a result of this I’ll end up having a 3 hour walk, in the middle of my 4th all-nighter of the week to ‘calm my mind enough to work’. This is all before going on another 2 hour walk at sunrise, making a video and planning my ‘next project’. I’ve gone throughout schooling leaving work till last minute because blitzing through 8 months of revision in 36 hours is appealing to me. It’s not a last resort, it’s a first choice. I honestly live for the ‘stress’ of exam seasons, not even because I’m particularly interested in what I’m studying, but because my brain seems to come alive when there’s the pressure. I use the term ‘stress’ loosely, because I usually don’t feel anything other than either euphoria or tiredness during exams. The euphoria usually comes with the loss of butterflies and I guess that’s because I’m not anxious during these periods of time since I’m actually doing school/uni work. It’s only since writing this down that I’m realising that maybe not everyone has this approach to life, and that I might have ADD. Someone previously said on this thread, “I’m extremely curious. The world absolutely fascinates me and I can’t stop trying to learn more about it.” I literally can’t put into words how much the prospect of learning excites me. I wanna learn 20 programming languages as much I want to learn 20 actual languages. I want to learn to sing as much as I want to learn to do draw. I wanna build shit and I mean ACTUALLY build shit. I want to take photos so good they’re curated in galleries. I want to be good at every sport that I can and I LOVE maths. I’m hooooooorrible at it, and it takes an absolute age for me to understand anything, but if I could just absorb all the information I would. I wanna learn statistics, vector calculus, give me some of that linear algebra and fluid dynamics while you’re at it. Did someone say particle mechanics? Sprinkle some logic and proofs while you’re there too. This is just a small part of the 100 or so tabs that are been open in my chrome browser of a brain. And it’s not a matter of me planning for a future, these are things that my body is willing me to learn right now. An attempt to revise for my exams found me distracted by a pretty lilac book on humanitarian violence and before I knew it I had spent 3 hours writing notes on the Neo-Panglossian motivations of World Leaders in their justification of military acts in contemporary wars. Nice. I’m engineering student though😂 But yeah, can anyone else relate?",5.405893950234522,6.723805091819699,6.342426663486768,74.99255564830274,68.19866444073456,9.84499562763336,31.791120120836315,10.07000556051586,3.312996152317353,2506,105,453,62,42,831,287,599,0.07200000000000001,0.778,0.15,0.9926,0,0,4,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,12,14,20,3,5,31,1,37,8,6,12,4,101,76,40,1,11,17,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,36,24,0,1,24,4,1,10,12,9,0,1,8,3,50,11,77,62,14,68,0,1,0,1,8,29,2,12,30,289,86,24,0.0,0.0,0.21647251733995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480860650499739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753547230070189,0.0,0.08353431627451614,0.0,0.05170252455509337,0.07576313608082602,0.12169724704599805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253742208307573,0.0,0.12583975218972215,0.0,0.07759840600040789,0.0,0.0,0.08213378085720473,0.0,0.16508923683351445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108552286864705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903730849361365,0.0,0.0,0.04768698843991569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176972071680644,0.0,0.06549137283070347,0.15280535575131166,0.0,0.0488385215937201,0.0,0.12459999514351015,0.14131102703915582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037387701079446736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289570734593708,0.0,0.08107446289836609,0.0,0.0,0.03863206077928633,0.07093267086897058,0.04202339687808941,0.12403942379010878,0.0,0.0,0.08145632985925258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912750508336939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040637028746666484,0.12054650095409727,0.0,0.07829474800495997,0.0,0.0,0.0522279859230669,0.03612471676305274,0.0,0.06529284651317216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673626332507451,0.0,0.09871478547100956,0.0,0.07428548052597991,0.08054538555699849,0.0,0.0,0.07451695020392843,0.156883250034676,0.14932229722394685,0.0,0.0590204369786992,0.0,0.1630693964499767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863900596214632,0.06939030815912763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623683088914032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007284601333736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522640984622292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433293647613484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473930134313507,0.0,0.07300959382366555,0.0,0.0,0.06314674662080215,0.07033653490416153,0.05880228188278115,0.0,0.1496681211019141,0.0,0.06731474742291339,0.0,0.0,0.15180244187434785,0.12233249543770824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530298785670846,0.22769911780475985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181949118863335,0.16940245363743134,0.07730106857440157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119156561934086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049124310269252784,0.09475912027693988,0.07264842492464113,0.0,0.043116640928100525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040461403971516,0.0,0.0,0.15395412369415604,0.0,0.06386283759588399,0.1628750938286771,0.0,0.21806689421658348,0.0,0.05931245347061875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149371572467305,0.0,0.07535402963877075,0.05252684312944047,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buxtonwater3,2019/05/01,"Is it possible for ADHD people to be in a serious relationship with the polar opposite of ADHD people By polar opposite I mean someone who has a very high standard of executive function, punctual to the second, non compulsive, rememberers EVERYTHING (so it’s hard to argue about things where I may possibly be in the right but I just can’t remember the details), and of course making them very very unfamiliar with the lives and struggles of those who have ADHD. I don’t think she will ever be able to adapt to understanding me. Nor is it her fault. We were not meant to be. I’ve tried very hard to adapt to her standards of living, to the point I become a different kind of person when I’m with her. I’ve also made so many mistakes due to ADHD, and as much as I try to explain it to her, the science of it, the way it embodies nearly everything about what I do, she could just never get it. One consistent mistake can be addressed. 156 consistent mistakes can’t be addressed. She told me “you’ll never change” and in my head I thought “well technically no”. But I avoid the ADHD word for the last few months because “you can’t just blame everything on ADHD”. Today I woke up late, it was the first time I used an alarm for a few weeks now. My brain is so that I adapt to alarms so quickly that they become obsolete within a day or two. My regimen is to have a shot of coffee and a modafinil pill with my phone in the bathroom which needs to scan a QR code to deactivate the alarm. I can’t remember it happening but at some point it rang and I promptly got up, took my pill and coffee, snoozed the alarm (I set it one hour before getting up for the modafinil kicks in). Well it didn’t, and even when the alarm rang again i slept completely though it. I woke up at the time we were meant to meet, immediately made an alternative plan dressed up and she wasn’t replying until I called her. Looks like that’s the straw the broke the camels back. I try to and aspire to be like her, but she will never nor can she ever be able to understand the plight of ADHD living, which is simply just too foreign for her to comprehend. And I sympathise with that. I’m not angry. Just feeling numbed out. Maybe I can fight for it back but considering this question (on the topic) - I don’t see any point anymore. 💔",4.268018558951965,5.2790614868995664,5.321569323144106,82.40169896288211,70.5938864628821,8.69443231441048,27.631277292576428,9.017664075816787,2.0688141921397376,1803,61,366,34,32,595,217,458,0.131,0.836,0.033,-0.9906,1,1,0,0,1,0,45.0,2,2,2,2,27,21,2,7,32,0,36,6,3,4,5,64,63,30,0,5,13,0,3,2,0,4,3,2,2,1,26,19,0,1,12,0,0,1,16,16,2,5,16,8,48,5,64,34,4,50,0,1,3,0,31,23,0,4,26,264,74,0,0.14159784226275787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956058141909164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661787164981805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814569416779177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021350552471302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888000038687412,0.0,0.04315836518986072,0.15638369200174573,0.060244667295865986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903501059163573,0.07229361426906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489587095506915,0.0,0.07423132180040781,0.0,0.0,0.0565271775627614,0.0,0.0,0.045659447081129415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396980380006392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046762019686747945,0.12808335495612355,0.0,0.0,0.19088851551628624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579806179358517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602215261467053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397902834687449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566243648332945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260725213945073,0.0,0.12684385401677953,0.0,0.0726601185700357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480294730580384,0.0,0.0,0.06972267595777873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372618152681627,0.0,0.057710570128200925,0.0798642668201382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917755334630275,0.0,0.1875502333661161,0.0,0.059453262586430924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398330204161624,0.04725882961782785,0.0717789936971435,0.07112703229825193,0.07712078052701288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651102338595936,0.0,0.05204535325983628,0.05249650292904521,0.1638134777746828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959503624982057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816611499395413,0.061818887090228425,0.0,0.0,0.2007835941084601,0.15963029168450985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931099476142267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601154553852049,0.16040275243401894,0.060461891807464724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641757377448967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059987696123434374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740144044603435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047035657283370585,0.04536508992584816,0.06955958054582319,0.05620643506208279,0.08256684052309785,0.0,0.06710909893198666,0.06765140316214305,0.0786602064071082,0.14420346025490288,0.0,0.06916025845976052,0.1474083475116467,0.0,0.06114753623693463,0.0,0.23366609838492516,0.0,0.05619688817556704,0.05679062400650217,0.0,0.12731346541144656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xanthraxoid,2019/05/01,"Getting my prescription renewed over the phone... Me: I need more magic smarties Them: How many have you got left? Me: A day's worth Them: Maybe next time call us sooner Me: I have \*\*A\*\* \*\*D\*\* \*\*H\*\* \*fucking\* \*\*D\*\* &#x200B; (Well, actually, I didn't \*say\* that, but you know...)",1.8438235294117649,3.639166960784317,0.8753431372549016,96.35654411764708,114.68627450980392,4.052941176470589,25.818627450980397,5.985473137389443,1.0783450980392155,229,11,42,3,12,64,43,51,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.3483,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,12,1,1,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,0,3,24,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2385575023538876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648720926135979,0.29704541608218576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962078940863536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765634820710156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599914716260194,0.1277201564919759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955168349564477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434871363828513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265606289431558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478438690719311,0.2455927280728164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812638451519321,0.0,0.0,0.25998577205707896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440424592055192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254647605281245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940550414660593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197987198431852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29704541608218576,0.0 adhd,MixableHorse,2019/05/01,"Should i start a business ? HI All, &#x200B; An opportunity has arisen where i could possibly start my own small business for something i am very passionate about. &#x200B; Ive met with a financial advisor and have a solid business plan set. &#x200B; The problem i face is well everything (adhd wise) im so so so scared as it would be a big financial risk and i want to make sure i get it right or to the best of my ability. &#x200B; Are there any business owners or does anyone have advice in any way that may help me ? thank you.",3.1081730769230766,5.495576548076925,4.01023076923077,84.83476923076924,76.78846153846155,7.236923076923077,27.707692307692305,8.238735603445708,2.050322307692308,427,18,81,8,10,137,76,104,0.081,0.693,0.22699999999999998,0.9278,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,7,10,0,2,7,0,12,2,1,1,2,14,19,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,7,8,13,3,9,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,2,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837682056000554,0.10438321797606676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629574808978844,0.5191917207460939,0.14528245680469526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746909921005209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210094631672116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528703734058019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347885730719063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600288246392394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558090145756386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159916021602115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153838754268104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130314549691988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204234426216364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221226494257298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122365287989197,0.0,0.0,0.10694540394314468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223521557022052,0.0,0.0,0.15121541954908613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006765378676449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834545742150017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813764510025389,0.06300517359054733,0.08478870353879844,0.0,0.0,0.0960439628039893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588182702888624,0.0,0.5191917207460939,0.0 adhd,Guat-irish,2019/05/01,"What is the medication culture for ADD/ADHD in your country? Is it super high? From Ireland, but living in England. I don't know of many people who are diagnosed and on medication, maybe folk just don't talk about it. Interesting documentary on Netflix 'Take Your Pills' about the history of the rise of amphetamines to deal with ADD/ADHD symptoms in the US. Just wondering if it paints an accurate picture of across the pond that EVERYONE takes it?",6.0813821138211335,7.848253073170731,6.864390243902438,70.19016260162603,67.04878048780488,10.34471544715447,34.39837398373984,10.504223727775694,4.066042276422765,360,17,60,10,6,119,60,82,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,5,5,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,16,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,0,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889139477329897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970479018592386,0.0,0.2064549109527414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943651292610963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149117955078786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178775656260916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961305381838574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062238584281681,0.20435074781041648,0.0,0.0,0.4098244650153046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410175453724848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141886993664646,0.3058751107704916,0.16349170297940072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467486514175574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058737682677432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheRealNosferatu,2019/05/01,"I don't know what to do So at the moment I'm doing absolutely terrible at school, I can't remember most of what I'm being taught in class because I find myself constantly zoning out. Even when there's no distractions my brain finds something else to think about. I'd love to study at home as well as at school so I can catch up but it's just not possible. I'm constantly thinking about my future and have so much I want to do but I can't bring myself to actually act on it. I'm worried that I'll end up ruining everything. I just feel like it shouldn't be a problem I feel so capable at school yet here I am. My dad has suspected recently that I may have ADHD and I think he could be right. I'm not sure how to deal with this so I tried hard to convince myself to see the school counsellor tomorrow for the first time. I'm just tired of not being able to focus on my life. I also keep finding myself exhausted every day mentally no matter how much rest I get.",2.547247536945811,3.8804289064039423,4.529553571428573,85.18575892857146,75.20689655172413,8.424753694581282,24.51016009852217,9.017664075816787,1.758418965517241,760,24,164,17,16,261,119,203,0.135,0.768,0.09699999999999999,-0.7693,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,19,10,0,1,4,0,18,5,1,2,1,34,37,15,0,4,8,1,3,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,11,0,0,3,9,5,1,1,1,4,22,5,28,29,4,27,0,1,1,1,4,12,0,2,13,111,30,6,0.123808179388217,0.0,0.12081892353831238,0.0,0.14879337204906154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900935632609394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547231700908243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382108740205358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675853165142746,0.0,0.09885075687824467,0.0,0.0,0.07984603331027014,0.127640796550338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034258471602685,0.0,0.10965729872341078,0.0,0.0,0.08177413482316807,0.0,0.10431373093756433,0.0,0.11127080843663746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520227103648088,0.08844858809298617,0.0,0.0,0.3394752989596318,0.1053111741401796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468466373618477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090781032708358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241896986282976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004639848246807,0.0,0.0,0.06804173752815147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744937854475451,0.060486422656382835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174171569191843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476952482875495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820265148040804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395751197394289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846770701466927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224564081581155,0.0,0.14025053228468584,0.10573150872113808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012019493764495,0.09865908947338699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531358521342452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668774386377645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799384659038286,0.0,0.0,0.07219354504027385,0.1422992892878151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405762682226202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302527196248866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131842203461084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573321596077758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,duathaur,2019/05/01,"I DID THE THING WITH MY UNDERGRAD THESIS! I just needed to express my excitement somewhere. I'm finishing my fifth year of undergrad at college, and I think I'm actually going to graduate this time. I was supposed to graduate last semester, but I had to drop and start over this semester (thanks, ADHD). But even though I still struggled this semester, I just submitted my capstone thesis paper and presented it after a long, long battle with it, and I could cry I'm so happy. Keep your head up, guys. There's victories amongst our ""failures."" I need to remind myself of that more often.",5.432408256880734,7.0574769541284414,6.5035665137614656,72.70287270642203,68.44954128440367,10.220642201834863,32.89105504587156,10.411451182825502,3.899705504587155,464,21,77,13,8,155,73,109,0.12300000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.069,-0.7186,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,0,8,5,1,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,16,14,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,16,3,13,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,10,57,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.21498363662597028,0.0,0.2647610100482697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589376377927896,0.0,0.2419921493514028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550784240891135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125203089915204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181342891274712,0.0,0.2345162993603589,0.0,0.0,0.2260941069937956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581514427124905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957608759833865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899218785390656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267032915339715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593137078813776,0.0,0.1759340048160732,0.0,0.0,0.2303081939648801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282510913568574,0.0,0.0,0.14635931154033993,0.14116106190484068,0.21644626455174207,0.0,0.12846026432901658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186770300606136 adhd,fuckeverything_panda,2019/05/01,"NSFW advice for people with clits I think it's at least partly ADHD-related that I've never had the patience to learn how to masturbate. Literally, I get bored and give up. So I hope this post is ok here. Well, I finally figured it out. I got an air pulsator - the new-ish toy design that's supposed to feel like suction (but I guess aren't technically suction). There's a whole range of brands and prices, some are totally affordable.I got a mid-priced one from an off-brand (that I won't name, because they're not paying me and also this isn't an ad). It's exactly what I needed: it's foolproof. It's either in the right spot or it's not. And it doesn't take much maneuvering or concentration to keep it in the right spot once it's there. No skill involved, not even that much patience. Significantly more accessible, in multiple ways, than the personal massager all those 20th century sex positive workshops and studies focused on. [More detailed post at r/sexpositive](https://www.reddit.com/r/SexPositive/comments/bjfuub/this_25yearold_stone_butch_finally_figured_out/)",5.13831318364997,7.914322834196893,5.527417962003457,74.53121905584342,71.95336787564767,8.433966609096144,28.85693724812896,9.150863307647796,2.8013306850892343,869,35,146,20,18,277,130,193,0.025,0.866,0.109,0.9259,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,10,1,7,1,0,1,4,29,18,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,17,7,0,1,4,1,2,0,9,1,1,1,3,2,9,4,17,14,11,16,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,5,3,93,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485373242268427,0.17469761197244907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429669175345701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898004918285384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807970906526866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039440019920604,0.1277174447866445,0.0,0.19584011597659853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340296037946542,0.17149800743574295,0.0,0.0,0.28596662720348104,0.0,0.19694166443690775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775646765080461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890411735434162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734081020984451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628415202032941,0.13255996713423338,0.13788289389680414,0.17266275130608152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039035891588066,0.12114308753548107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935967357885522,0.0,0.123940607957089,0.1561001054114331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424355362041245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053470590871173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344171290448291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455229384974475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190388376285015,0.0,0.0,0.1607408860500421,0.0,0.0,0.1995967611563132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dolma34,2019/05/01,"Do you guys experience mood swings because of ADHD? The title pretty much says it. Are mood swings associated with adhd?",3.825714285714288,7.131753476190479,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,85.66666666666666,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.8111142857142848,97,3,14,2,3,33,18,21,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.749154358087249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999641725860436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048815343522137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086108738562298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291196761236551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31708924608424394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785937901807845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BigYoincc,2019/05/01,"High School is terrible So, there is some assignment that I am not going to be able to get done for civics class. It was due like 2 weeks ago and I have to get it in today. I have barely anything done on it. It’s some political bullshit that I can’t even start very well. I don’t know what to write. Fuck, I don’t even remember what we are supposed to do for the assignment. I am not going to be able to get the half credit I need from the course, so I’ll probably just re take it, like I did grade 9 math. On the topic of failing. I am doing COMPLETE SHIT in science. I can’t remember to get tests signed, homework done, and when I DO remember to work on homework, I get distracted by just about anything. School sucks. I wish I could home school or do anything to make it easier for me to do assignments and actually follow through on them. I’m getting pretty anxious over school. I should probably talk to someone, but I’m at “that stage” of my teen years when I am a cranky bitch who doesn’t want to talk to anyone. Thanks to anyone who took the time to read this. School sucks ass.",1.8836666666666664,3.651322644444445,3.324611111111114,91.26425000000003,78.1111111111111,6.811111111111113,22.805555555555557,7.734863291789972,0.8904888888888882,845,26,188,13,20,277,123,225,0.133,0.7859999999999999,0.081,-0.9263,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,2,11,13,5,1,6,0,28,3,2,1,0,24,51,9,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,14,4,0,0,4,1,1,4,7,8,1,1,6,0,21,5,33,41,2,23,0,1,0,2,7,9,6,3,11,122,35,18,0.19836958325025714,0.0,0.09679004904792528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792133330779682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205058270789342,0.0,0.13870462493112534,0.0,0.24486189724660304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103993366949318,0.0,0.0,0.07919098537271642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450143416989184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102123886869801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169474161499183,0.3109197595369338,0.0,0.11273800558996107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047941779748858,0.099490433033599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450936757078005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691335834139167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620661859230248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354426622410155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090659065900057,0.21387596185952612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921163243835712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370711019750405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019015217396706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181176327943987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403895207715699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020350601358688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457461960247712,0.15944195691029342,0.0,0.0913160302314019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057835449619577976,0.0,0.09401558508734292,0.0,0.110197952977291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183784056242369,0.0585017598898406,0.0,0.07956005710727465,0.0,0.08917903928560471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405761545017028,0.0,0.0,0.07220770958826055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638717539054524 adhd,Sexless_Sexiness,2019/05/01,"How to sleep? For the past few years I've been having trouble sleeping and don't know how you guys end up not laying in bed every night. Please teach me your ways...",2.106960784313728,3.8974000882352975,2.3652941176470605,98.29049019607844,77.52941176470588,4.533333333333334,17.215686274509807,3.1291,-1.0062431372549017,129,2,29,0,3,39,33,34,0.077,0.857,0.066,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920950402226634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560910043867289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009583106085642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670429841516448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28523650728410466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29015469046777165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336458517551839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083390659299973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126138125704616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573384999398846 adhd,ReecesPieces213,2019/05/01,"So, um, is this normal? So just a quick question about something I’ve been experiencing for a while but just recently have been able to actually describe. Normally I don’t have too much trouble going to sleep. Sure it’s a bit difficult to get myself to calm down and actually want to go to bed, but once I do it doesn’t take long before I’m out. However, every once in a while, my brain goes haywire. I can normally tell this is going to happen when I get settled into bed and I realize that my brain is running along this uncontrollable line of thoughts that seem to have no origin and no real direction or end point. It could be the most random thing ever but my brain will latch onto it and hyper-focus on it and analyze it to an insane degree. It’s incredibly annoying cause the only way to actually go to sleep at this point is to wait for mental exhaustion to set in, which can sometimes take upwards of an hour. This situation is normally accompanied by profuse sweating and a massive headache the following morning. The strangest part is that the subject of my thoughts is completely irrational, completely out of my control, and a lot of times isn’t even clear to me. This morning for example, I woke up to discover that my brain had undergone this process while I had slept (waking up covered in sweat and mentally exhausted 2 hours before my alarm aren’t really normal occurrences), and I couldn’t really process what thoughts were going through my head. All I could decipher were random snippets here and there about certain parts of my body that were being controlled by certain actions or receptors?? Again I honestly have no idea, it’s a crazy mess. This is the first time it has occurred after I have fallen asleep for the night, even though I didn’t go to bed till probably 1:30 a.m. I will say at the risk of sounding arrogant that I’m a pretty intelligent person (35 ACT, A’s in High School without studying pre-diagnosis of ADHD), so this shouldn’t be a case of me not understanding the thoughts in my head, but at the same time I have no idea what the hell is happening. I’m just curious if anyone else had similar experiences and if this was something that normally accompanied ADHD, or if this is just my weird-ass brain blowing off some steam by hyper-focusing on whatever random shit it wants to latch onto and leaving my conscious brain in the dust.",9.670761589403973,7.580500640176602,9.549901766004416,66.93664072847685,60.258278145695364,13.210110375275939,41.19304635761589,11.886574207783886,4.863205827814569,1902,84,341,47,20,626,229,453,0.147,0.7879999999999999,0.065,-0.9915,2,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,19,16,3,3,24,0,43,19,17,4,6,74,70,31,0,15,16,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,1,32,16,0,3,11,0,0,11,13,11,1,1,16,3,29,5,60,45,9,56,1,0,0,0,4,23,2,14,20,244,61,1,0.06811572523622687,0.0,0.1994133660571933,0.0,0.16372372968486013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762809885466747,0.06979261004851117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592293043161478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436473013979543,0.07566121514639214,0.0,0.4562380595189122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997361315766848,0.0,0.0,0.14283608390855815,0.0,0.1527951557002148,0.10876972794823916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056901948015910475,0.0,0.06033031474091422,0.0,0.0,0.08997958820764636,0.061614573175032675,0.05739043631866104,0.0,0.0,0.06663024966394683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793920108900021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117531012609365,0.0,0.2322704182755108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046902174151652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981277095915035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719680035248985,0.0,0.0,0.13416053697941532,0.0,0.0,0.15378872543425698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212471789086274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028027335719108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057909553754454675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728926009712245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500728955444229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392199384842594,0.4004336903618993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450820486395984,0.0,0.05180507845428469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752538520373268,0.0,0.0,0.05947602393027197,0.0,0.0,0.12878275459268615,0.0,0.0,0.0692981806104993,0.07344027251535971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630520128062404,0.0,0.0,0.0775306077488836,0.08727335557831002,0.0,0.06725606112845224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416835867286916,0.0,0.06893675046407445,0.0,0.062009998007334276,0.0,0.0,0.0699198131057132,0.0,0.07656492910253035,0.1363298351967356,0.0,0.0,0.10487762624018053,0.06736819397321275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419826491864772,0.0,0.10242909654208564,0.0,0.059536146178582834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045253061157162336,0.0,0.06692335420216595,0.21630510894888785,0.11915648147218785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091087220098441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803528391238264,0.05406709216648392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566112841239923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sidestepper24,2019/05/01,"Thank you to my workplace. In the past I have been fired because of poor productivity, for not having high attention to detail. Now I have this magical work place, it’s an open planned office they sat me right in the middle. I talked to my supervisor that I really struggle being in the center of the room as anytime anyone does anything around me I am distracted. Another staff member happily gave up their desk so that I was able to sit in the quiet corner. They let me stick work on the walls around my desk so I can track where I am at with my projects (this works so well for me). My attention to detail is poor and it shows up often in my professional emails and reports (I am sure you will see it in this). The staff are so happy to help me proof my important reports and emails, anything I need to get checked they help and there are no comments about why I make so many errors. My boss calls me an ideas person, she says I am good at coming up with great big ideas. She actively pairs me up with what she calls small detail people, together we get these projects done. It’s been a year and half here, I feel so supported, it’s acknowledged that having ADHD makes me think differently but it’s treated as an asset not a hinderance. Thanks my workplace!",4.7421015180265655,5.7378578306451615,5.277637571157495,83.20777988614802,69.48387096774194,8.577229601518027,27.088235294117645,8.841846274778883,1.8879029411764707,994,31,199,17,17,319,141,248,0.065,0.826,0.109,0.8421,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,4,4,15,11,0,2,12,0,19,0,0,3,2,30,33,14,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,14,13,0,0,7,1,3,1,3,2,1,1,6,5,40,9,32,24,0,32,0,0,1,0,21,27,0,1,3,139,54,13,0.13472613015672213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191462719342184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412720944570109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420364274413473,0.0,0.22173625141746625,0.2398696388755737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212779846080788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751408843487836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160546316631837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076013101868734,0.0,0.0,0.1178997444035172,0.13787160706362386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068121579474512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077768478185745,0.0,0.0,0.11300188593750801,0.0,0.14853603412280747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341847077404132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806081702782224,0.14234555348840625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30417880405202913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137766596059836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986147609031572,0.13659114987663007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989771840261287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861133581397685,0.09340213504887362,0.1176376602237584,0.14076013101868734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630900883812273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505537902277198,0.0,0.10713962621153517,0.0,0.0,0.1073592826840344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084500341880138,0.0,0.0,0.1528856159249736,0.12697778325445258,0.0,0.0,0.10828776008486588,0.0,0.2480754392437345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863270642017223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113497096867284,0.0,0.1215693771574092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942466820036788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675921065124233 adhd,CodingEagle02,2019/05/01,"Do you find smartphones and/or computers make your ADHD worse? If so, by how much?",2.7300000000000004,5.733579666666667,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,85.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,65,2,12,1,2,19,15,15,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792796167379504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405463280279603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217438990581608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543311381406306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912070504948312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rafac97,2019/05/01,"Adderall and Red Bull I usually never drink energy drinks and I have had panic attacks, usually no longer than 1 hour from coffee and Adderall before. Today at 5pm I took 20mg Adderall and then at 12:30am I had a Red Bull (cramming for final exams) half an hour later I felt really anxious, like I could not breath and had a panic attack because I was thinking I was having a heart attack. At 2am the anxiety and chest pressure went away, I just still feel some weird pressure in my neck. Should I be concerned? Could I potentially have had a heart attack instead of a panic attack?",5.8007518796992485,6.211303035087724,6.701779448621553,76.02078947368422,66.89473684210526,8.61954887218045,31.19799498746867,8.418075326091056,2.4770942355889725,462,17,81,6,7,154,74,114,0.32899999999999996,0.648,0.023,-0.986,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,5,5,7,0,13,7,5,0,1,16,18,7,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,0,2,3,11,0,1,9,4,12,1,9,5,1,17,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,11,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718863747536723,0.12875646471912144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6483007646016973,0.1070808994455642,0.0,0.0,0.06947656773207478,0.0,0.09698218849264648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199550716832352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329928696317705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762791185295694,0.0,0.10943145687270883,0.12485128410500156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701158820263347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447987533040975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055681198180935206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790260500655916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011664558807044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301369098907036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101857208205216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302896504627833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803258735300872,0.0,0.12662762211267328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251049176044712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565363350582667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TastelessHurricane,2019/05/01,"Do you ever feel the sensation of doing everything perfectly / feeling like everything is perfect? So I apologise but this one is a little hard to describe. Occasionally, I get into this mood/sensation and I'm not sure what causes it but I have a good feeling that it might be something related to my ADHD. If I get it during class for example, I will feel like writing everything perfectly, etc and I feel like acting quite elegant/proper??? Idk its really difficult to explain and I'm wondering if anyone else feels this.",3.8781250000000007,6.719038895833336,5.976916666666668,69.30975000000001,76.70833333333334,10.090000000000002,31.475,10.125756701596842,4.4107449999999995,418,21,64,15,10,145,66,96,0.086,0.648,0.266,0.9609,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,2,9,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,5,25,20,8,0,2,5,0,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,8,8,6,17,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914668001710892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113974095690146,0.16323800767669344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366135603551804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330880249439554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767938643206388,0.0,0.14411038879261295,0.0,0.0,0.4295486825203833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833295572118118,0.3414460182318633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647200631526116,0.0,0.0,0.13362665182748895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271578945268418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335011628608373,0.15967642573781116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690090359128244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079566041125744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945211283889958,0.0,0.0,0.10206187071926874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226491941296382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015338807842973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277134103043673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arch3ops,2019/05/01,"Questions for those on ADHD/ADD medication Hello! I hope you guys are having a great day. I had a couple of questions for those of you on prescribed medications. Please also comment what medication you are on if any of you are able to take the time out of your day to respond to any of these, thank you! (Again these questions are all assuming that the one answering is on some form of medication.) Do you (still) experience racing thoughts during the night and if so, does it make falling asleep difficult. To those of you in school, how has it impacted your test taking skills and academic experience in general. What side affects do you feel from your medication if any. What medications have you tried in the past and why dont you take them anymore. Do you personally feel more in control of your life/more calm or possibly happier? Would you recommend someone else diagnosed with ADHD to take medication. What are some struggles you still face even on medication. Thank you so much again for taking the time to read this. The purpose of this is that I was diagnosed around a year ago and a lot of the things i’ve asked are things that I struggle with and am curious to see how your lives/experiences have been after starting medication. Have a great day!",5.70132730015083,7.328026538461543,6.066269482151835,76.0869004524887,67.80341880341881,9.779386626445447,31.286073403720465,10.056822442137396,3.2089801910507787,1006,41,183,25,17,323,121,234,0.036000000000000004,0.8420000000000001,0.122,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,19,1,2,11,9,0,2,12,0,22,13,2,5,1,33,37,14,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,0,2,18,9,0,1,8,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,3,24,6,35,32,7,28,0,0,1,0,29,12,0,12,15,138,42,4,0.07441860740990977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788734087591241,0.0,0.06596760530705277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951253345900252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518216148845725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380326167429804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624833825581193,0.06957135215470338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346679615284225,0.0,0.08234277363453016,0.0,0.14398153584482196,0.0,0.0,0.15106664004335776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651242248425576,0.0,0.08721805364354686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062167197303846865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915278833564322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183870335742255,0.0,0.0,0.07525656787082789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640935547803774,0.0,0.07368612141260059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391446870404003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256406323330553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632680387853204,0.0,0.0,0.04967499831607177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6747202595781354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470623916099762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983682179947939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042797434965253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104098141370731,0.0,0.06497945753083323,0.0,0.08168928344769694,0.0,0.08389579825344118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25009761539249475,0.0,0.07443874614196222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531560371866118,0.05930199509611644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630546445609076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267387335520439,0.0,0.11886159201597607,0.0,0.0,0.15559697295362726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797676563114377,0.0,0.0,0.13702931049563194,0.0,0.0,0.09888083201558368,0.0,0.0,0.059080061644355426,0.08678817687861244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052534946564249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715121811351965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286484352984404,0.0,0.0,0.04792314326209657 adhd,idigress31337,2019/05/01,"My ADHD cancelled itself today Forgot to buy a new router for this internet upgrade so I came home today disappointed since my appointment for the upgrade was today Turns out I forgot to accept confirmation of my appointment when I received the mail link ADHD: 0 Me: 1",4.424693877551022,7.339422897959187,6.052408163265302,69.12473469387757,75.12244897959185,8.001632653061224,28.16734693877552,8.841846274778883,3.0515191836734696,218,9,31,5,5,74,36,49,0.107,0.8390000000000001,0.055,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,6,1,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517433810592933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254138139068195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302550284004528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216985693346028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988420405882814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527530503478876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968194783865036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Razarehman,2019/05/01,"Help in understanding when medication is working I was diagnosed with ADHD-C almost 6-9months ago. I've been switching medication recently because when I was on 20mg of Adderall XR I felt nothing but side effects no benefit. Now I've worked up to 54mg of concerta and similar I have no added benefits and I don't even have side effects other than random stomach pains. I can be on the pills for 2 weeks straight and not take it for 4 days and they all feel the same literally not one thing changes. Never got those euphoria stuff or anything other than dry mouth. It honestly feels like I'm taking sugar pills. What I'm frustrated about is how all these college kids my age can pop 20mg of Adderall and they are super focused and ready to go but when I take it consistently for weeks nothing happens. My doctor told me you gotta be on a regiment for a while for Methylphenidate to start working but I feel like at 54mg of concerta I should have some noticeable effect my docotr even said most people don't need more that 36mg so im sure the 54mg would have done something by now. Ive experimented with taking it on empty stomach vs not, small meal Vs big meals, with more acidic stuff so It breaks down fast Vs just water. I've even tried to take it with coffee to no avail but coffee has done absolutely nothing for all of my life. Idk what I'm asking for but this whole thing just feels redundant and pointless like how have so many people have had amazing success and noticable effects on such lower dosages, and it really makes me question if I even have ahdh even though I've been diagnosed. Maybe I'm looking at it from an unhealthy perspective but I just understand why it seems impossible for me, or maybe I have a hard time recognizing it. What tips and tricks or ways do you guys self test to notice when your medication is working. People say it's like night and day but it literally is exactly the same for idk shnahejshueshsksuss",5.200028191703584,6.258928157068063,5.801256544502617,79.63906161900927,68.47643979057591,9.122996375352397,30.66089407974225,9.367010060515213,2.6377842126459923,1564,61,302,31,26,507,204,382,0.092,0.774,0.133,0.9670000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,10,22,14,2,0,8,0,31,17,3,7,6,66,59,33,0,4,20,0,6,4,0,3,10,2,0,3,25,15,4,0,13,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,11,11,25,11,39,43,10,37,0,0,1,0,14,15,0,10,23,189,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179018318405812,0.0,0.07507940587704633,0.0,0.08481251785973516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696989952098881,0.0,0.07918092162850501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516309353560904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895989422840264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092460268256158,0.0,0.0,0.1719327771487911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669169089599542,0.0,0.17335031901869968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797101795845968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828506085458405,0.0,0.0,0.1713028198549233,0.1210161159784422,0.08132307999880088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813565809918623,0.0,0.06774049265828883,0.0,0.0,0.08386404495496336,0.07489790157282981,0.0,0.07587250812498683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677108688641293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914880565272434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059824494457102036,0.1655160833457408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711247412594265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565363763494869,0.08587017991063986,0.17018045936199425,0.0,0.0,0.2559720840077089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280227569386974,0.06532409220656346,0.0,0.0,0.0794830593689217,0.0,0.2438091992450119,0.2892866984799739,0.0,0.0,0.057393357484056814,0.0,0.09012433066647324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761561744211565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488081454290727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054259519182118285,0.0,0.08362876652859966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056691385158983,0.06735501521623337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771056103908598,0.08835817909443265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520443192593811,0.0,0.0,0.0599494721438481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391721892041355,0.0,0.0,0.0798265854161289,0.0,0.3184106702328749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253878454133204,0.0,0.08321506597293223,0.0,0.04938791340741292,0.0,0.0,0.08093228758891946,0.0,0.057504182574973875,0.0,0.0,0.17634659764892968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722909655734129,0.13587878150679378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076426505652525,0.09456196386235433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466437544412509,0.0,0.0,0.060166820146484286,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thats_a_boundary,2019/05/01,"Task Roulette May to June - will you join me? &#x200B; Dear Brains, I am struggling with motivation lately and would love to have some external motivation added. So I adopted the Roulette method for tasks. As it is with external motivation, I need buddies so that I can continue to be interested. Please join me if you are interested and I will be your task buddy as well. &#x200B; Here's how I planned it: \- there will be check-ins every two weeks until June 26, which is also the final. \- Today I selected with a random nr generator 7 numbers, which now became my 7 tasks for the next two weeks. I will put them in a comment below. \- Any tasks that i will be able to complete, i can replace with new randomly generated nr and task at next check-in. Tasks that i did not complete i will keep until i can finish them, even if it takes 2 months. \- The aim is to complete as many as I can, I plan to keep a count of how many i have completed. Tasks were inspired by executive functions, some are working memory related, some are planning related, some are meant to just motivate to start. Comment below if you want to join and roll your 7 random nrs to pick the tasks. Next check-in expected on Wednesday 15th. &#x200B; **List:** 1. Prepare at least 5 shopping list before you go grocery shopping and stick to them. 2. Postpone buying that shiny, impulse buy until the next check-in. 3. Memorize 3 important phone numbers. Use the nrs instead of the contacts feature of your smart phone. 4. Memorize a password you have written down. 5. Prepare a checklist for a less frequent complex task. File it where you can easily find it (e.g. travel checklist in your carry-on luggage). 6. Memorize birthdays of 3 important people in your life. 7. Memorize your PIN nrs (in case you didn't already). 8. Memorize 10 facts about your current hyperfocus topic. 9. Check-in with yourself daily and capture how your day went (at least 7 times until next check-in). 10. Write down 10 things your are doing well. 11. Monitor your sleep until check-in - how much time, quality, anything you changed and what was the effect? 12. Perform a body scan meditation. 13. Keep track of your timeliness. 14. Time 3 routine task to understand how long they take. 15. Create notifications in your calendar for upcoming birthdays, holidays and bigger events. Add early reminders for when you need to start preparing and decorating. 16. Plan a getaway. Set a date and location, book transportation and accommodation as needed. 17. Create a budget and track it until next check-in. 18. Complete a neglected chore that takes up to 2 hours. 19. Complete a neglected call. 20. Set up an appointment you were avoiding. 21. Set up a doctor's appointment. 22. Contact a dear friend you lost touch with. 23. Complete a neglected work task. 24. Take out the trash and recycling. 25. Empty your laundry basket completely. 26. Complete a workout. 27. Check on your tools and tend to them. Take care of them so they function as you need them to. 28. 1x a week review your calendar for events in the next 4 weeks. 29. Daily spend 10 minutes gathering and returning them to their ""home"". 30. Clean up your workspace. 31. Check on 5 important documents and make sure they are at their designated location. 32. Check the balance on your accounts and credit cards, make note of the total. 33. Place any lose coins/cash you find @ your home into your purse. 34. Check on your plants, water and tend to them more than usually. 35. Check on your pets and clean their space. 36. Clean your fridge from expired food. 37. Find borrowed items and return them to their owners. 38. Clean your purse/car. 39. Get or create a fidget toy. 40. Take a walk in nature. 41. Work on any challenging area for the period and record the improvement. 42. Organize a get-together with family or friends. 43. Volunteer or donate to a good cause. 44. Track your medication or vitamins and keep to the prescribed/recommended dosage. 45. Collect your pens and writing tools and eliminate those that no longer work. 46. Unsubscribe from services and mailing lists you no longer need. 47. Pick up an old hobby until next check-in. 48. Empty out and clean your travel mugs. 49. 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Hi all, first post in here. Bear with me. I'll give y'all a little context. Male, mid 20's, final yr nursing student, prescribed 18-36mg/day/as needed. Not taking medication daily bc not a huge fan of s/e. I can't NOT be distracted by internal factors such as random or ruminating thoughts. This happens when studying, talking with friends/family, riding my bike or even chilling solo. In addition to the internal (sometimes mess of) tangential thoughts I have external distractions too... The environment around me. Unless I'm outdoors/fishing/camping/hammocking or working as a nurse. I will impulsively/compulsively reach for/go to/go get and ultimately interact with ""x"" distractor within alarming intervals. It almost seems as though if I'm not fully emotionally engaged with whatever my physical/mental self is occupied with I will inevitably be distracted quite quickly. How do I refocus myself when I become distracted ( which is most hours of the day)? Life as I know it, for the most part, is full of distractions that make day to day life difficult and ultimately take away from my quality of life. TL;dr - How do I refocus after becoming distracted? Cheers",5.553773584905662,8.477445886792456,6.577962264150944,66.78166037735852,71.26415094339623,10.655094339622645,36.5433962264151,10.577609850970193,5.15977283018868,976,55,143,34,20,324,142,212,0.139,0.84,0.021,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,3,11,12,0,8,8,0,11,5,0,3,1,31,24,16,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,10,0,1,2,0,15,2,27,18,6,22,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,9,10,93,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559624322298073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943606756443246,0.0,0.0,0.1366072851969057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211638696681591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750816859169779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355447059570447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960347655427329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706937594322913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927765888446105,0.0,0.12367644047169694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596505336984695,0.13948011106661656,0.16526737234468056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857598582703664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318887172691488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990756887573812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107988709908719,0.0,0.14572814338655854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705505990919032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647434420437494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078116254254299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574531075530959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925219113931553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464989075776234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236592295125935,0.15168302107771994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438034745908084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864412734303293,0.11686632703037812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428539240545695,0.2308613635312957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585231097739288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProcoRatstination,2019/05/01,"I need to go to bed, but I don’t trust my morning self to get shit done It’s almost 2 in the morning and the meds have long since worn off. All that’s left at this point is some easy Spanish homework that I could probably do in an hour if I were medicated. I don’t have class until noon, so I should really have plenty of time in the morning. But if I save it for the morning, I’m 90% sure that I won’t finish it before class (hopefully I’ll start it). Instead I’ll find some way to make leaving the house take 3 hours. Or I’ll get cocky and try to work in my room and risk not going to class at all out of shame. ...And now it’s to 2. Goodnight.",0.793333333333333,1.9864094444444484,2.8566666666666687,95.955,79.55555555555556,5.911111111111111,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.08880833333333316,496,12,125,4,12,168,87,144,0.111,0.7829999999999999,0.106,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,2,6,0,12,2,1,1,3,24,23,11,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,10,4,19,17,4,23,0,0,0,0,1,11,1,7,9,73,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880165639310378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977166929690806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991271302887346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921457596162145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161110573997254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961958357890125,0.0,0.2134189920722744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649007468590215,0.3698155812169657,0.21665218825070864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881289287781834,0.20400400914446407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616349956118326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533262172362666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856130189191224,0.18915050479140305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392231757880274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749582072604356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024392394103733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202851726916526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587676026801967,0.0,0.19273503896483607,0.15531870227995712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289894046780729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696350349024895,0.0,0.14117368908955738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948555723746327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747810219819602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490367701593754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366930035663707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dignop,2019/05/01,"I may have ADHD/ADD As you can most likely tell by the title of the post, I think I might have ADD/ADHD. I’ve got bad short term memory, lack of focus in anything I’m not interested in, even if it’s right in front of me, and an inability to sit still. Also I’m often listening when it looks like I’m not, like if aim drawing or looking down. I’m also very self-conscious and can get extremely anxious and overthink things, not sure if that has any correlation. According to others I have very high standards for myself and when I fail to meet those standards I can have complete mental breakdowns filled with self-hate and sadness. Again, not sure if this is related but it could be. This might not be the best sub for this and if it isn’t, no worries, just let me know in the comments. Thanks in advance.",5.916537150647577,5.3995650981595125,6.458609406952967,81.01541240627134,66.73006134969324,9.207634628493524,30.994546693933195,8.515128840125781,2.165877164280845,633,21,130,8,9,207,102,163,0.165,0.7909999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,9,11,0,0,5,0,17,0,0,0,2,33,29,18,0,7,13,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,1,3,10,8,17,21,4,19,0,2,2,0,5,9,0,11,8,91,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35833266598857155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384399662536276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138015928635348,0.0,0.0,0.16841904109339814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268092064007315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447636746397445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564512611322094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630854136061725,0.0,0.0,0.11902900901893013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846656251070396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788864411755751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192336557923864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575122104693692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193099219136532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244537354651455,0.0,0.21850026773463968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038090468069024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023853499090392,0.3163026611437839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277834184403332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731431809525373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110478917161671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905624051724248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810140651501037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030332270050693,0.1372537105685669,0.0,0.0,0.09904275989682243,0.09552505415528786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601479616771066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139894290347328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pariah33,2019/05/01,"Why won't my doctor diagnose me? I've been seeing a crazy expensive psychiatrist, while having no income, for the last 3 months. I see him every few weeks and from the second appointment he prescribed me lisdexamphetamines and they've helped dramatically and really changed my life. He has said in passing before that he doesn't want to diagnose me with something straight away which I really respect but at the same time this is too damn expensive and I don't wanna freak him out by asking for a diagnosis more than the once I already have. How long did your Drs take to diagnose you? For reference I am a 25yo female.",7.055347985347988,7.556585230769232,7.3678876678876675,72.00846153846155,64.21367521367522,11.130158730158731,32.0989010989011,10.914260884657429,3.57757728937729,500,18,89,13,7,163,88,117,0.075,0.8640000000000001,0.061,-0.1445,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,7,0,10,6,0,1,0,12,16,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,3,3,14,1,14,12,3,12,0,0,2,0,10,5,1,0,6,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705879337522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541246852376685,0.0,0.1762883268217097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966272070368334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849190082553386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713337046261198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205135767315315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808974412382376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576712024450534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294675949951764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325314486757485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605019236722232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976767485893125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998240945498476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404063000252237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848290913251225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990400222511947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444982613969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107742249301786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941089883593352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067139920469644,0.0,0.15050868311393684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693105073978936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrAlfredo,2019/05/01,"Shift Change TL;DR: When it isn't because you weren't paying attention, it's because you didn't write it down and never saw it or heard about it before it was an issue. For background, I have been diagnosed with ADHD from childhood. I've been thinking a lot about something I've been experiencing that I call a ""shift change"". It feels like there are many of me and they take turns or shifts at the controls. When one of them leaves, it's like I'm stuck going in after this guy and he didn't leave me any notes as to what's going on. Other people around me perceive this as me forgetting a conversation or forgetting to do what I said I would. To me, it feels like a shift change at work where someone didn't write down what I needed to know. Now I'm going in to my shift and I'm not sure why everyone is mad at me. I spend the rest of the day putting out fires that, as far as I'm concerned, I can't remember so it feels like I didn't set them. When I'm on my medication, the shift change is smoother. It's like someone left me sticky notes at my desk to go by. I don't feel that I have multiple personalities as all the ""employees"" are me, but just different versions of me. For Instance: 2 o'clock MrAlfredo: Gets told to clean his pets' litterbox, but is in the middle of something else. He decides to try to remember to do this later when he's done with what he's doing now. 3 o'clock MrAlfredo: Is wrapping up tasks 2 o'clock MrAlfredo was in the middle of. He doesn't have any notes from 2 o'clock MrAlfredo about a litterbox. He looks around and grabs context for what else needs to be done, sees nothing else. He begins leisure activities assuming all tasks are complete. 4 o'clock MrAlfredo: Doesn't know what you're talking about because everything appears to have been taken care of already. The last guy was just hanging out, after all. 5 o'clock MrAlfredo: Doesn't know why you're mad at him. Sometimes the shifts are shorter, sometimes longer. The shifts can happen mid-conversation with not enough context to appear as though I'm listening. I don't know why they happen when they do. Is this ADHD or something else? Does everyone experience this? Have I simply created another analogy for the failing executive function symptom?",4.647690217391304,6.063317112128147,5.289255577803207,81.46452409897027,70.09839816933639,8.483094965675058,30.58988844393593,8.930421266530582,2.5141831235697945,1786,74,341,33,32,576,190,437,0.034,0.915,0.051,0.5971,2,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,5,3,19,10,2,0,17,0,42,3,0,1,5,53,81,24,0,3,10,0,6,5,0,1,3,3,2,3,26,12,0,1,15,0,2,8,15,3,0,1,20,13,33,7,60,59,7,53,0,1,3,0,28,23,0,8,26,212,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742368601874427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063942370698527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171096936006204,0.08612704763842491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462374002017428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020853561335293,0.0,0.06989192178786581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387032182352568,0.0,0.08374340811820362,0.0,0.3475571591635288,0.0,0.08611832333647917,0.0,0.09212281842774868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297110346047968,0.0,0.0,0.08336659182245619,0.0,0.08581492726099932,0.0,0.0,0.07187800918382943,0.168107856193331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744572785037607,0.0,0.0,0.08486873016752453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696946438186524,0.07381878925562366,0.0803450392580569,0.0,0.0,0.16612227752852934,0.1760345173041034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291281448836935,0.0,0.1867197553558917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626556546176211,0.14526567632597576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572893312509935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055979834233898,0.06695202803468953,0.0,0.17394091481404744,0.08924130488390583,0.0,0.0,0.20063817948445545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897378581771031,0.0,0.0,0.06982932516814185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327329270248485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274365752822434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180601674947153,0.06334856007640959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881197265226908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565766674673082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056942952292201365,0.07171822860775655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256964420304594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860887798187931,0.0,0.0781304080913894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545197825299236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391876012893522,0.18969755569110347,0.1624697556086435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741246867905482,0.08537104083519659,0.061756258038563126,0.06601802788678571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052629609545780484,0.08069847475842952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848473219093262,0.0,0.0557651402636644,0.08934068294577127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234564252877215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979618762357219,0.0,0.0,0.05834725431168152,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,diligentladybug,2019/05/01,A friendly reminder clean your tongue when brushing teeth. Clean tongue 👅 when brushing teeth 🦷,4.492291666666667,7.683345312500002,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,95.875,2.1333333333333333,30.33333333333333,3.1291,0.8067333333333333,79,4,12,0,3,20,11,16,0.0,0.5379999999999999,0.462,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blood_Tempest,2019/05/01,"I’m stuck with deciding on if I should switch majors or not. I’m conflicted right now on where I should go in life and if I’m making the right decision. I’m attending college right now and I’m majoring in electrical engineering. I’ve always felt like math was my strong suit and I enjoyed it. Lately I feel like I enjoy the problem solving of math more. I got into electrical engineering because my dad always found it fascinating and he thought it would fit for me. But my mind has changed with how I feel about these things. I’ve been thinking about doing Psychology and I’m very conflicted on it. People tell me that it’s too common of a major and it’ll be hard to do anything with it. However, I feel like if I love it, I would want to pursue in it and get a masters degree. I’ve fell in love with the human mind ever since my ADHD diagnosis. I would love to help others over come there problems and understand how to. I did great my first semester of college and passed all my classes. How ever I felt like my engineering class just had no interest for me. I worried that I would have no interest in this major for the rest of my life. I talked to my family and my advisor and decided to give the next semester another go. My motivation for this semester went down greatly. I’m taking Calculus 2, a programming course (electrical Engineering requirement), chemistry and physics. Halfway through the semester I just felt like I shouldn’t be doing this anymore. Every aspect of the engineering major did not seem appealing to me. All my friends that are majoring in engineering just want to take the major and graduate and get a job. For me however it’s all about doing something I want to do. I don’t care about the money right now because I feel like if I do something I love I can make the money later on by becoming perfect in it. I know it’s not as simple but whenever I find something I really enjoy I always strive to be the best at it. I’ve done it with football, video games, math classes in the past. In all honesty, I’m just scared if I will make the right move or not. I’m afraid of what my family will think. I’m most afraid of switching majors and ending up back in this same spot I am right now. I’m not sure if my ADHD can compliment my change to a Psychologically major because I’m sure if I will be stimulated enough. I know many of you have been through something like this and I just need to let it out because I can’t talk to anyone about it yet ( I’ve emailed my advisor for an appointment but i don’t know when it’ll be ).",3.5195175438596493,5.03336358089669,5.191087231968812,80.68780043859651,73.03508771929825,8.794717348927875,28.224610136452235,9.321569398390272,2.483394580896685,2019,79,401,47,40,686,210,513,0.04,0.807,0.154,0.9937,3,0,4,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,7,25,31,0,3,19,0,41,6,0,8,9,103,92,33,0,20,22,1,8,7,1,12,2,0,0,1,29,24,0,3,21,2,2,8,11,5,0,1,15,8,57,26,61,59,19,52,0,0,0,4,16,28,0,11,23,271,86,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760835739729645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828693809203341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681731949059925,0.0,0.0,0.07265217438759985,0.05122364292586126,0.0,0.060285028452546026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056330820661310725,0.0,0.17862939903798775,0.08090762010656619,0.0,0.0,0.0768796702827411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469133463919739,0.0,0.1549943372539253,0.06310521375859855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496828959176767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488477546255378,0.07569501728898942,0.0,0.0,0.13253197046465476,0.06172295951423185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381220995813449,0.0,0.14816562760850732,0.15700642397371314,0.2110172826801756,0.0,0.06695641422415269,0.062313151676466165,0.0,0.08032353107799596,0.05659888940082033,0.0,0.0765484820664676,0.07027567484636202,0.0832683314688527,0.0,0.05859105307037585,0.16153423693382504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656247094711626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910324141579344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269718445712334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078191546734485,0.0,0.08263812776463991,0.0,0.0,0.0749111893989872,0.10348847468016084,0.25053084462204217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644725418873654,0.0,0.14670069689967946,0.07427203539375787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793923700414874,0.0,0.0,0.07786157828672817,0.0,0.054319821479326826,0.0,0.0,0.07791063194907047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993297658187805,0.0507878196096027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019587676692194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046930901196857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753711945791423,0.0,0.0,0.07334396063146459,0.0,0.0,0.066691261506227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059971073417734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255901119980344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808945046020418,0.0,0.11016168171021146,0.11776388670859245,0.06403065346654595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048669308701358834,0.0938814377596294,0.0,0.05815860768265545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626408117334807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044545846794563,0.1296282626748611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791082833893622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439697658773484,0.0,0.20816130582699965,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ttwoweeks,2019/05/01,"Do you take weekend med breaks? 23 here, just diagnosed/medicated in February. have just now gotten around to taking 1-2 days off a week from 15mg XR (since I'm moving and starting a new job soon). Things I've noticed—mostly at home, around the house—are extreme fatigue and napping; and starting \~29 tasks without remotely finishing any. I'm skeptical about continuing breaks, even though sometimes I feel more like 'myself' without them. Just curious: Do you personally take breaks; why/why not? What are you like off your meds?",6.1805803571428575,7.9498836354166675,5.983571428571429,76.59000000000003,66.8125,9.235714285714286,33.50595238095238,9.606745405546679,3.3465702380952376,423,19,72,9,7,132,74,96,0.07400000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.061,0.2177,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,0,11,4,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,13,4,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,11,12,1,20,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,12,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111070993681882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908937850711981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536952081861024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079139569550208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261213962409124,0.11672195797410813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638880291550837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213395912630302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964288035621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444502210188034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365192401495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577978203001897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266109045655173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515339138114515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159150157001895,0.0,0.23128885641613964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36853455329255386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085454377169944,0.0,0.16052449468855054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105723395910598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742914708105628,0.0,0.0,0.3149937591962264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Star_wars_gal,2019/05/01,"8 y/o Son’s Impulse Getting Him Kicked Out of Extracurriculars My son is turning 8 in July. He's a sweet boy: empathetic towards others, cries when he sees a sad movie scene, happy-go-lucky attitude, affectionate to others. However, I've had to remove him from an after-school thing where he has free play outside (once a week, and only 15-20 minutes) because he's playing with others. He wrestles with them or when playing ""zombies"" and playing chase/tag, he'll knock down someone. He has lots of energy and I don't think he realizes his actions can hurt someone, despite me telling him MANY times to keep his hands to himself and to respect others. He's forgetful and absent-minded, has difficulty with self-awareness and body control, which is a part of his ADHD. His teachers in the past know he's a sweet kid and is never intentional, but it just happens too often. Today, I got a call from his hockey skating class that he had been disruptive in the class, to the other students and instructor, and at one time, he was skating full speed and backchecked (knock them down) into another student. A parent had been recording and complained to the office. I had even reminded him that day to keep his hands to himself. I saw the videos, and it looks pretty bad. The kid wasn't hurt and got up quickly (they were in full hockey gear), and I can see that he's just being annoying but he thinks he's just playing around. He's new to hockey and had been watching the games and knows checking is a part of hockey, but didn’t really think it’s not OK to do in a skating class. I told him what happen and he teared up. He didn’t even remember it and he didn’t want to see the video. I showed him and he said it was an “accident.” I told him it’s obvious it wasn’t an accident and he just wasn’t controlling himself and thinking of the consequences of his actions. He said he’ll try to control himself but I know this isn’t easy for him. I'm not sure what more I can do. Dad is not understanding and very good at parenting. He does get medication for his ADHD, but I'm not sure how I can instill more responsibility, consequences in him when we already have a reward system which works fairly well. He just is forgetful and gets ahead of himself when he's into something. I'm just tired of having to have this same conversation with him and giving him consequences, and he forgetting it again when time passes. I'm worried this will happen to bigger things in the future and I want to nip it now, but not sure how to. TL;DR 8 y/o son has ADHD and is a sweet boy, unintentional in hurting others. He's usually energetic and playing around and doesn't have much self-awareness and body control. He forgets even with reminders. This caused him to get kicked out of a skating class. How do I stop this and teach him more responsibility/self-control? He is taking medication but it wears out by the time school is over or if his curricular time is late (ie 7pm).",3.95472939376554,5.538308710843373,5.043267928858292,81.90096232549247,72.04647160068849,7.711776630330847,28.22952763434691,8.309216665352881,1.9644778810480017,2335,89,451,37,45,768,249,581,0.107,0.795,0.098,-0.8843,4,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,3,7,26,26,1,0,26,1,47,8,5,9,5,101,86,49,0,3,21,6,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,4,30,44,0,7,10,14,2,4,15,7,1,1,24,13,46,20,61,58,10,57,0,4,6,0,81,27,0,5,25,292,76,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607350564200823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980425493585656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583129487704167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875596831445174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038216397631167,0.044084129471011056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065707142129915,0.0,0.0,0.07384434135409394,0.0,0.0,0.07429008207789772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055516124520053,0.0,0.0,0.07943747294066163,0.04663886057417605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328560724008768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432952514161172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511318164826779,0.06937361857061082,0.041099750937720204,0.060656560427767785,0.11567796043911165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918506085898862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322524160008165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285583872543833,0.0,0.0,0.11923156273031653,0.0,0.08157738744546983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060728558966593627,0.0,0.0,0.06148182589655795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331868196405084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570472030039455,0.0,0.0,0.07302014688574918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053161747007278964,0.0,0.05577578090633431,0.06984477563069269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701586937621306,0.0490042681708792,0.05500078324880625,0.0,0.0,0.16060024308185872,0.15662579765123505,0.0690353191698993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357298405904572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046328497676096266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192172797440762,0.0,0.13758117054504676,0.0,0.0,0.1463785166737069,0.17288326022825526,0.0,0.2263290436338535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254891263557074,0.055673611165126966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060460740437528734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044754081507205,0.0,0.05437382497406828,0.0,0.06320875808203028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960891820768666,0.1853527573583798,0.0,0.0,0.21084483110169416,0.08311842727502299,0.06854861607908225,0.13820510590591747,0.0,0.049098894147010144,0.07866076753749697,0.0,0.0752851579088299,0.0,0.0,0.07964760452059849,0.05966958252977962,0.08530957234194189,0.0,0.058008805718857914,0.0,0.06502219520956108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052648064232298335,0.07344201941692716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IlluminatiRex,2019/05/01,"I don't think my family understands what it means for me to have ADHD and that I struggle every day this is going to be rambly: I graduated with my BA last year (and a 3.466 GPA), I have a total of three different jobs. I work fairly limited hours (as in I'm not full time) due to the nature of each, I'm a substitute teacher, a librarian, and a cashier. Cashier job gets scheduled around the other two, so I really only work that at most 12 hours a week. Librarian is at least another 12, although it's usually more. Substitute teaching is whenever they call me in but I usually get at least one call a week so that's another eight hours. Anyway, due to this structure (which I've found works pretty well for me) I'm home at either weird times, or when I am home I'm exhausted/trying to get personal stuff done (I want to go to grad school so I do a lot of reading in prep for that). I think I also have some form of depression mixed in since when I'm exhausted I just don't have the mental drive to focus on like literally anything and just want to be alone and in bed mindlessly doing nothing. As such, I find it really hard to get a lot of household chores done. Like, I do dishes and stuff like that - but I'm not a mindreader and just *don't* know various other things that apparently need to be done because to me they don't seem like things that need to get done (in an adhd sense if that makes sense). lilike for example clipping weeds on the edge of our property, well I don't know what constitutes weeds, we live in the woods and things grow in the woods I don't know what's supposed to be there, not supposed to be there, and if it's even supposed to be clipped without being told that needs to be clipped. things that just aren't in the immediacy of my day. so i'll set the time I am home for myself to try and get some stuff done in prep for gradschool (reading, researching schools, that sort of thing) or some of the other stuff I do (i help out with an alumni organization from the study abroad program I was a part of). many days though I feel get torpedoed because I wake up still feeling exhausted and wake up in just feeling like a zombie, and then i have trouble focusing or getting anything done and then its time for me to get to work and then I'm home at 10:30 pm and then i try to get something else done but then it's midnight and i need to try and sleep and then i get up and try again all over again the next day. it feels almost like i can't get my brain started, sort of like an engine that won't turn. and my family doesn't seem to understand this at all, the struggles that I go through and i just dont know what to do. i think i just needed to vent a bit.",3.690401587451571,4.391098807899464,4.850097798355853,86.39709321553434,71.69299820466786,8.44843617121799,26.68662005102523,8.6894789155246,1.6625324955116696,2104,67,464,36,38,695,229,557,0.053,0.868,0.079,0.9226,4,1,1,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,2,5,26,16,0,2,28,0,42,7,4,1,3,86,92,46,0,9,20,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,6,1,40,27,1,1,18,2,0,5,15,7,2,4,10,5,47,9,75,73,19,65,0,1,0,0,9,26,0,16,40,318,87,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478644537984216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615265366679505,0.05807848613525149,0.0,0.04484446791803372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760249072790015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229259165297173,0.0499200976141001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836759725346235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061221166024420966,0.0,0.0,0.06260007473964191,0.11452103624874192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465917210375714,0.0,0.04829872696812471,0.0,0.0,0.05858815241116318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401701097359752,0.06572140322652863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046844836255659536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037038091163067735,0.0,0.04724698689114844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572812904075013,0.0,0.11341613429478872,0.04006116207914327,0.0,0.0,0.051253032097357897,0.0,0.0,0.061485140209742876,0.0,0.0,0.35157275255712106,0.0,0.09560893862638484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050233653935607636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758698905145592,0.0,0.2249977643544865,0.0,0.16567258079674474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129482280502576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327301697099467,0.04570994520338629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177349279495715,0.0,0.04951669957515708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534870625192733,0.0,0.0,0.03743159194941785,0.056852910331019836,0.0,0.06108389925972186,0.0,0.0,0.056512062707519996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790058622930385,0.0,0.0,0.0596381417117574,0.0,0.0,0.053807047479420014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03799898183552012,0.04264881084078174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060725535367344624,0.0,0.0,0.04896395816488108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705010174003649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218362819393343,0.0,0.0718482616870119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350510483696866,0.0,0.10210013203959616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046387175229419916,0.0,0.05611713684008172,0.0,0.0,0.04317053632970342,0.0,0.0,0.03969133368222812,0.0,0.04478287631225465,0.0,0.0,0.11724695717363345,0.2567773415729615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862741359383579,0.10779493791435818,0.05509501306358405,0.0,0.1307949565406656,0.0,0.0,0.05358363163982408,0.0,0.19036178443993795,0.06099528037848854,0.054778728011610406,0.11675551761680625,0.0,0.0,0.1235209907376773,0.0,0.06615090911088857,0.0,0.08996259456930279,0.0,0.10083926592100463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405587885990512,0.0,0.1632978441357271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036111516946743735 adhd,Amazingly_Ada,2019/05/01,"Mom says to 'pray my ADHD away"". My mom is from Nigeria and is very religious (Christian). I told her a couple of days ago that I suspected that I have ADHD and she laughed at me and said that I just have to pray more (I stepped away from the faith about a year ago, haven't told her yet). She is making fun of me around the house and if she sees me mess up on something she calls me ""ADHD"". How do I get her to listen to me so I can get help?",0.8504381443298996,2.005092845360828,2.5201932989690725,98.58998067010313,79.30927835051547,5.674742268041237,19.341494845360824,5.985473137389443,-0.4119268041237114,334,7,86,2,8,110,57,97,0.044000000000000004,0.792,0.165,0.9055,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,16,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,21,3,15,13,1,12,4,0,1,0,16,6,0,1,5,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739111968320844,0.0,0.28220738212985724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170417451569325,0.0,0.0,0.29911017764845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254083707686975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612992374476702,0.0,0.10265809538048938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633022591568172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669516909282946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183672641531596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106254055811428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728599799939553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141687376677845,0.12658652726034136,0.0,0.0,0.12684605355352666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225447366167104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042071090393693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131340380516239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250686485040912 adhd,tbaldwin94,2019/05/01,"Need advice on getting through monotonous work. I currently work in the public sector, and my work involves transcribing audio and notes from public board meetings into meeting minutes. Unlike most types of minutes where you simply summarize discussion and actions taken, I'm required to summarize 'what was said and by whom'. In practice, this means writing out a sort of summarized transcript. This is what I do 95% of the time, where 5% of the time involves going to these community board meetings (which I actually enjoy). Summarizing what people say in a document is monotonous, and every month I find it more and more difficult to maintain the will to continue. I'm deeply behind on these documents, and I won't be here next month if I can't develop a system that actually gets me through. My own resume makes it difficult to find a job that would sustain me and wouldn't also fall through due to monotony. I don't have a degree. I'm currently taking adderall, and even that has become ineffective at keeping me focused on this work; it takes a tremendous amount of willpower for me to hit the play button on my recorder and work. Ideally, I want to develop a different perspective on my work. I've wanted to view this type of work as a means to develop coping mechanisms/systems and a mentality that would help me cope with my ADHD in the work place, but I don't know how much of this is me trying to work on myself or just avoiding the reality that 'my nature is simply too opposed to this type of work.' Have any of you come up with a system for getting through 'unpleasant' monotonous work? What's worked for you? Any general advice? Any help would be appreciated!",8.552351286173634,7.9736145144694515,8.723100884244374,67.14259344855307,61.41157556270097,11.890755627009645,39.373191318327976,11.20814326018867,4.585850321543409,1338,62,225,32,16,441,161,311,0.027999999999999997,0.9129999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.8327,5,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,15,8,7,0,1,17,0,20,0,0,2,0,43,41,17,0,9,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,22,16,0,4,5,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,3,4,25,3,48,29,6,32,0,0,1,0,17,17,0,4,9,159,47,19,0.0,0.0,0.1721783748322808,0.0,0.10602230277733933,0.1724135103651157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054884105142381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799761891172177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743114593129916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759930063774161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217025965179468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582679319796461,0.0,0.07432845840505373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126145242481307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382726308822454,0.0,0.05013698922370823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826290462580832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875439171033252,0.07841325469535627,0.0,0.0,0.04848295053980818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588869832410094,0.0,0.0,0.19219308421952866,0.0,0.0,0.08890417736091928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408314050082154,0.0,0.06485124303688289,0.06541339921435774,0.0,0.0,0.09382209167729026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116006696771086,0.0,0.09217025965179468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391663583867938,0.07015542750242541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265967868796422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288261883473693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059895027842745065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406790823789727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7706953065668167,0.0,0.0,0.18800510883801996,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bassmaster_General,2019/05/01,"I feel like it's getting harder and harder to cope To start, I don't really expect anyone to read this, I just need to vent badly. &#x200B; I've never been diagnosed with ADHD, but I've suspected it for a long time, and so have my parents. In 2 weeks, I'm finally going to see my doctor (for the first time in over 3 years lol), and hopefully get on track to get the help I'm so desperately needing. My semester is finally coming to a close, but I have finals coming up so soon, and I have two essays literally due tomorrow. I've been staring at my laptop screen and procrastinating for literal hours, and it feels like hell. During highschool, I honestly did surprisingly well, but that hit a wall in college. I failed all my classes my first semester, was put on academic probation, and I barely managed to climb back up to an acceptable GPA. The following semesters have been horrible. Constant stress, worry, and fear of the future and failure have been looming over me, and it's just so draining. I'm so nervous about my appointment, too. All I can imagine is that they're going to think I'm some college kid trying to get stims to give me an edge on my exams and homework, but its so much more than that. Also, my girlfriend has gone through a similar process for anxiety and depression, and after seeing her doctor, she had to wait 6 MONTHS before even getting to see a psychiatrist, which I'm fairly certain I need to get any kind of ADHD diagnosis or medicine prescribed. I just don't feel like I can wait 6 months. I feel like I need help now. I'm just so tired of being unmotivated, of feeling like I'm a lazy loser who can't get anything done, I'm so tired of being so messy, to the point where I lose my phone, wallet, and keys on what feels like a daily basis. I'm tired of forgetting things, or procrastinating until the very last possible moment or not even doing my work at all. I'm tired of putting off laundry for days, until I am literally out of clean clothes and having to do tons of laundry in one day. I'm tired of having no hobbies anymore, and in the rare occasions when I do manage to get excited about something, I'm tired of my passion for it fizzling out in a matter of weeks. I'm tired of zoning out of conversations and not listening to what my friends and family are saying, even directly to my face, or finishing their sentences like I'm too impatient or busy to hear what they say, until they stop talking to me and leave my life because it's so rude. I'm tired of being told I am scatterbrained or lack common-sense, and that I just need to apply myself more and build discipline. I'm tired of my life being a mess, and I feel like I am going to go insane if I carry on like this much longer. &#x200B; If anyone actually read this, I appreciate it. I just needed so badly to get this off of my chest, and sorry if this was all over the place or just completely incomprehensible, or if I posted this in the wrong place lol.",9.539846938775511,6.360959719387754,9.778605442176877,68.5919897959184,61.5,12.861224489795921,38.785714285714285,10.9516,4.04701224489796,2337,84,451,45,24,788,270,588,0.22,0.6629999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.9978,1,0,1,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,3,7,32,32,2,3,20,2,35,17,2,0,6,88,94,55,0,13,25,1,7,9,2,0,14,4,2,1,24,30,0,4,11,2,0,11,7,13,1,4,11,16,51,19,81,78,11,76,1,4,5,1,21,30,1,14,43,299,75,19,0.0,0.0,0.053000707164655464,0.0,0.13054501247088493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343331116947337,0.0,0.11769412471360935,0.13199012361405704,0.03693404317975134,0.0,0.04154855467491055,0.0,0.05386294017931701,0.07595246908820036,0.0,0.04469417341763862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041762598973911456,0.09069655370706983,0.033108109687535595,0.0,0.04621553768652044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935700103220186,0.05694513065096444,0.058692010269556186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005353310228747,0.0,0.04677887228655017,0.05512556769953341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111813292316804,0.0,0.055580063937030605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761775175139897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120054870967107,0.06111613395722106,0.19223256160758068,0.2716036780951732,0.0,0.1784885239892068,0.0,0.09239557079814156,0.0,0.0,0.041961340038468166,0.0,0.25538214861471875,0.05210104862266575,0.12346711422043433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121360565308062,0.0,0.07280841839307321,0.0,0.0,0.05394410105831645,0.053486409718340136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655762200664745,0.0,0.04427155378868644,0.0,0.05750859826272577,0.0,0.0,0.07672438668122862,0.23880703226665884,0.0,0.0,0.04806443789369985,0.0,0.06076126965155895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867026891582438,0.0,0.07985118328152127,0.2416300945887341,0.04188878615305722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03680323747406115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030708247619514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348902429480125,0.0,0.05134242402337528,0.06122865385764985,0.05201591198831999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919718347452748,0.0,0.0,0.10865345621612764,0.0,0.034793677478140175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863822131597944,0.0,0.0,0.12983896952166718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041812054525615996,0.0,0.060797871554747786,0.03844233473128922,0.0,0.0,0.04540728943080592,0.062214247438014035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365395281377437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03608249973585693,0.03480095612154359,0.0,0.0,0.06333956350214581,0.5618132049489278,0.0,0.051897472634902485,0.0,0.036874303575050935,0.0,0.05305496195305383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481311317952839,0.0,0.0,0.08713166963389023,0.0,0.048833038033293086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953980505808943,0.05515650334274316,0.0,0.0,0.059381679307758464,0.13199012361405704,0.03497516695295429 adhd,zuccnoods,2019/05/01,"Getting started Adhd meds only help me if I'm already motivated to begin with, and want to do my work. But Sometimes I just WANT to sit around and procrastinate and do nothing, and the thought of taking a pill and focusing for 2 hours just sounds tiring and awful. And taking a med won't magically make me motivated. If i'm not motivated to begin with and I take a stimulant, it'll just be sitting around but more stressed/focused on whatever I'm doing (like i'll be intently looking at reddit for 2 hours instead). And I can't change my mindset bc I just, like, want to look at reddit. Does anyone else have this problem? How can I fix this/improve my motivation?",4.06786259541985,5.594682083969467,5.822816793893129,76.64842366412215,71.67175572519083,8.293435114503817,31.4206106870229,8.841846274778883,2.747304732824428,527,24,97,10,10,181,80,131,0.049,0.802,0.14800000000000002,0.8171,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,4,1,10,2,0,8,0,35,27,14,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,10,2,15,22,1,12,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,7,61,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941799303427892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830035834770006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297593740089383,0.16555112913378206,0.0,0.2876693142279689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092332312675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413940454456837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497391396306868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441547715174808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829930109423944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31823467221957724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787328664381872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713620679595625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785155579812768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589434351405642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503411640630008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288391603365673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546040040573402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980030797267678,0.0,0.11436254421440675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644494576913415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282712990637682,0.0,0.1857049524532946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859006828260545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176274213257996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mozart666,2019/05/01,"Manic, yet completely unproductive... I've got a 2000 word essay due in 20 hours, and I've got a paragraph. This is a topic that I actually love, but my brain is completely blank. I just can't seem to get a move on this!",1.6241304347826109,3.2284503260869606,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,78.34782608695652,8.078260869565218,22.369565217391305,8.841846274778883,1.43888695652174,169,5,38,4,4,60,35,46,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,3,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2688995303519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076077656151817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778231916907345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396482926879356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407690772826177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713637463136296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486969258648254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928687420585162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508526836137038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glenhf,2019/05/01,"Can a non-reader become a reader later in life? Hello everyone, I’m 25 (soon to be 26) and I’ve never read really through out childhood and adolescence on account of my attention deficit. Now that I am older I have realized (for some time) how important reading is. For the past several years I’ve been reading on a regular basis on and off; for example I’ll read a book every day till it’s finished – and notice a slight improvement in my speed – then not read anything for several months, and loose the reading progress I’ve gained, reverting back to my base level. I’m wondering if there is anyone here in a similar situation that has successfully and *significantly* (now reading at 600 or 700 word / minuet) improved his or her reading speed – without sacrificing comprehension – by reading daily? If so, how long did reading daily take to make the improvement (six months, two years, five years), and for reading how long per session (1/2h, 1h, 2h)?",5.5911007957559695,7.366629683908048,6.584022988505748,71.69789124668436,68.2528735632184,9.95154730327144,34.64898320070734,10.214889679676881,4.014689301503095,751,37,124,20,13,250,114,174,0.028999999999999998,0.856,0.115,0.9329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,0,9,0,9,1,0,4,1,24,14,17,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,12,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,7,1,22,11,1,33,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,6,23,78,10,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053161294115617805,0.0,0.0625654472285915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584616625038624,0.0,0.0,0.0839681354741819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903246098246248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405777131414905,0.07264903536967157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537015812015892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456667044762513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074999518053009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137135801612685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863830649778965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655960110175083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725783510132362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.912595744985147,0.0,0.04870616963436452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178241853488432,0.0,0.0,0.08545986115005637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057164399358942686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433316263335987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742693547830266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328931121408445,0.08245028417450301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688068678607544 adhd,taylorj317,2019/05/01,"Will upping the dose of Wellbutrin help? When I first started taking Wellbutrin, it was a godsend. I could do things so easily, and I didn't procrastinate at all. That's how it was for awhile and now I feel as if it's stopped working. It's super hard for me to get up and do laundry, cook, etc. I had my doctor prescribed me 150mg x2 a day, cause I was thinking about upping the dose to 300mg, but was a little cautious. I tried it and it gave me a bunch of anxiety and I felt weird. That was awhile ago, and recently I've been taking 300mg total a day, but I still feel the same. Will over time I get to that point that I was at when I first started it? Has anyone else had similar experiences to mine, where it worked really well, and then stopped? Thanks!",2.175277507302823,3.6467766835443065,3.563924050632913,91.15833982473222,76.46835443037975,6.633690360272638,22.913339824732233,7.321109707123232,0.6780091528724439,588,17,132,7,13,193,90,158,0.069,0.8190000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.8507,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,0,8,0,16,4,0,2,2,22,28,16,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,7,1,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,12,4,17,3,16,13,5,25,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,16,96,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524590060731518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157209357379485,0.0,0.0,0.12025960286974738,0.17622436690761534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668139464017013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732024374119886,0.0,0.0,0.22183900462065695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603933960864113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367580977332672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181462596957768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823949635590196,0.0,0.0,0.1739269067697451,0.0,0.16513764064314618,0.0,0.0,0.2925896889067523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971564550610475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406950870064207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152814594000562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237944420056894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258640693434728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101813775412671,0.0,0.1698196526082521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347121107029066,0.0,0.13735165991458814,0.2875831508781716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586305724703744,0.0,0.0,0.15834554235986345,0.0,0.0,0.11426269984042027,0.11020442687134503,0.0,0.0,0.10028891547772703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677011049856847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463991707728286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504219447197293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strangytie,2019/05/01,"If I take medication should I inform my college of my ADHD just in case I’ll need accommodations? Basically, I’ve been treated on and off for ADHD since I was 9, and if I’m medicated I don’t really need a lot of accommodations, or rather I’ve never been given any due to pressure to be “normal”, so I wouldn’t know if they’d help. I do struggle with work if my meds wear off to the point that if I don’t get in done in a class, it won’t get done at all. My therapist said that I don’t have to disclose my diagnosis to the school, but I’d like to know from fellow ADHDers if it’d be a good idea to do so just in case.",8.718478260869567,3.5362411376811598,10.137768115942027,71.53839130434784,65.15942028985506,13.358840579710145,37.02028985507246,10.355215969177356,3.310879420289856,479,13,117,8,5,175,78,138,0.027000000000000003,0.9,0.073,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,2,5,0,18,3,1,0,2,26,28,12,0,12,11,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,1,14,3,20,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,8,3,77,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208561017854041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906940863995592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35836235491170665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829579842866537,0.0,0.0,0.1468599039951056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736130918407728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976589575908992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192453333239611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855417136514522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488580128008518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194489119714953,0.3527760407784984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25965884042061244,0.13504270224670478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715542011672487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551970865612442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216921422788556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655376891870513,0.0,0.0,0.17720370850277767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483893899623354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304547316771655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164832722500966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329674906218195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746996539460764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reddit51126,2019/05/01,"Anyone's ADHD kids having frequent nightmares? Looking for coping/management advice... Daughter (9) recently started having regular nightmares that a generalized 'bad guy"" is going to break in the house, or harm some member of the family. There hasn't been any identifiable trauma that induced this, and as far as we can tell, it's unrelated to diet or school stressors. Doesn't seem to be related to any media. She only calms down when she can sleep in our room and we agree to stay awake until she falls asleep. She knows rationally that there is nothing wrong, but can't cope with the anxiety in the moment. These fears don't cause her any issues during the day. Any parents have experience with this?",5.723437500000002,7.795783218750002,6.087937500000002,74.21331250000003,68.375,8.557500000000001,28.425,9.120678840339163,2.6298475,564,20,91,11,10,181,95,128,0.111,0.8490000000000001,0.04,-0.8549,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,0,13,3,2,2,0,15,18,9,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,6,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,1,8,1,16,16,1,17,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,4,7,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157047273660804,0.17538955612783128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882207332979268,0.0,0.13730466586159445,0.0,0.0,0.12549929198639306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498615306715743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437937100562146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575224493719928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556966074203198,0.1692014147668257,0.20196924820626744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200481698806857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771724528795452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071002828566831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733452424121766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863963858675708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507212428786589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221960968276745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650556758838878,0.0,0.0,0.1992955921877544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721866411611267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164725410273566,0.0,0.16339537023606082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961348663127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270396038206014,0.1913059195669025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687680954492533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623743110793745,0.0,0.0 adhd,Probably_Sarah,2019/05/01,"Concerta and Strattera Talk So, I was put on 18mg of Concerta about a month ago, and the first few days were great. Like, really really great. I had very little anxiety, I was able to follow a conversation and my reading speed went up drastically. But then, after about 5 days of continuous use, I started to feel paranoid and a bit delusional. I really, uh, didn't want to lose my grip on reality, so I told my doc and stopped the medication. It was awful because other than those side effects, I responded really well to it. So, my doctor switched me to Strattera. I've been on 40mg for about 2 weeks, and so far, I like it. I've had zero side effects, and it's about 60-65 percent as effective as the Concerta. My question is: would it make any sense at all to try and add in a stimulant again? Not Concerta, but maybe Vyvanse? The Strattera is working well, but ultimately, it's still not *as* effective as the Concerta. Has anyone had those specific side effects from Concerta and had a better reaction to a different stimulant? I was thinking maybe Vyvanse, because the paranoia was mostly present when the meds were wearing off. Any info would be much appreciated :)",4.6395468998410125,6.326939292792794,6.193031266560682,73.92083465818763,70.48648648648648,10.088394276629572,33.329093799682035,10.328600350310266,3.8604623211446736,921,45,165,27,17,314,125,222,0.045,0.8029999999999999,0.152,0.978,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,9,13,8,0,0,13,1,19,3,1,9,1,34,28,22,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,9,1,0,3,3,1,3,2,15,2,15,7,28,10,6,31,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,2,18,114,24,3,0.13854928714411452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281558346762875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843653263099325,0.0,0.10598982543917226,0.0,0.0,0.09687688300254713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689167189501241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253558539057495,0.15125993761060966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870565662281268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475451635302716,0.0,0.1418110662279772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005468252035194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784995286684767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30550215639667483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537636660760125,0.1388627839221277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500121277913192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924827250215428,0.0,0.2783827624523373,0.0,0.15389702431612526,0.13957383067342058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058871916112996,0.0,0.10184966773622203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928030114972162,0.15520691009535015,0.0,0.13858678054888207,0.0,0.3550328844071037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806589854987163,0.0,0.11064563968470012,0.11583340787888552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136066885271907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887767888269302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238978126546289,0.0,0.09406587135679004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966209966003752,0.0,0.1143176719490618,0.08171995924584935,0.0,0.1111358809828387,0.0,0.2491448964860695,0.1284365772485044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008655311549612,0.0,0.0,0.1968428768278648,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nervousdachshund,2019/05/01,"Bad days and good days? Most days I can at least to attempt to focus and under the right conditions but today was a long day and I’ve had to deal with a lot and I have an essay due but I cannot focus at all and can’t even read a sentence whiteout immediately thinking about someone else. And knowing that the essay is due today (couple hours) is making me more anxious, suggestions?",4.804155844155844,5.41553954545455,5.893922077922081,80.23516883116886,69.12987012987013,7.718441558441559,28.387012987012987,7.554174236665415,1.6750748051948054,303,10,58,3,5,101,54,77,0.076,0.877,0.047,-0.4853,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,8,9,5,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,10,41,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385441708307187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763049573963972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336381330018744,0.0,0.5447080253547999,0.2176907335317355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763922597081316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946537372600995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710614522236962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794437718405026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604483953087555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186864843894724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951577057751336,0.0,0.0,0.14094708437865075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121136566033005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032455384939924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891028905212206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352991009157685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002990300959002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,portugese_fruit,2019/05/01,"Linear Algebra rant Do you know what sucks on Adhd? Row reduction and Gaussian Elimination. I just wrote 1x1 =2 on an upper-level university math exam.",2.592142857142857,5.591792500000004,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,88.28571428571428,8.514285714285714,24.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,3.2736142857142863,122,5,18,4,4,44,27,28,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9094238322854996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158705246481837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,randomllamatime,2019/05/01,"I finally wrote a thank you note from over a month ago, made dinner and tomorrow’s lunch and immediately cleaned up AND paid my power and internet bill early. I will ride this high for the rest of the week. If I can just keep the momentum.",5.115624999999998,5.501904312499999,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,68.375,10.566666666666666,28.5,10.504223727775694,2.7120750000000005,189,6,40,5,3,63,40,48,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,5,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33707987505756104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41655912073385104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40176834324010186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379948948458689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598136919861828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30352200091476816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350094737000807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050237422515787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,baipas,2019/05/01,"Advice on setting routines/general changes in lifestyle and behavior? Hey! I apologize for the long wall of text, I just have a lot of thoughts! TLDR at the end. So after getting diagnosed with adhd and starting adderall 3 weeks ago, at the end of a kind of disastrous semester in college, I've finally realized that you actually do still need to actively make changes to your habits to get the most out of stimulants. Like I have problems remembering to eat, so i made a rule that i'm not allowed to take medication without eating some sort of breakfast first, and it's been working out pretty well so far. So i've been trying to evaluate which areas of my life have been allowing ADHD to run wild. Generally, I realized that outside of external schedules imposed by school and work i have absolutely no form of a routine for the rest of my time, allowing my behavior to pretty much just be dictated by my whims, regardless of any actual urgent tasks i should be doing. For example, i have huge problems around sleep- it's caused me to fail a couple classes actually. I have a medication prescribed for insomnia that has worked pretty well for the 3 years I've taken it, but the problem is I either lose track of time and forget about it until it's so late that i'd be asleep all day if i took it, and/or i'm so hyper focused on whatever I'm doing that I actively don't WANT to sleep, because it's obviously more important to crochet an entire blanket, or commit a song to memory on the piano, or deep clean my room at 2am. This ends up with me just powering through until I physically cannot stay awake anymore, which unsurprisingly tends to be when I should be at work/class. I've noticed that almost every neurotypical person I know has a point every night at which they drop everything and start getting ready for bed. So obviously my next move should be to institute some sort of bedtime routine that involves actually taking my meds at the same time every night! However, I'm concerned about my ability to hold myself to this. I do horribly with to do lists, and even anticipating trying to put down something i'm so intensely focused on is like, almost painful. In a perfect world, every night I would brush my teeth, wash my face, tidy up stuff like clothes on the floor/obvious trash, do a 15 minute meditation or some yoga, and have taken my meds an hour before I actually want to sleep. maybe spend some time reading or journaling instead of looking at my phone. As it stands, though, I'm lucky if even one of those things get done on a given day. I'm worried that if I suddenly start trying to do everything at once i'll get overwhelmed and give up. Should I start with one task at a time and work up to it? The other problem is that even if I do all these things,it all falls apart if I find myself unable to fall asleep. I just cannot stand laying there with my eyes closed and ending up on my phone for hours. Obviously a therapist would help with this and i'm working to find one, but as I'm sure you all know, that is often a long and discouraging process, so I have to do what I can in the meantime. TL;DR Recently diagnosed and prescribed adderall, trying to make lifestyle changes that will help manage ADHD. I have big problems with sleep which often stem from forgetting and/or being too hyperfocused to take my sleep meds. Trying to institute some sort of bedroom routine involving taking meds, brushing teeth, meditation, tidying up, but i'm VERY insecure in my ability to stick to that. Any advice would be appreciated!",9.15933013444819,7.363632673048603,9.235910494560311,67.85771770630436,61.00294550810015,12.590450852772102,39.72354981234263,11.40129507085771,4.494759855575087,2831,121,510,65,31,937,307,679,0.076,0.81,0.114,0.971,3,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,3,1,10,29,20,0,2,28,0,48,22,11,8,10,109,87,41,0,21,19,0,0,3,0,8,8,1,4,1,35,25,3,4,8,3,1,6,6,11,2,4,10,5,50,9,102,61,17,90,0,4,2,0,14,42,0,24,40,338,85,11,0.0,0.0,0.2710049270371017,0.0,0.2002520917493857,0.10855001005143317,0.04923463672652188,0.0,0.1112345911080879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554093681065882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055082744945086144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049444160547873095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0338578910742927,0.0,0.04726215587956605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705693947178305,0.17626823186343202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061456172739332085,0.0,0.07163999743662673,0.0,0.0,0.11274793301062536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056838755472368975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366667555362245,0.0,0.0,0.19677492478369887,0.0,0.0,0.11005491255306876,0.0,0.18718614080509036,0.0,0.09983514647742396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084355223208832,0.10152877372865048,0.04724400156569967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509202749754174,0.05328095278682612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445727111905356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093953748063318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057838451768903336,0.06104886742662294,0.0,0.06265380152443199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923096110758829,0.0814050551618942,0.0,0.0,0.098305854252057,0.04664129606873081,0.06213729714000294,0.0,0.04721982693620251,0.0,0.052555188621519484,0.07414944001979408,0.0,0.05579940994979296,0.0,0.2467785885654897,0.1119054545964226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059032361989728915,0.04082976484031897,0.04118369336126925,0.0,0.0,0.059069553035890975,0.15636722913138415,0.0,0.0,0.0632349414733928,0.0,0.05915042323896823,0.11291010124149813,0.0,0.05910060993092275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849713691024328,0.0,0.0,0.05250514802806861,0.0,0.0,0.16951856213378771,0.0,0.2657309911024195,0.0,0.05583505640450393,0.0,0.0,0.055557036027279606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484102986464254,0.0,0.062918265045911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056211474884787366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27791058671971136,0.0,0.0,0.042758949426027135,0.0,0.0,0.15725166966732645,0.05920038784051259,0.04435591739614785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358230807126612,0.0,0.0,0.05234768293875575,0.0,0.16704270360835932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448854936852877,0.0368996405193369,0.0,0.05456973847209739,0.04409414832175775,0.16193495052937645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170921184565484,0.1885468795511604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582797142609568,0.065520227859945,0.0,0.04455244662754261,0.0,0.09987786667146926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354051135009402,0.0,0.24261144935004744,0.05640560273124023,0.0,0.11836634154058134,0.0,0.0,0.0357672305720355 adhd,tossaway12349,2019/05/01,"How can you tell whether Adderall is working? I was prescribed adderall 10mg XR about a month ago. After taking it, I haven't notice any differences. The only thing I experienced with it is appetite suppression, and occasionally having a more difficult time getting to sleep. I have not been taking it everyday; I've only been taking it about 3 times a week. I have my next appt with my psychiatrist coming up, and I don't know if I should ask for a higher dose or ask to change to a different stimulant such as Ritalin. I'm a little bit hesitant about upping the dose on Adderall just because of the addictive nature of it. So I was wondering how would you know whether the Adderall is working, or if it's supposed to make me feel different.",7.039178321678325,6.9268421748251745,7.802229020979023,70.9618050699301,64.31468531468532,11.066083916083915,36.75611888111889,10.686352973137794,4.055937762237761,593,27,105,14,8,199,89,143,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.5025,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,8,1,0,0,10,0,15,5,1,4,0,24,28,12,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,13,0,17,22,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,8,77,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057502105883976,0.0,0.0,0.13870090939234833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640473179671288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925560134128745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538245012746788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082433929690388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655241491353674,0.1347847540556901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904324636158177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911575956748305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174893732341881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198326203723555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568237015771607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044447105277278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489258678013508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640725449009347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814174067028005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380044486826345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658265672556784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529371257453882,0.0,0.1367613762078029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395148693208056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247742966471686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255105201084067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968466761231552,0.2278235465326406,0.0,0.0,0.11115155443863964,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,probably_green,2019/05/01,"How do y'all manage countering rejection with rage/anger/spite/a taste for revenge? (reposted because Automoderator) Long story short, I had an interview last week and in all honesty I think I fucking aced it, and my friends who work in the same organization thought I was a shoe-in. Then they called me and said they picked another person. **FUCK!** After allowing myself to wallow, I turned to my usual coping mechanism of putting on a really angry playlist and plotting revenge (mostly on whoever got the job, with the stipulation that I’d have to get a job in that office, which was still a possibility due to multiple positions in different departments being available). I also directed that rage towards enhancing what I could of my professional image in 48 hours by making connections in LinkedIn and even starting my own personal website. Does anyone else react to rejection with rage, productive or not? How do you channel it and/or find other ways to react?",6.663638009049777,8.84560445882353,7.348823529411763,65.66662895927604,66.17647058823529,10.877828054298645,36.01809954751131,10.891193690592663,4.787402714932128,778,39,116,24,13,257,121,170,0.145,0.8190000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9644,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,2,2,5,7,4,0,8,0,8,3,0,7,1,24,18,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,9,8,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,6,2,17,1,23,10,4,23,0,2,0,2,11,10,2,2,10,82,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732483685153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800639365602651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007097945296975,0.17594796451302575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046792344144173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753458492101231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710486124409169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794113933072342,0.0,0.0,0.15027378321489052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345045877015494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341978313929925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694944321294765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267084686153333,0.31750570514475857,0.0897168835752452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734058586038514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911012056358965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34081223601662625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997514206258352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196725541736347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462477973743596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998794669116289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358908347633988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262655092971935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000856150494932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334553699155274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154466705446194,0.0,0.13713622814219795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003157468287564,0.0,0.13632691056714874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867826136771117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891258909771847,0.0,0.0,0.1363037548992472,0.13774384216745772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250145828752748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Palinquin,2019/06/30,"How do I manage executive dysfunction? I was diagnosed with ADHD about 5 years ago, and I have horrible executive dysfunction. I nearly flunked my freshman year of high school, and I can barely get the motivation to do my homework. I'm trying to get into a good university and need to put more effort into schoolwork but I simply don't know how. I have been on meds and they did help, but my mental health deteriorated on them, enough for me to need to call the suicide hotline. Keeping planners and lists doesn't work for me. Can someone give me tips to stay motivated and not forget everything I need to do?",5.553275862068966,6.793242086206899,6.849482758620693,71.78129310344829,67.79310344827587,9.593103448275864,31.74137931034483,9.827888789773867,3.1962103448275867,486,20,86,11,8,165,76,116,0.122,0.77,0.10800000000000001,-0.3905,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,2,5,3,2,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,4,0,22,21,10,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,16,1,17,18,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,61,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287012837534147,0.0,0.16868774542311035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943155925883301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931485219066616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662876254870634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710276229599017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884576082791605,0.18255123622681846,0.0,0.15961298141144706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022779356372437,0.0,0.0,0.1275527761603706,0.2010603450946986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691456565490144,0.0,0.0,0.10458283529168316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137824147580855,0.0,0.19177568267107356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233107935718896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130210775728693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259179300727286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123892598384054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283240858381896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815518751183226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919988907286842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853925178737264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509141882121666 adhd,theaddddd,2019/06/30,"Vyvanse Porn problem How do you guys avoid watching porn on Vyvanse? If I'm home and on Vyvanse it's almost impossible for me to avoid watching it, and when I do...I watch for hours...Any advice/help is appreciated!",0.5221428571428568,2.9273831190476187,2.764285714285716,85.9307142857143,98.76190476190477,4.3047619047619055,25.04761904761905,6.1826913282559595,1.02867619047619,169,8,32,2,7,57,30,42,0.17300000000000001,0.75,0.077,-0.4753,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,2,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562655365732017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30985618523707137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511630409777218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054111712956276,0.0,0.4570519778554835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359934873915618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flashforwardcaruso,2019/06/30,"got a new car! i couldn’t figure out how to make the first payment but after hours spent (or possibly minutes and hours actively avoiding) i did it! 3 days late! —- i also ignored a voicemail from the dealer for a week. it turns out i need to (re)send insurance before they mailed my license. i drove around for a week with expired temp license papers posted on my window. —- but i finally put the plates on tonight! aaaaand lost my tabs on the way to the garage!",1.2770973782771549,3.9275010449438215,2.284522471910112,91.89360018726593,89.11235955056179,4.764419475655432,24.27059925093633,6.42735559955562,0.8855161048689149,359,15,69,4,12,113,64,89,0.08199999999999999,0.884,0.034,-0.6271,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,9,0,2,0,0,2,0,15,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,5,0,10,0,14,3,0,22,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454045856653458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942954646084078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572107268611096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075804333878306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390904430041547,0.0,0.1856497336076792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745604756245502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298793818822647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462039873219393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825386370694224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568858829294948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183518432212954,0.0,0.21079447126665368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460525581396837,0.20903037062435312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940908906818132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374015057356608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324265901131336,0.3501460322522169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crazypwny,2019/06/30,"ADHD & Professional Success Some background: I recently got my finance degree, and now I'm headed back to school to get my accounting minor so I can begin the process of applying for the masters program. I know for a fact that being diagnosed was the best thing to happen to me (I was 24, now 26) because I wouldn't have made it this far without the combination of medication and therapy. Still, I'm anxious that I'll mess it up once I'm out of school. I'm nervous about being so close to starting my career -- which, yes, I do consider the masters program as my first step towards that -- and I'd like to know how the lives of other ADHDers have been since they've started theirs. &#x200B; That being said, I was curious as to how others have dealt with ADHD in their professional lives, the field they're in, the path they took, the advice they can share, and whether medication affects your job performance (I probably already know the answer to this).",8.375122100122098,7.321619576923076,8.375787545787546,71.03032356532358,62.021978021978036,11.165811965811967,38.9035409035409,10.25414643259724,3.992034676434677,761,34,135,14,9,248,111,182,0.036000000000000004,0.868,0.096,0.9001,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,4,6,9,6,0,1,11,1,14,4,1,4,1,20,30,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,12,7,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,8,1,18,4,24,18,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,10,95,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366773288522473,0.13687620106137996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457232958094766,0.0,0.0,0.3035347178737962,0.17020214488534965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824087018901767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770629993696612,0.0,0.08538625660197262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699634639292866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216957456480314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914470490029185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318155205604092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202793535644123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238647217707736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375371962440284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899930201247113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309388193100121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843183581142406,0.0,0.2473713154102709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253899398386793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28221450179410346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917152417188273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510207153736668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830365978979198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324002620358075,0.0,0.0,0.2835195734994881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586855195439325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198286588314678,0.0,0.11186124192711557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018391188274894,0.0,0.0930572482199548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556245362653216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502388056919046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020214488534965,0.0 adhd,bailey_Lu,2019/06/30,Need some ADD advice🤔 Hi newer here! My therapist says I have add and the psychiatrist I went to can’t see past my anxiety so still no help there. Anyway I want to look for a new job but unsure where I would fit bc it’s so hard for me to sit still and pay attention for periods of time even at my job now any suggestions on what you have tried or worked for you..I know everyone’s different just looking for suggestions 🤔,2.6028731942215124,3.938064247191015,4.350593900481542,86.51651685393259,75.06741573033706,9.130658105939006,23.950240770465488,9.606745405546679,1.9092555377207063,334,10,75,9,7,113,67,89,0.114,0.812,0.07400000000000001,-0.3397,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,11,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,11,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,11,9,1,14,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,2,8,45,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436664434184919,0.0,0.16161602049016024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072542136962284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953756761814096,0.0,0.0,0.20187135428358885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925062449588648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416054894200289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192929056287527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161049098436968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35481631049499845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664922893083474,0.0,0.2040396315863991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167494222267615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680052367796206,0.0,0.0,0.16834967925134953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374306523543046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529323887566865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318946197883165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343406765348932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460870232786556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584340680127876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380236435285533,0.0,0.0,0.15007554868090522,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vtboyarc,2019/06/30,"30 years old, found out I have ADHD and just started Ritalin, my thoughts and some questions So, I’ve figured for the longest time I might have ADHD. Finally made the plunge and went to a mental health clinic, sure enough they said I do (along with moderate depression, and mild OCD). Prescribed me Ritalin, 10mg, twice a day, once in morning and once after lunch. I have to say: wow. It’s like everything goes quiet and I can actually focus. If this is what “normal” people feel like all the time, I’m jealous - but happy after 30 years I finally found a solution. I’ve noticed I don’t get hungry when I take Ritalin, and that I need to remind myself to drink water and take bathroom breaks from whatever it is I’m focused on. I realized the other day I had been sitting at my desk for over 3 hours straight without getting up...that never happened before. I do notice that later in the day, after it’s been several hours since the last pill for the day, I feel sort of sad/down, and get sleepy. Doesn’t last long but I do notice it. I was wondering if anyone else prescribed Ritalin notices that, and if so, any tips or tricks? Any advice in general for someone new to discovering they have ADHD, and prescribed Ritalin? Thanks in advance, and I’m glad I found this community!",4.4888082437276005,5.80822689516129,5.627688172043011,79.25458781362008,70.37096774193549,8.575627240143369,29.90681003584229,8.998388855275968,2.5637250896057355,1002,40,185,19,18,333,145,248,0.026000000000000002,0.85,0.125,0.9742,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,1,4,10,2,0,10,0,17,11,0,1,3,43,39,21,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,1,8,3,0,0,11,15,3,0,10,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,11,5,22,7,25,27,3,37,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,9,26,112,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.09287905705446099,0.0,0.34315290238837703,0.09300589741168344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294472956025643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654999609679271,0.09752012022327912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098864696755277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552525601820346,0.0,0.08197584108732868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932372603724974,0.0,0.0,0.07950820018900759,0.0,0.0,0.09834331994739134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553898232676481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624873765124947,0.0679944930751676,0.0,0.20852358003020924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31307012002981394,0.0,0.0,0.1491782180577848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416473803779266,0.1013177239456028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116873790396627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746041574255987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516397384867905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299738379378872,0.0,0.0,0.08422868124289047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900588121377181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959160657606186,0.10096779380989923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057256573219202,0.07340639714419572,0.09192257383189063,0.0,0.0,0.0932532866502647,0.0,0.4334387423250565,0.09987228810484733,0.20272087282219475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659837724090734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662006188586018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905351559447738,0.07568859864109054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752295888556652,0.0,0.07873142717833087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806431931954754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736679549806363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970322944851665,0.0,0.14312257131812395,0.0,0.0,0.08762622671727083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555993469417115,0.11099698941835244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823006531236817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174726568217713,0.10321543486242232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258178053439404 adhd,Lonervintage,2019/06/30,"Has Anyone who metabolizes adderall xr quickly found success with another medication? My doctor and I are in the phase of finding what works best for me, I used to take 60 mgs of adderall xr a day and it was somewhat effective but there were times it felt like it did nothing. To ease back after being off of it for over a year (due to pregnancy & breastfeeding) I’m only on 30mgs right now but it’s as if it does absolutely nothing. I can take and fall asleep immediately or feel no change in systems. Now I’m on half my old dose but I still feel as if it should do st least something. Anyone else whose body tends to metabolize adderall quickly have success with another medication working? I’m wondering if vyvanse May work because it utilizes a different amino acid so it processes differently. It takes trial and error but I am open to considering new options with my doctors and I’m just looking for some ideas to bring up at my next appointment.",3.667434908389588,6.062486196721313,4.9863773706203816,78.48587270973964,75.01092896174863,8.021729347476697,30.98328511732561,8.841846274778883,2.8788478945676625,766,37,138,17,17,254,123,183,0.048,0.868,0.083,0.7578,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,0,4,0,12,7,2,2,0,32,28,16,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,5,10,4,26,20,4,27,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,9,15,93,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529385661817548,0.0,0.0,0.281224431594005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875272394497247,0.13739804664810604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311218307766913,0.0,0.08174418142868234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407263473899545,0.0,0.0,0.14895134543486152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185666293608076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648136021171676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28020528745592993,0.0,0.27450757031948936,0.11734903744577475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202069248340074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560677032954369,0.0,0.12875398363235468,0.0,0.12256207100577393,0.0,0.0,0.14703024995422548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137899597451412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551293644529695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260756198740494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017689209634976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295115516516064,0.14261349738771098,0.0,0.0,0.2573390452785985,0.0,0.1407120629923839,0.0,0.0,0.10198667998120584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451795802941785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323428922112898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070898996960667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30247237726954146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819293851865862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581660412946335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454222892830925,0.29287226261123755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635396040073832 adhd,krilu,2019/06/30,"Does coffee do nothing? Sometimes I feel like coffee is helping, but other times I feel like it's just making me even more tired or sedated. What about you?",3.0380000000000003,5.543852133333335,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,77.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.7733333333333343,124,4,22,1,3,39,26,30,0.265,0.687,0.048,-0.8058,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813334598406564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123376368273544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251046851769591,0.4593375207697037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548444263780314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31412240740352226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459355835137195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084732756916457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179566252867827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874603354861521,0.3694994129247104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gamezzzers,2019/06/30,"Anybody find it almost impossible to read ? Especially within timed conditions ? Every time I try to read random thoughts overrun my brain. I just can’t focus on the text at all. I hear random phrases from a song I just listened to and etc etc. Can medication fix this ?",2.801266666666667,5.6968876600000025,4.416,78.24466666666667,82.4,6.533333333333335,26.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.046533333333333,213,9,36,4,6,71,41,50,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,7,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931520309308935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667932612563035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330768107012831,0.0,0.0,0.20136042600027435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843366225039001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26936049508536275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407585295831607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781118257430902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973234774755232,0.2787154261116483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225936310947925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheRainMonster,2019/06/30,"meds don't help executive dysfunction I'm just collecting my thoughts. I've realized recently that my adderall prescription helps a ton with focusing, and not at all with executive dysfunction. Now I can focus on all kinds of things that aren't the most important things. I'm bummed, I kind of thought it would be a cure-all. I have a mantra that I repeat to myself almost daily: ""Don't let the perfect be the enemy of the good"", and I think I'm going to try to be a little clearer about that. I've read advice about taking apart a task into the first little step and how doing that helps with getting shit done. I tend to cannonball onto a task, even if it's not the most logical first step, just so that I can get momentum going. I think that I've been doing that on meds and being frustrated when the work is illogical and more complicated than it needs to be. Jumping in despite creating a mess makes sense off of meds because I can roll with it and at least I'm doing something, it's not perfect but it's good. I'm going to try to be more aware of how I start tasks and see if that helps. And hey, if it's not perfect, I'm trying. Maybe it'll help me figure something else out. Trying needs persistence, it's ok to fail, just fail on a schedule. Fail again tomorrow. Move another inch. &#x200B; Ok, good pep talk everybody. 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I was hoping there were some people on here who have Medicaid and are in Virginia. I’m 27 years old",7.177413793103447,8.820776913793107,8.375344827586208,60.8416379310345,64.34482758620689,11.317241379310346,38.63793103448275,11.20814326018867,5.3194,263,14,36,8,4,90,46,58,0.033,0.87,0.09699999999999999,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,12,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,8,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6985328348879072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886492951705037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228111356185437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154895998100599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308705732771613,0.3049547536290217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147796190869272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714849430018515 adhd,witchfag,2019/06/30,"Struggling to treat inattentive attention deficit, looking for suggestion. Hey folks, I've been struggling with a whole pile of mental health stuff my whole life. Over the past few years I've been beginning to wonder if my brain fog and poor memory and scattered thought are symptoms of adhd where as in the past I've always thought it was simply major depressive. Whatever anyway I finally made it to an adhd specialist clinic and am working through this. I got on wellbutrin a couple years ago and it was transformative for me it was amazing but it stopped working. She gave me Effexor and it made me feel awful so we scrapped it. She suggested Clonadine but I've been reading about it and the sedative aspect seems like it will make shit much worse for me. After doing some research it feels pretty clear that I have innatentive type add. I'm wondering if anyone has suggestions for medication to treat inattentive add. Non stimulant is ideal but suggestions welcome as they've helped before when I've tried them casually. Self management tactics are welcome too. &#x200B; Thanks everyone.",5.980727713765919,8.702304422680418,5.7090418435415415,74.45721346270469,69.20618556701032,9.100788356579748,34.09217707701637,9.627879704456738,3.8597996361431166,894,44,137,22,17,277,130,194,0.111,0.723,0.166,0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,3,6,13,1,2,6,1,14,7,2,4,1,31,30,15,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,13,10,0,1,8,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,12,3,13,9,19,17,6,14,0,1,1,0,14,4,1,6,11,86,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012700011471915,0.0,0.1111068473754879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429339007721056,0.13580644873504769,0.1523025044771186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764103666709404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665558820135984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992152204532213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868695005831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795564411605868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197682802607298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675191044919087,0.0,0.0,0.1373044612715014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002462991149731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323115835062305,0.0,0.0,0.08401313798831825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853174711912694,0.061235068377472474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525450593833408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372005445432948,0.08366579976022456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626743174111427,0.12631380810396325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921397364154139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393035018505901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275164143414575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537448294387987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410534200977515,0.13075754402077014,0.0,0.12866028776106933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479032388894008,0.0,0.26206634370883075,0.1434849583210173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027683804827078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539675130195146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990128142896835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850980153901714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798765270888512,0.0,0.0,0.2718529899905905,0.18249884679228276,0.0,0.12773274286727665,0.0,0.0,0.1523025044771186,0.1614304275376247 adhd,forwooditsworth,2019/06/30,"When forgetting goes full circle Timeline - Took my wife’s car to my parents house, *forgot* I had my keys in pocket still. - Noticed keys in pocket, “don’t take them out, just leave them in your pocket” I tell myself quietly. - leaving parents house later, wife: “you *forgetting* anything? Me with confidence: “nope, good to go” - Approaching apartment door, frantically patting all pockets listening for the jingle of my keys, “shit... uhh babe, I don’t have my keys” - Me, also realizing that my spare key is in my truck, because that’s a great place to keep it: “shit” - goes to truck to see if spare keys are in sight, only to realize I *forgot* to lock it before we left. - got spare keys, got into apartment, won’t be late to work tomorrow.",2.1372794117647054,4.9281081691176505,3.3211764705882345,85.50029411764707,84.95588235294117,6.141176470588236,23.44117647058824,7.510576382923642,1.4356147058823532,565,21,102,10,17,182,89,136,0.07,0.8759999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.0531,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,2,1,4,5,2,1,2,0,8,2,2,0,1,14,18,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,4,4,0,3,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,4,19,2,18,10,2,21,0,0,2,0,12,12,2,1,5,59,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319242495287309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575398991392212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056250389937743,0.0,0.14037497859813566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375468935267914,0.13836670175264149,0.2638787583495271,0.1818769745520578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807001131397834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663047081453562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609024248693948,0.3493529948778882,0.1792373988680746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878163065307756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254650266727846,0.0,0.0,0.3663532152036839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235566385233875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314575391753582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33867302117902176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174305825259566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403484091875845,0.0,0.14418864696599829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328468371640333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009812211754554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CyonideHaPpIneSS,2019/06/30,Ayyyy I did it (third times a charm) I’ve been trying to sit down and watch toy story 4 I’ve been three times in total the other to I got distracted couldn’t sit still and had to leave but today I tried again and I sat through it I’m so proud of myself,-1.506447368421053,0.4713408771929864,0.6448903508771942,103.12944078947369,96.36842105263159,3.5517543859649123,10.633771929824562,5.148860815047168,-1.7575596491228074,198,2,50,1,8,65,42,57,0.054000000000000006,0.8420000000000001,0.105,0.6895,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,5,2,7,1,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136809311302989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152868287386001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132141854926344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573939768158516,0.0,0.3717630158373672,0.0,0.0,0.5325608015576593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lizzabeth8907,2019/06/30,"Medications that work well with SSRI? Nursing school starts again in a month 😅 I’m currently taking 36 mg of Concerta and 15 mg of Lexapro. I’ve been taking Concerta on and off for the past couple years going from 27-36mg. I’ve been on Lexapro for about 9 months now. Initially, Concerta worked wonders for me. On 27mg, I was really able to concentrate but I was slacking on time management and organization. I got bumped to 36mg and my organization increased, while my ability to stay focused decreased (too high for me). Is that even a thing? Lower dosing helps with concentration while higher dosing helps with organization? I’m on extended release if that makes a difference. Ever since I added the SSRI to the mix, I am realllyyyy struggling to stay focused, stay organized, stay on time, etc... I am interested in trying something else. Any suggestions especially for those who take an SSRI. My psychiatrists has been playing with my dosing and I start school soon so I want to find an alternative medication.",4.407429429429431,7.159995043243246,5.767522522522523,72.01819069069072,74.24324324324324,9.300300300300302,29.737237237237238,9.725611199111238,3.4737147147147147,813,36,136,24,18,272,109,185,0.035,0.81,0.155,0.9668,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,8,0,9,5,0,1,1,16,21,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,14,3,28,15,2,31,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,15,83,20,5,0.1302704156485683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858834980392488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441417371322351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361048577081572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882421633974654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528594887736027,0.08604238092632842,0.1178370490761767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906479985522413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403567929598807,0.0,0.10418915182310744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463502725345306,0.1376378464748397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695651401177497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624674772462265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079612058368525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243578521413384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345456402910872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26368123088383244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776103400182656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002885304029416,0.0,0.0,0.18441214138841255,0.5554037202041535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361869231755397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384142064338303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654587565307657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519234539432242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884450610507117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683686633961205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712874851604214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412727088069866,0.1896768282106399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388987659432977 adhd,pikaboo27,2019/06/30,"An ADHD morning or, When unplugging an extension cord leads to deep cleaning the bathroom Today I saw the baby reach for an extension cord again. Said cord is plugged in behind our big China hutch so I haven’t been able to move it and kept forgetting to ask my husband for help when he is home. But finally today I remembered! So he moves the big China hutch. And holy cats it’s filthy back there! I better get the floor cleaner and the web collector brush (whatever it’s called.) OK, much better. No more cord and it’s clean back there. But you know, the dining rug looks pretty crappy over here, and the part by the wall looks so nice! I should turn the rug. So I move all the furniture off the rug, roll up the rug and eww! It’s so dusty under here! Ok, need to get this all cleaned up. So husband and I clean and wipe the floor. But the two China hutches (yes, I have two) look terrible! They need to be wiped down. But they also have stuffed piled on them that needs to be put away! Ok, cleaned off, oh, I need to grab that nice organic cleaner I got. Go to get cleaner, spots pumice stones we bought to clean the stubborn stains from the toilet. Oh! I need to clean the bathroom! Scrubs toilet with pumice, wipes gross toilet, sees filthy floor (the boy child uses this bathroom, he misses a lot. Also forgets to flush despite constant reminders, since he has ADHD too, hence the need for pumice), scrubs floor. This was not how I planned to spend my day.",2.352457542457543,4.616354020979023,2.6690959040959044,94.11924825174826,78.72027972027972,5.6241758241758255,21.403096903096905,6.7097532225279775,0.31849290709290656,1134,32,237,11,28,346,155,286,0.054000000000000006,0.8009999999999999,0.145,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,3,4,19,11,1,0,23,4,11,1,0,3,2,35,35,24,0,7,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,2,10,10,1,2,2,0,2,6,3,4,0,2,7,8,20,7,29,25,6,34,0,1,5,0,18,18,0,2,10,135,30,1,0.11234950659754164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700445482245332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969171967059064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503162260012812,0.0,0.10555605976799262,0.17277967130467767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872801719942784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147214076639711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140990373850415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724561373126328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307339287710943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609394042700607,0.0,0.06385081369477848,0.0,0.08985616374880373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530550604637345,0.0,0.11269571553617826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174435063257853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830358687869529,0.0,0.0,0.09551553285285393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582292361191556,0.08258981444910439,0.4998344133998888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166356726564408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142998385864091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294228527247213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727008974761375,0.0,0.1068701085523976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952801081858612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293667284525302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298839114294454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220400120516152,0.21949828584799547,0.0,0.0,0.09703390130940967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sunkain,2019/06/30,"Professionals with ADHD, what do you do and does ADHD help you? Hello, currently considering a career change, I was wondering what jobs others do and how ADHD helps doing it (or not) Thanks !",5.016078431372552,7.529072764705883,6.530000000000005,68.4316666666667,71.35294117647058,9.239215686274509,23.098039215686285,9.725611199111238,2.6102274509803927,150,4,23,4,3,51,27,34,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.8172,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,19,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8125287981121299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384045252331036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721697225760607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021125846155321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236383348365835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748427940470385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443969223389132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,squirlkat,2019/06/30,"1) Put a command hook by the door for your keys 2) profit off your limitless extra time in the morning/evening/all time &#x200B; I've never posted ever but it has come to the point in my life where I have a test and a final this week and I want to share my infinite wisdom instead of studying. Also I read the rules but I'm scared I accidentally broke them I'm sorry if I did. Step 1: Buy command hook a) google buy command hook b) put it in the cart of an online purchasing account you already have c) have a fun surprise in 2-3 days Step 2: Hang it RIGHT NEXT TO DOOR Step 3: Put your keys on it when you come home Step 4: repeat step 3 until it no longer takes any form of thought and you do it automatically &#x200B; This is by no means a new or novel or particularly exciting tip but it helps me a lot so I thought I would share and maybe it would remind people or something",1.6036629570747216,3.4424029243243237,3.515739268680445,89.23914149443561,79.2162162162162,5.866454689984102,22.774244833068362,6.794906146795322,0.5500429252782193,691,22,151,7,17,233,110,185,0.08900000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.16,0.9336,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,1,0,6,9,0,1,13,0,9,1,0,0,2,22,18,15,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,10,6,0,0,3,2,5,11,3,2,0,1,3,0,17,7,16,13,3,34,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,5,13,89,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485531279318565,0.10765310899157443,0.0,0.2917147713197425,0.3271486050831467,0.09154412751113992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192112800782236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681678222596427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176871868639375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474662650193421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902308894915955,0.0,0.13503175516089475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508391761196408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444649856372313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352407983049917,0.1466372993131841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382487403882867,0.13001386828280825,0.14316663053033918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332642828828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725650935783964,0.0,0.12892580583426544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405981583407982,0.0,0.0,0.13465335763494676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496212130409,0.0,0.0,0.1347750294237205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363468825677308,0.0,0.1506926300737381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121517686004873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137416085574702,0.1569924270007695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940055216423304,0.0,0.10798157998034087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912560071488584,0.0,0.3271486050831467,0.0 adhd,valentinaroseuk,2019/06/30,"At least your not dying... Don’t you just hate it when people say shit like at least your not dying, at least you don’t have cancer... Like as if I should quit moaning about my ADHD because it’s petty compared to those things. Yes I’m aware there are worse situations to be in but that doesn’t stop my suffering. A condition where my finances are fucked because I my ability to manage finances and impulses is beyond poor. A condition where my self confidence is forever on the floor. A condition where I’m burden or annoyance to anyone close to me. A condition that’s ruined my dreams of having a decent business because I constantly fuck things up and can’t get things right and forever behind other people in the same career. A condition that makes me never want to have children because I can barely look after myself let alone anyone else. So I’m meant to just accept it and not complain because it could be worse.",6.22714946070878,6.843207903954808,6.752121212121214,75.3128967642527,66.00564971751412,9.600205444273241,30.780174627632256,9.573946990214177,2.8863604519774,737,26,128,14,11,241,105,177,0.243,0.649,0.10800000000000001,-0.9814,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,10,12,5,0,8,1,17,4,1,1,1,22,28,10,2,4,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,12,5,0,1,2,1,3,0,8,9,0,0,1,2,17,3,20,22,4,19,0,2,1,2,8,14,3,2,7,97,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524407596978506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510227620858123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391771406745812,0.1494070710582142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444444088273742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575767149096016,0.0,0.116423260723804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026707026638763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218116557706428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26961151600272965,0.07618352867308018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396440986009812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910808396061606,0.0,0.14247794913392495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244981952788472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733419001840966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124633026409282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218273214675847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509466345625295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452719023410275,0.0,0.11595978152584994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211926106644136,0.0,0.14967937834394254,0.0,0.16390477150858335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190980456444288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29062363418750364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600683035322937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972006029093577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deathmelon,2019/06/30,"Idea to combat phone distraction I saw a study that showed that keeping your phone in black and white reduced phone time. I thought of a way to use this to encourage use of 'good' apps rather than just reduce all phone use. I made my phone boring to look at except for apps that are positive. My background is black, I changed most of my app icons to boring minimalist white shapes. Apps that I want to use more, like ones for pomodoro, meditation, tracking habits, I changed to really bright colorful icons. Sounds silly but I find I don't mindlessly open reddit or the internet at all ever since I did this. Herea a pic: http://imgur.com/AGldlcz Thoughts? What are your tips to reduce wasting time on your phone? I wish I could get rid of it but it's a necessity these days.",4.525662100456621,6.575503232876713,4.1878767123287695,86.70775114155255,71.46575342465755,7.880365296803652,25.865296803652967,8.59863814320734,1.7061844748858452,616,20,120,11,12,186,92,146,0.073,0.825,0.10300000000000001,0.4944,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,5,3,25,19,4,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,9,17,5,20,13,4,11,0,0,8,0,10,6,0,2,5,70,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755784734292965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173272027923306,0.0,0.0,0.11448365052490025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057410880161374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224713938682964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274520136420557,0.0,0.0,0.14889266977289875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003948599967624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577850884142834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672574185352873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906940341209504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797068851764485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028997798050385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372180777998266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684373152621658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818570210657409,0.20702294748764385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132700780689997,0.0,0.0,0.1047040080545119,0.14090457326491518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413555949873133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bikinbutler,2019/06/30,"How do you deal with letting others down? Hi guys, I'm a high schooler who just got diagnosed with moderate ADHD. However, before this diagnosis I have never seen myself as non-normal and basically tried to pursue more opportunities. &#x200B; For the most part I've maintained good consistent grades but that can be boiled down to my lack of other responsibilities. However this year I decided to take more jobs and furthermore in a leadership position and basically screwed myself over in a counter-intuitive manner (although it has led to my diagnosis). &#x200B; Right now I'm waiting for a psychiatric evaluation but as of now its too late to save my position and I've kinda let everyone around me down and I've also been anxious and stressed and overwhelmed and burnt out to the point that I've done **absolutely** **nothing.** IMO this stems largely from my constant fear of disappointing others (which is happening before my very eyes). &#x200B; To others who have been through this, how do you handle the disgrace and shame when you let others down and especially the constant anxiety as well? Do you just move on or do you try to go onto damage control? &#x200B; Also, further advice on how to juggle responsibilities is also greatly appreciated. I see everyone saying ""break it down"" but despite a whole stack of post-its and checklists I still screw up after 2 days of following through.",5.762210410557188,8.484319891129037,6.411202346041055,69.17543988269797,69.84677419354838,9.186510263929618,33.450146627565985,9.688023934748609,3.867824193548387,1135,55,173,29,22,370,149,248,0.145,0.792,0.064,-0.9743,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,0,2,15,13,2,4,9,0,17,5,1,5,1,33,27,26,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,17,15,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,8,1,0,5,4,17,5,39,18,6,34,0,3,3,2,11,18,2,3,11,136,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676769100568738,0.08681283049722169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313450089855132,0.0,0.3850297978533656,0.4317983649347334,0.0,0.0,0.06796189549184219,0.10036323140859058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908589831886896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119156692337374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200765462748526,0.09964093783086456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729406152372035,0.09158951731608564,0.0,0.0901701178353258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090913547445234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697797018019412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996902037543684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048947658337867,0.07451427119319551,0.07105298136299977,0.09794574875245396,0.0,0.08796497027663204,0.07856038531380381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386370048413484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815939331505526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021470931545567,0.0,0.0,0.27253290726076235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442221945141696,0.0,0.0,0.06851841969206428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524379737178275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620440954554957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398194553519664,0.0,0.08508358478707237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586835957304196,0.0,0.07064865419572648,0.0,0.0,0.07079349728241799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094725715153835,0.0,0.10176522903308484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679617029643325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063223789661072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733018064864313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987728702803461,0.0,0.0,0.09918601404116574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317983649347334,0.057209658912678624 adhd,JoeyBag0Dildos,2019/06/30,"Is your phone always dying? I constantly forget to plug my phone in to charge at night, so my phone is always dying or dead, leaving me scrambling to find an outlet or constantly buying phone chargers. But I recently bought an power bank on Amazon and it's been life changing! Bring able to charge my phone in my pocket or behind the bar at work without losing it is incredible. The best part? It's solar powered! So even if I forget to charge it, sitting it in a window for a while does the trick. Just something that's helped me out I wanted to share!",3.5087665647298683,5.329557165137615,4.5058103975535175,84.32937818552499,73.6788990825688,6.312334352701327,23.120285423037714,6.937597516519254,0.857959429153925,437,12,81,4,9,142,69,109,0.08199999999999999,0.815,0.102,0.4973,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,4,4,1,0,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,7,9,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,16,5,2,14,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,4,5,57,17,1,0.19704338335573726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279117595366117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678487422115785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844577257012345,0.0,0.0,0.4258677929263412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089998455700632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243399262653394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301452963460567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009408264527094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320740263670908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086404921551841,0.0,0.0,0.13917756892930275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044114422959046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491186719450348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133787824367303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945565695729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516936231759656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622129272123892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899427900453982,0.0,0.1434499298583461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crispyohare,2019/06/30,Podcasts and audiobooks Anyone else have this? I find it almost impossible to get myself out of bed on weekends and do chores/be productive if I don't have a steady supply of interesting podcasts/audiobooks to listen to.,9.765,9.179161500000003,9.91,59.63500000000002,59.0,13.0,40.0,12.161744961471696,5.2745000000000015,180,8,27,5,2,60,31,40,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802435094452726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353428539159201,0.4914001104122397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006387426728199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43833967580950506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056775516976043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whyamiinsilence,2019/06/30,"I nearly died today. Hi all, I’m 21 years old and I’ve pretty severe ADHD I thought i would share and see if any of you can help me. I go to university yet spend most of the time in my room, I don’t go to lectures or meetings, I spend most of my time at the door before it starts then I walk off after I’ve talked myself into going next week this has been a cycle for a couple of years and it depresses me further each time it happens. I’ve pretty much stopped seeing my friends now apart from those that live in my house. My only relief at this stage are the large quantities of various drugs I take to repress any feelings of misery or anxiousness (I find my drug use embarrassing). I don’t have a preferred substance just anything which dulls the racing thoughts. I got hit by a van today bounced off the thing fortunately I was very high and stumbled off unscathed, my impulsive/carelessness lead me across the road and I often think that I’ll die from ADHD. I feel that my relationship of 1.5 years is going towards marriage and that I can’t trust myself whether this is my impulsive nature or my true love for someone. Everything is escalating quickly and I would appreciate some direction or advice from anyone out there. Take 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adhd,drag_free_drift,2019/06/30,"Reverse procrastination [x-post from r/funny] The days when this happens are the best 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adhd,lockedinclosets,2019/06/30,Finally doing my FAFSA application on the deadline date 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adhd,Narcolepticstoner,2019/06/30,"Finally feeling less distracted! I don't have a magical solution with staying on task BUT I have found a really good way to stop myself from being so distracted by my phone! A couple days ago I changed my phones color settings to greyscale and deleted my internet browser. Making my phone less attractive has helped me TREMENDOUSLY. I found it very easy to get sucked into my phone because there is endless excitement on this thing. I'd spend too much time just scrolling rather than dealing with the go go go feeling. I just reinstalled reddit in hopes of sharing something helpful to this community :) Maybe try it for a couple days and notice your perception and drive change. This community has helped me understand I'm not alone in this overstimulating world. All of my love, DB",6.1573887814313375,8.329447446808512,5.9793036750483575,75.02454545454547,67.43971631205672,9.66627981947131,34.094777562862674,10.018931242160765,3.8116042553191503,634,30,104,16,11,198,98,141,0.07400000000000001,0.6709999999999999,0.255,0.9866,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,2,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,21,21,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,2,3,15,6,17,18,4,19,0,0,1,1,11,6,1,1,6,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868236950274718,0.0,0.0,0.16203371341835088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953697005348156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310040476675521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34621511288493273,0.0,0.20179299079361748,0.16129178254281154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821036862550633,0.0,0.0,0.1713819488377539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430759391707227,0.0,0.0,0.08173801009677245,0.0,0.26674027497106795,0.1312217814638291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145928802985283,0.0,0.0,0.15538890054747825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412010971056092,0.0,0.10443074959977793,0.0,0.15717378868206236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150078260097158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781179287989675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002250697159081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044188437477045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675354195883182,0.0,0.13079815295960492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393759193240076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122651912500687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621842571418197,0.0,0.0,0.16286865705724785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908659613307394,0.0,0.12418172868029445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gargolito,2019/06/30,"Do you play a musical instrument? I stopped playing guitar for a long time and I now realize it was partly because of ADD. It became increasingly difficult to keep track of chilled progressions and it was always difficult for me to play with other people, so I avoided doing so. A coworker brought his guitar to the office and I have slowly been picking it up again and I'm finding some of the same frustrations but it's better now that I understand what's going on in my head. What is your experience with music?",3.863730158730157,6.261368887755103,5.513809523809524,74.92563492063493,74.40816326530611,8.845351473922905,30.276643990929703,9.444778638647367,3.32980589569161,413,19,69,11,9,140,69,98,0.098,0.812,0.09,0.2504,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,5,8,1,1,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,17,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,3,5,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,0,10,4,13,8,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584660703290364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935498625669145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747238311494673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038522493221802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28390692603775763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653615637534695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187923289659499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760990399928822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748946123077371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363781492066826,0.0,0.21534925238456373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596976012001325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112876708525852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233730644615217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nimbusman22,2019/06/30,"I can't clear my mind Am I the only one that can't simply sit down and relax. For example, whenever I go to a park alone I'm always looking around for something to do. Either I reach for my phone only to find myself scrolling my homepage, since I deleted Instagram and Facebook so I wouldn't scroll on those endlessly. Or I light cigarettes one after the other since I'm a smoker. And don't even get me started on studying, I can't look at a book for 5 minutes without my mind wandering off. And I'm just thinking if this has something to do with Adhd since I think I might have it, but I didn't go to have it diagnosed.",2.8230769230769246,4.085766692307693,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,74.38461538461539,7.353846153846155,27.615384615384606,7.908726449838941,1.6955999999999998,490,19,101,7,10,166,80,130,0.028999999999999998,0.9440000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.0237,0,1,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,0,1,20,24,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,3,17,1,18,21,1,11,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,3,2,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364009664451206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841118868582869,0.0,0.0,0.14791549009616198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824936177706786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042867188876335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741271688420728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624748349100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928753587724302,0.0,0.2020569435416424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985572109444749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858155426396303,0.3589858176769445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091758273930025,0.2703979927394326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44114943032222537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737057877795355,0.0,0.0,0.12582363664126953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278104536789155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136000806741786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ilostitnowimscrewed,2019/06/30,"I am responsible but not at fault! (My be offensive to women. I First I'm not looking for responses. Just a vent. I just lost my shit on my wife. Acted like a 6 year old screaming and want damn divorce. First of all, my wife picks on everyone when she's on the rag. My kids and myself mostly me. She goes around pick until someone loses it. She's been doing it all weekend. When i can't take it anymore i walk off. Which piss her offeven more. No one aloud to be away from her. I dont know why but we have to do EVERYTHING TOGETHER... when i say everything i mean everything. Im honestly suprised she let me pee by myself. You'd think after 15 year she'd know when I'm pissed off or getting there. I swear it more like blood in the water. She attack more. Until i lose my shit...",-0.5490984262469993,1.6679270429447897,1.7972259269138462,94.80002133902376,94.52147239263806,5.043371565750867,18.129901307015203,6.7026698264267655,0.12239311816484345,600,18,134,9,23,202,104,163,0.24,0.67,0.09,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,1,1,26.0,1,1,0,5,8,15,7,0,4,0,12,7,6,2,2,21,23,11,0,1,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,4,1,0,4,1,0,2,5,12,0,3,2,3,30,3,19,16,6,24,0,3,1,0,16,9,5,2,15,92,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668271964091154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406437815095437,0.0,0.17973539252424184,0.14843594628121287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516203127939615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096534143616466,0.4259712079007511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26877087042096137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254277628753788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065532314024678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365333897097382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615545437628641,0.0,0.1543709734388348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267104104763075,0.3534987487183903,0.17246374957099106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720964299318342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578296835204914,0.0,0.10705749295951876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256392618135866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243470513034262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338636392439356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878813012868596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012330265127502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318605584037992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425605758138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347958205920935 adhd,emoCappuccino711,2019/06/30,"I'm super impulsive and I've lost alot of stuff because of this. Help? idk what 2 write here, the. title pretty much sums it up.",-2.231428571428573,-1.912126629629625,0.3365079365079389,99.52000000000002,130.11111111111111,3.0243386243386245,11.264550264550266,5.288315135182226,-1.2171227513227514,99,2,22,1,7,33,25,27,0.11199999999999999,0.5770000000000001,0.311,0.8188,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754300856512852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30285070792924895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932235114271532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321454842658364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596713952201096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172348307089907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Doobeey,2019/06/30,"Everyone I know says I have some sort of add or adhd but according to my therapist I don’t?? She gave me a pretty basic test where I had to do like 4 different things like listen to her tell a story and repeat it back to her and like this one where I had to stack this circle blocks, and try and remember pattens and draw them back anyway enough of that. I scored really well on 2 parts of the test and really poorly on the other and according to her I don’t have it which kind of baffled me. I get distracted very easily and it’s hard for me to complete anything and I’m a very jittery person. I am a 22 year old male and I think it might be harder to detect in adults. But anyway my question is what should I do from here should I get re evaluated? It was just frustrating cause I had to pay like 200 bucks for the test just for them to say nope you don’t have it we think you have depression so here start taking Prozac. Lmao I’m like wtf this isn’t helping at all. Does anyone have similar experiences?",1.8018732851085064,3.605279753554506,3.6168820154652046,88.91102519331507,78.47867298578198,7.285707158892492,20.11000249438763,8.20500826718156,0.8442170616113742,792,19,173,15,19,266,121,211,0.1,0.74,0.16,0.9386,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,2,0,12,10,1,1,7,0,21,1,0,1,1,30,32,14,0,2,5,0,1,5,0,3,1,3,0,3,14,12,0,1,5,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,5,4,27,7,22,23,4,12,0,1,0,0,19,6,0,5,11,122,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036436102185147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493789303655288,0.0,0.12350124876153475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080114164365545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417124994484116,0.0,0.0,0.15735372663827707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292617963657271,0.0,0.0,0.15679936722584806,0.0,0.0,0.13133410138774618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550704942865685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340577726063405,0.0,0.1468048941774811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681892119285268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444023793869853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059399138980564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628294273470567,0.08247883856032938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666021820286093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592088379922619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748141399165838,0.0,0.10169660693892768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625196413982882,0.0,0.0,0.13104215342457876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268308497305585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168121492200482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228737390008685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000890086798365,0.0,0.0,0.2386957936626573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622584515120401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283983441752238,0.0,0.13117461938929456,0.0,0.0,0.1742519026663275,0.09970502718945956,0.1923275993469795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189298046025536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476598185113569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493797326948884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664518804208 adhd,Gert___Verhulst,2019/06/30,"In need of advice for use of medicine (short term) Hi all. I have my finals tomorrow and I've run into an issue, being that my meds will be used up by this afternoon. I use 10 mg of methylphenidate each four hours, and I have 1 pill left. I still need to study, so saving it for later is no option. However, I also have several pairs of 5 mg left. My question, in short, is: will taking two 5 mg ones have the same effect as taking a 10 mg one? I have no option to run to the pharmacist for a prescription as they are closed today. If any of you know the answer to this, please tell me ASAP. I appreciate the help in advance :)",1.7973986013986052,3.3154167538461583,3.8144755244755264,88.76416083916084,77.61538461538461,6.881118881118883,20.27972027972028,7.686295010490155,0.5992307692307688,478,11,105,7,11,163,84,130,0.035,0.879,0.087,0.7667,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,7,0,12,1,0,4,1,20,20,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,13,1,20,16,4,21,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,4,8,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267832798607807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131440034272716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201684150631207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357645131847515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184445499097816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402311065671155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443864694237466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971148353434336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839904434630264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962842473992495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620554823180848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239485652568588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397379734792836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979549096196314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963126293261327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112031216996246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657268732420967,0.0,0.15445175739121178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674997981515422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261935440168544,0.0,0.0,0.4578604156582791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,narwhals-dont-sing,2019/06/30,I just got diagnosed!! After 2.5 months of waiting for my psychiatrist appointment I am now officially diagnosed with ADHD. I might actually be able to do four classes when uni starts again and that means I could actually graduate on time!!! All my school teachers can get stuffed coz I wasn’t being lazy,5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,6.078181818181817,71.07727272727277,71.72727272727272,10.21818181818182,32.81818181818181,10.355215969177356,4.1709272727272735,245,12,41,8,5,81,48,55,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.5673,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,9,13,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,29,8,3,0.2444216864862291,0.0,0.4770406155168058,0.0,0.2937473688242102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515082788561086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961657334948829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770024305597372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548635102903014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662468712562384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25929278372306025,0.0,0.0,0.19509505823439796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736779577512374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730029277264692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252425097725518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Worthinho,2019/06/30,"Methylphenidate and enigmatic perspiration I’ve been on methylphenidate for 3 years now, and I’m still baffled about what causes the armpit and hand sweating! I’m very aware of some triggers for this. Ie in a senior meeting at work in a shirt causes armpit sweat (thank god for my now casual dress code - go t shirts!). However, sometimes I just don’t know! Yesterday it was absolutely roasting, and I noticed no excess sweating from either of these areas. Today, it’s cooler, and I can feel it on my hands and ‘dripping’ from my armpits already! (Sorry for the graphics). Does anyone have any insight?? For the record I’m on 15mg 3x a day and have been since titration 3 years ago. The only other variable between today and yesterday apart from the weather would be I took my meds sooner after my shower today. I have a feeling it may be due to the fact that because you’re sweating a tiny bit all over when it’s very hot, there’s no need to sweat from hands/armpits, where I believe I read there’s glands that are more sensitive to the fight of flight response caused by the medication?",6.134615384615388,6.773987461538463,5.797115384615385,81.99788461538462,66.21153846153845,8.13076923076923,31.865384615384606,7.882392219407189,2.1640942307692304,864,33,161,9,13,267,131,208,0.037000000000000005,0.91,0.054000000000000006,0.5119,2,0,2,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,0,13,0,13,15,13,4,2,24,23,9,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,5,12,2,26,15,5,28,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,16,97,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529611396998076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842954153850834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379273490839484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672152045936266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304102546781008,0.0,0.0,0.17196025379832267,0.0,0.0,0.16663098590783698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703750874672896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843287066210576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356638467462015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543472911628118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674239504336012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388072985050861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695360535986337,0.15375733574555076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317223079477873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376876153247905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608098733959915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266998149967162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625601967258418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095366525884255,0.17085530914027214,0.0,0.0,0.12188945941870907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405199804036451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340224210568325,0.0,0.16957607720846504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518692878559633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111549539135823,0.0,0.0,0.10842303372886412,0.0,0.0,0.1965757290236252 adhd,euphoric-feels,2019/06/30,"Did medication change your emotions/maturity? Before i started medication (so basically, all my life ha) i was pretty childish, goofy and a 'high achieving but low effort slacker'. I have started seeing a therapist and after telling him about my life and how i function etc. He mentioned that people with ADHD tend to be more childish and mature a lot slower/later than their peers. I did some research on it but i can't really find much. Now that i am on meds, i can regulate my emotions a lot better, i'm more serious when working and i can take control of my life instead of seeing it flash before my eyes. People also respect me a lot more now that i'm able to control myself like an adult should. So im curious if you guys feel the same way? Are you naturally childish too? Did meds change your personality?",3.9836538461538464,5.969129032051287,5.5797435897435905,76.43192307692307,72.78205128205127,7.620512820512822,29.948717948717945,8.384062270229773,2.4760794871794864,643,28,112,11,13,218,101,156,0.07400000000000001,0.789,0.13699999999999998,0.9191,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,6,10,6,0,0,7,1,12,6,1,3,1,21,21,13,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,22,4,10,15,11,11,0,1,3,0,12,4,0,5,7,84,27,3,0.13313851542107866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600066228014789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647082268061583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265821410166504,0.0,0.0,0.11775019750324985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816857915567047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986523320849841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976290989445018,0.0,0.0,0.1484846382716447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731883376168528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168619108729015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182806227444413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066815135410135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381244333871732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821190124467482,0.06504475354856183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395688141979031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29577375340600504,0.2682460948090357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787212794841693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460296578103214,0.11625141627374955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354497343435277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529194218527081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218831857779855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884722529504352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100103594303968,0.0,0.1163689307956331,0.0,0.0,0.1545840780540519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567915645346274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692642489861088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kellz_throwaway,2019/06/30,"High functioning so no one believes me Not even my psychiatrist! I struggle every day with all of the ADHD issues and was diagnosed about 5 years ago. I have a hard time focusing at work, I fidget often, and have difficulty listening and concentrating. When I tell the psychiatrist this, he says I'm fine because my grades in grad school are good and I do well at work. Why do I have to fall apart before anyone believes me? No one will even medicate me because to them I seem fine. I'm so frustrated!",3.235899198167239,5.51894163917526,4.792714776632302,79.8976174112257,75.90721649484536,8.434822451317299,26.241695303550976,9.150863307647796,2.3992093928980527,397,15,75,10,9,133,67,97,0.154,0.76,0.086,-0.7809999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,8,6,1,1,3,0,8,2,0,0,1,9,12,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,1,3,13,4,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,50,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219835351714027,0.0,0.16373280225873038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291523687812714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251929841569656,0.0,0.1571731962994611,0.4162061038614746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912160131556836,0.0,0.0,0.18747508104152336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399623832228684,0.0,0.15562474619369376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492459548745924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654623957739702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951545065878407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278752236219004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860742242385564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503263083165833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688748876880658,0.0,0.18693470519758346,0.0,0.16815153918293127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309726559036944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144323397276394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077049207495056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607498380235106,0.0,0.16667055088080174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689397485404616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894611761071106 adhd,Sentimental_Dragon,2019/06/30,"Anyone into target shooting/archery? I got really into rifle shooting a few years ago. I’m target shooting in individual and group competitions and doing pretty well - very well for a comparative beginner. I find that I can focus really well on shooting compared to a lot of other things, but I don’t hyperfocus. I find the process of lining up a shot and quieting my body and controlling my breathing very relaxing, like meditation. I still have unrelated thoughts but they are not intrusive/emotional. I also like adjusting and cleaning the rifle and the mechanical aspect of it. I wonder if ADHD is helpful for marksmanship or detrimental? If you’re into any shooting discipline, are you naturally good at it? Do you find it relaxing? What do you like best about it?",5.154559236384053,8.001188554744527,6.9521167883211685,63.98955642897252,72.21167883211679,10.346771476698487,33.16619876473891,10.389873798559362,4.639731499157776,620,31,90,21,13,214,87,137,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.9915,0,0,0,7,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,2,6,10,0,0,7,0,9,2,2,1,0,24,13,12,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,14,10,14,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,7,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980130171885316,0.0,0.1460523915116076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176085134732948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204443875058284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520606787201056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729085243974249,0.0,0.0,0.18301446618795345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479563011560676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185336113792786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517709847036123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819532410589602,0.13177596225414887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043711536626334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414845275201221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400755465934318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676231277503039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110269710434976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131579884490322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946116600195524,0.0,0.0,0.1308033580065212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27189333647713626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444249695840932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867836351041325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610192153563404 adhd,AirtightDinner,2019/06/30,Do people with ADHD masturbate more? It's such an easy way to get dopamine so it would make sense right?,0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,92.33333333333331,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.35079047619047543,83,2,18,1,3,25,20,21,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660667230945973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608512550911701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144051842202515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265414708579397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40224297524413793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37386861084640055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345944928476799,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aliferestarted,2019/06/30,"how do you stop the branching ideas?..and focus? my life is constant branches of new ideas and plans, and work projects, and at the end of the day, I've accomplished nothing. just more and more pointless ideas. It's like a busywork prison. I want to write them all down and/or share them, but never have energy or focus to execute them.",4.47234375,6.233947796875,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,71.03125,6.995000000000001,26.8625,7.554174236665415,1.3392225000000004,265,9,52,3,5,79,50,64,0.092,0.8029999999999999,0.105,-0.2218,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,3,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,15,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309028043075533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442464439113054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328131509515794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6456424235821335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198649665752755,0.1397087184725581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205548856179371,0.27618809185490845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439243437702426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390806811646186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867036789309486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818691546892606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anubis1980,2019/06/30,"Coping with rejection sensitive dysphoria. I’m diagnosed with adhd but as I’m over 25 I’ve basically been given meds but no therapy. I’m working on getting some of that. Been speaking to other adhd sufferers on a forum and one of my biggest issues is I cannot deal with rejection or perceived rejection in any form at all. I’m very close with friends a girl who I Like she doesn’t feel the same way, which my logical part of my mind is fine with , yeah it sucks but she’s an awesome friend and I enjoy hanging out with her. Then inside of me there is this nagging doubt constantly there , she hasn’t responded to my messages, she hates me she’s dating someone else I’m not good enough etc. Quite frankly the pain I feel From this is a physical feeling , it’s literally gut wrenching . It’s horrific and I can’t go on like this. Someone mentioned she suffers from rsd and she thinks I do too, it was very sobering reading about it as this has been me my entire life. I’ll admit I cried as I have felt so creepy for getting obsessed about people or feelings etc and not handling ANY form of rejection. Sorry for this long rant I don’t have many people who understand adhd and why I am like I am. I’ve been suicidal the past month as I’m sick of being different and not coping with my life. I live with constant sick feelings of loneliness and I’m scared to death I’ll be alone for ever. I have actually somehow no idea how got a date with a girl from work, I don’t know if I like her yet and already I’m panicking about being hated not good enough etc to the point I’m tempted to walk away so I don’t hurt myself or freak her out. I’m terrified of being seen as weird or creepy! If anyone else has rsd , how do you cope? Sorry again for the wall of text I’m on mobile and my eyes are watering ahah :( Ironically this post got rejected due to me messing up the title , where is Alanis morrisette when you need her ha.",1.4955836901880453,3.749160587786264,3.311142555700368,88.39592999441444,81.79898218829516,6.480456774033389,23.834729721343017,7.678348718463194,1.2682584124619871,1513,56,311,26,41,505,199,393,0.294,0.615,0.091,-0.9986,1,2,0,0,0,2,28.0,0,2,0,3,16,30,4,3,12,2,31,9,2,2,2,58,63,30,2,3,13,0,6,4,2,0,6,1,0,2,16,22,1,0,13,1,0,3,13,19,0,1,10,9,41,11,50,49,11,34,0,8,2,0,25,16,1,9,17,201,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.09163553907683697,0.0,0.3385585749185836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725493016733336,0.10362402046923956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771418111646204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565898665740265,0.09621446503551598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822472539940178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295102794932665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314776234229664,0.0,0.0968096127456233,0.0,0.09530931535253326,0.0,0.0981083883300858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568873977925219,0.0,0.0,0.1940532865810834,0.3141791674018432,0.0,0.08494041406829264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374002611526751,0.0,0.09016136661757518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509806455471996,0.0,0.09812062312555866,0.0,0.05336709722901512,0.1575223442512605,0.15020521587498148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541905119666108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052483679825083,0.10600477569090803,0.0,0.098010075060492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160649603155619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265257974826836,0.18350456318010225,0.0,0.08291784927182785,0.08310097944790258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095202650619658,0.0,0.0,0.10430478720006674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481500957107504,0.0,0.07495227974736729,0.0,0.0,0.06962769982809937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363093411624228,0.0,0.0999191474118206,0.0,0.0,0.1016875282832208,0.08964080088852408,0.1302006877930152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876845149022877,0.0,0.08993287808057107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987713411832093,0.09392816214691993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401303494701474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912699193342994,0.0,0.0,0.2102328830193005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271436826432516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738597916445453,0.0,0.0,0.06016909104023512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977560751672318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495920728604434,0.0,0.07453563271538885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847326268943465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367246418141117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,In_Tongues,2019/06/30,Alienating myself I never usually let any of it get to me but maybe it’s just that I’m growing older now and what kind of seemed like the passion and energy of being an eager teenager hasn’t subsided and I feel like I’m driving everyone around me insane because it’s getting so hard to maintain conversation and it’s started turning back into an anxious experience I just wish I could cut my fucking tongue out sometimes,4.243606271777004,6.411850085365857,5.815156794425089,74.23524390243907,72.53658536585365,8.10034843205575,33.66550522648084,8.841846274778883,3.349360278745645,345,18,56,7,7,117,61,82,0.11699999999999999,0.649,0.23399999999999999,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,15,14,6,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,5,8,11,0,11,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,8,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118676964439165,0.0,0.0,0.2511608873842477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979139583547458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095210508340472,0.0,0.13552559432309613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750624475461388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124384596128029,0.0,0.21747384365138603,0.0,0.0,0.1124128214506683,0.15882707651466618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553335927335867,0.2323084236404483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991570883909976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315144358373805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273395873114644,0.0,0.21723086566953495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335260574057336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146864295316186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202393847831651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988241312465276,0.0,0.15736084937482195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418227919741587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448565746583056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565964243198896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,filmeiker,2019/06/30,"Getting a divorce. So on the day of our 11 year anniversary, the wife tells me she is ready to move on. I just got diagnosed less than 2 years ago. Finally it all made sense, but it further aggravated my situation by plunging me into a vicious cycle of frustration, anxiety, and depression. Things have finally crumbled. I’m absolutely broke, self employed in the middle of a slow season and have 3 toddlers. My only hope is being less involved in the day-to-day of running a household will allow me to better focus on my career and be a better provider for my kids.",5.822063492063492,6.6719949629629625,7.143809523809527,71.32500000000002,66.96296296296296,9.875132275132275,35.7989417989418,9.957137785484203,3.837249735449736,448,22,76,10,7,153,77,108,0.18100000000000002,0.693,0.126,-0.8334,1,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,2,7,2,0,9,0,7,1,0,2,1,10,12,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,15,7,3,18,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,8,53,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896548786489574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544471823759747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571149556280042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906118114499852,0.0,0.17388968342973524,0.20491660118348767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423266518297793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548047964946894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147184670923748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052477106484928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910355310170337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145797382844892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535483165146898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061787108951308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693558852795764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646291232935654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341283821035094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600242550567001 adhd,ntb899,2019/06/30,"Whats the best app to manage my time and my daily activities? what methods do you guys use along with medicine to help you guys complete tasks that you need to get done to be more productive? I tried an app called remember the milk but it didn't really help me organize by day to day but rather for long term stuff, any suggestions to get started on things and get them done is appreciated.",7.279675324675324,6.4870452467532465,7.08892857142857,78.52482142857143,64.06493506493507,11.336363636363638,32.23701298701299,10.686352973137794,3.026716883116884,312,10,65,7,4,99,58,77,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.9154,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,10,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,11,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,6,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721932842052306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175876161791968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604295712345325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156558860114733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26026662499411435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129880397816993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316269796160254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995936982426722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27050172185684945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857156489975806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961950390090306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926732753288608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285807520927164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282301369151024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099320663269515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405562877021912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766126340289886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699738065279013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427568554229875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,akaHighway,2019/06/30,"My Experience With Attention Issues Now, I want to preface this with the statement that: I have never been diagnosed with an attention disorder of any kind. I am also not asking for help with any of this. &#x200B; During my average everyday life, little things catch my eye and completely take over my mind. For example, just ten minutes before writing this, I wandered through my kitchen, saw an ant, and watched it for about five minutes. I don't remember a single thought that I've ever had, and muscle memory has been the only way that I can remember how to do things. In order to learn how to type, I used to (and still do) type every thought physical with my hands. Even when I'm not around a keyboard, I'll be sitting there, tapping on my lap, getting the motions down. I've noticed that while surfing the web, I'll have ten or more pages open about the most random shit, like one page about swordsmanship, another about fountain pens, another about anarcho-communism, and plenty more. This, as you might expect, leads to a lot of procrastination. A friend once let me try his meds for his ADHD, which his is insane (talk about bouncing off the walls), and I cannot describe the feeling any other way than this: It felt like the curtains of my mind were opened, and I was able to actually see what my mind had going on. I know that one of the rules involves no discussion of recreational usage of drugs, but I felt it necessary to mention that, as I considered it more of a medical experience. I remember writing in a notebook about how I felt in that moment (which was an entire night) and it all had to do with the experience. Without it, I write maybe three or four sentences that have nothing to do with one another, and that focus is all gone. It felt good, it felt right. &#x200B; Thanks for listening to my nonsense, Reddit!",7.9311655459494075,7.285226152737754,7.775019212295869,73.6553754402818,62.68876080691643,11.169324367595262,37.14521293627922,10.504223727775694,3.8507228306115913,1453,62,264,30,18,466,188,347,0.042,0.903,0.055,0.66,0,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,1,19,7,1,0,19,0,25,8,3,5,4,63,46,20,0,2,7,0,7,2,1,1,4,1,2,0,28,19,1,0,16,0,0,5,7,1,0,8,17,12,30,6,52,26,10,32,0,0,4,0,15,14,1,6,11,198,58,7,0.0864646989139046,0.0,0.08437707345720373,0.0,0.10391376545701077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691457884826142,0.0,0.187368930297292,0.2101281464266117,0.17639688078695873,0.2719973274216249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697191361407434,0.08083282160811599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357509034974123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065659175149092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775984932999949,0.0,0.0,0.0990960359055452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027160001502253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057109118164637075,0.07821227036506039,0.07285023802685002,0.0,0.0,0.25373720043814885,0.0,0.0,0.04371914974438548,0.0,0.4150983521641116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680241189592337,0.0,0.045174236483673455,0.0,0.04913988097254039,0.07252248715912896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795546508436004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024668143209047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003967837248153,0.047518737275854435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841601280204876,0.061072573907826035,0.08448456877738501,0.08666034340316994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350919500970812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686541170444723,0.0,0.09604278842227792,0.08710408760807732,0.0,0.0917253816445855,0.2619140927642444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668690618201081,0.0,0.0,0.0811412626513608,0.0,0.08296521057371681,0.09844063279764613,0.0,0.09208208244080801,0.17577215312417374,0.06576029977257941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384294575123204,0.07384038043738607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890117041207572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875477090401243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905082024364906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501069291870677,0.0694970497624131,0.0,0.07960507786125967,0.0,0.0,0.11488660788142245,0.0,0.0,0.1372866254740982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870385487064149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467773838308271,0.0,0.0,0.05099911964252262,0.13726330679480314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833488842530279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101281464266117,0.0 adhd,Bubblesthewoman,2019/06/30,"I said something inappropriate, totally forgetting important information My parent's friends were over at ours tonight and their kid is LGBT (For context). Their daughter wasn't there with us, but during our conversation, I forgot about that information. The conversation was about (I'm a Christian who goes to church) and I was trying to say that some churches are still ""homophobic"", but more churches and denominations are trying to be more accepting of LGBT people but my dad said ""(the church) is still pretty homophobic"" and I said ""To a certain extent"" but when I was about to say the above information, my mom nudged me to stop and that made me realize that I messed up. (I'm on Strattera for my ADHD, I've been on it for 6 years now and I find that I still have issues with saying inappropriate things by accident and I feel really bad about it when it happens.)",6.9701875000000015,7.817095643750001,7.391250000000002,70.56875000000002,64.4375,10.65,32.875,10.577609850970193,3.531012500000001,693,27,123,17,10,227,92,160,0.09300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.4331,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,3,0,2,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,2,27,21,13,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,10,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,7,20,3,22,9,5,14,5,0,0,0,23,5,0,1,9,91,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991175937192776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388893170054631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410793416258795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203433536442298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285160597700316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709641743757934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361869992124218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739761012734152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481871501571904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470403016113635,0.0,0.0,0.11532117555018108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923046199575542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656347796091747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746903775420361,0.3968474907856048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805883924573666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39852480276138297,0.1390700563217192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051078655863687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587172849509105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008994626306134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711933037581793 adhd,throwaway2019abcdef,2019/06/30,"Saw past some of the shame tonight Was diagnosed last year, and have been dealing with finally addressing all of the shame that my ADHD has brought me over the years. Was feeling happy tonight and wrote down some thoughts to hold on to for tomorrow: &#x200B; * I don't have to be perfect * Everyone else isn't perfect * I don't have to justify why I'm happy * Everything I do doesn't have to make sense * I get to pick who I let into my life * I am not tied to my mistakes",0.8725438596491237,3.362327684210527,2.2785526315789504,92.82695175438595,87.94736842105263,6.114035087719299,25.811403508771928,7.492282038375204,1.5105614035087722,370,17,78,7,12,119,63,95,0.086,0.752,0.161,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,2,3,0,16,2,0,2,3,17,24,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,2,10,4,15,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,8,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505202131506165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225858932882668,0.25329342941343275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149060749020563,0.0,0.2115755892737131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413588333309746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991859460639864,0.18734427658374755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540019086555233,0.0,0.0,0.22835026901640626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890818269392914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438045714687352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991716315664354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315749915982374,0.1472366453641308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914411597262116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899214678865035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165488540066082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809657166847474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25329342941343275,0.2684740263665505 adhd,mahfuzcom,2019/06/30,ask with world # [help me out i'm new](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfJf272dkMHPIo6AFBN7fnw?view_as=subscriber) on YouTube Account/channel,16.035686274509807,22.212109823529413,7.4435294117647075,51.78921568627453,68.41176470588235,6.972549019607843,46.84313725490196,7.793537801064563,5.573643137254903,125,7,11,2,3,30,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224101315333028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462552206962481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6430100358206235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,enternationalist,2019/06/30,"Episodes of Brain Fog & Social Withdrawal - What IS it? Hi All, I'm noticing a phenomenon with myself, and I'm kind of unsure how to approach it. Sometimes, I'll enter a sluggish, foggy state. In this state, I struggle to focus and tend to be kind trapped in myself - I will struggle to hold a conversation, and will generally be irritated by people trying to engage with me, and will usually seek out isolation and rest; a nap, meditation, playing games/videos, etc. I feel drained and a desperate need to recuperate on my own. In some ways, it's slightly depressive in nature, but also feels somehow related to executive function. This set of symptoms kinda reads like Sluggish Cognitive Tempo (or whatever we want to call it), but it's not a constant, not by any means. It's episodic - only occasional, and noticeably intense. It weighs the entire day down. More importantly, I can trigger it (or something) if I don't manage my sugar intake properly. Having a heavy, carb-filled lunch will punch me directly into this state. Sometimes, though, it just seems out of the blue. Perhaps more importantly, a strongly emotional or surprising social experience will normally pull me OUT of it - a movie that makes me cry, a stranger asking for directions. I may be wrong, but I feel like it is loosely associated with the quality of my sleep patterns. It seems qualitatively different regular ol' ADHD symptoms. In that state, it's no longer that I want to do things but simply can't because of that invisible ADHD wall -- I 100% don't want to and will intentionally avoid things. Pure, legitimate procrastination. For other information, I generally think of myself as having symptoms of ADHD-PI. When I take medication to manage ADHD symptoms, it is a very small amount of dexamphetamine which is sufficient. Taking this also seems to decrease the incidence of the fog described above. &#x200B; I am assuming this set of symptoms will resonate with others. Is this what SCT is? I got the impression SCT is constant, not in episodes? Is some sort of hypoglycaemia, diabetes for some of you? I've heard of the sugar/brain fog thing being common amongst ADHD. Or maybe this happens to everyone? Anyone else relate/have info?",6.072021450794171,8.270898383248731,6.917028000654987,68.10828148026853,67.70558375634518,9.753921729163256,34.28328148026854,10.088038600937136,4.041530145734404,1769,85,273,46,31,586,216,394,0.091,0.826,0.083,-0.6319,1,3,1,0,0,0,78.0,1,1,0,1,7,14,0,3,18,0,28,12,2,4,2,63,50,23,0,6,13,0,3,2,0,8,7,1,0,0,33,17,3,2,11,3,0,3,7,5,0,0,2,6,25,9,50,36,10,30,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,16,8,191,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839830485462418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881985117859635,0.0,0.1745358484302977,0.09786813175872776,0.054771761785265584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056317291389619065,0.08252545979081999,0.0,0.0,0.07529650234968188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049098049951929255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982446188165785,0.08224304764495256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407597589775364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884723155769777,0.05194334409342805,0.0,0.06937126371441951,0.0,0.0,0.08414992333312858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728304643919134,0.0905996369660296,0.0,0.0,0.08982634172856545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696195064759644,0.0,0.07878616354471242,0.0,0.0,0.12217434685431144,0.057539683005153414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441731239937015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122359661616509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774554492249574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869813777253468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053762842198456166,0.0,0.08091591443163579,0.08773455430922153,0.0,0.08113824318845715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972135208952248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891469309305839,0.0,0.1833966745510195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061256312322575834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055838130063048684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056444283736272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996900217484805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060081378957773,0.1642061709844257,0.0,0.06200566450534468,0.15931747441605038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840132434904995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185732465461233,0.12111609355515465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052686708554684,0.051608475934031166,0.07913274159597737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468317025517308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870634652943196,0.06645611876229468,0.14251841970623547,0.0639310041204987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806074053751832,0.09786813175872776,0.0 adhd,sleepysl,2019/06/30,"I was taking a survey that asked me to list what diagnoses I had... ...hours later, it suddenly hit me that I missed a big one: ADHD. At least the irony is not lost on me.",-0.4450000000000003,1.491198944444449,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,87.33333333333334,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,-0.2996444444444446,126,2,30,2,4,44,30,36,0.102,0.8390000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.1124,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,3,4,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701429595210863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657165324549955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970568779763808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852503972872363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270379065235432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650853166814235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941315756858202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dexamphetamine11,2019/06/30,"Dating and ADHD hyperfocus I (31F) have just started dating this really nice woman (yes I am also gay haha, no big deal). Anyway, we have date three scheduled next week. The first two went really well, with her telling me on the second after a big make out session, if I had of invited her back to mine she would have come over. Anyway, the chemistry was great. The issue I guess, is that we had to leave a 1.5 week gap between second and third date cause of work, having colds etc. I feel I am a combination of hyperfocusing and wanting to keep the connection going during that gap, so we have been sending texts back and forward and it seems over time her interest is fading, getting shorter responses etc, however I know she has also had a rough week the last week. She still takes the time to respond however, but they are definitely less flirty. She has said she is a pretty independent woman, which is fine by me. Our next date is two days away, with a time, dinner booking locked in. I'm just going to not text unless she initiates until then. But I guess, when I get to the point, the issue is wanting to text all the time due to the novelty and excitement of actually speaking with someone I'm interested in (been single three years now, after not finding anyone I'm interested in/by choice) and although she has taken the time to reply despite having a rough week, I can tell the texting is maybe annoying her due to her independence. But the hyperfocus makes it hard to resist the temptation to reach out and want to connect, despite wabting to bad to play it cool and be in control haha. By texting I mean about 10 back and forward over the span on the whole day. Has anyone else had this issue of hyperfocus on a new interest in the early dating stages? How did you manage it? I'm hoping she doesn't call off dinner due to me being too annoying. I'm like a dumb excited puppy haha. I won't lose sleep if she does, but would be pretty dissapointed. Any advice would be great :)",6.085409373235461,6.332856714285711,7.0291699604743085,74.48114624505929,66.27272727272727,9.604743083003953,30.24562394127611,9.43228470229965,2.645211180124224,1565,52,287,28,23,525,198,385,0.037000000000000005,0.763,0.2,0.9968,2,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,4,1,1,4,17,23,3,0,27,5,38,4,1,7,1,53,66,25,0,9,11,0,4,1,0,4,0,2,0,2,9,19,2,2,5,2,0,7,5,5,1,8,11,8,36,18,46,47,6,67,0,1,0,1,30,20,1,6,44,207,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.08774904106457483,0.0,0.1080664794197523,0.08786887561143107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438181341067905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114874772505026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574844158722595,0.09213376304065077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844828887348121,0.20742900661346014,0.07507952291025648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181847011416357,0.0,0.0,0.09237270664165848,0.0,0.07745819930903629,0.0,0.0,0.10085303199907504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598204404733882,0.09270366901141072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868968062382928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511670062783618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005693492555078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045466301556123134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218533729768306,0.07648598641300468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395907608189863,0.0,0.1022073237833927,0.0,0.0,0.1982744431786104,0.19811424346022505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805507425307199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931094304557581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815596499305944,0.0,0.07992511153589724,0.0,0.0,0.04941773230225375,0.0732968784610222,0.0,0.09521239659774387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043930416114335666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059758503271304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004472258767025,0.0,0.09033682096844492,0.09794934384724384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684538755821232,0.1912620811614566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500355400892429,0.0,0.0,0.18296212584908653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152102300949268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553460132704988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818598768349234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998503367803876,0.0,0.07618900423524845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364590567583152,0.0,0.07181030359124449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760872034099957,0.0,0.15718825189539132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621656509928837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567773277570908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911160438760694,0.0,0.3606423794014912,0.0,0.08084896388984315,0.0833568284364194,0.0,0.1003925742342403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546289971091801,0.0,0.0,0.19162996551509195,0.0,0.0,0.05790559268691783 adhd,A_Free_Radical,2019/06/30,"Adderall , morning Cortisol Peak and Circadian Rhythm Synergy? Hello fellow prescription amphetamine users. I once took adderall at 6 am and noticed that it was more effective and kept my focused all day with no evening crash (I take 15 mg once a day). On usual days I take it between 9 am and noon and start feeling a crash around 8 pm. Looking back I noticed the 6 am dose definitely felt more effective . I am wondering if anyone else has had this experience? I am wondering if taking it at 6 am is causing the adderal dose to 'synchrnize' with my circadian rhythm and Cortisol morning peak. &#x200B; I am starting to think that maybe taking adderall at a certain time is better for it's effect, and maybe taking it in late morning/early noon is somewhat counterproductive because of the cyclic counter-effect of less cortisol. In short, maybe adderall leads to a synergistic effect with physiological energy producing parameters. Can anyone relate or shed light on this matter?",8.02340514976353,9.270073242774568,8.345948502364688,63.2382921702575,62.23699421965318,10.915186547556493,40.00472937467157,10.832165505486646,4.928877456647398,793,42,117,20,11,261,102,173,0.044000000000000004,0.8270000000000001,0.129,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,7,0,14,2,0,7,2,31,29,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,9,2,18,24,5,24,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,6,13,75,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369886434209726,0.15362829727357985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768079032013533,0.12954416970621616,0.0,0.11255097641618687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721813715155987,0.0,0.07707156229530658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118185228971927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298801350394187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461387065531776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561742289425444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835069145341086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367441716299606,0.0,0.0,0.06392764270468045,0.0,0.12139421420407105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262041178620308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617074606351926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810527676295909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878865503059671,0.0,0.2692911687531102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897794975199155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753043429698112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810122982849591,0.0,0.0,0.07372331371807363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404702187304208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392466038717598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742194693670351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362829727357985,0.0 adhd,dogebag__,2019/06/30,"People close to me reject the idea of prescriptions solving my focus issues. Fear comes from adverse reactions my brother had from his adhd meds a long time ago. Worried I may be looking for a crutch when I could really solve this problem through mental fortitude. Someone please say I’m not alone! Apologies in advance for the ironically long post any help is greatly appreciated, feeling very overwhelmed. I’m not asking if I should get help, I know I probably should seek more than the limited help I have gotten, I’m asking for advice on thinking about ADHD healthily and dealing with people who discourage the idea of getting help via prescriptions. TL;DR: below My older brother had a bad experience being prescribed Ritalin in middle school and ended up gaining weight and being put on an antipsychotic and mood stabilizer and it seemed to just create more problems than it solved for him so my parents ended up being pretty against prescription drugs of all kinds thinking that is usually the case. Thinking that it’s always better to come up with natural ways to cope with the concentration issues that seem to run in our family. I wasn’t challenged enough in high school, so I was a major slacker and just skating by. Luckily, I got good enough grades to get into a four year school where I procrastinated every assignment until the last minute and rushed my way through them. My homework grades were bad but I made up for it by doing really well on tests. I absorb information really well so I would normally be able to slack off on assignments but still ace the engineering tests. I’ve now graduated and am in my second job (first wasn’t a good fit) as a software developer and I have a really hard time maintaining focus throughout the day. I can do short bursts sometimes but they don’t last. In college everything I did well in was a short burst, whether that be rushed assignments or 1 hr tests. It’s like I was training my brain to work that way. When I talk to my siblings, parents, or friends about struggling to focus they always say it would’ve been a problem in school if it was a real problem or everyone deals with focus issues and I just have to find a way to manage it or something like that. Everyone advises against the medicine except my sister who is prescribed adderal and she says it usually works for her but some days she still just finds herself unable to do the things she needs to even though she is on her meds. All of this is very discouraging. I know medicine can help a lot but I don’t know how it would long term. I’m scared I would just use it as a crutch instead of just dealing with my mental problems in a “healthy” “natural” way. I stress out regularly about how starting projects at work takes forever for me because I think about the work that needs to be done and it seems like an insurmountably large task. Often when I do manage to start I quickly get sidetracked. On top of all this I have a very mild form of epilepsy (only three seizures ever, on a medicine that controls it well). I am also worried because I’m already inconsistent with my routine so sometimes I forget to take my epilepsy meds. I don’t know what to do, but my inability to focus is starting to feel more overwhelming and it feels like people are just telling me I need to figure out ways to be less mentally “weak”. I went to psychiatrist recently hoping to just talk and she seemed to react in an off putting way when I suggested I didn’t want to be prescribed anything (I don’t trust myself to consistently take another medicine). I know maybe I should let her give her advice including if she thinks I should be prescribed something but I’m worried about the implications of how medicine could impact my life negatively, probably due to my families fear of the bad reaction my brother had. I’m not looking for a diagnoses or for someone to tell me to get help, just trying to find someone to talk to who might have experienced similar situations. Hoping for some advice or words of wisdom. If you have made it this far, thanks for sticking with me it means a lot :) TL;DR: Family/friends discourage medication. Sister says some days her meds don’t work. Unsure if my routine and life would work well with help from prescriptions. Went to a psychiatrist recently and she reacted in a very off putting way when I said I didn’t want to be prescribed anything, though I now know that may have been foolish. Searching support and advice.",6.328349282296648,7.417864035885169,6.414794258373206,76.14455980861246,65.9377990430622,9.381435406698564,33.62105263157895,9.527746774549641,3.196308421052631,3578,154,628,69,55,1139,341,836,0.096,0.7709999999999999,0.133,0.9768,3,1,3,0,0,0,62.0,1,1,3,15,44,44,0,7,38,0,69,9,1,9,4,141,130,54,0,28,32,7,5,4,1,11,7,5,1,0,34,31,1,5,26,0,0,11,13,21,5,4,23,13,85,22,114,82,17,96,0,6,2,0,58,39,0,26,41,438,119,28,0.04371347356492215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050702008194024,0.17086520178764447,0.03874935679523442,0.0,0.0,0.04527397531940832,0.048238905083271735,0.034957649016625236,0.07274622363874172,0.0,0.0,0.02972666102302795,0.04583738848079432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194492822919339,0.0,0.08173239379605864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949677354109813,0.05329465550276777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03866101503042412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879869341214522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531057364141522,0.0,0.0,0.04902837763516327,0.06980330328774613,0.0,0.0,0.08457472237180562,0.13520001537975512,0.0,0.04436825550700624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044734060450769546,0.0,0.0,0.050693751225961405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743432546432863,0.09033540708122367,0.0,0.028872337018043093,0.03954133948306394,0.03683048682510223,0.08354019458207619,0.039286851379105134,0.04276016510443078,0.0824183449549793,0.09837962165920174,0.06630853703203272,0.0312289142491454,0.0,0.0,0.1198599687059789,0.037182658283284466,0.0,0.0,0.0675458424805985,0.0,0.11419242865292865,0.04193394705834395,0.0,0.07332957530910181,0.0349616581116752,0.04819425892744497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039158686112928776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510153923063892,0.04618568485757988,0.0,0.0868346852007624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869438166501493,0.0,0.1368765278543947,0.04337887741356191,0.0,0.0,0.045520855907318886,0.1441426911911101,0.07126463063001655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469998839857918,0.0617522382798048,0.08542478052393168,0.0,0.0,0.11605514556649316,0.07341661654978117,0.0,0.0,0.07432726403257822,0.0,0.08272549126940487,0.0,0.0,0.04391605968615474,0.047616787756100086,0.19422325853370934,0.044036725725994964,0.13215869950419654,0.046373087469436435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723896027093236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282992284437902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03324606645068341,0.0,0.0,0.09707727850605236,0.0,0.0,0.09091625559087972,0.0,0.0,0.0479842670645409,0.0,0.0,0.04186542415502895,0.044472317892949184,0.09426103590815076,0.20913945284036484,0.0,0.13183234402548244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975550301416575,0.11201588205260757,0.0,0.08632356302523132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158152364496289,0.13905083483673128,0.04376481291560752,0.1769614759946952,0.0,0.1591804182810245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913577580971807,0.0,0.0,0.11111485288792528,0.0673055351947372,0.08646748621266563,0.0,0.09282186474379674,0.0,0.0698192729118852,0.0,0.05007363627620797,0.04569881378272447,0.0,0.0,0.04960553177337529,0.0,0.0,0.0986012757357381,0.10540570264360627,0.07641500529016415,0.04024549336818597,0.0,0.0,0.029041289449170345,0.14004914393850568,0.08589653166421611,0.0,0.05097935594029699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029678579122816382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037754405944876286,0.09628843067746827,0.14427277494544755,0.05156667857127547,0.2775817649689872,0.0,0.053231234323731516,0.1965183125599666,0.08104565588246802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094357628132452,0.13317946292304134,0.0,0.1552639870984644,0.0,0.0,0.02815004377328183 adhd,teethsheath,2019/06/30,took straterra for 2 days and I already feel different. I started taking 40mg straterra yesterday and I feel like it started working almost instantly. Am I just tricking myself into thinking as much? I know typically it takes a long time to feel effects.,5.412608695652175,7.95789569565218,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,70.30434782608695,8.078260869565218,39.76086956521739,8.841846274778883,4.334321739130436,206,13,29,4,4,68,36,46,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,11,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,1,4,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569793498741352,0.0,0.2831992120058612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550606949559285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812526806458914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892817509915901,0.18333757559152206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410379460702232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537717475339455,0.0,0.0,0.2271107778871338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865366105375264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632901549344893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859098590364022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443908557631892,0.0,0.0,0.149643875684328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851270092040393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683076881307675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shaman1989,2019/06/30,"Two different lives I've been trying to use my prescribed Adderal medication to treat my ADHD but its side effects are becoming almost unreal. When i'm off of Addy completely I am person A. I sleep well, I eat very well, I love to cook, I am generally in a good mood, interested in life and people, and have at least a dozen random outbursts of happyness/creativity every day. I am however unable to focus on non immediate tasks such as studying, responding to emails, organizing schedules, planning social events/hang outs...etc. Basically things that I have to do... but don't need to do RIGHT NOW. When i'm on Addy (1-2 20mg pills a day) I am person B. I am able to focus on a task for 3-4 hours but then right after I go into this: I sleep like crap, I eat very little, I do NOT want to cook let alone touch raw ingredients, I am generally not interested in life or people, I am constantly in a state of anger/sadness/shame and i'm not only BORED but ENERGETIC. I will start a task, get 3minutes into it, and then switch to another task and this cycle goes on the entire day. I find myself in a constant state of fluxuating anxiety and depression. I want to be person A all the time because I am SO MUCH HAPPIER.... but i'm unable to complete long term tasks. When I am person B I knock my long term tasks out much easier but wow does it suck for my life",2.984061048440612,4.527525189781024,5.373842070338423,78.71772395487726,74.47445255474453,8.631453218314531,25.228268082282682,9.218907990703514,2.111524087591241,1058,35,211,25,22,374,155,274,0.061,0.769,0.17,0.983,2,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,2,0,11,0,20,13,3,2,1,30,33,20,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,7,9,4,0,2,2,0,1,4,4,2,2,1,1,26,9,34,29,6,41,0,1,0,1,8,18,2,3,21,130,33,0,0.1110158932646913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341953004652776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116638089203096,0.11497898478058532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640984374207815,0.08492685448362658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767425812188824,0.1226083320350875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327961038445423,0.23993748300101836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214788201120068,0.0,0.09561782619569667,0.0,0.0,0.11598797993319243,0.0,0.0,0.0971507563188342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719394791583206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381206671620595,0.0,0.0,0.09353567815171747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146651522144476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800122221878151,0.0,0.0630928905045883,0.0931148641570425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093282924169704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352127242003683,0.2352414256285882,0.054236757819759,0.11126708997283843,0.09802906765817247,0.1964911441456461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019617802124073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183683299984967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321891040388525,0.08231687817849277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443258939554091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539288843703594,0.3877391836644297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961393253502207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221921352302424,0.11316672262225234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857762064841531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375402654675407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473426012880608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537250425210283,0.0,0.10844639647939924,0.0,0.0,0.0958820875770337,0.0,0.18319947693652425,0.13096010034025665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963324103551688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheRainbowShakaBrah,2019/06/30,"I have some sensory overload problems and my mom refuses to acknowlage them I hope this is the right place to post this but I really don't know where else to go... I was probably 7 or 8 when I was diagnosed with ADD/ADHD and now, at age 20, my mom refuses to believe that I ever had it (I differently do) but recently I started realizing that I have some sensory overload issues, especially with certain tones and sounds n such, and I personally do everything I can to avoid/get out of situations where I can be triggered. But I, unfortunately, can't get out of one... and it happens nearly every day... My brother has a decent gaming set up, a subwoofer or two, and on top of that, he plays some pretty loud games. Problem is, his room is right next to mine, and we have thin walls, and my bed s placed up against the wall his set up is against (you can see where this is going...) Things get... loud. And I have nowhere to go since my room is my safe space. Now, my mom and dad don't really care. I ask if they can get him to lower the volume on his subwoofers so I can relax in my room without being in a constant state of unease and anxiety. The answer is always ""I'll ask him to lower it"" (nothing changes) ""It's still early"" (it's 9pm and I have bad insomnia and need to sleep) or ""It's the weekend"" (it's still late...). Like, I get that it’s early and that it’s the weekend but... are they really going to put his level of enjoyment over my comfort? I’m not asking for a lot... am I? I just want him to lower it so I don’t hear the bass bumping through the wall.  I just... I need a way to get my parents to understand that this is a real thing, and I'm not trying to be an annoying little sibling. They always make me out to be the bad guy, make it seem like i'm asking for way too much and I need to consider *his* feelings. Any tips or advice on how I can like... do something to stop my sensory overload attacks, or convince my parents that maybe they need to listen to me?",1.6340054200542014,3.285031687804878,3.932642276422765,87.15235094850952,78.46341463414635,6.994579945799456,24.55962059620596,7.8897218956490685,1.3013441734417337,1512,54,328,25,36,524,196,410,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.9328,6,1,1,0,0,0,80.0,1,1,5,1,16,19,2,1,16,0,36,3,1,4,2,66,70,30,0,9,15,7,2,3,0,0,2,5,4,2,24,22,0,4,6,6,0,5,7,7,0,2,3,8,55,12,47,63,5,61,0,0,1,0,35,32,0,12,21,229,79,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508600767746426,0.08544545345321257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551433529563945,0.0,0.0,0.05946226625873999,0.0,0.0668914369521236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269787587715016,0.09947573669474938,0.0,0.0,0.14601766178246525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851504930765004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915100924223482,0.0,0.09250003136084836,0.0,0.0,0.09449168413336297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639163058077248,0.0,0.0,0.08874986061669303,0.0,0.09135629353140746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304498324796699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909457623739814,0.07367205527511912,0.0,0.07858552345862968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421234169972753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741030588816922,0.0,0.19877689491625156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865794460362139,0.07732299140749586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985513473379087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684774869101093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126474645711627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805479205023791,0.0,0.09863624110741373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281564478602275,0.0876379512583893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433844589483342,0.0,0.0,0.116733891093904,0.0,0.08784533291747608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072263639644165,0.0,0.0,0.06427853428140752,0.2593429039731536,0.0,0.0,0.0929935380390811,0.0,0.0,0.08390113395437382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925167453819485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941837658029971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634932235408963,0.18271258706281493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374344485621768,0.08895801669906182,0.09427521662545922,0.16733673277826142,0.0,0.08790145133672514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995259765559941,0.16804910073805454,0.0,0.08633654962178766,0.0,0.0,0.14934673479348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967843856938365,0.07960218276509075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233135406987627,0.09828633568243264,0.08750324791480966,0.0,0.0,0.06731566070162026,0.0,0.0,0.06189055263391061,0.0,0.1396595531755846,0.07310383867484366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618263379031905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059366087991345885,0.0,0.0854162718835335,0.0910282275498078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051574436310030516,0.13881176231305206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428913582335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trance_addict,2019/06/30,"Any of you guys cash in your tax return yet? I don't even know where I put mine. Took me like 8 months last year.",-1.5174358974358988,0.2340170000000015,0.04384615384615565,110.1844871794872,90.53846153846152,3.466666666666667,8.666666666666666,3.1291,-2.570164102564103,86,0,25,0,3,27,25,26,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,2,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692061054871264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614693052448128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919748934765182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175605511156715,0.3226880014547152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340275434167914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159807493855437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979600655995477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398276562359169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492818206615475 adhd,Ignas1452,2019/06/30,"Self medicating with reddit? So, I didn't browse reddit today and I was feeling like shit, but after 30 minutes of browsing reddit, I feel quite a bit better. Could it possibly be that I'm self medicating for dopamine I don't have, or is this just an addiction? I'm not on meds since they are illegal here.",2.338907103825136,4.61559373770492,4.237295081967215,82.79124316939892,78.8360655737705,7.3453551912568305,24.92076502732241,8.344100000000001,1.805030601092896,242,9,47,5,6,82,50,61,0.11599999999999999,0.76,0.12300000000000001,-0.3166,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,8,4,1,0,0,9,12,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422147117280457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650479262101744,0.2425687409685897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773968379519556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468707056671572,0.15872918270455794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854848720565892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24679771800035766,0.4476565165030191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25048047865771633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363213563106861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635753325753959,0.0,0.2280699600728573,0.18379392983141346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106056318683432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WizzardTits,2019/06/30,What do i do? Ive been reading allot of post and comments on how getting medicated for adhd has helped allot. Ive been thinking about getting medication to see if it would help me since i feel like i daze off multiple times threw out the day as wheel was having never ending thoughts going threw my head and all the adhd symptoms. I was told i may have ADD when i was in middle school by my school counselor. They sent me to a thereapist or psychiatrist? Im not sure since it was nearly 10 years ago but they confirmed it. Since then ive started getting extra help in school and started going to different classes with less students which im guessing also had adhd? This went on all threw out middle school and high school. Im wondering if I have to get retested or what do i do since i dont have a record of me ever getting tested for adhd. How do i get the help i need and want?,5.016151515151512,5.191839988888893,5.86959595959596,82.12590909090913,68.55555555555556,7.878787878787879,29.696969696969692,7.348242739294969,1.7101666666666664,698,24,139,6,11,230,101,180,0.017,0.9059999999999999,0.078,0.8828,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,23,4,1,2,5,33,47,16,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,7,3,1,0,0,14,2,21,2,20,31,6,30,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,9,12,97,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461570649504333,0.0,0.08227023057752847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421991183605328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059854601349276525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696641990583453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877231863092507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220187813993833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395171909062707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692739081847872,0.06630329348535227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909355368698086,0.0,0.10549182281240828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224038696097944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095249564088525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488336370658473,0.09805858101576202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30075132125762033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453421486960201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699208859139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881724278145608,0.0715805894482277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888607149432366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283485099233396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469642035297404,0.07395734296487125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070926886361022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138241675360302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747207721857457,0.0964648512518872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594687309257394,0.0,0.07368056292769606,0.054118103044460575,0.0,0.0,0.08868367941018653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474158653257802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603555449954838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064819899952727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592937315825605,0.0,0.0,0.059766426685055024 adhd,PupperLoverDude,2019/06/30,"Basically, how do I not break my phone? Just broke my phone, first time I've ever dropped an electronic so I shouldn't feel as anxious as I do tbh but I'm getting a new one and it's one of those crazy 1000 dollar ones. I'm scared I'm gonna drop it cause my shitty brain can't take care of fucking anything. How do I get this hellspawn who somehow got control of this body to focus on not dropping this thing for a whole 18 months?? I've already bought a case and the phone's not even here yet but I'm still freaking out. This is a genuine question, btw. How do my other unmedicated peeps do this? Thanks.",1.0083894230769241,3.0599337812500025,2.3546875000000007,95.71771634615385,82.28125,4.87596153846154,22.346153846153847,5.8734145424116955,0.06143317307692309,476,16,109,3,13,153,86,128,0.188,0.767,0.045,-0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,1,1,6,0,8,3,2,5,1,19,22,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,5,4,0,4,2,1,8,2,9,18,1,13,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,2,7,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169950033770092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214505179638014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181637950843872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842057032939985,0.0,0.21951312169052864,0.0,0.0,0.2004856207620769,0.20200146751985565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205463194520328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987759274215027,0.17787039485758124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942611807041313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726024452295174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178872999366488,0.20547055451110602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726943028480234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695463390867465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991427632562155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997411420897816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027964460478652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686901495842005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703541918231387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478473590581391,0.0,0.0,0.18103791854859835,0.0,0.0,0.13063759824600085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146612417438416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195393862613842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,groundlessground,2019/06/30,Those of you in the US can pharmacies deliver your adderall to you? I’m thinking of getting all my medications delivered from now on from Walgreens. But one of my scripts is adderall so I’m worried they’d make me pick that up in person anyway?,3.8024999999999984,5.742980916666671,5.069166666666664,80.0925,73.16666666666666,8.133333333333335,34.91666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.2636916666666664,196,11,36,4,4,65,39,48,0.061,0.9390000000000001,0.0,-0.4288,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,10,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161249108954048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761271827546429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167278661084836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031273198227424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361199701120248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650623085238233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975927166139149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201008172036688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thendsel,2019/06/30,"Issues with ADHD meds, concerned about getting flagged as an abuser I’ve been on ADHD medications for almost three months now. I had an issue with my first prescription for it, where I found I came up 5 pills short as I was running low on medication. I’ve counted out the medication at the pharmacy before leaving since that incident (and changed pharmacies). My second prescription went through fine, and now wrapping up my third month, despite counting my pills at the pharmacy again, I feel like somehow I might have come up short again because I swore I still had a couple of days left on the previous prescription when I picked up my current prescription. Long story short, I had a few days off this past week and on two of the three days, I skipped taking my meds to make sure I’d get through until my refill would process. Now however, I’m getting concerned that I’m going to get flagged as an abuser either by the pharmacy or by my prescribing psychiatrist. This is the first time I’ve ever been on a controlled substance like this that is known for abuse. I’m not an abuser. There was one time this month where I may have doubled up on my medication by mistake, but that is the only time since I started taking the ADHD meds that I know that may have happened. Maybe I’m getting worried over nothing, maybe this is part of the added anxiety side effect that my psychiatrist talked about. I want to bring up my concerns to my therapist about how to manage this, but he is part of the same larger group that my psychiatrist also belongs to, so part of me is afraid to bring it up with either of them. For those that have been on ADHD meds for a while, what are your thoughts? Am I getting anxious over nothing? Do I have legitimate concern here? Anyone have any tricks I can try to put my mind at ease? My work schedule varies, so unfortunately I can’t just take my medicine at exactly the same time every day.",8.937469629156011,7.230578383152177,8.371918158567778,73.59584398976985,61.36413043478261,11.267519181585676,38.494884910485936,9.916854025145753,3.6501491048593353,1527,62,286,24,17,484,182,368,0.076,0.893,0.032,-0.9406,2,0,0,0,4,0,32.0,0,1,1,5,21,8,1,1,20,0,29,6,0,5,3,40,56,16,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,19,9,0,1,6,0,0,8,2,4,0,8,12,1,38,4,56,40,9,67,0,1,0,0,5,30,0,6,31,205,57,2,0.0,0.3549957515090116,0.0,0.0,0.3600799897889174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500549073009412,0.0,0.0,0.05990066547310977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050937257729376614,0.0,0.057301320287600925,0.08462014819366794,0.0,0.05237458669633551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566075552245632,0.0,0.06373774847186547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567016948062461,0.0,0.0,0.07923845211181148,0.06452312448324239,0.0,0.0,0.08401115435470237,0.0,0.08287980112639395,0.0,0.1932274164037871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775491531502129,0.06310981237534052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037873690084041664,0.053511400169869834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742653112448887,0.0,0.08212832008627714,0.0,0.0,0.2348053485535468,0.0,0.04256964359101467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623731972460899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636053599652525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041165254569065175,0.0,0.0,0.0793124726991605,0.08138336589535546,0.0,0.0,0.07318857739609863,0.0,0.0,0.06628764277698251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049998971368915734,0.0,0.1505021804473413,0.0,0.33280563092192106,0.3018314160645536,0.0,0.07946125891191679,0.07563164148123927,0.0,0.1793628659333213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143744729318746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075685820174333,0.05696783281427367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334105065289616,0.07150430027441844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529916303630474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239226506484031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301740463118796,0.0,0.05981839494242878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059609080757008,0.0,0.1689553559582734,0.0602049614378623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696926457271265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946537314072117,0.17470839327679258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508548683839571,0.0,0.0731702797246572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04418029314826541,0.0,0.0600834342848982,0.0,0.0,0.06943671639296574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453097108841281,0.07606860187353702,0.0,0.0532096202852957,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drummergirl2112,2019/06/30,"New to the ADHD town So long story short (I preface this with that but it’s almost certainly untrue), I had a brain tumor when I was 15. Shortly thereafter diagnosed with anxiety and depression (normal probably for the circumstances). Fast forward ten years. After therapy, meds, growing up and coming out of the closet my anxiety and depression are pretty much taken care of. There’s good days and bad days but nothing like it was before. But there’s always been this one little piece... I’ve been disorganized my whole life. It was always portrayed to me as a character flaw. I did well in school, could hit deadlines when I needed to, but paying attention in conversations, remembering to do chores, and following through on tasks at home were just things I could not do if my life depended on it. I have always wanted to be helpful, but it’s like I just mentally could NOT get the things done that others needed me to or that I even wanted or intended to. Which then furthered the image that I am lazy and/or unhelpful. Perhaps there is some truth to that, but I am so frustrated with myself. Then like I said, came out of the closet and met the love of my life. She has had me pegged as ADHD since we met (because she, herself, deals with it too) and has tried so hard to help me with non-medication strategies, organization, and has been so empathetic. But it’s just not cutting it. I still forget stuff all the time, even repetitive things. I have trouble listening in conversations. I’m a phone junkie even when I don’t want to be. And I’m frustrated. I’m a teacher, I’m in grad school and I dread summer break ending because I don’t know how I’ll keep it all together in the fall. I don’t know if I’ve always had ADHD, but there also seems to be evidence that it could have come on after having brain surgery (when I had my tumor removed). The timeline for my symptoms seems to fit. My therapist has encouraged me to seek medical help, so I go to the doctor Monday. But I’m nervous. I know meds could be potentially life changing, which I welcome for sure, but I’m nervous about becoming dependent on a medication or having long term side effects (background: I had a freaking horrendous experience with Lexapro a few years ago that involved suicidal ideation- I know it’s not the same type of med, but still). Any encouragement or advice you have is greatly appreciated. Like I said, I’m new to this!",3.816165943600865,5.954911091106298,4.928177331887202,80.25729853579178,73.66377440347071,8.167483731019521,27.79398047722343,8.912814788092511,2.393259826464208,1907,75,351,41,40,626,222,461,0.166,0.6940000000000001,0.14,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,1,0,1,26,26,3,3,19,0,43,12,2,5,5,80,77,42,1,13,24,0,1,4,0,0,9,3,4,0,28,22,0,1,9,0,1,9,7,11,1,2,20,4,43,15,48,47,9,56,0,2,0,1,22,21,0,12,31,249,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709235153758067,0.07342932116289272,0.06661014496115003,0.0,0.0752453225110595,0.0,0.0,0.060092199228060125,0.2501015192359924,0.0,0.0,0.051100130782000035,0.0,0.11496908515312472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274165183259478,0.09161351367593554,0.08299004980186936,0.06394155138791784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776990953808407,0.0,0.08594410181707289,0.07661376732266557,0.0,0.07949181888410954,0.1294588773142934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999796987169425,0.0,0.0,0.09692263275499208,0.07746960954547395,0.12944190702564096,0.07626903193806034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691251722164856,0.0,0.07689785064233819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655480336620899,0.0,0.0,0.14889464341061415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350472450988238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925935734227635,0.0,0.042705761005061516,0.06302677057441583,0.0,0.08284593188001299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731378206492318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110123540264134,0.0,0.07537501897765163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679096145377247,0.0,0.0,0.16518752566771125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230419721439886,0.14684519910981644,0.07531348958823109,0.0,0.13299919807739374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781990804311819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338697845779052,0.15139826447822124,0.07572693553229294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523909051771818,0.11143584952468852,0.0,0.1451480472500382,0.0,0.0,0.07362463806598779,0.07210217819769753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091915442272982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644791518118853,0.08101736112949211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512289384181794,0.0,0.14295727964378,0.0,0.0,0.15209839005631434,0.0,0.13681557080683662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215944808639976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001933127093176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602128580975375,0.08219475089788572,0.0,0.07082182343091227,0.0781028286955971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859330973504467,0.08724735079558373,0.14976593110617992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381675684519843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101747799475445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296468195389988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756299649727272,0.0,0.0,0.08389499153732853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677985140809503 adhd,AlkynesOfPremed,2019/06/30,"I’ve never been more grateful for this diagnosis I spent the whole morning doing a jigsaw puzzle and listening to Johnny Cash with my grandma. She is has dementia that’s been progressing more rapidly recently, but she still loves music and puzzles. Without my diagnosis and meds, there’s no way I would’ve been able to sit quietly with her and work on a puzzle for so long. Usually ADHD sucks and I beat myself up for needing meds. But not today. :)",3.775323529411765,6.248234458823529,5.212573529411767,76.61533088235294,75.0,8.014705882352942,28.27205882352941,8.841846274778883,2.7032647058823525,359,15,60,8,8,120,62,85,0.126,0.8170000000000001,0.057,-0.621,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,16,11,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,9,1,10,7,3,10,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,3,6,46,11,1,0.2377816392081901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28576732235275204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042926814743051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146072130004088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282435942537498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631207255266268,0.18339185893043491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347806825273915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989272422672568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253891908920617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618828820508692,0.0,0.0,0.18873999737918645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26547470850406,0.0,0.22921301493911256,0.0,0.1731078653092173,0.0,0.0,0.1689132542049814,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Marco120000,2019/06/30,"ADDERALL use for over 30-years -- Using Generic drugs -- they are of no benefit -- unless i keep taking them multiple times a day. I am not a drug abuser, i am healthy and have a doctorate in public health -- yet i find it difficult to find answers to my needs. I have taken ADHD meds sine 1982 -- with great success - however, about 15-20 years ago the benefits declined -- i believe this is most likely because of poor quality generic drugs. Does anyone have opinions?",5.8117857142857146,7.355178511904764,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,67.45238095238095,8.933333333333335,35.42857142857143,9.2995712137729,3.5608000000000004,361,18,59,7,6,116,69,84,0.08,0.726,0.19399999999999998,0.9047,1,0,3,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,2,0,13,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,5,10,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,37,11,2,0.0,0.2027687798535742,0.0,0.0,0.2056728281080085,0.0,0.1517021902935289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966262688618799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432322804004923,0.0,0.0,0.19281224256318813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036889115406727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516546961905005,0.1497627131347148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5953920579233517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128313394085733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188678606396017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819101073836472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211399330023329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360865432751004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009408260122185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689555367260588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867335728858054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979107520111924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956139945927128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041260296690995 adhd,MarshMallon300,2019/06/30,jerking and drugs and adhd Does excessive masturbation cause adhd? I mean excessive masturbation in your teenage years. Or is it the other way around? How could we objectively know?,4.806000000000001,8.275247600000004,5.236666666666668,68.20500000000001,89.66666666666666,9.066666666666668,29.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,4.090533333333333,148,7,21,5,5,47,26,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6690496897057283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477921702339685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859440367064635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224131124187102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435875892649512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227997877918377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297490322767193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303206778178341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094275097998897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924947230365446 adhd,ADHD_THROW_MY_AWAY,2019/06/30,"I'm bored. Some people might recognize who I am from this post - I'm okay with that. &#x200B; On the surface, I'm doing great. I just turned 21. I have a kickass career as an electrical engineer on my horizon and have traveled 2-3x a year since graduating high school. But deep down, I'm just bored. I feel like everything I do is a distraction from that boredom. I don't think I'm depressed in the traditional sense; the boredom is my motivator to \*do more\*. But no matter how much I do, it's never enough. &#x200B; I have a year left in my electrical engineering degree. I have a near 4.0 GPA; the two B-'s I've gotten were because I failed to follow simple instructions from a professor. These two instances: &#x200B; \* I didn't email an assignment we completed/presented in class because I wasn't listening to the prof's instructions \* I didn't copy my exam answers from my answer book to the question sheet because I wasn't listening to the prof's instructions. &#x200B; I study \*maybe\* a collective 6 hours a week. School is easy but it's not fulfilling. &#x200B; \------------------------------------------------------------------------- &#x200B; My freshman year I traveled to a foreign country twice - once for pleasure and once for an internship. Sophomore year I traveled to a state 1000 miles away for an internship working on missile defense systems. After a few weeks, work became boring. I didn't like the way the company's standard work procedures - they were inefficient, wasteful, and mindless. So, I spent a few weeks writing a program to automate 75% of my job. After my job was automated I became bored. Again. &#x200B; During that summer I was bored a lot too. I traveled to a city 1500 miles away with a friend; we did a ton of cool things. I saw some natural wonders, drank a lot of beer, had great food, it was a blast. But then the evening before work rolled around and my trip was over and I was bored. So a few weeks later my friend and I went to a rollercoaster park in a city a few hours away. The rollercoasters were tons of fun. I even paid $50 for a 'skip the line' pass. &#x200B; In the city, my friend's dad\* treated us to the nicest dinner I've ever had. Wagyu beef, amazing lobster, the works. In the moment it was amazing. But then that trip ended and again, I was bored. &#x200B; \*I tutored their kid with math. It was his way of saying thank you - there's no way I could ever afford that meal. &#x200B; \------------------------------------------------------------------------- &#x200B; After the summer, I got back to school and once again was kind of bored. I say ""kind of"" because I was taking 3 classes that I found amazingly interesting - I loved the material and was motivated to do the work. But at the core, I was still bored. So I got my scholarship to fund a 3-week study abroad class in Europe. The course was loads of fun. I had a 2-week fling with a hot girl from Spain, I drove on the Autobahn, I drank a lot of beer. It was fun. But I was still bored. When things are actually happening, I'm excited and happy. But in the interim periods - even the few days in between activities, I just become bored. I can only describe it as a boredom-induced depression of sorts. &#x200B; \------------------------------------------------------------------------- &#x200B; So fast forward to now, I'm interning at another company doing military radar and GPS hardware. Also, the company is located in a really cool city on the beach, 3000 miles away from home. As an intern, work comes and goes. I spent a few days convincing a manager I work under to let me try a project which he was reluctant to assign me since ""it'd take an experienced engineer more than a month to complete it."" I finished it in 2 weeks and now I'm bored again. My company doesn't have more work for me right now (I finished that task early this week) and so now I'm spending my days doing whatever work I can find. &#x200B; I have friends, but I can't hang out with them all the time - they do other things too. And whenever I do go out of my way to hang out with them, I feel like I'm just making a giant effort to not be bored. I can't vent about my struggles to friends because 95% of the time they take it as me bragging. Only the really close friends get it. &#x200B; I'm bored. I don't have a real reason or purpose for this post. Hell, I don't even know if it's coherent. I just wish life moved at the pace I wanted it to. &#x200B; Thanks for reading.",2.3215899326440663,4.7278646317044135,3.6011798375696458,86.62009555949776,79.67938021454111,6.858225462205838,25.72720847077085,7.97965635744439,1.6930254899243289,3362,134,658,62,86,1094,350,839,0.08,0.773,0.146,0.9966,4,0,2,0,0,0,416.0,3,1,6,14,35,52,2,2,72,3,63,9,0,5,4,81,108,40,0,4,18,1,3,3,6,1,1,4,1,2,31,29,7,1,13,9,6,16,16,21,0,3,40,11,87,31,94,63,19,113,1,3,1,1,30,42,1,11,52,434,118,41,0.0,0.0,0.026502721473156063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02171859603694316,0.0,0.470818564231051,0.5280076694046175,0.0,0.0284779941388321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02417677106097212,0.0,0.0,0.10206500001469652,0.02088316529743955,0.0,0.08277767000593944,0.029994365156982807,0.023109833595858227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02339459277496715,0.028475109439698807,0.0,0.0,0.021683805816429296,0.0,0.0,0.05254484445611017,0.0,0.04678305212748335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024054318317474902,0.02806193021299629,0.0,0.07175157849306585,0.04913273078426268,0.0,0.0,0.02440825623772395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027464248314000468,0.038803992392449735,0.0,0.0,0.024822323721748498,0.0,0.032840095538608005,0.029777829562634,0.12589526825274494,0.0,0.014189164878970659,0.0,0.01543476829994382,0.0,0.04344217363977036,0.05988455576330212,0.0,0.0,0.02401612032698416,0.02891066622747818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02869438478641081,0.027242131416087747,0.0,0.05349118889906386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390112559532646,0.0,0.0,0.0565626756099515,0.014925569318504603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029507726400826568,0.02777134670649853,0.01918281056226493,0.03980472840567992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926740788348165,0.024511553994903876,0.0,0.018128470741475253,0.0,0.027284305057364452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028810814859304014,0.0,0.0,0.02167760907977973,0.02886512553150225,0.01996457955964192,0.0,0.020946264524625214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676856225055209,0.0,0.041310437479154485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01882824392672706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202055977539732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03042367023552695,0.0,0.027165791186953375,0.03091225242480265,0.034796786403820314,0.027923401327355987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023193160843585144,0.0,0.04319496584256018,0.0,0.08245737884294294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493148728820245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337753329021528,0.0,0.0,0.02839190002286655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125930480660442,0.0,0.0,0.05000768858085457,0.0,0.0,0.054128585732853784,0.01740203284879682,0.0,0.0,0.031672611546740004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018438799205643217,0.029540585856025987,0.053059702582548295,0.0,0.03266826146675292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016018752581499315,0.08622842768568326,0.17427891025106887,0.0,0.0,0.025176147569639342,0.0,0.0,0.03123086767598864,0.0,0.029452171551283792,0.19771669032677594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280076694046175,0.06995658419059178 adhd,beaniefrank,2019/06/30,"I don’t know!!! Also bugs Bois I got an issue, I don’t know if I have ADHD or not, and idk where else to put this. My therapist told my mom that I may have ADHD but I haven’t gotten a proper diagnosis but me having ADHD would make a lot of sense. Like everything I see abt it makes sense and explains basically everything but a few things don’t resonate with me. Also I feel cheap by relating with this group even though i don’t know if I have it or not. But my ex said that I probably do bc her dad has it and I’m a lot like him but idk BUGS NOW Also I can’t stand bugs and was wondering if that’s normal with people with ADHD, it drives me absolutely nuts, like I’m writing this rn while camping sitting in a chair and I’m abt to lose it, sorry for the rant!",-0.12278775781769725,1.8184828323353308,2.654680638722557,92.55458250166336,85.94610778443115,5.866799733865602,17.66101131071191,7.1686216300943375,0.08462767797737891,591,14,139,9,18,207,91,167,0.07400000000000001,0.84,0.087,-0.3216,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,2,0,35,31,20,0,5,12,3,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,6,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,5,3,20,3,10,24,3,8,0,1,1,0,10,2,0,9,5,92,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6251432743310834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119848301241809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086338253072816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589184735676736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337476346077104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575339730490963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400686996660118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573058795398732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440387769170652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059659609460147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548429826440526,0.0,0.22111497288019166,0.0,0.0,0.1736087622812529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152304208852612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741404317054705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015509831643413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402078138471106,0.0,0.0,0.13072863438621005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370020062951716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362703893756113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455719363639892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509893700369829,0.08639446120530578,0.0,0.12776609980633008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426118531233235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410255482227568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237846365904108,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sly_clank_is_chief,2019/06/30,"Favorite Apps & Tools & Services for us ADHDrs??!! holla out with the apps or tools or devices or services that use that have been most useful for you &#x200B; i feel like i really need more of these as far too much time on my phone ends in 3 hours down a youtube rabbit hole, reddit threads for days, or opening up 36 new tabs of news &#x200B; for example, i really enjoy my kobo h20 ereader w/ pocket for reading articles and actually finishing them, since there's no distractions",10.138695652173913,7.966070695652177,9.15608695652174,70.38347826086958,59.43478260869565,12.243478260869566,40.39130434782609,10.686352973137794,4.246034782608696,392,16,69,7,4,123,74,92,0.043,0.8220000000000001,0.135,0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,6,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,14,5,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,7,40,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.1457267680793283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472058707879765,0.3629101414234423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630696945061183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226407975903506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755068898977268,0.10668301377377656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706221938144876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295621106572601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977641138613133,0.11072799665900936,0.0,0.14422605076836814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937269578153953,0.0,0.19133217044564854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352920876709185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707685589974991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962835126733276,0.2579502942244117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629101414234423,0.0 adhd,Cheese9898,2019/06/30,"How does one know if they have ADD? To be clear, I don't think I have it (Pretty sure I'm just depressed, and possibly severely lazy), but my searches about various issues I have tend to always come up with either ADHD or depression as results. &#x200B; Until recently, I'd always sort of associated ADHD with someone being blatantly hyper/impulsive (And I'd never really known what the difference between ADD and ADHD was), but this apparently isn't always the case. So this got me curious: How would you figure out if you likely have ADD (It seems like it can be far less obvious than regular ADHD)?",4.8548574237954805,6.819045203539826,6.6411799410029495,69.81146509341202,70.4159292035398,9.977974434611603,29.36971484759097,10.25414643259724,3.5742003933136677,480,19,77,14,9,166,83,113,0.079,0.835,0.086,-0.2287,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,3,5,32,19,13,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,8,3,12,13,3,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,5,5,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6705747803644418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482085017335645,0.1511408025787575,0.1694994823576883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016102326080852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029054358737556,0.0,0.0,0.14574068380673325,0.0,0.0,0.12207142211118342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156543923290964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455946387704039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666180383275169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362986436467771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758574013152802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452418908525176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725760155624913,0.0,0.14191471307179165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936290322917811,0.0,0.13773268696663415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698935235047015,0.0,0.15758758858730082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181921189983242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147067160167847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893815974504632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909195303244732,0.0,0.1694994823576883,0.0 adhd,adzukiiii,2019/07/26,"GP forgot to fax script renewal to pharmacy before going on vacation. Suddenly out of meds for 2 weeks. How do I get through it? Currently taking 30mg a day of lisdexamphetamine (generic Vyvanse). Well, I *would* be, if my doc's office wasn't run by a bunch of irresponsible assholes. It's a controlled drug so the pharmacy can't give me any in advance, and the clinic recently started refusing appointments to renew prescriptions with anyone other than your primary practitioner. Next available appointment is in 2 weeks. Going from that dose to nothing, how bad can I expect the withdrawal symptoms to be? Most importantly, **is there anything potentially dangerous** about going cold-turkey like this that I should watch out for? Christ, imagine if I needed insulin or something. At my wit's end with their incompetence, but it's not like I can afford any better.",4.746348039215686,7.814228450980394,5.8008129084967335,70.50553308823531,74.94771241830065,9.05375816993464,31.784722222222207,9.516144504307137,3.9127388888888888,695,34,104,20,16,229,114,153,0.057,0.836,0.107,0.7477,2,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,6,6,1,0,6,0,11,5,0,3,0,21,20,8,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,2,1,0,2,1,11,4,23,14,2,20,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,4,11,71,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692613856974424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842965265337542,0.0,0.1629176503702267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530196552199236,0.0,0.0,0.16846327462257338,0.0,0.0,0.17509397492536308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220472876236414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767835425113191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958968870956994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534826530736355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343446090842512,0.18991693490140188,0.3375435309904484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344246868959988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199070713279365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679693965655494,0.0,0.0,0.21055007224544176,0.0,0.0,0.18996362745273668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547774118079125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241185057416967,0.0,0.0,0.14012866488533654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577320996675671,0.1488535612053979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176093392966976,0.0,0.17800449607787744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406367041446619,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sribag69,2019/07/26,Hello all I’m just curious about something. And I really hope I don’t sound sexist But do women have much more clearly set goals? I saw a post on r/adhdwomen and it got me thinking. I’m a man. My one goal rn is to graduate with a comp sci degree. I am not setting any other goals Bc let’s be honest I’m lazy. Lazy af and I’m literally trying to graduate so that I have a way of making a living. Do men relate with this and do women have more “goals” or does adhd cause everyone to experience what I am experiencing or is my experience just me being me I need some clarity guys and gals I’m just super curious,0.18541025641025755,2.3598092846153875,3.9469230769230776,82.20141025641028,86.92307692307692,7.1589743589743575,20.2051282051282,8.238735603445708,1.3413743589743587,477,15,100,12,15,178,83,130,0.039,0.797,0.163,0.9402,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,2,2,22,25,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,12,3,8,20,5,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,0,63,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808053452053264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588919645203846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24002586107492085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447120189641796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326533113286068,0.0,0.4571146844508232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868735454665022,0.0,0.0,0.231353077057648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320700214088981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892589097667824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206319765736769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596510567987953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176174456624474,0.1732506431785174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832923231566934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377486271729732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496840121316925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987739527663846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971532519275604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863496197386345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854627732862069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChaseMutley,2019/07/26,"Not sure if getting diagnosed is worth it I have Asperger's, but I'm pretty sure I have ADHD too. I can relate to a lot of the stories I've read on this sub. I can't focus on anything to save my life. On the rare occasion I can focus on something important, I get distracted by anything and it can take me weeks or months to get back to it. My inability to do anything makes me really depressed and anxious. I'm going back to school to get a STEM degree. Since math is my worst subject, I'm terrified I'll fail. I used to be against medication, since I had an adverse reaction to Ritalin when I was 6. Apparently, it's not uncommon for kids that young to have similar reactions. Drinking coffee helps, but it's not enough. I want to get diagnosed and see if a low dose of medication will help. I'm afraid that whatever psychiatrist I see won't work with me and listen if I think I'm on too high a dose. Almost every psychiatrist I've seen has had this attitude that they know better than you what to put in your own body. I've also read on here that they won't prescribe stimulants without trying antidepressants first. I *hate* the way antidepressants make me feel. It's like I have no control over what I do. If I have something happen to me like the last time I was on SSRIs, I could lose everything. I'm also afraid of, if nothing works, not being allowed to go back to my life pre-diagnosis, being deemed a bullshit ""danger to self or others"", and court ordered to take sedatives. What should I do? Are my concerns valid or just overblown?",3.5731310679611634,5.078043242718447,5.164583333333336,80.966875,72.88349514563106,8.51569579288026,28.408980582524272,9.075114841892004,2.3702242718446613,1218,48,241,26,24,412,167,309,0.17600000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.09,-0.9841,2,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,2,7,10,17,2,3,10,0,28,11,1,6,2,39,56,18,0,8,16,0,1,2,0,4,9,1,0,2,16,6,1,1,3,3,1,3,9,11,0,1,5,5,33,6,35,43,4,26,0,4,3,0,9,11,0,10,12,157,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294107997573476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078262699047938,0.0,0.0,0.17222380014877592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164809335556012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658351453033183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483985208258166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523447819648848,0.0,0.1196085427757364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077261699494332,0.08597396058753716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274488790905616,0.21858648348332624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548570344014924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126253862291996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072530019584372,0.0,0.09677611382235418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054446397050954456,0.07692683057648161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915928114349896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812925720701673,0.0,0.12239439632794635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952213370631306,0.0,0.0,0.10631200691658237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435167571670476,0.11377015306239947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059178278905422176,0.08777381952561558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211556616954958,0.10521431462474637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046671643826752,0.0,0.09154594363785848,0.0,0.0,0.14375487792452174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695315514591149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594939119243229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033221556851694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954958076994158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824844685537167,0.0,0.0,0.21541888731237427,0.0,0.0689827599495546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897821625979652,0.17161452148383174,0.0,0.11233404110333003,0.0,0.0,0.17814852014255214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579511735431718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029748240440805,0.0,0.16192437501208018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899719075845576,0.0,0.0,0.06278925110924563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310785798433829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300120927888768,0.0,0.0,0.06351263310335788,0.08547161307999351,0.08637464456200145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379997031797696,0.0,0.1567850873186955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mkjoeee,2019/07/26,"Meds are a waste of money I am tired of my family making me feel guilty about getting into medication. Every time I go into treatment of some sort they treat me like I am some sort of junkie, they keep saying that I am at fault for my careless behavior like forgetting stuff, not being able to focus and losing everything. They keep insisting that the reason I do all of this is because I just don’t care enough when in reality I try so hard so that kinda stuff doesn’t happen. Today I have an appointment with a doctor ( an appointment that I WORKED HARD on to happen, they didn’t help me at ALL) and I am confident that things are going to get better for me because I am the one looking for help even though my family never made an effort to help me out. Funny thing, they keep shaming me, belittling me, or being aggressive towards me because I lose stuff, or forget EVERYTHING but they won’t do anything to help me WHICH IS FINE, but when I want to go and seek help for myself (because I know! it’s frustrating not only for me but for others as well) they end up shaming me for it. Las week I told my brother that I was going to the doctor for the ADHD and he just rolled his eyes, LAUGHED and turn to his girlfriend and said, “haha, the weird STUFF that MK spends money on, so worthless.” I felt so hopeless. Now I have to hide this from my family because thanks to their unsupportive behavior I stopped my treatment in the past and everything went downhill. I just wonder if anyone is going through the same thing, people saying that meds are a waste of money, and going through this ugly disorder with NO support whatsoever. How do you cope? How do you handle it?",6.608562691131496,6.233791951070337,7.083990825688076,76.63069571865445,65.2691131498471,9.835474006116213,31.01070336391437,9.2995712137729,2.6009987767584097,1316,42,247,21,18,432,164,327,0.153,0.716,0.13,-0.8109,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,2,8,5,16,22,2,2,13,1,24,5,1,5,3,49,52,24,0,2,11,1,4,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,23,13,0,4,5,0,4,7,8,11,1,1,7,9,50,11,42,42,6,28,0,4,2,0,24,11,0,9,12,192,73,3,0.08541515380880473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265241619820516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972426154436297,0.0,0.07028939374187794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603414248352628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554276235503887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708644192966597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789316628677712,0.1748520585465576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565247371378107,0.08825668679433678,0.0,0.056415903521214235,0.0,0.07196595100929418,0.0,0.23029689792732624,0.0,0.2415654157707709,0.0,0.04318846820394506,0.0,0.08201194254127511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089251784969271,0.0,0.2912604018152142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510646768504973,0.0,0.15303040113337074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862598856193645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277627398835558,0.0,0.0,0.046941934734067305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345905932982342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172721684320313,0.19111541752372307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082188378590974,0.057015278426916366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975396082703835,0.0860467813324344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587743229455445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787951878240144,0.06496207342583721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815384292366135,0.059216112880180076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782100398922944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812493711455822,0.13585111724400728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141089322157013,0.0,0.0,0.3911196628583011,0.0,0.09692810432686433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863879773931567,0.0,0.0,0.1702380984267582,0.0,0.08391995494072735,0.0,0.049806263076385485,0.09817215422650087,0.08096357847895769,0.08161783985031414,0.0,0.057991282638228774,0.09290715976512022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038007074675871,0.0,0.068514884222769,0.0,0.07679848122170707,0.07918070331856954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262909073912867,0.0621832492623819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,acescracked5280,2019/07/26,"Idk if I should seek a diagnoses. I feel so stuck. 26 years old, Uber driver, Associates degree, Commercial Pilots License. I have been sitting on this question for several months. For several years now I have been aware that it is very likely I have ADHD. It explains why I have struggled so much, can't commit to anything, have problems with my social life, money, etc. But I love flying. That passion is what allowed me to overcome my ADHD symptoms and get my Private Pilots License in high school while I nearly failed all my classes. I got my Commercial license a few years ago. The last time I flew was a year ago (money reasons). If I get diagnosed and take medication, I can't fly professionally. Nevermind exercising my private pilot privileges. Even if I don't take medication, having that diagnosis can cause a lot of rift raft. In order to get my medical certificate I'd have to take a bunch of lengthy and expensive FAA psych evals. I don't know what to do. I can't keep stuck doing nothing with my life forever.",4.41741580310881,6.484390466321247,5.622147020725386,76.23923089378239,71.79792746113989,8.555569948186529,31.233484455958553,9.188382445141503,3.0609691709844555,812,37,140,18,16,270,117,193,0.09300000000000001,0.853,0.053,-0.6579999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,6,0,21,11,0,3,2,22,36,10,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,1,3,1,5,3,0,0,7,1,24,4,15,28,6,20,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,5,13,92,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983371778179548,0.0,0.22005047403348013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214050548502104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275058313866065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195916690818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384270449425201,0.08198034719451326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275899874274331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945433431751957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992704147468166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311400070480821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103239058977179,0.0,0.0,0.06821332048743889,0.10117468423298212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533980470832816,0.0606389531438913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552271725702543,0.11202349824114184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751147053392884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907171137030917,0.0,0.09124276835526901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909686205084533,0.0,0.1302434703365825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876645070476333,0.0,0.0,0.1390432434364306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761643346366822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561646146822647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28044142317861176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652510707486456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297575813812346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900861038394226,0.2799692596268267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237559774129923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241232094714332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199934656583484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31971784765912314 adhd,khozo_,2019/07/26,"Help with diagnostic ? Ok so : I'm 25 and I recognize myself anytime someone talks about this disease. Is that wrong ? I mean I'm not American and I feel this disease is not as recognized in France as it is in the US. Also I've been suffering from depression until not long ago. Anyway I'm just looking for...help ? Maybe not, just some stuff to read to make sure that is indeed what I have ? Like symptoms I would recognize myself in. Does anyone have a ""verified"" way to diagnose yourself ? Thanks in advance !",1.5777795400475796,4.298847618556703,3.2560824742268046,85.0079302141158,88.27835051546394,6.695955590800952,24.98731165741475,7.882392219407189,1.9800950039651075,397,17,73,9,13,131,66,97,0.09699999999999999,0.767,0.136,0.4501,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,1,1,15,16,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,8,4,13,14,1,9,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278897526623764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392416001240127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207186640098494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732111021928988,0.22074458058096885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903242131340854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996788904447176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915537100414964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625309206150148,0.0,0.0,0.19246902347628075,0.18263418341291449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451741650637677,0.0,0.21849477887761887,0.23690694442952576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175457108381377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842759071530912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897041662376,0.0,0.0,0.20497878774615208,0.2260521174124569,0.0,0.17480769644136634,0.0,0.20023267654576807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616099090846297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726309429591169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544964223620074,0.2377877351655045,0.0,0.0 adhd,orioles92000,2019/07/26,Incorrect diagnoses? Has anyone here been misdiagnosed with excessive daytime sleepiness but turns out it’s ADHD or ADD?,8.35736842105263,12.340795526315794,7.988684210526317,54.70828947368422,67.42105263157895,12.221052631578946,41.078947368421055,11.20814326018867,6.989715789473685,101,6,11,4,2,32,19,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901884632337672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433778905951895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984407059248271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341592129630662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shutupmeg42082,2019/07/26,Notes/studying Could some of you give me some advice on how you study/take notes? I’m currently taking a class for work and sheesh! I’ve been out the game for a minute!! It’s made me want to start taking college classes!! For the first time I am able to pay attention and kinda retain the info!! I’ve only been taking meds a few months! Thanks in advance,1.898690476190474,4.025412916666667,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,79.55555555555556,5.2253968253968255,18.61904761904762,6.1826913282559595,-0.17106190476190486,278,6,58,2,7,88,53,72,0.021,0.897,0.08199999999999999,0.6083,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,13,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,9,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,32,6,5,0.2561980968376293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503538151043864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455333329597228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792197029122906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457685595101885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242083383859306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845783298599997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449487662337726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485019737341056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133833158604168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778872537260332,0.0,0.0,0.23587278626822705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939117055654005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111227537863658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651526580240074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,n0rbbb,2019/07/26,"ADHD and sleep problems. How do you cope? 21yo guy here, diagnosed 1 year ago. Tbh after almost one year of fighting with poor self esteem, anxiety, mood swings, lack of motivation, and addiction, finally i've found the sweetspot. It's been one month now I'm waking up every morning feeling like I'm the king of life, the coolest motherfucker in the world. Finally i can concentrate, and my performance is more than good. I am so motivated in work and life, that before i turn off the lights in my room at night, i wish it to be tomorrow morning so i could start my day and do my things. The problem here is after i close my eyes, I'm often awake for 2 more hours, ending up falling asleep around 3AM. Next morning i still feel motivated, and well, but at the same time I'm also quite tired ofc. I need to note here I'm not taking my ritalin for 2months now, and I'm not drinking coffee after 4PM. As i can see being awake is not because of anxiety, but ""overwhelming motivation"". I feel i need to sleep more, but i just cannot. Have you experienced similar? How did you cope with it?",3.5060335349092884,5.120925144859815,4.8138042880703695,82.97102528862013,73.25233644859813,8.39978009895547,27.074216602528864,9.007467420416297,2.123210885101704,847,31,171,18,17,281,126,214,0.10300000000000001,0.828,0.069,-0.7904,0,0,1,0,2,0,33.0,0,3,0,8,15,8,1,1,7,0,15,12,5,6,0,38,32,16,0,7,7,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,1,2,5,11,1,0,8,1,1,1,4,4,1,2,3,7,21,3,25,26,5,33,0,1,2,0,6,12,0,2,21,107,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828765652104015,0.16347597845747705,0.0,0.12057822231798915,0.0,0.13620969045209355,0.0,0.0,0.10877938431636806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811796637546234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109135720821153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829197611399281,0.0,0.11574751268153324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860513461987334,0.0,0.0,0.08772506625524146,0.0,0.0,0.13806281752380195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332530099148434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047804251591655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460718308034255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633543834235635,0.09717650243799596,0.0,0.298018137450984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914472190519096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409156906563195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346864341684536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395752158410884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215738612857397,0.06645509131874708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857409775191172,0.0,0.0,0.20172207470827108,0.0,0.0,0.1446644511210365,0.12765053067674606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843485290659224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26031568547893424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467965163293478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083945538922776,0.0,0.14190405528659653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722470743200256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962794083885656,0.0,0.10862998134055507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022740980306488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036916597371226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793174470827993,0.15634107373048056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479564671812735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230308186341796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642238345799458,0.0,0.0,0.09902803941024824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519166856330104 adhd,hcolema1,2019/07/26,"ADD and procrastination Can ADD make it where you cant stick to things like taking care of certain task that take effort. For example, getting paperwork and making phone calls to receive benefits.",6.539901960784312,9.4313775,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,68.11764705882354,9.239215686274509,31.92156862745098,9.725611199111238,3.65846274509804,161,7,24,4,3,50,31,34,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38379170413790864,0.0,0.38321094534045824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963696077916501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362459364706354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017745187585907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651949103920636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24970248405129744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,4locate3,2019/07/26,"""You're not hyper active."" I am a chipper, optimistic, free spirited 24 y/o woman who has recently been diagnosed with ADHD. I was always labelled ""the day dreamer"" or ""ditz"". I'm sure some can relate. People in my life surround me with motivation, kindness & empathy. Or I thought they did. My years of soul, body & mind searching has turned up I have been living with ADHD. After my doctor appointment I sat on my couch researching and I could not stop smiling. This was not my personality. This is a difference in my brain in which I couldn't control. The parts of myself I despised are actually all symptoms of ADHD. I have a beautiful, intelligent & resilient personality. Although I don't fully believe that yet, I now have the awareness to help myself get there. I am so happy. I have been open about this with my family & friends - I was far too excited not to be. I was expecting a mutual reaction... Not one person was all too positive about this news. Apparently I am just fine, normal, striving more than other people my age, etc etc. Every single person giggled and made a similar remark towards my weight and how I am not hyper active so how could I have ADHD. The reasons I don't have ADHD go on. I stopped to think. Most of these people don't think to ask me how my life is. I am so bright and supportive for everyone else I somehow get missed in it all. No wonder they did not realize how much I was struggling... How struggling became my normal because it's what I've known all my life. From a young age I learned to struggle internally, not to be that burden. I just want to reach out for so much help now that I am learning how to work with my ADHD.. without the support of the people closest in my life it is feeling kind of lonely. I truely hope my friends and family become open to understanding and supporting me through this. My first time really posting, so if you see this, thanks for reading.",3.373988401535573,5.514761016172507,4.983763783386426,79.35547578207958,74.95687331536388,7.731471044678591,27.954014538920198,8.575989854853784,2.3306902066486965,1511,62,273,30,33,509,193,371,0.068,0.7509999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9911,1,2,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,2,4,22,23,1,3,12,0,38,10,2,10,5,68,60,21,0,9,14,0,2,0,2,0,7,0,1,5,17,14,1,3,12,1,1,1,14,7,0,2,14,4,51,17,40,41,13,31,2,2,2,0,14,15,0,8,14,212,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.07081253383595926,0.0,0.5232509304446574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037951913491488,0.3144946410878799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783805932880559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423467653383915,0.0801418450447923,0.0,0.08175539946168574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060285722402939,0.0,0.0810060370217846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138731380138971,0.1158737780664166,0.0,0.0,0.046798132029852814,0.0,0.0,0.07365149140034212,0.0,0.0758145108132149,0.0,0.07427289237562833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061837075734936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185731101220885,0.0,0.0,0.06113876357480584,0.06933853779616249,0.0,0.0,0.13681480047651484,0.0,0.03669081711069177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172336968174773,0.0,0.0,0.11212638359881154,0.0,0.07582396540776551,0.0,0.041240106364058116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724631345980898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727697736154707,0.0,0.0,0.07207297196196329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511296258589516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050179523465248,0.0,0.0,0.06407582763542087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866233232739477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326951029096633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668658816942916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219570537552326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049171617480657834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858033694997706,0.0,0.2012284906640242,0.25344226660008984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949678079271969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258418761089065,0.0,0.04648670924416093,0.07460844363893912,0.07164873947766259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782455187447315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213344270758106,0.0,0.2275806712611907,0.0,0.0,0.24703617632019925,0.06839123018651284,0.07542235255703521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680768884955156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929928680092757,0.0,0.05760814764771425,0.042312973011062543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892939363161912,0.0,0.07554225631439503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280045203418874,0.0,0.0,0.08836407364280548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994963731884556,0.07869315974324352,0.052827857085845975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672919147248703 adhd,estraven_of_gethen,2019/07/26,"First post, hi all, pms and menstruation question Hi! This is my first post here and I believe I'm following the correct protocol, if not, my apologies. I've seen a number of posts in which people describe significantly awful pms and menstruation symptoms and make reference to that being something that can occur with ADHD. I can't find where the posters are drawing that information from? I'd be really interested in learning more about that....I was just recently diagnosed but am having problems with my health insurance company, so I don't currently have the ability to talk with my primary care about this (which is frustrating beyond belief) until/if this is resolved. Did you learn about this issue from your doctors? From other resources? Thanks! \-Kae",6.4301913875598125,8.985121834586469,6.692371838687628,68.61686261107315,67.49624060150376,9.949145591250854,34.6473000683527,10.230975488527342,4.308103759398497,616,30,91,17,11,198,95,133,0.067,0.8079999999999999,0.125,0.7918,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,3,8,6,1,0,4,1,14,6,0,1,2,23,20,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,1,9,4,15,15,2,12,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,4,67,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284145160958053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413190788279327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937782687302971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290633372000668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453389321178824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371088750014027,0.3233289299039302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020243001139237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983726792875304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686615390334485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176328692044376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460732267535967,0.0,0.0,0.18186121866915506,0.0,0.0,0.21291007308048734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175694580649553,0.0,0.1876607708208824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631704453006233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975445335279096,0.0,0.152762580797198,0.0,0.1749811996368358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fruitpunnn,2019/07/26,"Sometimes I feel like I’ll always feel a sense of isolation no matter what Oftentimes when I’m in arguments with people (friends, family members, etc), they start bringing things up that they usually would say they don’t mind about me... saying I’m messy, lazy, forgetful... It’s frustrating because I feel like people ACT like they accept and understand my struggle, but once they’re upset about something, they reveal the truth - they don’t understand or accept the way I am. It makes me feel very isolated and misunderstood. I understand that my ADHD causes me to do things that can annoying to neurotypical people, but I try so hard to be better. I feel like I’ll never improve. I feel like I’ll always be alone in regards to my struggle with ADHD.",8.722071428571429,7.877194492857143,8.645714285714286,68.69928571428571,61.214285714285715,12.0,36.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.175714285714286,599,23,101,14,7,195,82,140,0.23199999999999998,0.613,0.155,-0.8832,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,6,1,4,15,2,3,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,27,22,7,0,1,3,0,7,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,12,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,9,19,10,12,19,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,9,60,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868797929884215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361438891431475,0.0,0.0,0.1986236003683155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275687882381937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555860655214656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260907869593995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331108723611419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251600146730953,0.0,0.3620927575804517,0.3410650930589495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221233592847736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691742928220546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915508293701365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966948990615655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051316522326913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205289480366352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271077447361403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248234384057422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982963010318316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188427286262298,0.11804381428543932,0.0,0.08447912961947493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495487043055788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858652672825838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103329553522477,0.0,0.0,0.37275408476468336,0.0,0.0,0.13145118618080692,0.09847926311989158,0.0,0.09473737397787317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478541038276803,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,erezson,2019/07/26,"It's hard to read articles online One of my problems is reading articles which are longer than 200 word +-, but not just articles, also emails. Everybody at work know that if they want to get my attention - make it short, straight to the point. Lately I found a new website that convert online articles to text only, it removes most of the distractions (advertising, colors, related articles, etc.) It helps me to read so I want to share it with the community. Simply go to [this article](https://123read.co/articles/How%20Parents%20Can%20Get%20Kids%20with%20ADHD%20Prepared%20to%20Start%20School) to understand what I'm talking about or [123read.co](https://123reac.co) to read any article you want",10.052851153039832,13.637956905660381,7.593899371069185,61.59564989517821,60.132075471698116,11.126205450733753,34.41928721174004,10.980518767755715,4.7896218029350095,576,24,76,17,9,167,77,106,0.054000000000000006,0.8240000000000001,0.122,0.7469,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,12,5,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,7,1,15,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,2,48,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007230957355976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911218810582985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534540726987792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204967732863795,0.0,0.0,0.09151185887599377,0.0,0.09954527630738104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690550589072574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174034749609843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626123910528137,0.0,0.1975837660427443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691808998499804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916690077562802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869034006320807,0.13321414462879208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655791768672191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760077983715935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7008141974696784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407838782721735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823437289738231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099349055659086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275157630272392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thefatjewrox,2019/07/26,"Why is it so hard sometimes I know its my brain fighting itself, but there are only many punches one can take. I am so exhausted of the heart on the sleeve/ can't balance my emotions/ ready to explode. We are told that this too shall pass, but I wish my brain could get a fucking Ezpass.",2.722758620689657,4.559711965517245,3.3788275862068997,91.49893103448278,75.89655172413794,6.019310344827588,27.11724137931035,6.742157984588678,1.0945200000000002,226,9,47,2,5,71,49,58,0.121,0.77,0.109,0.0657,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,8,5,3,0,0,6,14,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,7,0,3,11,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386152516645915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261337311744428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27136656356181826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230258077541362,0.12603981663529593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161068678359383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858748107532485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258116570833658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445831313553945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347289719269414,0.1834766178773944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385960749701563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813851534108103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051858452902305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768481317376606,0.0,0.27741821797255456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluelemonn,2019/07/26,"Study tips for college students with ADHD! Hey y’all! I’m about to start my second year of college but I’m a little nervous bc I didn’t do as well as I’d hoped the first year. A little background: I used to take college classes in high school at the local CC and I did really well (had a 3.4 college gpa in HS and graduated with about 20 credits) so when I started school I thought I had my routine on lock but then when I officially went to college I just basically lost that motivation and effort and sense of routine. My gpa the first semester was meh but my second semester I had a 2.7 gpa. I’m trying to transfer so I can’t keep getting bad grades. Currently I am prescribed 15mg short release but I feel like I need some more tips for my routine in addition to the dosage of my meds. TL;DR: I, a college sophomore, am looking for best practice study/time management tips that work! P.S. ty in advance to anyone taking the time to help me :)",1.4417410714285737,3.8087583229166704,3.340297619047618,87.39875,82.95833333333334,5.740476190476191,26.330357142857146,7.07126945348624,1.3700919642857141,746,33,148,10,21,250,110,192,0.057999999999999996,0.777,0.166,0.973,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,8,9,9,0,1,10,0,10,0,0,2,0,20,27,15,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,3,2,4,9,2,22,6,25,18,3,24,0,1,1,0,3,11,0,2,12,92,24,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981381516208085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625379118086232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882126996084193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448101354367032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406672655589542,0.11877713092443108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828436131847215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686468533922105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114414681930618,0.1756642287784117,0.0,0.16513502023457252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778071376981913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122689008279793,0.3332750721232804,0.0,0.0,0.1396176473890818,0.0,0.18149388732358587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467886221868346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328067319185508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651126854772333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365306945209866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235361257270853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500156648406946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319929283962664,0.09694832146028792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128805327651862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359641139337426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29897781464652984,0.15412592321988464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104023202240435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413369725968368 adhd,Miguedeth,2019/07/26,"My first ADHD adventure. I missed my bus stop by like 2 miles. Had to walk two miles at a full mid-day sub Got my diagnosis 10 days ago. Medication starts next week.",-0.2982352941176494,1.9840350588235296,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,95.47058823529413,6.249411764705883,15.623529411764707,7.554174236665415,0.22843058823529416,128,3,30,3,5,43,31,34,0.125,0.7390000000000001,0.136,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,2,3,2,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719640469183952,0.0,0.274356905319222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992093635820842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26326421654045795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475388785170119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512081771187104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117930409637463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32916135564349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906875075493246,0.0,0.0,0.25875947026385776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023407479709073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482656965466737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,badcompanyy,2019/07/26,"How do you relax and stop thinking how do relax when you're really stressed. I know stress isn't a ADHD specific thing and that there's no magic cure for stress. I've been under A LOT of stress at work lately and while the adderall helps a lot the 'come down' can be hard on my anxiety (a disorder I have all on it's own). I still take the adderall on the weekends because it helps with my 'bad anxiety/agoraphobia' during the day (taking a break from it doesn't seem to be helpful). I've been trying to relax these past weekends because I've just been so stressed but it's like I can't do it. Physically I'm tense and rigid and mentally I want to do anything to avoid thinking about work (lots of deadlines and big big decisions to be made). But all I end up doing is laying in bed doing nothing or playing video games until I'm sick of them, kind of in hopes it will all just go away. The behavior itself is making me depressed but I don't know how or what to replace it with. It's like work is either all I think about or I can't do anything at all. what do you guys do to relax or relieve tension?",3.9070129870129855,4.295567926406932,5.178770562770564,85.36244155844156,71.03463203463204,7.891601731601733,27.954112554112555,7.793537801064563,1.5469795670995667,865,29,185,10,15,289,121,231,0.16899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.8328,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,3,11,20,0,8,11,0,26,1,0,5,5,44,42,20,0,2,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,9,0,3,7,9,0,2,6,10,0,0,4,1,15,10,29,34,10,27,0,1,0,0,8,13,0,9,13,129,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311717162367634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473439128299587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822991730071976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406671207723622,0.0,0.09248356928375692,0.13504178630781827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541364229172136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143381437802455,0.0,0.09540113486786088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694549139711184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810429895452516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294990793779727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967407775599697,0.0,0.0,0.09922306228027747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272893946922906,0.0,0.0,0.11001394879434992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534398032962045,0.12174633221057116,0.0,0.12494696226456498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822769045111813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825035572040881,0.0,0.10480786496154468,0.07393603467523856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162436889028536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628133939872347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573706377897267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095845101411913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083566460420633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845651823609584,0.09260391991573977,0.6344006942043109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656194737190613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358688346704273,0.212919885379738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752016933408061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533165776692643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419132029448441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DW6565,2019/07/26,"Meds and smoking:( I recently upped my meds by 5MG. Work and life so much better. I also immediately started smoking again after almost ten years of quitting. I totally let my self go down the rabbit hole. If I am full medicated back to half a pack a day. On the weekends or vacation I take a lower dose no issue I don’t even think about it. I don’t want to lower my meds again. I can’t keep smoking either. My wife is going to kill me. Has anyone else gone through this? What did you do?",0.7884338433843361,2.982597960396042,3.295859585958599,87.78674167416744,84.24752475247523,5.652925292529253,21.063006300630068,6.980632752743323,0.6013881188118804,378,12,79,5,11,131,75,101,0.12,0.8340000000000001,0.046,-0.8009999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,3,7,2,1,0,5,0,9,3,0,0,1,10,17,6,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,0,14,1,11,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,9,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808195395375364,0.0,0.0,0.14440557142430582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626207171924309,0.18502018235722012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885084527542216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970370217565144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645578250360693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084704227377446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926792684092664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524959646230026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847313606995847,0.0,0.16050314481096678,0.19977921907446655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464992781084386,0.12754529418274327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017335566340365,0.1819100746475666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274322680214468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206348609917387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782957921471233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837885799656856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781174550785618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357697477406941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570501579386328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650767278424683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146057690927582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628422594341888 adhd,uwithdaface,2019/07/26,"I'm usually unmotivated, but on my adhd meds I'm half motivated.. Why.. Is those things? I always felt my adhd meds gave me just a slight push to get something done. If I go to the gym, I'm in no rush to finish, which is nice.. Unless it's busy (I have bad social anxiety) When I take my meds, I can manage to take my dogs to the park, but then I come to lay down. If I decide to do something like clean my room, I can.. But maybe only for 30 or so minutes. Just this morning I took 20mg of adderall ir, went to the shore with my dad and now in laying back in bed. Can anyone relate? I wonder if my anxiety/social anxiety has anything to do kith it. I take up to 60mg of adderall a day btw. Been taking it for a few years now",0.9185921625544252,2.0452570566037767,3.725911949685536,90.13397677793907,79.062893081761,6.401741654571843,20.406869859700052,7.010146845296331,0.2664626028059991,548,13,131,6,13,196,98,159,0.077,0.878,0.045,-0.594,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,17,26,12,0,3,10,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,6,1,1,0,1,6,1,19,2,22,20,1,22,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,10,84,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523808581333338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198690262256327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430447664647526,0.0,0.0,0.1025094552754924,0.0,0.120643224006586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127300092570549,0.12240884894840832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262870174384162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454794037176067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002756715507967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407635580348935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659493498106623,0.0,0.08331886227738178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162367929279731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728418407271426,0.0,0.4885345081989402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114995244520966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944508804617868,0.0,0.2257270097904405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409141302460803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739768666652658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288328003173208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146442838135655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590407910674338,0.13228799086288845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898660592528413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944086572973239 adhd,Dumbgenius_1,2019/07/26,"Hidden Battle Hey. This is my first post here, I don’t expect any feedback I just want to speak. So I’ve struggled for a long time with the idea of taking medication for my ADHD. I live in an area where I’m constantly exposed to the dangers of drug addiction and it scared me. I’ve also spoken about my ADHD with people I care about and unfortunately, I shouldn’t have. Everyone either says something along the lines of “everyone has ADHD it’s made up” or “just try to be more calm, drink tea, read a book” etc etc. They don’t understand. So I was afraid to become medicated. I’ve been in college for 3 years, and although my GPA has been great, I know how close to my full potential I am, and it’s not even close. I have trouble studying often, and even though I’ve created techniques to help me, it’s still very difficult. I finally decided that I needed help, and decided to schedule a psychiatry appointment. I’m glad I did. I haven’t been on my medication for very long, and I still struggle with feeling ok to pop a pill in the morning to help me focus, but I’m proud of myself for getting the help I needed. And hopefully I can become an even better student. And person.",3.586360640301315,4.988565216101693,5.223333333333333,80.9662052730697,72.68644067796609,8.295291902071563,27.517890772128066,8.841846274778883,2.139804896421846,925,34,182,18,18,314,133,236,0.07,0.778,0.152,0.9563,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,17,16,2,4,11,1,17,8,0,2,0,36,31,17,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,6,15,2,0,6,3,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,3,27,8,29,23,5,21,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,3,10,124,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170189797863418,0.38701384863993066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584161941140163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299646268251417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710233146863355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493556436595092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944265546392193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599892046891362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515461394105848,0.12448301935881595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394301365584309,0.21269578208550624,0.0,0.0,0.20514038531191026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054275505359104234,0.0,0.0,0.11758827140609568,0.0,0.09130532775644988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608193500327472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834529349204112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877971940595229,0.0,0.0,0.10661515016595813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117642042951245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899253518773472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478524056096596,0.18998916148920267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156990439763604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32440830172223684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591859493672476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441765326791454,0.09372717877594136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280427625735787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737137447160132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536292613109964,0.10746839445999606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826373669138848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144744058825231,0.0,0.0,0.224435011543454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070807032018015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546329039994,0.0,0.06259217358101128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287839329585216,0.0,0.0,0.11174714711480216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771373216832174,0.06331328508562334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691249386608103 adhd,supermanisba,2019/07/26,"So Happy 😁 I finally found the perfect dose and combination of medication :) Just in time too, 3 weeks before I go off to college. My only regret is not looking into adhd when I was younger. How much better my grades could have been throughout high school if I could actually focus on something. But the past is behind me and it’s time to do the best I can in college!",1.7789383561643852,4.2345206438356175,3.971489726027397,82.84161815068494,82.28767123287672,5.8417808219178085,24.19349315068493,7.1686216300943375,1.2464534246575345,289,11,54,4,8,99,59,73,0.035,0.742,0.22399999999999998,0.9458,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,1,13,12,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,4,9,7,2,13,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,1,6,42,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.2187590564921724,0.0,0.26941059172257664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075344387713644,0.0,0.2352541693126921,0.19826148336472232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579654192393905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455689316324061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457924898808815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740183508667094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386347406959371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368495080347333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824760924311093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582921214278864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479185325000825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049253480198429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139970716943492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268735359218405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725781803176151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614324202752462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981686339091515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jebus_flippin_cripes,2019/07/26,"Just diagnosed and prescribed Concerta. Worried about the drug... Hi. Please forgive me if any of this seems ignorant. As title says. During the Dr visit, he showed me his medication table that listed all the various treatments (Adderall, Ritalin, etc). He recommended Concerta for me. Regarding side effects, all he said was that I might lose a bit of appetite. He said it was good because it lasted longer (e.g., 8 or 12 hours, I don't remember). He wants me to test it out for 2 weeks, then go off it for 2 weeks, to see if there's a difference, etc. I see him again in a month. So, after I leave his office, I look up this med. This subreddit seems to generally have a positive opinion of it. But, drugs.com mentions: ""Methylphenidate may be habit-forming, and this medicine is a drug of abuse. Tell your doctor if you have had problems with drug or alcohol abuse."" My doctor didn't say that, and kind of implied that it doesn't get abused. ""Concerta may cause new or worsening psychosis (unusual thoughts or behavior), especially if you have a history of depression, mental illness, or bipolar disorder. Call your doctor right away if you have signs of psychosis such as paranoia, aggression, new behavior problems, or seeing or hearing things that are not real."" WTF ""To make sure Concerta is safe for you, tell your doctor if you or anyone in your family has ever had: depression, mental illness, bipolar disorder, psychosis, or suicidal thoughts or actions;"" People in my family have bipolar and mental illness. I don't know if my doc forgot that fact or isn't concerned. Should I be concerned?? I don't know what to do now. Also, my family might flip at these, uh, warnings. Any advice?",4.755252247752249,6.996382022727275,5.465714285714288,76.97543956043958,71.30519480519482,8.894305694305695,32.3006993006993,9.466822959209583,3.4014561438561426,1325,63,223,32,26,429,173,308,0.161,0.767,0.073,-0.9803,1,0,6,0,3,0,74.0,0,9,0,2,9,12,1,0,9,0,27,18,0,3,5,58,45,28,1,11,21,0,0,0,0,5,18,5,0,0,19,6,1,3,9,1,0,3,7,7,1,0,10,9,28,5,29,28,6,25,0,3,4,0,29,10,0,25,12,150,47,5,0.0,0.29889385967452753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217044451138597,0.0,0.08986518175941542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672456539708795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436631564745585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879673132230333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900404406725299,0.0,0.0,0.051259653655941546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180301467054372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586390176426373,0.0,0.0,0.08638219520448139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485084255515945,0.08534819820682954,0.0,0.08785473006470619,0.192745730047338,0.3442731393129779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925483734737671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875621199088208,0.0,0.07606298785020205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378138545469396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043932843078990896,0.0,0.04778951118448111,0.07052956056516084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477400716687852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281037073204102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756537727540079,0.0924258334197372,0.06854346368415007,0.0,0.08903772691969206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706132782251948,0.09407367764057988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612981927693879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340352114527972,0.08471045689521207,0.2542247097873801,0.1784095144412029,0.0,0.0,0.06711874914084158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242666245051032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829647431272012,0.0,0.0,0.09230407392481714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092294159339826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571128016207324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952560355223928,0.0718112379789994,0.1599751029756782,0.13374132109607526,0.0,0.0,0.20102327410225554,0.15310227700917348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197932257604764,0.0,0.07925254680640842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699435312373235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055864755099471884,0.0,0.0,0.13351397263742518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959765775413575,0.0,0.1349016675989388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539609433776305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frankidelic,2019/07/26,"Boredom I’ve been with the ideal perfect girl for about 17 months now. I’m not sure if it’s adhd but, I know I’m in love but I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this. I’m bored. The feeling is there but I ignore it. We talk every day and I feel like that’s what makes me not want it as much. I want to be alone some times for a long time. Not a couple hours but a couple days.",-2.777380952380952,-1.1304248333333329,-0.1028571428571432,107.25,102.88888888888887,2.571428571428572,9.761904761904765,3.1291,-2.310809523809524,295,3,81,0,14,99,62,90,0.155,0.677,0.168,0.6313,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,2,25,16,8,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,8,5,8,14,3,9,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,9,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568516302696064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172785281616047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523958682250971,0.0,0.2636809078353511,0.21075837906960515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224111288300925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206731925940901,0.1460448505593691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132239512877548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469879063873255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987418395458557,0.0,0.0,0.1809141389043344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450607885698772,0.0,0.1364586289746721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317409541379338,0.0,0.3005591804863732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267287903769875,0.0,0.0,0.16431311025712908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384095828793441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411562504447633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kirakylie1993,2019/07/26,"Having a little trouble please share your experience Hello everyone, Happy Friday I hope your day is doing well. I’m currently looking for some advice. I’ve been on adderall extended release 10mg for a while now. But it’s come to my attention I may need a medication change. I’ve tired concerta and it made me very irritable and angry all the time while it did help with focus and concentration. The way I would snap on people just wasn’t worth it. After that my provider recommended I try Wellbutrin as I do also suffer from anxiety. It didn’t help the focus concentration or hyperactivity at all if anything it made me emotionally unstable and moody. I’ve also tried vyvanse and that was by far the worst thing in the world. It caused so much mood swings and physical symptoms I had nausea insomnia and a lot of brain fog. What are some other medications you’ve tried and what was your experience like?",4.404561403508769,6.739323959064329,5.831438596491227,73.55873684210529,72.56725146198829,9.004444444444445,27.774269005847955,9.558583805096642,2.8762261988304094,731,28,127,19,15,246,117,171,0.145,0.7240000000000001,0.132,-0.6492,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,6,10,0,0,9,0,14,6,1,3,2,27,21,17,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,9,1,13,5,13,10,7,16,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,7,8,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021342928240827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585969681359895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759539832869492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264984827304416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160238609730208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157912809742797,0.16261540383832948,0.13241619018437684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991366991457645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291433790750388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688607135687426,0.0,0.30073536190248346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363782496060852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607058487610685,0.0,0.0,0.1526786695968204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509983948718081,0.15406784868917156,0.0,0.0,0.1290861055718099,0.0,0.0,0.13068726812365994,0.0,0.290907208785395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097135059199111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300190558347425,0.1139814507134581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657011013703484,0.0,0.0,0.1687384261267134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597739642587204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212475409392226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963538272606035,0.17667855553906048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130974194599227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683511943864925,0.0,0.12201580071896817,0.0,0.0,0.13821276345367295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919829527421744,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,forwardthriller,2019/07/26,"I think i should quit my job I have never submitted anything on time and can't seem to get others started at my place of work . i tried taking medication but none seem to be do anything . All i do is talk big at work and i instantly give up on what am doing as soon as i feel resistance , i don't think i should ever try working again i feel like a fraud right now . i never give up but i don't think i have forever . on top of everything i have a really bad brain and can't seem to get grip of reality, shitty memory too i can't keep track of time . what are some task i can't do to increase my energy to at least tackle the most basic tasks at this point in my f\*\*ked up life .",1.5484693877551017,2.8233746802721136,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,77.70748299319727,7.621088435374148,21.093537414965986,8.344100000000001,0.9004108843537413,526,13,123,10,12,183,83,147,0.125,0.818,0.057,-0.9124,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,19,3,1,0,4,22,34,7,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,3,20,1,22,31,6,26,0,0,0,0,3,16,0,5,10,85,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24929112773905315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264697634320609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690887962825114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701181382297795,0.0,0.0,0.1361300056400584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317391957343202,0.10820903492230677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827194504920614,0.2906045279362013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030898684103433,0.1346320482125114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698659029961102,0.07399979539152146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258844908700714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364349178442395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825220990265815,0.0,0.14318657004844226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110525778682552,0.0,0.0,0.09703451740413382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293531617210866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136733501995706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721009300849027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388536495751382,0.12174453955689908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911644494530381,0.0,0.0,0.17664485109056474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567416331697586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33081233547178834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dtpunn,2019/07/26,"Newly diagnosed an prescribed 10mg vyvanse Hey guys, Was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I struggled with focusing, staying on a task and memory pretty much my entire life. My doctor recently prescribed me 10mg of Vyvanse for 60 days. I took it for the first time yesterday afternoon. I’m honestly not sure if anything’s changed. I thought I felt a bit more focused yesterday until I took it again this morning and I can’t tell if I’m more focused or not. I’m not really sure what to expect, especially on such a low dose. If anybody has any insight, please let me know.",3.0094545454545454,5.508216672727271,4.829999999999998,78.245,77.72727272727272,8.363636363636363,31.818181818181817,9.095868883498916,3.3892727272727274,454,24,79,12,11,154,76,110,0.08,0.787,0.132,0.7649,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,5,0,4,5,0,0,2,18,12,7,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,1,10,3,9,6,4,16,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,10,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046207728032368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157833963189418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011038999377715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588103972219985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801136832552772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980433346072224,0.0,0.0,0.34562289436868016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426946520650424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634773703668923,0.0,0.0,0.14482401696141753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858527170602006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357105578126564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410352505434587,0.12026046034557435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251615096054464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689557519776148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321676335705766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907362969276917,0.0,0.33622462010351395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814756940267644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177993884459875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32093817079700604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488157185795483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351683065112296,0.09928062503130353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783327257147198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeesDinner,2019/07/26,"Strattera good or bad? I started Strattera 5 weeks ago 40mg. At first it didn't have any effect; good or bad. The last 2 weeks though, I've been very irritable, depressed and 100%bitchy. I've quit caring about anything at all. I don't care if I shower or have clean clothes. I don't care what my kids are doing all day. I don't care if my house is a mess. It's horrible, and I'm just now putting 2&2 together. If you take or tried Strattera, how long did the side effects last? Or did they make you quit. Does it get better or is this maybe not the drug for me. My Dr is out of town for another week, so I'm asking you. I've tried stimulants and they give me migraines.",0.9888229376257556,2.9382111619718323,2.3262776659959776,96.4498591549296,81.74647887323944,5.465593561368209,22.114688128772634,6.5431188927421005,0.24553360160965765,523,17,122,5,14,168,88,142,0.18600000000000005,0.718,0.096,-0.9276,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,2,6,6,11,0,0,4,0,14,3,0,5,2,22,26,15,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,15,7,7,22,2,17,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,9,11,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911116713405324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559016834034674,0.0,0.09137641453410368,0.1408989797992178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057531117276287,0.0,0.12561809566482768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438718252474868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188396144791578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479979213173554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665772995904468,0.0,0.11573294601651248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758835861316637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558268929942654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429531201440142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020293795635453,0.12890023963626746,0.0,0.2254068718267283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504529001552558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905946399508794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189134907312622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969322138144753,0.0,0.13499303105309748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350792689357572,0.0,0.28583871673112393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951079928338543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102974608372306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201814153145153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245723235508066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086957326949927,0.0,0.0,0.3233512585434952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,is33th3truth,2019/07/26,"Adderall XR 20 mg- Dont feel anything? Hello! I have been taking 20 mg adderall XR in the morning and 10 mg IR in the afternoon for a week and a half now. The first few days were great, I never had any side effects and never had any crash, I was vet y focused. But, the last 2 days I feel NOTHING. I dont even feel like I took it. Is this a dose issue? Maybe I need a stronger dose? Or should I change medications?",-0.2568539325842707,1.7515568539325876,1.934932584269664,97.04194943820228,87.20224719101124,4.458876404494381,20.135955056179775,5.6839178017228535,-0.2504031460674159,316,10,75,2,10,106,60,89,0.025,0.82,0.154,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,1,2,13,16,5,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,3,8,2,3,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,10,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520436098807976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046293176499007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062771338186712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25150918883875256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570615626914534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287912840794834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957835254018621,0.13930330489153164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586126376954508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498088251899472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035224209213609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894562470911472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952639127290751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589705243314787,0.0,0.0,0.1964353093191802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458511559606874,0.3007818209943041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710140074146994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661074954370087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166448125421679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564119222922557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Avalolo,2019/07/26,Getting doctors to take me seriously Being an (emancipated) teen I'm feeling like I'm having a really hard time getting treatment. I believe I had ADHD misdiagnosed as depression. I'm on antidepressants which help to some extent but I'm still really struggling with ADHD symptoms. I just want to get help but I don't know how to. Any advice on talking to doctors or just managing day to day life?,3.3535000000000004,6.130583733333335,5.530250000000002,72.11137500000002,78.33333333333334,8.016666666666666,30.70833333333333,8.841846274778883,3.299833333333334,320,16,51,8,8,111,51,75,0.122,0.746,0.131,-0.0864,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,10,13,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,30,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520348899013744,0.1837748288185229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789057066500376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188472400670533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425725849170785,0.0,0.1619800096803945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849847571123407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509125645851413,0.13435359125862756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29476842060531283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846919704822275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521118560507726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335554234934136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328357898542264,0.09187900317559362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409583617237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018885991264802,0.0,0.0,0.1966062508284712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954714240369307,0.14140138838524313,0.1511594306089274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966214668859617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109255416319792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,O5Beta,2019/07/26,Im a mechanic and lose tools ALL THE TIME Just now i put down a radiator pick and forgot where i put it. I looked everywhere and tools are expensive asf. I lose so many sockets and wrenches.,0.5853846153846156,3.020766512820515,2.8827692307692345,88.2872307692308,89.0,7.222564102564102,23.18461538461539,8.238735603445708,1.7260830769230768,150,6,32,4,5,51,28,39,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081364252799525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239551744266368,0.6382797721551544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892151312442816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735426019551401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634100304518284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Iloveargyll,2019/07/26,Is it worthwhile being diagnosed with ADHD as an adult? Hello all. My husband is in his 30's and works as a teacher. I and may of his friends have always thought he has ADHD. Recently when a child in his class was diagnosed he was talking to the ed Psy who showed him some questionaires for the condition. It's basically highly likely he has ADHD. Is it worthwhile him getting a diagnosis at his age? Would they give him and advice or treatment?,3.3326744186046504,5.649998488372098,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,75.74418604651162,7.555813953488372,29.3546511627907,8.472884824447931,2.5149581395348846,354,16,63,7,8,118,61,86,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.8146,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,0,1,10,14,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,10,2,9,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,3,4,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7182454363879381,0.19466850173250644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576105859227944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043937201335278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391136189684732,0.0,0.10408049743300847,0.19110312831804133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047932472262892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973253410374896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966986665806698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601197512660275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158152758989158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502933509862614,0.0,0.0,0.14151510044292184,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dashie-kun,2019/07/26,"The struggle of showering Was planning on taking a shower later in the day, so was gonna ask my mom to remind me later. The evening Rolls around and i realize that i forgot to remind myself to remind my mom to remind me to take a shower. Well.....shit",2.9538235294117685,4.360408254901961,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,74.29411764705883,6.668627450980392,22.553921568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.9789568627450976,195,5,36,2,4,68,34,51,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.3182,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,9,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448226144460855,0.25710290663131496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736261751642066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816455244685555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6441910087435414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230004994069025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875065150412429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41355572597844703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472724804391335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zeen516,2019/07/26,The only reason I buy insulated coffee mugs is cause I get so distracted I almost always forget to finish my coffee before it gets cold. Turns out coffee gets expensive when you only drink half a cup and then go buy more later on. So far it's worked out great for me,3.81111111111111,5.091405111111111,5.626851851851857,78.76583333333336,71.96296296296295,7.622222222222224,19.055555555555557,8.07648339933343,0.8160888888888879,212,3,39,3,4,73,44,54,0.086,0.8390000000000001,0.075,0.0931,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,5,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27240101594946003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22635263447895496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314794192940481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794520683584454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664880535199021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263768883701892,0.0,0.15460220378434505,0.0,0.0,0.2999165298026115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137855878015308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27969447279488185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589298560697497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804272701377526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goodchristianserver,2019/07/26,"immensely uncomfortable and mildly concerned Has this happened to anyone? I usually take 20mg Adderall every morning, but yesterday there is a chance I took 40mg, which, oof, not doing again. My heart started pounding, and I felt short of breath for most of the day, but after it wore off everything was fine. This morning, though, I took my normal dosage and it's happening again. should I be concerned about a future heart condition? Is there anything I can do to make it stop?",6.295492424242423,7.638963624999999,6.086818181818181,77.54606060606064,66.1590909090909,9.048484848484847,32.84848484848485,9.2995712137729,3.059312121212121,381,16,65,7,6,119,65,88,0.055999999999999994,0.8809999999999999,0.063,0.163,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,9,3,3,1,0,12,18,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,8,1,8,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563005650284552,0.0,0.17139179485002073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431953044295442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547986765779794,0.0,0.1871832841481266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999757471647012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683521044287978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936114977624847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390245438643014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040643456117136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741744267767815,0.0,0.0,0.1741264294586742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659616356382794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462819403227714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628002599495038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293844383933457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BigBelliedBelcher,2019/07/26,"What Happened When I Started Typing Every now and then, I procrastinate by binging this subreddit. Most of the posts tend to speak to me - but I often feel as if they would speak to everyone, and this is reflective of the procrastination/apathy that seems to have swept the nation. Right now I'm at work. I'm two days behind (and I've been here for three days). Yesterday, I had the option to work from home. The day before I hadn't been very productive, so I decided to wake up at 4 am to 'work'. Since I had woken up so early, I (apparently) had plenty of extra time to kill before I had to start working. So, I rewarded myself by playing Overwatch. An hour later, I fell back asleep and didn't wake up again until 10 am. Now, I typically start work at 9 am. Since this is an hour later, I logically decided to start work at 12:30 ""since I was already late"" as I explained to my roommate, and began to play MTG Arena. Cut to 6 pm, I've done jack, and my friend came back from work to make dinner. We fuck around for ~2 hours playing Spyfall (probably great for you guys if you've never heard of it, it's a party game) with friends. My friends go out to eat, but I wasted all my money and decide to be frugal. (I either spend money without thinking, or refuse to spend any). Instead, I snack and decide to take a nap so ""I can wake up at 1 and really work"". Cut to 1 am. I do wake up. I didn't set an alarm; I never do. I've gotten good at waking up when I mean to. I didn't take out my contacts, but I haven't for almost a week anyway. They're dailys, I'm not normally that bad about it but when I forget to once I won't for days. Repeat the process from the day before. Only difference is, at 7 am, I decide to drive to work, hoping people there would force me to be productive. It's been somewhat successful, but I've spent the last hour reading random symptoms of ADHD. I should be learning some random coding language. (which I typically enjoy), but I'm simply not. I'm worried I'll fall behind in this work. Everything I do in life I constantly seem to feel irreparably behind that then hacks together in the end. I do well in school, and people call me smart. Consistently, I feel like a failure. The discrepancy between who I am and who I could be if I put my time to good use slaps me in the face. In the past year, I've wasted close to a grand simply by being unable to cash checks / claim money online. I carried a paper check around with me for 6 months before I took a picture of it with my phone and spent 6 seconds submitting it. I went hungry for days so I could afford my flight home to get to that check. I could've asked a friend to take a picture - but the shame of them seeing the date was overwhelming. I compulsively lie, cheat, and steal - though all of these to such a minor effect I don't even know why I did it. It just happens. As far as I know I've never been caught. I compulsively twist and pick hair and skin all over my body. I pick my nose everywhere - in blatant public settings that would legitimately be bad for my professional reputation if someone noticed. I hate it when I feel myself doing it, but it happens anyway. I haven't used nail clippers in years - everything is kept far far too bloody short for that. I've been meaning to talk to a therapist about this for a long time. I think I have ADHD, though I could be cherrypicking, and I've expressed this to her. I don't really know if she believes me. I told my mom and she certainly didn't seem to - though it's also my opinion my dad has undiagnosed ADHD, so I'm not sure she'd be incredibly accurate at telling. I've tried Adderall once. It was before a physics final, and I bought it off a friend (hope this doesn't break content policy). I'm torn between whether it was or wasn't real. I don't really feel like it did anything to me - at least not in the recreational sense that I could see other people spending money on. I did end up working --effectively-- throughout the night, but it's easy to attribute this to the stress of the final the next day. I failed; I never went to class. It's the only class I've ever failed. This was already a make-up final, I was 'sick' (with stress?) for the first go-around. I didn't have somewhere I was headed specifically with this posted. I guess it's just to vent. I decided to type this 20 minutes ago to see what happened, and we ended up here. Regardless of whether I'm caught forever in my own head and am imagining symptoms, or whether I do belong to this community, it has lent me support in my deepest throws of procrastination. TL;DR tbh I'm not really sure. Validate me, I guess.",2.55354679144385,4.312951134759359,4.251333556149735,85.3993532754011,76.15508021390373,7.0707219251336895,23.55915775401069,7.908726449838941,1.1933104278074866,3601,111,739,56,80,1211,384,935,0.083,0.8079999999999999,0.109,0.9708,2,0,0,0,0,0,139.0,2,1,2,18,38,41,6,5,39,0,74,21,13,8,12,135,142,61,1,17,29,2,7,2,5,5,4,3,2,1,46,33,3,2,28,6,14,12,24,16,1,4,42,14,105,25,125,82,10,121,0,3,3,1,34,42,1,24,64,487,151,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856875483755613,0.0,0.04390350032466709,0.0,0.04959504356612263,0.0,0.10931055171710463,0.039607448532920086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03368067446312513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075724658553567,0.1322710105930616,0.04630190633257672,0.0,0.0,0.07616780507504814,0.08270746545316977,0.0,0.0,0.21072300050964332,0.05580098967321116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501433829697341,0.0,0.0,0.050573529576149384,0.05664673007737491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352207127323308,0.0,0.19772001408635625,0.0,0.0,0.2235898141923996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517461202908118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068424355796218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050679412491572894,0.0,0.0,0.13160107215953706,0.0,0.0,0.032712714803086684,0.04480082650161489,0.0417293969246578,0.04732603665318138,0.08902497666695812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521398709909592,0.07076549188269236,0.0,0.16276620034873338,0.0,0.04212841154083185,0.0,0.0,0.19132568657511104,0.045787751013405736,0.025876286695189498,0.0,0.056295700699778274,0.08308331543162005,0.0,0.05460469121202015,0.10912114456529816,0.04904041370462932,0.1751894548235858,0.0,0.0,0.04889855337929504,0.10165984071101364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936105594987678,0.09838477190859844,0.1951000430857107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547952898173779,0.0,0.08165772561011365,0.04037185379018991,0.05586963524984759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034983024720809795,0.04839366623923287,0.0,0.0,0.043830638256206735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661205236887484,0.0,0.0,0.10790081847070293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580064849089859,0.0395327020440766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279589761784454,0.0,0.052673489911060516,0.0464785846670617,0.048526832108215,0.0,0.056387849247842514,0.0,0.10549120694445276,0.0,0.07533640864929111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047279990474777975,0.10300924162288554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486808633730354,0.0,0.05339945953768595,0.0,0.0,0.04978922522774378,0.0,0.0,0.04954130895307862,0.056373600064635224,0.12691537926816251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422965611066879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050124885039008985,0.11840198604317385,0.13526503644844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229099869472163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196483402825002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022442713738748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346809796750636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620368079465796,0.09335893052945816,0.10295691645753063,0.11171646446035877,0.03980865475771772,0.04328957287335875,0.0,0.0,0.057505716227075426,0.0,0.06347096462906679,0.14598274852931822,0.0,0.08664036084147632,0.0,0.0,0.04732603665318138,0.0550273259321365,0.03362619707572734,0.0,0.04838156747414963,0.0,0.0,0.08555241742037603,0.0,0.04086570943054385,0.0,0.0,0.039728298714619366,0.0,0.04453153555488496,0.09182573011860663,0.04469123159050771,0.0,0.0,0.04774313397493715,0.0,0.3966259598542266,0.050297992683066776,0.0,0.10554961018849553,0.0,0.0,0.06378869525347408 adhd,fylesmeigen_,2019/07/26,"Help diagnose me, I'm lost and confused Hi my name is Myles, I'll be turning 17 this year, for a while I've thought that something just isn't quite right, whether it be school, home, hobbies or thoughts, I have always been an outside of the box thinker. At a young age probably 4 years old I did multiple tests to see if I had autism, ADD, ADHD, etc Very standardised testing, so doctirs basically sat me in a room for an hour and watched to see if I would get fidgety, anxious or freak out, I was completely calm and they said I have excellent focus and concentration. However, I believe this diagnosis is wrong, I can't focus on anything except my passions, one thought leads to another, I can't sit still or its very hard for me to, I zone out in class, but experience hyperfocus when I'm super passionate about something, but the main issue is I can't seem to fucking focus on anything, not even conversations between my peers, teachers, tutors seem to interest me. Now I'm not saying that sometimes I'm not interested its just that I get easily distracted subconsciously, and it could be 5 minutes into the conversation and I realise I've either forgotten what they said or I zoned the fuck out. Does this sound like typical ADHD behaviour, my mum thinks I'm fine but I truly believe I'm ADHD, my friend with ADHD thinks I have it as well, I wonder what you guys think, let me know in the comments, thank you for reading if u made it this far <3",6.553325971731452,6.419804374558304,7.152647968197877,75.2850143551237,65.32508833922262,10.467226148409894,36.06205830388693,10.125756701596842,3.5760249116607774,1150,52,219,24,16,380,170,283,0.086,0.7609999999999999,0.153,0.9742,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,2,5,9,19,2,2,10,0,20,5,0,2,0,47,49,21,0,5,18,1,1,1,1,1,1,4,2,1,15,12,0,0,11,1,0,1,7,7,1,1,12,8,31,12,26,31,3,25,0,1,3,4,16,13,2,11,11,135,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948333713194363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565049560481314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793673799775244,0.0,0.11628769828828678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941412078472284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319458843856103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792580446735578,0.0,0.0,0.08218553792068635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447726035010976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900794588669233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480017648436025,0.06798785837035808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069056921843213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795276317467408,0.19032423017993688,0.10755899200498788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192222569859913,0.0,0.0,0.09220989640538478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899542627474124,0.0,0.10325259520820984,0.0,0.10137063048119796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743781015689202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657060174761285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052584166809934,0.0,0.05028903510608192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236614453478894,0.0,0.0,0.09739996073971774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801338269399456,0.0,0.06975168844087838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098176699658363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948446440629367,0.10296325196055714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790626590867211,0.19583026747233806,0.08185835856698946,0.0,0.10417611639316053,0.1640523673303293,0.1874170373991805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848939389635502,0.10180573887374998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822043403567953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947690829963465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978705365699497,0.0,0.2451576197158927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196415240124603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986496423133074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255128321035608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162904622769716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312235208580957,0.11254369665413748,0.0,0.13257404054138344 adhd,lazywestcoaster,2019/07/26,Adderall and High Blood Pressure Hi everyone. I was wondering if any of you are currently taking adderall or any other stimulant medication but also have issues with HBP. Currently I am having some mild hypertension issues where my BP is consistently in the in the 130s. Frustrating because I exercise everyday and eat fairly well. I was wondering if anyone else takes adderall with the same issues and how you manage. Is it possible to take adderall but also have BP medication also? It would suck to be denied medication because of something I can't control.,6.658979591836733,9.203213010204081,7.850765306122447,60.595127551020425,66.85714285714286,11.022448979591838,36.73979591836735,10.9516,5.27585306122449,457,24,61,15,8,155,65,98,0.128,0.846,0.026000000000000002,-0.8885,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,2,1,3,0,12,6,1,3,0,18,18,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,8,1,8,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,6,3,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478429542664229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719498462857046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137968040391024,0.14855836515463616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767678980917508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261749287348948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835994418998658,0.12111970544563523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385432034707736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318883961598004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539925420037997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43818349356003217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345331321465978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161961620800964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270410531139731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036252404693355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144687727369315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029960261111545,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tara75,2019/07/26,Does lemon/lime carbonated water effect Vyvanse? It has 0 sugar so I’m not sure if it’s enough to effect the dose?,0.4287500000000009,2.795221041666672,3.2633333333333354,85.915,88.58333333333334,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.10281666666666656,91,2,18,1,3,32,22,24,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.3789,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,5,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304420466061278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.626310375511245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712849978069316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waddapfurfee,2019/07/26,"Could I be faking it? Hey,first time posting here. Haven't had the guts to do it till now so I'll make it short. Feels like I overexaggerate the stuff a little too much.",-0.5599999999999987,1.6493052222222246,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,94.0,3.991111111111112,12.755555555555556,5.6839178017228535,-1.3197711111111112,132,2,32,1,5,42,31,36,0.084,0.841,0.075,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,3,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034272981930634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215728856293626,0.2714973254792799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32325786921644195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566607260878926,0.38089525326197865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536765429475536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793697050520882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639688077998757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350495458856984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160166507911228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GlassApricot9,2019/07/26,"How to “work smarter not harder” at work My job is perfect for someone with ADHD in a lot of ways. It’s about 50% 5-15 minute tasks and 50% big long-term projects. It helps that I genuinely enjoy most of what I do most of the time. However, my job is about to get a lot busier over the next two months. It will ease up eventually, but I really need to make sure I’m working smarter not harder, or I’m going to drown in work and let way too many of those 5-15 minute tasks slip through the cracks. What have you found that has made you more efficient at your work?",3.224726890756301,3.7037081428571454,3.895283613445379,93.62931197478993,72.61344537815125,7.6306722689075634,24.118697478991603,7.645422480735847,0.7112596638655466,435,11,106,5,8,138,80,119,0.04,0.7909999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9192,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,6,4,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,2,18,15,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,8,3,19,11,5,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,3,61,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997205040673285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244133559035974,0.0,0.0,0.08693347465053629,0.0,0.09456497617620233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152972018889903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302387543978285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014811551726675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472525685252642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292275590611765,0.0,0.15744507939488356,0.11106861926685536,0.1686963851364306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281330476427422,0.0,0.0,0.12337830081318625,0.0,0.0,0.1769608427158804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106595616252226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098424855862493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682343290184345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702509613851737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254178271834904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26415003618284644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056804270413697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fender6187,2019/07/26,Anytime I’m having a hard time motivating myself... I imagine Chef Gordon Ramsay yelling at me. And a lot of the time it works! Anyone else use any creative solutions?,2.5004838709677406,5.418267354838712,4.180887096774196,78.89133064516129,85.12903225806451,5.680645161290323,27.10483870967742,7.1686216300943375,1.9643483870967744,132,6,21,2,4,44,28,31,0.043,0.708,0.249,0.7712,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,12,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596327370523581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669589589647905,0.3911926566466393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31893955817443786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420120694684824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245872616410302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452538314240006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297470827167792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779502845054493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PolishTexxan,2019/07/26,"ADHD meds now causing an anxiety issue-how did you deal? Back story—So, I’ve been on meds as long as I’ve been off them now. I got diagnosed at 15 because my parents didn’t believe in ADHD, my grades were good because I liked learning and I found ways to get my energy out without landing in detention. Now I’m 30, ADHD still going strong. Actually just graduated med school! I’m really proud I managed it! It took longer but you best believe I’ll be using that degree well! Anyway...Been on the same meds for about 8 years (Vyvanse now...concerta made me feel a little crazy) but the past year or so I’ve noticed that when I take my meds, or drink strong coffee, I get a surge of strong anxiety that keeps me from studying. I know I could switch meds but that takes time and I don’t have that right now. Plus i know these work, so if I have to push thru the next couple months that’s not the worst thing. Anyone else experience this problem? What do you do? TL;DR- meds are now making me anxious when they used to not. Help?",1.2297679765886294,3.5706056682692338,2.743687290969901,91.49913879598664,83.66346153846153,5.540468227424752,20.101170568561876,6.895973343053719,0.3603868729096989,801,23,168,10,23,261,133,208,0.061,0.775,0.16399999999999998,0.9718,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,2,6,15,10,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,5,0,28,31,15,0,3,10,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,1,5,1,0,3,5,2,1,0,9,1,23,8,19,20,3,30,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,3,17,100,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.08686064827172138,0.0,0.3209171637078494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361843864688084,0.10055564956282434,0.0,0.06223766677625092,0.09120097824812468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844298150808374,0.0,0.10851900000415003,0.0,0.0,0.2005669508566418,0.09341021113727883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143750272556753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106701974440209,0.09848756372806583,0.0,0.0,0.0917651143511928,0.0,0.09034299357275874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719564060911641,0.0,0.0,0.07435620074486204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706858714762111,0.0,0.0,0.04500598957857757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759456524323512,0.0,0.0,0.09300781137288716,0.0,0.050586275896793084,0.07465713126581212,0.07118920538981507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966134000452041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911593012268672,0.0,0.0,0.09783483014323342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043485653817340215,0.08921112452741367,0.0,0.07877080245915617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422315054594585,0.059414680200838926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6920881426267841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104671041265684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466284849344983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133815775702287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883476201524624,0.0,0.08496985072838031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851702823465022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057021906747762426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601381572774024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008259005072944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108327848203408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384846618025414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913410378816258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051902284340775484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889307555867326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375164133206334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065177377930774,0.0,0.0,0.08003042916903008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580219510237799,0.0,0.0648001372738941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146386845559382 adhd,Cryptocuwwency,2019/07/26,"Was diagnosed with Adhd 2 years ago but not sure on if all this is legit Hey guys, hope your all having a fantastic day. Before I get started, I just wanted to let you know that you are a fucking machine and I want you to know that If you ever doubt yourself, which you will, say fuck it and be true to yourself I was diagnosed 2 years ago with ADHD, and I was called a textbook case. It all makes sense, and it gave me closure on why I was always a little spastic and hyper compared to my pairs in school, staring out the window at nothing all the time and such, but I don't know If I beleive that ADHD is even a real thing. How can we be classified under one title?? What does this mean for me? What do I do with this information? I'm so lost with it I almost fully ignore it in my life. I feel embarrassed yet unique when people hear I'm ADHD, and I don't know myself If it's even a real deal? I would love some insight or really anything at all. Sorry for my shitty writing, but I thought that someone out there would be able to give me tips or wisdom. My organisation is a mess and I struggle to set myself to anything, apart from my work. In open to Any information, wisdom or real talk. Please be as honest as possible. If you see this, please know that you are a bagel living in a world full of donuts. Yours truley",3.1308241758241766,4.172607091575092,4.645587912087915,86.0681620879121,73.32234432234429,6.925201465201465,23.90641025641025,7.1686216300943375,0.8710528937728941,1028,28,215,10,20,345,151,273,0.113,0.748,0.139,0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,9,0,2,10,15,2,3,11,0,23,6,0,2,8,63,47,24,0,10,13,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,19,16,0,1,11,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,7,5,35,7,29,32,7,27,0,1,2,3,23,16,2,12,10,155,54,3,0.0996647943630998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791108600785471,0.0,0.17669365354660072,0.0,0.09979989500492624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829290928903121,0.0,0.0,0.06777547781833271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640312675400016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480739934403721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176889823675653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642755473014786,0.10275002672192106,0.0,0.20231533670221252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721733317634582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316553134315307,0.09015251241858396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039351462198921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427699282317025,0.05207074154202985,0.09560755230754918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868381569611727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232946666383532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898962880706848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738658226120648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019140047326796,0.07039619169679276,0.0,0.09989030683276466,0.08800583936629484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879589629984694,0.0,0.0899513680860645,0.0,0.06652702414718062,0.0,0.0,0.1085641787970673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563105816576258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675354440055879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909501944345722,0.0,0.0,0.2188040308692887,0.0,0.11235708073386884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403210661564995,0.06384781933191502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792574447294718,0.0,0.10086609274488413,0.07941993746296526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444565683937225,0.0,0.0,0.11156657761259464,0.07054325442208342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419128261515302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939328892028288,0.0,0.0,0.08010678647374743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621286081720641,0.0,0.0,0.07912271405874031,0.058115343076168766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756975588227625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993197504559046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255715729830861,0.0,0.0,0.14159802078580014,0.0,0.0,0.12836171986239586 adhd,Dyl000,2019/07/26,"I finished a book in 2 days for the first time in years When I was younger, I would read constantly, practically a book every other day. It became a bi weekly routine to head to the library and grab a dozen books for me to read. Over the years, I started reading a lot less, I just couldn’t sit down and focus for that long anymore, but last night I finished Thrawn: Treason after getting it the day it came out and I’m feeling proud of myself",5.782,5.2908820888888926,6.114444444444448,83.28500000000003,67.0,8.088888888888889,32.44444444444444,6.742157984588678,1.8583777777777777,348,13,71,2,5,112,63,90,0.047,0.882,0.071,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,8,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,8,1,13,4,2,24,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,17,48,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947878167429024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246428766421781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225147573820807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800082595573113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548548791596554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931175275026924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670678527069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261710556081699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015752632598032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010190453037293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381834131445542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669823645326722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431925280778053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893951234592186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390213461775162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145293521571352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754977021906544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952537083086053,0.0,0.0,0.252965634193156 adhd,gr8tfulDread,2019/07/26,"Not formally diagnosed Hi guys! I’m a 21 year old female from South Africa, currently living in Michigan, USA. I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder over 6 years ago and have been handling it/ living with it since then. Lately I’ve been feeling out of place. I’m having a lot of trouble with impulsive decisions (specifically when it comes to money and food) and it’s impacted me so negatively. I’m having trouble finishing any projects or paying attention to anything. I constantly interrupt people when they speak because I get so ‘excited or distracted’ by what I have to say. I always catch myself doing it and then I feel like I’m being so rude. I’ve tried to stop but I just can’t. It makes me feel like I’m crazy because I also just can’t get a quiet moment, my brain is literally constantly buzzing. At the moment, I can’t afford to undergo the official tests for adhd diagnoses and thus I can’t get any medication to help so I was wondering if anyone had some advice for natural/alternative ways to deal with these symptoms — sorry if my post doesn’t make a lot of sense, I’m extremely distracted even as I write this.",4.719864253393666,6.453670488687784,6.35239819004525,72.67348416289596,70.35746606334841,10.448868778280543,31.552036199095024,10.59048541779884,3.876518552036199,922,41,160,29,17,316,137,221,0.113,0.84,0.047,-0.8613,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,10,9,1,2,6,0,17,8,1,3,0,34,33,21,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,9,12,1,1,6,0,2,2,7,6,0,0,5,6,18,3,23,27,3,26,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,8,18,101,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302413802262535,0.12442395663903592,0.11286905090652387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182457188334856,0.10594752917483667,0.0,0.0,0.17317552051350496,0.0,0.09740596970921582,0.0,0.0,0.08903106210590853,0.0,0.10478052332168923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552365686164716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421407390066576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096822460183108,0.0,0.27519379286334616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127011371310576,0.10966786817560437,0.3877073043496166,0.0,0.0,0.1459295157789137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409928696108322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931433773560356,0.18192704104836932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396615246855871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957169009347975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607525390851096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534562335635408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436321172232589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441256705995273,0.0,0.22486683282907965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650030972559167,0.0,0.0,0.16998555238198884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282700888169384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360986335730796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827356399525718,0.0,0.13303120348327332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194552583536865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101256750135991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532746797769693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425338542190651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064523445756708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234308607387638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644770739158261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106745295982733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808234906820002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639907852126298 adhd,archer1333,2019/07/26,"Another argument with my S/O 25 yr/o Just got into another argument with my S/O over the fact I ask her for directions to a place we’ve been to several times. I didn’t realize I ask her for directions every time we go and frankly don’t remember asking her every time. She was mad over the fact that I should “ know where I’m going since I’ve been there hundreds of times”. We resolved the argument but she also brought to my attention that I repeat stories several times a day and I was completely unaware. An advice for remembering the simple everyday things? Thanks, M",5.564791403286981,5.989827805309734,7.100404551201012,72.90840707964604,67.4070796460177,11.766877370417195,34.72692793931732,11.491704259439757,4.343289254108724,454,21,85,15,7,157,69,113,0.096,0.8540000000000001,0.05,-0.4194,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,2,18,17,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,0,16,2,12,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,8,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503367512094002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303077111299675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226423635019687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314763599602167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130484060452188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921808819887833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259244160979155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748687109113706,0.0,0.12304488081629025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454986222095423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607365613615076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485555663883365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34760488891852503,0.0,0.12726318770601816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141640934736661,0.0,0.0,0.10220859627453556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485448570351373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PetiteChaos,2019/07/26,"Is this what the ""zombie"" feeling is or is this something else wrong with me? I've heard people describe being on ADHD medication as feeling like a zombie. I never really understood what they meant. But I want to know if this is what people mean, because I'm a little freaked out by it. So. I switched from Adderall IR 30 mg a day (a tablet in the morning and one in the afternoon) to Vyvance (1 30 mg capsule a day) about two weeks ago because the Adderall started giving me more anxiety, irritability, insomnia, and I felt like I was tweaking on meth almost (or how I feel like tweaking would feel like). Now on Vyvance I can fall asleep at 11 pm, wake up rested, no anxiety that I can feel, and I feel pretty...mellow. But I am just....emotionless. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't feel excited about things I used to get excited about. I don't feel angry or pissed off. I don't speed. I don't feel like buying anything. I don't get happy. I don't get pumped up for music I used to love. I don't feel like showering, doing my makeup, planning a vacation, ambitious for anything, particularly motivated or anything. I feel nothing. I was driving to work and thought, ""Oh, the semester is starting soon."" Then realized I am not excited to school supplies shop, and I love to school supplies shop. It makes me spazz out and giddy because I love it like the weirdo I am. Then I was like this is weird. I thought about oh what if I get a new tattoo? Piercing? Cut my hair? Go to a concert? Go on vacation? DAMN GIRL, WHAT ABOUT THE FACT YOU'RE BOUT TO GRADUATE?! ***Nothing, no emotion, no excitement, no thoughts, just thought, ""Ok, I guess.""*** Is this what the ""zombie"" feeling feels like? Is this normal? Because honestly, I'm pretty scared and I hate this.",1.2627968176254571,3.8438289502924015,3.072679178566574,87.19905140758877,86.98245614035088,5.871453828369372,25.49734802121583,7.3071595529392575,1.52648992248062,1359,60,262,23,43,451,162,342,0.14400000000000002,0.682,0.174,0.9191,1,0,2,0,0,0,81.0,0,0,1,4,10,28,4,1,16,1,28,9,4,5,2,56,72,20,0,5,10,0,16,10,0,1,2,2,1,1,18,10,0,0,25,3,3,4,14,8,0,2,11,18,37,20,32,59,2,31,0,0,0,3,7,13,2,8,24,163,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897309641685229,0.0,0.06562565277969384,0.0,0.07413320315226671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326985201816547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369090326731324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805189477348009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954901246256509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184494473551544,0.08327698934211941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240652527321739,0.3702235693412355,0.0710831438879059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547164297450986,0.07101905365488262,0.08414914710200229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155552850237728,0.0,0.0,0.07880934322810035,0.0,0.07309211023650365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040686517081326944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616870994188057,0.07420036272593343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045260700382644,0.0,0.049417500849828065,0.0,0.0,0.080643474839575,0.0,0.07458030561178695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057098696283200925,0.07150138583272303,0.0,0.0,0.07253647228312117,0.1420730284800153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016657372432755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265011026231627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531802160674271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742733808616171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411979588577694,0.14985038900617625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699410323353427,0.0,0.0,0.10480166158163208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918413453253062,0.0,0.0,0.23509524674292576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231933500782774,0.0,0.0,0.12788122128245366,0.0,0.0,0.04366649181821768,0.0,0.05938468499534921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389679500044538,0.0,0.0,0.052590811044212316,0.08094329731091231,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gabryxx7,2019/07/26,"Is this what ADHD really feels like or am I just another edgy attention seeker? Ok that's it I am doing it. I am writing a post here. I am not diagnosed or anything and no one has been diagnosed or even checked in my family. I procrastinate a lot, not an hour, not two, I am talking about weeks. I spend days reading the ethimology of words, the scattering of light because it reflected through the window, watching videos about how desk came to be or how chairs are designed. I fidget like crazy, I chew all sort of plastic cause it gives me this weird satisfaction. I live on coffee so much that I can take 3 before bed and still sleep like a baby. I often have a tingling electric feeling in my arms or legs and they are restless, sometimes rocking back and forth helps. And then boom hyperfocus, I do more in a day than I have done in 3 months I work until 4am and sleep 2 hours and I am just fine and awake. I have to be extremely careful when I walk to make sure I am actually walking straight and not bumping into people. I am talking to people and I zone out for minutes thinking why the sound is traveling the air and how much time passes from vocal cords to my ears. I misplaced EVERYTHING, not even kidding I lost my student card FOUR times in a day. Lost all sort of keys, I was looking for my phone that was in my hand. Put the sandwich down and forgot where it was a second later, went into the kitchen to drink and forgot to drink but got some paper towel. I have to stop myself from interrupting people to not look like an asshole, but I often finish their sentence before they even know what they want to say. I can't watch movies, tv series or read books, lately even gaming sessions are no longer than 20mins. I am a night owl, can easily work until 3am every day. That's if I as actually managed to focus otherwise good luck, I can spend weeks doing random stuff but what I am supposed to do. I forget to reply messages or I thought I already did but did not, miss appointments even with the memo. I am tired of this and I can't seem to do well in a linear structured work environment. I am doing a PhD I know it sounds crazy I spent months thinking if it was worth it but coding really helps me, out some techno/deep house and I can work for hours if I am into the project. I sleep with techno and metal to calm me down. And then I crash, I am so tired all the time, getting out of bed is a struggle, I am irritable, I look for trouble and I am mean until one day randomly, energies appear again. I ask people of it's normal, but they dismiss it as stress of wrong life style. I really think it's not my lifestyle or friends or whatever anymore. I lived in 3 different countries, ate super healthy in Italy (never had processed food before 21 when I left), decent in Germany and now pretty good in Australia. Went through 3 different job/studies, 4 relationships, different friends, I do sport almost every day, I follow a diet, tried to avoid meat and/or coffee but nothing changed. I have tried all sorts of supplements for my tiredness and others for my concentration/memory but I still couldn't find my keys I had just dropped on the sofa. I only feel a bit relaxed when I am exhausted after a day of hiking, swimming, running, climbing, jumping, anything. Swimming is the best, no need to focus too much on the stroke but oh boi I can let my thoughts go free, a 3km swim means I can let my train of thoughts flow for at least an hour with no interruption, nothing to focus on, just grab whatever thought and down the rabbit hole. I ask you people of this subreddit, am I just the new attention-seeking bloke? Is this normal or do you see yourself in any of this? Help! I am almost 27 now, I am starting my career after all of my shiny degrees conquered through many nightless rushed studies, I can't cram everything in 3-4 nights of hyperfocus anymore, I now need to really focus for days to eventually finish my PhD. But it has been 4 weeks, FOUR WEEKS, since I found the will to do anything remotely linked to what I am supposed to or even what I wrote in my imaginary to-do list. I keep thinking no one really understands me but what if I am just another edgy guy that just wants to be special? I can't know if I am the only one, everyone keeps telling me ""it's normal, everyone procrastinate, everyone is a bit ADHD, it's just stress, try meditation (WHAT?), try eating more bananas, try this, that"". I wanted to get checked after a few depressive episode, got told by a counsellor I might be bipolar but I really believe it was just ADHD all along. And even now that I just want to have a checkup, friends and family told me ""I am 100% sure you got nothing you are just stressed and overthinking"". I never written by ""issues"" in so much detail. Sorry for the wall of text.",4.347850557140379,5.463875727560716,5.348364828444896,81.89224700152882,70.49947201689545,8.145811596715474,29.23464514807168,8.489948576735458,2.12816466453372,3762,143,731,59,67,1238,401,947,0.087,0.795,0.11800000000000001,0.9812,5,1,2,0,0,0,117.0,0,4,5,10,43,36,0,6,40,1,82,26,7,5,10,155,142,68,0,15,47,0,6,4,3,2,10,5,5,2,38,35,9,6,23,16,7,19,20,14,1,8,33,19,111,23,103,100,20,106,0,4,7,0,32,34,0,32,55,510,149,19,0.0,0.0,0.09459699203516507,0.0,0.17475001040892862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970688784529558,0.0,0.053486456988925235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03296040350600568,0.1016473944933238,0.0,0.0,0.09613592715478528,0.0,0.0,0.11965692326534068,0.0,0.09062345336877813,0.0,0.0,0.0372694672754993,0.0,0.029546092457609342,0.0,0.12372997694683872,0.054607669382545965,0.05086494963354445,0.0,0.10583061592843022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543532338374743,0.04941710806657653,0.04979074465336407,0.051273497459804813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006660731242114,0.0,0.04174605251357647,0.09838949643457301,0.0,0.1519185436612432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049600346361712816,0.0,0.09496182085123916,0.0,0.04959561860907445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240920076012646,0.0,0.08167400342323029,0.13894186704634082,0.08712115181268895,0.0,0.09138402405533867,0.0,0.07352174987886005,0.03462607569376578,0.0,0.0,0.04429954791206783,0.0,0.058608589673447925,0.053143468847419134,0.1123404788847112,0.0,0.05064582965191575,0.04649562944764625,0.027545900435419143,0.08130655472001054,0.11629463104253338,0.0,0.0,0.047991670284860816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746271903635392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092777228034893,0.055926415439622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058876928791305,0.04809774303548468,0.08616248163677394,0.0,0.0,0.07991145154883297,0.0,0.054674846953687434,0.0,0.052661425018975916,0.09912513572847068,0.034234902627050125,0.0947175074018442,0.0,0.0855975662517035,0.0,0.12210459679537855,0.0,0.10581870485523996,0.04120638729175476,0.0,0.0,0.03235325859040618,0.04913969226962752,0.0,0.10559332828433646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051417670946221565,0.0,0.0,0.07737456757180139,0.0,0.14252039553762585,0.07187790929611601,0.07476415659461222,0.04681140862319714,0.0,0.09096925340326198,0.14246721533793322,0.13952118227621998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137468341266734,0.07372531777808021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680105987017948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641965244703675,0.04931013077666039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872446825714672,0.0,0.0,0.0969637074873263,0.0,0.18630188580589244,0.0,0.0,0.05203728506506383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854428538505578,0.0,0.0,0.03862330845114311,0.04412411818411912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040093840451775054,0.0,0.14551122287241722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793682064581132,0.054256783342079895,0.03430642180953772,0.0,0.07741439261843007,0.04052203476531016,0.1665623248502328,0.05067004803726812,0.05548510829631094,0.0,0.0,0.0913624228193254,0.0,0.03644245852726019,0.07791467034202035,0.042363812846761786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422723941469087,0.0,0.1539150539879171,0.08478753168578979,0.11141536723839876,0.0,0.0926279113642272,0.0,0.16453545566640684,0.0,0.04734691367142672,0.050457664990815394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435246843613445,0.0,0.15551479026046558,0.0,0.04357921579741595,0.08986201034235533,0.04373549668716471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141143272391897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529929556133996,0.0,0.0 adhd,redheadedalex,2019/07/26,"Having a hard time during a daily work transition; looking for some solutions. *tl;dr: Daily, I have to 'change gears' from quiet productive night time to busy distracted day time and the transition is eating away at my sanity lately. Halp me* Hi all. I'm getting better at identifying and making workarounds/shortcuts to my executive function inability, but I've got a work problem that's got me super stumped. Hoping for some fresh eyes to help. Firstly, this problem is compounded with pretty hard burnout...and boredom. I LOVE my job but I'm definitely in a stale phase. Not sure how to reignite that, but I've got a long vacation next week so hopefully that helps. Anyway, part of my issue is the burnout. However, the main issue is that there's an unavoidable transition that is reeeeeallly stressing me out every day. I work overnight, and am typically alone with few interruptions for the first five or six hours. (When there are interruptions they're job function related, I have patients or UAs or similar duties) I do well in the quiet and keep myself busy on the paperwork/training part of my job. However, when it hits the 'day shift' time, other workers pour in and all of them come by my area. It's the main entrance, and my station, so I can't tell anyone to go in another way. The time clocks are in the same room as me. This is a HUGE distraction and in the past I would transition well and just put my paperwork away, stand up and stretch, and acclimate to the pace change/huge influx of people/phone ringing off the hook/ten people needing 1000 different things. One of my biggest pet peeves happens during this time too--every person who comes in the door wants to small talk for a second. *good morning hi how are you how are you doing oh that's good excited for the weekend haha yeah sucks being here but we need the money amirite haha yep can somebody shove a fucking fork into my eye to get me out of here* For the past month or so I've been completely incapable of doing the transition. I get angry and annoyed when they start coming in. I have tried wrapping up any ""focused"" project before that time, but now I'm getting angry that I have to wrap my focus up, haha. I can't stop myself from working on whatever I'm working on, and I get explosively angry when I'm inevitably interrupted. It's becoming a real problem. I've been just getting up and going in the other room to make coffee...due to my position I can't leave the area for long amounts of time, but I thought the coffee-making would entice me. It did not. I'm just in a rut, I'm grumpy, I don't want to get up, I don't want people to come in. I want to lock the doors and avoid the transition at all costs (once I'm transitioned into the busy part of the day I do just fine, I'm great at my job haha) At this point I'm considering putting a big sign on the door that says ""DO NOT SPEAK"" and just locking myself in the hearing booth (it's soundproof) until everyone dissipates. Any tips? Ideas? Thoughts? I appreciate any input on this. It's driving me crazy!",2.9980453667953664,5.297226111486488,4.21968146718147,83.63844594594597,76.73648648648648,7.26911196911197,26.280888030888033,8.25012833911315,1.8987083976833976,2406,93,453,45,56,787,275,592,0.11699999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9740000000000001,7,3,0,0,0,0,84.0,1,2,2,11,23,27,3,4,39,6,33,5,2,5,4,78,80,37,0,13,18,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,24,26,1,4,3,1,2,9,8,10,2,6,8,11,47,17,72,68,13,89,0,0,3,2,17,44,2,8,34,284,71,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722127583404717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224358521073807,0.07311141188661979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048752454278804806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310154819701139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700438361561446,0.0593297601797781,0.0,0.0,0.061664974544273075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375846297560645,0.24024328398299305,0.07310400601296609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986415507688042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284645956214249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713447839558328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749050203342262,0.06662401347033171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861394092849233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445846633320967,0.2549944040705141,0.0,0.0792512068827902,0.1169619160598772,0.1672933125877925,0.07687066021423071,0.0,0.0,0.06165646557074435,0.0,0.1249175367196479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858371285802558,0.0,0.09346869513085627,0.0,0.0,0.1385027953417972,0.06866383083090323,0.0,0.0,0.07870960615294986,0.0,0.14554692195238586,0.2767601801826869,0.06197365624096979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865140617512803,0.07382736443198158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234066167422643,0.058550374157354965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292838994790352,0.0,0.09308226448766932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565281734459624,0.0,0.0,0.10339852700194084,0.0,0.0,0.07415197953467273,0.06543099887347341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425349859712281,0.04724660498350825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265120203219035,0.1331183823971033,0.09667531288319477,0.0608800730466597,0.0,0.0,0.06591146304555037,0.0,0.0,0.0709341011516491,0.0,0.20014858418159048,0.0,0.140183216125181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936087100640135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544710985872483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935081607896928,0.0,0.0,0.05829216162358401,0.07986829895391083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571379186843722,0.0,0.0,0.05604129435663786,0.0609416145994909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632134912150312,0.0,0.0,0.11070570931752732,0.3252517487053017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473378369574222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644994534638078,0.05534345275627391,0.055928171803464,0.0,0.12538001634936274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253798534982299,0.0,0.0,0.09905947688682933,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BananaRuntsFool,2019/07/26,"It's not that I don't know the answer, it's that I don't know the context of your question! I was wondering if anyone struggles with answering questions- especially in an academic or work setting. This comes up for me esp in classes right now (doing EMT) where a proctor will ask a question on our practice assessment. I hesitate to answer not because I don't know the answer but because I don't know exactly what they mean when they ask it. Sometimes I answer in my head and don't say anything and end up being correct. Sometimes I say it outright and am not totally incorrect but what they were asking was different or much more basic. Then again, this could be a fairly universal experience. It just hangs me up and I freeze because I'm thinking so freaking fast. I'm trying to think of the most complete answer, I'm trying to think more critically. This ends up making me feel uneasy, nervous and I end up not participating.",5.0313751611516935,6.489556357541901,6.194525139664807,75.17543188654922,69.22346368715084,8.859647614954879,33.32230339492909,9.265573868473778,3.2281651052857767,744,35,129,15,13,249,103,179,0.08800000000000001,0.904,0.008,-0.9227,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,3,1,6,3,0,2,8,0,14,1,1,1,3,42,32,13,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,0,19,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,3,4,19,0,16,25,5,22,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,8,8,95,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909683478110194,0.0,0.10706051195940396,0.0,0.36487541813640995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379216955217339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206889447885553,0.13640647929918706,0.0,0.0,0.10387358178517474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359259173364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456876835445171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726192881769802,0.0,0.0,0.06578203723931086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335192573594399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28599635293197523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684219016469984,0.0,0.0,0.14171610982195035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563784168016436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372224541903215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111039598001516,0.0,0.2069201253294499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573427639619031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600787491037294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500868386736165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665756034917227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410869741355696,0.09471372773220292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pointofgravity,2019/07/26,"I think my ADD is getting worse, concerning messaging/ text communication For a while now, if I send a message in a group chat like WhatsApp or discord and I don't get a reply shortly, I become increasingly anxious that I've said something wrong or people just don't like me. I've always hated asking for attention and this isn't really like me. Does anyone know how I can stop this feeling?",3.5202819548872166,5.8444868552631615,5.102180451127823,77.82026315789476,75.1842105263158,7.50075187969925,27.962406015037594,8.418075326091056,2.320051127819549,315,13,55,6,7,106,55,76,0.221,0.6629999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.8472,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,13,7,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,8,3,3,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,6,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919026392222648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840176711653252,0.0,0.17578919984511146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503104592892354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27765861597330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000743418096586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711862937758014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26269893438267106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482117704311688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816638218211647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684734029365342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742935422217397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105737698792852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239145057172305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935449287475524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018700700585446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610910692935297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25620459908469545,0.0,0.2748734311414657,0.0,0.0 adhd,Coffe-Annan,2019/07/26,"Big personal step! Okey, long story short. When i started uni i started to notice everyone around me was a lot more focused than me, i would always find every posible thing to do to escape from my studies, and when i accually did study my mind always floating away, this was my first year. My curator told me to go see a doctor and investigate adhd. A year after that i tried to contact a doctor, 3 times, but i always ended up calling the wrong place and get directed somewhere else. After those three calls i gave up, tried to convince my self that there is nothing wrong with me, trying to get help had taken to much energy and time, which i couldn’t handle. I went on for a while, took a sabatichal year in the middle of my studies because i couldn’t manage to study. A couple of weeks ago a friend of mine told me i should probably check it up again, i planed to do so for a while and today i finaly did make the call, came to the right place, and almost three years after someone first told me to see a doctor, i’ve gotten a doctor appointment! Such a relief, and i really hope to get help with all of this. I think maybe many of You can relate to the problem, love You all in this community, keep on swimming❤️",5.0383809523809555,5.235150906122449,5.855102040816328,82.17585034013605,68.51020408163265,8.329251700680272,26.945578231292515,8.021203637495839,1.5651986394557815,952,26,190,11,15,313,141,245,0.048,0.8109999999999999,0.141,0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,2,7,8,0,0,17,1,13,5,0,1,2,27,35,13,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,9,11,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,3,0,4,14,2,30,5,37,17,5,43,0,0,2,1,16,15,0,3,23,131,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597380285775627,0.0,0.08554109977499014,0.0,0.09663044036721344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088626841287314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590513004512286,0.0,0.0,0.09066457920710262,0.0,0.0,0.058825278932070665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956107354166604,0.11036986922778816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677500543539832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950858424607815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061305852391333,0.0,0.0854700298066344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130510049279052,0.09220953211856066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819891382357338,0.1641650724122972,0.0,0.0,0.07455537496469157,0.0,0.15125122181356998,0.0,0.054842963714183415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936333608281694,0.0,0.0,0.09584590668098264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577330526929433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539913611783549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204053479146718,0.08709468391084653,0.0,0.06441425253348196,0.09783547887235056,0.09694684903259587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743711761484516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093833163419466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925939978482352,0.10986546865140813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842597549827305,0.20164314945421327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040429228299436,0.09233711360341698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182013416171121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241015698088514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379542294316176,0.0,0.10067016015325264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176382356999815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366058699642083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411006643267356,0.06183306658921895,0.0,0.0,0.11253942087343233,0.0,0.09147036608517056,0.276628596355682,0.10721463990576437,0.19655074364256295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740618263023738,0.0,0.0,0.08945612404364263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855056863026919,0.211014393857028,0.0,0.24857039210279605 adhd,BDB121,2019/07/26,"How to help with concentration for someone with ADHD TLDR: started studying, struggling with concentration and my mind keeps going blank, is there anything to help with these symptoms ? I just started re-doing my year 12 this week, and i was just wondering if anybody has any experience with ADHD and academic studies ? i was given a little bit of homework this week to do, and as i was doing it i realised that i get distracted very easily, i also noticed that as i was writing the paragraph for my homework my mind kept going blank every now and then, which will probably be an issue once i start doing tests and assessments. So my question is: does anyone have any recommendations to help mitigate these symptoms ? are there excercises that i can do that may help ?",8.028938848920863,8.426896884892091,8.164667266187053,67.47275629496403,62.165467625899275,10.403237410071943,37.518884892086334,10.125756701596842,4.0548482014388485,613,28,96,12,8,200,85,139,0.037000000000000005,0.8590000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.8501,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,0,17,2,0,1,0,23,27,13,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,10,11,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,0,15,0,14,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,8,75,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34300044523497697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411883753491725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408467646832495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978064355296144,0.0,0.11743168958736246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557937606040711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487959094389756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023269471945483,0.0,0.0,0.13959006030977816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745559703226246,0.0,0.16220181203372966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38260090451557205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894394297063626,0.0,0.12684020516567868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302501810407575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881769322102515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246731475039367,0.0,0.15197310547093695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538570262199188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985903853629854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091104713976285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030158949575726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918324464923152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29664429438183665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177441978212058,0.0,0.0,0.2289340734879221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475436693027267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189548960904592 adhd,WillowyGiraffe,2019/07/26,Starting a new teaching job across the country. New teacher orientation is today. Here's to hoping my ADHD mouth doesn't muck up new work relationships on day one!!! I will show restraint. I will not over share. I will not interject.,2.4172868217054244,5.367771697674421,3.395697674418604,83.48176356589148,87.83720930232559,5.657364341085271,25.77131782945737,7.1686216300943375,1.6528015503875968,185,8,32,3,6,59,36,43,0.047,0.863,0.091,0.4191,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,20,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026550290679699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624118278905174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501275715530153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990597338066756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7296673335796391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064895389996773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27037502293356835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824910680726064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870879133212494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333784834356456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pilsencallao,2019/07/26,"Oh the tragedy that is ADHD Yesterday, at aged 25, I finally received a diagnosis for ADHD along with a prescription for some medication. Today, as I prepare for a new stage in my life, I can not, for the life of me, remember where I put my prescription letter. Oh ADHD, you beautifully ironic asshole.",7.836726190476193,7.498532553571433,9.39,60.98833333333336,62.75,13.180952380952384,40.095238095238095,12.45797560212912,5.512316666666669,237,12,39,8,3,84,41,56,0.106,0.8270000000000001,0.067,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,10,2,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7805727517900841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371651580744628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305840693094422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218100964318436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090970407307748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764228899322785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452522860345865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521667710859468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Luci1985,2019/07/26,"Concerta making me worse in other aspects Hi all! I am on concerta. Although it helps me with fatigue and concentration, I feel very anxious on it. I smoke ALOT when I'm on it and I also want to drink more than ever, which I am really trying to stop. If this drug is making me so anxious, is it right for me and is there anything else I can do or take in its place?? I'm so confused as to what to do right now. Thanks in advance for your insight.",1.0288179669030733,2.8841239148936166,3.2960992907801447,90.03388888888891,81.12765957446808,5.879905437352246,23.21040189125296,6.937597516519254,0.7414174940898342,344,12,75,4,9,118,61,94,0.159,0.773,0.068,-0.8399,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,2,2,16,16,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,4,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,1,15,16,3,14,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,4,4,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132076053296294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840409711795007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762941754872157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986519776139545,0.2484403916913906,0.0,0.17896283191564732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937845519734143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083218247767306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359478101534198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860022249547065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382619964736394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372421104169267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659048631069432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910702982492327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107533948229075,0.0,0.0,0.19723547566321886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544904734413042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676332807807058,0.1263592209359996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832008278355147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RxWest,2019/07/26,"Any tips for sitting still during college lectures? First off, I have not been diagnosed with any sort of ADHD. However, I do experience a lot of symptoms. This includes never being able to sit still and basically blanking out after 5 minutes of sitting still during each lecture. Even if I try to sit still, I can’t concentrate. I try extremely hard, but the best I can do is retain around 50%. I just kind of feel like I’m wasting my time in class. At home, I move around constantly. This is the only way I can learn, but I end up retaining 5 times as much. I basically end up reteaching myself the entire class on my own time. It’s weird, but I always found that I was a better teacher, for myself, than any others that I’ve had before. Any tips on how I can get the most out of the lectures? Or maybe would it be worth it finding medical help?",3.4640828402366854,4.885983100591716,4.910769230769231,83.0092307692308,73.02366863905327,7.566863905325444,27.201183431952664,8.139509932561175,1.7700792899408286,660,24,130,10,13,221,110,169,0.042,0.841,0.11699999999999999,0.9371,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,7,0,15,3,0,1,1,26,19,8,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,4,2,18,4,24,12,6,30,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,5,14,94,26,7,0.13692626375285682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455876022522106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393362037666745,0.0,0.0,0.3724582190143912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378680958751306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165141653578216,0.0,0.14369566612947196,0.1211001530946044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796864717046418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897727543394084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255205563351576,0.0,0.0,0.09043850582641247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339401600403434,0.0,0.0,0.0692340331273356,0.09782015018420206,0.0,0.0,0.1251481244416886,0.11646940999936575,0.0,0.15013258071575125,0.0,0.0,0.07153832138774367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265903726344073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177878831177448,0.0,0.13734820682925294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258763291744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689525605691023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640981291315004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756083608047942,0.0,0.0,0.1379388053574493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455309487756107,0.10065655879618277,0.0,0.10560597584260624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413859371780143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373979644315877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231881616922945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239528416578406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592789002435905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086856947740557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726848916359893,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jadefyrexiii,2019/07/26,"So I have an appointment to see a psychiatrist... First of all, I want to thank this community for showing me I am not alone and that there are so many people out there who Get It. I’m more of a lurker, but this has been on my mind since I got my appointment date and I wanted to get it out there. Sorry for the rambling mess, but I’m sure you guys understand, right? ;) So. After some shenanigans with my local medical system, I finally have an appointment to see a psychiatrist at the end of September to see about receiving a formal diagnosis. I’m really nervous about it because the medical scene around here isn’t well-equipped to handle ADHD, and an admitting doctor in our local psych ER told me I couldn’t have adhd if I could focus on something for days or weeks (I poorly described my hyperfixations). I’m really nervous that I won’t use the correct language when I see the psychiatrist in September and will get dismissed as just being depressed, or whatever. I’ve already had my family doctor agree that I probably have it after blood tests came back clear and we discussed how my symptoms affect my life, etc. I guess what I want to know is, how can I go I’m prepared to stand up for myself if I feel like I’m being dismissed?",4.731503267973861,5.866480242798357,6.1065165819414196,76.74128540305014,69.61728395061728,9.33904623577826,29.520455095618487,9.627879704456738,2.7790916969256845,981,37,183,22,17,332,139,243,0.064,0.836,0.099,0.6487,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,0,1,15,7,0,2,12,0,18,7,1,4,4,39,45,18,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,4,1,1,3,4,4,1,1,5,5,29,3,30,34,4,27,0,1,4,0,9,12,0,6,11,129,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30445169241178843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118599089665087,0.13977717923978394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275806080607136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739701039867672,0.0,0.07721336752848687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487018899812065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113111831972099,0.0,0.0,0.08168797991104168,0.0,0.10909575607058472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25929250921575164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218695336321607,0.0,0.1412641509065605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940780740702855,0.0,0.06404526422434899,0.09048898470915674,0.0,0.1387545240170593,0.0,0.10774056920451544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853057037791388,0.0,0.07198622752821437,0.0,0.10130499321988813,0.0,0.13953498123610114,0.12541754823679147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961137401420653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946672466543368,0.061881767622009635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841769600820158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552018663902114,0.0,0.0,0.1278948117186023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781306106623113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365655137561394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622887583822818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817060037051997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037401175648425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477799874460657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751234859605876,0.0,0.1417902878059453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193795819457809,0.13165268255990198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661544826541348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103314463365215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186197928388702,0.0,0.10939726674431847,0.0,0.0,0.22412961677970475,0.0,0.1016024426387758,0.0,0.11388639667992775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chuck-krane,2019/07/26,"I recently started dexamfetamine (22m) and have never been more focused. Yet quite a few problems are already beginning to form. So two weeks ago I was diagnosed with ADHD and was prescribed dexamfetamine. I’ve been on it for one week and surprise surprise, I am pretty much the most focused that I have ever been in my life. With that though I have noticed major downsides. 1) I find myself glued my phone for hours until I get snapped out of it. 2) my appetite has disappeared. Causing me to be hungry to the point of becoming dizzy. Does anyone have tips for my personal experiences or even on getting adjusted to life on medication?",4.170670261941446,6.704487330508478,5.193636363636365,76.93325885978432,74.0,8.019722650231127,31.913713405238827,8.841846274778883,3.1147864406779657,507,25,85,11,11,166,84,118,0.09699999999999999,0.84,0.062,-0.4905,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,13,4,0,1,2,14,17,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,0,13,2,17,11,6,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,11,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204336370961212,0.0,0.16258961317092122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240709952229516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825062168711154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257154675449696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884215327709848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616612239715755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051094284720824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114632332894434,0.16591271759127907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941868661699073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764137143888933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165740375862014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063047536276536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910810823024594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477504643339104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348338509761177,0.0,0.14146381099499158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882340881589956,0.0,0.0,0.12428925992295432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015413648591162,0.0,0.0,0.17338996029937204,0.0,0.0,0.18660276095003764,0.0,0.175506927331888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508836787016584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110384120665105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982470188471662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020794422226735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917342084465018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942548394629739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WadeCountyClutch,2019/07/26,"The dishes in the sink! You see the dishes in the sink first thing in the morning! Very dirty but decide to watch your show first, then play video games, and then finally late in the afternoon you decide to wash your dishes. Anyone can relate?",3.979130434782608,6.168375826086957,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,73.34782608695652,6.339130434782609,18.02173913043478,7.1686216300943375,0.17584347826086955,192,3,36,2,4,58,29,46,0.042,0.884,0.07400000000000001,0.3793,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,6,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,7,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534240214873435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970314599968873,0.0,0.6165765879735247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088441483283634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28881495841601623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078669984403364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990480623911116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jarriola0913,2019/07/26,Forgetting words Whenever I’m talking I always seem to forget simple words like “stairs” or “cartridge” or “couch” or “windowsill” etc. I don’t know if this has anything to do with my ADD or what. Anybody know why I might be forgetting common words?,6.202971014492757,7.1950461086956565,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,66.17391304347827,8.742028985507247,32.72463768115942,8.841846274778883,2.7893855072463767,195,8,34,3,3,61,34,46,0.044000000000000004,0.899,0.057999999999999996,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,9,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30434907937113115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30099669201682083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40792908176348014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020341141000788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786962402134476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880230690463932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329823277035426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399123835723234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33004959848476145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,harveypug,2019/07/26,"My ADHD ass is starting college for the second time around...any tips? So long story short, I was in college when I was 18-19 in a major (music) that I was pressured in to. My grades, except for a few select classes, were atrocious. Fall quarter I am taking: Human Sexuality Choir Intro to Stats English 101 I am in the process of getting a letter from my doctor for disability services. Other than that I could really use some pointers. I intend to major in public health, something I WANT TO DO. So what are your best tips for the ADHD college life?",3.5654926624737944,5.539294207547172,5.1448427672955965,79.15414046121593,73.90566037735849,5.843186582809224,26.872117400419288,6.42735559955562,1.3476406708595392,430,16,73,3,9,145,73,106,0.053,0.8809999999999999,0.065,0.2944,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,10,4,1,2,0,6,15,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,12,1,17,10,5,11,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,4,57,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007745958249351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997229111640375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250550775439865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623035857300328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956205942740085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25583098453239994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305868069827891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656815979174688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654470870195593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119491738974192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012222243155236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924211402855353,0.0,0.0,0.17691352334052593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879287724333927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574589998685805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158736520465003,0.0,0.0,0.14742500839958214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CHEWYGO1234,2019/07/26,"Hate my meds I fucking hate my ADD medication I take concerta but I've been off it this summer and feel so much better. Being able to focus isn't worth the lose of appetite. I literally get so irritable when I'm hungry and can't focus so it kind of defeats the purpose of the medication all I can focus on is my hunger but still don't have an appetite. The seventh circle of hell has to be starving but not wanting to eat. I drink protein shakes usually but the lack of appetite got so bad during the school year (junior in college) that I thought I was I had malnutrition. Like the sides of my mother frequently crack from the lack of nutrients and it fucking sucks man. Scared for the next school year.",2.828258241758242,5.013208649999998,4.2871428571428565,83.50708791208791,76.78571428571429,6.87912087912088,26.48351648351648,7.882392219407189,1.6851153846153846,561,22,108,9,13,186,89,140,0.285,0.654,0.061,-0.9906,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,14,6,2,10,0,12,7,0,0,1,15,24,12,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,3,0,2,1,1,1,4,11,0,0,5,1,12,3,15,17,4,13,1,2,0,2,2,4,4,0,9,72,17,4,0.17497153714628305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460939249511572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547481056947415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140549404346153,0.0,0.17903956419278305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847086648761236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235167332759029,0.09141540647505744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399407222099926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454963369254642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822059305922885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548225489594999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957483940808199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943539332600254,0.35253083147112874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862421228561316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860842147638823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517703271487858,0.3541610737531655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973249558497022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155682045753192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890785598379102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270642837405846,0.0,0.10320274596508644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253518665100412 adhd,MesobitchyEvo,2019/07/26,"Sup homies Looking for advice on how to best deal with my little fuckup. I took my meds (70mg vyvanse) way to late (at lunch) yesterday and I havnt got any sleep. But now its 6.30 in the morning in my timezone and I cant decide between maybe trying to get 2-3 hours of sleep before noon, just skipping sleep and drinking lots of coffee or taking another 70mg of vyvanse right now. Im sort of afraid that the vyv will keep me up for the next night aswell but this day will most likely be really shitty with just 2-3 hours of sleep or just drinking coffee. What should I do, do yall think I can fall asleep the next night if I eat one now?",3.5187728026534018,4.06397419402985,4.306218905472637,90.70785240464346,71.98507462686567,6.851077943615258,23.09784411276949,6.42735559955562,0.403601326699834,498,11,111,3,9,160,91,134,0.042,0.937,0.02,-0.5775,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,4,0,8,9,5,1,0,21,15,9,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,11,2,18,9,3,23,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,6,14,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472070600790104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937533615594155,0.14456414233170284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731350378565067,0.0,0.14468148160947852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891193127014503,0.14213341927770487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701116787901114,0.0,0.14107096602662053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202910574149153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026374509809253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27153976532890045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891854706943128,0.0,0.0,0.12254131373538975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551844484309088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735418694004824,0.13817758803376476,0.0,0.0,0.11577241370177092,0.0,0.0,0.117208435437305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850456392769642,0.0,0.15313764440658922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29324334045831146,0.2587551242675809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342132440442752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832025805336513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773650169911945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518608122793843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365780230201653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833873415909069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317379672463674,0.09360171856891927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943132645001027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onehalfofagiraffe,2019/07/26,"Good grades with adhd? Does anybody have good grades with adhd? I tried talking to a doctor about it but he instantly said “no, you don’t have it” without any discussion. Are good grades and adhd like oil and water or can they mix? I have straight A’s in HS btw. Not asking for a diagnosis or anything but I’m wondering if anybody who has been diagnosed has had this experience beforehand.",2.662700000000001,5.268205586666667,4.114250000000002,82.26337500000002,79.8,7.483333333333332,26.70833333333333,8.472884824447931,2.2614333333333336,309,13,57,7,8,102,56,75,0.036000000000000004,0.7879999999999999,0.177,0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,12,14,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,4,4,7,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,1,37,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6638058748447073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520348029358835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150970700660812,0.0,0.1721212508203567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687130719891767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844794889806832,0.16111894754728234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009831258397602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632769568387509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994854666512048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513408156491278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798344157059692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500096776650185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747882514436286,0.19966321590013114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_jewish_asshole_,2019/07/26,"adderall side effects? i'm prescribed adderall to treat ADHD by a psychiatrist. i am seeing him tomorrow to talk about some side effects i think i'm experiencing, but also just wanted to ask those who have taken adderall on the sub if these are common side effects or not. i started off at 5mg ir as needed, was increased to 10 and then switched to a 20xr with 10 or 5ir in the late afternoon. so about 10-30 mg daily. i have been taking this for about 6 months. recently i have noticed that i feel like my heart is pounding harder- not faster, just harder, like i can feel it pounding. i also get REALLY sweaty really quickly, like with minor exertion. I've been worrying about this. I'm not in good shape; im overweight/obese, havent exercised in a good 2 years, and have a shit diet, so I'm not surprised if these are just effects of being fat and out of shape. But i feel that these symptoms at least get worse while on adderall anyone else experiencing something similar?",5.0027507047925885,6.012651675392675,5.893926701570681,78.97466371325011,68.89528795811518,8.39001208215868,30.922674184454287,8.617729084823388,2.436998872331856,774,31,144,12,13,255,114,191,0.111,0.8140000000000001,0.075,-0.8348,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,12,8,1,0,6,0,14,6,3,4,0,30,31,16,0,4,13,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,6,2,0,8,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,6,11,7,25,26,3,27,0,0,1,0,4,14,1,5,15,91,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845568914215576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774191258690188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128172487141335,0.17772215002303954,0.0,0.0,0.16215427724631584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489695305645856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631077446359668,0.12391419813037564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812431020329182,0.0,0.0,0.2909667448306181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554154582720424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873580071781408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566149736647706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542197695692221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384477926568872,0.0,0.0,0.12861251694369288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747633876199572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222356834387133,0.0,0.17126300015891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382188480783355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780460639847002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353188261452076,0.0,0.0,0.12277027252085265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028312112858014,0.1304143751732729,0.1394142088669073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111410869525212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230652872571908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761490032803427,0.1767624844095046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169745043558946 adhd,GastonLeFort,2019/07/26,"Normal approach to dating... this person seems into me. I should go out a couple times with them and see if we’re compatible. ADHD dating... HOLY FUCK! THIS PERSON IS INTO ME! I need to give this everything I got! 2 weeks later... “I’m not so excited about this anymore.” That’s the result you get if you’re lucky. If the relationship keeps going it turns into your significant other thinking, “why did this person completely lose interest in me and start planning a 3 year vacation in which we live in every continent for 8 months!”",3.163599999999999,5.70064816,4.948,77.39900000000002,77.4,7.6,23.0,8.548686976883017,1.9029000000000007,416,13,71,9,10,141,75,100,0.109,0.813,0.078,-0.6226,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,1,2,2,5,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,20,17,6,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,1,10,3,12,14,0,18,0,1,1,1,9,7,1,5,8,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316195365804206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841534767613348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469126191574573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205461218203193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564508934020964,0.0,0.16688519558278522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166638103718096,0.09701477782438324,0.17812969761460412,0.21106254387235093,0.0,0.14851236347661426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504881192074486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639666864831944,0.0,0.0,0.2077383637342584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482150955730685,0.0,0.0,0.137685954574546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819356807626817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864091132656129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936036920979933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796999926680185,0.16904418593791254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314315477770432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898193903016475,0.0,0.0,0.1082766814866938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019761838042988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894842210323955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675553356833532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957755319803155 adhd,angelfire321,2019/07/26,"left my Dr.'s office crying today after pushing myself to try to explain how I feel. * I took notes (as I've read from here may be helpful in getting thoughts organized and communicated) and told her * irritability related to patience, time management, things going to slowly, towards myself for memory issues and losing time because of forgetting things is still there * procrastination and impulsiveness is causing financial problems and delinquency with school assignments and some work tasks * I don't know how to manage my medication schedule with an irregular work and school schedule, and want to find a better plan than taking 7.5 mg four times a day - its too confusing. * difficulty making decisions, or getting stuck doing something so I end up late every day She told me that no medication adjustments are going to fix my problems, and it's normal life stuff that everyone has to figure out. That the stimulant is just for school and work, and the rest is on me. She told me that it will only become harder when I graduate and I need to start trying to do things differently now. ""Make some to-do lists and turn your homework in on time"". ooook. Im in therapy 2x / week and a 1x/month mental health group. She offered to have me try Xanax (I don't have any anxiety) or Lamictal (I do not have Bipolar), but I declined because I don't want to keep adding things. &#x200B; I know that there is much more than goes into managing ADHD than medication, and I am aware of those things and trying new things to work on that. But it felt very invalidating and I felt dumb and embarrassed for even trying to speak my mind. It filled my mind with self-doubt ""Am I really just lazy and bad at life?"" ""Is this medication a crutch and not even helping me?"" ""Should I trust my doctor?"" ""Maybe it is Bipolar and not ADHD, or maybe its a personality disorder- maybe you don't have any label and you just suck... etc etc"" self defeating thoughts erupt. &#x200B; Not sure what I'm posting for, just needed to feel a bit less ""crazy"" and alone.",4.4214315569487965,6.750759851458888,5.17261634916807,78.3253355839563,72.50132625994695,8.283224821155855,27.07410979824773,9.0124134603493,2.3806505747126443,1612,59,286,35,33,521,208,377,0.121,0.85,0.028999999999999998,-0.985,1,1,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,3,0,8,17,12,2,2,9,0,26,11,0,6,1,77,56,33,0,8,13,0,4,0,0,3,11,1,1,2,23,28,0,1,13,1,0,5,9,9,0,1,9,5,35,3,41,43,9,36,0,2,0,0,18,12,2,7,18,192,58,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402697552994809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498694143163015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689571109522074,0.17595342462816208,0.09847208571216988,0.0,0.055387556911283616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045289143524747,0.08827153309622779,0.07996264561641371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403394553539449,0.07904455326811491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437710030287494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953052046058122,0.0933869801705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564498742636329,0.08297930182687685,0.07410681609113177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412694254730271,0.0,0.16149539349463646,0.09564206499172423,0.0,0.06100205557315881,0.06918349486783043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321755081528515,0.0,0.13903511331127866,0.0,0.06617438524702336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565442088017353,0.0,0.08229578464357237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696025308136345,0.0,0.0,0.09705946329348633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782069020632366,0.0755691844683405,0.0,0.06435448579508209,0.0,0.0,0.07958081484921525,0.0,0.08167294151211278,0.0,0.07866530452590978,0.0,0.1022797632081297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099964745247343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966581872215847,0.0,0.2182135082479894,0.0,0.0,0.2917507773116046,0.07296448338134809,0.0,0.1462113551942845,0.0,0.057790820495296824,0.0,0.05322401697295768,0.10737076752912078,0.0,0.06992658693348464,0.0,0.0,0.07093887588165652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506520733337852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321889063396516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934138402857923,0.0,0.0,0.1385584348671997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242188731792977,0.0,0.04638276364970775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982496140084565,0.0,0.0,0.1510627664686807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055738823353431985,0.0,0.0,0.05124671650775011,0.0,0.05782056569702348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288330479491576,0.0,0.0,0.06823830546474381,0.0,0.054437514683409335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279833337321084,0.0,0.28860520274530405,0.0,0.0,0.114958668405939,0.1688734400346992,0.0,0.06862890915090293,0.20755048460349126,0.08044161291415647,0.2457820258499136,0.07875290527883477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973947532046772,0.08540949802988199,0.0,0.05807675319132684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083893002308904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595342462816208,0.0 adhd,mrorry,2019/07/26,"appetite: vyvanse / soda observations Being on vyvanse the past two years, I'm way more observant to my appetite and how it fluctuates — obviously I am rarely hungry during the day, so when I am hungry it really sticks out. I also am not a big soda drinker — but for whatever reason my office has diet coke in the fridge and I've indulged a couple times the past month. Consistently drinking a diet coke totally eliminates any effects of the vyvanse suppressing my appetite. It's not that I become super hungry — just that I'm not.... not hungry? And I suddenly have an intense... desire, maybe is how I would describe it... to snack and eat. This is less of an ADHD observation, and more of a curiosity. I know I've seen places that soda (and especially diet soda) supposedly messes with your appetite and increases your desire for sugar? Not to be a one-woman focus group / scientific method..... but yeah, that checks out. Anyone else notice this?",5.504105545617172,7.3283518255814,6.99558139534884,68.47321109123436,68.53488372093024,9.245796064400716,30.091234347048307,9.661875296680813,3.250149731663684,742,29,115,17,13,254,103,172,0.026000000000000002,0.9109999999999999,0.063,0.7368,0,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,2,6,2,0,0,12,1,10,13,0,4,2,29,14,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,10,13,1,3,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,1,2,12,1,13,10,5,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,8,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539207319087348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896268884775947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436794726821585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773376765698093,0.2164840815616681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333451286899419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337802750416769,0.0,0.13625985444746755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697659757650685,0.0,0.21619493607834214,0.17649957419176554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161154395223562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212261857902472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686438253964461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405467400743767,0.0,0.0,0.14317061707905224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40338646467849015,0.0,0.0,0.22074543919455472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535309980557433,0.2172337918169232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320063416311405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639248509802813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677063629263284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008915919319424,0.0,0.0,0.13605912356559824 adhd,loudflower,2019/07/26,"advice on dealing with my pharmacy Hi, my first post here. I’m on approximately 10-15 mgs adderall daily. It’s a life changer and vital for my overall wellbeing. I’ve only been taking it for maybe 5 months. The issue is my pharmacy (local walgreens) will not fill my prescription until the day it was dispensed last month. My last refill was 6/24, and they wouldn’t dispense until today (25th). This is not just inconvenient and annoying, but I run short on medication. I don’t know if this is just my pharmacy? Is this a federal policy? I’ve talked with the pharmacist and she says this is just the way it is. I’d like to have a day or two leeway. Are other pharmacies as strict? I’ve thought of changing pharmacies.",2.4160671462829733,4.991040007194247,4.32328057553957,80.57177937649881,80.58273381294964,7.735443645083933,25.094004796163073,8.648137234880735,2.229494580335731,567,22,104,14,15,192,91,139,0.013999999999999999,0.932,0.054000000000000006,0.6197,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,7,0,14,2,0,0,0,17,18,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,4,1,11,2,12,12,0,19,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,11,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115550777516394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902156329814194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792409732740088,0.2231954348920777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841493781491955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259631115807832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897924181646105,0.3529424204844784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291585921465894,0.10576785616135864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749695840342667,0.0,0.0,0.2180945643096804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34560631325575913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465316751041567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734106113028256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721644306011187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277627304210435,0.1740093858389274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187176624270836,0.0,0.0,0.20521065517955644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114828268711903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184257313971635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DSPSaxon,2019/07/26,"Finally seeking treatment tomorrow. I've typed this post like 3 times already. Long story short I've always struggled with attention and impulsivity. I was going to share some stories but decided to not to. Tomorrow I'm finally making a doctor's appointment about it. I'm very nervous, so wish me luck please! Any advice would also be fantastic.",4.345506912442397,7.507698758064518,5.944930875576037,68.21596774193549,77.54838709677419,9.349308755760367,33.05069124423963,9.606745405546679,4.443011059907835,281,15,40,9,7,95,52,62,0.067,0.64,0.294,0.9540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324795439718112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26253581274895826,0.1902537957801854,0.19795732214947706,0.0,0.0,0.16178462381186587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350745242145624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212300310184713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352077846586855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622913157459408,0.0,0.0,0.2105398254265368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880448093371044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611499687069162,0.0,0.0,0.22784872786078034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24871159901743656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872523248714413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962978334731394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735808111518164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900199941592234,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kma1233,2019/07/26,"i feel like i don’t fit in with a majority of the world and even worse, I have zero idea how to explain this to those close to me. I find this mostly at work. Like today my boss took a few of us out on a little day trip for our hard work. Everyone was excited about the activity but I wasn’t because I had done it before and I knew I was bad at it; it requires too much focus and executive functioning for me to get through well. I tired my best to stay positive and stick with it best i could (with help of beloved adderall) but everyone around me was like “don’t be so negative! you’ll get it eventually!” ..does anyone else who has ADHD ( i also had ODD as a kid idk if that matters to anyone) get sooooo frustrated at the “eventually” people use when talking to you? Everyone was super excited, talkative, and positive during this work outing. I like the people I work with, so I tried my best to keep up, but found myself slapping my face with cold water half way through just to wake up. I couldn’t keep up with what anyone was saying. I was faking positivity and happiness the best I could. Yet i get the feeling that from time to time my bosses or co workers take what i’m saying/my opinion on things as offensive when i’m really just reaching for ways to contribute to the convo. My co worker even pointed out today that I was “blunt and kinda rude but it’s funny” when I was trying to be genuine. I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to be the kind of person who shows up to work with a smile and awesome go getter attitude like everyone else.But i am so trapped within myself.",3.9886363636363633,4.729611993827163,5.595611672278341,81.17570707070709,71.03703703703705,8.730415263748599,27.38159371492705,8.97023862654752,2.0387580246913584,1242,41,254,23,22,424,165,324,0.11800000000000001,0.63,0.252,0.9947,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,0,13,17,20,3,0,13,0,26,4,2,4,0,50,45,24,0,5,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,19,19,1,3,8,1,0,3,6,5,1,2,15,5,38,15,50,23,8,34,0,0,0,0,12,19,0,5,14,184,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383741867122965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574913716416176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393875654075752,0.19869544287573845,0.097053867335456,0.0,0.08432264885672022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908890091601205,0.0577416428644267,0.0,0.0806014326117557,0.0,0.3976195174060345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125559481246592,0.0,0.0,0.061087844155995774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289184737374627,0.09693347740243356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912806398881764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251259554662573,0.0,0.0,0.3620436634688403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578856336335403,0.06766940499406411,0.0,0.0,0.08657417823572157,0.0,0.0,0.10385776742447622,0.0,0.0,0.1979533105793395,0.0,0.05383268693154708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083331435639037,0.08485229324563298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349014987647156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692959143962864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838650492011215,0.0,0.09863837114199683,0.05205672574955902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138188633796175,0.09493631330548244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963155780952535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133659554604266,0.08270758368481676,0.0,0.0,0.08954289265472005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606813290714442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532672431596774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096103282457138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121914440638016,0.07613394351965852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292907789259848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046630234846892,0.10886898756440676,0.17957073241479554,0.0,0.10523961058349786,0.1286200201702624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393888511718275,0.0818093823503342,0.0,0.0,0.055869480901563184,0.15037180545884285,0.0,0.0,0.08516644014759094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34479366598401456,0.0,0.096529795017344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raddish-,2019/07/26,"Discussing issues/my opinions is very hard for me I think it is an issue of not having confidence in myself or not believing my opinion or issue is valid enough to bring up but it has caused problems in personal and professional life. What tips/tricks/methods do you use to stay calm in potentially high pressure conversations and have the ability to present an idea in a way that makes sense without stumbling though it for 5 minutes and having to repeat yourself?",8.07105882352941,8.675985752941179,7.559999999999999,71.14000000000001,62.05882352941178,10.094117647058825,38.17647058823529,9.888512548439397,3.960811764705882,379,18,61,7,5,119,66,85,0.10800000000000001,0.825,0.067,-0.3914,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,3,0,17,12,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,13,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,2,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25804261455901684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352807595795519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366530964571793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516926023230386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419867400102423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585512345447446,0.0,0.4781034767452791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177331651295426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288181185115346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998344312383745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191543745921519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441195119729157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675558406206993,0.2250245042344424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978116302442257,0.0,0.1889768365941559,0.0,0.18179633634930967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207803694931357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissAnnabelle93,2019/07/26,"Strategies to handle ADHD while waiting for meds Hi peeps, &#x200B; I was just informally diagnosed with ADHD by my psychiatrist. We are switching up a few of my psych meds, and she wants to add Vyvanse, but it won't be for a few weeks to let the other med changes settle some. &#x200B; Now that I have a probable reason for a bunch of stuff, where would you all recommend I start looking for strategies to help me function day to day? I have a lot of trouble sitting down and completing a task (or even starting it for that matter), memory issues, among quite a few other things like skin picking and rocking/tapping my foot/fidgeting somehow. &#x200B; Books, websites, lessons you've learned. I'll take anything at this point. Help?",7.5377205882352944,8.010179095588239,6.831176470588236,76.36529411764708,63.191176470588246,9.15294117647059,38.32352941176471,8.841846274778883,3.4668852941176467,591,29,100,8,8,182,98,136,0.027000000000000003,0.868,0.105,0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,8,0,8,2,1,2,1,22,14,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,11,1,19,9,7,14,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,4,8,73,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762400569002147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735703619656795,0.4189469812055662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457520263939703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157762242152473,0.0,0.12049886727553773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823693072573646,0.0,0.0,0.11664857714400985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759082590354543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540664117229514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995402295458965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175207360637524,0.0,0.05614757097775922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650981046468007,0.0,0.0,0.09770690207820178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38297426556447695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086432477592761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239108411313344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223910685991422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816418958993236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269197164337212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156402197362374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641086881995158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635245185914788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778697533456013,0.0,0.09218757929509044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164090730987518,0.0,0.4189469812055662,0.0 adhd,MystikGohan,2019/07/26,"As someone who was diagnosed when I was 22 I sometimes forget I have ADHD It's true sometimes I forget, but I think remembering that you have adhd can be really helpful in dealing with the symptoms; which may be a no-brainer to you veterans but it's something I'm still learning. Anywho thanks for reading this. I need to spend more time in this sub.",1.9955434782608703,4.629051652173917,3.678097826086958,84.05453804347827,83.20289855072463,5.7688405797101465,27.46557971014493,7.1686216300943375,1.7628971014492758,280,13,50,4,8,93,50,69,0.044000000000000004,0.8059999999999999,0.15,0.8397,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,37,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202010151185079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160161160334565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312442759253787,0.0,0.21966657885667532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450649566780534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604762195418665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164833307299649,0.0,0.1386472451245214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516706712362196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337599946279154,0.1666143562035113,0.4280992493760238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283709539123632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249481964386804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992548442927264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867624935544126,0.0,0.0,0.12619901981444154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Comrex11918,2019/07/26,"Well this was a first... Today I ran an entire cycle of laundry, except I forgot to put my clothes in. To make matters worse, I even had to throw something else in while it was going and I STILL didn't notice the clothes in my basket. Not my finest moment.",1.7042307692307688,3.74292865384616,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,79.76923076923076,4.16,20.015384615384615,3.1291,-0.4043892307692305,198,5,40,0,5,64,41,52,0.063,0.872,0.065,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,0,7,1,8,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987867015982315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128739320174934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849805167720757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040805587838847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236383988961541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814394569028832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336802614105956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579262361405732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675593057856278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175739128091197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012366132719039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414291883101367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glueflavoredsemen,2019/07/26,"“Can’t you just self-medicate with aspirin?” I love my mom and she’s well meaning but she blurted this out when I was discussing my diagnosis with her (30 F and diagnosed last month but no meds currently until I’m no longer pregnant). Bonus was me describing my symptoms to her, and her saying that it sounded normal to her, because I’m pretty sure she has ADHD inattentive type as well.",3.2695428571428597,5.584304640000003,4.479238095238099,82.03200000000002,75.93333333333334,7.485714285714287,29.380952380952376,8.418075326091056,2.443895238095238,308,14,56,6,7,101,56,75,0.067,0.7070000000000001,0.225,0.9217,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,12,8,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,2,2,14,5,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,0,5,39,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599524194064244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185541220378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195415117500921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631462589683233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522058639252554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356157899200411,0.4805245023526583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533297514518218,0.17264982697638756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119295857352324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005642975318165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720116676964442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256496816437717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038616432623361,0.2248201222445716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889621255825961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExcellentAirport,2019/07/26,"Trying to find a therapist who gets it I recently moved and I am trying to find a therapist in the area. I met with one yesterday and I am still SEETHING. I mentioned that I am an attorney and she says “wow, adhd and a lawyer. That seems... incongruous. Don’t you have to do a lot of long reading?” She proceeds to ask me a LOT of question about how I made it through law school and why I chose law given “my challenges” I get this a lot in my personal life. But I was so taken aback to get that from a therapist. Anyone else had a similar experience?",1.8929203539822976,3.643302407079649,4.063017699115047,86.05930530973455,78.02654867256638,8.059823008849557,26.34424778761063,8.841846274778883,2.0156874336283184,424,17,92,10,10,146,71,113,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,10,0,8,1,0,2,0,18,17,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,16,2,13,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,5,5,67,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182242398706131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603055522610633,0.15537360029220576,0.0,0.0,0.14176338658560245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266761698799735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833349507147134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771933181875195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376776891962941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710816141798063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341970602846784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38675796127515294,0.0,0.14348589652924193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611698408188512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027555193488551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324066253244941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987205143569345,0.0,0.15168152435509474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972668813699438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205906026880671,0.0,0.15346826984409534,0.0,0.13804780531656818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110028982670715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281988837668127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590787520539247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683195450841076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tryingnot2suk,2019/07/26,A weekend without my meds I'm on adderall and it has been great. I missed my appointment to get my script refilled so I will be without it for the weekend. I think that I might be blowing this out of proportion in my mind because I've gone days and weeks without meds during school breaks but this is in the middle of the quarter. Any suggestions on how to get my homework and studying done this weekend?,4.253291666666667,5.720048412500006,4.507500000000004,86.4941666666667,71.125,6.833333333333335,33.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,2.139708333333333,323,16,62,3,6,101,53,80,0.021,0.945,0.034,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,9,1,13,7,0,13,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457019589496506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959441997574545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371045806499258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755594674878198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221416225291774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438399115043584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722847028097994,0.0,0.0,0.2255270558142184,0.2146578302839144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515496838508813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622069534434092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052888694478016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147947754686194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kerribare,2019/07/26,Struggling studying I've been diagnosed for 5 years now and I used to be on meds to help focus. I'm off the meds now but I can't focus at all. Is there any way I can calm down to focus.,-0.3915116279069792,1.0008139767441904,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,83.65116279069767,5.230232558139536,17.726744186046513,5.985473137389443,-0.5364372093023255,143,3,37,1,4,50,33,43,0.048,0.831,0.121,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176651994363623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32487419882424085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145427029616784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7110728694213403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346168413706592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764461267017811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540643994000343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061208585554623 adhd,DiscreteP,2019/07/26,"Houston Area Doctor Hello all, I recently moved to Houston, Texas. I'm looking to transfer to a new psychiatrist in the Houston/Katy area. Any recommendations?",3.773333333333333,6.81269151851852,5.308592592592596,66.6206666666667,96.77777777777777,6.604444444444448,35.02962962962963,7.554174236665415,3.9619540740740735,129,8,17,3,5,43,21,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967179792137237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466001620153792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664055994463145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637475757471383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42140826850897295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308212274418122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Its_Just_Psychosis,2019/07/26,"Guanfacine and Clonidine I was wondering who was able to prescribe either of these medications? Is a regular doctor able to? Or is a psychologist the only one able to? I was planning on getting prescribed either one of these along with my vyvanse prescription to help handle severe rsd symptoms. I thought about taking an MAOI inhibitor for rsd, but due to the extensive change in diet I’d have to go through and watch as to not harm myself I’d figure I’d look into Guanfacine and Clonidine, Thanks in advance.",5.138936170212767,7.514943053191493,5.437180851063832,77.00875,70.59574468085106,7.253191489361702,33.026595744680854,8.07648339933343,2.823110638297873,413,20,65,6,8,131,64,94,0.031,0.862,0.107,0.8428,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,0,0,14,13,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,2,5,1,19,9,2,7,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,1,48,8,1,0.6407254248182306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259341807660651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860320738745534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158419650028327,0.0,0.1213796748158032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315491544778544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934932867518602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515448592363745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894480866407739,0.16243351925589294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412791182677523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219863485898864,0.16058192673344462,0.0,0.0,0.19663129566564916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695548058604052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161313056620936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,algorian,2019/07/26,"My way of beating ADHD! I spent over 2 years to understand what ADHD is and came to some conclusion. This is my way of fighting with ADHD and I am still fighting... I hope this helps other people too. [Step by step guide to fight ADHD!](https://coggle.it/diagram/XGCfVTbxDZ0VDkTL/t/beating-adhd!) PS 1. You may not agree with every piece of information in it, that's ok, just don't ask my medical degree because I don't have one and I think people don't need to have a degree to learn about something. 2. It MAY be wrong or biased, it may not fit in your situation, you are on your own if you try anything on the list, DO NOT BLAME ME if it doesn't work for you or you end up in hospital.",2.112340896513558,4.147723676258995,3.7756834532374133,87.03698395130051,78.42446043165467,6.8668511344770335,22.203099059214168,7.882392219407189,1.0237610403984505,537,16,112,9,13,179,88,139,0.131,0.792,0.076,-0.7729,0,0,1,0,5,0,30.0,0,7,0,3,4,6,3,0,2,1,15,1,0,0,0,25,22,7,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,1,3,7,4,0,1,2,0,16,2,20,16,3,16,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,9,3,79,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8078721992471652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063518854998702,0.0,0.12568611882497552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195524556604901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537670521902903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907665222342673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327408212298615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090114353628084,0.0,0.0,0.1335323004181809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543724550808794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968783038889237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110210136665796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641178888964488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111963984285975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350084099056753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736640668292488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614568852742914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127801717136584,0.0,0.0,0.139959973757772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134292969724628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787615372040988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469923881405977,0.0,0.08657692702468181 adhd,Koalahugs17,2019/08/15,"First job on meds...first time I have hope So I’m starting a new job soon and it’s the first time I’ll be starting a new role on medication. I’ve been on it for a little bit but was diagnosed/put on meds when I was well into my last position - and frankly I was already so “behind” due to my ADHD that I felt like I would never be able catch up. So this will be the first job that I start on my meds and I finally have HOPE that I will succeed. It’s in an industry I like, with job responsibilities that are better suited to me (not tooooo many detailed tasks, every day will be different, more social). I’m also very nervous because I’m sure many of you can understand...this job HAS to work. I’m so tired of not feeling like I would never be good at anything because I didn’t understand how my brain worked yet. Has anyone gone through this? Any tips? Thank you for reading, I love this little community ❤️",2.513809523809524,3.8771076825396835,4.183259259259258,87.51266666666668,75.34920634920636,7.156402116402117,24.769312169312173,7.793537801064563,1.1521432804232798,708,23,155,10,15,238,108,189,0.065,0.735,0.2,0.9817,6,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,7,10,13,0,1,6,0,21,4,1,1,3,19,36,11,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,1,1,3,7,2,19,12,19,19,2,32,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,2,22,97,29,9,0.09884868466023022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879690975093833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090819815508202,0.07904925740973999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722049523478722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911729866082955,0.0,0.0813440450215924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051448137711215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874236287288194,0.10791716206410228,0.0,0.0,0.11034782330359492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374922405819893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327583659987344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328428013505493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998086503486548,0.07061752007216958,0.09491023881759683,0.10828390235974757,0.0,0.33632256270047145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290958684892281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635809545614202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904603346150948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057487115628208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487742285519525,0.19814470102155524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921479721617458,0.0,0.0,0.20043410266185216,0.0,0.0,0.21959720963340465,0.09957965038612177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524763988761634,0.1909373512199841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993702302734336,0.0,0.0,0.09887543451814072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076378570271438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098968233216963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316371546613583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100658809551837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527892589089027,0.11361202178799508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205809933634798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156051711641361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887683875933731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392603942959986,0.0,0.0,0.14043853895062566,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BeadsPorDaBum,2019/08/15,"Concerta worked... but for like 2 weeks. Recently got diagnosed and got prescribed Concerta. It worked incredibly well for about 2 weeks, I though my life was changed. But recently it makes me feel incredibly tired and ""zombie-ish"". Anyone have any similar experiences?",5.984772727272728,9.568095204545457,6.078363636363638,67.1575454545455,74.22727272727272,11.701818181818185,33.8,10.793553405168565,5.418632727272726,215,11,32,9,5,68,33,44,0.09,0.777,0.133,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,2,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304650443697454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736511489864852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808050635822425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284281577420895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014896975181475,0.0,0.0,0.11379560141002552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599973477793208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589644427701114,0.1099515014598819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022732150427007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44443335096807984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211173986927832,0.0,0.0,0.2586699597486992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361054363810758,0.0,0.20235330683023414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276884104352605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,terlord1,2019/08/15,"I feel as if ADHD is a disorder to medicate energetic human beings. When I see adhd discussed as a disease and should be medicated, I feel as if that is just a misinterpretation because everyone is different and if a human being can't sit still in a seat for 7 hours a day theres a reason why. Human beings didn't evolve to sit in a chair in one position doing uninteresting work for long periods of time. The reason why adhd meds work is because when a human being takes them they initially probably have classical stimulant effects like stimulation, lack of appetite and focus but after a while maybe a 1 week your body will get used to the drug in something called tolerance and you will need more and more. Over time you will be mentally and physically dependant on the medication and there comes the actual problems and you may blame it on ""ADHD"" but it is actually from taking these very potent stimulants on a daily basis.",11.2288,8.181467080000004,11.758857142857144,55.285142857142866,58.2,15.257142857142856,42.14285714285714,13.484332010920856,5.773228571428571,749,30,123,23,7,261,109,175,0.062,0.899,0.039,-0.5647,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,2,3,6,2,0,0,16,0,20,5,1,8,0,30,29,19,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,4,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,9,1,20,17,3,23,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,5,13,93,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.22932544716623546,0.0,0.5648470551006484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432534104749851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130515639495379,0.0,0.0,0.11998029529208624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121555733107204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577756346886087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276214147488272,0.13466479586997515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626230781269028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227596531705493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882272226405173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138872538205595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571350159413075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740440121849915,0.0,0.0,0.10398350609288633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180442065966249,0.0,0.130515639495379,0.35510565291519763,0.11841202617982127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712451282054738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962081397031387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266845121838377,0.1124313108007562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416184504781577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363202033216086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904569826892822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938353843097069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669025024589094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702999922546585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148198465753668,0.0,0.09694952924759974,0.0,0.0,0.09425114385293347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205034365348685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108231117827358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TamSarri,2019/08/15,"How do I even begin to get help? Hi all, I am a 26 year old Male, when I was about 7 years old I was diagnosed with ADHD. During that time the way my school dealt with kids with ADHD was putting them in a separate class where it was well known by parents their kids would do significantly worse. Because my mum knew I wasn't stupid and didn't want me in that class, she refused the diagnosis and that was the end of it as far as she was concerned. I didn't do well in my school years, had teachers constantly tell me that I was the most frustrating kid because I seemed clever but wouldn't focus, was late and unorganised and said it was a result of not trying. I dropped out of uni and I'm now struggling in my adult life getting a new job every year on average with teeth grinding bordem. It's painful bordem despite having a genuine interest in the work. I struggle with headaches, I don't focus. I have just bought a house and I am experiencing the worst anxiety of my life because I know deep down that I need help with this because I require stability. I am based in the UK, can someone please help me work out how to start to get an adult diagnosis?",5.947051282051281,5.496928149572653,6.356495726495727,81.54961538461541,66.64957264957265,9.422222222222222,32.1025641025641,8.841846274778883,2.3416512820512825,913,33,193,13,13,296,129,234,0.12300000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.081,-0.8945,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,10,10,2,2,14,0,25,5,1,3,1,32,38,12,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,6,10,14,0,2,4,0,1,1,6,6,2,0,16,2,29,4,27,20,3,31,0,0,0,0,19,13,0,2,15,125,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941163147893057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360838498929316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29836866308806204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223238055079206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241972291057168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837848536574997,0.0,0.0,0.08082049236488728,0.0,0.1030972337771987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917909513657544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460547128315361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119201913051999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142772608290177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724824102730365,0.0,0.13803230506302347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728591038296883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073160745797644,0.0,0.1181802418391811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25680158135799386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302042848304222,0.0,0.13587111845846372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431929973319806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300995871467163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639650826214555,0.0,0.0,0.2476784891117521,0.0,0.11139589923290068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367890799004917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661010948683602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558435521241654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695182637548616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135163054110992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307735448977728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217365794026119,0.09712711730907067,0.0,0.0,0.2200404736185753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816539339281864,0.0,0.12469971609187415,0.08692411615998732,0.0,0.0,0.3151944917279119 adhd,aryan1234444,2019/08/15,Medication: yay or nay? in hindsight do you regret taking medication or not?,3.9207692307692312,7.2373768461538495,6.91423076923077,57.06826923076926,88.23076923076924,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,4.169492307692308,61,3,8,2,2,22,11,13,0.159,0.626,0.214,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9368891302443512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496265974292904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dexters_da,2019/08/15,"Proposed process resulting in POTS + EDS/MCAS/ASD/ADHD/thyroid, adrenal & autoimmune disorders - Due to CYP21A2 mutations present in ~30% of the population. [Graphic](https://i.redd.it/5yp8hi9gtog31.png) [RCCX - Theory](http://rccx.me/theory/) [RCCX & ADHD](https://rccx.me/adhd/) [Research Database](http://212.71.237.14:8001/rccx/)",19.719166666666666,26.96533036111111,10.162444444444443,35.02700000000001,50.944444444444436,12.880000000000004,54.422222222222224,10.793553405168565,9.565228888888887,287,17,19,9,5,70,33,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8269559175351576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970334295625776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628719847204108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brickanus,2019/08/15,"Concerta Generics Does anyone have experience with Teva’s new generic Concerta? Was diagnosed a year ago and started on Trigen Lab’s generic (bc that’s the only generic Concerta CVS fills). Today I asked my doc if I could fill my script at Walgreens instead bc I heard they carry the authorized generic (the one that says “Alza” on it). Well, I picked up my prescription and it’s not the authorized generic, but Teva’s generic that has a weird logo and the numbers 726 on it. After some googling, I think this is a new generic because there doesn’t seem to be much out there in terms of reviews/complaints. Anyone else taking this? Kinda frustrated and am wondering if I should just ask my doc if I can switch to Vyvanse cause I’m sick of all this complicated shit surrounding Concerta generics.",4.945984340044742,6.993139476510072,5.566593959731545,77.26832494407161,70.34228187919463,8.456599552572706,33.22203579418345,9.075114841892004,3.2395230425055934,638,31,107,13,12,206,96,149,0.111,0.878,0.011000000000000001,-0.9466,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,8,0,10,3,1,2,1,22,19,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,2,2,12,1,13,14,4,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,7,8,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758839583125837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774743916103145,0.20330080853320434,0.0,0.0,0.3709846596726377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095265240486695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203828057455592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584191622898434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013882306029936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363532288359598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657512454500294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408908221134255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458587111544343,0.0,0.0,0.3832631366673709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344519282914468,0.15090443427408154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157788498058124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806306244066649,0.0,0.0,0.2036713418082759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043998265886107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918426270243687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713706668402078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188075323998402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839996094184127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151738668142832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777350477534175 adhd,Slpiner84,2019/08/15,"No sleep with Focalin!! I was taking adderall for a year with no success, so my doctor prescribed me to focalin to see if my body would respond better to it. It works 1000 times better than adderall, I feel so much better. BUT I'm absolutely not sleeping AT ALL! And I'm taking the last 10mg around 1 or 2pm. Any advice on something I can take to come down and help me get some sleep??",2.8991666666666696,4.029591250000003,4.212500000000002,88.60916666666668,74.0,5.833333333333334,25.833333333333336,5.46131890053228,0.6423333333333332,300,10,63,1,6,99,59,80,0.04,0.7979999999999999,0.162,0.8685,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,5,4,0,1,14,12,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,4,12,10,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,3,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390646740270102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210230884253971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584276093663813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47218980668748206,0.0,0.1976802791069032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330208471970513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215590117460614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899850354801021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297997094035244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928696263247195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506616951797247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308256013039242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181598453770075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342840414367948,0.0,0.0,0.137007041104976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401425202210877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377349640871156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956148073416365,0.0,0.0,0.12642205073311774,0.0,0.0,0.1146043692600922 adhd,SamSamTheHighwayMan,2019/08/15,"Been lurking on Reddit this past week, after finally realising I likely have ADD. Hi all! I'm new here, joined a few hours ago! So here goes, I'm 32 years old, from the UK, and have always felt a bit different to my peers, but not really thought much of it, and always thought my lack of focus and concentration was just me. But, especially now I've found myself out of work, I've had more time to explore this, and have recently been considering ADD as a possible cause. To give some examples of my past and present: * I've always struggled to focus. Whether in school as a youngster, or in meetings now as an adult I absolutely struggle to concentrate for long enough to absorb content/information. In my previous role, we'd have a meeting, and often I will try my hardest to stay focused but would end up day dreaming and going off into la-la land. Often only listening and absorbing 20% of the over all content. This lack of concentration applies to just about everything, especially when I'm being spoken to. For example my previous boss could be giving me instructions and I will be listening, but the information just won't stick to my brain; or my wife could be telling me about her day, or something about my toddlers day, and again, I'll just start daydreaming - she often had got annoyed at me for not listening attentively enough. * I'm super impulsive. Often I just do what I feel like without looking at the repurcussions. I get bored of things so easily, whether it's my mobile phone or holding done a job. On the latter, I've had so many interviews and jobs over the last decade it's ridiculous. I just can't seem to hold them down for one reason or another, which has always meant I've never fulfilled any potential I've had. In respect to smartphones, I will get the latest and shiniest thing which gives me a little dopamine hit, but within a few weeks I get bored, and have to get rid of it (usually at a loss) so that I can have the next big thing. I've wasted so much money this way but I just can't seem to help it; it's the instant gratification. * Brain fog. This ties in with the point about focus. But I constantly feel as though there is a fogginess to my thinking. Sometimes I am thinking of what I want to say, but when it comes out it's so different to how I want. * Non existent organisation skills and being messy. My life up until a week ago was a mess. Clothes on my side of the bedroom, and wardrobe just a jumble sale of items. However, after watching a video of minimalism I've thrown most of my clothes out (this is the impulsiveness in me) and managed to keep very clean and tidy, but it's taken huge effort. So all in all, I feel I do fit into the ADD mould, I don't think I have ADHD. Sure I am a bit fidgety and can get restless, however reading about how pronounced the H is in your ADHD I don't think I would qualify. Probably worth mentioning on this, that I did several online ADHD tests, and they all confirm I am very inattentive and impulsive, however less so hyper; all these tests suggest I have adult ADHD. in short, I've got a short attention span, find it hard to focus, study or concentrate on pretty much anything and zone out many times a day. I went to my GP today who is referring me to a psychologist where I can finally be evaluated, but it might be a few weeks before I find out anything. Based on what I've written, do my symptoms sound similar to yours (presumably if you're in this section of Reddit you too, have ADHD)? It's not so much the medication I'm after, but just a sense of some validation for why I seem so unfocused and inattentive.",5.532798094257019,5.999559553824363,6.49577259850631,77.06982680916819,67.48441926345609,9.987586917331962,32.05112026783415,9.964892515735233,3.0676158640226627,2839,113,549,63,44,947,321,706,0.079,0.85,0.071,-0.5317,7,0,1,0,0,0,92.0,1,3,2,5,41,14,2,3,36,0,54,5,2,5,8,123,98,62,0,9,33,1,5,2,0,7,3,5,2,2,32,34,0,4,24,3,3,4,10,9,0,1,20,12,62,5,91,60,26,92,0,1,2,0,30,45,0,18,43,381,94,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036960441619536,0.0,0.11910484175389603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360183939237555,0.0,0.0,0.04568578100185254,0.07044574869031492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056943908791976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716657998566435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466897801089255,0.0,0.0,0.1499937324731349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690139929791295,0.0,0.05787098611311045,0.0,0.07259942581112988,0.0,0.10727805671614007,0.0,0.0,0.1733062560273251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038091320824408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875008557114158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595029430390623,0.1388330704692647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037847597373055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190708263709687,0.047994537166716214,0.06450485629880197,0.14718828333395778,0.1228055016998223,0.0,0.0,0.0736611394638897,0.0,0.0,0.17549802460040867,0.19334009161338755,0.03818084249369373,0.0,0.10746250005773028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601815036236223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503039975353695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661603277246154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333471203422306,0.05971407883275076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476195771901085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474523397067689,0.06564305712176034,0.06733359659081789,0.0,0.059453587924339926,0.056415610602751735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622316359807746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767837820729201,0.0,0.07126904420470383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975447775584114,0.0,0.05181457933831575,0.06488439264276426,0.07144837694134211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049577144540348,0.0,0.04552398011818348,0.05109462209234851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282648477224086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350831206376382,0.07573714195234386,0.0,0.06834782333367795,0.0724331104689417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719976447780014,0.0,0.043038243112978984,0.06907385762129374,0.06633370953796787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342549221685674,0.0,0.06799134985085799,0.0,0.1834787732400382,0.0,0.07589606765365094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171966570240174,0.06644430458961391,0.0,0.04755147106928285,0.07160662994914754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046555695607207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331784803486737,0.06982738933946415,0.0,0.0,0.05871966572763512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389737805652774,0.17218898589424608,0.06600556536420495,0.1066693471774253,0.0783482439988702,0.0,0.06368028647283329,0.0,0.0,0.04561188574797532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399102363927036,0.11086368555791294,0.07925087793665181,0.0533256144823035,0.2155560580165258,0.0,0.0,0.06227800160485005,0.06062093030180848,0.0,0.0,0.06476064977585662,0.0,0.048908993416950285,0.0,0.0,0.09544773974527428,0.0,0.0,0.04326273758167674 adhd,Darkmaster006,2019/08/15,"ADHD and focus? So, I was wondering if any of you also have this feeling when you start doing something—be it studying, surfing the web, writing, etc—that is like a pull that keeps you yoked onto doing that thing and that thing only for a large period of time, which also makes it annoying when you have to get off your chair to get water, go to the bathroom, or whatever, because interruptions tend to distract you. Is this related to ADHD specifically? And do you believe the very awareness that this happens makes you more prone to believe you must continue with this behaviour? (or any behaviour in this case.)",6.940278128950695,7.706952433628321,7.100404551201012,72.90840707964604,64.48672566371681,9.996965865992417,34.72692793931732,9.957137785484203,3.6028467762326164,487,21,81,10,7,157,73,113,0.071,0.894,0.036000000000000004,-0.6143,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,9,0,0,5,3,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,2,1,14,20,11,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,13,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,4,7,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610130895652158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30676507042736784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608613999746601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691960993238985,0.0,0.0,0.43218624680637613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139079015732832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697993431467772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041535631488294,0.0,0.10900446273111833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960826636693513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048081329590198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937038800907476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560562199457832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587268027272818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357571550925733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548470350205594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118402277848374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825523602089114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207999114325811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CamilleBancroft,2019/08/15,"Long time lurker, first time poster! This year, from some reason I decided to google the symptoms of adult ADHD. I always knew my brain didn't function quite right, but I never knew how to describe the feeling, let alone give it a name. The first time I read the DSM criteria for ADHD I was shocked. The second time I read it, I burst into tears. As I dug deeper into my research I realized, holy shit, I probably have ADHD. How am I'm only just realizing this as a 30 yo/f?! I saw my family doctor 6 months ago and told her my symptoms, how they affect my life and how I had been reading about ADHD and felt it all sounded way too familiar. She agreed, but didn't seem too concerned. She wrote me a prescription for Concerta at the minimum dosage, which did nothing. I went back to see her a few times and she upped it to the max dose eventually, which still does nothing. She refuses to write me a prescription for anything else until I see a pyschiatrist (which I've seen plenty of over my lifetime due to depression and anxiety which I believed stems from my ADHD). Currently, I've been waiting 3 months to see the latest one, my appointment is on September 27th. In the meantime I'm on sick leave because my symptoms are so bad I can't work. I do see her for an unelated reason on Monday though. I guess what I want to know is, have you ever faced opposition from your doctor when it came to your ADHD? How do you handle it? tl;dr I'm certain I have ADHD, my doctor, not so much. She won't prescribe me anything other than Concerta, which has zero effect on me. Advice? Thank you!",3.45,5.063314598726117,4.866361783439494,82.54392484076435,73.39490445859873,7.826547770700637,26.254267515923573,8.488131031819089,1.8679619363057327,1240,43,239,22,25,414,178,314,0.109,0.852,0.038,-0.9773,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,1,5,16,6,1,0,16,0,20,12,3,9,4,42,44,19,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,15,8,0,2,12,3,0,2,6,4,0,5,16,9,48,2,33,26,4,36,0,1,6,0,21,11,1,3,22,165,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6501622251116292,0.07552100467935667,0.06850757966486239,0.0,0.0,0.08004288915889385,0.0,0.0,0.06430645723469026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912202836908562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719625071945548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942660534454933,0.06452888991209206,0.047111593062833586,0.0,0.0,0.08707257319225294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627447402907296,0.0,0.08839227726335383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656457332965474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731026574977515,0.06763172621997443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456084318978869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990777883117075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285645233656833,0.0,0.039077099242252326,0.0,0.07420473452778213,0.0,0.0,0.13147541715101416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741378297952788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513701013752614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247325081232957,0.0,0.0,0.08183256925681595,0.0,0.07902809928991393,0.05458795620521858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839388476758353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233746610007858,0.0,0.056812613100666425,0.0,0.05960616494761239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831211431141084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523696207254488,0.05877794457206612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332519505929292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220101913585012,0.2319146636172223,0.0,0.0,0.15892159324733254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600009129427227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463412842968928,0.07035642710213037,0.0,0.0,0.07933088843487554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171908125378224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409829206362834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115269958266184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593111179906567,0.0,0.22532453292055624,0.0,0.0,0.07384814883241557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558409006557336,0.06134442107521875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716430179241329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056263653324241936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976834522849792 adhd,Heather722,2019/08/15,"How to Stop Feeling like a Failure/Human Fidget Spinner close to a deadline? Ello fellow non-nerotypicals! I have six hours left on a deadline for a writing submission. The good news is I have my draft. The bad news is nothing in my toolbox is working...not cafffine....not my meds...even trying to write a cohesive to do list feels beyond grasp. I got off the phone with my shrink feeling psyched and them something else came up annnnd I'm back to feeling like a loser and am terrified I can't get anything done. It's been a long time sense I've had this much trouble focusing right before a deadline. I live with my mother and am jumpy every time she comes in. I'm just sinking emotionally lower and lower and my focus is on everything but Any weird or just any tips at all ? I feel like I'm losing my mind....",2.5718840579710154,4.706375422360253,3.694136645962733,87.69470393374745,77.38509316770184,6.032463768115942,26.26128364389234,7.0316486544052195,1.2563835196687363,637,25,124,7,15,206,107,161,0.139,0.78,0.08199999999999999,-0.8295,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,0,0,11,0,13,0,0,1,1,28,25,8,0,0,4,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,5,5,15,4,16,20,2,19,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,1,9,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183115527723626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342198046818695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541607660817536,0.1361841241601014,0.0,0.0,0.1387885705724745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865462876864236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049872219524526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669109137812131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625155952344156,0.1834688302949492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772793942960338,0.0,0.1374212434337378,0.0,0.14658638623895234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412348681518715,0.3495622727646001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521454310784979,0.0,0.0,0.13680298969842242,0.1304483036845738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606235201722487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721179821685773,0.0,0.0,0.23905154204312334,0.0,0.14402286524704813,0.14434095035059458,0.0,0.18247044572561927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468745230096216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989941198277344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650164924073387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928900124644655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556459517295987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636134315733114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902132468689483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073617532593333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lexycaster,2019/08/15,"How to take the perfect 5min shower Once you’ve found the perfect water temperature get in and follow these easy steps 1. Use mouthwash for 60sec (Count to 60) 2. While using mouthwash apply soap to body 3. Lose count, guess 4. Rinse off and spit 5. Apply conditioner 6. Brush teeth with electric toothbrush you keep forgetting to charge for 2min (count to 120) 7. Lose count, guess 8. Try to remember all the things you need get done today while you sing Old Town Road and wonder if the Country/Rap game could become a real long term thing 9. Remember you’re supposed to be counting. Fuck it, good enough. Rinse hair and spit. 10. Forget if you used soap or not. 11. Apply soap to body again or for the first time, you can’t be too clean 12. Use the remaining minute or so to just be and enjoy the feeling of the water on your skin 13. Really milk it. Life is short 14. Remember you’re running late 15. Turn off shower and dry off 16. Remember you left the towel in the other room. Prance to the towel and freeze as you drop water all of the floor 17. DONE! And it only 20 minutes!! I hope these simple steps will improve your lives.",1.1598110185778374,3.7135677085201806,2.1734705317104432,93.66515134529148,87.16143497757847,4.80006406149904,17.38132607303011,6.367922702773337,-0.18050147341447745,881,21,180,9,28,277,144,223,0.053,0.8290000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9390000000000001,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,9,0,5,5,8,1,0,13,0,9,13,7,5,4,41,27,18,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,8,9,4,1,7,2,0,4,2,3,0,1,3,5,10,5,23,19,4,27,0,2,0,1,10,12,1,9,10,88,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589465941879496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253237725004444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910129397263514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233305769541458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778369464761612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576375290756797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969611143831402,0.0,0.12498579954595168,0.0,0.10538330786705742,0.11911171118481036,0.0,0.0,0.09561066458781513,0.0,0.0,0.2511489845649693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321928330175544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132088563088368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285873807217804,0.0,0.12385210175352585,0.0,0.08051556983426872,0.0,0.0,0.1006565857403218,0.10087889322214366,0.0,0.25505466835075313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452325523630863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961490716596572,0.12139723062003956,0.0,0.08669567483192453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129747286549332,0.07302587586451484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165206072073721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570742398331414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514617791262531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646936220706008,0.0,0.10805061635007776,0.0,0.0,0.07739274806906793,0.1239900219895224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938082366676121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361892266053134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,effervescentpyrrhic,2019/08/15,"Strattera and Ritalin combo - experiences? Hi, everyone, I have been on 60 mg atomoxetine since January of this year, and it's been decent; killed the ADHD-related anxiety in its tracks, helped me fall asleep, but didn't quite get at the root of the focus issues, so my doctor prescribed 5mg of generic Ritalin twice a day. Today is my first day on the combo, and I'm fucking *exhausted* when I thought I'd be... stimulated? I've googled around to see if this is common, but the clinical reports all seem to be about kids, mostly boys, and I'm a 25 year old female. Looking for some anecdotes to see how common this is, and about the combination in general.",5.696190476190478,6.35336286507937,7.035039682539686,72.67732142857143,67.17460317460318,10.426984126984127,33.21031746031745,10.411451182825502,3.5799079365079365,515,22,94,13,8,176,88,126,0.038,0.9420000000000001,0.02,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,2,0,8,0,9,7,1,3,1,18,18,11,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,3,5,0,15,12,3,17,0,0,3,1,4,6,1,4,10,58,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550964256123638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237905357423574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895725652071704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27378151884426105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725808703843488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282444372099948,0.0,0.20763194876697225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054906431815396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623183738343666,0.1108975909598824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227404735745672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215452953269028,0.0,0.0,0.2348353033909405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782457472846506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273217160005307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576565889773145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382890075309661,0.19323440620792975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558445972712186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851149262469034,0.0,0.0,0.20119857125320467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273378198248184 adhd,theblackspaniel,2019/08/15,"Adderall is like water Diagnosed this past May @ the age of 24. Started taking Adderall soon after, so it's been about 3 months that I've been on it. The nurse practitioner that prescribes this to me knows *just* enough about ADHD to do her job, so I don't know who to discuss the nuances of the medication with. So here I am. I worked up to 30mg XR morning, 20mg IR afternoon. Was good at first ... but now I get about an hour or two of focus with each dose and then it settles down into kind of a gross, slightly agitated static where I can only sort of focus and still feel understimulated ... sometimes I barely feel it. **My question is, do you think someone can be** ***so*** **deficient in what Adderall provides (dopamine) that their body adapts pretty quickly and they need relatively high doses?** (I know someone who was prescribed 3 30mg IR/day.) When the dose is high enough it's like taking a drink of cool water in the middle of the desert - so much relief. I can focus, I'm stimulated, I'm engaged. not always tho. blah.",0.2334264705882348,2.5417661250000023,2.1621176470588246,90.03841176470591,100.25,4.1529411764705895,19.88235294117647,6.068283710208149,0.2608294117647061,795,28,155,9,34,262,128,200,0.04,0.8320000000000001,0.128,0.9429,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,2,2,17,8,0,0,10,1,16,9,1,1,0,22,29,13,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,7,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,3,14,7,24,23,4,25,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,4,16,104,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094777221346626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220427135792864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764843801564499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024670788135046,0.0,0.0,0.16126398312729298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556458974833223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283394263955944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067311602159098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351467058937356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301036710646666,0.0,0.0,0.13326441687020116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357394794311486,0.0,0.0,0.15646880085428833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766791989820064,0.0,0.0,0.16545330563692331,0.2619555834970245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524545880430946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600589816594585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681974612684402,0.0,0.11679807039442625,0.1178105221796916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083849224825274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167281968750132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164221559686212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798651693167042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692439080831932,0.0,0.1571404045337868,0.0,0.1124589601193866,0.0,0.126885020834819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892208945149554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180649442719064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520664632155545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566949279323538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ASAlienn,2019/08/15,"Concerta RX So I was put onto Concerta today, I avoided stimulants for as long as I could during childhood but at 31 I've decided it's time to take action and see if it can help me. About 6 hours ago I took my first 18mg pill, I had some minor nausea for the last 4 hours, nothing unmanageable but I have no desire to eat like this. I can say that I feel more alert, less brain fog, but I'd compare this feeling to a long lasting caffeine pill... I still find my brain is all over the place, my concentration and focus has not really changed in the slightest. I'm going to see my Dr in 2 weeks and see about doubling my dosage. How quickly should the side effects wear off? As far as I know medications like this don't need to build up in your system and I should see improvements from a single dose correct?",4.104249726177439,4.695373433734943,5.22316538882804,84.49363088718512,70.68674698795179,8.205038335158818,27.74151150054764,8.296473431620573,1.698440963855422,634,21,134,9,11,210,115,166,0.027999999999999997,0.835,0.13699999999999998,0.9558,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,6,0,11,10,3,3,2,26,23,14,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,6,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,3,7,18,2,22,17,6,30,0,0,4,0,3,11,0,2,16,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523706441617733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34061943682199114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139043440394002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180839378923396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610907834257826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427992678399485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943896234173525,0.1297692134605877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670453660402397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225913543864963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30048580294584176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384412037574221,0.24871688823211416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906823624842144,0.0,0.0,0.2700252510812413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536902288508783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131228371386324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638741475725447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939488540333918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336701195947305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773516459147052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132347645994325,0.0,0.0,0.48628885001917205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183626115616615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470768533144805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896016622450195,0.0,0.1446109977890211,0.0,0.16950206627495726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223760851112696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,homo_fuge,2019/08/15,"Recent poems about behaviors, experiences, full-to-bursting emotions, and other symptoms without looking too closely one might only see the waves crashing overwhelming, transient, and gone again, repeat a world without time or time in its own world But time is passing somewhere, with its rules, and the waves are crashing against the base of a mutable sandstone cliff atop which stands a girl who frowns and looks away to be the wave and not the girl __________________________ it’s here, inside the house the void you have invited to drown out the void can you feel it can you prove a negative __________________________ flesh upon flesh flesh within flesh bright sebum sunbursts i own my body for better or worse __________________________ the left switch turns on the light the right, the garbage disposal as mnemonics go, it’s pretty intuitive and yet, i fuck it up every time ________________________ bitter pills to swallow sweet relief from sweet chaos and bitter taskmasters",6.799725557461404,8.371235490566036,5.4837507146941125,81.49193825042884,65.16352201257862,7.794396798170384,31.43567753001715,8.00094639256281,2.270479245283019,709,27,119,8,11,208,111,159,0.128,0.772,0.1,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,5,9,3,1,16,0,7,9,5,0,1,19,15,11,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,9,10,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,10,6,5,20,12,2,25,0,1,4,1,6,13,1,3,8,77,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698636191360132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989920568944258,0.0,0.20082339238581728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337095683598508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232827135694374,0.0,0.0,0.17685299855596925,0.0,0.0,0.0914157961062954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671428171796289,0.0,0.0,0.10275042780881784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086140957964802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643518143136068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036458991435748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179578823511773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251192292249873,0.13750336388165918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839343405923232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851405542708534,0.0,0.0,0.15439863771235038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407085642566314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879160767232383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216939733733333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196653929326612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34856142688550423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424638077125505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HeyItsNoodle,2019/08/15,"[Prescribed ADHD Med Users] - Amphetamine Salts (Adderall) / Dextroamphetamine (Dexedrine) - Working? Availability? The short: Have you recently been switched from ""Amphatmine Salts Combo XR"" to ""Dextroamphetamine"" in the past 8 months? If so, has it actually been working for you? The Long: Either the problem is Dexedrine, or the Problem is me, here's my story. So, back around February, a dosage increase from 30 to 60 was due for my medication, what I thought was occurring was my Doctor changing something only to find out, it was the Pharmacies. Jump to today, I find out that Amphetamine Salts are on permanent back order and are apparently no longer being manufactured, so all the pharmacies in my area are supplying Dextroamphetamine as an alternative to generic adderall, which is the generic of what I've learned is called ""Dexedrine."" Has anyone else run into this where they're located? If so, has anyone else noticed that Dexedrine... Doesn't work? Like, it is speed, all side effects are present, but that the actual control over your focus is STILL absent? I have been beyond stressed and miserable for the past 6 months, and it only became clear to me earlier this month that all my problems started when my medication began to say ""Dextroamphetamine."" My pharmacy (as well as every pharmacy in my area, Hou/Texas) has no other alternative, save for a few remaining capsules of various mg of Amphetamine Salts that are from over 8 months ago. According to every pharmacy tech, and my doctor, they all believe that as far as the drugs are concerned, Adderall and Dexedrine are essentially equal. So this either means 1 of 2 things- Either they aren't equal, and something in my physiology cannot gain the proper medical benefit from Dexedrine that it gained via Adderall-- or the issue is with me, and 1 of the other 2 tests I'm going to undergo in the next month (a testosterone Lab, as lowered testosterone levels can interfere with Adderall apparently, and putting me onto a stronger anti-depressant, since apparently higher levels of stress/depression can also interfere.) will reveal that the issue wasn't Dexedrine at all. The purpose of the post is just trying to see what other people say. I want to see if anyone else is experiencing, or has experienced this or similar issues, and honestly I'd just like some peace of mind. The person I was, taking Amphet Salts in 2018, was the best, most productive me that I have ever been, and I am so afraid of losing that person, and being as useless to my friends, family, and society as I have been for the decade prior.... I need to know I'm not going to become that person again.",9.160471092077083,9.143872781584584,8.624536188436831,66.50006766595293,59.94218415417561,11.925961456102787,38.80847965738758,11.368139846972461,4.667846321199144,2107,94,335,52,25,670,226,467,0.068,0.836,0.096,0.9562,4,0,3,0,0,0,88.0,0,3,2,9,20,16,0,3,26,0,46,6,0,2,7,59,60,36,0,8,14,0,0,2,1,1,6,2,0,3,28,18,0,3,8,0,0,6,7,8,1,0,14,11,30,8,58,43,16,56,0,3,2,0,12,24,0,9,26,244,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.16058783591426254,0.0,0.0988851949511347,0.0,0.07293671604404621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579970174386482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725973571257298,0.25291834717226364,0.0,0.07324710686803547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653728129590025,0.0,0.0,0.0908723693727222,0.0,0.09270196928888308,0.08634832894583393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401760995736164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704187965897116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228459911148663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173618181487893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843519653350233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954192803228722,0.0,0.20620444819391234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442744056675947,0.13864977287348626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756675103754075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504058084327807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356972528598435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352383081249173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576384557288642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521922171416797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039621138905256,0.0,0.0,0.07281567057025992,0.0,0.0920508548162712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962760713291157,0.09139510838644896,0.2486669012411674,0.0,0.0,0.08307986918940817,0.0,0.3283776284487589,0.0,0.0,0.06100996266146647,0.0,0.0,0.0875062659760964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367691684058356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515608561498534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709213225928534,0.05704295216099733,0.21553252784738453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880199327681323,0.0,0.0,0.2361940349002265,0.0,0.08271464816322813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124208664356404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308655432626631,0.0,0.0,0.13113384234696288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806329602159891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668712759884682,0.0,0.0,0.05823857522137234,0.0,0.06570932918559083,0.0,0.18850411425770028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061864710752245713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054663521082435,0.0,0.0,0.06532154168643743,0.0,0.0,0.07799231170920268,0.0,0.0,0.05586307172814379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048531182235653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398006855383052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970359453009588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whymustiexist132,2019/08/15,"*sigh* school is starting just a small post english isn't my first language and i have anxiety, depression, adhd, and back problems mixed with the fact english isn't my first language i don't think anybody really thinks i will make it but thats probably just my anxiety i just wanted some reassuring words from somebody on reddit i really don't believe myself that im going to make it i don't have my adhd or my anxiety meds for a while and i have to restock.",2.0611956521739145,4.566502728260868,4.030608695652177,82.55134782608697,81.5,7.1582608695652175,26.591304347826085,8.238735603445708,2.184544347826088,369,16,68,8,10,125,55,92,0.11599999999999999,0.841,0.043,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,18,17,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,0,13,1,6,16,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448156664485986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247143806084106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230078915767913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850081890776956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593931078485012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148262551251447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517465519545684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989806267794566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470598356131498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055614901055201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723766016856826,0.0,0.19952748343789564,0.17707876138122575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711013607797934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872920111183712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098740748255114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371597381968968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915400520956683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lycheemilkdreams,2019/08/15,"Question is this fair?? So I just started working at a coffee shop, but the manager only gave me three days to memorize the whole menu, unfortunately I didn’t memorize the whole menu on time and got fired.. was this fair??",5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,69.0,9.40952380952381,30.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.9010380952380963,174,7,33,4,3,57,34,42,0.07,0.79,0.14,0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,3,0,3,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209449743889053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26302806910418064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501211079835005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684106280440385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277648689910715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176724276519969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7343451394982123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394219024009039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,space---case,2019/08/15,"Rough day - Vent Today I woke up and called in sick. Aside from being sick of my job, I’m not really sick. I'm frustrated at the endless list of shit I need to do that’s just building and going nowhere. So I took some time for myself this morning. As usual, for the 100th, if not 10000th time, my mind came up with a great idea. One that could bring me happiness and fulfilment in my life. An exciting change that could send me on a newer, more engaged and moral career path. Then, I observed myself as the doubts, excuses, dismissals started to erode the thought away. “You can’t pull this off…”,”You’ll be laughed at..”, “The wife will tear it down…”, “You’re not smart enough…”, “You won’t be able to handle confrontation..”, “People won’t want this…” and on and on until nothing… Then my wife called. Knowing I had taken the morning off, she asked me for some favours. More time, today and next week. I got angry. How can she not see the pressure I am feeling? She has the summer off with the children yet, I seem to be the one holding the bag for all this shit we need done. I kept my cool and chose not to start a fight over it, but I am raging inside. The meds are helping me. I am observing things more than ever. I have more focus and clarity. Still, my old habits, foils and demons are there, rolling around my head. Putting me down at every turn. The impulses to waste time, spend, eat garbage, avoid, put off, give up and start again just to quit before even failing or winning are still there. I have felt this level of sadness many times before but never have I felt this angry and hateful at myself and others. My mind and body can go forever but my spirit is failing me. I’m so fucking tired of putting on the brave face only to feel like a useless, idiot coward in the shadows. I’m at the library writing this. I’m here because I have a task to do that I’ve been putting off for weeks. Paperwork. I’m sitting here listening to the keyboard, ventilation system, people chattering and whispering in every corner, children bantering and squealing, doors closing and footsteps in other parts of the building through the glass. Just not giving a fuck. Yet again.",3.519365837026932,5.401472460620525,3.864060006818956,88.68161336515513,73.79713603818615,6.411483123082171,26.52990112512785,7.110495986334442,1.2167183225366518,1687,61,331,17,35,525,230,419,0.154,0.7490000000000001,0.098,-0.9846,1,1,0,0,1,0,65.0,1,2,0,4,19,28,10,3,26,1,29,13,5,1,3,63,66,30,0,6,14,2,5,1,0,3,5,2,1,2,15,23,1,3,8,0,1,11,10,17,0,2,12,9,39,11,53,45,8,70,3,4,1,2,21,28,4,6,30,221,54,5,0.0930033788863611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827927250702172,0.08694560472544831,0.0,0.08737973594775719,0.0,0.0,0.05669399654297212,0.0,0.1582780508195313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330578783179344,0.0,0.0,0.1899336964882133,0.10637108906315984,0.0,0.0,0.09838524305381087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851126057388594,0.0,0.0,0.05997948540413477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517474668420828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516567491973993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960973517598758,0.0,0.061427854618685065,0.08412688074664043,0.15671871582919875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405060560762034,0.06644163245937014,0.17859565721665754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196025028791828,0.0,0.1784346311750124,0.105711926969653,0.0,0.07438329811577257,0.1025365535529832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990038262153346,0.0,0.09182158210127894,0.0954482982128648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233820444043923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049894943525161,0.0,0.0,0.09229150288793103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051112224787462315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656910369441121,0.045436753141751884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429082873324204,0.0,0.0,0.10330578783179344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878138007842592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792165400540374,0.07172993927360329,0.0,0.0989101485459744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759140128896733,0.0,0.12604299295952434,0.07073326053583667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071359622081834,0.0,0.12895366540463254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739763339456285,0.0,0.0989205414578348,0.0,0.0,0.05958034600222435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411165178437369,0.08466678317551546,0.0,0.0,0.190933263864766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748481078459146,0.0,0.14854523703202013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061787312371283085,0.0,0.0,0.07383429425753911,0.27115509070999105,0.1068937026801486,0.17631265716922329,0.0,0.10333017598084926,0.0,0.10116096963581728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243008242492713,0.0,0.05485580250163392,0.0,0.14920340133060794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Luckyuser43,2019/08/15,"Does concerta work? I’ve recently been diagnosed with ADHD and been prescribed with concerta, my question if you do take it does it work for you?",3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,79.0,9.525925925925927,31.222222222222207,9.725611199111238,3.9564666666666666,117,6,20,4,3,38,20,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,13,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717195912366148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139339160356969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413426267439451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464878094807301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305397337319086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325557936570797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45034949694601095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DatCrockLockLockin,2019/08/15,"I Might Have ADHD, will Adderall help? Hello everyone! I'm not sure if I have ADHD since I've never been to a therapist (aka can't afford one). I've always thought of myself as normal but I've recently found out about the symptoms of ADHD and it seems I have all of them. I can't focus in class most of the time (especially when taking notes as I can't seem to pay attention in class AND constantly write notes), I skim read REALLY badly (I always skip words that don't interest me but I realize this is bad and I've tried going back to the parts I skipped but I keep doing it), I'm really impatient (seriously, in video games or in real life, I hate waiting somewhere), I procrastinate BADLY (I hate this part about me the most, I can't seem to motivate myself to do a project or accomplish something early and I always... ALWAYS... do it at the last second), when I watch YT videos, I skip the less interesting parts (one time I saw a guy comment a time stamp for those with ADHD and it gave me a hint that I might have it). I'm sure there are more but I can't think of them right at this moment. So, I was wondering, I've heard Adderall was amazing and for people with ADHD. Even if it was amazing, is there a Tolerance that can be developed to Adderall (it would suck if the medicine just stop working). Lately, I've just felt like shit because I just feel hopeless. All these problems create problems for me. I can only ""get good"" at things that interest me. I'm incredibly good at fighting games when I used to suck because it interested me. However, I can't put this same time and effort in things such as learning a new instrument, school subjects, trying to learn anything new actually, etc. This is partly because I just suck at those things and in combination with my lack of interest in the beginning. I feel as if I would like learning these things in the middle when I can actually do them well, but I can't seem to even begin and I hate myself for it. I've done decent in college but it's not that great. I'm in my fifth year of college while everyone else graduated last summer and I'm scrolling, thinking this is all my fault and I want to fix it, but I don't understand why my mind won't let me. Combine my possibility of having ADHD with Social Anxiety and you've got a person that can't even work at a fucking cashier job because I can't learn the cash register AND I'm shaking in my boots talking to strangers (coworkers im fine with it's just customers because I feel as if I will fail them which will result in disappointment. I am INCREDIBLY worried about disappointing people as I think about me disappointing my family all the time). Sorry for the ramble. Thank you to anyone that is willing to help me out! If Adderall doesn't work as well, I'm open to any suggestions! (Remember if something worked for you, it's not a one size fits all method. I'm only saying this because if you try to argue why it doesn't work or why you can't, the other person will always argue that it will and eventually it turns into an argument.) Also I don't know if this is related but I can type incredibly fast. (I didn't know if this was a common trait or not). Anyways, thank you so much!",3.2015815959741225,4.845872878504675,4.811292834890967,82.5578594536305,74.10903426791278,7.866810448118857,26.209082195063505,8.560254945171566,1.8520650850706923,2516,89,501,47,52,848,260,642,0.191,0.718,0.09,-0.9976,3,0,3,0,2,1,79.0,0,5,4,9,26,43,11,1,25,0,56,4,1,3,8,108,105,51,0,17,31,0,4,2,0,11,2,2,0,3,43,23,0,3,25,5,2,3,22,24,2,4,14,8,69,19,66,78,17,56,0,5,2,1,28,25,5,23,30,344,112,24,0.0,0.0,0.11574023401299295,0.0,0.4276162838451307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047423721942962384,0.24671972939338216,0.0,0.0,0.04032733740127443,0.0,0.0453658045168749,0.0,0.0,0.041465279504776166,0.0,0.04880042519342497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559951401417037,0.14854387203198305,0.2168993906661653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408430534886789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060686450716066126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953914255628008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613731368751644,0.11750507151690825,0.0,0.0,0.11333104686293972,0.0,0.0,0.05590457001678289,0.0,0.08995449382640774,0.0,0.0569391405145734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502149157529245,0.0,0.054823667084956215,0.03098280426039277,0.0,0.03370264628825472,0.09947926955844476,0.04742916070140983,0.0653805733198853,0.0,0.0587182216891142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564509844243367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949765044408512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405624708369084,0.0,0.058848002612539786,0.05271026896961641,0.0,0.0,0.06518156587996446,0.0966779552526124,0.06689514586988121,0.0,0.0,0.0606402283992183,0.04188669804631695,0.0579438428007396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258199259762196,0.059878031527149635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043593732676556,0.0,0.04573729456866747,0.11454832277357453,0.0,0.0,0.058103288091381135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055354198719626,0.09020356090334522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568727905847568,0.0,0.08222496547535113,0.10356029383523464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685400162463102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348785216177265,0.0,0.059614806315875776,0.0,0.0,0.05931796537028738,0.06749856487642641,0.07598065363509053,0.0,0.058553489224739165,0.0,0.06717751222940213,0.050643513464390284,0.0,0.04715926494440312,0.0,0.060016706416651966,0.0,0.21594495361325972,0.0,0.0,0.0608725660496522,0.0490551589065646,0.0,0.0,0.060450836752540885,0.0,0.09130702653314827,0.0,0.06638364144253339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957905833492235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117827107353676,0.061637398507613086,0.044587661692096485,0.04766463491290705,0.0,0.10919447620991307,0.0,0.06885409683022227,0.15759023555017074,0.11399482254652114,0.0,0.04707909835035192,0.17289712473185548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078632776305567,0.06450345718873457,0.0,0.06173538743827337,0.0,0.05121781641551555,0.0,0.0,0.03497780735946024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066390912857072,0.0,0.16053226997001804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431039980156546,0.21586251085453534,0.060223975732956826,0.0,0.0842527613731858,0.0,0.0,0.038188490534687966 adhd,maruchiikyu,2019/08/15,"Bruising on vyvanse Has anyone noticed this? Could find much on google. Just wondering if I’m the only one who deals with this haha. I have tons of bruises all over my legs. I thought it was just me before, but 2 years ago when I stopped vyvanse the bruises stopped appearing. I’ve been back on it for a month and I’ve already got 15+ bruises littering my legs. I’m not too concerned about it because I don’t go out anyway so it’s not like anyone will see them, just wondering how common it is :P",2.263387270765911,4.048670980582525,3.537411003236248,90.08490830636462,77.05825242718447,6.131175836030206,27.94929881337649,6.937597516519254,1.3273460625674218,393,17,82,4,9,128,75,103,0.078,0.857,0.065,-0.0801,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,2,1,1,20,17,6,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,1,8,2,9,11,3,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,4,9,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867032090000185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487485869816874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976461469761301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366125843597062,0.0,0.1297456343481664,0.0,0.1811116463751669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993587404267446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194292791506044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453242263539886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096219934370532,0.0,0.17022804507395456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398315021995784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988731024959908,0.0,0.1564623067594387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232039663757826,0.0,0.0,0.14422627680057395,0.16187484244085965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696063756250741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35588848936601625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897163596206385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616330322631879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706234712797513 adhd,babiesknives,2019/08/15,"tips on cleaning my room while my brain does everything in its power to not do that? My (17) room gets messy easily. I’ll pick it up, but then within a couple of days, it returns to the messy state. My parents sometimes get on top of me to clean it and they sometimes even take my phone until I get that done. But the thing is, I have such an incredibly hard time cleaning my room bc I find little things that distract me or I’ll straight up zone out. Is there anything you do that helps stay on task when cleaning your room and keeping it clean?",2.855315315315316,4.4191136306306324,3.35873873873874,92.9490990990991,74.85585585585585,6.014414414414415,24.04504504504505,6.42735559955562,0.4893855855855853,427,13,93,3,9,133,74,111,0.078,0.782,0.141,0.8256,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,2,4,1,0,1,4,0,6,1,1,1,0,10,11,9,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,14,0,14,10,0,24,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,1,7,61,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580004273824282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384827561463736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363785471167836,0.0,0.13777426867555345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694985571794126,0.21861859988371812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411012063436965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919976938331323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525478853296305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348400116313856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137134087605984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319230099190855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988497540491386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141143023973007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372118525979888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225728802794711,0.0,0.0,0.22770213377662005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062386341922652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28385377827181785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456990608874755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lost_packet_,2019/08/15,Have any of you tried Straterra? I’m thinking about trying it as it won’t inhibit my appetite. Have any of you guys tried it and has it worked?,1.311,3.3879067666666667,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4463333333333344,113,4,25,1,3,36,22,30,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832994993411591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351851733504916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22769352096491616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7237766673544032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586985656514618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Humanseal,2019/08/15,Intrusive thoughts? I read inline that intrusive thoughts are also a part of adhd but I wanted to ask people that have a personal experience,4.4026666666666685,7.696037,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,79.0,9.733333333333334,32.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,4.634333333333334,115,6,16,4,3,39,20,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37630222945401387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503971850979434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927193606199981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628561352568945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33907199316850345,0.0,0.2170738509786964,0.27339910283135016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131987736500597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971551460282103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846827736178286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mytr1x,2019/08/15,"Accepted my condition and back at pills. Hey guys. So i was diagnosed like 5 years ago, got the pills and felt so stable and good but old stupid me refused being that way and choose alcohol and weed instead. Long story short, i got tired of myself and decided to take control of my life again so i visited the doc one more time and got my pills. My focus is great, reading books again, you know, the usual stuff. But i guess my dose is a bit off as i feel so heavy, i cant show emotion and my stomach is funny most of the time (its been 10 days). My doc is on vocation and i wont be able to see him for next ten days but i will have job interviews in that time. Is there some trick to reduce side effects? Or would breaking the pills reduce the dosage (i am on 54mg concerta) ? Any tip and comment is welcome!",1.664285714285711,3.396921142857145,3.176809523809524,92.23485714285715,78.64285714285714,6.622857142857143,22.509523809523806,7.554174236665415,0.7760923809523811,624,19,140,9,15,205,112,168,0.07,0.8079999999999999,0.121,0.8422,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,9,7,2,0,7,0,16,10,1,2,0,27,25,19,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,0,1,4,10,1,2,7,3,0,1,2,2,0,2,6,3,20,5,13,14,4,24,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,4,15,88,24,4,0.16309964510136746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445779945128973,0.17430391884394364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091335159407496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254135595426837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806257001296594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293012062550312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103715563867896,0.0,0.0,0.16554270655733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834651481269687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824680811592594,0.0,0.15660123673718515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368002441007779,0.3913370568710873,0.17981793451658604,0.1796726470957345,0.16149429114002822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185123107501265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896352995234988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520210276464195,0.07968224811523439,0.0,0.0,0.14433805346819334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734583228904358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114564122046053,0.0,0.11052054057267882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314378218166053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996930056355313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671007239285586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263063511495012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853141440136274,0.18745904911697855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963121653485867,0.0,0.0,0.12946090661788168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586130832258396,0.0,0.0,0.1050308240133651 adhd,rosstrippin,2019/08/15,"I hate parenthetical citations I study anthropology in undergrad and through a lot of pain I’ve become half decent at understanding the complex texts I have to read for my research. I’m still super slow and spacey while I read, I’m constantly generating too many thoughts on the content, but I’m proud to say I can get through the readings. That is... unless they have those dumb strings of names symbols and parentheses randomly inserted into sentences at the most important parts. Parenthetical citations are a massive roadblock for my brain when reading, they make no sense and I often can’t find the rest of the sentence on the other side. It completely derails my concentration. It’s especially troublesome because of the nonexistent working memory I have because of adhd, I’ll find the end of the sentence after the parenthetical and forget what it said before. Just use footnote citations. Thanks for coming to my rant.",7.824244283324036,9.473473766871166,7.925287228109315,64.63503625209148,62.86503067484662,11.080646960401564,39.35805911879532,11.022393298168332,4.991373006134969,756,40,114,21,11,245,107,163,0.146,0.755,0.099,-0.8804,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,5,6,2,0,13,0,7,2,1,2,0,23,19,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,2,13,3,22,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,4,7,80,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763121002267893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034399138370306,0.17242715283574456,0.13285038001592786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174286483152048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448736130360028,0.16369348114809018,0.16871503088632211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827989354598205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853897779604677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156856424174977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414053954616105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273139652677324,0.0,0.0,0.10421426087396182,0.1582856544463107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612738759745924,0.0,0.0,0.16906752972289416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246666671398112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851007298446692,0.12415640301251668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468116133020235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373838747318735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239453480698475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253102443297932,0.0,0.13484136921562712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366043522750098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ifeellikepabl0o0,2019/08/15,"Can't stop jumping from thing to thing- can't feel excited about goals for a sustained period? Every day I have a different interest/calling that I feel like I should pursue. I could have some upward mobility in my life if I could just pick something and stick with it for 3-5 years. At this point I don't know what is real and what is just a passing thought. I know what I like to do which is basically presenting meaningful information to people/solving problems, and building a portfolio of awesome work. I am a great writer and that's also when I feel most authentic. Right now I am starting a Masters in Design, and because of my interest cycling, I now am checked out of it. Right now I'm thinking of doing Design as a day job, and then freelance journalism on the side, but then I also think about doing TV writing but that's too much and I lack the motivation for that. Then I think about maybe going to law school several years later, but then I think about how much more stable and friendly the healthcare industry is, but I might get depressed doing that. Then I go back to the arts, etc... Setting goals doesn't make me feel great at all, I feel like zero excitement at it and no idea how to even do it effectively.",5.599681881051176,6.072249825726143,6.295087136929465,78.54642047026279,67.34024896265561,9.414218533886585,32.249239280774546,9.3871,2.831720110650069,972,39,186,18,15,319,134,241,0.055999999999999994,0.765,0.179,0.9814,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,6,17,11,0,0,11,0,22,1,0,6,1,52,40,25,0,6,7,0,5,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,16,11,0,1,17,2,2,4,5,2,0,1,1,5,22,9,27,35,8,35,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,4,22,140,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072782405545181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965252249039216,0.0,0.0790014684505757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069462091614966,0.0,0.0,0.16715940708977614,0.0,0.11162218676866068,0.0,0.0,0.13540186463269702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144535534691252,0.08559796476803805,0.0,0.109191532077041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276420963741797,0.1851690426010141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001267517982442,0.0,0.06770937509147007,0.0,0.14730655752964122,0.0,0.0,0.28576353033806084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629986826639355,0.0,0.0,0.12860557904275885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244685717031133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153858784134694,0.18994446177933152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865073762789579,0.0,0.13019816606523232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748252886191226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053823357155256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251158190362632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400736043396085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751039347320674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213512127753957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115964753760515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464083520150538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997705316804234,0.0,0.0,0.09172981855813332,0.0,0.0,0.10834936144797427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721977178040689,0.3321635288795784,0.0,0.10288598483150273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943485656933946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691315660511252 adhd,Arwynfaun,2019/08/15,"[25F] Starting FoQuest soon. Can anyone please share their experience? Hello, I'm a 25F who's recently been diagnosed and have been prescribed FoQuest at 25mg by my Psychiatrist. It's a relatively new med so it's difficult to find many reviews or discussions on it. Has anyone here taken it? What has been your experience with it? Thank you.",2.554761904761904,5.545127015873022,4.371746031746035,76.18714285714287,88.36507936507938,7.879365079365081,27.63492063492064,8.515128840125781,3.0412730158730175,274,13,46,8,9,92,49,63,0.045,0.8340000000000001,0.121,0.5806,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,4,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688870727647649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677346707394392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160617019612596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410933138992229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26743503741367003,0.0,0.0,0.29300397085283314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547637202903106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895550387634574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604543548029055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867072986501714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428563799173047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marililrunningqlq,2019/08/15,"Diagnostic signs for ADD? Hello, I've been wondering whether I have ADD for a while. I cannor afford a psychiatrist/psychologist at the moment, and I don't condone self-diagnosis, but I've been curious for a while. I do seem to fit most of the ADD (ADHD inattentive) for years now, but never a proper confirmation. I struggled a lot during school. I've always been drawn to stories and ideas and books as a kid; and I've never been able to organize things well. I struggled fo learn basic math as a kid and even today at 20 I count things with my fingers (suspected dyscalculia) and ha e general issues around executive functions. Cannot plan properly at all, struggle with organitazion, following up plans+motivation. I jump from topic to topic when I talk, and whenever I have to finish a task I get distracted easily by many other ideas which makes finishing the former impossible which has caused imployement issues. I tend to have certain fixations I get stuck in for hours or days, and I have a high rejection sensitivity. All of this has left me wondering, for years, if I may suffer from ADD. I know I need a proper diagnosis but I just want to know what were signs for you all djagnosed folks that you had ADD or needed professional help in that regard.",5.664615769712143,7.254626625531915,6.873516896120151,70.40411764705884,67.85106382978725,10.46558197747184,29.993742177722158,10.59048541779884,3.5002515644555707,1007,38,174,29,17,340,139,235,0.079,0.8,0.122,0.7755,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,1,6,9,0,4,13,1,16,1,1,2,6,50,30,20,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,16,0,0,9,1,0,2,4,6,1,0,7,1,22,3,30,22,5,27,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,9,15,119,31,5,0.13909158421851392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716105463940276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573534046430008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382099908278887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288537153264086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970256506127633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186867957235532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533922392148615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323015697690797,0.14695789538474888,0.0,0.0,0.13697719258921498,0.0,0.0,0.31403493659376563,0.0,0.2903509535921001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288219425463268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112341322989814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825069094045908,0.0,0.0,0.0928447125297102,0.14101703511017838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626929454992785,0.21455200894698687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076810897441494,0.0,0.1266237543579707,0.14510285708726184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362261715376444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179654669927323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481253617305446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184255828709127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203982011076283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506003844018027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30167777967046844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914083988000534 adhd,slimey_the_guitarist,2019/08/15,Can anyone help me in finding out if I have dyscalculia? Currently 16 and a junior in high school however I’m in a freshman level math class. Algebra to be specific. Schools been in for a week now and I’m already finding myself struggling in this class. Math has never been easy for me and I have reason to believe I have some form of dyscalculia/adhd mix. I’ve had adhd since 2nd grade and focusing has always been a struggle but my problem with math is more than just focusing. When I’m doing even the most basic arithmetic I still have to count with my fingers and when I’m doing more advanced stuff like algebra and I’m trying to solve a problem I hear random numbers in my head that have nothing to do with the problem I’m on and it throws me off completely. I’m in a special ed school but the kids in my class don’t seem to struggle as much as I do. Idk what to do about this and it gives me bad anxiety thinking about it. Can anyone relate? Some advice would be much appreciated ❤️,1.7298703441772751,4.0314230148514865,3.524794908062237,86.92414191419144,81.22772277227722,6.223856671381424,24.965582272512965,7.447530270364453,1.364096841112682,787,31,155,12,21,263,110,202,0.132,0.778,0.091,-0.7638,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,3,9,0,23,2,2,1,1,30,34,15,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,2,15,2,29,27,8,22,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,6,8,110,23,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088041877755482,0.1255443728232488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177545857198653,0.0,0.10690156832912293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828309359957532,0.0,0.0,0.1796655428070078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727133527142416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447474333523517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470368944478409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485658647748838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484781282355446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232450148623252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318525092843693,0.0,0.14480076577975856,0.0,0.08611414591618234,0.13574098829235978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276644034148908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888879500598776,0.0,0.09908791105890327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327531560504836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687999358288012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209379189947087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900709556749005,0.0,0.1169588984167209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627592358827306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260037429495736,0.0,0.0,0.4029301827471424,0.1470732427510504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232165124900931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722615402731064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305496916943407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091265019106884,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RyanR92,2019/08/15,"Help!? First off, I (27M) would like to thank many of you as you've helped me realize that I need to seek some help/guidance professionally for my attention issues. I've thought I've had attention issues for a long time now but only recently has it dawned on me how much its probably impacting my life and hindering me in areas. Hearing some of your success stories with therapy and meds was a huge eye opener and super relatable. I've recently gone to my general doctor and told him about my attention issues and he said they would help me find a psychologist/psychiatrist to help as he didnt really work in that area. Problem is they just gave me a sheet with about 5 or 6 names on it and none of them seem to specialize in ADHD issues (at least with adults). Any advice on finding help with this, or has anyone had the same problem? I've gotten disgruntled latley because it seems as though I cant find help!",7.617572936064555,6.559454692737432,8.053817504655495,72.7449844816884,63.52513966480447,11.977901924270641,34.41402855369336,11.20814326018867,3.740869149596524,726,26,139,18,9,241,112,179,0.038,0.792,0.17,0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,3,4,6,7,0,0,5,0,10,3,1,1,0,36,21,14,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,11,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,10,3,18,5,27,9,6,19,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,6,7,87,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429461504962234,0.10919497783623948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598977574355144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781340275297234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811812663467166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437475493905885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30639607104009275,0.09504941918324086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594364888223178,0.0,0.524297698914788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665269625877392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892811666452572,0.054592491147316013,0.0,0.0,0.09888995469590224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113290912685451,0.0,0.0,0.12412243212183535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214472324203415,0.082856786133276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498637408303543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047896961025086,0.2138479004844463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158609026338203,0.0,0.2206675075478587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629416651968328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345514551011054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287889424809428,0.12778904274173436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978794714374858,0.08871228195042669,0.06515884549652087,0.0,0.0,0.10677621423655596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813509884278038,0.0,0.0,0.1587595129035475,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DegaussingMyLife,2019/08/15,"Is there a particular type of music or favorite musician you like to use to keep yourself on track at work to drown out office noise? For me I tend to listen to some type of electronic music with some, but minimal, vocalization occasionally. Favorite musicians for this have been Deadmau5, Skrillex, Infected Mushroom and Nero. Also I greatly prefer listening to albums start to finish, once I've heard the album a few times, the predictability and familiarity of what's to come helps me stay on track without getting too much into the music itself. Bonus question, what if any desk toys do you have to use to think with? [These 3 have been my favorite](https://i.imgur.com/hv9OhqF.jpg) however I do have to sometimes throw them in a drawer or behind my computer monitors so that I stop playing with them and start working. The red/black/blue/white click chain is a life saver for meetings, also that fidget spinner that came with it's own stand is perfect because I can play with it by spinning it once and then get back to work and it can spin for 7+ minutes at a time.",8.951363636363636,8.273331914141416,8.282505050505048,70.94709090909092,60.66666666666667,10.950303030303033,37.47676767676768,10.125756701596842,3.7499034343434334,861,35,148,15,10,271,129,198,0.048,0.8220000000000001,0.13,0.9493,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,5,6,6,0,0,9,0,13,2,0,2,1,29,27,13,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,12,14,0,2,3,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,13,6,34,23,5,20,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,6,9,102,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830881612865246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203637264936585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360994250235797,0.0,0.1078954567675742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243690586594654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246685930912035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849467888691616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513932612929136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863705951781907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732267009191608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501790081509392,0.08647157606094967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011283300228071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37699110788442014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827664854378613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505411813713614,0.0,0.2505581444660951,0.1886547768983597,0.0,0.14797704489781532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341224528127827,0.0,0.0,0.2064162285319373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057363884601371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061836234903668,0.0,0.3865667989661315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kiwi_goalie,2019/08/15,"Billable work and ADHD Anyone else get caught in a vicious cycle.of billing a little extra time to make up a minimum but ""oh I'll fix it next week"" and then you dont and oh god please help",2.7814166666666686,3.882594975000005,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,74.25,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.8433333333333333,149,5,32,1,3,49,35,40,0.096,0.748,0.157,0.5467,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36110807545449264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100964979000929,0.3078683235970076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521500899948761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25100518998911026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698383679007444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013995582456428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011511486174601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056690555137466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195546038257016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298272240205149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520721353861507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410199282002296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187466627506264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Uncensored_pods,2019/08/15,"Medication and my doctor got me help... Just some exciting news. This might seem like a weird place to post this but I am super excited. I am a recent diagnosee of Adult ADD and have just started taking medication. After taking medication I found that my ambition has come... I've never had ambition before and since then I created a podcast. With (Vyvanse) and my doctor's help I am well on my way to success. Here's the thing I started doing this podcast because I needed something to do, I needed to succeed at something and this is it. I had never felt that way before. The help I have received has allowed me to do significant research into history and scientific topics that I cover in my podcast. I just got notified that my podcast was reviewed in an online indie magazine for music and podcasts and wanted to share the news with a group that can feel where I am coming from. by the Sites website that they had reviewed my podcast and though I am only a few episodes in it has provided me with a great sense of validation. Thanks for listening, I hope everyone finds their motivation! if anyone has any questions please ask I am here to help. \#success!",4.50415525114155,6.5486545981735125,5.912077625570777,74.3461073059361,71.51141552511416,8.519634703196347,31.34474885844749,9.150863307647796,3.1143351598173523,923,42,154,20,18,311,121,219,0.006,0.733,0.261,0.9962,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,5,8,13,0,0,11,0,22,5,0,2,2,39,41,13,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,13,16,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,8,3,28,12,23,32,2,22,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,6,8,121,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533349844649536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774140799319156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173107045830251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649394930411023,0.0,0.213555472071292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161869008381412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568766094493629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199054454697614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344853684743443,0.0,0.12048442500177516,0.0,0.11469020402757188,0.0,0.0,0.13758685070424925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072221335914092,0.13834667526666652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33643741778280595,0.0,0.0,0.12463403590704385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061305198139173775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792361204055434,0.0,0.13311881157681635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608975646004625,0.19356216435449303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543632087114567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110418796044598,0.13774387159850415,0.0,0.0,0.12017909123152296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057092259750625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390042099923662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423602171106435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380175325469483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320759834182089,0.0,0.0,0.17763659911842933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886968694151941,0.0,0.0,0.1155289099960518,0.0,0.0,0.08336606745625587,0.0,0.12328750184303595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401377979087677,0.19920689285795676,0.0,0.0,0.11282528573628317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mac543,2019/08/15,school is boring its really boring,4.335000000000001,7.687262500000003,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,90.66666666666666,9.066666666666668,6.0,8.841846274778883,1.7182000000000004,29,0,3,1,1,10,5,6,0.535,0.465,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348485517217222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8449479432019327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NikkiHayley,2019/08/15,"DIAGNOSED! Sorry for the length! I'm 32 and decided about two months ago that I was tired of my life being a mess. I have been trying to get my life in order, on my own, my entire life. I made my first psychiatrist appointment and waited the two months until I finally saw the Doctor. Within 10 minutes of the appointment, the Dr. tells me I have SEVERE ADHD. I started crying, because my entire life I believed what everyone told me (teachers, parents, friends, ex boyfriends, supervisors etc.) ""you're dumb"" ""you're lazy"" ""why don't you just try?"" I failed out of college within 6 months and barely passed any of my classes throughout elementary, middle and HS. I was just pushed through. Initially, in kindergarten I was separated and tested for a learning disability. By 3rd grade they just dismissed me. In the 90's ADHD was for hyperactive boys, not a shy quiet girl. I've lost numerous jobs for being late, not meeting deadlines and 'slacking off' when I was too bored to focus. My relationships have been rocky at best, constantly labeled as aggressive (due to RSD and over the top emotional responses to any perceived criticism). I was terrified of 'big pharama' and changing for a society that has rejected me and made me feel like I'm not good enough. I struggled with accepting that meds may be good for me. I was prescribed Adderall and nervously took it. I've been on it for a little over a week now. Aside from the life changing mental shift I experienced (no random misfires, organized and sequential thoughts, calm and balanced emotional state) I was shocked that my vision improved! I had been to multiple optometrists who said 'you have 20/25 vision, I don't know why you can't see'. Turns out, it's due to the ADHD. Since ADHD is a neurological disorder, it negatively affected most, if not all, of my neurological functions which I had no way of knowing UNTIL I got medicated. When I'm medicated my vision is perfect, all light sensitivity is gone, my sense of smell/touch has improved and I don't fall asleep during every movie I watch. I did not expect any of this to happen. I though OK meds may help me not interrupt people mid sentence or help me stop finishing people's sentences or losing valuable things or forgetting tasks. I never realized I've been living life on such a low setting, barely experiencing anything fully. Thanks for reading:)",6.498933735897026,7.746680248847928,7.022127761004295,71.37264976958527,65.63594470046083,9.949340537104721,34.55077069760051,10.085429814115964,3.726289782297792,1884,85,313,43,29,617,246,434,0.127,0.742,0.131,-0.24600000000000002,2,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,3,1,7,11,23,2,2,17,1,34,15,1,3,4,53,57,23,0,2,13,2,1,1,1,2,14,2,0,2,13,16,0,2,9,1,0,5,14,12,0,3,26,9,49,11,46,26,7,49,0,5,3,0,17,20,1,8,21,205,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107608528186798,0.0,0.07574325888433342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431986240692451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031527456152213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208745670578405,0.0,0.0,0.0962690622744121,0.08967093925128486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807823544127504,0.0,0.0,0.09233742345132656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938590822199286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672650441327398,0.0,0.0,0.09792921091949043,0.0874582198667009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223185738122733,0.0,0.08828918323898824,0.09529555023889022,0.0,0.0,0.07199244914364193,0.08164789184650395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320437036068296,0.061043070963711435,0.0,0.0936025780743704,0.0,0.07268083770373411,0.0,0.0,0.06601583428344268,0.0,0.04464232390641013,0.0,0.0,0.14333711488079734,0.0683394549068708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556014971688202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454611503518007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479256983308868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391843786265124,0.0,0.09638749109316204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621207801278553,0.041744894634981884,0.08563994482658828,0.07545091677779246,0.0,0.0,0.09559289347031356,0.09327506193445773,0.0,0.0,0.16170328541615453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898238289504564,0.1721569281631346,0.08611007956648441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460799229072066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590168861336834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948783418074021,0.0,0.0,0.11847583295216807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546972705484919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173767518672307,0.0,0.0,0.08127928747020645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808988057115961,0.0,0.0,0.0965303411001816,0.0,0.07068231380162084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565047755063984,0.06047954609559384,0.0,0.0,0.07143718698154884,0.0,0.0893273429374069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468409809904815,0.07866775284097441,0.0,0.0,0.05676692691203322,0.0,0.08395085458436839,0.0678350590900162,0.0,0.0982083015836249,0.0,0.08164789184650395,0.09493432102152127,0.11602527049404432,0.09294136853144372,0.1669378324427324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782353703546486,0.06854011166132146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542045394643687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noireruse,2019/08/15,"I need help — plummeting executive function and an inability to self-motivate I had a stressful, emotional encounter that I’m still avoiding the response to because it was so upsetting for me, and since then my executive function has plummeted close to the levels it was at this past winter when I was severely depressed. The days are slipping by and with more time that passes and I do nothing, the worse everything gets (I feel legitimately sick that it’s mid August already). I feel like my ADHD meds aren’t working, but I know that they are and it’s just because everything feels so crushing right now that it feels like they’re not. I need to clean my apartment and that alone feels like a herculean task because of everything that’s involved—but because I don’t have counter space or fridge space, I haven’t been grocery shopping more than ... like a loaf of bread or some cans of soup, and because I need to do dishes, I haven’t been making a lot of meals anyway, so I’ve also been eating very little (maybe a meal a day). I then have low energy, which isn’t helping my motivation. Usually when things get this bad, I need a push or mental reframing so I can break everything down into manageable portions... I just can’t seem to get there by myself right now. In the spring, I was just coming out of a dark few months and I was having a lot of trouble even thinking about starting the final essay for a class I’d been doing well in (85% on the first essay and 95% on the second!). My professor called a meeting with me and gave me until the morning of his deadline to get grades in to finish the paper with no late penalties and that gave me a burst of motivation and accountability that saw me through a super productive, healthy few months. Likewise, it also prompted me to start listening to an ADHD book on self accountability that helped me organize my headspace. It seems like when I get this bad, the push has to come from someone else/someone with authority? tl;dr — Could I get some cleaning tips? Like, ways you tackle cleaning when you can’t see it as anything less than a thousand things that will take two days or more. Also, general tips on pulling yourself out of an executive function mess and ways for maintaining motivation. Or just kind words and similar experiences. I’m feeling really alone right now.",7.593598484848485,7.374261647727272,7.5168181818181825,73.82439393939394,63.20454545454545,10.424242424242424,36.28787878787878,9.928628108626363,3.532037878787879,1855,79,334,34,24,595,221,440,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,0.7438,1,3,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,1,6,26,18,0,3,28,0,31,6,0,4,0,61,64,35,0,5,11,0,6,6,0,1,1,1,3,1,25,24,5,1,13,2,3,6,9,9,1,4,13,9,38,9,48,49,11,60,0,2,2,0,13,23,0,11,34,231,63,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949142830514164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679742566674612,0.08948732872084669,0.1945483602991361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673202295045637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354173047782311,0.24716545430538386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280426719401827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139707608370695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474557347776183,0.0,0.0,0.15689340314203504,0.0,0.06984464730676884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297762976715663,0.0,0.09121788116854383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356067492022471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915219885443208,0.07932379361124481,0.0,0.0,0.2460161083731421,0.17379698669679267,0.0,0.08883261037138664,0.0,0.06897703749219332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542041627849497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306330363664975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844451131135885,0.04456618700562592,0.0,0.091475604808142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377055014760956,0.08127575124012988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378834842524451,0.0,0.0,0.05412971525239948,0.0,0.081468077736741,0.0,0.09007522326448517,0.0,0.08172192801250537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294541413420752,0.0,0.0,0.2405155420289125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781021343065375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741174082598483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051949780171696935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775704859551766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462003457005483,0.14764670126784926,0.16919383177431258,0.09161117520883157,0.0,0.06708035794803296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741842259182965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479504227927415,0.0,0.06476038599270607,0.0,0.09289091329834184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097128972853815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774819249852267,0.05196064777616309,0.0,0.0,0.04728555068913054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921535779626987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931167107933717,0.06690960965389492,0.0,0.1287345276899049,0.0,0.0,0.07291168323726425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903613327708795,0.0,0.08263994391529961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bigtiddytron,2019/08/15,"Good ADHD Careers I started working for Goodwill again, in production sorting and pricing wares and honestly I wish I could do this the rest of my life. I feel like a raccoon in a junkyard, I can’t wait to look at everything and clean it and price it. It’s such a good mix of routine and uncertainty that I actually want to go to work in the morning. What are jobs you guys have found that work well with your ADHD? Also, if you haven’t found a job that meshes well with ADHD, you’ll find it! I believe in you!",4.012857142857143,4.6261430476190455,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,70.90476190476191,7.904761904761906,30.23809523809524,7.957251820313856,1.914809523809524,400,16,84,5,7,133,68,105,0.023,0.7609999999999999,0.217,0.9544,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,3,5,6,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,16,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,9,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,2,2,13,6,13,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,3,59,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.14814676920839798,0.0,0.5473461450358371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140412968058432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104031785740534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120965686863565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643898070211735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676078965281895,0.1084546375954519,0.0,0.0,0.13875356413290268,0.0,0.0,0.3329083957065191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627834916625167,0.2546656746285911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031790649271046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013002880376564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722941838311746,0.07416775315561573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748397971614828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745342837738926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954274541584299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729947278925225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745764920956901,0.0,0.0,0.33156318214516994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway_robots,2019/08/15,"I literally don’t understand anything that’s has substantial content. LMAO, this is just an observation. I am in the debate team for two years and I have to use all my power to understand all the speech to write my rebuttals. I never understand classes in school unless I spend two days in advance studying the same subject. I am currently interning and I keep asking questions to my supervisor the instructions even though they explained everything clearly to me. This is so frustrating but lol how am I still alive?? hahaha",5.137541371158392,8.013355638297874,5.932269503546102,71.13388888888889,72.40425531914894,10.135224586288416,33.84869976359338,10.25414643259724,4.492800472813238,426,22,66,14,9,139,67,94,0.024,0.784,0.192,0.9473,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,0,5,1,8,0,0,2,4,19,15,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,13,0,10,15,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,54,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081314019989902,0.0,0.19405074386736992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386603953365508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370986022878689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655131411775167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449852696559205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009145163297636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252687973468786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100728025801092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576636527539929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393732632693332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055331584143703,0.6482657895699848,0.0,0.17927458667501284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366883509455668 adhd,JetSetRadioo,2019/08/15,"So that Qb test was the worst video game I've ever played It took 20 minutes of complete attention; almost no blinking and no moving. By the end of it I was pooped, I fell asleep on the couch there. I scored like an average person which was weird, but they said the effort it takes will eventually break you (which it did before, haha). The second time I took the test I was on dexamfetamine and I scored better, but it made me feel like I scored worse. The doc said I was more aware of missing ones this time. But I wasn't tired this time! :) just extra brain damaged from those DAMN squares and circles. Finally starting my adhd therapy after some shit years mental health wise. Can't wait to finally finish a comic, dagnabbit! &#x200B; TLDR: How were you're experiences with the dreaded Qb test? This thing needs an epilepsy warning, shit's dangerous.",4.125403726708075,6.350979894409942,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,73.03726708074534,6.836024844720497,25.16459627329193,7.7094869923839395,1.3832658385093173,677,22,124,9,14,210,110,161,0.213,0.6729999999999999,0.115,-0.9619,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,2,5,15,4,1,11,1,10,7,5,2,1,17,21,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,13,4,0,1,2,4,0,4,4,9,0,2,13,4,13,6,10,7,4,18,0,2,1,0,6,2,3,2,13,76,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755453418801938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626599518428815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582646090347466,0.17748859903633835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242931033488026,0.0,0.0,0.12918526942984318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630601874087199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314951125789406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937288623119886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212686192322334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288252508459473,0.0,0.0,0.07385636594763344,0.1043510031514312,0.0,0.3200206924526211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526344576423745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427228860815591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821306644360198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472021810559623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524715987163873,0.0,0.10830756574629267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897945210465887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275409370970329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778882205317513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29987339085097064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338767702185613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098249521041942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704147957348453,0.0,0.09704108387037286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255520263526106,0.16788367010797678,0.0,0.0,0.3245738287965527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885576347162302,0.0,0.0,0.17748859903633835,0.0940629982542235 adhd,prudhvinik,2019/08/15,Share your thoughts on how you achieved your goals? I am finding it very hard to stay focused on my goals. When I get highly motivated I focus on my goal which goes for 2-3 days and then back to normal. How did you overcome this at any point of time?,2.7325000000000017,3.972692634615392,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,74.57692307692308,5.9692307692307685,24.538461538461537,5.985473137389443,0.33744615384615395,195,6,45,1,4,61,42,52,0.031,0.813,0.156,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,8,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,28,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249662061492532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543770635770619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133489351906752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30235980655058103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283769223269402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963461333848019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495252390695984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412941515702504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127280241383737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526058112947658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263093046335195,0.19290145450470805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27295782399644314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awkwardspaghetti,2019/08/15,"My husband has ADHD. Hey guys, hoping you can help me understand my husband and how to help him. My husband took Ritalin 20 years ago for his severe ADHD, he was 9 years old. Since then, he has not been medicated, he states he hated the way it made him feel and says I don’t understand the way the medicine works, he thinks it puts you from one extreme to the other instead of balancing you out. My husband has so much potential in his job, was put in a position to own the business and now it’s all down the drain because he can’t focus and his time perception is completely off. He takes 5x longer than his coworkers to complete a project, and while others have advanced their license, he can’t because he can’t focus during the test and takes over the 8 hour limit to finish a test that takes others less than 3 hours, even though he knows the material very well. He has lost his job, and they were very willing to work with his ADHD, but they gave up on him and called him a lost cause due to his inability to focus. At this point, we were suppose to own the business, but now we are struggling to find someone to understand his struggles. Of course, we also have problems in our relationship related to his inability to focus and now we are financially not okay. I’ve discussed a little with him about medication, but in the end, I don’t know what it’s like and how it helps and how everyone else feels. Can medication help him? How can I discuss this?",7.663005952380956,6.2394971458333375,7.797440476190477,75.79875000000003,63.65277777777778,11.006349206349206,35.501984126984134,9.957137785484203,3.2446817460317465,1150,43,229,20,14,375,155,288,0.09699999999999999,0.84,0.064,-0.8993,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,3,3,6,14,10,1,2,16,1,23,4,0,6,1,43,41,23,0,2,5,4,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,12,18,0,1,10,0,0,4,7,6,1,1,10,3,34,4,33,30,5,35,0,2,0,0,53,13,0,1,16,155,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490375705698111,0.0,0.08581552302793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741828980649712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802799103819765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885302674847983,0.0,0.0,0.0994497254106261,0.0,0.0,0.20300522843414895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087167219393268,0.0,0.08574422506097272,0.0,0.0,0.06394156980037964,0.0,0.0,0.09250534827972112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789929016010884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848186357406408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958563376598194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557905184148034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595566897266324,0.0,0.0,0.09615338864652233,0.19067514112043274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921364049102096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640761944846107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729608970638242,0.0970282605426372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113573760429928,0.0,0.0,0.09160321471323464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925752809718063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116590794285843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015849802369175,0.0,0.06560042575309713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151599441498263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263333905702496,0.0,0.19463998872427465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039368610946336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698656897740569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936685101214808,0.0,0.08008157844084549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202612899390138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241201046223295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183654323140932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062031432419420565,0.0951145567396514,0.0,0.05645022853878826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755859375162427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023454035362925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975547292385495,0.0,0.15368528869853207,0.0,0.0,0.08704310559795207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095651491710506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468391371908695 adhd,lambtruck11,2019/08/15,"Is it possible I have ADD or ADHD? I feel as of this past year or two concentrating has become harder and harder and I have been finding myself figit in class, especially during the end of day. I’ve always had behavioral problems in school and with my parents, I was always that smart ass kid in class getting in trouble with the teacher just because I was bored. I’ve usually been able to bear school but last year I had way too many absences and tardies, every morning I would run late to school despite my mom trying her hardest to get me up. I’ve also been feeling on and off depression lately even though it’s summer and I have a lot of friends. The thing that’s weird is that I have a 4.0 and have had one since the first year of middle school(I’m 16 going into junior year). Also, my brother was diagnosed when he was around 7 but he denied the medication and now he has a 4.0 in middle school. I’ve also struggled with sleep problems for as long as I can remember and was prescribed ambien for a week, although it didn’t help me sleep.",6.0087339743589725,5.926835995192307,6.487307692307692,79.42435897435898,66.45192307692308,8.856410256410255,31.275641025641022,8.344100000000001,2.262075641025641,829,29,159,10,12,270,122,208,0.12,0.826,0.054000000000000006,-0.9153,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,9,0,23,5,3,0,0,28,28,22,0,3,5,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,8,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,3,12,2,17,2,25,15,1,32,0,1,0,1,10,12,1,3,17,109,25,7,0.10792924889143712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970998333578385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893294403415595,0.1796115622190749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607991384293912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579266836114976,0.11919937583016048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696054367709916,0.0,0.09295930391991716,0.10954591573196752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559327941953442,0.0,0.0,0.07128625098780515,0.0,0.0909350471413706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914454230118148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986453781835681,0.09180456397137406,0.0,0.0,0.08338586996344663,0.0,0.11277715586060914,0.0,0.06133867937552045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723427004810051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797674297147892,0.2434977876334471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095513988933527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175758782103527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942331821045656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872736352525376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640543186443598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313565227975358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984265832846933,0.0,0.10303068051594533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167401145745825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654743005131312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222627994443396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461508097286556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928018999308057,0.0,0.21601438820843025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283108489362825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170339717873561,0.0,0.10603993904910927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327687533532118,0.0,0.10543119343369901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886881952448737,0.0,0.0,0.08566921407700412,0.08657433326877613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666984177104658,0.0,0.0,0.2780115907466476 adhd,brotherlyKev,2019/08/15,"Starting my medication journey with Lexapro 10mg I have ADHD and real bad anxiety. I finally started to see a therapist a few weeks ago and now today I got prescribed medication. My main problem is that I have a real difficult time talking to others and even trouble opening up to loved ones. It has caused me relationship issues and family disconnection. I hate talking to people on the phone and scheduling appointments, and I all around constantly feel like I'm being judged. Has anyone had similar problems and have taken Lexapro either to start or in addition to other medications? I'm wondering what to expect and if it hopefully will help me connect with people better and come out of my shell.",8.780798650168729,8.958283480314963,9.325084364454444,60.52078740157482,60.65354330708662,12.611473565804276,40.97750281214847,12.031772070788634,5.547462092238471,570,29,84,17,7,192,90,127,0.142,0.7509999999999999,0.107,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,0,4,0,9,4,0,1,1,29,23,11,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,16,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,3,2,11,4,15,18,4,19,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,4,12,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883086725168778,0.0,0.12452793393683965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746758357212274,0.0,0.0,0.09822758436618004,0.0,0.0,0.1250578772921313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729577047241815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424403199982703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431268841581632,0.0,0.12101194593657147,0.0,0.151810058569095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927863782561475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243298811348994,0.0,0.07103141662116548,0.10035965735088227,0.0,0.15389007326134474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235549210944586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386959076108712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416145579110352,0.0,0.0,0.1395293346319065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662567010017505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686319226011093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267895908847178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245594966373107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519356400998227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478367997750928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26884269697188595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31979627559156104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508240247837343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119451720777024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982995331197693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258266194323593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310927325520025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191560317017556,0.0,0.1331595658109946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268538775204515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152345656355781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tokyoz,2019/08/15,"Pet Peeve: People waving their hand in my face when i’m staring off into space. Or asking me what i’m looking at. Or if i’m “Good”. Yes, I’m fine. I’m not upset or anything. I’m just having an intricate conversation with myself in my head for minutes straight.",-0.3488888888888901,1.9197795740740773,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,95.85185185185185,4.181481481481482,19.712962962962962,5.985473137389443,0.16878518518518515,203,7,41,2,8,70,40,54,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9229,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,8,9,5,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,7,9,0,8,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,4,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881958088672257,0.0,0.4410063850399552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956669983785744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841338338607326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39613664989761815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270400499101003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,linky67,2019/08/15,"Any experiences with Wellbutrin/Bupropion? Has anyone had good experiences with it? Today is day 9 for me and I just feel sick half of the day, and then I just feel ""normal"", the first 2 or 3 days were great, lots of energy, but now I feel just empty, I know it takes 2 or more weeks to really kick in but these side effects are making me wanna quit, I see my doctor tomorrow lets see how it goes.",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.070617283950618,89.07777777777781,84.55555555555556,6.562962962962962,16.407407407407412,7.793537801064563,0.3594296296296293,306,6,66,6,9,104,60,81,0.057,0.86,0.084,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,0,21,14,8,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,8,2,8,11,2,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,9,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829911937618275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220159350308598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934720289118582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815863360777015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978713366928008,0.0,0.0,0.30849116459965714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729871004570688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705777800208059,0.0,0.2242170273846132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176727428172392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796042404023046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728985834195033,0.0,0.0,0.13575158966691092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992602064436001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630988154376893,0.0,0.0,0.13028454349465313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32412039768957845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290953344381294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927717409593757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631317903850546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,personalperson17,2019/08/15,"how to motivate myself to eat properly? so uhh, ive been eating pretty badly, im guessing its due to my meds that ive been taking for about a month now. most i eat most days is breakfast if i remember to, and then i dont feel like getting anything until 7 or even later food just doesn't really interest me a lot rn, i can make do with snacks but i know thats not healthy either :/",1.4865331010452962,2.969986085365857,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,78.39024390243901,7.124738675958188,22.68989547038328,7.957251820313856,1.0949700348432057,297,9,65,5,7,104,65,82,0.109,0.807,0.084,-0.2231,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,3,0,18,15,8,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,10,2,8,13,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531562464044045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677350343714185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955764362009645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354419706295029,0.0,0.0,0.6166828798068181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268616833591687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157618693679496,0.14351609190556847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291738447116898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495690599247944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130334709231905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699602937454526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040407164259876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814486788490487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078977467621795,0.0,0.0,0.13409585522685552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314386916834303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034874481585512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437768700693185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869548950125026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275695826824624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104452706446275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2koolpyg,2019/08/15,"Question for those of you taking Adderall XR I currently take 10mg Adderall XR and have been taking that dosage for about 3 years now, prior to that I used to take 20 mg Adderall IR (2 x 10mg) for about 5 years. Usually it's great and helps me stay focused and speak coherent thoughts, fidget less, and increases my patience. However, sometimes I'll experience what seem like anxiety related symptoms: * It feels like my throat tightens up so my voice sounds more hoarse and barely comes out, it becomes physically harder to speak. My voice is normally pretty deep but when this happens it comes out much higher and nasally, almost feels like my vocal cords have tightened. The weird thing is that this never happens when I'm super tired from not getting enough sleep, and drinking water seems to sometimes help, but I really hate it especially since I have to speak a lot in my work. * Sometimes my words just come out super fast and I stutter I've loved reading this sub because almost everything I go through I realize that there are so many others that experience the same, and makes me feel like I'm not alone. That's why I figured I could ask and see if anyone else here has experienced something like what I've described above, and if so were you able to do anything to remedy that?",6.166712962962965,7.222281399176958,6.066458333333332,78.61968750000003,66.28395061728395,8.873353909465024,32.47145061728395,9.017664075816787,2.7837327160493825,1032,42,184,17,16,324,151,243,0.059000000000000004,0.7759999999999999,0.166,0.9798,3,1,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,3,11,12,1,0,3,0,11,8,3,2,1,43,36,20,0,4,7,0,3,5,0,0,2,6,0,0,20,17,2,0,9,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,12,20,9,20,32,7,22,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,8,15,107,40,2,0.10596796048326364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122232107676214,0.10975084879589936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106519972263404,0.0,0.0,0.07409526184770235,0.1085766982293109,0.08720260242233603,0.0,0.09906573842868106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459708515154808,0.1170332868739373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738460447355993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460679375446381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380825884970322,0.0,0.0,0.08852263347206978,0.0,0.0,0.10949323020058764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523717002882102,0.20731399802006192,0.0,0.0,0.16074175440388574,0.2271105964279297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055363885686227764,0.0,0.06022403397524637,0.0,0.0,0.11683005053256193,0.0,0.0,0.18741423498157253,0.0,0.0,0.1046214223626019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420561804063835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588529642184357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900901705527434,0.0956402216015481,0.0,0.07073443647727705,0.1074348796009568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789864378500326,0.0,0.08172902384223793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382610214522928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780751198094753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187083676483006,0.0,0.10599663691831923,0.0,0.06788578895028481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444274478706723,0.19293850269140725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876577919544443,0.0,0.10604448927700916,0.0,0.0,0.08157931310615495,0.3144150675350436,0.0,0.0,0.11294774638937405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014128534951073,0.3186988736320581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040040430926083,0.0,0.0,0.08412672388766257,0.0,0.12179458205879085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152229440870037,0.11670873743162352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956196020742643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714593730413406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647978451032908 adhd,darktheorytv,2019/08/15,"How does everyone else here answer the question ""What did you do today?"" It stresses me out every time I hear it. I get it, it's a normal question but 90% of the time the God honest truth is that I don't remember. Like I know things happen, but taking the mental time to illustrate an answer that's cohesive and accurate is super stressing. ""I'm pretty sure I had food at some point in time. Was it breakfast? I'm not sure since I ate a couple hours after I woke up but I don't remember when I woke up so it could have been an early lunch. Shit I don't even remember anything happening between forcing myself out of bed and eating.... what was I doing? Was I on my phone? Did I do any chores? Shit I'm pretty sure I forgot to do laundry. Dag nab it. I cleaned the kitchen. At least I remember doing that before I ended up making food and making it a mess again. I remember I did vacuum though. Crap I started vacuuming but forgot to finish because I had to stop to do the laundry otherwise I'd forget. Wait! I did do the laundry! Well part of it. I left the clothes in the wash for 8 hours so now I have to wash them again. Damn it.""",0.17900073367571778,2.4660826212765947,2.7346001467351435,89.89000000000004,88.7446808510638,5.454145267791637,20.018341892883345,6.953978226594392,0.5631731474688189,876,28,182,13,29,302,124,235,0.133,0.7170000000000001,0.149,0.7166,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,1,11,15,4,2,14,0,25,12,3,3,4,35,43,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,16,5,7,4,10,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,15,1,29,8,22,27,3,29,0,0,0,0,6,12,4,3,18,128,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763308608456853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184332442354984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060627091967609174,0.0,0.08462922468533547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940704838310324,0.11004551430770404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703409540827642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176770870519763,0.08308222930082959,0.0,0.08808796917979561,0.0,0.0,0.06568935722351367,0.0,0.08379546845335467,0.09503390184511966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405237417653096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051961344405997416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589617292498858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209346998736862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588708093665885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465808977692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805858887605801,0.0,0.0,0.048588887349766886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277451066171247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022765639535768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744518082556773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770051209637492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401750484948501,0.0,0.0,0.20236380413556151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282563078051845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633179327399296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041790886841245,0.08227053901939542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039504777528631,0.0,0.0,0.08314917216061184,0.22785166152449274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812066275057112,0.0,0.0747780874180868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607375203697001,0.0,0.09771443075815796,0.0,0.23197298655069504,0.0,0.09427209522219784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942235349113915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cheddar_Betterman,2019/08/15,"Just Diagnosed at 21 and Fighting It... I was just diagnosed yesterday professionally, by two different individuals, through learning disability testing, and DSM assessment. My story seems to align with the other stories I've read by women of whom were diagnosed later in life. I.e., comorbidity with anxiety/depression and going under the radar until adulthood. And I'm sure like many others who were struggling on the daily, it was a relief to hear that I wasn't just generally lower functioning (which is something you don't want to hear if you aspire a STEM career...). I don't have a problem with the diagnosis but it feels like my brain does. For years, starting maybe 7th grade-ish, I've complained to my parents and siblings about my SEVERE struggles with reading/reading comprehension and relayed to them constantly how EVERYTHING feels like a distraction. Every time it was dismissed. I was told all sorts of things; I was just being lazy, I was over exaggerating, You're just angsty from puberty, You stay up all night playing video games, ADHD is always mis/over-diagnosed, Etc... Despite being professionally diagnosed, I can't shake this feeling that I might be over exaggerating, or even worse, faking it? I told my psychologist this and he chuckled playfully at this and encourage me to chuckle as these thoughts playfully too. For years I've believed what everyone was telling me. I was wondering if anyone else, male or female, perhaps had similar experiences? It might be comforting to hear the similarities in someone else's stories. On the bright side, for years I've been fighting a mystery involving my sleeping habits. I sleep a MINIMUM of 12 hours a night and fruitlessly been through all sorts of antidepressants, but nothing has been a permanent fix. So far, bupropion has been the most effective, for the longest amount of time, but it's effectiveness has recently started to degrade. I've been told that the stimulating effects of ADHD meds might help with my over-sleeping and day time fatigue. Thanks if you were able to bare through this message and if you care enough to drop a response. I really appreciate it. Tl;Dr, it feels like I am over exaggerating my symptoms like everyone has always told me and don't actually have ADHD",8.831369892942972,9.465780135678393,8.651157963731702,63.85902665501421,60.4572864321608,11.946864758575487,40.67118199694123,11.5520848577,5.15471911732576,1826,93,283,50,23,590,215,398,0.111,0.7140000000000001,0.175,0.9817,3,0,1,0,4,0,62.0,0,5,1,3,10,28,2,4,18,0,38,10,3,5,4,57,59,25,0,6,14,1,4,5,0,3,7,3,0,2,24,17,0,0,11,6,0,2,5,11,0,1,23,8,30,17,45,29,7,34,0,1,1,0,28,13,0,14,22,192,54,6,0.07723646937632704,0.0,0.07537165261664261,0.0,0.2784696806088769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128533859611326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400553522528965,0.0791378902597201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701905205137407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622144345802776,0.0,0.0,0.07874772807001112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346518463737497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498111331340423,0.0,0.06652365789812324,0.3919669530103199,0.0,0.08069567155373518,0.0,0.0,0.06759015483860605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904231879327693,0.0,0.0,0.07980591947542931,0.08613907989323419,0.05101395958857268,0.0,0.06507505663116459,0.14760551277052056,0.06941515843914768,0.07555208756654977,0.0,0.0,0.1562123184516528,0.165533247465073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043895265461701916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611533430881989,0.0,0.05176997734805186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606236423370855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054554402474264775,0.1886691878625551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830565720437012,0.07759441477559646,0.0,0.0857923057614605,0.0,0.0,0.24580706529071103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496238873551473,0.0,0.07411047544568418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576195892250682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390487018011194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451474132369336,0.0,0.049479660035304567,0.0,0.07626169563202945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031318092128819,0.0,0.08725522590829551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318767458924214,0.0,0.06544220986074525,0.05946040755838159,0.0,0.0,0.10933674111698097,0.0823237997159136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614886552550794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279445833111896,0.08027826499794102,0.0,0.0,0.06750807857010142,0.0711089639547981,0.0,0.0,0.05131247828792599,0.0,0.0,0.06131712928745471,0.1351116192377094,0.0,0.0,0.2952110255410411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544880768272967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555607076607652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375965635142657,0.0,0.0,0.07871056079065779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921326194370707 adhd,catp1zza,2019/08/15,"Last month, I decided to start treating my ADHD. My doctor prescribed me Adderall 20mg. Today, I got a new prescription for Adderall XR 20mg. In your experience, what has worked for you? What’s the difference between the two? The original prescription has worked fine, for the most part. Except, halfway through the day, I feel significantly less productive, scatterbrained, and angry. I haven’t filled my prescription for XR yet. I’m heading to the pharmacy now to do so. What should I expect?",3.657954545454549,6.826482522727275,4.425454545454548,77.58318181818184,81.72727272727272,8.200000000000001,29.59090909090909,8.841846274778883,3.30350909090909,394,19,64,11,11,126,61,88,0.04,0.903,0.057,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,7,0,5,2,1,1,0,8,9,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,11,2,11,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125459521639576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771953053960545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717111476494597,0.0,0.2661861510436489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254392138075831,0.0,0.0,0.13149598827992154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799664678525026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669003186539905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119865733782648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758031291454104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511710799793871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816235745154723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407437993352727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246509918260936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540443834166091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786588483574277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daniel7682,2019/08/15,"Adderall Perscription So about 6 months ago i got a perscription for adderall grom my doctor i cant go into to much detail rn so this is gonna be quick. Yesterday i went to the doctor but my main doctor wasnt there the lady said i could try the doctor they had at the moment. She told me i needed an mri or some type of brain scan to diagnose my add/adhd i was mad but i said ok she said shell send me a reference. She gave me vyvanse for this month because i told her i wanted to try that because i was tired of the adderall side effects. Im scared that the machine will say i dont have add and i know that sounds stupid cause i should be happy but whatever i have if its not add really has affected my life since middle school. I used to always doze off and daydream constantly basically my whole life has led to nothi g cause evrywhere i go i daydream until i got adderall i finally signed up to college I can actually socialize and finish things i dont change hobbies constantly anymore. I just am afraid if i do take the mri itll say I dont have add and whatever it was helping wont get helped anymore and ill be back to who i always was Should i get a new doctor i really don't know what to do should i just do the mri?",0.9386225071225098,3.0404231500000023,3.0970940170940184,90.00938746438749,82.88461538461539,6.313390313390314,21.552706552706557,7.526774132740827,0.8436894586894583,969,31,209,16,27,329,139,260,0.094,0.862,0.044000000000000004,-0.9179999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,2,2,12,1,32,14,1,6,0,35,52,14,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,7,13,6,0,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,15,7,41,2,19,26,4,24,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,4,13,137,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.09366577813534116,0.0,0.11535317950368275,0.0,0.08508333428877418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973145817125414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037912791916448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380517240445854,0.0,0.11702096150676547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714901840516697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972024159145256,0.10153752109808667,0.0,0.0,0.20744752688475387,0.0,0.07663479189443491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742094907693087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912144702265217,0.0,0.0,0.3374748611668988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051449271908738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002945430208434,0.0,0.1090989530729708,0.0,0.15353310043955784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217592375751584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867105984839589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367834968866636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549973637588284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559157537517738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322578284104876,0.0,0.07055871154563731,0.07117034231341593,0.0,0.09270119313462434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297861857033507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739060698645754,0.15265941994941393,0.09609594881952337,0.09714014414391038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939831243161949,0.0,0.0,0.09784280655115292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721674370756279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376698718995764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031859305568674,0.0,0.1834321622352759,0.0,0.13033261336781599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289868548933059,0.0,0.0,0.056613390697380424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897740765788716,0.0,0.10716183870021054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Copatus,2019/08/15,"Running instead of Walking Used to happen a lot more when I was kid, needed to go somewhere I would just run there. Why would I walk? Takes a lot longer! Don't have time for that! Parents would always be complaining that I would be running everywhere around the house. Now that I'm an adult I do it less and less, possibly because it isn't as acceptable. (Tho when I'm alone in the house I'm guilty of running around the rooms when I need to go somewhere, always ends up on my hitting myself in the doors/walls/vases). Anybody else experiences that?",3.4972222222222205,5.361879462962968,3.9492592592592617,88.12166666666668,73.81481481481481,6.651851851851853,26.814814814814817,7.3871296695380915,1.3448259259259254,434,16,86,5,9,136,69,108,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.8179,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,14,22,6,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,13,14,5,21,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,6,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174181170927448,0.0,0.0,0.2798743058137009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994272624457692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251944339055633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049072167469667,0.0,0.1489553477930611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645098663060828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115829847094104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871880835413584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881085114673048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28595699382903805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940297143140205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867412119362259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895948627777589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644855049304352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806565303976633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452513632556952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175403594267492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778738846744266,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LastW0rds,2019/08/15,Is existential dread over small tasks normal in ADHD? The smallest tasks like filling in and sending a form is so mentally taxing that I even miss out on great opportunities because I dreaded filling in a five minute form. I am not sure if this is linked with mental illness but I almost can get depressed over a bit of paper because of the duty I have to commit to. I avoid it until it is too late and makes my life 100x harder. I am more fearful for starting Uni as a late student as my doctors keep dismissing my complaints of lack concentration because the UK is much more strict prescribing ritalin. Dying here.,6.813809523809521,7.255054410256412,7.166178266178267,73.45461538461541,64.72649572649573,9.07887667887668,35.51770451770452,8.841846274778883,3.16843199023199,494,22,84,7,7,161,83,117,0.212,0.7190000000000001,0.07,-0.9529,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,4,7,0,9,4,0,1,2,17,14,8,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,10,4,17,14,7,15,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,2,5,63,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310478872216301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251122700118656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515825835895404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988788632751565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655851786881309,0.0,0.19952579277610547,0.0,0.0,0.1967766575777944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697972241693595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163353981695679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004430149412784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119569890332237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088118587258144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337341500554217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579229957197214,0.09392394276637364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832878277756835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874868175153017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141326327525974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836479050931512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607597948656974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811939356780934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,figureskatress,2019/08/15,"Dr (psychiatrist?) in Boston Moved places recently and surprise surprise haven't gotten around to finding a dr to prescribe meds and I'm totally out. Any good drs y'all would reccomend?",4.246818181818185,7.517631787878791,4.4335606060606105,77.97034090909092,79.60606060606061,6.936363636363637,32.49242424242424,8.07648339933343,3.1286424242424244,151,8,23,3,4,47,29,33,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.7733,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446171088183061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32022074683782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32877107618641754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017101161999189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995599432692944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823178881892188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758234221812008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517309518497714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555297253075783,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weepingbabi,2019/08/15,"How did u guys figure it was ADHD? I remember awhile back my mum mentioned that I might have ADHD. We mentioned it to the psychologist, but my depression was too severe, and it was hard to tell what I had beneath. Now that the depression is subsiding. I feel like it finally makes since after the info online. I hAVE to sit at a quiet library for 6hrs to consolidate two pages of notes. Today, I spent 8hrs there and I wrong a draft paragraph. I was just day dreaming and looking at tutorial on how to sew. There are way more things to the story. But how did u guys put together the pieces?",2.60152037617555,4.811532913793108,4.188244514106581,83.81757053291534,77.6206896551724,7.321630094043888,24.33855799373041,8.296473431620573,1.641389655172414,462,16,90,9,11,154,77,116,0.162,0.8109999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,4,0,16,16,8,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,8,4,11,1,13,7,3,13,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,1,7,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453473736443683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507058861802544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167235195622862,0.0,0.32499119806870946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953939360273168,0.13478124453174412,0.0,0.20667164618476036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736130600162269,0.0,0.0,0.16900544176533128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217145800371276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842982674557982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593435352125076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001421628701393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965893013478488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371897160977413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131360579203272,0.0,0.1560643996143163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490021765950416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533964849171486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883094138677585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429682895081556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975230744238094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062739240841962,0.0,0.0 adhd,girlfilth,2019/08/15,"Thank you! I posted in this subreddit a couple months ago asking for advice re: working in hospitality with ADHD, I only got a few responses but they were super helpful and reading other posts here about people with similar issues has helped me so much, thank you everyone for being so helpful and so open. Happy to say I've been working at the job I originally posted about for two months now, no complaints so far, regular customers all chat with me and ask about my hobbies and how my life is going, I have work friends for the first time ever, plans to catch up with a co worker outside of work and despite the fact that hospitality sucks SO BAD I don't want to quit and I actually get excited to go to work! The advice I was given here was great, everyday I'm getting better at organising myself and prioritising each aspect of my job correctly, my social skills have gotten so much better and I'm not an overwhelmed nervous wreck 24/7. I'm 21, I've been in therapy for over half my life and my current job and this subreddit have helped me more than all of that lmao. Thanks reddit, I have a future now.",9.824305555555558,7.00300578240741,9.940370370370367,66.5416666666667,60.62037037037037,12.562962962962965,38.35185185185185,10.746095033038511,4.010346296296296,883,31,160,16,9,296,129,216,0.096,0.6859999999999999,0.218,0.9877,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,13,15,14,1,2,9,0,13,2,0,2,5,26,30,18,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,16,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,4,0,3,8,1,21,10,28,21,7,27,0,1,0,0,13,9,1,0,12,111,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.10599346588054497,0.0,0.1305352236359921,0.21227643188096407,0.09628145593270304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030824385843059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068975288356244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921239020629701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018144503150464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824931430673156,0.0,0.10378716227172084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238864257491608,0.0,0.0,0.08391638718804316,0.0,0.11349466619840726,0.0,0.12345785611724892,0.0,0.08687007019500957,0.1197494307235249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562366217634767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121183560014924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336679689485048,0.3233536104489077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343726710359284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339237562426876,0.0,0.15969039138246166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260729845974794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530060006326096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120720696490691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552639635305866,0.10864530890568427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637573584437429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072024793144178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999968270463351,0.124211765798338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333481402518328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610196732081996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406448133697447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953684019090622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_tuffghost,2019/08/15,"I'm currently preparing a presentation on ADHD, and I'm struggling to focus on actually making it So, first of all, the irony is not at all lost on me here! I'm taking a class in which I have to prepare a 20-min lecture with a lesson plan and slides on any topic. I chose ""Surviving ADHD."" It's something I can for sure speak on for 20 minutes, and have plenty of experience with, so I figure it'll be a breeze! We have to do our prep work in the classroom, and have all of today to get it done before presenting tomorrow. The problem is, my ADHD itself is getting in the way of doing the actual work associated with creating the lesson! We're allowed headphones during prep, but I forgot mine! So while everyone else is conversing while they prep, their talking is killing my focus. Also, I was completely zoned out during the lecture on how to properly prepare the lesson plan, so I'm having to figure it out as I go! (Ironically, most of the time I was spacing out I was thinking of things to include in my lesson.) It just feels like this whole experience is some kind of meta-commentary! Lastly, I'm sitting on the shitter typing all of this instead of working in said lesson. Go figure!",5.366652298850575,6.084415349137935,6.870448275862072,73.35271264367817,67.92241379310343,9.290114942528737,31.845977011494256,9.3871,2.9969749425287366,939,38,166,18,15,323,126,232,0.055,0.902,0.043,-0.6744,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,2,13,9,7,1,1,15,0,20,0,0,3,5,36,36,14,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,1,10,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,7,3,18,3,38,27,7,32,0,1,0,0,8,17,0,2,11,126,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.27801181064967817,0.0,0.5135741185806044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391332424323397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686757751284823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121031963273722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935101555130378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577083059622992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899463343540377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361124323355541,0.0,0.2786773532693061,0.0,0.0,0.07202454104233531,0.10176283402053776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116376039003013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884340929307951,0.0,0.1619097075133182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759443860113645,0.1483346896793274,0.0,0.116111798195734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959149854157687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554956933856476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950832347585901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363007580522755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354979444768632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096612253638139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891458488775722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425285543910376,0.0,0.10710101517734512,0.11449200504126822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094634219248887,0.091273091825295,0.0,0.0,0.08306090464173481,0.0,0.13502133378648878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130663191261924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590349079604418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111052677877852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lokthan,2019/08/15,"That feeling when your vyvanse (or other meds) kicks in It’s like taking the sexiest chill pill, while turning into the energizer bunny",12.157500000000004,9.915709750000003,11.47,55.57500000000003,55.66666666666666,12.933333333333335,44.83333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.4086333333333325,110,5,15,2,1,36,23,24,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27117871668199983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620180981839157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957288799803087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032447195194253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833604525333325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chillua-Zoldyck,2019/08/15,"Progress...not perfection. I saw a movie with Denzel Washington teaching some fat dude to work out and eat healthy so he could pass his security guard test. And the fat dude had brought a healthy sandwich, but put potato chips on it. Denzel made him take the chips out and told him not to eat chips no more. The fat dude looked ashamed, but Denzel just said ""*Progress... Not perfection*"". It resonated with me, and I see that it is something I need to implement in my own journey. So I wanted to share.",3.183567251461992,5.534526210526323,3.0592982456140376,91.92953216374272,76.36842105263158,6.7485380116959055,27.39766081871345,7.793537801064563,1.5427309941520466,390,16,80,6,9,117,62,95,0.07,0.8190000000000001,0.111,0.249,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,5,0,3,6,3,1,2,21,13,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,8,6,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,4,9,4,10,6,3,8,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,0,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260502123494433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794098290151605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775152434611305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26789727688207804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099316850118376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846162283432284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693142532527492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561191062129454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796146896294727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287282280524372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705356026941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669929371843727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611649178085392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redkev0417,2019/08/15,"Will I ever be able to fully function in a professional position without medication? I’m a graduating undergrad student with severe ADHD. I’ve been on Concerta since i was 11. My first year of college i was prescribed 72 mg of Concerta and felt like i was over prescribed so I tried to stop taking the meds. My second semester in college, I ended with a .3 GPA. Now im in my last semester of college. Im prescribed to 36 mg of Concerta (taken on study/testing days) and 10mg of Adderall (taken on almost all weekdays or days i need to focus). I now have a 3.2 GPA and hold various presidential/leadership positions at my university. I don’t want to continue to be a prisoner to this medication. I want to be able to focus and be a valuable asset to myself and my employers without having to take medication. I can’t even finish reading a book unless I take medication. Do any of you have experience with leaning off of ADHD medication? Are there any healthier alternatives? Anything that might help you focus without medication?",4.518211538461539,6.557355189743593,7.074919871794872,66.04622596153845,71.46153846153847,10.208333333333336,34.75160256410257,10.411451182825502,4.4557756410256415,822,44,132,26,16,296,107,195,0.047,0.873,0.079,0.5854,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,8,0,17,6,0,0,2,23,27,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,1,20,2,34,14,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,13,97,22,12,0.21763187662381775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615512234186447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089634437896539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799713901924036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954624551187347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403545561864207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637862306270907,0.0,0.0,0.07187190098745967,0.09843024603316022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064428678105454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448036539730833,0.0,0.0,0.09255878153946186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293702970893652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507977257125365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869951319402389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053161970953846456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086997666722532,0.6577236589915253,0.0,0.11543651450879472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806856394565326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884538545021168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229310370670426,0.0,0.09001366864449048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097499688393323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454481298998254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387887924799932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836491948021972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146840442805983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007389660219114 adhd,PretendThisIsAName,2019/08/15,"I made myself a coffee because I was struggling to focus on some work I need to do at home... So how the fuck did I end up pumping up my bike tires only to realise I didn't have my coffee, but it's sitting cold on the side of my bath. I must have ended up in my driveway with my bike somehow but I've got no clue why and now I've got to knock back a cold coffee.",2.6456626506024112,2.1107885060241003,4.674361445783133,91.11612048192774,73.57831325301207,6.6400000000000015,25.03373493975904,3.1291,0.2759416867469886,278,7,69,0,5,97,55,83,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.7254,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,4,0,7,2,0,2,1,10,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,2,12,0,13,5,1,13,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,2,4,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332634023824375,0.0,0.16119089664841482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684037540053935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444564559034549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422969317742833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652396225490558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25020512821784685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960676300136345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011069669430599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764342015128981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30391739569854176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386022428002065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925043951698764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,78throw,2019/08/15,"Recently diagnosed, prescribed Ritalin, dont know what to think. I recently got diagnosed with adult ADHD (in my 30s) and have been prescribed Ritalin. For the first week i was to take 10mg morning + 10mg midday. The first 4 days it was like taking a tranquilizer, the complete opposite of what i though it would do. I was so tired and blurry minded i could barley function. After 4 days i sort of returned to feeling normal. I saw my Dr 7 days later dr said it would just be my brain getting used to it and need a higher dose so upped it to 20mg morning + 20mg midday. The pattern occurred that week, but more severe. I saw him again 7 days later and dr stated the same thing need to up the dose, so upped it to 30mg morning + 30mg midday. Exactly the same as the lower doses but even more severe, so tired i could barley function and i felt like i was brain dead. Ive just seen him again and dr has advised to go back to 20mg morning + 20mg midday as it can sometimes take 3-4 weeks for peoples brains to get used to it. TLDR: I'm 4 weeks into Ritalin, it tranquilizes me and makes me brain dead.",3.3278478260869555,4.075351121739132,4.9971195652173925,84.83915760869569,72.56521739130434,7.663043478260869,26.54891304347826,7.865858978985527,1.4737608695652176,858,28,180,11,16,292,110,230,0.15,0.8220000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.982,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0,10,0,16,18,4,3,1,32,37,16,2,7,4,0,2,2,0,2,14,1,0,1,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,6,19,4,24,21,4,26,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,21,107,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734040661870027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147482977915642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731347547146874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109449460838017,0.0,0.0,0.16919699314686446,0.0,0.0,0.27333546403579106,0.0,0.0,0.21508940320522352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418148111010767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699839746614595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053575330284581564,0.0,0.10173588209196048,0.0,0.0,0.18025490721564444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071691257112844,0.0,0.06021812795174435,0.0,0.08474394690949487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823150859851984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353103165690283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072749972434532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698693904214493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713238886654413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381592017369867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345763667151586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924063208563076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078991164918172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394037854851773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104794744539828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390007147105953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039350031404566,0.06789333149323137,0.10410277304083634,0.0,0.0,0.2435652759248925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302663808291625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33997108064225473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053843313266482,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TickleMahPenois,2019/08/15,"Feel like shit on days without meds Been on vyvanse for a few months now and they are amazing. But when i take a day off i feel like my adhd is 10 times worse than when i didn't take meds. Is it how I always have been but the meds made me realise how shitty life with adhd is, or is it because my dopamine levels decreases after taking meds or something?",5.514324324324324,4.689053540540542,5.816891891891893,86.30885135135134,67.64864864864866,7.9405405405405425,29.31081081081081,5.985473137389443,1.2304972972972972,278,8,60,1,4,89,52,74,0.121,0.8009999999999999,0.077,-0.6542,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,9,2,1,3,0,12,15,9,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,8,3,8,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,10,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651140216618037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639485822960966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259821458389494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592879665394305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361270488663886,0.2170380257145479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729306639334996,0.1484235536024124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437336018003655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6749167173039974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124694359548928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559254984357306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169417896006946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34263481028972986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885754358701732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642836873829235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480139167052015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MeTA_2x,2019/08/15,I have deleted so many drafts Ever time. I have a thought and then at the end of typing it all out I go. “This was a waste because I can’t relay this message properly” and then delete it.,2.1926666666666685,3.1476136000000032,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,75.5,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.7615833333333333,144,5,33,1,3,48,31,40,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941268406575897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273507970436495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364478632165589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27421523437532463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891781361236958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830502174192697,0.2813489788051932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glumpancake,2019/08/15,"Add the time it takes for your oven to warm up onto the cooking time. Didn't realise this was an ADHD 'hack' till yesterday, but I am SO inpatient and never want to wait for the oven to heat up, which usually leads to my diet being hit and miss to say the least. The answer? Turn on the oven, immediately put the food in to cook and simply add the heat-up time to the overall cooking time. Throw on your timer and do something else until it's ready. Now I actually eat real food! \*Disclaimer: I'm a pescatarian - not sure on the exact science but I wouldn't do this with meat dishes because I'm pretty sure the gradual heating of the oven might promote bad bacteria or something.",4.770444444444443,5.571896859259257,5.731111111111107,80.69000000000003,69.2962962962963,8.37037037037037,29.074074074074076,8.515128840125781,2.0859629629629635,536,19,104,8,9,177,87,135,0.09300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.2079,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,2,5,0,0,14,0,8,8,0,1,4,22,16,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,5,7,8,1,1,3,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,2,6,3,20,10,1,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,10,65,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.17407654852878032,0.0,0.2143822829380352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489427582893696,0.1087409163204877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825308379025006,0.1490165114458706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314040345257803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923668711114056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375803400685016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148013353136944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932467154877896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030394582235807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185770648700124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746566424521297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362486457011897,0.0,0.13412218007884366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160673768189231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403000678793075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646420610385396,0.0,0.10521520078412627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,princesssquid,2019/08/15,"I hate having to get comfortable with people hating me or leaving me. It has just been a bad week and I need to vent here. Before you go all therapist on me, I am aware that people’s actions are often a reflection of themselves and yadda yadda. I believe myself to be one of those people who truly loves humans, and who would take the shirt off my back if I was asked a favour. I’m very empathetic and the rejection dysphoria is very real. Well, I’m particularly sad this week because my boyfriend mentioned to me at the beginning of the week that a guy in my program was shaking his head in my direction like I was embarrassing or a nuisance. My BF said he had to hold himself back because he didn’t know the context. Initially I brushed it off because this guy can be a bit of a prick anyway, but I’ve been getting the sense lately that he particularly dislikes me. Well then, two days ago I asked my old coworker for a positive reference to a job I really want. She left me on read for 2 days. She’s previously talked me up, said I was amazing, etc., but not she’s cold shouldering me. Again, could be anything but seems out of character for her. Lastly, I am on FB wishing a friend a congratulations to defending his thesis, and I find out that another person in my program has unfriended me..... These could all be separate incidents but I am left feeling like a horribly annoying and unloved human. I want to find a way for this to be better and to make me feel better, but I dunno how to.",4.666790540540539,5.540680206081087,6.167810810810809,77.20286486486489,69.57432432432432,9.568648648648649,31.35405405405405,9.766711354998122,3.0039181081081074,1175,49,227,27,20,401,164,296,0.10099999999999999,0.723,0.175,0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,10,21,4,2,19,0,25,5,4,2,2,43,48,17,0,8,10,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,0,5,13,10,0,1,8,1,0,3,2,10,2,2,10,6,41,11,33,30,4,32,0,2,0,1,27,14,1,6,16,163,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629463480189478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390884776114553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939387853956242,0.0,0.20311023622059327,0.0,0.0,0.16706073363455182,0.09070216636836806,0.1986609512895052,0.0,0.09243679537339697,0.12238969290444415,0.0,0.19215019971031413,0.11859668000689967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346568185839098,0.0,0.0,0.14011573658372334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115203839476715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985397583911698,0.07760585314414771,0.0,0.0,0.198573135461322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392787354415482,0.0,0.11351020118741732,0.0,0.061737377426785235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151231083307444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145008167995488,0.11148652343086364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779929021089796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970063744523579,0.08854858697491128,0.12254025494811012,0.1150243142442753,0.2360553273508843,0.0,0.0,0.10614302692884543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804352296664627,0.0,0.07251189124367774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054834920474485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398973318716353,0.0,0.07361103000778392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259327213079363,0.09485220970857107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866018012154297,0.12364561346016738,0.06959166129690791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066655018330779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889338503722757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167682961507068,0.0873133085859073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612871188305674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611649040768817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926354556853466,0.12814650078471385,0.08622605926919974,0.2614111850582063,0.0,0.1953442400589619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492003945958265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716819153690566,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saD_b0i,2019/08/15,"I need help plz. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist in the next 5 hours, however am very nervous and don’t know how I can bring up ADHD with him. Not that I diagnosed myself but it just makes sense what’s wrong with me ever since I came to this sub and relate to almost everyone here and took some online screening questionnaires. I’ve been diagnosed and getting treatments for I think anxiety and depression but I fear that’s not the only stuff wrong with me am not sure. I don’t know what else to do but I just want my life back. I don’t wanna go in-depth of my situation cos no one wants to hear that and also cos I don’t have the mental energy to make a long detailed and probably will be a very unorganized rant/post. sorry :( I just wanna know how I can bring up ADD with him. My brain would probably forget everything as usual before I step into his office.",2.8576271186440683,4.6464719378531125,4.478666666666669,83.96986440677969,75.38418079096044,8.109830508474579,22.53446327683616,8.841846274778883,1.5436097175141246,691,19,140,15,15,232,109,177,0.19399999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.04,-0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,6,0,15,4,1,6,2,45,31,14,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,15,0,0,4,0,0,6,8,5,0,1,3,2,24,1,19,25,1,16,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,2,6,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651824272985849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376315193385932,0.0,0.0,0.10991488114014987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514520596457637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568687900423046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695574651955795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534343051399044,0.0,0.1572006992133754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183813540529739,0.2790079806642091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481783256926567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432705721532708,0.0,0.131334783891602,0.12352688813974333,0.0,0.0,0.15466406817205325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180944700556065,0.0,0.07811327768278975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491073575452538,0.0,0.09212662399201993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353558411392008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266088712366976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970816133464088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216346816741716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834914838337211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385124396354776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191387827871623,0.0,0.0,0.1461745352770962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931364283222616,0.10453327226228804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163451345636865,0.0,0.29637835636671184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369609426715108,0.15449416965327706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538586546956841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734187676204925,0.0,0.0,0.12954047953869002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880693378577016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270668051904313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513764756899434,0.2268133778439564,0.1621374865128511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763713045552504,0.3005495112977779,0.0,0.0 adhd,call-me-rudy,2019/08/15,"Does focalin 5mg ir cause rapid heart beat ? (130bpm) So i went to my doctor and when they checked my heart rate it was beating at 130 bpm. I had 5 mg at 10 AM, and then another 5 MG at 1:40 pm right before my appointment. My psychiatrist was very concerned about my fast heart beat that he decided to stop ADHD medication. And suggested i get my heart checked by my primary health doctor. I felt fine no discomfort in my chest, but i was anxious before going in the room. I don’t usually get this nervous when im alone working on homework. He also said he wanted to try adderall XR 20mg but i needed to check my heart first. Does this mean i might be allergic to focalin? Is 20 mg adderall xr a large dose ? Honestly i felt like focalin wasn’t that strong the effects were subtle.",2.5671428571428585,4.518474617834401,4.040896269335761,86.0652388535032,76.70700636942675,7.288262056414922,27.13785259326661,8.192908349453996,1.8383725204731567,613,25,124,11,14,203,98,157,0.11599999999999999,0.802,0.08199999999999999,-0.3405,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,7,5,6,0,2,3,0,11,12,6,2,0,15,21,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,6,1,2,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,3,2,3,2,0,1,10,3,19,4,13,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,63,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312626270663228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334410393822405,0.0,0.09523837620448944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487906284227167,0.0,0.13454083430452085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267820463916805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234099184784004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379281650817705,0.20843762028225415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286953053414637,0.0,0.0,0.10130017599817086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444202382808685,0.0,0.06768311669312092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265899538499601,0.0,0.7056270185346187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864053490659438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058182669698804285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297268458702142,0.0,0.11997334973846902,0.0,0.12633851744656727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830571601665915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017045012502332,0.11328441423996988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956681627065704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085611484826226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116376591342527,0.09826393652634882,0.07024395048779558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040011101723726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670089219035143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RepresentativeUser,2019/08/15,50 tabs open I have like 30 tabs open but everytime I go home I am far too tired to look at them it's been almost a week now fk,-3.956989247311828,-2.939458258064516,-0.6330645161290303,108.80373655913981,115.45161290322581,3.3569892473118284,8.39247311827957,5.46131890053228,-2.0275849462365594,98,1,29,1,6,34,27,31,0.13,0.8109999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374369289302187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826894640442626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381909163163559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134202857503312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668395794938507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020887936190386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504105195144225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kiiilme,2019/08/15,"Can I have ADHD? I know the internet forum opinion isn't a diagnose, but I just want to ask people who have ADHD, if that's possible I have ADHD too. So...for a big part of my life I was actually know as the lazy one. Never doing anything ( I was depressed and stuff) so I was really surprised when one day I found some papers about me in house and it says that I was really ""too active"" I always thought that I'm just lazy but have my moments sometimes like you know, you're sitting in class and you can't focus on lesson because you're thinking about cleaning your room. I mean, you have that much energy that day that you want to go now, run to your house and make all of that work you have been thinking of whole day. I'm always creating some new projects. Like you know, stories (unfinished books), comics, games but always...like always I came up with better idea one day and I'm focusing on that new project with all my force just to dump it soon like everything else. It's really hard to stay with one project, one idea and don't swing to other. I have two jobs. One in photo studio in my town (just summer job but still) and one is my commission business. I'm basically always working. People know me from that, I'm working super fast and I'm always ready to get another commission. When I have to deal with annoying clients, I'm always sying that I will drop that shit or will take a break from drawing commissions. But everyone knows I never do. I feel bad when I'm not working, not making new money etc. I thought I'm just workaholic or something but now I'm not sure about that. From smaller things, I'm always gesturing when talking. Even when I'm alone in my room cause I'm talking via voice chat. But honestly, when I'm creating stories for my OC's in my head, it sometimes happen, that I'm starting gesturing. I'm basically never pay attention in class. My mind is just somewhere else. I'm not sure if that one will be helpfull, but I hate trips. I hate the idea of being in different place without my things and my daily routine for more importantly. All my romantic relationship are ending quick. Like...two weeks and it's all done because I'm unable to handle this. When all ""flirting and first date"" things are ending and I'm finally in relationship....I'm starting to feel bad. I want to move on, find a new person, know that person, make a new relationship. I feel like in a cage. I wanna be free again. Especially when I'm thinking too much. One day i like you, second day I love you, after week I fee like you're a rock attached to my leg. If that makes any sense... And I'm feeling bad for people who deal with me cause I'm just unstable. I'm saying things that I shouldn't, often starting fights because I want something to happen etc. &#x200B; So I'm wondering, could it be ADHD? &#x200B; (sorry for my English. It's not my first language)",2.541083170868717,4.65309873730298,3.8835019660972168,86.40874301952883,77.38879159369527,6.7612728414235175,24.608961438059676,7.771483598077405,1.3527181773122288,2253,79,446,35,53,739,230,571,0.081,0.76,0.159,0.9918,3,1,2,0,1,0,95.0,0,10,0,9,31,26,6,0,10,0,33,6,3,6,10,98,97,37,0,10,26,0,5,6,0,4,2,3,4,2,33,19,0,0,25,5,4,5,13,10,0,13,10,8,56,17,50,78,14,71,0,1,0,1,28,19,1,10,49,271,89,14,0.0,0.0,0.050998179194596836,0.0,0.2512252494393429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054125554410421765,0.0,0.0,0.3043912932929984,0.11324728260038296,0.12700313516713865,0.03553856265748149,0.054799121277634165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300549156497162,0.0,0.04885600498180865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090464294889734,0.09557155371873713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046219684881400463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977146830596562,0.0,0.10737074249129404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172532303020935,0.0,0.0,0.202220092456476,0.10775544135602287,0.04501142416796948,0.05304275603363,0.0,0.0546005318346572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053480080020480665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731297602001517,0.0,0.09257362019979562,0.0,0.1165673321347039,0.034517208555269165,0.0,0.0,0.04993662822194249,0.04696787938174142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569681746691256,0.03733452354129624,0.0,0.0572482281686165,0.04776465369679915,0.0889045850220839,0.0,0.05730034515887505,0.0,0.0,0.02730367044955605,0.0,0.029700537749864562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242661431846423,0.0,0.04681465634269938,0.10319177574860454,0.053633792619168376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206019470573046,0.0,0.17698539018693274,0.0,0.0,0.10371988645336593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104493858120034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03691275296015452,0.17872102579564134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047166651328101626,0.0,0.13953570773238258,0.0,0.0,0.05692641342757136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052767658674311865,0.0,0.0,0.05554406349631323,0.0768341626318391,0.0,0.12091830109970833,0.25236495938791165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187142927039294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659244046019021,0.0,0.10869142159616044,0.09126275694001988,0.0546005318346572,0.0,0.0,0.05891524902819983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043719945226524,0.0,0.0,0.16832290740673414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311843033080961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364409460389715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046453578693417,0.10337286701063632,0.05850074299134619,0.11096959909578442,0.05570216048261668,0.04173486896420516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982514738893599,0.0,0.0,0.09850878152363336,0.0,0.039292983641044506,0.0840091473207351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388767724627915,0.10045821035459684,0.0,0.08297713632484158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210076814404126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329710599006335,0.0,0.08383957005911079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058346375396136185,0.0,0.050376733402131633,0.05667369383041373,0.15218348369635232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700313516713865,0.0 adhd,greg_19,2019/08/15,"I hate that I can spend hours analyzing bachs fugues, writing music and practicing my instrument, but I cant focus on my math for more then 20 minutes. I'm doing online geometry. It's challenging, but it's not impossibly hard for me. But every goddamn time I do a problem I waste so much time trying to figure out how it goes together. If the problem tells me exactly what it wants I can do it no problem. But if it's something vague like if angle A is whatever and angle D is whatever then find C, I have to spend so much goddamn time trying to figure out how I'm supposed to solve it then how to put it into an equation. I usually get them right. It's just takes so fucking long because it's so hard to focus on it. And then I turn around and do all this awesome shit with music no problem. I hate it. People don't understand how hard it is to live with this stupid disorder.",4.7785434455047735,4.8484609779005545,6.408488196885988,78.42424409844303,69.05524861878453,9.45474635861376,31.371672526368656,9.339509955726095,2.6895149171270707,691,27,139,13,11,239,98,181,0.26,0.652,0.08800000000000001,-0.9907,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,4,0,12,2,1,4,2,35,22,23,0,8,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,5,9,0,0,0,3,15,2,17,22,4,18,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,3,11,96,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617048604615785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639779755599752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243580844486075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941433581229402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953940957912824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310278671286927,0.07404850816736057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380888950694274,0.2798597010406427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957631657182848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924252370473502,0.0,0.12515091819521013,0.12542732321398806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837693341220934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098258310906769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424690468344778,0.0,0.14247862896064353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210373531354518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454846587291684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911131612157576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656394441323763,0.0,0.12387899114869433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479331576035525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924518581920154,0.15416244237675264,0.0,0.14754679087528805,0.0,0.0,0.15609648401282128,0.0,0.08359651476881913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bongosformongos,2019/08/15,"Just arrived at work. Ok, so here we go... I’m late. Just noticed that I forgot my badge to enter the company campus. Just noticed that I forgot to wear a t-shirt.",-0.9908823529411775,1.1193510882352946,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,96.94117647058823,3.896470588235295,18.564705882352946,5.6839178017228535,-0.1436282352941176,123,4,26,1,5,43,26,34,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019807495768825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172144455838497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8421685646021282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692600684769913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,worstpies,2019/08/15,"“What’s on your mind?” “Fuck if I know” I HATE being asked, “What are you thinking about?” or “What’s on your mind?” Like. My dude. My brain is nonstop chatter all the time, and you want me to pinpoint one train of thought and describe it to you before it runs away again? I literally have to stop everything I’m doing, sit down, and try my hardest to draw out a proper response since most people don’t accept “idk, lots of things” as an answer. It’s exhausting, and frustrating. Either I’m gonna annoy you by rambling about a bunch of random different things at once, or you’re going to get a very quick and boring response like, “Just thinking about the chores I’m doing!” Please just find some other way to keep the conversation going jfc",3.3542183908046006,5.148345427586206,4.096293103448279,87.215933908046,74.0344827586207,6.488505747126437,23.80747126436781,7.1686216300943375,0.895747126436782,577,17,114,6,12,184,98,145,0.155,0.769,0.075,-0.9214,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,0,7,9,4,0,7,0,7,3,1,0,1,29,23,9,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,6,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,1,0,13,3,20,20,6,15,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,7,6,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710498478124267,0.0,0.1779892940429111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120327111482582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148265584065812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792912587153444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026045347358676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731487924402077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175138338541606,0.09897690450214283,0.0,0.21533128990563472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703717056184727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838692889905146,0.0,0.0,0.10411371364548633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510597514594615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105889420255748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825697737641684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175215320786244,0.12837246011669362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133692623733229,0.0,0.0,0.20795311365551636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671040418505147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838404041415094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171694536474004,0.2427767043529436,0.0,0.15039772973121768,0.11046658049062598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862034402151015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156311508964352,0.1117392431497018,0.1503721840787246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flabbycohen,2019/08/15,the irony.... i’ve been trying to read some posts in this subreddit but i can’t because they’re all just words. takes me a ridiculous amount of time to read one post. so frustrating!!!!!!,0.8791666666666664,3.4459263611111126,1.312444444444445,98.47700000000002,90.94444444444444,5.102222222222223,18.31111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.029117777777777576,143,4,31,2,5,43,33,36,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.6617,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,17,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940529095351344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157107542398521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6097502490308022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6368385120376026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393468820953018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562259673351506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161272861348028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smcya,2019/08/15,can’t sleep.... ever ADHD and sleeping problems usually go hand in hand. Does anyone have any tips? I get up around 6:45am every day yet still can’t fall asleep until 1-2am!! I’m so tired but yet so.... not tired. any remedies for sleep would be great. (i’m not a huge melatonin supplement fan because it makes me drowsy the next day),0.577121212121213,3.0603503484848464,1.573030303030304,96.84621212121212,90.96969696969695,4.1454545454545455,17.939393939393938,5.82211442006289,-0.3623515151515151,257,7,54,2,9,80,53,66,0.155,0.67,0.17600000000000002,0.3835,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,5,8,6,1,1,9,10,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199294510874357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889143412580345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795728093425876,0.0,0.0,0.16290806743305036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155460101160553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23603866268514445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014381479592452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553323435099648,0.15418470103907886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560951804078832,0.0,0.10400265067156794,0.0,0.0,0.2017572409459302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215337302745605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946217029995671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510549977140394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493940166041409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614338077860844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206612721013171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015477417937484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999736629381722,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RisusSardonicus4622,2019/08/15,"What are some good apps for time managment and remembering appointments? I'm off meds for the timebeing, and I can't seem to remember any appts or interviews for the life of me. are there any good apps that remind me with alerts and such? like a widget on my phones home screen. Also, any tips and points would be fantastic!",4.36967741935484,6.280892096774196,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,71.58064516129033,9.476129032258065,23.690322580645162,9.888512548439397,2.1047316129032265,258,7,52,7,5,80,49,62,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,8,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,2,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869745411802648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769882096154605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922106916240961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345264405503623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514406351711136,0.11422578171869355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597057130015063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102220430295588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297131482776019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284816420880154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363341350854181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608904526587348,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yagurlkeyll,2019/08/15,"How do you deal with your forgetfulness? Any tips would be great!! I find myself forgetting so many important work tasks. Sometimes like 10 minutes after I was asked to do something. It's so bad that my boss bought me a notebook to write everything down, but I feel lame having to write down literally everything, lol. I would spend half my time doing that and not getting anything done! :(",4.985117370892019,7.288636549295774,4.813732394366198,81.62698356807516,70.83098591549296,8.11361502347418,28.734741784037556,8.841846274778883,2.3977586854460093,309,12,55,6,6,95,58,71,0.14,0.74,0.12,-0.5621,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,0,14,13,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,10,2,7,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814204649840386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347000052017897,0.0,0.2311502786578841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644780313436825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549093024043028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530279625602413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444341452438384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250196819194767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259868160755973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918066131579706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725997823723678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079642419177256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506780119063613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903491687066159,0.2445417612847189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417652272369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800047643920001,0.0,0.0,0.3512860663094867,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buhnooti,2019/08/15,"It really rubs me the wrong way when neurotypicals/non-adhd people use adhd meds I really don’t know if i’m being overly touchy with this. Basically every major issue i have mentally and with my self-image and identity is related to having ADHD and other learning issues. It took a lot for me to accept myself as someone who doesnt have the same mental capabilities as most people. The idea of needing to use a drug in order to better fit in with society and be more productive is something that took a lot to process. I was on concerta for a few months in 8th grade. I was very private about it. It made me feel like a different person. It made me irritable all the tike too. It ended up triggering a heart condition i wasn’t previously aware of so I had to stop using it after that. Hearing people talk about getting Ritalin like it’s something fun and taboo really rubs me the wrong way. People who don’t need that drug to perform way better than I can academically. I’m not even fully against the idea. It’s just a drug but if you’re going to use it without strictly needing it be considerate about it. For a lot of my life my self worth was wrapped up in how well i could get along without those meds. For most people without ADHD the affects probably won’t even be that distinguishable from caffeine. Idk obviously these are just my feelings and I feel dumb being butt hurt about it. I’m just wondering if anyone feels similarly?",3.4490391459074736,5.609398131672598,5.2548099644128134,77.40789466192172,74.80071174377223,8.054718861209965,26.18661921708185,8.841846274778883,2.2555735516014237,1149,42,207,25,25,392,155,281,0.068,0.852,0.08,0.1073,1,0,5,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,14,11,1,0,15,0,22,7,2,9,2,56,46,15,0,7,11,0,6,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,23,10,0,2,12,0,1,3,9,4,1,0,9,7,19,7,40,30,10,21,0,1,0,1,6,9,2,9,7,149,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870133020114424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629210818050637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240314541471288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427799386985708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841122943019052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800863979554186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130497932160748,0.0,0.0,0.1063477408342086,0.0,0.06783030873507001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628262860968801,0.057513953183394535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412278368752303,0.0,0.045753773602544935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073682404032343,0.09540074521170236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618401342989494,0.18176437391514744,0.0,0.1680560127091981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044244338898850606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568642142512481,0.07866294659747275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533157587778572,0.0,0.15235464140646734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884943596365638,0.0,0.1622634971215428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425962468670972,0.0,0.0,0.17908394009495254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790658055942756,0.07029528479491584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679976452252118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472382768670748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679719476937259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821300708686226,0.12395587529205765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730714826016343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470818036069544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889165825143308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781275222900085,0.0,0.06642640180868567,0.0,0.19170724894110644,0.0,0.0,0.07238512961469941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328165578342841,0.08730600700145648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604272543928587,0.0,0.0 adhd,tonedtannedterrified,2019/08/15,"I AM ALWAYS BORED Just something I need to get off my chest bc literally no one in my life understands. I am literally always bored, always searching for the next thing to do. Friends, I am at my wit's end here. I don't have any hobbies because I lose interest quickly, I don't read a book because I either get distracted or can't put it down until I finish it, I can't watch a movie because I can't sit through any of them, I can't sleep because my brain moves at a million miles a minute, and the only thing that gets me through the day is Reddit because there is SO MUCH CONTENT HERE. That is all.",4.05142857142857,4.300081563492069,5.2556746031746036,85.43446428571428,70.66666666666667,7.887301587301588,30.829365079365076,7.645422480735847,1.8349079365079368,471,19,102,5,8,157,76,126,0.107,0.84,0.053,-0.6289,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,7,0,14,4,3,0,1,7,19,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,4,0,2,0,1,18,2,12,19,3,15,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,6,71,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191685689982362,0.0,0.0,0.2283826584867986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118122372300493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745420690730416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829448084270824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487272409603608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973454253321234,0.0,0.2631937412811066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860683188507935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878594800536768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847234012680424,0.12344048979687967,0.12451052069590765,0.0,0.0,0.1785847796907414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378690892763026,0.12771069435538038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688059369767001,0.0,0.0,0.1679653989115826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804122717132638,0.0,0.0,0.12927298702285553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311711648840105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481059765453072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moronsdelight,2019/08/15,"Don’t know if Focalin is even doing anything anymore... TLDR: 24F diagnosed with ADHD and anemia. Been on Focalin 30mg XR for a year. Not sure if helping or bringing significant change as initially thought or hoped for. Different feelings and moods every other day. Seeking insight from those with similar experience or anybody who has some advice. Hi just a fair warning as this is my first post and a long one at that. I’m always lurking on Reddit but always hesitate being active on here. Anyways, I’m a 24F and was diagnosed with ADHD about 2 years ago. Also have the typical anxiety and depression but around the same time I was also diagnosed with anemia. I started on a low dose IR and was eventually bumped to 30mg XR which I’ve been taking pretty consistently once a day for a year now. I honestly can’t tell if it’s helping me or doing anything positive most of the time. When I was first put on it I think the excitement of finally being treated made it feel like the med was doing something. But now sometimes I feel like its a placebo if that makes any sense. My mood, focus, and energy level is different every other day and the anemia doesn’t help with that either. I’ll try not to take it on some random days just to test how I would be and the only significant difference I notice is a being a bit more tired. When I have good days they’re honestly great I feel happy, focused, and productive but when they’re bad they really fucking suck and I can’t gauge what factors into that. Any insights, thoughts, and advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!",4.1518211920529815,6.145458592715232,5.531796026490066,76.91817086092715,72.34437086092716,8.275708609271524,28.96741721854305,8.954980946260402,2.6513322913907285,1253,51,217,26,25,420,172,302,0.10099999999999999,0.688,0.21100000000000002,0.9917,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,15,20,2,0,17,0,28,6,0,3,1,58,48,32,0,7,17,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,16,19,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,5,0,3,10,4,15,13,26,31,7,35,0,2,0,1,7,11,2,13,23,150,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608359188073224,0.183828612900316,0.08337848123458534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043943557258602,0.15653084706933088,0.0,0.0,0.12792799949547762,0.0,0.07195561362753526,0.0,0.09328220783396776,0.0,0.0,0.1548066689204796,0.08373330822566825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853613954754213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268911740288188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950296809889048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30330447115383324,0.0,0.08101370761316541,0.2864066450509836,0.0,0.29481792256135536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212571793071917,0.0,0.15849914984834534,0.0,0.0,0.09200869172068496,0.0,0.0,0.19023817229049145,0.1343929115757129,0.0,0.10303809097256783,0.0,0.1600147115890251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695691938941237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889303364645785,0.0,0.207402880766832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001285787969699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891392298859257,0.0,0.0,0.09342276581237756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169289534314147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919058927548338,0.0,0.0,0.08324010665026041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900181050587425,0.06278575515430806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447941370064574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708789038691563,0.0,0.10017078995510036,0.06373746467587976,0.07153683975531172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008344321001316,0.09569279672151383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455624154422036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060257220326606215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241195425349989,0.09302770772018557,0.0,0.06657612536725338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865040121707438,0.0,0.14144277133135966,0.0,0.08221255282113835,0.08659777583685238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060269825801250676,0.0,0.14934620676992752,0.10969424073490833,0.1081080897664472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386054007392543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363499686568564,0.0,0.0,0.18171459533428905 adhd,smr120,2019/08/15,"Forgot to bring my medication overnight Context: 16yo Junior in Highschool, recently diagnosed and so still getting used to taking medication every morning. I'm staying at my grandparents house for one night and, long story short, forgot to pack my Vyvance. My dilemma has 3 solutions as far as I can tell: 1. Tell my mom and she might be able to come up with some crazy plan because she's good like that. 2. Tell my grandparents that, after driving ages to come pick me up, we have to go back and get a medication they don't know about to treat an illness they don't know I have 3. Or don't say anything to anyone and suffer tomorrow in school. What do I do‽",4.7957364341085285,5.9278526046511635,5.550387596899222,80.79829457364346,69.46511627906978,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.448044961240311,522,21,100,9,9,170,89,129,0.079,0.847,0.075,-0.128,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,2,0,18,23,9,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,1,15,3,19,19,1,21,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,9,60,18,3,0.1599649375189952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118512036833367,0.0,0.13163751368212748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300316290579093,0.0,0.097513141170709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755912588181009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623610443462984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347773590909361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671501550887159,0.0,0.09091176038547673,0.13417100010587793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845780605932905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582509243182518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815078833068334,0.0,0.0,0.14156393590128882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834435361562733,0.0,0.16969751965819355,0.0,0.1873490014796199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011625753952645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083963815879935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794607748615286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721053883756636,0.0,0.16189305688964986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050133938305914,0.12774820573780318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027372513217828,0.0,0.41944921839488797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815834559725346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,do_wyrzucenia,2019/08/15,"Parents afraid of meds I'm 20. I was finally diagnosed with the things that I've always known I've had. All my early school teachers told my parents to go get me checked out. Family friends would point out my clearly weird behavior. My parents themselves know I get distracted and forgetful and hyper and crap. They refused to get me treated. They were afraid I'll get bipolar and go crazy. Sometimes they even say that the problem isn't real. Literally I forget to turn the stove off every god damn day and they yell at me for it and 30 minutes later they are telling me my ADHD isn't a problem. Now, I am smart. I get pretty good grades as a college student, but I know I am capable of more. And worst of all is the people thing. I know people treat me like I'm a freaking wierdo and I am sick of it. An outcast. Even my closest friends/family. So I brought up that I want to get (small doses) of medication and my parents flipped. They recognize that I am an adult and it's my decision, but they are borderline shaming me out of it. They tell me that the doctors just want money and want to push pills in my mouth so they can go on vacation. They tell me that pills are just gonna give me tons of side effects and I'm going to get worse. They tell me I'm taking the easy way out. They said that if I take the pills they will be disappointed. They claim that everyone these days is on meds and crazy. It's clear these people don't know what they are talking about and it's driving me nuts. I'm taking a shower now. Enjoy my first rant.",1.8824761904761893,3.930121739682544,3.2643650793650814,90.36035714285715,79.22222222222223,6.231746031746032,24.468253968253972,7.3011,1.027996825396825,1208,44,255,16,30,394,158,315,0.14,0.7440000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.8789,5,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,15,2,10,19,2,4,13,0,20,11,2,1,4,45,52,20,0,7,5,4,0,1,1,3,9,3,2,1,19,19,0,1,7,0,2,7,3,12,0,1,6,3,49,7,27,42,5,30,0,1,0,0,31,14,2,1,9,159,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558411513341613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800256192812841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240503253604306,0.0,0.0,0.09761598460452624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843957509649684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704586076885224,0.0,0.08103190431565781,0.091899695570579,0.0,0.0,0.18133117474013247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535542602652416,0.0,0.08180672773946003,0.0,0.0,0.07430485878180024,0.0,0.3517336600671287,0.09226018656081544,0.2186347356384543,0.08066734439558235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142189107021164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698643188231931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136583284401796,0.0968865755793274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42716550451706187,0.0,0.0,0.20002769332815096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091681922156933,0.0,0.0,0.09784493550980836,0.0,0.1840536967286468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946863609398164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148480880251147,0.0764825211041116,0.0,0.09733461750352462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511990843988433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693574615947106,0.07730212610276996,0.3362460793069291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778929580939427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091899695570579,0.0,0.0,0.10461119424871464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018019000291654,0.07633953878193117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801092708639884,0.06832022941198454,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notitymp,2019/08/15,"Most of the unpleasant comments people say to people who take ADHD meds could be said to people who wear glasses in a dystopian world where wearing glasses is seemed as ""lazy"" ""You don't *need* them to function"" ""Why can't you just try harder?"" ""It's not natural"" ""You only say you need them to look interesting"" ""Stop overreacting"" ""You aren't determined enough to getting over it"" ""I actually like you better when you don't wear your glasses"" ""You're not even trying"" ""Can't you just get over it?"" ""You wear them everyday? Are you sure you aren't getting addicted?"" ""You wouldn't need them if humans still lived in the wild"" ""You know, you probably don't need those. Have you tried eating carrots?"" (replace ""eating carrots"" with ""meditation"")",4.803950534759358,6.838708125000004,5.10975935828877,80.44914438502673,70.69117647058823,7.886631016042781,28.540106951871657,8.575989854853784,2.2365382352941183,579,22,103,10,11,183,81,136,0.07,0.847,0.08199999999999999,0.392,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,16,4,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,13,7,4,0,1,17,25,3,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,4,21,4,12,21,2,10,0,0,1,0,27,6,0,3,5,66,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.14831282884542185,0.1656831714365573,0.18265322414536955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441601879446607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134552234670815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31103172885311675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570383727183572,0.0,0.10038289455678744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382134813157708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352551303072804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425088875306217,0.0,0.1342031804600541,0.0,0.1276268781641613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881810493623192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507718831160616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558940936652655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160962305466947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386265549734114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445699979518244,0.24172489540292375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835900375698462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137328381774982,0.12706403189610027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324154592007082,0.0,0.1142717965546037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095580738911944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714041208036926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jassaf2019,2019/08/15,Advice Hi this is my first time posting on this sub just looking for some help so I’ve basically had ADHD my whole life (obviously) and it’s always been a struggle to focus in class or multi task or just stay still for that matter I’m about to start college soon and was wondering for those of you that have taken medication for it does it really help? And if it does were would I even begin to start getting this medication? I really don’t want to waste my time in college and not really grasp anything I’m a 21 year old male with literary no one to help me most of my family think it’s all in my head and the reason I act the way I act is because I believe this is how I’m supposed to act they all believe this is a placebo and that I just believe I have ADHD no matter how many times I tell them if I could stop being this way I would how do I get them to understand what I’m going through? Any and all advice is welcomed,3.0829224075416946,3.9146739746192942,4.932374909354603,84.76265228426398,73.21319796954315,7.862073966642495,25.2389412617839,8.192908349453996,1.3839865119651915,731,22,158,11,14,251,108,197,0.062,0.86,0.078,0.2774,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,1,11,2,0,1,5,0,17,4,1,4,4,37,33,15,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,16,8,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,5,1,21,1,20,24,6,24,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,7,12,111,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923050794341653,0.23767331741812586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011899211833014,0.0,0.0,0.08269950893673482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007532010463377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413281020053165,0.0,0.0,0.4110411549992031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709632204549837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284484762435354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032278133754764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464383184299068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344207775666367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270732392928319,0.0,0.06911421575328335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248077575553312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453945178422345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589729901935535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021224370231174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329425576540635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450201581604005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761006932145386,0.0,0.08240662013563459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646952264053324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372096259876865,0.12503614867425156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215348935326655,0.12962092369984576,0.09711853577601426,0.10167206768563486,0.0,0.12713400458581495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629319263268654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792328524049467,0.0,0.0,0.21273669277425655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660112355949718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172919609167297,0.1930579727314856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577410656711114,0.0,0.0,0.1318817166180299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277763525013118,0.0,0.0,0.07831336303779968 adhd,nacg9,2019/08/15,"Want to know if your meds are working? So, when I start my medication... besides feeling what I described as “flat”, I honestly didn’t know if the meds were working... also making less mistakes at work.I decided to take a break day to see if anything change.... and holly shit! The difference is sooo big!.I am moody,don’t want to do anything,sleepy... my snaking anxiety came back... and I couldn’t even focus in conversation! Plus other people notice it. This is my suggestion if you are doubting your diagnose.",4.539274193548387,6.8172869462365595,5.05772849462366,79.5065927419355,72.01075268817203,8.090860215053763,30.97983870967742,8.841846274778883,2.8174096774193567,398,18,69,8,8,127,70,93,0.11599999999999999,0.807,0.076,-0.6891,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,2,6,4,1,1,3,0,9,3,1,1,0,18,19,11,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,10,1,8,15,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,5,4,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550235502284845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875444505104052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001656413262738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952077834863284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240008527825245,0.0,0.0,0.2057033225663126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540477667672206,0.0,0.0,0.19736362180173264,0.0,0.20315985670798256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843301902779095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832024327205237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373031434778755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297975195296729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319823408010036,0.19588887555426776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138369618595585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348078055584475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495223205969152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960110655991065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763338374011874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620291520817605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293844175483889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246878240311555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Franks2000inchTV,2019/08/15,"My therapist suggested that I spend a few hours without screens before bed to help me sleep better. So I bought a puzzle... ...and stayed up til 2am working on it! Back to the drawing board, I guess!! (lol)",1.8212499999999991,4.024890625000001,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.25,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.094,155,6,32,2,4,50,36,40,0.0,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472095071871716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27356823034437755,0.0,0.0,0.2843358528534502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35416255391773765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549105745637048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166074265622653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217267853654972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426704735708416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732800165354291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099093274352927,0.0,0.23405190200909665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6vjunkaccount95r7,2019/08/15,"ADHD in Europe-Moving from US wondering about crossing borders for specialist? I (32f) with adult ADHD and will be moving from the US to Italy for at least one year. Based on the information I've found online it looks like treatment in Italy is limited to childhood ADHD and was wondering about traveling to see a specialist elsewhere and if that is possible, any advice on where I can see a doctor. I realize that I will have to see a private doctor and it won't be cheap but I'm already paying out the nose for insurance in the US which doesn't cover my prescription ( also expensive) so the expense is already a part of the budget. I also know that I will likely have to switch medications since I'm currently prescribed adderall but am open to trying ritalin or concerta. I'm willing to fly once a month if need be but hoping that it won't require that. any recommendations?",5.971542207792207,6.93630835119048,7.012792207792209,71.98675324675327,66.67857142857143,10.15670995670996,33.12987012987013,10.230975488527342,3.616992857142858,705,30,120,17,11,237,99,168,0.009000000000000001,0.953,0.038,0.6553,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,11,0,18,5,1,0,0,23,31,13,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,6,1,5,3,3,0,0,1,2,5,10,3,23,20,2,16,0,0,4,0,5,9,0,6,6,88,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508754377964436,0.1222023023010405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760026125850251,0.20001288258436795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008338169413278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559981906792726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711635682613674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420783565172465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872695957254611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219111608880452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501470721564662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597975979226406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981771087340656,0.13291367807327184,0.0,0.0927267006907243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331794976059047,0.0847405069682747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354223825054823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409807268325004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989579411120848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034467913583094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490413869850978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512773155689261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712336340858019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053132230506307 adhd,ComputerPlaya142,2019/03/15,"I might have ADHD. I can't concentrate at school, i ask my friend what we have to do almost every class because i get so carried away with thinking of other things. I also get very upset when the teacher says that i should have listened which makes me not want to say anything. I eat my nails until they're very small. I do small things like i can't stop pressing my finger against my other hand until it hurts, i shake my leg when doing nothing, and i most recently started winking with one eye. I don't know how to stop all of this please help me",4.779196428571428,5.081914955357141,5.083928571428572,87.11107142857144,69.08928571428572,7.114285714285713,27.607142857142854,6.1826913282559595,1.0527000000000006,433,13,89,2,7,137,77,112,0.08,0.759,0.161,0.8437,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,11,5,4,2,1,17,20,8,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,9,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,7,20,2,12,18,2,13,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,3,9,63,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432408532029247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690889334774025,0.0,0.0,0.14926863334126594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360187848301562,0.0,0.17449804355901755,0.0,0.17536933600881993,0.0,0.0,0.11378368704812444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909955556684692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726562249829595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442098636291061,0.0,0.19503997828728367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511149641420374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981897140394814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258118573704483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119063067013324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459424391633014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980123831292476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791013432484449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648284950810446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489209566695854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430015519345774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968724823452775,0.0,0.1889057074691935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211598686079634,0.0,0.0,0.31210533365144266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248011734684112,0.11960154589556612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308021285044328,0.11009446934806656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CountCosmology,2019/03/15,"Recently diagnosed at 21, one of the biggest benefits for me is the diagnosis itself My whole life up until a few months ago, i always had issues caused by my ADHD, but i always thought they were my fault. Other people (teachers, siblings, etc.) Would tell me i was at fault. When i got my diagnosis confirmed, I'd never felt so vindicated in my whole life. All the stress and anxiety caused by my symptoms, could finally be blamed on something entirely out of my control. I wasn't a failure, i just happened to slip through the cracks (I'm guessing because I'm predominantly inattentive). Been on meds for a couple of months now and holy shit, i feel like I've been missing out on life so much. At first i felt cheated, because what if i was diagnosed as a kid?? But now i recognise I'm lucky to have been diagnosed at this age anyway, and now i know what i have to do to succeed. For the first time i feel like I'm ready to take life head on, and take charge for once. Aside from ranting, anyone reading who's thinking about persuing a diagnosis, PLEASE try. It took me about 8 months total, but all that time was completely worth it. Even if you don't want to take medication, just the simple act of knowing why you're different is so important for your self-esteem. You can stop blaming yourself so much, and realize that you're just wired differently from everyone else, and that's okay. Also just wanted to say I'm glad to be a part of this community!! I've lurked here for a while and there's so many lovely, understanding and supportive people. Keep doing what you're doing and good luck!! :)",5.836525638855981,6.213517350482321,6.501722795735322,77.60240311389408,66.81350482315112,9.76280250465392,32.12404806227788,9.682069395223575,2.9057549839228294,1260,49,243,25,19,414,172,311,0.10800000000000001,0.703,0.18899999999999997,0.9841,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,1,4,20,17,2,1,13,1,22,12,2,3,4,46,49,24,0,6,9,0,4,2,0,1,9,1,0,1,13,11,0,3,10,1,1,2,3,6,0,3,14,5,27,11,40,31,10,34,0,1,0,1,9,13,1,5,21,162,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577458699854055,0.0,0.08539416017940894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703815821759355,0.16031498810885578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369514417790371,0.0,0.0,0.067358879315033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744846173213072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792283451441167,0.0,0.0,0.10100422617315563,0.0,0.10804662268945296,0.07691475362422974,0.10659159095793512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333053998812675,0.0,0.20129677370138266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804745841502003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074377258299865,0.06362761026205918,0.0,0.0,0.09205113771640926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741859479969582,0.13764186691989272,0.18499123797205236,0.10552904196391392,0.0,0.1638830752271748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080027667199358,0.07704699328824208,0.0,0.1061226147011112,0.0,0.0851877199785781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886633932707192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054752827825872,0.0,0.08562596679900246,0.0,0.0,0.10588514733555997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721738352958268,0.09412772229871724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694507562120803,0.0,0.0,0.09766742040996453,0.0,0.0,0.1070052087408719,0.0970462356393176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306783194309455,0.0,0.14163295235541412,0.0,0.07429861662194087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025924238012574,0.06527832106521775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043201897283809,0.0,0.13357154690103973,0.0,0.0,0.10574565687513247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635993578990017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951180713422899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766085571811911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049723237164912,0.0,0.09888532958429967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416251686127458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053942592019296,0.1103501185718223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093185300707065,0.0,0.10012777284881627,0.21729323608043,0.0,0.08420004538838155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061726851847743035,0.0,0.07647832938583354,0.1123461044789321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703047023914122,0.06540437181715321,0.0,0.0,0.10028695239935556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136404207456975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692633072153147,0.21510664328285814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843281479196353,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwmeaway7333,2019/03/15,"I moved into my apartment in June and just emptied my last moving box. AND I brought the cardboard downstairs. Look at me go. 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Sure, fatigue is a symptom of pretty much any ailment, but I feel like it’s amplified by my ADHD. I make even more mistakes. I’m exceptionally confused, focusing is an even greater challenge, and I’m just in a total fog. Does anybody else experience this? 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Did anyone's memory improve because of it? I've only been taking if for a few days. I noticed a slight decrease in anxiety so far and sleepiness. 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Fortunately I have the option to close them all at once; unfortunately I can’t do it. Please shame me into closing all of these tabs. Don’t be afraid to really let me have it. Thanks :),0.3109350649350624,2.670069600000001,2.7070129870129875,89.64909090909094,89.36363636363636,6.051948051948052,15.129870129870133,7.447530270364453,0.05435064935064915,208,4,46,4,7,71,42,55,0.092,0.733,0.175,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426369291058411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198403542180874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331021715596375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6866804902931871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003758875410373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733848848197909,0.2879672526933237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catlady-in-waiting,2019/03/15,"Always misunderstood during interviews ( ･ั﹏･ั) On the bright side, I worked forever on a resume that I am actually proud of, and it has helped me land so many phone screens. ...BUT! I feel like it doesn't mean diddly squat based on the experiences I have had during interview Q&As. (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ) In general, I receive feedback stating my personality is awesome but unfortunately my responses are not succinct enough. I am praised for asking creative questions, however recruiters have stated that they have a difficult time understanding the point (s) I am trying to get at. That said, it is a challenge to not feel down about the repeated experience. So in the spirit of constructivism, I would like to initiate an overall dialogue on the subject of #adulting and how ADHD has impacted the employment endeavors of others: - Which careers / employment opportunities work well for people with ADHD? - For those with ADHD who have had successful interview experiences (or know someone that fits that description) what advice can you share to help others get through the process? - Are there questions, thoughts, etc. that you would like to share? Please do! :)",6.149569130079082,9.375694974093264,6.163288791928007,68.96722388873742,70.76165803108806,9.659012817016636,35.02836105808563,9.93914555978268,4.485731606217616,922,48,134,27,19,291,126,193,0.036000000000000004,0.718,0.247,0.9929,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,1,7,6,13,0,0,12,0,20,0,0,1,0,21,30,8,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,15,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,5,14,12,24,24,2,17,2,0,2,0,20,12,0,3,5,99,29,12,0.0,0.0,0.13146227500045804,0.0,0.4857032645640907,0.13164180655957536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209355913315444,0.14596349951493426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594021323456886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919646668894595,0.1502426842994597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953309620149952,0.0,0.0,0.13623176654491853,0.09624032619025276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076591320898404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059306815290152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403576648817227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744463440429047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657972837415885,0.0,0.14674398056936971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339432493293827,0.1176278235774737,0.0,0.14787646722037392,0.12734909074292844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018229586027346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281446856317923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414346761253495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694855469901306,0.0785533208987156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146255015001804,0.0,0.0,0.14024292502742014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112484188365145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961480517557108,0.0,0.0,0.19139514931249105,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AD4K,2019/03/15,"I sometimes feel like ADHD is just a superpower that we havent quite figured out how to harness yet Any thoughts? It's this frustrating duality of being an absolute GOD at certain types of tasks in ways that no one else can, but sucking at dealing with normal day-to-day shit. Idk. 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I can’t handle the emotional pain anymore, it just happens out of nowhere. Am I borderline? Is it Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria? What is it? I saw online that Clonidine and Guanfacine are meant to help but can they be used with methylphenidate? Is it even a possibility? What if that doesn’t work? I’ll have nothing, therapy hasn’t done it for me nor SSRI’s, and I will continue to experience this agony for the unforeseeable future. The worst part? If you mention that you don’t want to live anymore or have ideation, it’s always so GENERIC, “Hey man I know we said this and this work but if you’re gonna hurt yourself reach out.” I don’t need to reach out I just want answers or results. If so and so works, why the hell wouldn’t it work for me even if I’m on the edge? This is hell and I can’t do this anymore. Even worse, if it’s BPD there’s no hope. I’ve done DBT with SSRI’s, that’s a lost cause. And I cannot fucking believe that I am being tortured by my own mind. 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Diagnosed last year at 30. Just started back at school a month ago. The stress of all past attempts feels compounded. I'm struggling and putting in lots of extra time, my grades are the best I've ever had but I'm often forcing my attention open. This is not sustainable. 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adhd,carrotsandpeaches,2019/03/15,"i just realized i may have adhd, how do i function as a human being in soceity hi! this is my first time posting on reddit anywhere, have been lurking on reddit for a long time. i'm a 17 year old teenage girl, which comes with its own difficulties. a friend of mine has mentioned that he thinks i have adhd, but i always thought it was sort of a crummy joke and just brushed it off, because i can 'focus'. i get good grades for the most part and things like that. however, for whatever reason i was inclined to read into what adhd actually is, and my jaw dropped while reading it felt like my whole life was spelled out on the page. i'm a chronic procrastinator, i lose my keys about once a week, i talk a lot. i used to just procrastinate the last possible second but it's gotten to the point where i just don't do the thing at all. i haven't done my homework in about two years but i manage to get by because i just finish it in class or finish assignments in the class before it's due. it's not great. i've been thinking maybe i'm just horribly lazy or depressed because i just can't seem to get things done. i really do want to do these things i just can't ever seem to find the motivation. the thing is i really do want to be better at what i do. i'm really disorganized, and i'm always thinking about something other than what i'm doing. my friends are sometimes puzzled because i bring up random topics in conversation. my train of thought jumps pretty haphazardly from one thing to the next. my mom used to tell me when i was little that i had 'selective memory' because she'd tell me to do things and i would just completely forget the interaction ever took place. i have been trying to get my driver's license and i get distracted during right of way at intersections and mess up. i failed the test twice because i got anxious and started thinking about something else. i honestly don't think i should have a license if i am getting distracted behind the wheel so i just gave up. there's more stuff that seems to point to adhd but i'll stop there. i think maybe if i do have ADHD, the reason why it flew under the radar for so long is because i hyperfocus when i am interested in what i am doing. i read books in one sitting and when i take tests, i sort of describe it as 'blacking out' and coming back to the world around me when i finish. i don't blurt things out super randomly, i think i moreso just doodle and jot down ideas that stem from lectures during class. it may not be supremely obvious in an academic setting. i asked my friend who has been diagnosed with adhd and is currently taking medication for it if he thought anything of me possibly having it, not that he is a licensed professional or anything like that. his response was that he had thought i had it for a long time, which surprised me. a lot of my friends seemed to think i had it. no one is a doctor of course but it felt like i was the last person in on the joke. however, figuring out that this may be what is happening to me is comforting really. lately i have been feeling like i am going to graduate from high school and go be an adult and just fail miserably because i can't find it within me to do necessary, adulting things. but having a reason for it gives me hope that maybe i can manage it and fix it. my whole life my parents have been nagging me for things that are 'trademark' adhd. all of these issues i have can be traced back to this one thing. it feels like a puzzle piece was being put into place. however, the issue lies in the fact that my dad has voiced multiple times that he 'doesn't believe in adhd' and that people who have it 'are just being lazy'. also we are strapped for cash at the moment and going to see a doctor seems out of the question. so my question is, while i'm not yet diagnosed with adhd, i feel there is a possibility i do have it. i am trying very hard not to 'web md' myself. how do i deal with these issues without medication for the time being until i move out and can seek professional help? sorry if this went on too long, i am known to be a little 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adhd,kthhrng,2019/03/15,"I think my brother has adhd but my parents are anti-medication I recently got diagnosed with adhd and finally got some meds and I’m honestly amazed at how dramatically my life has changed. My parents used to constantly yell at me for being lazy and distracted and it was honestly so validating to realize that it wasn’t just me being a naturally shitty person. I’m 20 so I managed to get meds without them knowing, but my brother’s 14 and I feel like he displays a lot of the same symptoms that I do. I’m not sure how to approach my parents because they’re incredibly anti western medicine and they feel like people with adhd are making it up to get medication to get ahead or something. I don’t want to watch my brother think there’s something fundamentally wrong with him like I did for so long, but I’m also worried that if I tell him I think he has adhd he’ll just be kind of lost until he turns 18. My parents are pretty strict and expect a lot from us, and I don’t want him to feel bad if he can’t live up to their standards because of something that’s out of his control. We’re on my parents insurance plan so my parents would be able to see if I took him to see someone. And I’m definitely way too broke to pay for doctor visits and medication all out of pocket. So I’m really clueless as to how to approach this, but I ultimately just want my brother to be ok. If anyone’s been through something similar or has any advice I’d be grateful. 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It makes a lot of sense. I feel empowered and relived to know I'm not just lazy. But it also seems like such a waste I dropped out of college but I have an okay job. I just wish that I could have done something about it earlier. 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I have lurked here for a while, maybe commented on a thing or two... But I had a problem I am sure a sadly large number of us have. At around the age of five I was diagnosed with ADHD. I was on medication (with them trying a few types occasionally) until somewhere between the ages of 17 and 20. That entire periodv is fuzzy, but I am remembering more of it. Around that time, I believe. I was talked into getting off of it. Talking about how strong I'd have to be. Playing up the ego of a young teen who has been just trying to improve themselves. They said if problems came up, I'd be able to get back on it. Well, problem was, for SOME REASON, every doctor I went to acted like I wasn't diagnosed. as I became jumbled and tangled mentally, as I begged and played the part of the good, nonargumentative patient. Since they also constantly acted like teachers in detention. They didn't know for certain I was lying, but they believed it. Even as I sudffered. even as a stress based blood disease got worse, and worse, and worse. It has been nearly a decade, and I am 28 now. I only yesterday got my medicine. I know itt'll take a moment for the full effects to kick in.. But with in a half hour of taking it... For the past ten years I have been chasing SOMETHINg. I don't know what it was. I would smoke pot for that brief moment of this clarity before a half hour later it was gone. Yet here it was. .With just a single gulp of a pill, a type of medicine I have been actively attyempting to get for YEARS even saying something feeling HORRIBLY WRONG... And now I feel better. My body isn't freaking out like it had it's baby stolen. It isn't constantly searching the environment for something, ANYTHING, to fix what it knew was wrong. Trying to fill back up the Dopamine,v Endorphinesw, or whatever in my mind did not wish to properly replicate. That flushing my mind with Pot only temporarily help, but not enough to do so consistently. I blame every, little bit of this on my state's medical care. In the very least, if not the entire nations. The fact ANYONE can think this is acceptable, especially just the first of a number of attrocities in the name of my mental condition, my physical condition, and all that these two things have done to the rest of me. However, to those who managed to get to the end of this... This subreddit saved me equally. Being able to read problems I could not properly speak of, to see symptoms go away. To hear plenty of people speak so fondly of medication that, after so long being denied, I began to question whether I actually needed it. Whether I was just... Brokewn and insane. That there would be nothing to fix me. Yet.. Here I am, for once... I can consider myself relaxed. After a decade of nothing but a violent storm of thoughts... Instead of my mind slowly down like I feared, it seems so clear. I can expand on my thoughts without two trains being created as I try to focus on the main line. I can still create them, pauise them, and jump back. They aren't crashing anymore. I have a lot I have to get used to in this familiar mind. As I have spent the padt decade preparing myself to seem normal when my entire life is in flames. Now that some general peace is finally coming to me... I wanted to give a good post out for once. One that isn't purely me enraged at the conditions my country has put me in while claiming it knows what is best for me. Once more, I appreciate everyone in this subreddit who unknowingly has helped me through this. 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It's like a plague on me. I'm having a bad ADHD day today. I've made a couple obvious mistakes at work and they all think I'm a dumbass now. So sick of that feeling. Then I get home and ONCE AGAIN, I fucking forget something in the car I meant to bring in the house. And I have to get dressed again and go back out in the cold to get it. 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Typical. Time to start planning how my life is going to change over the next month and then wake up tomorrow and say ""Maybe I'll start on Monday"". You all know what will happen on Monday.",3.508125,5.375490229166669,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,73.79166666666666,7.300000000000002,20.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,0.6966083333333337,193,4,40,3,4,61,41,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,6,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,10,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430708529508687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430955612277689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867811418506205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822911251497914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906565432091616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258071683693225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25885652636015416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34490120646045586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769540233513519,0.0,0.2578997243907365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590883780111533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910439282234107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoldenBullNards,2019/03/15,"My therapist is suggesting I get back on ADHD meds to help with my anxiety and depression. Is this common? I've been diagnosed with ADHD, buthave worked hard to not use them. Unfortunately it seems I can't do it by myself anymore and they suggest I get back on meds, and that the anxiety and depression may self-correct through of means of helping my ADHD.",6.8104411764705866,7.102260926470593,7.525294117647058,71.3888235294118,64.73529411764707,11.505882352941176,37.588235294117645,11.20814326018867,4.461664705882354,285,14,51,8,4,95,47,68,0.16699999999999998,0.738,0.095,-0.6444,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,10,9,0,5,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924036405395334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251392369908296,0.0,0.1629507005460766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526874595693496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830387641102385,0.16677050760196813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168968284311464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718888280491516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026615597488106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789810253685996,0.36502124146688775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495810397189724,0.17141046195760526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907757920793208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191050271614858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961914652674414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nsfwhistorydontcheck,2019/03/15,"Does this sound like ADHD at all? Hello guys, I’m going to write the “symptoms” if you can call them that first and then explain some of them,I’m not looking to get diagnosed here, just want to know if anything sounds like adhd/add from this or if I’m just confused and lazy/crazy, I don’t know anymore and I can’t afford to pay doctors left and right in my country so I need to know if it’s even close to anything that you guys have . I feel really really silly writing this but it’s better to try at least, not much to lose at this point. &#x200B; I’m a 25y old male from Eastern Europe, these are issues that I’ve had throughout my life ,some feel like they intensified in the last two years which made me research them a bit and I ended up here. &#x200B; I’ll start with the TL;DR and then you can read the rest if you wish &#x200B; \-Postpone things to last minute if possible &#x200B; \-never finished a book in my entire life &#x200B; \-forgetful &#x200B; \-procrastination – simple house chores really difficult &#x200B; \-shaking legs a lot/knocking fingers on table &#x200B; \-had highly stressful and competitive job that’s really hard to get into and really easy to drop out of once performance drops, if you don’t have passion for it you can’t do it. I threw it all away once I got ?lazy? exactly at the most important point in it where everything would have paid off &#x200B; \-once I like something I spend every single moment of the day doing that (hyperfocus?) &#x200B; \-good child, not causing much trouble, always starting something well and going downhill from there from a young age till now, always going backwards &#x200B; \-suicidal thoughts – will never act on them &#x200B; \-I’m lost, I can’t pick any direction in life, can’t even truly think of one &#x200B; \-mood swings &#x200B; \-hard time relating events/stories to other people in order, I start with the beginning get to the middle then remember I forgot certain details and mention those from before and it gets really confusing sometimes, doesn’t happen all the time &#x200B; \-Father is impatient, short fuse –gets angry really quick, disorderly/messy, has done contact sport professionally and as a kid he was getting into fights often &#x200B; \-sugar addict: I can eat 1000-2000kcal of chocolate in one day and may still want more later in that same day (I’m barely overweight, trying to keep it under control) with all the sugar these days though I’m not sure it’s something really special anymore &#x200B; \-very angry at myself when I make mistakes(if there are people around I won’t express it externally but the feeling is the same inside no matter what) &#x200B; \-starting to be tempted by alcohol/drugs lately but I’m afraid that if I’d drink too much I’ll become addicted and I have a really hard time getting rid of those. I’d rather not touch it at all just to be sure &#x200B; \-I always postpone things for as long as I can, If I have an exam in 7 days, I’ll start learning on the 6th day &#x200B; \-I have never finished or barely even started a book in my entire life, after I read 2-3 pages I’m starting to think of something else and then I start reading again and my thoughts fly somewhere else again, I can read these short little stories or interesting facts on reddit about a certain subject but can never read a book, I got through highschool just by reading the summaries, certain key things about the characters and asking other colleagues to summarize for me &#x200B; \-I noticed a lot of people have issues with getting to work or other places in time, I usually arrive much earlier instead 30m or sometimes even more &#x200B; \-when I go shopping I usually end up forgetting at least one thing, usually the most important one for some reason &#x200B; \-I’m having a really hard time cleaning up my house, washing the dishes, the clothes, throwing out the garbage, vacuuming, you name it – I’ll take one year to do it, once I decide tho I won’t stop until it’s all done but it’s really, really hard to get there &#x200B; \-I always shake my leg, my right one the most when I’m sitting, especially if I’m alone I can do it for hours without realizing, I think my right leg is bigger than my life one because of that \*I also knock on the table a lot with my fingers in different rhytms(like drums), if someone points it out I’ll usually stop though or do it on my leg or something so people don’t hear it &#x200B; \-I don’t want people to know who I am so I’ll try to not go into too much detail(I hope I don’t insult you by saying this, it’s just that I want my privacy) I had a career in something online for about 3 years, it’s very intense, requires you to practice a lot and perform in front of a lot of people , when I had the most important part to prepare for I suddenly started burning out and in the end lost everything I worked for so hard. Now I am completely lost, I have no idea what I want to do and anything that I think about feels like I’m going to start but never end so I’m just stuck doing nothing for almost a year and I can’t seem to find an exit. I’d love to go into the medical field or learn to code/animate but I know I’d have to read a lot which as mentioned before isn’t really my strong suit and I know somewhere along the way I’ll want to do something else sadly, so my other options are police/army right now &#x200B; \-If I like something I’ll put everything I have into it every single day, I’ll wake up thinking of it, eat while doing it, take bathroom breaks then be back at it and dream about it, I’ll push everything else aside. &#x200B; \-I was considered a good kid (in my childhood) and I didn’t cause much trouble but I always had this same thing, I would start something really well then slowly become worse at it as time passed since I’d lose interest. School, first 4 grades I was one of the top kids in the class, then I started going out more by myself as I grew up, less supervision etc and each year my grades dropped more and more, it gets to the",7.300280421300254,7.0443708023952105,7.18953900235244,76.05022381576137,63.81608212147135,9.701459580838323,34.17666007271172,9.103633062298675,2.95934611847733,4864,186,873,70,64,1551,447,1169,0.079,0.818,0.10300000000000001,0.9749,3,1,12,0,2,0,250.0,0,9,4,16,52,42,2,6,49,0,68,28,7,7,18,181,158,84,1,24,42,1,13,6,0,6,13,4,3,7,63,45,7,6,27,15,4,18,29,17,2,11,23,20,92,24,138,126,43,181,0,6,1,2,39,71,0,40,91,582,155,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351209895255267,0.03871824710012625,0.0,0.0,0.017214942562347242,0.016130199990598837,0.01668340737860444,0.0,0.01288185310496944,0.06701724752784828,0.4712419614866357,0.5284824956224806,0.010954240098290071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195033786322909,0.0,0.0,0.0397674338735684,0.01433985939193119,0.015059146144204647,0.0,0.015134338507788246,0.012386337830991528,0.0,0.00981950936031342,0.03558084558245217,0.027414063151757352,0.0,0.0,0.014246539184431053,0.017586161777702634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016448440965802166,0.0,0.0,0.03309545476324173,0.0,0.0,0.016889313486294605,0.0,0.01806690027612485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271993649881174,0.0,0.0,0.016349650678545026,0.0,0.01682981219515509,0.0,0.016487593423275233,0.014096538144771653,0.03296889875183416,0.0,0.015780064488375302,0.01868058851217741,0.032965756257688626,0.053825885545100434,0.0,0.057068918189520326,0.0,0.01796508424000455,0.042557690774539164,0.0,0.0271439833290758,0.0,0.05790863661131354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0325794919540438,0.02301563733841814,0.0,0.0,0.014722753135776244,0.027403532876581625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415955494645212,0.0,0.07323803715890644,0.027021863424865854,0.02576666090368804,0.0,0.0,0.03189962640612388,0.01424457334522181,0.0,0.08657958240563389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0181552972779734,0.0,0.0,0.017019371285660667,0.0,0.01599924037569721,0.015863494045283068,0.03717377928645256,0.0,0.018184382569461,0.0,0.033625894474006005,0.015985065998981383,0.014317854317859818,0.0,0.0,0.05311641447042904,0.026260933706359502,0.0181709365529711,0.0,0.017501784936305515,0.0,0.056889070403819075,0.047218398770618016,0.016144812840286474,0.0,0.014255395498253822,0.013526969010535735,0.03604227856673035,0.05275254744665892,0.08216853168586312,0.01453842768656791,0.015242123777575797,0.010752458248783249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016227482338881254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104900724309808,0.01194414801459128,0.06211881795791069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015456409983699862,0.01833947951260055,0.01690301860650729,0.0686195290057572,0.08732355625907222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017443788780202772,0.0,0.06700506940947781,0.0,0.01682981219515509,0.0,0.04568283281982576,0.018159760413652783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016193355274095662,0.0,0.0,0.1127890641129594,0.0,0.14447202901678466,0.016562081337037297,0.0,0.0,0.01824763660552093,0.05502582036496023,0.0,0.012810017827845495,0.0,0.016302524648597688,0.0,0.01466444986409519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01332500540205016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013648564791469156,0.11160905234300143,0.03186316835030285,0.0,0.1368189978668496,0.0,0.012864160532061773,0.026934627666775037,0.018452076872646956,0.0,0.0,0.017619936042741827,0.0,0.03036388542215601,0.016742758282500502,0.02422297047466963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350840734243787,0.05160794705715355,0.031652772261617286,0.0255764838530832,0.05635750055415952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032809565921539316,0.0,0.015735531276955338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096434998276227,0.02658217509149,0.057006783678481526,0.012786069792794392,0.0,0.0,0.02896670807158701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0185238239644264,0.015527888349708684,0.0,0.02345416210935463,0.0,0.016415799390181698,0.02288583964377103,0.0,0.5284824956224806,0.05186629235470301 adhd,ilovepuppies420,2019/03/15,"ADHD twitter page Hi guys! I have mainly been lurking around, too afraid to write anything until today. But, I have been following [this](https://twitter.com/ErynnBrook?ref_src=twsrc%5Egoogle%7Ctwcamp%5Eserp%7Ctwgr%5Eauthor) girl on twitter for a while, and she is great. She is an author with ADHD and her twitter is multiple threads helping people understand their ADHD better. I think she has been pretty helpful to me, thought I'd share!",8.778025210084031,12.800879911764708,6.072100840336138,68.83088235294122,66.05882352941177,7.415126050420167,31.77310924369748,8.418075326091056,3.1536403361344547,366,15,45,6,7,103,52,68,0.021,0.731,0.248,0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,3,7,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7393082258659038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874266548894712,0.1825422860492497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135434664579567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607369033086674,0.0,0.20303653505721928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748878802361521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215921059143558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861449573822655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313908648145085,0.0,0.16279064194557527,0.0,0.0,0.19436801646395685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346932511421396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rivenwhistle,2019/03/15,"Just wanted to tell you all thank you. My husband has been doing a better job of taking care of himself, and part of that has been ensuring he's staying up on his mental health needs. While pursuing his own diagnosis, we began joking around that maybe I was ADD - although over the months this has become less and less of a joke. Most of what he shares is from this /r. I admit I'm not really a redditor, and don't know how most of this works, but I know how to read articles and shared information and experiences. I don't know how many times he's quietly shared an article or something from here and I've read it silently, ticked things off in my head, or said, ""Oh my god. That's me."" I'm almost 33, a mom of four, and I'm just now finally working on finishing my associate's degree. It has never been so obvious to me that there was a problem I've struggled with my whole life, and that I could maybe be happier, and function better, if it was addressed. Today I called a local provider with the intention of finally actually seeing someone about this, and taking care of myself too. So thank you all, for sharing your experiences and your stories. For opening up and showing your most bare moments, for writing down your pain and struggles and triumphs. Thank you all for being here and for this community for existing, because it has driven me to finally admit that yeah, this could be me, and I need to take care of me. (And thanks to my hubby, whom I assume is @Shionjin like he always is if that's how you tag people here, for helping take care of me.) TL;DR Ya'll rock thanks for being cool thumbs up",6.232492967651197,6.089069977848101,6.828185654008441,77.37623769338961,65.99367088607596,9.933614627285515,31.79606188466948,9.586721724236666,2.7907319268635726,1267,45,244,23,18,417,166,316,0.051,0.726,0.223,0.9952,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,9,0,6,16,24,0,2,9,2,23,4,1,5,5,59,51,30,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,20,23,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,4,0,1,9,4,34,20,40,36,11,26,0,0,1,0,32,12,0,9,13,178,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.09146365993828767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385367016862184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779880553093384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343656212688776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057134877016880435,0.10351368698349772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578715582438344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570535728584803,0.0,0.3822421385791863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966615736957942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336523626360826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080187894534829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619055124697456,0.09962701316625487,0.0,0.0,0.06282297705821477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300920712492376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452909595519482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620188284077587,0.0457900917398309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502408071391004,0.18832197304317874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445438723827243,0.0,0.0,0.1097714834150861,0.07481169309938042,0.0,0.0,0.13899420079850258,0.07228774665266838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973173085755857,0.0,0.0,0.10149679480864747,0.0,0.06497823634805075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968371634781543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875039655527232,0.0,0.06004367215283664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915547786986182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468798053438616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941426014309788,0.07215533039156091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990010515414156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596682486540776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818830123320136,0.0,0.08192119619332296,0.43145439113600537,0.0,0.0,0.06226780098067446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054652745281323294,0.0,0.08884187566709577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528238827223152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464242296770616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646818985354905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trans_Autistic_Guy,2019/03/15,"Ah the beautiful nature of ADHD /s I was trying to find something this morning that I had had a minute before. I had searched for and found something else in between, and I totally lost whatever the first item was. Not even remembering what it was is another beautiful thing about ADHD, but not my original point. As I was looking, I said to myself, ""please tell me I didn't put it somewhere stupid, or worse, somewhere smart."" This kind of made me laugh because it's such a good representation of what ADHD is like. One of the worst things you can do with something is put it somewhere smart without having some other way of remembering where you put it. I gave up pretty quickly on finding it because it wasn't very important. But saying that in my head reminded me what it was. It was a bandana that I get a small bonus for putting on the dogs that I'm walking. Having it pop back into my head suddenly when I think the magic word(s) is another fun thing about ADHD. TLDR: Don't put things in smart places without some other method of remembering where you put it. 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I've searched on the forum and there are several threads of folks self-medicating with pseudoephedrine, generally when they've run out of their script meds and are away from home or about to travel, so need a short term solution before they can get another script. For reasons which are very mundane and not something I'd bore the folks here with, I don't at this time want to go down the prescription meds route (essentially, my country's mental healthcare system sucks and it's an absolute nightmare to deal with). I have found that self-medicating with pseudoephedrine HCL at the recommended nasal decongestant dosing schedule causes me to have some of the most productive days in living memory, but I'm also aware that many talk of pseudo as a medication with a very unpleasant crash and tolerance effect if one stays on it for two long. With that in mind, lately I've been choosing a day or two per week in which I'll go for it, and schedule things I very much want to focus on and complete for those days. It's going exceptionally well. I'm just wondering though, can anyone anecdotally describe how far one can push this in terms of consecutive days and frequency, before hitting any of the tolerance or rebound ""walls""? I'm in a position now in which I'll be completely alone for most of the next four days and I have a pile of stuff I'd like to accomplish, so I'm *tentatively* considering going for the full 60mg / 4 times daily for at least today and tomorrow, and possibly going on into Sunday and Monday depending on how things are going. I understand that people who are on adderall or ritalin can take it daily for a long period without breaks, but I also know at least anecdotally that this *does* cause tolerance and withdrawal issues, and that a lot of people have to increase their dosage over time on doctor's orders because of this. Anecdotally, people who use pseudoephedrine often talk about there being a much higher price to pay than with other amphetamines in terms of the crash and withdrawal, possibly because of the stronger norepinephrine effect and the depletion that follows. Any thoughts of experiences? tl;dr, self medicating with an over-the-counter amphetamine called pseudoephedrine, which is primarily a norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor and secondarily a dopamine reuptake inhibitor, wondering how many days in a row one can use this without building a tolerance or experiencing too unpleasant a crash and withdrawal afterwards. I'm also wondering how many days off one should take between cycles of this stuff to avoid tolerance and diminishing returns.",11.46136642498606,10.054866656441718,10.452869492470722,59.70990100390409,56.259713701431494,14.044283324037929,42.67717047778397,12.796370485321267,5.632831492842536,2261,100,352,63,22,720,236,489,0.071,0.8390000000000001,0.09,0.2793,0,2,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,3,4,25,7,1,1,28,0,22,8,1,13,0,80,52,42,0,5,15,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,1,1,33,31,0,1,11,1,2,11,5,4,1,8,3,3,11,3,76,45,13,74,0,0,0,0,11,29,1,17,31,239,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978099980053898,0.0,0.16164118669809252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163569632593566,0.0706493912643971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711071949731095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330177333843913,0.0,0.0,0.08214331343274306,0.0,0.1146636710302978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879821547879927,0.0,0.0,0.13842699334874725,0.0,0.0,0.14128446956582671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041626784721759,0.06946148186081028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896197684751239,0.05896100857251167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590645180972576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387407699850511,0.0,0.0,0.035201069863361904,0.0,0.2297472875474293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060355474608925125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758341166546211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032282082234442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037027972598289084,0.0,0.07600282671300143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032916408105575355,0.0,0.059494057664153374,0.11925090934313265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728048796289944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049254304888457,0.0,0.0,0.37419657400812506,0.13574804189040246,0.06789895017817899,0.0,0.06803034203596202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905791720176056,0.049958295167729816,0.0,0.0,0.07165491788476071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22827789774944615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012966982674585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191216147224978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927353437154905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811505757020637,0.0761154658553458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051869175446426274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181362836587668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425832191423192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197462899836978,0.10830821700189187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952296320182891,0.0,0.06619637238215012,0.053488851951770215,0.1178620963236842,0.0,0.06386437164045107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163271506596105,0.07014057436480822,0.0,0.11638210142238115,0.0,0.16677625073784413,0.079479974128847,0.0,0.05404479534019886,0.0,0.06057892744254164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484357408128908,0.21919851321362704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adurango,2019/03/15,Is there a way to manage ADHD without going to adderall or Ritalin? Maybe over the counter meds or some kind of supplement? Adderall and Ritalin make me miserable to be around. How are the rest of you coping? What is the best long term solution?,3.1363043478260906,5.908642630434787,4.158869565217394,81.63178260869569,79.21739130434783,8.027826086956521,28.76521739130435,8.841846274778883,2.887153043478261,195,9,34,5,5,63,37,46,0.061,0.7979999999999999,0.142,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,8,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,5,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,27,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38436099101718935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28470723649634705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356309233419592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817608405008296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33304288279720984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830302687454543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134820565448484,0.0,0.3213017599833779,0.0,0.35524746096620663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538579003364735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082946673212816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,22OregonJB,2019/03/15,Finals week procrastination. Need some advice. Never posted here before. But have been lurking for awhile and seems like right place for my question. It’s finals week again and I sit here with two final projects due Saturday and am struggling to start. Even tried going to library but I always find something else I can do. Like right now posting on reddit. It’s not such a problem once I start as long as I don’t stop until I finish. What works for you guys? ,2.1593181818181826,4.9556208409090905,2.6822727272727285,90.0809090909091,84.9090909090909,4.1090909090909085,19.363636363636363,5.565023196281405,-0.11342272727272773,366,10,67,2,11,113,67,88,0.069,0.8390000000000001,0.092,0.4473,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,11,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,8,2,10,10,1,24,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,18,43,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441943189860574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148880415129358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446696610655146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200895261642676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437350222902313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193234030611595,0.14443126769966896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980880183503301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646881525801626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544052965794992,0.0,0.0,0.13984645564488696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717295151461138,0.12187801483765033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829062933841646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651016686944835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268702797651664,0.0,0.0,0.15120783006633104,0.0,0.0,0.1770232839379116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699036286974475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385930840902034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165475942046952,0.0,0.0,0.22370070241016216,0.0,0.0,0.13211531780281344,0.0,0.16520121801134988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072880675469293,0.0,0.1543666941433521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535149833577469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504350901788812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sugardeath,2019/03/15,"Soft Roll Out of Post Flair Hey everyone, we're doing a soft roll out of post flairs! At this time, and for the foreseeable future, they will be _optional_. If you're on the new redesign, there's a fancy widget in the sidebar to help you filter posts by flairs. If you're on the old design, well, the sidebar contains many flairs that are defunct. We will attempt to fix the old design's sidebar flair filter, but it's not a super high priority to be honest. The amount of people visiting this subreddit using the old design is smaller than the other methods (third party apps, redesign, official mobile app) and dwindling every day. These flairs are new and still in ""testing,"" so you may see them change color/wording, or new ones get added. We also do not have an automatic flair system at this time. We welcome feedback! Thank you, sugar",4.917447257383966,6.625106462025317,5.3779113924050685,79.95690928270044,69.82278481012659,7.2919831223628675,27.723628691983123,7.793537801064563,1.834884388185654,663,23,114,8,12,212,101,158,0.026000000000000002,0.857,0.11699999999999999,0.9327,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,3,2,2,5,5,0,0,13,0,11,1,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,8,5,17,10,1,25,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,5,11,72,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277297492977134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689648611253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300757620873256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457280397905874,0.15262136342715804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344823347015623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705839340481288,0.16875522565022266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193319534306005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627819565050024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028045991653661,0.0,0.10823186557349088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073123107894643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589090183685802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727787788935674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755431895523764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705070057303993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862705455540285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379486590740047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360939881143905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HelplessProgrammer,2019/03/15,"Missing class, only gets worse after the first skip In the early parts of the semester I find it much easier to go to class, when I get into the mental struggle whether or not to go to class and come to the conclusion to skip, the rest of the semester for some reason seems easier to skip. Doesn't matter the reason I just find a reason not to go. It has become quite the depressant, Its a tiring cycle of events and doesn't ever seem to get better. Hopefully next semester will be better.",9.486443298969071,6.4378889587628905,9.681932989690722,68.83980670103092,61.47422680412371,12.998969072164948,33.52835051546392,11.20814326018867,3.551661855670103,387,9,72,8,4,130,57,97,0.109,0.757,0.133,0.5496,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,3,6,0,1,11,0,5,1,0,3,1,21,16,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,16,14,4,13,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,7,52,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703804299660156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28354350498403746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380837000518548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806559916687347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499994348271333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29302141194366416,0.13635054907339522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512493898885805,0.0,0.2733054518366985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921342841512298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615440465546626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783846985893333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704801820981079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191488248485828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358857989683224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049809517914696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944433028267921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918610238809585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675796900749968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424052704341448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335873702202672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OsuPhenom,2019/03/15,"In class Skype Q/A with psychiatrist So yesterday in my “Aspects of Mood Disorders” class at my university, we had a q/a session with a psychiatrist who’s been practicing for 20-30 years. He said something which I feel may be a controversial statement. We were discussing various treatments and how he personally chooses to prescribe certain cases. He said something along the lines of him believing that the only disorders that require medication are true bipolar I and schizophrenia. Now I don’t know if this is just because he has more of an “old school” approach toward other mental disorders or because of some ideology he has regarding medication. I couldn’t really help but feel slightly offended when I heard that, but I didn’t want to say anything.. How common is this really in psychiatric practice? And how effective really is a non-medicated approach at treating ADHD?",8.046774193548387,9.413522870967745,8.573709677419355,61.20056451612905,62.225806451612904,12.135483870967741,41.951612903225815,11.792908689023552,5.8246,715,41,104,23,10,238,104,155,0.024,0.897,0.079,0.7873,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,7,0,14,3,0,4,2,29,21,12,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,6,11,3,16,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,4,6,73,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164248036109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312237379172989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441325686805366,0.0,0.0,0.17965920315632936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482722148899586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125767860386353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688409789020853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763621099785038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712646744242228,0.3212826197835641,0.16070031132685805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673286707925448,0.0,0.0,0.12127812809285213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923617266662935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064665524903931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033699856426838,0.12681067836824095,0.0,0.16138417897513144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455234615744297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405489004792507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268837727373578 adhd,HeDreamsHesAwake,2019/03/15,"Lost inside my head. I apologize for the text wall. I posted this in mental health, but a friend suggested this as well. I am 26. I was diagnosed with bipolar back when I was 19, because of self-harm and depression, but that didn't seem accurate to me, and the medication didn't seem to help, so I stopped taking it after a few months. I entered into a relationship about a year later, and have been with him since. I started smoking marijuana recreationaly around this time. My depression significantly improved, and I felt more confident. I used to have panic attacks as a teenager, but those went away. But recently I have come to realize a big problem, one that has been there all my life. I can't focus. On anything. I am easily distracted to a degree that recently has to frighten me. It's difficult to describe, but everything seems like a dream, or a movie. Everything, even the most mundane things, seem caught in some strange light that makes them interesting. A person walking down the street, the way my living room looks in the dark, the rain falling outside, a picture on Tumblr, my keys on my table, everything I see is like a perfect snapshot that sends my mind wandering. When I was young, my family often poked fun at the fact that I was very oblivious. They still tell stories of how I would sit 'watching' the TV after it had been turned off, or walk right into things I could clearly see coming, but I was so completely in my head I didn't react. I was always told I was very creative, I just had to apply myself, but I never finished anything. Never handed in homework and assignments. Now I'm noticing this daydreaming affects my life. I used to constantly leave my keys in the door to our building. I try to type out some work, and by 20 minutes I'll have completely zoned out, just sitting in front of the computer staring into space. I'll be given a small list of items to grab from the corner store 2 minutes from my home, and forget part of it by the time I arrive. I'll go to make pasta, walk out of the room for a minute, and then 15 minutes later I realize I've boiled all the water off and ruined my food. I have left the stove on for hours on multiple occasions. Sometimes, I'll sort of get in the zone with something, usually video games or cleaning, and this is where I'm happiest. I'm completely in my task, I'm not thinking about anything but what I'm doing. It's the most relieving feeling, but it seems to come and go. And sometimes it can be to my detriment, I'll be super into tidying up, or a video game or TV show, and go the whole day barely eating a thing. I forget to call people, make appointments, keep appointments, miss my bus, even though I have the schedule memorized at this point. I feel like I'm dreaming my life away in a world that lives in my head. Is this ADHD? I've always been a really calm, quiet person so I never thought of it like that, I never really thought there was a problem until recently, and now it's all I can notice is how I lose track of my thoughts and it's upsetting to say the least.",5.1151282051282045,5.798626755407658,5.970083194675543,79.70740005972952,68.4675540765391,9.159110883570117,30.718076709757238,9.265573868473778,2.6275848884338067,2404,92,461,45,39,792,291,601,0.107,0.77,0.12300000000000001,0.9366,0,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,1,0,2,5,24,25,1,3,40,0,40,16,4,9,10,96,83,41,0,4,17,0,5,4,1,1,7,2,7,2,30,29,5,3,15,9,1,15,9,13,1,1,26,13,62,12,75,52,13,96,0,6,5,0,18,45,0,16,36,317,92,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856325054170865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857674852120012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590594883056426,0.06343045871287921,0.0,0.08106080675865815,0.13388946259893794,0.05478931619333495,0.0,0.04343529221845525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275748855387043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413497989969088,0.2241228883424238,0.07699940108349047,0.0,0.05688988600290799,0.0,0.0,0.04595242238155662,0.0,0.12274056154773755,0.07232050287180558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290981675938707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941241393590242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211335777252547,0.0,0.0671711799899909,0.0,0.07205552240074126,0.05090330365326285,0.06841425047776245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615965791855941,0.0,0.05505004917677305,0.0,0.03722685857246958,0.0,0.12148451473400487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193790336241853,0.07573882461407355,0.0,0.0,0.04775952113716228,0.0,0.071472773915141,0.0,0.07017005373480313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333312219763114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544685559488896,0.07741681535794415,0.0,0.1509847369979361,0.13924286665336194,0.0,0.12583577028554913,0.0,0.059834746344582614,0.0797141101617592,0.0777812899313203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268620222214434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178010748763436,0.07180647137469759,0.0,0.07194542471123677,0.0,0.05687362817231459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198194562487392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224449155955648,0.0,0.0,0.04828301553177673,0.0,0.0,0.08360028331958051,0.0,0.07716027708343005,0.0,0.0493980005029778,0.12443109990711992,0.0,0.0,0.06735730948416879,0.0,0.06824087386881862,0.0,0.0,0.13635938782728144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129325490827776,0.0,0.2110618306826904,0.0764992760480581,0.0,0.060849847467225875,0.0,0.05666340824775496,0.0,0.0,0.11355915787685678,0.3243312072414638,0.0743326322172579,0.0,0.0,0.05894138721326806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485419807153292,0.14094248271657686,0.0,0.05043338500360958,0.0,0.056902901290924325,0.05957086961136731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053573542341055776,0.0,0.06227844149364493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201238924153806,0.04565617647418759,0.07000591181592797,0.16970125634319055,0.08309663329226122,0.0,0.0,0.06808549055112377,0.0,0.048376248787690465,0.07750302580809475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307978271214995,0.07847533836699826,0.11758271218391685,0.0,0.05655747730331221,0.0,0.0,0.06406518816414214,0.0660524345843374,0.0,0.07955165841534312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187318162128229,0.0,0.0,0.05061623224320519,0.0,0.0,0.04588472767935629 adhd,lumberjack_ok,2019/03/15,"I made lead fuel clerk! I know it's not as big a deal as getting a degree or something of the other things posted here, but I really like my job and am very happy others see how hard I work. I am very excited!",-0.3449999999999989,1.5626658043478263,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,86.6086956521739,5.419130434782609,15.72173913043478,6.742157984588678,-0.2087165217391309,161,3,36,2,5,58,38,46,0.033,0.695,0.272,0.9287,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,6,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,24,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983311587002451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511856021279321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080432512274846,0.2592216317824149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715834222845016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903199404389512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137317412928405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738120065496393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713962448669743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537994129504584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305930492003715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227736984184481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192246757676424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775265446251573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106672036921456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sciencenerd4,2019/03/15,"Pharmacist belittled me when I was getting my meds... I was home for spring break last week and needed to go pick up my concerta before I went back to university. When I got to the pharmacy, the pharmacist told me that my prescription wasn't there. I knew my doctor had sent it in because I had talked to her the day before so I said to the pharmacist ""My doctor said she called it in, it should be there"". The pharmacist said to me ""well I highly doubt that she 'called' it in, because that's illegal, she would have FAXED it in"". Like????? What 20 year old knows the difference between calling or faxing in a prescription???? Was that correction really necessary? Either way, the doctor told me she ordered the prescription for me. So I asked the pharmacist to please call the doctor because I needed my meds before I went back to school (I gave her the direct number to my doctor, which the pharmacist ignored) and the pharmacist said ""Well I can call her, but I'll just end up talking to the secretary and the secretary will tell me to do this and that, and I already know what I need to do so this is going to be a complete waste of my time"" (complete with voices and everything). After she got off the phone, she said that the office had no file of me on their records, and started interrogating me. I said that I didn't go to her private office, I saw her at the hospital, so that's maybe why I wasn't in their system, and I asked her to call the direct pager number I had originally given her. The pharmacist then started attacking me saying stuff like ""why would you even have her personal number?"" and started asking me all these questions about why I saw the doctor at the hospital instead of the clinic, when I saw her, and all these super personal and interrogating questions, obviously trying to get me to mix up my story. She asked me why I even needed my medication. Then she called this entire situation ""sketchy"". Yes, a medical professional actually called me ""sketchy"". I hadn't even said anything snippy or anything. I ended up just walking out of the store. I was so shaken up by the whole encounter that I had to sit in my car just breathing for 15 minutes before I felt safe to drive because I was so close to tears. Ended up getting my meds the next day, right after filing a serious complaint about her to the pharmacy manager. As an adult, diagnosed with ADHD just a few months ago, and just starting to try out meds, it really is a journey. There are so many emotions involved, like shame, regret I didn't try them sooner, complete shock at how much of a difference they make, it wasn't just a quick decision for me. And having a pharmacist treat me like someone trying to get controlled drugs illegally, calling me sketchy, making fun of my situation, and interrogating me really does not help. &#x200B; TL;DR: When trying to get my pills, pharmacist made fun of me, corrected me about irrelevant information, interrogated me about why I need my meds, and called my entire situation ""sketchy"". 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I’ve been on for 4 days and past 3 days I experience depression and get in my head a lot and anxiety, especially today. Called doctor and no answer , not sure what to do, don’t see how this could be normal . 20mg Vyvanse 19 Male ",1.4144444444444415,3.2368589629629625,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,79.74074074074073,7.282962962962964,21.91111111111111,8.238735603445708,1.1407600000000002,200,6,44,4,5,70,44,54,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.8206,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,1,1,13,9,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,5,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565997135657246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745131716260455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464488880123214,0.0,0.0,0.34675592746775025,0.0,0.2315493669952884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27516659922445624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629746860582772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809130226873185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759048610455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855605067007295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634036956216926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663583792659483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422870150938197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253376186456082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548265400623248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,speedracer1998,2019/03/15,I finally was able to keep money in my bank account until my next paycheck! I have really hard time with impulsive urges to buy things simply because I have money. My friends and family genuinely don’t understand how hard it is to not be impulsive and I don’t know why but my doctor told me it’s due to my ADHD. I’m super excited this paycheck because I have more money than usual because I kept it in my bank account so I will be able to pay all my bills and still have a lot of spending money to go out on dates or hang out with friends. It sounds dumb but this is a huge milestone for me! ,4.058467741935484,4.4346167822580655,5.585645161290324,82.62346774193551,70.69354838709677,8.780645161290323,29.20967741935484,8.841846274778883,2.185148387096774,467,17,97,8,8,159,75,124,0.068,0.7909999999999999,0.141,0.9089,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,12,1,0,1,1,18,19,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,12,2,3,1,0,0,3,3,16,4,17,13,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,8,67,23,2,0.3874552511935366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328229589841186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35428368734693555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828843374066468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262916409548385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122191445097306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993469659478198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009987408152724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470838011021989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721940148771246,0.0,0.0,0.1064676366128829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470029951692194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603152761415755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410687763665228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547111320497549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287040262517804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296413640177197,0.0,0.0,0.18511504827271955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167729041790272,0.0,0.0,0.21336360996205103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748090496964949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gemini2501,2019/03/15,"Increasingly negative experience on Concerta. I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD a week ago, at age 25. I was put on 18mg of Concerta and it worked well. For the first 3 days it really helped and it was such a relief. It felt like I had been living my whole life in only one room and suddenly I had access to the whole house of my mind. Sadly, on the fourth day I took my medication as usual but nothing really happened. I have been a hoverer on r/ADHD since I was diagnosed so was well aware that there can be a considerable drop off when the initial euphoria wares off. But I didn't feel like this was what was happening - even though I was taking my medication, I was back to my incredibly unfocused self. Worse, I felt totally uninterested in everything else, and on the evenings I experienced for the first time really bad crashes where I would feel so down and sad. I told my doctor about this and he suggested I go up to 32mg of Concerta, which I did yesterday. This was terrifying - my resting heart rate was 110/120 (usually 70) and was overall incredibly uncomfortable. My brain felt like it was made of felt covered in sand. I didn't get to sleep until 5am. Today I've not taken anything because of this experience. I'm putting this out there to see if this is a common experience. I'm going to ask my doctor to put me on something else as it seems that Concerta just isn't the right thing for me. I also just want to reach out as I feel even more lost in this ADHD-y soupey brain fog than ever before. Thanks.",4.561018826135109,5.634836774086383,6.190697674418608,76.20759689922484,69.96345514950168,10.251605758582503,28.95127353266888,10.398101306919678,3.0284768549280177,1203,44,237,34,21,413,166,301,0.121,0.792,0.087,-0.9387,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,19,11,0,0,12,0,26,11,4,1,2,31,51,19,0,3,6,0,8,3,0,1,7,0,1,1,18,10,0,0,9,0,0,7,5,4,2,3,29,10,30,7,40,20,6,46,0,3,1,0,6,20,0,2,21,164,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139904708715718,0.0,0.07719872803275626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964466670659418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166644051733956,0.0,0.08141602031577534,0.0,0.0,0.06696570461759897,0.07271528562166248,0.05308836011780717,0.0,0.07410592543324128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443920480978727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232979556845817,0.0,0.0,0.17678605135424902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827760329216422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550258524255613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256345994884578,0.07877656212294487,0.0,0.0,0.07826955608336322,0.2555678826342751,0.0,0.0,0.13210373384095486,0.06221606388507946,0.3344745879260009,0.0,0.0,0.14815491981013792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550016295528052,0.0,0.0989888381472368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540242005434608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320032844636996,0.058373606523277735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048847194316864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061513204897415276,0.1276411715768649,0.0,0.07690076833168448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506741912851706,0.0,0.0,0.08240527366209545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546506543263515,0.0,0.0,0.08793459007226077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356379420131617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901344241527935,0.06623475211854092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626440827424426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673734287957019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437312955571987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939828374724236,0.07928212772636588,0.09085233104469824,0.0,0.0,0.07204053271895712,0.0,0.08715142520810609,0.0,0.0,0.06704500585718934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547973694488267,0.0,0.0,0.0801794185511948,0.0,0.0,0.057857750200973175,0.0,0.08556403944901586,0.0,0.05078202272255622,0.0,0.08254974431051554,0.08321682338399991,0.0967585622465298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918314260505343,0.0,0.0513670719182885,0.0,0.06985716639889024,0.0,0.15660609640507736,0.0,0.0,0.19446246930638086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340148772377685,0.0,0.08875065318129388,0.061865193668297735,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,temujin64,2019/03/15,"My birthday sends my RSD into overdrive I don’t have all the traits associated with ADHD, but I definitely do have rejection-sensitive dysphoria (RSD). Every year, this goes into overdrive on my Birthday. There’s so much pressure to be at the centre of attention and to be loved and noticed by people. It’s too much. If you don’t attain that expected attention, it’s such a horrible feeling. I used to hide my birthday from people. That way when no one notices I can just say that they didn’t know and not that they didn’t care. But in my mid-twenties I had worked hard at being a more social person and I set a goal for myself to make my birthday known and to host a party. I invited about 50 people, but about a few days before another friend hosted a different party. Most people, including people I considered good friends, bailed and went to the other party. To try to recuperate from that blow to my pride, I hosted a more low-key event; a casual dinner at a restaurant near where a bunch of my friends lived. My friends and I would often go here for impromptu dinners these gatherings could attract up to a dozen people. In the case of my birthday dinner, only my 2 closest friends showed up. Since then I’ve started to hide my birthday from people again. Even then, every year I get really anxious and I’m afraid about someone will find out. 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Possibly Relevant details - 21F, computer science senior in college (one semester left and graduating *early*) - diagnosed and started medication (vyvanse 20 mg) when I was 16 - went up to 40mg gradually, and have been on this dose for 4 years - also diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and an eating disorder - Also on Prozac 60mg, and have been on Prozac for nearly 3 years, on this dose for 2. Was on zoloft before that. - tend to have a lot more depressive symptoms in the winter and this year has been no exception I have been noticing for over 6 months that my Vyvanse doesn't feel as effective as it used to be. I never experienced much of a euphoria and that's not what I expect from medication. I've been trying to manage it on my own and doing okay, but I am a senior in college. The last two midterms I took, I got 7-8 pts below the average when I studied as much as I have in the past and felt like I knew how to do the problems. (For reference, I have a 3.6 gpa and have always done right around average or bit above on exams.) I've only gotten one back to check my work, but I lost 8-10 pts for completely careless mistakes. From the one exam: - blatantly forgot info I'd read and underlined less than a minute earlier because of question wording so misinterpreted the question (lost 6 pts) - took derivative of (-b)^2 as b^2 rather than -2b (lost 3 pts) - I learned when I arrived that the syllabus said we could have a notes sheet. One of the questions required a direct recall of an algorithm. (lost 4pts) School in general: - turned in two assignments late in the last week which I haven't done since before being medicated (early high school) - had the date wrong for my second exam (was luckily corrected by someone, but I originally scheduled something else for that time) - I have been having more trouble turning off netflix or getting off computer games to go do work Finally, I have always been prone to snacking a lot in the evening, and vyvanse helped me to stay focused on doing hw without that, but now sometimes I can not focus without snacking on something. My relationship with food is much more complex than that, but this particular thing was very noticeable with vyvanse early on. The troublesome thing is I think I remember a similar dip in performance last spring and did nothing about it. I weirdly had very few exams in the fall, so I don't know if the issue resolved or not. I have experienced my anti-depressants becoming less effective over time a fair number of time in the last 8 years, but this is different. Do you think this is just stress, burnout, or a decrease in medication effectiveness? **Has anyone experienced something similar to this and did increasing your medication help?** and also, has anyone gone up in dose for a period of time then back down? How did that go? TL;DR When is increasing medication helpful or not? 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My old full-time job was hell - clocking in and out of my cubicle for years just to get by. I want to have 2 or more part-time jobs so I am not going to the same workplace all day everyday. Preferrably jobs where I have to be analytical and creative. I live in an expensive city and I'm a single parent - I need to make decent money. Any ideas (that is not computer science)?,1.8866666666666667,4.106555222222223,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.1111111111111,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2366666666666668,350,12,71,6,9,117,69,90,0.059000000000000004,0.8909999999999999,0.05,-0.4137,5,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,16,13,5,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,13,11,5,10,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,46,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715837659298406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228777217317096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165323074023105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440485401985048,0.0,0.10269223457583204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091251881675544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398087691924632,0.0,0.0,0.7172413509513837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159555600174493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061426084973755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398188125239274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960734821583175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006386591063453,0.3913467304802023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657766062594733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636063810964918 adhd,_slightly,2019/03/15,"Walgreens switched my Concerta from Actavis to Amneal. It doesn't work as well, and they no longer order Actavis. Ugh... I have been on Concerta (Actavis) for a while and it worked well for me. I never requested a specific brand, the Actavis is what I always received. Never thought much about the manufacturing group. I guess the Actavis is the ""certified generic"" meaning that it's an exact replica of the brand name Concerta (by the way does brand name even exist? I have never seen it). Most importantly the delivery system is the same. The Amneal is certified equivalent or whatever but the delivery system is completely different, and it's not working well for me. I'm less productive and back to staring at sentences reading them over 3 times to comprehend them... Now some new generics have hit the market and Walgreens can only order what corporate lets them order. I guess the people at the top choose whatever brand is cheapest and make all their pharmacies order only that. Called CVS, same thing. Called Publix, same thing. Is anybody else in a similar situation? Does anybody know a pharmacy that can actually order drugs that their patients need instead of just defaulting to the cheapest one?",5.145873764600179,8.143737221698114,5.546199460916442,73.27984276729563,73.00943396226415,8.75507637017071,33.20844564240791,9.362217197678863,3.8559898472596585,969,49,145,25,21,309,122,212,0.035,0.938,0.026000000000000002,-0.2212,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,6,4,9,4,0,0,19,0,15,1,0,1,5,30,25,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,1,3,1,3,2,15,3,18,20,8,23,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,5,8,111,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.1376229079663646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734652828844327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844176658185484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880105516557112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478650926366603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473441618165009,0.0,0.0,0.24682896913771196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354761566252704,0.0,0.11781073219517064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314761215555144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107163105576053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750525751654222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421060477738595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413723277256623,0.0,0.0,0.15362075038216091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367174926192847,0.10457041691343473,0.3263082817171915,0.13620564548883973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556416951233906,0.2145161786876263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097771003771095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106608576565738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852129272478122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738536921468613,0.0,0.0,0.1119604167844098,0.08223451520566316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194139986237736,0.0,0.0,0.3804031148921501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080100196934503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BaconBra2500,2019/03/15,"Peer reviewed studies on ADHD meds and long-term health risks I get nervous for my heart function (and maybe other systems?) taking Vyvanse daily for over a decade. I don’t feel confident enough in knowing which health/neurology journals are the most reliable to determine which peer reviews are trustworthy. Can anyone in the field lend some insight? I’m so appreciative of this community - thanks all for such amazing ideas, sharing, and support! 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I’m so tired of having no concept of time, it’s exhausting relying on alarms all day everyday and still sucking at time. And it’s causing fights with my boyfriend. I manage to get to work on time, but it takes so much focus and effort everyday and I’m always still rushed and flustered. But when it comes to my social life, I’m suffering, I just don’t care by the end of the day if it takes me 30 minutes or 2 hours to get somewhere. I fucking understand why that’s not cool with people, but I just have no more fucks to give sometimes. Okay that’s all. 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Just curious. ,-1.3866666666666667,-0.16298466666666656,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,117.88888888888887,6.2444444444444445,15.611111111111107,7.1686216300943375,0.925177777777778,34,1,7,1,2,12,9,9,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6779046812747148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7351498099746929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,golden_rayz,2019/03/15,"Medication I'm a junior in high school that was diagnosed in grade 4. I took medication that stunted my growth back then, and I still really haven't gained it back yet. I was told to quit in 5th and I did, and I haven't taken any medication since. My parents claim that the medication got ""rid of"" the ADHD, but looking at this sub, I'm experiencing most of the things people are complaining about. I've been told I'm super impulsive, jumpy, and I procrastinate a lot as well. I can't remember a lot of basic tasks, homework for example, which has led to me being punished, and told to ""just focus"" or ""apply myself"". I don't exactly know what answer or comment I'm expecting, but I'm struggling, and I can't get help. Sorry for the inconvenience.",4.059777365491648,5.464586863945581,5.9973283858998165,75.86682745825604,71.51700680272108,9.42708719851577,27.649350649350648,9.800150414767053,2.673073469387755,587,21,113,15,11,204,93,147,0.14,0.7829999999999999,0.077,-0.8456,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,1,7,0,12,5,0,1,1,20,26,12,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,3,1,0,10,2,13,2,14,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,5,5,74,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373987414851152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830963117456262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223241946209283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673113914050498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755296098347575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562239403703625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689933923278718,0.15274159584811542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944952622680783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139877548814088,0.0,0.0,0.24580917135619834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825389216641949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052309806956233,0.0,0.0,0.10022365162356912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376341346135486,0.0,0.0,0.09261248716896303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376475304537436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630820312839699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958623827125077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182946176936613,0.0,0.0,0.1154503521859787,0.0,0.0,0.15113145484500978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604302522809338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144161554800757,0.16061780837653789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299819230410819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnotherSmallFeat,2019/03/15,I'm curious about an overlap in Misophonia/misokinesia and ADHD. You guys experienced this hatred of sounds and visual stimuli? I'm wondering because triggers for these seem to take over all my attention and I can't think about anything else until it stops.,6.02695652173913,8.7248327826087,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,69.0,9.817391304347826,35.413043478260875,10.125756701596842,4.469539130434782,212,11,31,6,4,68,40,46,0.141,0.81,0.049,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,8,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289141054513345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29369121113820723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175576834539136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981369674226211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35337859404719224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249005245061223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983771889642677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683379153412949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286815969633777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870334967706149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aliencheese555,2019/03/15,"Is it common to crash and burn without structure? I'm trying to figure out if we should shell out the money to get my husband diagnosed. He said that he wasn't impacted by many of the symptoms when he was younger, but once he got to 5th and 6th year of high school, he started struggling because he had free periods. Then he crashed and burned in uni and I just want him to have nice things and be at least content with his life. I guess I'm just trying to gather ammunition for any psych that we might end up talking to. Any input would be really helpful! 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I didn’t think I’d ever get to the end. I’m so happy to have made it, one of the three best days in my life. I don’t have many family or friends, so I thought I’d share it here. Thanks for listening. 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I’ve been working solo on a documentary film which has taken me 4 years to complete due to illness, grief, trauma, and my ADHD (recently diagnosed). I was in hyperfocus three nights in a row working 12+ hours until 4am on minimal food and water. Today the film is finally done but I don’t know how to feel. I currently have this sense of that it will never be over, that I’ll just keep going in hyper focus and bouts of restlessness each night for many, many weeks. I’m sorta happy that the film is finally done. But what can I do to help restore my sleeping pattern and feel actually happy that I’ve managed to complete this huge task all on my own without help? Also, who else can relate to this? The film is a steampunk documentary in case anyone is wondering x",6.554799741602068,5.657650668604653,7.779612403100778,73.32559431524551,65.56976744186046,10.435142118863055,33.64599483204134,9.725611199111238,3.1220638242894045,673,25,128,12,9,232,102,172,0.05,0.8170000000000001,0.133,0.9536,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,7,0,17,5,1,2,2,23,27,11,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,6,2,1,6,4,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,3,9,2,22,20,4,25,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,15,83,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.13140382395976052,0.0,0.1618291033764589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768352877202747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415388408280226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235495141703477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366719574357294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27559756569150984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248694670605452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425679232388105,0.0,0.0,0.2950158697851744,0.0,0.0,0.16282532106553044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652752109249647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28668543337051783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051277247281947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260801870121766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968752203797264,0.0,0.0,0.1480056970914862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303800400057504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385421206634513,0.0,0.0,0.25272913023512344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329555354010018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347522135967335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763716429334634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080120925775779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980258338993475,0.1460275681377672,0.1960608399852172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342676832486054 adhd,yodeez101,2019/03/15,"Looking for any Barbers/Hairdressers that wouldn’t mind sharing some advice with a trainee (me) I’ve just started barbering. Did 2 months full time at school (rookie error) had a casual job driving a truck n went around to barbershops looking for a Saturday. Got offered a full time apprenticeship and so I took that up. Been doing it for 2 weeks straight now n I’m just really fkn struggle. I feel like I should know this stuff n I’m watching guys that have 0 schooling behind them grasp everything so much easily then me. I just want to hear how you went learning all of the foundations and techniques. Did you find you were slower on the uptake than you would have liked/compared to other students? I just have been watching all of these guys/girls and I just feel like I should be able to do what they’re doing but I go to do it on a mannequin head n I just fall flat on my face every time. Then when I think I’ve finally got something it turns out I’m actually not doing what I thought I was doin I fact I’m just cutting hair off an expensive mannequin with no real plan. TL;DR - any barbers hair dressers around that I can speak with and understand their learning journey thdough this trade. Thank you ",2.529152542372877,5.082646694915255,3.0916,89.71102711864407,79.9322033898305,5.979389830508474,25.54169491525424,7.24861992348623,1.2665883389830517,964,38,187,13,25,300,143,236,0.031,0.9,0.07,0.631,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,2,1,14,7,1,1,9,0,21,4,4,1,3,41,44,11,0,5,9,0,4,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,14,10,0,0,10,1,2,7,3,2,0,0,13,10,24,5,24,26,6,31,0,0,4,0,12,12,0,1,14,119,38,7,0.14048042028743216,0.0,0.13708862565628332,0.0,0.0,0.13727584084559322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910630061486596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501147152689434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836081296300685,0.0,0.12625474352455296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206224292334396,0.20071848064531347,0.0,0.1538894337961864,0.1283965591253159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983826022190363,0.0,0.22471005046896186,0.0,0.0,0.1390977023847729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441734398171395,0.0,0.15833164346989467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940514065082688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720436510959278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372632748246455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593634428700824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184517802407506,0.0,0.11213013121204124,0.0,0.1032692727955878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598974733650876,0.08999535444287543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843473704451584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814869078963432,0.0,0.0,0.0994327645281996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686063685375453,0.16081647158302348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933549686096416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001418096942941,0.0,0.11152576189300284,0.24574578834964786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607891588434294,0.0,0.15280235730454556,0.0,0.1462450718273301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285899160771258,0.0,0.11268491950625255,0.0,0.0,0.2604535140391098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979325999202858,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wrathofnothing,2019/03/15,"Strattera and constant hunger? I've been on strattera for about 2 weeks now and so far i've experienced, fatigue, sleepiness although i always wake up 3-5 hours after sleeping for no reason, and constant hunger and i'm not sure if its related to it since all i've read on the internet is weightloss/no appetite so just wondering if its normal?",3.05201298701299,5.738707621212125,3.999264069264069,83.18318181818184,78.84848484848484,6.195670995670996,30.640692640692638,7.447530270364453,2.2472147186147184,277,14,48,4,7,89,48,66,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.8187,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,1,2,13,4,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,8,3,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,29,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244402839092195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829732272319371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26563364198418155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26428203588242405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26980697938828185,0.0,0.0,0.2773314612680561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312674019365555,0.0,0.2699287841995485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542210892018454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163643330978381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925150012377957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RetroHead_,2019/03/15,"I discovered today i suffer from ADHD, but i have never taken any medication and my parents never told me about it, is this strange? What should i do? Title self explanatory, i am in shock right now, but i am more worried that i haven't taken shit to prevent it.",5.8049358974358976,5.6724193653846156,7.281538461538464,73.73012820512822,66.88461538461539,9.241025641025642,30.794871794871803,8.841846274778883,2.4958256410256405,205,7,38,3,3,71,40,52,0.214,0.6940000000000001,0.092,-0.7726,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,7,10,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,4,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34339939991988405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431042250458055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878491726638198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407547636196473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172762488779589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440171638525065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980851859179467,0.0,0.29330411552715385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27084451876279,0.27303319556783234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901789933001289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,needleintheteeth,2019/03/15,"It's been a year since my diagnosis. And what a hell of a year it's been! Hi all, Long time lurker, a quick bit about me - early 30's, after a lifetime of frustration I was finally seen to by a psychiatrist about my concerns that I had ADHD. They determined very quickly that I did indeed have the hallmarks for it, and then after testing and referrals it was confirmed with zero doubt, ADHD since the beginning. I was put on Dexamphetamine 5mg, 6 to 8 a day. It's completely changed my life for the better, however I've learned a lot - and not all good. I'm frustrated my parents always refused to believe there was something wrong with me from the get go - looking back, no wonder I had so much trouble in school and with all aspects of life. I'm happy in ways, but goddamn miserable in others. I want to do everything always, but to such a fine point that it borders on obsessive - it frustrates my partner, although they understand and have been a saint all through this. I have such a stigma about it all, medication included. I've tried not taking them, which only reinforced how much I need them haha! Has anyone else had this effect? Just new to it all, and feeling a little lost. Very lost actually. Thanks!",5.1049358974358965,6.17296191880342,6.0487927350427375,77.74447115384619,68.7008547008547,9.097863247863248,32.14636752136752,9.354420925462401,2.968462393162393,955,41,175,19,16,316,139,234,0.161,0.757,0.083,-0.9489,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,4,12,17,4,3,16,1,16,3,0,2,6,32,32,13,0,2,5,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,17,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,11,0,1,14,3,19,6,27,18,10,25,2,3,2,0,8,7,1,3,15,128,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.12966973238815094,0.0,0.3193869994813213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113023398052206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291136729826567,0.13614918468000906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217495808041016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497079711063775,0.0,0.11751976765223104,0.1450683298768252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056727494561133,0.0,0.1393200250966284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856952989513677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110024947295367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194221528386374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718709496919588,0.0,0.0,0.14556132284634185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942325581661753,0.0,0.07551761342524843,0.11145173821200477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145107160701792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771128199652587,0.0,0.13317863582284425,0.0,0.11759282342593395,0.11158402995826068,0.0,0.2901040053184552,0.11296809967949252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386057689927086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953611964992235,0.09852733223887744,0.0,0.128334372970885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105968510036004,0.0,0.0,0.1475452623962967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561263310293652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357906258394586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447960125934838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983606243472328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229595435569974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990769776357136,0.0,0.0,0.1223361835160471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748221380697623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021542036640816,0.0,0.0,0.1383306546123116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192764853275196,0.07837487038977897,0.10547234888291328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410049198808156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528120239367182,0.0,0.17113811424934658 adhd,xd-Rogue24,2019/03/15,"Help!! I get spacey, I get bored super easily, I get perceived as disrespectful, I get perceived as shitty, I have meltdowns infrequently, I don’t pick up on social cues I give “attitude” without meaning to or realising, I cant sleep, I procrastinate, I can’t work for more that 15 minuets I get focused on something, I focus HARD, I am forgetful, I freak out in crowds, I don’t like people, I prefer the virtual world to reality, I think all my friends hate me, I’m not normal, I’m not on meds, should I be on meds? Am I autistic? Do I have anxiety? Do I have social anxiety? Should I be doing more about it? Somebody. Please. Help. Me. 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I am taking concerta and it does wonders on giving me the motivation to start a task. But that's kind of my problem... Once I have started a task, I literally can't pull myself away from it. Last night I was doing some programming for ""an hour"" while my girlfriend watched her TV show. 5 hours later I joined her in bed and got the silent treatment super bad. I wasn't intentionally neglecting her, I was in a completely different reality where time passes much slower. Often at work, if I notice an issue that needs looking into, I will literally spend the entire 8 hour shift troubleshooting without taking breaks to eat or read emails. Does anyone have any advice on how to effectively regulate the extra focus that medication gives? I don't want to stop taking it, because 8 hours to complete one task is much better that 8 hours of giving up on every task",6.8588953488372075,7.058149889534889,7.651720930232559,70.83862790697677,64.63953488372093,10.135813953488373,31.734883720930227,9.888512548439397,3.0845609302325583,719,25,125,14,10,241,114,172,0.027999999999999997,0.833,0.139,0.9467,2,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,4,6,0,0,10,0,12,2,0,6,0,21,26,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,3,1,3,3,3,1,2,4,3,0,1,4,2,20,3,19,21,4,26,0,1,2,0,9,10,0,5,13,83,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849627451790993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550354176536643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763407317842215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104315420272042,0.0,0.09270459501913987,0.0676822607911947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819614657629497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282363263150804,0.0,0.12452848826839552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600169583452168,0.0,0.0,0.19432448933212407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361040711613644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354673900589422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42603661684756977,0.0,0.0,0.08880005095010322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467061039586112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158854518905528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561963997675336,0.0,0.09050347112645188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932364144369293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332821285533463,0.11185005801650473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323821149414872,0.08232661237835967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041932150867918,0.0,0.0,0.1264072765349433,0.0,0.11824228398587652,0.075236138220765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062397784943687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110590672329018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717382534135182,0.0,0.0,0.0928252332761262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504400186372964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474191513517019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548779336823976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702801435977168,0.1204062373136358,0.08083044978499973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,no2K7,2019/03/15,"I told my sister I could only remember a few things from the conversation we had 10 minutes back Her response was: ""Just try to focus."" I said: ""That's like telling someone who has depression to cheer up."" Anyway, I got up today with the intention of going back to the doc appt. I made 2 months back, just took my medicine so let's get to it. To all of you, have a wonderful day filled with accomplished tasks :)",2.8468253968253947,4.726130049382718,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,75.66666666666667,7.591534391534393,25.151675485008816,8.418075326091056,1.5899897707231039,318,11,66,6,7,103,62,81,0.043,0.7759999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,11,14,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,10,2,12,5,2,11,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,7,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089726747922908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616206625244074,0.0,0.0,0.1422937229233704,0.0,0.1900358082465579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152746258953377,0.0,0.12539407052730747,0.0,0.1764649419863572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561804232368424,0.0,0.1077929348430909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877369389945327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611172315577905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780569070135892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499406614630833,0.0,0.20987795070458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694647343916485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284796837071236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658256314638213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091397101698972,0.2108297544608176,0.24513773887143886,0.14979920936290975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392732825602236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Geminaura,2019/03/15,"Read something about ADHD and sipping beverages with sugar so I made some tea w/ sugar this morning ...and I forgot I had made some this morning, so I made another cup when i got home ~2 pm to help focus on homework. Repeated this at around 5 pm. Then had a cup of sugary coffee around 8 pm in the same line of thinking. And I made more tea at midnight, and when I went to set it on my desk, I suddenly saw three unfinished cups. Doing great. [P.S. - sugary drinks wont make you finish your homework - I’m going on (literally) 10 hours of _work_ procrastination.]",2.15309090909091,4.439152854545458,3.971818181818183,84.3977272727273,79.54545454545455,6.545454545454546,23.63636363636364,7.686295010490155,1.2999090909090907,434,15,84,7,11,146,75,110,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.7783,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,5,0,17,16,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,7,5,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,3,11,1,15,5,4,18,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,7,50,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214918803283093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932538300064907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281308073837929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805430987716812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474150934526606,0.0,0.14740094401952378,0.2031905706398536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353190051752215,0.0,0.1848671717549208,0.0,0.1814976342074757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6975536153714124,0.12302117859394912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843491211649857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418825645190228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809151590992872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708472485429389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417204693414447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,disposeable_idiot,2019/03/15,"How does your room typically look? I've heard people with ADD/ADHD usually have messy rooms, but clean and organized houses. So I'm curious if this holds true in this group.",3.9090909090909065,6.276088393939396,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,74.15151515151516,9.248484848484848,23.12121212121212,9.725611199111238,2.3054121212121217,139,4,26,4,3,45,31,33,0.046,0.6779999999999999,0.27699999999999997,0.871,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930922398557416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35905001329436176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734228294183313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445426354460413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844453819699663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518795775079512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,melike20,2019/03/15,Strattera 25 mg? Hi everyone! I started to use new medication. Also I use concerta 54mg and ritalin and lustral 50mg but I needed more. Are you using strattera 25 mg here?,0.10480392156862806,2.3243785000000017,3.972941176470588,76.671568627451,102.23529411764706,6.972549019607843,29.196078431372552,7.793537801064563,3.1886431372549024,135,8,23,4,6,50,25,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,7,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382711731752019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847047889417473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300154117816598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092676704386893,0.0,0.2877627707641537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089113285141128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7720015661871531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drummertobeat,2019/03/15,"making food when I can't make two neurons run together So Thursday (today) was a wash. Just didn't happen, couldn't pull my shit together, rescheduled my client, zoned out most of the day, took shitty dozy naps, etc etc. And when it's like this -- on days where I've got my meds, and I got my ass out of the house to give my dog a proper walk, and there's no specific reason for Thursday washing out -- the hardest thing for me to do is eat. Because to eat you have to make something happen, whether it's a microwave burrito or stir-fry or GrubHub. I'm not much for junk food, so it took awhile for me to figure out something that a) I'll eat pretty much in any situation; b) takes five minutes to prepare; c) requires no decision-making or thinking. This is what I landed on: Trader Joe's sells boxes of fully-cooked rice in the freezer section, three bags of microwaveable brown rice (or quinoa or whatever) to a box for under $5 USD. I zap that. Take a can of chicken (also Trader Joe's because it tastes the best and is also the best tasting as well as the least expensive), dump it into a bowl. Shake out zapped rice on top of it. Add butter/olive oil, some salt, some garlic powder. Eat as much of it as I can stand; whatever's left can be zapped in another couple of hours to reheat. You can add sauce, frozen or canned vegetables, different protein, whatever, but pretty much every time I can make this work. I ate this basically for an entire week when shit was low. YMMV.",6.764350282485879,5.616211084745761,7.120000000000001,79.04418079096045,65.27118644067797,9.900564971751416,32.2090395480226,8.841846274778883,2.463334463276836,1150,37,231,15,15,376,171,295,0.047,0.875,0.077,0.8624,1,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,5,11,9,3,1,15,0,17,16,4,5,0,34,33,23,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,12,10,1,3,1,2,6,6,5,1,3,8,5,16,4,39,23,13,37,0,1,1,1,3,19,3,9,12,144,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419375999848454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981207808411359,0.10764758750786567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516073192824995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154699249913302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135909431672193,0.0,0.1324139547680535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725747770423046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201857781669143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289852792156072,0.0,0.0,0.0864951775148291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827289738349206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848048471183457,0.0,0.0,0.16421259045216094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156316781968987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109906986145438,0.1184554455143142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154000328835677,0.0,0.0,0.05015431638651899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741044374141123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403172122158815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018666012398354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888352895866846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555121169173327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075729805580387,0.0,0.1153937408205468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806481847618675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437455186606547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820250566043258,0.06578015448606428,0.0,0.0,0.05986166382468671,0.0,0.0973093385769172,0.0,0.2281172830395769,0.0,0.0,0.10028355489243802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234737386421834,0.0,0.09230334863889923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473744330431993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wdsoul96,2019/03/15,"The single most thing that stop me from attempting. I feel everything is just broken. I don't know where to start and how to fix any of this. I hate to say this. I really really wish someone would come to me (without judgement) and help me sort out my problems. Of course, other problems are medication adjustments, digestive problems and sleep problems. I don't want to be that guy to make excuses for failing to initiate tasks on those different problems. But they just make them worse. I just wish many of it just go away. 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I’ve only been following ADHD for a little bit now but it has resonated with me so much and has made me feel like I’m not completely worthless or crazy. I was diagnosed with ADHD in middle school and have had enormous trouble with trying to do well in school ever since. I did horribly my first year of college and that was finally when I got on my meds. It changed my life. My grades got so much better and I felt like I could actually do something with my life. After graduating I got an awesome job and I’m so proud of myself. More importantly I made my parents proud and I’m so happy with where I’m at in my life. However I had to switch from my vyvanse to my adderall a few months ago because my insurance out of college doesn’t cover vyvanse. I hate adderall. It makes my heart pound and it doesn’t help my focus. I stopped taking it this week and it’s been the hardest week ever. I can’t get anything done and I’m terrified that if my vyvanse doesn’t get covered then my job will be effected and I’ll eventually get fired. My ADHD has made me feel like a failure in so many ways and has made me feel like I’m not goof enough to succeed in this society. I hate having to take meds to get through the day because i become this normal person on them when I’m actually a really weird and fun human. But if I don’t take them then I feel like a worthless person. Sorry to unload and idk how this posting even works. I just felt like I could trust Reddit as a place to share. 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I woke up at 8am, got to the library as it opened, spent a solid 3 hours working, came home and started reading a book for Fun!! only downside is the next day (today) I woke up feeling unbelievably sick :^( still, once I get better im hoping I'll be able to keep up with this roughly!!",1.3764676616915423,3.0505365223880614,3.91126865671642,86.90978855721393,79.29850746268656,6.257711442786071,26.092039800995025,7.1686216300943375,1.2563950248756224,245,10,52,3,6,86,53,67,0.081,0.726,0.193,0.7701,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,14,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,3,10,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,26,5,3,0.23279095916604295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058846858257274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662508410668178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002618206930938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770610354005065,0.0,0.0,0.2550111170342109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162366807174375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861841959039164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335083126581752,0.2312139485637656,0.22925220261076584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514541830284815,0.0,0.0,0.2069153006052556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757582602893835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791477403682005,0.0,0.17704801440814938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285395570567266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477063906621647,0.0,0.18590716069834276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206586097570068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947459079982174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AdsterPatel,2019/03/15,"Is it normal to feel hunger urges even while on Adderall? While we are at it, how can one objectively know if one's Adderall dosage has stopped being effective. Hey fellas. I have been on Adderall 20 IR since many months now. Recently, I find myself experiencing hunger pangs/urges randomly during the day, even when I am supposedly medicated with Adderall. Do these random hunger pangs mean that my present dosage of Adderall has become ineffective, and that my body has developed a tolerance for it? Looking at the bigger picture: How can one objectively figure out if one's Adderall dosage is efficacious or not? This question has continued to puzzle me since a long time and I haven't received any truly satisfactory answers till now.",7.494452991452992,9.24339006923077,7.289487179487178,68.52773504273507,63.69230769230769,10.085470085470087,35.21367521367522,10.25414643259724,3.953264957264958,599,27,94,14,9,190,89,130,0.094,0.846,0.059000000000000004,-0.3707,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,4,0,15,5,1,3,0,24,19,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,1,8,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,1,3,9,0,11,17,0,21,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,7,14,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133014561180184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602459500173535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217267266283572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261456797374248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583836264507717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890112839540846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877465987121716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749652644172256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309965452977347,0.16425455630785588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983074813566167,0.0,0.2130655078712389,0.0,0.1970462052134873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561258822300882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916462595012939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301739058242262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191165242770945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313119032131246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236043267946909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635301786112473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140558075862282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rainfal,2019/03/15,"Does it get better? I guess I'm getting a little demotivated. I've been diagnosed for years and tried various medications and dosages. Medication helps but I'm still disorganized as hell, cannot keep a schedule and manage time. Has anyone else been in my position and managed to overcome It? 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But hey, at least I feel like a normal human being now.",-2.884015151515153,-1.2604492500000006,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,98.3181818181818,2.9333333333333336,9.606060606060606,3.1291,-2.178184848484848,139,1,38,0,6,50,33,44,0.061,0.812,0.127,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,3,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273884280972075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875440126226006,0.4062683802860142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274145059899476,0.0,0.3132350915541534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778305622704743,0.0,0.0,0.25163398059565395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158401859124881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571901489414413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SerpentineCabbage,2019/03/15,a million playlists My friends pointed out that the fact that I have upwards of 100 playlists on spotify and it struck us that it could be adhd behavior which I hadn’t considered! I know people talk about having a million tabs open but do any of you do this with playlists?? 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My friends all pointed out today that apparently it’s not normal to have like upwards of 200 playlists on spotify and it struck them as my adhd behavior which is something I didn’t consider before. I know people always talk about having a billion tabs open but does anyone else do this with their playlists?? 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Those of us with ADHD have to defend and explain ADHD medication to the NT's on the daily, regardless of whether we medicate ourselves or not. Lets face it- the stigma is horrible- we get compared to meth heads. On the flip side, what are the negative aspects of pills? Have you had bad side effects that outweighed the good? Were you started on them too young? I'd be interested to hear people's opinions on this. &#x200B; Personally I am in favor of medication if it is needed, but I have had very negative experiences as a teenager. One type made me lose my appetite, another gave me anxiety and rage fits. The last one I tried made me suicidal so my doc took me off immediately. That being said, I'd still be interested to try it again as an adult. 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How do I ensure that I am diagnosed correctly and am finally placed on medication? Hello, long time lurker here, first time post. I apologize in advance for the rambling diatribe I’m about to post. Thanks to this sub, I’m working in the medical field, and talking to others who are diagnosed, I’m pretty sure I tick off all the boxes for an ADHD diagnosis. When I spoke to my PMD about this a few years ago, he completely brushed me off. Therefore, I never got tested or diagnosed. Fast forward to my doctors appointment today. I have been having feelings of anxiety, and I’m having anxiety attacks (there’s a lot going on in my life right now). So he wrote me for a referral to a psychiatrist. I think that when I finally get my appointment and sit down with the psychiatrist, I’m going to mention that I’m pretty sure I have ADHD. In fact, I think this anxiety I’m having stems from my undiagnosed ADHD and probably other traumatic stuff that has happened in my life that I never dealt with; I just “buried” it and kept moving forward because I didn’t have the luxury to stop and mourn or deal with the trauma. I’m tired of living in “survival mode” and feeling like I don’t belong. I’m tired of feeling different and inept. I just want to be a normal human being. Thank you for your suggestions on what to say and how to phrase my question or request to the psychiatrist. Much appreciated. 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But it's not just that. I'm hyperfocused on the things I shouldn't be. Sometimes I know I can pay attention to things, but my mind is going in a million different directions and I just can't choose what to pay attention to. My hyperfocus sessions get so intense that even one event that breaks it like going to the bathroom or eating because I haven't had lunch and it's 5 PM and now my focus is completely gone for good (I was studying well this afternoon but I made the grave mistake of having dinner and shit's hit the fan). My attention is selective- if you want it, you have to be interesting, and if you are, then I'll pay more attention to you than most neurotypical people would. So it's not just a deficit. It's just disorder. Rant over, hopefully I'll study now that I've gotten it off my chest. TL;DR I don't just have trouble paying attention, I have trouble prioritizing and channeling it.",4.419704651735174,5.589463552301254,5.741476741324147,78.93935269505292,70.38075313807529,9.97499384691115,30.376815161210928,10.194018383442646,3.111200147674132,955,39,189,26,17,321,125,239,0.106,0.759,0.135,0.8441,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,0,14,10,1,0,9,1,26,5,2,1,0,46,40,18,1,10,15,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,21,8,3,0,11,1,4,3,8,5,1,2,6,0,20,5,20,24,4,19,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,6,9,133,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943138195334488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221743935884286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164594501746365,0.7092746323080307,0.0,0.0,0.15832882545354512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831373403630358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437774537352715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083305169314188,0.0,0.17585804865938456,0.1297689658920471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366851989207853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502821177730778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558672870678515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315345431967287,0.0,0.14639661295856116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853176307549747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621968809018022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483999026625282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726102822836614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881439384348844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301869977841956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055737038762138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021650915512386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125587492460778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910882801249008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990625248333057,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,5ur3540t,2019/03/15,"A course, for us, that teaches the basics of coding a language. PHP would be ideal Does anyone know of such a thing? I want to start learning some code languages and I see so heckin many free coding courses out there. There must be some course designed for people with a learning disability or even adhd specifically. Anyone have any leads?",3.1082258064516104,6.176957806451616,3.2292741935483886,85.71391129032259,83.83870967741936,4.390322580645162,22.266129032258068,5.985473137389443,0.5543483870967738,272,9,45,2,8,83,49,62,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.8236,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,9,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,7,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,31,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665161376774354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073908853174025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264859314097593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668823669668404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014306124295573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760420505462412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091929466872533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142864225629512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302257501520474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586019691342329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260932517636948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668428236679355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179879925187195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664280234713268,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thinnawi03,2019/03/15,"Reciepts and my room I just spent 5 hours sorting receipts and organizing my room, how? I have no idea. I haven't taken Adderall in over a year so this is actually an accomplishment for me. (This is my first Reddit post so yay.)",0.4149523809523821,2.854807511111112,2.6504761904761907,87.51,96.11111111111113,5.238095238095238,21.984126984126984,6.868970318607317,0.8914126984126987,178,7,36,3,7,60,35,45,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,7,1,3,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.4258198376319565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711636038454012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42972208334926204,0.0,0.0,0.4925920317341633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179077673121184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28099851322341096 adhd,idkhowtoredditwell,2019/03/15,"I take 65mg Vyvanse and going to Dr. tomorrow to see about something stronger. Any recommendations? I take it probably 4x a week around 7am Monday-Friday. I feel like it’s not having an effect anymore and by the time I’m home from school I have no motivation or the concentration to study and retain any material. These last few days I’ve been taking it around 11:30am instead thinking it wouldn’t wear off by 4pm but I still feel that I’m not that focused (I’m here instead of studying, currently). I’ve tried 5mg-10mg adderall and remember feeling like it didn’t do much, which is why I went back to vyvanse. Any suggestions/recommendations I can bring up with my dr for something new or stronger? Anybody have any good luck with anything besides vyvanse?",3.9286722866174912,6.211758821917808,4.631095890410961,81.86316649104322,73.7945205479452,7.232033719704952,31.09378292939937,8.139509932561175,2.373469546891465,612,29,113,10,13,196,100,146,0.031,0.812,0.157,0.9490000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,4,0,9,3,1,2,0,23,23,7,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,4,8,4,16,19,2,16,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,11,63,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387650588833098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996878546702706,0.0,0.0,0.13273825408100834,0.28718693373633525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403170368275725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402679997359553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467824634583255,0.2304691466823948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167195589958617,0.13529292527784234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617996086015374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148310632017435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760855561461093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857593333305395,0.0,0.0,0.1557870071070682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391142978773733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272434413210492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163246791270011,0.12853724775962036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835716572755115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881642411269364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638383278283995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335616038265104,0.0,0.0,0.09405681356901358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095138426941726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293871753068531,0.0,0.0,0.14952907908140425,0.1455504615996138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VazmanianDevil1,2019/03/15,"Loudest person in groups but struggle to think of anything to say in a 1 on 1 environment? Hey! Does anybody have any understanding as to why this may be? When I’m in a group setting I’m always loud, making jokes and trying to be the centre of attention, but when it’s a one on one environment I’m always quiet and I think people often think I don’t like them as a result of this, because I’m so upbeat in groups. Anyone shed some light on this? Cheers!",0.7307059961315296,3.0677782021276627,3.183152804642166,87.46136363636364,86.12765957446808,5.120309477756287,19.18375241779497,6.574015621080383,0.2523106382978719,357,10,72,4,11,123,59,94,0.033,0.8370000000000001,0.13,0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,3,3,16,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,3,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026862104002135,0.0,0.0,0.16455172346348218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919498400086033,0.0,0.19912532264217986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750609574986348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211754501067854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182170682641878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615206094106526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279378932828413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775543158307749,0.2112837832982492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242873008589145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529654629680329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651446320220259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642855664423124,0.0,0.0,0.25190516052598744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834536567773072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ahd4pt,2019/03/15,"I wrote a resume and handed it out to 10 different employers today! I've been procrastinating this for months now, and I finally managed to get it done!",5.634482758620693,6.894618827586211,7.561551724137932,66.67612068965519,67.6206896551724,11.317241379310346,31.74137931034483,11.20814326018867,4.086641379310345,122,5,21,4,2,43,24,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,15,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605051018569722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510551247326526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828359771980496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302812650161973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35181402739330325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177932190105044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PossibleCorner,2019/03/15,"I have lots of creative potential but have quite a hard time using it to my full ability. Any advice or ideas? Basically, I have ADHD and I feel like I have a lot of creative potential, but content-wise it's too scattered to choose one so I just end up jumping between different things (drawing, writing, film, music) but only (very) lightly, and I never end up getting that much done. I've seen a similar post about this sort of issue but I wanted to go more in-depth on it here. (Also, said post was from awhile ago so I couldn't exactly make use of it at this point) To elaborate, those different ""mediums"" I listed: I feel like even listing them and saying I do them is too much, because I don't do them to an extent that's comparable to anyone who would normally say that one of those things is one of their hobbies (sorry for the confusing wording, I hope it's not too hard to understand what I mean though). I'm going to have to start dealing with college applications and stuff in not too long, and having that hanging over my head adds a feeling of urgency to this issue. I have hundreds of notes written down & on my phone that are just isolated (imo) cool things that pop into my head, and occasionally (usually a few times a week, or maybe more, idk) I end up taking like an hour or more to expand on an idea because I feel inspired and I'm in a very active, creative headspace, but I don't often end up going back to them, at least not nearly enough to do anything official with them. I also have several hundreds of notes with pictures or things that I consider to be potential inspirations, like art I find online or pictures I take of nature and stuff like that. I'll also often feel disheartened about my ""skills"" because I'll go online, or even just see what other people in real life are doing, and realize that I'm very amatuer at everything that (I think) I'm good at. I feel that soon enough I'll have to decide on a career/life path, and I really want it to be something (i.e. one or multiple of the things listed above) that I'm interested in, but I don't know where to start because I don't want to put so much time and energy into something that isn't gonna bear any fruit or get me anywhere. Yes, I know failure is part of the creative process, but at the moment I feel like I don't have much time for failure, because I'm going to have to show off my work/portfolio (or whatever) soon if I want to get anywhere with any of this stuff, so I don't want to spend a lot of time on trial and error, and instead, actually spend time *doing* things and creating content. But the problem with that is I barely even have enough basic knowledge for technology and the sort of tools I'd have to use to do most of these passions, and I don't want to spend a lot of time trying to figure out how some specific type of technology works if I'm not going to end up using it (aka the same reason as why I don't want to do trial and error). Any advice or thoughts? Note: most of what I'm saying here is how I feel at the moment and likely and exaggeration to at least some extent--however, I'm not worrying about this that much because if I did I'd never end up posting anything. (I'm only really saying this so I don't feel like I'm lying about myself) Also, I would highly appreciate it if anyone could direct me to a subreddit where I could discuss this kind of ""creative content"" subject much more in-depth, but a sub that’s popular/well-known enough for me to get at least a few responses from people in similar fields/situations (aka having many passions but not knowing what to do with it, I guess). Originally I wanted to talk more about this here but didn’t because it’s not related enough to ADHD in general, and it would also make this post much longer (and it's already very long) Thanks for taking the time to read all of this by the way",7.749398743216226,5.767583795629822,8.323937446443875,73.87581476720939,63.87146529562982,11.266552413596115,35.10725506998001,9.928628108626363,3.2312183947443582,3035,105,601,51,36,1021,289,778,0.044000000000000004,0.8079999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9976,3,0,2,0,0,0,99.0,0,0,6,3,39,21,0,1,26,2,51,6,2,10,4,142,115,60,0,21,35,0,11,8,0,4,1,5,0,0,56,31,1,0,27,4,3,9,21,3,0,4,8,21,58,18,109,98,35,81,0,1,2,2,17,37,0,29,38,427,114,4,0.0,0.0,0.04666263930753384,0.0,0.11493384062597364,0.09345272835511484,0.04238701709457523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276741250682381,0.19119678221808412,0.0,0.05180986050870515,0.0,0.13006920301734584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686972418252538,0.0,0.07869887799257236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036768435681635146,0.0,0.20404222966175745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635620444877671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492973805420972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991748580977032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893354475679264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541108045618239,0.2470394840636526,0.0,0.0947483269885894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042974969876221694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176000835997393,0.13664232199966167,0.0,0.0,0.0437040075214909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992994621222777,0.0,0.16305352490802927,0.04010675555970911,0.0,0.0,0.05267598011393845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856695457651545,0.0,0.09814837938168897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052144281846936,0.0,0.04749321782883684,0.047090259320280575,0.0,0.0,0.1079594808471249,0.0,0.0998173596647306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979420194506351,0.0788371629994007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03377466616318494,0.18688834766999515,0.0,0.0,0.08463334355088532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626097190614201,0.0,0.0,0.06383663596687257,0.04847908346194458,0.04803875281027528,0.05208689288114323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605774282584875,0.0,0.07375906563729841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685065306651237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960854958153212,0.07273419243675354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178131216509633,0.0,0.06630078016984152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520266127646856,0.0,0.18318244183594787,0.0,0.0,0.045754553344146805,0.0,0.04806944150802251,0.0,0.050859423444058166,0.047830088579564736,0.054426383590191765,0.061265779616911376,0.049163992675155234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548505831648511,0.15210446316271115,0.0,0.0,0.038104076511213975,0.0,0.0,0.0540197672852558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362395422289232,0.0,0.0535273829877664,0.06769044775696402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421758491481991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785763444392606,0.03843361274725922,0.0,0.04402360597600192,0.0,0.0,0.1906055327063207,0.030639298038269043,0.04698010569898835,0.03796147474524315,0.22306051097886165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03246470508579473,0.0,0.0,0.0497793380341639,0.0,0.16519465431517213,0.05266383360507312,0.157816621581873,0.22563034505697235,0.037955026837793365,0.03835603230498754,0.0,0.042993359182162336,0.0,0.04314753911182217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696229073315544,0.04856063548268205,0.0,0.1019037912307835,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YouveBeanReported,2019/03/15,"I need a planner with space. But also not a bullet journal. Cause I need to know this happens in the future, but I also like hate drawing calendars with a passion and don't use my bullet journal. Currently trying to use a weekly notebook one but got side tracked and out of space again. Argh. Any suggestions for I guess daily planners? Or has someone made a bullet journal style planner with pre-printed calendars for writing down appointments? 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Should I? Similar to a lot of posts I’ve read, I’m a 24 year old adult who just got diagnosed a few weeks ago. I feel extremely lucky and incredibly blessed that I have found an amazing psychiatrist who is supportive and non judgemental and not withholding of the meds that can help treat my severe ADHD. For context, before the meds I lost my important belongings DAILY. I had severe anxiety from the internal feeling of being rushed and not having enough time or focus to do the millions of things I felt I needed to do RIGHT NOW before I forget. I couldn’t drive five minutes without scrolling through my phone because of the intense boredom and discomfort of sitting still. I got prescribed 10 mg of Adderall XR. I’ve been taking it daily for 2 weeks. Initially, the effects were amazing. I never knew life could be so quiet without the noise raging on in my head. Unfortunately, the positive effects wear off between 6-8 hours after taking it. I messaged my psychiatrist and she gave me the go ahead to take 2 pills a day (20 mg) and let her know if I want her to adjust the prescription, or if I want to try 15 mg of 20 mg is too much. Is it worth the effort of getting my body adjusted to the higher dose? 10 mg works enough for me to see a difference because my inability to hold a single thought was crippling, but I could definitely benefit from a more sustained sense of calm and thought control that the dose brings. Any advice or experience would be amazing ",6.751480730223122,6.9979406551724175,7.2574239350912775,73.41408722109536,64.86206896551724,10.40973630831643,36.02434077079107,10.194018383442646,3.7250283975659233,1210,55,217,26,17,398,176,290,0.052000000000000005,0.802,0.146,0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,7,5,12,1,1,21,0,21,8,3,4,1,47,45,15,0,10,11,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,9,8,0,3,12,1,1,4,6,3,0,2,13,5,29,9,34,23,8,23,1,1,1,0,10,4,0,7,13,146,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367028759765296,0.11681833902390702,0.105969745781001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129494195670572,0.0,0.0914518706831871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457474797571065,0.0,0.2034485872796838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278794174788766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408028271303166,0.19089447969846796,0.0,0.0,0.07709686534582869,0.0,0.0,0.12133602066401745,0.0,0.12489945384353596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470446199663841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693829783072525,0.0,0.0,0.1208914485905957,0.0,0.11478228966960448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131075313278302,0.0,0.0,0.06245751483520971,0.0,0.06794038114959867,0.0,0.19122268489535987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268802483421187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012873270356481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772809579398764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569900167387996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224322669515095,0.08443842082978148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049787857683612,0.10163318730361913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655758834957753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787959225656118,0.08864136725650835,0.09220074884237388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544274218744078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144914063520098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957770739446336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209108145684684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526217171884764,0.0,0.0,0.27010445172845243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546907630214824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565865413287165,0.0,0.0,0.2696496919578181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942062306591714,0.0,0.0,0.18981131978452656,0.0697078588635674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116345005171714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102189741742252,0.0,0.1917841485971224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047491579024684,0.0,0.08703044347278746,0.0,0.0,0.08492159149228712,0.0,0.0,0.07698329028123624 adhd,SabinaKlk,2019/03/15,"Teach me how to learn! Ive been diagnosed about half a year ago, and am currently on my third different medication because the other two didnt work. This on takes time to see a significant difference. Anyway, Im a student in computer science. And it can be very challenging at times, but its what i love about it. I need some learning tips and advice. Ive trieds writing my notes. Takes forever, but is more helpful than just reading them. Writing them on the computer is easier, helps with putting in extra info and definitions that the professor didnt provide, but I prefer analog. I guess thats what I get for loving all the studygrams and studyblrs out there. Anyway, I cant seem to remember info. I studied for this one exam really hard, and I remembered everything, and I could solve all the quizzes and even dreamt about learning that, but I still miserably failed the exam. Being the first exam of the semester it discouraged me from learning for other exams. How do YOU learn? What helps? Im thinking of dropping out, cause I feel stupid. Help me. 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When I think about extreme productivity, as in doing *nothing* bad for me, and living purely healthily I get a huge surge of motivation, but one big problem with this is I have to go all out on it like I just said. I can't actively drink caffeine or watch YouTube while doing this because doing ""hedonistic"" things like browsing reddit, watching YouTube and drinking Red Bull kills a lot of my motivation to be productive. The reason being purely productive is so much better than being half productive and half ""hedonistic"" is that I have much less to worry about. I worry far less when I do things in extremes. Does anyone have advice about how I can completely put away hedonistic things and not feel the urge to ""unwind"" by doing things for entertainment? Because when I do it makes it very hard to get back to productivity and I get glued to the entertainment, and when I start working my mind keeps going back to the entertainment. I think this issue is because of the dopamine I get doing entertaining things. Its much more instant and my brain seeks it more than the long term reward of exercise and school work. 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Thank God I got it changed to the first flight out. Homesick and tired. Looks like the floor is my bed. I am almost 50 and medicated to the gills with speed. I gotta laugh or I wouldn’t stop crying. Anyone else feel that way?",3.8862765957446825,5.951152893617022,3.052074468085109,94.10875,73.25531914893618,5.976595744680853,24.51595744680851,6.6274283507984215,0.5799191489361708,388,12,80,3,8,112,72,94,0.142,0.752,0.106,-0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,5,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,4,8,3,11,7,0,16,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,2,9,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655361901224145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442315798629656,0.21135209366162166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821054551218333,0.0,0.21627436890178905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265823077591137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231546202711456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429833437604698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754565626178803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949284940006881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069096447910368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681408444672276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077505916147704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34643642422549603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077993581298875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724543038698271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990938930305168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370816237237407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373070328849246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121806848654035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hyperkooki,2019/03/15,"Does anyone ever watch a movie they’ve seen so many times before once on ADHD meds and have it seem like a completely different movie because of all the shit you had never noticed before? 😂 I’m watching something currently I have Already Seen and it’s like; “wow, I didn’t even KNOW that was the storyline! Wait, that actor’s in this movie? Wow, that’s a SUPER funny joke! Oh, now I get the ending! How did i not notice that!”",2.2373255813953503,4.28259127906977,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,78.06976744186046,6.16046511627907,21.21511627906977,7.1686216300943375,0.6701906976744189,334,9,66,4,8,110,63,86,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.9815,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,0,6,0,6,1,1,1,3,10,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,4,5,6,3,7,1,8,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,8,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406747660574584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099295718944645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002712461623815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207722689412505,0.0,0.3408146664631457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996981406070825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923008742545604,0.0,0.0,0.1752497219948728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737177639906965,0.0,0.0,0.13227048017721948,0.18114751005458452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462808993318884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100581903361342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567478607417327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203033188612454,0.0,0.0,0.2224447890361595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445360365745744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559968771206378,0.0,0.2132713943341168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231006332881894,0.0,0.0,0.20556500507763426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417067647189772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167737804725428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onefiftynine,2019/03/15,"App Updates So I order food most days for lunch on Seamless. Did they recently push an app update that added an extra step to the checkout process? The past three times I thought I ordered I’ve gotten hungry waiting for an hour, only to realize the food is sitting in my shopping cart. I’m hoping they changed something because otherwise I’m just losing my mind.",5.402173913043477,6.9380379130434795,5.525333333333336,80.028,68.42028985507247,7.259130434782609,35.53913043478261,7.554174236665415,2.7710556521739136,292,15,49,3,5,92,53,69,0.039,0.919,0.042,0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,7,1,6,5,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523485945532965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643816703356152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611773884457724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6044072513691107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482264332889262,0.2461203440847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795959697503923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523474294628965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900750253624992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385764214078104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24676533471623466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240022467249324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840814981961266,0.14573005783540802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Samimation,2019/03/15,"Bought ""Organizing Solutions for People with ADHD"" proceeded to go on a shopping spree to buy organizers and storage units. Safe to say this was my [reaction.](https://imgur.com/uR0Wfop) Purchases: * Label maker and label tape * Shitton of different Ikea shelf boxes * Ikea bookshelf * Drawer organizers * Files * File storage unit * Magazine storage unit * Shoe rack * Shelf liners Let's hope my organization hyperfocus stays inspired long enough for me to build a bookshelf and label all of the boxes and my entire kitchen... HAHAHA ok shit. 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It sounds silly and super basic, but earlier today my sister in law responded to an Instagram story I posted about reading a game of thrones article in a magazine by saying ""I need to read this"" and I responded and told her I would send the magazine home with my brother for her tomorrow ""if I remember"". I know that she forgives me for my faults and probably appreciates my honesty as well! She's just a really nice, understanding person and that makes me happy. Considering how much disbelief and cynicism people with ADHD face from others, I just wanted to take a moment and appreciate those in my life that are cool with me being me. Makes me want to try extra hard to bring that magazine with me tomorrow for her haha. 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I just got a 23 on my chemistry test. I feel like a failure. It’s all a loop of letting things pile up and then having to cram for 2 hours while sacrificing something else and inevitably failing everything, which demotivates me further. Needless to say, I’ve let everyone down- my teacher told my parents and I was kinda sobbing on my bed for a while. I scrolled through the top posts on this subreddit and I feel a lot less alone now. No one seems to understand what it’s like to not be able to focus on things. People tell me when I say I don’t care about the material and it makes me unmotivated, to just care about it. I love all of you. I’ve been trying and failing to ignore it and hate myself for blaming my problems on the disorder. I know this is a rant, sorry, just wanted to let this out, I know maybe you guys will get it a little more than everyone else in my life",2.777930402930401,4.4078023241758295,4.118923076923078,87.14274358974359,75.2087912087912,7.0511355311355315,26.419047619047607,7.793537801064563,1.4106164102564105,701,26,148,10,15,231,109,182,0.18899999999999997,0.7090000000000001,0.102,-0.9306,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,3,7,12,1,0,10,0,10,2,0,1,2,26,26,11,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,1,2,13,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,4,23,6,26,17,5,19,0,3,0,1,11,12,1,3,8,105,36,3,0.1353711611037988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020369709743402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27603984152053834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514707863234267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261704693084609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587058912766837,0.12166287081723727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689545300473074,0.0967091845409908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072584443810571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826868392562036,0.0,0.0,0.2680774650327826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336509956119538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331332524338696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879289976187793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152785517162168,0.09561665448846507,0.13227102290769882,0.13567746670606293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150877202519179,0.12217775813917828,0.0,0.09036130121107892,0.0,0.135998526449498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173100219712003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031365430893734,0.0,0.0,0.09384931829060612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964815229227342,0.0,0.0,0.12953191890169016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530516142059405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323682088365415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421533345425413,0.0,0.1515369318555055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832036153017245,0.12463157745529466,0.0,0.0,0.17986916856867688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935294563834185,0.0,0.09190813239308797,0.0,0.0,0.1409261528294649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984541816486475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,technicolourjpg,2019/08/03,"surprise! work anxiety! how to manage? tl;dr: what are some ways u guys manage it? on the job and in anticipation for it re: RSD, sensory meltdowns i’m starting my job as a starbucks barista after previously working at a small cafe. so much work anxiety i almost decided to quit all together. but i decided to take another shot at customer service since it can be pretty rewarding sometimes :’) also the addition of coworkers will be a lot easier on me than managing 4 tasks at a time at my previous location since my only coworker was my manager :( i’m on 150mg wellbutrin but it’s doing more for stabilizing my mood issues and underlying depression than it is for treating my fluctuating anxiety. my big issue when it comes to working any job is my sensitivity to sensory meltdowns and having someone else being disappointed at me. i take things real hard and having someone yell at me (even if its unintentional) brings me to tears. i’m sure this RSD is completely understood by a good portion of this community so input from u guys would be extremely helpful x thank u for reading!",4.590505555555552,7.084293395000002,6.8563333333333345,65.69622222222225,72.55,10.644444444444446,35.111111111111114,10.62613485830676,4.8712277777777775,869,48,136,31,18,307,128,200,0.099,0.758,0.14300000000000002,0.9159,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,6,9,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,1,2,20,25,13,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,11,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,15,6,29,17,6,20,0,2,0,0,3,13,0,4,4,95,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302871805027661,0.0,0.0,0.10404956675524536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847981164451586,0.1364325275521331,0.2986032377105191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120789409458224,0.13641870752000354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120642489291823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086908852621637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593696207974665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913077331987528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576603133233173,0.0,0.0,0.11655372827895688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721053249168798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160376098592565,0.3873447037925904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061555679866336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564641517793726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895513307730028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236946818598222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838886076910376,0.1301460185896895,0.14809458524659772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525801106360495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048493206857292,0.0,0.1286829167854543,0.0,0.0920931001148735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262789745531485,0.0,0.19565427139067298,0.0,0.0,0.11978855176500387,0.0,0.0,0.08643983992638547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758686589096234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327590383167486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37888887354944417,0.0,0.0,0.09242698547951046,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PuttPutGoesTo3rdBase,2019/08/03,"Sore tongue and adderall? Has anyone ever gotten a sore tongue while taking adderall? I feel like it happens to me all the time, and it HURTS.",2.607777777777777,5.3022134814814805,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,80.85185185185185,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.3513111111111113,112,3,20,0,3,34,22,27,0.281,0.642,0.076,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082590454098311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987824407651839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229116884328812,0.3149499437684665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898503880746107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719489564025154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538156600482947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314712982624172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706858007701244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gogogadgetskates,2019/08/03,"Question about evenings So I recently started concerta and it’s working pretty well. The one question I have is what do you guys do about evenings? My day doesn’t stop after school - I work, so homework and play a sport. I can take 3 concerta tabs a day. I was thinking of staggering them - so 2 first thing in the morning and then one at say noon. Anyone have any thought on this? Or any other suggestions?",1.17976985040276,3.822137632911392,2.147617951668586,92.45684695051789,90.39240506329115,5.404372842347526,26.16915995397008,6.980632752743323,1.4054202531645568,319,15,63,5,11,100,60,79,0.028999999999999998,0.857,0.114,0.7433,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,8,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,12,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,8,2,7,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,9,46,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767584617599204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228396556406853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624666350212362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26880461193867666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730873054100304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148571365194676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757782932546731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702106909040774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559076214442542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092045065195366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182230795293076,0.0,0.205941334317356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440302835911072,0.0,0.0,0.17012558731245228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529981082136405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518878876525606,0.13038728304261615,0.0,0.16154722429152546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296069595444814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962842592917992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NiteGriffon,2019/08/03,"What is your favorite ADHD related saying? Mine is ""I'd rather go toe to toe with an angry mama bear than sit down and do paperwork.""",3.4622222222222203,4.6558605925925916,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,72.7037037037037,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8344222222222208,104,3,20,2,2,36,25,27,0.109,0.792,0.099,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7758050843216102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668712160876039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133536616672194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jt30799,2019/08/03,"I need help reading I already fe l really stupid posting this but I'm finding it really hard to read. Used to love reading but now i have no motivation or interest in reading. Does anyone have any advice?",0.6203928571428571,2.9818148250000043,3.4535714285714287,80.48,100.75,6.285714285714287,25.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,2.3204285714285717,163,8,28,4,7,57,31,40,0.14400000000000002,0.561,0.295,0.8613,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,6,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,15,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927399185410132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374440277498735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171748811241174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543424416796693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695015426766075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703136353988552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351036393161587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982794677392384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748149719922232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362047572523035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550379755699206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7749793467164403,0.0,0.2481686490325305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728806213328534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kgbik,2019/08/03,"Meditation, habits, choices, challenges • personal notes for a better life with our brains Hi! I have lived my entire life struggling on simple things, until my psychologist told me I have ADHD (combined) 2 years ago (I'm a woman, 27y). Note: It is not easy facing it and dealing with it every day, as you know, but once we are aware, we can bring some light into our life. I don't take meds, never did and I am not here to talk about that, I think everyone is unique and knows what it's best for yourself. I never made a post before, but feel like sharing my experience, because it is really helping me living a little better with my amazing chemistry brain disorder kkk After years blaming ourselves for abandoned projects, not finishing things, emotional instability etc, we have our acceptance and capacity to trust in ourselves very debilitated. I noticed through some visualization meditations that all this heavy guilty feelings was blocking me more than I thought. It's not like I didn't know this at all, but it helped me becoming aware *at the moment* that things are happening, so I can make a choice. I have the power to make a better choice for myself at this very moment. I am not here to say it is easy! Because you know, it s nooooot!! Sometimes, it's like to fight against yourself. But the good news is that you can always win! Ok, there will be sometimes we won't, yes. But ok, in *most* of them, we can do the better choice, consciously. I've been practicing Ho'oponopono when I perceive this bad feelings attached with my ADHD are distracting me from my purpose. It is really impressive how things are getting lighter and It's easy, I can practice this every time I need and everywhere. I also felt this need to push my body. while observing the mind, the body asked me to move, push some limits, so I started running. I had failed ALL THE TIMES on following the run training my whole life, it was so frustrating, I think you understand what is this sensation! Now I am here, very happy to share with you that I am following it, I understand and forgive myself for that other times I couldn't do this and now I choose making it real. (Running It's reaaally hard for me, but I am very excited on just put the fucking shoes and goooo. Some days are good, some days I can't complete all the distance.. cause I feel I will die, but if I die, would be happy at least kkkkk.. but that is fine! I am on the way!) My work has been the most challenging area for me to get the things done because I still have blockages for not feeling able, this missing confidence for all those times I make wrong things for being distracted. Making a detailed plan (also failed in most of my lifetime) and guided meditation are helping me a lot to observe and so letting this feelings go, knowing I am not them, and getting my power back so I can make new choices now. (Still trying to get up on time without success, I am known for being late, very sad, but I know it's a matter of time until I find the way to do it just like the other things) So by bringing new little habits on my daily life, I started feeling I can live better with my brain, since I know some of it's tricks. Remind, our ADHD brain is amazing, it allow us to feel from our heart this amazing life happening around us! We just need a lil refined adjustments on focus from times to times. With this relate I tell myself it is about making the little choices that will bring me peace, joy and commitment to myself. Here are some guided meditations I like https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yMBKA6vW8Ms https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Nyi8igzqRj8&t=13s Hope we can all make better for ourselves.",5.90522120518688,7.052638266081876,5.804452072209513,79.93186498855839,66.92397660818713,8.403966437833715,30.366641240783117,8.587818076936951,2.2994515382659544,2890,106,525,42,46,904,284,684,0.122,0.688,0.19,0.9959,2,0,0,0,1,0,116.0,14,5,2,18,29,49,4,3,26,3,63,16,9,12,9,124,117,37,2,7,21,0,10,5,0,5,6,1,0,2,53,29,0,3,29,0,0,13,15,14,0,0,12,12,90,35,69,94,22,72,0,5,0,1,37,21,1,13,40,380,143,7,0.053477175799607896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280751936268467,0.0,0.047404289718200814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553135633234994,0.044497294232507784,0.0579424976363471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760602428131677,0.049993940484541685,0.0,0.0,0.041120647240834855,0.04465120804954717,0.09779757003072176,0.05906133918234616,0.0455051378253561,0.0,0.056120996722129626,0.2837772973089455,0.0,0.11880217349410685,0.0,0.2387928566250148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054935790512236085,0.0,0.0,0.056069801380041986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346506300312434,0.05513262007448627,0.0,0.0,0.1110017310455703,0.0,0.061289476511585825,0.0,0.0,0.054725717721863916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015462494347727,0.0,0.0,0.05964118706957412,0.0,0.0,0.09011365412569873,0.05109973319054743,0.0,0.05231093939752386,0.0,0.0,0.21631733514903007,0.03820410507648485,0.05134647510867117,0.0,0.04887716986011571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943878730700699,0.11175846866504162,0.0,0.03039231138891708,0.08970823570658078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457937989701606,0.11385489608545192,0.047905045528643664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633707108050979,0.10753387106397316,0.0,0.0,0.053114901965959235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572760089346914,0.0,0.06032458360378039,0.0,0.0,0.05468403544461062,0.2266350646514411,0.1306312342960039,0.1607945373281274,0.14166397793499727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454643825029229,0.0,0.0506013967656058,0.2855714408265106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059401086747053425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053996702928420584,0.0,0.0,0.05683777471650096,0.0,0.1189579447457254,0.08248978947994365,0.10329717924927202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088411909218828,0.0,0.05695144692037076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669420719738965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051216351959277685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375933217367256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086873370368825,0.06851769635715181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042527196612517484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423687243932223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057805885473134,0.0,0.07570284055295151,0.0,0.08541388334570195,0.0,0.0,0.05590595528545142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040208180884660764,0.04298292822830849,0.04674140875079362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486950155790811,0.06853202987734151,0.0,0.042454904126385855,0.24946377008645776,0.0,0.0,0.05109973319054743,0.0,0.03630749203392093,0.0,0.0,0.11134325196258098,0.12865291603188234,0.0,0.0,0.22062135308797853,0.0,0.08489538598417261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059705357000214836,0.0,0.05155008913335336,0.0,0.03893202089220437,0.0,0.0,0.03798865135291117,0.0584688967491723,0.0,0.06887509579373463 adhd,myxboxmang,2019/08/03,"What is the best medication for comorbid ADHD/anxiety? my anxiety is incredibly debilitating, any advice before I see the doctor on tuesday would be great",8.076538461538462,10.644062038461538,10.810769230769232,40.70923076923079,63.23076923076921,14.430769230769231,39.92307692307692,13.023866798666859,7.36936923076923,127,7,15,6,2,47,23,26,0.055,0.677,0.268,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552345511036438,0.2888412831750245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010072694631323,0.0,0.4522419321761165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251520230047029,0.0,0.3101971926816848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025427692193984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32588242531848755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977698029194093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554219437823345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997440693689026,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shaogunz,2019/08/03,"I become a dine and dasher Hello fellow ADHA-ers So my ADHD made me a dine and dasher about a week ago....how you ask? I went to Burger King ( fast food chain ) but this one has a new set up, you can sit down and order food like a normal restaurant, and pay after you finish your meal. I think cool , sit and order my food. Finish my food and walk out like I own the place. In my defense/logic when eat a fast food chain you always pay after you order. Told my wife, she laughed and told me to go back next day and just pay the bill. So it’s been a week and I keep forgetting to go back and pay.....at this point I just gave up and will never go back to BK again. I do plan on pay it forward and pay for other people’s meal but again I keep forgetting. Rant over",-0.035312051649928115,1.81925860365854,1.9869870875179352,97.99933285509329,84.91463414634147,4.346628407460544,13.305595408895266,5.0885558068054335,-1.3031093256814918,577,6,138,2,17,192,91,164,0.07,0.8440000000000001,0.085,0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,0,2,11,4,0,0,9,1,5,10,0,1,1,25,17,17,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,13,10,2,1,0,6,6,1,0,0,1,6,1,22,4,15,10,1,39,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,21,83,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433245677507704,0.0,0.10571474633123176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923195137358297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148984127469834,0.0,0.0,0.27510540614883683,0.0,0.0,0.13171074868457147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691134392084813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203038928885475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7210343588912312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333068007127514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200342834932415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652656650805646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284450953450667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197888230820568,0.11517981986423305,0.12683190595625202,0.0,0.11684721511136414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081209696119482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267826610184585,0.0,0.12459890304224973,0.0,0.11273706426843702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764155121521197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279116663890549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913226503458404,0.0,0.0,0.11055307315342466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jawzee23,2019/08/03,"Forgot bank card So a few years ago when I was fresh into college, I got some coupons for Steak n Shake in the mail. Nice, let’s go. I cut the coupon out and got my wallet and drove over there. There was a good sized line, but I didn’t mind. When I got to the window I had my coupon, but I opened my wallet to realize I left my only card on my dresser. So, I told the guy I’m an idiot and I’ll be right back. Went home, got my card (which was sitting RIGHT in plain view) and drove back up. Waited in line again and told the guy I’m back. Got up to the window and handed him my card, but the coupon was no longer there. I was so defeated at that point I just paid full price and went home. When I got out of the car I saw the coupon laying on the seat. I forgot I put it on my lap so that I wouldn’t lose it. Haunts me to this day.",-0.3928282828282832,1.1289031604278108,1.4605971479500894,103.0945558526441,84.24064171122996,4.583363042186573,13.597445038621506,5.033348758259628,-1.4876034462269754,629,6,170,2,18,206,97,187,0.12300000000000001,0.846,0.031,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,15,7,2,1,13,0,10,1,1,0,0,22,30,17,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,6,11,0,3,1,0,8,8,3,5,0,0,23,3,26,2,19,4,3,38,0,2,2,0,6,19,0,1,10,103,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853450938525145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084667511276878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623819035854513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599602780644317,0.1121578001749209,0.6416875015698819,0.0,0.0,0.26480719466743685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826366763294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528692316491046,0.1367375263117567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959822029210204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501885015237453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016999119894007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640840626644712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442530416479145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283919087265885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555499445077934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791913601558785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611114877265999 adhd,atimholt,2019/08/03,"re. ℞: Still working out dosages, suddenly realized I hadn’t eaten in 20+ hrs! Be careful! *I was doing the whole over-long-comment thing, telling the whole anecdote with plenty of context, but I’ve decided to just get to the point.* I was feeling light headed a bit ago. My whole body had that kind of nausea that’s kind of hard to pin down. As I started to try to think of things I could do for it, I considered that I might not have enough nutrients in my blood. And it occurred to me that I hadn’t eaten since late afternoon yesterday. I’d had plenty of electrolytes and water, but I just never felt hungry in the interim. In fact, I didn’t feel hungry at all until I opened the fridge while starting on a banana. All in one instant, I got hunger shakes, and my eyes went from one food item to another, thinking “ooh, I should have that, *and* that”. Everything there (that I like at all) looked so good. *I never expected my appetite to get suppressed this thoroughly. Be careful while you get used to how things work on medication.* --- *Everything after this line is more-or-less supplemental* I *was* still thinking in terms of everything in the fridge I *should* eat. I made up a balanced meal. My decreased appetite still kept me from even *wanting* to stuff myself. I made sure finishing that meal was my #1 priority (I was tempted to come write this post partway through). I also have a suspicion that my mild evening headaches arise from malnutrition, rather than my meds. I always make sure to put vitamins in my pill tray with my medication, at least. My psychiatrist has told me that the whole prioritization thing is actually a learned trait, developing naturally for people without ADHD—I’ve got to learn it now, now that I have medication. —I’ve got a great phone app for manually sorting all my common tasks, I just need to make sure I actually use it. That’s actually harder for me just because I’ve never made much use of smart phones: I prefer PC’s. I should probably add meals to the built-in scheduled buzzing my fitness tracker has, considering their time criticality. *And look at this, my post is still long. I’d worked out this whole thing while eating, and realized that that was probably enough to get it out of my system. I almost wasn’t going to post, but I thought someone might need to hear this.*",2.993537414965985,5.552801505668935,3.992090702947849,83.89616326530614,78.16099773242631,7.185306122448982,26.353287981859413,8.238735603445708,1.9097051247165533,1828,73,348,36,45,589,224,441,0.019,0.899,0.08199999999999999,0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,1,1,3,17,12,0,1,14,0,31,19,4,9,11,72,70,17,0,10,10,0,4,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,31,14,10,2,13,0,0,5,9,1,0,2,25,9,51,11,60,37,16,58,0,0,3,0,8,22,0,4,28,236,82,6,0.0,0.0,0.2038700985121136,0.0,0.08369141336807362,0.0,0.06172993697558597,0.0,0.06973245620504874,0.0,0.0,0.05568953007437595,0.057944443106003864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302157599665947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245071399128392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602672358019683,0.07735218401066034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200128316936486,0.0,0.0,0.05998702106265071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560032306355879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251423763160925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390945933001018,0.0,0.09199056148879728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775858957480546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042218934644946,0.0,0.06686345668754523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420661653413654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455320450573531,0.0,0.039576913349677376,0.058409099358702726,0.16708775037482307,0.07677620513541357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238202194094571,0.0,0.07146873841074046,0.0,0.07848715286008799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503464308233951,0.0,0.0,0.07855476299880243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03402163773815272,0.0,0.0,0.12325498045244372,0.11695686038164435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976796436642836,0.09296788934630644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735218401066034,0.21045905236892767,0.0,0.1477499501206536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051191985518665946,0.10327147571878123,0.16112749086622774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437710112171396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048278261385846566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583047411662002,0.0,0.2000820303833235,0.0,0.1501632101046696,0.0,0.0,0.07000548276659954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760532145739406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059004100825631435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858035219990416,0.0,0.22245217329965936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971891601034713,0.0,0.0,0.19689913748586504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086673238833003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132215805031275,0.13386376771867275,0.0,0.055284839654925054,0.04060651181747518,0.0,0.0,0.06654214899270246,0.0,0.04727967043318025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043477045388231,0.0,0.0,0.041074331053626935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455517773117031,0.0,0.3887420259471834,0.0,0.06712860317504027,0.0,0.1520920075141579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Valridagan,2019/08/03,"I got my Adderall today! Finally! It took weeks for the insurance to clear it, but I have it now! I hope it helps me. Anyone got any advice on it?",-1.617096774193545,0.2910414838709734,1.6731612903225823,94.10974193548388,101.90322580645164,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,0.02809161290322626,110,3,25,2,5,39,24,31,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.8728,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,17,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109319617872149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638037312620287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224861156031149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485620139263419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089718365244404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132763080113985,0.0,0.0,0.31603484780012914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301607280112305,0.0,0.35352122566217986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552331340321072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,berglas612,2019/08/03,"I cleaned my room in one sitting today!! I was prescribed Adderall 10mg IR a few days ago and it has just been so helpful. I never expected a medication to be so noticeably beneficial but I feel for once that if I put my mind to something, I can actually push myself to get it done. I put on some music and was just totally zen while cleaning my room and before I knew it, my room was actually clean and I folded all my laundry that's been sitting in the basket for a week. I'm still figuring things out and I'll be addressing my concerns with my psychiatrist later this week but I just wanted to share this relieving feeling! One thing I have noticed is that although I do feel more focused on tasks I decide to set my mind on, I will still occasionally get distracted by my playing cards or desire to browse Reddit. I'm thinking of slightly increasing my dose to see if it helps with losing my train of thought and being easily distracted but I'm definitely headed in the right direction! I'm happy to finally be successfully tackling my mental health issues that I've ignored for so long and I wish all of you success in your own endeavors to do the same :)",5.794248284466626,6.166532707423585,7.123783530879602,73.12245633187777,66.90393013100437,10.2109794135995,34.26107298814722,10.125756701596842,3.5147177791640667,926,41,171,21,14,317,134,229,0.046,0.72,0.23399999999999999,0.9938,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,9,10,0,2,6,0,17,4,1,0,4,40,32,18,0,6,9,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,7,0,12,10,0,1,8,1,0,4,1,4,0,2,8,4,30,6,26,19,9,31,1,1,1,0,5,12,0,4,12,125,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.2733726677468001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416198604418008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918770054772156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033238542349167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433383738145312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124680338073064,0.0,0.0,0.1534378394031987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635968083475054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910517700886242,0.0,0.0,0.14375035737779934,0.14888592030583986,0.0,0.0,0.18776949059099407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619478400669686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395592732311173,0.0,0.15670045994599827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110395054853694,0.1411557761691252,0.0,0.2828578559149331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802921160807603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189370915575188,0.0,0.1491680352085933,0.18982764095480734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816144062392382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961745626224655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161620091018888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783132434565712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371725122328825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611014341979187,0.089750030933833,0.0,0.11119848530550648,0.0,0.0,0.13276825230441452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261583874727503,0.0,0.22470848265335847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107148885219025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CourageKitten,2019/08/03,"Is it possible to get an “as needed” prescription for Adderall? When I was younger I was prescribed Adderall as a regular medication, I was eventually taken off of it because of the side effects of irritability and low appetite. It did help my productivity levels though. Now that I’m about to start College I am wondering if it’s possible to get a prescription for it to use as needed. Would this be abuse of it?",4.068351648351651,6.4202199743589725,6.153150183150184,70.79423076923078,73.61538461538461,9.585347985347983,34.21978021978022,9.957137785484203,4.072316483516484,330,18,57,10,7,115,52,78,0.11699999999999999,0.8490000000000001,0.035,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,8,17,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,15,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,45,13,1,0.0,0.30087895741698856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480028093936116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534773319930033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021152413061885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25581917923006703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765885647429186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725614001014027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974098408308994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24949607250293304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193237799111777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27538854561174897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803926385928842,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doctor_robocop,2019/08/03,"Trying to prevent a shame spiral over neglecting my gardening I was so high on gardening for years, and this year my interest is waning as my overwhelm is taking over from other stuff. Problem is I have a half plot in a community garden where there's an expectation that you keep it maintained. Then I developed a ""wall of awful"" around it. I haven't been there in over a month (no idea how long, really) and the property manager just emailed me about it being completely overgrown with weeds. I'm so glad I found this group where I feel like I can let out this secret failure without fearing harsh judgment for being irresponsible. Gonna keep it together and figure out how to get help with this task.",5.861294903926486,7.042735413533838,6.409423558897243,75.4310442773601,67.04511278195488,9.820885547201335,31.319131161236424,9.994966539143718,3.173964745196324,562,22,100,13,9,183,95,133,0.138,0.731,0.132,-0.2095,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,3,7,1,11,0,0,2,0,23,19,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,11,8,0,4,5,3,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,1,12,3,20,12,0,18,0,2,0,0,5,13,0,0,6,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973153975551068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239569607329644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249417752315872,0.11207284589332746,0.1583467280707604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430276674937868,0.0,0.0,0.1158029209942182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856725130867252,0.234185281709087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502157502329692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940252187485562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266520331525665,0.0,0.1082869419043088,0.0,0.0,0.1961531806668868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691883017934096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208901342887465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199459732638647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537360985713575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665313510202326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048572807861088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366258755912784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854705284331069 adhd,4271_failed_times,2019/08/03,"Seeing Improvements Today marks the 50th day of me being on Adderall XR after officially being diagnosed with ADHD when my psychiatrist decided to throw out the rulebook because the standard treatments for Bipolar Disorder weren't working. I went to my nutritionist today, as I've been experiencing pretty significant weight loss due to lack of appetite. I am down 25 pounds (11.3 kg) since I started treatment for ADHD. I won't lie, it feels really amazing. I'm excited at the idea of getting the opportunity to go shopping for new clothing and just being more comfortable in my skin. I gained a lot of weight from mood stabilizers and I have lacked a lot of self confidence because of it. I also love the fact that I can focus better on tasks and complete them fully before starting a new task. I used to struggle so much with organization, distractions, and being forgetful. All of which have significantly improved! Thanks for reading and sharing in my success and joy today! If you have any suggestions on what I should dress up as for Halloween, I'd love some recommendations. I can't think of anything fun or clever!",8.181666666666665,8.9008653019802,8.499752475247526,64.10560231023102,61.82178217821782,10.891749174917493,38.615511551155116,10.686352973137794,4.5099788778877885,909,44,140,21,12,300,138,202,0.059000000000000004,0.677,0.264,0.9937,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,6,4,17,0,2,9,0,14,7,1,1,2,27,27,13,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,9,2,0,4,2,1,3,3,3,0,0,3,6,18,13,33,18,8,23,0,1,1,2,7,9,0,5,11,99,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323104167596023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056218435917813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401789504917052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377178732472758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855748864157274,0.0,0.117644514322613,0.0,0.0,0.12227499249946293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495735793255554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916280423158912,0.0,0.0,0.1403255477142584,0.0,0.0,0.1584517933989202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990569924993521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223234230164043,0.0,0.07857329706841275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607265831396408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235078299029062,0.2495604179114281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163306698885886,0.0,0.0,0.267054382525242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065467066797901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829205204452122,0.0,0.08856946155594153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017104689721598,0.0,0.1442297400423044,0.0,0.0,0.11436566554855225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571468927035385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453376633075135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272862959200515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885879897936509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931476944693916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940761772805385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33671380705081405,0.0,0.12816343488840515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065102334244744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,prettykittytimmy,2019/08/03,"Fat chance I’ll ever get a prescription for adderall again ... Which may or may not be problematic at some point or another... Do you know of anything that will help with concentration that doesn’t need a prescription?",6.083846153846152,8.156432769230772,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,67.46153846153847,10.328205128205127,30.948717948717945,10.504223727775694,3.5080871794871795,174,7,31,5,3,54,34,39,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.7274,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,10,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660315940810334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657342913716048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020192703411245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322003121072521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978971672442762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24425129200321286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295448625658672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201372042844174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dotPuush,2019/08/03,"How do you do it? How do you guys do this? I’ve typed out a paragraph 12 times before coming to the conclusion it’s just a rambling incoherent unstructured mess and deleting it, and summing it all up to I’m just a piece of shit.. I(31M) was just diagnosed about 6 months ago(after 20+ years of a misdiagnosis and quite a lot of suspicion) after being referred to test by my regular bi weekly therapist. Only to be told after my diagnosis It was doubtful I was be given anything as the entire staff is pretty conservative and more concerned with finding the root of my symptoms then treating the disorder itself. Can you imagine what that feels like, to think you have this thing that you’ve thought you’ve had all your life. To finally...finally get it down on paper so you can treat it and then be told that nothing is going to be done differently anyway. To be handed another anti depressant instead.. after spending my entire life on cocktails of anti-psychotics and anti depressants... mood stabilizers... Thursday night I went out for the regularly scheduled “wing night” at the local bar with my boss and coworker. Got so messed up I legit couldn’t physically get out bed in the morning for work. Missed the whole day, unpaid, was told by my boss he had given my “on-call” shift for Friday night to someone else(at least 8HRs of time and a half) and cancelled my extra overtime which would have been another 8HRs time and a half, I had scheduled for Saturday. All of this two days after he put in the paperwork for my $4/hr raise. I have zero moderation with anything. None whatsoever. I either don’t do it all or do it hard. I smoke almost two packs a day, there for awhile I drinking a 30pack and a half a week just cause it would fill gaps in time of nothingness. I drink two energy drinks a day just at work, I keep my music at full blast any time possible and drive about 35 over the speed limit. I grow my hair I cut my hair all off I grow a beard I shave it all off. I impulsively spend money and almost anything of seriousness or legitimate importance is handled with annoyance, child-like sillyness, or just outright confusion wether not being able to take anything in, and assemble a response or just not giving a shit enough to want to try. Luckily I have an amazing girlfriend of a little over a year and a half that is very mental health conscious and actually has some counseling background as well. She helps me structure and plan my days, my finances, the kids, the chores. She’s literally a god send. I almost lost her a few months ago because I cheated on her with my kids mom. Someone I literally can’t stand and would never want to ever be with again but there’s that crave for stimulation again. Exciting. Different. Self destructive. What I guess I’m getting at is like, where do I start? I feel like I already have been slapped in the face for twenty plus years with being told one thing but always thinking the other, and now this..a little twist of the knife by finally getting the correct one but not getting the proper care for it. Am I wrong? To think it’s not the correct way of doing things? Are they right? Should we get to the root of all this? Like how much time is all of this going to take? I’m 31 now, is 40 when I figure it all out? I can’t wait that long..my life will turn to shambles and I will lose everything I have, right in front of me. Like watching a highlight clip of how to ruin your life. Help please. Please.",3.795833558133261,5.62698885311573,4.770875101159966,82.68447019152956,72.93175074183976,7.750482870245483,27.239708659293232,8.465940331813641,1.9533220178041544,2733,101,524,48,55,890,325,674,0.068,0.841,0.091,0.9431,3,0,4,0,0,0,83.0,1,7,1,8,27,31,6,2,41,0,55,18,6,10,13,107,94,39,0,7,19,1,6,5,1,6,7,0,2,4,33,34,5,4,12,5,4,11,11,18,1,10,20,7,58,12,86,58,22,86,0,6,1,1,30,31,2,12,47,365,91,9,0.06703091668873377,0.0,0.06541250536222544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883772646096302,0.0,0.2013653414037364,0.0,0.0739702833953521,0.0,0.05577509241980523,0.0,0.0,0.04558332193641507,0.14057552136285925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064293212232086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086142465497703,0.0,0.05703837304181567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834248694057793,0.06885921595512583,0.0,0.05774119940435628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614697967426666,0.0,0.115467260645284,0.06803496944935322,0.0,0.14006608227272846,0.07682323781156629,0.0,0.0,0.06859590040976543,0.0,0.19699433825536228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926085543295052,0.0,0.0,0.060633301737363726,0.0,0.0,0.06024306574137495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778569106303597,0.09577380055168372,0.0,0.07342909278718485,0.061265043486057234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012532422481991,0.06430216321114338,0.07619042936457736,0.0,0.05361074746675458,0.0,0.07384211186500901,0.06637114610755572,0.0,0.0,0.060046535139278163,0.0,0.0,0.07125072993314721,0.0,0.0,0.08985882101075197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595801586375282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893836751878724,0.16373960015865502,0.13436517635154333,0.0,0.05932025192959387,0.0,0.07499044993023657,0.07317216382730257,0.05698728832049683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755139818238158,0.0,0.0,0.07850579948750723,0.10700687637739856,0.0,0.04927543644234423,0.0,0.051698375275287374,0.0,0.0,0.18871192354065008,0.0,0.06431797239666037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084376784409008,0.050980032670570864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471596350354649,0.0,0.07556728698624343,0.0,0.06819454032198619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738458533559717,0.0,0.07129563089709373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448807320294448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992786500607599,0.0,0.13761254544165852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359015637363545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744482783852056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967078811919893,0.100797814498835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782806068307234,0.13359708768347614,0.1288521144730564,0.0,0.053215060424803055,0.2345175994173209,0.0,0.0,0.2562036537716506,0.0,0.045509592406719125,0.07291038894506674,0.1964383968952668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055307526313700485,0.07907314274836294,0.05320602163516548,0.10753631625027303,0.0,0.060268844192643486,0.062138331324473585,0.0,0.07483762467093209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975986113675258,0.0,0.0,0.1428505200141672,0.0732877847095411,0.0,0.1294971379578417 adhd,smerian,2019/08/03,"Kaiser Permenante Requesting Teacher Observations from Before Age 12 (29 M) Hi - posting this on behalf of a friend. He just joined the Kaiser Permanente system in San Francisco and had his initial phone consultation yesterday. The doctor was very curt and seemed to suspect he was using these meds as performance enhancement. On top of the drug test/EKG, the doctor said he needed documentation of performance issues from before the age 12 from teachers. He is a 29 year old and was diagnosed as an adult. Is it normal to ask for documentation prior to age 12? Is it a Kaiser policy, or just the doctor he happened to talk to?",5.144070796460177,7.701960619469028,6.047088495575224,71.83452654867259,71.12389380530973,9.47575221238938,28.1141592920354,9.888512548439397,3.2485192920353985,502,19,81,14,10,165,72,113,0.019,0.9329999999999999,0.047,0.4871,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,10,0,7,5,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,17,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,2,7,45,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798304377907633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273680281070497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524113858077494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906651907813643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307628720548486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861669724908655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010312777923886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077364501484754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366836323439387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263234754038367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847175319171214,0.0,0.0,0.20184924210748906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842275064861225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829782110564158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511712907015006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546115134336271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613709777150085,0.0,0.15871697300623552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387339855014835 adhd,Otsena,2019/08/03,"How do you surpass the fear of starting something? Just as the title says. I have...several things I wish to do but I just can't seem to do them. For instance, I'd love to start streaming games. I love to talk and narrate things while I game with my friends (or even on my own I'll just mumble them to myself like a weirdo, lol) but I'm afraid of starting this streaming hobby because of that inevitable wave lack of motivation that'll come crashing down on me and stopping me from continuing this hobby. That insatiable boredom that'll just eat up all the hard work you've done, leaving you with this sense of emptiness. I'd like to start freelancing, too, but getting started on writing and then trying to figure out the perfect niche for me to stick to is stopping me again. I find myself writing large, a paragraph like comments in response to certain topics that may come to mind in posts and I end up just saving them into notepads in separate folders... I know I can do these things but I just can't get myself to, well, *start*. To anyone who's struggled with this and have managed to find a way to surpass it, what did you do exactly? What helps you? &#x200B; Thank you",3.4262173913043483,5.478132447826091,3.7219565217391306,88.86076086956525,74.52173913043478,5.817391304347828,28.456521739130434,6.508806274219699,1.2768434782608695,933,39,180,7,20,289,128,230,0.094,0.713,0.193,0.9827,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,3,3,11,14,0,3,7,1,15,3,0,2,4,43,32,14,0,2,11,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,17,12,1,2,6,2,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,2,27,11,38,27,3,28,0,0,0,2,20,11,0,3,16,128,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754093233357687,0.15424767128245828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887603645198806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738228709898233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869751764532527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990510497717378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989272282164774,0.0,0.0,0.11243238459596623,0.0,0.0,0.08384358436214137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428443444488772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204424340071425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807459539549628,0.0,0.1326432636096814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371454276694665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508613129061716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976366271467979,0.0,0.0,0.1344125926676404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605143882186656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229139103376522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281746070099569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157475232453185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009488805320292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556266488408608,0.0,0.14340762711778685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772567621755864,0.0,0.0,0.5390985733114915,0.0,0.0,0.2122573556921638,0.0,0.1327066924387592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020306728931935,0.0,0.11687056770994307,0.0,0.0,0.2530026371327576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618486445615058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076015891104162,0.0,0.0,0.11413554578232052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597632239952366,0.0,0.0,0.09241483659801833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424767128245828,0.0 adhd,awootoyoutoo,2019/08/03,"Anyone have experience with Jannett brand Concerta? Does anyone have experience with Jannett? After almost a year of getting various anti-anxiety and antidepressants (with no effect), my doctor prescribed me Concerta to try out. My insurance only covers the generic, and all my pharmacy stocks is the Jannett brand. From what I've read it's pretty new, and I saw all the news about the delivery system being different for some brands and them getting recalled. I've only taken it twice, but so far I didn't notice... anything really. My doctor and pharmacist told me I'd know right away if it was wrong because I'd be jittery and energetic, but I don't know what no effect means. It's only 18mg, so I don't know if maybe it's too low or if it needs to be taken awhile before it starts to work. I don't see my doctor again until next month, so anyone around who might know more?",5.663684491978611,6.461288758823532,6.818449197860963,73.70393048128344,67.29411764705883,9.475935828877004,29.572192513368982,9.573946990214177,2.786882352941177,699,24,122,14,11,236,103,170,0.07200000000000001,0.8909999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.6994,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,0,5,0,12,3,0,2,2,31,26,16,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,2,13,0,15,16,5,15,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,7,8,80,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970709705778728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673086779428598,0.0,0.0,0.2926626329241773,0.0,0.1148114044287907,0.12420057587823978,0.0,0.0,0.13108172868565182,0.0,0.0,0.08504886164218149,0.0,0.11871951940221068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576658734443712,0.0,0.4284076730562593,0.12209311874113347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729506988238027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578476544738314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067017179413736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016455679776701,0.15197597415760988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800652196369132,0.0,0.0,0.11136191531044533,0.0,0.0,0.10345080947041198,0.0,0.13474732812746534,0.14837894753667674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884213746571568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318329117136044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193993659225804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955572897218627,0.0,0.08937878633932048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191475869935334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117776136852844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875153968680744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331540252104512,0.0,0.09472354575673578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015707463060114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254100204419924,0.0,0.08984500061064712 adhd,nevets4444,2019/08/03,Adderall vs Meth I’m sick of these memes all my friends send me cuz they know I take adderall for my ADD. I understand the chemical structure is very similar. What are your thoughts on this topic,0.7440225563909806,3.0419761842105264,1.4324060150375963,94.4618421052632,102.94736842105264,5.329323308270677,26.4812030075188,6.868970318607317,1.6231834586466167,157,8,31,3,7,48,34,38,0.084,0.838,0.079,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39328936555520577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797595701233322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827408838491771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041273982445697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299371139053138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200180650754487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrsOtto,2019/08/03,"I’d like some advice here guys! My 17 yrs old daughter was diagnosed with ADHD and severe depression a year ago. We kicked the depressions but and she was finally well enough to get Concerta. It’s been 6 weeks now and the side effects is harsh on her. She is closely followed by her doctor and they offer good advise but... is there any parents or teens here that can give me some advise regarding the side effect- nausea. She doesn’t eat very much (and she is a tiny girl to start with)- I try to have “easy food” like watermelon, serial, oatmeal, yoghurt, grapefruit in the fridge at all times. Things that she says she like to eat when it’s bad. How do you get your teen to eat when she/he is nausea? Do you insist that your teen is eating when diner is served? Or do you set an alarm every 2 hours to remind her/him it’s time to eat a bit? Is there any way I can prevent the nausea? We have talked to the doctor about all this and they gave us a list of food they recommend she eats but they haven’t tried it on their own body. Please tell me your experience- thank you. (Side note- please excuse me if anything in the text is a mess- English is my second language and I’m not that good with grammar) :)",0.979888355002828,3.406853266393444,2.199576031656303,94.27860655737707,86.00819672131145,5.168795929903901,17.840022611644994,6.647476241863616,-0.06702526851328461,943,23,201,11,29,300,144,244,0.079,0.763,0.158,0.9661,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,7,5,2,11,12,0,1,13,0,22,13,1,3,2,28,30,17,0,1,7,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,13,9,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,4,1,31,7,19,26,8,25,0,2,0,0,37,9,0,5,16,127,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392057348787007,0.10075984260770338,0.09140255712664118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023937722113472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485238151423574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609420410649654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257158658591572,0.11453417522038105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762041065055584,0.10465649868767107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110789806329264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330558421743421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654224855824453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687629820083692,0.0,0.0,0.1008633112119945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295414424547735,0.0,0.0,0.2493668535980073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077435172773021,0.09891441583921244,0.0,0.17297088908290786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209708068841744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154453916930968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112592880825032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579917638092867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819868750657838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449366167852836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263720006875625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081998792533729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164871982909685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298319676788083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287751121708815,0.09012442352624817,0.09493166624969324,0.0,0.0,0.06850302398401542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025086037519556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001254462341864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240310273291382,0.0,0.0,0.08507818996489835,0.0,0.08184549766840281,0.08271021822756673,0.0,0.09271006166689487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640074047425945 adhd,krimsoul,2019/08/03,"Does a psychologist diagnose? Hey guys, I’ve been trying to make a psychiatrist appointment because I believe I have adhd, but it’s been hard without a referral, so I’m planning to make an appointment with a psychologist this Monday. What will the psychologist do? From my understanding they can diagnose, and then refer to a psychiatrist? How is the diagnosis process?",7.048124999999999,9.4494913125,8.392625000000002,57.68987500000003,65.5625,12.62,39.3625,11.979248473330829,6.090316250000001,300,17,44,12,5,103,47,64,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,3,0,9,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,6,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210709838659035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285652205499762,0.0,0.0,0.3009946281705431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423177775222342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337910267239508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26452758588690223,0.0,0.0,0.2393203359111205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35665895100944595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138217162225306,0.0,0.0,0.2781200202094439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575299639422267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pigghenuette12,2019/08/03,"Is it normal for symptoms to get worse? Feeling frustrated, advice appreciated. This ended up quite long so TLDR always had issues, never diagnosed, it feels like it’s getting worse. What should I do. (Btw I am 24/F if that changes anything) When I was young, my teachers encouraged my parents to get me tested for some kind of disorder- they couldn’t decide if it was ADHD or some kind of learning disorder. Problem was I was smart for my age, so my parents decided nothing was wrong except I was lazy and hyper. In high school I skated through by getting perfect test scores and doing homework maybe once a month. Straight Bs and Cs, but it was good enough. Report cards constantly said “not working to potential”. Then college, where I was absolutely paralyzed by procrastination. Everything seemed too big. Barely made it through, except for my actual major classes which I was obsessed with and did very well. This is when I started to really worry about what was wrong with me. Now two years out of college and I feel like it’s all getting worse- or maybe I’m just noticing it more. I can’t hear what people are saying to me unless there’s no other noises. I can’t understand lyrics in songs. I can’t do something for more than 20 minutes. I always need to be doing at least two things to not be bored. Constantly switching special interests. Abandoning projects. Avoiding fiscal responsibilities because I just can’t bring myself to deal with them. I’ve recently started writing worse- letters out of order, recently I actually drew a capital letter completely backwards. Realized what I’d done and just sat there and wondered wtf is wrong with my brain. I feel defective. I’m quite convinced I have ADHD of some kind but I feel like I’ve dealt with it for 24 years, and I’m afraid to seek diagnosis. But I’m sick of feeling like an out of control idiot. Should I try to see somebody? Get on meds? Is it possible for symptoms to worsen or am I just becoming more aware of my issues? Help appreciated.",3.350132978723405,6.119169279255325,4.426531914893619,80.06900000000002,78.28191489361703,7.057872340425532,28.282978723404256,8.158263871857827,2.358222553191489,1603,71,274,31,40,521,210,376,0.147,0.71,0.14300000000000002,-0.7582,2,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,5,15,27,2,3,3,0,34,5,1,2,3,63,62,22,0,8,17,2,6,4,0,2,4,4,1,0,20,16,0,3,13,1,0,1,9,12,1,2,16,11,34,15,48,41,10,33,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,10,22,185,54,12,0.0,0.0,0.15231842445202792,0.0,0.1875862765176068,0.07626321911401307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987691197587153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422316268357546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757460205694528,0.08619293018224447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712237270625077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255969012544613,0.0,0.0818271400985577,0.1686746273857789,0.08753243767076771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045943655583118,0.0,0.07921252440020264,0.0,0.0,0.17888925794789534,0.0,0.0,0.07986561144864407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912338929223591,0.0806398128104643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014047854514087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367668752160973,0.22301720937048228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446470911499361,0.0,0.0,0.0654591972013806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796071285557161,0.0,0.05231092267327606,0.08245725794072298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291430556349207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438109320327373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251247619067093,0.0,0.0,0.06906605443392012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384666041987734,0.0,0.0,0.15681040012497055,0.0,0.0866887509429961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062293588684155216,0.0,0.0,0.057868277105577924,0.060191969601648215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764660739891707,0.07488485699452979,0.08885305851122725,0.0,0.08311379586280354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733161740188691,0.0,0.0,0.054105546349689816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798233632942164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746771033562336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601776844385913,0.0,0.0,0.04999667379812377,0.0,0.15411711063034214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423725406116323,0.062063335156561435,0.0,0.07898420320420384,0.06219057671744866,0.07104788447862799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008171031245443,0.0,0.0,0.11047920248189222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223418775786216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518486431981192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298642342514913,0.0,0.15247434697325285,0.08124605093227727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643940728289766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017049217220113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846348623466132,0.056816608039569914,0.07925697728286399,0.31813203482077523,0.0,0.255984994842818,0.0,0.10051492914368668 adhd,-seeker_,2019/08/03,"Any humans with ADD here? What is it like to have ADD? Share your story! What for struggles do you experience? Are there also any benefits that you get from having Add? I will be examined in 2 months to see if I have add. So I’m a bit curious about how everyone that is officially diagnosed, experience life with add.",1.914539170506913,4.4729369516129065,4.232027649769584,80.49661290322581,82.70967741935483,8.704147465437789,23.37327188940092,9.23628265651192,2.4010755760368663,249,9,49,8,7,86,47,62,0.038,0.792,0.16899999999999998,0.8232,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,1,0,10,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,8,10,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232836475884047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37974391817304826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048243383003973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833916526259309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266796536541401,0.0,0.5462407172438302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587538186265614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972138487245763,0.13640760410369088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286227056737476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249373375193726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918902763460218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fixitwolfe7,2019/08/03,"Persistence paid off Tl;dr at the end of this long beast. I've never written this all out before and I thought it might be encouraging for others in situations similar to mine. I know I always feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone. ###Backstory: I was homeschooled nearly my entire childhood. Consequently, I was only diagnosed with ADHD during my freshman year of college. Trying ADHD treatments for the first time while I was in the middle of my first real traditional education experience was awful. Trial and error with medications caused me to either be so tired that I would miss class and homework or be so energized I was bordering on mania. Therapy was nice but only went so far on its own. Adderall made my heart race, gave me migraines, and would keep me awake for days on end even though I only took it as prescribed. Guanfacine made me so tired I could barely function. Strattera made me vomit multiple times a day for 2 weeks regardless of whether I took it with food or not. This went on for 3 years. ###Progress: I changed to Vyvanse after the Strattera and it seemed to work well. It was a lot less ""intense"" than the Adderall. But it was keeping me awake until the early morning nearly every night. I started showing signs of sleep deprivation, developing panic attacks, and anecdotally, my Tourette's syndrome was out of control. Just by chance, I was able to visit a neurologist about the Tourette's before I saw my ADHD doc. The neuro prescribed Clonidine for the tics. I had never been on Clonidine before, but I knew that it was sometimes used to treat ADHD as well as other conditions. The Clonidine started working immediately for the tics which was wonderful, but I also noticed something else. When I went to bed at night, **I COULD SLEEP**. I was also 100x calmer during the day than I had been in weeks and as a result, I was more focused than ever! My grades started climbing and I am now proud to say that I have a B average. ###Today: I am currently taking 0.1mg of Clonidine and 30mg of Vyvanse every morning (no Vyvanse on no-homework weekends). I took the Clonidine for the tics at first, but even when my tics are calm, my doctor still has me take it because it seems to cancel-out a lot of the negative effects of the Vyvanse. I feel like for the first time in years that I am at a happy balance. I was so depressed throughout these last few years and I considered giving up so many times and just accepting the crazy debt in student loans I had accumulated for nothing. But I had family that was encouraging me and stubborn friends that wouldn't let me give up easily. I just kept trying to hang on until I couldn't anymore and I was fortunate enough to catch a break before I gave up. --- Tl;dr: Even if it takes *years* to find something that works for you, keep going. As long as there are options that you haven't tried, there is still hope. You never know when something totally unexpected will happen that will change your life for the better. After 3 years of hellish experimentation with my doctor(s), I am now a senior in college and I am feeling better about my ADHD than I ever have before.",4.990243993993992,6.72102166554054,5.6660045045045075,77.87163813813817,69.67567567567568,7.694654654654657,30.38528528528529,8.238735603445708,2.355301456456456,2494,102,431,36,45,809,274,592,0.08199999999999999,0.784,0.134,0.9826,2,1,3,0,0,0,82.0,0,4,0,16,30,24,3,1,29,1,48,12,3,9,7,84,91,45,0,9,16,0,3,1,1,6,8,1,2,0,28,20,1,6,14,2,3,11,10,7,2,4,40,5,65,17,81,38,11,92,1,3,1,0,13,28,0,11,53,325,93,11,0.06019475511252052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617119901575673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062343612508271626,0.0,0.09627544783143327,0.05008685835490991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969702225841515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848022393749041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036694164009075166,0.0,0.25610651523774824,0.0,0.0,0.1597121076664089,0.06571708227798381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618365949089822,0.12735613873870674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751353632261016,0.09612122773109026,0.0,0.0,0.1164619117791976,0.0,0.05184565437417522,0.061096409349567476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322376505567074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028499387424031,0.0,0.10662937255960372,0.06219727310354495,0.0,0.11927420412469067,0.10889920442808494,0.1014333547215966,0.0,0.0,0.058882020967961024,0.0567462579240705,0.0,0.0913088305047354,0.04300314507986544,0.0,0.0,0.05501691565290751,0.2048065117928202,0.07278773681845092,0.0,0.046506318480387186,0.0,0.0,0.1154885882188946,0.03421006651912134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053230023149770295,0.06407843613420121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133107463478269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978697395403393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051159237781634,0.0,0.0,0.09924438954298864,0.04906675950364636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155321542198688,0.042517335706372436,0.029408116793452288,0.06033095835232094,0.0,0.10654092811220894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235085642370338,0.0,0.17087319820726934,0.0,0.061028033743690924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060639882966441176,0.0,0.06385712267611217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927771809515566,0.0,0.0,0.11297739993711857,0.0,0.057758490991986475,0.06853212766375519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734247122786636,0.0,0.0706255754400203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851480962705593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047869285306036534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095980885950892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766142680784595,0.12047645408953668,0.0,0.0,0.13902259000582187,0.05953415198218556,0.0,0.12781847246803887,0.0,0.09614321837918788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357768935447314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688379484960937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059141041272586424,0.04778791173994778,0.1404001831180336,0.13837003199129427,0.057057589458696475,0.0,0.20063576334686334,0.1226048623017047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051988941507823294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656920331921576,0.0,0.10824462789125436,0.16740342316425544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527864418318863,0.13146749591396467,0.0,0.0,0.08552125392007615,0.0,0.0,0.2325806923793635 adhd,Corprustie,2019/08/03,"Anyone had their Vyvanse last longer with a dose increase? Hi there, Basically, I’m on 30mg Elvanse (Vyvanse) at the moment, and am getting perfectly adequate benefits with minimal side effects. The only problem is that it only lasts about 5 hours which is far from ideal. I gather it’s definitely not to be expected that a higher dose will lengthen the effect, but I wondered if it’s ever happened for anybody. The reason I ask is because I’m in the UK and expect that trying to get a booster prescribed will be a hassle compared to putting the dose up. Thanks a lot!",4.957087155963303,6.464097495412853,6.28705275229358,74.25516628440369,69.45871559633028,8.018807339449541,34.725917431192656,8.472884824447931,3.162549541284404,453,23,74,7,8,153,78,109,0.018000000000000002,0.8320000000000001,0.15,0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,3,5,0,0,11,0,9,3,0,3,2,18,17,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,12,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,5,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718322189097838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22974054248064404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498052668942549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229249288642486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256785632109272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173135167425139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420115783924669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006336812176483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089255577483164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738037753200309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351469674045812,0.0,0.2470439020664025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526691430273293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262510872220184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684627847176434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26650245286795804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhaChaChaKing,2019/08/03,"Do any of y'all jump a lot in video games? If a game allows you to jump then you can bet I'll be jumping pretty much the entire time. When games don't allow it (Resident Evil is the first that comes to mind) it drives me nuts. I just really like it. So I was wondering if this is common with people that have ADD? Or if I'm just weird lol all my friends I've asked say they don't but none of them have been diagnosed.",-0.2426086956521729,1.6904886521739149,1.7219130434782637,99.10352173913046,86.3913043478261,5.419130434782609,14.634782608695652,6.742157984588678,-0.6695860869565218,324,5,81,4,10,107,69,92,0.079,0.828,0.09300000000000001,0.3124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,1,4,4,1,0,4,1,11,1,0,2,1,17,15,8,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,4,1,5,3,2,0,1,2,1,9,2,6,12,4,11,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,7,6,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048058615662757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815532043156264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25943120399112696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056811119239345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25617496560186515,0.0,0.0,0.2326831199397485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713640190501748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560438815557507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040957480972437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213945317260099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879328988261414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30639806384104273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293715172987996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395023949055837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561459235798918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266059127081131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ehimezol,2019/08/03,"Clocks and Egg timers... so, my therapist suggested I get an egg timer/clock for my bathroom so i can keep track of my time when I shower in the morning before work. i'm consistently late for work and i'm sure if i were working any other job than the one i do, i'd have been fired already. i'm working on a different solution for trying to get up on time when my alarm goes off, but my next problem is the shower. I used to live in a house with a fan that had a ticking timer and that helped me get out of the shower in a reasonable time. usually 10-15 minutes. my therapist suggested I try that again, but she also suggested I get a clock in the bathroom and get used to looking at the time in the morning (and how people with ADD/ADHD notoriously avoid looking at clocks... which boy do i ever) as i'm getting ready. at first I was thinking, okay, I'll get an egg timer AND a clock. now i'm looking and wondering if I shouldn't just get something two-in-one. problem is, analog clocks make it a lot easier to digest how much time i have to work with, it's easier to maintain how time passes. but i cant find many waterproof analog clocks with built in timers (that actually tick) &#x200B; Looking either for any other suggestions on how to help my situation OR recommendations for good two-in-one clock/eggtimer combos that are: \- waterproof (going in the bathroom/shower) \- analog \- have a timer that ticks &#x200B; and maybe this will help other people, too. thanks!",5.874446247464506,5.903071848275862,6.565699797160248,78.37339756592294,66.72413793103448,9.58215010141988,31.19675456389453,9.325443323948027,2.5970628803245432,1156,41,226,20,17,381,141,290,0.049,0.83,0.121,0.9659,6,1,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,6,14,8,0,2,19,1,16,4,0,8,2,40,41,24,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,13,13,4,2,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,4,5,22,4,36,35,3,39,0,0,4,0,9,16,0,5,21,139,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.08774686052223282,0.0,0.10806379399400556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922659442471432,0.07190728013055732,0.0,0.194851927417646,0.218520083724438,0.12229445638706445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651347607005964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394502562638546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133585223634225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218329501202734,0.07648408575483315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758269648867834,0.0,0.051102391978119686,0.07541883481779152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081013844967525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375313780092958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892296014655516,0.07992312541630232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143126259101808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939911772394131,0.0,0.30203342392802995,0.0,0.0,0.07644494905230426,0.0,0.0,0.06002086975274613,0.09116259684209786,0.0903345761204013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609997315857932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562866417261412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060930669007311325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246754447757742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207849663564598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245053584627423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107144201548916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922316159309441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474651888635623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278428461371436,0.0,0.20880313168427103,0.0,0.057615733943901626,0.0,0.0,0.3145909634882149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209664911083265,0.0,0.17567336722675014,0.0,0.0,0.15532032163546694,0.09903181925597468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751208349697146,0.3273063648688587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218520083724438,0.0 adhd,blueoreosandmilk,2019/08/03,"TIFU by visiting my friend late at the mall, but neglecting travel logistics and expenses,almost getting stranded The guy I'm kinda seeing told me to go find him at the mall at night,I was like why not, so I went down. Turns out he was unexpectedly busy so I left shortly.. I forgot about last bus/train timings and whether my bus card has money (I use a train concession pass so I don't usually think about bus credit). Got stranded somewhere after realizing my card didn't have enough money, but made a quick save by relying on maps and getting off at a stop near the train station. After topping up my card, I reached the interchange. But the last train left. So I booked a cab home (luckily my phone had battery). Any tips on not being such an idiot? If my phone had no battery I would have died or something.",3.643875181422352,5.447434993710696,4.690691823899376,83.21699564586359,73.27672955974845,7.659603289791969,27.954039671020798,8.384062270229773,2.018349395258829,640,25,123,11,13,209,103,159,0.114,0.8170000000000001,0.069,-0.85,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,11,0,11,0,0,2,0,23,24,13,1,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,3,4,3,5,5,2,0,0,10,1,16,4,18,12,1,30,0,1,1,0,8,16,0,3,10,75,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704446638094235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702446311809926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938598388280549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300530550939352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072382893855098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431446522552924,0.0,0.1951814491449752,0.0,0.10615777847732306,0.0,0.14939403547252894,0.0,0.0,0.18495271609658895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873668652434318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30451961752700857,0.2107086789483916,0.0,0.4058985041764192,0.0,0.0,0.0912567751439361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674640798939625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752909452655547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488484514140509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380103884464088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616585851500858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968829802416897,0.0,0.0,0.10891948667572056,0.0,0.0,0.1784870550605968,0.0,0.0,0.20317525397551736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132767624913005,0.20572418479517285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315737072774176,0.16855005991896452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132691152817196,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rspinks0518,2019/08/03,"Mixed emotions rambling - just diagnosed at 42 years old!?! First post ever. In one way I'm feeling kinda relieved that there is a reason behind my complete scatterbrained personality/daily routines, forgetfulness and complete fatigue. In another way I'm feeling like I've been with this ""way"" my entire life and it can't be an actual issue. It's just me! I've always just said: -""I’m just not a good test taker "" -""reading a book? I just can't get into them and it takes forever to get through a whole book"" -""just because it's not your way to do this doesn't mean my way is wrong"" -""I can't keep up some days. Why am I SO tired but I can't stay asleep at night"". Back in my mid 20's I was diagnosed with SADD and blamed it on the dreary winter NY weather. Then it was because I worked 2 jobs so I was exhausted, Now it's because I'm a full time employee and mommy of 2 energetic young boys and I'm exhausted and lack focus because I'm tired. It's like I always had an excuse for my ""way"". It's now gotten out of control and my focus is almost non-existent and so is my sleep. It shouldn't take me 30 minutes to pack a simple lunch or 60 minutes to do a 30 minute dinner! But it does! I fall asleep at 8:30 on a Friday night because I wake up every other hour trying to remember what I forgot or do that day and worrying about it! I finally mentioned it to my primary that I'm not sleeping well and I'm exhausted during the day and scatterbrained. He referred me to see a psychiatrist because he thinks I have ADD. I said no, I don't think that's it. I just need sleep! Help me get some sleep! 2 days later I see said psychiatrist and I'm diagnosed with ADD and insomnia. Had no clue the 2 go hand in hand. Honestly, I was so embarrassed answering all the questions because I didn't realize I exhibited all the symptoms. Dr put me on 36mg of Concerta for the day time to start with and 50mg of Trazadone for sleep. Still waiting for my insurance to approve the Concerta. I'm feeling a bit anxious to see if it really will help me. Then again, I'm embarrassed to say anything to anyone about my diagnosis and starting medication. I don't want to be judged and told ""everyone thinks medication is the answer, I don't see it, you don't need it. You're just tired you have a lot going on in your life."" I also dont want to accept that I do need a medication daily to function. That is really tough for me!! I shouldn't give a shit what others think or say. I need to be happy that I might have a shot at normalcy with it, right? Well, there's my ramblings! I'm glad to join this Reddit in hopes to feel not so alone, embarrassed or crazy in my thoughts and feelings!",1.9906010928961777,3.888676127504557,4.038648087431696,85.66407049180329,78.25318761384335,7.379249544626595,24.82335154826957,8.302211771458257,1.6044807723132968,2090,76,436,41,50,714,239,549,0.13699999999999998,0.753,0.11,-0.9374,2,1,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,4,1,4,26,21,1,3,24,0,39,31,11,2,3,89,91,33,0,11,19,0,7,2,0,4,18,5,0,1,32,27,2,4,19,3,0,4,19,10,2,2,15,16,51,11,55,69,9,61,0,1,4,0,20,22,1,13,29,268,83,6,0.0,0.0,0.06443203285038507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611568751473537,0.06838321592836563,0.0,0.05280111684884719,0.1098781514979689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692342126345335,0.0,0.07459079623324702,0.0,0.04616704422598996,0.0,0.0543339250346174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077006124927642,0.0,0.28174264978426905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208349415108549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845439900919718,0.0,0.07405398158189919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129071378288216,0.0,0.0,0.20104556593243447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777996004776561,0.0,0.07738219790179852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427057202968257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059724465035170426,0.05562990913740479,0.06309084992537449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692411677147675,0.047169120255986234,0.0,0.07232845909874053,0.0,0.056161839826035065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348787069215233,0.06333833369366389,0.07504840581352068,0.05537963197311732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028610242846751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851192100348969,0.0,0.0,0.06557890030931124,0.06502249295117778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891418372811853,0.06552080129862284,0.058687107569208787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932724951709181,0.06451411844209141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613310196250365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192187246576218,0.0,0.1995433073539708,0.0,0.07004334899498069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583032032404368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392220508396533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928337509112957,0.0,0.04474105220072579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323483457611635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637455318230392,0.0739644387852867,0.0,0.06604405332249988,0.0,0.08459613051171654,0.06788591554422109,0.0,0.0,0.07479479736123708,0.05638600182595455,0.18841806733227015,0.10501334592970277,0.0,0.0,0.21045728625193624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777493079818944,0.0,0.0,0.33036934510313865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346734814526048,0.07037512889153555,0.05272859718868323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862648791618949,0.09928694917083056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922765510143414,0.0,0.05241741624845609,0.07700079969915702,0.22766216284996596,0.0,0.06309084992537449,0.0,0.04482744601693087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788791000945045,0.3144510776511236,0.0,0.0,0.11873094073897528,0.0,0.05957836287707256,0.07371587840185173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806784955691264,0.06705279656460794,0.0,0.0,0.07218926909752672,0.0,0.042518698836593205 adhd,Peenutbuttjellytime,2019/08/03,"Help please ""Getting my ass outta the house on time"" hacks? At the end of my rope. Hey everyone, I know that this is such a common issue with ADHD, I almost feel silly posting another thread about it. However I was thinking, we should be able to take our creativity and divergent thinking and be able to come up with inventive ways to keep ourselves on time! I was hoping that maybe some of you would have some invebtive tips and tricks to keep yourself on time. It does like no matter what I do in the morning I just can't get to work on time, I'm always that person running in at the last minute, if not flat out late and it is not for a lack of wanting or trying to be on time. I have been experimenting with carrying a timer around the house with me. It is a small one that clips onto your clothes, hairdressers use it for timing colour services. I have been experiencing varying success with it, its useful for snapping me out of focusing on the wrong things, but I do find myself repeatedly setting just a little more time. The problem is wether the timer goes off or not, I can't just run out of the house half dressed etc. Do I reset it for another five minutes, then another..... I have found that I am slightly LESS late since I started using it. Any advice or hacks would be greatly appreciated. Even if they are just ideas you haven't tried out yet!🙂",5.257203687445127,5.7979154402985085,5.748533801580336,81.92710711150134,68.1044776119403,8.544688323090433,29.570676031606673,8.4952907291091,2.023396136962248,1070,37,214,15,17,345,157,268,0.047,0.872,0.081,0.7947,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,3,1,2,8,8,1,0,14,0,27,1,1,3,0,52,45,11,0,9,13,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,16,0,2,7,0,0,3,7,3,0,3,5,3,25,5,39,33,6,41,0,0,1,1,9,20,1,9,16,152,42,3,0.20522519194861324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332039971163752,0.10027184119253577,0.0,0.0,0.10275169250948936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538189997429975,0.0,0.0,0.0697800839983778,0.3227947615083647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913469655508174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883916654916779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979697423119742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088430300114801,0.0,0.11444016892610705,0.06777465187858835,0.0,0.0,0.09805073281964444,0.0,0.10037480867630096,0.0,0.0,0.051884011688143536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378605373659962,0.0,0.0,0.1125094151065956,0.0,0.0,0.1072216924357214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313074931595953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877906010088616,0.0,0.0,0.10191746093831383,0.0,0.3552034761704829,0.0,0.11583713080688267,0.0,0.1071008906077838,0.0,0.18241358013190748,0.0,0.0,0.05639319919626009,0.08364296123980543,0.23150295549819916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013133123061865,0.10284477846246373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308814472650467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953295066704697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959736085242999,0.0,0.11263781639553935,0.0,0.0,0.09827450220199893,0.0,0.0,0.09818639621362303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488219975925496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262972357474724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715190187754425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817124922353257,0.13150001637061612,0.0,0.0,0.4188396093087925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933443399770568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658730103695285,0.0,0.0,0.060523567706334123,0.08144910246120916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470319197941493,0.0,0.0,0.1457860881618828,0.11219076530272297,0.0,0.0 adhd,brezo11,2019/08/03,"The more I want to do something, the harder it is to do If I’m sick of my room being a mess and really want to clean it, I am ten times more likely to ignore it The more important a test is, the less I have the ability to knuckle down and study for it The more I want to eat healthy and lose weight, the more difficult it is to avoid buying junk food I’m so tired of being able to do things that aren’t that important casually but not being able to do things that I actually want to do. I hate not being able to just DO things. I hate it I hate it I hate it.",0.5774120234604112,2.011741975806455,3.0805571847507345,93.05447214076248,80.85483870967742,6.767155425219943,18.530791788856305,7.686295010490155,0.22181612903225825,431,9,107,7,11,150,58,124,0.244,0.644,0.113,-0.9754,1,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,4,1,9,0,16,5,0,0,0,14,26,6,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,14,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,0,1,10,2,15,22,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,80,24,1,0.4562595003141922,0.0,0.14841448536082558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562245804351432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839035996171015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6006157291522076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430178176531893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701458913970906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743050636449543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708361805474822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031185383353069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868286125830424,0.1748010590424212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588182327484579,0.0,0.0,0.18520038478588371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheesy-croissant_,2019/08/03,"Can ADHD cause mania? I’m 15, and I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 11. Ever since around the time I was diagnosed I would do this thing where I pace around the house, sometimes for hours, just juggling ideas in my head. I’ll come up poems and songs, I’ll have pretend conversations in my head and come up with scenarios that’ll never happen, or sometimes I’ll just pace around absentmindedly while listening to a song or a podcast. Sometimes if I’m listening to a song I really like or I come up with something I think is really cool, I’ll get this rush of adrenaline and start running around and whatever it was that caused it will replay in my head over and over again and it becomes difficult to think about anything else until I get tired. There have been times where I’ve spent the entire day thinking of the same few things and replaying certain ideas over and over again. I’m pretty sure this is linked to ADHD because if I ever try sitting down while in this “state” I get really jittery and feel this compulsive need to get up and move around or else I’ll get really irritable because I have all this energy that i can’t do anything with. This can just happen randomly too, I could be walking to school while listening to music and then I’ll suddenly have an idea and I’ll feel this rush of adrenaline and immediately start running. A few times in the middle of class I’ve had an idea and felt that urge to move, and then I can’t stop that idea from replaying in my head until I have a chance to move or find some other way to calm myself down. I take meds but I find they’re not helpful in these sorts of situations and tend to make me more hyper. Like, they help me stay calm and concentrated in situations where it’s difficult for me to focus to begin with like during a class or when I’m doing homework, but if i suddenly have a thought that I WANT to focus on then it becomes twice as hard to exit that “state” and that urge to move becomes even more extreme and the thought replays in my head even faster to the point where I almost feel dizzy. Is this mania? If so, is it caused by ADHD? I’ve been experiencing this for nearly 5 years, and I hadn’t really taken notice of it until last year when I started taking meds and those feelings got more intense. I’m really not sure what this is or how to put what’s been going on in my head into words, but I hope it made at least some sense though and someone can explain what exactly this phenomenon is lol",7.141509054325957,5.970031142857145,7.429598390342053,77.2044861167002,64.53319919517102,10.6884185110664,31.75122736418511,9.791249743138472,2.7003243299798783,1966,59,397,34,25,643,209,497,0.039,0.871,0.09,0.9741,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,0,27,12,0,0,16,2,34,9,6,6,8,102,79,53,0,9,19,0,6,3,0,3,3,6,1,0,36,37,0,1,19,4,1,14,6,2,0,1,16,14,35,10,69,58,10,89,0,0,0,0,8,37,0,17,36,267,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891139054100667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060223091999330784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898277062656977,0.2676937272696762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332348215634127,0.1992649072709775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534586844503245,0.0,0.15541990422360524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801814754958802,0.0,0.0,0.03878633537894216,0.0,0.0,0.12208484923247175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048112419614484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944587569552487,0.10880298118724872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163753347034575,0.0,0.0577453358540347,0.0,0.10993660550967188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710743273849384,0.0,0.034179838534564605,0.0,0.04810070523064717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636597829667208,0.0,0.05387503109609158,0.0,0.3703355920000857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062324936789995,0.0,0.0,0.05973414623666112,0.05922732897773893,0.06939529364904473,0.0,0.33946254388350605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049023404158292185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814639542229402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569074049334249,0.040144963032872884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336074461603688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255683871833768,0.0,0.04459420993884716,0.04638488414215938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847157273628954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685322036308445,0.0,0.0,0.06118559500408907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045888612776626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311693673060139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086647669006411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974972577444495,0.13520328246177488,0.0,0.0,0.050957754620186736,0.04629991658936625,0.17844464297425125,0.0,0.12770553217867492,0.0641029084172365,0.0,0.05028104304005263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336543045352244,0.0,0.09043794746768946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991076961226615,0.11560886332460775,0.05908878430076037,0.09549137276669588,0.10520709423019003,0.06912388417662818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083217625122608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547305447810185,0.04773757658864178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427228437078289,0.0,0.0,0.07745839476167597 adhd,nMandbakalM,2019/08/03,"Does anyone else feel like this? I feel ADHD is like constantly chasing a high, but that high is actual stimulation satisfaction, I constantly try and plan bigger better more fun activities, thinking that it will fully make me happy and concentrate, and not just drift off half way through but it just doesnt work :(",9.26654761904762,9.283487321428574,8.757857142857144,65.52047619047622,59.714285714285715,12.466666666666667,34.73809523809524,11.855464076750405,4.35517380952381,254,9,41,7,3,81,43,56,0.0,0.6509999999999999,0.349,0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,8,5,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,5,2,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2108721762228005,0.0,0.2596975809138441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109479951245394,0.22140922430913396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911135983518722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670319546485518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910137362313545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805150454055867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852268327094887,0.1543743786881831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003128601771294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566208320465214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114082469769568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424141613978247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384614233388558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671058288740346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715217833078736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731572626232554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheUnconsoled,2019/08/03,"Keeping track of personal projects/to-dos? I can just about keep my self together at work and keep track of what I need to do. At home though, I have never felt like I have a handle on anything. Right now off the top of my head, I need to find someone to fix my kitchen floor, pay the physiotherapist, sort out broadband, cancel the Airbnb guests that are meant to be coming in a couple of weeks, buy a mattress, pack for a transatlantic flight, clean my windows, and fix my key ring before I lose my keys somewhere really inconvenient. All of this stuff has equal weighting in my mind, meaning that depending on my mood any one of those could be essential or totally pointless, and there’s no real way to prioritise them the way I can usually manage with work projects. And I’m 100% forgetting more than I’m remembering with this list. So what are your tips, tricks, apps, whatever for managing your non-work life? Because mine is in a shambles and I need to figure something out!",7.440053475935826,6.985354957219254,6.9735882352941205,78.37214705882354,63.598930481283425,10.474652406417114,34.7427807486631,9.888512548439397,3.1580571122994647,775,30,150,14,10,242,124,187,0.085,0.889,0.025,-0.8296,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,4,6,4,1,0,9,0,12,4,1,1,3,33,24,8,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,5,2,8,10,2,3,6,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,2,3,20,1,28,19,4,20,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,3,5,95,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054049026092383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166483061025085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012567520422987,0.0,0.12580623231692042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273564156746999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804316550966434,0.16358901537743806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195554359088258,0.0,0.1351287542522058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173286146812465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830179973059796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942375042957525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442814796036848,0.07223018848008743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540208744308554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104786144464914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928252231719194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288782662314022,0.11402810885790828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018441579285076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909360479413626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828135061478727,0.0947140656821052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748093103314718,0.12625985250602212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423583740600688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252696109615577,0.11381923285145774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169248534511269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452581471989616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283170887016676,0.0,0.0,0.2347068740402364,0.11859330888321055,0.1800368494785272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229013974463355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,S34SH3LL,2019/08/03,"diagnosed since 4 years old, still barely improved. I'm now going into freshman year and i've always been so hyper. i've been struggling as i learn that most people under stand i can't controlling stims or tics if i don't go for a break or a small walk. but i always have that thought ""what if they hate me because i'm not normal?"" I'm on two meds, adderall and another one that i can't remember (sorry). they can help but i still stim and tic. when i'm not at school i sometimes just do that ""fake angry"" growl and flex my arms to stop stims temporarily if i'm drawing. but i guess my question is, how can i control my actions better? i've become selectively mute (diagnosed a month ago) because i'm so anxious about being hated for my actions and uncontrolled hyperactivity.",3.6860107526881727,5.200364735483877,5.130080645161293,81.28845430107528,72.61290322580646,7.489247311827956,27.755376344086017,8.07648339933343,1.8433763440860207,614,23,118,9,12,206,98,155,0.192,0.75,0.059000000000000004,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,9,6,2,2,3,0,11,3,1,3,0,28,23,18,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,4,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,3,0,16,1,9,19,1,22,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,8,10,70,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308999073102806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498569016502525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157434809570664,0.0,0.16961538744860416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830478179124001,0.16581775892156306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278656880013262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367894006345788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30477774097688065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065596658407284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539606194673984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964641984299644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063563155889386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677161774966862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198402612482025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710525556568954,0.0,0.0,0.15754660230575415,0.0,0.10173870352790014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408812441998244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819108489946805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700792748463977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194962670180073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241973031959294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849223174711207,0.16806936165861402,0.0,0.0,0.2398038871662696,0.12552370591479234,0.0,0.156958855727633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919433515946015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466648973104631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933703872640732 adhd,dishie,2019/08/03,"Don't know if this has been posted here before but the recent diagnosis post for me thinking you fine folks may enjoy it. ""My Diagnosis"" from Crazy Ex-Girlfriend [Link to song.](https://youtu.be/uic_3vlI5BE) Protagonist has BPD but I think we can all relate to that feeling of finally figuring out there's a valid explanation for why we struggle.",5.7855000000000025,8.973765216666667,5.420000000000004,74.015,71.83333333333334,8.666666666666666,30.0,9.2995712137729,3.2505000000000006,283,12,44,7,6,87,54,60,0.096,0.774,0.13,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,14,10,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,7,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430097187379013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596812286323821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443991197610629,0.0,0.0,0.31284172801197124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694870268312527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470182875688516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819783184809299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985528913643044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659795377160774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576938348588739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JokeVBel,2019/08/03,"ADHD is: sitting at the kitchen table at 11:30 at night, crying, because you couldn't get motivation to get up from the sofa, let alone study, and now your parents are forcing you to work, a few hours before your physics exam. Hi! I've been in therapy for almost a year now, and we recently came to the conclusion I might have ADHD. My parents aren't very convinced, because my brother has been diagnosed ADHD, but more the hyperactive kind, whereas I'm more the innatentive kind. I'm not diagnosed, but I've been sniffing around a bit here, and it's all so familliar. I'm on summer break now, but if you have some tips that really helped you, I'd really like to hear them! I'd also really like to hear from your experiences with ADHD at school, or anywhere really :)",8.337353787152445,6.683752342281885,8.787938638542666,69.96959731543626,62.489932885906036,12.004218600191756,36.72195589645254,10.914260884657429,3.91632042186002,605,23,112,13,7,203,93,149,0.044000000000000004,0.813,0.14300000000000002,0.9665,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,7,1,3,7,5,0,0,8,0,12,3,0,1,1,20,20,10,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,7,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,12,5,17,13,6,19,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,5,10,71,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746622263945703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197034645553076,0.12380885946674446,0.0,0.09559723050279063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641720818406317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574268035707727,0.0,0.10172094390385553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305082698446431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367235384509866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131063679932636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426640502450729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693444710431157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491091627375522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694637370239176,0.0,0.08012609409984611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772421905987647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489679871084412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222392012797767,0.0,0.1168037992273567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681455580246442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218152485049733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654732006009081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632517911784635,0.0,0.11803273081122488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098229920105245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367060320766795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986341910119436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702757759878647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698075525554496 adhd,InattentiveSquirrel,2019/08/03,"HELP! I ""lost"" my wallet So, I have a situation here. I wanted to go to BurgerKing because my fridge was empty (surprise). I took my wallet, keys and phone. Left my appartement, locked the door. Went downstairs, wasn't sure where my car was parked, went for about 50m, when I remembered where my car was. Turned on the spot, crossed a street and 30m later I was at my car. Got in. Immediately checked if I had everything, double checking became kind of a habit for me. Keys: Check, Phone: Check, Wallet: Ch..""WAIT! Where is my wallet?"" Looked under the passenger seat, on the passenger seat in the glove compartement (totally impossible to have lost it there after 4 seconds in the car, but Ive done weirder shit. After cursing myself for being so headless, got out of the car and up the stairs again. Ok to cut it short from here: I looked in my car (3 times by now), looked in my appartement in every likely, unlikely and straight up ridiculous place I could imagine (Fridge: Check!). By now I am almost 50% sure it fell out of my pocket, when I grabbed my phone to feed my silly brain some cat pictures on the way to my car... Already followed my steps 3 times as well. So my guess is, someone picked it up. But you know how it is, you know me, because you know you. We do some totally counter-intuitive shit sometimes. Maybe you can help me solve my riddle...because I am out of ideas for some time now.",2.920821078431373,4.913403753676473,3.71014705882353,88.64857843137257,75.80147058823529,6.73921568627451,24.93627450980393,7.645422480735847,1.206477450980393,1079,37,220,15,24,343,143,272,0.092,0.846,0.062,-0.8549,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,5,0,2,18,14,4,0,12,1,19,4,3,2,4,30,37,14,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,6,0,5,15,1,6,1,1,14,4,40,8,38,21,6,54,0,2,3,0,11,26,2,6,13,144,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111428504760442,0.0,0.1444920077289475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23945356227067255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616876509735244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454237529591758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399380017522994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031989589745128,0.0,0.11767754726846424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441439726395642,0.0,0.20944423035177107,0.0,0.14424164013668098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552834549252955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781170233578014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635052147710405,0.2158783124710651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226320940335954,0.0,0.0,0.06396910349851591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298617881448194,0.0,0.2858659552450154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154360831040685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680108087558138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483258625891686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688094741138394,0.0,0.14717844208548705,0.0,0.0,0.11094232034335416,0.0,0.12949983695293033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468127568606521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290508920080125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454755955210393,0.0,0.1424216320311288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772299133429205,0.1039315321836112,0.0,0.0,0.11772790235714255,0.24275943900368774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SmitherinesPlease,2019/08/03,"Concerta vs. generic methylphenidate. Not the same. Hi all. I'm a fairly recently diagnosed inattentive type. In the course of adjusting Concerta doses and weaning off bupropion, I've discovered that some forms of generic methylphenidate DO NOT behave the same way as the Concerta brand. So if you're a person already taking Concerta and renewing your prescription or changing the dose, talk at length with your doctor and pharmacist about the potential differences with the generic and what is the best course of action for you. Depending on your jurisdiction and insurance, the brand name may not be covered without getting a rebate thing where the company (I think) pays the difference. That was the course of action here in Nova Scotia anyway. Just a warning. This sort of stuff is very frustrating to troubleshoot. And shouldn't even be necessary, as the generic should be the same add the brand. Alas...",7.484397849462365,9.942180058064524,6.500403225806456,71.46393817204302,64.54838709677419,10.844086021505378,36.14247311827957,10.864195022040775,4.7439569892473115,739,36,109,22,12,224,100,155,0.036000000000000004,0.9229999999999999,0.04,0.1706,0,0,2,1,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,1,7,2,1,0,19,0,10,4,0,1,1,30,14,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,18,7,7,10,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,6,1,82,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605183554987437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774968799674274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973961617355156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961457958219046,0.0,0.4933033069484736,0.0,0.2416362186639548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559275391172692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334120632180358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061345296785662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309891301745264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27025325627789515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750155647473126,0.18975085404266706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683998125165854,0.15126948924269315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478938217579025,0.0,0.1873880242548165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275711274735167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,llae55,2019/08/03,"I can't get myself to meditate and stay still when sudying In highschool we had a pshicholigist come to our class and do this ""meditating relaxing session"" a few times. We had to sit completley sill and she would tell us to relax and we slowly had to imagine and feel and relax each body part, from head to toes. And while everyone else seemed to relax and enjoy it, some people even feel asleep, I just couldnt, at all! And I am not ever hiperactive, but at that moment I realized that I am always doing something with my body and never really sit completley still, like tensing a muscle at least, and being told I must not do it made put all of my effort in trying to relax my body, and it did not help at all with relaxing my mind. Anyways, it mad me super anxious, nervous and irritated. It was before I was diagnosed but thinking back at it now, I feel like it has a lot to do with having ADHD. Tge same thing happend when sometimes after PE we lied down and listend to this meditating CD. It made me feel much worse than before. I read that for some people here it helps to meditate, but just how do you manage to do it? Did anyone ever experience something similar? Bdw I don't seem to have a problem sitting still when I am on my phone, or doing something on my computer. Its mostly when I am trying to study, I always doodle, fondle my clothes, my hair and so on and so on...",5.1728171122994695,5.483323894545452,6.337732620320853,78.43624598930485,68.23636363636363,8.94331550802139,28.903743315508017,8.841846274778883,2.21519679144385,1081,35,207,17,17,364,148,275,0.1,0.785,0.114,0.4879,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,6,1,0,2,19,13,1,1,5,0,27,8,7,3,7,62,39,28,0,4,9,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,25,0,0,9,8,0,2,7,3,0,0,10,5,32,10,34,25,13,34,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,7,18,172,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933452809621955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293882875332607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097654688235916,0.0,0.08106630224963479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914889829895882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973088059783377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38634178666346186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987002172974303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176742767275577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685103179378232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657572598264548,0.20974448832109746,0.0,0.11078339527652717,0.0,0.11340927074809765,0.0,0.0,0.23448624238035165,0.08282588204701463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605726382339945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898547938600665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542112909895378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328256146082473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856604610914556,0.0,0.2194060199306664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170639788243549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522751447847852,0.0,0.08941826486801085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554917951808608,0.0,0.16075314053828618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093667563423064,0.0,0.1165493628663365,0.0,0.0,0.115969026785101,0.0,0.07427262888698948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110905688803988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677634070788924,0.11466530275140918,0.0,0.0,0.1235741114733644,0.2777638769317626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133461836506748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702382462675653,0.0742881663069889,0.0,0.0,0.06760417746606995,0.0,0.0,0.11078339527652717,0.0,0.15742811127778158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945872082238553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815037263635407,0.08235878185818472,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ceroxxxxx,2019/08/03,"Are opposing opinions and criticism making you insecure? Hi there! As you can guess by the title, I have a pretty big problem with criticism and listening to the opinions of other people which oppose my own. When I have to make a decision, I always want to figure it all out. I don't want to regret my decision, so I think about it long and hard, try different perspectives, look up all the necessary information and so on. Thus, at the end of my research, I have a pretty distinct opinion about the entire issue which I can back up with many arguments and facts. But still, as soon as someone voices a different opinion, disagreeing with me, I start to feel insecure immidiately. Even if this person doesn't have anything to back up his/her theory and is just talking out of his/her ass, I still get insecure and start wondering, if my own opinion might be utter bullshit. This also applies to emotional decisions, when there is no right or wrong answer. For example, the entirety of my life, I always KNEW for certain that I wanted to have kids someday. I instinctively felt that this decision was right for me and it is one of the only desires that stayed with me completely unchanged since I was a small child myself. But now, I start to get anxious, reading about all the stories childfree people are telling on the Internet. All the articles, written by childless online authors, talking about how horrible it would be to have children, how miserable it will make you and basically that having children will strip you of all joy and ruin your entire life. Ironically, exactly these childfree people love to complain about people giving them shit for not having children. But while I never experienced something like that happening, I feel like it is incredibly unfair trying to convince me and other people who want children that our heartfelt desire is bad and our feelings are stupid. I just hate reading stuff like that, but I just can't stop doing it. It's things like that where you just can't find the right answer, because there is none, that drive me fucking crazy and make me so insecure about my own life decisions. How do you handle situations like that?",9.141666666666666,8.510901651515155,8.78907070707071,67.31527272727274,60.262626262626284,11.85939393939394,39.24444444444444,11.10651602901591,4.5510650505050485,1738,77,280,39,20,559,196,396,0.155,0.78,0.065,-0.9847,2,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,2,7,1,0,30,25,4,5,16,0,33,7,2,8,10,85,62,33,0,11,12,0,5,5,0,4,3,2,0,7,29,19,0,3,17,2,0,1,8,15,0,1,5,9,41,10,45,51,9,32,0,3,1,3,27,14,3,11,21,222,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620555713852864,0.15858236060090442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765365438449352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784177925750915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465484457282954,0.0795654443524153,0.0580895602156035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991260833535168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991212295960489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719148870887477,0.08440106928885495,0.0,0.0,0.06293994562691978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454859379026486,0.06807714123039743,0.09149595915564672,0.0,0.08709582357308755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809658802426182,0.0995730306961952,0.0914134642486654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497567913622176,0.0,0.0842670413276567,0.0,0.08536356351164552,0.09408183666362853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946084626925568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019242077932218,0.23277605818710725,0.0,0.0,0.08433106225651862,0.08002188826744369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600540409405219,0.0,0.2544345335349915,0.09661186558487196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109052142383693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349562353638797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457281613342884,0.07247441083163145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303198825411509,0.08320593118603728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938939177896192,0.0,0.09118226752472627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063702358930995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413839746581656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781661202899374,0.07882712621101147,0.10711301464330808,0.0,0.0,0.08074121600361786,0.07336099469364356,0.0,0.0,0.2023460420371555,0.10156936492892234,0.15220178532963705,0.07966898438213049,0.0,0.0,0.1090873706589838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531853642238924,0.08329004117398081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330825169171947,0.06105972993511177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293950091471263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248244708011453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334089451212064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769321721126452,0.10418763464319222,0.0,0.0 adhd,shapesrin80,2019/08/03,"Active kids cant fight adhd better Hi, i am a pediatric nutritionist abd trainer. Just0 wonder how many parents get their kids involve in fitness and healthy eating to fight adhd holistically any statistics?",5.956714285714284,9.545064600000003,6.365357142857146,65.01089285714286,74.42857142857143,8.071428571428571,34.464285714285715,8.841846274778883,4.1725714285714295,171,9,21,4,4,55,32,35,0.06,0.6459999999999999,0.295,0.8157,1,0,0,0,2,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7003457467724623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981431504923888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576951146120192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29814659641622354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522299968916178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954057719213409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32353444925273644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159808221235201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kirmit_is_cewl,2019/08/03,"How do I get my friends to take me more seriously? My friend group consists of people who are weird but none of them have adhd and whenever they organise events they will invite me but they don't let me decide on anything or let me finalise details because ""everything is a joke to you"" and ""you won't get round to it"" and my personal favourite ""we don't want it being messed up"". Don't get me wrong they are supportive and they kind of get it but they can be quite patronising sometimes and it just gets on my nerves and I would just like to know if there is a way I can improve this status within my social circle",3.8646044444444456,4.9768113360000035,4.741866666666667,85.80337777777778,71.64,7.795555555555558,26.68888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.5226622222222217,487,16,102,7,9,158,78,125,0.066,0.768,0.166,0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,7,1,4,10,0,0,2,0,18,0,0,1,0,19,27,12,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,23,6,11,20,2,6,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,2,2,77,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302541844088068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766240706284096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679160542607515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218891468256184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960442208977669,0.0,0.5004898500257857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951170681678235,0.10529296140379683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39182791282520796,0.0,0.093601292347616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282451870162704,0.16728916948451145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377975713390215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530207766822008,0.0,0.0,0.18948760315018406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741428438451216,0.0,0.0,0.14405198396973598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130048617448494,0.15207538008219154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361001785039503,0.20947380338843152,0.0,0.0 adhd,aardvark1200,2019/08/03,"My mom was told I should have an assessment for ADHD ages ago By ages, I mean like 7 years ago. She ignored it and never took the concerns seriously. I find it utterly irritating that it was brushed off, because apparently the guidance counselor was ""weird"". I think it's complete bullshit, and has probably resulted in me not being diagnosed when I should have. I'm not even sure if I'm mad, but it's like...I kinda ""agreed"" with my mom. Yet when I read this sub, I have this feeling that the person who suggested to my mom I have ADHD was right. People don't say that lightly, especially not someone who probably has seen lots of kids with ADHD before and after me. I am only questioning myself because of the years of me resenting my issues with school as a moral failure, when I feel that I am not lazy. I've been told I'm not lazy by most people, so it hurts that my mom has insisted it's that, and I feel massively undercut and completely insulted now that I actually had a moment of introspection to make me self aware of the fact something might be up. Wondering why I'm struggling in school all the damn time? Well look no further than ignoring people saying I probably have ADHD and should see to getting a diagnosis, but dismissing it out of hand? Sigh. I don't feel like a failure, I feel like I've been failed. And the stupid part is my mom and I have a decent relationship. I'm not sure what to do, because I overthink everything and I feel what would happen if I went and told my mom is something akin to me: i think i have adhd mom: no you don't you're just lazy That's not even beginning the problems I have beyond school, but I'm the king of long winded rants, so I'm trying to keep it short. I'm kind of upset, and a little lost on what to do. Part of it is anxiety though. Maybe her opinion has changed. But I hear how I'm lazy and I just need to apply myself, but in my experience I'm not really consciously deciding it...The only thing I can think of is mentioning it to my therapist. I just wanted to vent really, I kind of have an idea of what to do...probably. Hopefully all goes well, I suppose. Maybe my mom's opinion has changed. I feel like it probably won't be super dramatic, because as I said my mom and I are on good terms. tl;dr guidance counselor told my mom there's a good chance i have adhd like 8 years ago, she didn't believe the guidance counselor, and as many might expect, I think I probably do. I only didn't question my mom because I was 9 and had very little self awareness. I'm not being unreasonable, right? 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I’ve always been awful with money. Absolutely horrible. I was always making budgets and trying to keep track of my money but could never get past the one big number I had to keep dividing up. I could never stick to the budget. Of course I hyperfocused on personal finance and decided the easiest way was to divide my money into 3 checking accounts: the first for bills, rent, monthly expenses plus a little extra just in case, the second is my spending card with my daily cash and expenses, and the third has been an absolute godsend!! I don’t think i’m allowed to say the name so here is the link to the website! https://www.qapital.com [https://www.qapital.com](https://www.qapital.com). It allows you to create multiple accounts to store your money in. You can create goals, add other people to save up with and add cover pictures! The app allows you to add “rules” for cards added to your account like “round up to the nearest $x” for every purchase, “x% of any deposit over $x” (great for saving from paychecks) and a bunch of others, or your account can just sit and you can manually transfer funds. You can get a debit card from them (it’s a legit card!) for easy access to the money you saved for a very small monthly fee. If you don’t want to pay the fee you can stick to bank transfers but they are a little slow. It’s helped me organize my money, sort out my financial thinking, and remember to buy important things that I create goals for since my money is important enough to check most every day.",6.233255561584375,7.241592962199312,6.6841888225718975,74.41937059142705,66.11340206185568,8.875456682944474,29.74877916440586,8.99025400887824,2.516624742268042,1236,42,211,20,19,402,164,291,0.02,0.8440000000000001,0.135,0.9877,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,11,2,3,4,5,0,0,21,1,20,0,0,4,2,47,30,14,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,17,0,2,6,0,33,0,4,0,0,4,6,2,29,5,43,22,4,24,0,0,1,0,17,14,0,4,9,146,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699131652057151,0.0,0.0,0.11029599567350984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589939324654673,0.0,0.0,0.10460030257667548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758750101259273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733071980312814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796027458199206,0.0,0.1778349530521441,0.0,0.0,0.16947705774145605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788170481047869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871375442155913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883270740328433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923872795349664,0.3251176149516437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826429563767884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376749698451631,0.0,0.2589199179125373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501846523447576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990537108148614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548304393535542,0.11244338233990647,0.14161963641613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837317084558412,0.0,0.0,0.12898144081561438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416674502172318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775303465658344,0.20785193146252331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110117595514353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338252330867353,0.09566493445376753,0.12874031296496613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saltybass,2019/08/03,"Nausea on Strattera Hey everyone, I was diagnosed with ADHD in 2008 and have been on and off pretty much everything. My new doctor prescribed Strattera for me and I am picking it up tomorrow. I was looking at reviews and people say that the nausea is pretty bad so how do I avoid this as much as possible? I know I wont make it through the 4-5 week wait period if I get nausea's.",3.125,4.462680217948718,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,73.74358974358974,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.350907692307692,299,12,58,6,6,104,59,78,0.078,0.838,0.084,0.1119,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,3,0,12,13,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,9,0,11,9,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,4,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838392444346348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971981984587992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397150099986475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417374964163931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567755200978154,0.21226094791287012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233929027116427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979687941773516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832946742202398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765019615981749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34723501267263546,0.0,0.0,0.22810152898022965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373561734594838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662544438851102,0.0,0.4805544868306983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781768565333687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894472014449988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dibbly5050,2019/08/03,Finding a doctor. Is it hard finding a doctor? I've been trying for months and leaving messages. I have yet to get a reaponse. Has anyone else had this problem?,0.8138709677419378,3.3258032903225865,2.053806451612904,91.38070967741936,96.741935483871,2.4800000000000004,25.55483870967742,3.1291,0.3513174193548392,126,6,22,0,5,40,26,31,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.5974,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701651404219852,0.2740476935056157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475199126269649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234312142631978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889131059690626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397385021211064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959452509248735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28320494919154826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348660391315893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559261959754355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181589981079658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Indigowhaler,2019/08/03,Is it necessary to mix Vyvanse powder in water or can you just swallow the powder? When opening a Vyvanse capsule to take is it necessary to mix it in water or can you just swallow the powder?,7.033947368421052,6.3161076578947375,8.277894736842107,69.55526315789477,64.52631578947367,9.705263157894738,40.05263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.899431578947369,153,8,25,2,2,53,20,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,otakvchan,2019/08/03,"Explaining Your ADHD To Those In Your Life I have had a VERY hard time trying to explain my ADHD to those around me. A lot of people believe it to be just being hyperactive but obviously it is so much more than that and really affects my day to day life. People get frustrated when I am exhibiting symptoms of my ADHD and just take it as me being ""lazy"" or I simply ""don't care"". It makes it even worst because I feel horrible for having ADHD lol. &#x200B; Does anybody just have any pointers to explaining to others that ADHD is so much more then hyper activeness?",5.695324675324677,6.3703050000000045,6.8440259740259775,73.98318181818183,67.18181818181819,9.558441558441556,30.259740259740266,9.606745405546679,2.8737012987012984,450,16,79,9,7,152,72,110,0.14,0.81,0.05,-0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,8,3,1,0,2,1,11,3,0,2,1,16,19,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,11,1,14,15,6,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7812935791408363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087656387769232,0.15798847330558455,0.0884180260643381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574532328104002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925895605435299,0.0,0.0,0.14648796195407454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256400663476828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770422576244812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137813363517488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587695217509016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574199449045295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793005864441529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647233864227308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367387475927302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053831379569504,0.0,0.0,0.08678932770927927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911592502963365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027892762166695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832941107250063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351405140774779,0.09775882286528267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581567971560259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827501280419307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728007734890917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798847330558455,0.0 adhd,HelliotSinwood,2019/08/03,"Ritalin fatigue Currently on 10mg x 3 ( 7am, 1130am, 4pm ). My focus seems fine, but feeling fatigued most of the day. I have tried a higher dose before ( one off of 20mg ) and felt weird. The only reason I can think of is not eating enough / drinking enough water... Since seeing my psychiatrist again I made sure to eat a lot and drink water. Still feeling tired. Any suggestions or experience in the matter? Thanks!",2.0969901547116763,4.720039683544304,3.6662447257383977,84.41163150492268,82.54430379746836,6.042756680731365,21.436005625879048,7.3871296695380915,1.016948241912799,321,10,59,5,9,106,66,79,0.127,0.7140000000000001,0.159,0.1635,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,3,11,0,2,1,16,11,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,5,3,7,9,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,4,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032286916381225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307289840819936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359298688909025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754716459129045,0.0,0.3921944289250612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960340325065833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746227159555093,0.0,0.0,0.19379951640886034,0.0,0.1840060028199672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629268470198869,0.0,0.18133592882939584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986131734329864,0.14575208311849927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703949701668969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271355440277726,0.1744633277935986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852792343756886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304524046208015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806199531720288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764378502715852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279620807640022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026384362682735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011207619296478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,woomyful,2019/08/03,"Had a teacher who understood ADHD but thought multitasking was a myth He once had a student with terrible ADHD and he would let the kid pace in the back of the class to pay attention during lessons. He would tell this story from time to time. I thought, that’s really sweet of him. Unlike that kid, I have ADD, so pacing around doesn’t help me focus as much, and little thingies are more effective. Since that teacher was supportive of the ADHD kid, I assumed he’d be fine with me fidgeting with something. So I got out my little fidget whatever. Teacher: u/woomyful, what are you doing with that? Me: Oh it’s just to help me pay attention. I have ADD. Teacher: Put it away and pay attention. Multitasking is a myth. Meanwhile our current assignment was *literally* MULTITASKING. I’ve also had other teachers tell me to put stuff away or stop doing something, like “this isn’t art class” and “put that away” and “it’s only distracting you”, and then get all upset because I couldn’t pay attention. Gee, I sure wonder why I’m having trouble focusing. College starts soon. I wish I had medication.",2.983517210944399,5.6719690728155365,4.329779346866727,80.69789938217123,79.14563106796116,7.4347749338040625,27.32480141218005,8.438071523408619,2.392056310679612,863,37,152,19,22,284,119,206,0.105,0.753,0.141,0.8952,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,2,7,9,0,2,8,0,23,1,0,1,2,35,33,13,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,14,14,0,1,11,1,4,3,3,4,0,0,11,1,20,5,19,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,3,9,101,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502078214558516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985836062782706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111606256369584,0.0,0.0,0.35195795673015035,0.09601719410292743,0.0,0.07611949141946275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523933412094424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099869812818422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739523432298742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768786480584446,0.0,0.06100509316326485,0.25030475502816635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579322014257227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179369523050744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298229722331548,0.0,0.09496913512433752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765860154339199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999481272849394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032936165288484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922617966250698,0.0,0.0,0.08838351075730949,0.0,0.0,0.1043967719942204,0.0,0.0,0.1429460843571305,0.0,0.14170080712822058,0.11768834017281203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828347644355345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982653991922723,0.14562520802355675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267560235184967,0.0,0.14359414585565286,0.0,0.135416007693961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740789386401953,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jirfin,2019/08/03,"Electric stimulation Has anyone use electric stimulation as a tool before? If so how well does it work? My brother has this acupuncture pen. After using it, yes I have a short stint of hyperactivity, but I feel stimulated but not wired.",3.965,7.1362302619047595,5.666952380952381,69.39471428571429,79.71428571428572,7.1695238095238105,27.447619047619053,8.238735603445708,2.5070990476190484,189,8,30,4,5,64,35,42,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.6427,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,0,11,6,6,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27307063490884603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323158909832582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417591626186198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974658560563636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6745924211420578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511372009458694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431359246125903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AntisocialServices,2019/08/03,Switching to Vyvanse tomorrow. What should I expect? They are switching my meds from Concerta 27mg to Vyvanse 10mg tomorrow because I was getting twitches and other side effects from Concerta. What should I expect? Any tips or suggestions? Best way to take it? Is it better to take the pill or to dissolve it? Any help would be appreciated. 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Hello, I’m a 30 yr old male, 6’2’ around 195 lbs. I take Wellbutrin 300 mg, and 60 mg Vyvanse. This used to work a lot better, but this is becoming problematic. The duration on this just sucks, and it’s anxiety inducing trying to plan when to take it during my work day. When it wears off, I’m useless. I can barely hold a simple conversation, I can’t think. Simple stuff becomes incredibly confusing. This results in me waiting 3/4ths of the way through work to even take it. I’m a high voltage electrician and I’d really prefer to not kill myself over something stupid. I’m noticing that this is getting worse, and I’m not sure what the deal is here. It’s hard to describe “not being able to think.” People will be talking to me and I flat out won’t even hear it. When I try to engage in conversation, it’s incredibly aggravating even if it’s just a family member asking me about work or something harmless. Obviously I’ll mention this to the doctor at the next appointment, but nothing beats input in general from people. This is just so frustrating and it’s almost more of a hindrance to take it.",2.971168831168832,5.1052089740259765,4.535497835497836,82.13753246753248,76.14285714285714,7.5168831168831165,26.15151515151515,8.418075326091056,1.931559307359308,927,35,177,18,21,310,134,231,0.16699999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9812,0,0,2,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,7,14,10,4,1,13,0,10,3,2,3,2,32,28,14,1,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,20,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,11,4,29,24,3,21,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,5,9,110,31,5,0.12558986743825484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576011082064714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607590483568118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180160861817147,0.1174095726688624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774082829815798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107403179681384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401998271239938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199014941433945,0.12947763869626727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854655102139798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488527689301536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839494980881925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561552220586715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250385286071957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154890819645466,0.0,0.0,0.13269259031071468,0.0,0.0,0.12368072127439322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389465806335145,0.0,0.0,0.10237250421849327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677201415984396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356624880656584,0.0,0.0,0.12050686498446125,0.14298489648248985,0.13178543938678716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413640168529296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045608499329528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933704314394924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377035110427186,0.0,0.0,0.11836696376552512,0.0,0.3777118018468688,0.10094437818724274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609458319156964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053455211032506,0.13660571173453107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846932195367666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968739104533912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657236770526063,0.0,0.12798680436212734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cookiesandsheep,2019/08/03,"study/homework tips in general (esp. for high school/college students) I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD but...... anyways, i always take much longer than i anticipate on a piece of homework, lose interest, and end up procrastinating. i can't seem to keep myself focused enough to finish the whole assignment. also i'm really bad at studying. it's really hard for me to focus on the textbook and everything seems to go in through one ear and out the other. tips in general to actually finishing hw, stopping procrastination, effective studying for tests and such??? &#x200B; sidenote: i always feel the need to go back and obsessively check my answers right after i do the problem. takes up a lot of time and i've not finished a lot of tests because of that. anyone else? or just me",3.0620124320124305,6.091336790209796,4.5069347319347335,76.90006021756025,83.19580419580419,7.373581973581975,28.923465423465423,8.344100000000001,2.871562859362859,623,30,102,15,18,206,100,143,0.105,0.8340000000000001,0.061,-0.6305,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,8,0,4,2,1,1,0,25,14,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,1,3,10,1,26,13,6,21,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,5,8,72,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.15499492718188085,0.0,0.19088249746388145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701609586201565,0.264318155689008,0.17209197070757304,0.19299553433063346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105745607353162,0.16273985128759907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213027586175565,0.13261620919323655,0.09682114305017052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161208855664984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268187780407426,0.0,0.14067601773663524,0.16411359242302107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427459403380357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803090952724463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805332174012474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228026108920824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781235410119516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117518199878373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768986620998092,0.0,0.2700627519039809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675814343058367,0.11777024911316356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076271509855176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197862292094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035008133140724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563974098698633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074418926267284,0.0,0.28918528328553805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278878519469475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388404148690773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261490608274443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732774676804428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299553433063346,0.0 adhd,disappointmentpanda1,2019/08/03,"The midday zone-out OK, guys. I need your help. First, the backstory: I'm in my mid-40s. I was diagnosed with ADHD about three years ago. I take medication — and it helps. I've also been diagnosed with PTSD, which started to come on about six years ago (I had no idea what was happening for years). I grew up with an alcoholic father (now many decades sober and awesome) and a borderline mother (still borderlining!). Long before the PTSD surfaced I was diagnosed with anxiety/panic disorder. There's more to the story behind the PTSD, of course, but we'll leave all that be for tonight. Despite all this I've accomplished a lot in my career, earned some accolades, made some dough, etc. Of course, under the surface has been — and remains — a ton of shame, all from endless talking-tos from bosses, performance reviews that point to my talents but plead with me to correct my poor work habits, authority figures exasperated with my inability to grasp the concept of time and my constant marching, despite my best efforts at the time, to the beat of my own punk band playing nonstop in my head, etc. You know the drill. In time, the PTSD totally derailed me. Job. Family life. Ability to enjoy anything. Basic... functioning as a human being. Full stop. I was in the blackest, darkest, loneliest place. It's indescribable. I never thought that could happen to a guy like me. Years ago, I wasn't sure if I believed ADHD existed and I *thought* I would never be able to identify with anyone experiencing ""flashbacks"" or ""triggers."" But it's real. It happened to me. I'm told I'm a textbook case. (Of course, we all know that trauma, anxiety disorders and all the rest run with ADHD like a pack of wild dogs. I'm one of those cases.) I spent a number of months in treatment for the PTSD. It's been a long, strange trip, as they say, with a fair number of dead ends and wrong turns. But it's getting better all the time. I was able to get a long run of TMS treatments, which were a miracle. I read. I pray. I try to get to the cushion and mediate (that part of the routine is a work in progress.) I'm getting back to my old self. It's amazing. I recently took a job as a delivery driver — a wide departure from my career path — and it's been awesome, because it's starting to show me just where my cognitive deficits surface and how they affect my day. It's like a lab where I can experiment with my ADHD, anxiety and assorted cognitive glitches. The driving gig lets me put all that under a microscope and see it do its thing. The gig is intense. 10 hours. House to house to apartment complex to office building. No time for lunch breaks. Where's the next address? Where's the package? How many packages are there? Go. Go. Go. I pee in a water jug in the back of the delivery van if necessary. The job forces me to focus just on what I'm doing no matter how boring — follow the GPS directions, find the private road in the countryside, turn the hulking beast of a delivery van around without rolling it into a ditch or hitting a mailbox. It's a challenge. Directions have always been hard for me. It's like my brain takes an extra beat to process what Google Maps (or any human being, come to think of it) is telling me. I often miss turns. (Again, more shame, the kind that comes in little doses and poisons your whole view of yourself.) That's my backstory. (Maybe unnecessary, for our purposes here. But what the hell — it's the ADHD sub and maybe one of you will spot something that speaks to the question at hand.) *So here's where I need your help tonight. No matter what job I'm working, white collar or blue, I've always run into the same problem: Start the day in a bit of a fog (mornings aren't my thing), sprint from late morning into mid-afternoon (killing it!) and then, sometime around mid-to-late afternoon, my brain goes... I don't know how to say it... soft, foggy. It's like I run out of stamina. I have a lot more trouble focus on what I'm doing, the words in front of me, what I need to do next, even if I've taken my meds. The little ADHD demon on my shoulder whispers, ""You've got a bunch of more hours! You're good!"" Somewhere in that haze I lose my sense of time.* And then suddenly I come to — maybe it's a jolt from the boss; maybe a glance at the clock. And now, panic. I'm racing to get the job done. I'm late. The boss is pissed. Some days I scrape by. Other days I get the same feedback I've gotten in every job I've ever worked. And then the shame and the feeling of defeat. I had been determined that this day was going to be different — I was going to get it done and feel great about myself at day's end. But again, not to be. The delivery driving job has brought this into stark relief (again, it's my ADHD lab) and I'm determined to stop this cycle. I don't expect to make it all go away forever, but just to work with it — win little victories and enjoy those victories. Little by little, I just want to have a workday like other folks, come home and know it's time to relax with the family, be of service to my wife and kids, and leave the stress of the workday behind. You know, normal. But I just haven't gotten there yet. And I'm so tired of getting chewed out by bosses, talked to like I'm... a kid (ugh!) and feeling less-than and not good enough all the time. It's a familiar tale, I know from reading this sub for several years. ***My questions are these: Why do I go into that midday fog? How can I avoid it? How do you guys handle it and work with it? How did you find success in overcoming it, finding a workday rhythm. What did that look like at first and what does it look like now?*** I'm grateful to all of you. I haven't chimed in much on this sub, but you've all been telling my story in your own way and it's been a great experience. Any suggestions are much, much appreciated. Thanks much.",1.925315439422892,4.199140240901215,3.2776372039283643,89.13108244826618,80.29982668977469,6.163670029181295,23.728065887511296,7.354248639473058,1.0471073130989947,4514,160,917,64,117,1469,453,1154,0.114,0.757,0.128,0.9309,8,1,2,0,0,0,216.0,3,10,2,22,43,48,4,6,84,1,60,20,7,15,17,161,138,64,2,12,24,3,6,9,0,3,10,4,3,8,70,60,4,3,21,6,2,25,15,19,0,6,34,18,90,29,143,91,41,155,3,3,7,0,40,61,2,15,76,589,160,29,0.08147276992112965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427005291028119,0.0,0.10833104212415788,0.043534806797089744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032576872335313166,0.06779187122189981,0.0,0.0,0.05540427736669345,0.0,0.06232644598888646,0.0,0.0,0.028483827532554712,0.0,0.033522573857599235,0.0725280384600989,0.0,0.0,0.03827317463024288,0.06264753105538974,0.0,0.02483252217050506,0.0,0.03466366322491655,0.045895956041132766,0.042750322780883115,0.03602802209040934,0.044473581745733015,0.0,0.0,0.09095055589473454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754539429874703,0.0,0.04402156027648318,0.0,0.032524688641198236,0.0,0.0,0.15762958957512002,0.0,0.0,0.12403971972241908,0.0,0.042560851986222434,0.09337485279937922,0.0,0.035648684996644205,0.08337493037085174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216069175083355,0.042091575186363424,0.0908636748161651,0.026905998072456413,0.03684839239888354,0.034322161275152537,0.0,0.0,0.07969600238170893,0.0768052765908044,0.0,0.06179262068243203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116969535563538,0.06930069647452908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026463847687848,0.0,0.1620599844041416,0.06833549396045623,0.032580608392550905,0.08982401646218996,0.0,0.1210062770288376,0.10806915205995046,0.0,0.0364917994832203,0.0,0.041807283416885166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819142204587751,0.0,0.04086191555725548,0.0,0.08023426693257782,0.0940086377455045,0.0,0.04598642017065841,0.0,0.0,0.28297203442231394,0.0,0.04506877436130575,0.04242067625261814,0.13432591095494048,0.0,0.09190483317510544,0.08626789960717363,0.0,0.04165571359669976,0.028773313415674975,0.17911566015703073,0.2041427978140204,0.0,0.10815125637246924,0.06841660729231018,0.04557359480714845,0.0,0.06926523549312097,0.0,0.03854575241426851,0.02719185328439033,0.08260060104313748,0.16370069614068905,0.0,0.04524894033057025,0.0410376221627112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032515393827740456,0.0,0.11978372053817113,0.09061653983819767,0.06283682280012202,0.0,0.08664721509954411,0.0,0.03991300810787033,0.0,0.0,0.04274598341858033,0.0,0.05520805743041584,0.0,0.0,0.04779537060676,0.0,0.0441135351805568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042560851986222434,0.0,0.03850905095097986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038979218838301286,0.23809327034906966,0.04095131835039165,0.09126814823099633,0.0,0.08149481760974032,0.0463669244147656,0.0,0.0,0.040222265674458135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479041671882169,0.0,0.0,0.03246162465602977,0.0,0.042496933789310715,0.04602051985445645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03136085934234476,0.04028932635266492,0.0,0.08650026883233153,0.0,0.03253212965084072,0.06811488376320886,0.04666339133844909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383935607300189,0.0,0.06125738356936845,0.032742363164465035,0.07121079196876375,0.03750459016576213,0.0,0.0,0.05412688813189717,0.026102230619598123,0.0,0.06468027872066524,0.19002970931068294,0.04682048194785829,0.0,0.03892536154924535,0.04525962257717581,0.027657331381686176,0.13292846726904226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02402737529308176,0.032334646259052746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03675825128755264,0.045480719028295036,0.0,0.03926842142069719,0.0,0.17793944051576685,0.0,0.0,0.028937959092002342,0.04453884204953217,0.0,0.13116448159879854 adhd,j_f44541,2019/08/03,"Assessment and medication I used to be on some kind of medication when I was in third grade, I believe Ritalin, and I want to go talk to my doctor and see if I can get tested and maybe get ADHD medication if he approves it. The reason is because my therapist had me take assessments for it a while back after noticing my behavior in sessions and my results were moderate. She also told me that the symptoms of anxiety and ADHD are extremely similar so it can be hard for them to tell and I already take Zoloft for anxiety after being on Prozac for a year. Wanted to know what to expect going in and also what types of medication are available, I know Adderall is the most addicted and abused but I don’t know if Ritalin is the same way.",12.104896551724137,6.9416531448275895,12.321379310344827,58.376551724137954,58.93103448275862,16.013793103448275,46.93103448275862,13.348371206891418,6.044144827586208,586,26,106,16,5,204,87,145,0.045,0.9329999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.2919,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,14,11,0,3,0,25,28,18,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,16,1,20,21,3,14,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,5,6,85,22,5,0.0,0.15949489715808726,0.0,0.14674850356644106,0.3235583563799952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854926249871395,0.21530061559831606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595780422598164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035094150775722,0.0,0.08205909479488364,0.0,0.0,0.15166323346544416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377825451369455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406599177991049,0.0,0.15300782384564302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058718854527685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017916786605095,0.2219400547551464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523727926590265,0.0,0.0,0.5424354568713623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325827723079646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840502132716925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726947172563027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991489173423222,0.20242508637225215,0.10819717241257967,0.11765806728090145,0.0,0.0,0.1562965624233637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862889687011111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162627789645522,0.0,0.0,0.15879697223740688,0.10684987148354064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668663259684242 adhd,RusticGroundSloth,2019/08/03,"I will pay attention to what my wife is saying...I will pay attention to what my wife is saying...I will...crap I was so worried about paying attention and remembering what she was saying that I wasn't listening because I was trying to focus on paying attention. I hate my brain sometimes.",3.5950909090909065,5.884098327272731,5.434545454545457,75.69181818181819,74.81818181818181,8.763636363636364,27.363636363636363,9.3871,2.8787454545454536,228,9,39,6,5,78,29,55,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.8109,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,6,10,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,28,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075565730070235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225780040233199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37373180273348655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428814233439148,0.0,0.0,0.30103174969669283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743876647275983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570051337654572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38442772188998586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,esurks,2019/08/03,"Want to create a YouTube place for members here to vent, listen, and relax to Hello, I'm a music producer and I have an idea to create a place where everyone here can go to when they need a source of audio help, or something to distract them from their suffering in life, whatever it may be. (as well as this, I love meeting new people, and am in need of new friends) I think music is powerful in doing so, and the channel I have can help all of us. I'm just starting up this new idea, but I will be posting daily a new video of melancholic music that we can relate to and listen to together. If you are interested in this idea, check out/subscribe to the channel : [https://youtube.com/nkmusic](https://youtube.com/nkmusic) , and leave a comment on the new video that I can reply to so I know you made it. Think of it as the lofi hip hop radio, but for us. The most recent video is the start of this. Thank you. Also let me know any feedback or ideas you have.",5.9603743315508035,6.0410578716577525,6.184385026737968,81.00245989304814,66.54010695187165,8.511229946524066,28.764705882352942,8.00094639256281,1.7155818181818183,750,22,149,8,11,240,104,187,0.034,0.84,0.126,0.9314,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,4,3,2,9,9,0,1,13,0,17,3,1,2,1,29,34,18,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,8,7,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,18,6,28,28,2,20,0,2,0,1,19,9,0,5,9,107,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234505321496243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852673653108481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034099733939848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921544488523646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562691702513651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480047663810476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214273947621129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692371925297904,0.0,0.0,0.12227100407260295,0.0,0.11808067543134493,0.08156317559255202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422039961471694,0.10926492639527896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124601173868714,0.0,0.5576307873374431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005559771913423,0.0,0.2412929087290827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059281531273717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401730730632115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889804383389216,0.0,0.0,0.1634671339063531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063135631626733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798301388701066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778036239963333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810995319677546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382559778224283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hotcheetossoteehctoh,2019/08/03,"WILL THIS BE FOREVER? I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD and started medication about 6 months ago. I am 28 now. I plan to continue my masters degree and eventually a phd. Will I have to be on medication forever? I noticed that after 6 months of taking this dose, I am needing to titrate up. what will happen in 20 years? 40? does anyone have experience with navigating academia with ADHD?",2.755966514459665,5.6817712328767165,5.1925114155251135,72.28167427701675,83.24657534246576,8.723896499238965,30.02891933028919,9.150863307647796,3.6452873668188737,312,16,52,10,9,109,52,73,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,0,6,14,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,12,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184171862016097,0.0,0.19118962712782894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508103012305862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891331697510952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887453122890048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097898644980767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072742661039171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345550929257697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443116155782223,0.0,0.0,0.1599259281879981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455560898905841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129605649243884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266126698528693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621664865463648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388925344254416 adhd,kmart1920,2019/08/03,"off my meds today and went on YouTube Turns out in 2 hours you can get from the Game Grumps playing Sonic to Claire and Brad making donuts on Bon Appétit. Still not sure what videos occurred in between that time. And remember y'all, brush your teeth, pay your bills, and forgive yourself today! You did your best, and that's enough.",6.182142857142857,6.9600141587301625,4.6001190476190486,90.13446428571429,66.14285714285714,6.934920634920636,28.448412698412696,5.985473137389443,1.0134793650793648,264,8,52,1,4,75,52,63,0.05,0.8240000000000001,0.126,0.721,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,11,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,9,4,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817160038720493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773749901014725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025120289230505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643638174348095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791888282204744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981813895232939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040953561950672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143801722774484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530058207681286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565321816351057,0.0,0.5089081087195698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919905953444397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885079643194985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PortApottyKween13,2019/08/03,"Had a Moment Tonight My husband and I were bamboozled with some awful news tonight and decided to eat our feelings instead of dieting and treated ourselves to the best pizza place in the area (I know, we're so high maintenance). We placed our dinner for order and to go, and wandered over to the dessert area. Anyway, we were looking at the dessert case and there was a Mom with two kids there before us, blocking off the case, taking their time looking at everything. They gave no indication whatsoever that they were ready to order and the Mom actually commented to her kids about letting us look as well and making room and whatever. It was the first time were had been able to eat at this place in two years, so I was kind of excited. I walked up to cashier thinking it was okay to order and the cashier gave me a shitty look, but didn't say anything. I guess someone else commented or something because my husband stopped the interaction to ask the lady if she was ready to order so I looked over and apologized, to which she replied it was okay in a bitchy tone. The lady never directly said anything to me to stop me, the cashier never said anything nor gave any indication that she was intending to serve the family first. The family gave no indication they were ready to order as one of the kids was still running around the case looking at everything..... I know I'm not always socially aware, but am I total asshole in this? I'm not really sure what the social expectation of me was here. I'm also irritated that if I did completely screw up, the cashier made NO indication of this and she should have said something.",7.980813106796115,7.328291197411004,7.827959142394826,73.33766686893206,62.592233009708735,11.220145631067963,37.43547734627832,10.550175099000144,3.876736084142396,1296,56,238,27,16,416,151,309,0.106,0.83,0.064,-0.9307,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,6,0,4,3,13,9,1,0,22,3,23,8,0,3,4,44,49,24,0,4,7,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,11,17,7,3,5,0,0,3,9,1,1,5,27,11,30,8,41,20,3,42,0,0,6,1,37,21,1,5,13,171,41,0,0.09349045953162208,0.0,0.09123320234194268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476428671026547,0.07779155169487187,0.0,0.0,0.06357671840596481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308040468733512,0.08322633011159307,0.0874009593777134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056990916383404124,0.0,0.07955349516369807,0.0,0.09811246937544944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980229680884782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132816003931666,0.07809928250492516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680463934547829,0.0,0.17626896961718222,0.0,0.04727158541318999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590458742359487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531327826403062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299028138168737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987778034775698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735592690266172,0.10275982314367683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560032904351022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710506389959192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846293331356342,0.06240560770267354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189897925480117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421121178959573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335155493073721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930328953416868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989238233599128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667925083431548,0.07434736585182672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060349992260012,0.07921416297313504,0.14394704655607826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466160174850321,0.15632442078819955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811365169441235,0.0,0.07029319053653314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990491148856154,0.0,0.0,0.10903007756649737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265318853462115,0.0,0.22491502327974586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405915087174994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060204790733245465 adhd,scouseketo,2019/08/03,"Can't keep losing shit!!! 44 it's getting worse. Just lost another wallet. Family holiday tommorow thankfully I didn't lose my passport this year. It's not the £200 it's the fact that I now have to transfer the holiday money into my son's and my wife's account, I've had to book the hire car in my wife's name and me as named driver. Bit worse than that I've got a week of work replacing my trade cards driving license etc.. But the UK government DVLA/passport office gave me a warning last year after losi g the third passport in as many years and 2/3 driving licenses that I will need a formal interview if I lose anymore and it's not an automatic right I will get another.. I've lost 48 hours of my life replaying CCTV at home, CCTV at work, revisiting every shop I entered....... It's now 3 am and I'm hyperfocussed on losing my wallet.. Ps tiles/beepers/keyfinders don't work ... I delay and procrasto over new battery's etc etc etc etc... I can handle the lack of concentration, the lack of working memory is fucking killing me. Vyvanse doenst help with memory.",2.0504459691252137,4.426340716981134,3.9757289879931403,83.72201543739281,80.50943396226415,7.250771869639795,26.14579759862779,8.296473431620573,2.0216245283018863,840,35,162,18,22,284,130,212,0.107,0.7709999999999999,0.122,0.2624,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,10,3,10,3,0,12,0,10,3,1,0,1,21,21,10,1,4,5,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,8,0,2,0,4,4,4,5,9,0,1,6,0,18,1,18,13,8,23,0,6,0,1,8,8,2,1,11,88,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584914316115125,0.0,0.0,0.10207274670835843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236612547835108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739361821693667,0.0,0.0,0.08671773509454335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702739253320672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515138860320324,0.10754686816659767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231755993319881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898764924576184,0.0,0.10324095677841112,0.0,0.10135920418276806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914833967296506,0.11386992808430267,0.0,0.0,0.08389662876207582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269811917057611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605815921800269,0.2247069576872085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104348572085617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631668874110001,0.0,0.09940444112561364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789635728697999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564979497794272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475840081138716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255925888196862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997189899516109,0.0,0.2097762772139768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883864558375766 adhd,colderlawl,2019/08/03,"How did your teachers handle your ADHD? I always felt that my school life was happy. Living in a small town made it nice and cozy to attend school. However as soon as my symptoms became impossible to ignore my teachers' attitude towards me changed. Now I am not at all defending myself. Throughout elementary school and junior high I had a chronic need to interrupt the class to say something irrelevant. I must've been annoying as all hell to deal with. However despite my admitted flaws I feel like the school system did not exert even the tiniest bit of effort to help me. Whether my teacher claimed happily that let's all pretend to be me to the whole class and immediately started screaming , or the time that for 2 years I was isolated in the back of the class with no one allowed to sit next to me, or when I blurted out that the best thing about basketball is injuries and my teacher straightened my arm out and pressed his knee on my elbow and asked if it would be fun to be injured. After reminiscing about the aforementioned good old times I was wondering how did your teachers handle you? Were you able to attend school normally or did you feel personally focused on by your teachers for being and acting different?",8.459342105263158,8.095536249999999,8.174385964912283,70.29736842105265,61.5,11.108771929824565,39.175438596491226,10.504223727775694,4.220791228070175,987,46,167,20,12,316,140,228,0.099,0.785,0.11599999999999999,0.7989,4,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,0,2,9,10,2,0,11,0,18,7,3,4,3,34,27,18,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,7,11,0,1,5,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,12,6,29,6,33,9,6,28,1,0,0,0,14,12,1,5,12,126,36,9,0.13081127421844416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720973112741835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884545922243796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229088317023484,0.0,0.0,0.10058579537590684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727836187797954,0.0,0.14281203162355444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383809831671363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348606798154401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666993979779893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639961291077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228422136771825,0.09345160043898497,0.1255993371968635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971829051556237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925103383129406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768003972530494,0.1382092932491096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376339062334194,0.09239587152946302,0.06390778105044839,0.0,0.11550875170852748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237767905497823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969949023293392,0.0,0.0,0.1391192741528656,0.0,0.12816727487075522,0.0,0.0,0.13726442746743545,0.0,0.08864110483280357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421935902148693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402637563860474,0.0,0.6619399659484575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100704909753991,0.0,0.0,0.0925888931737482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596300065529973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869051980541093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525542119063522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604611612497445,0.0,0.0,0.141859246854535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292457604597304,0.0,0.0,0.08423817178058507 adhd,_jellly,2019/08/03,"..accidentally packed my meds while packing up apartment... Well y’all I’ve done it again. Im about 50% through packing up my apartment to move out tomorrow. I couldn’t get myself in order to pack properly for more than 10 minutes at a time until now because every time I find something cool i get distracted or I get bored packing clothes so I decide to take trash to the dumpster and end up checking the mail or whatever. Tomorrow I have to put everything in a truck and there’s no way around it: it’s gonna be an all nighter. Decided to just give in and take my meds since I won’t be sleeping anyway and at least I could have a chance of getting everything done if I work productively...but I must have packed them at some point and no clue which box they’re in. Classic. The only silver lining is that some of my stuff is already boxed up since I never unpacked fully from the last time I moved. Any moving tips greatly appreciated.",3.197177419354841,5.141845532258067,4.232997311827958,85.41949596774195,74.86021505376344,7.015591397849463,27.75403225806452,7.865858978985527,1.7206354838709674,743,30,147,11,16,241,120,186,0.061,0.8809999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.1263,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,1,8,1,13,1,1,0,3,21,21,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,4,5,2,1,0,2,1,19,3,27,12,5,34,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,5,12,97,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204518990936375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369606985928333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265464836473836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399025644429962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110007228463885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819963970953756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220334157709784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608676345597485,0.0,0.2476580580991849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592969425108774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879403580288465,0.13217246397132934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190446877919536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882754450055366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231022220816364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30608812718278233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439319437629826,0.0,0.0,0.1062655018465231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047889556885159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024794833933762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385083523278535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279483790428708,0.0,0.13788089397509495,0.0,0.0,0.10607084533707573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772672753031666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718891620316796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410243093832405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093644541092669,0.0,0.0,0.1238820164026048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030649281788527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,paralysinglover,2019/08/03,"Exercise and medication? I’ve googled this for ages and looked at previous posts, but all I can find is stuff about exercising ON medication. My question is; does doing exercise BEFORE you take your medication increase its effectiveness or make it worse? Is there no difference? Or would it work better if I take it and then exercise? Just looking for some answers or other people’s experiences since I exercise in the morning and want to know if others have found it’s more effective taking it before or after. Thank you :-)",4.465,7.5109425212766014,5.650468085106382,71.29400000000003,75.91489361702128,9.291914893617022,29.612765957446808,9.642632912329526,3.663594893617022,423,19,67,13,10,140,68,94,0.064,0.75,0.185,0.9193,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,3,1,24,17,12,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,8,15,4,8,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,8,3,51,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908564290387769,0.0,0.0,0.15115225679630775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785601444549921,0.0,0.0,0.1495607828690056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671786281718464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620476902625166,0.0,0.0,0.18738934521504508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392533648812196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28703559048089594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408092234693623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165087210074065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184845354009893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368047599855945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914535655623372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137501131109328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956462071131156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854995876006707,0.0,0.0,0.15734706250456693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080464565408206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442142923979822,0.0,0.174167571002298,0.12140654884853523,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KameMaster,2019/08/03,"Is it possible to have an good career with Mild ADHD? I have Mild ADHD and I usually get my tasks done. I'm more of an inattentive/forgetful type, I want to become an Software Developer but I'm worried that my ADHD will fuck things up for me.",1.5622000000000007,3.701498820000001,4.3580000000000005,81.62900000000002,80.8,8.0,24.0,8.841846274778883,2.0626000000000007,191,7,38,5,5,68,37,50,0.149,0.79,0.061,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,6,8,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,26,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7793484849771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387322100539945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120716731795315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983683268257213,0.11293490202737573,0.0,0.0,0.1813051114888888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436884040631385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360738349208402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807017271654185,0.0,0.12749702105960975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195214074858668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Taimaya,2019/08/03,"Not gonna lie, I feel a bit jealous reading how medication helped so many people while there is no way for me to get it. It's always a bit disheartening for me to read happy posts from medication using people when most of ADHD meds are illegal in my country except for one. Not only that, but I can't get that one too because my psychiatrist told me that only children have ADHD and it eventually goes away when you get older and I'm just depressed. Maybe she's right. I'm not a specialist, so I have no way of knowing for certain. I've been having appointments for more than half a year and taking antidepressants. I guess they help a little, but not with the issues that concern me the most. I wouldn't even call myself a hyperactive or very distractible person. But even since middle school I've had a many problems that sound like ADHD symptoms like enormous procrastination problems and inability to start and finish even simple things. It was (and still is) very difficult to study and do homework even when I understand it. I was constantly overdue with homework, late for everything, forgot important events all the time and so on and so on. I feel like my every accomplishment was just luck or people feeling sorry for me. I even have difficulty with things I genuinely enjoy, like drawing and I don’t even know why. God, it's like there are only three modes of my life: wasting time, wasting time while being stressed about important thing I have to do and crying at 3 AM in front of my computer while studying for an important test that is in 5 hours and there is no way I can finish it (which is what happening right now and I felt so tired and frustrated I just wanted to share it with someone and vent). And it's not like I don't try. I keep trying to do things like scheduling, exercise and meditation, but the drive and motivation just slowly wilt away like it always does and I just slide back into the pit of exhaustion, self-loathing and frustration again and again. So when I keep reading how people say that ""they've never felt better"" and it ""totally changed their life"" I can't help but feel jealous and sad. It's all so tiresome.",5.810835799479867,6.723959820823247,6.232698412698416,77.62160792754015,67.01452784503631,9.217792126266703,30.06627208322124,9.348350401419415,2.587577060353333,1718,61,317,32,27,555,203,413,0.179,0.6859999999999999,0.135,-0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,2,3,34,27,4,2,13,0,28,8,0,4,5,75,53,46,0,4,18,0,6,8,0,2,8,2,2,2,25,28,0,3,10,4,0,3,14,13,0,4,9,8,35,14,37,41,8,47,0,3,0,0,13,14,0,6,34,223,60,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753319164609774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270855549499433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434970756791628,0.058720876905416226,0.0,0.04655211316583225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753967840954628,0.16674417492527674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797840575785077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078529029114043,0.0,0.0,0.08252470859208219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388466040535393,0.0,0.0,0.06577407701634297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682855679267212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026348411591525,0.0,0.06434179842088711,0.0,0.06863299646375816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544521361178844,0.054556012660473566,0.14664701295796448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969452796758474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412595441713866,0.0,0.06753035880242776,0.08129321626379442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355991769603936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520530231237059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970644904025519,0.0,0.13575553523901035,0.0,0.0,0.08393770831308077,0.0,0.08614437480571524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078793795560089,0.29846925644616856,0.07653897224435344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484663623468298,0.07672008988597917,0.0,0.08482560798454149,0.15386177995598604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588983041248833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349539686383827,0.17423975816681475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177076908011594,0.06668000085151991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731376887462669,0.0,0.0,0.1461442373043846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916053063894215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043259712268482,0.0,0.06072944967987263,0.0,0.07728664890300242,0.0,0.0,0.07966657826286504,0.0,0.0,0.0631708914010105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470481461034891,0.0,0.0,0.08548568382700147,0.05405237368304086,0.0,0.06098612821657906,0.0,0.08747719862580586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793736987944845,0.05741786179800749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029371808734942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335891971417678,0.08777168743271377,0.0,0.07297115546376859,0.0,0.10369524380205092,0.0,0.0,0.07949988426070698,0.0,0.06595585848053286,0.0,0.12602018875345442,0.04504275023058259,0.1818477520921867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890859744197489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917731472300788 adhd,SlyDysgraphic,2019/08/03,"How do you get over the hump once you've hit the wall of feeling overwhelmed. What is the first action you take once you figured out how to stop being overwhelmed? Title says it all. There's 10 things on my to do list that are processes and not just one action. I just hit a wall where I feel really overwhelmed and I went and laid down to try and clear my mind. What do you do to help yourself not feel so overwhelmed with everything you need to do? what's usually the first action you take once you feel overwhelmed and and what is your first starting action usually once you're done being overwhelmed?",3.637058823529412,5.578147537815127,3.528310924369752,90.96154201680677,73.62184873949579,6.440672268907564,23.664705882352944,7.1686216300943375,0.7881253781512609,483,14,97,5,10,146,64,119,0.019,0.858,0.12300000000000001,0.7461,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,8,0,3,7,6,0,6,5,0,11,1,0,2,2,24,23,9,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,5,2,6,0,4,2,5,13,0,11,17,1,19,0,6,0,1,10,7,0,0,7,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534543016396265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134768368470264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032836021132484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826506337097865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834441682642555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051054466807527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141009901114072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118848136578828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6387815366039639,0.10161224555369074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606393193306667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924889299821305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613772658250582,0.0,0.0,0.12536768393874184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254924585626886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962231789893386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180845617536248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303047775385277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900822325369386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skettiandskydivin,2019/08/03,"Tips for taking meds before waking up This past week, maybe two, I have no idea, I've been taking my meds an hour before I have to be out of bed and the difference is mind blowing. I haven't gotten out of bed so efficiently in literally *years*. Now I just want to tweak it and make it perfect. How long before actually getting up do you take them? Do you try to go back to sleep afterwards? If you try to go back to sleep, how successful are you? If you don't try to sleep, what do you do? Any other handy tips you've found that make the process easier?",0.5634247491638789,2.788947643478263,2.533043478260872,92.65789297658866,85.6086956521739,5.973244147157192,17.54180602006689,7.321109707123232,0.1515551839464888,429,10,97,7,13,143,70,115,0.018000000000000002,0.847,0.135,0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,6,1,2,7,2,0,0,3,0,12,4,4,4,1,16,23,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,12,2,15,19,0,16,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,9,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.14166678144337672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987218341580044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232563789371456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37059164831807545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167368192886446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917343721778288,0.0,0.0,0.07584629834370732,0.0,0.16500901234554693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429650267159459,0.0,0.0,0.16388134495685014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847251635967474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938066703856426,0.0,0.1458446327978473,0.0,0.3225063908748235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658218169256612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858295455909847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43583006530614027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274534863976353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29568646447761554,0.0,0.14181180028673687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562611667097404,0.0,0.11644809908359527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348590986299148 adhd,LumpySpaceBiscuits,2019/08/03,"My experience of my first day on medication. Yesterday I was diagnosed with ADHD by the psychiatrist unsurprisingly. I was given a prescription for 36mg of concerta and 10mg of lexapro. The psychiatrist warned me not to take it after 12:00pm, so I held off taking it until today. At 8:30AM I took my medication. I had read somewhere that it takes around 30 minutes for some people to feel the effects, so I took it expecting for me to start feeling something around 9:00AM. I felt it immediately. At first I thought it was a placebo effect, but the feeling of my eyes getting big got a bit more intense. It was like the feeling of you opening your eyes real wide, except they looked normal in the mirror. No dry eyes that you get from that though. Just a bit of an uncomfortable sensation. I didn't get any feelings of euphoria or being high. I honestly just felt intensely focused and more alert. Appetite was non existent. No other symptoms or sensations. I cleaned my room. As cliche as it sounds, I decided today was a good day to sort of test how the medication is working for me. For a bit of background, it used to take me the entire day to clean my room. I'd constantly stop, get bored, then game or browse the internet with an unfinished room piled up behind me. I'd only stop to clean for a few minutes when I got bored of my current activity, then go back and do something else. Today I was finished cleaning my room around 9:30, so an all day adventure turned into a short 1 hour one. Not once did I feel bored, stressed, or burned out during the activity. Nor did I take any breaks from cleaning. Afterwards, I took a shower and brushed my teeth. It may not sound like such a big deal to you, but usually I only brush my teeth at night because I don't want to go to bed with a nasty feeling mouth. I also don't shower often as disgusting as that is. On average, I'd probably shower at most twice a week. These are things that I'd remember in passing, then go do something else because I didn't feel like it. Or you know, ""I'll do it later"" and forget about it. Last thing I did today was spend an hour or so studying C#. Practically blew through the interactive tutorial for Microsoft. I was going to start the Razor Pages .NET project, but around 1:30 I started to feel it wind down. I had no bad effects from it wearing off. No nausea, pounding headache, anxiety, etc. I felt sleepy and a bit hungry and that's about it. I was daydreaming more, bouncing my leg, losing focus, and switching tabs and activities at the drop of a hat. Basically going back to the way I usually was without my medication. I was kind of disappointed, as it was supposed to last for 12 hours. At least that was what I was told. Perhaps my dosage needs to be higher? I'm writing everything down to give to the psychiatrist and her nurse. I'll see what they say about it later this month anyway. All in all, a very positive experience. I did more in one day than what I usually do in an entire week.",3.906035410129984,5.59224603264605,5.1993306439563725,80.3208785298073,72.35051546391753,8.42856715971911,29.318840579710148,9.02518940039,2.4860276707007327,2349,97,453,49,46,782,272,582,0.106,0.804,0.091,-0.7914,4,0,3,0,0,0,79.0,0,5,2,7,22,15,1,1,35,0,35,14,8,5,3,75,82,37,0,4,16,0,12,3,0,1,6,3,13,0,33,20,0,3,19,2,1,9,13,8,0,5,35,22,58,7,83,44,17,89,0,2,5,0,15,34,0,11,46,306,91,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779109268140214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051763367603158784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803521549276294,0.0,0.04951713445529171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304883954299381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995444604402742,0.05404560374823955,0.07891580016612337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28266708195163864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699485261691653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872267668728872,0.06673225357848164,0.0,0.06569807708258045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814473186942904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218940100926388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817381280246079,0.12663381018670644,0.0,0.0,0.29455812454531,0.04624206185482471,0.18644856671152685,0.0,0.0,0.11011607835898443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527190364656086,0.062093486767377776,0.18393352498949675,0.05429120478186825,0.10353860810204507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838922669397945,0.0,0.0,0.19123363705018492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740478448136912,0.03557309735887159,0.10552475284165996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486924409397073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054355647727327455,0.0724146479354509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608286639310408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166568067500851,0.0,0.0,0.04799537142271227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074332361489983,0.06342019852519667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893375269336012,0.08772342973911353,0.09845790019960017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487460009124463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978828367502149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474602838272768,0.07367521744890418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733247859452809,0.0,0.0,0.05147471069748369,0.0,0.0,0.051580243578029726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949351249374404,0.0,0.0,0.13744552169566004,0.0,0.0,0.10823186864564036,0.07414629171886017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727770799789452,0.2433389270362589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600549428894431,0.0,0.06359543432478265,0.05138720822599155,0.0,0.0,0.2454202432064992,0.0618508670267679,0.21574727526893386,0.0,0.07040603371770092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590465172969975,0.2138679333406542,0.05340780125886989,0.03817855339312731,0.051378479904318895,0.10384261581018976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062395975656383176,0.0,0.04712312759653541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Star0net,2019/08/03,"I forgot to refill my meds.. Which lead me to just find out that I have left.my hair straightener on for 9 HOURS. I am so damn lucky this didn't turn out super bad.",1.4939047619047583,2.998602771428573,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,78.42857142857143,5.80952380952381,17.38095238095238,6.42735559955562,-0.4331904761904761,127,2,30,1,3,41,31,35,0.259,0.6629999999999999,0.078,-0.794,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,2,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380709595693224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700672935277875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987406603298017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399203140576531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449747795709204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404102041174541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,myamygdalahurts,2019/01/01,"How do you save any money in this life? I’m going to try not to ramble, but I’m working in a shitty job and I always have done, and I’m sick of (in the words of Jim Carrey) ekeing out an existence and FOR WHAT?! I never save any money. And I blame my brain overall. How do you save money with an impulsive and inattentive nature and ever be able to afford to travel/fix your car/see doctors without stressing/be an adult...? Anyone got any adhd-proof ways of keeping some savings in the bank and being able to actually live? 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Looking for help on my new meds and tips from more ‘experienced’ people? 23 year old male, recently diagnosed with severe ADHD and Underlining OCD. Prescribed 40mg Vyvanse which have literally opened up a whole new world to me. Just had a few questions I thought maybe this community could help me with or point me in the right direction. Like to think of myself as a scientific directing mind and aspiring autodidact. So feel free to get in depth and scientific please. How do you deal with the heightened metabolism? Ever experienced withdrawal like symptoms? I.e drunk/trance like state after missing few days of doses. Do you ever double up or use them to prolong wakefulness? Any tips on self medication through education materials? Any other things I should know, and or do? End note. I used to have a narrow minded view on myself having a mental disorder, not so much on mental health in general. It came as a shock that I wasn’t just depressed, but that how my mind was operating wasn’t correct, so happy I came to terms with this and researched and learned to articulate my symptoms to my doctor. I’ve been on the uphill climb for years now but now it feels like I’m armed with actually climbing equipment and not free climbing a terrible steep face. I hope this isn’t breaking rule 10. 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I struggled to keep up with assignments, and the syllabus, I grew confused by a project I had to do and completely missed it, and just had a hard time focusing in class. This is only the second course I've failed in college and I'm really upset with myself. I made a post about how I probably shouldn't be going without medication anymore. I need to see a doctor and help myself for once. Sorry to vent, I just didn't know where else to go. 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I was diagnosed last November with, as doc said ""borderline"" (I can hold a job, and run business, and somehow do the minimum required in classes, but it is ridiculously tough to get into ""zone"", and it takes a toll now, when I got way more responsibilities and can't really pick and chose when I work and when I do not). Initially, he prescribed me with 5mg XR. I felt literally nothing from it (no side-effects, no any observable improvements). In the end of December he bumped my dose to 20mg of XR and mentioned that maximum dose is 30mg, so I should definitely get some effect. Few days in on a new prescription (and couple hundred dollars minus again!) I see the same effect as from 5mg, i.e. nothing. (no side-effects or any effect on my ability to focus). From my understanding I should not really waste time and money on bumping it even higher, considering that I was diagnosed with borderline ADHD and 20mg appears to be ""standard dose"" one, and I should've seen at least some results. &#x200B; Any suggestions or ideas? Am I the ""lucky"" one for whom stimulants do not work? Can generic meds be a so much different quality that they will not have any effect? 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Does anyone else here recieve school accommodations? What are they? I just don't know what to ask for since I wouldn't need extra time on tests. I don't know what other accommodations I can ask for besides the extra test time. Any information would be helpful!! I am very nervous haha",5.459803370786517,8.164159067415731,6.780210674157307,66.266720505618,70.68539325842697,8.49494382022472,30.22612359550562,9.188382445141503,3.141279775280898,403,17,62,9,8,136,58,89,0.027999999999999997,0.888,0.083,0.6838,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,1,11,1,0,1,0,10,18,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,10,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,44,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191828905537869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688821070187064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510330486762322,0.22131873671596453,0.0,0.0,0.4038638941582968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890240899046383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804412708280343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275844943443577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478103913160173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374172013288314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043855410229717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767838735537293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016213945278418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860472785597027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867840977900756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519040524263109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782235965579347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344104225943575,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hearingnone,2019/01/01,"Do you use your hobby in class to maintain focus? I wonder do you use your hobby during class to maintain focus in class without being the distraction in class? If so, what is the hobby you use in class?",4.076666666666668,5.4995540000000025,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,71.5,6.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.8460833333333342,160,4,28,1,3,53,21,40,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.4067,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,6,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,22,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8725094671405655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246067353803903,0.3651817316019133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chantendo64,2019/01/01,Is generic Ritalin three times a day too much? My psychiatrist wants to change my dosage to three times a day from two times a day. For some backstory I also have bipolar disorder and when the medication wears off I feel like complete garbage. Ritalin wears off really quickly for me (like within 2-4 hours) so she thinks that three times a day would work better for me. I know I should trust her but I’ve read some scary things about taking too much Ritalin and just would like some others insight!,5.137714285714285,6.7144548315789505,4.980751879699248,83.52526315789474,69.10526315789474,8.796992481203008,27.25563909774436,9.23628265651192,2.1480375939849616,399,13,77,8,7,123,63,95,0.065,0.836,0.099,0.3054,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,5,0,5,7,2,0,0,15,10,6,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,10,5,10,7,5,14,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,14,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434226093220547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586166063989476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972386150899093,0.0,0.18804044651992532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626522933310509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554559221808405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906825226999616,0.12812453050767306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661928686810408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856364995397857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628575991554672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067182111182986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26367929948980384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939413071192745,0.0,0.11489338200243365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348455692942188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191492456742781,0.11491741705758216,0.0,0.0,0.4183114400535298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519458857508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578267994004238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056573079103154,0.0,0.0,0.25480393321435496,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heatherflowerxo,2019/01/01,"How do I study like a neurotypical? Before Ritalin, I was a straight A student and I would hyper focus on my classes and study material and I wouldn't leave my desk for 4+ hours straight. Now that I'm on Ritalin, my brain works a bit differently now and I can actually schedule my days out and study on a calm schedule that isn't so hyper focused. I've heard about the pomodoro method, but are there any other methods out there? I kind of have to relearn how to study from square one haha ",4.100822510822511,5.151430626262627,5.301471861471863,82.24363636363638,71.02020202020202,8.08138528138528,30.304473304473305,8.418075326091056,2.149180663780664,388,16,79,6,7,129,64,99,0.019,0.85,0.131,0.7929,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,6,1,8,3,1,2,0,12,10,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,10,4,11,6,1,13,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,7,52,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.2943346240497697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510986165104575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665380025893825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292875796798133,0.0,0.0,0.3367042550377015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451797374102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31512550573911435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970319291648631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140876282793608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193687887352676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735480131170348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438344401876246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958072409522333,0.0,0.0,0.21426001990930596,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meagan11111111,2019/01/01,"Grocery delivery is a game changer Dude! I’m a single mom to two pre-teens. To say my schedule is busy, is an understatement. And then there is my adhd. Grocery shopping was a nightmare for me and staying on top of everything needed to prepare meals on weeknights became unmanageable. We were eating like three different meals repetitively because I couldn’t think past those. Now I use Shipt grocery delivery which not only frees up my time but keeps me in budget and no place to buy impulse items. Life changing!!! Now I’m about to prepare homemade freezer meals and set a menu to make weeknight meals easy and predictable. I think half the battle is in making the decision, so if I eliminate that and structure it before hand, I can flow through the structured grid more seamlessly allowing me to focus more of my thinking capacity to engaging with my kiddos. I’m super excited! I’m 31 and was just diagnosed within the last month and started medication. My ability to be a parent and remain present in conversations with my children has greatly improved. I’m thrilled to see how life can be now that I formally understand my brain/mind. It’s been super helpful reading through reddit and relating to all here. Thanks guys!! 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This question may sound strange but I will try to explain it to you. This Post is going to be longer, So I have been diagnosed with ADD. I got diagnosed about 8 Years ago. When I was diagnosed my behaviour was very impulsive. I had a lot of problems with my parents because of it. I was always full of energy and only when I took meds I could get my head straight. (I guess a lot of people know where this goes) A few Years later I woke up on a casual day and all this energy was gone. I mean my total body changed. All this tension was gone and my excessive behaviour changed. My body had a lowered heart rate, The Electroencephalogram was slightly different (nothing to special). But I felt normal. People described me as a thoughtful/observant and quiet. I went through a change that I am grateful for. Since then I often feel melancholy which grows inside me. Usually it comes and goes. This melancholy that I can't explain because my life went very good so far. Maybe someone from you knows how it comes to those episodes and has something like a wildcard for it. I wish you a wonderful year ",3.0775271059216003,5.622796894495416,3.701150959132612,86.17635529608008,77.76146788990826,6.8994161801501255,28.25771476230193,8.00094639256281,2.0468000000000006,905,40,169,16,22,285,131,218,0.08,0.784,0.135,0.9209,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,1,11,0,19,9,4,1,3,35,40,15,0,4,2,1,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,15,11,0,0,9,1,0,9,1,2,0,0,17,5,29,4,20,19,7,26,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,7,11,117,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120056437328613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499459471249028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982696460638218,0.11697574217963044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918809655243794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536236082820266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623149419126576,0.19668642749508736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911516251117276,0.0,0.0,0.07362711146380753,0.0,0.0,0.3476258345108379,0.0,0.11927833860244295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537037798129844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577253570587778,0.0,0.10961649864318714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059646606718663474,0.0,0.06488271596201434,0.09575635597965794,0.0913083422526008,0.0,0.1257658425114519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716643522694975,0.0,0.0,0.135286315570506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548442008908095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063825934264883,0.05577535161531503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941183464842506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469429154076598,0.12435937504781895,0.1268118041410133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185765964632792,0.10954459159946336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868277815753246,0.0,0.0,0.12676694770122496,0.0,0.0,0.15829555442899654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093387065649822,0.0,0.0,0.10924068119121992,0.0,0.0,0.12789115560749106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944386359036536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673180625883017,0.08788995109192586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866135928325185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684174152638486,0.07751067902617748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573684227419546,0.18839649810619594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166457442508066,0.0,0.0,0.13128434954710666,0.0,0.12380729299534875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055594357678648 adhd,Ebvardh-Boss,2019/01/01,"Question: Should we or shouldn't we tell people we have ADHD? Personally, it's been my experience that because people don't understand what it's like to have anything other than a normal attention span/focus, telling them usually results in them thinking one of two things: A) Them not believing you and assuming you're scapegoating. B) Them thinking you're mildly cognitively retarded. I see very few situations where saying ""I have ADHD"" to colleague is advantageous. That being said, saying it in a very serious tone to a boss or teacher, and explaining that you're seeking treatment and/or medication can sometimes be positive. Anyone wants to contribute their thoughts on this?",6.842820512820508,9.662479820512823,7.126846153846158,64.80565384615389,67.03418803418803,10.491965811965812,37.34102564102564,10.577609850970193,5.0663682051282075,557,30,77,17,10,180,83,117,0.046,0.875,0.078,0.5672,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,1,5,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,0,22,19,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,10,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,4,12,2,9,12,1,5,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,4,2,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088820692885892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189459564197721,0.0,0.13998731752561494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369842664262892,0.0,0.0,0.19165747232786745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640174525861176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310791441520397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136949771789042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667320842168268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527199400490022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358678701037536,0.1485348506565084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056387645919215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181504650731784,0.2705590768883804,0.0,0.0,0.1355568870524195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912125182258883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824468028564274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29736999876344683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301456009583345,0.2180012347139144,0.0,0.13504957515161822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617427367614054,0.17709213084997508,0.0,0.0,0.18735384760340096,0.2807197012171706,0.10033620415746428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ever3stmomo,2019/01/01,"Do you guys ever pause midway while doing stuff..... ... With only your eyes moving, thoughts racing, and you also being aware of your situation but really not wanting to get out of that ""trance"" like state? Happens to me very often.",4.14329268292683,6.839790097560973,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,74.85365853658539,6.051219512195122,20.006097560975608,7.1686216300943375,0.8148975609756093,178,4,28,2,4,57,37,41,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518424883978723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28486438905728245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645334065484381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118216466069449,0.2784839081919631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385466345117751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347115545316641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951187622483386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201746679695157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539847900925573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605095994455971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500123734349847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598430935175868,0.18574877051410146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scar786,2019/01/01,"Always Doing Harder Duties I found I always felt like I worked twice as hard to get half as far. I couldn't concentrate, would generally have to read something five times to grasp it. I thought I was special needs and asked about it in school. They said I just didn't apply myself or try hard enough. Early 20s, filled with an array of jobs, drinking problems, and not giving up on men who were just not that into me. I was the life of the party and the happiest person you ever met, except inside I was screaming. I was depressed and frustrated, convinced I'd go nowhere in life and I'd just be the old lady at the bar who clearly misses being 20. Spoiler alert, this led to a breakdown and a hospitalization. I was diagnosed as bipolar. A few years later I was told it was more of narcissism. Then anxiety. Then narcolepsy. I researched the hell out of all of these ailments, and didn't really identify with them. I was always groggy, exhausted, frustrated and mostly confused. It was like I was speaking another language, and a weird socially awkward barrier developed. I ended up in a four year emotionally abusive and manipulative relationship where I was convinced that I was mentally unstable and could never live a normal life. One day I had enough said fuck this and decided I was just going to get a job and bust my ass and try hard, even if I did only get half as far. I left his ass, became an awesome marketing/advertising specialist. Found real love, one that I deserve. I am treated with respect and truly honored. Fast forward to this summer . I decided to see a therapist to tell her about all the shit I was diagnosed with, how I felt so different and off, but not like any of the things I was told I was. After a few sessions she suggested ADHD, saying because of the manic and depression it can often be mistaken for bipolar disorder. It's the only thing that ever made sense. And just like that, my whole life clicked. I knew what I was up against now. I started medication and working out two months ago, and I am now going into a new year with a promotion, a very organized life, energy, weight loss, and a confidence I have never known. The scared, confused little girl in me is thanking me for proving her wrong, and having a good life. I read a post last week that made me feel so much better, so I'm telling my story now. You are not broken, you are not alone. This is not an excuse, it's not laziness, it's not a lack of intelligence. You are not an alien, you are wonderful. The world needs you, and it's ready for you to get up and take it by the balls!! Nobody can ever really understand how much extra work we have to do, but you can look back on it and be incredibly proud of the hurdles you jumped. Happy new year all. It's going to be a good one. TLDR, - told I was crazy my whole life, at 32 years old I found out it was ADHD. With medication and exercise I have a much easier and happier life. 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Do PCPs prescribe based on a psychiatrists recommendation/notes? I was diagnosed with ADHD Predominantly Inattentive. I’ve been on Wellbutrin XL 300mg for 2 months now, and just added Protriptyline 10mg 1/day this week. My psychiatrist is working with what he can given that he cannot prescribe stimulants through telemedicine. He said if I were in his office, he’d try stimulants next. It’s not possible to become a patient through his regular office as he is 8 hours away from me. I worked at the only psych office within 3 hours of my town and know that the only prescribing doctor isn’t taking new patients as they are having a hard time signing new doctors on and they doubled her patient load by putting her in charge of inpatient. So I can’t establish with a psych in office. Anyways... The positive is my depression and anxiety have been taken care of, but my ADHD symptoms haven’t improved at all. Does anyone have experience with having their psych communicate with their PCP? (in my case, she’s a nurse practitioner and made the referral for mental health) If so, was your PCP comfortable prescribing stimulants? 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Thank you. I remember in school I used to look around the class room and think to myself “I’ll never understand how everyone can just do their work without getting distracted or feel the need to do something else”. I was diagnosed when I was 14 and ever since I’ve been on and off medication. This past year I’ve been on medication without skipping any days and I feel a lot better and more focused. The only downside is feeling of anxiety and nausea constantly. I’m hoping to have a slight change in dosage to get rid of the anxiety I’m feeling. Not everyone understands me and thinks “oh she just doesn’t have a filter”. It’s nice to be able to come on here and read other people’s perspectives and know that I’m not alone. 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Only two things that pulled me out of homelessness after losing my $250k/year “dream” job at 27. I’m stable and happier now making $110k. Currently 32 years old-no degree. From age 5-9 my parents had me in some of the clinical study trials for a new adhd med (can’t remember which one). those meds have basically been my 10,000,000 horsepower propeller my whole life letting me fly past everyone around me by “achieving”. But when the nose of my plane started pointing down, I went down with the same amount of force straight into the ground. During 3 years of homelessness, I realized it wasn’t such a bad thing to struggle. I kept it a secret and told my family everything was fine, I lied about where I was living, which was in a tent alongside the freeway in California. The truth is I hid it for so long because I actually enjoyed it. Once I lived in what I thought was my worst nightmare, it relieved a lot of the pressure and fear of real life once I entered back into the working world. While in my tent, I started doing the things I saw less rigid & wound up people doing, the most cliche things I could find. Working out and meditating, only thing that saved my life. Discipline.Discipline.Discipline. And if you say you can’t develop discipline because of your adhd, you’re lying to yourself and using it as a cop out... I promise you can, just quit being a lame ass. Also, tell your depression to go fuck itself. It tried killing me before, and failed, because it’s a weak little pansy ass chicken shit punk bitch. Eat healthy, work out, meditate. Questions? 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I was diagnosed last year and took the TOVA test. During my monthly appointment the psychiatrist said that he would like for me to retake the TOVA test soon to see if we should adjust the medication. Has anyone had to take the TOVA test more than once or yearly?",4.825483870967741,6.849909935483872,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,70.61290322580646,8.185806451612903,22.07741935483871,8.841846274778883,1.5877961290322586,264,6,46,5,5,85,46,62,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,2,5,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,8,27,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189384039757236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495177747273861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616963740166181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200388677088768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010276772962658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476533206877016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962234854393016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742937884191065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618066972346095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233845778498705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958989999252048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36967527985525184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731321951322617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463442776104987,0.0,0.0,0.4749298479638423 adhd,cherrychapsticc,2019/01/01,"Experiences with acupuncture? For adhd symptoms like pent-up emotions, stress, etc ",8.259999999999998,12.587138333333336,5.433333333333334,66.79500000000002,82.33333333333334,5.7333333333333325,39.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,4.156533333333335,68,4,7,1,2,19,12,12,0.196,0.629,0.175,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376284894120993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40961127033088535,0.0,0.0,0.4061151145496288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562012124413571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790161895333936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171239729634397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784834575188564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,L00naa,2019/01/01,"Constant headaches because of adhd? Hey there! Lately I’ve noticed these incredibly distracting headaches I have throughout 85% of my average day, and I tried lots of different things to get rid of them, (for example I exercise an hour a day, don’t sit down too long, I even bought Bluelight stopping glasses) but nothing seems to work :( It’s stopping me from doing basic things like being able to remember stuff for longer than 30 seconds, and, especially upsetting, reading, which I used to do a lot. Have any of you had the same issue and maybe even gotten rid of it? 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For example, today, my professor kept on explaining the same thing over and over again as if we were a bunch of five year olds. And I almost cried. Truth. It was a small practical lab session with 20 of us from our class and I couldn’t exactly move away or express my displeasure or use my phone to distract myself. she was repeating the shit that was already taught in class just a couple of days ago. She herself taught that to us. And today, she explained the whole thing over and over and over! Again! I get pissed at people (usually my mother) when we talk on the phone and she brings up something and then proceeds to repeat it for at least five times before hanging up the phone. Last week, in this lecture, this fkn prof said the statement ‘mitochondrial dna has maternal inheritance’ in a total of 37 instances. I don’t know what the fk that was intended for and what in the heck do they take us for???????? I’m not there most eloquent but just writing this is making me irritated to the point of crying. Just as I was typing this, my mother called. (I love her, no ill feelings at all) and just the way she talks, dragged out, and slow, and not to the exact point, is making me feel real bad vibes. 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Remember that we are the most enthusiastic yet the worst at New Years Resolutions, but that’s not the point. The point is that we can recognize when our symptoms are occurring, and we don’t bring ourselves down for that. We have a ton of potential built inside and we need to find our appropriate way to release that. It takes effort, but promise yourself that you can at least give yourself a chance. 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I was on the verge of getting my PTA degree and moving forward with my life in 2016. I passed my classes and my clinicals despite not having the appropriate accommodations. The program has a massive comprehensive exam at the end that you get one shot at. You have to score 75% or higher. I scored 71%. I fought it all the up to the dean but wasn’t able to get any consideration or even another attempt. We poured money into a discrimination lawsuit that ultimately fizzled when we were assigned a pro corporate judge. I’ve been on auto pilot for a bit, just trying to keep going. Right now I’m languishing in a security job that barely pays and I’m spiraling. I don’t know what to do. I’m so thoroughly exhausted with this disorder. I don’t think it’s ever going to get better. I really tried with PTA. I just want to get better. I want to stop letting down everyone in my life. I want to accomplish some of the potential I’ve been told I have. I don’t know how to move forward and am having difficulty finding the motivation when all signs point to the same disappointing results. I want to work in film but every day that feels further than ever from my reach. I’m on Adderall XR 30mg but I’ve been getting worse at taking it consistently. I feel like I’m falling apart. I want my girlfriend to leave me so I don’t drag her down with me, but I’m too selfish or too much of a coward to end it myself. We’ve been together nine years this month and she’s so patient and understanding. She is incredibly supportive. I want to propose. She deserves that, but I can’t tie her to the anchor that I am right now. Please if any of you have been here and know a way through I desperately need it. Emotionally and financially I’m spiraling. Thanks for reading. If nothing else I appreciate the opportunity to vent.",2.316320068463842,4.7354096585365895,4.410113393239197,80.73979139922979,79.78590785907859,7.569847382684352,25.699686207388392,8.532816995589336,2.061987533875339,1480,59,287,34,38,507,191,369,0.122,0.757,0.121,-0.6675,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,3,0,7,16,11,1,0,19,0,26,4,0,3,4,56,62,24,0,9,13,0,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,15,15,0,3,10,2,2,8,7,4,0,2,11,3,41,7,44,50,7,43,0,1,0,0,13,22,0,6,17,188,56,11,0.11042852747519846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019037087739148,0.1157939394984283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533011734542785,0.12055935126505316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121726469735917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656065956553025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224886482637636,0.12421723013614612,0.19561379683912344,0.0,0.0,0.07293700092112182,0.19977785050765512,0.09304079714119098,0.10551919031313264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116719629949191,0.07889016209294489,0.0,0.0,0.1009296735308768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461660870184026,0.0,0.1255181539811392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958327411781646,0.09815394910430623,0.0,0.0,0.18206589223464856,0.09001398859151342,0.0,0.11692786597559625,0.0,0.11292065110503062,0.15599786943054775,0.05394980056400483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814299708109766,0.2347360971503019,0.08117767376349146,0.08188135388806872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595915038630864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482922812994842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121736210333925,0.10439065211851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045841100303072,0.0,0.07074334238466387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886107181851926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923231936314062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531298434159927,0.0,0.0,0.08302850966153799,0.0,0.0,0.10166775155859333,0.0,0.0,0.07336380681553395,0.07075814149759772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551919031313264,0.0,0.1499474428734804,0.0,0.0,0.11495999157287184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908016396561756,0.0876530250849515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803932831993591,0.0,0.112536103670263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222470230507422 adhd,candycrossroads,2019/01/01,"peppermint tea Hi :) I take 40mg of Medikinet retard (Ritalin) and can get pretty bad side effects when I take caffeine. Because of this I have cut out coffee and coke (never was a fan of energy drinks), as well as green and black tea. This morning I washed down my meds with peppermint tea and feel terrible now. Apparently the tea doesn't contain caffeine but I read that it makes some people very energized. Could it trigger some side effects? Or make you umcomfortably jittery? Does anyone on medication have similar experiences/drink peppermint tea without having side effects? I'd love to hear from some of you because I'm a bit scared^^",4.217307692307692,7.096253743589751,4.75267094017094,78.35413461538462,75.66666666666667,8.002564102564103,31.117521367521373,8.841846274778883,3.107593162393163,516,25,86,12,12,164,83,117,0.065,0.772,0.163,0.919,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,3,7,1,1,3,0,7,11,0,6,1,22,16,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,6,7,1,4,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,4,8,3,13,14,4,9,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,4,3,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411383533763368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685364860523409,0.2460920173260236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036814010219116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116096032565205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664047062170998,0.0,0.0,0.3954727024523224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020615262463033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545839865349277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274998458857588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217768662638226,0.0,0.26947315232992997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242100687831264,0.2033428411931492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567931822494166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993751365260265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053542202720816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019048239390885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020872636607724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035324602791503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654755479986505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148757140151375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945763901523029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,testingwithfire,2019/01/01,"Women in their fifties, newly diagnosed? I'm hoping to be evaluated for ADD in the New Year. I'm a cis woman in my fifties who wonders why her social life is a vacuum and why she can't get anything out of a drawer without leaving the drawer open. If you're a woman in your fifties and were recently diagnosed, I'd love to hear from you! Happy New Year, all 📯 🎇 ",3.7085526315789465,4.1473727500000015,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,71.5,8.71157894736842,29.673684210526318,8.841846274778883,2.3211768421052623,283,11,58,5,5,100,55,76,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,10,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,11,9,1,11,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,3,5,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917352856567175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173155509454149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740624289266176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884205769004056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317018276138943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418576345651865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176778704476822,0.0,0.0,0.14520612229040586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554255620463445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970978506452855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029838949705665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956131668198266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710051084164737,0.0,0.0,0.19817026703148605,0.2229410341155336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477153298329703 adhd,louiehsu31,2019/01/01,"ADHD and relationships I typically struggle with understanding the emotions and outcomes of first time conversations. For example, when I meet someone, I attempt to make a connection and if I feel I cannot make one, I come away with a overwhelming feeling of either failure, or a thought of ‘why doesn’t that person like me?’. On the absolute reverse, I have never met anyone who has the ability to empathise as much as me. Wondering if this is a shared ADHD trait? Anyone else get these kinds of feelings? 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It’s okay if people don’t understand. * It’s okay to have brain lag. Take a breath and try my best moving forward. * When someone’s talks about people with ADHD and they say “they just need more discipline”. Ask myself “is this really worth getting into?” * if I stay up until 4:45am, and get down myself because I have a busy day coming up. Remind myself of how far I have come with understanding my ADHD. These are four of mine that I will remember going into 2019. The first two are ones that have been recently on my mind, because of a recent post from here. What about you guys? If you made it down this far. What are your “things to remember?”. TLDR: remembering stuff. 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As an adult I was diagnosed with adult ADD. However, I was given way too high a dose growing up and it took a toll on me so I vowed to never take it again, under the assumption I didnt need it because of my very unsupportive friends. Anyways, so I've had trouble keeping a job (I have a job now but the works only available a couple times a month, not enough to survive on), or even getting my life/shit together. I have no insurance and I barely get myself to take care of myself. I need to get back on meds but I cant even afford to see my doctor (I live in the US) . Are there any alternatives??? WTF do I do to get back on track???",-0.4863157894736858,1.4396213040935668,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,87.42105263157896,5.471345029239767,19.526315789473685,6.8360192770164,0.16576491228070145,597,18,143,8,19,209,100,171,0.09300000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.083,-0.4093,5,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,15,4,0,0,11,1,12,4,0,0,1,20,29,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,8,1,23,3,23,21,1,25,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,12,98,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406615837489124,0.0,0.12885341834223948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750612409201151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789239701866904,0.0,0.07844151642617223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311968037634692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238085215774776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612129272866914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317083963040912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295979215136794,0.0,0.1699825152895633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941706654218536,0.0,0.3361472997028009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595641526275434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553880792049112,0.11437579653430813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090889774362584,0.0,0.0,0.11362590347279793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288000395412662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271034015512116,0.0,0.0,0.2862415162420976,0.09924516796966168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786616849269099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254049291459497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320871315042906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758139541550016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902517529122507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503375242155022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296708982894607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478497813932918,0.0,0.0,0.10617364104309712,0.0,0.10213939076541123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936798354609606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286504904510278 adhd,9nixelle4,2019/01/01,"What are people’s experiences with adhd and working in hospitality? I currently work in hospitality at a bar. I’m 21, recently diagnosed with ADHD and feel like working in hospitality makes me feel SO STUPID. like I’m just so frantic and always fucking up drinks and having poor common sense. It’s so embarrassing, because when on medication I get really good grades & I’m studying a somewhat impressive degree - feel like people just think I’m so stupid all the time ",3.7911627906976766,6.8762923023255835,5.875627906976748,68.25483720930234,79.46511627906978,8.556279069767443,28.36744186046511,9.120678840339163,3.3203618604651166,382,17,60,11,10,132,56,86,0.198,0.664,0.138,-0.8415,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,3,2,3,0,2,5,0,1,1,15,13,9,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,5,8,13,2,11,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,8,31,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419978472816268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301043490655486,0.19924372741820615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209706853196263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866435323126993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014127849823006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798787932084666,0.0,0.0,0.2789395127827756,0.26274077261525297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000247942202742,0.09607444783932466,0.0,0.0,0.15423742495937906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269516728827201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274738023799302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524888903254988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549710507241137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780404515859275,0.0,0.181568269258444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782868910825076,0.0,0.0,0.10722719384606977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016202929585329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wettfish,2019/01/01,"Feeling side effects, but not the benefits on adderall? Hey, so a little context - I’m 19 and a few months ago I went to a psychiatrist because I had what seemed like ADHD symptoms all my life that were untreated. Forgetfulness, stumbling over my words, inability to articulate with words aka I can’t get my point across because I forget where I’m going with my train of thought, rereading sentences over and over and not knowing what I’m reading, never knowing the right words to say, always making minute mistakes when i’m performing tasks, always feeling like my judgement is clouded because I’m unable to think clearly, spacing out, and most importantly my inability to actually learn things that I genuinely want to learn. When I went to see the psychiatrist, maybe due to my nervousness, I feel like I was unable to actually tell him everything that was wrong with me, but I do remember telling him that I always felt like my mind was foggy and I would forget things often. I also mentioned that I would read things and not have a take-away from whatever text I was reading. He asked me questions, I answered nervously and unable to really speak my mind, he came to the conclusion that I did indeed have symptoms of ADHD. He prescribed me Wellbutrin 300 in the beginning, but after reporting back a few weeks later that I had felt absolutely no change in how I was feeling - he started me on a low dose of adderall XR 10. Again, a few weeks pass and I report back and tell him that I did not see or feel any noticeable differences while on the adderall XR 10, so he raised the dose to XR 20. I’ve been prescribed adderall XR 20 for nearly 8 weeks now, but I can’t say I feel like i’ve had any changes to my symptoms. I feel that my appetite is shot down dramatically when I’m on the meds, and my mouth gets really dry, but other than that I can’t really say I feel “better”. Is this normal? What do you feel while you’re on adderall? What should I be looking for to know if it’s kicked in or not? When I’m on Adderall XR 20, I still forget things very easily and get distracted easily, so I feel like it’s not working. I’m going back to see him in a few days, but I just want to know If how i’m feeling is normal or not. 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The doctor said my condition was ""severe"" and to the point of being ""debilitating"". He says stimulants would help me and would have a report written up on Wednesday. I was wondering what I should expect to happen next. Will he prescribe me medication? (He's a specialist, I was referred by my primary doctor) or will I have to wait to schedule an appointment with my normal doctor? And what are some alternatives to adderall? I was on adderall for some time as a teenager and I remember it giving me lots of focus and also inducing a lot of stress and anxiety. I quit taking it as I entered adulthood as I was having lots of issues with anxiety and a doctor recommended I get off it. I haven't been on medication for years and just recently went back to a doctor who wanted me to get professionally tested. TLDR: what are some alternatives to adderall for the treatment of ADHD, and can a specialist prescribe medication? Thank you in advance! 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Just got back from a holiday where I decided to not take my vyvanse anymore. Before I left I had spent about 2 months lowering my dose from 50mg daily to 20mg. Then after 10 days without a single pill I noticed some cognitive problems as well as the expected physical side effects. The difference in the last times I have lowered or tried ending my dose I have not been confident in my abilities off-meds. I had a spectacular second semester of college and I honestly had allot of family and personal problems that I was able to work through without failing grades. This time around I feel fed up with this daily routine of non hunger and really just want to relax and be myself, even if I am jagged and spacey when I am not medicated. I guess I grew to dislike who I was on the pill as I felt I was becoming somewhat heartless and addicted to task completion. I don't like to write online but this feels like a really big shift in my life and I wanted to share. Happy new years everyone!",5.8818147871545925,6.536472737864081,6.857961165048543,74.11814413741598,66.76699029126213,10.804480955937269,34.29275578790142,10.727762888450028,3.8987487677371178,848,38,153,23,13,284,132,206,0.08900000000000001,0.792,0.11800000000000001,0.7739,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,0,9,0,13,9,0,1,0,35,25,15,0,6,10,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,9,2,0,6,2,1,1,6,4,1,1,11,4,26,7,31,13,4,25,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,6,15,110,31,4,0.15117222281200568,0.0,0.0,0.16480003672324695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992222384148038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457532867511185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624210803800435,0.0,0.0,0.16695784309751335,0.12863642725269342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850119944648908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749357754778316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794279747106948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338937191184946,0.0,0.0,0.09984782742814052,0.0,0.0,0.14445153724015689,0.0,0.0,0.14251171768386856,0.0,0.22931165421245175,0.1079974661825352,0.14514904086980698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090623642813092,0.0,0.16653324673452347,0.0,0.0,0.16092564221944095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322553827958801,0.0,0.0,0.16424906240919845,0.0,0.10677741166588237,0.1477102241240467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791826020600506,0.15229011035863554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066422598140973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600307480558028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211057763421492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199775397498653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893028019528961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368959383873535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700047738549832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366269793936895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762994776329861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263601608402924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247329158558392,0.17833058750351485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359219833620996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914492563948445,0.0,0.11005517865962418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973499551149168 adhd,tossawayaccount2001,2019/01/01,"Difficult to come off meds It's school holidays and I'm trying to go off my meds for a bit. Only problem is I've built up a dependence (addiction??) to them so I can't just stop taking them without crashing hard for at least 4 or 5 days and I always end up going back on them because of how crap I feel at first without them. My plan was to gradually lower the dose over time, but my method of doing so was pretty crude (involved pouring capsule contents into water and estimating how much to drink) so the dosage was all over the place which kind of messed with my brain. Back on full dose for now. I'm off on a 3 week trip soon so I'm thinking I'll just leave meds at home so I'll have no access to them and I'll just have to tough it out for a few days. I'm a bit worried that going off suddenly would be dangerous. (by the way, the meds I'm on are Vyvanse 70 mg) Any advice would be appreciated, thanks.",1.2092458261370176,3.0093694093264283,3.265241796200346,90.74987190558434,80.29533678756476,6.1541738629821525,21.603051237766266,7.1686216300943375,0.5373928612550372,708,21,159,9,18,240,115,193,0.147,0.7659999999999999,0.087,-0.875,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,2,14,9,3,0,10,0,13,7,2,3,1,25,26,13,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,8,2,1,2,2,0,5,4,7,0,1,3,2,12,2,35,19,7,37,0,0,0,0,6,19,1,2,12,101,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028367912857154,0.0,0.12574773082564844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707472853455408,0.0,0.0,0.08750898672310746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789887077048052,0.0,0.07844408252227651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097744502708605,0.0,0.0,0.14365300598679326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084917986232884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598003279304435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606054289594845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397511738236407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506609092165687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945786166570108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940087915245796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527486859341765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907973881923449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340037474148955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625692528015487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717520894519151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459695630396064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978693700370409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344465520860834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309170738356774,0.0,0.12313244052339417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023426547405684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075849147788711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967537493537764,0.0,0.0,0.118474198703086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082454996664465,0.0,0.0,0.07503620703778603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736744380431223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214273210179378,0.1032218986159427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480920197549189,0.0,0.0,0.13068403302672588,0.0,0.18282570215404947,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lostbutlearning45,2019/01/01,"Green Smoothies and Vyvanse comedown Tonight, suffering from a comedown from my 30mg dose, i decided to make a green smoothie and it makes a world of difference! the recipe I used was... 1 cup baby kale 1/2 cup spinach Large chunk of fresh ginger root (Optional to add small amount of olive oil or avocado for fats to help fully absorb nutrients in the greens) I feel much much MUCH better now, I really recommend giving this a try! (I also ate a bunch of blueberries because they are so tasty :P)",3.4840307328605182,5.949152627659576,4.30035460992908,82.83388888888891,75.91489361702128,8.007565011820331,27.465721040189123,8.841846274778883,2.426949408983452,393,16,72,9,9,126,73,94,0.07,0.784,0.146,0.805,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,7,0,2,3,1,4,0,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,7,1,11,6,5,5,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,2,2,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375738563399453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056457054495205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474619401622276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923333115828102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414761891305136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684113670981413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187545237896004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735397271310721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170595170998142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924818761165245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899670447144428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416589046469465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Whiskah6k,2019/01/01,"Happy New Year to r/ADHD! I just want to wish all you a happy new year. This is the one subreddit that I can go to when I'm feeling isolated in my thoughts and my way of thinking. Then I see someone post something personal on here and it resonates a lot. Really makes me feel like i'm not the only one with these types of struggles. Stay safe!",1.2445238095238091,3.2087669444444487,3.171428571428572,90.64500000000002,80.94444444444444,6.336507936507938,24.174603174603178,7.447530270364453,1.0869936507936508,268,10,58,4,7,90,56,72,0.061,0.6990000000000001,0.24,0.9199,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,15,13,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,7,4,8,12,2,12,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,7,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327972320466856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958873687844182,0.13838376133914956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100877080452212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41240774350400056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463507397472593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468210013349618,0.0,0.0,0.129300405131519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374165346148552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262520693886459,0.14732230805311394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913679856622646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551701216414646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409316382642545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543587770702428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412665049877775,0.1491245107800558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646505569503792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025037979078584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241191234246559,0.0,0.15378110044824586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425294654064545,0.15375498011678154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227525918044191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948090786185745 adhd,vlindervlieg,2019/01/01,"How do you guys deal with friends criticising you taking meds? Just came back from a New Year's Eve party. I was there with a friend whom I had recently told that I'm regularly taking very low doses of Methylphenidate to be able to work and earn a living, and just to function on a day to day basis. She told me that she had heard that these meds were addictive and I told her that they were not and that I actually forget taking them pretty frequently. I was a bit annoyed with her ignorance but didn't make her feel it, because well, we're all only human. Just when we arrived at the party later that day, I realised that I had forgotten to take my meds, and said something like ""Oh dammit, this is going to make tonight so much harder, with all the people and social interaction, that sucks big time!"" I was really frustrated in that moment, because it's just so much more stressful and less enjoyable when I am at a social gathering and haven't taken my medication. My friends reaction was to give me a weird look and say ""You sound like a drug addict!"". This made me feel even more upset, and I told her that I have zero tolerance for nonsense like this, and that it's mean and discriminating and that she should check her prejudice and get better informed about this topic. Then she ordered her first glass of champagne, and when I pointed out to her that she was now taking a more potent and in fact addictive drug without even thinking twice about it, she just laughed it off and said that I was just trying to get back at her. The fact that I had gotten so angry was also proof to her that she did have a point. Now, this was my first experience like this, and I am shocked that even in my circle of well-educated friends, there are people who are not only ignorant, but disgustingly prejudiced. I felt so vulnerable and powerless after that conflict. I want to do better next time. I want to care less, and be more able to actually share the information she needs and help her take a first step towards learning more about ADHD, and psychopharmacology in general. We're not drug addicts, but people with a certain brain disability who make reasonable choices to be able to live a more normal life. Tldr: Does anyone have go-to arguments to explain medication to sceptical people who challenge you? Do you have strategies how to deal with the feelings of powerlessness and devaluation, and how to not get angry and ashamed when people attack your choice to take medication? 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If anyone has any natural suggestions for adhd or maybe some more info so I can make a compelling argument with my folks. I’m 17 btw My adhd has gotten really noticeable over the past year and I’m thinking I need some help if I’m going to finish my junior year.",3.958067010309279,5.884582164948455,5.68307989690722,75.91369201030929,72.71134020618555,9.386082474226805,27.5889175257732,9.827888789773867,2.958794845360825,398,15,71,11,8,136,69,97,0.14300000000000002,0.769,0.08800000000000001,-0.7817,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,18,18,7,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,0,12,0,10,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,5,5,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6194850322370281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684392224459705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014098144137428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143463051386311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992573845392421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680735486154282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764962519488192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516774830295755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469160656385655,0.0,0.17261691985127875,0.0,0.0,0.1730912110394392,0.0,0.0,0.34697971702424885,0.2012342484355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740282204629713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561892919538748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078647905816654,0.0,0.1640222358613556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007269705278903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141499936253539,0.11009572364751456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665493102875413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927944794838722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212937082492632 adhd,daddysenpa1,2019/01/01,"Feel like I’m losing motivation for college/adderall isn’t letting me focus on the things I want Been using/abusing my adderall prescription since summer, it has for the most part been consistently able to give me the motivation and clarity of mind to accomplish what I wanna get done. First semester of College went far more smoothly than I ever could’ve fathomed pre-diagnosis/prescription. Just returned from a 2-3 week break from addy and while trying to study I feel my motivation for the study of chemistry/college in general rapidly fading, something I was terrified of long before I even started college and which was a large contribution to why I didn’t enroll a year or two years ago . I’ve felt like I’m “losing the magic” a few times over the months but the productivity always returned. I’m getting the euphoria while still being as unable to read or focus on khan academy as I am sober. Chatting online or FaceTiming is the only thing I can seem to accomplish currently. Ayudar? I had recently come to terms with the problems amphetamine abuse was causing me and planned to take as prescribed but the frustration of not being able to read a fucking paragraph drove me right back into the cycle. Need my shit to work out, college is the only positive thing in my life right now and I have big plans for the future which require high GPA and high efficiency.",8.205956130483694,8.240663870078745,8.303037120359956,67.84834645669294,61.8740157480315,11.036670416197977,37.82789651293588,10.608840637214634,4.222658942632172,1109,50,180,24,14,362,155,254,0.094,0.787,0.12,0.4215,1,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,12,6,8,3,0,19,0,18,3,1,4,1,34,36,16,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,7,3,0,3,3,6,0,2,11,4,19,2,34,22,5,40,0,2,0,1,2,13,2,5,25,123,26,13,0.24638478427112756,0.2919256802232115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920262262457184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250593899356313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472734533969646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482765215894678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655252162942746,0.0,0.10611933762491428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835910086406584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606858863966902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136741315041851,0.11143457158417053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457954996192452,0.0880086695566506,0.11828401559703836,0.0,0.0,0.10478738581764784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138893814335684,0.1287258806247101,0.11817736794883504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603190520457869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259725674985427,0.08701442979721294,0.12037116021870413,0.0,0.0,0.1090213904014716,0.0,0.2756415508123517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438919785353185,0.0,0.09833099207862928,0.0,0.0,0.09134559780338776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738673096178585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334053556718399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787848177776515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464514594928891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163762519294423,0.0,0.0,0.21041125954395326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121497270175466,0.0,0.0,0.12645522020491198,0.1019060198095924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483952210168888,0.0,0.0,0.08719620922131459,0.0,0.0983816034935615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262534740357636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455306540189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183447454122184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363954769904736,0.0,0.12034106656175562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266206468637622,0.0,0.09881750612060652,0.0,0.0,0.11420058172143042,0.11116197255150324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968552868899944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866372302814258 adhd,lepooti,2019/01/01,"Irrational Anger At a family gathering and I can barely control myself every little thing pisses me off. People trying to talk to me, people talking to eacother, music ,the T.V in thr backround. It all infuriates me for no reason. I couldnt find any reference to this on this subreddit. Am i just going crazy or does this happen to anyobe else?",2.7346875,5.6738980937500045,4.861250000000002,74.45875000000002,83.6875,6.95,22.0625,8.07648339933343,2.005725,274,9,41,6,8,94,53,64,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,2,1,9,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,10,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180503031701688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977048379468745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322815502306689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173458491281603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363811818051493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502259019384133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260026730817924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085126426440865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347208616059957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660328455264503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680346014958695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729085601375337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266887754638597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634139219472755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802110739620871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BumbleBiBitch,2019/01/01,"Suppressing appetite with meds? From your guys experience, what adhd meds affect your appetites the most? And what do they do? I thinking about starting medication but I wanna know first hand what it does to like your appetite and stuff. Thanks :) ",4.274285714285714,7.691739285714291,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,84.71428571428571,5.6571428571428575,26.04761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.7344476190476192,198,8,31,3,6,58,33,42,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.9512,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,10,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163584420402729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303595425747825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574952576149365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390835372313367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606449637404994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466758688029166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860378236372816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847915679091675,0.2651825129215511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631975123053726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301342169467932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423522841264113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867095956774086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HowdoIrememberthis,2019/01/01,"AdHd DoEsNt ExIsT alternatively: yOu JuSt NeEd DiScIpLiNe. I have a pretty disciplined job. This is me writing notes on and off meds. https://imgur.com/a/2Q7yqFy",7.267499999999997,10.864347416666671,5.948666666666668,60.96300000000002,95.66666666666666,8.586666666666668,25.63333333333333,8.238735603445708,3.8108933333333335,134,5,15,4,5,40,24,24,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246243861601795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331887967840477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848865662749413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236815604878376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44410807809935104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,qwinz,2019/01/01,"Self medicating Is anyone else in the same boat? I know I have ADHD. I have no doubt in my mind, but my psych won't diagnose. I have a Bipolar 2 diagnosis and she's insisted that my ADHD symptoms are part of that. I've been self medicating with cocaine, because it's the only thing that makes my head quiet, and lets me feel and function like a normal person. Does anyone else use cocaine to cope with their symptoms? I know it isn't healthy, but it's what I'm doing to feel better right now. 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People talking, kitchen sounds, hard walls and floors creating echoes, and sometimes tvs. Then there's the whole sensory overload that is having screens in almost every direction you look. It's becoming really hard for me to go out sometimes now. Just frustrating because I like going to eat with people, but, restaurants are increasingly becoming kinda crappy places for me to interact with people.",9.452987012987007,11.219028844155844,8.19262337662338,63.754649350649366,59.259740259740255,11.354805194805195,38.77662337662337,11.20814326018867,5.1214384415584435,379,18,50,10,5,116,61,77,0.157,0.802,0.040999999999999995,-0.8106,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,2,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,1,10,8,4,11,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,3,3,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934782360978223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778287631193612,0.4267844940654245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770853356082765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279308434610756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961857653703398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461677452995258,0.1907611159358613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439573502733313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225304741625807,0.0,0.0,0.1642656071901831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018556076959288,0.0,0.201869932131904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377932323898327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821917652910442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552999604422479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157191229753624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lonelywanker,2019/01/01,"I have almost lost all hope and embraced the idea that im a failure Throughout my college years i have held onto to this hope that I will eventually change, i will eventually get my grades up. It may have been a sudden realisation regarding different matters which i will list a few of: 1) begining of this semester i put a productivity session for everyday so that i could study in. But i might as well not have, i dont think I went through a week following that 2) next it was a waking call that i will get nowhere in life with the path that I'm following and that i need to start moving 3) last I realised that maybe the reason that i had such a huge problem was due to my studying method in which i tend to try to memorize instead of actually learn, which is why i very much enjoy lectures. Tip: one way i have learned to stay focused in lectures is to force myself to think over the topics being taught with an inquisitive mind. In a way i control that wild jumping rabbit and lead it to question the subject. I tend to always ask questions ,cause of controlling that rabbit to jump around the vicinity of the subject, and i have been told i make the lectures more interesting. But it was all in vein. How long am i gonna spend trying to change, how many times will i foolishly think that it may be different this time. How long am i gonna fool myself into believing that an angel of change will bless me with her presence only to be greeted with the fallen angel, haunting me with the never ending echoes of my failures. And yet, at this very moment a glimmer of hope shines in my eyes. An inability to give up and surrender to the devil. No! I will keep on fighting this monster that has made a home in my mind. I have simply lost a battle, not the war. Many battles have been lost and a war won. Maybe there can still be change, maybe i will eventually figure it all out. But for that moment of victory to arrive i need to keep on rising after every fall and moving forward. TL;DR : i went through a cycle of losing all hope and regaining it while writing this post ",6.265604453870631,5.987120256097563,6.817295864262992,77.9361558854719,65.95121951219512,9.569459172852596,32.21633085896076,9.085049710711278,2.6075949098621414,1635,59,319,25,23,537,206,410,0.10800000000000001,0.792,0.1,-0.5429999999999999,2,0,1,0,2,0,34.0,0,0,0,8,11,21,5,0,28,0,38,4,3,10,5,66,73,18,2,8,5,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,1,0,31,17,0,5,11,0,1,14,5,12,1,1,17,2,40,9,56,38,7,58,4,4,2,0,9,20,0,10,22,228,71,10,0.0,0.0,0.08268313559563575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484370450445712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050119092471001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542664031404278,0.07921003746345369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546039963808274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651762939547512,0.0,0.0,0.08703986887979262,0.3585275558322675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006122047245916,0.06764909250415006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704722986490834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930158150775294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750446124983374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713877106913824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853465444030516,0.08127963377091457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498994520513588,0.3366194649843369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564855874189768,0.09152169785268946,0.0,0.0,0.15062179037958295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690653215921716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984649268686089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499647324835324,0.0,0.09478991066959087,0.27747464693743834,0.0,0.0,0.08017248679859612,0.056557165496272925,0.17180351094237986,0.2553645553316951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988392056436277,0.17110397061762564,0.0,0.0,0.1801067177741452,0.062285453986743115,0.12565073778355046,0.06534811270857002,0.0,0.09011009350711034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741446175373805,0.06444010867079474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114681735659961,0.0,0.0,0.08107406684261516,0.0,0.08517589680300414,0.18983140685751032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711536966419277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997151632949664,0.0903096808727245,0.06766456928719265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287247818690856,0.0,0.0,0.09881214794637258,0.0,0.0,0.08096204742347296,0.0,0.11505065519290955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398203500181394,0.0,0.13450763510749736,0.06796437293404099,0.0,0.07618141193305074,0.15708898615447234,0.0764546086535828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456260163976846 adhd,Sulpho,2019/01/01,Short term memory being terrible I was directed here from another subreddit after I asked if my short term memory problem was due to potential ADHD. Is it something that occurs in those with ADHD?,5.934761904761905,8.542462285714286,7.8400000000000025,59.63333333333336,69.0,12.666666666666664,31.666666666666664,11.855464076750405,5.5776666666666666,160,7,21,7,3,56,29,35,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7899135314244634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446036376039087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307230419813272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144603940317324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300014930718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnleashedDebs,2019/01/01,"Wearables, REM sleep detected while gaming not sleeping and hyper-focus It had been a few years since my brain was able to relax enough to game. I started again in October and I was at the time wearing a HRV tracker that ended up kicking the bucket about a month ago. What I noticed was when I’m into and totally focused (WoW and Sims 4) my tracker thinks I’m asleep and is reporting REM sleep. I’m still moving, If I wasn’t gaming I would still be doing normal computing activities. I wasn’t able to afford the replacement I wanted and went with a cheaper it will do garmin that supposedly had HRV tracking. This new tracker is doing the same thing. I suspect it has something to do with hyperfocus. I have scoured the inter webs for any mention of this being a thing and I have had no luck so it got me wondering if it is a brain type/chemistry thing. Is this a thing? Has anyone ever noticed this? What were your conclusions and or hypothesis if you noticed the same thing?",3.323563289190023,5.454591895287958,4.545691407453036,82.48353249153065,75.07329842931937,7.007206652294426,27.465660609793648,7.928766900206844,1.8761066214967663,776,31,143,12,17,255,113,191,0.025,0.922,0.053,0.7125,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,0,13,0,26,7,7,0,2,28,35,15,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,18,11,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,12,0,15,3,13,19,5,19,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,6,13,111,33,2,0.26309733080210085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660995468574792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945760346866444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198188550723363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370363268655825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651307183281195,0.1359249365341157,0.0,0.0,0.11899329915847615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521148492050454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500088967564347,0.13981541277234186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270505207759536,0.0,0.0,0.12888976166673696,0.0,0.44930708237333866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881841540614824,0.0,0.3949310048218714,0.0,0.0,0.10127258951203498,0.0,0.0,0.09311082244812847,0.0,0.2101098682352347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369754399510357,0.0842910730866914,0.0,0.0,0.07670708468169662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775908111619351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194693075645595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426589161370696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344839758530993,0.0,0.0,0.0847130275258639 adhd,DirtJunkie133,2019/01/01,"Recently diagnosed, need to talk to others who are diagnosed as well I’m 29m and was recently diagnosed ADHD about 3 months ago. I’ve always felt like I have had it, but growing up in my house we never really went to the doctors unless you were missing a body part or dying. I had issues in my late teens/early twenties with drug use. I was always chasing something to clear my head and eventually landed on meth (go figure). I am now almost 3 years clean and am working on improving my mental health. So with that, my therapist said I should see a psychiatrist about being ADHD as in our sessions I displayed all of the traits that someone with ADHD does. I decided to do that and my psychiatrist diagnosed me ADHD. We’re working on finding the right meds, I started on Straterra because of my past drug problems we wanted to try non-stimulates first. I have been on it for 3 months and on my last checkup we talked about how it was working. I wasn’t sure that it was helping as much as I’d hope. I do notice a small improvement to my focus, but it could be me actually addressing my condition that brings more attention to it. I’m now taking Straterra and started taking Ritalin 2 times a day. I was really nervous about taking it because I felt like I was throwing my recovery away and opting to take “prescription meth” as some people call it, but I’ve come to my wits end not being able to function in life. I’ve always been a quitter, I’ve started so many projects, jobs, relationships, etc to only lose interest and just stop or not show up at work or put any effort into anything. I have a hard time remembering things people tell me because I never pay attention when they tell me in the first place. With all of that, I’m 29 and finally being a responsible adult (by not being a druggy). I have a fiancé and a job I have by the grace of job have held for 2.5 years and was recently promoted to a team Lead. I worry because before I was a lead I could do well even though I couldn’t stay focused and started a bunch of small tasks, now I’m in a position when I have to pay great attention to what 20+ people are doing, critiquing their work and providing performance reviews, I’m in charge of coming up with training material and writing out guides and stuff and it scares me that I will fail because I can’t stay on task. Growing up with ADHD, I kinda became good at winging things (even though I wasn’t diagnosed I knew I was a bit off lol) but it seems like now I’m not going to be able to get by just winging it. Sorry for my story, looking at it you can see I’m all over the place. I just don’t want to fall backwards and lose my job, my home, my fiancé, my truck, etc that I worked like hell to get in the last 3 years. I want to be a better me and build myself good habits to remember things and be the best me possible. Thanks for letting me share, love that there is a great community here where I can vent and someone out there knows how I’m feeling.",5.998822669288558,5.448299823627296,6.925372863409468,77.84886502294158,66.57071547420965,9.94707810215298,32.1888267029698,9.41862664789215,2.735224736550194,2338,84,466,40,33,785,270,601,0.065,0.7609999999999999,0.174,0.9966,4,0,6,0,0,0,54.0,4,2,2,19,27,27,1,2,25,1,50,15,2,5,7,91,94,41,1,10,15,0,4,4,0,2,12,1,3,1,28,34,0,2,14,2,2,13,11,8,2,2,22,8,67,19,78,58,12,84,1,4,3,1,22,36,1,8,37,317,95,21,0.11566981944697685,0.0,0.05643852910409861,0.0,0.3475316123067833,0.0,0.051267157911101514,0.0,0.05791330785267285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436983384388774,0.0,0.0,0.03932972185553256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047593202848757225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433780149402617,0.0,0.0,0.176278120816071,0.0,0.04921324843230903,0.0,0.06069416962442424,0.051150277746338825,0.06314074230775797,0.06424154675569325,0.0,0.0,0.05905590915823801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963930734780382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235293868953992,0.0,0.0,0.03729873220894494,0.0,0.0,0.29350607977027543,0.06002350533831454,0.0,0.0,0.059196480776949986,0.05061171924160368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414026782127578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512245637043399,0.0,0.129002424619282,0.07639882483667956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029243068100796837,0.0,0.1110611661190648,0.06335531665402787,0.05286005971953605,0.09838868933164384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060432706565306166,0.0,0.06573782400375214,0.09701835663471144,0.0,0.12752638429062665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180871917826713,0.0,0.0593553027481583,0.06147580455376383,0.0,0.0,0.03876552088007941,0.0,0.05801313002296191,0.05744311501572814,0.0,0.06673372075728726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060364619770046125,0.22956889531037586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03178455387047273,0.09428634109443357,0.06524029727944701,0.0,0.0,0.0591401136272848,0.04085050711917975,0.11302086214706418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048566758073508416,0.1294049407672195,0.0,0.0,0.05219826405108146,0.0,0.0,0.05863552091159222,0.0,0.0,0.06424154675569325,0.0,0.05828398608533573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232654632812896,0.0,0.04251531321676609,0.04288385273648648,0.08921169557568681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584542804739223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398605498555732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262957125972864,0.05520996548751144,0.12028633292403268,0.0,0.12085034225598584,0.0,0.0,0.06520017085836585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534019783021013,0.0,0.058140058381358564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410104823273636,0.0,0.17131498828934374,0.06209304893227741,0.13103135694971665,0.04939069689928112,0.055014243208101166,0.0,0.057902834014788226,0.0,0.0921738702772322,0.0526507296849642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800666265467176,0.04452413906318258,0.0,0.06474144642164584,0.16374338710772726,0.12328863717128187,0.0,0.04835257420466587,0.0,0.0,0.06620713475247329,0.0,0.0,0.05450871796634566,0.0,0.17393861787496248,0.0929710193765928,0.10110052055032576,0.05324661450821112,0.0,0.06715078781424756,0.11526883246090913,0.0,0.11364501031890376,0.0,0.06744800191157974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926610731906842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995079277429056,0.0,0.0,0.10233758461726487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400105906969867,0.053613540736839785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25262701853489955,0.058734158197527864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173135700978247 adhd,InkScarcity,2019/08/27,"I'm scared but I found a psychiatrist because of this sub. Thank you. I'm going to go get diagnosed. **TLDR**; this sub put the final pieces I've been missing together in my head. It was the final push I needed. I'm going to a doctor. Thank you guys for being such a supportive community. I did it. I found a psychiatrist. I've been procrastinating on this for like a year and a half now. I'm very scared. A while ago I reconnected with a friend and found out he had adhd. We started talking about it and I learned that it's a lot more than just ""I can't sit still"" disorder. I started some anxiety meds during this time and by the time we left for different schools again he told me ""go get checked out, I think some of your anxiety hid some adhd symptoms"" I laughed it off and promptly, ironically, forgot about it. Then another friend with adhd in a study group told me to go get checked out. Then another friend while he was tutoring me. Then finally yet another. When someone tells me something, well the first time I didn't hear you. The second, that was a fluke. The third, I'll get on it eventually. The fourth, well... Shit. I started looking things up. I found this sub. Thank you guys. Things are falling together, and they're forming something almost tangible for once. Little broken pieces of my life that I fucked up before started to make sense. Why I can't send a email to someone without irrational paralyzing terror, why even when it's something that'll take 10 minutes to get done I can't force myself to start on it for weeks, making it late and leading me to fail a class. Why even if I start an assignment with a group, and they take 4 hours to get it done, I still take upwards of 10 hours just cause I can't focus. Why I'm so scared of rejection. Why I feel like an outlier all the time in groups. Why I have a current combined total of \~450 tabs on my laptop and phone open right now. Why I keep forgetting to turn the oven off even though I'm a fucking food science major. Why I forgot about replying to my friends for weeks. Why I can't focus on one thing for more than 20 seconds at a time (I've timed it). Why my brain doesn't shut up. Why I always procrastinate then speed run. Why I can't even remember my doctors appointments with 10 phone reminders and why I can't even fucking take my medication more than 1 or 2 times a month even with my roommate texting me every morning to just fucking breathe through my inhaler once. I can crystal clear remember the shark that swam by me in an aquarium I visited when I was five, but I can't remember what I'm supposed to do next, or my entire list of things to do that day, or even that I had made a list. Hell, my anxiety and depression all seem to link back to instances I'm pretty sure are adhd caused. I even lost my best friend. I had a mental health crisis last semester and I couldn't text them for two weeks due to my anxiety spiking, my fear of rejection since we had a minor spat right before and they were still angry, and just plain forgetting during a crisis. Meanwhile my other friend told them I was suicidal, but forgot to tell them I'd contact them when I was okay and stable. We were about to move in together for college. They were moving to my state just so we could be together. We were gonna tour the world. We were thinking about dating. I never had the courage to tell them, but I fell in love with them years ago and desperately tried to hide it. I was going to bake them a cake with all my heart. I wanted to tell them in person. I hoped we would get married one day. The worst part is, they have bad adhd, and never take their meds, and after I finally lost my temper on them after my mental health crisis, they stopped talking to me. I know them, I know they probably don't hate me, I know they probably want to talk to me just as desperately as I want to talk to them, but neither of us have the courage to get past this stupid deep rooted fear of rejection. I miss them. That instance pushed me to go seek help. And this sub has dropped all the pieces in place, and I now know I'm at least not alone in feeling all these things, even if I don't have adhd. Hell, I don't care if I have it or not, I just know I'm not alone. Thank you guys. I'm still scared though. When I went to my university psychiatrist last year, they didn't even give me the paper test, or any questions when I brought the possibility up. They just disregarded it and moved on. They told me if I really wanted to get checked out, I needed to pay for a 800$ brain scan from a facility that my insurance doesn't cover. I know they need to make sure students don't abuse adderall, but I was too tired to keep pushing. Exhausted. Burnt out. Suicidal. And when I finally meet a new psychiatrist, will they also disregard me just because I'm a university student? Will they say it's all in my head again? Will they say I'm just making it all up due to anxiety and depression again? I'm terrified. I just want help. I just want to know. And I've written this all out while procrastinating for the last 8 hours on a two sentence email I gotta send. I'm so close now though. Thank you. Now I just gotta remember to make an appointment once my new insurance kicks in.",2.9690739438167704,4.574435290170133,4.164239679957799,87.118838967776,74.64272211720227,7.605240251461731,25.44032180067701,8.319787513274626,1.498631256869038,4099,139,869,71,86,1341,381,1058,0.175,0.715,0.111,-0.998,2,2,3,0,1,0,128.0,9,7,27,6,63,56,10,7,50,1,60,25,8,10,14,154,170,62,2,17,32,0,2,2,6,8,10,3,2,4,42,47,2,8,23,0,4,24,24,30,2,10,42,8,145,26,118,116,26,150,2,10,2,5,88,44,7,17,81,555,187,19,0.0,0.04147939439595316,0.0,0.0,0.2524407660720888,0.0,0.06206591553649679,0.0,0.03505599510563838,0.07251657732087621,0.0,0.02799631620578537,0.029129909148043805,0.0,0.0,0.0238070071973973,0.11012851762532178,0.13390718359388004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02691940575027565,0.02923066798258235,0.042681761202656716,0.0,0.05957937683561165,0.0,0.03673930210837376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781622156882381,0.0,0.0,0.035693538982348436,0.07192682675201018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02795146993613156,0.0,0.0,0.04515522328959644,0.0,0.060305607149047966,0.03553293043483792,0.0,0.03657647234913588,0.04012281900074177,0.0716654467628376,0.0,0.07165178075635739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312281001427512,0.0,0.02949620424068544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878867926349002,0.03540273868739379,0.02501010744934913,0.0,0.1917507178306745,0.0,0.029778245618732144,0.0423324646474927,0.15354022533305925,0.16228506358425274,0.1294593217392051,0.16461465159846414,0.03358338088021105,0.1392731174737367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399187373527932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03456368468861051,0.07185772250918282,0.07442488034129667,0.03945716810014685,0.041485287594203085,0.046930971848359614,0.0,0.0,0.03477137869532088,0.10342907774247403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062234396496345386,0.0,0.0,0.13467844341181706,0.08560989609702806,0.03949115716092072,0.0,0.03803688035019112,0.0,0.024727566611733757,0.034206807875157945,0.035087753421556844,0.0,0.0,0.02939835586067387,0.0,0.07643191223823863,0.02976300816993334,0.03159657351558237,0.03312592632810839,0.1168423590416168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777319003691772,0.035267420229148395,0.07056074697519893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027943482044170676,0.11162561065066427,0.0,0.07787516483079655,0.0540014873856431,0.06762293075748904,0.0372319786766021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184885530150193,0.04744538447460573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037910836471896456,0.033419612031767916,0.0,0.030568106148040626,0.03657647234913588,0.0,0.0,0.03946686789696422,0.0,0.03561627023439371,0.07549025296050185,0.0,0.0,0.03519325138953135,0.03921757606272211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022427366701085357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863140194304834,0.059794202505922225,0.0,0.05568039113437185,0.14019862039231287,0.03543051075770157,0.0,0.031870459322402685,0.0,0.0,0.03593576247417503,0.02895942545220318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059325243432517175,0.08085385167701077,0.0,0.0,0.1486753456985676,0.0,0.111831458732797,0.02926870640813436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658731969052135,0.0397272754933569,0.06599026790539804,0.036387276831552434,0.13161032332192996,0.1125541510605193,0.12239602554237936,0.16115579707000918,0.0,0.0,0.11629058951533608,0.04486411676239741,0.10318713625341236,0.0,0.14289632545586078,0.04023716592641106,0.0,0.1338086381209642,0.0,0.023768500143291408,0.03807923777037369,0.06839651185367443,0.0,0.04211096225376524,0.0,0.0,0.028885711288378774,0.12389366100766135,0.0,0.08424521555898208,0.0,0.06295376232011067,0.0324532666386083,0.4106668989930192,0.0,0.0,0.03374698257340565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024869061853171646,0.0,0.0,0.06763305446902558 adhd,Giles_Corey2,2019/08/27,"How do i know I have adhd My mother was diagnosed with adhd and I thought for a while that my behavior was relatively normal, although for many years I never realized just how difficult it is for me to pay attention and stay on task. I am constantly in my own head trying to make sure I pay attention but in the process I am just focusing on focusing instead of actually focusing if that makes sense. I have always gotten by in school by doing the very minimal and I i always procrastinate and have had post poor organization. I just dont know what to do because I feel if I have to sit in another classroom trying my hardest to pay attention I might go mad. I care about school a lot and while I don't show too many hyperactive signs I really think I fall under the more inattentive side of adhd. I just need some advice where to go and what to do.",4.998743315508023,5.6311921470588215,6.749037433155081,74.20157754010695,68.70588235294117,10.88770053475936,30.74866310160428,10.832165505486646,3.44929411764706,675,26,131,20,11,235,96,170,0.08900000000000001,0.873,0.037000000000000005,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,5,0,17,2,1,4,2,35,29,14,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,9,1,4,3,3,2,0,0,5,1,24,2,23,23,4,20,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,5,100,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.139632452142154,0.0,0.5158889715266001,0.13982314131010248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381200010580885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003938964240573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722461998667283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588692153223726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462641450482034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523048097643634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769711535048978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234918010607284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263948954450458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684873262870698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727394982220388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164760797738974,0.0,0.0,0.19102361436982204,0.2901358946622014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179289157503867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609733474545452,0.11035765824102488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019506117139507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370379704326498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916653147706644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896237408855453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251190102543116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134857978646598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168449064361132,0.0,0.11359524202384635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429361246908672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806191305979917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214345594579168 adhd,TangyGG,2019/08/27,"I have been dealing with ADHD symptoms and finally felt comfortable talking about to my GP, referred to therapist and she isnt taking me seriously. So for the past few years, as i can remember, i have had terrible social anxiety and many symptoms of ADHD. Recently, I finally felt comfortable with talking to my doctor about it and he referred me to a therapist to see me and talk about my syptoms, etc etc. Well i went today for the screening and first appointment with her and she seemed very condescending as if i am another pill seeker. She gave me a spiel of how ""life gets hard for everyone and you have to learn to overcome it yourself"". I feel she wont even think about a prescription based on how she acts even with my apparent symptoms. It just baffles me, can anyone provide insight to my situation or help it would be greatly appreciated!",6.633773584905661,7.447913163522013,7.383327044025157,70.44744339622643,65.16352201257861,11.139874213836476,37.91257861635221,11.00357731598739,4.5651152201257865,679,35,116,19,10,226,95,159,0.039,0.857,0.10400000000000001,0.8911,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,5,0,12,6,0,2,0,28,22,15,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,6,6,24,4,24,13,3,10,0,0,2,0,15,1,0,3,7,90,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994325393074508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062890830119953,0.09530037950425414,0.0,0.0,0.08710650930008805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843249435092854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750892242185288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778705750260728,0.1645626851691845,0.0,0.0,0.11903780711785973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298942188626476,0.0,0.23922519428334826,0.2729340680466915,0.0,0.10596437145011264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508587328200331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734559578400266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159572102552268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350073736926364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799178726146592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630061768794162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892198850107025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300387491949405,0.0,0.1411204425402024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927102692798867,0.11340940742997913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400287617878865,0.0,0.12698965102060347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884468179493306,0.09366572742876167,0.3003886635213592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892849196976996,0.0,0.07982333805456591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808358143544727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027883334616944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200887957069536,0.11548329760232046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849529087662572,0.0,0.0,0.08022292736584506 adhd,lelo0607,2019/08/27,"Help with getting motivated at work Little back story I’m 25 male I’m diagnosed with a.d.d but I don’t take meds as they gave me anxiety and I don’t wanna become reliant on pills as I live a happy life don’t feel like a have a need for them But recently when ever I go to work, ( supervisor at a restaurant ) I go there in a good mood but within 20minutes my mood changes I become unmotivated and bored to death and develop a huge nagging headache that goes away when I go home , Has anyone had this problem ? Any good advice I heard meditation might help",1.0735714285714302,3.6002006428571462,3.228214285714288,86.16678571428572,87.21428571428572,6.057142857142857,22.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.1283142857142858,440,16,88,8,14,149,77,112,0.16399999999999998,0.614,0.221,0.7362,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,3,5,9,1,0,6,0,7,3,0,1,1,15,18,10,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,2,12,4,14,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137059468873891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925835159714145,0.0,0.1341584000879185,0.0,0.0,0.1226235402810914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476690731232993,0.13484953942902395,0.0,0.0,0.3873671705678652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551935465724406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779979598417538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863318665490794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867288993688603,0.1252851382345465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162415378890262,0.0,0.29900228726767536,0.2941858915102314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668578109850376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509508335424445,0.0,0.1759114972371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386978374359775,0.0856774538430315,0.17576789890496186,0.15485588108842835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479774096233374,0.0,0.0,0.1860410076258111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003543748094196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780644405605336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315778960856212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318572307925887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553444772212349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,watercolourwords,2019/08/27,"How do you guys cope with the come down from a focus 'high'? As an example: I'll buy a new game, and play it for hours solid, feel some sort of euphoric excitement, partly from the game, and partly from actually being able to focus/enjoy something. And then the high will drop and I'll never go back to it, or find it hard to go back to it with the knowledge I won't reach that 'high' again -- which is illogical anyway. My most recent was tarot cards, I went through a phase a couple of weeks ago with drawing tarot cards at every opportunity, I even bought a whole new deck to replace my old ones, and took a few free courses on intuitive reading. Every reading was accurate, or insightful, or otherwise interesting, kept my attention, gave me a 'high', but now they just lay unused like everything else. Things become unused, games, books, projects, ingredients, and I'll feel even worse than I did before I wasn't using those things, because not only have I wasted resources, but I miss those moments of bliss, and what-could-have-been when it comes to the knowledge/skill/result you'd get out of actually sticking to something.",10.061502347417843,7.489815807511738,9.317934272300473,70.41051643192489,59.938967136150225,12.095774647887325,37.75117370892017,10.25414643259724,3.6629117370892015,889,30,164,14,9,283,138,213,0.047,0.8320000000000001,0.12,0.935,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,1,10,7,0,0,13,0,11,0,0,2,1,33,25,16,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,13,0,1,6,7,3,6,4,1,0,1,9,3,14,7,25,12,6,30,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,6,16,105,25,4,0.11825634130758013,0.0,0.2308022608677641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482711138982903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186365387442255,0.0,0.07208796804542421,0.13060483804534592,0.10062743646165474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037347338088324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441806592803233,0.1308483923852777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878799884019897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562143962630788,0.0,0.1992721358116296,0.0,0.10628117435434704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958791874120185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808415356086908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178405748271847,0.0,0.1344156079671053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709237012999955,0.0,0.0,0.10593445389896576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997772692605311,0.0,0.0,0.11645867526202375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057774075004357175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120658068859888,0.2284254226735317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409013734452168,0.0,0.0801335573681845,0.08993927639924232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25612018727955066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365766863060109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676387048991925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207901804136487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712851700118285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131387146407813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213550997386116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485810388439417,0.0,0.0,0.10962481315171248,0.0,0.1320289818924973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051331471430475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PhishinForBustouts,2019/08/27,"Vyvanse alternatives help! My Rx for vyvanse cost $700 with coupons applied... Vyvanse alternatives help! My Rx for vyvanse cost $700 with coupons applied... I’ve tried every XR adhd medication out there and vyvanse is the only medication I can eat on and just makes my mind functional and normal. My insurance doesn’t cover it and not taking the medication seriously degrades my performance at work which requires meticulous organization and attention to detail. I can’t have a wandering mind and keep the job... but this is not sustainable. Does anyone know of anything thats generic that acts remotely similar to vyvanse? Where you can actually eat etc but still be helped by the medication. I am so stuck I cant keep paying for this",5.836363636363636,8.282007484848485,6.879393939393943,67.11409090909093,68.84848484848484,10.254545454545458,36.24242424242424,10.436869588844218,4.610415151515151,596,32,93,18,11,199,84,132,0.059000000000000004,0.912,0.028999999999999998,-0.5731,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,5,0,10,8,0,1,0,23,16,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,9,2,3,2,0,5,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,10,0,12,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,59,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.14803639181366365,0.0,0.1823127808033008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607150427470242,0.0,0.1248353941257152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327528626090484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104520036292361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918454271397548,0.0,0.0,0.12781299396134366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050420304511858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505379014738034,0.2696741749775196,0.0,0.0,0.08336983165725521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126029511292994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6112833410019219,0.0,0.0,0.3063455957826712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863286211417692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153739647992783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114705881365195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140588078570032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299369846016854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110438716518081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Elasion,2019/08/27,"Psychologist or Psychiatrist? (US) I'm trying to get evaluated for ADHD and I'm really confused who I even talk to. I currently have an appointment scheduled to see a psychiatrist next week, but everyone I've talked to/seen on reddit seems to have gone: **Primary (if necessary) > Psychologist > Evaluated > Report > Prescribed via Primary (if necessary)** Is it normal to see a psychiatrist in the US for this stuff though?",3.157571770334925,6.298789565789478,5.891387559808616,65.13016746411486,87.55263157894737,10.658373205741627,29.27751196172249,9.800150414767053,4.720068421052631,341,17,53,15,11,121,51,76,0.031,0.9690000000000001,0.0,-0.2861,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,10,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,9,9,0,7,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,5,4,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642208066629957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521095643979198,0.0,0.0,0.21007914165120506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486421603150412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338163584113512,0.0,0.21540944387661173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408435811685512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503890508872891,0.20014608421400645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251679299546741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534193274233674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160046398396312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926588233938218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289126279802571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763529651636033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sakuraexpress,2019/08/27,"Doctor prescribed 5 mg per day (2.5 mg in the morning/ rest in the afternoon) I'm in my mid-20s and after struggling with lack of productivity and attention inconsistency for years decided finally to get diagnosed with ADHD. My doctor started me on just 5 mg total per day though (2.5 in the morning and 2.5 in the early afternoon) and I'm not really sure that this is enough. I definitely feel a boost in focus, etc for a couple hours but based on what I've read, I feel that 5 mg is maybe too small. I'm tempted to take another 2.5 in the evening but I'm afraid it will mess with my sleep. What dosage did you guys start on? And what has your journey been since? (in terms of dose increase) I'm obviously afraid of developing a tolerance/dependence on the drug, but my doctor assured me that at a controlled level, there's no big risk of developing tolerance.",5.382792207792207,6.20132697619048,6.521125541125543,75.51175324675326,67.92857142857143,10.15670995670996,31.93939393939394,10.230975488527342,3.2484809523809526,684,28,131,17,11,230,100,168,0.086,0.855,0.059000000000000004,-0.5345,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,4,10,0,6,7,1,1,4,23,17,9,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,2,10,2,25,14,7,30,0,0,0,0,3,16,0,0,12,79,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010744572734809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543942887196706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765271879387646,0.0,0.1851256554433129,0.0,0.2158025937876996,0.0,0.0,0.1698164241938897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137475192135034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940268208383352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287625615808092,0.18659520169338967,0.11050686970892316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919422116306845,0.0,0.0,0.18328024646507152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741272192139285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656634932426278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647669352059065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680856760169573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735556821382472,0.0,0.10718325707044374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840080220856385,0.0,0.16743112116448194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684617117466397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490904381532996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768796986561592,0.0,0.12579651731521352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438151208774718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774234235387782 adhd,AccomplishedReach,2019/08/27,"First Psychiatric Appt. Hi everyone, new here. My first psychiatric appt is coming up, and I’m nervous. I’ve been to a psychologist before for other unrelated things, but never a psychiatrist. I feel like I’m nervous because for a few months now I’ve had this feeling that my life aligns way too closely to the symptoms of ADHD, and I’m nervous that my doctor will just assume I’m like the “others” who fake symptoms. Which would leave me struggling to deal with this by myself or starting from square one on my own. I’ve written a list of symptoms and how it’s affected my life which only makes me more confident I have ADHD (it’s a long list). Any advice on the right way to bring up my concerns so I can best present my case to my doctor?",3.978151105651104,5.320901790540539,5.0451105651105665,82.85566339066341,71.63513513513513,7.543980343980343,28.31941031941032,8.00094639256281,1.829735135135135,587,22,114,8,11,193,92,148,0.15,0.767,0.083,-0.7458,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,4,8,0,7,7,0,3,1,17,18,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,7,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,3,3,3,14,3,16,13,4,19,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,11,76,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593404308855484,0.14608988741549156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166527804742666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911339481742239,0.0,0.1272136783439765,0.0,0.15689126033971068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878120424010195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412816511695676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060396256919461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285386952378604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118360919753754,0.10680298900031718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254329626188708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829914975848408,0.0,0.0,0.2111928571427501,0.14607651457017365,0.0,0.0,0.13230299263134082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997925595702922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932965147943772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530378817704165,0.1443882467216123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130522002793332,0.11370165613533376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767237336857076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581702713206928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629009279108794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661639221337605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993213050203834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373326363042117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620066886684333,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jakebooth,2019/08/27,"Shower on meds: 5 mins. Shower without meds: 30 mins+ Anyone else have this problem? I can sit in the shower thinking about life, whereas on meds I'm in then out.",0.3156250000000007,2.728096812500006,2.024750000000001,91.94525,96.5,2.5600000000000005,18.9,3.1291,-0.5339825,126,4,23,0,5,41,25,32,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.48100000000000004,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428767018118954,0.2553952749266044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822388856472945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605898480039614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8306115861047094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385071749590441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971508590347927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402767561095604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StraightPause,2019/08/27,"Need some advice getting diagnosed as an adult with no prior diagnosis. Pretty much as the title states. Growing up my brother and cousin had extremely severe ADHD, and were super super hyper individuals. Because of the way they acted, I never considered the fact that I could have ADHD. I was never a very hyper kid, but I grew up hearing words thrown around like 'lazy', 'underachiever,' 'If you just tried...' I always just took that at face value and believed those things about myself. It wasn't until I found this community that I realized how wrong my perception of ADHD was. I related so much to so many of y'all's stories and finally didn't feel like a massive fuck-up, and there might actually be something holding me back. I did a lot of research here on this subreddit and online, and came to the conclusion that I probably DO have some kind of ADHD. Now I'm in the process of trying to get diagnosed by a professional but it's incredibly difficult. I keep getting bounced around from doctor to doctor. I think many of them assume because I'm a college-aged kid I'm just looking for a prescription to help me study and make some cash on the side. I don't know what to do. I'm trying to help myself, but it's hard enough scheduling all these appointments and balancing everything else in my life. Getting bounced from doctor to doctor is so discouraging on top of that. Has anybody gone through something similar, and have advice to be taken more seriously by these doctors? Do I just need to push through until I find a doctor that can work with me?",6.138291251778097,6.991413814189191,6.910113798008535,73.26831436699861,66.26351351351353,9.880227596017072,32.80867709815078,9.93914555978268,3.3322662162162167,1243,51,217,27,19,412,166,296,0.07,0.8340000000000001,0.096,0.752,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,5,16,9,0,0,14,0,21,10,1,2,4,50,43,22,0,4,8,2,2,2,0,1,9,1,0,3,16,15,0,3,9,0,1,7,6,4,0,0,12,4,27,5,42,27,9,30,0,1,1,0,12,12,0,7,11,158,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.08654656490728517,0.0,0.4263423263404391,0.17332951458326534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379541006096507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790200927073492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819549542167029,0.0,0.10812660122167801,0.0,0.0,0.0999208558533282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014352932407058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081004527891167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800326364754694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446547399981521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408733278035431,0.0,0.0,0.09163827447165084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970693631940674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044843250376097744,0.06335862997421872,0.0,0.09715322337522143,0.08105910380976898,0.0,0.0,0.09724166862074628,0.0,0.08199050403321123,0.18534300040421725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944690884581512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995767185529666,0.0,0.11889121570919417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882985123647235,0.0,0.09235476592403376,0.04874053236798834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264286334189488,0.08665682413202609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447547175073467,0.0,0.0,0.07539925309707256,0.0,0.0,0.059199839959306264,0.17983115424881135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408381176167553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039157374500726,0.1315218593839384,0.13680310107637872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022744470062072,0.09562052089682403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019204582101296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655250597566987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892027809562798,0.05682760417614392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853548359373944,0.18063972040153986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731767784992116,0.0,0.07039630082056844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456582351345284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696626021510404,0.0,0.0 adhd,genericreddit0r,2019/08/27,"Honestly, unmedicated adult ADHD feels like being a little kid without a dependable adult to rely on. I had to stop taking medication over half a year ago due to side effects, and I still haven’t learned to live without it. I used to cook regularly for myself, do my laundry regularly, keep active in my social circles, put myself to bed at a decent time, and pay my bills and do paper work when it needed to be done. Without medicine, I feel like a little kid with a very unreliable care provider. Everything is so chaotic and uncertain. I know what needs to be done, but for some reason it just doesn’t get done. Feeling so helpless and unanchored has only made me less likely to do what I need to do to take care of myself. I’m in worse shape than I have ever been in my entire life, and I wish I could have my reliable self back and feel safe and secure again, but she disappeared along with the medicine. Can anybody relate and/or shoot some serious advice my way? I hate to be such a downer and I’m trying not to wallow in self pity, but sometimes you just have to be honest that stuff isn’t going so great.",5.224324675324676,5.782319900000001,6.039480519480518,79.75136363636366,68.18181818181819,8.467532467532468,28.441558441558442,8.418075326091056,1.946655844155844,878,28,169,12,14,289,135,220,0.128,0.715,0.157,0.8434,0,0,0,1,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,11,15,1,1,8,0,24,3,0,5,1,44,45,16,0,5,9,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,6,7,12,1,4,8,1,2,3,7,5,0,1,6,4,22,10,31,33,3,25,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,4,13,120,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125397536975812,0.114853635077491,0.10418749840891647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903769974077507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396691004256749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384196476680083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608366876901651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631694523984493,0.0,0.0,0.10563268926454167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377164824706504,0.1679337528536823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061407075949454284,0.0,0.06679772892494834,0.0,0.0,0.12958251931396236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604127039367793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044703204632506,0.0,0.0,0.064594045988473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301829707164914,0.17226468232655465,0.2356014712539757,0.10378537162946792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121425880116746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840393418027664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26145166930250635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893905030149896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815492582221745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084533802389875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452288356914239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981191542486548,0.0,0.0,0.11624491123570155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386343396432033,0.09826434608977534,0.0,0.0,0.13454921294142058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674306721391864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853548039499978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797984062413552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151232006501723,0.0,0.09697850979508013,0.0,0.09329364435930253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351592063172865,0.33989802577921235,0.0,0.08556672589917662,0.0,0.1197779908134351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568855029873503 adhd,Erider26,2019/08/27,"Memory Hey everyone, curious if any of you feel like you have a wildly good memory? I’m 24 and can remember things vividly, maybe as early as age 2 and onward. Specifically life events, I know it’s difficult for us to remember things we need to read and do.",1.5676470588235285,4.122452333333335,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,84.49019607843138,9.674509803921572,22.225490196078432,9.725611199111238,2.8611019607843136,203,7,39,8,6,72,42,51,0.048,0.805,0.14800000000000002,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,4,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682823128794725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484682830331341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147817390347205,0.18576434357836494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809948808175988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290481035785768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366575150554013,0.12703674351877545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612334817362433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928077665552822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600987711054821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891229838285447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455026343954343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127821532301168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dythar,2019/08/27,"Need Advice; what do you guys do to help yourself concentrate on boring writing tasks? TLDR; What works for you guys when you have a lot of writing to do. I wrote a lot below and hopefully it's useful. I know this question is asked a lot but I've tried a lot of things that are normally suggested. At the moment I'm doing (or at least need to do) a lot of writing and reading and I hate it. It's gotta be done because it's my final thesis. I've been watching Netflix whilst writing but even putting on boring shows is often seriously distracting me and I find myself losing hours without doing much work. I tried listening to audiobooks but it was pointless because I kept losing track of what was going on in the book. I have a weird relationship with music so don't really enjoy listening to it right now. If I listen to music with words I can lose my line of thought with writing and if it doesn't have much going on, such as in video game music, I dont think I have enough stimulation so i easily get distracted by my phone or start staring at walls without realising. I do need to have some kind of noise because it really helps me zone in when I actually do. I tried Noisli and I found myself avoiding putting it on and when it's on I get frustrated with the writing. I've recently bought a necklace to put on when i want to ""put in full effort"", but I've already started to avoid wearing it and related it to feeling depressed. Currently I'm staying on campus for at least 12 hours a day because at least then I'm sat in front of my work. I'm on medication and it helps but mostly just makes me better able to sit still. I've tried taking having sprints of work then taking breaks but I always avoid getting back to work and breaks feel forced and do not help. I have so much to do it's like mining away at an infinite rock and my procrastination is the only thing preventing me from being miserable. I've wanted to write this post for a while now to aks for help and advise but I'm posting now because my deadline is approaching and I'm getting more desperate. Anyone got advice? I know people have rando tricks that work and I'm open to anything at this stage. And hey, if I get advice that truly helps me finish this thing I'll give you a shout out in my acknowledgements section (if you want).",3.5644623655913965,5.0486266451612964,4.927069892473117,82.743938172043,72.87096774193549,7.661290322580645,26.68010752688172,8.256446698504663,1.7590107526881722,1830,64,358,29,36,610,212,465,0.139,0.773,0.08800000000000001,-0.9768,1,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,0,11,16,22,3,6,15,0,33,2,1,3,0,82,79,40,0,12,17,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,27,22,0,5,10,7,1,8,6,17,0,1,11,8,42,5,63,65,17,69,0,5,2,0,33,30,0,16,25,247,69,11,0.07296214645883183,0.0,0.07120053002766075,0.0,0.0,0.213893295262262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051554293602674,0.0,0.060710350729437174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101682925841901,0.0,0.06004162975784216,0.0,0.06820975777322179,0.0,0.06855033836506412,0.05610338694231773,0.0,0.22238523635572213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452908933689601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705454845817027,0.0,0.06284218983251134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746656077435675,0.08551109225603867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538940130311941,0.0,0.04819080961366662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378370703358772,0.0,0.0,0.07992646508410653,0.06668608004263964,0.0,0.0,0.07999922762952401,0.0,0.0,0.19059855061599293,0.06999193926613413,0.08293213849175818,0.0,0.058354493742053065,0.0,0.0,0.14448799217313776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720350142282588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29342993277189017,0.0,0.0,0.07246787434902699,0.14370603431352155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597884781927637,0.08019617513759933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03564561929941295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244877936679474,0.0,0.3101490388412521,0.0,0.0,0.048702799321622615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735016865501563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090671833823136,0.1623015212976688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714874121991457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549100018218006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058276556356266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975513541488466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933884378848029,0.08173430220554351,0.0,0.07298189105186638,0.0,0.09348283864812723,0.0,0.07204131740916188,0.07833403997572581,0.0,0.06230927441744711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328596559533612,0.07776794020262431,0.05826766441106989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971690777175748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454184242071316,0.0467511973684696,0.0,0.0579237943374665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981460323378732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301586836665198,0.0,0.0,0.12910489309634912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066581105209153,0.0,0.3187038695819994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RonanIsRadioactive,2019/08/27,"Vent- help? My adhd has been ruining me something awful lately. My job has gotten harder and harder to do. Ive made 2 big careless mistakes and Ive only been here an hour. Im tired. Im tired of looking like an idiot. Im tired of looking careless. I try and try and try and nothing has really worked. I feel like a shit employee, and while Im trying to get different work that doesnt exploit my weak spots, I feel unhireable. I try to ask my therapist for help and she like...literally googled it. Like I havent googled it a million times in a million ways. My psych is very wary of giving me adhd meds. I dont really know what Im supposed to do. Anyone know of good resources? I think I need to see some kind of adhd specialist.",0.6411145510835965,2.8621671052631577,3.1904798761609925,88.11365325077404,85.18421052631578,5.944891640866874,22.75696594427245,7.285733465282438,1.0405568111455112,568,21,117,9,17,197,84,152,0.177,0.685,0.138,-0.8071,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,1,12,2,0,5,1,13,5,1,1,0,16,27,8,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,4,5,18,5,12,23,1,7,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,1,7,62,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597765364051477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977393146563449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328809793428927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042569846419566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695052745050365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091139321427801,0.07128840538122805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052134993104985775,0.09572552517454193,0.0,0.08369725007669128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377128238399186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827085625607636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389395956499438,0.0,0.09902396776811492,0.0,0.0,0.10391361042307844,0.1096815013632676,0.0,0.11256495504319668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500506277637009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675931952217071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442160412502912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084172089967098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399136970030963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574906003729958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589309841383368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785320592951194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951793597346732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243071558691688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682150328832263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586129626370223,0.0,0.06393997605379677,0.0,0.0,0.058187053244178374,0.3440740990533063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387467400830441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233536382126383,0.0,0.07920688992608607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452933752599378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wagosh,2019/08/27,"Today I snapped at work I snapped after my boss said something, to my coworker and me, that struck a chord. After that I repeated what I understood he said to whom ever was in ear shot. Maybe he didn't meant what he said or I misunderstood. I said things I shouldn't have. I'm tired these days and I've more trouble controlling my self and I know I won't sleep well tonight because of this. To add to this the new semester starts tonight. I feel exhausted.",2.16274154589372,4.376812206521741,3.018405797101451,91.62900966183577,79.1086956521739,7.132367149758455,25.439613526570053,8.167268648758528,1.5077425120772947,361,14,78,7,9,114,61,92,0.139,0.8320000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.8075,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,2,1,13,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,8,6,14,1,9,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,10,46,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726469814853847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575513904209007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240603358362538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400631245771256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726617058038384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571947607995892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932577829573432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578855088816912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7319375307386551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006799824369427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925052035430176,0.0,0.0,0.14809295967635638,0.0,0.0,0.1361578423212375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779960800851545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109673939226085,0.1823407396146837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729603870077204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004494212288082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CuteCandyCane,2019/08/27,"Do i have ADHD? Bear with me, this might be long I'm 19 years old: For the years in high school (just graduated), i always had trouble following directions, I had no idea if this due to me being \*this\* inexperienced or my brain just can't process these kinds of things. For example, my teacher told me to make a paper airplane, I literally needed help from someone and it was extremely embarrassing, he had to do it himself because i couldn't follow the instructions. At my job if someone tells me to do something AKA verbal instructions, I usually mess up, not sure if anxiety plays a role (i have anxiety) or because my brain doesn't understand what I'm supposes to do. If i even do it somehow, i can't do it properly (ends are uneven, ties are not sealed properly, et etc). It's a bit hard for me to concentrate, i can easily get distracted (mostly my phone), I have health anxiety too, which is pretty bad, I overthink a LOT with things. I fear in starting school because I'll loose touch base with my friends (i use snapchat a lot and when school starts ill feel like ill have no social life because school is here and the courses i have are hard and its giving me really bad anxiety), and that no one will talk to me because they are too busy). I also have a crush and she's pretty distant with me through text, it's part of the route cause of my depression (as well as other things) because shes my first crush, first girl to ever understand me, first girl to ever make me happy, first girl to actually make me laugh and have a sense of humour, but yet i just can't make her like me more. She sent me paragraphs on how much she cares about me but idk, i over think a lot. IRL shes amazing, in text its just distant though our convos aren't boring/bad. Top of that when school starts ill feel like ill also just spend my time on social media and texting than focusing on my grades, like, its like im favoring social media than academia. I have hard time balancing priorities and time management. Honestly, my time management and priorities are really bad. &#x200B; Do all these play a role into ADHD?",5.7757524271844645,6.080241652912626,6.331860194174758,79.01896504854369,66.9368932038835,9.990058252427183,31.285825242718445,9.888512548439397,2.8571550291262136,1659,61,326,35,25,541,202,412,0.11599999999999999,0.747,0.13699999999999998,0.9404,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,1,0,1,5,21,27,0,3,13,0,39,8,2,7,4,55,62,26,0,6,15,0,6,5,1,2,6,0,0,3,22,15,0,0,6,2,1,3,11,9,1,5,6,6,53,18,39,51,10,38,0,1,0,0,26,12,0,12,28,221,75,13,0.0,0.0,0.07018597431504159,0.0,0.17287371022755815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150327769283334,0.05984527243404057,0.0779279867768382,0.08739369643725388,0.0,0.0,0.22008202888168615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402090964247449,0.26305969038449817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852073022085784,0.0,0.0,0.1605785678265657,0.0,0.0,0.07332977091269566,0.07388420815893879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194673438206313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370197752355886,0.0,0.08021258708042317,0.04750412566383797,0.13011601787178498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093279576119866,0.07273234292941512,0.10276288101718564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470892958901996,0.0,0.0,0.05556713658584253,0.0,0.0375765320084591,0.0689946050919059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765628269280863,0.19328526936806684,0.0,0.0,0.07645024255413567,0.0,0.0,0.04820812831213341,0.07599005844153861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811917356395458,0.07768863007533197,0.0,0.0713719725051109,0.0,0.0,0.07489620455716413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080098097763785,0.17568847588777872,0.0,0.0,0.0636491394915534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343778451219608,0.0,0.0,0.19203527956491728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629839500666674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287130491873848,0.053329614263006885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547055353502401,0.0,0.048736539911441085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788504678585183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634205581824405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921507762611553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36394699310523704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199477603523928,0.12187938305578913,0.05536944584299832,0.0,0.0,0.15272132368036315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778609470979204,0.0,0.0,0.057808572278462415,0.06286342549337623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334631753963764,0.04608502684497013,0.0706634802668517,0.0,0.16775432687253472,0.0,0.0,0.06872502040497101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497476950525391,0.0,0.06211793812354556,0.07921246049493204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466695514990756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739369643725388,0.09263144968229213 adhd,FuschiaGnox,2019/08/27,Just inadvertently told my superior she had big breasts... Ahhhhh *face palm*!! 🤦!🤦!!🤦🤦!!!,-1.1527678571428588,-4.8583443125,4.476428571428574,67.04000000000002,179.625,8.414285714285715,21.035714285714285,6.868970318607317,2.910296428571429,65,3,13,3,7,26,13,16,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.6876,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strumenle,2019/08/27,"You should feel empowered to ask for help I'd like to posit that those of us in this community wouldn't even delay to help others when we can or at least when they ask and we only can't because this ADHD thing is in our way. Wouldn't it be a better world if we were all ready and willing to help others, which should make us feel more capable of asking for help (which we definitely need) in the hopes of being more helpful. Don't feel like you're being a mooch/leach since a. They offer these services on purpose and b. You'll ""pay it forward."" Think about yourself, you may generally beat yourself up for your faults but I bet this isn't one of them. I'm really curious about this.",8.471095238095238,5.6945928714285765,8.260000000000002,77.40166666666669,63.14285714285714,11.333333333333336,33.33333333333333,9.2995712137729,2.6047619047619053,542,14,115,7,6,175,92,140,0.035,0.7859999999999999,0.179,0.9361,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,7,4,3,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,16,0,0,1,1,26,27,8,0,7,3,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,1,3,15,4,19,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,23,8,0,5,6,81,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682747780960336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593266444937302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998366096337032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448469693339038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817280693120862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843089666674756,0.11700193543851327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488795429396841,0.0,0.0,0.16266697827897197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600258109515245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932205850580312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143816956470213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097916757046412,0.12455937755036844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049193937343336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547757977278474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880580240717116,0.10494134228672716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940058311902162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999813043731892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caosgo,2019/08/27,"This is going to sound ridiculous, but this one music style throws me into like a meditative state that I can never achieve normally. It’s called breakcore, and I just discovered because of YouTubes wacko recommendation algorithm. It’s super disjointed, high energy, and random. It’s not really, “music, music?” But for some reason, it calms me down so much. It’s like my brain is finally getting enough stimuli so I don’t really think about anything. And you can’t really concentrate on the music itself either since it never sticks to one genre for long. Try it out maybe! TLDR: Listening to breakcore relaxes me, and it might help you too.",4.672296238244517,7.3966398189655225,5.6123824451410655,73.60722570532916,73.22413793103449,9.045768025078367,26.92476489028213,9.573946990214177,3.064579310344828,513,19,81,14,11,168,81,116,0.037000000000000005,0.748,0.215,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,5,6,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,2,19,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,2,9,5,11,9,4,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,6,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917077823543633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531666330211566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948978182607385,0.209915145728866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241401575190494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251974564051485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074044967410043,0.0,0.11683305787970613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779264566045768,0.21720136340404253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008672043675884,0.0,0.0,0.1819274805229321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652780333516396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180826776668112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112134072295286,0.0,0.3171043566074238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141993487755613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786059948750897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950899891344764,0.21136542512848214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005383407611452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172421325271375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395719879276085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IkkunKomi,2019/08/27,"Studying without use of dominant hand help This semester has been the literal definition of hell between my mental health taking a critical hit and my physical health apparently having the need to complete with it. I will spare you the details and sob story, but I had surgery on my dominant hand last November. The semester got progressively worse and worse until I had to make the choice of taking the term off this term. My terms are 8 weeks, and the semesters are 16, so I can go back at the end of October, so I am thankful that it is only a term I am missing rather than a semester. Currently I have very limited use of my dominant hand when it comes to grip strength or writing. Anyway, the issue. During this time, I would like to be somewhat productive. I currently am in school for IT. IT has a shit ton of certifications that you need. I would like to obtain my CompTIA A+ during this time, or at least go through the Udemy courses for the CompTIA A+, Network+, and Security+. I have trouble focusing on the videos presented to me, even though they are not dry or boring. He does a great job teaching the material. In the past I have been able to focus by physically writing down notes to help study. This helps immensely as I remember it 10 fold. I have tried to type the notes, but I do not remember it that well, as it is easy for me to drift off while typing. Plus, I can only do so much typing. After about 30 minutes, it hurts quite a bit. Does anyone have any other ideas on how to focus during the times I watch the videos? I do know that when I take my Adderall I would need to start literally at that second to make sure that window would be okay. I was wondering if anyone else had study options?",5.573907898488739,6.122387080838326,6.369743370402053,77.72280439121757,67.41317365269461,9.834958654120332,31.473624180211004,9.842372674337009,2.938138465925292,1351,52,260,29,21,446,177,334,0.08800000000000001,0.76,0.152,0.9766,4,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,1,5,13,16,2,0,25,1,34,6,4,5,1,41,54,23,0,9,10,0,4,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,21,8,0,2,5,2,0,4,3,7,1,1,7,5,33,9,45,39,9,36,1,3,1,0,9,11,3,7,23,189,54,7,0.11022019189391907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495351009929427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154137041838675,0.11293361181498712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475252408000579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033190276873852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494493575384544,0.11556377417386855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290886537426896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207482718125533,0.0,0.0976223749318248,0.0,0.0,0.07279939723454644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528135015726632,0.0,0.08815315626371673,0.12151815067450515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343178197094007,0.0,0.0,0.22163481385368847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799299505067097,0.1244251806003672,0.0,0.11504124423238805,0.1093765332001042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060574134957857836,0.0898441672865911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076960366448568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714566792601516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107602936326903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810245231398519,0.2451806270830819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765484529478328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521764483741837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723274135077533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497159825470072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154871857185247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313944307239028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801441912273024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388122645762732,0.0,0.2486156016962967,0.0,0.0,0.10147594414611937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829077891729487,0.0,0.19281084078194366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483227525255821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038971414179331,0.0,0.09094320150478613,0.0,0.0,0.08841198955781547,0.0,0.0991011894255412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106248331769018,0.1195290964303524,0.0,0.0,0.2246475838286653,0.31318904779857565,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dave_The_Party_Guy,2019/08/27,"Any medical professionals with ADHD wanna have a chat/vent? Been feeling a bit overwhelmed lately and was curious if there's anyone out there working in the medical professions that wouldn't mind a chat. Would probably prefer PM convos due to the nature of the work, but if anyone has any tips/tricks for balancing that overwhelming feeling while keeping it cool on the outside with patients, I'd love to hear em!",12.233600000000004,9.435835293333335,10.994666666666667,60.76400000000002,56.06666666666667,14.266666666666666,45.0,12.45797560212912,5.695800000000001,337,15,52,8,3,107,59,75,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,7,1,6,3,0,0,0,15,11,5,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,10,7,1,6,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,33,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655789364957206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005523910108181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090332687994053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412564871485997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234715534086673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490641960303056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642007618808108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492787440707018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994460210625628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452347742312044,0.0,0.0,0.22313009864044794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382573315197171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217568922111828,0.0,0.0,0.15698016848971694,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beanjamin00,2019/08/27,"What is the “right medication/dose” supposed to feel like? Hi everyone! I’ve been diagnosed with adhd for 4 years now. I mainly have inattentive type— constantly feeling foggy, lethargic, etc. I’ve been on and off medications since my diagnosis. Recently, I’ve been more determined to find the right medication because I’m working full time and managing my symptoms has been difficult. Years ago I was on 5/10mg ir 2-3 times a day on an as needed basis. I’ve been on adderall on and off, just finished a month of 15mg XR and it felt good for the first hour or two and then I got really cloudy and tired. Recently switched to vyvanse 30mg and feels similar. I have tried 36mg concerta in the past for a short amount of time (1 week?), but I don’t remember liking it. I might try that again since I’m not having too much luck with amphetamine meds. So far, the ir has the best effect but the ups and downs are difficult so I wanted to do a long acting med. I can’t really tell if the dose is too high, too low, wrong med, etc. Is it the med “high” or is it how I’m supposed to feel? I’m not really sure what the ideal situation is supposed to feel like. I know the physical side effects are expected for most stimulants, but I can’t really characterize how I feel mentally on the different meds/doses. I started journaling how I feel to better communicate with my doctor. Any experiences/tips/thoughts on the right medication/dose? How was your journey to finding your medication? Anything is helpful, it’s been so frustrating and I really just want to feel normal and actually get things done. Thank you!!",4.156552183173588,5.7317087699680505,5.744812300319487,77.1037786208733,71.52396166134186,9.945101171459001,29.33559637912673,10.222266870305534,3.1571321618743333,1267,51,244,37,24,431,170,313,0.07400000000000001,0.792,0.134,0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,0,7,14,15,1,0,18,0,27,8,0,7,1,53,48,25,0,7,10,0,9,3,0,1,8,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,15,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,11,9,20,10,31,36,9,45,0,1,0,0,6,22,0,6,24,148,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.08533812400867405,0.0,0.10509733793121456,0.0,0.07751872964868138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594686774126145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719635098779049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330842023352958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177288381238964,0.07734200048594443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450187211920603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639771066220285,0.0,0.0,0.08875942952565924,0.0,0.0913661434630042,0.0,0.08950829686051452,0.0,0.08949122837046553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505867860720774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356177100986928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537368689927352,0.12494791971355147,0.08396526023326516,0.0,0.1598545675466263,0.07438452334351305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045688768726924414,0.0,0.0,0.07334851457893075,0.06994137573818744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058615574867715986,0.18479045404718814,0.0,0.0,0.0861201691355231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805997326322601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817026554258198,0.0,0.0,0.07739007988397344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38854684348237256,0.2642885961337839,0.08812855528350416,0.09277012905050336,0.0,0.0,0.0698013784635493,0.0,0.0642854647198189,0.06484271650747599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568196957157295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834804690355708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801120326680681,0.0,0.17269171666061794,0.0,0.0990632672918801,0.2240442557826828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467830550830474,0.09829693280328708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061897225602858486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242014466369282,0.09089354280766804,0.0,0.0,0.07643474145252525,0.0805117756269413,0.0,0.0,0.05809758023483391,0.0,0.0,0.06942515655857191,0.15297756805420568,0.10051036741557257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874497755077815,0.0,0.08542548136875644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315999401411408,0.0,0.07014673601617859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366429747518952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561233016883557,0.0,0.1126292570166198 adhd,TehArtistwannabe,2019/08/27,"Spent my whole day on one task because of ADHD My brain decided to be a dick today by giving me a bad mind fog today and ramping my ADHD. I'm in social security office to replace to social security card because I've lost for the third time( thanks ADHD). I was really close to the office until I realized that I forgot my forms and identification at home. So I had to return to my place which supposed to just take me 20 mins, end up taking 30 mins because I drove through streets to avoid freeways( freeway anxiety). Then I was in the area when I remembered that I haven't eaten yet and so I better find something to eat before waiting in the SSI office. It took me turning to a lot just to find fast food. Which then I just chugged it down my throat just so I can make it to SS office in time before they close. I really hate being this way, I've never told anybody about this because it's so embarrassing. But today was just a magnitude of the bs I deal with daily because of ADHD. Luckily I'm getting medicine, so I'm hopeful about that.",5.688254344391787,5.3949794644549804,6.982191943127964,76.3215659557662,67.15165876777252,9.308214849921011,31.80134281200632,8.841846274778883,2.5608575039494466,821,30,158,12,12,281,120,211,0.087,0.81,0.10300000000000001,0.3094,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,14,10,1,2,9,0,8,6,3,1,1,26,28,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,6,3,5,6,0,1,2,2,5,0,2,11,0,23,5,30,15,3,33,0,1,0,1,6,13,1,2,17,105,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313793248304058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456103574143507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229435993208866,0.3369137709511766,0.0,0.18811887752521,0.0,0.0,0.09776161035152094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123396626996659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128767008655383,0.113959512036211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310765991958605,0.0,0.0,0.09790359032114504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020589052159857,0.0,0.1336626221240034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577513844697367,0.1060378313811218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091330912153866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087832290378652,0.10978887456671088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066495405813522,0.09397519722554236,0.0,0.0,0.07378477116655084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116115633353453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852534864514304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490320430625923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548836674032803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162655850850292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521766280014127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253585237457793,0.0,0.08509731962586152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622118329544466,0.0,0.0,0.1017682602996612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891084022198612,0.0,0.31433043610682937,0.10562350658662438,0.1228114487091037,0.0,0.1202332727672401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773967886716877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234113913051802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moonbeam1s,2019/08/27,"Sometimes I just want to hide I am in one of those moods where I just want to curl in a ball and hide. Hide from the noise. Hide from the to do lists. Hide from my messy house. Hide from my husband. Hide from everyone and every thing. I feel like I am in a constant state of being overwhelmed and pulled in a million different directions when I cant even focus on one. I'm tired. Tired of being tired and tired of having constant reminders of why I cant be. I wish my brain allowed me to take care of myself and my family and my to do lists and my job and my messy house, without feeling like this. Why brain why?",1.9402911931818208,3.568171367187503,2.9606818181818184,94.56159090909092,77.515625,5.904545454545455,21.79261363636364,6.574015621080383,0.23349062499999995,477,13,108,4,11,152,63,128,0.23399999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9444,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,10,6,2,1,0,17,18,9,0,3,3,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,17,3,22,15,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28587909822715,0.0,0.0,0.13054948157444451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27674034161943417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337788193365499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457191261983904,0.0,0.1078826667745026,0.12235161344965766,0.0,0.0,0.12070857068910545,0.0,0.12948587654030094,0.18294944433771912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29549137242605394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706399997595758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511174744053574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353197589409913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663887727316253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627321901602327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506680259820394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886713731934073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104744141424614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34661962075267194,0.0,0.14724438222028635,0.1234299317262615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pnutspops,2019/08/27,"Vyvanse after 2 months, opinions. I was on Adderall all through my school years, then quit for the next 10 years. Ik now that I had learned to cope with my adhd fairly well except I had to constantly do shit. Well I went to my doc and asked about my issues, boredom that seemed like depression, sleeping 10 hrs and still exhausted, no memory, chronic fatigue etc. So he put me on Vyvanse 30mg, it's been 2 months. I liked it at first but now I feel like it makes me lazy, disconnected, even some of the down and out depression comes back but I don't get bored? Anyone had the same?",3.4078065134099664,4.8654630948275885,3.9832183908045984,89.46139846743297,73.22413793103449,7.224521072796936,25.819923371647512,7.793537801064563,1.2518325670498085,453,15,96,6,9,143,83,116,0.162,0.738,0.1,-0.8219,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,0,3,0,7,5,2,1,1,17,14,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,2,1,6,1,13,5,15,8,4,21,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,3,16,63,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406155351519127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454327605936533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651498761834382,0.0,0.0,0.13696067963042602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534316891381121,0.0,0.19248077976219588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30682315268324634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986471046326947,0.11764434192563525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006111049375927,0.1272465427234686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150589860630734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093058577927852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590746607999567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610563378347087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188942211608681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434195966387793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189429036838257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905639052471622,0.0,0.18944894095641476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026351985790906,0.0,0.1621506733626697,0.0,0.0,0.18283414192566907,0.0,0.0,0.17824524501643965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224415589067171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32029644906133825,0.16511588317679374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294025158279361 adhd,ems_ems_,2019/08/27,"I may have ADHD and I'm scared So I'm 13 (turning 14 in October) and during my most recent session with my therapist she brought up some thoughts I had last time. I was thinking that I may have ADHD or atleast be somewhere on the spectrum since I had noticed some signs and I found more when I looked into symptoms and started thinking about my life. I have always been very chatty (which people don't like btw) and curious, I fiddle a lot in class, loud, clumsy, I forget things easily, I procrastinate and do things last minute, I am/where bad at planning (It's getting better) and that's just some things. When we talked she brought up some new things that I didn't know could be caused by ADHD and she also mentioned that I had talked about being bad at reading social situations and that might mean I could have some autistic ""tendencies""? (English isn't my first language) Anyway, looking back at what I've gone through and my struggles I realize I might be on the spectrum and that it's more possible than not. I'm scared because I've just recently gotten ahold of my depression and now that school started I'm for once doing my work in time and I'm feeling so much better regarding friends and everything. I feel like a diagnose could set me back, like people's perception of me and in the future, regarding getting jobs and stuff. I doesn't help that kids my age joke a lot about this (which I've always hated). Calling other people ADHD-kid in a negative sense when they do something annoying or calling them autistic - once again to kinda insult them. I don't want people to think I am weird and dangerous or avoid me or something when I might not even have ""severe"" ADHD (I'm sorry if I come off as ignorant, this all is just very new to me). I'm scared it'll make my social phobia worse. That's all for me I'd really like some explanatory answers or something because it's just new and unfamiliar and scary I guess.",5.559126984126987,6.182256089947092,5.973664021164023,80.28684523809524,67.46560846560847,8.733862433862434,31.093915343915327,8.72156446121922,2.425807407407408,1534,58,289,23,24,494,186,378,0.17300000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.039,-0.9922,1,1,3,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,3,5,20,22,4,5,7,0,33,3,0,2,2,75,65,33,0,5,12,0,2,4,1,6,3,1,0,1,24,23,0,2,12,2,0,4,8,14,0,1,12,5,45,8,29,40,14,41,0,1,2,0,18,14,0,22,26,197,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496761121624373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059844254898320424,0.12453479203526135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508455380982625,0.12496555137753057,0.0912355103487937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236814849924106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528265670810529,0.0,0.0,0.07687453096570494,0.0,0.06446236077535106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924517775966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445391064128324,0.07595434094244527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942676480321236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725544806990484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567604618171908,0.05346100659214372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365326452713596,0.0,0.08205097694315913,0.057816110757452875,0.0,0.07819474135133189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824374433603629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738825044526017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015926061977312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426061735174448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112648779321637,0.12199844213291093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285705406563434,0.14623930624957024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568244256036365,0.0,0.0,0.12724138664316234,0.0,0.0,0.04995188556959247,0.0,0.0,0.08151552704702945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381592823038453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501117043075539,0.0,0.0,0.21682373542343272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851983389122179,0.0,0.15939028924491716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752027008047744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436343142803167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485366593408035,0.0,0.047940201835572335,0.0,0.14777793858380833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247639094768648,0.07573541109395739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845404584079091,0.0,0.06190297415316461,0.08411589380009646,0.0,0.1525664850931282,0.0,0.17283125657332488,0.0,0.0837698813337281,0.10593495253305704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823213338126983,0.08566635637918825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778057133506669,0.0,0.1202965285936058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688736254099387,0.1988639828205282,0.1438506919757947,0.0,0.059409372496113375,0.0872719321025399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813972665086945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349080904464214,0.04413868700397351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054479617344700235,0.0,0.07626164303074913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Good_Apolllo,2019/08/27,"Took Vyvance for the first time today. tl;dr, does anyone else taking Vyvance not feel effects the first day? Can you share your experiences on the way the drug changes the way you think and what changes to look for. &#x200B; I talked to a doctor last night about why I thought I had ADHD. To my surprise after only 30 minutes they prescribed me vyvance and sent me on my way. Im not sure how I feel about this. It is essentially exactly what I wanted, to try medication, see if I like it, bail on it if I don't. I was prescribed 30mg which I guess is pretty normal start dose. I'm not sure if it worked. I felt better at work but I was still forgetful. I work construction and still left my drill ""over there"" I couldn't find my screwdriver. I feel like I found them quicker than I normally would but was still a little disappointed that I wasn't paying complete attention to what I am doing. Can someone who has been on this tell me better how it works. I don't know if I just need a higher dose or if I'm not understanding the way the drug works. I'm not too keen on just wanting a higher dose but I also was hoping to be able to tell the difference. I don't think I actually felt anything. It seemed like an almost regular day at work with maybe just less slip ups on forgetting where I put things. I could probably write a book on today and my thoughts about it but I'm TRYING to keep it short. thanks in advance for any help and if i missed in the FAQ some answers to this I apologize.",2.580466582597729,4.328886639344264,3.8413934426229552,88.41548234552336,76.04918032786884,6.921815889029004,23.86191677175284,7.748469712250963,1.068712484237074,1175,37,249,17,26,384,160,305,0.055,0.8340000000000001,0.11,0.9435,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,2,12,15,14,0,0,15,0,21,7,0,3,3,63,52,19,0,15,19,0,5,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,18,6,0,1,17,1,1,4,10,2,0,2,14,7,40,12,31,34,2,39,0,2,2,0,14,17,0,12,17,162,58,9,0.08853588861438295,0.0,0.0863982558321644,0.0,0.10640293298382757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886559034646911,0.0,0.0,0.07080211813778653,0.0,0.09592859832378038,0.10758079540239694,0.06020744028276604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061906351881121674,0.0907154805726962,0.07285749258303062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660559737349766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731846142825687,0.0,0.0928281947464094,0.0,0.0,0.07068870282776038,0.0,0.0,0.11419664752991557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925011596987123,0.0,0.09062023358364438,0.07747835275927131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053470450167348,0.0,0.07396037426022599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660508776992798,0.0,0.0,0.134299216467704,0.0632500565164222,0.1700166747024,0.0,0.08092019823068536,0.15061716325362895,0.0,0.09707503205981756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753226293308416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934373988178556,0.0,0.0,0.08793611431246369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563395253829833,0.0,0.0,0.07869476577881944,0.0,0.0,0.048657008968947216,0.07216856594836386,0.0,0.0,0.09619450203204094,0.0,0.0,0.12976248916954025,0.08873621960410699,0.0,0.0,0.07434784810274395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894620014539477,0.0,0.0,0.08919059333110138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564823957339377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308493387902159,0.17349274578606966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673355328711756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007282794733427,0.0954566623886098,0.0,0.0,0.08900302183397624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055164044552248,0.08059974781910684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501617111314865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266615765297813,0.0,0.21211462504174766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688805447970556,0.0,0.06656796981072789,0.07116179358838616,0.15476853805245086,0.08151195106434793,0.0,0.0,0.05881931034538184,0.11346044500320004,0.0,0.1405752120101887,0.05162598863780266,0.0,0.16784334035340562,0.0,0.09836662990839652,0.12022011344160735,0.0,0.0,0.0921689824333854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444152198107902,0.2811026695027849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988986859793107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867310882116899,0.0,0.0,0.06289335505291647,0.0,0.10758079540239694,0.0 adhd,TheNightHaunter,2019/08/27,"ADHD nursing student incoming Hi (31m) student starting next week at nursing school. I've come a long way since about 2 years ago when I started medication, I managed to get my associates in a year and get deans list. I keep doubting myself because I burned out on school in my early 20s as a psych major, and just would love some positive reinforcement cause I don't have want to screw this up",10.671515151515152,7.100380740259743,10.051168831168834,68.7158008658009,59.77922077922078,12.864069264069268,43.84848484848485,10.504223727775694,4.525557575757576,315,14,59,5,3,102,62,77,0.069,0.8240000000000001,0.107,0.6983,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,10,10,2,18,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,2,10,30,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648241949955737,0.0,0.1953316380832361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343265181851698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263655465347588,0.0,0.1898165405957782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302530518206985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586187535740807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195007466500532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887922088209176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219847368650688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343503135695884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446022564533538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182280144025327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119371673041764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299712386074718,0.17490774472705695,0.17675569393784016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565340508516898,0.0,0.0,0.2838031191798354 adhd,violetgay,2019/08/27,"I’m two days into my grad school program and I’m already panicking. I’d really appreciate advice and encouragement First off: I am a perfectionist. I graduated with a 3.98. I cry when I get an A-. I still feel like I tricked the program into accepting me. SO! I am aware I have imposter syndrome a little. I felt like an invader in undergrad, like my adhd ass snuck in there like a stowaway plague rat or something. I was given ALOT of leeway by my professors because they could tell how much I love learning and was trying my best. But grad school?? This is a whole other freakin ball game. The sheer amount of reading? I’m looking at the syllabus like 😂😭😱 These professors aren’t gonna give me leeway! I’m sooooo screeewed Taking care of myself is like caring for a toddler, I need consistency, at least 8 hours of sleep, exercise, and healthy food or my life explodes into disarray and I plunge into a deeeeep depression. I had it down(ish) in undergrad, but this is different, I can’t just walk things in sometimes and expect good grades. On top of all the work and our internships we need to network! I want to do extracurriculars and shit, school council and meetups and mentoring, but I did not have time for any of that in undergrad because the aforementioned toddler-level of care my freakin brain needs to not scream 24/7! If I do not do the networking and stuff, I will be far less likely to get a job, and therefore faaar less likely to ever pay off my gargantuan student loan debt! “It’s the most important part of your education” !!!!! ?!?!!?!??!!! I don’t know what to do, what if I can’t do this and I’m spending all this money only to fail out? I’ve flown too close to the sun before and tried to do things that were not compatible with adhd and my other mental health problems. Did not pan out! Please!!! Please, if you went through this, if you know someone who did, please please please give me some advice or reassurance. Especially if it didn’t work out and you needed to quit your program. I know it won’t be the end of the world but I worked really hard to get here. TLDR: I’m scared this is too much for me to handle. Please words.",3.0036015037593984,5.125653490476194,4.11671679197995,85.2337218045113,76.0,7.2781954887218046,25.814536340852126,8.20500826718156,1.6693333333333342,1686,62,334,30,38,548,222,420,0.095,0.765,0.14,0.9271,4,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,2,5,1,8,10,24,2,1,22,0,31,9,4,2,3,69,61,31,0,13,18,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,21,27,1,0,7,4,5,2,11,7,0,2,11,5,44,17,45,44,14,32,0,2,1,2,16,22,2,11,16,220,65,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105966452849002,0.15535065070091572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771763021823059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054054963617839236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691100732758803,0.0,0.06763893127176877,0.0,0.08341836596034047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873554937596938,0.0,0.0,0.2431317303033836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346516712222018,0.0,0.08731447818766437,0.05126356143458027,0.0,0.0684634018330089,0.0,0.0,0.08304865310065489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040329289764026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190197599057277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040191816969084526,0.0567866610466105,0.07632150712853747,0.0,0.0,0.06761294984191138,0.09611791257087744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124588514764273,0.15250538772822386,0.0,0.06667125383463847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120615906095272,0.0,0.0,0.08449264886076582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828024452407607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888015537824275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310545426221441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614513838182453,0.31067286027892266,0.07966844462672831,0.0,0.0,0.0667503917353689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174155145464524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010579782176318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168665121800268,0.23575911449142015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045465082794905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607839150963299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235275785046586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605984073073807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454589465044125,0.07951009579605428,0.0,0.1018448460169024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958194053688357,0.24134007530922216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159389027837181,0.0,0.0,0.07954599076153733,0.0,0.06735042016778063,0.06119419623704735,0.07861624313828779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634796867053506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909954124118192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597655234856798,0.0,0.06947652694019373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056173677476906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635043317644924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793506297059337,0.0,0.07764879745660919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688442694428078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368671470901188,0.0,0.08874616651405226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360590987584398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,earthlingmercury,2019/08/27,"Back to school without ADHD medications? I just started college Monday (going back at age 23 to study Neuroscience after being ill and out of school for basically five years) and I’m already feeling in over my head. I can pay attention in class and take good notes, as I’m interested in the subject material, but when I get home and have to read the chapters, I absolutely cannot focus. I’m not medicated for my adhd right now. I can’t be as I live in a prohibition state and I smoke pot for chronic pain - a non-negotiable as I’m in too much pain to function or do school at all without it. My doctor understands and supports this, however, she can’t break her employer’s policy and prescribe me any stimulants. I’ve been at a stand still for a long time and it’s so hard to get back in the swing of things. Ive tried strattera, it did nothing for me. I’m currently on Wellbutrin, and while it helps manage my bipolar depression, it does nothing for my adhd. How can I focus on reading without psychostimulants? I get distracted by the material itself. Like for my biology class, I’ll be reading about cells and suddenly I’m having an existential crisis about the fact that all I am is 150~ lbs of cells. Stuff like that. I’d like to add that I definitely have some other cognitive stuff going on besides adhd. Diagnosed bipolar type 1, suspected executive function disorder and possible TBI due to multiple head injuries. I’m currently a little hypomanic so my mind is racing anyway - doesn’t help with distractibility. I meditate 20 minutes a day and eat relatively healthfully. Is there anything else I can do to help me focus? I also really struggle with switching gears between tasks and keeping my priorities straight. Open to all kinds of suggestions.",5.253746223564956,7.011606604229613,6.721032024169183,70.45803141993959,69.06042296072508,10.129836858006044,34.085921450151055,10.355215969177356,4.019694767371602,1410,69,239,40,25,481,190,331,0.11,0.782,0.10800000000000001,-0.5824,4,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,3,12,0,22,14,2,2,4,38,40,24,0,0,7,0,2,3,0,0,11,0,1,0,14,18,1,1,4,3,1,2,8,6,0,1,2,2,28,7,47,35,5,42,0,1,0,0,8,18,0,2,22,159,42,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465789590494309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025146989811108,0.07429009551191916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317348416653867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644672539625097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429732500651144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059911200930659186,0.0,0.08001247882178948,0.09428900489690108,0.0,0.0,0.10646858086124167,0.09508452551009842,0.08129522644211075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950573322428887,0.07760393915329905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469717661984133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560532535805615,0.0,0.10559157776651172,0.07791801375102242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321791119497833,0.0,0.1906792675592449,0.09874569619047813,0.0,0.0,0.1868017039521085,0.0,0.0931837647980058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825715645204195,0.0,0.09673844861623074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136155075127967,0.09310769794947034,0.0820301926114306,0.08221136233240499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716891165424132,0.0,0.0,0.09379999078452303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829034988349365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827530939899938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769897506365675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472797078266594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876791186264005,0.0,0.059512515934512976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933395562781301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820516823225982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575332715816222,0.0,0.07418806182775496,0.0,0.0,0.09711663501986134,0.21269081913982069,0.0,0.10541897973776712,0.0,0.0,0.06984735718851663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061716969752230635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416927809046358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307130312577666,0.0,0.0,0.09670957152563324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864961877726945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982294288689843 adhd,mrrobbe,2019/08/27,"Types of energy? Context:: Yesterday felt like a shitty downswing, following a week where my brother and sister-in-law stayed with us. We were out almost every day, going to nice places to eat, exploring the town. Great little trip, just draining AF. I went to the gym that morning. Felt good. The day just never crystalized. Worked from home. Wanted to head to the office to print some documents off. Had an interview that evening. Felt like a collision of conflicts. I got nothing really done, and flaked hanging out with friends. It lead to deductive reflection: I wasn't physically tired. Enough sleep and sore, but a good sore. I wasn't mentally tired. I'm a programmer by trade, and still felt capable of problem solving. Gears were still turning. I was emotionally/socially fatigued. I couldn't self-regulate, fell into addictive patterns, depressive, low functioning, felt priority-locked. Didn't feel capable of hanging out. Had two days of recovery after family left, felt it should have been enough? How does everyone else emotionally recharge?",4.441412442949794,7.824648779005525,4.690180158539516,75.4529161662263,80.54696132596686,9.114676915685806,30.52149891904877,9.318704503766252,3.9346587076627437,843,41,129,27,23,264,127,181,0.121,0.711,0.168,0.7936,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,10,0,13,9,2,2,1,33,27,6,0,4,3,1,7,2,1,1,6,0,1,0,4,11,1,1,9,1,1,9,5,4,0,1,18,7,9,7,22,7,3,30,0,3,0,0,5,11,0,2,11,75,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829537252608192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866026513411438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209946052881345,0.0,0.09346223437878308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949606063890581,0.1110466479535904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103606332825297,0.09064882949092268,0.12206271085979414,0.0,0.22424622417034254,0.0,0.07167192542175975,0.0,0.09142702592194757,0.10368898423539673,0.0,0.0,0.10229655932089343,0.0,0.05486751924533514,0.0,0.6251379624507771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383700602057308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616705352400086,0.182031397371084,0.08678789497487248,0.11963615309166725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136581854619178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884755720725003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789987679059173,0.0,0.0,0.1060281073723834,0.10875870384673723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935575286455204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836920463857655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041213133023311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337316687634025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383244873703834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695163153878916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320290223015192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859153698761763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566060116212848,0.1733175155864571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494398521356457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803116869925293,0.10600159958194287,0.0,0.13052798272472504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400387918890417,0.0,0.08704271961980115,0.0,0.0,0.1005927958054771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899888019944998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theritualmurder,2019/08/27,"What apps do you guys use to help with your ADHD? I'm looking for a good reminder app (Android) but if you use anything besides that and it's really useful for you, let me know :)",-0.1629729729729732,2.131170000000001,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,92.24324324324324,4.0410810810810815,20.913513513513514,5.6839178017228535,0.07498270270270302,138,5,29,1,5,46,33,37,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.902,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279237858265514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245399080990432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886138753789664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701735497089346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289179913958792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995630421690342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790170630255084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291330429924786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480061820062887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7069883353714929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hcraven0803,2019/08/27,"Need help and advice for quitting meds For background, I am 19M and just began college. I was diagnosed with ADHD at about 10. My parents didn't want to give me medication until they noticed that my academic performance was being affected. When I got into middle school, I started taking 54 mg methylphenidate, but noticed it was too much, I tapered all the way down to 18 mg. Then I started taking 20 mg adderall. I began to notice adderall made me feel antisocial and anxious, so I began taking 50 mg Vyvanse (equivalent dose for 20 mg adderall). It made me less anxious, and generally felt better until recently. Now, I feel the nervous energy coming back again, and I have noticed that it makes me shaky, especially in the knees and legs. The main reason I am making this post is because I feel as though my meds do more harm than good. I feel as though most of my attention deficit stems from my depression rather than from ADHD itself. The reason I say this is because my academic performance didn't begin suffering until middle school, which was a notably isolating and anxious time for me. However, as life went on and got better, I began feeling less of a need for my medication. I have taken an SAT with and without medication, and there was a 10 point difference between the scores. I haven't needed extra time or any kind of accommodations since sophomore year, either. For these reasons, I am looking to quit taking my Vyvanse, and see what kind of results I notice. Have any of you guys tried quitting your medication before? If so, what experience did you have? Any help or comments will be appreciated.",7.2050932140193895,7.82562904697987,7.655928411633113,69.66064131245344,63.899328859060404,9.977926920208802,35.683072334079036,9.861636050157227,3.703860700969426,1288,57,209,25,18,424,163,298,0.092,0.812,0.096,0.4915,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,7,13,10,0,2,10,0,22,9,2,9,1,47,56,27,0,6,8,1,6,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,12,15,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,20,9,36,5,35,33,9,31,0,2,2,0,11,8,0,5,19,152,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611170924995496,0.07566373364674474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796523610340654,0.0,0.0,0.2624216984655016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953891711863414,0.0,0.09440126079663892,0.0,0.0658872564331965,0.0,0.0,0.13696114659603367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669911866395781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669037532151523,0.07858985520586183,0.0,0.08089790598980494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574143147470151,0.0,0.0,0.19575475997086386,0.0,0.07434497584447837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427794466710816,0.0,0.06494463935977397,0.1238557440384158,0.0,0.0,0.07666790776356397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037994400432789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126293151364351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469112329964584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502172779184957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653234179265118,0.10337029866795304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201462612570526,0.3120104551326964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056919984627791936,0.1722401685785092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44077303784156735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597689017055253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319641027386965,0.0,0.07415656948595054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470691184707997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388329144964887,0.07645281791545447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615754713093648,0.0,0.1567266575676224,0.061701712657207385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405092474169248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961075400708717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328709988597216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214923167557212,0.0,0.09030015167495976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256991083657855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045670240536319975,0.06146035737548725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177841779086258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463979023464941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049862403623950086 adhd,iop__,2019/08/27,"Seeing signs of ADHD in my daughter is changing the way I think about the ""disorder"" Disclaimer: my daughter is 3 years old and has not been diagnosed nor am I going to worry about that at this point. I have ADHD and so does my mother so it's likely she could have it as well. Yesterday my mom said to me that she thinks my daughter is regressing in knowing her letters. My daughter could identify pretty much all the letters at age 2. My mom worried though because she said now my daughter could only get a few of them right. Then I got thinking about times my daughter has regressed in knowing something. For example, I used to play a memory game with her.. I would set out random objects in front of her, have her close her eyes, take away one of the objects and have her guess which object was taken away. When the game was fresh and new and interesting to her, she guessed the correct answer every single time. Now when I play the game with her she hardly ever gets it right. I think it's just because she got bored. I think that's a really good example of ADHD. Is my daughter slow? Is she lacking in intelligence? Certainly not! She just has a hard time focusing on things she's not interested in. I wasn't diagnosed with ADHD until I was an adult. All my life I've struggled in school and meticulous aspects in different jobs. I've just always thought I was stupid and slow. So when I was diagnosed I thought ""Oh, so THAT'S what's wrong with me! ADHD is why I'm slow!"" My daughter is incredibly smart and creative. She's always been really good at speaking and forming sentences and her vocabulary is way beyond her age. She's wonderful at drawing and singing. When she plays with her dolls she creates such elaborate scenarios and she can grasp complicated concepts, beyond her age. She expresses herself and communicates really well. She's showing some signs of ADHD but that doesn't mean she's stupid! Or slow! And this reminded me of the times I've been really good at things, only to lose interest. Like times I've excelled in math only to flunk the subject later in the year. Like times I've had a hard time understanding something really simple in a job, but have solved other more complicated situations with ease. This realization that ADHD is not ""the dumb disorder"" has given me a whole new level of confidence and perspective on ADHD. And that's thanks to my intelligent little girl who (likely) has ADHD. So ADHD redditors, this is just a friendly reminder that you are not stupid. You are not slow. You are not less than! You are a lot smarter than you think!",4.043347821887373,6.1521138336714,4.9286279339321935,80.63361223799866,72.93509127789045,8.021810103351687,27.965275765478605,8.77342768361299,2.3274472520042493,2052,80,373,41,42,666,213,493,0.06,0.779,0.161,0.9939,3,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,5,1,2,25,29,4,1,21,0,41,5,1,1,5,71,70,33,0,5,14,11,3,4,1,1,4,3,0,2,22,24,0,0,15,8,0,2,10,9,2,1,18,8,67,20,52,48,12,65,0,2,2,0,60,29,1,7,35,264,89,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6807779066303157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942684442550303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644204280139596,0.0,0.0,0.06906206274435563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992422693071939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356822761854024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248426977016493,0.0,0.05918328009824433,0.12984303202264172,0.0,0.049571519620270975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123978084882092,0.04772691310272709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376475621718949,0.0,0.05919066066314545,0.0,0.032193372219187465,0.14253657378696635,0.09061036996589003,0.0,0.1248044728214297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223175448674214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242533516553233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062262600813470174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001092524617967,0.1106979958273713,0.05677442917250575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337266996977603,0.0,0.048158620445230386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170437828471685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268681882195804,0.0,0.0,0.04164151534205236,0.0,0.0,0.10941861243158424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944071586150804,0.0,0.038384968510991775,0.1292460888747582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354902081112423,0.0,0.0,0.057629606191005024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144520781919127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675118478840243,0.10776712103243437,0.0,0.0,0.057329034418116875,0.04513973134475315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636727641815249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721810941098919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921896511069925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259093416463,0.0,0.0,0.05215226108416935,0.0,0.0,0.0752665097539259,0.2177797981744432,0.055654658083009324,0.08994159829311732,0.23121620843416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589707493559256,0.0,0.04892417687371126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992632135496957,0.0,0.0,0.10186357265580948,0.0,0.05111443451783133,0.06324352092839865,0.0,0.0,0.0614304473503042,0.0,0.11505404357319345,0.0,0.040239874403076296,0.061933787536072385,0.0,0.07295666220136403 adhd,motorcycle_sidecar,2019/08/27,"No focus, not even hyperfixations Ive had ADHD my whole life and have never had hyperfixations, in fact I cant focus on anything. As a result, my friends assume I just have no interests because I can never finish a show even if I want to, or perfect any craft I have mild interest in. Its obnoxious and makes me feel much lazier than everyone else.",4.487058823529414,5.888938294117647,6.19929411764706,74.83982352941179,70.47058823529412,8.969411764705884,28.30588235294117,9.3871,2.561125882352941,276,10,51,6,5,95,51,68,0.145,0.6779999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,4,15,11,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,9,4,6,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382662446821449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140585842188448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23162172058513544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715784574309182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351278987778956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37180996865429855,0.0,0.0,0.2689518786574573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231716596631022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745916826671294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880706023899816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788007956618485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069091678863645,0.0,0.4341663344495308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601535521016622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31424563160130903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jedrider,2019/08/27,"ADHD How to discuss speculation? Is there a special doctor board on 'reddit'? What are the requirements of getting a post accepted on the doctor's board? I keep on getting my posts rejected, but I do not know why? The doctor board wants to ask all sorts of personal information which I do not wish to give. I just want to chat? I have had a question, but no one will answer it. I am a bit flustered when dealing with reddit. BTW, there are other reddit boards that are quite wide open, but not this one.",2.8544444444444466,5.001400816326534,4.06891156462585,85.28481859410435,76.55102040816327,6.804535147392291,24.15419501133788,7.793537801064563,1.3149079365079364,392,13,76,6,9,128,66,98,0.11699999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.05,-0.815,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,7,0,10,3,0,1,1,22,19,5,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,7,2,10,17,2,8,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,1,55,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206802639435547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727430921539209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017304258494461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904986719972369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673863264570178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307843375094325,0.17725651592077718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423975198808335,0.0,0.0,0.10154951230177896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504215873466726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134158777596305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539337335901643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699437381042216,0.19653483649835413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179744675223012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673398891310112,0.0,0.2124863255518209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FingerlessFighter,2019/08/27,"Does anyone else have an extremely hard time getting out of bed/no motivation in the morning? I recently discover this sub and didn't realize that my Adhd could be the cause of so much and this is one thing that I am majorly concerned about, if it is adhd or just me. I constantly find myself with no motivation in the morning when the night before I had so many aspirations to do so much. The best I can describe it is like a steam engine, when it's moving its easy, but over night the water cools and still making it extremely difficult for me to want to get up regardless the reason (work, school, party, etc)",9.567,6.6817917000000016,9.798333333333336,67.56000000000003,61.16666666666666,13.6,38.16666666666666,11.979248473330829,4.4032166666666654,484,17,92,12,5,163,86,120,0.054000000000000006,0.825,0.121,0.7348,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,9,1,11,1,0,5,0,19,15,11,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,9,3,13,11,5,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,9,71,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42638619384866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403799882875075,0.18176110093893288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094921543034556,0.0,0.1861640427700028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223248787188945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169987726450974,0.0,0.14163466222970053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155238671586763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818991165043047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978411850995473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213488839779086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853620708438419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891016670373434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666574048564651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841186238000866,0.17984965755976592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188541731994972,0.26080998016920115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33294447558347023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020675513262626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239056136113746,0.1751551590781125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953218328979742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166706545726054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785268112290853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343985913570912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463156838928966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914493372925154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SillyIce,2019/08/27,"Mydayis vs Vyvanse plus Booster Hello folks, I am currently taking Vyvanse 40mg and it works perfectly fine, I get around 10 hours of of duration, 12h on a good day (14 hours total if I count the time when I take it + \~90 minutes to kick in). Because I work full time (12 hours, 4 days a week) and I am also a college student, I need more coverage, so I can study after work. My doctor gave me two choices: 1) Keep Vyvanse and add a booster 2) Try Mydayis. Reading about Mydayis, Shire claims that it last \~16 hours long, but not so sure if it's just marketing gimmick, because it says that lasts up to 16 hours after dosing, measured from 2 or 4 hours. Wouldn't that be 12 to 14, kinda the same as Vyvanse? Anyway, I decided to give Mydayis a trial for 2 weeks, yesterday it kicked in in 2 hours (Took it at 8 am, started working at 10 am and last me up to 12:30 am), today it took around 3 hours to kick in, that would make the effective time to around 13 hours, not a lot of improvement compared to Vyvanse, tbh. Mydayis feels more subtle, I don't feel a ""high"" like I do with Vyvanse, and it does work consistently, haven't feel any up or down. TL;DR My psych asked me if I wanted to switch to Mydayis or keep my Vyvanse and add one booster. Considering my psychiatrist asked me what to do, just want to hear your experiences and what regimen do you follow, if Mydayis alone or Vyvanse + Booster. Also wanted to hear more about the Mydayis 16 hours when they claim it starts working after the 2nd or 4th hour after dosing, making it 12 to 14 rather than 16. Thank you",6.061658263305322,5.356512219047623,6.6955182072829125,80.06193277310926,66.49206349206351,9.189542483660134,33.45004668534081,8.313332769828598,2.464609710550888,1219,47,246,14,17,402,162,315,0.039,0.912,0.05,0.297,1,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,1,8,15,6,0,0,12,0,14,3,0,3,3,51,40,25,0,11,16,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,17,14,0,2,5,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,6,24,6,43,34,7,52,0,0,0,0,12,16,0,11,34,148,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228395169302193,0.0,0.11162602775622037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047461273595346215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863902882753536,0.13049307826911094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508968511556489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002074007188868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143555147317307,0.06107586173327322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827042880569187,0.0,0.0,0.10586751116603844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036463685542182336,0.06695129778373274,0.0,0.05853861342987321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732237445648925,0.0,0.0,0.07373957752994748,0.0,0.0,0.7560467789059476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406951006749052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067053693226986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409707599793987,0.0,0.0,0.06176414063245736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933506307874607,0.0,0.0,0.09317403273782532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051750232941518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729318462237945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981135787728728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550177423841037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879894044884156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577857799847041,0.0,0.10495050488894676,0.0,0.0,0.0642555304225891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208965336483588,0.0,0.06615510192973631,0.0,0.15508400665460373,0.047384506540372975,0.0,0.06817710296675741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349622304597235,0.0,0.11196662090817497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30485850086363675,0.0,0.0,0.049578568985437416,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,varmamahesh25,2019/08/27,"Isn't it true that we ADHDians postpone things because we find these things less challenging to do? Most ADHDians often suffer from laziness. They also forget things. What do you think the reason is? Isn't it that we don't find these things less challenging ? Isn't it that we don't memorize things subconsciously because we consider them not at all important. Also most of the ADHD buddies I find are over thinkers because thinking is very dynamic than memorizing things and statically using them. So what I think is ADHD is a symptom that must be used to explore things that interest us and give us enough adrenaline rush to do those complex and challenging tasks.",7.3827500000000015,8.833036441666668,6.97666666666667,71.76000000000003,63.75,10.666666666666666,35.83333333333333,10.686352973137794,4.2218333333333335,543,25,87,14,8,170,68,120,0.09699999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.079,-0.4962,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,7,1,3,3,4,7,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,3,3,30,21,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,20,8,0,0,12,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,13,6,8,19,6,4,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,3,0,73,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153437649996066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983450246536034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399272656214865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355603546943293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597318127281884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585498689015992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489115536519292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636269275384733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101247203058092,0.2521949553163025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156248396362372,0.22662213307166945,0.0,0.10825029286000253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bihoelar,2019/08/27,"I suck at college I have really bad ADHD so it’s hard to pay attention to things when it comes to planning things out, and I’m also a 1st generation college student so it’s been even more hard figuring out all of this stuff on my own. Here’s what my week has looked like so far: 1. Registered for my classes 4 days before semester started, didn’t get any good classes which is totally my fault for not doing this earlier. 2. Got my classes dropped 2 days before semester started for some reason because I payed the fees the next day. They said I had to pay within 24 hours so not sure why that happened 3. Registered for my classes again, got an email saying I was dropped from my classes on Sunday and was waiting for the school to open on Monday to call and ask if I really was dropped because I still had my schedule online, turns out I was still enrolled and I didn’t go in that day bc I thought I was dropped 4. Also didn’t go in for the rest of my classes on Monday whenever they said I was still enrolled due to the fact I thought classes started on the 27th for some reason so I wasn’t prepared at all and didn’t have supplies 🤦‍♀️ 5. Came an hour early today so I could make sure I found the right class and be prepared for this class, professor wasn’t there when class started, so I preceded to wait outside the class for 30 min until I realized this class starts in September. With that being said, I’m buying a calendar and taking my adderall again because this has been a mess and my ADHD makes me feel so unprepared for everything",4.41657142857143,5.1301302761904735,5.356507936507938,83.37571428571431,70.04761904761905,8.412698412698411,31.190476190476193,8.563005593585519,2.335952380952381,1227,51,247,19,21,403,156,315,0.077,0.89,0.033,-0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,20,8,1,0,13,0,25,0,0,4,6,40,56,22,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,16,15,0,2,9,0,5,4,8,4,0,0,25,8,32,4,37,28,8,55,0,0,1,0,9,17,1,3,31,162,48,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476886013840494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481573510047934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007653012167724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963364595729306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860412133442005,0.18845227162097036,0.0,0.17537340837650278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522406469569637,0.11786005921311812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876717903459076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227586141691165,0.0,0.0,0.2658310923979059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806257834207388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261336891893178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052104430083262265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298738787521267,0.0,0.0,0.05383860070907708,0.0,0.1171297020826611,0.08643221297167142,0.1648346368849624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911254696026514,0.0,0.1846224737310537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029640775306457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034430372860965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653480687079065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757138013992498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095932745173358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203104658617712,0.21190209111332725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880028765956356,0.2940682330875519,0.08194832248677507,0.0,0.1042906079605806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646913789852407,0.0,0.2468840535517849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179659060339626,0.0,0.0,0.1942440290065412,0.0,0.0774796656305559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692172109613115,0.0,0.0,0.16361803512203024,0.0,0.0,0.09767795176774116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120872031709148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265931029991891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298526489295476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laxas11,2019/08/27,"How to deal with ADHD hyper-fixation I was just recently diagnosed and put on Ritalin, however I have heart problems and have to be careful taking it too much (since it does raise heart rate). One of my big big problems is how easily I get fixated on certain thoughts or ideas, and it lasts for hours and I can get very emotional because of it. For example, a few months ago my boyfriend said something he shouldn’t have said to me (long over with and moved past), however occasionally I’ll remember it and get very fixated on it for what feels like hours and get to the point of crying. Taking Ritalin always works to fix this and my other ADHD problems, however I don’t want to take it every time I’m having an issue like that. Does anyone have any coping mechanisms or ways to break the fixation?",8.937235023041476,6.951418096774192,9.108940092165902,69.19483870967744,61.58064516129032,13.244239631336406,38.27188940092165,12.031772070788634,4.552059907834101,635,25,118,17,7,211,95,155,0.071,0.8390000000000001,0.09,0.024,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,11,5,2,2,1,25,25,12,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,3,9,4,19,19,2,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,11,71,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901657816096465,0.0,0.10701166756772752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044934090098223,0.0,0.0,0.08209425472801697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844107604764886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359025322583089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308285779329975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260608340168062,0.0,0.12445780005608885,0.0,0.12252902761626405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128709665962767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579460351330078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171244475908636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061040042197955564,0.08624293321280661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228645271885397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28610935755048444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377712574025349,0.0,0.0,0.1362790409315632,0.0,0.1260011064956196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840352967167344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795612845627053,0.0,0.0,0.10683407144462302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635815681916987,0.1283070601713139,0.0887436470026203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180350949683426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524162278353893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412013614690328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34654038343266624,0.0,0.12135770449110385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919718407885825,0.0,0.136753085037068,0.0,0.2296661701389385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986145802106933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293673693459856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230095705961016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583879674181052,0.07039324445471629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921453552274893,0.0712042304857025,0.0958225181410544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788614916967727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keroseneandoxygen,2019/08/27,"Fuck. College. Please help. Exhausted freshman. Physically disabled in addition to ADHD. Disability office is a trainwreck. Two days in and I have so much fucking work to do and I just. Can't. Do. This. I want to take more Vyvanse in order to just have the goddamn focus and energy to do it but I used to have an addiction to Adderall and I don't want to go down that path either. I don't know what to do. I'm so tired physically and mentally. How do people do this?",-0.6302718676122936,1.239779755319148,2.3892198581560287,87.23444444444449,107.82978723404257,5.493144208037824,21.17966903073286,6.937597516519254,1.2099640661938529,363,15,72,8,18,127,58,94,0.147,0.799,0.055,-0.8203,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,3,0,13,5,0,2,0,15,22,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,13,22,3,7,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,55,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700892696810373,0.2977530879362719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597813306479555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580905858799674,0.0,0.0,0.1408047455122569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606480013266378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615954244841108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496785359891805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182128263251274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176196253980378,0.0,0.0,0.27196033850517704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628075385671344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28475766234139216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420204104754507,0.0,0.0,0.21398057423738345,0.0,0.0,0.2922643653380957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803684235745134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,napalmcaprice,2019/08/27,"Food interrupting sleep Do any of you guys ever have a dream about food that is SO INTENSE you wake up as if it’s real and try to eat the food immediately but it’s just a dream and it impairs you from eating any other meal before you get that specific food??? I found myself baking a cake at 3AM middle so I could make sure I eat that exact cake ASAP upon waking up.",1.686623376623377,3.5016132467532515,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,78.87012987012987,5.9584415584415575,17.493506493506494,6.868970318607317,0.01225194805194807,288,5,60,3,7,100,55,77,0.021,0.848,0.131,0.8082,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,4,12,3,1,3,12,7,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,9,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646223407938247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917301138005474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120219229923453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659965198869345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373143334503754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7342422466410081,0.16644394694632614,0.0,0.0,0.07931070333250853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030864932233112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132955512978063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278483281540347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519124412033173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307235288204292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306414409024407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,at_zack,2019/08/27,"ADHD is: procrastinating to get free money. After 9 months of putting it off, I finally broke down and took the 35 minutes to file some receipts and an expense report for a $2500 check. I think this is going to be my new go-to explanation whenever someone tells me that everyone is a little ADHD.",7.320287356321836,6.492353672413793,8.632758620689652,67.60477011494254,64.0,11.1816091954023,36.574712643678154,10.504223727775694,3.8939126436781617,235,10,42,5,3,82,49,58,0.051,0.889,0.06,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,8,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977876759270748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764729855019506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724430394176836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993755793849596,0.0,0.2826883917902154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926671192304525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851313377481045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019984120959925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001617944453697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072606425939786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173782293272587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935945989953015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27631925846751115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lmplurkr,2019/08/27,"Combat neurotoxicity of Adderall So I have been on Adderall for quite a while now and it really helped me so far. I just thought, is there anything to do to combat the long term neurotoxicity of Adderall? Like taking supplements, exercising etc.. Thanks!",4.807272727272732,8.098132454545457,6.614727272727272,63.31209090909093,76.72727272727272,8.065454545454546,29.25454545454545,8.841846274778883,3.069996363636364,204,9,32,5,5,70,36,44,0.10099999999999999,0.779,0.12,0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,6,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115442880077771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222238273919887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375843353543753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495815536688387,0.0,0.0,0.3350369843997865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026731579797264,0.0,0.0,0.24253209419063745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846498009133621,0.0,0.0,0.3485514235825039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005552537190734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Musyswistusy99,2019/08/27,"Sympthoms of ADHD? So I’ve been following this sub for some months now and I’m confused what really are the sympthoms of ADD/ADHD. Many posts contain „rants” about many negative effects of ADHD, for example lack of energy and will to do things, which are not often presented anywhere else but this subreddit. When im reading articles about ADHD I always get the feeling like I don’t match descriptions, even if they mention adult versions of symphtoms. When I discovered this place I felt like I’ve gained the ultimate truth about my life, many things became so clear I couldn’t belive it, but after some time and hundreds of posts I started to notice that this subreddit tends to bind every inconvinience in their life to ADHD, im sorry if im wrong but are all these posts really about ADHD effects on everyday life, beacuse that would mean this disorder has a really wide spectrum of symphtoms which are really rarely talked about. I don’t mean to insult you all im just confused what ADHD really is. The second reason for me writing this post is that I’ve visited psychiatrists in last 4 years and none of them suggested ADHD but I’ve always felt that something is missing in my diagnosis and thats why I was happy when I found this subreddit, it was like finding this last piece of puzzle, but after these concerns which I wrote about, im not sure if should be associating my problems with possible ADHD.",8.220300751879696,7.797122759398498,8.233533834586467,69.87330827067672,62.00751879699249,11.810526315789476,35.54135338345864,11.20814326018867,4.099168421052632,1138,44,194,28,14,370,140,266,0.113,0.7829999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.1608,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,3,15,12,1,2,5,0,19,3,0,3,5,46,32,18,0,8,11,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,24,6,0,1,10,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,7,3,18,6,30,20,8,26,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,9,17,129,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7220494755668065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109265195647176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650814055252977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576605826942108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044091697507817135,0.0,0.05624479525655377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0337538310479821,0.04769048794735235,0.12819242578286916,0.0,0.061013759527880934,0.0,0.0,0.0731944902726776,0.0,0.0,0.034877246124561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106298575296839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605395877947724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088300727018176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145517605462316,0.09784080468215292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304026849423254,0.0,0.1454336724265763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328398913653045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600212966481372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974579446553024,0.0,0.0,0.07525734111985602,0.2557351165202089,0.0,0.0,0.06387646061228164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677404861226452,0.0,0.21382796205795535,0.06863626922628012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051392017496774696,0.0,0.07472785812986132,0.047250228708970124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291672441948742,0.0,0.0,0.053655930861623145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869941832762443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892595081337244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060236891875281924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474215353521605,0.07298718842200272,0.0,0.04298866468993159 adhd,oldmoldycake,2019/08/27,"How long after taking adderall can i drink coffee? So I recently got prescribed adderal and i love coffee and energy drinks, but i cant have them while on adderal. How long after it wears off can i have caffeine? I know i can do decaf but some nights studying i need a little tra or coffee before a test and cant take another adderal.",1.3866044776119428,3.922513537313435,3.3508768656716437,85.95527052238809,85.26865671641791,5.141044776119403,21.807835820895523,6.6274283507984215,0.7912701492537315,265,9,48,3,8,89,44,67,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.5439,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,4,1,2,0,11,14,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,4,13,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,7,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603440339915892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126864742963333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864412637201832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857281161735502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644861738004208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24884255594583385,0.0,0.4394413347366212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408308728929435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409704404436514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299468243392946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451473062861376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37335247829421736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xalucardx,2019/08/27,"Whats the most ""radical"" carreer change you've done? For the past few months, I've been reading people posts and comments on how we change our hobbies faster than our underwear. These posts made me wonder if others have made any ""radical"" career changes in their lives, just like me. Needless to say, all this time I've been thinking about making this post but I couldn't bring myself to do it until today. I'm in my 30s and I have gone from Refrigeration/Electro Mechanic to Culinary Arts to now Engineering. When people learn about these changes they always say how ""radical"" the change and people are always curious about the reasons but for me, it's just normal. I've met people make big career changes because of needs/opportunities, but to this day I have not met anyone with such change based on just interest. So if you have done similar, what's your story? I'll love to read it.",6.8473214285714255,7.252419565476192,6.554857142857145,77.99014285714289,64.65476190476191,9.33904761904762,31.08571428571429,9.120678840339163,2.5234242857142863,709,24,130,11,10,222,105,168,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,2,2,0,12,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,7,1,28,23,13,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,2,15,3,20,13,3,19,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,4,10,82,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675274402175436,0.0,0.0,0.06814102572266778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006380434239308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061082415019325764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7420055085381965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462221828591673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508356195766056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048953800786146605,0.0,0.08848049998375045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043652193749244,0.18962774945164906,0.13377167700142353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998054996853632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817701597827927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565446946843596,0.27787073724953176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28789842310527114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045890775746247,0.0,0.0,0.10302469183454717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593698415376724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420561200707134,0.0,0.0,0.058428788920521925,0.0,0.09498009979070364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866516089343986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ornh,2019/08/27,"How do I help a family member with ADHD? Hey guys I’ve been struggling with this for a while now and it’s getting to the point where I just can’t sit back and “let them figure it out” anymore. I’m in college and all throughout my academic career, I’ve received nothing but subpar and failing grades. In middle school and high school, I just didn’t see the vision. I didn’t see the bigger picture. I lived day by day, not caring, or knowing, about the consequences my ignorance could and would amount to. I just wanted to fool around, be on my phone in class, and never do any class work or homework. I knew the obligations I had as a student, but I never lived by them. However, I realized soon after graduating high school with the most borderline grades possible - I needed to change. I thought to myself, this is it. You’re going to college. After college, you will be on your own with a real job and real responsibilities. There was no more time to waste. I had to do better. So, I found a psychiatrist and I booked an appointment. I told them that I suspected that I had ADD due to my track record of countless failures throughout my academic career and now i’m on medication and doing much better. Now onto my sibling. She’s in high school and I believe she is a textbook case of ADHD. Little things like forgetting to turn off the lights, leaving trash on the table after she’s done, forgetting to flush the toilet, messy room, etc. I’ve always thought she was just lazy, but after learning more about ADD/ADHD she may just have an issue with the executive functioning part of her brain. Now i’ve had countless talks with her about this, but I feel like it just goes through one ear and out the other. I struggle with this as well. When someone talks at me, I tend to just space out and not retain what the person is trying to tell me. A train-of-thought issue. She also thinks she may have ADHD and dyslexia, which is great that she thinks she has identified the problem, but the main issue I have with her currently is that she doesn’t have a very good friend group. She cares a lot about how others view her and her friends are not the brightest bunch. She talks in a very urban way and that’s not how we were brought up. Just to note, there is nothing wrong with talking in an urban way, but I do see how it is negatively effecting her. I don’t think she knows how to code switch and talk in a more professional way. This worries me because if she doesn’t care for simple grammar or cohesive sentences, how can she ever write an academic essay. She needs a lifestyle change, and I think getting her evaluated and maybe put onto some medication can help, but I feel like ADD/ADHD medication is only beneficial if the consumer **wants** to benefit from it. I don’t want her to be put onto medication and then have her further focus on all of her bad habits. How can I help her through this? I don’t think she’s the type of person to self reflect and realize that she needs to make some changes in her life. She’s told me that she hates thinking about her problems. We all know the struggle here with being undiagnosed and wondering why we are the way we are, so how can I help my sibling throughout this whole process of growing up and getting her professional help?",4.268010416666666,5.738422946875005,4.913125000000001,83.58604166666667,71.09375,7.645833333333335,27.552083333333336,8.144726394080802,1.747161458333334,2586,91,503,37,48,830,278,640,0.098,0.782,0.12,0.9295,3,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,4,2,3,5,38,25,1,3,35,0,53,7,2,10,6,128,94,52,0,12,24,0,2,3,2,4,5,1,2,4,25,43,0,2,23,1,0,6,16,11,1,1,18,8,86,14,77,66,18,67,0,1,4,0,67,35,0,12,24,372,111,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588196382806326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775280099386841,0.049686349600114484,0.0,0.0,0.04060717376531055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059219667901703535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053157604441148434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591593466144911,0.049858212088690713,0.03640074704466111,0.0,0.0,0.06727657685172543,0.0,0.10562333617405403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665992596249053,0.0,0.0,0.18264543641338912,0.0,0.18950664428541936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767630753757384,0.0,0.0,0.07702043282166525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110756147638389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659624865773954,0.0,0.05401420771939625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629249871762504,0.0,0.060385799429843824,0.08531855941941639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547268371836859,0.09226888148013647,0.0,0.09359339327212417,0.0,0.033936513104252414,0.05008478423470472,0.0,0.06583425717543921,0.0,0.05912567466565585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589546404754837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012323609386526,0.1892715225260691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697589166405548,0.059256356154902864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984508031975516,0.0,0.0,0.06322789062894209,0.0,0.06106101841718315,0.042177355006039516,0.08751888340011435,0.059848534862428915,0.10545608903232237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076621494309329,0.0,0.0,0.03985917202789307,0.0,0.059990157165044015,0.0,0.0,0.2406199569101357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389623495994713,0.13283023456354787,0.09210934258438698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459327536447815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040463359290556056,0.04541474726442213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466381563369596,0.0,0.0,0.10427891147658801,0.0,0.0,0.05644848368489645,0.06731790978077204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427535835379354,0.0,0.12005696160726935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135933891472811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24173267895495595,0.1427515956272485,0.0,0.06229412084753003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059498761769896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727629760094455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997692844300425,0.052192161704455516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039670943403889165,0.2295716933370384,0.0,0.1422173580470356,0.03481937583752878,0.0,0.0,0.11411746496366786,0.0,0.04054149299223801,0.06495105462736153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985396516156826,0.10566156802583307,0.18959093581760614,0.0,0.0,0.05368953654099514,0.0,0.05388207439160332,0.06666790176974607,0.0,0.0,0.06475665759119108,0.04347208148390843,0.060641877322372875,0.0,0.042418700833694034,0.06528725161203236,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sousana9617,2019/08/27,"Did you tell your relatives you have Adhd. How have they reacted? Hello! I might have Adhd and I'm in the process for finding out. One thing that worry me so much is talking about it. My best friend is like a sister, I tell her everything that's on my mind to the point of it becoming ridiculous because I overshare. Now with this oversharing, I think that I NEED to tell her this because if I didn't I will think I'm a liar. Is it a lie for you? I want to talk to her about this because she is super critizing of everything. Especially the big pharm things. She thinks doctor over prescribed meds and we should heal with natural products. She studied medecine, and the thing that don't help is in her field student abused of Ritalin to study. So the vision now is already biased. Ritalin is bad, it will kill your heart and it's a drug for student to cheat. I'm afraid to tell her. I think I found what's wrong with me. I cried so much when I found out. It's like everything explains itself. I don't want anyone to ruin it. The same is for my family. I don't want anyone to blame the medecines, to talk bad about ADHD. I believe entirely in sciences and research. I don't want to ruin this relief and to feel more isolated. How did you tell your relatives one? Did you tell them or keeped it secret? Does Adhd is used as a weapon against you?",1.8409708605664503,4.025028878676473,3.0455065359477125,91.17084422657952,80.06617647058823,6.235511982570808,23.30936819172113,7.3871296695380915,0.9362234204793034,1053,36,221,15,27,339,128,272,0.18,0.7170000000000001,0.102,-0.9774,0,0,1,0,1,0,31.0,1,9,2,2,11,17,5,1,12,0,24,6,1,4,0,38,42,15,1,7,2,1,1,2,1,4,5,0,0,0,21,12,0,1,10,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,6,1,41,6,34,32,5,12,0,2,0,0,35,9,0,3,5,155,62,4,0.0,0.10706410653277676,0.0,0.0,0.4343899015490407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997166326253297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636631972817894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508968680225838,0.16525137462663653,0.09979764818396583,0.0,0.10180694727026482,0.09482926672754304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925833293319128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248926049513467,0.07907633061298493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479114645477358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436344182696643,0.0,0.08518518207737437,0.0,0.045689704991799286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258916356210533,0.0,0.0,0.19815437618502207,0.06981340008007295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707931770001863,0.060567694427931834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031783194426118,0.09997208317928467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829254563199318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037172944259312,0.0,0.0,0.09585972399061853,0.09123978623829387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328528259628857,0.06700222335386355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246315964471575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542122787638931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178884804491992,0.4738818385136397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800973458644911,0.23160109478439625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804369152023577,0.0,0.0,0.21319122123207127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917669223946305,0.0,0.0,0.09879658111820568,0.0,0.0 adhd,scr116,2019/08/27,"(Advise/Help) Vyvanse suddenly triggers intense stress I recently started back up with 50mg of vyvanse which I've been taking for 4 years now and after taking the summer off, it now has triggered some intense stress and anxiety for whatever reason. I had a mini panic attack and keep thinking that my heart rate is off and I'm having pressure in my chest. I got an EKG and am waiting on the official results, but I was told it looked good initially and the blood tests came back indicating high levels of stress. I know the pain is likely from either acid reflux and/or stress and not an actual medical issue at the moment, but I can't seem to shake the stress that comes with my dose. Also, I'm on a prescription acid reducer and started up taking magnesium and that hasn't seemed to kick the issues. Just don't know how to kick the irrational anxiety response and move on to focusing on school. I have halved my dose and that seems to help a little, but still comes with elevated stress. Anyone else have a similar problem or any tips on ways to combat or reduce this? Thanks",6.167915273132664,6.854639347826088,6.581352657004832,76.23829431438128,66.14975845410628,9.654254923820142,30.41583054626533,9.661875296680813,2.839222519509476,863,30,153,17,13,280,127,207,0.187,0.741,0.07200000000000001,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,1,9,14,0,13,7,3,5,0,40,35,18,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,17,0,2,7,0,0,5,4,12,0,0,6,3,11,3,26,29,2,33,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,6,14,99,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0962475547114671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887347578395729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707101719634036,0.0,0.15090163898502135,0.0,0.0,0.06896360270559326,0.10105693796132366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220458395313003,0.0,0.15167903390976326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280515808244095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992008540268635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239176936534409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272522101871982,0.07888252133679717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687569187319408,0.13221771194433946,0.1042068216443087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588584203667706,0.0,0.08766587591208401,0.0,0.0,0.10840770077424776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818508643701866,0.09885204358553187,0.0,0.0,0.08282341476718479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935821537947756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482688548270773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049480769592948,0.115719734151738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437451335030912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140691021890373,0.09738411548524653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981768714568703,0.0,0.26936407094905584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962005087183801,0.0,0.07876514705909002,0.0,0.6778742591702098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246991868107088,0.0,0.0,0.09080421698494047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319740070474597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942441168057784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828701025824568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351376188980416 adhd,Throwaway_wslf,2019/08/27,"i quit my stable high-income work because it didn’t stimulate me enough. I’m not sure what i expect now. My routines will change and it’s giving me anxiety. I got no education besides high school, but i’ve had it extremely easy finding work that i’m not at all qualified for just because of my social skills and and enthusiasm. I’ve been with the same company for 4 years and the past year the CEO just became more and more stressed and let that effect the employees and i’m having none of that. I’m interested in studying, i’ve tried it before but i’ve failed every time. I get really enthusiastic and then i give up as soon as it gets too hard. I’m not sure where i am in life right now but i’m staying positive. All advice will be welcomed with open arms. Have a great day",2.066270833333334,4.099563918750004,3.91,86.02833333333336,78.5625,7.2666666666666675,23.166666666666664,8.238735603445708,1.3445291666666663,617,20,129,12,15,208,100,160,0.09699999999999999,0.7020000000000001,0.201,0.9681,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,1,5,0,10,2,1,2,4,28,21,14,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,11,5,12,13,7,18,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,9,77,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029070501260664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254844483239043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999854344727172,0.0,0.13957961464511787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352468319028094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578742176787688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694894681556772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382044942419646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992277487878444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714004696509555,0.3147099288852073,0.0,0.0,0.13119181128747234,0.18084646048974212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469409414846132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466187806461541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773439130966938,0.1158610378990832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658762534069806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446880329495673,0.0,0.0,0.10508344893500614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400828975908352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660096933166897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721052302267295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483686826890762,0.0,0.0,0.18789872665198487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091974657599316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564869639067393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136733100941253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883529347148125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126316255608069 adhd,agasabellaba,2019/08/27,"Has anyone done a pilgrimage? It gave me something to do everyday, and it built up towards a destination. Even though the destination itself was nothing special for me. Walking a pilgrimage puts yourself under your attention. You do it for yourself. You will think of simple things like eating drinking and sleeping and meeting people (if you are extrovert I guess). I felt good",5.313626373626374,8.602943615384618,5.640659340659339,71.16076923076925,74.38461538461539,8.021978021978024,35.43956043956044,8.841846274778883,4.040648351648352,305,17,42,7,7,97,50,65,0.035,0.882,0.084,0.484,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,0,8,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,3,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483106818450066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851447321360832,0.0,0.27296042221474365,0.0,0.2851175530162068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403862118022846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753741203369696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370941401773498,0.0,0.0,0.3069525887455681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136129081033718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26736191085802563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317339767541045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28010944416270833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788405170007533,0.0,0.0,0.2145101362473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511556110546812,0.1785408041739523,0.2737616847878845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Henikurl,2019/08/27,"how to tell my dad? I hope it fits with the rules. Sorry if not let me know and tell me where I can post this :) Also sorry if this post is gonna be a bit of a mess. I just need to write this down and English is not my first language I did not go to a doctor yet, but will definitly do. I am pretty sure I have ADD. My best friend is diagnosed with ADHD since he was a little kid. When I told him struggles and problems I have most of the time he said, well its your ADHD. I didn't really think about it, one night I did some research on it. I didn't know there is much more behind it. I looked up the symptoms and just thought ""Oh well,... fu\*\* thats me"". I always had a problem with cleaning up, getting stuff done (expecially on time), finishing projects,... all this stuff. Being around with people is also not easy. I am too loud and don't even notice it and I know people and teachers and my uni talk about that. Same thing with oversharing stuff. Everytime I before gonna be social I tell myself ""okay, just chill, hold back, be quiet, don't talk too much"". Doesnt really work. I have so much problems with accepting myself because I thought it was just me and there is nothing I can do about it. I just can't stand myself and know I have problems and it seems I can't solve them on my own. Spending way too much time crying lately So I live with my dad, because he lives near my uni and I save a lot of money this way. He has of course problems with me being messy. Today he talked with me about it again. I wish I had enough courage to tell him what I thought was wrong with me but I know he doesent ""believe"" in ADHD/ ADD. Going to a doctor and getting professional help is not that big of a problem for me. I just don't know what comes after. I know I need to tell my family especially my dad. I just don't know how. Also, if I get medical help, how fast does it help? For Uni I need to be more focused and get my stuff done, already had to retake a semester. Again, sorry if it doesnt fit here. I just needed if off my chest and this seemed the right place for it. I feel so lost lately. Hope you all have a good day",0.4224916107382555,2.4894138791946325,2.16491750559284,96.127778942953,84.70469798657719,4.8883109619686795,18.0373322147651,6.1021074209460044,-0.3668761744966442,1632,39,375,13,48,535,194,447,0.114,0.753,0.134,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,2,1,4,37,22,0,1,14,1,47,6,1,3,3,91,82,32,0,18,20,3,1,0,1,3,5,3,1,1,29,29,0,1,16,0,2,3,15,10,2,2,18,5,64,12,42,54,16,42,0,1,1,0,31,17,0,12,17,272,93,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316132263346658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089081619752713,0.1541189378277136,0.05345311175840305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718752522312773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049396858628236125,0.0,0.0783206339579089,0.0,0.054663800568424105,0.07237686829723926,0.0674162769112692,0.0,0.07013381670996513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055337367468517584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056500054989248,0.04142970691579605,0.0,0.0,0.06520259613526813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315054267955756,0.056217157273279576,0.13148034980106918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637744708828991,0.0,0.04243014084183543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060560078358142026,0.0,0.032481847746131415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464280313878552,0.0,0.0,0.04963192982856216,0.0,0.13425171167230726,0.0,0.07301853495986889,0.05388175204336215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917684382698955,0.0,0.0,0.1276103115837941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824385008962244,0.0,0.14493181056372167,0.0,0.0,0.06569010337455093,0.0,0.0,0.06438570046552028,0.11345080002890455,0.0,0.05394570897381023,0.0,0.07012592325667076,0.05461484256227235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647153873827248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889617546641152,0.190533602090284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602852103661699,0.0,0.06164034190594666,0.07313805655556252,0.0,0.0,0.04353091912941669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907233077166847,0.0,0.06711748582085067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304898229685846,0.06535552389061876,0.0,0.3688159957701627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230801768911851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054860902119708135,0.061107277307386715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696399156579118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314027576566304,0.0,0.0,0.06548493995124371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573541445279368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715795482347245,0.2941592945480088,0.0,0.0,0.0605457632460738,0.06677031380963086,0.0,0.15490186353484067,0.28074445747715754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042678429556525205,0.041162618033834766,0.0,0.1529989704386635,0.11237718224304667,0.0,0.060892333960926213,0.061384400920796625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198198863672782,0.0,0.0,0.11551956704728675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387322436302836,0.0,0.0,0.0467677349741227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023673070981461,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlinkerBeforeBrake,2019/08/27,"It’s not just about slowing down on your work I’m in between med-juggling and have some of my ADHD symptoms coming back, but this is by far the biggest thing that enrages me. I do data entry, and I can work at about the same pace when I’m meds are working vs not working. The biggest difference is my brain can keep up with my pace when the meds are good, and my brain blanks out when they’re bad. I’ve been getting feedback to go slower when I’m working because I’m missing things. I know my speed is not the reason I’m missing things, but oblige anyway. Today I took it one step further and started adding a complete double-check of my orders after entering the whole thing, right before printing them. I get a change back, and I’m really confused because I took everything with a fine tooth comb. I got an address wrong - the numbers weren’t correct. I specifically remember that this order and what I typed had matched perfectly. But they’re not even close. It’s like someone hijacked my head during that time and made me think something else. I don’t even recall being distracted. Though I guess that’s part of what being distracted is all about. And I know I’m going to get spoken to again about “slowing down” and “taking a hard look at what I’m doing”. It’s so angering because it’s not about slowing down... even when I’m going at a snail’s pace and looking RIGHT at what I’m doing, things get by me. And it already makes me feel so dumb, even when logically I know it has nothing to do with my intelligence. My boss is aware I have ADHD, and knows I’m in between meds right now. I know she probably has to give me this feedback, and I know the mistakes I’m making are slowing down others in the department. I just want to scream “I KNOW I’M MAKING SILLY MISTAKES! I PROMISE I’M TRYING TO BE AWARE OF THEM EVEN WHEN MY BRAIN ISN’T WORKING AT FULL CAPACITY! ITS ALREADY PISSING ME OFF ENOUGH I CANT DO WHAT I KNOW IM FULLY CAPABLE OF! STOP MAKING ME FEEL WORSE! JUST SHUT UP!” God I can’t wait until my meds are fixed.",1.993109756097564,4.255380848039216,3.301269727403156,89.11833572453375,79.98039215686275,5.549115255858442,24.16690578670493,6.697824305789354,0.8507801769488275,1598,58,317,16,41,519,192,408,0.158,0.759,0.083,-0.9889,2,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,2,7,28,20,4,3,15,0,30,7,6,7,3,64,82,27,0,3,12,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,26,19,0,3,14,0,0,9,10,14,0,1,7,6,44,6,43,72,7,60,0,2,2,0,5,27,2,3,23,210,70,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791681764347891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336720425182033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383458571603867,0.061804131392578475,0.1353668608774611,0.0,0.06298610138554186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478944982309036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830400818991916,0.06376221560771578,0.07760921872041124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733580034127223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061834735430178964,0.0,0.0,0.07648309426972941,0.0,0.2444496289204606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652496633766747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485410579041812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546908893023253,0.07100732989627033,0.12620288375986102,0.06208498973256945,0.05920105702910133,0.0,0.08154206539240247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630794232788452,0.0,0.0759665178738867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995497876392033,0.0,0.0,0.06579293399127713,0.0,0.0,0.3254384047146926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036162739245245615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431736759635635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004010666137425,0.19763737222098074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111011471518377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102478759901837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050158292273498765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015712538310085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980675493987915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741950882577692,0.07610553229380371,0.0,0.0,0.08385094051322256,0.18963963210107854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271743673775734,0.056984694700552674,0.0,0.0,0.052392180510931134,0.0,0.0,0.061884558287105276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076935773060521,0.055654299245266166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458800763092001,0.04742942872272728,0.07272488984092422,0.0,0.04316202264618176,0.0,0.07016289904073426,0.0,0.16447927951643768,0.05025514664036515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365928339479922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264138620364844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233273866091707,0.0,0.07543334229522405,0.0,0.08092993526748705,0.0,0.0 adhd,ribbet-the-rabbit,2019/08/27,Not feeling anything I know that ADHD is linked to unprocessed emotions so could this be related to not feeling anything? Like not feeling upset/sad that most people would feel sad about and not deriving joy from an event most people would.,10.788837209302322,9.624224744186053,8.985697674418606,68.93343023255818,57.37209302325582,11.390697674418604,42.43023255813954,10.125756701596842,4.503055813953488,196,9,30,3,2,59,31,43,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,10,2,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,4,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142234769043694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303177364754378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875411379660613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941067152997555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288070614924192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369128843763654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773589153103487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625261550988633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714666155285806,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pshotgun,2019/08/27,"Today, I realized that ADHD is probably the reason I can’t fall asleep. I’m 27, and was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 5. I never took any medication for it, and kinda learned to cope with it (matured) throughout years. I’m not too hyper as I used to be, but my attention span is similar to a potato’s. I’ve always had sleeping problems. My main problem is that I can’t easily fall asleep generally and I can’t sleep at all if I’m not laying down on a bed. I can’t sleep on planes, cars, couches, anywhere! I have a 2 hour commute everyday, and I just want to sleep on the bus. I just want to be able to go to bed at night, and fall asleep without doing something on my phone for hours or constantly twisting and turning in bed. My main problem is that I can’t turn my brain off, I constantly think about something and then, after hours have passed, realize I haven’t sleep for a second. I always believed that sleeping = clearing your mind, and as a person with ADHD, that’s a bit impossible.. Is this a real symptom of ADHD? I just realized (after this many years) it might be the reason of my mild insomnia. Do you have any tips or tricks to cope with this? Anything that might help me fall asleep easier (besides liquor, weed, melatonin pills, etc.)?",4.266934614483244,5.058761003984066,5.5411436606515085,81.63288727443171,70.43426294820716,8.455683149753929,29.107335364424657,8.671277953709913,2.159953644246544,976,36,194,16,17,327,130,251,0.054000000000000006,0.8859999999999999,0.061,-0.2458,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,1,0,10,0,24,17,11,3,3,45,35,16,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,1,12,12,1,0,8,1,0,8,10,4,0,1,4,0,25,0,32,26,5,33,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,6,15,129,37,1,0.08916066770531557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286151841526025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483776360859868,0.0,0.0,0.12126462297837627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337163254023958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045354023344516,0.0,0.0,0.09734035672372802,0.0,0.0,0.09953279236233582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270201376389465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904962009035844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943771304953343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050672062165324425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059762516136659685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634158929227666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039492273303096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981999253512196,0.0,0.1891707569837144,0.09002685753309447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876620351515103,0.0,0.0,0.08367124673216551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785165595300826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613027992025708,0.2559441527483815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148435960295576,0.0,0.1833440321786023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353503508393341,0.0,0.0,0.13728047599131746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267207275575584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057130555715595666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451388770140532,0.0,0.09906078246702672,0.0,0.19396240666626666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770061898161284,0.0,0.0,0.10517854377167928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594770196207742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483309350981058 adhd,10outofC,2019/08/27,"Guys. I did care and maintenance on my 2 favorite sweaters *to get ready* for fall. It looks so much better. 2 separate people have complimented at my work. It just look a razor blade, TVO youtube videos and some time and my sweater looks like new. ADHD win. :D",1.2640285714285715,3.9291718600000043,1.8277142857142863,94.681,90.4,5.257142857142857,21.142857142857142,6.868970318607317,0.5492857142857148,203,7,42,3,7,62,43,50,0.0,0.634,0.366,0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,5,4,6,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32201921806513784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369766067374407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731889708286905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999081108441064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653088277810113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090496074612412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6750218788003757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969712600672992,0.0,0.0,0.2587840738795069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576013183863016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624156239670306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506799786922008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Quijiboo1,2019/08/27,"Adhd partner lied but imeadiatly told the truth. Hi all. As far as I know my partner hasn't lies since as he seems very honest if I ask him something. We only found out at the beginning of the year that he has ADHD so he went 40 years undiagnosed. In the beginning of our relationship he'd get confused a lot, be careless with timing and also would forget things. I was a bit of a nightmare and am a stickler for dates past and present so if he couldn't remember something and in what time scale it happened I'd get annoyed as I could remember these things. I'm not proud of it but I was a nightmare in the beginning and have worked on myself a lot to become a better person not just for us but for me. Anyway in the beginning I asked him something and he lied. I knew he was lying but imeadiatly after he lied he told me the truth. Literally within seconds of lying he told me the truth and said he didn't know why he lied but that he was scared of me overreacting. I'm just curious is this something that you've noticed in your partner. Does the ADHD sometimes express itself this way? Many Thanks Kirsty.",4.104176008968612,5.252974246636772,5.2438312780269065,82.29112808295967,71.10762331838566,7.906838565022423,28.287275784753362,8.278499904357787,1.8930630044843049,879,32,174,13,16,291,118,223,0.162,0.728,0.11,-0.9177,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,0,3,6,11,1,2,16,0,15,0,0,0,4,39,37,21,0,5,11,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,12,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,12,1,20,7,25,20,4,24,0,0,0,0,32,10,0,6,12,113,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220826863253603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362006410626746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888748705917405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929355028506506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353804696192044,0.1278090643943589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934700975674894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244790047177747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836015310829813,0.0,0.0,0.1223274767230856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352376004284967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867615881285213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905581237067999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868962565341393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328387101254058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903627560634754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117556394856746,0.0,0.10222016482994893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568833053539244,0.2652327883070973,0.0,0.11135945976877118,0.0,0.1172065257823657,0.0,0.0,0.10657525164839192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684071459214606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605018470573477,0.11578426796504065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778143768552742,0.0,0.0,0.15555092842009832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365277902114362,0.0,0.0,0.33559343629649474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081963344018153,0.0,0.0,0.09659421342063283,0.0,0.09292394998719873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852416728085272,0.10563659416268158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522765095766782,0.0,0.0,0.08316248280105988,0.0,0.0,0.15077723913273036 adhd,kurdi1128,2019/08/27,"Switched to Adderall IR from Concerta I got switched to adderall IR 5MG twice a day, was originally taking Concerta 18mg as my first ADHD med. Does anyone have any good experience with a low dose of adderall? I feel like i wont feel anything with 5mg lol.",5.91,5.978171764705883,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,66.64705882352942,9.937254901960783,36.607843137254896,9.725611199111238,3.4634784313725486,204,10,40,4,3,68,39,51,0.043,0.7909999999999999,0.166,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,4,2,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36487106285728216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646002992443965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228584377382667,0.0,0.2498388908126004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957984192283111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656844893928209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29698138516787626,0.0,0.0,0.3070209719433159,0.21689360151790016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582440300271293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546472727114492,0.2428185585442265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483247877183142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372338028296265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282712065914899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onelightinthedark,2019/08/27,practicing my apology in the mirror have to be there in an hour. takes 30 minutes to drive there. i’ll be ready to go in 5 minutes. practicing my apology in the mirror for being late.,1.5258108108108104,3.884315567567569,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,82.51351351351352,8.024324324324324,25.466216216216218,8.841846274778883,2.3921405405405407,144,6,28,4,4,50,24,37,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212034487459252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565860794930624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.637544938578183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42494321023121095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,himit,2019/08/27,"Ritalin to Concerta? So I've been on Ritalin for about 3 years now. It's always worked fantastically for me, so I haven't wanted to change it. 10mg, instant release, the dose was at 30mg/day for a few years and then I got pregnant so they messed around with everything (did you know depression and suicidal thoughts are a withdrawal symptom from Ritalin? If you didn't, now you do!) and ended up putting me back onto 20mg/day. Now I'm 7 months pregnant, and have moved to a country where Ritalin is completely unavailable, and I'm about to run out of the supply I brought. Had a chat with a pharmacist today (doc appt tomorrow) and it seems they only have Concerta, Prolonged Release. 18mg looks like the dose. Given the fun, happy times last time my meds were messed with, I'm anxious as heck. Has anybody else made this switch, and was it bad? Or was it much the same as being on Ritalin, just with less pills to remember?",2.887284313725491,5.152906650000002,4.010522875816996,85.16794117647059,76.94444444444444,8.013071895424838,27.25490196078432,8.841846274778883,2.286686274509804,727,30,143,17,17,236,116,180,0.113,0.828,0.059000000000000004,-0.8936,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,2,1,12,7,0,0,10,0,16,9,0,1,0,23,28,15,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,13,1,11,3,25,14,4,26,0,1,1,0,6,8,1,3,15,91,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506999922760145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046054154163648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122839860777466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926422557736914,0.15122125567953318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159286242540632,0.0,0.1898928638388309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360497852499726,0.0,0.15599181043398813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129613709749876,0.0,0.16041179412037665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627721111347706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448520993625902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927974751791673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953461665592132,0.14763074628903555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848235084385067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208876823526216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137289431323194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011750032977975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445621579806493,0.1924937764981,0.13313842378541146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137744111150194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206794554751887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051649983360496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487789060068708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810752630818446,0.0,0.0,0.1882450889081608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437829835336644,0.21121614737256306,0.0,0.1716733405354553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106824762491896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318519552467219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326084390413965 adhd,Citizen_XCI,2019/08/27,"What is your way of studying with ADHD? I think it's interesting to know how people with ADHD cope with having to study and process big amounts of information (at college for example). Are you using any special techniques and if yes, what are they? I'm sure people use a lot of different ways to do that.",5.184152542372878,6.210975169491526,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,68.49152542372882,8.611864406779661,31.69915254237288,8.841846274778883,2.607301694915253,241,10,45,4,4,79,47,59,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,1,14,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,11,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815689737585668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645385999989324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527928648622588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297287010186548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570261752905253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354841052275193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280409755976324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550358451414365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41794516330973774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38410734187274703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fredhslade,2019/08/27,"Stimulant medication for RSD treatment? Hi everyone, I'm fairly new but couldn't find anything on this specific topic so wanted to post! As I'm in the UK, the drugs for treating the RSD side of the UK are not licensed to treat adults, which is sad, but I have been on Delmosart for quite a while now. However, the RSD/emotional side is an absolute killer and I just wish I could do something to change it. Does anybody know how stimulant drugs effect the emotional side of ADHD, specifically the RSD? And does anyone know if non-stimulants have any effect on it too? Failing that, what are people's best strategies for coping with ADHD emotions? Thanks x",5.39211382113821,6.987787073170736,5.7611382113821135,78.099918699187,68.51219512195122,9.043902439024393,30.739837398373986,9.444778638647367,2.909091056910569,522,21,92,11,9,167,84,123,0.136,0.755,0.11,-0.6797,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,5,6,0,0,9,0,10,3,0,5,0,20,17,9,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,15,14,1,11,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,56,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770479454433757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667512173969892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968524143135852,0.0,0.12908839595973834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462252027507304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594477014057826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524574943491196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745512074245219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36383245863249053,0.0,0.0,0.5293636896772431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498933973832049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337384145410728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242029659041355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580272696687731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150338535074262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875201249771116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023548103711448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684764914819306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076408707813305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442230498742306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252437921032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038961705781786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,8NotMe,2019/08/27,"I want to get a diagnosis, but can't get myself to tell my parents Obligatory throwaway account and on mobile So, I have been having this reeaally strong suspicion that I have adhd. I don't like self-diagnosing, but from what I've been reading on this subreddit, plus watching some adhd vids, I can't help but think ""what if"". I procrastinate a LOT, even when I don't WANT to or I procrastinate on doing the things I love; I'm very sensitive, I literally almost cried at the smallest bit of criticism my teacher gave me; and I remember internally yelling at my mind to ""be quiet"" because I was getting overwhelmed of all the thoughts going in my head. Anyway, those are just some of the things I do/have that make me think I have adhd. And ever since school started, I have just been DONE. I am absolutely tired of being so easily distracted and so easily unmotivated, so I want to get a diagnosis. Maybe I have it, maybe I don't, I just want to know so that I can maybe make my situation better. But the problem for me is that I have to tell my parents. I would ask how I could get a diagnosis without telling them, but that's just selfish, imo. Don't get the wrong idea. My parents and I really love each other, I just can't communicate my emotions at all. I need help. How can I tell them all of this?",4.712866515837106,5.3543656576923135,6.259321266968327,77.42685520361992,69.34615384615385,9.502262443438914,30.67873303167421,9.627879704456738,2.7365995475113123,1021,40,205,22,17,350,127,260,0.14800000000000002,0.715,0.13699999999999998,-0.4387,3,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,2,2,16,10,0,2,10,0,29,4,1,4,4,47,53,21,0,9,13,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,15,7,0,0,6,1,1,1,8,5,0,0,7,3,42,5,23,42,8,11,0,1,1,2,15,7,0,6,4,154,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594285747526062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982639930474432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319787337144254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077086849206077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816882060759261,0.10883703914904776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959536138085653,0.0,0.10950617102676492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118453324080122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020187738948207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213925255446301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584513885790418,0.09017645462031047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125074211959177,0.0,0.05665684202599641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231199654602656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364190408448956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253930122052096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478771087413422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870411539589935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847539466253593,0.1799505137380008,0.0,0.13308938404684706,0.0,0.3004598186478418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065975662699304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391980817066686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33208604896707256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953910748848226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971824065515937,0.0,0.06386477567987732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293076708362465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089288019955486,0.0,0.0,0.10399972893987712,0.0,0.0,0.08246564275571333,0.11205715626898777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056198890637574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485382309727118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246089051940665,0.1277562716699894,0.0,0.07914372702809995,0.0,0.11458044139260833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822557323101483,0.2352019588053893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609881983242284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081781279943752,0.10899674605729896,0.0,0.0 adhd,MDD678,2019/08/27,"Wondering how to get a diagnosis in the UK, and what medication may work for me? Hi, First off I have read the sidebar, and I'm not asking if I should get help or get diagnosed, I'm *how I would go about* getting diagnosed, I presume my GP would be able to help here but I'm unsure. I had long suspected I had some level of ADD (probably PI) going on which is why I have such a hard time focusing on even basic tasks like applying for jobs online, and soon I'll need to go into work and even though I'm fairly motivated towards things I enjoy, I'm quite disorganized and staying focused is going to be difficult. I would actually say it's getting worse as of late. &#x200B; I had read online that the supposed causes of this are basically due to trouble regulating dopamine and norepinephrine, are stimulants are the usual medication, but from past experience from taking too much d-amp, which landed me in the hospital for 3 days due to vasospams and high blood pressure, that I am supposedly sensitive to the effects of norepinephrine, that this may not be the best way to go. Also, although my desire to do physical tasks increases, I don't feel focused on mental tasks when using this and my thinking becomes more erratic, leaning towards wanting to do multiple tasks at once, whilst also not fully concentrating on either. &#x200B; Thanks. ###",8.410641025641027,7.82556400793651,9.108095238095242,64.28818681318683,61.6984126984127,12.198290598290598,39.22588522588522,11.51311941424646,4.740829914529915,1078,50,181,28,13,366,151,252,0.10400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.11,0.3524,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,7,13,7,0,1,9,0,23,5,1,7,0,40,47,20,0,8,8,0,2,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,7,2,0,6,4,3,0,1,3,3,17,4,32,35,6,34,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,6,13,126,28,6,0.10329477230313956,0.0,0.1008007973178236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520958418289472,0.0,0.3357595279030551,0.2510289090491145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656666833414394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408096055071915,0.0,0.0,0.10840149075112762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611218500988992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661658277222186,0.0,0.0,0.20968403909962255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645044582004862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010421080252742,0.0,0.0,0.052228940537106736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786248055289163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698362759694313,0.0,0.2935239976441803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925318268226323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847261702888605,0.10913659821480194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250412286602877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652100236153252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046460812682908,0.0,0.0,0.09141262299135693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081172318684192,0.1040968352918348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759335428916379,0.07659176481947062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000556132616804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860654821045872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136923523967768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986670514923393,0.2066454506710184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214414888403758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009848346836676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077664813578935,0.0,0.0,0.0950999482463957,0.0,0.0,0.06862445686422912,0.06618711923175133,0.10148658933162982,0.0,0.06023201240451528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892135181095678,0.11376459831639825,0.0,0.060925932979659016,0.08199058227834231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320746552952576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201877430277313,0.15039964894297236,0.0,0.10526619769618034,0.22013292771704776,0.0,0.2510289090491145,0.0 adhd,Omniscient_Corvids-,2019/08/27,"Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD) causing me to become expressionless? Does anyone else fear rejection so strongly that they simply stop expressing themselves and take on a stoic persona? I don't express any of my interests or emotions to people because it is just ammunition for them to criticise me with. Is this common?",7.171111111111107,10.42334351851852,7.633111111111113,59.573000000000036,67.51851851851852,10.986666666666668,40.42962962962963,10.793553405168565,6.0609451851851865,266,16,32,9,5,87,49,54,0.247,0.685,0.068,-0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,4,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109915270351184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694520901779746,0.3179041939312696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913528059254206,0.3426644329173594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187286601244053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271515877175126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25918743982412384,0.3490075018443605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491355215934348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215099385975157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593962780869808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332814272792379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whalebeing,2019/08/27,"How to deal with drug tolerance? My Doc prescribed me Vyvanse 30 mg/day 1 month ago, then switched to 50 mg/day, because 30 mg/day did nothing special. 50 mg/day was amazing at first, I was finally able to focus. Then in 2 weeks the effect faded and the Doc upped me to 70 mg/day. Today's my first day on 70 mg/day and I don't have the effect I'm aiming at. It gives me a slight focus for about 4 hours but then it's gone. I'm in Germany, so I have the options of Medikinet, Ritalin, Vyvanse and Strattera. Also coffee lol. I tried everything but only Vyvanse seems to fit me and now it doesn't work :( Any tips on how to get my focus back again?",1.282826086956522,2.8023741666666697,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,79.07246376811594,5.759420289855073,23.818840579710145,6.42735559955562,0.5525101449275356,497,17,112,4,12,168,82,138,0.013000000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.9151,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,5,1,7,2,0,4,0,13,13,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,11,2,17,9,0,25,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,16,61,14,1,0.1597170264965071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415795072152163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277256483850844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086130549478354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281253463213172,0.0,0.09736201691242716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7210298832122051,0.16466124116679975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522104393601366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354336480174076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749621956203449,0.0,0.27171044229289626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344555426725801,0.1532151253885965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572890985540789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274846067601964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325279451542392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214719957754493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540038237041866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513930658969643,0.0,0.0,0.10843737689016084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281153646729732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627589751006193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idk42069fuckoff,2019/08/27,"Anyone know how to relieve morning jitters after taking meds? Hey folks, I’ve been on 30mg Vyvanse for a few months now, and it works great but even after quitting coffee I STILL get super anxious, jittery, dehydrated and short of breath in the mornings. I know it probably isn’t possible to eliminate these feelings altogether, but anyone have a way to maybe get a bit of relief from it, or learn how to deal with it in some way?",11.810803212851406,7.357596024096388,11.122891566265062,64.59429718875504,58.63855421686747,13.476305220883537,44.53413654618474,10.504223727775694,4.700987148594377,342,14,61,5,3,112,63,83,0.028999999999999998,0.8079999999999999,0.163,0.9129,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,2,0,13,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,14,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,40,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501708996348154,0.0,0.3096803244030326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176163134400436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283010582909789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626296627345067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196972970467912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313927456625229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441449496683868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434018136122775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247222844222173,0.0,0.2459765371147728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767560503790887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24964704396086246,0.0,0.0,0.23875619606612686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235535033883436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684702753307047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649980058123867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515469868477559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121529430468626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nixon6,2019/08/27,"Dexedrine vs Vyvanse Hey everyone I recently saw a new doctor for my ADHD (old doctor retired) and he suggested that I tried Vyvanse for my Adhd instead. I have absolutely no problems with my meds, and never have. When I’ve had problems with the past my old doctor would prescribe me a lower dose and I’d be good to go if I needed a bit higher he would give me them it worked out great. The new doctor on the other hand told me that most people have started taking Vyvanse instead of Dex because it lasts longer and that he would suggest I try it. What’s your guys take on it? Do you think I should try something new ? Thanks",2.392253333333329,4.595988272000003,3.5765,87.97408333333334,78.28,5.446666666666667,24.816666666666666,6.42735559955562,0.8683466666666666,494,18,95,4,12,160,80,125,0.08199999999999999,0.813,0.10400000000000001,0.5873,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,10,6,1,0,1,19,20,6,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,16,3,9,12,2,15,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,2,11,61,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29636583110970177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516267575680859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461191664489167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048120401991943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781865364918614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182808158234852,0.07007436214542548,0.10341838295692253,0.0,0.13593893882718128,0.0,0.12208661290233187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050614408595784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695875944673158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142555818933493,0.09509673856897537,0.3572523913048293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25876570003934674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770402121577672,0.08548085451264484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359633360381562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174410204229452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492254093316688,0.0,0.0,0.08727253739377314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541285606516586,0.0,0.0,0.11351828584570385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900580871807561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781865364918614,0.0,0.251138287524743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976403591496653,0.0,0.0,0.2627668371373965,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tiddeltiddel,2019/08/27,"The only places near me that do (adult) ADHD diagnosis ask for school grades in advance I always had good grades though (until university where I actually had to out in work and be organized). Guess I have no choice but I feel like they are just gonna say I don't have it and that it's gonna discourage me from pursuing further. Elementary school grades? seriously?",4.050761904761902,6.19052188571429,5.311428571428575,77.76190476190479,73.0,9.23809523809524,25.952380952380953,9.725611199111238,2.5239523809523816,292,10,56,8,6,97,53,70,0.11199999999999999,0.813,0.075,-0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,8,2,8,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,36,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.2538379180751749,0.0,0.3126116230653371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164392460110498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431754777505193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315236176893519,0.185828550699616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181748714411619,0.0,0.0,0.2865496106332037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708065217980974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783167277942396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27176823850556403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068564960754965,0.0,0.526507171389396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25556488871081656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893692053176388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kingferret53,2019/08/27,"Help, maybe? So, I started a YouTube channel like two years ago. But i stopped posting because life and i got busy. Or, so I told myself. Truth to be told, I kept forgetting and lost interest in the games i was uploading. Anyway, I've gotten back into it. I've decided to make my channel about ADHD Gaming. So far, it is hit and miss. Don't want the videos to be too long or too boring. But I am getting better. I have a series on Apex Legends. About to do a playthrough or Horizon Zero Dawn (new game plus, ultrahard) and Assassin's Creed Unity, since these two are my current obsessions. My question is, does anyone else here stream? If so, what advice do you have? How do i get my video and name out there? Should I start a kickstarter to try to raise money for a decent desktop so I can edit videos better and easier? Not only do I have bad ADHD, I also have a speech impediment and more than likely undiagnosed High Functioning Autism. So, any and all advice and help would be appreciated. I really want this to succeed.",2.1012547619047623,4.523737835000002,3.7592857142857135,85.07333333333334,80.65,6.4095238095238125,23.023809523809533,7.62386473244151,1.2408809523809523,797,27,152,13,21,265,131,200,0.078,0.777,0.145,0.9484,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,4,16,12,0,1,8,0,20,1,0,2,2,33,35,24,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,12,0,2,2,8,1,0,2,5,0,3,7,1,20,7,16,22,2,16,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,5,11,104,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523836319881053,0.28652320028302536,0.12995729501057726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724069460395538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969704727393527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251026220451558,0.1502150816021762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273089663974567,0.12240981252052607,0.08936960301379855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593220301574192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829582127175654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247042714968814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153191075834818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725414027612192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965337045594354,0.15489719491396134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355209107211588,0.14324848619329505,0.0,0.0,0.12974161841859802,0.0,0.0,0.16003767093593368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786058446055912,0.0,0.1472853434573043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415929030606687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111500402148716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040793777323216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423217342168928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391950108169968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127392512612607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753683772844872,0.0,0.0,0.1225691067434009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801764625388338,0.0,0.09953579056654052,0.0,0.28642534608018816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729439302751739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414463332901124,0.0,0.0,0.0944094004588733 adhd,super_spider-man,2019/08/27,"Feeling defeated So I got my neuropsych results back today from the psychologists, and have an appointment back with my psychiatrist this wednesday. I am honestly feeling defeated at this point. Reviewing the notes from the psychologists office, they review several of the tests where the majority indicate issues with attention, the were a couple were i was borerline or very low normal, but the majority indicated issues with attention. They stated I had an above average IQ. And that based on the tova that I had issues with attention but that they had to interpret those results cautiously because ""i had a cadence"" with the clicking the button and a ""high commission rate."" They said that I do not appear to have OCD even though my psychiatrist diagnosed and is treating me for it. I will say my OCD tendencies have decreased with treatment, but I know I have this. She concluded that my issues with my checking and obsessive patterns, along with my attention and sleep problems, were all because of an unspecified anxiety disorder. With that being said I am not saying that I don't have anxiety but I have issues with the report she wrote regarding me. The report misreported how i check items (in sets of 3), she documented incorrectly that I check in sets of 5. She also documented that during the TOVA test that she reinstructed me during quarters 3 and 4 when I should click, but she never talked to me during the test, only before it. So I am having a hard time believing this lady was evening listening to me during any of the exam. :( And I just feel defeated. I wish I had the ability to read a book for enjoyment, unfortunately I am plagued with the inability to comprehend what I have read, and find myself rereading a page 4 or 5 times before I can progress because I will have read the words but not understand. I wish I had the ability to start the projects I so need to start for work, and know that I need to, but I just cant force myself to start it. I wish I had the ability to remember where I have placed my belongings, so that I don't go spending money to replace the items I lost to only find the item a few days later. I wish I wouldn't lose my wallet, my phone, my keys, my paperwork for work, but I do. There are many more, and to see that she doesn't think I have a problem, other than some anxiety, has just left me feeling defeated and unheard. I will go to my psychiatrist appointment Wednesday, but I just don't know what to say when I show her the results.",7.792085106382978,7.370819995744682,8.312212765957451,68.95300000000003,62.872340425531924,12.115744680851064,36.88510638297872,11.525088041916213,4.395125957446808,1978,85,351,54,25,660,200,470,0.096,0.8109999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.12,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,4,10,20,13,0,1,35,0,44,2,1,5,2,81,72,32,0,11,18,0,5,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,24,24,0,0,18,5,5,3,10,10,0,1,17,14,74,3,44,49,10,32,0,7,3,0,21,11,0,4,15,276,98,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859401022800735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058329748928148475,0.0,0.19685227128155147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319109256941962,0.0,0.15686241412786642,0.0,0.14597593319065755,0.09663873332299663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490809294449627,0.0,0.05531759652604702,0.0,0.0,0.0870595322528424,0.0,0.0,0.09830525690178607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330678328970276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348109671091186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567930748706141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749549674687756,0.0,0.0686018768870819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768372985971719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062569791239923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44763259809764294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414186238490076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931944810383066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595996804579524,0.09363323608861963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696210020522306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720173167657806,0.06615474962546952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404101100319697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047107493267832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961632308977101,0.0,0.08108483244227856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414964015903102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257393786692309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971660336254885,0.0,0.16318279623679713,0.2046344932077864,0.0,0.0,0.06835134419149681,0.0,0.0,0.0969010154536204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583666251567004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213535860465516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894246846889192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496097524849474,0.08427322399059893,0.0,0.10003185457703134,0.0,0.08130440238030112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929450544738066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077312461376156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945467659423947,0.0,0.0,0.12489003115536075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BigManBlumbus,2019/08/27,"Need advice on eating It’s actively hard to make myself eat. Im super skinny and ive been trying to gain weight all my life. But even when im hungry, the thought of stopping whatever im doing to make myself a meal, or even get fast food feels so tedious. How do you guys motivate yourself to do what you need to do? Any techniques or whatever I could practice lol?",2.013542857142859,4.016344373333337,3.849904761904764,86.54400000000004,78.6,6.419047619047619,24.04761904761905,7.447530270364453,1.1925619047619052,288,10,57,4,7,97,56,75,0.038,0.769,0.19399999999999998,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,1,7,7,1,4,1,15,14,7,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,7,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836179981480033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412359467181205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573175435562638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735382948578805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111273408603606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229037381033246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071055130099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536203691175384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072893521998026,0.0,0.0,0.16350699054954929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914765636594361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892315400612894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436743685407967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068068137281004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525994855484694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449048535738138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392282882433632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226687847520948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhddiaries,2019/08/27,A message to all for the new semester I'm starting the new semester this week and just want to reinforce that it OK to get a Bs or even a C once in a while and perfectionism is the enemy of good. RSD hits hard but I try to remember what's important at the end of the day: trying and passing. That's all!,2.0831818181818207,3.0717458030303035,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,75.81818181818181,9.522424242424243,26.83636363636364,9.888512548439397,2.427949090909091,237,9,55,7,5,85,47,66,0.055,0.7979999999999999,0.147,0.5801,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,6,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,9,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955830649527865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465980843044576,0.0,0.0,0.1838942343811591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454633147717305,0.0,0.0,0.2335260581873881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941024336232406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537800858571316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965089392880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153963574400938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706759149452613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780587336522358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421973166768525,0.0,0.22333227674217848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jel1yfish,2019/08/27,"Reminder to not abuse your appetite suppressant ADHD medicine if you want to lose weight Hey guys. So some ADHD/ADD meds make you disconnect from your stomach, like mine! If you are trying to lose weight, please try not to associate your smart eating habits/exercise with your suppressant pills! I personally had this problem a few years ago so I guess I just wanted to share. I always have to remind myself of this.",5.602543859649124,7.703755921052637,5.0315789473684225,81.5493859649123,68.73684210526315,8.224561403508767,27.14035087719298,8.841846274778883,2.152208771929824,334,11,58,6,6,101,55,76,0.102,0.7190000000000001,0.179,0.6627,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,7,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,0,14,7,4,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,13,3,9,6,2,2,0,2,0,0,11,0,0,4,3,37,15,0,0.0,0.21181705379678292,0.0,0.0,0.4297013823069825,0.0,0.1584716889143317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875365522956085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292965324710775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969388767142552,0.17701361229422827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873395738947366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40000304976530976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933252455236315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985767658604538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560978958038258,0.0,0.19623933071243474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106184489910234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275058721742498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089017523763165,0.0,0.0,0.43539528415159306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512410395191312 adhd,FineOldCannibals,2019/08/27,"Helping my 11 year old son read We aim for 30 minutes of reading every day. Lately he’s been a more reluctant reader, but even on a good day not much story comprehension or recall. I would like to hear ideas of what worked for others when it comes to reading and comprehension. Audiobooks, graphic novels, reading together, etc? Is 30 minute goal reasonable?",5.7940000000000005,7.794595784615389,6.181538461538462,73.89846153846156,68.07692307692308,8.892307692307693,31.461538461538463,9.3871,3.165061538461538,286,12,46,6,5,92,56,65,0.024,0.8420000000000001,0.134,0.8133,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,7,3,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,27,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685157248233025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486172091296864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307480746466308,0.12026655072587095,0.0,0.1534159014991264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272568831382405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522494912538392,0.0,0.122048879503197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555372520513895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540173330944986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895836604521731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338546786430575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106936562225754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285439172011831,0.0,0.0,0.18721545826339453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256128919217866,0.0,0.0,0.1293491702359192,0.0,0.0,0.11725786746251933 adhd,shmetail,2019/08/27,"Sometimes I feel like I'm fighting a tortuous battle and no one knows or understands Every time I have a somewhat big task it takes me forever, takes over my life and involves some serious cycles of anxiety and self hatred. I'm taking a class right now (not for credit or anything, trying to change careers) and the final project has been KILLING me the past week or so. I'm putting in hours and hours and hours of work and I still have so much to do by the time it's do tomorrow night. And I'm not doing anything over the top or anything. This is just what it takes for me to produce something that meet the standard of the class. And I know it's not because I'm stupid or incapable. My brain just feels broken in a way that's so hard to explain, even to people that I know understand, let alone the majority of people that don't understand or care or, worse, don't believe it. It's more than a lack of concentration. It's also a lack of being able to do things efficiently at all. I don't know. I'm so tired of this. If I do want to go back to school or have a career in this field I'm going to need so much help and/or medicine. ALSO. Last class our teacher was (kindly) giving us tips for succeeding in the field. He made a point to emphasize the importance of getting projects done by the deadline. He, laughingly, was like, ""you'd be surprised how much \[my team at work\] ends up with a project because someone before us just couldn't get it done. Like... just do your shit. It's not that hard."" I know what he meant and I know he was giving good advice. I'm not saying it shouldn't be expected that deadlines are meant nor would I ever expect any kind exception in a professional setting. But it just made me feel like such shit in the moment. It is ""THAT hard"" for me and people like me. It sosososo hard. My apologies for any grammar mistakes, ineloquence and/or overemotionalness. I'm SOSOSOSO tired. Thank you to anyone listening. I know Im not the only one that struggles. V grateful to have outlets like this.",3.2940010527107297,5.018606429280397,4.135010151139183,87.16773667193024,74.03722084367246,7.068471313632604,26.604180765471092,7.793537801064563,1.4608617038875105,1593,58,324,22,33,511,194,403,0.147,0.728,0.125,-0.8846,0,1,1,0,2,0,55.0,3,3,0,6,19,24,6,1,22,0,31,6,3,4,2,69,73,30,1,11,22,0,7,6,0,2,3,2,0,1,28,12,0,0,16,1,1,3,13,9,0,2,10,9,27,15,41,55,10,37,0,0,0,0,22,15,2,11,23,207,55,16,0.07783094079816627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605549456651016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060938208328779,0.0,0.1244827504734983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585541735887287,0.0,0.05954045667794412,0.0,0.0,0.05442120346558866,0.0,0.19214469795285335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984718925652694,0.0,0.09489003821977493,0.0,0.06622839809958055,0.08768881777238381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688507016830349,0.0,0.0,0.0793538313040196,0.0,0.08233481534999704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592961495239911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893511210004014,0.0,0.0,0.05140660235610398,0.07040254185739457,0.06557592444340632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180609866769883,0.11120487931513456,0.0,0.08525999129806022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132690842685031,0.14932506089154202,0.08846623454066486,0.06528090047752698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788849416016215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052168439011190934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994339651121376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407077191851615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610840437992723,0.16209789578686862,0.29941694725408025,0.063442604707795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958741017369735,0.0549742952201184,0.22814559768786175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729103611328942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716440904884339,0.05771065640957036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303906552655495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548051953083468,0.059193937673519464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429843974636917,0.16187452356023527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357539623755864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824159255225184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646719818059843,0.0,0.061894288027923385,0.0,0.0787690672833618,0.0,0.0,0.08119464554995144,0.0,0.15978468453728992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594590356733694,0.05991806070215936,0.0769767905813895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215588985974041,0.0,0.0,0.08136579823122977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407672520050601,0.0,0.0,0.07165627337027326,0.0,0.0,0.051707418685541684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076769495851356,0.17891043410715274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284209984482226,0.0,0.0,0.2430742626793267,0.18724207741842472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590670541290073,0.061778578073489625,0.06243128601831141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332370372619215,0.0,0.07931637795662637,0.05528886726423363,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xjamiejay,2019/08/27,"Aurobindo & Teva..... Any advice? Anxiety, tics? I switched to Adderall ir 15mg 2x a day about a year ago. I used to take Adderall XR 30mg... then Vyvanse 40mg.... now I take this. Question: Everyone praises Teva. I did my research. When I switched, I found a pharmacy to order me Teva (I had to pay cash). I took it for about a year. My drs office had a new thing where they send my script to my pharmacy now. Only issue was they had CVS on file. No big deal. I go to CVS. The med was covered under my insurance they had on file. Cool. I tell my regular pharmacist this and have my dr switch pharmacies. This month, my pharmacy informed me my insurance only covers Mallinckrodt. Is this the same generic as Aurobindo? I told her I’ll pay for Teva this month again until I research it. Guess what? I took Teva again today & noticed I started a new tic. Like a face movement habit. I also experienced the social anxiety I’ve been diagnosed with 5 years ago. I’m upset because last month when I took the Aurobindo brand, I was more happier, less anxious, & more relaxed. I figured maybe my therapy finally is helping. However, today was back to normal. Today I took the Teva brand I just got filled. Is this because it’s less effective.. therefore less adderall...which equals less anxiety? Or is this just a coincidence? I’m not sure if I should try Mallinckrodt or not next month... it just sucks I have to sit a month like this to find out if Teva/stronger adderall...makes my anxiety worse or not. Any input would be really great. Thanks in advance!",1.4201684210526295,4.049275880000003,3.1436140350877224,86.5858421052632,86.86666666666667,6.091228070175438,25.2280701754386,7.475848149327749,1.6487333333333334,1204,52,226,22,38,398,159,300,0.083,0.818,0.1,0.8996,1,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,3,3,14,10,1,1,14,1,19,4,1,3,1,28,36,12,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,6,1,3,9,4,2,0,0,17,2,39,8,21,16,8,47,1,0,0,0,13,7,1,7,31,138,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087454776463376,0.1648705640748905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436881265616087,0.0,0.3022831581066183,0.0,0.12648084449062222,0.0,0.28456653159102396,0.10505893212115512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150813086772209,0.0,0.11337891311784205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997468232226132,0.095874721724996,0.0,0.0943889127129798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886159760313055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187249712579644,0.08499659643805929,0.0,0.0,0.10196523865003512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052851730845643166,0.0,0.0743773415946644,0.10252834255453236,0.102445502772761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233321247530725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706359116796964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580409600505003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086622924723267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342691248611072,0.0,0.10329751523402747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711423256239483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963209987337553,0.09890222794548274,0.0,0.09111626776093032,0.0,0.10587648414946946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145519261030892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041767261663739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957557488293299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479764069899256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582299881631011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764756468160377,0.0,0.13984273369112413,0.0,0.0812825429112964,0.08561815913678761,0.10634895210882614,0.0,0.061782364520896235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26444780740955603,0.08886159760313055,0.4132876057204438,0.0631381329343999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803186261560048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477079885180376,0.06606164140662217,0.0,0.0,0.1796589922831166 adhd,hubbabubbasnake,2019/08/27,"I'm firmly sure I've had undiagnosed ADHD-PI my whole life **tldr; I've neglected my mental health and have dug myself into a hole.** I've been in and out of the hospital starting at the age of 12. Been diagnosed with depression the whole time and taking meds on and off until I went to the hospital again after a 2 year hiatus when I was 19 (2 years ago) and I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I don't know why I was diagnosed with this because I have no symptoms relating to bipolar at all. Just because its easy to press my buttons and make me snap doesn't make me bipolar. It's always been very hard for me to pay attention in school or other things asked of me which resulted in me getting bad grades and or in trouble. And I messed up lots of important stuff because I have this issue where if I get in stressful situations I sweat a lot, I can't think straight, and my body visibly shakes. As a result I would get even more stressed wondering if people noticed how stressed I was. I feel like I waste everyone's time. And to make matters worse, throughout my childhood and teen years and even into today I've had slow cognitive functioning so I could not process my words fast enough when it was time to say them or I would even just lose track of what I was saying all together. As you could imagine I was not a very fun person to talk to. All I really remember from these years are crying, anxiety, and loneliness. I didn't have much of a happy life but I managed to push through school because I didn't want to deal with that longer than I had to. I'm not gonna go on and on so I will just say I was counting on my brain chemistry fixing itself once I got into my 20s (ik stupid) but I feel like I've dug myself into a hole. I barely go outside because I'm too afraid of judgement from other people. I know its irrational but it feels like my mind forces me to feel uneasy and unsure of myself. I feel like I have no control at all on how I can conduct myself. I'm afraid to tell anyone because they will think I'm seeking attention, the last thing I want is attention. I just hate being around people and find it hard to socialize. I don't really know what I want in life. I keep putting off everything important, like speaking to a psychiatrist. I'm sorry for this pathetic post guys I'm just really at a low point right now and don't even know who I'm suppose to be or what I want to do. I feel like shit wasting peoples time and wish I wasn't so useless..",3.5460259075643665,4.666375370808677,4.8357108587877855,84.79894610586919,72.41222879684419,8.163526840449919,27.509408817101125,8.605353355243054,1.9052240417932724,1951,70,403,34,37,648,236,507,0.16,0.775,0.065,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,2,22,26,3,6,14,0,39,15,4,8,5,93,81,37,0,11,17,0,9,6,0,5,11,4,0,2,22,28,0,3,19,0,1,6,13,17,0,0,19,13,63,9,63,53,11,58,0,5,0,0,15,29,1,9,28,264,85,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400213460868743,0.0,0.061959121808631036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815957353007008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347071047048462,0.0,0.0,0.04887333044326093,0.0,0.0,0.06222279618163432,0.06534388905706688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058360744457736424,0.2556499249389701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763936958457669,0.0,0.07802772585884557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839498441301199,0.11161350093899317,0.0,0.07677813700875398,0.0,0.07206032920502795,0.060201842296101135,0.2128307441531379,0.0,0.0,0.08010756333114205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222187610177529,0.0,0.18466418997910045,0.0,0.0,0.06678920013279002,0.0628185603941412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205093775518413,0.2496707380381677,0.0,0.0,0.06388422944477352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955427158058577,0.0,0.0794477012348843,0.0,0.05590269910852832,0.0,0.0,0.06920862673365502,0.0,0.07440623429865502,0.12522725554171227,0.06900842535763263,0.0,0.07429682115858896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295389449419991,0.0,0.06212731287168813,0.0,0.0,0.15365338162950273,0.056975060943402975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481101147208431,0.2048876995530721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819642061627373,0.0,0.11884718577995004,0.0,0.0,0.13996957706057464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763936958457669,0.0,0.07043933661420873,0.0,0.07057564439620621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138204608294257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957774651764718,0.0,0.0744376017000464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383001664800908,0.061031018262250374,0.0,0.0,0.06607488302028798,0.0,0.06694162508293451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702653922313775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343326622931001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917922639748758,0.05969131760145945,0.0,0.16675375398038428,0.0,0.14147818897395098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174785919702288,0.0,0.07856671104616436,0.0,0.07125078512586049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824352525766,0.04947317581344113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401989699467903,0.0,0.08001488855384074,0.0,0.0,0.0658767217399776,0.07264933411526979,0.0525535471989078,0.05618024237091111,0.061092712400361064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287239527455342,0.08957384262489282,0.0,0.0,0.16302908670829258,0.0,0.06625380745698753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115344036337831,0.16490731114572307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479485183996397,0.06307081306540456,0.15607412362867978,0.08037764468538157,0.0,0.07579988505993546,0.0,0.0,0.07123061054480205,0.099305083591071,0.0,0.0,0.1800444843803517 adhd,N0nfiltered,2019/08/27,"I've recently been diagnosed (age 23), looking for rather elaborate descriptions of my medication options. This will be my first reddit post and I'm not an active user so excuse me if I am doing something wrong here. I have struggled for a very long time with this disorder that my single mom with full custody did not believe in, so seeing a professional never occured. I've fought through semester upon semester of college and high school of course for me was a disaster, but I have succeeded in my own ways, for if I let myself just sink then I die, so I learned to stay afloat. Recently the water has been drowning me, and I knew I needed to see a professional. I have begun a medication based treatment along side CBT and practice better behaviors within this first month. The prescription is for 5mg of ritalin twice a day. I see my doctor tomorrow and simply don't know enough about the medication options to communicate effectively, so please if this is something that you feel you understand very well I hope you will share some time to give me a better understanding.",5.6309666666666685,7.439904830000002,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666667,68.2,9.933333333333335,32.333333333333336,10.203070172399654,3.656783333333333,866,38,146,23,15,285,126,200,0.07400000000000001,0.772,0.154,0.9573,0,0,2,1,1,0,17.0,0,3,0,6,9,9,1,1,11,0,17,7,0,1,1,29,31,14,2,6,8,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,7,0,0,0,4,3,1,3,6,5,24,6,22,21,5,24,0,0,4,0,8,7,0,7,14,109,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537953518736926,0.0,0.2282439481391271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321763121377153,0.0,0.0,0.13096895931205427,0.1339191343936298,0.0,0.14788658815601105,0.13207395036520692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332881943702268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524454619901822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951613847195364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237832171519755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633375961686287,0.0,0.12816199581182344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091488438454012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194818896808674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419291761615755,0.1083578535583692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899709876310001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511255600179794,0.1029954106822544,0.0,0.0,0.09567865797848163,0.09952062097960997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164292575808438,0.0,0.0,0.12358094701009925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548152295899436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059145601121552,0.30847527610216724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986766394050268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753534950589724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489658348126102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048401424854674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686623313519166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212936647787332,0.0,0.1024228766337531,0.0,0.0,0.11601898063211227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108075554939092,0.0,0.0 adhd,Poolz_Of_Lymph,2019/08/27,"Positive Encouragement Needed for Older Dad with ADHD My dad is 73 and is struggling with memory loss, poor self esteem, lack of control over emotions, lack of purpose, and loneliness. He's been diagnosed late is life with adult ADHD but is VERY much against medications and very resistant to counselling. He loses his wallet, keys, and personal calendar almost daily and sometimes has to get a new wallet with all the new cards because he can never find it. He says it's been getting worse and his memory has been getting worse. I'm afraid he's getting dementia but it could also be ADHD too although he's never sought further diagnosis or treatment. He just gets so down on himself and his disorganization and I notice how he's constantly putting himself down or being negative. I just feel so so heartbroken for him to be living his days like this. I recently moved for a job 3 hours away so I try to call often and give him tips or just listen to him tell me about what he lost today and how he's looked everywhere but everything is a mess. I've helped him clean up his mess of a basement and kitchen multiple times but he just has a main issue with lack of mindfulness and too much clutter. He's very concerned and hopeless about his life but he's also resistant to getting professional help so idk what to do. I just want him to be happy and not so hard on himself most of his days. Btw, he wants to learn how to use the computer or phone but also is afraid and will often take hours to learn the basics only to forget it soon after. I once helped him buy glasses online and he spent EIGHT HOURS only to have the wrong prescription sent. Ugh I just feel so bad for him!! Can anyone offer encouragement or tips?",4.4188322520852665,6.180781216867473,5.277349397590363,79.97001390176092,71.16867469879519,8.240222428174237,27.528266913809084,8.841846274778883,2.2174250231696013,1372,49,251,26,26,447,170,332,0.18899999999999997,0.74,0.071,-0.9931,1,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,0,4,26,16,0,3,9,0,22,5,0,5,3,65,42,41,0,7,18,2,3,1,0,1,4,2,2,3,7,21,1,1,5,0,3,3,4,12,0,1,6,6,26,4,38,30,8,28,0,4,1,0,50,8,0,9,18,167,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472454642339987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644270601813948,0.0,0.0,0.2310623748054289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734369468700235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048843537813084,0.0,0.08041662233415281,0.05871099273604963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834547354937584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407921869055994,0.10802226587425368,0.07689741482738915,0.0,0.0,0.12422673815930432,0.0,0.0,0.09775480495029208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083382055501022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655915022552738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097396633847549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802756030792369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019147395958656,0.09239139039029763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025260746499652,0.08627676881446439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366801202523592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845442015947893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052486197454596,0.09557494772035276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864430032323462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605623974404482,0.04705325160192396,0.0,0.0850453930183416,0.0,0.08087794921079265,0.10774866021689096,0.10513608899396336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702435862763123,0.0,0.0,0.09724781604712432,0.0,0.0,0.10236457339784942,0.14160102421586862,0.07141423889844813,0.14856373515519414,0.1860377493628918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965202118946343,0.0,0.10256929651930104,0.0,0.14649946021600066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409605449461617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682031239892376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509662899427264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659128740983223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047457740607978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525517909901186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068637084648316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241475064587546,0.0,0.08418106427731814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056160389218461615,0.0,0.09129265676736864,0.0,0.0,0.06538962779130658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318277441791083,0.0,0.2384028312574043,0.11361480292758926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963006181650288,0.0,0.10530221674977608,0.0,0.0 adhd,GamerDad87,2019/08/27,"What keeps you focused less forgetful? I was diagnosed with ugh adhd around twenty eight years old and I am now thirty three, what coping skills have you learned and used to keep focus yet aware of other tasks and also to lessen the forgetfulness? I feel like I forget everything constantly, driving me up the wall!",5.258421052631576,7.805261859649125,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,70.75438596491226,8.068771929824562,25.43508771929825,8.841846274778883,2.139325614035087,254,8,42,5,5,78,48,57,0.11900000000000001,0.797,0.085,-0.2638,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,7,1,6,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425537814791996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279404582627638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537394344265151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30801896878192103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28930207771628685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25616891178223816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412104115494,0.20362733837202274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067001227165758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925252532257373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990937542755372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461766404377128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355164200965374 adhd,ravenchilde,2019/08/27,"Oh god... more idiot propaganda about helpful meds... I don’t have the energy to rant anymore, but this is some ignorance and bad press for those of us using Adderall to try and get to a normal level in life... https://www.reddit.com/r/funny/comments/cvvgth/this_is_your_brain_on_drugs/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app",20.021428571428565,21.429298761904768,12.547619047619047,42.50571428571431,37.571428571428584,12.20952380952381,35.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,3.9183428571428567,276,6,31,4,2,71,39,42,0.278,0.652,0.07,-0.8803,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627132522972378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319928205128584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795113353983628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489873277324836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438314821772834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364514957002043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718438493838527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279945666549135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272806498786225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026760969497393,0.2891259006512211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StrangestThrow,2019/08/27,"Help with how to get a diagnosis - please share your stories Hello Community, Like many here I have found this sub after feeling something has not been right for the last 2 years. I am a 22 year old Male. In 2018 I quit my 5 year college program after completing 3 years because everything was going down hill no matter how hard I tried. It's in my family ( a lot) and I think I have had most of the signs for a long time. It's at a point where It's affecting my life a lot. I am starting a new job in a few weeks and also want to go back and finish at least 1 of my degrees within a few years but I don't think I can do that without getting some help first. My questions to you are: 1. I understand I should go to my GP who should then refer me to a psychiatrist? What should I say to my GP? I am very worried about not being taken seriously among other things. I haven't seen a doctor in 6+ years as I've had no need. I'm not sure how to approach and talk to the doctor who doesn't know me about this. 2. What happens next? What does the psychiatrist do? Just ask questions? Perform tests? what kind of tests? 3. What sort of time frame am I looking at for this sort of process? 3. I'm worried about telling my Mom who insists there is nothing wrong with me. Mostly (I think) because I am naturally pretty intelligent and my sister has several learning disorders so I seem very normal I guess. Any advice experience with this sort of issue would be appreciated also. I'm just generally scared/nervous of the process and also clueless to what it actually is so I'd love to hear your stories/advice please and thank you!",2.12980866062437,4.0421949969788535,3.93535649546828,86.49961077542801,77.8821752265861,6.588559919436053,24.628499496475328,7.554174236665415,1.1673564149043305,1268,45,265,18,30,427,178,331,0.064,0.807,0.129,0.9646,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,0,3,17,8,0,0,16,0,28,4,0,4,1,53,56,18,0,7,7,2,2,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,20,10,0,0,12,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,7,6,35,6,40,43,8,38,0,0,2,1,22,13,0,12,22,176,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.09429269547698654,0.0,0.0,0.18884293274126215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318144909427629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570875508250974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033193876184303,0.0,0.0,0.07429916010631295,0.0,0.117804198154825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013101551020316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107413655601295,0.19780089324846975,0.08455775701051547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684090329663365,0.09451842620192548,0.09109006286910766,0.0,0.0488568316540512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218972808820774,0.0,0.10594503729585042,0.0,0.0,0.10096582755553564,0.0,0.16474375001886934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644404657653957,0.0,0.08544574272588132,0.0,0.08655760272416968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890412950458593,0.0,0.12953227213310348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085207392741366,0.0958860475286442,0.0,0.0,0.100620744780019,0.05310292997630072,0.07876280078152383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824955378912521,0.047206411586857226,0.0,0.0,0.0855106591597613,0.08114120977325827,0.0,0.0,0.1642953436474528,0.08720842117479148,0.0,0.0,0.0979632425794337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316679285193244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164669475179153,0.0,0.09332165438231013,0.1027624744182684,0.0,0.09467262092449512,0.09271491668621804,0.0,0.10139236494765773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213189398669266,0.09134247093055584,0.0,0.0,0.09830302307129604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648568247728564,0.10277327211046568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251777670410354,0.0,0.07684059473772856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796436228287413,0.0,0.10915948051708073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438714567341181,0.0,0.0,0.06839213203289345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106853111925488,0.0,0.0,0.07766403693913289,0.0844550765952225,0.08895991597765847,0.0,0.0,0.06419378800120057,0.18574144384614905,0.0,0.0,0.11268638651176215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560247332410922,0.0,0.0,0.10059070879738163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945256055869728,0.05699231154877452,0.0,0.0775072676451827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093143678006367,0.0,0.0,0.196256074739356,0.0,0.06864008906673875,0.10564497916006138,0.0,0.37334250162053895 adhd,glacia_z,2019/08/27,"ADHD and Procrastination Lately, I've been procrastinating much worse. I think it may have to do with the fact I haven't been prescribed my ADHD medication in a long time. More than likely, I won't be able to get it again since my symptoms aren't severe enough. How do I get myself to stop procrastinating and getting distracted?",4.977419354838709,7.039582548387099,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,70.29032258064515,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,1.9006993548387088,266,8,48,5,5,88,45,62,0.131,0.8320000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.6722,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,1,1,8,14,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,6,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,34,9,3,0.2254164241119753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541813473465135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291542371605764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533123336361094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427954484664045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012707859772483,0.0,0.0,0.1994864418979073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708333228222816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570700846848244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546563970123553,0.0,0.18646679541447894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845822403692855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342939750596089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443774265467704,0.0,0.0,0.13144212965055638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297185940339791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,maestergaben,2019/08/27,"I was diagnosed with ADHD but no medication I was diagnosed with a light ADHD yesterday (according to my doctor and tge TOVA test I took) I scored 1 from a range of - 10 to 10, which I think is helped by my years of gaming. Because of the difficult access to meds in my country, the price of it ($200 for 30/60 pills of Ritalin, can you tell me the prices of your meds for reference?), and the lightness of my adhd, I wasn't given drugs. I feel like I left the clinic with a bit more understanding but not in a better shape. Can you give me tips in dealing with my adhd? Thank you guys",3.8110000000000004,4.374149433333333,5.501666666666669,82.33500000000002,71.33333333333334,9.0,25.833333333333336,9.188382445141503,1.8733333333333333,452,13,96,9,8,155,74,120,0.08199999999999999,0.862,0.055999999999999994,-0.4623,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,9,0,6,8,0,0,0,13,13,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,5,4,19,3,21,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6919092271137747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773911063898321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272954311523268,0.1571355693355803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148386725284058,0.0,0.2921742333871154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731966032660765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691447221339964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072775928618965,0.10282446285064326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380719017984919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251449578025552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647403517036512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638164683792166,0.0,0.0,0.07031750368769017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31975018523701626,0.14499552025253162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580219424223518,0.13251249162004067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222528765029572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991283549498128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983743307395414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268696013948066 adhd,AcceptableDriver,2019/08/27,"Am I just wasting my time with bupropion (Wellbutrin) for ADHD? First of all I have an ADHD diagnosis from about 15 years ago. I wanted to start meds again after remembering that ADHD was a thing and realizing that it seemed to explain a lot of my problems. So I went to a crappy Medi-Cal psychiatrist and she had me try bupropion instead of stimulants, seemingly because of insurance reasons. I thought sure, it's better than nothing. Note that I do not feel depressed, I just wanted treatment for ADHD. She mentioned Strattera but said her patients usually do better with bupropion, but I could try it next. Recently she gave me a prescription for 300mg bupropion XL, twice the dosage as before. I can't tell any difference other than constant headaches after increasing the dose and I'm worried that it might somehow make things worse. Should I just wait 3 weeks until my appointment and switch to Strattera? Maybe my symptoms are not extreme like some people on here, so Strattera alone would be enough? Is it even reasonable to try all this BEFORE the first-line treatment which already worked perfectly for me in the past?? I don't even know how to tell if the medication is working. Nobody said they noticed any difference in me. When I actually focus on stuff, I have no idea if it's regular focus or just hyperfocus. I thought I had made a great head start by starting a 10 page research paper with 3 days left but it's due ""today"" and I haven't finished it. When I try to work, it just makes me more frustrated that the medication isn't helping! I really hoped it would help me to focus better and finish more tasks. Now I'm beginning to doubt whether I have ADHD because she said it's ""normal"" to procrastinate until the last day. Still better than the last psychiatrist I saw who confirmed my ADHD after 2 minutes, then said I'm fine and told me to go on my way...",6.135729332516839,7.0604626366197225,6.61717085119412,75.1117942437232,66.29577464788733,9.554194733619106,33.46295162278016,9.653516015845867,3.2565970606246184,1496,64,263,30,23,487,196,355,0.10099999999999999,0.804,0.095,0.505,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,9,19,14,1,1,15,0,22,5,1,7,4,60,52,23,0,11,14,0,1,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,23,10,0,1,12,0,0,3,7,4,0,2,14,6,39,10,39,32,9,43,0,1,1,0,19,6,0,11,34,183,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.07237920720880202,0.0,0.5348274587177716,0.0,0.0657472174480273,0.0,0.0,0.07681773702183985,0.08184842392931467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087626778492403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042667011673117,0.0,0.12622639045501524,0.0,0.0,0.26238930110750697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015140552000519,0.0,0.059218698572236265,0.0,0.0,0.09566701010926214,0.0,0.06388250027879247,0.0,0.0,0.15498369823329475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663742244820594,0.0,0.09797715250806263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037502573491678286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617790444188495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215251230455792,0.0,0.0,0.08177267143280556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611980370052096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942915638928823,0.0,0.0,0.07366753156826156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372888621762062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040761884605231655,0.12091687588892533,0.0,0.0,0.08058590683184394,0.0,0.0,0.03623570869986467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630566697724885,0.0,0.07018143412968028,0.09901808321873358,0.0,0.07451372008325212,0.0,0.0823861340444926,0.14943691567867293,0.0,0.07868263418412139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888062157502307,0.0,0.07267083852287165,0.07116810196412739,0.08444302068191863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708036441672822,0.05142012943579266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097065974807612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751519227701812,0.15251819724961685,0.07323391326338581,0.0,0.08402013558876845,0.0,0.2822105658529939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504313928996078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749369357254292,0.0,0.05923224664680667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490688898202241,0.0,0.0,0.06990433406043127,0.0770910146577587,0.0,0.0,0.12965567391617874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985504860106751,0.0,0.0,0.11776536806798438,0.04324911530891918,0.0,0.07030447428045197,0.07087260012937524,0.0,0.20142620745397974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168776094703319,0.0,0.08749475886823344,0.05887268257594571,0.0594946889226211,0.0,0.0,0.06875632012010514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619898995538448,0.0753232211025979,0.07558555227605672,0.1053764600589798,0.0,0.0,0.047763039239945945 adhd,R2-J4CK2,2019/08/27,"Can't sleep So it's currently 3:34 am and I'm lying here wide awake, I've been trying to sleep for the past 4 hours and I've had no luck, anyone got any suggestions",-1.0540540540540562,1.018765756756757,1.3284324324324324,98.71859459459463,94.13513513513512,5.122162162162162,12.805405405405404,6.742157984588678,-0.7188010810810809,131,2,32,2,5,44,32,37,0.153,0.765,0.08199999999999999,-0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413522849991624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816267578058346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838554947720397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951676260020303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33880359932576865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7103364926318574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409619055860768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rolipoly,2019/08/27,"Psychiatrist requies me to be on birth control before she gives me a percription. Is this normal? Decided to try down the path of medication, I had an appointment with a psychiatrist. The title says the rest. &#x200B; I am not sure if this is standard or if this woman was a little outdated. &#x200B; ALSO, she forgot to ask me a question during the appointment, and proceed to call me a few minutes after my appointment to ask. There I was sitting in my car, wondering why this lady was calling me after such an uncomfortable appointment. So her question was ""are you suicidal or depressed?"" IS IT JUST ME OR is that like NOT what you do to anyone. &#x200B; Just wanna know if i should trust this lady or if I should run.",3.783636877828055,6.317132669117648,5.23558823529412,76.15918552036202,75.25,8.008144796380092,29.579185520361985,8.841846274778883,2.895125113122172,577,26,96,13,13,193,82,136,0.069,0.888,0.043,-0.5606,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,11,0,15,1,0,1,1,27,21,11,1,8,12,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,1,18,3,14,12,2,11,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,11,5,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052174797824867,0.0,0.4085856739134767,0.458215511929769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789192845808046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350239024059957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696091333853493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567062399992162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098254199189475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826469094993232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058229819537815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908109137968801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141036726211206,0.12598380017710353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662890010453762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315870292201173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816241442851041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996119139029823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749471879927605,0.0,0.11847017712338785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534162722205478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342413826643312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631561455696148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458215511929769,0.0 adhd,wre_n,2019/08/27,"Medication worked tremendously before, then I got prescribed it 5 years later, twice the mg, and feel nothing at all. Ever since my boyfriend let me use 20mg Adderall when I was 15, I've been waiting until I've been financially stable enough to go to a psychiatrist and get prescribed. Almost 22 now, I've been prescribed 40 mg Concerta. (Another stimulant) When I took it when I was 15, somehow my mood stabilized very quickly, and I could focus on subjects I absolutely dreaded- where before I would just not do the work. Within the two months I used it, my grades dramatically improved, and I was happy. I had no clue whether it was a high or the intended effect of the mediation, and I still don't today. I don't use anything so I don't know what a high would feel like. But it worked for me. I stopped taking it because school was over, so there was no need. My mood unstabilzed, and I got depressed again. When school started back and I was no longer with my bf, my grades dipped back to the original low GPA. I was years after that on antidepressants, but none brought back motivation and focus that I had recieved on that medication, thus I was unhappy. (Because I fail academically) So for the last two months I've been on Ritalin 10mg, then 36 mg Concerta, with another dose of 20mg when it wears off. I feel no focus. I feel nothing but feeling hot, then extremely cold. Sometimes nauseous, rarely but sometimes my heart beats super fast. But no change to my head space. Why do stinualants not work.. Anymore? When I took 20mg and it worked, now I'm on 40mg stimulants, why do I feel so drastically different years later? 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This trip he’s being the “older guy (gently, graciously) helping the younger guy”. Dad lost out on a $6,000+ to HELP us on this trip. DH is being a FULL BLOWN Diarrhea A*sHole to dad; shoving in dad’s face his rocky financial History (! It’s dead now) bc dad mentioned he was bummed he lost out on Six Thousand Dollars. Threatening to end “his part” of the trip early “because *IIII* financed *This* Trip!” 👹 DH got Nasty—raising voice (like he does with me), Very Demeaning, inching closer to dad’s Face ( 👀😳 better watch the f**k out—dad Doesn’t have a problem KO your punk-ass! He knows what he’s capable of), & Projecting (his own) insecurities. Now 🙄 they’re passive-aggressively fixing the broken down car “together” (Don’t let the girl get dirty!!). DH is Still being an A*sHole; wants to “fix” the things dad accomplished; tightening bolts Already secured by dad, beyond the suggestion because...dad fixed it. WTF do I do??!",2.5755551523947737,5.4489934858490585,4.065471698113207,80.43809143686504,83.48113207547169,7.223802612481857,27.021770682148038,8.263242389622931,2.4460117561683603,897,40,156,21,26,296,137,212,0.124,0.7979999999999999,0.077,-0.9048,0,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,1,1,0,4,4,7,0,1,13,0,15,2,2,0,0,7,22,0,1,2,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,4,0,1,1,0,2,6,2,4,0,2,5,2,8,3,20,13,3,27,1,2,1,0,31,14,0,0,8,71,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765860931559245,0.0,0.0,0.19407176684400024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918725738536393,0.0,0.15241425306987091,0.0,0.0,0.1584132652358403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134906810876865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864333008957346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160977625727147,0.0,0.16885432430288788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358055122911606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432551735946704,0.0,0.0,0.3547053718365444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401149323816165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843729466447416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831579205215044,0.0,0.08750687484667534,0.0,0.0,0.1585117423166566,0.0,0.0,0.39105185160412975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396482914082494,0.0,0.0,0.15639690489442531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138951777653716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304201518842866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899650034231815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948264278847737,0.0,0.0,0.21545411176992435,0.0,0.0,0.1477891963374374,0.10564707009650864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Running0utofTime,2019/08/27,"All I want is to live a life outside of chaos, but I'm once again spinning in a storm. I have lost my job, I am about to lose my relationship, and I am about to be homeless, due to my inability to keep my feet on the ground. I've been in a crisis for months, but no one is listening. I've lived a life full of heart break and self-destruction. I've jumped from city to city, job to job, and person to person, in desperation. >""Maybe this place will be different. Maybe this will be a place I can call home"" I've said it so many times. As soon as I become bored, or as soon as my flaws show themselves, the foundation around me crumbles and I just float away. I start over, and over, and over, and over; but I end up living the same life over, and over, and over, and over. &#x200B; I have always lived my life bouncing from tragedy to tragedy. I've always relied on the anxiety and adrenaline of my life falling apart in order to pick myself up. It works for a few months, when I move to a novel new place. Shortly after, the novelty fades to routine, and I find myself unable to continue. &#x200B; &#x200B; Well, for the past year and some months, I have not floated away. I've found a tether that not only wants to keep my feet on the ground, but that wants me take roots. I've been in the first stable relationship of my life. I'm with someone that loves me, and doesn't encourage my reckless behavior. &#x200B; &#x200B; I'm at a point where I've had enough of the turmoil and pain. I want to live a normal life. I want to be able to function within a structure. I want to grow up, instead of living in a cycle of rebirth. I want a job that I can keep for more than a few months, and one that I can feel good about. I want to be able to spend money without having to anxiously check my bank account. I want kids someday. But I've had a terrifying realization... I don't know how to live a life that isn't centered in chaos. That isn't centered on drunken nights, and the hangover the follows. That isn't centered on the reckless decisions, and the bruises that follow. &#x200B; For the first time in my life, I am taking ADHD seriously. I have been treated since I was a teen, but I have never been asked how my treatment is working for me as an adult. I have been running in circles with healthcare providers. My problems have been dismissed, as if ADHD is only a childhood disorder. &#x200B; My desperation has been misconstrued. I am constantly met with double-guessing eyes and judgemental looks. I have been seeing doctors for months in the hopes of finding a treatment plan that works for ME, as an ADULT that needs to FUNCTION FOR A WHOLE DAY, versus what helped me for 6 hours to get through in high school and college. No one listens to me, and my life is falling apart as a result. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've been playing by the rules, but I feel like the game won't let me play. I feel the pull back to a life of chaos. I've been sitting in waiting rooms, hoping to get the help I need. I am now feeling a pull into an alley. &#x200B; I don't want this to be my life. I want someone to listen to me, and to help me, but I feel like I am running out of time, and of options. &#x200B; If anyone can recommend a way to find a doctor that actually understands ADHD, I'd love to hear. I've done so much research and spent so much time and money looking for help, but idk what else to do. Side note: I am not self-diagnosed, I have been diagnosed since childhood, treated since 12. Textbook ADHD, severe inattention AND hyperactivity. Reckless and aggressive behavior as hyperactivity, lethargic and harmful car accidents as inattention, self-harm as stimming, early substance use as self-medicating. I have been on-and-off ADHD meds since 14, consistently medicated since 21. I have never been properly medicated, as even 30mg XR lasts 6 hours for me, and I now need to live an adult life for at least 16 hours/day.",4.223498355864084,5.389286051150896,4.975764523200585,84.2607384910486,70.84143222506394,7.682900986481549,29.05379978078188,8.017231161292626,1.8305063207891856,3100,118,622,41,56,1002,307,782,0.133,0.773,0.094,-0.9908,5,0,0,0,0,0,151.0,0,0,0,8,22,22,1,1,48,0,65,25,4,6,3,101,119,60,0,20,19,0,5,2,0,3,19,5,2,6,20,35,0,4,13,5,7,12,16,9,1,5,22,14,73,13,122,87,12,107,0,2,4,2,24,53,0,7,40,411,93,13,0.07098269113460466,0.0,0.03463443358553918,0.0,0.2132685017909252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590632853288203,0.3460937228464007,0.3881328262706677,0.0,0.0,0.027150782214901564,0.04009511828117713,0.03519787799372001,0.02481637403554532,0.0,0.0,0.031594822157118986,0.03317961712594825,0.0,0.06669057492826799,0.02729065399123616,0.0,0.0,0.0391974027656799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036240631994537455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835353602674788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045777963530296964,0.0,0.0,0.0720459373277136,0.0,0.03708090216999172,0.0406761568461082,0.07265379217042818,0.0,0.036319968847336834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02964846507148809,0.0,0.031434797783157366,0.03667204740571558,0.0,0.023441699020351182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972745357221719,0.050710048729573895,0.0,0.0,0.09731534060572923,0.06037784081757016,0.0,0.03891442851833797,0.0,0.0,0.03708552641529552,0.0,0.0,0.02976845678636804,0.0,0.0,0.03909771847206312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000132588677676,0.042057415381419605,0.09515640323322604,0.03749855520194256,0.035600713391441136,0.07050182857491391,0.06990365239330787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087873628434805,0.0946390160071292,0.0,0.0,0.03901023068983335,0.028930183604142738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629230545479769,0.32589163071361904,0.034678557414146056,0.0,0.2507160669401716,0.0,0.05960758310548254,0.039705737355205266,0.038742996226076416,0.0,0.06406465009827232,0.0,0.0,0.03598265381828592,0.07131165396685943,0.0,0.07884576794829294,0.07150759356025947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416442671231651,0.037721683570182206,0.05218044535705477,0.07894914908684376,0.05474622734710996,0.034277762709473206,0.0,0.033306223565228645,0.034773983129781486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03779712471696337,0.0721495628389405,0.05398553521043223,0.037765294009528654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03388050527344913,0.0,0.061979347968705675,0.11124270650997514,0.0,0.033550793377791384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03396042449699175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762088457479811,0.0,0.0,0.033760397070860385,0.0,0.0,0.035919136506618564,0.028282007337139026,0.0,0.14810085520620342,0.04009511828117713,0.0,0.14679403905358904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060143403850811336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025120957065489717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337014982831454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278115605653813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036947742405089294,0.0,0.03065312725806956,0.0,0.0,0.23027086681115835,0.028171378125169032,0.0,0.0,0.03191098200425668,0.0,0.0,0.039624819856872766,0.0,0.03421239061525938,0.0,0.0775143668186451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881328262706677,0.02285526291587009 adhd,misguidedphilosopher,2019/08/27,"How do I get motivated? My cousin's argued with me that I was normal as a child and that they were hyper too as children and that's not an excuse for ADHD. They said just because I got diagnosed that doesn't mean I have it because many people can fake the illness and symptoms of ADHD. They said that how could I read books when I was young but when it came to textbooks I had more difficulty in reading that. They said that using my medication is not a useful way to get motivated and that I should learn how to motivate myself instead of relying on medication. I abuse my meds but it clearly has helped my life in small ways but I don't know how to motivate myself without them and I just need some useful tips of what I can do.",4.354228187919464,5.101483114093959,5.584758389261747,81.56116442953022,70.20805369127517,8.376107382550336,27.651677852349,8.548686976883017,1.8493001342281885,580,19,118,9,10,194,87,149,0.142,0.753,0.10400000000000001,-0.6083,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,5,4,10,2,1,0,4,0,15,6,0,11,1,35,28,16,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,12,7,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,9,3,24,0,15,17,2,10,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,1,3,92,36,9,0.0,0.17189237199438562,0.0,0.0,0.34870841856235546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768750311055262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592929440522353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583207850595248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724997279496646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159335719097308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603122879145313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724197024201628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973045560743516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247208621143168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708517904992727,0.0,0.1580312460236852,0.16114770125863004,0.292299374452899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757266346464438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214453332855118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057803722801492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29023226679694203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41400398700781693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079042054678896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758995154133527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031053888070765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984892900851606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SquashBananaHknaMtta,2019/08/27,"Academic Accommodation Personal Statement Hi! I've got all the paperwork to begin the process for accommodations however I'm struggling to write the personal statement- *""...describing your disability and its impact on your daily life and educational functioning""* and *""Describe your impairment(s) and how a major life activity is substantially limited""*. I was diagnosed a couple months ago and have no idea how to begin or where to start with the statement. I am struggle to sit for duration of time and am constantly fidgeting, unable to have a conversation/stay on assignment if there's another auditory/visual stimuli present competing for my attention, I have a terribly difficult time starting tasks no matter the complexity/duration needed. I'm on medication daily and meet with my therapist weekly transitioning to biweekly/monthly (school starts). &#x200B; Any advice/comments appreciated! I'm really unsure how to elaborate on the second paragraph :/. I've also met with professors weekly prior to diagnosis and we've had in depth conversations about the material and outside resources and they fully acknowledge I have a solid grasp on the material/knowledge however I'm often unable to translate that to exams and end up failing most tests :/",7.99824932249323,11.23000108780488,9.17069105691057,49.598204607046064,64.95121951219512,13.140921409214096,41.14498644986449,12.06081838636515,7.095710027100271,1033,61,122,44,18,353,131,205,0.121,0.848,0.031,-0.9531,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,1,3,8,5,0,2,13,0,9,4,0,3,1,33,21,17,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,10,0,26,17,3,25,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,4,15,85,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417144538837072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278473902322587,0.0,0.17321827745981844,0.19425865063162093,0.10871657960481523,0.16763685937646286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727618765046291,0.0,0.0,0.17689229649267846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622639346550768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159671350183745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278620523263568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047293627294314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258407738266086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105146132008774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25521223771654306,0.0,0.0,0.11854103130738446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791833444545869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241634225873997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179622710619548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394688572547417,0.17039936090363375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342601257912235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185620533899269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644210340314127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25647495595734193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425865063162093,0.0 adhd,digitaldxvil,2019/08/27,"How can I stay focused during a lecture (college)? I haven't been on medicine in a while because my last psychiatrist ended up being a ditz (basically just loaded me up on medication every time I mentioned any slight symptom of anything). Anyway, I just started college today and I have a lecture that's an hour and a half long, I know it doesn't seem THAT long but I'm usually gone after about ten minutes and its history which bores the hell out of me. Any tips?",5.200366300366298,6.026245318681326,6.274450549450549,77.09138278388279,68.34065934065934,8.264468864468865,33.84798534798535,8.344100000000001,2.7394380952380954,368,17,67,5,6,123,67,91,0.115,0.8640000000000001,0.021,-0.8723,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,7,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,9,0,10,8,0,19,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,11,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33508604723534124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274511826501065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501875323077627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182145685658799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075810370767253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262913115283255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540091331839976,0.20082799887111644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360671380602654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481962630326967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428997793318112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438505079059022,0.2626023027222703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25607731081116314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143662879421646,0.0,0.2335340998124845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713465666831266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stinkystinkyboy,2019/08/27,"I think i might have undiagnosed adhd? What do i do? (This is like 1% asking for help and 99% just writing this down so i can get out of my own head for a second). Im a 16 year old dude and yeah the title is pretty self explanatory. Ive never really done great at school, my grades plummeted in about 4th grade. I always assumed it was just because i wasnt trying hard enough, and that WAS more or less the truth back then (i had rlly bad depression and couldnt even get out of bed sometimes 6th-9th grade, obviously i wasnt gonna do well at school). But ive mostly recovered and im functioning pretty well with depression and ive started actually trying at school and with my hobbies,,, but im struggling. Ill read a page over and over without taking anything in or ill lose an entire problem if someone coughs. Its not just school though, the same stuff happens while im drawing or playing games for fun. I didnt notice before because i was fine making art slowly and not doing hw and just doing nothing for the rest of the day, but now that i actually want to do good it feels impossible. The possibility of adhd has been in the back of my mind for years but i avoided looking into it because i really didnt want to be on more meds, but i really think i should do SOMETHING. Im gonna talk about it with my therapist soon. What are your experiences with meds? Is there any way to treat it without them?",2.328874493927124,4.317953635087722,4.045701754385966,85.5806174089069,77.56140350877193,6.770580296896088,23.59311740890689,7.748469712250963,1.1687165991902837,1106,36,225,17,26,371,159,285,0.11699999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.107,-0.7944,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,1,16,17,0,2,11,1,31,4,1,1,3,53,46,23,0,6,17,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,13,17,0,1,4,4,0,0,10,7,2,1,10,3,25,10,34,30,9,26,0,3,1,0,8,13,0,7,13,158,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.17332068115247268,0.0,0.21345140181073372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389242283269329,0.0,0.0,0.06039007651107586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307850210588998,0.0,0.08302018028452295,0.0,0.0,0.13657029289003347,0.07414801286450606,0.16240311959104833,0.0,0.07556605279596335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727152864538901,0.0,0.15297429868362605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090877792537155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917587437934629,0.0,0.0586545068153634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686779992823357,0.0,0.0,0.04490220211860712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927933278210268,0.0,0.0,0.07448496586971011,0.0,0.09790722818712803,0.0,0.0,0.07852948871550268,0.0,0.07955135117936954,0.0,0.09113899374793363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059523756118564725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796202665086218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433853723748674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457337854377691,0.09934947293231763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927766513238375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728346607772576,0.0,0.0,0.0942074960307407,0.08966718703186452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849147244529355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521027228971323,0.1011044637511768,0.0931853399008896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011368300887304,0.0,0.1806921186405432,0.0,0.08497387277185489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882848950696651,0.0,0.1706712288265156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594994091853781,0.0,0.0,0.09264241697574777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752437288782688,0.06836601017652859,0.08782987944825338,0.0,0.06285625227621168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283770076519113,0.10165985785425873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676990038401542,0.071377659294015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310882006176647,0.0,0.11380462153089195,0.08724992886385201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058479508199657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475834006143547,0.07048884506222758,0.0,0.0,0.1596917450248512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120865657139073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437431845720725 adhd,reddit0055,2019/01/25,"no, hyper-focus ain't a 'gift' like some folks want to believe One, If you're hyper-focused you aren't necessarily having an advantage over a non-ADHD person doing the same task. Two, you don't know / have no control over when hyper-focus comes and how long it will stay, so you still can't really get yourself to focus on demand. And for me the most frustrating thing about this is when I'm in hyper-focus mode I can't get myself to stop, take a break, or switch tasks. 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I've been trying to get myself to draw more and learn, but I just can't bring myself to do it. This has been a running theme for most of my life. Overwhelming amounts of procrastination and lazyness. Aderall is 100% a quick fix and with it I can do anything I want, but without it It's a never-ending uphill battle to motivate myself to get started and keep going once I start. The problem is, Adderall has some wicked side effects for me, and I become dependent on it. It sucks knowing that dumb blue pill will fix everything and make me who I want to be. I guess anything involving *difficult* learning has always been a pain for me. Like I can stuff completely worthless all day here on reddit with 0 effort, but if there is a chance to fail or it takes a ton of time, I just can't. Maybe anxiety? Maybe depression? I have no idea. I wish I had health insurance I could get help with, but my deductable is 6,000, so its basically worthless for regular doctor visits. I've tried every self help thing on the planet, from making lists and goals, to mental mantras, to sitting around on /r/motivation for hours trying to get that ""Spark"". I just hate that every waking moment of trying to get going on something is hell. I wish I was normal and didn't need adderall. 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I'm struggling a lot with what is often called Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria here but that definition - while very accurate - seems very pseudo-scientific and there isn't a lot you can read about it. Are there any resources describing the similar things that are actually generally accepted in the scientific community? It doesn't even have to mention ADHD. One thing I found is the [fearful-avoidant attachement style](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attachment_in_adults#Fearful-avoidant) I just don't know what to do. I become incredibly attached to people and then get hurt easily and push them away before they get a chance. I gave up on having close friends for many years. I'm now trying for the first time to have an honest friendship but I keep getting hurt by the other person. While they aren't perfect I know they aren't being malicious. I know it's in part caused by my sensitivity and I'd like to understand it and deal with it. 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Go to brush my teeth, check my phone to see if I set an alarm. Realize I set an alarm, so I set one for five minutes earlier so I remember the alarm that I set, and happily go iron my clothes. Realize that I didnt brush my teeth, so I go do that and shave while the iron warms up, and while I am next to the kitchen I boil some water for coffee. I wander back to the iron and find a song to listen to while I iron, and make sure there is an alarm set for work. Iron shirt, remember the now lukewarm water, and reboil it for coffee. Coffee made, I am surprised to hear three separate alarms go off, realize I didnt put on my shoes, and make it to work five minutes early. So hows yalls day been?",2.796599326599328,3.241501555555556,4.13882154882155,91.62015151515152,73.56790123456791,7.8662177328844,23.369248035914698,8.00094639256281,0.8378938271604945,580,14,140,8,11,192,78,162,0.08800000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.078,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,9,9,0,6,10,0,7,9,5,5,1,21,18,17,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,7,4,0,6,1,1,5,2,6,0,5,4,7,20,3,17,14,1,25,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,10,85,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748479357879532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236971731035026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530461681002785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002092366470451,0.0,0.4360246321342584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161761053137065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888748043454065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148879109478186,0.25606020228490195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398484054918412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299707876246888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928151559028577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345511893487066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528422886256742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077221188542344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736382084038955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189049626040516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WeatherbyBalloons,2019/01/25,"Have you ever been embarrassed because you had a meltdown over “failing” at tasks and could not control your emotions? I seem to have one once a week and feel embarrassed when it’s happening but can’t stop it in the moment. A lot of times the meltdowns are related to “failing” or are related to perfectionism. I don’t have a tantrum; I feel upset, anxious, and cry a lot. I feel like the world is ending for a long period of time. I find it interesting that ADHD, autism, and OCD all share this aspect of perfectionism-related anxiety, and ADHD and autism share the problem of emotional upheavals. I have OCD and wonder how much of the emotional upset is OCD and how much is ADHD, and how these disorders are different from autism.",6.990652173913045,7.1964086086956565,7.469384057971016,72.23494565217393,64.36231884057972,11.247826086956522,35.36594202898551,10.9516,4.021446376811594,580,25,103,15,8,191,79,138,0.226,0.653,0.121,-0.9477,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,5,12,1,4,11,0,15,0,0,4,2,29,21,15,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,3,9,4,13,18,5,14,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,5,11,77,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026504726333317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665236074151514,0.1574996618900663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498630302528809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636616914894405,0.11131181221483637,0.0,0.15314121494306912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565936714280875,0.15978206886240573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470470510053742,0.12348061895490532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610916526738555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114777689509677,0.09959835351185543,0.0,0.0,0.12742310368587026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328453310261138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811129760561595,0.0,0.0,0.12337819712829905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370518891443153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049726463799305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847279715179398,0.09447144889276868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340166098051714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691849807548428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655747475598865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258842283917554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183058393383437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511899994304368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yerdaisy,2019/01/25,"Driving made me realize how bad my adhd was/ how do you deal with feeling awake at night time i was first prescribed when i turned 16 and got my learners permit. I would see a stop sign ahead, completely forget about it until i was nearly through it. I would be able to focus for a while then my mind would shift focus on other things around me. My doctor was old and about to retire. He prescribed me with 10 mg of adderall, taken twice a day. I felt like a zombie, my eyes were buggy and the cotton mouth was like nothing else. After he retired, i went to a new younger doctor. She prescribed me adderall as well. When i went back for my next appointment, i told her how the adderall doesnt agree with me and i lost my personality. She reacted so strangely and basically told me there was nothing she could do. I found this so odd because she could easily prescribed me a different medicine. Now I’m with a great doctor, and on vyvanse. I still experience feeling wide awake at night, even if i had a exhausting day (ex. 9 hour shift as a waitress, school for 6 hours) and take my medicine at 7am. What does everyone do on here to help unwind ? 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The song ‘Time’ by Pink Floyd is really hitting me hard today. If you haven’t heard it, please go listen to it and preferably the whole album. But it talks about time passing by and realizing you haven’t done what you have wanted in life because you were waiting for a sign. This resonates with me because of my ADHD I have very few memories, and it just seems to be passing by faster and faster. I just feel link I’m just in my life and not really experiencing it. It’s better on medication but not much. Does anyone else have this problem of almost zero short term memory?",2.860213068181821,4.716579765625003,4.2513068181818205,85.30846590909094,75.5625,6.842045454545455,21.79261363636364,7.686295010490155,0.8658343750000004,502,13,101,7,11,166,83,128,0.044000000000000004,0.912,0.044000000000000004,-0.2661,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,25,19,9,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,9,6,0,1,5,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,3,7,13,1,15,14,5,17,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,4,8,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702160133914852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808243964571973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626546319308565,0.18502515210862894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201593104387237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970799191144547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580264351123871,0.18479563868189625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085109411445094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130647749106696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262755479386176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176386264211992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083646268311486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509744024939857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191496085964487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274679236364184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822218661847346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279030059768555,0.0,0.18153238619247966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313678465339432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439289640533447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514305165878122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31589227131348546,0.0,0.34233671456353776,0.0,0.0,0.12260170279440165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899709148800738,0.106510533643263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161068760505865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weasleyisourking42,2019/01/25,"I finally figured out why it takes me so long to do everything I have always wondered how other people are so fast at completing tasks! At work, at school, at home — we could even be working on a project together and they finish the majority of it while I’m still truckin away on the smallest little piece. Well, it finally clicked. So, I was doing some kind of menial task that involved sorting papers into piles and making sure each stack had a certain amount. As I’m doing this, I realize multiple times I’ve miscounted or put the papers in the wrong pile because I’ve zoned out, or started thinking about something else, or over-focused. So whenever I come back to reality, that meant I had to recount the papers for the stack I was working on, say stack A for example. BUT the issue is that now that I did that, and now that I know I made a mistake and was in lala land for who knows how long, it means I could have made the same mistake for stacks B, C, D, E, F, etc. so now I have to go back and count those and possibly redo everything depending on what it is. So every single time I catch an error, I have to recheck everything *just in case* bc I know I probably made that same error somewhere else, which ironically only increases my chances at making more errors!! What a vicious cycle you are, ADHD. Anyway, this is something that I’ve always done but it’s always been so normal and I’ve always been so perplexed by it, until I was under a really important and significant time crunch and it slapped me in the face so I noticed it. Just thought it was kind of funny and was also an “ah ha!” moment. TLDR: Recently noticed that every time I get distracted, I make a mistake, so I have to recheck my work for the last thing I was working on, but that means I also have to go through *everything* else and do it again bc I’ve been on autopilot for so long who knows how many mistakes I’ve made! But ofc I keep getting distracted over & over... and, after all is said & done, what ends up taking most people a few minutes takes me like an hour. 🙃",4.929907842768478,5.406461100244499,5.951356968215162,80.41252350949786,68.8044009779951,8.932894489373707,30.889693436148203,8.950670267944501,2.4802212902012406,1606,62,315,27,26,534,203,409,0.077,0.87,0.053,-0.8617,0,0,2,0,1,0,55.0,1,1,1,5,29,15,1,2,21,2,34,1,1,11,3,66,64,38,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,32,18,0,1,12,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,22,3,32,7,45,39,14,58,0,0,1,0,8,25,0,8,28,223,64,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517548427127903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666240849244936,0.2635821387883168,0.17161276564281366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440512443031111,0.12179019348305554,0.0,0.048275768076863165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821839361846843,0.08303312832890575,0.0,0.0,0.12645951263699098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208538038832607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846862035763496,0.0,0.07014214656308512,0.0,0.08832195259744496,0.05230671753371941,0.0,0.13344828094699002,0.0,0.2846969036959999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735057396270607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275091976524712,0.0,0.09001525347533257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943777700363616,0.0,0.0779898802799595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265768804931284,0.0,0.07039103371100128,0.0,0.16493618444182695,0.17409123083159322,0.06455346690812794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869006051062749,0.07937293114379752,0.0,0.2102519000691787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997401216231864,0.1585873066445693,0.08029002111803821,0.0,0.17253039582247226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759304952736977,0.0,0.1803251928612508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602304069066671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980593402013664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927904133419153,0.0,0.0,0.08538424472882525,0.0,0.0,0.07961158087572097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073353689861175,0.0,0.07819426298680407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533138071086998,0.06297803963779845,0.0,0.0801482915413125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193441825255973,0.0,0.0,0.05605373587727168,0.0,0.06324422204425993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463916152861955,0.0,0.17863150721573282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052612801072647535,0.050744150071763985,0.0,0.06287098252094696,0.18471402363817305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120468189917285,0.0,0.07146003140094474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588223146820544,0.2882699249222509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658592125406826,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nonameme7,2019/01/25,"Confession My adderall xr does the job at motivating me. I’m quiet and focused, the ir version? Basically cocaina. 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Just negative feelings. And it's so overwhelming and blinding that I can't sort them out and talk about it. I just want to cry or break things. And I don't feel unburdened until I exhaust myself snd take it out on my partner. Oh, then I'm overcome with so much shame that I just want to crawl in a hole and disappear. Can people relate? I'm really having a hard time being compassionate to myself. Help!",0.06946666666666701,2.2865740800000047,2.5280000000000022,91.78066666666668,88.2,5.7333333333333325,18.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.32763333333333344,368,10,81,6,12,126,65,100,0.256,0.645,0.099,-0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,2,0,8,2,0,1,1,23,19,12,0,2,5,0,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,7,13,1,10,18,2,9,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,3,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160911178105456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046999534023992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610269917122618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484870069452165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592870869897887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244632146157866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391360948765244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230733950310888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770317408830855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059170768758934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856280194467652,0.22295562121545567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428562879364446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174837349071355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272236861913422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Billtard,2019/01/25,"Thanks for this sub! As the description says I finally found a place where where people understand my brain. So I was recently (like 6 months ago) officially diagnosed as ADHD. I've gotten on medication and have been lurking in this sub for a while and I keep getting this feeling of validation for my whole life. I keep seeing post after post and I go ""yep"", ""so true!"", or I share a post to my wife and we chat about it. I've had this guilt about how I've lived and chalked it up to having a ""bad memory"" or ""bad attention span"". Only to find out my brain is different. Skip this if you don't want a long read but I feel like sharing my story. My wife and I went to the doctor after having issues with my kids in school at the suggestion of one of their teachers. After our first couple of visits we struggled with the question about medicating them. After having great conversations with our Dr. and getting his guidance we decided to give medication a try. I grew up in a family that was very anti-ADHD. They felt that ""these kids just need to sit down and shutup"". They also saw medication as turning kids into zombies. So the idea of giving this medicine to my kids really tore at me but after trying it out we realized it was the right decision. Their performance at school has been a night/day difference. If you are a parent wanting more info on this feel free to PM me and I'll chat about our journey with the kids. Now back to me, ever since I heard about ADD/ADHD I always felt that was me. I was never hyper-active but I'm the definition of ""SQUIRREL"" or ""ohh shiny"" and getting totally easily distracted or just bounce from thing to thing. I never thought about getting tested as I could get hyper focused and just dig in way deep to a task or a project. I never realized the hyper focused was a symptom of ADHD. It was always something I joked about. I have had lots of depression issues growing up and into my adult life. I thought about seeing a doctor about that but again growing up anti-medication that wasn't the way to fix that problem. Now, jump back to my kids and starting to do research on ADHD I started to feel this connection to what I was reading. ""omg this is soooo me"" or I'd chat with my wife and she'd say ""that's so you and your little piles"". I have little piles of stuff all over the house because I'd just set something down and move on. I also found out there is a genetic link to ADHD. This made me think that my kids having ADHD had to be from me. I went to the doctor and he did a pretest interview and asked me lots of questions. Basically coming to the conclusion that I have my life pretty well straightened out. I'm decently successful, I have a good job, I manage my work tasks without getting in trouble at work, and overall he made me feel great. I was starting to think damn straight I rock. As he started to dig deeper we realized I have structured my life to help me stay on track. My life basically manages my personal life, at work I have a notepad, Todoist/task management tools, an hour glass that takes 15mins fall to give me a visual reminder of how much time has passed, and I have co-workers who help guide me and keep me on task by following up a lot. This was very eye opening. So, I take a written and computerized test. which the computerized test was the worst. He recommended I try medication and see how it works for me. He didn't say that I have to be on it due to the fact I've essentially made it this far and have done as well I have. I found this interesting. I asked several questions about medication because I was afraid it would change ""me"". Which looking back is funny as I saw it didn't change my kids. He said me to me it should seem like a fog has lifted. I've described it to my wife as I'm looking out a window that is fogging over. Off of medication it's like the whole window fogs back up instantly and I'm constantly cleaning little circles to see out of. On medication the window still is foggy but I'm able to keep it clean for longer and make bigger circles to see out of. Now I've been on medication for around 6 months on and off as I've been trying to notice if it's working or not. I like to do personal experimentation. I've found that I don't feel any ""different"" on medication but when I reflect back on the day I have this rush of wow, I got a bunch done, or I can reflect on the day and plan for tomorrow. I still have issues with what I've deemed the ""squirrel' factor but I've noticed it's not as bad as when I'm not on medication. I will say I'm a pretty low dose so it maybe a little more may help more, I haven't looked into that aspect of the medication that much. I will add my depression has been way better. Strangely on Friday it would be really bad I would normally get super low, didn't want to do anything but hide and sleep, and I was really grumpy when I got home. I think my brain had hit it's limit and just needed to shutdown. Kind of like I was trying to shoehorn in a size 13 foot into a size 6 shoe. I got the week in there but it was bursting at the seams. I feel while on medication I'm able to take more in and file it away in the correct places. This I think is analogous to the story shared earlier in the week about finding the ends of the spaghetti and unraveling it. That mental fatigue as it was has essentially gone away. Another thing I find interesting is before medication if I had ""free time"" wouldn't do anything. We all have this list of stuff we'd like or wanted to do and I'd just not do it because I couldn't start one task before another maybe more important or I'd want do another thing but felt guilty. So I'd sit there depressed and feeling over burdened wishing I would have just done something. It's funny but I feel as if I can ""adult"" better now. I really wish I would have been diagnosed in school. I can only imagine how much better my teens and school life would have been if I would have been on this medication. So as I've read over this I was reminded of this post [i\_made\_this\_flowchart\_today\_to\_explain\_why...](https://www.reddit.com/r/adhdmeme/comments/a5q9m8/i_made_this_flowchart_today_to_explain_why_it/) TLDR: Recently diagnosed as ADHD and have found that medication has really helped with my depression and anxiety. The constant feeling of being over burdened is way less and I'm feeling better, healthier, happier, and wish I would have been officially diagnosed way long ago. Also I'm happy I found this sub as it feels good to know I'm not alone with how my brain works. 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I've found myself going from extrovert to introvert in the last few years due to the anxiety I get around more than a few people. The effort it takes to truly listen to any one conversation at a time when many are going on is literally impossible and before long I'm mentally exhausted. Would love to know how others handle the stress and anxiety that comes with trying to balance being social with taking care of your mental well being. ,9.698108108108107,7.869045297297301,10.077009009009009,62.35605405405407,59.990990990990994,12.843963963963963,34.81261261261261,11.602472056035307,4.121885045045044,472,14,77,11,5,160,80,111,0.091,0.8,0.109,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,7,0,8,2,0,1,0,14,24,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,2,3,6,3,19,17,4,15,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,7,55,9,0,0.16386881666036154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114364146302076,0.0,0.37607758864950414,0.0,0.0,0.11458088674869125,0.0,0.1348500735834119,0.29175597806872283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998929096607898,0.0,0.13944029346932038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707517986936654,0.0,0.0,0.14115847561625489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796736993310612,0.0,0.0,0.17122938653810466,0.0,0.1862608497328907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011603219349578,0.1335749568578052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501874609348572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139315407920301,0.1478980049017336,0.0,0.0,0.16613725986580388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302824496732651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104175112736964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272120089281215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587677022543311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670436220985483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771117582950575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641791280546416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555322479277242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112561698807541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733774603139413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164077057294832,0.0,0.0,0.10552614527907717 adhd,3no3,2019/01/25,"Issues selling my old car So my car started leaking coolant back in June. Got a new car on lease, with the intention of selling the old car on Craigslist as a mechanic's special (try to get more than the dealer would give me). It is now January and I still have the old car. Earlier this week, I learned my apartment complex is going to be towing cars with expired plates. Bright side! Now I have a deadline and it's bumped up in priority! Called a junker today to get rid of it as quickly as possible, and I just made the appointment to pick it up for tomorrow. Yay! Except, even though I just made the appointment, now I don't remember if it's between noon and 2 or between 2 and 4...",3.1025098814229253,4.635864152173916,4.437509881422923,85.59266798418977,74.14492753623189,7.9167325428195,30.66139657444005,8.575989854853784,2.3678898550724634,535,25,110,10,11,177,86,138,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.8713,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,10,1,7,0,0,4,0,20,15,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,3,1,10,3,22,10,1,31,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,16,74,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603709087973615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939299977869681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254406556658477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845117647867885,0.18218898630784053,0.10793615952476952,0.0,0.15189672086305495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822759052018107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35941461401716657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342633890579865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5978686431926851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410675359163475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514282927381936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442666090512032,0.0,0.15167070415370987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659586241058326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800223648928131,0.0,0.0,0.12894350817775113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523427165629272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491402743569916,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,benzestimus,2019/01/25,"my parents don’t understand My parents always get angry with me (16 M) when i misplace something, because they always tell me to put it back where i found it. i just always forget or get side-tracked and end up putting it somewhere random or leaving it where i planned on using it. now, anytime i ask my dad to use something, he is like “you’ll just lose it” or “where’s that screwdriver you used a few weeks ago it’s starting to annoy me because they don’t understand what i deal with in terms of my adhd (primary inattentive type)",7.832264150943395,6.101092415094339,7.817622641509434,76.77360377358492,63.52830188679246,10.36679245283019,39.12452830188679,8.841846274778883,3.408413584905661,420,19,81,5,5,136,70,106,0.106,0.856,0.037000000000000005,-0.7906,2,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,2,8,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,16,14,5,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,17,1,9,12,2,16,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,4,9,52,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441922117029114,0.0,0.13602574555481858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830525249379516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345670124073148,0.0,0.0,0.11799494796530305,0.0,0.1870855634368303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820204868807786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591273151294192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825195796316672,0.0,0.0,0.16034444469685113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248327992725733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496878929519181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716732920602032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407800871379251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085228481609449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362693567588758,0.0,0.0,0.10861396076227953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412362069772907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194974326319878,0.0,0.3975992100025777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230897630557346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lurio90,2019/01/25,"I woke up angry Does it ever happen to you where you know you were supposed to do a thing but you forgot so when you wake up the next day YOU FUCKIN REMEMBER YOU FORGOT TO DO THE THING LAST NIGHT. NOW MY WHOLE DAY IS FUCKED! I’m so angry I forgot to read two stupid fuckin neuroscience articles for my dumbass class that just sits and talks about what we read. I couldn’t participate much today and I’m pissed that the assignment was posted the day before. How am I supposed to prepare for that when I have a fuckin job and I was at work all day when my professor posted it. After work I completely forgot and went to bed. I hate forgetting things and I hate remembering that I forgot; makes me feel like I’m useless. Does anyone else get moody like this? Its going to take me hours to simmer down and it’s fuckin exhausting. I kept telling myself in the car ride home “just be happy just be happy” it’s not a big deal. Why am I making it a big deal? Why are my emotions so strong? This is unbearable. I just want to punch something, cry and go to sleep. 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Contact customer service on [http://voir-film1.com](http://voir-film1.com)",16.585759493670885,17.831354886075953,9.439082278481017,62.56596518987346,44.44303797468354,11.444303797468354,52.66139240506329,10.686352973137794,6.340744303797468,472,26,50,7,4,116,59,79,0.032,0.92,0.048,0.0742,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,7,3,1,14,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709122160553105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34007114088571616,0.4139231251918039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358027541727978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696275867404272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34937108961063834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38564624240033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805573316260906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gravity_flip,2019/01/25,"Don't play Rimworld (or do?) Seriously. It was made for people with ADHD. I keep trying to step away to do stuff but I swear it has a gravitational pull. There's just too much finely interwoven yet easy to controll detail put into it. Anyone else have their own ball of spider webs they like picking apart? Things where there's an almost limitless amount of detail you can lose yourself in?",2.9897297297297283,5.711836824324328,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,79.40540540540543,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.6451135135135138,311,8,56,4,8,100,63,74,0.107,0.8009999999999999,0.092,0.4445,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,10,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,10,7,3,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31842885804045584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26531785644571765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526527777154775,0.2714814909260567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893741267625702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971737025377099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221338988085113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550745922125424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294454331411587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964210021052973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507103204364288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477512487261706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836889953532352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663566671517452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033143110841713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602678139383515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798895592592527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crownpointer,2019/01/25,"What are some careers that don't require attention to detail? I feel as though I've found myself up against a job-ceiling where all position descriptions require strong ""Attention to detail"", or even having 100% accuracy be the very crux of the role. For background, I was fired from my job a few years ago because I messed some things up in a critical way where paying attention to details would have saved me. After losing my job I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI at 31. I'm scared to take on a role that relies on details being precise, as I'm confident that I will eventually miss something. Even if I had a mundane job of washing windows, my inattentiveness would be called to my attention, I'm sure. Is this just the industry that I'm in (I was in finance and budgeting before)? I know that any company wants people who can get the details right, but I think there's a differentiation between accuracy being important for the job and 100% accuracy is THE job. How have you all navigated this? Should I just become a logger? Am I just maxed out in entry-level positions until I figure this out? 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Today it happened... again! Well, well well... got fired a year ago, 9 months unemployed, found a new job, and got fired on the same date a year later. 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Like a lot of the population I thought ADHD was just a disorder that made people very distracted, thanks to this subreddit I've learned otherwise. I never thought of myself as anxious but I do think alot. With strattera though I've noticed that I rarely overthink situations anymore and that the slight nervousness and lack of attention in conversations either isn't there or is much less significant than it used to be. The only thing that annoyed me about strattera was the nausea in the beginning but I think my body has gotten used to the drug and I've learned to never workout on it. Another annoying thing is how much water I have to drink. This my first prescription and I underestimated how much they dry you out but I honestly think it's made me a bit healthier because before I didn't care at all how much water drank. Nowadays the only thing I drink is water! Just wondering what other people's experiences with strattera are.",6.012455284552843,7.762206473170735,6.605365853658537,72.04723577235774,67.1951219512195,9.954471544715446,33.666666666666664,10.203070172399654,3.8142617886178862,897,41,148,23,15,293,112,205,0.133,0.82,0.047,-0.9388,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,2,2,11,0,12,8,1,7,3,40,28,15,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,11,6,0,9,3,0,0,4,4,0,3,9,0,21,4,22,18,11,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,7,113,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826193826078037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329408654184225,0.0899492569514188,0.1328332299314643,0.11660890455171327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167637692240153,0.0,0.10005289731589816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283681611722311,0.13060614947624732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988181751197245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475818320765326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303695243063529,0.13635680299289155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501692552005074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000144650508584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744421002054105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996328791605116,0.0,0.22251625185976726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770430226742066,0.0,0.34574269353353176,0.0,0.18137166111049516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677338343234414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788515240506724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303192737632924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532549471945649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216613763941373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825292423313623,0.0,0.0,0.23434707167924484,0.22602375717935946,0.1155228816437628,0.1866925963136711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297193942173277,0.0,0.0,0.2031047207610357,0.0,0.0970167618035702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275117401312201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RonjaSif,2019/01/25,5day of concerta and feeling terrible I feel better then the first 3 days but I have also locked myself in my house .. because all stimuli is painful and my anxiety has come back.. I find it hard to collect words and there is just a huges cloud in my head.. I'm seriously thinking not to take the concerta tomorrow but take my leftover Ritalin ×3 a day.. is that a good idea?,2.50476833976834,4.681430905405406,4.159884169884169,84.06716216216219,77.78378378378378,8.012355212355214,29.49034749034749,8.841846274778883,2.6137590733590743,293,14,58,7,7,98,56,74,0.149,0.76,0.091,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,5,3,1,0,1,15,12,7,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,3,8,2,5,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437841270692624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594350489336586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869014238262886,0.0,0.14816972585118265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497059861429813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093783503219058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313512698025778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245801201163446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221563436478029,0.20675034793934804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038707815602448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773784749368894,0.0,0.2494540699462337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28046353863602,0.0,0.27438998031608997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586375256476437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655081697909327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557457727593982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,momscakeday,2019/01/25,"Night owls: what's your durable routine that allows you to actually go to bed when you want? Hi there - extreme night owl here, delayed sleep phase, now under pretty good control with light exposure and melatonin (finally, after nearly 25 years of effort!) I've managed, with months of effort and the help of behavioral therapists, to design a morning routine that tends to self-sustain because there are many ways for it to ""pull me in"" or opportunities to notice if I'm not doing it and then funnel myself back in and most of it gets done. I also added a number of ""behavioral reinforcers"" which helped a great deal. I need something similar for the evening, because my goal is to get up around 5:30-6am every day, which I can now do quite easily IF I get sufficient sleep. Unfortunately the problem I'm facing now is bigger than what I faced for the morning routine: I never actually WANT to go to sleep when it's time to go to sleep. I'm sure you all will understand that not wanting to do something when one has ADHD means there is a high danger it won't get done. Night time is me time. It's when my mind is sharpest, when things are quiet, and when I can indulge my wonderful and highly problematic pastime of LEARNING ALL THE THINGS. Or writing, or curating/doing collage, or communicating with friends, or whatever. So when bedtime starts getting near, I'm usually Doing Something Right Now(tm) and even if I'm not hyperfocused, it's kind of a low-intensity hyperfocus and I have no impulse control about it, and will even fight to stay awake when I'm physically very tired. It used to be worse - I used to not be physically tired until 4am - but evidently getting my sleep/wake cycle under control isn't sufficient support for me to get to bed at my goal time. I know all the usual tricks, and that's not really what I'm looking for here. For me, making change like this requires building a durable routine which tends to funnel me back into it during my normal wanderings about the house - like my morning routine involves tending my plants, which I walk by every time I enter or leave my room, thus they remind me (and do so more effectively than phone reminders, etc). And that routine involves meditation, and I have little rituals which act as behavioral reinforcers for that - having a chocolate and tea ready for the moment I finish meditation, counting a bead into a little dish after every meditation session so as to make the abstract concept of ""progress"" or effort expended towards a goal into a concrete physical representation, etc. These are all helpful. I guess what I'm looking for is some help brainstorming what I could do for a bedtime routine. The one ""old trick"" I would be willing to entertain is ""get off the computer/phone an hour before"" but I'm not sure what to replace it with, because so much of my entertainment, communication, learning, and self-development is tied up with screen time. Most other activities at that time of day feel like Not What I Want To Be Doing, so I'm kind of stuck and out of ideas.",9.577404353116123,7.896014179261859,9.369604569420037,66.86605211572261,60.10720562390158,11.987589563336488,40.51378937407057,10.727762888450028,4.362420521833176,2424,106,418,46,26,792,263,569,0.057,0.841,0.102,0.9812,0,0,3,0,1,0,78.0,0,4,1,14,30,19,4,0,24,0,37,10,6,10,7,87,81,46,0,12,19,0,1,3,1,5,2,1,3,0,35,26,2,5,9,2,0,7,11,5,0,2,3,6,40,14,76,68,11,74,1,0,3,0,17,24,0,15,44,290,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.13331592467057482,0.0,0.08209196621952697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054625233792395096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080787953808702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050480228793302,0.0,0.12491828392146655,0.0,0.05812438616795505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225994799504007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298369598174863,0.05453773163866351,0.0,0.0,0.08810497106159591,0.07042171176273136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980393872850458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523611422539427,0.1353487609243996,0.0,0.17265525658365574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03453816679800044,0.04879866895885751,0.0,0.07482718593666735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277396422528622,0.0,0.2855014928273256,0.0,0.11646164772553334,0.057292828720428464,0.0,0.07530891622920285,0.07524806891586074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313947381342915,0.1443405894948676,0.0,0.0,0.06726882102494762,0.07881732418164314,0.0,0.07711050119364936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422628504099144,0.0375398442938518,0.0,0.0,0.07232744961388612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011432559933968,0.13692349520658556,0.0,0.0,0.11472166910798676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119115718780672,0.06925276768332772,0.0,0.07440655298023036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897078797680374,0.0,0.05452214600008648,0.0,0.05021364291491316,0.05064891459570547,0.05268271460957871,0.0,0.0,0.19230500684746024,0.06692654152948838,0.0,0.07776818659888156,0.07167690359871214,0.0,0.0925734371709889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949296736278596,0.0,0.0653607541009713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726531028385509,0.0,0.0,0.04375933392056059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583339655708141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251858924987348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34178259459474697,0.0,0.0,0.15775863218603228,0.0,0.0,0.048348179442926985,0.07280637415066345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751418778842982,0.1287574331515174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930991037436393,0.09076052139771124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788132956037814,0.1570181290793818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111019198652797,0.0,0.1179909581706164,0.1504614350569764,0.056360584042169426,0.161157397713649,0.05421906662231973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407623190495348,0.0,0.0,0.06961086050824512,0.048523466728322966,0.0,0.0,0.04398758971606962 adhd,StrangeBirdFlying,2019/01/25,"Had an asthma attack because I procrastinated getting my medication refilled. ADHD can be so bad for your health. Between forgetting to brush my teeth, being a bad driver, and forgetting to take/buy my meds ADHD will probably be related to the way I die. Anyone else have health problems made worse by your inability to self care? (I'm normally medicated, just having a hard time getting to my psychiatrist.)",5.169523809523807,8.108642777777781,6.776984126984129,64.79500000000002,72.6111111111111,9.669841269841275,32.507936507936506,9.957137785484203,4.234493650793652,328,16,48,10,7,112,55,72,0.301,0.662,0.037000000000000005,-0.9708,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,8,6,1,1,0,7,13,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,8,1,8,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128989538863313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011448939344248,0.17601172251264513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542767170487135,0.0,0.0,0.2868628332706057,0.10471716687135947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751439571622598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782833682256721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435024406974309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949878829517568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388359787550526,0.0,0.0,0.36519404984606935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254498677308413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081190395458492,0.3461060860842091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683106170880255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521085338751106,0.1643728871187238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792068673725805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915924555089128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016790000110364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363531470861761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506129288047748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,okelay,2019/01/25,"Elastic shoelaces I dont know if this is a adhd thing but a while back I started using elastic shoelaces and I find it so much easier? I dont have to worry about them coming untied I can just slip my shoes on idk its a tiny thing but makes my life easier. I started with just a basic elastic I made onto shoelaces but they broke after a while so I got the original locklaces and they are amazing",1.1614092140921386,3.4673386097561014,2.7852845528455283,91.32136856368568,83.63414634146342,5.107859078590786,22.52574525745257,6.42735559955562,0.5439875338753386,314,11,64,3,9,103,54,82,0.062,0.7040000000000001,0.233,0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,6,2,1,4,0,16,14,10,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,13,1,6,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834583912589463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136210485372084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317286807014384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528533133245876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557215170291805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863912482883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962271902698594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659519048145038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317683309311184,0.15743866241657145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338454778692822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338864397167051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133903665606054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370767522309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395277063302529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catinatrenchcoat,2019/01/25,"About to start with a new doctor! I recently moved from NJ to SC and (finally) got around to finding a new doctor down here. I'm very excited because my last doctor basically blew me off when I told him I beginning to feel anxious about a lot of things (mostly around work and deadlines) and all he did was tell me I need to learn to say no. While I'm pumped to be starting with a new doctor I'm also really sad because the office just switched to cash only payments that you can submit to insurance for reimbursement. Really not excited for that $625 first visit fee... But it'll be worth it to get a new doctor that will work with all of my issues, not just the ADHD. 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Legit question. 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(Concerta 18mg) Hey reddit, &nbsp; I've been wondering, in the last few weeks, if my ADHD medication is working for me. I've been diagnosed with ADHD late last year, and my doctor prescribed 1 to 2 18mg concerta daily. I've been taking it on weekdays to help with school, but I'm unsure if they're doing anything for me. At first it felt like it was working, but now that school has settled in for the semester, I feel like I've fallen back to my previous habits. &nbsp; Last Wednesday, I took 2 18mg concerta for the first time. I had a math test at the end of the day, and I figured it be a good time to try a larger dose. In short, the test didn't go well, and I was really depressed/suicidal that evening. &nbsp; Thursday, I didn't have the energy/willpower to get out of bed for my 8.30 am class (didn't sleep well). I slept in and by noon, didn't take my concerta, and I was at university for my afternoon lectures. I was feeling overwhelmed because I knew I had a lot of tasks to do that night (Shoveling after 2 days of heavy snowfall, an online assignment, lab prep, and a lab quiz). When I got home, I immediately smoked weed, and 15 minutes later, I had all my winter gear on and I shoveled for more than 90 minutes. After that, I relaxed for a half hour, then got dinner prepared for my girlfriend and I, so it'd be ready for when she got home (I've never done this). After dinner, I sat down quietly and started on my online assignment. It went very well and I completed it in timely manner and with out breaking focus or the feeling of being overwhelmed or anxiety. Still being early in the night, I decided to continue working since it was going so well. Without thinking about it, I was done all the work I had to do within 2 hours of starting. &nbsp; Friday (this morning), I got up ate breakfast, took 1 18mg concerta, and went to university for a 8.30 am tutorial. I was 10 minutes late (obviously). Didn't really listen to the tutorial session, didn't do anything productive during the work period, and it the last hour of tutorial, there's a quiz. The quiz had 2 questions identical to the assignment I had done the night before. It took me longer to do the quiz, and I didn't have the logical thought pattern that I did on Thursday, and I messed up a question cause I didn't fully read it. Now, I find myself in the Library writing this post, fidgety and distracted. &nbsp; Here's what I know and don't know from my experiences taking concert for the last month: &nbsp; **Know** - Brain chatter seems slightly reduced - Slight improvement on scheduling/structure - Doing some regular exercise (atleast 15mins/ 5 days a week) - Taking multivitamin and supplements **Don't Know/Unsure** - If my attention has improved - If my fidgetting has improved - If my emotions are more under control **How I feel** - I can feel the increased blood pressure in my head most of the time (feels like a mild headache) - Appetite hasn't changed - Regular sleeping quality hasn't changed &nbsp; I'm confused if my medication is helping. People seem to say that there's a night/day change when you take your medication, and it seems like I've been feeling that the last few weeks. It's unclear if I was in a honeymoon phase with concerta, or with the holiday break and the first few weeks of school being slow, and not requiring a lot work, made it seem effective. Maybe, I've been in not the greatest of mood these last few days, so I'm only focusing on the negatives, but I'm starting to doubt the effectiveness of the medication. &nbsp; Thank you, &nbsp; Otasa ",4.127915282392024,6.028221808139534,5.426428571428573,78.04000000000002,72.19767441860466,8.867774086378738,31.617109634551497,9.424239791934726,3.15120631229236,2836,133,515,68,56,946,290,688,0.06,0.8420000000000001,0.098,0.9759,1,0,1,0,0,0,145.0,0,3,0,14,20,19,0,6,44,0,59,19,6,6,4,90,108,43,0,7,16,0,8,4,1,0,9,4,3,0,27,29,4,2,28,5,0,9,17,7,4,4,47,12,58,11,76,55,14,98,0,2,0,0,13,27,0,24,63,339,85,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710187299690722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750844925229197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037270007338132134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018339912329224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746200998796838,0.0,0.02969873442435917,0.0,0.041456398235495226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438667056691121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050047975189034116,0.15461516472117692,0.0,0.05108108943471705,0.0,0.0546426561127986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709906837992535,0.0,0.0,0.049448899697128464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049866102307888925,0.0,0.14956977976693792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054802473007214386,0.043150695798663284,0.0,0.0,0.032178531269985385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765666558487422,0.0,0.0,0.17243702068098213,0.06960992406439621,0.046778012809531734,0.0,0.04452840965170827,0.12432142207838626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02545373887751116,0.0,0.05537641789248944,0.04086330162023394,0.15586058144084802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999989121832865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531082269935723,0.0,0.09773853576958982,0.0,0.14393561207773853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070990568569582,0.2779882003693032,0.10991461978938312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520684001447992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283853809236556,0.0,0.046099226501372284,0.0,0.0,0.04894492257354704,0.0,0.0,0.24539703088741224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03888715126732013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757520278443358,0.0,0.0,0.18287844333269296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037053099935026944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033775716084832944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665946713845575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915316926344563,0.0,0.048732322245300976,0.0,0.06242145485334761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038743414103568484,0.0,0.1479191064093507,0.0,0.17740829445237868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030097453117635,0.0,0.09750864506706687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345097022558453,0.0,0.03890716666334857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053290829705047615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315364360357028,0.0,0.0,0.04485403679012393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031217256536896276,0.0,0.0386775537142206,0.11363408498753715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238626529802908,0.03307709679876172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019839125845992,0.0,0.0,0.15631821573806812,0.0,0.17521742453709427,0.09032625833096601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696351063454556,0.05283382710938125,0.2482767897308417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031373527651881165 adhd,bcyost89,2019/01/25,Do you guys have days like this? Today I can't concentrate or remember anything it seems like. I am medicated on Ritalin LA 30 mg. Have been on Adderall 30 before. I have been forgetting what my wife is saying to me like 5 seconds after she said it (and that's just one example) and it's been putting a strain on our relationship a while now. Im trying meditation. I'm just not sure what to do?,2.3816402116402102,4.1454040246913575,4.656190476190479,82.29,76.65432098765432,8.579188712522045,26.386243386243386,9.23628265651192,2.2682613756613748,310,12,65,8,7,108,59,81,0.042,0.855,0.10300000000000001,0.6906,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,0,1,10,14,4,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,2,8,4,6,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,8,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803817830218094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511967968883144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303925428990976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503181442565131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730743615316062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705254037945745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25467591458966393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713082018137201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541403206352212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141953077100983,0.28638044057370765,0.0,0.24047683813289225,0.20104184605394346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301455089027809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826709926083545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396309667635214,0.0,0.0,0.17163899352678755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HowToGrow101,2019/01/25,"Balancing quality and speed of work Anyone else had this issue? I find that I spend a long time fussing and deliberating over small details in my work, and on creating some master plan to make sure everything runs smoothly, rather than just getting on with it. This works FANTASTICALLY when I have time, but more and more often I'm finding myself in an environment where there is time pressure. The problem being, that when I don't plan and fuss, I can miss things and when I do I kick myself for it. Also, fairly often, I don't even know where my time goes! Experiences and advice welcome!! &#x200B;",6.755714285714286,7.549352428571428,6.875000000000004,74.27,64.89285714285714,9.257142857142858,31.17857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.6985035714285712,480,17,84,8,7,154,78,112,0.083,0.852,0.066,-0.4359,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,12,5,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,13,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,12,2,10,11,3,18,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,3,9,63,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819340042811523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488889486989648,0.0,0.20172713091432745,0.22623040028957614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018214555998228,0.19076452637907412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555304086744556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297085261809855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673275567457519,0.1821208292801686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403322827046494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727193406759273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943246843641508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232025683362042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476440398192246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242773218686418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781501567801067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547347194855928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369044190851987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342547582471206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066261481117693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623040028957614,0.0 adhd,Tomoyobestgirl,2019/01/25,"Time moving by quicker, focusing better but unsure. is it normal if adderall makes you extremely focused on one task? I've always been on 10 mg for about year and it does not help much, however my dose is now 20mg and when I take it, I notice that time goes by much quicker the whole month flew by, but I do notice that I can focus better and remember things, when I am off medication or it is wearing off time moves by extremely slow normally. 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And then I have to put the pictures in a million folders because otherwise I can’t find what I wanted to remember... If I don’t have the information physically somewhere, I don’t have the information at all. 🤷🏼‍♀️",4.634615384615382,6.347247846153842,5.667179487179487,77.58615384615388,70.53846153846153,8.78974358974359,33.51282051282051,9.2995712137729,3.2221897435897446,324,16,59,7,6,107,51,78,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,0,1,16,10,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,10,0,9,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980765468348892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145871988202372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121045148442527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720677621587131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29924361908632346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744110439351927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977607381999531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511505382233113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,identitycrisisTA,2019/01/25,"What to do while waiting for a diagnosis? So while trying to better understand the struggles I've faced my entire life, I've learned about ADHD (previously had the misconception that it was only kids who ""climbed the walls"" who suffered with it) and reading about the symptoms was like someone had written a guide to my life... I've spoken to my GP who has written me a referral, and booked an appointment with a private psychiatrist which is in May. I'd really like to find some good coping mechanisms to help tide me over until I can speak to them about a formal diagnosis. Does anyone have any good suggestions or resources for things that I can try or do?",8.958817204301079,7.804338322580647,8.742580645161294,69.1922043010753,60.935483870967744,11.81505376344086,38.40860215053763,10.864195022040775,4.145627956989246,528,22,93,11,6,171,81,124,0.045,0.8240000000000001,0.131,0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,0,1,10,0,12,4,1,0,0,12,16,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,10,4,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,1,8,5,17,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,4,5,65,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739730127080672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502593151466607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940039672792214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016190067142466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949617110970325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835845287802865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824171746386881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528020210048895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220408190151736,0.2227471185697511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733797958917452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280295062771215,0.0,0.14604201970573027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315638982260974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383214573037337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369458470491889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514516866107853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095503642997224,0.0,0.0,0.2373225350785171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OhNo_a_DO,2019/01/25,"First few days on Vyvanse Hi everyone, &#x200B; I am a first year medical student. I have been seen by the school psychiatrist 4-5 times now since the beginning of the school year. I knew that I had been depressed for years and that medical school would likely make that worse, so I told my doctor that and she started me on Lexapro. It's worked well. &#x200B; For as long as I can remember, I have been very easily distracted and unable to do one thing for very long, but until this year it never caused me any problems. I hardly studied in college at all and still made almost straight A's. Obviously this is not possible in medical school, and it became very apparent while studying for hours every day that I simply cannot focus well enough. I made pretty good grades last semester, but I told my doc that I was worried about the increased course load this semester since I could barely keep up last semester (we went from 23 credit hours in our first semester to 29 this semester). &#x200B; Well, I was right to be worried. Right out of the gate this semester, I crashed and burned. I failed my first test of the semester and got the minimum passing score on my second exam. I called to make an appointment with my doctor ASAP. She ended up prescribing me 30 mg Vyvanse, which my younger sister also takes. So far it seems to be extremely subtle. It comes on and wears off so gradually that I'm not even sure how long it lasts for me. I still feel pretty easily distracted while I'm studying. Is it normal for it to be this subtle? I know I shouldn't feel any euphoria or anything, but I wonder if I'm on too low a dose or if maybe I just don't respond well to it. &#x200B; Has anyone else experienced this after starting Vyvanse? 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Took my meds on time. Got a good night's sleep last night. None of my usual tricks to get into focus mode are working. 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It surely helps me to be less of a bouncy ball. But I still have my issues. I can have my focus, but that focus keeps switching anyway. So I'm more concetrating on stuff but still..different stuff can draw my attention and makes me concetrate on these things.. got cold hands as well. And it gets me sexual excited from time to time as well. Which theoratically is cool when you thing about it, but most of the time it's actually not cool.",5.4935294117647056,7.530916147058825,6.041323529411766,74.45845588235295,68.90196078431373,10.198039215686274,27.45588235294117,10.411451182825502,3.097682352941176,445,15,79,13,8,144,72,102,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9489,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,2,7,2,1,1,1,14,12,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,9,7,11,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1995752821052068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367265882995565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000530526565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068496526451492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635678069552622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708081851898035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134585399552097,0.0,0.18178063815339424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651408086639275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178363142925646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266488482019197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682371353523717,0.0,0.0,0.19275117438410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27173882950176703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35775969597226376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36776367195522935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Azure2p1,2019/01/25,"Misdiagnosis? Dextroamphetamine feels too good I got my ADHD-diagnosis couple months ago, after almost one year of thorough testing. I was recently described Dextroamphetamine 5mg. I took the first dose yesterday just to test the waters, and it was something i wasn't prepared for. I got the expected effects of calmness and the ability to concertrate, but it made me feel better than I have felt in my entire life. There was a distinct general sense of well-being and a lot of euphoria. &#x200B; These effects made a bit worried. Should it feel this good if I truly have ADHD or is this all because it was my first dose?",5.602543859649121,7.703755921052632,6.014912280701758,74.4993859649123,68.73684210526315,8.926315789473685,32.8421052631579,9.444778638647367,3.403305263157895,501,23,81,11,9,161,77,114,0.035,0.768,0.19699999999999998,0.9647,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,7,0,9,4,0,4,2,22,18,6,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,11,4,11,4,10,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914231482675209,0.0,0.144354870475619,0.0,0.163068685578081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644567171137873,0.1978780680600721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927059090037517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402576658663918,0.17778776996719622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801881448824548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470224299533167,0.0,0.15635955749477146,0.0,0.0,0.2770367440567608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731782465890993,0.2604887433354475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502431389463863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844749254714764,0.0,0.3081813109913493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998366966010674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103499766545816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607926916742234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253682979393791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093004996893647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641985262150245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537998485893604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978780680600721,0.10486873225402453 adhd,adhdandwhat,2019/01/25,"Recently diagnosed with ADHD-C but with the caveat that the hyperactivity is the most severe side of it. Now that I’m medicated it’s easier to switch track from the looping, anxious/negative thoughts but I don’t know what fills the gap... what do normal people think about? As the title says, recently diagnosed at the age of 23 and the most stressful part of the disorder in me is a hyperfocus on negative or anxious thoughts. They fill my brain constantly. I have been like this as long as I can remember and I don’t know anything different. On medication, it’s easier for me to switch tracks off these thought loops (or at least it was In the beginning because I could just think about the newfound diagnosis, the medication’s effects etc). But this is starting to become harder purely because I don’t know what fills the gap when I don’t think about those things. I don’t know how to stop getting dragged back to those topics. What do normal people even think about all the time? What am I meant to be thinking? I can’t live submersed in this world any more. 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Diamox (Acetazolemide) is used to treat altitude sickness, and benign intracranial hypertension. It interacts with most ADHD meds by causing them to be present in the bloodstream for longer. I'm not really sure what to do about this interaction. With my vyvanse, it means that it works for twice as long. So it keeps me awake all. night. long. I already have a hard enough time getting my prescription, I'm not sure if I should still go through the trouble of contacting my doctor and filling a prescription for a lower dose, or just taking my vyvanse one (er. one and a half) day one one day off. I'm going to be on diamox for a while, but the medication may also be changed. It's not a danger to my health or anything, it just results in a really really weird schedule. How would you guys deal with this situation? 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Every week I set goals for the following week for accountability. This astounds him because ""no student has ever asked [him] to set goals before!"" For context, I get down about my perceived work ethic regularly, never seem to reach my potential with anything and have just started a years break from study because the stress is affecting my physical help. I am medicated but not high functioning. I think my point is that if you ADHD is really getting you down, please just remember that if you are trying to actively combat this disease, you are in probably the to 10 percentile for work ethic. 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Like throughout high school I was able to keep up with assignments and appointments pretty well, then I got to college and missed so many of them. I didn't realize until last week that it's literally only because they gave us free planners in high school, and in college I started relying on just a lined notebook. I had no sense of what day it was because I wasn't *physically* looking at a calendar/weekly planner every day. It's only the second week of the semester but I already feel so much better with a planner. Does anyone else have examples of having no sense of time? 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It didn’t work and now I’m taking Vyvanse and I’m feeling hopeful. —- So I’m in my mid-twenties, going to college and trying to get by. Been struggling to graduate (more than a couple years overdue), struggling to make future plans, struggling to finish any project I start that could help me move forward in life. Lots of friends are moving on in their lives and I’m here falling further and further behind. I failed an online class three times cause I would always put it off until I forgot about it, failed multiple other classes, mostly due to not turning in small assignments in between big ones, or not going to class. Have a lot of built up shame and guilt and self-loathing cause I feel like just a big waste of space. Even if I get my crap together today, life is going to be hard for me. A year ago I found videos of people that got diagnosed with ADHD as adults, and their stories were so spot on, I’m sure a lot of y’all here understand that. Having an answer to why I feel like the smartest, stupidest, most motivated, most lazy, paradoxical hot mess that I am had me sobbing for hours. But still I couldn’t bring myself to see a doctor about it. My family has an attitude of “you can overcome it yourself if you try hard enough” I spent the year doing everything I could to cope with the symptoms of ADHD, I experimented with planners and to-do lists and found some that work the best, I made strategies to keep me from making impulse buys (tho it doesn’t always work, and I still spend a lot of time downloading free app games on whims) I got myself to start being on time for things, even if that meant being hours early for things like classes. But after not graduating another semester due to a low GPA, and still getting a D in a class I made myself show up everyday to (getting the “you’re talented but you missed progress grades”) I decided it’s time to try the pills. Finally, I saw my doctor yesterday and took my first Vyvanse pill today (they remind me of the capsules from Akira haha). After that I spent 7 hours playing guitar, I haven’t done 7 hours of anything in a very, very long time. I haven’t picked up my guitar in months. I didn’t feel the need to flip through all my phone games, or get up and grab a snack every 20 minutes, or get immediately bored when the song I was learning got difficult. Man has it been a long time since I wasn’t immediately bored with something after 10 minutes. The fog in my brain that I’m constantly fighting was gone. I definitely got a little high, it was similar to the last time I took midol, a little jittery and smiley, but I hear that goes away after a few times taking it. My mouth is dry and I can’t sleep now, but I’m optimistic. I know it’s not a magical cure, obviously my focus was in the wrong place today and medication will probably be a trial and error thing, but maybe it will be a good step towards getting my life together. Maybe this is the real turning point, and maybe with a little elbow grease I can achieve something for once and not hate myself. 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I upped it to 20mg and still felt no effects. The funny thing is tho is that after a weekend without taking it I feel the effects again on the first day, but then it of course drops off. So what's going on, am I becoming tolerant to the meds, or am I just getting used to the effects?",0.7144000000000013,2.643125640000001,2.47,95.165,82.6,4.800000000000002,23.0,5.6839178017228535,0.1887000000000003,364,13,82,2,10,120,66,100,0.045,0.835,0.121,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,5,0,15,15,7,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,8,2,14,12,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,12,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236804588254167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142267717119231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501917129883991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807804270918577,0.0,0.3724869687548552,0.0,0.0,0.3299848716662816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268466889704653,0.0,0.11023872543102373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136819640740404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895297871358907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545910110018016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565097968609346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490624443881473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584276121366066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886634004078126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33505895962681603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698203138274133,0.0,0.42364165463002496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deepdowntherabbit,2019/01/25,"Reasons why I'm late. A. I did not have enough time to get ready and leave. B. I had too much time to get ready and leave. Yeah.",-2.775862068965516,-1.234971344827585,-1.1211034482758606,113.43075862068966,107.27586206896551,2.32,9.248275862068963,3.1291,-2.61524,97,1,28,0,5,30,21,29,0.078,0.6859999999999999,0.235,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022272486973417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056348747313321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299489832528178,0.6194234792529547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501870704942871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30073529131399723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411143201545582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639327491160676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jribs52,2019/01/25,"My doctor thinks I'm a drug seeker because I smoke weed. Will only prescribe Strattera. She was not going to prescribe me anything until I pretty much begged her for anything at the end of the appointment. She brushed all of my severe issues off to potential weed use, expecting me to wait another month or so so I could take a urine test and she could clear a diagnosis. It took 2 months to get this second appointment and she wasn't satisfied that I only stopped using weed a week before each of 2 appointments. I don't think she's taking my problems seriously. I'm a graduate student who's starting a second program and a new job and I'd much rather try a stimulant before Strattera. It's going to take a long time to see any effect and even then a stimulant will probably work better, because that's science. I'm wondering whether I'm being treated fairly here. I'm sick of losing phones and my wallet. Sick of not leaving the house because of needing to find things in the morning. Sick of people thinking I'm not listening. Sick of finishing all my homework at 6 AM and asking for extensions. Sick of being late for everything. I don't have friends and I don't leave my house other than to go to the gym. Sick of forgetting to buy food. I can't even answer a question without forgetting what I'm supposed to be answering. I'm just so tired of it all and I want help... &#x200B; I'm really just writing out my thoughts right now because I'm not so big on taking Strattera and I feel I'm being treated like a junky for smoking weed, even though I would stop on a dime with any medication. I exercise profusely, don't drink or party, and I'm highly educated, but I'm being refused treatment because I smoke weed. It's just degrading.... 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I didn’t eat much while on it but I plan to correct that mistake this time around. Just wondering if I drink alchohol about 12 or so hours after taking it would that help me sleep? Not a ton either, was just planning on 4 beers or maybe a few shots. Either that or I’ve read people suggest melatonin too but I’m not sure how much to take. Any help would be appreciated.",1.2819712918660289,3.735665905263161,2.4350239234449766,92.98698564593302,84.68421052631578,4.296650717703351,20.215311004784688,5.565023196281405,-0.13784210526315774,371,11,76,2,11,118,67,95,0.057999999999999996,0.8220000000000001,0.12,0.7909999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,3,0,6,5,2,1,2,20,12,9,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,6,1,11,5,6,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,8,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398218481361185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230127159702706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786017883681276,0.0,0.1865563675886212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550792134901526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444072191410037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35909212010405506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316248246234548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26804875152750113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639603210619693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823668860685552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648984318074363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183213168098824,0.0,0.4112403199826634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126216572043716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256150455022606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771560404042396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590263108046739,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gpthrowaway74,2019/01/25,"Generic Ritalin IR (Aurobindo)? tl;dr: Pharmacy doesn't have my brand name Ritalin IR but does have Aurobindo generic Ritalin IR. In the past, I had a horrible experience with side effects and lack of therapeutic response to Aurobindo Adderall IR. Has anyone taken Aurobindo Ritalin, and does it work ok? In the unlikely event they could order another generic, anyone take a generic that works well? I know there's been a lot of negative experiences with generic Adderall IR, especially Aurobindo. I've had bad experiences too with Aurobindo Adderall. A couple of days ago I found out my pharmacy did not have my (brand) Ritalin IR in stock. Tonight they told me it would take at least another week to order it but I could get generic Ritalin tomorrow. I asked them what manufacturer it was, they said Aurobindo, my heart dropped. I asked if they could order another generic, they said ""probably not"" (???). They can't transfer my Ritalin script to another pharmacy because ""generic can be substituted for brand"". Anyone have experience with Aurobindo Ritalin? And why does every pharmacy seem to use this sub-par company (FDA violations!) for their meds?",5.8457841303767,8.924190944162438,6.543024312049159,66.61968207320335,71.03045685279187,10.441784664707457,38.794816991717866,10.426177893888326,5.382762436548221,924,56,133,31,19,302,105,197,0.09300000000000001,0.88,0.027000000000000003,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,8,3,3,4,1,0,6,1,18,9,1,2,0,25,31,6,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,10,2,20,2,18,16,3,17,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,7,84,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030303396420266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746018529200362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373569789385502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156498452923705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447777119244204,0.06897683062525085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710296510526369,0.12520130118605222,0.0,0.0729741252687109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970620491317299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533602300698522,0.0,0.0,0.4427401791930763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406608605811305,0.0,0.0,0.05911761121690742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408648449338367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621857601690204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619837211908036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568713204899346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801704773763487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199773968066165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152682430567182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300996082108643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015348428960708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812224598748202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772759537141402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076426403007244,0.0,0.1017378589453868,0.0,0.10210270449907988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475301442377704,0.0,0.0,0.08038042568629214,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZebraFine,2019/01/25,"Recently diagnosed after my psychiatrist referred me to a neuropsychologist. Forgive the long rant.. So I suspected I might be ADHD, and now after doing a lot more research, my past... it’s all fitting together. I’m in my 40s, with ongoing depression and anxiety. A teacher friend of mine insisted that I get evaluated. She was just sure that my unmotivated, procrastinating, unfocused forgetful issues were not just depression. Aaaand she was right. Just got off of a flight this evening. Another AHA moment. NOISE sensitivity. People have always bugged the shit out of me on planes. Specifically when they give out the pretzels or cookies. The rattling of the cellophane packages sends me thru the roof. Also the loud talkers! Then another very specific but irritating part of speech that resonates above all of the din.... the person who over annunciates the S sound. You can hear them three rows back. Everyone knows the type... usually a proper/prissy girl with the snake hiss. Mind you... not being sexist... I am a female. I’ve also heard men do it occasionally. I fly at least 3x a month. Ugh... forgetful me... forgot my damn headphones for the 50th time. But the hissssss. Is sound sensitivity common with ADHD? 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I constantly have dilated pupils (which is something I’m sure most people on this sub will relate to, as it’s really common for those with ADHD) and the amount of times I’ve been asked if I’m on something is really starting to get annoying. No, it’s not weed, it’s literally just dopamine. I may be acting hyper but that’s ALSO just dopamine. 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It has landed me in the bathroom, door closed, crying and trying to understand how to hate myself less. 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This is gonna come off super unorganized, and might be long but if you start reading please finish... Please ask questions as I probably haven’t fully expressed where it’s affected me because I still haven’t fully understood or figured out how it has affected my life. And I want to start utilizing it because i think we all know having a brain that is going a million miles an hour 24 hours a day without getting tired is a huge asset. I’m just lost in all the crazy out there wild thoughts that I don’t know which one to pick and stick to. To begin I’m currently in third year engineering and I’ve never been clinically diagnosed with ADHD and have never been socially impacted by it although I believe (know) I have it, but don’t know to what extent. I’ve come to the conclusion that my ADHD was so well hidden because of my brain and the amazing genetics from my parents (no intention of coming off snobby or cocky). Up until recently I’ve never thought I deserved the grades I got. Looking back on it, I see things I did even in elementary school and wonder how I wasn’t in the principals office daily. But it’s always been because of the grades, I have always been a top honour roll student, math being my heavy strong suit, so as long as the teachers were happy with my grades I could do what I wanted. I walked around class, took long walks to the “bathroom” or whatever, truly did not have to pay attention past the first time we learned it no one said anything because the report card had A’s. I always figured out the fastest, easiest way to get things done and being a perfectionist is the only reason I’ve been able to focus on the details. Then going into high school I was scared as hell, thinking my terrible study habits (non-existent) would mean I’d fail everything. I would be able to get through lessons, copying most of the notes, catching up from my classmate when I’d get distracted and behind on the slides. But as soon as the lesson was done and the rest of the class was for homework, I’d get up walk around, or just play on my phone. First few weeks of class teachers would hate me, yell at me for being on my phone, tell me to sit down, so on. Then the tests would happen and I’d be well above class average so they were happy and backed off, why deal with a problem if there isn’t one in their mind? I know I can do better but I’m already doing better than most so it was good enough. **The scariest decision of my life was deciding whether I could make it in university or not. Here I am, in grade 12, applying to university’s for engineering, with the grades to get accepted by all, my parents willing to pay for me to go away or stay home, and all i could think about was I didn’t deserve my grades, and I don’t have the work ethic or study habits to make it. Further making me think if I can’t even do school how will I live on my own ** So, I took the easy way out, out of all the offers to schools my friends hopes to get accepted to I stayed home because I didn’t think I’d be able to pass. Forward to end of first year. On the dean’s honour roll average in the 90th percentile. I did this through only adapting as much as I needed to. The fact that I was scared helped me get those grades but that’s it. Mid first year I was prescribed adderall by my physician and he prescribed this based ONLY on me telling him I can’t focus and that I tried my friends and it helped me study. So I only took it to study, because that’s all I needed it for. I still didn’t pay attention in class, started skipping but still got the grades. My friends all hated me for it and I felt I didn’t deserve the grades. Second year, I realized it wasn’t nearly as hard as I thought it would be and so I got lazy. With exception to the hard math classes (integral and vector calculus, dynamics of motion...) and labs I skipped everything. I got completed labs from my friends and reworded to hand in, I know that’s common but I did it all the time. For classes I didn’t go to once all semester I would study the night before for midterms and two nights before for finals (thanks to the wonderful technology of blackboard and all the notes being online) and my grades only slipped a bit (80% average) so there was no issue. My friends hated me even more, still felt like I didn’t deserve the grades. First semester third year: realization ADHD might actually be affecting my life. without rambling more, i got even lazier, maybe went to 5% of lectures, skipped labs and assignments “because why would I spend 3 hours to get 1% of my grade when I spend 5 hours studying for a 25% test”. Study habits at an all time low, and I still got a 75% average. Making the realization ADHD may be affecting my life has turned me from thinking I don’t deserve the grades I get to thinking I should be ashamed I’m wasting my brain and not doing better. It’s been a tough battle of wanting to put a plan into action and finding my true passion and then not knowing where to start and I feel depressed and like a loser. I’ve always been super money driven and love building things so owning a construction company and being super rich was always a dream but even when I think about that it’s just an idea and I wouldn’t know how to start to get to that point. I guess the point of this is, I know I’m smart, I know I have potential, but clearly sitting down and doing any sort of paper work is not for me. I’m supposed to start a job Monday and all I can think about is sitting at a desk all day counting down the minutes to leave. What do I do, where do I start... Way longer than I expected but once the brain starts... you know ",4.577904261529478,5.219414441331001,5.227559369527146,84.70392632807943,69.64798598949211,8.227269118505546,28.974477524810272,8.281139945497317,1.8618356193812025,4460,157,917,61,75,1440,402,1142,0.085,0.763,0.153,0.998,4,0,0,0,0,0,118.0,2,2,2,25,48,50,5,4,61,0,103,15,5,15,19,199,204,92,0,23,33,2,6,2,5,15,8,2,3,0,43,57,0,0,48,3,7,22,32,17,2,13,54,10,117,33,143,119,25,147,1,5,2,2,29,56,1,21,65,621,160,48,0.11620490783754417,0.0,0.03779974242998755,0.0,0.23275952864123645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042745001805605316,0.0,0.1611529871698574,0.0,0.0,0.02634110738853789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03187557928348858,0.06896466989770575,0.03621196743953977,0.0,0.036392778715007686,0.05956960081745648,0.0,0.18889982198081967,0.0,0.06592121178257912,0.04364104593505117,0.0,0.10277379769063764,0.042288554183779116,0.0,0.0,0.17296414455614795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010023861631352,0.04061287832559126,0.0,0.0,0.09278016322886933,0.0,0.0,0.04996170144203183,0.03993405248004259,0.03336237228125245,0.0393151784536713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927864413337603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034307685633357926,0.04002357777535925,0.0,0.1279204094535175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962498548578165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019585564323157244,0.0,0.07438328992471635,0.0424322654950028,0.035403060178035704,0.16473972540551732,0.0,0.0,0.14963270589424893,0.0,0.2428490726576749,0.0,0.08805590275630447,0.03248905446320753,0.18587936063607946,0.0,0.042670935680068654,0.0,0.034253205409379574,0.08246819014303121,0.06939784830160772,0.11472828851319708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192646681945128,0.04092562174084223,0.07770866488673565,0.03847256451290098,0.15258456869845674,0.0,0.0,0.043727065479530536,0.0,0.04042924426650542,0.038438480105777634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554527133065237,0.0,0.0,0.04101473957861285,0.0,0.0,0.10943861732408124,0.037847898821869785,0.0,0.03420368753105185,0.10283768668103196,0.032527618543212865,0.0,0.04228379467199159,0.0,0.03495982208863184,0.0,0.10342357110327767,0.0,0.03891448297467115,0.0421937370903854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218336233754803,0.039111276873465536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02847465932288616,0.05744297782299885,0.08962438872964527,0.0,0.0,0.07270028937946177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250295621937709,0.07874345295737266,0.1472984480069124,0.0,0.0,0.08602119881994262,0.0,0.036976911130110944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503872875115169,0.0732341324347085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041762848297829336,0.03706413432830919,0.0,0.03893934279588083,0.04339203050685229,0.0,0.0387454515119794,0.0,0.0,0.039825999719021885,0.038246109141678884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684582600321345,0.0,0.07756092323697256,0.15680742748738186,0.030866755482128968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948542317042065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246751295612376,0.08257264679990058,0.1546689825117694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771214092577141,0.03566195550502138,0.0,0.0,0.07720137725756808,0.2233782383813176,0.0,0.0922537166088456,0.0677600162551864,0.04452014904224853,0.0,0.0,0.1291079283405767,0.02629850151040254,0.04213252354931619,0.037838436574589816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854066540792869,0.09223804694820714,0.031070855898430245,0.0,0.06965477852956735,0.03590770459085224,0.06990456987079885,0.0,0.0,0.07467825624905741,0.08401284372021582,0.05639903793300322,0.0,0.0,0.19261347570758125,0.0,0.0,0.12472025119969725 adhd,MxEnby,2019/01/25,"New around these parts and looking to rant to like-minded individuals Hiya friendos. The name's Sam (they/them) and I'm technically a person, though I'm really just kinda barely tied up together at this point? But if you don't mind that, then I'm glad to have met you. I just want to feel like I'm not alone in all this. I guess the main thing on my mind these days is that it's so hard to tell where one condition ends and another begins. It's hard to tell what's real and what's not, and it's so, so hard to be seen. Seen as something I'm not, seen as the weird one at work, at school, at home, seen having some kind of episode or other, just seen at all. I have a reputation for being super bubbly and happy and excitable, but in reality, I'm buzzing so much with an overflow of energy that hurts so much unless I get it out and no one sees it and no one gets it, and I just want to know that there's someone who sees me. I'm going to stop myself there and look around here for a little bit, but there's just so much buzzing around in my head right now. 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I lost it and internet yelled at her to PLEASE stop blaming ADHD and depression on f***** gluten. Or sugar. Or whatever. I've had great luck with eating healthy. I feel better when I eat better. But it does not ""cure"" my mental illness. You know what actually makes a significant difference?? 300 mg of Wellbutrin a day. And consistent therapy. She responded that she had ""suicidal depression"" until she stopped eating processed foods and wheat. Good for you! It didn't help me. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 6. I'm 35 now. You think if cutting out bread would fix me I would have figured it out by now??? /Endrant",2.226587301587301,5.080959277777783,3.4432627865961187,84.11611111111111,85.85185185185185,6.542504409171077,24.38095238095239,7.793537801064563,1.8063100529100533,681,27,121,14,21,220,110,162,0.218,0.62,0.163,-0.9016,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,4,6,11,2,0,3,0,10,11,0,2,1,33,17,14,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,7,9,8,2,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,3,23,5,17,8,3,13,0,4,0,0,12,4,0,8,8,80,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.12460130623185935,0.0,0.4603545861773136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225852499081284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234571006368345,0.0,0.21994833287222487,0.1295967187908616,0.0,0.13340275466684315,0.0,0.0,0.11173725517389467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39195826817224255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456093986549152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543961741828746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709540235232264,0.0,0.14077221991673244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558399049534296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017186650901211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284589719473215,0.13938232670046322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523015784102676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573511717584772,0.13545269940332832,0.12892458714119662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652208070701778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852010876311299,0.11148886984431737,0.0,0.14015884767357875,0.0,0.0,0.12228611513523822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332024094401047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349932399768196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966572994985782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160157007331277,0.0,0.14601794685420785,0.0,0.08482767192579439,0.16362968808663975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140630542636696,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hippielettuce23,2019/01/25,"My prescriber won't write my prescription and has left me without access to my meds for the next month The (new-ish) university APRN refused to prescribe my ADHD medication today. Her reasons being that it's a ""red flag"" that I don't come to see her every 30 days exactly for a new prescription and another ""red flag"" was that I accidentally missed my appointment with her the week before. This APRN was the third medical professional to prescribe my medication. I was diagnosed as an adult by a psychiatrist who specialized in adult ADHD. I have NEVER been treated in such a hostile, accusatory way because I didn't take *enough* adderall. According to her, she doesn't feel comfortable prescribing adderall. It's not her specialty, and it's out of her comfort zone. This begs the question of *why are you prescribing it, then?* My friend got her adderall prescription from this same APRN earlier today. She told me that the APRN made her sign a form agreeing to take her medication 2x/every single day and sign a form that she could be the only provider prescribing her adderall. Never heard of that before. Well, she referred me to the mental health specialist who ""knows more about adderall"" but is only available for appointments 1x/month. The soonest available appointment is three weeks from now. Who knows if I'd even get my meds at that appointment either. I understand that the APRN ultimately decides what prescriptions to write. I just feel like there has to be some regulation that doesn't allow this. How is it ethical to dismiss a patient's need for medication for their diagnosis? She had no valid reason for her decision. It feels personal. Her opinion is directly contradicting my ADHD diagnosis so she's depriving me of my medication... how is this right?! I've talked to friends who are diagnosed and everyone is in shock that this happened to me. They said their doctors specifically told them to take breaks from the meds because of side effects, dependency problems, etc. I'm at a loss of what to do except to find a new doctor, but the appointments through school are free :(. I tried to hold it together in the appointment but ended up sobbing as soon as I got out of the building. It's been a rough day. &#x200B; **TL;DR:** Prescriber refused to prescribe my adderall medication that I've been on for years because I skip doses and missed my appointment last week. She referred me to the university specialist who isn't available for another three weeks, leaving me without medication. How is it allowed to leave someone without access to medication for almost a month? &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.668056745182014,8.206122569593147,5.993656852248397,72.88551739828695,69.55674518201285,9.466573875802998,34.373072805139195,9.888512548439397,3.9816210278372592,2108,106,337,56,40,674,214,467,0.09,0.86,0.05,-0.941,1,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,1,4,2,12,17,1,0,27,0,31,15,0,10,3,60,55,18,0,4,11,0,4,1,2,1,15,2,0,3,33,10,0,3,15,0,1,1,13,8,1,3,15,9,53,10,60,35,9,38,0,5,3,0,44,13,1,6,23,242,86,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219823292515963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165257354321242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001303263039764,0.2244396359806476,0.0,0.12912116765648576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259588040095535,0.0,0.10478156164009488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303633958953447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915792721573807,0.0,0.0,0.11912095419055395,0.0,0.0,0.12498270839200028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260371931744814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453195989140913,0.06361735272036076,0.06866583662709859,0.04066581880317344,0.0,0.10374926717752672,0.05883192644803124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339358121107584,0.04398498699575177,0.0,0.0,0.05627305433231072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951362887426522,0.0,0.032167320639076194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984848890437512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444536374439378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544508856273441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767354923060491,0.05018704503317964,0.0,0.13038560266407534,0.06689502198062976,0.0,0.0,0.030079558886384493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582581838848516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516821604944654,0.5582196401854552,0.062047185211022066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743163700732398,0.0,0.0,0.045652717530457916,0.09497179191329623,0.17839150047675129,0.06547945070740066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365217047424096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375977508810412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891332654150039,0.0,0.0,0.06897149788809201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266066060254036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257968653215006,0.05856632613595551,0.0,0.0,0.06231122989321276,0.04906261208983339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216731008020888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887693297309106,0.049486921245151035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672064104561353,0.11766385289606247,0.0,0.04180138657254765,0.0,0.0,0.06409561851840463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048870696500250735,0.19754811627369026,0.0,0.05535802720143405,0.0,0.055556548482450056,0.0,0.0,0.1780512849826727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244396359806476,0.03964849047966911 adhd,spongebbsquirepant,2019/01/25,"Add and fatigue Hey everyone! I have add and general anxiety. I have also almost never woken up feeling rested in my life. Waking up has always been a struggle and I think life would be alot more pleasant if I could figure this out. I have been tested for sleep apnea at a sleep clinic with results of mild sleep apnea (but nothing that was deemed worth pursuing). I have read that sleep issues are common in people with ADD. I just wanted to hear about all of your experiences with sleep. What do you do to get a good night's rest and feel refreshed in the morning? Keep battling everyone! 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When the ADHD wins. [RANT] See like, I don't even want to make this post right now. It's midnight, I have class at 11am, I'm not even tired, I'm thirsty, I didn't do what I wanted to do today in my room. Staring at screens, drinking water, exercising, not things you wanna do before bed, as far as I know, if you want to sleep better. &#x200B; Backstory: \[Excuse the tooting of my own horn. I promise it doesn't matter in the slightest the talents I posses. Work is everything.\] Highschool: Loser. No friends, certainly no ""play dates."" Played Trumpet, very very very well. Didn't practice my craft, but excelled at the super easy criteria for High school stardom. Superb student. Brilliant test taker, never even studied. College: SUNY Potsdam and the Crane school of Music. In for double major: Trumpet Performance, and Music Education. Dropped out at the conclusion of my 5th semester, the end of the fall 2017 semester. The classes I failed were the only 2 academic, paperwork and studying-based classes I took. 2018 was boring. Odd jobs, UPS, Highway department, Chinese Food Delivery. No progress made on my dreams. 2019, Now: 2 weeks ago: Unofficially diagnosed with ADHD, epiphony somewhat reached. Medicated on 10mg of Adderall 2x a day. Felt better for a while, practicing Melee and hobby Keyboard playing. Back at community college for the Last 4 classes I need to get an associates degree in performance. A piece of paper, no matter what it is, is very good to have. &#x200B; **I have lost my mind today. The ADHD won today.** &#x200B; I always do the same thing when the ADHD wins: Youtube rabbit holes, mostly Repeat watchings of the Joe Rogan Experience, Stand up comedy, Let's Plays. No Work, no skills honed, nothing. It's like I never got help. Today had 1 adderall-fueled solo video game session for 3 hours, and the rest was normal. ALWAYS thinking of what I want to do with my time, never start doing it. When I do, I never finish. I've got maybe 3 things in my entire life that I've created that I can say I'm proud of. That's the lot. 1 in college, 2 in High school. &#x200B; Seriously Depressed. Not suicidal, though. I know it has to be ABLE to get better than this. I've been happy on days I cannot describe. I want that all the time. &#x200B; IDK what the point of this post was. Just trying to relate to those not aware of how to word their feelings. 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Hello all, So my doctor suggested I try this clinical trial for this new ADHD drug that's in Phase 3 clinical trials here called Centanafadine. I've been having some issue or another with pretty much every drug out there and have done genesight testing. its a 1-1-1 double blind study which means I have a 33.333% chance to be on placebo and 66.66% chance to be on some dose of the drug. My reservations are 1) If I don't end up on the drug doing my schoolwork is going to be pretty difficult as I struggle and the meds while I have issues do help to a degree. And if I do get the drug and they don't help i'm in the same boat. 2) I'm concerned as its a new drug we don't know FOR SURE if sometime down the line it has negative side effects on you/your brain. but it is in Phase 3 and going to go for FDA. I'm torn on what to do, as this is a good chance to try something new that might work but, on one had it is a risk. I'd like some opinions on if y'all think its worth it. 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I've been using tobacco on and off for about 15 years (I'm 30, started in high school) in every form possible. Started off chewing Redman, switched to Copenhagen snuff, smoked cigarettes for awhile, cigars, snus, vaping, you name it. I went through phases I guess, but there has been no period of time since high school that I haven't consistently used tobacco in one form or another. But then today I realized something. 2 weeks ago on Thursday, I ran out of snus pouches and intended to pick some more up on my way back from my dentist appointment the next day. Well I had to cancel my dentist appointment because I was so busy with work, so I didn't leave home and didn't really think about it. Had another busy week of work last week, and a pretty busy week thus far. And here we are. I totally forgot I was a nic addict for half my life. I am not craving it at all but feel really irritable, which is why I sat down and thought of what might be causing me to be so irritable lately. For all the grief ADHD has caused me in life, it helped me quit using tobacco. I'm gonna stick to it.",5.331500000000002,5.771397483333335,6.334166666666667,78.14750000000002,67.91666666666666,10.066666666666666,30.166666666666664,10.047579312681364,2.8498666666666668,956,34,188,22,15,319,143,240,0.087,0.877,0.036000000000000004,-0.9168,0,0,7,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,4,10,2,0,0,4,0,18,8,0,9,3,38,36,16,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,8,10,2,2,4,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,15,1,24,1,32,17,7,38,0,1,0,0,5,16,0,5,19,117,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540513249412906,0.2595164376539291,0.0,0.09570834507269099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264306278493061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302179231317873,0.0,0.06581713480230468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182859932895171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963132107338027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096886332538053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054592565041901936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189404498678973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447392053894151,0.2281511658181357,0.10830209618041288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800945904545081,0.12179416880283432,0.11432398889189335,0.0,0.0,0.1525239389527483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453845494944445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482666555764913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316284936990664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171925859692767,0.0,0.1098436799757218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296774617718973,0.0,0.0,0.13833590515793182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854156313577788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893133907823049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312010728023607,0.0,0.0,0.15284257246961622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918242212913296,0.0,0.08571563118677121,0.06295781650906714,0.0,0.10234235220534824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730035294553402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570107204594217,0.346426111304242,0.0,0.09707744348368323,0.1000887013535639,0.09742557616492953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720599600072366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905748771530366 adhd,Plz_Dont_Gild_Me,2019/01/25,"I had my first adderall supported cleaning binge tonight I'm about two weeks in to being medicated and it's been a life saver for my job. I'm currently on the 20mg XR and it usually keeps me going through my office job but when I get home it seems to fade significantly in efficacy. But tonight! Tonight was glorious. My whole family has had this crazy bug that's been going around the area and we've all been out of commission for 5 days. Everything has been piling up and I've been fighting to keep up with laundry (my daughter threw up on every comforter in the house). Things were going great and everything was slowly coming together to look like it was pre- sickness and everyone was asleep so I got hyper focused. I wanted to make a huge dent in the unsorted laundry. Then I spent an hour and a half trying to find homes for mismatched socks. I'm so mad at myself. 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I had a week off of work and decided to do a deep clean my bed room. As I brought items into their proper place I tended to get distracted and would end up cleaning something I wasn't supposed to just yet. One that really fucked me up was that I found a knitting project that I started years ago, stopped my cleaning to finish it right then and there!! But once I was finished, I felt really good. Yes I still had more to do and yes I probably should have finished the task I started already before jumping into a new one. BUT, tapping into that crazy pop of inspiration really sparked me to continue cleaning! Surrendering myself to the whims of my distractions was productive for me but not linear. And maybe it doesn't have to be linear everytime? 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I hate how hard it is to focus on tests and work, especially when I’d be doing an important test and I can’t seem to focus even after reading the question over and over again. I just read the same question but my mind just can comprehend it and just keeps drifting off midway. That’s obviously only a little bit of it of the irritating parts of course but I am bringing this up because my parents don’t believe I’m medicating me, even though I have brought it up just asking if we can give it a shot. When I was younger they medicated me for a bit and apparently it made me like a ‘zombie’ so now they refuse to ever put me on medication again. They tell me things like “just pay attention” but that’s NOT how ADHD/ADD works. I’m 16 now, turning 17 this year, and I’m not longer a little 1st grader so I doubt it would still make me a ‘zombie’. I don’t know, it would just help me so much better because I hate this. 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Reason why I’m asking is to know, did you smoke because you have ADHD or did smoking give you ADHD? 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One of their recent stories describes our change as readers as the information age continues and how to control our space and exposure. https://open.spotify.com/episode/5QAIiaQOGE00sgDJD4tahk?si=SARE6jrHS-ufkBm0i4kUKw I found it really insightful as a quick 20 min listen while doing dishes. Knowing myself, I'd love any help I can get staving away that feeling of being stuck in an endless feedback loop of social media clicks. I downloaded the Pocket app that they mentioned as well.",11.259416666666667,14.466326775000004,7.899999999999999,62.17166666666668,56.25,9.333333333333334,35.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,4.0412083333333335,442,18,53,8,6,124,66,80,0.024,0.8190000000000001,0.157,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,10,11,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,8,3,10,7,0,9,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0,6,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351306436450126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397250222793569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605401534370637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699184693935909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861762388216794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901322761008238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559525075534645,0.0,0.0,0.13330712256883054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102394835885254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022563805008156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302859090455647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289855003363833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345780423660833,0.0,0.2519332046032185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600967632442827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294135529692086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foghorn1997,2019/01/25,"A couple illustrations/watercolors I created inspired by my struggle with inattentive ADD [view them here](https://imgur.com/a/V9CpM6u). I thought some of you might relate to them, too. 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[Pic Included] http://imgur.com/Vp9NrkO I wrecked...on a straight road...in bright sunny conditions...because I zoned out...and failed to stop. I wasn’t messing with my phone or anything at the time, just my brain decided to turn off. I was off of medication at the time because I was wanting to enlist in the military (and have since got back on vyvanse) Because of my age and the accident, I can’t get affordable car insurance until 3 years after. Sooo 2 more to go... 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Hi Everyone, &#x200B; I keep missing important deadlines. I have a calendar that I use but a terrible working memory. I seem to forget a lot of appointments and deadlines. &#x200B; Does anyone have suggestions for the best calendars/ reminder apps that can be synced accross multiple devices?",6.9460666666666695,10.87115654,6.776,61.32466666666667,73.6,11.333333333333336,44.33333333333334,10.504223727775694,7.1609333333333325,257,18,29,10,6,81,40,50,0.147,0.67,0.184,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193880263762628,0.4703299980211965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532347594586905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40620399557644055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936291167792264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493003516726167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720219156894522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645356899178224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761860892107925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671512414840135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089506036911634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703299980211965,0.0 adhd,likyauartmoon435,2019/01/25,"Teva or Sandoz? Hi everyone, I filled my first Adderall generic prescription back in late November and got the Aurobindo generic which was absolutely awful. I got a new script from my psychiatrist who fortunately appreciates the variances in genetics and on Dec 26 went to a Walgreens that carries Teva and I respond perfectly to that. It’s very out of the way though and I have a CVS I spoke with earlier today that is out of their Teva but still has Sandoz. In my research the past month I have seen a lot of good reviews for Sandoz as well but also some bad - same for Teva though, some people hate it. I’m curious - if you responded well to Teva (smooth, not speedy, no issues with come down, ie my experience) - any thoughts on Sandoz? Logistically it’s easier for me to head across the street during lunch break but if I need to drop off my script at Walgreens on lunch break tomorrow and Saturday AM do a 1 hour trip there back into town to Walgreens to fill Teva which I know works well for me - I’ll do that. I don’t think it hurts to know how Sandoz works with me but I’d hate to waste a month on something that doesn’t help me. Thanks in advance! :)",4.2109639803057775,5.6582270748898695,5.212360715211194,81.4755973050013,71.20264317180616,8.336771184244624,27.009328841668825,8.841846274778883,2.0138232184503764,914,31,178,17,17,300,132,227,0.11,0.741,0.15,0.7957,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,5,11,10,2,0,11,1,10,3,1,1,1,31,25,17,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,12,2,0,4,0,0,6,4,4,3,1,7,3,20,6,36,18,4,40,0,1,1,0,8,17,0,6,13,119,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610668480544525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873272828151476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328101566100067,0.1212258044651236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506649163023734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873322883231848,0.0,0.14202159331846947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349672552272392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177669446938365,0.2322400008488836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866859207016673,0.14900463826892235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731636683837512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298080315154382,0.0,0.15542661449780054,0.0,0.0,0.15153841218265626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958290945305026,0.0,0.16377823794324076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343353257791224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177514057357945,0.0,0.0,0.10765496373070343,0.0,0.1402233466961939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385982474255274,0.10065498613823956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177271327371956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594721815346215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366948135205886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303052276088268,0.285292684387186,0.11526294877620935,0.0,0.0,0.13762112156857556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979519559962055,0.0,0.11524337090598465,0.0,0.0,0.3916239864536648,0.13459060730773245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139699274758306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SomeAnimalDied,2019/01/25,"My internal narrator feels so well represented in the ""Stupid Piece of Sh*t"" episode of Bojack Horseman... I know that this isn't what the show was going for, be the self anger that comes from knowing what you should be doing, and wanting to want to do that, but struggling with your complete lack of impulse control, means that I find myself in conversations with my internal narrator that feel a lot like [this](https://youtu.be/3P4_E3GhUv8) . Anyways I am about to go back to blankly staring at my TV until I can play Resident Evil 2 even though I told my professor that on Monday I would hand in the term paper I haven't started that was due two months ago... 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I'm probably going to be prescribed something soon and wondered what has worked for you and what your symptoms were when starting out and after it finally settled in your system. When I was a young kid I was given numerous medications, but I only remember the negatives. Medications I remember taking: • Adderal • Statera • Ritalin • Welbutrin I won't take the last two. Welbutrin gave me temporary dermatilomania where I kept scratching my face and scalp till I bled and seemed to give me tons of anxiety. Either Adderal or Stratera also gave me terrible symptoms where I became extremely aggressive, violent, and supposedly attacked my brother at one point. Extremely terrified to go back on adhd meds again, but I noticed my symptoms getting extremely worse. 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I'm doing kinda bad in school so the doctor says that its my defence mechanism. make people believe that I'm capable of doing more by proving them that I have adhd. Is he correct ?? Do people with adhd I'm doing kinda bad in school so the doctor says that its my defence mechanism. make people believe that I'm capable of doing more by proving them that I have adhd. Is he correct ?? Are people with adhd hyperactive??? 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Throughout school I did pretty good. Once grad school began it was a different ball park, I had a hard time focusing on working full time and getting my school stuff done, but once again I stuck to it, procrastinated til the last minute then rushed through the work ( still having my dad proofread and revise everything). About 2 1/2 years ago I finally got diagnosed with ADD aka ADHD inattentive type and began medication. I pushed for medication because I got the job I had worked my ass off for, working as a special education teacher. After trying combinations of concerta and ritalin, I found that 40mg of Vyvanse daily works and on the weekends or a day off when I don't want the 14 hr effect, A 10 mg adderall does the trick. However, I still struggle to get organized. I buy tons of things people who are organized use but I never employ them. They typically will pile up ( with the rest of my piles) and I forget about them. What are some ways that others like me ( you guys), use to remember to do things. ( I've set alarms and they work for things that are simple like taking birth control.) Post its seem helpful or writing on my hand but there's gotta be a simpler way than me getting myself so overwhelmed that I don't want to deal with it. All tips welcome! And thank you in advance. 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[find out](https://openpsychometrics.org/tests/OEJTS/results.php?r=3.75,2.875,2.5,3.5)",24.56636363636364,32.80741336363637,10.155,32.05250000000001,51.72727272727274,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.8400545454545454,101,2,7,2,2,22,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580768301664742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.635845359684817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331518828613718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drag0nw0lf,2019/01/25,Advice for underweight child Anyone here have a child who is underweight due to activity levels and/or meds? 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But BOUNCY! When I forget my meds in the morning (as I did today) I often experience the weirdest thing - I FEEL really tired, and can't focus, and drift off in the middle of conversations. But at the same time I cannot stop bouncing in my seat, drumming on the table, fidgeting... I feel like I'm driving my desk neighbor nuts! &#x200B; Does this happen to anybody else? What happens when you forget your meds?",3.062943037974684,5.615561670886077,4.24352848101266,82.22706487341775,77.86075949367087,5.975316455696203,25.064873417721518,7.1686216300943375,1.3666063291139243,328,12,57,4,8,107,58,79,0.188,0.759,0.054000000000000006,-0.8733,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,8,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,11,1,9,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,6,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909834728510744,0.24571165308520246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769584809592777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689235123639501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978036990890655,0.0,0.0,0.20449054042218495,0.14446143371827416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576336310654236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987913490291596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492274397593329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954320787008802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690596211696149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434172822608922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791237425699255,0.4648295646279363,0.1916748452329192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571165308520246,0.0 adhd,ridetheIightning,2019/03/16,"First Day on Strattera! Took 10mg Strattera yesterday and had no nasty side effects besides feeling tired at times. I'm not sure if it's because it was such a low dose or I'm just lucky. Although I had no bad side effects, I didn't notice any change in concentration, but I've heard it takes a couple of weeks before those kick in. My doctor says to up my dose to 20mg next week, so hopefully I still don't have any side effects on double the dose. Did anyone experience this? Being fine on a small dose but horrible on a higher dose? &#x200B;",3.109909909909913,4.736943414414416,4.209189189189189,86.85180180180181,74.31531531531532,6.7351351351351365,25.84684684684685,7.3871296695380915,1.2190252252252245,433,15,88,5,9,141,78,111,0.162,0.7490000000000001,0.09,-0.7224,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,5,0,8,7,0,3,1,14,15,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,7,3,5,4,11,7,1,22,0,1,0,0,2,13,0,4,8,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141114080784971,0.24011896335716396,0.2687644777678233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817418790517286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499690931336916,0.12046181576633748,0.0,0.1681523843818776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904620851506453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865278442727956,0.0,0.12744273046681628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226320567624212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330145142529748,0.0,0.0,0.09991804614471167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808779377853678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627228569361727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101615130013837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498140398196986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714817827641125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781237932975029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624600463526575,0.0,0.14857885967430606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522854825185372,0.2271247451937469,0.0,0.0,0.2195530634830732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170232077249209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011896335716396,0.0 adhd,the-dude6969,2019/03/16,"Hey there PEEPS let me tell you about TEXT DOCS TL;DR: Try using text docs (.txt) for writing on your computer, there’s a lot less distractions. I recently read an article about how the author made the switch to text docs (.txt) for writing purposes, instead of using a word doc. I decidedly give a shot.... and WOW it’s amazing. The benefit are, you can really use as a scratch piece of paper, with tabbing or pressing enter, the .txt won’t try and auto format what you want. Additionally, there’s no auto correct, so I find easier just to type away and not worry about those mistakes until I cope and paste it into a word doc. There seems to be a lot less pressure to fill paper space, and it looks kinda cool (I feel like hackerman LoL) It’s nothing crazy life changing, but it helps you focus on “writing” so you can worry about formatting later. Give it a shot, it helps me do what ever I feel like I should do :) ",3.2977281191806327,5.140674005586597,4.621541899441343,83.18300186219741,74.30726256983242,7.454897579143388,24.782495344506522,8.238735603445708,1.5812589199255125,713,23,137,12,15,236,108,179,0.033,0.782,0.185,0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,0,0,14,9,0,2,12,2,9,1,0,5,2,35,20,12,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,6,15,6,19,15,5,12,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,5,7,89,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523531467640843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154207679637756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466815488760527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639843101374876,0.2316919746102205,0.0,0.0,0.1482098321054472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311114210364007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738270337191384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581794189985608,0.11453726752636265,0.15844479832320832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617220824516565,0.0,0.0,0.2757225312685108,0.0,0.15343819088533864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559535010272618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547985333135644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220227388712774,0.0,0.1038828179128275,0.0,0.16011184869526002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476229093996627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173358161189578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201898069760516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201583567947907,0.0,0.0,0.0956452206995662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293594358953472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,paifagoras,2019/03/16,"Nobody is listening to me and it’s driving me crazy I don’t even know where to start so this is going to be a long post and a lot of rambling I’m 17F and I haven’t been diagnosed with ADHD but in August I went to my GP to be referred because I had been struggling for years with concentration, motivating myself to do stuff, remembering stuff at the right times, controlling the way I feel etc and when I looked up these symptoms the words ‘ADHD’ cane up so I looked into it and I hadn’t connected with something more than I connected with symptoms of ADHD. Even the posts i see on this sub, it feels like someone reading my mind and explaining everything. It was like someone had taken the frustration I’ve been feeling for my entire life and explained it so succinctly in a way that I could never put it myself. Anyway I went to my GP to be referred, and he referred me. When I was referred decided to tell me mum about the issues I’d been facing and she started with all of that ‘That’s completely normal I do that all the time’ and ‘I’ve never noticed you having that issue’ stuff which was so frustrating. When I started seeing the psychiatrist something else came up. I’ve been struggling with an eating disorder for a year or so and I mentioned it to the psychiatrist - but my issues with concentration have been completely forgotten about. My psychiatrist further referred me to an eating disorder specialist but I’m so frustrated because everyone is putting my concentration, motivation and hyper focus issues down to my eating problems, but I’d been struggling to focus and motivate myself even before my issues with food began. It’s so frustrating because I know what I want to say now, but I know that the moment I go to an appointment to actually discuss it, I’ll completely forget everything I wanted to say and the issue will go unresolved. I know that I should focus on one issue at a time (my eating disorder and then my concentration) but it’s really upsetting me because it feels like nobody is listening or even understands what I’m trying to say. Every time I try to describe ADHD related issues people just dismiss it or claim that they don’t see anything wrong with me and it just makes me look like an idiot or an attention seeker, and I know I’m not diagnosed so maybe I don’t have any license to talk about this but sometimes I feel so frustrated, like I might explode because nobody will listen or take me seriously and everything is being viewed as a result of my eating disorder even though I was struggling long before all of this I don’t even know if this post is succinct enough, I’ve gone back and rewritten parts and added new things because I just don’t know how to explain all, it all feels so overwhelming and I’m crying right now it feels like I’ll never get anywhere. The person I’m going to be speaking to is an eating disorder specialist so I feel like I can’t even mention this to them because all they’ll do is dismiss me I really can’t. I feel like such an attention seeker because I’m not diagnosed, but I really needed to get this out",6.588328165990938,6.7652668263773,7.415456236584784,72.37985976627714,65.21035058430718,10.518502265680901,33.97572144049606,10.290406445055957,3.5699810255187225,2475,101,436,55,35,829,218,599,0.14400000000000002,0.792,0.064,-0.9952,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,3,4,35,23,6,6,25,0,47,14,1,7,9,110,103,53,0,8,19,1,9,8,0,5,6,7,0,1,38,33,7,1,32,1,0,11,14,15,0,1,20,23,66,8,59,72,11,57,0,1,7,0,23,16,0,9,33,319,104,4,0.0,0.0,0.04616110137925174,0.0,0.22739702459075198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032167799313876304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892650458009953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363732423249884,0.0,0.23068474207542625,0.0,0.08050308135763032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410226113230989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878952129077652,0.0,0.053054563081643635,0.03776775753365693,0.0,0.0519603459803215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440352622802694,0.0,0.0,0.2710678370492419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904179081376045,0.03951575528221129,0.0,0.0,0.04887685239312711,0.052755574033798734,0.21870323059144775,0.0,0.039854987679392426,0.045200236445604614,0.12753920292542942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526128115002446,0.16896708405605465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719921937063895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942794113642278,0.0,0.1075339987224522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394978023298304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819762183316434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03341165034694996,0.18487964014505792,0.0,0.0,0.0837236900804001,0.11916832766625066,0.0,0.0,0.04021549058431608,0.0,0.0,0.031575254510961916,0.0,0.04752242418164944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018122183739684,0.04776274918200868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03507472475143044,0.10944943611363082,0.04568572705478228,0.0,0.0,0.046347094334594524,0.0,0.05385500876271362,0.0,0.0,0.032053873750155226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122475787643187,0.0,0.03279408409341098,0.04130333123446695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359101745096131,0.0,0.0,0.045262775677168784,0.0,0.09510556606418034,0.0,0.0,0.04731600270933256,0.0,0.09091092700531844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358530642126125,0.0807933517386455,0.0,0.11285221402741613,0.0,0.0,0.11308358238405057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015969874586766,0.0728326315283159,0.04678407611116687,0.0,0.10044434908801887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978063085532703,0.1624525465769141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833227746693032,0.03556612079083217,0.03802052178627399,0.04134508333846528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031426145374800936,0.0,0.04647515558831297,0.0,0.11033150946672332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423153790492624,0.0,0.0,0.04924430130157861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580130800021453,0.07509415959798597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770108394175632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171862537758034,0.0,0.060923422114195235 adhd,jpassc,2019/03/16,"Laziness or ADHD? What’s the difference? How would you guys describe the difference between being lazy and no wanting to do the things you should be doing, and The executive function issues from ADHD?",6.3384761904761895,9.04644951428572,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,68.14285714285714,8.095238095238095,34.52380952380953,8.841846274778883,3.643380952380953,163,8,22,3,3,52,28,35,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.6416,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6540018095864498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685550589192682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941319606729675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839926582690158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807653902282634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048651680957535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328587503232764,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mobo_jordan,2019/03/16,"This is an ADHD/CPTSD thing but how to always have the energy to jnteract with roommates? I am always overstimulated and exhausted by the time I get home. I'm in my final year of college and when I am home, it's to decompress and do nothing. My roommates and I aren't close at all so interacting with them just feels exhausting. Any strategies you all use for this when you're burnt out but still need your brain to do the socializing?",4.7957364341085285,5.9278526046511635,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,69.46511627906978,9.454263565891472,28.286821705426355,9.725611199111238,2.5076961240310083,348,12,69,8,6,115,62,86,0.08199999999999999,0.8859999999999999,0.032,-0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,2,2,17,12,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,12,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935152699972051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064354556493706,0.0,0.0,0.16608379670438833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726398457540914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234892988896669,0.0,0.0,0.26754045121296816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759934316795024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899623205224108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109238366723016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434389154143134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489602619165699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950412446147744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622546040126375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241163818482744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093506185529493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727518619193884 adhd,ggrocks123,2019/03/16,"Tips on how to be on time? I was wondering if you guys had developed tips over the years on maintaining punctuality, especially in the morning? Thanks.",4.177777777777777,7.2621638148148175,5.838518518518517,69.23333333333335,77.51851851851852,11.007407407407408,31.222222222222207,10.504223727775694,4.552022222222223,121,6,21,5,3,41,23,27,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,6,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107165733708465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748732771252333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007632879491489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593559558506472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321540480456446 adhd,validation_nation,2019/03/16,"Freaking out because I can't sit still and focus long enough to do my work! I have always gotten this weird pent-up energy that I thought was random but now kind of makes sense. I was just diagnosed with ADHD PI and I think most of my anxiety stems from wanting/needing to do things and feeling useless and overwhelmed. I almost wish I was more hyperactive because at least then it would be an outlet but I'm sure the grass is greener, right? I'm in a master's program that has been torturous because I have ideas and like what I'm doing but having to self-regulate and schedule and write on my own is nearly impossible. Bright side is I guess it led to my diagnosis. If anyone has any tips, specifically for academic writing, I would greatly appreciate it. Agh!",4.11768018018018,5.9950196418918935,5.2456756756756775,79.42072072072072,72.17567567567569,7.906306306306307,29.225225225225223,8.59863814320734,2.3636873873873867,609,25,111,11,12,201,106,148,0.095,0.759,0.146,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,1,1,3,0,19,1,0,2,1,30,29,12,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,2,14,5,14,20,5,14,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,5,6,78,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362589592972597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685314023542788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357584696384314,0.0,0.0,0.13368566809450866,0.0,0.15038825462579733,0.0,0.0,0.1374579615352031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595122046116264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995313188738955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031265677448203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994001206148449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167374835015677,0.21656236620826524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192240729359253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047147518347124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604231069982888,0.0,0.0,0.17397300534183058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122312015703227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576651532401458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788393106077726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508275734708525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699435832816347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528059784081566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306034397650921,0.12596479206984987,0.0,0.1560678468213222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606495385617556,0.0,0.0,0.1431174277289862,0.0,0.0,0.27929904176182,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ghostpyre,2019/03/16,"Anyone else feel worse about their adhd around their family? I feel like when I’m living by myself at home I’m way more productive and at ease with myself but as soon as I go back under my parent’s roof all the bad habits start back up. It may just be because I’m hyper-critical of what they think of me- like today, I forgot to put a few dishes back up before I went to take a shower and my mom yelled at me. Told me I’d never get a job not being able to finish anything and also sometimes mocks my chronic depression (funnily enough, this was over the dishes too. Was feeling miserable that day and forgot to do them.) But when I’m back living with myself, it’s like all that tension eases back up and I get a ton more done without interruptions. I don’t know, maybe I’m the odd woman out on this one. 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I'm depressed because I do nothing all day There's a million things I could be doing but instead I choose to lay in bed most of the day. I have projects due, texts to respond to, chores that need to be done but it all feels so overwhelming. I can't get started and I'm filled with anxiety because I'm making it worse. I've been here before and gotten out of this rut for a while but it always comes back to haunt me I need help",1.5288338833883373,3.2191866138613885,2.9233003300330047,94.09196919691972,78.9009900990099,5.280968096809682,25.083608360836077,5.82211442006289,0.4951179317931791,372,14,83,2,9,121,65,101,0.145,0.818,0.037000000000000005,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,1,3,18,22,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,1,8,0,11,16,4,11,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685844327829261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499304496285662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579151744688566,0.0,0.3705202339951028,0.0,0.17240279395217925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452713975840373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176441473550535,0.0,0.0,0.3919923505481066,0.0,0.34900852327357673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073362940355801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244368752137414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585327924737188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358025393899742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524108656804895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300459582031992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888118665093823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340557841550772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346024319664009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647283579664344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zigzagging1327,2019/03/16,"New psychiatrist asking for a ton of documentation, including an evaluation from my job? I just moved and am looking for a new psychiatrist. I found someone who seems great, but when I talked about my ADHD diagnosis and meds (which I’ve been on since I was 16), she gave me an enormous packet to complete. It requires evaluations from several people in my life including someone I work with, my medical records, and a urine test. I haven’t disclosed that I see a psychiatrist/have ADHD to anyone I work with, and I’m not super comfortable doing that. Is this normal? Has anyone else had to deal with this?",6.690189633375474,7.394747955752216,7.622528445006324,69.16504424778763,65.01769911504425,10.704930467762328,33.84197218710493,10.608840637214634,3.7437317319848287,481,20,84,12,7,162,77,113,0.079,0.8959999999999999,0.024,-0.7758,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,6,0,8,3,1,0,0,14,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,14,3,14,10,1,7,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,3,58,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078289650430906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372792056503613,0.17385047346849195,0.0,0.0,0.15862174675783824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789935638334675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749258493087843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174037332848793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603815114052172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706554842492595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837469179974365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984535686780826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248294240879414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884689233897236,0.17092812364171814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033599712244253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277432994653303,0.0,0.0,0.16624392996565954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763018798879925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352077508491376,0.15446431227979668,0.0,0.19168267295190156,0.0,0.14035560928826216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875274822661216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637707070618374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470485462390621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fullhp2,2019/03/16,"Anxious from Ritalin My first dose in the morning of 20mg I’m fine, I can focus easily and I’m calm but when I take my second does at noon I experience some anxiety and I’m irritable. Has anyone every experienced this?",-0.3008333333333333,1.8053223333333364,3.91041666666667,77.04562500000003,103.44444444444444,7.583333333333335,21.180555555555557,8.07648339933343,2.265055555555556,175,7,33,6,8,66,36,45,0.17300000000000001,0.72,0.107,-0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104573657391617,0.4584702091471395,0.0,0.2837644252490301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35514288230382274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34192765548860393,0.0,0.0,0.3969777285837722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451971523485852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051322056516849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,octolovins,2019/03/16,"Depression making vyvanse not work anymore? I've been on Vyvanse for about 8 months with one dose increase maybe 5 months ago, I'm at 40mg Ive had problems with depression/anxiety but am not currently taking anything for it. I also have Borderline personality disorder but never done any therapy or counciling for it. I just went through a break up and my life / emotions have been feeling out of control. I'm having really bad BPD issues and my depression which felt under control is back really bad. I still get mental clarity when I take my Vyvanse... But I can't motivate myself to get out of bed or start any tasks. I took some time off work so I can find a Dr and therapist and a million other things that I feel like I need to play catch up with. Even just to start, my entire apartment is an embarrassing depressed mess from the last month or so. For 3 days the only thing I wanted to do was clean my place but Ive barely gotten out of bed. I can tell my ADHD meds are 'working' ... but not like they have been, and its like the depression is stronger. I don't even have a Dr, Ive been using walk in clinics. Trying to get myself to do any task just depresses me further (""what's the point?"") I stand up to start cleaning, end up back in bed... Open my computer to look for a Dr., close it 5 minutes later , too overwhelmed by the amount of information and percieved work to start.. Even going to the Dr I see at my clinic feels like too much work. Just the showering and transit there. Before, the Vyvanse was helping my depression symptoms, and I was managing really well, and was glad I didn't need my anti depressant (Zoloft - didn't like the way it made me feel) Now I just feel stuck, I don't know how to get past this hump to help myself. I was close to trying a 2nd dose of my Vyvanse for today but I'm sure it's not a good idea and wouldn't have the result of motivation I'm looking for. 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I actually just joined Reddit because that's basically where all my Google research was leading me lol. Anyways so I got diagnosed with ADHD in January (23 year old). I'm a mom of 2 and I work from home at night, and I've struggled with concentration, memory, everything my entire life. Anyways so I tried Strattera and it was AWFUL, just made made fall asleep. So my doctor prescribed me 36mg of Concerta extended release. I wake up around 8am and take it at 8:30 am with my birth control. However I still feel unmotivated, distracted, lack of concentration (all my symptoms basically) and I'm still an all around mess until about 6-7pm when the Concerta takes effect. I then feel energized, refreshed, focused, determined, etc all night until well after midnight. I have to take Mirtazapine (15mg, prescribed for my insomnia) in order to sleep. Anyways so my question is, should it take so long to kick in? What is your experience? Should I ask my doctor to take it at night to feel the effects during the day since it takes so long? Any advice is welcome, thank you♥️",3.4641428571428534,6.075838652380952,4.886190476190475,77.84214285714286,76.76190476190476,8.19047619047619,29.04761904761905,8.976282227363876,2.86547619047619,887,40,156,22,21,295,130,210,0.075,0.8320000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.5857,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,6,19,7,0,2,5,2,10,9,3,6,4,29,26,15,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,5,3,20,4,27,19,6,30,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,17,97,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.11325606469573185,0.0,0.13947940668202385,0.11341073292944565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892355796019243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663281317647134,0.10849875325707617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074800343844231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016914348320124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484793978832226,0.0,0.0,0.11779663321041065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758097750095397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943557513378448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089858669288,0.10430562953203272,0.11352719252231668,0.0,0.0,0.17604754404301204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282234719276818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641584058584785,0.0,0.11429395197659588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197534114699832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541571533155006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963415601666614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592596486728994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267382850270442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178356113457207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001174871669233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600454497366223,0.0,0.11614201901520176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536846193829198,0.0,0.0,0.12132923288959133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062891098476905,0.5235679509683306,0.0,0.0,0.10685080056653558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787959016911199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435026267868347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898350830692033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473767772308862 adhd,Pyrussss,2019/03/16,"I might have ADHD, but I'm scared I've told my parents once that I might have ADHD, but they just sighed it off saying I'm just overthinking. I really want to go to a doctor to go get diagnosed, but I'm a 14 year old boy and I will need to have my parents take me to the doctor, but they sighed me off when I said I think I have ADHD. &#x200B; Why I think I have ADHD: When I do homework or need to study, I just end up surfing the web and youtube and end up not doing it or doing it very late at night. &#x200B; I feel very lazy when it comes to work you have to do for a very long time and have to work hard for it like writing essays, etc. &#x200B; When it comes to last minute things like studiyng or doing homework the night before the test/due date I have a lot of focus and am able to finish.",4.1610344827586205,3.5851398160919565,4.962666666666667,90.47399999999999,70.3793103448276,7.649655172413794,24.871264367816092,6.2581,0.5555443678160912,624,13,148,3,10,203,85,174,0.055999999999999994,0.893,0.051,-0.1901,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,2,7,5,0,1,8,0,17,3,0,0,0,28,34,16,0,3,11,2,2,2,0,3,3,2,2,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,2,4,20,2,19,29,2,25,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,6,18,94,28,6,0.09299460669266103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470457826147195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30227885249628583,0.3389958776955547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913156091902951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021323872102514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438756827195838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036784093764786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473123853614702,0.0,0.1037135684764253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702086731910049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048585843786069165,0.0,0.10570195608998297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330490159435272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580301627933507,0.10490196690927793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908649349820213,0.0,0.0,0.08229730055339267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790606890914949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730516377015306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379086450644507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453827750727907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758219634732096,0.0990362211120482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065190111249475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059574726310315226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884591665153754,0.07395304377220922,0.0931038243396584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992037091128164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178148451557701,0.1191743780220308,0.0,0.0,0.05422590300530759,0.0,0.0,0.0888603318911564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230190869113582,0.054850628434509933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391316815434383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354023624653549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389958776955547,0.059885477762128464 adhd,zherussian,2019/03/16,"I should have known it was ADHD when... I lost my phone while cleaning my room. So I set off a buzzer after logging into iCloud on my computer and hear it ring from the top of my dresser. &#x200B; Now your turn.",2.018255813953488,4.0091098372093015,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,78.53488372093022,5.230232558139536,22.377906976744185,5.985473137389443,0.21891162790697694,165,5,35,1,4,52,37,43,0.055999999999999994,0.9,0.044000000000000004,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,6,3,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958723638796397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569025769982052,0.4002546037943507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712554667974875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595768097726997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582904165309317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002546037943507,0.0 adhd,Fatihhhvisualsnow,2019/03/16,"Do you see dots, hear ringing and have light sensitivity? Do you see millions of dots moving in your vision(tv static/noise) 24/7? Then you may suffer from visual snow syndrome. Other symptoms of visual snow syndrome are: AfterimagesSeeing circles and starbursts around streetlightLight flashes in eyeBlue field entoptic phenomenon (worms in blue sky)Light sensitivitySound sensitivityTinnitus (earringing)Numbness and tingling Visual snow appears most of the time after a trauma, panic attack or medication use/withdrawal. According to research hyperexcitibility of the visual part of the brains are responsible for these problems. It has nothing to do with the eyes. Do you see millions of dots moving in your vision(tv static/noise) 24/7? Then you may suffer from visual snow syndrome. Other symptoms of visual snow syndrome are: AfterimagesSeeing circles and starbursts around streetlightLight flashes in eyeBlue field entoptic phenomenon (worms in blue sky)Light sensitivitySound sensitivityTinnitus (earringing)Numbness and tingling Visual snow appears most of the time after a trauma, panic attack or medication use/withdrawal. According to research hyperexcitibility of the visual part of the brains are responsible for these problems. It has nothing to do with the eyes. Do you see millions of dots moving in your vision(tv static/noise) 24/7? Then you may suffer from visual snow syndrome. Other symptoms of visual snow syndrome are: AfterimagesSeeing circles and starbursts around streetlightLight flashes in eyeBlue field entoptic phenomenon (worms in blue sky)Light sensitivitySound sensitivityTinnitus (earringing)Numbness and tingling Visual snow appears most of the time after a trauma, panic attack or medication use/withdrawal. According to research hyperexcitibility of the visual part of the brains are responsible for these problems. It has nothing to do with the eyes. https://www.facebook.com/groups/visualsnowsupport/",13.535861416130253,16.694730215827338,10.999769026883754,42.26020636122684,50.79856115107914,11.320257478227944,44.84740628549793,11.20814326018867,6.27686762589928,1632,84,158,38,19,492,75,278,0.155,0.823,0.023,-0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,10,0,0,3,15,3,3,15,0,20,15,6,0,0,28,28,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,9,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,15,0,3,0,13,10,0,45,25,6,27,0,3,10,0,11,12,0,12,9,121,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24410679294386434,0.0,0.3119557066561245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306111250039383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301894117507356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762397149811962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914439320142098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311378434223104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217286689146649,0.0,0.2969448457996355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623838257340845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291348587636778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28501123460633243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989520704260324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683110325663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,playedthesnotoutofit,2019/03/16,"Would love to get your guys help Hey yall! Really appreciate this sub! I've been able to learn so much and it feels great to find such a good community Quick question: Recently diagnosed and put on medication and Ive found it so helpful. For the first time in my life I can finish things when I want or need to, be on time for things, remember all my shit... basically be a functioning person lol (you guys know the drill) and it feels so good! So I love and am so grateful for that, but still I've experienced some struggles w the side effects, mainly in regards to feeling like it takes away my personality. Sometimes on the meds it feels like I can only do what I'm supposed to or what others tell me, but i don't want to do anything that I want to do if that makes any sense. Additionally, it feels like my sense of humor is lost and I'm not fun to be around at times. I've tried being mindful about this and relaxing as much I can when I'm w the other people but it still often feels wierd. I know stimulants aren't a panacea, and I shouldn't expect them to solve everything, but I'm optimistic there's a way to enjoy the benefits of them w out losing my personality in the process. Wondering if others have experienced this and if so what strategies you've come up with to deal? Thanks!! 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I can't believe it... &#x200B; I've been trying sense December... it took almost 3 months. It took so many battles. So many dumb things. But... I'm in... I got accepted... at the age of 26, I am finally on my way to start my undergraduate. Now all I have to do is choose, science faculty or social science faculty... either computer science or economics... I can't believe it... I'm in shock, I'm relieved, and the thing that surprised me the most is not getting accepted, but getting accepted on my first try... I thought they will ask me to complete courses and other things and so on... but I got in... I have no words... I am going to university... I am writing it down and it looks surreal, if someone else would have told me that, I would have told them they are lying to me. I feel like I am lying by saying it... all of the struggles all of the effort, finally it paid off and I am able to move on and further my life...",0.8072340425531905,2.944675255319152,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,83.68085106382979,6.525957446808512,25.889361702127662,7.734863291789972,1.5991268085106385,700,31,148,13,20,244,98,188,0.134,0.831,0.035,-0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,3,2,4,10,2,1,5,0,19,1,0,0,3,29,38,15,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,14,6,0,0,6,0,1,4,4,4,0,1,10,3,26,6,21,25,5,24,0,0,1,0,9,12,1,5,8,109,40,1,0.13324003946324708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334206530386174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436552709132772,0.16190123179691293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245614508149176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300231795238769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969964637938112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113049559831056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737016736786179,0.09518671081516243,0.0,0.2919159010206208,0.0,0.11333390950173225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922484267943885,0.0,0.07572338494487768,0.0,0.3196926938040129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411138024898894,0.06509435306738788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188807578769612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016897432920783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635092831543906,0.14161307572800547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595782724477093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582144091895462,0.11289385305693847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430798571480582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929141876109866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655562852851908,0.0,0.0,0.10577770827698607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546331351671663,0.2960691727610265,0.18092248137930367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575974151258086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929980238240374,0.0,0.16190123179691293,0.0 adhd,ohniz87,2019/03/16,"I made a Twitter account I was diagnosed 10 days ago, I think I'm hyperfocused on the diagnosis because I can't stop reading about it. I made a Twitter account to post the ADHD moment of the day. Let's see how long it lasts!",4.140992907801415,4.453914872340427,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,70.48936170212768,8.819858156028369,34.815602836879435,8.841846274778883,2.9585092198581555,177,9,36,3,3,63,35,47,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.2914,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,5,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,4,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099691886959862,0.0,0.22863012718430306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722536931683925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33267355695946443,0.0,0.0,0.26178292334287306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023886474790315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637402237851056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282506935661219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880994461470407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701564208586385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579893558157906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552849566086145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156323002977968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652644391488388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cmar21,2019/03/16,"Problems with my Vyvanse? Throwaway account because some irl friends follow my main. Anyways this might be long but I have been struggling with Vyvanse (prescribed 40mg) in the afternoon. So I am a university student and I tend to schedule my classes before or at noon because that is when my Vyvanse works best. A problem I have had the past few months is I come back from classes and I begin to feel an intense crash every afternoon around the same time. This begins anywhere from 12:30PM-1:30PM and I become very horny and end up watching porn and masturbating for several hours (This is strange to me because when my Vyvanse is working in the morning I am not horny at all, I feel like it drops my libido). Time at that point time just goes by extremely fast and when I finish my brain feels so bad. I become incredibly lethargic and very unmotivated. I also feel dizzy when I finish and this persist for the rest of the day. This seems to effect my Vyvanse and how effective it is the next day. This cycle at its worst happens every single day. It gets me to the point where I feel depressed and have no motivation in doing school work. Also I have been taking this medication for almost two years now and it still raises my heart rate (I knew this was normal for initially taking it but it has never gone away). I would like to point out that I am very religious and I am not sure if this is related to the medicine or some mental issue. But I started getting on hookup apps and just fantasizing for hours about people and getting nudes and I have hooked up a few times and instantly regretted after. When I got to that point I feel like in my mind I am telling myself ""no"" but I would still go and do that. This past week has been much better but I still feel like something isn't right. I just don't remember being this way before I took this medicine. &#x200B; tl:dr I get a hard comedown about every afternoon and binge porn for hours and feel terrible for the rest of the day. Is my dose just too high for me to handle well or is it just the nature of the stimulant?",5.020671852899579,6.1628353811881205,5.312885431400286,82.67069306930694,68.95049504950495,7.850636492220651,29.527581329561528,8.07648339933343,1.9600809052333807,1650,61,314,21,28,523,197,404,0.132,0.785,0.083,-0.9691,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,9,27,17,0,1,18,0,34,7,3,5,3,71,61,38,0,7,16,0,9,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,25,24,0,0,14,0,1,5,7,8,1,1,9,10,44,9,42,47,13,70,0,2,1,3,2,21,0,9,46,234,69,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802322348231583,0.0,0.0,0.12814966508508474,0.0,0.08681391228543829,0.09735897218198107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132701186191444,0.0,0.0,0.07527878152519757,0.06161012052140012,0.06689987862415908,0.14652785110613226,0.17698049371003832,0.13635860395597182,0.0,0.08408479933647342,0.07086283356243515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944446198859182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901940677506027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669243406417195,0.0,0.06901035927457293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096574822311329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252282480349945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241032907712877,0.17172099731716275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190331254586055,0.0,0.16744514461102006,0.0,0.04553610152652567,0.0,0.06408218092268804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085305540263846,0.0,0.07177502852318855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494687929794386,0.0,0.08465500702592031,0.0,0.0,0.2367168875957017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362824587263631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657742042238654,0.0,0.0,0.07090688520784005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807161209631995,0.08074576693019142,0.08499850240706089,0.08090201877646053,0.0,0.06395391163162309,0.0,0.05890008221021124,0.0,0.06179627769328214,0.0,0.0852123822789872,0.0,0.07850413890128725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297412908415126,0.05554763183693237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302970888753068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333497298301996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076444594333027,0.06842513644331005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108938429647188,0.0,0.07294153734821965,0.0,0.09051688795792114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616830796421405,0.0,0.0,0.056711912910359485,0.0,0.19196048701430907,0.0,0.0,0.08376260769505191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755155666623403,0.0,0.1204859863095828,0.0,0.0700315782874325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868829161507804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902029352976347,0.0,0.0,0.07826913746981773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833114114770092,0.0,0.06359840266572453,0.06427033756601494,0.0,0.0720407597366424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499285591947902,0.0,0.0,0.11383504615530897,0.0,0.09735897218198107,0.05159698639861218 adhd,Mr_pufferfish,2019/03/16,I made a non convention tool to help with ADHD. PM if your interested in ordering a new tool to fight ADHD. ,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454553,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,78.0909090909091,9.854545454545457,24.63636363636364,10.125756701596842,2.8446545454545458,84,3,17,3,2,31,18,22,0.10800000000000001,0.667,0.225,0.4215,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8469122125729528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617270988796785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334019936231938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403017278049576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,endoftheline47,2019/03/16,"Is it really ADHD? Hey all, I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was in 8th grade by a child study team. By 9th grade, I started taking Focalin and it didn't help. All it did was make me more irritable and sweat profusely from my armpits while providing a feel good sensation. In the summer of 2014, I started taking Vyvanse and it messed me up. My guess is the chemicals used in Vyvanse were to strong from my body to handle but my god, those capsules were so god damn effective. After messing up what ever the hell it messed up in my body, I stopped taking ADHD meds for about 3-4 years. &#x200B; Today, I'm in my early 20s and now take Adderall XR 15mg. I like it. It makes me sharper, less anxious, articulate, and it gives me that lovely euphoria effect. Now here's my deal, I want to be a working man, but I end up sucking at every job. But the thing is, I've never worked while on ADHD medication. I JUST got back on it. So, I want to believe it will work some magic at my next job and not become the, ""boy, what a dumb shit"" guy at work. My issue is at working is a lot of the time I don't really understand what visor's want me to do and I always end up being the slow performer. I do have work anxiety and I do always end up in ""What the fuck does he/she want here?"" or ""Did I put this in the right place? Probably not. situations. I remember this one jack ass I worked with who had a punchable face call me an aspie but now I'm actually considering that I may be one. I know I'm not providing a lot of information here... I don't want to provide a lot of information here. If you can make something out of this and provide input, that would be greatly appreciated. &#x200B; My question is: Is it the ADHD that makes me suck at work or something else?",1.7758982086053905,3.6245463370165782,3.976027122049224,86.09468022769131,78.72375690607734,6.929315251967187,23.953122384061608,7.898369717300924,1.270956537753222,1362,47,288,23,33,469,182,362,0.128,0.7659999999999999,0.106,-0.9123,2,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,0,13,14,15,7,0,19,0,30,11,7,7,4,54,59,21,0,7,11,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,25,12,0,1,9,1,0,1,7,10,0,2,10,1,38,5,41,42,8,47,1,0,0,3,16,23,8,10,24,198,63,13,0.0,0.0,0.07191756402341246,0.0,0.4428468880210024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264348408001788,0.15970116630660838,0.17909965117979154,0.0,0.0,0.05637794287593554,0.0832565437771966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056668383237974886,0.0,0.0,0.08139245921230455,0.0,0.08303119315947573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637213309809699,0.0,0.0,0.07525279618848146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759782895681684,0.0,0.07480082354451968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449267223423577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156432094402501,0.0,0.19582079290107002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666308430629092,0.06209283449578475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03726337762100428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813161596231042,0.0,0.07069680199486537,0.0,0.0618134808390712,0.05894216009512202,0.0812511156162414,0.08118546718656207,0.07297153844001625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939749270665494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692043850139912,0.14626564501544614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050190046092685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03600459304339173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796346051637736,0.0665143485557639,0.0,0.1967730682325809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186066549048494,0.07424189463542019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683960877477681,0.0,0.07837751159615372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987788197191128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699759689356438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945774556062743,0.0,0.0,0.07408576086832575,0.08255741789411565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442426946758936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348424517872062,0.06293676789243352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564883039123307,0.0,0.0828384270254983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347098064011085,0.0,0.0,0.10432612005187072,0.0,0.0,0.06161392591658325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164365169924424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896095964939797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297326731159458,0.0,0.06985606398824835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672109386099532,0.0,0.06365047768589653,0.0,0.0,0.21734176724493035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292178899280361,0.0,0.0,0.052352178236698334,0.0,0.17909965117979154,0.047458400899337914 adhd,Cheesetoastie86,2019/03/16,"Anyone here tried sleep devices like Dodow, including for meditation, anxiety? It gets you to slow your breathing. Thoughts?? This is the [Dodow] (https://www.amazon.co.uk/Dodow-Device-150-000-Falling-Asleep/dp/B00ZFOB4BK/ref=cm_cr_arp_d_product_top?ie=UTF8). I'm sure there are apps or other devices which work in similar ways. I'm thinking of getting it for sleep problems; wondering if it will work on someone with ADHD, and if so, whether it might have any bonus side effects, too. [Some reviews] (https://www.amazon.co.uk/Dodow-Device-150-000-Falling-Asleep/product-reviews/B00ZFOB4BK/ref=cm_cr_arp_d_viewopt_srt?ie=UTF8&reviewerType=all_reviews&pageNumber=1&filterByKeyword=anxiety&sortBy=recent) mention it helping reduce anxiety. only two [mention ADHD] (https://www.amazon.co.uk/Dodow-Device-150-000-Falling-Asleep/product-reviews/B00ZFOB4BK/ref=cm_cr_arp_d_viewopt_kywd?ie=UTF8&reviewerType=all_reviews&pageNumber=1&filterByKeyword=ADHD&sortBy=recent) . Ftr, it doesn’t make any clams for helping either, just helping one sleep. Thoughts? I do know people with neurological conditions can't be hypnotised- didn't work on me, even though i was desperate for help with my sleep problems. Is this thing likely to work? How much will slowing the breath affect the brain~ or have i misunderstood how this works? Thanks!",10.641191709844565,15.58482167875648,7.046706735751298,58.291427979274644,67.96373056994818,7.854839378238343,36.217409326424864,8.608573733854374,4.2491518756476685,1156,55,128,23,25,321,117,193,0.085,0.779,0.13699999999999998,0.8501,0,0,0,0,0,0,118.0,0,2,0,7,9,7,0,0,3,0,14,8,7,5,1,26,25,10,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,7,5,13,17,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,7,4,69,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937836401518998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7063026558867036,0.0,0.1108237681956102,0.0,0.12467000619849075,0.0,0.0,0.056975476440186176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909630429527024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381938426374968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514400748151607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846791166114812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478145107764909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961788970859639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439117318060893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644160022288468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990008312296069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521563722150832,0.06197222013754261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056490715113790224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593828196300047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261712098586054,0.0,0.06904109126148583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679766394905753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501947871808945,0.0,0.0,0.054134319483834216,0.052211628651503535,0.08005757278447563,0.12937831800105035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055322257190845665,0.0,0.07959798466277394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467817128961459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836587411236421,0.2966064511899737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilcatenthuiast,2019/03/16,"Husband Talking About Going to a Brick & Mortar University Hi everyone! My husband (26M) has ADHD. And, he's a student at Western Governors University studying software development. A little backstory on him,he was horribly abused as a child. He basically had no formal education past the sixth grade. But, he perserved and graduated with his high school diploma at 21. I am also a survivor a child abuse, but I had a formal education so I struggle with the best way to support him! He got a job at a technical support help desk. And, he's always been very passionate about tech and he's really, really smart. But, he's been unsuccessful with brick and mortar colleges so far. He's dropped out of two of them. Recently, he's been talking about quitting his job, quitting online school, and going back to a brick and mortar colleges full time for a Computer Science degree. I don't know whether to support him, try to talk him out of it, or remain neutral. I would just hate for him to quit his job and current university just to drop out of another school because he doesn't have the necessary tools to be successful. I've told him that I'd feel more comfortable if he saw a therapist to learn some coping skills before he goes back to school. But he's made no steps towards that and keeps forgetting that I even said that (unsure if he's forgetting or choosing not to listen). He's been so successful at WGU and I'm so confused as to why he would want to change! He's almost half way done with his degree and he's managed full time work and school for almost 2 years at WGU! I also can't tell if he's just hyper focusing on this, a few weeks ago he was talking about getting his BS and then going back for nursing. And, he just decided yesterday that nursing wasn't for him. I'm very, very proud of all he's accomplished and I just want the absolute best for him!! Any advice for how I should handle this situation, help encourage him, or best support him would be appreciated! TLDR: My husband wants to quit his full time job and his online university and go to a brick and mortar school. So far, he's dropped our of two brick and mortar schools and I don't know how best to support him. 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I take breaks on weekends and that helps that a lot. It gives me a break from the introverted man feeling and I'm no longer on autopilot. I cant do good in school without it. I like my meds but it's good to take a break.",-0.19568181818181785,2.015695340909094,2.5481818181818205,91.04227272727276,89.9090909090909,6.836363636363638,20.5,8.00094639256281,1.0560090909090905,322,11,75,8,11,112,49,88,0.083,0.8109999999999999,0.107,-0.0289,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,14,9,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,9,4,12,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811720130491154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807136236219813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875729218593159,0.13543640862989284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186297301109608,0.0,0.3180224021554574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707187071317128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523899662113186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117463488397904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211625866711109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143130801869113,0.1655344553673923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918656744143961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701640287772566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827489198554637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,h-st-ry-19-17,2019/03/16,"Taking New Steps I am 21 years old and I am going home (on the other side of the planet) to get my meds re-evaluated. My meds had been stable from 2013 until I went to university in 2016. I got caught up in the atmosphere, of new people a new lifestyle, new everything. I got a summer job, doing something that I loved that was very physical and my body changed. I lost weight and gained confidence, without the use of my medication. I stopped taking my medication consistently. Then this semester my girlfriend, who I confess I had pinned many of my long term hopes on (and because of her own reasons, cannot fulfill, I don't blame her), broke up with me, because I went too far too quickly. This is the second time something like this has happened. My mental health has suffered and with it my physical health. I need to get better. I'm going home to do that. This is one of the harder things I've done but I'm hoping that I will grow again to be all the better for it. To all of you going through your own rough patches, hang in there. One of the greatest basketball coaches ever said that his key to success was balance, patience and faith. But for people like us that always wont work; so I say this: have faith in yourself that you will do the right thing by yourself and by others; have patience, knowing you're trying your best and that good things often come to those who work for them; in good time you will find your balance, and you will reap the rewards. 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When there was less than 5 minutes I gave up and put random answers on the last 15 questions. Even if that was hard at least my ADHD has been better the past year!",4.906190476190479,6.863698666666667,4.870031746031747,82.5888571428572,70.26984126984127,6.944761904761903,26.885714285714286,7.554174236665415,1.5664819047619043,268,9,47,3,5,83,52,63,0.023,0.924,0.053,0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,4,1,5,2,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,7,34,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630596192253495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26717857749100915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953097266719985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706178832561932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924956735400318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883839676381198,0.2094347136727152,0.2637777998672003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30368902727390296,0.33841566369372544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945393478607944 adhd,kirk11111,2019/03/16,"Concerta XL and driving in the UK Yo guys, &#x200B; So I am in my final year of A levels and we recently had the classic 'drugs talk'. My first reaction was oh great this is gonna be shit but actually I found it not only super interesting but really informative and there was one piece of information that stood out to me that I thought I would share with you guys because it is definitely something I wasn't aware of. &#x200B; If you are currently taking Concerta XL or any other form of methylphenidate and you are pulled over whilst driving it will show up on a roadside drugs test. So what? you might ask. Well, without any evidence there and then that you are allowed to take it (prescription, doctors note, etc.), it is very likely you will end up in the back of a police car heading to the local police station for questioning for driving under the influence of drugs. Obviously this won't be the case and after a few hours, you would be cleared and released after being able to provide them with evidence. However, this is a MASSIVE pain in the arse for everyone involved. This hasn't happened to me, however I do know someone that this has happened to and as a result I always keep my most recent prescription either in the glovebox of my car or in my wallet to avoid this from ever happening. &#x200B; I would hate for this to happen to anyone on here. Apologies if this has already been posted - if that is the case this can serve as a reminder! :) &#x200B; TLDR - Always keep a doctors note or prescription with you if you can when driving to avoid the unlikely but possible chance you may be pulled over and drugs tested. Will save you a whole load of trouble.",7.225902558710133,7.2998581324921155,7.284642481598322,74.20262443042414,63.889589905362776,10.199018576936561,35.59218366631616,9.861636050157227,3.503615632667368,1336,57,235,25,18,430,167,317,0.09,0.8390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.7905,4,2,6,0,0,0,44.0,1,11,1,2,9,13,2,2,19,0,34,9,2,3,3,50,49,25,0,7,13,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,2,21,14,0,4,6,1,0,8,5,6,1,2,8,0,28,7,45,26,7,40,0,0,0,0,23,16,1,11,16,186,49,4,0.07939033331550603,0.0,0.0774735131226728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760920697935896,0.0,0.13211823429100525,0.3440775719136795,0.3858717787334009,0.10797629813015082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555115669713946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421924474277188,0.0,0.0,0.061046265846805586,0.0,0.048395610314699716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251874040976844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682703275332437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031627101818227,0.0,0.08854120753363821,0.0,0.07181310166623486,0.0,0.07586086568095714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696822957830187,0.0,0.06752937696159886,0.0,0.08704740272511764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752812275284287,0.0,0.15721782342554855,0.2808184382411993,0.0,0.0,0.07838151791758907,0.08147738609342521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818348635094888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113155203258912,0.0,0.0,0.0436308509536182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878610669732396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422059769740999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379694449256232,0.0603799259518744,0.08447691208238554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950067219645677,0.0760339938011674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893534264469184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085948042758085,0.0,0.15677675285577392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149303627862163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726717178685894,0.0611185572470329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938330080874543,0.06381094266662646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302705666622617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550533941360824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138144404637788,0.0,0.0,0.08863647195450984,0.0,0.07652944826549678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918984490218422,0.0,0.3858717787334009,0.05112477174086382 adhd,spacebabe101,2019/03/16,"scared to go to college, probably will unravel with the freedom? I was recently diagnosed with ADD but the tardiness of the diagnosis allowed for depression and anxiety to manifest in the mean time. I’m super impulsive, and I’m super anxious about going to college before I have my mental health figured out. I’m a senior in high school and part of me is like, give yourself space to get better even if that means summer school or semester off! and part of me is like no, you’ve got meds on your side now and you’re getting it together, you’ll be fine. the reason why i don’t think i’ll be fine is because the scary amount of freedom i’ll have and i feel like i’m gonna buckle under that (grew up with reserved parents and obv college is a big freedom jump from hs). i feel like i’ve always been a party seeker, but at the same time i’m wondering if the severity of it has increased in the combo of add and depression. staying home or close to home is not an option. i know having an authority to keep me in line for school work is the main suggestion, but a big stressor and contributor to my depression is my parents and I really need to leave. i really want to make all the moving parts work together smoothly so i don’t have to stay home but also can be 200% that i don’t slip into a spiral when i’m left alone and can trust myself to be strong. i’m looking for guidance, reassurance, and most importantly anecdotes/or advice from anyone who’s faced similar issues or conundrums. 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Hi. I got diagnosed with ADHD for a few months ago. I've been on Ritalin for 6-7 weeks now. i've been takeing 30 mg in the morning arround 7 am and then anoter 10 mg around noon if I need to get more done in the afternoon and evening. Today i accidentally took more ritalin than I normaly do. I took 20 mg this morning arround 9 because i only had time to do some school work for a few hours. I planned on takeing another 20 mg after my appointment, but out of habbit I took another 30 mg. So where I normally take 30+10 mg with 5-6 hours between. I have now 20+30 with only 4 hours between. I'm a littel scared I will be experiencing some side effets. Is there anything I can do if this happen? Do i need to call a docter? Just ride it out? Go for a walk? Have u ever 'messed up'? What happed? Sorry for spelling errors. English isn't my first language. -Tom",0.09259530791788606,2.290691016129036,2.9965200391006874,88.63750733137829,87.76344086021506,5.962463343108505,22.970674486803517,7.348242739294969,1.0853741935483874,683,27,147,12,22,241,112,186,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,7,0,16,4,0,0,1,18,30,7,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,0,1,9,1,15,0,24,19,7,33,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,4,16,89,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325614601448798,0.0,0.113040177646283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26743497003531763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493938661682888,0.11352123349560768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773596549570644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130213780796778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943170930219094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304988407140852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422679433957296,0.11535056086627075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846978234798553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662475709725885,0.0,0.07247344700041485,0.0,0.10199064889351712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276690325695445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767491777326772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178650059456004,0.0,0.09374302681346636,0.18911125675799406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494406326508699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397180074419074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767133794708668,0.12905863695167802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274995733663282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876410512880757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435885300285798,0.0,0.12087553771036852,0.0,0.5667246258516443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229011151901182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283722177771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beenacoolbear,2019/03/16,"I’m 37. Diagnosis changed a lot for me. About a year ago, I almost lost my job. I’m a senior manager at a digital marketing agency. I was told I wasn’t hitting the bar when it came to my job; completing things on time and holding my direct reports accountable. I was told I have knowledge and skills but I was being ineffective at applying them. My boss put me on notice. That conversation caught me off guard and I put a TON of effort into to turning it around. My effort was recognized, but I was told I was struggling with achieving the desired results. Very frustrating. Well, right around the same time, my son was struggling in school (kindergarten), and we had him tested and he was diagnosed as ADHD. Got him on some meds and it really helped him. Meanwhile, I was researching ADHD to understand how to better raise him. After reading the signs and symptoms of ADHD I knew I should get checked out. Sure enough, I’m a classic case. Side note: I think my mom is too, but I haven’t brought it up to her. She’s retired now and I think happy about the way things are so I haven’t mentioned it. I was on Straterra for 9 months. It was effective at first, but has since lost the effectiveness so I recently switched to methylphenidate and it is working well so far. Now that I am off Straterra I realize I had no energy on it and it seems to have killed off my entrepreneurial drive which is a big part of my identity; I’ve always had various online side hustles as a hobby. Back to work, the biggest thing that has happened to me at work is I have advocated for myself since my diagnosis. I convinced my boss I would be much more effective in a special projects/research/pitch hitter role. This means instead of managing routine day to day client programs (I do search engine and digital product catalog-based based marketing for retailers), I deal with messier projects like new client onboardings, help out on technical and research projects, train others, and cover vacations for other team members when they are out. The constant stream of new projects is rarely boring and usually so stimulating that I work fast and effectively. Yesterday, my boss told me for the first time something to the effect of “you’re doing a really great job, people are noticing, and I think you’re thriving in this new role”. It felt so great and I thought I wanted to share with this community. I finally feel like I’m hitting my groove at 37. 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For context, I come from a military family and was in the service myself. All I know is tricare and the military healthcare system. You go to the base hospital if you feel sick and everything you need is in that building. I am new to the world of seeing 45 different physicians at 67 different locations. So please excuse my ignorance. Ill try and keep this short. I have a textbook case of ADHD, stopped meds to join the military and lead a sub mediocre career. I have a failing marriage and I feel that my ADHD is partially the cause (not the blame ultimately I am responsible for my actions). In an effort to change my life I sought out the medications that I know work. I found a primary care doctor in my city (Miami/Fort Lauderdale). My first appointment with the doc we go over all my health conditions, only relevant one for this story is the Endocarditis 2 years ago. I was hospitalized for a week with severe chest pain for the initial day. Went to the ER and was treated with morphine and that didnt take a dent off the pain. I also had elevated triponen(sp?) levels which is why they decided to keep me. They ran every test and my heart was normal/fine. Even had some guy fly in from SF to check me out. They assume it was viral but never found a cause. Doc gives me 10mg Adderall and it works perfectly. Everyone notices immediate improvement in my work life, spouse however doesn't. The effect only lasts for about 3-4 hours, taking two a day would still leave me at home without the benefits. I go back for a second appointment and explain just that. He ups the dose to 20mg. Mind you this doctor has a product stand of his ""medicine"" in the waiting room, the ease at which I got 60 20mg adderals also concerns me about his practice standards. He never checked anything that I told him in any of our two visits. Anyway, Ive taken 4, 20mg tablets over the last two days and I feel that my body is telling me to stop. The first day I felt like I could have ran a marathon, I tried cocaine and e once each, it was kind of akin to that. I did not like those drugs at all. It was the opposite of the calming effect that I got from the 10's. I called the doc (yesterday) and he said that it could take a few day to balance out. Yesterday I continue as normal. taking one at 7am and one at 2pm. By 8-9pm I felt like my chest was going to explode, I could feel the arteries in my neck like constricting. This morning as I write this my chest just feels tired. I honestly dont want to take another 20mg tablet. Would I be able to cut them in half and continue on normally? Would you guys recommend going to another doctor? Ive been researching today and there are extended release 10mg that last all day apparently. I dont understand why my doc wouldn't try that first based off what I told him? Sorry it was still long -.- &#x200B; TLDR; Prescribed 20mg adderalls two days ago, feeling adverse effects, may have a shady ""prescription"" doctor, should I find a new one? Can I cut 20mg tablets in half and just take those? &#x200B;",3.0163405582410725,5.000312557024794,4.211638858568533,85.19876188991114,75.49586776859503,7.673475752377982,26.62170590987057,8.508773641640916,1.925554186808046,2407,92,478,47,53,787,293,605,0.067,0.848,0.085,0.9508,4,0,2,0,0,0,84.0,2,5,4,14,14,19,2,0,41,0,45,23,6,6,7,90,88,25,0,14,8,1,8,4,0,7,17,1,2,2,28,27,0,7,20,1,2,12,10,7,1,14,27,10,72,12,66,50,7,77,0,1,1,0,32,30,0,4,37,307,100,15,0.05923208080859142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237090118832002,0.0,0.10501133155513187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473574724533836,0.0,0.12835586961841364,0.14394692291352065,0.0402798461044406,0.12422000253614672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874295560510535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554581396365682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579348886156802,0.0,0.0,0.06048257704922029,0.0,0.0603910539956079,0.12169532643601112,0.06265968760185382,0.051023192849735576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187599030213638,0.0,0.0,0.26739854381629474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376983507843756,0.0,0.3031327229288048,0.0,0.0,0.13883911514030015,0.0,0.06869040879689525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912223074301598,0.0,0.04990558273993577,0.05659879154766731,0.05323397492414352,0.0,0.055838734266145135,0.0,0.17969711869031307,0.0,0.11374417281383205,0.0,0.05413704877943181,0.15114833303119607,0.0,0.12988983865080034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056820809197285466,0.16831478263680194,0.0,0.0947466119523773,0.0,0.0,0.1172981449099688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296093208256291,0.0,0.07019030094953066,0.0,0.0,0.059414606539687324,0.0,0.058331668202384473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529638994478836,0.0,0.06168109728397789,0.06510480511932963,0.1448461543785491,0.0,0.06271822113899121,0.0,0.0,0.08367474075169172,0.1157512110204395,0.0,0.0,0.0524185275907209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579348886156802,0.059670089883705986,0.0,0.0,0.05980751644848761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043919837392599824,0.09136686452308017,0.11441342548679047,0.0,0.0,0.1741045890926224,0.0,0.06743611658816959,0.0,0.06308023293515698,0.1605487635768064,0.09009733310943703,0.12605422030510188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501903766779693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634327285899325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720029960109301,0.0,0.0,0.06691539157221169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630546506333714,0.0,0.0,0.09460563249387814,0.09904134358598367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672109194679068,0.0,0.05177144938635128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807856349839163,0.05614508678112352,0.11319758309533462,0.0,0.12064408431940392,0.0,0.23144454476812545,0.06166268505326816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0349366159112033,0.0,0.04751240240061483,0.0,0.0,0.0549087323303884,0.10689547993787613,0.0,0.0,0.05709761219774932,0.0,0.12936498083799666,0.0,0.0,0.1262303122650059,0.0,0.14394692291352065,0.03814351804068043 adhd,MoleUK,2019/03/16,"Desire/Urge to drink completely disappears while medicated (Ritalin) I was diagnosed as ADD primarily inattentive about 10 years ago while at uni, tried a few months on different meds (ritalin IR and XR, dexedrine), but didn't feel I was getting much benefit for the side effects I was experiencing (insomnia, paranoia). I was pretty heavily drinking at the time and never really stopped since, not every single day but most days. Usage has always fluctuated but that urge/craving has been with me almost as long as I can remember. &#x200B; Fast forward to a few months ago when I went to a psychiatrist and started a prescription for ritalin again at the urging an an ADD coach I have started going to. Ever since taking that first dose I have found all alcohol cravings have been completely annihilated, though they return rather fast if I try ritalin free days or skip a dose. &#x200B; Is this a common reaction at all? Can't find too much about it. I'm obviously delighted as I've been trying to give up the booze for years, and have struggled a great deal despite being able to give up smoking relatively easily. &#x200B; If anyone else has had this reaction on ritalin, did they have the same reaction on the amphetamine based stimulants? I'm mostly worried about a tolerance building and having to eventually switch, only to have the booze cravings come back. &#x200B; It does feel like someone literally walked into my brain and flicked a switch, pretty remarkable feeling.",10.32730475631239,9.796393198473286,9.924961832061069,59.80174691720493,57.85496183206107,13.710393423370526,42.672930123311794,12.766815935922706,5.876555137991779,1206,59,182,37,13,392,159,262,0.027999999999999997,0.8059999999999999,0.166,0.9911,1,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,2,10,5,0,1,18,0,24,16,1,2,5,37,39,20,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,11,0,0,0,6,11,5,1,7,3,1,6,4,1,0,1,12,4,13,5,29,26,10,43,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,6,28,124,19,0,0.0850772229366251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508316497348503,0.0909216776835848,0.08519254939163866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079106487750282,0.36872454202778,0.4135125521363907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059487972421250826,0.08717166885963318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541913293469914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497431752421047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328649430775584,0.17840369917429705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460331159322952,0.08771088111933753,0.0,0.0863515904192007,0.0,0.08888759020491993,0.0,0.0,0.07445165111712873,0.0,0.0,0.16668657848169025,0.0,0.0,0.07107110289274561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769572189091123,0.07168122967464384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290528006038533,0.06077918506515791,0.0,0.0,0.07775904046022654,0.07236664236817382,0.0,0.09328278366419927,0.0,0.0,0.044449337551504035,0.16322764912272722,0.048351346400256005,0.0,0.0,0.09379793863661066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04156443371031243,0.0,0.0,0.075290665074838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450161539558947,0.0857063515308443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581565532792347,0.0,0.12508309593830838,0.0,0.06561679917315208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470506176979629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310824308059708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054502647540000906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637590877376356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407535159538795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208565490817878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043619256921312,0.0,0.0,0.07112836788088517,0.0,0.08894118565887729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396748365730849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358793957457962,0.0,0.04960921286724946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328554927515152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886743801447449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640004963882021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135125521363907,0.10957388440972862 adhd,StrongPowerhouse,2019/03/16,"Not using meds for half a year now and actually doing fine (I hope). I was diagnosed with ADHD age 5. Today I’m in my thirties and for the first time since the diagnosis I’ve tried to cope without meds. I’ve done some really short experiments in high school and college but those were disastrous. I’ve got my university degree, my girlfriend and my job through the help of my medicinal friend but I was tired of some things. First of all here in Europe you need to have a check up talk with some psychiatrist each every half year or so and I hated that. I’ve been to four psychiatrists in my life and I liked them all as a person but that stuff just isn’t for me. I get really uncomfortable talking about my feelings. Not my cuppa tea. What also bugged me, is the fact that you only get one tiny box of meds each time you go to the pharmacist. Man, those things disappear really freaking fast if you take one on a daily basis. So, that being said. My experiment actually seems to be working quite well. I haven’t done a lot of retarded stuff. I might be a bit more lazy though. I really hope I’m not lying to myself. Have any of you guys been layin off the meds without it having a negative outcome?",2.570170454545451,4.6389419791666695,4.250378787878791,84.01977272727275,77.125,7.696969696969697,22.159090909090907,8.575989854853784,1.4046249999999998,945,27,192,20,22,317,139,240,0.131,0.763,0.106,-0.8589,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,1,4,9,8,1,0,13,0,18,4,0,1,3,35,33,16,0,4,11,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,3,12,10,1,0,2,0,1,2,8,2,1,7,9,2,27,6,29,20,10,21,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,10,11,138,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.2041767013153408,0.0,0.12572591690460594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836599233877738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114123099577148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421159168784735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618119241371256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411325849490506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814196013745329,0.0,0.0,0.20466548737210166,0.0,0.0,0.052896073621512614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796953919034758,0.0,0.0,0.08082465735041347,0.0,0.10931318439663308,0.0,0.059454650350551974,0.0,0.08366951787121787,0.0,0.0,0.10358448739822283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328484618454138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701206808868694,0.11053062678669837,0.0,0.20781097458362632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381343320142317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389209041281744,0.051109204960055415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889392363260907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648110895937627,0.0,0.0,0.1109791148455816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757009024171042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417785540452192,0.07956379935293256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134506838888863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127005955631107,0.0,0.0,0.2680740946360053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995120432964496,0.0,0.0,0.10587513706415706,0.0,0.0952368220749839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653793223640653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951641886993424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865684531650989,0.16816983322886445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900202781052487,0.0,0.10278290246129287,0.0,0.12200274138272205,0.12023861260893555,0.09916201212926694,0.0,0.0,0.07102616238557616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035306428636322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406071309453608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168867617491987,0.0,0.07616037029781401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473620633442632 adhd,lilmissprissy,2019/03/16,"Help! Leaving for the airport in 3 hours, to get married abroad. What might I have forgotten to do/pack? 29 year old woman with ADHD-C here. Title says it all - leaving for the airport in 3 hours. I've got a to do list and a packing list. I've already got the rings, passports and headphones in my small handbag. The wedding itself is in a week. What tiny/weird/obvious thing might I have forgotten to do and or forget to pack? Thank you so much in advance! 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I don't have a lot of memories of my childhood, but from what I remember, I was very gullible, shy and creative. I was in my own head a lot and went on my own little adventures, always dreaming of a fantasy world. I did well in school, my teachers could never complain. I had classes in which I excelled (languages), but in relation to my goals, I severely underperformed in the classes I did not like (looking at you, maths). I never failed classes but I never reached the goals I had put up for myself (= straight A's, basically). This was due to my inability to focus while studying. I did most of my homework on time, but in the rare occasions that I did not, I usually had a clever, made up reason as to why I couldn't. Throughout my life, I have been told that I am a smart kid. These are the words of other people - I, myself, do not feel very smart. I know that I could have easily met my goals if only I didn't have such a hard time focusing. Between ages 11-19, I was in a constant state of stress because I could not for the life of me get myself to study. I did quite well, which might've been due to me being ""smart"", but I never studied until the day before due date. I just couldn't bring myself to. I wanted good grades, but in the end, there were some classes that I managed to just barely pass. I feel like if things are too far into the future, then it's not important enough. I found a way to keep myself afloat - by studying the day before due date, it was close enough for me to focus on it. And if only I could always access that focus which I had the day before due date - I would've been so successful. My therapist brought up ""ADD"", which it used to be called. Suddenly, things made sense to me. I have had an interest in reading about different diagnoses before, but I could never relate to ""ADHD"" because I have just never been a hyperactive person - if anything, most of the time, I've been like a sloth. I didn't understand what ADHD-PI meant, because I had just brushed the entirety of the ""ADHD diagnoses"" off. But it all made sense. I could relate to almost everything. I found this subreddit, and it has been more of a ""this is me"" moment in everything I read. So, my therapist wanted to talk to my mother about how I was as a kid, and if my mother thought if I could have any issues with this. I don't know what they talked about but since then, my therapist seems to have dropped the idea. And when I talked about this with my mother, she said, ""I've worked with kids all my life. I think I would've realised if you had any issues with this."" (She works in a kindergarten.) When I asked if she has met kids with ""ADD"", she said yes, and when I asked what symptoms they presented, she said, ""They're running around and are out of control."" That's when I realised that SHE HAS NO UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT ADHD-PI IS. THAT'S THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF WHAT SOMEONE WITH ADHD-PI WOULD DO. I've always been a very calm kid, like ... very, *very* calm. My mother asks me constantly, ""I don't understand how you just can't keep your bedroom tidy!"" My mother is constantly surprised by my complete inability to find my way anywhere. I can't make appointments, I can't make things happen on my own. I sat at home for half a year because I couldn't bring myself to get a job - and when I did get one, it was my sister that fixed it for me. Most of my free time, if no one else asks me to do something with them, I just sit in my room on the computer or phone. I used to be a ""bookworm"" but I remember always having the feeling of not remembering what I've read once I finished a book. It became more of an image that I had to uphold. Nowadays, I can't read at all, because it's so frustrating to me. &#x200B; TL;DR: I go into detail about how I was as a kid. My therapist brought up the idea of ADHD-PI but seems to have brushed it off since she talked to my mother, whom doesn't believe I have it (she has the completely wrong idea of what it means) - all the while complaining about a number of my behaviors that are ""typical ADHD behaviors"".",3.7824750589891134,4.649115086434577,4.885156476383656,85.61884453781516,71.60504201680672,8.001730347311339,26.606966924700913,8.271665926689208,1.5761458542037508,3189,102,670,47,58,1050,285,833,0.07400000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.094,0.9545,2,0,1,0,0,0,148.0,0,4,3,10,29,25,1,1,43,1,82,7,1,12,10,126,132,50,0,22,34,8,4,4,0,1,6,3,4,7,49,23,0,4,24,7,1,9,28,6,2,3,49,10,126,20,100,69,17,94,0,1,1,0,49,36,0,19,48,491,175,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503180355435487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690114168848408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589071052846284,0.05074857517811182,0.05691287247596735,0.06370241748261209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854339586156632,0.04169543945678849,0.17514752388155844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142758986276635,0.0,0.1594215646287084,0.10553998685500184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782647832893441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732515752506556,0.15184458371733822,0.0525324081670475,0.2617723711872435,0.0,0.0,0.09061923013875027,0.0,0.0,0.09507845947087876,0.0,0.04893537630132272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912684724817786,0.0,0.041484256543241865,0.09679162773935487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418932103374753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104757082209187,0.033460827159274384,0.0,0.0,0.04280876438407876,0.0,0.0,0.1027101333384963,0.0,0.0,0.073412218322473,0.0,0.026618916378736184,0.03928519937493498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141838000431691,0.0,0.04195733535131932,0.0,0.04806894248272092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046981982758109886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862202029205488,0.0,0.0977726774650374,0.046479141346973576,0.0832629123542673,0.0,0.0,0.05148149604497148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924845394691016,0.09153004146817073,0.046943630890978284,0.0,0.0,0.03933183038949516,0.0,0.0,0.07963939172441485,0.0,0.13295675329670012,0.06252899134785869,0.0,0.0,0.051019932754476714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968734590890198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167445029271672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988056958952467,0.06347680883119987,0.07124428818478766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032471329721601286,0.040896830150666086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708477579726063,0.0,0.04981760708914743,0.18740130332124325,0.0,0.0,0.048156905921644816,0.0,0.0,0.1591737840350979,0.0,0.13365999515094826,0.0,0.0,0.047402203250394924,0.0,0.08527847655459425,0.0,0.05291321370609157,0.0,0.0774891776575138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968538961093098,0.03605791194093773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365237085437314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868225309799422,0.0,0.15058531844863815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752849081121856,0.0933505621414046,0.030011675473212568,0.0,0.03718386299567965,0.10924564358532483,0.0,0.0,0.04475538261531935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627893920611587,0.0,0.08090538414137519,0.051585055289341486,0.19322983612737268,0.055252120041237904,0.07435509433735579,0.0,0.0,0.0842253462639195,0.043418971627672005,0.042263694803789637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819673537319096,0.0,0.0,0.09981637007768264,0.05120961855802548,0.05691287247596735,0.030161911544829573 adhd,0383ANDLOST,2019/03/16,"How to change? I don't know what to do, at this point everything just seems a bit much for me. Things used to be so much simpler but now I feel as if I am stuck in limbo and have been for the last couple years. I can't do this much longer, there is so much pain everywhere. I feel compelled to convince myself of its nonexistence. I try ao hard to adapt like everyone else but it's too much. I feel as if years ago I was dropped in the middle of a field with an uncountable number of paths to be taken. And since then I have been confused and alone throughout the entirety of it. I grow so very tired and I can not bear it anymore. I am a coward but I strongly feel like everyone I know would either not care at all if I were to die or be better off without me. It seems very clear cut and I cant continue to let everyone I know down. I'm sorry this post may seem very rambly so I'll get to the point. Is it possible? I continuously fall back on familiarity but could I become better?",1.1381249999999987,3.036215793269232,3.0458076923076938,91.74919230769231,80.97115384615384,6.467692307692308,20.49615384615384,7.554174236665415,0.5384953846153842,767,21,175,12,20,257,120,208,0.166,0.718,0.11599999999999999,-0.9191,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,10,1,1,8,0,23,2,0,3,2,38,39,21,1,5,13,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,6,5,22,7,26,26,8,23,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,9,11,123,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112175394655606,0.0,0.0,0.11814863964386388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313303299011455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771763055895551,0.0,0.0,0.1259883070510011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178242802272572,0.12454177036143843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163083871479316,0.0,0.12067759580243285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108064034482756,0.12622325239775986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183931855234849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529610784029026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701437003781697,0.1025244196822739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307216126362113,0.08149612906887156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059600156636516126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218995486575408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808004773919848,0.0929874072715836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665074215660125,0.0,0.11146383258343467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192960188588512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138522253596308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567794596773232,0.12860388411321294,0.10925355852083976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115523279957373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943650913612742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769907445515252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578722252057843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311139216153082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774503172117151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985252934269532,0.0,0.2823746751394073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996547907909128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103652808019307,0.0,0.0,0.1469227897159147 adhd,Six_X,2019/03/16,"How should i go about asking my psychiatrist about possibly using a benzodiazepine for the side effects adderall gives me? “Quick” back story as to why this is such an issue for me. It took me a while to get my adhd correctly diagnosed. First it was thought to just be anxiety, then it somehow came to be I was bipolar and was put on the wonderful antipsychotic Abilify. After realizing i was misdiagnosed and was taking a serious medication that left my problems worse after getting off of them, I finally went to a doctor who took his time talking to me and gave me a chance to accurately describe my symptoms and i was diagnosed as “definitely having adhd”. Well fast forward a few weeks and medication is great for the most part, I can finally be normal and the nearly daily anxiety attack’s i was having are gone. The comedown/crash gives me a bit of unwanted anxiety, opens up my appetite, and of course makes it hard to sleep. I’ve been trying a few otc things and they don’t work at all (when i wasn’t on medication they would help relax me a bit but now they don’t even do that). I also tried weed but it’s sedative effects don’t always happen for me and if they do it’s short lived (i have a high tolerance) and it makes me even MORE hungry which also contributes to keeping me up. I tried eating more during the day but it doesn’t really help because the meds suppress it and when they wear off you start feeling hungry again. I’ve also tried some left over trazadone i had (50-100mg) and i was able to sleep but it make getting up much harder than I’ve ever felt and it actually lost its sedative effects in like a week. Plus it’s an ssri so it could cause serotonin syndrome when mixed with adderall. Now I’m familiar with benzodiazepines because before i was able to get my adhd diagnosed I just wanted nothing more than to get rid of my anxiety (I started experiencing panic attacks eventually) so i started self medicating with Xanax. It did wonders when i took a relatively low dose for myself (1-2mg) anymore than that and I’d get the infamous negative side effects. Unfortunately, I was honest with my doctor and I told him about how i self medicated before being able to come to him. I’m afraid if i even mention the possibility of using a benzo for sleep and relieving the comedown of adderall, that my doctor will think I’m just trying to score drugs. I know Xanax probably isn’t the best choice for me because of how addicting and short lived it’s effects are but i know there are other benzos that are suppose to be less potent but it’s therapeutic effects last longer? Besides medication, i tried melatonin, herbal teas, other sleep aids, valerian root, the most i get is subtle relaxation that helps take the edge off the adderall comedown but doesnt help in sleep at all. Any advice on how i can talk to my doctor about this or even advice on how i can improve my sleep. 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I've been prescribed Adderall IR to be taken up to twice daily. I've taken it up to three times a day at 4 hour intervals on a few occasions (when the effects wear off for me, personally) and it's worked well. I think a third prescribed dose would be beneficial, I wouldn't take it every day, only as needed. &#x200B; However, I am still on my first prescription (first time on Adderall). Is this something that is done (3x daily)? Should I bring it up with my doctor or is she going to get the wrong impression, I don't want to do that given how I just started. IR has been very helpful to me, and I certainly haven't been abusing it in anyway. I'd consider XR but my insurance doesn't cover it, in any case I think I prefer the control of IR. 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Specifically: * fast learner * ""hyperfocus"" on subjects/tasks that fascinate * zero ability to direct attention * huge procrastinater, especially on cleaning/life skills etc *_and_* some of: * mixed response from stims, fatiguing and/or counterproductive (even more focus, but _still_ on the wrong things) * symptoms of vasoconstriction (""poor circulation""), made worse by stims/NRIs, atomoxetine etc. If you're male and want to own up to it, fast erection loss / shrinkage. * high resting heart rate * delayed speech/auditory problems as child Just curious how commonly these present together, or if I'm one of a kind. I think there may be a common factor, is all.",6.028500000000001,9.882831736363636,5.7567045454545465,66.03505681818183,81.63636363636363,9.295454545454543,34.14772727272727,9.188382445141503,4.74859090909091,561,30,75,18,16,174,94,110,0.153,0.728,0.11900000000000001,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,2,1,17,8,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,5,7,14,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,5,7,46,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429371831355536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45088683367025706,0.13351386351226072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954099965358186,0.0,0.4271513747184124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105013300022429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127305045354875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697765503237927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934240123624736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143204597981206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202089546617795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429514740401816,0.12952538117804185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192294631405029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600147793137447,0.0,0.2210121647367114,0.0,0.0 adhd,jumpman97,2019/03/16,"Just reached out for help and looking for some advice I never really thought about ever being someone who might have ADHD and didn't really want to go and get help. I always felt a little guilty or that people would judge me. But I finally went to my family doctor and talked to her about some of the things that I was feeling. She told me it sounds like ADHD and they did an ecg test and some blood tests and now I have a referral to an ADHD specialist. I just hope it doesn't take to long to finally see this specialist. Honestly, I kind of feel a relief after I finally went and talked to someone about this. &#x200B; Now that I look back to my childhood, growing up I defiantly displayed lots of symptoms. But right now its getting to the point where Im just feeling frustrated and completely helpless. I feel like its completely taking over and ruining my life and has been for years ive just kept putting it off and saying oh maybe ill go see a doctor tomorrow. Im looking back at my life now and thinking how much better it could have been if I just reached out earlier. &#x200B; Some of the things I really struggle with is focusing on stuff or even just putting off stuff FOREVER. No matter how early I get up for something or get ready for something I always find myself still being late for some new reason every damn time. Im always forgetting about my appointments like I almost missed a massage today...thank god someone called me to remind me. Like I cant even explain it like damn ill be up HOURS before something then next thing I know its 10 mins till I have to be somewhere 17 minutes away it just happens as hard as i try to control it. Also so many more things I would like mention but dont want to turn this into a huge rant. &#x200B; I know this probably means nothing but ive taken a few online tests and scored highly for ADHD. &#x200B; Right now I just feel so hopeless like anything at this point that might help me would be so much appreciated. &#x200B; ",4.1079724686955785,5.889780218508999,4.713639605274071,83.6181814412472,72.00771208226222,7.487221162617133,27.45841280371507,8.155646560271837,1.8541186002156065,1591,58,297,24,31,508,194,389,0.083,0.795,0.122,0.8732,0,0,3,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,1,2,30,20,3,1,12,0,27,8,1,4,2,72,63,32,0,8,16,0,7,7,0,5,7,2,0,0,26,18,0,2,14,0,0,7,6,8,0,0,12,14,39,12,46,40,10,55,0,4,5,0,14,21,2,14,34,209,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735492228456985,0.055605731686857736,0.0,0.0,0.05698093279330844,0.0,0.0,0.0455059457697576,0.14204555230322605,0.3082762004800159,0.3457217079241687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682697627706254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346299028444014,0.08751101460791492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842093994346708,0.0,0.0,0.05032678406209665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810513879389781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932509668182267,0.0,0.0638224467779247,0.045433051468241566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648689456083575,0.0,0.0,0.06669082609264497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751688422733682,0.05147274204063712,0.047943903073681966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364383534731955,0.0,0.14386134723650928,0.04065208382846828,0.05463656866808397,0.18700598398967075,0.05200903940751403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891954091365245,0.0,0.06467947817909454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031983961305511,0.0,0.05097462491892495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442424661278193,0.060121985590867476,0.0,0.05651830982399025,0.05603877748497557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843975959654008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059256547810931134,0.06254567715475813,0.0,0.06418996138422202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038566909878624,0.1946022456806744,0.05703255359196285,0.0,0.05035806954045561,0.14335457326054282,0.0,0.0,0.04837757316964282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057691518586083776,0.05716751231037225,0.061984916672417935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073187201786953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366167621624462,0.0,0.04388771612655079,0.05495804157274205,0.06051783349296892,0.0,0.0,0.0546007277665704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039449927868818256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075849618823314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061351917375758035,0.0,0.0,0.11440806550559772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936208807148247,0.058506580459824424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719106315916357,0.0,0.04525218319394491,0.0,0.0,0.09068991743533604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446432071941621,0.13142196861349034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045443445657646166,0.0,0.0,0.059488203590290216,0.13028246652272973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914483298569141,0.08556914690926921,0.0914742328360806,0.0,0.0523893708589735,0.0,0.0,0.15121741649494486,0.036461655336923235,0.0,0.045175258470789965,0.03318106154239718,0.0,0.0539381458127647,0.05437401643398552,0.0,0.03863394278728652,0.06189499061931032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712666739902863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550077952061508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126847386457025,0.0,0.3457217079241687,0.03664417949714088 adhd,RossUlbrichtIsMyIdol,2019/03/16,"I legit cannot complete a single essay on time All of my college applications were submitted an hour or so late, except one (the one that didn’t require an essay). I just finished an essay for my film class. It was due an hour ago. I am an idiot ",1.3094117647058852,3.3191007254901983,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,80.96078431372548,5.648627450980393,21.964705882352945,6.742157984588678,0.6786752941176468,191,6,38,2,5,67,40,51,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,5,0,4,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,30,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920346499693097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454186301958741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6488773374582271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716302630415829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464832630899711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210303859181024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CelestialSitcom,2019/03/16,"me in school on adderall vs me doing what I love unmedicated I don't find most of my classes terribly interesting. My medication helps a lot, so I can usually get most of my work done adequately. I'm on break now and I have a ton of free time to do what I love, which is music. I don't take my meds when I'm not in school, I like to give myself a break. Anyway, this week I've been just as productive, if not more, with music than I am with school. It's unbelievable! Once I get started on a project, nothing can distract me. I've practiced my instrument(s) for an hour a day (sometimes simultaneously listening to a podcast) and I can tell I've improved significantly. I'm doing a ton of recording and mixing, and this evening I wrote a whole song, lyrics, chords, melody, beginning to end in two hours and I'm totally satisfied with it. For context, I usually work on a single song for literal months before I'm happy with it. What would happen if I took my meds over break?? I'd be too powerful.",3.5710447761194004,4.8377752587064675,5.545452736318411,79.17131343283583,72.5323383084577,8.942089552238807,28.822885572139306,9.3871,2.4794103482587064,781,31,161,18,15,271,113,201,0.028999999999999998,0.795,0.17600000000000002,0.9805,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,10,0,15,3,0,0,1,22,32,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,9,9,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,2,0,1,4,3,23,7,25,26,9,25,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,5,14,108,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121150623832128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186622821788563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577225764041313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616534613731376,0.0,0.0,0.09408459031137677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019354874054911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884486641670686,0.13664769244892458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596499696805402,0.15163698108211568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547890711686262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805622788255873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959217981740408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110294676008575,0.25712711150778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164519674431812,0.14349989389482118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369946206261425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668128834387605,0.0,0.0,0.15170090661330554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43249048283100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088326155394565,0.0,0.10082438784340632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710206365789574,0.0,0.1245045467201683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306171777821991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582633372809264,0.0,0.0,0.13914956254251598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137694585081088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426201496368217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590364648551882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740554226456534,0.0,0.0,0.10118992866522036,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,schoolofpizza,2019/03/16,"what did you find was a good way to get past social anxiety related to ADHD? I think I literally have a fear of screwing up or looking dumb infront of people. I've been discussing this with my therapist and am looking for examples of what others are doing too or even solidarity (like if you experience it too) I dont feel shy infront of people or when socializing, and have been told that I'm extrovered/friendly/have the gift of the gab etc. So that isnt the problem. My problem is that sometimes I get a panicked feeling when theres a situation where people are in a position to judge my intelligence/competence/adulting skills/performance ability/etc. I'm worried that people will think I;m dumb or flaky when I'm not while talking to them. I'm get flustered and make mistakes when a boss is in a position to judge my performance and ability in some way. I mess up tests or forget facts when asked to speak on something that I know lots of things about. If I'm on a date and the person as a personality such that it begins to feel like a freaking job interview, i panic and cant seem to be myself. This is kind of a huge problem for me. I can't 'cbt' myself out of it because I have proof that it could happen (ie I have screwed up a bunch of things in the past due to adhd so its; totally plausible that I will screw this up too)",7.440986559908495,5.895284171003723,8.227955390334571,72.92747497855305,64.16728624535314,11.548298541607096,37.04918501572777,10.560738912317856,3.735980611953103,1058,44,210,22,13,359,140,269,0.14400000000000002,0.763,0.09300000000000001,-0.9243,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,15,17,5,2,17,0,23,3,0,2,3,37,45,22,0,7,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,21,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,13,0,0,5,6,21,4,34,36,5,26,0,0,2,3,13,13,5,10,13,150,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797064752712499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902216607720598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878955025255732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093762134849739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291138578132474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363839071100103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595649734724881,0.07686079932445679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383146667754752,0.0,0.13094777110073358,0.1765193844589866,0.08313422324366175,0.0,0.0,0.1063593962621125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239440757941067,0.0,0.0,0.0976050149466308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290495310470286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547853537870535,0.0,0.0,0.12118067785034085,0.06395350247541759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370428568152492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544174162926087,0.0,0.0,0.0989329842190086,0.0,0.0,0.07767738527756418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653425451646278,0.0,0.0,0.2221752539841937,0.3227031730261256,0.20321830010476769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340490000281829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593820460597896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080392494040685,0.0,0.23724761353627036,0.0,0.08958674233393396,0.11509217459135175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935332039278139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351136810730655,0.15462113226797156,0.14912944720882906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119581569178827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473700552952246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817863314943862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theblacklabradork,2019/03/16,"Misdiagnosed today... Venting! Sorry for the vent, all. Just needed somewhere to post this and hopefully gain some insight? &#x200B; I have been seeing phd students at my uni's clinical psychology center for a few weeks now. Today was assessment review and they dropped a bomb on me ""not adhd but rather depression/anxiety."" I totally disagree with this and am currently looking for a second opinion. Like, yes my adhd causes me to be depressed about my academic career/grades and gives me test anxiety, but treating depression in itself WILL NOT cure my inability to function like a normal person with 100% of their brain firing at the right times. UGH! I just wish they listened to what I had to say rather than pick out what sounded like signs of depression to them. We all know symptoms of adhd/depression can overlap or look similar but I am in no way a case of the latter. It sucks trying to be diagnosed as an adult female and I am hopeful my next steps don't take nearly as long to get the proper diagnosis. It's been 1/2 a year that I've waited to hear SOMETHING about why my brain cannot get going, and hearing this made me so mad. I'm not depressed, you're just not listening to me!",5.41670154185022,6.772859753303965,6.16162720264317,76.1562734030837,68.20704845814979,9.023017621145376,31.368116740088105,9.354420925462401,2.9682072687224674,952,39,165,19,16,312,146,227,0.187,0.7040000000000001,0.109,-0.9732,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,4,1,9,13,2,0,11,1,14,5,2,3,3,40,35,13,0,7,13,0,1,3,0,1,3,6,0,2,9,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,5,10,22,6,31,27,5,24,0,4,3,0,13,10,1,5,12,115,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995602072302532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007579600392895,0.13466109031509055,0.0,0.0,0.1695573432418163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742842912344634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384491597621264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772549470622921,0.11248218953659536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115800039975469,0.10631074237952312,0.06298280418161077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24980932371773104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014287935121485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090497708928061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242637180930428,0.0,0.0,0.09807415032162692,0.18612545576834744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486263525736073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821732492788626,0.0,0.0,0.1178606557656166,0.0,0.10858221591467447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676566124553457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613702344218386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464154429642084,0.0,0.0881302531539536,0.0,0.0,0.08831093682079824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531633574640912,0.0,0.12405636798005445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518668793144007,0.08332449449964678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462130989604199,0.0,0.21009295506298936,0.0,0.0,0.07524099209945989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796549566337418,0.08889487571193036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999978871960467,0.0,0.1274400486637528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466109031509055,0.07136585657891681 adhd,matheabruns,2019/03/16,"My parents don’t believe I have adhd I tried too tell my dad that I think I have adhd, but he told me he front think so. So I tried talking too my mom, and she didn’t believe me. I know I have adhd or add like symptoms, and my close friends have mentioned how I act as though I have adhd, and I’ve never told them about thinking that I do have it. I’m not really sure what too do, help?? 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Pretty much exactly what I stated above... anyone feel like their ADHD affects their driving? I’ve made a couple careless mistakes that have damaged my car (no one else’s) and my husband is pretty p***ed at me tonight because of one (I hit the edge of a road while turning onto it and hit a bump/kinda sorta pot hole pretty badly and flattened the tire) Just wondering if anyone else has this. 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I'm 21, 4rth year at university in canada to study life science. I've kind of been this way for a few years now but I'm just talking about it now. I lose interest in people, and I lose interest in anything i have passion relatively quickly. In highschool i played 5 sports (volleyball, basketball, badminton, tennis, soccer) of which 1 (volleyball) i played in university for 1st,and 2nd year and stopped later on. I used to edit videos for my high school projects and video games i used to play. I tried programing courses, language courses, astronomy courses, all of which i stopped caring about after the first few lectures. For the people part, I loved hanging out with people 1st year of uni and had lots of friend in highschool but i now dont speak to anyone but my roomate occasionally and regulars at the gym. I don't go to parties im invited to by my friends even after saying i will a few days earlier. I don't genuinely care about my parents and now i dont even pretend to care when they come to see me. I dont actually care about my major, it was cool at first but after the first course even it just became a chore. I will always study a few days before the exams, but i think everyone does this anyways. Im generally good at talking to people because I read a book ""How to Win Friends and Influence People"" and will force myself to show interest in others for the sake of common-ground/comfort and often ill know i wont try that hard later on. I consume alot of entertainment through youtube, twitch etc and ""distract"" myself. Currently my goals are to start a personal training buisness, and in the process of figuring out which equipment i want. Maybe I just do have a direction in life? I like to try different things and I know that I'm capable of being good at them but i never fully 100% stick to them. Am i just too comfortable? I didn't have any problems with commitment in highschool, i get surprised by how different I am now. Anyone share similar experiences, and can give advice? 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If you lash the fuck out for no reason, I would hope you’re self aware that maybe you should titrate down a bit, or get with your doctor and find an alternative or lower dose ADHD med. 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Apparently it's used for non stimulant ADHD treatment in Europe. Thoughts? Anyone taken it? I'm pretty happy with my light Adderall script right now but I'm always looking to get off stimulants when I can. Thanks!",3.6167105263157886,6.866968280701755,2.922083333333333,86.80312500000002,85.49122807017544,4.955263157894739,28.177631578947373,6.6274283507984215,1.6557736842105264,260,12,42,3,8,76,47,57,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8382,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,11,12,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,2,9,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222919537404064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314150311814315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751286771145986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067185856716779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010937695331094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553353232732485,0.0,0.285475252912203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519786390728824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728284539156655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682456726744231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290183631729269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689776141522365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257989742925766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161545632138256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SlipNotIntoSleep,2019/03/16,"I just got a real prescription for my ADHD! After years of fighting with the medical system and jumping through hoops just to try and function as a normal member of society, I've finally gotten a prescription for Adderall XR that is covered by my insurance! *phew* this has been a long road, and I know it doesn't just instantly improve. But I'm so glad to be able to finally work on it and improve this condition I've been stuck with my whole life. I've cried, failed, failed again, won and then lost, and finally won again, and I don't plan on letting it go to waste! Sorry for my rambling, I'm just super excited and I needed some way to vent it out really quick",3.812105263157896,5.184526639097747,5.212037593984963,81.3836203007519,72.0827067669173,8.929022556390981,29.089473684210525,9.3871,2.6346998496240603,525,21,102,12,10,176,84,133,0.17600000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.12,-0.6395,0,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,0,0,8,8,9,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,0,21,19,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,8,0,8,5,19,9,2,18,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,10,67,15,3,0.18897904787642492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711609135276906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758461031979786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210519291772192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074011479320396,0.0,0.15114380815134462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385794248381812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324388017586674,0.13348149028953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724051054680686,0.0,0.0,0.2062929545683144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037650913131265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401255694555482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851593428678356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509952926218295,0.12106481715471855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115465721551272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830436859759467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000277195367678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098835812315606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757899758363473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169631091095287 adhd,badpengu1n,2019/03/16,"How do you NOT beat yourself up? Today is my day off, and I planned to spend my afternoon doing a few errands and a few things I'd enjoy. Instead I wasted the whole afternoon just Iallygagging around my apartment, doing nothing. I didn't get out of the house until almost 6pm. It isn't a disaster that I wasted the afternoon-- it didn't affect anyone but me-- but I hate myself for it. It's not just that I'm easily sidetracked and have absolutely NO sense of time. When I do things like this I feel like such a dud that I get suicidal impulses. I suspect most of you relate. How do you forgive yourself for such fuckups? How do you prevent these things from ruining your day? 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I went to see a new PCP after my last one refused to continue seeing me because I wouldn't stop talking to my dad (seriously. She is a basket case.) I've been out of Adderall for 7 days now, and yesterday this doctor said ""you are an adult, adults do not need adderall. You need to see a substance abuse counselor."" Was so angry by the end of her ""I know more than you because I am a doctor"" speech I didn't even wait for the paperwork from the nurse. It is so impossible to get medication as an adult. Then you're treated like a drug addict if you need to switch doctors.",3.8991044776119423,5.247317119402986,4.958388059701496,83.38026865671642,71.83582089552239,7.151044776119402,29.07164179104477,7.554174236665415,1.7510023880597014,530,21,103,6,10,174,90,134,0.127,0.841,0.033,-0.9281,0,0,1,0,2,0,17.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,10,0,9,8,0,0,0,14,20,6,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,3,3,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,5,15,2,20,14,1,14,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,1,12,67,18,4,0.0,0.34030166741743256,0.0,0.15655284697031693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508301069836532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261464639148237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879514728881438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653854883768468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719319325544445,0.0,0.0,0.09485108109488244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502873981979193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789226615246428,0.11705888676175286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015913519508679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446689625567604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31944835295031426,0.0,0.27739310599327643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731183207405217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660315993237412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433086017953036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200618974660242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154258814479738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312514455778088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrDoSome,2019/03/16,"Integrated Email, calendar, and to-do I have been trying to get more organized. I realize I have become hyper focused on becoming organized to the point that I have not accomplished anything else for a few ... weeks. I am not that great with technology apparently. I have an outlook web app email for work and a gmail account for personal. I would like to integrate the calendars so that wherever I input something or enter a to-do it shows up where I need it. I would like the emails to be in the same place. Otherwise I tend to choose an email and only answer that one for the day. LOL. I am looking for some suggestions from people that feel like they have a really good system that I can switch to quickly. Other resources maybe? Thanks in advance. 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It has mild therapeutic effects, but adds side effects that Ive never had with the name brand XR. My fingers and toes get cold, my heart beats slightly harder, and my neck tenses up creating a headache on the rebound. Ive read a lot of bad things about Aurobindo adderall in the last few years. I cant tell if Ive hit my max therapeutic dosage or the Aurobindo IR is still not to standard. Anybody on Aurobindo Adderall in 2019 and still have bad side effects? 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I finally got on meds in August for the first time after a concussion and spent the majority of Aug-Nov trying different formulations and dosages, namely Adderall XR/IR, Concerta, Ritalin LA, and Focalin before settling into 10 mg dextroamphetamine 2-3x/day. I do not abuse the medication. I suspected I had ADHD well before the concussion happened as I have family members who have been diagnosed; concussion symptoms and strenuous life circumstances were the final push to ask for medication and a diagnosis. For the most part, Dexedrine works for me. At first, I was splitting the tablets in half and spreading them out in 2-3 hour increments, but it was only partially helping my symptoms. (Damn my fears of addiction!) I recently started taking a whole pill 2x/day, and that's taken care of symptoms while still giving me the same amount of time coverage. The odd thing is that when the meds wear off, the left side of my face feels a little slack, and I have the oddest feeling of a hole in the left side of my brain. I also can't really remember much of the past few months, which is a bummer. The methylphenidate branch of medications didn't necessarily help me do more, but it did help me be more connected with my surroundings. I can remember those days very clearly. I've shut out quite a few close people from my life as I feel as if they don't really care about me. I have a history of codependent relationships, so this may or may not be for the best. I don't know how to ask for help, and I'm just really lonely. I'm working on fostering healthier networks and relationships, but I have a lot on my plate. I feel crazy all the time. I was fairly sharp when I was younger, and I'm coming out of a 2 year period where I compensated for realizing I wasn't the smartest person in the world by convincing myself I was the smartest person in the world. Now I'm yo-yoing back to ""I'm a dumb piece of shit"" narrative. On the plus side, I've experienced benefits from meditating daily with the Headspace App. I highly recommend its free basic tutorials. &#x200B;",5.6725714285714295,6.698090542857145,6.5271428571428585,74.98285714285717,67.3809523809524,10.666666666666666,31.42857142857143,10.686352973137794,3.4909285714285705,1748,69,325,49,28,579,228,420,0.10800000000000001,0.777,0.115,0.4283,1,2,1,0,1,0,56.0,0,0,2,6,15,13,3,1,37,0,28,17,5,1,2,49,53,27,0,1,8,0,6,1,0,2,12,0,0,2,10,22,0,0,10,0,2,3,7,5,1,3,14,7,37,9,54,35,15,61,0,1,0,0,15,33,3,6,26,214,47,2,0.0,0.10103846389828686,0.0,0.09296374770554004,0.10248553368351923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681954214962995,0.0,0.09239682891277876,0.10362003115635857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594436468588881,0.0,0.0,0.06557220628871868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512769058351255,0.0,0.0894922094158476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951965466592811,0.0,0.0,0.1738897301847762,0.0,0.0,0.14691595279081554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498846468007108,0.0,0.0,0.08655364335046749,0.0,0.08909557708816038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039090058028768,0.0959595389624891,0.2155912825426705,0.0609214014672277,0.0,0.18683202359285547,0.0,0.14507194421315506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180479165767839,0.0,0.0,0.06820324244348677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540954514825285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751807984768367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286356092640844,0.09009908659646984,0.0,0.0,0.08397997198126585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686562101050605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853058858757684,0.0,0.12046633673301163,0.04166168977272938,0.08546924946671455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724988556432641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841682153838185,0.25772068402880344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361334485629723,0.0,0.06268788810060727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485646427824945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234591627965703,0.08140587182960347,0.059119844967612974,0.1489199413084551,0.0,0.09360776281325774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070183552749847,0.0,0.0,0.16389053266763695,0.0,0.08420005250879903,0.1831096519715688,0.19320283494689885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753489032999441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035899980254461,0.0,0.06810175853826382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26590416350392543,0.06411716031660307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056653780517114415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917587840239382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057897005937933226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036187339977024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667362957042598,0.0,0.0,0.09520793685056296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241643153245513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362003115635857,0.0549151374380256 adhd,Theangelofflame,2018/12/17,How to manage dr that I have to text to refill my meds? When they seem to ignore my texts for like 5 days before refilling? I'm sick of lacking what I need to function for almost a week at a time.,2.385968992248064,2.9195567441860497,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,74.58139534883722,6.663565891472868,21.310077519379846,6.42735559955562,0.214789147286822,152,3,35,1,3,52,34,43,0.14400000000000002,0.797,0.059000000000000004,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40958015907499257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480507480729573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637877413305127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998292983658802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543353490765257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30328737688824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723616391355342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850617739287225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280957478264549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,burnMELinWONDERLAND,2018/12/17,"Concerta didn't seem to kick in this morning... so this morning i thought id try taking my meds as early as possible then go back to sleep to see if that would work a bit better for me. I got up at 7:30, took my pill with a sip of powerade then went back to sleep. I ended up waking up 2 hours later at 9:30 still feeling kinda groggy and sleepy, and not really feeling the effects of the concerta. has anyone ever experienced this? could the pill mechanism somehow have been inactivated?",5.459062499999997,5.930643447916665,6.752083333333335,75.15125000000002,67.64583333333334,9.733333333333334,30.583333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.8516583333333334,385,14,72,8,6,131,71,96,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.644,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,5,0,6,5,3,1,1,15,16,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,4,6,1,16,8,1,19,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,4,10,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432343754260024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315030694959942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117127117330076,0.22364079044597387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355433475795209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143438766131129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529660259577332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071544497608511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641975042627176,0.0,0.16383553399811113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017338628159465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753977496634503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093516507780906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312307742508772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632372098730623,0.18648578356760848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099915651875876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359175277585924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402008500720968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262630635482073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275934919367537,0.13907823946336367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898960036065503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913167010764586,0.0,0.0,0.14551803095664956,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdadhdadhdadd,2018/12/17,"How do you maintain your sanity and will to live with this condition??? I feel like I’m drowning. I’m 26 and I **cannot** pick a career. I just can’t do it. I feel incapable of settling on something to do. I’m already poor and I need to get a career but I literally exhaust myself thinking about different options. I feel hopeless and like I’m trapped inside of my own head I hate it so so so much that sometimes I just want to hit the off button to get some relief from the constant bouncing around and indecision. 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How does it make you feel? I do it every now and then and can’t help but feel really guilty/stressed after doing so, especially at work. It’s like I look back at myself and experience second-hand embarrassment.",3.0613333333333337,5.868421355555558,4.440000000000005,79.26000000000003,79.8888888888889,7.155555555555559,22.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.6084666666666672,191,6,34,4,5,63,36,45,0.085,0.795,0.121,0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,8,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546781909011863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28984199217442336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790566777051809,0.0,0.0,0.3239845747581791,0.0,0.0,0.3349370162734949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200146463954426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618112975257723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781309571066234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108363681870005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121800618890496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32757277342828106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793971729510919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112306868330546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alhabor,2018/12/17,"ADHD Problems, Library Edition You know your local library has a certain book. You start a project based on the parts you remember from that book. You say ‘this isn’t that complicated, I don’t need the book.’ You start the project. You need the book. You go to your library’s website and look up the book you need. Someone has it checked out, it won’t be back for weeks. (How dare some jerk check out books on making things when YOU need to make things?!) You look at your library account. You checked this book out last week. You are that jerk. How dare you. 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This is just a fair warning. Learn from my stupidity. I made the mistake of telling my ""closest"" friend who happens to be my cousin that I was prescribed Adderall to help manage my ADHD. It was a pretty casual conversation. I didn't make it a big deal at the time. A month later I get people who I've been friendly with in the past hitting me up trying to be my friend. You know how this goes. He told people, who later told people that I had a prescription for Adderall. Even after I've shut them down I'll still get the odd ""What's up?"". I can't hate these people though. Addiction can drive a person wild making them do things they wouldn't normally do. Luckily, it hasn't evolved past that point. It's only an annoyance, but I would imagine in some cases it could end up dangerous. 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I physically recoiled from him and yelled ""nooooo"" like someone had murdered a bit of my family. I wanted to call his barbershop and yell a stream of obscenities even though it's 100% his passive ass fault for not remembering the last time I had this smell-related tantrum. Anyway he showered twice and I can still smell him and I'm just gonna burn down the house instead of being cranky about it. Who else is an unreasonable child when faced with sensory experiences that are awful & disgusting? 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I have no more motivation left and idk how to get myself to get this shit done so my life doesn’t end. I feel so guilty (my dad is paying my tuition) and I make it seem like i’m kinda struggling but doing okay. the reality is that i’m barely making it and I feel like i’m wasting his money. he’s made it v clear in the past that this is a huge expense and has even said that if I don’t graduate in 4 years that i’ll be ‘cutting into his retirement’ (jewish passive aggression, believe me, I know college tuition in the US is a fortune but it’s still hard to hear that) so I feel like i’m letting him down. But I still have no motivation to get it done. has anyone been in this position/have any advice/motivational words? thank u ",1.6990315315315314,2.975636695945948,4.2490540540540565,86.565990990991,77.31081081081079,7.636036036036036,24.495495495495497,8.344100000000001,1.4095995495495497,1066,36,241,20,24,377,142,296,0.152,0.745,0.10300000000000001,-0.9522,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,3,15,12,3,1,12,1,28,2,1,7,1,39,59,25,0,2,9,2,5,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,16,13,0,0,8,0,5,0,8,7,0,0,8,7,34,5,32,46,4,30,1,2,0,0,13,19,1,7,14,160,50,11,0.12772387519469944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685661497070096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930750326415117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664410075774304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390106944967787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237133316801958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614117382129573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262508859357276,0.0,0.0,0.16872082994708607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583241158859708,0.1824919239190605,0.0,0.13991526218209574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003827190841246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441550464865312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439540900329273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811746078852065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701937015391021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877236411405602,0.13060631594387934,0.0902151502937556,0.18719830151398548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085541894332967,0.25577003545382043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182224830215448,0.0,0.12192689113106205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149465378327785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627501900398245,0.0,0.0,0.13110672244595345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040361625398613,0.0,0.3060013551544276,0.0,0.0,0.13352472617994535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759098403546055,0.0,0.0,0.08485406732983747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220456362349594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363609563325864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259914537233898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224998803364662 adhd,judde2112,2018/12/17,"Should I try to relate to someone again, having a dopamine-addicted brain? ADHD has made me wonder if I ever really liked/ loved someone, or if it's all my dopamine-addcted brain... While I lose the count of how many relationshipis did I had to run from, the pattern continues to repeat.... * know someone new; * fall madly in love with the person; * the person falls for me too (I have a theory that we are especially lovable when in dopamine seek) * I eventually get bored * start strugling in the relation, and at this point, 2 things may happen: * search for reason or just leave and hurt someone cool * hurt myself because my rsd don't allow me to leave... And I really do feel, that I like some of these people (some don't), and of course, as you may know the excitiment for them are really intense, at first... But as soon as I get bored, I'll find a reason and leave (or don't). It's like I'm seeing a movie, over and over again And now it starts repeat again, It's like I can see all the shit coming, and i feed it. But I really don't want to do this anymore... I don't enjoy being a heart breaker and I already put myself in terrible and abusive situations with the fear to break someones heart (this part is the RSD getting in action) So, I ask you brain-broken fellas...: Should I stay or should I go? Should I be more selfless and break this pattern right now...? or should I try harder, try things in different way, and risk other feelings and my own? P.s.: I already tried to just warn people about my 'condition' before the love void starts, but they seems to forget it... until it actually happen and all they can say is: ""well, at least you warned me"" P.p.s.: I'm sorry for my poor writing, English is not my native language, for those of you who want to correct something or hasn't understood what I was trying to say let me know. Thanks :)",3.556345468935497,5.049125171745153,4.572286307874951,85.24514889196678,72.90581717451524,7.262406015037595,24.25019786307875,7.83500028581142,1.1905749109616148,1421,41,285,19,28,463,185,361,0.114,0.805,0.081,-0.5611,1,0,1,0,0,2,87.0,1,4,3,2,15,21,2,2,15,1,31,9,5,5,5,64,61,33,0,9,14,0,2,4,0,7,0,2,0,2,20,18,1,0,11,0,1,7,7,10,1,1,5,7,42,11,39,46,9,42,0,3,2,3,18,13,1,14,22,198,62,0,0.0,0.09751494180088582,0.08031531624970485,0.08972181580495778,0.0989115478105616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816455942508139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162191234923122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694167816930306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501708079426835,0.0,0.07003332075196042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756302505688383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089627075308783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598854019806221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444727544577982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261313460373798,0.08322918048750465,0.058796884763465174,0.0,0.0,0.07522294575612022,0.07000641959050523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899889534680575,0.0,0.046774377435408486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145559564598405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950575925349773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621294401142007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569381784849238,0.0,0.0,0.26143922432198397,0.0,0.0841598284791926,0.0,0.16083527388555832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920753863271642,0.0,0.0,0.22284351584795767,0.07787656558218879,0.0,0.08344176363623049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948821641746567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912553006175421,0.0,0.11411630816354724,0.1437266447786085,0.0,0.0,0.07780241515746643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273669157929935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090022074351525,0.16924124646184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028584026246364,0.0,0.13090041887035272,0.0,0.0,0.13116878945623628,0.07492505691680994,0.0,0.0,0.08448227938886015,0.0,0.09251139905149004,0.0,0.0,0.34867298238626804,0.06336044483033235,0.0,0.09213085150088007,0.17476228732544938,0.08772345808430658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577303574948298,0.0,0.0,0.10935617777182463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27938979605660985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708823154724006,0.06532785176708251,0.0,0.0,0.07399978420841312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925349326022361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucaswaffle,2018/12/17,"Moved to a new city, can't afford a new general practitioner, can I go to any clinic and get my Rx refilled? Essentially the same as title: I was originally diagnosed by my GP 6 years ago, but then went to my university where I continued care with the on-campus clinic. However, I've since moved cities, and with my current financial situation, can't afford a new Psych, or general practitioner. I was considering just booking an appointment at a poor clinic, bringing my (almost out) prescription, and asking if they could refill it. Any recommendations? I definitely don't need to go off my meds while I'm in the midst of getting my life back together :s",8.889289617486343,7.902134868852464,10.04,59.296666666666695,60.9672131147541,14.034972677595627,39.185792349726775,13.023866798666859,5.4393234972677575,522,23,89,18,6,183,85,122,0.059000000000000004,0.871,0.07,0.3094,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,7,6,0,1,0,17,17,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,0,3,0,13,1,13,13,1,22,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,11,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571895615980886,0.0,0.1872023594861376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542633809838373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477202338996056,0.0,0.0,0.14375219580076254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906069046327355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926351704984298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897492396611092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953462110632415,0.0,0.21249478258594906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204756561945835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765812859970775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973942760225966,0.0,0.1386202707769492,0.0,0.5416693559128305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464609570142793,0.2101384423054552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330354107686066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038898850922128 adhd,upsidedownj0ats,2018/12/17,"Do you lose what little focus you have when emotionally upset? I feel like this happens to me all the time. Any motivation I have for being productive or attention to studying or whatnot goes out the window when something upsets me. (Usually on a moderate to large scale of upset, not little annoyances). Is this common? And how do you deal with it? For those of you on medication (I'm not yet), does it help at all with that?",3.777195767195767,5.887582098765434,5.3845855379188725,77.06777777777779,73.69135802469134,8.579188712522045,26.386243386243386,9.23628265651192,2.4701132275132265,334,12,60,8,7,113,58,81,0.128,0.787,0.085,-0.5803,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,4,6,1,3,3,0,6,1,0,2,2,14,9,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,8,1,13,8,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,7,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803186491773648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733694636738265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320442763290536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29827056171249444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407342561705915,0.1894311516627934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344810959656835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773190426897298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954432570156174,0.5315221898479775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966474591624843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671219243545129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413397890656168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461757699536732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203750360189057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TinyFalcon2,2018/12/17,"Raised with ADHD I truly am weary of living in a world where people refuse to understand a mental disorder, but also act like the person should either take their medications to fix themselves or change who they are without meds. I have ADD. I was not raised by my father but I live with him now, and he acts as if I need to change the way I was raised, and the way I think and act, to fit his expectations. It's hard to want to make him proud when all he does is act like he wishes he had a different kid. After I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child, eventually it was found that Adderall is the medication that fixed my shortcomings in learning and behavior. Other medications didn't work as good. I was on it for years. While being on it, I favored being alone in my room, reading books. This medication caused me to be constantly lethargic, therefore antisocial which further damaged my already existing social awkwardness/anxiety, and it killed my appetite. It stunted my growth because I never was hungry until I was near starving. I would be yelled at for not eating but I don't think they understood what the medication was doing to me. I think the Adderall is a huge reason why I was such a picky eater as a kid, which I was also made to be ashamed of. I learn a lot differently than everyone else. To be given the tools to be able to learn adequately, I was placed in special education in middle school. Now, my reputation with the kids I went to school with, who were wildly richer and more privileged than I, was already bad enough without my added on shortcomings.. I was a poor kid with goodwill clothes and handmedowns, ADD, and social issues. I was perceived as weird enough without having all the extra little add-ons that made my childhood social life an absolute nightmare. I have changed so much over the years. I've been medicated for anxiety, I've learned a lot about myself, I've gone through a lot, I've been heartbroken many times, but now I have love and finally hope for my future, which didn't exist for a long period of time in my life. But I still have ADD. That will never change. It breaks my heart that I can't be afforded patience by my own father who didn't raise me. He refuses to understand me and that I can't change. I can't undo my entire imperfect existence to be a perfect daughter.... So, with all of that said, sob story and all... New parents, if your child ends up having a mental handicap, PLEASE do everything you can to understand it and them. Do not make them feel alienated, do not treat them differently, make them feel loved and safe. You need to be someone they can trust. The rest of the world may be hard for them to navigate, so please, on behalf of all the kids like I who have had a difficult childhood, do everything you can to understand your child and make them feel proud of the person they grow up to be. Thanks for listening. 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Diagnosed as an adult. Had a very positive response to stimulants (dexamphetamine) at first. After a couple of months all the positive effects went away and I was left with worse side effects. Switched to Ritalin and much the same story. By “side effects” I mean physical symptoms of anxiety - jittery, abdominal pain, tense muscles. I suffer from anxiety anyway so this is a big problem. My dr’s response was to cut the Ritalin to 10mg once a day and add 25mg strattera. At such a low dose it does nothing for my symptoms. I can understand building up a tolerance to the drug, but not side effects getting worse over time. Is this normal? Feeling a bit down as the meds showed me a window into something I’ve been missing and now that’s been taken away from me. Makes me question if I even have ADHD if the meds don’t work for me long term :(",4.471793831168828,6.333905448863642,5.202629870129872,80.15340909090912,71.2159090909091,7.983116883116884,34.16233766233766,8.634040054169528,3.059783766233765,733,38,129,13,14,237,117,176,0.159,0.794,0.047,-0.9414,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,8,6,6,1,0,15,0,10,9,0,7,1,30,18,11,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,1,4,8,0,1,10,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,7,1,11,0,26,11,6,27,0,3,0,0,2,16,0,4,10,86,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430553535291955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196443260478664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412621831373101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017381008463106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420663457611033,0.0,0.08280399016486964,0.0,0.0,0.13031796580366825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123591085839601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488971442134184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480351966047371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492024205659963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921250644811532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708095615740517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950126860053436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362531099805305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570449081270548,0.0,0.0,0.1398595200007377,0.5704704788286322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248346232365176,0.0,0.09438491254169716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579959155090406,0.12319822284316387,0.0,0.0,0.13673621550475654,0.0,0.0,0.13662106361148285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285643306009515,0.0,0.0,0.1438315014748625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884454925797448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734375786448576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669026077946948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486800966370616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366346000517704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593911309388884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902321706292375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869458103916242,0.0,0.2616904331022628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katarael,2018/12/17,"Writing strategies for a 9 year old? Hi! I have a daughter with ADHD. She is an amazing storyteller and reader. She comes up with the most imaginative stories- things that I, as an adult, are actually interested in and I think have really great premises. I would love to get her to write her stories down! I think she could be a great cartoonist, or writer, or something that involves storytelling as an adult, and she loves making up these stories. The problem is, when we sit her down in front of paper she just can't start anything. She'll stare at the paper forever and then just give up, and this is a problem at school too.... She has a really hard time writing, which is weird because her head is so full of great ideas! She's waaaay above her class in reading, but when it comes to writing she'll maybe get one or two sentences down in the amount of time that the teacher gives them. What are some things I can do to help inspire her, to help get her started? What can I do to help her get past her writers block? 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This past year, I’ve been taking baby steps toward figuring out how to navigate adulthood with ADHD through getting an official diagnosis and the treatment that comes from that, to switching to a major that I actually am interested in, to staying kind to myself when I slip up. As a result this will be my first semester that I haven’t dropped or flunked a single course! I’m so happy that I’m learning how to work with my mind, with all of its unique strengths and challenges. I also got one of the best compliments I’ve ever received, which I sort of contribute to my ADHD. One of my professors told me that I have “a magpie mind” (basically endless interest in varying topics) and that it’s that kind of mind “that makes great discoveries.” Thanks hyperactivity!",9.816883116883117,8.130042766233773,9.61727272727273,65.29590909090913,59.64935064935065,12.436363636363636,42.129870129870135,11.20814326018867,4.773919480519484,662,31,113,14,7,217,100,154,0.019,0.762,0.21899999999999997,0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,6,12,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,4,3,22,15,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,0,13,11,25,10,5,17,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,7,84,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.15906030265997914,0.0,0.3917783423127029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034761213051446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105394388203413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140406373404418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743895333488266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772881390042009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515853220686828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036256096092114,0.17970334808855626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351196649378303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33946990353008905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088009035533304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937376132999529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209002258518944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559785061182324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173731741899492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255249048225472,0.0,0.0,0.15006455259799187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950441105408577,0.0,0.0,0.1557493880025146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866281972649535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496389461063856 adhd,4dham,2018/12/17,"Does time really exist? I recently did a lot of research into cognitive functions, personality theory etc. I won't bore you with all the details but something that really became obvious through this research was my total lack of time awareness. I have read about time blindness in ADHD plenty of times and could relate to the now/not now feeling. However, I hadn't really thought about my total inability to actually learn from mistakes, think about the future, know what time it is, what date next Thursday will be etc. How aware are you of your own time blindness and do you think this explains most of the problems with ADHD?",7.618646616541351,8.48071921052632,7.633358395989977,69.34184210526318,63.03508771929825,10.373934837092731,35.58395989974937,10.290406445055957,3.923322305764411,506,22,80,11,7,163,80,114,0.12,0.853,0.027000000000000003,-0.9175,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,1,4,24,17,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,10,0,16,9,9,14,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,12,62,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.1583619327212507,0.0,0.3900582008799223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129567425795126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201237708839615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36197033503046017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205367603751096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918487886753301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796470673310413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258668847860953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169669194799905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528010429548933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232397871385665,0.0,0.3118822921437873,0.0,0.16023198501847985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249311211103708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796502412067053,0.0,0.12883224349967393,0.5677608600254274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ParanoidRocker,2018/12/17,"So I was reading about depression... I recently read on the front page that people having low D-vitamin (D3) levels have a much higher risk of developing depression. Whelp! I thought, and went to investigate the matter. I've also been reading here that people with ADHD have a higher risk of developing it. So I thought to myself, ""Hm, maybe I should get some really strong D3 vitamins"".. 20 minutes later there's an order on it's way to me with 120 pills of D3, 1 liters of mouthwash and a high tech electric toothbrush, all in all that's 70 bucks. Why? I need clean teeth, don't I? Why brain, whyyyyyyy",2.966951410658308,5.267728250000005,4.289968652037619,83.08826018808777,76.84482758620689,7.321630094043888,25.200626959247646,8.296473431620573,1.7813896551724142,471,17,89,9,11,155,80,116,0.096,0.8370000000000001,0.067,-0.5038,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,6,1,7,4,2,0,2,12,12,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,5,1,0,5,0,9,1,13,6,5,12,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,51,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177392133902527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757171572434413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600089292365467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317877603945059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641136113603134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949702267762771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538913393908205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565366998493147,0.13682956955151024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558651816735613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537515971541898,0.0,0.11821715967668125,0.0,0.18220499177466906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929986527279552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647444287079953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106480022287254,0.33302633559763906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onethomashall,2018/12/17,"I cannot exercise, it was the best tool I had for fighting ADHD. Any suggestions? Hello, &#x200B; The best tool I have had for fighting my ADHD has been the gym. I worked incredibly well. I feel like I had been on a steak of success that had lasted nearly 9 months. Well, about a month and a half ago I hurt my Rib and two weeks ago I hurt my Knee. I am not supposed to do any exercise for a prolonged period of time. I have lost most of my focus and am not sure what to do. I am going crazy being stuck inside. When try to go out I go overboard like right away. Doesn't matter how much my knee or rib hurts. I can find calm laying on the couch, knee up, watching TV. Then I am zoning out and I have things to do. I am trying to get back on track but without exercise, but could use some suggestions. Something to help get my energy out. I have looked at Google and the FAQ but could use some more suggestions. 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Clinic is closing and my last appointment will be Wednesday. He’s willing to write me a letter to help me get my meds from my pcp or transfer to another shrink but it took forever to get through his waiting list and I don’t want to think of having to deal with going without my meds. I’ve been searching for other practitioners in my area and only finding “holistic based approach” bs. I can’t deal with this 😰,3.084574468085105,4.950327191489362,4.558457446808512,83.30875,74.95744680851064,7.253191489361702,29.835106382978722,8.07648339933343,2.165663829787233,372,17,72,6,8,124,69,94,0.024,0.937,0.039,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,16,19,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,12,0,14,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691780594993125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481844973084653,0.0,0.4658684692386658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650508059191428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608866516364935,0.0,0.12840691739527854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144282953902413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417126815339904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019368445863005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718375627630224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895464772909497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25102767023481604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326527483509254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779811190930315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,osoMAR83,2018/12/17,"Can't seem to figure it out.... This is me stepping out and swallowing my pride. I hate asking for help,input ...anything. I was raised that you should be able to take care of your own problems and not put them on others. I never share anything in fear of being viewed as an inferior flawed individual. But...I can't seem to work hard enough, fast enough or spontaneously come up with a solution. I have a 14 year old son with adhd,anxiety anger issues that I can't seem to help or parent in the right direction. We have tried rewards/punishments talking,grounding and it just doesn't seem to stick. We have tried to medications schedules , routines, sports , clubs. We think we are seeing progress and bam I get a call from school or a blowup happens at school and not only does it feel like we start all over but now we have taken steps backwards. My wife and I are constantly arguing about how to discipline him. Arguing amongst ourselves...... I work at a school and thought it would do him some good to be around me and maybe an opportunity for us to spend some time together. It was great for the first few weeks but then his behavior started being a problem. It continued downward and even after meeting with teachers and building principals(people I work with daily) and thinking it got through to him he then got into a fight with a kid. He felt no remorse he called the kid a snitch. It is now affecting me everyday I wake up. There is a heaviness that I can't seem to be able to help him and now its affecting me at work. &#x200B; Help....",3.613154623154621,5.742189565656568,4.240757575757577,85.00421328671331,74.21885521885524,7.532193732193733,27.24799274799275,8.384062270229773,1.9003593369593368,1219,47,238,22,26,387,170,297,0.125,0.8009999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9146,1,0,0,0,1,0,50.0,7,2,1,8,9,16,5,1,15,0,24,3,1,3,2,59,47,21,0,4,8,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,14,28,1,1,11,2,1,4,9,9,0,1,7,5,32,7,40,33,7,39,0,1,2,0,34,16,0,10,20,163,46,7,0.1932297029192489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611227634339052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468215119124452,0.1173976195459149,0.0,0.0,0.07391009692013524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590115812648356,0.08600770133707057,0.09032184406848794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973091310564976,0.0,0.09850528010539714,0.0,0.0,0.0832251396688727,0.0,0.10440633137306142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454830758831201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965793667105655,0.0,0.06381319819271647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871856841965832,0.04885137184946148,0.06902166918731582,0.09276540863319004,0.0,0.0,0.08218054329583681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047727225671508,0.0,0.0,0.08103595354375304,0.15454344529381894,0.10651821481462424,0.0,0.0,0.08543619407029902,0.0,0.08654792981701158,0.09538716358190028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25903559351889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084080359740104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047201136218522434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706260420985142,0.0,0.0,0.0973292984476834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451532956232594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138103423953028,0.0,0.0,0.07347994816699033,0.0,0.0,0.10727935894910327,0.0,0.0,0.06698057305781269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489472945232388,0.0,0.09712461091795477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250855525193954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333816309366,0.07698952784633427,0.4397726608439525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367689782740672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264234443101787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381379135721755,0.0,0.07670140007530916,0.05633689684216117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311902843513471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621577043302825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749860612290836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813470501597356,0.0,0.0,0.06863241846140808,0.0,0.1173976195459149,0.06221679669766581 adhd,Tokkotai,2018/12/17,"Strong stimulation from ritalin - indication for not having ADHD? Hey you Reddit people :) Just recently I've done some online tests that indicated that I have a high chance of having ADHD, so I have talked to my therapist about this. Looking back to my biography this would explain allot of stuff in retrospect and she agreed telling me that childs with untreated ADHD are often depressed adults (which I actually am :D) and suggested that I should do a full testing. My parents told me, that they were suggested that when I was a kid that they were told to test me for ADHD but they didn't because it was the 90s and every kid that was somewhat a little more active and deviant was diagnosed with ADHD and got Ritalin. My mind is often scattered, I'm always doing 3-5 things at a time and if I wouldn't have my smartphone calendar I wouldn't even know what appointments I'm having for the rest of the week. I have really high problems with studying and had so my whole life but now I'm 34 and somehow I manage to live my life. I don't need to tap my foot all the time anymore. I have a history of substance abuse and I've also used stimulants, but rarely for purposes like studying or functionality in life. Stimulants usually have strong effects on me and I'm even feeling low doses strongly. I've read that people with ADHD get a calming effect from stimulants and today I've tried a low dose of Ritalin to try out the effects. So I broke up a 10mg pill and snorted 5mg and 2 hours later another 2,5mg and had strong stimulant effects. (Mind racing, fast heartbeat, hypersexualisation ect - the usual stuff I'm getting from this kind of drugs) I generally have a very high sensibility for drugs and their effects. So now I'm asking myself, if feeling actual simulation from stimulants is an exclusion criterion for having ADHD. Can you people give some insight on this for me? :)",4.98965232642113,6.656240281337055,6.293048591767256,73.62672444031779,69.5849582172702,9.218239966986486,30.566491282368716,9.633347757342033,3.0881128855875377,1507,62,262,35,27,508,186,359,0.075,0.833,0.09300000000000001,0.5445,1,0,3,0,1,0,34.0,0,2,4,9,16,12,0,0,17,0,33,13,1,12,1,62,53,27,0,8,8,1,2,1,0,4,12,0,0,4,19,20,0,0,10,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,13,4,34,7,35,36,9,28,0,4,1,0,22,14,0,10,15,184,53,5,0.0,0.09561860104221866,0.15750690181902746,0.0,0.6789163340234242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453731133051366,0.06715047800926001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462301940144329,0.0,0.0,0.08003463806767287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544541885090418,0.0,0.0,0.062054809531653626,0.0,0.04919515286624157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950846166592255,0.08191076915629114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258610254414757,0.0,0.0,0.18717725576027985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660573896641552,0.0,0.06799486411559236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161065019507834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843268643844629,0.07741665337204312,0.0,0.0,0.0645447127497358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579808767309165,0.0,0.0,0.0794751535860346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840386505489808,0.04435167504635212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100649811967372,0.03942689090298844,0.08088454387393161,0.07126129052043717,0.0,0.06776930331975138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297190537569922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059839465076499385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896099526470517,0.0,0.0,0.16784568920188775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722085643135113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072377792698675,0.0,0.05169972850972579,0.0,0.07968342864631799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847688243955251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486516150143817,0.0705370516247929,0.0,0.0,0.09370117109023793,0.05361478221059172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411589904639517,0.0,0.07649600178670407,0.15422832192722852,0.0,0.10958263811079312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970056394250908,0.1777635682881017,0.0665875513306354,0.0,0.0,0.064734227468502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010083267824784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732834189750555,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PeculiarMrCup,2018/12/17,"Does medication really wreck your creativity? If i ever take medication like adderal, will my creativity pretty much die?",8.109473684210528,12.031329684210524,10.472894736842102,36.89776315789472,67.94736842105263,14.326315789473682,35.8157894736842,12.161744961471696,7.3255052631578925,100,5,11,5,2,36,17,19,0.23,0.389,0.382,0.5711,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33653731264979403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28376769877321284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933175099027592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584201764206889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6533285368216737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383731035998255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32989548949273473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207733349595458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438079661281201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foreverinschool00,2018/12/17,"Distracting meds Sometimes when I take my adderall, it works great. Other times, I feel even less motivated than before I took it. Is this normal? I sometimes will take it and drink coffee and it makes me sooo tired. Wondering if this is a common side effect? 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I was excited to get on meds and excited to see what was going to happen. It turns out my primary will not approve any meds due to high blood pressure. I have sunk into a pretty deep depression over this. How do you deal with ADHD without meds? What are some of the ways?",3.4821428571428577,4.581219000000004,5.24607142857143,81.87750000000005,72.54166666666666,9.235714285714286,25.17261904761905,9.606745405546679,2.0954244047619053,368,11,77,9,7,126,69,96,0.073,0.81,0.11599999999999999,0.653,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,12,3,1,2,0,12,18,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,2,8,3,15,10,4,15,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,2,6,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075875700007468,0.0,0.15031622717090146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531545039527975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482231023623104,0.14605297070926096,0.17211301878404253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859489016706262,0.0,0.09637223994163513,0.0,0.13562301358334494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995283801103265,0.0,0.15190409452651704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916317769562193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977442008431433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650721044074782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353515454848198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779383312908619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251669684579732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863280171555938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512772102404172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887937610219068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444672267245965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459914916158552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301325112184122,0.18932219129354969,0.0,0.16346231437941394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919944805937656 adhd,myrevolvingmind,2018/12/17,"Was Actavis - Today I was given Sandoz (Adderall 30mg XR) - Any Experiences Changing? I have been getting my script filled by CVS for the last 6 months. CVS uses Actavis as the generic provider for Adderall. Today, it was more convenient to get the script filled at Costco; they gave me a generic manufactured by Sandoz. I have read a lot about generics on this sub, but wondering if anyone has experience with these vendors specifically. I'll be taking the Sandoz tomorrow, so I am looking for input. &#x200B; Thanks in advance for you responses!",5.226723940435281,8.004239484536086,5.765910652920965,72.92029782359683,71.68041237113404,7.61008018327606,33.458190148911804,8.515128840125781,3.273333104238258,438,22,65,8,9,141,73,97,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,18,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,1,13,11,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,5,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219011872264564,0.2603936479135121,0.14572893747553645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984106350066662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266972339738044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41924610517945626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392210524352035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746802120368283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799550496868872,0.0,0.0,0.18218718214838334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710493853300852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143544459830732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611242641251728,0.0,0.0,0.1972953835003932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062559633356151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508333173055694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323953634343564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603936479135121,0.0 adhd,LovelyResearcher,2018/12/17,"How do you manage to exercise, while on meds? I find that when I have been taking Adderall or even Modafinil to a lesser extent, I can focus better and have a lot of motivation... But physically I feel as if I have less energy in a lot of ways? I can get sort of ""couch-locked"", or to where I want to use my mind to do tasks, but feel less inclined to workout. In addition to the mental aspect of it, I also feel a bit anxious at times + feel my heart rate is higher than baseline, which makes me feel that exercising would be ""too much"" on my body to do while on the meds? # I've been wanting to get back into riding the stationary bicycle everyday over break from school, but I've been a bit stuck on how to go about it due to the situation. I've actually been taking some days off of the meds completely, however when school starts again if I go back on them I wondered how I could go about exercising while on them. What do you guys do for exercise, and how do you manage to keep up with the routine while taking stimulants for ADHD?",7.147428571428571,5.357706028571427,7.883809523809528,75.94285714285716,64.9047619047619,11.447619047619051,32.42857142857143,10.355215969177356,2.945628571428572,806,24,170,16,10,272,114,210,0.031,0.946,0.023,-0.5356,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,2,2,15,1,0,0,11,0,19,6,2,8,0,37,40,21,0,6,7,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,8,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,20,1,38,32,9,34,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,9,14,126,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.12274715807217235,0.0,0.151168070564758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058951657295033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210025434447934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934404505898361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124583378820584,0.27464736589961314,0.13971780306105255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318822583204278,0.0,0.0,0.10042838592449574,0.0,0.0,0.08112035255026713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307922599700686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180011562724388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496440834116578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314340239416719,0.0,0.2144580449490282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245460561032121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490547896843787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180270668044276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138743241478101,0.0,0.0,0.08396187787599406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191534091831576,0.0,0.1267608097988765,0.0,0.12700610576074114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246580225860856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546004926400593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138662278993136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903064865277245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837220161749758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334573281509944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863709515156213,0.0,0.0,0.1483814677094114,0.09984158093132067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364075142485229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935343103877333,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rodge71047,2018/12/17,GO PAINT A ROCK YOU WONT REGRET IT!!!,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,0.8049999999999997,103.54,92.75,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.39865,27,0,7,0,1,9,8,8,0.0,0.652,0.348,0.4953,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,feastday,2018/12/17,"When you've passed down your ADHD to your kid... Every day I struggle with it and lately, I've been struggling especially hard. And to see my first grader struggling has brought me to tears. How am I supposed to help him cope when I have barely learned myself? I have no motivation, I'm a constant disaster as an employee and person and parent and tbh I've never felt the weight of ADHD more than I have now at 37 years old, as a single mom with a demanding job. I feel like every day all of my energy goes to keeping it together at work and then my kid only gets like 20% of me... And now I'm starting the process of getting him evaluated and I am fighting back tears after sending that request to his principle. I was diagnosed at 20, and I've been on meds ever since (except while pregnant/breastfeeding). I think as I get older and the meds just don't work as well, it's making me have to really face having ADHD as an adult. Every bad trait of ADHD feels amplified when a tiny human is learning how to handle life from you. And on top of that he has it, too. You'd think that would make me get my stuff together even more but no, I'm just exhausted and overwhelmed and constantly buying stupid fridge calendars that will magically cure all of my problems. Constantly irritated with myself, and now just overwhelmed with how I (of ALL people in the world) am going to help him deal with it. Any ADHDers have a little one with a diagnosis? Or find themselves struggling even more with ADHD as they get older? &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.152792642140469,6.073823635451507,5.986988294314383,78.76643561872912,68.49832775919732,8.789364548494984,29.331270903010033,8.982922981607832,2.3772821404682274,1213,43,226,21,20,399,161,299,0.142,0.805,0.053,-0.9776,3,0,0,0,3,0,41.0,0,4,1,5,18,14,2,6,12,0,19,5,1,6,5,49,39,30,0,2,6,2,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,5,10,21,1,1,9,0,1,4,4,11,1,2,5,6,31,3,41,31,7,38,0,2,1,0,23,10,0,1,26,160,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095568799246879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375838291917654,0.20607903525890056,0.05766592058773645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520484920230378,0.0708032456424999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27491131584486544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937609665712406,0.0874235796199933,0.0,0.08606874134641074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201728255824442,0.07670514158306346,0.2143393023675368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575338768154046,0.060580099720497174,0.08141990438336237,0.0,0.07750433672647432,0.07212960171153518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151870730854775,0.0,0.048192969079918685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596284298323921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367735865634836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414947437849901,0.07537284582701144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565645584416166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059895722328176235,0.08285657454266097,0.08499042259418392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320737868326895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188384140994175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993150346795324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540186797483283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898181160079137,0.0,0.057461690809803866,0.064493117014204,0.0,0.0,0.09415875245570003,0.0,0.0,0.05878863613347711,0.07404282138592877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114075825678911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543241213166106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757346394662445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014623528890232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002084881508584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545994169351103,0.0970740497225414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086709712400214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326178674831947,0.07624407865612813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346870595442437,0.0,0.0,0.06023845559526207,0.0,0.20607903525890056,0.054607484759686825 adhd,Devin2019,2018/12/17,"I talk to myself and pace back and forth. Could this be an ADHD thing? Why or why not? When I'm home alone, I talk to myself. I speak as if I'm talking to an imaginary audience. I mostly speak my thoughts. I also pace back and forth all over my house as I'm doing it. I've been doing this for as long as I can remember. Could this be an ADHD thing?",-0.8813131313131315,1.053155038961041,1.8453679653679664,97.07059163059162,89.51948051948051,4.9806637806637815,15.049062049062044,6.42735559955562,-0.6087968253968254,266,5,65,3,9,92,42,77,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.3695,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,12,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,10,0,9,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520221218864934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477300157911775,0.0,0.15039117239167096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892124064547065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003005326034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863908491803444,0.0,0.0,0.2169954976028302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642680400246862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130348359136932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534654830420897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987684760777026,0.0,0.0,0.14929829431287206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393890272400545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EmeraldGlimmer,2018/12/17,"Exercise and Adderall I want to start an exercise routine, but I'm concerned about the safety of exercising while taking Adderall. My dose isn't very high, 10mg IR. My doctor said I didn't need to worry about it, but she also has told me she doesn't know very much about ADHD in general, so I'm uncertain about her knowledge on this. Is there any research on the safety of exercising while taking Adderall?",7.881202531645568,6.964794810126584,8.244145569620255,71.13305379746839,62.92405063291139,10.937974683544304,36.20569620253164,10.125756701596842,3.630364556962025,326,13,58,6,4,108,54,79,0.04,0.816,0.14400000000000002,0.8147,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,0,0,9,15,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,8,0,11,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125523215760393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079770338645616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685579437353913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661915756836889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747771092705526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429270856330821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911805916047504,0.192837820449582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738511297300564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407813120776834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910789472337017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485070130057308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291682170373294,0.15339539638950905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641126281808089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForReasonsUnknown83,2018/12/17,"Can adhd develop in preteen years? Or does it always start in childhood? I remember, when I was really young like from birth to 8-9, my memory was perfect(Or concentration, most likely). I was able to focus on school tasks, I was so good at memorizing stuff but as I got a little older, my concentration got so worse... I thought my brain was degenerating. btw, I've not been diagnosed. Im just curious if any body has had the same experience as me.",3.113604651162792,5.37651704651163,5.616453488372091,73.9423546511628,76.2093023255814,9.881395348837213,25.86627906976745,10.125756701596842,3.073446511627908,350,13,66,12,8,124,67,86,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7629,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,9,3,2,0,0,10,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,10,3,9,3,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,9,42,12,1,0.2140142700959141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572035633795963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780770170455244,0.0,0.0,0.1455370425272521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377216080129633,0.0,0.2389107041956745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172199791823584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872853299776503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093470222725328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950501591818235,0.34233352474268824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117213673672074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911312418104627,0.21449852220219973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710302157202586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424364484300551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659386701364144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148040189929102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449951367943063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990342483020768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809882497834304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781817320830134 adhd,daisyflower1997,2018/12/17,How not to be broke? I feel like with every week comes a new hobby and the intense urge to buy everything as I become utterly obsessed. Typical 😂 How have you learned to combat the impulsive hobby buys???,1.9138461538461515,4.67918602564103,3.790461538461543,81.7795384615385,86.17948717948721,7.222564102564102,25.748717948717946,8.238735603445708,2.394031794871795,161,7,28,4,5,54,33,39,0.106,0.723,0.171,0.4017,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486294133356096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349915805082996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422512623623709,0.0,0.3650772943239329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539307207082352,0.2901980463829119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845474151740955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923222328463236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258388902944668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hadeda_ZA,2018/12/17,"Is it common to develop debilitating motor tics? I have been medicated for around 10 years now - methylphenidate. I have developed several motor tics throughout the years and go through phases. These include head and leg twitches, and recently stretching my neck which is quite debilitating. These obviously induce social anxiety. Probably a result of methylphenidate long term, but I'm not entirely sure. Most of the time I am not too phased by it, but sometimes people make comments. Recently I have been really struggling with it mentally (routine broken due to holidays) and it feels like a losing battle. Does anyone have advice on dealing with this?",7.6138124362895,10.454197944954133,7.212232415902142,64.92570846075435,64.9633027522936,10.349031600407748,35.96432212028542,10.504223727775694,4.746583282364933,532,26,72,15,9,167,80,109,0.166,0.8059999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9461,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,4,0,9,5,3,3,2,18,13,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,2,11,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,11,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201244800013587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503179869770016,0.0,0.0,0.13739373545724665,0.0,0.0,0.17492203458314665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025775145250593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719539268460231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935367674339368,0.1403759270027875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167252514972817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166035731681986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599743573685668,0.0,0.0,0.17389171791636165,0.0,0.21982742388159332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116180725634055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979478423949116,0.19802054602749128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622475586110985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185463238146046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899641072565045,0.0,0.0,0.12587960276748975,0.0,0.388029826627162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219831981239725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030170716662196,0.0,0.0,0.1943383851879488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541903239089587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519402703772908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457770018885766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530724224555211 adhd,piddlybeans,2018/12/17,"Online Therapy? (ADHD, and anxiety) Looking for advice from anyone who has tried online counseling services. Pros and cons? Best place to go? I’ve tried traditional therapy but it seemed to fall through the cracks due to forgetting appointments, not being comfortable enough to share things, not connecting with my therapist or just the general anxiety that comes along with it. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!",6.508529411764705,10.290531323529414,6.2926470588235315,65.08691176470593,74.0,11.047058823529413,33.5,10.411451182825502,5.323994117647058,342,17,45,13,8,107,55,68,0.071,0.7879999999999999,0.141,0.7593,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,10,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035992237514586,0.3908734000507209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600617263972808,0.0,0.30599736251703336,0.0,0.0,0.13984394523162705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988660287215266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228142226159707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665242156613992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366403598347173,0.0,0.0,0.22049959444998493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794878202700306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089563787510706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207157064177346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574325542755088,0.23221424432915394,0.13287044325107492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715723742234432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207354547951384,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mssinvisible,2018/12/17,"My boyfriend wants me to try his ADHD meds... He thinks i might have ADHD like he does and says i should just try a single pill to see if it helps. Has anyone tried meds before being diagnosed and found out they really help a lot and then finally went and got diagnosed? should i try it and see how it works? 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So, I was spoiled for a few years: had a lovely independently-owned pharmacy that I was using for my meds. They were fantastic, I never had to worry about whether my stuff was in-stock or not. Alas, the owners retired and my new pharmacy first delayed my pick-up by two days. Now, I have to wait another *5* days. I had enough to get by for the first delay, but not the second. I'm always anxious about asking for a refill when I have more than a few days left because I don't want to aggravate any controlled substance monitors. Maybe I'm going to need allowing for a week delay? What do you guys generally do? I'd rather not pharmacy-hop but I'm already being reminded how much I hated this game with the big chains. My insurance actually favors this mail-in service but I've already played that game before and would prefer my pills *not* be tampered with by parties unknown.",3.49627118644068,5.4437398700565005,4.8786666666666685,81.10206779661017,74.02824858757063,7.657853107344633,27.619209039548025,8.447377352677275,2.1137792090395484,715,28,133,13,15,238,112,177,0.08900000000000001,0.79,0.121,0.68,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,3,7,4,1,0,9,0,15,2,0,4,1,30,27,10,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,5,1,3,0,2,7,1,0,4,7,0,16,3,20,17,5,19,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,14,93,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.16130133361403365,0.0,0.0,0.16152161490698497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648080835126836,0.0,0.13753634324111882,0.0,0.0,0.11240435721252176,0.17332327315513354,0.0,0.1867331259855396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452588470951792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076058474933963,0.0,0.14065147922208554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538924600324844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319799364525534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079101750833206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28119490450325163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863583470160064,0.0,0.09393936065495202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366525515812153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631918169346496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795904479165383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918265478264328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605822149029734,0.0,0.1836023604727343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150877830699355,0.12256206436820058,0.127483526756923,0.15964022696337518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922001157472468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146645159437334,0.0,0.0,0.14275938117930484,0.0,0.0,0.09749361614980544,0.0,0.13258742443097415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786224227220106,0.0,0.1174188292088142,0.0,0.0,0.10644275094969252 adhd,megotrash,2018/12/17,"How to not let your 9-5 kill your creative drive? I work a 9-5 M-F and it seems that my peek hours for creativity are during the day when I’m at work. I’m into photography and recently have been building momentum and keeping a steady routine going by taking a night class.w Now that it’s over, and I’m on break, I’m having a hard time staying motivated to keep shooting, especially when I have the desire when I’m looking around as I drive to work. I wish I could quit my job, but bills unfortunately exist. How do you avoid letting your 9-5 kill your creativity? Did you just quit and figure it out? This job is zapping my time and my creative spark. Fark. Desk jobs aren’t for people like me. Help! 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I have been speculating for the past 3 years whether or not I have ADHD, and after half a year of sessions with a psychiatrist I am diagnosed with anxiety (and maybe avoidant personality disorder if I was older). While I definitely have anxiety, I do not feel like it is the reason for my lack of focus. I am currently in 2 year of university and am now two subjects behind. I have been self-medicating with nicotine with some success, and am basically only able to learn the subjects close to the exam date. I do not really know what to do now, as I have been kinda fixated on getting adhd medication to see if they help me. I am sort of planning on quitting nicotine and then basically see if I am even able to study in the next semester. Sort of like ""I told you I had ADHD, look at me failing all these subjects!"", but at the same time that feels stupid and is self-destructive. I do not know why I am writing this, as you guys can't really diagnose me... I just needed to talk about it with someone... 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It's been about 4 months since this was discussed here. It's not really ADHD related, pretty off topic. I actually wanted to ask because an artist I like, Joyner Lucas, is going to be releasing an album titled ""ADHD"" and it will presumably be about his struggle to overcome his childhood as an ADHD kid where people told him that he couldn't do it because of his disabilities and he wouldn't amount to anything, the first single ""I Love"" is out, but no other news really. For myself, I love rap. Token is my favorite, his album last week is the best shit I've ever heard. Joyner, Run the Jewels, Busdriver, E-Dubble, Eyedea, Watsky, Eminem, MGK, Just Juice, Logic, Azaelia Banks, Lil Dicky, Schaffer the Darklord, probably more that I'm forgetting. No other genre tells a story with every song the way rappers do. I think some of the most famous rappers disgrace the genre and give non-fans a bad idea of the music's potential. What y'all think?",5.1969106699751855,6.440974381720432,6.103978494623657,76.78366004962781,68.6236559139785,8.088668320926388,26.673283705541767,8.384062270229773,1.9623536807278736,769,23,131,11,13,254,127,186,0.106,0.754,0.14,0.7959,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,2,6,9,1,1,13,0,14,3,1,0,1,21,25,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,11,5,0,0,5,3,1,2,5,3,0,1,4,2,14,6,15,16,6,12,0,0,0,2,18,3,1,2,8,84,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.15013735560042493,0.0,0.5547006070592653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660708444558147,0.0,0.14383084865012352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845999104642233,0.1875734986694764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145817887930988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391679394293228,0.12962694300792893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308664300056325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758885461499385,0.08743763538420013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368017762086915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602131794345021,0.0,0.12540991186223102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503286286850458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777148680507682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228031961274019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666160290828168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652279168383812,0.16587847436768552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712305769631844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792686395088876,0.12726796173512914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083951205623895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447342663072714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716429474130925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470121762629189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074589396563536,0.12212055395352266,0.12341079173945363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goddamnADHD,2018/12/17,"I finally found a strategy for dealing with RSD/rumination that works for me, and I wanted to share. Relentless positivity. Just don't even acknowledge that situations *can* be negative. Whenever something happens, and your mind wants to label it as negative, quickly come up with a reason why it's actually a good thing. Doesn't matter if the reason is a good one or makes sense, it just matters that you shift your mental focus there. If the first reason isn't good enough, just keep looking for different ones. You can always find a reason if you go deep enough. You aren't failing at work, you're learning. You aren't suffering, you're becoming tougher. You aren't making mistakes, you're learning where the pitfalls are and developing experience. You aren't stuck in an unwinnable situation, you're learning to endure hardship with the best of them, so you can be stronger in the future. The harder you try to come up with a reason to be hopeful or happy or optimistic, the less your brain is even able to ruminate, because the ""processing power"" is going elsewhere, if that makes sense. You might be a great multitasker, but no one is emotionally a great multitasker -- one emotion always tends to dominate, and you can guide your emotions onto that desired path, if you will it. After about five seconds of thinking positively and creatively about whatever just happened to me, the urge to feel bad, to ruminate, to stew on my own emotions just slips away. If you're anything like me, you're reading this and thinking ""Okay whatever, that's some trite advice. 'Just be positive all the time' -- if it was that easy everyone would do it.'"" I acknowledge that it may not be easy to get there. It sure wasn't for me. I had this ""mental block"" around trying any of the typical mental health advice that is given out. I didn't want to build myself up slowly, I didn't want a half hearted pussy approach, I wanted something extreme like psychosurgery or developing a depersonalization disorder... I wanted a REAL solution that would make my emotional problems go away FULLY and IMMEDIATELY, not just weakly cope with them over time. I know how dumb this mentality sounds, but it is my mentality, and I own it. The point I'm making is, motivation can come from strange places... you need to find the perspective, the way to frame the problem, that works for you, that makes you unable to *not* want to defeat it. The key for me, was being so pissed off and tired of being controlled by my own negativity, that I decided I would do anything to get rid of it. Once I framed it as a way to destroy, fight back, or kill my own negative emotions (which I envisioned as bullying and controlling me), that unlocked something for me mentally. I had to figure out a way to use my own stubbornness against myself... it sounds crazy, but it worked. I rarely feel in the mood to be positive, but I *always* feel in the mood to rebel against someone who is trying to control me, which is exactly what my rumination tends to do. Frame it as an internal battle and you are trying to obliterate the opponent, smash his face in and knock out all his teeth, and positivity happens to be the only weapon you can strike with. Again, it may sound crazy but it worked for me. Find what works for you, and go think positive.",6.896250662427133,7.447827284313727,7.114732379438268,73.51399841017489,64.55555555555556,10.472425366543014,34.024200671259486,10.342999365395533,3.544434587528705,2606,107,464,59,37,843,266,612,0.156,0.7040000000000001,0.14,-0.9637,2,0,3,0,1,0,99.0,0,22,2,15,21,33,9,0,35,1,51,8,5,17,4,120,94,38,1,23,27,0,3,2,0,7,3,3,0,0,41,27,0,6,24,1,0,8,18,18,0,8,10,7,61,13,77,67,12,43,0,3,1,0,30,23,2,17,11,342,102,12,0.05603236166931956,0.0,0.05467950222391263,0.0,0.0,0.10950835065815036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987024070334045,0.0,0.0,0.038103927366691145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221971877444833,0.04988068143622327,0.0,0.0,0.10528849652176206,0.043085427452432136,0.04678468152057133,0.034156807600039016,0.061883341224684474,0.0,0.0,0.05880250664995142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255064663755536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480075440124374,0.0,0.0,0.1885351744216856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057766904508323974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058541892064182977,0.06421794088919751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781731907697232,0.0,0.11579281599763094,0.0,0.07401769285759367,0.0,0.0,0.05354132278914175,0.0,0.054810401479829185,0.0,0.0,0.08499493693230012,0.0,0.0,0.061380713368538724,0.15363769036181132,0.04766109821177799,0.0,0.06143659244363025,0.0,0.0,0.058549192643554335,0.0,0.1273779296118228,0.1409918595924962,0.0,0.12355175310407705,0.0,0.0,0.1486476971233894,0.05964749091452221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059559780263129414,0.0,0.06639861836344653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556527780775009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049804137583195525,0.06199150630205126,0.0,0.03079392060060566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054749163215436526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705307169133468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441221907613884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33880464966336304,0.05944148101045745,0.056576712255216974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04154728619432373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967263647936823,0.15187591358419514,0.042615135964435724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058541892064182977,0.0,0.05296869303735193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723080556360537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056047524822154575,0.06377709462479819,0.0,0.2880529998635918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596544436047855,0.0,0.0,0.047476038210528135,0.12940934851965982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280983775757149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037225411321810266,0.10770982461029577,0.0,0.0,0.06534584137939307,0.0644009570454989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216918205059835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839397000496372,0.0,0.0,0.2313453706269753,0.1334276418040532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056049113022039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447533598248277,0.0,0.0,0.11941134624867072,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ClockworkJim,2018/12/17,"Just had a big enough snafu at work this weekend but I have to assume I'm out of a job. How's your Monday going? I was at the lighting shop this weekend by myself. To save time, I didn't swap out the lighting gobos(stencil that makes patterns in the beam) in a couple of our movers. I sent those lights on their merry way, and they're not scheduled to come back till tomorrow afternoon. Apparently I didn't look ahead enough and realize that we need those gobos in lights that are going out tomorrow morning. We don't have any extras. Oops. Oh well, time to dust up that resume.",3.037130434782608,4.992405626086956,4.183695652173913,85.55032608695655,75.34782608695652,7.034782608695654,22.80434782608696,7.908726449838941,1.1042347826086951,457,13,91,7,10,149,79,115,0.02,0.8740000000000001,0.105,0.8873,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,16,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,3,1,5,4,0,1,0,5,5,11,2,19,11,3,29,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,1,12,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799510244686315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126521341384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546954163892696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896150941349209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409036697914238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29751063994712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597408341042935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197992935358148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471635552762316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940800850101447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052504173354341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776044547502992,0.0,0.0,0.2353395636980487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055297081317302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,topcrumb,2018/12/17,"Come down off vyvanse I am not prescribed vyvanse but recently purchased some off of a friend, I bought a few 50 mg pills, I have never taken vyvanse before and really enjoyed the sudden burst of energy and concentration that it seemed to give me, however not being prescribed vyvanse I’m not able to take them everyday, past few days have been very depressing for me, I have never had major problems with depression but I have never experienced it at this level. Does this happen to anyone else? 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Although I'm a salary employee, I'm still required to fill out a timesheet. As you can imagine, I forget to do it all month long until it is due. I'm looking for an app that will track where and when I am during the day. That way I can just write out those times that I am at my office or otherwise doing tasks for work. If I leave it up to me to write it down or try to remember at the end of the month, it's over. So, I'd want it to always be running. Does anyone use or know of a particularly helpful app or already use one like it? There are lots of those available for employers, but I want it for personal use.",3.265538277511961,4.262185434210527,4.937248803827753,84.27665071770335,72.94736842105263,7.895693779904307,26.976076555023926,8.296473431620573,1.6415842105263154,574,20,123,9,11,195,92,152,0.018000000000000002,0.932,0.049,0.5272,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,3,1,28,22,14,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,22,20,2,23,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,6,13,82,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128798074829197,0.0,0.13669481062811778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486897589186855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059475445850518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376326119711855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550405403896952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011397730081578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902844477244806,0.0,0.0,0.17394967844284273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025931527838508,0.0,0.0,0.1453833647265947,0.13795452181912132,0.0,0.0,0.13966568672890536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622547819772126,0.0,0.0,0.2436243073531649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132094187066836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303310518337699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609815549093467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119488286125006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287380418843808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153589973416704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256576723465956,0.0,0.0,0.19379417953092368,0.1303984760249704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919680128963536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bodegas,2018/12/17,"Chores My wife and I (ADD) have trouble coordinating and keeping up with chores. I think it would be helpful (at least for me) if we could set a shared list of recurring chores, each with its own time period that resets when then chore is marked done. For example: Vacuum (every week), Dust (every 2 weeks), Mop kitchen (every 2 weeks), Weed flower beds (every month)… So if I start the list in motion on Jan 1st, and then vacuum and mop on Jan 2nd it would automatically reset the due date for that vacuuming to Jan 9th and mopping to Jan 16th. Does any app like this exist?",8.538454545454549,6.534083209090912,8.544545454545453,72.9868181818182,62.36363636363636,11.70909090909091,31.09090909090909,10.355215969177356,2.744036363636363,443,10,89,8,5,145,80,110,0.024,0.9059999999999999,0.07,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,10,11,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,0,6,10,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,13,5,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,13,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480680900376188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827476498038862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734770562125172,0.2028635485996257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6680871960831329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287295009123185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762006524462347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096847759519284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822953366605394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031197317223906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702118265777174,0.0,0.0,0.11559260379184005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770372264423908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816413540388028,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HenchRS,2018/12/17,"Concerta XL over time So I’ve been on 54mg of Concerta XL now for a few months. Initially my issues with losing my temper vanished almost overnight, like I was able to regulate my anger properly and it didn’t overwhelm me which was a great relief. Over time however I’m starting to feel like it’s numbing me emotionally and I’m becoming irritable quickly again. My partner bless her can’t do anything without me being irritated by it whether it’s in a good mood, bad mood it makes no difference I feel like it’s just frustrating. I feel very closed off now and we aren’t intimate anymore - could this be related? Before my diagnosis I was attentive and loving but it also hit my anger which seemed very OTT ",2.952919254658384,5.483928971014496,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,78.1304347826087,8.580538302277432,29.422360248447205,9.23628265651192,3.0898534161490687,570,27,104,16,14,192,93,138,0.155,0.722,0.124,-0.6573,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,7,18,4,1,3,0,11,2,0,1,0,19,21,8,0,1,4,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,3,15,8,12,12,1,14,1,2,0,1,4,6,0,2,11,66,25,0,0.18592520724127728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617723821159665,0.0,0.0,0.1486843210579222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843878459898302,0.0,0.0,0.15300060370523225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523978194537186,0.0,0.2053397839963268,0.15820865732375214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484461491103543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425226940397644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091408332976949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28202811362580743,0.26565001040556296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594524267227358,0.0,0.2049831973571497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405761147455589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725009944393487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800274907681915,0.0,0.0,0.1678047585399924,0.0,0.12410651956644753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840372659004278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925932581002726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159881863716594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682896702659774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681553527390404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922526502409866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,simoncpu,2018/12/17,"Travelers on Netflix I've just finished watching the entire season 3 of Travelers on Netflix. I like how they depict Philip without the pill. He's like someone who has decided to stop taking his Ritalin or Concerta. ADHD guys are usually depicted in movies as impulsive jerks. While Philip wasn't meant to portray someone with ADHD, I felt that they've inadvertently portrayed how we can often see multiple futures or scenario with our mind's eye. Oftentimes the possible ""futures"" that we see are too numerous that we shut down our mind because it's too overwhelming.",7.468939179632251,9.219193574257428,7.6787270155586995,65.70881188118814,63.75247524752476,11.315983026874115,41.161244695898155,11.20814326018867,5.517655162659123,465,27,67,14,7,151,72,101,0.044000000000000004,0.904,0.051,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,5,0,1,0,6,4,1,1,3,0,5,3,1,2,0,18,10,6,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,5,9,2,11,7,0,14,0,1,4,0,10,5,0,3,9,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499311538809866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663265246426894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994571133718057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056892129841489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297657320182325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195040253456036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341887506712538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33107403309802075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520245051874986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367483544373036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619003400355136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287895336461357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002480589142052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hodgyhazen,2018/12/17,"Can you tell me how was your switch to another medication? Hi guys I would like to know how was your switch to another medication like for example from methylphenidate to Lisdexamphetamine? And why you did this ( side effects) ? I switched from ritalin to elvanse (vyvanse) because methylphenidate even in 5 mg gave me an unpleasant feeling but I could get things done. Because of my panic disorder this feeling would trigger panic attacks for me and this is why I took it very rarely. So it was effective but this feeling holds me back. I am scared of getting a heart attack, although I am completely healthy or getting paranoid and psychotic. I am sure that this is when I feel something in my head changes to much like I get more focus and clarity, I start feeling a bit insecure. And I heard Lisdexamphetamine would be more subtle and not so overwhelming. I haven't tried it yet. But this week I will give it a shot. Wish me luck. Other antidepressants are not working for me. Maybe I would try Welbutrin if the vyvanse won't work out for me. 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About to start Wellbutrin, nothing else has really helped, feeling really down about everything, any info/insight appreciated I'll start rummaging through r/ADHD for posts about Wellbutrin after - sorry, I realize these questions have been asked before. Anyway. 1. Just took 150mg for the first time. How long should I expect to wait before feeling effects? 2. Has anyone here had luck treating ADHD or depression with Wellbutrin? 3. Has anyone here quit smoking with Wellbutrin? 4. Any experiences combining Vyvanse and Wellbutrin? I've been through years of Ritalin, Concerta, Vyvanse, and Strattera. I feel better on Vyvanse than off (currently 60mg, going down to 40mg) but nothing has really clicked. Recently dropped out of medschool despite being incredibly intelligent (sorry if that sounds arrogant) because I ended up simply wallowing in depression and self-loathing. If Wellbutrin doesn't work, I have no idea what to do moving on. Any advice or experience sharing would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance. PS This community is the most wholesome place ever, 10/10 would recommend. 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Is there anyone here who has had military experience that helped with their ADHD symptoms? By that I mean being put in a high pressure environment where you have to adhere to a strict schedule, obey commands, and are highly scrutinized. Did it improve your ADD symptoms dramatically? Did you notice a difference between how you were before, and after? If so, have these changes stuck with you, even years after leaving that environment?",7.609166666666668,9.909442250000003,7.0150000000000015,68.51666666666668,64.0,9.333333333333334,34.583333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.7973333333333343,380,17,55,8,6,118,60,80,0.064,0.9009999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,1,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,11,2,0,2,0,10,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,9,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569633321914116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950398468437828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194028769340626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261872613835245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339051717083586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412223802838639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915148966309835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663054141640515,0.451813259629921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639855417751864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329065397160489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434290867573185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494250604012616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444700140707204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768944939488198 adhd,darki_ruiz,2018/12/17,"Finding a job. Or not. I've come a long way after my diagnosis. Back then about 3\~4 years ago I was a mess, failing at college, severely overweight and lost in life. I won't go into details because I've done that already a couple times in this sub and I guess most people here already relate, lol. So, these years have been a real improvement. Finished college, got into (and finished) a postgraduate, got my driving license, got my English certificate C2, lost a crapton of weight (although this last year during said postgraduate I gained some, but more due to stress and stuff). And now I'm at ""that"" moment. I feel like I've managed to get done with almost all the shit that I was dragging along for so long due to my attention issues. It has been a boost to my self-esteem and confidence, and I really feel a much more mature person than I was just three years ago. Almost. Finding a job is my last obstacle in my ""to-do"" list. I know that of course life and it's lemons won't stop coming after that, but I'm so desperate for independence. To stop being a burden to my family. I know how much they love me, and that they will always support me, but it's me the one who has that spine stabbing me in the ass all the time. Still, I feel so incredibly blocked with this. I don't know where to start. When I manage to ""start"", usually thanks to a very supportive friend who is also looking for a job, I feel like I don't qualify for anything that seems like a good job... and I don't mean it in a self-deprecating way, just the practical. I've got a fucking degree, postgraduate and a lot of extra formation I've done these years, but there's always a dot in the list of ""requirements"" that I don't match. Or it doesn't pay enough for being able to afford the cheap apartment where I'm living now. Or requires work experience that I don't have. I know that most of these hurdles are simply mental traps, that I should just send my CV to everywhere and let them decide if I qualify, but when I think that way then I get blocked as well for million other excuses and silly reasons. I'm aware of all of this but the ""moment"" when I'm actually trying to get shit done seems like I get into some sort of auto-pilot mode that doesn't seem to be aware of these traps, and I get really frustrated. I feel like this is the only thing that is ruining my life, and even though I am grateful for all the success I've managed these years, it's like the closer I am to the goal, the bigger the nagging in my head.",4.948923666560201,5.145538623762377,5.904611945065478,81.7442829766848,68.70297029702971,8.89236665602044,28.56755030341744,8.748949900417786,1.9940290641967424,1955,62,401,30,31,648,222,505,0.09300000000000001,0.733,0.174,0.9929,5,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,3,9,24,27,5,1,32,1,35,12,5,3,4,79,78,39,0,2,14,0,6,6,1,4,4,1,0,1,36,23,2,6,19,0,2,5,10,12,1,3,16,8,46,15,50,54,15,61,0,4,1,3,11,17,4,16,42,269,82,20,0.07058772232944299,0.0,0.06888343459217569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514351365119633,0.0,0.14136681507514418,0.0,0.15579061373089975,0.05644897604421392,0.11746927928526898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808768101340259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427760135127236,0.0,0.04302962036047698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161014504546508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810397215759245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889429899070124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729359864538824,0.0,0.0466225248699326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904833716016485,0.06654382246578955,0.0,0.17845636666756196,0.1512836488087437,0.0,0.0,0.12903179880939655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453589917131164,0.06525721185816599,0.18439585758167404,0.0,0.04011662929452189,0.0592056324781345,0.22582179943203445,0.0,0.07776033427606382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724433676683936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367524284592955,0.28018969019095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517266465537244,0.11507682983258907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218072854636233,0.14957458742472132,0.20691357363953414,0.0,0.062330252043921175,0.1249358259909507,0.059275908784582214,0.0,0.15410967468849382,0.060011157283654436,0.0637081753310022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689072311665425,0.0,0.0,0.0711358216986017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378019567913553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047832067475043115,0.053685143636130785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893663884012383,0.06163447644269551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803442816300007,0.09044060485234492,0.07257593492321994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714508836106574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927812339578412,0.14727677799964484,0.07974403423592226,0.1449145651966936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992470635558544,0.0,0.056371446234171285,0.11802899315278385,0.08085799743735801,0.0,0.08080605410260706,0.0,0.16020422159419456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498769096136481,0.0,0.0,0.04689534618388247,0.04522976226140147,0.06935207879523603,0.0,0.08232053708344861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792442996190659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774240358758662,0.058242263466106274,0.0,0.16808774519125605,0.0,0.08595682935414807,0.06346683961882643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051388702551549946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727370732246621 adhd,WannabeCardi,2018/12/17,"Sensory overload/can’t stand to be touched and it’s ruining sex life Hi! Hoping someone can shed some light on this for me and maybe help My ADHD partner has significant issues w sensory overload/overstimulation. Unfortunately it’s ruining our sex life. He hates being touched in certain places/feels discomfort. He gets easily overstimulated by touch, smells, taste. As the partner that wants to be intimate, I have no idea what to do. I have looked into this online and it doesn’t seem that medication addresses this issue. I honestly can’t take the lack of sex and touching anymore, but I also feel bad bc he’s genuinely experiencing discomfort and I don’t want to subject him to that. Please help! 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Concerta 36mg is far too strong for me, I feel like a zombie and I have no emotions and even though I am 1000x more productive I don’t feel like it’s worth it. Because of this I only take it very rarely when I need to get a lot done, and I will bite it and take like 1/3 - 1/2 max because of how long the effects last me. I’m wondering if there is any way you guys take the edge off of it. I know that coffee makes it more intense, so there must be something that makes it less intense. 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Hello I'm someone who needs help and I dunno what to do.... I'm ADHD. Have been since I was diagnosed at 8 years old I'm 27 now... I need help because I'm too poor for meds and therapy and I am a mom of two and engaged but seriously messed up in the head... If having ADHD wasn't bad enough in the past 4 years it seems to have gotten worse... I have fatigue, depression, hypersexuality, and lack of motivation.... the most worrisome of these is depression and hypersexuality because I can't seem to get sexually satisfied anymore and I don't think it's my man's fault.. but I can't stop thinking about sex to the point where I think about cheating.... but I get sick to my stomach and feel like a awful person for thinking it... I love my man I want no one but him but i can't stop these thoughts so the feeling of depression washes over me at these terrible thoughts... then the depression sets in and I get suicidal thoughts... I have a horrible problem managing time to the point I can't seem to be anywhere on time and I get sucked into something that I tune everything out and before I know it hours have slipped by, I don't eat very well, I have a nasty junk food addiction that I can't afford I impulsively make purchases that I can't afford and shamefully hide them from my man because I'm afraid of disappointing him.... I hate myself most days that I don't even want to get out of bed because I feel hopeless.... I have constant migraines. I was taken off meds at 10 because they skyrocketed my metabolism to where I was a walking skeletal vacuum zombie.... I haven't been on meds since due to financial problems my inability to focus on something I need to do makes things annoying, and yet I seem to be able to focus on non important things ",2.7860184331797235,4.762020857142861,4.591511520737328,82.25303686635947,76.14285714285714,7.944700460829494,27.576036866359445,8.748949900417786,2.186256221198156,1380,57,278,30,31,468,169,350,0.258,0.6459999999999999,0.095,-0.9972,2,0,2,0,0,1,57.0,0,0,2,1,10,24,4,2,12,1,30,13,3,3,0,54,68,21,1,10,6,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,2,4,15,16,2,2,16,0,2,1,12,20,1,2,11,3,45,4,42,55,4,37,0,7,0,2,15,20,1,8,16,179,60,2,0.08549567315499706,0.0,0.0,0.0932029033742783,0.205498369610096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478873439706787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138531592776913,0.2605868440656892,0.0,0.07275052080103049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923904497862204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055137636304403576,0.0,0.2945491920414475,0.08677630858254033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748341765576395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833988480313143,0.0,0.05646908578997824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683799823888234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968754361414667,0.06107812598477315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033817073445961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233398025985377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844092770166754,0.08774322615932936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171917842633052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841960162657908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698618606097179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041768867350272014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716318299632535,0.0,0.11413805143148542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28489925776605485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013149909501026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535758333307574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089713327055941,0.0,0.057934080775238414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161529406350801,0.0,0.07465152407709998,0.0,0.0,0.1616420915504061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636156255329292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113281993895565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144580864344455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244020642028305,0.13163749227078042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295642200080916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351838992230113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777175327453733,0.0,0.11359905256938163,0.2191287007749816,0.0,0.2036220435771125,0.09970642910933933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835168496652435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054288418410201,0.10085512628665454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687087778391871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712739504464155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011282085213307 adhd,Ds3y,2018/12/17,"How do you do more than one thing regularly? I don’t mean multitasking that’s easy. I mean, when you have several, long term and time consuming thing that need to be done regularly, how does a person *not* hyperfocus on one for days on end leaving everything else to fall by the wayside so you constantly feel like you’re struggling to *keep up* with everything because ultimately everything you’re doing, individually, hasn’t been worked on for *weeks*? It’s very likely I have too much on my plate. But I can dedicate all my nonworking and nonsleeping hours to these things because I moved to a new continent and have no friends or social life. But I don’t know how to be well-roundedly productive!",5.982128922815948,7.3017230229007675,6.660712468193385,73.2336301950806,66.86259541984735,11.318405428329092,32.876166242578456,11.20814326018867,3.997620186598813,560,24,104,18,9,184,88,131,0.04,0.8859999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,14,1,0,3,1,18,20,11,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,2,1,11,3,16,16,4,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,12,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971354867657814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681562259561984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035384447794747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617300912751604,0.15924030795897196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299899437782908,0.0,0.1378218935335081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195494606999916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867973345060791,0.11116589623539737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022182481954508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324185961386766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831093043475418,0.0,0.0,0.08551771030848637,0.0,0.0,0.16476567763614752,0.0,0.0,0.1099100477549291,0.15204374721280706,0.0,0.0,0.13770757624062846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390039656535557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653859488067033,0.1143892802196468,0.11538085166070315,0.0,0.15028651354147066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108870862723868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587030455777313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579197299378235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862206056324374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267455059505045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101357553156327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907358761722164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839233059165156,0.0,0.0,0.12481880122699765,0.0,0.13990966300081642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328397788856995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tss_happens,2018/12/17,"Visual overload aid? (Glasses or smth?) Hi ! Is there any trick to block yourself off of the visual overload? It hypes me up too much I might want to design some kind of human blinkers for myself, but then I thought that I am mostly distracted by colors and thought that wearing b/w glasses would be cool. Unfortunately they can’t exist due to physics (as I understand) ",4.18391304347826,6.424021521739135,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,72.91304347826087,6.339130434782609,30.34057971014493,7.1686216300943375,1.96316231884058,291,13,50,3,6,93,58,69,0.187,0.757,0.055999999999999994,-0.8167,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,1,1,6,1,1,0,0,12,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,2,10,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455471249378937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760097807182433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830493540392156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654357171545166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733151747445605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758975392190394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297463674047426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650123038634354,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wakato106,2018/12/17,"Methylphenidate and Nausea - 20mg once, 10mg twice, or 5mg four times a day? Methylphenidate IR 10mg tablets are a godsend - I can redirect my attention to what's relevant, and have the energy to resist cheap temptations! But it makes me nauseous. Head discomfort, crazy bad car sickness, a whole host of physical discomforts. Its nigh-unbearable at this rate. My original dosage was 20mg a day, taken however I wanted it. But, my new psych just dropped the dosage to 5mg a day on weekdays, due to the holidays - I find this dose ineffective, abd only causes modedt physical side effects. She mentioned it should help reduce my body's tolerance to it. Oh, do note, I drink coffee near-daily. Sometimes I remember to keep Methyl and coffee separate, but not always. Question is, would splitting a 20mg dose multiple times a day help reduce the nausea side effevt? And on a related note, would doing so help reduce the crash I feel after 3hrs from a 20mg dose?",4.481806331471134,6.6188488379888275,5.214837988826815,78.92937057728119,71.79329608938548,9.019143389199256,29.25176908752328,9.558583805096642,2.9907002607076345,758,31,133,19,15,245,113,179,0.073,0.816,0.111,0.7566,1,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,14,0,10,7,2,4,0,24,15,9,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,4,1,1,6,2,1,1,1,4,0,2,2,1,12,0,12,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,10,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229502029100406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152821800813132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330426529263487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880214847906681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721549670604257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929901108306748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254510165741152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728544294666567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878408417270372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36804199801644977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268483071883869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221734633682288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677081585646745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492020613701685,0.0,0.13920201246038116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503467799649305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733649094928028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102063459218484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345168612203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795540945674192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043456509584023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600374934434941,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Myrkravera,2018/12/17,"Anyone tried to buy their friend a birthday present... ...only to remember right before arriving at their place that they showed you that exact same thing months ago when they got it as a present from someone else? And that's probably why you bought it, since you already know they like it... But they definitely don't need two of the same thing... Thankfully my friend knows me and when I explained what happened, she just laughed and thanked me for going the extra mile to get her something she liked XD Anyone had this or something similar happen?",9.1527,8.414780870000005,7.314,78.24700000000003,60.3,10.4,37.0,9.3871,3.2516,437,17,79,6,5,128,75,100,0.0,0.754,0.24600000000000002,0.9798,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,6,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,16,7,8,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,8,52,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797747697041206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666547130422765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24922514100230694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151648445859542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887636036916346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275378036113316,0.0,0.09311035464687806,0.0,0.10128409688367902,0.0,0.142535386287079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31519113351085554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958853906352439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741343910459647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225008212471335,0.0,0.0,0.1321446932913328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355410807158368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619748917734796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192146681402702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188366215677492,0.15219524545301913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474218797195243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100159559579038,0.27439832594887154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281541696463665,0.0,0.0,0.2367972020486088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099677098294175,0.0,0.17409085619411524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081196162398054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dontmuckabout,2018/12/17,"How does ADHD effect CPTSD? I have been doing my hyperfocus thing on my personal problems and found all sorts of useful/ useless stuff to sort through on my road to""recovery"" and well-being. One of the books I am reading is ""Re Vision - ADD and PTSD on View"" by Henery Berenson. It's quite an eye-opener, I'm not sure I agree with everything but, he links ADHD and PTSD very strongly and says the ADHD brain is even more susceptible to to the visual freezing that is a symptom of PTSD and it makes a lot of sense but ... well, the guy isn't a phycologist he's a GP. Anyone know about this ... please?",3.070508474576272,4.912227915254243,4.212,85.88172881355933,74.9322033898305,6.753898305084746,24.51186440677966,7.554174236665415,1.1533837288135596,466,15,93,6,10,152,83,118,0.07200000000000001,0.838,0.09,0.6326,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,9,0,8,2,1,4,2,24,13,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,3,6,3,14,11,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,3,0,59,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248885331358213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179523351927017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251911835637975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740093338020667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615640151325833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308408894312977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962458224635287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415036290762656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800087784183199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376972184884408,0.0,0.0,0.0971779881668868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865101682439532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271177286175977,0.0,0.15980675368585526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930356373309125,0.5105372870310272,0.0,0.0,0.15484576763055596,0.14562270431725574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577368933591035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665805647954807,0.0,0.0,0.13721054432314986,0.15131679924839467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671908051613784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573723473307286,0.0,0.12012147532789742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26179375442196073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShiftedSoul,2018/12/17,"Freelance Graphic Designer and ADHD (Making a schedule) Hi everyone! Fellow ADHD boy here. I’ve been working freelance for the past six years of my life. It’s been hectic, it’s been a journey, and it’s been more stress than necessary for sure. But one thing I’m realizing now is that my days have zero structure. I’ll find myself designing at completely different times. From 6am one day and then 1145pm another. Days of the week mean nothing to me as I work around the week, I discovered this recently. Friday through Sunday doesn’t FEEL that way to me because I don’t work regular schedules like most others. I think what I need is to get myself set up on a schedule. If you’ve ever had this issue, or you can relate and can give me some tips on how to START THAT, PLEASE TELL ME! Whether there’s an app for this or if I should just make alarms on my phoneee or something .. This is actually super dire to me, any help would REAAAALLLLYYY be appreciated ",3.5056216577540087,5.501498556149733,4.554221256684496,83.22780247326206,74.1336898395722,7.6696524064171125,27.195521390374328,8.472884824447931,1.986155347593583,758,29,146,14,16,247,127,187,0.044000000000000004,0.836,0.121,0.9263,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,2,7,0,16,1,0,3,2,28,26,14,0,5,8,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,13,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,5,1,17,3,20,18,3,26,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,7,18,98,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.14516279485966102,0.0,0.3575476607583891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115806411382168,0.15598191398483666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242291594271313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067927565253132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596611368338675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878027633668065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541664285109366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455683271914065,0.0,0.1421411633326118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521467272744341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359587878554262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771801219139632,0.1426987343713948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970691023438122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526090164926512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050696019011589,0.07267386520853204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858937747427927,0.0,0.0,0.1620371041670112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029947123704227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427338179619314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159960488909284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200286615355062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328761445523232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687698218571074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451837189467833,0.0,0.0,0.1052890998829154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039761394382388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401992215214753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130017865080985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882578530335014,0.09531578585729866,0.0,0.0,0.08673986211729287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807428504923792,0.2386435457464784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248848317782102,0.0,0.0,0.10567082760695612,0.0,0.0,0.09579292913585603 adhd,SpeciesL,2018/12/17,"Waiting to be diagnosed RANT I didn’t know much about ADHD, but as it goes on the internet I began reading more about it through random comments and articles. The one that hit the nail on the head was an advice column where the mom was mad that her college aged daughter was diagnosed with ADHD inattentive type. She said her daughter can read an entire book in one sitting; that Can’t be ADHD! The columnist and commentators were quick to point out that it indeed sounded like the daughter was getting the help she needs. It sounded so much like me! I began reading about ADHD inattentive type. I took a quiz on Additude.com and it said 55% likely. I continued my research and found a link to the same site specifically for women; I got a 95%! Just having a description of what is going on in my brain feels so good. This is why I lose things, can’t tell a story in a straight line, and am always late! Have issues with depression and anxiety... It all makes sense! I tell my mom, I think I have ADHD-PI. She’s unsurprised. “Well, you were tested for that in grade school. It was inconclusive.” It was the 80s, maybe I wasn’t hyperactive and that’s why that couldn’t see it? I setup an appointment to be tested. This alone is big for me. I tend to put things off or forget about them. And I’ve been depressed and ignoring things lately. I take a test where I sit alone in a room with a computer. I’m to press the spacebar every time a letter flashes on the screen Unless it’s X. I get a call later and I don’t have it, but they can refer me to a specialist who can run other tests. Okay, I want to do that. Someone will call me within 10 days. I wait. No call. Now normally I’d forget about it all for a few months, but even if this is “just” depression, I need help! And I really think this “fits.” So I call the lady. No one has called me. She’ll figure this out and someone Will call me today. No call. I just looked, this was Tuesday. I’m not giving up. But I am disappointed, because I’d like answers and meds/therapy. Whatever helps me feel like I can manage life! TLDR; Waiting to be diagnosed ",1.6347084862880616,3.928023111638957,3.3330398402072987,88.20833108399914,81.54156769596199,6.392593392355863,21.68219606996329,7.604176662624187,0.9504769596199528,1634,51,333,27,44,542,212,421,0.126,0.787,0.087,-0.9557,0,2,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,2,1,17,15,1,0,29,1,39,6,2,1,2,55,69,24,0,6,11,5,3,5,0,3,4,4,1,1,32,18,0,4,10,4,0,4,10,7,1,3,19,11,44,8,40,41,7,43,0,5,4,0,34,23,0,3,19,228,76,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432319809073396,0.07030386430981399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902673613214149,0.0,0.0,0.05986403998288324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503776171713631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385703103621425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803144627285192,0.5142475368423589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046398601497628617,0.0,0.1858984828556404,0.2190681156040948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751902301432805,0.0,0.06061680251159525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072755151878942,0.05139755378964462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888402725190452,0.0,0.0,0.0751766321074665,0.06901624188238706,0.040888026464071865,0.060344089475100726,0.057541023970090976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383637126203542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466973931608204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509193399861863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953911464214053,0.0,0.1623142866142748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081691222588815,0.17574357200344856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060415717115018724,0.08048810137630537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802387551443132,0.0,0.07227846674208828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685223319411134,0.057425847703529466,0.0,0.10577577084609402,0.10669267698734526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049086771438239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625547124552918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801132124783801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232464054739585,0.0,0.0,0.21589353997111368,0.0,0.04608983742727253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687242413532488,0.0,0.0,0.07281222546330722,0.05733088529027495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191760457574186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409371939653505,0.0,0.12576627907723914,0.0,0.08227542785593471,0.0,0.14339127111585884,0.0921989583287547,0.0,0.0,0.04195173370740159,0.0,0.0681954893732621,0.0,0.07993359105553036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243505096711737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468723478420314,0.0,0.1298384236998646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,overtravelledho,2018/12/17,"Unintentionally making ADHD friends: how common is this, and any theories why it happens? I got diagnosed at 22, and after learning a lot more about my condition, I have realized that a lot of my childhood or adolescent friends also have ADHD. They're usually in the same boat as me - getting diagnosed in adulthood, or they have always suspected a diagnosis and they have brothers/parents with it, but were overlooked because of gender and are likely ADHD. This even happens with new friends I make! When I've gotten close enough to them to reveal my diagnosis, they're like ""hey I have that too! I take vyvanse lol"". :O Does anyone else experience this? Based on the statistics I've heard, this can't just be a coincidence right? What are your theories for why it might happen?",5.655672215108832,7.662627281690142,6.3966581306017956,72.19424455825867,68.43661971830986,9.38898847631242,33.331626120358514,9.800150414767053,3.627343661971832,622,29,102,15,11,204,96,142,0.038,0.867,0.094,0.8672,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,0,7,5,0,0,6,1,12,2,0,3,0,22,22,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,13,5,14,16,5,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,5,8,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502294098189724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141135894987393,0.11592249281708245,0.0,0.0,0.09474000096638988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974133397715956,0.1427462233365175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492604853811682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28280664056784416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219168126200637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638106346956052,0.0,0.0,0.14395119161793102,0.0,0.09201723782137418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627827491888692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229067592016271,0.0,0.07278712393936322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142413608850424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695913765947446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612601467621144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368838215910165,0.0,0.0,0.1859896981881576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779279611206675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345527489489529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118975534308548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474867382801206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153437448093629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25142295346308746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blakettthompson,2018/12/17,"Tips/tricks for making decisions? I know we can be an indecisive bunch, but those of you that have figured out how to make decisions. How???? 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I just have so many thoughts and feelings I need to share, even of no one sees. 1. My ADD is enhanced if not directly caused by hypersomnia, which is a sleep disorder I found out I had not long ago and I think so much about how I was diagnosed. ADD aside I always thought there was something not right with my sleep, and I believed what everyone told me about it just being my teenage hormones or stress or any other reason of the day. Even if I wanted to see a doctor my mother was strictly against it with an that lasted ideology of her farmer upbringing of fixing what's broken yourself. I started having fainting spells caused by stress due to a particular situation once I got here to university. I had never really been to a doctor for anything before but I went to a walk in clinic and filled out the paper. I only put the fainting down, I has no idea you could put more than one thing. I see the doctor he tells me to get out of the situation causing the fainting, then he asks if there is anything else I wanted to ask. I said i didn't have anything off the top of my head and he then told me I looked very sickly, unrelated to the fainting. I didn't know how to interpret that. He asked me how I sleep, made me assure I was honest. A few weeks and several different tests later, I am notified that I have hypersomnia. I had never heard if it in my life, then I looked it up and almost started to cry. I had spent my whole life, unable to move my legs when I first woke up, constantly tired, looking demonic with huge dark circles from as young as 8 years old, and just unable to explain the difficulty I faced getting out of bed. The amount of aggression I took from my family and friends, the way I couldn't focus in class, everything finally was not my fault. It is a sleep disorder where patients for some reason, often unknown, require twice as much or more sleep than the average human. Anytime I didn't set an alarm and i could sleep as long as i could, it was always over 12 hours, usually 14 or 16 but sometimes even got to 20. All I ever head was how lazy I was, how little I got done, how i didn't deserve the things I had and for once I had some voice in my brain that said fuck that, they are wrong. There's no cure, I will always have a body that naturally wants to sleep 16 hours a night. The average human 8 hour sleep that I get most nights is the equivalent of someone who sleeps for less than 4. It wasn't my fault I have to sleep the equivalent of an airforce pilot in heavy warfare. 2. When I was in calculus class at 830 in the morning, running the amount of sleep deprivation that causes most people to hallucinate violently, I was just sitting taking notes. I had trouble keeping my attention, but I wasn't paranoid or schizophrenic, I was someone who was so accustomed to sleep deprivation that I didn't experience it anymore. 2. I am so glad to know that everything wasn't my fault, I wasn't just lazy, it wasn't just part of being a teenager, it was actually something that needed help it didn't get. Its feels fan fucking tactic being able sustain my attention for more than a few seconds.",5.746268753547965,5.732540727272731,6.543516746411487,78.56828136404187,66.99691833590138,9.789976482037142,31.716851836834003,9.549672527348893,2.73557688751926,2568,95,511,48,38,851,287,649,0.10300000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.068,-0.971,1,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,1,5,31,20,4,3,33,0,59,35,18,13,5,92,105,45,0,13,22,1,2,0,1,1,15,4,1,2,31,22,0,2,15,0,1,8,21,14,0,7,50,12,80,6,75,47,17,69,1,2,6,2,25,22,2,15,36,365,111,10,0.05179065524981942,0.0,0.05054020863198756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590929100964039,0.0,0.051860860088043165,0.0,0.0,0.041416968291832224,0.1292819220922182,0.0,0.0,0.03521942154712012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136241344361398,0.0,0.0,0.1278578892623558,0.0,0.14525181430208625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407003305559407,0.05835033322147337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057527742615080625,0.0,0.05781549945685604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128130773365471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596729935770113,0.0,0.12405187191902413,0.0,0.05688960289010924,0.033400688102125174,0.0,0.0,0.1051328497876764,0.0,0.05411021165699617,0.11871315569648018,0.15902979061847447,0.0,0.05299982165200221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326444682949409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262171802960897,0.04684761274443198,0.0,0.049488190530974176,0.0930922029156184,0.05066119868190981,0.04882362051924972,0.0,0.05237382285876626,0.0,0.0,0.056734131318948125,0.0,0.1321593146946837,0.0,0.05678578029156904,0.0400133317737354,0.09575925246991523,0.1082339191502584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426515450903045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630430778143207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034714184513795265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530100889640715,0.0,0.0,0.058465345796822735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603391402290642,0.0,0.0,0.05692557936530921,0.08443259287055656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316254286917287,0.0,0.05190784245364185,0.0,0.09166620027842758,0.13047331980004398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900557024303503,0.0,0.052507595558544284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413388069087332,0.055045270276423,0.07614418143557232,0.07680422926146252,0.07988829224256205,0.0,0.0,0.09720404311350432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054345580558739295,0.1103107151538447,0.07018937669994106,0.03938912709379421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608423267304374,0.0,0.03590511929858122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412782640206722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033178419928554616,0.10649883863653127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422893660401316,0.09852954616658924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381134062609996,0.0,0.0,0.05850869880837301,0.0,0.0,0.1164297328883778,0.6219366940998549,0.0,0.08776410825228655,0.07974195334759207,0.05122228232569711,0.0,0.07331538470172369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865204121261907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03894012732129196,0.0,0.0452673154538762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881482010979505,0.033185360669081385,0.0,0.08223199039205463,0.0,0.059525739496504915,0.0,0.09897638106194837,0.0575413236078903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704008982901537,0.042732714537299696,0.09164241094785444,0.04110901148073412,0.0415433396772382,0.0,0.0,0.0480104562849543,0.0,0.05782241703549708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662495128240996,0.0,0.03335148395755179 adhd,DichotomousBeing,2018/12/17,"Venting: Stuck between a rock and a hard place. When your worth as a human is judged by how productive you are, existing in a capitalist society with a neurodivergent brain that does not allow you to be as ""productive"" as others is a pretty good way to ensure that I will likely suffer from depression for a very long time. I know my worth is so much more than my productivity. But what good is that when I am forced to participate in a system that requires I have strengths in literally every single one of my areas of weakness. These weaknesses aren't things I can read a self help book about and fix. This is the way my brain is wired. My frontal cortex is under developed. I am unable to conjure up willpower out of the blue. I am unable to meet deadlines without a GREAT amount of stress. I am unable to keep track of time. I am unable to sustain attention on tasks. I am unable to recall information well. As long as this is my reality, I am depressed. Because I will never be good enough to function in the way society demands I do in order to make a living for myself and be successful. I am terrified to enter the work world. Medications don't work. Therapy hasn't worked. I think about suicide a lot. But my family loves me so much. And I could never, ever imagine putting them through the pain of losing me. I stick around, just for them. But my life is miserable. The sheer amount of energy it takes out of me to complete the tasks of day to day life is more than I can handle. I'm only 21, I can't see myself doing a lifetime of this. There is no ""cure"" for ADHD. There is only coping. And I'm already so tired of coping. I don't know how long I can keep this up before my ties to my family aren't strong enough to stop me from trying to end this pain. I'm safe for now. But I still feel as though this life is not one worth living. This is not self loathing. I know that I'M not a failure, I'm just living in a world that sets me up for failure. But how do you escape the world? I know I'm incredibly smart. And that almost makes it worse. Because what good is being smart if you can never produce results at the request of someone else's deadlines? I've been able to get by in school with accommodations. But there are no accommodations in the real world. I am absolutely terrified. I just needed to tell somebody. 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Like 8 years ago I went to a fabric store/quilt shop with my mom and got super inspired to make my own quilt (probably was a super impulse idea). This is something that my mom really likes to do, so she bought a pattern and the fabric for me to get started (I was like 14 at the time so didn’t have any of my own money to spend). I got working on it right away and was really excited about it. Then I started having problems with the sewing machine which made me get really frustrated and stop working on it for a bit. My mom said she would look at the sewing machine and try to fix what was going wrong (it’s an old machine so there were a lot of things it could have been). Basically what should’ve been a short little pause in the project got way extended by being super busy during high school, going away to college, and quite honestly forgetting about it (didn’t know I had adhd at the time). So it turned into an 8 year pause. But in that 8 years, my mom got a new sewing machine that’s fantastic and everything needed for the quilt was kept properly stored. We were talking about it recently and I was like “oh I really should finish that shouldn’t I?” and then I ended up working all weekend on it and finishing it today and feeling super proud of myself that I actually finished something! I always feel kind of bad when I don’t stick with something, so this somewhat small thing really helped boost my confidence a little! So just because you didn’t finish something when you thought you would, doesn’t mean you cant ever finish it! The sense of accomplishment will still be there!",4.530401968826909,5.837500861635224,5.20154498222587,82.39586136177195,70.25786163522012,8.17194421657096,27.662564943943124,8.587818076936951,1.9795204812688,1286,44,246,21,23,415,161,318,0.047,0.7959999999999999,0.157,0.9884,0,0,5,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,0,10,16,17,1,0,18,0,30,0,0,2,2,41,54,22,0,7,2,4,2,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,23,16,0,2,7,2,5,3,7,4,0,0,24,4,30,13,34,22,6,49,0,0,1,0,14,18,0,2,31,167,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.17412534029704488,0.0,0.10722118598321996,0.0,0.0790852584133399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423547602952799,0.0,0.0,0.06067044367201094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764413116948987,0.0,0.07449225266443389,0.0543856976098849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740157491230536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123230854886173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790195521408273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070165054745634,0.0,0.0,0.08018225463667884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022133044943448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322413041936642,0.0,0.10140786052315212,0.0,0.2854191135023661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980010129769515,0.09426238585740858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071484178651488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929055073520465,0.04903118797335825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743471737695746,0.1788372263585238,0.0,0.0,0.07491959314775776,0.0,0.0,0.07584888330192774,0.0,0.08441903808860111,0.05955286780872045,0.0,0.0,0.09718318640497972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179582780190487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615308344780017,0.0,0.08616608499843406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361796245575572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961907370811123,0.08536837274335822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489298661550756,0.0,0.0,0.2857726460255132,0.0,0.08809076915891233,0.0,0.0,0.07619060986895007,0.08486555170605377,0.0,0.0,0.09029210557094776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434170321621033,0.0,0.0,0.12629613782516702,0.0,0.07124860510132422,0.07458919085308102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170903744166122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854327765392493,0.0,0.0,0.07082812723717842,0.104045998997843,0.0,0.08456703921316105,0.0,0.0,0.06057231121723676,0.09704219564705054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081609679809951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270481330327367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485255139038848,0.0,0.0,0.12675402698274124,0.09754450147948934,0.0,0.17235796954678367 adhd,aceinnatailsuit,2018/12/17,"Screwed up and took my morning meds at 11pm So yeah, I’m probably not going to sleep tonight. Has anyone done this before and could they share their experience? (First time it happened to me) (I have separate evening meds for a comorbid MH diagnosis. Messed up and grabbed the wrong pill calendar when I went to take them. Hope this sort of vent post is all right!)",1.8371746031746028,4.586504114285717,2.446190476190477,91.37769841269842,86.42857142857142,6.53968253968254,24.920634920634928,7.793537801064563,1.551301587301587,288,12,59,6,9,89,61,70,0.11699999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.099,-0.3397,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,3,5,1,0,2,1,5,3,1,0,1,8,12,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,3,1,7,2,8,8,1,12,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617160720870354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005451396548725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783269082518216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856473312878944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752065738803202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847928909545405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899815103279248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693502855604585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750778633471705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183707950094286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961832975459025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390768919464714,0.0,0.24080922120293566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073979451937484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351143532034365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793150489509134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023725957533888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481502175737588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070478123532976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419831001083755,0.0,0.0 adhd,fishet,2018/12/17,"I dont know exactly when but at some point I feel like I reached a point of real understanding of myself and how I work and I feel like I hate myself more and feel more hopeless because of it Idk, I'm not doing great and I just feel like I can't do anything and won't ever be able to.",0.3147395833333313,1.912994328125002,2.7668750000000024,94.22395833333336,82.28125,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.029970833333333943,223,6,54,2,6,77,40,64,0.222,0.615,0.162,-0.7336,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,19,14,8,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,10,4,5,12,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,37,11,1,0.20391720172581965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780648214872845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430603348102193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389894417265886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844547834411252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124266568757352,0.4370354689725271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481943479367794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132601959557705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120675611729723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29887093352255545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855353349907044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210241872087045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212284998522948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845415149854774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,queeeeennnnn,2018/12/17,"Should I look for another psychiatrist?!?! I am prescribed 30 XR adderall and 15 IR as a booster that I sometimes take if I have a long day. Starting ADHD medication literally changed my life: I started reading again, practicing piano, studying effectively, actually getting errands done, not getting into as much arguments with my husband, not falling asleep in the middle of the day/while driving and etc. I felt NORMAL for once. Then I decided to go see a psychiatrist for depression because I went to therapy for 1.5 years but it really wasn’t doing much and so I decided maybe medication will help. My psychiatrist put me on Wellbutrin and told me to stop adderall. He said because I wasn’t diagnosed as a child, I couldn’t possibly have ADHD and that it was probably my depression that made me “feel like I couldn’t concentrate”. I did for about three weeks but I. Just. Could. Not. Live!!! My house became a mess, I stopped reading the self help books that were actually helping me, I stopped playing piano which was my one stress relieving activity - I basically just bummed around every single day. I think Wellbutrin helped me get out of the slump depression put me in, but that was it. I still felt like I couldn’t stick to doing anything but I felt like I was doing a million things at once. However, I’m afraid to go back to my psychiatrist and tell him I think I need to start adderall again because he is a substance abuse specialist and is very big on adults using controlled substances. But I truly believe it helped me more than these antidepressants are. So.. should I seek help with someone who specializes in ADHD? Or is this how most psychiatrists deal with people who were diagnosed with ADHD as an adult?? Am I just too dependent on ADHD now? I don’t know what I should do!! 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Simply being mindful doesn't help, because I just judge myself and make myself feel guilty. It's driving me crazy and I just want to enjoy things. I want to play video games but before I can enjoy them, I have to make sure everything around me is exactly how I need it to be. Object placement, lighting, temperature, setup and orientation, height relative to the tv, distance from tv. There's just too many variables and if I just say fuck it and play video games without ensuring everything is perfect, I'll begin to get distracted and irritable to the point where I'm that absolute opposite of enjoying myself. Just angry and on the brink of having a panic attack/break down. This usually goes for everything but if I just don't have the energy to make sure that everything is perfect, I'll lay in a ball almost anywhere and browse my phone for hours, completely zoned in and oblivious to everything around me. Very ""all or nothing"" type of behavior. I don't know why I do this, and I hate it. My room mates make fun of me because it seems like every time they come home, the furniture is rearranged because it just wasn't ""right"" yet. I just have this obsessive tendency to make things comfy but, they never are. Nothing is ever good enough. &#x200B; &#x200B; ANYWAY, does anyone else experience anything like this? I also have BPD so I never really know which symptoms belong to which disorder...",6.053645368032626,7.531842498154982,6.475214604777626,74.04276558555063,66.82287822878229,9.83810448630802,31.60633132647116,10.064110947511567,3.3934531365313667,1171,47,196,28,19,379,152,271,0.13699999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.154,0.6578,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,3,19,20,2,3,7,0,21,2,0,6,10,56,40,20,0,5,16,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,16,13,0,0,6,9,0,2,8,5,0,0,1,3,28,15,26,37,2,22,0,0,0,1,9,12,1,6,11,135,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697893116041266,0.0,0.0,0.07744903015545314,0.0,0.20986877510896707,0.2353609888069476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771812821086003,0.09923186163397482,0.07969736341973019,0.17242988154277228,0.0,0.11017818245983267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711228431846165,0.0,0.08241021638823404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197622398119105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342567439538767,0.10154291768785352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099579658512662,0.0,0.08475203054758831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090378377157294,0.0,0.0,0.10006951073585453,0.0,0.0,0.08760424342479059,0.0815983215404666,0.0,0.43520211209370097,0.09473558462270196,0.0,0.0,0.04896908143255969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953409119600753,0.0505988995201537,0.0,0.0,0.08123121332759277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561700325339907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491493786523976,0.0,0.09714608872297792,0.0,0.09537542608757256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644987054134364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194460845338455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32323278971175645,0.0981883155509964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778851763201993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181130480415229,0.14938975521735676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585586299859574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362984946229425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155233251558398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204308406763968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270736333599231,0.0,0.07701713790370472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633292515954888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255552664158908,0.10066178992575313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868254963211906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647264313523913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666400317157873,0.07990945337919332,0.11424650558691456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738993980540521,0.0,0.0,0.09335767790917923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353609888069476,0.0 adhd,whynotgio,2018/12/17,"It's been a month and I am in the exact same place I was before... About a month ago I trapped myself in my room to get some work done for midterms and i ended up procrastinating the whole entire time. I even made a video about it. 3 days ago i realized I have a bad amount of work due on Monday and I haven't made any progress whatso ever. Last time it was all jokes you know, but now it's not as funny because tonight is going to suck. It's gonna suck so fucking bad oh man. I decided to look back at the old footage to see what practices I could avoid this time around and ended up editing and putting together another fucking video! Why am I like this? seriously asking, I'll stare at an assignment for weeks and not do anything about it but the moment I open up imovie or my journal or anything that isnt what im actually supposed to be doing BOOM were off to the races! I'm sick and i'm tired and i'm sick and tired of not being able to control myself. Damn i should've posted this in the rant subreddit haha. Anyway, the worst part about it all? I don't actually care. Like I get that this is college and this is finals week and that i should be a much more responsible person at this age but I don't give a fuck!!! This isn't fun, or rewarding, or helpful in anyway, and it's not like its a job. I'm not getting compensated for this. I'm actually going a bit more into debt every time finals week comes around now that i think about it. But you know what? I'm gonna do it any way. Because that's just where im at and ive gotta deal with it now so i can have my fun later, pay our dues and all that cute shit right? alright im done feeling sorry for myself, ive got 30 pages to write before the sun rises haha also here's the link to the video in case you were interested in watching someone actively not do their work [Why Am I Like This](https://youtu.be/n97YrBn_N5U) &#x200B;",1.3998303062442012,3.346254549118392,3.1378741879888667,91.173490322153,80.33501259445843,5.891793716028106,21.278602677979585,6.950104931194217,0.4117748110831237,1484,43,327,17,38,493,193,397,0.20600000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.096,-0.9937,2,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,3,1,6,21,26,7,1,19,3,32,8,1,3,5,56,64,26,0,2,15,0,1,4,0,4,4,1,1,2,29,20,0,2,7,4,2,5,11,12,0,0,10,6,33,14,40,46,14,60,0,0,4,3,12,23,7,5,34,204,62,10,0.0873986219460403,0.0,0.25586534284965345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494721004814074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989264639399602,0.0,0.09469637036377612,0.1061988919203206,0.11886811989951447,0.09164507553665184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384323803276955,0.15560660623171224,0.08170591357282064,0.0,0.0,0.06720414548153011,0.14594839736413226,0.1065547774672514,0.0,0.14873958012681426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541665912044996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910871988679941,0.0,0.0,0.07528617400365126,0.0,0.0,0.09802498616815107,0.06978068793331982,0.0,0.0,0.05636488084760082,0.09010414156575614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887826880842767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548184755176765,0.0,0.0,0.05772596551932481,0.07905705721572978,0.07363710846119444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419136929068064,0.0,0.0,0.1914818366619928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423958529994481,0.13698651816513813,0.08384072201936438,0.09934130190793564,0.0,0.06990066198630755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058581454006547976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832165281416445,0.0,0.08672964645284591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606399390023783,0.07124154182470438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079420803167802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339283052926564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539737859123047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952149241167708,0.0,0.06424804334466774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091710151701699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464419063402757,0.0,0.0,0.07631310556128236,0.09131295808516576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370372061377766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785975471713034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746379456039612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696453861532653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971342947566513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405256875563175,0.0,0.0,0.09783560183802352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600150794134145,0.0,0.0,0.20385135719134312,0.20090371814060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937295802977196,0.21031770816451695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772732464053274,0.09757744021802678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088171306784266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061988919203206,0.0 adhd,thehippos8me,2018/12/17,"If you have taken Adzenys for your ADHD, what has your experience been like? Would you recommend it? Is there a medication you liked better? I was prescribed Adzenys a few weeks ago, and it has been okay. A few years ago I was on Dexedrine, and it seemed to help a lot more. I quit taking it for a few years, and I’ve just now recently gone back to a psychiatrist who recommended I try Adzenys because the first 3 months are free. She said if I didn’t like it, she could put me on adderall. I’m currently on 12.5 mg of the Adzenys, whereas when I was taking Dexedrine I was on 15 mg 8 hour spanules twice a day. The Adzenys helps a little, but I feel like the Dexedrine worked better 🤷🏻‍♀️ TL;DR: Prescribed Adzenys, but feel like Dexedrine works better. Looking for others experiences with their prescribed meds.",2.8877358490566074,5.1492283396226455,3.2383396226415084,90.7250566037736,76.9245283018868,6.252578616352202,26.952201257861642,7.3011,1.2565023899371073,642,26,133,8,15,198,95,159,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.9788,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,1,7,5,10,0,0,12,1,14,1,0,0,0,15,24,8,0,4,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,10,4,17,11,11,12,5,21,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,4,19,81,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380971966794082,0.0,0.2564005698806665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112067858108188,0.0,0.08816133461719819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837240320535413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547034726994646,0.0,0.0,0.09327039555014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829396822998573,0.0,0.0,0.14625229155681024,0.20663856312629428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301694224102212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387658786563852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424253244644285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35327945125660565,0.14495105558910565,0.0,0.0,0.12144757925626612,0.0,0.0,0.12295399480003505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064445416242246,0.14569327732960385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543734848094588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538687835714345,0.0,0.15382522820327899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279856870115207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757036556005622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166008850409178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174782188273915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981900762966269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600849995432565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105757179931876,0.0,0.0,0.10273660795032016,0.0,0.0,0.18626598897566307 adhd,CowboyBepsi,2018/12/17,All the time on this sub I here everyone talk about how great their medication is and that it makes them finally feel normal but I’ve tried everything there is and I hate all of it. I basically refuse to take it. I hate the feeling of taking it and I hate afterwards. My grades are garbage but I don’t care. Fuck that medicine. I’d rather be dead than be forced to take it.,-0.2380303030303033,2.038531506493509,1.3176948051948079,97.04416125541128,97.57142857142858,5.683549783549784,18.10497835497836,7.1686216300943375,0.3338406926406932,294,9,68,6,12,94,53,77,0.32899999999999996,0.584,0.087,-0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,4,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,2,14,17,6,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,9,2,7,15,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481187718636956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191950694289933,0.1805391628882468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314324594401875,0.0,0.0,0.22005564923195728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857115283370554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147234653189754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949860965358108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340898301064055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236677971955974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682102651282798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531132212471243,0.16146078268691222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171355036476434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638521903528308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,digydongopongo,2018/12/17,"Questions about obtaining an Adderall or similar prescription. Despite my post history this is not about drug shopping lol. Anways I got diagnosed with ADHD when I was 8 years old and was put on Ritalin till I was 13. I highly dislike ritalin. It does not help with my problems and makes me antisocial. For a while I blew off my ADHD diagnosis since I was diagnosed with a child and realized how much being given ritalin as a kid fucked up my life (absolutely obliterated my social skills long term). Anyways I'm in college now and I'm realizing that I do have ADHD lol. Concentrating on school work, or really anything that is even remotely monotone is absolutely impossible. Holding a conversation with people is incredibly difficult too. I constantly lose focus when someone is mid sentence and I'm constantly asking people to repeat themselves. It's just so god damn easy to get distracted by literally everything. Well on to adderall now. The first two times I took it the drug was incredible. Extremely euphoric, I was ridiculously productive and talkative and it was just straight up fun. Anyways that went away nearly immediately. I don't take the stuff often (maybe once every month or two) but it is very helpful. First of all I feel sober, or ""normal"" which is great. It basically just gives me the ability to actually focus and concentrate on stuff. It's just not hard for me to get distracted so easily. I feel like it would be very beneficial for me and honestly I have no clue how I could get through college in my current state. I definitely would not want to take this medication every day and I'm very aware of the side effects and dangers of it. I just have a few questions. Would I need to get rediagnosed? Also I've heard a lot of stories about doctors just assuming you are drug shopping. Any ways to avoid this? Also how would I get around to eventually asking about it since it's basically guaranteed to be given something else at first. My main worry is just coming off as a shopper. Also is it common to be drug tested if you're prescribed? It's not really an issue but I smoke often so it would be helpful to know. Also feel free to share your experiences with using this medication. Thanks.",4.618387270765909,6.988596480582527,6.115080906148869,71.6043257820928,72.05825242718447,9.626321467098165,31.104638619201733,9.994966539143718,3.6654771305285863,1778,81,298,52,36,602,214,412,0.086,0.763,0.151,0.9859,1,1,6,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,8,33,18,4,3,14,2,33,14,0,6,1,68,64,34,0,11,19,0,4,1,0,5,13,1,0,2,24,18,0,2,10,2,3,4,7,10,1,5,13,5,33,9,48,40,6,46,0,1,0,1,16,18,2,11,22,215,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0756034823384397,0.0,0.27932620353683824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478238310066203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268500045768497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375452954078653,0.06896831654666434,0.14485552888759728,0.0,0.07278940611627162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673702108172938,0.0,0.16744381723197185,0.0,0.061856712780725034,0.0,0.0,0.04996434326989533,0.0,0.0,0.15726902929881806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929795761797967,0.06779805006510659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593811366130346,0.0,0.06471961494210765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051170869403451495,0.0,0.13055043173090428,0.0,0.06962866705028692,0.07578447227397855,0.0,0.0,0.11751959970125235,0.0553474660418367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976981236293499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716234969029125,0.2023849281687975,0.07432015382588537,0.0,0.0,0.06196306313003505,0.08541539702973316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940151785576658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557876376149921,0.08185557153476214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086276409212595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042577703482477205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472220205818452,0.0378499001074705,0.0,0.0,0.06856208295701126,0.0,0.08667362800823626,0.0,0.06586565400906201,0.0,0.0,0.05171451991880407,0.0,0.07783308131621129,0.0,0.0,0.1560938790422329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061839035544433825,0.0,0.05695232995828699,0.057446015238759224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590810494696032,0.0,0.0,0.08129596713505527,0.08250731873310803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742148187460313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419870967210987,0.0,0.0,0.07413218834149618,0.0,0.07788280358765913,0.17357729979933756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926370123839227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840785950153327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817464459542974,0.0,0.0,0.07897502208698777,0.06564349839269465,0.059643297136407876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773784690137791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650166502591712,0.0,0.0,0.0713276824087342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045175732803735054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607650345879657,0.0,0.0,0.15136174943941885,0.0,0.0,0.0669126913696957,0.0,0.19177257769071876,0.04569619309118442,0.06149528281660699,0.0,0.0,0.06965846166944119,0.071819206569374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640202014829186,0.07867864316165263,0.0,0.2751766579168725,0.0,0.0,0.049890738415939946 adhd,AthenaloveVA,2018/12/17,"What is that ONE symptom of inattentive type ADHD that you NEED to have, otherwise, you don't have ADHD? What is that one symptom of inattentive type ADHD that if you don't have it, even if you got (for example) all 8/9 symptoms of inatentiveness in the DSM-5 (plus all 8 were constant all throughout life), you can't possibly have ADHD? I'm obsessing over this question and have been looking all over the net and other people's experiences for answers and I can't get this question off of my mind for 3 days straight. I want to make sure I don't look like a fool once I walk out the door of my psychiatrist without a diagnosis, or even if I DO get the diagnosis and it's actually fake and i don't have ADHD and I'll have to suffer the consequences of meds and say I'm ADHD when I'm not actually ADHD. I also don't want to seem like I'm subconsiously/unconsciously faking some symptoms that I have for the sake of just getting the diagnosis. I'm now paying attention to everything including what I'm thinking and hearing to ""observe"" my own behavior and there are times when I feel like I'm faking it, at the same time I'm not and I can't help it, now I pay attention to pretty much everything and I can't understand anymore, please help. Like, what do ALL inattentive ADHD people have in common?",6.605137362637365,6.012364711538467,7.719010989010989,72.79884615384617,65.34615384615384,11.274725274725276,34.72527472527473,10.7630783206399,3.657912087912088,1035,42,201,25,14,354,117,260,0.1,0.8240000000000001,0.076,-0.7943,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,0,0,9,11,0,1,10,0,25,5,0,1,6,43,48,19,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,16,13,0,0,9,0,2,1,12,6,0,2,3,5,20,5,27,45,9,18,0,1,2,0,11,8,0,8,13,135,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.15358894866639805,0.0,0.7566039131046142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293195842553344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780437922132031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504079128995122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075143840119455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395394221180884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145107392571654,0.0769783154279397,0.0,0.0,0.03979030067471317,0.05621936224221219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233438753689488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293917573591057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869441408704319,0.0,0.1054945210477556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558424838953139,0.15378461903675733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216711050153426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052529185822160235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741184243755963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945900566812351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784950779937599,0.058350970171574514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083807067806574,0.10665085153675764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911370716662233,0.0,0.0,0.08638292290620701,0.0,0.08871621792743274,0.0,0.08006059158598333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631168673680064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258102019975079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164051178510528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416862929013025,0.32717484342578274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042425421502465,0.0,0.0,0.09177478459920067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192374357125226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283210293824387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585868400278659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onewug_twowuggen,2018/12/17,"I'm trying to set and stick to a routine but I'm kind of freaking out about it! Good day friends, I usually do pretty well in school (I do great when I'm engaged, but if I'm not, god help me...), but have noticed myself getting into a bit of a funk in the last month or so and I think it's because I haven't been studying, reading, or working on personal projects as much as I'd like to be. As much as I've been fighting my reality for the past few years, I think I need to swallow my pride and admit that I need to set, and stick to *for real this time*, a schedule. But I'm kind of freaking out about it. I've tried so many times but I keep getting overwhelmed and stopping. It feels like there aren't enough hours in the day or I'm trying to schedule too many things. The things that I need to schedule are the essentials: * Class time * Morning wake-up routine * Apartment maintenance (groceries laundry, dusting, cleaning dishes, etc) * Additional studies * Time for ""productive"" hobbies, like reading or planning next week's D&D session, that aren't things like video games or Netflix * Time to work on personal projects, like learning something new or building something * Exercise It doesn't seem like there are so many things that I should be overwhelmed, but it surely doesn't feel that way in the moment. I have no idea how to approach the situation because as much as I really do need a much more rigid routine, I (like most of you, presumably) love spontaneity and dislike the feeling of being trapped by a schedule. My university's resources haven't been all that helpful so I'd love to hear any suggestions you may have or things that have/haven't worked for you. Thanks a lot in advance! <3",2.8386478769457497,5.3049074194528885,3.3620116054158617,88.71575757575758,78.14893617021276,5.811586994565718,29.726535875472045,6.980632752743323,1.6822372847011149,1347,65,257,15,33,420,161,329,0.086,0.703,0.21,0.9933,0,1,2,0,2,0,55.0,0,3,0,6,12,25,1,3,15,0,22,5,0,1,2,50,46,32,0,6,15,0,3,7,1,2,1,1,1,2,19,10,2,3,10,6,0,2,8,6,1,0,3,4,21,19,39,38,12,39,0,2,0,2,15,11,0,12,30,159,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706214416548377,0.0,0.06091888499023255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921680664545994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978004277012992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554605883380112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256223344868546,0.09990769700469793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588617094250166,0.06399745447495071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921089130152179,0.0,0.09360587685881326,0.0,0.0,0.07513719689502392,0.0,0.0987645573283916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009655126157941,0.0,0.12008995724681505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822030196678718,0.0,0.0,0.10112726217679903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962466703945623,0.0,0.18657189810363992,0.0,0.0730213499904735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063569486676764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615947929253958,0.16170264595808764,0.0,0.0,0.27246650010975226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150356005527496,0.0,0.2634125393197055,0.26569590320401365,0.0,0.08651892922450788,0.09527155631753144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198978963253093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551622994443563,0.0,0.15643923046365016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113717873900906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921264051183985,0.10196401686025584,0.057388573093998765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066184556913076,0.0,0.08155215941042727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069400909638956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792932057044735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489462848925199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443004842379072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247514175818314,0.0,0.0,0.29757176067496593,0.11480115692726152,0.0,0.0,0.2611801506228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182461052069299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866200293713953,0.0,0.0,0.07110608387211766,0.0718573395227946,0.0,0.08054504656302464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565045926440994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768792121544136 adhd,Opalivian,2018/12/17,"I used the D word. I used the D word Divorce. Thank you anyone for reading this and sorry for rambling. This is a throwaway and I will post it in a few other subreddits as well. Maybe it is already too late, but I want to fix me. My wife might have some small problems, but it is me who is the problem. To begin, my wife and I are around the mid twenties. We don’t fight much but when we fight, I get out of hand. During our three years, I could not contain myself. I got extremely angry because she was distant and not very emotional (she is that type of person), her sister’s said she had emotional trauma before and would not tell me. Also, I would not respect her wishes for sex after marriage. These reasons made me very angry. I am selfish and I hate this about me. As a guy, I wanted love, attention, and sex. So she said, if you don’t want to be with me it is okay during college unmarried. She is a great person to be around and I love her for that, so I waited. Second time we fought was after we got married. We have been living together for 2 years. We slept together and I respected her wishes. I did not touch or do anything sexual with her. She is a pleasure to live with as she is a clean person like me and we are like best friends. When we got married finally the time came. It turned out, she does not enjoy sex. She feels like a prostitute when we do something. It has been a few years during marriage and I put my interests elsewhere and I love her. So I carefully plan out ever action and try to make her feel comfortable. It is okay for me. I won’t cheat and I will be loyal to her. That is no problem. Just the reason we fought and I wanted a direct answer from her. The third time was very recent. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was little (elementary to middle). Headaches everyday, could not focus, had to move all the time, and I had extreme anger issues. I was bullied a lot because I had a short temper, so I gradually became the easy target. Teachers hated me because I moved too much and was told to stop many times. So they punished me all the time. Students would try to make me angry and they would succeed. Bless my parents. They had to deal with me. I prayed everyday, thought about suicide, and was really in a hopeless point. Then high school came, and I went abroad. The small town I came from, everyone knew who you were, everyone knew everyone. Once you are in a position, you are stuck there. Everyone knew you. Once I went abroad it was wonderful. Sorry if I got off topic, but I just wanted to say ADHD has effected me greatly and it is very controversial to talk about. Back to the present. One day I suddenly realized, I should take my ADHD medication again. My wife and previous girlfriends always said I was there, but everything they said to me would just go right through me. Whatever they say, I cannot remember. I have a hard time remembering people’s faces, names and the easiest thing others can remember. However when it comes to details, I remember everything. I hate myself for this. I cannot remember something if my life depended on it. I feel like I am going into madness. At work, I write every single detail down no matter how simple the task is. I have not read a single book after elementary because of reading one line and getting stuck over and over and over. I cant even finish one page. So, one day I said to myself this is ridiculous. I want to be a better husband and father (expecting), so I take my medication. I start talking to her about my diagnosis and I started mentioning this topic more and more to my wife (she never knew before marriage). My wife said ADHD is a made up disease and it would not affect me much. Maybe she thought I made it up to blame all my problems. That’s when I got extremely angry. I told her she was worthless, has no citizenship, I could go date anyone else, the salary she is making is nowhere near mine, and extremely bad wording. I know. She does not deserve me. I am a horrible human being for saying things like that. While I was angry I presented the facts that I lost 25 pounds for her and gained a four pack because she said my stomach was fat. I bought her an expensive car, she did not appreciate it, and got angry for that. At this point, I kept saying all these ‘extra’ things I wanted to do for you. She replied she did not need any of this. She was fine with a four digit valued car instead of a six digit car, she was fine with me for being fat although she liked making fun of my stomach. She was okay with me being me. I just wanted to improve my memory and focus by starting my meds again. She said they were useless and that’s why I got extremely mad and used the D word. I really let my anger out. Thank you for reading this far. I really do appreciate it. There are a lot of people on reddit with expertise/experience in certain areas and I am here to listen to suggestions on how to better manage my anger. I want attention, love, and appreciation. How can I be patient with this? How to become a better husband and father? How should I approach this topic again? I read many success stories on the ADHD subreddit and it got to me. I want to become better, but my wife is okay with me being me. If I don’t strive to become better, what is the meaning of life? She is religious and I fully support her and I very much enjoy going to church with her. Leaving her is not a good option. I want to stay with her till death. When anger comes to the mind, what am I supposed to do? Physically, its okay. Need to lose weight? Workout, eat less carbs. Need sex? She is okay with it now, but she is doing it for me. But what about the mind? How do I change my mind? Is there a gym for that? Take the strong drugs the doctor gave me? Do I just give up the drugs and accept being me? I want to open another business, work harder, have better memory, be able to remember peoples names and faces. I’m really at a crossroad. How to better manage my anger? I am extremely stubborn and I want to become a better person by fighting it. However during this time, I got angry because she did not support me for trying to be better. I love her and there is a baby on the way. I will apologize to her immensely for the things I said. But I know that is not enough. When I got angry, she said that is you. You wont ever change. I tried changing my perspective and she was resistant to that. I want to do everything to make me become a better person. How is it that I can be better? I deleted all my social media, even considering a flip phone, and just leaving all distractions away from me. I’m completely helpless. Should I just be someone who lives in the mountain or a farm alone? I will take apart a vacuum and spend hours disassembling it and lubricating every gear and cranny. I order my clothes by color, size and type. I feel there is something wrong with me and I want to be better. My wife said it was okay. Should I just accept who I am? If I accept who I am, I know I will get angry again over something. If I don’t accept who I am? I will angry as well. I am stuck in a never ending loop. Please help me before I go crazy. My mind is all I have. I don’t know who I am anymore. TLDR: I want to change and be a better person. I threatened divorce when wife argued I cannot change. She married me for who I am. Change? Don’t Change? 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I get these periods when I am really motivated to achieve my goals, I get excited about certain hobbies of mine, I cook and clean and stay organized, reply to emails, stay on top of my errands, read for enjoyment. This may last a few days, then I become indifferent, don't care about my goals, go back to eating crap and not staying on top of any responsibilities. I guess I just lose interest in most things and am no longer excited about those goals or anything. I still go to work and do an okay job. Co-workers do notice and ask me why I am so quite (as generally I am super talkative, kind of hyper and funny). This might last two weeks maybe, although it's hard to say exactly, and then I get the motivation and interest again before it stops and then J become indifferent again, and the cycle repeats over and over and over. During this down time I get a bit down as well and generally just watch movies. Recently I have been sleeping more and waking up very tired. In general I think a lot and have anxiety/worries and mild OCD and pick the skin on my hands constantly. My attention is pretty crappy, I struggle to read without thinking about something else and losing track of what I was reading, sometimes I also struggle comprehending what I am reading and I have to reread it a few times but I genuinely enjoy learning new things and when I find something I am interested I can fly through a book of fiction or more often non-fiction and biographies. It is difficult to consistently work towards a goal when my life is like this. Does anyone experience a similar cycle of productivity and indifference? If so have you managed to overcome it? And what was the solution? Any input would be appreciated. Thank you ",5.477744807121661,7.181222685459943,6.509336498516323,72.4032451038576,68.43620178041543,9.783691394658756,32.471097922848664,10.078955797065145,3.521259560830861,1443,64,252,37,25,481,188,337,0.078,0.7759999999999999,0.147,0.9766,3,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,0,15,19,21,1,2,12,1,26,9,5,4,2,55,38,42,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,18,25,2,1,7,6,0,2,4,6,1,1,4,6,35,15,37,30,7,41,0,2,1,0,7,14,1,9,23,185,53,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972194478879922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558504622013434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970546781013365,0.0,0.0820362604103344,0.0,0.0931965616819219,0.0,0.0,0.07665534862501945,0.0,0.0,0.2201992356184201,0.08482872810348817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883550735010704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164045594968693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772932286916703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429171237313007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723926802558847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200761407854524,0.08327808585977704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751581177538987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111472573590247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833534859368005,0.0,0.11331208924766373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981961959875723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930253321131952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989268033590986,0.0,0.0,0.10381164819339732,0.0,0.1625210821751313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041389608875122,0.048703429922342216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230549066617551,0.0,0.0847527537777159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015186330111016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057551872886636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962810877095196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349756601360685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142042647105597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060324368632043,0.3988673487856196,0.0,0.06386387683150271,0.0,0.09843170978398776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927737769506688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976185452902672,0.0,0.0,0.15349224881294438,0.09859582031094294,0.0,0.0,0.31876837886156106,0.07961245073471995,0.08334518652945767,0.0,0.2084349727046768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178102906092526,0.0,0.0,0.1324590262326402,0.12775447359717207,0.0,0.0,0.1162599177567133,0.11457882875962855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738250742821468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225457462298033,0.0,0.0,0.07996519225537456,0.0,0.08963315614527043,0.0,0.08995459261761288,0.0,0.0,0.09609746731427668,0.0,0.21772621549630133,0.10123989159094787,0.0,0.07081681609232864,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TermyYT,2018/12/17,"Have you ever taken some form of medication and, immediately to soon after, forget that you've taken it so now you're wondering if you even took it in the first place and are now worried about overdosing? Seriously. This has happened so many times when I took multi-vitamins, Vitamin C pills, Tylenol, or some other form of medication (but luckily not recently). I would eat it, walk away, and then wonder to myself if I took my medication in the first place. Then, I'd be worried that I did take it and that if I took ""another"", there's a chance it would be an overdose, so I actively try to avoid taking another altogether.",7.959943977591037,7.017372571428576,9.002142857142857,65.84702380952383,62.78151260504201,12.975350140056026,36.64005602240896,12.161744961471696,4.586931652661064,492,20,90,15,6,170,76,119,0.087,0.8240000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.3163,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,11,2,0,1,4,0,8,7,0,0,1,19,19,15,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,10,4,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,2,7,0,10,0,10,8,4,22,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,8,12,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697971891562937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086898563219654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163897177979025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497075891556384,0.11636943771867955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885576431546494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376295898987394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042883112189882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887978312343702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688194568083634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702433228674195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934544987721329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501565530643854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717304324869469,0.08734351465991028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790264321408137,0.0,0.26129647972881737,0.0,0.182775627865084,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pix9139,2018/12/17,"That Time My Mom Tried to Take Me Off My Meds. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was tiny human, after my mom’s teacher friends (who probably dealt with ADHD kids every day) pointed out how hyperactive I was. So I was put on medication and it was flipping awesome. I went from being a total terror to a total teacher’s pet. My mom was very happy and supportive me being medicated, but after I started middle school she got really into the wellness movement. She didn’t like the fact that I had “all the chemicals swirling around” in my brain. **cue epic facepalm years later** So when I was in 8th grade, she went to my psychiatrist and, despite said psychiatrist’s many, many warnings, got my dosage lowered to 5 milligrams per day. My ADHD is on the extreme end of the spectrum, so as you can imagine, that 5 milligrams didn’t do jack sh%t. It lasted an hour at the very most before I started to stare into space and play with my erasers out of boredom. I went from being one of the tops students on the honor roll to falling my favorite classes. Thankfully I got my dosage up by the time I started high school, but I had to find the right combination of meds all over again, and I’m still looking for that magic combo. Even after that fiasco my mom still argued with me about my meds for years. Thankfully she knows not to bring up that topic anymore and has finally seemed to accept the fact that I am and will stay medicated. If you’re still reading this, thank you and have a lovely day!! Oh, and should I add the fact that my mom use to be a teacher who use to deal with ADHD kids all the time? 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Hey guys, &#x200B; I'm a 25 year old male. I knew my whole life there was something very wrong/different. Others couldn't relate particularly well to how I'm thinking/feeling. I am recently diagnosed with ADHD. Just jumped onto Aspen Dexamfetamine 5mg (Australia's equivalent of Adderall) as prescribed by my Psychiatrist. I'm having an overwhelming reaction to it. It feels like I was blind my whole life and now I can see. I can think clearly. I can do tasks without thinking about 50 other things at the same time. I can make my breakfast without doing each step the wrong way because I get too bored and rush it and move onto the next step. I feel in control and happy. I'm also having a strong emotional reaction. I keep crying 1-2 times a day for about 10mins. It's happy crying. I guess a kind of overwhelming feeling that this could be what life is actually meant to feel like and the last 25 years have been blurred. Wondering if any others have this reaction or if anyone's down to chat for a bit? ll the ADHD support lines are closed in Australia atm. so it'd be nice to talk to a familiar crowd. Thanks :)",2.680247611620196,5.194338026905832,3.8540846168843856,84.69974263989083,79.04484304932734,6.748216026515889,24.94228894521349,7.893859768569023,1.6044538506531487,912,34,171,16,23,296,141,223,0.071,0.767,0.162,0.9622,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,11,15,0,2,13,0,21,6,0,3,1,33,41,12,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,13,8,1,2,9,2,2,5,3,4,1,0,5,6,15,12,24,31,5,24,0,2,2,0,7,7,0,6,13,106,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.10904088417371086,0.0,0.26857648408484097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935742381319745,0.0,0.12106886971294233,0.13577479010197027,0.07598616961691783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626063929344647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811489406044327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198975554312196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532448955978778,0.08921428544119016,0.0,0.24547950106809266,0.07206223838896023,0.0,0.0,0.11341246115567664,0.0,0.11674319282827747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569103416322622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824923020036113,0.15965234529700534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837887575646315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230928111135218,0.11063891246962944,0.0,0.2378959165147092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993185193117178,0.0,0.11635869482284965,0.0,0.0910819803567002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677311329307926,0.10917980087556883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458647144482518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876058890511162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188354094000966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117251003022334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032851783943452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890413027437708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602193514944237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267997891976217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981136039757884,0.0,0.10287401208708044,0.0,0.0,0.07423424865205014,0.14319533563183154,0.0,0.0,0.1303115067124366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219615633602304,0.0,0.08869300465311901,0.0,0.0,0.1004665395783563,0.0,0.0,0.2495046082821716,0.0,0.2154243009732289,0.12117588867394755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443375253587459,0.13577479010197027,0.14391216014629116 adhd,Thesmuz,2018/12/17,"How do meds make you feel? I'm trying to get evaluated to find out if I have either add or adhd, which I definently think i have one, but If I get prescribed meds I don't want to lose my quick wit and love for music and be a zombie to a pill, but I also can't keep living as an unproductive, unfocused failure that can't even play a fucking videogame for longer than 20 minutes or do my homework without opening 20 tabs or irrevelavant bs and youtube videos, I just want to know if meds make you an unfeeling non passionate but productive zombie I dont want to lose who I am. I just want to have a normal thought pattern and be able to excel at school and life.",6.3018456725756025,5.090957036496357,7.0297184567257585,79.52182481751825,66.22627737226277,10.164337851929094,33.440041710114706,9.23628265651192,2.6766129301355583,522,19,111,8,7,174,83,137,0.11199999999999999,0.746,0.142,0.8515,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,6,7,1,0,6,0,12,5,0,3,0,35,28,17,0,8,13,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,14,4,15,25,1,4,0,2,0,3,4,3,1,6,1,72,17,3,0.15921178075655362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134162093137186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732160354938388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865950212992108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515787962763766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050226012926863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551668324688588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718872580497785,0.16636316844276244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151474607586806,0.0,0.0,0.08749863095602564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245598920009148,0.0,0.0,0.14058691930307834,0.0,0.0,0.35623451574055065,0.0,0.0,0.1436948481757258,0.0,0.2125501999094766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305451900813862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559937412796064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788602307391287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113082203693846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020164804188564,0.0,0.12639636979221722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809434819793384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756289333008626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534744751636722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rch25,2018/12/17,"My doctor's office screwed up my appointment and I don't know if I'm overreacting/if I should say anything? I go to college in a different state. I'm on a consistent dose right now, so I only have appointments every 2 months. I had an appointment in Oct, where I scheduled the next for Dec 7th at 1pm. I didn't take an appointment reminder card (my mistake) because I put the time into my phone calendar while I was still in the office. Something comes up with finals and I call back Nov 27th to see if I can change my appointment. The receptionist sounds really surprised when I ask if I can change times and she says something like ""What? No, you don't have an appointment?"" Now I'm freaking out because I **know** I made this appointment and she tells me I have an appointment JANUARY 7th at 1pm but ""oh we have to change it, I don't know why you made it that day because Dr. \_\_\_\_ isn't in the office on Mondays. Why did you make it then?"" Oh, I don't know... I'm the patient, I can't even make the damn appointment?! And I'm about to go on winter break, I don't even know if I'll be back in the same state on Jan 7th...? Also - I clearly know I only have 2 refills, why the hell would I make an appointment for 3 months away?! It was on their calendar as the same day (7th) and time, just a different month. And yeah, I know I'm just a college student with ADHD but if you work for a psychiatrist who charges $400/hr maybe you could be a bit more careful? To make a long story... less long... she was able to fit me in the next day and acted like it was a huge favor, but I made it and got my meds. But what!? I'm sure since they have a lot of patients with ADHD that she's used to people missing appointments/late/you name it... but she wasn't nice about it and told me I ""had to be wrong"" because they ""would never schedule like that"" and I tried to be nice over the phone but I was freaking out and honestly thought I would have to go a month without medication because of someone else's mistake. Since it worked out ok, I would have been fine with it (mostly) but she was kind of rude about it and said it was my fault. I didn't say anything because it worked out and now I don't know if I should have? Especially because if I hadn't called then I would have shown up the day before I flew out of state and would have had NO appointment and likely gone a month without any meds? tl;dr receptionist at my psychiatrist's office put my appointment in their calendar for January 7th and not December 7th, was a little rude about it, told me it was my fault, but it worked out so idk if I'm overreacting/I should bring it up? 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So I was diagnosed with ADHD around six months ago. Getting the diagnosis is one of the best things to ever happen to me. My problem is that I'm still having a lot of trouble ""living"" with it. I discovered my ADHD through my inability to succeed in higher education. I wrote off my inability to focus as laziness in high school. When I entered adulthood and realized I was unable to power through that laziness, even with thousands of dollars on the line with exams and failed classes and the like, I came to understand that I needed professional help. So here we are, six months into treating my ADHD. I've been taking Adderall XR (25 mg) for around 6 months. It helps a lot, but it still doesn't allow me to function as a normal person would. If there's a project that doesn't interest me, buckling down and sticking to that project is still like pulling teeth. If before Adderall I was incapable of sticking to a project for more than an hour, now I can stay on task for around 3 hours. A huge improvement! But still not enough to achieve my goals and build a career. Right now, I'm fortunate enough to find myself with a stream of freelance work that pays wonderfully for someone my age (22). It's also extremely tedious and boring, and it doesn't pique my interest at all. I live with my folks still, and like most, would like to change that as soon as possible. My question is this—even with Adderall, I still can't stick to tedious projects for more than a few hours. Likewise, I also find myself struggling enormously with consistency; I can have a fantastic week that is immediately followed by an awful one. Any general advice would be great. I've never spoken with other people who have ADHD before. General tips, especially those geared towards managing and effectively using Adderall, would be fantastic. Thanks for your time.",6.124873447946513,7.486649676217767,6.310476361031518,75.71990747373448,66.56446991404012,8.911222540592167,33.45284145176695,9.188382445141503,3.107512798471824,1503,66,256,27,24,480,188,349,0.086,0.7440000000000001,0.171,0.9882,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,0,8,22,16,0,1,16,1,25,2,1,3,3,56,38,22,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,17,24,0,0,8,0,2,4,6,5,0,5,6,0,30,11,54,26,11,43,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,9,26,192,47,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912817980478522,0.0798922652696996,0.07247289347921435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076253042616814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055597752220743264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834393135421767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913884274940544,0.0,0.08579921862701431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350854497897096,0.0,0.0,0.08648835888012461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298191560210065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895424534128406,0.0,0.10799982132668354,0.07395413811704818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944934080417546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271480304372064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013768698188954,0.0,0.0,0.07229769041318257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096003593676836,0.0863810523781289,0.0,0.0,0.2415433485219733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597699041073518,0.0,0.14438634764570552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901422718575202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577363647536966,0.0,0.0,0.060621985262746626,0.0630562525210395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010477315601262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080169414681457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566802019603862,0.07138730111619998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216904603213256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823067292753104,0.0,0.0,0.1831737234801818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982026820079787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274272955974174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927267584387839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714237957568732,0.3917488041371737,0.0,0.0,0.08547045776535725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147129779962032,0.0,0.0,0.07527111660985504,0.0,0.0,0.054315902270863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767332593704469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511220911738747,0.0,0.07061203763646842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558075642176828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866227982786137,0.05952027168477871,0.0,0.0,0.2323120965874509,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayyyy82821,2019/05/11,"ADHD process I think I might have severe undiagnosed adhd, as I match so many of the symptoms. I would really like to get help, so I made an appointment with a psychiatrist. I just have a few questions about the process Will I be diagnosed after one visit? Or is this something that requires me to do multiple visits? Will they prescribe me medicine after a visit? What kind of tests will they do on me? I’m very poor and can’t afford to go to the doctor 100 times for this, but being treated of ADD/ADHD would be potentially life changing for me",2.980093457943924,5.2281930373831775,4.353093457943924,82.91094859813086,76.57009345794394,6.8968224299065435,25.65327102803738,7.908726449838941,1.6439465420560748,433,16,81,7,10,143,73,107,0.05,0.912,0.038,-0.2982,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,7,0,15,4,0,1,0,12,20,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,13,3,15,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,4,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513941832808204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112592853999785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337722991670632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184924391927264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439312411338092,0.0,0.10267947495325504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210999417938996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881410112778384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761324811518476,0.08826670915789965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709552388203164,0.0,0.1831720046124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916633463645543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242732404581072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239283319505685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157424487550564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410676843971567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390893383234699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778631393262027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576666143023726,0.0,0.0,0.10535069464014904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907247039335825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566869446146568,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tubularfrenzy,2019/05/11,"Ritalin and peeing Hey all - so I have a new job and the fact that Ritalin makes me pee a lot is going to impact on meetings etc. to the point that it’ll be noticeable with me darting in and out all the time and might affect my success. I know Ritalin and peeing is a pretty common occurrence - has anyone found a way of controlling or limiting the need? TL;DR Ritalin makes me pee a lot in my new job. Anyone dealt with this before and how? Thanks as ever guys!",2.0195698924731182,4.159848591397854,4.1733333333333364,83.54666666666667,79.21505376344086,7.574193548387097,22.161290322580648,8.515128840125781,1.5900451612903233,361,11,70,8,9,124,61,93,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.8873,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,9,0,7,8,4,5,4,26,14,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,10,10,5,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,5,51,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264903903336044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118865489042114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124587907620152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126147901602152,0.0,0.17134781073516375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207697224337324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765588295967406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756277912712307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759546729643022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410427370427597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32208858213747843,0.0,0.0,0.2528883474576342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095239864905265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045792056626571,0.0,0.3659000757467673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566420254175425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906999856360625,0.0,0.0,0.1927156340401401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743991799657888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045656453798124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035854990386258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SkeletorSoFine,2019/05/11,"Worried about diagnosis Hi, first post here, hoping for some opinions on if I'm worrying for nothing. Basically, I'm a late-20s woman, seeking a diagnosis after *strong* suspicions that I might have ADHD. Mostly inattentive symptoms, but I'm a champion at jitterlegging and picking at stuff. I made it through lower schooling pretty easily, doodled and daydreamed through all my lessons and skipped as much as I could but never needed any special attention. Uni is when I hit a wall. Now, I've got the ball rolling on diagnosing what's up, but after a second visit with the mental health nurse I'm feeling a bit anxious. Basically, I have a lot of symptoms and scored high on an ASRS quiz, but she's rather adamant that I probably don't have ADHD because I didn't struggle in lower school. She basically said my attention issues stem from my chaotic sleep and daily schedules and spending too much time on the computer. Which, kind of feels like I just got told I don't have ADHD because of having ADHD symptoms?? Well, now the plan is for me to just **fix** those issues on my own (something I've been trying pretty much my whole life...) and see from there. Additionally, I'm not (at this point) getting to see a psychologist myself, but the nurse is consulting with one soon and I'm worried she'll present my case with enough bias that the psych won't really look into it? Idk, I might be overreacting. **TL;DR** I'm worried nurse isn't taking ADHD into consideration because I wasn't a stereotypical hyper kid. Am I overreacting?",4.6696052631578935,6.87752407017544,5.726864035087723,75.15450657894739,71.45614035087719,8.118421052631579,31.173245614035093,8.841846274778883,2.879377192982456,1220,55,206,24,24,403,166,285,0.106,0.792,0.102,0.7065,2,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,4,12,7,0,1,16,0,21,7,1,2,2,43,43,17,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,10,14,0,0,6,1,1,1,8,1,1,3,8,6,23,6,32,28,11,28,0,0,3,0,10,15,0,8,12,141,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358762009798694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060644445533009614,0.0,0.0,0.10074633376202567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308717771907189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735983696660634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712017845021109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051431145949873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214524076881167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018266933954397,0.06370914606824611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585519588918391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465920912837134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264840369759255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479258700463526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422199309840117,0.0,0.08857438332805521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861583923330204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928656960345756,0.0,0.0,0.100597244736533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298941963243061,0.0435681158879544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488748904766071,0.0,0.0,0.07581638098792062,0.0,0.08438286334264987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987096406585994,0.18920861478920795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666939976060271,0.06612473592049116,0.06877996535444753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556918645033806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060429667003198274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430251792539409,0.0,0.08540836230881158,0.1814532118556065,0.09614951799646552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713003768493405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482918562273313,0.0,0.0,0.1805068282658432,0.14212745455274492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924291464170574,0.0,0.0,0.06865397462610047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322874241485499,0.10208805930897236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780718562743413,0.0670511418600414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200070691145419,0.0,0.0,0.085213888909776,0.0,0.06054635512937345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018219128646636,0.0,0.0,0.09956462276941924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622604269433542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psychopremed96,2019/05/11,"Is it really ADHD or is it something else? Hey guys, &#x200B; So I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and I'm on meds now that definitely helps me with school, but it doesn't seem like the answer. I find myself questioning, is it just ADHD and are meds the answer to my problem? I feel like I've always struggled academically no matter how hard I try. No one has ever identified that I have a learning problem etc, but now that I'm 23 and understand this is not how a normal brain works I decided to go in and get myself the help I needed. However, I do question that maybe it's not just ADHD maybe I have a learning disability that I or no one has identified yet. Although meds do help they don't seem to help significantly or solve the problem. Has anyone else ever felt this way?",4.38013986013986,5.4815520256410295,6.0524475524475525,76.92891608391609,70.41025641025641,9.006060606060606,28.284382284382282,9.339509955726095,2.464341025641026,620,22,118,13,11,213,86,156,0.18600000000000005,0.7090000000000001,0.105,-0.927,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,1,7,0,15,2,1,2,2,38,25,13,0,5,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,13,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,2,3,15,2,7,23,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,7,8,84,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959324735687645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584073874084965,0.1117781853342514,0.12535559048103284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213468970514511,0.10570374192183776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516517786239915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470932067285693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236062166876753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505516561708748,0.0,0.18663554599809015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216283420127354,0.07370040491816393,0.09905364879123296,0.0,0.0942900560746717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389894866767389,0.0,0.0586304966777201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214861089008928,0.0,0.0,0.09241470899569017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765947035958911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080146982425653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072842722265589,0.0,0.34377594793064264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649482237960596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107884734836196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981323568313625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961421374254779,0.0,0.0,0.2311346515871712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608952042551712,0.0,0.10186203558313424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440750782811707,0.0,0.1878333199284259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942071180431147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784944533122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004160571503673,0.0,0.0,0.10739739535998584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188680653808197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510464381493852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535559048103284,0.0 adhd,Armox,2019/05/11,"Neurofeedback Therapy? I just discovered that this is a thing. I'm pretty fascinated by it and wondering if anyone has any personal experience with it? From what I understand they hook you up to an EEG machine that lets you see your different brain waves in real time. They claim that through practice you can learn to increase certain waves and decrease others. Apparently used to treat attention deficit and mood disorders.",7.1064840182648386,9.797339397260274,6.935821917808219,67.00638127853883,65.986301369863,11.442009132420091,38.19406392694064,11.20814326018867,5.3865269406392695,348,19,52,12,6,110,60,73,0.034,0.7929999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.8767,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,13,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,1,37,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313119572141455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801654867890418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28420871531931124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659943074982332,0.2917843293663447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490396922829756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603374268702541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229979284955967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901144993528363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897812749265682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287675099745087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911479808104172,0.0,0.16913951969686827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845456144929978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650391058343289,0.0,0.21988562522795949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760940129564663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skmo8,2019/05/11,"An ADHD win! So, when I can't find something because, you know, it's not in its place, my wife usually finds it in two seconds flat. I'm terrible at finding things. When I look for something, I'll tear the place apart searching for it, only for it to have been ""right here"". Today was a different story. We had to go and pay the shop for work on our car, but my wife lost the cheque book. She was looking *everywhere*! I was trying to help, while at the same time realizing that my searching wasn't, let's say, productive. So, instead I started asking questions -- where did you have it last; what where you doing; what did you do after the last time you had it? Questions that trace not only steps, but actions and things that aren't directly related to the chequebook. Well, it worked! It occured to me that yesterday she drove my truck and was supposed to drop the cheque off then, but wasn't able to. so I asked if it was in it. It was. She had forgotten about it because she rarely drives my truck and didn't think she had taken it with her. I was like ""welcome to my world!"" My strength isn't finding things, but I know all about losing stuff because I was distracted by something. My wife is an amazing support and is incredibly understanding. Today, I got five her the help she gives me.",2.9972942018611337,4.9244320078740165,3.6859556191839684,89.1998282032928,75.37795275590551,6.665425912670008,26.11238367931281,7.520522993642371,1.2830377952755905,1006,37,206,13,22,318,133,254,0.065,0.81,0.124,0.9634,1,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,2,5,0,6,12,11,0,1,11,0,28,0,0,0,1,27,45,17,0,1,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,24,7,0,0,11,2,4,6,8,4,1,3,22,3,34,7,24,22,2,35,0,2,2,0,27,14,0,3,15,150,58,4,0.11523366935934458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848847727418656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545585089811975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107361258436196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039465824422428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212859446420051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054263585520838,0.06548994985786799,0.0,0.0921628921827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544773991001364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665882211818594,0.18786164112167306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178342342398931,0.0,0.05629735017150685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935345198412245,0.12891700038203074,0.12579116248607666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752807963515893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078931648844856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581761642932111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840892400680787,0.0,0.09163843901537168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26613752544162145,0.0,0.0,0.08156298427698533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191498200260188,0.0,0.13076580240822072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966838870751344,0.07383708239383313,0.0,0.0,0.13438735857611053,0.0,0.2184560892667229,0.0,0.0,0.0782360973582782,0.0,0.11256655085703897,0.11996231373669818,0.0,0.0,0.12691360670913676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360890776139746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778296743996218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CosmicYouth,2019/05/11,"Lack of hunger and Adderall How do you guys cope with the lack of appetite? I’ve been on adderall for roughly 3 weeks now and I have absolutely no appetite! I’m nervous to talk to my doctor because this is the best I’ve ever felt mentally. I’m scared she’ll take me off of it. Is the lack of hunger and appetite a temporary adjustment symptom? Or should I be more concerned?",1.2603801169590625,3.7506443947368417,2.7638596491228107,90.28757309941521,85.31578947368422,5.4830409356725145,26.86549707602339,6.937597516519254,1.362963742690059,298,14,60,4,9,97,54,76,0.23600000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9006,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,4,0,8,4,0,1,1,13,12,5,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,10,7,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092518212386836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286864341347032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32057577029720785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833093626745977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007232728316909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101194651276428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156341980142444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135700868202608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255370565928442,0.2354891104920628,0.2517401014451277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512319496734985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PolarEscape,2019/05/11,"Does Spring make ADHD symptoms worse? This feels like a weird/stupid question, but lately I've been really struggling again with my ADHD, to the point where I haven't got anything done in weeks, have been really emotional and self-critical, and just cannot focus on a damn thing. I was searching for some notes I typed when I saw a psychologist for a couple of months a while back, and realised it was 2 years ago almost to the day (April/May). Then I remembered that a year ago I had spiralled again and went to a psychiatrist and ended up getting put on medication - again, beginning of May. I know it's probably just a coincidence, but I'm curious to know if anyone else has noticed seasonal patterns with their ADHD (I kind of assumed winter would be worse because of the dark).",10.648545861297537,7.553180174496646,10.01312080536913,67.50433445190157,59.33557046979866,13.423266219239373,40.26957494407159,11.538034831475384,4.4655897091722565,622,23,114,13,6,201,104,149,0.075,0.853,0.07200000000000001,-0.3427,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,1,11,0,13,2,0,1,0,23,23,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,9,2,10,2,16,11,1,28,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,6,21,74,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898634373245491,0.0,0.2408788659492589,0.0,0.13605290879506082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500257644626706,0.13921357205019771,0.11180838958325792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447466815085277,0.0,0.08282431787514183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033616757710005,0.0,0.08762409193245171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188996428844347,0.13904088534460762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350089120328782,0.15283403595038364,0.12033936848267407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869931324466455,0.0970646492135572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098580463996759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866663674120328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148637622474194,0.14933980355023158,0.0,0.15326584760282522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637859940909929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069343357782486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687345326852993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844912553517826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546874517942103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284398682958719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648947305591248,0.0,0.0,0.13658560274991122,0.1522040747423172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408197753915014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391278721053128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174071923573514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203949884095668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121963564707313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026514820861056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898570125050136,0.0,0.0,0.12595167567712834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27692369078276874,0.09651724887376216,0.0,0.0,0.1749900174178905 adhd,rjkr,2019/05/11,"Vyvanse approved in Japan Many recent posts on this subreddit (and r/japan) seem to suggest that Vyvanse is banned in Japan, so I thought this PSA might be useful: - Vyvanse (lisdexamfetamine dimesylate) [was approved by Japan’s Ministry of Health, Labour and Welfare](http://www.shionogi.co.jp/en/company/news/2019/pmrltj00000044ew-att/e_190412.pdf) on March 26, 2019. - Vyvanse is the first (and only) amphetamine-based medication to be approved in Japan. Japan previously had a blanket ban on the entire amphetamine chemical class as a result of widespread methamphetamine abuse during the fifties. - It remains unclear whether Japanese customs will now allow travelers bring Vyvanse prescribed outside Japan into the country.",15.580277777777779,15.549696472222225,11.189555555555561,53.31100000000001,47.24074074074075,13.084444444444443,55.85925925925926,11.979248473330829,7.271057037037037,601,37,68,12,5,168,80,108,0.113,0.77,0.11699999999999999,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,3,0,14,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,13,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,4,39,5,2,0.0,0.3556147837494506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552974683057717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190329573704082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429310814500554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023577417372612,0.0,0.3183992854483845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826868728211835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874495071034517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29635034331828003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27323461841664765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382762691680397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922310830176304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hairh3lpthrowaway,2019/05/11,"no sleep for days on vyvanse sos I've been taking Vyvanse for 3 years (60mg) which seems like a high dosage for a female who is 100 lbs, but that's what the doc gave me... anyway, for the past 3 years I've averaged 1-2 hours of sleep per night and go at least one night without *any* sleep per week. I already had severe insomnia before vyvanse, so I didn't think too much of it. But, now it's getting to the point where I go 2-3 days without sleep regularly and begin hallucinating and I keep fainting. I'm afraid of getting my meds taken away because they're the only thing that make my brain work, but I'm also kind of afraid that I'm going to die. I weighed about 110 lbs when I first started on the medication so maybe the dose is higher than it needs to be now? I'm at a loss. I've been taking my meds exactly as prescribed. When I do manage to get sleep the slightest thing wakes me and I'm unable to go back to sleep. I feel like a zombie and have become extremely depressed from the sleep deprivation. HELP! What do I do about this? Has anyone else encountered this?",2.912769717752571,4.144715201793726,4.183281456080191,88.43448958058563,74.11210762331841,6.861408599314166,23.879978897388554,7.285733465282438,0.8116338169348456,842,24,183,9,17,277,129,223,0.105,0.85,0.045,-0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,13,8,0,2,12,0,12,14,9,1,1,17,36,14,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,5,1,1,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,2,6,1,14,3,26,29,2,29,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,1,19,102,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076536467695416,0.07801417533488811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663403006325844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821226704825943,0.09995595602400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165551945850592,0.07501327048445824,0.0,0.05946822391900607,0.10774111081744044,0.08301156331839601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089029134126843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582896553628126,0.0,0.08402341535259727,0.0,0.10124600941222198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149413827058709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932640857090373,0.06969284434981182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297967696139483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290435829839968,0.0,0.22176953212942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538862183693347,0.10307152276537633,0.0,0.0,0.09607138008701917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671078516972043,0.0,0.10158783940129472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532025169325456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511828354711162,0.0,0.0980064528579627,0.0,0.21672177293953607,0.09827574046321856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717136691342248,0.07233531153035071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309629061411625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661053496471829,0.07419447618017608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312666186173116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922203894206654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880981280914184,0.0,0.11020864335820378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.683373590810619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690494682827015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669745496583025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962154554279762,0.06250888591234174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782522120581197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880778168208453,0.0,0.07102072583121659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564360089370752 adhd,Riden_the_high,2019/05/11,"Adderall and advice Hello guys, I've got some questions and I hope you don't mind helping me out. I have been diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, Agoraphobia, and ADD. Growing up I was raised with the mindset that ADD & ADHD were made up conditions that teachers created to avoid dealing with difficult children. &#x200B; I've been told my entire life that I have the attention span of a flea, and that's just who I am. Recently it's been brought to my attention just how bad it's gotten. The duration it takes to watch a show, I've watched 5, and finished none. I can't leave my room, and I can't do anything really. &#x200B; I have a few actual medical issues that need to be diagnosed, stomach related, so I went to the Dr. Before I went, I have had little to NO luck addressing my depression or anxiety, finding the right meds is next to impossible. I told the dr. I wanted to get meds for my ADD so he prescribed Adderall. I am always worried the dr.s think I'm pill shopping but I was able to get it filled. I took my first one this morning and it was world shattering. It's as if someone walked into my brain, shut off all the ""voices"" and gave me tasks. I asked hubby if this was how people work on average, and he said yes. I am still so scared that I'm taking a medication for something I don't deserve. &#x200B; My question is this. Have you ever heard of a tell that says whether or not you should be taking the medication? I worry that I'm responding to the ""meth"" part and it's not actually helping me. I've done 3 loads of laundry and cleaned my bedroom, and I'm in the kitchen on the computer. THESE are BIG!!! I've been trying to clean my room for 3 weeks, and keep starting something else instead. How do I know that I'm not just being a druggy?",2.6352330508474573,4.662019398305084,4.191041666666667,84.71842690677967,76.76836158192091,7.475847457627117,28.01165254237288,8.376592526197632,2.099311016949153,1393,60,276,27,32,464,186,354,0.095,0.863,0.042,-0.9285,0,1,4,0,0,0,60.0,0,3,0,2,12,8,0,2,18,1,32,12,2,4,2,55,62,26,0,6,12,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,7,2,21,21,1,2,7,2,1,7,9,6,0,2,23,6,37,2,29,35,5,31,0,2,2,0,23,16,0,9,8,179,58,2,0.08550829365815006,0.0,0.1668875197814081,0.0,0.10276435219730244,0.08355771492694343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711497502501671,0.37059280181447135,0.31170580843137663,0.0,0.0,0.13082722120398574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036603990185965,0.0,0.07993871179920485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713958535207431,0.0,0.0,0.0727612599196697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545553501307938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815529610497788,0.1472963360624691,0.17357823625516222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750467225773874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143120716679288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734714705599616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815303129019575,0.07273331090369038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934910842342582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838879376970625,0.0,0.0,0.08466665431634672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462881360317065,0.0,0.0,0.08492902938532508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924844282696909,0.0,0.0760037002721343,0.0,0.0,0.04699312195945,0.0,0.0,0.09054093656104986,0.0,0.0,0.060397036591422926,0.0,0.08570177408022794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091001496338762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899608755785316,0.25842182979552203,0.0,0.0,0.08633900092026048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340331627586347,0.0,0.0,0.09093904037588392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057942632754796074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259714930938934,0.0,0.059280684324315415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157771677890667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477880248240646,0.0,0.08442912419001276,0.0,0.0,0.07302361557468122,0.0813379684711205,0.06799962716856288,0.08560871899424473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724508997316495,0.13165692403059875,0.0,0.0,0.06052321036001074,0.0,0.06828703377096444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928747855774461,0.0,0.07473801758782839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479026190257225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634136779355683,0.09500286051235626,0.058054518482073963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043500704307287,0.0,0.06858959539180473,0.0,0.0,0.15853408978408176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062251056181995536,0.17367564576239913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31170580843137663,0.0 adhd,gyzgyz123,2019/05/11,"Scheduling on Ritalin So I just started my medication. IR 10mg in the morning after breakfast, some time in the afternoon I take another 5 and then later another 5. Question: Is it ok for me to take it close to 6 hours before bed, will I be able to sleep or will the comedown not let me?",2.352033898305088,4.015301491525428,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,76.45762711864407,8.787796610169492,30.444067796610174,9.3871,2.9898244067796607,224,11,45,6,5,80,46,59,0.033,0.927,0.04,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,5,4,1,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,8,31,8,0,0.26251185059783944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505331283634783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233782499473646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585212938534152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684361529583212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644530718299373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940733513289217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627014335168513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580723899423068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394752483293344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307277114798132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ragtime_sam,2019/05/11,"Does Guanfacine cause you sexual problems? Hi all, I'm considering taking Guanfacine but am already on Lexapro so really dont want anything that causes additional sexual problems. What's been your experience on it? I'm a male fwiw",5.5218292682926835,8.56072209756098,6.827012195121952,64.37271341463415,71.92682926829268,9.953658536585364,34.640243902439025,10.125756701596842,4.68050731707317,190,10,27,6,4,64,35,41,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.7849,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29286213110880954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839161738124271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545252926051843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224272715463645,0.0,0.3110326254825516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596002761138709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078807303111822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001427519618328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953866208314516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653265092270674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RawrzySW,2019/05/11,"Resentment Towards Parents for Refusing Testing? Long story short, when I was in 1st grade my teacher wanted to have me tested for ADHD and my mother refused. ( She takes pride in telling me the story of how she made my teacher cry over that) Now at 24 I have recieved an official diagnosis of ADHD after having been in and out of school and struggling with depression due to constantly feeling like an absolute failure. I feel like the last 6 years of what was supposed to be the best years of my life have been wasted and I have been watching so many people in my life build up great careers or put themselves on track for a fufilling life and Im stuck stagnating in a mediocre school with a major I'm struggling with. Has anyone else ever had to deal with similar feelings?",8.9361583011583,7.511063310810813,8.60166023166023,71.05067567567569,61.16216216216216,11.159845559845559,40.06177606177606,9.957137785484203,4.057180308880309,622,28,107,10,7,200,97,148,0.17300000000000001,0.725,0.102,-0.897,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,1,2,8,0,13,3,0,2,1,20,21,9,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,8,4,13,5,28,12,2,23,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,1,12,76,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36161232994310255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519493924764503,0.15414911681422755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578831918783518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257805779713097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525723507956513,0.0,0.15510262722301266,0.12957842417321702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256778479206453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360865001497317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282091819019732,0.2149564834778823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586661227182442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625068756530349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263310112516755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187921588054818,0.14700007080615,0.0,0.0,0.13313946695606402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235509883071065,0.0,0.15252804768988293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670518405377724,0.0,0.0,0.10429991490619236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123920551256226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304517604161633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31455644699891705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311623649743825,0.0,0.1314959326721306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873660961987317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937638424114828 adhd,lactoseandgin,2019/05/11,"Help with Approach. Diagnosed almost 10 years ago. I was having a lot of trouble in college and was told that I should get tested for ADHD. I was diagnosed and medicated for 6 months but didn't really have insurance at the time. Psychiatrist helped me get medication that I used and find dosage. I didn't consistently follow up after that. Moved to another state and was able to get a prescription of the same dose that worked and I would use it when I needed for weeks at a time but not consistently. Moved again to another state and have not used anything or seen a doctor in years. Work evaluations have showed that I zone out or am inattentive here and there over the last few years, but it has not negatively impacted me. I have been scolded because it appears that I am rude to clients. People have made jokes like, what drugs are you on because I want some. Because I have trouble sitting still sometimes. I have a big project now that I was having a lot of trouble getting through. I had an old prescription from a couple years ago that I started using and got a psychiatrist appointment. The medication has been working the same way it always has. Really has helped me the last few weeks to just sit down and not get out of my seat. I am very nervous about seeing the new psychiatrist because she works on a college campus where a lot of people try to fake symptoms and stuff. After taking medication again after being off for so many years, I forgot how much of an impact and improvement it makes on my quality of life. Maybe it's my anxiety but what if new psychiatrist doesn't feel comfortable prescribing for whatever reason or the relationship is bad. Any advice? I'd rather not self medicate and source it on my own. Am I just overthinking? I wish I could just go to my original psychiatrist, but his clinic is 5 hours away. First time seeing a new psychiatrist. Building trust just seems hard.",5.735166666666667,7.068558850000002,6.218222222222224,76.12899999999998,67.44444444444444,9.76,30.511111111111113,9.98439552973466,3.0412077777777773,1526,58,277,36,25,494,188,360,0.09,0.843,0.067,-0.8592,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,5,16,11,1,1,21,0,35,13,0,9,0,61,62,24,0,8,19,0,2,1,0,2,13,0,0,1,18,15,0,1,4,2,0,6,9,7,0,1,15,5,32,4,41,43,10,59,0,0,3,0,9,17,0,11,32,200,50,10,0.07989791988081757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602177317780693,0.07807532260376011,0.14164937041943204,0.0,0.08000622553002378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664814698297538,0.0,0.0,0.05433332533537225,0.16755987084601004,0.06112169001860185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574918031794143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506672580671936,0.0,0.06671142576213973,0.19482012149466196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379198767192139,0.08840552866540084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218941368205778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081778906562765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265622115100328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403987889556237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730252512982047,0.06796112983475215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087168273634747,0.0,0.04540782911655483,0.0,0.06390166534257516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157284266239343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160661674560729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868335687225339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025493707235802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643426367402871,0.039034087853947436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037790629180541,0.0,0.0756013436421128,0.05333248193796137,0.08100395028474895,0.08026819953061863,0.0,0.0,0.4024437429621763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377375737824961,0.16983768879344033,0.058734164284888125,0.05924329520875945,0.0,0.23149772668903645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383942663814453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078231511810198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023693067576325,0.08214836861724553,0.0,0.085780464990195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273365954529058,0.07273606550348599,0.08335095552454437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902108574664994,0.0,0.05655215892397946,0.0,0.06380658202517148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146400285368232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304453112330436,0.06007329233155952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976735881366872,0.0,0.0,0.07634588639625671,0.0,0.054245442961872115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602459885523045,0.0,0.06592415148875577,0.04712586322942988,0.0634192498593413,0.12817858392031606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187866478035757,0.0,0.0,0.23266654901147324,0.0,0.0,0.05675718990002205,0.0,0.0,0.25725820423522605 adhd,Miyu_hunny,2019/05/11,"Anxious that I won't see results I've retitled this about half a dozen times and can hardly get through my train of thought, but here goes my best attempt: I recently got diagnosed with ADHD-PI and started Vyvanse the same day. It will be about 6 weeks before my GP will have my paperwork from the psychiatrist and we can start working on dosage etc, but I have a regular script for the Vyvanse. It's been four days and I haven't felt a big difference beyond having a few more BM's, drinking 2x more water, and not having the biggest appetite. To be honest, I find myself in a bit of a limbo where I feel like I'll never experience ""focus"" and the ability to follow through on something. I have struggled with the symptoms of ADHD for a long long time, but now that I have a diagnosis and am starting down the path of medication I'm super anxious that I'm not going to see results or that it's going to end up being a false positive and I'll have to go back to slogging through the days just trying to get something done. I make it through 2/3 of my life without medication and have basically just gotten used to things being the way they are. I guess it's possible that I'm scared of the life change, but it seems too good to be true and I'm worried about how my family will take this. Not that I have to tell them, but I'd like to some day be finishing projects and have their opinion go from ""Miyu has a million projects but never finishes them"" to ""huh, Miyu is actually finishing things"". Stream of consciousness helps to get these thoughts down, but I'm not sure if it'll work the same way if/once I get my dosage right. Was anyone else anxious about getting treatment? I almost feel like Tom Hanks sleeping on the floor instead of the bed when he's rescued in Castaway. TLDR; feel anxious about change and worried I won't see results.",7.003725799512402,6.106726498637602,7.151332281657826,78.19459630001437,64.66757493188011,9.906152301735265,35.66456331564606,8.99025400887824,2.9634283378746598,1463,60,288,20,19,473,186,367,0.064,0.807,0.128,0.9832,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,4,5,16,11,0,2,23,1,32,9,1,6,4,56,66,23,0,1,16,0,5,3,0,6,6,0,1,0,18,15,2,0,9,1,0,5,10,2,0,4,8,8,27,9,46,46,9,43,0,0,3,0,8,14,0,7,25,194,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.08548607207386089,0.0,0.2105590838684366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771988369855932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958573958172991,0.0,0.061252751085852375,0.08975771600663993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735986625205538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454211456704445,0.0,0.09193198762155327,0.0,0.09563775196483804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534077268327587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259819425128109,0.0,0.0,0.08891330900236387,0.0,0.09152454211900887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964637654418514,0.0,0.08581576313268376,0.0,0.0,0.07317950835606603,0.0,0.0775886050592214,0.0,0.09769842290154486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569072030163506,0.08258255467457251,0.0,0.1328812993716378,0.1251645380560037,0.08411082820700172,0.0,0.08006585123219823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288398896581572,0.0,0.1991429773231079,0.07347567662921416,0.07006263093728134,0.0,0.0965025274910751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847341119678704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871719487626705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375054599324647,0.12839247036629695,0.0,0.0,0.15504849734195605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847443848226365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649785673044746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512679297059618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329235079762133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875711847390334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649555347330941,0.0,0.0,0.07481089145896154,0.0,0.0,0.08770401923018092,0.0,0.20942029079051486,0.07974878410258494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766440044522772,0.0,0.0,0.13487926852102966,0.0,0.0,0.18601360472325915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157972754333864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256303391837311,0.09105112213053908,0.06586515214039734,0.0,0.0765672539988499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639660442423395,0.0,0.0,0.1390910336088924,0.1021618536871559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947542102216255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565925510520427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390674084436999,0.07026834724203247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444436900438526,0.0,0.12754934059583,0.17792641164019238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SocialSanityy,2019/05/11,"Which adhd medicine changed your life ? Currently about to go see a psychiatrist about my constant inability to focus and brain fog , can you guys let me know of some medication that has changed your life for the better",9.696153846153843,9.367377205128207,8.353461538461541,69.90403846153849,59.0,11.902564102564106,40.01282051282049,11.20814326018867,4.431297435897437,177,8,31,4,2,54,34,39,0.065,0.865,0.07,0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061154313111077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252728784882665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434385705521315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389049907238869,0.0,0.0,0.27525417782143435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475922215241815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220583645538985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998355937332654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046121776719383,0.3598225359431889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565964694844784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297321924358872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForestOfDoubt,2019/05/11,"ADHD isn't my excuse, it's my explanation I'm telling you that the reason I do things differently is because whatever method you think is the most obvious is not going to work. I'm not saying I'm not going to try (an excuse) I'm explaining that the method I'm going to use is different. I'm also asking for a little bit of give on your part. It might not be the ""right"" way but who the fuck cares? Ugh living with people is hard.",1.7000274725274735,3.3729492637362672,4.277019230769231,84.65860576923076,78.34065934065933,7.187362637362638,20.166208791208803,8.07648339933343,0.8916252747252749,337,8,71,6,8,119,58,91,0.122,0.8340000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.732,2,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,1,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,1,13,25,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,7,23,3,7,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,2,0,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400716235547375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571189900092966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820303510945987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869522477025905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125761429065868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852285908446252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068672411309601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000901157147847,0.0,0.1867864319466625,0.3319796194747779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744245837048602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951535579462396,0.17193512781106285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655970053844466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108551816732526,0.0,0.13498946302497888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001973718674889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628382021773394,0.0,0.15484357614977773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701877260143942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935865130447868,0.12476421481174592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219733148145266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816949682551072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545540996292211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175336777106975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elhombrevalme,2019/05/11,"Do you fibd yourself taking the easy way out snd hoe do you manage this symptom? I just spoke to my professor who is very much like me and he told me that I need to realize what my drive and passion is in life and need to stop scheming, lolly gagging, and underachieving. He said I haven't found my drive yet in life and I put myself in situations that I don't need to be and could of avoided because of procrastination and poor decision making. I don't feel like an oppurtunist but I do find myself taking the easy way out time to time. Unless i feel dire consequences are coming for me I don't feel motivated to do anything. Does anyone else feel this confused or conflicted about themselves? Like they don't know what they want or undstand yourself and choices?",3.6465410428497655,5.768552859060402,4.481342281879197,83.3478471863707,74.1006711409396,7.2691791430046475,26.89778007227672,8.139509932561175,1.7963356737222511,612,23,116,10,13,197,86,149,0.10300000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.109,-0.3114,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,1,3,6,0,2,3,0,14,4,0,2,0,36,31,12,0,5,5,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,11,0,3,10,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,4,6,21,4,16,25,1,15,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,3,7,75,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737054445598208,0.1719908381267467,0.13813321755074548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232496472028783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459520787262142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402132875982725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468940774344261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022421175391742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394971421154619,0.11991812382128053,0.0,0.0,0.15341959968921773,0.0,0.0,0.184048147237331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225062470570933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371268016940903,0.24602150734126674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120468315260098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339528878676816,0.3733947835967863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687441242045965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596718432588677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867995219416564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403371963214298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744692211915656,0.2524173569464403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575924635756312,0.0,0.0,0.1603959605835709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850081651831178,0.0990072741022626,0.2664764791093523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justpropane333,2019/05/11,Difference in sidse of Vyvanse and dextroamphetamine IR generic. Hey guys I have bad insomnia taking dextroamphetamine generic first thing in the morrning of just one dose. Generic dextroamphetamine also gives me bad diarrhea every time I take it. I was wondering since Vyvanse is a different delivery system have any of you noticed a decrease of these side effects between the two? Thanks!,7.600520833333332,11.00838884375,6.454375000000002,67.78645833333337,66.8125,10.516666666666666,40.35416666666666,10.504223727775694,5.687529166666668,322,19,41,10,6,97,49,64,0.11,0.846,0.044000000000000004,-0.6588,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,5,1,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858992892670578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518661131017714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729278437290083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666463651294189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815779119765214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899569475327039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142300994327239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211231554278636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542527318095729,0.0,0.0,0.15132826367115193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473365192947944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581958591005096,0.0,0.0,0.20560420973465124,0.0,0.0,0.1483647202991432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022042114126414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815241871461136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421823774950248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CluelessPo,2019/05/11,"Vyvanse still gives me euphoria I've been taking Vyvanse since the 7th of February, and life has never been better man let me tell you. My doctor told me I would feel some euphoria for a couple of days and then it would be gone. The thing is that, while what he said was true. Ever since I've started working out every day and eating much much better I've been feeling the same euphoria every day now for months. I don't feel it the *entire* day. I take it at 7-8 AM, and from 8:30-11:40 AM I'm in complete euphoria. Ready to do anything, studying, being productive, and in general happy. &#x200B; Then at around 6-8 PM I'm lost to the oblivion that is ADHD.",2.32549751243781,4.235282619402984,3.91126865671642,86.90978855721393,77.28358208955223,6.556218905472638,23.85323383084577,7.492282038375204,1.134827860696518,517,17,103,7,12,172,87,134,0.049,0.76,0.191,0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,4,5,0,0,6,0,16,3,0,0,3,18,29,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,4,8,4,13,16,4,20,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,13,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175127404720028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788781372621669,0.1770660353827059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199153372249068,0.12972190362155314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577554120319109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278489393948302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612366683690031,0.0,0.3759099857272093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915083520337255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910817948737165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318122951858644,0.2455511656760541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210415876364708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397881275703951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551218997995103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490088131213121,0.10292651143004154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907085019995462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163125013138054,0.0,0.21424227899989592,0.0,0.11238842858884793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861331306986738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410825684237951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031415323411266,0.0,0.11637236789443638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912696320515632,0.0,0.12736590825723876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968100491156035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392419292327413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060860665895358,0.0,0.0,0.20703094803273173,0.0,0.1770660353827059,0.0 adhd,lolslim,2019/05/11,"I was diagnosed with ADHD 13 years ago, barely used medication, and want to change that 13 years ago I went to psychiatrist to help me what was going on with me. After a while she came to conclusion that I have ADHD, and at the time, she gave me prescription to adderall, and I only used the medication barely a week. My mom kept forcing me to take it right before I went to bed, and at the time I didn't know it was a methamphetamine, so I was up all night, and sleeping at school. I pretend to take them, just so I can get some sleep. &#x200B; sorry for the back story, but for the past 3-4 years I have been getting more frustrated with everyday life and challenges I kept facing. I would keep forgetting things, the more I try to remember the quicker I would forget, then I finally remember it a couple hours or a day(s) later. &#x200B; I finally found a job where I make a good amount of money, and I am using it to pay for my college classes, someone from hr will be here in couple of weeks and I want to talk to them about medical insurance that I can enroll into. &#x200B; Okay I guess what I am trying to ask is, if adderall isn't covered from my (future) medical insurance, is there other medication that can still help me, that might have a better chance actually being covered? &#x200B; Im sorry IDK if I am explaining what I am trying to ask.",6.894577801380778,6.025734286245352,7.607660647902286,74.74216542750929,64.87360594795538,10.659691980881574,33.340679766330325,9.957137785484203,3.116476155071695,1069,38,205,20,14,358,142,269,0.061,0.853,0.086,0.7587,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,3,9,5,1,0,15,1,25,10,3,4,1,41,49,16,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,14,13,0,3,6,1,2,4,2,1,0,0,13,0,36,4,33,30,5,35,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,6,22,149,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.07218069047487971,0.0,0.17778685686073356,0.0,0.13113378096309264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320570937299876,0.3595098544149508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829749332716304,0.0,0.0,0.056875717159726474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294009267682864,0.0,0.0,0.06541740942438007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459803705068521,0.0,0.0,0.07824681039191868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368517837541638,0.0,0.047702310591998885,0.0,0.0,0.07507449904414712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205349692610188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110051267192557,0.0,0.0,0.07728894704367513,0.0,0.04203689927987833,0.06203963924817316,0.0,0.0,0.08148250232925068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991564489067911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284215986964566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989657500107106,0.0,0.07340039525345701,0.06574487500891744,0.0,0.0,0.040650085698993234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224476712837033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937325159979177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725676258447347,0.0,0.0784668288422699,0.0,0.08662873837214452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694126037347028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625490016345918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706094487797956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757938182701734,0.06316703609780494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485810524101355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480399508527122,0.0,0.06267162427731555,0.0,0.0,0.1655990111449401,0.0,0.0,0.05906978849617672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112272922218068,0.05945151724611966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049140094242566115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626098919320138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150655312082465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165007147328855,0.0,0.0,0.08725478423414088,0.0,0.11866302192657152,0.0,0.0,0.13713547998568076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508744071917336,0.0,0.3595098544149508,0.14289611413837705 adhd,chuggies,2019/05/11,"You are not defective, you are not normal, and you are not alone. There appears to be a lot of recent posts about the pains of growing up and living with ADHD and experiencing an overwhelming amount of negativity and criticism from others and yourself. ""Why can't you just be normal??"" ""why can't you understand??"" ""What the hell is wrong with you??"" It feels so painful and strong, especially when we hear it multiple times a day coming from a supposed nurturing figure such as our parents and teachers, that we start to believe that something IS wrong with us. That we ARE defective. We then echo these painful criticisms whenever something doesn't go right. This stuff seems to always hang over us and can be very traumatic to hear and feel everyday. This is almost like living with PTSD but instead of an accute traumatic experience, it's a lifetime of traumatic experiences. Some have called this Emotional Distress Syndrome (EDS) and I've come to realize with the help of a therapist that this has been one of my biggest obstacles to living a successful and fulfilling life. Luckily, we live in a time today where there's ways to untangle these damaging thoughts and to feel differently about who we are and to reduce the triggers that send us into the emotional death spirals of EDS. I was recommended to try Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) and started a few months ago with my therapist have recently come to truly believe something different about myself and others with ADHD: ""It is true, w are NOT normal, but we are NOT defective, and we are NOT alone and that is A Okay!"" 🤗",8.044982698961935,8.643432944636679,8.025467128027682,67.80283737024223,62.11418685121107,11.78269896193772,37.41522491349481,11.442366930564873,4.6381958477508665,1287,59,211,36,17,416,157,289,0.155,0.713,0.132,-0.9084,3,2,3,0,0,0,38.0,12,6,0,2,11,18,1,2,16,1,25,5,1,1,1,63,40,24,1,3,9,1,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,21,37,0,0,8,0,0,9,10,12,0,1,3,7,22,6,36,34,4,31,1,2,1,0,25,7,1,5,14,160,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012072892399986,0.0,0.0774914583930945,0.0,0.08753726301063543,0.18107894762193266,0.0,0.0,0.07273941335523784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969820190908856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926433049667848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259105698734413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637786982645963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266800131499134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966686830947246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102464810354553,0.0,0.0,0.13260465885092235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049682097284119535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705459743642387,0.0,0.05859495378258168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174645722027141,0.042708391655959056,0.0,0.30876947542675537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432030573680959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977682218868486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569554794119441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923721587247535,0.0,0.27905918028241794,0.0,0.09706819042208947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372300967890306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218785525086163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263096334378564,0.0,0.0,0.07465514551076373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795827581435908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018977027565542,0.0,0.0,0.1237509000518943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007356828505444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202999842081922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940073263938171,0.10194916681146372,0.0,0.08286276522437816,0.0,0.0,0.059351601406316325,0.0,0.0,0.09100601473095604,0.3154620230289132,0.0,0.0,0.07212963428025464,0.0,0.06938894464895166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577636720408005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911573870914477,0.0,0.0 adhd,hand_in_kak,2019/05/11,"Nerfing Vyvanse I've been recently prescribed Vyvanse from my GP for ADHD. Previous to this, I was prescribed Dextroamphetamine. Though I do enjoy Vyvanse for being one pill a day with a smoother feeling, I've noticed it's like a freight train that doesn't stop on a dime. &#x200B; I've researched this subject through this Subreddit, other online sources (which seemed credible, will search and provide links if requested), and Vyvanse website - still questions remain. The below is an attempt to summarize my understanding of the drug, with simplified questions that I'm able to understand better. I appreciate the patience & attention of you kind folks, especially if my ignorance may seem glaring. &#x200B; My understanding of Vyvanse: * It's a pro-drug, a substance that activates it's Work properties post-absorption (once metabolized by the liver). * The effectiveness begins after the amino-acid lysine is removed. * Its conversion & removal of lysine has a half-life of \~3.5 hours. Its entire half-life is \~12-14 hours. * Thus after taking a 70mg dosage at 6 am, the body will begin showing signs of the medication working at roughly 9:30 am. 35mg may still be active between 6 pm - 8 pm. * Having a slower metabolism will reduce the reaction time, and increase the overall duration of its processing (ie, Ingested at 6 am, the body reacts at 11 am, overall half-life at \~Midnight). * Extended use of Vyvanse can hasten the Metabolism. * Urinary pH can alter the effectiveness of Vyvanse. * Acidifying agents will decrease the effectiveness, Alkaline (basifying?) will potentiate the effectiveness. &#x200B; Questions, ELI5: 1. I picture Vyvanse as a fuel source to slow burning Fire. If Acidifying agents reduce the effectiveness, acting as a Water/Extinguisher to the Fire, partially stomping out / reducing the effectiveness or Flames. If this is accurate, will the Fire burn with lower flames & heat for a longer period, or will the Fire essentially be curbed & excess fuel not burned qued for disposal? 2. If Alkilde agents fan this Fire, will it burn brighter & hotter for a shorter period of time, or will the duration remain the same? 3. If the above modifiers are introduced to control the Fire, what are the time restraints before the Fire won't show impacts of modifiers? Other question(s): * It's best to be taken with food (as with any medication), will a protein-rich meal reduce the processing time of the drug? * If taking with food isn't that mandatory, has anyone had luck with setting an early alarm (3 am?), going back to sleep, then waking closer to 6:30 am & feeling the effects? * Vyvanse website states Chewable, Mixable, and Swallowable options for administration. However, it shows two actual types: Chewable and Swallowable. Titration though mixing with water seems like a good way to dial things in. Mixable has the language of ""empty capsule"", thus I assume the normal capsules (Swallowable). Am I correct? &#x200B; This is all that comes to mind. Thank you for making it this far. If anyone needs help with Excel, I'd like to try and reciprocate the efforts.",6.250359955891621,9.190953183364844,6.3746656427221176,68.98874074511657,69.15122873345936,9.02080970384373,35.40646660365469,9.569149931871646,4.198269344675489,2490,129,350,61,48,792,279,529,0.051,0.847,0.10099999999999999,0.9789,3,0,3,0,0,0,149.0,0,2,0,15,5,13,0,1,49,0,43,18,5,13,2,70,63,23,0,10,12,0,10,3,0,13,6,0,0,0,27,17,8,4,21,3,1,6,4,2,0,2,4,10,12,11,59,42,4,41,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,22,24,219,39,8,0.05979412777832852,0.0,0.05835044330502043,0.0,0.07186092182950474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6478691246609624,0.2906256401763895,0.04066205731727365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361888885065336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597799339029567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508803986937497,0.0,0.06275024809883059,0.052883046901678464,0.0,0.13283559268105294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051507346547124265,0.0,0.0,0.06706419870128016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856226577225113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802661453106144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046741523447963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460659331140055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03398238077263949,0.05015247746728459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400787434436946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777034250367018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226638271284113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763717154330315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991304460104585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047258615075188,0.0,0.0,0.060375023666341385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433658809898858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058585549727345525,0.0,0.06807601078843753,0.0,0.06367879461469826,0.04051804846678536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572662457880835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679324305629281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903948756377522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330298465701973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059837310382306864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550333536599358,0.0499905682264894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991548523657003,0.0,0.0,0.05505039926386071,0.0,0.0,0.03972456157235164,0.0,0.11749485390167776,0.0,0.13946574703672546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059628777185408,0.0,0.058410174412845635,0.18674338731124646,0.0,0.0516429281216934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746179544288273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706167433449588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906256401763895,0.0 adhd,Lord_1999,2019/05/11,"Does medication actualy kill your personality? First post on this sub. So for some time now I hear different people saying things like: ""medication kills your personality, don't use it"" and stuff like that. And ever since I have been wondering and obsessing about it, and sometimes I think it's actualy true. So I do have ADD, not ADHD, but I use the same medicine. idk if the difference is the problem? Example: When I take medicine while working, I work faster and more arranged. But when I don't take the medicine, I talk easier to people and you can truly see my passion shine. It sort of dissapears when I take medicine. So is this right or am I a bit parranoid? Would love to hear your guys opinions about it :). Also i'm Dutch so sorry for any mistakes in writing, Englisch is not my native language.",3.6442293233082736,5.99921977631579,4.636390977443612,81.15973684210526,74.92105263157895,8.027067669172935,28.620300751879697,8.841846274778883,2.4663669172932337,634,27,119,14,14,206,97,152,0.106,0.752,0.142,0.8393,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,3,12,10,2,1,5,0,12,4,0,2,2,27,24,19,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,3,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,5,17,5,9,22,4,13,0,0,2,2,13,3,0,6,11,80,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364142593093453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888947556322416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259548682761323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865469412978533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845226395340641,0.0,0.0,0.11915713005988447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231671991823751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582015022199806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348227449001735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30693111979833343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30128829765895865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304469569636454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289239392844276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743397284837233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887965136853598,0.23778450157190856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040648352253326,0.0,0.0,0.13028957026564628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162824298870724,0.0,0.10828225658710124,0.0,0.0,0.10850425566771424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126354134209647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466865609998085,0.15242329379689842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587402057877187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30713281661541997,0.10944263516097154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046062497784173,0.08724773127214476,0.0,0.0,0.07939772108601842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520217057980675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766292945281853,0.19825652342497566,0.0,0.0,0.0967262650927498,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CitizenBell,2019/05/11,"Recently Diagnosed But No Symptoms Until Adulthood I just got diagnosed with ADD through being referred through work for a mental health assessment (the job I do is quite stressful and there is a big focus on mental health and wellbeing). We work with a lot of service users who have mental health and personality disorder diagnoses. &#x200B; I am not sure how I feel about it as I did well in school. I got good marks and did well at university. However, when I look back at my uni days in particular, despite getting a good grade, how much I procrastinated and how much that good mark was basically due to choosing modules deliberately in the final year which was all coursework and with no exams. In High School I got 3 A's at A-Level but I chose subjects I was heavily interested in so had no issue with focusing and being engaged in the work. &#x200B; At that age however it's easy for that to be a case of student-syndrome. I never went to any lectures of seminars in my final year because I had major depression and social anxiety. &#x200B; Ten years later, this is my first full-time job and I'm 31 (other than one year in the civil service which I quit). At that civil service job (at age 22/23) I ended up on three warnings because I couldn't sit still in my seat and would always wander off and talk to people, and because I made stupid mistakes because the work was so mind-numbingly boring. &#x200B; My current job is so varied that it is rare to spend a half-hour doing the same thing. E-mails come in, clients come in, emergencies come up, I jump back and forth between reports and this type of work suits me. If I do have to sit down and write a long report I end up working so late because I can't get it done in the office with the noise distraction. But the workload is massive and we're under-staffed so I ended up taking time off due to stress (about a week) which has resulted in the mental health referral due to anxiety/depression. &#x200B; Then lo and behold I get the ADD diagnosis - but I didn't describe anything in childhood or as a teenage that I thought determined the diagnosis? Other than mentioning in primary school my teacher nicknamed me Hammy because I had a lot of kinetic energy, and the onset of anxiety and racing thoughts in teenage years was I think is pretty normal? And pretty bad rejection sensitivity disorder. As an adult I've found it quite hard to motivate myself to do things like apply for new jobs etc and now that I've just got my first home I do notice that I am forgetful of a lot of things (I left my door unlocked the other day, with my light and extractor fan on and left the heating on all day on a separate occasion, as well as losing my keys (I found them again, they were on my bed-side table)) &#x200B; I guess the label matters less so than the symptoms to me and whether or not treatment will help with it as I identify with a lot of thoughts, but has the diagnostic criteria changed at all as I thought ADD was contingent on childhood symptoms?",7.143079896907217,6.889932077319589,7.500032216494848,73.68499677835054,64.13745704467354,10.57396907216495,36.744201030927854,10.125756701596842,3.707702577319587,2407,108,438,48,32,789,275,582,0.11199999999999999,0.807,0.081,-0.9608,8,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,1,0,2,13,23,20,1,3,33,0,39,10,0,6,5,86,63,52,0,5,13,0,2,1,0,2,10,0,2,2,26,39,0,0,11,0,1,5,9,10,3,5,26,4,52,10,84,31,13,87,1,3,1,0,11,41,0,8,40,312,78,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040040746769632034,0.3128362182564407,0.3508356191874299,0.032724109838077116,0.0,0.07362527087424492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039599700279841374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400456371887774,0.040179245621724466,0.1760056562461593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090591692396289,0.12435662460885608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310270340405473,0.0,0.08289354877051157,0.14652621080555353,0.0,0.0,0.1103022757213349,0.0,0.0,0.04924476067326088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786347093115227,0.0,0.05366792991984769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02433155708672343,0.0,0.0,0.10542898567287573,0.0,0.08186384557561376,0.0,0.10552496491267156,0.0,0.0,0.07542412331517047,0.0,0.0,0.1210855000635134,0.15394788392567638,0.0,0.05301099781005062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310720078792555,0.0,0.0,0.20460261458152515,0.0,0.0,0.03225466907367765,0.050842757720265135,0.04826955161024106,0.0,0.047389751995171134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050226097579453684,0.23876464767338484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542828820880945,0.0,0.10456778881585167,0.0,0.0,0.0235096190133266,0.0,0.0,0.042585804572870985,0.04040974231942703,0.05383538575242503,0.0,0.16364391212868853,0.0,0.04553350375630495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939796644851363,0.0,0.04858875906149872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074933225392199,0.0,0.037114085571001834,0.04647581687467795,0.0,0.0,0.04714862185262216,0.0,0.054786378293569284,0.0,0.0,0.03260821404352192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03336122559832645,0.042017631818914256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791325129690012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354866367830494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047513943053737934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610386547633167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049053568848592057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842970379036681,0.0,0.11024549122588563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045353722063318905,0.15004925657447832,0.03618120195034444,0.038678049402600105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590888916563943,0.030834163079547294,0.0,0.15281163446668455,0.0280598961647994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038599975550979854,0.0,0.1298003870752424,0.04460889406553903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019712097046184,0.0,0.0,0.03418396545627511,0.0,0.3508356191874299,0.15494258229505686 adhd,bah_zam,2019/05/11,"Medication during ADHD testing Hey guys, So I did a pretty extensive psych evaluation as part of my testing for ADHD. It was done over multiple sessions and I was on a Mydayis at the time. I told the evaluator, so they were definitely aware but they never mentioned that I should come off of the medication or anything. I’ve read some research articles that have found performance to be affected by amphetamines. Has anyone been asked to stop meds during the testing? If not, did it make a difference in terms of your results and diagnosis?",6.476632653061223,8.185157479591838,7.570000000000004,65.72500000000001,66.04081632653062,10.906122448979593,36.448979591836725,10.914260884657429,4.641922448979591,435,22,69,13,7,147,74,98,0.053,0.903,0.044000000000000004,-0.2117,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,7,0,11,2,0,3,1,15,16,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,0,8,0,13,5,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,4,54,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868485855118506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162682833237256,0.0,0.16668040162661618,0.0,0.18935578308498288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447785368959953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162038251506052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072777427359508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208430125710452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005551536723269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520289479164688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249860520709545,0.4080932074570657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621811895703488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193406088774489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060649441208408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260360954652776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933986379790195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810783236485255,0.0,0.0,0.19354405553852394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toddpalinswife,2019/05/11,"How do you deal with interruptions at work? Yesterday was a super frustrating day for me. We are required to be logged into Skype all day so people can instant message you. It seemed like every time I got going on a task, a little ping would pop up demanding my attention. It takes me a few minutes to get back into a task so I felt like I wasn’t making any progress on my actual work. Add to that email, our team chat (kind of like slack), phone calls, and texts, I am feeling totally overwhelmed.",4.265816326530612,5.425227418367349,5.161836734693877,82.99030612244898,70.73469387755101,8.457142857142857,27.26530612244898,8.841846274778883,1.999167346938775,389,13,77,7,7,127,76,98,0.073,0.76,0.16699999999999998,0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,2,0,6,4,7,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,2,16,16,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,12,5,12,10,3,13,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,8,48,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.2273724009081651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844660424882265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916105095283494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379169703086387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005288205699409,0.2402106682921897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963108324122852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781077057722772,0.0,0.22371458283024676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217318186994922,0.0,0.13241811145221774,0.0,0.18634975527227854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263152311076344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414931056896893,0.23352516905079465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555279491375116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153144992451626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121125941456852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518547074433782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586298557505014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392505831882158,0.0,0.0,0.1655150674260209,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,risepure,2019/05/11,"Dealing with ADHD and meds I’m starting to hate my ADHD, how come am I almost always irritated? I take my Ritalin and I focus during work but also get pissed very quick. Not only that but I hate when other coworkers interrupts me when I’m doing my job. I wonder if all this is caused by the Ritalin in my system.",2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,4.979375000000001,78.36145833333336,78.6875,7.3916666666666675,21.604166666666664,8.344100000000001,1.5395604166666668,246,7,45,5,6,89,48,64,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.9584,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,1,13,12,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,4,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,33,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196558918618062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164910369094836,0.0,0.0,0.1728934382484956,0.17989403003781065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209486934015107,0.0,0.1862354074088104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289061352627496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295451591931355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269014709239398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454312502033232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014720597879344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442829820057275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302603570928114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255396703529487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838596707480958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344574757375837,0.15739469683750634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,njcuban123,2019/05/11,"Vyvanse vs Adderall XR Vyvanse used to make my son very angry when it started to wear off. Now, seems like it makes him angry ALL THE TIME. He's tried pretty much everything under the sun, except for Adderall XR. We did try standalone boosters (amphetamine-based), but Adderall XR seems to be a combo and claims to be effective for 12 hours. Any experiences with changing from one to the other? I understand (Lord knows) that everything is biology dependent, but want to keep him off mood stabilizers due to their side effects.",7.309824561403509,8.325656421052635,7.229210526315789,71.4336403508772,63.73684210526316,10.12280701754386,35.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.824438596491228,420,19,69,9,6,134,73,95,0.046,0.858,0.095,0.5936,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,6,1,20,14,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,15,11,2,10,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,7,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493050027255048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322601929490165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39464394926089225,0.2147670255503781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162175559796918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951506684872769,0.0,0.0,0.12066174583414492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726353591369572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29310947975132623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139826716857408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877622373021482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233664769505267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39974944994469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540223592353927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802434945038468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29812701355114063,0.0,0.0,0.2285646110977863,0.0,0.18962512063271728,0.0,0.18115595828067926,0.12949929153942494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,32-23-32,2019/05/11,What do you do when you NEED to guarantee a certain level of productivity for a single day? I have 3 job to apply to today. I have no cover letter and my resume is only about halfway done. I’m also supposed to pick a meal plan and go grocery shopping for a lunch I’m hosting tomorrow (I’m doing this after the job stuff). How do I stack the odds in my favor? Do you have any tips to guarantee you don’t get sidetracked for only one day?,2.5991459627329188,3.741785467391306,5.183540372670809,81.30804347826088,74.76086956521739,6.9962732919254655,25.099378881987576,7.447530270364453,1.2975944099378889,341,11,68,4,7,122,60,92,0.025,0.867,0.10800000000000001,0.7303,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,11,2,0,2,1,6,17,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,9,2,12,16,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146545897238332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253413502500854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462161185018124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746858459553265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023785701609998,0.0,0.1525487122312711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327289103143185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902929887344886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188767164626896,0.4082895134343152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072755540687068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442984128895674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-jtz,2019/05/11,"Is it possible that I have ADHD? Hi there everyone! So I'm 25M and I've been diagnosed with Bipolar and has been taking some medications for that since this past year. I was talking to someone and they pointed out that my lack of focus and the constant need of ""stimuli"" maybe an indication that I might have ADHD. Somethings about me, I have really trouble focusing. It's affecting my studies pretty bad. I can't concentrate, It's hard for me to keep up with conversations irl. I always need to do something and I'm really distractable. I have trouble sitting and always have the need to move. Is it possible that this is ADHD? I thought this was because of my anxiety/depression/bipolar but it's been a year now and things haven't gotten any better. Any advice is welcome and thank you :)",2.84171052631579,5.4551805394736865,4.417631578947368,80.31092105263156,79.13157894736842,7.484210526315789,28.578947368421048,8.472884824447931,2.5822157894736835,630,29,111,14,16,210,88,152,0.085,0.8140000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.6544,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,1,4,0,19,3,0,1,0,21,29,10,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,1,15,3,14,21,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49767785720579794,0.13488732110143062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971425718551425,0.0,0.0,0.18773862102922373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525441340255982,0.08414555140052858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208175085286795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916803204855222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010377922877054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189944978350004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236532708208046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122692866032392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867585868673465,0.0,0.0,0.13905689165756027,0.0,0.14643453376138338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671057447735947,0.0,0.3070561523448355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177111734694824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048877210024232,0.3112300212236941,0.0,0.14043238204128966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685897529525696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418492368897185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695757578740733,0.2125339330122782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378600051992527,0.11094822280689144,0.0,0.12708513448131598,0.0,0.0,0.09170507965684786,0.0,0.0,0.10958527853756783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777815004454847 adhd,PeTS247,2019/05/11,"Should I tell my (Dog) Agility Instructor I have ADHD? And sorry for the rambling... I've (26F) have been diagnosed since the 7th grade (ADHD-PI). I had numerous tutors throughout school which helped me get through college but didnt help me at all with the real world. I got my bachelor's but didn't get a job using it, now I work as a nanny and have been studying to become a dog trainer myself. I take a weekly agility class with an instructor who's day job is a high school guidance counselor!! She's very nice and patient but I'm noticing her getting confused at my lack of short term memory/inability to remember multiple steps and my inability to think about 2 things at once. Example, agility is a series of jumps, tunnels, ect. There are cones numbering the order and the direction you should come at the jump. I often cant remember where I go next without looking up...looking up means you aren't looking at your dog which is very important. By design, you work a different course each time with little knowledge of the course before you go. I can walk the course 100 times and still not retain the information like the other students I'm in a class where everyone else is on their second or third dog and have been practicing for years. This is my first advanced level class and I am messing things up constantly and my instructor, while amazing and supportive, I think is confused why I mess things up repeatedly after she just explained it to me. We have been taking her class for several months now...we did take several other classes before with other trainers and I feel like the old trainers in the basic classes really failed to prepare us for the next level I should also add that my dog is an older rescue who just started training too, so we struggle together. Everyone else's dog has problem areas but can run the whole course whereas my dog and I have to stop every 5 obstacles to skip one she cant do yet or go back to where I lost focus All I feel I need is a lot of practice. Clearly, she's willing for me to be in the class so long as I pay lol. I'm thinking of telling her because I dont want her to feel like I dont care, I'm not paying attention, or that she isn't doing a good job. I just blank in the moment when asked to do so much new stuff. I really enjoy class but my anxiety over this all is starting to get to me. I dont want to stop the class, but I think they are confused as to why I am there when I'm so bad and seemingly not getting better. I know I'm getting better but she's making courses that challenge the students who are amazing and im stuck behind still learning the names of things and fundamentals of how to move my body Maybe I'm just over reacting and should just know I'm new and that everyone else appreciates I'm still learning. But I feel as if its obvious that I'm not picking things up as a normal person would",5.4358857142857095,5.682441090434786,6.249490683229816,79.51791304347827,67.66086956521738,9.214906832298137,31.90683229813664,9.081645337920577,2.644535403726709,2277,89,442,38,35,752,260,575,0.127,0.7809999999999999,0.092,-0.9395,4,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,3,5,2,9,27,23,0,4,32,1,48,2,1,5,5,99,99,43,0,12,22,0,4,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,24,26,0,3,20,0,2,11,14,10,0,4,11,6,64,13,59,81,9,70,0,2,2,0,32,26,0,10,35,299,88,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189112667985754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057189475500051726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470778040319893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685565053784498,0.0,0.0,0.05498961664510723,0.059710947617265066,0.04359408428338115,0.0789812568163732,0.12170577324542604,0.0,0.0,0.12649610223147773,0.0,0.07943559276663054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291297748377795,0.0,0.0,0.06160271539016021,0.0,0.07728089784042745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612041664763903,0.0,0.0,0.07258489437007698,0.0,0.07471658963678092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144055136449345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922154546980132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602533718139179,0.2050031986868903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446378903506632,0.10217879500393996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060829511844672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417772193887156,0.0,0.12192864152505102,0.059982293840392914,0.05719603423754084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958682436998888,0.07555814440952542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724706166302141,0.0,0.21289892056666745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860411229280202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481393622638804,0.07167550901712245,0.0,0.06328736905689693,0.1801604761009641,0.0,0.07806564514133421,0.060798385545827636,0.0,0.0,0.047735946262801095,0.0,0.07184511802511986,0.07789937805810547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570815485153363,0.07600773947734925,0.05257079378670902,0.05302649818184525,0.0,0.13813674318330282,0.1521112504011491,0.0,0.0700682366257759,0.0,0.08141881495799419,0.0750415922768792,0.07615975048236567,0.048459530051319484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062442999457017624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842894731633714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139824046142566,0.09162700757161388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620221497763713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475135314503784,0.0,0.06510338143049321,0.0,0.16158023800603627,0.0,0.05915686693280394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005372586420052,0.10123552181879432,0.0,0.17133278595451532,0.11957730122367362,0.0,0.07476164057730587,0.08186607047995488,0.0,0.08115289282386515,0.0,0.0,0.16130819438918936,0.0,0.1250122418358227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375526041029481,0.18329235086181653,0.0,0.0,0.08340042049651218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602216900227892,0.06176487076624215,0.0,0.11801257464629805,0.08436125951629282,0.0,0.05736397193346179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290599717367881,0.07984248579241057,0.0,0.06893664933973101,0.0,0.10412564235884136,0.0,0.0,0.05080127660750332,0.0,0.0,0.04605247446508349 adhd,dougrayd,2019/05/11,"About to drop out of college Or uni, as we call it here in kangaroo country. I’m a sophomore and can’t take the academic beatings anymore. I’ve been unmedicated for 2 years but trying to get into the system again. Unless I can get medicated again, I don’t stand a chance of completing my degree. Well, maybe I do, but taking triple the time, which I want to avoid. Only doing one subject now, and even that is a struggle. I feel so dissatisfied with my life. Mentally, I can see that my feelings aren’t rational, but that doesn’t stop me feeling them. I have almost nothing to live for. I need a structured goal in life to keep me on track, which used to be college (uni), but is now the vacuum of my purposeless existence.",4.329440559440563,5.361734566433569,5.6653216783216775,79.91490559440561,70.46853146853147,8.796923076923079,29.68461538461539,9.120678840339163,2.4615544055944056,565,22,111,11,10,190,96,143,0.102,0.838,0.061,-0.7642,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,2,9,3,0,2,8,0,13,3,0,1,0,22,26,10,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,4,16,1,20,24,1,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,7,80,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076748800106733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883786553559502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472853257632495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021593313673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324255228842519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041299595065433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950146244603016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782097957023057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28323209300188223,0.0,0.0,0.17704138163796976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142488511826145,0.0,0.0,0.20197833056364492,0.20205251454138726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866502551735575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238103729344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586107924631924,0.152486019085501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976911940492858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762338780840233,0.0,0.20960164418230096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014956378072097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691065850466767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612342348125522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731639162188409,0.0,0.0,0.11825756205564235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802697182484488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911266114557454 adhd,bob_bonson,2019/05/11,Standing Desk? I was wondering if anyone had tried a Stand up - sit down desk and how much they helped over a traditional style.,4.3912499999999985,6.477962291666668,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,71.91666666666666,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.6401500000000002,101,3,20,2,2,31,22,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39613786513259946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797397473993889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164720074698398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846433979521907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143883458034249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mosaicevolution,2019/05/11,"Tips on staying focused during stressful events? I get really scatterbrained during times of extreme non life threatening events. It's my sons first communion, and I have so much to do, but I seem to be incapable of linear thinking. Does anyone have any advice? I feel guilty because today definitely isn't about me and I want to be strong and supportive for and of my son. On mobile and grammar is probably shite, sorry.",4.745064935064933,7.319698311688312,5.4038961038961055,75.91155844155847,72.37662337662337,8.555844155844158,29.181818181818183,9.23628265651192,3.039524675324675,338,14,54,8,7,109,58,77,0.14800000000000002,0.687,0.165,0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,13,7,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,2,10,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546734655462136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722957518900778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223057472405088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887067079755635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806908052193475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177658758342795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168203576041265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361624543320349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408261440499654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915846475627976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809909148211445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695893944518989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372573721658509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917411694030612,0.0,0.2777847358259957,0.0,0.0,0.29853770924782025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957468824503931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699386632476435,0.0,0.0,0.15196879309299144,0.0,0.24703594580197544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537195941719719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-Hegemon-,2019/05/11,"Is Vyvanse elimination rate saturated with higher dosages? Layman here... I have ADHD and was recently given Vyvanse. Trying to understand how it works and how it changes between dosages, came across this graph (NRP is lisdexamfetamine, Vyvanse): [https://imgur.com/YRSGGCt](https://imgur.com/YRSGGCt) According to this, at 4 hours with a 50 mg dose, they measured about 32 mg of dextroamphetamine (the result of the precursor), and with 100 mg, about 85. At 9 hours, 30 mg for the 50 mg dose vs 70 for the 100 mg dose, at 16, 20 mg vs 50 mg. Why isn't this linear? Is there a certain capability to remove the precursor from blood and with higher dosage, that capacity is saturated, so more is converted into dextroamphetamine?",7.7395810564663075,9.969917803278687,7.203224043715848,67.56299635701276,63.59016393442622,10.340255009107473,33.22768670309654,10.504223727775694,3.8829642987249535,580,24,91,15,9,181,74,122,0.0,0.978,0.022000000000000002,0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,7,0,8,4,1,3,1,17,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,20,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,53,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526387612805879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355990146751034,0.0,0.0,0.3104038034980016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.577927288417183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897209113254408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921571095932,0.0,0.0,0.3054648484054608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647696215810641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136162479599948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SecondGuy,2019/05/11,"So begins a new chapter! I've been struggling in school, work, and my relationships all my life. 2 weeks ago, I reached a low point where I was having thoughts of suicide almost every day, ongoing social anxiety, and inability to concentrate on anything. Coincidentally, a buddy from high school messaged me asking to hang out. We meet up and he tells me all about his ADHD diagnosis. All the things he's saying sounds just like me. I was diagnosed with ADD as a child, but it's been ignored since then as medication at that age wasn't working well. So, for the past few days I've been researching ADHD and also had an appointment with a psychologist. Having this diagnosis has given me a lot of positivity as it's put my mind at ease. Now that I know I have ADHD I can improve my life with therapy and medication. Thanks, Kodie :)",4.768396624472572,6.439035227848103,6.274113924050635,73.53159282700423,70.13924050632912,9.317299578059073,29.62236286919831,9.725611199111238,2.936719831223628,658,26,120,16,12,224,108,158,0.08900000000000001,0.772,0.139,0.9016,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,9,0,12,5,0,0,3,22,18,13,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,9,2,16,3,19,9,5,22,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,2,11,81,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501782053963198,0.0,0.1233697831914998,0.0,0.1393631425029647,0.0,0.0,0.1112977849633881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064680996966651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452874229973276,0.0,0.1301093558226769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951205775496756,0.0,0.0,0.14125917215631328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172605057281639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704548407191426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648665694787128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660610854594351,0.06799362314650745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832116978576887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804073024483179,0.0,0.0,0.1405265551479695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441558437045031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285779336579046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156487301085498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990879716185997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494213117442083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106771361203236,0.0,0.2817040169476865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512657175862755,0.0,0.0,0.1418708602802865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549538920802965,0.0,0.1522342970979239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164463380698327,0.12813316663565044,0.1591581521896093,0.0,0.0924613433425137,0.0,0.0,0.11048899474338383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116373765814741,0.0,0.12513457573914707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264136453600629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lalalwhjsj,2019/05/11,Why? Why does my mind want to read faster but if I do it I can't understand anything so I force myself to read slower and keep going back and forth through the sentence and find it diffcult to read it and how to solve this?,2.082446808510639,3.699295063829791,2.8010106382978712,95.90875,77.08510638297872,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.09811063829787248,176,5,40,1,4,55,34,47,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.4871,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,6,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,26,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032024779527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778367867108334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239097961146174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113818583772394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314393464301499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055685255177797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335225923251982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6940150515024074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407662266961692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641243775238338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173808087222504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amph-me,2019/05/11,"Got dexamphetamine prescribed. Very low dose (2x5mg). Anyone used it before? I was on 20mg adderall IR before (split in 2 doses, 3rd dose if needed). Wondering why the dex dose seems so low or is it stronger than addy?",1.0221428571428568,3.6318421666666687,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,91.61904761904762,4.704761904761905,18.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.2694476190476194,169,5,32,2,6,54,36,42,0.12,0.8190000000000001,0.061,-0.3707,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23543460890359186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730287465893869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929677150918097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496652950710302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30652702879276383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908082791361366,0.0,0.27782000774517945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038273036154954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651463105167589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rekoza,2019/05/11,"How do people cope with feeling 'incompatible with life'? Is it something that other people experience with ADHD It's something I've felt to some degree for as long as I remember. I haven't really known that what I have could be ADHD until a few years ago. I'm certain that's what I'm dealing with but so far only made feeble attempts to get diagnosed (I'll get around to it later~). I actually had no idea it could be ADHD as I've always been told it's depression/anxiety and been treated for that. It wasn't until a couple of years ago I saw something on reddit about it and it resonated deeply with me. Two amazingly kind redditors gave me some wonderful advice on what to do about it and I never got around to responding to them which I feel awful about to this day. I'm kind of rambling but I genuinely want to know if other people relate to this feeling. I feel so incapable of living life like I'm supposed to. It feels like the path is just massive brick walls in every direction. Yesterday I got an email at work from my boss basically calling out my lack of productivity and saying she needed to see improvement within two weeks. She's absolutely right. I get distracted at work incredibly easy and when I run into tasks that have too many steps or require me to ask someone something I stumble and put them aside. They become insurmountable walls to me. I am super sorry for the long post. I guess I want to know if other people can relate to what I'm going through. I get a terrible feeling of 'what if it's not this and everyone thinks your faking'. This subreddit has been source of comfort for me in seeing posts I can relate to in ways that I previously thought I was alone in. It's so wonderful to see how many of you conquer the challenges and turn your ADHD into something that pushes you forward. This is my first time really talking about this to anyone. Thank you if you read this far. I really appreciate it.",2.984574904720024,5.296051701846967,4.705806948109056,80.07542692758723,76.8364116094987,7.5884198182351215,25.039651128701266,8.515128840125781,1.9681204338903548,1541,55,282,32,36,520,189,379,0.07,0.7759999999999999,0.154,0.9867,0,1,5,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,3,8,15,14,0,1,7,1,22,3,0,4,2,59,61,26,0,10,9,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,36,18,0,1,16,1,0,6,5,3,0,3,14,12,40,11,59,43,4,44,0,0,4,0,20,20,0,10,19,197,76,6,0.0,0.0,0.08006616539831365,0.0,0.3944188339958252,0.08017550781998141,0.14545966416809492,0.0,0.0,0.08497608463949617,0.0,0.0,0.06826978648901005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276583141291926,0.0,0.0,0.05736926239053596,0.0,0.0,0.14607868497773865,0.07670299287839605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061461118658527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377929519902906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101591734431012,0.09078359100499034,0.0,0.052913612555007615,0.08458699042233342,0.0,0.08327611190912818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912824738016926,0.07839955068583605,0.0,0.08025783871369632,0.0,0.0,0.24891297110106825,0.058614487500003976,0.07877811343574569,0.0,0.0,0.06978924857184679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146496041386644,0.0,0.04662927589680417,0.0,0.13124117322921516,0.0,0.0903841659817973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262122522532057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087892446610065,0.09018191606698232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590463151782285,0.08016816867636696,0.0,0.07244912073582979,0.1452182599080596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763498012222622,0.0,0.16636582809819853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060836908768182374,0.06327980624948842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240054107712732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275246025468045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715694508235825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248002923753399,0.0,0.0,0.08206933512672368,0.0,0.1576844811028171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294340643207523,0.0700678024365564,0.0,0.06524717250316943,0.0,0.0,0.19614282459614027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951826869701165,0.3158194533981406,0.0,0.0918450469848464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594637681756599,0.0,0.0755379757727435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052572489272466084,0.0,0.0651362580604355,0.04784234247917479,0.0,0.0,0.07839955068583605,0.0,0.0,0.08924371919718943,0.16029625211367915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678704845191544,0.06512519440797157,0.06581326028976607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779532295317731,0.11946257855628173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567132598397948 adhd,wtbmemes,2019/05/11,"Is getting diagnosed this quickly normal? I've been seeing a therapist for 6-7 months and brought up possibly having ADHD with her (after relating hardcore to most of the posts here) and she seemed to agree. I got referred to a psych that she knows and was told by the end of the first session that I'd have a Ritalin script the next time I saw him, we didn't do any tests or anything all we did is chat for a bit and talk about things that I'm having/had issues with and have him explain what the different ADHD medications do. He emailed me the DIVA (adult adhd) test and told me to bring it back by the next session but that's all the formal testing I think I'm having? &#x200B; Is this normal? I'm still not even sure that I have ADHD at this point and I'm still kinda scared to try medication. I feel like it'd explain a hell of a lot of my issues but maybe I'm just a naturally lazy person? Reading through the test it feels like it's just asking me if I have ADHD or not.",3.674550522648083,4.378624068292687,4.913885017421606,85.91298780487806,71.73170731707317,7.613240418118467,26.350174216027874,7.7094869923839395,1.3092857142857142,774,24,165,9,14,257,116,205,0.084,0.8740000000000001,0.042,-0.8809999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,9,5,1,1,16,0,16,4,0,0,3,36,37,12,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,14,11,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,2,0,1,9,4,17,3,20,27,5,17,1,0,2,0,18,3,1,7,13,109,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6315454114114755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387518068458928,0.12770730239683753,0.07147121151104101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648786990627821,0.0,0.09825377293091606,0.0,0.0,0.08081496872651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147413491765412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667370180797216,0.0,0.10980652754532816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308689343193673,0.0,0.0,0.06941717753756743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628285209547286,0.15016609728430813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939751533644304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491011058988822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840576094214068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939298341422836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775989417888735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269253839811644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935177086646584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558649651668668,0.0,0.0,0.21175322288488205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388935656524844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354885693157706,0.0,0.2059502392307615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176876210788104,0.0,0.0,0.09935292567362274,0.11848380771904085,0.1006561948705108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051278641879897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052228569569067,0.0,0.08375063269674013,0.09567856725117864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786506960761094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905496218047484,0.0,0.0,0.08447493494448438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202853039831485,0.06982338645995688,0.06734346639614354,0.0,0.0,0.0612843186169329,0.0,0.0,0.20085400482832005,0.0,0.07135560916817403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770730239683753,0.0 adhd,askmeaboutOLASJC,2019/05/11,"Adult ADHD diagnosis I’m in the beginning of being diagnosed with ADHD, I’m wondering for those who were diagnosed as teens or adults what did the process look like for you?",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,73.54545454545455,10.460606060606061,29.181818181818183,10.504223727775694,3.776927272727273,141,6,25,5,3,47,27,33,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6933435390888365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855598077574975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092654052349696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422329849452116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128215777777833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flannel-and-lavender,2019/05/11,"Was just diagnosed at 23 and now I feel like my whole life now has an explanation. Can I get some advice for what to do from here? All my life, I always just thought I was crazy or stupid for not being able to remember anything. I remember one time coming back from school and losing my whole binder full of homework. I have no idea what happened to it to this day. Now that I got the diagnosis, everything feels like it finally came together. As someone who’s new to the diagnoses, can I get advice on what you guys do to help remember things or to focus when everything just feels foggy?",4.700603448275864,5.728786301724143,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,69.60344827586206,9.593103448275864,28.29310344827586,9.827888789773867,2.5516413793103454,465,16,93,11,8,152,77,116,0.092,0.843,0.065,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,1,0,3,0,9,4,0,0,1,20,19,6,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,9,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,3,12,2,15,13,5,14,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,11,69,21,2,0.13782818672255634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26936821780358866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468409253900015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342085395006565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598136796340904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576387277627059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872677871979005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888777819465077,0.0,0.0,0.27978541652571304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774217402690016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090702174417062,0.1969289682679363,0.0,0.1509840415660174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401907782782786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023379176650264,0.0,0.0,0.13647157417197878,0.12188101033417982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238332826664383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559124630521848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947042486917474,0.13467178012403302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419448585775267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311532159843814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339594634471296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683974026722012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394894832589327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167813753406506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915669229286786,0.0,0.0,0.1094201846998555,0.08036872406283951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077604966948473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anthadvl,2019/05/11,"What to do when you know you are hyper-focusing on a non-useful thing? I mean I know I am focussing on a thing that is not going to help me in my finals tomorrow, or simply a thing that is not going to help me immediately how do stop doing that thing and start doing what is required of me to do right now?",12.054545454545455,4.505710818181818,12.29818181818182,65.66727272727273,62.03030303030303,15.01818181818182,40.57575757575758,10.125756701596842,3.878812121212121,238,5,53,3,2,84,40,66,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.7249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,16,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,8,16,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647389968528249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746946349755865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239742345954163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656323526258803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632507951312658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638589216405268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105612572700912,0.0,0.0,0.20204795218841656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422224513161898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907007084430732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PhilOSophie12,2019/05/11,"Couldn’t go to sleep because my brain wanted to redecorate the house So I’ve been up all night trying to come up with numerous ways to remodel my studio. It’s not a very big space, so I’m not very inclined to go out and buy more stuff to put somewhere. I’ve been putting it of for months but now I finally have a clear image of how everything needs to be reorganized. Unfortunately my brain just needed to finish it in the dead of night. I meticulously and thoroughly thought everything over, again and again. I made notes on my phone, writing down step by step what I need to do to organize my furniture. Now I’m just so very tired. Now I don’t actually want to do all the work I just spent hours on writing down. It’s so detailed, I think Ikea can make a manual out of it. Why oh why do I always come up with these ideas when I need to SLEEP??? Why can’t I stop? Honest to god, sometimes this condition drives me crazy. It’s so hard for me to imagine these kinds of nights, where I don’t sleep at all and become the next expert on insert random subject, aren’t normal. Ish. Ugh. Most of the times I don’t mind my zombiebrain, but now I just want to be normal and wellrested.",2.883131796433233,4.27797410743802,4.200508916920402,87.63272509786867,74.45454545454545,7.739364941278818,23.89386689865159,8.371475516178862,1.2515008264462812,922,27,202,16,19,304,130,242,0.109,0.835,0.055999999999999994,-0.9428,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,18,3,0,0,8,0,15,6,5,3,4,46,33,14,1,10,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,11,11,0,1,4,0,2,9,8,1,0,0,5,1,21,2,39,25,5,43,0,0,0,0,3,16,0,2,17,126,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.10646344748692392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077788092708276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650483900450381,0.12048964567765147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357783859481494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879557163137696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609964273626396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951100665952162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400527591389447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977299540076014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743908670165796,0.12588389683838425,0.0,0.1231578270158815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360828454201148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323071659886306,0.07282344550004631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015740065629097,0.0,0.08708060408983963,0.0,0.0,0.3235777314768008,0.0,0.0,0.11602645616940553,0.3071419119443872,0.21378482299733187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193462923512282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275289436111644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079002424436131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121041647278157,0.0,0.0,0.1248905654677623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990528924511161,0.0,0.08661124902152434,0.06361564452155381,0.12539155679297084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740700585387151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700506527333226,0.19304564167048066,0.08659653775644441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953306434820427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942429798846777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,versachi007,2019/05/11,"Thoughts on Generic Adderall XR vs Brand Name Adderall XR I can't afford to get brand name adderall XR so my doctor prescribed me 20 mg extended release of generic adderall (amphetamine salts Mydayis). It does not work as well I expected it to or I need it to. I am now obviously questioning if I actually even have ADHD/ADD. I was just prescribed for the first time a month ago. I am a college student and have bought adderall XR like 5-6 times, took 20 mg of it and it worked so well. I was focused and not distracted at all for 12 hours straight. I took it at 10 am, was done feeling the effects by 10 pm then went to bed easily. I don't know if it was generic or brand name tbh, I am no longer in touch with the person who sold it to me. I am taking the same amount of generic, 20mg in the morning and I don't feel its actual effects until like 2-3 hours later and I'm completely done feeling it's effectiveness in about 6 hours. Sometimes I take two tablets, making it 40 mg then maybe I feel it, but it still only lasts about 8 hours max. I also just feel slightly off with the generic one. Don't know if I was experiencing an adderall high when I used to buy it from someone or what I felt was normal. What do I do or is this just a me problem?",2.3537440930570703,3.731263541984735,4.138309705561614,87.61441475826975,75.79389312977098,6.822537259178481,27.74336604870956,7.447530270364453,1.4314770628862226,976,40,212,12,21,330,140,262,0.039,0.9079999999999999,0.053,0.1118,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,14,6,0,1,10,0,22,1,0,5,2,46,43,21,0,7,14,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,18,7,0,0,13,0,3,3,7,2,2,3,15,9,24,4,26,28,3,29,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,8,19,135,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.2349651289338347,0.0,0.14468451143301805,0.0,0.1067178269869053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627525843432788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126225862647364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322352264470365,0.10535346443235748,0.24640004988129802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951597965564383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043621695938941,0.0,0.11559258201332633,0.0,0.0,0.10240305444442324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628984264621213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719787716603112,0.0,0.0,0.4742367348660034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323255924070085,0.09813332595491163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763223576227813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036077482567938,0.0,0.1209472065381496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609356943902478,0.0,0.0,0.08926712077154739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795592685892198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157888734777158,0.09156146736132488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051192698931734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151962757074666,0.0,0.0,0.13486353857605898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200544066516727,0.0,0.1190680697282016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961430292422098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810355019182968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557563545912057,0.14039990691689527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675138248636816,0.0,0.0,0.11760282685616905,0.0,0.0,0.1039776784659871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648882989575025,0.11160206256080596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528964971411187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bearfuke,2019/05/11,"Strengths Finder / Personality Test I recently completed the “Clifton Strengths 34 Report” that someone gifted me. The questions annoyed me and I thought for sure the results would not be accurate. It was FREAKISHLY accurate, especially the “potential blind spots.” that read like diagnosis for ADHD. The best part of the report is it lays out a personalized explanation and a sorta plan or just tips that seem really useful/achievable and not overwhelming (at least in my current state of mind). On this subreddit, I find so many great tips or just something I can relate to that makes me feel a little better that I always hit “save” knowing full well that I will never look back to. Hoarding of knowledge was mentioned in report haha. Anyway, I was just curious if anyone else has taken the test or a similar one and found it useful. I’ll try to post some excerpts later so leave a comment or set a reminder if you’re interested!",6.456607142857141,8.160158113095243,6.8676190476190495,70.76071428571429,66.08333333333333,9.647619047619047,34.23809523809524,9.928628108626363,3.751930952380951,745,34,118,17,12,242,115,168,0.053,0.7390000000000001,0.207,0.9802,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,8,13,1,1,13,1,9,1,0,3,2,34,19,12,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,6,3,11,11,13,9,5,15,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,10,6,83,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081603211941357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412152218428614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110987667501714,0.17747032947073876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318495822657547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176933257626574,0.15318690254065445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181603516861902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446916436409431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875783127779228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583074261435332,0.0,0.0,0.18991177486220215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909605642668143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518965625563576,0.0,0.0,0.18340046945054103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461985231361864,0.1735982219320193,0.0,0.0,0.14544967424452732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156165544842528,0.1756040088745657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748889938860917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358738131795814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736907582422156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756555098889435,0.0,0.0,0.3024741317219179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658837628761871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940307032820628,0.0,0.1732531784762468,0.0,0.11096039507430644,0.0,0.17102033179550338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768051616341905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675714132843207,0.13334267675343145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324489396001926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750645994139196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759571247817027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959463685593316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557332706856622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304079052766127,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EverythingTittysBoii,2019/05/11,"I started taking Vyvanse nearly 10 years ago. I was one of the first people to take it. I can tell you it’s helped me and ruined me. All the way up to the max 70 mg. AMA. This drug is amazing when you start taking it. It fixes everything. Not just in focusing. It fixes everything in your life when it hits. I am still on it, but after near 10 years I am ready to get off due due to the anxiety I get from it.",-0.5214606741573036,1.421228146067417,2.2001011235955046,95.14082584269664,87.76404494382021,5.3577528089887645,16.765168539325842,6.742157984588678,-0.21602112359550585,311,7,74,4,10,108,59,89,0.047,0.889,0.064,0.3716,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,5,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,11,1,14,11,1,20,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,12,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610510442018927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923866824037828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565540230809944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976505794794192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817626119049502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116479856235106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828433698769208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625974387181138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990968869503524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337150747523112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131723635095729,0.0,0.17667281391636974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49900734033600397,0.0,0.19336285594216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560033735540084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492691131695136 adhd,elmyrable,2019/05/11,"Feeling like I’ll never get past the skepticism I realized late in life that my struggles have a name... ADHD. And learning that gave me hope. But now I’m months and months into trying to get help and that hope is fading. No one takes me seriously. No one wants to give me medicine because abusers ruin it for the clinically diagnosed. I finally got someone to let me try something and I’m on Strattera, because stimulants weren’t gonna happen, and feeling absolutely no difference. Mostly just venting because you guys actually get it, but also wondering if you’ve experienced the same. Thanks for listening.",5.5709909909909925,7.809297990990995,6.44162162162162,70.84639639639641,69.0900900900901,9.618018018018018,35.75675675675676,9.994966539143718,4.193529729729729,491,26,78,13,9,162,79,111,0.124,0.7559999999999999,0.12,0.154,1,0,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,1,1,4,0,4,3,0,1,1,23,23,9,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,4,8,4,8,18,2,11,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,5,9,48,13,1,0.0,0.189860669244422,0.15637316099600898,0.0,0.19257984793407606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814553849241958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293046265422005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626423444897741,0.0,0.1674188743576389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204642710332698,0.11447697844575087,0.0,0.17553737293224342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511596289760921,0.15371881056270367,0.0,0.0,0.12816023477945535,0.0,0.0,0.15866485862747498,0.14170154767671106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740689266536158,0.0,0.0,0.31831309621477705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076005296115324,0.0,0.0,0.16385838993968535,0.11318372445061135,0.0782861892087614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558074089164301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358857553899942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171683695021931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529692031101456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357725996872903,0.12336218672697705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675198208514244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048210649774695,0.0,0.0,0.14752938382974726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175877160145674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451493420851816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377570708486675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,applicant12340,2019/05/11,"Missed opportunities from being untreated I feel like I've lost opportunities I cant ever get back. I'm so grateful to have been diagnosed now in my mid 20s rather than never. I've never felt more understood than when I started reading everything about adhd and executive functioning and rejection dysphoria. But it took me 6 years to finish my bachelors. And I didnt even have an upward trend or anything. It was a constant struggle despite truly knowing deep in my bones that I was capable of accomplishing my classes with higher marks than I was getting. My dream is to go to med school but admission is heavily based on your undergrad science performance, and I just don't have anything to show for all my time. Even if I killed the mcat(who knows, but scores come out next week), my GPA being in the high 2 range basically kills me. I'll never be able to take that back. I've been taking post bacc science classes at the same undergrad that I finished in and have gotten As but at this point my GPA is so diluted with credits that it barely makes a dent. Sometimes I day dream about what I could have accomplished if I'd been introduced to CBT as a teenager, along with haven been treated with meds early in college rather than after. I know my post sounds pessimistic, but oddly enough I know that I believe I can make it. Itll just take extra time compared to everyone else. But i cant lie and say being behind my peers doesnt hurt. Or that taking classes with 18 year olds doesnt make me feel a bit down on myself. Or that having everyone in my life question why I havent accomplished anything yet, telling me to switch to other careers doesnt make me silently mad while on the surface I just smile.",6.325332326283991,6.7302244561933575,6.5859501510574034,77.32194637462237,65.76737160120845,9.641148036253773,33.46842900302115,9.516144504307137,3.0485346223564966,1369,56,253,25,20,441,187,331,0.083,0.821,0.096,0.3484,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,7,17,13,3,1,9,0,31,3,1,4,5,50,57,23,2,5,16,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,15,14,0,0,9,4,1,3,11,8,0,0,13,6,36,5,42,38,6,47,0,4,0,0,4,18,0,6,25,173,51,15,0.10531916402081183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265731685376532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600060946443384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619678723359652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865863224896747,0.0,0.0,0.11498124968639567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072313420782904,0.0,0.11381260098801615,0.0,0.08408878257224467,0.0,0.0,0.0679221479563722,0.0,0.0,0.10689673453013776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798064727943501,0.0,0.0,0.1088228500206484,0.0,0.1391246290941077,0.09526721349275667,0.0,0.20127394915101132,0.09465407360300676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650506763145423,0.07524003182023199,0.10112291371041926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004983262536633,0.0,0.059855307994114676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112754792113406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127463433470402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330401013133742,0.0,0.2315226328469998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439004020561182,0.05145362366410836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496830872343795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812054392024135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339716974423044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436858960400857,0.0,0.11200812575599883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051474604952144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956065216189998,0.0,0.20173329245207994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798156712630878,0.0,0.10534766488233056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375402643106451,0.0,0.10658861671087756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041633462206338,0.0,0.07454544636869292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010245747666808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31674761684786706,0.0,0.0920535914842522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282490298963385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701346642172752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448068062345293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503416418073582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564417720994634 adhd,HappyGoth_EmoPants,2019/05/11,"Starting Meds Again, Would Like Advice I had to stop them for a period of time whilst I quit smoking. I found they made me want to chain smoke, which wasn't really helping. I am now over two months free of cigarettes and I'm back on meds, and trying a new dosage (working with a psychiatrist, not self medicating). I'm now on 30mg of Dexamfetamine per day. Started today and I'm having a bit of a weird time adjusting. I feel grounded but also strangely restless. Pretty sure this is just normal adjusting stuff but I'd like to know if anyone else has had experience with this, and if it's likely to level out eventually?",3.703032786885245,5.534390614754101,5.1270163934426245,80.03396721311476,73.18032786885246,8.158688524590165,25.31475409836065,8.841846274778883,1.9323809836065573,493,16,94,10,10,165,88,122,0.083,0.787,0.13,0.7648,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,6,7,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,24,18,9,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,8,6,15,12,1,21,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,18,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674852488623124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646163984302592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931623681027573,0.17484199009424287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121248614570524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862959044148904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004940386233693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425487573028969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691975616936014,0.0,0.0,0.08628127609191584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709917741327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437714395672186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377989540987673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500998914711557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614647511060331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790876260380254,0.1719029733100447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620411180681294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480625440734625,0.0,0.0,0.1671920644009736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360336286933914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149783286443216,0.0,0.0,0.10931706924922292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780159007745974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415613222007013,0.0,0.0,0.1426636148548977,0.0,0.0,0.19534325376334805,0.0,0.0,0.1608272335877948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900441549847173,0.0,0.16174782664540852,0.0,0.0,0.11585411746037083,0.0,0.16669157646473906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064855213443934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422876571042415,0.0,0.0,0.12121855378744968,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spottieottiekhaleesi,2019/05/11,"What do you suggest ? I’ve researched this and whatnot and i tested into gifted programs as a child and failed grade wise. And I’m high school my grades were pretty low with high test scores. I’ve pretty much always has low grades but i love school and want to continue pursuing my education. I have some symptoms and a few experiences I’ve heard are similar to mine but I have doubts because I just don’t believe that I have the disorder. I can be very disorganized but to some extent it’s personal and habit . I do see a therapist who has recommended testing for me but I’m not sure if it’s worth going through months of testing for. I do need help but healthcare is such a hassle!",2.012598039215682,4.541765455882357,3.4768823529411783,86.28380392156866,81.94117647058823,6.5678431372549015,24.507843137254905,7.793537801064563,1.4937407843137254,546,21,107,10,15,179,88,136,0.124,0.7190000000000001,0.157,0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,5,0,14,2,0,0,1,23,22,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,14,3,10,19,5,8,0,3,1,1,8,5,0,4,2,69,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620570783703361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872473554671915,0.0,0.0,0.2194293920784008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321342611117165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051401106041274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068738613349648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054445422697775,0.4115522030516183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757797583379239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554566832514941,0.0,0.14317203107733334,0.14441310276605898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700581333257759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962847029354237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942178486984717,0.15519961187356132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835603050334732,0.2024316568652945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261329848563247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606985436944989,0.1148753138310351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zztopzz2147,2019/05/11,SO IM FRICKIN ANNOYED YES THIS IS ALL CAPS IGNORE ERRORS MY TEACHER SAID ITS NOT A REAL CONDITION AND JUST AN EXUSE. BUT EXCUSE ME HOW THE FUCK DOES A TEACHER NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS,-0.2802380952380936,1.6388593888888892,1.1657142857142873,95.86500000000002,107.88888888888887,3.1682539682539685,19.03174603174603,5.288315135182226,-0.2195587301587296,142,5,28,1,7,45,32,36,0.24600000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.7807,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,10,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38049330006476895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019623082462924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696547732835002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389527558929727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948935447713886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41359098767009095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sir_lurkzalot,2019/05/11,"Half the time when I start speaking a sentence, I forget what I was going to say mid way through and have to pause and try to remember what I was going to say. It makes me sound like an idiot lol I get a thought worthy of being spoken (or have something to add to a conversation) , start speaking, and my mind has already moved on to the next thought and I struggle to finish the sentence. It's really annoying. Anyone else?",3.185714285714288,4.973000428571432,4.401904761904763,84.87642857142858,74.47619047619048,6.704761904761906,27.47619047619048,7.447530270364453,1.5686619047619046,332,13,64,4,7,109,55,84,0.122,0.753,0.125,-0.1761,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,4,5,8,1,11,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168167773524896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531360584341343,0.2244004163019867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829537656535415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144230686573896,0.0,0.24893551776438186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699664638713316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619008729538285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211364747657456,0.0,0.0,0.23277171480262995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329183635779568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030265747499332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809429867792304,0.0,0.0,0.3483292064342698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860368864771172,0.0,0.0,0.3100311386016453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289555695025424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477370774831228,0.12770580356503572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869261196577127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383900647881975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WolfBrother88,2019/05/11,"So you know how something just captures your attention and becomes a new obsession for no good reason? Long story short... I’m now inexplicably into [bonsai](https://imgur.com/gallery/ETwnQ8F), all because some random guy in my middle of nowhere town set up his van in the parking lot of the pizza place. What a weird, wonderful, and perplexing life it is to have ADHD!",6.753750000000004,9.082000625000003,6.364500000000002,72.23050000000002,66.1875,8.870000000000003,34.675,9.3871,3.617191250000001,296,14,45,6,5,92,59,64,0.094,0.804,0.10300000000000001,0.3802,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,13,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487278284509289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688487636437986,0.3204698544933848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433807431540548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873138191467149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594697871649586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049555800727472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25679122833011697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466920704313856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802478953396827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30316578355812296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983429825403353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338696365044006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146768762117573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Valetheera,2019/05/11,ADHD is... either procrastinating at work because you're not a 100% into it or being so absolutely into your work that you can't sleep anymore because you have a 1000 ideas. (It's 3am here and I'm tired..) I just completed my 6 month fitness instructor course and got to talk with a friend to flesh out strategies to get into personal training. I know naturally have a gazillion ideas about things that need to be done and I can't sleep any longer at 3 am even with 2mg of melatonin in my system... *Sigh*,5.500231023102309,5.553425376237622,6.396782178217823,79.18283003300331,67.51485148514851,9.10957095709571,30.69471947194719,8.841846274778883,2.2967610561056104,397,14,80,6,6,132,72,101,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,3,0,0,17,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,8,1,15,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,1,51,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435377547005013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780432936898446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096760901936214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470588356634036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124675465936407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737435649414174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338439267364936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565616386833918,0.0,0.10587271161966208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620722840676564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575190287028284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113674067287284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174787411969105,0.0,0.0,0.15025736995591032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694023162521622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40557910605151054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287693341695955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346271420612391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329085558811365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29505333563900804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TechnoBigBoy,2019/05/11,"Social Control Quick question. Has anyone else considered the idea that ADHD symptoms are far too broad to prescribe drugs for? I was prescribed ADHD medication fairly quickly when going to a psychiatrist, and i've recently been wondering, after doing a few readings on certain sociological perspectives and even the fictional dystopia Brave New World (which showed a world where everyone was taking a drug called SOMA), whether the drugs we are taking are in fact more beneficial to a larger system as a whole than to ourselves. Are we given drugs as a means of control? Maybe a lack of focus in an increasingly specialised world is not useful to a system where we act as inputs. I hate the idea that we have to be defined as sick, who gets to define 'mental illness' is the first place. Maybe when we arrive late to something, deep down we don't find any satisfaction in being there of performing that task. I wonder if drugs like Ritalin create the false sense of satisfaction you would feel in something truly fulfilling. Maybe we should give a diagnoses to society itself than to ourselves. Just a crazy idea though.",9.963517587939698,9.481970904522617,9.129793969849246,65.05057035175881,58.54773869346734,11.578090452261307,37.99045226130653,10.793553405168565,4.264792562814069,906,36,139,18,10,286,130,199,0.106,0.816,0.078,-0.6989,1,0,7,0,0,0,17.0,7,1,0,4,11,4,1,0,18,0,17,11,0,3,2,30,29,11,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,9,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,1,11,3,28,21,5,29,0,0,0,0,13,15,0,4,10,101,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399880427077877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678978734171885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981379085381073,0.102302775005491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195268248506488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239688188285701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134034878059547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789412240272135,0.0,0.08340750089729614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594653474841597,0.0,0.0,0.09540596491121384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048452016852537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125631899573687,0.08492791785385206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216477598928207,0.09578020979365626,0.05674408872408919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985760481508762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381378063998404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262925943516462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487791155741633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300922501108586,0.10876023462885016,0.0,0.10058311045208984,0.10062005330237582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643070955120417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431654298321157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118490028232854,0.0,0.0998717982295966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098584673715414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177917825185843,0.0,0.1537307774118421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377695507123813,0.15014169566487273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809698824557736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623383143503979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147312988373297,0.0,0.0,0.21655480706234198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092686618314127,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucioghosty,2019/05/11,"Hey, you. When you mess something up today, no matter how big or small, stop, take a deep breath and tell yourself it will be okay. We all know that nobody keeps track of our mistakes better than ourselves. When you make a stupid mistake today, just stop and tell yourself it'll be alright. It's (probably, I'm no expert lol) not the end of the world, it'll be okay, and forgive yourself. :) Okay now get back to what you were doing and unclench that jaw. ;)",1.6483146067415717,4.129923550561802,2.2001011235955046,95.14082584269664,83.15730337078651,4.009438202247192,21.259550561797766,4.935628992294339,-0.17512224719101074,352,11,71,1,10,108,64,89,0.184,0.64,0.17600000000000002,-0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,4,0,1,6,10,1,0,4,5,8,2,2,2,1,19,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,5,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,9,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384903473093792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222961613581096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328542251805766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171163835799496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407771181493272,0.0,0.0,0.13854734969495086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827844363296293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718060124309721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940785920668212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215331153795596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954752845033754,0.0,0.4406923322601671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779218957900341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daddy_Irrigation,2019/05/11,"Do ANY of you feel stuck in your own head??? I seriously cannot communicate with my family at home - it is like there is a carnival or a travelling circus going on in my head. I don't care to listen to them - too boring? &#x200B; I LOVE chanting and scripting different things.... Feels right to me.",1.5528571428571425,4.1477213793103465,3.713842364532024,83.1939655172414,85.20689655172413,7.452216748768473,22.07881773399015,8.418075326091056,1.7639921182266014,232,8,45,6,7,79,48,58,0.155,0.726,0.12,0.4147,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,5,12,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,3,9,11,1,7,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26756733940228283,0.3000680474809456,0.16793265918791214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251779271011792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580074099349642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279997412818254,0.0,0.2497279897894424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403458640608733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068784297033948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477083165844876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064599639036735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228796155561374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108916788150048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640608395159836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000680474809456,0.0 adhd,lmaoyeahh,2019/05/11,"so fucking tired of unintentionally starving myself. im not hungry at all during the day for obvious reasons, but when i get home and my medication starts to wear off, i realize how hungry i am. i then try to grab food from my pantry, but nothing is appealing and i get distracted for like an hour, then realize i’m really really hungry, like being light headed and feeling nauseous, so i basically cram protein and potassium down my throat. i’m tired of this cycle every single day. any suggestions on what i can do? my doctor has told me to “set reminders to eat” but i just say “eh i’ll do it later,” and never get to it. please help lmao",2.6226190476190503,4.85409832539683,4.987539682539683,78.00607142857146,77.65079365079366,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1627428571428573,503,18,93,12,12,176,86,126,0.08800000000000001,0.764,0.14800000000000002,0.8465,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,7,10,3,2,3,18,16,14,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,14,2,14,14,2,14,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,11,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460316728809655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363373016537775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875443977003181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749076179170948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543797773862056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264695336430946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215633040496425,0.0,0.0,0.1693938405394905,0.2871914530754566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880475723914636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228156837969412,0.0,0.18379534367696934,0.0,0.18044534212890576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979206113162468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903454091138582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458566531254705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413188207725443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581480975325628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011322984309616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476457176795698,0.1883916887854281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571241638346868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969164091122082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211934978266076,0.0,0.1750847973259911,0.0,0.12440162574762717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayallday78,2019/05/11,"Undiagnosed and about to be Fired Got into a big fight with my boss today over attentiveness issues, and strongly suspect I will be fired soon. In my defence, the whole office is pretty much a shit show in terms of management and I was never properly trained. However, I don't think I'll have the opportunity to make that argument to HR, since I'm a new hire and can be fired without cause. &#x200B; I have never been diagnosed with ADHD, but I think that I have it because it would explain a lot (And by a lot, I mean literally my whole life). I have been diagnosed with depression by a GP, and have been on anti-depressants for a few years now. BTW: I live in Canada. &#x200B; Does anyone have any advice for my situation?",4.153133462282401,5.8273831914893615,5.5608639587363005,78.02454545454547,71.69503546099291,8.815215989684074,28.42101869761445,9.339509955726095,2.5712496453900706,574,22,108,13,11,193,89,141,0.14400000000000002,0.807,0.05,-0.9127,1,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,3,0,9,0,18,4,1,3,2,27,25,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,3,13,2,19,15,7,15,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,2,8,80,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636444709448941,0.13305935142111344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29507052636540193,0.33091197495715585,0.09259720982989324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521008413606777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300522542001575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398794777926222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345582925564028,0.2764102340176041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915934731705115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890398991194948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212140588434874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961777200781329,0.0,0.0,0.12023663183754672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152607884131196,0.0,0.0,0.0908915290988708,0.0,0.0,0.14832414861061896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009731046096196,0.0,0.2100384570439158,0.13150948913368904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852926665275614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977192977797614,0.1126375093230522,0.15305572796361144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449870952845814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906897330514175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040478376934233,0.0,0.13125868365415627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672806495990316,0.0,0.33091197495715585,0.08768611812729409 adhd,cornpoppet,2019/05/11,"When does self-care become laziness? Hi all, Its nearing the end of my high school career and exam season is righglt around the corner here in Canada. I'm behind on assignments and failing classes because my natural tendency to burn out is starting to flare up horribly. My procrastination is getting worse, even for simple tasks and basic personal hygeine and I'm constantly fatigued to the point of feeling practically comatose by 1 pm. Throughout the years ive coped okay and pulled decent marks, but this time around is extremely hard because over the last year or so Ive been grappling with anorexia. Ive become fairly underweight and the anxiety over what and when I will eat consumes a vast amount of mental energy. This is getting really long so im goung to cut the chase: Im not sure how easy to be on myself. Allowing myself the rest my body seems to crave feels so wrong. The assignments I have to do aren't even that difficult to complete and I can map out how I would do them in my head, but my body refuses to cooperate. Where do I go from here?",5.541674876847292,6.778759694581286,6.050221674876847,77.51158866995074,67.81773399014779,9.34679802955665,31.74137931034483,9.606745405546679,3.0367891625615764,850,35,153,18,14,275,133,203,0.126,0.8270000000000001,0.047,-0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,14,7,1,0,10,1,18,5,3,3,2,27,27,18,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,13,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,3,17,2,29,23,3,31,0,2,0,0,4,18,0,2,11,102,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361139407120095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26441461334634125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810632656704442,0.3280400201313601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32992705485676754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571217168546847,0.1604888824590594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299639899247916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151965013329405,0.0,0.0,0.13153769089314446,0.0,0.0,0.19618175889149125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150184418350991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518294546937966,0.0,0.08440288163021367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330377224523487,0.0,0.15241631945993095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691124839159726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208372300524449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105723010066782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142858607424354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966532443230338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967508763861665,0.0,0.0,0.14039199230708116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514069103208253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030223218066124,0.0,0.13519989055587742,0.15493056967875332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511766953979892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997095097232234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865986334018686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134657634677962,0.10549877573972384,0.1623747305105975,0.0,0.19127392066889934 adhd,jemmyjacker,2019/02/09,"Feels disappointed I used to talk with a girl for two month and afterwards we didn’t talk cuz I didn’t like the she treats me. Now I start to see her once in a week but the thing is i every time my friends when they talk about i feel i never met her or even know her and when i see her i wanna be with her but i wish i could fix her, i feel so sad and disappointed and weird i can’t stop thinking about her cuz i saw her yesterday in same time I don’t have feelings for her i feel so weird I can’t understand whats going on with me i feel lost ",-1.6777798861480058,0.2481723225806505,0.7676091081593945,102.55082542694498,95.93548387096772,4.530550284629982,13.745730550284634,6.2272716619740125,-1.0183267552182165,424,8,113,5,17,142,69,124,0.179,0.742,0.079,-0.9019,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,1,1,8,9,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,3,1,29,27,13,0,3,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,5,9,32,3,13,20,1,16,0,4,3,0,18,3,0,1,13,78,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000494895223786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581887618354432,0.0,0.14774230401614005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319818922607937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354771448200534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965704204406584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636931764704536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566852479178247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191418304577321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996493873421445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524289602742515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674501809307767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794669706456393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411562035047832,0.0,0.0,0.1466027996356607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228258355355938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649661420971825,0.11235899921290506,0.0,0.0,0.2044992655037344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129421408722706,0.18254845773599648,0.0,0.151448525444279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406574458130023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016470757821473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GodsADick,2019/02/09,Adderall preferences I’ve come into a few 20 mg IR tablets and wanted to know how everybody else normally takes adderall. Like your dosages. Do you think I could take 30 mg IR around lunch for rec. purposes and have a decent afternoon with a little crash? Or will the crash be significant at that dosage? Also how do you guys feel about redosing is it effective?,2.906764705882356,5.79417467647059,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,81.64705882352942,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.562817647058824,290,12,53,8,8,92,57,68,0.068,0.82,0.11199999999999999,0.4812,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,17,14,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495362597346487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777795126698716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26879265902595584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913653677430606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606672744670596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777552538483278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30896616330945464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148763832683164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244575093177307,0.31274352978973635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057304782202912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692267022964339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999410174341748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404779010589728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BubonicZombie,2019/02/09,"How do you stop yourself from doing impulsive actions? Since getting off my ADHD meds (doctor recommended), I've noticed my impulsive behaviours have returned. I feel like I'm losing control of myself.",6.955490196078433,9.950187882352944,7.571176470588237,60.966960784313756,67.23529411764707,9.239215686274509,40.74509803921568,9.725611199111238,5.283756862745098,164,10,19,4,3,54,30,34,0.136,0.7929999999999999,0.071,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37643918927823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35131183884060146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206021329093986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837748938583632,0.22377014739305265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364870316639818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530273801416461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504220138973145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34792569830086606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566121566224288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591054402697606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618726353021988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fuckface94,2019/02/09,"My 11 year old I posted in here a while back about my 11 year old. Getting a google home has been great for the random ass questions I can't answer, we've discovered he can and will wake up to an alarm(I set mine for the same time and we get up together). We also discovered the best method for us to keep him up to par on his chores. Ive been leaving him notes on his bedroom door that says to do(example: pick up laundry, take out the trash and sweep) he'll come in and get them done no argument.",4.769428571428573,4.291942276190476,5.282619047619047,88.35821428571433,69.09523809523809,8.904761904761905,27.97619047619048,8.344100000000001,1.528333333333333,389,11,90,5,6,125,74,105,0.076,0.848,0.076,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,8,2,2,1,0,14,15,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,14,2,17,10,2,19,0,0,0,1,12,9,1,2,7,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707648669719788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419620024725273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409312679084972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394257696425045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852172834503664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346916415148625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354244763612179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141942756975808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898008359504038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261040631638864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44814076053259694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045087066112192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392094770643533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981260168514414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055268978255216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451470823054775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568578242390412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275020695923442 adhd,15jomessa,2019/02/09,"Are there dangers of adderall? Good evening y’all, never posted here but I’ve been following along for almost two years. Really appreciate everyone’s contributions to this community! Anyway, I was wondering if anyone else is worried about the long term health effects of adderall? Not just the physical effects, but the effects on brain chemistry and what not. I don’t know much about the subject but is definitely a concern of mine. Does anyone have a legitimate/scientific answer to whether adderall is dangerous or not? Does this concern anyone else?",6.257461988304094,9.371902652631585,6.5371929824561406,66.99479532163744,69.84210526315789,9.27485380116959,36.87134502923976,9.725611199111238,4.578730994152046,452,25,63,12,9,145,69,95,0.091,0.802,0.10800000000000001,0.4002,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,7,3,2,0,6,0,8,2,1,3,1,20,11,7,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,10,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,49,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267453329177253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40362041297932827,0.3943011621024034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479733186007768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367650630068491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214739241442464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270874386668948,0.0,0.0,0.18385954258803636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613874882857778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045267726938516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574554122274836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028007564174782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144621392776946,0.0,0.14840131263905895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842791430856744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326514763233873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879602327716026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086644572421425,0.0,0.19540545927340816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390811866984207 adhd,iMDirtNapz,2019/02/09,"I had a revelation, I’m 26 and I probably have ADHD. I’m 26(M), I have general anxiety disorder, all my life I have struggled to move forward in life and I attributed that to my anxiety. I usually watch a documentary of some sort later in the evening and last night I started watching a documentary on the proliferation of stimulants in college students. As I was watching it my interest was peaked as to what ADHD was. So I started researching it. For years I was told that ADHD was diagnosed to kids who didn’t do well in school or were daydreaming all the time. I started reading about it, as I was reading I was amazed at the similarities between me and the symptoms they are describing and how I was feeling. I started noticing my issues with attention, getting started on things, following through with tasks, my low self esteem and my low drive to do anything even though I have everyone in the world telling how smart and amazing I am at things. I can’t remember things that are in important to every day life yet I remember things because they are interesting. I started cleaning my room house last night yet only got around 70% complete before I lost interest and played a video game, something I can do for hours and not get bored. I started thinking last night, did I stop cleaning my room because I was lazy or because I simply lost interest and focus? I have lost jobs because nothing was ever challenging enough for me and I was so disinterested in doing the repetitive work that I would go against my boss to do something interesting. I could go on and on, but the next step for me is to go see my doctor on Monday, I can only hope I found the reason for how I feel. Thank you for reading this, any insight is appreciated.",5.159609768378651,6.639132749244716,6.1875415407854994,75.26546135448139,68.93957703927492,9.3837361530715,35.241817724068476,9.725611199111238,3.643595065458207,1384,71,247,32,24,460,163,331,0.064,0.825,0.11,0.948,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,5,14,20,0,1,13,0,36,6,0,7,3,44,63,24,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,4,2,14,15,0,1,9,6,0,8,3,7,1,0,21,6,49,13,40,40,4,54,0,5,4,0,9,21,0,5,27,184,63,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978299673501882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617508048824203,0.0,0.12638710534203362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679779025781764,0.07353707316106313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201424005214842,0.0,0.07029183175837582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661107808216201,0.0,0.0,0.06595436630936655,0.0,0.0,0.053274195318320686,0.0,0.0,0.08384360161735678,0.0,0.0,0.09467391546083302,0.08455099388906699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853543349485968,0.0,0.10912129381875756,0.07472207949467727,0.06959932567665524,0.07893380879568282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353640080748856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057348583078474,0.0,0.0,0.08631670897389868,0.0,0.14084110109260248,0.0,0.06606776176121325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204664201178287,0.08135051330102107,0.09531651783835678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621945984465318,0.08197395356002925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020053492639909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504170513852368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705234294835703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779736726050642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785268058066904,0.2325611000614299,0.0,0.07926292167259888,0.0940477594510291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565154608772475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906350556733468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478858035618297,0.0,0.0,0.08493297972408975,0.0,0.0,0.18715354891579192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360193186193521,0.06582648360387428,0.0,0.08617633112757246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718864906959024,0.0,0.0,0.40928388641973135,0.0,0.0,0.06906252115735999,0.0,0.08635798485652606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585951975449768,0.0,0.0,0.07220150068921476,0.07605273352077851,0.0,0.0,0.21951967912248285,0.05293074743214864,0.08116021803054611,0.0,0.048168366789773084,0.0,0.0,0.07893380879568282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909791102876164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427293645201433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601383314796495,0.0,0.0,0.058681107611951985,0.0,0.0,0.053195714563659034 adhd,justwanabehigh69,2019/02/09,"Uk- Young adult undiagnosed adhd Ok so im from the uk , and from what I read you can’t get a diagnosis from a doctor , has to been from a psychiatrist.. problem is big waiting list and can’t afford a private diagnosis :/ I checked the adhd symptoms and they fit me almost 💯 % . I was held back a year at school when I was younger as I struggled that much , I still struggle trying to study now Fast forward I’m a young adult in higher education, and I’m really struggling with exams and the theory work , it’s not that I’m stupid or don’t get it , it’s just retaining the information etc. So there’s no chance I can get prescribed any of the Stimulant Drugs for ADHD The reason I no stims work for me is I stupidly dabbled into certain stim drugs and they vastly helped me study etc ( ingore my username I dont want stimulants to abuse for high ) What can I do ? From what I read in America it seems like you can just ask your doctor to diagnose you ? 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That is [according to this Livestrong.com article.](https://www.livestrong.com/article/13716990-how-i-keep-my-adhd-in-check-with-a-simple-water-fountain/) I might try it out! ,10.092631578947367,14.507056421052635,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,63.73684210526315,9.06315789473684,30.552631578947373,9.516144504307137,3.924715789473684,216,8,24,5,4,60,33,38,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8194814592592278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228523280291612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30304099561941544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616809056559081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314742442541793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GenericBayAreaAsian,2019/02/09,Any opinion on Citicoline? I was wondering if any of you guys experienced any improvements on your symptoms when taking this supplement.,8.262272727272727,11.71049613636364,8.545454545454547,53.38818181818184,64.9090909090909,13.490909090909092,42.81818181818181,12.161744961471696,7.407836363636365,113,7,14,5,2,37,19,22,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7229085756539211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35086129940288163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683043714555077,0.2664264085083034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38427646121441106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DopeyKid,2019/02/09,"Hyperfocus, what does this actually mean? It seems to me people have this wrong idea about our ability to hyperfocus - that we can control what we can focus on, I don't think this is true. Because even if I wanted to settle down and do my work, I just wouldn't be able to hyperfocus on it. IMO our hyperfocus isn't really a good thing because we don't have control over what we can focus on, I find that I hyperfocus always on something that I don't really want to hyperfocus, it's just that I get so sucked into something I can't really take my attention off it - these things I hyperfocus on are usually useless stuff that I didn't exactly choose to focus on. Focusing on eating dinner is something extremely easy for me, whereas focusing on my work at home is next to impossible.",10.498627450980393,6.98104889542484,11.245196078431373,59.858382352941206,60.04575163398693,15.167320261437908,41.83986928104575,13.295006501635747,5.45297908496732,623,25,115,19,6,219,81,153,0.09699999999999999,0.848,0.055999999999999994,-0.7236,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,6,0,0,4,5,5,1,0,1,0,18,2,0,2,2,23,26,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,19,6,2,2,7,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,21,2,22,23,0,15,0,1,0,0,6,13,1,2,2,87,40,2,0.16194300854160187,0.0,0.15803301577677645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347495560905446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974379098125972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632657087458462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417174180894323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570812685446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696182982083932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801297596205673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460853801179924,0.0,0.0,0.1358301122306964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244204159305664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281394487272076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640341152155914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222822678736946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227089159636856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112345141784342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742683282223412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740149193846553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853860002547967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176098836720232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151754780292762,0.10376654090137093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783573447726592,0.0,0.19103636447301792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357928779004183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705925760085994,0.0,0.0 adhd,hey-its-matt,2019/02/09,"Stopped taking Adderall and swapped to Vyvanse, brain fog Hello /r/adhd! A few months ago, I was taking 50mg Vyvanse daily with a supplementary 20mg Adderall IR to take after lunch. This regimen worked great for me. However, I was paying around $300 a month. I asked my doctor if there was a cheaper option even though the Vyvanse was working well. My doctor changed my regimen to two 30mg of Adderall XR a day--one when I woke up (7 am) and one after lunch (1-2 pm). My prescription costs dropped to around $100 a month. While taking the Adderall XR, I noticed that my focus didn't feel as ""clean."" Initially, I felt like my blood pressure had increased while only helping my focus somewhat. I also noticed it was much harder to get quality sleep while on the Adderall XR taking 60mg total of Adderall daily. When I woke up in the morning, I would be exhausted. I would be very slow to do anything until I took my Adderall again. I also crashed around 8-9 pm every night and had a strong urge to nap, but it would pass after an hour or so. I called my doctor and told him that I want to swap back to Vyvanse because I never had any negative side effects from it. I had no sudden urge to nap in the evening. I didn't wake up feeling exhausted until I took my Vyvanse. The first regimen was great albeit pricier. I swapped back to my first regimen earlier this week, and I felt extremely tired the first two days after stopping the Adderall XR. I imagine I was experiencing withdrawal symptoms. It's day 3 of the new regimen, and I feel like the Vyvanse isn't giving me the same focus as before. I feel like it's giving me a slight brain fog and making it harder to focus. I did wake up feeling fine today and not exhausted like the other days. I feel like the 60mg daily of Adderall was too high of a dose for me, and I was taking it for a month for what it's worth. Since I woke up tired each day until I took it, I feel like my body had formed a dependence on it. So far I've learned that if I find a regimen that works for me, and if I am willing to pay that much each month for focus/concentration, I don't need to experiment and find a cheaper option because I can make my budget work with the $300 a month prescriptions thankfully. Is the reason why my Vyvanse isn't working as well because of Adderall withdrawal? How long should I expect to wait until the Vyvanse feels how it felt prior to swapping to Adderall?",5.680884423584629,5.486244180698153,6.555021267233792,79.04490503080083,67.15195071868585,9.010530947491931,32.99860662951012,8.527137837955566,2.566083660897624,1904,76,370,25,28,634,206,487,0.07400000000000001,0.815,0.11199999999999999,0.9513,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,10,21,17,0,1,31,0,32,19,7,7,2,62,66,35,0,10,6,0,11,6,0,5,10,0,1,0,20,18,2,3,17,2,5,5,9,4,2,6,27,12,55,13,55,32,10,63,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,8,48,249,75,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998373344631456,0.0,0.05899518990076667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064447677476696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525829993608913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476742137562771,0.1777387527326538,0.062218040399005185,0.0,0.0,0.10235024750867898,0.0,0.12171021336030552,0.0,0.05663167328159969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392534333467357,0.0,0.14859024370246365,0.06795802064148053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040421475378253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460579046922945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204359346247494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791521440004244,0.0,0.056073745323478905,0.0,0.0,0.06510157249459886,0.0,0.0,0.2692094395213561,0.19018181243717291,0.1917038564090956,0.0,0.12165641273610027,0.1698297598612626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034771178521537674,0.12768734113800564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467497627161135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460905107882317,0.07031686392288683,0.0,0.0,0.06554126667790093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508650850149584,0.0,0.0,0.058897281726393476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884924487818575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187316610931401,0.0,0.09784817723904136,0.049348181934573236,0.051329751212104494,0.06427727049862897,0.0,0.062455451352965874,0.0,0.0,0.15154198867388358,0.0,0.0,0.045098013020501065,0.050616530593684414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684275347255301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055053302257829034,0.0,0.06660103101819348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128252134989028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917401566039537,0.3002372925685893,0.0,0.0,0.0612730305809406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653879524262306,0.0,0.0,0.1529856910594613,0.06308443112938579,0.06359421228280505,0.22182838628521528,0.0,0.0,0.13002515697959247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491316798104906,0.039254664418563116,0.0,0.053384775923811856,0.0,0.11967822051569425,0.0,0.06005370130134693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422567640407402,0.0,0.0,0.14183195533326548,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stephanne0228,2019/02/09,Fort myers Florida Publix is out? Where can I get my Adderall filled they said many distributors were currently out and I’m in need lmao I get 3 20’s a day ,-0.981818181818184,0.9136761212121236,1.9307575757575783,91.01613636363636,105.96969696969695,5.836363636363638,17.62121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.7003575757575757,124,4,27,3,6,43,29,33,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,3,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228507927020973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230941124337543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075380123045591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711945428207974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761929153554961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,euhler,2019/02/09,"Scared/stressed I might lose access to medication when moving from the US to the UK next month: any advice, tips, comforting comments? Hi all, So a little background, I got diagnosed really late. Teachers and even other parents commented for years, but my parents never really believed in ADD/ADHD. Even in college, I was miserable dealing my inability to do tasks that took more than ~15 minutes, but I still managed to get good grades by sacrificing my sleep and developing some unhealthy coping mechanisms. I also think it helped my major happened to require short bursts of intense creativity rather than long-term focus. I struggled throughout a PhD program, where the coursework required more dedicated long-term focus. Unfortunately, I waited so long to talk to someone that I ended up failing my qualifying exams and couldn't get a PhD. When I finally did (at the urging of a classmate whose mother has ADHD), it was like a switch turned on in my career and even life. Since getting on medication, I've held down a great job for about a year that is now moving me to the UK for 3-6 months. I fly out in just under a month, which is very exciting! I've been on medicine with this job since I started as an intern (part of the reason I think I got a return offer and got asked to move abroad). My doctor here agreed to give me 90 days of medication (vyvanse) while abroad, but I recently learned that for the length of stay I'll need a license to bring my medication: https://www.gov.uk/travelling-controlled-drugs. It looks like I may have just made the deadline (submitted yesterday and fly out March 7th), but I'm overseas so we'll see what happens. I'm trying to figure out contingencies if the worst is to happen and the license doesn't arrive or it gets denied. 1.) Is there a way for me to quickly get a doctor in the UK that will write the prescription? 2.) Has anyone had experience with a non-controlled substance like Wellbutrin? I'd hate to switch medications from something that works for me, especially before a big life-changing trip like this, but it's a possible alternative. 3.) Any recommended coping mechanisms for dealing with ADHD without medication? Personally, I've enjoyed meditation and exercise. The problem I've found is that without medication, if I even briefly ""fall off the wagon"" and start dieting poorly/forgetting to meditate/stop exercising, then it becomes a viscous cycle where my symptoms get worse and it's even harder to reorganize my life. When on medication, it's much easier for me to reform the habits of meditation/exercise and these habits become exponentially more beneficial. For what it's worth, my company is *very* supportive of mental health issues and in general they take very good care of me. I'm sure they'd help with arrangements where possible. They also have a UK branch (maybe I could have the license mailed there and they could pay to express ship it to the USA). Any general advice would be appreciated. In the future, I had goals to move to Europe for school to take a second shot at my PhD anyway (with the benefit of starting on medication), so learning how to make that happen with medication or learning how to function without it would be incredibly helpful. From what I've researched, ADHD (particularly adult ADHD) and the medication is more stigmatized in Europe. On a tangential note/rant, this whole process has been quite scary. Traveling abroad for so long by itself is somewhat stressful/scary (and exciting, I don't want to sound ungrateful). Even when traveling for a shorter term last year, getting early refills from my pharmacist was so difficult (god forbid what happens when I ask for 90 days supply in a few weeks), and my insurance still never covered it even after I fought with them. Part of me wants to be comforted by the fact I did successfully graduate with a bachelors fully without medication, but I've now reached this point in my career, secured this job, and been asked to move abroad *because* of how much better I function with medicine. The bar is higher. I'd hate to think of how horribly it could go if I end up abroad without my team and without my medication. I wish this wasn't so stigmatized. i just want my medication. It doesn't even give me a sense of ""high"" or euphoria anymore! It just helps me do my freaking job. tl;dr: Moving to UK for 3 months, might have applied for a license late and be unable to bring my medication (vyvanse) abroad. What are good non-medicinal coping mechanisms? Any experience with medications that aren't controlled substances like Wellbutrin? Someone tell me it's going to be alright, please! 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I fear i might just be looking for an excuse. I need to get this off of my mind. I'm 29 years old and i always had a suspicion i might actually have ADD. However, i think i've gotten pretty good at compensating for my deficiencies in some areas, which might be part of the reason why it never came up and why i never really cared about actually seeking out professional help. The biggest reason i'm apprehensiv on it, is the fear that it could turn out to not be true at all. Being diagnosed with ADD would explain a lot of my joke of an academic career, it would justify my continoues struggle to focus on more than on test at a time and i'm afraid that deep down i'm just looking for that excuse. All that i would be left with is the painful realization that i'm just a lazy idiot, even though that doesn't correlate with any of my other activities that make up my daily routine. I'm an okay student, my grades are okay and sometimes even pretty good if i only focus on one test at a time, but in the past i completely resignated and given in when i wanted to partake in 3 or more tests at the end of the semester. There's also certain classes where i should've aced the test and then only managed a 60% score because i always (!!) fail to keep it short in tests and then run out of time. Then i get incredibly irritated once i realise i won't get though all the test questions, even though i know i could answer them perfectly if only i more time. If tests revolve around basic understanding of the topic i have less difficulties, but if i need to memorize massive amounts of concepts and theories, i struggle hard in preparation. I also don't think i ever sat through an entire lecture without missing less than 50% of what was said and to be honest, most lectures i just don't attend, even if i do find them somewhat interesting. But it wouldn't just explain my academic difficulties... the more i learn about it, the more it seems like these symptoms are a constant throughout my life. Even more so the fact that i believe my sister is an even more obvious case than myself. I could all bore with many more details of my life to explain in detail all of my symptoms, but i know i need to see a professional to asses me in this regard. None of you can do that, i get that. What i would like to know is if there are some of you out there who also were aprehensive on seeking out a diagnosis for fears of using ADD as an excuse for failures. I would love to get your input.",6.867709129836367,5.920377628230617,7.625775347912526,74.84716279247594,64.96421471172962,10.442238874445636,33.461461997247284,9.661875296680813,2.969497996635571,1989,71,389,34,26,668,224,503,0.086,0.8140000000000001,0.1,0.7892,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,2,3,28,26,1,6,28,2,40,8,1,4,13,98,80,32,0,20,19,1,1,2,0,11,6,1,0,0,26,23,0,1,17,1,0,3,10,12,0,1,8,5,55,14,73,50,23,53,0,3,3,2,17,34,1,17,18,296,81,21,0.0,0.0,0.14924451901033275,0.0,0.0919003190603078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345557959376446,0.1272558938822992,0.0,0.0,0.0520012260623644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807320847922019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661450922066872,0.0,0.0,0.08615385305532484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745963266479037,0.07796476786002048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017580414145209,0.08263532046107151,0.0,0.18316170884550287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761395344150106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772842500437501,0.0,0.0,0.303040477313136,0.06917016787303006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581450844008513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989085570558139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975826724674314,0.0,0.0,0.1282763583757973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850078746772624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125524716688898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796874748320066,0.0,0.0,0.12607532114118006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308328709261847,0.07819425800627014,0.10802397552007442,0.07471732731623745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842862072473074,0.0,0.0,0.06501081397202693,0.06901583842758456,0.0,0.05104334094415122,0.07752709234528388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433630944464208,0.0772114216872223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010134946541552,0.1179544967563897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024086415912535,0.08143649418179072,0.0518170583816494,0.1744733001645011,0.08136791274232356,0.0,0.0,0.08280797167163208,0.07299786931515137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559198219249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856622599197826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489877016517298,0.1572447797278027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273908796565594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060935522032622064,0.06961408236633942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562933647519351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988303189897174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896017442446567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799589921175783,0.22538984234979,0.0,0.17835767096153296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317580765868837,0.0,0.07960644181095508,0.0,0.06604426231620572,0.0,0.0,0.04510312321307988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800191795374372,0.0,0.0,0.0737129390171391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160526660551504,0.0,0.0,0.04924322946280146 adhd,whitenewbalances,2019/02/09,"When I have a conversation with someone I never really hear/kinda care about what the person is saying, I am just dying to say my input Don't know if this is a ADHD characteristic or I am just a dick. Any thoughts?",2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818183,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,77.86363636363637,7.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,8.07648339933343,1.0101090909090904,169,4,33,3,4,61,36,44,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.7298,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,8,9,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584495295128017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282644507372535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040950743561601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30954590152845274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361597311275693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391542491662525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300358382787619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042837939416363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107244445422308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743752837330125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527140040909113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678444377972754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chyw,2019/02/09,"""I'll save it for tomorrow!!"" The worst thing is waking up feeling crappy and not being able to concentrate till the end of the day and when you start getting on a roll is the moment your brain does the STOP THATS ENOUGH FOR TODAY, and so you think yeah i'll wake up early and catch everything tomorrow I'm so pumped to really get started, but you know 60% chance it's not gonna happen!!!!!",3.337510548523205,4.652751379746835,4.332341772151898,87.45311181434599,73.17721518987341,7.79831223628692,22.02742616033755,8.344100000000001,1.0512767932489453,305,7,64,5,6,99,59,79,0.084,0.809,0.107,-0.3405,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,1,3,3,3,0,0,12,13,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,12,38,8,0,0.2733522676698861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051515337422531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762895987781953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921241152634246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421089739039585,0.28244596417007195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567139232572455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821511985055054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856305553174615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417245075407529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022725753198116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751164622541779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869602839862916,0.0,0.0,0.2285347356763304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160310036213864,0.1751530956420575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591059875093325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Oren331,2019/02/09,"I have so many learning difficulties Adhd, memory problem, dyslexia. I'm not good with anything and I just I can't pass uni test. The only 2 degrees I can start are Fitness instructor degree and education degree. I'm trying to pass the uni exam test for a few years but it so hard. Every job i work no matter what I'm always deem as unfit for any progress they only give me the shity jobs like cleaning or warehouse. It's not worth it, I rather sit at home and play video games if I am doomed of a life of shitty jobs until I die. 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I’m 20 now and got diagnosed only a few months ago. When the doc was telling me the diagnosis, he said he’s never seen anyone with results as bad as mine and apologized that I’ve had to live with this my whole life without anyone noticing or helping. In 7th grade, during a regular annual check-up, I remember asking the doctor to test me for adhd. I said I really thought there was a chance I had it because I was having a lot of trouble paying attention to anything and had more energy than my classmates at all times. She scoffed and asked me what my grades were. I had nothing higher than a C, but my mom was in the room so of course I lied and said A’s and B’s. Doc immediately said there was no chance I had this and that I was fine and sent me on my way. It was embarrassing for me to ask in the first place and more embarrassing to get scoffed at and I never brought it up again. Later that school year my family took me out of school as punishment cuz I was failing my classes. They homeschooled me until high school, a year and half I spent completely alone and struggling because I was totally on my own with schoolwork and my family couldn’t and didn’t help me out (they just didn’t get the concept of homeschooling and they didn’t speak much English so they couldn’t have helped me anyway). I didn’t graduate middle school and get to walk with even the other homeschooled kids in my program, and I barely got through summer school to get into high school. That’s it, just upsetting to think about sometimes. Wanted to share and get it off my chest ",4.8856108257110655,5.672759380403459,5.528495176043105,82.29753163763941,69.02881844380404,8.801353213882972,28.63162510963539,8.964715089967882,2.132265355218645,1383,47,277,24,23,448,175,347,0.11599999999999999,0.833,0.051,-0.977,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,3,15,11,1,4,14,0,25,5,1,2,4,46,50,30,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,14,25,0,0,5,0,2,5,10,9,0,3,34,7,44,2,45,14,9,44,0,1,1,0,25,20,0,3,18,193,58,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001128762072767,0.0,0.07376314774929647,0.0,0.0,0.08618339004517958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636868274605705,0.0,0.06847706400426225,0.0,0.2333782727546,0.0,0.0,0.06398552527637205,0.06947923228303843,0.1014515303795182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724706283030284,0.0,0.0,0.06643866891793422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891852959708148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851718514484497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054961285488777885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689128953268972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156157126194288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737633042757745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310579406412498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673274057368727,0.1758378346280625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877567852485235,0.0,0.0,0.07347844816921831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074456729189263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745785381843146,0.0664196822631875,0.0,0.06117100026987929,0.0,0.12835771963652545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984494894200933,0.09473835171626947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328710240646597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693969018956489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330826587507665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426390828249727,0.0,0.3166178048809811,0.0,0.0,0.5895107432425137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883450795499765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229961073572609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699211114227473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273167597681088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053319417667180326,0.0,0.06606168733616613,0.04852206688564406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490501864154751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908107959692988,0.06605046649585948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929041463549323,0.0,0.08021419293142544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071726609022383 adhd,EerieDrapers,2019/02/09,"How do you manage overlooking some details when trying to focus on others? Reading the same sentence of a three sentence email four times, realizing that you have no idea what it says because you're just skipping around it. Then consciously doubling down, ""focus through this one sentence."" Email: ""No, this isn't urgent."" Me: ""Wasted 4 minutes of life on that. Don't care what the other two sentences say."" ::2 weeks later:: Boss: ""He emailed you like two weeks ago. You need to pay attention to details."" ::Missed content was actually the sentence BEFORE the one that made me give up::",3.9940996503496464,6.9071943365384625,3.868426573426575,84.16748251748253,76.78846153846153,5.7048951048951055,28.685314685314694,6.980632752743323,1.7407038461538464,457,20,76,5,11,139,75,104,0.059000000000000004,0.845,0.096,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,3,0,12,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,4,1,0,6,2,2,6,2,11,8,3,12,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,8,53,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.20996291647595844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072435382917646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153600388076514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115816072802575,0.0,0.18308338885027933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193676545150396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639890872183855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428868983438853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197227409036088,0.10511520328274086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358745502452893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953673728226794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291592904668422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152159638309924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422041398491641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546020791674808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607798151796386,0.0,0.4203556948995893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34517312036831244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,10Kmana,2019/02/09,"Useful bedtime tricks for good sleep! Here is a summary of the best bedtime tricks and strategies I picked up from cognitive behavior therapy! It's all based on solid science and has really helped me to get my sleep rhythm in better order. If you are struggling with sleep, it might be worth a try for you too. NOTE: a few of these things might seem contradictory to each other at first but I've tried to explain it out on each point. Comment if you have questions or objections, I'll clarify. *Here is the list* - It's **more important to get up every day at the same time,** than going to bed every night at the same time. **Set a getting up-time that can be the same every day.** - Decide how many hours of sleep you need (I need 7). **Set your bedtime** to that many hours before your getting-up time (so for example 7 hours before). - **Only use your bed for sleeping and sex**. Don't lie in bed if you're not doing either of these things. Your brain needs to associate your bed with sleep. - 1 hour before bedtime, brush your teeth and get ready to go to bed, **but don't go to bed yet. ** - Turn off all lights you don't need, put away your phone and turn off screens. - You can keep screens on if you have a blue light filter. - **Time to unwind**. Pick something lazy to do but still something you enjoy. Read, watch tv, listen to music etc, just keep it low effort and nothing too engaging. - Go to bed **on your set bedtime** if you can. but if you are not sleepy, keep doing your activity for a while longer until you feel sleepy. - Go to bed when you are **sleepy, not just tired. ** This is really important. I had never really thought about it that way. But you can be tired without being sleepy, and that can make it hard to start the body's sleep process. So try to recognize when you start to get sleepy, and go directly to bed when you do. - **Signs that you are sleepy:** yawning, your eyelids feel heavy - If you don't fall asleep within half an hour or so, **don't stay in bed**. I said earlier your brain needs to associate your bed with sleep. It turns out, your brain also has a much easier time to ""unlearn"" an association than to learn it. That's why tossing and turning will make you dread going to bed. **Avoid tossing and turning by simply getting up again, resume some calm activity, and wait for the body to get sleepy.** Then go back to bed and try again. - You can repeat this as many times as you need, but it's recommended that you **try to stay in bed for at least five hours** a night. This can be tricky if sleep just won't come and we don't want to toss and turn for five hours. If this happens you can try just resting without attempting to sleep. - If your problem is sleep rhythm, focus on getting up at the same time every day, sticking to your bedtime and doing the winding down routine. It can take a while for the rhythm to ""settle"". You'll probably feel less rested for the first week or two until it evens out so be ready for that. That pretty much covers it! Some details won't work for everyone - for example, I use the weighted blanket in my bed to calm down from panic attacks, so I've added that to the ""allowed bed activities"" of sex and sleep. You know yourself best, so don't worry too much about needing to change some of this so that it **works for you :) ** ",0.1613470309324896,2.5197750511627923,1.3964190562203669,96.2045134341838,97.71317829457364,4.30330398133514,17.269887860314597,6.160374892801403,-0.2273817264995861,2528,71,532,29,103,795,251,645,0.052000000000000005,0.855,0.09300000000000001,0.9829,1,1,2,0,0,0,148.0,1,40,0,9,29,17,3,4,24,0,46,25,19,9,3,101,99,54,0,19,29,0,5,0,0,6,3,2,16,0,35,26,1,5,10,3,1,11,15,9,0,6,3,14,49,8,97,84,24,90,0,1,4,2,48,30,0,20,42,349,84,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659387889207062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205807041600115,0.04299258390486962,0.03518625331387459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168139667570015,0.0,0.09604360531227316,0.040470584883869884,0.0,0.10165704217445708,0.0,0.15324830419511876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840751429508668,0.03941778249755374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853333204222237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051033970936290425,0.03022373740484777,0.0,0.1542175074499796,0.04372519104048768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941217850509887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784606415932907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125972241574246,0.0,0.20804955934888747,0.038380921966349325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040465000463572716,0.0,0.04099154998974985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03067164778898934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31544743028622235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201951597319873,0.0,0.0,0.025148240480531374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061089682011081024,0.1391789408083345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970872581220153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091555715119868,0.237510777096514,0.03529256983055401,0.0,0.0,0.08588443645733174,0.0,0.04390750231668985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03480218388700699,0.0,0.05368894796230882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325754579027442,0.0,0.0,0.04655389194651728,0.04933651188361559,0.04378568939321112,0.0,0.04600096561634682,0.051261145156778,0.0,0.04577191228252932,0.0,0.08794417825134915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043527791004706384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165775668863396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495109130649029,0.0,0.0,0.07045584222528421,0.0,0.0,0.06477766044574375,0.09754713905173536,0.036543619052512084,0.0,0.0,0.047837795278538084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03440547104260608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233000951302137,0.0,0.06080119566776876,0.0,0.0,0.0363279547196384,0.18677924586282132,0.10518769441295006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864062991637515,0.2986393649140438,0.04470041081505245,0.0,0.0,0.11856462299268054,0.0,0.0,0.02699015585410437,0.0363217842720611,0.03670553407504743,0.0557227787598548,0.0,0.0,0.041290857576983815,0.0,0.0,0.08822110624745894,0.0,0.0666269643622637,0.04647102302559503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YouCanPutItInMyVideo,2019/02/09,"I got accepted! **TL;DR: Been working on my associate's degree for 10 years while dealing with insane ADD symptoms and failing out. I finally got into the next level of education at my preferred school.** Coming from a dysfunctional and abusive household made me realize what I wanted to do with my life early one: psychology or social work for families and children in crisis situations. I've known since I was 12 that I couldn't do anything else more meaningful to me with my life. While my brother was diagnosed with ADHD at 6, I flew under the radar somehow. I'm a girl and I guess there were enough issues arguing with my parents that they incorrectly diagnosed me with bipolar disorder and ODD, even though my mental health workers never had a whole conversation alone with me. My parents made it seem like I was just having manic episodes for no reason instead of the truth, which is that I was just reacting strongly to the abuse and getting into massive arguments with them on the daily. I refused to take my meds because I saw how it made my brother different and didn't want my personality to go away. I'm 28 and was diagnosed last year with ADD, after a lot of research (thanks guys!) and a lot of self-reflection. Anywho, I never really had a problem being interested in high school school except for the subjects I hated, because school gave me a reason to focus on something other than my family and my situation. I was hyperfocused on reading, English, writing, art and history but couldn't get by in math and science. I retook classes every summer so I wouldn't have to repeat a year. I got accepted into a decent university straight out of high school but got really overwhelmed with all the steps of enrolling and I didn't have a job or any way to pay for moving an hour away and tuition besides loans and grants, and no one was helping me nagivate any of it so I ended up just never accepting my enrollment. I took a year off and started going to school at the local community college and felt great about it at first but then couldn't for the life of me show up to class or get my assignments done on time. I scraped by the first semester and failed miserably the second, when I just stopped going to class entirely. I lost my financial aid because my GPA was so bad. I stopped trying for a few years and moved out of state and away from my family, and the community college here didn't have a restriction for me on financial aid so I started classes again. Except I did the exact same thing. Signed up for classes, started the semester excited but just scraped by missing classes and barely turning in assignments until the last semester I just stopped going. I lost my financial aid to GPA again. I'd have to pay for 3 classes out of pocket before getting my financial aid back, which was another mountain to climb because as many of you know, ADD tends to foster money management issues and saving is almost entirely impossible for me. Cut to two years later - last year. I met my now-husband three years go and he was finishing up his master's degree. After a lot of talks about my desperation to finish school and actually have a career, he helped support me while we set up a payment plan for those classes so I could get my financial aid back. I also got diagnosed and got on MEDS, and every class I've taken since then (and I've taken four classes every semester, including summer classes) I got an A in! I went from a 1.4 GPA to a 3.7 in two years. I applied to the only school I thought was feasible to go to considering tuition and moving and commuting and was so scared that my old transcripts would drag me down too much. My GPA is good now but there are a LOT of Ds, Fs, and unofficial withdraws. I've been so so nervous, I didn't even have a backup plan if I didn't get into this school and it's relatively non-competitive but I still was convinced I'd ruined my chances when I was younger and undiagnosed. but I checked my portal last night and I was accepted! I've been trying to get my damn associate's for 10 years and failing miserably every step of the way. I'll graduate this semester with my associate's and start working on my BSW in the fall. I can't describe how much relief I feel that I didn't entirely fuck up my educational and career path. I'm finally doing something with my life besides making people coffee. It feels really fucking nice. Thanks for listening and for those of you who are in a similar situation: you can do it! It's okay if it takes you ten years. Start small but start somewhere! &#x200B;",5.427250095020906,6.5793793979475526,6.4851864310148235,74.60090773470165,68.01938426453819,9.541079437476244,32.746655264158115,9.766711354998122,3.3100355150133036,3640,159,643,81,60,1217,365,877,0.11599999999999999,0.805,0.079,-0.9855,4,1,2,0,1,0,83.0,1,4,2,16,36,39,6,5,42,1,54,15,0,9,6,140,119,74,0,12,21,4,3,1,0,2,13,1,0,4,24,65,0,5,16,3,7,17,16,20,0,10,51,5,95,19,119,61,12,127,0,10,1,2,31,46,3,13,61,453,119,46,0.0,0.10935961586233862,0.04503541698699028,0.0,0.05546293046556531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621222433756969,0.047797136113903266,0.0,0.036905871341795175,0.0,0.05000314398569867,0.056076895697417,0.06276671103455904,0.04839194881530938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037977243029966586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300773914886839,0.07097248923141918,0.03853304355724442,0.1125296325422243,0.0,0.03926996680486541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397538510121923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684675318332612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757827936923495,0.0,0.18736375877253364,0.0,0.048216578664552534,0.052891515620384126,0.0,0.0,0.047227131286976025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038552124267341226,0.0,0.04087490625679798,0.04768494170993574,0.0,0.0609628384802472,0.0,0.15553233657978138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305173940758532,0.0,0.04666931568926022,0.0,0.04431091673215004,0.10110940696538287,0.0,0.07850976489272543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532924540829136,0.16877907062042302,0.0,0.1573675127340284,0.038708150405353726,0.25837072707211306,0.05088016984619167,0.050839060216780606,0.04569542512255393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556324092212657,0.0,0.04905493705519716,0.0,0.0,0.061866296845977574,0.09751931214687233,0.0,0.0,0.04544812500933574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096336522788923,0.045796422637433186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025362649594605463,0.1504725496843981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303874960205987,0.0225463957681905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100755624373499,0.15693918331117726,0.0,0.13100378987257452,0.030805260509028314,0.04678851799330781,0.0,0.0,0.10252375077655156,0.0,0.04650800895564828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714937475493375,0.06785062932869786,0.0,0.10678040270035292,0.0,0.04908069350049662,0.0433083354118506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484263114084942,0.0,0.06254441628359528,0.03509890068597483,0.0,0.0,0.10248748561586928,0.0,0.0,0.031994367719246325,0.04029610840117591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415899785108074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616215489888935,0.0,0.08869397358440406,0.09489908602377213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620386668431267,0.42035333355566656,0.0,0.04201292279708749,0.048144166656200624,0.0,0.0,0.07635096146331277,0.1556224750225903,0.0,0.04704377286912237,0.0,0.07105653533240483,0.0,0.0,0.1959898273657297,0.0,0.036855182996406124,0.11574956202446708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237009424171675,0.0,0.04796717351499445,0.06939761108666836,0.03709335352811621,0.0,0.08497682436407335,0.0,0.0,0.03065978754753182,0.0,0.04534181267164674,0.03663767995045887,0.026910241454243727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051273977152214566,0.0626651879360101,0.050197584554236015,0.09016303602749168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054440537576486085,0.0732629137896388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427812028690384,0.0,0.05152445414997989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079251977770896,0.0,0.0,0.03278339872995986,0.0,0.056076895697417,0.32690759112416684 adhd,loopde_l00p,2019/02/09,"If there were a cure would you take it? I wouldnt. Without it i would have been whole different person. I know it makes everything hard but i also cant imagine a life without it. If you feel bad because you have adhd dont, it makes you unique. 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Hi, I only just started Adderall, and I’m still not sure how it’s supposed to react to people with adhd, with opposed to people who don’t have adhd. I tried looking it up but the majority of sites I saw just talked about Adderall abuse in teens and young adults. I’m just a little confused. I asked my doctor, but she only told me that it should help (but I still don’t know in what way) and that I should stop taking it if my heart rate goes up. I’ve also tried asking my adhd friends what the effects are and it’s all just a little vague. I would really appreciate it if you could help clear things up for me. 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I can function fine since I take medication but when it comes to work i feel like i have a hard time absorbing information . Personally ive been told “you should know thos already “ probably 100 times. And i do most of the time but some time i just wanna double check , also i do forget alot . Anyone else have this ? Or am i just stupid ?",1.056750000000001,3.579201175000001,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,87.25,6.2,19.25,7.554174236665415,0.7569750000000002,314,9,64,6,10,106,62,80,0.11599999999999999,0.823,0.061,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,0,19,14,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,10,2,4,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671159140468134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144581438396656,0.1554129909906216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588648984257345,0.1991234801410575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740601602335267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234546763415306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826374063331723,0.13883596595815545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408975441051242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991968877693729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680374394739817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494431847825158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577630221230555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039263029163116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968949666328187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095305310347544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160759397551267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611889537436448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532830100610654,0.0,0.0,0.1856994373644004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148125486648905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251480755253889 adhd,throwawayheyy17,2019/02/09,"I'm worried that I might be slightly addicted/too dependent on my meds I was diagnosed with ADHD 7 years ago, and I've been taking Focalin for the last 6 years. My typical dose is 30mg XR in the morning and 15mg IR in the late afternoon. However, my doctor prescribes me 30mg XR and 20mg IR per day so I can have some flexibility based on my workload for any particular day. When I was first diagnosed, I did a lot of research on stimulants to understand how they work. I know they work like a bell curve where just the right amount of medication helps you focus, and any more or less than that doesn't work as well. &#x200B; Nevertheless, on days where I feel extra unfocused or didn't get enough sleep, I always think that more meds = more focus. I also just \*like\* the way medication makes me feel. Much too often, I find myself taking an extra 5-10mg when I don't really need it. Sometimes it helps, but the majority of the time it just makes me fidgety and anxious, and it doesn't even help me focus more! I don't even LIKE that feeling, yet I continue to do this because there is this little part inside my brain tells me ""I want more."" I know it could be a lot worse. I don't crush up my pills and snort them or take exorbitant amounts, I never run out of meds too early, and I take breaks all the time. But still, there is this little voice in my head that wants to: **a)** take them even if I don't have anything to do that day and just am going to chill on the couch, or **b)** take that extra 5-10mg that I know I truly don't need And this voice is very hard to ignore! I don't like it and it makes me feel ashamed when I give in. Has anyone else experienced this? 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I don’t know what got into me this morning, but I decided to go through my credit card statement see all the recurring payments to random website services, and memberships. All but one I didn’t even know I had. It’s to easy to forget about them, and all the sudden they add up. So yeah 100 dollars saved a month over 7 random subscription based things I totally forgot about. This feels like most responsible thing I’ve done in long time, so I thought I’d share I’m sure a lot of you out there should probably be reminded to do the same. Now the hard part is to just not waste the extra money or start new memberships. 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It is my back-up school, and I still have 11 applications out, but it's very relieving to finally have some reassurance of not being a total idiot. I didnt get on medication until two years ago, and that was honestly the game changer. I shouldve been medicated since middle school, but oh well. The years of feeling like a moron and forgetting every little detail that I should've remembered are behind me... for now. This is more of a thank-you post for this sub because I always scroll through it when I need to stay positive and keep my head up. So thank you all, I am very appreciative for this sub, and I am very exciting to go study more science next fall. 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My doctor started me on 10MG of generic Adderall IR twice a day which I've taken for a month minus a few days when I was sick. In short, during the workday it's nothing short of life changing in the way that I can stay on task and focus. My problem is (as many have stated here), I get tension headaches about 6PM (and really a low grade headache the afternoon) and I notice I'm not necessarily grinding my teeth but I'm certainly clinching my jaw a lot so much so that today I haven't taken it for that reason (it's ruining my evening hours). The reason I'm using Adderall generic and not something like Vyvanse is cost (subsequently my son takes Vyvanse and it works wonderfully for him with zero side effects). My questions are: 1. If I struggle through this and continue to take it daily, will these tension headaches subside eventually, if so, how long does that generally take people? Weeks, months or is this just wishful thinking? 2. Would it be better if I only took it a few times a week, I assume the jaw clinching has something to do with the raised stress response. Although a few days a week isn't ideal, it's certainly better than nothing if it works and I can mitigate 3. Has anybody had an luck with supplements like Magnesium. I see it suggested a lot but I haven't seen a lot of people come back and say ""ya, that totally worked"". As an aside, my first prescription was from Teva and my second month that I've just started was from Sandoz. On the first day I could tell a fairly significant difference. The Teva worked great for focus, but I felt off (hard to describe). It felt harsh like my body buzzing in an unpleasant way, not jittery but ugg. It took about 30 minutes to kick in. The Sandoz was different. It takes 45-60 minutes to kick in and I didn't have a headache all day after I took it until probably 8PM. The Sandoz also felt different, I was just as focused if not more and it felt I eased into the effect and that it wasn't so harsh on my body. My body didn't feel toxic on it like the Teva.",4.21187796912114,5.749013444180522,5.180842488123516,81.35123997921619,71.32779097387174,7.732808788598575,30.020858076009496,8.278499904357787,2.2215658551068884,1704,71,320,26,32,558,206,421,0.114,0.799,0.086,-0.7336,2,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,0,11,16,19,0,5,28,0,28,10,6,6,4,69,57,35,0,11,19,1,6,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,28,19,0,0,14,0,1,4,11,8,0,5,20,9,33,11,41,33,10,50,0,2,2,0,7,16,0,13,30,215,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909329075575253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064727410119371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223759595227669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316908864868566,0.0,0.2697171190742807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562341914828632,0.06972234294266576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462372566078474,0.0,0.0,0.26099689646789104,0.0,0.0,0.08215204257921452,0.0,0.2536941262979212,0.0,0.08284516309055613,0.07083083453327088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345987650321648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04092551979917845,0.0,0.3108590341655554,0.0,0.0,0.13769445255806412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422876272854042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923625160010942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250602964066116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970925274711654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057170069575118075,0.15817210135327273,0.0,0.0,0.07162904461884867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643599201133767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206010271326904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381577302615435,0.0,0.0594999569410305,0.060015726057975026,0.0,0.07817201985504993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553275572754569,0.09215032977902557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061558252300829085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222672629481337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726663407201629,0.0774483154156114,0.0,0.0,0.09067093367001176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185201337519873,0.16643888459172687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436645960972373,0.0,0.0,0.06449842301080208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246225962673186,0.0,0.0,0.11457900395340585,0.08627089921234253,0.0,0.0,0.09271609740909348,0.08461569770542676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434261796726296,0.0,0.07074482303340908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186286052739597,0.0,0.0,0.0471965617310204,0.0,0.07672132566512861,0.0,0.26978079315722364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990587142301889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849225597423344,0.19477471885941205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307660481409477,0.07802293577712563,0.08777559947536707,0.2357001213238117,0.0,0.0,0.057497206204636414,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,supmaguy,2019/02/09,"How do you know when your medication dose is just right? I was on 20mg of Vyvanse for a couple of months, and my doctor just upped my dose to 30mg because I told her that it wasn’t making me as focused as it did initially. The thing is, these new 30s get me feeling pretty euphoric and mentally altered. I feel very much like I’m “on drugs”. Yes I’m much more motivated and focused so I can get more work done on them, but I wonder If it’s because I’m just getting high (euphoric and stimulated) from it. What do you guys think? How do you know when a therapeutic dose is just right (not too high and not too low)? Thanks! 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Like I can’t get my brain to get a move on. It’s not even procrastinating because I WANT to do the task, I just can’t bring myself to start. But once I finally get started, I get way way into it. Example is cleaning. Yesterday I spent a solid two hours sitting in bed trying to get started with cleaning the kitchen. Finally I get up, get it started and bam, hyperfocus, I’m reorganizing the cupboards, wiping down every last surface, scrubbing in between the tiles on the floor, you know the drill. I could not leave the kitchen until it was PERFECT. Is this an ADHD thing or just a quirky me thing? Honestly I can never tell. 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""eat breakfast"" is the top of your to-do list and you still forget :) ",5.526,3.8872956000000016,5.780000000000005,89.24500000000003,68.0,8.0,25.0,3.1291,0.33799999999999963,72,1,17,0,1,23,18,20,0.084,0.705,0.21100000000000002,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6488032168609609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524084974955644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966912946533513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311305061840093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,remarkablesaint,2019/02/09,"Not feeling anything on Vyvanse Hey guys So I basically started my prescription on Thursday after getting diagnosed with ADHD. The first day was actually really nice, I was more engaged in class, I noticed things I never noticed before; I didn’t have any “mind-chatter”, I wasn’t fidgeting as much, and all that. It was actually really great. Since I have experience with stimulants (basically just cocaine and Ritalin) I knew that there was gonna be euphoria and that after a few days I wouldn’t get the often-sought after ‘highs’ of the drug. But, holy shit. Today is Saturday, and I’ve been taking it every day since that day. I didn’t feel anything today when I took it, and I didn’t feel anything at all when I took it Friday. I took a 30mg pill at 7:43 AM on Friday, and I didn’t feel anything at all. So, and I know this is incredibly stupid and I oughtn’t have but I redosed at around 12:30. I don’t know I felt normal and then all the way at night like around 10 PM to 1 AM I felt the ‘Hyper-focus’ where I kind of lost myself in whatever I was doing. Like I was on my phone and I felt like everything behind it fell away. I’ve also been juuling a couple of times? I’m not an addict and i’ve been semi hitting it for a few months (sometimes i forget where it is and I don’t rly care enough to try to find it). I hit it on Friday and I felt like absolute SHIT. I also hit it on Thursday and felt incredibly nauseous and sooo de motivated around 8 pm. Also, any general tips for vyvanse? I’ve been drinking lots of water.",1.9337721714222769,3.887729463258786,4.22697807645698,83.98095846645369,78.64856230031948,7.128742976754434,23.892144981822184,8.104835398774808,1.4603736697146623,1194,41,242,22,29,414,152,313,0.06,0.833,0.107,0.9257,0,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,15,13,3,0,10,0,29,9,2,2,5,51,55,26,0,3,5,0,9,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,16,20,2,0,14,1,0,4,12,4,0,1,25,9,33,9,33,23,10,46,0,1,0,0,3,20,2,1,25,165,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.17279576142951394,0.09651676792664844,0.10640247101162713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124054322035277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204143577573182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29142870502353657,0.2364461081073775,0.0,0.0,0.08318202062147799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533719313977584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026784713021736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796285144275987,0.0,0.2283923034391105,0.0,0.0,0.08986167312147994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673108831316306,0.10267307672823907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148084288717273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459498080693483,0.0,0.07957000238704047,0.0866047117545133,0.0,0.0,0.17906484450337531,0.0,0.4250398413421772,0.0,0.08091984689749378,0.07530825465771511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251229356932446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761070595588647,0.0,0.08766406870594777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354262114065197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219610343047027,0.09731359542725734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730159010354492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966469614179117,0.07526971962482007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939562062292661,0.0,0.07066819478720157,0.0,0.06508378262441172,0.0,0.06828403889205596,0.0,0.0,0.08308457314714462,0.0867459962641991,0.0,0.20159651671849027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343622216379624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817608455766078,0.146474967976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756387751656862,0.0,0.06266588557379821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665676807909553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588190549681524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162576449199293,0.0,0.16784261162389505,0.0,0.2950986084828253,0.06010979573950932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027536225812303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beabea0929,2019/02/09,"Long rant of frustration with Doctor DISCLAIMER: I am so sorry if this is all over the place and it’s so long. I just needed to get this off my chest! So I (34F) was diagnosed with ADHD in early December. I have felt since I was in about 4/5th grade something wasn’t normal about me. I’ve previously been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, body dysmorphia and anorexia. I’ve taken all sorts of antidepressants and anti anxiety medications over the years. Nothing ever seemed to really help. I am a stay at home mom of 3 boys. I take care of my mom and I help take care of my husbands grandfather. Since having my youngest (he turns 4 end of this month) I have felt not myself at all. Maybe I don’t even know who myself is. The past year has probably been the hardest of my life. I’ve felt completely useless, angry, like nothing I do is good enough or right. When all you’re life all you’ve ever wanted was to be a mom and a wife yet your house is a complete disorganized disaster you start to feel like a failure. I finally said I can’t take this anymore and the adventure of finding a head dr started. Took me well over a month to find Dr. Bill. He diagnosed me with ADHD and everything started to make sense. He said he feels I am so depressed bc of my undiagnosed ADHD. The way his office works is he diagnoses and recommends the proper meds and dosages to your primary and they have to write the script. So not having insurance the past 2 years I need to find a primary and I get in with a doctors office (immediately I might add) and the bull shit starts. She is a 60+ year old Indian woman who barely speaks English. My first appointment(December 18th) I explained why I was there and that I needed help. I told her I had been going to counseling and he had diagnosed me with ADHD and says that I need to take 20XR in the morning and another 20IR in the afternoon of Adderall. He called, faxed, emailed as well as sent me with paperwork showing my diagnosis and what he thinks will work best for me. As soon as she realized why I was there and what I felt could help, her demeanor completely changed. Like I was drug seeking. She said well I don’t know you, know nothing about you. I’m not just going to write a script. Which I completely understood. But was willing to do whatever I had to. She said she needed me to get bloodwork done and after the results I’d come back and we could talk. I went to the front desk they said I could come back January 8th. I just lost it, started bawling. The woman making the appointments asked if I wanted to come back, if I wanted a translator at my next appointment. Not knowing I felt completely defeated bc it was December 18 and I had not started anything that had to do with Christmas. No tree, no gifts, no cookie making, no decorating no nothing!!!! I guess part of me had hoped I’d walk in say this is what is wrong, can you please help and I’d walk out with a “magic pill” to fix all my procrastination and unwanting to make Christmas magical for my children. So I make the next appointment I waited until 2 days before to get my bloodwork. Playing stupid saying maybe quest had not sent them bc they were busy. In the meantime I’ve been keeping in touch and seeing Dr.Bill. My next appointment January 8th. I’ve been waiting over 2 hours now to be seen. I am next. She goes over my file looking at me occasionally. “Oh yes, I see” she said well I haven’t gotten your bloodwork you’ll have to come back. I make another appointment for the following week. Next week comes, they have my bloodwork results. Everything was normal except for Vitamin D deficiency. She said “well I guess I’ll prescribe the Adderall but you need to pass a drug test, can you go now?” Lord help me!! I felt a huge sense of relief but knew I wouldn’t be able to go pee bc I had just gone before I went in the room with her. I came back with all 3 of my children at 2:30 to pee in a cup. I obviously pass the drug test and now the fun begins. The office “forgot” to send the script to Walgreens for a full 5 days. Then my insurance had to approve the Adderall. I called the dr office to explain this, they argued they shouldn’t have to do the paperwork that Dr. Bill should. 25 minutes later I am in hysterics asking this woman to please help me. She hung up. I went to my mom and she said I will pay out of pocket ($239) just so I could start the medication. My dr office called me the following week, “good news your insurance approved and you can go get your meds” Now, I am supposed to get 2 scripts. One for morning and one for afternoon. She only did morning. First day I took it. Holy fucking shit. I felt human!!! I felt I was finally myself that I was capable of anything. I was tackling things I have wanted to for almost a year!!!!!! I go see Dr. Bill and explain everything he calls, fax’s and emails again stating I need a second dose in order for this to work how it’s supposed to. So here we are today, 4 days past the day I was supposed to have this months script filled. I’ve done a refill request on the patient portal. I’ve called and requested twice on the phone speaking to someone. They will relay the message to my dr nurse to have them filled. I got nothing and the office is closed until Monday. What do I do? I finally feel I found something that helps me. But my dr office fucking BLOWS!!!! I swear they don’t like me bc I’m white ( every employee and patient there in Indian) To start all over seems to be the answer. But no one is taking new patients until May/June. I guess I have shit insurance so that’s a problem. And I’m trying to get Adderall which is another problem. Am I wrong for being so frustrated? If you’ve taken the time to read all of my nonsense I appreciate it. 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The last few years I've read 3 books, which is not much. I was only able to complete the books because I was depressed/either extremely interested in the presented subject. Since my recent diagnose and meds (MY LAAAWD), I believed I could start a reading habit in the evening which is wrong. And apparently this is a common thing (+ med levels decreasing/tired in the evening) I would really love to make reading work and enjoy it. I wondered if some of you have personal strategies to deal with this.",5.9091176470588245,8.049726529411764,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,68.01960784313728,8.237254901960785,34.318627450980394,8.841846274778883,3.1995450980392155,454,22,74,8,8,140,74,102,0.031,0.8590000000000001,0.11,0.835,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,7,0,8,2,0,1,0,11,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,3,9,8,3,10,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,6,49,15,7,0.1563814552604348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953286836465704,0.0,0.0,0.17618834865266772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396298055887226,0.0,0.0,0.12485786715062976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612224136868507,0.0,0.15872388528556852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065769526617733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747175799205093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114036891219342,0.0,0.10438583570824132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474090862376338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495836309727805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893514354381984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365462548194926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256950972125828,0.0,0.10018196461585163,0.0,0.15440782107034529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936035579280072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068759892426873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348385109237187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389289013960007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958901744367774,0.1138475619237396,0.0,0.0,0.1110888990138685,0.17097857215516438,0.0,0.10070453002031056 adhd,Big6766,2019/02/09,"I just got kicked out of grad school. Again. I (30m) was re-diagnosed about six months into my 2nd program and it’s been a really rough go. I had to take an extra year of undergrad to improve my grades and worked for 3 years in my field so they’d let me in... I feel like I’ve been working my ass off for literally 10 years and it’s gone nowhere. I don’t know what to do anymore. Sorry this isn’t a success post :(",-0.4208791208791212,1.4950181758241785,1.963395604395608,97.1941043956044,87.02197802197801,5.398241758241759,18.99010989010989,6.742157984588678,-0.05897450549450545,318,9,79,4,10,108,69,91,0.08900000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.105,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,0,0,8,15,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,2,11,2,13,7,1,13,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,6,47,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802262722760865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25383664691779634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645329797094704,0.17866474102491345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421322246020012,0.0,0.20002026143111756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744322748908094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25573453458335765,0.0,0.12218161162804428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961989339178146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951761834822985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021441217856347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531049913210149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799558988546556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803697169345573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641378022784044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831503497497685 adhd,Arkanist_2099,2019/02/09,"Ritalin and worsening depression. Hi ,i recently got back onto ritalin 3 weeks ago. I have been on a lower dose (10-20 mg) and have noted my depression getting worse, I have had similar effects on wellbutrin and adderall. I thought stimulants would have an opposite effect.",5.96125,8.437912625000003,7.281666666666666,64.23000000000002,68.58333333333334,12.3,41.16666666666667,11.698219412168324,6.430566666666667,218,14,31,9,4,74,37,48,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.9403,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,3,0,8,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,3,5,0,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29468240137342044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556209817084554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726492867252924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368287825746048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265877584053525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282381560784186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639152104675086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666582477736273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33877832277011305,0.2361513498495761,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kekenkani,2019/02/09,"ADHD and dealing with hyperfocussing on people Hey everyone, I (24f; diagnosed with mixed ADHD/ADD and mild depressive disorder) ) hyperfocus on people. I don't stalk them or something creepy like that, but I become super over-the-top interested in them. Their opinions are very important to me. Then I basically develop a crush, which always appears to be on impossible people (different positions, age, 2d characters etc.). And of course you know it will never work out. Yesterday I found out that the guy I was interested in already had a girlfriend. I never expected anything from it, yet it made me feel shitty (as of course it would do with everyone) I have this over and over again. I only crush on people, get heartbroken, feel sad, and move on to the next one. I feel like this is a spiral that has been repeating since I was a teenager. It's always one-sided and it makes me feel that all my choices so far in life have nothing to do with what I want, but what I expect them to want or think of me. I don't know who I am or what I want. Googling ""finding yourself"" always seems like a joke, since most of them recommend trying new stuff or going to new places. Well, guess what, I've been doing that for 2 years now and nothing has changed. Different studies, different countries, different food, sports, frirnds etc. All nice things and nice people, but it doesn't change anything. Everything I do, I still do for other people. Anyone here with similar experiences who can share some tips or advice or anything? How do become you? How do you do things for you? :/ ",5.004981447124308,6.644556962585035,5.636103896103897,78.4566233766234,69.51020408163265,9.018923933209647,29.35003092145949,9.457814108942452,2.729570068027211,1233,47,223,27,22,399,159,294,0.076,0.77,0.153,0.9675,4,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,4,5,2,9,13,0,0,7,0,27,3,0,4,4,53,45,22,0,6,9,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,0,1,25,15,1,0,10,2,0,3,5,2,1,1,7,4,32,11,32,35,6,31,0,2,0,0,16,14,0,12,17,159,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422485383604672,0.08709313533515561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835302788120813,0.0,0.22248052737026905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231914295666958,0.0,0.220029917340242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686587113699447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856749948030416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188524531689717,0.07676430442286185,0.09046126282071043,0.0,0.3724718268646475,0.1021463985749773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879864579172504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703278934865746,0.08010092232366932,0.08718256982535774,0.0,0.0,0.18025963013922025,0.06367180740408583,0.0,0.0,0.08145977348663548,0.0,0.1077718095147797,0.0977223276227958,0.0,0.0,0.04656478458512566,0.0,0.05065249908212701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818260730798906,0.08824899519087606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796290705685932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295250278562832,0.13062774444371514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433340822372769,0.059492460770939073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094727093797399,0.0,0.0,0.13747930956779314,0.1721573660573268,0.09478677292253428,0.0,0.0,0.1710380721020462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078850075306324,0.06778452568357488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707334984303241,0.0,0.09311795671616188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113718631419098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474523021270465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861373789621107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117633457366382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202822752662154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842303410369034,0.05710849918647845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060510870114115475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353848637429765,0.1577069058628176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013519809793934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488496801947237,0.0,0.0,0.06331272745798024,0.0,0.0,0.05739437981254938 adhd,samanyu10,2019/02/09,"Well I made a post yesterday and now I fucked up again So I had to write a position paper for my m MUN and I kept procrastinating it and it was 4 am and I said fuck it and went to sleep Woke up at 7 and rushed the MUN and turns out it's graded Fml I guess",-0.9654999999999988,0.5459787833333323,2.0766666666666684,97.985,86.16666666666666,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.5844999999999998,197,3,55,3,6,70,42,60,0.14400000000000002,0.818,0.038,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,0,12,12,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,7,1,7,1,7,5,0,10,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,1,3,35,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524361542663242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291407861195422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28271366018856353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861494592922973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842090041532933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989966214087928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249877627759519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686398622014881,0.27697283709440285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,titanlord1,2019/02/09,"How can you differentiate between OCD and ADHD? Iv been diagnosed with OCD but I feel like i may have ADHD instead. how can you know for certain? Im currently on Abilify which helps but this medication treats everything. : S",2.0617421602787442,4.8182781707317135,4.250383275261329,75.02170731707321,96.56097560975607,8.19651567944251,27.808362369337978,8.418075326091056,3.3904118466898963,179,9,30,6,7,61,33,41,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.8645,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,10,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7071621545466878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29861512506045035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644153551619862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876050344349767,0.2101823934127418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720155157771893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177953371599155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616891298546631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373526312854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296383804358596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,givemeapples,2019/02/09,"I figured out the best analogy for telling people how my brain works... My mind is like a river. A very wide, fast running river. I'm standing on one side, trying to figure out how to get across to the other side. Yesterday I was kinda just stood there doing nothing, when I *knew* I had something to do. I had a bunch of things I needed to do, but with a million things flying through my mind, it literally rendered me immobile, incapable of getting going to get those things done. Metaphorically speaking, I was standing on one side of the river, trying to get to the other side but didn't know how. Just standing there on one side doing nothing while trying to think about how to get there!",3.845003417634999,5.757835195488724,4.651770334928231,83.24693779904307,72.98496240601503,6.6408749145591255,27.1285030758715,7.348242739294969,1.5358481203007517,543,20,99,6,11,175,73,133,0.027000000000000003,0.9359999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.08800000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,0,8,0,11,1,1,4,0,20,23,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,8,1,11,2,23,15,2,21,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,1,5,79,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712121259044092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884111241500815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727176288541672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408954901766179,0.0,0.09591994727543013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275551108155927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082455993200743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34083362937837497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514612267106107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323892466421433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431033068554045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700882900504385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299329004617077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751867357447482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363841289154844,0.10814558669779123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437658304790966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925882954561938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287177975769108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kiradax,2019/02/09,"Still struggling with creative endeavours after being medicated Before I was medicated I had new ideas for short stories, paintings etc all the time. Multiple plots every day that I wanted to explore. I started tons of stories and began sketches for loads of paintings. But I never finished them because I couldn’t focus or keep the momentum. Now that I’m medicated (Concerta/Matoride, UK) I have so much enthusiasm and motivation to complete stuff but absolutely no ideas. Its like the only thing that made me a good writer was my maladaptive daydreaming and now that I am healthily coping with/avoiding that, I’m suddenly boring. A friend suggested I try and get back into the swing of things by attempting a little fanfiction. I used to write stuff based in other IPs when I was a kid and I credit that for developing my skills even if I never posted them anywhere. But I’ve also struggled recently with getting jnvested in things like tv shows, because I no longer hyperfocus on them to thw detriment of everything else. I know for a fact that I’m better. I can focus on being an adult and doing important things. But for so long I’ve been categorised as a ‘creative’ it’s hard to get used to being apart from that label. Not sure if any of this even makes sense. tl;dr - My creativity is drying up now that i don’t regularly zone out, daydream, or hyperfocus on fictional narratives",5.179495907738094,7.381621722656252,6.311160714285716,71.52729166666668,70.0546875,9.251190476190477,31.721726190476193,9.725611199111238,3.52641168154762,1115,50,179,28,21,372,158,256,0.07200000000000001,0.799,0.129,0.941,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,4,11,10,0,2,11,0,15,3,0,5,5,37,30,19,0,4,9,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,19,10,0,1,5,2,1,1,7,3,0,0,7,1,24,7,30,19,4,31,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,4,20,133,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955141135189373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465475061593403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957220519834119,0.0,0.15177102356884098,0.0,0.10592841943658628,0.0,0.0,0.11009775310533887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052120534401865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028317324584815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399208152771734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883479935493012,0.1644436614033603,0.0,0.10488482627857837,0.0,0.1118799922872953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617757685447223,0.0,0.19511639525918426,0.0,0.0,0.10441295283307356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115150068408175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810590890303299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106488789508,0.0,0.0,0.06841425147188229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163514573790038,0.1247676783119557,0.0,0.11016619500832034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779166566280512,0.08309537342540775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762196532656528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151153549837182,0.0,0.19202255914052485,0.12022935709070667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946772145772831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922317943911735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291490952379187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811183340890485,0.0,0.09941468252964647,0.0,0.0,0.2602795975790013,0.28501338006171223,0.0,0.0,0.1173265842760126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308118747652408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258878924114004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451782433052317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503187441336707,0.0,0.0,0.07342506969016292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,my_adhd_is_secret,2019/02/09,"Infrequent but tiresome ""ADHD insomnia"" It's 3AM and my mind is just like ""nope"". I get like this every so often where I wake up and my brain is going 100 miles an hour. Can't seem to relax and I'm having repetitive/vivid thoughts. Tried calming this down for the past two hours but no luck. I'm sure I'm tired but sleep isn't looking like an option 😶 Also doesn't help that my whole body is tense. I'm even shaking my foot while writing this. Does anyone ever get ""understimulated"" when trying to get to sleep? 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I'm 17 years old (M) and in my senior year of High School and although my grades weren't the best my earlier years I've managed to keep at least a 3.25 GPA this year by forcing myself to do my work. I've never struggled with schoolwork and when I can actually get myself to focus its very easy, but getting myself to start my work no matter how easy it is to me or how quickly I can do it has been impossible for me as long as I can remember. I've recently moved high schools to a different county and the lack of friends until recently made me realize how much I actually zone out because there was no one to snap me out of it by making a joke or asking me something. * No matter how much an assignment or project is worth I will literally sit there and stare at my paper or the screen not even being able to process one question without forgetting where I was or thinking of something else and end up forgetting about the work I had to do and watching random YouTube videos about something that popped into my head. I feel as if i'm literally incapable of doing homework until the last possible minute when my brain finally clicks telling me if I don't do this right now my grade will drop and I'll be in danger of failing then I manage to actually process the question and think of answers. I've tried to organize my room or even my desk, but I just can't get myself to do either. * The only two things that entertain me are YouTube and video games, but I have such a low attention span that unless i'm completely absorbed in a video i'll fast forward through most of it and not even know what it was really about and then just jump to the next video that seems interesting repeating the same cycle. I'm starting to lose interest in the things I used to enjoy doing. * I can't even watch some of my favorite TV shows without zoning out after 5 minutes and going on my phone and not realizing that 3 episodes had passed by, and the only thing that makes me notice is that the sound stops when Netflix asks ""Are you still watching?"" The worst part about not being able to watch anything all the way is that I've fallen asleep in the movie theater so many times even if I was excited to see the movie and had been planning to see it for months. I can't help but doze off. * Even trying to learn something new doesn't work out. I randomly became really interested in skating about a week or two ago and went out and forced myself to buy a skateboard, and after about a week of learning how to ride it and almost being able to do an actual Ollie, I've lost motivation to skate even though I felt that I was learning at a good pace and was genuinely enjoying it. I feel like i'm incapable of committing to something 100% no matter how much I want to whether it be school work, working out or even trying to learn a new skill. * After reading symptoms online of ADD I feel that I really connect with a lot of them. I constantly forget where I put things, especially a glass I was just drinking out of which I spend 5 minutes looking around the kitchen and my room like a clueless idiot only to realize I never took it off of the tray on the fridge or that it was right next to me the whole time. Also, For a couple of years I've had insomnia and no matter how tired I am and how much I try, I get about 3-4 hours of sleep every night, but somehow still can't manage to fall asleep earlier no matter how little sleep I get. I rarely ever wake up from my alarms even with an app that forces me to do a math problem before stopping it, I somehow wake up through 3 alarms 20 minutes past the time I set because my mom is yelling at me because i'm already late and the alarm is off without me having any memory of shutting it off. I rarely every get restful sleep so i'm always tired throughout the day until It's time to sleep which is when I somehow become the most awake. The only time i get a decent night of sleep is on the weekends, but it still ends up being the minimum recommended 8 hours and nothing more no matter how much I try. * I want to go to a GP and maybe get a recommendation to a specialist or a psychiatrist i'm not even sure, but my parents tell me that i'm just being dramatic and that I don't really ever try to do my homework or try to sleep even though all i want is to actually be able to sleep when my body is physically exhausted, but my mind isn't on the same page. My mom is very dramatic about me taking any kind of medication and wouldn't let me try melatonin to fix my sleeping problems and even watches me like a hawk when i'm taking NyQuil because she thinks i'm going to drink too much and get high off of it even though I've never done any drugs or abused anything. * I know that a rule is to not ask if I should get help or get diagnosed, but before I go through the trouble of trying to explain to my difficult parents what I feel, I want to know that i'm not just being over dramatic and turning it into a bigger deal than it needs to be and to my knowledge no one in my family has ADD or at least has had it professionally diagnosed so I don't really have anyone to relate to . I genuinely feel like I can't focus on anything no matter how hard I try or how important it is unless it is the most interesting thing in the world to me. TL;DR: I strongly relate to a lot of add symptoms (Mostly Inattentive) and its affecting my life and mental state severely, but don't want to bring it up with my difficult parents if i'm just being over dramatic or if it is something else entirely. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",8.265511441963056,5.9739679429280415,8.533395368072794,73.75940929142544,63.11910669975186,11.668541494347947,36.94637441411635,10.168813456921066,3.5075702784670533,4749,176,947,82,54,1577,420,1209,0.11900000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.09,-0.9925,5,0,9,0,2,0,81.0,0,1,1,15,74,39,2,4,59,0,91,30,15,20,9,212,163,111,0,18,55,6,8,4,1,4,12,2,5,0,59,55,3,3,32,14,3,15,38,18,0,5,26,21,111,21,159,120,30,146,0,4,11,0,26,58,0,39,74,673,170,32,0.14028810209248546,0.04155461522484456,0.1711261885503106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03108923450131725,0.0,0.035119567417815536,0.0,0.0387028522859265,0.028047086139666333,0.0291827347966232,0.15200210000545802,0.17046539934033544,0.07155054008017057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024523175710977337,0.0,0.1443064433764301,0.031221538416786005,0.09836282846605256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551832492849211,0.03873429672118474,0.059687421086875934,0.0,0.07361185402898453,0.0,0.0,0.03895711393399871,0.0,0.03915197949904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03677235148778362,0.03790040002516306,0.0,0.0,0.038806529160747005,0.0,0.02261855502613349,0.03615771830686528,0.0,0.07119473529126139,0.0,0.036642801971544584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589085885732991,0.0,0.06871446590618482,0.04067241497565144,0.0,0.058596353961095485,0.0,0.062126809369592036,0.03623877770876336,0.0,0.32430638920219634,0.06344930999403613,0.05909938829457425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03306278433286067,0.0,0.08866734950473963,0.05011092408287991,0.03367464453025275,0.03841968965351534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02709655991924265,0.0,0.20156054370495768,0.03364428267937115,0.07972896135974086,0.02941675102781378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283529204170127,0.0,0.0359940164663309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047016078843158365,0.1111665616589922,0.0,0.0,0.10361664125617906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03117362774718278,0.0,0.03652211755363535,0.07709867205920537,0.02858838180223448,0.0395627724199857,0.0,0.0,0.03586352229982045,0.024772408829998715,0.06853768045663904,0.035151383325868174,0.0,0.06207527787136416,0.029451668324080988,0.03923662548368012,0.03828525886420562,0.05963396382451279,0.0,0.033185998556078004,0.04682169875084987,0.03555752910836979,0.0352345636386053,0.0,0.0,0.035331375950323436,0.03534435269886765,0.0,0.035412747867733387,0.08215186482155545,0.02799415616591434,0.037276012723715286,0.1546918451908303,0.026005462529372712,0.08114912461566559,0.06774556159570927,0.07459899405458834,0.06582544021856722,0.034363138516559436,0.03365255438719406,0.03992973351389368,0.03680219103680095,0.0,0.0712971364968653,0.1066954232653265,0.0,0.0,0.1557733353961386,0.03797958589760312,0.033480216844226404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039538439108651104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711838369023901,0.0,0.03525707260918643,0.07857739039201046,0.0,0.035081516511318134,0.0,0.11234018810325468,0.0,0.0692587881667939,0.0,0.03972976803492188,0.05990263633290775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419790489419147,0.05589572710295185,0.03192825482309145,0.0,0.039621405985957925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28077883296410416,0.0,0.0,0.16200095227102115,0.0,0.03926026118411309,0.049648320359979986,0.0,0.08402569466144097,0.0586435675173515,0.0,0.036664896029909834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03305496899516884,0.10935979007176024,0.05273959685191311,0.0,0.0919634885079235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650147674411553,0.06741821342668193,0.10337426101820084,0.02784327068209149,0.10225390062145068,0.08062026807090349,0.0,0.0,0.038966310823363264,0.3095508408457497,0.03814829258350085,0.06852054554292747,0.0,0.0,0.03029096937223328,0.0,0.0578761881924504,0.10343194669192546,0.02783854139183966,0.0562653267253605,0.0,0.0,0.03251211903152144,0.0,0.03915666400232678,0.0,0.10142454316841876,0.0,0.15319711371984196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046539934033544,0.11292617277682612 adhd,random_throwaway_7,2019/02/09,"I abused my ADHD meds... Need help Hi. I was recently diagnosed and prescribed dexamphetimine. I took them for a bit then decided I wanted to take a break. Had a few weeks off. Anyway, two days ago I got the script filled and completely abused them. I took too many and did it for the wrong reasons (to get high). I want to stop cold turkey tomorrow. I was meant to take 15mg but took about 50mg over the course of the day. It's the maximum recommended dose so I'm sure I'll be ok. I have a history of recreational drug use from ecstasy to speed to cocaine as well as alcohol. I've mostly cleaned my act up in the last few years, including alcohol. I'm also healthy and fit. I'm terrified becuase I am so fucking impulsive and I don't think I should be using these meds. Questions: If I just stop cold turkey tomorrow will it be ok? I only took them for a day and a half. What should I do next? Are any ADHD drugs not addictive? I think I'm probably mild and I am confident I can manage without drugs. Thank you friends. 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So I'm new to ADHD. I was just recently diagnosed at 26. I'm gonna try guanfacine my next appointment with my doctor. Unlike the ones who were diagnosed young and learned a bunch of ways to manage it to carry into adulthood, I'm trying to learn things now. My biggest problem with ADHD personally is that I am always seeking a stimulus. When I have to do something it's a ridiculous struggle to initiate and maintain doing it. I'll usually switch to something else before or midway, like something on my phone, physical activity, watching a movie, doing something online like Reddit/YouTube, or playing a video game. How do you stay focused and do the things you have to do, rather than the things you want to do?",6.680512820512817,6.76546858974359,6.978974358974362,75.89935897435899,65.02564102564102,9.497435897435896,35.282051282051285,9.150863307647796,3.180889743589743,644,28,115,10,9,209,88,156,0.049,0.8540000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.6662,0,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,0,0,8,6,1,1,10,0,18,3,0,2,0,19,24,10,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,13,3,19,21,1,14,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,2,9,86,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384926854138348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717910692641392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983316071032235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858722994069009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441421084850124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764264854128267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760163745253584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601131733089222,0.14977080732572426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542782561146428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229644541853906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475214564326324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390493900031891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336611365279685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002050777490134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722265758423006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677950540147282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122418855592374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510072894179458,0.0,0.166126488493775,0.11178169013848707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sheentendo,2019/02/09,"How to cope after meltdowns? Im diagnosed by 3 doctors to have adhd (i wanted to be super sure). My main trouble aside from forgetfulness is difficulty controlling my emotions. I lash out at people or rage when i game. I also break down easily. More frequent the past few weeks because of stress Been back on ritalin to tame my meltdowns/ bursts of anger but I dont really like taking meds because i lose my appetite and im 2x more emo when it wears off. Havent been back to my doc because therapy is expensive as heck and unfortunately i live in a 3rd world country where its not part of our benefits lolol. Can you guys recommend a first aid solution for meltdowns? My partner has been very understanding and i dont want to yell and make her my outlet. Im just scared to lose anyone because they might get tired of me. But its just so hard to control sometimes. It has been slightly helpful when i work out to release my anger and tone down. TL;DR I dont want to be a super sad and grumpy person. Pls help Thanks guys.",2.2661574728901464,4.700911000000001,3.7584582743988686,85.24889438943897,80.0891089108911,6.8179160773220175,24.965582272512965,7.957251820313856,1.6190968411126825,810,31,157,15,21,267,131,202,0.196,0.67,0.134,-0.9063,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,8,11,15,3,2,4,0,17,5,1,4,1,25,25,16,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,4,4,8,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,4,2,23,6,27,18,5,21,0,3,0,0,11,10,1,2,11,102,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740728500290098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143288209213732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994501183263496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583162255087914,0.0,0.27878785271905365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25647067223271924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604663324117195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702572395208195,0.0,0.0,0.4019958932141446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861039426013246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725246709442437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973481145641402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641732957265195,0.0,0.0,0.10242083294971184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327137984652953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705011150692952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585783158413167,0.0,0.10095904275466844,0.0,0.0,0.2558210670212143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631885251682978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699933202471492,0.0,0.0,0.12129033725422647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381261219048904,0.1091447683332769,0.07926482006599983,0.09983206449983484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324530699484358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446830927314727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130792786998666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096924451039885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775846972638434,0.0,0.08596496114667683,0.0,0.0,0.10526341311234096,0.1307509270552153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141014770761347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902575692698712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943375483747422,0.20231151869430306,0.0,0.09171186195131556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323653519567069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,orderxanaxonline,2019/02/09,"Xanax anxiety disorders XANAX is indicated for the management of anxiety disorders and the short-term relief of symptoms of anxiety in adults. XANAX is also indicated for the treatment of panic disorder in adults with or without a fear of places and situations that might cause panic, helplessness, or embarrassment (agoraphobia). 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At first when I drink it, I get sleepy, but then after a few hours I feel normal but can't fall asleep at night. What does this mean? &#x200B; Btw coffee never makes me feel jittery. 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What do I do to get diagnosed? Exactly as the title says. I experience a lot of the common symptoms that are associated with ADHD. I am always thinking of many things at once, often going down long rabbit holes in my mind and getting distracted from whatever I was doing. I constantly move from one interest to another, getting bored of them quickly. I'll often find myself wanting to play a video game, then within minutes of me starting up the game I'll decide that I don't really feel like it and quit. There are also many times where I feel extremely bored wanting to do something, but at the same time don't want to do anything at all. I'm constantly putting off work, doing anything else. I've asked my parents to bring me to a psychiatrist or psychologist about it, but they say that I must be over exaggerating, or just self diagnosing since there's no way I could do so well in school if I really did have ADHD. What should I do to get a diagnosis to see if I really do have ADHD?",6.354418238993709,6.182524033018872,7.608490566037737,71.97974842767294,65.74528301886792,10.651572327044024,33.232704402515715,10.317481424215053,3.3794798742138354,853,33,159,19,12,293,125,212,0.087,0.845,0.068,-0.4528,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,12,9,0,1,8,0,24,3,0,0,3,29,40,13,0,8,8,1,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,3,2,1,2,5,23,6,29,34,3,26,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,7,10,119,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011640077701848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337052440543251,0.08674626274770958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931762353932672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158151544820632,0.0,0.09746182485624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349132773615072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253193939319575,0.0,0.08323697622747994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162777432853952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708941694791314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197875110891608,0.0,0.0,0.10542618779061308,0.0744778619501936,0.0,0.0,0.09528471095108823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178700897282176,0.0,0.05924898299382785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050932406424929404,0.0,0.0,0.09226000239342758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863157498191664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139093263122752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526510118264353,0.0,0.0,0.11080369322660374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102529409097266,0.07064405465330187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575983861289894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480235336358733,0.0,0.11088515074099467,0.0,0.0,0.2003600733566548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581122222833358,0.0,0.21101778106160188,0.08307558327789058,0.0,0.10875788256066536,0.0,0.0,0.17247715511452086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025851169088774,0.0,0.0,0.07379031254170931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835805428234442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926059385846606,0.06680066252242667,0.0,0.0,0.12158070574404052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844721179171268,0.08275062097226556,0.0,0.0,0.18747067076053367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589691400038517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LolaBean3000,2019/02/09,"Hello! Hello everyone! I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and have been struggling with it. I can’t focus on ANYTHING while I’m at work, doing homework, watching a YouTube video or whatever it may be. I’ve tried Aderal which gave me chest pains and concerta which rammed my up and made me talk way too much. And I’ve tried homeopathic stuff too. Does anyone have any tips on how to handle/ cope with ADHD?? I’m really stuck here. 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Has anybody else noticed quirks about themselves that they think might be connected to their ADHD, but are a little hesitant to share them here in case they are truly unique to you, and you're just a weirdo? Asking for a friend.",8.810526315789474,8.533946192982455,7.139298245614036,77.7184210526316,60.75438596491228,10.40701754385965,33.03508771929825,9.725611199111238,2.9558350877192976,251,8,44,4,3,74,38,57,0.111,0.69,0.198,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,4,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,8,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,0,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936990504279118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309143991707284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063392555835992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083385312079545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475618286082788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240621561833141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812144760535295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316539011522204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reinameansqueen,2019/02/09,"Quiet Floors and Loud People My university has a multi level library. The 4th floor is a “Quiet Floor” aka my favorite floor in the whole library because there’s usually no distracting sounds. The past two years I’ve always admired (and silently cheered for) the people who had the confidence to speak up and confront people that they are on a quiet floor and if they could please not talk so loudly. Today 3 guys were talking loudly continuously...they were literally the only voices you could hear on the whole floor. I usually sit there fuming and hoping someone confronts them so I can regain focus BUT TODAY I said fuck that. Everyone around me is probably waiting for someone else to shut them up just like I normally do. Two of the guys looked embarrassed when I called them out and the third guy seemed pissed at me but I don’t care they left right after. I’m on the quiet floor for a reason and it’s not to hear you talk. 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For so long, I chalked it up to ""not being motivated enough,"" ""not being disciplined enough,"" ""not having self-control,"" wondering if my interests were truly my passion because I couldn't seem to accomplish anything. I wouldn't consider myself unsuccessful but I have failed plenty. After a wasted day at my new role - one that requires deep self-development and investment acumen - jumping from one paper to another without finishing a single one, my dear friend talked to me about ADHD. In that moment, a lightbulb went off in my head. My past ""failures"" made sense. While I've done fairly well in school, it wasn't without its endless nights of finishing just one chapter of my textbook. I gave up on the MCATs because I could never finish the material quickly enough for the exam and could never get the score I needed to apply. But I blamed myself and was convinced that I was just chasing the money and title more than medicine itself. After being diagnosed with ADHD and taking the prescribed medication, I felt relieved that it wasn't ME. I have dreams at night of taking the MCATs and applying to medical school. Maybe one day, when my kids are independent and we are financially stable, I'll revisit the idea of practicing medicine. But at least I know that it wasn't me, or the title, or the money. And for now, that revelation alone is enough to bring me peace.",7.780813953488369,8.209050957364344,7.720325581395353,70.34676744186048,62.68217054263566,10.290852713178293,34.64186046511628,10.047579312681364,3.593630697674418,1129,45,183,22,15,363,147,258,0.08,0.8009999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.8467,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,2,0,4,8,9,0,1,14,0,20,5,1,4,2,41,33,17,0,6,13,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,12,10,0,2,6,1,3,3,12,2,1,5,11,1,29,7,33,15,7,34,0,1,0,1,8,11,0,5,20,147,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592276893335973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169930120500253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308934605908312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875074644704277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314878080756594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096210863805106,0.17221770661918528,0.0,0.0,0.13910769298682155,0.0,0.0,0.10946472230135874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036723100105716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44574843599901454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035521965780393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332406588064364,0.0,0.056346783746936635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068444881151374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174867997637602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059271129334477174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544319571060472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204957154128942,0.07199021431109599,0.0,0.10834907127136664,0.0,0.0,0.21729355358116048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799688550691355,0.1663599863053826,0.10416148127927848,0.0,0.2024184373861863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654072273547908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295431605860204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182984050921156,0.0,0.09818191003810672,0.2250205853245894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274745655567872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217843356147402,0.0866851448707507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696943125524243,0.0999773386797337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792566392355827,0.11695791510164315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kemahma,2019/02/09,"Cautiously Optimistic—but not sure how to switch meds I met with a new psych today and I’m cautiously optimistic! My previous psych had me on a Celexa (40 mg) and Wellbutrin (150 mg) combo that had slowly lost efficacy to the point to where I was back in the slog, forgetting everything except how screwed up my life was/is. Old psych didn’t want to consider ADHD meds, so I found a new one and met with her today. She thinks that my anxiety and depression result from my ADHD (something old psych refused to consider) so she gave me all new meds to try, 10 mg of Buspar 2x a day and 18 mgs of Strattera 2x a day. Unfortunately I kind of drifted away as she was telling me how to switch meds, so I’m a little confused. She wants me to taper the Celexa (break the tab in half) and stop the Wellbutrin all together as she thought it would be too much with the Buspar/Strattera combo. I know that I need to call her office in the morning to clarify, but I thought I’d ask here if anyone has experience or advice with switching meds like these. Thanks!",6.683391608391608,5.927739961538464,7.1018531468531485,77.82496503496505,65.25,10.640559440559443,33.33216783216783,10.018931242160765,3.0360230769230765,824,30,166,16,11,270,116,208,0.08,0.871,0.049,-0.2847,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,1,13,0,8,2,0,4,3,35,24,17,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,12,0,22,4,27,10,3,22,0,2,0,1,14,9,1,3,12,100,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693189837014753,0.10949165923479018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571613964805991,0.0,0.0,0.07834631671207648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474942020182423,0.0,0.1052724482947562,0.0861577206168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441317043428625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452291958693955,0.0,0.09650647010144946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070119599788237,0.10960409439615354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285445637627262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116680377067639,0.06157845389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914256337719525,0.05474081826771015,0.11230117352555216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223132375565948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222983561413856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236790943482368,0.08308190699209701,0.0,0.3246489333499578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351503042386869,0.0,0.07592638221738884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592123894300096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625974917135218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367684609835862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560357680934937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979345780430332,0.1031584149259834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179560488060845,0.0,0.1779066242373122,0.0,0.0,0.21241612696856108,0.0,0.0,0.07607299410038564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321772049293733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959543026413575,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GU3MS,2019/02/09,"I meant to submit this post back in December, but of course I forgot... I did it!! I graduated from my university with an engineering degree! I never really had too solid of a medicine regimen (I bounced around between Vyvanse, dexedrine, and adderall), so it truly was a miracle. I failed a handful of classes and it took an extra semester, but the torture is over. Sooo many forgotten assignments, missed quizzes, skipped classes. It's doable though, I believe in all of you undergrads reading this! Now hopefully I can land a job that isn't miserable!",5.54810606060606,7.7627984949495,6.399886363636366,71.21982954545456,69.1010101010101,10.202525252525254,38.637626262626256,10.411451182825502,4.829150505050505,437,26,70,13,8,144,75,99,0.135,0.685,0.18,0.7161,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,7,0,6,1,1,0,2,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,1,11,1,12,5,2,10,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,56,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711976345686448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342523332288152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432293214842511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30258010390434514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30231203590369377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308861070731578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349601349907918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176461828681616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30472631322469346,0.0,0.19516266542598856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993110577402449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33847055138965004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AndThatsAllINeed,2019/02/09,I got here to post something and forgot what I was going to post Don’t know if this happens a lot in this community so my apologies if it seems like I’m re-posting ,1.5783333333333331,2.9663846111111134,3.84,88.90500000000002,77.8888888888889,5.911111111111111,25.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.8361222222222221,130,5,29,1,3,45,30,36,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957165322743366,0.0,0.22456247261958012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482895726202632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543073226128771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717312745982832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387059867253589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8067183028468493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556082166328145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615532873234994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Potrerito,2019/02/09,"Easiest ways to get calories? I'm taking Adderall IR and it greatly improves my focus, however it also makes me a little nauseated. It seems my stomach doesn't want to keep food down. What are some good ways I can get my nutrition?",2.328666666666667,4.95377786666667,4.440000000000005,79.26000000000003,81.44444444444446,7.155555555555559,29.0,8.238735603445708,2.618466666666667,184,9,32,4,5,63,37,45,0.026000000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.193,0.8373,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,6,11,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464965173042626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548073258428211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066020097738029,0.0,0.0,0.2461086456305682,0.0,0.3234990450116568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080716041675106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940861597594753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958616173281479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712057849043425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206170004983577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306803386420566,0.465809817800627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonymarsupial,2019/02/09,"Vyvanse while studying: anyone feel focused, but with an urge to multi-task? Also super jittery. 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I can't take stimulants anymore and strattera doesn't seem to be doing much. I've been reading online about wellbutrin and how it works with norepinephrine and dopamine (as opposed to just norepinephrine with strattera) and i hope that would make a difference. So to anyone out there on wellbutrin, how does it help?",6.700476190476191,9.103641904761904,5.619238095238099,77.2174285714286,66.46031746031747,7.5796825396825405,33.234920634920634,8.238735603445708,2.6971168253968254,292,13,47,4,5,87,45,63,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,0,17,10,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,9,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,34,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243270004683288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676349788339715,0.1886968794233591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819529765169639,0.0,0.0,0.4723238551226937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088577647909015,0.0,0.0,0.2680382522175047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801379345749069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983828739785711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699394551971327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456762583099831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290596669230088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426423261880808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646597186472614,0.0,0.0,0.19170536583613115,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joanapiana,2019/02/09,"Task switching!!! Tips? I have five pieces to practice every day. I will play these five pieces in a week for judges to hopefully get into a masters degree for piano performance. My schedule is completely cleared until then. Even still, EVERY. DAY. it gets to 7/8pm and I’ve worked on one or maybe two. Whatever I start with, I get stuck on for like four-ish hrs. No fail. That’s with meds. Without meds, I will most likely take four-ish hours to eat, shower, and god knows what before I begin practicing. This is incredibly frustrating !!!! Any tips? 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Unlike most generics, I’m *only* seeing reports of bad side effects or it not working at all with Mallinckrodt. Has anyone had it work for them? :(",4.821153846153845,7.850080794871798,4.8535256410256435,77.63105769230769,74.38461538461539,4.925641025641027,32.82692307692308,5.985473137389443,2.148276923076923,177,9,25,1,4,55,31,39,0.066,0.7959999999999999,0.138,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,19,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652561463630816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555728414459028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254395402643702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530295323903694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26511483358210425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844118315077163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TdUpTaylorr,2019/02/09,"Can someone help with this? I take adderall and dont know what do about my weight/diet. I loose weight and appetite drastically . I already can go a day or two without eating so when i take meds it makes it a lot worse. Do you have any tips and tricks?",0.6564102564102541,2.9477943846153885,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,85.92307692307692,4.235897435897436,20.2051282051282,5.46131890053228,-0.3242025641025643,196,6,44,1,6,62,40,52,0.145,0.8009999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,9,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478369877823136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272664485347132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483983000146572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632139181319412,0.0,0.0,0.2298082433431427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763778672196135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505357185529871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342696672589992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909355653505797,0.0,0.0,0.1499133538729025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494651737491059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029156645851567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377224687231817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193885541445625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469721482257717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649354661127995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887301546745065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,racheler29,2019/02/09,"Proud ADHD Mom moment [Z](http://a66.tinypic.com/10xd6qx.jpg) My 6 year old (diagnosed in October) brought this home today and I have never been so proud as a Mom. I’ve been working so hard with him to keep his focus and to stay confident. He’s so smart and this easily made me cry!",5.5403846153846175,7.477988423076923,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,68.61538461538461,8.276923076923078,24.538461538461537,8.841846274778883,1.7053307692307689,226,6,41,4,4,67,42,52,0.081,0.6559999999999999,0.262,0.9003,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,6,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,3,5,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28863337361954944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381154250774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376386775186526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151419449309076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090650806718344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134709551323484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272512800319469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625600328452587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523115414893826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520142645989936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559854558230149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22764969069574906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748440190883735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465930470211772 adhd,sgreenie80,2019/02/09,"Going back on Adderall and need advice I (38F) was diagnosed with ADHD later in life around 27yo. I was put on 20mg of Adderall and what a difference it made. I didn’t take it every day, and only used it intermittently bc it made me break out with cystic acne and was horrible. It helped me focus and survive college though. I haven’t been on it for about 4 years because I didn’t have insurance. I recently got insurance and went to a doctor and since I’m having trouble focusing at work (my new career I just started in June after graduating college last December) she recommended I go back on it. She asked if I wanted the extended release or short duration. I’m not sure what people’s experiences are with extended release? She currently put me on 5mg twice a day. I used to only take half or 1/4 of the 20 mg pills anyway. I’ve never taken the XR before. I’m going to try the low dose first and see what happens. But I’m curious to hear which is preferred more and why. Thanks! 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Has anyone else noticed that? When reading about life hacks or organizational systems and such in any normal-brain context (like GTD or Bullet Journals) I always feel like they only have half the answer. Like the resurgence of Konmari. When things are aesthetically pleasing, they're less stimulating so they tax our executive functioning system less. We feel calm and at ease, like our brains can breathe because we have more of faculties to use. Eliminating choices of what to do when and how to do it (Flylady, 43 folders, GTD, SHE etc) eliminates the need to use our precious resource of executive function fuel towards mandatory tasks. The less we can think about doing a task, the more we can do a task. (Unless we need a challenge, but I digress.) Making tasks and routines automatic enable us to go on autopilot and (in my case anyway) think about more interesting things to get that sweet ""multitasking"" dopamine. It does take more effort to create those routines; self-discipline doesn't sound rewarding, yet it is, maybe even as much as whatever we would have done avoiding the routine in the first place. Don't you feel better when you get yourself to bed at the time you intended than you do when you stay up until it's too late to get a decent night's sleep? Turning down the radio in the car to ""see"" better? Yeah, that's an EF issue as well. It's the same category of reasoning why we listen to music while doing our homework. High effort task (finding 1st Ave) needs less stimulation, send dopamine to concentrate. Low effort task (crossword puzzle AGAIN, Ms. History Teacher?) needs dopamine to function otherwise we'll start staring out the window, throw on the tunes. I usually get on people's nerves relating everything back to ADHD, but being diagnosed as an adult, it's like the fog literally cleared and so many questions I had are finally getting answers. I am 100% a Mother Hen (see username) and if there's one little ray of light I can bring to even one person by sharing the insight I discovered, I'm happy. Soy things in life around us are for or part of our world of super brains, they're just not advertising in our language.",6.989424501424503,8.054964874074074,6.946728395061729,73.00220085470086,64.45679012345678,9.588793922127257,34.095441595441606,9.661875296680813,3.3739059829059825,1774,75,295,34,26,565,241,405,0.040999999999999995,0.8320000000000001,0.127,0.9853,1,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,16,5,2,12,23,19,0,1,22,1,27,7,4,8,2,56,53,28,0,6,9,1,3,5,0,2,3,2,3,2,14,17,0,1,11,2,1,5,3,2,1,4,2,10,32,17,52,48,13,46,0,1,3,0,32,21,0,7,22,197,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236609223366205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317816992184337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742674587399527,0.0,0.0,0.06327857347323869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506414518823246,0.0953428044045687,0.0,0.08283603773390667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715512697795533,0.0,0.05672365576729885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645939231626147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116305296534726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444585497862093,0.0,0.09721956958914643,0.0,0.0,0.0814304613289867,0.0952245369500966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777330335711613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037776142236925,0.12291998068165486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362916741974835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114971167579374,0.06647639111816839,0.0,0.1019339540345173,0.08504787257456574,0.07915001191309311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307923385691704,0.0,0.05288361485840383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905561964797256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237081640823765,0.09831458199789854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712214699442748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496674652258407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145080586408706,0.22730261593420498,0.093262582923048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211295472880597,0.0943401565811956,0.09348327440316118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840395111379208,0.2759876142698506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732302965033653,0.09117123572881916,0.0,0.1059403565547372,0.0,0.0,0.12610893181779775,0.07077026434169824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076628411239782,0.0,0.06451056348443789,0.08124944621506291,0.09721956958914643,0.10214318946385906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423957315384824,0.0,0.09307721441208112,0.0,0.0,0.0956729879345135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483008459626349,0.0,0.1941471290655873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931192342759126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586270804249106,0.099181086435283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699635485057854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545890842668175,0.1192479712095727,0.0,0.0,0.05425938886959933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121389156890527,0.0,0.0,0.22386027751484736,0.1607341604003655,0.10248366828899903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366495295606573,0.0,0.08396498665445865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610149459939177,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UpDimension,2019/02/09,"Random Comment: Aurobindo wtf is this shit! Why am I being prescribed these placebo craptastic little round do nothing's. Anyone know what happened to Teva? Is there anything out there that is comparable to Teva? Currently trying to research Aurobindo. Never heard of them till I moved to NH from Boston.",4.192499999999999,7.576599019230772,4.418076923076924,74.9644230769231,87.65384615384615,4.907692307692308,29.57692307692308,6.6274283507984215,2.3718000000000004,247,12,31,3,8,77,43,52,0.139,0.7929999999999999,0.068,-0.6272,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,8,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,3,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437536924339728,0.0,0.2868733546550688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082714781772725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915849543476429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493951835938981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37051342157753664,0.0,0.0,0.2688667378154013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344972318589943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35783944832265063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23668085475699915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31456304348551056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alstroxmeria,2019/02/09,"A way to handle hyperactivity in a way that doesn't drive other people crazy? I have adhd-c, and I take medication for it that more or less has it under control. My problem is that I frequently get the urge to pace/run/move in general. Currently, I'll pace to satisfy the feeling. I live with my family right now and they don't particularly mind, but I'll be moving out soon. I'm worried that my pacing will drive my hypothetical future roommates up the wall. Suppressing the urge doesn't work, that just increases my anxiety. The feeling of wanting to run but not being able to feels unbearable sometimes. I have leg/foot issues so taking up a sport is kind of out of the question. My pacing is usually intense, but short bursts, so I don't think jogging would be practical (also I have a fear that I'll jog somewhere, but then be in too much pain to jog back). I'm considering converting one of our old bicycles into a stationary bike and seeing if that works. I think the whirring of bike would be a lot more tolerable compared to me thumping around. Does anyone have any other ideas or advice? Would the biking be too weird? 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Until February all my job's I'd ever had were hospitality and customer service jobs. In February I started work as a web developer, everything was great and amazing finally I'm working 9-5 Mon-Fri everything I thought I wanted in a job. I basically spent the first 3 weeks of my job learning the skills I need to do my job, while I'm definitely still an amateur I'd say I'm competent now. It just feels like the whole thing is really repetitive. I get a design to develop, I do as much of it as I can with what I'm given then I wait for content and feedback and spent more time doing pointless adjustments than I do actually building the bloody thing. Anyway the point I'm making is that it's already stopped being fulfilling which is annoying because I was really enjoying it to begin with. But it might just be my tired feeling these days with the clocks changed for daylight savings or the fact my boss is in a bad mood due to personal reasons but I just don't want to be there this past week. Luckily I go back to university to do a master's in September so I just have to stick it out until then and hope it gets more tolerable in the meantime. Also it's a small office of 4 of us. I don't think that helps. Theres literally no escaping people which can be tough when all I wanna do is get on with my work. Anyway rant over. I'm pretty sure I always end up getting salty with my job's when I'm feeling overtired but also I am just not getting that same fulfillment I was getting initially and I already feel like I'm just going through the motions. To be honest I always feel like I'm going through the motions. Always just expecting the next thing. But also I do just want to go back to university already. Get my own place again. I live in a small town with my parents. It's not fun. It's not horrible but I don't exactly have a social life sooo I think I'm just eager to move on, if I didn't take this job I like to think I would have moved sooner and got a job in the city I'm moving too but who knows ei Anyway that's me For real this time Over and out",2.24312674952413,3.9025107620087383,4.39698689956332,84.45499440152281,76.75109170305676,7.579531967304892,26.372410704288434,8.384062270229773,1.8026548426827904,1731,67,361,33,39,598,218,458,0.067,0.8109999999999999,0.122,0.9805,10,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,7,28,18,1,0,24,0,36,2,0,3,6,73,85,31,0,9,20,1,5,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,26,17,0,2,13,0,2,9,8,4,0,1,12,6,40,13,54,66,9,60,0,0,0,0,7,20,0,5,35,241,66,16,0.0,0.0,0.065081277854947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066781897751215,0.0,0.2943828884097216,0.15999949115391646,0.16647799684744544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025632846490917,0.05568461184827577,0.04065451578094191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728098385859667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055075775635687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301049642966906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059068868667565576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032627455225111,0.0,0.0,0.1198760291671199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860611630122066,0.14293325008144156,0.0,0.07305727190628547,0.0,0.0567277507920716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874842452033705,0.0,0.15160925195894598,0.0,0.05333928019687376,0.07352760766095423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04470190268309068,0.0,0.0,0.06623970164595927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956291548408074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036651901011175436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047106174568000175,0.1303283811530903,0.0,0.05888981111432681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044517090163975884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074913604570705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212647511343662,0.04902592176785692,0.04945089781284229,0.0,0.0644110605600492,0.07092716054881991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405301176569641,0.0,0.06366457739583134,0.04623548475039383,0.05823244021672056,0.06967841674895889,0.0,0.06304501849816994,0.0,0.0,0.0678492255006723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590952088518722,0.08544855767737086,0.06856996336325454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530357528901698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679835795530619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440916553310963,0.0,0.053259913318376095,0.05575707529534599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285594390565116,0.0,0.05014370368665316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292059577893872,0.12819964955907506,0.0,0.05294559678453163,0.07777669302954496,0.0766520617257863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022165586689918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180091133699778,0.0,0.1069917875584542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445867144580907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565660593857202,0.0,0.0,0.04737572391947384,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,myfatchode,2019/04/05,"What to do if you have no motivation for school work. What I love to do when I come back home from school with no motivation to do absolutely anything, I just go outside and get some fresh air. This really helps me and makes me want to finish my work. Once I have started working, I will finish it no matter how long. I know for some of you it may not work, but fresh air and a nice little walk to relax your mind really does help.",5.1986516853932585,4.669012685393259,6.068853932584273,83.25564044943822,68.21348314606742,9.367191011235958,25.665168539325844,8.841846274778883,1.4527330337078648,335,7,75,5,5,111,59,89,0.049,0.6890000000000001,0.262,0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,4,0,20,15,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,12,3,10,13,2,12,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,4,6,50,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911849458553093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868161486314665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656219415522666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921030928936145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102242249758303,0.0,0.10989072983852312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592097591693505,0.0,0.1939554676490828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626539211942099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379713984152674,0.0,0.1711171818590339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745146092012381,0.0,0.1290690499477261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952380987989569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059216881320078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477422517554041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913805233109364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686093651710254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404851553813695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630724343648426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fatdog1111,2019/04/05,"Want to pay it forward once in a while? The parenting subreddit needs you! I want to encourage you all to visit new posts at the \[parenting subreddit\]([https://www.reddit.com/r/Parenting/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Parenting/)) on occasion and see if you notice a story like your own. Parents are there seeking advice, often for behavioral issues. The crowd wisdom offered tends to be ""get tough."" I've seen some stories that totally scream ""This kid has undiagnosed ADHD!,"" and no one else notices. In other cases, parents will mention some red flags for ADHD, and I'll try to explain this very misunderstood disorder and what about their story makes me think their child should be assessed for it. As kids who suffered with behavioral issues, you are the perfect people to offer empathic advice and look out for the unrecognized ADHD child or teen. I go there because my children had undiagnosed ADHD (primarily inattentive). My son's child psychiatrist missed it. My husband's a primary care doc who diagnoses kids with ADHD all the time, and he missed it. I have an MSW and worked with kids in outpatient therapy, and I missed it! Our son's therapist (who specializes in children) missed it! An ADHD diagnosis is not obvious at all if a child isn't bouncing off the walls. Sometimes, it just looks like a severely misbehaving child with emotional problems who can't get their shit together. Very few health providers are getting proper training in recognizing that kind of ADHD. You all are probably better at noticing a child with possible ADHD than most pediatricians, who are just going to be looking down that diagnostic checklist. Imagine if your parents had reached out to the internet about your behavior. Then imagine what the world would have said, compared with what you would say today knowing what you know now. You can't go back in time, but you can pay it forward. I hope you will take a few minutes now and then to do so! &#x200B;",7.765066938671424,9.395728513196484,7.3558102766798426,68.731976284585,62.988269794721404,10.505214841259722,36.23371158995282,10.568078804390687,4.25371646053806,1577,73,244,39,23,496,192,341,0.07200000000000001,0.852,0.076,0.557,7,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,1,13,3,3,11,19,1,0,18,0,24,3,1,1,7,51,52,19,0,11,8,8,0,2,0,5,2,3,0,12,23,17,0,0,6,0,2,6,5,9,0,1,4,9,26,10,38,40,11,33,0,5,6,0,52,18,1,9,14,169,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6829936909577797,0.13883557601857074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696994998192785,0.08631928940721112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462405471741578,0.0,0.043304277980685375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282758847389475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242826400096329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210236192984461,0.0,0.0,0.08141602681890722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059343370036952274,0.07990850691559821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113437126561974,0.0,0.12111807996896015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551037295944918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055704386913311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482910223128573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397544010869488,0.07808156508175887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941143361092297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896279888560315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741860554284978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052673986742836916,0.0,0.06860921641651163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426326681996431,0.0,0.07565345298663087,0.048137379065344967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943980324458786,0.0,0.0,0.04924900089798599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008499041650345,0.06803503834618169,0.0,0.0765912841204488,0.06797404292861793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757367476325654,0.056492493932186735,0.0,0.0,0.05660831421622739,0.0,0.0,0.08025303957888301,0.07291977668122533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025867835940684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341194801404758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123846769087566,0.08248092187130594,0.0,0.04551846336453085,0.0,0.0,0.0828459882173467,0.0,0.06733598602263102,0.0,0.0,0.04823033110100359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722804645876847,0.08380043973734644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051716716106635134,0.0,0.0,0.10092711615110857,0.0,0.08631928940721112,0.0 adhd,jleila24,2019/04/05,"Need Help With ADHD Ticks so i have this really terrible nail biting tick, and i know its associated with my adhd and anxiety, so i was wonder if any of you who relate had tips/tricks for stopping these habits associated with a mental illness/disability! &#x200B; thank you in advance!!",4.783846153846152,7.587446615384617,6.392923076923079,67.7520769230769,73.23076923076924,8.775384615384615,27.707692307692305,9.3871,3.0775338461538464,232,9,36,6,5,79,43,52,0.141,0.763,0.09699999999999999,-0.3333,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934985410913849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26753718886094324,0.3000342346318495,0.16791373587464672,0.0,0.18889275137581127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550494453052153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570050668307146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488367927239217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830876899697345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581829625784124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064357689506366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733031262190775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677736786543149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000342346318495,0.0 adhd,SmallPooka,2019/04/05,"Can you get hold of adderall? My colleague is one of the only people in my office who knows I have ADHD. Yesterday was a very slow and boring day, so I upped my Ritalin dose a bit, so much data entry. I am on a very low dose so my doc is cool with me upping it when needed. My colleague notices me taking my pill and asked what it is. I tell him it's my Ritalin. He then tells me he has 'seen that Netflix documentary' and these drugs are 'basically meth right!' I explain to him that is not the case and give a bit more detail. He then asks me if I can 'get hold of some adderall' he wants to try it and can I get him some. WTF! I am in a country where is counts as a class B drug. To get it I had to spend $500 to get diagnosed, then every time I want to get more it costs me $45 for the script then paying the pharmacy for the meds. Also I literally cannot do this job without it. I need it to work. I explain all of this to him and still get 'Oh it would be nice though!' Seriously it is people like him that are costing me a fortune just to function!! Never gonna happen.",1.6181878874582731,2.6065212360515027,3.89180972818312,90.21570219360993,76.98283261802575,6.7228421554601825,22.386504530281357,7.1686216300943375,0.5387102527420122,820,22,194,9,18,285,129,233,0.055999999999999994,0.903,0.04,-0.6659999999999999,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,12,1,21,8,0,0,2,25,42,18,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,3,1,4,0,4,3,0,1,3,2,32,3,23,36,8,19,0,1,1,0,18,8,0,3,12,135,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603929106321339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672786443552107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953405307398685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914073735909507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607061933405062,0.0,0.0,0.13545902805821647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095423153885051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244575409216788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880911658175616,0.12802693381241886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801818267467942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324383955499382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334609180716355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520178452830408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482439050546028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810841074299656,0.1979177063597048,0.10293253195612233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194502431360327,0.0,0.0,0.0904359081579898,0.10150229700731199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504863407860325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397405808988888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658127911837624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034526430241818,0.0,0.2332997371067373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112371176019266,0.0,0.07782156327530189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061053756081852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023685229506115,0.15743625886648616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865061798587762,0.0,0.09716042457782216,0.0,0.0,0.09480611101096943,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dwug,2019/04/05,"Re-Referral for ADHD meds in the UK? I was discharged from the ""ADHD people"" after exhausting all my options for medication. However I want to try get back into their care to try Strattera again as that was a miracle drug for me but it gave me some side effects so they took me off of it. The negative side effects was a weird feeling in my nuts. I know weird willy feeling is quite common among people who take Strattera but mine was quite constant but I was also masturbating quite constant lol (I didn't mention that to them) I'm really overthinking the whole thing knowing I have to persuade my GP then persuade the ADHD people. I just know the medication made my life so much better so its stressing me out at the possibility of never being able to take it again :( In hindsight the positive effects I got from Strattera heavily outweighed the side effects. Do you think I have a chance with trying the Strattera again if I get my GP to refer me? Apologies if the post is bullshit, Ive never posted here before and I'm just drunk and upset at the moment. Thanks",4.128680057388807,6.125486682926834,5.172453371592543,79.45675753228122,72.41463414634147,7.360114777618362,29.13199426111909,8.124751697461798,2.205967001434721,850,35,149,13,17,279,116,205,0.145,0.731,0.124,-0.7679,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,8,11,8,0,2,15,1,13,6,0,5,3,30,32,13,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,11,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,10,2,26,3,25,21,4,27,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,4,12,112,34,0,0.1186955386010413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279469140786667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492077933573577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126954254585193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100116100998104,0.0,0.0,0.1049765582019887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210180122467271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565354197302306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764914143773566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003206143715404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402703988270425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493166526305864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569589157588207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838381691580213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231258856236398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184398539199554,0.23914653547311215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725487815547747,0.0,0.18309063343394089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246865623911638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338113854402825,0.22735503100489224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378741947474541,0.0,0.0,0.07603940140079696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359653384371293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784885463718858,0.0,0.0,0.109278904695296,0.0,0.0,0.07885604166684462,0.07605530841975904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187511076101255,0.2417594379909752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000970396225725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325193299860071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EMS_Jeep,2019/04/05,"Everyday a new day Hello all, first post here. Diagnosed as a young kid, never medicated. Struggled with grades in school, but ended up in an industry that suits my personality and enables me to use this gift of endless gab. Now I’ve done all the things that I was lead to think I had to do, financial stability, a home, cars, dog, etc. and it feels empty. Like I was tricked or something. Now considering selling everything and traveling, I even bought a bus to do it in. I obsessed over doing the things I thought I had to do, then obsessed over my unhappiness, then the escape, now how I would be leaving/letting go of what I obsessed over. But still have the burning desire to flee. Contradiction, contradiction. Not sure what I’m expecting from posting this, but writing to myself isn’t working anymore. I just feel trapped in my own skull. I’ve always been ashamed of this label, ADD, ADHD, etc. I hid it, never talked about it, still never do, but plugging in the same solution and having the problem remain isn’t progress. So this is me realizing to myself that what I deal with is something others do as well, and isn’t something to be ashamed of. In fact, I think it’s propelled my life in many ways, I’m passionate, and eyes open to the world. 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If you have ADHD and found a way to make formal sitting meditation a regular part of your routine, I'd love to hear what made your practice ""stick"". Here's an abbreviated version of my own story as jumping off point.. Everyone recommends mindfulness for adults with ADHD. But it's really hard to sit still. Really hard. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I turned thirty. I went on meds, and two things happened shortly afterward. Taking meds helped me see that everything in life flows downstream from my mind, including how I relate to others. This insight inspired me to spend more time training my mind and less time looking for answers elsewhere. Previously, I found myself reading books and watching videos about meditation but not spending much time practicing, mostly bc I'm ADHD and struggle to start things I think are hard, and because I often wasn't sure I was meditating 'right'. The second thing that helped me make mindfulness meditation stick, was I started practicing more regularly with other adults. When I started sitting with a group, I began to see first-hand how meditation works for others, which shined new light on my own practice. Training in community created momentum and support for me to keep going when I hit a lull with the practice. It's taken some time (like 3 years after I committed to daily practice for 30-45 minutes) to yield some of the fruit people talk about, but it has changed the way I respond to difficult situations in relationships and at work. It’s helped me develop the capacity to pause when things get overwhelming. And it continues to help me refrain from clobbering myself for my ADHD ways. 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I feel like a complete failure who will graduate high school at 20 or even later. Is anyone going through the same thing or has gone through it? 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And my dr office is closed so I talked to the emergency line and I’m waiting for a call back but like idk wtf they’re gonna be able to do right now. Like wtf why is this happening to me???? My work performance is already decreasing dramatically and it’s absolute torture getting through the day and now it’s like there’s no end in sight. Like I’m just genuinely giving up on everything now there’s no fucking point anymore. I’m can’t do it. Nothing in my life is good or worth it. Update the doctor called and said he’s apparently leaving the practice soon anyway which is fucking great I have to find a new doctor. But he just said to come in next week so he can give me a new script so hopefully he has something open. I can’t even make an appt till Monday so hopefully I’m still fucking alive by then ",0.2596328928046958,2.6427775550660826,2.2799427312775333,92.19359985315712,90.62995594713655,5.317415565345081,21.66358296622614,6.88968998030894,0.6904990895741556,863,32,183,13,30,287,130,227,0.114,0.716,0.171,0.9532,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,3,19,14,4,0,12,0,18,7,0,1,1,25,43,17,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,2,4,4,0,0,8,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,4,5,17,8,22,34,0,34,0,1,1,3,18,12,4,3,25,108,25,4,0.2262081730553577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481317199457312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216886186079268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697006104117498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34647575441920536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742915562334732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294277894273121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315336503831716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001766495920589,0.0,0.0,0.07470418244148673,0.10230912159544264,0.0,0.0,0.1016506599774778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337508603300473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313688716379609,0.11818443402338795,0.2169994919067688,0.0,0.09486634159237817,0.09045967025112292,0.12469765468926773,0.0,0.0,0.10001757018444446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246757566397544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215904802821193,0.0,0.0,0.11976089669194336,0.0,0.0,0.07988876119972238,0.22102777427735515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549785602485108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563314264112932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847326312921111,0.1202874791600722,0.0,0.0,0.10852642145739023,0.1287697521606004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691992024021832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659027190440828,0.3227636605890701,0.08994490927243501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707305157472046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090325069603509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090878044429672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145055175834976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205884587594667,0.0,0.0,0.10902830328394243,0.0,0.16468224411063867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mainplugz,2019/04/05,"Immune to adderall all of a sudden?? (3 days) The last 3 days I’ve been physically exhausted, and no amount of caffeine/adderall has been helping. This recent prescription is generic (White,soft circles) so I’m not sure if that changes anything? My normal is name brand, dose is 10-15mg per day with a caffeine shot. Yesterday I took 30mg of this generic and 3 energy shots. Slept like a baby 3 hrs later. Today- It’s 1:30 pm, i took my normal 10mg (9am) and I’m starting to feel tired AGAIN.... I could probably nap right now if I wanted. I sleep 7-9 hrs everyday. I can barely work. 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(please read description) Strattera is finally the medication that works for me. But here's the problem.. Sometimes about 2 minutes after I urinate I suddenly have an uncontrolled release of about a table spoon of urine in my pants (urinary incontinence) - This happens about 10% of the time. The medication works so good and I don't want to stop. 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I had the odd headache here and there, but otherwise took it really well and felt results within the first week. I thought 'no way this can kick in this fast,' but doc said it can. &#x200B; I got SO MUCH off my to do list guys. I was like the energizer bunny. Pretty good focus, great mood. Until I wasn't. &#x200B; Week three I started raging and snapping at small things. I had a constant flighty feeling in my stomach, like a panic attack without the hyperventilation. After curling up on the couch and crying, I went back to doc who started a taper-off. &#x200B; Two weeks off and back to the good ol, sad, sluggy days. Whelp, back to the drawing board. Good luck out there guys and gals.",3.2811365902293126,5.707371271186446,3.737254901960785,86.81282153539385,76.40112994350282,5.520638085742772,25.101030242605518,6.522977012572876,0.9144346294449984,733,26,136,6,17,229,117,177,0.133,0.639,0.228,0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,10,18,2,1,13,0,10,1,1,2,0,23,22,13,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,2,3,11,5,10,12,23,9,1,30,0,2,1,0,6,11,0,2,18,89,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738259242519398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872472792564219,0.4342851980303827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247632810640213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164971270460528,0.0,0.20611631464201088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655673699210347,0.0,0.07133953878858569,0.09886523169314547,0.09814792721617427,0.057624032130262334,0.0,0.07695792404136675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517857299781483,0.0,0.08579101521491661,0.0,0.0,0.0760019531433481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483025168090565,0.07146219297644524,0.09850984243449597,0.0,0.1769431643961788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598901219544491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730481448093969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568329886139034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483419942710223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090213493948826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057240567324501335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499330487928561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120121446315647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897293883936121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936086395766123,0.0,0.0,0.07093474903868345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927229853051807,0.0,0.0,0.08728298764856418,0.0,0.0,0.0771706145837179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092270048946754,0.28668807457380024,0.0,0.16067463998083029,0.08282931378820113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613121878005932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347241868724471,0.0,0.4342851980303827,0.0 adhd,RealLytrah,2019/04/05,"ADD Introvert Goes To A Party Hey guys! I’m feeling really anxious because tomorrow will be my very close friends party in celebration of her birth. We don’t see each other often (blame my depression more) and I haven’t been out much which isn’t good, but because I haven’t seen her in a while it would be really crushing as her close friend to miss this important day for her. I can’t imagine the nerves that I’ll feel on my way to her place knowing when I get there, on the other side of that door will be more people then I’m comfortable with. I feel a pit in my stomach thinking about it! Any advice to handle the worrisome better? Or even some encouraging words lol. Anything to calm me! Thanks. 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Looking for tried and true ways to keep my mouth shut long enough to listen properly. I try so hard but nothing has worked so far. I find that if I don't have **bold**""Iron control""**bold** of myself at all times I end up interrupting. If I'm having a day where I might actually be happy for once, It doesn't last long. I end up interrupting more because I'm excited to talk to her. Boom argument ensues and I'm down in my pit of despair again! So the only way I've found so far to not let my ADD show is to keep absolute control of myself 24/7. Can never relax, never feel happy, never feel like ""Myself""! When all I hear from every direction, In person and on social media is that everyone should ""Just be yourself!"" **bold**No FU%&ING way!!!**bold** My real self is not acceptable. Thanks for any help you folks can give me. I'm here everyday gleaning tips and insights. Putting them into practice is a much different story.",2.0614483065953664,4.86459363636364,3.2241510695187143,85.82485405525846,85.89839572192514,5.897415329768273,23.29968805704101,7.333567415737692,1.3187292335115863,778,29,141,13,24,250,127,187,0.14400000000000002,0.763,0.094,-0.7337,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,2,9,10,0,1,4,0,17,1,1,1,7,32,31,12,0,3,6,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,3,7,0,3,6,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,7,19,8,22,24,6,29,0,1,1,0,12,12,0,3,15,92,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.12327938978831655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687798382848335,0.0,0.08590840668351446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700930379370294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337860088973443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147209042452946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198746216035964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237809190241698,0.1305321657794466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643807046044132,0.12071327158165145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277520037545633,0.09024983544306957,0.0,0.0,0.11546289405201983,0.0,0.0,0.13851379985335724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121186788349438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896024957340153,0.11316643766938993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423825521461508,0.0,0.08467601538849068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457496650379588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297542104663683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291804948802947,0.0,0.06171822308276492,0.0,0.0,0.22359530244174525,0.10608498120593496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401565868458715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286673400638727,0.0,0.29229934498115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121658306121053,0.0,0.0,0.13453681751000693,0.0,0.09607929377133703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030606546789323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699606161405924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437906525853198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131789242430196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877703817688466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320670450125312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153888415132156,0.0,0.1163072505443678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732751987147233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715389053009806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30082348217325705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919693962717704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EsotericTriangle,2019/04/05,"I sometimes get an action stuck in my head It's not unlike a song or a phrase or word; it plays over and over in my head; muscles long to actually follow thru with the thought. Drawing a bow, throwing a hatchet, and knitting are all ones that get stuck anyways, I've been baking once a week for almost a month now & learned how to make a boule; it's so incredibly satisfying to do and I'm just waiting for it to get stuck in my head too.",5.381304347826087,4.576721478260873,6.207739130434785,83.32856521739133,67.91304347826087,8.664347826086956,32.53043478260869,7.554174236665415,1.9638713043478264,344,13,76,3,5,114,62,92,0.069,0.866,0.064,0.1459,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,9,0,3,4,3,2,1,16,14,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,1,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,1,4,1,13,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,4,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.21409359402829956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196880113118621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237709641096591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34386762600314885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6754741995429596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415379160213295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644493997382374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511549681912214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336438462204054,0.1486647594761384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698292932055652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417164316960213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598191895490414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bittenfart,2019/04/05,"Why must you torment me? Me: in class Brain: put your head down Me: no Brain: do it Me: fine * puts head down * Brain:.... Brain:.. bounce your leg Me: you son of a- ",-2.8019480519480524,-1.7646811515151497,-1.5938528138528127,114.88636363636364,118.0909090909091,1.885714285714286,7.744588744588745,3.1291,-2.864650216450217,114,1,32,0,7,34,22,33,0.063,0.8859999999999999,0.051,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,18,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8290649022820696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38109664091349815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732940432577933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753595243027486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,effervescent_fox,2019/04/05,"Its crazy how insanely relatable the posts here are for me So I just sorta stumbled across this sub and was reading some random posts. I’ve only known about my ADHD for a few months now, but after reading some experiences here I’m REALLY starting to realize how many of my “quirks” (that i always just assumed were part of my personality) can actually be attributed to ADHD! Theres a lot of things that i can relate to here, but what made me wanna make this post is mostly about one particular thing. See, it feels like my life is just a continuous string of short obsessions. I’ll get REALLY REALLY into something and just binge the hell out of it for a couple weeks(or less), and then out of nowhere my interest will just abruptly fall off the face of the earth. Just like that. For example I’ll start binging a random tv show (or video game or music artist etc) for hours a day, days on end, and then one day I’ll wake up and just have absolutely no interest in it at all. I’ve never really minded it all that much, because the way i see it, as long as i like what I’m doing, why does it matter how long i do it for? Or how often? The real problem comes in when i try to do things with other people. Its hard for me to do any one thing with someone for an extended period of time. I always get bored, but i know i can’t just forcibly change what we’re doing in the middle of it because that would be rude- its not all about me. All this just contributes to my social issues, since staying in my room by myself seems way more fun than being with other people, since i can have total control over the music/tv show/ game/ whatever when I’m alone. But at the same time i long for social connections and i feel like my life is missing something important in that aspect... Oh well, not really sure what the point of this post is but here ya go lol. Hope somebody can relate in the same way I’ve related to other posts",4.949166666666667,5.230413144702844,5.974718992248064,80.94719476744189,68.71576227390183,9.13733850129199,26.4609173126615,9.075114841892004,1.8760870801033591,1505,40,306,26,24,501,198,387,0.10099999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.078,-0.8485,0,1,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,1,27,16,2,1,18,1,24,4,2,8,7,71,43,25,0,4,19,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,32,13,0,1,7,9,0,3,5,6,1,3,3,5,27,10,54,35,17,55,1,1,2,0,6,20,1,14,27,219,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.08409422374011574,0.0,0.2071308492691913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925115669874846,0.0,0.0,0.14340875877184603,0.0,0.0,0.05860185376651655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506277869185147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116156601935567,0.07423200372534051,0.0,0.0,0.09665242303397886,0.0,0.09535083360025146,0.0,0.16672694955336256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541219286429376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632533996761698,0.0,0.09610773819904088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429553997136789,0.0,0.0,0.08714518789743808,0.12312666159834272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004560586173313,0.0,0.04897515374438083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719574006314113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559107126183131,0.08486486966930709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899441555531366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735944446272232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173569156067958,0.16840271742669807,0.0,0.0,0.2287860942091999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732627767095711,0.0,0.08154072767165936,0.05752238222568536,0.08736777327351689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701203385845156,0.0,0.0687839439414625,0.0,0.06334843091742069,0.0,0.06646335763055956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518292785543607,0.06553985740092345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331896599482184,0.0,0.11948558256640872,0.07524455600629511,0.0,0.0,0.08146308840310887,0.0,0.41265843182079226,0.0,0.0,0.08245769427428251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239634235048806,0.09808584655561882,0.27602908103642915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734039836135745,0.07845034788275862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425694545678031,0.0,0.0,0.17568881675406686,0.07301567163543855,0.13268322090071602,0.0,0.0,0.12199000620660767,0.09185092527635352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121877726462319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900296756140806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049849727859468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058507067188137224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520475693136586,0.0,0.0,0.07748154026555859,0.0,0.0777593994199797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121614169921143,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HelpNodigErgSnel,2019/04/05,"I will be homeless! Hello everyone, I hope to get your ATTENTION, so wish me luck. Firstly I want to say that I wanted to post this story on /r/thenetherlands but they do not give a fuck about me and my problem. SO LETS BEGIN! I immigrated from eastern european country to Netherlands after graduating my secondary technical school. First year was total shit and then I realized that this ADD I have is really painful shit when it comes to every-day lifes. Mix it with social anxiety and a little bit of depression and you have a nice start for your adult life. I am 22 years old BTW. Anyway after struggling with many jobs (I had like 10 or 12) by period of two years, I learned many skills like: - forklift driving (and reachtruck) - using machine tools (drill machine, jigsaw etc.) - welding (in fact a paid very much money for a welding course in Poland) - many tricks that help in work (ex. how to roll cables etc.) So I finally I founded a perfect job for me - maintaince technician (""onderhoud monteur"" in dutch). Since I wrote in my CV that I know dutch they gave me a chance and I used all skills I learned to prove that I fit for this position, and they gave me a temporary contract. SO NOW I HAVE A JOB I LIKE!!! I do everyday another things, from putting cables to painting and every command what I have to do they say in Dutch so I also learn a languange. That job give me so much motivation, finally I feel that I have some value, specially that I am the only one foreign guy in technical department (technische dienst). I did sign up to the school (for a dutch course) and the gym since my social anxiety got very better since I finally feel that I have some value and my self-estem got much more higher, so now it is so much easier to those things. BUT.... there comes that homeless part... Since I have ADD and I was renting a room from a other polish guy without a contract, I forgot keys on sunday, left stove with flames boiling my macaronni and the lock was automatic (closing the door after they are closed - hard to explain by writing for me), and I had to break small front door glass. After that glass shitfeest begun, he took on tuesday my post and after dispute (he is so fucking idiot - 38 years old - now learning english - 0 knowledge of dutch language and dutch law etc.) i made all my progress fucked up. I have to move out till sunday, on monday I have to go to work, after work I have to go to school and I founded a voluntary work to help in Haarlem with setting up concert stages and public events (from technical side - installing lights etc) Everything now is fucking perfect except the fact that I do not have place to live. Part of my stuff I left in work, but still I have to find a place to sleep for a night (6 hours is enough) and belive me it is so ridicilous to find accomodation in area around Amsterdam.. Call me a rascist, but I hate this situation, when someone who wants to work and learn dutch is sent away by public institutions, but have place for people who had flee from Islamic State, after it got destroyed. The only thing that holds me here is that job, but I never had in my life a moment when everything was fine, always some shit... I do not even mention medication since, getting help here while can be decent takes so much time for foreign person when it comes to ADHD... First you have to got your first contact doctor, which decides if you have to go to mental clinic, which have waiting list of 5-6 months, after that you make FIRST appoiment and from that moment another 1-6 months till you see psychistrist which can be (as in my case) ignorant fuck who presribed me CONCERTA 54/mg for first dose and after I'd said it didnt work he said ""nah, than you shouldnt take any medication"".... So now I struggle with my ADD without medication and soon without place to live. The only plus is that I have finally some source of natural energy boost, which is fucking weird, since normally I strugle with basic every-day things, but now I can manage soo much stuff and this is without any meds",6.041644876276457,6.4292699314359645,6.2115774407530795,79.82221381189619,66.3738680465718,9.114299083427376,31.453276815942306,8.962127807601751,2.5138973273512977,3159,116,599,49,47,1008,342,773,0.08199999999999999,0.805,0.113,0.9728,6,0,0,1,0,0,123.0,0,9,5,20,33,31,13,2,27,0,55,21,4,6,9,110,106,56,0,9,17,1,3,3,0,2,10,5,5,4,45,40,1,4,19,2,3,14,10,20,0,8,26,10,84,11,102,74,22,115,1,1,1,6,48,36,9,8,62,411,129,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759363914232955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832367706593247,0.0398754330013921,0.0,0.0,0.06517800763736514,0.1005020259141694,0.07332129874715318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266126434055106,0.0,0.0,0.04502484982965959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042383635534600665,0.05231905528700093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893432138022755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384320106213842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181221066623615,0.0,0.041275655637285455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905080043990232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951684489643321,0.21378541775503052,0.031652418029943084,0.0,0.040376848071076624,0.045792087415061015,0.08613946575606753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846220176727757,0.0,0.0,0.2099874150095487,0.08760075621096318,0.2445775780557473,0.0,0.10508929048098664,0.0,0.2658219675960097,0.05007514958443679,0.09194342814069628,0.08170653502303363,0.0,0.1533122887668064,0.0,0.0,0.09490179486991472,0.0,0.0,0.04292922673960106,0.04731363513965802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636450361647393,0.0,0.0,0.04759794390311072,0.04719409684110145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377788747591968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026337001600590944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041360662182408,0.04900409405173018,0.10154742543505653,0.07023766888622196,0.048031023839448364,0.08463304804318979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045345512380159325,0.03198870024626544,0.1457579503295813,0.0,0.0,0.0532311929443472,0.14483089995223553,0.048294698144066714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650270657660174,0.05093412794525149,0.21137170151313006,0.0,0.036960854928830736,0.0,0.0,0.04497210336034616,0.046953962237739864,0.0,0.0,0.10057339130273682,0.0,0.032473586515965484,0.109341865103335,0.05099301343198455,0.0,0.0,0.103790987612013,0.0,0.033223489158282216,0.041844156206971614,0.2002756225806057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179318636574084,0.0,0.0,0.0458554455340413,0.0,0.04817543819832503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030700437606645863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117071249963782,0.0762199324030179,0.0,0.1455006554339398,0.03818809883122675,0.0,0.049993711798674456,0.0,0.14757554666000072,0.23785236476558355,0.05386699785274863,0.047957198066323516,0.09770208879244552,0.040604654099023814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03391985511198757,0.0,0.03827104143617845,0.0,0.0,0.10019819015131176,0.10971979792777853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720636456947906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735055471252862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0279440469974971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324375961941153,0.0,0.0,0.04681340597543998,0.0,0.0,0.08277946040132425,0.0,0.07908230947947557,0.08479795377494251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510861223568831,0.1847826624883726,0.0,0.24421750855431296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344230430897132 adhd,kylieeoceanayn,2019/04/05,"I’m so frustrated with myself I am so tired of not being able to focus on anything after planning my whole day and then when I realize I haven’t done shit, shutting down, then hating myself and feeling guilty and then again the next day. It’s a constant cycle. I need so badly to make a psychiatrist appointment but of course everyday I put it off and I regret ever going off my medication. I’m tired, I’m so damn tired of myself. ",1.918505747126435,4.252339931034484,4.184597701149425,82.27850574712646,80.72413793103449,6.625287356321839,22.310344827586206,7.793537801064563,1.3101172413793103,342,11,64,6,9,118,57,87,0.32899999999999996,0.6579999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,3,0,4,5,1,1,1,13,12,13,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,1,11,0,11,10,1,19,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,12,48,13,0,0.19257209552125815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847042640807085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078965601844694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810202276820294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838614103846954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970681133217484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741924853595113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737023763960737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094431597104138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012507600316486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854336910726816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939961266256982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278976875685062,0.0,0.0,0.2048026082696497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358814476854674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976724887171996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6639998859061226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499986750348352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,purspec,2019/04/05,"Sleep Advice For ASD/ADHD with insomnia Hi, I have ASD and ADHD. Currently at a prestigious university, my problem is sleep. Either I don’t get enough or I don’t get enough quality. Right now I tape my mouth shut, use eye shades and Bose sleepbuds and I sleep under a weighted blanket and turn the thermostat as low as my roommates can take (68 deg). These all help, albeit not much (blanket and temperature the most). I’ve already tried sleep supplements, leg pillows, mattress toppers, melatonin, nine really help. Do you guys have any other ideas for sleeping better? My ASD and ADHD definitely gets way worse when I lose sleep. Thanks in advance!",4.04302259887006,6.852381635593223,4.545000000000002,79.99145480225991,75.86440677966101,7.3231638418079115,28.47740112994349,8.344100000000001,2.4438790960451966,515,22,86,10,12,163,84,118,0.087,0.7959999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.5562,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,4,0,7,11,9,1,1,15,14,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,11,2,8,14,6,11,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,2,3,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189821099010652,0.1135581452453687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823958377977565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902614352823598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277746701436903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401500404015185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214330730734016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150652364859594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578496223639268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118587998914655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000820931173973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085427027853324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119637287737286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444649741921835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924189945861843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6977578888917135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737474823608596,0.0,0.0,0.10698968622191306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889832133036834,0.12640208340913858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036731339291104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224134011496958,0.0,0.14151132414749348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842695678559476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ACamp95,2019/04/05,"Those who were diagnosed late/in adulthood, how did not receiving your diagnosis earlier effect your life? Also, question about addiction and ADHD I was diagnosed last year (23F) but before my diagnosis looking back, all the signs were there. I have a sense too because I think about all the time that was wasted, the money I wasted on collage and failed, where if I would’ve been getting treatment for my ADHD, that might not have happened. Also all the jobs I’ve lost. Just wanted to know what everyone else’s experience was pre-diagnosis ",7.595238095238094,8.427070020408166,7.637142857142859,69.39952380952383,63.08163265306123,10.61496598639456,34.70068027210884,10.504223727775694,3.8769537414966,434,18,70,10,6,140,71,98,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.9517,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,10,2,0,0,5,0,10,4,0,2,3,18,17,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,8,1,9,0,5,8,3,7,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,3,4,51,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253401110116556,0.44655700160697787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971457712339428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285785894167247,0.0,0.11325333623326445,0.0,0.15809008361426033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771374755397308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552002470288876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775263515026354,0.0,0.18173422120011648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970654441464702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642898229809631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843637994389344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210305027794396,0.15144027291557424,0.20957454304430406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312260476980885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601333155796845,0.0,0.20280721347388536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970894386240256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812268298847186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904407778243142,0.0,0.0,0.10833322937910504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095813141406278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319769449292447,0.0,0.0,0.119640003011973 adhd,normallyjustlurking,2019/04/05,"Strattera and menstrual cramps? I am currently on Ritalin, but may have to eventually switch to Strattera. My fear is the side effect of bad menstrual cramps - mine already get so bad sometimes that an unmedicated natural childbirth hurt less. I'm not exaggerating. Ladies who have used Strattera, how has it affected your cycle? Has it affected your libido too?",5.550585480093677,9.046497360655742,6.185620608899299,66.23590163934429,75.39344262295081,10.043091334894614,34.943793911007035,9.957137785484203,4.904651522248243,293,16,42,10,7,95,49,61,0.29,0.6509999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9643,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,5,0,9,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38039626709155294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756372211973079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878947995651879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009684720126898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690193885055192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409271927224418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977189275523254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anonymous_Student99,2019/04/05,"I want to help my little brother survive puberty and high school Hi everyone, I can see my little brother, who has ADD, is struggling with life and school. I want to help. **some background:** My father (ADD) had a burn out about 6 years ago. Since then he has been living at home, not doing much. Which means my brother had to grow up without a strong father figure. My mom(ADD, hypersensitive) really tries her best to go get everyone on track, but she has to work. Every now and then she realizes everything is a mess, literally and figuratively, and has to take a break I'm also struggling in university, but I'll manage. &#x200B; How can I properly help my brother? He doesn't care about school. He has no real goals. All he wants to do is game and play with his friends. But he's a very sensitive boy and I can see he's unhappy. My goal is to make his life more structured, and for him to able to go through high school as a happy teenager.(right now it's torture and the reason he's unhappy). Or should I let him be? Let him get strong on his own? &#x200B; &#x200B;",1.8298571428571435,4.3931951523809545,3.1063095238095246,88.37660714285717,83.19047619047619,6.166666666666668,23.511904761904763,7.492282038375204,1.1766190476190483,842,31,168,14,24,272,120,210,0.133,0.759,0.10800000000000001,-0.8178,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,7,6,11,1,2,7,0,22,2,0,3,1,34,36,18,0,4,6,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,14,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,4,0,0,3,2,22,7,24,29,6,20,0,0,2,0,30,10,0,2,6,105,25,8,0.0956879033046178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482155280183189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765215817016156,0.0,0.311033409757709,0.3488138282341509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041855104370127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975601946835118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062118551956944,0.1828677844451435,0.08599811749856758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739282367290407,0.0,0.09998596020819664,0.0,0.1087632811532226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186155237709762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924127537119518,0.2021990469435496,0.09598276892928073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195694728365538,0.13517439186309155,0.0,0.19180883445079544,0.08449417170163351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387241848457872,0.0,0.0,0.10423217856881672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120685158625452,0.0,0.0,0.07034161892015957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891378270869266,0.06130012108573597,0.09838310139493778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171694659232254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873650667104792,0.1525017403583524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915402242508877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006754521041054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194539477857413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496580522489898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895254147423103,0.1693176136714532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223972415485923,0.0,0.06966193324318982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488138282341509,0.06161987247703059 adhd,Lowgain,2019/04/05,"Remember to take your pants off fully before eating wings It is tougher than necessary to get your pants off from around your knees when your hands are covered in wing sauce, and any method of cleaning them requires a short walk. Hope you can learn from my mistakes!",11.486326530612244,8.790898142857145,8.413979591836732,78.37566326530613,57.36734693877551,11.432653061224489,38.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.1946653061224497,215,7,40,2,2,60,42,49,0.048,0.8590000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.3382,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,10,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745722621814615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594341184123974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435720445975268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41314971138934375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094917747365652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010271441672972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573840647353734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035790588989824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,The_Dacca,2019/04/05,"ADHD and the Predictive Index Recently my work gave us the ability to check out The Predictive Index. The Predictive Index is a service that offers a two question behavioral assessment for employers and employees. Our management was raving how accurate the assessment was for them based off the two questions and encouraged the rest of the company to try it out. I was curious to see what it might say about someone with ADHD like myself. I figured how can this accurately assess me and my ADHD if my ADHD doesn't let me accurately assess my own behavior. Ethics and overall accuracy of the service aside, I was was pretty impressed with the results and how well it described my ADHD tendencies in the workplace. &#x200B; Here are a few examples of the summery I received. I can't copy directly from the PDF but I'll transcribe the relative sections with my name removed: &#x200B; This individual will most strongly express the following behaviors: Can be slow to change. Casual with the rules. Focused on the goal, not how to get there. ...takes each day as it comes with little planning for what might happen ...will do things using the established process; finds it difficult to change these systems. Dependable, consistent and needs familiar environments and coworkers to be the most productive. ...loses productivity when interrupted &#x200B; ""Informal and a little offhand in style; fairly casual about the exact standards or policies of the company's book or the precise accuracy of the details of their own work, preferring to delegate details rather freely, with loose follow-up. Has the kind of patience required to focus steadily on a consistent process over long periods of time and work which should primarily involve contact and communication with people rather than precise handling of details."" &#x200B; ""This individual is a stable person who functions best when working in a familiar environments among familiar people and would be less effective if required to work in frequently changing situations or conditions. While a fairly flexible person, they require time and cooperation to digest, practice and adapt to change or new situations."" &#x200B; Management Strategies Well-defined work routines that are consistent and predictable Thorough training for each assignment with ample time for practice Support and encouragement from management, peers or trusted advisors &#x200B; While it may not apply to everyone I defiantly found that this applied to me and how my ADHD effects my work. Has anyone else used the Predictive Index? 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For example, if you know you ""spend way too much time thinking about the wrong things"" WHY don't you take measures to help yourself prioritize? If you know you don't follow text streams well, why can't you pick up the phone and CALL or do a video chat or MAKE TIME TO TALK IN PERSON. If you know you need to be face to face to have a meaningful conversation, WHY don't you take steps to make sure that happens? If you know you were better at all of these things when you were taking medication, WHY did you stop meds without consulting with a doctor???? I take a lot of effort every day to work with my symptoms so that I cause as little pain to others as possible. Why do people still use this diagnosis as an excuse????? I am so sick of it. TLDR: Please help me understand why, if you love someone, you don't take measures to make sure your ADHD doesn't destroy the relationship?",5.4259256532940725,5.850109612440193,5.867559808612441,81.62984173721019,67.70813397129187,9.110195068089807,28.038645564961357,9.057496981413335,1.9852146485093864,835,25,171,14,13,269,112,209,0.087,0.7609999999999999,0.152,0.8972,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,21,0,3,8,12,3,0,9,0,21,9,3,7,4,33,43,15,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,8,2,1,2,9,5,1,0,3,0,27,7,25,39,3,14,0,0,0,1,35,4,1,8,7,109,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576611775153452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783416108873753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898639723807395,0.0,0.0,0.09040641112903572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056756593689552326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007787686957906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414885621253653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782342097538744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769657133729769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164471312507592,0.1934631986443206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820513860177613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481955967069387,0.07942885692336507,0.0,0.2349787710829625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775483377761696,0.0886567929290097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469454093802572,0.06525533875984274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364459588713374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101228397371899,0.07684345039671947,0.0,0.19320833503659335,0.0,0.09921354927474456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897103147916608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033690107522628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456720378590011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028171053767834,0.07357696214993624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488338590832061,0.09147193773587203,0.3970173867980968,0.07073589448162687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169345605350797,0.05639069549038611,0.0,0.0,0.10263402032602127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832347130989374,0.0,0.07600893333531429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985507168167335,0.0,0.0,0.07912796901293108,0.0,0.5558821273655469,0.0,0.0,0.08483464984253455,0.0,0.06406942093753755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622075278209467,0.0,0.0 adhd,lewisbravee,2019/04/05,"Vyvanse Effects * Hi, my Doc prescribed me Vyvanse (he said ""initially"", I think he wanna go more deep than that, is it possible? is there smt more strong than this? anyway...) for my ADHD. * I'm here to ask each one that did use and still is on Vyv. * Please, tell your experience about how much it last for u, for example 8, 10, 12 hours of ""focus"" or whatever... * Yo, I know about the ""official"" lasting, the problem is in the real world is different, I'm prescribed modafinil too for deafness fatigue and it's 12h in the official world, for me though? 200mg last less than 6h... * Be free",0.13207472959685518,2.4852411504424765,1.8955014749262524,92.65420599803343,97.67256637168144,5.342969518190758,22.206981317600786,6.937597516519254,0.97721081612586,442,18,91,8,18,144,81,113,0.04,0.8759999999999999,0.084,0.7213,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,3,0,12,15,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,7,3,16,12,5,12,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558973698590649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905838612268595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222463825122298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082838654467024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210115545400266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969060879564655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701933650884425,0.5206927768286351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652614676820914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442851242441952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23373035628886896,0.0,0.2400436628810791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374277577560526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423580093698389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254272767152864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004410541037449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610794229974087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643528728560025,0.2092001001375245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390091779668946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Felvoe-,2019/04/05,"Dosen't Ritalin make the effects of alcohol stronger? So possibly dumb question but; &#x200B; I'm on Ritalin, I've always heard you're not supposed to drink while it's in your system because it will make you much much much more drunk and the few times I've forgotten that (I drink very rarely) I did usually end up getting plastered too. Well today we had some Friday bar plus dance rehearsal thing after school cuz we got a party coming up and haven again forgotten I wasn't supposed to on Ritalin I drink a small amount of a alcohol and get ridiculously intoxicated. I basically tell people ""yeah I'm on on meds you can't mix with alcohol and forgot, that's why I'm so drunk"" because I was embarrassed and they looked a bit concerned. I go home, my parents basically kick me into bed after laughing at my drunken ramblings and I look up the effects of alcohol of Ritalin . But when I tried to google it the only results I got were that (granted mostly from addiction and a few health sites so that might be a factor): alcohol made the effects of Ritalin stronger and that Ritalin made you feel sober making you drink more but no mention of Ritalin heightening the effects of alcohol except one ADHD social media group quoting a science article saying it did. &#x200B; So dosen't Ritalin make the effects of alcohol stronger? I don't like the idea of me being THAT much of a lightweight and I would like for my unintentional comedy of today to not be a placebo, or worse, my alcohol tolerance being literally nonexistent. I figured since the sites were mostly addiction based they might target a different audience and priotise different information since they talked about like it was a thing done regularly , said adhd meds were like speed on normal people and some ADHD people mention getting more drunk. But I didn't wanna trust anecdotes over science. Plus my mother pointed out maybe Ritalin making alcohol stronger wouldn't be featured on an addiction websites because it was a ""fun"" effect.",7.117536529680367,8.398931487671234,7.475496575342464,68.55470605022833,64.26027397260273,10.795662100456624,38.22203196347032,10.775791032727817,4.674655251141552,1623,84,252,43,24,530,181,365,0.121,0.7959999999999999,0.083,-0.9267,3,0,13,0,0,0,35.0,2,5,3,6,9,11,2,1,22,1,24,31,0,15,0,58,47,25,0,4,8,2,1,4,0,5,23,3,2,0,14,19,17,1,11,9,0,3,8,3,1,1,19,6,31,8,39,18,15,33,0,0,2,0,23,18,1,8,15,173,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112659676307703,0.23290482554969436,0.0,0.0,0.6213261438147728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053751194895884265,0.13998507266225213,0.15698869497329207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181360875472036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052492037897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055645958223523966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498353763141424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610677727312396,0.0,0.2531280686906229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057215169550709814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03266298390020821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012502782600374,0.0,0.03671286268028027,0.0,0.10333077402759494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866527162849988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479764453611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292393582310717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623841615978107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849307819360357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224947994995235,0.21560027465319392,0.0,0.0648979580018408,0.0,0.14350892322057726,0.0,0.0,0.13705777360330787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994956156104573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329289453199505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04377367081448577,0.04913013234024454,0.0,0.0,0.07172908030049202,0.0,0.0,0.1343535685848814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061066539855385585,0.07282519480162203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236519563374957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614480441653584,0.05137138500041756,0.0,0.0653772134790826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687322872469288,0.0,0.0,0.06585011899725814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192189305541525,0.05646200774240884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583285460766182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376679525032312,0.0,0.12246380435969595,0.0,0.0,0.043858196642220036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114621137264247,0.053300595249956624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808188296606277,0.0,0.05829017235774012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583147360884492,0.04588897904741312,0.0,0.15698869497329207,0.0 adhd,rugby6,2019/04/05,"You probably have insomnia I've struggled to fall asleep at night ever since I was about 12 - I'll be tired all day, but as soon as evening comes around I am wide awake. Or my eyes will feel tired, but my brain will be completely alert. I used to think I didn't have insomnia, and that I just lacked discipline and had bad habits (which is exactly what I thought about my ADHD until I got diagnosed at 19). My first psychiatrist screened me for comorbid disorders since people with ADHD commonly will have one, but never mentioned anything about insomnia - but as it turns out, about 3/4 of adults with ADHD suffer from sleep-onset insomnia! If you aren't getting enough sleep, please look into the criteria for insomnia disorders, mention it to your psychiatrist, and look into CBT. It changed my life when I realized that not everyone was suffering like me (as I'd always assumed they were) and decided to do something about it. Now that I'm less chronically sleep deprived I've noticed my ADHD symptoms are less severe and I've gotten sick far less often. I wish more people knew about this. 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Its significant. I'm glad I know what it is, otherwise I would feel like I'm going insane. &#x200B;",1.7600775193798448,4.5473273720930285,3.94453488372093,79.54687984496125,89.23255813953489,7.517829457364342,21.12015503875969,8.344100000000001,2.0255922480620154,179,6,31,5,6,61,36,43,0.098,0.738,0.163,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,0,8,9,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30506420166490383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382530186684081,0.3793397321702377,0.2122969456220546,0.0,0.2388211658703604,0.0,0.0,0.21828746343046612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689202925402873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731957639350038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785044352007255,0.2230254889727039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742229781207522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156906752219503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251813827675054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217677269611397,0.0,0.3793397321702377,0.0 adhd,knowledgencrap,2019/04/05,I have Adult ADHD and I don't do anything to manage it. A therapist I used to see diagnosed me but I never did anything about it. I also stopped going to therapy cause of my empty wallet and depression. How do you guys manage Adult ADHD without medication and how do you deal or handle your adult adhd family members? ,2.2184101382488493,4.852282177419358,4.99331797235023,75.03854838709678,82.06451612903227,7.4138248847926285,24.98617511520737,8.418075326091056,2.408011059907836,253,10,41,6,7,90,42,62,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,4,1,12,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,6,8,0,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615241619345632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467293884696771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019778394577937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848514258647267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916046641015907,0.15803159232148994,0.18622897080159212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296920265112364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427626675175594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167466422886308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848374252201334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151156820608776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621030175902708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339801711757378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982608367657365,0.2130351458639511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846834819163802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686877370921425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrRabinowitz,2019/04/05,Vyvanse has stopped working for me. I've had a rough few weeks and today I tried to switch back to Adderall (I had some left over). I've been taking 50mg of Vyvanse XR and I finally came to the conclusion that maybe it's not working for me. Today I feel like a totally different person. I think I'm going to ask to switch back - but I wanted to check on here to see if anyone has had the same experience? Or maybe I'm just on too low of a dose? Either way - I feel great today and I'll take a win where I can get it. ,0.2955671761866441,2.028582,2.8269831053901875,93.0913676588898,82.98230088495575,5.879002413515687,20.007240547063557,6.980632752743323,0.2411840707964603,398,11,94,5,11,138,71,113,0.038,0.841,0.121,0.897,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,19,20,6,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,10,3,14,15,5,17,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,3,9,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966576005638767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999372414638438,0.0,0.0,0.2631937161826713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573970109774205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788059099767315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740872847167387,0.0,0.0,0.1730680544105953,0.12226315808726025,0.0,0.1874765902142296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941410415601155,0.0,0.09726336906835624,0.0,0.0,0.1886835466367777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594518735354915,0.0,0.0,0.08361084348339763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34386825652286823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943371202922615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363772120403852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308153157016784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25735345278004096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096602365918473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866649451181324,0.0,0.0,0.11619349882448952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009433905369816,0.13584375261090262,0.13727897982636342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491853592942773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kyukizero,2019/04/05,"Soo i just looked at gay porn for 30 secs on a bus without realizing that i was in a crowded bus. Uhm so where can i kill myself? I was browsing reddit and i had porn on my feed without the blur(forgot to turn it on after a porn session) and i started looking into that sub for like 20-30 secs before realizing i fucked up.The girl behind me looked at me with pure disgust lol.",1.8008318264014456,3.5339439113924063,3.8975045207956636,87.22050632911396,78.24050632911394,6.033273056057867,25.20976491862568,6.868970318607317,0.9864018083182642,295,11,62,3,7,101,54,79,0.165,0.77,0.066,-0.8739,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,4,1,4,6,0,0,1,10,10,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,11,1,15,7,0,10,0,0,3,5,2,8,1,0,3,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126964321816045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403970925336792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28768891384906153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703939813019793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550887966257168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405328848843885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828421444795593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013266798214432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HelpfulUserr,2019/04/05,"Tried Ritalin IR + milk ?! Weakens Heart? Anyone drinking/taking Ritalin IR with milk ? Do you notice anything different ?! Lower Blood pressure (+ high pulse)?! Veins feeling more elastic/swinging? It feels like milk is holding back the heart from strong contractions ?! 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I thought I was doing well but I just could not enjoy the good things. And then things got really dark really fast. So I went to see my family doc and here I am. My doc asked me what made me want to keep living and I didn't really have an answer. It was basically ""I keep living because it's the only thing I know"". I have no idea where I'm going or what I'm doing. I got no project (that leave the confines of my head). I'm an automaton. I eat, I go to work, I come back home, I re discover the internet and it's wonders eveey night, and then I go to sleep. Rince and repeat. I'm not motivated or interested in anything but I'm also bored out of my mind. I became addicted to my computer (games and porn) and it's all I ever do. I'm single, craving sex and cuddles like crazy but I'm afraid to meet new people because I feel worthless and undesirable. I'm surrounded by couples, my boss is a chick magnet (he makes no efforts and women just go to him and talk to him like he's the most interesting person in the world) and some of us (not me) make fun of him (he has special pheromones or some shit) about it (in good laugh). But it just makes me envious and more depressed. But I can't cut them from my social life just because I'm envious of them for what they have and I don't. Otherwise I would have no one left. Anyway. Today is my first day on wellbutrin. I have no idea what to expect. Pharmacist was not helpful at all and doctor seemed like she wanted to scare me out of it more than anhthing else (I know that's not truely it, but that's how I felt at the time) We'll see... How it goes. Still better than putting plastic bag over my head.",0.516909506463822,2.6372436378830098,2.7910863509749326,91.44722662666952,84.7660167130919,5.910463538318693,19.7900864223984,7.2200825789825185,0.4370222269837867,1322,38,294,20,39,450,183,359,0.16399999999999998,0.75,0.086,-0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,0,3,5,17,22,4,2,10,1,21,11,4,8,3,70,58,32,0,5,18,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,1,3,20,19,1,3,11,1,0,7,13,9,1,2,10,4,47,13,32,45,8,37,0,2,2,3,21,15,1,8,18,192,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122329045599553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233069794543138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472074526416888,0.0,0.09624624674817404,0.0,0.0,0.07916375309543265,0.0,0.18827579833318206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910527006326958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886840543484451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219881542725617,0.11391445851929223,0.0,0.06639553972007978,0.0,0.17734485816309314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537576099630384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534562453392124,0.0860032071540521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312600157378016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705400755673924,0.0,0.05205563767547626,0.0,0.0988500899321228,0.0,0.0,0.08757094066804656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404003547906124,0.1727025496585655,0.16468027997505474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113169605409589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900657284929472,0.0,0.10326927620885687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324406118360272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830169820234422,0.0,0.0,0.11315948205263048,0.0,0.0,0.1090113303671258,0.1118576774129648,0.0,0.07271806057167922,0.15089147869381414,0.0,0.18181705013997987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741569621643714,0.20616383024347545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395219787173096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943170818361366,0.0,0.0966135021793815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976295719356845,0.07829965492024951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137397191501185,0.08989373800250719,0.0,0.0,0.09732294154505336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349522160599044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786111215556104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030729380880157,0.0,0.16407887085443018,0.09372365780440313,0.0,0.0,0.10567877516287948,0.0,0.0,0.1030263766578276,0.10494662538735217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286997384863013,0.0,0.08221762090099771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274893869388016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051902542229062,0.0,0.0,0.08173240874024823,0.060032154241509865,0.0,0.19517296544569848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383861105232677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121447544584069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256623535767984,0.09543755947483057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164708048812996,0.07495030103407778,0.0,0.0,0.07313416538696674,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nach0Man_RandySavage,2019/04/05,Taking notes during therapy I started work with a new therapist who wants me to take notes and review them. I am a terrible note taker. I always write way too much and never seem to get anything important. Any ideas for what I should be aiming for?,3.9006250000000016,5.8654778125,5.069166666666664,80.0925,72.95833333333334,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.9807749999999995,197,6,35,4,4,65,40,48,0.069,0.8909999999999999,0.04,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900351914474565,0.0,0.0,0.1871577559957611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264810587408577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379010600505868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106877524439152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231698170495796,0.0,0.21226517713312756,0.2658073706931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505482356466533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480079850804027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138595426896307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147359002756236,0.3195494442301566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623307750251252,0.2184553295301723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036206572799284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yoyo2749,2019/04/05,"Moving from the Midwest to California in 2 months, medication? Hello, as stated I am moving from a midwestern “paper script” state to California at the end of May. I have read that CA won’t fill paper scripts for Adderall from out of state. My question for any CA ADHDs out there is, if I have a script for Adderall and have been on it consistently (2+ years) what will be the hoops I have to jump through to get a Dr in CA? Can a general doctor prescribe them for me or does it have to be a psychiatrist? If it matters I will be in the Bay Area, Portola Valley and I have Blue Shield Insurance.",5.3926785714285765,5.257693958333333,6.632380952380951,78.045,67.75,9.857142857142858,31.309523809523807,9.606745405546679,2.6639523809523813,465,17,96,9,7,158,74,120,0.0,0.985,0.015,0.163,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,17,3,0,0,0,11,18,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,23,10,0,18,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,5,3,69,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256663104324722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427626370461056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27736037244574696,0.2371371594177063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400085930942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157630471324004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27298468792996217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629432138616705,0.5760194969459468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035605579679867,0.0,0.2710541715221346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450277667051714 adhd,Reevers_,2019/04/05,"Will i get prescribed if i open up about drugs I have been diagnosed with ADHD inattentive already by a pshycologist and am seeing a psychiatrist very soon. I have experimented with many different drugs (not any hard drugs) including ritalin. I have noticed that ritalin perfect for me. If I open up about what drugs I have done and how ritalin has helped me substantially will he still prescribe me and treat me the same as if I didn't talk about any of it? Thanks. Sorry if this is in the wrong subreddit I'm new to this",5.400657142857142,6.705863580000003,6.1474285714285735,76.43300000000002,68.2,10.514285714285714,31.285714285714285,10.608840637214634,3.4244714285714286,418,17,80,12,7,137,66,100,0.06,0.8440000000000001,0.096,0.6705,1,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,12,8,0,1,1,15,16,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,12,3,13,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,4,3,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807428774163187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726940206494243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284134056058654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883719623153178,0.0,0.16350197534737584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601467683788032,0.0,0.0,0.7259292229705969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308027457858134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176118258801598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401870738259259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489402215903093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865943472895436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114200533187133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816842472051647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470473466941112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518120642742468,0.0,0.0,0.12497558699932165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257832210845821,0.0,0.14407781542251355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912319181255053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110063156490912,0.0,0.0 adhd,SchrodingersFat,2019/04/05,"I've been struggling and I'm not sure how to help myself Hey /r/ADHD I've been thinking about making this post but I've been putting it off for a long time. I might get a little lengthy but I need to get it out. Just a warning, it's not a happy story. For context, I'm a man in my late 20s. I was diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety and depression several years ago and have been doing the medication and therapy thing on and off ever since but nothing has been remotely successful. I'm currently on methylphenidate. I'm a fiercely passionate person and always dreamed about being a scientist. I barely scraped through high school and went on to university for two very unsuccessful years. More recently I've been going to community college with the intention of becoming a programmer. I've formed some defence mechanisms throughout my life that I'm struggling to get over. I grew up with parents who, I felt, expected perfection from me and would often get frustrated with me and take over whatever I was doing. I learned very early in life that I couldn't meet that bar and learned to cope by avoiding anything that I could be judged for. This doesn't pair well at all with ADHD symptoms. It made me feel useless. Despite this, I think my parents are great people. They still support me and do whatever they can to help. I just think they had issues themselves that they didn't know how to handle. In on a reduced course load this semester after failing some classes. I'm taking three courses, all of which are things I have a lot of interest in. I was really excited for this year and I've been loving the course material. One of the courses has been going exceptionally, one badly and one abysmally. I spend hours sitting in front of my computer screen trying to will myself to get the work done but I feel like I'm hitting a brick wall. I've been getting extremely frustrated lately and it's taking a toll on me and my partner. She's been extremely understanding and patient but I know this has been causing a lot of stress for her also. Money is also becoming a serious problem. I want her to have a great life but I can't shake the feeling that I'm making things worse for her. She's a truly wonderful person. One in a million. She deserves a lot better. I don't know what to do. If I don't pass my classes, I won't be able to go back. I've tried everything and all the methods to control anxiety, improve my organizational skills, and cope with my ADHD. I'm not afraid to put the work in and step out of my comfort zone. I see other people struggling through thier challenges but have the drive to achieve great things. I desperatly want to be that person. I'm sorry for the sob story but I don't know what else to do. 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Decided to take a 10 min power-nap to detach myself from distraction and get a motivation boost. Now here I am, 3 hours later, yet to have my nap after scrolling through reddit and god knows what. And now making a post about it. It kills me how easily distracted I am and how I still manage to waste hours upon hours when I have an assignment that’s already late. Any possible thing I can do to procrastinate will be done. I can’t stand it and I end up hating myself over it and I can’t stop. Once I feed in to any distraction or something apart from what I should be doing, it’s game over. I can’t break the habit and it’s killing me. 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New insurance. Need to find a new primary for refills. Every night, tell myself to make appointment tomorrow. The next day, randomly remember half way through about the appt, tell myself to get it done after class. Forget completely for a few days. Repeat x3 months Been burning through old medication stores. Planning to call for an apt this afternoon, but we know how that song and dance goes *sigh*",3.96125,7.20510929166667,3.9188888888888895,81.215,81.08333333333334,8.200000000000001,27.44444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.9507944444444445,327,14,54,9,9,100,60,72,0.021,0.9790000000000001,0.0,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,0,11,4,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,14,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831304253470208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036284867820064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050245343691024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874718321597226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636327093762874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775070339440357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146820257614253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067343077687986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963859094469313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956490224205721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501885052681713,0.0,0.0,0.1440063735027,0.0,0.5627159660369171,0.20654757800629425,0.1822556110930147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379372457526185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000530882119246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395011967126825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541571269849795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506671317045262 adhd,theelitehindu,2019/04/05,"Viibryd and Focalin Experience I've been taking 20mg Viibryd for a few months now, and my doctor recently prescribed me 5mg Focalin to use on a ""as needed"" basis. Anyone have any experience with mixing the two meds and how did it fare for you? 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I'm thinking of going back to a lucrative career that lives and dies by the clock. I've never been great at being consistently on time. Does anyone here work and has continued to work a job like this successfully? What are your hacks/tips/suggestions??",4.118333333333332,6.6123289814814825,5.010888888888889,78.37300000000002,74.0,8.023703703703704,25.61481481481481,8.841846274778883,2.2216859259259256,231,8,40,5,5,75,48,54,0.133,0.757,0.11,-0.3191,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,8,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,27,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218895334916912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440127020218603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293458899479073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777039031870651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180350031439555,0.0,0.0,0.3498653593230367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31490818348662586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503491597459335,0.0,0.28021454228437925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447499950855202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333685031113155,0.0,0.0,0.18504186059754987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620504904720674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lil_b_with_based_GAD,2019/04/05,"Depression vs ADHD I have always had anxiety & some level of depression, but I’ve never felt I have ADHD. I never feel like I have to get up out of my seat or like I have to blurt things out and nor do I get too easily distracted. But I feel like especially in the past few years, I’ve been noticing how hard it has been for me to do well academically. I did decent in high school and as a result I got into a pretty prestigious program in college. The one thing is when I started, I was so unsure if my major is what I wanted to study. I was plagued with indecisiveness and finally decided to stick to my major. Even though I’d ask professors for help, I had this problem where if I’m studying for something, I will literally not be able to sleep. I’m used to all nighter life. I couldn’t turn my brain off and say enough because the agony of not knowing anything would keep me awake. I’d study then stop, then feel like I forgot everything so study again. I’d just spend so much time repeatedly looking at one concept that whenever I’d study new ones, it wouldn’t stick. I feel like I’d walk into every exam with information overload except it felt like there was no information. I’d forget details and would get stuck on questions. I’ve always been the last group of people who’d finish exams. These were how my study habits were faring for about 3 years of my program. Eventually my grades got somewhat better, so I figured I fixed the problem. But when I graduated, I had to take a licensing exam and I failed it twice. I do feel there were some things that greatly brought my performance down: one thing is that during a practical year, I was yelled at by supervisors and given criticism for small things. With anxiety, I’m completely ready to introspect and take responsibility for myself (maybe too much to the point of blaming myself for even things out of my control) but there were many times I was given negative feedback and not told anything constructive that could help me. I felt like I hardly had any mentors and honestly felt I wasn’t capable of any job in my field. As a result, I chose an alternative career pathway that is somewhat related but doesn’t require licensing or the such. But recently, I’ve been considering getting licensed again. It’ll be 3 years since I last took my exam. I’m a hard worker. I’m not lazy. I hardly socialize or do anything fun. When I focus on school, I could not think about life outside of exams. I could hardly take breaks and feel like it would do me any good. So could ADHD be an element in this? 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Hello friends! If anyone is in the position of debating whether or not to get the US passport card addon, I would argue it is in your favor to have the card. I was traveling at the airport and before security, somehow, lost my driver's license somewhere. Fortunately I had my passport card in a stowaway position in my wallet and my spring break trip was not canceled by my error. Now I am getting a new license at the DMV and having this card is also an excellent form of identification. Very convenient card that has saved my butt many times over! Good luck out there! 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Looking for experiences Hi guys. I'm new to reddit and English isn't my first language so I hope I can make myself clear. &#x200B; I have been on and off of ritalin. It works great but only for 90 minutes and I get a massive rebound. If I really want to be functioning properly throughout the entire day I have to take like 9 x 10mg. For 2 months I tried concerta but I also feel like I have a rebound after 90 minutes (maybe the first release stops working?) I only feel good when I take like 54mg and then 2 hours later another 36 and then 2 hours later another 36 and after that I get a teensy rebound but all the extended releases are working so i'll be ok. My docter asked if I wanted to try Dex, just to see what it does for me. He couldn't say if it will also be metabolised faster or not. He started me on 5mg per time and just had my first dose this morning. Anyway, I have read a lot of posts on meds on reddit regarding ADHD but could not find much about meds working so short/fast. I hope to find experiences of people who also have fast metabolism and how they deal with it. Maybe even someone who switched from ritalin to Dex and how long they worked for you. People in general switching from ritalin to dex can reply too. Or people who found to have rebounds during the 12 hour concerta period. Any information is more than welcome :) Thank you so much!",2.9447368421052644,4.916914000000002,4.506526315789476,83.05768421052633,75.66666666666667,7.507368421052632,26.48771929824561,8.364918446050245,1.9239571929824562,1130,43,217,21,25,378,156,285,0.006999999999999999,0.843,0.151,0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,2,9,17,10,0,0,8,1,19,5,0,3,2,43,37,30,0,9,13,0,2,3,0,1,5,1,0,1,10,10,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,5,25,10,31,28,5,31,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,8,27,139,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251789162993464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246133118438044,0.0,0.10144159872028348,0.11376344560341115,0.06366755174015445,0.1963459199453184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752583088336363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475117067913442,0.0,0.0,0.0603797548194741,0.09652226517908293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193102064920109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061837789637101785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316453516894765,0.0,0.0,0.09467824655294052,0.06688502661654756,0.0,0.0,0.17114133680087498,0.23890965940510064,0.0,0.10265391781013357,0.0,0.0,0.09782938425492464,0.0,0.0,0.07852739543232155,0.0,0.10322082495119582,0.0,0.09270251046535484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597957599667306,0.2766024349051877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721991757715998,0.0,0.0,0.08285432146070226,0.07862060641707001,0.0,0.0,0.07959580332336079,0.0,0.0,0.062494767847485824,0.0,0.1881158465880852,0.0,0.20799038533552675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472980850116315,0.0,0.13764887094397554,0.0,0.0,0.09042267276867126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136158838289091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472134466664145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966594184422512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936493672209094,0.0,0.059977951785257284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744535874262939,0.0,0.0,0.07460623134486317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793273378383734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626757118371819,0.0,0.0,0.07827388231356555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078723965864132,0.0,0.0,0.08619642916983163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459292551380531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906937146838407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044375866705318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089564587467099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376344560341115,0.0 adhd,whydokiwishavehair,2019/04/05,"""You're like a car tricked out with a spaceship engine - but you've got a flat tire."" ""We need to find something to pump up your tires so you can show what you're capable of."" This is (loosely verbatim - I don't remember things) what was said to me by the doctor that helped me in the diagnosis process, and I thought it was a great analogy worth sharing. Stop here if you want. This will be a long, disconnected-vomit-of-thoughts, but I want to share how important this experience was for me. At 25, I got help. It turns out I'm *not*: self-sabatoging, lazy, afraid of success, unwilling to adapt to ""the system,"" full of some deep-seated-learned-in-childhood aversion to work, cognitively stupid, or whatever other cynical explanation I've tried to use over the years for my failures. I'm actually perfectly, averagely intelligent: sort of smart in some ways, and a little behind in others. You know, NORMAL. There is just a legitimate, provable dysfunction in how my brain works. It is not a character flaw. It can be helped. I have hope. SO DO YOU. We're all in the same boat here. Please, if you're on the fence about getting treatment, do it. It's life-changing. I highly recommend seeking out an ADHD specialist - someone who spends a good amount of their time working with adults. It won't be cheap or easy, but in the long run you'll be saved from the expenses and hardships incurred from avoiding treatment for this frustrating disorder. Not to mention the soothing of the existential despair brought on by constantly doubting and scolding yourself for not performing as you *know*, deep down, you could be able to if things were *just different* in your head. We're simple, emotional meatbags and it's totally okay to need validating in this way. Even if you stop after receiving an honest diagnosis, that alone is eye opening and motivating. To be told, ""it's real, I understand, and you're not alone"" has a huge impact on its own. Here's how it went for me: I spent 2 frustrating months passively making calls and emailing inquiries to psych offices; getting rejected as an uninsured patient; told ""our office does not diagnose adults, that must be done in childhood."" Then, I finally stumbled on someone who would take me in. His method is thorough. I went through hours of cognitive testing, filled out multiple assessments and had my partner submit his own assessment of my behavior. We discussed my past and current troubles and strengths. It was roughly a three-week process. The waiting was excruciating. ""Am I wasting my time and money? What do I do when I'm told I'm just bipolar/depressed/anxious? What if there's nothing wrong and everything's all my fault?"" We met to discuss results and treatment. He gave me paperwork to take to a GP to work with me on a medication. That was another fifteen phone calls and hours spent, again rejected over and over for not having insurance. (USA! USA! USA!) But - once I finally got another appointment, it went smoothly again. I brought the results paperwork and treatment suggestions to this D.O., who was open to reading through and willing to get me on medication. There are hoops: I have to submit a urine drug screening once a year and meet monthly until we trust each other. On the other hand, he printed me a pharmacy coupon that allows me to pay $40 instead of $200/month. I picked it up from the pharmacy an hour later. Guys, it's like putting on glasses for the first time. I noticed things I've never seen before on my drive home, like that my neighbor has a swing set in the backyard. This is good. TLDR: go get treatment. 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I cook very well and it's been my life routine. However, my cooking become worst when someone joins me cook or there's a noise/distraction. I'm an introvert (sensitive and irritated towards noise and crowds). Does introversion enhances your ADD?",3.501214285714287,6.5206935500000025,4.2728571428571405,79.69500000000002,80.16666666666666,7.428571428571428,31.904761904761905,8.418075326091056,3.1214761904761907,263,14,44,6,7,84,44,60,0.128,0.8290000000000001,0.043,-0.6915,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,1,2,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39878631259288944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295392486918144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664720195640477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903802154338836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343761333462053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623044670694688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737884170742659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983483903584367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gretchenjane,2019/04/05,Doctor wrote won't amount on Vyvanse prescription I'm turning in my Vyvanse prescription today because it's due. I am prescribed 70mg once a day. I just noticed that on the prescription the doctor wrote 72 mg. 72 mg of Vyvanse does not exist and from what I understand 72 mg is a concerta dose. Do you think that the pharmacy will go ahead and fill it because my history is 70mg?,3.743333333333332,5.382762105263161,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,72.6842105263158,8.750877192982456,32.40350877192982,9.2995712137729,3.1324719298245607,304,15,57,7,6,102,50,76,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,8,13,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,6,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357217625140721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758863179896364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636986249077428,0.2409751066808156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564971452229105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135066203228536,0.0,0.2932563682077263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644375406153182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101527334347235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951971191541515,0.0,0.2866662697844914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anonymous-M,2019/04/05,"Zero motivation to start working out again My weight was never a problem until 11th grade when I stopped playing sports and just stopped watching what I ate, because I wasn’t playing any sport that required me to keep up with that sort of thing. Now that I’ve graduated Highschool I’m considered overweight and I have zero motivation to continuously work out or eat better. I’m wondering how do I get over this because every time I see my body I instantly get a little sad because I know that I should be doing better and that I miss my body from when I played sports, but I just cannot find the motivation to go back to working out everyday. Anyone have any advice on how to get over this? 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(or: how to be chill) I've always been a bit high strung, type A type of character. I'm very social and love having something to do. I need a lot of validation. It's not necessarily fun. I'm struggling with not vomiting words all over my partner as soon as he gets home. I struggle with not being able to let the chores he forgot unmentioned. I have needs, but don't know how much of it is rational and how much is just me hyperfocusing on small stuff. I tend to fixate/rant on stuff and only afterwards catch myself being unreasonable. Medication doesn't necessarily help me in that regard. I can focus on things just fine, but physically they make me more tense, like I am nervous for something. Doesn't help with being more laid back. I'd love to be able to handle myself as the adult woman of 26 that I am, but I recognize that I haven't cracked the code yet. My partner is a lovely man with ADD himself, so that's an interesting challenge. He's a lovely soul with his own struggles, and understands mine. However, I can tell that my habits are wearing on him and he deserves better than that. So, for people who can relate to my situation at all, how do you chill? How can you catch yourself? How can you let go of small stuff? 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I have the research done, printed, organized... I did the outline (since we had to turn them in) and yet... I absolutely cannot convince my brain that we are going to get this done. Any tips or suggestions? Or should I just wait until the day before it's due and hyperfocus like hell? I hate doing that to my family, and it's so frustrating to hear people say ""well, why didn't you start this before?"" 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Mum went nuclear. So I've received a preliminary diagnosis for ADHD from my psychiatrist. I'm 31,started the process about 6 months ago with an initial consult with a GP. All that remains is a drug screen test and to provide my school reports before I start a course of stimulants in a out 2 weeks. In the process of getting my school reports I shared with my parents the fact I've sought out this diagnosis and the result so far. I shared my thoughts, doubts and fears about the process as well as my hopes for the future. Dad was skeptical in much the same way most of my friends have been. I'm allegedly very smart and talented. They all cite their own occasional forgetfulness and mental hiccups as reasons why my symptoms (chronic cases of everything they brought up as examples) don't mean I have ADHD. I don't care. I've tried really hard to get myself where I in terms of work, relationships and personal achievements - and its still a fraction of what those without my supposed ""intelligence"" and ""ability"" have done. I'm trying out the medication along with mindfulness and CBT. If I improve that's great; if I don't then I eliminate a possibility. So back to my parents. My Mum, after asking the same skeptical questions as e everyone else, absolutely lost it. Screaming and crying. Saying that I obviously thought she was a terrible mother. Screaming that she couldn't believe I would come to her with this while she's dealing with her own problems (mental health, ironically, and her brother aka my uncle passing away). I took it all on board, weathered the abuse. I took the school reports then thanked her and dad before taking my leave. Today she texted me to apologise and Dad called to discuss it a bit more and let me know he's on side. This is mostly a rant, but I've got a question. Anyone else experience this kind of resistance to seeking diagnosis and treatment? The borderline outrage and panic you get from friends and family when you suggest you may not be neurotypical? 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I started taking medication again a few years ago after I took it my whole childhood. The main thing I noticed was that when I drank my morning cup of coffee I noticed an increased/racing heart rate. I also now have a new heart condition that causes increased/decreased heart rate and blood pressure fluctuations. Any suggestions? I have to wait awhile to get into the doctor again. 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I’ve been having a sleepless night worried about a whole grab bag of issues and seeing all the posts here of people having issues exactly like my own makes me feel normal. Thank you so much. ,1.8294736842105264,4.1915283508771966,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,81.28070175438596,5.203508771929825,20.026315789473685,6.42735559955562,0.2333999999999996,224,6,44,2,6,72,48,57,0.04,0.87,0.091,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,8,10,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,2,6,7,4,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347652594143203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695254275699465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536091900508435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290239778113725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828355048336172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300179898297627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543949592409205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003256873294248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341199243385786,0.22662549681873725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603547257295333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152205557628668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431664672664655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295053372895187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582388808582015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234897006162814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,serendipity1996,2019/04/05,"How to deal with ADHD guilt/shame and reflections post-diagnosis How do you guys deal with the crippling shame and guilt that seems to go hand in hand with ADHD? Like many of you, I wasn't diagnosed until I was in my penultimate year of uni (22, F) when my workload and responsibilities became too much for my then undiagnosed ADHD to handle. I am currently in the final stretches of my last year, juggling coursework/the dreaded undergrad dissertation (senior thesis). I have been on meds since October and am starting therapy at the end of the month (CBT and seeing an occupational therapist who specialises in ADHD on the NHS). The meds (Concerta, 54mg) have helped tremendously in giving me the \*capability\* to finally get stuff done and I have been titrated up to what feels like the optimal dose for me. However, I have still struggled throughout the course of the year and come to realise how much emotional baggage I carry likely as the result of living with undiagnosed ADHD (pi) for most of my life. I experience debilitating emotional hang-ups about work which has translated into issues with avoidance/procrastination, resulting in poor time management. I think for so long I have associated work and essays with last-minute panic, inadequacy, and self-loathing that my brain almost perceives work as a 'threat' which thus triggers avoidance (a strategy I am all too aware is destructive in the long-run). I have had to get extensions for coursework and my dissertation and apply for special circumstances. Stressful and overwhelming tasks often leave me feeling frozen and paralysed. I feel crippled with self-doubt and waste precious mental energy fretting about others' perceptions of me, particularly my uni tutors even though they have been nothing but helpful. Most of all, though I feel added shame and guilt. I beat myself up for not being 'fixed' now that I have received a diagnosis and treatment. I know that ADHD (as indeed with most other disorders) is hugely complicated and affects your entire life so of course it's never going to be that simple and in many ways a diagnosis is just the beginning, not an 'end point'. My therapist has told me that being diagnosed as an adult presents its own issues as you're often trying to unravel a lifetime of bad habits and negative beliefs about yourself. This is something I was aware of but it's only in recent months started to hit me how much this resonates with me. I already receive the standard disability accommodations from my uni so feel so guilty that even then I am still struggling and failing to meet deadlines and having to apply for extenuating circumstances. I hate feeling like I am 'playing the ADHD card' or taking the easy way out. I hate to feel like I am a burden on my tutors who have bent over backwards to help me. I fear I am perceived as 'incompetent', 'entitled', you name it. I am lucky to have a very supportive family around me but I still struggle. Sorry for the self-indulgent, whiney vent. I just need to feel that I am not alone. What techniques have helped you guys deal with this?",8.896739130434781,8.965305920289858,8.644695652173919,65.85682608695656,60.44927536231884,11.562898550724638,37.42173913043478,11.072351349416056,4.349958260869565,2476,105,397,58,30,798,276,552,0.141,0.777,0.08199999999999999,-0.9909,2,3,1,0,1,0,66.0,0,5,1,5,27,30,4,13,27,0,39,8,3,9,3,83,67,45,0,1,9,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,24,35,0,1,16,1,1,5,6,20,0,0,9,11,57,10,77,54,9,59,1,2,1,0,24,24,0,9,33,288,81,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262598888900882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264065499272614,0.0647890023877791,0.06903194417045476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568797568149789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223152795366992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983302530194725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388633206003205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347702642563533,0.0,0.12698575690360153,0.0,0.0,0.07169443214455554,0.0,0.0,0.06401636103109136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407338395320136,0.1108118441557258,0.0,0.0,0.08263510764431824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061191632047057465,0.05897209501057285,0.07039273111780861,0.2530409686824707,0.13406975103785113,0.0,0.13705376811063005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536570716810275,0.060009278551852036,0.07110387070044624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388026765120587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352191637021255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677194903278386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305841251686693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03437906323988555,0.10198274597002364,0.0,0.06623762061428339,0.0,0.0,0.08837010413012841,0.15280816049104248,0.0,0.05523796814432757,0.11071993052924664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684364170962512,0.0,0.0,0.13897091068462405,0.0,0.06304159094590321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986297708849234,0.0,0.13795725883388069,0.04638437560601447,0.0482469336589172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002403229838234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757654841354763,0.0,0.07339582022480083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913550506554827,0.0,0.05991121933537786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617663623693958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984891919892225,0.05694850312645217,0.19577820652348027,0.0,0.0,0.05174685166039583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815855521497829,0.0,0.07002616081514694,0.08855471565575714,0.0,0.14987156553475747,0.0,0.07165752327636378,0.19619089340394386,0.07161149034410062,0.0,0.07098764563611255,0.0,0.0,0.0470342195784034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153807471281029,0.14526434382448786,0.0,0.040083267515271706,0.1229216245278364,0.0,0.03647682350004987,0.0,0.0,0.05977480250042686,0.0,0.04247132088773624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051615133719133933,0.0,0.09930785570794604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662422763126042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208517635380739 adhd,Hmedia2k,2019/04/05,"In waiting room rn, appointment w GP is in next 5/10 mins Wish me luck, ill let you guys know how it goes but i beg the NHS dont put me on some fat waiting list and I just get a fast, simple referral 😅.",0.08826086956521806,1.3111076086956537,2.4906521739130447,97.68858695652176,81.6086956521739,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.10236521739130387,154,4,41,2,4,53,42,46,0.043,0.8690000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,10,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297125838942031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156016725047628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630424242067838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150196148603305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374925787757408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899378089246794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36858581852361816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216308913469951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kkitty44,2019/04/05,Lol. Yesterday:notification on phone from Reddit...”trending on r/ADHD:unclench your jaw” Me:realizing jaw is clenched:Don’t tell me what to do! 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I need some advice. I am a french teacher and i have never worked with ADHD kids. Recently i started giving private lessons for an 8 years old kid . His mother never mentioned his illness until i pointed it out to her, and now i do not want to give up on him so i really need some advice on how to properly deal with ADHD kids . He is extremely hyperactive. He can not even sit on a chair for more than 5 min and is a bit aggressive. Any tips ? 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Wouldn't that be possible for adhd meds? Most people with diabetes hate having to carry around that thing. But i think that automatically dosing meds through a device like that would fix a lot for some ADHD people. Would you prefer it if it's possible? ,6.899571428571428,8.713144100000001,7.2328571428571475,68.14214285714287,65.14285714285714,9.6,26.857142857142854,9.888512548439397,2.732657142857143,317,9,50,7,5,103,50,70,0.10400000000000001,0.861,0.035,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,4,0,7,5,0,0,0,15,10,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,10,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,5,1,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581357574143865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967716350249698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881810942452143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931190437966267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204393414377216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234341371859254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132977877803965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964205577945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42975269877573996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351908639416103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662822602723334,0.1221307661604004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707979380406674,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dataposer2000,2019/04/05,"anyone with pediatric vyvanse experience? My child is 8 years old. He’s considered highly capable and artistic but he also has a safety plan designated in place because he’s ADHD and struggles with impulse control and sometimes talks about self harm. He’s exhibited these behaviors since kindergarten... it’s not new. He is now taking Vyvanse as opposed to adderall and the change is remarkable. He no longer argues with me about simple tasks like brushing teeth or putting shoes on, now he is talking about life and death and how every person is in essentially a purgatory presence until they reach their mission. He told me he knew I didn’t want him from the time he was in my womb, that I wasn’t ready and demanded I tell him my secrets!! I’m not religious. I’ve never coerced my son into speaking about these things and am feeling a little freaked. Listen for yourself and tell me your thoughts ....also we have a pediatric appt scheduled next week and are working with the areas best mental health professionals available ongoing. https://imgur.com/gallery/GtXjxdN",7.597045826513909,9.363215840425534,6.871276595744683,71.55653846153848,63.46808510638297,9.188870703764321,36.80196399345336,9.466822959209583,3.808767103109656,870,42,131,16,13,268,131,188,0.11599999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.145,0.6352,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,2,4,9,6,1,1,7,0,12,7,3,2,1,29,20,17,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,5,16,0,2,4,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,4,16,2,18,14,1,21,0,0,0,1,29,9,0,1,12,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974257908262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26582345589108625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162123452763406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013152336097678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441880891916106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758197426811371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864097435945153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003240442948053,0.0,0.0,0.1625775071019141,0.0,0.0,0.08403675573527186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666501863302064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560160232313762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739343069624593,0.08119793169875925,0.16657812773319608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749258610788104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818527529297005,0.16051898595613015,0.17675777714341542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744011045755424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512122874649055,0.1736457791926004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707897638468178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338499669907995,0.0,0.0,0.13748406214840042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164378087870943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375048024639378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496326559259625,0.2671738416393137,0.2905358535195919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041726406201363,0.0,0.0,0.13194587129600074,0.09691375819285404,0.0,0.0,0.15881319149251186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803028158531313,0.0,0.13331726799084126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099707969292996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702867798318437 adhd,colourfulsoul369,2019/04/05,Today I... Forgot to take my sock off before I stepped in the shower. 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Hey, so I just got prescribed 10mg of Adderall XR this monday. I'm 20 yo male. I was diagnosed a few weeks ago with ADHD mixed (something) and I can't tell if it's working. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if I found out they were sugar pills. I don't really feel any different. The only thing I have noticed is my appetite has come to a halt when I'm on it. I don't feel stimulated at all. In fact, tonight (I work night shift) I took it and 2 hours later I could barely keep my eyes open. I've had plenty of sleep, food, and water. I workout nearly everyday. I don't know what the deal is. I can't tell the difference between not being on it and being on it. My friend with ADHD made it seem like when he took adderall for the first time it was a saving grace. I know you're not supposed to feel wired, but I feel like I should at least be able to tell the difference. 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Hey, guys, I'm a 20-year-old female who's fairly new to Reddit ( this is literally my first post, so try and bear with me lol). I absolutely have no one that I can turn to and I feel like my life is going to complete shit. I genuinely believe that the main source of my problems stems from the fact that I might have ADD. But my parents won't take me seriously and it's been really tough. &#x200B; This is probably going to be all over the place so I guess I'll start from the beginning. This all goes back to when I was in elementary school, maybe about age six or seven. I always had trouble focusing and staying on task. Teachers noticed that I was frequently distracted and I often looked ""lost"" whenever something was being taught. On multiple occasions, my teachers would tell my parents I was falling behind in class. Instead of my parents trying to figure out the root of the problem, they would just get mad at me and tell me to try to harder and I was already trying my best. All throughout my early academic years, it was just filled with poor grades, frustration and lots of wasted money on tutoring( that we couldn't even afford). Even when I was in elementary school I had something called an IEP which was which meant I would get extra time on test and help with assignments. I have to admit it was useful but when my parents found out that the school pretty much placed in me in special ed they got soo upset. They wanted the IEP taken off my record immediately. And with that, my grades got even worse because now I had absolutely no help. My grades were soo bad that my mom wanted me to switch schools. From a very young age, I've always been someone who put an unhealthy amount of pressure on myself so I always felt stupid in comparison to everyone else. I feel like no matter how hard I tried, it was such a struggle to even get a C on a test. And not being able to focus on anything, being late ALLLLL the time to wherever I go as well as constant disorganization, forgetfulness and being the queen of procrastination, were things that have struggled with my entire life. I'LL SAVE YOU THE DETAILS BUT THIS PATTERN PRETTY MUCH REPEATED IT'S SELF ALL THROUGHOUT HIGHSCHOOL. Now I know what your probably gonna say "" School isn't for everyone, just because you're not the strongest academically doesn't mean you have ADD"". And I can agree with that but, but these problems that I've been having, has transferred into other parts of my life as well such as my job and my social life. &#x200B; Let me just say that I'm pretty sure I'm gonna get fired from my job VERY soon because of my lack of attention to detail and lateness. My job isn't hard at all, I'm a part-time cashier at a local grocery store near where I live. I always seem to mess up and my manager is always on me about something I've done wrong. I feel soo slow and soo stupid. I can never move fast enough, I always forget something or I either overcharge or undercharge a customer accidentally (and my manager has to fix it) all because I'm so unfocused all the time. I've tried to tell my parents how much I've been struggling and they just tell me to pay attention at work so I don't make mistakes. BUT THAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM I CAN'T!!!. My life is literally a mess and it doesn't help when you work and a shitty grocery store with impatient customers who are rude. Sometimes I feel so depressed and alone. Not even my friends can relate and I'm pretty sure they're annoyed with me and the way I am. &#x200B; Don't get me wrong my friends are great. But sometimes I feel like they think I only care about myself which is not true. I don't know, when I'm with them, I tend to zone out a lot. I just get so wrapped up in my own thoughts and distracted with everything happening around me. I wonder if they might think that I don't care about anything that they're saying. There have been countless times where I have missed a whole 10-minute conversation, I just sit there so lost. It's REALLY bad. I feel socially inept a lot of times. &#x200B; Recently things have been rough. I've taken off some time off school just to gather myself and figure out what I should I do next, all while working my shitty part-time job. my parents weren't too happy about my decision though. I feel so overwhelmed but I hide it very well. I didn't even finish my first year of college because I was doing so poorly and I needed a certain grade to get into my next program the following year. Once I knew that I couldn't get into my program I left. I've been home ever since. I applied for school next fall and got accepted but I know things have to change if I'm going to try again. It's so weird, when I was in college I went into the school year with the mindset of a clean start and a chance to do better. But it seems that those same ""habits/problems?"" that never went away from elementary and high school, followed me straight into college. And that was the beginning of my downfall. It's a huge blow to my self-esteem. I went to a small community college so the classes were high school sizes. I had this one professor who called me out all the time to see if I was paying attention, not because I was talking or being disruptive. But because I apparently looked ""lost"". Every time it happened it was so embarrassing. It made me remember all the times in elementary and high school teachers called me out for being distracted. I think that was the breaking point for me. I honestly don't know what to do. &#x200B; I can't completely say that my parents have left me in the dark when it comes to this situation. Before I was able to properly articulate how I was feeling, my parents thought that my issues in school were due to other factors. They thought that maybe I couldn't see the board properly, so I now wear glasses. They thought another problem could be that maybe a couldn't hear too well, my hearing is fine for the most part. Hell, I even got an MRI (unrelated reason) and everything appeared to be normal. I just can't help but wonder if this just how I am and there's nothing that can be done to fix this. I have good work ethic and I'm not lazy by any means. But my grades never show proof of the amount of work I put in and I'm really frustrated. I've tried so many study methods and tips to try to keep my life organized. I've tried talking to my family doctor but he seems to take this whole situation as a joke and the worst part is that my parents agree with him. Since that has occurred, I've recently switched doctors and I have no clue how I would tackle this since I basically don't have the support from my parents ( I live in Toronto, Canada btw). It would be super helpful if anyone could offer any advice, or how the diagnosis process went. I have no idea how I would go about sorting this out. &#x200B; I don't know if anyone will ever see but it feels so good just to let this all out. And if you took the time to read this you're a real one lol :). I'm thankful for any responses and open to suggestions and tips. If there are any questions I'm happy to answer. (because my incompetent ass probably forgot and left out important details lol) Thank you :) &#x200B; ",3.543988224799285,5.388225711578951,4.347956289027653,85.39905842997325,73.63859649122807,7.188403211418378,26.392060660124887,7.949061565357697,1.5507841213202496,5729,204,1129,84,118,1839,486,1425,0.156,0.736,0.10800000000000001,-0.9975,17,1,5,0,0,0,173.0,1,6,9,14,82,76,10,11,55,3,124,13,3,12,22,243,237,108,0,32,46,11,14,3,2,13,9,6,2,2,76,75,0,2,46,3,7,20,36,44,4,7,63,25,166,32,143,142,35,147,1,6,5,2,66,64,4,30,61,765,242,52,0.055406817162046866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027071450238174186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0286923763790578,0.03057140025805372,0.0,0.1383087312792108,0.21011642136223926,0.2356387160058328,0.0753570713018211,0.02904943940189493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038741734832369715,0.0,0.04559508955758504,0.024661907100806752,0.0,0.0,0.02602826430231618,0.021302211169448755,0.06939356697901525,0.1351019258979992,0.0,0.02357356024999487,0.031212254687180824,0.02907301814129896,0.024501413596296418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486483276397462,0.0,0.05649094276749787,0.0,0.02930653293783426,0.023864033465114263,0.05809299363559599,0.029937542859882062,0.0,0.044237835010148815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02386090521663324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056711225153223216,0.0,0.056700410792810324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023142643045699213,0.0,0.0,0.02862502665210785,0.0,0.14638272072557593,0.05011863822321827,0.02334131656772687,0.052943588205321766,0.04979607461305308,0.0,0.026116308069964626,0.0,0.126069081955711,0.05937396187705775,0.02659961671239372,0.0,0.0,0.047129010373451415,0.0,0.03037535758953446,0.04280716949684486,0.025611354826377573,0.1157911005404984,0.0,0.0787224276094845,0.046472609476889866,0.08862778638712512,0.03054310576220214,0.0305184278618975,0.027430730018905752,0.048996065432574364,0.0589815871545776,0.049633625169198864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244750978644159,0.0,0.09284505404534922,0.08781051656558295,0.02778877760463482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03127377621749339,0.02992443519628582,0.028915160987076662,0.10996543324238342,0.02462406244154881,0.0,0.0,0.09135041309643227,0.0,0.06250130310987324,0.0,0.09029950344708446,0.056657224474906676,0.11740642060741678,0.040603458238407567,0.0,0.04892523465403464,0.0,0.0465277718526356,0.0,0.09072462908474836,0.07065734187696059,0.0,0.026213635039760902,0.01849224034832629,0.02808690807924381,0.08349539253250532,0.060354266954510065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058777877142219916,0.0,0.03244589730559147,0.0,0.029444339052380083,0.06109557870629359,0.02054172643421336,0.06409972967595208,0.026756124638417998,0.08838866794270929,0.0,0.027143458418817483,0.0265821676985532,0.031540514286450945,0.029070067090856667,0.029503225997343493,0.05631763987305258,0.021069690589269892,0.0,0.0,0.3076135675185805,0.15000045907895054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057888331194444524,0.0,0.02618867564206297,0.0,0.02653220749117745,0.11273730432826333,0.08960688014722877,0.15905052350992124,0.0,0.05569915471344429,0.031034157833646468,0.0,0.027710905516827145,0.031532544013200325,0.053242538769967984,0.02848371801747573,0.05470754761929361,0.0,0.031382561465550886,0.0,0.0,0.08812344974812422,0.0,0.33644794198070554,0.06622808960002631,0.07566042811471016,0.05780139407783382,0.0,0.028437150799741923,0.06874963757204308,0.06227958394477735,0.0,0.05648027255169109,0.02347300818974232,0.08530974956703047,0.05479875892191073,0.0,0.03921723036461965,0.029528147491569755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584647081506075,0.0,0.0,0.03143749975750075,0.052220269462482136,0.0,0.04165903104238428,0.04453390086192124,0.09685600070790233,0.0510111531021596,0.0,0.0,0.05521474102042552,0.0532536768123276,0.027218458272967424,0.08797364765026122,0.16154080328505085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030779506274113664,0.18808795927015656,0.030133353302118988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023926850198059544,0.0,0.06857464024499947,0.032680376303307716,0.021989676244089058,0.0,0.0,0.09963476543983896,0.10272534921273012,0.0,0.06185973266991214,0.0,0.0,0.06008632971565881,0.10084205696494412,0.0,0.028232140112471462,0.11807823963801732,0.0605786566588234,0.2356387160058328,0.08920043417125208 adhd,smiledentalteam,2019/04/05,"Crowns Penrith | Penrith Crowns | Smile Dental Team [crowns Penrith](https://smiledentalteam.com.au/services/crowns-and-bridges/) will give your dental treatment and make perfect shape and look batter. Smile Dental team is in Penrith Always looking to serve your with great hospitality. &#x200B;",13.830000000000005,17.364924857142867,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,50.42857142857143,7.504761904761906,40.19047619047619,7.793537801064563,3.681990476190476,252,11,27,2,3,66,29,42,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260262294413187,0.3389025701218793,0.3800681829475894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000520090060989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448467227189528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253214837979101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878651075959645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800681829475894,0.0 adhd,PixlKitty,2019/04/05,"I'm supposed to be working on a school assignment right now But instead, I'm browsing Reddit like I usually do 'cause I get really distracted",3.3055555555555562,6.173302518518517,5.401481481481483,72.36666666666669,79.37037037037038,9.525925925925927,34.925925925925924,9.725611199111238,4.67905925925926,116,7,18,4,3,40,23,27,0.107,0.794,0.099,-0.0498,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390751389424691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233078139931884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088144243085709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738143637100617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650119011055662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43256896310403936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707395932696247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116476750704625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,annaliddle,2019/04/05,"Screwed up my second year of uni I am UK based. Not diagnosed, but no doubt in my mind I’m ADHD. I have totally screwed up my second year of university with no real excuse other than ‘the way I am’. I’ve managed to scrape a couple of 2:1s in assignments, but I’ve also barely passed some. I believe my second year accounts for 40% of my final classification. How likely is it, that knowing next year is my last chance, that I can manage to bring my grades up next year and graduate with a 2:1? Any tips for someone like me welcome! 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Filling my prescription for generic XR Adderall every month is a nightmare. I get anxiety leading up to the date. Every month I go on a wild goose chase to track down a pharmacy that has my meds and accepts my coupon. I pay out of pocket with coupons and have been thinking about getting insurance. Is it a smoother process to fill prescriptions if you fill it through insurance or at a pharmacy in your insurances hospital? ,7.102284644194758,8.564778797752812,6.900617977528093,72.00838014981275,64.3932584269663,11.776029962546813,41.799625468164784,11.538034831475384,5.540863670411986,399,24,65,13,6,126,61,89,0.036000000000000004,0.9,0.064,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,1,16,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254541252313623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606869298881743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476804558241525,0.0,0.1891008852119965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695934127115639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311715714295343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320305898001055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TomcatTheGame,2019/04/05,"Lost Adderall perscription about a year and a half ago (Help?) Basically, about a year and a half ago I went to my primary doctor and told him I thought I had ADHD and he perscribed me Adderall. Fast forward a few months out of no-where he asked for a urine test. I was honest with him and told him I was a regular user of weed. He said he understood but, would have to take away my perscription. Since then honestly my life has been hell without it. I'm happy to say now I've been sober from weed for close to 9 months but my ADHD still runs my life. Also at this time I have new insurance so I no longer have that doctor. I was thinking recently about attempting to get that perscription back though. Honestly I'm just looking what to say to the new doctor. Should I tell them the truth or should I just tell them I decided to stop taking it and now I've decided to try to go back to it for whatever reason. My only concern is if there's a way for them to know, I refused the drug test back then and now I'm on some watch list. Thanks again, honestly guys I'm trying to do better now as I've been sober and any information would help.",2.9556926713947997,4.2263287702127705,4.264219858156029,87.74361111111112,74.06382978723406,8.115839243498817,24.544917257683217,8.680891452615391,1.4844420803782508,891,27,195,17,18,294,124,235,0.08900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.7848,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,3,18,10,1,0,11,0,17,7,1,1,1,34,37,18,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,7,11,0,2,8,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,14,5,25,8,30,19,2,33,1,1,2,0,23,6,1,3,24,124,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28365123364953315,0.0,0.2092182706871632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943729067968249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025114643072337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103238318218784,0.0,0.11087469370972047,0.2722282336600801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437064478797403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362366059780276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685464538401432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165558456771918,0.0,0.0670680530050598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684888987428822,0.0,0.1256243085270776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581998217042001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485545197253169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670852850841808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909904850431504,0.0,0.1288223364271015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838961577297209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279504380074789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975225791125829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133438765721448,0.1165210733118182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225495323068747,0.18769327808381284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976194560384914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942432903883466,0.09866201258820256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774583296611549,0.0,0.20629265339605302,0.10864815859961714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756163253518451,0.11594465882219901,0.09368710802665392,0.06881283699066476,0.0,0.0,0.2255280666423945,0.0,0.16024268566159625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367119489878288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939686083074696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375785362846967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766246238559387,0.0,0.0,0.15198970938114487 adhd,mykthesith,2019/04/05,"Autism, ADHD and Neurodiversity - a personal story, with valuable insights! Hi! I realized I was autistic about two years ago, in my mid-30's, and I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD (Vyvanse has changed my life). I feel weird just linking to a twitter thread in a reddit post, but I wanted to share my own personal experience in case the insights I've had can help anyone else who is still looking for answers. I posted this to twitter initially to raise autism awareness, and it's really taken off! I was struck, though, by how many people with ADHD told me it was eerily accurate for them, too. Autism and ADHD are frequently comorbid, and if you feel like your ADHD diagnosis explains many but not enough of the things you're dealing with I encourage you to read this twitter thread and see if maybe some of the autistic traits mentioned resonate. Autism isn't a disability, it's a neurotype that in many cases can cause disability. But many people are autistic but not disabled, never get a diagnosis and spend their lives wondering why nothing ever quite adds up. Cheers! https://twitter.com/mykola/status/1112883937272107008",8.11895353377587,9.676091578680207,7.391065989847717,69.06298320968374,62.147208121827404,9.91940648184303,35.45841468176493,10.035473477838034,3.834611401796174,919,40,140,19,13,285,123,197,0.02,0.868,0.11199999999999999,0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,2,1,7,6,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,2,2,36,22,15,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,9,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,7,4,16,5,21,15,3,15,0,0,2,0,16,6,0,4,8,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.636428900292949,0.0,0.09388469933407104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405621319637673,0.1085194776523736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880091665924772,0.11204097393581476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919073969808588,0.0,0.10749856701530633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847598150860167,0.0,0.0,0.10943552660575576,0.0,0.0,0.09580357135348502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036023711443501,0.0,0.0,0.1071046950178045,0.0756636359231409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055334708583478096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099065796988145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480885882495993,0.0517433094280076,0.0,0.09352233770374828,0.0,0.08893950172288649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429513043077382,0.1064029547989511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168595215215119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162553054599403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685224954545228,0.18495674671765253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286905819152296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126505709919538,0.10594077604930416,0.0,0.06785001272874809,0.0,0.10457543596009188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439824294962253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458155163316096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036330287021461,0.0,0.1040581149740044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120356438552036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346074645600717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062469709354198766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556920996540086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485717051299214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820392941904355 adhd,lethargicbunny,2019/04/05,When people say “I love your enthusiasm!” they actually mean “I love your ADHD!” And they don’t even know about it. Or the hardship I’ve been through to turn this lifelong condition to my very own superhero power. ,3.3520000000000003,5.9358422,4.535,80.36,77.0,8.0,27.5,8.841846274778883,2.4675,168,7,31,4,4,55,34,40,0.05,0.693,0.257,0.8906,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.3003453552674112,0.0,0.3698874057203482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328340011539106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914585259008882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555604091611837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352587118799509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133733932555605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447561352310152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347723275408601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394775123905944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GGffat20,2019/04/05,"Guidance Hi guys, To begin, I’m not asking for a diagnosis, but more if anyone has related and can provide some guidance or insight: I’m 22 years old and confused regarding my mental state. To start I have always struggled paying close attention to professors during lectures consistently zoning out. Second, when I study, it takes me so long just to get one section done with the amount of distractions that occur. On top of that, I have a tough time concentrating on what friends or people say when I have a conversation thus resulting in making it tough for me to build connections. This problem could be from something else tho, like social anxiety since that occurs too sometimes when I’m at parties. Even at the gym, sometimes I can’t concentrate enough on lifting but more the people around me and what they’re doing. A few months ago, a friend gave me some addy and I’ve taken vyvanse recently as well to study and I’ve noticed startling differences. Firstly, I can actually get work done, and don’t put things off. Second, my anxiety completely disappears and I start conversations and even hit up old friends through text. I actually feel confidence too. I can talk to people and not worry about what I’m saying and actually speak my thoughts. I actually allow myself to become vulnerable. My question is, should I get prescribed? Is it worth it? Is there a bigger underlying problem that exists? I’m graduating in 2 months and will be working soon and I’m thinking about enrolling in therapy as well. I just want to know what’s wrong with me and why my life feels great on medication but not when I’m not on it. 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Sleep is so very important to me. I'm use to sleeping 12+ hours a day. Granted, I know that's totally not healthy and now that I've been diagnosed I'm on a round of 3 medications to regulate my energy, sleep, and attention. They work well, until it takes 2 weeks for the mail order pharmacy I have to use through insurance to refill them. I ran out 4+ days ago. Happy to say they finally arrived today but having to restart my reginmine again after almost a week off will take its toll. It took almost a month for the regimine to settle into my system and play nicly when I first started it to make me a functioning member of society. Luckily, it shouldn't be more than a week before I feel normal again. Just a grim reminder of how hopeless if feels sometimes to see that I will be dependent on 3 medications for the rest of my life. Currently, my aweful insurance has me paying about $400 a month. Stress that I dont need. So, with my attention span right now at a -3, at this point we can add 1 more hour on our count today. Tomorrow at work I have a really busy day. At least I can look forward to my first client, a sweet and sassy older pup. TL:DR My rant may be a bit unorthodox, but hey, I'm irritated and I want to sleep. Stupid angry body. And I'm craving insane amount of water. There, my base complaints. 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Am i more inclined to cheat in a relationship because of ADHD ? Just like other stuff that we get bored of over time will i also be bored of my marriage ? Anyone living a happily married life how are you doing up till now ? &#x200B;",2.0844444444444434,4.648896703703707,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,81.96296296296295,5.822222222222222,23.814814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.2646148148148142,218,8,39,3,6,74,42,54,0.177,0.721,0.102,-0.5305,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,9,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260854276132996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339643339041528,0.0,0.29398548637290706,0.3296951379817836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897199509359689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539999346717116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175850673967802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164810639469232,0.13255792731279642,0.0,0.2395889899679658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913064264643303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106074538588129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158214459966775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296951379817836,0.0 adhd,Insanity_-_Wolf,2019/04/05,"The silver lining of bad short-term memory and ADD. On days off of medication, I'm reminded just how spacey my mind can be. It often gets to the point where I'll completely forget a train of thought I was running, only to be left with a vague feeling of what it was. Whoever said ignorance is bliss was truly onto something, because I've noticed myself thinking negatively (on too many occassions to count) about something only to have those thoughts completely weigh me down and leave me feeling rash. Now the silver lining to ADD and my atrocious short term memory is that I'll often completely forget about the thoughts that'd start making me feel down in an instant. I can be thinking of something inescapably depressing,.. only to forget about it an instant and move onto something else, lol. It's not always that bad.",9.940432330827068,8.44492232894737,9.258834586466168,67.35684210526317,59.26315789473684,11.843609022556393,40.135338345864675,10.608840637214634,4.370562781954887,662,28,107,12,7,211,89,152,0.133,0.79,0.077,-0.7893,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,8,1,12,3,1,2,0,26,25,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,1,1,8,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,7,4,8,0,23,14,1,18,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,2,4,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684279399098675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449389422741534,0.08560027094539377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416910532266247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056091499683984,0.0,0.12094571934308238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173050052062196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300555120916034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733649762092606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486871838784691,0.15256948973751427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373312918716976,0.1423664052526876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414609257957356,0.0,0.0,0.14178672535663495,0.0,0.0,0.14924692650760213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598719811420393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203929852852811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274467944175025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357398248483926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324164961340287,0.0,0.0,0.09939178949895586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995417444713868,0.0,0.33443941046121645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dhfb1990,2019/04/05,Hydraulic Car Lifts Hydrofabs produces the best quality Hydraulic Car lifts in Bangalore,12.605384615384615,16.297764923076926,9.44923076923077,50.470769230769264,53.615384615384606,14.430769230769231,59.153846153846146,13.023866798666859,9.989369230769233,76,6,7,3,1,22,10,13,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,s8084hh,2019/04/05,"Brain Brain Go Away Here is a song from Unlike Pluto that struck a huge chord with me. Not only do I have ADHD, I also have Depression and Anxiety. Unlike Pluto also suffers from Anxiety and Depression too. He made a song talking about it and I want to share that here :) Here is his message from the Youtube description: ""This song is about how I overthink EVERYTHING! It would be nice if I could turn my brain off, just a little, then resume :) In the past, overthinking has been the root to my anxiety/depression, which isn't cool. Lets follow our instincts more often :)"" I don't know about everyone else here, but I too overthink everything :) https://youtu.be/7_vNeNNKhXE",3.971201525746977,6.920898008264463,4.0333884297520655,82.72322949777495,77.18181818181819,7.690019071837255,25.010171646535287,8.617729084823388,2.177609790209792,533,19,91,12,13,164,77,121,0.1,0.782,0.11800000000000001,0.4873,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,7,1,14,3,3,3,0,16,20,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,4,12,3,12,14,1,9,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940935268308061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583055265693303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470965488129859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173606024216538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408675591309693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289458782214223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173032488065071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491385512912055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543216903757241,0.2902944310672768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917850754811898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875705030853376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514631798389467,0.0,0.0,0.16186702130863093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281670953392565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282923684053515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417154207282205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980886058164431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566735372138906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525782222547327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472609592724345,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,satthereonashelf,2019/04/05,"Question about prescription So I was prescribed Vyvanse last week. Unfortunately it wasn’t covered by insurance, and PA didn’t go through. I ended up purchasing the meds out of pocket and having them reimbursed separately. Now (about 10 days later) my doctor responds and says she has sent a script for amp salts (covered by insurance) to my pharmacy and it’s ready for pickup per their app. Since I’ve already filled one script am I running a risk by filling the second one too? My doctor obviously didn’t realise I picked that one up. I’m going on vacation soon and would save the extra supply (doctor is not able to prescribe extra refills) but I don’t wanna commit some kind of felony by accidentally “fraudulently” obtaining them. Thoughts? 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I strongly recommend y'all try it out. just sit in a comfortable upright position with your legs crossed (you can be against a wall) or lay flat on your back with your legs extended long and arms at your side. all you need to do then is focus on breathing deeply. breathe in for 7 counts, and out for 7 counts. if it helps, think the words ""so"" as you inhale and ""hum"" as you exhale. continue as long as you have time or feel the need to. let me know how it makes you feel!",5.824006568144501,7.5888473940886705,6.080118226600993,75.57551395730708,67.66995073891626,9.94535303776683,34.222988505747125,10.203070172399654,3.718462988505747,883,42,158,23,15,282,126,203,0.08900000000000001,0.77,0.141,0.8552,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,14,1,5,7,9,0,1,12,0,11,10,6,4,1,36,21,20,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,7,18,7,33,16,1,25,0,0,0,0,19,14,0,4,10,104,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766683988351647,0.0,0.11118159287824238,0.0,0.0,0.10162226535115644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175436337039618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853782437646033,0.0,0.16143546073210732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685435441086792,0.0,0.12140952503511253,0.16348336578874267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216643272755464,0.0,0.0,0.22045864758015735,0.0,0.13954528982669145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190088730552333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741561403549384,0.15355539538365348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987282930402845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861584088997348,0.0,0.07100379689812777,0.0,0.0,0.25723545897714944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701286551808397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392319947907117,0.0,0.0,0.4402435928007685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155295093005837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906686225505918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648182311035833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312539907953768,0.0,0.11538049862901747,0.08474655276797925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734712024655315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009865552564005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dankdeception,2019/04/05,"Aspergers or stimulant side effects? For a few years ive been contemplating seeking medical advice about a misdiagnosis of adhd. I think I possibly have ASD/adhd. I was just wondering if anyone else has been in the same situation and might have some insight. I've been taking 50mg(7 years on 70mg) of vyvanse in the mornings and 20mg IR ampetamine salts in the afternoon for 10 years now(23 years old currently). I've noticed I have extreme fixation on certain subjects and everytime I become intrested in a new topic, I scoop up every bit of information on it until I'm satisfied. I will literally spend a majority of my day which can last a day or a few weeks. I've always put everything 2nd to this including school and friends. Is this the medication making me like this? Only two of these interests have stayed with me for a majority of my life and I don't really know who I am anymore off the medication since I've always been on it. I'm worried my doctor will dismiss anything i say and blame the medication which i think could be a reasonable possibility. But everytime i reasearch ASD, i relate to a majority of the personal issues written about high functioning autism on r/aspergers and other articles but once again I dismiss all of these feelings as correlated to the medication. I know the simple answer is to ask a doctor, but everytime I show up to a med checkup I get too anxious to ask and end up talking myself out of it. I've skipped my last 3 appointments and think this makes the situation worse. Last appointment was in October. I have tried to look up this information but couldn't find a single written article or personal experience on it. For the sake of keeping this short, il only include other reasons I suspect ASD if more information is needed to get a better perspective of my current situation. Thankyou ",6.643430830039527,7.570265628985506,8.071996047430833,65.12143280632414,65.17391304347825,11.722002635046113,37.71080368906456,11.479024033405116,4.918072463768116,1482,76,245,47,22,513,182,345,0.040999999999999995,0.914,0.046,-0.2982,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,24,0,25,9,0,6,2,50,46,20,0,5,10,0,1,1,1,3,9,1,0,2,17,11,0,1,17,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,28,5,45,32,11,40,0,0,1,0,11,20,0,8,19,167,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125845211137028,0.0864262579060263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471846536360336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991631965367892,0.08771248420042001,0.061841961492475464,0.09062112506840933,0.0727817116313083,0.0,0.16536602822789315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976792285999634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822135393211027,0.09655772303103123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061517769003757,0.0,0.0,0.11407786866000795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810519542964006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388344617290822,0.0,0.07833495543085099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451771618440722,0.0,0.07948758469442298,0.08651500759090283,0.0,0.0,0.04471984279962117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083603105146911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833146060908664,0.0,0.0924164704004668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344573077035503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231234894610148,0.0,0.07861291332912815,0.0,0.0,0.09721279912519848,0.2162805047008544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247047164674027,0.04320917328914473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427051699391786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180738467679864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824112374996773,0.4454891195062513,0.0,0.09382489531164548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557995715112817,0.0,0.08541957332248405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069385268342997,0.09280689041908212,0.09418976067675057,0.0,0.1345309909035172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544514297261722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941419150989234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891044750206306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665936311526799,0.18186991371666655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033405976123466,0.0,0.08950984755079926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316162544515348,0.2982436110885485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426932314822707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649873075338959,0.0710877763767967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001364781471018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600475347049493,0.0,0.08639674136927382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094428164036144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591352851331952,0.0,0.08981897222644555,0.0901317883280158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278196302359337 adhd,clrk-knt,2019/04/05,"looking at a possible cancer diagnosis. I think vyvanse is making things worse by filling me with anxiety :( tl;dr: title. can't tell how much of my anxiety is normal and how much might be the vyvanse making it worse. recently increased my dose. it's been a tough week :( ",2.801266666666667,5.6968876600000025,4.652000000000001,76.55266666666667,82.4,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.8237333333333337,213,10,34,5,6,72,40,50,0.34700000000000003,0.619,0.034,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,4,0,9,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633118237336207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994062229496316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170121976539608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519070655489305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34912019506199043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326599493407796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769997262035017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446266612877795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755012009107865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775757889140446,0.1521544965296549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904757340377457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839831525518302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unfortunatelyamammal,2019/04/05,"Gifted and ADHD Those of you to which these labels apply, what are your experiences being gifted and having ADHD? &#x200B;",6.6971428571428575,9.940636095238098,7.047857142857144,63.23464285714289,69.0,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,1.3244095238095241,102,2,11,1,2,33,18,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7293334551042439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32876883229066584,0.3687035263662261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968150694795617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687035263662261,0.0 adhd,xolrumi,2019/04/05,"Communicating with an ADHD friend About two years ago, I made a penpal who has ADHD. We would write letters and occasionally send little gifts to each other. Overall, we enjoyed talking about random stuff and just getting to know each other. Fast forward to a few months ago, my penpal started grad school and couldn't dedicate much time to write letters anymore in order to focus on their studies. My penpal did let me know about this and even provided their phone number to text each other, since that would be more convenient than waiting several days/weeks to receive a letter. I agreed and we started to text each other. However, a few weeks after this, my penpal takes days (and sometimes over a week) to reply to my text messages. That left me wondering if they're too busy to reply back because of grad school. I let my penpal know about this and they said that they have ADHD and have a hard time replying back. I said that it was fine and I'll be more mindful of their situation But this trend seems to be continuing, to the point where I don't get a reply back to my messages and have to send a follow-up message. Frankly, this situation has left me confused. I really want to be understanding of my penpal's situation, dealing with grad school and ADHD at the same time. But to be completely honest, it is frustrating to have to wait over a week to receive a text message reply. Is this normal among people with ADHD? Or am I missing something?",6.466234015345267,7.067904510869564,6.731619778346119,75.71704603580565,65.48550724637681,8.957885763000851,31.45268542199489,8.841846274778883,2.5881281329923267,1159,42,204,17,17,374,138,276,0.033,0.902,0.065,0.8149,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,5,0,11,7,1,1,13,0,22,0,0,1,0,46,40,15,0,6,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,18,21,0,2,6,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,5,3,25,4,38,25,10,36,0,1,0,0,28,12,0,6,20,149,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432689885766139,0.0,0.16028387656991308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896612271250315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855633907834867,0.0,0.055112359861752835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479189728527472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830619087525232,0.0932074937049628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971415380311675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984960767337521,0.0,0.09446972364545483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809885186576382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905892145139035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645883195163785,0.18489822840196304,0.0,0.0,0.09061335984368532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554698405627108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128710628099793,0.0,0.07216343444201191,0.0,0.06646086396854563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858141959573934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267807216488394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546553021769887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791818657683565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199892732975194,0.0,0.0,0.2744955696218005,0.0,0.08230476782791626,0.0,0.10213620001339396,0.0,0.07478708619043968,0.30486980725911145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696011043011168,0.08941660606561375,0.0,0.12798361523094692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103496435604197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797615933419693,0.07266716159776597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581542792760593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831625191543681,0.09411873988911867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332544735462038,0.0,0.2900819151282545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980444772804046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284476223713911,0.0,0.0,0.05822029724825345 adhd,jtspadaro,2019/04/05,"Being interrupted Does anyone else feel like their peers inturupt you? Literally any time I talk people do it or talk over me so I can't get a word in. Is this just me?",0.7084285714285734,2.993230628571432,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,85.57142857142857,6.928571428571428,17.32142857142857,8.07648339933343,0.6488571428571421,132,3,29,3,4,46,32,35,0.065,0.851,0.084,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382449276839745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496763618961356,0.3589673137963554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065871005894561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29266622089149064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714370497008294,0.25028476663333105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303950709700814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115965902273447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428833914642881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631840944475407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428754107235603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,intothelight_,2019/04/05,"We aren’t all seeking “study drugs” I was recently diagnosed with ADHD (combined). I was initially shocked as I’m going to be 26, I also had this mixed feeling of relief and embarrassment from it. I’m in university and for some reason disclosing to people that I was diagnosed with ADHD has been really frustrating. If it’s other students I’m talking to they’re so quick to say how jealous they are or to ask for medication... or if it’s professors or other people they’re quick to say that ADHD is over diagnosed or from technology... What about what I’m feeling, or how I’m learning to adjust to this? I spent my whole life thinking I was dumb or that all the things I hated about myself was just my personality only to find out that they’re symptoms of this. I’m tired of people diminishing ADHD or assuming I’m just some drug seeking university student who wants something to help with studying. tl;dr: Just because I’m a university student doesn’t make my diagnosis any less valid and doesn’t mean I want some “study drug”.",5.179856424982052,6.4643985326633215,6.615882986360376,72.9471984924623,68.69849246231155,9.50480976310122,31.802225412778178,9.784248007369934,3.2311763101220383,824,35,146,19,14,281,105,199,0.11199999999999999,0.836,0.052000000000000005,-0.9286,1,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,0,11,7,4,1,2,0,14,10,0,4,2,39,33,17,0,4,12,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,16,8,0,0,9,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,8,4,14,1,26,24,7,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,13,3,100,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691039728896935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467259405185777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050598912449393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067417226857656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216651330224708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604754290318185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118677084233133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971821876276052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820191936603883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728103193500583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168808662328594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935109772300616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361896109885965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902303391845895,0.0,0.0,0.12895617823563613,0.0,0.11926062465034147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003727199760335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622015497028504,0.10336938199353232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758405844446506,0.12171969283443412,0.11689109349875043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882893101994512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113870340513996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230475417838814,0.0,0.09515353175288488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864986016239911,0.07585644987221356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606636128653107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965330519392838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217283738699911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fishface17404,2019/04/05,Omega 3 and add/adhd. 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I have ADHD. I am not diagnosed, but I am very positive I’ve had it(online self-diagnosis and ADHD research, multiple friends telling me that know people with ADHD, etc). My mom is strongly against western medicine (she is very very traditional Chinese) and my brother also has ADHD; he tried it when he was younger and after that my mom particularly hated western ADHD medicine. I have used vyvanse in school before (I did dramatically better because it actually helped me to focus for once) but was getting it from someone else since they never took their prescription. My ADHD has started to affect my sleep and work drastically and I’m wondering if it’s possible for me to get it without my parents knowing? I can’t afford the state insurance plan and am not going to get it when I’m already on a decent plan. 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I've also thought I had on and off allergies. I finally got tired of the allergies and went to some of the best Dr's in the world (paid big $) and did cat scans, blood tests, allergy boards, etc, and it turns out I don't have allergies or sinus issues. I had migraines, which I had no idea that I had. I thought migraines meant headaches, which I did not have. Apparently it's the expanding of blood vessels in your brain. My Dr, who happens to be a leading researcher on the west coast, recently authored a paper on the topic, but the expanding blood vessels can cause all sorts of allergy/sinus type issues. Well many ADHD meds cause vasoconstriction, or the narrowing of blood vessels. And when it wears off, your body rebounds, and the blood vessels expand. That's often why the ""crash"" can leave you with a headache type feeling. To counter the migraines I didn't know I had, he has me taking 25mg-50mg of Amitriptyline HCL at night and it's done wonders for me personally. Some of the side effects I used to have from Vyvanse: * Some difficulty sleeping (the pill makes you drowsy) * Congestion in the morning and throughout the day at times/allergies * Somewhat more frequent bowel movements (more normal now) * Lots of shrinkage while on it (less now for some reason?) * Fatigue from low quality of sleep; congestion restricts airway, so less oxygen at night; difficulty falling asleep means less sleep It seems to all around help out with no negative side effects (for me). I'm hoping that sharing this info will help some others out. Better living through chemistry! **TL;DR:** Vyvanse(Adderall) was causing what I thought was allergies (and other misc symptoms) and Amitriptyline seems to have fixed all sorts of things. I only thought I had allergies.",4.771284313725488,7.504847050000002,4.436633986928103,82.1129411764706,72.94444444444444,7.124183006535947,31.42156862745098,8.124751697461798,2.560602941176471,1598,75,268,26,34,485,193,360,0.09,0.828,0.08199999999999999,0.1007,2,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,4,0,6,10,8,0,0,20,0,23,26,13,10,3,63,45,19,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,13,0,0,1,18,19,0,1,17,0,1,4,7,2,1,0,21,2,23,6,49,22,18,42,0,2,1,0,12,25,0,17,14,179,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579727541736617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582948282125785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108783578105104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263322202811962,0.09492214204187688,0.0,0.1192162681183146,0.0,0.119812594260147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307636420299925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921713258874368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983293731104274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969814254170373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054267831697214976,0.0,0.0,0.11757164636260795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583932611920261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490904400689197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387825213987712,0.0,0.0,0.10660007654095482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115928808089267,0.0,0.22404331958984675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058984194615573735,0.0,0.0,0.11364395469195562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052434624028932585,0.0,0.09477183949020034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912457046010346,0.0,0.0,0.0716417058190343,0.10881288411123012,0.0,0.11691073003141615,0.1192162681183146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036572299568045,0.0,0.2014385188645648,0.10515781897287067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162713367670286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371392729767317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035018518051096,0.10597261226320198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541321228201367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32221398018575204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155400334707967,0.1613933190585335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130338921531328,0.0,0.0,0.3408230731414774,0.0,0.1233567700933216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167411190827846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269619747401946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649999703301876,0.09949334301619744,0.09684605891414988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639171555609645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911516553380044 adhd,dehorstexte,2019/04/05,"ADHD and Alcohol I've read a lot about the link between ADHD and alcoholism but for me it's entirely different. Maybe its because alcohol is a depressant but for me alcohol puts me right to sleep. I wake up shortly after and completely recover but for this reason I've never seen the appeal of alcohol. Anyone has similar experiences or an explanation for this? I also find that coffee has little to no effect on me most of the time. 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I stopped taking it though, because I was on a pretty high dose, and it made me really anxious. (At that time, I was not taking anything for my anxiety). I made it through college with no meds. After having a baby, my ADHD blew up, and I am really struggling. &#x200B; My nurse practitioner consulted with a doctor and **started me on Wellbutrin.** I've been on it for almost 6 weeks, and have seen absolutely **no improvement.** In fact, I think it's making it worse. I called her about this, and she doubled the dose. So far, no improvement. I am meeting with the Doctor next week, and I'm worried he will simply want to continue increasing the dose of Wellbutrin. Meanwhile, I don't really have time for this. **I feel like I'm drowning** with my work and home life. I'm barely meeting my deadlines by a thread. **I am afraid I will lose my job if it gets any worse.** I am also afraid that, if **I ask for stimulants too soon, the doctor might think I am just a druggie**. Has anyone else experienced this? **Is this a realistic concern, or am I just overthinking it?** Any advice is welcome!",0.059421768707483835,1.849631380341883,2.1066370137798707,88.4647802197802,111.26495726495726,4.98712715855573,21.869527298098728,6.591547111509431,1.1695336821908249,949,40,176,18,49,314,129,234,0.109,0.843,0.048,-0.8995,1,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,3,12,0,20,8,0,6,1,33,38,15,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,3,8,1,1,0,14,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,8,4,27,3,27,27,2,23,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,5,13,124,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030541946074265,0.11408236408182895,0.0,0.0,0.1169037673536237,0.0,0.0,0.09336134451802257,0.0,0.126493714493235,0.14185857665359505,0.1587819043449685,0.0,0.08930999785152358,0.13188919933154478,0.0,0.08163117711506397,0.11961957435204845,0.09607160978611154,0.0,0.21828259022360227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116698109470823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192102216411864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849423815895818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35848193827089925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097525895603195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059030039151941625,0.08340301777020681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060994712017078276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466960883861865,0.1171052683247285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585190746341538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824608083635432,0.11407192115634412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306083666326296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209348542618665,0.07792853643029397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296779464828634,0.0,0.0,0.12384854008744807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416017745919035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187721574280934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243704950845677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815269183935433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263307494381286,0.0,0.0,0.09760447633471178,0.0,0.12204775829189267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555619314298065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496116214277297,0.11470187371284925,0.0,0.13615049487410988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970856049931356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885952830313859,0.0,0.187292416997154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253850839948548,0.0,0.08499212385166394,0.11856073535122433,0.23794730306531225,0.0,0.0,0.14185857665359505,0.0751802826804769 adhd,throwaway112233452,2019/04/05,"Recently diagnosed with ADHD, medication not working. Any advice? Hello r/ADHD, &#x200B; First off, apologies for the throwaway account; I'd just like to avoid anyone I know IRL from stumbling onto this post. &#x200B; So yesterday, I was diagnosed with ADHD for the first time and prescribed 10mg of XR Adderall by my doctor. For some background, I'm 14y/o and currently taking 0.5mg Xanax (twice daily) as well as 20mg of viibryd (mentioning those in case there are any known incompatibilities/conflicts across them). Upon coming home and taking the Adderall, I noticed that it had very little to no effect on me, even after waiting for 4+ hours and re-dosing with an additional 10mg 2 hours later, which only resulted in my appetite significantly increasing and wanting some food, something which seems somewhat strange considering the common side effects. Should I continue trying these new meds at this dose for 1-2 weeks until my next appointment or should I call him and request a switch to something like IR instead of XR? &#x200B; General advice/tips for younger people just getting started is appreciated too, still getting used to the idea that this is something I've had haha. &#x200B; (Apologies if this type of post is mis-posted or not allowed within this community, writing it on relatively short notice) &#x200B;",10.199358974358972,9.995566414529918,9.46286324786325,61.950192307692326,57.931623931623925,11.047863247863248,42.57692307692308,10.317481424215053,4.797579487179489,1087,54,154,19,12,346,160,234,0.026000000000000002,0.912,0.062,0.8346,2,1,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,1,5,9,5,0,1,7,1,9,7,0,5,0,37,21,13,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,13,11,1,2,6,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,3,0,11,4,33,16,4,35,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,7,20,100,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27283121314765124,0.07394637097370815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099560529377627,0.4597523473262152,0.10291990087252274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291202855545017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727016655277415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518522857160909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536121549315771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774540938268656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049981026485839485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287341185654198,0.0915035860888435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907160126896026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590576934665133,0.0,0.14904449966248634,0.0,0.0,0.08542513376939306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158767185848074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393960203577313,0.075843806700343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405517903584417,0.07623216483948421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308505089030168,0.08047864905721312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723074714954572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755240827173649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246184004019013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174202461226912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471754515784172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888947625852884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476935111502273,0.0,0.0,0.05356144276700418,0.0,0.060432221445223165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379272764343548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441252908950652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137671565251449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535681411271829,0.0,0.062437804924032364,0.04463364925823345,0.0,0.06069998048909628,0.0,0.06803873880298658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550905406875202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597523473262152,0.0 adhd,MyClothesWereInThere,2019/04/05,"So here's a text conversation I had with my friend and I'd like to show you guys. He basically says ADHD can be cured through willpower' It goes like this Me: Do you have ADHD just wonderin? Cause you do lots of school work [*he does A LOT of school work and homework and classes and my ADHD is so bad the school literally let me do academic classes online do it's easier on me*] Friend: Yes I do Me: How do you do so much work then? Cause I wanna know how [*since I have pretty severe ADHD I'll take all the help I can get*] Friend: You know when a doctor tells you your condition will make you unable to do something? Prove then wrong, that's my motivation Me: Tttttthats not how a disorder works buddy. I don't think you have ADHD. [*he's known to lie about stuff relating to himself.*] So is it possible to not have ADHD and to be able to do tons of school work with no problem through ""proving the doctors wrong"" and ""motivation""? If so what even is ADHD Besides being lazy huh!?!?!",0.976923583662714,3.3611110050505064,2.7855731225296445,90.42444664031623,85.41414141414144,5.665700483091787,20.72990777338603,7.079830092131019,0.5690708827404483,761,24,160,11,23,252,107,198,0.096,0.754,0.15,0.8957,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,9,0,7,13,9,0,0,7,2,25,2,0,8,3,31,31,18,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,1,7,8,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,24,5,17,25,5,4,0,0,0,0,21,1,0,3,5,109,31,17,0.08408574270633015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7073830567773264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020808289596643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275844048647787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636954598856468,0.17213064135584868,0.07358400008613024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555378400260045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489330869362215,0.0,0.04393133005301232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325810522090298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636090088466755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242265031850233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598336890058958,0.0,0.0821600931027824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297338302861476,0.0,0.0,0.056127886192968185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181269591870996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479404078638604,0.0,0.08554542970251161,0.0,0.08045869974235667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686835755466129,0.0,0.3403970429694417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949929552030561,0.0,0.06955659528476578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473331279303703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962580580610615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322201391536379,0.0,0.07349464535446651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387874869273595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30607711073285304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386911929668254,0.0,0.0 adhd,Square_Month,2019/04/05,"My Memory is Mortifying Hi, I've (40M) had ADD all my life and tried drugs in college, but hated the side effects and haven't taken them in years. I am very high functioning and have developed really good coping skills. I exercise an hour a day, am totally type-A and do everything in advance. My problem is that I work is a corporate environment and i forget everything. EVERYTHING. I either don't read emails or read them and don't pay attention. I will have meetings with people and then have absolutely no idea what we discussed. I take notes as much as possible, but even when I look back on my notes they seem foreign to me. This is becoming very embarrassing as people keep saying ""yeah, but we talked about that last week."" Or ""but the head of our company is coming to the meeting today. Didn't you see the email?"" Does anyone have any suggestions on how to overcome this? &#x200B; I'm so embarrassed and would do anything to find a way to overcome this issue. Thanks for any suggestions. (Oh, and medication is out of the question). 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I am very good at wandering grocery stores for much longer than I planned. I find it nearly impossible to do it without missing something or back tracking a lot. Who feels this?,5.442333333333334,8.093876733333335,5.317500000000003,76.97625000000005,70.55555555555556,7.166666666666668,40.138888888888886,8.07648339933343,3.7902222222222233,203,13,31,3,4,63,38,45,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.6642,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160804759389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202536774778368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109547596401219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28536025051894426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28924273180798865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501007201370607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619178456103496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807169892090328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559195477874507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,empty-yet-full,2019/04/05,"“Medication vacations” I was just wondering if anyone has taken a break from there ADHD medications. For a while I was only taking my pills on week days and it allowed me to catch up on sleep during the weekends. Then I read somewhere that taking “vacation” can actually have an impact on the effectiveness of the medication. I’m currently taking Vyvanse 50mg in the am with a 10mg booster later morning to early afternoon (on some days when I can feel a crash coming). Just curious to hear other people’s thoughts and opinions on “medication vacations” or taking a break from their meds. Why do you do it or not do it? Do you feel any different? Do you feel like your pills are not as effective after? Do you feel any side effects or symptoms of withdrawals? Thanks!! :)",5.067537878787881,6.846758708333336,6.396010101010102,72.5227272727273,69.55555555555556,9.403030303030304,31.146464646464647,9.800150414767053,3.3322722222222234,610,26,103,15,11,206,94,144,0.037000000000000005,0.878,0.085,0.79,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,1,3,4,2,0,0,10,0,14,8,1,4,0,24,29,10,0,1,8,0,4,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,12,2,18,25,1,24,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,7,13,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1392490735684862,0.0,0.17149084434933476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407406319848386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997751871773515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291852267797455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840520647090167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908519469511144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886021450931394,0.10194085156273858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082687067734974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971323756002779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850122269907352,0.5749980655399227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852546130984386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892627541566973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273293628994738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279737331231698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483140363858811,0.4291534840002152,0.0,0.0,0.1313737593559692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328335190665345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446077726190927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875943018317887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474590438760724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dtd243,2019/04/05,"Therapist suggested ADHD As title says, my therapist recently suggested that I may have ADHD and he wants me to speak to a psychiatrist. I’m currently waiting on an appointment for that, but in the meantime I was wondering if I could get some input on the whole situation and my symptoms. So first is that I have layers and layers of thoughts, usually one playing the same 15 seconds of a song over and over, one trying to focus on what’s currently happening, one thinking about my whole life, etc. just all at the same time and I feel like I’m going in and out of focus between them. And also those thoughts start the very second that I wake up, I usually wake up singing a song because it’s already in my head and the thoughts are usually so intense that I immediately start smoking weed on days that I don’t have to go to work, which isn’t the healthiest thing to do I know. I also can never focus on anything anyone is saying, I try super hard and sometimes I try to repeat the words they’re saying in my head but that just makes it worse and honestly I don’t remember like anything anyone has ever said to me. I’ve gotten in a few car accidents even though I’m trying as hard as I can to focus somehow I still mess it up. My parents wouldn’t let me get tested for ADHD because they said I was just depressed, so I figured I didn’t have it, so I’m wary when my therapist says they think I have it. Do these sound like common symptoms or are these things everyone experiences? 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Cant help but feeling like a dope. Didnt even think to set my alarm. Had the biggest facepalm moment when my dad asked me if I had gotten my oil change. It was only then did I realize",3.681071428571428,4.695245916666671,4.058095238095241,90.90357142857144,71.97619047619048,7.504761904761906,27.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.3217523809523817,323,11,71,4,6,101,61,84,0.099,0.861,0.04,-0.4149,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,18,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,3,9,1,8,8,1,13,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530752017796222,0.0,0.25433884066086976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727458062222819,0.0,0.2838319236385263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879991463171532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368779713868478,0.1933936694594184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143362542472668,0.2596875393050864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814496973959848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322541318318544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588544112337426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721360570006815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840405020799696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618755746187304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345859439643546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,complihated,2019/04/05,"Advice on navigating health care barriers, and advice on medications Hi all! I'm not quite sure where to begin with this post, but I'll start off by saying that I'm not diagnosed with ADHD (don't worry mods, I'm not here to get a diagnosis). I've read some stuff online, spoken to some people that have it, etc, and I'm about 99% sure that I have ADHD (whether hyperactive or inattentive sub-type I'm not sure). I won't go into specifics on which symptoms I have, but I definitely have issues with putting things off, getting distracted (whether it be with college work, or in the middle of a conversation), and I generally just feel like my mind can't stay on one thing at a time. So, the obvious next step is figuring out how to get to a psychologist/psychiatrist and possibly getting a diagnosis. However, I don't have health insurance. My school counseling center gave me a list of providers that do a sliding-scale pay, so my first question is, roughly how much does an ADHD test at a psychologist cost? What is the maximum I could expect to pay? My second questions has to do with medication. My university counseling center will administer *non*\-stimulant medications (like strattera), but not stimulants (obviously b/c college kids try to get Adderall and shit to study). I've read that non-stimulants generally aren't prescribed unless someone has an issue with stimulant meds. Is this true? Is it better to start with stimulants, or should I use what my university is able to prescribe (since the psychiatric services would be free)? And lastly, what are some general good coping mechanisms that I can start using to not get as distracted and stay focused on things? &#x200B; Thank you so much!!",6.574629120879122,7.89440123397436,7.223516483516482,69.73576923076921,65.50641025641025,10.942857142857143,34.408424908424905,10.914260884657429,4.132127106227107,1363,61,232,39,21,450,172,312,0.06,0.836,0.10400000000000001,0.951,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,0,4,9,14,1,2,14,0,28,8,1,7,7,62,50,22,0,4,16,0,2,2,0,4,7,1,0,1,19,16,0,1,4,2,4,3,11,3,0,3,1,3,17,12,37,42,7,30,0,0,0,0,8,16,1,8,10,154,36,10,0.0938744030241922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33845636962152564,0.18346596034745727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171287645640092,0.11406767473983585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302428085245321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571121028415992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495107218512193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952805430288952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215012269490912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469477394973974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474657187792446,0.06706389227747553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984951925661686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427300634223824,0.0,0.05335098657511505,0.07873739541580782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956820129945574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959609748433314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652016771438509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172458307673503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042732992905878,0.2837057548763495,0.0,0.0,0.09478638647026864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801697510006014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983649259811116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636117249778384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508069116732146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582928452153637,0.08990572881542037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436970332340852,0.21032163110699026,0.09984698284489854,0.1877996135416952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465269312748185,0.0,0.09500590757566986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963607256929134,0.07765387625292589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953947704844595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933435688827186,0.20011524647405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746373220855092,0.0,0.0,0.2654265416771253,0.097571448609087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642693788086916,0.0,0.0,0.18709794631474688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473891932135808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373455757577481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621546873571856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834168344035586,0.09533401304302802,0.0,0.06668568252018378,0.0,0.11406767473983585,0.0 adhd,Any_Plenty,2019/04/05,"I took 5 - 36 mg concerta's I'm just going to skip dumb detail because I am very time constrained rn. Pretty much my prescription is 1 - 36 mg in the morning. The past few months have been rough and ive been fucking up and not doing my work. I decided to take 5 - 36 mg because I have so much work due the next day and hoped it would help me stay better focused in my work. But the thing is I don't feel any real difference at all then with just the 1 pill. I guess I feel a little more concentrated and focused but not even on my work. I just want to know how come I don't feel any real effect considering I took 5 - 36 mg. Also I took them about 2 hours prior to this so I don't know why they aren't doing anything. They are the ones that take longer to release. &#x200B; \*Also for anyone expressing concern - Thank you I really appreciate you looking out for me. I know its drug abuse and so horribly wrong and don't plan on ever doing it again. I'm just left with very little options because I have to get my work done. Also all i really want to know is why I barely feel any difference. And what should I expect because of this dumb decision. Thanks.",2.95804166666667,4.103089387500007,4.556666666666668,86.14166666666668,73.875,7.5,24.16666666666667,7.984000788550335,1.1915416666666672,903,26,192,13,18,304,128,240,0.098,0.795,0.106,-0.6195,0,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,2,3,8,15,8,3,0,7,0,22,3,0,2,3,45,48,17,0,6,8,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,11,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,6,6,31,4,20,40,6,27,0,0,1,1,7,10,3,3,11,120,39,5,0.0,0.11477360091571978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323976569648231,0.0,0.10495722478707553,0.1177061056152497,0.19762216755061845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773286594060418,0.0,0.07971470823173894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620110650080794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085672516713766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834438306125698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624723148996359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024144036545601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913033940332963,0.0,0.0,0.11233696905712176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639808803208405,0.08762330903835887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591895497041653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955357680900065,0.05060991153312839,0.0,0.0550527296608001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067118234137924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492906552700321,0.0,0.0,0.0962125026120313,0.09539618297041988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294607518744732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052481548722356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417582473807024,0.0,0.0,0.08134533332194661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731969338120633,0.0,0.1424193198018402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030209896783794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564075611856764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247216045339704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985503198761154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205156362412343,0.12411317343591717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032491737489158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566645386523538,0.0,0.0,0.17836741743724704,0.0,0.0,0.0643552776295555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648493347129027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228741585068053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985368869814254,0.11427136944786345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481791755867573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526079332861688,0.0,0.0,0.06881276406877211,0.1059107458168258,0.1177061056152497,0.0 adhd,AfakefalseProfit,2019/04/05,"It was like I could use my brain in ways I NEVER could before (My story and Experience's with Methylphenidate, Bupropion and Adderall) Like everyone on this planet, I have ADHD. Lol 😁 I was that hyper kid who always acted out. I always had A hard time processing thoughts because of A lousy attention span and the inability to focus for long periods of time (other then doing things I like), which effects me in A wide variety of ways. In the last few years I was prescribed and tried A few different ADHD meds which include: Adderall, Bupropion and Methylphenidate (Biphentin, Concerta and ritalin). I was about 16 in high school when I tryed Adderall A couple of times, I sniffed A few over A week or two (I am NOT encouraging drug abuse) but It didnt have any noticeable effects so I stopped. A few years later I tried Ritalin (which the first time I took it I felt high). It was A while since then, so I decided to give it another shot. I took a 20mg tab and A little while later this wonderful thing happened: I felt AMAZING, but I wasn't high. It was like I could process information at an amzaing pace, I felt I had immense focus and my attention span was impeccable! I could use my brain in ways I NEVER imagined I'd be able to but unfortunately, this went away. When I 19 my doctor prescribed Concerta. I couldn't wait to see if I'd feel the same as that wonderful day. I started of 18mg but it didnt have an effect. He raised it to 27mg and again, barely any effect. The last dose I tried was 36mg (which still didnt have that effect) so I eventually stopped taking it (even though it had many positive effects on my over-all well being). When I was about 21 I played with fire (Cocaine) A little bit and that didnt make me feel like that night on ritalin either, It got me high but was really addictive so I stopped. Around that time I was hangin with an older bud of mine and we went to his buddies for A some beers and bongs. While we were there my buddy asked his buddy if he could have A few Bupropion (wellbutrin) to snort as we were leaving soon. He then asked me if I wanted to try them, so I said sure. He crushed them up, making a few lines each and we shot them up our nose. 20 minutes went by and they were planning to go to A bar (unfortunately I didn't have my ID on me) so it was now time to leave. On my way home the funniest thing happened, BOOM IT WAS THAT FEELING. As my last experience I had remarkably better focus, attention and I could process thoughts Like I could only do that one night.... To this day its never happend again. Came to the conclusion that everyone is affected by ADHD meds in a diffrent way (obviously). Sorry for the lenght, I thought I'd just share my experience's with ADHD meds. Thanks for reading. :) Tl;dr: I took a 20mg tab of Ritalin and A little while later this wonderful thing happened: I felt AMAZING, but I wasn't high. It was like I could process information at an amzaing pace, I felt I had immense focus and my attention span was impeccable! Later on Life I felt this exact feeling snorting bupropion (of all things)...... (I do NOT encourage drug abuse) This post is to share my experience and if it is breaking A rule delete it. 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My 11yo son has ADHD and we have tried a number of medications. For the last 3 years, Vyvanse at the 70mg dosage has worked wonders -- I can tell when it has kicked in, and it's like night and day. &#x200B; Lately, in the last 3 weeks or so, it's like the effectiveness is wearing off. Attentiveness is falling away, you can see a decline in his grades at school. His appetite is also up massively which, while good in some respects, indicates to me that the effectiveness of the Vyvanse is wearing out. &#x200B; I suppose this was due to happen eventually as he grew up and got physically larger, but since we've already gone through the gamut of typical options in this space, is there anything out there that someone can recommend which functions similarly to Vyvanse?",8.283040540540544,8.145452439189192,7.810135135135133,72.01831081081082,61.770270270270274,10.372972972972974,40.12162162162162,9.827888789773867,4.0082,643,32,111,11,8,203,96,148,0.009000000000000001,0.909,0.08199999999999999,0.8205,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,9,0,13,4,3,2,0,15,18,11,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,4,24,15,1,28,0,0,1,0,7,15,0,4,12,76,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562536958338708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962759301151654,0.13017207458084187,0.0,0.3527359063223966,0.39558181847989865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339509496006145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293360550800913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497718790147917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652896025099126,0.1301870032798398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394246299479785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653686696417955,0.18361865244873954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904846598987313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397990444878285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275444427237062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473821251653728,0.1297115629224932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465016118811807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791975265353645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227358028275885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105143601960001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056925540030795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652385380805066,0.11850301794515415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39558181847989865,0.10482254100574401 adhd,CollegeStudentTrades,2019/04/05,Chewing Gum Does anyone ever start chewing a piece of gum then 3 hours later realize you have been chewing the same piece of gum for 3 hours?,4.578214285714285,5.8152175357142895,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,70.07142857142857,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.557228571428571,113,4,21,1,2,36,20,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752495542455369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444861700398665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560793777053053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7753328158994339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786278214776018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theMediatrix,2019/04/05,"Curious phenomenon -- cannot find any research on this: For years I have had days where my mind does not become alert until almost exactly 4pm. What is this about? If it happens to you, is it the same pattern every time or is it different times of day? How do you handle it? More info in the post. So pretty much as I explained - I will get up at 5:45 or 6am each day, and go through the motions of my day, but I don't feel ""sharp"" and able to be productive (by which I mean start actually churning out writing, phone calls, other work) until 4pm. I'm a professional who runs my own business, and as conscious as I am of this weird pattern, I can't seem to affect or change it. Also, this doesn't happen every day. Rather, just a few days a week. I can't find any research on it and have looked for years. I also can't seem to identify any consistent behavioral or physical factors that might be causing this, such as how much sleep, what I've eaten, etc. Today: * I was up early * Did getting ready stuff around my house * Went to a quick meeting with my husband and landlord * Had breakfast at a diner while checking email + linkedin on my phone for myself and a client whose account I manage * Picked up skincare items I needed from a boutique that's on my walk to work * Got a green juice from a kiosk that's on my walk to work * Stopped at the pharmacy * Went to the bank for a short meeting with the branch manager about making changes our account * Arrived at my office about noon, watered plants, made coffee The entire time I was running these errands, I felt like I was asleep. Even though I was talking to people and making decisions. And then from noon until about 45 minutes ago, I was TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF WAKE UP. I knew that I would start to feel better at around 4 because I've come to expect that. But from 12:30pm I was thinking ""Okay, time to sharpen up! WAKE UP RIGHT NOW. Let's take some deep breaths. Let's walk up and down the hall. Let's open and stare at some documents. Be alert, be alert!"" When this is happening, I feel like I need to slap my own face a little bit, like in a television show, hahah. And of course, nothing helps, not even that. What gives? Why does this happen? I used to think that if I made sure I talked with someone early in the a.m. that would make the difference, but it's not that, because now I'm married andI talk to someone every morning. I also don't think it's that I'm suddenly motivated by ""Hey, the work day is almost over, better get stuff done,"" because this can happen on the weekend, or if I'm working from home for the day. It even happens on occasion when I have staff in my office, and I feel the entire time I'm in a dream. They get things done, while I cannot. I'd really appreciate hearing any theories about this, or if you've had similar experiences and how you resolved it. It's no good for me to start my actual workday at 4pm! Thanks in advance.",3.0412268535327875,4.593018114334472,4.113167525960353,87.78023491394963,74.34129692832764,6.830237455522474,25.778665311161127,7.459000224883572,1.2160631471933772,2269,78,468,27,47,737,270,586,0.031,0.884,0.085,0.9853,1,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,1,3,1,10,27,11,0,0,27,1,42,10,6,14,2,89,93,46,0,10,18,1,6,3,0,4,0,1,2,0,41,22,4,1,20,3,4,11,12,1,0,0,20,10,49,10,82,62,13,90,0,0,3,0,23,39,0,17,42,306,90,12,0.06450145121325936,0.0,0.1258882238758878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057176644705686966,0.0,0.12917777234951086,0.0,0.0,0.15474536169453315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545279469610145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148399333631642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795845793633268,0.07123678524339343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409258388658686,0.07041887899547987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586319338331642,0.0,0.0,0.06626075813848073,0.1364679655928218,0.05556228887141483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327847996850406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478057616755276,0.0,0.0,0.11289130924866513,0.13201475803339974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193616829139315,0.12780780059604985,0.0,0.16303576371585154,0.0,0.0,0.06309479614467396,0.0,0.0,0.13045548714073776,0.04607984963475184,0.06193150834302421,0.0,0.11790631573320895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347973842388216,0.0618756694396768,0.03665766116102182,0.054100757027056925,0.05158770285494898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422305217314281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726978233400277,0.0,0.04323396311600936,0.0,0.06470021469377074,0.0,0.0,0.07442601456948912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787131191774116,0.0,0.09453645290595164,0.06464739925492266,0.0,0.0,0.054164973913537966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206566543566175,0.17222087818731086,0.0,0.0,0.07026098961961284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842584665745471,0.06512807842855298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483197654768544,0.09565401755942228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189088205288155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044717184781163176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177456041436453,0.06562116457417541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132128130126639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508388690618165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743939735892735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454803338992554,0.0,0.10930374059574796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696337746767726,0.0,0.0,0.053926101398082064,0.0,0.0,0.14767745960436726,0.0,0.0,0.06079185442517695,0.0,0.048497064007723266,0.15553146964101253,0.0,0.05938427023389588,0.0,0.0,0.042851898094846366,0.1239897764490226,0.0633723483252719,0.0,0.18805657454690916,0.0,0.061139833793439416,0.0,0.0,0.04379225138734655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570854417511134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051739173495716384,0.0,0.0,0.11958698297415725,0.05820252716101421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347891234591456,0.0,0.0,0.09163996060971062,0.0,0.0,0.08307363963638323 adhd,memelikeagay,2018/11/25,"ADHD prevents me from learning about the things I love Hi, I'm just here to vent and see if anyone can relate, but anyway, does anyone else have trouble sticking with interests/skills they want to learn? For example, any hobby or subject I become fascinated with becomes impossible to get into because my ADHD prevents me from learning about it, even if its a hands on activity. One of the things I've been interested in for a while is computers. I've been wanting to learn how to code/program, and just learn about how computers work in general, but ADHD makes it IMPOSSIBLE for me to learn by reading about it. It sucks because everything that you can be interested in has some facet of it that might not be as interesting as the rest. For me, that's the beginning stages of learning a programming language. The fundamentals are always boooooooorrrriiiiiinnnnggg because the logic behind it is really simple, but you have to learn how to write it out and format it properly so the computer understands what you're trying to tell it. I can't tell you how many times I've tried learning python and I always become bored of learning about it. It seems that I'm the type of person who would benefit from having a mentor/tutor but I simply don't have the money to do that with everything, and for somebody who isn't looking to get a career out of programming, having a tutor for a HOBBY just seems like a waste of money. &#x200B; Its so depressing never really ""getting into"" anything and not having interests because I simply can't figure out HOW TO LEARN. It eats me up everyday and its really discouraging. I feel like I'm playing life on hard mode :/ I hope someone out there can relate to this because I've never met anyone in real life who has the same problems that I do. (Btw I actually recently dropped out of college because I couldn't stand the classroom environment because I could never keep focus, so I wasted a LOT of money on something I THOUGHT would ""kick me into high gear because money was on the line"", but no, of course no amount of money in the world can pique my interest and make me focus. I eve got a 100 on my first course I took and then dropped out the semester right after). At this point, everything just feels impossible. I can't even read books because I just find myself reading the same page over and over and I have nobody to talk to about it because they give me the same answers. That ""reading takes practice"" ""you should get a tutor (for R E A D I N G )"" ""it just takes effort and patience"". I don't know how people live their lives with ADHD it just eats me up every. single. day. (also I'm too lazy to proof read this so if im not making sense, sorry I guess lol) &#x200B; tldr: adhd :/",5.686816806722689,6.496853794285716,6.5474873949579875,75.62277731092439,67.24761904761904,8.995518207282911,30.488795518207283,9.088552180705676,2.6179266106442567,2162,79,386,37,34,717,236,525,0.10400000000000001,0.821,0.075,-0.9567,0,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,4,3,3,30,17,1,0,28,1,35,6,1,9,4,102,69,36,0,12,19,0,4,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,34,25,2,4,22,7,5,1,15,6,0,2,7,6,42,11,76,54,9,46,0,2,2,1,19,28,1,11,15,279,76,29,0.0,0.0,0.06540168019223559,0.0,0.4027240207280604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359572878850318,0.1115317243066191,0.1452319019274846,0.16287284292872356,0.04557577831450469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058545703036654,0.0686697294031683,0.05515160443493152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085466246378029,0.22205438934485225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350987576098789,0.0,0.0,0.04322224186611736,0.0,0.05772407593607765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058649499346683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715602229724175,0.055986462894133816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853192293185197,0.0,0.05646709199717464,0.0,0.1806992881987597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777447315256804,0.0478789754328336,0.0,0.0,0.061254904682987416,0.0570070277906489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006036693994364,0.06429152179260085,0.0,0.0,0.05360187537950771,0.0,0.07382989167241859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003659798816945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081012336844776,0.0,0.06656580703184256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239291024091195,0.0,0.0,0.059570298667455175,0.0,0.0,0.03683234237829525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467616696287064,0.06548500110234308,0.0,0.1183594643505483,0.0,0.05627977252274998,0.0,0.0,0.056977857446691975,0.06048800750568783,0.0,0.13420875818460698,0.06794758204084038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109744187646712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506945900432145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045414367016646105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646310716144598,0.05851912496794871,0.0,0.0,0.06335539610517144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412892004309187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33518980101302803,0.0762832318619182,0.12880384558272187,0.0,0.06617399055865059,0.0,0.0,0.05723456323818056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340612239232125,0.12202466079130354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678567912202798,0.051595134566209365,0.0,0.07502320562326181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078113338456623,0.05386799561341239,0.1171565598406208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904998572678123,0.0,0.0,0.0532062538201343,0.039079798150746685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446149009482593,0.09100412197274003,0.0,0.0,0.06977000003868065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906005686811507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487912298460238,0.0,0.0,0.09521791970842663,0.0,0.16287284292872356,0.0 adhd,longhairdontcare6925,2018/11/25,"Experiences with Adderall XR lasting excessively long? Hi. Whenever I take XR, I can't sleep for the next 20-24 hours ish, but IR interacts normally for me. Is it like this for anyone else? How did you cope with this?",1.8342857142857163,4.4762976666666665,3.700285714285717,83.49471428571428,84.23809523809524,8.121904761904762,25.06666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.347575238095238,170,7,34,5,5,57,36,42,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.5845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676987240804544,0.3323009243770045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709251009726734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172440970385009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193867547164904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643615072554904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844482414789998,0.0,0.0,0.2870101941218405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449146342811354,0.0,0.3177616402043721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32455105364702097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438458988736629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bartu66,2018/11/25,"Ritalin Muscle Tension Hello, I have been diagnosed with ADHD and using stimulants for almost 4 years. First I started with Concerta and it changed my life hugely .I started study regularly from then, and now I am studying one of the best universities .I switched my medication to Ritalin instead of Concerta 3 months ago.However, I couldn't have take it for last 1 months because it gives me extreme neck tension,jaw clenching and muscle twitching.I wonder why these side effects started recently. Is it normal after 4 years? May switching to Ritalin cause these side effects altough they are same molecules ?I tried Modafinil but it didn't help and there is no other types of stimulants in my country. I am taking magnesium citrate,b12,fish oil and potasium for more than one week but there is no improvement.Also, I started to take Cymbalta to reduce stress which can cause these [symtomp](https://symtomps.In)s. I need to use my medicine to study my exams, I neen help urgently.",6.089788053949902,8.789899751445088,6.1646473988439325,71.4072793834297,68.82658959537572,9.237610789980732,36.3888246628131,9.725611199111238,4.283720154142582,799,43,118,20,15,253,111,173,0.10300000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.016,-0.9258,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,2,1,0,13,7,1,8,0,25,25,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,1,18,1,18,21,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,15,81,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651178255970815,0.0,0.13019329910152674,0.0,0.1470712424569399,0.0,0.0,0.1174536051877748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953189934288168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413325999724187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175631142479764,0.15537126001060994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907214048381415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492937564994305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089314929082894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968906122519332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197204049089486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374014297883956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795823926041182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344638975687427,0.0,0.0,0.1089038381185202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390352296271752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904873966636188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501852920866587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158274544998153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824155144715006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312887347134971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971654882076307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253700761618126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781197943438601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252927075633328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592765813878079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891616982476821 adhd,brainshockalpha,2018/11/25,"Any calendar apps that prevent you from ignoring their notifications? (Android) I've noticed a lot of the time when I manage to keep a digital calendar, the notifications don't do me much good - sometimes I just clear them without even looking at them. I know there are alarms that make it so that you can't turn them off until you answer a math question or scan a qr code. Does anyone know of any actual calendar apps with this feature? (Preferably on android) I've tried searching for some, but I've only been able to find the alarm clock apps, and I'd like one I can actually use as a calendar/schedule. **tl;dr** Any calendar apps that prevent you from closing/clearing notifications without looking at them?",4.33727272727273,6.810620303030305,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,73.24242424242425,8.036363636363637,32.21212121212121,8.841846274778883,3.0715484848484853,568,28,97,12,12,186,86,132,0.053,0.868,0.079,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,5,0,5,5,0,2,8,0,6,0,0,2,1,22,14,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,14,2,16,13,3,8,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,4,5,62,20,2,0.18263153029711834,0.0,0.3564440573100377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725871099122043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770021237833304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598220828951726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062640332226225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669219100424255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318266271895725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233129554001324,0.0,0.0,0.20073902564831392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922454062824885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30672897704662555,0.0,0.0,0.1552667960932825,0.0,0.0,0.12190796463040082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425518862158525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792720771690176,0.0,0.0,0.12375585147048156,0.13889950848290156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458911112199948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806272533399878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649391400011143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399482082324235,0.19865066099914586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773500412706587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35210055597013057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rjg31,2018/11/25,"Mental Health Subreddit Research Hello there! My name is Ryan, and I am a Counselling Psychology graduate student at City University of Seattle (Calgary Alberta campus). For my thesis, I am really interested in levels of belongingness and stigma attitudes on mental health subreddits, as well as offline. I would LOVE to have your input regarding your experience on mental health related subreddits! The survey will only take about 15-30 minutes, and the results will hopefully help inform future research and clinicians about the world of Reddit. Each participant that completes the study will be entered into a draw to win a $50 gift card (2 available) to Apple or Google Play (whichever the winner prefers). Two winners will be chosen from the reddit usernames provided in the survey. Thanks for your time everyone, I greatly appreciate it! I will be sure to provide an update after the study is complete, so everyone knows how their participation impacted mental health research. Here is the Survey Monkey link to the study: [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/SNYN33Z](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/SNYN33Z) Please contact me if you need more information, and I will gladly answer any questions you have! Ryan Gawthrop 403-869-2260 [rgawthrop@cityuniversity.edu](mailto:rgawthrop@cityuniversity.edu)",11.4990306122449,14.454998596938784,9.91795918367347,48.89132653061225,55.377551020408156,10.906122448979593,38.48979591836735,10.914260884657429,5.173555102040816,1079,48,122,26,14,333,134,196,0.006999999999999999,0.78,0.213,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,5,1,1,7,10,0,0,14,0,17,5,0,2,1,23,23,11,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,15,10,22,13,2,13,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,4,4,85,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049358735961276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790471181391145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543121775632949,0.0,0.13017004275696228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671245374998731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657976540310499,0.0,0.0,0.08919541976900303,0.0,0.0,0.13217061554562806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313294289060246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010276058594092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364214886495912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867127177204037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120732417232507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607319873995453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490712005939238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524939111341202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541887403289906,0.0,0.10005365388608777,0.0,0.0,0.12251490563045025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759540832295853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999209999818742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964779409051565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453059776483104,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Winnie_Koopa,2018/11/25,"I’m scared of how much better I feel on Adderall I’m prescribed 60 mg per day but usually only take 45. I don’t take more than necessary but I get scared of the thought of going without it. This in turn scares me that I’m an addict. My brother takes it too, usually by buying it illegally. The way he takes it is scary; he goes on days-long benders and gets so angry that it frightens me. I’ve had to lie that I went off it recently so that he won’t ask me for it, and this just makes me feel more guilty about being on it. My question is, is it a bad sign that I feel like shit when I don’t take it, and how can I keep a healthy relationship with it? Should I just go off it since I feel conflicted or continue guilt-free so long as I continue taking it as directed or less?",3.847500000000004,3.507514464285717,5.360809523809525,86.55085714285715,71.02380952380952,9.100952380952384,28.109523809523807,8.841846274778883,1.769198095238096,602,19,143,10,10,205,98,168,0.204,0.748,0.048,-0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,3,5,0,10,2,1,3,0,24,33,15,0,1,7,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,20,4,0,2,6,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,3,4,16,2,18,27,4,18,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,3,9,89,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045075089329082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044469203967445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757305686656246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139453730157408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308885389907114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605743272319578,0.09204078786330867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346234584704185,0.0,0.14644145070916653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145157592249816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629429832217755,0.0,0.0,0.22803241355775106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859993328999302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470961716746916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979859282030772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443263131201028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272104545265723,0.13832213497177767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869632958712027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322487677148252,0.10657484539351317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812138731844018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022817526187509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401370646934453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837903025052589,0.0,0.0,0.10226437965631688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943268281453442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419374328383535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jaa5102,2018/11/25,"ADHD and OCD I am standing in my closet looking at how nicely my hangers are separated out by three different types. I look below the hangers to see the pile of cloths on the floor that I needed to iron two weeks ago. When I get home from work every day, I love to sweep up all the dog fur that falls off of my dogs but I won't mop the floor unless friends or family are coming over. Does anyone else have ADHD and OCD together? 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Most of the time that happens I'm procrastinating or doing whatever, but I still refuse so that I don't have to change my state of mind to something that'll make me more attent towards the plot of the movie. &#x200B; Does this happen to you too? 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idk how to deal with this lack of motivation. it wasnt as big of a problem as it is now (and there's literally double the workload with graphics classes this year as we have two teachers doing separate assignments?????) but its always been a problem and now cranked up to 100 and i think i definitely fucked this up but i cant get myself to do shit and it sucks. even in the actual lessons themselves last year i couldnt focus on shit or pay attention.",3.298819875776396,4.615241594202904,4.713250517598343,84.67978260869567,73.27536231884058,8.155693581780538,27.635610766045552,8.704169506293173,1.97415238095238,1064,40,222,20,21,355,144,276,0.153,0.789,0.057999999999999996,-0.9829,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,10,10,10,6,0,12,0,24,5,3,3,1,55,45,33,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,25,0,1,9,0,1,5,12,8,0,5,12,1,23,2,34,30,4,45,0,0,0,2,6,14,6,2,26,156,40,12,0.0,0.0,0.21198863460442705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037786904458037,0.0,0.0,0.14772628145833036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938236208947273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356374560467534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395827895244605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115268545978152,0.2545961340996832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223017749786944,0.0,0.07174036433797824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238938471209937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082894126588435,0.2837389446888265,0.0,0.06172942391321785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729930788015044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117324770188654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853717942218986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612243974840322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967199310152012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310303733529168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786319493066255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992598861768796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334480717231441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375904373077667,0.0,0.08674150750909441,0.09080849862644616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023700376245655,0.0,0.08166630733829831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959725224246034,0.0,0.08622959736350852,0.1266706455589948,0.0,0.0,0.1037879959706488,0.0,0.0,0.11814387566531033,0.3183084588421686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406499595254198,0.0,0.0871258359775721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372229466886988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27978260231075003 adhd,supraclicious,2018/11/25,"diagnosed with ADHD, but doctor wont give me stimulants so my clinics psychologist, psychiatrist and my doctor including her boss all said i have ADHD. in my 20s. But aside from strattera, buroporion and therapy they dont want to give me a stimulant. Im trying to see a new psychiatrist but lack of insurance isnt easy. Did anyone else get told you have ADHD but got no help from your doctors? its so frustrating. 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Recently I stopped taking it again due to frustration with it's longevity and frustration with my productivity when I'm off the drug. I didn't feel depressed, but I started seeing a psychiatrist again just in case, and as soon as I mentioned my Adderall prescription, she went off about how it's not real and doubting my previous psychs' evaluations. Ever since then, I've had more difficulty taking my medication than ever, and I've been in a huge rut in terms of productivity. I'll spend whole days struggling to even begin what I'm meaning to do, be in and out of bed several times a day, and aimlessly browsing the internet. I don't feel depressed at all, just unable to do what I want to do. I tell myself that if I stay off it, I'll learn how to work without them, but whole months pass by where I am running at 20% and just doing the bare minimum to get by. I hate that I am useless without this drug, and when I do take it, I am only useful for 8-10 hours before becoming useless again. I don't know how to deal with these feelings and I feel like if I see a psychiatrist/therapist again I run the risk of getting someone that is strongly opposed to ADHD. &#x200B; Any advice is greatly appreciated **tldr;** Feeling guilty about taking my meds and hate how useless I am without them",5.393652482269502,6.0177050319149,6.420709219858158,76.93333333333334,67.82978723404256,9.10354609929078,32.687943262411345,9.150863307647796,2.8197858156028373,1137,48,216,20,18,380,148,282,0.15,0.747,0.102,-0.9436,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,2,24,15,4,3,8,0,18,4,0,5,3,50,45,25,0,3,11,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,13,16,0,2,10,0,1,4,7,12,0,0,6,9,28,3,42,38,5,43,0,5,2,0,6,14,0,3,25,150,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216209590130637,0.0988900256272117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964855758901336,0.12296728239828116,0.06881846600999927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176581809199347,0.08611248960572263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957940265252292,0.10433123378993528,0.17432427946057996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471631697624334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684067013669105,0.1830797158885152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307014083981835,0.0722962451827052,0.0971664523038139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574410309672064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157172907196698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982518089745588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996601604455932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055616061771624745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049440486692600524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023485911048136,0.11240874568286703,0.2038937309655072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077569571483219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696603706114735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518607455907286,0.0,0.0,0.09992133296289052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128424152055051,0.0,0.0,0.1143255261829406,0.0,0.1674249282681303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574518029174942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162883557521342,0.10786416082163908,0.0,0.08460649675130301,0.0,0.10579466898645212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38044347561189584,0.0,0.08845196976783469,0.0,0.0,0.11749928529152305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059009672685257836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740303191914058,0.0,0.0,0.059689510936946875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938120448557126,0.0,0.22596907425350604,0.0,0.2926552952134847,0.0,0.07367373014617365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296728239828116,0.0651685310062536 adhd,ADDvocat,2018/11/25,"Lawyers with ADHD/ADD Dear ADHD/ADD Lawyers, how do you drive in your career? How do you manage the work of a Lawyer? Are you happy with your career and matched it with your given adhd/add abilities and handycaps? Greets.",3.4450000000000003,5.880738976190479,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,75.90476190476191,5.152380952380953,22.404761904761905,5.985473137389443,0.3939333333333335,175,5,32,1,4,53,27,42,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,21,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9415761407948141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27800537557116184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012464921593414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Desirai,2018/11/25,"What are your favorite ways to fidget during work? Fidget toys? I've started a job that does not allow cell phones or even pens and paper at our workstations (because we deal with people's personal information.) I've not had a job like this before. I'm 4 days in and already incredibly stressed, I've already chewed off all of my fingernails and now I'm starting at my cuticles. Leaving a job just because I can't doodle nonstop for 8 hours a day is probably a stupid excuse. What are some ways you fidget or help keep yourself focused or at least distracted?",5.865674603174603,6.726438027777783,6.488253968253972,76.02500000000002,66.87037037037037,9.134391534391536,33.94708994708995,9.23628265651192,3.1478978835978837,449,20,79,8,7,147,79,108,0.12,0.789,0.09,-0.4954,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,0,1,3,4,1,2,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,16,10,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,9,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,7,44,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888587638331656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148068433761713,0.0,0.14992420073308158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725517184564145,0.1816435328843732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418452950655062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116371435695212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809603956425528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735110663754784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245223731256811,0.1566052323535433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655913273803112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607724019106866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214754425700232,0.1538417863890684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996197072468415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494155254882223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018243601236933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797018863771332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282679801473977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dcb3,2018/11/25,"How I Got Better: 10 BRIEF Tips From an ADHD Vet. On Improving Your Life (Easy Read) 1. **Don’t Beat Yourself Up So Much.** Each day is a unique struggle for people like us. 2. **Learn Your Side Of The Spectrum.** Understanding our unique ADHD struggles helps us be more forgiving when we screw up. 3. **Communicating “You” Better.** Significant others don’t understand “Sorry, that’s just my ADHD.” Learn your quirks, get comfortable reflecting on the way your brain works, and be detailed in explaining them to partners/people who need to know. 4. **Disconnect/Unplug.** Commit to an hour of quiet a day. We need to decompress, and doing so regularly will greatly help with anxiety. 5. **Write It Down.** Just do it, you will forget. 6. **Food/Water.** Don’t take meds on an empty stomach. Set alarms for next meal/hydration, you will forget. 7. **Exercise.** Don’t discount the anxiety reducing effects of physical activity. Make it a regular habit, you WILL feel better. 8. **No One Understands.** Your ADHD struggle is your own, don’t expect sympathy or extra help. Ask for it when you need it, and take responsibility of managing YOUR disability. You’re in control. You can be better. 9. **Your Disability Isn’t A Social Topic.** Unless expressly necessary, keep it to yourself. ADHD still carries a stigma and is wildly misunderstood, don’t let friends/extended fam/coworkers label you based on their misunderstanding of ADHD. 10. **Breathe.** This doesn’t go away or get better, we just get better at managing it. Happy Sunday, I’m gunna get back to cleaning the kitchen now. **Bonus For The Interested** I’m 25, diagnosed at 17, medicated since. I used to get really frustrated at the world for not understanding me. Teen years were extremely rough. I couldn’t articulate what was wrong with me. Once I was diagnosed, I wore the badge of “I’m fucked up” for a really long time. That was my excuse for everything. I gave myself and everyone I knew that excuse and expected the world to accommodate. Please. For the love of god. Do not make this same mistake. The world doesn’t give a _shittttttt_ that you’re mentally disabled. Learning that early will help you accept that taking control of your disability is all you can do to improve your situation. We are responsible for getting better. Support systems are great, but life throws curveballs, and support systems fail. The only one who can ever possibly fully understand you, is you. Reflect. Evaluate. React. Repeat. Ok now I’m seriously going to get going on those dishes. 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I have a quick question. So I am hungover af and its been like 9 hours now which is pretty common when I drink so don't fret lol. I took some vyvanse this morning because I had a ton of work that I had to finish but now I'm done. Weed 100% of the time cures my hangovers but my dumbass forgot to smoke before taking my meds. Do any of you know if you can smoke weed while the meds are still in effect or will this fuck me up?",0.7989555555555583,2.351013340000001,2.313333333333333,98.26722222222223,80.6,4.844444444444445,18.11111111111111,5.033348758259628,-0.7280222222222221,354,7,86,1,9,115,73,100,0.124,0.838,0.038,-0.8894,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,7,2,1,0,4,1,12,2,0,1,0,10,18,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,13,1,9,11,2,13,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,4,11,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760119255127867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502396756223987,0.0,0.20971923363391534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252214060415396,0.0,0.2414368868179751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278482184936556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271336908477786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544792289580396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040786449368808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475228066520546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507383358192789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27609150795742554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682320516976792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530718252755696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437127574548495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738260321725825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942575224512658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zhylaw,2018/11/25,"Diagnosed with ADHD but tired and fatigued all the time? Is it possible to have ADHD but actually have no energy or motivation at all and always feel tired? I'm not sure I even really have ADHD and think I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome + OCD but I have been diagnosed with ADHD by multiple psychiatrists. Thoughts?",4.9965517241379285,7.398260724137932,6.837448275862073,66.70237931034484,71.06896551724137,10.846896551724136,32.289655172413795,10.793553405168565,4.495382068965517,254,12,40,9,5,88,40,58,0.273,0.644,0.08199999999999999,-0.9236,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,3,17,11,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,9,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,29,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.15666182128182315,0.0,0.7717413788239252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335803836324948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258851550102516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603376126820448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117278003629831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098234799347152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028446821640295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130505999889368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286619669832613,0.0,0.12744915119221611,0.0936109337807018,0.3690293734469327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LocustK,2018/11/25,"QUICK question about Adderall I have been on Adderall for around 5 months now, and I have a question on something that I have recently noticed about myself, I have tried googling but haven't found anything relevant, so I was hoping maybe anyone here has some insight? I have noticed I don't really notice pain or feel it anywhere near how I used too, for a quick example, scraping a knuckle or stubbing a toe. The other week at work, I was in a hurry and was speed walking, I had not realized there was a wooden skid infront of me and I practically full-on slammed my shin into it, like essentially full on ran into it. Normally id like take a seat for a quick second, but recently its like nothing even happend, same thing for cuts or scrapes. &#x200B; Is this normal orrr?",7.354714765100673,6.919262953020137,7.433481543624165,74.9413632550336,63.765100671140935,9.866107382550336,38.08808724832215,9.188382445141503,3.5181604026845648,616,29,110,9,8,199,98,149,0.02,0.851,0.129,0.9459,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,1,0,9,0,15,4,1,2,0,25,21,10,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,8,1,14,4,16,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,7,12,85,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640372795273291,0.18396246078392547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058594592799692,0.0,0.12458583868977685,0.13477435441651586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999549407757102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765502623720809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599767376329153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150370183824993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189301292844169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520974240330055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208426783565465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966714674639251,0.1452683474931617,0.5170953446802494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610957989943076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391958756306512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698802233592622,0.0,0.29897016406569377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655187873685426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383079563565597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058063832189107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027878062330631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307573569020001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214405738790852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021794113431936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396246078392547,0.0 adhd,wondersatz,2018/11/25,"adding focalin to my bupropion and dexamphetamine hi redditors, &#x200B; I'm (diagnosed with some unspecified mood disorder and ADD) taking 300mgs Wellbutrin/Bupropion and 45mgs of Dexedrine/Dexamphetamine a day. Now it doesn't do it anymore, and want to ask my psych for a focalin prescription. My moods are low and my concentration is barely getting tasks done. &#x200B; Anyone has experience with Focalin, and possibly Focalin combo's with dex or wellbutrin? &#x200B; Am I frying my brains ? 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I think my recent ADHD diagnosis has finally made sense of a problem that has plagued my relationship. It’s just a theory, but I’d welcome peoples thoughts... Scenario: I’m waking with my lady and a moderately attractive (Or better) woman approaches. Even though I know it’s going to upset my Mrs, I found it almost impossible not to stare at the other woman. I always wondered what compelled me to do so knowing it would start a fight or I’d really make her feel worthless. In most cases, I wouldn’t want to do either, but it was just so damn hard not to turn my head. My new understanding that my naturally low dopamine levels cause me to seek out dopamine hits where I can and looking at pretty girls seems to do that for me. It’s not an excuse. I should have more control. Hopefully, my medication will correct this, but I’ve not had an opportunity to test it properly yet. Thoughts?",3.8073121761658015,5.722751735751299,5.316447538860103,78.43094073834197,73.09326424870466,7.933808290155443,28.12467616580311,8.660442795831766,2.2722645077720203,787,31,145,15,16,265,120,193,0.139,0.7559999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.7369,0,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,9,12,3,1,8,0,16,4,2,5,1,42,36,12,0,6,12,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,14,6,0,1,10,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,7,5,22,5,18,24,3,17,0,2,3,0,11,9,1,7,6,102,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37042156488042655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431932925321873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823221897958034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939442845694694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629814710310215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831385796116526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728479457118542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178848214406047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792286128952118,0.0,0.0,0.16882043753305706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897412636116266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875845059017551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805267026703874,0.0,0.15816175672470714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306642476705876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693901182913616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941394314711485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582301019955976,0.10286990525489867,0.15624378218058174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525003976789742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884080861470278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684076425858063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135714114809993,0.0,0.14746286348594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872708436311946,0.0,0.15216545249029145,0.16545692204100368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402963427740247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908015189011684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017973921650852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874773751890584,0.15141270992500333,0.2446929260123233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762788828244532,0.0,0.16043438723442138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089832142269268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671261818074916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947562414854944,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,robloxlover3010,2018/11/25,Quick question Which Pill/Perscription is the most effective against ADHD in your opinion? ,7.638571428571428,11.891632857142866,4.84,72.83000000000003,77.57142857142857,8.514285714285714,42.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,5.589685714285716,76,5,9,2,2,21,14,14,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7314973015717422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6818443354558721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FragrantPerspective7,2018/11/25,"My starter-motor fails more higher up my task priority list than lower. Is that still ADHD or something else? It's like I only do low importance tasks to duck urgent tasks, and only do urgent tasks to duck more complex long-term high-importance tasks. And my productivity is directly proportional to how much I need to be doing the other thing. AKA ""*I* ***need*** *to respond to those work emails* ***right now****? Wow, I* ***really want*** *to get all those minor chores cleared out of the way* ***now****!*"", or ""*I* ***need*** *to run and \_\_\_* ***right now****? Wow, I* ***really want*** *to crank out those work emails* ***now****!*"" If the new task is more urgent than the old one, it can free up a high importance task. ""*I'm in the waiting room of the hospital? Shit, lets get started on that FAFSA application I should have done weeks ago on my tiny-ass phone!*"" When I'm self-aware of this, trying to go against it is like pushing against an invisible wall. I don't feel anxiety or anxious, but it's similar to that invisible wall. Could this just be an anxiety, or is this still just my ADHD trying to dick me over?",-1.6839906584643425,-4.594937248803825,0.6808356117566667,94.61293261563,170.29186602870814,4.057439052175893,14.449817726133515,5.622346879071545,-0.08602396901344234,821,25,170,16,84,271,115,209,0.062,0.8240000000000001,0.113,0.7115,1,0,1,0,0,0,107.0,0,0,0,3,11,8,1,0,9,0,17,2,2,1,2,26,30,11,0,8,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,15,5,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,1,1,14,6,27,24,5,31,0,2,0,1,4,15,2,5,14,107,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34269795810351456,0.0,0.12638526764002536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181409244174637,0.16107061110164111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383555622353765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590503353570258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910418504818655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209084995395032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898044098156316,0.0,0.08102938430089958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012793307878073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579390380888207,0.0,0.13931113497779826,0.0,0.0,0.1261755191699701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480996916228394,0.3171555100597439,0.0,0.1377010574727204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496098195575821,0.0,0.09661337568735084,0.21687136788110248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826760287656366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435187243017153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873815239458696,0.0,0.14635250020524687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976218423692866,0.0,0.0,0.10091622320755317,0.0,0.22772319912380626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472134360940516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359986724084802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819036524857453,0.11317041287608752,0.1143660899199184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759445651346248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BirdsOnMars,2018/11/25,"LSD Microdosing to successfully treat ADHD Testimonial Sonny, Student, Toronto, Canada—“MIcrodosing has CHANGED the whole game my friend! for the past weeks Iv been experimenting with shrooms & LSD finding my sweet spot & achieve flow state, after a bit of tweaking I've found that at 20mcg which Iv taken for the first time this week. Just feel incredible on it. I'm able to focus with no distractions whatsoever! I think I'm gonna stay here & alternate between LSD and psilocybin every 2 days. 10, 15mic just made me calm which was good for my condition the 20 mark is the equilibrium dose. I was for the first time able to achive clear focus without any distractions. Also it didnt give me the overwhelming urgency & that i experienced with adderall. I saw my psychiatrist recently & immediately he began offering me alternatives since I quit adderall & offered antidepressants I simply refused he wasn't pleased with that but idc haha.“ ",6.759217032967037,9.03401674404762,7.079761904761906,67.32164835164836,66.08333333333334,10.407326007326008,34.35164835164835,10.560738912317856,4.2048456043956035,775,36,123,22,13,251,117,168,0.048,0.8440000000000001,0.109,0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,4,10,0,3,8,1,7,3,0,1,1,16,18,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,10,4,13,7,17,7,2,16,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,11,63,21,3,0.2323868643968216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964192569655814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291984574953832,0.0,0.7553732114512492,0.0,0.07901551833748653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685313412556815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291724456662292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493515132516264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978979780087993,0.0,0.0,0.11365947246163158,0.0,0.0,0.058750890541521515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619869200783792,0.1976681481410517,0.0,0.12740010104748162,0.08977075748622143,0.0,0.0,0.11146332782497816,0.0,0.09745753816797552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994503498579314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091977859428437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754549632102882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358601767528457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472699661582385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961164078243231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384673869541706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445205966758185,0.0,0.0,0.13550664943544616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864067252595556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972581754284115,0.0,0.11200632226697066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CatEmoji123,2018/11/25,"ADHD is NOT my superpower Anyone else sick and tired of people on the internet saying things like ""adhd is my superpower :)"" or ""hyperfocusing is like a superpower to me."" People will try and spin adhd as a good thing, something helpful, and it's so frustrating because sometimes I feel like that's the only way adult adhd gets represented. Adhd is NOT my superpower, it kicks my butt every single day. Hyperfocusing is not healthy for me, I end up spending hours on a task without eating, and the work I do is subpar. It's not taken as seriously as other mental issues, my friends openly commiserate about their depression and anxiety together but whenever I bring up how bad my adhd is it just feels like a joke. So when people try and minimize that struggle, it's really fucking annoying. This ted talk called ""adhd is a disorder, but not really"" has been popping up on my youtube feed and it gets me so heated, because for me it is a disorder, it makes my life disorderly, and this guy has millions of views by trying to minimize that. Idk. I get that maybe it's supposed to be a motivational thing, but for me it just seems like more harm than good. For a disorder that's still got so many misconceptions, this just seems like one more. I'm kinda afraid I'll get an employer one day that will find out I have adhd and be like ""oh great! Can u hyperfocus on this next project and have it on my desk by monday?"" Obvi an exaggeration but you know. Sorry this is super long but it's just been on my mind recently. Tldr people calling adhd a superpower are doing more harm than good, imo. 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My doctor already okayed it if I wanted to try switching, I just want to know about any experiences other people had, maybe see if there’s some common symptoms among the bunch",8.844375000000003,10.156786354166666,7.612500000000002,68.9825,60.45833333333334,8.9,38.91666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.8018666666666654,227,11,32,3,3,69,41,48,0.0,0.971,0.028999999999999998,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,9,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060291598389203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858689022874103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821046521106264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28384844070897075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425437156541257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524076420819422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786048900983532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225854640321507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098787807070835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882413284734501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769525150571286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828185711284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271406614973851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,usernameuserno,2018/11/25,"Struggle with what to do during free time When I have free time it doesn’t really matter what I do, it seems to always feel like the wrong thing. I get overwhelmed at the weekend if I don’t have plans. I end up not doing very much productive at all because I struggle to choose, or I don’t feel credit for what I do manage to do. I just don’t know what to do with myself when my time isn’t structured. Anyone else got this issue? How do you deal? I know it would make sense for me to make some sort of plan. I should be doing some household things and also making time for fun. I literally just get overwhelmed and can’t choose though, or I just seem to lose time and suddenly it’s Monday again and I just moped around unhappy for 2 days.",2.7256277056277085,4.038587038961039,3.6669480519480544,91.62994588744593,74.71428571428572,6.432034632034633,20.62554112554113,6.816661863887847,0.1917073593073595,580,12,128,5,12,186,87,154,0.087,0.7859999999999999,0.127,0.6063,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,11,11,0,4,2,0,19,0,0,4,1,34,31,12,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,8,1,3,0,7,6,0,0,1,2,18,7,18,27,4,17,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,8,14,90,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596018280522062,0.13106041003454705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101342107389413,0.1613869587059995,0.0,0.1402167293548794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601624735229332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158051042073814,0.16238523977402405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315788638417682,0.0,0.13950654671095192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592829358009632,0.11252472229354334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164584285187535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597462846617272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439885552261554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312605627296718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769511199521238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621269082903465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154161739586426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157875070140036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090453289439053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867812217027769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32932597585816753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928444737099566,0.0,0.15475215203421575,0.0,0.4592248888418046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996172237800122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118901341946021,0.17221176510584088,0.0,0.0 adhd,MoreMorning,2018/11/25,"My mind went from 1000mph to 0mph. HELP. My mind has gone blank. As someone with ADHD-PI this is weird because I'm used to constantly having music and thoughts and my mind always racing, but for the past few months it's been on a lull. My mind is literally empty most of the time and I'm literally thinking of nothing. It's so boring and has made my impulsivity worse due to being constantly bored and empty. I went from having racing thoughts that I felt like I had no control over to no thoughts at all (unless I'm making a conscious effort to think). Constantly reminding myself to think doesn't work either because it's exhausting and I still don't have the creativity I was known for feel boring and unoriginal and don't know what to do. I'm not taking my medication and when I do that doesn't change. I feel like I lost part of who I am and don't know why or how to go back. Please help me.",3.3042779922779917,4.5896392000000015,4.871679536679538,83.67114864864867,73.21621621621622,7.664092664092664,24.56563706563707,8.192908349453996,1.3235637065637058,712,21,149,11,14,240,105,185,0.183,0.738,0.079,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,5,0,19,2,0,5,1,40,43,17,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,13,0,0,4,8,6,0,0,12,3,17,2,21,30,5,17,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,12,95,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710914830474311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185223706078124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941232491346976,0.0,0.14923605968323395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949013034562726,0.0,0.0,0.39683469232376656,0.13728959915227096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378507996930956,0.08744741976024265,0.1175296935511924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956658731279912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409335318894988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454311733241442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960352801262185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336214473710552,0.0,0.0,0.11582424387530385,0.08170746837119368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331194125755235,0.0,0.0,0.4943837671053936,0.0,0.09770391466043016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174525955511866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255460165990296,0.11685111099522764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436587357484972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371485758964458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977542033157244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203465608152414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352999437511016,0.0,0.29153190328015777,0.0713763709883056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572014634003954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269446011845355,0.11045306927212033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911358520921488,0.0,0.12474295444140995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cloudycancer,2018/11/25,My BF thinks I should be able to turn off my ADHD 😔 I need help. My boyfriend just can’t understand why I can’t get my shit together sometimes. How do I explain ADHD to him? These fights are getting exhausting. ,1.0527906976744212,3.4577742790697705,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.27906976744184,6.2306976744186064,24.879069767441862,7.554174236665415,1.3626874418604653,166,7,35,3,5,54,33,43,0.20199999999999999,0.736,0.062,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,7,13,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,3,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,21,10,0,0.26359825943515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335877658718259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754384218758494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668435688654427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545476932974631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705798253014082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607054187714044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890312101482904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28671921211976564,0.0,0.2744150843639063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378564290537476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DOGGOSIZLYFE,2018/11/25,"I found a great app For everyone out there who lacks the motivation to do chores/tasks (like myself) there is an app called Habitica and basically it’s a game where you put to dos and daily chores and habits and every time you do something good you get rewarded in game and when you forget something you lose Health and it has reminders and it really helped me get on task Ps I didn’t make the game just found it and wanted to show others like me ",4.753,5.550119633333335,5.075555555555557,85.39000000000001,69.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,23.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.3508888888888892,357,8,75,6,6,113,60,90,0.048,0.794,0.158,0.8885,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,3,5,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,17,11,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,5,7,8,1,7,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,4,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330609486065759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230401582703946,0.21809533739527132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005118909810222,0.0,0.0,0.23849440504309605,0.0,0.0,0.1914388462715148,0.0,0.2516379860946921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426109347882933,0.0,0.0,0.15298602965083696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301535714020432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553447968159752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523535345704913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944659309357104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621788776114442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514242091558391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308994418332584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462324594308275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Buttercup_Barantheon,2018/11/25,"Is this ADHD? ...Or a Codependent trait? I was in a pretty good mood this morning, ready to do a bunch of things I need to get done, and then I had a convo with my boyfriend who is out of town right now that started off great but I basically put my foot in my mouth about something and it took an awkward turn. I can tell I really soured his mood/put him off. I apologized, he said he didn’t really feel like talking any more at the moment, and was going to get off the phone to just enjoy the rest of his drive. Now I feel bad, but also my energy, focus, and motivation have all been zapped. I’m going to push through, because I know once I start doing things I’ll feel more like doing them, plus it helps no one for me to sit around and beat myself up. So I find myself wondering: Did this awkward convo just zap my already low dopamine levels, thus knocking my motivation? Or is this more of a codependent issue, where I need to be better about apologizing when I’m wrong then accepting that I need to give him some space to cool off. It’s something I’m working on because I’ve come to realize that my need to “fix things” right away when I screw up can a lot of times be about my needs to not feel bad anymore and ignoring the needs of my partner to have a little time to process. I am one of the people who truly believes that my ADHD brain is cool and one of the things that makes me special and is the source of a lot of things I love about myself. But lately, as I’ve become more aware of the emotional elements and how those affect me, I find myself cursing my brain more than ever. Anyone else have thoughts on this, or similar experiences of your own? 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Anyone else ever mid-discussion with somebody and then they cut you off with this line? Wondering if I'm just a psycho who forgets meaningful conversations with people or if it's an ADHD thing.",5.756333333333334,8.485866800000004,6.890833333333332,65.69625000000002,69.8888888888889,9.833333333333336,29.027777777777786,10.125756701596842,3.7117777777777774,206,8,30,6,4,69,41,45,0.05,0.8959999999999999,0.054000000000000006,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441612420625513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584177087229316,0.378676596552034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144838739206782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087352084535689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343046900196183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25621902748195513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455313703076052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007918519363162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ellite25,2018/11/25,"Racing thoughts in the morning that won’t let me get back to sleep So Ive found that often times in the morning when I wake up my mind will just start going and won’t allow me to fall back asleep. I’ll start hearing random songs in my head, thinking about video games I want to play, about what I need to do that day, think about completely random shit, etc. I’ll still feel tired and want to sleep, but my mind won’t stop and I’ll often get excited about the idea of doing something I’m looking forward to rather than going back to sleep. At this point getting more sleep is pretty much off the table and I’ll get up and start doing whatever it was that I was excited about. Often times I’ll end up tired throughout the day because of it but I just can’t get back to sleep. Anyone else experience this?",4.9722891566265055,5.015293216867472,5.171951807228918,87.54865060240967,68.63855421686748,7.844819277108432,26.23855421686747,7.1686216300943375,1.03473686746988,638,16,137,5,10,201,87,166,0.066,0.835,0.098,0.5117,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,18,4,1,0,5,0,13,11,9,1,0,28,34,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,4,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,4,11,3,24,25,3,28,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,5,16,84,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690158226499827,0.11268898554006747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382757642138405,0.0,0.06704366694960151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153134506861356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185786462223846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187538326349487,0.0,0.09741091443264673,0.0,0.1226583814234438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075829552110548,0.0,0.0,0.05560992224270403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058897571869236,0.0,0.0,0.2873038237155125,0.0,0.12500997736121972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287269034630805,0.0,0.1239570796678384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415566235909875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246347711881756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235671273406597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220998108463668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084901536183701,0.08154984654563664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039680129459125,0.0,0.0,0.11189066675313608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289437094496532,0.0,0.0,0.5503043522976988,0.0,0.0,0.08466908816450272,0.0,0.0,0.2335362946553198,0.0,0.08783132258964821,0.09194941113866152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094333586304694,0.0,0.08731298083579808,0.1282621279272163,0.2528149800152336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973980941297955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Geek1979,2018/11/25,"I don’t know how to explain how I feel. All I know is I feel tired and angry all the time. I’m scheduled to meet with a therapist next week, and I don’t know what to say. I’ve been thinking a lot about how men aren’t trained to explain their emotions and that’s really kicking my ass right now.",3.4336153846153863,3.2745261692307714,4.544423076923079,91.42432692307692,71.92307692307692,7.730769230769233,28.55769230769231,7.1686216300943375,1.2164615384615378,231,8,56,2,4,76,43,65,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.8739,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,3,2,18,14,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,6,13,3,6,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157028912161947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838186099194376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627275017108024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386057101514369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984833610148385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979693880355324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968071490631784,0.0,0.22319080101499567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32586599987973786,0.0,0.17983455132104,0.0,0.0,0.16365415282696094,0.3225755103629371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251272157543344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway2489y3adhd,2018/11/25,"How do I tell if ADHD medication is a good fit for me? Before people jump in with the we're-not-doctors reply, let me explain first. I got prescribed Adderall XR (20mg) and it does help me but the prescribing doctor didn't answer my concerns regarding stimulants. She wanted to increase the dose but I didn't want to proceed without having my concerns addressed. I realize y'all aren't doctors, but is it OK to tell me your own experience with medication & how you knew it was the right fit (or not) for you? When I take the medication, I'm more able to manage myself, be able to sustain focus more, feel kinda paradoxically more ""aware/alert"" but also calm enough to sleep well. PS - throwaway account since I feel awkward asking about this. Thanks in advance!",4.903996212121213,6.642597215277783,5.740454545454547,77.2227272727273,69.90277777777779,7.736363636363637,30.452020202020197,8.296473431620573,2.3905361111111105,605,25,105,9,11,198,100,144,0.022000000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.18,0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,2,6,6,0,1,6,1,10,7,1,3,0,23,21,11,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,1,3,5,1,1,1,5,2,18,5,14,14,6,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,3,71,22,3,0.29719805036664354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785871511033152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883458675175332,0.0,0.1610069817021122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892002915251878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644682559564407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562921968649059,0.13004000832908436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354251603766694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453583605466477,0.0,0.0,0.15027226406763364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263982549090863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463781209077332,0.11884821521839545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996027942473643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195257114192884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490936533855712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030198536999326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690275557527744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292264921159946,0.0,0.1487063416221508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172797356099476,0.0,0.2597641955547714,0.13681001748013175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529511024221595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360836966530085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324415750814246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imakeshitshiny,2018/11/25,"An unexpected (potential) diagnosis Ok first if I haven't yet received an 'official' or formal diagnosis of Adult ADHD but I have been struggling for a while to not only do 'adult' but even just 'person'. I saw my GP ( UK family doctor) and they referred me to my local hospital 'Wellbeing Clinic' to discuss things with a Mental Health Nurse. Her area of expertise is Depression, however at the end of the appointment (hour and a half) she stated that whilst I did appear to be depressed, her initial reaction was that I was 'presenting as someone who was quite probably ADHD and on the ASD spectrum'. I am awaiting a further appointment with the relevant specialist teams. This tbh came completely out if the blue - whilst aware generally of ADHD etc it was not something I had ever considered. According to the reading I have done since on the internet (yes I am a Google expert now, who needs med school!) a heck of a lot of the indicators are a ridiculously close match - and I'm now torn between relief (yay I'm not useless or lazy after all!) and resignation (fuck it, I may as well give in)... I guess I'm asking for advice - what works treatment wise, what can I expect if I go on meds (am a recovering drug addict (15 years clean) and alcoholic (3 years sober)) so tbh I really hate taking even paracetamol - is it a magic bullet or is therapy involved (I'm not really much of a talker or sharer)? TL;DNR version - recent possible ADHD / ASD spectrum diagnosis, am shit scared and looking for any advice...",5.832535370684777,7.05247865232975,7.181286549707602,69.73052631578949,67.13620071684588,10.748236181852482,32.60535747972081,10.771109862388434,3.9537125448028654,1180,50,197,34,19,403,177,279,0.127,0.81,0.063,-0.9706,1,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,4,9,15,4,2,21,3,23,8,1,0,2,36,39,20,0,5,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,11,12,1,0,1,2,0,4,5,10,1,2,10,3,21,5,27,27,5,30,0,4,3,1,16,10,3,11,15,139,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152472265771486,0.5358874341756065,0.21786508891627054,0.0,0.1191333814178099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580714597481181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104214521479034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749824652926126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168799151179596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920273273470225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409987276129502,0.0,0.11407811486162395,0.0,0.0,0.12927616042112114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987341835900802,0.0,0.12432462235736486,0.14725700039202128,0.10083594965173424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508915720747336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482098248535067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305728077778877,0.0,0.10693743382377724,0.06335408166149928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280280408364112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100589531851494,0.0,0.11849321759367093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978088831091526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936113235767497,0.0,0.0,0.09477246284170976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764824579462275,0.0,0.11234105995955353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194730100118558,0.08265765255850277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478212237031574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973360853686554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256718490915929,0.0,0.0,0.12018941688894574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856788994714815,0.11150564231429028,0.0,0.1428280881542876,0.0,0.11006858352255354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116063979968595,0.11281913256467012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442797362172308,0.0922136652624632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445280861199007,0.08581926721382857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165383708792284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838156842574354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748192138106418,0.0,0.07405935254095923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002298401116536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115547380681783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357310266803394 adhd,tech-health-blogger1,2018/11/25,What is going through ADHD diagnosis like? I'm starting to wonder if I have it. How do they diagnose ADHD? What was the process like for you?,0.7417857142857116,3.2818510357142903,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,92.21428571428572,5.6571428571428575,24.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,1.541114285714286,111,5,21,2,4,38,24,28,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.6747,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7692874273106654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248489187901528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189453748241335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127252500011325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653645838706055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470858141869845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lisnya,2018/11/25,"I'm really sick of myself rn So, I knew that I had two huge essays that were due tomorrow. I've known since late October and yet I've been ignoring them to hyperfocus on the chilling adventures of Sabrina of all things. Today, I sat down to actually start one of them and I found out that we got an extension. So, I stopped trying to work on either of them and I've been listening to music for two hours. What the hell is wrong with me?",1.020333333333333,3.3204859222222254,3.5222222222222217,85.84000000000002,84.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,21.22222222222221,8.841846274778883,1.7126888888888891,343,11,73,10,10,119,62,90,0.182,0.769,0.049,-0.9116,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,3,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,8,1,11,1,15,4,2,13,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,8,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.2508513273874157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185060466597545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055926017478776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315014823010273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899723899875769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418901494731662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467780614635946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126408648099143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819468307329696,0.0,0.0,0.21491182733460204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077777709788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436607331667637,0.0,0.0,0.17452536943613794,0.0,0.5022162285143129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871411366766783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810523457841468,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sydni519,2018/11/25,"Bed wetting My child has adhd and is not on meds. He frequently has accidents at nighttime. He sleeps very hard and doesn’t wake up to use the bathroom. I heard this is a symptom that’s not really discussed. Does anyone have any tips to get it to stop? We’ve tried cutting down on drinks at night, waking him up a few times a night, setting alarms. It seems like nothing is working. 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Male, 27, ADHD (PI) I was listening the other day to somebody explain to somebody else why their dog needs to be walked twice a day, and how it affects it negatively if it doesn’t get its walks (it gets restless and impulsive, it might be okay to miss one day but never two in a row)... I got really bored and I drifted away from listening to the conversation, but then I suddenly realised that they were describing me - forget the dog, I NEED exercise every day. A walk, a gym session, something physical around the house - if I get it, I function much better. If I don’t, and especially if days add up consecutively with no real exercise, I’m a nightmare. And whilst half an hour of light walking does make a difference, I’ve found that - whilst trying to avoid injuries - the more quantity and intensity, the better for my mind. I’ve never been in a position to test that and exercise for 8 hours a day, but I’ve regularly done 1-2 hours of various exercises at various intensities, and to the extent that I’ve tried it, more = better. I just thought it was funny how a boring dog conversation helped me see something in real clear terms.",5.182133333333333,6.085839391111115,6.779999999999998,73.17000000000002,68.42222222222222,10.444444444444443,32.33333333333333,10.504223727775694,3.545933333333333,913,39,171,25,15,315,131,225,0.077,0.823,0.1,0.7998,0,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,3,4,10,0,2,18,1,10,4,0,4,3,37,26,18,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,14,11,0,1,3,5,0,5,6,5,0,4,8,4,14,5,21,15,7,28,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,5,17,109,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849505395802665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999455572710544,0.0,0.0,0.11608864458772092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278362162578892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47811569271379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909385404562188,0.0,0.0,0.1081281488294661,0.1264447325425114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321848710878484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410459075441314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547711251428352,0.0,0.0,0.1936649294148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882218302178394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281963296215003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650449977436292,0.1425715980036593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060365152509118274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247722908040901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107758569549902,0.1247603310506028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083078354024687,0.18323628126270272,0.190594108263516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372742291873682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812765578509464,0.07915567077933236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846128636677257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024497911820412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809280208369256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677781968196774,0.0,0.12070012157250165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149364040512452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dontbarfonthecattree,2018/11/25,"Was getting an official diagnosis important to you? And if so, how did you get your diagnosis? I ask because the journey to me thinking I have ADD/ADHD has been a tough one. According to workbooks my therapist has I had more than enough symptoms to meet the criteria. So I was on anti depressants for a month or so and was having awful teeth grinding/jaw clenching at night. Honestly wasn’t really comfortable with my diagnosis either, depression just kind of felt like a symptom and not the root cause. So I told my psychiatrist that I wanted off and it was very alarming in one breath how she was ready to hurl another script at me. I had to interrupt her to say “Hey, I don’t think this is the right direction we are heading”. And proceeded to tell her my convo with the therapist, and sharing a little snippet of my struggles throughout school and young adulthood. (As much as she could let me for like 3 minutes). She notably got very annoyed and agitated and told me if I feel this way I need to get a behavioral assessment and that she was just going to toss adderall at me (which is insane, I never liked the idea of going on meds in the first place. I just want an official diagnosis so I can target my treatment). I looked into the testing facility and it would cost me $700 after insurance and 4-6 hours of testing. After talking about that with my therapist, she’s hiding me towards the direction of to find acceptance of myself and not look for validation in the diagnosis. This kind of annoys me because I just feel so dismissed of how disruptive having behavioral irregularities and struggling to live day to day. So I guess what I’m asking is, was it important to you to get one? How did the process go? Was it beneficial to you or did you find yourself in the same place? 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I'm curious: what does medication do for you? &#x200B; I've been on medication only for 4 months or so. 5 mg of methylfenidate makes me definitely more focused. 10 mg makes me the Lord of Focus. But it does not fix forgetfulness or the amount of thoughts in my head and I still cannot prioritize. (That and the rebounds are awesome: as someone who has always been more slow than hyperactive, I randomly enter the state of Bouncing Ball when the medication wears off, it's kinda fun. For me). &#x200B; I'm having a chat with my psychiatrist in 2 weeks and thinking about ""experimenting"" with amounts or maybe brands but I want to know if my expectations are too high.",4.734101479915432,7.0188632558139545,5.540225510923187,76.22949260042284,71.48062015503876,8.721916842847076,30.331923890063425,9.339509955726095,2.8632418604651164,556,24,102,13,11,181,88,129,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.8321,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,8,6,2,2,0,22,16,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,10,1,17,13,4,12,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,5,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633971342334375,0.3029853246726497,0.33978816320781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670668227628618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367687587162947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349352758853162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772531333791858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684027452531804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866591000682471,0.0,0.14046589755481842,0.0,0.0,0.5634073957165492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116013330679228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633783170748938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846727335523882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165877478853896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958968015661076,0.0,0.11099981391387408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246823418584863,0.0,0.11215350501791704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33978816320781,0.0 adhd,limerabbit01,2018/11/25,"""Help Me Organize"" Thread There should be a thread where users post a picture of a space and ask redditors help them organize it. Example: Take a picture of a closet. Users can suggest where to use bins, where to move items to a more logical spot, where to (maybe) let go and downsize some things. I always have the problem where I rearrange a space and I end up doing the same thing or not making it any easier or more organized for myself. I always admired (even though she took it very very far) my old roommates ability to organize things in a way that made sense and was easily accessible. I always feel so disorganized and it's always difficult to get my head straight. It's never easy to visualize organization. I wish I could get another pair of eyes on a space and get input. (Old roommate and I are not interacting I think? She's odd, it's a long story. Overall, I can't reach out for her help since I moved for a new job)",2.7923529411764707,4.970054863387979,4.406049501767921,82.64652844744454,76.86885245901641,8.240308582449371,24.972356155576982,9.007467420416297,2.0798861459337843,732,26,145,18,17,245,112,183,0.078,0.7909999999999999,0.132,0.8643,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,13,0,10,2,2,3,1,26,23,11,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,3,2,19,1,17,16,5,26,0,0,1,0,10,14,0,3,6,95,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520706334360377,0.0,0.0,0.09236596627582043,0.14242483120821994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697846426749235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844557268679224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203010369864363,0.0,0.0,0.08971143127197566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867743056819403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128895809537388,0.0,0.07719273552556591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939610130134406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731228159273395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478580474141266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388907290245063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020125248539427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852132856127638,0.09066454515127076,0.0,0.13645492458086725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887219241345688,0.0,0.0,0.10475696338790022,0.13118106971676013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850519310439301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008323917142162,0.0,0.0,0.12996661571262474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235621901176067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212383761392896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070918860922,0.08703146643991233,0.13344781879069545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090707690135413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730958224896765,0.0,0.22414044844806566,0.0,0.10781192311695667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619256874463808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shankzilla,2018/11/25,"Does eliminating all immediate gratification return us to baseline? So obviously with ADD, comes a boat load of minor issues that eventually snowball into a bigger mess. One issue that research keeps mentioning is that Dopamine and Serotonin are not produced enough when ADD individuals try to complete normal tasks . Dopamine an Serotonin also seem to regulate how long we are able to stay focused on a goal oriented task. However, it just seems like by constantly seeking out these quick fixes for dopamine and serotonin, we are only hurting our selves in the long run. I basically feel guilty now whenever I do something pleasurable (i.e play video games, drink alcohol, have sex). I feel as if my brain is simply becoming used to the dopamine rush, forever chasing a high that is never satiated. Lat year I did a ""reset"" and felt incredible. I eliminated booze, sexual acts, coffee, video games, switched to a flip phone (lots of anxiety provoking apps and endless gratification are on smart phones) and anything else that caused instant rewards. I also meditated, drank green tea, took cold showers every day for 72 days straight. Even though I felt incredible, got rid of my anxiety and depression, and increased my focused, it just seemed like a lot of work. My questions are these. Does eliminating all immediate gratification return us to a baseline state in which we have ""normal"" brains? Do we have to eliminate all forms of immediate gratification in order to function properly? From what I have observed in my life, it almost seem like I have to give up everything a regular person would enjoy, simply to become ""normal"". &#x200B;",8.60252777777778,10.079452546428572,8.471666666666668,62.031111111111144,61.03571428571429,11.507936507936508,39.48412698412698,11.319583603955671,5.132424603174602,1323,67,193,37,18,427,179,280,0.057,0.8009999999999999,0.142,0.9737,2,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,7,0,0,4,11,11,0,0,12,0,17,9,2,5,5,48,32,15,0,5,4,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,12,17,5,1,9,6,0,6,2,3,0,1,6,6,21,8,31,25,8,33,0,2,1,1,15,12,0,9,15,122,33,4,0.10143172954983028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083996715300408,0.10156922536117792,0.0,0.0,0.1622298349494495,0.0,0.10990123658951212,0.12325065365909532,0.0,0.0,0.1551899909495352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346967087604505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404675240304875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646271132924614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419832690349592,0.0,0.08737445362805052,0.10634923861358477,0.10961166536128204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083014864403775,0.0,0.08736300003189956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752718013083954,0.0,0.0,0.0993644794960914,0.0,0.0,0.08473319460362608,0.0,0.0,0.10480609103538788,0.0,0.06699470074223822,0.0,0.08546060686035557,0.0,0.09116029816371024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257386028572443,0.0,0.1947807339742879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730255754353984,0.0,0.0,0.08112422008583486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716819125778566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858476434402234,0.0,0.0,0.21173674571871864,0.0,0.0901571817303444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071644230273662,0.14866325863045973,0.0,0.0,0.17952777756242932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246725846058328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823040289660761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981446768904617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873276501675855,0.07714340101143165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856627383871855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362675083763595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693585482912993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808710091340608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081127277790651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996561592856882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126943836872028,0.0688654862107413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24401976337797926,0.08760444734339698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384350715834492,0.0,0.0,0.0720541904537063,0.0,0.12325065365909532,0.06531870826020668 adhd,Pingus-lovechild,2018/11/25,"How do you cope with adhd without meds? For those of you can't be on meds for whatever reason (can't afford it, not available where you live, Nparents won't let you, etc.) do you have any tips or tricks for getting things under control and increasing productivity? I'm in a situation where I can't afford therapy and the medication is mostly not legal where I live. Compared to other drugs, it's pretty hard to obtain illegally here too. I may or may not have looked into that. So what can I do because it feels like I'm just getting worse and worse. 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I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD years ago by my old psychologist but it was years ago so when I asked her if she could email me the papers she said she didn’t have them anymore. My current psychiatrist does not believe that I have adhd because I also have anxiety and depression. I have all the symptoms of adhd: inability to sit still for a long period of time, misplacing things, blurting out words, interrupting people when they speak, getting overwhelmed VERY quickly, not being able to keep a consistent work schedule, so many ups and downs, and the most important one I CANNOT MAKE MYSELF READ! I used to be able to read books and textbooks but the words do not go in. I just keep thinking about how long it’s going to take to finish and I don’t do it. I took a class this semester and we had to read every night and I ended up skipping two days just to listen to the audiobook. I cannot take this anymore I’m not functioning at my full capacity because my current doctor will not prescribe me meds because my marks are good. My marks are good because I work SUPER hard for exams and my boyfriend has written almost all my papers that require reading (yes I know horrible) but I need to pass my classes so he helps. I used to take adderall and it helped but gave me HUGE HUGE downers almost to the point where I was suicidal so i don’t want to take that again but I’m looking for someone else that can help me. I tried Wellbutrin XL and I was actually able to sit still again and read but I had weight gain and severe anxiety so I stopped it. How can I convince my doctor to help me?! I’m tired of living this way. 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She says you don't take those together, but I've taken it in the past before and its the only thing that counteracts Adderals negative side effects. It gets rid of my anxiety, improves my memory and helps me keep a good behavior. I'm in the military so I have to go to who they tell me to see. She only wants to prescribe me other things instead, like Wellbutrin. I just want to get back on the Guanfacine because it works. Is there anything worth trying to change the doctors mind on something like this? 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Hello everyone , &#x200B; I am here to remind you that by doing a parasite cleanse , it may help you to absorb more your food and concentrate more . As a college student we forget to do it and it can have a negative impact on our body. &#x200B; Thanks and have a nice day ! &#x200B; &#x200B;",2.9381473214285734,5.6768359843750025,4.016339285714288,82.55187500000002,79.78125,6.7821428571428575,27.892857142857146,7.957251820313856,2.2469669642857144,269,12,46,5,7,87,46,64,0.11,0.759,0.131,0.3578,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,7,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,8,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120980440188356,0.5743012601269387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124727780407847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620235369774135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290535653553092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428775326068906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617328553528809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919904400055072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878432353228673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743012601269387,0.0 adhd,redcarbad,2018/11/25,"I was just pulled over. Have you ever seen your mental illness on someone else’s face? I was pulled over by a 24 year old police officer, the nicest kid, and I remember being proud and admiring him for being 24 and having shit together... He asked me why my registration, which expired in August, hadn’t been renewed. I told him the truth that “my life has been out of control...” although I think he didn’t need me to tell him that, he could just look at the state of my car... it’s a rolling mental disorder ... ... ... he pitied me... and I appreciated the kindness and the pity... I appreciated someone pitieing me?!? How did I get here?!? He handed me my ticket and walked me through it THREE times so I would get it... and he was right to do it. He gave me two extra weeks and begged me just to take care of it. And when he left the window he looked concerned AND it looked like he genuinely hoped things would get better for me but doubted that I could change... all of that was in THAT look, I could read it like a goddamn book... he hoped things would get better for me.. pity from a 24 year old police officer and he was right to do it and I appreciated it... this is not ever where I thought my life would end up. I fucking hate my brain and don’t tell me how having ADHD makes me unique and different and amazing in other ways. Just let me be mad just let me scream and say THIS sucks. And tomorrow I’ll gain some perspective I just want to be angry and frustrated and disappointed in myself and this dumb fucking ADHD.",3.0851732673267342,4.57942966666667,4.093485973597357,88.20082301980196,74.11551155115512,7.162211221122112,23.84612211221122,7.793537801064563,1.004249834983499,1171,34,251,16,24,379,150,303,0.154,0.7090000000000001,0.136,-0.9216,1,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,0,5,14,27,8,1,10,0,31,9,4,4,4,53,56,26,0,11,8,0,1,2,0,4,3,2,1,1,21,21,0,1,3,3,0,4,4,15,0,2,14,8,41,12,25,29,3,32,0,5,5,2,24,14,5,4,14,170,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394625733922956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093137013136376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622248890636955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121574539235203,0.0,0.0,0.101575512123314,0.0,0.1053912696756056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173921231905992,0.23863015164447904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408813517664997,0.11418021311495165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322487478847464,0.0,0.08823920911913109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023513487459475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420556324352802,0.2082022313759345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836020952841272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979025167528248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374531706970484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824411675890584,0.2037490015066749,0.1407378093493244,0.09734462110191043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346435391131289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650123689454054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007994783973042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073871536930792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209081796660102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996531224786694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285702084047207,0.17016039638288016,0.0,0.07922672290210847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226482385681147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882584790704674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490647536379652,0.0,0.17415531396975836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323743906815616,0.063836422025206,0.0,0.07909204445577586,0.0580928163653564,0.0,0.0,0.09519706739069528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973202842455746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058762091704742975,0.07907861035749363,0.07991409797885653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989711554915797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830862689195948,0.0,0.0,0.1283119642008156 adhd,CheetoVonTweeto,2018/11/25,"It took me 2 months to upload vacation footage. I did some hiking in Sedona with a GoPro camera back in September and I FINALLY uploaded it. Ugh. *Side note: Highly suggest visiting Sedona if you haven't. It's insanely beautiful out there.*",2.682348484848486,5.688465568181819,4.9700000000000015,72.49166666666669,86.5,9.296969696969695,27.787878787878785,9.2995712137729,3.927269696969696,191,9,29,7,6,66,39,44,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.7137,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,5,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517373590217236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010949476816778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833025539841288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651182595658488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082243417235577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deamonata,2018/11/25,"A request for advice Does anyone have any suggestions for organizing their life, actually being productive and just generally getting on with the day to day tasks of life? Being on time is something I'm finding impossible as well as remembering to do things around the house (start cooking when needing to, booking the car in to the garage, putting the bin out on a Tuesday, etc) I've tried to do list, alarms, but they don't work for me. My wife normally organises quite a lot for me and reminds me to do things, but she's starting to find this a bit overwhelming as she's having a rough time with a few things at the moment. 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I charge 30 dollars per note and they come with a call back verification so if the professor or boss calls they will hear the fake voicemail of the clinic or hospital. I have notes for everything from physical pain to illness disease and mental health. Take a vacation or save yourself from failing a class or getting fired for unexcused absences. Take a day off or up to a week. Just message me for info.,5.044604700854698,7.476180490384612,5.141666666666668,78.78111111111113,71.01923076923076,8.083760683760685,35.5940170940171,8.841846274778883,3.428338888888889,457,25,77,9,9,143,75,104,0.14800000000000002,0.823,0.03,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,2,1,4,4,0,0,10,0,4,7,0,2,1,17,10,10,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,13,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,7,3,51,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485267861472463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39447237869948176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638874560435954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457110411689472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5931170203514902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359819753436062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009172233983747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053182077834867,0.21770340782230865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893464465972682,0.19583216768624126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465810414979187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553401721125525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29046195934850555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323456150236788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493991250939196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Quirky_Turtle_,2018/11/25,"Excessively emotional responses to endings and goodbyes. I am not entirely sure why this occurs, however I tend to get very sad when either I or someone else leaves, regardless of how short that time might be. As an example I would almost cry every single time that I would leave my significant other's place, even though I literally lived 15 minutes away and could reach them via the wonders of modern technology. Not to mention I way too old to still cry when I say goodbye to my mum. * Does anyone have similar experiences when it comes to goodbyes or something similar? * Any tips an /or advice for keeping your emotional regulation in check and dealing with spontaneous feelings?",6.779164370982553,8.822272297520662,7.207052341597798,67.33764921946742,65.69421487603306,10.667033976124886,36.58494031221304,10.746095033038511,4.662828466483012,552,28,84,16,9,180,93,121,0.105,0.845,0.05,-0.8246,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,22,13,12,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,12,1,13,8,2,15,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,6,9,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171093205374234,0.0,0.0,0.1554629381022534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557701400790057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855614769595276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586482077259633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373626930591664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239564767011535,0.0,0.3410751305609726,0.0,0.16005849548725887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586249633197078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969353011236692,0.34927629965871965,0.13750762081733156,0.0,0.0,0.10254280248405333,0.0,0.13080691505983133,0.0,0.0,0.15186672148323185,0.0,0.0,0.0785003215088212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811130158893197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379955425767716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287799310142792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709078909716094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646983528206422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291136730457384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622058035915778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346300788705672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154492719231253,0.11952094832580372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398483550724555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632363029224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525347787919722,0.0,0.1810579456620806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280995599335452,0.0,0.12323219662042705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009122022859746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683646979502543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057382264518247,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,soyedmilk,2018/11/25,"Being diagnosed with adhd as a woman with mental illnesses My entire life I’ve thought that my issues with motivation, doing work, remembering dates and starting projects was just my depression/anxiety. However, the more I learn about adhd in women and learning that it’s more than just being hyperactive I’ve started relating to it a lot. Does anyone have experiences in being diagnosed later in life as a woman or with someone with mental illnesses that can have similar symptoms of executive dysfunction. 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Do you want to go ride on some bikes?,-0.03142857142857025,1.5408489523809552,1.4288095238095266,103.52035714285715,83.28571428571429,4.2,15.261904761904766,3.1291,-1.4603523809523808,72,1,19,0,2,23,20,21,0.084,0.855,0.062,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681658787726102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137156293240193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686805115063918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793046313815049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554568281625225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788462096517014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heellllllln,2018/11/25,"Can being on ADHD meds your whole childhood give you ADHD? I’ve been on one or another ADHD med since I was in the 3rd grade (I am now in college). I’m wondering if I didn’t have ADHD then, after being in my meds for so long they’ve given me, or given the illusion of, ADHD. When I don’t take them I find it incredibly difficult to start any task, even getting up to make food and eat or shower, and I can’t focus for more than a few minutes, but I’m wondering if my meds made it so even if I never had ADHD, I never had to teach myself to focus or self-motivate, and now, without the meds, it feels much harder than is should be to do everything, but maybe it’s just because I never had to do anything without them? Just a thought. I’m not denying the fact I have ADHD, I might, but I was so young how could they have been sure? Can the meds give this type of affect?",2.6899751861042165,3.311376268817206,4.771720430107528,86.33527295285359,73.94623655913979,7.443507030603808,23.98511166253102,7.61054688173877,1.0027300248138964,670,18,148,8,13,233,103,186,0.011000000000000001,0.95,0.038,0.6775,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,3,0,11,2,0,0,7,0,25,2,0,4,5,35,41,19,0,5,15,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,12,1,21,1,21,23,4,18,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,10,12,113,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6797172393709479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494482684287482,0.08472284765032423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648916305658864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925318750030218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450994293026757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267564673910414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673149983286707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261526091189684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085346240318386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384712352816618,0.0,0.09770022416521512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221317163230735,0.15501596080193047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715029276517792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645220883987151,0.05393271932270845,0.0,0.08117158846760192,0.0,0.5384844584829139,0.0,0.0,0.0857129988196077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059395195609225813,0.0,0.18694720943249601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475023409779599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428903974155906,0.0,0.0,0.06683623034794561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718863258394932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615034962843642,0.0,0.060749395047427636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641439051886677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902071230045988,0.0,0.15577112222388034,0.17524210666987391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway12erfas,2018/11/25,"University application Last year of high-school (yay?). Anyways, I need to get my shit together for university, as I have deferred doing the application for quite some time now. I really stumbled in the application page where it asked ""do you have any disabilities?"". Should I mention my ADHD... or? I feel like a bit of a sob story then. It just seems somewhat unnatural that an applicant has a 99% average grade then starts talking about difficulties with ADHD, though believe me, they exist. To that end, should I mention ADHD as a struggle? I was really unmotivated and kept forgetting to volunteer, start clubs, blah blah blah. Now here I am. I have nothing to justify an entrance scholarship other than a scattered jumble of an application and quantifiable intelligence (being my grades). Completely independent from ADHD, how would you tackle an application in my position anyways? I can only stretch the truth about so much, and in all honestly, my community involvement was lackluster. Yes - I worked like hell at my job, but I had opportunities and I never took them. I feel disingenuous misrepresenting my involvement, as in reality, I generally just sat in my room depressed all the time (different story).",7.518260869565218,9.579710101449274,8.54658937198068,58.36713043478261,63.92753623188406,12.476521739130435,37.47149758454106,11.979248473330829,5.6087851207729456,969,49,143,36,15,329,131,207,0.10099999999999999,0.828,0.071,-0.6436,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,2,3,13,11,2,1,13,2,15,1,1,2,4,27,26,14,0,4,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,6,2,28,6,23,16,7,22,1,2,0,0,10,9,3,4,14,109,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655601097372899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274195459770394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749534750512034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365169888286476,0.0,0.0,0.14888983649264412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299010524489292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746247299860972,0.0,0.0,0.14248634907451038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079073884136313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791398291926418,0.09742872047372723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125205905451346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409121444239606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533446882821612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116655740769643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325514612509134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025377912765036,0.10112281846464123,0.10518339096136613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085870494800916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372188060182834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450551623441628,0.0,0.0,0.17473492632585133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802217107001374,0.0,0.12415372780705405,0.0,0.0,0.13999041644252394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305859609941387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257226231103495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961575179196588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339910364223532,0.0,0.15904662519523113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515213648354516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928506304204963,0.0,0.0,0.0968792669381174,0.0,0.0,0.08782318604577535 adhd,aval1729,2018/11/25,"Not really sure what to do at this point. To preface this, I'm using a throwaway account out of fear that friends / family might see this. A while ago, a friend revealed that she had ADHD. Out of curiosity, I googled the disorder, and found that it really resonated with me. After lurking this subreddit for a while, I decided to set up an appointment with my physician. To start things off, I mention that I strongly suspect that I have ADHD to my physician, and she seemed highly unaware of the subject matter altogether (she didn't know what the ""HD"" in ADHD stood for?). She starts pressuring me for reasons. I tick off some key symptoms. She then asks me about my performance in school, to which I reply mostly A's. To provide some context, I'm a freshman in high school. My parents mandated that I took an easier courseload, as my middle school grades were not stellar (was bored and did not pay attention, much less do homework) and that they wanted me to ""farm gpa"" (not sure if taking an easier courseload helped, since I'm far less motivated to do homework now, but I push myself to work harder for whatever scraps of motivation I find). She seemed impressed by the statement, and the rest of the appointment passes by in a blur. In the end, she concludes that she believes that the problem is I'm not being challenged enough (which is false, as I find ways to challenge myself outside of school). However, if I want to be diagnosed, I have to get my teachers to fill out a questionaire regarding my behavior in class, something I'm much less than thrilled about. I feel like an imposter at this point, and I'm not sure if I want to keep bugging my parents to make appointments with my physician. Should I just let this subject matter drop altogether? Should I get that questionaire filled out? Should I see a new physician?",6.654611528822056,7.277240935672518,6.563767752715122,77.01026315789477,65.08187134502924,9.789139515455304,35.29156223893065,9.725611199111238,3.4208369256474525,1448,65,259,28,21,458,173,342,0.066,0.825,0.109,0.8909999999999999,3,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,8,5,15,0,2,21,0,19,6,0,6,3,60,46,15,0,10,11,2,1,1,2,4,6,0,2,0,22,13,0,1,16,0,2,5,7,4,0,0,8,3,42,11,52,31,10,39,0,0,2,0,16,21,0,10,11,187,64,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660332873902669,0.0,0.08999414576417103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491043941459353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143818228911124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304385888259612,0.0,0.0,0.116354323960594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991937607908998,0.10490055145293656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570698926326868,0.11424176740026627,0.051333154410824366,0.0725281577148663,0.0,0.0,0.18558063732542504,0.0,0.0,0.1113148923998529,0.15687306568944925,0.0,0.10608330996214348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804882655588827,0.2145295612133768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023843926935886,0.0,0.0,0.055794467464502576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381429794708807,0.0,0.049599082321338674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677674900958329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107700017198024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926239139191744,0.0,0.0,0.09805168964294647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254588843481692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194438140180367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714394230290553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007665740898613,0.10438270551769514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109873861768989,0.1618016105312673,0.18484572326302487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398099771394492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815747983971251,0.0,0.0,0.14371721436991275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870530985111909,0.10552142401619374,0.0763327731088648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744746886197461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127959537241474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768340413487184,0.0,0.0,0.17964295042782186,0.08058434992257453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391006138673496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bronwizard,2018/11/25,"Vyvanse and Derealisation/Depersonalisation Has anyone experienced medication causing dr/dp symptoms? I only just put a name to what I am experiencing tonight - my symptoms seem to match up extremely well with derealisation and depersonalisation. It is something I had had before taking medication. It came on strongest after a traumatic experience, and then subsided. From then on, it would come on randomly - sometimes after heavy drinking or using any kind of substance, but sometimes with no discernable cause. I'm also sure I have probably had it before said traumatic incident, but I didn't use to pay enough attention to mental states such as this, and just labelled it all as depression. I have described it as having incredibly disjointed thoughts, like I can't hang on to any particular train of thought. Sometimes my mind latches on to a word and it just repeats over and over, sometimes out loud. Sometimes my body freezes and I can't really seem to get it to move. Concepts of reality become frightening to me - the idea of being alive, the idea of the world just...happening, the idea of death. Like, thinking of these things becomes paralyzing to me and I can't get myself to do anything because it all falls under the category of being alive, which is scary. Sometimes it feels like reality is glitching. Metaphorically, I've described it as feeling like an alien is inhabiting my body and also my mind, and experiencing its first day on Earth. It also sometimes feels like I am a videogame character that is glitching. Anyway, rant aside - I started taking Vyvanse about a month ago, give or take. The first couple weeks were fine, and I was so thrilled with the overall quality of life improvement and generally feeling in control of my days. But this dysphoric feeling began kicking in about 1.5 weeks ago, and I wonder if the meds are causing it, or at least amplifying it. So I am curious if anyone else has been through something similar, and if there is any way to control it while still taking medication? Ideally I'd be able to work around it while still using Vyvanse, but I accept that if I need to stop Vyvanse then it is what it is. &#x200B;",8.163365082922457,8.859177579896913,8.415419094576425,64.77476243836847,61.860824742268036,11.077722994173017,39.80770954728821,10.848893137575418,4.672318108471538,1743,89,278,42,23,573,200,388,0.09300000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.141,0.9470000000000001,0,0,3,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,6,17,13,0,0,14,0,32,9,2,8,3,73,60,39,1,7,14,0,6,5,0,1,6,2,0,0,28,21,1,3,17,1,1,6,5,1,1,2,12,11,25,12,52,44,4,47,0,1,0,0,3,16,0,11,28,202,53,2,0.0698252309640788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237917084725984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751763592443816,0.0,0.07565560857690602,0.0848452983737416,0.14245065439430735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764685001513904,0.07154420068673596,0.05746021558818268,0.062159259366663486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042564812701339945,0.1542329634200823,0.11883225735832614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512018125911192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798614625691299,0.0,0.21518923933559292,0.0,0.06014825372707085,0.0,0.0,0.1566298677722317,0.0,0.07726028996463452,0.0,0.09006299494919716,0.0,0.060140369113447875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840214360173713,0.0,0.0,0.05833002069254695,0.0,0.0,0.0721481290466714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830247429421682,0.0,0.0,0.1765286739444108,0.1496494768574362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878661157561933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729616024972051,0.06698272408473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061746221140168374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364725598063629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271223305305304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931962560733507,0.1705654042019931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756009062955596,0.21102472262832164,0.07036740974219767,0.0,0.1410071566757406,0.0,0.055733833183966464,0.0742131701557257,0.0,0.051774524007575484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310523459359447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528340882616924,0.0,0.0,0.07019364297710055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473183093281289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641978446383866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271325356348515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107509748296568,0.4834125719500461,0.0,0.049422657864866416,0.0,0.11152503928968238,0.0583770196528442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580945383597889,0.14515030115021868,0.20999953531109852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638878080167491,0.04474118858252801,0.0,0.1108668676629872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809197416739723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055424018242310906,0.112019176972759,0.0,0.06278126830983231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572248443560793,0.050833599756336466,0.0,0.0,0.04960184069313429,0.0,0.0848452983737416,0.0 adhd,freedomadvocate,2018/11/25,"Pemoline is possibly the best medication ever for ADHD but was taken off market. Pemoline - one a day, long lasting, non amphetamine, nonaddictive medication. Look up how it got banned. We need to bring it back. 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Like the lack of executive skills makes keeping a place clean and tidy, a lot harder. Do you think that is true?",7.491416666666666,9.762445975000002,7.0150000000000015,68.51666666666668,64.25,8.333333333333334,35.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.516583333333333,189,9,27,3,3,59,31,40,0.052000000000000005,0.695,0.253,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152333484305813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275108537723401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250501411218891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760980360666973,0.0,0.0,0.17085667321538872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674258905240918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496149566840905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401016291616782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775799526602409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonanomus,2018/11/25,"How does alcohol make you feel? I'm not sure if this is a thing, but when I drink I never quite get fully drunk like other people seem to experience it. Ok yes I've had nights where I've drunk alot and got really drunk, but the majority of the time, even when I drink loads it seems my mind can never quite switch off and I'm always sensible. This is good obviously but sometimes I wish it would switch off and I could feel normal.",1.5077028714107357,3.669576000000003,3.1161048689138577,90.3348564294632,81.13483146067415,6.652184769038702,16.630461922596755,7.793537801064563,0.20168064918851453,340,6,75,6,9,112,61,89,0.132,0.695,0.17300000000000001,0.6287,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,2,6,6,0,2,4,24,16,10,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,6,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,7,4,4,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,7,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943464300440815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513169476023157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519547899164498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914150479994674,0.0,0.0,0.35629502544944536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011273408256865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778879325669265,0.0,0.0,0.1839015126244768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501111606213544,0.0,0.0,0.15253035758736114,0.14544511382050726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884459145721968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138883805628753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836205191494212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805137563475446,0.0,0.0,0.17065749248430365,0.17817813397540158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607454238689736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38684784826636215,0.0,0.0,0.11650021476960044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33110577852067186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798580795825375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139507473497312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208155985032738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604042582231762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091229201150709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918373724512047,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Renegadeknight3,2018/11/25,"Is it just me or do you immediately notice tattoos? I feel like I zero in on tattoos a lot with people, either when I’m meeting them or if I’ve already known they’re there. In a similar vein, I notice henna and other kinds of body art a lot too. Is it just me?",0.8789473684210519,2.338031982456144,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,80.05263157894737,5.963508771929827,21.92631578947368,6.742157984588678,0.5510799999999998,201,6,44,2,5,74,42,57,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,12,5,5,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,5,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049245040859656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069277312996532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971501312930945,0.19740210052707025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877433554751507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499533619672305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698324741425366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6291812345022529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156456185138085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pr8547,2018/11/25,"Anyone feel like a different person on their meds? I’ve been taking meds since I was 6 so I’m not new at this. I’m in my mid 20s now and I just started taking my meds again after a few years. I feel like I’m a different person when I’m on my meds and I’m really starting not to like it. Personally I would rather not take meds at all but it got pretty bad, I was forgetting things all the time and I feel like it’s better for me when I’m driving, I do have a 40 min commute to work. Ritalin just makes me so socially awkward and really irritable. Adderall isn’t bad, but I lose my appetite and sleeping can be hard sometimes. More of a vent but maybe someone else feels the same way? 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I wanted to hear from some of my tribe here at r/ADHD in order to see if anyone else felt the same way. &#x200B; There seems to be this feeling I have, as though everyday weren't it's own indivisible event but instead a long string of existence. I feel as though going to sleep is only to have napped and now I have to continue with what I had to do before laying my head to rest what felt like amounted to no more than a dozen minutes. Sometimes I stay up for long nights trying to prolong my sleep. I feel like the time I have is slipping away quicker than I'd like it to. I don't feel in control of how I experience my own existence. It's something in the way that my experience of reality that irks me to my core. &#x200B; Thanks chaps",6.429198113207548,5.083545779874218,7.078231132075473,79.71470518867926,66.04402515723271,9.962578616352204,32.45361635220126,8.841846274778883,2.379546540880503,605,20,130,8,8,201,96,159,0.018000000000000002,0.883,0.098,0.9024,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,11,3,3,2,0,16,23,8,0,2,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,8,17,4,31,18,7,21,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,3,12,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321607917425625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762668904641137,0.3098243103600992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914273549817428,0.130626758717915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977938986043192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848309479211987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298889182568966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822193622803497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650005822804504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941590635791075,0.0,0.0,0.25784752113282233,0.09107761783661802,0.24481738953667734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724544997536158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083970555815058,0.0,0.14368850211532752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868529302427285,0.0,0.0,0.2256461455677493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196390686836694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696054466091514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015916143027544,0.11606049755371255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551606033349227,0.0,0.0,0.09814666888271777,0.12608912051410354,0.0,0.0,0.13588549160131022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737403469715875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505130797052454,0.0,0.07433941284100765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655614043180099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519586186296681,0.20238844766233896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098243103600992,0.0 adhd,jackman87679,2018/11/25,"Does Adderall make you paranoid or Hallucinate? I had been taking 40 mg of Vyvanse daily for about 8 years and nothing bad ever came from it. One day I started taking Adderall too and I'd still take my daily Vyvanse but then I would also take about 10-30 mg of instant release Adderall for when I would go to class. At first it was great and my grades were getting better for the first weeks, but then I started losing sleep so I'd use it to stay awake during the day, study, or just because I liked how it felt. Eventually I started only sleeping for about 2-4 hours a night. And for about a month I was scared everyone was out to get kill me. I was paranoid and I'd have these hallucinations sometimes(Mist of them were voices), and even had trouble telling my dreams from reality. I was also very angry with everyone I encountered and I also didn't get any enjoyment in any of the things I used to enjoy doing. I stopped doing my hobbies and communicating with my friends as well. I would check the back of my car before driving as well. I also became incredibly emotional, like any feeling I had was multiplied by 1000, I spent a lot of time crying or being angry about little things while also acting on feelings that I don't think I usually would have. I have stopped taking Adderall since and I feel normal again after a couple of weeks. But I was just wondering if anyone else has had an experience like this or if it's just me.",5.460460992907798,6.101107173758869,6.211489361702127,78.43333333333334,67.68794326241135,8.394326241134753,30.56028368794326,8.344100000000001,2.2355304964539,1141,42,213,15,18,375,157,282,0.142,0.716,0.142,-0.2536,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,1,1,4,24,15,1,1,9,0,27,2,2,4,1,44,50,31,1,7,12,0,4,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,2,6,1,2,5,2,5,2,3,18,5,33,10,33,27,1,37,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,8,29,156,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740092829219619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082599921292254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654035525612788,0.09584016052425963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192451726392048,0.07809985493188844,0.057019554943993876,0.0,0.07959347166760346,0.0,0.0,0.08272626400984458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698191214464953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349739771059054,0.10274648512523298,0.12064782065315488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185524365549947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813852825101891,0.10521702965694738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178059662572804,0.0846099691589746,0.0,0.17875806382714127,0.0,0.09149756427113856,0.0,0.0,0.14188601971008102,0.0,0.08981061056178316,0.0,0.0,0.15912579653225314,0.0,0.0,0.07226679373808549,0.0,0.14660835459027854,0.0,0.05315948244637195,0.0,0.0,0.10312535727924173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211553623793957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034853180964932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709300456243625,0.09374908755907838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464446886462454,0.0,0.07952218614345362,0.0,0.0,0.06243696720504247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466069182004231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777855058301498,0.09164683084386424,0.08975169593140851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338338978196391,0.07113943770808184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364729469075933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737513655437499,0.0,0.18720998226630614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861884336556115,0.09969846496850576,0.07469912002231052,0.1564029755242961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516425681789567,0.0,0.08175584496388791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428423704177248,0.059935014363653887,0.0,0.0,0.05454243318818758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157263078958636,0.10301827475364238,0.07717818363135105,0.0,0.0,0.15006018377189131,0.0,0.16820278303413813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014373631118068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26578525323912605,0.0,0.0,0.06023504430094751 adhd,psychoavenger_91,2018/11/25,ADHD currently on concerta 36mg First off 27m here. Started on a 27 mg dose then increased to 36. Tried 45 but didn’t stay there long. Has been two months at 36 but finding my self to be short tempered and violent. Now I’m starting to notice that with added stress at work I’m becoming more unstable depressed and maybe even suicidal thought. ( not planning on it) but just wondering what’s the point of it all. Putting a lot of strain on my relationship but she has been very supportive and patient with me. Not sure what I’m asking of you here except maybe if this sounds familiar to anyone we can talk and it can help me explain how I’m felling with my doctor. 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Check under furniture Being prone to losing items it’s easy to presume it’s gone forever. Today I spontaneously deep cleaned the space under my bed for the first time probably since I moved in (over a year.....) and I found so many things I thought were lost forever like an earring, lost gift card and socks. So before assuming a thing is lost forever check under your bed! 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Today I got insanely overwhelmed with all the things I have to do and had a mini breakdown. I decided that I need to figure out a way to control at least the recurring sort of life chores so that I'll have the stability to take on larger projects. So I sat down and opened my notes app and wrote down a list of all the things I have to do that are chores for me. Something like: - take out the trash - brush teeth - floss - buy toilet paper - do the dishes - restock toilet paper - put away clothes - feed the dog And so on. Once I wrote down everything I could think of, I copy pasted that list into a new note and sorted them by when I had to do it. I came up: - depends (for example taking out the trash) - every morning - every night - at lunch - weekly - monthly - every three months - once So now I had all of my tasks sorted. Then I copy pasted into a new note again and prioritized each category so the order made sense. I moved most of the harder tasks up. I also decided that the depends category was too much variance to handle so I decided to just take out the trash every day, and I could use a smaller plastic bag size. I just completed all of my nightly tasks and checked them off as I went along (should be in your notes app). And it only took me about 1hr and a half, including going out to dinner (did drive thru at mcdonalds). Here's what I got done tonight: [v] Eat dinner [v] Feeding the dog [v] Putting clothes away [v] Put back misplaced items in home [v] Wash dishes [v] Throw out trash [v] Stock tissues [v] Flossing [v] Shower - wash face and brush teeth [v] Skincare [v] Drink a cup of water Oh yeah, I also consolidated washing face and brushing teeth with the shower task. All in all this is WAY more than I can bring myself to do in even a week so I wanted to share with you all. I thought of it as doing a set of exercises at the gym, but also I took my time with everything (watched like 3 youtube videos in the shower, played on my phone while drinking water, etc). Hope this helps! I'm hoping it'll help for the rest of the week too :) ",2.8849848024316103,4.561561699763594,3.93619452887538,88.36800000000002,75.02836879432624,6.536413373860182,23.906045254981432,7.225922671290522,0.8584028233704828,1641,50,342,18,35,531,211,423,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.986,3,0,4,0,0,0,76.0,0,3,2,1,21,7,0,1,28,1,24,22,5,5,7,63,48,28,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,6,0,15,28,12,1,6,6,2,12,0,1,0,2,17,4,38,6,65,25,16,69,0,1,1,0,12,29,0,9,26,222,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936247484421115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181306256409926,0.07030814844008748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457769402706203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586823610401367,0.0,0.10255253197501073,0.14600739077370284,0.0,0.0,0.05896824341781268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357011971490108,0.0,0.1791436874371173,0.0,0.09356120089854587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197459706973014,0.06039219342050109,0.0,0.3081529399885826,0.0,0.16435241289173674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051964822636531065,0.0,0.14625842152384425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838615847854431,0.0,0.09171712200456053,0.1816318887167175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458349935462915,0.08934139735694319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651834914551178,0.0,0.0,0.09185910960983536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596566519484575,0.09718131814334906,0.0672155108304076,0.06779816141451361,0.0,0.2649265235137636,0.0,0.1716117841041717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947513501187729,0.0,0.06954071207695364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457079590366606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757533764755355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078281564844422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27499204801789223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149118157626207,0.0585880871633237,0.0,0.07258946299764074,0.05331669415044218,0.0,0.08667003072419982,0.0,0.2031761002479056,0.062078607966881326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897079425452147,0.0,0.0,0.0539309447722073,0.145154266777357,0.22003179326599465,0.0,0.0,0.08476149545647554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,girface520,2018/11/25,"I finally finished my college online orientation that I’ve been putting off for nearly a year. I’m a 27F and only recently diagnosed as ADHD-C. I have taken so many college classes over a span 5 years with no degree. I was academically dismissed from my first university after 1.5 years. My GPA was too low, and I was struggling to keep up with my classes. I moved back home, signed up for community college. Did a bit better, but before I got my associates degree, decided to move in with my now fiancé. Moved to the local community college in a different city thinking my classes would transfer. Some did, but in order to graduate I needed another 2 years of classes. Finally, made it to graduation day only to fail ONE class (English 103). I tried an accelerated 1 class per month online college. Flunked out after failing my first 3 classes. I’ve been putting off retaking that English class for THREE YEARS. Today, I finally finished orientation for a community college that is closer to me/my job, that I had applied to last year. I feel so much better now with my meds and knowing I have ADHD, that I feel like I’m finally ready to get my shit together. I looked up bachelor’s degrees for universities near me and I’m considering actually going for my bachelor’s after I finish my last class. I’m feeling so hopeful now, and I don’t want this motivation to go away!",4.508538587848932,6.441894325670504,6.482430213464699,70.72344827586207,71.26053639846744,9.262616310892174,33.884510125889435,9.725611199111238,3.756467104542967,1093,56,184,28,21,381,140,261,0.09,0.8109999999999999,0.098,0.245,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,7,8,10,1,1,8,0,13,2,1,2,0,27,33,11,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,7,0,0,7,2,6,0,4,11,4,29,4,39,21,3,53,0,4,1,0,0,17,1,2,29,118,36,24,0.0,0.0,0.1005416314139886,0.0,0.24764213967950705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080350934154544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967993194787586,0.0792230907387841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767025581832429,0.0,0.0,0.1822418994091776,0.112481195755529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644530687615799,0.0,0.0,0.10457246338081748,0.0,0.10764357930860144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628396882818302,0.07360407693346786,0.0,0.4514537849416221,0.0,0.17527315993373735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382850160421257,0.0,0.11710773076229795,0.0,0.08240185850981875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033466822847595,0.10233123699113687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224057759301244,0.09157708172389636,0.0,0.0,0.0566221506944103,0.16796508881734346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033486008787625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651857457504916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974887147080182,0.0,0.10445543186263516,0.0,0.0,0.114442208503736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223691986663742,0.3285111849565701,0.0757383124391162,0.07639484203231081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981524841665011,0.15671668974775527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714559408111244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172889975279982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575798729248724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770848382997884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660169475165034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976596292284318,0.0,0.0,0.06995005985811913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076928814243735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318898351840761,0.0,0.0,0.3980845387781917 adhd,MostLikelyAnAsshat,2018/11/25,"Anyone elses meds work super differently after drinking? Usually any sort of alcohol i have is after taking medication. First time drinking first before taking prescribed redose ( vyvanse 40 mg 5 mg dexdrine) and it feels entorely different but cant explain. Its like im focused and having my brain actually function but still feeling alcohols positive sidea ",6.414116222760294,10.18775423728814,7.297142857142859,57.757966101694926,74.42372881355931,9.473123486682807,38.937046004842614,9.606745405546679,5.669341888619852,296,18,32,9,7,98,51,59,0.040999999999999995,0.767,0.192,0.87,2,0,4,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,8,9,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,3,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.17541641393099022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842100623732022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224058419516458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568992443124802,0.18418177701412208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295954191094707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066770317865146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756145668108554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35218587220805475,0.0,0.0,0.150163490000603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178057507912587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30580157434815003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416786650072074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878199461074679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966894843199207,0.18108576252872205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355377319738294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703090342367106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048174607839016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979763890759771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086487297750315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GundamMKII,2018/11/25,"Finally took the necessary steps for treatment I found this subreddit a couple weeks ago and reading through the posts made me realize that my ADHD never “went away” and a lot of the issues that I am having now in my 30s with anxiety and depression may be directly associated. Because of you guys and gals here I finally went to see a therapist after stopping my treatment back in high school about 14 years ago. I feel like I’m heading in the right direction. After two sessions with a therapist I have been able to identify my anxiety triggers and help to find ways to actually remember things. It’s been a challenge with the regular information overload and trying to keep track of everything but I’m finally dealing with my issues. My therapist had referred me to a psychiatrist now and talked about getting genetic testing with something called GeneSight. Has anyone here had to do the same and if so was it covered in any way by your insurance. Thanks for making a place that helps me realize I’m not alone. TLDR: Finally going back for ADHD/Anxiety/Depression treatment and has anyone had to used GeneSight?",7.9186764705882355,8.48575527941177,8.450784313725489,64.75352941176473,62.38235294117647,12.682352941176472,40.52941176470589,12.161744961471696,5.588576470588236,903,48,142,30,12,301,122,204,0.040999999999999995,0.887,0.07200000000000001,0.7912,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,9,4,0,0,13,0,14,1,1,4,1,35,30,12,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,14,0,2,8,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,11,2,16,3,30,17,2,32,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,3,17,103,23,5,0.10234373342283533,0.0,0.09987272055965443,0.0,0.24599455834536224,0.0,0.1814430892236448,0.0,0.0,0.1059972425709886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959724824368757,0.0,0.15658535188270414,0.0,0.0,0.1431222360391489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615530650044432,0.15739202740101724,0.0,0.06238778997437036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450439454008946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324139442344673,0.0,0.0,0.10551189526068902,0.17629701526269284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197994843841796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174806670370387,0.07311438360651841,0.0,0.4484502297701903,0.09354031823541063,0.0,0.0,0.11221462119632676,0.0,0.0,0.05347037663160953,0.0,0.05816430221645956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133638654745443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503419665963636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371976944000286,0.10813177342210267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136405359134632,0.0,0.090967812676718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999997856874182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700898230955338,0.0,0.0968401151326367,0.0683152367718568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893379650672445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692741867358632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801700619816313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237142909057738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159354992495812,0.08740098914644237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103577322095067,0.08155470505016517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878920605132324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556394379051699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226001621355483,0.0,0.09422435942151483,0.0,0.3564868879394287,0.06799262889111436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370765354708574,0.06948467697500522,0.0,0.0999749564280156,0.0,0.0,0.08839212586987218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624713837647458,0.08209396967296312,0.0,0.0,0.18974733244191516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659060088532004 adhd,EmotionalPterodactyl,2018/11/25,"Finally started medication, but there might be problems that I need to tell my doctor. When I was 12/13ish my family doctor suggested that I might have ADHD, and got me to a specialist that confirmed his suspicians and officially diagnosed me. They started me on medication shortly after but I fought back tooth and nail since I didn't think I had a problem, after all I could focus just fine when I wanted to; aka when something interested me. After a couple months my parents gave up fighting me about it and just dropped the prescription. Hindsight is 20/20 and if I just listened then I would of saved myself years of depression and self hatred due to my struggles in school but that's not what my trouble is now. (I'd also like to point out how awesome my doctor was for recognizing my symptoms considering I was, and am, a pretty intelligent female with inattentive type. Like I adore him and rejoined the practice he's a part of but have been put with another doctor. I hope I run in to him some time so I can thank him, or I might send him a letter or flowers, idk suggestions for the appropriate way to thank a doctor I haven't seen for years would also be appreciated.) As I'm sure everyone knows the meds to treat adhd are stimulants and deffinalty not good for people with heart problems that aren't also being taken care of. The other night my heart was racing at about 110bpm while I was resting and it scared the shit out of me. My boyfriend has pointed out my heart racing previously before I started my medication but I don't think it was ever that bad. I also had caffiene that day and have since completely cut it out, but I had just as much previously while on the medication as well. On top of that I found out my biological father was recently in the Hospitial for a heart attack. My step mother said as far as they know it was caused by a hematoma (blood clot?) and I don't think that would have anything to do with any genetic heart disease. Like looking at this it's pretty obvious I should just stop taking the medication and talk to my doctor but I've been doing really well on it and don't want to lose that. It's helped fix things that I never realized were even an issue, like how recently I've felt present and in the moment while before I just always felt like I was just there experiencing things. I guess I just want someone elses opinion on the matter or to hear about others' experiences? SUMMARY- I was diagnosed at a young age but refused meds, and struggled for years before I finally pulled my head out of my ass. I restarted meds and have been doing really well on them the past couple weeks. However, there are some problems that I really should tell my doctor but I'm already scared that I might have to stop them for a long period of time if I do so. 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So... exactly a year ago I was terminated from a job I thought I can finally financially relax for once (working for an insurance firm, as an underwriter). The cause of reason, “too distracted, can’t multi-task, you didn’t pick up that fast compared to your other colleagues” and also my attendance was a bit to blame as well, more so my work performance. I collected EI for 8 months, I was doing nothing and let myself just loath in depression in bed, and as soon as that finished I just worked in a small local restaurant for a month and a half to look for a more financially stable job. I found one! Working as a forklift operator, I tend to take on jobs that I’ve never done before but feel like I’m capable of learning, so I applied, got hired and boom, full on training, I was doing so good! They were easy on my learning since I’ve never worked that type of job before so I was given more training time. I picked on really fast and was put on system in no time. That’s when things slowly started to fall apart, I was the only girl working on my shift and was in the warehouse with 90% guys overall... I love talking, any chance I get I’ll definitely stop and talk to you if you want to chat, I also had a hard time trying so desperately to stop small chatter since I’m on system and anytime I’m not scanning a pallet to put away that time turns into an event gap on my performance sheet for the day and managers need a report what you were doing during that time if it’s a 5+minute gap. I had a SHIT ton of those and my anxiety went off the charts when I kept getting pulled into the office for my performance. I was so devastated because I know I can do better and I scored so high when I’m focused/working alone. I got severely sick the other day and was throwing up, I called in sick because I can’t come to work throwing up right? Well not with them... Last night I showed up to what would be my last day. I tried clocking in and noticed my account credentials were imputed incorrect and found that odd since I used it all the time? Of course I go to management and told my supervisor that I can’t clock in, and he’s like “yeah, just go to pre shift and see me after” my anxiety is shaking me and when pre shift finished, I followed him down the hall as he gives me the news that’s to blame for my tear filled eyes now. He tells me that my attendance isn’t up to standards since I’m still under probation and my performance isn’t great either... that I “talk too much” and “get distracted on the littlest things”. I felt like I was being axed at and it gave me a flash back to what my other employer said to me. I packed my items and was walked out the building. It was then that I started crying. I’ve been to the doctors once to talk about my mental health and asked if it might be adhd and he just looked at me as if I was just some scrawny post secondary student looking for a fix and brashly said “YOULL HAVE TO DO EXTENSIVE TESTING AND SEE MULTILE PSYCHOLOGISTS BEFORE YOU EVEN SELF DIAGNOSE YOURSELF” ... Maybe it was just an odd doctor... but since then I’ve been so petrified to speak up... I know I have something... it might be adult adhd? Not sure, I also haven’t graduated from high school because I couldn’t focus and tried to get my high school diploma 3 times! Also failed because I get “too distracted” or talk on more than I should and burn out. This is my cry for help. Tl;dr : all my life was told I get too distracted, didn’t finish high school, attempted to get diploma 3 times but failed, was fired from 2 good paying non min wage jobs within a years time, because of my attendance and because I get too distracted (talk too much.) I feel like it is time to see a doctor but afraid since previous attempt left me with no answers.",6.213917502644148,5.529602618922472,6.627492708567036,80.60585942758246,66.17477003942182,9.789699048107432,31.96439216691773,9.114032605525557,2.4812860549341367,2967,102,612,45,41,966,323,761,0.146,0.77,0.084,-0.9940000000000001,9,1,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,7,2,16,37,24,1,7,34,1,56,11,2,5,6,92,109,65,0,9,19,0,6,4,0,5,8,4,1,4,32,38,0,3,12,3,3,17,16,11,2,3,42,18,87,13,91,56,14,117,0,3,8,1,37,47,1,8,54,399,119,34,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502582347718874,0.0,0.04610888914986218,0.0,0.0,0.05387270607890269,0.0,0.16638814130154503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03537254373406516,0.0,0.07958392533267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862777342872992,0.0,0.048870578511096496,0.03999695758905683,0.0,0.1902501795714526,0.0,0.13278490416446093,0.0,0.0,0.04600376893683604,0.056787807370885984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311397159451045,0.0,0.0,0.05343457923632156,0.0,0.04480702621974374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427387945890533,0.10063770914518902,0.0,0.0448011526312778,0.05279496601081419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972119860472814,0.0,0.05323024703216338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03435596090271458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052601526606940466,0.07432022951986064,0.04994334780872937,0.05698079222024549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140653314904196,0.0,0.0,0.2174089675794147,0.0498983177126482,0.05912358249306806,0.0872568098923819,0.12480541756230144,0.0573476291306753,0.0,0.0515038432618933,0.0,0.0,0.04659596098011458,0.0,0.0,0.0552903880976457,0.0,0.0,0.03486511010022645,0.2198302939232812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580883936573335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717307261825396,0.0847996773569523,0.0,0.0,0.0565153445176272,0.05318970379203024,0.03674031448632424,0.10164921592488704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104057386578816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694631161571327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225688618957089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241971591795451,0.110361137655223,0.0,0.0,0.08303706824581898,0.0,0.07647523069965395,0.038569074095630616,0.08023561963983687,0.0,0.0,0.04881332678278386,0.0,0.04991058560104123,0.059220359906180776,0.0,0.1107903090030858,0.03524726823897049,0.03956037775656812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965498932173372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981678048946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458053913271743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033322668527642034,0.0534809298650433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442122912903375,0.09895791945964703,0.0,0.0,0.15792837137051954,0.12434963064940152,0.0,0.05426384822518181,0.058763074931639576,0.053393495419016834,0.2581681607002108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040044322256311035,0.0,0.0,0.07363413531002727,0.0,0.041539903903824456,0.08697511525719459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902429814364821,0.0,0.039109425884227667,0.250850092022952,0.045464122500526734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911400377853713,0.0,0.0,0.04129475369989468,0.3033084503058913,0.0,0.0,0.0994066970426874,0.0,0.10594598941066702,0.056578279337004024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492497069900506,0.0,0.0,0.030680280431931363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353694449823603,0.048219189584356906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30294511258284523,0.0,0.0,0.036950548665464204,0.0,0.0,0.10048945494230632 adhd,honeybunnyxc,2018/11/25,"Why am I so exhausted? (F21) I was diagnosed at 13. I stopped taking medication last year. Took Concerta (72 mg) for years and then was put on Vyvanse (30mg??) as I got older. I was pretty active. I played sports all through school, I work out and love to run. I eat healthy and drink a ton of water and limit my caffeine intake. I am exhausted. 24. Hours. A. Day. I work 8 am - 3:30 pm every day as a barista, not doing anything super intense or tiring. I come home, and I die in bed until the next day. My body aches, I’m so tired at times I can’t even keep my eyes open. Is this part of ADHD??? Or do I maybe have something underlying??? I’ve lost motivation to be a human and it’s really worrying me. 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If you were diagnosed in your late teens, early twenties or later, what caused you to realize something was “off” with your brain? I was going to say “wrong”, but I don’t think our brains are wrong, I think the world is though. But seriously when I was in my junior year of high school, I felt like I was declining mentally. I have a hard time reading out loud, spelling words, learning in general and before everything was decent. I was diagnosed at 18 and starting college and everything completely fell apart. I’m almost thirty now and I feel like a complete idiot most of the time. I struggle to talk to people and I believe this is what started my anxiety and depression back at 18 y/o. Before I was talkative, smart and a go getter and now I’m just like a shell of my former self. It’s like brain fog hit me and never let go. Is there a name to this? Has anyone else experienced this? Is this normal with late diagnosis? 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Anyway, I was absent-mindedly scrolling through reddit, waiting for the water to boil for my mac and cheese. I heard it start to boil, walked across the kitchen, and... opened the cheese packet into the boiling water. &#x200B; Ok.",3.9440860215053775,6.562368354838711,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,75.12903225806451,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,1.0899913978494626,266,10,47,2,6,80,41,62,0.0,0.9620000000000001,0.038,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,8,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,11,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3387453876324073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761114146487791,0.4217966889421952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069628150388584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504988074942513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33245122965617663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456979213426307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217966889421952,0.0 adhd,doctorwhyy,2018/11/25,"Anyone here get diagnosed in college/as an adult later in life? How would you describe the before and after? I'm getting tested in two weeks after struggling for 7 long years in college. Part of me is terrified that, despite how much I relate to this sub and how clear the signs seem to be, that I won't get the diagnosis. That aside, I want to see what life is like after treatment. Have any of you been diagnosed during college? Were you finally able to be a good student afterwards?",4.525136778115503,6.015704765957447,5.338632218844985,80.70500000000001,70.48936170212765,7.924620060790273,29.386018237082077,8.418075326091056,2.2399379939209734,384,15,70,6,7,125,66,94,0.07,0.8240000000000001,0.106,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,9,4,0,3,1,10,16,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,7,2,14,10,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,10,49,12,4,0.2166328416329181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731776096705898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147471983419022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433859246689607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397555483438391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237310689079218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33954515568717986,0.0,0.0,0.1817013494861362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060283652791663,0.10583586387434593,0.0,0.0,0.19171324780716292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592500646944222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345922567721438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262832723287927,0.19721440286208616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264716821073973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116188082923288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777566275848298,0.0,0.17376979846635646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388975519615392,0.0,0.0,0.13950444742489168 adhd,izoo123,2018/11/25,"16, I have pretty bad adhd and struggling with developing a healthy relationship to medication. Ive had pretty stand out adhd and been on stimulants since grade school, but recently ive started to take better note of the affect they have on me and I feel like I have myself in a cycle of destruction. For the past 6 months my dose has been 15mg adderall xr in the morning, but im developing really bad irritability and complete inability to focus when it wears off. I've also been really depressed recently and the adderall makes me less depressed. Im on break right now and have forced myself to stay off it for the past week, but this was only possible because I haven't spent a single second on anything productive or challenging. Im going back to school on monday and I just dont know what to do anymore.",7.912500000000001,7.072347343949044,8.673941082802546,67.82900079617836,62.82165605095541,11.671656050955415,35.54856687898089,10.9516,3.9250898089171984,651,25,115,15,8,221,97,157,0.2,0.713,0.087,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,1,1,8,0,15,3,1,3,0,19,22,13,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,6,0,1,6,1,13,3,21,16,2,26,0,2,0,0,2,11,0,1,12,78,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154533188861906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495370063779924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301562037716562,0.0,0.0,0.10800049019577444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100916536007621,0.2191621750759397,0.08000353966269261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607235360498246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760411154934646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607605204123146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381394405973856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635959550255277,0.09375888280672268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458751241611562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252897013327061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212684150662686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411791907040522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760465400182885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221190380156553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475563383712452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981499911478486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056953427956674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795495978551554,0.0,0.2670393730760232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815320369566655,0.0,0.2591701000095733,0.14090414851353675,0.0,0.11207943901536703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656466080876529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856424278152396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289333883532054,0.13988587080786385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720200746261804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867720005190814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527393519624467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TurtleCake100,2018/11/25,"Finding the right dose of Vyvanse? Would another type of stimulant work better? I just started taking Vyvanse and I'm wondering what the best way to determine the correct dose is? And how should I tell if another type of stimulant would work better? I took 20mg and it definitely helped, but didn't feel like it was a very big difference. It seemed to wear off after about 6 hours when I felt a very mild crash. The second day it was definitely more mild. Today I took 30mg and it felt like too much. No euphoria, but I felt my heart racing a little bit, brain fog, and tired. I think I'll go back to 20 tomorrow. It's helping me pay attention in social situations and get a *little* bit more done if it's something I want to do. It's not helping me actually get past opening the website for my schoolwork and start it. It's not helping me read, finish tasks, do my dishes, express my thoughts verbally, or not aimlessly wander around at work looking for something that needs to be done. Could a different type of stimulant work better? When I was a kid Adderall made me irritable and crash, but I was on Focalin for a while and it worked well. I was on Vyvanse for about a year in high school and I didn't like it then either, but it helped. I was taking 70mg. I hadn't tried any medication in about 5 years, so it still feels new to me.",3.377029562754469,4.862357788104092,4.715007966011683,84.07348203221811,73.34944237918216,8.09778721897681,27.307665073464328,8.704169506293173,1.9722542396884408,1051,39,215,20,21,349,143,269,0.10300000000000001,0.77,0.128,0.7031,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,9,13,8,0,0,13,0,19,8,3,5,1,47,42,23,0,8,12,0,5,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,16,12,1,0,11,1,1,3,7,0,1,1,18,6,23,8,26,19,7,36,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,5,21,135,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.09112848940187454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063503748205059,0.1958407622172519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313080706194279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180588263031278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799986075422466,0.24776943787351505,0.20390044026860224,0.0,0.0,0.10424648556325106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455885126877387,0.0,0.0,0.06022441011063414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513104448867985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112678069393185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443465886881997,0.06671294517937437,0.2689874220758007,0.0,0.08535051264446182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757768934065228,0.0,0.05307179947034781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065948927359268,0.3129638045813209,0.09866443121889536,0.0,0.0,0.09196359788218997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368668789103618,0.1871889095415018,0.0,0.0,0.07841833174322949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836139995074674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407370508623566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686473643341298,0.06924242678969214,0.0,0.09019003380192192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914478875816725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340842663200713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974870483664817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450873918245767,0.0,0.08501251783595452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496657974682727,0.0,0.0951923673442712,0.0,0.14378183128277766,0.0,0.0,0.13219415666513126,0.0,0.07457590886884324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042502300475554,0.0,0.08162099421922474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059836155605336276,0.0,0.07413579472438654,0.0,0.10733020040231414,0.0885163127151717,0.0,0.20750424426434547,0.06340103297303576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410176685978202,0.05507980477902881,0.07412320246483108,0.0,0.0,0.08396267195177932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127004903220384,0.33992024813879784,0.0,0.0,0.13267342920722133,0.0,0.0,0.12027138132702335 adhd,Deutsch_in_GB,2018/11/25,"I lost a day to sleep I started Concerta now two days ago at 27MG XL. I had a pretty awesome day got what I needed done and felt amazing. Midnight struck just after 12 hours of taking the first pill, I get tired and climbed into bed had a great sleep. I woke up at 8am stayed awake until 11 and planned because it's a Saturday take my pill at 1 to stay up an extra hour... This is when it went wrong I slept through my alarm on my phone which was right beside me, I've just woken up at midnight, completely lost Saturday... I think I've had a crash? If that's the right word to describe this. I was up too early and I should of taken the pill before I slept. I feel guilty and I feel annoyed with myself. 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I’m recently diagnosed and in my early 20s. We didn’t catch it early as I’m less hyper than I am scatterbrained and inattentive. My parents, dad especially, have constantly joked that I’m incurably lazy basically all adolescent life. I delve deep into books and video games. I lay in bed reading articles or mindlessly scrolling social media/reddit. I’m a bit of a sloth and sometimes it feels impossible to change. It’s funny because I actually love hiking and getting outdoors and exploring new places and trying new things but more often than not I find myself rewatching the office for the 80th time or binging video games for hours on end. (Side note my dad is convinced that since I play video games, and my youngest sister plays video games that they’re the “cause” of our ADHD since my middle sibling doesn’t play video games and she’s neurotypical). I’m not really sure of the real reason I’m posting this. I guess I just wanna see if anyone’s had a similar experience. Let me know :]",6.230171807887544,7.318181786802032,6.672284263959392,74.2162827020695,66.15736040609137,9.91940648184303,31.397500976181178,10.035473477838034,3.2083169855525195,840,32,146,19,13,273,129,197,0.034,0.847,0.11900000000000001,0.9463,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,0,7,3,0,3,2,31,20,15,0,2,7,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,11,0,0,5,16,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,2,20,7,14,17,4,20,0,0,1,1,14,8,0,5,9,77,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.14499618067111655,0.0,0.3571372765864612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389312255888357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057519627086022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221483133406522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263630803027806,0.15718176955474947,0.0,0.0,0.16056610902487606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080924767527815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002652804249756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160098626904518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534329231969867,0.0,0.0,0.07512834322631169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135802737793591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762880942047233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636816100197661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632493681408082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165767231554617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519368193419027,0.10494900566657707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410251906298565,0.0,0.09918072080199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28700597412972323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498452745735476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523825955487802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230203663133278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862382985864173,0.16912068981586328,0.09518647232686916,0.15276870897633354,0.14670840049626072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840190876717102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458198134580613,0.0,0.0,0.15146229005390846,0.0,0.0,0.2939060009254908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003830439700862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871235556371537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866403042949521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087852538796292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340736072672543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,printfacty,2019/07/29,"ADHD or anxiety? Has anyone had any experience with extreme anxiety that seems like ADHD? I know they're similar, yadda yadda.. welbutrin is my last try. I'm so exhausted from all the different medications to figure this out. I personally resonate with ADHD the most, with anxiety to follow.. but my dr is now thinking it's just anxiety because adderall didn't work after a week. I tried welbutrin before, generic gave me a rash but a clear head and calmness immediately. This was almost two and half years ago. Im going to try the name brand, hopefully in the next few days. I'm just curious if anyone else has evidenced this? Any suggestions? I don't want to obsess over this anymore. Whether I have it or not, I just want to feel better.",2.9850238095238097,5.682505550000003,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,79.21428571428572,8.019047619047619,27.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.8317476190476203,587,26,100,15,15,200,96,140,0.099,0.7490000000000001,0.152,0.9133,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,7,0,9,5,2,0,2,29,21,9,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,4,1,9,4,13,17,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,7,9,64,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987817032711009,0.0,0.12263210711986887,0.0,0.13852983589552625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815502399979595,0.0,0.4233259415422204,0.0,0.13719839380724952,0.19346431386597945,0.1417480409742186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433218565495917,0.0,0.1177191129637553,0.0,0.0,0.1223525273368386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921934255872159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453826504979408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556724491698807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532532101783784,0.0,0.0,0.06995002660512192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862312056613488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197911765200882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374051248583514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943343007549795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602931338148188,0.11276744364377272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758706274313206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936531888711648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712861182781978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079516543645352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594163955532334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864416362970425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817760341200552,0.0,0.13514033098139014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319575273946796,0.0,0.11096985314685824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071484637418132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908790929553315 adhd,mandolinjunkie,2019/07/29,"Childhood depression misdiagnosed as ADHD My girlfriend helped me get to a point lately where I realized that my diagnosis at age 7 or 8 (immediately medicated) was in fact likely a misdiagnosis, which happens often with this combo. I only realized recently all the things that contributed - my inattentive psychiatrist mother, my general neglect as a child, the actual label of ADHD, etc. I’m just putting this out there in case anyone can relate. Hope this helps.",8.887215189873416,10.311696962025321,9.98972151898734,51.58281012658227,60.39240506329114,13.408607594936711,38.584810126582276,12.688352899677879,6.081443544303798,376,18,50,14,5,130,64,79,0.084,0.8420000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,12,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,9,5,2,11,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,3,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.22117117760526706,0.0,0.5447624321121186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158474272598643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520755144871374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527672019442238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184117755112763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041993119872376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038284675248949,0.0,0.0,0.22510794655739466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255663526418252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072647343857442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283192914990353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237245076713478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142511862545765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783912661023314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378292691682436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057174487745525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PubbiSawbi,2019/07/29,"Favorite background music? I like listening to music, but too many songs steal my attention, anyone got any good background music? I'll start with ""Boy with a coin"" -Iron and Wine",3.6178125,6.776370156250002,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,81.8125,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.348225000000001,143,5,23,2,4,43,27,32,0.115,0.6709999999999999,0.214,0.3939,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374090041743662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34692988843533584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161594025377865,0.3968282289964164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424010058350111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030331206688282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35118792212094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uninc4life2010,2019/07/29,"After waiting for god knows how many years, I finally called a counseling center and set up an appointment for an ADHD assessment! Today was very frustrating. I spent hours on the phone with the insurance company trying to determine if they covered the counseling center I wanted to go to and how much I would be expected to pay in comparison to how much would be covered by insurance. The only information I could get out of them was that the facility was in-network. They kept giving me different numbers to call, but each time I would speak to someone, after spending 10 or so minutes navigating their automated system, the person on the other end of the line wouldn't be able to tell me what I actually could expect to pay for the testing/consultation. They just claimed that they didn't have access to the information and that I would have to call a different number. On MULTIPLE OCCASIONS, they told me to call the number I had just transferred from, despite being told preciously that the next number could help me. It felt like every person I spoke with was completely incompetent and had no clue how to help. It almost seemed like the system was designed to be as confusing as possible so that people would just give up and not go to a doctor so they couldn't file a claim. I was still on the phone with the insurance company as of 4:45 PM, and I had to make the appointment with the counseling center before they left the office at 5 PM, so I was forced to give up my attempt at communicating through BCBS of North Carolina and just make the appointment without knowing what I'll be expected to pay. I was afraid that if I didn't get it scheduled today, it may be another 5 years before I gain the courage and push past the ever-present mental procrastinatory road block to actually make an appointment to see someone. Well, I spoke to a receptionist, and she patched me through to the voicemail box of the person who could do the testing. I left him my name and number, and he's supposed to call me back soon to set something up! I'm just glad that I was able to get all of this taken care of. Getting help really does seem like the hardest part of recovery.",11.285620460048428,7.782500375302668,10.848303571428573,63.26049409806296,58.564164648910406,14.489648910411624,43.00378329297821,12.494345625449446,5.21489358353511,1737,71,312,43,16,573,193,413,0.065,0.818,0.11699999999999999,0.968,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,9,2,18,11,1,2,33,0,36,1,0,7,1,65,65,26,0,17,11,0,1,3,0,7,1,3,0,3,16,17,0,3,7,0,5,3,7,3,1,0,22,5,38,8,62,24,5,42,0,0,1,0,38,19,0,8,19,224,54,6,0.16561649741350878,0.0,0.1616178110086172,0.0,0.09951942286397893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292049945307159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683166895324472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367443180734936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092744106747884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227824022341967,0.0,0.08442852843700828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868228732761703,0.0,0.0,0.2644625936952801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303399012250506,0.0,0.08475775143730283,0.07246605647822134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334352956379284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490480181696806,0.06976952102592167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950890482599478,0.09071238882303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305556865941749,0.2383116531866988,0.09412367211377766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651387075550916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154944452470267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101849573287736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994280902710866,0.0,0.0,0.12136778253573867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582544708504365,0.0839545669200771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345123798845243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174718167735653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806751193873252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062979404624085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967326374448757,0.07904984333924564,0.0574088131223821,0.21691490612306308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335385824886497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304908454794007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598745299918121,0.15077103912462494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140326320812618,0.06374983549945369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613077438498963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237805929100997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048286155747204434,0.0,0.1569850745192535,0.1582536606176824,0.0,0.05622136519568173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832547756444518,0.04884245057498722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744545604582471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982419673406503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941230199827713,0.0,0.0,0.10665159438413968 adhd,IAMA_unfertilizedEgg,2019/07/29,"Things that are not instant gratification How? How do I talk my brain into going to bed early, or making a new routine, or not picking at my skin, or not eating that cookie, or whatever feel good now but not helpful in the long run thing it is. The picking my skin thing is really driving me nuts right now. It feels good to get that ingrown hair out or whatever it is right in that moment but then I end up with scarred arms and gross open wounds everywhere. When I'm doing that it also seems to allow my mind to wander and process other stuff I need to think about so it's a two fold gratification. For things like self care: sleep patterns, eating, cooking instead of easy food, working out, etc. All the benefits take a long time to see so I stop caring after a week or two at most. I had really bad parents too so I didn't get that routine and other things back then so I feel like I'm crippled in a lot of this. For example it straight up took 2 years of my fiance making me brush my teeth before bed before I started doing it regularly on my own. It's just so easy to say to myself its fine to stay up or whatever and seems unthinkable that I can fight myself for more than a week on things and get it to where I want to do the healthy thing for me. I'm 27 so it feels really rediculous that I can't just decide to go to bed by 11 every night and actually do it. Or go to the gym every other day. Whatever it is I just can't seem to talk myself into it. I feel so damn lazy and like I'm making excuses. I am just so tired of fighting myself only to lose a week or two in. It's happened more times than I can count. I feel like I just won't be able to win ever against the monster that seems to control my actions into doing the unhealthy thing.",3.4517119565217382,4.062875399456523,4.996995652173915,85.45452608695655,72.17934782608695,7.627130434782607,25.589565217391304,7.699297019823105,1.2159394347826091,1369,40,295,16,25,463,174,368,0.129,0.7340000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.0154,1,0,0,0,3,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,25,17,3,0,14,0,20,13,7,9,2,63,53,32,0,2,20,1,9,4,0,1,2,1,3,1,37,14,4,2,12,2,0,7,8,6,0,3,3,12,32,11,49,48,7,53,0,1,1,0,9,21,1,15,28,210,69,1,0.08384591196618542,0.0,0.08182151516078857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705154550666485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447233080272134,0.0700078342456823,0.0,0.0,0.14269339108000975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935997672622127,0.0,0.0,0.17097299057325838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404031983268256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407367681895797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715906001925547,0.0,0.0,0.07426259121687588,0.0,0.0935103555081713,0.0,0.07584342764246617,0.14128759415208342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437007426725017,0.11979907252369648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138680956654136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141808516980638,0.0,0.14295469200054806,0.1406519458297746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414466304632117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056200147394963575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385150946430038,0.0,0.0,0.14840198722619094,0.0,0.0938021285364884,0.0,0.07128279599546475,0.0,0.0,0.16790339193481607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466046930312678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062170681315233636,0.0,0.08097890425388958,0.0,0.07868370850241939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376859429177957,0.0,0.0,0.0931009627437488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611415146084537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320790138568534,0.0,0.06667763452399715,0.0,0.0,0.06681433627023266,0.305320676887168,0.08746957229466322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839064644810588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059346568042206574,0.08936858610238327,0.0,0.07009893677514205,0.0,0.0,0.09598350924259763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304169104607885,0.1347843360234459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445627986057572,0.053725074838392055,0.0,0.0,0.09778245107689112,0.09636854157321054,0.0,0.0,0.09315589328562857,0.0,0.0,0.245715818110353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945449125032765,0.0,0.2017683992154857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610408225113749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053994018310017086 adhd,rebeccalul,2019/07/29,"The other day at my therapist's appointment I scored a 20 I used to attend a therapist weekly (now bi-monthly). She's the one who diagnosed me with severe ADHD at age 22 (I'm 23 now!). I scored a 63 and a 62 the first two times she administered the ADHD test, a few months apart in January and March. last week on Friday, I scored a 20. A 20!!!! She was ecstatic! She was hoping for me to be under a 35, but she wasn't expecting a 20!!! With the help of medication, the treatment plan, and many much hard work, I finally have my ADHD under control. It took me 22 years to get a diagnosis and almost 8 months to get myself to be a normal, functioning adult in society. I'm so, so happy that I can *think* and *get things done* and *set goals for myself* and actually *do my job at work* that is sitting at a computer and comparing numbers/documents/searching for information and not need to get up and walk around, allow myself to look at reddit or discord, and pay attention to what I'm typing and other actually important things around me. A bit of background: I was unschooled, and my mom only believed that I had an ""interest problem,"" so she never took me to get checked out. I've been struggling with ADHD as long as I can remember, but my mom never saw it as a problem because I wasn't a troublemaker and didn't have anger problems. You know, just.. don't keep interest very long in things that don't pique my hyperfixations, always be up and moving around and playing outside, messy lifestyle. The works. I really feel like I would have been able to actually succeed in college (I went for 5 months) if I was diagnosed sooner. Maybe I can try again in a few years! Never too late! Thanks for reading\~",2.950782019704434,4.849943934523812,4.872668308702796,80.76428571428575,75.42857142857143,8.086863711001643,26.467159277504106,8.841846274778883,2.161201888341544,1326,50,257,29,29,454,175,336,0.065,0.785,0.15,0.9846,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,0,8,11,13,1,1,24,0,25,3,0,3,3,51,46,26,0,9,6,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,13,23,0,2,6,2,2,6,9,5,0,3,15,4,36,8,42,27,4,51,0,0,2,0,13,20,0,4,24,178,49,12,0.08366119578193919,0.0,0.2449237764317825,0.0,0.4021779979824555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377460274091941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961281684923387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234286043483356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099908843352514,0.0,0.0,0.0942575186206028,0.0,0.0,0.0913363577341414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383314492531446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539545501613078,0.0,0.0,0.16982870532866384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561444983168999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423016143250198,0.059767574982914684,0.0,0.09164675065217127,0.0,0.0711621703937758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185476090377308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905889858348855,0.07494399868708014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056076336030313374,0.0,0.0,0.08309444442174906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302082767929325,0.07436191481073717,0.0,0.0,0.04597800527246715,0.06819504067333676,0.09437347286721964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087263436882725,0.0,0.0,0.14807505120543374,0.07025433384625307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481932137897735,0.08404891599195571,0.0,0.0,0.0842798531461105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596596273450345,0.26711027319511405,0.0889186111133753,0.0615006050802874,0.062033716605145325,0.19357401520845965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819702089125281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056690991430606824,0.06362810931003028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015739701608715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368383568966765,0.0,0.05359550428526154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477182604550102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451333802097192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746084662434217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702398883987059,0.0,0.1942741929778659,0.16674234309647673,0.05360671616603969,0.0,0.0,0.04878351604596337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590133361668232,0.05680046027081573,0.0,0.08172483183175376,0.0,0.0,0.07225641180616918,0.0,0.06902924822931669,0.0,0.0,0.13421592978146946,0.0,0.0,0.07755476665551166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827190407878535,0.0,0.0,0.059430513126518425,0.0,0.0,0.107750134287041 adhd,224kira,2019/07/29,"I've been thinking it was the 30th of July all day today. I just drove to one of my jobs to realize that I wasn't scheduled to work today. I had one of my bosses ask if I could work tonight, and I told her that I was already scheduled elsewhere. D'oh. This is the second time in a week something like this has happened. I even have to look at the date& write it down every weekday for my day job. (Hey, at least I was a day early, and not a day late!)",2.3963033873343136,3.1587546391752603,3.682326951399116,93.34319587628868,74.77319587628867,5.955228276877763,25.19734904270987,5.288315135182226,0.3816050073637705,348,11,81,1,7,114,63,97,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.4199,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,11,16,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,1,12,1,12,7,2,18,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,14,57,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459616829171814,0.0,0.0,0.20088343233503614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332622462219074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802873699272745,0.0,0.0,0.4782768625376019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245654235562728,0.0,0.15620952564588034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639507376871655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679665650905765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914199254171506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057825183939697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569132849406714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512669407354345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427318321373128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879837725541585,0.0,0.0,0.10810963546290543,0.0,0.3514796097715052,0.17715994673109298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871862893521606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699503232894604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iCantEv3n,2019/07/29,"Psychiatrist, Clinical/Neuropsychologist? What is the best/easiest way to go about getting a diagnosis as an adult? Hi everyone. I just moved to a new city for a pre-dental program and my recent performance in that has finally gotten my parents to get me tested for ADHD which I've thought I've had for a while and seems to really be hitting a head rn. I went to the school's counseling center to get referrals for where to get tested with my insurance and I've been given a number of neuro/clinical psych offices, however, from doing some research and looking at this sub I'm wondering what the best route to go is. Since I'm new to the city, psychiatrists seem to be scarce with my insurance and the one I talked to said they don't do testing. With my parents and I being new to this process I'm looking for advice on the best and quickest way to get tested so that I can pick my grades up and hopefully get into dental school. I appreciate any advice!",7.085585106382978,6.488842345744683,8.061148936170213,70.75300000000001,64.37234042553192,11.562553191489364,35.289361702127664,11.00357731598739,3.9101153191489364,763,31,141,19,10,260,107,188,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.9408,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,13,0,12,1,1,1,0,20,35,11,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,12,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,3,14,3,30,24,3,19,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,5,6,92,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492213502623724,0.2426638183306563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443597636731531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390908292527434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864430199524995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601591283541614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892243074159923,0.0,0.14113085707568346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274283850398839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332315798594197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085334674877705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319669925292281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597559409285285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413693768853828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27573950493096444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795428248940498,0.0,0.1225972591051272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810867507397647,0.0,0.0,0.2513217847345598,0.0,0.2260690163907769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270998546010354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979855468801037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857257859972686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711167131050106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510154267686733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465087823144947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bdstfu,2019/07/29,"""I was listening"" ""okay, what did I say"" ""uhm.. "" Anyone else get this? I'll listen to something and then realise I couldn't recall any of it...",0.8991666666666696,3.078571535714285,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,83.64285714285714,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.1969619047619049,105,3,22,1,3,35,25,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319379557723088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413044599842053,0.5001360469201461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077611558437512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550222596635737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881721683136754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757781902817045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Marcuder,2019/07/29,"Here's a weird one... I bought a scratch and win (lol) ticket and haven't gotten around to scratching it off for like a month now. It's on my desk right now, in front of me, and I have no desire to go through the effort of scratching it off... weird...",1.991037735849055,2.9339642830188666,2.713349056603775,99.20889150943395,75.98113207547169,5.300000000000002,20.797169811320764,3.1291,-0.5805433962264153,189,4,47,0,4,59,38,53,0.07400000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.17,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,1,2,3,4,2,11,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992264678557826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187127363335975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739761224498178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476212387983682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800092225481663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789158873678184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,V0idS0urce,2019/07/29,"Finally made an appointment to talk with a doctor about getting a diagnosis. Feels good. I've been struggling with what I'm starting to think has been ADHD my entire life and finally today I scheduled an appointment. I've always had patterns of horrible procrastination due to just lacking the willpower to get things done, letting it all pile up and getting overwhelmed. My education and work life have suffered as well as my finances. Working on online courses that I find genuinely interesting has been like pulling teeth, flipping through different tabs on my web browser or throwing together a new Spotify playlist ""because if I have the right music I'll totally be able to study super well, right? This is just one step of the process, right?"" It makes me so irritated with myself thinking about how many things I've impulse bought only to never use or only use for a week because ""yeah I'm totally gonna learn guitar"" and then two weeks later it's sitting there gathering dust while I'm throwing money at things for digital art or something. Even if it turns out I'm just a massive hypochondriac when I read the symptoms I'll be glad to have at least done something about it. That's really all I had, I'm just glad I'm finally doing something after thinking about this for months and thinking ""I should make an appointment.""",8.690440900562855,8.425718719512197,8.242845528455284,69.66954033771111,60.99186991869919,11.146466541588492,41.28080050031269,10.560738912317856,4.56641813633521,1079,55,177,22,13,343,146,246,0.054000000000000006,0.841,0.105,0.8623,2,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,15,11,0,2,12,1,18,5,1,6,5,38,41,17,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,7,3,3,4,1,3,2,2,9,1,12,8,29,27,6,31,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,5,18,116,25,7,0.11216903285193512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480537974141152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333362100668346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675440262243474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171927653686121,0.0,0.11480975813284533,0.0,0.2295757297278399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408658830735923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671603331227275,0.0,0.0,0.3686270781308534,0.10252046391330058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581107017710532,0.0,0.0,0.09408206293248547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470043577559096,0.15845661027144425,0.054800123574755916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613705101825248,0.1497474008709627,0.11372179368599535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953225186741898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865116731369428,0.108333550897884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600863961785838,0.1706192080281995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219938738524084,0.0,0.07185835469718868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873752235231088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590596047176307,0.0,0.0,0.07939381878344337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726342764493175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658657388876388,0.0,0.09015721971893764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235603637479327,0.2874935482579349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063231275628785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200769759428227,0.10957284629840104,0.0,0.0,0.19375605987689787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995046444412302,0.0,0.20170686298637552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332078368588476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zentzin,2019/07/29,"Creative peeps and pros, how has medication affected your creativity? I've been going through my ADHD medication journey by assessing how much each med affects my creativity and ability to produce. I am a filmmaker so I need my creativity/motivation/productivity to be as constant as I can, and so far no medication has been without with itscreative downsides. I'm kind of struggling with this one so would like to hear from other creatives on how they have been impacted by meds or how they handle their productivity and motivation. I have felt some interesting changes since starting meds, mainly that my ideas have become much more documentary and real world oriented rather than dreaming up fictions or flights of fantasy, which has always been the main creative focus throughout my whole life and something I saw as being one of my definitive personal and creative features. I do really like this new interest in the real world though, it is like I am finally able to connect to what is happening around me - but I find it a bit strange, or maybe hard to fully adopt it. This has been the case with most meds (Wellbutrin and Concerta) with the exception of one that completely obliterated any creativity (Straterra). Now trialing Elvanse (lisdextamphetamine), but too early to tell. Anyways, of everything I have tried so far, the main problem is, and has always been, that I am a master procrastinator and feel very unable to get anything done - also partly due to anxiety about creative productivity. Have your creative thoughts changed with meds? Do they help with creative productivity anxiety? How do you manage yourself as a creative with ADHD?",9.684823943661971,10.295969630281695,9.364894366197182,59.53565140845075,58.6830985915493,12.45211267605634,43.45422535211267,11.93303328291395,5.758961971830987,1341,73,196,38,16,434,162,284,0.066,0.777,0.157,0.9771,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,4,3,17,8,0,1,9,0,30,4,0,9,0,48,41,30,0,4,8,0,3,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,12,19,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,2,0,3,10,5,24,6,37,28,12,17,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,5,10,157,36,4,0.09812939292583332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586492173152274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847404006961572,0.16330303179212347,0.0,0.0,0.06673135218983275,0.0,0.15013743399260546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075212921181145,0.08735596434343391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837620485173144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713188178506676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761577244473312,0.0,0.10288680149290744,0.10604301264732002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042043876064972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819237094195649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961716952165598,0.0,0.09421960595256897,0.10749595342341796,0.08968848737036632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051268557662415434,0.0,0.05576919539249847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677549808701752,0.0,0.08790466148447346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059895765445853,0.0,0.0657740635993589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107761402625069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218666217442908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931169225443641,0.1438231940294029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858416468086734,0.0,0.5449981692625075,0.296565118911136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442727894262985,0.07276170146148248,0.0,0.094773979170721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948504876558387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626456989914522,0.0,0.0,0.08568280087570591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389657636603098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233854648154749,0.06286420185500136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117364786941582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554480084268307,0.0,0.0,0.06945648938211839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258614766152918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857694146452521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641163031949,0.07790377682355556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666234164141165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096702610521175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955796279904133,0.0,0.09459323302495068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970830526468533,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,edward96__,2019/07/29,Scratched a coworker’s car at work last week I was already getting negative performance reviews... and now this smh . Whyyyy,3.6235714285714273,6.5628140952380924,3.314642857142857,80.64910714285716,98.5238095238095,7.814285714285713,38.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,4.754704761904764,100,7,15,3,4,30,21,21,0.28300000000000003,0.7170000000000001,0.0,-0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6048548590696635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863657258408287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467841676957769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43966212122499904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990318247706551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BreezeInRainSmell,2019/07/29,"An anti depression and anxiety in SNRI type(venlafaxine) made my sleep cycle normal and increase it's quality , but do nothing with my anxiety And I wonder its jut effect me in this way or this type of meds commonly solve sleep problem of ADHD people? And its funny because its do nothing with my main problem and instead it solve my side ones! But be warn sometimes you see some nightmare and dreams that you can make another lord of the rings based on that.",9.529186046511633,8.051706453488375,8.985697674418606,68.93343023255818,60.04651162790698,11.855813953488376,40.1046511627907,10.686352973137794,4.3503813953488395,369,16,62,7,4,118,61,86,0.161,0.7070000000000001,0.132,-0.2363,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,3,0,19,8,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,8,0,8,6,3,7,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,3,1,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392019756501084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087060612379228,0.30452320392896537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213301848519916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142897239559404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833218927866888,0.13285773240472304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210835555473972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501251699188374,0.3819598335635409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487159635576168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379861450500039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809001594412865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586055130875961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983584539868737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968511849246294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579851044045131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584549422286411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,klaskymfcsupo,2019/07/29,Help.. coffee and adderrall ? I have always drank several cups of coffee to help me focus on days where I have things to do .after seeing a therapist she told me that it's not normal drink 8 cups of coffee in an hour (lol) and be calm and focused . She has since diagnosed me with Combined adhd and I'm now talk a 30 mg xr daily . I usually drink a few cups of coffee with this as well to help boost it throughout the day . Is this ok to do? Is it common to combine adhd meds and caffeine?,2.46339108910891,3.8032117128712923,4.288205445544556,86.80478341584158,75.43564356435644,6.6341584158415845,22.525990099009906,7.1686216300943375,0.7610485148514847,377,10,78,4,8,128,67,101,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9445,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,2,8,4,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,8,3,14,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,7,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528287256179706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675985906066844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429985758882981,0.0,0.0,0.1912171142954556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691110537086831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788318989499713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553127608791914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926454399368646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845872495596746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501265450927891,0.0,0.0,0.2128328979936104,0.0,0.15584241712851904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142488745218982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874129283040594,0.12516136819966933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001964189399944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074906444234217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693898676182807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Baecorn,2019/07/29,"As a woman, my ADD symptoms are always worse during 'that time'. Everything feels exacerbated around my period I swear to god: * I'm 10x more forgetful * I feel 'air-headed' * My ability to pay attention takes a nose dive down into the garbage-hell from whence it came * I can't speak or write correctly * Everything sets me off- the smells in the air, the way someone talks to me, the lights?? * Don't get me started on RSD and how much I can cry after a conversation Honestly, I understand that it's hell for most women, not including any that have a mental disorder. I just feel like it makes that ADD part of me much worse and I could do without. I have been trying to skip all my periods with BC, but its just the first few months and I'm still getting random spotting plus the accompanying hormonal outburts. This sucks.",0.9392307692307682,3.4554674331210222,2.6987579617834427,86.46901886330231,97.5987261146497,6.491817736403724,20.68814306712396,7.61054688173877,1.4448218520333165,645,23,123,16,26,212,111,157,0.122,0.831,0.046,-0.8575,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,11,0,9,2,1,2,2,30,22,8,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,2,7,16,2,18,19,7,18,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,3,9,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541717272738375,0.0,0.0,0.11884512444414802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557650358710615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988280498273087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953437722821296,0.0,0.191969420224792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002940301422888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314132201901289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650969218903088,0.12485102841924454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865368321783545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261335685597208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179357697149151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538058364607559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166559457516934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612043138409128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394945014888449,0.0,0.2569424573399429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892517627657476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807648605213333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369845437253373,0.0,0.13956629995183578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816461181942383,0.13140034884384205,0.14046822410919454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190596071509243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865289634931665,0.0,0.0,0.18193489269334776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871907517468154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684657088686626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561977287097897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,millagilmores,2019/07/29,"ADHD Testing Question - Copy Drawing Test - ""Ability to Produce"" Hi everyone!! This sub has been so helpful during the testing experience but I have a couple more questions. So I was just diagnosed with ADHD inattentive but I was wondering if anyone was told they have trouble ""producing written works"" or something along those lines? I do not currently have a copy of my results so I don't have the exact information with me. Some of the tests I took involved being given various drawings and having to copy them without erasing. Like a circle, rectangle or a star. That and I think my general handwriting led the psychologist to tell me I have issues producing written works, on a level where it could be considered a learning disability. I've always had bad handwriting and I write really fast but the way he explained it was interesting. Did anyone get told that or something like that? Also does anyone know what that drawing copy test was called? I did the WAIS-IV and the space bar when X tests too. Thank you!!",4.492143719806761,7.2847819945652175,5.391231884057971,74.61705314009663,74.16304347826087,8.43671497584541,31.417874396135264,9.150863307647796,3.4117099033816425,813,39,128,20,18,265,117,184,0.06,0.8540000000000001,0.086,0.5791,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,5,8,6,0,0,13,0,21,2,0,5,1,35,33,16,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,8,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,15,0,17,4,10,15,3,10,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,8,5,93,26,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735172325788264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427200306388506,0.12930387456290846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259744151583038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297511299125926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586790882834825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407293631100018,0.17194531677009595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772605250666827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599014188738426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848978133689664,0.0,0.15200940333095225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118922320365576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416023726945252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621955019611079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540286825743157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518395670995067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481634295598946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955216118098442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926648133456976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358250059526289,0.14306992077127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957298693824247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969795626737933,0.17265328290844353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233479757545304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979846244530207,0.1685228799796009,0.22626369682714134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,applejuicemom,2019/07/29,Adhd Headache Does anyone else get these weird headaches too? When I procrastinate all day stay in bed too long etc. I get this dull headache. It's not really painful or serve it's just kinda? there I guess?,1.3320833333333333,4.015489375000001,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,92.75,4.666666666666667,19.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.03283333333333348,165,5,35,2,6,48,33,40,0.134,0.8,0.066,-0.4102,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348770579883084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029184124774712,0.29734979926277744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715852027202304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539607627577743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242943211940984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236558117846409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032407609308394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196940436374194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568227090204442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087990814525178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859130554378305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30932041831971097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Efaya13,2019/07/29,"Too scared to talk to my doctor about ADHD I think the title sum's up how I feel. Hello! I'm a 24 year old returning college student and I'm too scared to ask my doctor about seeing if I have ADHD. Too be clear, I'm not asking for a diagnosis. I read the rules to double check this was okay to post. I'm a new baby to this sub and it's beauty. I'm just frustrated, needing to vent a little, and thought this community might understand. I'm pretty sure the fear stems from the one time I tried to bring it up to a doctor in High School. My friends said I should look into it because I was having such a hard time focusing on school, even if I loved the subject. It was like reading pages of material, but not recalling anything I read. Super frustrating. I asked my doctor about some issues I had, unable to focus, test grades going down, trouble keeping in contact with friends, and test anxiety starting to become too much to control. When I brought it up, she told me that I was just growing up and toughing it out would be better than just taking the easy way out with drugs. Well... Fast forward 7 years later, and my second round of college has been extremely frustrating. I've been blanking on tests, forgetting things right after they're said in lecture, unable to comprehend reading something until 5 attempts of reading it, my typing skills have gotten erratic and my fingers type things in the wrong order a lot, and forgetting tons of social obligations and work obligations. I'm trying to muster up the courage to go to my new doctor who might listen to me. Any tips on getting yourself out of a hole and finally facing the doctor? TL;DR - I need some motivation to talk to my doctor, but i'm scared of being labelled a hypochondriac again.",4.903207964601769,6.1616107994100355,5.686891592920357,79.44856747787614,69.32448377581122,8.127876106194691,29.464233038348087,8.472884824447931,2.2633666666666667,1387,52,250,21,24,453,189,339,0.09300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.122,0.8791,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,7,16,20,3,4,18,1,18,11,2,3,2,46,51,17,0,6,9,0,4,1,2,4,8,3,0,0,14,16,0,2,5,5,1,6,2,10,1,2,13,9,26,10,52,31,7,45,0,0,3,1,17,21,0,7,18,165,40,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881625229970672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323529882640735,0.0,0.05988647690585928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442044988434117,0.0,0.21955283192553388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477207465268712,0.08645770633481781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923517869977089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878013286577991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608836107831552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907837241813013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051705352571605634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809042753572993,0.03958236660470835,0.0,0.0,0.08575548097461029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096289947096894,0.0,0.04089977046761268,0.0,0.08898035734634188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012642137158907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827105584778219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817073810947588,0.0,0.06958175522218235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824524485653575,0.07846038870220043,0.0,0.0,0.06573821926760848,0.0,0.0,0.06655362518949562,0.07065369531943796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660923281646864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057547200870287,0.11609208545335092,0.0,0.1512129137670838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214510897257052,0.0,0.053046760550304564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497372017868968,0.07964221513812585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391522205004531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685347326726315,0.1489306071194568,0.0,0.2351255889626512,0.15845366972163444,0.06238162001525448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979992149757408,0.0,0.06026627538134025,0.0,0.0,0.05540929182989973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378104275035885,0.0,0.058859266371364766,0.12584223241874765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401583419901338,0.05016074978736016,0.0,0.06214816128871435,0.09129519273480306,0.0,0.0,0.0748030062836173,0.0,0.10629838494961727,0.0,0.0,0.08149563076129736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213760517637008,0.0,0.0,0.07038604898065688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056991143037361226,0.0,0.0,0.055610179318580484,0.0855904518055988,0.0,0.10082370105988184 adhd,karen18195,2019/07/29,"Rant about how much I hate myself and this disease. Need support. CW addiction, eating disorder. 26F. Nobody in my life knows what my actual life is like. I am educated, decently attractive, and basically a nice person. I think most people assume I am functioning and happy. But the reality is I have no adrenaline or motivation at all. I feel like I have no blood in my veins and like my head is nothing but cotton. I also feel like I am a prisoner of my own impulses and curiosity. Absolutely no self control whatsoever. My entire life consists of desperately trying to boost my dopamine levels using the following: -Sugar, carbs, binge eating -Coffee -Porn/masturbation -Netflix, movies -Shocking or gore videos online -Tinder, Reddit, social media (ideally to get likes or DMs) -Alcohol (minimally) I am in a prison. I freelance and work from home. I sleep, eat, and masturbate all day and just hope that at some point I can get my brain to focus or get motivated at all. I wait until just before a deadline and then get a bunch of stuff done and have to pull all-nighters to get my work done. I am on 75mg Effexor but nothing for ADHD. Basically I sleep until noon, sit on my phone and computer for a few hours, masturbate a few times. Then I get up only because I need coffee/sugar. I go to the nearest grocery store and get two venti coffee drinks, and then buy cookie dough, candy, white bread, La Croix so I can keep eating. I go home, put on Netflix and read some e-books (probably 2-3 at a time) and start opening up tabs, one with porn, one with a gore site, and then 600 more with random questions that pop into my head (“history of the helicopter”; “learn Japanese”; “why is my cat chattering”). I sit on the couch all day. I’ll do a few things for work in between but mostly it’s just eating and internet. Around 6-7 I’ll have a few drinks but alcohol just puts me to sleep and I already sleep 12 hours a night. My IQ is 140+ so according to everyone I work with I am good at what I do and I’m really good at making it seem like i have my shit together. Like ridiculously good, to the point of straight-up manipulation. I do have friends so social activities force me to put on makeup and get out of the house a few times a week. I wash my underwear in the sink if I really have nothing to wear. But I don’t do laundry, I shower only when I can’t stand how I smell. My apartment and car look like a I’m a hoarder. Just things strewn everywhere. And the mess is so bad, I’m too overwhelmed by it and don’t know where to start. I hate myself you guys. I know what I want my life to look like and I know what I have to do to get there, but my ADHD is so bad that I can’t do it. And now because of that I’m depressed, piled under candy wrappers and dirty clothes. In school my teachers used to rave over me being the first female president and shit and now I can’t even do a fucking load of laundry. I have an appointment to get on medication tomorrow but I am scared it won’t work.",2.6167496480225267,4.444444121464227,4.4872171381031665,83.47698723281712,76.17138103161399,7.884308204274927,25.20161909637784,8.674607589308389,1.8256824267246896,2331,82,474,49,52,793,284,601,0.121,0.769,0.11,-0.9322,1,0,4,0,0,0,87.0,0,1,0,10,22,32,6,2,28,0,41,32,12,9,4,90,83,56,0,6,18,0,2,9,1,1,9,0,4,3,17,36,11,3,13,6,2,8,9,13,0,4,2,7,68,19,63,79,17,67,0,2,3,2,9,33,3,14,32,306,85,11,0.0,0.0,0.061105745797077414,0.06826242770413171,0.15050837571544412,0.0,0.0,0.13383834430278746,0.0,0.0,0.06910007969675454,0.05007527282988953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574294051809961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456616245284804,0.07634221664640152,0.0,0.053282966375796416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699019515068982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023096391064651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076634473266378,0.0,0.053932447914998786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176519558495452,0.0,0.0,0.12815909220873056,0.0,0.12268282025725195,0.0,0.3203671911944443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135833484475557,0.0,0.0,0.05983380109414713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332268094365158,0.0894680532128157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326249935144435,0.0,0.0,0.04837820313849072,0.0578889630408188,0.3271511203275491,0.0,0.07117405124816721,0.1575620183306749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200126963262679,0.0,0.06665760054527929,0.0,0.12364383428636827,0.12852744743746836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256211184929153,0.0621934065196688,0.1233314470953614,0.07225230425772752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565740079964554,0.0,0.0,0.1376519834881079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691465339942908,0.2753261718359146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051660282483317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417977348454708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308064521774567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460311415472054,0.09286031530983843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752475325522535,0.0,0.1802498306565425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486261387467559,0.0952470143084769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341116018433341,0.05467527384691565,0.0,0.0,0.1183877453269269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675123645769749,0.0,0.0,0.1888439520558237,0.07014604373778051,0.0,0.06263454612869915,0.0,0.08022887712496628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269114224631822,0.06337235512176452,0.0,0.05700471212185471,0.06532381414733586,0.0,0.128552135003573,0.0,0.0,0.2506512903964498,0.1276615170280963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886421204395864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168217191974419,0.0,0.07105771146801576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320070333147297,0.04012283027944975,0.0,0.0,0.10953847995563228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042513240695096544,0.0,0.0611682974022446,0.0,0.0,0.10816300474445326,0.0,0.0,0.0369334833867086,0.0,0.05022806241983505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056502645282449325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279317961965645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lunarmoth_,2019/07/29,"Do you ever (or often) get so overwhelmed by (multiple) basic tasks, current and impending, that your brain implodes and shuts down? It’s like my brain short-circuits. I’m so tired of being like this. I feel infantilized because my boyfriend needs to hold my hand through basic tasks like paying my phone bill. He’s beyond stressed about it, I’m embarrassed and my self esteem is toast. I get SO overwhelmed, I cry, I can’t think straight, I feel like I need to tear out of my own skin and just *POOF* out of existence. When I come to on the other side of the task, it seems so simple, easy and like....I just made a mountain out of a mole-hill. Still, it happens **everytime**. I just found out I might have ADHD-PI, and for some reason it’s triggered me intensely (well...also...I found out I need to move cities and restart my career while in debt, so that could be a significant factor too). My whole world has been turned upside down with all of this!!! Everything seems 1000x harder than it usually is, which is already 10x hard. Paradoxically, I feel really positive, hopeful and excited about life for the first time in a long time, but I’m also floundering, overwhelmed, extremely unmotivated and distractable. Does anyone find their ADHD symptoms flare up dramatically during stress? I just feel like... I. Cannot. Deal.",3.0753036437246983,5.746792582995955,3.641315789473687,85.87671052631579,78.63562753036437,6.714979757085023,24.074898785425106,7.882392219407189,1.4455457489878545,1036,36,194,18,26,325,155,247,0.09,0.8009999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.6266,2,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,1,1,18,14,0,7,7,0,13,7,4,3,2,46,35,19,0,5,6,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,16,0,1,11,0,3,2,2,7,0,1,4,7,25,7,30,27,4,28,0,3,0,0,7,16,0,7,15,119,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757944718983945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662032858645653,0.18351780569870665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023007047561913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994548052047922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561793881419708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988398219657909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161191763636768,0.0,0.1260383789549675,0.0,0.11829366319382673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041124235761684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379044444419648,0.0,0.0,0.10312244903076448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320674217235988,0.16394299898802245,0.0,0.0,0.1048718428670445,0.09759923865229007,0.0,0.25161672193309137,0.0,0.0,0.11989561382589035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146571390497132,0.0,0.1027860332665881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396440646654417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104546204397105,0.3363420177353001,0.0,0.0,0.1015428013302504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857137894119104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172282025913445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195227743424117,0.0,0.25523856894464514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350647660803494,0.11797358656434535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891308408099027,0.11970062622438288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163287664292473,0.0,0.26287247887850024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926056896903375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735218537532478,0.0,0.0,0.13381362593415908,0.13187871475790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248060299600094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263717813496065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316657588576957,0.0,0.0,0.12810501990125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-CasualPanda-,2019/07/29,"So weary of the struggle Every day is the same. Struggle to wake up. Struggle to get out of bed and get moving. Struggle to get in the shower and brush my teeth. Struggle to be on time to work.Struggle to concentrate at work. Struggle to keep my room clean. Struggle to even care that my life is a mess. I’ve always been a high functioning depressed person so I can get to work and do what is required but any more than that is a crapshoot. I’ve read there is a difference between being suicidal and suicidal ideation but more days than not I feel like it would be easier to just not exist. I relate to all the “I didn’t ask to be born” jokes that people make. I’m going to talk to my doctor about changing meds cause what I’m doing now is not working. I’m already an unmotivated apathetic person so doing the simplest tasks feels like a huge hurdle to get over and my meds aren’t helping me with that. On top of that, I’ve recently fallen back into addiction to porn and I don’t want to but I feel so lonely and starved for affection that I’m going back to what I’ve fought so hard to be free from. I know that being in a relationship will not fix my problems, but I still want one even though I will never let myself be in one cause God knows I don’t want anyone to have to put up with me. At least I’m aware of my selfish motives and can admit that I just want someone in my life so I can feel better. I can barely take care of myself much less another person. I’m sure they would end up just cleaning up after all my messes and resenting me for it. It’s just easier to be single. I used to be involved in church but that’s gone out the window too. The thought of trying to go through all the work of meeting new people or be in social settings stresses me out so much that I just avoid it all together. I don’t expect anyone to read this. I’m literally just writing down thoughts as they come to me to try and get it out of my head. So if anyone does happen to read this you can just ignore it.",2.776564737470167,3.985479916467778,4.301765363961813,87.54245711515514,74.41766109785203,6.86041169451074,24.31093377088305,7.292943589461545,0.9397881264916466,1571,47,335,17,32,525,190,419,0.16399999999999998,0.716,0.12,-0.9645,2,3,0,1,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,8,25,26,2,9,15,0,36,8,3,6,6,71,76,27,2,9,18,0,5,2,0,4,4,0,6,3,21,18,0,4,10,4,1,8,10,18,0,2,6,6,36,9,69,55,12,47,1,2,0,1,16,25,0,2,15,237,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658820980102703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752802792219476,0.0,0.05845770387784345,0.0,0.0,0.04777574038731934,0.07366838712207534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473715764318138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567884674652408,0.0,0.0,0.10804336133831076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062134748863081464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325910332078795,0.14434226752211898,0.07432036755688284,0.06051837459856525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906171954806249,0.0,0.060510441467156874,0.0,0.0,0.07340141634549181,0.0,0.07190886596734633,0.06148053545673901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222498765645304,0.0,0.0,0.0928053962522503,0.0,0.059192782382507775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209195120619306,0.1003802276070799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023171003135134,0.0,0.11978243418935147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212617506673763,0.0,0.06293458993563246,0.0,0.07210179479842535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047090377815254006,0.07422815793731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244578214971825,0.0,0.0,0.07722051020957615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184039402852438,0.09924622553829374,0.06864598976981537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689569054630701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560747096637853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466983916126388,0.10329086863064364,0.0,0.0541849090999485,0.06785261913250204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521307539584924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741180194511248,0.18403160355499887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722445010495515,0.0,0.07062557791622512,0.0,0.0,0.2108217325856943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936823703824377,0.0754274692443139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161602200879115,0.059526747842465526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056105653004312,0.0,0.08047674931025564,0.5875653943375858,0.0,0.1536949131050374,0.0,0.0662144107698388,0.0,0.05282294063410956,0.05646822651830815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902508145435056,0.11154908433822892,0.04096619651681768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539692938522716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060677675689933465,0.0,0.0,0.16575263842441829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25573201561319225,0.0,0.0,0.09981412891774218,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justmebeingcurious,2019/07/29,"Is my university right in doing this? Need a bit of help. I’m applying for Mitigating Circumstance for university for my overdue assignments. However, my university has informed me that I will be capped at 40. So the maximum grade I can receive is a 40. Is this fair? I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD, bear in mind.",2.9517142857142855,5.834710933333334,5.649523809523807,69.82500000000002,81.33333333333334,10.761904761904765,31.904761904761905,10.290406445055957,4.733976190476192,256,14,44,11,7,91,45,60,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.6893,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,0,0,4,12,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44211398439855104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016239698925971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733851476448915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657870373023635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714486481903647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727744804831196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36323195443552336,0.0,0.0,0.3141630433764159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gvghu,2019/07/29,"Cba seeing a doctor. What medications do u guys recommend? I was really ashamed of it all my life and kept it to myself, but i feel like my ADHD/ADD/ASPD are really obstructing me in my daily life more and more as i age. Im willing to try medications now.",2.879716981132073,4.043370132075474,6.052971698113207,75.26549528301891,74.09433962264151,9.828301886792454,24.57075471698113,10.125756701596842,2.531343396226416,199,6,40,6,4,74,41,53,0.045,0.8540000000000001,0.102,0.4221,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,1,5,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31630397166179786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693867451922889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307708214603084,0.1880234268261977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260600086070313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28429102624621555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717986274810864,0.12858163945313122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302737079585491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372132926950352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972884350439586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868915023701445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rortab,2019/07/29,"Should I stay in STEM? I don’t know how to structure this and I am bad at writing so stay with me here. Throughout high school I never cared to try, I never had any motivation to do anything school related. I failed algebra 1 my first year and when I retook it my sophomore year, I barely passed with a D and my parents had to push me to even get that. I started an IEP (individualized education program) my sophomore year that allowed for a lot more time on tests, HW, and allowed me to retake certain tests. I also had a study class that was for kids with IEP’s and it gave us 60-90mins to work on HW, tests, etc... I tried many different prescribed ADHD medications from my sophomore — last semester of senior year. Nothing seemed to help me focus and or motivate me to study and work. Until I took Vyvanse, I was taking a basic physics class my senior year and the first day I took Vyvanse is when everything changed. I started to listen in class, and I found out it was really interesting to me. I slowly started to find my feet in school and long story short I ended my last semester of high school with a GPA of 3.8 (only for that semester specifically), the highest test grades out of all three of my physics teacher’s classes and a ‘good student’ award from my physics teacher as well. I knew my grades throughout most of high school were nothing to be proud of. So, when I graduated, I planned to do 2 years of community college to turn my grades around and then transfer to a university to major in either an engineering discipline or get a full PhD in a physics discipline ( I know, I have really high hopes and dreams ). I understand that I also need to take many remedial math classes to get myself up to speed to where I should have been my senior year with math (pre-calc). I graduated HS In early June and I started taking an accelerated, summer remedial intermediate algebra class. I expected it to be mostly review and to pass with flying colors. However from the very first day I was struggling to keep up with many concepts that I had never learned and were completely new to me. I would come to class and sit through 4 hours of algebra note and lectures to barely learn anything. I could only learn the sections when I went home, locked myself in my room, and just read the entire sections in my class text book. I would spend entire days in my room reading and doing the HW sections barely eating or doing anything else. It is now the end of July with only about 2 weeks of class left to go (class is from 9am to 12:45pm, Monday and Tuesday) and I am failing the entire class. I haven’t even gotten a C- on a test yet. Idk if I should stick to the Physics/Engineering/STEM field if I am tripping on the first step. Ideas? Advice? Alternatives? Idk, anything?",5.4322665602553855,6.2281702793296105,6.149021548284117,78.30445810055865,67.80819366852886,8.744219207235968,31.357754722000536,8.841846274778883,2.513714913540836,2188,86,413,35,35,717,242,537,0.051,0.9109999999999999,0.038,-0.6974,5,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,0,0,13,20,12,0,1,24,0,33,3,1,5,5,78,62,39,0,11,7,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,1,12,34,1,3,13,4,1,10,5,4,1,5,18,2,65,8,79,36,12,92,0,2,1,0,7,32,0,10,47,277,77,52,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514853853370785,0.06923429338206037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133182463201417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481807728900877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332157146690095,0.06307197052822283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059157212152576924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223681167030657,0.0,0.07495043972811849,0.06103143642719231,0.07428540638612427,0.0,0.0,0.05656836299373653,0.0,0.0,0.13707814300709914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402369784501721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249775434672166,0.059186505494369185,0.0,0.12550503557072315,0.0,0.07901704143348717,0.09359218054088134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367586532496765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475607790104858,0.2410616130494949,0.0,0.07768392163835032,0.0,0.0,0.11104939366918264,0.0,0.040265974677466336,0.05942604201927518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748959996080724,0.2994297935005085,0.07106883319812403,0.07037053780441763,0.06977347556571724,0.0,0.0,0.07998159606364964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297518412708962,0.0,0.0,0.07787516916957703,0.11550523554666856,0.0,0.0,0.0769792808648519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270046728909652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023456561638521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549387458502986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137442982189082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253475162977715,0.16393283149040996,0.06842785911672468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359659405743669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616550048363939,0.0,0.0,0.07867110108438738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173935607846924,0.0,0.09077729532218072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585224673648297,0.0,0.06449963868971045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005934080965621,0.15103442249852447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406833100112438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981228666133618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041313499163926654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743503571389586,0.0962056841371592,0.07706500408176471,0.0,0.07375787426399799,0.08522443378576086,0.0,0.0,0.05845908659641064,0.0,0.0,0.056832001383295076,0.0,0.0637031126964462,0.06567912785052582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316002276547802,0.0,0.0,0.1006603317420092,0.0,0.0,0.3193778155525445 adhd,SCarcajou,2019/07/29,"medication -function vs happiness so I'm bipolar as well as ADHD, and I had a really long and intense period of depression for about two years. the last six months have been really good though, and I'm feeling happy again. the only problem is, I can't focus on anything and my memory feels broken. should I mess with my cocktail of meds to try and get my focus back? I might not be able to go back to work if I don't. or should I just count my blessings and be grateful that I can feel happy again?",2.3378431372549042,4.185628078431375,4.216274509803919,85.01990196078434,77.0392156862745,7.2784313725490195,23.098039215686285,8.167268648758528,1.3411098039215692,392,12,79,7,9,133,72,102,0.10400000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.228,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,0,0,19,19,12,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,2,3,11,6,11,12,0,11,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,57,12,1,0.17472577055216768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099864218405744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378442156394444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26870666475290633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049105014840242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650397985395032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128700357327424,0.0,0.09930068196175937,0.1465516865311232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579964952958519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424248233379601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462680863931946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408094197807588,0.1760178317479502,0.0,0.18535643087128767,0.0,0.0,0.13946444307365402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288682194968862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167188965187679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386760544954926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166718243631252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862732890411988,0.0,0.17068168918202514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570994514478733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272024419358618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125176676261846 adhd,MakeYouGoOWO,2019/07/29,Has anyone had success applying for supplemental income using ADHD as a reason? I'm a 26 year old adult with ADHD and I've been struggling to hold down a source of income due to losing my job not once but twice in the last two months in a row. I am trying my hardest to just keep my head down and work but trouble finds me.and I just dont know what to do next.,3.641948051948052,3.9646672207792193,4.974441558441558,86.82737662337664,71.59740259740259,7.19896103896104,23.19220779220779,6.742157984588678,0.5801397402597397,284,6,62,2,5,95,58,77,0.099,0.87,0.032,-0.5994,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,5,0,6,1,1,2,0,14,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,5,1,12,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,38,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035953885771004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649856191324467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555136462294275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149396322520465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502401287443107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791244764697464,0.18622757869556086,0.0,0.0,0.11514459541468075,0.17078362406298692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343949770385845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672337901345078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228227999092279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985195252401396,0.2231278593544543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541749462474105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190317683315395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224771123699032,0.0,0.20466683234375047,0.0,0.0,0.1809546815751076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525302507970749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492152981447855 adhd,flower423,2019/07/29,Recommendations in east Tennessee? Does anybody know of any good therapists and/or prescribers here in East Tennessee that is knowledgeable about adhd?,9.640303030303027,14.37460909090909,7.115454545454547,57.1098484848485,71.72727272727272,12.024242424242425,39.15151515151515,10.504223727775694,6.794769696969698,128,7,14,5,3,37,19,22,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360594540429092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033259202752065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390337017181581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741214140530762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24513468690960996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178926661566636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mcicle,2019/07/29,"Turned in my class selections! My senior year of high school starts in a few days and yesterday I finally managed to turn in the form with my choices for elective courses on it. It doesn’t sound like much but it felt like a really big decision and it took me over a month to get done. Not gonna lie, pretty proud of myself for finally doing it, and with a couple days to spare before the final deadline too!",5.265365853658533,5.48426456097561,6.059658536585367,80.82802439024394,68.02439024390246,9.486829268292682,28.59512195121951,9.3871,2.3124458536585366,322,10,64,6,5,106,60,82,0.040999999999999995,0.843,0.11599999999999999,0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,6,3,14,6,3,18,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,12,43,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732278619756765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457078490088335,0.0,0.23846995106690855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920066612495448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751776857643192,0.6075946165279283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965943325951256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953402452725709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065010437061585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475727570424328,0.0,0.135911116302836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809363792778552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184415146276035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711262067020512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086194623307182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054130828554049,0.0,0.40220170807386346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190593248116364 adhd,thebagelbabe,2019/07/29,"I'm finally meeting with my doctor this week to ask about ADHD. How am I supposed to talk about it?? I'm a girl, early 20s, college student and I've been struggling for several years with bringing this up with my doctor. I have no idea how I'm supposed to even *start* the conversation, let alone convey my symptoms. I really need to get help before starting my final year of school and it has taken a lot for me to get to the point of even making an appointment. I'm just afraid that I won't be able to bring up all the right information or that I'll be dismissed because he'll think I'm exaggerating or just want medication. Any help or advice is more than welcome.",3.16258585858586,4.828685622222224,4.754882154882157,82.83151515151516,74.25925925925927,7.2794612794612785,26.346801346801357,8.00094639256281,1.6057407407407416,529,19,105,8,11,178,88,135,0.066,0.855,0.079,0.3896,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,6,0,9,4,0,3,1,20,27,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,19,20,3,14,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,8,64,15,5,0.16265156917816992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547557816195785,0.15894123094238774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684579725218781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060864460112252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205726083370255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991508868937284,0.0,0.13840450551648864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329615463819395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485965487739594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563536873775869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995746339928852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804383654439333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361382358510892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632224946564578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828054764012354,0.0,0.0,0.10857118543656202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385434413405714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060407759506338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375830650663913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419876014699557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890355136508187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461207156115346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837499762428276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302512356546817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700387355468751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690572585496528,0.0,0.13073317017347594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422055794685918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593610965812986,0.0,0.13046927780331724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948455561914414 adhd,i_liek_bones,2019/07/29,"ADHD med interactions with recreational substances (No clue if this breaks rule 7) I've recently been contemplating getting back on meds for my ADHD (last time I was on em was 5 years ago freshman year). A concern I have for myself is I experiment with psychedelics often and was wondering if there is anywhere I can look to find information on interactions said meds (any, I'm still lookin around to see what might be best for me) may have with substances like LSD or DMT or similar. Mainly so I don't die tryin to get healthy and have fun with the homies ya know? Any help with finding resources or info would be much appreciated.",4.54739495798319,6.714589327731093,4.916546218487393,81.00860084033616,71.68907563025209,8.121344537815126,28.70672268907564,8.841846274778883,2.3100581512605047,506,20,95,10,10,160,88,119,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9687,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,16,0,0,0,0,23,24,8,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,9,3,15,14,3,13,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,9,9,60,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832823332595449,0.0,0.14135257921807906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687793319260024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419541218418244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226156869169814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167344510003629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549537050587404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598348269991266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914889798234797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662361032277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688336518738352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763561024151115,0.1299820200862719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790460316544602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390710149868298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531375759660145,0.0,0.0,0.16916295036196785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722220275746995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574485267638238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516839530032123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706979312947314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734578224585766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298300726792597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292868176455106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132765385088902,0.0,0.0,0.2053753466661196 adhd,BabySharkDo0Do0,2019/07/29,"Setting a bedtime alarm Saw this somewhere today, cant remember where but it struck me as a good idea! Not a vague notion that I should be in bed by 10pm, which I will discount when I want to watch the next episode and decide I'm not tired. But an alarm set at 9.30pm telling me I need to start getting ready for bed and winding the house down (dishwasher on, dog out for last wee, brush teeth, wash face etc) I think I'll also try setting one for 10pm to tell myself its bedtime! Has anyone tried similar? I have been trying to set early morning alarms but it's not working as I am so tired.",4.0253048780487815,4.455721398373985,4.508689024390247,90.12205792682929,70.78861788617886,7.1256097560975595,27.570121951219512,6.6274283507984215,1.037651219512196,464,15,102,3,8,147,91,123,0.08,0.784,0.136,0.7812,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,6,0,8,5,2,0,0,16,15,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,3,10,1,15,10,1,16,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,6,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924528108959227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923728083043233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208411059229474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403791965810144,0.0,0.0,0.16702194170329904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977085996074334,0.0,0.22479507335768284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231864063607052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765338437414174,0.0,0.0,0.2117784663630849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349365668598401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557701883325484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409462054628467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480991811293613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759533847506502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45774442259484,0.1887532507260508,0.0,0.0,0.40559137765570974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745283871970412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497000576664715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raintendo,2019/07/29,"Medication advice (I never really post on Reddit so if I do it wrong I'm sorry!) So I [21, F] got diagnosed a few months ago, and I've been back and forth debating with myself about whether to try medication since then. I'm very indecisive on it, but I'm leaning more towards trying it at this point because I always feel like something is holding me back. My question is, has medication helped any of you with RSD, getting overwhelmed, being irritable and generally just not in control of emotions as much as people around you? I find that aspect is the absolute hardest thing about my ADHD. Being forgetful and all the other ADHD things I can live with. They're annoying, sure, but with all the coping mechanisms I've made over the years, it's not debilitating. My emotions, however, can be. My psychologist said that if I choose to get medication, help give me a list of options that I'll get to research and choose which to try. So advice on the differences between medications will also be greatly appreciated. Thanks so much.",5.567299107142858,7.184278036458338,6.843988095238098,70.42125000000003,68.11458333333334,9.652380952380954,32.464285714285715,9.957137785484203,3.498184821428572,821,36,139,20,14,278,123,192,0.07,0.8270000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.8153,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,11,8,1,2,7,0,13,6,0,2,4,34,25,18,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,12,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,16,4,24,16,6,17,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,5,8,100,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674170082252577,0.2174368218368306,0.09862203540131753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897165744151007,0.09257419008171107,0.0,0.0,0.07565812850180223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904173314056354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109852091523434,0.0,0.06782083415564456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478344919002375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129228463953449,0.0,0.11623919891266606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029682275571746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625454998853008,0.0794815537945317,0.0,0.0,0.10168628208366066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743805421186748,0.1067272221616228,0.0,0.0,0.08898186109769032,0.12266051112020755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491455632947359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435422950050805,0.0,0.09824138933452224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527344197834544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5603953049410755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880375167512852,0.0,0.1635724271055821,0.0,0.08580775059281917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713113987775659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051732055288266,0.0,0.1065528226681746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463256656666245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127366231960729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583025980597942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203239676596907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565056846951773,0.0,0.12454236749381907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485778677802024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242989303473717,0.0,0.0,0.14782754156622435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266072618736608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179813482649944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164134594888527,0.0,0.07164543732242469 adhd,cartoonsandscience,2019/07/29,"I've been taking a low dose of methylphenidate (ritalin, 10-15 mg/day) since I was 17. I'm 22 now and I'm worried it will have long-term effects on my brain, my body and my life-span even. Is there any research that shows the effects of long-term use? Should I try to stop taking it? I have tried not taking it before, but I've found I fall into impulsive behaviour and get really depressed when I don't take it. My life has largely improved since I started taking it but now I'm scared it will reduce my life-span or something equally bad. I've only found sites that without scientific back-up. Does anyone know what the long-term effects are?",2.789278278972933,4.516022167938932,3.7369882026370576,89.4816238723109,75.41221374045801,6.290353920888273,24.88619014573213,6.980632752743323,0.9168870229007632,508,17,105,5,11,163,84,131,0.15,0.816,0.033,-0.9278,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,3,0,11,5,2,4,0,18,25,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,11,0,6,18,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962385100721354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895413326093283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882020910704933,0.11816335886875108,0.0,0.0,0.12042316806440945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571969099402019,0.0,0.15798321728140793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912687465361131,0.0,0.1218910410052378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123845179223305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347268079534878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103389350806135,0.0,0.0,0.07393840288058741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777573711397913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998794617934466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757224629726148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763240104545964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066138965967302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168629249417114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341337518787157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894907473347633,0.0,0.0,0.10016864387763157,0.0,0.0,0.11831712710052675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320274540009908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216569487069135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222279143284477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642031085074555,0.0,0.0,0.14372051488271678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TacoMalarky,2019/07/29,"I used to think every relationship I was in had a 3-5 year timer... ...and a few months ago, I had the revelation that the reason I can't stick with anyone longer than that is that's about how long it takes for someone to get completely tired of living with how I deal with this disorder. It's a little better now that I'm medicated and have some praxis to assist with the disorder, but I'm still feeling that timer tick-tick-ticking away right now. I decided that this time, rather than get depressed and fret about it, I'm going to get outside my head and figure this out. It's not just another relationship on the line, it's my family, and I can't stand the thought of losing my family. Just wanted to get that out there, but feel free to make this a ""How to ADHD in Relationships"" thread. I'd love to hear any advice you guys have.",7.342352941176473,5.461573441176473,7.8292647058823555,76.77919117647059,64.58823529411765,11.323529411764708,30.661764705882355,10.125756701596842,2.590882352941177,655,16,139,12,8,218,97,170,0.085,0.831,0.084,0.1857,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,12,5,0,0,9,0,8,4,1,6,0,31,26,10,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,16,11,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,3,11,4,25,22,2,18,0,2,0,1,8,8,0,1,8,89,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451736783001414,0.13376910404960707,0.12134634054836288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309113312326588,0.14354301109643547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571794477684907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861437289301395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106969208851975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352847080270265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112945749535086,0.11790472562643528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137797753332969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533726405983845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580988532839171,0.0,0.1384332365992089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860813077974412,0.0,0.07779877706796268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554442579811946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049050257708046,0.0,0.1542870322935599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372015683315108,0.12087798672599673,0.12114495466097197,0.0,0.15314693315171488,0.0,0.0,0.1235502138924753,0.0,0.0913763541111434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790410882997234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926574622894504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074759223007766,0.0,0.4409117592097318,0.0,0.11690486795179485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598799647841446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932198581224804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292561368316186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877147520340707,0.0,0.10867681563617032,0.07982272221391153,0.15733701169158176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182305818699817,0.0,0.0,0.08074234331068338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881538451390265 adhd,ueadian,2019/07/29,"Medicine advice Hey guys and gals, I'm trying to get started on medication again and I've tried Adderrall XR and Vyvanse. XR gives me a lot of up and down through out the day but Vyvanse gives me horrible stomach issues and makes me super jittery and kind of anxious. I've only taken each for a week at a time, does the side effect profile change at some point? How long should I expect to have to deal with the side effects before it levels off?",6.257078651685388,5.990327516853937,6.334022471910112,81.3545168539326,65.96629213483146,8.018876404494383,32.406741573033706,6.742157984588678,1.9320588764044941,355,13,68,2,5,113,66,89,0.087,0.855,0.057999999999999996,-0.4018,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,0,2,2,1,4,0,18,9,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,15,7,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,6,40,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122632851253781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539493854272784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483684090588332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978824194087025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008788387091714,0.2239426098332576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008926651734565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348763721914845,0.4167513229260199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508034538133988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267195516696489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261995143660711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223142918836367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846712972901808,0.0,0.0,0.14499495413543606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882466344158474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520436480891398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534157852498447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153748286062903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666178311616735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949540403337062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423948053168165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cwoods1983,2019/07/29,"Best/Strongest OTC ADHD Med Hey friends I need help! I take Adderall for ADHD. I have inattentive ADD. Unfortunately, I don’t have the hyper activity thus I am always tired. I am going to have to take something OTC until I can refill my script in 2wks. What is the best otc that gives you energy as well as focus and concentration? Thanks!",1.2396923076923088,3.8903847384615378,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153848,93.92307692307692,5.676923076923077,18.80769230769231,7.1686216300943375,0.831492307692308,268,8,49,5,10,90,48,65,0.075,0.6759999999999999,0.249,0.9078,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,4,14,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,7,14,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272927523578215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825377518409882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604415054634511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948874616286858,0.0,0.0,0.21044469496757845,0.1246759896275052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704258172201606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436764081667975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266394149756094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688857574506302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32988571871140177,0.0,0.0,0.2019712230738452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521395371105414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972446633019556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ReluctantActionHero,2019/07/29,Who else here suffers from chronic fatigue? What do you do to energize yourself? I frequently experience a level of tiredness that makes even the most basic of tasks arduous. What do you do to combat this?,4.199054054054051,7.2215282972973025,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,76.83783783783784,8.024324324324324,33.57432432432432,8.841846274778883,3.708897297297298,165,9,25,4,4,54,30,37,0.191,0.736,0.07400000000000001,-0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,5,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245182899037079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147128646607841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6141931133854749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41911886489538175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,helplessdelta,2019/07/29,"I think I've noticed a thing with us hanging up the phone too fast. My friend who also has ADHD just did something to me that I've been called out for forever. We were talking on the phone, and as soon as I said bye, he hung up not a half second later. It was almost before I finished saying it. In this case, it was fine. I had nothing else to say and the conversation was over. But when I hang up fast like that, a lot times the person I'm talking to will begin to say something else as I'm hanging up, and then I have to call back and apologize for hanging up on them. I was wondering if this is one those reeeeal specific ticks some of us have and if anyone else has noticed this or can relate.",3.3181632653061257,3.9059054761904757,4.591979591836736,88.32266326530613,72.46938775510205,7.240544217687075,26.264625850340128,7.1686216300943375,1.0715474829931972,543,17,120,5,10,180,92,147,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.7845,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,19,21,15,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,9,4,13,3,22,11,2,24,0,0,0,0,21,10,0,7,12,90,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791857745917042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929923723871932,0.0,0.0,0.119232919859276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042521789850605,0.15276762771518607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464648866262905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268706749004017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30448967667997245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736545576123895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519207169060895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284132583803167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675704695617426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306271604569515,0.3394961381981887,0.0,0.0,0.1010320729908063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018586173298027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182551217985415,0.3557040629055571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956450761729474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396772485098325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905350716966628,0.09553541971680392,0.0,0.0,0.08693973468318977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586909756764789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168947588889027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VandelADHDIndustries,2019/07/29,"Unsure if Welbutrin is working for my ADHD Hi all - I was recently diagnosed with ADHD; I'm in my early thirties and have been prescribed Wellbutrin as a treatment. Anyone else using Welbutrin? I can't really tell if it is working or not - I don't feel like I've had a big increase in my ability to focus (especially at work, where my ADHD is a real hindrance) but I'm not sure if it is supposed to provide a marked difference in focus or if it has a more subtle effect. Anyone have insight on this? I've been using my GP as the person treating me for my ADHD (I was diagnosed by a psychologist) - should I seek out a psychiatrist for different medication? Also, just want to thank this community for its positivity. It has been a big help reading the stories of people here that have the same challenges that I do. 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I wanted to make this post because I've recently decided to confront the decades of PTSD symptoms I've been living with. I was also diagnosed with ADHD as a child, and always assumed it was my primary issue. However, after some reading and talking, I think that it could be worth a look at some links, friends. Here is one I found helpful: https://www.dualdiagnosis.org/mental-health-and-addiction/post-traumatic-stress-disorder-and-addiction/ Again, I only post this in case it helps anyone else trying to understand the roots of their ADHD behaviour. Hope it helps.",9.395625,12.725303979166672,7.5275,62.4675,61.29166666666666,8.966666666666667,31.79166666666667,9.516144504307137,3.397754166666667,506,19,68,10,8,150,72,96,0.105,0.742,0.153,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,1,4,0,8,2,0,2,0,17,15,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,8,2,11,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,4,3,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805608393926525,0.3264413742369656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086095096048714,0.1130071943804416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496352222331174,0.13915634330878215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279026996299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843553202443164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784721250413148,0.0,0.0,0.15565332465901593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345423258331673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489118108920967,0.10492869277588954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443627385984282,0.0,0.0,0.27309752827465106,0.0,0.0,0.1348928323506958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175335951618942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992525963156442,0.0,0.11404861231555427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065615078289417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686743766571172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920303211130443,0.10329181381111877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520284780560062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875798675001274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584963106384176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409883260537248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111463861603053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411615822411284,0.0,0.10916124697282016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870234084478005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220802928610793,0.0,0.0,0.14138599587358264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801059543351256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ss5555,2019/07/29,"Don't react to stimulants well...am I screwed? Hi all, For as long as I can remember I have always hated stimulants (coffee especially). They make my heart feel really weird and jittery. My ritalin kinda makes me feel the same way, is this true for all ADHD meds?",2.881,5.347857099999999,4.829999999999998,78.245,78.0,8.8,24.0,9.3871,2.515,205,7,37,6,5,70,42,50,0.18100000000000002,0.759,0.06,-0.7582,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,3,1,5,3,14,9,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,9,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403348366308187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563364250302554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863749498529962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795877899966014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355770653601269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506109166285115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780580367717539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145560798755461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814163607812931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32079481320414754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247800610821938,0.0,0.0,0.2546184447292305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keystroak95,2019/07/29,"ADHD in the military Well im not going to write a huge wall of text for this, and i had to make a throwaway for this post. I have ADHD and have been in the military for five years now and im starting to feel as if i will never be good enough. I make mistakes and in the military mistakes happen but when they happen more than once then you start getting in trouble and then eventually no one will trust you for anything. I try so hard every day to get to work early and out work all those around me but im forgetful and i try to write things down but i either forget to write something down or i forget where i wrote it. I made e5 this year off of a fluke and now i cant make the “ junior enlisted “ mistake anymore. People are getting mad at me for the smallest shit and i have absolutely no one to talk to about this because the military and everyone in it doesn’t seem like ADHD is something that exists and no one seems to care at all when i stop talking and giving short answers and push everyone away. When i try to confide in anyone and mention ADHD they never seem to get it. It like everyone im the fucking world expects me to have a photographic memory and be perfect and never make mistakes ever. And now it seems like no matter how hard I tried i will never amount to anything inside or out the military and its pulling in to this pit or lonely that is eating at my heart like a starving dog in a meat locker. Today was going so well then i heard that something from my last base (currently deployed) has followed me and it absolutely put all the happiness i had and just shit all over it. I just dont know what to do or who to go to about this life i live and ive been a very long time lurker on this sub and now i deemed it right to talk with my fellow ADHD people. Please just....talk to me.....what do i need to do...how do i overcome this sense of pure worthlessness....",3.3877910392948967,4.379700462724937,4.691967499081893,86.16819730077124,72.65038560411311,7.40804260007345,25.718049944913698,7.7094869923839395,1.2710733749540952,1476,46,310,18,28,490,180,389,0.14800000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.109,-0.9245,2,2,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,3,20,22,4,0,16,0,25,6,3,6,11,77,54,40,0,7,12,0,3,4,1,3,1,1,0,0,24,26,1,1,7,0,0,7,12,11,2,4,8,4,35,11,55,41,8,61,0,2,0,1,16,26,3,9,31,223,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440005481912558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732779430302427,0.051664843065776254,0.0,0.12160855246959296,0.06577679422870585,0.0,0.0,0.06942106213220695,0.0,0.0,0.04504199301867785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753346670031401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765223352686401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659725086819837,0.0,0.0,0.07560680013277432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634699458523732,0.0,0.0,0.06683674826842037,0.06225459250279265,0.2118120565175311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03736045242435805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830910559540229,0.1544156208730225,0.07088097419259774,0.12597830899826554,0.061974511102030574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067943613611396,0.07865611742212382,0.1323798981252472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755871274026196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192508038037247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040607411938246116,0.06022932252839425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521899214704981,0.1443935543510998,0.0,0.06524526021599343,0.06538935917775285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991547210638636,0.1972856816381147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478768966417115,0.2279507264260648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868927644475576,0.15020711067616338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245053182105203,0.0,0.0,0.08110783348679985,0.0,0.0,0.0707651498907567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427876164084705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310072442984188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690627501495633,0.0,0.0,0.15169180623051765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064987573860704,0.0,0.0,0.10459789996650164,0.0,0.0,0.061774436319130176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375564242637468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908850781688609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043085216945258235,0.0,0.07003804597988897,0.0,0.0,0.20066287563633844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096608806806762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328700055022767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758401130082236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516406950380142 adhd,sohamspat,2019/07/29,"Do I really have ADHD or am pretending? So basically I have suffered all through my life with various problems including concentration, time management, procrastination, not doing what I don’t like and especially relationship problems. Throughout school and college though, I always had very high grades so I never thought about it (except the many times that I barely got the assignments in in time). I recently graduated after completing masters and i’m back at work again and all my problems are back. Had no idea y this is happening. This was the history. Coming to now, after a lot of research I was convinced that I have ADHD (even the stories of my childhood that my parents told me as mischievous behavior all fit into the symptoms). So today I went to a very reputable psychiatrist. He did some tests and all. Took down and my symptoms etc etc and officially have me a diagnosis that YES, I DO HAVE ADHD. I cannot tell you the sense of relief, satisfaction I felt as if a stone had been lifted off my chest. He prescribed some meds also that I start tomorrow. But right now, i’m back at home and I cant stop thinking that what if I don’t have ADHD but a different problem and that I was so convinced already that I have ADHD that I may have misrepresented my symptoms or something to the psychiatrist. I feel I may have biased the official diagnosis by self diagnosing first. Have any of y’all felt this way when you first got diagnosed? PS: I am 28 male.",4.824654545454545,6.805544392727274,6.062454545454546,73.86168181818184,70.52727272727273,9.21818181818182,31.772727272727273,9.688023934748609,3.329472727272728,1168,53,204,29,22,391,152,275,0.06,0.8690000000000001,0.07,0.1378,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,4,15,9,0,0,13,1,31,7,1,0,5,41,46,24,0,6,8,1,3,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,15,12,0,1,6,1,0,3,7,5,0,2,16,3,34,4,23,28,10,35,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,9,22,160,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458350256659762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023958758576576,0.07264137347946624,0.0755826800316213,0.0,0.0,0.06177147338038377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095414188685624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782470169008954,0.09523963041438696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439289309095336,0.0,0.0949040998446036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261190423989686,0.05999620327886567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459293205628154,0.0,0.1744332668234502,0.0,0.0,0.15452980639692834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529940861548152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803258167900341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597303244130674,0.09111573506899928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254258567908477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416002692204703,0.0443777939950223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722536695373353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209326555727584,0.0,0.0,0.1008981199996908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005818524110967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086242986441372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476704533727203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058191753112069235,0.0,0.08968941502347391,0.0975236777243439,0.0,0.07757329507590628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193070065363072,0.0,0.0,0.0947615721775456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992985307723447,0.0,0.0,0.06429406184902886,0.0,0.0,0.07594281396974567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832395962518076,0.0,0.0,0.07939451157139167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820392650248444,0.0892457332334285,0.07211349565640628,0.15890129365567082,0.0,0.08610173744326112,0.08679751994045451,0.10092193975308172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498981313466911,0.0,0.07210124689238974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420571639481217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612955975939214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pinstrypsoldier,2019/07/29,"A fear of ‘not being read’, mixed with an inability to get ready. No real point to this post (may get removed). Just wanted to rant and very much doubt people will read it, especially considering the audience! More for me than for you. There’s a TL:DR; don’t worry. Honestly though, I’m not really looking for anything, except general help, I guess? As a concept, not feeling ready or being unprepared is a huge problem for me. Just in general life as a whole. It's an old army thing, which I now know is the result of the undiagnosed (and therefore untreated) ADHD; I had a terrible time in the army. This was because I had a neurological disorder that was undiagnosed and untreated. Because of that, I was constantly reprimanded which ruined my life at the time (and made the rest of it substantially more difficult - we're talking drugs, self harm and the big S - but enough about that). I was 19 when I joined-up and 21 when I toured in Iraq, I’m 34 now. ADHD is the last thing you need in the army (or at least - the last thing you need to have and not know about about); being able to organise yourself and get ready for things on your own is like, the whole point of the army. It's things like getting up on time; having a solid routine; being able to pack a Bergen (big, army back-pack, sorry - I don't know what's common knowledge and what's not!) with about 15 kilos-worth of equipment you're going to need for the next 2 weeks, that cover every possible eventuality, with no opportunity to just buy more while you're away (so, already not something that's easy to prepare for in the slightest) and being able to follow and remember orders etc etc etc. If you don't realise you have ADHD and therefore, aren't being treated for it, all of the above effectively makes your life a living nightmare. In my case it did, anyway. This was because I got all of it wrong every single time, and it's the army - being constantly unprepared; constantly not getting up on time; constantly forgetting to shave (or not shaving at all because you got up too late and you don't want to be late for morning roll-call) and being late for morning roll-call all the time, kind of make you enemy number one and an easy target. The result of all that is you then have to repeatedly suffer the consequences in public, in-front of everybody, because that makes it worse (and the worse the punishment, the better). Keep in mind - these are all punishments that have been thought-up and dished out by the army, not your mum. This becomes the daily norm and inevitably effects the way you look ahead and the way you feel about certain things, whether consciously or subconsciously. Like (but obviously not the equivalent of) a dog that spends his life being abused - eventually 'that's just the way things are' for her and she becomes wary of people for the rest of her life, as a result. The end result is that I'm wary of situations that require me to be an adult and be able to look after myself and be prepared as a result. People (in the army) effectively treated me like I was doing these things on purpose and therefore, the laziness and absentmindedness needed to be beaten out of me - like many disabilities 100 years ago before people understood they were actual disabilities. That was all punctuated by Iraq and it all happening there too, whilst I was also dealing with all the crap I was dealing with, but was keeping quiet about (i have old posts if you’re interested but a variety of things happened, killed someone, lost mates, woman pleading with me not to shoot her husband - i had no intention of it - etc etc I’ll tell you some stories if you want) because I was already ‘a pain in the arse’. I still have the odd nightmare (used to be much more common) that literally just consists of me being back in the army, standing around the perimeter of the parade square (just the car-park with no cars in it, basically) with all my other army mates with our Bergens, packed in-front of us and the sergeant-major standing in the middle of the square. He's going through the list of equipment we all should've either packed, or bought weeks before and *then* packed (things like toothpaste, blister plasters, sewing kit, polish etc etc if we'd run-out). He goes one-by-one through the list, and as he calls each item out, everybody has to dig into their Bergen and hold it up so he can see we've packed it (this is all true and how it used to happen). The nightmare part is that I don't have anything. I have 'stuff', but none of it is on the list. Everybody then has to watch me either run and get it from my room or watch me do shit/get pushed around etc because it's something I can't just go and get, because it’s something I need to buy (like the toothpaste etc), but we're all about to leave. Whilst that's the nightmare, it's more accurate to say it's a memory. Even more accurately - it's a nightmare that is just a representation of most of the memories I have of my time there- because that's how those equipment checks used to go for me, in reality. It would always be me that forgot something and it would usually be more than one thing. Anyway, the reason I’m writing all this is because I proposed recently (after 9 years) and I’m dreading the whole process and especially the stag (I hate the idea of going to a nightclub or ‘going out with a bang’ as it were). This isn’t just a 'general nervousness', it's deep-seated and it's psychological - it's quite literally PTSD. As it happens, PTSD and ADHD are comorbid (means they go hand-in-hand - not a word I'd ever heard of before). I'm no shrinking violet, I'm not easily offended and I'm not shy about voicing my opinions or making clear that I don't like something and I don't get nervous easily at all, but I have sore-spots that I'm super sensitive about, that's all. I'm pretty easy-going and don't really feel strongly about anything in particular. If 'the group' wants to do something, I'll just go along with it, I'm fine (this is just in general day-to-day, not the wedding or stag etc). If **I’m** saying I don't like the idea of going somewhere/doing something, then I really don't, at all. Because I wouldn't say anything if it was just that it wasn't my preference or something.. All the anxiety and all that stuff - it's all made worse because I have ADHD. I have Post Traumatic Stress from years ago that still effects me today, in various different ways. One of those ways, is a genuine anxiety and straight-up fear of being unprepared when I need to be. Unfortunately, I also have ADHD, which is a disorder that literally makes it difficult to be prepared or on-top of things **AND** makes you super forgetful. That's on its own, without the PTSD! With the PTSD, it's like being afraid of deep water, but unfortunately - you live on a boat and someone's told you it has a leak. You can't find it, but there's always a little water in the boat. So you're constantly on edge, feeling like any minute now, the boat is going to sink (and remember you have a fear of water). I have constant anxiety about whether I should be doing something crazy important and I've forgotten, or it's somebody's birthday etc (and that's the lightweight stuff). So planning a wedding is a tough one, believe me. Anyway. That’s it. TL:DR; have a fear and anxiety around feeling unprepared stemming from PTSD with the army and Iraq. Turns out a lot of my issues during the army were caused (or at least not helped by) having undiagnosed ADHD. ADHD makes being prepared and remembering to prepare for things nearly impossible. So it’s all a nightmare trying to plan a wedding.",4.981788416646545,6.024638179539303,5.7148259947946025,80.11900386380103,68.96612466124661,8.66397273873729,29.3157584051088,8.926068207264864,2.2931395207813465,5987,217,1149,104,101,1952,471,1476,0.124,0.804,0.07200000000000001,-0.9973,1,0,10,1,1,0,235.0,4,21,3,16,57,52,7,10,101,0,111,13,1,29,26,250,194,107,1,23,63,2,5,11,2,6,8,6,1,3,104,76,4,5,24,2,5,15,39,28,0,4,31,19,91,24,176,132,62,137,0,3,8,0,62,56,1,27,66,798,195,4,0.12542374125763026,0.03715165598708648,0.030598869718814575,0.0,0.30146992692968905,0.0,0.055590289494690866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920410866834797,0.05015066028468864,0.05218130010638688,0.0,0.0,0.021323111254635086,0.0,0.09594881876221073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321305225968262,0.083740290822465,0.0,0.0,0.029459933402158238,0.04822155754080204,0.0,0.2293714455887208,0.06926033408808059,0.08004477443639768,0.03532740154070603,0.0,0.02773177667253806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03201791575974726,0.0,0.0,0.032211182957798415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330776004865614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040443968531971436,0.0646531849493097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032760278632921705,0.07187323684229703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03636293011410212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02777205175388576,0.03239906314963384,0.384671720870109,0.02071029955029716,0.02836323865305693,0.05283745574557853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113657879053576,0.0792725151770232,0.02240068645382488,0.0,0.0,0.02865875681670415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474396382994661,0.0,0.19602330700689768,0.0,0.0501564117802713,0.0,0.03454209784822513,0.0,0.1109118001758559,0.0,0.0,0.030957494483638506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420344449729961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079406862480411,0.0,0.032727449940492565,0.0,0.05574119205129329,0.03469069665707369,0.03265238144862809,0.05169720606074103,0.051118544604359134,0.1061125824091805,0.033201408058311364,0.0,0.0,0.11073812208870217,0.16850818759663913,0.03142688468481054,0.05537573069997466,0.0,0.0789932654099883,0.0,0.03422870742523741,0.02665769490545134,0.0,0.05933948829858144,0.14651231213636567,0.031789996900155625,0.0,0.03415580586481374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031660556095171564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046100440632495056,0.13950017235611695,0.0,0.0,0.03334739293220279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580555895282658,0.0,0.10623796633513392,0.0,0.0333649259323467,0.0,0.0,0.03395542233191332,0.0,0.08695302986623825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592829880121698,0.03534910575114023,0.09009095535034688,0.03190025887698105,0.0,0.030003395384325362,0.1832670520736768,0.0,0.0,0.03335089688524112,0.06272884135163645,0.035689919075658105,0.06026224523106239,0.032239123826863024,0.03096020331475525,0.0,0.10656048671082484,0.0,0.0,0.07480649489131967,0.0,0.0,0.02498662077895225,0.0,0.032711079008317864,0.0,0.03218641700334119,0.0,0.0352453850555835,0.0,0.0,0.053135564476082864,0.21725397825684864,0.0,0.03510040243624443,0.0,0.0,0.05008178089239747,0.0,0.035918117962007015,0.0,0.10768513227959788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02520271306400114,0.027406469533585845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27080937177906284,0.0,0.030807047243626175,0.02489311014767706,0.12798728627708295,0.0,0.029721760324775824,0.02996193992200385,0.0,0.02128862182083183,0.03410625353858629,0.0,0.0,0.037717329428746574,0.08124438170418362,0.034534132815646094,0.025871930493586187,0.0739781722108333,0.12444440976962065,0.05030367989671202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502334598058977,0.0,0.030226002703927824,0.0,0.0,0.03184347436510152,0.09586313069363568,0.04454871360324147,0.034282792929114694,0.0,0.060576582893270586 adhd,harriet26,2019/07/29,"Your experience on ADHD meds Titrating on Elvanse right now but no one ever told me what to expect from ADHD medication. I think 50 is the best dose for me. 60 I get bad headaches, nausea and muscle weakness. On 50 I didn’t really notice anything apart from the fact that I could concentrate longer but it wasn’t the miracle I was expecting. I was expecting it to make me into this working machine that could do like 12 hours straight of studying. It helped a lot, but I needed breaks. It takes about 2hours to kick in and the length of time it lasts for varies. Most days it works but the odd couple of days every fortnight it doesn’t (could be I didn’t get enough sleep night before or something idk). I was just wondering what other people’s experiences were of ADHD medication?",2.1970934510669617,4.931488271523179,3.2326600441501117,86.82756254598972,83.50331125827816,6.004562178072113,21.63392200147167,7.3871296695380915,0.9932513612950696,623,20,117,10,18,199,100,151,0.08900000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.105,0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,6,0,14,5,1,1,2,23,22,7,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,0,13,2,17,10,4,17,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,9,79,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49501753767187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129847820544573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146383249772726,0.0,0.0,0.11683071984010195,0.0,0.14408606936548926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288645024506517,0.15191793023682407,0.0,0.17709205841544887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186582059485872,0.0,0.0,0.1241941505425663,0.11567971862136615,0.0,0.0,0.2686081175615838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434653642021149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202813985395933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352111446034066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191641937946367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707700213974123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167260838828292,0.0,0.0,0.09164766494495072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525074322503337,0.27662713583885584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180493148327563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288451305901333,0.0,0.0,0.15631499651029104,0.0,0.0,0.09303686469485513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518533667325008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795679092231094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725197697697612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739743053780928,0.0,0.0,0.1056989201630794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323121609354634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797519099273851,0.0,0.0,0.08005972848901728,0.0,0.0,0.13119438589991986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889412288141027,0.19990955936108212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChronoSquirrel,2019/07/29,"Enjoyment of sensory overload? I’ve noticed that I love being overwhelmed by very loud noises (no meds). Trains, airplanes, large crowds, concerts etc all give me an almost euphoric feeling. During these events it’s almost too loud to think and I enjoy that too. Anybody else? Or is something separate from a typical attention disorder?",4.525657894736845,8.001676368421059,4.578223684210528,74.9294407894737,83.56140350877193,7.060526315789473,33.4407894736842,8.07648339933343,3.7010368421052635,271,15,36,6,8,84,51,57,0.078,0.6559999999999999,0.266,0.9129999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,4,5,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456642211001839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31226594356270404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276076856464356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038680147963043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776536490018915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613711194717126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245908290791065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026447190850501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31020067356444603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097551544100455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745831437299851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481032279358765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jakewalle,2019/07/29,"how do you deal with lonliness and boredom? (I want to stop eating sugar) Hi. I am an ADD person or ADHD-inattentive type. Or mainly inattentive.. what ever you want to call it. I simply am not hyper active and never have been. Except when I did get sugar rushes back before my body had gotten used to it. I drank a lot of zero sugar and calories energy drinks back in 2014-2017. Which after 2 years made me gain weight... has to do with gut bacteria and that I was lazy (duh). But I recently managed to lose 15 kg all in all. So it was great. But now when im more lonely again because I ended all my toxic friendships... I tend to get bored and lonely and then I feel that eating sugar can help make me happy and a energy drink like monster zero to boost my energy. Im looking into treatments for my ADD but its a slow process.. so am I alone with this behavior? I know im not alone with coping with eating due to being lonely but I dont want to become fat again because I was so unhappy and I also developed issues with just moving around. It was horrible :( even if i wasnt that obese. I cant understand how people can be more fat then I was due to how damn difficult it was to move around. Anyway. Help.",1.3012145748987898,3.4146574696356278,3.5984226720647783,86.86105101214577,81.5910931174089,6.219206477732794,18.382024291497977,7.404127859558343,0.5007416680161945,933,21,187,14,25,321,139,247,0.17,0.735,0.095,-0.9732,0,8,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,2,20,10,1,0,4,1,23,16,4,6,5,49,38,26,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,19,14,1,3,2,0,3,6,7,0,2,13,7,26,3,26,23,7,27,0,4,1,0,8,5,1,4,20,138,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417454185250801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443082255443311,0.0,0.09431954163733523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998981341729805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138286429203584,0.0,0.14379478083180364,0.13025956044752052,0.1003614095666576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100887241800005,0.0,0.0,0.12043371399296116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159478529686545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822914878639644,0.2310798667587633,0.0,0.362057577580258,0.0,0.0,0.10446311880581934,0.0,0.0,0.07790070757462474,0.10668683737842788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963588318471887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324144022243648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003335577360553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555327160040158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811036426346814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821983355423794,0.12310258966973273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481877808321578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057621338749463125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904301084787097,0.1319488417651547,0.0,0.10027152385699473,0.0,0.11160118940697146,0.07872834174056717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25071099483635195,0.0,0.0,0.09096545953598817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176731746306687,0.10298389757466736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645518400235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986062220629761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278356078809105,0.0,0.10186549621277674,0.0,0.0,0.2086987665112743,0.0,0.0,0.14362366358836562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595188178999529 adhd,DownVoteSith,2019/07/29,"ED and Vyvanse (NSFW) Hello r/ADHD, I flagged this post as NSFW just in case but it’s really not that bad. I’ve done my research on google on this problem and I haven’t found any results really so I’m hoping someone on here could help. I started taking Vyvanse regularly about 3 years ago. It really helps with my ADHD and I dont have as bad of a comedown as I did with adderall, where I would get extememly moody. However, I have the unfortunate side effect of erectile dysfunction while I’m on it and I think it might even effect me the day after I take it. To get personal, I can’t have sex with my partner as I lose sensation almost immediately and I’m the only one that can make myself get an erection. I’ve also heard it could be deathgrip syndrome but I didn’t have this problem prior to taking vyvanse. Does anyone else have this issue and has a solution? The only solution I’ve found is not taking vyvanse for a couple days and then my body is back to normal. But I’m not as attentive without it, so I’m in a dilemma. I could try other medications but school is about to start and I don’t want to try new meds right now. If this post isn’t appropriate for here I’ll take it down. Thank you for any response.",1.4487955868832358,3.669902701195221,3.8299800796812735,84.79809914189397,81.74900398406375,6.4113392583512105,23.199662886913885,7.61054688173877,1.2281270609868224,962,34,192,16,26,333,133,251,0.107,0.772,0.12,0.5144,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,12,8,0,0,9,0,24,3,1,4,0,40,47,23,0,10,10,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,16,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,6,1,21,2,29,35,0,25,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,4,13,128,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960655069093025,0.0,0.09574157830338276,0.0,0.1081532841785233,0.0,0.0,0.08637305925653492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468967580067998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552091858294775,0.1106658075361852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305062033621363,0.18036245906137832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199712901913911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25870410428517504,0.11950755333550407,0.0,0.13931099892808085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945175445309703,0.11052853274721564,0.12658325360628964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022588527905463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133752258191274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684792819659506,0.0,0.0,0.16928740377242707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478946382193938,0.0,0.0,0.10727519757980658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273111687777633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083206651315576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209542803413116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199712901913911,0.10880556409231697,0.0,0.1145782266422213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431371332007908,0.0,0.0,0.1058238058866894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318825402870968,0.16428819147568596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430743760277856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068814616007248,0.0,0.0,0.2066959862714932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757591021642144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223728147444653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930872414320936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915138750530736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528956446700241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060386434950927,0.0,0.0,0.09943821971110316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920644464663324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665915731379178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370525348803112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411477367653373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672498543413879,0.0,0.0,0.06955288662997304 adhd,Anna-Politkovskaya,2019/07/29,"Finally remembered to buy milk Woke up, had my morning cup of joe and remembered that I don't have any milk. Drank my coffee with nasty-ass leftover cream from a funeral. Later I went to the store to buy groceries and remembered the milk incident from earlyer after passing the checkout. I thought to myself ""You finally did it! You remembered the milk. No more nasty funeral cream."", as I made my way back in. I get home, open up the fridge and realize that I had forgotten that I had already bought milk a day or two ago. I guess I'll be drinking my milk with coffee for the next week.",3.8398454106280178,5.4542028782608725,4.887246376811596,82.78207729468602,72.3913043478261,9.285024154589372,30.169082125603857,9.725611199111238,2.9486618357487924,461,20,91,12,9,151,71,115,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.9059,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,7,8,0,1,0,15,15,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,8,0,6,1,4,2,2,0,0,1,10,2,15,0,15,4,1,16,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,9,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379714875525246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901244262466898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103143239180431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473621824845715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046176843493516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891263381108214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554054589541661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475261014783196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870225997200792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627186492790394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534953191194768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252149847249088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7350489590069866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878358056502895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846416353239445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287617061617264,0.1301221095769781,0.0,0.0,0.15037842171784815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,damndomme,2019/07/29,"Think I might have ADHD—I’m 21? Hey, I was just poking around this sub because I wanted to see if there were any people diagnosed as adults—I don’t have healthcare atm (working on it, but it’s the US, so...) and just wanted to ask if people could tell me what their symptoms are like? Obviously it will be different for everyone and idk if these are ADHD or something else but mine are: - losing focus even when someone is talking directly to me, especially if it’s “important,” like an interview or a meeting - not being able to concentrate during lectures for school - needing to fidget, especially rocking (my school has chairs that let you lean back in them safely, I use my foot to balance them and rock) - feeling distressed with simple tasks that will literally take 20< - memory issues, I have decent (that might be generous) short-term memory but anything longer than a few days or weeks I’ll mess up, ex. forgetting the order in which events happened, forgetting what year something happened (even if it was last year,) forgetting names .0002 sec after someone’s told me, not remembering names or words even though I’ve used them recently - fixation on my skin...if I get into popping one zit i won’t stop until my face is bloody, and recently i had to work to stop myself from pulling out all my leg hair with tweezers (i only did a little patch before I said enough, lol) i pulled out one ingrown hair and got fixated... - ZERO!!!!!! work ethic until the last minute because I can never stick to structured work time or anything—I’ve tried calendars, studying apps (that lock your phone while you study,) etc etc. I just can’t sit still for that long esp if I’m bored with what I’m doing. Please lmk if any or all of this is relatable! I’m nervous about bringing it up because no doctor I’ve gone to about anything (I was diagnosed with depression/anxiety and given Zoloft for a long time—it didn’t work) took my mental health seriously, but I really want to graduate and get my degree and have a 21 credit semester coming up—I’ll fail and die if I can’t keep up.",5.122971646673936,6.478364676844791,5.677312795347147,79.35821564885497,68.89821882951654,8.769501999272993,29.048436932024718,9.140100540675403,2.474036059614685,1630,59,297,31,28,526,231,393,0.109,0.833,0.059000000000000004,-0.9674,1,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,1,3,4,7,15,11,0,2,9,1,33,12,5,2,4,67,60,34,1,13,23,1,3,2,0,5,7,1,0,0,18,18,0,4,3,2,2,6,9,7,0,3,13,5,36,4,39,37,6,42,0,2,1,0,20,12,0,16,24,188,54,13,0.09100103338961156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187311159068413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237676465266756,0.0,0.06961554146227115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977219337819273,0.08101021305621249,0.08507368198276076,0.0,0.0,0.06997417751804852,0.0,0.16642015593975776,0.0,0.07743517687174625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838933248297941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265692034012444,0.0,0.0,0.05868813820864127,0.0,0.0,0.18472826666750305,0.09444470544812024,0.09507671130950647,0.0,0.09314341371821894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601968639946091,0.0,0.0,0.09402839360104316,0.2029804145324436,0.18031597290795645,0.0,0.0,0.0869553871673856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046012856756903135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508856803385904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278183950427973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094382658181106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672984309299036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498143604803122,0.0,0.08088589972160319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483559759173309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930547221495231,0.0,0.08891701654883567,0.09120694228565546,0.0,0.16106610182857445,0.0,0.10180687920012337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170763798525004,0.1930754313046355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747611318848977,0.07018560698582572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233293107001119,0.0692103865564149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617731690736114,0.0,0.0,0.0998918075643459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829759220401984,0.0,0.17970508405154476,0.0,0.10308643123916383,0.0,0.08656282178048254,0.0,0.0,0.18419580820718154,0.07251604166800972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542097605630054,0.1401140828231243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267354281577076,0.15216187734051045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945849173651744,0.06842145189064723,0.07314318358069047,0.07953891421542945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058309787735383166,0.08940805326781033,0.0,0.10612686876081524,0.0,0.0,0.0869553871673856,0.10110549645811494,0.061783728206831014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946303850599064,0.15719134975133178,0.0,0.0,0.16102430174600435,0.0,0.07299553988742997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33124918062357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172033638336656 adhd,Shariean,2019/07/29,"UK diagnosis. Where to go? Hello, I’d like to be tested for adult ADHD in the Uk, I’m willing to save up and get it done. But I have no idea what to do, any fellow UKers gone through the process of going private? As I know it’s about a 2 years waiting list on the NHS 😭",-0.5179781420765046,1.0491267377049205,2.4963114754098363,95.2732103825137,84.90163934426229,4.722404371584699,20.002732240437158,5.46131890053228,-0.3161169398907102,205,6,51,1,6,73,51,61,0.038,0.858,0.10400000000000001,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,12,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626190013152524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617700951870789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39392379969049424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011134913198942,0.0,0.4375366932434316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43454657862293067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155109417541088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880605839969911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478865565272905 adhd,Ripyserius02,2019/07/29,"Finding out that I have ADD saved my life # It's been about 18 months since I found out I have ADD and I'd like to share my story. &#x200B; **To give some context about my life before I found out, here's a brief checklist.** **I was :** * Overweight * Failing School/Family Relations/Friendships and just life in general * Not really depressed but I hated life and didn't see any point of it * Terrible hygiene * Pretty much a r/niceguy and or r/neckbeard but just in my head because I was way too scared to actually talk to anyone, let alone girls * Super Anxious * Addicted to gaming and PMO &#x200B; Now when I started taking meds it was a literal roller coaster where I could be super happy one minute and insanely depressed the next. This was until I started taking the dose that I'm currently on and have been for about a year. Explaining how it felt the first few weeks would sound like something taken out of a movie. It was as if I had been sleepwalking my entire life and finally someone woke me up. **Here's a list of the effects in the first few months on medication :** **I would :** * Pay attention in class * Nail tests * Wake up in a reasonable time * Eat less and more importantly so not eat everything we had at home with sugar in it * Lose weight (a lot of it) &#x200B; Summer Break started and I had managed to almost double my grades (went from mostly f's and e's to d's and c's with some B's and even an A!) Seeing my grades made me realize that if I just put in some time and effort, anything was possible. (maybe a bit to optimistical but oh boy did I need some optimism). During the summer break I went to a confirmation camp for three weeks and there was this girl that I liked but (at the time) didn't make a move on. I thought to myself that If I were ever gonna be something I had to deal with my body issues (was in better shape than before but hadn't really started working out or anything). So after the camp I went all in, woke up 6 every day to ride my dad's old training bike before eating a good breakfast and taking my meds. I would only drink water, completely cut out any sugar, etc. Summer ends and I get into an amazing school that's super close to a gym. Sixs months later I asked out the girl mentioned above and we went on a few dates but nothing came of it. But even though it didn't work out, I did build a lot of confidence so at least I got that goin for me which is nice. &#x200B; **Now for the final list, here's my current situation.** **I am :** * Going on my second date tomorrow with another girl but that's a story for another time * Somewhat confident about my body but I still have a lot of work to do * Starting my second year in a school that I love and it's going great grade wise * Not addicted to gaming/PMO * In a good circle of friends and more engaging with my family * turning 17 and looking forward to the future ***I'd love to hear about similar experiences/questions so feel free to share in the comments***",0.279263387897192,2.6807400340715546,2.1157460558477155,91.25800690689579,96.70017035775128,5.005325531442115,19.4979816309903,6.7026698264267655,0.5173453225686986,2308,77,460,36,92,757,276,587,0.05,0.77,0.18,0.9981,2,1,3,0,0,0,110.0,2,0,0,13,27,30,2,1,34,0,36,25,4,5,2,94,77,44,0,8,20,1,3,3,1,4,10,2,1,5,22,41,10,0,11,5,2,12,7,8,0,7,36,10,50,23,78,33,21,92,0,4,3,2,22,37,0,15,45,307,72,13,0.0,0.0,0.057845620654336384,0.1292409558678891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935716770195261,0.06139290338551179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569056171374147,0.28811127357143235,0.08062053377399178,0.12431381793147794,0.0,0.06696592847275848,0.0,0.0414477273009496,0.0,0.09755953606218852,0.0,0.05541582024096053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036134596235057485,0.0,0.1513206108578171,0.0,0.0,0.05242552578613868,0.06471492941694214,0.13168635692200495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779688483360394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215061273642775,0.0,0.0,0.04732771337728181,0.0,0.0,0.038228641824927065,0.061111793426357114,0.1021100677966028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580687117785293,0.0,0.181964940647026,0.0,0.0,0.05250166379708061,0.0,0.06610931784076828,0.07830355450597178,0.05361927282707173,0.049943273223580865,0.0,0.053274179128785265,0.0,0.11176181135668282,0.0,0.029972138731814944,0.0,0.05691503824366247,0.12986970680418086,0.05417793501779612,0.10084165711083908,0.0,0.1299879361094523,0.045797120224681166,0.0,0.03096968927595297,0.0568637223076465,0.06737675999579558,0.0994371601011672,0.04740908399371856,0.06535289780044072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310127181288623,0.0,0.05852358269325773,0.060835113549121814,0.0,0.06680927861003311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945947857870816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186959425751165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061455946217832,0.20934483728259806,0.08687897286080687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497775953506747,0.06631559356030282,0.0,0.15118508505609407,0.10699927971349163,0.0560891556041952,0.0395677343029382,0.0,0.05955152801058916,0.0,0.13168635692200495,0.059715154872899336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194256459194604,0.06300187334822567,0.0435752795010164,0.04395300722695618,0.0,0.0,0.06304156523079678,0.0,0.0,0.05687770269477899,0.0,0.06220104590646371,0.0,0.04016750393843237,0.045082688921291435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603575013260978,0.0668257024047258,0.0,0.06030583125226826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059589571438792226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594849111417165,0.06094643835717287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059346432736625085,0.1799739042471917,0.0944718939160231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903439391575407,0.06662962365853965,0.0,0.0,0.050225052986966966,0.0912683763766885,0.0,0.0,0.20978217375711808,0.0,0.04733854102810059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337063633627366,0.04764445852926024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823916977035507,0.04705916982364027,0.13825915006657613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644761529515121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047051176636501914,0.09509657093749346,0.0721831914001913,0.0,0.2198008054872448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946268190522858,0.0,0.0,0.1263256459182513,0.0,0.28811127357143235,0.07634465078352236 adhd,princesscarolyn98,2019/07/29,"Feeling Desperate I am feeling really down and out lately. One of those things where the work is piling up and if I dont do something soon - if I keep avoiding it - I'm going to face some real consequences. When my ADHD gets bad so does my depression and anxiety like they're side effects or something. Ugh !!!!",3.6454999999999984,5.546985883333335,5.020000000000003,80.44500000000002,73.5,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5075666666666674,243,10,44,5,5,81,50,60,0.257,0.6629999999999999,0.079,-0.9236,0,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,14,10,8,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,2,5,1,5,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,4,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309944565173439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972920829154173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533495128920926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212809138751685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256892144126949,0.0,0.30225578971579703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608030379359487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474161986524022,0.0,0.14656998496517298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292325434717957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29092138464535044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599645878680568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747590845482015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935456033479588,0.16521674834804098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39708660832493997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133668271693098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877535947764424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,guywiththeeyebrows,2019/07/29,"Phone Calls.. Me and my girlfriend are pretty long distance over this summer so rely on phone calls a lot to keep contact - she always gets annoyed at me because i can’t stay on the phone for longer than around an hour because I get too restless I usually pace around a lot on the phone and say I need to go whenever I need to do a task like cook or tidy, she asks me why I can’t just stay on the phone whilst I do that but I think it’s just because I like being in my own head when I cook and stuff so I can concentrate and think - I don’t really know though - can anyone relate?",2.5896146953405044,3.4373192338709693,3.7720430107526894,92.55862007168459,74.40322580645163,6.801433691756272,22.648745519713263,6.937597516519254,0.4344508960573483,451,11,105,4,9,147,75,124,0.03,0.905,0.064,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,1,7,0,9,3,1,0,0,19,19,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,2,2,3,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,19,2,14,18,3,18,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,3,8,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741498538082406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547416153078507,0.0,0.0,0.29403051324757445,0.154389535797757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020150300787033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372657574326408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725642941067933,0.0,0.09385647143790662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948779067444794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263587977225835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467896559729574,0.0,0.0,0.09076011011074404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136432078110846,0.0,0.0,0.14614931500852915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28080302700397464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449078387066603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801320006545084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579697491322193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313309989200926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35204805235489345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905304962715128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163821410141367,0.1622554416228926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188536300653055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901888595964766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hetheboss,2019/07/29,"EMDR therapy? Just wondered if anyone has ever used this in association with some of the general anxieties that go hand in hand with ADHD? For my son - rather than me, and it's quite expensive - but apparently very useful in getting through some of the more tricky anxieties. So just wondered if anyone had any experience with it. (What is **EMDR therapy**? Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (**EMDR**) **therapy** is an interactive psychotherapy technique used to relieve psychological stress. It is an effective **treatment** for trauma and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).)",4.5368663594470044,7.170349107526889,6.057572964669743,59.52064516129033,106.31182795698923,9.513364055299537,32.38556067588325,8.418075326091056,5.162123809523812,469,26,59,18,21,157,66,93,0.179,0.6829999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.5913,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,4,0,5,3,3,4,1,22,12,7,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,13,11,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,6,1,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845221715858451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441072736490874,0.0,0.2349114497676448,0.0,0.0,0.2147139024033907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596721339488727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888340884337091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018908236409936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021697778961158,0.0,0.08725886804933745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704643027620273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947705642511005,0.0,0.0,0.1633059716509783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517532481266346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267503465318026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978211662804208,0.0,0.12668447155348886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330096184429639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SEN1LE,2019/07/29,"Need help succeeding in new school Well guys, I've reached an ugly ultimatum, due to my parents work I have moved to Singapore, I don't know anyone here and I'm too introverted to meet new people. I'm starting school on August 13th, I am 17 years old and this is senior year at an American school I will be attending. I was diagnosed with ADHD years ago and back when I lived in the UK I would never study, I could just not focus at all. Although I did well on my natural ability it all caught up with me last year and I had a less than satisfactory performance so to speak. There were two tests for which I did study and I got 92% ish for them each which was amazing but right after I would go back to not studying. My mother is strictly against any and all medication for my ADHD, so I have never been medicated, and this isn't an option this year. However I did take ritalin once as given to me by a friend and it helped drastically. Now to the pickle: I have one year, if not less to sort everything out in order to qualify for an American university and leave this place, otherwise my parents will refuse to help. If you can offer any advice on how to effectively combat ADHD in order to actually study and perform well in tests, it would be greatly appreciated, thank you",4.795326668216696,5.660800343873517,6.211746105556848,77.03455010462686,69.27667984189723,9.747407579632645,28.716345036038128,9.916854025145753,2.6711159730295257,1009,35,199,24,17,343,146,253,0.036000000000000004,0.815,0.149,0.9781,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,5,14,8,0,0,8,0,25,4,0,2,5,37,36,19,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,9,14,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,0,3,2,11,1,26,8,35,17,6,42,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,4,22,144,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.1002911473267986,0.0,0.3705377657836405,0.10042811001092357,0.0911016316106498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397776657736737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186093049187277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805143706594502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205548875212286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431193709268416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236530764613256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940178840923696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840798738697709,0.0,0.0821965668906028,0.11330705812119014,0.0,0.10176094548987144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665874682594051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648108527173953,0.08377331475245615,0.0,0.1088212518185218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075001163434213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706498874955315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923091653883983,0.0,0.07620451597529973,0.1585289951081479,0.1985166664520927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784246392934962,0.10944937194240938,0.06964131441015302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282334261948445,0.0,0.0,0.07124952007185006,0.0,0.10737540180515558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776716434552391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31203380898431315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274291348876376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727213938789003,0.0,0.0,0.0946191218138682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003938115225713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772144943234737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481961329372995,0.0,0.0,0.21901993310172174,0.0,0.0,0.3970927720750065 adhd,commune,2019/07/29,"Problems with methylphenidate and sleep I'm have 5 mg short acting methylphenidate. I take 150 mg Wellbutrin XR in the morning and 1/2 or 1 5mg methylphenidate pill. When I take the MPh I can't sleep at night and I come home from work anxious and irritable. These symptoms don't seem to be an issue with Wellbutrin alone. It was so bad for a while that I probably got 20 hr of sleep over 2 weeks. I'm speaking to my GP tomorrow, but I wanted to see how other people have dealt with these side-effects. Are there other medications that have worked better for you? Or how have you dealt with these side-effects? I already have issues with memory and attention and I think it's a zero sum game to lose sleep because of my meds... Thanks!",3.5491149425287354,5.391649606896556,3.689396551724141,90.13317528735635,73.6206896551724,6.488505747126437,25.186781609195403,7.1686216300943375,0.9618850574712644,583,19,119,6,12,179,92,145,0.10099999999999999,0.843,0.055999999999999994,-0.4849,0,1,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,5,5,0,0,5,0,10,7,4,2,0,22,21,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,9,12,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,2,12,2,17,18,0,11,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,3,5,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560667536370176,0.1657971404153512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697320849423862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544682144341676,0.09158687854260954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287792760914155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294212392593914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016323606617345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150706209843066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362979555010023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808374371694013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668863586945682,0.15135424790470606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409930936639084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415973834272256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619876133090309,0.1437624803842746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972440230814906,0.13677579391341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014069357303651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616024314667995,0.2259284220218895,0.0,0.0,0.13832378043265606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626979527225747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861734976235881,0.0,0.12051605662914372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187577217564335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skiinghobbit,2019/07/29,"The Vanishing Wallet/What I now do to help find my lost items My wallet is constantly disappearing when I place it in plain sight in my room, I can look for it for anywhere from 5 minutes to days until I find it in a completely reasonable location, one which I must have overlooked it dozens of times. I’m pretty sure this issue is a result of it being the exact same colour as all of my furniture. It’s a nice brown leather wallet with a money clip instead of a bill fold that I bought on vacation in Italy years ago, so I don’t want to get a different wallet to change the colour to something easier to find. But this has led me to create a useful tool to find things easier. I buy things in easily identifiable colours, from now on my phone chargers are red, I might put a bright coloured sticker on something that’s black, and my phone case is blue. Now when I randomly put down my phone when I’m distracted it takes far less time to find it (it’s a black phone and I previously used clear and black cases).",7.2405882352941155,5.807078352941176,7.463058823529412,77.89076470588238,64.49019607843137,11.297254901960786,32.16470588235294,10.355215969177356,2.9185270588235293,800,24,166,16,10,261,118,204,0.028999999999999998,0.8140000000000001,0.157,0.9728,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,12,0,12,0,0,5,5,24,22,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,0,6,0,4,4,1,2,0,2,2,14,19,3,29,17,4,29,0,1,13,0,5,12,0,2,13,106,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256397989717514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499371627298431,0.0,0.14860677410529244,0.15316551586076171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140754837159153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808323033079154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6477175200850323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405084866758095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500218948852128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479348378559621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902196200628393,0.0,0.1547208319676205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503587638408487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604351302965376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808323033079154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441957632846472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849662647539899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572750289488287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182295297503599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358385068614426,0.0,0.10656731265037778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883252817617322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652939961273369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482759795360146,0.0,0.0,0.08359915705920526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127289155819224 adhd,adv7,2019/07/29,"So much wasted time In total I probably spend at least several hours a day looking at Reddit on my phone, when I could be doing something productive or enjoyable. I unfortunately can’t take stimulants because of a history with addiction, and Strattera doesn’t seem to help me. I feel at a loss because I waste so much time looking at my phone or watching YouTube videos, when I don’t even enjoy this. Any advice?",6.3573076923076925,7.254250884615388,6.9837435897435896,72.77792307692309,65.7948717948718,10.342564102564104,36.112820512820505,10.355215969177356,3.9888328205128207,331,16,57,8,5,109,57,78,0.139,0.7490000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.2911,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,9,11,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,9,9,4,12,0,1,3,0,3,6,0,3,6,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677652637501513,0.0,0.2301697939598315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017724782340942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871695289126868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806183783897834,0.0,0.0,0.15190568330171728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555738627421875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909756655548935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787943957042133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319623081324578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955934228314715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463022640448116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539550825613248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214429408064718,0.0,0.26609643024135105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133243054817352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709894570167128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746939161448745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alextheboot,2019/07/29,"OCD and hyperfixations I’m curious if any of you have dealt with this thing: so you basically have certain things that trigger OCD’s anxiety, right. That’s what OCD is about. B u t these same things happen to be part of what you hyperfixate on (que some form of ADHD), and actually love very much. So in other words, the very thing that is supposed to alleviate your anxiety and overthinking (ADHD’s hyperfixation) actually trigger it right back (OCD). Am I alone in this? P.S.: Why brain",3.604236874236875,6.213887934065938,5.2104761904761885,75.71507936507936,76.25274725274727,8.87960927960928,26.5946275946276,9.444778638647367,2.705248107448107,386,15,72,11,9,130,62,91,0.059000000000000004,0.846,0.095,0.6369,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,2,1,11,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,10,8,5,6,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,1,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.3443390372679872,0.0,0.4240673975793557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827275168605951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997795455275527,0.0,0.269935819388006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356632193586618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695341551816947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560158220106192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592343056749179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296958146730389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910557079925355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013392675228021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688470734048232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911452521054389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591999755985609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spring-sprung,2019/07/29,"Memory building and motivation I feel like my ADHD has been the cause of my bad short term memory, or my memory in general. As well as it's been crazy hard to stay motivated on stuff that I LOVE doing. Is there any tips or advice that can maybe help?",3.1385294117647082,4.590990647058824,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,73.90196078431373,9.805882352941175,20.59313725490196,10.125756701596842,1.921701960784314,197,4,41,6,4,69,42,51,0.114,0.61,0.276,0.8842,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,0,8,8,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,3,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34766500438255343,0.2826864832514801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672408835714786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415413438263942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29717593866142555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627146192456464,0.2066656487685444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591430238620505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939020007015592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133030328113294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109149581565577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906262092235774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083398967504239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311627342487034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601024437550947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sm412,2019/07/29,"Untreated ADHD I currently live with 4 diagnosis: Bipolar, BPD, OCD, and ADHD. And that is the exact order in which mental health providers give a shit. If anyone else lives with bipolar, you know that when that diagnosis is in your file, that's all your providers ever want to talk about or even treat, regardless of how anything else impacts you. That is my nightmare currently. ADHD impacts my life significantly. My procrastination is on another level. I did 3 loads of laundry a week ago and my clothes are still sitting in my hamper. This is the norm; it's not often that clean clothes ever make it to my dresser. I'm lucky if they get folded. I do well in school, but when studying, every 10 minutes I find myself on my phone googling random stuff. Sometimes it will be an hour before I get back to my studying. When I do tedious tasks, my mind wanders so much that I do the task poorly or slowly. I'm not lazy. I'm one of the hardest working employees at my job. I just can't stay on task. I procrastinate and get distracted. I think most telling is my reaction to stimulants. I did my share of illicit street stimulants once upon a time (addiction is part of my story). They did not produce any sort of euphoric rush, ever. I was bitterly disappointed about that. Instead, they made me alert and focused. They zeroed me in on tasks. I could get shit done. It was for this reason I sought them out. My current pdoc won't put me on stimulants because of my bipolar and addiction. She feels amphetamines will exacerbate my mania, or I'd abuse them, and she's probably right. That leaves me with strettera and guanfacine. Ugh, I don't know. Ironically, I'm at work right now. Should probably get back on task.",3.522382413087936,5.843552751533745,4.574380368098161,81.62128425357875,75.16564417177914,7.536850715746423,28.65807770961145,8.447377352677275,2.2950661758691204,1351,58,249,26,30,440,181,326,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.878,5,0,0,0,1,0,49.0,0,4,6,3,19,10,3,1,8,0,25,9,2,8,5,50,42,19,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,0,17,12,0,0,6,0,1,2,6,6,1,2,7,2,48,4,32,29,4,41,0,1,0,0,17,19,2,10,17,170,65,7,0.0,0.12398730250872522,0.0,0.2281571564808209,0.377289134572901,0.0,0.09276154530664264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116223961792173,0.10972948559554684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317026974981318,0.10722124599967384,0.08611398061110839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093120705928993,0.0,0.06379066660572161,0.0,0.0890452515830248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179680903135274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355057755792109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070882439980136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483506525501374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911708528636126,0.2839723848831476,0.08816798922227781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052911694290545055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564370299379887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733636638187226,0.10038509156408293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123282159047516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305431999834694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038440902080805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502039332938445,0.0,0.0,0.11080402515764973,0.0,0.0,0.07391391138759741,0.0,0.0,0.18480703730476966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990177004350292,0.0698514003268062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545762309043197,0.0,0.1056616950676698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692617094206336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114435899195524,0.07091021124056768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332041893211507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22565018044687515,0.0,0.0,0.1051972038127238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075925659929376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873264502369532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590640290983548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483333195442855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349665521227598,0.0,0.0,0.11153772677031523,0.08356969228827563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979357507225218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841097476191388,0.09146440820667584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705233885175572,0.0,0.0,0.0610193849248732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172237665620728,0.0,0.08393996729006688,0.0,0.09408849003841134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236572223060998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stonedconscious,2019/07/29,"Difficulty being in the present moment. They say life is all about being in the present moment , but doing so is so tough with ADHD. I suffer with ADHD-PI type and always catch myself drifting away to past events , future conversations and imagined situations most of the time ( mostly around people and while driving) . It's just that even trying to remember to be present is tough . Only after reading some external sentences relating to Mindfulness , does it strike me to return to being . Remembering important things , is next to impossible with ADHD. I wish there was an app to make mental notes . How does practising awareness of the now , go for you guys?",7.2596739130434775,8.983748478260875,7.254510869565216,68.65480978260872,64.21739130434783,9.57608695652174,31.76630434782609,9.827888789773867,3.417108695652175,525,20,78,11,8,168,84,115,0.114,0.8290000000000001,0.057,-0.7971,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,2,1,20,13,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,20,8,4,22,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,14,61,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939755831737868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708130460250412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665826378840485,0.0,0.0,0.15478365222933368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883394813344558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881273081641378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362856252132834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312376908149145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636449236950047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996878108241286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602453512521542,0.0,0.1663458106685106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520851795255166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529624038199913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726805028267438,0.11421366225930338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647899034932888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37324866718194977,0.0,0.0,0.1310120917076387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851806434407189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944947093888947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606432156252344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185125883943907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894489888006468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,axedelahorce,2019/07/29,"WAIS- IV results interpretation for ADHD Hello fellow humans, I recently did a IQ test (WAIS-IV) as part of a ADHD diagnostic test and obtained following results: VCI: 98 PRI: 127 WMI: 80 PSI: 120 TIQ: 108 My WMI is quite low and I was wondering if it's a common thing to see amongst people with ADHD, I understand the low score for VCI (compared to PRI) because I've been diagnosed with dysgraphia (problems with written language) when I was younger. The reason for doing these tests is because I'm doing my masters in engineering and I'm having some issues with concentration and remembering everything even after repeating a dozen times. On bad days (like after not having slept enough) it's feels like having brain fog, my memory becomes so shitty that I even struggle with keeping up with easy conversations. TL;DR: Is running low on RAM ""normal"" for the ADHD brain? Thanks! 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I’m recently diagnosed and today my psychiatrist has started me on Concerta 54mg, which will be my first time taking stimulants. I didn’t realize most people start with 18 mg until I got home and started to read about it... so I didn’t get to ask him the rationale behind the dosage... and now I feel nervous and scared to start the meds tomorrow. But it’s technically safe, right? He told me about side effects and assured me we can tweak the dosage if anything is too severe. I can deal with physical side effects, but I guess I’m mostly scared of psychological side effects. I live alone and won’t be seeing anyone tomorrow and don’t really have any friends nearby who can hang out with me and see how I react. However, I don’t work tomorrow and I do want to try it on a day where I have no obligations in case it fucks me up. Should I just take it tomorrow and see what happens? And if by chance there’s a terribly severe reaction or unbearable side effects, I can just stop? I should at least try it before I ask the doctor for a lower dose, right? I need some support, adhd fam! This is all so new and crazy for me and I just want to feel better.",3.7529629629629646,5.018814358024692,5.116975308641977,82.4213888888889,72.08641975308642,8.85679012345679,27.08024691358025,9.2995712137729,2.218619753086419,951,33,193,21,18,318,137,243,0.155,0.7609999999999999,0.083,-0.9593,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,7,13,11,1,4,8,0,21,5,0,8,2,50,48,22,0,7,8,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,11,18,0,2,8,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,4,5,27,5,23,38,5,34,0,0,3,1,9,14,1,7,19,126,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358564456655023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170790827480113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687352791936487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904271710221923,0.0,0.0930252550832944,0.0,0.21136102206469226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961917819114086,0.0,0.0,0.09997788234709604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290377344527034,0.11654299316185032,0.0,0.1147368796586069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570491991910352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431648666888615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615483277593884,0.0,0.0,0.08733720890729901,0.10450699138307504,0.05906061797812251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041129775298899,0.0,0.12453027570035115,0.0,0.09996408668496147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194367753453296,0.11339195295841024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981957438538404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556596144379467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382040083419721,0.0,0.10917821825465376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837020228043202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307419633582358,0.0,0.0724186280937573,0.0,0.11161692238456508,0.0,0.0,0.1930772422439428,0.0,0.0,0.3395291080569912,0.0,0.27024335245315123,0.0,0.0,0.2554141944298318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800770732631003,0.0,0.0,0.0945095156469474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282805434751474,0.0,0.0,0.16998944521629913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591663522438343,0.0,0.10715211982222653,0.1080180090797877,0.0,0.1534983750134284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335209432996978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229709087808965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theforeverletter,2019/07/29,"Who can officially diagnose me and prescribe a medication? Ever since I was young I've always known something was... Different about me. When I turned 20 I learned I was ADHD based off of everyone realizing it and my mom telling me my coach when I was younger was convinced I was ADHD. She always said she asked teachers but they just said how nice I was and in her mind ADHD meant acting out and I never did that. I'm not 24 and I've gone through different phases, in high school I drank 2 liters of mtn dew a day, college I did caffeine pills and energy drinks, and for the past couple of years I've moved to coffee. But I feel every one of those have been a stopgap. The only time I ever really felt ""normal"" was the two or three times I've been given prescription medication. I felt great and I literally thought to myself ""oh, so this is how everyone else feels. I like this."" I've been lucky enough to never be sick or go to a hospital and so I've never had a ""family doctor"" and I don't think I'm ready for therapy due to many other problems. Is it possible to find a doctor call them a family doctor and be prescribed or what process do I need to go through? I want to succeed at work, at life, and in my own eyes; and having a life where I'm constantly told slow down because I have a mind that can go from 0-100 and back to 0 with no in between just isn't working anymore. I've tried natural meditation and most every other ""trick"" in the book and so far none have helped.",1.9709398496240595,3.910325342105264,3.860075187969926,86.72552631578951,78.47368421052632,7.106015037593986,23.357142857142854,8.07648339933343,1.2843932330827066,1160,38,243,21,28,392,169,304,0.031,0.853,0.11599999999999999,0.9769,2,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,14,8,1,0,13,0,27,13,1,2,5,52,50,28,0,4,8,1,4,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,11,18,2,0,11,3,0,6,8,2,0,3,24,7,31,6,31,24,4,36,0,0,1,0,14,13,0,5,18,159,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34830367104392984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076728733333712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580685079465004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031324638310598,0.0,0.0,0.0742837853888034,0.0,0.05888991047214779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864517465581196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439639299327867,0.0,0.0,0.10689231950799293,0.0,0.06230265532502573,0.0,0.0,0.09805270603455844,0.0,0.2018646954890443,0.0,0.2966399434951585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463676349461507,0.0,0.0,0.08070162837376896,0.0,0.0,0.09981946567235077,0.0,0.0,0.17477069099249598,0.1627888613831643,0.18462168610917384,0.0,0.0,0.1821424272236551,0.0,0.0976934434298691,0.06901509905356434,0.18551315669255145,0.0,0.08829581827922638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470965961173178,0.0,0.0,0.10650807540584813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647527340167199,0.10206917825808852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647086183204926,0.04719664316899423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794297105578764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946400674533446,0.0,0.0,0.1950883442347456,0.11314337525920228,0.0,0.1026765224362746,0.0,0.07163186890866323,0.22352470947042785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465303032884748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546249183016953,0.07347295365217793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222102861314088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890836046023504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243856471366768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061888056159722635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378820027236614,0.0,0.0,0.0977700801331338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991319590152854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437175274905798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443760031496521,0.0,0.11047698546882502,0.0,0.0,0.06190100279613379,0.0,0.07669409891230697,0.11266306832946625,0.0,0.0,0.09231084305458692,0.0,0.06558889821109525,0.10507921135200733,0.09436968733659863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698051813564544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066013444637618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062210874315887676 adhd,neiman3,2019/07/29,"Failed sobriety test/eye tracking while sober Has anyone had experience with field sobriety tests? I was supposed to be DDing for a couple friends after a party. The cops showed up, and they were checking all the drivers to make sure they were sober. They had me do one of those eye tracking tests where they move a pen and have you follow it with your eyes. Apparently they didn’t think I was sober, since my eyes weren’t tracking the pen. We ended up having to Uber home since they threatened to give me a DUI if I turned on/drove the vehicle. Afterward, my buddy said, “you should have told them you had ADHD”. So I googled it and apparently there is some kind of involuntary eye movement in people with ADHD. Has anyone been in this situation or had experience with a similar eye tracking or sobriety test ?",6.0758823529411785,7.0529940065359495,6.110333333333332,78.50550000000001,66.45098039215686,9.257254901960783,30.33267973856209,9.3871,2.5858397385620906,645,23,120,12,10,204,93,153,0.042,0.9009999999999999,0.055999999999999994,0.2869,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,4,7,1,3,4,0,0,9,0,20,5,5,1,2,17,27,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,13,6,20,3,16,12,2,12,0,1,5,0,16,5,0,4,4,82,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543016178583391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643174866201842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091336858877962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740493052202085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697720578306036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460270622842184,0.0,0.0,0.1813136345340807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189590370294088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682267972949824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616426476498585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008855237689313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280766688089259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103430431098906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978982925321552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126986351664023,0.21245283887339314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781377426007715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110865340459027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060518233933606,0.0,0.0,0.20558635907030548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alph1o1,2019/07/29,"I can’t get a grip. 28 year old male. Many ideas and inspirations. They’ve even been validated by my peers who are much more successful (and a few years older) than I. But no drive to get it done. Day after day, full of procrastination. I haven’t worked in 6 months. Luckily I have money saved. But It’s getting harder to stick to something career wise. I recently told someone close to me that I have no drive to do anything. They responded by saying that sounds selfish. Can’t argue that, but man is it hard to accept.",1.5187540453074462,4.043194524271846,3.1089563106796128,88.06078074433657,84.33980582524272,6.151779935275083,20.23381877022653,7.492282038375204,0.7512012944983821,408,12,83,7,12,134,75,103,0.084,0.764,0.152,0.7904,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,1,7,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,14,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,3,4,9,5,12,11,4,14,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,9,52,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956878193116412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067205874860721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335032236543716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706359874299008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727195436009788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130206556919931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844544572776097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109025101451514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980841206401966,0.0,0.17480918351259064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495294160599582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479722920571364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910683012970045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148581041972446,0.18306882408587408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272265593282385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312006546185107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062687427790363 adhd,Sad_Fondant,2019/07/29,"Is this behavior expected of someone with ADHD or can it be more than that? Hi, people. My 8-year-old was diagnosed with ADHD. The doctors also mentioned the possibility of bipolar disorder and depression but nothing conclusive so far. He's very active and has trouble keeping still and focusing and it's something we're used to so it's fine. He is exhibiting other behaviors tho so I'd like to know if there are others here experiencing the same and if it still is ADHD or they have gotten other answers from their doctors. I just want an idea for now because they won't confirm anything else but ADHD at this point. Trigger warning: A lot of things going on ahead. Anyway, just now he broke my phone. Kind of lucky it's just the back cover which is made of glass but it's company property so I don't know if I should pay for it or whatever. It's definitely not the first time but it has been years since he broke anything expensive and on purpose because he was in the middle of a violent episode. He has episodes all the time. They range from something he can calm down from right away to those that last weeks. In May this year, we had 3 weeks of barely any sleep we wanted to give up on him. We keep bringing him to psychiatrists but they keep giving him the same meds, Risperidone. He's taking 1 mg right now because we asked the doctor to make adjustments. The 2mg knocks him out and he wakes up about lunchtime the next day. In any case, he still has trouble sleeping despite his meds and no matter the dosage. They won't change it until they see a developmental pediatrician which will take a while as most clinics have waitlists of up to two years. I also noticed that I get anxious when he starts screaming or growling. That's what he does when he's in an attack. I have trouble breathing and moving like my body becomes frozen. I am also scared of my own kid because he has pointed the knife at me several times already. He also has threatened to kill himself many times and attempted to jump off a building years ago. Other things we've noticed he does (not all the time but regularly): Smells people, even strangers Suddenly feels the need to spit or spread his spit Likes smelling feet, armpits Few instances where he grinds on me Impulsively shouts, throws stuff or kicks things Growls when in an episode Have days where he doesn't want to bathe, and days he's super conscious about his looks, etc. Doesn't want to wear a shirt at home Sometimes feels the need to pull his pants and underwear down in public Hates loud noises OR makes very loud annoying noises that he knows we'll hate Weird taste. Has preferences when it comes to water. Our water has to be filtered twice so he can drink without complaints. He also says that food is spicy when it's not or does the opposite and asks for things to be spicy. There. Kind of really exhausted because I take care of him 24/7 and also work full time and really tired of going through these things on the daily. What are your thoughts, please?",4.719721610569359,6.392001593425611,4.701693928908462,84.75107187794904,70.26297577854672,7.5382824787669085,28.361277131173324,8.07648339933343,1.8097217993079584,2403,88,458,33,44,743,294,578,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9881,0,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,6,1,7,6,36,26,6,1,27,0,39,24,11,5,2,84,77,52,1,12,24,0,2,3,0,6,8,6,2,1,37,23,5,3,12,2,2,8,10,16,0,3,7,14,38,10,66,61,11,75,0,3,2,0,56,31,0,15,39,291,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083658409860387,0.0,0.05686187854712856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078710432759497,0.3077869297052626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724345013700763,0.0,0.0,0.07246712925480857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557397875449116,0.0,0.11993637659475001,0.07297574596641658,0.06026761761260487,0.049324591995519786,0.0,0.19551513102677712,0.0708446158645407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125214617194342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540149004450031,0.0,0.06785834430348216,0.055256409988196135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410728820805025,0.0,0.05524916662839841,0.06510720601942044,0.0,0.0,0.0735172869446203,0.19696955541361155,0.16840473803332812,0.0,0.0,0.0628390128843915,0.0,0.0,0.05358605343111929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154014870208276,0.04236806638023057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486865488335758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054562861792418926,0.07756603419378831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033513826014593545,0.12307006886506686,0.07291171027923192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666250220698508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434403013376566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241343350775585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104869868300546,0.0709684442358658,0.1335971274899531,0.10575948709648222,0.052287845615134734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401601529933597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053866787462497685,0.0,0.0,0.054534942121679315,0.0,0.0606968376555215,0.08563638797951945,0.06503434175937799,0.0,0.0,0.14250429234388687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681774299758751,0.0,0.09512742758876487,0.0,0.0,0.0682203825168201,0.0,0.0,0.061550163297979875,0.14606211403436328,0.06731081516060274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894201970347873,0.0,0.0,0.07041344145181958,0.12127808992902685,0.07231538372049331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218760267793906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956128339764334,0.0,0.05101176081544307,0.06422169766056947,0.0,0.0511163445612793,0.0,0.0,0.07246712925480857,0.0,0.05306253258729407,0.0,0.12838537322246488,0.0,0.05435100340790093,0.09876600502084493,0.06344239112511907,0.0,0.045403124387937206,0.0,0.15368209997176116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343223632128246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469024079819068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307995926706844,0.0,0.0,0.05092504531794858,0.22442555327095212,0.07372680551672038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266167374561524,0.0,0.0,0.05540186013411625,0.0,0.10585493134706912,0.1513407424795911,0.0,0.10290868289267137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183480281677858,0.0,0.04669931469760702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065407664172585 adhd,cybercupcakes,2019/07/29,"What did you realize is not just you but was due to having ADHD? So I recently joined this sub, and it has been eye opening. I was always told I have ADHD by teachers and classmates, but I was vehemently against it due to being given a high dosage of Ritalin in primary school at my teachers request(Yes one of those cunts that can't deal with kids). That lasted about 8 months until my dad found my stash of pills I never took, I stopped taking them after the 3rd month, but the teacher continuously praised the improvement in my behavior due to the meds I was ""on"". So my dad took me off of it because clearly it wasn't needed and I wasn't happy on it. Where was I going with this... oh yea.. FFWD many years and I have finally admitted I need help and recently started with Ritalin I saw many improvements in my work, and my capability to finish things and to persevere on a task for weeks on end. On this sub I learned of so many things that seems to be due to having ADHD like: \* Forgetting where I place things ALL THE TIME \* Not finishing any project no matter how much it amazes me \* Never sticking with a hobby for more than 6 months. \* Rushing through sentences and finishing other people sentences/words when it feels like they are taking too long. So my question is what things did you realize is not just you being you but was in fact due to having ADHD?",2.907067669172932,5.158887631578949,4.0415548872180445,85.03765563909776,76.81954887218045,7.113142857142857,25.301654135338346,8.109356740369918,1.6430681503759406,1074,39,207,19,25,349,144,266,0.043,0.8290000000000001,0.127,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,5,2,3,12,6,1,0,8,1,25,4,1,1,5,41,40,19,0,2,9,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,21,13,0,1,8,0,0,4,9,1,0,1,17,3,31,5,37,20,3,48,1,0,2,0,16,16,1,2,30,155,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252804846334681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092057336478557,0.0,0.0,0.07430667680720514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660937699877807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265155589197888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677991402405596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524969686281492,0.07806180574244673,0.0,0.11969886428186755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198078343713062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062100099006530324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631889771080545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324071708109002,0.11544871303147936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906883070230033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106766642119695,0.0,0.0,0.0966996392760264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323448905489956,0.0,0.0,0.12137324209677194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616524544947167,0.0,0.08032529826068248,0.16204317931577866,0.16855000030041709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740435120827271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575337635441601,0.0,0.1141628633561318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240630355138728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157799388768654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110586076198379,0.0,0.0994744068807547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734117081875186,0.0,0.0,0.09135378880685094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643134003108726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290373911485359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371564103281968,0.0,0.0,0.10441122590950616,0.24280379112245415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764901237115576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954914389340699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703656627681647 adhd,fuuuck_it_all,2019/07/29,"Worried my doctor will think I’m drug seeking? Hi all, I went to the doctor regarding anxiety/depression/sleep issues a few months ago after reaching a breaking point of not being able to sleep, having anxiety, scattered thoughts, no willpower to work or do anything, feelings of despair etc and was prescribed Zoloft and gabapentin. I thought I just bad depression and an anxiety problem and that’s why I wasn’t able to focus on my work. My anxiety has slightly improved and it’s a little bit easier for me to fall asleep now, but I am still incredibly lazy and feel like shit constantly. If you check my post history, you’ll see that I posted about how I can’t stand being lazy anymore a few days ago. My lack of a work ethic is destroying my life. I am sick of feeling like I’m wasting my potential but no matter how hard I try I can’t focus on my work. I’ve been struggling with focus and sleep issues my whole life but never thought I might have an attention disorder until few days ago, when a ton of people commented that it sounds like I have ADD or ADHD on the post I made. I did really well in school despite hardly ever completing homework or focusing on my studies so I think that’s why myself or my parents never considered getting me tested for it. I am really sick of living this life and don’t think I can anymore. I hate myself and my lack of a work ethic. I don’t have a job and only work for 20-30 hours a month online but make enough money to support myself. If I could focus on something for the first time in my life and actually work hard I could definetly be successful, but I’ve been in this rut for 3 years (even longer than that if you count my extreme lack of focus or care all throughout school). I can’t imagine how I would get myself to work on my business for 40-50 hours a week. The only reason I work is prevent myself from being evicted or starving. I am miserable and I don’t know how to fix it. It is really driving me insane. I am sick of family and friends treating me like a loser and know I could make them proud and do something good with my life if I could just muster the strength to focus and work hard on my business. I have s followup appointment tomorrow to talk with my doctor about the Zoloft/gabapentin and I want to ask her if I might have ADHD but am afraid she will think I’m drug seeking. She is my normal doctor (not a psychiatrist), she just prescribed me these meds and referred me to a therapist but I never went to see the therapist because I don’t think I’d be able to afford it. Should I ask her to refer me to a physiatrist? What should I do? I just want to fix my life. I am sick of this hell. Whenever I think about the amount of time I’ve wasted dicking around I feel sick to my stomach, but then I do it again the next day. I really don’t want to let my family or myself down. They had high hopes for me because I was a bright kid but I feel like I am wasting my life and blowing it. I don’t know how to fix it but really think an ADHD diagnosis might be a step in the right direction. Do you agree? If so, would it be a good idea to talk to my doctor about this tomorrow or will she just think I’m drug seeking?",4.995592727843874,4.970043064318531,6.046891271056662,81.53152746691798,68.5865237366003,9.147665606471119,29.913574429654066,8.914623046629139,2.244038159186399,2503,86,514,40,39,836,251,653,0.171,0.718,0.111,-0.9927,6,0,5,0,0,0,51.0,0,4,2,15,24,29,4,3,30,0,64,27,6,9,6,116,105,53,0,23,31,1,9,5,1,11,21,1,1,1,21,24,0,1,25,0,2,5,17,12,1,1,13,13,96,17,64,69,14,58,1,4,3,1,21,17,3,18,36,357,117,21,0.1551532866461961,0.0,0.05046907554533957,0.0,0.18646409969565594,0.0,0.13753402719822133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869183961111948,0.0,0.10258024628082256,0.0,0.0,0.04255931166434607,0.04603977317402932,0.09669825257336344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043182171197487004,0.06305333563918628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646240155623825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052729705386766176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422508971124289,0.05588852788321722,0.0,0.16516969926553315,0.0,0.0,0.10006103437564226,0.0,0.04454443281334357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592730361156376,0.2646766054834311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992855460116194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343827339778106,0.057678975843203785,0.034159094181438684,0.046781676821593454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975098069074236,0.0,0.13075027260494693,0.11084153898113502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043991102120387066,0.0,0.0,0.039957014796160935,0.0,0.05404079237125765,0.0,0.0,0.08675681042733564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853158261649567,0.051060583026323415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464265528275025,0.0,0.05136740728910808,0.1018631560646061,0.0,0.0,0.058383058433532385,0.0,0.10795981411283498,0.0513218988171598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526818873176355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288491585083936,0.25570849450070365,0.12633343126684524,0.05183478448346504,0.045667731549524575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489365970913863,0.0690440157475676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744677488639751,0.0,0.0,0.16459311846103594,0.0,0.0,0.08256124876819737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196637795582682,0.0,0.05500242684129663,0.0,0.05067242625044894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866737731286265,0.0,0.0,0.05742645455568239,0.0,0.0,0.03585458444660287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889000195160752,0.0,0.14859396027732158,0.0,0.0,0.04948691380378452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565861392085934,0.053174473138563404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416668635089864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046822728830647,0.08242472112885264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308753970989357,0.0,0.0,0.15526533649426846,0.0,0.0,0.07962972010933504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130187171177433,0.0,0.0,0.05406663419759143,0.0,0.0,0.058688703678824124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313755646944639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200966161565048,0.0,0.2651092300473306,0.0,0.12317437880678465,0.060314086102051176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035112965701183746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151342834697022,0.0,0.04148486928186596,0.0,0.04650047928519429,0.09588576742352446,0.09333447243214396,0.05774103456572668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765114684838541,0.05252189796965655,0.0,0.07347762884546158,0.0,0.0,0.03330454323327685 adhd,DarkestFlame777,2019/07/29,"Is it common for those with ADHD to get excessively angry at things like unfairness of others? I'm asking this here couse if I google it I somehow got a yes, a no, a maybe, & I was once reminded that mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell.",3.246632653061223,4.9433209591836755,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,74.10204081632655,8.981632653061224,24.494897959183675,9.516144504307137,2.1999346938775517,193,6,38,5,4,67,40,49,0.113,0.78,0.107,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470056527180797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40300229049672404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477183992425733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943259295495289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297478422662914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171355664406147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37366878090501776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961093237654048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710375434257034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scriberius,2019/07/29,"ADHD and Getting Things Done (GTD) In a hyperfocus fueled trip down the self-improvement rabbit hole, I've recently come across [Paul Allen's Getting Things Done system](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCswMsONkwY). He is one amongst many productivity gurus, however, his system gets praise and recognition from people all over the world. The main Idea of the system is that the *mind is for creating ideas, not holding them*. Hence he offers a structure which helps to collect and organize all your thoughts throughout the day and then going through them on a regular basis to sort them and turn them into actions. &#x200B; I've been struggling with self-management (as many of us on this sub ) for as long as I can remember. Whilst meditation and medication already help me out a lot, they don't really create an operation framework. Since brain fog and action paralysis are a day-to-day normality for me any solution to this problem gets my attention. unfortunately, not every system is ADHD-proof. I am absolutely intrigued by the fact that you can create a place for your thoughts and start working from there. This would give me so much more headspace and clarity to think and would finally help me not forget everything. I'm in the middle of reading the book and got curious If someone else with ADD already read it and maybe even got around to using it in their daily lives. **TL;DR - has anyone successfully implemented GTD in their life? If so, what were your greatest struggles with the system? which pitfalls should you look out for?**",6.7474732033034615,9.027538693726939,6.293779652082236,72.92412054120544,66.12177121771218,9.442347566332806,32.83096116675452,9.842372674337009,3.548617149885784,1250,54,198,29,21,387,176,271,0.052000000000000005,0.836,0.113,0.9511,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,5,7,3,5,5,0,2,17,0,17,3,1,1,3,47,34,20,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,21,0,1,7,3,0,5,4,3,0,1,8,1,21,2,36,23,7,32,1,0,1,0,22,16,0,4,7,133,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25250282278206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185374362000302,0.0,0.0,0.1138231869320864,0.12764899309858913,0.07143857879458737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345440656461312,0.0,0.0,0.09351805016887384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727214508538013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904925101574661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324845644481204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150081840566309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775699480747944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693854826631739,0.0,0.08851036559605083,0.0,0.09441345685152117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507871317956254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954015772570196,0.10077490972749747,0.05970315194609165,0.0,0.16803845987718186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124128932901726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371805685037235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420093593216842,0.0,0.0,0.0927623425511619,0.09296721501557917,0.08821674829474874,0.0,0.0,0.0893109741464765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301133510127826,0.1055382872569118,0.0,0.0,0.1058282697204074,0.0,0.0,0.10607200348371837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772248927762314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292810267234673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711855717336693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282943845937452,0.0,0.10975639148071717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005200366715888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101597286661412,0.0,0.06729863984775662,0.0,0.10372561947388474,0.0,0.11900279834673246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918311706822075,0.0,0.0,0.08689963336674128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900974075240516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743559470427737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964513987678252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139583012232946,0.06731271834811905,0.0,0.1667982115265293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426579600455065,0.0,0.0,0.12636394277271398,0.09073071145953933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647869650819973,0.0,0.0,0.149251052012913,0.0,0.12764899309858913,0.0 adhd,greenismyhomeboy,2019/07/29,"I can’t find a pen My mother in law needs me to fill out her visa so she can visit Canada next month(English isn’t her first language and also she just doesn’t want to do it) My wife is busy at the doctor and my mil is at work and there’s no one here to help me. I found a blue pen but I’m pretty sure I can’t use that So I’ve just been pacing back and forth trying to figure out where a pen is/not panic attack On the plus side, I’m already at 4500 steps for the day",0.3543628950050959,1.3916753027522972,2.448929663608564,99.07616717635072,80.37614678899081,4.844444444444445,14.863404689092762,3.1291,-1.343049745158002,364,3,95,0,9,123,74,109,0.095,0.81,0.095,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,1,1,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,18,15,9,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,5,2,0,2,2,1,12,1,13,13,0,16,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,4,59,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710248128706071,0.19640558314439732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794045339545109,0.0,0.18885061682475784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839115934074133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513811774252323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447320983714927,0.2089065451602372,0.0,0.26928683465889314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461995974144605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960349299396826,0.0,0.0,0.18210868706955044,0.0,0.0,0.26119752434024435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664243669908154,0.0,0.0,0.2881577316262961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498626702669185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314743295965556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674572814498195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212118844500876,0.0,0.0,0.14486076524760527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879913505899092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cambop22,2019/07/29,"Do you have days where your ADHD acts up? I think I’m having one right now just cannot sit still can’t concentrate and can’t do any task at all. Really frustrating I’ve taken medication and all just feeling really hyper, usually I’m pretty in control and can manage my ADHD very well. Is it unusual to have any days where it just gets suddenly worse/does this happen to anyone else?",2.1613311688311683,4.568235181818185,4.25465909090909,81.70198863636367,80.29870129870129,8.005844155844157,20.01461038961039,8.841846274778883,1.6291051948051942,307,8,58,8,8,105,56,77,0.042,0.8590000000000001,0.099,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,8,2,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,2,11,17,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,1,4,1,5,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041947546454434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852954775768571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667292067240634,0.21492955216209084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352698542464429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27056279873144695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523216563629726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606374372891453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959382031827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549494620069495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131668112988572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421425371768281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340693397065505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687623118993703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913859792212095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751900586845872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440926773852693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310270719100784,0.17307851274279815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860438375827684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nohair_dontcare84,2019/07/29,"Don’t want to go to work today I Love my job. Pretty Good at it too, most days... sometimes get completely lost, but can fix it at other days because I have the Freedom that I need. Always worked part-time in the past. And Always had trouble with housework. Organizing, cleaning, getting the kids where they need to go on time. It has been a problem all my adult life, but somehow I Made it work. 1,5 year a go I got out of a toxic relationship. The kids and I moved from a huge ass house to a really small one. i also started working full time. I am just Not coping. I can Not keep up with housework, place is Always a mess. Have trouble organising kids events/school, what they should bring where, make sure their clothes are clean... it just seems to be too much. I can’t afford help for cleaning or yard work. I have to do it all by myself. I feel like I am failing all the time. I give priority to the kids stuff first (and this part seems to go pretty well most days) and then to my job. Stuff like cleaning is on a back burner and Ly social life became non excistend. Don’t have the energy to arrange a sitter or to plan an outing with others Been doing this for a year but I feel constantly burned out. Went to the doctors last week and she put me On sick leave for 3 days. My house has never looked Better. I feel so much more in control over my life. But I can’t stay home forever. I Don’t know How to fix this. I Don’t feel like going to my doctor again because she Will thing I just want Some more ‘vacation’ days. And honestly, it’s just a bandaid. (Been on sick leave for a month last summer and it helpen, but Not for long) I honestly Don’t know How to fix all this. I should be getting ready for work but am just crying and crying. Don’t know anymore",1.5015114443567477,3.5098087486187883,2.7862557221783746,93.50827071823204,80.29834254143647,5.5736069455406465,20.01136543014996,6.610729790773281,0.08424284135753801,1365,35,301,13,35,440,176,362,0.122,0.725,0.153,0.8805,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,3,12,17,16,0,0,20,0,33,10,1,5,6,62,65,22,0,7,16,0,4,3,0,3,8,0,6,5,19,14,0,2,9,1,0,9,12,6,1,2,8,5,35,10,39,52,13,53,0,2,1,2,15,18,1,8,28,200,54,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516089603691272,0.20339793645795629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080796399731366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265440733615886,0.0,0.0993409912917016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206395315316845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543202528762896,0.08805278428921441,0.09138866908423997,0.0,0.0,0.1790076701598994,0.2627448186994815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679997081141568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479840833877596,0.1164211033623263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930830301605476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771249522158604,0.07816468331113015,0.23153967476436185,0.06834299456000184,0.06516836897153794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054615474318908716,0.0,0.0817328012366978,0.0,0.0,0.1880379125305529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171605361669514,0.07242468991653192,0.0,0.0,0.1343406547550988,0.13283694179156752,0.0,0.17255473698536766,0.0,0.0,0.1726588296891773,0.11942354676187045,0.0,0.0,0.07210875147058236,0.06842411679496871,0.0,0.08894691449136301,0.0,0.07354042677750848,0.07709996650010148,0.054389675800597635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503792552583308,0.08660216528965757,0.11979686816713772,0.12083531471540195,0.06284371985781821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552141171441382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647350857590052,0.07778351441629952,0.0,0.0,0.08513104704991653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579238960633913,0.0,0.07796699450393088,0.0,0.08191162644892178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219927147733632,0.0,0.0,0.08748086553084883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246384313734195,0.0,0.14835578161719656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306034464596143,0.0,0.0,0.08058749713113025,0.0,0.057673175482008926,0.08684866402377625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655413293622827,0.0,0.0,0.07679554972205732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413282917496277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253792542833654,0.0,0.0772351360306234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612005028581176,0.0,0.06535971485552973,0.0,0.07326184508563219,0.07553436380531983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559179427960525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049431027168336 adhd,StupitWithTwoTs,2019/07/29,"Reactions from former families in denial after getting diagnosed? Throwaway account but whatever. Hey y’all just wanted to ask, hoping to feel some, idk schadenfreude. My family has been DEAD. SET. on me not having ADHD; they’re convinced I’m a hypochondriac or that it’s just my comorbids. “EvEn iN tHe OFf chANCe yOU dO hAVe iT” they think ill get addicted to any meds I’m prescribed. I’s working with my mental health person but i haven’t been able to see them and I’m feeling ~STRESSY AND DEPRESSY~ and really tired of having to tiptoe around explaining why I have all these problems and why my coping mechanisms are LITERALLY NOT A PROBLEM NOR HURTING ANYONE but currently not having any medical backing to shoot back with. TLDR my parents are being shitty atm, what was it like when you finally got your diagnosis and your fam could no longer be in denial?",2.8680238095238084,5.893217350000004,4.048928571428572,79.6041666666667,84.875,7.047619047619048,25.744047619047624,8.11559375814309,2.3957172619047618,696,29,112,16,21,226,115,160,0.185,0.71,0.105,-0.9568,2,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,5,2,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,16,6,0,0,1,28,30,11,1,5,9,1,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,4,3,16,3,17,23,2,14,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,3,8,80,22,1,0.16022947263002296,0.0,0.0,0.17467377592517086,0.19256468879577854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792307178230572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112036172783715,0.0,0.0,0.14263820126161902,0.14979292752018525,0.0,0.0,0.2464131481547867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793019590422278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262954191557122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583005551198348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021001734754081,0.0,0.16203367143742825,0.0,0.0,0.17552355531144245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742657244317175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815014650311646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031643673778366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914401992154975,0.0,0.0,0.171528964395216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782800268237469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797882294300965,0.1614143366792797,0.1614736220369024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791586747597707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990619516166788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066359316879685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264710307692593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768214470637412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266857627877872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841602080805951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945074943596751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289164353896795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664896439846545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cato4797,2019/07/29,Anyone else feel like they're friends are constantly annoyed at you? Like all the time...,3.470625000000002,6.592624812500002,2.2800000000000007,92.965,82.125,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.4469749999999997,71,3,13,1,2,20,15,16,0.12,0.507,0.373,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28399157285477505,0.4161516747035618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389070298979745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392886574131111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536312542460286,0.290155735032576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137927469554755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39685161298228894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683104023939905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bruhmoment4795,2019/07/29,Scared to take meds So I got prescribed Vyvanse a month ago and I’ve taken it a couple times since. I’ve noticed that I am more focused and perform better while I’m on it. I’m afraid because now when I’m off it all I can think about is how much better I would be on it. I’m afraid I’m gonna develop an addiction to it and be relying on it for my whole life (I’m 16),0.4337815126050408,1.4773910000000008,3.1668907563025246,93.9852941176471,80.17647058823529,6.26890756302521,22.731092436974787,6.868970318607317,0.4416386554621847,285,9,72,3,7,101,54,85,0.037000000000000005,0.851,0.11199999999999999,0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,3,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,7,17,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,8,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700286498115073,0.0,0.0,0.21957036298957605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099511091221887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43813956183240055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27407441292353985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810764867307626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495724440235194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751379306927593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977111089909999,0.0,0.18208738568672256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820071392028388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24799007397285736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048993075682816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623894429127572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871562221512245,0.0,0.0,0.144435374088099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27654727002324464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595837880132967,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohglossyy,2019/07/29,"Is it possible to have ADHD and high EQ? I am in the process of seeking a diagnosis for ADHD and I'm curious to know whether it is possible for those with ADHD to have high EQ. Personally, when someone is talking to me, if I'm not zoning them out, I tend to fixate on their facial expressions and body language rather than the conversation. This also happens in a large group, where there is one person speaking and I drown out what they are saying as I am more focused on other people's body language and their reception to that person. In that sense, I feel like I get a better read on the atmosphere of the room, but I find it very difficult to approach people and form friendships, so I guess thats low EQ. Does anyone relate?",7.7611309523809515,6.3619940416666685,8.24813492063492,72.56750000000002,63.444444444444464,11.006349206349206,35.849206349206355,9.957137785484203,3.4373206349206344,578,22,108,10,7,193,91,144,0.064,0.857,0.078,-0.1898,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,6,4,0,0,7,0,9,3,3,0,0,18,17,13,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,10,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,13,2,22,17,2,15,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,2,2,80,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231765940428471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604320162858835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146322542852572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283366613186077,0.0,0.3223656250491826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698541156068438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733712091531618,0.1036655294276801,0.0,0.0,0.13262652482846082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581319336622395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985335397467554,0.0,0.12831895250964448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066301591238978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974782747938979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089267520323007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832926368710657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011999028468464,0.3801093914357359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32717602382772504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514775166615482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115396090108265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294994696270176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663270222451068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972969567081285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nbweirdobacon,2019/07/29,"Weird Thingy I do? So i guess this is a question. According to my psychiatrist i have Inattentive ADHD, (i dont really know what’s the difference) I used to be on Methylphenidate (not sure of the factory name). But i felt the effects weren’t good enough so my dose was increased, and for the first day it was good, until the second day i got sooooo figety i was wanting to twist and shake my body enough to shake the feeling off and make it go away. The meds were eventually dropped and i went back to normal. I dont really take them cuz they don’t help much. So the real question, lately ive been getting the figety feelings, where its like a tingle and i stretch or like flex my body in some way to make it go away, usually when im excited it gets pretty strong, sometimes i just do it if i think about it. Does anyone know what this is? What its called? Why it happens? Does anyone get it too? Its hard to explain the feelings, but its not Tourettes.",1.8984128289473643,4.0863349322916696,2.855219298245616,92.59065789473685,79.88541666666666,6.125438596491227,22.605263157894736,7.273561745256523,0.7186624999999998,745,24,160,10,19,236,112,192,0.028999999999999998,0.858,0.113,0.9074,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,3,9,10,0,2,12,0,16,4,2,5,1,34,38,15,0,3,7,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,17,5,0,0,11,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,9,5,20,7,16,28,5,23,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,6,10,106,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410416023902464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768264936167726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253119709472434,0.09220060024701254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266377901170993,0.0,0.0,0.12243781421656168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465938327951534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527664008608555,0.0,0.0,0.20986175188939007,0.0,0.28105875468411506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477906747254701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188479647247127,0.08566113756239425,0.11512892289512645,0.0,0.0,0.10199230049207013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879383944260585,0.0,0.13629111120457058,0.20114355522676605,0.09590008096408803,0.0,0.13209038935345954,0.0,0.10603281055405477,0.0,0.1074125591149556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037071499154648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295194599848565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317948146838875,0.0,0.13525961265503467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716039528812787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007687150083108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331889505854965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814498151311921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748278801141747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198788950373765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686451615432724,0.0,0.0,0.13647970448729926,0.1536301871581067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859046990947295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130103384855842,0.0,0.09015467073496657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683116286849573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356060846140454,0.13205993074439645,0.0,0.07072388606739148,0.0951760985193045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115441001239013,0.10819685231478243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,memeeboi3,2019/07/29,"I took the advice of going to the counselor instead of just anticipating that I have ADHD. So I just want to you to tell me if what I went through is what actually happens during a diagnosis and whether or not her ruling me out on the basis of age and grades is correct. Pls. I have been wanting to write this for a month now. So I basically went to a counselor and put up my concern that I think I have ADHD upfront. (I have been reading a lot of stories here, and they felt very similar to what I have been doing) I told her my problems like social anxiety, lack of attention in things I do exist.My grades were never lower than 60% in the past. They were in an around that number actually. But whatever marks I got was only due to my mom teaching me each and every subject at home. So I knew in extreme cases, people with ADHD fidget and are unable to sit in one place. My counselor basically wrote of my concern of having ADHD as I was not having to be held down in one place. I do fidget around and have trouble sitting in one place but is not extreme as what other people face. She also said that ppl with ADHD have to be literally drugged so that they could be made to sit in one place. But as it was not the same in my case, she ruled me having ADHD. Also she said that, if I truly had ADHD it would have been diagnosed way before( I'm 18) After her assessment, she basically just asked me to visit her weekly which I did 2 times and left because I felt I wasn't tested properly and felt she was just trying to get a recurring income from fake treating my problems. Yes 9/10 advice were stuff that I actually now doesn't work. Yes one of her advice was indeed good, and I follow it till now.(I felt she should have credit at least there where it is due) What should I do ??",5.339836433188232,5.166784817174519,6.542540561931144,78.77392428439522,67.86426592797785,8.759846985885767,28.824825220947105,8.269060116576782,1.9103279514575917,1393,42,277,17,21,472,176,361,0.040999999999999995,0.888,0.07200000000000001,0.8733,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,1,18,8,0,0,11,2,44,3,1,1,2,55,68,27,0,11,15,1,4,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,21,16,0,1,7,1,1,7,7,4,0,5,30,6,50,4,49,31,5,47,0,0,0,0,25,23,0,4,14,223,71,7,0.0,0.0,0.21794015836973488,0.0,0.6262715332812182,0.21823778851820336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906586686840152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056949545709220034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254209432124456,0.06959520013723702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538044273137494,0.0,0.06334646046169218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059437569816843075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555921167450429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633154122663714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272237928429468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859121066989755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889397854215775,0.0,0.04230830723173196,0.06244019332591276,0.05953976092962606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583068676916823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467351910966184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088375089379236,0.0,0.0,0.036369635227356235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328972608960816,0.0,0.07044082344769302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718805004488968,0.05942058391638062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057415892331094925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522263013930986,0.05661810552581099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106533316240064,0.10322035461832743,0.0,0.3111130303877642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246593205955332,0.0,0.07483689914436327,0.0,0.0,0.07446426259180602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162680551377646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758864022684498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522070331626548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506743947726458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945736341704714,0.04770078422403448,0.0,0.0,0.043408963261069966,0.0,0.0,0.0711345439844891,0.08271015309297508,0.05054266877329204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061424192907752376,0.0878181379230214,0.0590902749516549,0.059714580222598,0.0,0.0,0.13802088448475122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054196203769491566,0.0,0.0,0.05288296477984275,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nicolemurphh,2019/07/29,"I am in love with someone who has ADHD. How can I better understand and be there for him? My boyfriend has ADHD. He has impulsive behavior and thoughts which he acts on (for example three hour road trips into the middle of our state without a plan, semi-big purchases and more), multiple thoughts at once, needing to stick to a plan and routine or 100 percent the opposite (no plan at all and frustration when I or someone else wants to make a plan), hyperfocuses on tasks or does nothing all day, gets snappy/aggressive when he is focused on one thing, and more. I am trying to be more understanding of him, and I feel I may be part of the problem looking for patterns in his behavior or trying to fully understand or predict his thoughts. Some days he’s totally okay with not having a plan, and other days he needs a strict plan with everything laid out. At times I can get frustrated not knowing what he’s thinking or what he’s okay with in that moment, and he’s not the greatest at communicating his thoughts or feelings at times. I try to be proactive and ask him how he’s feeling today or if he wants to make a plan since he’s either 100 percent all in or all out. Sometimes I think he has so many thoughts, he can’t express it and ends up telling me “I don’t know”. What can I do to better communicate with him? How can I better understand him? And to the people in relationships diagnosed with ADHD, what do you wish your partner knew? What do you wish they did to help you on your bad days?",4.7781756756756755,5.679730736486487,5.5698378378378415,81.49002702702704,69.33783783783784,8.757837837837839,31.69189189189189,8.982922981607832,2.5781748648648652,1182,50,234,21,20,386,145,296,0.054000000000000006,0.836,0.111,0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,5,1,10,7,10,2,0,11,2,23,2,0,5,5,72,53,28,0,8,15,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,11,21,0,0,17,0,1,2,7,4,0,2,7,4,29,6,41,41,14,35,0,0,1,1,36,20,0,12,12,162,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508000079654984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096053296144477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812397991075537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581566281373778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509967456706382,0.0,0.0,0.09875546230927744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514617032607905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128002725752559,0.0,0.08617718369194469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744520437605978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759043723538287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166841995451782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065216825136443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958189700247353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694491624260236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170584831098088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781527970631732,0.0,0.1298943942225302,0.09864494084589023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429052733454115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336009334958144,0.0,0.0,0.10361923694340787,0.06593166987484457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053642954998971,0.0,0.06745420984520456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093101083720085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446168199137686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804859439889995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648806267902002,0.0,0.0962302492860514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504277538706001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464049426413603,0.12468931038752835,0.0,0.3862188766013709,0.11347053893787272,0.0,0.09222716498782944,0.0,0.0,0.1981769466793692,0.0,0.0,0.4051627634076318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477780958180915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377588797577846,0.09379183829747663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dkheinz95,2019/07/29,"Off vyvanse after years of being on it So I’ve been off vyvanse for about 2 months now after being on it for 4 years. How long until I get my motivation back? I quit because I didn’t like who I was becoming on it, however as advertised I was exceptionally motivated while taking it. How long until I feel normal again? How long until I can find the motivation to do normal activities again?",3.0323376623376603,5.181570675324679,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545458,76.01298701298701,8.555844155844158,25.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.449264935064936,310,11,56,8,7,112,49,77,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8788,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,6,0,11,11,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,8,1,17,5,0,21,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,17,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779766837484053,0.0,0.14109446519473046,0.25562684419459325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703196730353525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115481439716339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092709483213104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307854050933322,0.0,0.0,0.6144983410560014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474732736452326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535588044279893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461837539215872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402738462495698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810233945076786 adhd,Spud999,2019/07/29,"And I don't even like Star Wars I read about a fan based project to restore/update the original Star Wars film to 4K HDR this morning - Project 4K77 - and spent the next 90 minutes reading up on it and, with some difficulty, finding a download link. &#x200B; The trouble is, I'm at work with loads to do and people relying on me. &#x200B; And I probably won't watch it anyway.",4.91,5.746114666666671,5.364000000000001,83.32200000000002,69.0,8.133333333333333,35.0,8.238735603445708,2.6866000000000003,300,15,59,4,5,96,54,75,0.187,0.753,0.06,-0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,10,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,34,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306149638919608,0.482920642406463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124929953620135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816217939598457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708204950462727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133552187791932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776387244879826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424824268243525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975372962677237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466679427554746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482920642406463,0.0 adhd,dmartism,2019/07/29,"Deciding to acknowledge my AD(h?)D I was diagnosed as a child with ADHD, took Ritalin. Saw my grades go from Fs to As&Bs. Since the age of 16 I’ve since sworn off all meds. I look at my life and realize, I haven’t accomplished many thing I’ve liked, simply because it was too “hard” or I lost focus or was too lazy. Now had a long talk with my wife and I have goals I wanna accomplish actually finally finish nursing school and get my Rn. I think I need to get back on meds for success. Just wanted to say hello,and I hope you’ll have me. Looking forward to getting my issues under control and taking control of my life again. Shalom!",1.0052343750000006,3.5148903046875013,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,87.359375,6.0125,22.84375,7.413659706084162,1.1936937499999996,501,19,100,9,16,166,89,128,0.049,0.828,0.12300000000000001,0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,2,1,20,22,7,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,6,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,5,18,3,17,14,1,14,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,3,9,60,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.15619070465391818,0.0,0.19235514559775027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734196509448052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307250432809648,0.0,0.09756811292706488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590308439456908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624525732588566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533255577077245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086657569960924,0.0,0.090963010699863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337794560069175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897084410676265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670559571221116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261033231623052,0.0781948448141845,0.0,0.0,0.14164374071630878,0.2688119724830594,0.0,0.1747190658108972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227076563315432,0.0,0.0,0.3555703033054662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867884020918368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728225211295593,0.0,0.16198432198040785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647984912719677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034152786968215,0.1286462391856397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633350687019928,0.10255685537114503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782712268716808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440465409997012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ikayrista,2019/07/29,"It isn’t always YOU. The most important thing I learned last semester was the more an educator is willing to understand your brain struggle, the easier it is to excel in their class. This is a long post, wow! At least read the TLDR, this is a lesson I learned the hard way that I want to share with everyone! ♥️ Even though I’m passionate and love being in the studio, as a university fine art student with ADHD I still definitely struggle with overstimulation in certain studios. It can be more than frustrating at times because not many people seem to understand. I absolutely love ceramics but our ceramic department has SO much going on at all times of the day. People mixing large barrels of clay, professors wheeling around their very large projects, sleep deprived grad students running amuck, eccentric colleagues talking your ear off about who knows what... I love it and I’m thankful to be there, however it can be a bit much for me. There’s a lot of stimulation in that studio. It makes sense as our graduate ceramics program is hailed as #3 in the country so all of our professors are established and people genuinely want to be there. I decided to put my worries to the side and take my ceramic course during the first semester of my sophomore year. It was a 9AM class and it wasn’t too terrible so I was able to keep a clear head if I woke up in the morning, took medication and was just generally ~ready~ to take on the day. But if I woke up late, felt rushed and looked gross, it severely affected the way I was able to concentrate in class. Our class was also a hand building class so there wasn’t a lot of traffic allowed during our studio hours, which helped immensely! Though it was still difficult and I managed to persevere, of course with a few hiccups along the way! I communicated the issues I was having with my professor and he was very understanding. (I was also in three studios at once, the recommended amount is two so I was under a lot of pressure, but I knew I’d be able to handle it) Thankfully this ceramic professor had had me as a student my first year and knew how strong my work ethic was and how passionate I was for creating. The first time I had him our class was later in the day, in a closed off studio with not much going on to overstimulate and distract me. I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed while explaining these issues to him and I felt like a child not being able to handle her shit, but I truly can’t help it and I’ve discovered it’s pointless to be embarrassed about having struggles. We ALL have have areas we lack in, I’m H U M A N. I’m trying, I’m genuinely interested, and I’m communicating. What more can you ask for? Though I missed a few more ceramic classes than what was technically allowed, he knew I was coming into the studio late at night to work with a clear head and without distraction. And I was making some pretty fabulous pieces this way. This was a process that worked wonders for me. So I decided to take another ceramics course my second semester, and unfortunately, this teacher was not so understanding. He was also a grad student, as our fine arts program requires some of their graduate students to teach certain classes. Though, this was an entry level wheel throwing class and they usually don’t teach entry level. Oh well, I explained my case to him yet he told me I’d have to “deal with it”. Okay tough guy, I’ll try? I did. I really did. But this class was a wheel throwing class, so of course attendance was very important during new demos. I made sure I was there for every single demo, but because we were on the wheels during this class, it made the traffic in the studio much heavier. During wheel classes students are allowed to work on the band building tables, which was bad news for me. My peers were enough of a distraction that I could cancel out with headphones (specifically bought Airpods for THIS class because clay and headphones? heck nah) though it was not as easy as it was in my previous studio. While working in class, I was so nervous and anxious around my peers that a majority of my creations were subpar, as I could not focus on applying the methods we were learning, the people running about AND everything in my head going 9000 mph. “They’re all looking at you.” “You missed class the other day. They’re all judging you.” “This grad student hates your guts. You’re an inconvenience!” “INCOMPETENT HEADASS.” These were most of the intrusive thoughts that were on constant repeat in my head. This was so hard to deal with. It was seriously impacting my mental health. I missed six classes in six weeks. Anymore is an automatic fail. I missed classes because I could genuinely not deal with the anxiety this situation induced for me. I had to LEGALLY medicate with 🌿 in order to deal with this and I did not appreciate feeling reliant on that. It’s the only thing that can help me tone my thoughts back a bit, but if anyone has other LEGAL AND SAFE alternative or advice I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR IT! My teacher was not understanding my struggles and I felt so alienated. Once I missed seven classes, he recommended I drop out as I would fail his class anyhow. Defeated, I became the student I never thought I would. This all happened last semester, and I’m determined to not let this ever happen as I enter my junior year. I am NOT taking another ceramic course unless it is taught by a professor that is willing to take the time and understand their students struggles. It makes all the difference in your ability to perform in that class. I’m so very appreciative for having the understanding professor I had the first round, otherwise this situation would have totally turned me off to this wonderful medium forever. I may stick to handbuilding, the wheel is not stimulating enough for me. Sorry to any potters out there, y’all are AMAZING and I appreciate what you do regardless of how I feel personally! It requires a passion for functional objects and I just feel limited. I want to make stupid cereal boxes and stuff that just sits on a shelf :) PROFESSORS MAKE OR BREAK CLASSES. Please, if you’re an educator of any kind, please listen to your students struggles! Not all of us are trying to blow class off, I promise! I’m sure other students on this thread have performed a bit less than they’d like too, so hear my long post out. If anyone is interested in seeing my favorite piece from the first semester I’d love to show you it! Much love to anyone on this forum, it has helped me immensely as most of my friends do not have ADHD. I’m going to be more active on this forum and was possibly thinking of creating a youtube channel for students, youngin’s, and oldin’s discovering they have this disorder for the first time. TL;DR - Students, please don’t get discouraged if you have a bad experience! Doing the same thing and expecting different results is insanity, I’ve made many adjustments since last semester and I’m ready to go all in with a clear head and a strong attitude. Change the professor, take it a different semester, whatever you have to do. We are more than the dysfunction in our heads. We are interesting and beautiful and we have the ability to come up with solutions in other ways that ‘normal brains’ can’t. What even is a normal brain, anyway?",5.369711468224982,6.948946036523013,6.0829203067932776,75.83446373265156,68.54711468224983,9.595795471146824,32.0245507669832,9.912610352317596,3.3294245376187,5800,251,1028,141,100,1895,475,1369,0.115,0.72,0.165,0.9978,6,0,1,0,0,0,142.0,16,15,7,24,49,68,4,13,79,1,119,27,14,19,19,212,213,91,0,22,35,0,11,2,1,7,4,4,9,3,78,70,0,6,35,6,1,17,24,34,1,12,66,18,132,34,168,125,45,131,0,10,4,9,78,62,2,21,43,741,210,73,0.15797768520038558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949292389469851,0.03859349140319932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475102333423706,0.0328625223538057,0.0,0.0,0.053715121610959135,0.08282668863036165,0.030213124193588913,0.04461745442902827,0.03916785346211464,0.08284625299218522,0.0,0.0,0.07031681652129164,0.03692195256060834,0.0,0.0,0.03036877213463628,0.0659523842050014,0.09630173060229373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935303728280814,0.0,0.0,0.13226650728072387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041779860962120614,0.06804189374995702,0.0,0.042679438775190426,0.0,0.09459924515345107,0.0,0.0,0.10188253778643187,0.16286805666471849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378979289856995,0.045264028446107316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161658945457251,0.0,0.05217138557591052,0.0357249651642284,0.03327575332575445,0.03773861204848436,0.03549503924954023,0.03863312241677441,0.0,0.0,0.07987826433564753,0.0,0.11376251400125212,0.0,0.0,0.20156360749276514,0.0,0.0,0.03051329192630652,0.0,0.020634205057174775,0.0,0.11222794887070403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910568639116691,0.0698495726466918,0.0,0.07075848797992898,0.0389925644785484,0.24319602236831894,0.041980722999601615,0.08902616634463628,0.0,0.13236139045391712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388940494352556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244382972902238,0.0,0.03510445631057005,0.0,0.0411273622187575,0.021705101078185667,0.09657967382931218,0.08910285496483003,0.0,0.0,0.04038572160825837,0.0,0.038589958613901285,0.0,0.0,0.06990264006725141,0.06633073393580477,0.0,0.0,0.10073023396641302,0.2138715431309651,0.1121117291079248,0.13181416448510888,0.08008228860751665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957294887198632,0.03980108748347092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516471970964093,0.0,0.03046053246047673,0.03814395819694948,0.0,0.03706283896466882,0.07739229482892915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412053945226075,0.0,0.03003728708550708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952183567234032,0.03448500530839966,0.0,0.13005904390613668,0.0,0.0445240258700148,0.07564947667818173,0.040180024962952816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039702801838956095,0.0,0.0,0.03950510905139694,0.0,0.02530113759729693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03147194041621361,0.03595423784488004,0.0,0.04461745442902827,0.04054045591446459,0.03267019342352827,0.08878676858538714,0.039522943698828895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421077118956162,0.0,0.0,0.06308059173456153,0.0,0.0,0.24772886580642786,0.045211663431100384,0.0,0.0,0.07444604935612717,0.0,0.17816933805777954,0.031744119818927836,0.0,0.07272231378056597,0.0,0.0,0.07871501578799008,0.02530643045426461,0.19401534201607568,0.09406247682782333,0.1151475733290452,0.0,0.0,0.03773861204848436,0.043879755252625934,0.0804423587425917,0.04295858926593403,0.03858031084632911,0.28780559793283256,0.04750692600418086,0.0,0.04349752533224285,0.1303481350519312,0.06988449884390581,0.15674416657011436,0.03168004250016854,0.0,0.035510227838107374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380712127715822,0.08566003036147195,0.14376204541378826,0.040108501935079366,0.0,0.1122228149651352,0.0,0.0,0.07629933732538839 adhd,shrubsdubs,2019/07/29,"question for wellbutrin users with adhd I have been curious about this for a while to see if anyone can relate. I tried 3 different medications over a span of 2 1/2 years, and the two SSRIs I tried would work for a while, and then stop. While they helped, I would still have bad depressive episodes and 0 motivation. I was on celexa for 8 months before I had to quit(my doctor raised my dose from 20 to 40 and i went into a suicidal crisis), and then lexapro for 1 1/2 years before it started making me feel numb more than healthy. But when I started wellbutrin after three months of being off medication, it literally my life turned around after the adjustment period. I was more functional than I had ever been(with some limits as i had undiagnosed ADHD-PI until recently). I can say the fewer times that I am depressed now are mostly because of PMDD, stress, or other situational things, and even when things get really hard I never really feel hopeless anymore. I'm so thankful to feel emotionally stable. Did you find that wellbutrin did something similar for you and that other SSRIs just never cut it? How long have you been taking it?",5.898553459119494,7.40020973584906,6.286150943396231,75.1670251572327,67.20754716981132,9.049559748427674,29.227672955974842,9.3871,2.6825272955974846,912,32,156,18,15,294,137,212,0.109,0.802,0.08900000000000001,-0.6409,1,0,1,0,0,1,25.0,0,3,1,3,11,8,1,1,7,0,19,6,0,3,3,32,32,21,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,12,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,10,6,21,1,27,19,4,33,0,3,1,0,7,6,0,5,26,118,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063694013364984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264081746565489,0.08912447915147495,0.0,0.0,0.11346831187358165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642554754328794,0.07769972634240344,0.0,0.21692175511678768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956587733787572,0.0,0.0,0.13317078827203807,0.0,0.1304628826172234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337773100711482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418752927490401,0.1152967864436832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334603565592048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649807008484417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659369779580389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418102495266627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854351734054874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003026607654008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279996672682005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850819560104692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568093558835436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347809900129232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661329212844414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427867474079878,0.13557165607632432,0.0,0.0,0.1633109980613073,0.0,0.12585346805766212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136299515000767,0.0,0.0,0.10157080843762033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432727652715011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812656853910036,0.0,0.0,0.18043669160059364,0.0,0.10179141505844476,0.10656404113739497,0.1460074297854631,0.0,0.0,0.13942287322673244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583565267979308,0.0,0.0,0.11734999660747085,0.0,0.0,0.16936033990979651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074324188200585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307682763457896,0.13864218676623788,0.1245119719538345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815866382664447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927939426817276,0.0,0.0,0.18109086841181846,0.0,0.0,0.16416285476108086 adhd,iamashambles,2019/07/29,I'm great at meeting people. But then I forget who they are. Sound familiar to anyone else?,0.41000000000000014,2.78738666666667,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,99.0,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.28264444444444425,72,2,13,1,3,24,17,18,0.095,0.7,0.205,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525883841467414,0.516671128895514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42124221600681455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559453831437605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495884757045501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jellybellysm92,2019/07/28,"Inability to relax driving me nuts. Does anyone else find they are not able to relax, especially when they really need to? The feeling has been driving me nuts lately because there is always so much to do (I'm working full time and hubby at home isnt doing much). Everytime I try to relax and do something to chill (draw, read or whatever) I just get super frustrated because I know there is a huge list of stuff to get done all the time 😔 just feeling super overwhelmed I guess.",3.577016129032259,5.616027064516128,4.930846774193551,80.41627016129034,74.05376344086021,7.230645161290322,26.678763440860216,8.07648339933343,1.8785924731182801,379,14,68,6,8,126,64,93,0.10099999999999999,0.6809999999999999,0.218,0.8834,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,6,7,1,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,13,18,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,8,5,9,16,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,45,9,2,0.21152953897911744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600952170868986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790637196095588,0.21673701008851892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578928872309447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185110925033034,0.2164681598629236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670578693945627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391138131868712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933341664462037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210309071136637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302363523659025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121813746604488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625110264756693,0.0,0.23861453354663606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310997100100699,0.1568464728719594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115867818764914,0.0,0.13551123919342936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284577350437418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421507141322854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466891505084299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436146718032104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399602368144766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catmanime,2019/07/28,"RSD woes Just a quick personal opinion/“off my chest”: I’m comfortable with ADHD at this point, but if I could trade RSD for literally any number of other things (cut off a digit, I don’t care!), I’d do so in a second! That is all. Hope everyone is having a great weekend! **hug*",-0.4322368421052651,1.812359526315788,2.5080482456140345,89.77154605263159,94.08771929824562,5.6570175438596495,17.651315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.457878947368421,211,6,45,4,8,74,47,57,0.034,0.725,0.24100000000000002,0.919,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,4,0,6,2,1,0,1,7,9,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,6,8,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052147144252894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292882351670405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34376889511014896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920406915661577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32218189197900543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37173285509923215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33488745516263657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29440521662249264,0.0,0.0,0.3187361247243995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240018143853142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dipped_in_gold_,2019/07/28,"How to help partner with (possible) ADHD Hey y'all! (Please excuse if I say anything dumb or out of line, I'm new to this but trying to learn!) My (23F) girlfriend (23) of nearly 3 years believes that she may have ADHD. She's always had some trouble getting started and focusing on tasks, but she's ridiculously bright, so she's always skated by. On top of that, she's really interested in the work she does, so she can hyperfocus and just kind of knock stuff out. That being said, stuff that doesn't hold her interest as well sometimes falls by the wayside, like laundry and cleaning. On top of that, actually *starting* work when she's not in the office can be a challenge (like when she has work over the weekend). She can spend hours watching youtube videos and lying in bed just...unable to get up. We're trying to figure out some ways that we can tackle this together. Obviously therapy and medication would be the most helpful, but there are some complications in that I'd prefer not to get into, so any advice not relating to those would be incredibly helpful. I've found that sometimes kind of prodding her to take action helps and other times it just sends her into a sadness spiral or just distracts her even more, but neither of us are really sure why either of those happens. I've tried searching through the posts here, but it seems like most of the relationship posts I've come across have to do with people being frustrated with their partners' ADHD, and I'm not at all! I love how she's taught me to go with the flow more, and I genuinely don't mind helping out more with chores and such. I just want to help her succeed in whatever ways I can, but we're not really sure where to start, if that makes sense. TL;DR: What can I do to create a better focusing environment for my girlfriend?",7.591828370156901,6.861605763688762,7.536978866474545,75.36200368235674,63.409221902017286,10.362407941082292,33.68699967979507,9.586721724236666,2.983575856548192,1428,50,267,23,18,459,185,347,0.091,0.7509999999999999,0.158,0.9722,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,1,1,8,17,21,3,1,11,0,24,2,0,3,4,65,43,27,0,6,20,0,0,3,4,3,1,2,3,2,19,22,0,1,5,2,1,6,8,6,1,0,4,4,29,15,51,31,11,42,0,1,2,1,37,22,1,11,13,186,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.09478869623053578,0.0,0.3502082951385463,0.09491814448799904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164640884291945,0.0,0.0,0.06605439789047954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993294153978057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943666756413363,0.0,0.08590706059086763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367227306182655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500254980155288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415603945362239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650233198413694,0.0,0.0,0.1522453957236081,0.0,0.05520344638017479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589520652119678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906409229208801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565734712752444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023000649879884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236418373888834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766715705459345,0.0,0.06483764725740906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785220750643513,0.0,0.0,0.09807757154996373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381254724163436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734043128109105,0.0,0.0,0.1066238776937944,0.0,0.1095039025250546,0.18605489414689014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667943325582811,0.0,0.0,0.10428548097724984,0.0,0.0,0.09239660335915484,0.07724479352216554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842707458266652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213586532495106,0.0,0.2062556700186872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239020342897609,0.0,0.0,0.18309514408846167,0.0,0.07303262095163165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110811052238476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663957110541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978426711984863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684014849902148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729210390630241,0.1542007722983027,0.0,0.0,0.08733506128082075,0.0,0.08764825647796877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121439564394276,0.0,0.0,0.1380023026995124,0.0,0.0,0.06255106117011767 adhd,JayYags01,2019/07/28,"I should be grocery shopping right now... sorry for the long read. I didn’t go grocery shopping last week too because of this. I sit down before I gotta go, and then the little voice in my head keeps telling me “dude...we gotta go get groceries” but then I get distracted by my phone or something that’s actually interesting and then it drowns the voice out for like 5 minutes before it comes back. Then I think about ALL of the steps I have to take to even just get OUT of the house and I’m like, nah listening to this music and sitting here is more rewarding. Then it cycles through again but that uneasy stress-like feeling grows inside my chest as the time goes by more and more. But I don’t want to have to get up, decide on clothes to wear, put them on, fix my hair, spray on some cologne, turn off my music, turn the lights off, put my shoes on, and then open the door to leave. It’s just so much things that don’t seem appealing to me. And I’m doing all of that just to go and stand in a few different grocery stores (gotta shop for those deals right?) for a couple of hours and have to make decisions on what’s best to buy. It’s just so much responsibility and stress that I’m not down for after just working in a mentally stressful work place for six days in a row. And I can’t turn that annoying voice off inside of my head cause that’s the responsible voice that’s letting me know “bro, if we don’t go grocery shopping this week too you’re gonna either starve you and your girlfriend or you’re gonna waste hard earned money on fast food all week....plus you’re trying to lose weight idiot. Get up and do it”...I should really get up and go grocery shopping....",4.641329192546586,4.690535791304349,4.977142857142859,88.64000000000004,69.34782608695653,8.078674948240165,26.573498964803314,7.62386473244151,1.1206977225672876,1308,35,295,13,21,414,170,345,0.12300000000000001,0.799,0.077,-0.9356,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,1,6,15,11,2,3,13,0,15,8,6,2,3,48,48,29,1,4,13,1,4,2,1,7,0,5,1,0,19,19,2,1,6,6,8,11,6,6,0,1,1,10,23,5,50,38,12,57,0,1,0,0,10,25,0,5,20,174,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.09696313125669692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640336483337745,0.0,0.06057024815386729,0.0,0.1690997530608528,0.0,0.1042744527405108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207230495020668,0.0,0.08559169941221816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994233590155884,0.0,0.06408037070232002,0.1024380200316478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381230503873046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562776704219947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024049165732375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014911364547184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114757534563577,0.0,0.33881881891262283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900897521014334,0.0,0.2039484764223844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785170884337574,0.11465058759950382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883176498174863,0.0,0.0,0.054606842485099234,0.08099341896730383,0.0,0.10521017661922703,0.0,0.10160453667390047,0.0,0.09708666105469953,0.09958698385544207,0.0,0.08793238146403648,0.0,0.11116083689684417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632501080197667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013368318887488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608523507950524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381230503873046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977282192119694,0.0,0.0,0.0993890449786666,0.0,0.0636539415546875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970947692387475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045557519381403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649384221392262,0.0,0.11122779893061699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414570425425374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470797566548222,0.0,0.08684690405520966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601180144801509,0.063667257604481,0.0,0.0,0.05793887231089721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746038173489331,0.3242324800483751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058606374092626534,0.0,0.239106984735483,0.12099633789199113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467366617585234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cyberdecks-and-neon,2019/07/28,"How do you do thing when you're expected to? I find it very difficult to do things when I'm expected to compared to when I decide to do them, or when I've decided to do something and then someone tells me to it, it becomes harder to do.",2.03029411764706,3.2074962941176466,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,76.25490196078431,8.237254901960785,28.43627450980393,8.841846274778883,2.180133333333333,185,8,41,4,4,65,29,51,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.4201,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,7,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306820829561607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35641794811603017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304133006131293,0.3002115845258376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34084373229238113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181464791555892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217592598067557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedEd024,2019/07/28,"Is it difficult to sleep and/or take naps? I just ""got up"" from a nap. I couldn't sleep, my mind kept racing, so I figured I might as well get up and do something. I assumed it had been about 15 to 20 minutes. I look at the clock and it's been an hour. Does this happen to anyone else?",-0.5923963133640555,1.3433388387096803,1.3771889400921675,100.96435483870968,88.03225806451613,4.188018433179724,16.921658986175114,5.288315135182226,-0.8840857142857144,216,5,54,1,7,71,49,62,0.051,0.9109999999999999,0.038,-0.1926,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,0,0,9,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,1,7,1,9,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369395847384992,0.2691789326118867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299005656433136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946171120142235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725589281404588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011435061786551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323148730405687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587178650981469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061145758082254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869533901003085,0.2652636800766569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258023664096302,0.0,0.0,0.2022481138517216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752632016795213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620914944115404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,needhelp1984,2019/07/28,"Depressed - ADHD Keeping this short to see if anyone can relate to what I am saying. As someone with ADHD I am definitely a thinker, and that’s what has sort of got me in trouble now with how I am feeling. As someone with the disorder I am starting to obsess about the fact that life must be a totally different ball game for those without. These people are passionate, focused, do great things and discover new concepts for the world. With ADHD I feel like there’s not much going on upstairs for me that relates to that, which makes me conclude that life’s gotta be a lot less enjoyable for someone like myself, like just having adhd might not make you actually depressed, however you definitely aren’t “feeling” good like these other neurotypicals. So where do I go from here with this possibility, how do I live knowing that left up to a 4 percent chance of inheritance, life’s just not going to be as fun, rewarding or even remotely possible as those around me. I just get to feel dull while others get to live it up. If I weren’t for the process to get out, I think I would of just requested to not be born anymore. Hope someone can relate.",7.988259975318797,6.911071470588241,8.156766762649116,72.36670917317977,62.80090497737557,11.113286713286712,37.7379679144385,10.230975488527342,3.775693212669683,909,39,168,17,11,298,125,221,0.07,0.737,0.192,0.9774,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,14,16,0,1,8,0,21,4,0,5,3,42,41,13,0,5,12,0,4,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,19,9,0,1,8,2,1,3,7,5,0,0,2,6,18,11,36,31,5,18,0,3,1,1,5,10,0,7,9,128,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.10550306113591823,0.0,0.5197250817396528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721941979084404,0.07559538747984962,0.0,0.0,0.09624382755930944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862357876616568,0.0,0.0,0.11295546898301427,0.12390729739841776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140786635836657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866148892361092,0.07723621866239246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945433296840165,0.0,0.1843299721370599,0.09068037184720812,0.08646814452689619,0.11919538063651905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073809784121719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960961376485181,0.0,0.0,0.059416284999015787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746550125433684,0.0,0.22909102797906364,0.21127494139229727,0.0,0.1909321865537165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191412758697956,0.0,0.0,0.14433303831652172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469120877097608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947577232652303,0.0,0.0,0.1044165739222598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495220338392337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437631781457232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597609733527556,0.0,0.0,0.08615236457577005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664164564853002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765232052237091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182572420670481,0.06927468703149875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042174381103404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768006416249969,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RareBoatswain2,2019/07/28,"So, are normal people actually able to simultaneously do all these things? * listen to what the other person is saying while analyzing and formulating responses * filter out inappropriate topics and mannerisms while thinking of what to say * remember what they're going to say until it's their turn to speak * correctly guess when they have an opening or should interject * communicate in a linear fashion towards the point\[s\] they want * exclude circumstantial tangents that bury whatever points you were trying to get across * be mindful and capable of staying on one topic when appropriate * not slip into imaginary tangential conversations because you're too impatient and losing track of what anyone was talking about You know the old triangle of three options, but you have to pick two? It's like a dodecahedron, but I still only get to pick two.",9.478184663536775,11.060682436619716,9.343615023474179,56.175485133020345,59.140845070422536,12.226604068857592,39.0172143974961,11.855464076750405,5.497199374021911,694,33,93,21,9,226,107,142,0.035,0.919,0.047,0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,3,1,6,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,2,24,18,13,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,5,7,1,20,14,1,17,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,3,8,72,17,0,0.17615857010020164,0.0,0.1719053532385621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317416810482786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738462928834897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407116440100296,0.0,0.10011497496378563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940585252581728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681214318246513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606217923788413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970763803249844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786993863774092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259799669230902,0.0,0.0,0.1848487862591044,0.0,0.11936960611952425,0.13397653057038886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212617207497632,0.15381486865869634,0.0,0.0,0.3330535764529639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995533198625952,0.0,0.0,0.4202650962928833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877615970832504,0.1406804616353226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415895858785036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703192645246907,0.1128752987489038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960010574580247,0.1916099390622123,0.3441626522930745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390288875627096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IcyFantasia,2019/07/28,"ADHD and relationships. I feel like I’m a sociopath. I thought I was almost in love with this man. We get in an argument about him not trusting me which I just won’t give up because I’m telling the truth. It ends and so do we. I leave a grating voicemail, a few aggressive texts, sob loudly for about 5 minutes and now I’m fine. Good riddance they were obviously not the one. It’s like this every time I have to grieve or move on. It’s so quick and rational that sometimes it’s like I feel everything else so strongly I don’t have room or time to be hung up on someone. When it’s over that’s it and I have to deal with it.",1.2710199004975102,2.9188980671641787,3.0306716417910486,93.22322139303483,79.52238805970148,6.257711442786071,24.59950248756219,7.1686216300943375,0.818783084577114,487,18,114,6,12,162,82,134,0.106,0.733,0.162,0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,1,9,12,1,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,2,20,18,11,1,0,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,3,14,9,15,13,1,15,0,2,0,1,10,8,1,3,9,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586659861762291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155228813431714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120289593089052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221893838827217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979798685523188,0.0,0.19063089252631327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134150542532232,0.0,0.19343585672215852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176546472680005,0.15376115851063302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244937933311344,0.20646930691133347,0.0,0.18052565584999095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789868416548176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154531673936377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425449325083827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287566236685596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584618034073327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310776799576183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823646335303241,0.0,0.21286908580123773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812148970778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086947148381093,0.2510059993430766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kr_eative,2019/07/28,"Any Successful Homeopathic ADHD Remedies? I'm turning 26 in a month. I do not yet have a job that offers benefits and am unsure if I'll be able to afford insurance. However, I'm going back to school to finish my degree this fall. Not knowing if I will be able to get my prescriptions I wanted to look into homeopathic options. Does anyone have a successful homeopathic regimen? Or has anyone had any success with this? I've done a little research on the topic but wanted to ask from first hand experience. Mang thanks in advance!",4.095955555555555,6.4669090400000036,6.089333333333332,71.19522222222223,73.6,8.844444444444445,29.11111111111111,9.444778638647367,3.2222777777777782,424,18,68,11,9,147,71,100,0.015,0.8079999999999999,0.177,0.9471,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,0,0,13,21,5,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,2,5,5,12,16,0,13,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,5,45,8,6,0.4180792461555876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512250043842414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843082239340306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29233072973864416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542382930287197,0.0,0.0,0.16073856690094815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829319828485385,0.2139201114155331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044808629288886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780899660203045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921457526587924,0.0,0.11880203511511445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074395705617258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488270998512574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951261900337956,0.0,0.0,0.17554063541095885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685343278635995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115592586475747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245559957093808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737508266978174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465939714423233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,m3486,2019/07/28,"Sluggish Cognitive Tempo Hi I have SCT. I was technically diagnosed with the subtype of inattentive ADHD. I've had all 16 symptoms to it's severity until I was diagnosed at 25 ( I am 28 now) and started taking Vyvanse ( currently on 60MG). It has helped me so much, it felt like I was awake for the first time in my life. All my life I was disinterested, day dreamed, mind fog all day, couldn't function, severe tired durning the day,I withdrawal, no motivation, couldn't concentrate, depressed, so vyvanse has helped with that when I compare to how I felt before beggining treatment. The day dreaming, motivation and social anxiety are getting worse again. I've noticed it's starting to get worse as I age. I want to try something else with my vyvanse any suggestions on medications ? ( People who have experienced this) Thanks",4.3365324384787485,7.186664174496649,5.310845637583892,74.67884116331096,75.04026845637584,8.537091722595079,33.42326621923937,9.21078282632365,3.6919607158836687,658,35,107,17,15,215,99,149,0.085,0.7829999999999999,0.132,0.6239,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,4,0,13,7,0,3,3,17,22,8,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,3,14,2,15,13,4,17,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,14,67,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497560231400164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990088602995792,0.0,0.11137895262203304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388970501294158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755841427195203,0.0,0.1253998325785811,0.2955495343271998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162504050070687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279585996600279,0.0,0.0,0.12384211656616505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152133631247844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951770752589896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567458714233847,0.0711298365671162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466705602111989,0.0,0.0,0.14700835811436452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702828569024082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575964637779853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093649425550086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32895938275863257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841466947023993,0.0,0.11208531503625578,0.0,0.0,0.2061042561994157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132783296218558,0.10946851074324017,0.0,0.0,0.1340433231802126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489698736338704,0.16733879680998096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884871671206703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587506802095371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967452920412296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Closecalllynn,2019/07/28,"Self implemented reward systems So..... I'm going to clean the house and then I'll get my self taco bell as a reward. Fuck yeah. I got this. I'm gonna be productive and then tacos because TACOOOOOOOS!!!! BUT WAIT!!!!!! Why not just go get tacos now? I'm an grown up I can get tacos whenever the heck I want!!!!! And that's why I struggle to give myself rewards for being productive. I agree on terms and then just say forget the productive let's just do the fun thing.",-0.2349848024316117,2.0609517021276598,1.4647416413373868,96.52,95.80851063829786,4.813373860182371,17.352583586626142,6.5431188927421005,-0.09152036474164138,356,10,79,5,14,115,63,94,0.076,0.7120000000000001,0.212,0.9276,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,1,6,1,5,1,0,0,0,12,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,4,6,14,1,11,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,5,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397154002890087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188747193509386,0.3592354406731705,0.21986513070341004,0.2605140771949757,0.0,0.18330851421251765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644607415036979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343678446968176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822653966561976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782016159825529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396048159108424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226725239228087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351853965504334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136264336986543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jhizzle4rizzle,2019/07/28,"Practical advice on teeth grinding? I saw a dentist the other day and she mentioned the phrase ""microfractures"" while discussing my teeth 😱 and beyond paying out of pocket for a night and day guard I'm not really sure what I can do on a practical level. She says that stress, ADHD, adderall and coffee are all risk factors, but de-stressing can only go so far and I'm so, so not ready to quit coffee. Meanwhile, my entire face hurts. Any advice?",4.090957983193277,6.042922364705883,4.8327731092437,82.04176470588239,72.41176470588233,6.739495798319329,25.084033613445378,7.447530270364453,1.3976386554621856,351,11,61,4,7,113,62,85,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.9007,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,5,0,4,4,3,0,2,12,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,1,7,7,1,11,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,4,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784437553467025,0.4528053441679377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755567353292568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988389745897924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167353656282105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480266205378242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174233393126814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620903968663335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464285328220617,0.0,0.0,0.14842516057817287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424746661797495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530795267159613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836304370903584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aubasaurus,2019/07/28,"I GOT THIS (unless, of course, I'm exhausted, then I definitely dont got this) Diagnosed a year ago, had worked a year in a key management position prior to diagnosis and faaaaailed because I would hyper focus on ridiculous tasks and would panic if someone tried to steer my focus elsewhere (among many other things related to being undiagnosed). Re-promoted a couple of months ago and was happily trekking along and succeeding tremendously. ... Until.... My immediate (salaried) boss was let go and I was placed into her position temporarily until the actual new boss starts in mid to late august. I started out rocking that, too, until a bunch of things happened and now I'm working 60-70 hrs a week, getting little sleep, no days off since 4th of july weekend, and any time I DO have at home is constantly interrupted by phone calls and texts. Good news is I'm hourly. Bad news... hoo, golly, if I hadn't known there was a correlation between amount of sleep/stress level and symptoms being controlled... I'm certainly living that now. My emotions are out of whack again. I'm falling into old situations of overwhelm and shut down as so much flies at me nonstop and I have no time to regroup or figure out how my personal brain would handle a situation, cuz it certainly can't handle it the way a non ADHD brain would. I was also feeling terrible and had lab work done and discovered I'm super anemic as well, which certainly doesn't help. I just need... an uninterrupted... day... off. If not two consecutive ones. When I'm spiraling, I think of you all and posts made to the tune of ""Hey! Relax those shoulders! Breathe!"" And it helps. So thank you all.",5.219222489732335,6.9192564625407185,6.066466506160605,75.3429825803711,69.06514657980456,9.247925223056226,30.61166973516499,9.653516015845867,3.0582223197847345,1302,53,228,30,23,428,195,307,0.085,0.799,0.11599999999999999,0.8949,0,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,0,6,12,15,1,2,13,0,25,8,5,6,5,50,44,32,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,12,21,0,1,4,3,0,2,7,6,1,2,12,1,19,9,38,25,5,51,0,1,0,0,9,19,0,4,28,149,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.1064286728584498,0.0,0.1310711985634728,0.0,0.1933535711974063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721675450960344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416582549938072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910621231325349,0.06648311623370592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434982776840836,0.11136438415266928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785715879181664,0.12232218402835185,0.0,0.1206749075582546,0.0,0.14067179394341964,0.0,0.0,0.1106955232239326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116081795631341,0.12781972353226964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267994759550375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055144968830363385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698033647480885,0.0,0.06198238576006405,0.0914759394286754,0.17445351381178384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644306967488886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620377268598095,0.0,0.10939796863451827,0.0,0.107403993395816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302656299804313,0.0,0.0,0.11152317230735118,0.0,0.0,0.10930866596759717,0.09630364750599586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319699789162992,0.0,0.11057163912748837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705216056555025,0.0,0.08017303841274502,0.08086800996147879,0.0,0.10533265354884537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144421079996862,0.0,0.0739031596142696,0.0,0.0,0.12796062992169469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522863615843236,0.1139464630365426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445114370342974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902171229185512,0.24518026909630006,0.21828130758554584,0.0,0.0924077859859128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438913500987436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493002720029064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133570633851705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040953593708822,0.0,0.0,0.14491174800262055,0.06988245577015606,0.0,0.0,0.1271897309223517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404586470667658,0.0,0.10653761980339367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656825234489042,0.0874828701272491,0.0,0.09805973745564407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381950658322864,0.0,0.0,0.3098977517740704,0.0,0.0,0.14046456362333085 adhd,sortaop,2019/07/28,"i kinda need help like alot of it ok so hello my name is zak i want to say sorry in advance for all my spelling errors and my total lack of grammar that being said i really need help... my entire life ive felt like nothing but a lazy piece of shit everyone around me made fun of me saying it was pathetic i couldnt keep up in my classes and i was stupid for not getting what everyone els was understanding so easily my life up until 3 years ago was nothing but depression and self doubt i felt like living was impossible and that my life was going to be nothing but failure after failure that was until my sister was diagnosed with ADHD not long after she got her diagnoses she started telling me i have ADHD so i took an online test i found from (HOW TO ADHD) and i scored a 100% on there everything started to make sense in my life and for the first time i didnt feel like an idiot and i didnt feel alone...so right after i did the test i started thinking ""well i have it but im not going to give myself meth to fix it il do it on my own"" so for years ive been trying i picked up mma and boxing again i started running i eat health (most of the time) i started planning my weeks ahead so i know what im doing i started making mental notes of where i put things and i thought all was well, but at the start of this year i ended up breaking 6 of my teeth in an juijitsu accident and i had to stop training soon after i stopped my life fell apart i started forgetting things all the time i gained 50lb i became really depressed and life started to look like it was just going back to how it used to be so im here noe 7 months later i have a job i love (it doesnt pay well at all though ""yet"") and not enough money to fix my teeth so i walk around with low self confidence no clue what to do and it is just to much for me to handle so i hope that was enough backstory for you guys to kidna get where im coming from when i tell you the rest of this (just an fyi i do still run and try and eat right i just cut out boxing and mma) 5 days ago my friend who has adhd gave me something its a pill marked e 404 aka some form of adderall he said 'try a fourth of it and see what happens' now i stopped caring about myself completely so without a second thought i took it and all i can say is WOW i was shocked i didnt feel high or hyper i just felt normal other then the fact that when i started to talk to my friend i didnt start wondering what country his shirt was from and if it was made by small children, so i went home (didnt forget my keys or phone in the car) and i got to work! it was insane i thought to myself ""hey dont you have a project you have to get done?"" then i just did it i cleaned some of my house i talked with my roommates and didnt interrupt them (i flushed the toilet lol) everything was great! but now here i am 5 days later and im just really really sad i cant help but think how cool it would be to be productive all the time (i edit for a living so it would really help me) i keep forgetting things i cant speak my mind to anyone without them wondering wtf it is im trying to say and tbh it just sucks everything sucks...so after all that (thanks for anyone who actually reads this) this is what i need help with 1. how do i officially get diagnosed normal doctor or psyc 2. should i ask for meds or try and do it without them 3. should i tell my doc that i tried adderall and it worked 4. will i get in trouble if i tell the doctor 5. how much will it cost me over all? (guessing is fine i just need something to go off of) also some other facts real fast in case anyone cares i am 23yr i make 500$ a month i dont have any insurance i dont have any family in the state i live in to help me and i get 0% help from the government no food stamps no nothing i live in IL and it took my a week to finish riting this so ima be upset if no one reply's xD",0.32949968599539403,2.1894607176749687,2.569460051636316,94.30524303956459,83.57888493475681,5.58034470727793,18.93306817388877,6.742157984588678,0.006018251343241854,3007,76,703,34,85,1021,335,843,0.096,0.755,0.149,0.9937,2,1,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,3,7,48,34,5,2,28,3,71,21,4,12,11,137,143,66,0,17,30,1,6,5,2,6,13,7,2,4,48,35,3,5,16,1,3,16,24,13,3,3,45,16,117,21,92,85,23,104,1,4,2,1,49,31,2,18,60,475,165,13,0.0,0.0,0.04384887864567765,0.0,0.21600664277368875,0.0,0.07966215354784753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0359335203723517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111301014350015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425621217302482,0.0,0.0,0.08000116526679503,0.042007010199041,0.0,0.0,0.03455129624301212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162594826804406,0.0,0.0,0.038706464941482166,0.047112203911150036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795712993338386,0.0,0.07740278210636686,0.13682049491272907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198323709152682,0.0,0.04598284832544843,0.15798613461463198,0.0,0.0,0.09195693076321916,0.0,0.0,0.0397979839872593,0.09285719383343148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587228742120538,0.12115072787577115,0.0,0.04235956022223896,0.0,0.06815959406103697,0.03210069492500508,0.12943039992466765,0.0,0.0,0.038220642591987986,0.054334094158723416,0.04926756054641958,0.06943143990289309,0.0,0.1408562444030554,0.04310456747813608,0.10214759005695316,0.0,0.0718752827691361,0.04953964107186179,0.049499614548920184,0.04449149769036976,0.039734785230436005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776249729243258,0.0,0.0,0.21082711640132906,0.04747499601450827,0.04507223591069885,0.04462937321964063,0.0,0.05184753872064192,0.0,0.0,0.2912170996186154,0.0,0.04458983424567988,0.07987840035541226,0.0,0.0,0.024694425379206943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042830751092926,0.1097618539007199,0.0,0.15870937179655958,0.03976497328282876,0.03773305071525337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040554482588822334,0.08503484099941155,0.08998092302103547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991128990100583,0.0,0.045282672553857456,0.0,0.0453702994531927,0.0,0.0717314145138248,0.0,0.06606298354751305,0.13327128714024195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880511103216815,0.17246066028138174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030448286072008193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045170850567607515,0.0,0.0,0.044945930638748334,0.05114446856382825,0.14392862123858932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674638970719556,0.08548461175401681,0.1429325525873295,0.0,0.0,0.035806397830053266,0.0,0.0937514455263004,0.0,0.04612387013599011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918442424265762,0.0,0.050299677765383716,0.34984789764734003,0.0,0.03588416750177971,0.11269993347607707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223212601253126,0.15709638528847256,0.04136897922263842,0.0,0.0,0.08955600237002452,0.057583492121582425,0.044147201789836416,0.1070171848839061,0.10480497269017297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976921846720262,0.18304248555587707,0.0,0.0,0.046777640204543766,0.0,0.038808351057047635,0.0,0.0,0.02650310228376911,0.0,0.07208632134100255,0.0,0.12120256916399676,0.04165405581705813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299436551109119,0.09745751563755403,0.06542464077996746,0.0,0.0,0.06383932330050984,0.0,0.0,0.08680762578702722 adhd,Hebetterloveme,2019/07/28,"Vyvanse not working? Already increased dose. Thoughts? Disclaimer: I’ve already spoken to my MD who upped my dosage. I will talk to him again next month. I’m a 30 year old female. 5’4”, 112lbs. I took vyvanse 7-10 years ago and it was fantastic. My max does was 60mg but I spent a good deal of time at 50mg. I was happy and productive. It took care of my mild depression and gave me the ability to easily organize everything about my life. I was top of the totem pole my first year of work out of grad school and flourishing. I did have a tiny amount of euphoria (I know this isn’t supposed to happen) but that piece was the one to take away my anxiety and depression. I can vividly remember the meds hitting at the same time every day and I could finally stop feeling overwhelmed, my brain was completely organized, and I was actually hopeful and looking forward to the future. It made me such a good person. Fast forward: I stopped taking it when I was trying to become pregnant. I nursed for 18 months and had another child, which I also nurses for 18 months. I thought I could handle not going back on them, but I realized after 2 years at a high-emotions, high-stress job that I really needed help again. I suck at following through with tasks, being social with coworkers, staying organized, etc. So I went back on. He started me off at 30mg. I felt a difference for the first week or so. Then it almost stopped working completely (and when it did work, I’d only get a good 4 hours). I was convinced I left it in the heat of my car or something like that, but looking back I definitely didn’t. I was on that for two months and he moved me to 50mg. The only thing I feel is decreased anxiety, but I still almost have zero motivation and I’m exhausted most of the time. I don’t suffer from depression anymore, so that doesn’t really explain it. I’m probably the happiest I’ve ever been; I just can’t pull anything together and it’s insanely frustrating. I’ve tried other ADHD meds in the past and they increased my anxiety instead of decreasing it. Vyvanse is the only one that takes it away completely. I also tried Zoloft in combination with other ADHD and I absolutely hated it. It turned me into an emotionless blob. Has this happened to you? Did an ever higher dose work? I’m a pretty small person, but I have a high metabolism. What if he prescribed it twice a day? Any luck with that?",2.56880203515264,4.8853752659574505,4.211803885291396,83.06434782608694,78.25531914893618,7.661424606845514,26.600370027752085,8.587818076936951,2.1966031452358923,1885,77,358,42,46,630,240,470,0.109,0.737,0.154,0.9767,1,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,2,9,19,18,3,1,25,0,31,6,1,2,2,58,66,32,0,5,12,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,29,21,0,3,10,0,1,12,7,9,0,7,25,6,51,9,47,36,7,74,0,5,3,0,17,23,1,8,43,239,80,9,0.0,0.0,0.06892592693082644,0.0,0.1697701119873451,0.0,0.06261035565994415,0.0,0.14145402046226974,0.0,0.15588671677158658,0.1129675957994524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480316829275287,0.07406304085177776,0.16209817548514302,0.0,0.07004723668205823,0.0,0.0,0.05812351374194859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272079888726274,0.16293325123236255,0.0,0.0,0.07800668407735901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884785201520407,0.0,0.0,0.07201328301143935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221666157465272,0.0,0.0,0.11278663716096128,0.0,0.0,0.09110264677891844,0.0728177338348099,0.18250381771959015,0.0,0.0,0.07379463986860474,0.0,0.0,0.0618098968500039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945066753854542,0.0,0.0,0.078772532119041,0.0,0.12778004762183295,0.05950988790431065,0.0,0.06347882754811696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142658064071797,0.0,0.0678170918190985,0.07737309947111601,0.0,0.12015783755073425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03690192128562998,0.0,0.04014137616447113,0.17772646452263832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491799051627896,0.07518829603725878,0.0,0.06973375233624135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734264875485107,0.22387743135546515,0.0,0.07015278411934389,0.06955756942233854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009063291926053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038817096624972534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674107717044165,0.0,0.04988895198863915,0.034506868843264336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118624948997782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683301167928084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156910827687911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255088106300787,0.07506985783511431,0.0,0.052372188771530825,0.0,0.0,0.07511715268244926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411563220643748,0.0,0.09572314758270388,0.16115478167323471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742553548882818,0.0,0.12334499418795007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185738991781376,0.07615245092029381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049639522969642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001145563259668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148261201266674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199968087925597,0.0,0.05437539929622322,0.0,0.0,0.0499931736100721,0.07528353176422374,0.0564062202636284,0.1771527030976151,0.08090787656185394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931776558154445,0.05677073614388476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046924274662013495,0.0,0.0,0.11214667122588566,0.1235569776139908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156947870768792,0.14386197976245033,0.07682653512653706,0.06899648375508118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665614117080496,0.0,0.0,0.06547589120393901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571020143020304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193687826115665 adhd,theboringwifey,2019/07/28,"First day on medication - feeling emotional. Help? When I was 18 I was diagnosed with bipolar 2. Seven years and a lot of self-advocacy later, I was re-evaluated and found out it’s not bipolar but ADHD. Today marks my first day of Strattera. So nervous about the adjustment period but I’m also excited to maybe <i>finally </i> be on the path to feeling a little more neurotypical. But I can’t help but wonder where I’d been in life had I been accurately diagnosed years ago. Anyone have tips? Helpful reminders? Success stories? Similar situations? Anything?",3.201617161716172,6.351699524752481,5.144910891089111,70.16898349834986,88.40594059405943,8.23788778877888,31.485808580858087,8.648137234880735,3.9418034323432334,456,25,68,14,15,155,76,101,0.03,0.755,0.215,0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,4,0,9,6,0,0,0,15,14,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,2,6,2,10,6,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,11,46,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731628797501304,0.0,0.16029028810240334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460553918011576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643691499486315,0.0,0.14880341542575498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332340927497192,0.0,0.0,0.36706676167041385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340357845673784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286091922641606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30761899043309393,0.0,0.19826507625970585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636091854993657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772191441969313,0.0,0.18123396895676844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153730791308394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166283111780096,0.0,0.0,0.1821619773202108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863971841285354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032546682592532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714007812757979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609679833605376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289050449836315 adhd,actibus_consequatur,2019/07/28,"I cleaned my apartment! After putting it off for weeks, I finally cleaned my apartment! Granted, my motivation was because I was supposed to have a date over - and she completely ghosted me. It's kind of weird being okay with being ghosted, but RSD meds are definitely helping with that. And I have a clean-ish apartment! It's a good day!",3.78142857142857,6.300728333333336,4.425634920634924,82.03464285714288,75.19047619047619,6.73968253968254,35.89682539682539,7.793537801064563,2.9636158730158733,267,16,47,4,6,85,44,63,0.024,0.7240000000000001,0.252,0.9263,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,6,7,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,3,8,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272460348704647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658810621497052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505226351930732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822719050904375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926936047216233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390254048566825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36339126060295096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876192206308544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508041953429049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991706637681624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NickSage18,2019/07/28,ADHD and empathy Do you think people with ADHD are incapable of empathy?,3.196153846153845,6.3327843846153895,6.91423076923077,57.06826923076926,89.76923076923076,11.830769230769231,29.57692307692308,10.125756701596842,5.909492307692307,59,3,7,3,2,22,11,13,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9307832521606566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684659950940846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481301009055017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Heimerdahl,2019/07/28,"I just reaped the terrible fruits of my prokrastination. Long story incoming. Not really worth reading but I had to get it off my chest and to calm me down. Shitty TLDR at the end. Last fall I had the amazing idea to move out of my shitty apartment and buy a van instead. I'm still in uni and thought this would be a great opportunity. Learn at the lake, shower at the uni gym, have a great time and reduce my time spent playing computer games. So I terminated my room and went on to buy a car. But I pushed it further and further off until I had only one more week to either go homeless (or couchsurf but what about all my stuff?) or buy a car. So I bought this shitty shitass van. It looked pretty ok, had a nearly fresh inspection and was cheap. Good enough. When o went to take him with me (after signing all the papers, paying etc,) it suddenly had problems starting. But not too bad, just the battery a bit low they told me. No problem! I was really panicking at that time but I had to move out and needed to transport some of my shit to a storage unit and the rest in the damn car. So I just avoided the confrontation and kept the shit thing. It did start everytime for the next few months even if it took a bit and people were staring. Oh and then on the motorway it lost power. Just no more torque (?). Basically I pressed the pedal but it barely did anything. Crawled to the exit (only like 600m away) and onto a rest place. The car actually worked again after a break but I was paranoid as fuck. Then tried to find a mechanic. But the asshole just shrugged off and was just a dick on general. So I carefully drove back into town, driving at night and only on small roads where it wouldn't be so bad of it happened again (real smart I know). And it didn't. Then I was too terrified and too ADHD to actually go to a mechanic (the day after the shit was a holiday and Friday of course). So instead of getting it fixed I didn't. Just parked it in a really nice spot and kept on trying not to kill myself. Worked out pretty alright actually. I drove a few more times (short ways only) and in the winter even had to call the Autoclub I'm a member of for them to start the car (battery for real this time). Then I ignored it some more and then it didn't start again (as I had been too scared to try). And suddenly it was fucking July. Which brings us to last week. The spot I was parked was supposed to be undergoing some road work so I had to leave until July 29th. They put up the sign on Monday. So I had a full week to get my shit together. Which brings us to today. I obviously didn't do shit the whole week and finally got the courage to call said autoclub again. Full panic mode already. What will they think? Will the piece of shit car start? What if not? Can't move it to a mechanic on Sunday. But the guy came, everything wasnt as terrible as feared. He also found the source of the starting problems and it seemed to not be so bad. He also pumped up one of my tires and told me to go drive around for a bit and try to park near a mechanic. Couldn't tell me where to go but I had seen one and planned to go there. So I drove off and only 5min or so later I get halted by the police. Full on blue lights and all. Jesus fucking Christ I had never been stopped before. I was completely shocked and barely coherent (must have seemed hella drunk or high but they didn't care). They showed me why they stopped me. MY FUCKING TIRE WAS SMOKING LIKE CRAZY! The same one that other dude had just pumped full. Apparently the brake is stuck or something. NOW I was in true panic. Close to fainting. And the police officers were asking where I came from, where I lived, asked me to give them my papers and I was so out of it, I gave them my student ID and my card from a coffeeshop but also my driver's license (really more by chance). But neither of them had my place of living (which is still officially with my parents in a different town, which is sort of illegal here but I had never changed it even when I had an apartment so it never seemed too important, until now). Did I mention that my fucking wheel seemed to be on fire?! So they tried to get me to calm down and told me to call that autoclub again and have the thing dragged off to a mechanic. Couldn't drive like this of course and I couldn't start it again if I wanted (battery not filled up enough after 5min of course). They then had me put up a warning triangle (after me frantically looking for it, didn't even remember what that shit looked like at the time) and drove off. Called the club again and they told me they would have someone available in 2-3hrs. I then called my only real friend here to vent and she offered to have me stay at her place for the time being. Only thing is, she is studying abroad for the semester and was just offering me her apartment here. Would have her neighbour let me in. Only said neighbour is not there so now she asked a friend of hers (whom I don't think I met before) if I could sleep on her couch. I really don't have anyone else... So now I wait at this busy road for my car and home (it's not even really converted, more like a mattress in the back and some containers and shit) to be moved off to a mechanic. And then I have no clue if they will be able to fix it, what it will cost, the thought of giving it up at all makes me panic. It's also getting dark and I'm sort of sweaty and scared of going to that friend of my friend's. But hey, at least it wont be towed off at the parking spot... Oh and also: I haven't told my parents about the car. They have no clue. What if the police or the Autoclub or who knows who sends post or a phonecall to them to check the whole story? I can't deal with this. TLDR: put off repairing my car until it nearly caught fire and now I wait at a busy road and go from panic state to panic state using this post as a therapeutic device.",2.0261384487072576,3.925455717264392,3.294995829858216,91.03130108423687,78.14929107589656,6.401668056713928,21.675562969140948,7.367552417933055,0.6225819849874901,4571,128,988,60,109,1483,409,1199,0.142,0.763,0.095,-0.9964,9,1,1,0,0,1,141.0,2,0,17,7,73,63,16,10,79,2,90,21,11,2,10,172,176,118,1,20,47,2,3,5,6,10,3,2,5,1,61,61,2,11,15,8,10,43,33,38,0,4,75,13,116,25,156,77,35,211,2,2,6,6,69,87,15,24,79,708,177,10,0.04000648865388723,0.0,0.11712168576247665,0.0,0.04808002492298121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044148155053925435,0.15996587261283685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027973467063991304,0.040991375374007606,0.032921931388399404,0.035614256770103096,0.11220199923717336,0.0,0.037587413023402114,0.06152504064334007,0.10021124086154518,0.0,0.0,0.06808515045467421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103017206098133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042554895460065,0.09151353033972412,0.08157856295067521,0.0,0.042321560324723236,0.0,0.04194604219830187,0.0,0.0,0.0319419258325192,0.0,0.0,0.02580087552752784,0.041244933123135916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179826569625418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03342028774982332,0.0,0.035433874392402004,0.08267479437596817,0.04461781008676187,0.13211954222855934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03595525236883385,0.0,0.0,0.045018422201534576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382515281861701,0.03656520585100112,0.0,0.0,0.04386504986234386,0.1236356555744293,0.18492677052274525,0.1254104346883792,0.07675573869510832,0.15915626616327855,0.033555544587882666,0.031996843638804284,0.08821458995244523,0.0,0.03961271357853452,0.035377605793174734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042269051771476884,0.04012977004955064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451624560837032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044261252241101716,0.0,0.04397303980822178,0.06522125569565908,0.0,0.042361095003522135,0.0,0.04090934517113416,0.0,0.0977257477524586,0.0,0.0706529248684639,0.0354044835279107,0.1007861237328844,0.0,0.043671808272157706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026704641831945326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031932797559367364,0.17008226446577354,0.0,0.029664304416480308,0.09256641111501374,0.0,0.04254735454712737,0.03754337948780765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843772835175317,0.2434138990616296,0.0,0.2346949727790925,0.08884494240281843,0.0,0.0,0.02773546194591089,0.0,0.12539479708876253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663031463106403,0.08140196310658965,0.0,0.1148424199423806,0.0,0.12065271289040408,0.0,0.0,0.04001731497788605,0.13660842786938696,0.15377508633821588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531955284598047,0.0,0.07611066420713136,0.0,0.0801069486618304,0.0,0.0,0.14568161892746562,0.0,0.0,0.32852868555620224,0.0,0.0,0.040035380861538614,0.0,0.03389736801047593,0.030798949505957168,0.0,0.0,0.19821759007041906,0.0426415938723506,0.06389846703496498,0.06689443177325764,0.0,0.0,0.04579785804014986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030079900598778818,0.0,0.034967434440863664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973560017715953,0.05126908507640051,0.0,0.06352136644607846,0.16329673680418738,0.09196314703083328,0.03792147340794978,0.1911395717459793,0.04444868092408897,0.1358088985055199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624575996320184,0.03455276119443371,0.0,0.0,0.023596863540442096,0.031755288544688634,0.12836316817581164,0.0,0.0,0.07417283158002409,0.03609963339888421,0.08933163173597868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737560064503039,0.0,0.0,0.08525838509246005,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alexismberry,2019/07/28,"Need Adderall but am Allergic! Hello everyone! I am 20 and I discovered that I have ADHD about a couple months ago and when I discovered this group I felt like I had found *my people* because it sounded like thousands of people with my same brain! So I started adderall which IMMENSELY helps me feel functional but it turns out I am allergic because I break out in a rash :( has anyone had any similar experience or found an alternative medication that helps?? Thanks!!",3.10222459893048,6.172423564705883,4.498930481283427,76.57064171122997,83.94117647058823,8.267379679144385,28.903743315508017,8.841846274778883,3.3210000000000006,373,18,61,11,11,123,59,85,0.133,0.6759999999999999,0.191,0.7703,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,5,2,0,0,14,15,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,12,3,6,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328612147951176,0.0,0.17944537368386776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376619442701809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154643882225612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680356431679726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259831000782917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398917948041164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343419703223744,0.0,0.19801912703986202,0.0,0.0,0.10235662550496033,0.0,0.19436822000704407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439164857593142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137425454471303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779788531695766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393078381850732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158074956603408,0.0,0.0,0.150102117863577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806842540149359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328370483672584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637387027373656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018987369270174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,freelancersojib365,2019/07/28,"BAYMI First 4G LTE Facial Recognition Smart Watch The First Smartwatch that does not require a smartphone or wifi for crystal clear video chat through skype, Whatsapp and Zoom. Real-Time face to face calls, waterproof and downloads all games and apps! [Click here to view our smartwatch](http://bit.ly/2Y7bGI1)",8.173469387755105,12.019304306122448,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,67.16326530612245,6.3689795918367365,30.20816326530613,7.554174236665415,2.126008979591837,257,10,37,3,5,64,44,49,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.68,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071506956351714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38081045005690056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263597471830647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.634440170322318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244840372396248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sweatygun,2019/07/28,"ADHD making depression worse or vice versa? Hi all, I've found this sub to be a fantastic resource for feeling a sense of community among my fellow dysfunctional executives. Little background: I was first 'diagnosed' with adhd back in 2016, after a year of seeing a psychiatrist who put me on Zoloft and intermittent doses of Klonopin (first mistake).... stimulants (Dexedrine in particular after trying vyvanse) absolutely made all the difference in the world at first. I was just out of undergrad and starting my own freelance business. I wish I had them through college, would've helped IMMENSELY socially, academically I knew I was a master procrastinator, through blood sweat and tears I pulled off a 3.5 gpa prior to stims. While working on that freelance business I also got my MBA which flew by, in part due to the flourishing the stims enabled. However in hinsight, I think the klonopin was starting to affect my memory starting about that year. Long story short those benzos aren't meant to be on for more than a few weeks, went thru some nasty withdrawal for months and I'm still recovering cognitively 10 months later. Was taken off Dexedrine as well because this new psych thought they were causing more anxiety than they were worth (I disagreed then and now)... after about 9 months of having worse executive functioning than I have had in my whole life I went back on Depression has been a main symptom of the withdrawal but I suffered from it for a while beforehand, along with the executive functioning deficits. I've noticed in the last year adhd symptoms have gotten much worse- possibly as a part of the klonopin withdrawal but maybe organically as a result of the increased depression? My business had to come to a standstill considering I couldn't get out of the house or even answer the phone (emails or texts) without having an existential panic attack. It's been 9 long months of absolute hell but I'm finally seeing a light at the end of the tunnel as I am experiencing improvement. First, the intense depression and anxiety began to resolve a little bit each month...(especially as I adopted a meditation practice).. and over the last month, I got back on Dexedrine...again making a world of difference. I can actually respond to things comfortably, answer the phone, and plan (tho still not like I used to be able to). Getting to the meat of my question: Especially since the withdrawal threw my life upside down, I find my depressive symptoms flaring up when I notice I've pushed something off or procrastinated on a task. Idle reminders that go unattended. I get emotional about this increased attentional/executive deficit and I can't tell which is coming first -the chicken or the egg (adhd or the depression)",7.696893153526973,9.19437805394191,7.494748443983401,68.15693594398343,63.066390041493776,10.755290456431537,37.26167012448133,10.75352987622681,4.456831742738589,2210,107,347,57,32,703,260,482,0.126,0.8,0.073,-0.9882,1,0,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,3,10,16,15,2,1,40,0,26,11,2,8,2,54,59,29,0,3,12,0,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,13,17,1,0,11,0,1,12,5,11,1,5,26,5,36,4,76,29,16,82,1,7,2,0,14,29,1,8,42,243,49,8,0.06966421406385716,0.0,0.06798222374263277,0.0,0.33489138998502943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571044681787927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658586615902343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925310055011615,0.0,0.16070244149940024,0.0,0.04246665829346967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605527888447755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156433773452353,0.0,0.12001910384988122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36001011295936397,0.0707077108546292,0.0,0.14556855284918388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836286427497109,0.06170181622636034,0.0,0.0,0.046012556370327036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035224319806113576,0.0,0.0,0.07631374134707371,0.06367182958071571,0.2962817244736833,0.0,0.07638321498218195,0.0,0.0,0.10919002969189263,0.0,0.039591778264933125,0.0,0.11143367186786804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669445422839482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038314973327007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357126484167165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841178921774613,0.034034416116228115,0.13964368787537546,0.0,0.12330127448308442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591796375744992,0.09300280767822457,0.0,0.06998706653393033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336318661824023,0.0,0.051211213004139236,0.0,0.0,0.06728213204806782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586263388860066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173594521050374,0.0,0.15087911020611056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853593411649393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003177651921155,0.07803986315588637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110267183053882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057626957763747176,0.0,0.0,0.07101389321675751,0.0,0.05363091547191939,0.0,0.0,0.14792606782242032,0.0,0.11126786268066036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722337709052725,0.0,0.0,0.06088959366633957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628180832787687,0.044638015454443465,0.0,0.055305604398479896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729742847024846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060167513654375226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588043044141141,0.0,0.06263649477918072,0.1291588487461809,0.0,0.07777760714978663,0.08011040813963563,0.06715381638428215,0.0,0.0507163775352731,0.0,0.21298135713414396,0.0494874589070174,0.0,0.0,0.13458440947844275 adhd,Sassy_pink_ranger,2019/07/28,"I should be productive But I’ve been laying here refreshing reddit endlessly as if afraid I might miss something. There’s no reason I’ve not gotten out of bed yet. I’m posting this for accountability. If I told you guys I was gonna get up and get started with my day I’m going to feel obligated to do so. Wish me luck",1.1412366737739852,3.3110070895522408,3.641364605543711,86.00358208955225,82.5820895522388,6.8136460554371014,21.51172707889127,7.957251820313856,1.082507036247336,253,8,54,5,7,88,55,67,0.06,0.8340000000000001,0.106,0.6066,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,18,6,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,7,1,8,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928632232792807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408531373442187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390929974381969,0.0,0.18443022870743095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213223959565154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34426076702221897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31079714157095684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336570522482279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498286876655829,0.0,0.0,0.22969447796054104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100894617267596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731780067106717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raddacle,2019/07/28,"[HELP] What's difference between Ritalin and Focalin? **TLDR**: How does Focalin IR compare to Ritalin IR? &nbsp; &nbsp; I started my med journey in December, and have largely been on Ritalin. I started at 10mg, which barely has an effect now. And am now actively taking 20mg IR, which really helps with focus and provides a tolerable and motivating level of ""anxiety"" that lasts for 3 hours. Though as my ADHD(inattentive type) is at a moderate level, I really only need to take it when I'm working on papers, thus my use varies. Some days 60-80mg altogether, and other days none at all. It's these days off that I find myself uncharastically tired, sleepy all day even though I'm well rested. So I've begun taking 10mg throughout the day on these ""off"" days. &nbsp; And yet, I'm feeling the effects of 20mg to be decreasing over time. I really don't want to increase my dose anymore, especially as I already go above 60mg/day sometimes, and I would surpass the recommended dose. Also, I've tried 15mg of Adderall IR, and I appreciated the ""tunnel vision"" hyperfocus. However, my BPM was uncomfortably high, and it lacked the same level of focus that Ritalin offers. &nbsp; Now on to Focalin (dexmethylphenidate), I heard that it can be more potent at a lower dose than Ritalin. I have an upcoming psychiatry appt, and so I'll ask him about it too, though that 15min session tends to be pretty unhelpful. As well, I also like having done my own research before appts, but I can't find much on Focalin. Can anyone share the knowledge and experience of the difference between Focalin and Ritalin? Any help would be really appreciated!",5.456839907860639,7.314886109271523,6.996432479124675,68.28840339763894,68.70198675496688,10.152836164699107,32.997984451482864,10.374825546531014,3.9724285632018432,1303,60,212,37,23,447,169,302,0.028999999999999998,0.865,0.106,0.9602,2,0,1,1,0,0,68.0,0,0,0,4,18,4,0,0,12,0,19,10,0,6,2,34,35,26,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,10,1,0,0,16,14,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,4,2,20,4,33,25,11,37,0,0,0,0,8,17,0,1,18,141,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825296262842035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858251712781858,0.1573746135632039,0.0,0.4264484308643231,0.0,0.06691270612618284,0.0,0.07527272915666333,0.0,0.09758246801657283,0.06880082447137803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198704897984633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372781383915874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442013044080732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056059146903393,0.0,0.0,0.08610706957435317,0.10069334858881324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498968049482075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625024348760156,0.0,0.0,0.04975201272066242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986446254657332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559207577807854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785844781754566,0.10396085708104688,0.0,0.0,0.0969003149156983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020593505007692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807135277204165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092958591201034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233243778295126,0.07295944391001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748346500315941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010418377011457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521401845785847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731623558286406,0.0,0.1392904986957578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219448118260316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900209365619802,0.0,0.05737554345395004,0.11309181522315602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668044770164166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498261772491511,0.0,0.0,0.05803655524026328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769397792312025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163351554180722,0.0,0.0,0.13979549916690587,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ramesh423,2019/07/28,"How do you feel when you take more than double time to learn something compared to normal others ? Do you feel jealous of them or do you compare with them ? And what strategies or methods did you develop to overcome that time difference of learning ? As an ADHD guy, it has been tough for me to learn something and sometimes I feel jealous of them and yes I compare with them.I just want to know how you feel. I want to know some methods specifically used by ADHD guys for learning.",3.876739130434782,6.040552978260872,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,73.56521739130434,5.9043478260869575,29.97826086956522,6.6274283507984215,1.5873652173913042,382,17,70,3,8,118,53,92,0.084,0.86,0.055999999999999994,-0.5775,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,25,16,9,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,13,0,16,14,3,3,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,3,3,52,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485989709774582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124705163260024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40893632912677613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004026871087144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223828802644024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981047110453775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31131374319666305,0.19997253360950626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202282221635724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579894398893145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462851165003174,0.0,0.0,0.2385155349228717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chernoby10,2019/07/28,‘ADHD doesn’t exist’ What would you say to people who claim ‘ADHD doesn’t exist’ ?,5.115625000000001,5.501904312500002,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,68.375,6.4,16.0,3.1291,-0.4479250000000001,63,0,11,0,1,21,12,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8838831215564479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549385812697884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29243468888427304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26122576432070305,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,johnnyslick,2019/07/28,"ADHD and improv comedy Possibly my cringiest post yet! I was diagnosed with ADHD 2 1/2 years ago and at roughly the same time did something I’d always wanted to do, which was to get involved in the local comedy scene. Here in Chicago that a lot of that scene centers around improv and after doing it in Ritalin for about a year and a half I actually started to not take my meds before shows and classes and... let me just say that improv is almost made for ADHD! To wit: - One of the biggest gifts you can give yourself is to come out with a big emotion. What do we ADHD people have in abundance if not huge emotions? And you come out with it knowing you’re going to throw it away in 5 minutes, which, you know, also something us ADHDers know all about. - The nature of improv is ephemeral, so if you’re getting bored with a scene, another one will be coming along very quickly. In fact, you’re encouraged to end them when you feel like that. - also, the ephemeral nature means you can take some very silly risks and the worst thing that happens is that they don’t hit and you try something else. And when they do hit, people actually enjoy that shit. Can you imagine? - literally my experience getting up on stage is turning my judgey, “dealing with my ADHD self” side off and letting the actual ADHD side run free. Have you ever had a friend who also has ADHD who you just get into wild conversations that are crazy and weird and, looking back on them, kind of awesome but which feel completely uncontrolled? That can be what awesome improv looks and feels like. I feel like the best shows I’ve had, I was like “I don’t know what the hell just happened but that was fun”. - We did this exercise in this class I was in yesterday where it was literally, “your partner is going to tell you a thing about yourself in the world of the scene and you’re just going to ramble on about it for 5 minutes.” - even the nature of “mistakes” in improv are like 99% of the time the results of giving into fear. Imagine doing a thing where afterwards you were like “man, that was fun, but I can see where if I just gave into my ADHD just a little harder, it would have been even better”. - I literally get told I should yell more in scenes. Okay, not literally, but, like, close to literally. Now, I have to disclaim that I really, really needed a therapist to walk through a lot of the stuff I’d done to control my unmedicated brain with and help me to realize that these not only weren’t things I had to do anymore but which were arguably causing me more issues in life than the actual ADHD itself. At that, I spent a lot of time beating myself up in classes and after shows over things I didn’t need to until I had that realization. And I do think you have to come in pointedly playful and silly, which isn’t always easy for adults to do. But it’s like improv is all about watching people with short attention spans manufacture crap in front of you, and suddenly the fact that we don’t always have a natural filter becomes a blessing and not a curse.",6.012248005801302,6.165371945854485,6.569032632342278,78.04117766497464,66.42808798646361,9.055470147449844,30.083683828861496,8.759644201051973,2.2889513270485846,2384,78,449,34,35,780,255,591,0.062,0.7879999999999999,0.15,0.9952,1,0,3,0,0,0,63.0,4,14,4,4,29,32,3,3,32,1,59,7,3,4,5,98,101,37,0,9,20,0,5,8,2,3,4,2,0,4,43,43,0,1,14,5,2,11,11,10,0,3,23,11,50,23,82,69,11,81,2,0,4,0,40,47,3,8,29,338,93,3,0.0,0.0,0.22373099254431708,0.0,0.6199508953950502,0.0,0.05080772083562333,0.0,0.057394310469645736,0.0,0.0,0.13750822871915386,0.14307604544306549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601014682662457,0.0,0.0,0.05684268056195903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102393910250639,0.0,0.0,0.053850846460364685,0.04407293892624909,0.0,0.0,0.06330169803604425,0.048772217724624235,0.0,0.06015025119931521,0.05069188810713892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639842979879441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887995210607098,0.0,0.1974927543578871,0.060095380244295414,0.0,0.06428545735802384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909091321339805,0.0,0.058175157633605375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058654796961845876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478806770542158,0.1289469543481567,0.050765508342196036,0.0,0.0,0.07571416717116593,0.051846159628879306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056066647583122506,0.0,0.06449712674701348,0.1159240106907252,0.12284100344333987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428267450342945,0.0,0.14972782818561192,0.10996663954629432,0.09772305935455597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013697865568682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841811879523173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059823654647353085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059686434315785436,0.1259988503935472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722024414040975,0.04048442016824752,0.2240160229879272,0.05744630575998979,0.0,0.0,0.09626304194076414,0.0,0.0,0.14618560901792854,0.0,0.05423436689048003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624345965840289,0.06366583806482318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499908740677732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767844326430917,0.04359186842855276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920837184192158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541827274619894,0.06461587133718334,0.054893473312962765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734369823808912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045580472700993836,0.0,0.0,0.04567392128022055,0.0,0.05979372964572738,0.0,0.05883468154850676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237539119437688,0.0,0.0,0.0405689950439368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561381119786526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618992255090056,0.0,0.05009724776790133,0.0,0.0,0.06654900759419068,0.1903930605657752,0.036726172494149535,0.0,0.0,0.10026533725508316,0.0,0.0,0.05476848180099065,0.0,0.03891421916596722,0.062344018147377285,0.0,0.0,0.06894483053426137,0.0,0.0,0.09458441997301112,0.033806824499237914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071607874169813,0.0,0.0,0.0738200416126328 adhd,cebri1,2019/07/28,"Feeling weak and sleepy... is this normal when meds start to wear off? (Concerta 18mg) So, today was my first day on meds. I took them this morning and felt at first relaxed but then euphoric. After having lunch, the euphoric feeling mostly dissapeared but now I'm feeling like the meds are starting to wear off (took them 8 hours ago). I'm feeling sleepy and a bit weak. Is this normal?",2.4168918918918934,4.996719810810814,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,80.62162162162161,4.781081081081081,24.114864864864863,5.985473137389443,0.6037621621621619,302,11,57,2,8,94,49,74,0.066,0.662,0.272,0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,5,5,2,0,0,13,16,8,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,4,5,4,2,7,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,13,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025826003133824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505839728237386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931837908411343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34283254308132216,0.12109626341775942,0.16275387848726894,0.0,0.0,0.2883661561924695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669308414437927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281285127462767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648541930471683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321629165552669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399567036767333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067338494057656,0.0,0.37665836152452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,princessbitchkitty,2019/07/28,It’s noon and I’ve dropped my phone around 7 times so far. 5 minutes ago I tripped on a curb hyper focusing on this subreddit.,0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,85.2962962962963,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.6794296296296292,100,5,23,2,3,33,25,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6400215157209094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427452029995566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42101195165383176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aidansm123,2019/07/28,"Teeth I have had an embarrassing problem for a long time. I rarely brush my teeth, almost never. I have tried to set the habit 10+ times now for the past 8 years of my 22 so far. I know it’s so gross, I know it’s horribly damaging, I’ve had so many cavities filled and I always swear to myself that it’s the last time because it hurts so goddamn bad. I’ve been able to keep mouthwash in the morning and flossing infrequently going for a while but I just can’t keep the brushing up. I’m barely alive in the mornings and the mouthwash has already been an accomplishment. When nighttime rolls around, I’m simply engrossed in whatever I’m doing right up to the minute I need to go to bed and most times the thought doesn’t even occur. Sometimes it does and I STILL can’t get out of bed to do it, it’s so defeating. I don’t need to feel any better about it, I need to feel worse. I also am desperately looking for any advice on habit setting. I tried many different approaches but I’m hoping I haven’t tried the right one.",1.5855630783118926,3.7149638957346,3.1484766418415724,90.38548183254343,80.65876777251185,6.104355675919657,22.843827578424737,7.2636822038024595,0.8078055066576395,806,27,172,11,21,265,115,211,0.149,0.79,0.061,-0.9351,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,0,1,14,0,15,2,2,0,1,25,34,15,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,7,0,1,5,5,17,2,24,29,1,30,0,3,1,0,0,11,0,3,13,101,26,1,0.13910184216916344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592871026348466,0.0,0.0,0.13929040171294613,0.0,0.15350234182009856,0.11123969292656867,0.1157438759009878,0.0,0.0,0.18918804536089814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383013083367883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614422792342248,0.08479519188970157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302427540732293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533181874886114,0.0,0.0,0.1217289594730075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187545485201433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066814188687507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267497131657617,0.0,0.15810956501589268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381595157116286,0.0,0.0,0.14891139901481915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728021732706296,0.0,0.0,0.15289346925744948,0.11338656704342764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231007530400112,0.11681051372792962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282054870124176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094267602461776,0.107283916037417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425900823779597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278844805198664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310167684176094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375844263458253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757527873019704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108691084146864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104313248557676,0.32444561118488763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28332305984440154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417566609732193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957702572390087 adhd,night_snow8080,2019/07/28,"I am going to ruin a friendship because of my rejection sensitivity, how do I stop? When I perceive someone acting off with me I become cold and shut down, how do I stop this?",5.756285714285713,5.5239110571428585,7.754999999999999,70.63250000000005,67.0,9.285714285714286,34.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,3.0444285714285706,137,6,25,2,2,49,28,35,0.31,0.616,0.07400000000000001,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616453794812943,0.4740340633673416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439326818908341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636723366924921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7176856417636517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pliries-dynatotites,2019/07/28,"Stimulant medication and motor ticks/ repetitive patterns Hi all - I’m looking to know if anyone has ever experienced a problem I’m having and what you’ve done to remedy it. I’ve always had these motor ticks - although I don’t think they are technically ticks, they aren’t compulsive in the sense that I HAVE to do them and I feel no urge to produce them. However, when Im focusing on something, and not paying attention to my body, I find myself always doing something with my hands such as rolling my skin or twisting hairs on my leg or touching my forehead. As soon as I bring attention to it they stop, but they are hard to catch because they occur while I’m focused on something else and seem to be, at the time, out of conscious awareness. Stimulant medication (I.e., adderall) definitely Ramps these up. I’m curious, has anyone had similar problems and if so how did you manage it?",6.083685064935064,7.076304803571433,6.942554112554113,72.4903246753247,66.44047619047619,9.918614718614721,34.91558441558442,10.018931242160765,3.713957142857143,709,33,121,16,11,236,107,168,0.071,0.87,0.06,0.29600000000000004,2,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,7,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,15,8,6,4,2,31,25,19,0,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,8,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,4,8,19,0,20,20,1,16,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,5,7,86,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312851078097101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289866295984216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459901007132806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881824782256814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192382481724191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704433320801456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005076095925287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505509362947052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182252931124514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684051288783524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306509341855355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331623664503277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786707879093548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787670735366343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597685214213694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711420984492336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341794294122369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717087045750838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045855709382475,0.0,0.0,0.1096204426075802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwawaysunday2019,2019/07/28,"sedentary/ boring job Hey Ya’ll, hope I can get some opinions... My employer has changed my role within the company with a week’s notice. Old role fast paced and exciting, new role is extremely desk bound, repetitive and sedentary as well as inflexible. I’ve previously been desk bound and found that I will suffer from anxiety and extreme irritability (which follows me home from the work place) if I am unable to move freely. Previously desk based, I still struggled with extreme irritability even when leaving my work space for water, lavatory or copier every twenty minutes to return to my claustrophobic box cuticle. I am on my meds, although that’s still a guessing game for the correct dosage. The F do I do? I keep vomiting thinking about the job change. Quit? Ask for assistance? I don’t think there’s much they would be willing to do. South Australia",4.8371645021645024,7.700285876623376,5.194519480519485,76.10654112554114,73.35064935064935,8.262510822510821,31.045887445887445,9.029198982220553,3.147625627705628,691,32,113,16,15,219,108,154,0.11199999999999999,0.816,0.071,-0.6601,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,0,1,7,0,14,2,0,0,1,20,23,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,6,1,3,3,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,15,3,16,17,2,16,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,6,9,70,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851602277549998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705302324219592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554337200324668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095937867832036,0.0,0.14154337184341978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841982872601529,0.0,0.0,0.08777066383770124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506587537164876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851308580448146,0.16685734015197473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33341902891781144,0.1493220323003896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778828741925535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866050198699835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855252590752352,0.12349595033513285,0.0,0.0,0.16225100618449398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912638787459189,0.1762829146254538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551943918577892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868378908589885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683226902357607,0.0,0.0,0.17562526997722927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152893406049677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475577823045518,0.0,0.15104804191596258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446053070747492,0.0,0.0,0.1193391136214441,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YH-ITS-KESH,2019/07/28,Anyone with ADHD who lives in Birmingham/Areas nearby in the UK? I've been seeing so many relatable posts and I feel inspired to connect with ADHDers who are struggling to fit in with the norm to start a Facebook group and possibly even meetup.,6.510144927536235,7.578514652173915,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,65.52173913043478,8.742028985507247,32.72463768115942,8.841846274778883,2.9315594202898554,198,8,32,3,3,63,36,46,0.059000000000000004,0.821,0.12,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,9,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039871613779274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504400364150385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220240064890441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996761810539535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968267446447998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34080349542532673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37895879128220783,0.3219389271624932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26786815132694586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792880924190496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35141712711016715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Denyele,2019/07/28,"Hyperfocused on someone again.. Oh how I hate it. I met this cute guy online. (I am gay by the way) and we finally met on Thursday. And it was quite nice. Not perfect, just nice. We even kissed. And we even wrote some messages... Till he started to kind of ghosting me. He replys after hours and he seams friendly, but I don't know. There is not much message you know... But he is not really saying anything so there is this big ""what if there is another reason"" I am so sick of it. I even tried to protect me from it, by thinking it in absolutes. But the missing stimulation of getting messages from him, and the neglection sensitivity, it is hard. Those are the times when I truly hate my Add. Not when I am always late, not when I am at a busy place, not that I can't tidy up. TL DR: focused on a guy again... Have to dealing with the missing stimulation, missing focus and neglection sensivity. And hate it",0.9519248349415932,3.4252079329608978,2.942958354494668,88.45480319959374,86.98882681564245,5.712646013204672,23.778821736922296,7.1686216300943375,1.1092547486033522,696,28,142,11,22,233,104,179,0.152,0.7440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,1,0,2,15,15,3,0,7,0,14,4,0,4,1,36,28,18,1,1,11,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,12,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,2,18,7,19,24,2,22,0,5,0,2,20,8,0,2,13,104,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968583475260424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603206194223026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814720343172587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307223259378784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326404832491693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389936575814936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297001675004544,0.0,0.08770800143812077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33244620655182977,0.0,0.0,0.15038344216088245,0.4972267977202314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532351667289358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748164629862796,0.18451993001960806,0.0,0.18937083618538994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340778246390907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539413001353962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855622077889646,0.0,0.0,0.1075453213060998,0.17260393720610787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350130746079833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224033636110936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188231178791202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075678191879056,0.0,0.0,0.09788953341459923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397642081406953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325172982293668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NatryDibb,2019/07/28,"I started taking Elvanse (lisdexamfetamine) and it makes it hard for me to eat and I need to put on weight. So essentially I have to take my medicine everyday for them to function properly I think. Have any of you gone through loss of appetite on your medication and have you changed your diet to help combat that? if so let me know! I really need to at least maintain my weight if not put on some weight. I'm a skinny guy at 177cm and weigh only 60 kg. I will be working out to build muscle in a healthy way to gain the weight. &#x200B; thank you in advance. Sorry for the bad writing my ADHD is pretty bad.",3.0621951219512202,4.6916824146341485,4.26878861788618,86.36513414634148,74.4471544715447,6.871219512195122,26.934146341463407,7.554174236665415,1.39156,479,18,99,6,10,157,81,123,0.11,0.777,0.113,0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,1,4,2,4,0,0,4,0,7,9,1,1,0,15,18,8,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,8,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,5,17,1,22,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,2,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286246898479545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468302417155755,0.1646653288894352,0.0921547188665962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22629841440230966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335670201532855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386654835430459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418096905985633,0.0,0.0,0.12139465334255894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083272166386668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447539641884239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857307623685428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045718901086616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365169157727054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096503135027888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306512072814124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378672818180228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272459630134297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681425834501924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169773678845114,0.09591808111817443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037805465443003,0.0,0.0,0.12476383150194988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683241940399962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756534972677607,0.0,0.6600821303442456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986563967945408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646653288894352,0.0 adhd,SinisterTheFish,2019/07/28,"It’s just getting worse I got my report card from school back yesterday. It was bad. I don’t know what happened, when I was younger it was much easier, and now it’s getting worse.. and worse and worse. I can’t take it. I didn’t do ANY homework last month, It’s like I forget that it even exists. But I can’t tell my teachers that, because forgetting your homework is one of the ‘oldest excuses in the book’. I don’t know what to do, I just want to cry because all these stupid things happening to me. I feel genuinely ashamed to have ADHD. I can’t stop thinking about how easier it would be if I didn’t have ADHD. Everything is going out of control currently. School was not designed for us, I certain about that.",1.2266293103448265,3.561681365517241,2.755409482758619,91.44897629310344,83.6206896551724,6.107758620689657,23.54525862068965,7.413659706084162,1.0811465517241374,558,21,117,9,16,182,84,145,0.182,0.74,0.079,-0.9432,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,1,9,5,1,1,2,0,19,0,0,2,2,22,31,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,8,3,0,1,7,1,18,2,12,22,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,10,82,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476478974164485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835720424319196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121588982317272,0.12076472935422553,0.17633710399885147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222118417667147,0.0,0.0,0.15887547395661586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553048513797313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998919933097047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313213229559208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113231882102818,0.0,0.08219977509363577,0.0,0.11567834493442945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558016616947827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897594538299806,0.11789736198024905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066167453951035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544679883093137,0.0,0.10632384741710292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800886210669396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927580064256748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092188279901117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108748011408194,0.0,0.1264179363559698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608950146217092,0.09267668672087337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397888281076127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530985589752157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895843505155248,0.10274501854632076,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway3scm,2019/07/28,"My therapist thinks that ADHD doesn't really exist. I first started going to therapy because my life was an absolute mess, mostly because of my ADHD. I come from eastern European country where adult ADHD diagnosis basically doesn't exist. Also i would say that 97% of population has never heard of it and has no clue what it is. If you were to tell anyone that you have an attention disorder they would just tell you to stop being a bitch and buckle down on whatever you have hard time doing. So because of that I have never been truly diagnosed but from all the research I've done I would say with 99% certainty that I do infact have ADHD. Anyway, while in therapy and working on improving myself I have grown a lot as a person and changed many negative cognitive processes, but my life is still in chaos, and all the ADHD symptoms I had before starting therapy are still here. I finally told my therapist how I want to start taking medication and his reaction was really hurtful. He basically said how ADHD doesn't really exist and that taking medication for it is a horrible idea. He said that all the negative things in my life that I attribute to ADHD are result of my upbringing,lack of discipline and avoiding unpleasant tasks throughout my life. He said how in Finland(used as a comparison of a really amazing country and mental health system i guess)? ADHD diagnosis doesn't exist at all and how instead of children with ADHD they see them just as normal kids who are mischievous? I don't even know what the hell he was talking about it all sounds extremely stupid and ignorant. I'm not even sure that there is a point to this post, I'm just venting because I got the classic non understanding answer of stop being a bitch and work harder from the one person who should be understanding.",8.18717261904762,7.936021467261906,8.757857142857144,65.52047619047622,62.00595238095239,12.109523809523811,36.52380952380953,11.538034831475384,4.521066666666668,1447,60,235,39,18,486,173,336,0.191,0.772,0.037000000000000005,-0.9954,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,3,3,19,10,4,1,16,0,35,9,0,6,8,57,57,25,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,4,9,7,0,5,19,15,0,5,7,0,0,3,11,8,0,2,13,9,31,2,33,37,7,28,1,1,1,0,29,10,3,4,13,183,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7105365062160809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253352436771582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459330727752288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017988407585165,0.0,0.05589868720228516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949297010305525,0.056587470365303774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667556021063821,0.0,0.0,0.07528822985794639,0.0,0.0,0.06722528318880193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677732415980967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196190337072353,0.0,0.05587721542865776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733403278996069,0.0,0.05253954914050301,0.0,0.07236666989909105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058846743101715386,0.0,0.0,0.06982706646537107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032418377799421,0.07415778592104298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03610236859518716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559959297550588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584862320667077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660094073831413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323546902653986,0.06620165119902169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133077625692567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436379043517801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451430758088956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471868923034742,0.0,0.0,0.06209976653645693,0.0,0.06291436472077988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833480611305507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746317733871656,0.10448114541073117,0.0,0.0,0.05234767574769975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949049294064386,0.0,0.10492274446454784,0.10984218709356534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191352679328462,0.06827869352719207,0.0987837696424762,0.052800395183808836,0.11483465437166035,0.0,0.2253721042819647,0.1525459506530498,0.043642559779186255,0.042092505204067,0.0,0.0,0.038305282432842966,0.0,0.0,0.06277110977448815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677448110207616,0.07901886967718215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038746589680529235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564848990715624,0.0,0.0,0.1399962184949012,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ElFenomeno12345,2019/07/28,How to find others like me? I live in a smaller city (60k people) and ADHD isnt even diagnosed here. How can i find others like me? Pay someone to find? Search by myself. 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Is my medication making me""normal?"" I'm on 40mg of vyvanse (up from 20mg) and I'm having a hard time telling if I'm getting any better. When I read something, I think I can focus on it, but I'm not sure if that's the drug or if that's placebo. I also feel more present in conversations and zone out less but I keep thinking to myself, ""maybe this is all just placebo."" I also thought that stimulants would want to motivate you to get stuff done. I don't feel any more motivated than usual. Not sure if I should continue on 40mg or if I should up the dose. I'm not sure if there's a specific feeling I'm looking for that says, ""ah, so this is the right med/dosage. This is what it feels like to be normal."" Anyone who has had successful medication stories, I'd really appreciate if you could explain what it felt like when you found the right medication/dosage. I know that everyone responds to medication differently, but I want to have some idea of what I'm looking for. It's been so long since ADHD has affected my life that I've forgotten what it feels like to be normal. Hope that makes some sense lol. Thanks for reading.",2.9818822479928606,4.539305288135593,4.504210526315791,84.89288581623552,74.5084745762712,7.849776984834969,26.404103479036568,8.532816995589336,1.7489186440677968,912,33,192,17,19,305,126,236,0.053,0.7609999999999999,0.187,0.9876,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,4,9,10,0,0,6,2,21,6,0,7,4,58,52,21,0,18,16,0,8,3,0,4,6,1,0,0,22,3,0,1,16,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,11,17,10,22,38,6,16,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,12,10,120,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058367051170242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378469196597435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777992154469466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597496074525127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609760348813604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675315632852827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352263157898995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119304550667923,0.0,0.0,0.1260067279869658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382568186521328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32963912067844964,0.1552480614654185,0.10432701810112667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913594527830247,0.0,0.0,0.11353678863734705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973346377024837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792015084023568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265965531799596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965786475737362,0.0,0.0,0.05971462110214276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674710692473607,0.1592518331526546,0.0,0.0,0.09615734224455184,0.18248773088573508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505775135108018,0.0,0.10915978504859024,0.0,0.12069257410894585,0.32837915438088583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193800995411767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173712631058791,0.0,0.06960796172445452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558364942483832,0.0,0.08640779335668612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988155432182772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364887249611468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124385384866931,0.0,0.0,0.3072216259559677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497033216974818,0.10003605598137644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392450466441648,0.0,0.08626090772348018,0.0633583201239798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966948390331375,0.0,0.128176516489361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718626661216048,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hathwayh,2019/07/28,"Could Aniexty help control ADHD? Yeah, Aniexty and adhd usually come together? Could Aniexty be the person ""tighting up"" and preventing the issues that come with adhd like forgetfullness or Innattentiveness. Thanks",8.622187499999999,13.023711843750005,7.811250000000001,53.30875,71.1875,9.45,39.25,9.516144504307137,5.801975,177,10,17,5,4,55,24,32,0.027999999999999997,0.6970000000000001,0.275,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,11,6,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7302640362670766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489514822919741,0.0,0.0,0.2271729482718012,0.3234335495452948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135762545254409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140576051197613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895391293334847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768556554794635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864774610968745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230761829836405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blomsterhagens,2019/07/28,What browser plugin could I develop to help people cope with ADHD? Hey guys! I'm learning to code and have ADHD. Looking for a project to take on to keep up momentum. Would be great if I could be useful to at least one person who struggles with ADHD. Any ideas are greatly appreciated!,2.5071515151515165,5.132335018181821,4.0759090909090885,82.16719696969697,80.63636363636363,5.848484848484849,25.53030303030303,7.1686216300943375,1.4573030303030294,226,9,40,3,6,75,44,55,0.04,0.737,0.222,0.9077,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,12,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,11,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,27,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6617538833797678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481644474196228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930904396182311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40471656414000623,0.0,0.1817377527278556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302590169834035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207199217999807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314264214161045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413101820666894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243743944888461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272465344977076,0.16026383746002598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188039520705133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800250079463453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585233780455126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303846325093812,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wild_oats,2019/07/28,"Today was crazy. Actually, this week was crazy. I am running on fumes. This week has been nonstop client deadlines, constant interruptions to train a new hire, putting out fires that came up, and a new side gig (renting a room as a short term rental) getting some activity for the first time which means getting the room ready (which we’ve procrastinated all spring since listing it). My husband is out of town working for the next month so everything is on me... watering the plants, feeding the horses, sheep, chickens, cats, dog... and today I trimmed and painted the rental by myself, finishing at 3:00am. I bought groceries, I unloaded and loaded the dishwasher... sure I didn’t eat lunch or dinner because I painted for 10 hours straight, but I’m fine! Tomorrow it’s not over. I have to put all the furniture back, replace outlets and light-switches and clean up my mess (on top of animal chores) and I have that trail ride planned that I don’t want to miss, but hell. After that I can sleep for 8 hours hopefully and then it’s back to the grind, plus hosting a guest... Oh jeez, I hope I can keep this going, because I don’t have another choice.",5.395,6.643902944444449,5.2130370370370365,83.3356666666667,68.16666666666667,8.352592592592591,31.992592592592594,8.648137234880735,2.449578148148148,900,38,173,14,15,278,142,216,0.084,0.813,0.10300000000000001,0.4753,3,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,2,0,14,0,15,6,1,0,3,25,27,15,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,12,12,5,1,1,0,2,6,4,4,0,1,6,1,17,4,23,21,4,43,1,1,0,0,2,16,2,4,21,101,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.15116303826716412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242936115600795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822177795542804,0.0,0.18885493116544327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716783017572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739517393213613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850449855530896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921687912069491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317604608640955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186090743559564,0.0,0.08803497684313005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077073740632634,0.3050966159341519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376849541263615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687348400916258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236421419659264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992126747716353,0.16474115809647685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114407129124924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281374091944967,0.0,0.1550149257965721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145994297701185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032521803676374,0.0,0.2936599707523853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913658362188213,0.0,0.24850777689119297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277127013614704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zuio1905,2019/07/28,"Want to share something with you guys. Its not been long time ago since i joined this subreddit and wantedt to share a few things and maybe find people who have the same problems. &#x200B; I love my ADHD but i hate it at the same time. My curiosity is HUGE, i want to try everything, and i mean everything, and if my curiosity gets to big i cant control my impulsive actions. i ts hard for me to not do it, my lates problem is death, i called the abulance with the last drop of my energy and pressed my limbs onto my torso. and now i cant trust my self and i am since that in a psychiatry. i dont want to be alone. &#x200B; I got my first methylphenidate on my 18th birthday, and i used it only on important days or days where i needed to get focused 100% without any distraction, but since i am here i get it everyday, the first 1-2 weeks was weird, i was focused and everything was easy, but 3 times it was the absulute nightmare, i had no thoughts, my head was empty, i couldnt think, it was quiet, something i wanted my whole life, but the scariest shit i ever had. after the 2 weeks my body slowly build a tolarance and it wasnt like i got a lower doasage, i forgot how to handle my adhs, the thaughts, etc. i couldnt speek properly, the words and sentences i wanted to say where gone too fast and i was like "" ple...plea.. please i..i...i..i..i cant... i....i... my... the... words.... i..."" it was hard, i couldnt control anything , i couldnt concantrate.... i didnt know what to do... until i learnd how to handle it again, its not as easy as before i got any medication.. but it gets easier with every new day. you might ask why i took it every day, the days were one of the best in my life, i felt like i can do everything, my thaughts were as clean as air, i didnt had troubles with controling my impulses... &#x200B; okay it got longer than i though, if intrestet for more stories or any questions, let me know maybe i´ll drop a part two.",1.8357106872975884,3.555025302267005,3.30877725800648,91.54315869017631,78.09319899244332,6.552256207268803,23.685426412378554,7.447530270364453,0.8707952356962934,1483,49,331,20,35,487,191,397,0.12300000000000001,0.727,0.15,0.8372,1,1,3,0,0,0,105.0,0,2,0,6,10,16,2,1,18,1,37,7,3,6,1,62,64,29,1,14,13,0,4,3,0,1,3,2,1,2,19,16,0,4,8,0,0,3,16,7,0,4,26,6,60,9,33,31,8,40,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,6,27,214,79,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899000349568561,0.0,0.06630935323774471,0.0,0.0,0.07747452526233399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431507506653273,0.2726856392811615,0.15260813309270824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155743029262991,0.0,0.06993176944624584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365281024420165,0.0,0.07850232579844353,0.0,0.0,0.0830905318322693,0.0,0.0,0.07638338657157738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516975981147185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412123969941595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766989040816675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834263853424298,0.0,0.06766462372863256,0.12605142189633253,0.0,0.268916536546614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182370152013254,0.0,0.06836962521286928,0.12725671992201376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632829476135715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393108045385101,0.0,0.0,0.07406785543790374,0.0,0.0,0.13401962584873167,0.07385359765997147,0.07677062464210911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222079381720182,0.060975354904269474,0.08438232377031292,0.0,0.0,0.07649229730721639,0.10567274711049007,0.10963656720067498,0.0,0.0,0.06619930650799782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751365338726391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030161816245952,0.08148363380716231,0.0,0.07535729733603735,0.0,0.07935536721254348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546631908540706,0.0,0.07224630078860489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050689218574037576,0.05689191631472507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810055897967101,0.0,0.051859769259190655,0.0,0.0,0.08211247818772144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315491147503065,0.0,0.0,0.08379775217339659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059487251452429765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803702813807004,0.0,0.07678537075205323,0.18563626318310772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151757571530108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969654414499747,0.047931469960318066,0.0734946839262132,0.059386128367834815,0.13085667997308326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311014761874154,0.05078709814587727,0.0,0.07307277151285989,0.0,0.0,0.06460675601169978,0.0,0.0,0.2206070879285197,0.0,0.12000673174217165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067499097799722,0.08351614655651804,0.0,0.07210851781770965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726856392811615,0.0 adhd,I_SAID_NO_CHEESE,2019/07/28,How do you describe your un-medicated self? Whenever I run out of meds I feel like a live wire frayed at the end. I'm surging with electricity but there's nowhere for it to go. Eventually I'm a burnt out husk that should have served a purpose but instead I just lie there slowly draining away.,3.150338983050851,5.0118864067796665,4.212,85.88172881355933,74.76271186440678,7.431864406779661,28.749152542372883,8.238735603445708,1.8923667796610169,234,10,49,4,5,76,49,59,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001503600324054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829535022695173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153243557105065,0.22822774282293504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815608195396196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607574990103187,0.0,0.2820957752986173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7097130490227801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33327441740502306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,becauseseagulls,2019/07/28,"Frustration at party games Any other ADHD'ers get frustrated at group party games? I've always struggled playing games in groups and understanding rules. I was playing a fast paced game last night from a phone app like charades, where people have to describe what's displayed and you have to guess the correct answer and nod your head up or down accordingly. Having multiple people getting excited and shouting suggestions and clues at you just seems to send my brain into overdrive. I'm medicated on methylphenidate/concerta and it still happens. My medication isn't 'quite' right, enough to take the edge off but I clearly still have weapons grade ADHD. Waiting on a medication review but that's another issue. I'm a really sociable person and life of the party usually, I love watching. I just can't play along because I get bored when it's not my turn and angry/frustrated when it is and there are communication issues; which is obviously the whole point of the game. Has anyone else had this and has found a workaround to make your brain stop and go 'chill, it's all good!' ... I tried reasoning with myself several times and taking breaks, but it lasted about as long as my attention span. I just wanna have fun and join in with everyone but I can't because they think I'm an asshole and it's nothing personal - I just can't control it?",4.7176539589442825,7.180320677419356,5.174105571847509,78.04479472140764,72.06451612903227,8.218768328445748,29.41788856304985,8.97023862654752,2.7448403225806453,1080,45,183,23,22,344,156,248,0.07,0.792,0.138,0.9534,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,1,2,11,13,3,1,11,0,16,8,3,3,4,45,35,23,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,12,18,0,3,7,8,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,2,19,8,26,32,3,30,0,0,1,1,18,15,0,3,13,117,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827103110970211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786841252636297,0.0,0.0,0.0799849388328572,0.12333375453954022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224192467445267,0.1205145432312507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339887541372018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626033582897305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319196859406752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825556415413224,0.0,0.0,0.12153184651709915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238997458470247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289631391907008,0.0,0.0,0.18435318545674093,0.0,0.06684557611746234,0.0986532189268472,0.0,0.0,0.12957056550311274,0.0,0.10401007440904683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071100520761305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552731075552345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175033204948308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307776305209638,0.05746269182169447,0.0,0.0,0.10408909488335984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615572041529114,0.0,0.07851158159898544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554662406448336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037744376832058,0.0,0.1128585822502446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308438042011464,0.2054007108255601,0.0,0.0,0.11118795267158016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510226183841153,0.0,0.0,0.07534972955208259,0.12093189950204936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044596513833387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107075900735483,0.0,0.13287596700350826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878613366259211,0.09833473281040624,0.0,0.12296089434039735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768696682181534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536549229553784,0.0,0.0,0.06858457233835287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985556581499924,0.12793567366998335,0.0,0.12244550486779696,0.0,0.0,0.12954068793806006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131738928660436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trumpeterbuizel,2019/07/28,"Should I keep seeking a diagnosis? Two years ago I tried to get a diagnosis for ADHD because I've had this problem all my life where I get really interested in something and then drop it for good. It finally spread to my career, and after graduating I found myself in my first full time software engineering job hating it whereas I had loved it previously. I also had a history of getting really excited to start all these different projects and hobbies but never following through or making any strides with them. After getting an evaluation, it was diagnosed as just depression and anxiety, which I was confused about because I completely failed the test where you press spacebar for every letter except X, which I thought was supposed to be a surefire indicator. Fast forward to today, I've tried basically every depression medication and treatment and therapy style out there and I'm still running around in circles with the problem still occuring. Any time some therapy method even made me feel marginally better, I'd lose interest in a hobby I found important and came crashing down yet again. Meanwhile I've quit two jobs in less than two years out of college due to affecting my mental health to the point of wanting to die rather than work there, and now I'm trying to pursue a career in Twitch streaming, which also seems precarious since I'm noticing I get bored a ton while live and am maybe even starting to lose interest in video games. I tried reaching out to another evaluation doctor but she looked at my previous results and thought they were conclusive to my dismay. But I look at the way I go through life and it's not explained by depression, it really feels like it's this dysfunctional way my brain is that's caused by depression. I can barely keep up as an adult with chores and bills and remembering to do things because I'm more motivated by interesting, challenging, novel things, and I'm constantly jumping from one thing to the next new shiny thing and I just... keep hating myself for it. At the same time I don't know any other explanation. I feel like if something doesn't get solved soon I'm going to run out of money and careers and interests and have no choice but to end my life. So based on this, does it make sense to keep pushing for a diagnosis? I ask because barely any doctors in my area take insurance and it might be really expensive and I don't want to keep throwing down money just to be told no again and again. But I don't know what else to do when no treatment has worked for me.",9.083750456704422,7.94421469327731,8.917018633540376,67.99319875776399,60.680672268907564,12.395907928388748,39.603215199123134,11.467429594995785,4.5839054804530495,2038,90,356,49,23,663,250,476,0.145,0.759,0.096,-0.9821,3,0,3,0,0,1,32.0,0,1,2,11,25,26,2,1,16,0,23,11,1,7,3,81,70,37,1,7,13,0,4,2,0,2,9,0,1,1,25,31,0,5,14,3,4,10,9,14,0,5,14,7,38,12,67,51,8,69,0,7,3,1,11,26,0,6,34,240,63,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518041898989492,0.0,0.06282821240782269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336067379393296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279524899467124,0.07432074795227082,0.05422073549416925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309558529868962,0.06626045724002985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282392344336578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268497505827614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912220817300226,0.0,0.0810644427708714,0.0,0.07281023585865933,0.0,0.0,0.07431321957804057,0.07659289208364074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441851352770332,0.0719386955476269,0.07355916919359963,0.07405141305066362,0.0,0.14509129117315242,0.06202496835011781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059208665508243434,0.0,0.0627760129495574,0.0,0.0,0.09362722238026658,0.0,0.1194339127515853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751267101323574,0.10126913166993734,0.0,0.07764232413285745,0.0,0.06028796722625835,0.0,0.15542601453607582,0.0,0.0,0.2221819433241388,0.0,0.08056210131440587,0.05944829171799685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995279079939285,0.0,0.07533897067481657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066903554318375,0.3149938132988461,0.0,0.0,0.07790432640423453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501876313897632,0.06925387541283375,0.0,0.06258571779858553,0.0,0.11903771211553647,0.15858653836911898,0.0,0.0,0.06396928861958244,0.06706556142958822,0.09462193848127204,0.0,0.07120550518184819,0.0,0.0,0.0714011531153495,0.07142737781746829,0.0751893303657266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054664736522068304,0.0684534791849268,0.07537852763266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069397072135609,0.0,0.0,0.04802811120684219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700170473756449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563949497635286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538644797658192,0.0,0.0,0.18162256648131966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028986062380643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452378799327736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863021330764455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912920397061142,0.0,0.0,0.10033425612767292,0.0,0.11320497864901725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329070732144496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210812621245355,0.0,0.18835020274028744,0.0,0.0,0.11253689276066453,0.1239869020416188,0.0,0.06718313891845283,0.06772604146088729,0.0,0.19248340899635305,0.0,0.2077096843356757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361021968861339,0.11251777792189503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319864689975757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128496964856822 adhd,YingYang2000,2019/07/28,ADHD Psychological Testing Going for testing to get diagnosed with ADHD. What can I expect? What do you do at testing?,3.377142857142857,6.57176766666667,6.2447619047619085,62.758571428571464,86.61904761904762,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,3.3577809523809528,95,5,12,2,3,34,16,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8833771774310706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730258818548116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920144522818792,0.0,0.2088705435796178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allcool27,2019/07/28,Kevin O’Leary: Turning your weakness into a Superpower! Watch Kevin O’Leary’s newest video about how he struggled with school and became successful!,9.713043478260868,13.326455304347828,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,61.17391304347826,8.078260869565218,41.934782608695656,8.841846274778883,4.545191304347826,124,7,15,2,2,34,21,23,0.21,0.653,0.138,-0.2462,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.557094412009908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754597976929247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987418787311883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gingerologyy,2019/07/28,"Do men hate women like this? https://imgur.com/a/g9jOwvx I've seen my ex like stuff like this on Twitter. I worry that most men hate sluts and want nothing to do with them besides a quick romp. When I see him tweet stuff like this, my heart sinks. What's your opinion on this tweet? Can you not find love if you are a slut?",1.9078348214285723,4.390618578125004,1.2507142857142846,102.38,81.96875,4.2821428571428575,16.955357142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.9430330357142857,255,5,57,1,7,72,47,64,0.27399999999999997,0.586,0.141,-0.9283,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,0,2,9,2,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,8,10,3,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,9,5,4,9,1,4,0,0,2,3,10,2,0,3,6,33,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996440526505247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536115756399248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722251235801097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44892794728496177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733569968523827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042724617003198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830610101125612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259601198471083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549770346100418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23329679648715465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spyder2729,2019/07/28,"Does medication have any serious effects on behavior? I.e: moods, or physical actions",7.181538461538462,11.308042923076925,8.72961538461539,44.052884615384635,81.30769230769229,14.907692307692313,52.653846153846146,11.20814326018867,10.39103076923077,70,6,7,4,2,24,13,13,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540526686867774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843007553648233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6726282787234807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,madethisforposts,2019/07/28,I think I’m about to get fired. Good thing I just applied for another job. I feel ashamed.,-0.9107017543859648,1.190129157894738,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,99.52631578947368,4.63859649122807,22.12280701754386,6.42735559955562,0.3244596491228076,70,3,17,1,3,22,16,19,0.31,0.556,0.134,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135965463213154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476568927680825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558995567418113,0.0,0.0,0.4108198336576662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860495408074137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254004308744832,0.31384317050353405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,charlotterose75,2019/07/28,"ADHD has prevented me from truly connecting with others Like a lot of you I’ve been an outcast my whole life. Everyone wants to fit in but as some point as I got older I embraced the fact that it’s way more important to be my most authentic self. I strive to be genuine and accepting as I can of others and their differences. It just doesn’t feel fair that at this point in my life, the feeling of not totally fitting in hasn’t gone away. The unconditional love I give to select people dosent always seem to be reciprocated . The empathy I feel for others , that I actively respond to in a loving way, seems to be easily forgotten or perceived totally wrong. It’s like , people accept me for me, but I’ll never be more than the joker, the wild thinker, the weirdo, the whatever it is they wanna Call me. Like I’m just a joke to everyone and they don’t expect me to amount to anything. I mean I’m almost 30 this is ridiculous I’m still treated this way. Sometimes I wonder if people just can’t handle it when someone’s real- I’m more real than I wanna be..due my lack of control when it comes to filtering my words , thoughts, facial expressions. Etc. Having ADHD is like not being able to put on a mask, not being able to hide. It’s so draining and it leaves you so wide open to getting hurt",2.428128205128207,4.489940607692311,4.2926923076923105,83.58147435897438,77.53846153846155,7.256410256410258,24.294871794871803,8.212053250817874,1.6061025641025646,1018,35,198,19,24,345,144,260,0.083,0.728,0.18899999999999997,0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,3,1,8,13,1,0,13,0,18,5,1,1,4,47,38,15,0,6,10,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,17,7,0,2,12,1,0,3,8,3,0,0,4,3,25,10,36,27,12,24,0,1,0,2,12,13,0,9,9,140,42,0,0.23712722722351284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28498084631869186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872433255367143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098654424458039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756775172788563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139441786374156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210667057042998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213205478671487,0.0,0.0,0.13297917433428125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238737412454889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222977005295253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265852274761425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984797644027656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194459457945393,0.11373702180992985,0.0,0.0,0.0948261527975504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692480056236832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554174758050146,0.0,0.0,0.1674899732732079,0.2316967709250165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007985444177696,0.21401658063428786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915053333756546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144356803231632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465912433816434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224161876019551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918917916963208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699026983371064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587172178847155,0.1236877067603784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045856505977248,0.0,0.11726244552577712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094685054985212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412626552357843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993189118551843,0.2823308334091803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237204044678352,0.0,0.0,0.12857718137680493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963069905657534,0.0,0.0 adhd,bhdocjfjv,2019/07/28,"ADHD Medication and Side Effects Hello, 25m here! I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was a child, but didn't receive any medication for it (despite struggling with school) until I started sorting things out myself an year ago. First I was prescribed 18mg Concerta, which didn't seem to have an effect on me, so the dosage was increased to 36mg. When I went to pick up the meds, I was offered a generic brand instead (Methylpenidate Sandoz) which I took. However, my experience using it has been horrible. I feel like it helps me to act more human and get things done, but it makes me feel uneasy and nauseous, and usually as the med starts to wear off, my (often bloodshot) eyes hurt and I sometimes feel unpleasant sensation on the top of my head (on top of sleeplessness! ). I'm a bit bummed, as I don't see myself being able to cope with the side effects, at least if I have obligations outside my house. Has anyone had similar experiences? Should I try Concerta instead of the generic brand before taking my concerns to a doctor? I'm a bit stressed as I'm about to move abroad for my exchange studies and it's extremely tough to even get in contact with a doctor in such a short timeframe.",6.12333125389894,6.577351991266379,6.5569713038053665,77.18621179039303,66.20524017467248,9.337616968184653,34.26107298814722,9.23628265651192,3.077949220212102,942,41,172,16,14,306,137,229,0.13,0.8109999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9614,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,2,15,0,17,8,3,6,0,27,34,16,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,7,0,1,6,3,4,0,1,12,5,23,1,32,20,5,29,0,1,2,0,7,14,0,4,10,117,32,3,0.1300926707530576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31269221881568177,0.0,0.11531930327999235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884674771798454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096382019579527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069928103289932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840550055120363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204132238514724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631072202842393,0.0,0.13312996939093055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592498209919562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545111896457,0.0,0.0,0.1973362895404243,0.09293822997972906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065675928467912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359361021829968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351261192905803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719837496996727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010947547270784,0.13926689468176262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355670769532361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683786791380985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890072598267201,0.2621093586811953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826792088344414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166072811831228,0.10366701543532507,0.11843148151457243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866497783575173,0.0,0.1841605238846317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902071481037396,0.13600110561819756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781349817366214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285557968501794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445377439367793,0.0883243839341413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235829828918836,0.14327869748040692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059720913078045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377541470921619 adhd,ReturnMoonlighter,2019/07/28,"Compulsive Lying Does anyone else compulsively lie to those around you? I've noticed a major shift in my compulsory lying since beginning Adderall 6 weeks ago. Not sure if that is a side effect or what is going on with me. Any ideas on how to stop myself from lying to my friends and family? I want to get this under control before it gets too out of hand. I know this sounds ridiculous, and I'm sure most of you are rolling your eyes. But this is new territory for me and I would really appreciate some genuine advice.",3.440814081408142,5.606056821782179,4.792607260726077,80.6899889988999,74.84158415841584,7.657205720572058,24.093509350935093,8.515128840125781,1.7104644664466448,413,13,77,8,9,137,79,101,0.172,0.7340000000000001,0.095,-0.8220000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,3,4,1,0,2,0,5,2,2,3,2,22,12,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,11,3,15,11,3,13,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,4,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060582386319268,0.19104744855354794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656250353977868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069815082819266,0.22082798870215803,0.0,0.1918604735729603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339353947273504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172650151111005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860495143467068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004116374003284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317517269849844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651193637238962,0.0,0.22520293437188754,0.0,0.12248624715218966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432983585161093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844537844083786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081527078632171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537348158023195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380690560666142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828221162601654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801862305067856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062542928341366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712059226534955,0.0,0.1728789287567763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310080497161016,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pistachio0_o,2019/07/28,How do you keep everything in order? I believe there is a way to keep everything organized. Buy I'm struggling finding it ...,2.472028985507244,5.3932637391304405,4.330434782608695,77.67072463768119,85.52173913043478,8.284057971014493,33.7536231884058,8.841846274778883,4.039475362318841,98,6,16,3,3,33,20,23,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35244633575906165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622933751006309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859161270556199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561059696588098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32703231918516595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483057021811484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jasterkin,2019/07/28,Can't sleep thoughts: What forms of exercise have you enjoyed and stuck with for an extended period of time? I struggle with staying interested in any form of working out but I want to be in shape. Obviously I think about trying all sorts at 1:30 in the morning but somehow the will to act leaves me by daybreak... 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I always was a bit inattentive and dispersed, and when I found about ADHD I felt identified with a lot of symptoms. I've been lurking this sub for some time now and feel identified with a lot of posts, but also there are things that I do t have. I talked with my psychologist and they tested me but they said it's just loneliness. Also I have a lot of doubts about this and I'm scared that all of this is just one big confirmation bias in my head and searching for excuses. Opinions? I really am not sure of anything.",2.736666666666672,4.5364558717948755,4.202059829059831,85.77488461538465,75.75213675213675,7.756923076923077,24.52051282051282,8.548686976883017,1.6053425641025645,455,15,94,9,10,151,70,117,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,2,5,0,10,3,1,0,2,28,15,12,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,3,12,1,15,10,7,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,7,3,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539156225403642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391751285750352,0.12442975916279166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305917262453385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325960519999952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756122208652937,0.0,0.14358242769203444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396354999682775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347179869946098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085362840953048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133258112062628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685845583098482,0.14321855855302726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579953796248164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422473556416805,0.0,0.14971622878836405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409402463431334,0.3108598842330374,0.0,0.12019507028031175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934813028597486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719832679461828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AHuachoMeFui,2019/07/28,"Experience with medication during pregnancy? I'm expecting my first child in January and I'm super pumped! Unfortunately, I'm also a PhD candidate and I'm trying to get as much of my dissertation done as I can before a tiny human distraction shows up in my life. The problem? As is generally recommended, I stopped taking my adderall xr as soon as I found out as I was pregnant, and my productivity has tanked. At my first appointment I talked to my OBGYN about ADHD meds during pregnancy, and the basics of what she told me are: * We don't know much about amphetamines and pregnancy because it's generally understudied, but they are linked to low birth weights and other complications. * The best studied medication is adderall, but it's mostly with people using the drug recreationally and at high doses. * Since my dose is only 10mg and for xr, I could probably take it if I ""*really* felt it was necessary"" but I'd have to start seeing a high risk pregnancy specialist for extra monitoring. I am starting to feel like I really need to take this medication or I'll get nothing done between now and January, however I am already behind on my weight gain, and since I have been off it for months now I worry I'll have all the side effects I haven't dealt with in years, particularly appetite loss, which is the opposite of what I need right now. I don't know what to do and could really use some input from other folks who have been in this situation. **ADHD Moms, did you take medication while you were pregnant? What was your experience like?**",4.156302387267907,6.5257723862068975,5.971724137931037,72.11453580901859,73.41379310344827,9.564986737400533,28.05039787798409,9.943994293440598,3.2146127320954907,1232,49,216,37,26,423,159,290,0.07200000000000001,0.866,0.062,0.5322,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,1,7,7,9,0,2,9,0,29,10,0,3,1,42,52,24,0,7,5,1,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,2,15,16,2,1,7,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,12,5,31,4,37,38,7,28,0,2,1,0,12,15,0,4,15,152,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442609611869199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214294091335464,0.08126746578045067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194812457628776,0.0,0.08647325120595839,0.0,0.10664653002715098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622745728295823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799017263286687,0.0,0.0,0.11784982139614755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198812583348388,0.0,0.0,0.05138338261477179,0.07259912469789014,0.09757352362393082,0.0,0.0,0.1728800702945398,0.0,0.11142381122983748,0.0,0.0,0.10618710981994203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473947300775315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116981219027304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177896758565755,0.09929522755848816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287967340959658,0.4094958558933292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901902803628273,0.08111409923074102,0.0,0.14940844089778865,0.15070357224893036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750951662027392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728848030743041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045223671081417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956622835895434,0.0972389952136851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530590123311653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678504825958502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097996467426598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812634202724838,0.11422793269973885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385783805916344,0.0,0.0,0.08496094911121148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30562985125046593,0.08168030529913274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710464083643457,0.0,0.06899499769360405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755384002927253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24749762272615355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320256796645334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544154951539757 adhd,rDupinet,2019/07/28,"Fired, again. I'm in debt, my marriage is shit. I'm on vyvanse it's helping but honestly no hope. I'm having suicidal thoughts. I need help",-1.3102298850574703,0.17781941379310595,1.3501724137931037,93.99123563218392,113.48275862068964,4.691954022988506,25.52298850574713,6.42735559955562,1.3576160919540228,109,6,23,2,6,37,24,29,0.355,0.34600000000000003,0.3,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377824613353364,0.0,0.0,0.39844556552575106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974574228927858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41178825053458507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438807419366114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184787631693383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tollbooth_bruh,2019/07/28,"sense of inferiority with adhd common? imma keep this super short ive always had super bad almost hilarious amounts of adhd is it common to have depressing thoughts that include total self doubt and an sense of inferiority that cripples your every decision and conversation with somebody or doing anything in general? there hasn't been a day in my life where i thought i wasn't dumber than a fricking mentally incontinent druggy kid for example i forgot that i left the oven on with a whole cake in it for a whole day and then went asleep and then i went into a spiral of not leaving the home for a week. idk maybe im actually am dumb lmao doesn't help that my school scores and sats make me feel like shit when comparing it to my dumb frick 4.5 gpa friends",5.561020408163266,6.705834523809526,6.518510204081638,74.51041836734696,67.70748299319729,9.14530612244898,29.665986394557823,9.3871,2.612091700680272,613,22,112,12,10,204,102,147,0.16399999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.142,-0.1904,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,12,3,1,9,0,10,3,2,1,1,22,19,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,8,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,9,1,11,4,18,10,4,18,0,3,0,0,6,8,3,3,9,70,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.15840188581524325,0.0,0.39015660856979134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254103930918926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350640794431123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335763564873464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553125904067118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936723951530387,0.0,0.1398068437743671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676244757878822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207437733974203,0.11596215842116728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254088058255295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088003480864783,0.0,0.16282120288309798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533453984834252,0.0,0.0,0.14427836746344638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187450701566884,0.17636224690152766,0.0,0.11465212624963993,0.0793018439032082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835053129561414,0.0,0.1630732669708066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358139475460068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642775229873866,0.0,0.0,0.1693362091339922,0.0,0.1666201790398214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25772949311092225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020411917676247,0.0,0.0,0.3009463957603763,0.0,0.3624512105801327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,littlesun22,2019/07/28,"ADHD and PTSD Hello hivemind, does anyone here have ADHD as well as PTSD? I am beginning to recognise that some of my behavioural traits could be symptoms of ADHD. I have been diagnosed with PTSD earlier in my life and have always thought my attention span and switching off in conversation and being in my own mind were to do with this but I’m starting to question if it could be ADHD. My brother was diagnosed with it as a kid but I wasn’t, however I always have been hyper active and restless with my hands and feet, I once stole my brothers Ritalin when I was a teen because I heard it could be used recreationally, it made me incredibly focussed. I’m 31 now.",7.0989368770764125,6.7056318062015565,7.604894795127354,73.36255813953494,64.27131782945736,10.472203765227023,36.258028792912505,9.957137785484203,3.5852493909191576,529,23,96,10,7,175,77,129,0.022000000000000002,0.9359999999999999,0.042,0.3506,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,19,7,2,2,0,23,27,13,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,9,2,15,1,16,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299724789955237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180833313625789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163116294465072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798850815513317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138912817667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660200484293172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468017983034932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256242571458748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399991245064307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323201900287974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395608596493033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459561059196393,0.0,0.14680271730779013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275579530258643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620808960144384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403674070812513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318259849421085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782705997127785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,h00zbad,2019/07/28,"Is it typical to hyperfocus on friendship? I'm not sure what it is about me and how I feel towards my friends. I'm honestly not too sure how to describe this. I have a few people I consider best buds, and I would do literally anything for them. I care so deeply, and I've started to realise it kind of feels like they are something I am hyperfocused on, not unlike hyperfocusing on a hobby or intense interest.(Not to make them sound like they are either of those things) I purposely pull back on my emotions with them because in my subconscious I'm scared that they will get weirded out by me, even though in my right mind that would never be the case. Does anyone else have similar thoughts with this, or am I just a nutcase?",6.616690140845073,6.4657849999999994,6.8719366197183085,77.40889084507046,65.19718309859155,10.198591549295775,35.3556338028169,9.827888789773867,3.273011267605633,578,25,113,11,8,187,93,142,0.047,0.795,0.158,0.9454,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,1,9,11,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,3,3,25,23,9,0,2,7,0,2,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,3,20,9,19,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,5,86,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738990722873806,0.20132653728371008,0.16169397554103912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108816520483806,0.0,0.11977807102510818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062034280382875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200333965932928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194913566014602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414162116559666,0.22102404804245596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297793484687569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870181686495408,0.1403720156808929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180716793772556,0.0,0.10265756444572388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461339924441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198952188307855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115815266926562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839820917177126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154468347328726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622096020410826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678008131069871,0.0,0.0,0.19672009586529632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126708483028808,0.0,0.0,0.13907615817609922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703777338807045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053877907599196,0.0,0.19304976781307115,0.15599057891367754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27916076310286736,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rko4a-ge,2019/07/28,"ADHD is like driving a car without a steering The only way you can steer your car is by using the throttle and hoping the wheels align towards your path. And when it's the final stretch, where the car has the wheels in the direction of the destination, you floor it and barely make it in time.",7.157873563218392,6.289600189655175,7.005172413793105,79.2737356321839,64.34482758620689,9.11264367816092,33.12643678160919,7.793537801064563,2.2766712643678155,233,8,45,2,3,74,39,58,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,10,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43770805898676496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989728084742803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617413997074404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793396501054298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431121231929841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27699711434046176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237301121539548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31455936346280555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890918990521703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510841723871341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ionix234,2019/07/28,"Does Adderall cause stomachaches when not taken with food When ever I take my Adderall each day I’ll have some thing like a banana and I’ll eat half of it pop the pill in then eat the other half. Whenever I don’t take it with food I have the worst stomachache imaginable. My doctor says it isn’t the Adderall making my stomachache, is this a coincidence or not?",2.0408333333333357,4.59445363888889,2.8338888888888896,90.77500000000002,82.05555555555556,5.266666666666668,21.5,6.6274283507984215,0.4685499999999996,290,9,57,3,8,91,46,72,0.061,0.902,0.037000000000000005,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,5,6,0,2,1,12,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,6,1,4,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410685441275656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513413621833933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019250807399184,0.20535943392281925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802476306161363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122705228737884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675226383662197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464686746360893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664262505953336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661730863639547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528820660448685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559029050835469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,discocrisco,2019/07/28,Do you ever avoid social situations because you feel like loser due to your ADHD? I lost a Metro TAP card with $27.00. I was pissed at myself for missing this event tonight. Part of the reason why I missed was that I choked some chicken but my intent was to stay off home tonight because I lost $27.00 and felt like not spending any money on either Uber or bowling. I felt like a loser because I lost that tap card and felt like that I needed to save money by not spend it on social activity.,6.939,5.6512509000000035,7.078000000000002,79.93900000000005,65.0,8.8,31.0,6.742157984588678,1.7321,390,11,78,2,5,126,65,100,0.21100000000000002,0.648,0.14,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,5,1,14,1,1,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,19,14,4,0,1,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,4,0,2,9,0,0,9,4,13,5,11,5,3,10,0,7,0,0,5,4,1,2,9,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188075871873823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642156665167724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861926232669904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415581552207862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912827688992938,0.11179963927500718,0.4507775316579216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697665511312475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30582105966055395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124964117790983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603862364042418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946819803775418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090231974878352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590627606191697,0.0,0.3190526906647145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668022210570546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121186577370734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cardilump,2019/07/28,"My first day on adderall and I napped I was originally prescribed Vyvanse but my insurance would not cover it. So I had to trek back, get the paper script and hope Walgreen's had it in stock. They had the generic version. What's the difference? Anyway I was really looking forward to reading a whole book today or cleaning my place but today I mostly napped. Is that normal? Im on 10mg. This sucks because I am starting a new job, the first since I've been diagnosed and medicated. I'm worried about messing up and losing focus and all the other stuff that makes working in an office with add hard.",2.272307692307692,4.883420675213678,3.754188034188037,84.17692307692309,81.56410256410257,5.651282051282053,26.09401709401709,7.010146845296331,1.4635606837606845,477,20,85,6,13,157,85,117,0.10099999999999999,0.865,0.034,-0.7622,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,4,4,1,0,8,0,9,2,0,2,1,18,16,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,2,6,2,10,1,9,9,4,16,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,3,10,61,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577803762955524,0.0,0.11556836448057307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222656974850634,0.0,0.0,0.1924232993131778,0.0,0.19807444532515794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225193193802372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990495732901257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982961111529407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882992291472147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478275261601528,0.0,0.18813240721401295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920242321324224,0.21209548426853836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654848306166938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909854682884108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310096136659887,0.0,0.0,0.18575161382540356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807444532515794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896348409584193,0.0,0.12145206834103968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682546087624338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341882032420112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702779235636932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594060512355427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166324859838567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801907283653864,0.1925312843876398,0.0,0.13467470523959355,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ic3w4ter,2019/07/28,"The best thing about being subbed to r/hydrohomies All the glasses I leave out are now full of crisp, refreshing earth nectar, and not something disgusting like hour-old milk :D",7.7650000000000015,8.809320500000002,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,62.75,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.0861374999999995,144,5,25,3,2,42,31,32,0.086,0.626,0.287,0.8657,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448155336639357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41741729584915216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488071587028034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707687172506306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447703827590321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263085861602596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815941385210358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kim_Jung_Friend,2019/07/28,"Fear of missing out Hey I know this is usually more of an upbeat board and I'm sorry to put a damper on it. I just wanted to get some input from the community. I feel entirely paralyzed sometimes because of ADHD, not in the typical I'll forget to do something sorta deal or overwhelmed when a certain task has too many steps. But the worst part is the fear that one day I might forget something important. I know many of us are on a journey, but the thing that keeps me awake at night is that someday I might forget something important, something that would have turned my life around and made me happy and fulfilled. I carry that fear everywhere I go, and despite the very helpful meds the only thing I cant stop being overstimulated by is this thought. I just wanted to see if anyone else felt similarly and could offer some input or advice?",5.4259007250418305,6.4794392085889605,6.04307863915226,78.12951477969884,67.95705521472392,8.381260457334077,30.15560513106525,8.575989854853784,2.3515570552147245,673,25,121,10,11,219,106,163,0.138,0.7659999999999999,0.096,-0.4893,0,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,11,0,14,1,0,1,1,36,29,11,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,6,0,1,3,3,14,2,16,21,5,15,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,8,5,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278615283113287,0.124230450833157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889259980422301,0.13026021830654094,0.0,0.1131730960323052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749757131162552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150335757491093,0.0,0.0,0.08198865366314953,0.13106596067193893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620121765711296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291714623100684,0.06428099939517884,0.0,0.1220652143530201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642043784160276,0.0,0.07225119146972167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533277860260104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521289269843325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299942749811592,0.0,0.0,0.1397351933854173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979603010086311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029395064964846,0.0,0.2577807411494796,0.0,0.0,0.14121332323661168,0.0,0.0,0.26973073522663155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930335987574878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614691528941361,0.09668847209113016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137669940048364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127801263696607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130654689034847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39148507213076056,0.12573531277550046,0.14231218365761766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628678846187052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891970715163018,0.0,0.0,0.10092741442438467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828147487120065,0.0,0.0,0.1529223353631999,0.0,0.1400162821678072,0.1048959746449648,0.14996972256152594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030985789309144,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the-big-thot,2019/07/28,"running up stairs i don’t know if this is just me but a funny thing i do is sprint up the stairs. like i’m a pretty fast runenr as is, but going up and down the stairs i run FAST FAST. i’ve had adhd since like 2nd grade and im going into 10th so like i don’t know if anyone can relate but i just thought about this and thought i’d share.",-0.7342307692307699,0.9148719230769232,1.3740384615384649,102.57721153846157,86.17948717948721,3.9,13.596153846153848,3.1291,-1.6386461538461539,262,3,69,0,8,87,45,78,0.0,0.74,0.26,0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,15,10,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,7,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,6,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34087864739617585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832680268010924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223968660063318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063785129998259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117608685880733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157146852107631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885625696286261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462889764876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843697620964206,0.0,0.0,0.45035495529758657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayb383,2019/07/28,"Adult adhd? Long post alert , on gojng crazy and I don’t know what else to do **TL:DR: Is it just bad luck , poor planning or adult adhd?** Been on this sub for awhile now . I have been diagnosed with bipolar 1 for about 6 years . For about 1 year now, I have been having nightmare-ish days where I can’t leave the house . It usually starts with I can’t find my car keys for something . . Or last second when I’m leaving the house . But I’ll say to myself ... I “just had these in my hands “ or I just had this an hour ago ...... since it’s something I need immediately . I’m forced to look for it , which ends up being an all-out tearing the house apart looking for the car keys . Tonight . It took me 1 hour and 45 minutes just to find the keys. When I found those, I lost my phone and went looking fo that for another hour . At this point . all the crap in my house is allllllll disorganized from searching for the car keys and now from the phone . So , I’ve wasted two hours THEN ........ I realized I was missing the cube part of my charger which I am still trying to “find “. I have been home since 530 pmEST and it is now 830 EST and all I’ve done is make a mess “looking “ for shit I had with me all day . I’m so drained . When this first started , it would sometimes take me 6 hours to find things (i wish I was kidding ) . The week of Christmas , I couldn’t leave the whole weekend bc I “lost” my keys... turns out they got kicked under my bed for some reason . I was damn close to being suicidal I was driving myself crazy trying to “find” something that was right under my nose . ...I also missed a friends wedding the month prior bc I couldn’t find my keys . I guess I still could of went but i would of been 2 hours late bc it once again took me close to an hour to find them ... I had been rushing that day bc I found a tear in my dress and had to change wardrobe last minute (the bad luck again or no?) ... I wasn’t thinking about car keys. Me missing the wedding obviously ruined our friendship . All over FUCKING car keys . I had my lexapro dosage upped and was sent on my way . **So , many people including my therapist think that I’m just unorganized or don’t manage time.** *Here’s something else to consider*.. I try to give myself at least 4-5 hours before an event In case something like the day of my friends wedding happening . Of course I won’t lose anything but I’ll say to myself , ok you got ready in enough time , let’s treat yourself to starbucks........ drive through takes HONESTLY 45 minutes for a COFFEE.... and others are waiting with me ..... 45 minutes then my drink is wrong . And then it takes them another 20 minutes to make it ..... like now I just want my money back ...... bc it’s ANOTHER hour of my life literally wasted !!!! I can’t stand it anymore and I realize this post is turning into a rant . .. Then , A few weeks ago I was accused of taking drugs bc I was so late to a friends party bc they had to choose me *of all people* to do the errand running 2 hours before the party . And you can bet everything on my list wasn’t at the first or second store . By the time I got everything I needed the grocery store , they had ONE cashier working on a Saturday afternoon, and in front me with two overflowing carts of groceries was arguing about coupons ..and I had three things I just wanted to check the fuck out . I had been running around all day in unorganized chaos . Then I get to the party and I was accused of doing drugs (like I wish I could say I was after that day ) so I couldn’t even enjoy myself, and also my work went unappreciated , but that is beside the point . . (Once again is it bad luck or adhd?) I don’t think these examples are adult adhd , I think they are bad luck . But something crazy and minor like these have made me late to work , life , everything ....like how much MORE “extra “ time to I need to “prepare” for a day (making sure I have everything and in completely ready for absolutely anything to go wrong ) ??? I’m that girl at work that truly gets stuck behind an accident , a broken down bus , the police have blocked me in the morning before work and it just puts be being all this time and it’s happening so freaking much people don’t believed me ...... If this is adult adhd I needed something yesterday . I feel so crazy . Someone please help me not feel so alone .",0.9244145199063248,3.310792521077285,2.2764313817330226,93.9523800936768,85.73302107728337,5.0553442622950815,20.36669789227166,6.508806274219699,0.1765413957845432,3279,101,706,35,100,1052,328,854,0.14,0.757,0.10300000000000001,-0.982,0,1,10,0,0,0,170.0,1,2,6,11,41,38,6,0,40,1,75,13,4,6,9,111,138,52,1,16,22,0,3,5,3,3,6,3,2,6,40,31,1,2,20,2,7,19,15,21,0,8,46,11,99,17,92,79,17,127,0,7,4,2,30,36,5,15,73,447,139,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577866451653484,0.0,0.07605632510574954,0.0,0.0,0.04443134635651659,0.0,0.06861405035936287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495282019968588,0.0,0.0,0.042545161656527455,0.0,0.0,0.07060590553831214,0.03818999589758495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032987366055892885,0.14327845922673654,0.0,0.0,0.10951393566915092,0.048333483440087206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538239350645013,0.0,0.04497971668519635,0.0,0.0,0.06850414003466736,0.0,0.0,0.19366815257093314,0.0,0.0,0.04354248359589338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390148026098866,0.0,0.04202555838265575,0.09950050124563324,0.0,0.07167470377387107,0.0,0.037996567678406604,0.044327052483970224,0.0,0.02833497162818865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422261363770376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338294505071758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27446804500815297,0.07298124615676903,0.0,0.09407502647628167,0.0994330418642837,0.07932051092017585,0.04482684202546753,0.04115348194410465,0.024380995153094172,0.0,0.10293287897509017,0.0,0.04725906354616352,0.0,0.07587245910137291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028754890841243576,0.0,0.04303208581485525,0.0,0.4224774845781352,0.19800284502736126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023576656684438625,0.06993826948379551,0.1451788277931894,0.1362743623862265,0.0,0.04386804235010791,0.06060291962309632,0.1047935923483266,0.0,0.0,0.03796505117080138,0.14410040625915707,0.04799400164891278,0.09366059157263673,0.0,0.0,0.040592911591841564,0.08590802570373406,0.04349375333941948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034242281557715616,0.0,0.06307270805988896,0.12723889438805935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913739618917964,0.029070074574554263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645639847271655,0.0,0.08922414285684062,0.0,0.0,0.04709119476624018,0.08110852183859296,0.0,0.08217246874705754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312623677703746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044108230145744914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036636270213038516,0.0,0.10234713917111683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403611885901648,0.07097446184527201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036348936146990536,0.2311850094226514,0.04242908648277363,0.0,0.06072952349619689,0.0,0.06851981243578302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692551487406163,0.0,0.040432637029877865,0.0,0.12902150819909425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981007683284978,0.05700155910995455,0.1099540648218335,0.0,0.0,0.12507634931742276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532670880101064,0.08737862441316344,0.09332551892961732,0.08381391455642631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724816611942198,0.0,0.050606931242313656,0.034051934512538615,0.0688234054367585,0.0,0.0,0.1193058787681046,0.0,0.04789619325125845,0.09866550875765023,0.0,0.0,0.1561581481129358,0.0,0.0,0.06094969959051301,0.09380858665248937,0.0,0.055252243083041636 adhd,loopylu36,2019/07/28,"Do all ADHD people have problems having fun? Hello. I am a self-diagnosed ADHD 36 year old woman. My son was just diagnosed this week, and I've spent 5 days reading all about it and realise I almost certainly have it too. Although, a big part of me wonders if maybe I'm just looking for an excuse for being so distractible, bad at admin and a terrible housekeeper my whole life :( But I'm just reading Women with ADHD by Sari Solden and whilst so, so, so many of the examples she uses describe me (embarrassingly so) the way she describes it seems sooooo pathologizing. I just listened to a bit that said ""All the ADHD women I know, FUN is a dirty word. We are too busy trying to function to have fun, and fun always gets relegated to last."" It made me think, maybe I dont have ADHD? The only thing I'm really good at is fun. I'm literally either 1 - having fun 2- hyper focused on one of my special interests or 3- not doing anything at all but trying to avoid the admin and housework that overwhelms me. Opinions please. Is struggling to have fun an ADHD trait or just something she said because it's her experience?",3.2980806373732503,5.328694665137618,5.015012071463062,79.54333896668278,74.82568807339447,6.974794785127957,26.61129888942539,7.85451343220497,1.8056477064220189,879,33,157,13,19,298,130,218,0.092,0.7709999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.799,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,0,13,19,0,5,12,0,17,3,0,2,5,36,33,17,0,2,12,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,9,8,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,8,0,1,5,4,17,11,18,27,8,12,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,7,6,106,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7295105162121356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130581317655067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418044118014434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325319853142106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447161693016626,0.061671484626420366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044998949690008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524542522236844,0.0,0.0,0.2053681489513952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185689324047839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896237586990864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285645655600087,0.0,0.0,0.08485548379428676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559965741368909,0.08246597207253445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145842632423524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495620613662637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572824544797406,0.0,0.1025691563343388,0.2032750619541576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061595049080985,0.0,0.0685545117345842,0.07694333537424934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095558150728686,0.0,0.07013762019312242,0.0,0.0,0.11105282361482564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680475784257724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023921032605208,0.0,0.06481124310451297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246915263991424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921001611346896,0.10554099099810348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788458786115361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576346408695987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721197159076933,0.06482480125534039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737377745216614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737725176544774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803029843675905,0.0811514078425898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295121152387536,0.0,0.0,0.109713111332402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651493090787256 adhd,ohyesimthatguy,2019/07/28,"What are your tips for cleaning your house AND keeping it clean? I can never seem to keep my place clean for an extended period of time. Only time it gets cleaned is if I'm having people over which isn't that often. The cycle starts with my places getting extremely messy. Then when I have someone coming over I wait until the very last second and go into extreme panic mode and do a full deep clean. I'm talking 4 hours of non stop cleaning. It gets really clean and I'm very happy with it. Then a few days later its back to being a mess. Rinse and repeat. I would be so much happier if I could consistently have a clean place. Any advice is very much appreciated!",2.7391854636591506,4.783814541353387,4.08137218045113,85.54180764411029,76.5187969924812,6.5385964912280725,20.8577694235589,7.492282038375204,0.7318927318295736,526,13,103,7,12,173,90,133,0.076,0.7490000000000001,0.175,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,0,13,0,0,0,1,20,26,12,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,8,9,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,12,22,4,26,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,16,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325927031777387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665451665308052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059794769993963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351011609472245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522155729457402,0.0,0.0,0.10114686979303182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458225282816292,0.0,0.08913406342790066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695586918996932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445282143238678,0.18096880415209188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27880780740216426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784306196408682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305864352737927,0.0,0.1209623386910398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928158178165472,0.0,0.1840143899569488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873100624432334,0.0,0.4915837526648456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047377797101494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277848560965414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328874543355704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101001344010412,0.0,0.0,0.13112272824287474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605961428837092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290579499950496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882207725773205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141248244993844,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JonKon1,2019/07/28,"I’m tired of not being able to make myself do things. I don’t even know what a normal person is capable of anymore. People talk about making themselves do things they don’t want to do as if they are just capable of deciding “ I’m going to do this” and then do it. It’s like that for me on some things. But those are things that I really want to do and just have some negative component to which I am not looking forward. But in other things, I can mentally decide to do something and then find myself physically incapable of doing it. I don’t know if it’s ADHD or anxiety or depression or some combination of the 3, but I’m on medication for all of the above and nothing helps. I’ll literally take an hour and half trying to do something and failing to get ready. Other times, I’ll straight up be unable to move. I’ll literally be taking no action other than trying to get up to take on the task and I’ll be paralyzed. I won’t be able to move and function normally until I give up on the task. One time I spent 3 hours fighting to go to the gym, but when I got there I just froze and up and found myself physically incapable of going in. I spent an hour sitting in the car before going home. It’s like I’m physically incapable of doing something if my the idea of it doesn’t provide enough dopamine even if I consciously want to and try to with an extreme amount of effort. It just sucks feeling like I’m incapable of controlling my own actions",2.9560923423423446,4.54492125337838,4.886891891891891,81.99301801801803,74.64189189189189,8.176576576576577,26.184684684684683,8.841846274778883,2.011694144144144,1145,41,230,24,24,393,138,296,0.122,0.802,0.076,-0.9483,0,0,3,0,2,0,18.0,0,0,2,3,9,7,2,0,11,0,26,2,0,3,1,50,55,27,0,9,17,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,21,12,0,1,9,1,2,10,9,4,0,2,4,3,20,3,45,45,7,32,0,2,1,0,7,13,1,10,13,167,41,1,0.21571603082625665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962437453761946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251108657067269,0.0,0.10696616897651827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917792269983669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097193563902806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289795062942924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144616218666764,0.0,0.14247840389440225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054536253363631264,0.07705378776218938,0.0,0.0,0.09858027207489714,0.0,0.0,0.11826074677740107,0.0,0.0,0.11270272275588325,0.103467236513128,0.2451927829928857,0.0,0.08626390794310015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229495418203201,0.0,0.10819038366440507,0.0,0.3186552565176997,0.0,0.0,0.12175857087866387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855188908053425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580819346361706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057356821170442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399212563895755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865560328999968,0.10869551106046962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292720021114213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135590935967552,0.10349267473565862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308738263131465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477516729680858,0.09417745878114954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690966065359786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491031091926821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432874134851035,0.08669218720006297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582803641048646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578575231715744,0.1239669221623581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196855374383135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085235598644773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,latyper,2019/07/28,Any good medication reminder apps? Anyone have any good medication reminder apps for iPhone? I’ve been using the built in alarm app for years but it goes off when the phone is on silent. I can set the alarm to silent but I do want it to make an audible alert when my phone is NOT on silent. I’ve tried out a bunch of the medication alarms but they all have tons of adds and don’t do what I’m looking for.,2.3177815126050447,3.8293314000000014,3.1668907563025246,93.9852941176471,76.17647058823529,6.739495798319329,20.378151260504197,7.447530270364453,0.21022689075630208,319,7,76,4,7,101,54,85,0.086,0.816,0.098,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,6,0,9,3,0,2,1,11,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,2,12,13,3,9,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259901663989521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675944190294332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020754372389929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127634774530592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999264313486194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7243769928934247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273144399293002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701223502245467,0.0,0.0,0.1413733459256424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435028923499325 adhd,pupfloyd,2019/07/28,"First dose of Vyvanse and am concerned. This morning at 7 am I took my first dose of prescribed Vyvanse, which I was very hopeful for. Now I know since it was the first one I can't expect it to work the way it is intended to work as the dosing I am taking currently (30 mg) is likely not the correct amount, as well as my body isn't used to the medication yet. Although with all of this said, I hardly felt anything whatsoever besides bad side effects. About 1.5 hrs into taking it, I began to feel a bit of euphoria which I had heard is normal, and felt very social. This lasted maybe 30 more minutes, before the bad side effects kicked in. I immediately got a horribly dry mouth, very jittery, restless, an overcoming sense of boredom (not sure how else to describe it), slight chest pains, anxiety due to all this, etc. At about 3 pm, a lot of the jitteriness, restlessness, dry mouth symptoms were all gone, but I was then hit was some more anxiety and the WORST headache. From the moment I took the meds till now I have drank tons and tons of water, so I just took an ibuprofen to hopefully stop that headache. Anyways, I guess I'm posting here because from what I've read it seems common that if you take the medication in the morning, it wears off its noticeable effects at about 3 pm, and then you will feel the comedown. How do you all live with this? I'm genuinely concerned about the thought of taking medication that only works for a bit of my day, as I definitely will be needing to do school work and focus on other things past 3 pm. I know some people take more, but but then how would you sleep if you continue to take more Vyvanse? I'm sorry if these are dumb questions. I feel I've read about every post on here regarding Vyvanse, and I'm starting to get concerned that even if the medication begins to help me until 3 pm, how will I deal after those hours? And if I stop taking Vyvanse and try Concerta or anything else, won't those have these same effects? I am sorry for my jumbled thoughts but I am feeling rather anxious and didn't know where else to turn. Thanks everyone. TL;DR - Took first dose, felt nothing but bad side effects. Concerned about taking it in the future and how I will be able to survive the comedown if It stops having its effects at 3 pm (if I take it at 7 am every morning)?",6.530703296703299,6.118770773626378,6.731296703296702,79.21870329670331,65.43956043956044,9.30197802197802,34.02417582417583,8.608573733854374,2.6472487912087903,1822,72,355,23,25,587,211,455,0.113,0.833,0.053,-0.9737,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,5,0,15,23,14,1,2,23,0,32,19,6,13,6,78,79,40,0,14,17,0,8,1,0,6,11,2,0,0,30,14,2,3,20,2,0,5,6,8,1,5,22,10,33,6,54,48,19,53,0,0,0,0,11,16,1,16,30,240,63,7,0.06843650742945383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470748172914801,0.07731377371791134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263482889220006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714248753263067,0.041718259724298386,0.0,0.0582344272355186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942988242587926,0.07601753184789835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044135885680997036,0.07055503412280982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150976112943886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632479615758396,0.04520166771708067,0.0,0.1153214183033546,0.06539401563093854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384142177732093,0.0,0.1971293382293725,0.0,0.0,0.2328482330347496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035755250519211135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054734926785266216,0.0,0.07539052853361343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061305668356805475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587154835029943,0.0,0.0,0.13594578728799409,0.06739617433338407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283274414181688,0.05578488765397538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033434620668516095,0.0,0.060430689875146736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818227130385645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875367020468484,0.0,0.07601753184789835,0.2757703253977265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050744803103103066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705324683450373,0.06566667462137317,0.0779154173025503,0.0,0.0,0.04637434858493123,0.05204904776723302,0.07282126903747772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533039009364024,0.04744525729168771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108651303894508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666455075149196,0.0,0.1369100546405885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509879036792075,0.0,0.0,0.06926139916936408,0.0,0.062302026068311485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661138614899844,0.0,0.06848593145665834,0.06976240091172542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532181341757719,0.04843971219933805,0.0,0.0,0.1716479537849224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645005983394628,0.07113173508988943,0.4631016290266167,0.0,0.0,0.06300714130629162,0.0,0.0,0.04546617459253846,0.0,0.0,0.10866188493385093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30414191143918545,0.04646389625426861,0.07443926804542833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910716930567821,0.0,0.16940185764049606,0.0,0.054321714140285415,0.0,0.0,0.06153263907321264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929036993404808,0.0,0.0,0.04861533133856142,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flower_san,2019/07/28,"My dad just said to me “You probably don’t have what you say you have, you’re more intelligent than that”, referring to my recent ADD diagnosis. So let me just start by saying we’re a Latin American family, so mental health issues and going to therapy are a bit taboo. However, my dad has been diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety disorder for about 5 years now, and my little brother was diagnosed with ADHD when he was about 7 (he’s 16 now). I (F, 20) was diagnosed with ADD just a couple of months ago after silently struggling with mental health problems for years. It explained so much about myself and I’m coping better now. Recently I came back home for the summer (I live in the Netherlands) and it was the first time seeing my parents after my diagnosis. We actually had an amazing, open conversation about my struggle and my dad’s too, which was quite surprising since he’s very closed and inexpressive. That was last week. Today, he hit me with that comment. I have a good memory and I always save our ass because he forgets names, numbers, everything. So he said that. I said that was extremely ignorant of him and he said he meant it as a joke. More than anything, I feel so betrayed. Our relationship isn’t great but I felt good opening up, only to be met with this later, reminding me why I never talk to him. The part that got me the most was calling it “what I say I have” as opposed to an actual diagnosis that I got from an actual psychologist. So yeah, doubt I’ll ever open up to him again.",3.4758219178082186,5.467353130136988,5.129583561643834,79.0893890410959,74.2054794520548,8.644602739726029,26.406027397260274,9.281916038205594,2.4235124383561644,1182,43,222,29,25,400,162,292,0.067,0.852,0.081,0.6382,2,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,3,3,0,3,21,13,0,3,13,1,20,6,1,0,2,43,37,19,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,15,23,0,3,5,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,20,10,35,8,33,14,6,34,0,0,1,1,37,8,1,2,24,150,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.2842794665203012,0.0,0.2334010776297566,0.0,0.08607713284009963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079858446240934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428454945565834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990859276814287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746672386837011,0.0,0.05919390050292751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588089201305603,0.10601278254339276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915438157155472,0.11106148880543594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074440982292854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956765638723904,0.0,0.0,0.1112899790873224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878364291140379,0.0,0.0,0.08727111376063876,0.0,0.09154132370041564,0.0,0.04909886875198318,0.0,0.09323538829657853,0.0,0.0,0.08259689659653731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518663058328764,0.16289301596267852,0.1553264125384875,0.10705787065704356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643473173224072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740356405392113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135169583222027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915299226715149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929576017655638,0.0,0.0,0.09732405254062518,0.0857449056464175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571665827145796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750775268969087,0.0,0.07138285820025067,0.0,0.0748928484028181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385222142934265,0.0,0.0,0.10782287099470636,0.10515453059423006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469489535512956,0.09291573307590914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328241164498823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175762944966834,0.10425371405722253,0.0,0.0,0.3694738318775298,0.2316637908020725,0.0,0.0,0.07737958177823398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032570824340585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687309471504155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302906628346026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804878514072593,0.0,0.0,0.1110472682548551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662231784341956,0.0,0.09204355418806254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012124484938794,0.0,0.0,0.07789123921055789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762155750580143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506401435935066 adhd,waystosaygoodbye33,2019/07/28,"An app that we’ve talked about/people may find helpful: Text Me That (TMT). I saw an add on Instagram for this app- and I thought I’d mention it here. We’ve talked before about “reminder” apps, and this is one that sends you reminder texts on days/times, and uses location to send you location dependent reminders (even ones on a schedule)! I’m thinking about trying the free trial, but wanted to drop the info here too since I know others have the same struggles and we’re hoping for an app like this! I’ll let you guys know if it’s good!",3.06111111111111,4.817448814814816,3.730740740740744,89.68833333333332,74.74074074074073,6.2814814814814826,24.037037037037038,6.937597516519254,0.8053814814814809,424,13,86,4,9,134,74,108,0.054000000000000006,0.8029999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8698,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,19,13,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,7,5,9,9,1,7,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,4,2,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070994164096759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075094148503696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244594429392556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413654534216485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409855837795225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631332416945449,0.0,0.0,0.2417323784849173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751180899878513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488736957784672,0.0,0.1189037268336912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298427059126414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872983152691504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013273863960925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544348015795033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912410675834279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594880129183342,0.0,0.19321743188752666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523981182920727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020315387197186,0.0,0.0,0.1435524967100611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nikagonz1922,2019/07/28,"Who's the real me?? I've been taking adderrall regularly for about 20 yrs now. There are occasions where I won't have any, like I forgot or stupidly procrastinated in calling my Dr for a refill (but seriously having ADD and having to remember to get a new script written and filled every 30 days is so assinine). Anyways, point is, when I don't take my adderrall, I don't function. Nothing gets done at home or at the office.....people at work notice, obviously, because I am typically very productive and quick to get sh#t done when medicated....then come in like a zombie when not. When I don't take it, I can barely get out of bed and into the shower. So basically, I feel like I've just been barely getting by my whole life.....and am reliant on my adderrall to be a person. Who's the real me? Will I ever feel more than just getting by? Does anyone else feel this way???",4.954344608879495,5.484538430232562,6.49306553911205,76.36060253699789,68.76744186046511,8.580126849894294,29.58985200845666,8.575989854853784,2.2216674418604647,678,24,129,10,11,233,109,172,0.077,0.9129999999999999,0.01,-0.8587,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,15,5,1,0,8,0,19,1,0,0,2,23,34,13,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,3,15,3,19,25,2,22,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,12,89,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818284452674142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095333223627748,0.14793360892619026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801225390367604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742736215036306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436994416101445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311267542056753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634725919960804,0.2955002109981593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061034139679197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059930221686636,0.12164574955094885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900746865476928,0.10314456877910286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525932109176847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482416495281816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197933776530796,0.2116092336711216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139442384377718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385357893157796,0.16437673900977326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000943965275024,0.12606639669257186,0.0,0.0,0.1364850636844636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286704021689719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355355111305278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325665695121323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912800617715975,0.0,0.1146015324942492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119428237516964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051098173504165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mottandtomm,2019/07/28,"18 days since ive been off all my medication I know that I need to be off my medication while pregant (i am not pregenant) i thought i would trial what it is like to be off my meds. And my psychiatrist is booked out for weeks in advance and i am out of my meds. I noticed the following side effects ● headaches for the first week everyday ● dehydrated despite drinking bulk water ● excessive eating-not really hungry just overeating. ● energy levels inconsistent af, like 9-10 hours sleeping a night for the first week. Then burst if insane energy. What side effects did you get from meds?",4.396361848574236,6.246670327433634,5.596932153392334,77.29819075712884,71.38938053097345,8.916027531956734,30.254670599803337,9.444778638647367,2.9148198623402166,469,20,86,11,9,156,76,113,0.025,0.888,0.087,0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,4,0,10,5,1,2,1,14,15,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,14,2,14,9,1,23,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,13,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112415753608326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879586528724436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931295399481787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900236175196923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968829283461925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469575940893478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683615949697392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741847515393004,0.34716359047110024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277639138120807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616990249880811,0.0,0.0,0.19617336263280524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103846708686352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425346403655818,0.0,0.1724320542970733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679299999587352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414644327873117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240238651563284,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RawRamenNoodleSnack,2019/07/03,"Found out I was pregnant three weeks ago, quit taking Vyvanse immediately. I feel hunger. Can’t remember if this is normal, or if is it just pregnancy symptoms. For lunch, I was craving steak and mashed potatoes, so I made a steak and mashed potatoes. That was at 3 o’clock. It’s 730 now and I’m starving. Is this what it was like before medication? Even before I started taking vyvanse I don’t remember ever feeling hungry like this?",2.4864634146341444,5.329388621951222,3.8689756097560974,81.92907317073171,83.51219512195122,5.719024390243902,27.71219512195122,7.1686216300943375,1.8538448780487795,345,16,59,5,10,113,55,82,0.063,0.848,0.08900000000000001,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,1,16,17,7,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,2,6,2,3,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,8,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013132447678655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650282359113913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166778837102706,0.19401734297756928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690390091101147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517583000827955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957672600841004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029544297491305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607483789083495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101534226922152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813517450328186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859478555070333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181623252400833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293592475948676,0.32253767462177746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204992763586152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TeslaTUO,2019/07/03,"Is my Doctor right? Straterra 160mg Daily? I know we aren’t supposed to ask about medical advice here, but im currently on Straterra, a common non-stimulant. After looking it up after constant headaches and nausea, it says that the maximum daily dose is 100mg per day for adults maximum(im 19) My doctor prescribed me 160mg daily, and I’ve had problems with him in the past so im not sure how much I can actually trust him at this point. Has anyone else been prescribed this amount of Straterra?",3.3811458333333317,5.741022322916668,4.42625,82.32708333333336,75.77083333333334,6.766666666666668,27.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.8951333333333336,397,16,70,6,9,129,74,96,0.07400000000000001,0.878,0.048,-0.3567,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,1,10,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,2,11,8,2,13,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,7,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.18175819001301485,0.0,0.0,0.1820064082279762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023395391313644,0.19084044459281552,0.0,0.0,0.17412345258203246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127568339189653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011918389250953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812801421990743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559230483006248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035626743756762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236097704128068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640744332580087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876325008405178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691898957647772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780164644585603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607134999875215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782210548759802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906090775924972,0.0,0.14811759647343875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554330480900868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jelly_Jim,2019/07/03,"[Academia] I don't know how to research and organise a lit review for my master's dissertation ... that's due in six weeks' time. I lost interest in my subject near the beginning of the course and I'm not totally enthused by my research project. I've spent weeks endlessly planning and trying to understand the research process. And now that I've finally started... I just don't *know* the process for researching and organising a lit review. I don't know how to read, make notes or make use of them (using textbooks is the absolute worst for this). Sure, there are plenty of guides out there - but they don't work for me. I need processes and structures (and explanations!), and all I have is my flaky skill of just getting by. I wanted to get by just enough to get to August, but I feel utterly exhausted, overwhelmed and paralysed - and I haven't really done anything. I've got some support, but TBH, it feels like studying with ADHD isn't well-understood by the university.",4.488032786885243,6.5143657814207625,5.094775956284156,80.26511475409838,71.51366120218579,8.814426229508197,31.872131147540983,9.3871,3.1000859016393445,770,36,141,18,15,247,107,183,0.055999999999999994,0.872,0.07200000000000001,0.4062,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,5,8,9,0,1,8,0,11,1,0,6,3,38,33,16,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,6,1,1,0,7,4,0,1,4,4,16,5,23,29,5,13,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,2,10,91,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029092687600493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084024585503605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875794956662444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939785401047046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536393089144398,0.13094952539588467,0.0,0.20079614248039135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872999851984346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660171981170733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022105868006277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955109980298616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000935552349601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447082883369773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591459500086348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833495598575274,0.0,0.1174266456605337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974065249903047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800661819076,0.17275803953381333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688367856965199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444863819315685,0.0,0.0,0.1908217189140335,0.0,0.3166246191361207,0.0,0.0,0.10811506335567604,0.0,0.2940643368996481,0.0,0.16480867414102926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344455126825616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luckyskunk,2019/07/03,"FINALLY got an assessment today. now what? are they going to call me in a week or two? send me something in the mail? no one said anything about the results or what to expect, or when, and the uncertainty is making me anxious. what happened with yours?",1.9006250000000016,4.632674479166667,3.2633333333333354,85.915,85.45833333333334,5.7,24.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3811416666666667,197,8,36,3,6,64,38,48,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.7622,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,5,0,6,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431397613077146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499521523941008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310152515950658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33273234023790016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172622450475315,0.0,0.24292863753900956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268596292551351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027488188970676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058220953266896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889263104627659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338339032929226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791001926492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29670985995054505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436419190838817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SPAKELDORF,2019/07/03,Do you ever wonder if you had any dreams or goals to begin with? Even when I was a kid I can't remember ever having something I've really wanted to achieve.,4.518181818181817,4.500013090909093,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,69.60606060606061,9.024242424242424,25.59090909090909,8.841846274778883,1.857436363636364,124,3,24,2,2,44,28,33,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407016639215585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337840619288999,0.6403454595783755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267527555047057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009622259667693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27249199464336743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877193919288484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838493001823693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wwww3339,2019/07/03,"ADHD+AVPD+Hyperacusis+anxiety I'm living free fall mode lately , ADHD screwed me in my university years, i couldn't focus and i had to make double effort without getting good grades , i finished it (barely) and now i'm jobless. I have AVPD too , i went to therapy but couldn't find the right therapist and i didn't have money to continue, Avpd is the main cause of my hyperacusis, because i didn't have a social life so my only getaway was music , which damaged my ears. Now i really feel like i'm an anomaly, i'm good as dead now.",3.4980474649406688,5.589991145631069,5.370420711974113,76.94316073354909,74.4368932038835,7.2962243797195265,26.00755124056095,8.167268648758528,1.797831499460626,420,15,77,7,9,144,70,103,0.165,0.778,0.057,-0.8978,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,0,10,3,1,2,0,11,18,6,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,2,0,0,5,2,13,5,7,11,2,11,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,8,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976344703779397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838209832205802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620732357159986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268317055305372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468370495832743,0.14790667650443684,0.0,0.0,0.18922730257598036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816785027668326,0.0,0.0,0.3473042222000358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335458101815625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146235764999834,0.10114741163921062,0.0,0.1828167253651162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819824673510886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746033167646253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263266774130303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768077523216395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104729591272225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367638962343699,0.24038494302430585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192459768315745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957547341986628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332450128567858 adhd,AppropriateCommittee,2019/07/03,"Dealing with boredom while eating? This is something I've talked about since I was a kid and it's always been hard to explain. With a lot of foods, I don't finish eating it often because I'm just bored of the taste. I'm usually not full, just bored. Don't get me wrong, sometimes I'm just bored of eating too, or forget to finish eating. That's a huge problem when I'm eating at my desk. And actually there's a partially eaten salad on my desk right now because I forgot to keep eating, and it tastes boring. Lol It's mainly the taste thing that I think is kind of funny. I do vary foods in a meal when I can. I also often eat while watching TV, which I know is usually a huge ""OMG don't do that"" but it's pretty much the only time I'll eat a full meal and I portion well. I have reminders on my calendar to eat and to make sure I ate. I always eat in the evenings because my husband is there to make sure I do. I also hate peeling myself away to go eat because I'm worried I will lose track of what I was working on. So yeah, if anybody else experiences that and would like to offer insight, it's appreciated!",2.8787008760951167,3.776757310638299,4.714367959949938,85.88411764705884,73.76595744680851,6.720901126408013,25.31289111389237,6.794906146795322,0.942506883604506,868,27,184,7,17,297,121,235,0.10400000000000001,0.753,0.14300000000000002,0.9003,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,17,13,1,0,11,2,17,21,0,2,2,31,34,16,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,8,21,2,4,1,0,1,4,8,1,0,6,5,22,5,23,26,6,23,0,1,1,0,6,12,0,5,11,120,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.07320227806468806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997641131921224,0.12483435091773873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047757830564486,0.0,0.0,0.1829099407307071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773355432066336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8443320246690941,0.0626640877205059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954565709176036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733775196696834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814130528235016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919141639956365,0.0,0.042631855830388095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719729106454392,0.07406022314556088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667537522941598,0.0,0.07811493457900623,0.0412254144025776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366477684187173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839208303915434,0.0,0.06377372801560026,0.0,0.0,0.10014408199166748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514349557836027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705108689282967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631561695275478,0.0,0.07177771309826181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406105165429164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205187700558273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774899629794286,0.07419019144175976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139852306081185,0.0,0.0,0.06029294632935973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983558371641216,0.04806557125760574,0.0,0.0,0.04374092901794386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523337079600664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744607421465612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461066388216064,0.07617977024774343,0.0,0.0532873820271125,0.08201540004231236,0.0,0.0 adhd,simplylewis1997,2019/07/03,"Trying to feel a bit of relatability, some help please I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age but was to naive to educate myself being older and slightly more educated in the ability I’d like to know other people’s advantages and disadvantages to see if I can relate. Thank you for your time",12.403684210526311,7.6088473508771965,12.914473684210535,53.2338157894737,57.94736842105264,16.312280701754386,42.53508771929825,13.816669648895859,5.734761403508773,237,8,41,7,2,84,48,57,0.095,0.657,0.248,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,10,5,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,5,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032715692533249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663388499431246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405809807882053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966655039686027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249152578446894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184412100417033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393508828549475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263139486325876,0.0,0.0,0.3683383210021374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673936700615819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089337060249648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956646576216595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781963073695785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,albatrotter,2019/07/03,"God, I missed hyperfocus Long story short, I've been doing a degree I kinda hate for 4 years, and recently my bf introduced me to coding. I procrastinated on it for MONTHS, but now that I got an idea for a simple Python program that could help me study, I dove head first into resources and barely noticed 8 hours pass by with me at my computer, no food or bathroom breaks. If it wasn't for my dog demanding a walk, it would've gone on some more hours. Holy crap, it's been months! I feel alive again! Many successes I see on this sub are about finally doing the neurotypical thing right, and that's a great reason to celebrate, but I feel like moments where ADHD is an actual boon are worth celebrating as well.",9.143952380952378,6.534571585714289,9.102857142857145,71.35880952380954,61.71428571428571,12.761904761904766,34.76190476190476,11.20814326018867,3.551190476190476,562,16,112,12,6,185,102,140,0.081,0.6759999999999999,0.242,0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,2,0,7,0,9,3,2,1,0,16,16,8,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,4,0,1,3,2,3,1,1,5,3,14,4,15,10,2,24,0,1,1,0,2,8,1,4,13,69,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.18152890511900266,0.0,0.2235601603292338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485220124528112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881148293169312,0.13289288536617355,0.0,0.2037760630589892,0.0,0.15822870771068667,0.22493639353849504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877736659619376,0.20508795393448234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365645955174106,0.1909104169069785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468543517052105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663848999128646,0.0,0.0,0.20999419070826536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088008531955327,0.0,0.0,0.1646220447379639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859531035139507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969591365049768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117852582318123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125977214406464,0.1836725297906516,0.0,0.0,0.1588602551043435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823403460023762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235835712655324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725452172324684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214343011964258,0.0,0.0,0.11979092549840678 adhd,davidc261,2019/07/03,"I want to feel content in one place All my life, and especially in the past few months, I've had a really hard time staying in one place for more than a few hours without getting very anxious and uncomfortable, and whenever I have plans or literally anything that I have to do in my day, I feel trapped and sometimes this leads to a breakdown like this morning. This adds to the constant feeling of worthlessness that I have and makes me feel like I can never achieve anything. Does anyone resonate with this? I just wish I had more people to vocalize to without feeling annoying.",12.288119266055048,8.197192284403673,10.843004587155962,65.85881880733947,57.34862385321101,13.835779816513762,49.268348623853214,11.20814326018867,5.467163302752295,465,24,83,8,4,146,68,109,0.07200000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.147,0.6437,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,2,22,16,6,0,2,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,6,11,2,16,14,5,15,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,9,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979617153376716,0.0,0.11747197627067844,0.0,0.2765051850023449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155213439229312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834837994157548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470210235341599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247381701197138,0.12002175725819228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777491169344963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049816595286525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544963787655878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866586353016745,0.1641560796843626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214366257936596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340988168741909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957468143044026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276870833108287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603783818627375,0.11647249588737507,0.0,0.35105586767586744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762736495992872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615978958068708,0.0,0.0,0.17906941217038955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796421090772868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862050914836216,0.09909283634896494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319577126293688,0.3238988204128764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vlrose07,2019/07/03,"Hoping to hear about others’ experiences with ADHD that were diagnosed after sustaining a concussion/head trauma... I was in a car accident Jan 2016 and one of the injuries was my head breaking through the windshield. I had a bad concussion and was out in ICU because there was bleeding in the back of my brain. While in the hospital, it was obvious that my mind was working much more slowly. I talked slowly and had to take breaks between words. When I tried to answer someone, it seemed like all activity in my thought process just stopped for a few seconds and then words would come after the awkward pause. I had previously believed that anxiety was just something people who were stressed out and didn’t handle it well kind of made up to try and justify how the stress limited them. However, I now was experiencing this feeling of anxiety for the first time in my life and there was no question about it not being related to someone just being stressed out. I primarily got it whenever my dad or boyfriend were in the room as their nonstop chatter now felt like there were fireworks going off or a crowd full of people screaming right next to me and I would have to ask them to stop talking or leave the room before I thought I would explode. I had several other injuries to my body, so when I was discharged I was not thinking about how this impacted my brain.. also because no one there really said anything about it. After 5 days they told me the bleeding stopped and I went home on the 7th day. The neurosurgeon said if I had any issues with my head to let them know and I remember asking ok like what should I be alarmed about? He said like if you have double vision, things like that. So I figured everything was fine and focused on healing my other injuries. Mid April I went to a new primary doctor and she diagnosed me with depression and anxiety. I tried 5 different meds and nothing worked so she referred me to a psychiatrist. Two months later I noticed how bad my short term memory and focus were and she said I had ADHD. I asked why this was happening so long after my injury and she said there was something called Post Concussion Syndrome that could last for 2 - 3 years after the event that explains your brain acting differently. It’s been 3.5 years and I just recently stopped taking depression meds - switching to two different supplements, but I feel like my ADHD is so bad now, that I don’t ever see myself as being free of it. The slow thoughts/speech and anxiety are still almost an everyday occurrence, but they’ve been manageable. Just wondering if anyone else has been through something similar and how you are doing now? Not sure if I just need to accept that this is how I am now and stop thinking of the old days where I spoke freely and little things like loud noises or too much talking didn’t set me into freak out mode? Or if there’s hope that these issues won’t stick with me for the rest of my life.",6.8318078820404375,7.160537250447228,6.721551471784033,77.04330406028083,64.68872987477639,9.995793353932893,34.29180896622757,9.800150414767053,3.2618820512820506,2349,97,428,45,33,744,272,559,0.099,0.8270000000000001,0.075,-0.6778,4,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,5,4,41,29,0,5,24,1,51,14,6,6,4,98,86,51,0,13,21,1,3,7,0,5,8,9,3,0,29,32,0,6,17,0,1,6,9,13,1,6,44,14,62,17,61,31,9,76,0,2,1,0,33,24,0,16,49,318,91,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251212560189212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625243677712562,0.0,0.0,0.04993302758675257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042461155903790036,0.0,0.19106488277413652,0.0,0.0,0.043659309319808715,0.06397687969118104,0.05138257558863229,0.0,0.1751181496305286,0.0,0.0,0.04801229633453456,0.15640369326003026,0.07612535677615434,0.0,0.053131609267210486,0.07034819105817128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693564613122325,0.0,0.20911015811051475,0.06375794303908258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378629651871794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985304170563424,0.0,0.0,0.12080537633766195,0.0,0.10755849174138876,0.12675001829521226,0.0,0.19570867710710574,0.0,0.06390970697577407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052160380302117684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648030833783992,0.0,0.0,0.05611680101189154,0.0610780348174501,0.0,0.0,0.06314280473653608,0.04460695385909122,0.059951930333508825,0.0,0.0,0.05311120038206947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03548593610771461,0.0,0.049938754123272006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521524488849295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922435230763022,0.0,0.07037411096366405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263213778678968,0.12403347632315198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034170648569554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502136779025806,0.03431524133793753,0.0508967116970024,0.0,0.06611465592212125,0.0,0.06384885187136788,0.08820605230353919,0.21353427860134502,0.06258101054001224,0.0,0.05525719404452603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908197996550552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138712922624465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304632529014942,0.0,0.04983879484448611,0.0,0.091800768356648,0.04629826682954225,0.0,0.06030467798318745,0.06640535864443395,0.0,0.0,0.05991260262162989,0.07108804369738536,0.06551999060232436,0.0,0.08462155072191258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657569041794222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059799999086608165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994678489239244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000048834825251,0.0,0.06165169820023798,0.0,0.07073203945052083,0.05332318618831528,0.2969723974108913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049756378782357384,0.05684278291653073,0.0,0.07053911940337831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580995710766196,0.1442074584601629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986444710195118,0.26101204061338684,0.21457349094269426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884870430018412,0.0,0.09389380884014056,0.15056006356151505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296436104903038,0.08001771245493883,0.0,0.09914033822629628,0.03640910727879766,0.0,0.0,0.0596638354982859,0.0,0.1271774291260626,0.0,0.12198908199648854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614081380410968,0.11576450604676301,0.05634214226245806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771322105989183,0.090913730663392,0.0,0.0,0.1330661729682632,0.0,0.0,0.08041827478907906 adhd,annagee726,2019/07/03,"Boyfriend (27M) has been buying unprescribed Adderall for his ADHD. Need advice on how to talk to him about it. TL;DR BF (27M) has been buying Adderall illegally in the past and started doing it again. This has caused a strain in our relationship and am asking on how to be proactive about the situation so help him. My boyfriend and I have been together her for 4 years. Back in college (2 years ago) he was exposed to Adderall from his friends and had been abusing it as he was trying to stay awake and focus so he could help support his struggling family and also focus on schoolwork/his job/our relationship. He was not diagnosed at this time. It caused a strain in our relationship as he was showing side effects from such as aggression, having a short temper, mood swings, weight loss, stomach pains, and etc. During that period of time, I was very worried and when I would convey my concern to him and the effects it was having on him he would be very defensive and aggressive in his manner (which he was never like that before taking this). It got to the point where he was spending hundreds and lying about how he was clean/not buying anymore. He was able to stop when he reached his lowest point and vowed to do and be a better and healthy person. He started attending family counseling and was seeing a therapist this year. At this point he was diagnosed with ADHD, and was prescribed a medication that was not Adderall. He was doing fine, but when stress starting piling up again and unfortunate events happened that we’re out of his control happened, he seemed to spiral downwards. It was until this week that i saw that he received a text from the person he was buying his Adderall on his phone next to me. I had been away traveling for work and also had been noticing a significant weight loss. I calmly asked him if he was buying again and he became defensive and argumentative, and seemed to bring up past issues to cover up this fact. He left our house and hasn’t been back since. I was wondering if you all could share advice on how to go about understanding this situation or or give dialogue or things that would be proactive and helpful rather than accusing (as he doesn’t really see how he is being effected by it).",8.552574369415225,7.6393891211401455,8.176789955887344,72.14604908946954,61.58907363420428,10.964415790068998,35.48704897636014,10.07000556051586,3.449836014025564,1784,65,316,31,21,569,198,421,0.09300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.08,-0.413,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,1,0,8,24,20,5,4,13,0,52,7,1,11,3,61,73,46,0,9,9,0,2,1,2,3,4,0,0,2,25,25,2,4,7,2,6,5,5,12,0,0,31,5,28,7,52,32,2,58,0,2,3,0,57,26,0,8,27,224,53,2,0.08603817762369409,0.10194117141715753,0.0,0.0,0.2068023395036521,0.16815102281085298,0.07626765321682379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760939912186151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532675305471601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086816355582215,0.0,0.08083570008107664,0.1323160955457246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732121521465495,0.0,0.0,0.07609377628981523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676981745264392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649913217971108,0.13738896768457678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465387839727692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595531121554872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221827332380348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647288260513855,0.0,0.0,0.08253565986034005,0.04889747909412676,0.0,0.06881259038277328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216655265437512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730087305626446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927650527089237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980150401882081,0.08537961538291992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348073173245376,0.0,0.0,0.0420339076307182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667441228050578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379621852217902,0.06635794666879699,0.0,0.09150257798464254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979550354817774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915506871341714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426635192907896,0.0,0.15025043610758676,0.0,0.0,0.2440016635531877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055118259719188364,0.0,0.0,0.2771184116361984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371225763313511,0.15665185108129598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117166962431494,0.19342103301472394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269479487436185,0.09170524960306024,0.0,0.07193176902797736,0.09855644177528324,0.08994578414343334,0.0,0.0,0.09763510436883452,0.0,0.0,0.06469000198969797,0.06915422810568121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989695561306984,0.0571599421477656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033910654614454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841427491218135,0.0,0.0,0.08956877720556915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198101437288246,0.0,0.0,0.06901463634685605,0.2095426430513107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330473348995956,0.06263681801979917,0.0873759457693893,0.0,0.18335715848388104,0.0,0.0,0.1662172965515992 adhd,tikafender,2019/07/03,"Is it harder to get a diagnosis as an adult? Some tests say I have Adhd, some don’t. I know I have it so still decided to get treatment even without a final diagnosis to see if it helps. Anyone with a similar experience? It’s so frustrating cause I want an answer.",0.4821428571428577,2.9032366851851883,4.025978835978837,79.93833333333333,89.55555555555556,7.530158730158732,22.529100529100532,8.418075326091056,2.003532275132275,207,8,41,6,7,76,38,54,0.07400000000000001,0.836,0.09,-0.2353,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,6,9,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690077971065015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146926395160999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154192601963605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202799983197085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300348418600958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363522195622629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208361359536094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580544268612688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687436162699715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417409431393725,0.0,0.0,0.2446746973319729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452061183082349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110278951871545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295979921757513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Peacsoop,2019/07/03,"We, the organised disorganised 🤗 As a functioning chef with ADHD my colleagues find it really amusing that I bought my own clipboard (they didnt have one) and everything clipped to it is scrunched up paper, post it notes, scribbles, sketches, arrows and brain storms of mise en place. aAnd you know what.. I smash it! The best thing I took from professional advise was every morning over my coffee I write a to-do list on my app. I try to get as close as 5-10 minutes. Everything I want to Google, what I need to buy, I need to reply, everything that must go into my bag etc.. it takes me 5 minutes as I drink my coffee and I can live my day in the sporadic distracted bliss I enjoy and a lot of my shit is together (never flawless though aye)",2.3395918367346944,4.500773945578235,3.756700680272108,86.8305612244898,78.25170068027211,6.9210884353741475,24.785714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.4693755102040815,578,21,116,10,14,190,101,147,0.040999999999999995,0.828,0.13,0.9167,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,1,1,6,1,1,6,0,7,3,2,0,2,17,16,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,2,2,2,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,23,4,18,11,4,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,2,75,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256425663985801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970351432001014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959439179791908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108512378451405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839264179436724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939417546452374,0.0,0.0,0.15818996259861587,0.0,0.5062207496569605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716027997558011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809316995147674,0.0,0.10670433129239172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318411409486916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578929936521494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159620848527005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27843287476184264,0.14480665376634233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722626162796769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616187715835584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981543151217458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027935088463068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927257105814775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411668562775319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247347208196204,0.0,0.18446632535484347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086004417179317,0.12747193225310707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074155757513897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fuckboimagoo,2019/07/03,"Happiest I've ever been but ADD/bipolar disorder is still a lil bitch So last year I finally moved out of my parents house and it ended up being probably the best life choice I've ever made. The first few months fucking sucked as I ended up working at a job I really hated and I was constantly homesick, but I eventually left that job and now work at a place I'm relatively happy at. I've also made a ton of friends since then, whether it be co-workers or mutuals who I met through my roommates. As someone who has struggled to really connect with people throughout most of my life I was proud of myself for actually being able to talk with people with shared interests who are really chill. As with any mental illness, however, I still struggle, and some days just feel impossible. My ADD effects my productivity at work pretty heavily. I work at a place where I'm relatively unsupervised and the temptation to just be on my phone or go out for a smoke is one I fight daily, and I give in pretty often. Now as far as I'm aware my job isn't at risk, I still get the work done, but I could be doing so much better and put any anxiety about job security to rest if I could stay focused. More recently I've started talking to a girl I matched with on tinder but I'm incredibly nervous about the whole thing. I had a pretty terrible tinder relationship when I first moved out, the girl I was seeing at the time was incredibly awkward and aggressive (she got mad at me every time I wanted to leave her apartment). The girl I'm talking to now is really cool but I've got no idea how to approach the whole scenario (know this is a vent tagged post but advice would be appreciated!) And I'm afraid I'll fuck it up. Obviously it's not the end of the world if I end up fucking it up, but it'd be neat if I didn't fuck it up. Anyway, if any of you have any advice for me I'd really appreciate it! Sorry if this wasn't super coherent or didn't read that well, I have ADD",5.131033333333335,5.178982570000001,6.781000000000002,76.13133333333336,68.3,10.066666666666668,30.91666666666667,9.928628108626363,2.854041666666668,1548,57,312,34,24,538,199,400,0.168,0.6890000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.8203,7,0,1,0,1,0,32.0,0,1,0,12,21,30,10,6,20,1,31,7,0,4,3,55,56,36,0,9,19,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,16,19,0,1,4,1,0,5,6,18,1,3,15,3,35,12,50,30,10,60,0,1,1,4,20,27,6,11,26,211,51,10,0.07441139616684092,0.0,0.07261478868589394,0.0,0.0,0.1454279102582027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059506766630525725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024092042758132,0.0,0.0569245143946855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809016945878038,0.06581083293160175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041228412356496,0.0,0.1188228898576177,0.0,0.0,0.04798919462639918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528190670823244,0.0,0.0,0.07614869336361219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636256421252218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461873593147206,0.06269481060776412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037624637714244735,0.0,0.0,0.08151404730046441,0.0,0.1265885911328711,0.0,0.0,0.05749006009305223,0.2751685468279241,0.03887688328005752,0.07138219164312075,0.042289711252913295,0.0,0.11902718225005665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921231489389152,0.0,0.07346584827582403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858607605112437,0.0,0.08400140888609232,0.0,0.0,0.29536731531521176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089455730716729,0.06065521943272266,0.0,0.07879092438326236,0.0808481996600794,0.0,0.10511793943812844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081972449070898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498918558901431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939446649424295,0.15817507594341654,0.054700938067605766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042308782472065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262504944824646,0.0,0.0,0.1031749856670805,0.0,0.1554881426720082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126554831809416,0.2271094238444666,0.0802280705929382,0.0,0.0,0.07480400571320517,0.0,0.0,0.07443153294742863,0.0,0.2383492289858696,0.0,0.07347227665703338,0.07988999179556504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929624866903336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155387585536162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304853449805675,0.0,0.0,0.08329746585804508,0.05266876920024421,0.0793126475625526,0.1782751112998744,0.0,0.0,0.15558189543965867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794271847559499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943562517832506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677976701096303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043889769391998665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690478160341451,0.0,0.0,0.1661553328722431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250342958694675,0.0,0.0,0.05285972086966861,0.0,0.0,0.047918499457990135 adhd,nth_degree96,2019/07/03,Does ADHD affect anyone’s physical health as well as their mental health? I’ve recently had to give up caffeine as it makes me more restless than normal and sometimes I start shaking in my hands and legs. I think it might be that because of my hyperactive thoughts and because I’m in a high demand full time job I’m naturally high-functioning and no longer need to supplement my energy levels with caffeine. Could this be the case? And as I mentioned does anyone else suffer physically because of their ADHD?,4.9836052631578935,7.2695141368421075,5.561250000000001,76.34187500000002,70.78947368421052,8.118421052631579,29.769736842105264,8.841846274778883,2.7202894736842107,413,17,68,8,8,133,66,95,0.125,0.831,0.044000000000000004,-0.7672,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,5,4,2,2,0,14,13,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,1,9,1,13,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997412243544266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257367257006736,0.1704028087155334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041405271344508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278388021827384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29107554392004104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389294906231016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953835824420246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535565184614335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514283225621742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503561840738135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101227837286194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675999472635149,0.1764271374525091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331571568506375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294711215262214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420967365263833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448345266281109,0.0,0.1177140793177028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656383224011047,0.0,0.13203044734532113,0.09697587899066476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953139949891595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CommissarBas,2019/07/03,"I think my ADHD is influencing my ability to have discussions So lets set the stage first: I'm a 31 year old male working in consultancy / IT. Dropped out of school at 18, worked myself up to a senior technical position and looking to grow into a more architectural role. (Which should involve less hands on and more planning the future of the IT infrastructure, and also being able to persuede people to execute my plans) Today, I was just doing my thing while a new upper management guy enters the scene. He's talking about my colleague about some new functionality which he wants to have ""just rolled out"" to nullify some inconvienience he otherwise has. I'm not going into detail, but for the purpose of this post: I think this is a mayor overhaul in the way we work and we should discuss, plan and investigate if this is a solution before even touching a button. This guy is hardly 8 hours in and my coworker is already setting up a Proof of Concept. I felt I needed to speak up, which I did. This guy immediately starts how about it is more secure and it is more managable. Technically, he is not WRONG. But ""just winging it"" is not a good strategy! However, due to he knowing what he was talking about and me not expecting this discussion, I was set back and unable to stand my ground. This happens a lot and I really think this is blocking me from moving up. I am a really good IT guy, I know what I'm talking about and this stuff always feels like I'm just walked over without being able to push back. Of course when on the train home, I immediately figured out what to say and how I could counter his argument. :-( I really want to learn this. I really need to learn this. I went through some doctor appoinments and I am currently working with my doc to find the exact dose of meds I need. I feel much better and much more focussed, but this happening today was a really big set back for me. Next to meds, My GP is helping me figuring out a plan to go get some therapy with a psychologist. I was diagnosed when I was 6, but 25 years it was sort of neglected. Of course I still feel terrible for not being able to push back and am constantly replaying the discussion in my head. TL;DR: I'm a senior guy knowing his shit but I get ran over in discussions where I should be able to stand my ground. Do you have some experiences dealing with similar issues?",5.157338709677422,6.197171618421053,6.242388228636107,76.50730899830222,68.56140350877193,9.831239388794566,30.279852857951326,10.011982343527217,3.0035808715336736,1862,71,350,45,31,622,217,456,0.068,0.879,0.053,-0.8565,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,1,0,10,24,9,1,0,24,0,37,6,3,3,2,81,67,28,0,11,16,0,7,1,0,3,3,2,1,6,27,26,0,3,15,0,0,10,6,4,0,1,11,10,44,5,61,47,14,70,0,1,1,0,32,25,1,8,26,252,71,13,0.3242497506673499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742129725650037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894544157105619,0.06482560211511786,0.06745044191529717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932804352055016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897816392382904,0.0,0.0,0.07169313864719419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759969715928048,0.0,0.06472176036638361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357181379481607,0.0,0.08227666788093227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829708398616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535409755608885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929461870042476,0.0,0.0,0.12296281241423945,0.0579110216662296,0.0778326524479439,0.0,0.07408959945760837,0.06895166806864647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470355590438239,0.0,0.09213930282134568,0.13598265346727578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40132278954232015,0.1433664918319456,0.0,0.07261602186406338,0.0,0.08319344756000832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433444324523072,0.0,0.08131223440700887,0.0,0.07983017231723831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460812424168786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364938732741008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289183466252496,0.0,0.039603012422131316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807203154352373,0.0,0.0,0.06891638568414203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008418805881402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861565425097092,0.11918043769749305,0.1803203111746257,0.0,0.15658121486130624,0.08621082209198644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506139216159576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056198487565413666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763540755740879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596533664586136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644641040406778,0.0,0.0820395146358411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320942736647816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057376410606664485,0.0,0.06473656743335593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927970971102358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546475041811875,0.0,0.0,0.09270196213352297,0.0,0.0538542816150636,0.1558246106974082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367542505222476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562545198247976,0.06434358987404266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514569184696893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814129719099737,0.0,0.2360576802817227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862905019403226,0.0,0.10440310424205332 adhd,quietgrrrlriot,2019/07/03,"VIDEO: Neuroscience of ADHD I've been searching around for some online videos to show my parents - specifically something that's short (under 10 mins) and consumable. Dr. Russell Barkley is great, but I wanted something more for the general public - think Bill Nye the Science Guy. Bit of a tall order, but surely there must be something out there, right? Ended up finding this: [https://youtu.be/CniuZ0sQPeA](https://youtu.be/CniuZ0sQPeA) &#x200B; 16 minutes of a general explanation of ADHD, the experience of individuals living with ADHD, and some neuroscience behind it all. Did some quick background research on the YouTube channel's [host](http://www.alieastrocyte.com/) as well. &#x200B; I thought video did a good job of doing a general run down - what about y'all?",9.771932773109242,13.236776991596642,7.296378151260508,63.946415966386574,60.59663865546218,8.793613445378151,36.269747899159654,9.3871,4.0283774789915965,638,29,80,12,10,184,88,119,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.9226,2,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,0,3,20,10,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,4,19,4,6,14,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,3,55,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144640721161303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092133894062597,0.3467727347492175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702610971803013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578267920468336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638273614297652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395801314576672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041787956644138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968325819582434,0.0,0.15731840558072532,0.0,0.14128748870817054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415997669111807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599962767965486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584425511727422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185816652667207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295537596978295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344854972312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143125557971624,0.0,0.11328148886701307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416342355362047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282972216499547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467727347492175,0.0 adhd,babbybrix3,2019/07/03,"Advice on getting a 're-diagnosis'? I'm at wits end here... Apologies for being so long and ranty! I've spent a lot of time in the MH system, and because of insurance issues (and general forgetfulness/incompetence on my part) had to switch doctors many, many times. At 21 I was diagnosed with ADHD. On the way home I laughed. I couldn't possibly have that; it's something else. Then I started the Concerta I was prescribed and....woah. The thousands of channels inside my head were turned off overnight, I was able to think about what I WANTED to think about, I wasn't jumping aimlessly from thing to thing to thing, etc etc. Then I actually looked up the disorder and I couldn't believe how it resonated with me. I thought everyone has constant music and bullshit going on almost 24/7. A few months later I participated in a clinical trial where they put some thing on my head (forgive me I don't know what it's called) and was this confirmed it. Anyway, eventually the only psych place my insurance would cover also doubled as a drug rehab, so despite the fact that I was not being treated on the addiction side, there went my prescription. They put me on so many different cocktails that made everything worse or nothing at all, and my daily functioning just got worse and worse. Fast forward to now. I'm in a new state, better insurance, I'm in a better place in my life and trying to become a functioning adult. There is one major, major roadblock. I've seen one psychiatrist and one therapist so far, and don't seem to believe me, or want to believe me. One even had me take a super expensive test, showed me the results that said clear as day I most likely had ADD/ADHD as well as depression, and said, ""Well, I don't know..."" I try not to press too hard because for reasons but I don't know what to do. My partner is concerned about the symptoms, I'm concerned about the symptoms, but I don't know how to get proper treatment or how to go about getting it. Does anyone have any advice, or maybe success stories?",5.3634704830053685,6.368947447028428,6.009315245478039,78.4899060822898,68.06976744186046,8.847903001391373,32.1972768833234,9.057496981413335,2.7918730669846945,1590,67,292,28,26,518,202,387,0.039,0.909,0.052000000000000005,0.6809999999999999,2,0,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,2,4,24,11,0,0,20,0,26,11,2,6,3,51,56,32,0,5,9,0,2,1,1,1,9,2,1,2,17,14,1,0,10,3,2,7,10,1,2,5,18,6,36,10,47,33,11,46,0,1,2,0,9,23,0,9,16,201,53,4,0.0829334195249507,0.0,0.0809310541667606,0.09040966871468728,0.19933970772614887,0.1620831554489087,0.0,0.0,0.08304583994660797,0.0,0.0,0.06632182563108388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639756918510092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057988975229896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111088556447992,0.09159344611745254,0.0,0.2803126919982727,0.0,0.14669574011393474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468429384715424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962156386941861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348519468297777,0.0,0.07143043271330997,0.08417567508305847,0.0,0.08664777192501708,0.09504888379010526,0.08488586907366846,0.0725755943047362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617643703084268,0.0,0.06928023022913707,0.0,0.07345439375604759,0.0,0.18498537045942215,0.05477674143252213,0.0,0.0,0.07924643638970534,0.07453520989126447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998786625338082,0.0,0.09426594703486486,0.0,0.06632943170615818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429205411064357,0.0,0.17022722944942326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318898176123263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865609432052107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231215389847868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857832684306945,0.04051707965106136,0.0,0.0,0.0733934665170653,0.06964318508551683,0.0,0.0,0.07050702755296549,0.0,0.07847360680070244,0.0,0.25224441145017423,0.08331776692203326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619666423384081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009761336804479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957685276088376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479132561549545,0.06307460267173637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980881154278697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329554385003415,0.0,0.0,0.09349496953912027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667419859735022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852693678131662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777734706040886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549947037411124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638461981105941,0.0,0.0,0.05870070119572781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239915505122788,0.06235561029135581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962920921612192,0.22038911530162755,0.1062807730537575,0.0,0.06583987134995516,0.09671828771578353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261269592961745,0.09020774551222643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783255913324697,0.06582868818597587,0.0,0.0,0.14913420811243305,0.07688011077400501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535487190885181,0.058913521754474715,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FancyBum,2019/07/03,"Panic when there’s a slight change of plans? (ADD) I don’t know if this is an ADD thing, but whenever my friends/family or anybody else changes our plans in the slightest, i get unreasonably annoyed and start to dread it, even if i ACTUALLY want to do the thing. I could wake up a saturday morning and say “today i’ll stay indoors all day and play video games by myself”, but if someone sends me a text that says “hey want to hang out?”, i get a bit pissed and sad. I feel like i WANT to do it, but because i had already planned to play video games, i feel offended because now i “have” to change my plans. I also feel like i can’t cancel on my friends by saying “no thanks, i’d rather stay at home and be anti-social” because i’m afraid they’ll stop inviting me all together.",6.232500000000003,4.769273250000001,6.591249999999999,83.42875000000002,66.5,9.75,33.125,8.472884824447931,2.27925,600,21,134,7,8,195,101,160,0.174,0.6609999999999999,0.166,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,4,6,13,3,3,7,0,10,2,2,0,2,27,22,14,0,8,8,0,3,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,6,8,0,1,4,6,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,6,20,6,14,18,3,16,0,1,0,0,10,5,1,4,9,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1394634910060948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770920095323798,0.11428830907539725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613572235909111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560251212556258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45355232537489004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410523483486502,0.0,0.0,0.0921677351719496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938634514203285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439337797795927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472664133131002,0.0,0.2167849036715908,0.20419564268169213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104150356122259,0.0,0.14933337849750022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335443828221953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854182086622623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964116572275706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767883767519548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409529509862304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109060541307208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115529567170996,0.3046547104297601,0.0,0.11948253976066568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157605028780986,0.0,0.0,0.1898914805704673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546580288195895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25288321716412193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,am-i-rite-ladies,2019/07/03,"Possible ADHD diagnosis, could use some advice. Hi there. I guess to start off, I'll say I never really thought much about ADHD, or ADD. When I was a kid, I just thought I had trouble in school, and trouble concentrating. My brother has ADHD, but its really bad. He's really difficult to be around because of how bad it is. My dad had ADHD treatment once, but he seems to maybe not have it, or does he? I'm not sure. I have Bipolar 2 Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, and now maybe ADHD. I know it's really common for people with Bipolar Disorder to also have ADHD. The symptoms are similar, so it happens. Recently, a friend of mine encouraged I talk to my psychiatrist about it. I told her my symptoms, and she said it seems possible I have ADHD. She then immediately gave me 20mg of vyvanse, and went on her way. Told me she wanted to do a drug test. It shocked me, heavily. I thought I was gonna be tested, I didn't think she'd give me vyvanse so quickly. I told my friend and he seemed upset with my psychiatrist. I was too shocked to ask about testing, as I heard you needed to get tested in order to get an official ADHD or ADD diagnosis. I just took the drug test form, and left. My question is, I guess, is was my psychiatrist in the wrong for just immediately giving me vyvanse? Do I need to demand testing? What do I do with the medication? I'm very scared to take it as I have bad anxiety, never took a stimulant (besides coffee), and I'm not sure how I'll react to it. It's very shocking. I'm also afraid of getting a manic episode, as stimulants of any sort can cause that in bipolar individuals. Thanks in advance, feel free to ask me to clarify on anything!",2.8160757794755327,4.7095359431137735,5.117891802601693,78.88332335329343,75.79640718562874,8.31947140202354,28.283708445178608,9.035553425615538,2.534485153830272,1311,56,254,31,29,459,162,334,0.188,0.747,0.065,-0.9918,0,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,0,1,18,20,0,3,10,0,26,8,0,7,4,54,66,23,0,4,11,2,1,0,2,1,8,3,0,1,13,13,0,0,10,0,1,4,6,13,0,0,19,4,43,8,39,42,3,25,0,0,0,0,31,10,0,11,9,165,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479793551656426,0.0658590175967857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077938116195014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583188784905297,0.0,0.10311617869092264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055461524578125775,0.059997117237257765,0.12601314029832572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881962763598607,0.04108424205571884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923470534752446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381057033783775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172646507590666,0.0,0.05897907563774521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563169384571126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03407766326141465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414063909977787,0.0,0.10563556894286358,0.1293056059782377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848954599031486,0.0,0.0595984460955648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037039318855970164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322642530760405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354175580465607,0.0,0.0,0.06789481917090615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495441354600904,0.0999472071718946,0.10396057316315764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717750051447572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467242029713007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195871099705502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878282748481633,0.0,0.07549943312550793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270353167383468,0.0,0.06654585014169988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410944460975197,0.053596351290659566,0.06747559020264952,0.06820879172326917,0.0,0.1840655532949795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770354454521606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270406873359458,0.140101406031286,0.05067373255490707,0.0541707026168649,0.0,0.06204958360616517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043184915072521375,0.0,0.16051572665144576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320054946674484,0.14975984127135886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820888184289375,0.0,0.11121823665041214,0.03975216434829392,0.05349615413897959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477171724412174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368742309300398,0.0,0.0 adhd,Platinumb2,2019/07/03,"I've lost interest in one of my hobbies because I can't sit down and focus on it anymore One of my big passions in life is Music Production and I've been at it for 10 years with not much to show for it. I get so envious of people that can sit down for 5-6 hours and write a track without losing focus. This translates to several areas of my life...including my day job, writing, organization, etc. This is a dream of mine and I feel like it's being crushed right in front of me. I've considered talking to my doctor about medication. Before anyone suggests removing distractions, that only helps a little bit. I get distracted INSIDE my own projects and if I don't get distracted my own project I get stuck daydreaming, picking my nails, etc.",4.175404732254049,5.650513178082197,5.589103362391032,78.63167496886676,71.32876712328769,8.870734744707347,31.080946450809463,9.339509955726095,2.9131726027397256,588,26,110,13,11,198,94,146,0.109,0.7859999999999999,0.105,0.0951,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,1,3,3,0,7,4,0,1,0,13,14,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,6,0,2,3,1,16,3,22,10,6,18,0,2,0,1,5,11,0,1,4,71,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756868333547932,0.12386855169027408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799000073152036,0.0,0.1507430051330859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340371840921855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424815796429598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813222189121344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951418322509737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957319634953367,0.12655717316475226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702176989397649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874101586791723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744586894003336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579567629927925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502548968221707,0.08654734723625583,0.17755249131685202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981873811596753,0.1933819511179198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846164867758596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022684505951496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400850836399421,0.13473181152819433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281464767458478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128653997420544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001309387191668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238778476887878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076786759032989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140798535609696 adhd,201-,2019/07/03,"the irony of procrastinating on seeking a diagnosis for literal MONTHS Hey. Can’t be arsed writing too much, because, well, you know… In essence, see title. It’s been slowly destroying me from the inside, but ever since I found out that, huh, guess what – all those stories I read about on this subreddit might just be me! – I’ve been **feeling absolutely crushed by the task** of finding someone to ask for a diagnosis or at least to tell me what on Earth is wrong with my brain if it isn’t ADHD. It just seems like such a daunting task to me. Looking up where to go, where I’ll be met with a ridiculously long waiting list, preparing what to say… **there are simply so many parts to getting a first talk with a psychiatrist that I just give up beforehand.** Which – heh, well – seems like a very ADHD thing. Couple that with fears about _the sheer possibility_ it actually not being ADHD at all and just a problem with my own attitude – not made easier by the fact that **Adult ADHD in Germany is agreed on to be hard mode** compared to the USA. Additionally, I’ve only been really expressing the symptoms after my very late high school years, whereas it has been smooth sailing beforehand. (To my credit, I was one of those kids who never had to learn for getting perfect marks, which majorly came around biting me in the arse come university age.) **So my ADHD in childhood might just have been masked by not having needed all the neurotypical skills** until recently? Who knows. Who can honestly ever know. How do I actually go about this without my mind delaying it for even longer? Advice very much appreciated.",2.6066243424632702,5.505108771812083,3.9047723562488654,81.41248412842374,83.76510067114094,6.8457826954471255,24.16143660438963,8.00916892397051,1.8340203881734083,1266,48,226,27,37,413,182,298,0.08900000000000001,0.813,0.098,0.6987,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,3,22,13,2,1,17,2,24,2,1,2,8,50,45,8,0,3,12,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,23,11,0,2,8,1,1,4,7,5,2,2,11,5,17,8,46,27,9,35,0,0,2,0,14,17,0,7,16,163,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.18753929363085356,0.0,0.5774054898400307,0.0938977034072558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554016936792777,0.08983086071516644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857536471130222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726783903886876,0.0,0.10990097217595728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277273351422987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632138085825442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346631402136284,0.17383719696047942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812758173375184,0.04858581914056398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782420820005574,0.08173381549547683,0.0,0.10535735221933226,0.0,0.0,0.10040576252929943,0.09217795741636316,0.10921993604540753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585359345807446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607746120288133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152400121372444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842509210983455,0.0,0.1083933215683846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938891081548014,0.0,0.0,0.08503632511303208,0.08069111339034593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092235940572664,0.0,0.09741983311750213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387188814235166,0.0970231642640968,0.0,0.0766978496632018,0.0,0.14127391226763522,0.071249265156577,0.0741102693384157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511284026618377,0.07308051620537577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405573763969464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832665363085194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194482718823736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961156629760598,0.0,0.06155749655187232,0.0,0.09487694665967793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641435418932006,0.0,0.0972478656485668,0.07657101805014402,0.17495283472138068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948635950791005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141645688299713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987394855330536,0.0,0.07723322869500694,0.08398659794423473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383770023931583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378520978497272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279228803799165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262700303098807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505895852855164,0.0,0.06187859045541527 adhd,shnnncllncrn,2019/07/03,How are my co-Enneagram 7s doing?! You're probably a 7 based on these other posts!,0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,86.64705882352942,8.105882352941178,20.264705882352946,8.841846274778883,1.8479647058823527,64,2,13,2,2,23,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641124065874967,0.0,0.7476327383258198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lost-pengu,2019/07/03,"What do you guys do when you have a panic attack at work (more details below)? Hello, alt-account for obvious reasons. I have a long history of mental disorders. Diagnosed ADD/Anxiety/Depression in 8th grade. I've worked with several therapists, the current one I'm seeing weekly I've been with for 7+ years - great doctor. She also diagnosed me as being on the spectrum, as well as panic disorder. I've had a bit of a relapse in the last year or so (I'm 20 now). But what I've realized that I think a lot of my symptoms might be more from ADD, then cascading into anxiety/depression. I'm literally sitting in work right now, and one second I'm full panic, the next second everything is fine, the next second my mind is screaming ""WE NEED TO GO HOME NOW"". There's essentially no stability, with 80%+ of it being this ""stare ahead and focus on existing"". Then I see something interesting and it changes to ""oh we're all good"", then 3 seconds later it's back to ""AHHHHHHHH"". &#x200B; I take .5mg of klonipin every morning, taking another .5mg hasn't seemed to help (doctor approved) This doesn't happen everyday, but WELL IM PANICKING SO ANY RELEIF WOULD BE GREAT. Should I just ask to take the rest of the day off? I don't know what to do I'm just kinda freaking out D:",2.001949629629628,4.4761349520000016,4.305111111111113,80.68885185185188,81.47999999999998,7.543703703703705,25.659259259259247,8.515128840125781,2.2118681481481484,998,41,187,24,27,345,156,250,0.098,0.815,0.087,0.2787,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,2,0,5,13,13,1,3,12,0,19,5,0,1,2,29,36,16,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,2,6,2,4,13,7,32,27,7,34,0,0,3,0,8,12,0,5,20,120,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839084275513502,0.0,0.11368611637986713,0.12749527294326876,0.07135254952665819,0.11002293628655248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980906444848944,0.11936725381989027,0.0,0.08068079352010017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455084679248766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099666198683203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766789877121718,0.0,0.18074337463585327,0.21299318790110255,0.0,0.0,0.2405061170572126,0.2147902210931616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840377778194737,0.0,0.09429976029270587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059631254960714114,0.08800605204126861,0.0,0.2313602085587231,0.0,0.10389217565991384,0.09278476790550808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032896796684232,0.0,0.1052482585146368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333692817484313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057663996774658374,0.08552782101205711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285526008052647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920342220670519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573964949563873,0.11130876817291398,0.10594426722466252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780050511197888,0.0,0.0,0.22317770398189024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219969429444906,0.0,0.0,0.36932038937635786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078803018978891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960531578654865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722316695191186,0.09551971435904352,0.0,0.1185353037067734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077633626057927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905717592874964,0.2366714648804948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182592927735655,0.0,0.06723165761063625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416444880723223,0.0,0.1886802237085156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291597931711248,0.0,0.0,0.07453565888592452,0.0,0.12749527294326876,0.1351364279328062 adhd,D0_U_N0_D3_THR0W4W4Y,2019/07/03,"How do you control ADHD in social contexts so people don't hate you? My ADHD is worse than average, I was one of the ""obvious"" cases and I was diagnosed at 7 years old and I've been on max dose vyvanse since I was 10 (currently 21). I grew up in a small town and the people in my grade school class didn't like me from like 2nd grade to 8th grade (some of them tolerated me). That social isolation growing up affected my social skills development and I've been playing catch up ever since. I made some friends in high school, took a sociology class, and I've done lots of self-improvement and I feel that I have become fairly normal now. However, no matter what I do to improve myself and no matter how much I try, people get tired of me. My relationships fall apart because my girlfriends get tired of all the dumb things I accidentally say and do. On more than several occassions, I've found out that my clique of friends all secretly found me very annoying. Recently, I found out that my coworkers at my internship don't like me (all 15+ of them hang out after work together. They even invite the boss and people from other development teams, but I was messaged by one of them that I shouldn't come to these events). There is this horrible paradox, where I am able to control myself in professional/academic environments and when I first meet someone, but as I get closer to them, I become more relaxed and I let my guard down. I get more impulsive and I have less control over myself. And so, everyone is like ""Oh it's alright that you have ADHD, I don't mind."" But their attitude always changes eventually and they get annoyed with me. And of course, it only happens when I am close to someone, so it hurts so much more when they leave. It's such bullshit. I've developed social anxiety (the kind where you feel like everyone secretly hates you) and relationship anxiety because of all these experiences. I also used to be suicidally depressed and cut for a while... I am better now for the most part. I have been depression free for almost 2 years now. But at times like now with my coworkers, I feel the depression creeping back in. My confidence and self esteem gets destroyed and I feel like my social skills start to revert. I know this post may make it seem like I complain a lot, or I act depressed, etc. But that is just because when I am dealing with bad anxiety and feelings like this, I get desperate, needy, and a little cringy. I get like this because *I know exactly what will make the feeling go away*, but it requires the compassion of other people. I'm not usually like this. #tl;dr Sorry for the long backstory/rant... I hope someone at least skimmed through it, because I really want to know what I can do to improve. I want to know how you deal with your impulsiveness/extroverted nature when you are with people. How can I be relaxed with someone without losing control of myself?",4.8062926829268315,6.316853142342348,5.720259283673923,78.16131179960448,69.82882882882882,9.090309822017137,30.293342122610426,9.500547302748984,2.8475062623599214,2294,93,423,51,41,754,255,555,0.19399999999999998,0.701,0.105,-0.9941,2,1,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,8,8,12,26,36,7,0,15,1,37,4,0,14,7,96,74,44,1,5,10,0,6,11,3,3,4,1,0,1,27,32,0,6,16,4,1,9,9,15,0,3,14,7,77,22,63,54,19,64,0,6,0,0,36,30,1,10,35,299,104,11,0.05888733440729056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231339724252624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589671591510701,0.0,0.0,0.047092180050102336,0.048998979592869585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514594891956516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532658912816038,0.045280725260981834,0.04916846450448619,0.17948586241103615,0.13007286861991438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208106185477705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062294991621019036,0.050726224350947424,0.0,0.0,0.26418861131782284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142051207947968,0.20287829934617194,0.05976940485474873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026218834447158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656749440279817,0.03889452899633752,0.053266965334914006,0.0,0.11253874317488376,0.0,0.05760311264388208,0.0,0.0,0.1786512338565047,0.12620737040044244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008953656423263,0.0,0.1937007680716812,0.09099241697344763,0.0,0.246129613941702,0.0,0.03346702920281718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207387533795863,0.0,0.0,0.1162781024894022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622177019403122,0.0,0.05848841019205112,0.0,0.0,0.06304010941982388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132209695802859,0.12945175581362858,0.0,0.0,0.062353184477464324,0.0,0.06021628917042636,0.0,0.316463147849724,0.05902057933393726,0.0,0.05211343787410623,0.0,0.06587986440497594,0.0,0.10012781176414408,0.0,0.055720619652357715,0.07861550596902417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594594208593256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865779329057936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769708475419099,0.0,0.0,0.061792351544576914,0.0,0.0798071636211463,0.0447864713816614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637692446342496,0.0,0.2449503784268016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639778839946875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037724734317686026,0.0,0.05814413850624265,0.12644591836747587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682957188521301,0.0,0.11919425252983662,0.0,0.053608817590790864,0.12286466527445772,0.06652592626690347,0.0,0.09742442309326754,0.0,0.0,0.3001411078567247,0.199580189386697,0.0,0.0,0.0659195496918844,0.04168075838492709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644131860404454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912212834956528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03433767825229001,0.13536465644868126,0.0,0.0,0.06542599527253083,0.03998063459639948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085974979596634,0.0648560793096904,0.048588218066579265,0.06946655110328959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676528896919932,0.0,0.042870680793275384,0.0,0.06001122464675322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584302532239487 adhd,bobisarocknewaccount,2019/07/03,"Just found out that other people can actually read, write, or sleep while there's noise in the background I can't read, write, or sleep unless there's absolute silence, instrumental music, or something in a language I don't understand. Everything else; people having conversations in English, music with lyrics, and snoring; is too distracting. I honestly spent most of my life thinking the people around me just didn't care if I fell asleep or got my assignments done, but apparently other people can do that stuff while hearing words around them? Crazy.",10.248125000000002,10.219993395833336,8.860500000000002,65.73450000000001,57.75,11.846666666666668,37.95,11.20814326018867,4.46649,450,18,68,10,5,138,68,96,0.07200000000000001,0.9059999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.5445,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,9,4,3,0,0,21,16,10,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,5,1,8,2,9,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,2,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.176928737002279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228019864257098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485379563177487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553923222825486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145809924100448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294635828032294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987929345490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500716317951334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043453099957431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806195953774782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027796743516768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627106091156407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628743554256431,0.0,0.0,0.13957840176934466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755226825080592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617371809639823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887461904833177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,izzyfrizzy2,2019/07/03,"How can I help an aggressive kid? I (21F) starting to get concerned about my little brother (13). The two of us have combined type ADHD, and this leads to the obvious symptoms of impatience, impulsiveness, etc. But he's not really learning how to cope with them like I did. Since it's summer, he's playing a lot of video games with his friends online, and the way he talks to them is just... really shitty. I know teenagers getting mad about video games is normal, but he gets genuinely angry, yells, and is constantly calling his friends stupid, annoying, etc.. He even does it when playing with other people in person, and it's clearly meant to be mean. I've played games with friends and we've shit talked each other, but I felt like you could always tell by the tone that we were (mostly) joking. I don't get that at all here. He's also not good at admitting when he's wrong at all, talks back, is incapable of handling when things don't go the way he expected them to, etc. These issues are definitely partly teenage moodiness, but I think the ADHD is making them worse. I'm starting to get worried that his friends are eventually going to get tired of his attitude and stop talking to him, or, worse, that he might end up bullying some poor kid. My brother's not a bad kid, he's actually really sweet, but he just defaults to aggression in a way I'm concerned about. I know the obvious option here would probably be therapy, but it took years for my parents to take me to even get diagnosed (I was 19) and he's already on medication, so it's unlikely they'll spring for it. And they're not really helping the situation anyway-- they just call him annoying or tell him he's going to have no friends if he keeps acting like this (which is a really fucked up thing to say to a kid holy shit). They also argue with each other a lot, and my dad (who was diagnosed with ADHD at 53) is aggressive and a yeller, so they're definitely not modeling healthy relationship behaviors either. Point is, I don't know how much they'll be able to help here. Basically I'm just wondering if there's anything I might be able to do to help my brother get better at handling his anger and impatience. If anyone has had this experience with a family member / was the aggressive kid when they were young, is there anything that helped? I don't want him to lose his friends, and I also definitely don't want him to grow up to be a bully, so any tips would definitely help. TL;DR: Little brother (13, combined type ADHD) is really impatient, aggressive, and kind of a jerk to his friends-- is there anything I can do to help him learn better behaviors?",6.840378151260506,6.497719500000002,7.362591036414567,74.71808823529412,64.78431372549021,11.050420168067227,33.900560224089645,10.608840637214634,3.4934677871148447,2075,80,395,48,28,685,221,510,0.201,0.652,0.147,-0.9857,1,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,2,1,9,4,30,38,15,0,20,0,44,8,2,5,5,81,76,37,0,10,21,6,1,3,7,6,5,2,0,6,22,23,0,2,11,9,1,7,11,19,0,1,10,4,45,19,53,54,14,38,0,1,0,1,81,14,3,13,17,254,67,5,0.12802581263631085,0.0,0.06246736259377082,0.0,0.3077242952058304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063983390383688,0.15357329416620852,0.05326386602371404,0.0,0.0,0.04353097139243639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475931247186053,0.0,0.15803150294022994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922197367776437,0.0534481029547766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322842736950756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072866884564294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917521072833258,0.0,0.05110909691745336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994350490367085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601812569438115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669643496067541,0.0,0.2141739347770245,0.08455984180608754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261690549284678,0.060345671073987826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146242862965411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34619348841369,0.05917890040090437,0.2675528121276843,0.0,0.10914002951583816,0.053690988747899286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003455123963392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681284312097244,0.0,0.056897612350957937,0.0,0.06665959135893816,0.1055394576909982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382041783077584,0.12831549784935892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161406830271468,0.0,0.10884296765700656,0.0,0.0,0.04272911203573255,0.0,0.0,0.06972882100700098,0.0,0.06448626861623873,0.0,0.13581515545571807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705685156324524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271905696487841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710787570495884,0.06931973953037981,0.0,0.0443784892644371,0.055893600704114935,0.0,0.0,0.060512887270495024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901673979395972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604984158933485,0.0,0.0,0.0687259052242672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509056323941254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141665689080995,0.05295213759749983,0.07195318873724403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061732912922216,0.0,0.0,0.053517655990182864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066533919768636,0.04812973904676747,0.20580459733095205,0.11190020321024882,0.0,0.07320433715491433,0.0,0.08505466114959777,0.0410168856408032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357341913379208,0.0,0.0,0.07112069425975047,0.0,0.0,0.06253130803375903,0.0,0.07699964459947027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551294132732386,0.15243139643946005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694192662942737,0.0,0.06500821362650336,0.13046924062756682,0.09094586405682258,0.06998806414451884,0.0,0.041222212923318236 adhd,chapthecollector,2019/07/03,"Today I cracked. So for reference I am a pretty tall guy. Pretty muscled Tattoos. But today I just cracked, and cried. Really balwed my eyes out at my Managers office. The story. I have a job for almost 2 years now (which is a pretty big deal for me). But I just cant stand the chaos in my head anymore. Everyday it's a struggle against myself. And I freaking hate. It. I feel angry for they way that I feel. And it makes me. Noted depressed and anxiety is rising every day. I had a talk about it with my manager today. And I pretty much told me that me and the brand are a fit. No doubt about it but because of my chaos in my head he is not goingt to extend my contract come October I just broke down crying. I don't know what to do know. I though I found my forever job that I finally found a place where I was accepted. I got visions of me just going away pack up a bag catch a plane tot he states and just never return. But I know that's not an option. I feel like a failure right now.",-0.19774038461538626,2.013125475961541,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.91346153846155,4.930769230769231,18.576923076923077,6.490185161304077,0.07769615384615403,761,22,165,9,26,260,120,208,0.149,0.732,0.11800000000000001,-0.6576,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,12,8,1,2,14,0,11,3,3,1,1,36,25,13,0,0,11,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,10,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,6,4,34,2,19,19,1,31,0,2,1,0,7,13,0,3,12,115,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117187862069595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257067128165553,0.0,0.12000726784881267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369085502591834,0.0,0.0,0.07376526001017747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042375449051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658428743556156,0.07804005019753897,0.12475377619993805,0.10422388078831776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195432961618407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355560905383306,0.08644802964545338,0.0,0.1325581809125295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653577154405093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877154773506597,0.0,0.0967810290418602,0.0,0.0,0.11981679276082205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947019598649765,0.2483779223383649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401632314666021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950824325577565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911832140779025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077367711218901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895469044400453,0.0,0.093328711039467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642744427899258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492433931572489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752072498574318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334003964850476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650367467575752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726152323919574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888959469593127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441038679284619,0.1156281829109044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605039601934348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792508568241603 adhd,fruitandveggiebat,2019/07/03,"frustrating first experience with Vyvanse Hi everyone--this is my first post here. I mostly just need to vent. I'm not asking whether any of you think I have ADHD, but feel free to share your experiences if anything I say resonates with you. &#x200B; I've struggled with depression and anxiety for over 6 years now, since 14. I've never technically been diagnosed with either because my parents aren't especially understanding of mental illness and I haven't had the resources to get a diagnosis on my own. (I understand that self-diagnosis is a touchy subject, please don't hound me about it. I have talked to doctors and therapists, who have all agreed. I've just never been given an official diagnosis.) I've always suspected that I also have some sort of attention deficit disorder; I've had trouble focusing/staying still/concentrating for most of my life, and it's become particularly apparent now that I'm an adult. Recently, I discovered that ADHD can often lead to depression and anxiety, which piqued my interest. I did a lot of research on it and now am fairly certain I have ADHD. &#x200B; A couple months ago, I got a concussion. I've been seeing a head trauma specialist since then to track my progress and make sure I'm healing correctly. Last week when I went in, the only symptom I had to check on their list was ""inability to concentrate."" My doc mentioned that that was concerning, and I told her it probably had nothing to do with the concussion, as I've been dealing with it since long before I fell. She asked me a couple questions, asked another doctor for their opinion, and concluded that I could try Vyvanse if I wanted to. &#x200B; Today is my first day on it, and the reason for my post. I've never taken an ADHD drug, except for once in college when I took Ritalin to help me study. I was so excited to take it; I expected to feel focused and capable, but I mostly just feel anxious. It might just take some getting used to, so I'm trying not to get too discouraged. My doc said that becoming overly productive is a bad sign, a sign that it's too much (which could mean I don't have ADHD or should be on a lower dosage). I'm not productive, so I guess it's working? I've been able to type out this entire thing without getting too distracted. But I'm shaky and feeling very overwhelmed. &#x200B; So I guess I'm just trying to determine if it's making me anxious or if I'm just having an anxious day. Right now I'm assuming it's the former, which is frustrating. Again, any advice is welcome. Sorry for the rambling, I just needed to get it all out somewhere.",5.3282770562770585,6.683755432323236,6.35036075036075,74.72363636363639,68.41414141414141,9.697546897546898,32.930735930735935,9.957137785484203,3.483019047619047,2069,93,363,50,35,689,241,495,0.136,0.762,0.10099999999999999,-0.9576,3,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,3,2,7,25,19,2,4,20,0,38,10,1,6,8,92,81,31,0,11,23,1,4,0,0,2,9,2,0,1,28,20,0,1,14,0,2,4,11,12,0,3,20,7,46,8,50,56,11,43,0,4,1,0,24,12,0,21,25,249,74,7,0.06259816910914369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761541730066557,0.06117020636947167,0.05548949995785928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050059733220486624,0.0520866913335814,0.2713003603060735,0.3042545087146236,0.0851378031538047,0.06563963834584799,0.09577485605954293,0.21215433969868094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151295946714906,0.0,0.17556251395609893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522668564788645,0.03815926287373445,0.13826951938535642,0.0532664313388707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995908874854384,0.1385273669661244,0.0,0.0807412809161508,0.06453596367514543,0.10783142265541944,0.0635358239646728,0.0,0.0,0.07174292505011587,0.12814375718950044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259400256322877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246604207129334,0.0,0.0,0.12660606066445998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973791199784432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352479857688432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006547428815857,0.0,0.13791788130741905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424378107820664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195823324108551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051025862690287235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044214938089583516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539740981208816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321872484488285,0.0,0.0,0.08356952792620549,0.0,0.0,0.06818775744196261,0.0,0.0,0.0630842312155123,0.06640676511816487,0.0,0.0,0.04996526136154921,0.0,0.04601685693287202,0.09283149843181868,0.14483870121506218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006463154218035,0.0,0.0,0.06666500711800732,0.0,0.04760872838903657,0.0,0.0,0.0695078588018418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871399180445784,0.0,0.0,0.1199034845487781,0.0,0.06749141380194952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012427566625054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436134355454247,0.0618081400958885,0.0,0.0,0.0534584943886236,0.05954519365928315,0.04978057658212556,0.0,0.0,0.04988263616771175,0.0,0.0653035425342384,0.0,0.0,0.1553455570761432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007352533009721,0.0,0.06672131931892171,0.04999097871191362,0.0,0.0,0.0654411978725431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058998033566466414,0.06506346611527025,0.09413206546361737,0.0503140371534274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726812990891784,0.041587442036305114,0.040110379161853255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059335744903672875,0.059815233169390074,0.06954886916560565,0.1275001433201116,0.0,0.0,0.13033380337124578,0.0,0.05406471952961204,0.0,0.051650045325657014,0.03692202200320965,0.0,0.05021247539600154,0.0,0.0,0.05802912990839595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034240120034059,0.0,0.04557221265205244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042545087146236,0.04031116854469608 adhd,daseinxy,2019/07/03,"Holy crap unfreaking believable So I got an AV job which entails putting together big screens for projectors ok? This very morning after a long roll of mistakes when I've put together these things (I screwed the crank in a place where it wasn't supposed to be bit in a lower or higher spot, or I grabbed the rear projection skin when I'm supposed to use the front one, you name it) so after we got the first one going while I was making sure all was where it's supposed to be, we moved on to the second one and I didn't make sure to do the same I did in the first one so there I am, after putting everything on and raising it I just look to my manager with my fuck I did it again face and well had to take the thing down and re-do that which in all truth is an easy quick fix but it just cant be, fucking distractful moment, just one moment and these people must be about to say get this fucking guy off my site.... and I took my med so holly shit some advise please??!!",2.4776416256157643,3.7935345566502505,3.5413762315270962,92.27048799261084,75.35467980295567,6.848399014778327,24.01754926108375,7.413659706084162,0.8030987684729065,757,23,172,9,16,244,121,203,0.081,0.8690000000000001,0.051,-0.8356,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,2,16,13,6,1,13,1,16,8,4,3,6,28,30,16,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,8,1,8,10,5,17,5,23,15,5,33,0,0,2,4,7,13,6,3,13,121,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667794753567318,0.0,0.0,0.1421322106064815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700510092556188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147667895983345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610717326118515,0.06801815961549462,0.0,0.07398917010328766,0.0,0.20824740045506404,0.0,0.0,0.12890716223172294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919207703447672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521279633657427,0.10932561820911298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738037759087538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461016325499298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836985703315324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410957549325028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025636896965096,0.0,0.13601935667521195,0.1429079657351153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39262644310963657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353118405225814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363670631528218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540239150562,0.0,0.0978856098488048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298301511715752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446443024285134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244113292098352,0.0,0.10741921279469732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705516826950033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ikthyoid,2019/07/03,"Fight or Flight I'm a childless, married 36-yo male with ADHD-I. I was diagnosed as a child, but after trying a few medications that didn't help much, I've spent most of my adult life unmedicated. I am grateful that my symptoms have not been as crippling as many I see here. My 20s were largely wasted through the inability to focus, but through extreme perseverance, effort, and self-loathing, I've been able to make myself relatively successful in my career and love life. I respect men who are able to build and maintain complex, high-maintenance lifestyles: they may have many children and pets, many friends and relationships, big houses with well-maintained yards, workshops with tools carefully organized. I've been trying to be that person, but the mental effort to stay on top of the maintenance of all these things leaves me feeling drained, and when I inevitably fail to live up to my own expectations, I feel horrible about myself. Two years ago, I left my rental-home life and purchased a 90s-era house that was a bit of a cosmetic fixer-upper: it reeked due to pet damage, so I had to rip out the flooring down to the subfloor in order to be able to breathe. Of course, there're other cosmetic and functional issues as well. I wanted to do all the work myself because the kind of man I want to be would be able to. The size of the project, with so many decisions to be made and details to be worked out, with prerequisite over prerequisite, ultimately paralyzed me, and two years later it's barely begun. Instead I sit in self loathing, researching detail after detail, making checklist after checklist but little actual progress. I am embarrassed and feel like a failure. I'm also miserable, because I am purposefully depriving myself of doing anything else ""fun"" until this task is done as a means of self-discipline. At work, I direct groups of engineers in complex tasks, but am thankful I don't need to stay focused on single projects myself. Keeping myself focused at the office (sometimes futile) takes everything I have, exhausting me; when I come home I can't muster the energy to fight my nature and fix the house. And this is just one issue: like most with ADHD, there are so many projects that I come up with that I dearly want to do, but none of them get done and it just makes me miserable. So lately, I've been going through a kind of early mid-life ADHD identity crisis: do I continue to fight against my nature, have children and pets, build up and maintain my house and property, build my career, etc, to become the kind of man whom I've always respected? Or do I choose flight by taking on a minimalist approach to life, sell my house and reducing my possessions and responsibilities to the truly bare minimum, retire as early as possible (a few more years, with focused effort: r/financialindependence and r/leanfire), and live a nomadic life letting my whims take me wherever they want? (My wife seems very flexible on this matter, so it's up to me.) Is there intrinsic value in continuing to fight my own nature, or should I instead embrace it? I posited the question abstractly to my psychiatrist, and he said that he's found most people are happiest when they play to their strengths rather than fighting their weaknesses. ADHD makes us incompatible with society's expectations; should we, then, stop trying? Or put another way, are the symptoms of ADHD so terrible because we try to fit expectations--expectations that are unrealistic for ourselves to meet--and if we'd only stop trying to do that we'd find relief? Has anyone else thought about this? Has anyone tried minimizing all of the responsibilities out of their life? Has it helped? Or have others fought the good fight, overcome your own limitations, and found it worthwhile?",11.546770594369136,8.886884506569347,10.626107924921794,62.452217153284685,57.21897810218978,13.522940563086548,43.004431699687174,11.765960540728905,5.0458811261730965,3017,127,499,64,28,968,327,685,0.135,0.722,0.14300000000000002,0.3985,1,0,0,1,7,0,105.0,5,1,7,13,21,36,7,3,30,0,52,14,1,5,3,96,87,54,0,12,16,1,3,2,1,4,12,1,5,10,26,39,0,4,14,2,3,5,5,17,1,3,18,6,65,19,96,56,17,58,0,5,1,1,43,26,0,12,24,342,91,11,0.2354949445556771,0.0,0.057452273833047136,0.0,0.35377394969068576,0.0,0.052188014849181716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708130551979873,0.048987664744250106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061734245637274775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233177038176039,0.0603231000505771,0.0484480684749098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766664931206796,0.06502141609090277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427487169972575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060025697722456826,0.0,0.0,0.10142902129363704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059755602898593135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204965451894196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983629040624976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565977836420779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291191784123987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930498984904002,0.04205940886117263,0.0,0.0,0.053809528243312525,0.0,0.0,0.12910402578233973,0.04548570249831211,0.0,0.030759097208736576,0.0,0.033459300993529555,0.04938049662783367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892364865764337,0.06220333462318117,0.0590551576183677,0.0,0.0,0.3396619348259504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289776930436005,0.0,0.052329681765046564,0.0,0.18392380936223335,0.0,0.0,0.06641213872414674,0.062338785874694075,0.06396648657716282,0.06020238401970584,0.2495055656288731,0.05752546730039298,0.05900695029663594,0.10397317525502613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313584544949895,0.05570775264203242,0.15719470413912784,0.2984436392329294,0.0,0.06413075808244914,0.0,0.05930909532878258,0.059330878777509526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327897016100709,0.04365412936060674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039894367271998805,0.04477612928580358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040815635744026614,0.051406275530640484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637129155522703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591843658546478,0.06595205836307161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320835973251704,0.0,0.0,0.056002405018031366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046914745294405084,0.05359643823798087,0.1842544400329364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058227630438926224,0.0,0.0,0.125503138648475,0.0,0.09844215920706753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238470839858515,0.1327971679488062,0.0,0.0,0.05420302630080927,0.0,0.0,0.03911309426429197,0.0,0.0,0.04673917023415964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398284135887349,0.0,0.11502217103855734,0.0,0.0708178556431837,0.0,0.0,0.04857699807104707,0.13890101976256167,0.046731231400224116,0.0,0.0,0.10586911848071748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858234327583942,0.0,0.0,0.041822212983077714,0.0,0.0,0.1137382674666092 adhd,cyaaron,2019/07/03,Epic Pharmaceutical IR Anyone else have their prescription filled out by epic pharmaceuticals? I've taken brand name and teva before but this feels a bit different. What are your thoughts?,7.438602150537638,10.924838451612906,6.330322580645162,68.08215053763442,67.70967741935485,9.29462365591398,26.46236559139785,9.725611199111238,3.0153139784946252,156,5,23,4,3,47,30,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824118592177946,0.4138368156076631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34368378222553303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409473022027014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219829419197581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374013516962533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042207854371693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206464746943001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ranpoo,2019/07/03,"Funny incident Sometimes my ADHD makes me do so many dumb things, that it's nice to just simply laugh about it. The other day I volunteered to help my mom clean the house by doing the dishes. I kept thinking about getting something from the freezer while I was doing them. I don't even remember what I needed then, and I still don't. Anyways, whatever it was, I forgot to receive it after finishing the dishes and putting them away. Later in the day, I hear my step yelling downstairs while I was in my room upstairs to come downstairs immediately. I go down to find her opening the fridge with the freezer door open and full of dishes stocked inside LOL That previous week, I also threw away all the dishes in the trash for some reason after I was done. You'd think she'd stop letting me do the dishes, but nope.",5.7273417721518936,6.366986797468357,5.9568101265822815,80.4967341772152,67.10126582278481,8.092151898734178,30.35696202531645,7.908726449838941,2.04922835443038,646,23,119,7,10,206,100,158,0.026000000000000002,0.893,0.081,0.7373,0,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,8,3,1,0,11,1,14,5,0,2,1,21,25,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,9,7,5,3,5,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,8,2,23,2,20,14,3,28,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,1,12,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295411779794217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274016556720174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588957816228938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645269320239485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635442144533545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545615886509551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126151662382978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456772199148884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978800605655258,0.0,0.10854794949059836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526740675917708,0.0,0.12802120746276666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038479854971335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530728813038745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749192525258762,0.19364089574681248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369328086372176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416217938864755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200465534727576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963766412287885,0.0,0.0,0.21636227440461955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703875801751107,0.1889008347503752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253038468449753,0.15968197493756126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126889864837356,0.2447662246684722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320620610869815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,honeydewbees,2019/07/03,"How to seek help while unemployed I recently lost my job (thankfully not because of me) and I am filing for unemployment. However, I am at my wits end with this ongoing issue that I have had throughout my life. I keep losing things or forgetting where I have placed them!!! This issue has taken a serious toll on my life and is constantly causing me to miss appointments, be late, miss out on opportunities and frustrate friends and family. I tried to get a diagnosis before college but my therapist ended up unofficially diagnosing me with depression and adjustment disorder. I have since graduated 2 years ago and I no longer believe I am depressed, however I would say I have anxiety issues as well. My question is, what kind of aid would I be able to receive without the benefits of employment? Thank you so much. I am just looking for some appeasement because I have most recently misplaced my keys.",6.899581706636923,8.319147190184049,7.852894590072506,65.15405465699948,64.8282208588957,12.307640825432234,38.74456218627998,11.911945987284742,5.465238036809815,724,39,116,26,11,244,110,163,0.191,0.741,0.068,-0.9590000000000001,8,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,5,15,1,0,3,0,17,3,0,2,0,24,26,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,3,2,27,7,18,19,3,17,0,6,1,0,7,7,0,4,9,89,32,6,0.1339588362742961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874642574349112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247814308837773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633201264636906,0.0,0.11398910313492755,0.15092573547991991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761262551343675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476191226406512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307570987824912,0.13596539900705945,0.0,0.0,0.15352843201964758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729553569978415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628446880828645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349626460626024,0.0,0.06998796300624822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978978422358191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194546644162032,0.1329334748147107,0.1190687687173266,0.0,0.13949751383856232,0.0,0.0,0.15111140215361105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923817538796006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249168407537448,0.14986567244766294,0.14623189414960036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847515816285887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995847222173022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006455454711884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645363798128871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065294433193086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081213365851564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466625970082273,0.0,0.1555365337908616,0.08899629842359752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094925654129224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044508162008105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913153783620127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032102764496614,0.0,0.0,0.08626509854767808 adhd,Thatboy_Dj,2019/07/03,"Is it normal to not feel any effects from my current medication So I’ve been on meds for about 11 years of my life except 2 weeks ago I had switched to a new medication and thinking back, The meds I was on before did help me focus okayish but I still had to basically force myself to stay on task. But with my new meds I don’t really feel any different than before, is this normal or should I worry?",3.3619678714859447,4.375453650602413,5.15921686746988,82.71223895582331,72.73493975903614,7.9429718875502,24.676706827309236,8.344100000000001,1.4097405622489958,315,9,66,5,6,108,60,83,0.05,0.927,0.024,-0.4588,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,0,14,12,5,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,10,0,14,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,8,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651470026493774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479820001564485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270935466179541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812898017723859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268708071602246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714557748821984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078668886244464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674530147771812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507813199117215,0.33301340739606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192655210296241,0.0,0.0,0.32388735333466784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588545682562682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761712415631245,0.13199638251361664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590760747303468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258122325472016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785439127611154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064377725721244 adhd,Mybraveface29,2019/07/03,"Having some trouble figuring this out, could use some tips When I first started taking Vyvanse I couldn't believe the difference if made. I had never been able to focus like that. I felt the crash toward the end of the day but it was doable. Then I got moved to 50mg and it seemed fine, it lasted longer and I didn't notice as much of a crash but the past couple weeks my anxiety and depression have been getting worse and worse. I have been on Prozac for the most part since I was a teenager but maybe it doesn't work well with the Vyvanse? Or maybe the Vyvanse is making me feel this crazy? I go to my psychiatrist tomorrow and am not even sure where to go from here. Any help is appreciated.",2.873261904761904,4.720559135714289,3.6257142857142886,89.84761904761906,75.5,6.666666666666666,22.380952380952376,7.492282038375204,0.7233809523809521,549,15,116,7,12,174,94,140,0.203,0.72,0.077,-0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,10,0,16,1,0,3,2,27,28,13,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,10,2,12,4,13,16,5,18,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,6,12,82,19,1,0.1678845718652011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416726587561207,0.0,0.12843123795659825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891484219271976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404216974241853,0.1857610855532539,0.0,0.1082716601089528,0.0,0.1445987357438247,0.0,0.0,0.17540364518948404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869589989162188,0.0,0.0,0.1108861763598583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848874839020164,0.0,0.16119551680718466,0.0,0.0,0.14280253106466675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771275961939716,0.0,0.1908253421849413,0.0,0.13427262866811207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125294896663512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684833332545682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820199216360569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885644117797987,0.11206425536508713,0.0,0.33732523531751674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843473091786718,0.1234144773673415,0.0,0.12948293157800275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911376977999816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180263109791608,0.16026482038060513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283580892252654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887585271819047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882956406333856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822922215065516,0.0,0.1262283045498698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449983668917766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466687690899748,0.0,0.15094839223335704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222196781346699,0.0,0.3421774430217454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HidingninjaMC,2019/07/03,"The only force stronger than my impulsiveness is my insecurity. There will be times when my impulsiveness will urge me to do some random act of kindness. But alas, I often hold back out of fear of looking like an idiot.",5.506991869918702,7.1311980731707285,6.144878048780488,75.34869918699188,68.26829268292684,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.1717739837398367,175,6,32,3,3,57,35,41,0.217,0.629,0.154,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35081652837577715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133911794142617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750985114206168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289335984798292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831224670660376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34698725159012306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660342785483821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kellyschilling1213,2019/07/03,HELP Can anyone get me some addies 30 milligrams IR'S OR ritalin?,-0.06102564102564045,1.3430623846153864,2.4384615384615387,85.29820512820513,117.46153846153842,4.810256410256411,19.71794871794872,6.42735559955562,1.069533333333334,53,2,9,1,3,18,13,13,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.5319,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353556193067305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47473691299858795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090550881914806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sucidalwithADHD,2019/07/03,"Can ADHDers have non-ADHD moments? Have you ever paid attention just the ""balanced"" amount like non-ADHD people do? I usually find myself with this when trying to learn a new thing",4.622727272727276,7.1669749090909125,5.1484848484848476,77.7427272727273,72.63636363636364,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.9220787878787884,144,5,22,2,3,46,30,33,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7182695989113396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27030824943158216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27312460614132994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599292274475975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886112420043155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717064060825888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852893743276984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288550851296475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291183034920787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Traceofday,2019/07/03,Meds work some days and not others?? Does anyone else have the problem of your meds working on and off? If i reset and take a day off i am a zombie but the next day it seems to work better but after a few days its back to on and off. Any advise or words of wisdom would be great. Have a happy 4th btw.,0.4836363636363643,1.999833121212124,2.466666666666669,96.97,81.42424242424242,4.4,14.030303030303033,3.1291,-1.3677696969696966,230,2,55,0,6,77,47,66,0.024,0.7190000000000001,0.257,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,7,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,10,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,7,39,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296954390666137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335513767943066,0.1954141220380442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665111491107605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867542961678608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919918293077547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689945515169186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932122621656816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026833680523332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030238890845489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236915604642641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028317873700907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249229633473035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362338662734386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433969295460438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165370430195952,0.0,0.0,0.13548128370266074,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikehoughton2010,2019/07/03,VYVANSE and Weight Loss? I am a pretty big guy and have been working on losing weight since my heart attack a few months back. I hit a wall a few weeks back and have backed off of my diet a little bit. I started VYVANSE last week I have noticed I am dropping weight but I haven't changed my diet in the last week.,1.5540909090909096,3.3361628939393992,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.15151515151516,4.4,21.60606060606061,3.1291,-0.3356484848484844,245,7,54,0,6,78,41,66,0.095,0.85,0.055,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,6,0,7,6,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,9,0,4,7,3,17,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,10,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977536683756504,0.0,0.364532619818174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252152365627824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716867472327576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646882535301776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725946517189115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25762166599661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838178594963032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678868456277325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613342719993406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991162532056892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076744557610506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071927028469213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185035842140377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38027249957090975,0.5772927951061124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504351644022587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaeTerClara,2019/07/03,"When I’m not on my meds, I can be incredibly moody in romantic relationships Who else experiences this? Without medication, I go through depressive phases where I suddenly feel no romantic or sexual attraction at all to my partner, to loving them and wanting their physical presence and vice versa. The waves of indifference and affection have had negative effects on my partner and those I’ve had in the past (the past relationships I was not medicated). When I’m on vyvanse, my mood is more stable throughout the days and even though I still get some anxiety, I’m overall a more loving partner. This is frustrating me to no end, and I’m already in the works of going through therapy to better understand it. I worry if I ever lose access to medication, I will lose my grip on my abilities to maintain romantic relationships. I was just wondering if others had similar experiences and what they do to manage themselves.",11.537022375215145,9.304606746987954,11.785077452667814,52.8071686746988,56.83132530120483,15.991738382099829,48.41308089500861,14.348710955821955,7.195088812392428,744,41,114,27,7,255,101,166,0.147,0.691,0.162,0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,5,8,10,1,0,6,0,12,5,0,2,2,23,25,13,0,3,7,0,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,2,19,4,20,18,4,20,0,3,0,2,12,9,0,5,9,91,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518846655345254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529110573456836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217277906077002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876378515047482,0.0,0.1185456203375774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497715410189435,0.0,0.12190457685284027,0.0,0.0,0.09090723024528788,0.12449957377359608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926868940645804,0.0,0.0,0.06959285906820528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190908998695243,0.0,0.15644333575309574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30795878785705,0.0,0.0,0.2484435915678009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288248463815118,0.4159611425621563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627781280739257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44330842323703457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991622732501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739867508163652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522659728567768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328385169296146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118123446214573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326761199434817,0.1492602892740553,0.10020059247956203,0.1397759626261258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CardiovascularEnd,2019/07/03,"About Ritalin ""breaks"" and alcohol Can you drink alcohol while taking ""breaks"" from Ritalin? My doctor said it's fine as long as I don't overdo it, but I was curious if this subreddit had any experience regarding the matter. My main concern is if Ritalin could stay enough time in my body to cause trouble, even if I take a day off and not take it. I'm currently taking 10mg 2 times a day (morning and noon). Thanks in advance!",4.353928571428572,5.5352246309523805,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,70.54761904761905,10.361904761904762,30.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.400680952380952,335,14,65,10,6,114,63,84,0.043,0.8390000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.6239,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,8,1,1,0,11,13,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,7,2,8,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,8,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027368332427813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813507659955006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929706913898205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356379781409408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504415784663513,0.0,0.0,0.24303634417831296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192860392622158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845842115766145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469280954624166,0.0,0.12445256171048233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431525245372304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674969488853586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792347856776081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083537617968264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666868992080847,0.0,0.0,0.1734759033826368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974360569272933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluenervana,2019/07/03,"Anxiety off Meds? For the past 3, almost 4 days I’ve been without my meds, Concerta. One of the days I had work which was especially difficult because I work with kids. I noticed I felt incredibly anxious and “out of control”. Does anyone else feel like that when they’re off their meds? *there was a miscommunication between the pharmacist and my doc which held up me getting my meds.",4.522083333333335,6.6412914861111165,5.478888888888887,77.155,71.6388888888889,8.688888888888886,31.44444444444445,9.2995712137729,2.991261111111111,305,14,56,7,6,100,54,72,0.10300000000000001,0.861,0.036000000000000004,-0.5641,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,9,1,10,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503175969577594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260779394669015,0.186186528828552,0.0,0.11523783287997667,0.16886563449801728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046564270908984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484658259381515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257550774073453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422490093155552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376762317557845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333205555888791,0.11773912080112832,0.15824186493647366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610556258522066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051703681782905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7322597102303987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763540301007373,0.0,0.0,0.11167840572905972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732822204398667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886937175022747,0.0,0.2399648886779293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EnglandlsMyCity,2019/07/03,"Anyone know what pharmacies offer Authorized Concerta Generics? Walgreens no longer stocks the Alza OROS Concerta made by Actavis. They only have the second rate Amneal shit tablet. I read that Rite-Aid carries it, which is made by Patriot Pharma. Problem is I don’t have a Rite-Aid nearby and they don’t have a goodrx coupon.",5.545254237288134,8.001641152542376,5.212000000000003,78.71223728813561,69.67796610169492,8.109830508474579,28.749152542372883,8.841846274778883,2.6082989830508483,264,10,42,5,5,81,45,59,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,7,1,1,2,0,5,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484497136810687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527592209158445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724293734752467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702387292103934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399955904387925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554185981236159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647333814384635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheMightyEggplant,2019/07/03,"ADHD + anemia = absolutely impossible to focus I. Am. Exhausted. Drained. My focus goes wild and cannot be controlled. I feel slow and sleepy. I'm even clumsier that I usually am. Don't feel alert enough to read text. My limbs feel like floppy noodles I have to concentrate to move in a specific way. Octodad. That's it, I'm Octodad. But like, in slow mo. Ugh.",0.1693192488262909,2.469488549295775,3.0048239436619752,84.05775234741786,100.12676056338027,7.437089201877935,22.818075117370892,8.07648339933343,2.22609765258216,281,12,55,9,12,98,52,71,0.141,0.7859999999999999,0.073,-0.5702,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,6,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477228886314107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245123538978231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989590621414037,0.0,0.1911021840856639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388874458769199,0.20670005742542036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827076679480429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30751594035021995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894120038763232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186602004740039,0.0,0.0,0.2296596285000099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grecoeldal,2019/07/03,"(For those who this applies to): How long after you first started taking Adderall XR did it take for you to start sleeping normally? Today marks day 3 of me taking 20 mg of Adderall XR once a day. I feel like a new man and am honestly so thrilled to feel what I've always imagined being ""normal"" is like. But I've only gotten maybe 2 hours of sleep each night after I've taken the medicine. Unfortunately I only got about 3 hours the night before I first took Adderall for some reason, so I'm running on very low sleep for the past three nights but I can't seem to make up for it. &#x200B; Does it get any better? For those who take Adderall XR did you eventually start sleeping normally or did you just learn to deal with low sleep? I've already noticed so many positive changes in my life, but if I'm never gonna be able to get a good night's sleep again I worry I'll need to look in a different direction. &#x200B; Thanks in advance!",5.674521531100477,5.5414534473684265,6.113732057416272,81.99476076555025,67.15789473684211,8.593301435406701,30.95693779904306,8.00094639256281,2.0210000000000004,745,26,150,8,11,241,116,190,0.054000000000000006,0.813,0.133,0.9454,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,4,7,9,0,0,7,0,8,7,6,3,1,23,31,10,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,7,3,11,7,25,21,2,31,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,4,23,78,20,1,0.0877383916379834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682149692583328,0.0,0.07300537041881283,0.1901290213660844,0.21322349857135506,0.05966511499147775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465890904603042,0.0,0.0,0.07759747741902777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281558465742312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316800838091767,0.09045442919891238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166794509695372,0.0,0.0,0.07678045778098679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872633411172808,0.06268032451713493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492604622121811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167937672455223,0.0,0.0,0.07359080018614428,0.07017240684750653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280928442059304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619722207464118,0.0857290926339457,0.0,0.0,0.07764571563344475,0.07367815149731427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058566057718130525,0.08895295803581206,0.08814500724172229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505690567044099,0.06766925653148616,0.08473828537648817,0.0,0.32934614796238953,0.2578949855424122,0.0,0.0998907404059884,0.0,0.09343852362311833,0.0,0.1334580009680673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837562226244044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020967941233916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987373652368443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268105315307438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863050555651643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638734053367949,0.0,0.0,0.08077772299557713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831657362919499,0.0,0.09748058142389736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239336180904604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910259563125235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322349857135506,0.0 adhd,nefrany,2019/07/03,"What helped you improve your short-term memory the most? My short term memory is quite literally awful. I would look at my watch and instantly forget what the time is. I would go weigh myself then forget what scale reading was. I tend to forget a lot of things even if they were said literally 2 minutes ago. At the beginning I thought this was normal and everyone went through this but apparently not. It’s really sad that I feel like I’ve reached the point where I genuinely can’t retain any information. Right now I’m on Strattera (as it’s my only option) but does anyone have any tips to help improve short term memory. I just want to feel like a normal person.",3.8213107822410137,5.879357248062018,4.899915433403809,80.82019027484145,73.4186046511628,8.411839323467232,24.13037350246653,9.095868883498916,1.959598449612404,531,16,100,12,11,174,88,129,0.05,0.777,0.17300000000000001,0.9522,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,6,1,9,1,0,0,0,23,20,7,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,2,1,1,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,5,14,2,9,12,4,17,0,1,2,0,8,8,0,4,9,60,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844228699594505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844180041139986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286720845395575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628879160095486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550717948523413,0.0,0.0,0.18157335495723345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216080900048288,0.2715022994742065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799340034149976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547343468874317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856694741233403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595699105471394,0.0,0.0,0.1615491891382656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723607694388533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451964960773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165919141422574,0.0,0.0,0.17963140993674376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021108864796421,0.190072575514912,0.0,0.12173241644058565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227702648281433,0.18075363099691272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262416106150974,0.0,0.0,0.15085556998645053,0.11080286247770726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207939937210362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615151265695606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699711503669725,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,backflipsforchips,2019/07/03,"Sensory overload is the worst part of my ADHD I'm currently hiding in a small room in a house full of nine dogs and eleven people all trying to have breakfast I couldn't make sense of anything they all asking me different questions how do I want this cooked? do I plan on going out later? where is my dog? At the same time there's a kid opening and closing a door repeatedly another kid trying to talk to me about what she did at school another kid that keeps getting up and sitting back down over and over again and it's like no one notices it but me how utterly chaotic this is And everyone thinks I'm being rude cuz I won't answer any of their questions because I can barely think in all of this I always feel super bad about this because it seems like I'm some Moody teenager in her twenties that just doesn't want to interact with people but I can't, it's just too much and no one understands all I get is ""well you just need to calm down"" or ""you'll get use to it"" It feels like I'm the only one in the room that has eyes and ears everybody else can just focus on exactly what they're doing and not all things going around them I just hate it so much, I wish I was normal",3.66405810907359,4.420560068825914,4.695094070016669,87.27954989283165,71.79352226720647,7.7550845439390335,25.46058585377471,7.928766900206844,1.2511597523219815,935,27,201,12,17,306,144,247,0.126,0.774,0.1,-0.8343,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,3,2,17,11,2,0,8,0,19,4,2,5,6,52,43,16,0,6,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,3,3,17,14,2,1,9,1,0,2,7,5,1,5,2,4,23,6,30,37,12,32,0,0,1,0,15,23,0,5,9,143,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102733969995384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111488612131798,0.0,0.0,0.09111632233249836,0.2809958548967623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026057157313253,0.1192775800816948,0.12526053855088834,0.0,0.0,0.1030283744195103,0.11187424541907087,0.16335548098146316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399887695549538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119296430686484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803111811588086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549655036213196,0.09572093598453003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000934068601093,0.0,0.15229674858532813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228524732124128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460397185881866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909454397840998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963790643533395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943792019090377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699295089629773,0.09935028178307426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312796298360375,0.0,0.1525460380351901,0.0,0.0,0.27238087356797863,0.10190378612187537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509576811677494,0.0,0.18578058807804845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001940791634587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560284213114862,0.0,0.1219774926107592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107694346278563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901556378471644,0.17170798875267065,0.0,0.0,0.07812938399911355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193788933309832,0.0,0.0,0.13948606140730782,0.0,0.1157224694317498,0.0,0.0,0.1580589929920786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047115481675898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407939756922054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MGB97,2019/07/03,"A.D.H.D is just autism except I'm totally aware how fucking weird I am. At least if I was autistic I'd sometimes not immediately fucking hate myself when I do stupid/weird. Fuck this, man.",2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,80.3888888888889,5.822222222222222,28.44444444444445,7.1686216300943375,1.6834111111111107,151,7,28,2,4,48,30,36,0.154,0.7559999999999999,0.09,-0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,6,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,8,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8930392370396734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179039942320248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184618839970064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thelittletheif,2019/07/03,"5-6 year waiting list! I'be been on a wait list for an assessment for a year in SE England, moving to Devon very soon and just been told their waiting list is 5-6 years!",4.709166666666668,3.9515826944444465,5.524444444444447,87.515,69.27777777777779,8.311111111111114,29.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.3882111111111115,131,4,30,1,2,43,27,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183075523114531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760774312738985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247402934340444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.76034748581553 adhd,LowEndLogistics,2019/07/03,"Learning how to learn Saw this in the science reddit. Thought people in this sub could benefit. Free course on how exercise can help cognition and memory. https://www.coursera.org/learn/learning-how-to-learn",11.84392857142857,17.141499821428575,6.52571428571429,60.744285714285716,68.64285714285714,9.942857142857145,32.0,9.516144504307137,4.7743285714285735,177,7,19,5,4,46,25,28,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385834517800551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452145180043084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676568629539306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355274597670758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dekimar,2019/07/03,"when you lose your script papers for your ADD meds because of your ADD this is my life side note- are doctors allowed to write me a new one if i haven’t filled that one? cause i can’t find it anywhere",3.1527131782945763,3.8767417906976753,3.1720930232558167,97.84945736434112,72.95348837209303,5.7333333333333325,23.635658914728683,3.1291,-0.16172248062015493,159,4,38,0,3,48,37,43,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,7,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,8,0,3,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,23,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024816452139822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412198045581485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399798217471678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035882107368488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346144221138904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716020624689987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689548656964648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32080218548046463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501604074215252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Altermybrain,2019/07/03,I changed my psych and she prescribed me with anti-psychotic and anti-epileptic medication is there anyone here taking the same? I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD and depression a year ago. I’m 23 now. I used to take concerta on and off since my psychiatrist instructed to take it only when i need it since it triggers my anxiety and depression. I changed my psych after changing locations and they dont prescribe any adhd medication in my area so she prescribed me with anti-epileptic and anti-psychotic instead because of my depression.,7.82405498281787,8.79807595876289,8.35417525773196,63.961915807560146,62.60824742268043,11.827491408934709,40.90893470790378,11.538034831475384,5.439200687285224,436,24,65,13,6,145,60,97,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,14,9,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,15,0,10,8,1,9,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,47,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37178696628641617,0.0,0.13711314622128148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518667551204812,0.0,0.11832861940715993,0.0,0.0,0.10815479477074118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429057018131612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490887989768354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996730633641411,0.1569954086480088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128203512466556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116446058953628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469213840536532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763995966755293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559032861878803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488969174121065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359254994018607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960787448467158 adhd,gorcorps,2019/07/03,"today is my first day on Adderall XR I was recently diagnosed with ADD as an adult, and am trying a stimulant to see if it would help. I'm not entirely sure what to expect, but I can already feel my heart rate climbing even though I'm at my desk. &#x200B; I guess I didn't really think about it, but maybe I should be drinking coffee on top of taking another stimulant? It's become such a habit I didn't even think it may be an issue. I'm not sure what every else's experiences were... did anyone have to give up coffee when taking a stimulant?",4.695089285714285,4.9769176160714315,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,69.26785714285714,9.614285714285714,27.607142857142854,9.606745405546679,2.3204678571428574,431,13,87,9,7,147,76,112,0.047,0.9129999999999999,0.04,-0.1699,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,5,0,14,3,1,3,2,21,25,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,2,9,2,11,15,0,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,5,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914232334926764,0.0,0.0,0.1857100229758416,0.20826773595195716,0.0,0.17972609740113896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984570014658145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929599351024726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053774581884747,0.0,0.0,0.17396570081892762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679051150181748,0.0,0.0,0.1431813144690086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641396585137225,0.0,0.14441048850837548,0.0,0.0,0.16766045913954594,0.0,0.0,0.08666414747238839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579133510310852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164420899689343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881458821126965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031078507086612,0.11488469017050948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788953297182719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219266372330871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980216148601454,0.0,0.16923517689916648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365822809575371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230818022297384,0.0,0.2577404323428089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196502629724146,0.16839799264274535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246557928516073,0.0,0.0,0.11636821771357322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175645861604825,0.0,0.20826773595195716,0.0 adhd,slippednside,2019/07/03,"My adhd theme tune, you have one? [too much (Carly Rae Jepson)](https://youtu.be/rJw32FXV97A)",9.355384615384617,14.021820307692312,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,76.69230769230771,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.1802615384615391,76,2,10,1,2,18,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7687618709214195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702327870892986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334585467650039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tequillian,2019/07/03,"Rabbit-holes at work Just spent the last 2 hours in a Wikipedia rabbit-hole researching WW2 V1 & V2 technology. All it took was a short reference in a BBC news article this morning and my entire concentration was directed away from work and funnelled into Wikipedia. RIP my productivity.",8.865294117647057,9.66749003921569,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,60.37254901960785,12.290196078431373,38.568627450980394,11.855464076750405,4.98426274509804,236,11,38,7,3,75,42,51,0.024,0.976,0.0,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,6,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,20,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082035456246838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539647588724777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710183858861109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30709783127799595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185780653672345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485503599196931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheMysteryTrain,2019/07/03,"Never found anything so relatable! Hello! I just feel like I'm gonna explode, so I have to write this down somewhere. I have struggled for a very long time with personal relationships, depression and anxiety - I've always figured there's something not quite normal about me, but could never find anything that quite fit, nothing that I could really connect with. I've researched depression, anxiety, BPD, bipolar, psychopathy, and probably dozens of others over the course of my life but never once considered ADHD. It literally never crossed my mind, I was for all intents and purposes an excellent student and well behaved as a child - and I succeeded at University (although did basically break down several times doing so) pretty much the opposite of what I had in my head as an idea of ADHD. But an aquaintance was diagnosed recently and it sparked my interest so I started reading - and what I was reading just hit me like nothing I've ever seen, it's like my whole life suddenly makes sense. Annoyingly I have to take a month long trip starting on saturday, but as soon as I get back I plan to book a diagnostic appointment - I think I'm more excited for getting back than I am about the trip now. I know self diagnosis isn't the most accurate thing - but feel so certain about this and I'm super pumped. Tl;dr Finally found a community I related to completely, feeling hyped!",5.891936090225568,7.797754480158732,6.767552213868004,70.16575187969927,67.69047619047619,10.702088554720136,36.675856307435254,10.771109862388434,4.6672031746031735,1107,59,179,34,19,367,153,252,0.048,0.773,0.18,0.9896,0,0,1,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,6,17,14,1,1,12,0,13,5,1,2,7,43,32,23,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,11,10,0,0,10,3,0,3,6,4,1,1,8,4,23,10,27,20,5,31,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,1,23,125,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560536936441629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886404476059803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629883928726884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753281564933241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382805472303874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341692219729357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169335972510508,0.0,0.0,0.17010906513933882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350609964744746,0.10812443123282817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636134648375637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159239912728385,0.07610415493289803,0.0,0.116697030333309,0.09736534072107818,0.0,0.0,0.23360653529465966,0.0,0.0,0.11131374229706634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932922335578292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025798356800718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058545410914893375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048880252467015,0.15613368784379086,0.0,0.0,0.18854916971044186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110876283308344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756366200185026,0.0,0.08503022592610103,0.0,0.07831088309731712,0.0,0.32864613404216897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437554946380784,0.20443440306428345,0.0,0.0,0.11344963404857765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301678895251203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083780289045021,0.11485600209564893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266128610779347,0.2131151413965254,0.0,0.06824504027473646,0.0,0.10518428150302683,0.1143720021842388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113271149091156,0.1203471568326066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201103050584083,0.0,0.0,0.15080318449465416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136697153873328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800963567001518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077296296816593,0.06825931675679338,0.0,0.0,0.12423553287530288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789736916124083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957821331020156,0.0,0.0,0.11893553664904785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,continuous-artworks,2019/07/03,"Newly diagnosed, I have a job trial on Friday that could really help my career. Can't get medication till end of the month. Any advice? Heya, I've been diagnosed innattentive type Adhd. It really affects my life. I zone out at the worst times, which makes it hard to follow instructions, and makes it difficult to take initiative for fear of messing up. Anyways I have a trial on Friday morning. I've been looking for a job in this field for over a year, (graphic design & office support) now I finally have an opportunity at an amazing business, I'm terrified my Adhd is going to mess it up for me. I can't get in with my psychiatrist for medication to help till the end of the month. Does anyone have any advice on owning this job trial? Please and thankyou!",4.106278538812784,6.051954856164386,5.885136986301372,74.53925799086761,72.35616438356166,8.702283105022829,27.235159817351605,9.2995712137729,2.6174173515981733,603,22,105,14,12,207,86,146,0.11900000000000001,0.785,0.09699999999999999,-0.5371,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,10,0,10,5,0,3,0,8,20,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,2,10,3,26,17,2,23,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,0,10,70,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332798482669566,0.2705985115308582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001885320033762,0.0,0.18831195916910015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681283868733638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105472019579298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28106328904437844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116526074493618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526484026964165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580339886312652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167363561230507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446768605815004,0.0,0.07868869804833534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403089762925446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561054695360155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121936896634349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779676369084063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626959118740307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484317127834315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896311968675114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210312201829228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198496953992274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739908790160475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712014993263182,0.0,0.0,0.10410295433665777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073579460252457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916221518347091 adhd,ayako_farinas,2019/07/03,"It is 11:59 pm, I wake up in 6 hours for work, and I'm currently researching about how it is to live in the federal prison system Great priorities. I'll pay for it tomorrow. I'm banking on at least 40 minutes more of this hyperfocus...",4.625,4.889419833333335,6.629166666666666,76.0325,69.41666666666666,11.4,32.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,3.7237416666666654,184,8,39,6,3,65,39,48,0.096,0.82,0.084,0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,22,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897288356038415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267684821641668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723262573361877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894133707085395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kan3ki_01,2019/07/03,"I've been noticing a difference in my personality between when I'm on my meds and when I'm not. I've been taking on and off Vyvanse for a few years now. During those off periods, I've realized that I'm more outgoing than when I'm on my meds. It's really frustrating to me because sometimes I don't know if I'm acting ""too crazy"" when I'm off my meds. I try to reel myself in but with my mind and mouth going a mile-a-minute, it proves to be very difficult.",5.478900000000002,3.8284970899999986,7.314,78.24700000000003,68.1,11.2,32.0,10.355215969177356,2.8919999999999995,359,12,82,8,5,128,60,100,0.086,0.894,0.02,-0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,11,13,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,15,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370609293721842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491089177531474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778226831480255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356668181506045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7492426792854037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270252200768851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559828616649878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963224065616692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440388417350594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237340515633872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169052379481984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265221619859662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551729465724826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479017173619976 adhd,iwatchgapehornn,2019/07/03,"How to make my concerta XR to IR I live in the middle east for the time being. Im prescribed benzodiazepines, antipsychotics and a shit ton of other meds. But most importantly Concerta doctor gave 2 boxes one is 16mg i think and the other is 34 . She told me to take them with each other. But i would like to try them as instant release instead of extended . As i have mentioned i live in the middle east; getting medication like these are certainly not easy. They do not have any other ADD medication other than Concerta and i would really like to try its instant release. I am aware that there are type of bypassing the mechanism; but how!? Thanks!",3.730073313782992,5.947448693548387,5.174105571847509,78.04479472140764,74.16129032258064,8.702639296187684,27.40175953079179,9.339509955726095,2.6778645161290333,514,20,93,13,11,172,79,124,0.033,0.8590000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.8008,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,0,6,0,11,4,1,3,1,19,18,10,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,13,5,15,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,4,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236209359536195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427395209759706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937436399719823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226129023891566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068268563081409,0.0,0.3697117584146031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397397221403288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23253561582608315,0.421787059406432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185790362553802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411206418866753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489010938462247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740173480453926,0.0,0.0,0.1927371758716819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414011968501272,0.0,0.0,0.12207102298138595,0.0,0.0,0.20003856119016064,0.0,0.2842636551469226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974260209873942,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anneinthewind,2019/07/03,"ADD vs Depression & Anxiety? That is the question! Hi, I am recently 'semi-diagnosed' with ADD. Basically we are looking at what 'disorder' is what. Is it a depression & anxiety disorder causing the inattention deficit, or is it underlying ADD contributing to the mood & anxiety disorder? I have been dealing with anxiety and depression for years and now that we seem to have a hold on it, the ADD symptoms are more apparent and obvious. I have always attributed my symptoms to my traumatic childhood. I started seeing a therapist in 2008 and it has been a long journey to peel back all the layers. Very well worth it, despite the loss etc that came with the journey. What motivated me to dig further now is that it seemed that no matter how hard I worked at life (I am relatively high functioning despite the anxiety and depression), and made the necessary changes internally and externally - I still struggle. As mentioned, my depression is better than it has been in years, but the anxiety still pokes. I feel like my anxiety has bee so high because I felt like I was just not able to function they way I know I can. There is this well of potential in me that just can't come out. Since exploring ADD as a diagnosis this last month (along with my psychologist and psychiatrist) I am feeling such relief, my anxiety has dissipated so much and it feels like there is light at the end. I started with Methylphenidate last week, I notice a positive difference in the way I function - especially at work. My confidence is already growing and it feels good. I am wondering who else has experienced exploring depression & anxiety versus ADD as the primary diagnosis (I realise these often go hand-in-hand), and if you would like to share your experience. Thanks!",7.3743396226415125,8.372418037735855,7.939930817610066,66.45687735849059,63.59119496855347,12.77509433962264,40.11383647798742,12.251624239485473,5.6210900628930816,1408,77,234,51,20,467,166,318,0.12,0.723,0.157,0.9676,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,2,2,1,5,16,20,0,1,19,0,30,3,0,5,2,59,48,20,0,2,8,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,22,28,0,1,13,0,1,8,3,8,2,0,7,10,32,11,30,40,4,41,0,7,2,0,11,14,0,7,21,169,54,3,0.07505629945813208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282649284516773,0.0,0.06245285378395402,0.3252938764187817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167607728261076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057713661334429386,0.0,0.04575362350229245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638119748523869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584441135377917,0.0,0.07710349475272467,0.07939961271655327,0.06465435604423851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737974903028455,0.3878752844532972,0.07618056402731234,0.0,0.07841785801473469,0.258063065255559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626999071832802,0.0,0.06647760342995132,0.0,0.08370761413255583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341946304474699,0.0,0.0,0.1518028807819893,0.1072404706596946,0.07206581787933918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042656224655156234,0.06295366296347303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723570175483523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586022025086171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124897929038279,0.12236180337844126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530144839857593,0.14667486670046884,0.0,0.0,0.0664224631364435,0.06302838813277277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710200853326834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059909222148615236,0.0,0.055175016190228486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545209440288665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408023283418845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741090408554706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059810153096281814,0.13665687221843836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062087346522164376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062504701382382,0.0,0.11988011540287755,0.0,0.0,0.07846514066340335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602446736156805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691017564091904,0.0,0.08714614863466667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192930758453038,0.0,0.11915239385338836,0.060205636099121614,0.0,0.1349692542241139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813953550749664,0.10928375984346464,0.0,0.0,0.05331784166462248,0.0,0.0,0.09666759206719333 adhd,Benjmt,2019/07/03,"Resources? Best resources for an adult just learning about ADHD? Russell Barkley and How to ADHD have been amazing.",5.038771929824564,8.617309368421054,3.027368421052632,84.63824561403509,86.89473684210527,2.533333333333333,37.91228070175438,3.1291,2.2144596491228072,94,6,12,0,3,26,17,19,0.0,0.67,0.33,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9164569366953852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001333317569415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unknown181264,2019/07/03,My mom doesn’t believe me I strongly think that I have adhd and I really want to seek a diagnosis and Everytime I try to talk to her about it she changes the subject or just shuts me up so what should I do,-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,2.0194444444444457,93.9425,93.0,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.637,162,6,38,3,6,56,37,45,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.4005,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43941448612302425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119381897138031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867865441376677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282197596316146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342310230013121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938783930513095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342800228258208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482377970615941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565720241094188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ch23huang,2019/07/03,"Learning. to. drive?? I’ve had 4 lessons so far along with a few hours of practice. And I feel like I cant retain anything!! I quite literally forget to drive on the right side of the road. I’ve stepped on the gas instead of the brake multiple times. I usually don’t know what the speed limit is at all. Sometimes, (this is the worst one) I’m too distracted to tell from left to right. Just today, I turned into the right lane when my instructor was yelling left. She had to reach over and drag the steering wheel to the left herself before I realized what I was doing. Forget the turn signal. Driving requires juggling 800 things. And I can’t seem to focus on more than one thing at a time even if I practice. So I end up making stupid mistakes all. the. time. I feel like an utter idiot. At this rate, itll take me many more weeks, possibly months to learn. Do any fellow ADHDers have any tips for learning to drive? Or perhaps offer some words of support?",1.6115463659147835,4.046121352631577,2.595413533834588,92.5695614035088,82.84210526315789,5.0927318295739346,22.731829573934842,6.42735559955562,0.5094987468671675,747,26,152,7,21,236,123,190,0.12300000000000001,0.831,0.047,-0.9374,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,7,8,2,1,14,0,13,0,0,1,2,30,23,8,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,4,9,0,0,5,3,5,0,2,4,3,15,3,27,18,7,34,0,0,0,0,5,18,0,4,13,96,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922715604060952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163346566506052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029462226417705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521098967763725,0.0,0.0,0.09337290331277767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429608466455751,0.20198810985936005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922000641813065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769271534560453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607935561117521,0.0,0.0,0.13813152304560047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943649174723521,0.143325995824582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283940167833804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159061093569274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937232706259966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036335243230967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621851076363535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869704482315752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981757390800545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604238866829432,0.0,0.0,0.10629190817997748,0.0,0.123562753097281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878385882044241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473002343135397,0.0,0.13400129951529474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30753779357805616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569800120731125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133976992429647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,illegalheaven,2019/07/03,"A weight was lifted off my shoulders today! My GP originally prescribed me vyvanse for fatigue from my anti-epileptic meds. When I started taking it, it did more for me than I thought it would, and by doing research and scrolling through this sub, I decided I must have ADHD. Like everything made sense. Anyways, I had been going to her for six months, and i had to visit for every refill. Each appointment, she would interrogate me and make me feel like I was abusing this medication (I always took it as prescribed). She never cut me off, but I went spend the week before each appointment stressing the hell out because vyvanse has literally changed my life. I passed my first (out of 3) semesters of college this fall. I had kept a job for the longest I ever have. And I was just generally happier and more engaged in the world I guess. I didn’t wanna go back to the way I was before because I was a whole train wreck. I finally branched outside of town and found a psychiatrist. Today I had a 30 minute visit with him, he basically said I obviously have ADHD and it’s great that the meds are helping and I shouldn’t feel bad for needing them. He sent me a prescription in and gave me two more paper refills and scheduled a check up in three months. It feels so amazing to not have to worry about my life falling apart!!!! And not feeling like a junkie every time I see my doctor!",4.4554494382022485,5.964784535580527,5.217249063670413,81.4353117977528,70.68539325842697,7.587191011235956,30.57846441947565,8.07648339933343,2.1803035205992507,1089,46,204,15,20,353,155,267,0.091,0.778,0.131,0.9196,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,2,1,14,0,23,7,1,3,4,43,44,16,0,6,4,0,5,3,0,4,5,1,0,0,10,17,1,1,7,0,2,10,5,5,0,4,21,7,41,6,30,19,6,37,1,1,1,0,13,11,1,1,18,150,51,5,0.0,0.14336586057721465,0.0,0.0,0.29083828408246376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068214722905458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304195077621516,0.10103040151855756,0.14752161922516036,0.0,0.2059251046713685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800253332077285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123849185823783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109451921057458,0.2038963570374462,0.0,0.10874748837437978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447260463958772,0.1728856281447718,0.0,0.13255018342686006,0.0,0.1029230024155251,0.0,0.13267085295392525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753479723514275,0.0,0.0,0.13340352887662615,0.13329574288355994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110411524500873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007437098239712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709325277717882,0.1773442640630712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449364207472633,0.08076880388353781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688086574515126,0.12189531995634485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193162962435986,0.0,0.0,0.0897203714932479,0.09332308034188236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509922786977485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964217689821457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856448090796683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386057163569488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097735171241944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606091744619948,0.07055639129685191,0.0,0.22938873832769716,0.0,0.13443605853365487,0.0,0.0,0.11819995114656698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960446011173584,0.09705933917319334,0.14734606700634342,0.0,0.1121687181778097,0.0,0.13509278816929346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228819277317838,0.0,0.1719106320740199,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whatifitwazs,2019/07/03,"Sometimes (most of the times) adhd makes me feel dumb Went someplace to get something very important and took off my phone cover in the car, as we came back I forgot to take the cover and that thing we went for. As soon as I saw my phone realized what happened, went back to the car and got the cover still not the thing. My sis just yelled at me for being so weird and always forgetting things",4.952278481012655,5.399416379746839,4.911240506329119,87.99293670886074,68.74683544303798,7.838987341772152,24.66075949367089,7.554174236665415,0.9603043037974685,310,7,65,3,5,96,53,79,0.068,0.9059999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.5343,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,14,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,8,3,9,0,12,5,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,5,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064380817111455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661173339322005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079370300246909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290157344490885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124493745580393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046146316692853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014638750774038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706733296589516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365855605481053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415084556748695,0.19803774050993148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990809559918345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055195668251115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990821241082526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675875991395647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246868346865076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521501675799372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568601310890802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kamica,2019/07/03,"Mistakes were made: A post on job seeking, NZ ableism, reddit, and general frustration. So I'm currently looking for a job, since I quit my first job (retail, did it for 3.5 years, got constantly called into meetings with the boss because I was late and everyone got annoyed with me. I was paid minimum wage, with no chance of a raise because quality of work didn't matter, what mattered was that I wasn't on time all the time), and the job I got to replace it fired me (Lifeguarding, 1. I wasn't on time (even though in the interview I expressed that time management was my weakness and they were fine with that), and 2. my manager decided to interpret my concerns about safety and rule consistency as me being incompetent, so I got fired.) Naturally, having those experiences with previous jobs has made me a bit apprehensive, and finding a new job that isn't so worried about being 5-10 minutes late, that works well with my ADHD is proving stressful and difficult (especially because I'm currently studying, and so the only education I have is a foreign highschool degree (I live in New Zealand, moved from the Netherlands). So then I decided to make a fatal mistake: I made a reddit post on /r/newzealand, titled "" **Job searching for uneducated ADHDers in NZ (AKA ""Why is New Zealand So Obsessed With Being on Time"")** "". (I tried to delete it, because, I'm sure you can guess what kind of comments it got >.>, but that only removed the contents, not the title, so people are still posting ;\_;) Though I expected one or two people to be like ""Not being on time is disrespectful blahblahblah just be on time you lazy git"" Buuuut instead, there've been two mildly helpful replies in a sea of ableist bollocks. It's very very frustrating to see how, at least in New Zealand, it seems that timeliness is more important than quality of work. My own mum (who also lives here) has expressed her annoyance at her manager complaining about the quality of a colleagues work, but then expressing ""But at least he's on time!"" Like, who cares if someone's on time if they don't do the work properly?! I'm really bloody sick of being expected to handle my timeliness, instead of people just being less pedantic over 5-10 minutes semi-regularly. And I also feel that this idea has been slammed so hard into my fellow ADHDers, that the general population doesn't even realise that it's a problem for us =(. Several of the comments on my post were of people who had friends and/or family who had ADHD who ""didn't have this problem"". But I think that instead, those people have just been forced to adapt at great costs to themselves =(. So yea, I believe that the insistence on arbitrary timeliness is ableist. (I acknowledge that there are jobs where being late isn't acceptable. Although even in those cases, the job could set the start-time a bit earlier. But I don't think I can expect that for all jobs. So I'm mostly focusing on the arbitrary timeliness ones.)",6.7150826534993575,7.43869283759124,7.125444396736796,72.68398239587809,64.96715328467154,10.534650064405325,36.738085015027906,10.46071229359064,4.066950880206098,2337,113,403,56,34,763,251,548,0.106,0.8290000000000001,0.065,-0.9561,13,0,0,0,0,0,107.0,1,2,2,7,32,25,4,3,28,1,50,2,0,6,4,67,73,37,1,10,13,1,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,33,19,0,0,12,0,4,2,12,15,1,5,26,6,40,10,62,37,10,57,0,0,2,0,26,26,0,6,26,279,73,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397222572457507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297329957526117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174236858613312,0.0,0.0,0.06549275858013752,0.0,0.0,0.12692610869057366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059357369510353176,0.0,0.059267549136006924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281802729906763,0.0,0.04641218453240361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518322232166373,0.0,0.0,0.055545837291297306,0.0,0.056862428566794763,0.05479991998569653,0.0,0.02939234402817225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053129892365295216,0.049445465081651895,0.0,0.0,0.044911199870917004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324599053928625,0.06408868157778669,0.06403689987271237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207318508775416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896340569365706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562184937388581,0.0,0.0,0.5768519163133026,0.0,0.0,0.060533592679254324,0.0,0.0,0.19671998049535905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679889762484639,0.0,0.10265995243814556,0.0,0.04881467487300604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501242429038646,0.038802318027868266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178313641344381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456979529949556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878097089268853,0.08842117770415296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150058964424536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269041147245008,0.0,0.0,0.11124538147680377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182855638616279,0.0,0.0,0.037239654454134116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632219328454642,0.052919493772016366,0.0,0.0656705090500595,0.0,0.04808585026516346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925347668496932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114481036684862,0.0,0.046422802728213065,0.0,0.0665878758625397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478696645232616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449488956457616,0.11422512948589635,0.0,0.3050653547070112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946654745634378,0.0,0.11356939498276722,0.0,0.06992339778282622,0.0,0.0,0.09592690228666476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052265974571039486,0.0,0.05245340733824482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115971613624588,0.059033976120302915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037433902542264086 adhd,GuineaGirl2000596,2019/07/03,Do You Think I May Have ADHD? I haven't been diagnosed but one person said it depends on how many symptoms you have and can relate to is how high of a chance you may have it and I haven't found one post yet I couldn't relate to/ don't have those symptoms( I'm not saying I do have it btw but I figure I may),-0.28142857142857025,1.3999571428571436,1.9642857142857155,98.7907142857143,84.71428571428572,4.571428571428573,15.714285714285715,5.288315135182226,-0.9882857142857142,240,4,60,1,7,81,40,70,0.0,0.9570000000000001,0.043,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,3,0,15,21,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,2,10,0,4,14,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,1,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304217162338481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569250783378657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775477137612682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674493410778316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566375424894705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430594936509024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102632601969227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424318300948356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240787835757998,0.2013018442190686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262050630804302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621976652738561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Fresh_cakes_,2019/07/03,"How to make a polite but firm response? I'm currently 27 and haven't taken medication for my ADD for about 3 years or so. While I've been able to manage at my job I have not been able to finish my degree and it's been one of the major frustrations of my life to say the least. &#x200B; I got diagnosed when I was about 15 and growing up my mother has always been reluctant to put me on medication and even when I was there was always a stigma. I recently let her know that I did not pass my classes and after discussing it with my therapist would be seeking medication in order to get me ready for the fall semester. She has been recommending that meditation and other techniques that don't include ""taking a pill"" would be better. &#x200B; I would like some advice on how to effectively communicate that the way she mentions medication can be perceived as hurtful and short-sided. &#x200B; &#x200B; This is a conversation we had earlier: &#x200B; **Me:** Hi mom, I’m doing fine. How about you? **Mom:** Fine thanks. Dr \_\_\_\_\_\_ in \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_ is a psychologist PhD and he offers biofeedback- which is an alternative to medicine and has been proven to help with the symptoms of ADHD You might want to have a consult with him before deciding to take drugs. **Me:** Thanks for your opinion. I’ll take that into consideration. **Mom:** I will text you later. I am out now. &#x200B; &#x200B; Perhaps I'm also being overly sensitive and looking too much into this?",2.031443845207684,4.892645188191885,3.5790405904059064,81.77909925253101,89.7380073800738,6.026719651811902,23.922887690415358,7.419758726546812,1.6580064528337592,1150,46,199,22,39,378,161,271,0.04,0.8390000000000001,0.121,0.9674,2,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,1,4,0,2,14,8,1,0,12,0,34,10,0,5,0,38,49,21,0,4,4,4,0,1,0,5,10,1,0,0,11,18,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,13,2,29,6,36,26,4,26,0,1,1,0,22,10,0,4,11,152,40,5,0.12099196282697668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270441350813499,0.05911597288308335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048378614479770536,0.10067500553610198,0.458831594105924,0.514564673227676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147762444330787,0.0,0.0,0.053503779406446635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061402147704286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015613223669072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995702517241991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031606653408994385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838416274944229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04054918114090255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476219931078735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060032926869821125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332470092782598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186123972343278,0.042730100751066084,0.029555280748576995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080138808507738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038153735249783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437733470962085,0.0,0.06417667617904142,0.0,0.212556486823886,0.0,0.0,0.04447150709574898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040993642654084506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060815170422741115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973248335624212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810883255090457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287848818619164,0.13645634761548775,0.0,0.0,0.11139314358821226,0.0,0.07024049714842008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035682097234507014,0.048018894189874935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892382844492248,0.0,0.514564673227676,0.03895742859162498 adhd,freyalorelei,2019/07/03,"I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!! So if y'all have been following the recent shitshow that has become my life, basically, a) I failed my driving test twice, b) I got fired, and c) my marriage has been suffering, all thanks to my untreated ADHD, aka my brain crayon. Today, after almost a year of being without a driver's license and being totally dependent on the charity of others to leave my apartment, I FINALLY passed my driving test! And I talked to a friend who mentioned that her workplace is hiring someone for clerical duties, so I'm applying for another office job! I'm so excited that things are actually improving for once. (As for my marriage, I think it'll improve now that my husband isn't obliged to drive me everywhere...it was really taking a toll on our relationship.)",5.89434482758621,7.219024400000002,7.2360344827586225,69.00991379310345,67.06896551724138,10.489655172413793,35.879310344827594,10.577609850970193,4.3582965517241385,618,31,99,17,10,211,96,145,0.076,0.797,0.128,0.8264,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,1,2,11,19,8,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,2,0,1,4,1,20,3,15,12,2,16,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,3,6,72,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.2102160619290669,0.0,0.2588895497267159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157091565518933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588366200685994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791131524925924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047677964253825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359789558780614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643075400389518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722887718048326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213768279753276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809565571066434,0.0,0.0,0.15215550211381487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294122319228377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800174093454934,0.0,0.21269844530725465,0.2312773990909039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252225025279287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196688613029456,0.1731441435232143,0.0,0.19832716746259774,0.0,0.0,0.14311358102192878,0.1380306101295904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041902680226193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207654443274096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872158043703886 adhd,MerakandDubhe,2019/07/03,"The same doctor who diagnosed me, also dismissed the heck out of me today. I am so grateful I found this sub. There's so many posts here that I can relate to, its like heaven sent that I have found my people. Its kind of long, but I want people to know you're not alone on medical professionals being turds. It was beyond infuriating and embarrassing to me this morning. I'm not usually emotional in my appointments, but today just absolutely broke me. I was put on strattera 3 years ago. It worked amazing for some time, but eventually tapered off. I was on a very low dosage, and had asked for a higher dosage, but was ignored. Fine, I'll just try to manage myself without. Cue in terrible class room time, forgetting to feed animals, barely managing daily tasks like brushing my teeth and getting dressed that day, struggling with conversations because of external things distracting me. For 2 years. I tried to use journals, google calendar, and even outlook calendar. Everything was hit or miss. I even changed my diet and exercise. Today I go in for my wellness exam, and I asked to be put on strattera again, but at proper dosage. Cue in the shit storm of a conversation., with a nurse standing awkwardly at the door the whole time, waiting for who knows what. First I was told to just ""act my age"" and ""you're 23 years old, you're just gonna have to get over it and form some habits"". Ok, but I already have an extremely hard time forming habits in the first place. Also, how are 23 year olds supposed to act?...I consider myself a relatively mature person, like not overly serious but I definitely have felt that I have grown over the years. This was really the statement that started my crying. He reiterated the whole ""get over it"" scpheal for a while. Next was how I just needed to find a job that worked for me, since he thinks I have schizoid/schizotypal pd. Now, Its been recorded that I do have those tendencies(I remember maybe a schizoid diagnosis) but he made it sound like I just need to find something to do and stay away from people. When I asked about the magical place where I can live happily and go to work everyday with not problem, he kind of shut up and then moved onto the next argument. ""you can't just read literature and stop taking meds when you want, quit reading things online"". This was said because I told him that the psychiatrist he sent me to said it was absolutely ok to stop taking abilify if I felt uncomfortable with it. I stopped after \~5 months into the medication, it was a baby dosage(2 mg). I came in for auditory hallucinations, they went away after my semester was over because it was highly likely stress and low amounts of sleep, and my awesome psychiatrist told me that it was normal for the amount that I was loading on. Too bad she isn't covered by my insurance, because she is truly amazing. At this point I'm literally telling him I just want to be a normal person, and believe that trying strattera again will help. He finally and hesitantly agreed to do that and told me to try an SSRI and we can continue with a treatment plan. I go back in two weeks, and honestly right after that I'm finding another doctor, hell or high water. &#x200B; Throughout this whole 30 minute long conversation I had said multiple times that multiple people have noted my issues, such as missing a shift of work, spacing out in discussions because my brain is playing scrabble with noises around me, having instructions being repeated multiple times in one sentence, over explaining everything I do. The cherry on top? ""I've known about this issue your whole life, but you just have to get over it. Its how you are."" ^(So basically he never told my parents and now its resulted in the mess of an adulthood I have today.) Just so you know, just because one old man delivered you at birth and has been you doctor for most of your life, does NOT make it ok to be told these things. In fact, NO doctor or psych should be this way. End rant. And if you read the whole thing, thank you, thank you a lot, because I really needed to get it out.",5.469817953546766,6.831433945241197,5.949444444444445,77.70637633396106,68.08735332464146,9.227765705731807,30.50096576367763,9.53975657930432,2.8222712540441366,3224,125,588,68,54,1040,359,767,0.10300000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.126,0.9493,2,1,1,0,0,0,114.0,1,12,1,9,39,37,2,5,33,3,53,17,4,7,2,111,108,50,0,12,31,1,3,5,0,3,10,4,2,3,49,35,3,5,15,5,0,12,10,18,1,5,37,8,75,19,95,61,14,121,2,5,0,0,52,52,3,9,58,402,124,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599673312601021,0.0,0.0,0.05374166521846649,0.05726113223327284,0.08299170801865782,0.0,0.056222034256326985,0.06305117837771101,0.0,0.054410454766662036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619247766552547,0.14552847128741114,0.0,0.09750340981681854,0.039899668328524346,0.043325397608909286,0.22141864720622406,0.0,0.0,0.0584614714358862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792561898866114,0.0,0.059347535084035626,0.0,0.0,0.054891998524340055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056997958893148036,0.033464305439523064,0.0,0.0,0.05266654666312772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212443586829435,0.045408675609468416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836847775314325,0.04595851773742705,0.0,0.0,0.06854478579146282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326951297773113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996437295685532,0.05684219119972238,0.14227763888299902,0.08827402317977091,0.0,0.11378787709333485,0.0,0.0,0.13555008650893774,0.0,0.08846965397111818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648262019469453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03478030363032228,0.10964778754197957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831789468924884,0.05149212303681152,0.0,0.0,0.10806944083748092,0.08555100583757039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330189347657247,0.12675245336557814,0.0,0.04581920205520437,0.09184079427401427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411442679886573,0.0,0.04909890975409525,0.034636510298412734,0.05260760527727781,0.05212977567613262,0.0,0.05763731406464155,0.10454602029476837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141754375447417,0.05515011343176837,0.0,0.11542577412750385,0.04002022659642269,0.0,0.11036971723611713,0.0,0.1016809926054202,0.0,0.0,0.16334727310514402,0.0,0.07032306440259002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761692633555422,0.0,0.0,0.14389402701841775,0.09061546960229296,0.10842654766574997,0.0,0.049052160067787766,0.0,0.04969560532945201,0.0,0.0,0.04965105175423785,0.0,0.10432615570128627,0.0,0.05519065712690804,0.15571002424248664,0.0,0.06648322783621133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058780461042975,0.04431317819730262,0.14807581887182167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326362019850801,0.04292336470004362,0.0,0.05192677326429223,0.0,0.0,0.03994691778517928,0.0,0.0,0.036727513211299884,0.055307089104396905,0.0,0.13014533332455427,0.05943901718463888,0.05424596214195039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802859094095843,0.0,0.045353534817726464,0.095545390740975,0.0,0.0,0.13789177946747114,0.033248567878462844,0.0,0.0,0.1815424066917758,0.0,0.19673995442308564,0.2974946956507393,0.0,0.14091771284722351,0.0,0.05068830573575437,0.0,0.0,0.04481569445795552,0.05714873246023192,0.04281410631911973,0.09181695963258214,0.04118731064168156,0.041622466090706134,0.0,0.046654711844436765,0.048101900430858366,0.0,0.289662748715084,0.0,0.05001943297925841,0.0,0.1511041119426307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305117837771101,0.1670750378860988 adhd,PaxALotl,2019/07/03,"Trying medication for the first time (Ritalin) - advice on how to titrate and give it a chance? Hi - I am 50 y /o and just getting an unfortunately late-in-life diagnosis. My doctor recommended I try Ritalin as a first medication, then we take it from there. Today was the first day. I took 10mg first thing, then another 10mg around noon. I definitely feel a slight feeling of stimulant, it's subtle and not unpleasant but a bit odd. No other effects, really,, and it seemed to have zero effect on concentration or focus. &#x200B; So, I'm wondering: I understand that stimulants work very quickly, but does it typically take time to get used to them before any response? I am tempted to take a little more tomorrow but also don't want to rush if it's best to titrate slowly, or perhaps some people go for a few days before the therapeutic effect hits. &#x200B; I know from experience with antidepressants that you have to give them time, and lots of it. But, this is different and new so i'm trying to get a feel for how patient I should be. &#x200B; Now that the possibility of relief is on the table, I'm pretty excited and don't want to waste any time .: &#x200B; Any input much appreciated!",5.41670154185022,6.772859753303965,6.889380506607933,70.93865225770925,68.20704845814979,10.080286343612336,30.92758810572688,10.270032843473604,3.3649033039647573,952,38,169,25,16,326,136,227,0.044000000000000004,0.81,0.146,0.9753,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,2,9,10,3,0,0,13,0,11,5,0,8,0,39,35,22,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,10,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,2,3,13,3,24,30,7,26,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,7,18,112,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245455394675741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747816001236992,0.0,0.3657000935964813,0.4101207318285984,0.17214261647212512,0.08847913751251446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511553801450635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360127575355436,0.0,0.08855095392512187,0.0,0.09212042931784832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883543963902034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815849327180354,0.0,0.08636587128954873,0.07384096440180876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253922515498402,0.0,0.0,0.12799425012550833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870922314176788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322542308696822,0.16188878080487976,0.04795474639916245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046372700750850496,0.0,0.09518361638691536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457030640928116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173633177229273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000669716354974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202855340251628,0.0,0.0,0.08149413138176209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058498038007545175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512507315473463,0.0,0.08584416479135157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405559173528703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681581883906595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032837872923566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605791097349512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968091810654041,0.0,0.07998178638763988,0.0,0.0937485963332207,0.17186418143022927,0.0,0.0,0.0878419107845596,0.0,0.0728766927177723,0.0,0.0696218257452584,0.09953828949664564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150583864945884,0.061429193877414974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101207318285984,0.0 adhd,LapperDoi,2019/07/03,"“Somethings wrong with you boy” The thing is, at work, I just happen to be the one to find things broken. I’ve always attributed it to my hyper activity. I’m not sure if I’m lucky or other people just don’t mention it when they are the first to find something ( point being I’m not sure if they don’t care or don’t notice ). But now it’s at the point where “I break everything”. When in fact I love to fix so I notice when things are broken...So how can I bring this kind of stuff to my boss without being blamed for the issue. Or maybe I’m just being sensitive? Is it my job to just take shit ? The old saying “ no good deed goes unpunished” come to mind.",0.08423913043478493,2.243025159420295,2.0534601449275383,95.7023641304348,87.2608695652174,4.899275362318841,15.14673913043478,6.322622252153567,-0.6109434782608689,504,9,115,5,16,167,83,138,0.11199999999999999,0.78,0.10800000000000001,0.2709,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,2,11,9,1,0,6,0,12,2,1,3,3,25,22,11,0,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,2,0,2,0,1,11,7,15,18,0,15,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,6,6,76,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878139594564006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779876802999354,0.0,0.0,0.1333210209119816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390976825968354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291473776216264,0.13164764847369914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981409343395586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368629798833084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615401180302067,0.15358577004946294,0.0,0.0,0.16116958586047805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396863554828145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548769923510153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627401394900794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524143201446391,0.16240553082522474,0.0,0.10487644868311648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072983285683456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926161646593938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307965776071055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886962201892024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382996764283058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717511355324425,0.0,0.0,0.2917385967973272,0.0,0.11636810174805065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084677891101235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919317127524298,0.0,0.11267471615881075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921716865334765,0.0,0.0 adhd,DoubleCherryPi,2019/07/03,"New Meds For 6 Year Old I took our son to his psych today after going through a really rough patch of anger and frustration. He’s been constantly snapping, yelling at people etc He’s been on adderall for his ADHD for a little while now and it makes a huge difference. Today his doctor also prescribed clonidine and the more I read about it the more concerned I am that I’m basically sedating my kid. I don’t want him to lose touch with how he feels because I want him to work out how to control the outbursts as well. He goes back in three weeks so I guess we can give it a go for that period of time, but I’m concerned. Any advice?",2.102051282051285,4.082874000000004,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,78.23076923076924,6.487179487179486,23.14102564102564,7.492282038375204,0.9585641025641024,500,16,104,7,12,164,92,130,0.053,0.9009999999999999,0.046,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,2,0,0,3,8,4,2,0,7,0,5,1,0,4,0,15,16,10,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,3,1,1,3,4,14,1,19,13,3,22,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,13,66,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664995877373366,0.17615812397078373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416215366897756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259003665919503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386167908636082,0.0,0.10989114732331247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480823303123634,0.202188554139314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883441731657393,0.0,0.18451436740890131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104912032295733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115011806267648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293177000823814,0.204903616763871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985881418021935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180678274365696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016764381249092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203318750609238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002397474549134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410625140376906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916343370511304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497677979114225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031915861280207,0.0,0.11548581824076724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051171052938286,0.0,0.3417504738665241,0.0,0.20028701950917416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265627550798752,0.0,0.1446020209947048,0.0,0.1620847166270511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123897992911926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608821103222088 adhd,IronFocus,2019/07/03,"Thinking about quitting adderall after today Hi, never used this sub but thought this would be the most appropriate place to post. I went undiagnosed with ADHD for a long time because I worked really hard at school and got good grades, and my lack of focus is largely associated with my depression as well. I've been on adderall for three years now, and it helps a lot. But now I feel like I need it just to function and it doesn't do the same magic for me. I ran out of adderall a couple days ago and my doc is out of town so I still don't have any. I feel physically and mentally horrible, especially today. I know that when I meet with my doctor again next week I can likely get another prescription, but at the same time I don't want to keep re-experiencing these intense withdrawal symptoms, and I don't want to be so dependent on adderall. What should I do?",5.960000000000001,5.988349707602342,6.812333333333335,76.6785,66.54385964912281,10.114853801169593,31.719883040935674,9.888512548439397,2.8638276023391813,684,25,136,14,10,228,109,171,0.10300000000000001,0.805,0.09300000000000001,-0.40299999999999997,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,6,0,15,2,0,2,1,35,29,14,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,5,3,18,4,22,20,5,28,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,19,95,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751154215812086,0.0,0.14568250861948895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176068221211094,0.17233075061698666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018358692613867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818453432397455,0.0,0.10598935259777664,0.0,0.141550673301976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821474355932636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619620412904235,0.11740856998787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586382251153447,0.0,0.0,0.13784533951729375,0.13144223492845553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472214276309279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015742943160564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607797090620786,0.0,0.0,0.0903200749148426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605819728925947,0.0,0.0,0.14544073452771916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972080027430042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562176744766352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186022203051078,0.1267535020392647,0.0,0.17478347036660394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170623206678146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739770978788628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480183561252538,0.0,0.0,0.10528403599628017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632657858133298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312466537385609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081806414456938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530606082980258,0.0,0.13047209383578395,0.19166254811490688,0.0,0.3115609322462023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194188044340805,0.0,0.0,0.19387065274750984,0.0,0.13182817263156466,0.0,0.14776648249772095,0.15235007027422268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964559542857235,0.0,0.0,0.11674643921599274,0.0,0.0,0.10583321463401628 adhd,Caddo_Xo,2019/07/03,"Tired of this... So I’m not officially diagnosed, but I pretty much fit the parameters for Inattentive ADHD. Anyway, I’m a 20F premed psychology student and college has been a major struggle from the start. I have a ton of trouble studying, passing exams even though I know the material, being productive at home, etc. I have been the most depressed I have ever been these past few weeks because I can’t shake the feeling like nothing goes right for me, but it’s not all necessarily connect to the adhd. I make oatmeal, and I drop and shatter the bowl. I go play tennis, one of my hobbies that I love, but it isn’t fun anymore because I can’t stop thinking about how I miss a ton of balls. Studying is a nightmare because I can’t focus that long, and I fail tests even when I know the material really well. I had a job at the beginning of the summer, but the boss was an asshole and I couldn’t handle that plus taking summer classes, volunteering, and shadowing at the same time. I’ve dropped a couple classes for various reasons, gotten C’s in my science classes not because I didn’t know the material, but because I just suck at exams for some reason. I really want to go to med school because being a doctor is literally the only thing I could see myself doing for the long term, but my gpa isn’t that great, and I’m not convinced based on my regular exams that I could do well on the MCAT. And even if I could get into med school, I’m afraid that once I get in, I won’t be able to keep up because I can barely handle undergrad semesters. I’ve thought about being a cop, but I have such a horrible sense of direction that it wouldnt be a good idea, and any other career that I would be interested in, I can think of a reason why i can’t do that job. I’m really tempted to quit school and just go to work, but i think I would hate that too. My mom says I’m doing fine and I’ve achieved a lot , but honestly I don’t see it. All I see is my struggles and things that I can’t do.",6.189212184873952,5.028401933823531,7.373417366946779,76.80323529411767,66.42647058823529,10.124369747899161,33.64425770308123,9.23628265651192,2.798775770308123,1551,58,319,24,21,532,193,408,0.124,0.755,0.121,-0.0044,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,4,17,22,2,4,30,0,43,4,0,6,3,62,76,27,0,9,16,1,1,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,20,14,0,2,12,2,0,5,16,10,2,1,8,5,43,12,33,54,14,33,0,3,3,1,3,13,1,4,14,223,63,23,0.08773822853494223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088860115437089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059665004075816715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701274674136712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743908683067415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015550848155504,0.09708068106613583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556880767306008,0.08905245508776477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980379469258518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785131736975357,0.17385081740516556,0.07936425081823571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436308458606572,0.06268020799628972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167920629533784,0.0,0.14959097161403312,0.07359066338305173,0.0,0.09673170670293033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662333617669693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800859695843474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904578048206764,0.0,0.0,0.17413330718034953,0.07798576884994572,0.0,0.0,0.14465590754969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286446663306558,0.0,0.0,0.15529114258477172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745919043516641,0.07918717678193354,0.0,0.058565948845584026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949147854690978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027579528523881,0.0,0.0,0.06449769326314561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418719659238624,0.0,0.0,0.09343834992370258,0.05945369433847866,0.06672887643682113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837560669240961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926132088256812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332040595893366,0.0,0.0,0.1686220675956763,0.2706285351457442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492796777530457,0.0,0.06977296088562028,0.0,0.2663873141934833,0.20974802590682054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062101569743216074,0.0,0.0,0.07335308771302151,0.0,0.1834460929529926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596822870101017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657876086449374,0.1686573423923903,0.08620236406426282,0.06965435300151389,0.051160866630868336,0.10084218688609843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175028040902534,0.0,0.07037831464236914,0.0,0.15777440878112714,0.0,0.07917010444432453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387447533069646,0.0,0.0,0.12465344043693499,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,macmurchie,2019/07/03,An Addict with ADD So I definitely have an addictive personality. Just got out of detox for booze. I get my Ritalin script every month because my doctor knows better than to give me a three months supply but i go through my 120 10mg IR pills in under a week usually. But the ADD part is not bullshit. I was tested for it in a hospital setting and the Ritalin allows me to do things I can't do without it. Like play online poker for two days straight. LOL. Sad but true. This has been going on for years. I'm f'd,0.9327142857142868,3.2732235333333364,3.2186904761904778,87.57089285714287,85.09523809523809,6.166666666666668,21.13095238095238,7.492282038375204,0.8989523809523816,401,13,83,7,12,137,82,105,0.083,0.75,0.16699999999999998,0.8603,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,1,8,8,0,1,1,14,15,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,0,10,4,16,12,1,15,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,55,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777635269647725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357833843596928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938008267918681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131937222763968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428669839555246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462471283371049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448528740848325,0.21020745586110726,0.2490708790791927,0.0,0.17525660520618114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042696717808518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705482694274604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498116100554279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372941697784701,0.0,0.0,0.1913340365221594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557884478516822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405612493003728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413384317651749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577118966759708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123148306741127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111118792913516 adhd,Bead_a_Rook,2019/07/03,"Facebook Addiction Not sure who needs to read this, but get yourself a Facebook Newsfeed Eradicator . You can still use Facebook, but won't get sucked in so bad. Totally life changing for me.",4.0150000000000015,7.177669029411764,4.036764705882355,81.26044117647061,79.29411764705883,6.9294117647058835,34.97058823529412,8.07648339933343,3.2823764705882352,153,9,25,3,4,47,30,34,0.172,0.746,0.083,-0.5347,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,7,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757399154099759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877840882327778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646139358996612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36015049101663266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434497978566005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555675808271211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447621166675148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752529843513715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32484630684300186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976832176942177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rosefier,2019/07/03,"Adderal/pregnancy advice? I found out I was pregnant about a week and a half ago. I haven't been able to see my doctor yet to ask these questions, so I immediately stopped taking my adderal (xr 20mg if that matters) because a quick google told me maybe it's dangerous maybe not. But this has been the worst week and a half. My day at work just drags, I just spent my entire day off doing idk what the fuck, its 5pm already and ive done nothing. I absolutely hate it so I was wondering if anyone has been pregnant and prescribed adderal before, what were your experiences? What did your doctor advise? If you went without, what did you do to cope in its place? I'm going crazy guys, please help.",3.4779446640316216,5.104547927536236,4.352002635046116,86.20571146245062,73.34782608695652,6.757312252964428,26.31357048748353,7.348242739294969,1.2431072463768116,546,19,110,6,11,176,94,138,0.141,0.8,0.06,-0.8785,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,1,7,4,3,0,6,0,15,3,0,0,0,18,27,10,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,4,0,2,13,1,17,0,9,14,1,15,0,0,1,1,10,5,1,5,8,75,28,4,0.16563556854016048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185716058341415,0.14682593763252258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827829686733974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581624074207394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484689742685934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096990520831713,0.0,0.1409436691916046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364247803940908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339070045961693,0.0,0.16950269405767174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202336900600264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161085157584436,0.0,0.15312741409938505,0.0,0.0,0.0941345106745481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400525404174834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353083229573656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102203014453196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328063830643249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893179523027096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730539153907737,0.18181811482938107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554974424563064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199010321715673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384787519693747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453733394135648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827188389647326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657257241988785,0.0,0.0,0.15354583146848008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966677735366755,0.17962470854149706,0.12058466660733712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NinjaWolfess,2019/07/03,"Redosing Concerta 18 & 27 - Which first? Hey you wonderful people, you! My doc and I agreed that because I'm about to have 7 hour school days for a little while, that I can take 1x 27mg and 1x 18mg Concerta to get me through the day. 27mg normally gets me about 3 hours of attention before I'm starving and dead, so I figure I'd take that one in the morning 3 hours of class, and hopefully be well and hungry for lunch time. Then I'd take the 18mg for the afternoon 3 hours of class. Buuut, whats it like trying to redose something like Concerta? Should I save the 27mg for the afternoon due to more fatigue or less efficacy? Please lemme know what might be the best way to get me through my day. I might also wait and see which class needs more of my attention once classes start tomorrow, and judge it that way. Thank youuu for all your help!",3.8208620689655177,4.630538270114948,4.848908045977012,86.12439655172415,71.47126436781609,9.018390804597699,26.568965517241374,9.2995712137729,1.9466413793103448,665,21,145,14,12,218,99,174,0.052000000000000005,0.775,0.17300000000000001,0.9636,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,5,8,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,0,1,22,23,12,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,14,7,19,18,5,20,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,5,18,78,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109401741460792,0.0,0.14822657836437553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339416818022974,0.0,0.11640973642842585,0.0,0.14356687505478485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468089735205474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636502118315413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144226097754959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169652912401646,0.0,0.0,0.13587678301314116,0.5388957194481188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518364782698883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336705987976975,0.13711308659501178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29025387397517544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143809143093374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403842299515056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569130524693594,0.09270161916384673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484234941930618,0.0,0.0,0.15016920551733615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845248600731538,0.10901470931469946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531804865872132,0.0,0.0,0.09683024969041804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085777098630204,0.0,0.0,0.12595031943750984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977124428141077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928806235961078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717656464058133,0.0,0.0,0.12300281184682545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483576034119169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JusticeBeak,2019/08/09,"""Are you fucking kidding me?"" A recurring element of my life with ADHD (starting with a rambly metaphor) Like seeing self-help posts that say things like ""What to do when your bike has a flat tire"" when your bike has never had tires to begin with (and people have always asked you why you struggled so much because you have such a nice bike and you didn't know how to answer until just now), I've experienced a lot of moments when I was practically dumbfounded by the experiential gap between what I thought was normal (because it was normal for me) and what actually was normal. For example, I was really surprised in fifth grade when I learned that other people simply took less time to do most things, so even when I was as organized and on top of things as I could possibly be, there was a reason I wasn't finished with my homework until long after all of my friends were. Later, after I had been diagnosed, I was filled with indignation when I learned that most people could just *do* things, even if they didn't want to. In comparison, I had always had trouble ""just doing things"" even when I **did** want to. Does this strike a chord with anyone? What are your stories?",5.540328849028404,6.598536695067267,5.817865470852016,79.83053512705533,67.69955156950672,8.457877428998506,28.768011958146488,8.648137234880735,2.106356890881913,925,31,172,14,15,295,122,223,0.07,0.851,0.079,0.451,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,8,1,1,19,8,1,1,8,0,31,5,0,2,2,33,41,19,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,15,10,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,3,0,0,20,3,26,5,29,18,6,28,0,0,1,1,13,4,1,4,23,140,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.12209200852357265,0.0,0.15036122750013114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082076820452864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748175259713281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696354401018814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253515760127884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997847207687319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698682039334194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948702163447767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790739910885004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666180999663436,0.11566473294461402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386044747873624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875870232043121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837084421863435,0.1222475521921318,0.0,0.0,0.11072085779473728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636639665202816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197227613904643,0.0,0.09649467544183513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36775183005613105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602123091752189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104584124606295,0.11982344216860699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015043938999382,0.12863675741073624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949469044465764,0.0,0.0,0.09969867335470001,0.0,0.13051989742755518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855545729036136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079502431866472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155968005875842,0.0,0.0,0.0993255582398082,0.07295425797771646,0.2875974314589383,0.0,0.0,0.13900488269741265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475894978331457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289480816318175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hellooo0oo,2019/08/09,"ADHD and relationships - seeking tips/advice For people with ADHD and their partners/loved ones: What are the top pieces of information/tips/advice for partners/loved ones to know about ADHD in sexual/romantic relationships? Examples: \- when your partner is going to be late for something, communicate with observational statements rather than blame \- notice the positive, be calm, patient, and kind",8.426182795698928,12.157710435483873,7.662580645161295,58.53053763440864,65.61290322580646,9.93978494623656,34.526881720430104,10.125756701596842,4.795313978494624,325,15,38,9,6,101,46,62,0.036000000000000004,0.797,0.16699999999999998,0.8271,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,11,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6739695664148211,0.3653365244256595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623803986919084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466141861617733,0.1027332058062339,0.0,0.2108679868398489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282387472099834,0.0,0.0,0.253340581240377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959544905910642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40139106567874144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390976070841052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iCrimmzon,2019/08/09,People on TIK TOC romanticising adhd There’s a hashtag on tik tok called #adhdcheck where a bunch of girls fake having adhd for for clout and basically take a slower down top song (Fake you out) and put basic generic shit like I’m always hyper and can’t shut up lol I’m so quirky and it makes me sick to see people faking and romanticising a serious mental disorder to try and get on the for you page so they can have there five minuets of fame,3.629238095238094,5.156040399999998,5.2887301587301625,80.04500000000002,72.77777777777777,7.80952380952381,22.857142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.3183809523809522,356,9,70,6,7,121,66,90,0.161,0.672,0.16699999999999998,0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,1,5,6,1,0,5,1,4,2,1,1,0,8,10,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,2,4,1,13,10,2,10,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,1,40,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926857356835975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051754386081337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178713048279744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826035929200548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288285794789493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204671935895998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645949676158373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484960068975395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34189692485120604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788236561933505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649341305044046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311221500502723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539848974948586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741255241040787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,i-hart-you-not,2019/08/09,"School is starting So school is starting soon. I'm from Norway so the education system is a bit different, this will be kinda important so I'll have a brief summary. 1-7 ground school 8-10 teen/ high school 11-13 high school??? Anyway, from 8th to 10th grade the teacher is I charge of your school/ learning, but in 11 to 13 it will be your responsibility to remember deadlines, remember homework, get to class ect. So I'm starting in grade 11 this semester, I am really nervous. My teachers won't be making me do everything I have to do and I have to make my own routines. I have never been able to even remember what class I have. Do any of you have any advice on how to make routines/how to remember stuff??",3.0511702127659572,4.90862612056738,4.6421453900709215,82.70875000000002,75.02836879432624,8.104255319148937,28.062056737588648,8.841846274778883,2.27782695035461,557,23,111,12,12,187,81,141,0.032,0.9590000000000001,0.01,-0.5853,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,0,21,0,0,4,1,13,30,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,12,0,16,23,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,70,17,12,0.11158735276724452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904186966066294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176645275019912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182448835084815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658503348440548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370239409737663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028751747315688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829978622274441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357963295387793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345627338639146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606304559618966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148571554016606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056268721235879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6775941501893602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369463078768252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774082187824876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gavin3005,2019/08/09,"Can you grow out of you ADHD? They say you can grow out of your ADHD if you get older and I just turned 21 and feel like a total different person Anybody had the same experience when turning 21? 21 should be the age your brain is fully developed so that is why I am curious",2.035789473684212,3.7822059122807055,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,77.59649122807018,7.3670175438596495,21.92631578947368,8.238735603445708,1.1726589473684217,215,6,45,4,5,74,42,57,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.6322,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,1,10,12,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,4,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780321520313659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684606439253361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25125550070208386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352403446816904,0.0,0.0,0.121596374169423,0.17180243654491167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256434170015437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748875832056348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099821093305037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124321804758446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231569551608213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700018681902308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,firebugzz,2019/08/09,Do you forget to breathe when hyperfocused? Hyperfocus is my superpower and I'm racing against time. But I noticed(yaay im self aware about something!) I'm tense and holding my breath when I hyperfocus. Which is causing persistent headache and neck& shoulder pain. I'm wondering if anyone else experienced this.,4.5312368972746375,7.908552396226419,4.740628930817612,71.56343815513628,91.07547169811322,7.638574423480084,36.077568134171905,8.167268648758528,4.297924109014675,259,16,37,7,9,81,40,53,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.784,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,9,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432869229883353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153603223696008,0.32463143147468604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32547334437042463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467215977828645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422325132832314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371311771473858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33052447334054963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439124565792276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474706287153872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435903718427932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RealDrag,2019/08/09,"I miss the old me When I was young I was very active. I can't even sit in a place for more than a few minutes. I was very enthusiastic and energetic and also got bored easily. So one day we were in a hospital, I was just accompanying my parents. They explained my activities and behavior to the doctor just to get an opinion. Based on what they said, the doc said I'm hyperactive. He didn't diagnose me. He just stated his opinion and my family didn't care about it and neither did I. I was very bad at school and failed most of my exams. My parents sent me to additional classes to make me get good grades. So it was like 8 hours in school and 4 hours of additional class for 12 years every single day. It was stressful and it made me feel like they are taking too much control over me rather than accepting who I was. I felt like they are limiting what I do by making me waste all my energy in something I didn't understand. Like who the hell spends 12 hours a day studying. I had absolutely no control over it. It felt like containing hot steam that wants to escape. I felt all my energy was wasted for nothing, but It didn't stop me from being crazy. For some reason they decided and convinced me to learn Abacus, which they thought will improve my math knowledge. TBH I didn't even understand what they taught me in those classes. I hated it so badly. I cried one day and said I'm not attending those classes and my dad said I got only 2 choices, either attend those classes or get out of his house. By the way I was in 4th grade. Also every time I get my parents to sign my report card, they say I should get good grades next time, and if I failed to do so they'll kick me out of the house. This happens for every exam I take because I fail. So years later I got into college and I chose the major I like and I got decent grades, not so great I'm just an average and happy with it. It's because I actually like it and what I was interested in. Now I'm stuck once again by not having a job. I find myself so hard to find a job I like. I'm afraid what is going to happen if i get bored of the job after I get it. I'm sure I'll figure it out soon. I don't know why but a lot have been changed in me in the past few years. I feel like I'm tamed, by not letting me be who I am. I get bored too easily. Have mood swings. Now I feel like I'm not the same person with all that energy and creativity. Even though I was depressed when I was young, it was different and I had the energy. Now I feel dumb. I'm not lazy though. But I still do get some short bursts where I would just walk around my house not knowing what to do and it doesn't affect me or my life in anyway. Also I haven't been diagnosed officially. Just wanted to share this. Hope you guys are doing well. Stay Strong. If any parents are reading this please be nice to your kids. You'll never know what their talent is unless they keep exploring. Just support them and don't treat them like they have a medical condition. It's all in their mind and how you interact with them. Thanks for reading this. Sorry for the grammar and typos.",1.9035638008063671,3.657277922360248,3.6579306963059817,88.96044840361775,78.00621118012424,6.7553230903345325,21.391413315898443,7.669130373188453,0.7238337474120082,2418,65,528,36,57,810,275,644,0.111,0.7190000000000001,0.17,0.9897,8,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,1,4,16,7,39,45,3,2,22,0,55,5,0,8,6,112,115,46,0,9,25,5,9,11,0,5,5,5,0,3,36,33,0,6,23,2,1,6,20,15,1,2,41,14,97,29,58,65,17,62,1,5,0,0,45,23,2,12,40,360,133,27,0.0,0.0,0.05934767300406407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459036729884598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041356986248130834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054139160941415035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155769045270828,0.07414577550500581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200599632705992,0.0,0.06433529640959466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364206991195458,0.0,0.0,0.06680355386416784,0.15688523409387464,0.0,0.05238075800264847,0.12345398169241854,0.0,0.06353980789797573,0.0,0.06224778426918045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050524383632699,0.0,0.15372038615010564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057331941119392923,0.0,0.1230016494640101,0.13034095314089952,0.17517877968064294,0.0,0.1111695003044473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859647928842904,0.0,0.03456315167053205,0.10201920206546254,0.19456054114067106,0.06704988838662966,0.0,0.0602174317324171,0.10755882994399374,0.06473979539557417,0.054479217891734384,0.06004323939163045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040404065102936,0.1796746189214406,0.21052060183264376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810515787759296,0.05405608228533365,0.0,0.0,0.10026869974971868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062188511654893676,0.04295616092488156,0.3268280465223751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170361437625421,0.0,0.057545598581494425,0.08119034527971405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126575261351614,0.0,0.0,0.06140685415931312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044706780040282126,0.0,0.04690507195358037,0.0,0.06467853843834988,0.0,0.0,0.05835462153519255,0.0,0.06381619371026412,0.06476708772083845,0.0824210324709805,0.046253331712574064,0.0,0.0,0.2701160193585593,0.0,0.05805578264229681,0.0,0.053102212097206766,0.06353980789797573,0.06675773883846428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166497647367862,0.0,0.0,0.06252900830639965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139988715569385,0.048363348474278464,0.0,0.12309813946968595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046819151523871685,0.0,0.06807856712486406,0.0,0.06482179674156831,0.04856776056070505,0.05084492470578685,0.06966455752513903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901331077154826,0.057318389070180574,0.0,0.09145217265834517,0.0,0.0,0.05599123004389712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195028824813932,0.04828113504434768,0.07092463297267664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662326520108988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053878313418087,0.07174174102103016,0.04827293430155709,0.0,0.0,0.05468091518083696,0.0,0.05487700824768935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320196320930152,0.0,0.0,0.11749058923712034 adhd,maidenchynna,2019/08/09,"PRACTICING ART IS SO BORING I'm an artist and I'm ADHD. I want to be better at art, I enjoy it, I love it. But to do the things I need to do in order to get better (doing studies of landscapes or anatomy) is so boring that I end up just wanting to cry. And this is after I've forced myself to ignore all the distractions. And it's not just that it's not interesting, it is, but the repetitive parts are things I end up doing a few times and I want something new that im not ready for, or because it's so hard and unrewarding. I just want to be so absorbed and hyper focus rather than be tempted to do something easier (weeding the entire neighborhood is apparently easier for me and therefore more rewarding and not borng) How does an ADHD artist do the dull bland practice? How does one make it rewarding?",4.23271618625277,4.94532681707317,5.837960088691797,79.76202882483373,70.46341463414635,8.646563192904656,27.713968957871394,8.841846274778883,2.0840804878048766,634,21,125,11,11,217,87,164,0.135,0.696,0.168,0.841,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,0,1,8,0,15,1,0,4,1,31,25,18,0,6,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,10,7,17,22,4,11,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,6,94,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162466499867699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556619118562482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30631935346088224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022517981831105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030941335746982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067642235110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904770629730393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513125306009826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705928141619385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562976703196118,0.0,0.11559600602797032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284074556671637,0.0,0.16725399879780525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734821589344215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875322150834802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666379556895506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010024441261054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098003983596293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40857364007767866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gangajifollower,2019/08/09,"Feeling defeated. No ADD meds work for me. I just came back from my psychiatrist’s office and just feel so defeated. I went in asking if there was anything else I could take aside from vyvanse and adderall that would not cause me to have these crazy come downs or build a tolerance in 3 days. The answer was no. I hate taking this stuff. I already deal with depression and anxiety and when I’m coming down from these meds I get these awful crashes where I just want to curl up in a ball and die. That’s no way of living a sustainable life. Additionally, I would like to become pregnant for my second child in 6 months or so ( to start trying to get pregnant ) as my clock is ticking. I’ve been unable to work for the past 6 months because of my severe mdd. And I’m starting to feel somewhat better with the help of some new meds. But my motivation and concentration is still shit. I’m really at a loss. I don’t want to be disabled. I don’t want to not have a career. Has anyone been able to deal with a similar situation? I keep thinking about the fact that even if I take vyvanse to switch careers, what am I gonna do once I’m sick and tired of the come downs. Am I just going to give up whatever I started on? Because that’s what I end up doing.",3.3005139802631582,4.466133335937498,4.645205592105267,85.75686677631582,73.0625,7.576973684210527,25.58305921052632,8.032893268588372,1.3624875,978,31,207,14,19,325,144,256,0.179,0.752,0.069,-0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,13,8,2,0,11,1,19,4,1,2,1,45,49,17,1,8,11,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,11,17,0,1,6,1,0,6,7,6,0,1,6,3,23,2,39,38,2,33,0,4,0,0,6,13,1,6,14,136,34,5,0.11286258974366288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454667428821355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863395722354093,0.0,0.0,0.07891614693468857,0.0,0.09287629484315936,0.0,0.10551128608061797,0.0,0.0,0.08678436492097355,0.0,0.1375999743101046,0.12464786320853785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981778894719856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908473572977475,0.0,0.1159409690979188,0.0,0.29166338258251256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011159419780368,0.0,0.0,0.07278703349557136,0.2327127484920623,0.09720838316704404,0.0,0.11713354944900126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428221151962997,0.0,0.0999627551214638,0.0,0.0,0.07454467609325459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120014954734966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179320898189156,0.10826808023273088,0.06414241067072493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142844135774156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564941486388997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031745548692304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797181848792635,0.05513896043914232,0.0,0.09965973448215228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37609468246692135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017168472295472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090033924657412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019497464054425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774011257854778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230266500156868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750260135138888,0.11585182649287484,0.0,0.1268622796290172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965416576337806,0.0,0.09013220995983973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920066311847425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457586469390897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231779031610297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971894415268298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662628994098399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997078387990451,0.08958507041738575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462475141427664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433061904068574,0.0,0.0,0.16034869113600775,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whrgrbl,2019/08/09,Being amazing and getting everything on your list done So therefore you must have missed something. Even if you don't know what. Yay!,2.765000000000001,5.727312166666668,1.9916666666666671,91.47,94.0,4.066666666666666,26.83333333333333,5.985473137389443,1.1840333333333333,108,5,18,1,4,31,23,24,0.18100000000000002,0.688,0.131,-0.12,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,5,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502443527925229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551396907862727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832418048467109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809212415094153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955007922561628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139406335955074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Leasyris,2019/08/09,"ADHD is when... You get into a room, see your whole family there, you're trying to shut up, sit up straight, not make any 'funny' comments because your mom is there and she'll get upset 'cause she's always asking ""why can't you just be a normal person, leasyris"", and you get so anxious and hyper aware about everything that you shouldn't do or say that you basically freeze on the spot. Then, you try to at least look around to feel the room, see who's there, who's happy, who's sad, etc but suddenly while your eyes are circling the room, you get startled by your grandfather's coffin with your grandfather in it, sitting there on a table IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM and you realize you forgot the real reason you were in that room on that day: to attend a funeral.",9.828771929824562,6.241215210526318,9.272894736842108,73.70192982456142,61.368421052631575,12.238596491228073,35.20175438596491,9.725611199111238,3.077509649122808,600,15,120,8,6,193,95,152,0.075,0.892,0.033,-0.7234,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,15,0,0,9,4,0,2,10,0,9,1,1,3,0,20,20,10,2,2,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,8,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,7,17,1,19,15,3,27,0,1,4,0,25,19,0,1,5,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203179243269622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253893939215682,0.0,0.0,0.12466553223823902,0.0,0.0,0.20710215435406756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319582073024547,0.17138171632861582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175164591407212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832262419417528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182277952465501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044529577943583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647583707213766,0.0,0.17282006263750732,0.0,0.09269332395627088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831135931362512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515012533943327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153944662170755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236913911200922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147050030831576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961704891716598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007006638268606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866104875476066,0.0,0.1884859804357454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457853466931925,0.0,0.0,0.29216846838577665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489277796490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541997039616546,0.2046729355105236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elspeph,2019/08/09,"I just got diagnosed with hyperkinetic disorder (UK) It’s my understanding that this isn’t currently a term that is used anymore, is there some meaning behind this diagnosis instead of just being told I have ADHD? From the literature I’ve been reading it seems to be somehow worse. I’m just trying to get my head around it.",4.822622950819671,6.932060114754101,6.384393442622951,71.01921311475411,70.80327868852459,9.47016393442623,31.872131147540983,9.888512548439397,3.5245121311475414,261,12,45,7,5,89,48,61,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,1,0,11,15,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,7,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31252075641874577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789245393855376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314931093091856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26393783706310875,0.0,0.0,0.2980314298408551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586156265656174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797987923321185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26687880261009617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832627026828578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601130420953347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367330810271553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848191588626445,0.0,0.17655190386165906,0.0,0.0,0.2707135912579195,0.0,0.22459337494393192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650056976686448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BelligerentB0vine420,2019/08/09,"My life is currently in a downward spiral I don't know how to get on with my life. I'm in my final year of college and my grades are abysmal. It's been just over a year since I've been diagnosed. I have no one to talk to about this, my friends don't wholly believe that I have ADHD because in their eyes I function "" normally"". They have this really odd paradigm about ADHD and think like it's some learning or something. My parents are also in denial about the whole thing. But I know they all mean well. My school days were sort of fine. The only thing I really used to get into trouble was incomplete written classwork and non submission of homework and assignments. Over the years I learnt to how to evade the wrath of teachers with different tricks and we weren't really graded on those so it didn't really matter. However I could never really pay attention in class either. After a while I used to become really agitated, this was easily solved by pulling some pranks and class and playing the fool. There were quite a few people who'd join in and even the teachers were really nice and could take a joke. My test scores were average at that point, I had relatively good logical reasoning and memory so even with minimal effort I could manage to maintain an average score in tests, but I could never push past this average however motivated I got to perform. During this time my parents had me enrolled used to enroll me for various classes and coaching, from Keyboard to Basketball all of which I dropped after a while. Then came my first big exam, and I managed to study a little bit more. This was a big final exam so two years of the school syllabus lead up to this and we had a 2 months long break to prepare and during this time I studied a bit more and managed to score well above average. This would lead to everyone thinking that I was just a lazy kid who didn't like to write. And after this my antics continued except now my teachers didn't appreciate me playing games and fooling around in class, this led to me getting into trouble more often. However it still wasn't too bad as now we had these ""objective"" type tests in which I would perform pretty good, so good in fact that my marks would be in the top 3 of the class. This was because these questions were all really tricky multiple choice questions and with some logical deduction I could crack them, but my regular subjective papers started going downhill from here. Here is where the turbulence in my life began, these objective type papers were preparation for college entrance exams and these are a big deal in my country. My parents expected me to study vigorously during this time in order to get into a good college. I however couldn't live upto these expectations, this led to a lot of fights in the house because I was in my rebellious phase as well and my dad has anger management issues. I just had to pretend as though I was studying a lot for an entire year, a pretty horrible year. I still managed to do decently in my entrance exam and got a pretty good engineering college. Everything went downhill from the start of my engineering course. Now assignments and routine tests(which required a lot of writing) all contributed to my grades and I could not cope at all. And on top of it classes were much more serious and my friends in class really wanted to learn during that time, while it was really difficult for me to sit through an entire lecture. My grades for in my first three semesters were really horrible. However I'm a really carefree and happy go lucky person and didn't let this pull me down. However in 4th semester I felt like my life was going nowhere and started feeling slightly depressed. It was at this point that I visited a psychiatrist. He diagnosed me with ADHD and prescribed non stimulant medications (Atomoxetine). My parents weren't too happy with me being on medication and took me to get a second opinion where also I was prescribed the same medication. The meds helped a bit in the beginning but they used to make me feel drowsy and I'd forget to take them routinely and thus never experienced the full effects of it. But after this I got into fitness and greatly improved my overall mood and is the only thing that's stuck with me so far. I tried doing projects to improve my profile which I'd forget about, I tried doing online courses which I'd drop in a week ...... And now it's my final year and my GPA isn't good enough to sit for many companies that come for campus recruitment, and I'm struggling to prepare for the ones I'm eligible for. All the while attending classes which is still a nightmare for me, and in addition to all this I still get yelled at home for being forgetful and procrastinating. I feel like all this is edging me towards depression again. Tl;dr : Nobody fully understands the troubles I go through with ADHD, and I have no one to talk to about it, so I thought I'd just vent my feelings on Reddit Took me over three hours over one week of procrastinating to type this entire post, I know most of you won't be able to read such a long post, but whoever does, thank you, it means a lot",7.933323900696411,7.3537069764585485,8.02918056475405,71.61780580809602,62.65404298874103,11.388435988520277,36.45471330804585,10.760084016417773,3.9372597948903207,4104,169,728,91,51,1337,381,977,0.087,0.7959999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9844,12,0,1,0,1,0,78.0,3,2,6,13,45,41,3,1,49,0,69,10,1,16,12,157,121,66,0,14,14,5,5,4,2,4,9,1,2,2,55,59,0,1,24,7,1,18,18,14,3,10,45,8,95,26,133,59,31,136,0,2,1,0,34,58,0,16,56,534,150,55,0.04811664661932342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313074350195503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695772983481465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283401681268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017539009346308,0.08799438352971654,0.05314105585811034,0.0,0.05421098362618594,0.0,0.0,0.15759274801825887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055032625311586654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144823052348714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305033622301608,0.0,0.0,0.031031256478605777,0.0496061498696594,0.08288559445442059,0.09767476694231772,0.0,0.05027165461100354,0.0,0.0,0.04210720170892951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971735834815838,0.0,0.06356118258632204,0.0,0.0,0.045977517838354326,0.04324413940216345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731688909678683,0.03437454195900524,0.04619952645236608,0.1581283033450885,0.0,0.08185599006799235,0.0,0.0,0.0743496036391733,0.0,0.15083377150346722,0.0,0.1093831964892719,0.2421477618327125,0.11544983352238025,0.05304877276448878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244213010335612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032251573973551925,0.0,0.048264919750744484,0.0,0.04738520455966578,0.055520149934061666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502212779733192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933095186888127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049202531170806106,0.13594484194209402,0.09402945229000592,0.04822552060918571,0.04248788050269396,0.08516343623106802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362820915273027,0.0,0.0,0.03211823525028267,0.048782727465678084,0.0,0.1048262680935122,0.053446747272557,0.14541737802301374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840624827195822,0.0,0.0353712716375205,0.0,0.11133157250998472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047144097555532304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042034007142292,0.07318975594626492,0.0,0.0,0.2137113673981575,0.0,0.045932783710194686,0.03335802431502362,0.042013599882414494,0.0,0.0,0.09097156745978112,0.0,0.09216489358338653,0.1468557835756876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780331245107094,0.05117797647475344,0.04812966766724752,0.0,0.3698970710578942,0.049471926540842426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739323040783612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039802587307210834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03704254533421877,0.0,0.0,0.1021716303965344,0.0,0.15370406457999186,0.0,0.0,0.0503019662905513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723554601343492,0.07734867585286449,0.0,0.04429934353172185,0.0,0.0,0.09589968592085532,0.06166240857725201,0.04727436100192661,0.0381992427341599,0.11222881435019837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691872967020022,0.06533608918976917,0.0,0.047002972124874184,0.050091126055399116,0.0,0.16622933489594272,0.0,0.0,0.028380444835403664,0.0,0.07719254313327721,0.0,0.12978793166317668,0.04460461347616713,0.0,0.05372051760596058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025420556729986,0.0,0.0,0.21689879999631864 adhd,RatchetPanda5,2019/08/09,"Depression/Anxiety from drinking alcohol while on Vyvanse? Hi All! First, I’d like to preface this post by saying: * I am aware that alcohol is a depressant * I am not a heavy drinker by any means, my tolerance is pretty low and I usually like to enjoy a couple beverages (\~1-3 drinks) every few weekends * I plan on holding off on drinking again until I see my Dr. for a follow up and can get her opinion * I have looked extensively through this subreddit and others and didn’t find many posts regarding this same issue * I am not looking for judgement, just curious if anyone has had similar experiences to mine :) I’ve been taking Vyvanse for a little over a month now which has been working great for me with little side effects to speak of as of yet. One thing I’ve noticed however, is that when I have a few drinks and start to catch a buzz, I tend to get depressed/anxious/withdrawn/paranoid which will sometimes carry into the next day. This has not been an issue in the past, so I am extremely curious as to WHY this might be occurring; if it could be due to the medication or if the effects are possibly a result from bodily changes (I am starting to round the corner to 30). Has anyone else experienced something similar? Tl;dr: Daily Vyvanse user. Recently started becoming depressed after light-moderate drinking. Curious if anyone has dealt with similar.",4.287628458498027,6.74864558893281,5.5837944664031625,74.62177865612652,73.34782608695653,8.826877470355731,32.73913043478261,9.43228470229965,3.6504845849802368,1086,55,176,28,23,362,159,253,0.032,0.8540000000000001,0.114,0.9598,1,0,9,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,5,6,7,0,0,15,0,27,9,0,3,1,28,39,16,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,12,8,7,1,4,6,0,2,4,3,0,2,5,7,16,4,35,29,4,36,0,3,4,0,4,13,0,7,21,131,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266268318247256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210377610996684,0.0,0.08111236750854517,0.11978328814174895,0.0,0.22241512252592405,0.10863987358044233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710138269111448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216527675527667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465602221683842,0.11731975553543846,0.0,0.06838033196009131,0.0,0.18264630913061355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193432984220692,0.0,0.0,0.08857414036575764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933452613467296,0.0,0.0,0.10371731183420488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690914990899556,0.09018873885481066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079219832548076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689802809667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213347475403216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360143112556718,0.21253906431264866,0.0,0.0,0.17807634965649094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749739058492702,0.0,0.115497337584668,0.0,0.10681368519335074,0.0,0.11248066891313338,0.0,0.0,0.08463182945843069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276370155935715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071542278467028,0.0,0.0,0.07184841318446501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012172678254151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195324629849086,0.2030941293867202,0.10787023978106552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469145620768223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431900790341769,0.0,0.0,0.08449187779755128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816267800289348,0.1048660033133218,0.0,0.22514492792889584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972107714238211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704413667840327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677664440970988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567523833908542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719082466723345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RKOoutofnowhere,2019/08/09,"Losing Hope: Meds not working (Vyvanse) Hello fellow ADHDers, I'll keep this short and to the point. Two weeks ago I was diagnosed with ADHD after an excruciating 8 month waiting period. My psych put me on Vyvanse 20mg for 6 weeks. I have now been taking them daily for the passed 2 weeks (besides 2 days off due to my shitty sleep schedule). The first day I took Vyvanse I felt slightly more attentive, I was able to focus on conversations but other than that I felt basically the same. Every day after that first day I've been feeling like my plain old self, foggy brain, no motivation to start or complete tasks, and no increase in focus. Has anybody had a similar experience with Vyvanse? My next appointment with my psych is in just over 2 weeks and I'm thinking of possibly increasing the dose or trying a new medication all together. Any recommendations?",4.507848214285716,6.856919231250004,5.755892857142857,74.15125000000003,72.3125,8.321428571428571,29.55357142857143,9.04235418022936,2.850419642857143,687,29,115,15,14,229,113,160,0.078,0.838,0.084,0.2523,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,2,3,0,0,8,0,8,5,2,1,1,22,19,6,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,6,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,8,3,13,2,19,11,5,35,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,23,69,17,4,0.13831493856783414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622767749240885,0.0,0.12260784759454015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405890124747084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544052149382986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502058153654465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35680677146751794,0.0,0.0,0.14038675113976762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165363012177848,0.0,0.0,0.1352985504751965,0.0,0.0,0.06993618883879771,0.0988122197494922,0.2656080634079689,0.0,0.0,0.2353012321751612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737794288141988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294067258663348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757369242683384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473903666631844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536367158779825,0.13933774913753874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104016643633588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358542956375016,0.1470995063156579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513826094991364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075232428568748,0.15592931103382754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904471610304875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429264629348018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841482796230115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790002542139488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399562029651896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886266277218305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367298601546386,0.09390676405654022,0.0,0.13511359703414444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437916027625391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100694922600351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hekateras,2019/08/09,"Tips for academic writing workflow? I'm trying to write my master's thesis and I kid you not, it feels like the hardest thing I've ever done. It feels like pulling teeth. Thankfully I'm half done with the intro part, which is the most annoying thing, but here's the problem. I've read or at least skimmed 20-30 papers about the subject matters I need to cover in my intro, some of them weeks back now so I have to refresh, and for most I've done some combination of the following: highlighting things in them, making notes in the margins in them, jotting down notes about important things I want to use later in Notepad (the inconsistency of method probably isn't helping, hah). Currently, my ""workflow"" looks like this: 1. Set out to write a paragraph explaining the protein of interest and the breadth of available knowledge on it 2. Start writing a sentence with a fact, like ""this protein is conserved across eukaryotes"". **Stop to look for citation.** 3. Try to track down the paper where I remembered this fact from, OR, if I'm already rephrasing from a paper, track down the passage that mentions this fact. 4. Very often, the paper I'm looking at didn't actually show this fact experimentally, they got it from a different paper, especially if it's a review. Sometimes it's an older paper by the same authors. So I find the passage and then jump down to references to find which paper is cited. (The scrolling down is extra fun because it means I'll have to scroll/jump back up and try to find the spot where I was reading again later! Either that or have duplicates of the paper open in my PDF viewer! DOUBLE fun when you're trying to look at multiple papers at once!) 5. Highlight the citation, go to Google Scholar or pubmed, track it down, check if my uni license gives me access to it. If not, look for it *again* on Sci-hub. 6. Download the paper. (If I decide it's important enough to actually download to my PC, then I do that. Find it in the downloads folder, rename it to something informative, put it in with the rest.) Use Google Scholar's handy little autoformatting reference thingy to make the citation, copypaste it to my references word document. Mentally take a note of the proper way to abbreviate it - author(s) and year. 7. Ideally, at this point, actually read the paper. Since I'll be citing it in my work, I owe it to the integrity of the scientific method to at least double-check that the paper says what I think it says and that the methods are sound and that it's not published in some bogus trashy journal with no peer review. If I skip this step, I risk propagating others' errors. For the sake of sanity, I keep this step brief unless the entire paper is relevant to the subject and might contain interesting new info. In that case, forget finishing that sentence, it's reading time! 8. Check again what the proper way to cite the paper is - was it Jenkins et al., 1998, or 2001? - because I've already forgotten it. Put the citation in my work. Mentally refocus myself - where in my notes was I? Try to find my spot again in my notes or the paper I was reading. 9. Continue writing the sentence and move on to the next fact. Return to step 2. Repeat. Scratch that, it's not like pulling teeth. It's more like if someone pulled out my teeth, then tossed them in a bag with a bunch of other vertebrate teeth, then emptied the bag onto the floor and told me to organise them by clade and age. That's how much this is taxing my already limited ability to mentally organise things. It doesn't help that I took a break after finishing my experimental work because I'd burned myself out, so now I'm feeling kind of spacey and unfocused, no longer sharp like when I could produce a six page essay in a single night. How do you guys, if you've had similar experiences, organise this type of task?",4.244799617653232,6.158565590096287,5.1869824913155975,79.82139556571003,71.91609353507566,8.175030890821347,29.2408784650176,8.841846274778883,2.4806085794884947,3012,123,549,59,59,984,320,727,0.073,0.865,0.062,-0.8091,3,0,4,0,0,0,117.0,0,2,6,7,23,17,1,1,53,1,27,4,4,9,6,103,60,40,0,13,21,0,5,7,0,1,0,3,0,2,58,22,0,5,19,6,4,14,9,3,0,2,12,14,45,14,97,45,19,97,0,0,6,0,24,45,0,21,41,359,103,33,0.0,0.0,0.20635281521344429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333495122414601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839892937181657,0.0,0.12890302801420914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056277420154680666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364297859367831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163952761520489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283098964811599,0.0,0.0,0.06375871830575383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894893691622789,0.0,0.0,0.10691967923096836,0.10071057645675477,0.0,0.0,0.3221151197189544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761669566319338,0.04005887840721877,0.0,0.05637417801688607,0.0,0.0,0.06979232677500677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944907021710342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265128967636936,0.0,0.07340043273128542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410516570930994,0.07064559560197774,0.0,0.0,0.2959528834097762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410004621115353,0.0,0.0,0.07678003317177469,0.0,0.0,0.2131002490937849,0.0747746196660401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491557575760717,0.051815398164017264,0.052264554491670924,0.0,0.06807592042611524,0.07496277340551331,0.06614643564512132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506540249947062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763295840046824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663215331694737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599594391902775,0.06744568410981439,0.0,0.14171600989740754,0.0,0.0,0.35252590283393553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984701768166197,0.0,0.0,0.11210676123316894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830683528758088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059722648899311274,0.05426364805796822,0.06971256118424254,0.0,0.04989042863481615,0.0,0.0,0.05892954079618385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052996779627015884,0.0,0.0,0.06489413632123676,0.0,0.0,0.2341391841339356,0.045164650636894635,0.0,0.0,0.04110101525769419,0.0,0.0,0.06735249492303909,0.07831265731447001,0.239277195808852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175472884379487,0.0,0.05815841937319869,0.041574531565850496,0.11189718020966392,0.05653970259724901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394417401601435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453907413026323 adhd,CheezyOnion,2019/08/09,"Finally got diagnosed an been prescribed medication! It has been over a week now since I got diagnosed, doctor prescribed me with 20mg Vyvanse and then will be moving up to 30mg after!",7.371142857142857,7.5398599714285695,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,63.57142857142857,11.571428571428573,37.5,11.20814326018867,4.520714285714286,149,7,25,4,2,50,30,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764872544403495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906755517836713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110968994293587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542651061026982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608980472888684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018361700997263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491926312869474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277994544919222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bigwoodyboi,2019/08/09,"why can't I be normal I always eat, always, all the time. Can't stop. Luckily, I'm extremely active and I do bodybuilding, so eating a lot has been a blessing for building muscle. The problem is: I'm scared that I'll get fat again. Also my medication fucked up my mental health, like I was diagnosed with paranoïa, anxiety and some degree of schizophrenia, and it was the only thing keeping my hunger at bay. I used to take 108mg of concerta every day and I have cut back to 36mg. In no way is my life bad, but I fucking hate my condition. I can't focus on anything and my mind is always somewhere else (as you can see from the way this is written). How do you guys deal with this. How do you stop eating, how do you focus on something, how do you stay interested, help. I need this adhd to stop. I was always the strong guy in the group, mentally and physically, like you could count on me to help you with anything and any problem, so nobody that knows me would recognise me from this post. And I've always hidden this stress that I have with my adhd and I'm just tired of all the problems it brings me. I just want to be normal and to learn how to deal with this.",2.7338251486456744,4.160980673640172,4.1768773397929975,87.52092490640827,74.89958158995815,6.87258313146884,23.45760845628716,7.475848149327749,0.9164845188284518,907,26,191,11,19,301,127,239,0.145,0.732,0.12300000000000001,-0.6869,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,7,0,1,12,15,4,2,9,0,24,12,1,6,2,44,40,20,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,12,15,5,4,2,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,1,30,5,26,31,4,19,1,0,1,2,14,7,2,2,9,129,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094942805429656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016569370754728,0.4170583296255582,0.0,0.0,0.06816987038764541,0.0,0.0766869625726614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498578258194824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708202823197989,0.08370018252167293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080037279230065,0.0,0.0,0.06464957341033405,0.20669587967304048,0.0,0.1017463153663824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077262289971357,0.08374162899904171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446052892506656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534931985064695,0.052373746614127234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851613420991426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897094102612,0.0,0.10655548604691636,0.0,0.0,0.13438389132837622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910214349145512,0.0,0.0,0.055091895275492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080583447330767,0.09794904667729662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852245052251927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098604356243927,0.2020462688094881,0.0,0.1012186251637863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433021503450883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964371502572992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762406527623963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600676430364258,0.0,0.0,0.2877620742274377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036248678199584,0.0,0.07988209035659193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717330929030433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684756997656526,0.0,0.2514273094949997,0.11483002723188104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537157953657372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659816035532606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058453522314590875,0.11521659834124374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657928173739468,0.0,0.0,0.059126953272721675,0.15913923973206326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045529858152578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121099721339137,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reagft,2019/08/09,"What is the 3 hour ADHD test like? I saved all hundreds of my pennies to be able to afford it so I can get treatment (my insurance doesn’t cover mental health care) and I fear I won’t be diagnosed even though I’ve suffered from it since I was a kid. I have an ultra short attention span. Can’t sit in a class for 2 minutes without fidgeting or feeling like I’m not present and watching, can’t read a paragraph without skimming, etc. but I score pretty well grade wise — although it takes me twice the time to do something. I just don’t get how they’ll measure I have adhd accurately. Anyone recall what you had to do?",3.0745238095238108,4.577089944444445,4.308126984126982,86.61742857142859,74.15873015873015,6.627301587301588,28.473015873015875,7.1686216300943375,1.514973968253969,487,20,98,5,10,160,92,126,0.046,0.81,0.14400000000000002,0.9095,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,1,6,0,16,2,0,1,1,13,22,8,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,2,1,1,2,2,14,6,10,16,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,65,19,4,0.1892574558113324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549013671753331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323332135583133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296058954788134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209233381035465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107209117872108,0.12500276463380885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296725449247805,0.09569425620848916,0.1352055642470436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775841869599414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117182544982612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863804709628369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492326629213687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072700162915385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925428718436676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893086715666948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655572317971886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456996357662791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229805338913462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594448942204586,0.0,0.11035754445173117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016518168110362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648748674681285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mollythe_person,2019/08/09,talkin 2 the walls time management skills suck so bad that I feel I couldn’t make too much progress going to therapy so instead I talk about whatever’s on my mind to a hypothetical (or real who knows) higher power while looking at the walls in my bathroom. and scrubbing them. because they’re pretty dirty and always end up being dirty again even after i clean them. that is so weird but it’s about all i can do for now,3.353928571428572,5.182995107142858,4.120952380952383,86.8907142857143,74.11904761904762,6.704761904761906,23.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,0.9886619047619044,335,10,67,4,7,107,68,84,0.126,0.802,0.07200000000000001,-0.5214,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,3,10,3,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,10,9,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,1,6,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486583495793388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24951844582524746,0.18216974594486152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468303930618114,0.0,0.0,0.19738062849991325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110219753615536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983733775768392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642343382363451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509498608975975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947764349409966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017426399625425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968136974711816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040271402717645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401447014880749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401958181432553,0.0,0.0,0.3417489382180073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425567784361173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,halfbreed2222,2019/08/09,"Adult ADHD + Chronic Anxiety Hey all. I’ve been struggling with depression, adhd and severe anxiety most of my life. Tried every medication out there. The meds will help with one disorder but not the other. Currently I’m on Xanax, pristiq and seroquil which help with the depression and anxiety but whenever I try a med for the adhd it sky rockets my anxiety to the point where I have to stop taking it (adderall, concerta etc) Recently I started taking the concerta coupled with the Xanax and it literally allows me to function perfectly. The problem is I only receive 40 1mg Xanax a month which maybe lasts a week or two (tolerance is high and doctors worry about addiction) how the hell do I explain this to a doctor ? I’d rather take the chances of being addicted to the Xanax if it’s allowing me to take the adhd meds. It’s like I can’t win! Any suggestions!!???",4.583972027972028,6.4209093272727324,6.094545454545457,73.97412587412589,70.87878787878788,9.925407925407923,33.29836829836829,10.214889679676881,3.9266689976689984,689,34,118,20,13,234,105,165,0.203,0.6809999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.9237,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,16,0,8,11,0,3,2,25,15,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,10,3,16,12,3,14,1,2,0,0,7,6,1,3,8,78,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319879621216476,0.5114985291147475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235706827526919,0.0,0.32558922322367834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773188616874945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328792433608654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194601067497172,0.21781409067508556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866645383534027,0.0,0.0,0.08964834791741014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263815296480173,0.11241964746700547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673190272048101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515494118059877,0.05198268544171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068951984425805,0.0,0.3545661981886132,0.10718890922551914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492913121561373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210080828956017,0.08092358230857923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058436500972863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181242795146124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505922509666607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020407287810154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531194527702324,0.0,0.0,0.08895690963346768,0.0,0.11123456436677846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200045119951485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448006617622233,0.0,0.1039393787919639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534933662629733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805648487420352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlternianTime,2019/08/09,I feel so dumb I keep forgetting to take my meds and the side effects are total butt when I do. And my mom is panicking bc she’s suddenly worried about me????,0.10772727272727424,2.3504900000000037,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,88.3939393939394,6.936363636363637,23.40151515151515,8.07648339933343,1.5531878787878797,122,5,27,3,4,42,29,33,0.271,0.7290000000000001,0.0,-0.8642,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,7,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071991131752286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880030467943475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848803297226786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112522371330606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32821210978720883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433118352692432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lirv92,2019/08/09,"Where did I leave my keys? Is it just me or is it a daily occurrence to “lose your keys”. The two minutes of sheer panic only to realize they were in my hands or right next to me the entire time... You would think I would learn but that ADHD mind of mine tricks me every time.",2.9546551724137937,3.5491863620689656,4.102931034482761,91.47267241379312,73.3103448275862,7.179310344827586,19.67241379310345,7.1686216300943375,0.12491724137931025,211,3,49,2,4,69,44,58,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,7,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,11,0,6,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31999514982002525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243371966101109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819329849330679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978790413726751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268848690660216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831726296848508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025042292076484,0.0,0.3124010567663233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738627069196315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706099215468247,0.0,0.0,0.31051899614969275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600992589073382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782897333459968,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,windowraingoblebop,2019/08/09,"Just Curious (side note i struggle with depression, anxiety, ADHD, and OCD) I took a break from my adderall for the summer and I started taking it again today and have noticed a big improvement in my mood. Is this from the medication? If so is it normal after taking a break/will it last? Im just curious is all. Thanks :]",0.6619354838709697,3.13613067741936,3.19574193548387,83.19361290322581,97.06451612903228,6.3509677419354835,22.32903225806452,7.554174236665415,1.7527690322580651,250,10,45,6,10,86,44,62,0.11199999999999999,0.684,0.204,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,8,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133562267320508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946374162711086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245731281961169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28164162090746153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253614801839807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626659529251387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546773317408816,0.0,0.29685177045525496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845515922847512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725798131422401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392084828042724,0.0,0.0,0.24005238110282046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714899458288686,0.0,0.28968934520938633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheeky_shark_panties,2019/08/09,"Is there any difference mentally between the classes of medication (amphetamine and mehyphenidate)? What about within the classes? My doctor originally started me on Vyvanse, and I've been on it for about 2 months now. I felt some differences, like finding it easier to snap out of a mental tangent, but I guess I wasn't feeling that ""I can see life through a different lens"" that some other people have gone through, so I asked if we could try a different class and see if I felt any different or responded better. When I asked about the differences within the groups, he said that as far as between the classes, there isn't much of a difference, just brand names/generics. So now I'm trying Concerta, on day 3. I think I'm feeling about the same side effects, maybe little more on the jitters. No *zing*, so to speak, about being a fully functional and attentive human being. Did anyone have better experience between brands but within the same class (ie Ritalin and Concerta), or is it ultimately about dosage when you look within the classes? Between the classes, is there a preference between the two? Is there any definitive way to know ""hey I'm on the right track of medication""?",6.846924603174603,7.951406986111113,7.143809523809527,71.32500000000002,64.78703703703704,10.43068783068783,35.7989417989418,10.451354775682146,4.0454441798941785,943,44,156,23,14,306,119,216,0.028999999999999998,0.912,0.06,0.8126,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,3,18,3,0,0,18,0,14,5,0,2,0,31,32,18,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,9,12,3,33,22,6,24,0,0,3,0,11,14,0,7,9,116,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753469905231625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113027917444366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902030833101916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993952999925306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122118351075379,0.0,0.0,0.06560586412188098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7439855813462919,0.0,0.10412247399161599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950907917868664,0.0,0.0,0.10287302751098293,0.0,0.19534883204093548,0.0,0.09297715203850067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206438241212384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590680966632847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185318804825531,0.049698950110561115,0.1019577455548574,0.0,0.0,0.08542553438979175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219901279269566,0.0,0.0,0.20495964018548998,0.205034919158948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119797235082905,0.0,0.07478146566411849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052508531501685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687478522077367,0.09676621029529872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212739819466998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720032945440827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518291647868303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813267898431167,0.0,0.09937305003021918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074660657120675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cjharness,2019/08/09,"New diagnosis, anxious about medication Hey everybody. I’m 25. Been feeling for some time like I needed to be evaluated for ADHD, due in part to resonating with a lot of what I’ve read here. Long story short, yesterday I went through a 10-minute half-assed psychiatric evaluation, after which the psychiatrist shoved me out the door with a prescription in my hand. I felt like none of my questions were answered, and he couldn’t possibly have learned enough about me to diagnose me and prescribe medication in that time, but sure enough, that’s what happened. Now I have this medication (Adzenys XR-ODT) and I really do think it could be helpful. I’m just a little anxious about it because I don’t trust the man who prescribed it to me. Anybody have a similar experience or advice for a new ADHDer? TIA.",5.668431970713852,7.3890222617449695,6.244405125076266,74.41924954240393,67.99328859060402,9.981940207443564,34.35082367297132,10.230975488527342,3.794095302013424,643,31,114,17,11,209,99,149,0.027000000000000003,0.812,0.16,0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,11,5,1,0,1,21,19,5,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,10,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,12,4,20,11,6,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,11,76,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394390200785105,0.14956482279975966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34582005529050275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330168604315654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220298314509785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534889968027893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162960980068764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971840842539816,0.0,0.0,0.07738985264444814,0.0,0.14695802866595928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534716056650112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025903964062128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955113186416047,0.1534025992111129,0.0,0.1354499890365859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301229736414051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625642912177562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348929027089573,0.0,0.29564541279803763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657450331226802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254795556093802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145805918383478,0.0,0.15309769653200012,0.0,0.09805177048735098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442537300365664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807228237123848,0.0,0.0,0.17849669231380616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188470248982155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arcadiaidacra,2019/08/09,"Just got a job at local fast food joint as a cashier... I feel like an idiot. Out of all the possible jobs. This. I regret it already and I haven't even started. How do you stay positive and enjoy the environment, without a positive attitude I'm sure to fail and quit. Yikes Happy Friday yall =)",-0.6477272727272734,1.314290166666666,2.27060606060606,88.49863636363638,105.66666666666666,5.5151515151515165,20.454545454545453,6.980632752743323,1.0880000000000003,230,9,46,5,11,80,50,60,0.132,0.564,0.304,0.91,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,3,7,1,0,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,11,6,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,5,4,6,5,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,28,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278597300459432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667482944999749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765200884119834,0.18035838896161185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052771820376512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019163484885154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687497271857732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010577302083039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333982915462086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28461216033050146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685236474804482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869339347975088,0.2690901335653445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379417687562251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336366493353195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Isunkatlantis,2019/08/09,"Are people with ADHD lightweights? After being informally diagnosed with ADD by my GP and reffered to a specialist I'm starting to look at other areas of my life. From my understanding of ADD/ADHD (correct me if I'm wrong) it's ALMOST like our brains are already constantly on depressants. So my question is when you're unmedicated how do you handle your liquor? I would theorize that it would pretty much have an additive affect on people with ADHD pretty much making them look like lightweights. If this is true then it's definitely it for my case because, although I'm a male, it only takes a glass of wine for me to get fucked up.",7.06492325855962,7.270378231404963,7.632420306965763,71.12966942148763,64.20661157024793,10.220070838252656,32.98819362455726,9.957137785484203,3.2727747343565525,510,19,88,10,7,169,82,121,0.055,0.802,0.14300000000000002,0.879,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,4,0,9,6,1,3,2,19,20,8,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,3,18,17,2,10,0,1,2,1,7,5,1,4,7,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627550243097207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629755593628114,0.0,0.17224475313396345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514856073730828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424356721043646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867348684754432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443662030198236,0.15842397756741505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429896740937165,0.08154847896791195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102481391276767,0.15251144493710872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621458130469292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418859937082127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948230008033724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871041638669215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642072200274595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175910980376937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485201232706654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047845544745966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735722696910615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249100313110618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217579945664559,0.17065550928824966,0.0,0.0 adhd,biscuitin,2019/08/09,What is the worst case of ADHD you have come across? Whether it’s you or someone you know.,0.9205263157894772,3.0568202631578965,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,83.21052631578947,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.8471263157894735,71,2,17,0,2,21,17,19,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6711684138928423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810695883902304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069186780727344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731869993656906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aka898989,2019/08/09,"Looking for a little advice Hi, I was hoping to get a little advice. I've been on adderall XR for about 5 years. It recently started to lose its effect and my doctor increased my dose to 30 mg. This dose increase seemed to help for the morning but after that it is not really helping much. My doctor gave me a few options. He said you could either just stop taking it for a couple months which is not really an option for me right now. The other options he gave me were to switch to adderall IR or try ritalin instead. Have any of you ran into this issue before and would you recommend either of those options?",4.054370982552797,5.420705603305786,5.354159779614328,80.62194674012858,71.47933884297521,7.03067033976125,25.841138659320478,7.3871296695380915,1.4562168962350777,482,15,86,5,9,161,83,121,0.059000000000000004,0.858,0.083,0.2246,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,0,8,5,0,1,0,20,18,4,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,2,10,1,17,9,6,15,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,7,7,65,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35340860549429376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297012742485244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387241875092625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437748479925694,0.20008418512842907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701729094847573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447584773497487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424121411193537,0.0,0.0,0.17960430025697915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887388121467513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36247693576304346,0.0,0.0,0.15185107209374246,0.20230173650861927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433622501031576,0.0,0.13293034471429385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168776471306016,0.0,0.1785471220053411,0.0,0.0,0.15442723733507632,0.17201007732350307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462020662525328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799191189030534,0.0,0.0,0.15118139490302487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359611319065177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277122727285535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284559491104529,0.0,0.0,0.11644814286858787 adhd,profriversong,2019/08/09,"ADHD as a messy home I’ve been trying to think of ways to explain my ADHD to other people that are trying to help me but don’t really get it. My latest attempt: If your brain is like a house, most people have varying levels of cleanliness in their house. Some people have Pinterest homes, and other people are a little sloppier. But my ADHD brain is like a crazy hoarder house with just piles of random stuff everywhere. So when somebody asks me to fix up a snack, to most people that task would be just that: fix up a snack. But for me, before I can start thinking about the snack itself, I have to find a plate underneath a pile of clothes in the bathroom. And I could be the best chef in the world, or have the best ingredients available. So trying to teach me how to cook or take me grocery shopping isn’t helpful. I just need some help finding the plate! But neurotypical brains have a hard time understanding why I’m struggling with it - a plate should be right there in the cabinet. Or okay, maybe you were in a bit of a rush this week so it’s still in the dishwasher. But it’s at least in the kitchen!",5.654253393665157,5.658903837104074,5.883438914027147,83.16009049773756,67.19004524886878,8.790950226244345,28.312217194570128,8.384062270229773,1.7639610859728507,872,25,178,11,13,278,122,221,0.045,0.823,0.133,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,3,11,6,0,1,21,1,20,8,3,1,0,32,30,17,0,5,12,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,12,4,5,0,6,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,15,5,30,22,8,23,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,9,8,126,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863118981765438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016857283236376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117474374550133,0.0,0.22488966035088576,0.0,0.11697746406089987,0.0,0.0,0.3588365822767111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554866613554822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586199053409933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598021580019833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598323307916452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545639913997575,0.0,0.21495562403255208,0.0,0.0,0.3709019471209106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469384233320687,0.1073900767925996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076441988022418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794486120835312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371413387309027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864151726527047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915034929953393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583964600559791,0.0,0.08556823798930639,0.0,0.0,0.11201397008313754,0.12265840474813387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805616852035767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731175337620805,0.0,0.0,0.06247864636382259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823862801641786,0.0,0.0,0.1115444645442041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850488036316786,0.08594736801368738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668407288432004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611460414935604,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Biffyclyro5727,2019/08/09,"Why am I so unlovable? I mean, shit, where do I start?",-3.1225000000000023,-1.622501583333328,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,106.5,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.7884666666666669,39,1,11,0,2,13,10,12,0.562,0.43799999999999994,0.0,-0.8740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776938363621895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443846001176696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753761482665793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785477885189814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blissfulpink,2019/08/09,"Thanks Adhd for letting me give out free gas... Pulled up to gas station. Paid for gas inside, come right back to car. Then pull off to only realize 30 min later . That I never got the gas. Oh the joys of having adhd.",0.5254545454545436,2.7528133636363634,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,85.81818181818181,4.42909090909091,15.618181818181819,5.6839178017228535,-0.6063672727272724,164,3,34,1,5,55,36,44,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,9,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6807595371367201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778149167856686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439720817786969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27169391670642395,0.0,0.0,0.2265198125446167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896153540672998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843952620659607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540433569252795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418714353554535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607542692742809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hey-you-weirdo,2019/08/09,"You DO have to tell me twice! First time = I didn’t hear you. Second time = I was distracted. Third time = I was focused. Basically: if I didn’t respond the first time it’s because I didn’t hear you. If I didn’t respond the second time it’s because I’m distracted. If I didn’t respond the third time it’s because I’m focused. Putting a hand on my shoulder and saying my name will do wonders. I promise! Anything past 4 imo does not fall under the purview of ADHD! This is a general response to a lifetime of “how many times do I have to tell you?” And “you never listen” and “I shouldn’t have to tell you more than once” or “I’ve already asked you three times now!” Or “I feel like this isn’t getting through to you”. Man, why not just call it other people are mean bullies instead of RSD!?",0.7885577604535783,2.8112755240963883,2.5772714386959628,93.97683557760456,82.91566265060241,4.869737774627924,24.824946846208363,5.900188976854957,0.5178997873848337,611,25,135,4,17,202,85,166,0.033,0.868,0.1,0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,8,0,2,4,4,0,2,7,0,18,2,2,1,1,19,28,9,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,2,0,8,7,6,22,2,12,19,1,17,0,0,0,0,22,2,0,6,14,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602774801461671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717036974253495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097471187448478,0.0,0.12467723504652768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438921698814621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617944342956387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670763951609572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743279029823951,0.0952751901970187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268785146808378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967712852370456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006215949284187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651548605486572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352100529270968,0.0,0.14527237398775902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285845416715607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202819111901022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273109241567903,0.0924577297641066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406754555452152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605631875663392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496977562929112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6221244574285804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203401679729166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462745059241758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elsiecara,2019/08/09,"Emotional dysregulation after taking meds. Does this mean dosage is too high? Just started meds about a month now. I notice that I always become extra emotional when on meds. Like everything was fine but then when the meds kick in, I start getting sad over the littlest things or I would remember something sad and start crying. I am also much more distractable compared to when I’m self-medicating with coffee. I’m thinking that maybe the dosage is too high? But I’m only on 10mg Ritalin. Maybe it’s just my bad habits being exacerbated by the meds? Will talk to a doctor but would love to know your thoughts or if anyone has ever experienced thus",3.805956284153005,6.447022737704923,4.527459016393443,80.71091530054646,75.72131147540983,7.017486338797814,24.101092896174865,8.07648339933343,1.59371912568306,522,17,92,9,12,167,86,122,0.16,0.752,0.08800000000000001,-0.9271,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,6,0,9,3,0,1,1,19,22,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,3,11,16,3,17,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,3,12,59,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703860388800949,0.09056286566396003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610284241845328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087611788697236,0.0,0.12020425552969514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955466118158325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114014498800177,0.09524584621304816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485871834616524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845121400557964,0.0,0.0,0.09781758188506298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686394734271265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299890091409478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059815133239118676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317329571209553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823155397397744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186870473771015,0.11855770752637185,0.7253743490007425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687434614671469,0.0,0.08000927542123479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391405800099685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277705423666468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232935045492468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135429377157616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378967096012616,0.0,0.0,0.2311106651863072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183347205389209,0.08748076084455789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723078742383743,0.06973971252083469,0.0,0.0864061027864772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463237433054214,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,acailo,2019/08/09,"Where’s the silliest place you’ve left something? probably my wallet in the fridge or my phone inside a grit bin lol RIP to our long lost possessions which have probably entered a new dimension by now",5.2307017543859615,7.23955715789474,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,69.52631578947367,10.329824561403509,31.08771929824561,10.504223727775694,3.68260350877193,164,7,29,5,3,52,34,38,0.061,0.818,0.121,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365526649152896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412583126915624,0.0,0.0,0.3381371383710428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29916593246192297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32363088478785385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.667942417334932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23846662327051055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sunny_night,2019/08/09,"Vyvanse REALLY hit me today after 2 weeks of no effect all of a sudden &#x200B; So I've been recently diagnosed with ADHD and i have been taking vyvanse for the past two weeks. At the same time I've been studying to resit an exam in university. I've been slowly increasing my dosage of Vyvanse from 30 to 50 mgs. After two weeks of no increase of focus at all, studying, being distracted, reluctant to start, all that jazz, one night working on the bed, it hit me. HARD. I started do zoom in and just stare into the computer screen and focus on the words, it was crazy, i had no outside thoughts and it felt like my mind tunnel visioned into the computer screen into the words. No fidgeting, no 100 thoughts in my mind at a time. I was sort of amazed and frankly a little scared of the effect but I can finally tell that the drug was working! I then started to feel a rush of weakness, and i decided to voluntarily drop to the floor to prevent falling hard off my bed, my limbs started to feel numb at first, but it got worst, my fingers were involuntarily contracting into a claw, my whole body started to feel very numb, it started spreading quickly from my fingers to my arms, to my face and neck, my abdomen and even my testicles started to contract like my balls were shrinking really tight.. I felt like I was shutting down like I was losing oxygen or something. I even felt a sense of euphoria and started laughing while breathing very heavy and slow breaths. I was scared that I was going to either die or fall unconscious. I was trying to breathe more hoping it would help with my situation but it just made things worse and more numb. I was starting to accept the numbness while laughing speaking some nonsensical things to keep myself distracted Luckily my mom called 911 and the emergency medical technicians helped get me back to reality. Turns out I had I unknowingly had a random panic attack without me realizing I was hyperventilating. Apparently I had too much oxygen in my body while i was taking those large breaths which was making my situation worse which caused the numbness and the contraction of my fingers and body. I thought it was the other way around where i didn't have enough oxygen. It was a rookie mistake on my part I should've known (I'm a medical student). It must of been the stressed and the new effects of the medicine spooking which probably cause this first and random panic attack. I'm just glad I turned out alright and just wanted to post this to vent out what happened yesterday. Thanks for reading TLDR: The vyvanse medication REALLLY hit me hard yesterday while studying and the effects spooked me to unknowingly start to hyperventilate and go into a panic attack",7.864173974540311,7.87118062178218,7.847096888260257,70.92637376237623,62.5841584158416,10.461810466760964,37.441654879773694,10.041961382958581,3.8326704384724186,2174,98,370,41,28,702,237,505,0.187,0.7140000000000001,0.099,-0.9925,1,0,2,0,3,0,45.0,0,0,0,9,12,32,3,8,31,1,33,25,14,8,4,84,72,30,1,5,11,1,13,4,0,2,11,1,2,0,23,30,0,3,17,3,0,7,7,20,0,5,34,17,50,12,64,32,15,72,0,1,3,0,6,26,0,9,40,264,73,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162412443934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358902266408537,0.0825276896506553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060461335680966975,0.0,0.2317992687167859,0.0,0.052224677313002815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22632444736856505,0.0,0.0,0.06935177559840787,0.0,0.0,0.13954079640979908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893524482522373,0.07048806346709076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876320833301187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017735239271515,0.0,0.08971827259247893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302400177946547,0.0,0.1956355218344593,0.07440074610964313,0.0,0.11554187212098478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03548430262322786,0.0,0.07719862218055253,0.0,0.054320153764970965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060059579882785985,0.0,0.18252330974355524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104788135009637,0.0,0.0,0.06745780530733889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036855540092725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272503262221633,0.06807158438333108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598276397173691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426556474643016,0.04533572957773014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526043459675727,0.0,0.0,0.13715544747566508,0.07954463052856828,0.0,0.0,0.04992747556903682,0.0,0.0,0.06559553673901651,0.0,0.06373635379963306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046022930765332086,0.0,0.0,0.2390610865210153,0.0,0.07354847353532447,0.06483532625035579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504657960651672,0.0,0.0732269898101074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679362854473504,0.0,0.08701989931056135,0.0,0.06706073839651261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599534435565575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526851437548788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228652212852111,0.0,0.0,0.4807264336575808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779973173487781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213162549440567,0.0,0.05936324335725127,0.06252968269193544,0.0,0.0,0.09024327755697363,0.0,0.0,0.1617576923366023,0.07920695422026798,0.0,0.06437823335849098,0.0,0.0,0.04611179985593642,0.14775035699757313,0.13269185040819634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120787706078316,0.04005974059058008,0.053910072383094886,0.16343894209801232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582791644625263,0.0,0.06547043762901758,0.0,0.09889008878339713,0.0,0.13842829699706322,0.04824693168963053,0.0,0.0825276896506553,0.0 adhd,Vangaurds,2019/08/09,Drove 6 hours round trip to get my passport. Left drivers license in photocopier. The fun disease (TM),2.765000000000001,5.727312166666671,3.1388888888888893,83.245,94.0,4.622222222222223,33.77777777777778,6.42735559955562,2.444311111111112,81,5,13,1,3,25,18,18,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33562182421526165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6326239264565279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6979577055847621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AriaGrill,2019/08/09,"I have mitral valve regurgitation, and all I can think about is my ADHD meds. My heart rate has been really high for the last year, and my PCG prescribed it only a few months ago, and he blames my tachycardia it on that, claiming my heart rate hasn't been high in the last year until I started it (but I've only seen him twice after it started, while I had other doctors appointments every two weeks for over a year and they all shows higher heart rate than that). Recently, I was diagnosed with a mitral valve regurgitation, which may be the cause of the tachycardia. My ADHD is severe, and I have been able to write, be productive, and I've been the happiest I've been in a decade on the medication. I'm seeing a cardiologist next week, but I'm scared to death that he recommends I go off of it. &#x200B; So to format this into a question, is there anyone here who has a heart condition of some sort and is on stimulant medication for their ADHD, or was and got taken off of it?",9.486443298969071,6.4378889587628905,9.62110824742268,69.27588917525775,61.47422680412371,12.998969072164948,35.590206185567006,11.20814326018867,3.667383505154639,774,22,153,16,8,259,106,194,0.069,0.904,0.027000000000000003,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,13,0,21,8,4,2,2,23,31,14,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,11,2,16,0,24,17,4,28,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,5,16,108,29,1,0.11293794266922053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071883797598969,0.0,0.1001126718907347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223682136971264,0.13723196201694018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896883545228127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601837730938512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462963448424192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155967699123356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515508767234444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418523547482817,0.0,0.09032678982998348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353280233520766,0.0,0.23865027430671684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411899380365154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254485942688339,0.2275461911301198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014598834774863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011078328174075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717887891570973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651634285193164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235093801520283,0.0,0.11151259345093162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307058279528524,0.0,0.08999691818263918,0.0,0.0,0.1275877287089115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987611421935016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236607342818255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032395946292266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811840105951253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723196201694018,0.21818499678923514 adhd,ApatheticEuphoria,2019/08/09,"How to fight the vasoconstriction? I've been taking 30mg of Vyvanse as prescribed by my doctor with much success, but the vasoconstriction is having a pretty bad effect on my sex life. (shrinkage). I REALLY need a way to treat the vasoconstriction if I'm going to keep taking this medication. I can't hand the bad circulation.",5.215500000000001,7.50693621666667,6.396666666666667,70.57500000000002,70.16666666666666,8.8,27.0,9.3871,2.6684,263,9,43,6,5,88,46,60,0.21100000000000002,0.643,0.146,-0.6749,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,6,0,4,5,1,2,0,7,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,8,9,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,27,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484288632700111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968351702165847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481805946663444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257772169319658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484101546247852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215224797140665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318902863604328,0.21503703530184387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29504209113473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857863590596792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360993978569092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019461396879315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonxanonn,2019/08/09,"Overmedicated? I got on vyvanse in 2017, and if I remember correctly within a few months I was already at the max dose. I've had issues with focusing and doing anything at all really - which caused me to just stop doing my online school completely. I remember right before I got on vyvanse I would stay up hours at night some nights and CRUSH so much school work. This probably wasn't normal considering I wouldn't do much for awhile and then get these ""manic"" sort of bursts to just do it all. But anyway, once I got prescribed I slowly didn't feel like I was even focusing anymore. I got on vyvanse, topiramate and wellbutrin to start mostly for appetite. I ended up losing about 70 pounds, but i feel like vyvanse does nothing for me now. I start a task and want to stop. I slowly was losing motivation to do anything really. I don't know if it is depression or not, I mean sometimes I feel upset and angry but it is mostly for my lack of things I am doing in my life and feeling like i should be further ahead (I am 19). I hear people always say they feel like they can write an entire novel on their vyvanse or adderall and are so focused.. but hat about me? Why cant I feel focused like I should? My doc tried switching me to ritalin, adderall - etc to try to see if they worked better. They ever did. I've had issues even around 70mg to where I felt I was crashing mid day (literally would wake up 8-10, and by 1-2 i don't want to move). I was also given adderall in the afternoon to take before 3 pm to get myself up and going again. It is beyond hard for me to finish any tasks. My brain is going in a ton of different directions writing this, but I guess the TLDR is I have been on 70mg of vyvanse for almost 2 years. I have tried a ton of other medications and I still don't feel like this medication is ""working"". I am not focused and still barely want to do anything such as leave the house (unless it's the gym, grocery store occasionally, and sometimes 1-2x a month I will go shopping with my mom). I feel beyond sluggish. Could this be from being over medicated? Depression? How do i find out",4.717535814116001,5.154993257075472,6.008029350104824,79.95800489168417,69.25943396226414,8.545632424877708,28.43955276030748,8.515128840125781,1.9758715234102031,1647,54,327,24,27,556,213,424,0.145,0.8170000000000001,0.039,-0.9918,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,5,8,21,12,0,1,11,0,46,8,2,3,4,75,76,31,0,14,15,1,10,6,0,6,6,2,0,0,13,18,0,2,15,3,2,4,9,5,0,0,17,13,53,7,56,49,12,52,0,4,1,0,10,26,0,11,27,234,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741852855349936,0.0,0.08531761906839118,0.06182775867691124,0.06433121342990908,0.0,0.0,0.05257598481888834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667444128405136,0.0,0.0,0.19086782660070128,0.06882560752095024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157657264750186,0.0,0.0,0.06837770773339777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630768729898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942249355471115,0.0,0.0,0.08106197066061037,0.0,0.0,0.06172871906336583,0.0,0.0,0.04986095720647493,0.0,0.13318039767337145,0.0,0.0,0.08077638818737759,0.0,0.0,0.06765776255114994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684770132259326,0.0,0.08622524134923504,0.10212997359982942,0.06993469137921769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31273714269788205,0.27616470618774386,0.07423330128410997,0.0,0.07066334482477173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078646156240016,0.0,0.1318175163891415,0.0,0.24733939741145766,0.0,0.08516978551551997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925791245125341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713818809011996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613844635644966,0.0892096593596812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139088622522052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248960183109042,0.0,0.0,0.08186407251709331,0.0,0.0,0.05460897104818343,0.22662948727258125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298856641442045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842173128105304,0.0,0.2336563351110895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905489013680797,0.12342215680951375,0.08217225517269937,0.11366896874916682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451073887807241,0.0757510361327106,0.07418460517260059,0.0,0.0,0.08233659484625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535996028395004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335727293893734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905830509706526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516276008998882,0.06602549949143945,0.0,0.061482977988735636,0.0,0.1564912364058954,0.061609029707798864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293050366211222,0.0,0.10944610626019707,0.08240614490065247,0.1234856827626041,0.12927547347915316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058130300071814585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051363804095512736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747283465828318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680491601244665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976361225225701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885593979179758,0.0,0.0,0.10984290529347103,0.0,0.0,0.04978750465545402 adhd,silentscopz1,2019/08/09,"De-stressing So I'm 17 have Adhd who would have thought and I'm in college/sixth form so I got loads of work and stress and all that crap and obviously it can be difficult dealing with stress My way of dealing with this is I get my phone, my headphones and i go for a walk and i just think it sounds boring i know but dont think of it as exercise because it's not I go for a walk usually when I'm easier hot or i cant focus i spend about 30 minutes to an hour walking (dont play games while you play you'll see why later) So when I go for a walk I usually let my mind wonder I'll either think about stuff happening in my life at the moment or I'll make up scenarios in my head (usually fight scenes kinda like anime fight scenes but in ""real life"" where I'm the protagonist) and these fight match with the music e.g. calm music = training scenes or parkour scene, bass drol = rage moment I even have a made up world in my head with magic and combat systems mainly things I've picked up from reading manga and things like that. I'm not saying this is what you have to do it it's what I did and it help but try going for a walk and like yourself think about what you want when your bored go home or go back to what your doing but when you can focus go for a walk and let your mind wonder Hope this helps",1.3873665480427064,3.0356555231316733,2.9871943060498225,93.66554590747332,79.1779359430605,5.919487544483986,19.42505338078292,6.742157984588678,0.008207003558719174,1026,23,236,10,25,338,140,281,0.10400000000000001,0.777,0.11900000000000001,0.7416,0,0,0,0,3,0,15.0,0,8,0,1,14,17,5,2,10,0,19,6,3,3,2,48,47,29,0,3,12,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,21,16,0,0,8,5,1,13,5,10,0,0,4,4,27,7,29,38,4,39,0,0,1,0,19,11,1,8,16,143,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159468564697486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779860751349646,0.0,0.06167635382806079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861739092989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715658775887466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682623077187781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286062977716667,0.0,0.4025071988600408,0.0,0.08092021895138761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894701877183833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767288855358212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563316712591594,0.0,0.1014884410329864,0.10049125411294496,0.09963863119684273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560404722114591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691998284426888,0.14292813648536165,0.14828941869240975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573580356227268,0.06753620727260443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431917199879995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120404144895193,0.11516119129939632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045974224406134,0.0,0.0,0.08062469991457473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476925720931212,0.0,0.1158230712362848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443455647046168,0.2593196776939768,0.0,0.08032296777351884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869231182094268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342953958884575,0.0,0.05967661641296649,0.08030932459801599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129620007768056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944354721163184,0.07365781465842408,0.0,0.0,0.07187299750567322,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ama216,2019/08/09,"Can anyone relate to getting suddenly exhausted when having to work/focus? I’ve always noticed that I can be completely alert and awake watching tv or talking to friends, but if I have to switch over to completing school work suddenly I find it really difficult to stay awake and engaged. I get physically exhausted and often start falling asleep, so it then takes me forever to complete my work. The situation is always worse when I’m working by myself and I’m not around other people. I just got my diagnosis for ADD yesterday, but can anyone else relate to this? Does medication help with this? How do you get through it?",4.921130434782612,7.34434602608696,6.030652173913044,72.30858695652176,71.34782608695652,9.469565217391304,31.5,9.888512548439397,3.6942347826086963,503,23,81,14,10,167,80,115,0.127,0.785,0.08800000000000001,-0.7006,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,1,0,16,16,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,2,14,14,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,7,56,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606637621129015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904400956002065,0.16048985273728508,0.0,0.13943730290167367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926827221991249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707130631026435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084745292073988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316046848373787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101489627498402,0.0,0.24550410923293106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252743699569987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049883439340352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779208905572248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832863558595427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859016470382528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034363219054364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852178221270416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606296981821926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108662198540457,0.1669508051051177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177691349315224,0.12589632664040168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456125128840138,0.0,0.15962323823271546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AfireUnicorn,2019/08/09,"Does anyone have any advice on budgeting? I personally find it very hard to keep track of my finances and not waste money on impulse buys and I was wondering if anyone else with ADHD had this type of problem. If so, how do you deal with it and do you have any tips for others who struggle with their money?",7.4222404371584725,6.07070586885246,7.621967213114754,76.63273224043718,64.08196721311475,10.100546448087432,31.80874316939891,8.841846274778883,2.445225136612022,242,7,47,3,3,79,46,61,0.11,0.8540000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.5749,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,8,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,9,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,0,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928911541983881,0.23814985492386306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314612892941614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34081434310516945,0.2497089230861413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512535317238677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132716037865419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358780321699269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274583597568814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831561533268107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216619975897032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127975135870506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331968350802747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547778192091877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108565151506466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26429228169891805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flitface,2019/08/09,"31 F Prescribed Concerta 36 mg yesterday. What is to be expected? I am from a small Caribbean island and did not know that my experiences are that of a person with ADHD so I went untreated. Smart, no studying but still passing you know the drill. College was a shit show but I did not even know this was a thing so I didn't look into getting treated. I thought I was just lazy. I have never seen a therapist. &#x200B; Some stuff happened in my life in 2017 and just threw me out of wack and I started getting really bad anxiety. Did some research and started learning about ADHD realized this is probably what I have. On a work assignment in Mexico right now and I have found a good doctor and she has diagnosed me and prescribed Concerta 36mg as a starter dose. She also referred me to a therapist that does Skype calls so I will be able to continue working with someone even when I am back home on my issues (I travel very often and I am unable to make regular in person appointments). &#x200B; I am ready to take charge of my life to see if I am truly just lazy /wasting my potential or just my brain didn't work like it is supposed it. What am I in for with Concerta? &#x200B; My main concerns are addiction. I don't drink alcohol, coffee, I have never smoked or taken any kind of drugs. The strongest drugs I have taken are some pain killers after dental surgery. I have an eating disorder and a sugar addiction. I think I get addicted to video games (not sure if its addiction or just hyper focus because once I am bored I don't tend to pick it up again). I have tried all my life to stay away from stuff that could get me addicted and medication but I do need some help with this. Should I be taking notes on how I feel and the effects? I like to write things done because I won't remember. &#x200B; Thank you all.",2.9057911525224536,5.046520947368421,4.202679425837322,84.41572567783095,76.36842105263158,7.699857298749263,27.28288424410308,8.575989854853784,2.154620683287165,1446,59,279,30,33,475,190,361,0.126,0.81,0.064,-0.9736,0,0,5,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,0,4,19,12,1,0,14,0,40,21,2,4,5,63,67,26,0,6,16,0,1,2,0,3,16,0,1,2,18,17,4,0,12,5,0,4,11,4,0,0,16,5,47,8,36,44,7,32,0,0,3,0,10,14,1,10,15,205,65,8,0.0724110640319037,0.0,0.0,0.3946937403463053,0.17404805472800405,0.0,0.0,0.07738540583933329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790710174491653,0.0,0.3138294305021786,0.3519494743387295,0.04924200662288426,0.0,0.05539426578660834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803257828444095,0.055679638572298136,0.060460213854474365,0.08828222507730239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083469523628961,0.07393979241888107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057814342487568685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349570575145882,0.0,0.0,0.08298935278094548,0.07411579235615577,0.0633674101038684,0.07410165908908807,0.0,0.07093527557127507,0.1679476905713624,0.0740945959465908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565364973612547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083191521701315,0.0,0.0,0.03661320968356476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939499419267837,0.0,0.0,0.15132716920086808,0.0,0.0,0.0607349649902974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403286478220106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853560986086411,0.0,0.07263420126128056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557833786425215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540498027447938,0.11938568123703147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343822792592632,0.07075277652372891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080705659430696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048334947522422914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294652898183797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536918864623958,0.11169575316380588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711541995250185,0.0,0.0,0.0770504774895607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645309617543235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807137422654774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638838181010143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820276198548276,0.061838653035913724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770224294136296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432891665379839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135365957144756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250584763896528,0.07718055965936899,0.0578275692730629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657866882424885,0.0,0.0,0.0682465709003265,0.0,0.10888821696776604,0.0,0.0,0.06666637902730711,0.0,0.16814965284662575,0.09621338678335564,0.04639808600102718,0.0,0.05748629644699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049162359290584656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059746711326427164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671257818129818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581483510805086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519494743387295,0.0 adhd,stopthestaticnoise,2019/08/09,"How does one ever get settled when you can’t see the future? I can admit it, I WANT to be homeless. Having a house and bills I can’t care for consistently depresses me. I watch friends and family but houses, build lives and I’m over here stuck in neutral because I don’t really care. The concept excites me for a minute but then I look back at the last 40+ years and realize I will likely never own a home.",2.373193277310925,3.898506117647063,4.2774789915966425,86.02294117647061,76.05882352941177,7.210084033613445,23.907563025210084,7.957251820313856,1.2418739495798323,320,10,67,5,7,109,64,85,0.055999999999999994,0.755,0.18899999999999997,0.8725,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,2,12,16,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,10,5,6,13,1,11,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,9,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865273641429934,0.0,0.13370272524934956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472470958332271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889102932130759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193887366254545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839831213922726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067666490582612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694553259369561,0.0,0.11459189496361832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000783615137445,0.0,0.0,0.5061592607166563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878481883847896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071545153273771,0.0,0.19367413641896056,0.0,0.1841836037533344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916232665978734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862501044973536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405096679991255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747791727611044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293676709605282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124258925665822 adhd,Archdook,2019/08/09,"Really helpful, me I write notes to remind myself about things in my pocket notebook (yay progress), but the notes end up being obscure single word references because I get distracted by something else (yay self-destruction).",10.988108108108108,11.522393891891895,9.165540540540539,62.30074324324325,56.02702702702703,11.724324324324325,42.82432432432432,11.20814326018867,5.432254054054053,182,9,23,4,2,55,34,37,0.083,0.861,0.055,-0.2625,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696962315917839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695866555276881,0.0,0.3918544097258792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114713768932496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965460162795448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342674310418503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615424409364191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34059792742906675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293925394624259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,burritofan29,2019/08/09,"ADHD is hurting my relationship Hey, all. I need to rant about ADHD's effects on my relationship. I don't really need advice, I just need to type it all out. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 12. I'm 23 now. My boyfriend and I have been together for a little over two years, and I love this man more than anything. We live together, and I'm so happy with our life together. I know my ADHD can be irritating for him to deal with. I make stupid mistakes because I'm absent-minded, and I understand that can be very frustrating. In March, we had a long, tearful conversation about how my diagnosis was affecting our relationship. It's a lot of little things that build up, like leaving a burner on, forgetting to switch the laundry, things like that. When I do things like that, I get so frustrated with myself. I know he gets frustrated too, and I hate it. I just want to be better for him because he's so important to me. Yesterday, we had another tearful conversation about my ADHD. It was sparked by me doing something stupid and careless; I forgot to turn our sous vide on for dinner. This really frustrated him, because he took the time to explain to me how it worked but I still managed to do it wrong because I just can't pay attention to instructions. I completely get it, like I said, I frustrate myself too. He told me that he hasn't felt happy with me for a while because of my ADHD and all of the stupid, careless mistakes I make. He said he started feeling that way mid last month, when I had a complete mental breakdown over being absent-minded and spilling a drink on my expensive work laptop. That event made me realize that I can't go on doing stupid shit because I just don't pay attention, and I started therapy the very next week. Yesterday, he told me that he feels like he has to babysit me sometimes, and I appreciate him being honest, but it makes me feel horrible. ADHD SUCKS. It has done a lot of damage to my life in different ways over the years, and I am absolutely heartbroken at the thought of it ruining my relationship. I've been promising him that I'll do anything I can to get better ever since that conversation in March, but I feel like I'm not doing enough. I try to be patient with myself, but it's hard. And I ask him to be patient with me too, but it's hard for him. I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm just careless and stupid. I was medicated once before in high school and it was awful. I was on vyvanse and it had a really terrible effect on me so I pretty much gave up on medication going forward. I somehow managed to get through my undergrad without medication and I now have an awesome job in my field, all without medication, but medication isn't the enemy! I let my first experience on ADHD meds dictate my opinion of medication, and I think now might be a good time to try it again. My boyfriend thinks so too; he desperately wants me to get on ADHD medication. I just want to be good enough for him. He didn't sign up to be my babysitter; he signed up to date a grown woman. I just really kind of hate myself. And I want to emphasize that I don't think my boyfriend is being a dick about this; if anything, I just want him to be more patient with me, but I know how hard it is because I lose patience with myself all the time. I feel like I overcompensate in our relationship because I'm so terrified that he'll break up with me because of how frustrating I am, and it's just exhausting trying to constantly be enough, even though I know he loves me and he tells me I am enough. I'll never believe that I'm enough. So that's pretty much it. We're fine now, I think we worked through all of these feelings yesterday, but I still feel devastated at the thought of him not being happy with me because of my stupid ADHD. He apologized like crazy about what he said about not being happy too. He said he thinks it was just building up and he needed to let it out. I desperately want him to be happy with me because I'm so happy with him. :(",4.807335787638053,5.484679848866502,6.073564231738036,78.71431263321062,69.15113350125944,9.33187366789382,30.76041464832397,9.466822959209583,2.697637550862237,3136,123,619,64,52,1057,258,794,0.172,0.684,0.14400000000000002,-0.9813,2,0,2,0,0,0,88.0,8,0,0,9,47,53,16,0,22,1,62,17,2,11,8,129,133,47,0,13,25,0,11,8,0,2,11,4,0,2,43,40,2,1,26,1,3,5,15,29,0,2,29,15,115,24,99,84,17,75,0,4,0,3,66,34,3,6,43,437,158,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965367542061159,0.040373413223144416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433233170205106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599784093272213,0.0,0.03862478344240197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27704363900377976,0.0,0.035156782541766185,0.046548864025563456,0.0,0.07308110108408886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663785710719282,0.04464780342883965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259487230552871,0.0,0.04193476248723097,0.0,0.04316631535343225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228050390207986,0.0,0.040473846772859284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345181351226672,0.0,0.02728875817783127,0.03737259129756439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404148720087931,0.0,0.0,0.14623390106863465,0.08854824830098754,0.039669737219780336,0.0,0.0,0.03514327813738773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951509547571335,0.0,0.04696154911309471,0.06930762295558622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638892231260019,0.11103277665706672,0.08158178289057487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365251017153182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442295188000242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099964942306947,0.0,0.0,0.043024145503927816,0.09082453885548833,0.03367796778417485,0.0,0.0437475659618722,0.0,0.08449660124141667,0.05836527525653079,0.16147887001007868,0.08281875927130937,0.036482691144142175,0.03656326585406988,0.0,0.04622191693605518,0.0,0.07025059083153902,0.0745784144212998,0.03909409766487425,0.08273603975067666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045892643980677904,0.29134991426929696,0.04163670332162495,0.04382963419698399,0.0834345497474373,0.0,0.03297795223327872,0.0,0.06074387158217485,0.12254084688463575,0.0318653643220754,0.0,0.04393992174656616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044000078463727776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406623459887723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587207802055708,0.0,0.0,0.22178903935491556,0.0,0.0,0.15720350489176627,0.0,0.0,0.041813890248938994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042410171233009115,0.03417693427599088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03180699353867514,0.040862475386523454,0.0,0.0584872045290479,0.0,0.06598985227464542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036111912229651606,0.0,0.04724832524568589,0.0,0.08234533191291969,0.13236778233649188,0.04059265586007786,0.06560040925186232,0.07227488973859178,0.0,0.0,0.07895821410835557,0.045903478191088164,0.0841523394768541,0.04493982826785955,0.040359624782407816,0.043011302501322665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817987862691267,0.1462151076325514,0.0655892667614727,0.033141117848696444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965409447282723,0.0,0.09023538821078274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034488792701707,0.0,0.053212161990516864 adhd,ThatSuperChillFriend,2019/08/09,ADHD is like having a third arm that does whatever it wants It’s like arm wrestling yourself until that hyper focus kicks in.,4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,4.823333333333334,81.855,71.5,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.2426499999999998,102,3,17,1,2,32,20,24,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6412238360997639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669135067784438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213315006381979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147018202166677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ltnicolas,2019/08/09,"Finally getting medicated for the first time. So today I went to the psychiatrist and finally I have in my hands my meds for the first time. It's called Atomoxetin. I'm sharing my happiness with you, that have been so important to me. This awesome community that helped me heal my wounds. In not stupid, I'm not lazy, I'm not an idiot. I'm not. I'm ADHD and I'm on my way to being fine with it.",0.6591834002677395,2.8101428433734985,3.6452208835341366,85.35396251673363,84.42168674698793,7.544310575635875,22.475234270415,8.515128840125781,1.5718953145917005,308,11,68,8,9,110,48,83,0.0,0.748,0.252,0.965,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,2,0,4,0,4,4,1,0,0,8,12,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,1,10,3,10,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830076543355119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404568927498081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159254272417756,0.0,0.4006074727428536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230313871065634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506785563830555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784088043882746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157116093031463,0.23722673707936304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746268272390012,0.0,0.2232125972339224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869173266481419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829729824923744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImaginaryListen9,2019/08/09,"Differences and similarities between ADHD and aspergers. Does anyone know the differences and similarities between ADHD and aspergers. I have been trying to google it but it is going all over my head tbh. I am going to my doctor in a few days and when I told my mother that I think I have inattentive ADHD she told me that I dont, I have aspergers. The thing is, I don't really see it so I am trying to learn more about it.",1.7997516339869293,4.170780870588239,4.613333333333333,78.8088888888889,81.47058823529412,8.013071895424838,21.20915032679739,8.841846274778883,1.8166993464052288,334,10,64,9,9,119,49,85,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,0,1,10,17,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,14,0,8,14,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,53,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6424139094767731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458773587704525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491148588291974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723207620114325,0.0,0.1823749806565191,0.15592669017707486,0.0,0.2088258625911152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252782300116431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286428599269414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792317585812776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414679606541114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419865470735239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837500481134165,0.1141706749389428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405176258754653,0.0,0.2419453139369841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WorldlyMoose8,2019/08/09,"Ever lit a cig, put it down, forgot and lit another one only to see the other when when you want to put it down for a bit... ...all the time...",-0.7659139784946234,0.6825173548387085,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,85.12903225806451,5.423655913978496,13.559139784946234,6.42735559955562,-0.8472666666666666,102,1,26,1,3,37,23,31,0.0,0.956,0.044000000000000004,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,5,2,2,8,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399830779262218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539748236688817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932842980007564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970641476282607,0.24659127353162805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6518807401195613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583690679405649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906092730981694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123905920643947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pretzelator,2019/08/09,"Being slow at getting things done (even when not procrastinating)? I have massive issues with procrastination, but this isn't about that. Whenever I have to do a task such as essay writing, writing reports at work, doing exams, etc., I take far longer than everyone else. I'm a good student and worker, and it's not that I struggle to understand things, nor that I'm a slow person in general. I just operate really slowly with that stuff for some reason. Part of it is probably perfectionism, but I'm also just flat-out slow when it comes to organising my thoughts. Does anyone else have this issue? Is it a typical ADHD thing? Does medication help?",4.238295454545455,6.721389208333335,5.676212121212121,73.79727272727277,73.58333333333334,8.696969696969697,27.57575757575757,9.339509955726095,2.8361666666666667,515,20,87,13,11,173,82,120,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,18,18,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,13,15,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,64,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048826923571959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633203692671494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920291754874808,0.17467593586951058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685260873479486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29837473587561364,0.17445926007082985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28482674642970834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012920796736996,0.11259980654398155,0.0,0.0,0.16290004066366215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890682688212724,0.0,0.0,0.14298974115945715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426851554339512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558716785363376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173971038363445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461220111313031,0.0,0.0,0.14885573321583034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380525277985368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921324658525987,0.1752808595180438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822172095069896,0.1951577286927236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281790313209452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397761225619682,0.0,0.0,0.13534132522319034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747470622492414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411078082951325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,micky1701,2019/08/09,"No matter how hard times get, the future can only get brighter Last year I was working a dead end job in a hotel being yelled at by my managers for not doing enough, messing up and they literally just looked for a reason to make me feel shit about myself. I wasn't on my medication at the time I was at a super low point in life and ready to give up, I walked out mid shift during a wedding and went to the pub instead with some friends I had enough of being treated like shit. Anyways a month or so later I got a new job working in a pub of a multi million £ pub chain and worked my ass off over the past year and a half and now I am a manager earning a good wage and able to support myself and my fiancé who is currently pregnant and being induced as we speak, I guess the point of this is no matter how bad things seem it can only get better when your at an all time low.",14.465322580645154,4.994904779569893,13.38251612903226,65.3737741935484,60.34408602150538,15.740215053763444,47.415053763440866,8.238735603445708,4.448764731182796,683,19,150,4,5,228,118,186,0.14400000000000002,0.728,0.128,-0.6369,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,1,6,9,13,2,0,18,0,13,5,3,5,1,27,25,15,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,12,0,0,4,4,1,2,4,6,0,2,6,5,18,7,26,16,4,35,0,2,1,1,8,18,3,4,16,106,22,9,0.14259973951314492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906482609837732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611788135446195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126301043363551,0.29468730046045577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210271294061013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017220501390756,0.0,0.22350743492525305,0.13679466397006526,0.0,0.11960589590480973,0.11405003842277918,0.0,0.15708968991051556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277413571604509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830164759320513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623782023691195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072241319344698,0.06966702973505698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974786652891654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518643343014872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436542353060172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382175159852034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137723717017016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169070553802193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612758686215135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696056922981324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661628217259104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981744718110444,0.0,0.0,0.2927531667938467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182049451614994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473693058107154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494531646005284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219138717434134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144292616081065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365911386071132 adhd,Wazzupdj,2019/08/09,"How do I tell if I am overmedicated? Hey reddit, I have only recently started medication, about 2 1/2 weeks ago. Then, I was given a total of 18 mg Ritalin, with a release window about 12 hours long. This was upped after feedback by me saying it probably wasn't enough after a week, up to 36. The shift was well-received by me, not really having many issues with side-effects and generally feeling energized by it. Since then, after meeting with my psychiatrist another week later, we decided to up the dose to 54 mg. Ever since I have been taking the upped dose, I have been feeling *more* tired, rather than less. I am also not able to concentrate as well as before this. I think that this could be one of three things. First, due to the poorer sleep, probably caused by the increased dose. Secondly, as a primary side effect. Lastly, my calmer state of mind resulting in me feeling more sleepy, despite being just as tired. I honestly don't know what to do from here. Anybody have any advice?",4.059739304812837,6.193245732620326,5.311440508021391,77.79892546791447,72.95721925133691,8.311363636363637,26.660762032085557,9.017664075816787,2.384604545454545,780,28,137,17,16,259,121,187,0.045,0.858,0.09699999999999999,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,9,0,19,8,1,4,2,25,27,10,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,7,4,15,3,32,17,6,26,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,18,105,23,1,0.14498096580522318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167372183822222,0.1285168785354173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594122597425675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859202835670952,0.15202518377005592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336812354754705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893538872701284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575550398691326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498040935318558,0.0,0.0,0.13114358388776154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992019750518846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332073545036215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277704712654415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132246106320166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796777472267373,0.11817883748299528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830359245269238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698794366410994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605307027757444,0.0,0.0,0.1463894460357336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824285456650564,0.11026455758740146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126280048065281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287851914462664,0.0,0.1431512130986196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529468311818758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985950621208466,0.0,0.14508566932483927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261827380987276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900764318170993,0.0,0.1267197544085052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631891152087296,0.09289794881316672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332685852629174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488849569557113,0.0,0.2607105995458535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scottansan,2019/08/09,"Ritalin and over eating / impulse control Im thinking of trying ritalin and I have a concern, basically I sometimes binge eat and I’m wondering what will happen at the end of the day when the ritalin wears off. Its almost always in the evening that my brain decides it absolutely needs to have pizza or beer, since that’s when energy seems to run the lowest. So I’m expecting that ritalin would curb the desire to over eat within the duration of its effect. But afterwards, what happens? Does it leave you feeling kind of run down or impulsive? Thanks",3.1192394822006517,6.041202145631067,4.598276699029128,77.38311084142396,80.94174757281553,8.093527508090615,28.00080906148868,8.841846274778883,3.015376051779936,443,20,73,12,12,147,71,103,0.037000000000000005,0.871,0.092,0.6966,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,0,4,11,2,2,0,19,14,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,9,3,5,2,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,14,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,5,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524004575882014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392590303808018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650921999317653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074812113811343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930278406316347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188536859433644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678706588765899,0.0,0.0,0.16384559743515992,0.0,0.0,0.12218367706321105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353614003365708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32717082489016264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998201704790776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926378718267604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587694086164972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716720970989454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840729596881265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302504692135935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829591315256831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031327813453612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853366331425105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559558046759506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061298681980191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141107938252472,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chronarcho,2019/08/09,"Long term effects of amphetamines (Dexedrine, Adderall, Ritalin, etc) I am a 26 y.o. male, been taking Dexedrine for 2.5 years. Wondering if anyone can educate me on what the potential risks are for these drugs. I've heard that Dexedrine can have beneficial long term effects for people with ADD/ADHD, and that it can have permanent long term damaging effects. Has anyone cut through the marketing BS from agencies for and against these drugs and found the truth? I can't find many studies at all, which is kind of concerning",7.692258064516128,8.970953440860214,6.44209677419355,76.48314516129034,62.97849462365592,10.501075268817203,38.08064516129032,10.504223727775694,4.194341935483871,422,21,72,10,6,126,68,93,0.079,0.866,0.055,-0.3182,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,4,0,11,3,0,3,2,13,15,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,3,2,12,12,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604492088870114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863030749991409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748421498263626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283273681868908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711893754839595,0.0,0.0,0.2244751898620713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319413693238132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435371568141428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075634502455721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193356911159632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393100929174036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202027138743294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183900362226406 adhd,DefunctKernel,2019/08/09,"Does taking more Vynanse later in the day do anything? Hi there, So, I've been on Vynanse for a while and it's not quite working as well as I'd like (on 50mg, psychiatrist wants me to incrementally update so progress is slow) As it's slow release, if I took one at 8am and another one (30mg) later, does it do anything? I've seen conflicting reports. Some saying it won't do anything due to the chemical composition of the drug and how it works. Any help would be much appreciated",2.9102040816326533,4.5233316020408205,4.960969387755104,81.3134948979592,74.81632653061223,7.757142857142857,28.5765306122449,8.472884824447931,2.070240816326531,379,16,78,7,8,131,70,98,0.027000000000000003,0.8220000000000001,0.151,0.903,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,10,12,11,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,2,2,2,11,6,3,13,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,9,46,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421368477269647,0.21916965049150186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160027206142631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134796890755175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658195324883414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239015586484325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009783640545168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211379788023932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364951277695388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28326691097701634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231236781193364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662165095012293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571526931562473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322225065712777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328201162910375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792889955759204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043297059757953,0.0,0.0,0.14847771617942665,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,maddengsy,2019/08/09,"Vyvanse or concerta? Currently on concerta but the side effects of high blood pressure & fast HR are making me like an oven and within 2 hours of taking my meds my clothes are drenched in sweat. Anyone here use Vyvanse? What’s that like? Does it work? Does it help and give you a buzz? At least from concerta I get a small buzz from it so I get the motivated to do stuff with my day.",1.6811538461538476,3.93018012820513,2.886858974358976,91.7310576923077,81.05128205128206,6.464102564102564,23.852564102564106,7.645422480735847,1.0996871794871799,302,11,65,5,8,97,60,78,0.033,0.7859999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9274,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,4,0,9,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,10,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754278383859304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774399896291715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639393065763558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449078918084982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26562018122623265,0.24385379023294165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703862902511031,0.26857844531913744,0.0,0.0,0.2503378354288092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838058389298415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968185671172614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823611958048051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910005546817175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112832201326505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954897245522428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506213566481225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Human_IceCream,2019/08/09,"Partner not stepping up / how to help him? I am desperate. I don't know what to do and to which extent I can help. My ADD partner is so tired and exhausted he can't even hold a conversation. Whenever I introduce something to improve our relationship (f.e. make a mind map together to split house tasks) he won't participate and will be passing out. He doesn't remember to do what he said he will and whenever I ask ""What will you do different this time to remember"" he just says he will remember. Nothing changes and I feel like I've got our relationship only on my shoulders. I feel so alone. He stopped taking medication without telling me, didn't attend a single support group meeting, doesn't read books about improving ADD life/relationship. He is always tired when he interacts with me, but full of energy when watching YouTube videos all day and making music (his passion) or hanging out with his friends. I love him so much and would like to have a happy future together. Is there anything else I can do to lift him up?",4.373288461538461,6.3764366974358975,5.25953525641026,79.06161057692309,71.76923076923076,8.9775641025641,32.1875,9.516144504307137,3.2259807692307696,816,39,150,20,16,266,118,195,0.066,0.782,0.152,0.9651,1,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,23,7,1,3,1,32,34,15,0,1,5,0,2,2,3,6,4,2,0,2,5,13,0,2,6,3,0,4,8,1,0,0,3,5,21,7,19,24,5,17,0,0,1,2,34,7,0,1,8,95,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603823953043334,0.0,0.0,0.109293121782253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808926442170837,0.0,0.12279384443470205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895012023171266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470941829947498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723203963675148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972546771399667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675495958447847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328282835048405,0.0938359507184563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148012664928788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505201690425242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982374926386354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608130514635345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155943195714602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721861283164571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927758797784125,0.12834124541486355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854785195484747,0.0,0.17535332652307598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232057932144475,0.0,0.0,0.1326253276920522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655683284989887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260331751138376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989704503204827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138482335868235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230599066500689,0.4463793821739927,0.0,0.12494324242008638,0.10445421814061938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111909164093848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098138781558148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490536045445974,0.0,0.0,0.0987583107212769,0.0,0.11480505875664003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659082050544327,0.3019333464734329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661601714698378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933067587652122,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeceptiveFox,2019/08/09,"Alcohol having depressive effects? Short version: Alcohol (couple glasses of wine) for some reason makes me depressed the day after, wondering if anyone else has noticed this? Im diagnosed with ADHD combined type, and I sometimes like to have some beers or a glass of wine. However, this summer I have noticed that just a couple of glasses of wine in the evening, sends me spiraling head first into a depression (though it’s obviously not full blown since it lasts for just a day or two) the day after. I had 6 months completely sober the last year because I was diagnosed with Autoimmune Hepatitis, and I can’t remember alcohol ever having this kind of effect on me before. I have never had a drinking problem of any kind, and I just started on meds for my ADHD in March. Has anyone else noticed this? Im considering quitting alcohol all together, since Im finally starting school again on Monday, and I can’t risk depression now that I’m finally well enough to start a life. Im aware of alcohol having depressive effects, just have never actually noticed this.",5.67323076923077,7.643830374358977,6.665641025641026,70.42769230769234,68.33333333333333,10.123076923076924,35.05128205128205,10.355215969177356,4.3098820512820515,853,43,133,24,15,284,109,195,0.098,0.865,0.036000000000000004,-0.9133,1,0,10,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,10,11,0,1,10,0,14,14,1,5,5,30,20,8,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,9,7,10,0,6,5,0,1,5,7,1,2,3,0,12,4,22,17,6,32,0,5,0,0,1,8,0,6,24,94,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.07767360423596296,0.0,0.1913163460657437,0.0,0.0,0.4253162469161971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412758444647862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130987377910463,0.16310973568185452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048520601826713534,0.0,0.06772980165458807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345423632947048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614153703406069,0.0,0.1539972963553206,0.0,0.3427768993064693,0.1615752603252714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797316523112736,0.0,0.0,0.13298344472583273,0.0,0.0,0.08224329956714896,0.0,0.05257199451027119,0.07199857361506032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438568545797575,0.0,0.06770378531964817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168781802343969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439066545699994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577266920699138,0.0,0.12976170816780197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622056728234488,0.03888627971073785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313053088539664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841251813994316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635322689464244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277772020925838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624794480003061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616202429151328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465947890832698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183730209819573,0.0,0.0,0.09016604369190027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055476890136028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168423344342053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872186113040375,0.0,0.16901404831532968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820205181659683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775311572151483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156580115155889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631778888372706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125681186763769 adhd,Noobica,2019/08/09,"Wellbutrin Making Memory & Concentration Worse I started taking Wellbutrin in March for lack of motivation, concentration issues, memory problems, etc that I thought was related to my depression. Recently I stumbled across this subreddit and realized I’ve had ADHD my whole life and am in the process of getting evaluated. The Wellbutrin helped with my depression but I feel like my memory and concentration/focus is getting way worse while on it. Anyone have any similar experiences or advice?",9.16074074074074,11.769754395061724,9.195987654320989,53.176944444444466,60.60493827160494,13.301234567901234,41.89506172839506,12.45797560212912,6.868743209876543,410,23,50,16,6,134,60,81,0.16699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.057,-0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,13,12,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,8,1,9,9,3,9,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458815400878593,0.1999263284705304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167689210132774,0.0,0.13913054580670636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305648082148928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35243203684876145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281757523431914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013162948760752,0.0,0.0,0.10344858376755116,0.14616158474941493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378324209594696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713466111807793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135423821930584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451038766176047,0.09995401375978427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656770086229506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576827818539844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020113263036208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481228029160448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382879473887887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624243273091735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623967388912547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284212542005685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41699636095540654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlmightyTrash,2019/08/09,"Diagnosed with ADHD at 34. (Brief life story) (Long post) I was diagnosed with ADHD this year. It was a bitter sweet moment for me as I always knew there was something different about me and my behaviours. Let me give you a brief life story about how I lived with ADHD with little to no support. My childhood was was tough. I was given up by my mother at age 7 and lived with grandparents till 15. Always felt lost and alone which lead to self medicating behaviour, anger issues and resentment of others ability to get on with life. I somewhat carry these behaviours to this day. School was very difficult for me. In the 90s ADHD wasn't really recognized and you were just labelled as a problem child. With pressure from teachers and grandparents telling me if it don't get my head down and learn, that my future would be very difficult for me. Don't get me wrong, I understand they wanted the best from me, but it was still a very painful and frustrating time. I was literally unable to focus. My mind was always somewhere else. My teens were very much the same. Except I had access to drugs and alcohol and took every opportunity to get obliterated to make it all go away. This lead to anxiety and depression and a total withdrawal from a normal life. I left school at 15 and went to live with friends. This time of my life I was living day to day, in and out of work, giving into impulses, partying, drug and alcohol abuse, in and out of relationships and other destructive behaviours. At 17, in the middle of all the chaos, I met a girl who understood me. I felt very comfortable around her and over the next few years. She listened and was patient with me. Never did she show any negativity or punished me if I messed up. This was the first person I'd ever me who treated me like this. Just the ability to talk without being judged was liberating and really helped with the pain and frustration. Fast forward to the present day and I'm still with her. We have two kids and our relationship is strong. She has been my rock over these tough years. Throughout my 20s I was in and out of work, impulsive, a different hobby every month, moody and still in a lot of pain. The births of the kids did ground me a little but I was still suffering. I am very good at hiding my emotions and they only have ever seen me happy to this day. I ended up seeing a doctor who treated me for my anxiety and depression by medicating me. But obviously didn't help with the ADHD. I saw multiple counsellors and tested for bipolar disorder, which was negative. Safe to say I still felt very lost. Thoughts of suicide were getting very real. Panic attacks become more frequent and then I suffered a mental breakdown at 30. It took me a good couple of years to recover and to get back to my former self. I didn't seek help. I just got on with it the best I could. Keeping on the mask in front of the kids and trying to be the best partner I could. But I could always feel something bubbling underneath. I sought help at 33. I talked to another doctor. I refused to be palmed off with anti anxiety and depression medication and requested to see a mental health professional. Finally I worked with psychologists to deal with my problems. I currently going through CBT for PTSD. Whilst going through my treatment the ADHD was recognized. I had no idea what it was. When I read about it it was like reading the manual to my brain. I've never cried so much in my life. It was part frustration and part relief. I was angry and disappointed but at least I had insight into my behaviours and could work on techniques to help me in my day to day. Today, I'm doing well. My family is very well. I've been employed for 2 years (longest I've been employed) and enjoy my job. I support people with learning difficulties/disabilities who live independently. I still suffer from occasional anxiety and depression flair ups, but I've learned coping strategies that help a lot. I'm learning more about my ADHD and learning to handle it. And generally rolling with the punches. My partner is as supportive as ever. She's a blessing and a true guardian angel. Without her I don't think I'd be here today. I'm so lucky. For once, I see a light at the end of the tunnel. Thanks for reading. 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Because when you think of excellence, you think of someone working extremely hard to get that level of perfection. Like goku on Dragon Ball Z screaming for 5 hours to become a super saiyan. So with ADHD, you think you will have to scream more to go super saiyan in a way to perform at the highest level you can be. Where even on medication there will still be a large amount of effort to achieve perfection. But no......everything just gets stupidly easy. Like its a short cut or something, like you are cheating. Where you achieve perfection and that thing that was such a challenge sudden is as easy as breathing. Where you skip to the happy ending. I know I rambled on for a bit where it just seems like a smattering of thoughts. And that the purpose of these medications is to make things easier. It may just be my upbringing and my Dad's unhelpful take on ADHD where I should just work through it. But part of me feels that I'm using ADHD meds as a crutch.",5.139756995581736,6.5836163041237175,5.142120765832106,82.87721649484537,68.94845360824743,8.223269513991164,29.32106038291605,8.634040054169528,2.199027687776141,809,30,151,13,14,252,115,194,0.086,0.6829999999999999,0.231,0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,8,0,13,15,20,4,0,11,0,13,3,1,2,3,27,29,11,0,1,7,1,3,5,0,4,2,2,0,0,12,4,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,5,14,14,29,20,5,23,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,4,10,103,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865443723091205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437808249988917,0.13475393581492426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332067564235831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080674336549562,0.0,0.0,0.08058853348178929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965754991639687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338702736798456,0.08716621726860672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749366778466772,0.0,0.0693428837691085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988526480872453,0.10929981473070682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015837304511767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705523518902476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980473048096701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144472369840358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27105820293495114,0.2458308202332179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212834912590288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107618739235532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338134430298802,0.09393168230824528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743985755668846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834774050564021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212022779217514,0.23454329557730735,0.0,0.09686481046447044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538018469624902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369671518240655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765404974161286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,circa201,2019/08/09,"Does this happen to you? Get up from chair to get a drink, get to the fridge and pour the drink into the glass, close fridge, walk to chair without drink, find the drink later.",5.621714285714283,5.355915314285717,4.383571428571429,94.80392857142859,67.28571428571429,7.0,20.357142857142858,3.1291,-0.4747142857142861,136,1,31,0,2,39,22,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040482259989214,0.0,0.0,0.8525782284037873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988632365059933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410280942404671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240436431650185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097383624414054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SrtaSwan,2019/08/09,"I have ADHD and OCB and so many problem with my partner I have ADHD and as a concecuence OCB and some little paranoid skizofrenia, for those that know what it is i guess you may know how dificult makes to have social relationships. Ive been for almost 4 years with my partner, but its always been quite dificult, he doesnt understand why i do what i do, and he wants to, but its dificult, and i understand its not easy to be with someone with this kind of issues but i cant help it... so does anyone know anything that could be helpful? Its my first serious relationship and we fight a lot by this, dont want to break up but eather fight the whole time. Say im catalan and he is scottish.. so cultural crushes sometimes. Thanks!",3.311875000000001,5.130496437500003,4.413611111111114,84.7925,74.20833333333334,7.855555555555558,27.277777777777786,8.59863814320734,2.0023027777777767,573,22,114,11,12,187,86,144,0.158,0.792,0.051,-0.9175,0,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,1,1,0,2,4,6,2,0,3,0,17,0,0,2,0,34,27,17,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,13,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,13,2,14,21,3,6,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,5,3,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630850481848568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126290262243972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256924699351171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562336077296916,0.0,0.12430797471136555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060762966112708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219199253256994,0.0,0.1770390100431365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848997307649945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640756694187844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250216841036392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316870828529711,0.15766544755732975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573038029015809,0.24905280264275795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139993638895385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284242251002425,0.0,0.0,0.10083247857965133,0.15314924010953132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445422350384927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606689214531193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243598116711608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012749255523475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398474616832214,0.12799106819452474,0.0,0.14940035877494814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907403607163152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808321371647004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31451369327442696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781960044595931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630647189852602,0.16865101393586465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972764867690294 adhd,Bellanym,2019/08/09,"Vyvanse not working? I (23f) have been diagnosed a few weeks ago with ADHD. My main symptoms were: - forgetting things - not being able to read or listen for long - fidgeting My doctor decided to give me vyvanse 30mg because i need to focus for the whole day (university and work). Now to my problem: I've been taking vyvanse a week now and i dont feel concentrated at all. I am highly active, cleaning and helping in the house all day. I dont fidget at all anymore which is amazing. But I feel like I am increadibly focused while cleaning but really unconcentrated. E.g. as I go to another room to clean, i go there and forget the dust cloth, then i go back and forget what i wanted to get. But not because my mind was wandering. I am only thinking of cleaning. This happens all day. I also cant read or listen better. I somehow feel like my mind used to be a racetrack with many curves and now on vyvanse its a really bumpy straight road. I read online that it might be the wrong dosage, but i dont think taking more is an option as vyvanse is making my pulse go crazy (95-110bpm). I started the diagnosis because i am about to be thrown out of college. Because even though i have perfect grades in some hard classes i cant focus while studying for the beginners classes. My family insists that i dont have ADHD but am just too lazy to make an effort. I was putting all my hope into this medication, as i want to prove i am not just lazy or stupid. But now i am wondering if the diagnosis of ADHD was wrong and thats why vyvanse is not working.",4.126458395025171,5.272744537459285,5.534357417826474,80.23856307373411,71.05211726384366,7.927095054782352,29.915457506662715,8.296473431620573,2.1917179153094466,1211,49,232,18,22,408,159,307,0.099,0.794,0.107,0.16899999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,6,14,10,1,0,13,0,31,4,0,3,7,59,56,25,0,6,17,0,4,2,0,1,4,2,5,0,10,11,0,0,8,3,0,5,11,4,0,0,6,6,34,6,30,45,10,33,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,10,19,166,44,11,0.09167779916890144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305366967138135,0.0,0.08126683744135753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331470287309395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613216596315713,0.0,0.0,0.09091974221604668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049456862806397,0.0,0.22354374180317935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108156324756746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773737884465417,0.0,0.0,0.09305103635392302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383611217034364,0.0,0.0,0.4297827913813288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055232171714305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642566994125912,0.0,0.13906514960834565,0.13098927608870725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047897866204131036,0.08794569873438629,0.2084104239335905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107037503447828,0.0,0.08212530070042097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144969629784725,0.09686262828239564,0.0,0.09105674042245897,0.0,0.10578387134397887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957828369883787,0.0,0.0,0.08113196733238168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239128567003825,0.09294689895770164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235573766902393,0.0,0.09725565719573503,0.18513688551559115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797792643856516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972509742779885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772327244741596,0.0,0.09216150974278547,0.0,0.0,0.27510782545007284,0.0,0.11746229138362226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489001811479117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952883361388454,0.13786059106426554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060906656108505874,0.11748686384029533,0.09007297220983512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918018321776696,0.0,0.0,0.10814788247938004,0.0,0.14707680114738764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272495418045901,0.1023549887691226,0.0,0.0,0.09942066248558833,0.20022758901683568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004705631383457,0.0,0.0 adhd,prof_xray,2019/08/09,"I have difficulty sleeping at the right time. For my entire adult life, I have had difficulty going to sleep at a reasonable time. On days when I am not working, I often go to sleep between 5:00 AM - 6:00 AM. I often do not wake up until 1:00 PM in the afternoon. It is not like I am choosing to sleep on this schedule. I find it very difficult to sleep on a normal schedule. My circadian rhythm is completely out of whack. After doing some online research, I have begun to suspect that I have Delayed Sleep Phase Disorder. This is when your natural sleep cycle (circadian rhythm) is delayed by four hours or more. Apparently this condition is more common for people with ADHD. This really becomes a problem on days when I have to start work early in the morning. By taking Melatonin, I am usually able to force myself to sleep at the right time. I also sometimes take Unisom to help me sleep. Although I can force myself to sleep on a normal schedule, I end up feeling jet lagged all the time. It help that I work in Education, which means that I have long breaks form work where I can sleep on bodies preferred schedule.",5.239718309859157,6.545951563380282,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,68.5774647887324,8.496901408450704,30.16244131455399,8.841846274778883,2.5373151173708925,885,34,156,15,15,291,114,213,0.11199999999999999,0.8440000000000001,0.045,-0.9038,1,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,9,0,21,14,13,1,1,22,28,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,23,1,34,27,5,49,0,0,0,0,4,18,0,4,29,116,34,5,0.07701293918277341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255458701547407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061587219640455326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505474072803462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554401410769742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074660150065402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933394930278347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826350039160796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821060546454476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038940056030721655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038843120602448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753645620290011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324029954225424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584223201978682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054396516487984665,0.03762463201088692,0.0,0.0,0.06815402772088971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388966788679622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509126580077537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339107519597371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369098197329316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933646086949638,0.07918212796679938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153725854107562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8477541270706311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616776606751882,0.0,0.054510154736989634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580829177381635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962745663650592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481887220373041,0.0635437402732485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242653477789515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpectreSlayss,2019/08/09,"Wanting to go without meds I’ve been prescribed ritalin, concerta, and now adderall 5mg. I feel as though even though the adderall seems to work in calming me down, I seem to have less motivation then before, as well as decreased excitement. With the side effects on top of that I’m not sure continuing with medication is the right route? I don’t want to become dependent on something that won’t always be there either. I just need some advice on self motivation without the medication, and whether or not I should continue to try and titrate a higher dose.",7.571185897435896,7.877363490384617,7.6219230769230775,71.2897435897436,63.134615384615394,10.77948717948718,38.487179487179496,10.504223727775694,4.174864102564103,449,22,78,10,6,145,76,104,0.019,0.831,0.15,0.8847,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,4,1,26,15,11,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,6,4,18,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,4,56,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522903283526604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772331061029973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093464356786005,0.1612956722737037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519799246642607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584371036086917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077273585290753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055069116428052,0.3819094832707012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055117427032154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187725692186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34512392946050835,0.19774515638009132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592718772632654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865149302738118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37246979063274827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869406875898395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360658339678588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043094364007982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654447247009744,0.0,0.13799686766980668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,z3k3----,2019/08/09,Do you guys ever just click the “watch later” button on YouTube on a bunch of videos but never remember to actually watch them later? I have tons of unwatched videos in my folder it’s getting out of hand,7.6454999999999975,6.5332285500000005,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,63.5,10.0,32.5,8.841846274778883,2.6052499999999994,162,5,30,2,2,53,34,40,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,6,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,8,3,2,8,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.4407574441743229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408554586888579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359750131079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472168825103625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483499619548197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116455629923249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zac56793,2019/08/09,"I’m having one of those times. I’m sick, I’m tired, I have to go somewhere for 5 hours tomorrow. I don’t feel like doing anything yet I have to go to somebody’s wedding tomorrow and I don’t know the person very well.",-0.7487499999999976,1.3252582916666709,2.0341666666666685,94.7275,91.08333333333334,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.2332250000000005,170,6,39,2,6,59,33,48,0.141,0.748,0.111,-0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,3,13,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,5,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803256950235087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224273424140285,0.24336022864135634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871981732716295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354713563779344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721217782015867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642424672601772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083306693305694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974421967752887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863559166100805,0.3915267425205093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810716954273224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062850094323453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,maybeitsmaybelean,2019/08/09,"Emotional Dysregulation has been the hardest part of all this. Getting ahold of my emotions has been the toughest part about having ADHD. Life before diagnosis was an endless cycle of *feelings*. After treatment? This remains the most difficult symptom of ADHD to manage. I can be having an alright day and feel a sudden wave of sadness wash over me. Seconds later I’ll have newfound positivity. Although I’m tempted to make plans and promises in this moment, I know better by now. Past experience has taught me that I’ll be too irritable to deal at any moment. My emotions are so fleeting and unpredictable that I struggle to trust myself. I never make promises. I never want anyone to rely on me. I don’t want to disappoint them. How does one even live this way? No wonder ADHD is confused with BPD, I legitimately considered this before I was diagnosed. Reading some of the research on this particular aspect has been insightful. It’s often overlooked; in the DSM-V emotional dysregulation isn’t a core diagnostic symptom, it’s listed as ‘associated features’. It makes sense to me now why my assessment just felt like part of the picture. I guess it helps putting a name to it and understanding it’s my brain and not a personality defect like I thought all my life....but great....now what? Excercise and routine has helped some, but it’s still there lurking. I’m also figuring out how to trust myself again when I can’t really trust my emotions. How to allow myself to be accountable to others and not live in fear of letting them down. That’s been rough, it’s clicked though why I have such deep rooted attachment issues... Tldr: Emotional dysregulation is actually worse than my impulsive, hyperactive (internal) and inattentive symptoms. Feeling easily overwhelmed and cycling through emotions sometimes second to second has been the hardest part to get a hold of and the most impactful on my life.",5.058594208211144,7.838899143695017,6.075614919354839,70.48342237903228,72.2258064516129,8.368071847507332,32.6503848973607,9.103633062298675,3.5110945014662764,1532,75,233,35,32,506,191,341,0.067,0.797,0.136,0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,2,2,18,17,0,4,15,1,28,8,1,8,4,49,47,20,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,19,12,0,1,10,1,1,1,8,8,0,4,10,6,29,9,40,33,10,27,0,3,1,0,7,11,0,8,16,179,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.07670822571918866,0.0,0.2834078114850763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286127893669925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345485131270028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054963220817482526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377602248127762,0.0,0.0,0.06952071773040612,0.0,0.0,0.09900164564923326,0.08775041699367303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069443897175456,0.08103944933473561,0.0,0.07978354848846503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878873785779085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6189490671111846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051918595268876204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689186034022458,0.0,0.08845372919478782,0.11923683541398107,0.0,0.07547419408808485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213689778276577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666351539100425,0.08659349390695742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537603913476563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820443578576081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043199863132203316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038007469707037,0.16656546355389346,0.0768059510247292,0.0,0.13882127310365314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741056936239142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125175814538308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326553546892731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404910344155932,0.07503842785755893,0.0,0.06863582454971448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902085317315938,0.0,0.0,0.07862738339229931,0.0,0.05035708782719178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774345418916133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627749421533503,0.0,0.0,0.0821761749168521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451055426551907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723010540656453,0.06240447211311612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183173422554199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272784230903046,0.06239387246535905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185957839220648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524497476851405,0.0,0.0,0.0801063430879386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fluffedpillows,2019/08/09,"Can someone still get medical benefits from medication after using stimulants recreationally for years? I've done a lot of stimming in my day. (Not like in any addicted sort of way, just collectively I've probably used them to get high 60ish times in my life if I had to guess) I want to start taking medication but I'm worried it won't work because I have a permanent tolerance to these drugs and also low doses make me crave higher doses, and they craving is distracting and overrides any potential benefits. Or at least that's been my past experience with attempting to take normal doses of these drugs. Anyone have experience in this area?",6.780762711864405,8.204145000000004,7.5625000000000036,67.11459745762714,65.10169491525424,11.662711864406779,34.24152542372882,11.45678717892309,4.551454237288136,522,23,85,17,8,174,88,118,0.069,0.8370000000000001,0.094,0.2523,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,3,5,0,1,2,0,8,10,0,4,0,18,19,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,9,3,17,15,2,16,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,5,8,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660550351404685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181300122340295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717032737777424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650809207086304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928549561910187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823601843520363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558797663374283,0.0,0.0,0.3532936655534316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980031089448694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916542264712533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780144403121194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093807919933198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759055154922313,0.07441753941692261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949994291988445,0.0,0.0,0.10167708008627617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603495265528993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924463144988293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540996077441598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423043318699804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290631577687806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781531597674364,0.0,0.12164569723478545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290565424105871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888210237560648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263117093221279,0.0,0.0,0.08984431242647696,0.12090725787824252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089327965626902,0.15469184891181914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809130227730233 adhd,HootHoot619,2019/08/09,"I would not do well working at a Theater I find that lots of the time when im doing a task at work or at home that involves someone teaching or telling me what to do. Ill be thinking about what I need to do and running what the person said to me through my head to compare it to what I think I needed to do, when my brain seemingly gets to the end of its film reel on the matter and all I hear is that clicking letting me know that I need a new tape. It really frustrates me sometimes and im wondering if anyone has noticed anything similar to this that they are experiencing?",8.42875,5.260827708333334,8.618333333333336,76.02000000000005,63.58333333333334,11.266666666666667,40.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.4897166666666664,455,20,96,5,5,151,76,120,0.069,0.9209999999999999,0.01,-0.7722,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,0,7,0,11,3,2,0,1,20,22,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,13,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,4,14,1,16,18,2,10,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,6,5,73,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079399567967608,0.0,0.14216227215595986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285120729045754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300925196289508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789452581935656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025712038292304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729600443151114,0.0,0.19470692936154602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328689571810885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732091101709497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494138085325142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766532283093864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686973770195025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842859218695987,0.0,0.1668474175440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966821962381016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084260657978227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067098614250176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432913414669392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726925095731822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637436666835515,0.0,0.17085866384419754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099508813536305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138827579194045,0.0,0.0,0.10073456533909313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532708432082995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734493650027725,0.25153473474658083,0.0,0.0,0.12271987328749495,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zezozose_zadfrack,2019/08/09,"Any tips on being more patient waiting for the end of a work shift? I’m a cashier and I really do like my job. Aside from the Karens, I enjoy talking to people and my managers are all amazing and understanding of my mental illness. However, unless something really interesting is happening, I get overwhelmed by how much time is left before the end of my shift and I get really impatient. Does anyone know how to get better at that?",4.186167247386759,6.340144585365857,5.671254355400697,75.26695121951224,72.65853658536584,8.588153310104529,28.787456445993037,9.23628265651192,2.8728968641114982,344,14,58,8,7,116,58,82,0.057999999999999996,0.7490000000000001,0.193,0.9009,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,2,1,11,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,11,12,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759442210381352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517591876940315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846847783185194,0.0,0.0,0.1919539556407627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899328828356344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844654638155541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401828177595278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919274684632466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537838839037848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192793297031678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23581424272985105,0.0,0.0,0.10603462246405476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872494485901706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954913456649586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150467983307236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171235216729239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167087745975906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444827003474442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265575803048318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259459567499003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800746886129144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lordaskington,2019/08/09,"Adult: Hey, can you not stim like that? I'm drunk atm so I apologize for any errors My default ""idle animation"" lol is I rock back and forth and fiddle with my hands. My mom likes to say I ""look like a psychopath"" and it really Rustles My Jimmies. Anyone else gotta deal with that bullshit?",0.9844088669950748,3.4380841896551746,2.493152709359609,91.94568965517244,86.41379310344826,5.383251231527094,20.354679802955662,6.868970318607317,0.4267507389162564,225,7,47,3,7,73,47,58,0.204,0.682,0.113,-0.7084,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,4,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192407327328683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254271877942783,0.33033339961913555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790307292674055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323767219645098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693209771060569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725200585369228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707319331066689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775869829634085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653550730023015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638270383870343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TobleroneElf,2019/08/09,"Spent all week preparing for a call, then missed the call I was meant to lead a call this evening for a large alumni project for my university. Spent all week preparing, sent prep notes to folks. I’ve done a load of work already on the design side of the work. Anyway, I hit 6 pm today and was like “Yeah! I’m done for the week!” And forgot about the call I was supposed to lead at 7. My co-chair: “Are you ok? You missed the call.” How do I begin to explain this? I feel like people don’t take ADHD seriously.",0.7174271012006841,2.7622319433962303,2.3059176672384254,95.69371355060035,83.33962264150944,5.363979416809607,18.12692967409949,6.574015621080383,-0.2396490566037737,390,9,91,4,11,127,64,106,0.06,0.838,0.102,0.6421,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,4,4,6,0,0,10,2,8,0,0,3,2,11,21,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,10,1,9,3,13,10,2,12,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,50,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929395603298465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463172354539402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7616837724360876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053404906467474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985367018148234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543350274716155,0.1065793257208694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577060597524688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342758146757483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121701659696144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414119688332592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590067850635832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172200357702357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0varychiever,2019/08/09,"How do you remember anything? How do I decide what to do with my life? I have alarms and reminders set all day for things like brushing my teeth, leaving in 5 minutes, doing certain things when I first get home, etc. I get by better than I ever have after having my phone constantly remind me what needs to be going on right at that second. But what about your very own thoughts? How do you remember those? I can’t seem to work or express myself to my full ability. Or at least it feels that way?? Maybe I’m just stupid? Or ditzy? It’s like there are 1 million thoughts ricocheting in my brain and I can only catch and hold onto a single one for three seconds at a time. Then it’s gone. I often just say “actually, never mind” while in mid sentence because I truly just don’t remember anything I’ve just said and I’m mortified because me talking is the only thing going on! If I’m really explaining something opinion based, I just feel so stupid suddenly being so confused. I can’t hold onto movies, conversations, events, or anything, really, but I usually remember how I felt. This causes me to say things like “I loved that too!” but only because I remember loving it and not seeing/hearing it. Or I’ll remember how someone made me feel in a conversation but not exactly what they said to me. I am nearing the end of my associates degree and I have no real interest in doing/studying anything because I can’t remember or get attached to anything. I’ve taken forever to get through these two “years” because I often withdraw or fail classes. All these factors and more contribute to what I assume is crippling imposter syndrome because I just don’t feel smart enough to do the things I MIGHT want to do. I’m almost 26 and I’m so bored with being a server/retail worker/barista. It’s also starting to not cut it financially either. I have beautiful things in my life to be happy and grateful for, and I am, but I feel so damn stagnant and lost with my personal growth and identify. I’m not diagnosed but I have lurked these subs for over a year crying to nearly every post because I relate so much to them. I can only see a psychiatrist online through Anthem’s LiveHealth program so I’m so scared of the whole process for many reasons. I don’t have any family or friends from the past to consult or help with diagnosing so I’m scared that will be a huge road block as well. I was trying to read a book just now but couldn’t get past the third paragraph without realizing I was thinking of something totally different and irrelevant to my reading, and had remembered nothing my eyes scanned over. It made me angry so I came here. Thanks for listening, especially if you’ve reached this point",4.397786806883366,6.017837762906313,5.4606840344168255,79.20020387189292,70.98852772466539,8.212791586998089,31.048231357552577,8.769984970463412,2.6592661950286813,2142,94,388,39,40,707,262,523,0.09300000000000001,0.767,0.14,0.9696,1,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,2,5,32,24,4,4,14,0,38,9,3,9,7,102,80,51,0,5,31,0,6,3,1,2,4,5,1,1,29,19,0,3,23,3,0,6,14,11,1,8,14,15,54,13,57,58,13,52,0,2,3,2,22,23,1,19,23,284,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.061853861401986086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347014661992033,0.0,0.0,0.05068834272267025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310344729473309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260799087025627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27046905149261224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605819713266366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707577587645257,0.0,0.07249466892304465,0.0,0.0651130602069463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849583076955673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696245960914321,0.04087758219684598,0.0,0.0,0.12866731055492725,0.0,0.06622302564350041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056139610901293914,0.06549284924663169,0.07069016697975714,0.0,0.05733466133485679,0.05340394423966325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975300732790175,0.0,0.16024484602878955,0.0,0.060858797042716635,0.0,0.0,0.05391459035207755,0.0,0.0,0.04897049586372045,0.0,0.16557821028356168,0.0,0.07204543278043993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747368732244252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143862945486221,0.0,0.042485110681562736,0.0,0.06357954682548764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711474349416377,0.0,0.0,0.08954030679609243,0.0928989936540064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919137028607174,0.0,0.11441347750522425,0.11995137462964513,0.0,0.06426165673115494,0.06367797454978713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724064737995589,0.06399999956261178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659469927576309,0.046998600524356816,0.048885822692125935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060818874437688235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295079201099858,0.19282624064695705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101483179954,0.0,0.05534466139851132,0.0,0.0,0.05991858126945239,0.0,0.060704567598090974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680275757001425,0.07214512588994344,0.0812111165880244,0.06516954107236568,0.0,0.0,0.5744157773589718,0.054129782775181885,0.12058582775084856,0.10081136132360652,0.12691733561400784,0.0,0.050509021828835474,0.057702618908449015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370524909616257,0.09759254787016954,0.0,0.0,0.04486368147977479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094583999801229,0.0,0.058355679465726826,0.0,0.0,0.252657980290562,0.04061405275048936,0.0,0.10063999089430686,0.036959851969076016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303372888101705,0.0,0.06191717882436616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980877020772211,0.05229862467658802,0.03738565879026212,0.05031144839581533,0.0,0.0,0.05699003141534521,0.0,0.0,0.07076622487422493,0.0,0.06110013210178269,0.0,0.04614447151293045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816347269668896 adhd,msxlk,2019/08/09,"I've had ADHD since I was 6 and I'm terrified of medication. So I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 6 years old, my mom didn't let doctors medicate me because, and I cite: ""It'll turn you into a zombie!"". I was always on therapy and I practiced multiple sports and other stuff, however, I wouldn't last more than a year. Fast-forward to now, I'm 19 years old and I'm at my 4th semester in University studying Biology, and ADHD is making me incredibly miserable. I've tried everything, my brain feels like it's a bubble and I can't understand anything being said in class, which makes me have bad grades and I feel guilty. I am terrified of getting medicated because of what my mom has said throught my whole life, but I feel so miserable, so empty, like I literally cannot function. Is medication really that scary? Will it make me numb? I know it may sound annoying and ignorant but my mom has made me fear medication so much that I don't know what to do anymore. I would appreciate anyones help in this.",2.5318578947368406,4.73141287,4.9762631578947385,78.13378947368423,77.8,9.010526315789477,28.02631578947368,9.549672527348893,2.95885,794,35,154,24,19,279,119,200,0.192,0.748,0.06,-0.9789,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,3,3,0,23,10,1,4,0,27,40,16,0,2,2,3,3,2,0,5,9,3,0,0,12,11,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,9,6,27,2,13,24,3,14,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,10,97,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710071811692757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562329808210603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205183753445243,0.07195196743739872,0.0,0.0846801624487803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591946459880384,0.12545707381204665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487345632661035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044440845623845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532528404356213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248232054066527,0.0,0.0,0.11579415740344465,0.15609210616558974,0.07351371658311294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376241882093912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897351741525896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131052765524866,0.08387944288967128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052249928443001,0.07268322726587681,0.10054613257620368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736903228302657,0.2060650739278118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183182720413764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615552307882497,0.0,0.0,0.07564533198569003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595816808664844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592211099884898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576808338211524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851221850771559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779898368941402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767821694218727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986418537698351,0.1119285992201954,0.0,0.10712535016632872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488720084452292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309913275920547,0.0,0.0,0.1987979143214588 adhd,Angryleprechaum,2019/08/09,"Thank you guys I was diagnosed with ADHD in middle school. And, I've had imposter syndrome with it sense. I've had idea's that I'm a self-absorbed asshole who won't listen to people, that I'm an idiot, and overall feeling like my issues were moral failures and laziness. Sure I am a little lazy, and I can be an asshole sometimes. But, reading through this page was a really nice reminder that I have a cognitive deficiency, and I'm not alone with it. I read through some of these comments and laugh my ass off. We need to be responsible of our actions, but also kinder to ourselves. This is something I'm going to work on, and this page has definitely helped me realize that I should! Thanks!",5.138717320261434,5.976789227941179,5.747450980392159,80.77075163398695,68.48529411764707,8.103267973856209,32.75816993464052,8.167268648758528,2.4357689542483665,549,24,104,7,9,178,91,136,0.059000000000000004,0.75,0.191,0.9437,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,6,0,14,2,1,0,1,21,24,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,11,11,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,12,6,14,15,3,7,1,0,0,1,8,5,1,1,1,69,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406200309756926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103290375096392,0.0,0.16240254184426814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612134037122876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268305852848313,0.14507998094167912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541471651410733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010805576659828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611985704427038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925195056057715,0.0,0.2119621567590706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921434853197213,0.20353893352898333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058081953950325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078970238053892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062687599573583,0.0,0.13009787903370998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552721878110408,0.0,0.0,0.2118561290026088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634046200612312,0.20085074286807336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913999535875764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739364977125118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784423919246942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MisterPibb96,2019/08/09,"Doctor took me off Adderall because my blood pressure was high for the first time in years. I’ve taken blood pressure medicine for a couple years with my adderall because of the side effect. This month was a little wild so I regretfully neglected the medicine. Skip to today, I go to the doctor to refill my adderall. The doctor asks me if I’m taking the medicine after he sees my blood pressure is a little higher than normal. I explain the situation, and his decision was to take me off my adderall all together. I totally understand how it’s my fault I’m in this situation, but this doctor has alluded to thinking I’m addicted to adderall several times, and never believed I had ADHD in the first place. He would be the first of several doctors to disagree. Today was supposed to be my last visit with this doctor anyway. I just switched ins. and I live hours away from the current doctor. He just actively signed me up for adderall withdrawal for the coming weeks. I really just need some advice on how to prepare myself. Tl;dr Forgot to take my blood pressure meds. Doctor decided the best course would be to take me off my adderall. I’m looking for a new doctor, but I’m going to go through withdrawals, and I don’t know how to prepare.",4.209430379746834,6.313401029535867,5.262723628691988,78.43762974683546,72.45991561181435,7.440421940928272,30.41540084388185,8.238735603445708,2.5164043881856544,992,44,167,16,20,326,119,237,0.075,0.882,0.043,-0.5416,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,8,8,0,4,16,0,13,14,4,4,3,35,37,11,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,0,0,6,2,7,0,3,8,2,25,1,36,24,4,38,0,2,2,0,7,15,0,2,17,118,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834901040826777,0.09739813320329953,0.07919444121043559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576441765497262,0.0,0.07614271969045723,0.0,0.0,0.09880632025448638,0.0,0.0,0.09130789252596004,0.08504979990892106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981150912380238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967271871678932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7465600054983343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680581988529068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381760920175047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562655159622573,0.0,0.0,0.07981119094036629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453920308335831,0.06606099476974209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624530808426434,0.071562597966252,0.0,0.0680558459228785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002068454385151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646878797426466,0.0,0.0,0.0600924786866859,0.06250548368318433,0.07827199211914815,0.0,0.0,0.07940509293313437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467285648191887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191832563353339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458090844985187,0.0,0.0,0.1831114130009006,0.0,0.0,0.18219182223086205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373749139730774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192918665788546,0.0,0.0,0.09451384049462228,0.0,0.1536388853445652,0.0,0.09004193638190283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436879112743907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500793714444082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514147592110885,0.0,0.0,0.10437828011089208 adhd,Sarcia12345,2019/08/09,"Seriously, I wish I could remember anything as well as I remember song lyrics. What's up with that? I'm going to show my age a little here but I'm listening to 80's songs tonight and I can't believe how many lyrics I know. Not to mention the ones I know from my everyday music.",0.9695480225988716,3.0155297118644064,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,82.38983050847456,7.3231638418079115,25.08757062146893,8.344100000000001,1.727099435028249,219,9,48,5,6,76,43,59,0.027999999999999997,0.903,0.07,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,8,1,8,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209574306277509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30251413767126417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143800671348997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525980583097871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29512757858246885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911339372541115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27222278116723736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194650821850133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083295561192325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414189991334616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087684683095052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chicken_noogets,2019/08/09,"I want to quit school I have always hated school. I'm a 24 year old junior in college who barely made it through high school let alone community college, and I've been staring at my computer screen for almost 6 hours with two words written on my google doc for a final paper due in 49 minutes. I just don't want this. Every bone in my body right now wants to just give up and drop out of school. I'm tired and all I want to do is be done already. Why is school so fucking hard? Why can't I just do the work and be done with it? How did you guys do it? How did you get through school?",1.8035714285714304,2.9904634841269875,2.997015873015872,96.01742857142858,76.85714285714286,5.674920634920635,21.33015873015873,5.6839178017228535,-0.15764507936507946,453,11,109,2,10,146,82,126,0.115,0.853,0.032,-0.9048,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,7,2,2,0,3,0,16,4,2,3,1,20,28,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,3,10,0,17,18,1,16,0,0,2,1,5,9,1,1,6,64,15,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179873405703752,0.12203387865004607,0.13002570787327114,0.0,0.09804201823617703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308799227133395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241157126850878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927485112865468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907439758093106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892973539921433,0.06156006793161655,0.1130309890070921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666786794462247,0.0,0.0,0.10555040319491976,0.1163303801370692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449134898174065,0.0,0.0,0.11603647044970368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048672380559065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149134233976003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364026572241675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532417682001967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006241430879466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7154870475228206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354255152489617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151004630390199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27799113069955184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264219901928352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857799101747677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587712370266528 adhd,Cowlevell,2019/08/09,"Biggest dumbass moment Ok so I am late on multiple assignments and was trying for the last hour or so to finish the latest ones off before class today. Now I THOUGHT I took my vyvanse, and was tryna work like yeah I've got my meds and everything should be cool and good. But I was still finding it super hard to focus, get motivated or stop reading random shit on the internet even though I thought I took it about 2 hours ago. Just thought it was the way my brain is today, convinced I was on my meds as usual despite not feeling that nice relief of being ABLE TO GET SHIT DONE feeling. Still haven't got shit done and started thinking about it before I remembered what happened was that I was MEANING to take it this morning, but I forgot to actually take the fucking pill. Now I'm kicking myself because I gotta leave the house in an hour and a half and need to get these assignments done cos I'm already late for the extensions. Gonna be absolute hell tryna force myself until it kicks in. Grrrrr.",4.152727272727268,5.655316696969699,5.052949494949496,82.34609090909092,71.42424242424242,7.502222222222222,28.856565656565657,8.021203637495839,1.9769389898989893,798,31,149,11,15,260,120,198,0.109,0.795,0.096,-0.7621,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,11,13,5,0,9,3,17,6,4,2,0,29,42,16,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,10,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,18,4,17,8,19,18,0,30,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,21,96,28,6,0.1056131761328489,0.0,0.10306322502184684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361970830736444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654676610059117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438081190452452,0.0,0.1797380682221493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789923293868455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32423684188637514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975650677416005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491831273129522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680239034729716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965285296414143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763767950677132,0.1655355765189603,0.0,0.0,0.08858332135703123,0.1689370098013795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339338286140783,0.0,0.09460866127313113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120231130097877,0.12186342536084835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608883455111628,0.238272525728015,0.1118291041858937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051597263130924234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504371037219442,0.2346248597946785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831083188281182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715662214381001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564175655822064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196391405002604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252312227947415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475354965486479,0.0,0.16868563777158874,0.08829734429204197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881592945991962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676726587927854,0.10376440932314006,0.25153519422968923,0.0,0.0,0.20021788389878095,0.0,0.2346802493926185,0.07170441396324853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631799259319715,0.0,0.0,0.08383082332554999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768876500715709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spike_trees,2019/08/09,"You are all awesome I have been having an especially trying week, even considering I’ve managed to be consistent with meds all week. I was proud of myself! But every single day has proven to be difficult and frustrating past the point of tolerably frustrating. I can’t find my wallet. It’s the cherry on top of dumb accident after shitty work interactions after paying out the ass for a car situation I can’t afford. I know it happens to a lot of people, but I’m punishing myself for having zero recollection of what happened between the last time I got it out and the moment I realized I didn’t have it. I’m going to lose sleep over it, probably. Then I’ll forget until I’m driving to work and I’ll panic. Then I’ll get to work and look for it there, probably won’t find it and I’ll let it get to me all day. It’s been a really rough week and it JUST occurred to me that there’s probably a sub where others experience the same things I do. Anyway, it’s been comforting to read everyone’s quips, rants, raves, coping mechanisms, etc. I look forward to lurkin around. You’re not alone.",4.482217125382262,5.440031839449547,6.2624036697247725,76.04972171253826,70.05504587155963,9.666544342507649,27.37737003058104,9.888512548439397,2.6098357186544336,863,28,165,21,15,299,124,218,0.154,0.7909999999999999,0.055,-0.9649,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,6,7,9,4,1,11,0,18,2,2,0,3,25,30,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,0,5,1,1,4,5,7,0,1,6,3,16,2,28,20,7,26,0,1,2,1,2,9,2,1,15,113,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099707819577778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119096717577785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559445810408267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182895975016006,0.0899173339983407,0.0,0.11470145915464465,0.13008492478161102,0.0,0.1331683003394054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885386156839395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225213207854154,0.0,0.07736990575320504,0.0,0.1088813519875007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077134559423996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481744261038459,0.11096998470582924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392095064575212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286419151733153,0.15230269974539154,0.0,0.11573897570230655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121773478977366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972766707442784,0.0,0.0,0.12995835779908546,0.09438039041470617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869365362302101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403367682092769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617403662959304,0.0,0.0872129737311244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530239121962654,0.13623551262576142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044350381168166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938269375699238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242821978403656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276031408164763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29732850015909784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bokalypse,2019/08/09,"What med dosages are you guys on? I was diagnosed a couple months ago and have titrated up from 5mg Adderall IR once a day and am now on 10 mg 3x a day. It worked great for about a month but it doesn’t seem to be working the same anymore (I know the initial euphoria has worn off which I expected, however I’m also not getting the focus or motivation from it anymore). I want to ask my doctor about increasing the dosage but I’m worried about increasing tolerance and going too high so early into treatment, because I’m already at half the FDA max dosage. What dosage are you guys on and how long did it take you to get up to that dose? Should I be worried about going up to like 45 mg/day?",4.3992696192696235,4.66404616083916,5.459813519813519,84.2182672882673,69.9090909090909,8.593317793317793,30.574203574203572,8.515128840125781,2.1391047397047402,543,21,115,8,9,180,92,143,0.057,0.8109999999999999,0.133,0.905,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,3,9,2,0,0,9,0,11,3,0,2,0,17,24,10,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,9,2,21,18,3,22,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,9,73,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430727364717544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964749487526824,0.1301864970136605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228962891380981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219064124978054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992378593044892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801287330718849,0.0,0.31496645659013994,0.0,0.0,0.16523272947551934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666268055124482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010654537708736,0.0,0.18503943936055606,0.0,0.0,0.17948122721151752,0.0,0.3223837893521442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200105536060592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946745831109303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953304389321499,0.0,0.0,0.14406778188970612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808277042247388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259881622635977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337055536948684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820176436436178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240101046277402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096020262155373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370322950064916,0.330650911218614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nouseforaname888,2019/08/09,"Exercise, meditation, a healthy diet, and god organization go a long way in reducing adhd symptoms. I’m not saying they cure adhd but they sure reduce the severity of the issues of adhd a lot.",4.587499999999999,6.7229560833333375,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,71.5,10.355555555555558,31.44444444444445,10.504223727775694,4.251677777777776,153,7,23,5,3,57,29,36,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7977704338263202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575281048096665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309483377260844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581694080998555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881157968988536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596274358556682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997205898420344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085443071432083,0.2299841984743173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756337852650003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bearwife7,2019/08/09,"Mid-day crisis aka I get manic depression and over think every aspect of my life It got so bad I set alerts for jobs in Finland. I just want to run away and leave this life. I'm not happy but who the fck is really. I dont know if I'm settling for an ok life or too scared to go for the things I want to do. Mind you this reddit group is the one thing that I find makes me smile now. Or maybe it's my new sense of confidence fighting my old self.",0.3279555555555547,1.7630282400000006,2.313333333333333,98.26722222222223,81.6,5.6444444444444475,16.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.6658222222222223,344,5,88,3,9,115,74,100,0.165,0.713,0.121,-0.5782,1,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,1,4,1,4,3,0,1,0,15,14,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,0,11,2,11,13,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844014324161201,0.0,0.16387663557798432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657743702403704,0.0,0.16904642774435402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300261132994887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536531823921638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793865497292106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254258866776812,0.0,0.11154434460826862,0.0,0.15697445834105672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893227898628045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947669576679213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786445349775277,0.0,0.0,0.20782080938907352,0.0,0.0,0.4158923523173724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101125642523515,0.0,0.19717885403740493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817600451916995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955807624826795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595157440097386,0.0,0.13299713140382755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573511498394752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649977068825006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475164497720105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607851530523949,0.1257614180692086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152939175016396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ineedathrowawaypleez,2019/08/09,"Can you more ‘seasoned’ people help someone who recently got diagnosed? I started seeing a new psych back in June. I’ve bounced around some psychiatrists in the past, mostly due to insurance changes or my ever shitty availability but this guy is convenient. I’ve been running with a constant “general depression and anxiety” diagnosis ever since college, but one meeting with me and he was like “I think you have ADD” Made me read a book (which I still haven’t finished) and saw me a couple more times and we tried adding adderall to my life. Oh my god how the world seems quiet and CLEAR. I’ve been managing my life pretty damn well and never thought I could have ADD since I was always tired and sad, but once I could focus I was no longer mentally drained from my brain bouncing around all day. I am now on 20mg/day. I was doing 10/morning and 10/lunch but tomorrow I start 20mg of XR. This is all paired with an antidepressant Here are my questions for you guys... How to I deal with the EOD crash? On my way home from work I can feel my anxiety coming back and my mouth gets really cottony. Constantly clenching my jaw and have my tongue on the roof of my mouth. Is it normal to have bad days still? I had so many good days of clearness I hit one bad day and felt like this was a fluke and my depression kicked in hard. Any other things I should know?",3.4605413687436126,5.2586748651685395,4.081009533537625,87.41996169560778,73.7565543071161,7.551174668028603,25.619509703779364,8.296473431620573,1.537570786516854,1067,36,218,18,22,338,163,267,0.16899999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.091,-0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,0,1,14,10,1,0,10,0,24,8,4,3,7,51,39,20,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,1,2,8,22,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,6,1,2,13,6,35,4,22,22,6,37,0,3,2,0,12,9,1,5,27,138,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908738449343895,0.0,0.0,0.07426848705271233,0.0,0.16709507160722822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444519236959226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679558896970154,0.18237634563691693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191766599893852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553272039120938,0.09407720495562844,0.0,0.23604059721205645,0.0,0.1743951573453393,0.12084194774657125,0.0,0.3521662853754629,0.11259365887050513,0.18812974544085775,0.11084874978460936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197578561357424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055221301401603966,0.0,0.10486146848776394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057059209592076436,0.0,0.0,0.09160256192591024,0.08734749761491445,0.0,0.0,0.21627579544284303,0.0,0.0,0.09783326725885484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320307517427374,0.0,0.10954939909882874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002052941733109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428053980253364,0.10671176963682036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033398448704288,0.0,0.11072469420576486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100608715683125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423168719767307,0.1054784567372688,0.0,0.0,0.10700541065719812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630812716810025,0.148010915162341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042560286099032,0.07571444307184594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110873713929716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234339309862773,0.0,0.10924241040910387,0.0,0.06996455201845303,0.0,0.10783451962393242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702850628372832,0.0994232822262778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068400588261027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253569836045147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460284298535926,0.0,0.17443505553042948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255616861170378,0.0699791882127829,0.0,0.08670280835788542,0.06368289451806558,0.1255241119501236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414836020830938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668808154108809,0.0,0.0,0.09819547335420248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795082597843883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Angeledge444555,2019/08/09,How bad is your forgetfulness? And how do you combat this! I’m fucking up at work and it’s stressing me tf out.,-1.3562499999999993,0.5824425416666692,1.5,94.995,102.75,4.066666666666666,18.5,5.985473137389443,-0.16929999999999978,87,3,20,1,4,30,22,24,0.314,0.6859999999999999,0.0,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532204516604516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501815527319287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6217825963848913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951693327813097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CleanExplanation,2019/08/09,"Understanding how ADHD impacts memory Hi. I’m a spouse of someone with ADHD and I wanted to reach out to see if anyone here could support me in understanding how ADHD impacts memory. I’ve done a lot of reading on the internet that seems to imply that ADHD impacts working memory, but I’m wondering if it can have other impacts as well. My husband has trouble remembering conversations we have had, being invited to events, or the information of something he read a day or two before. I’ve also noticed that there seems to be gaps from his childhood (e.g. not remembering watching a certain show that all his siblings are certain they would watch together) Is anyone else with ADHD impacted this way?",6.508142361111113,8.118806515625002,7.65666666666667,65.49944444444445,65.875,10.06388888888889,36.09722222222222,10.25414643259724,4.310611805555556,566,28,84,14,9,192,89,128,0.063,0.893,0.044000000000000004,-0.5334,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,2,3,28,22,10,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,7,4,15,16,2,7,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,8,3,63,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.716861753692663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540212689648916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668311003455558,0.12223433446200176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151334246093033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524930573684444,0.0,0.0,0.0769369853992284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208270955778172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965771075879992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014224250568529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582093643046794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865946524838305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702815082294883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506462139226668,0.21720783421477025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108034143693052,0.09184100461719663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537733143211927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653627311497965,0.24838570340277144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036472633425132,0.09469276220895326,0.0,0.0,0.1072627337348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937299459565882,0.08684996372704665,0.0,0.0,0.08474548498715108,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_LifeL3SS,2019/08/09,"How the heck am I supposed to manage my life when I always fail due to easy mistakes? I had the most typical ADHD struggle this week. It started out with me accidentally double booking myself one of the days. I have a summer class that is 6pm-9:50pm every Tuesday and Thursday yet I scheduled another one-day class a couple weeks in advance on a thursday from 4:30pm-9pm. The one-day class is held in a place an hour away next to where my grandparents live so I called them and planned to stay the night and they were super excited I was going to visit. I realized I double booked myself at the start of the week but then I decided I would ask my teacher on tuesday if I could miss class on thursday because of my other class. Well tuesday rolls around and I finish my work shift at 4pm and had 2 hours before my class. I started playing video games then watching YouTube and suddenly it was 10pm and I realized I completely forgot to go to my class. So then I had to cancel my one day class and cancel with my grandparents (which I was looking forward to visiting oof). Wednesday comes around and I have a therapist appointment at 4pm which of course I completely forget about until I was about to go to bed that night. So now I owe $100 for missing appointments (I missed the last one too and it's a $50 fee per appt missed). Then on thursday I get off work and I go home to eat before my 6pm class and I see I have an email from the teacher saying I had been forcibly withdrawn from the class for being absent too many times. When in reality the only class I missed was the Tuesday one earlier in the week, I was 30 min late another day which I guess I was counted absent for, and I left early another day because it was just a study/practice day with no lecture. But I decide I'm not going down without a fight because I paid $600ish for the class, there was only a week and a half left, my current grade was at a B, AND I had to cancel on my grandparents to go. So I show up to class and I'm Instantly handed surveys from 5 other students to fill out, except I forgot to bring a pencil/pen of course, so I can't fill any of them out and more people keep handing me surveys. My anxiety was already through the roof because of the potential confrontation and then I have all these people handing me surveys that I dont have a pencil to fill out, and I realize that they were all handmade and I never made one for my project so I just pocket these random surveys and leave the classroom and drive home. Ls were taken, but I found the song OKAY by poortracy so I'll survive. Anyone have any similar struggles?",4.563201409596097,5.284997453510438,5.4857012740580124,82.5512409867173,69.72106261859582,8.148094334507997,30.427161832474926,8.238735603445708,2.144926202222825,2066,81,406,28,35,679,239,527,0.084,0.88,0.035,-0.9618,5,0,0,0,1,0,42.0,0,0,4,7,23,16,2,2,33,1,34,5,3,2,3,63,66,42,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,16,32,1,4,6,7,3,16,6,11,1,6,27,8,68,5,67,36,6,93,0,6,3,0,12,28,1,4,50,283,84,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422218412686267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651691842954894,0.0,0.06523550944767707,0.0,0.0,0.10663007804478668,0.2466293291713821,0.059976179781782914,0.0,0.0,0.05481946335494306,0.0,0.0,0.139586161376139,0.07329389872032498,0.0,0.0736598651189683,0.0,0.0,0.19116890629687333,0.0,0.13342612847480384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005569204989084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753510206512077,0.1644028977827115,0.0,0.0,0.06259643213536842,0.08674867922215433,0.0,0.3539329261867571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188482029383448,0.0,0.0,0.08022330008795996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605581571280203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859621186029848,0.0,0.0,0.04096103349768421,0.0,0.26734091826644163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636700679846303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572842189093845,0.0,0.15441743041359715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968598048100091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390688412688683,0.08843919639357847,0.08301482579576627,0.17036477902037594,0.0,0.05537660269105745,0.0,0.0,0.06922909156891748,0.0,0.06583668736309645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418446343096435,0.0,0.07948581729062343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060467310808130476,0.0,0.08337983769085305,0.1471471456394392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718835283674005,0.11925424983224167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087060918332474,0.0,0.08191185202014227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062347236708436435,0.0,0.0,0.062475060321134236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647686523263472,0.0835645180246798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392248279856536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910290412388828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045715971080437234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31444082252304995,0.0,0.07049147897662061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557529923315391,0.0,0.1141530180895866,0.0,0.0,0.055693476805312725,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idunnodoiblood,2019/08/09,"Ritalin / tongue going crazy! So I’ve started on Ritalin today and it’s not having the desired effect at all (I’ve also been naughty and taken more than I was supposed to) bit even with a higher dose it’s having no effect...other than my tongue jumping around my mouth like crazy, as soon as I stop concentrating on it it’s rubbing up against my teeth and it’s getting quite sore! Has anyone else experienced this or similar?",3.7358003442340784,5.719178277108438,4.957177280550777,80.64096385542172,73.4578313253012,7.152495697074013,27.5197934595525,7.957251820313856,1.9013697074010327,339,13,61,5,7,112,60,83,0.174,0.7959999999999999,0.03,-0.8717,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,2,1,1,11,9,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,12,6,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261374439886498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853466074073706,0.33488698569130443,0.0,0.2909575731127734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568254619071183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303351798659464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158752412874286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707608086816331,0.0,0.18575113751890115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596778873148115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476353828088533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133957411430345,0.0,0.0,0.2732535126191923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30980682659928216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the-anywhere-man,2019/08/09,"My spinny chair was replaced My old chair was big and black. The new one was small, blue and crooked. I sat on the new one for a whole day without realizing my comfy chair was replaced, only until my mom asked how was my new chair. :/",4.441631205673758,4.829224510638298,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,69.85106382978725,7.117730496453903,26.30496453900709,6.42735559955562,0.822551773049645,180,5,39,1,3,57,30,47,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,6,0,4,1,1,9,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,6,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843369629419266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758514298629991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861790540894032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7079824947976782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564035823704336,0.0,0.33115494296285825,0.18583872302876786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728073693719055,0.0,0.2355440937620853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mcubed1220,2019/08/09,"Newly diagnosed with ADHD and just started taking Wellbutrin (day 5) and I am incrediably grouchy. Bruproion XL, 150 mg. Today I found myself being much more volatile than usual and wonder if it's just a reaction to stress at work, the fact that I'm really tired, or maybe there is something funky going on with my meds. Thoughts?",4.977049180327867,7.124842114754102,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,70.47540983606558,7.50295081967213,28.593442622950818,8.238735603445708,2.1476268852459017,263,10,45,4,5,83,55,61,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.8516,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,13,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,6,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972230774085017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949691449640016,0.0,0.0,0.2510182589963018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711667710582129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405541083215606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845991167391002,0.0,0.2747098328331931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818040688068209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843552654634174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903942139750047,0.0,0.0,0.17504995120590772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28329707481248484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594916783908608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963394990595392,0.0,0.2842507841089942,0.23442452544961426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272381164798416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682012214293748,0.18004736170397365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cietdoke,2019/03/22,"Phases of depression Been diagnosed with ADHD for about 19 years. Would always find myself going through phases of fixating on bad things in my past or irrational paranoid thoughts until i realized it might be depression. It's like i know they are delusional and not true, but i can't seem to shake them sometimes. For the longest time, I would get into this phase and would try to find a reason why i felt so horrible (hence the irrational thoughts). Now, I just sit with it and say to myself ""damn im just super depressed and this sucks"" which makes the peak of depression time significantly shorter. Does anyone else experience these phases of extreme depression lows or even phases of super happy highs? Or maybe ways of calming down those thoughts?",7.147393790849669,8.484372742647064,6.615098039215687,74.55016339869283,64.22058823529412,9.86797385620915,32.75816993464052,9.994966539143718,3.385621895424837,607,24,100,13,9,188,95,136,0.259,0.61,0.131,-0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,6,16,2,1,4,0,8,1,0,2,1,30,18,10,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,5,2,11,6,20,8,0,16,0,6,0,0,3,6,2,5,7,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925984737742346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102648741854362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926590637664004,0.13577946759205506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064627462705792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706840820521974,0.1345021051704987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596664010541125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070106421268497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752631956660288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962718858927955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723723353019198,0.0,0.2422365259786321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923473493757493,0.0,0.07531254314010175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106695709024403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400116315392379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314124863140845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282795318634931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474117971790813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845621834092557,0.0,0.13313127620373388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057974145298413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650260243796346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362496881208464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538294664471497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063862504881133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106283751192432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880384978661689,0.0,0.0,0.31561141476985033,0.15454361718421286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899704377571857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518593563864513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957610493540395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28240911728356194,0.0,0.0,0.08533669185055533 adhd,myballsdue,2019/03/22,"Is over sharing an ADD thing? What the title says, I over share A LOT. I find in the moment not thinking much of it but then later find myself cringing.",-0.4016129032258071,1.80842238709678,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,99.32258064516131,2.4800000000000004,15.877419354838713,3.1291,-1.114811612903226,118,3,24,0,5,38,27,31,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7407907634360467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344532986667172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979087755734305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32227474028819625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26923316284594895,0.25967079762368217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EyER0lLs,2019/03/22,"New Dr didnt want me back on Adderall. I'm pissed off. Fucking Dr I knew by his last name that he wouldn't want to me on Adderall. I left saying oh well there's always some crystal meth or someone out there selling some addys. 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In third grade I was an energetic kid long story short, was diagnosed. Was force fed it from third probably until sixth grade when I started spitting it out. Once I hit a certain age I guess puberty it started, excuse my French, making my nuts tight and giving me awful diarrhea so you better believe I tried getting off of it. I think at this point I went from focalin to some kind of generic adderal and really it helped but I was also getting older so I knew how to manage symptoms more like getting up earlier knowing I would have the stomach aches shakes or whatever other weird problems. Eventually I convinced my parents to let me stop taking it and then was old enough to choose not to. I’m 23 now and last year I reenrolled in school and am finding myself falling back into these bad habits which leads me to wonder if I’ve just been ignoring a tool or however else you would describe medication that could really benefit me because of my prejudice towards it? I’m wanting to hear more from the people that really kind of got forced to start taking it as a kid vs the people who had the mature sit down in highschool but please feel free to leave any tip on how you maybe manage without medication or your experience before and after starting medication!! Anything would be helpful even just typing it out and getting the thoughts out there help thanks for reading! 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I showed up to work on time! I filled my medications AND took them on time! I got a booklet to keep track of my finances! And I'm actually using it! I washed my laundry for the first time in a month! A lot of these things seem really little, but as a college student with severe ADHD-I, getting these things done can feel like huge, impossible tasks. But I finally did it! I got them all done! I hope I can keep the ball rolling.",0.8559034267912757,3.1365071682242984,2.8856308411214973,90.25561137071651,84.7943925233645,5.809657320872272,21.06619937694704,7.1686216300943375,0.6179227414330226,405,13,87,6,12,136,68,107,0.033,0.825,0.142,0.8824,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,1,2,17,19,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,17,3,12,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,9,59,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.16494673224705111,0.0,0.2031385463530445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459482114460941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093105014156462,0.12075348091623372,0.0,0.1851616726808029,0.0,0.14377494464279367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831003949807284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055608736736907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788272590271644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004793172070254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257843614473664,0.16941024230960444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143701375387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027770729214098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491636261809406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082835250678367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387654408815868,0.0,0.1909532813119401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224589094792444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956843761303837,0.0,0.1602185730143941,0.0,0.18779608464624467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598573301001394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305423808319622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884834952791077 adhd,astonesthrowaway__,2019/03/22,"I never know how to answer my doctors questions because I can't even pay attention to myself Pretty much as the title says. I'm really bad at paying attention to how I'm doing, which sounds so weird, I'm the only Me, how can I not know? Like how ny sleep has been, if I've been drinking waylter, even what I do in my free time. Its as if I never really know whats going on with myself =/",1.50357142857143,2.873053642857143,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,78.04761904761905,6.704761904761906,20.333333333333336,7.447530270364453,0.642233333333333,302,7,64,4,7,108,56,84,0.125,0.7829999999999999,0.092,-0.4114,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,4,2,17,14,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,1,3,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,10,3,9,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995669646759642,0.14570090453139947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446412735269778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341430294687057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315733394260955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583734009262555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39406804096977865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677031847111513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757030187138754,0.0,0.36868514027670496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178115266075875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431634798079941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677507274705385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062373737663035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007377212998236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391869226294377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937116588629975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,covfefetamine,2019/03/22,"What are my skills? I'm filling out a job application and they want to know. Fuck if I know what I'm good at when you put me on the spot like this. What do you say when 'nothing' isn't a good answer?",0.10433333333333293,1.4300456000000032,2.1708333333333343,99.53625000000004,81.8888888888889,5.388888888888888,17.916666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.6786666666666665,152,3,41,1,4,51,35,45,0.07400000000000001,0.716,0.21,0.6662,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,4,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,3,24,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30795906996890343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588014257953751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305648293464539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661421330390872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274296201025787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31963243247767353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348721690025577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649060915642523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964796154054904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrendoJay,2019/03/22,"forgot an important password i forgot my email password three days after making it and i use it for important stuff and now im locked out and it doesnt let me reset the password since i apparently dont give enough info to confirm my identity and i just dont know what to do about this ",2.831016949152541,4.613252440677968,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,75.4406779661017,7.431864406779661,25.359322033898305,8.238735603445708,1.6744006779661018,230,8,45,4,5,78,40,59,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,6,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488563050859812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356308486509167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801965678680843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26013605124611483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929158508494442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903084943833705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27729511024981834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810116140943816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431900499724275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104308328897362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342083864888349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SodTiwaz,2019/03/22,"Finally got my diagnosis Not looking for karma just so elated...excited...relieved. I've been lurking, watching *How to ADHD* on YouTube ([shoutout to Jessica](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-nPM1_kSZf91ZGkcgy_95Q/featured)), listening to podcasts for 3+ years. I tried to find a psychologist and repeatedly got told that none of them had openings...I lost my PCP due to insurance changes but my wife made me an appointment at the start of the year. Yesterday I went in and I didn't even know what to say...I was nervous, I feared what basically everyone in here fears, ""You don't have ADD you're just lazy"". She asked why I came in today and while I haven't been to a doctor in a couple of years I just laid it out, I'm here because I'm pretty sure I have ADHD. I had a folder of things I'd been collecting since I initially ""discovered"" ADD, I had school records, print outs of performance reviews, job history, an online adult ADHD test result (6/6 and 10/12 positive hits fwiw). She glanced at it and started asking questions. At one point she literally laughed out loud while reading a question ""do you often find yourself fidget....."" at that point in time I was spinning my wedding ring while tapping my foot at 300 bpm. I expected this to be drawn out with me taking notes I'd forget to take, going to therapy for months to make sure I'm not just after a fix. I left the office and it felt like a literal weight was lifted off my shoulders. I'm just going to stop now because nobody is going to make it this far...but seriously I'm so happy to finally have a diagnosis. I picked up my first prescription yesterday and immediately started taking them. Didn't eat dinner last night and I have cotton mouth like nobody's business...I'm not sure if they're doing anything but honestly I don't even care, I know I'm closer than I've ever been and that is just so exciting. TLDR: Self diagnosed by friends with ADHD 5+ years ago, 3 years ago I started trying to get a diagnosis but...never followed through. Yesterday I picked up my first prescription and I want to cry I'm so happy.",4.092898154477105,6.067301037593987,5.243249031670082,79.00633629528366,72.45864661654136,8.345135566188201,29.384142173615857,9.0124134603493,2.620058646616541,1650,69,301,35,33,545,214,399,0.07200000000000001,0.79,0.139,0.9855,2,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,0,2,2,4,18,17,0,3,14,0,24,8,3,7,4,54,62,21,0,3,12,1,2,2,1,0,2,3,0,2,12,19,3,1,7,1,0,6,9,5,0,3,20,8,38,12,48,40,1,60,1,1,3,0,18,22,0,4,34,177,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072780580093765,0.0,0.15020208071936253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971907930197603,0.0,0.1584074759642479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329162610412457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689952578552544,0.08637983951487553,0.0,0.08962476063911738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937434053770904,0.09306326167832056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859911601921125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867166715129752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669187137218111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191631175344036,0.07663600064604577,0.0,0.08095560860684703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067186007346956,0.0,0.0,0.08134651362539265,0.185617864804798,0.154868950812364,0.14412917020375485,0.0,0.0,0.0654560934916986,0.0,0.04426380669156465,0.0,0.14444858584391165,0.0,0.13552002479737746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037652703775967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407362322448249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312211405126236,0.06905982890819069,0.0,0.0,0.09205082247296556,0.0,0.0,0.08278188879039297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114523618691983,0.0,0.09248419323479083,0.0,0.0,0.08016611077480018,0.11310533514253705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762438142252987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795059627849464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057409895648968284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017956070438066,0.0,0.0,0.0861928459513865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981630978848232,0.0,0.08474503890675393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737442387950192,0.0,0.08574330034054163,0.0,0.0,0.08838363991779617,0.0,0.0,0.07008300645787427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398669874607083,0.0,0.0,0.07083147915349447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395487634623817,0.0,0.19110145305576884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688711856298132,0.0,0.05628560655973421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494021447660992,0.0,0.08030665578472808,0.08095560860684703,0.0,0.11504150534930925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997129667288251,0.0,0.0,0.1031687080244354,0.0,0.07853824652587048,0.07644852830827292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27279131170043514 adhd,dangercat415,2019/03/22,"The spiral of missed responsibilities - taxes, bills, etc. I have an issue with procrastinating paying bills, taxes, etc if I miss them. It's like I'm frightened of staring the truth in the eye and I get VERY nervous when I miss bills and don't want to look. This seems to make the problem worse of course... then late fees pile up, etc. Do you think this is associated with ADHD? If so how do you guys deal with this problem. I get this aching in the pit of my stomach and feel like I almost want to vomit so I just keep avoiding the issue.",2.8866666666666667,4.5996765555555585,4.058518518518522,87.33833333333334,75.1111111111111,5.911111111111111,21.259259259259263,6.42735559955562,0.17510370370370376,420,10,89,3,9,137,67,108,0.23800000000000002,0.7,0.062,-0.9512,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,2,7,0,5,3,2,2,1,22,19,10,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,3,0,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,11,3,13,19,3,6,0,3,3,0,5,3,0,4,5,55,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586374406029584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152756703674213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659800238969586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573118844111188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661208468319155,0.12237344480414898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789895191786028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960934489381696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575757195770734,0.0,0.15225519322515432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322863569743165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737252824340454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384496690127285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143409879699494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278130656012888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559408692134355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097591549222435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133661773088446,0.20206889178185114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456461370610482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Liwly,2019/03/22,"Depression vs ADHD *Not seeking for diagnosis, just opinions* I'm already waiting for my appointment and in the mean time all I do is analise myself what's wrong with me. That includes browsing reddit and searching for people talking about problems related to my own. I've had the idea that I might have a dopamine related depression but once I've started browsing this subreddit I found myself relatable to people with ADHD, so here I'm posting to find people who dealt or are dealing with the feelings I go through. So about my situation, everything started once I've realised that something was wrong with me and that was not just my personality. It seems as if it's getting worse the longer I stay untreated. Basically, I have no desires, no excitement for life, no more hobbies, whenever I think about my future all I see is the upcoming struggles I'll have to deal with and nothing more, recently I've noticed that I've lost the nostalgia feeling, all my past memories seem disappointing. My day consists of frustrating attempts to do something, chores and activity I used to like such as video games. I can't focus on any tasks, short moment later my mind gets flooded with thoughts of doing something that brings joy and pleasure and I have to quit the task or take a break. Basically everything is boring and whenever I ask myself what'd I like to do - I get no response. I have a hard time getting up in the mornings, so basically I tend to overlseep it. I often skip classes because of that, not to mention what of a struggle it is to study in this condition. The only activity I'm capable of doing is watching TV, youtube and movies or browsing reddit. If a movie or a show is interesting I can focus on it the whole time. If I had to describe my condition in short, I'd simply say that I can't create and feel the sense of motivation. Now what I don't understand if it's depression or ADHD. I don't want to harm myself or end my life, I have hope and I don't cry about it. So then I thought maybe it's ADHD, since I'm that person who's in public and has to know every face around, I struggle with the idea where I should focus my sight by not looking weird to bypassing people when I'm walking somewhere. But then again I'm not forgetful and I never miss my schedules. Anyone can relate to any of this? What is it in your opinion? 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Didn't work at all. Started 20 mg xr three days ago, and I've felt more like a human than I have in forever. Im a major over thinker, and it's pretty easy for me to cruise through weeks at a time mostly in my head and zoned out. I've felt really grounded and less burdened about the intrusive thoughts I've struggled with. I've also felt a lot less self conscious. Like I can just go and talk to people without my brain overloading me with a million micro worries about what others are thinking about me. I'm really hoping that these effects are lasting, or that they'll at least help me with my therapy so I can work through some issues I've had. &#x200B; Anyways, how has yalls experience with adderall xr been and has your tolerance for it increased over time?",4.893264966740574,5.769940067073172,5.2623503325942345,83.88885809312642,69.0609756097561,7.914855875831485,31.98226164079823,8.00094639256281,2.2238975609756086,657,28,128,8,11,209,104,164,0.047,0.8220000000000001,0.131,0.9121,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,3,9,5,0,1,6,0,11,2,2,2,1,29,22,10,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,7,3,13,3,25,14,10,25,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,5,13,84,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583479078812732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653400513997285,0.0,0.1578899623931971,0.17706844504267014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267418859347185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397877535472056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425442911706102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197485449183903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828172946971531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495530365973901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767453107760103,0.0,0.0,0.14473504277563198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740500157023113,0.15209613584082615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878305700974084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238503006770473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388781872449806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010254378690812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825188385691274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867067686483875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520200542784554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309428807927305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523405020089874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171259990225193,0.0,0.0,0.1666460561765334,0.0,0.0,0.0933729133318827,0.0,0.11568716381526775,0.16994359444348564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233779147008867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047101810684473,0.0,0.2121750205916335,0.14798798597155388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706844504267014,0.0 adhd,Lalalalethal,2019/03/22,"I am now a professional at e-mail etiquette Instead of writing my paper I got sucked into reading about professional e-mail etiquette even though I'm certain my current e-mails are fine. I was just concerned about whether or not to reply and down the rabbit hole I went (for 2 hours!); didn't even stop to pee... &nbsp; Now to try to shift my focus -- Any tips on this would be appreciated! &nbsp; **TL,DR:** Tried to look up one question, now have a masters degree in e-mailing. 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I failed the written test 5 times (once at 18 and 4 times in a row at 27), so it took me quite a bit to get over myself and got my permit on my 6th try. It is rather embarassing, considering my age and all. I haven't had very much experience behind the wheel though. Luckily, my SO is pushing me to get my license and we have recently found a car that I really can see myself in, so I have some motivation at least. My main problem, though, is my poor depth perception, along with my debilitating anxiety. I second-guess myself a lot, too, and am very terrified of dealing with traffic. I live in a popular city in Oregon and the traffic here is panic-inducing. I have ridden in the passengers seat for quite a while now and can say that the drivers here are downright inconsiderate and will tailgate you if you go the speed limit. That gives me really bad anxiety, since I like to take my time, especially when learning new things. I am afraid to deal with all of the rules, too. There are simply way too many of them for me to keep track. I know it is probably way less complicated than I am thinking, but I can't help but wonder if I will get pulled over for something stupid that I should've known. Fellow ADHDers, how do I overcome this fear of driving? What helped you pass your driving test? What if you get a strict instructor? Is it safe to bring up how anxious you are to them? Sorry for all of the questions and stuff. This is just a *huge* obstacle that I need to overcome and I am planning on possibly getting my license within a few weeks or so. 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My health insurance stopped covering adderall, which I’ve been on for 6+ years, but they might cover Ritalin. Anyone have experience switching or know how the two compare? Alternatively- are there other substitutes you all suggest? Note: I’m currently breastfeeding and the adderall was approved for use with breastfeeding and hasn’t seemed to have an effect on her. I’m not sure if Ritalin would also be approved for use while breastfeeding. Thanks!",6.3883604336043325,9.992539109756102,5.9511382113821165,68.62380758807589,72.53658536585365,9.985907859078592,37.15989159891599,9.994966539143718,5.160694850948509,405,23,55,13,9,125,64,82,0.044000000000000004,0.818,0.13699999999999998,0.8804,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,4,2,19,16,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,8,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484319122823128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784972180570692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28068714417990576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26279599992874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855675489905918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764568288996247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850003469713146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445732908717319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460748912909936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25320402231833417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473412964259577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624367571703303,0.0,0.0,0.4640630754239651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084470157125735,0.0,0.0,0.1730049190261628 adhd,wineinmybladder,2019/03/22,"Adderall and everyday life Im 17 years old and take 1 adderall xr 30mg mon-fri for school which helps me a lot for school work and my social life. But more recently when im at home i dont have any motivation to play games like i normmally can do for hours on end. I just end up looking to play something and just feel like im never in the ""mood"" to play anything at all. Its been like this for about a week now where i get home from school, watch youtube/hang out with friends, then go to bed. Any ideas on how to ""motivate"" myself to play games again?",3.1927564102564108,3.785842923076924,3.930844017094017,92.92908653846158,72.76068376068376,7.559401709401709,24.881410256410252,7.645422480735847,0.8208128205128209,430,12,104,5,8,137,80,117,0.017,0.789,0.193,0.9569,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,3,2,17,10,8,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,3,6,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,7,8,20,9,3,22,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,1,16,55,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741752998066575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944824558870773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701177997591556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571242908351637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339353040331255,0.10369706692366897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214456084264764,0.0,0.07583625752549551,0.0,0.08249358391596956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972927473104243,0.0,0.2911998431529529,0.0,0.14294610046805709,0.0,0.0,0.1638596497280921,0.4703692418344673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050511886036034,0.2127427272749073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189165045788194,0.0,0.0,0.12340357418686752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195065560488884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231326648732094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332070946657924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407066286246723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796482542601402,0.0,0.11174558506485728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913671229121448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643268324630927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056728424301583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347353384666902 adhd,bluehood380,2019/03/22,"The feels!!! My boss complimented me! And I just wanted to share cause I feel like I’ve been working pretty hard and have been feeling like I’m learning *very* slowly. Too slowly. But he said I’m doing a good job! I’m just... so happy right now. Just wanted to share this moment!",-0.8856168831168816,0.85683946428572,1.1454545454545446,95.91772727272728,109.71428571428572,2.7506493506493506,12.233766233766234,4.851557810540192,-1.3211214285714283,214,4,44,1,11,70,40,56,0.021,0.59,0.389,0.9729,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,13,4,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,7,2,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,22,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630763654552846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884624517005732,0.36590343072444936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147972786141732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726140096662334,0.22940755283822584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541311545442537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502266010052295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605369747964217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187006181266805,0.2436015231758833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113021881401155,0.3020986328529015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643755665751388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nihlpile,2019/03/22,"Working doubles? Hey, guys long-time lurker here. I work in Nursing and am going to be switching to 16 hour shifts on the weekends. Due to me needing to be medicated to do my job properly Im going to be taking four 15mg doses of Adderall IR throughout my shifts. Does anybody have any experience with taking stimulant medication that frequently? I do fairly well taking it at my current frequency (twice daily at 15mg) but Im worried about how its going to affect me taking what is essentially double the medication for two days out of the week. Any input or tips would be very much appreciated. :)",4.72981317600787,6.662942964601773,6.536755162241893,70.56013765978372,70.68141592920355,8.56204523107178,31.13962635201573,9.150863307647796,3.0898641101278272,477,21,78,10,9,165,82,113,0.024,0.8809999999999999,0.096,0.8546,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,3,0,10,18,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,1,17,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,53,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165399471591434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036208365343192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618418910098182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222630876797594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653274495323302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408835524463504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325444096119414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336192802586177,0.0,0.15442892633922062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771888220396333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703126045788837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439867172186753,0.11539032457217277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680277608347995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520182150409818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840287176172938,0.0,0.0,0.12482904900586865,0.0,0.13992114975821404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658655728818825,0.1580397549523289,0.0,0.11054804668258313,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bulldoggamer,2019/03/22,Well just got fired Just got fired from my job. Pretty sad about it because I worked my ass off and loved it. I lasted about 5 months here. I didn't work fast enough for them so I was let go out of the blue. Fuck my life.,-1.1019727891156457,0.8557498571428575,0.11744897959183832,108.76624149659864,91.24489795918369,3.2666666666666666,10.207482993197278,3.1291,-2.3146353741496606,169,1,46,0,6,52,39,49,0.281,0.569,0.15,-0.8442,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,3,8,2,7,3,1,6,0,1,1,3,2,2,2,0,3,28,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418892679016114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783032069519271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490031631827226,0.0,0.0,0.15307377232535907,0.0,0.4308362307633169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728125965744554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955040539913045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754213552356753,0.19024484977719586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430924755488761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498692642172132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740185513098962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421716063604815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921696659368004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,therealtrina,2019/03/22,How has medication helped you? I'm going to be taking meds for the first time and I'm so scared.. Are they worth it?,-1.3490000000000002,0.6326948000000029,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,101.0,4.1000000000000005,10.25,5.985473137389443,-1.4148,90,1,22,1,4,30,23,25,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577824312334422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905022676721546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819352997325643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467218273575609,0.4237342761716877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42111785144909936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31625678729655354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452691490220065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChickenMonger,2019/03/22,"Finally going to the doc because I'm upsetting friends and family Before I start, this is my first post on Reddit and I'm very glad to have found this community with people having similar experiences. My wife and I had a daughter almost a year ago and I think the new responsibilities have overwhelmed my brain (not to use her as an excuse, I love her very much.) But over the last few months, I've had these occurrences where I have so much on my mind that in the middle of conversations with friends or family, I get so wrapped up in a thought that I completely forget about the convo and walk away while they are talking. I don't think I've ever done this before but it understandably upsets them. So I hear things like ""Am I really that boring or do you have ADD?"" which they say sarcastically but it got me researching and I feel like maybe I should talk to a doctor about ADHD. ADHD would explain a lot of things that were difficult for me that seemed easy for others. For example, it took me 7 years to get an associate degree because I kept having to drop classes or else I'd fail them. My work performance has been terrible because I keep doing literally anything else but work. I have a bunch of incomplete house projects that I've started and haven't finished and I keep buying video games to try to get my mind off of things but I don't even unwrap them, and if I do, I get bored of them in 2 minutes (I used to love video games but maybe this is an age thing.) I've brought some of these motivation problems up to a doctor a few years ago which led to a couple of failed attempts at treating anxiety and depression. I don't really want to rely on meds but I've been eating well, exercising, writing to do lists (that never get close to accomplished) and I'm not sure what else to do. Is it possible for more symptoms to present themselves as more responsibilities pile up? The zoning out during conversation thing makes me feel terrible. &#x200B;",4.41542155623759,5.995782759162303,5.332058133237048,80.29589005235603,70.8848167539267,8.619750857555516,27.30853944755371,9.130062681391069,2.205202455316845,1562,54,301,32,29,511,197,382,0.136,0.779,0.085,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,6,9,9,22,0,3,18,0,30,8,1,5,3,61,63,28,0,5,13,2,2,2,2,2,4,2,0,0,26,16,1,3,10,5,1,5,7,12,1,1,12,4,40,10,47,49,9,42,0,4,0,2,26,17,0,9,20,204,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249669462481227,0.0,0.15673540496944213,0.0,0.08852710125991874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957892301093473,0.10742449849381587,0.0,0.0,0.0676313125085945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275164282782941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306153168353353,0.0,0.0,0.16167673679864525,0.0,0.15045613482758385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869174105714286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269333089999744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782095251027227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614504415773918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809771550712768,0.0,0.0904713221141927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046269866570501,0.2215587666070375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839216195059198,0.07996942877867871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647926505747076,0.1666849948205922,0.0,0.08940273477369537,0.06315816475949552,0.0,0.09684583286199716,0.0,0.07519917084904629,0.0,0.0969339982688458,0.13660646073615307,0.0,0.2309457243889282,0.0,0.05024388364235261,0.0,0.07070736259563562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996414081330562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201010914383214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716087088327346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206371708837665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863826439790789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516069163404497,0.15958200899169653,0.0,0.05901253305835449,0.0,0.17763395237616394,0.0,0.09820053672642333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853226260346708,0.0,0.07056583209304307,0.0,0.12997901787314695,0.0,0.06818512964143675,0.08538428335326081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129046310644976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966590308441801,0.08466971779468258,0.0,0.0,0.08459380889659958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132719100945434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030500217281814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048264986152602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515022840694828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332279701982735,0.09188899447676584,0.0,0.14211681480061825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936692786091809,0.11329560594680617,0.0,0.07018548986541467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822371964170147,0.06002272685858288,0.0,0.0,0.09203507631224622,0.0,0.15271097624718913,0.0,0.14589049778705565,0.052144892955951705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948874471843073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872307753354162,0.0,0.0,0.06280198152357702,0.0,0.10742449849381587,0.17079413217210382 adhd,Les1lesley,2019/03/22,"Is it a common ADHD trait to have so many crushes? My whole life, I’ve gotten crushes on nearly everyone I know, to some extent or another. I’m bi, so it’s literally everyone. New friend? Wonder if they’re a good kisser. Favourite teacher? They’re so dreamy. See that new Netflix comedy special? Funny people are so hot. I’m a middle aged, happily married, mother of three. And I still get these stupid school girl crushes all the time. Husband knows I would never act on anything, he actually thinks it’s a cute quirk of mine. Like, if I didn’t love everyone I met I wouldn’t be “me”. Is this just a “me” thing, or is endless infatuations an ADHD thing?",0.9485362517099852,3.5004394031007777,3.2856908344733284,85.02131326949387,89.07751937984496,5.825991792065665,22.316917464660282,7.285733465282438,1.1952258093935253,509,19,97,9,17,174,91,129,0.09300000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,7,0,9,3,0,0,2,15,20,9,0,4,5,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,10,6,7,14,4,12,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,6,8,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.16582304628173924,0.0,0.4084355247857097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818199330501816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983443587144348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871140858502548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128423380514598,0.0,0.08877920506420309,0.0,0.0,0.14252567968898153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867735262124355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002360161020448,0.08301715136855717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336464810420342,0.0,0.0,0.17227806699113185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105723482830134,0.32823074863743074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780513813375322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197395824668554,0.1354088439189898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570294502880875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225782271359954,0.10888157661111113,0.0,0.0,0.0990850870862127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971606164147695,0.0,0.0,0.18427725662788946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071039658500893,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,23525235352,2019/03/22,"Going Back to School and Getting Extra Time I was diagnosed with ADHD since I was a child but never reported it to my schools. I took Adderall on and off when I was younger and took Adderall and Vyvanse towards the end of my schooling too. I am in my late 20's and am in a career I hate. I'm going back to school this year to get a degree in a new field I'm really passionate about. I realized I'm probably going to have to take Adderall or Vyvanse for every exam I take and for studying. But my family and close friends have suggested that I also should get ""extra time."" I'm kind of surprised this is even a thing, but apparently it's really common at universities (including the one I am going to). Is this really something people with ADHD do? Should I do it? I often get really anxious and distracted when I take exams, even when I take my medication. But I have also been able to to decently well with just Adderall/Vyvanse... just maybe not as well as I could. Do you all have any advice? Is there any stigma with this from professors or other students at school?",3.8451232394366213,5.220031971830991,5.612203638497653,78.53689700704227,72.00469483568075,8.705281690140845,27.86649061032864,9.188382445141503,2.4480800469483563,842,31,158,18,16,289,106,213,0.055999999999999994,0.86,0.084,0.7073,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,17,8,1,1,7,0,20,3,0,0,2,29,39,21,0,3,9,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,10,13,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,2,2,1,6,0,22,6,29,30,3,28,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,3,13,124,32,11,0.10337493379301467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24847316325006905,0.10101678888601093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653377944118779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059699971355394,0.0,0.0,0.11678425068105475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897788626595286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253647293880212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492338177464842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155950803467083,0.0,0.0,0.13655633763613162,0.0,0.0870978402449502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745268744655072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986721741587254,0.0,0.2160365450552101,0.0,0.2350014286034174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206134534195486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076490857820219,0.0,0.0,0.11661142801370038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385401553056407,0.0,0.0,0.10413937020184233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797291218036931,0.09984015522727883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004953050246138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166716297403998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145566288382666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648985186170727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231047596142441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855128134806719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958307447617917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109003401724023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867771259616455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055751042780614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970671020227465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858929606207577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657006808236372 adhd,rockidol,2019/03/22,"How can I tell if my meds are working? I’ve gone through several different ADD medicines and with this newest one I still struggle to focus, I plan all this productive stuff but I soon as I sit down it’s more reddit browsing. Hell even when goofing off I’ll want to go to some link, see something else next to it and completely forget why I opened YouTube or whatever in the first place. It seems like it’s worse when I take nothing but I don’t know. Do I just need to keep trying different meds because these aren’t strong enough or do I need to do something else alongside meds.",3.708717948717952,5.1913797008547045,3.9022222222222247,90.24000000000002,72.5042735042735,7.2512820512820495,28.384615384615394,7.793537801064563,1.5752666666666664,463,18,97,6,9,143,81,117,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.077,-0.8039,3,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,7,4,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,22,17,11,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,1,11,2,12,16,4,15,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,8,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396285434148964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161378790007114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220888404626989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25752986517416665,0.0,0.0,0.1592687412532646,0.0,0.10180860246235728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311121601722408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760181854950749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700750316396565,0.0,0.0,0.08471180064248165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530545167992557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136473323404253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858702995164956,0.0,0.0,0.16393058255605691,0.0,0.0,0.14790233876760428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444985457361723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104442023134946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228303306566865,0.14032407486132015,0.0,0.17413532842588314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733037169367424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309711187658355,0.0,0.0,0.1611415231991507,0.17645443831356256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158947643366236,0.0,0.1347259297174923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465154454501524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091628910549084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908817589550293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221640191565707,0.0,0.15708273299609388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meggcellent,2019/03/22,"advice? :^) i take ap gov through flvs and lately i’ve been lacking any motivation at all. i tried to focus yesterday, but it didn’t seem to work. lately, my meds seem to have lost their effect on me? i’m kinda concerned because i really need to do work. i also have an ap bio lab due soon that i haven’t started yet. i’m really behind in all my school work and i’m really upset about it!! any help would be much appreciated :^)",0.3923333333333332,2.5365057888888924,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,85.55555555555556,6.266666666666668,17.88888888888889,7.554174236665415,0.4930222222222223,331,8,71,6,10,118,61,90,0.071,0.753,0.17600000000000002,0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,2,13,17,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,10,12,4,10,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,7,41,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856503138786121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193025717338607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25839147546717445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581257527718325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734237193757605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286207956383509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739014371129316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110295632584291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396602110788116,0.14087084092534738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365126136478656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922741039083436,0.0,0.3459088721169662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134471760149273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284443797531665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898676786089772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149321745897587,0.0,0.0,0.13495929018805775,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Quas94,2019/03/22,"ADHD and being social Quick rundown of me: I'm 24 years old, and have suspected that I have ADHD for a while but it all fell into place 3 months ago (when finally realised that i) I -did- indeed have it in spades, and ii) it was affecting many, many more areas of my life than I had previously believed), and I proceeded to get an official diagnosis and have been prescribed Dexamphetamine which has helped immensely in ways I couldn't have imagined. This post is mainly focusing on one part of that, though: I've gotten 50/50 splits on personality tests when it comes to introversion/extroversion all my life, but in the past year have begun to sway towards extroversion (70/30 split). I think intrinsically I am definitely an extrovert - I have a hard preference for being in the company of others (especially people I am familiar and comfortable with) - it was surely the social anxiety (with which I am making large strides) holding me back. I really want to work on the whole social aspect of my life - however, a lot of the time I simply just don't -want- to talk to people who I don't know well. I think it's really got to do with the fact that I don't enjoy thinking out of my comfort zone - with people I'm familiar with, it's easy. I know what the relationship is like, I know what topics would sit well with them and make the conversation flow. But when it comes to strangers or mild acquaintances, it's -work-. Making small talk, figuring out what our areas of shared interest are. At the end of the day, it really comes down to not wanting to do work, hey... When I'm on dexies, though, all of that goes away - the social anxiety, the million extraneous doubts and thoughts that drive the anxiety - and I'm left just itching to make conversation with anyone and everyone I come across. There's no awkwardness, there's no lulls where I'm desperately trying to figure out what I should say next, it just comes completely naturally. And I can tell that the other parties are genuinely enjoying the conversation, too. Unfortunately the side effects of dexies are too much for me to handle. I need 15mg for it to have a noticeable effect, and it just absolutely kills my appetite and prevents me from sleeping for the next 18 hours or more. As a result, I take it just once or twice a week, tops. This post was kind of just a stream of consciousness rant, really, and I don't have an exact outcome in mind. I guess it's for the general reason anyone posts in this subreddit - looking for others who share this experience, and I'll be very interested if anyone has managed to come up with strategies to deal with it. Although apart from meditation and sleeping better, it really does seem like people like us just have to ""deal with it""...",7.628355481727574,7.36654529069768,8.016522702104094,70.41139534883725,63.14728682170543,11.712513842746404,33.351052048726466,11.20814326018867,3.744842414174971,2174,77,394,56,28,718,254,516,0.079,0.804,0.11699999999999999,0.9778,1,0,0,1,0,0,78.0,2,0,1,7,22,19,1,2,28,0,39,6,3,9,6,94,72,32,1,9,15,0,1,3,0,2,4,1,0,1,40,36,0,2,17,0,0,9,8,3,2,3,9,3,37,16,71,57,10,66,0,0,1,0,24,29,0,8,26,278,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711949176324673,0.0,0.06532076962069774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691154357005917,0.0,0.0,0.15457499066920766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923315349840949,0.056662220677494005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302216370212387,0.0,0.0651718496761022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808588093600419,0.07726141664385668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047523248665146144,0.15194005419675166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448565879975066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526649927530674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041290818322922,0.0,0.07208189050696796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807225953617368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849941233286885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893575026647145,0.0,0.08117663844779949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601078639185094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493921208393276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256872956112383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152585730047819,0.07673565673287888,0.12149248790833925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006321269792126,0.0,0.15614596204343886,0.10800203287223337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061880122569791286,0.0,0.0,0.06264767330287559,0.0,0.0,0.19675166959960946,0.14941797084586733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440478938154807,0.0,0.05881778226356934,0.0,0.05416982515004636,0.05463939058032672,0.0,0.0,0.15673797643261694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389530864024301,0.07732411173230806,0.07847628064813306,0.049933510237333695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979790498224458,0.07034439948143642,0.2043464383201908,0.06434231098268589,0.07698922357637007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117208092579048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360350025964013,0.07576446891750001,0.0,0.07911430845035622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586003762329087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708361306231976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748424781606898,0.3004662419118947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945092245552865,0.0,0.05540488711142642,0.118456703775748,0.06440735239168006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165062788203206,0.1447979533106799,0.0585007607580227,0.0429685940644727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002993055589404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863868163731782,0.0,0.0,0.06080106532187241,0.13039087908704775,0.058490824171163476,0.05910879607706066,0.0,0.13251035354018134,0.0,0.0,0.0822710327043493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093920503937842,0.0,0.0,0.05234648505389946,0.0,0.0,0.0949064798078528 adhd,wolffanghameha,2019/03/22,"DA know an app that lets you have linked alarms? I've decided that the best way to combat my chronic lateness might be to start using alarms for every stage of getting ready. It's one thing to set 8 or 9 alarms, it's another thing to have to update them every time my work shifts change. I was wondering if there are any apps that let you have multiple alarms that are always spaced a certaim distance from each other?",7.898493975903616,6.434390144578316,7.145873493975905,80.78820783132531,63.216867469879524,10.227710843373494,31.59337349397591,8.841846274778883,2.2936771084337337,334,9,67,4,4,103,63,83,0.128,0.794,0.077,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,2,1,5,0,4,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,9,15,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,6,1,8,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,4,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832518254849715,0.0,0.0,0.14976625934825075,0.2309339150381951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112135860730865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329777278623975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37111226434059424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506285803166945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103451317858828,0.0,0.248432859967866,0.0,0.0,0.4504071311728844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336328267526128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923584676527726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588232908318408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29262656065427395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128419862514105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021094053917847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481101632338647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238833720154472,0.16033253305328946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thesilentclam,2019/03/22,"Thank you all I want to thank this group for being so helpful, thoughtful, and **most importantly supportive**. When I first joined I was confused, scared, and felt 'not normal'. After reading the first few posts I have never related harder to so many of you I felt like crying. **I was not the only one**. Today is my first day trying medication and I am very excited to grow into a healthier version of myself that I know is in there deep down, and own it with pure confidence. Thank you everyone. To those who are considering following this sub, you have found the right place. And congratulations on taking the first step towards understanding yourself. 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Honestly, I can't take it any more.I can't concentrate at all throughout EVERY prayer.I'm open for suggestions.",2.878333333333334,5.948566370370372,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,89.0,7.1444444444444475,28.972222222222207,8.07648339933343,2.7424888888888894,120,6,21,3,4,36,23,27,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7693731511954996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766157168937048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42532624258256935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Indy_Cro,2019/03/22,"Obsessive direct attention. A good percent of the time my mind is going 100mph all over the place, I'm doing multiple things at once and constantly forgetting a lot that should be relatively easy to remember. Then there is another side that Ive started acting on more often. I'll become obsessive with a topic, task or idea and I can't let it go. The point where I'll stay up until all hours of the night with it. Be it reading, building or working on something. It ends up being the only thing I think about. I find it interesting that the two ways my mind works are almost polar opposite. Who else deals with this? 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I can usually manage that because I know it's the medication, and by focusing on repetitive stuff, like my pulse or breathing. While most of the time this works, I've found this community to be awesome at coming up with ways to deal with everyday ADHD issues and might have a better way. So, how do you guys do it?",6.4087058823529395,6.600744223529414,7.421176470588236,72.13529411764708,65.58823529411765,11.03529411764706,34.64705882352941,10.793553405168565,3.804458823529412,349,15,65,9,5,118,64,85,0.068,0.825,0.107,0.6712,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,4,1,3,0,14,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,12,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685579749529088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380373679279997,0.20384770318911344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999555469732497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958597549100478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554345035935358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602741740224105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784495505788646,0.0,0.0,0.09427331437585727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357331203874634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833420179885396,0.0,0.1603848288116722,0.0,0.0,0.09916601157319906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881546754546441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453279351472554,0.0,0.19142007509414632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227193152440173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206562518317784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521697685941736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987309842494996,0.0,0.0,0.28645236490965376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136366983905498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anotsooldguy,2019/03/22,"? About Ritalin: Is this normal? I am a 54yr old male. When I was 42 I was diagnosed with ADHD, and was prescribed Strattera, 160mg/day. It’s a miracle drug for me, saved my career and my marriage. Late last year I started having problems at work: incomplete work, missed deadlines, sometimes unable to understand memos and reports. Spoke to my Dr, he had me try Ritalin along with the Stattera. Things have improved, Dr said to take the Ritalin as needed. Usually take 10 mg doses, 2or 3 times a day. Some weekends I skip the Ritalin. When I skip it I become “sad” and have very little self confidence. Is this normal?",2.6931638795986608,5.447662878260875,3.969565217391306,82.35876254180604,81.08695652173913,7.016722408026756,27.10702341137124,8.139509932561175,2.295033444816053,481,21,83,10,13,157,80,115,0.069,0.815,0.11599999999999999,0.7597,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,10,9,0,0,0,15,18,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,12,1,10,12,1,13,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,11,50,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496562743792828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673630266702572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144372473999506,0.0,0.0,0.1899935921054566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708060825605105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525845788699908,0.21115812046979784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761324298026527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138798781120711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668122984694829,0.0,0.0,0.19642408792806587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791152500455468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780602584493534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952796682103329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513538698044124,0.0,0.13249382399702364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814866973265789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436051043185305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091518118938684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708951009442948,0.0,0.0,0.1948710658811771,0.0,0.0,0.20616299439269808,0.15445109595631507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725526432700846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054402124435785 adhd,gibbz00,2019/03/22,"Extreme difference in IQ subtype Hey Guys, I recently got my WAIS 4 results back. The original intention was to get a diagnosis for ADHD. I received a 99th percentile on working memory and 18th percentile on processing speed. The overall conclusion was that I do not show classic signs of ADHD but can potentially benefit from pyschostimulants in order to improve attention span. Is such an extreme difference common? Are there any compensatory strategies that can help me with such imbalance?",7.689947735191637,10.714180085365856,7.973693379790943,58.7596341463415,65.21951219512195,12.002787456445994,43.421602787456436,11.491704259439757,6.701921254355401,405,26,51,15,7,132,67,82,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,10,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,10,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6196888863487744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753235581598509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824440596645207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387251933024971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469809401625868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619881575528354,0.0,0.0,0.2552781368360089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280846987885431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456196057296204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769294436552889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SunnySiideUp,2019/03/22,"Everyday I get in the shower, wash part of my body, rinse off, and then forget what parts I’ve already cleaned. Then I think “I should post this on reddit,” but forget 10 minutes later. Except today, when I remembered three hours later at work. The struggle is real. 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Like not only do I have an ADHD diagnosis but i'm also diagnosed with Bipolar 2, social anxiety, and depression. Now I'm pretty sure the school is trying to just stall until I graduate so they don't need to help me at all. Meanwhile a certain kid that may or may not be the #1 in my class gets extra time on tests for having diabetes. 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Oh so many mistakes... I dread coming in to work every morning because of the amount of MISTAKES I make. Seriously, its about one mistake per day on average and my professional reputation is trashed after 2 years of this. I work as an administrative assistant which is a very detail oriented job and my boss has told me flat out that she feels misled by my stellar interview. I have no idea how I havent been fired yet. :-( feelsbadman",3.8935714285714313,6.440724785714291,5.2216666666666685,76.32750000000001,74.95238095238095,8.485714285714286,30.73809523809524,9.188382445141503,3.126195238095237,358,17,63,9,8,119,69,84,0.198,0.769,0.033,-0.9165,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,13,10,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,2,10,0,12,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,42,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661226442596437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474758427461445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757496617673661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960568195954306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779179675502634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076363192724139,0.0,0.0,0.2704291360165222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819059110833495,0.276287486395966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846632497055054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603998073543965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485345521531264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951826031523797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549075656936886 adhd,evolaalove,2019/03/22,"21 F, on 5 different psych meds and constantly hyper-aware of the fact I have ADHD, anxiety, and depression. Hey guys, I've been a lurker in this group for quite a while and just now getting the guts to post on here for some feedback. First and foremost though, I would first like to say that there is nothing that has been better for my emotional wellbeing than this community, with that being said I couldnt express how thankful I am for you all. With that out of the way, I was wanting to post on here for some feedback and to see if anyones experienced problems similar to my own. I'm currently really struggling right now in life. I'm in a university taking only 2 courses this semester, have an unpaid internship at a well known public media organization, and am currently in a community orchestra. Sounds like I'm doing well right? No. I have shitty social anxiety solely when it comes to making friends and acquaintances( I have non other than my boyfriend who isnt very understanding and comforting towards my illnesses), I feel as if I have forgotten so much this past year, as if I have a brain tumor or something, which Im confident is due to the period during last summer to fall when I was on dexedrine that literally made me lose my mind as far as mental overstimulation. I had never been so ill and anxious mentally and wouldn't wish it on anyone. I was literally on 15 mg and it made half of my body go numb at times due to my racing thoughts. I cant seem to retain majority of what I'm learning, maybe partially due to stress and confusion idk, I've been playing cello for 14 years and have literally forgot like 50% of music theory/reading this past yr so I'm going so slow at learning my music and look like an idiot to my stand partner. Also, In order to go to my university, I have to live with my dad in a small condo in the city. Hes disabled, constantly high on pain meds, and trashes the place so fast. It's disgusting there.. I have to wipe the toilet everytime i use it because his ass leaves sticky residue. I do have a part time job , but I cant afford to move out with all of my responsibilities. Just recently discovered I'm failing French too because of how I'm doing emotionally on top of how fast they go through the material. I criticize my mind and who I am so much every day and its driving me crazy. I'm aware I'm all jumbled and all over the place. Definitely didnt explain myself eloquently, I just needed to vent. If you took the time to read through my nonsense, I appreciate it. (Current meds: 20 mg lexapro (since I was 12), Strattera (newest addition and a life saver compared to the stimulant life), 5 mg of adderall (when needed during the day), 20 mg of Buspirone (anxiety), and 150 mg of wellbutrin. Diagnosis: adhd, GAD, depression, and minor OCD) ",6.508226996786096,6.47112437453875,7.535351743840021,72.17853886442091,65.40221402214021,10.904987501487918,34.642542554457805,10.598780456956122,3.692325366027856,2209,93,410,53,31,749,278,542,0.113,0.83,0.057,-0.978,6,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,2,1,7,26,23,2,3,23,0,37,11,4,8,6,75,72,46,0,12,9,1,1,4,2,2,7,3,1,2,22,29,0,2,8,3,0,9,8,12,2,3,16,7,46,11,71,52,11,78,0,4,2,1,19,30,1,9,38,267,68,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011094328363044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657842152332852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106790012193292,0.09405364450138998,0.0,0.11642666346483616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150207862423348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363164937067633,0.0,0.09247674214405782,0.0,0.09293931574850303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171619456842221,0.0,0.1799366106134901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738425255868182,0.0,0.14341358711185967,0.0,0.0,0.08698300790708707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729972949346432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014532572212942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209586793641218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416321043423179,0.0,0.0,0.06432205396139339,0.0,0.04349692764528626,0.0,0.18926131472597785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243483123108691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796272293165837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992891415544703,0.0,0.08261703137632033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786335396200505,0.0,0.08815426669663097,0.0,0.0,0.17641489055427792,0.16269535298427248,0.0,0.07351505882028943,0.0,0.06991263115467633,0.09314024913664376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575544346772145,0.05557288162394245,0.0,0.08364011927798487,0.0,0.2774302264321735,0.0,0.1678014750435248,0.0,0.16812618915893962,0.0,0.0,0.08848612919965879,0.12240295746528848,0.12346399462445548,0.06421083694763184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988473170332698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331863521753148,0.08858842895420936,0.0,0.0,0.09015627743218273,0.15895127063448086,0.0,0.0,0.17396601581417415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594691825712222,0.0,0.0,0.07966310687393201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855117992073844,0.1665536293030357,0.0,0.053334826728902315,0.0,0.08220356242715522,0.0,0.0,0.1421974087529377,0.07919388994093897,0.06620714890271792,0.0,0.0,0.06634288606455467,0.0757915741239749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688688047619551,0.0,0.0,0.08486725895511141,0.0,0.06409321592131821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536750201987844,0.08703545497854676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625968610908765,0.0,0.0,0.07664935993284602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179691216952735,0.06609460258471171,0.14563872904468106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249857380149874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667064665896222,0.0,0.07190497141742562,0.0,0.06869350410328033,0.04910553425437146,0.06608337615361921,0.0,0.0,0.14971120105300245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573831886436818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059141455282178734,0.0,0.0,0.10722605970134766 adhd,ballerscholar,2019/03/22,"Frustrating morning Hi everyone, Fighting the urge to be impulsive and wreckless after visiting the doctor's office this morning. From ages 7-20 OCD ruled my life. I was in therapy for YEARS during that time. I denied medication because I can be hard headed and admitting I need help has always been a challenge for me. After a lot of hard work, I can say that OCD is a distant memory with only a few thoughts here and there that I can brush away. It brings tears to my eyes just typing this. In college 6 years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD by a therapist, and I wanted to dismiss it. I was in therapy for anxiety over never being able to finish anything/trouble with police for alcohol, impulsive actions etc. I was kicked out of the university for failing and in order to be reinstated I had to go therapy at the school. I have always been extremely messy, forgetful, distracted, can't finish things, slim to none motivation, hyper focused on creative things, IMPULSIVE, extreme energy, motivated by fun only, oppositional, I put something down two seconds later I forgot where I put it, sensitive, a good test taker but a poor student overall. My parents and teachers always telling me to ""apply myself"" ""try harder"" ""set your mind on it"" I am 26 now and a teacher. (teaching is a great high energy job by the way, a lot of stimulation, and every day is brand new) About 2 years ago I was involved in the process of getting a child diagnosed with ADHD and for the first time I truly saw myself and I GRIEVED for my younger self. I then started to read more about ADHD and I realized the college therapist was right. I now attend weekly therapy talking about ADHD and getting coached on how to make things more manageable. I am getting written up at work for not being able to complete things on time, problems with SO about how messy I keep my side of the apartment, procrastination, forgetfullness, I have been in a car accident because I was distracted, I tried to go back to school and failed out, just a lot of things. My therapist suggested that he believes I could significantly benefit from medication So I made an appointment with my doctor today specifically for ADHD. I was holding back tears, recounting all of these situations and more, all he said was ""you didnt have a diagnosis as a child so its likely you dont have ADHD now, somebody would have noticed it a long time ago, go to a psychiatrist. Is there another reason you are so forgetful are you a pothead?"" ( i don't drink or smoke) It was so hard for me to make an appointment, arrive on time, admit I need help to myself, and another person and I feel like such a fool. He also said I was too skinny for any medication anyway. I am 5""6 118lbs. I told him I am thin because the most helpful thing I have found is a lot of exercise daily, plus a high protein diet. he just dismissed me. TL;DR After struggling to admit I need help, doctor treated me like a joke. 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I am very desperate and need advice or just someone that can relate. I am a college student in my junior year and I am struggling. I can't get myself to class anymore and feel like I have already failed. My grades aren't terrible but no matter what I tell myself, I literally just can't get myself to go. I feel like I most likely need an increase in my medication since I have been on Adderall for four years now and can feel my ADHD coming out strong even when I'm on it. I guess I just also feel very alone right now because my mother puts so much pressure on me to get good grades and stuff and if I called her up and told her that I haven't been going to classes it would be bad. It is also just hard because my doctor is back home who usually helps with my medication. I know I can go to the psychiatrist at my school but that means that I actually have to get myself there and I'm a bit nervous to have another doctor help me since my regular doctor is one that I've been going to since first grade for ADHD. I just feel stuck in this terrible cycle and can't get myself out of it and feel even more terrible. Has anyone else ever gone through this? 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Those with a similar prescription, when do you usually take your meds? Like the title says, I take 20mg IR two times daily. I’m trying to maximize the benefit of my medication and I want to hear y’all experience with similar prescriptions to compare to my own so I can pinpoint when I should try to take my meds. As it is right now, I usually take the first one before I roll out of bed and the second one at or a couple hours after lunch time. What about you guys?",2.868365384615384,4.142303721153851,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,74.28846153846153,9.046153846153846,25.5,9.516144504307137,2.139273076923077,393,13,84,10,8,136,70,104,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,12,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,14,2,14,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,12,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430287389824486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463741262060797,0.0,0.10178817875256653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438936861080474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425128555064345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627787383819974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788742860997633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554321100491545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710843665241005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506301505305149,0.15899850395617526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139012465916908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478713047228444,0.0,0.12551384298223708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933477520445413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406548610338214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143142843741098,0.0,0.15417831797584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476579190120848,0.0,0.093093033276789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yoibra1,2019/03/22,"Meds aren’t working anymore I started off with ritalin 10mg 2 times a day, then a couple months later to 3 times a day. Then I had summer break and stopped, resumed meds with concerta 54mg once a day, was back to normal efficiency. I admit my daily diet isn’t as it should be, and I haven’t exorcised in a while. Long story short, 4-5 months after starting concerta it hasn’t been working anymore. What should I do? Do I sleep, exercise, eat more or should I ask for an increase in dosage/switch to amphetamines? 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Personally I've been sitting here jiggling my leg for ten minutes acting like I don't have to pee. ,6.900714285714287,5.049713833333335,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,65.42857142857143,9.352380952380953,37.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,2.767152380952381,159,7,32,1,2,54,37,42,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,4,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516372370725589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350603981534161,0.0,0.2942037682933257,0.0,0.3200306033026562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751090049515998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916893325056281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buzso95,2019/03/22,"I think my pharmacist tampered with my Vyvanse medication... Hey so I'm only asking this question because I'm pretty new with the use of this medication and I've had bad experience with this pharmacist in the past. I got diagnosed with ADHD and my dose of 20mg went up to 30mg. The 20mg dosage was amazing. It didn't make me feel high but I was able to focus on my work, not get distracted by my phone, clean my house, basically just accomplish day to day functions without constantly ""zooming out"" or missing out on important information. My prescription got increased to 30mg. I initially went to the clinic because of hallucinations so I think my psychiatrist thought that maybe the voices I was hearing are just an example of a ""busy ADHD mind"", but I know it's definitely not because I'm not hearing my own voice, I actually hear a group of people talking but anyways that's a whole other situation... So she increased my dosage to 30mg because the hallucination were still there but the 20mg was helping me in every other aspect. I went to this pharmacist that is really disorganized and has problems with basic concept such as entering insurance information into the computer and leaving random antipsychotic medication on the ""pick up"" counter while they walk away and do other things... Anyways, I didn't have time to go anywhere else so I resorted to it and filled my 30mg prescription. I was on the 30mg for 3 days but I felt no change. I can usually feel a change when the medication kicks in but I fet nothing. I was more agitated, distracted, walked back and forth from room to room forgetting what I was doing, basically my symptoms were back. The next day I diluted the 30mg down to 20mg with water thinking my dosage was too high but I felt nothing again... Today I took one of the pills I had left from my initial 20mg batch and I feel that it's actually working. Is it possible that the pharmacist gave me only fillers of the Vyvanse? Has this ever happened to anyone before and what can I do? I'm definitely not going back there again but for the meantime should I just continue diluted the 30 mg pill? &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.528241090612732,6.481455354523227,6.0059835519004245,74.07764540268208,71.24938875305624,9.358553752685783,32.442839149440616,9.800150414767053,3.4960686226568867,1716,82,304,45,33,581,194,409,0.037000000000000005,0.866,0.09699999999999999,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,3,21,6,0,2,23,0,26,11,0,3,1,57,58,25,0,2,17,0,5,0,0,1,10,5,3,0,21,18,1,0,13,0,0,12,8,5,0,1,24,10,43,1,46,33,5,52,0,1,0,0,15,19,0,3,21,208,64,4,0.08217657346087134,0.0,0.16038496316915282,0.0,0.19752054394306293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780765660236887,0.19970706285830067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574597708643442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682400316391602,0.0,0.07720759585386887,0.1895661376027538,0.06861400632206098,0.2003763057854735,0.0,0.06992621142457317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386383699362193,0.0,0.0,0.08880368214863897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198836633583704,0.0,0.0,0.0834074922595024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864798245896453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433341539297651,0.06923730738733523,0.0,0.0,0.08038445729288733,0.0,0.0,0.12465283401473495,0.0,0.15780479506008074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429338679203148,0.0,0.09340568091538347,0.0,0.13144822553902033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072668472519147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778569121055294,0.0,0.05508122498299702,0.17364812333674473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482073253589436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516209567103618,0.0,0.0,0.0870131259345513,0.08928508751064555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485350089668228,0.0,0.08255741332364037,0.0,0.0,0.3311370093912977,0.0,0.0,0.08297491328767467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793666467231506,0.08739571814853647,0.0,0.0,0.15770127710029674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055684972923523576,0.1249979742704284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844683784150636,0.056970889042217636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264173932008156,0.0,0.08360311822114679,0.0,0.07863188261339114,0.0,0.0,0.09205656926851384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264441721045829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236991163347724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562631771765924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541292467385328,0.0,0.0660504169545702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545944639305267,0.15796629038736398,0.0,0.06523902011560187,0.04791782083153226,0.0,0.07789378298637746,0.0,0.09130119678329528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709741747928791,0.09050588584829934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285355206702616,0.0,0.09174720957443827,0.0,0.07921528433841749,0.0,0.1196510483955612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970706285830067,0.0 adhd,OutOfBootyExperience,2019/03/22,"I can't find the overlap between the things i ""like"" vs the things i ""enjoy"" I feel like there are two unique responses to joy in my brain. 1) me thinking ""wow this is awesome and everything i like. 2) me actually feeling a form of enjoyment from it The two mindsets arent guaranteed to overlap and it makes it difficult to figure out what i actually enjoy. I don't know if feeling happy as the emotion vs happy as the thought is more meaningful. I dont really know how to describe it, it's almost like some enjoyment is in a superficial layer in my brain. The best analogy i can think of is its like someone putting your favorite meal in front of you, but when you already full. It sort of overrides that excitement you know you would have. Anyone have any experience with this? How do you determine what ""interests"" are actually things you enjoy?",3.392351738241308,5.681225576687119,4.936343558282207,79.02619222903888,75.44171779141105,8.518445807770963,30.498568507157465,9.21078282632365,3.038716482617588,671,32,123,17,15,225,93,163,0.01,0.737,0.253,0.9871,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,0,1,4,18,0,0,9,0,15,3,2,3,0,27,25,9,0,2,4,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,4,1,0,12,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,3,20,17,18,23,5,11,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,4,6,92,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.4050167360776876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853337010660735,0.0,0.15266806951579212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940799121311278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967346247902475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518541895902962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887941197109475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214028870536049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556204439487123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243363162378606,0.13532877347445854,0.0,0.0,0.2098554335680261,0.09883429242975432,0.0,0.0,0.12644558718028545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945434285593325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809375918638936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379439352138575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234691938120428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907577592103945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862788468436146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721997735816116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27573247706186144,0.1772928502877273,0.0,0.10983113990247867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27028755743698885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827691210954713,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LastArmistice,2019/03/22,"A Family of ADHD-ers: An Observational Report of a Spectrum Disorder Through some twist of fate or perhaps design, my son, my partner, my stepdaughter and I all have ADHD. My son is not biologically related to my partner, and I'm obviously not related to my stepdaughter, so it's interested that it turned out this way. Despite our dysfunctions, we are a generally happy, healthy family unit. One thing I find most interesting is that while we share the same disorder, it manifests itself in vastly different ways. **Stepdaughter, 8 years old, ADHD-PH, unmedicated:** Conduct issues, including oppositional defiance, bordering on pathological. Has extreme bursts of creative stream of consciousness, sometimes followed by frustration when her endeavours don't turn out how she wants. Boundless energy. Absolutely cannot sit still when watching movies or TV. Has difficulty managing her emotions. Is nonetheless a largely traditional student and strives with routine and a traditional academic structure (I.e. explicit teacher instruction and positive peer group work). No apparent memory deficit. *ADHD superpower: Super-creativity and enthusiasm.* **Son, 10 years old, ADHD-PI, unmedicated:** Interrupts people a lot, talks a LOT, to the point of not noticing when people are just not into it or are too busy. Fixates on things, often learning everything he can about a subject he is excited about, then moves on just as quickly as he found it. He is a student that benefits from a lot of flexibility- his IEP allows for him to take plenty of breaks and his teachers have been great at accommodating his bursts of passionate interests in the general curriculum. Is reluctant to engage in and frustrated by new tasks and concepts that he doesn't find immediately interesting. Used to have a huge problem speaking out of turn or at inappropriate times in class, but that has improved greatly. No conduct issues. Mild memory issues. *ADHD Superpower: Acclimated self-control. He's the kind of kid that will deny himself candy because he had ice cream earlier, and who sets alarms so he won't forget to take a shower.* **Spouse, 28 year old male, ADHD-PI, medicated- vyvanse:** Is easily distressed by new developments. Everytime I inform him of something unpleasant that must be done, I can feel him lock up with stress. Can get lost in a video game wormhole for 6-10 hours. Terrible at remembering what chores must be done and needs to be reminded regularly of most of those responsibilities. Thrives with a routine, breaks down at deviations from said routine- thus making him an excellent worker. Also a traditional learner- apparently thrived in school when he was able to just listen to lectures, take notes and tests- independent projects and hands-on tasks were another story. Has zero sense of organization. Finds music with lyrics less appealing than instrumental compositions alone. Moderate memory issues. *ADHD Superpower: Hyper-responsibility and reliability.* **Myself, 28 year old female, ADHD-PI, medicated-dexedrine:** Severely impeded moderation and regulation- I'm either doing everything I can in a day or sitting on my ass doing absolutely nothing. A very non-traditional learner, usually unable to meet traditional academic standards and was better off with a modified curriculum and student support. Terrible at foreseeing or caring about the consequences of my actions in the moment. Prone to hyper focusing on the 'wrong' things while trying to prep for something productive or rewarding. Habitually late. Majorly disordered sleeping, to the point of taking medication every single night. Probably would thrive with a routine but find it hard to find/stick to one. Very much prone to sticking my foot in my mouth. Fairly clean and organized, head of household in that regard. *ADHD Superpower: Excellent/eidetic memory* ",6.735351190476191,10.210102093650796,7.765887896825397,56.917879464285704,70.12698412698413,11.366071428571427,36.98660714285714,10.853199856536683,5.798303571428572,3109,171,402,117,64,1042,360,630,0.094,0.805,0.10099999999999999,0.3872,9,1,2,0,0,0,132.0,3,0,0,6,18,28,2,3,29,0,41,9,5,6,5,84,63,40,0,6,17,4,2,0,2,5,3,3,3,4,22,30,0,0,10,3,0,3,10,10,0,3,10,7,30,18,83,45,13,67,0,1,2,2,41,31,1,14,26,271,52,18,0.05486802933266453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6594070878382495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056826731056783035,0.0,0.04387794323405882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753391278690623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03344704141455615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485263131416327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055941612667116086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153916041981512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03538533980075437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732541258788387,0.18865054547510354,0.0,0.0,0.11229808756042667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171914796439839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622868115147058,0.0,0.09862369370648806,0.0,0.10344938985055284,0.0,0.027742924230414936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250741923959466,0.0,0.0,0.06015996213384301,0.0,0.0,0.028666280731919912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098439208084423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840803749148112,0.04915097710278714,0.0,0.05631042752215953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540339565698232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907186984700334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713660923013444,0.0,0.0,0.06189352697038397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059894935494530725,0.1399405093180039,0.0,0.0,0.03662483563678382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110547534286421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831603190928453,0.0403343147558775,0.0406839485198955,0.0,0.1059837692676381,0.0,0.051489928666464777,0.0,0.05264735394362593,0.0624676150580884,0.2302990679545795,0.0,0.07435999334314726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607716602018634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037360452674856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915701569053485,0.0525012939821406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215478135082185,0.0,0.05219206054765442,0.0,0.0,0.05552937494893994,0.0,0.0,0.057239320866528665,0.06198525558228071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054907654367258696,0.0,0.0,0.08448017917932994,0.05426588398188247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043817679100988764,0.0,0.06285114222084691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226358947114308,0.0,0.0,0.16501571859064582,0.04410084361358396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093556419616674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03199398914088037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037251790284842684,0.17904198048806982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047388360701746624,0.06042938261313361,0.09054374088866601,0.032362585282026714,0.08710337557544716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03994457882925522,0.0,0.0,0.038976673797257236,0.05998957674772425,0.0,0.14133284788492592 adhd,sky-shard,2019/03/22,"First time seeing a psychiatrist. What should I expect? I am using my EAP to see a psychiatrist to see if I have ADD and also deal with some shit at work. I have never see a psychiatrist nor any sort of doctor that deals with mental health. I have no idea what to expect. I get nervous before regular doctor visits, but this is a whole other level. What should I expect?",2.4952446183953043,4.720371753424658,4.479882583170255,81.51849315068493,78.04109589041096,6.36320939334638,17.277886497064582,7.447530270364453,0.3983831702544034,290,5,54,4,7,99,49,73,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,4,0,7,4,1,1,1,16,13,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,4,8,0,7,11,2,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,3,3,42,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475988307085946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255124566810258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705363324668006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380562666410918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778259992012091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699330588964874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964290758622303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961869774804948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835461967616967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186000966536308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423500923489131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883066726375121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945622998478456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762298865530924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594073494161798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060633961193912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343675818370846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coutsr,2019/03/22,"Appetite Suppression I’ve been on Mydayis for the better part of a year now, and while it works exactly as desired, I have quite an issue with how much the drug curbs my ability to eat. Like, I know that I need to eat, but I have no desire. Forcing myself to eat usually just ends with me taking a few bites and throwing the rest away. Has anyone found any successful strategies to maintain a healthy diet while on stimulant medications? 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I have been diagnosed with bipolar for almost 4 years now. I see a therapist often and I don't take medication(because of fear&misconceptions). Ive been battling with concentration issues and living a balanced life and passing for my driving test and finishing my bachlors is a challenge. I have alot of racing thoughts and its hard to fall a sleep. My therapist suggested that I test for ADHD I always had a feeling I had it but I was like yeah what difference is the label going to make?. Plus my close friends & family said there was nothing wrong with me, I am just bubbly & clumsy. Today I had a whole day of interviews & testing and it appears I have severe ADHD. They gave me medication to try out and afterwards I had to take the QB test again. The first attempt was such a struggle I even fall a sleep. The 2nd one was magical 🤩, I felt so calm and relaxed tears rolled down my cheeks 😢. I have never felt like this and I felt so bad for allowing myself to live in that condition untreaded for so long. I am so happy with this diagnosis and the medicine I got. And I feel so bad I listened to people for so long, people always say the farmacitucal industry are mafia's. They fail to realize how life changing it can be for people with mental disorders. My own perception about medicine has changed and I just want to give my tesimony. 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How were you tested? Hi. I'm Dave and I test people for ADHD. I am curious, for those of you diagnosed with ADHD how you were tested. Do you remember if you took an actual test, or just filled out a form? Do you feel that this testing was accurate? Was there too much testing? Not enough? Thanks in advance for your responses!!!",0.8381818181818197,3.3219185757575787,2.662121212121214,86.66318181818183,98.0909090909091,6.642424242424243,21.151515151515152,7.686295010490155,1.6188060606060608,270,10,51,7,11,89,49,66,0.064,0.902,0.035,-0.4482,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,11,11,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,9,1,7,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,0,40,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.2658955599045569,0.0,0.6549221895446941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27655562487095875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815387338068227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377711660707293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029992261915053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888993349602782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30866020584038034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508576782993221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30272891372050503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rrrisa,2019/03/22,"Verbal tics I once heard that a lot of children with ADHD have transient verbal tics, like as many as half or something. I haven’t done much research on it but I was wondering if anybody else has experienced that? I personally forgot that I briefly developed a tic when I was about 9 or so, but I dropped it pretty quickly.",4.083809523809524,5.8370580158730165,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,72.01587301587301,7.5796825396825405,31.647619047619052,8.238735603445708,2.439339047619048,257,12,48,4,5,84,46,63,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.7227,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,9,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,7,1,6,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,3,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723160292367401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170300928099348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587958065931876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135126246573755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633784992588509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31408573414554025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277365862281543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299239051480139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705029638297555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151751244354582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384970183166415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359618461314413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gooseattacks,2019/03/22,"Spent 3 hours cooking a tray full of shrimp tempura dish for a potluck party, ruined by leaving on top of my car and drove off I ruined 3 hours of your life by carefully preparing a dish by following the steps, by battering and frying them individually. I even double fried them for the jumbo shrimps to come out to perfection. But as I was getting in the car to go to my friend’s potluck, I set the tray of shrimp tempura on top of the car, to move the jackets I had from the front passenger seat to the back seats. Then I got into the car, and my friend and I drove off. It wasn’t until 5 minutes later until I realized that I wasn’t holding the dish. That it had flown off from the roof soon after the car started moving. No wonder when I came to the stop sign, there was a car next to me tapping his roof. I thought he was waving at me. 😅",5.974907936507938,4.752205068571431,6.827619047619049,80.74460317460318,66.88571428571429,10.063492063492065,32.01587301587301,9.150863307647796,2.4402825396825394,657,22,143,10,9,220,97,175,0.063,0.85,0.087,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,3,5,6,0,0,17,0,7,5,0,0,1,16,20,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,4,2,3,1,1,16,3,2,0,0,13,0,20,4,34,7,2,42,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,1,13,96,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432827648390386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444250431765,0.2178895699627505,0.0,0.0,0.18409053680308204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115213212207234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302205732829984,0.0,0.11165362032512728,0.0,0.1214551930482082,0.0,0.17092182672645936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209187043084813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628593688391915,0.0,0.0,0.1509482950939779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542756101887361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272809044437704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126363697710296,0.0,0.0,0.17866947448915588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966029699187987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317572322393164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,perinski,2019/03/22,"How do you guys cope? I was diagnosed with ADHD at a very young age, the doctor gave me medicine to help me but my parents took me off of if when I stopped eating. Since then I've had difficulty in school from high school to college but I've been able to manage it. I finally graduated and now I'm working at a print shop. I love working here and I feel that this is the beginning of my life but lately I feel that my ADHD has been getting worse. I work in a very detailed work environment and when I started I was fine but lately it seems that I can't. I'll read and reread a ticket, miss something crucial and now we have to start from square one. I'll work on something and I'll forget what I did in the next hour or day. It's gotten to the point where Im starting to doubt myself when I'm at work. I want to try to fix the problem myself before I go to the doctor because I don't have the money to afford the medication let alone the doctor. Is there anything that I can do to improve that doesn't involve see the doctor?",2.061197757390417,3.522446995412849,3.748012232415899,89.76240570846075,76.75229357798165,6.128848114169215,23.579001019368,6.691623216298621,0.6036933741080532,807,25,177,7,18,270,121,218,0.111,0.818,0.071,-0.8105,2,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,6,9,5,0,1,14,0,18,9,0,1,0,23,36,17,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,10,8,1,1,3,3,2,2,3,3,0,1,9,4,25,2,24,26,0,32,0,1,2,1,8,11,0,4,19,114,35,16,0.1058898480282126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545180396276778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966994784995036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713832252744153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454946852396258,0.0,0.0901044615161812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682901919296357,0.0,0.0,0.10747596678484556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335309855756896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835174996240213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708217759400956,0.0,0.0,0.11599715266002585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055323075152436285,0.0,0.060179640866938625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484759752612198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097573307111092,0.11187843819788572,0.0,0.0,0.1042801704222199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437920665962115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889672162591455,0.0,0.0,0.10827954386554696,0.07479313119717015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556972206115068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667288171140768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261505467213848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175370147472347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757814501667893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010013301026637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132228382665344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591850332492853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143323587874644,0.0843804992736452,0.0963981407003238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759317652443425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303835664405475,0.0,0.0,0.22484813833927694,0.0,0.0,0.08852865438511343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176475173521376,0.07189225601898028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474042861056227,0.0624565758784007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625344230392524,0.0,0.1079108015635514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Corner_Table,2019/03/22,"I tried therapy and I've very confused. I went to a therapist for the first time yesterday. I'm not really sure if I went to the right one because at the end he said he mostly did family counseling like before people get divorced. I scheduled another appointment with him but it kind of feels like a waste of money. I have a phone consultation with another therapist today, but idk what I'm even supposed to do or say when I talk to them??? I'm pretty sure I have aspergers too, do I tell them that or let them figure it out themselves?",3.178369678089304,5.010142766355145,5.037320872274144,80.12291796469367,74.60747663551402,9.241536863966768,26.84215991692627,9.725611199111238,2.7163736240913807,424,16,82,12,9,145,72,107,0.11699999999999999,0.795,0.08800000000000001,-0.2765,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,3,6,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,16,14,7,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,4,3,12,5,11,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,5,9,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35661667979208944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365862741080674,0.0,0.1446968506160495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061052213194492,0.0,0.0,0.11231395708251242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603044889005776,0.0,0.0859805030419007,0.1214810887154747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464126973970828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888421572722565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707702197916395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388383127591725,0.0,0.1661520355548654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522775286296065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788867226272175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299818854521964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893599435295254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521858480624067,0.16175294224251105,0.1352276184499757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32053319267055874,0.0,0.0,0.13667674996967796,0.14862793440060015,0.0,0.1944627285449561,0.39487364978448464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915534706446698,0.0,0.16118398024260808,0.0,0.0,0.11545025467757836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030598080155196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31526919039560786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DubiousCharly,2019/03/22,"Face -> Palm I have this task at work of copy and pasting names, addresses, and details into letter templates. I'm pretty sure it only took the last person in this job a couple of days to do it, but it takes me most of the month. &#x200B; I decided to time myself doing a letter to see how long each one takes, even though I know focusing to get one letter done is not reflective of the time it takes me when trying to stay on task for letter after letter. I realized I was distracting myself from just focusing on getting it done by timing myself, but did it anyway, got started, and then someone came by my desk to have me sign a card and then pass it on. Apparently I stopped the stopwatch at some point around the 8 minute mark, but its now a lot later and I'm pretty sure the letter should have only taken about a minute and a half. Just wanted to share. Thanks :)",7.987241379310343,5.9865505689655185,8.015488505747125,76.33461206896555,63.42528735632183,10.539080459770117,31.52011494252873,8.841846274778883,2.400163218390804,685,17,134,8,8,223,105,174,0.028999999999999998,0.8490000000000001,0.122,0.9477,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,12,0,11,2,2,1,2,31,27,14,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,8,1,13,4,25,18,4,29,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,3,16,98,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486016686294493,0.17367062813773626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723436449279885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634691684067616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814480407808132,0.0,0.0921753898247448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925256633323324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440121747334496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934578083288366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431090903955793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418319146769499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854834386874457,0.11650369504307218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648493525915694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151050002902948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408210004691167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370059500245088,0.21740319442675726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364389562227972,0.0,0.12479739419421686,0.0,0.0,0.1351111853842366,0.0,0.0,0.29081407233037165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138934478639169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211006621486474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116369675333924,0.1523400062040056,0.0,0.1194924629442532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694119628114355,0.0,0.3223874973495147,0.0,0.0,0.1315869778535056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404239837040618,0.0,0.2500237474938504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587959481065784,0.09703731292420184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430140648370335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405176679675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367062813773626,0.0 adhd,biotechdj,2019/03/22,"First dose of Vyvanse after loving Adderall. Hey fellow adhd'ers, I loved my adderall, it helped me so much these past two years. The only side effect I couldn't manage was the crash. Even with an IR booster added I would basically collapse when it wore off. After a two month battle with red tape I finally have Vyvanse 40 mg. Just took it and from what I've read it'll be about 2 hours before it kicks in. Coming from XR 30mg IR 20 mg I hope it keeps the benefits without the side effects. Wish me luck!",2.6149019607843162,4.531501666666667,3.6378431372549014,89.16696078431373,76.45098039215684,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.5502274509803926,398,12,80,3,9,128,78,102,0.077,0.747,0.17600000000000002,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,6,0,6,3,0,2,0,14,14,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,3,1,8,5,11,7,1,15,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,2,9,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473131154901858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510754938809478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726522316850946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359187964566312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254269854844665,0.0,0.17504028717051706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793308871696508,0.0,0.0,0.2043905537643592,0.20265639220460346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291081976554546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714572962144416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425531524526638,0.0,0.15127536884900342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565084716235536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964446986590806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584030180073007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286342774650132,0.0,0.0,0.4020433315520008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366421498156677,0.19836902403247966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618348522527416,0.0,0.0,0.1325185442201962 adhd,loominati456,2019/03/22,"Do you remember the first time you took Medication? (23 M) I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and was prescribed Ritalin, I forgot the amount of mg the tablets are but they're instant release tablets. Do you guys remember the first time you took medication? If so how did it improve or affect your life whether it was positively or negatively? I haven't started taking my medication yet but I'm curious to see if other people have noticed a significant positive change in their lives since taking a medication for their ADHD/ADD. 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I have a lot of old injuries and they're catching up. I'm on a massage path right now to get my knots worked out, it hurts so bad but I feel great the next day. I have a massage scheduled....-checks-....Sunday. I've checked everyday 60 times, but it's like I don't believe myself or that it's going to happen and I check again.",1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,2.557011494252876,93.94747126436785,82.44827586206897,4.7862068965517235,24.60919540229885,5.82211442006289,0.4931057471264366,327,13,70,2,9,106,63,87,0.057999999999999996,0.777,0.165,0.8691,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,13,12,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,7,12,2,16,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,3,11,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787486950509556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670040361977667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416248021603808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152837491110817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982812541378272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123816316339333,0.0,0.13468559783123688,0.0,0.0,0.2612798273709021,0.0,0.0,0.20956748173787326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537002843335985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064559819126646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733250073103737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578024232145485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029570149552472,0.21389069401114927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757234113131197,0.0,0.0,0.2520391571769441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867877452590625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238624079803447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381894609025242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252990210401972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,exerciseasmedicine,2019/03/22,"Failure and Anxiety Hi guys, I've just received a grade back from a large assignment and have JUST passed (second lowest mark overall). I didn't think I had done fantastically, but was not expecting this. The dozens of hours I spend on it seem worthless. I am incredibly disappointed and overwhelmed in myself. I feel like I have failed myself, my family and that I don't even deserve to be in university.. I have a 4.0 GPA (not trying to brag, I am not that kind of person. I just want to get across that I have never delt with this before). I thought that my medication and coping with ADHD and anxiety had being going well. I was a successful student academically as well as within the community. I feel like my whole world is crashing down (I know this is part anxiety, part adhd \[I've read about rejection sensitive dysphoria before on this forum and online, definitely affected by it\]). I legitimately feel as my whole career and life is over. Without rambling on more as no one will read this as we all have ADHD, I am seeking advice. Should ask my prof to re-submit? (unlikely) Should I see a therapist? Should I figure it out on my own? Any suggestions are very much welcomed. 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I have to keep it brief because I'm waiting for a work friend to come over. Normally I would never show my house to anyone at all ever. But for reasons I am. Anyway I wanted to tidy up because I'm a slob at home and my ADD helped me kill it. I didn't hyperfocus on one thing. I took advantage of the million thoughts of oh I should dust. Oh I should clean up cat hair. Oh I should fold blankets. Oh I should empty the sink. And so on. Is my house clean? No. Is it organized? No. But is it a thousand times better than it was an hour ago? Hell yeah!",-1.5750799999999998,0.3504619520000034,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,101.48,3.78,16.65,5.6839178017228535,-0.6087199999999995,444,13,105,4,20,150,79,125,0.153,0.728,0.11900000000000001,-0.7524,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,2,0,6,1,12,2,2,1,3,23,20,6,1,7,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,4,2,1,0,3,4,2,0,3,4,1,15,3,17,11,1,16,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,5,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452692927854557,0.0,0.18090814070859587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270026886493895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881540841205926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804957017485584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580028392680055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460565022561204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767478206584826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679319454720168,0.0,0.20471287890268325,0.0,0.2009816175577938,0.4709710402008934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139922469450898,0.225788694002627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740215211504802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199958976078337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382925912928517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983232872528915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558433255531374,0.0,0.0,0.1620198892362534,0.11900301399086807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674481872589056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037402313726332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857557312862146,0.0,0.0,0.14497540887409555,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ruthjadawest,2019/03/22,"False negative- Any advice welcome. I’m on vyvanse for adhd and have been for 4 years. Last week my doctor called and said that since I didn’t have it in my system twice now, that they can no longer prescribe the vyvanse. 1. I take it every day (almost, had surgery and stopped during the recovery) 2. I never knew that I didn’t “pass” the drug test last time. 3. I took it that day! I took it at 6:45 am, tested around 3:30 pm. It didn’t show up in my sample. Why? How?? I drink 3-4 cups of coffee a day, I eat moderately healthy, I’m overweight, 190 and I’m 5’3. I also walk for work an average 15-18k steps a day. I average 3-4K steps a day on my days off. I called my dr back and asked for another test, they said they “added something on “ to the test order, and would get back to me. Anyone have this happen? Are there any scholarly articles I can share with my dr? It’s humiliating enough to have to go get a drug test to get my meds, now I’m failing it by peeing clean, and look like I’m abusing the system. I’m not, never have. 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What's your success? Although lately I have been struggling with some major life stress, anxiety and managing my emotions completely, I am super proud of this. This is the longest I have I ever gone by about 5 and a half weeks since I was 18. I started Concerta and it has done wonders. I used to drink alone frequently. Not often black out drunk but probably 10-12 drinks a week, plus more if I went out. I always had trouble stopping, always needing to keep going when I got home and could never ever understand people who only had one or two. What the hell was the fun in that? I told myself when I started meds I wouldn't mix with alcohol untill my titration was done. About a week into my med run I realized hey, my thinking about booze just naturally reduced significantly. I passed the liquor store on my way home from the gym without feeling that pull to go in. I noticed that the slow down in my brain, reduced anxiety and okay-ness with being around myself that I got so excited to drink into existence on Friday night was now kicking in at 10am everyday. I think about it almost never now, only to remind myself of my success. One or two in the odd social situation is a nice thought in the future. Just for the social lubrication. But I think my binge drinking and alone drinking days are over. I haven't had much success yet with any of my ADHD symptoms but this is one that I am really proud of. Not to mention the money I have saved. The only issue now is trying to manage being social. A majority of my social interactions relied on getting fucked up. Finding ways to be engaged socially without just being in a horde of drunk people is tough. But now a very good friend of mine is going to see a therapist and psychiatrist about ADHD as a result of my advocating. He always thought it was a possibility but now is getting serious about it. He said he also wants to stop self medicating. With drinking we were in very similar places. Do you have any recent success stories? Share them with me!",4.414393939393938,5.98197508585859,5.70850505050505,77.64609090909094,70.86868686868685,8.108282828282826,28.856565656565657,8.648137234880735,2.3361814141414143,1618,62,290,28,30,542,209,396,0.105,0.7559999999999999,0.139,0.9738,0,2,8,0,0,0,37.0,1,2,1,7,23,22,2,2,22,0,37,17,1,2,4,62,64,23,0,5,15,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,2,1,15,20,12,3,10,11,2,8,9,7,0,6,21,4,43,15,59,37,5,61,1,0,2,1,21,22,2,7,29,221,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848259995030554,0.0,0.0,0.07491088822794308,0.07019062678913543,0.1451958216965986,0.0,0.05605543292521863,0.17497548495631532,0.0,0.0,0.09533483514721323,0.0,0.10724589753848447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239995284462393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824988128068598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734939120613597,0.0,0.0,0.05596563978807701,0.0,0.0,0.04520586872443913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434642886813254,0.0,0.4806690757091126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884812513806487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126810982175149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03544244587882868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406611643154701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541556933755452,0.06480226070597,0.07324412487667922,0.0,0.11951084927618093,0.05879287088527081,0.11212372321155764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062322147683626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316160403626164,0.0,0.0623041976808621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907089972486465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049510601374100766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572083860782435,0.0706139512987783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051528337673488585,0.05197500564748081,0.10812410932058332,0.0,0.0,0.06577998032612703,0.0,0.0,0.07980431505661391,0.0,0.0,0.1424957955617323,0.15993260705838708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719093837732733,0.0,0.07323499196599327,0.0,0.0,0.07902226671198864,0.0,0.0,0.07557492171882134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044905041811971635,0.0,0.06921095716026897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667697557407505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055857124797619305,0.0,0.07312500712267234,0.0,0.0,0.05798381183640819,0.07879040103126847,0.0,0.35726822843332945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922806518758508,0.0,0.0,0.11720613503644105,0.08029428289836821,0.0732791495658442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285617653300216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138640427959493,0.0,0.13474330708931184,0.0,0.11129616705040388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697935796151779,0.0,0.04759031708750285,0.0,0.1369464487524355,0.07297200067554095,0.0,0.060540100081329686,0.0,0.11567243631062735,0.04134420610570416,0.11127726295383034,0.22490587667917208,0.0,0.0,0.06497933149107714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513933077246398,0.07601569751961687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,realclearmews,2019/03/22,"TV impact on ADHD brain? I gave up tv and movies for Lent. The first weekend in, I was amazingly motivated and productive. Normally I don't leave my house on Saturday and take it as a ""me"" day to chill and not have external demands on me. Now it's a couple weeks in and I've noticed my brain has continued working so much more productively than it has in ages. Instead of storylines and plots running through my head distracting me, I can think about work and even creative projects I want to do. I actually ""want"" to do chores like taxes -- and then actually work on them instead of having my motivation peter out the minute I get distracted with something else. I wasn't expecting this. I gave up tv in order to re-evaluate my time and align time more with my priorities (like spending time with God and my family more). I had been noticing that I was starting to prefer to mentally check out with a tv show rather than have a conversation with my husband or read a book. Then I wouldn't even remember entire shows I'd watched just a couple months later -- like I forgot it existed. Does anyone know if there's evidence of (or even in your own experiences) television impacting the ADHD mind differently? Like turning off our neurons more to the point of impacting daily life or something? I've always been unable to focus if there's a tv on anywhere around me (even in a restaurant) so just curious about everyone else's thoughts. I'm loving my thought life and productivity without tv. 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I haven't been happy in the morning for about a week, I am the opposite I feel like breaking down a wall, and destroying stuff. By all rights I should be happy and I'm cognizant of that - nothing is won't in my life right now really. I don't know what details to give to help you help me here but I'm at a loss.",4.129262820512821,3.5805492980769245,5.920000000000003,83.49166666666667,70.44230769230771,9.241025641025642,29.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.1195756410256403,373,13,84,6,6,130,72,104,0.121,0.794,0.085,-0.6703,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,0,6,0,10,2,1,0,1,13,19,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,16,15,1,19,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,3,5,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156741178646187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337453831182512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494876063831847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099212274920793,0.1568197839438614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105764057353604,0.2495080408779497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673503061863678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942692221710837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24127667401794906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155048180475148,0.1072427263908266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599762431066349,0.0,0.21062817757782296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406253374807266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749249753150599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899145777624155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25128931075189165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607969803167736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brace31,2019/03/22,"How do deal with adhd without medication? I take straterra, which is the ONLY adhd medicine available in my country. It’s also hella expensive and has become a financial burden lately. Is there a way to deal with adhd without medication? 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So here's some backstory: I am a proud owner of 6 plants (hopefully more this summer). The last one I got was a Moringa. If you want to see photos of it now, I'll add a link in the comments or something. If you know anything about it, it's actually a tropical plant even though it can survive at around 5 degrees Celsius. So this started this fall. I moved, changed jobs, left the negative Nancy I was dating (no offense to nancy s that aren't negative you are great), found another person to rent my apartment, all under a month. Needless to say I was a bit stressed and neglected my plants a little. It wasn't until this winter where I really had a bout of seasonal depression, the anxiety was still peaking and I didn't have meds for my adhd yet that I didn't water my plants for 3-4 weeks. It was an all time low and when my moringa had just a couple of leaves left I had an ""oh shit"" moment and started taking care of them again. Having my plants and my cats to care for really helped me learn to care for myself too (I never forgot to feed the cats though) . Because that plant that had 2 leaves left, started growing better than before. I realized then that you may look and feel hopeless, but if you take care of yourself you can get better! (My other plants weren't affected as much because they are ""steel"" houseplants lol) Sorry if this was all over the place I have a hard time explaining things.. 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So I was put on one 40 mg strattera once a day for a week and two a day after the week is up. I started taking 2 every night on Wednesday (It’s Friday morning when I’m writing this.) and since Wednesday I have not been able to stay asleep all night one time. Every time I wake up I have to run to the bathroom to throw up, which sucks. But I’ve been noticing it’s hard to keep food and water down without throwing up? I don’t know if it’s ok to just stop taking the medicine, I feel like it’s not working for me. I pretty much take this to get sick at this point, the negatives far far far far outweigh the positives. So moral of the story here, has anyone found a way to get food to settle/foods that are easy on bellies? And is it ok to just stop taking the medicine? Ps. I’ll confirm with my dr before I stop taking the medicine, I just want to know what reddit thinks. 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About myself: 20 y/o, trans-female, around 6 ft tall, pretty thin, low blood pressure, Tinitus. I have adhd since im born, got diagnosed officially with it at the age of 4 i think (cant really remember tbh). At the age around of 12 I got a prescription for Concerta. Back then 90mg of it + 10 mg of Retalin. I then took away the 10 mg cause I didnt saw a point in taking them when im always on 90mg mph (spoke to my psychiatrist about it, he agreed to it). I tried different alternatives already with no success. I honestly hate it. It gives me panic attacks, increases my social anxiety dramatically, makes me depressive and suicidal. Next to that I often experience extreme painful muscle twitching. The problem only is that I have these side effects even on a low dosis. And keeping it completely away lets me not do anything. Cant concentrate, cant get stuff done, im just annoying and hyper active. I honestly am now deciding of not taking it anymore and just live as a complete mess or continue taking it and just live in pain. 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(: I will be going into ADHD tests 9th of May-at age 25. (I just had to check am I actually 25 or was it 24... so my memory is amazing) I already have medicine called Concerta at my use for neurological sleep disorder, but I have a itching feeling in my spine that it could have been caused by untreated childhood ADHD (as my brother had either ADHD or ADD). The medicine has helped me to focus on things even on low dose of 18mg but I am looking for answers anyway. I have already done online tests and test with a doctor but there is more detailed ones to happen. So I though maybe you guys have some...Idk... Advice? Tell me about your symptoms? What is the biggest challenges you got? Do you have type 1,2 or 3? (I'm suspected to have 2 or 3) To add: I just texted my brother to ask what he was diagnosed with and I am in ER so focusing in writing this text is little challenge. Sorry for possible crap English as my native tongue is Finnish too. 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Eng student here. I got diagnosed \~6 months ago, and medication has had a tremendous effect on my life. For one, I can actually sit down and study without having to copy slides word for word. However, there are a few things I still very much struggle with. One of these things is working through complex problems/ideas. For example, earlier today I was trying to understand a particular linear algebra problem, and I kept repeating the same thing again and again in my head and writing similar incorrect things down again and again. Does anyone else experience something similar? And if so, how do you deal with it? Did this ""thought process"" change for you when you took medication?",6.326666666666667,8.636987063492063,6.087492063492067,73.86028571428574,67.25396825396825,9.801904761904764,34.822222222222216,10.125756701596842,4.0039422222222205,574,28,93,15,10,179,95,126,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.7382,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,2,10,2,0,1,4,0,9,5,1,2,0,22,14,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,7,0,10,0,16,7,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,10,69,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.15810526993543608,0.0,0.0,0.15832118652151425,0.14361833961701698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017715006330704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132860887133679,0.16600561440882086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139255661327624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703246480230272,0.0,0.16444389570883086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178221260569926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534445602298414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848376391122768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295798357322444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662762356153537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289752910170667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443743410046335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264302664097479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932046388462048,0.0,0.11910117395384542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957389275042594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123222228879622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550284363380123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247286408234222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938702572355382,0.0,0.0,0.16937539873563295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305477165019669,0.0,0.0,0.12862344052568156,0.0,0.0,0.1535732196086838,0.0,0.18000690435832106,0.10999894213303074,0.0,0.0,0.16866546328913087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368103436592407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561786549793797,0.0,0.11795034229416193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IAmDoingThisForMe73,2019/03/22,"Don't be scared of meds, you can always stop So I finally got diagnosed this year and 4 weeks age I started dextroamphetamine on 15 mg IR in the morning (can't get ER because I was diagnosed as an adult), and 5mg around midday. It gives me bad insomnia so I get insomnia, and don't like going mutiple days on it because I stuggle to get more than 5 hours of sleep, so I don't take it Wednesday or on weekends. The fact is, even if I don't take it, I am still more functional than I was before I started taking it. Sure compared to the days I do take it I stuggle a bit with concentration and attention, but I still go to Uni, go to my classes and tutorials, and do the habits on autopilot that I've managed to build while I've had meds. Its not like I've become so dependent that I can't function without it. To the contrary, I function better because I've managed to build the structure in my life so its easier for me to achieve regardless. TL;DR: Meds help, if you stick to the dosages they will make your life easier even when you're not taking them",3.3447523041474665,4.480301986175113,4.870803571428574,84.29763392857143,72.91705069124423,8.374308755760369,29.69153225806452,8.841846274778883,2.304355069124425,829,35,173,16,16,279,115,217,0.04,0.867,0.09300000000000001,0.9172,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,2,11,6,0,1,9,0,16,7,1,2,2,22,32,18,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,12,8,0,1,1,1,0,3,9,2,1,0,4,0,24,4,24,26,3,26,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,18,110,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029829548034956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017768903699604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333916746624718,0.2263392169811469,0.13668946232703758,0.10531547216126937,0.0,0.0,0.109460680276882,0.13512006015821074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963724073223012,0.0,0.0,0.25123910619902523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349211983655096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355792454245968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939873680965032,0.11872731142958633,0.21101665286326907,0.0,0.0989867151056472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295752190954403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188425745268446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483871040137544,0.12093131260643886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261454794907715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124272860133567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391103001726635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385505533680505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520396108636532,0.0,0.19767885306058386,0.1034736446951156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166476823294271,0.0,0.4652819172711336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992773576490198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119305692422483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970103575456053 adhd,iwantfaithinhumanity,2019/03/22,"I've just admitted to myself that I'm ADHD/ADD. What now for treatment? (Malaysia/Singapore) Hi! I've always known, but its at the back of your mind you know and not wanting to think or look at it like some ugly friend there. &#x200B; I somehow got around to it as my girlfriend and I were doing self-tests on her to see if she was dyslexic. I used that momentum to carry myself here. I'm in Malaysia/Singapore. How do I get treatment from here? :( &#x200B; I'm curious to how life is once treated or looked at! &#x200B; P.S I've done some psychotherapy before for trauma but nothing to do with ADHD/ADD.",1.7349642857142842,4.315749425,2.8961904761904758,89.56500000000004,83.91666666666666,5.428571428571429,24.404761904761905,6.868970318607317,1.0449761904761905,481,19,93,6,14,154,81,120,0.105,0.8009999999999999,0.095,-0.5013,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,0,23,20,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,11,3,19,16,2,8,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,6,3,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144211751936983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884605220614092,0.4252041993649506,0.4768526463998277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645040206659292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058634336144368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131136606881284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386607952042268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106501656308056,0.0,0.0683438640742489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104622295802858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189084695509286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239637489677324,0.06390812921630598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969824626112872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132082816433648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551762942115932,0.0,0.0,0.13931049677580767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424021725085376,0.0,0.13646543134032701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381903923016945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297955646179635,0.0,0.0,0.07715629907800699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768526463998277,0.0 adhd,gelatiii,2019/03/22,how has your life changed since starting meds? just wondering how your life has improved since being prescribed medication? ,8.853157894736842,12.95972721052632,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,66.36842105263158,8.010526315789475,41.078947368421055,8.841846274778883,4.608663157894737,103,6,13,2,2,28,14,19,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383119847115989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517763924040984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552319944410162,0.3221705582821773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290930952616878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636009294736675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34681559745160145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chrews,2019/03/22,"I need help and maybe you can give me advice I was diagnosed with ADD as a child and didn't really think much of it, wasn't medicated or in therapy or anything. I had a pretty normal life until recently where it just hit me really hard. I am completely mentally absent in school and have been for months, when there are tests I kinda freestyle them or skip school to avoid them. I only went for 2 days this week to avoid handing in my important math homework. I feel like such a failure and have missed every single deadline I had this whole year. The pressure from others and my inability to change anything at all is sending me right into depression and I just want to have my shit together again. It worked for most of last year why can't it now? I hope someone can give me valuable advice.",6.288012820512817,6.2754810064102555,6.6007692307692345,78.61089743589746,65.85897435897436,10.01025641025641,30.794871794871803,9.725611199111238,2.700248717948718,631,21,122,12,9,204,105,156,0.16,0.743,0.09699999999999999,-0.8805,0,2,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,8,9,1,3,4,0,15,5,2,0,1,25,25,12,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,7,9,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,7,3,20,3,18,17,5,20,0,2,0,0,8,7,1,6,12,86,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942817535573018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478220189638665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592891741623288,0.0,0.15787580537862395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710889966984752,0.0,0.12969066981704822,0.15283121309987371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686656070240204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613562172383354,0.10757134338390098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888919533011869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488629277053812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092774887641402,0.0,0.0,0.14955569163951604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273933047221075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063561028046811,0.07356370386368541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127357611212885,0.0,0.0,0.1516892232237406,0.1517449366754162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018812427747412,0.0,0.11069049914272852,0.1116500080891564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147532261308917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451964041395785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318966714545176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292535783662965,0.0,0.14867538407235997,0.0,0.0,0.12859086477652185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30478138862077536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545638399475323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758234137012675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219648892572945,0.0,0.0,0.09648285837310297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881347656698826,0.0,0.12078278125086395,0.0,0.0,0.13958522555655328,0.13587119065437464,0.16811244359396593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096209367982886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393168784857195 adhd,F12picante,2019/03/22,"Can someone help me what to do I’m 18 years old male and I want to be tested for adhd/add. My teachers always complained and got frustrated with me and when I was 16 they filled out surveys and such about me that they printed out and my parents filled them out as well. But nothing ever happened and it kills me I always think about it at night but never have the courage or care to actually ask my parents again about it in the morning and when I do they just kind of shrug it off and tell me I don’t have it because my brother has add and I’m nothing like him, it pisses me off so much I’m not self diagnosing myself or anything I’m not saying I have it because that’s dumb but I just wish I could at least be tested to know or at least find ways to cope with this. My thoughts are always racing from one thing to another. At work I constantly have problems with forgetting what I was doing and when I have work meetings I have these thoughts I want to express but can’t find the words to do so I can never stay relevant when trying to explain things I constantly will just start thinking of other things idk people always tell me I talk soooo much and get mad at me because I fidget a lot idk it just makes me mad sometime but I just don’t know what to do I don’t know how the process works and most People tell me I’m 18 and they would know by know if I had it and what not but as far as I can remember I’ve always been this way and just told I’m just being a kid idk. Sometimes when I drive I loose focus and I’ve accidentally run a red light. I feel like my relationships are suffering because I can’t convey how I feel and I Idk. When I was in highschool I once took vyvanse and felt like a whole new person my thoughts had become clear I could finally be coherent in what I was saying and it felt great to be able to talk to people normally. All my friends with it always say stuff to me about how they think I have it but I don’t wanna self diagnose I just wanna be tested and I can summon the strength to tell my parents again I just wanna find a way to make it better wether through yoga or whatever it’s called when you relax I just wanna feel normal idk. 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The past month has been a nightmare, especially for someone like me who has ADHD. My patience has ran out and with each new admissions decision, I feel like a failure. I started the process early August. I crafted my essays with careful thought, even going as far as writing about my own experience with ADHD. I discussed about how I was told to repeat a grade, bullied, excluded, and how I eventually rose above it. I felt proud of myself, considering I am not an AP Literature student. I disclosed to the universities the reason why I had to work my ass off to get here. Hours of homework led to a 504 plan, because I could never get it done. I felt like I put in 110% effort, and I deserved to get into an amazing university. Needless to say, I kicked ass. I fucking did it. The girl who couldn’t read a book until 3rd grade and got a 1100 on the PSAT, received a 1320 SAT score and 5 on the APUSH exam. I also got recognized by the California Legislature TWICE, and qualified for a film festival, among many other things I don’t wish to brag about. This is not how colleges see it. I made the mistake (not really a mistake, because I want to do it, but I’m up against geniuses) of applying to computer science at UCLA, UCI, UC Davis(rejected), UCSC (Accepted), UCSB (rejected), CSUSB,(Accepted), Colo State (Accepted), UBC, SLO, Pomona, UCR, and UCSD. Yea hate on me for applying to a ton, but that’s what happens when you make yourself believe you are a failure. So far I’ve been rejected to UCSB and UC Davis, and I highly doubt I will get accepted into any more UC’s. I now realized that although I put in 110% effort, I only took two APs ever. How could I screw myself over like this? But I remember that I did it because I would be overloaded and my ADHD would have made me go wack. I don’t apologize for not meeting the traditional standards. I worked my ass off and I’m proud. It’s a shame that these colleges don’t see this, and in turn make me feel like crap. If I hadn’t had ADHD, maybe I could’ve extended myself further. It just really really sucks having something always hold you back, and knowing it costed you in the end. I just wanted to feeling appreciated, and wanted. Thank you ADHD for making me feel this way. For some humor... 10 years from now, when I’m making $200k, they’ll be sad I won’t be donating to their alumni program. 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Is it supposed to be like this? Okay so I'm not sure if I need to adjust my medication dosage, add an SSRI, or switch stims. I don't know if this is normal and I don't have much faith in doctors to get to the root of my issues. They're kind of flippant. I'm hoping for comparisons so I can request an OCD med or something. Sorry for the long post but I'm not good with being concise. I'm only on 10 mg a day. &#x200B; A bit of background information (okay more than a bit): &#x200B; I was recently diagnosed with the Inattentive type of ADHD and prescribed Adderall XR. I think the reason why I wasn't diagnosed sooner was because I was able to hyperfocus long enough for doctors appointments. (That and the American healthcare system is just oh so wonderful, doctors don't seem to care.) I have all of the symptoms of it, I'm a night owl, I used to daydream in the middle of class all the time when I was a kid, my grades would fluctuate from A's to F's. I pace around for hours whenever I try to get myself to sit down and do work that isn't ""fun"". I thought this was just anxiety but now I'm wondering if it was just hyperactivity because I'm not pacing around on meds. The meds have intensified my normal hyperfocus issues though. I have a problem switching gears in my brain. I'm resistant to switching to different activities and obsess over the topic at hand for hours until I absolutely have to go to the bathroom, eat, or sleep. This helps ""reset"" me a little. I spent hours liking instagram posts and upvoting stupid shit on reddit today. Fuck my life. I'm not even having fun. I also have Generalized Anxiety, Social Anxiety, Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks, and what I think may be OCD. I'm not sure because it doesn't manifest the typical way. I have repetitive thoughts, intrusive thoughts that cause me to wince and repeat phrases to try to get rid of random horrible thoughts, weird quirks, and all my video game save points are right near the end of the game ( I won't beat it until I complete every quest and get every major item). The Adderall, however, seems to have helped shut my brain up and I get sleepy. Addy and caffeine make me question if I ever had real depression and therapy has helped control the Panic Attacks. I can meditate now!! I also have sensory processing issues. I'm sensitive to light and sound. I'm oblivious to my surroundings because it's like I have to have one focal point. I can't find an object that is right in front of me unless I look at each item in the area individually. When someone says something, I hear what they're saying but I have to wait for the data to process in my brain. &#x200B; Does this sound normal to you as an ADHDer or do you think I have OCD or am on the spectrum, meaning meds might not even help? (I have no social cue issues but I do take jokes literally until my brain has time to process the data. My brother is on the spectrum and I don't relate to him most of the time but I'm a woman.)",3.7795783818401816,5.4030108545150535,5.1383483953604205,80.88495872767382,72.56187290969898,8.099395146943714,28.275243720202088,8.718977153904607,2.2210822884793284,2393,93,458,45,47,799,274,598,0.14,0.8059999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9946,2,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,0,3,0,3,19,29,6,3,35,2,52,18,7,7,6,91,95,43,0,11,24,1,1,3,0,4,9,5,0,2,17,22,1,2,18,4,1,2,16,13,0,1,13,8,56,16,73,75,13,59,2,2,1,1,22,29,2,19,26,297,73,7,0.059681976155729524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172613737350403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545530953846562,0.0,0.19399618868960006,0.21756040064109836,0.0,0.0,0.13696964520714222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062592241846646,0.0,0.1357937276939338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455263148658303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031452093150694,0.0,0.0,0.2664992936174683,0.0,0.0,0.06084975228596829,0.061309829668893374,0.0,0.0,0.06257541650216862,0.0,0.06693841112008933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848993725374702,0.06152949678977832,0.102807997220147,0.12115189900467373,0.0,0.0623549624216346,0.0,0.18326109461176485,0.052228099523618905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106956122899259,0.0,0.0,0.05286051632494297,0.06166743536672448,0.0,0.07883876475347326,0.05398576429047571,0.10056927794745366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454824497617461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055175025253420516,0.15590684629321722,0.0,0.03391864242098132,0.050058410007246236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726592468141349,0.0,0.16001428230048492,0.0,0.0,0.05927766874834727,0.17632417348439725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491699089695247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062149594056260936,0.032799653276672135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421551447645156,0.08747279668988937,0.05981701912575086,0.0,0.10563334163111436,0.05011782868102283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039838182522089385,0.0,0.0,0.06501116840443562,0.26517288468237,0.060123312114556564,0.0,0.06331314523674353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387311957065088,0.04425342909189948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056007491654210116,0.17542699484772795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044205162480548,0.04539083223927781,0.0,0.14004787963724874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283751677332375,0.0,0.11431767107041113,0.0,0.0,0.057107590954094435,0.0,0.0,0.06685747215631654,0.0,0.0,0.06793115491262737,0.0,0.06136301150718215,0.058928751366531286,0.0,0.0,0.101936163080431,0.0,0.09492300579631208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866445918782563,0.0,0.0,0.06126269087081356,0.0,0.0,0.05972507776514729,0.12167651752456678,0.050568344721416636,0.09189220208444612,0.0,0.06680908607098365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249911243919912,0.062032425046333675,0.0448734185555322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068251541069874,0.0,0.0,0.11472540140404802,0.05863723855106025,0.1895232901048841,0.1044031207384333,0.0,0.056571534965328275,0.0,0.0,0.08104028836387044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154606512862352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047372774705091984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385370054298537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944511455646926,0.04344918945027648,0.0,0.0,0.04239636350148076,0.0,0.21756040064109836,0.0 adhd,rainingcomets,2019/03/22,"Problem with being way too wordy, or not enough. When I'm writing or talking, I tend to ramble on about any slightly relevant thing. It plays off of my head going everywhere at once. I hate it. But when I actively try to stop it, I cancel it out entirely and I give short abrupt responses that make me seem distant and cold. I hate that too. Why can't I just talk like a normal person how the fuck",2.3816402116402102,4.1454040246913575,3.782116402116405,88.55666666666669,76.65432098765432,7.097707231040566,23.917107583774253,7.957251820313856,1.2313477954144625,310,10,65,5,7,102,64,81,0.231,0.7190000000000001,0.05,-0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,16,11,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,9,2,9,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,3,5,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401683452239698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401843606256795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093807378681004,0.0,0.21726401696957387,0.1287160331140772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472119709151858,0.2324378462418212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064860493308028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511797776890374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219061580518481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411979870135915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197757026207836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671452757688905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618245791717613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935070142033944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640783974852589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046585514414088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376771733891406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977239660613525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043665137410872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,infiniteresearch,2019/03/22,"Vyvanse and Anxiety I take Vyvanse, 40mgs in the morning and Abilify 5mg at night. Vyvanse definitely helps me stay steadily minded, but I often have very generalized anxiety, sort of a sense of doom on and off while I'm on it. I take Abilify at night, for Bipolar type 2 either at bed or maybe an hour prior. Helps the downs more than the ups, but my ups aren't detrimental. Makes me happily silly in the mornings. (i.e I said ""butt mustard"" and laughed for several minutes, continuing to say it) What can I do? Should I start taking Abilify in the daytime with my Vyvanse? Would it help? 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You won’t get the best of me today! *six hours later* \*fuck*",-3.802142857142858,-8.1657605,0.0514285714285716,98.765,185.25,0.9142857142857144,8.535714285714285,3.1291,-2.134703571428572,56,1,12,0,7,20,16,16,0.0,0.731,0.26899999999999996,0.6988,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184535973013835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567224144725258,0.25811008130864704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865196519245452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682823056466091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mbrace256,2019/03/22,"New ADHD Medicine Wore Off... Impulse Control = -78 Just started MyDayIs after being on Vyvanse for two years... As MyDayIs wore off, I noticed that I suddenly became incredibly confident and a little reckless. Drove home on a major highway, noticed most of the town’s police were at a car fire off the service road, so I decided to see how much boost I could use before I got to the next city... I hit 115 and decide I should probably let off the gas. A few miles later, once I was almost home, I decided to put my car in “Sharp” mode and try to launch at a stop light. I hit 65 in a 35 and then decided to slow down. Dear universe, ADHD + fast cars = danger. 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My significant other has ADHD and takes medication to help. Sometimes he has episodes where he gets really depressed and in a funk. Sometimes this lasts a fee hours and other times it lasts for several days. I want to help him but don’t know how. When I try to ask him what I can do to help he doesn’t know. He will get frustrated that he is mad or depressed and that only makes it worse. Sometimes he will punch himself in the leg but sometimes it is his head. Sometimes I think he just wants to feel physical pain or get his frustration out somehow. Does anyone else struggle with these things? How do you not spiral down the trail of thoughts? How do you cope? What are ways he can get out his frustration/anger without hurting himself? Also I want to be clear that he has never hit me nor am I afraid that he will. I also don’t believe he is suicidal. I think he just gets in a funk and doesn’t know what to do. I just want to help him but it’s hard because he doesn’t even know what will help. 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Hi all, So I started Vyvanse today with 20mg as per my doctor’s instructions. However, I’m up now at 4AM my time (which is roughly ~17 hours after I first took it) and I’m feeling withdrawal symptoms already. I know they’re withdrawal because it feels the same as when I forget to take my antidepressants. Is this normal? Or is the drug not agreeing with me? 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Please help I’ve had a really hard time processing information lately to the point where someone will say or text me something and I have to sit there and think for a while to understand what they’re saying. It could be as simple as a question asking something about myself and I have to sit there and process what their saying. If that makes any sense? It’s really hard because a lot of the time I don’t say the right things at the right time because i get confused on what is being said to me even when it’s very simple. I feel really stupid and like this something other than ADHD :( this makes me sound so weird but I’ve even google searched things like brain tumor symptoms before and thought I had something severely wrong with me because of this. It’s embarrassing. Has anyone else ever felt like this? 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I'm gonna try to make this quick since I have loads of homework for tomorrow so basically I'm a junior in high school and I've been diagnosed with ADD about 4 months ago and my problem is my whole family doesn't understand it. My oldest sister is super annoying and tells me to stop using my phone and wasting time and that it's what's ruined my focus and that I should just put it away. (Actually she has an anxiety issue and even she notices it when she's not having an ""episode"" so could that help me explain it to her?) My other sister tells me about people she's heard about it in college using Adderall and how it doesn't help and all that but she doesn't know about the details of my meds. My dad says it's ""bogus"" and that I should use my willpower. My mom is more sympathetic but I can still tell she doubts it. How can I show them that it's real and impacts me? I've given them examples of instances but they still don't take it. Also, how could I explain to them how it feels? On a side note does anyone have suggestions regarding Addy IR vs Vyvanse because Vyvanse has been having me focus on the wrong things such as social media and so I think Addy IR might be a good switch. I also hate the anxiety and irritability I've felt so does Addy IR also cause that?",2.536581100593612,4.252840280442803,4.201527354403979,85.92583667575806,76.08487084870849,6.779464142467513,22.852719396759184,7.586124646067393,0.9723953473447772,1040,30,212,14,23,349,142,271,0.106,0.8320000000000001,0.062,-0.8752,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,1,23,9,2,1,8,0,23,1,0,10,1,49,41,30,0,5,6,4,2,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,26,15,0,1,7,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,4,34,3,20,29,3,18,0,1,0,0,27,7,0,2,10,150,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.11884447134021435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079549445348263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921739641202377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633019366891068,0.0,0.0,0.08515481696997677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442089995711956,0.0,0.0,0.07423893007059608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510661488612587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447062759253486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236090856340338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314953144131232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804377620471106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480794255869076,0.0,0.061578092554377024,0.0,0.11693257942196668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021473759821226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202373518935376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325967059572108,0.1286724079950716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271117698867032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692978292459745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129235043500635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352755428508073,0.0,0.0,0.1291945079792227,0.0,0.14263297492686414,0.09720752616351816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386528885617993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443029890356434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116531678968164,0.0,0.12242743763355758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772357020830468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684822151787803,0.0,0.12325279634162728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007417079544942,0.0,0.0,0.12414434439665673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451511865072926,0.10181760953927288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156707047090763,0.0,0.3193360486467227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090846019128238,0.07803483111178089,0.0,0.0,0.07101374058978926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268393666524378,0.0,0.0,0.1267823509370349,0.0,0.3155490932091313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596846491543274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315264384492814,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChrisCube64,2019/03/22,"I’m just a big ball of stuff that I don’t even know what of yet. So I was told by a friend to come here and ask you guy a couple of things. I’m just gonna say beforehand, my posts might be a little hard to follow, but they’re usually easier to follow than if you [heard me talk normally.](https://youtu.be/4T5_vjRHOhA) (I apologize before hand if you watch that, I’m literally all over the place, that’s how I am normally). So, I’m sure you guys have heard it before, “since I was younger, people called me loud and annoying” yadda yadda. Yeah, it’s the same here, and still is to an extent. And I’ve also always had problems not getting distracted, but my mother has always said,”just focus and pay attention and stop acting so crazy”. And I’ll be honest, I’ve tried. And I can keep myself kinda contained hyper-wise, it’s the focus thing that I’m still having problems with. That being said, I’ve gotten a lot of support from new friends I’ve met who have been diagnosed with ADHD, all telling me,”like, yeah, you’ve got it. And that’s ok, but if it’s becoming a problem cause school and stuff, then maybe you should look into medicine”. Which brings me to, this part of the post, do you guys think I need to see someone to get medicine? If so who? I don’t necessarily “have a doctor”, do I just go to a minute clinic? I’m 19 now, so I think i can do it myself, just would have to find time in my insane schedule, as well as actually not be distracted by something else. Oh, Right, problems relating to it, I’ve been getting distracted to the point where I’m late for certain things, like, college and future career wise, and it’s getting bad. Like this stuff is ruining my career. Also you know, just generally getting on peoples nerves, they hate it. I have been diagnosed with anxiety and general depression in the past, was given medicine, but my mother didn’t allow me to take it, so I’ve kinda just been riding along on that end. Going day by day it seems like, waiting for something to happen. I’ve also been told that I have some OCD tendencies, not so much that I do “certain things”, but that I freak out if I don’t know something is ok at all times. Things like packages, I’ll literally check the tracking number every 5-10 minutes of the day for the entire 2 weeks until it’s shipped. The problem on that end is that I’ve been annoying the crap out of my SO, cause I care for her with all my heart, and if she’s not contacting me or hasn’t for a good 4 hours or so, I kinda get freaked out, start texting her a bunch, maybe call her a few times, I need to know she’s ok. And I’m a little too nervous to just drop the,”I think I might have slight OCD over you” bomb. I’ve lived my whole life now just thinking I’m wrong about everything and I’m just born to be that one annoying person and everything, I just kinda want answers now that I suddenly have a possible one. Sorry if this post was hard to follow btw. Lol",4.260757184649801,4.795967416107384,5.199194630872484,85.00593271381864,70.30872483221475,8.260471519531924,26.523662020306322,8.303829127061777,1.5216187059025987,2284,67,484,32,39,749,258,596,0.13699999999999998,0.718,0.145,0.5759,0,0,3,0,0,0,88.0,0,8,1,0,36,38,5,4,25,6,46,8,3,4,7,104,102,48,0,18,28,2,3,4,2,5,5,5,0,4,41,27,0,4,12,1,2,9,9,20,1,2,21,11,51,18,55,71,13,60,0,2,3,0,38,19,1,18,32,303,92,6,0.0,0.0,0.06642710618915668,0.0,0.08180765757453105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330815158209686,0.1132804183653846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207383827581817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363684120017389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568361247084244,0.0,0.07517865217643135,0.1158461686163588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901542832612845,0.0,0.06940253414990696,0.13985455609821934,0.0,0.058636812075652814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531884673033781,0.0,0.13169975641611334,0.0,0.05862912559136355,0.13818049362769316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967316436156494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686426869910026,0.0,0.12058073045827487,0.0,0.0,0.0449600027739237,0.0,0.05735243353479636,0.0,0.12235496876331585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062215313827159766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051823849034772,0.0,0.2133845378344673,0.0,0.0773722045038948,0.0570944067888849,0.054442293490117616,0.0,0.0,0.202201848681766,0.06019462479836275,0.0,0.12195581086215886,0.06720564492453923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806640129015853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703584929535193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050429505284489,0.0,0.0,0.14963933104879834,0.0,0.07678662473999978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808029226420063,0.13302346695792713,0.13644928883557247,0.060107604910118025,0.0,0.05716217709822882,0.0,0.0,0.05787120722154436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677217497672042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442434223168968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050039738287762786,0.1009470049891812,0.0,0.06574302934116959,0.0,0.0,0.06669475521454461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225282810658524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371384844168848,0.06498110950719772,0.0943831945668562,0.059436640112557074,0.07111931020763723,0.0,0.06434873863124294,0.07673939668362659,0.1955785136096168,0.0,0.0,0.32567195284412065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813193787587101,0.12950149599966235,0.054132489483523415,0.0,0.06889110194497848,0.054243471312637466,0.06196893624333868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056308720603528636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057676015753340686,0.15721226760227655,0.0,0.07619948649544013,0.04818073546492944,0.0,0.10872257073717323,0.05691008664113406,0.0,0.0,0.2337737237572497,0.0,0.07724573333773298,0.0641557541286505,0.0,0.051180635035083695,0.05471258619490301,0.059496722549133525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611547748577734,0.17446761988199114,0.0,0.0,0.11907757846496345,0.0,0.0,0.1300887897573746,0.0,0.04621548296745319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749701714075024,0.0,0.040149815551088285,0.0,0.054602145715036056,0.0,0.0612036626775407,0.0,0.0,0.0759984167160652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835541567885556,0.07442453748423608,0.0,0.0 adhd,itsjustlittleolme,2019/03/22,"Is ADHD normally embarrassing to talk about? Is there a bigger stigma than I thought? Sorry, on mobile. I was talking with someone at work today about how I’m kinda thinking I might seriously have adhd, but then he hushed me and told me that he was diagnosed recently and begged me not to tell anyone because there’s a serious stigma around it and he doesn’t want people to know. I am from the US, I thought the only stigma around ADHD was that it just makes you hyper and unorganized and kind of difficult to manage. He is from a different country, so I’m not sure if maybe it’s just different where he is from. Should I be less talkative about it? I mean, it’s not like I was openly telling him I’m depressed. So basically my question is, do mental health problems/ADHD have the same stigma in the US, or is it probably just different where my coworker is from",3.215196078431372,5.280894441176471,4.933529411764706,79.87754901960788,75.17647058823529,8.062745098039215,26.62745098039216,8.841846274778883,2.2680509803921582,685,26,127,15,15,232,98,170,0.121,0.87,0.009000000000000001,-0.9464,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,1,15,8,0,1,7,0,19,2,0,2,1,33,30,12,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,1,17,3,19,20,2,12,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,5,4,94,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681459402605431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263832939395045,0.0,0.0,0.21042101612617076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204502781318169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179334268131213,0.11995620093120254,0.0,0.370437333434714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562608531364172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307242814440585,0.0649518799334458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773966104783225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889000612643014,0.0,0.118733622037206,0.12873909272513975,0.0,0.0,0.11910358980291227,0.1253765633721058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579708897450185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988570277910818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193522222098608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274243897373416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239525636203192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669431841552573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013852972996423,0.0,0.0,0.1322994392758426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113888122861196,0.0,0.0,0.18998669959147385,0.20659937209607787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572875272446729,0.0,0.1876528065654756,0.0,0.0,0.11202641429542397,0.11293169240716305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843261722408509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970910604174939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604074294855565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CradleDaddle,2019/03/22,"Just adding, how has your situation improved your ADHD? I plan on moving out in 4 years, I know EXACTLY what habits will “go away” once my situation improves. I just feel like if I can get out of my mum’s house then I can start being a vegan, showering more, going to sleep earlier and waking up earlier, having more high-maintenance care habits.",6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,7.293484848484847,72.16022727272728,65.96969696969697,11.44848484848485,30.13636363636364,11.20814326018867,3.5206181818181825,272,9,50,8,4,92,53,66,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.8974,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,1,1,10,13,4,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,8,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283893931892703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193912107953567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084491461186575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944135856643699,0.16875763414916395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341667688778385,0.0,0.2685017516337671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495823852837708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725694254094506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298218874514716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540654074552716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510674801112867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156960029327197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310487077185949,0.2363934233771884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719973212971473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211975512419385 adhd,chemcarls,2019/03/22,"Tile is my absolute favorite product for missing items. Sorry, this is long. I just get passionate about cool things! [Cat Tax](https://i.imgur.com/CWSSjk0.jpg in advance. I (24F) was diagnosed recently, but as I’m reading in the posts recently, a common trait of ADHD is constantly misplacing keys and wallets and the like. This would frustrate me to no end, and I would get so stressed about the money that it would cost to replace things. I lost my keys in college and ended up having to pay ~$500 to replace them. I remember saying all the time that I wish I had a GPS tracker for my keys. Once I left my keys at a Chipotle’s (How? Someone else was driving. And I was fidgeting with my keys while eating.) I googled to see if my dream product (GPS tracker) existed, and I found Tile.com. Now, this is not an advertisement. I’m just trying to tell you about a product that has saved my sanity, if not my life. Tile is a [little square thing](https://i.imgur.com/tBaTPKi.jpg) that goes on your key ring or in your wallet or purse or whatever you need to keep track of. Through the phone app, you can make the tile play a song. And it’s loud! Loud enough that you know that if you aren’t hearing it ring, it’s because it’s not in the same room. It’s not exactly a GPS tracker because it uses Bluetooth, but it has a range of up to 300 feet. If the item isn’t in range, the app will show you the last GPS location where your phone was in contact with the item. If you live in a populated area where other people have the app as well, their location will update on your phone if they come in to contact with your missing item. (It doesn’t tell the other person though) The other really cool piece is that if you press the button on the tile, it will make your phone ring at top volume, even if it is on silent. I’ve had mine for a year and a half now, and I can honestly say that I don’t lose my keys, phone, or wallet anymore. And when I’m running out of time in the morning (like I usually am), I don’t have to spend time looking around for my keys. I can just use the app to make them ring and get me out the door faster. When I’m at the grocery store and I can’t remember if I brought my wallet, I can check the app and if the last know place is my home address, I say “damn it” and turn around and go back home. (Or pay with Apple Pay, another life saver). Guys. Lady-guys. Non-binary guys. Check it out. Seriously, it’s amazing.)",3.0531571495988707,4.5773029959100215,3.826789366053173,89.95876828692779,74.25562372188139,7.142173981437786,25.21739814377851,7.793537801064563,1.1864409941796443,1891,62,405,26,39,602,214,489,0.07,0.8590000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.4422,1,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,0,14,4,4,20,18,2,1,34,2,36,6,1,6,2,70,64,40,0,15,24,0,1,2,0,6,3,13,5,3,30,25,1,1,5,5,9,6,11,8,1,1,9,19,53,10,53,49,8,61,0,4,3,1,34,32,1,15,24,268,83,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802525126442065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297818507170106,0.0,0.0,0.09739456036165567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484939371892408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551481506733848,0.0,0.11973166621383982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845962918846379,0.0,0.10612644831334732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967763387792884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048987123238493,0.0820390144414584,0.0,0.17396380035719228,0.10147367222759048,0.0,0.06486453446496708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767847021757454,0.0,0.0,0.15392668877550147,0.0,0.05581307513379604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29171992823597964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068597798199784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701845832520665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729054024903236,0.0,0.0,0.10794356035670592,0.16010297631068465,0.0,0.0,0.10670176050798412,0.0,0.13873245472599238,0.0959575703378994,0.09842881508370986,0.08671822886452897,0.08690975245878899,0.08246881178199339,0.10986806745098544,0.10720410716820024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666100842442796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728189510705907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458682609787216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808409251751979,0.0857502169305659,0.10260499696329038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940547779799502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823317818071567,0.0,0.06291366401587463,0.0,0.19393434364144815,0.0,0.2224978718462102,0.0,0.0,0.2342934950939309,0.0,0.0,0.07825794700570401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321013524946584,0.0,0.0,0.10993425073503213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249533087656027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167379769732416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957323079741265,0.0,0.09648748792092612,0.0,0.17179517828733815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667583636129411,0.10682058232676757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963794542058647,0.10816069766630126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882995294082162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293274574778946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092894572965707,0.0,0.0,0.06324183190925255 adhd,tes226,2019/03/22,"Do you enjoy things more when medicated properly for ADHD? Hey fellow AHDH adults. I was wondering if while medicated properly you enjoy day to day things more? Having addiction problems as well, I find it hard to enjoy doing things unless having some drinks or something to go along. For example: walking by the river. Not so exciting. Walking by river drunk and or high? Great times ahead. I am currently not medicating myself for ADHD and was wondering if that helps anyone that may feel the same",4.7359051186017505,7.699586235955057,5.7677902621722845,71.32362047440701,74.28089887640449,8.899375780274658,26.742821473158553,9.444778638647367,3.1514559300873906,401,15,60,11,9,132,61,89,0.096,0.7240000000000001,0.18,0.8711,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,0,0,18,12,11,0,3,7,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,4,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,2,2,6,6,12,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,8,7,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285719607983325,0.4031725869630973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728503781541995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216351920553482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431759954861255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481245302174606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533078306365426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532833714390793,0.0,0.0,0.18492973171284974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025867143208152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243002639711608,0.1772224845815112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069296668477067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050087195060553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291315069818876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343093961367201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780831603953044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081497102419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638054662953656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,d_cat48,2019/03/22,"Drug test for medication? I’ve been diagnosed with ADD since was 8. I’ve been on and off treatment throughout my life. I decided to go back on to Vyvanse recently, as my ADD was causing me to struggle really bad. It’s been doing wonders for me and my grades this semester! However, my doctor would like to drug test me tomorrow. Not only to make sure I’m taking my dosage, but to also make sure I’m not doing any other drugs, since it’s a controlled substance. I don’t smoke weed or use illegal drugs, however I hit my friends juul throughout this week and am concerned. Will nicotine cause my doctor to deny my prescription? I’m nervous as my grades are going to rank if I can’t stay on this medication. 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I’m in college and was diagnosed a couple months ago. Since I’ve started taking adderall, things have gotten so much better. Like I can’t believe I went this long on my own. I can pay attention to conversations a lot better now and can study without getting distracted every 5 minutes. And my ridiculously treatment resistant anxiety has finally gone down so much. It’s actually incredible. A lot of people have noticed a difference too, which is cool. I have chronic depression, but lately it’s been pretty okay. However, some days I get so depressed for no real reason. Like disproportionately depressed. I’ve been keeping a spreadsheet for when exactly I take my meds and my mood throughout the day because I’m wondering if getting depressive correlates with my dose wearing off. Anyone else experienced this? Advice?",5.896122448979592,8.940661435374153,6.6464965986394535,66.11219387755105,70.70068027210884,9.642176870748301,37.03061224489796,9.957137785484203,4.841008163265307,689,39,95,20,14,226,107,147,0.177,0.6990000000000001,0.124,-0.883,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,14,1,1,6,2,11,4,1,1,1,17,24,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,6,2,11,6,10,18,6,16,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,5,12,63,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.1240689282748748,0.0,0.0,0.12423836310422888,0.11270069292552165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726067680326776,0.0,0.0,0.0888982613979886,0.13026851461513686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750250715293913,0.0,0.0,0.14324165853735854,0.0,0.22488751006409816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067643660590426,0.0,0.16398775108542973,0.0,0.547521425749004,0.12904299717695336,0.0,0.13283277118807055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620798164143908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711974931371776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927411579565308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927400453185345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300662446226872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341787236987733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422699051409458,0.0,0.0,0.1125136553193457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161773730592601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122231715142816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148081316155062,0.0,0.18692299143181346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474813251373464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881418931883287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176362918294707,0.12934565776214005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471155472815472,0.0,0.1307196500549313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517035918914612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998935156992931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118480095003396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446523284677243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785875085390908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225570681522244,0.13787638237215308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ronaldreagann,2019/03/22,"My life long, massive caffeine addiction. I've been consuming massive amounts of caffeine for 35+years. I never really thought about how it's probably self medicating. Lately, I notice that if I don't have it or have a lot less, that I'm way more hyper. It's just an observation but I swear that I'm way more contained on it. Have any of my fellow caffeine addicts observed the same thing? What is your experience with caffeine been like? Thank you. Take care. 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I have been on stimulant meds for years. I was on adderal for a long time and have realized that I get a little anxious on it and I think it has affected my sleep pattern. Not to mention it is a controlled substance and is generally a pain in the ass to travel with. So my doctor has proscribed me Strattera. Anyone on it have any pointers on what to expect?",3.2104135338345827,5.457654552631581,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,75.84210526315789,6.448120300751881,31.90977443609023,7.447530270364453,2.3228142857142866,310,16,55,4,7,102,50,76,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.8579,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,9,4,2,3,0,12,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,12,10,0,12,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,4,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769978305550324,0.0,0.0,0.31314614991395395,0.0,0.19381790894239206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108925013436757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837160266652569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482049576511544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277817509972925,0.0,0.24530470066036686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30789594504835194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949500319844228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27739049237425945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619672729347776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761235745583942,0.0,0.0,0.1616318981948272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850147085700951 adhd,Apuesto,2019/03/22,"Rough few days This last week has been a bit of a slow burn crash. &#x200B; Work has wound up being disastrous, and now I'm scared for my job(despite no one saying anything about my performance. I work with cool people). I'm a programmer. Early this week I finish a bug fix, it gets to production where it proceeds to break things spectacularly. I write another fix for it, send it off, but before it gets to production I realize it's going to break things even more. Spent all day writing another fix from scratch, should have only taken a few hours. Finally get the new fix out, it finally works. Doesn't help the 1.5 days production was screwy because of my oversights. &#x200B; Then just before I leave work today, I load in some data, but I forgot to check the file size and it ended up being too large and I bricked production again by overloading the imports. Fml. &#x200B; At least I didn't delete the database. &#x200B; I have had zero appetite, so I've pretty much been eating cereal and sandwiches all week. Haven't been sleeping enough, stay up late then my cat wakes me up early. I'm still figuring out meds, on 50mg Vyvanse currently but I always end up feeling so tired and weird from it and crashing in the afternoon. I've been experimenting with splitting it morning and lunch, that's better, but still not great. Probably because I'm not eating or sleeping. I didn't take my meds today, and it was a reminder that yes, they do actually do something, even if they do make me tired and crash. On the upside, I managed to make another Dr appointment today after needing to for the last few weeks. &#x200B; My apartment has been devolving into chaos. I was doing really well for a bit, keeping it clean, putting stuff away. Now there's dishes everywhere, clothes on the floor, I need to do laundry, dishwasher has had clean dishes for the last week. &#x200B; Blaahhh. &#x200B;",4.43603180372558,6.75809216338028,4.76457973648342,81.29950022716949,72.43661971830986,7.735574738755113,28.916401635620176,8.558390810932622,2.3901040436165384,1518,62,265,28,31,478,192,355,0.11199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.071,-0.9342,2,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,2,6,15,6,0,1,17,2,28,13,3,2,2,38,46,19,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,19,14,6,2,3,0,2,3,7,2,1,2,15,5,25,4,38,28,12,61,0,0,0,0,7,19,0,3,36,173,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.05383802801024742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590591617525307,0.41843721955458096,0.4692636991704063,0.0,0.17355188005975647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540026518661878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051834094993063816,0.0,0.0,0.06726232279076319,0.0,0.09389132883626147,0.0,0.0,0.04879344181631657,0.12046285071260025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674038930256598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290550561558302,0.0,0.0,0.09772860984524416,0.05700542815420494,0.0,0.07287861921278241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053966912830334064,0.0,0.0,0.02789564406635004,0.0,0.0,0.12087222565018775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647225044074736,0.0,0.03135442105089963,0.0,0.0,0.06082519476030901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697933365917544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433140383651115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474777962943055,0.04903769136833283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349129066633636,0.06223423976640565,0.05841713610499566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365289761287816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256301673898384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055634794462548,0.08181581275996147,0.0,0.053283595480878805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037384665903432236,0.0419593227882465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382479786061831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056127793174563866,0.05948266448139895,0.0,0.0,0.05546115643587332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534335828441211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387345245447544,0.05523486258493738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041982236811312,0.0,0.0,0.0424726137280161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880395189897565,0.08811777517488073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315652856061105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148102515191122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330508347459476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681975468993986,0.15688432085077025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127050379514976,0.0,0.049604516809450425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065786636573304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692636991704063,0.0 adhd,ron3090,2019/03/22,"What are you obsessing over today? Mechanical keyboards for me. Sure, I probably *should* be spending more energy thinking about work, chores, or even what to eat, but my brain doesn’t know that. Instead I get to spend all day every day studying the inner workings of whatever is most interesting right now, then getting depressed once I realize I can’t afford it. Repeat this *ad nauseum* until you finally cave and buy the Thing You Want, then move onto the next Thing. Yay broken brains!",4.279229797979799,7.164838261363638,4.8506060606060615,77.70146464646466,75.47727272727273,8.002020202020201,27.959595959595962,8.841846274778883,2.755980808080808,389,16,63,9,9,124,75,88,0.105,0.755,0.14,0.3352,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,1,6,3,2,0,2,11,11,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,3,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,8,9,3,15,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,10,44,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567435604729944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386608001885137,0.0,0.1761989311792673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932985190040512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511892518740204,0.0,0.1723620706847056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241003656666145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376251204716085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242829364771706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742934826683674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175663311802053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178641941651279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056492778885708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470472598378425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280818522276005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27181920285676264,0.13108249457299545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391184082142626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206628022470214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978640163702731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheeriocereal,2019/03/22,"I wonder what that feels like... I'm so jelous of my friend. She sits in front of the TV and does her homework without being distracted. I sit in front of the TV trying to do my ""easy"" homework and get distracted. I look at her and she seems so focused, I look at the TV and my mind starts to wander. I read the same sentence 20 times over. Type up a sentence. Doesn't seem right. Write it again. I look up at the TV, get distracted. Watch the TV for 10 minutes. Sigh. All this time, she's type-typing away. Being so focused. I wonder what that feels like. 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My new psychiatrist (I havent been diagnosed with ADHD since I was a teenager, I'm 31 now) has a 3 step protocol for determining an ADHD diagnosis. Theres a urine test, a questionnaire for self-reporting symptoms, and then the 3rd step is that you have to bring in someone to confirm that you're showing these symptoms. Has anyone else had a psych make them do this? What kind of questions did they ask? How long did it take? My boyfriend would be the obvious choice to do this, but he's away on a seasonal job for a couple months, so my boss has been kind enough to offer to go to my appointment and answer the questionnaire. I'm a little nervous that he doesn't know me well enough to answer correctly though as I havent been working for him that long. Just wondering if anyone has experience with this.",6.888143712574853,7.35525413173653,7.245155688622756,72.86294311377245,64.5688622754491,10.991377245508986,34.065269461077854,10.793553405168565,3.729216047904192,708,29,129,18,10,231,109,167,0.036000000000000004,0.9520000000000001,0.012,-0.5486,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,2,7,4,0,1,12,0,20,5,1,3,2,20,29,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,5,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,7,0,12,3,20,20,2,15,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,7,88,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342611475050412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447667124720847,0.14248977815916744,0.0,0.0,0.13000814467635208,0.0,0.13065729301382908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387412916634507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411492876468371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617198359505287,0.0,0.0,0.2873851634033319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27206689896556624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903453854214224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800176671081565,0.0,0.0,0.28963213950919314,0.07642715851918952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938088809373514,0.0,0.24613845999081835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282778281371667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100133134642387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431102343943935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578599504029692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507639838979375,0.0,0.0,0.11503701561390252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783035831130145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43362915537748375,0.10456049167083037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663185668662972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503723443901266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081138520415605,0.10124186562692522,0.0,0.0,0.09878865385047772,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,visionsofpalmtrees,2019/03/22,"How do you stay focused on something you've worked really hard to get once you actually get it? **tldr: I finally started my own business after working toward it for a year, but now that I have it, I'm feeling boredom/overwhelm creep back in, making me want to run away—just like I always do.** I was a cog in Corporate America and tried desperately to keep my head above water for almost five years. I liked my creative work, but was horribly unhappy/anxious/overwhelmed in the work environment. So many meetings! So much email! No time to create! I was a mess. I finally had an epic meltdown, which led me to getting dx'd, starting meds, and working with a therapist who encouraged me to create a life that would work for me. I figured I'd be better off working for myself at home, and began working toward that goal. About a year post-meltdown, I officially launched an LLC and began work as a small biz owner. Success right? Not so fast. I now have two big clients—my old company and another new biz—who are giving me more work than I can handle, so I'm outsourcing a lot of it. But now all of a sudden, my days are back to being filled with meetings, email, and balancing a schedule that I could barely keep together in the first place. So now I'm back to being stressed out all the time—and now people are depending on me to get paid!—and I'm losing motivation daily. Like most of us, I have two modes: stressed to the point of forced productivity and ensuing exhaustion, or avoidant and focused on doing what I like (e.g., writing and designing for myself), then scrambling to apologize for missed deadlines. Meds help, but they aren't miraculous fixing the problem. I guess my question is... How do you stay focused on something you've worked really hard to get once you actually get it? Where do you generate motivation? How can you keep going when you just want to run away? I feel like I escaped a bad situation and have re-created a different but equally unpleasant one. Talk about a life cycle that I haven't been able to break. Anyway, any thoughts are appreciated!",4.156727426549761,6.210503743654822,5.209003230272267,78.9819973850177,72.4771573604061,8.329057068143362,30.467312721119825,9.0124134603493,2.7865966159052453,1641,73,296,35,33,539,207,394,0.11599999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.171,0.9670000000000001,1,1,2,0,0,0,62.0,1,7,1,18,22,17,0,3,20,0,28,5,1,9,2,51,55,27,0,5,8,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,13,13,1,4,7,0,0,5,4,9,0,5,8,4,40,8,45,42,8,56,0,2,0,0,22,20,0,7,33,198,53,17,0.07438546174330007,0.0,0.14517896085920726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744862949782282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189466306552493,0.0,0.0,0.05058466477161624,0.0779996424257387,0.0,0.08403439879003409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977517985499227,0.1715934856201935,0.06210875347284284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578789604151844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939073840191472,0.0,0.0,0.047972469068716654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771697538326458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522304898092047,0.05314098873233161,0.0,0.16297127481428006,0.0,0.0632722357590203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331800016849677,0.07135731298089007,0.04227497212235601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194397240135477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332695258566029,0.0,0.07634094395485838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049859007028295536,0.0,0.07461468314836057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983516486088797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508130293749056,0.1817048962648606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321830462652807,0.0,0.0632398595248691,0.0,0.0,0.04965287332622949,0.07541518294782315,0.0,0.0,0.16525095798966216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468187328225022,0.0,0.0,0.07184194247683022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805502911808843,0.15843617815553698,0.05040551398814122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156951316970548,0.0,0.07771697538326458,0.0,0.07031830485346012,0.0,0.07124071030927884,0.0,0.0,0.0711768409122963,0.0,0.0,0.08332874106515323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530646308272954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352477789352041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361237562814261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453112518969362,0.0,0.0,0.10530082536355648,0.1585700098354858,0.0,0.0,0.1704165902094184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059788216478053005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636725434293438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905374768747424,0.08674952186911145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050502845733753216,0.0,0.14532757498574791,0.0,0.08947655163685506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774894519411305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956885228326562,0.0,0.0,0.05284129779928015,0.0,0.0,0.1437053956185699 adhd,Balmora111,2019/03/22,"Restaurants My son is having some issues socially because he can't stay at the dinner table, but we would still like to go out to eat as a family. Any restaurants you guys favored as a child? &#x200B; Thanks,",5.018666666666668,6.675524200000003,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,69.5,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.896583333333333,168,6,29,2,3,53,36,40,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928010066500594,0.328366782590914,0.18377000634488694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473359003059987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765192830484469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547548102287483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358156331035933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675765043696633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205657286100466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202384592346705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754719594558974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880360267794747,0.21581112349068002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487973528508751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919681720870977,0.0,0.328366782590914,0.0 adhd,Bearded_Zakk_420,2019/03/22,"Need Help. Daughter has ODD Hello I apologise if this is the wrong place or wrong format in advance. My daughter, who is about to be 7, has opposition defiant disorder. I am afraid we will get kicked out of our apartment, that she will hurt her siblings, or any other multitude of things. We are desperate for help. She is in therapy, on meds, goes to counceling, even been admitted to a mental hospital twice. I am desperate. Any advice would be to great. Or any boot camp programs or anything at this point. She is perfectly behaved for everyone except her mom and I. It's is breaking our hearts to say the least. Thanks in advance. 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This is one of the questions that I despise asking because I usually have asked it 3-4 times already, but if I don't ask the question I'm scared to talk to that person because I don't know their name and don't want to seem impersonal. What's even worse is THINKING you know someone's name but not being sure so you ponder over it 30 minutes. 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I'm a new lurker to this sub, so nice to meet you all. I don't really know where to start because talking about ADHD scares me. I will be seeing a psychiatrist hopefully next week to see if i ACTUALLY have ADHD. I've been told my entire life that i have ADHD and just never realized it. Now as I'm getting older I'm starting to realize it more and more everyday. I was never good at school with focusing and grades. When i would have a huge project or homework i would always wait till last minute to do it. Not because i was too lazy, i just couldn't focus on it. Now as I'm getting older I'm starting to realize that i interrupt people a lot, tend to finish peoples sentences, talk WAY more than i should be, I go through cycles of three different career choices and ill work on it for 2 weeks and then quit for a couple months and when i start a different path i say that this is the one I'm going to stick to from now on. Then 2 weeks later back to not finishing anything. I want to work on stuff that I'm passionate about such as photography, videography and programming. I'll start on them the day it pops in my head and ill work on it for 30-45 minutes and then ill get distracted and wont ever go back to it that day. That happens for TWO WEEKS, then nothing. I lose all my motivation and just start to lay in bed all day telling myself that I'll get to it and i want to but this is hard. My mind is always all over the place. Last night me and my S.O. were talking about our TV and then next thing i know its an hour and a half later and I'm still talking and I'm not even talking about our TV, I'm talking about stuff from work. I hate that. I hate changing the subject millions of times only to forget about what the initial conversation was. I hate the fact that i interrupt people. I hate feeling like I'm not good enough and never will be successful. I want to be on medication because I've tried adderall before and it helps, SO MUCH. I know its not gonna cure me but i can tell from experience, it helps A LOT. I fell like my life is just falling apart. I'm so far behind on car payments and insurance payments. I owe money to TWO different hospitals. My credit score is plummeting due to past due bills. I just got a new job so hopefully ill be able to get on track with everything but I'm not sure it will. My first paycheck i kinda just wasted and completely regret it now. I kept telling myself that ill pay it off next check but I'm afraid that i wont. I make poor decisions and feel like they are okay at the time then later realize that it was such a bad choice. I just want to fix everything and feel normal. &#x200B; Im sorry this is such a long pointless story but i feel like i just needed to get it off my chest.",2.195762034449828,3.830286993067592,3.8291387542885427,88.58303045308243,76.81629116117851,7.067223145757438,23.73391575000884,7.8877783879560495,1.1214736250132633,2173,69,470,34,49,725,249,577,0.14,0.78,0.08,-0.9856,5,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,1,2,9,34,24,4,3,20,1,33,12,2,2,10,90,91,46,0,14,21,0,5,4,0,9,9,1,2,0,38,25,0,2,13,2,7,6,13,10,0,7,9,8,56,14,64,67,11,87,0,2,2,1,20,22,0,7,62,302,94,15,0.06262358130222004,0.0,0.06111158179076082,0.0,0.2257841253572141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421567262789852,0.0678526241770995,0.07609450577474683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051533871536791724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630733699685064,0.05228807459861524,0.11452426173229906,0.0,0.05328805524348221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624744542719564,0.0,0.06565963353188398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929180159135355,0.0,0.1211610876609341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628494113293046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647068998236703,0.0,0.041362284833054735,0.05664661455554928,0.0,0.0,0.11256407376520536,0.061257879036692886,0.0,0.0,0.12665745733794148,0.1342148969852676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326758626439703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196309419224458,0.0,0.10677127324514726,0.10505137768122322,0.05008579874040975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055377826127999914,0.0,0.056098428321855486,0.2473112861434405,0.06426986131972086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839505329968771,0.0,0.0,0.12439869278396275,0.061671613022858736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764421406690277,0.0,0.0621442414653389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032488476066882,0.1020931540387294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269866241924352,0.12237887433995925,0.0,0.0,0.055419898803285655,0.0,0.0700597689854589,0.0,0.10648065876537548,0.0,0.0,0.041801726799310115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308666982708863,0.0,0.0,0.06323196513893993,0.0,0.04998554513161629,0.0,0.04603553781874755,0.04643459203507873,0.14489749956479964,0.12096449010783801,0.19980266749185344,0.05876798881439393,0.061357813430893325,0.06008901522680775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243535940140701,0.04762805550698841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978129435889424,0.13024591869216315,0.0,0.06542831371097682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660788720390033,0.0,0.0,0.040118269750647376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980078537803061,0.06269712965560982,0.06337840759128878,0.09980577279093174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010197219971931,0.26595175900509244,0.0,0.050011272922130666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337803606096708,0.0,0.0,0.05902198425769992,0.0,0.0,0.3020067750697525,0.164207310912654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160432476820635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303262772565003,0.0,0.0,0.059839515608890136,0.0,0.04251730098436921,0.0,0.12234827874002123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477480430923732,0.049707683949926966,0.20093143809779013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236285212507916,0.0,0.0,0.08897199079754571,0.0,0.07609450577474683,0.0 adhd,brianjwalton,2019/02/24,"Commence Riding the Dragon I have 3000 words to submit for a prestigious workshop by the end of the week (which I’m already accepted to, so the stress SHOULD be lowered) but I feel like everything I have so far is shit. And, of course, with months to prepare, I’m still riding it down to the wire. So... A few hours of work time allotted: check. 20 mg of Adderall: check. A double shot latte: check. See title. 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In theory, I should have no problem doing this. It’s important, because they’re distracting stressed out people who are trying to study, and also they’re annoying me. I don’t particularly care if the students like me. They seem like nice people but I don’t really know them. Still, for some reason I have this huge problem telling people to tone it down, or really exercising my authority at all. I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately, and I think it is related to the fact that in times where I have been chastised or criticized, I get flooded with crazy, out-of-proportion shame that stays with me for longer than it should, and I feel echoes of that whenever I have to this to others. In general, I really hate making people feel bad, I even hate being apologized to, because then I get caught up in my own feel-bads, and it creates this stupid, stupid (entirely internal) feedback loop. I still do it, because it’s my job and it’s objectively not a big deal. I just had to do it a little bit ago, and it’s hard to describe even to myself what the problem is, because it went fine outwardly, but internally it was super unpleasant for me. And again, in the aftermath I’m not worrying that they don’t like me, I’m mostly just annoyed that I had to do it. When I write it all out it truly doesn’t seem like a big deal, and I guess it isn’t, I just wanted to get this off my chest. I don’t know if this an aspect of the emotionally sensitive elements of ADHD or just some additional hang-ups I have, but if anyone else can relate/has suggestions for coping, I’d love to hear about it lol. 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Basically the title—how on earth do you get anything done? I cannot get myself to study or do any of my class work, and I’m getting so far behind I don’t know if I’ll even pass this semester. It’s bad. I’ve changed my major 4 times in 2 years and plan to transfer universities in the fall. There’s this gross craving to start something new *all the fucking time* and I cant get past it. I am excited about the program I’m in right now, but I cannot for the life of me sit down and do my work. It’s bizarre you guys. From some comments on here, I know I’m not the only one to have been in this position. Did you figure out a way to get through school? Did you bail? Are you happy? 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Very few people at my job know I have adhd. My boss certainly doesn't know, neither does the microbiologist (he's not directly my boss, but he's in charge of the lab, and making decisions beyond my skill set as a technologist). This is the first time in my life I think that someone has said that I'm ""doing really well"" in a way that wasn't kind of also condecendngly implying ""for someone with adhd"". I remember at least one time that I finished a test at the same time as other people in my class and the teacher said something like ""wow, that was fast *for you*"" I've never been compared to others by someone superior to me (ie teachers, parents) and not been found lacking because of how my brain was made. Instead my boss told me the microbiologist told her he really likes how I think, and that he thinks I'm going to be an excellent tech, and that I have a really bright future in our lab. I didn't cry at work, but holy fuck, it was so close. Anyway, I just wanted to share that, because I'm feeling all kinds of emotions, I'm proud and excited for sure, but also I feel so sad that young me felt so stupid and so lacking all the time. My mom admitted to me once that she wasn't even sure if I would finish high school. Take that mom, take that teachers. Not only did I graduate from college but I'm good at my job.",3.995880281690141,4.993174010563383,5.528985915492957,80.71425352112676,71.21830985915494,8.35605633802817,26.523943661971828,8.697196308434329,1.8015287323943665,1105,35,225,19,20,375,146,284,0.053,0.775,0.172,0.9866,3,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,1,0,5,14,19,2,0,12,0,19,3,1,8,6,49,46,22,0,5,9,3,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,17,9,0,0,12,0,0,1,9,3,1,2,18,7,33,16,30,26,8,29,0,1,1,1,20,15,1,1,13,150,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467833197051925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642133470029243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517566260412938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461578509994892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278025028807336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984886301080197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549205722039785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781381515779916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382798526410203,0.0,0.09858111569789453,0.0,0.0,0.08733265735719664,0.0,0.11257442816849313,0.0,0.0949185080604024,0.0,0.0,0.058350801277326676,0.08611631026791725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695697815601128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377201698897995,0.0,0.0,0.21383394814175385,0.11285157150796962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252019241930563,0.1003205987919384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715062501306622,0.0685342839711759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404961538197049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918689124625035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934221221879832,0.0695731299713421,0.07808659907237953,0.0,0.0,0.114004983672046,0.0,0.0,0.1423595221411238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26309696771363805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630723691181155,0.0,0.1953289584197496,0.0,0.0,0.1039094342766242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609806781598217,0.07904183717342203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935340828899077,0.0,0.15439296751738385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736400459967066,0.0,0.0,0.2394752193726828,0.0,0.0,0.29432217299010993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471506208814382,0.06055854097901376,0.0814961674604787,0.0,0.0,0.09231435969132663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474635888450902,0.0,0.0,0.07293516500017506,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Flint1995,2019/02/24,"difference between methylphenidat and vyvanse? should i take vyvanse? taking medikinet atm and its OK . but it makes me very pissed . &#x200B; i dealed with binge eating disorder whole life . the methylphenidat helps with that but now i read about vyvanse and many ppl say its better than ritalin AND is best to deal with BED &#x200B; should i swap my medications? 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Or course I've been procrastinating as well, so now it's late and I don't have enough time to feel like I've prepared enough. I've made a friggin four page long hand-out, and hyper focused on the layout of that thing so much that I feel like I completely lost the big picture. I'm scared that I'll have tired myself out so much that I won't be able to use my head tomorrow, and completely black out during the presentation. I'm scared that my presentation will be rambly and all over the place. And I don't really know who to talk to about this, because my friends will only say that it'll be fine. They'd tell me that I'm smart and capable and that I'm underestimating myself, and that I can do it. But what if I can't, you know? My brain isn't very reliable in when it works and when it breaks down. What if I break down tomorrow and make a fool out of myself? So yeah, I don't really know why I'm posting this or what I want, but I hope some of you will understand and might relate. I'd appreciate anything you have to say, but I also understand that I've made a rambly, all over the place, post without specific questions, and I probably wouldn't know what to say to it myself. TL;DR hyperfocused on details, feel like I have no grip on the big picture of what I have to present, and am scared I'm going to black out when I have to present tomorrow",4.871586826347304,4.83783289520958,6.0439580838323375,81.47491916167668,68.8502994011976,9.913532934131737,28.67604790419161,9.766711354998122,2.303228023952096,1273,40,279,27,20,428,143,334,0.106,0.757,0.13699999999999998,0.8632,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,1,3,12,16,0,3,14,1,31,4,2,4,2,51,59,34,0,5,9,0,5,3,1,7,1,3,0,0,26,21,0,0,10,0,0,1,9,7,1,1,7,11,33,9,36,41,9,42,0,2,3,1,15,20,0,8,20,183,59,2,0.10240908890050852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189651139435193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427395434523957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242763006695234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432241193212392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221219438931933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163192901852249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534333719078347,0.2194832207184804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912100804780413,0.0,0.0,0.1964802593813188,0.05820144524053882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173842845982433,0.0,0.10510127023478484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171533249543063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251254281226817,0.0,0.11552191290571112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009572386170078,0.0,0.0,0.09062882105085976,0.0,0.0,0.22358323593364413,0.0,0.09242820105048816,0.19380391213168088,0.06835886206069727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108639859749316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056492736533136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788672683912154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399140247510093,0.0,0.09680969055380874,0.0,0.1961591973597028,0.0,0.11041431873213148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472161698959082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121176936851364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443194536806097,0.3075880901982416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231254647088705,0.08951005756235407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803604816644095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059715563289963865,0.1177041827055729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132229463918564,0.0,0.08844857201870386,0.0,0.08449822349033972,0.060403533961521524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207806975870728,0.0,0.09240827401789203,0.0,0.0,0.09871870722323058,0.0,0.07455503640593236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_redcloud,2019/02/24,"Odd issue with reading comprehension I've never asked anyone else if they have this issue or have talked about it much because I find it's kind of hard to explain, but here it goes ... When I was younger I hated reading (and still don't enjoy as much as my peers most of the time). I was a very slow reader, and that is still true today. Sometimes I can be so enthralled in something that I can seem to read at what would probably be considered a ""normal"" pace for most people. I know that I'm not alone in the struggle of reading an entire page and having to go back once - or several times - and re-read it because my mind was elsewhere, but there's something else I do often when reading and I'm curious if others experience this as well. Sometimes I feel I cannot continue reading until I absorb every single word in a single sentence. It's like I have to ""feel"" what each word is saying individually, and then ""feel"" what the whole sentence says with all of those words strung together before I can move on. It's like I have to fully comprehend what the sentence means (even if it's a meaningless sentence in the grand scheme of whatever I'm reading), and not even just comprehend what it is saying, but almost imagine it, in a way. This happens more often than not when I read, and because of this I take longer to get into something than I would like because it often happens when I begin reading something.",7.47192546583851,6.473441637681162,7.618136645962735,75.55760869565219,63.78260869565218,9.769772256728778,34.931677018633536,8.634040054169528,2.853837267080745,1116,42,207,13,14,363,138,276,0.069,0.818,0.113,0.8369,0,1,4,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,0,18,10,1,1,11,0,21,0,0,0,3,49,39,26,0,6,12,0,4,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,24,12,0,0,9,9,0,2,6,2,1,0,3,7,21,8,30,32,11,27,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,12,19,155,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504310446922181,0.07761681092267221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052400851494042194,0.07678644082967072,0.0,0.0,0.07006020247582022,0.0,0.0,0.0576254010727652,0.0,0.18273461387756654,0.0,0.06376971166576327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520804312604772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899633100097767,0.0,0.0631414606719649,0.0,0.0,0.07330718423813959,0.0,0.0,0.11367804892467645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849518929006175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915384978246232,0.0,0.04259099140773056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325410728060399,0.0,0.0671328796414422,0.073989233314089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643894764817354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804005813648864,0.04118589811304328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983791998481328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163328238653407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566956922232575,0.0,0.0,0.07965097302430846,0.11018127644802507,0.0,0.057799518273015535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342677553255889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981027028197217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195501219858327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807996310224804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7496179771172498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878950787985512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822394290066741,0.0,0.08466258348937925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307745658473116,0.148238154060445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196967853193384,0.0,0.0,0.07834514561047579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634669455260807,0.060235153010394824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739800300419807,0.0,0.07103579588256162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183460042567556,0.0,0.059485088329385864,0.0,0.0,0.06738142432246601,0.0,0.0,0.0836695279424828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647260767097333,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redbeanmilktea,2019/02/24,"I need advice, help... just anything. I'm on Concerta 36 mg and 50 mg Zoloft. For a short while the combo made me feel like a new person. Almost as if I hadn't lived before until I had taken those two together. And then suddenly I fell into this strange cycle of hyperfocusing on things that aren't important. Instead of school work, I'd spend 9 hours or more drawing one thing, and then repeat it the next day. No matter how hard I try, I can't get myself to start working on what's important. Zoloft gave me a lot of weird problems. I honestly couldn't tell if it was helping me until I went off of it on my own accord (bad idea I know. I paid for it with the withdrawal symptoms) I did it because I was afraid my psych would prescribe me a new antidepressant and I didn't want to go through the process of getting used to it again which was a month long depressive episode that plastered me to the bed all Summer. Classes are in session now and I felt that I couldn't afford another depressive episode like that. I found that while on Concerta without zoloft, I get more irritable and by the time concerta wears off, I'm extremely depressed and sad. &#x200B; I know people say all the time that medication can help but not to expect it to fully change your life, but I can't tell if it's helping me at all anymore. I'm able to do work more than I was able to without medication, but now I'm so exhausted from the ups and downs I get from it on a daily basis. It's like every 20 minutes I'm either depressed, angry, excited, happy, or motivated. My work has been slowly getting worse too. At first the medication really helped me focus on my work. Now I stay motivated for like 20 minutes and completely break down from mental fatigue. Can someone tell me if this sounds like the medication isn't right for me or if it's just a normal thing for people who are medicated?",4.726283422459894,5.5364607941176445,5.830496256684494,79.90621497326204,69.40106951871657,8.87170053475936,29.93326203208556,9.065960079200117,2.412221090909091,1483,56,292,27,25,494,194,374,0.11199999999999999,0.782,0.106,0.2313,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,8,10,19,0,1,17,0,22,13,1,5,3,53,47,29,0,13,17,0,3,5,0,1,12,2,1,1,26,11,0,0,8,0,2,3,12,11,0,3,16,5,37,8,46,28,9,47,0,6,0,0,13,18,0,10,29,196,63,11,0.1662904887861267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124857053400514,0.0,0.0,0.08325795195398399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008783756216797,0.10103057263808073,0.0,0.08718503831353484,0.0,0.0,0.08245774064427844,0.0,0.0,0.06842145170153949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942280608902945,0.05068456925575409,0.0,0.07075047904188324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795664390188815,0.0,0.08717620684165403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362180419907632,0.0,0.2864515086473016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005345442614172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204073380019953,0.05939897920760984,0.07983247353283213,0.0,0.0,0.07072330240597191,0.0,0.09116446891082287,0.0,0.0,0.217199792509834,0.0,0.047253358471486866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850965873595314,0.07448180758582823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786525234506921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188131739310539,0.0,0.0,0.09386086044583758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091388903764871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058727945011823,0.20310283290966916,0.0,0.07341877409056723,0.07358092485960513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706871134809059,0.0,0.07867404061262166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188004320132861,0.08379085037802055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636574082264121,0.0,0.0,0.061651145187890215,0.0,0.16060439029126458,0.08842591067425483,0.0,0.08146468609828222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056341369416577664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528488699910935,0.07259922034244312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955876987363199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053264972613857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100558441377901,0.0,0.06612043554711332,0.0,0.08414742623852585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044869575772626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885063192763456,0.08862176769622221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641974466987641,0.0,0.0,0.21801782512359044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657140175663316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696532128387744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564501631457077,0.0,0.08122082229549107,0.0,0.0,0.07181079546423033,0.0,0.0,0.04904121936202941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707647454892799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029809709989554,0.0,0.3026536408661576,0.0,0.08473210733348427,0.059063996063229575,0.0,0.10103057263808073,0.0 adhd,UncleYaya,2019/02/24,"Question about Adderall effects on sleep So I've been prescribed Adderall for about 5 years now for my ADD and I've always had very mixed opinions about it. It works great for me if I haven't taken it in the past week at least but once I take it for more than 2 days the effects quickly dwindle and I find myself unable to sleep. It's pretty common for me to take Adderall three or more days in a row and find myself unable to sleep no matter what on the third night. I'll be very careful with dosage, when I take it, etc but nothing really helps. I have no real problem when I don't take it on consecutive days but without fail if I do I experience these issues. I was wondering if anybody could help me understand chemically why exactly these issues manifest given consecutive use. Thank you!",3.6584615384615375,5.530856796178345,4.6779617834394935,83.03424791768744,73.39490445859873,7.123762861342479,26.72660460558549,7.882392219407189,1.6541978441940215,635,23,120,9,13,207,95,157,0.076,0.7929999999999999,0.131,0.8383,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,4,0,9,3,3,3,1,27,20,13,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,0,16,3,20,13,4,18,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,7,12,82,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144102558197208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655121856465285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693272197916696,0.0,0.0,0.2591225586149918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936807211760686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100987006436018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482036630336354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476590089049598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795417763838468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27957759416613204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568483760114812,0.0,0.12851006598586345,0.0,0.0,0.14263176587817605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785195519986484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625561487863558,0.0,0.12815353951525546,0.0,0.0,0.15003297384338887,0.0,0.0,0.1524423951346553,0.08579940066307283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020821042642181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027967085961405,0.0,0.0,0.12330534374610667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942652473998135,0.0,0.1156730757497199,0.0,0.22101361691736354,0.0,0.0,0.10743108482938453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085157551341935,0.0,0.0,0.12910436243258308,0.1452420713798283,0.097503104650269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624694427715301 adhd,TrashBagSkank,2019/02/24,"Experiences with Concerta (or any stimulant) + Zoloft? If these questions aren’t allowed or are just annoying, let me know and I’ll delete! I’ve been off Concerta (was on it for 7 years) for about a year and I’m in the worst place I’ve ever been. I’m going to my doctor in a couple weeks to get back on Concerta and was going to ask about adding Zoloft to help with my social anxiety/mild depression. I know medication affects everyone differently, I just want to hear other people’s experiences mixing the two. Any info is greatly appreciated.❤️",1.9655715312724664,4.673402523364487,4.492897196261684,77.51067577282531,84.51401869158876,8.15212077641984,24.11861969805895,8.841846274778883,2.4679135873472324,438,17,80,13,13,153,73,107,0.107,0.853,0.04,-0.8313,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,0,8,4,0,3,1,19,18,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,1,5,1,16,13,1,13,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,4,5,48,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256032605548892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598812834329428,0.0,0.0,0.14475245747866186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829479614414584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213925588751274,0.0,0.0,0.19668094858979296,0.0,0.19268162216249385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028269954199726,0.0,0.1798807278619457,0.0,0.36828880569221295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835273803309644,0.0,0.21397337139351666,0.0,0.0,0.2075460421897529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217117868905536,0.0,0.1261798564561996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691430703625704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924981498734048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964184404589346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050869155048989,0.0,0.19668094858979296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088283166790334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918969393808113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838926770084146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110345950380895,0.0,0.1510026149426594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245336696258976 adhd,kiwibasket,2019/02/24,"ADHD and sleep problems don't mix. My fatigue and my ADHD have always been in a constant, never-ending battle. When I was in 2nd grade I remember desperately staying up past midnight because I was working on a project about bats and wanted to fill the entire poster board with rainforest drawings. In high school I would crash after I came home, slept until dinnertime, then stay up extremely late struggling with homework. In college I would constantly fall asleep in class, but my interest in the class itself was so strong that I would wake up, raise my hand, participate, then fall right back asleep. I am always tired and sleepy – and not in a depressed way either (I also have depression, so I know what depression sleepy feels like). It's gotten worse and worse over the years, to the point where any form of physical exertion just feels like too much, disabling me for the rest of the day. Even playing games or watching movies takes a lot out of me. But my ADHD hates boredom, and is constantly looking for stimulation. “I'm too tired to do anything, but too antsy to not”... that probably is what encapsulates my feelings the most. I've been on medical leave for half a year now so I could finally address this problem properly. I found out I have anemia, so I've been taking iron supplements. And just this week I visited the sleep doctor for the first time. She's going to try and get me a sleep lab study, which hopefully comes through. My current goal (as per my doctor's request) is to try and resist the urge to nap in the afternoon. I've been successful so far, but *boy* is it hard! When my body wants something, it wants it NOW. Even as I write this, it's screaming at me to just lie down and close my eyes. I've been trying to distract myself by doing other stuff (like lurking this Reddit) but as I mentioned earlier, being tired makes it hard to do anything. And while I'm less tired after the ""afternoon hump"", I'm still pretty dang tired, so getting through each day is definitely a struggle. I know it's a gradual thing and that it'll get better the more I stick to this goal and sleeping at a proper bedtime... But it's so frustrating, I just wanna do things! ...Man, I'm so tired of being tired.",5.258456795131848,6.34994559294118,5.534929006085193,81.48235294117647,68.36470588235294,8.591480730223124,29.949290060851933,8.841846274778883,2.3479801217038534,1747,65,329,29,29,555,224,425,0.191,0.715,0.094,-0.9917,1,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,0,7,26,22,3,3,22,0,29,23,11,2,0,59,56,39,0,11,14,0,6,3,0,4,11,1,3,2,25,22,0,0,7,3,0,7,3,13,0,2,12,10,35,9,51,37,9,63,0,4,3,1,8,25,1,4,31,223,60,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519076274388776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587437957951717,0.11627355462704095,0.0,0.0,0.04751345666415894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499280820593193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053725107399491316,0.0,0.042591620072978266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179363571366031,0.0,0.07760893807047853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799117594169439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060186135171595725,0.0,0.22651137376726035,0.0,0.055784876465073664,0.0,0.0,0.09011971673471056,0.0,0.18053473677670004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302818791334396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188337910567322,0.0,0.0,0.09229590451730113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598391115284267,0.0998291508552592,0.0,0.0765383010676382,0.0,0.05943071176518948,0.0,0.07660797913486851,0.0,0.0,0.10951133070692903,0.0,0.03970828046371001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517817148792768,0.06898137682696577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738206532608955,0.07008451138869347,0.06939588756766557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767965778380856,0.0,0.07881550876281625,0.07398140187561626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240369590260036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867253685445845,0.0,0.0,0.0594003012286121,0.0,0.0,0.04663823820298492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038587541980151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051361906384898494,0.0,0.053887439723595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666980639287581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604898432037676,0.0,0.0,0.07108210193282273,0.07533082241007864,0.1337107900762736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791481913213749,0.059667921002764135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071136760353106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796786627460481,0.0,0.0,0.05378872903444962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894255649552435,0.055797638948621456,0.0,0.0,0.14608493073520298,0.07998352593173139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506589663897108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928359930262965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074129646379823,0.5621306267423143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230981561434505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363200557806925,0.055458924357489565,0.05604486339442149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086561482028009,0.0,0.14240538201361433,0.14889923998109333,0.0,0.0,0.08998695708743716 adhd,bbluetrain,2019/02/24,"why does not work methylphenidate I'm adhd. definitive diagnosis. I tried 30 mg ritalin and 54 mg concerta but didn't work. No other drugs in my country. So I tried to figure out why the ritalin didn't work. Side effects available. so i think the drug gets into my blood. Also the drug makes me nervous. The drug increases dopamine. Could this medication not work for me because my dopamine receptors don't work well? If so, how can I improve my dopamine receptors?",2.280172413793103,5.1920392298850615,3.377729885057473,83.75900862068968,87.73563218390804,7.037931034482759,29.08908045977012,8.07648339933343,2.653177011494253,371,19,67,9,12,119,57,87,0.055999999999999994,0.8640000000000001,0.08,0.4708,0,0,5,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,4,0,5,8,1,3,0,13,9,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,0,10,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,38,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590184036701126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704774044350963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922251895926313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686024597131847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128084672638035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789460049538535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646947735658863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769952599038284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474469647631893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378454392773368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874395010073428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159937860796134,0.0,0.2641426231209377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327759633116566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,commissiononly,2019/02/24,Any suggestions on dealing with stimulant meds causing fatigue? It’s really frustrating but 9/10 times I get tired when I take Ritalin or Focalin. Not sure what it means. I actually respond better with a caffeine supplement like Vivarin. I do feel a little bit of “high” or alertness but it’s short lived and then I just want to sleep. Any advice is appreciated. ,3.003484848484849,6.089364500000002,4.433636363636367,76.33712121212123,85.81818181818181,7.781818181818181,30.06060606060606,8.515128840125781,3.315678787878788,291,15,47,8,9,96,54,66,0.138,0.682,0.18100000000000002,0.6262,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,2,4,1,2,1,15,7,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,5,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2249934339740778,0.0,0.0,0.2253006964339157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135775973608424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039117039646746,0.2517119538904343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236848770318668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769737628841245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657813228619887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045815500787573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435994422462339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126400363760196,0.23108182652887896,0.2035888240889857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511475790542405,0.256100334962841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477027269102888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307266437087996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173001995525428,0.0,0.17335252866091574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444146937977555,0.2649949594922822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599034178218908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alialikat,2019/02/24,"Been on medication my whole life, feel like I’m missing non medication coping strategies I was diagnosed and medicated when I was nine and since I’ve always felt embarrassed about my ADHD quirks I’ve always taken medication. My partner is undiagnosed and unmedicated but it’s pretty obvious they also have ADD of some type. On weekends if I sleep in I don’t always take my Concerta (27mg) because I don’t want it to mess with my sleep but my ADHD makes me really loopy which I find embarrassing. My partner expressed that because I’ve always been medicated I’ve never had to learn coping strategies for when I’m not. I’d like to not always have to rely on my medication to feel in control of my impulses and I’ve begun EMDR therapy to work through my self esteem issues related to my diagnosis but if anyone has experienced something similar it would be great to not feel so alone about it. Thanks! 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I find it very difficult to let the cough drop dissolve to let the medicine coat my throat, instead of chomping on it 45 seconds after I pop it. Ok more like a minute or two but still. No self control I guess lol.",1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,79.98039215686275,5.648627450980393,25.88627450980392,6.742157984588678,0.8667145098039217,196,8,43,2,5,62,41,51,0.14400000000000002,0.722,0.133,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,2,3,1,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.26908984287938337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092743374206128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520282755471707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037670269561604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477106609189232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5639411280362109,0.0,0.13471632996118135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406363846098095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876648448668369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021235874553452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693652998169713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275206167901271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toripop,2019/02/24,"How do I talk to others about my ADHD? I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD but I already feel very affected by the stigma. My main issue is work and relationships with my family. I don't want to sound like I'm attention-seeking or blaming my mistakes on a mental illness that, in their opinion, I could be faking. I suppose my biggest fear is not being believed because I have little to no way of ""proving"" I have ADHD. Most of my symptoms are things everyone experiences but to a greater degree and I'm worried I'll hear ""you're not special I do that too"". I'm not looking to be special or have an excuse, in fact, I wouldn't wish this mental struggle on anyone. My work is a very fast paced environment and it's easy to mess up at the best of times but there are a lot of mistakes I make due to not paying attention or making impulsive decisions. Also my dad knows something is up, but I can't find the strength to tell him, or my mum because I'm scared they'll say I'm over-reacting. I've considered just staying quiet, and only my best friend knows I've been diagnosed, but it's just hard when I mess up BECAUSE of my ADHD but I can't tell anyone thats the reason. I suppose my main question here is, should I tell my family/employer? If so how would I bring the subject up in a way that doesn't look like I'm making excuses?",4.693253475935826,4.884648156363639,6.251914438502678,79.05151871657758,69.25454545454545,9.088770053475935,31.812834224598927,9.007467420416297,2.63908770053476,1053,43,209,18,17,362,142,275,0.2,0.695,0.105,-0.9744,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,5,11,16,0,3,11,0,26,4,0,7,2,50,44,20,0,9,17,2,2,2,1,4,4,4,0,0,9,6,0,0,9,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,2,8,32,8,27,34,7,21,0,0,2,0,16,12,0,9,7,141,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963945196288072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395013966609115,0.08257710205002171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440379105278994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888392811003883,0.0,0.0,0.11633882487802973,0.2167303067410579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244482482617034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209613750686784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866949533708587,0.0,0.10100823759129428,0.09734447643925463,0.11619637312467496,0.052211432817633394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437790341525218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797785332320603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250080912919056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638169010740693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777676537982236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349815233658173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089538366225076,0.10349379445854193,0.0,0.0,0.1734250330768914,0.0,0.0,0.0877880841500257,0.0,0.0,0.20678084935369515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812388175886826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853399468466088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567499655603505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061686288133258,0.1019569375198242,0.11086275357958374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211661325531816,0.10338142077613653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949470580335515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006157723700956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794992556582632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732683007847188,0.0,0.08299659453372472,0.2707617589070927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860145318604928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021182196669194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704008706941952,0.06090550993197145,0.16392619625370075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874407272017293,0.0,0.0,0.1503492333144816,0.10486569139258398,0.0,0.07335304557366308,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Milfy-Way,2019/02/24,"I left my car running while I was on a date yesterday. The date lasted 2 1/2 hours. I was searching for my keys as we were leaving and couldn't find them. I wondered if I had left them in the car by accident or something. No. Even worse. I walked out to see my car running. Oh. My. God. I left the damn thing running this whole time! I forgot to turn it off! I've lost my keys in my home before. I've left them in the car. I've left them in the ignition, in the off position. I have never, ever left my car running for 2 1/2 hours until last night. I just wanted to facepalm right there. My date did not say anything but he did notice I became weird and distant. This is my life. Oops.",-0.9891362889983596,1.1221559517241424,1.1000985221674888,99.4735632183908,96.3793103448276,3.8653530377668313,17.249589490968802,5.622346879071545,-0.5963169129720853,523,15,122,4,21,172,84,145,0.08900000000000001,0.9,0.012,-0.8065,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,4,1,4,3,1,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,2,17,15,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,10,4,3,0,0,8,2,25,0,17,6,1,40,0,1,1,0,7,16,1,3,14,76,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017817416897112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358818229862914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040533440368633,0.11011698228371987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126429725677042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211091281239968,0.0,0.23977044248556198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846181669952115,0.0,0.12890061349032814,0.7935976853181785,0.0,0.08598558138818019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288898405589047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389013811164162,0.0,0.0,0.11424078268222845,0.0,0.0,0.1385969920983025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396169074870837,0.0,0.09680917816916054,0.0,0.0,0.0970076552717426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937181507193199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087584279081872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098511214216137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241357105274665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718029169585357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591365064928446,0.0,0.0,0.13201726023209745,0.0,0.0,0.12405915973815496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asmodeuskraemer,2019/02/24,"ADHD or Mood Disorder? Hi everyone. &#x200B; I was diagnosed with ADHD about 2.5 years ago. I was 31, will be 34 this year. Spent a lot of time bouncing around with medication, currently on 20 mg Adderall and some anti depressants. Recently my husband spent some time in a mental hospital for his own issues. A doctor there gave him some information on bipolar disorders, which my husband has thought I've had in the past but I dismissed it because of ""classic"" signs that I don't have. &#x200B; I read the papers and I think I fit a lot of the symptoms. The mood swings in particular and how fast mine shift. Emotional instability, etc. I know that mood swings are part of ADHD but I don't know if mine are. It makes sense that I might have this problem because of how severe and fast the swings are, how reactive I am to situations and how I swing from great highs to great lows. &#x200B; I know mental health is so...fuzzy. And that we really don't know that much. But I wanted to ask if anyone else here has problems with being bipolar and I also wanted to let people know that they can exist together. If you're having a lot of mood swings and craziness associated with them, it's worth checking out with your doctor. I got some mood stabilizers and while it's only been a few days I do feel a little better. 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I'm posting from this reddit account because I want folks to know, and I want to help everyone involved. Many employers don't understand ADHD, and lots don't understand how to harness folks that have it. My coping skills are hands on head in the work type jobs, and many don't give me either the needed information or resources to complete my tasks and usually my ADHD will have me circling the office checking in with folks because I want to not be anti social... yeah.",8.313317191283291,9.052835610169492,7.484285714285718,71.42838983050852,61.54237288135593,10.810653753026635,38.043583535108965,10.608840637214634,4.3313956416464885,534,25,84,12,7,165,75,118,0.031,0.858,0.111,0.6555,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,1,10,2,2,2,0,23,23,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,7,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,15,18,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,54,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172415574877132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490662054540276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041753293493454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235639023457414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708441283852071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762214797924469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723374867891076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615978176173612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423642348352432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768629927784125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196655033870114,0.0,0.13574753391677702,0.0,0.2908965888417529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637550654870817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252657807966495,0.0,0.15747856726780152,0.0,0.16173223158701758,0.1373972640891863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624178795138645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138930722510676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480480630467956,0.0,0.0,0.15800349817949036,0.0,0.25385341353368235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444229140539044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,knittingyogi,2019/02/24,"Psychiatrist appt and I'm struggling with asking to try something other than vyvanse. Advice? Hey all. I'm going to cut a ton of the context I just typed out and make this as short as possible with **important parts bolded**. Feel free to ask and I'll give you the background! So: I have been on **yvyanse 30mg** since spring of 2017 as directed by my psychiatrist (**and 300mg wellbutrin-xr** since \~2014 for depression/anxiety), it is the only ADHD medication I've ever had. The meds no longer feel like they're working and my life situation has changed as well. I am struggling and finally went to see my psychiatrist to talk about it. He was VERY skeptical and kind of made me feel like shit. Finally **we agreed to raise my dose to 40mg** (even though in the past I didn't tolerate the side effects well). I'm seeing him again tomorrow. I don't think the 40mg has made a difference, though luckily I haven't really experienced major side effects. It is SO HARD TO TELL if meds are working, if they're right. I am still struggling and honestly it feels worse than it did with 30mg. I'm falling behind in work and in school but am losing the ability to stress myself out and care and I am so upset about everything. My emotions are a wreck and **this is not sustainable**. I think I want to try something different. But I don't want him to see me as some drug seeking university student which I am not. He seemed to think that basically vyvanse is the only thing that really works for adults and if it doesn't work well then maybe I don't have ADHD and I guess I'm just fucked forever. **How do I talk to him about this without sounding like I just want drugs to sell or whatever? Is there a good way to ask to try new meds? What am I even supposed to be looking for in meds that work? Are there any of you who have switched from vyvanse to something else and noticed an improvement? What even is an improvement?** Sorry if this is a mess. I am just tired and upset and I just need to not live like shit anymore and I don't know what to do. I'm trying so hard to get my life in order and I just feel blocked at every turn by my nonfunctional brain. Any and all advice is so welcome.",0.4567918289367334,2.923874473804105,2.2507226835182585,91.53743901094865,92.41685649202734,5.747975604379455,20.975861562201484,7.233258080335977,0.8549203174369904,1710,61,358,32,62,561,206,439,0.149,0.759,0.092,-0.9722,1,0,5,0,0,0,64.0,1,2,0,9,28,27,5,6,16,0,37,11,3,6,3,69,75,41,0,8,17,0,7,4,0,0,7,1,0,1,20,26,0,1,12,0,2,3,12,13,3,0,8,13,37,15,55,66,6,28,0,1,4,1,19,13,3,8,14,227,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058384959960218,0.13870176156628666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652381424047224,0.0,0.05429171339139822,0.0,0.0703829852449567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904158736719196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922578345483954,0.0,0.0,0.07235845517562388,0.0,0.07507665285966163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829670077076013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460490543142053,0.0,0.05928617287765123,0.07983148837760964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062467827411074,0.0641962597838704,0.05979512912564264,0.0,0.06378309258601557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794223515965272,0.10140169848140948,0.0,0.15548792433169573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656104493712815,0.03707879859909317,0.06808071234596227,0.040333780747412236,0.059526112771170335,0.0,0.0,0.07818125123399958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271500267499701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390414006237751,0.03900315370623729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002561567886126,0.13868906501873254,0.0,0.06266764591345565,0.0,0.059596769483507527,0.07939706839458194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430670780775258,0.047372901877328615,0.0,0.07129871706809192,0.0,0.3153258570372966,0.07149462111539896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262321776209189,0.0,0.06854308851918373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807996035260139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079514830080062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768533925111407,0.06774871778288194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000780177771155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909301601586939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606078333102049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182524057865028,0.1696612595903739,0.06460825314763706,0.0,0.0,0.1456989882384802,0.11741392690320422,0.0797730443581386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639080900675262,0.0,0.07944489629264137,0.0,0.0,0.056676585067282376,0.0,0.08129568205668179,0.22257917610507624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140856962708372,0.06203074548213424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714919085470121,0.13642377336209013,0.13945496367444218,0.0,0.0,0.0815693610129324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273538026707648,0.07719477804350297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855752903935359,0.1255795050331119,0.056332534912122686,0.0,0.0,0.1914311575224852,0.06578972851455273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841236804952061,0.0,0.3100012186554122,0.0,0.07232430349934063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anewbys83,2019/02/24,"Need advice...maybe reassurance Hey all, Feeling a little...ashamed...about my current situation and deliberation. My brother and I could not finish packing by the time we moved, so we left anyway with the UHaul, and I returned to old place Monday (in originating state) to get it finished out by the end of Feb. I want to leave Tuesday after the guys come to pack and load the POD rented for the rest of our stuff. Cleaning is not my forte at all, and the kitchen was really bad when we left. I've been using the limited focus I have for that the past couple days, still a ways to go since the dishwasher isn't washing right. It's all handwashing. This has limited my time to do other tidying and arranging for the help coming Tuesday morning. I want to possibly hire cleaners to just come and clean the place tomorrow, which would be a big help, but I'm also embarrassed by the state of the place and have one of those nagging voices in my head going ""you should be able to do all this yourself, you've had plenty of time."" So...should I keep feeling bad and find some way to make myself do this, or should I just get some help in here so I don't have to worry anymore? When is something a tool and when does it become a crutch? Is that even a distinction I should make when it comes to tasks that are definitely not within my strengths and also sap my energy and concentration?",7.899282051282049,6.424690614814818,7.8062962962962965,76.08756410256413,63.22222222222222,10.826210826210827,34.1025641025641,9.661875296680813,2.953504273504274,1086,36,214,17,13,350,151,270,0.078,0.826,0.095,0.1842,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,4,1,0,3,14,6,1,1,20,0,23,3,1,4,5,54,41,22,0,8,7,1,2,0,0,4,1,1,4,1,14,21,1,4,3,0,1,7,5,4,0,1,3,3,22,2,31,31,7,46,0,0,0,0,12,13,0,3,22,149,36,1,0.11581129311233684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522849852093606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485368334466378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933951846157125,0.0,0.1279044744113803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39904469753430816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246589389951296,0.12814299306280094,0.0,0.07468870322822277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134724304113812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257443108458017,0.0,0.0,0.07649226685837993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171153390752154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058494238061996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101324143269312,0.0,0.13163645349607625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467138800677905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188557982921294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287760572773825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029383985257363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262743757532366,0.2516586176516486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460987488382785,0.0,0.11634801002712775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230890765849666,0.0,0.08587260640323109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152447056499087,0.0,0.07847672943274299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105549835966879,0.0,0.0,0.3629944563754569,0.0,0.0,0.13055983201761628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419167988540623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989022115357807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580029842340636,0.1301767457612348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915719146573722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248704827905817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325762230045059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259148903065669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002377337208086,0.0,0.0,0.13661700248959105,0.1838512278011898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761198976952393,0.0,0.08226901983867714,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Frenchers69,2019/02/24,"Should i get off the medicine? Need help. Vyvanse seriously helps me with impulse control and not binge eating so much. It also helps me focus. But i hate dealing with the insurance companies, the phone calls that last 4-6 hours, But i also i hate feeling foggy minded and i like being motivated. I feel like a fat unmotivated slob when im off the medicine. Ive been on the medicine since 8th grade and im gonna be 24, come march 16th. Thoughts? 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Didn't get the day 1 rush that I've seen others talk about. Does that mean that I might need a higher dosage? Today is day 2 of Vynase 10mg and I feel basically normal still, as I did yesterday. I am 23. I've never taken meds before because I didn't even know I had ADHD before I talked to my doctor on Friday (I had gone to see her because my anxiety was getting out of control - I have also never been on meds for that). I definitely became clear as we were talking though that as much as I am an anxious person, several symptoms of ADHD are interfering more with my life than anxiety (and always have been - complete inability to finish anything, can't concentrate on things like studying for more than 45 mins at a time, etc). So basically I have no idea what I'm looking for, but after my first dose yesterday, I didn't feel the intense ability to focus etc etc that I've seen others have. I have a follow up already booked with my doctor for around 10 days from now, and I just don't want to get there, everything be the way it was before but no side effects either so I say that all is good, and then continue with a medication that isn't doing anything for me. Any thoughts are appreciated! 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I came up with this great analogy all on my own! I'm so proud of myself. It just randomly popped into my head because - obviously. Is anyone else overly obsessed with Rick and Morty? \*spoiler alert\* In episode 201 - A Rickle in Time, they are just ending their time freeze of 6 months and start to get ready for life to resume. Because their timeline had been frozen for so long, it is now unstable. A couple things happen which leads to Morty and Summer arguing, they end up shoving each other, and, being unstable, ripped their timeline into two. As it progresses, they eventually end up being ripped into four, eight, ... sixty-four timelines. **Having sixty-four timelines happening at once is like having ADHD.** You can't pick one of those to focus on; they are all their own separate entity. At some point, a fourth dimensional monster appears to give them these collars that keep their minds and bodies aligned in one timeline. **These collars are like stimulants.** They compact all of them into one CLEAR timeline that can be followed and understood. &#x200B; I love analogies and I love when I can associate them with something that is entertaining and likely to keep the attention of more people - especially when I can use something that is only understood by geniuses... ;) Anyway, this show is actually so very good. This one episode in particular (I think because it was the season opener) had one of the largest recorded audiences in cable tv history. Pretty cool stuff. Highly recommend. *Think for yourselves, don't be sheep!*",4.01261797026503,7.264424652014657,4.268943115707824,78.75767453135101,80.86813186813188,6.874768368886016,27.077030812324928,8.027739517013583,2.422169661710839,1242,52,191,25,34,387,160,273,0.032,0.8109999999999999,0.157,0.9892,1,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,0,1,13,3,9,12,1,1,6,1,24,5,2,4,5,41,42,15,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,18,19,0,2,5,3,0,4,2,2,0,8,7,2,23,10,37,31,8,37,0,0,0,2,18,20,0,3,16,142,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.116702955670933,0.0,0.14372439179085922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129576122225226,0.14531539642743185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724074276143253,0.12253447255357093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187035492871412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328379478039478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677953068639606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232447618787355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990241348695683,0.0,0.3177647299891981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062481035449710676,0.1147219856695588,0.0,0.10030673330203127,0.0,0.13184881152105166,0.0,0.0,0.2115067487500604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273422740476925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635379800995264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259484173061344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447021914181242,0.17527745063188052,0.0,0.0,0.10583371930171924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158699665761003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075218818360448,0.0,0.09545589701237894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735984722944133,0.4051876683587359,0.0909538697518241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290890875368946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305156016548334,0.0,0.0,0.12166640571440797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413302791052746,0.0,0.0,0.08464668352622685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369023685551059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945053174645764,0.15325736794195047,0.0,0.0,0.13946821970965342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682242000460162,0.0,0.0,0.10328768746105853,0.0,0.09867458456015872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531539642743185,0.0 adhd,sharmander15,2019/02/24,"Vyvanse questions- Please help! Hey everyone! I'm new to this subreddit and I have some nagging questions about my Vyvanse dose. I'm taking 20mg a day as prescribed by a clinic doctor. He told me that I should try it out and see how it helps and we can go from there. I have noticed I can sit and read a lot longer than before and if I am able to focus on something (like a conversation) while there is noise in the background (such as tv). I was able to do this before but not AS well as being medicated. However, I have three very concerning factors that are making me wonder if it's worth it to continue taking this medication. 1. My gag reflex IS REAL. I never had one before, and now if I even think about putting something in my mouth I gag/dry heave. 2. I black out after having 2 drinks, like forget EVERYTHING. 3. Coffee. I used to drink it constantly, now I'm lucky if I can drink a glass without throwing up. &#x200B; Does anyone have any experience with this? I'd love to hear what you guys have to say. Advice is greatly appreciated :) ",2.0906501831501814,4.3922005192307685,3.8170879120879135,85.33743589743591,79.86538461538461,6.461904761904763,23.366300366300365,7.62386473244151,1.2053069597069601,820,28,161,13,21,274,135,208,0.045,0.81,0.14400000000000002,0.9711,1,0,5,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,0,0,10,7,1,0,6,0,19,10,1,3,1,31,33,17,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,12,10,3,0,4,5,1,3,3,1,1,2,3,4,20,6,25,28,2,19,0,0,2,1,14,6,0,10,11,108,32,2,0.24056298807434595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753768388742727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032494853619953,0.14615518072075456,0.08179554057345857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410361731482761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070520768249753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998156427058286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757161301424645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311320591035002,0.10525914599461464,0.0,0.0,0.3534902175401951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794447924097652,0.0,0.0,0.1149341221027051,0.10810125104510326,0.11765838137750567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835874494944323,0.0,0.0,0.13261077180695938,0.0,0.11909758972635508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135565985572608,0.0,0.16124430005607804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175269246672413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022590249234734,0.10855874447161212,0.0,0.0802888312709211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423419019749692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927685033203665,0.11616861646253206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694127818169613,0.0,0.0,0.08150585326912121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203296059805972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091612347893302,0.26948560206944266,0.0,0.12031404391768798,0.136906673184565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565267180402803,0.0,0.0,0.09584877785009653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519714106386725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808734285986492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707152462515843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149341221027051,0.0,0.0816632389666095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038845917104079,0.0,0.09924482947777244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081475083661383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159470679967105,0.13044014941829646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615518072075456,0.0 adhd,dontsipcoffee,2019/02/24,"Is this an ADHD trait? I’m not really sure if this a trait of ADHD but if it is it would explain a lot. Whenever I meet someone with the potential to be a friend or a “romantic interest” I pick apart their life choices and personality until I don’t like them. I try not to but every time I overthink and start distancing myself from them. It literally has nothing to do with the actual person but rather my own head. This is why I don’t get why people have perfect friendships or relationships like don’t you notice those imperfections? If this is apart of ADHD, how do you deal with this? And most importantly how do you stop yourself from doing this because at this rate I will die alone.",4.348529411764705,5.7160015000000035,5.765470588235292,77.95011764705885,70.76470588235293,8.969411764705884,27.57058823529412,9.3871,2.393625882352942,548,19,105,12,10,185,83,136,0.081,0.7170000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9661,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,3,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,16,2,1,3,2,27,20,14,1,5,11,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,15,6,12,17,3,7,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,7,6,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1603779256845033,0.0,0.5925356309915447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021282484898692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001837567662289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943344290738951,0.0,0.0,0.17056513398348855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846853868775702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269732619492185,0.0,0.08586396807549171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686663434400885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160823944020594,0.16058224512537855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972103714137668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769435737231932,0.18710893663743786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393677846665087,0.2870010632034508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528421448310343,0.0,0.0,0.1764460297825485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924977767249844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632489890219715,0.0,0.0,0.137400560849967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489409908326762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958314365191174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158010213061988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965932884995544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674663713489725,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kendallgonerogue,2019/02/24,"Tabs on tabs on tabs on tabs on tabs... Do you guys have like a million tabs open on your computer? Every time I think of something I want to browse, I make a new tab, but I have to leave the other one open so I can come back to it later. Then I completely forget about my original tab and keep up the cycle. Cut to it being three weeks later and I have that same tab open plus about twenty five more. Do you guys do this too?",1.1306868131868129,2.662198043956046,2.7209752747252764,95.81464972527478,79.54945054945055,5.868681318681317,16.869505494505493,6.6274283507984215,-0.4254076923076919,326,5,78,3,8,107,57,91,0.08,0.8540000000000001,0.066,-0.307,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,11,1,14,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,9,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016666191635366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354414860188905,0.28657143749075736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302843845059387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412607091483757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429398978816945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894070394401437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353063385996866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244361556872213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639747280854569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852091047415446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104155426965338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751327972699034,0.0,0.0,0.1593754334686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121156492164812,0.0,0.21924129010257004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wrapper_Manners,2019/02/24,"I often find myself over-analyzing available choices for doing something instead of actually picking one of those choices & do the job finally. As the title says, it is just hard for me to pick one thing, prioritize it & then work on it. What is more funny that even if I picked anything & somehow work on it for 2-3 days then I start doubting my choice & I go back into the rabbit-hole of research & analysis in the quest of choosing which is best option. For example, If I want to read any book then the process of selection of books appeal more to me than actually picking just one book & finally finish that book. If I want to exercise or hit gym then I find myself researching into different kinds of exercises like strength training, body-weight, cardio, yoga or something else. I get to know the benefits or what muscle groups certain exercise targets. But is is painful that I never get started. And when I'm writing codes then instead of just doing it, I find myself searching about what is more optimized method to do it. It seriously waste my time & energy & at the end, I feel exhausted. What is more frustrating that sometimes I waste my entire day hyperfocusing on something & then after 2 days I completely forget about it & instead my rocket brain then provides me new subject to hyperfocus about. This often results in a guilt that I wasted an entire day without accomplishing anything. TL;DR - I often get stuck in researching about doing something than actually begin the task & finishing it.",9.255963396034575,8.504372199288255,9.202981698017288,64.83118327402138,60.1032028469751,11.871987798678193,40.71199796644636,11.062562989136584,4.7364232841891205,1232,58,196,27,14,404,148,281,0.1,0.812,0.08800000000000001,-0.34,2,0,5,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,5,17,12,1,2,10,0,12,7,1,5,2,37,26,17,0,5,11,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,22,3,0,0,6,10,0,1,2,6,0,3,1,3,25,6,37,24,5,35,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,12,26,143,47,12,0.0,0.0,0.20019148225464334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8150047673411649,0.0,0.04650177482123719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254432004497096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052581163778439514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176218075490716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633638540380626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169671703175033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640167938833226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144412847998266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712398091316845,0.0,0.060565725215273813,0.0,0.0,0.045165345463314736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03457574840982676,0.0,0.0,0.1498172135361464,0.18749839649088956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717955708638392,0.0,0.038862790592435636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612564055716958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785810178683957,0.0,0.0,0.07120882461142658,0.0375806920859342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0334077539435074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052740039636178807,0.06604329290034933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390112520350526,0.0,0.07276275277586343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840001959603408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054379725032637424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057372299054933,0.06763106643738089,0.0,0.0968015759648588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045429639791618015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987381106527515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066637801477224,0.0,0.0,0.08327026267972483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591733986186588,0.0,0.09956511407854314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bunnycat77,2019/02/24,"I'm going to get things done today! Hahaha! No. LoL I was headed for an early start. I was out late yesterday for work, so early to me is 9am today. When I got out of bed I headed to the shower. My husband asked how long I was going to be. I straight up told him 10 minutes. He didn't even roll over to look at me before answering. ""So...see you in a couple of hours."" So here it is 11am and I've been in the tub, not shower. I only intended to check today's forecast to see if I could mow. Since then, I've read an ebook, been on fb, messaged a few friends, read the news, listened to my dog bark outside, thought about life, thought about starting my taxes again, read some more and now im back on reddit. 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Hi guys, I am 28 years old and I love learning new things and spent a lot of time doing research for new knowledge but I could never bloody finish any article or book. I barely manage myself to cross the boring part to the point of the informative part of the book or article. Often I travel across the world from the second line of the book. How do you crop with this? What is your trick? 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Currently my doc gives me 3 paper prescriptions one for each month for a three month supply. Then I need to see him once every three months for him to re-write 3 paper prescriptions. Will he still be able to give me a pseudo three month supply when we switch to paper scripts, or will he need to re-transmit the script every month? 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I’ve been examined earlier in the month as a routine fitness check and seem to be in perfect health and exercise for 2 hours daily so it seemed odd it put so much additional strain on my heart. Currently on two 20mg doses of methylphenidate daily. Is this something that goes away as I adjust to being on the medication or is it a cause for alarm?",7.694935064935066,7.218641393939396,8.033982683982687,71.0495454545455,63.09090909090909,11.482251082251082,36.28138528138528,10.914260884657429,3.966247619047621,552,23,100,13,7,182,85,132,0.07400000000000001,0.855,0.07,0.1194,3,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,6,0,6,11,4,2,1,19,13,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,24,8,3,22,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,5,9,62,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214779497946855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566054714203892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739592752347274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788820368837806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987775327186853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697040724689083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216775474569573,0.0,0.6339675834426274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171473205049036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40421079026193857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067562912772886,0.0,0.09832008976883863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227286139183815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231718689849907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767749669843556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445357276508155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568232435524624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435181151143025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296566150772314,0.0,0.0,0.0946674462763726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056176957076916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306522560477501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728449132569534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iridiummuidiri,2019/02/24,"Those of you who tried or use medication, did it stop the constant music in your head? One of the commonalities I've noticed is that many have brought up the constant earworms or music running through their heads. Its kinda the last straw for me and it has been irritating me so much as of late, I am really considering going to the doctor about it. And it always seem to be lyrics or snippets that annoy me.",4.529915611814347,6.141321253164557,5.5272784810126625,78.88602320675106,70.64556962025316,7.79831223628692,28.356540084388186,8.344100000000001,1.996340084388185,325,12,61,5,6,107,60,79,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,7,4,2,1,0,9,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,11,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,6,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843717775097341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788971403583365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679586363524415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259286563386211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548086971190902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806167518479047,0.2499511689058657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464669234231044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321789342990456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288632452748628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522695694818309,0.0,0.0,0.1501479085595301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194941160053048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017175270084102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525026626252494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043784029286247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137342351813427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deepdetailsdadum,2019/02/24,"ADHD meds and marijuana question, please help! Hi there. I am an early 20s college student that was diagnosed with adhd last year. I was prescribed medication (adderall) that has worked very well for me-up until recently. Recently it’s been giving me horrible anxiety though! I am not a pot smoker but I have close friends who are. During one of my anxiety flare ups from the meds, I smoked a SMALL amount, thanks to one of those friends and it was like magic. Nearly instantly, the anxiety went away, I could calm down and focus-I didn’t feel “high”, and I felt so much better! So I’ve taken to smoking very small amounts for said anxiety. I am in a state with a medical bill but not recreational. I am prescribed my adhd medication through my campus health services. The doctor there had told me long ago that marijuana can decrease the medication’s effectiveness and that students may end up losing their prescriptions should it be found that they are consistently using. Great. I’m not in any danger of being drug tested but obviously this anxiety thing is an issue! I know that my doctor would most likely want to prescribe me anti-anxiety meds which I would like to avoid taking, if possible! Smoking the small amount that I do hasn’t affected my medications effectiveness, as far as I can tell, and it immediately stops the anxiety. Has anyone else dealt with this? What did you do? Thank you! 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Hello, ADHD subreddit! I am in a weird situation in that I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child, but my parents refused to believe it and I'm not having much success getting rediagnosed. So at the moment I am really struggling to initiate any tasks at all, and don't really know if there are any clever tricks to combat that? I'm thinking of clever ways to trick the brain into initiating tasks, or lifestyle changes that have a good record in solving this kind of issue.",6.638233333333332,7.06053489,7.43,71.47833333333334,65.1,10.266666666666667,34.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.6006666666666667,419,18,73,9,6,140,72,100,0.18100000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.13,-0.4192,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,10,2,2,5,0,9,2,1,0,1,13,14,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,5,15,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728910723605947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26758248293523224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166075360736195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962903161410835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812684766689835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968889144449606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278952475585697,0.0,0.0,0.1650177749411166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534743290128246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487641783215327,0.10812420533878417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462793704846708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184586018517344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25207580347316577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114614355659046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41135471117000216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606426816314506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616456602376072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Drops-a-lot,2019/02/24,"Hours wasted mindless shopping Never fails, doesn’t matter how big or small the store is, what they are selling, or how busy they are....I can’t just walk into a store, buy what I originally came in for, and leave. My distractingly in a store is off the charts. I could spend a good 3 hours roaming the grocery store and not buy a thing. I put it in the cart. Change my mind about it. Decide something else would be better. Put it in the cart. Change my mind again. Even the gas station I find myself lost in. Am I alone or do others give hours of their life away to mindless shopping? 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I recently got diagnosed with ADD and have been taking ritalin 10 mg for a week now. I feel relaxed and calm, to the point where I get drowsy and quiet. Is this normal? On the other hand, I also feel like I have a little more focus. Yesterday I managed to sit though a whole movie without taking breaks or check my phone. I can't even remember the last time🤷 I could also for the first time since forever, clean the whole house without getting distracted. I'm loving this inner peace but since I get so tired it's hard to get things done sometines. Could the dose be too low? I'm starting 20mg from tomorrow. 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Never posted something this personal but curious if anyone else has had this experience or has some tips of how to balance. I recently bumped from 18 to a 36 dose of Concerta. Mentally and emotionally so far it’s been a godsend, as my medication has been at an inadequate level for over a year. But the last couple days falling asleep has been a nightmare. I’m just totally wired and can’t get my brain to rest, even with Melatonin. I’m thinking a large part of the problem is I’ve been taking my pills to late in the morning - this morning it wasn’t until about 11:30am because I overslept. In addition to taking them earlier in the morning (consistently), maybe taking more melatonin or a stronger sleep aid?? Will be talking with my prescriber about this as well of course, just wondering if people are having a similar experience. Thanks friends! 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I've already been diagnosed with 4 other things which I feel could've been masking ADHD. Depression, anxiety, OCD, BPD: all diagnosed by a psychiatrist I saw last year. None of the meds or therapy for my other illnesses has helped. **Is it worth going to a GP for help or will they tell me it's just my other illnesses causing my symptoms?** I'm aware they can't diagnose ADHD, but I'm hoping I could get stimulant meds. I'm not able to see a psych, I'm waiting to be transferred. It will take a while. Also, can SSRIs make hyperactive symptoms worse?",1.9766666666666663,4.47911678832117,4.1647007299270085,81.47123600973237,81.84671532846716,7.740924574209245,25.191727493917274,8.648137234880735,2.2776407785888084,548,22,102,14,15,188,91,137,0.11,0.82,0.071,-0.6052,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,14,9,0,3,2,22,29,7,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,3,3,14,2,10,20,3,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,6,3,66,22,3,0.1249640135485911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505473802916389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379008963779176,0.09993367648655374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559712832312586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573878004917729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837246483618472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995471928084436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763132175783872,0.38050752983999936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790596304562712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631855599986563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528853937968455,0.0,0.14203985739297328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512822324598024,0.0,0.0,0.12411746188277364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018623497668114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623993556359876,0.0,0.0,0.08341444940515261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776136958644045,0.0,0.0,0.13256707047574512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005514696567195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958013965285197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777710388119365,0.3896563738295965,0.09395738622516768,0.0,0.10922405585332418,0.0,0.14290724021458473,0.0,0.08302053788529999,0.08007189405622415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273490057803664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047272761917126 adhd,Messopotmania,2019/02/24,"The moment I tell someone about a project, I know it will never happen I'm not sure if it is RSD or impostor syndrome, but as soon as I tell someone about an idea or project I am passionate about, it is dead. Has anyone else struggled with this and figured it out?",3.375,4.5469744629629645,4.3157407407407415,88.16583333333334,72.8888888888889,6.881481481481483,30.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6566444444444441,207,9,43,2,4,67,39,54,0.17800000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.078,-0.7123,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,13,8,7,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931993535226588,0.2831078179957625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081793804953665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443361973253238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119154768662408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185037385498876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310397151728228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682258063158502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28885468560188243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604148302749994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830066800705612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keirathepeach,2019/02/24,i hate living like this... im sitting here it feels like my skin is crawling from all this pent up energy and boredom. eventually i will give in and hyper focus on music (the only thing that keeps me sane) even though i don't even enjoy it anymore because its all i do. i just want to be able to watch a tv show or something. other people can just switch off there conciousness and stare into a tv for hours on end. i wish i could do that. ,2.719560439560439,3.9565391978022006,4.1327472527472535,88.58725274725279,74.60439560439559,6.518681318681319,21.791208791208792,6.868970318607317,0.4535450549450553,341,8,73,3,7,113,69,91,0.094,0.785,0.121,0.121,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,2,14,14,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,10,11,2,9,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,4,52,18,0,0.23854976670125685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657726833317744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145417723642202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046257773977207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112842879753164,0.0,0.0,0.315119742179496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061792966266058,0.17042000099587504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288386731101134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551850750674835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349234680095117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257674683382847,0.0,0.0,0.21203399334377665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330867327921789,0.0,0.21064381443153526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142784704048567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653803720138723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183647264893766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848186515112495,0.0,0.23437393460066444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070283301173722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743204589164707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,extremeq16,2019/02/24,"Day 1 of Vyvanse, 5am and I cant sleep just wonder if this is normal or something to be worried about? i just started on 30mg and took it around 11am when i woke up. i got in bed around midnight and felt tired at first but its about 5am now and i don't feel tired at all. i've had issues with having trouble falling asleep in the past and have been taking melatonin to help but didnt tonight as i didnt think i would need it. normally though if i cant sleep ill pass out by 4am at the very latest but that doesnt seem to be the case tonight. is this something to be concerned about or will the sleeping trouble go away? should i be taking it earlier?",2.5837762237762263,3.182489090909093,3.6849020979021,94.113506993007,74.17482517482517,6.279440559440559,25.48881118881119,5.6839178017228535,0.44798797202797136,512,16,122,2,10,166,90,143,0.124,0.828,0.048,-0.8553,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,4,0,19,7,4,0,1,29,32,15,0,7,9,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,8,2,9,0,22,17,1,24,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,6,9,80,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999556424116073,0.0,0.0,0.1477541562328462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014218933147934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951710842345946,0.0,0.15099754166500878,0.0,0.0,0.1337681814072924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937642351361584,0.0,0.12577792015168401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541035284971216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414214810329253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660883036995515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30816951521095737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501257254058878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316670762803696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472130969612699,0.0,0.0,0.24213812183761965,0.0,0.0,0.1113118553548324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364850344860565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076804702650316,0.15451050786061676,0.0,0.0,0.361502324876629,0.0,0.0,0.17472544177256433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975878825016696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054546636587928,0.0,0.15970863281018666,0.0,0.11171541869852704,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zestiria101,2019/02/24,"Does smoking help staying focused Sometimes times i feel like smoking and studying to stay focused Studying with a friend or studying alone is better?",8.370000000000001,11.231468600000005,5.805,75.70750000000002,63.0,5.0,48.5,3.1291,3.9222,125,9,15,0,2,35,21,25,0.057999999999999996,0.46399999999999997,0.478,0.9259999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191065379734943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27249612109081084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26962702418681017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557884527192412,0.2201121204932916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23804315610039584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651801979007967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052580305694746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047262801414097,0.0,0.0,0.6568033817988669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966001071760165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,misochicken,2019/02/24,"Dating someone with ADHD? I was going to put this in r/relationships or something but I felt like I might get better insight here. Apologies in advance if I ramble or say something possibly offensive? I've never dealt with ADHD myself beyond seeing the occasional classmate who had it. What is it like to date someone when you have ADHD? Like, some redditors have mentioned that the initial intensity fizzles out eventually due to a constant desire for novelty. But can it still be an indicator for interest in a person? Or is it kind of how you might approach a lot of different relationships, romantic or otherwise? Or, like every other personality trait in the world, does it vary from person to person? I don't have ADHD myself but I recently started seeing someone with ADHD. I'm definitely in the midst of that initial intensity. I've never gotten so much attention and affection from a guy so early on in a relationship. As much as I am enjoying it, I do take it with a grain of salt that it may not last. He's on meds but I can still see that he has a hard time finishing projects that he was initially very passionate about and sticking to timelines and our conversations can be extremely tangential. I mean, I say I see it but I definitely wouldn't say it's glaringly obvious. I guess I've just been fixated on the idea of ""initial intensity"" ever since I read about it on some other reddit post about ADHD and dating. To keep it simple - I really adore this guy, not just because of all of his doting affection, but also because he is so smart and creative and fun to be with. Is there anything I can do or should do to keep him interested? Has having ADHD ever complicated your relationships? Do you ever have a relationship simply for the novelty? He's the sweetest bean and I guess I'm just having some 4am insecurities but hey any advice would be much appreciated! 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Hi :) I am learning about my ADHD (diagnosed a few months ago, 33 yo) and through my psychologist and my own research I come across a lot of how ""having ADHD significantly increases your chances of developing an addiction"". I have a problem with alcohol (which is being treated as part of/along side?) other ADHD symptoms. e.g. by use of stimulants, anti depressants and campral (for alcohol withdrawal). Thing is… I don’t see this discussed here all that often. I don’t know if I've even seen it  discussed at length here at all.  Personally, it’s one of the main things I have to contend with. Does anyone know much about this? In terms of credibility, how often it actually occurs in people with ADHD compared to n**eurotypical's**, personal experience? I would be really keen to know. I see it stated everywhere but I don’t think I’ve seen a lot of corroborating evidence personally, besides my own subjective experience.  thanks x ",4.90217105263158,7.632236830409354,6.588651315789473,66.86087171052634,72.50877192982456,10.12295321637427,32.90972222222222,10.270032843473604,4.328382748538012,762,38,120,25,16,261,111,171,0.045,0.885,0.07,0.6195,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,0,11,6,0,4,2,28,22,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,11,8,2,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,4,14,3,24,17,12,12,0,1,4,0,7,6,0,5,3,89,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.11669504780062324,0.2607246555953576,0.5748586117198803,0.0,0.10600246919977983,0.25559416356419057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836147052084387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300953903606046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299603589399974,0.12137348918286575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464725232787396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898296303739359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339488166687389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715786850477693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033291431894492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544942885697076,0.0,0.0879067294425413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810320425142798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294959476779812,0.0,0.08290329079059522,0.31324388296966743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884816927744275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660746570526314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905831772853367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429176813906415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009528993564467,0.0,0.0,0.15889029625060372,0.07662349156011156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032806886182928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494781524871202,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LedHeadV2,2019/02/24,I got prescribed Vyvanse 3 weeks ago. 40 Mg. Going on Vyvanse is great so far I can hold better conversations and I feel more positive. The only thing is i’ve already lost 5 lbs and I lack sleep.,-0.08091666666666697,2.2515340749999986,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,95.75,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.6184166666666666,153,6,31,2,6,52,33,40,0.106,0.644,0.25,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942422240410756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663008599604383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29357140316807745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678373786720064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864751164893706,0.0,0.2654804334767226,0.3659618405476834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36234857168049145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25245313321612506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321768354875189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052426938852907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662599310923268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bing_bing_,2019/02/24,"Make a list Making a list allows you to chunk up tasks during the day and make progress. Don't forget those small victories too. Just checking things off a task list generates that sweet, sweet momentum. Put the simple, quick, easy stuff at the top of your list. Even if it's just 'make a list', getting that done and the sense of accomplishment and control that gives is the fuel to persist to the next. It's a process, I myself am sitting next to a little to-do list that has been barely to-done...but when I'm procrastinating....like right now, it's always there like a lighthouse guiding me to the shores of even the most basic achievements. 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Unfortunately, this meant that I needed to find a new therapist, psychiatrist, and primary care physician, since none of them took my insurance. Naturally, instead of finding new providers before my insurance switched over, I waited until literally one week ago, well after my scripts had lapsed and I’d spent several weeks off my ADHD medication. I finally worked up the effort to look through the giant list of providers to hopefully find a PCP that would see me within a reasonable amount of time so I could get back on my ADHD meds (my college classes are starting to pick up now and I’m beginning to remember why I went on meds in the first place) and who do I see on the list of providers that are covered by my new insurance? My doctor. The very same doctor that I’ve been seeing for 2 years now. The doctor that fills my ADHD med scripts for me. That guy. He’s covered by my insurance. I called the office the next morning and asked if my doctor could send my script to the pharmacy. They filled it the same day and I picked it up after work. I just avoided my doctor for two months and went off my meds for literally no reason. Seriously, I still can’t believe I did this. I made finding a new doctor out to be such a big thing in my head... and I didn’t... even... need one... Smh, only I would do something this stupid 🤦‍♀️ On the plus side, I just took a pretty long med vacation, so the Adderall XR works _way_ better than it used to! Good thing too, because I’m still picking up after ADHD-me’s reign of terror. I had to do six loads of laundry. My car registration was due in two weeks. It’s like an Easter egg hunt in my house rn except instead of candy I’m just finding unopened mail and old cereal bowls. tldr; procrastinated for two months on finding a new doctor and went off my ADHD meds in the process. Finally started looking and realized my current doctor was still fine, called him and he filled my script the same day. 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Inspired by a post asking for apps to help with ADHD struggles, I decided to make a post with my favourite ones! I do not only have a list of important apps, but also have tips of how to use them! Enjoy! *If you have any nice apps and tips which are helpful to you, let's bring them together and help one another!* **Wunderslist:** Like Todoist, is a **checklist app.** Helps a lot to remind things, sends pop-ups amd emails and all these features are free. Personally like it more than Todoist. You can create a bunch of lists (e.g. work, school, trip, appointment, studies, etc) and it helps even more to organize! **Trello:** This is another ***amazing organization app.*** You can create different 'projects', and into those 'projects' you can create columns like: ""to do (queue)"", ""next deadlines"", ""waiting for review"", ""done"". **I actually use it for work** and it helps a lot. Each entry you create allows you to ***upload images, PDF files, documents, gifs, videos, etc.*** So, it ends up going very visual and you can have all related files together. It also allows you to write a title, a description, and to make comments - and to input a deadline with will go Orange when gets close, or Red if it's late. You can share your list with 1 person into Free version (e.g. your boss, a coworker) and they are also able to edit and make entries. If you have a team, premium version allows an entire group to use this tool! **MyFitnessPal:** Helped me a lot to ***lose weight and control what I eat;*** basically, to eat better into quality and quantity. You have options to custom how much weight you want to lose per week/total, and can also make entries on your weight-loss progression! It's very nice since it allows you to scan bar codes and search for food on each brand or kind (or even create entries with foods which are not available there!). It's very nice to stipulate how many calories you can eat a day, and each meal you will get to know how many calories you have left to eat the entire day (into premium version, you can also control fat, carbohydrates and many other things). It's very nice to know my own habits and since most of us have a tendence for **eating disorders,** it can be very helpful! Even in the weeks I don't have time to use it everyday, I assure I learned to manage a better diet! - and it also helps me for a ***better concentration and to feel less sleepy all day.*** **MyNoise:** Since most of us need to put the headphones on to concentrate, here is a very nice option for whenever you don't want to listen to music, but can't deal with ambient sounds. I'm not very used to work or study without music since I tend to get lost into my own thoughts (so I basically can't concentrate for so long even with complete silence). This app have a bunch of different noises: **rain sound, white noises, forest sound, coffee shop** (this last one is paid, unfortunately), and you can manipulate volume to make the sound stronger or soft (e.g. the rain one can sound like a Distant Storm, a soft rain heard from your Bedroom, more like a pouring rain or mostly with passing water!) Recommended it a lot, also for helping into falling asleep. And **it can run into the background with Spotify** , so you can listen to music with some 'ambient' sounds! **Spotify (premium):** Although Spotify is an ""obvious"" app, I'd say I've been 'learning' how to use it lately. ***Paying for Spotify can be a worth it if you struggle on chosing music, gets distracted with ads or while searching for torrents on internet, or also when you feel like you ""need"" to listen to a VERY specific song.*** Also, it generates playlists due to a algorithm based on your music taste, and it may sound like a radio playing randomly into the background. Also, when I listen to music, I like a high quality (low quality music also is a problem on concentration to me). Also, you can make nice playlists so you will never have to make hard choices again, hehehe. Another feature is to be able to **listen to a same song on repeat over and over** - it helps on concentration, and having it without interruption is very nice. Sometimes I go into 1-3 days listening to the same song while working-studying and Spotify made it a lot easier (for Students: you can have Spotify with 50% discount, search for it!) **Google Maps (pedestrians mode):** Another ""obvious"" app but just great to remember. You can use Google Maps while walking into the streets like the normal GPS, always remenber this! Also, **seeing picutres of the place you're looking for** and the street around makes it easier - specially *before* going out. It helped through lots of job interviews and important meetings, and also to not panicking whenever getting lost. If into a dangerous area, **you can just put the headphones on and listen to the GPS instructions,** not needing to keep the phone in your hands. GPS is not only for cars, we need it too and life gets a lot better with this little help. **Night Screen:** For the ones who need to keep the mind on something to fall asleep, and also use their phone to do it (as I do, e.g. right now), use this filter. Having a not so bright screen helps a lot as sometimes we just CAN'T disconnect from the world or stay with our own thoughts. Also, for the ones who are **sensitive to light stimulation** and have frequent headaches, it helps a lot. Also, keep in mind: -use ***Bixby or Siri:*** train your assistant to recognize your voice easily and use them whenever you remember in the middle of the day ***setup an alarm, take a note, set an appointment into your calendar or simply opening an app.*** Asking them to do it for you avoids you to take steps like unlocking your phone, finding the app, opening the app, etc, and end up forgetting what you were doing. -set ***'notes'*** into your home screen and USE IT, whenever you need to remember something - **you know you won't ""remember later"" (!!!)** whenever you are talking to someone (specially your boss or someone important) and they ask you to 'remember something"", ask for a minute and open your notes. If it's a deadline, already input it into Wunderlist, Trello ot alike. -for avoiding one of your 276392674 alarms (I know you guys probably have them too hehehe) to ring in the middle of the day (e.g. during a test, meeting, class), tell your assistant whenever it comes to your mind, e.g. ***""Hi Bixby, please turn off all alarms for today"".*** *Believe me: it will save you from even more social awkwardness than you already experience every day.* If I remember anything else, I'll bring it here! *For parents of ADHD children/teens: including technology can be very helpful into their development. Helping them to construct these habits now may make their future a lot easier!* ",1.8020604612793465,4.598138205977385,2.9434580483277766,85.68827372563848,92.22294022617123,5.9619908569071605,22.740195235967413,7.3575833368226995,1.4906259100127173,5241,200,924,103,188,1675,462,1238,0.036000000000000004,0.809,0.155,0.9994,6,2,3,0,0,0,365.0,5,57,12,15,49,51,1,9,71,0,76,19,4,39,8,224,154,99,0,17,34,1,8,10,0,7,2,21,2,3,55,81,15,8,19,9,7,18,16,16,0,7,10,41,96,37,162,132,40,113,0,5,10,0,129,56,0,38,44,625,151,21,0.060706204107989374,0.0,0.02962024911708857,0.0,0.10943559050169653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699080578855929,0.4126472006871991,0.0252562124452324,0.0,0.0,0.020641150248936542,0.12731149615734072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024978016738532317,0.02702069605938973,0.11350421221157735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025828254236347596,0.0341975518674704,0.0,0.10737940859233347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02614650977218481,0.03182465001168041,0.0,0.0680871698604193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370266784274158,0.03129271541742988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342506263593893,0.03478728462331617,0.0,0.0,0.031061761773179142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529400530735754,0.025356121941126436,0.0,0.053767678283682785,0.0,0.10155519681112883,0.10023968819870097,0.0,0.02557379759904756,0.0,0.0,0.0296911581124487,0.0,0.0,0.030694880814343725,0.02168426217221037,0.0,0.0,0.027742185384543133,0.0,0.07340618297391183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514945827074832,0.0,0.06900146953918604,0.0,0.0,0.033464402170392635,0.0,0.03005434314136168,0.0,0.0,0.027190417483543408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662108008355015,0.032069718820988316,0.030446636200825314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030120770228109755,0.08093769523916003,0.0,0.03160808492804793,0.0667250843467183,0.024741829348570787,0.06847924240994441,0.0,0.032978734193643215,0.0310381033357917,0.021439293628607924,0.1482899246917587,0.030421782304126437,0.0,0.02686154016136656,0.025488961101259856,0.06791471435120686,0.0662679929166187,0.25805121929105085,0.0,0.028720839070794226,0.1823483818506746,0.09231984412500342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194394113334614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022313022482370243,0.13503864342166472,0.02341018351342729,0.0,0.032280868382858416,0.02848433010215085,0.029739595439136093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397633247369576,0.04616980375045058,0.0,0.0,0.033703527783511204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300631587964799,0.031712531317969465,0.033318591189808594,0.0,0.0,0.05813976279071436,0.0,0.03272577776719233,0.029043819389700375,0.0,0.06102650229461248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063048858613276,0.025921383307579482,0.0,0.02413800503764646,0.0,0.0307189597534222,0.02418749250766311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004335987174654,0.0,0.0,0.030941165087772417,0.05143616974162109,0.07010190263868457,0.060039988116421215,0.0,0.0,0.03235236818082237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346330526369394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564351050889022,0.02439667367593004,0.026529949062319813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403305045581013,0.0,0.0,0.048193945112942886,0.01769913790086508,0.0,0.028771191652119794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033015458922077016,0.0,0.0,0.07302208898414503,0.34079934997845995,0.0,0.2504448802855034,0.03580609202640593,0.0,0.04869485519364517,0.1108857033853886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851861445415635,0.0,0.06629225939702654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MistreDarcy,2019/02/24,"Vyvanse and low blood sugar? Hi all - I’m reaching out to see if anyone has had a similar experience or has read anything that could help me. I’m a 51 year old woman with ADD. I take vyvanse in the morning - 50mg. If I don’t have carbs for breakfast, by lunchtime I’m almost fainting, not with hunger but just a generalized lightheadedness accompanies by shakes. I interpret this as low blood sugar, which I ONLY get if I’ve had vyvanse AND I skip carbs for breakfast (and have an omelette instead for example).. any insight, resources or shared insight would be appreciated. Many thanks. 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Whenever I'm in class my mind is racing at all times about literally anything and it's starting to get very annoying. I was wondering if I should consider getting some kind of medication and if so what should I get to help?,4.3828571428571435,6.2103818888888895,5.619238095238099,77.2174285714286,71.38095238095238,8.84952380952381,31.647619047619052,9.3871,3.105529523809524,261,12,47,6,5,87,49,63,0.142,0.815,0.043,-0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,14,12,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,10,9,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,6,3,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965510135986627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468765775378066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646645015741741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776482187877458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149897125569293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250904990723185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676332853881598,0.242724659708864,0.0,0.0,0.24328368042152906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699112308918823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934539990542945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705406503476761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049576369254532,0.0,0.228385730771191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880315592591705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129233633892623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Schnipa23,2019/02/24,"22 M - Recently diagnosed with ADHD I was recently diagnosed with severe ADHD, anxiety, and a moderate form of depression, as a 22 year old. My doctor first prescribed me with 18mg of Concerta for a week, then bumped me up to 27mg of Concerta XR (and Zoloft for the other stuff). As for the concerta, it definitely helps me feel focused in a way that I lacked my whole life, in a sense, I feel “normal”. I’m not experiencing any side effects for the most part, these meds actually lowered my anxiety. When I drink caffeine, it makes me feel incredibly jittery, which I try to avoid. Is that normal? I also still feel unmotivated to do things, and still make lists of things I never accomplish because I can’t sit down to do them. Is this something I should tell me doctor? Is this related to the ADHD? The medication has helped me focus on a task when doing it, however, I still struggle with actually sitting down to do it. (I don’t know if that makes sense) Is this something I should tell my doctor? Thanks for the help. 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I feel like an idiot most of the time and my SO is very frustrated with me and told me my comprehension is so bad. I don’t know what to do. All my routines are different now, we’re in a new place, and I don’t have everything from my house I normally do. It’s been a hard adjustment but I’m making new routines and have a place for the few things we do have, and I’m trying to keep work routine normal, take my meds like normal, etc. Is it an ADHD thing where if you have a lot of other changes in life then your symptoms get worse? What do I do about it? I’m sitting in the bathroom crying because I feel like such a stupid failure that can’t even keep track of a five minute conversation.",4.349820359281438,4.186472155688627,5.3373712574850325,86.54078742514973,69.95808383233532,8.596167664670658,28.077245508982035,8.238735603445708,1.5589166467065865,618,19,141,8,10,204,99,167,0.16899999999999998,0.772,0.057999999999999996,-0.9629,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,9,8,3,1,13,0,20,3,0,1,1,24,33,12,0,4,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,3,17,3,13,30,7,15,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,9,99,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621511826775804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265503882549345,0.08224778626836134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854612105716408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820653996170266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096578001730176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504747696292067,0.08911534493378159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126005975280975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644220870127388,0.1927779842332073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098335942632614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086447376693345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568298482897924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398514586719192,0.0,0.0,0.07415013222490413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060015859813706,0.1977496343002665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147066787165192,0.0,0.0,0.09006212586136546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986899629546913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918390264193863,0.0,0.0,0.2606188779030965,0.0,0.0,0.3965875722542515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819315600346035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023662020502264,0.1014452772170821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689104652284242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867466506577776,0.0,0.0,0.12892467366539384,0.0,0.0916038356722386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132557520181663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822552438669536,0.0,0.13749802664528096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oofawful,2019/02/24,"Anxiety brought on by medication? I was wondering if anybody else has shared my experience I don’t take my adhd meds over the summer, one because I really only need them for when I need to get shit done (school, homework, cleaning, etc.) and two, because I get the whole loss of appetite and my mom hates it When I went back on them last September for school, my body totally freaked out. I’d never had this type of experience when taking Adderall. I started having seemingly unprovoked anxiety attacks, which progressively got worse and more frequent over time. It ended up causing me to basically be out of school for a whole month. I did stop taking the adderall about a week after the first anxiety attack, however the whole thing gave me a whole ass anxiety disorder (hell yeah) I guess I’m looking for some kind of closure?? Doctors didn’t really know what to make of whatever the fuck was goin on with me and the anxiety has slowly but surely lessened over time. I am taking Ritalin now after not taking anything for my adhd for about 4/5 months now, though I’m on a very very small dose so I can get school done but also not hyperventilate in the bathroom. Idk anything remotely like this happen to anyone else?? 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Im a helpdesk technician. I have Adult ADD. I have a Bachelors of Science in Network Engineering. After years of brutal commutes, terrible jobs, horrible bosses.. I finally have an opportunity to move in a Network Engineering role. My company would like me to take and pass a test called a CCNA by May, then I will be strongly considered.. if not given it outright. I came to my doctor with the health issues I've been experiencing. Extreme lack of sleep. Anxiety. Depression. Mood swings. He pulled me off Adderall cold turkey. Now.. halfway into my studying, I can process text into even short term memory. By the time Im at the end of the paragraph, I've forgotten the beginning. I feel lost and sad and hopeless and depressed because if I cant move ahead in my career without a drug, should I even be in this career at all? Managing the side effects of adderall feels insane. was on a light dose, 15mg of XR. Does anyone have any study strategies for ADD apart from Adderall? Maybe input on the IT industry as an adult with ADD? Coping strategies for the Adderall side effects? TL;DR Pulled off adderall now a career opportunity will probably pass me by. Could use some guidance. 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I already know I have ADHD. I've known for years. But what I'm asking is if being slow mentally is a common symptom. 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But I wanted to get some insight from my story because of what's been happening to me is way too much of a problem to be dismissed as just a normal life mishaps. First of all, I'm an individual living with Schizoaffective disorder (major depressive type) that's been diagnosed by a team of psychiatrists in a psychiatric ward at around 15 years old. Some of you after reading this post may say it's just depression screwing me over but I can tell day and night if these problems are happening due to my depression or not. The problems that I'm going to state are issues that I have identified to not have been caused by depression. I know myself the best and I know when something happens because of my depression. Anyway onto my story: For school, I have readings to do for my courses. I don't consider the amount of readings that I have to do to be overwhelming or anything. In my mind, it's registered as doable and completely fine. This is where the issue starts. I would wake up at 6 am every morning so I can head out to like a coffee shop to avoid any sort of distractions. I would open up my PDF readings to start and try to get some work done and I feel motivated up to this point. I want to emphasize that I WANT to do my readings. After like 5 mins, I have these constant, persistent thoughts trying to completely take over what I'm trying to focus on. After struggling to read, I just pack up my bags and leave. It's been 4 weeks now that I'm behind on readings. Like I really WANT to do these readings, it's been pissing me off that I can't even do the readings that I want to do. I have EXCESSIVE daydreaming issues when I'm driving. I've been noticing this a lot for the longest time, so right before I drive I'm always motivated to focus and I WANT to be safe on the road and not think of anything else. After 20 seconds, I start off really well and then boom, I drift off to la la land. It's uncontrollable. And I end up in places that I didn't even intend to go. Like, I DON'T want to daydream. In addition, I would always notice and brake my car at the very last seconds because it wouldn't register in my brain that a car has stopped in front of me for a red light until the very last moment due to my daydream. I've been into this TV show lately and I'm always entertained by the show and I just love it. I am not bored by it at all means. After the first 10 mins, I'm not even watching that TV Show even though I was just enjoying myself. I was actually surfing through Reddit because I guess I thought of something while watching the show??? I don't know. Either way, I'm literally surfing through Reddit and I just realized to myself ""WHAT THE ACTUAL FREAK"". Why am I on freakin Reddit??!! It's actually pissing me off because I WANT to watch my TV Show. Finally, whenever I'm conversing with someone, I end up not understanding what the person says. This isn't every time but it has happened many times. I would look at the person, I see him or her speaking, I ""physically heard"" what they just said, but I actually didn't know what the heck they just said. So I just go like ""What?"" Even though I was trying my hardest to focus. Additional Info: I took a very VERY long time to finish this post because it was BEYOND me to finish this post in one go. &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.0590655209452216,5.186422269005849,5.27688865019692,82.09274436090226,71.19298245614036,8.27373194891992,28.57906671440506,8.664204335059999,2.1035953932450178,2688,100,534,46,49,894,274,684,0.08,0.812,0.107,0.9596,0,1,2,0,0,0,82.0,0,1,2,8,28,30,3,5,27,0,52,9,5,4,2,97,105,36,0,18,27,0,1,5,0,6,2,7,0,2,40,22,0,4,15,20,1,12,15,18,1,5,20,15,77,12,102,76,11,102,0,6,6,2,17,40,4,12,49,371,117,15,0.0,0.0,0.1998633406062953,0.0,0.12306987815683774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781267395184373,0.11095484472461198,0.12443224083119075,0.034819163964499564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426988320302352,0.045580698516317984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872738428589284,0.0,0.04356919107347234,0.0,0.05373341442903423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571584445980861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052598631011423216,0.0,0.0,0.10736879422953713,0.055331248708296116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03302109984966811,0.0,0.2205013429334953,0.051969024106694,0.0,0.0,0.05868200912114217,0.0,0.0,0.052397495447826216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277276007994823,0.0,0.0906996743675401,0.0,0.0,0.16909242445540087,0.0,0.08627990601851655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025889305466406127,0.0,0.0,0.11217873173385123,0.0,0.0871049105985173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025290617787123,0.0,0.14549658405059845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564048536019197,0.0,0.18111128858277994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052548096478844265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032497772156798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125572763336262,0.08347304316666546,0.05775816611187678,0.054215600023345856,0.0,0.0,0.036165536858877835,0.12507372747775186,0.0,0.04521236661646324,0.04531222145751301,0.042996843933890916,0.0,0.0,0.04353016962413254,0.046211867994718055,0.0,0.0,0.051910863348182366,0.051439362184082085,0.05577406554533863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169949547795858,0.0,0.0408690044476232,0.0,0.03763941345261234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054453983212349635,0.04804967495921502,0.0501671581934497,0.0,0.11658779403100678,0.05372796023038014,0.0,0.03469584832067057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941534660175295,0.053495266221735685,0.0,0.048402506914944285,0.0,0.14711229091299982,0.0,0.0,0.1469804004072968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609433416208988,0.0,0.0656027153671311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372628873334,0.09740978904869972,0.08143588366399594,0.0,0.051819229237400566,0.04080142130440706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338334846507908,0.07883571127778277,0.0,0.0,0.108723267826857,0.0,0.0,0.042807223898560565,0.0,0.05352752160261747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849758509476207,0.0,0.04475286673611263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03280821954477227,0.10061154926485996,0.08129744983907121,0.11942535705000468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688738467089589,0.13905138043054344,0.0,0.0,0.0533031614816508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689882830280679,0.24160246384711476,0.08128364114391423,0.04107121276592736,0.0,0.04603681080597369,0.0,0.046201904959741816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03727571738467963,0.0,0.0,0.1454899282600345,0.0,0.12443224083119075,0.03297245489462984 adhd,CTRAP,2019/02/24,"ADHD/ADD and stimulants I have pretty bad ADD and I've noticed a lot of stimulants like caffeine, nicotine, and even ADD meds have made me more fatigued/drowsy than energized. Just curious if any of you guys also experience this and maybe an explanation if someone has one Thanks✌🏼",4.22075471698113,6.813337113207549,5.24211320754717,76.35901886792455,74.09433962264151,8.768301886792452,31.35471698113208,9.3871,3.3735464150943404,229,11,39,6,5,75,43,53,0.062,0.731,0.20600000000000002,0.7943,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,13,4,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304709057179337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199003302972746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699491417429503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295956902662619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162080761502053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689818879284026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27227209959257426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434068066084034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337770183441611,0.0,0.2601914511684545,0.0,0.0,0.2762530176370693,0.0,0.30543929515013746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31306502018294274,0.0,0.0,0.18633265248824013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797521477801317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232988521237678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kdogtop,2019/02/24,"why you shouldn't expect yourself to remember things on your own i once used a spare toothbrush to clean my algae-incrusted fish tank. i told myself id remember not to use that one for my teeth. i didn't. &#x200B;",2.894534883720933,5.1030356046511605,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,76.67441860465118,7.090697674418602,24.703488372093023,8.07648339933343,1.4965860465116283,173,6,34,3,4,55,35,43,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,8,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708266925587219,0.3037233057792429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26619446235611044,0.16937632366623376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663017378121363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605933535751266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388432030922299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43176261639463737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554597126814266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037233057792429,0.0 adhd,hireathone,2019/02/24,"Son got an award at school for the learning skill of independent work! My son is 11. He was diagnosed with adhd when he was 7. He wasn’t medicated at the time but did get an IEP and laptop at school. Things improved for him so we just kept on with the same plan. Last year (grade 5) was a difficult year for him. He started being really hard on himself and what looked to us like signs of depression or anxiety. We took him to our doctor who thought it would be a good idea to go back to the psychologist to reassess his Adhd. He started the school year this year (grade 6) taking medication. It wasn’t an easy transition for him. It took a bit of time to land on the correct dose and he had (and still has) trouble falling asleep. But he has finally started feeling good about himself as a student! He sees a difference in himself and likes what he sees. He’s always been an amazing child but him seeing good in himself is enough to bring me to proud tears. So, he brought home an award yesterday. He got a certificate for the learning skill of independent work. I just couldn’t be happier for him! He sees a more focused him and so does his school. His teacher and vp have been so supportive through this and I just had to share. 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Just made some deep fried food 10 minutes ago, it was GOOD! There i go in the morning/afternoon, doing absolutly nothing, no reading, no CSI binging, not even using reddit. This is my life, 7 days a week and i'm ok with that! :) ",4.740968992248064,5.859482244186047,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,69.58139534883722,7.593798449612403,34.10077519379845,7.793537801064563,2.437812403100774,347,17,67,4,6,110,75,86,0.096,0.679,0.22399999999999998,0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,8,3,1,2,0,10,13,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,3,3,8,10,1,12,0,0,1,1,3,6,1,1,5,38,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897715518574985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447631569481614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825886049600104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349766081610127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27142734670872004,0.0,0.1734232603193453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127570219818404,0.18827293525267927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854824073853102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864693351786505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239685346408324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538290164120588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6735856125432966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916942690426086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041870959915085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938681029039259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005452413012318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TazwellYes,2019/02/24,"Car boredom Sitting behind my way younger cousin who also has ADHD has made me appreciate one thing. My ability to switch myself off. I have always been able to massively zone out on queue for several hours if needed. But I cannot say the same for my cousin. Who, for the last 2 and a half hours has been constantly fidgeting around in his seat and messing with his mom. I hope he learns how to zone out like me. It’s really helpful for long amounts of time where you don’t have anything to do.",4.243549783549781,5.32960792929293,4.824704184704185,85.6618181818182,70.71717171717171,8.485425685425685,27.274170274170274,8.841846274778883,1.8855443001443004,391,13,81,7,7,125,75,99,0.023,0.843,0.134,0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,14,13,6,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,1,12,2,17,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,7,56,16,1,0.22128690634792425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659438588670996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769630590576778,0.18412843300594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210026905797094,0.19699226219822166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23913253214839436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483239487972217,0.0,0.0,0.21978782838241392,0.4358460557997813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803783634435134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810960480820876,0.0,0.0,0.1958319486250678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938702127996206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591685502322958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640814371407767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994973469150294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176205858155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759762297339367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24999121735947705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701318779934308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903417463363606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564724620132455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wulvii,2019/02/24,"That Freelance Feelin' (its RSD) I do freelance illustration on a pretty informal scale. Just over twitter DM's and its usually just art for personal use, like of people's DnD characters or something. And something that comes with the territory is doing edits on ""finished"" work. Like I'll hand over a piece, ask if they need any edits, and from there they might need something fixed, like a birthmark or symbol on clothes, etc. Sometimes the edits are bigger (like a new outfit or expression) and it hurts to have to ask for payment on it but I do it (as per my Terms of Service on edits). But the second I get the ""actually I do have some changes"" message IMMEDIATELY I'm thrown into this jittery uncomfortable upset mood. Like. Oh God They Hated It. Or some of it comes from the feeling of like, I was done with this! I don't want to do more work on something I'm done with! Anyways my client isn't answering my message for clarification on what edits they need done so I'm sitting at my desk freaking out to myself. I hope they reply fast because it's gonna suck feeling like this all night. Any other freelancers hate dealing with Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria at work? Any tips for not feeling like you're The Worst Artist In The World Because You Forgot Their Freckles How Dare You Your Degree Was Worthless?",4.0337897042716335,6.308769642570282,4.699592917123038,81.52776834611174,73.4578313253012,6.936911281489596,28.988864549105514,7.84624498591911,2.0322995983935743,1047,44,186,15,22,335,141,249,0.155,0.706,0.138,-0.9411,0,0,4,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,6,3,6,19,3,1,11,0,17,1,1,2,1,40,39,14,0,6,10,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,12,0,1,6,2,0,2,3,9,0,1,6,4,21,9,33,31,8,25,0,3,0,0,17,16,1,9,14,123,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.10770435223638106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516438415363765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636048002202426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455999734452806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675590760325955,0.19014646954003556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378572916212462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33883782521980466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309075733454347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741784861497966,0.2365431906142597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057663316335745125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179333368102459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962145171780598,0.0,0.0,0.11815243889104045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313662648540876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708420793565075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455119394694616,0.0,0.10659519577873633,0.0,0.10357395410187407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651605960281123,0.09637006923349664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122850860208576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398702009287043,0.10915789402710424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532349380554596,0.1215560064516791,0.0,0.06509857382656882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410501285258836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Playmakeup,2019/02/24,"PNP added Focalin. I have never been more exhausted I’m on 37.5 mg MyDayis and PNP wanted to add Focalin to help curb some impulsive behaviors and intrusive thoughts. She’s starting a super low titration at 2 mg and I don’t think I’ve ever been more tired. The first two days were ok in the mornings, but by 2 pm, I was struggling to stay awake while picking up my kids. I tried taking it at night last night, and even after a really good night’s sleep, I still crashed for 2 hours this afternoon after one of those crazy energy drinks that tastes like unicorn rainbow or something. I’m a CPA. It’s tax season. I’m the main caregiver for 2 small children. Is this going to get better quickly, or is it worth just stopping the shit all together?",3.5448423423423456,5.27990262837838,4.368648648648648,85.70855855855856,73.39189189189189,7.365765765765767,27.873873873873876,8.07648339933343,1.8385522522522508,591,23,115,9,12,190,107,148,0.08,0.73,0.19,0.9524,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,1,1,7,1,8,6,2,1,3,19,18,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,5,2,2,2,1,2,1,2,4,0,3,5,1,7,5,15,13,5,27,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,3,19,66,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551445135339016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120692975087167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833307501774761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360743806314788,0.16928327166700555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591853519824904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777548345446682,0.0,0.10635875651648397,0.15696825879651438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543927819344028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843000239891353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254806722413924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914295425849248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433768004878875,0.0,0.0,0.5268684189079758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681422411909474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988981177947107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210154525061235,0.0,0.0,0.1872800486856156,0.0,0.0,0.14407328315147205,0.0,0.0,0.13246211982603126,0.19947155752221213,0.14945415479662486,0.15646151191392485,0.0,0.19564447764229864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070967048073385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119914892059881,0.0,0.1485721422476461,0.0,0.21509552653915967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705909911044685,0.0,0.1828133690816353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038290775765554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chain_Toker,2019/02/24,"Legal stimulant. (Adheres to all rules) I'm going to State the rules first No discussion of recreational use and abuse of drugs. This includes taking more medication than prescribed, and taking medications that are not known to treat ADHD. ""Not known to treat ADHD is where this post is borderline"" There is a legal, can get it anywhere stimulant. It's a true stimulant, and I'm trying it tonight, as I actually have ADD and a prescription for Adderall this a test for me. Anyways the name is Benzedrex. There is a subreddit r/Benzedrex that goes over all of the differences, side effects, etc etc about the drug. It's similar to meth and Adderall. It would be a good test to know how stimulants affect you. Warning. As I've heard there is fairly bad vasoconstriction. ITS A STIMULANT SO IT WILL TREAT ADHD/ADD TO SOME EXTENT. THIS POST SHOULD BE APPLICABLE TO ALL RULES.",2.999624999999998,6.004639712500001,4.050000000000004,80.27500000000002,83.125,7.95,26.125,8.697196308434329,2.658725,694,29,120,19,20,224,93,160,0.10300000000000001,0.818,0.08,-0.5803,0,0,3,0,1,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,8,6,0,0,11,0,14,4,0,9,4,28,23,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,3,5,18,17,8,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,82,16,4,0.0,0.18386752604215584,0.15143708471138564,0.0,0.5595026133552952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957206065287752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213412900842794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35992807437965796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461421021269253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199933199425218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107717412858632,0.0,0.08819457718358062,0.13016087879568128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528500393974353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126628728241627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972465271319329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333579349767209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053596703308183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402904995643794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023817836593433,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moller32,2019/02/24,"I hate it when people use ADHD as an excuse for their shitty behavior Thanks for that. Like we didn’t have enough struggles with ignorant people. “Why did you call her disgusting and ugly?” “Well, I might have ADHD so.....”. That’s not ADHD, that’s just your shitty personality and your shitty behavior. Don’t shit on us because you’re an idiot. ",3.478820512820516,5.80159967692308,4.973461538461539,78.70070512820514,75.30769230769229,7.410256410256411,21.602564102564106,8.344100000000001,1.457102564102564,269,7,47,5,6,90,47,65,0.382,0.515,0.10300000000000001,-0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,3,1,0,4,9,4,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,9,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,9,3,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,1,2,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6898582587663789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663871062702608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953789008878428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770472867348304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889080254892423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347875656491134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298084598552155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653012696331033,0.16707016706684533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640712483654232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000294651130537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615959464340494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015771618331485,0.16525579116168618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203708233297813,0.0,0.1726540302932572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dappercadavers,2019/02/24,"How do you get yourself to start watching a TV show or movie with ADHD? In my personal experience, I have a hard time getting myself to actually start watching something new, even if I genuinely want to watch it. I am a film major, and I'm *really* trying now more than ever to get myself into watching new shows and movies to broaden my horizons. Once I manage to get myself to start watching something, I can usually watch it all the way through, it's just making the conscious decision to watch something different that intimidates me. I usually end up scrolling through YouTube instead of picking something to watch. Has anybody else struggled with this? If so, how have you gotten past it?",7.0905708661417375,8.030842181102361,7.139832677165357,72.14864665354331,64.19685039370079,9.4996062992126,39.49704724409449,9.516144504307137,4.075126771653544,555,30,89,10,8,178,82,127,0.055,0.934,0.011000000000000001,-0.6531,1,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,4,2,18,17,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,14,0,18,16,3,16,0,0,8,0,3,3,0,3,12,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.15155156214779422,0.0,0.18664185469358635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225669277461902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973421914843722,0.0,0.13755076138524214,0.0,0.0,0.102574973462709,0.1404788204578167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519143669633337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245538546158283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391193648909708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366475242944112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29998172037212484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653907023310607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825256165562498,0.0,0.13560301170163966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948992111175256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782337835817854,0.0,0.0,0.32976895174450416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235452669144393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905573746845309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543931598025294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420846471601845,0.0,0.09160066749537987,0.12327085852814874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProdigalNun,2019/02/24,"Hyperfocus and how the brain experiences time: Why fun stuff goes fast and meetings last forever. I ran across an article in /r/psychology that explains the brain's experience of time in a way that really makes sense of the ADHD experience of time. (link below) It describes time as ""a function of the energy and resources needed to experience the moment."" So when we're hyperfocused on something, time goes really fast because the activity is interesting and enjoyable, which means that the brain doesn't require a lot of energy and resources to focus on the activity at hand. But when we're in a boring meeting or doing something we hate, time slows way down because our brain needs a lot of energy and other resources to stay focused on something that we find difficult or have no interest in. Time Perception: What exactly is time for the human brain? https://cognitiontoday.com/2018/12/time-perception-what-exactly-is-time-for-the-human-brain/ ",10.113096774193547,11.993070406451617,9.258870967741938,56.28830645161296,57.83870967741936,12.135483870967741,36.790322580645146,11.792908689023552,5.070793548387098,783,33,108,23,10,247,90,155,0.064,0.792,0.14400000000000002,0.9062,0,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,15,0,5,6,6,2,1,24,12,14,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,4,22,11,2,30,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,4,15,71,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014224985953697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173469198280686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138522063195968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585945969257208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837639756938098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048273908229368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470478491318769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583052135825484,0.0,0.0,0.061175287196194486,0.0,0.0,0.09983078158488563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591062958819908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742321964798635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166371673041506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976838321989398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491423686593668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344028007813221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549072846170724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269743720031024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,worldwidemich,2019/02/24,"Med school/mcat Hey guys. Has anyone had success getting accommodations for extra time on the mcat? And maybe even med school? I’ve been diagnosed since 2013 and was given extra time all throughout undergrad. I am now in the process of MCAT studying and need to get in my paperwork soon to apply for extra time. The AAMC is obviously super strict with these requests and I’m nervous they won’t give it to me. Literally will fail horribly if I don’t have extra time, I can’t even read one passage entirely while my classmates are done reading and up to questions already. Any experience/ advice with this? Thanks in advance. 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So I don't have ADHD but I am genuinely curious as to how it actually affects all of your lives. I'm not trying to say that it's not real, just as I wouldn't say clinical depression is not real because they can clearly do scans of the brain and see differences. BUT, it seems to me that all of the problems that you guys complain about are extremely common among everyone. It's human nature to want to stay in your comfort zone and not do productive things (which would require being uncomfortable). People also love stimulation by nature and will always be looking for more and more to feel 'normal' but it's within our control to not look for more. It, also, seems to me that your problems are heavily exacerbated by focusing (blaming) anything that goes wrong on something that you can't control... playing a 'victim mentality' if you will. The same thing goes for most people that are depressed or have social anxiety. I'm sure they are really feeling those things, and the mind and body are connected so when you let your mind go somewhere your body will follow. An example of this could be when you see an attractive person, your heart will actually beat faster but it's your perception of the situation (all in your mind) that is what's being affected and you have control over that. So the point I'm trying to ask is to the introspective people on here, do you think that you are causing the majority of these problems for yourself? I know whenever I (and most other people) have anxiety it's because I'm not doing the right things in my life, although I just as easily could go to a doctor and he would give me benzos since there are real symptoms (although caused factors I can control). Again, I'm not trying to belittle anyone's problems as I'm sure they are real, I am genuinely interested because of the things that I've learned about myself and I know others have too.",7.0098641340192565,7.251607332409973,7.58852394143253,71.27475530932598,64.31855955678671,10.532700171481336,34.364991425933255,10.290406445055957,3.613319641208285,1521,62,263,33,21,504,169,361,0.092,0.792,0.11699999999999999,0.8938,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,16,3,6,16,17,2,0,14,0,40,9,4,10,6,72,64,30,0,12,15,0,2,0,0,7,4,2,0,3,31,10,0,5,9,1,0,3,10,10,0,0,0,9,34,7,39,50,10,19,0,2,5,1,32,10,0,6,5,206,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.15190978634609198,0.0,0.09354151111319876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448786767241472,0.06476423984991585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908580849773301,0.0,0.0,0.054423440595812285,0.0,0.0640508655261525,0.0,0.0727644142959566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234090839576086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291236673088886,0.0,0.0868886418132521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991420487225771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34919042664091604,0.12428845513394965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407686188949278,0.0,0.0,0.08132011040763333,0.0,0.07966654065949046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437385651646185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871055992799893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466559965028682,0.08846987118363596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706803591233849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223383095151652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555121588416313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959068182866602,0.05497655508666908,0.0,0.0,0.06872897182718038,0.0,0.1307221495595856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024835042220154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568770131711135,0.0,0.23577088089590545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626093169101668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584157046499786,0.06796176906244614,0.0,0.0,0.0735784207524932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979070419511405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35436916665970075,0.0498625433004019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646993049389655,0.0,0.12379366471885307,0.0,0.0,0.12404746511625425,0.1417145560731476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438520512955992,0.0874888347622086,0.0,0.07934210409916817,0.0,0.059920523795512715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296083734325294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671551211042505,0.08089947387845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854772129164383,0.04987297426654794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585328161852085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590859253173689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058228012423177,0.08509941375394837,0.0,0.0 adhd,shay_zer0,2019/02/24,"I am 25F and just got diagnosed with ADHD after a decade of people thinking I had OCD/Depression. I have full testing but no one will prescribe me medication. I saw a neuropyschologist and was diagnosed with ADHD (with sensory processing disorder and executive functioning disorder). I have seen 2 doctors and no one wants to prescribe me stimulants. I have tried remeron, trazadone, prozac, celexa, vraylar, latuda, lexapro, xanax, klonopin, and at least 3 other meds I can't remember the name of. Does anyone have recommendations to find a doctor who won't try to stick me on another mood stabilizer? (Their reasoning is that I am irritable) I finally feel like I have an answer to why I am so scattered, stressed, spacey and exhausted all the time, but now I am struggling to find a solution or way to combat this. 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What pushes all of these symptoms from being within normal functioning to warranting a medical diagnosis of ADHD. I know like with all mental illness it has to ""impair normal functioning"" but that could be interpreted a lot of different ways and I would love to hear some real-life examples or interpretations from people.",13.989651741293535,13.151237119402987,13.197611940298508,40.22039800995029,50.94029850746269,16.69452736318408,46.213930348258714,15.021129683784007,7.807491542288557,345,16,39,13,3,114,53,67,0.051,0.838,0.111,0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,2,18,8,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,11,4,4,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479569114207449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879990665236328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894303722602297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005059639024576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242313273457383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105012778092328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844364706039274,0.16820464900043397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774643515915346,0.18781539194936045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478040339924979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920429939481276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212790384517335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937080020564404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793046593195547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239067894244474,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MB1267h,2019/09/18,"Don’t know what to do i’ve been taking vyvanse 50mg capsules for about a year and a half now. I take one every morning before school not on weekends. As a junior i’m trying to make varsity sports and get bigger but it’s kinda hard when I only eat 2-3 snacks a week. i’m getting really sick of this. my stomach hurts like i have to shit but when i do i can’t and i’m exhausted after little things like walking up the stairs (i’m athletic play hockey and lacrosse) when i play sports i have feelings of passing out every 10 min (depending on the intensity) where there is a really bright light and i feel dizzy like falling down. This is nothing new to me but I don’t know what to do because if i don’t take the meds i won’t be able to focus and will fail junior year, my most important year. But if i keep taking them i’ll end up more anorexic than i already am and be really unhealthy. pls help thanks :)",1.345052083333332,3.1992117343750017,3.3814583333333346,89.81770833333336,80.09375,6.1416666666666675,22.125,7.1686216300943375,0.6958625,711,22,153,9,18,241,117,192,0.154,0.672,0.174,0.4858,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,0,8,0,17,6,2,2,0,24,34,17,0,2,7,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,4,6,0,3,6,4,0,2,1,5,17,7,19,29,2,26,0,2,1,0,2,10,1,5,16,91,23,4,0.1522152214121754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797328189959404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278898616225596,0.0,0.1295239422409611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575417207633988,0.0,0.0,0.13481750629985909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564957780568509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539291790033291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905234147256245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635494026885958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202665435341987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294954271182396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352958826581013,0.0,0.0,0.16730700983237928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309400548251604,0.15255964022847462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160484226319216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690767965235903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701040935295984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605461021220567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314497338978314,0.11576653496453122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29253890559042584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404993045195134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624673738809033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577876123356768,0.0,0.0,0.14013932511637442,0.0,0.0,0.10112502949543196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334414366931828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220978691362294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29406483605212125 adhd,annelidasass,2019/09/18,"Catchy tunes Has anyone else had a horrible earworm for a couple of days or even longer? I feel like it's connected to my ADHD. It's so annoying and it ruins so many songs for me. Sometimes the first thing going through my head when I wake up is some fucking song and I can't do anything to stop it, I'm not even fully conscious yet and still I hear this words and the melody going around in my head. It irritates me sometimes so much I want to scream STOP out loud. Any tips?",1.3609090909090895,3.482744737373737,2.574030303030302,94.24104545454549,81.42424242424244,5.576161616161617,21.011111111111113,6.742157984588678,0.29472444444444434,375,11,82,4,10,120,71,99,0.2,0.7609999999999999,0.039,-0.9494,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,2,0,4,0,5,4,3,0,0,15,12,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,6,10,1,11,11,2,13,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,2,8,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687552076908066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283761075496107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199857774670715,0.19342626485565054,0.15534892796814986,0.16805322094703887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088802330039079,0.0,0.1217467561837352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770052531461026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493733311901816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545227066131384,0.13486366501775046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057521344417494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452302669850886,0.0,0.0,0.21457476855244825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38748317403446814,0.0,0.2127675105748399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222782205043877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913921478118748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877419326964227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734142661021592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507590523104571,0.3156551825715761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541629531880444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134667073967866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Upset-Soviet,2019/09/18,Fuck you vyvanse I hate you so much but I need you to stop myself from not doing work. I need to finish school. you make me not eat for days on end. your crash is the worst thing with you making me so sad and uninterested in everything.,0.3398639455782302,2.655704244897961,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,88.18367346938776,4.899319727891157,14.289115646258502,6.42735559955562,-0.7285129251700679,184,3,42,2,6,60,38,49,0.35600000000000004,0.644,0.0,-0.9722,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,10,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,0,7,8,2,6,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,4,31,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539272298840054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941509666100482,0.0,0.0,0.2546108349163376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583572071142017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657590243717425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838145912749957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837735087998906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211321651411807,0.4263069418292001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29093240549885524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24033565926811615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909805996077685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092797265612967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwawayapalooza12,2019/09/18,"Lamictal + Adderall? To keep it brief: i'm on 25mg adderall XR and my doctor prescribed me lamictal today because i'd been on it in the past and it did me some good emotionally. I know there aren't any listed interactions between these two drugs, but I wanted to see if people had been on them at the same time, hear what folks' experiences have been, if it's better to take them at different times or at the same time, etc.",11.250426356589145,6.0711523372093055,10.957441860465117,67.56158914728684,60.511627906976734,14.257364341085275,41.45736434108528,11.20814326018867,4.303415503875969,335,11,69,6,3,112,62,86,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.7003,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,7,2,11,9,4,13,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,4,5,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405594849912052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380975599151979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003574951063936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366875892369205,0.0,0.23187476452036296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627161497231096,0.0,0.0,0.25482862978186005,0.0,0.0,0.2526535905391121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160099945429665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900122127495278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553286688392276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013604419492718,0.0,0.0,0.12450125155025113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625943938847905,0.15705531114747415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052419827114005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033097040313774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962944086037528,0.0,0.21473479752639535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129807035974464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362001154608524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thereaper1995,2019/09/18,First year of college So next monday is my first day in college and I'm really excited but im also stressed because i don't know how to study properly. Do any of you have tips?,-0.27736842105263193,1.9687417894736856,2.5897894736842098,90.03152631578949,91.63157894736841,6.197894736842105,23.389473684210525,7.554174236665415,1.3896673684210523,140,6,30,3,5,49,32,38,0.084,0.866,0.05,-0.3079,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917489689516593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039251844472546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756243960262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901143304598288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513420895252618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500731396277623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811155392572695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34467371220494003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762054584819664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371244345204113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870352834840175 adhd,ChilyconKarma,2019/09/18,"I want to quit my meds and replace them with herbs not because they don’t help me but because I hate the stigma of being on meds I was diagnosed with ADHD 3 years ago and finally being diagnosed has changed my life. I understand myself so much better now and the medication has helped me accomplish so many of my goals. Before the meds I was a wreck. I used to drink a liter of coffee a day and would still struggle to stay awake. I would lose my phone and keys AT LEAST 20 times a day making leaving the house on time actually impossible. I don’t think I showed up to work on time once. My favorite ADHD symptom was the hyper focus though. I got through college by procrastinating until I couldn’t and then using my anxiety and hyper focus to fuel my cramming sessions. Things really hit the fan in grad school. I couldn’t use my usual tactics anymore so I finally saw a doc and was diagnosed. It sucks that I really feel like I need medication but I don’t want to take it anymore. I hate the stigma associated with stimulants. I hate being treated like a junkie every time I pick up my medications, I hate having to go into my doctors office every month for a refill, I hate worrying that if my employer randomly drug tests I’ll fail, and most of all I hate that I feel like I wouldn’t be able to do my job without it. When I go to work without my meds I’m completely useless and anxious because I’m worried about fucking something up. I also want to have kids soon and definitely don’t want to be on adzenys while pregnant. I’ve read that lemon balm, gotu kola and ginkgo are helpful for ADHD and I’m wondering if anyone has tried it. I’d also like to say thank you to this community for all of the wisdom shared. I feel a lot less alone.",5.092059052059053,5.49558894017094,6.4664607614607625,77.11805944055945,68.43019943019944,9.230821030821033,30.48445998445999,9.218907990703514,2.5678991452991453,1382,51,267,25,22,471,184,351,0.16899999999999998,0.688,0.14300000000000002,-0.9447,3,1,3,0,0,1,22.0,0,1,2,8,11,21,8,1,16,0,25,12,0,6,2,51,58,27,0,12,7,0,3,4,0,3,10,1,0,1,10,17,1,0,6,3,0,2,10,12,0,0,6,5,46,9,40,41,7,32,0,3,1,1,10,10,2,6,23,174,56,15,0.07233853889157242,0.0,0.07059197899848862,0.0,0.2608105987172837,0.0,0.06412375006969945,0.0,0.0,0.07492091012980431,0.0,0.11569820683279244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055338784252764964,0.0817219586010074,0.14348078527038322,0.05058078834779308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229070565877782,0.0,0.0615547686115844,0.0,0.0,0.06397755912058649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652458239932416,0.0,0.075845581729517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330474633410964,0.0,0.0,0.2202662827819944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404155980187338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086422854435973,0.08388973914810509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218966779034984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972961638042987,0.10335733327612573,0.0,0.15848666695174185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687581355757244,0.0,0.0,0.0822233173887271,0.0,0.05785573780288029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42851598516878137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454609933641932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346896152272898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178483783022356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659606782571593,0.0,0.0,0.05109484932386959,0.14136382456673974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092832153803275,0.0,0.061499638914984125,0.0,0.0,0.048286536428084836,0.07333992445341682,0.0,0.0,0.3214072366091478,0.2186204025989579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057739931593335576,0.0,0.05317714946426847,0.05363810998980288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703818304501357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694094043794332,0.07235811472754286,0.0,0.09268384069618574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575265095829294,0.0,0.07321046332854557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568974137998435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710325750955282,0.0577696506023098,0.0,0.0,0.07562394723015252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518743984019323,0.05438957860421899,0.0,0.0,0.06659960762214999,0.0,0.0,0.04805851091106176,0.04635161481953972,0.07107224717814696,0.0,0.1687247350351832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911311948097497,0.0,0.0,0.07530697014172136,0.0,0.1874318149562392,0.07967068067727141,0.0,0.17066857786066073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946354016939128,0.07844805967243644,0.10532663572180956,0.14692659528126142,0.0,0.10277444506899706,0.0,0.0,0.04658364733401255 adhd,Applejuice42,2019/09/18,"I'm a startup founder with ADHD, trying to save the world from desertification, but i cant even keep a clock. Long story short; my co-founders father invented a technology that lets plants grow even in deserts. He envisioned it would stop the advance of land erosion. The tech worked, although it proved too expensive to just drop over eroded lands nobody cares about (surprise). Worse, his health was rapidly declining. So, we stepped in, to see if we could scale his technology and realise his dreams. He died before we could make that happen, but still we refused to give up. We became a pretty hyped startup despite our inventor's death, selling what remains of the technology to everyday millennials who keep forgetting about their plants because they're ""busy"" - we pretty much took ourselves as target customer. In time, the plan was to scale and reach the dream of deceased co-founders father. Or so we thought. 3 years later, the initial rush has all but worn off. I knew i was getting in it for the long run, but i've been getting distracted really badly. Being free to use my time as i please (yay entrepreneurship) I lost 4 months dedicating all my time to playing League of Legends. It only stopped having a hold on me once i made gold, which was really frustrating as ADC - but this is not about that. Now i'm back into it, having uninstalled all games a week ago. Unfortunately, I've always been the one to drag the cart. Without me instigating stuff, nothing happens. The usual process is: I take action, turning nothing into something. Co-founder then complains about it not being to his liking, I tell him to shove his opinions unless he actually contributes something, he gets pissed and does work because he doesn't want to lose the argument. But with 4 months of me being game-addicted, the company ground to a halt. The momentum pushing me forward has pretty much run out. My day and night rhythm is reversed. It's not all bad; I updated the website and it looks a lot better. Co-founder is also slowly doing more, and even though I wake up at 4pm and go to bed around 7am, I live in the Netherlands and am trying to establish business contacts in Australia. This means my dysfunctional night and day rhythm is actually beneficial. tl;dr, I guess I just feel a bit lost and really needed to vent. So thanks for reading.",6.0382638888888875,7.446938150462966,6.0871111111111125,77.06900000000003,66.80092592592592,8.722962962962962,32.91851851851852,9.029198982220553,2.92293462962963,1859,80,323,32,30,588,252,432,0.125,0.7440000000000001,0.131,0.6192,0,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,8,0,1,9,20,18,2,1,25,1,26,3,2,4,5,68,57,29,2,6,15,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,17,23,0,7,5,5,3,11,6,9,0,1,13,3,37,10,51,37,9,62,0,3,2,0,29,22,1,5,31,202,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.17014326068663604,0.09503518761178614,0.10476914024548148,0.0,0.07727665436711413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971496778178439,0.0725377818572617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760551431207871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067033301481194,0.14557737251336342,0.10628389768287216,0.0,0.07418072981500205,0.0,0.0,0.0771004770937338,0.09517409426636184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888219085259759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920658787588955,0.0,0.0,0.11244318408444644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047538160735744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628869034520651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273764983798767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407902755557108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823378684403548,0.0,0.0,0.13663827588651445,0.08362758510291042,0.049544379982921764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603467730770716,0.0,0.154179676438681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266447944470027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497285124122645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914381655273917,0.0,0.04259000526007644,0.0,0.07697839389803901,0.15429681269909454,0.07320625387281436,0.0975281377837007,0.190326765136617,0.07411429205200609,0.0,0.08248845561433589,0.05819095081124079,0.0,0.0,0.09496070009484443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916680581123478,0.0,0.12816942848513924,0.064640225845835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361836738430546,0.0,0.16729629118655331,0.0,0.0,0.09284006374812896,0.05907301206574444,0.06630161114033087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569355281432336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266069340728297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872000314451124,0.0,0.16754237973708816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946833611728727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342253655388934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961921780387485,0.14576681512376513,0.0,0.0,0.0997961673197402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554583383539965,0.0,0.07619605124639707,0.08026035366940021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565040993875092,0.06920835586539839,0.1524998501139347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685623276864526,0.11837416105255155,0.09482293366039078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529245438718447,0.09601253275421666,0.0,0.05141892313039125,0.0,0.06992768197660522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403497751433599,0.0,0.12693097355470004,0.0,0.08884024031893879,0.0619276419480785,0.0,0.0,0.05613876933705818 adhd,80s-rain-on-my-truck,2019/09/18,"Mydayis users? People who use mydayis, tell me all the pros and cons of taking the medication from your experience. I’ve been on it for over a year now and would love to have a conversation with someone to compare experiences.",5.98,7.565173190476194,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,67.09523809523809,9.40952380952381,33.04761904761905,9.725611199111238,3.287704761904763,182,8,32,4,3,60,37,42,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,6,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,8,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6233578673678086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875738500125609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209837867484393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089625962149265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26997213239606105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239568302306072,0.0,0.27849456741012873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275191944606149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263439059235365,0.0,0.0,0.20518572846910216 adhd,ulittlefucker,2019/09/18,"So im getting testes for add in a couple of weeks and the test is really expensive.. This is my first time posting here, so hello. Im a 17 year old girl who live in a country where add tests are fucking expensive, I’m talking like over 1000 US dollars and on top of that I have to travel all the way to the capital city for it because that’s the only place they do the diagnosing process. So yes I’m kinda nervous about it because I’m afraid I use all of my parents money just to find out it’s nothing. So I’m wondering how and when u guys get diagnosed, and how expensive is it where you live? How did you know this was something you wanted to do?",2.842391304347828,3.7424667173913058,4.670260869565219,86.1584347826087,73.85507246376812,7.838840579710146,28.29275362318841,8.238735603445708,1.803591884057972,509,20,111,8,10,174,87,138,0.013999999999999999,0.927,0.059000000000000004,0.7046,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,1,2,13,4,1,2,8,1,9,3,0,4,2,19,20,12,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,9,1,15,18,2,18,0,0,0,1,11,9,1,2,7,69,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261921387190666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296481146361324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540146199566913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939392096363247,0.14834034481091835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122541831091716,0.1822284368386512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726785229384691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767531717822437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584296147932758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520061490610091,0.0,0.30798805750535835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733675886588598,0.0,0.1829982739617797,0.0,0.0,0.13263529797486678,0.0,0.0,0.19364507046779825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822057145241872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702225557671366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172193796222564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425783361701046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401721393529202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169115909905023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097757786346404,0.15062133409950554,0.0,0.0,0.10286272194066892,0.13842667734717165,0.13988919388441376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912399810254316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230469774261154 adhd,crycel_mentalcel,2019/09/18,"Just finished 30 days on Vyvanse, in tears how much it helped. **i’m not one to over exaggerate the effects of meds, as someone whose been on and off multiple psychiatric drugs who didn’t do ~anything~ for me** though, after trailing vyvanse for a month, i can safely say it’s made the brain smog (that’s right, not fog) suffocating my brain go away!!!! i feel like i can finally breathe mentally; my mind isn’t racing at 1000 miles an hour; i can actually start things and get them done; i can pay attention to others during conversation!!!! i can’t believe i spent the first 17 years of my life in the dark. struggling to maintain a normal level of motivation and attention. always beating myself up for not being able to keep up with everyone... is this what being normal feels like?!? after spending my childhood and first 3 years of high school feeling like i was constantly trying to catch up to the pack in a marathon, i can truly say this medication WORKS. i can’t believe i wasn’t diagnosed with ADD sooner. wow. shout out to my therapist. and if anyone is wondering im taking 30mg.",4.093752828054299,6.007121706730771,5.123110859728508,80.12483031674209,72.31730769230771,8.163348416289592,28.581447963800912,8.841846274778883,2.3883854072398183,857,34,158,17,17,281,135,208,0.063,0.825,0.11199999999999999,0.8985,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,6,3,6,0,1,9,0,18,7,3,4,0,29,30,9,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,9,0,2,8,1,3,2,8,1,0,3,7,6,19,5,32,21,1,33,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,2,17,104,29,4,0.12520079590413533,0.0,0.12217791637050116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417709181888606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754330755967321,0.0,0.10302958722993152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763026911011222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821168461901415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795309892364692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529758197476394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074415575474758,0.0,0.0,0.12707617238664773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812388299781238,0.0,0.0,0.14519317462681958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963472584863777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899158528163996,0.2683304208306485,0.0,0.13715135214642415,0.0,0.21299146607440253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541224838762508,0.0,0.07115449756579395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391945437503091,0.1322815148734079,0.0,0.0,0.12329756418577782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523834414091065,0.0,0.0,0.11128422002868008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843302477451087,0.18350035422684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846802031309285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390698597504508,0.12612663008164446,0.12617295472990042,0.0,0.12641711312823253,0.0,0.09993408080541344,0.0,0.0920369907777502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534039468014124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483929952670788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692079561660496,0.0,0.1991293961899116,0.0,0.12670988960646914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060822280776345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861776774590699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088705588620184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413541708860916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536777389520236,0.08317784556101245,0.0,0.12300914629665133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500312202282162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577492244964873,0.09114767055249297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125041538585452 adhd,VexCS,2019/09/18,"Shaking and disconnected Im a young 20 and I’m realizing that for the past 2-3 years I will randomly have the feeling of shaking, antsy, feeling like I need to move, feeling terribly sad or upset or just unpleasant, and I feel super disconnected almost as if I’m just floating. I am medicated and I take concerta Monday-Friday, I hate taking it on the weekends bc I enjoy feeling like myself and I feel very suppressed when I’m medicated. I was wondering if anyone else has had these symptoms? Should I change my medication, or is this just something I have to deal with for the rest of my life? Unmedicated I’m practically useless in my college classes and at work so I feel I need to be medicated.",3.561519607843138,5.713236426470589,5.922647058823532,72.7860784313726,74.44117647058823,8.650980392156864,31.92156862745098,9.2995712137729,3.301771568627452,558,28,99,14,12,197,85,136,0.162,0.708,0.13,-0.7622,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,1,3,5,0,10,6,0,0,0,30,27,14,0,5,8,0,7,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,7,17,4,12,22,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,8,7,65,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049531485286812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810460509710556,0.14375918023514558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842421760779406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464842227263205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720692770859713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965974054488389,0.20046801752520846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385222626876893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155361061594352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991016585377726,0.13709199319687568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565370607134261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912214270102905,0.0,0.20806894358871025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393711690439916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801373929715907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583074591612952,0.21098398442015184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576642140610885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215492217875531,0.10214380144339592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035189990045964 adhd,JNH0517,2019/09/18,"I’ve started taking Vyvanse again. Zero effect. I was unable to refill my prescription (60mg) for a month due to finances, however I refilled my meds last week and started taking them again but they aren’t having any noticeable effects and it feels the same as if I didn’t take them. They worked great last month and are the same dosage I was on before so I’m not sure what’s going on.",4.908076923076923,5.445065961538464,5.470923076923079,83.62407692307694,68.87179487179488,7.778461538461538,27.138461538461538,7.554174236665415,1.4587046153846153,307,9,60,3,5,99,56,78,0.039,0.884,0.077,0.5875,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,14,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,10,2,6,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,10,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255527180680434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089228544926948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343035221476888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749456563305867,0.0,0.0,0.2473297712282041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36572540345354576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918525136291256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581235947156817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554065144397213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175704753080037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143277635528304,0.0,0.5060152705583278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799477446767351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331831525912846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quigarilo,2019/09/18,"I feel really helpless with my ADHD and don’t know how to stop it from ruining my life I’m 22 years old and currently a college student. I’m struggling really heavily with staying focused and motivated in my almost bare minimum classes and I procrastinate everything. I find a distraction almost anywhere i try to work and my phone seems to be the #1 distraction. I want to stop putting off all this shit i need to take care of and i don’t know how to take the first step and just get self discipline under control. When i think of my future i go blank because i cant envision myself putting that much dedication to a given topic for so long.I feel like i have so many things to think about that i can’t even get my mind to focus on one task at a time. I take medication and notice that it does help my focus but i get hyper focused on the wrong shit. I’m at a breaking point where i fee like my inability to pay attention is starting to get in the way of my enjoyment of life. It’s to the point where i can’t do one thing at a time. I can’t even watch a tv show without scrolling through something or doing something simultaneously. I keep forgetting small tasks or procrastinating them until they build up and it just makes life miserable. I even procrastinate getting out of bed on time. I want to do a 360 turn around in my life and i know I’m not able to make such drastic change but i was wondering if any of you have been where i am. How can i begin to manage this and use the energy i have for the betterment of my life? What kinds of things do y’all do to hold yourself accountable to complete priorities? I do want to mention that in addition to adhd i also have chronic anxiety and depression too and i think they all bleed into each other",3.5792218060757364,4.9460949662921365,5.197166042446941,81.28574490220561,72.65168539325842,8.757220141489805,28.35372451102788,9.250403328903447,2.382428131502289,1392,54,283,31,27,472,183,356,0.12,0.8,0.081,-0.9396,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,5,19,16,2,4,15,0,22,10,2,8,2,64,58,26,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,1,1,15,20,0,6,13,2,3,4,8,10,0,3,3,3,45,6,52,54,4,43,0,4,1,0,9,22,2,7,16,192,60,10,0.0935200813531015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478592816065365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729370505473653,0.0,0.0,0.0747879752702005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359686226034635,0.0,0.07154260625940348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325269981290061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700897357083817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271091212801869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534995572618148,0.0,0.09893184575132012,0.0,0.09805402600472064,0.0,0.10489072341142873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054870903310872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184005341280606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530739517449024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404981891051108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457312619233224,0.06681076480485153,0.0,0.0,0.08547566009760929,0.07954813342419242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443019130399125,0.0,0.053149617404088086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268453921227476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831249452948155,0.0,0.09738677347140384,0.15418857285073784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302799958853909,0.09137837573470303,0.0,0.0,0.08276232909215926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485076099705653,0.0948146839348578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421164315168967,0.0,0.0,0.09442862258822148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874802035300444,0.0693439553346767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647323246743176,0.09813359360910097,0.0,0.12674325488718086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681341048071406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802702435932028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982271766668215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513716969524844,0.09756184082316273,0.0,0.19199403917855606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399265520681045,0.0,0.0,0.06619399492694232,0.09967996347964078,0.0,0.15637395112646785,0.0,0.09776749441687244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094638737941349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639175959227267,0.17977167586706644,0.0,0.0,0.1635969345166971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349399641938956,0.10172299354478244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077132351788521,0.0,0.0,0.16548170101145013,0.07423188757661534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015002115250424,0.10141853892785674,0.06808373304385111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022495279312932,0.0,0.06022386621508863 adhd,mangogrey,2019/09/18,Any advice for talking to your doctor about ADHD? Going to see my doctor tomorrow and want to bring up ADHD as a lot of symptoms I really relate to. Any advice?,2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,77.75,6.766666666666668,20.041666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.2900291666666668,126,3,20,2,3,46,25,32,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401346803849126,0.4391836145583464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30563186184790936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600167451262595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127712405505295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104718887483133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439600909170114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790711341033503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335680220825589,0.0,0.1806197985224816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325444856457533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aivilo0330,2019/09/18,What should I do if I can’t afford my medication? I recently was diagnosed with adhd and was prescribed Vyvanse. A 30 day supply is $300 after my insurance. Has anyone else run into this before? Any suggestions?,2.469750000000001,5.343156475000004,5.23,71.815,84.25,8.200000000000001,25.5,8.841846274778883,3.0256000000000003,169,7,26,5,5,60,36,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170693474203149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359961057877741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265535785706324,0.35557897909755204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29530173200442894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223809250023816,0.0,0.0,0.3522338251221424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899037100073469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34960185319597403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426557845817052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ReddeadSonja81,2019/09/18,"Made it to doctor appointment #2 , feeling proud and hopeful! I'm 38 f , just realized I have ADHD less than 2 years ago from reading something at a friend's doctor. By the time I was done reading off the list of symptoms my mind was completely blown and it felt like someone put in the final puzzle piece of my life . Only in the past month have I started reading the ADHD board on Reddit which blew my mind even more and has been so comforting at the same time, like knowing all this weird frustrating shit I do is far from unique! Well we all know the ADHD procrastination curse, so here I am 2 years later finally getting an official evaluation so my insurance will cover the medication, which I think is going to be Vyvanse. Wish me luck and I'm really hoping this will change my life for the better, I know it's not going to be a miracle but the relief I feel sitting here is palpable. What should I expect from starting on this medicine?",5.383840579710146,6.172463326086959,6.2302173913043495,77.70536231884059,67.91304347826087,9.1768115942029,30.55072463768116,9.2995712137729,2.6644398550724637,748,28,139,14,12,247,118,184,0.043,0.807,0.15,0.9412,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,8,14,2,0,13,0,17,7,1,1,2,29,35,8,0,5,3,0,3,2,1,3,6,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,3,0,3,1,3,1,0,6,3,16,11,18,24,6,24,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,4,14,93,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293070751401944,0.0,0.10555084695497538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531020946139068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596322698446208,0.0,0.12484555848093193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375209929115196,0.0,0.1218528088934496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864645707354638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041356421408893,0.0,0.11432855482258035,0.26087684999153177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199534484907047,0.0,0.06221062003096042,0.0,0.13534362510605702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365323021087243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631787977784287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820927083363774,0.11634590456418603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266955622507233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995331231083475,0.0,0.0,0.2404591550997426,0.0,0.0950427677135926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056022504669288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366845471845245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119701045546651,0.0,0.0,0.3573150487263708,0.0,0.07628108051922199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222651135764065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088999148703637,0.09166805377058697,0.0,0.0,0.16856067214089168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237622245561511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762970380961086,0.0,0.0,0.13886460684114565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706074138199932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369278360495786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533579500578935 adhd,bartnee,2019/09/18,"I’m in suspicious about my current state (not seeking medical advice) Hello, I’m 20yo male university student. Briefly, I had a very hard time with my life and concentration. I’ve seen a medical expert and she said she does not believe that I have depression but rather that signs of ADHD. She gave me medicine because my finals was close but she told me that she is not officially diagnosing me with it. At that time I’ve used Ritalin. And everything felt absolutely so much better with it. I had good grades and my daily life was so much calmer and relaxed and concentrated to everything and everyone. My question is that I’m not using Ritalin for almost 4 months and I just want to know how can I test myself out if I have ADHD or not? I don’t want to be affected by myself saying “oh you have ADHD that why this thing happens, you must use medicine”. (I do have some Ritalin left) I do have strong suspicions but I just want to know how can I test myself out on this?",2.5349545329291807,4.898500963350784,4.146233122072196,83.24100303113808,78.63350785340316,7.790686139432349,25.235877652245804,8.6894789155246,2.0305643979057595,768,29,150,18,19,256,106,191,0.054000000000000006,0.8140000000000001,0.131,0.9520000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,2,0,18,8,0,6,1,44,35,17,0,6,13,0,2,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,11,14,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,9,5,29,4,16,24,3,13,0,1,1,0,14,7,0,5,5,104,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794033592596749,0.1299343218133654,0.0,0.0,0.13314776434353345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105576614289657,0.0,0.0,0.1498088617109269,0.0,0.11759896610985032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452473029333107,0.13495923404017174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636077296336145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270561637315618,0.2390052666883344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766967146616515,0.14565941895807488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152684732719208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758273896474845,0.0,0.11911278060021642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461509433816506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446959973519188,0.0,0.18783778364223924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26790157538102505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613340602493902,0.0,0.19549285354510176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895405365012898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264825609485889,0.10574110897400672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833771206037244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506886062890868,0.0,0.0,0.1270561637315618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445237354773351,0.0,0.10971212963519042,0.23528306541856625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998250518928645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,breakfast_blasphemy,2019/09/18,"Tips On How To Get Out of a Negative Thought Train Hi Folks, I am looking for some advice on how to get out of a negative thought train that comes now and again in between the distractions of life (if you have ADHD I think you know what I mean). I often put myself down, think there is no way out of a jam, etc. I hope this supportive community has some tips on this subject. Thanks",6.2542307692307695,5.0705630128205135,6.538076923076925,82.9194230769231,66.30769230769229,10.364102564102565,32.32051282051282,9.516144504307137,2.521682051282052,297,10,66,5,4,96,54,78,0.14,0.76,0.1,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,18,17,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,8,3,16,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,5,2,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906661051323295,0.2363406670918488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833910038163134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697354067146956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527214621332974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021939180529964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291873529973394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083133413674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309965925731813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634540740960036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431339153538335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27445739326925217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226701903152629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30994545649106875,0.0,0.384016193983708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919754836530065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dmypub,2019/09/18,"Any New ""Breakthrough"" Medications Lately ? I hope I'm not breaking any forum rule here - I did refer to the FAQ and all I found was: **8. What medication should I try?** More on this coming at a later date. My son took methylphenidate through grade school and high school. Last year of high school, he said he hated how it made him feel and he quit medication. He crashed and burned school wise in 12th grade as a result. 4 years have passed and now he is attending college where he is struggling to focus. So he has reconsidered using ADHD meds to help out. Does anyone feel there are any new medications that might be an improvement over methylphenidate ? For those who will point me to medical personnel, I have been there, done that and it is clearly a trial and error procedure where we are experimenting for months. So I ask the ADHD community - who in some respects are the real experts on my question.. thank you - just trying to help my son,",3.683686497326203,6.230475744318182,4.0021925133689855,84.80858288770057,75.64772727272728,6.868449197860963,23.98930481283423,7.928766900206844,1.3428299465240638,745,24,140,12,17,232,119,176,0.052000000000000005,0.8270000000000001,0.121,0.8943,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,1,10,6,1,1,7,0,17,5,0,4,2,28,30,11,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,8,3,13,4,17,18,3,27,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,4,10,84,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540907249770536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566349330970813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391633571111053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882651328251592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106158599561442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250934288448302,0.10818014777225418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340668683215258,0.0,0.0,0.10690239551108296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159078259477997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043687812835197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417131414197429,0.2233812071834764,0.0,0.10499593578268672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616944443233164,0.11924781693542667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002731453257327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117422276210028,0.5324689340113782,0.0,0.11214379836188117,0.0,0.0,0.08437836394014539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419474756707995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993207320033193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842170924296168,0.11243779642647107,0.0,0.1203234764364587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055638426692796,0.0,0.0,0.427945025115041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051320578136373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732546913618564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744999694121636,0.14354310978365847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913012852626064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615021147210282 adhd,2muchtothink,2019/09/18,"How to make my ADHD boyfriend feel better after he forgets something important Hello! On mobile so sorry for formatting. Sorry for the wall of text, the tldr sums it up well so feel free to just respond to that. So my boyfriend has severe ADHD, it was one of the things I noticed about him before we even started dating. I also have ADD but I don’t take meds anymore and it doesn’t affect my life too much. For him it constantly affects him though as he has a common habit of just messing up. He’s really forgetful and will not remember to do assignments for his classes or lose his keys. This forgetfulness can also make him come across as a bad roommate where he lives. He’ll accidentally leave out dishes or a mess and genuinely not realize. Like he’ll be planning to clean but then get distracted doing something else. So like it’s not like he thinks leaving multiple dirty bowls on the counter is okay, it’s just he genuinely forgot he did it. Recently there’s been a chain of events. He was supposed to take an exam for his future career. First- he missed the sign up date. He was really upset but it was nbd, he’s just take it next month. Then, he kept putting off studying. He probably should have started about 6 months before the exam but didn’t sign up until 2 months before. He still could have gotten some good studying done but he kept putting it off until a week before the exam, even though I kept reminding him. Then when the exam was a week away I told him to check what time he had to go take it. He told me that he thinks he could take it at home, I asked him to just check and see if it’s proctored. It turned out that it was and he missed the window for signing up for a particular time. Now he is out the 200+ it cost to take the exam. For me this is really frustrating. He had a period recently where he wasn’t allowed his normal meds bc of weight loss so I know that’s partially why he messed up, it’s just so frustrating when I and his mom are reminding him to do things and he ends up forgetting. But on the other hand, Im sorta the same way. I’ll forget to take quizzes that were worth large percentages of my grade or accidentally leave a mess out on the counter. Like his issues are typically worse, but I sympathize. The only thing is, after I mess up, I usually use that as motivation. Im pretty hard on myself but after I do it I think “how can I make sure this will not happen again”. He doesn’t respond to people being hard on him in the same way. It just makes him more upset and feel more hopeless. He told me he would prefer me to say “it’s going to be ok” and stay positive. But I just don’t want him to stop trying and if someone told me that every time I messed up I wouldn’t have any motivation to actually try So I guess my question have any suggestions on how I should react when he messes up? I don’t want to make him more upset but also, normally it’s not ok, so I feel like I’m lying when I tell him it is. **Tldr; don’t know how to respond to my boyfriend after he messes up. I want him to stay motivated but also don’t want him to get more upset with himself**",2.1870398174118684,4.052238838557997,3.8489308694934814,87.40358989165705,77.5423197492163,6.922334048286863,22.008029478083927,7.85451343220497,0.9629400208986416,2441,69,511,39,57,815,254,638,0.154,0.743,0.10300000000000001,-0.9888,1,0,2,0,0,1,56.0,1,0,0,8,42,34,2,5,26,3,52,4,1,17,1,108,104,56,0,15,29,1,8,5,0,8,1,1,3,0,37,18,2,5,16,0,5,5,15,21,1,2,23,10,58,14,76,68,8,80,0,5,1,0,69,31,0,9,45,333,95,12,0.0,0.0,0.06441769574466724,0.0,0.15866597530874518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115747119422654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978015892437917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546566410152184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061711835871809624,0.0,0.06201997145638063,0.0,0.0551168400795231,0.0,0.0,0.224683677228504,0.0,0.0,0.05838180196088055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686305691189687,0.0,0.07133497386065933,0.0,0.10540961290213104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755267693017515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551441327185135,0.0,0.05846659031941109,0.0,0.0,0.08719993826384027,0.0,0.05561753063787447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350957889658496,0.04715862441046019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614934296384908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897656204629789,0.0,0.07503170640360758,0.055367309164056536,0.0,0.0,0.07271910269944751,0.0,0.05837374602294958,0.0,0.11826666505751138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621491059985105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260748201767767,0.06889884927576836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255638136251172,0.0,0.0,0.2096899221032111,0.0,0.0,0.04662587031219393,0.16124940767770735,0.0,0.05828935847385595,0.0,0.0,0.0738499765543506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203159237294337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664777692707578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731186380301093,0.15806923386198138,0.0,0.04852604337429444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020397261483316,0.0,0.12935449685077235,0.0,0.0751545232922497,0.0,0.0,0.04473109663721255,0.050204715679985114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045764058227256786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715742082623226,0.07117155520472553,0.0,0.0,0.13271956767262966,0.07394798057449756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126865959882112,0.0,0.13035677302136675,0.0,0.07477815438305567,0.0,0.0,0.05249498943279619,0.0,0.0,0.052602614077481125,0.0,0.0,0.07457419864841439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593132454067097,0.10163774602187718,0.0,0.14778892589376122,0.09344655024098457,0.1407189387134038,0.052716864275118284,0.055188564674365614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221505175855011,0.0,0.3474269971093428,0.0,0.0576969552167635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315653100139109,0.12689249953382295,0.12971191513726166,0.0,0.11547549877793553,0.0,0.0,0.25230724501289403,0.0,0.08963494245896325,0.07180154965293427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701273619665435,0.07270233446421569,0.0,0.155741157533471,0.10479370250378883,0.10590087726119664,0.08038421593369191,0.05935226065085821,0.0,0.0595651057866274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727135177324158,0.04689267128297546,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Very_Unstable_Table,2019/09/18,Medication that doesnt affect appetite? Title says it all. Is there any adhd/add medication that doesnt affect appetite or are we all just shit out of luck?,3.3520000000000003,5.935842200000002,4.830000000000002,78.245,77.0,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.4183333333333341,126,4,22,2,3,42,23,30,0.124,0.782,0.094,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,2,9,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344501498380437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458309251323782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7283420776141678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874775890728452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710723343390107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,losttulips,2019/09/18,"Trying to investigate anecdotal MDMA experiences for those with ADHD. I’m looking into using MDMA therapeutically and I very strongly suspect I’m ADHD. I’m female and relate hugely to symptoms, specifically impulsive and lack of focus, less hyperactivity. I’ve been this way as far back as I can remember and always thought I was deeply flawed, as I’m sure many of you can relate to if you’ve received your diagnosis later in life. I’m now in the process of getting one done for myself. My question pertains to having a huge amount of anxiety rather than euphoria during a “spiritual/therapeutic” MDMA session. I didn’t respond the way others did and this troubled me a great deal. I’ve concluded that I may have been given too high a dose as I am very small in stature and everyone else there was a average sized male. My other suspicion is that back in my 20’s on several different occasions I used cocaine (I no longer go near the stuff) I never experienced the high others seemed to. I just felt kind of calm and focused but I could never understand what the big deal was or why someone would spend so much money or go to such extreme lengths without much difference that I could detect. I’ve since heard this is a common theme for ADHD persons and I’m wondering if it’s related to my MDMA experience. Any experiences shared would be appreciated. Please no judgments or scolding. I’m an adult that intends to explore these substances responsibly. Thank you.",5.445494505494505,7.359529886446888,6.769377289377289,69.68395604395606,68.81684981684981,9.44908424908425,33.146520146520146,9.842372674337009,3.6553399267399262,1181,55,193,29,21,400,169,273,0.05,0.846,0.10300000000000001,0.9332,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,2,9,8,0,0,12,0,21,3,0,4,3,41,42,19,0,8,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,15,10,0,0,10,0,2,4,6,1,0,1,12,4,21,7,30,24,5,27,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,9,7,131,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945467779349987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105590966728304,0.0,0.0,0.0744172831366397,0.0,0.08371492235802899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682923874452692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474455609437356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256384780158411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866559214067786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198658469707216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141611213440906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456664320100442,0.0,0.321135492924771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507155726814772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717352708090944,0.0,0.1243850714135077,0.0,0.0,0.12064879433939465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124111949496315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395623679541235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729481957004171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918950355118401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094652989335843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088972675253926,0.0,0.16880088888352238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415372668849075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555150680251348,0.0,0.12012310381848422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258850671962475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396474129314848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962247566125347,0.0,0.1236266302487043,0.0,0.0905230021347084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272109259811444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527307237611146,0.0,0.0,0.10313804692585607,0.11374139807211722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074997231051228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687651646560549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429691561944628,0.0,0.0,0.11392222007691867,0.0,0.18902764186526247,0.0,0.18058516450446715,0.0,0.17372352028759053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874505448627996,0.0,0.0,0.10548821766420637,0.11867397004277185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547422672030828,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JuliaGoodmorning,2019/09/18,"Undiagnosed Depression? Hi, so I’ve only ever been prescribed Adderall. Was taking it everyday from freshman year of high school junior year and then throughout my senior year until now I have taken it as needed, some periods longer and more consistent than others. At 24 now I’m realizing that some of my side effects of adderall may not have been side effects at all. I think I’m depressed. More so.. I think I know i am? I’m not motivated to do anything, I barely get up in the morning, I try to draw and I can’t finish a single thing I start while starting 4 new pieces at the same time. I took my adderall today and i don’t really feel it’s effects. I’ve been seeing a therapist but it’s weird. Like it’s valid I feel this way but how do I fix it? And why fix it? Like I’m not suicidal, I have a job, I have friends, I’ve had trauma but it’s no where near the same type of trauma that close friends of mine have endured. Also my memory has gone to SHIT I can’t remember a lot of my day to day activities or conversations we had. Reading has become hard for me too. Sometimes when I first read a sign or text in a book or ad, it’s all wrong and I can’t read it and I look at it again and it’s completely different then before. I’m not sure what the point of this was but I just feel wrong.",0.1825477272727305,2.3727829127272777,2.651017045454548,91.36252556818184,87.14545454545454,5.764772727272727,20.23011363636364,7.1686216300943375,0.5333659090909091,1011,32,224,16,32,347,144,275,0.14,0.787,0.073,-0.9442,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,5,12,13,1,0,10,0,22,1,1,5,4,47,43,25,1,1,12,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,0,12,4,0,2,9,8,0,1,10,6,28,5,24,32,11,41,0,2,2,0,5,14,1,7,26,150,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281669199548228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580144452591916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419945100825026,0.1094028655835081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480229347325856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658329135457564,0.0,0.2214728177188867,0.0,0.0,0.13432738307996547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629814467172846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950252554298259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936084181369224,0.0,0.0,0.19866439183596746,0.0,0.06717206731745885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517269273760355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358403516307353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758502941713404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065823503819353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562477161627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796569368208037,0.0,0.0,0.10930488216284287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533238560925172,0.0,0.1241728731812188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778262184323648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153939119481673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858117873546987,0.0,0.08236468103252519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564376858105652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011883010038433,0.10245295587551012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197437101265996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715816348695508,0.0,0.18200379309013756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406337676982058,0.0,0.12117488958291207,0.0,0.09666799000948853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927867692321953,0.08541562137164721,0.16476382252946364,0.0,0.0,0.07496969740941098,0.0,0.12186850819226433,0.0,0.14284504130572873,0.0872900041728477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020521961402695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601364802685585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811403352480959,0.0,0.2483829257728733 adhd,spaceymonkeyy,2019/09/18,"UPDATE! I GOT a tattoo for my ADHD Link to [original post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/d2dev4/im_getting_a_tattoo_next_week_for_my_adhd/). I did it! I was so terrified, but [I got the tattoo](https://imgur.com/a/bzhIXjV) and I love it so much! Now I'll always have some extra dopamine with me.",6.8801215805471125,10.943279808510637,4.854103343465049,72.22000000000003,80.70212765957447,6.941033434650456,23.7355623100304,7.957251820313856,2.1482668693009126,249,8,34,5,7,71,37,47,0.073,0.767,0.16,0.6826,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,3,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7150130605978686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475226068154077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758350507575886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684823424358955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186779788435638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28489833297042183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,opodiphthera,2019/09/18,"Anybody out there that thought they had ADHD but was told by a professional that they don't? Hey everyone, I've recently looked into ADHD and its symptoms and I think I might have ADHD. Even my fiance of almost 5 years says I fit the description. The impulsiveness (lost 1 job from it), procrastination, the inability to pay attention to people talking to me because I keep zoning out, I can't even hold a conversation about something that doesn't relate to me or peak my interest, sometimes I don't even respond. In an effort to keep a conversation going I change the subject. It has affected my relationship with friends and my fiance. Friends think I'm self-absorbed. In school I was always told I'm a bright, smart student but I don't do my homework on time or at all sometimes. I've been in and out of college for 5 years and don't even have an associates degree yet. I am late to work and social events all the time (not by much but it's important). I can't seem to be responsible for simple adult tasks like getting oil changes for my car and getting the air filter changed and cleaning the inside of it. I've recently moved to another state and I should have registered my car and got a new drivers license within the first month of being here (it's been almost 2 months now). The list goes on and on. I've made an appointment to see a primary care doctor (had to get a new one after moving) to bring up the possibility of ADHD. A possible diagnosis from it has given me so much hope for a better life if I could get medicated. My emotions about it have been all over the place. I am so scared that a doctor will tell me I am just lazy, irresponsible, and emotional. I don't know what I would do if a doctor told me that and I would probably feel so hopeless and fall into a black hole of depression. TL,DR; After looking into symptoms of ADHD and feeling so sure you had it and seeked help from a doctor, have you been told you don't have it? How did it affect you and what did you do about it?",4.312310295689347,5.330069920199502,5.65021998574991,80.06134351620949,70.49625935162095,8.621339508371928,28.535892411827568,8.942964678507748,2.201986747417171,1582,57,314,29,28,532,197,401,0.073,0.797,0.13,0.9729,1,0,1,0,0,1,40.0,0,5,2,5,17,14,0,1,27,0,42,8,0,4,4,60,72,29,0,7,9,0,2,1,2,5,8,1,2,1,19,24,0,3,8,0,1,7,10,4,0,2,20,9,38,10,49,44,5,44,0,3,5,0,24,19,0,9,18,221,57,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532178312028053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510501079803869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275782371904727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908739731438615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597704771342692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670535031832647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076898586122559,0.0,0.2393620113244372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021898022492784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496155967215271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087937866082195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696810295188769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926423077942887,0.0,0.0,0.07206973149661533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627208249855312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415460754460962,0.0,0.0,0.1165429588868555,0.0,0.15762123060658906,0.0,0.04286452364033005,0.0,0.06032251481792693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050554322762464084,0.0,0.0,0.07491187300100889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484550553083716,0.13407852611999038,0.0,0.0,0.04145040641139745,0.0,0.0850802200230236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532733644493498,0.03684777744603168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667233703733602,0.0,0.08233291168845254,0.0,0.0,0.07136689079475488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598055079808205,0.0,0.08001168729162615,0.0,0.0,0.12040354203042153,0.16032503134247586,0.11088889394039507,0.0,0.0,0.14568764860459002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511084511113157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052288683005758535,0.0,0.07880078829925999,0.0,0.0,0.17005578188608514,0.0,0.0,0.08131855069859723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489418606260794,0.08097587664921367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997924939723291,0.07551139500228461,0.07633191497807892,0.06010221818862796,0.06866209770292854,0.07868244470254482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688406123646281,0.0,0.058064167482337115,0.1491901843348382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108511014113113,0.15678636643905175,0.0,0.06062200138699578,0.06592286433046157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966557882750681,0.0,0.05987728995949375,0.0879592994214995,0.0,0.0,0.2882789259864613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490870728931351,0.0,0.0,0.10715640697041028,0.0,0.0,0.09713963949965077 adhd,Annoyedbyme,2019/09/18,"Who else hates the words “calm down”!? So so tired of having an animated voice with volume control problems. Everyone who knows me- should know Me, right?! Idk I’m just over it. Yea, sorry, I get excited about the most ridiculous things but I make it a point to hear others out and not ridicule them. Anyone else find themselves in this boat? I don’t think I’m an abrasive person as I’m usually the “cheerleader” type. But I’m almost 40 years old here...ughhhh",1.2770973782771549,3.9275010449438215,2.4171067415730327,90.94303838951313,89.11235955056179,5.663295880149812,19.77621722846442,7.1686216300943375,0.6639430711610497,359,11,71,6,12,114,72,89,0.131,0.77,0.1,0.3512,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,3,0,6,1,3,1,0,2,0,18,14,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,6,2,9,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365146829845288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491878426535915,0.21861483403048693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393039003760358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35647355537679964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387676857704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950092265866238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147296683322942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106510444582604,0.0,0.0,0.2404747568594725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451661994210735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424209553514076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388778478017365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629968260639715,0.0,0.0,0.20169628633819514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041588533058652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822101914755027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388415651017223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174839495711852,0.13671391143390685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522851382311806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234988369324297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739829045191798 adhd,coochiepies,2019/09/18,"How can I get affordable treatment? [Charlotte, NC] Without revealing too much, I have a health insurance plan which has a $6k+ co-pay, so my health costs have added up quickly. Does anyone know of resources in Charlotte where I can go for affordable treatment? Or, if you’ve found affordable ways to get treated elsewhere, how did you?",6.810901639344263,7.995443491803278,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,64.90163934426228,9.378688524590164,38.200819672131146,9.516144504307137,3.77168524590164,267,14,46,5,4,81,48,61,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,8,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,6,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128364050293873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663735395125214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337476723131652,0.0,0.0,0.3180621838447573,0.0,0.17299172130608498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471041845148423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728465745033566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376150493864602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161043173738345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934208766995216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OsitosSecretAccount,2019/09/18,"I’m pretty sure I have ADD and my parents won’t let be get diagnosed/medicated. I’m currently a 14 year old Freshman boy, who’s on his second week of high school. So far I haven’t been doing that badly, but mostly because there hasn’t been any tests or major homework assignments. The thing is... I literally can’t *focus*. It feels like I can’t focus on ANYTHING anymore! Throughout Middle School, I’d zone out during class without realizing it. I know everyone does this, but I’d do this almost every single class period to the point where I don’t even remember the class even happening. When tests came, I’d whisper to my friends “we never learned this” and they’d say something like “huh? we spent a whole day on this, remember?” And it made me feel stupid and dumb. Not only during class will I zone out, but during conversations as well. My mind will wonder places and I can’t help it, often I don’t even realize what’s happening. Then when I snap back to reality, I ask “what?” to my friends while they’re talking, wondering what they’re talking about. They’ll give me an annoyed look and ask why I wasn’t paying attention. I always reply with “sorry, I spaced out!” and they just scowl and explain what they’re talking about. This happens during family dinners too. My oldest brother always gives me crap for it, calling me stupid or dumb for not listening to what my siblings are saying. I’ve explained to all my friends and family calmly that I seriously can’t control when I zone out, but they always say “everyone daydreams sometimes”. I just want to scream at them “I CANT FREAKING CHOOSE WHEN I STARE OFF INTO SPACE” The worst part... this one time I was talking with my parents privately, explaining how my grades in high school matter more than middle school and that I should try to seek some help with what I have. But then my dad said “You may have ADD, but we’re not getting you diagnosed. The medications seriously slow down maturing and I think you can learn to control what you have with some time.” Sjhdjhdhksjdkjdkjkjakjskejkjkwjjks HUH?! I can learn to CONTROL IT?! If I could control it... I would’ve been doing that from the start, don’t you think?! I seriously can’t even watch most movies because my attention span is the size of a beetle. it took me like an hour to write this rant because i kept going off on tangents about random things that don’t relate to what i’m talking about. i. can’t. do it. my brain won’t let me do it. i can’t make myself do it because my mind just... i don’t know how to explain it. thank you for coming to my ted talk.",3.463006115074585,5.45362695816733,4.335931622347819,84.76952886129902,74.2390438247012,7.139886963772818,25.41943852496989,7.97965635744439,1.4816042249606232,2031,69,395,31,43,654,234,502,0.094,0.805,0.1,-0.6359,3,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,2,6,5,4,24,23,6,0,12,2,47,5,2,8,3,91,85,31,0,4,16,4,2,3,3,7,2,7,1,1,35,26,1,5,22,0,2,4,23,13,1,2,11,12,66,10,45,62,11,50,0,0,3,0,47,25,3,13,24,262,101,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271250901142955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812621871134889,0.0,0.0,0.04938006238760273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201365237728881,0.0,0.0,0.05975519823227188,0.0,0.13576871958848705,0.0,0.0,0.05583574299633625,0.060629721184316636,0.177059469384322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106132482415543,0.07414709133469677,0.08305115945160081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625505976264608,0.0,0.0,0.32577144732290597,0.057976431805433874,0.0,0.0,0.04683007243787814,0.0,0.0,0.07370175961800304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354506810077164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918436520162716,0.0,0.06118049167313031,0.1387717247201011,0.0,0.0,0.13690817857434864,0.0,0.07343171825758184,0.05187551110181224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830436723778044,0.0,0.07587571637063892,0.1393160786067007,0.04126825333845948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926371653789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734337031813807,0.15344151823272256,0.0,0.0,0.07151023883105499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798135953694916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485056269277648,0.0,0.10642671039772927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097753633861747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870919537118267,0.04847046024013035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065786985030474,0.0731510431666329,0.0,0.0,0.14663903560189184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600445268101409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619625878553,0.0,0.04920517782713908,0.055226277657130236,0.0,0.0,0.16125867837407282,0.07863396917665116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586625532318958,0.0,0.06864377368776589,0.0,0.0,0.07387462151817019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451518789470054,0.0,0.06907261566205652,0.1732368855848033,0.0,0.2939572903277323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590186406022028,0.07181717886803705,0.08128551417443584,0.05139661742738422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843790819913348,0.0,0.0,0.35018666701371803,0.0,0.06685328607210142,0.0,0.0,0.09648313234409718,0.0930563369987167,0.0,0.0,0.08468370446521319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067691134056121,0.04930019175462708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282966396727975,0.0,0.05824663253786851,0.0,0.06528877580297518,0.0,0.0655229100751596,0.08107102374735918,0.0,0.0699973789670755,0.15749373794624086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158295688527459,0.0,0.0,0.04676108482757591 adhd,Refinnejennifer,2019/09/18,"Turns out I was accidentally taking a double dosage of medication... I was only supposed to take HALF A PILL twice a day (Adderall Teva 20mg) but the pharmacy labeled it as ONE PILL twice a day. That explains why I’ve been having crazy mood swings, jitters, increased heartbeat, and loss of appetite...",5.8264545454545456,7.491112690909091,6.2925,74.43875,67.54545454545455,7.6818181818181825,33.75,8.07648339933343,2.7547272727272727,238,11,39,3,4,77,45,55,0.145,0.805,0.05,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,5,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567471744139972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567315886188045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399561304212917,0.2693188901934573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324978057619641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851732532449712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195318998909452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wqertyqwerty,2019/09/18,"Why am I like this? Called out from work today. Again. I’ve finally landed a really good job that could lead to better opportunities but my mind brain keeps thinking quit, quit, quit. Go do something else. I feel like I’m battling with my impulses. Anyone else ever feel like this?",2.0843935309973034,4.920251886792457,3.1704043126684667,85.8179245283019,86.73584905660377,6.047439353099732,18.892183288409704,7.447530270364453,0.7899994609164427,222,6,41,4,7,71,42,53,0.046,0.706,0.249,0.8691,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,7,2,7,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,11,9,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,4,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,18,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185220810118436,0.17855811691132786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412584703432514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945406748994173,0.17794706934992327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913878407682018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911570345125382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763534495675074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623023136918822,0.24899412789985606,0.0,0.19090202973783185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904049648583677,0.1461676950060494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293405823675392,0.15489736811771124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554155648579952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596095927666658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560662729066085,0.0,0.0,0.11164051622201937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341599879597581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166387079577672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651856474793983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724972636515486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686914887845513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,My1125,2019/09/18,"Regarding taking medication for the rest of my life I’m a 25 year old male and I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD since I was about 18. Growing up my dad who is a private practice psychologist had always been aware of my ADHD he just never got me officially diagnosed since I didn’t need medication or anything, Once I got to college that changed as I was failing my classes and couldn’t pay attention. Long story short I got diagnosed, prescribed adderall my GPA went from a 1.6 to a 3.1. I graduated college and have gotten a fantastic job and I plan on going back for a masters in the next few years. My dad wants me to stop taking adderall since I’m done with school and just working a job now but since I’ve tried to stop my life is just messy and I don’t perform well at work and frequently find myself late clocking in, late turning in reports, and overall know I am capable of so much more. My question is this, is my dad just being a hard ass and not wanting me to rely on a stimulant that is not the best on your body to take your entire life or is it really that uncommon for people to be prescribed stimulants for their ADHD for their entire life? He has ADHD as well and he uses himself as an example to base his justification of me stopping my medicine since he did.",7.090567908653848,6.009407425781252,7.854062500000001,73.82699519230772,64.5859375,10.845673076923077,36.489182692307686,10.035473477838034,3.5286475961538457,1015,43,196,19,13,342,142,256,0.094,0.857,0.049,-0.8873,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,7,10,4,0,0,13,0,21,11,2,4,1,37,38,17,0,4,9,3,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,12,0,3,5,0,1,3,6,1,2,0,13,1,30,3,32,22,5,27,0,1,0,1,16,9,1,3,15,132,36,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442807820250552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690036964700825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605331656152133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106483725552623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969884903639248,0.0,0.0,0.10265715268919104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776750296879178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814113292829097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457716462531944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446968505326752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252409209473373,0.0,0.22174878346495985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278965659934777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342404821127384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079130196300526,0.0,0.20850628596394646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111430739440433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817882876213682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620570619253132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793891524935218,0.06852783658855675,0.07127956219051719,0.0,0.09828911269064164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697864556810776,0.09842367711673007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640719963378474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353091321211756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059206253639767586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353339758811167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822515392549646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318003462114924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084637297297924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274672666106901,0.1005258013519999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982071447123193,0.0,0.0,0.10902274909257773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619233408805584,0.08567373787808377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456489206161035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190301661565276 adhd,Nycimplant2,2019/09/18,"I’m getting married next week and have a million timely things to do so obviously I took this opportunity to completely Marie Kondo’ed my entire wardrobe and closet. ....like I even ordered and put together new IKEA storage shelves in my closet yesterday and refolded all my husband to be’s t-shirts and jeans. Obviously I still have a million WEDDING related things to do, including 20+ unread timely text message questions from my wedding planner... BUT my closet looks AMAZING. lol fml",6.345996677740864,8.797221406976746,6.90142857142857,67.46500000000002,67.48837209302326,9.100332225913624,41.35548172757475,9.606745405546679,4.845217940199337,395,25,56,9,7,129,62,86,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,3,10,9,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,8,3,6,7,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,8,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29394665557065075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517168981049956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647380268534202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369671855054739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354274082177135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707683960247943,0.29816049183808635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818339910115604,0.31406151870481075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389169152387667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725105202407469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32695425656109706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114844790456029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248836958523607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnblockableShtyle,2019/09/18,"Trying to find motivation to apply to jobs every day. I’m 27F and I got laid off from my job last month due to reduction of workforce (budget cuts), and I’ve been applying to jobs every single day mostly. I’ve started to get lots of “I regret to inform you” letters and it’s really weighing down on me and getting harder and harder each day to make myself do much of anything. I’m still taking my Vyvanse every day but I almost feel like there’s no point bc once I run out and have to refill my script that’s going to be so ridiculously expensive without the insurance I had through work (I have COBRA now). It’s frustrating bc I never thought I could get through college, let alone get my masters degree and once I finally do I can’t find a job that will give me a chance (the job I had previously had nothing to do with my education whatsoever). For reference, my BS is in Environmental Technology & Management and my Master of Public Health is in Epidemiology. I’m considering going back to school to find something that will always be in demand like a PA or something but I’m not even sure if those align with my prior education. I don’t even know the point of this post but I don’t have anyone to talk to about it and the only people I do (my grandparents who raised me, bless them) just say “I can’t believe you can’t find anything with your degrees!” I know everyone has gone through something like this but I don’t really know how to be for the time being and I feel incredibly lost. I think this could be a good time for me to change paths/move somewhere new (it’s just my fiancé and I plus some pets, no kids) and try to look at it positively and I’m trying. I think I will end my ramble here. Thank you for listening.",3.01385418719212,4.72949613714286,4.760325123152711,82.42957142857145,74.77142857142857,7.684729064039409,24.926108374384235,8.433251757073789,1.6327024630541866,1368,45,274,25,29,464,180,350,0.075,0.8420000000000001,0.083,0.5835,6,1,3,0,0,1,30.0,0,4,1,5,12,12,3,0,9,0,31,2,0,3,2,55,60,22,0,4,10,1,2,3,0,3,1,2,1,1,13,19,1,0,15,0,2,4,11,5,0,0,8,5,43,7,45,41,6,34,1,2,1,0,15,11,0,6,21,181,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983786324367468,0.0929189762923662,0.0,0.0,0.07465110565130456,0.09720751761106887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273168685744653,0.0,0.1476576561550278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898625713252916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107948937357024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094907894811029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326224806997342,0.0,0.0,0.23143823259924454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946196685042227,0.0,0.0,0.11851347181057807,0.0,0.2267694260109014,0.08572772000986552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072646168124557,0.06409330575194122,0.0,0.09827976477882318,0.327996102603349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874921474584196,0.08606400045655463,0.1019756229053539,0.07524973256274638,0.07175427954584608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536417668190597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451476652473573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479171114421995,0.0731307166785954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174094240617932,0.0,0.13149248161251695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533905300481142,0.0,0.09793588312669273,0.07627354606917956,0.0,0.0,0.05988629243595937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161065349511403,0.0,0.06595176542576901,0.0,0.06919470156370107,0.08664851171990645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086085159958531,0.0,0.0,0.1910897529558689,0.0,0.06823324964400003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062197950281149585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962170710192154,0.0,0.08592336606375632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494905202584225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134596163951798,0.0,0.09079763305854596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720385337215413,0.0,0.0,0.06350162235363127,0.0,0.0716475118285956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455650232768712,0.0,0.06745545343911602,0.07211052203775899,0.0,0.08259866772843233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497309872684937,0.0,0.07122467979276549,0.10462853179110802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827343305142834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648326188374733,0.0,0.06531449731879461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,d1aquaholic,2019/09/18,"A big victory I'm a senior in college and applied to one of the top consulting firms for the hell of it, just to see what would happen - I got an interview! At this point, I am just so proud of myself for getting this interview that I don't even care so much what the outcome is. They told me yesterday that my interview is this coming Friday...wish me luck!",5.6962328767123305,5.050282424657535,6.722020547945206,79.37426369863014,67.21917808219177,10.587671232876714,31.948630136986303,10.125756701596842,2.945441095890411,279,10,58,6,4,94,53,73,0.094,0.7829999999999999,0.122,0.284,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,13,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,8,3,9,10,1,8,1,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,2,44,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364945040819762,0.0,0.0,0.2842974718722324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798618771265726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243060145872932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26396057108625165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918504441952405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261501580277944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364147090677094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119914446819925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629965923089469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153642970837464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795260216779841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344486670096056,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sli624,2019/09/18,"Aurobindo Adderall :( I was diagnosed with adult ADHD about a week ago. I've been on Northstar Atomoxetine since then. I know it is not a stimulant, but I definitely have had more energy and less appetite. Last night I got a prescription for 10mg IR Adderall. I took my first pill almost two hours ago, and I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing. I feel just the same as I've been feeling on the Atomoxetine. The manufacturer is Aurobindo. Googling, I see how bad this generic's reputation is. The pharmacy won't exchange it, which I expected. I left a message for my doctor to see if I can give him the 29 remaining pills in exchange for a new script. So two questions please: 1) Has anyone gotten positive anything out of Aurobindo Adderall? 2) Has anyone been able to have their prescription refilled/replaced in similar circumstances?",4.062657284768213,6.997767430463579,5.204532284768213,74.55792425496692,76.68211920529801,8.278311258278148,33.27855960264901,9.017664075816787,3.6131486754966886,666,36,109,17,16,219,103,151,0.066,0.8420000000000001,0.092,0.5938,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,10,0,14,4,0,2,0,18,24,8,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,8,5,15,0,14,15,3,16,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,3,9,72,19,1,0.16535296271628666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872212823445,0.0,0.2931508492422363,0.0,0.16557710697438338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123727235821734,0.0,0.1360713993299988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806281707023255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782977650450984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924576394507754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508222787499442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406491456158733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862162896268192,0.0,0.0,0.1322478695648282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283936045766376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087366395531182,0.13478473397971952,0.0,0.0,0.1796564778074847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969892177091835,0.0,0.1551725541923477,0.0,0.3173212546406857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150789849970375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852331610455108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635298059292573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678167946928138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371322570232293,0.0,0.0,0.32305163569722883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263617275404818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HanTheLad,2019/09/18,"Cannot sleep on ritalin I was recently described 20 mg ritalin in capsules. Took one yesterday morning and I had a blast. I could talk to people, I was focused, everything was more clear and so on. The effects lasted throughout school. Anyways, then comes nighttime and I try to go to sleep with no luck. Ended up being awake all night and missing school the next morning. I was too tired to get out of bed, so I didn't take my morning dose of ritalin. Day 2 and I'm already slacking. While today's school was going on I got maybe 2 hours of sleep. Because I was kinda nervous before my first day taking ritalin I didn't get much sleep then either. I would guess within the last three days I'm on 7-8 hours of sleep total. In addition to this I didn't eat much yesterday and haven't eaten anything today. I just have no appetite. It's causing me to act crazy. I had this little fight yesterday with my parents and today when my dad came and knocked on my door loud as hell, sounding kinda angry, I lost it. I ended up going outside and just pushing him and yelling. I also took a stick and smashed a dry wall in my room. Yes, it sounds just as bad as it is. We are all good now, but I feel like shit. I also ended up missing a driving lesson costing my mom 80$. I always have this bad feeling inside because I know I'm treating my family like shit and they deserve much better than me as a son. Ive even thought about ending it all because I think I'm so much of a burden on my family. I'm to much of a coward to do it and I know I could never do that to them, but still. The very idea of it is horrible. I don't even know anymore. Can you just tell me it will get easier? Is there anything I can do to sleep?",0.9677697024755858,3.070994801120449,2.9808161102278774,90.8769157392687,82.78151260504202,5.428086910439851,22.81391475509123,6.643151254067905,0.6399067151184794,1332,47,280,14,37,448,179,357,0.14300000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.071,-0.9762,1,0,0,0,2,0,38.0,1,1,2,5,19,17,4,1,11,1,31,16,8,2,6,51,61,28,0,3,7,4,2,2,0,2,6,4,3,0,12,20,2,0,10,0,1,10,9,11,0,3,18,6,44,6,39,38,11,55,1,3,0,0,12,17,3,4,30,188,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869070344831287,0.12595914452421925,0.06552966485636419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781028395471999,0.0,0.0,0.12961571884161555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151265709010346,0.14402318384559504,0.0,0.06701388213307975,0.0,0.0,0.06965154289057393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007363418916066,0.0,0.08090208636228302,0.0,0.06783962663642996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575737520145633,0.0,0.0,0.1523695096495137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058503739672628,0.0,0.0,0.27901079353643543,0.0,0.0,0.10403259296636592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077904736111956,0.0,0.14848458800381584,0.0,0.07964081142141655,0.05626189738005294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698814079676092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343719639806375,0.0,0.1342731966433381,0.06605514697131122,0.06298679503304838,0.0,0.086756446880973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551137187194033,0.0,0.0,0.08890371802434344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298434719052204,0.1283900971819118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695048564940922,0.07893223115087446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596933083190139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911901206960255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922357723941758,0.0,0.0,0.2894663814641481,0.0,0.06073996578811865,0.0,0.0837558082387935,0.07390532564214085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336577137610205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744703446409123,0.0,0.0,0.05459813087986472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776010727844956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391098596129234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616797676451893,0.0,0.0,0.4728654532669391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289307300886858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184264644986435,0.06329950910337565,0.06883449664038623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046240481862474,0.0,0.06252190581239185,0.0,0.0905161765018653,0.22394884631692266,0.0,0.17499725825828885,0.05346881930227117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498032555629413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594460594601503,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VGTYHBNJU,2019/09/18,"How the f*ck I can try to live Hi everyone. 3 years to bring me at the lowest, lowest point of my life. Always bullied, burnt every friend, familiar problems but nevermind. I'm living a costant confusing state. I've voids in remembering, speaking and a lot of pressure in social interactions. I always want to do a lot of things and I'm so upset even with little things. I felt this way for a lot of time and a month ago i learnt about ADHD. I did tests over tests and I resulted positive. Today I said for the first time about this problem at my family and this is so fucking intense, I cried. Sorry for this 10 depressing lines, I don't want to be understood, I'm simply trying to make a clear explaining of the situation. So why I'm writing this? First of all I want to understand if this is effectively a case of ADHD(many of these people could be simply social aware, I want to be ensure) and then if there are suggestions about how to deal with this problem(experiences, this kind of stuff) Thanks to everyone and, yes, I'm thinking of a psychologist",3.4490785907859087,5.550925487804879,4.968739837398374,79.72405826558266,74.60975609756099,8.457994579945801,25.53523035230352,9.150863307647796,2.2315149051490515,835,29,158,20,18,280,115,205,0.14400000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.3795,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,10,10,1,3,12,1,11,2,0,5,2,37,30,16,0,9,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,12,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,4,3,14,3,32,22,4,19,0,1,0,1,11,7,1,6,9,105,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27822042410838344,0.0,0.10260628034800882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262821461474336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924177573347542,0.0,0.12714704180039926,0.0,0.11933420172122143,0.0996961694708831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645244596008012,0.0,0.09752521252158823,0.2212100879741548,0.0,0.11322669203562005,0.10911974427030413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113911528263123,0.0,0.0,0.19691548843299025,0.0,0.0,0.08942893796315987,0.10700993729984463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053685762035934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175835674560081,0.0,0.11601291411667065,0.2044205130185583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952220909547509,0.0,0.0,0.07726469347767571,0.11735334943744885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239134644965426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024717122957338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942211208353714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322742327316273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112332235069446,0.0,0.11010571078529846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010897740808144,0.0,0.2359871418520129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957377144240956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325072055141103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065679721369692,0.0,0.0,0.15379964641145813,0.07416856904948799,0.0,0.0,0.1349906816573108,0.0,0.10971841665302097,0.0,0.0,0.15717466619630568,0.0,0.0,0.12050087654140232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309176284188896,0.09187775859871113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444727649874903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453985103477385 adhd,_ollllo_,2019/09/18,"I can’t stop avoiding school I’m a sophomore in college and I have, what I’m pretty sure, is undiagnosed ADHD. I just met with my new therapist yesterday who is adamant about getting me tested. I’m very hopeful for that because the military has seemed to have burned me out. It’s weird. I love school, I like to organize my work, I enjoy interesting lectures. The thing is, I avoid it at all costs. I blame not feeling well, or I give myself the “I’ll just review the lecture online and go tomorrow”. It’s incredibly depressing because I seem to not have control over the overwhelming feeling of resentment toward school because of how I struggle to pay attention, I can’t read a paragraph without thinking of something completely irrelevant. I’ve been repeating the same classes for about 2 years now, hopping to different schools each time I have an unsatisfactory SAP status. I’m a smart person. I worked with nuclear reactors in the military yet I can’t fucking sit through a 50 minute lecture without wanting to claw my face off. This resentment has turned into a social anxiety. I loathe small classes where there is a more intimate role for the students. We have discussions in two of my classes that take place once a week for an hour and it’s nothing but group work. I haven’t been to a single one because I’ve missed the first 2 and I feel like it’s too late to go now. I hate group work, btw. I don’t learn from group work. I don’t even know why group work is a thing in a calculus class. Ugh, fml. I’m just irritable and it’s annoying because I want so bad to go to class and succeed but I have weights tied to my ankles.",2.365354590434308,4.877821482866047,3.825392156862749,84.45220588235296,80.27725856697819,7.1409565695437065,28.755818215136518,8.219915518859313,2.299701777533443,1300,62,249,27,34,428,176,321,0.159,0.759,0.081,-0.9646,1,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,9,15,24,5,4,21,0,21,4,1,2,2,42,48,11,0,3,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,12,1,4,9,1,2,3,10,14,1,3,3,4,32,10,37,45,5,31,0,3,0,2,13,13,1,4,16,156,45,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117872847524605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771350958599479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841892987505805,0.30732684138732025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571891479469027,0.0,0.11309003722654287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684520619972866,0.0,0.0,0.10534646555729192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659762826510487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294886926896792,0.07203336608975287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085766415538552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321622003681106,0.0526798014955611,0.09672585271275216,0.17191297805893244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954929452533244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001474886134752,0.09929778239241477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541383412017263,0.0,0.11374125388472088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852142856336343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100350935473356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738277488773814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674963351379308,0.0,0.0,0.10738124652162792,0.06832539116534851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880413482945488,0.10534646555729192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258092004368488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008578376109746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081836045407095,0.0,0.1835846941856266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027840492939309,0.0,0.07762428462721735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429885589018155,0.0,0.10540998501632247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950316014438817,0.0,0.07581202615973599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707204172635695,0.13397467602754154,0.0646081459982551,0.0,0.0,0.05879510539768003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967468573604462,0.09849679749668706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319576476081254,0.1189449433279273,0.0,0.08088018635346071,0.12278444773518515,0.09065877499958194,0.0,0.09098388947815196,0.0,0.0,0.194394106867214,0.0,0.44043505397039867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493156926257433 adhd,lexid222,2019/09/18,"Just learned how to talk a little slower without going crazy... I just started taking voice coaching lessons in order to learn how to speak so people take me seriously. Last night, I learned to drop my jaw more when I speak, to make my words “fuller”. This doesn’t mean to talk with your mouth gaping open, like a codfish, but just enough to have the sound resonate inside your cheeks. I had never realized that I typically speak without moving my jaw very much (if I even move it at all) & that’s why I speak so rapidly. You can fit so many more words in if you have less movement in your jaw, but it also causes people to zone out & stop listening. Therefore, dropping your jaw, whenever a word requires it, actually forces you to talk a LITTLE bit slower. It also allows you to have a millisecond longer to think about what you are saying. I wish I had learned this as a child! It will obviously take some practice (they say 30-45 days) before it becomes a natural habit but it’s a lesson that will be immensely beneficial in the future. Hope this tip helps any of you who are interested in speaking slower (without losing your mind)! 😁",5.204657534246575,6.309592570776258,5.567926940639271,81.14750684931509,68.49771689497717,8.031780821917808,28.75525114155252,8.238735603445708,1.938905388127854,899,31,169,12,15,287,133,219,0.040999999999999995,0.8370000000000001,0.122,0.9635,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,11,1,4,13,5,0,0,10,0,12,6,6,6,3,41,23,14,0,4,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,10,0,1,15,3,0,2,9,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,10,25,3,25,18,8,26,0,1,0,0,26,11,0,4,9,112,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.12487352964150612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466409449596445,0.0,0.2772959373050953,0.0,0.08701929809085647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132519372783567,0.10888717573648568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970256633746908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145335585370913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252561532022712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222009210638147,0.0,0.08451842269155208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272438035335436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577097060340431,0.0,0.0,0.1270962344250048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430700796373056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251630846632518,0.2565052926654911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315798057783927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541636491119217,0.12973450185233712,0.0,0.13938933285064434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920625586330114,0.0,0.0,0.27200905479195703,0.09406760433815436,0.0,0.09869303371896823,0.0,0.0,0.12008470371970315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774270071443855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352279115818867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057294293532757,0.0,0.0,0.10698288392762148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886369847841373,0.3085556851378212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199358948731826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558296136629264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546679708209867,0.0,0.14715125329365294,0.3700555947926759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gnataral,2019/09/18,"Would adhd medication make me more autistic? Since I mask every day at school Masking is when autistic people (most commonly teenage girls) hide their autism symptoms and put pressure on themselves to conform and be as “normal” as possible. I don’t present as having high functioning autism, no one’s ever known at school. I like how I am now. I’ll try and mask it my whole life. I don’t condone masking but I was bullied for who I was and I’d rather not be that person. I only have friends because I do this. Metaphorically would adhd medication make the mask slip off? Does it have effects if you have adhd and autism? I don’t want to feel like it’s turning me a certain way",3.1287343358396,5.2701180075187954,3.9926503759398533,86.17789786967421,75.69172932330827,6.237844611528822,28.376566416040106,7.1686216300943375,1.5615919799498743,537,23,103,6,12,172,88,133,0.078,0.815,0.106,0.5559,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,16,4,0,4,2,22,21,12,0,6,4,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,1,15,4,10,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,8,67,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490189435543276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282611445502012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820550528409697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332578660737042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377424760488068,0.12829920573493525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769953858701742,0.10878609650630476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176481590117263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088809012192787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755713278073713,0.14878884907695186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032909962097172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068043580657536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919827448159542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318624549466927,0.11581285742132515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556909403248484,0.13296164169507618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166845478516582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307956792212168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30822314301215026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596438693399134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827320282472054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338549546957296,0.16563270043376818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981640582842043,0.1208697027992776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001085918818135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634518510241732,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smolandnonbinary,2019/09/18,"Blank Mind The biggest thing that I struggle with when it comes to my ADHD is how often my mind is so overwhelmed with thoughts that my mind just goes blank. Literally like a blank blue screen. It’s hard to explain and even though people seem to think it’s better than having millions of thought going one after the other (that happens too but it switches depending) but it really sucks not being able to come up with something if someone asks me a question or I’m expected to remember or come up with things. My mind just doesn’t wanna think when I want it to. It kinda just shuts off like a tv screen. People don’t understand why I can’t think of things or answers (especially improv) because my mind literally just turns itself off. Does anyone else experience this?",5.053042671614102,6.704555442176872,5.3551515151515146,80.47090909090909,69.40816326530613,7.79443413729128,28.32962275819419,8.296473431620573,2.0159986394557827,618,22,111,9,11,196,92,147,0.046,0.887,0.068,0.2889,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,2,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,42,25,12,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,11,1,0,4,4,3,0,2,2,4,9,3,19,22,0,13,0,1,3,0,3,6,1,9,5,78,25,0,0.12213167703936426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677854201952226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539730828885729,0.12513833598068608,0.0,0.0,0.11417663146728875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445033673795401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108015543415857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156168764750152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687825360799548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202534457188477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066682083322106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194682153759321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941024658707255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800063865985236,0.0,0.1094059935211322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933473658427605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6165908899112722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275958515451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934145409366902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681542943144742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824067967173995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835138193803678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118409183163948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348177362318113,0.09402293179878357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127678546471595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434165780862777,0.23477114155754195,0.11999375259478134,0.1939178186570933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284419362490948,0.0,0.1271433830029054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203642744045724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020484216086238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Riovem,2019/09/18,"Secret ADHD advantage As yet another free trial ends and I'm charged for the following month, I realise there is one advantage to ADHD. All the things I've put in my basket on a whim, and forgotten to buy, and either never looked at again, realised I really didn't need it, or its sold out. So far this week I've saved around £300 by forgetting to buy things and only lost £50 in forgetting to cancel things! Win.",3.905357142857145,4.975238821428572,5.462857142857146,80.83214285714288,71.5,9.40952380952381,25.904761904761905,9.725611199111238,2.3223476190476195,327,10,65,8,6,111,64,84,0.091,0.748,0.161,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,15,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,3,1,3,6,13,5,2,15,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,1,6,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484507137676105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392643036130239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312660587380235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209779147572604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161187203943644,0.0,0.24908300751461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212933169321768,0.0,0.0,0.16919093695042864,0.17598477513361027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461917295468838,0.17353948819593046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293816978698219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617653241821058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547735457698303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303045630766104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdthrow65,2019/09/18,"Good Psychiatrists for adult adhd in the bay area? My current physician does not communicate with me. I don't feel like she listens to me at all. Going into this, from getting a formal diagnosis by a psychologist to finding the right medication for me, one of my biggest fears is being seen as a drug seeker and sometimes I even doubt the diagnosis itself, irrational as it may be. This physician takes my silence as a red flag, and then she takes my answers as ""internet answers."" she thinks I could be faking adhd when all she ever asks are surface level questions. No smile. All business. I can't open up to someone who is more concerned with figuring out if I'm a drug seeker rather than working together with me. Basically TLDR; does anyone know any good psychiatrists that actually listens to you and doesn't think that adult adhd is just a mean of scoring drugs in San Jose /bay area?",7.000958083832338,7.4960888862275485,7.598449101796407,70.33000898203593,64.32934131736529,9.79377245508982,35.861676646706584,9.642632912329526,3.5590962874251493,712,32,120,13,10,236,110,167,0.091,0.86,0.05,-0.7068,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,9,0,12,6,0,0,4,30,26,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,0,2,7,9,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,5,17,3,24,20,4,18,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,4,5,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.13741939716308466,0.0,0.5077125724190229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957620043217354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846418164500133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164710698353946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243281285332307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464639691349926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899173055687181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930098694958918,0.1273791873070135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846094768600327,0.07120250746078889,0.10060139007785376,0.0,0.0,0.12870635815588222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357231165451185,0.0,0.08003089634694736,0.2362252222750966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739064609429656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879723386507322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533935826615197,0.0,0.14186070598447112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542285335219088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774992871917792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202589773529543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193157999841702,0.0,0.13927396322736169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117572905529679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804627397164492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251818259987283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,themysteryoffaith,2019/09/18,"Saffron as an alt to meds Hey, guys I'd like to know if any of you are or have tried using saffron as an alternative to conventional meds. If so what saffron supplement brands would you recommend? Thanks",3.1303846153846173,5.7393650512820535,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,77.97435897435899,8.002564102564103,27.698717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.468533333333334,163,7,31,4,4,53,30,39,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,6,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088821496826155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216221057681138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851215408541318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869026855530072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7216018786905836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990499062013423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205309355179463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28053952409557864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307422615171437,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alexstark1008,2019/09/18,"How do you stop yourself from constantly overthinking and being anxious about stuff? Whenever I sit down to study, I can barely concentrate because I am worried about studying and catching up on other subjects. I try telling myself I will catch up on the rest afterwards but my brain will go on trying to create mental check lists of the next days. I am in the last year of my undergrad and have already got a good job with a profile that I wanted(but it pays a little less compared to others) but I am still constantly planning about switching jobs just because my stupid brain keeps comparing my salary with my friends and batchmates. I try telling myself that my main goal should be just to learn as much as possible and not worry about switching at least for a year but then there is this inner voice that makes me feel like shit just because of my pay package. I keep getting stressed about everything even though I should be enjoying my last semesters of freedom. I can't concentrate, keep overthinking every little thing/action. Even while reading a newspaper I kept thinking how this is such a waste of time and how I should be studying so I can apply for better jobs. I am just tired of this voice and want to be satisfied with myself. It's a good job and in normal circumstances I would have been elated. How do you deal with so much negativity and overthinking inside your head?",8.169382239382237,8.003564142857144,7.160907335907339,76.67294401544403,62.01158301158301,10.17992277992278,36.260617760617755,9.606745405546679,3.379319691119691,1119,46,197,18,14,341,147,259,0.109,0.73,0.161,0.9590000000000001,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,3,21,9,2,1,10,0,25,5,4,5,0,40,36,23,0,6,8,0,1,1,1,6,1,2,0,0,11,13,0,5,3,1,3,3,3,3,0,0,3,3,32,6,34,22,6,30,0,0,0,0,7,12,1,0,15,150,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791627384732505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071483837781995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541199728771874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450386213521098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856926627356626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094287290631446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891212329232338,0.11016199483357274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115239110650735,0.0,0.0900292774660237,0.0,0.09603367070253416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054028697359440984,0.0763366663940687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255529479205101,0.0,0.05582691259300285,0.0,0.06072770794645415,0.17924847730954424,0.08546107016600715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966324319337947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241452478622623,0.28493078487561746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742008796943357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052203567826732585,0.2141919728160491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132601250050223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768390766154486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710027299549362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364066072818173,0.0,0.10469443496405052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046206256293965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688312265378597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968430732107799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533390725066388,0.08933490115500639,0.12240113239477833,0.0,0.1223225016693661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867905723458153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709891867084547,0.0684678608696822,0.10498371524777336,0.0,0.062307547043609315,0.1228131913542485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176409761293964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302537942466811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703126682725155,0.0,0.07590616242108264,0.0,0.0,0.13762121112220554 adhd,dorisfrench,2019/09/18,"ADHD and Disability? Does anyone here actually get disability for ADHD? I am really tired of getting fired from jobs for this. And I can't take the meds anymore. I don't think my doctor takes my pain seriously, he doesn't seem to understand how this affects me.",3.2578,5.818245180000003,5.537999999999999,73.16900000000003,77.2,8.8,26.0,9.3871,2.7744000000000004,209,8,37,6,5,73,39,50,0.233,0.767,0.0,-0.9033,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.2141045227651889,0.0,0.5273566918196448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758764587792376,0.1534108506934354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245670549413228,0.19200000720363125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925678617010484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772244755662049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370595634155925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334590005933629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405544210676294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973517260958504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299257206177874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058382426912674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521701115233987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840502748096625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scrappythrowaway43,2019/09/18,"Can you guys convince me it's okay to take Adderall after classes? I'm a law school student now, this is my fourth week. Three days a week, I have four classes, three days in a row. That's at least 50 pages of dense reading with note-taking. I'm barely keeping up. I take 50mgs of Vyvanse, and I already have an Adderall prescription. But I just can't bring myself to take it. It just doesn't feel right, especially in my profession where there's a stereotype of drug use.",2.9508684210526286,4.7318942315789485,3.573881578947372,90.59029605263159,75.10526315789474,6.0131578947368425,26.61184210526316,6.6274283507984215,0.9825,372,14,77,3,8,117,67,95,0.027999999999999997,0.925,0.047,0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,6,1,0,1,0,9,15,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,9,2,11,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,47,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644432525368787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090895841271157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27790059567785275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116668881990254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372763891882733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129986558597011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396999131134476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046470357065664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425234787407725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405272365704312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696775535071105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844415882938668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thehopefulhufflepuff,2019/09/18,"I can’t wake up on cloudy days Over the summer I got pretty used to waking up naturally between 6 and 7. I like to leave my blinds open, so the sun wakes me up. But recently it’s been quite cloudy, and I’ve been waking up late every morning. I know that this seems quite basic, but apparently I was like this as a toddler, as well. My roommate and my friends seem to have no issue sleeping through the sunrise, or waking up with an alarm. Meanwhile, I’m awake when the sun is out, and only then. If it’s too cloudy, or when the sun sets, my brain wants to be asleep. In the winter, when it’s so grey, I can hardly wake up at all. And when the sun isn’t out, I have no ability to work at all. I feel like I have to get everything done during the day, because after sundown it’s just that much harder. I know a lot of us have terrible senses of time. Maybe this is related? It would make more sense to me if this was only a phenomenon that occurred at night (when I’m already awake and can see the sun setting and it getting darker), but I don’t know why I’m affected while sleeping. A ceiling light in the room won’t wake me up, nor noise, btw, just the sun.",3.43282786885246,3.7783372418032783,4.720614754098361,88.38002049180332,72.07377049180326,7.575409836065574,25.90573770491803,7.413659706084162,1.0500459016393444,893,26,203,9,16,297,131,244,0.066,0.8420000000000001,0.092,0.7331,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,3,11,7,0,1,16,0,19,12,11,3,2,34,35,26,0,4,9,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,13,11,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,6,6,19,5,31,26,5,36,0,0,3,0,2,18,0,7,19,133,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404539927434528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906192110501698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594906395663125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174141806701173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521265210133055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524894390249347,0.0,0.1336022699850229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516485164785695,0.10619975096992584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485112151617152,0.0,0.1553330658740262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889364309414632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316642007867222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551580591391905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450920609423641,0.0,0.16769024541368485,0.157405054300981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787718136607276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263818662980213,0.0,0.0,0.09922891741339794,0.0,0.14934475675463685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092791358172612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395034213924203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611890696064174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123641659798742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162275362531593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467796930590877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845944586450875,0.2706613596275773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975263646016221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866824069238159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788146537759157,0.12839090329479108,0.0,0.0,0.08768105703139406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365943937977048,0.0,0.13413875998541636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082232109672669,0.0,0.0,0.10560083282374076,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marstheredhuman,2019/09/18,Repeating words Sometimes my mind just won't stop but it's also like not doing anything at all it's just fucking repeating a randomass word or phrase over and over again to a rhythym and it's so annoying,2.8796341463414663,5.262269097560979,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,77.53658536585365,8.002439024390245,29.76219512195122,8.841846274778883,2.7051414634146345,167,8,32,4,4,54,32,41,0.114,0.772,0.113,-0.26,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,5,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538796757576751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641527475438624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090986691260766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161908372263721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468147482671396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376593799252199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36996297146468143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scribblepains,2019/09/18,"Is it my fault entirely? Am I being insensible? I got diagnosed with ADHD last Saturday and I'm skipping school so I don't have to go through the exams because I didn't study because of my depression and the inability to focus and I don't want to sit in class in one spot in total silence for 2 to 3 hours because for me it's total hell. I haven't gotten any medication for ADHD yet because the doctor wants my antidepressants to work first (I am on Lexapro) My dad who is a total neurotypical and who I think is slight hypocrite narcissist but means well. Tells me I am not exploring my life as much as he did (He went to boarding school, while I isolate myself at home),and that I'm egotistical because I have a habit of over-obsessing over things and ruining them because I think I'm always right. That I think all adults are wrong and only online articles are correct. (Well he isn't entirely wrong, but all the things I do is because I have no self control, awful focus and because I'm scared that the thing I have is wrongly set) (I broke my guitar string by tuning it too far because I thought it sounded off even though it was already tuned but I forgot that it was tuned) He tells me I'm a coward for being scared to take my exams, for being scared to go outside and try the things HE wants me to try (this what pissed me off) and he tells me I need to just start studying and I have to stop being a kid because I'm graduating from high school next year. I don't like people because on some days they make me uncomfortable, I can't study because nothing goes through my head even though I want to so I just give up. I'm gonna have guitar lessons next month after I adjust to my adhd meds. I couldnt explain myself because he hates when I talk back to him and I made that mistake way too many times before. He'd then tell me I'm way too emotional and I can't let my emotions get the best of me. I can't do that. I'm too weak hearted He says he understands that I have a sickness but I can't hide behind that. That I need to overcome it. Now I'm in my room typing this out because now I feel so much guilt and irritation inside me but I don't know if I'm actually the problem or he is. Is any of the bad habits that I have is because I'm an awful human?",3.068517179023509,4.144553350210973,4.628423146473779,86.00039240506331,73.51476793248945,7.273682941531043,26.83399638336347,7.6583078777640585,1.3898087522603977,1784,63,380,22,35,600,213,474,0.205,0.77,0.025,-0.9979,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,5,20,22,3,4,15,2,44,9,3,3,6,58,85,30,0,10,10,1,1,1,0,1,6,2,1,4,26,15,0,3,12,2,0,4,14,18,2,2,10,3,64,4,45,67,9,44,1,3,0,0,29,16,2,3,21,248,90,10,0.0,0.0,0.06498245852906337,0.0,0.2400855473317858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348397445570637,0.0,0.055408405626024185,0.0,0.0,0.09056727948110684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120377634692919,0.05560006040758029,0.6088917902723842,0.0,0.05666338095796995,0.0,0.06988233788482387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468660500332212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429451893489972,0.0,0.05735406735146829,0.06758768153408451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815792187035037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498100914511132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796443751150441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367002099961895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664161545058888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034790646660331506,0.06387941619203298,0.07568952433603494,0.0,0.05325828990464377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574406571004157,0.06834078705697691,0.0,0.0,0.07890974293293453,0.0,0.07035623384144021,0.0667954299252727,0.0,0.06557796277307695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659624881334444,0.0542799249669071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809302159701469,0.04703464861508109,0.03253262267804757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300928552154039,0.04444949547337822,0.06751204126775981,0.0,0.07253628184743889,0.07396673361552154,0.0670826508764217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315168611883252,0.0,0.097902961746677,0.09875162327052284,0.0,0.0,0.14163892968483147,0.0,0.0,0.06389512144191674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451232630814464,0.050644870433884236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616528085173775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371785671201408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056867692406710774,0.0,0.0529552234733993,0.20000531036915173,0.2021786029221216,0.0,0.0,0.0694681324713088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471329073907577,0.0,0.0,0.055672413826248685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006756555355337,0.05352270432049097,0.23281118371496184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695835909705676,0.12800499138140095,0.1308491253636665,0.05286520426067223,0.038829298501058235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042078987398043,0.0,0.0,0.0693227776528066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571065713185637,0.10571244979099086,0.0,0.0,0.1197452275113345,0.061729810163938775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847848038050322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184178883320172,0.0,0.04288192474501664 adhd,g-ohawaythray,2019/09/18,"Bless Natural Readers !! I am taking THREE philosophy classes this semester, and it can be a total slog to read the long articles and chapters assigned each week. I found [naturalreaders.com](https://naturalreaders.com) tonight and it's SO helpful. It makes it easier to stay on task, read faster, and not let frustration and boredom get the better of me as much. I feel bad that I'm not doing things old-school, using this as some modern crutch, but it's just what I need right now.",5.907857142857143,8.250258523255816,6.352591362126247,71.39988372093025,68.4186046511628,8.170099667774089,27.40199335548173,8.841846274778883,2.167194684385382,387,13,67,7,7,125,67,86,0.045,0.812,0.142,0.7487,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,17,13,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,5,2,6,10,4,9,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,45,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009132092063986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194415092057772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117035355452478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26275542625001624,0.0,0.0,0.12520321731520825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606271905045607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450505006100097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207590529889755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996310432626226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761646731526277,0.1776917380881335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514642946032781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794143258650233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465322533743271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253081395970025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554268195082561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018119501045354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920770391308628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697401517266467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222660794118893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justasonofabitch,2019/09/18,"I'm going to lose my job for lateness. I need some help. So I work from 8.30 until 5 but I usually end up being late and getting there at 8.40. So to make up for that I usually stay late until like 5.30-6.00. My boss doesn't like that and thinks it's the worst thing in the world. Bare in mind that I don't work in a customer facing position, or a position where getting to work at the perfect time actually matters. But yeah I'll get told off all the time for coming in 10 mins late but nobody seems to care that I stay an average of 45 mins each day. So what do I do. I just can't wake up and get to work on time. If I get up early, I just end up getting distracted and ending up late. If I get up last-minute then I panic and end up late. So I'm fucked either way. I just can't seem to do it no matter what time I get up. Anybody have some tips? I've asked to change my start time which they said I could but didn't seem all too keen about it.",0.7040494997367048,1.9899085071090044,2.739012638230651,96.30376908899423,80.04265402843602,6.015903106898367,18.831226961558713,6.691623216298621,-0.20262738283307025,729,15,184,7,18,246,111,211,0.113,0.767,0.12,-0.3221,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,6,11,10,1,2,7,1,11,3,2,2,3,34,35,19,0,4,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,1,19,5,32,30,7,49,0,1,0,1,5,19,1,8,27,111,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.08621350357662677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259211263536863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007521130186882,0.0,0.0934589517390532,0.07610274325681061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053754355767249,0.0,0.0,0.05697622588229353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31299533678417873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816749760119211,0.3692594719471452,0.0,0.05020938900102881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059216840447420864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767033395049109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720142421693772,0.5979526425078292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632333848546159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883720838197453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058972018352605474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920484616693912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550785872639125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036556590355488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403781474954503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128218492198603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253215362869832,0.18833136742665127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586935323403653,0.056608911759116025,0.0,0.0,0.2575779634208266,0.0,0.0,0.0844189291423418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946025203137962,0.0,0.0,0.07012539133213473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572694069310824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imsofuckingautistic,2019/09/18,"I feel like i was programmed to fail at life, i have never talked about this with anyone and seriously need to air some of it out. On the brink of suicide. I’m 24 with no accomplishments in life and with horrible social anxiety, i’m a closeted gay in a strictly islamic family and to top it off i probably also have ADD which explains the 0 progression. If there is a god, he sent me to this earth to be miserable. Starting off with my teenage years, i always had horrible grades, i was always pushed aside during group projects om high school and college cause i could never do anything. Everyone saw me as the stupid student. And i’ve always felt that way. When friends asked how my grades were i would lie and say i’d get B’s minimum. Lies, cause all my friends got amazing grades, i didn’t want to feel excluded. My brain never took in any of the information given during class. I would blindly stare at the board the teacher was writing on as to not pull any unwanted attention, but i never got any of the information. I failed most courses and got E or D’s on the ones that i passed, not because i was stupid but because i never arrived to class on time despite the countless warnings and never handed in any of my assignments on time. I would work on them past deadline and finish them as fast as possible resulting in E’s. Where i live, if you’re present in school enough, you get paid. I didn’t get paid once cause i was one hour late, EVERYDAY. Teachers understood that there was something wrong with me during high school and sent me away to try to pinpoint the problem. They were testing me for dyslexia, showing me pictures of animals, objects, colours and told me to name them. My mom was absolutely livid cause they were testing her son for abnormalities, she fought everyone there. I remember it clear as day. I had special teachers, and students were making fun of me cause i had special needs and didn’t go to the ”normal people” teachers. At the end of college, all the students would make gifts for eachother. Writing on paper plates what each student would be remembered for. My famous catchphrase the students had written on my paper plate, ”I’m sorry the bus was late!” They thought it was funny. I didn’t. I laughed at the time though. I’ve always known what ADHD was but had never read about it in indepth until recently. I can relate in every single aspect, i actually flailed in excitement cause for once i actually felt like i belonged somewhere. I felt like i finally had an explanation to being late everyday, never handing in anything on time and the hours of procrastination and unable to sit still. There might me medications for me that may help me better my life. I told my sister and mother about my situation and what i had read expecting some sort of understanding. Boy, was i wrong, my sister had a mental breakdown crying and throwing herself here and there INFRONT of her children as if i had showed her that i had been diagnosed with cancer. My mom went into a fit of rage screaming at me, her son can’t not be perfect. Her son can’t be abnormal. I, completely dissapointed swiped it under the rug and tried to forget what i had read. This happened six months ago and am today in this situation. I feel like this is the end of line for me. I have hopes and dreams but at this point it looks like i will never achieve them cause i never make any form of progression. I weren’t able to apply to good schools cause of my shitty grades and now unable to apply to university cause of the same reason. All of this inferior treatment i got through out the years has made me develop heavy social anxiety and made me believe that i am simply not good enough. If my parents found out i was gay, they would throw me out without a second thought and that would be the end of me. I try to stay on their good side cause i have nowhere to go. I can’t move out cause i don’t have a job, i’m pathetic. They pressure me to find a job every other day and i try my hardest but simply end up looking weak and pathetic, i tried applying for a job earlier this month and completely humiliated myself. The interviewer asked me to tell her about myself and i froze up and couldn’t say anything. I couldn’t answer a simple question. My family constantly compares me to other people my age and what they have accomplished while i have done nothing. I know how long this was and i sincerely apologize for taking your time. If you read all the way down here, thank you very much.",4.5715774099318365,6.1009402623705435,5.280386651323365,81.01689935381077,70.42692750287688,8.247577232893688,29.70985217314331,8.753271200479915,2.3575966044082497,3564,142,671,63,65,1153,364,869,0.11800000000000001,0.775,0.107,-0.9245,6,0,1,0,0,1,78.0,0,4,11,11,20,36,4,2,35,0,72,13,3,20,16,149,127,56,1,23,16,9,9,5,2,10,8,3,2,2,31,46,0,0,23,7,2,12,27,15,0,4,60,18,119,21,110,48,14,114,1,4,6,2,61,49,0,14,54,459,150,39,0.04362180141370334,0.0,0.08513717131854144,0.0,0.05242492829853504,0.0,0.038668094964360036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034884338830415786,0.14518733298341555,0.0,0.0,0.14832160408313574,0.0,0.06674111736672413,0.0,0.0,0.030501377805863344,0.0,0.10769107723535136,0.0,0.08156099162294099,0.0,0.040984118370067935,0.0,0.0,0.05318289051774208,0.0,0.0,0.04914683229885188,0.0,0.03857993846232943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869635697358436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49292766853104,0.0,0.0,0.09147325768553076,0.04713967039935139,0.0,0.034828458890555684,0.0,0.04791650053096096,0.056264906340493866,0.0,0.0,0.04427521020320277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464024801218162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454387366368194,0.09014596340578426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350649816782585,0.08336500124404958,0.0,0.0,0.08224550426386616,0.0,0.06616948044974419,0.06232684729199544,0.12565131050734382,0.04778555123190397,0.03986953621656002,0.0,0.0,0.04782905369805397,0.06740419112734039,0.0,0.06837177244560723,0.0,0.04958255001643135,0.10976369221039296,0.13955335807174052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857461492692637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029238773979495324,0.09217765639333372,0.0,0.04332629146964757,0.08591737489949444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986372084616665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023973401248309028,0.0,0.14762187607976188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243410516528687,0.10655704374218312,0.0,0.03851884983674981,0.038603921553090094,0.07326265351217609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255200645735862,0.08735367351745871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043944375678041464,0.0439605158678237,0.04627583780382322,0.0,0.10217865320178854,0.06963701142431385,0.04636307143015194,0.03206704322787182,0.06469002603684462,0.33643822449003385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274010360002525,0.04185629494293839,0.0,0.0,0.09291158968801398,0.05911852315803864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843684817776536,0.0,0.041641945359094004,0.060483729206476815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123670214821477,0.04917702679784892,0.0,0.0,0.04703167987014937,0.04174017269995101,0.0,0.0,0.04886640090159045,0.0,0.17453442437071745,0.0,0.0,0.04485047705405313,0.04307126632269782,0.0,0.09882999487949844,0.0,0.0,0.06937961467016578,0.0,0.17659036754999113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806546494167112,0.0,0.08893386623656728,0.0,0.033582193896664274,0.0,0.04883103531315768,0.030875735560798933,0.04649503624164552,0.03483642695756151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047715170641725736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032798165862936136,0.03506155161186511,0.038127377144303205,0.040161093967885635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285819840898051,0.06926167543995834,0.12718111600782447,0.0,0.04134836717683012,0.08336500124404958,0.048465426424852624,0.14808169874828428,0.0,0.0,0.04541183367711851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035992554610922024,0.025729268675705345,0.06924991106894662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040437846938630194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204985991519647,0.0,0.03175719096232341,0.0,0.0,0.2169137330756868,0.09538718396155167,0.0,0.05618201982697291 adhd,ConnectionEdit,2019/09/18,"Stopping taking concerta - concerns I was wondering who is on concerta? I’m hoping to eventually try and get pregnant if my meds are ever sorted out and apparently I’ll have to stop taking concerta too. Which sounds awful. It’s changed my ADHD life for the better, and I feel like a better version of myself when I take it. I FUNCTION and HAVE IDEAS and am employable! I’m worried I’m addicted though and that it’s causing me to be more manic (I have bipolar disorder too). Is this possible?",2.7053684210526288,5.2849743263157904,5.007631578947372,76.0809210526316,79.42105263157895,8.010526315789475,29.5,8.841846274778883,3.0724526315789484,391,19,66,10,10,136,66,95,0.125,0.762,0.113,0.2621,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,1,1,17,19,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,4,7,17,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055521403529605,0.22660576110366298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33352210874966304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369732044692148,0.1994655660815712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609969131589168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055826026294993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533877594619578,0.13470330934328692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851189778022854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727707548534656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128549798081876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331815571505587,0.09211816127110838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209441444771358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125667682916638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31527986206035835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253083549786663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525375208324732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801606845999633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447921621982748,0.0,0.19148615765901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WardyBrob01,2019/09/18,"What am I still trying for? Fuck this. Fuck everything. I give up.",-1.6896153846153832,-2.2897709230769223,0.20057692307692496,99.41317307692309,142.84615384615384,4.3769230769230765,10.942307692307693,5.985473137389443,-0.6123692307692306,50,1,11,1,4,16,11,13,0.43799999999999994,0.562,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596276487528653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7398616368183486,0.0,0.3838588803667796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31955909004571165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716745489545883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,handmade_dragon,2019/09/18,"I have no appetite and have only eaten 1000 calories in 48 hours. I switched from ritalin to adderall, does the strength of a new med wear off over time? I stopped taking Ritalin and now take 15mg Adderall XR and I’ve had an interesting few days. I’m wondering if new medications hit really hard initially, and stabilize in time, or if I should switch meds. I have eaten one sandwich today and threw half of it away. It’s now midnight and I still don’t feel hungry. I don’t want to unwind or watch TV; In fact, I feel like working overtime from home, even though I’ve already worked 11 hours. I talked to almost no one and don’t like anyone anymore and everyone annoys me. My room is a mess and I’m so focused on work I can block it out. This can’t be normal or healthy. When I was taking Ritalin I had a healthy appetite and was putting on weight, why is Adderall affecting me so much?",2.1546176470588243,4.238263161111114,3.5516339869281066,88.45794117647058,78.5,6.679738562091504,26.699346405228766,7.724431198458867,1.5514640522875809,699,29,144,11,17,229,112,180,0.091,0.789,0.12,0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,8,6,1,0,5,0,16,9,1,1,1,27,29,19,0,5,5,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,4,11,4,2,3,2,0,2,6,2,0,3,7,5,15,4,16,19,2,25,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,7,15,86,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278060137544668,0.0,0.1573486500726776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414083042032758,0.09970036743313858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396547809828874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195702357189936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477912206888253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941775781682886,0.0,0.0,0.13624829192958712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441928635855743,0.10186440782302186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773022911388085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143026704905584,0.0,0.2808395706217459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139321921538147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31676473056592724,0.14364172102672654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481808437186643,0.0,0.0,0.2754234387364896,0.0,0.0,0.1397052965992174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324171250480107,0.10844407988139956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333963656180326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134508648803397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387041561968113,0.11920938172890902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32162375173483065,0.11460628436945322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400913150905697,0.0,0.1662876225099473,0.0,0.13515610430876412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410169393268024,0.0,0.0,0.17363293897493776,0.0,0.0,0.12866287563987158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462986302189474,0.3114157951559171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cyanfolds,2019/09/18,"How do I go about apologizing for being too direct with questions to an acquaintance? With my ADD, I have a tendency to be a bit too curious and abrasive with questions. Trying to get to know someone online through DM’ing (I’ve seen them a couple times randomly in person), I think I was a bit overbearing and haven’t gotten a response in the last week. I tried starting a new conversation, but they haven’t opened that message. Our short talks in person have been pleasant, so we were on good terms to start. Should I apologize for being too direct and if so, how should I go about it?",4.972676991150443,6.248334265486728,5.478042035398231,80.94591261061949,69.17699115044248,8.481858407079647,29.169247787610626,8.841846274778883,2.29023982300885,464,17,87,8,8,149,74,113,0.011000000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.113,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,2,0,20,22,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,12,2,17,12,3,15,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,4,7,64,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381482149623535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203190369110445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483913214811556,0.0,0.22808498277042266,0.16830820411837674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028018544542267,0.163568682185028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380341830380746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504257148398033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495812419489603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700227251338707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840633090099311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128685177842567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857797037687307,0.0,0.0,0.11700932139938212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27247660071072943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609612850570284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RelativeFunction,2019/09/18,"strattera questions hi guys why is strattera an SNRI approved for adhd treatment. i understand how SSRIs and SNRIs work but am curious why specifically this one is indicated for ADHD and no others ?",6.678431372549023,9.604314294117652,7.224117647058829,63.455196078431406,67.82352941176471,9.239215686274509,37.80392156862745,9.725611199111238,4.709933333333334,162,9,21,4,3,53,28,34,0.07400000000000001,0.797,0.129,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6580297637290436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710724942271213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551168827626816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066818332726345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850012308542533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494064495062661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993057267206577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,barfingclouds,2019/09/18,"Was feeling very normal on Wellbutrin a sign that I needed to be on it? I stopped taking wellbutrin (300 mg) about a year ago. I’m happy I stopped, but one thing I noticed when I was on it is that I felt very very normal while on it. Now I’m wondering, is that a sign that I needed it? Folk wisdom goes that people with ADHD get really calmed and can even sleep on stimulants. Maybe the fact that wellbutrin didn’t amp me up at all is a partial indicator that I need something like that? I’ve been med free for almost a year and while I’ve enjoyed it, it’s hard man to function a lot of the time. Bonus question: any good meds that are all day stuff, like take every day always? I could do wellbutrin again. I don’t like doing adderall and Ritalin because their spikes destabilize me and I often choose to not take them for days or weeks so when I start again it’s too whack.",3.4695769230769247,4.503768205555559,4.232222222222223,89.38115384615385,72.5,6.871794871794872,24.95726495726496,7.010146845296331,0.8556880341880341,687,20,147,6,13,220,108,180,0.024,0.758,0.218,0.9904,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,10,10,0,0,8,0,14,2,1,1,3,30,27,11,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,18,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,16,11,15,20,3,25,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,6,21,93,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681988011253215,0.0,0.11566875174267813,0.0,0.13066376802521254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857554264386923,0.14138248699201733,0.0,0.08873555739728413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954359486709392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418316104542616,0.0,0.0,0.2524597406203508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618535787364824,0.0,0.10994082971871832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597809050017267,0.0,0.1252878741040633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817401254192446,0.0,0.0,0.10944620947705208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890571705940108,0.11689062005599192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124790477123405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109352846361842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310916161059787,0.0,0.2898830294487951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290263118810733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556988875363119,0.0,0.14856018512691813,0.0,0.0,0.08842129131088047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046317725897207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461751761925154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359324079137784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058112255605625,0.0,0.0,0.1004551802303154,0.0,0.0,0.09235928986794698,0.0,0.0,0.21818575983857388,0.0,0.0,0.14937626631375187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943296980349127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668968925947355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608795285842063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229960411325704,0.0,0.0,0.1046687094923589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150746219743635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805855343424467 adhd,anon8004,2019/09/18,"Can never follow through... So.. pity post. After I found this sub after searching for my son's symptoms, I realized I most likely have ADHD. Okay..now my whole existence makes sense? My first son's fits (tantrums) makes sense. He's totally a younger version of me. My other kids are totally opposite. Being a parent now, I had a duty to take care of and teach our kids so all the signs and symptoms kind of filter out of the brain. I now realize how my parents are and who I get it from. Anyway.. I know myself. I had a little breakdown and told my husband what I found and that I needed to get seen asap and then my son. Well.. I know myself. I told him I know I won't follow through the next day. I end up just trying my best again to get through the day and be normal. Having multiple kids totally change agendas. You're busy taking care of them from morning to night and throughout the night. I have a little one still not in school so my brain just goes onto what I can do to entertain her and get through the day with my other kids. I just feel useless as usual. Part me of is saying that I don't need to be seen because I probably won't want to take medicine anyway. I hate taking medicine. I feel like my body is healthy enough that I don't need them . I feel scared of side effects. Reading other peoples experiences with medicine. I feel like I know that first rush. The rush of being clear headed. I look for that feeling through coffee. Sometimes I drink cups of black coffee for it to filter through and hope I can get that sudden rush of energy once again and be able to think, move, and do things my body is made to do. But that feeling rarely comes anymore. I feel like I rather find that though coffee than medicine. I'm totally blabbing here b/c I just need a breakthrough. No one I know has any mental issues (deemed by doctors) My family doesn't believe in mental illness and neither does my husbands. IDK what the point of this post was but just wanted to get my thoughts out in hopes I am not alone. I live a normal life compared to others. There's a deep down yearning feeling I can't get out...",2.243443396226418,4.344909099056608,3.1548490566037763,91.32364150943395,78.29245283018868,5.560754716981132,23.571698113207546,6.508806274219699,0.6119190566037735,1654,55,338,14,40,525,204,424,0.036000000000000004,0.88,0.084,0.9291,2,1,1,0,0,0,55.0,1,0,2,4,21,18,2,1,16,0,30,11,5,5,7,75,81,22,0,12,10,7,8,4,0,2,5,1,0,4,21,19,1,1,21,3,0,7,11,6,1,4,11,13,60,12,50,63,12,44,0,3,4,0,21,15,0,3,24,233,81,5,0.07599676754345244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133334617708744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870973174911558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168040796975011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536837246249435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632692411799458,0.0,0.0,0.08562233261049085,0.07975391890889298,0.0,0.0,0.16883055299181945,0.0,0.16967505243705558,0.0,0.0,0.15496753885919884,0.0,0.0803945032492043,0.06546448602500668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470348840294359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778591183949322,0.06650528341045428,0.0,0.0,0.07444789992100889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731057900782841,0.07852497608888119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433942129386717,0.07164298890086147,0.0,0.307409992938716,0.16287631775374375,0.0,0.0,0.06945966873718655,0.1292856232989879,0.0,0.16665306603190672,0.0,0.0,0.2779362207338257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503107428977801,0.0779946085675493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096387561400976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932088073528999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913893869883476,0.20882917977354812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367876440736664,0.14851272750690733,0.15233745229146628,0.06710653806619372,0.0,0.06381814446150202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190997897458053,0.10145686491965156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317373410662288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077253684830367,0.0,0.22540256072769996,0.05861339218161904,0.0,0.0808234244469919,0.14263563635461968,0.1489213931020205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093407716759833,0.10299475299849266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877083349184066,0.0822970934186253,0.0,0.05268658972921026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184150965466536,0.0,0.145567791719525,0.0,0.08193736907772448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601733334804996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043567983745109,0.07608602205428587,0.07691278602775478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516274633278885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069111672922777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797948024046066,0.2285604451130388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048887547572422,0.0486956600268656,0.07466643825477771,0.060332944508190774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452363363153874,0.0,0.0515968166031661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369970270666621,0.0,0.08964972501096027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833022086643648,0.0,0.0,0.08484767696123248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IamNotPersephone,2019/09/18,"Women with ADHD, who has noticed the affects of your medication varying with your hormonal cycles? Sorry for the awkward title; tried to get it to fit within the parameter of “no ‘yes-or-no’ answerable questions.” I had a baby last year and went off meds while trying to conceive, through the year of pregnancy, and the year of nursing. Baby is weaned now, and I went back to the doctor for a new prescription. He re-prescribed my old dose (20mg of Adderall). I’m climbing the walls. I can’t sleep. I’m super hyper-focused. I didn’t take it today and I still got more done today than I had the entire week prior. But, I’m on my period right now. My old dosage was perfect and I never noticed any fluctuations in its affect throughout the month, but I’ve had over two years of nonstop hormones since then, so my body chemistry could be different. I’m thinking about taking another in a few days and if I’m still having an adverse reaction getting the dose lowered for next month. But, I wanted to check with others and see what others have experienced. TL;DR: it’s a bad idea to run a test with two dependent variables.",4.495120967741936,5.9163946267281124,5.632093894009216,78.8395694124424,70.47465437788019,7.8213133640553,29.69153225806452,8.278499904357787,2.262880414746544,882,35,158,13,16,293,140,217,0.069,0.899,0.033,-0.7391,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,3,7,5,0,1,16,0,13,6,2,3,2,26,28,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,3,0,2,9,2,14,2,28,17,2,38,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,3,25,104,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314515389490815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665623633818569,0.13362064330870976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798520105603307,0.10639807229942852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154513166507066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174185964248003,0.0,0.0,0.08218130210240374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313640837015187,0.0,0.13042920179906226,0.0,0.1304043300317391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315301140230973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019167845912206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385207366864036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387181846027564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154513166507066,0.1283715284779393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342556828362948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828126682835284,0.12307193048276925,0.13552241643757074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901580130987457,0.26743105172998544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274988501173533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088238538562084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154458651257282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541076395686312,0.0,0.12752124344991755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264657407438358,0.0,0.0,0.20353027236142412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162182273086434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165149598667942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415759929527941,0.0,0.0,0.17303214543039544,0.0,0.24895965489301386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516105293470553,0.0,0.1022160303380295,0.0,0.0,0.2362563190293696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282409476473801 adhd,southern5footer,2019/09/18,"6 year old ADHD son - help with bedtime Hi all, I am a parent to two ADHD children. My son is 6 and not medicated and is the topic of today's question. Lately he has started become manic, for lack of a better term, at bedtime. He gets so hyped up and almost unhinged. He will run around. He often says mean things to try to get a reaction. If you don't react he will try yelling or other things. He seems to lose his logic at this point too. I could take away anything from him or offer him anything positive and the behavior doesn't change. There is no screen time for at least two hours before bed. We make sure lots of exercise. He eats healthy. We play white noise music. He doesn't ever get caffeine. He only drinks water. Tonight I was only able to get him to sleep by holding him in my arms so he physically couldn't jump around. It isn't like I'm bear hugging him, it is more like cuddling. He didn't fight against it. This was after 1.5 hours. He needs sleep. I need sleep. We try to stay positive. I offered to sleep with him but ended up taking that away in a.mkment of frustration. Any tips or pointers would be appreciated. He is currently getting reassessed with a psychologist to verify ADHD is the only/correct diagnosis but the results won't be in for 2 weeks.",1.6861079865016857,4.132923803149609,3.3250224971878524,87.3810433070866,82.62204724409449,5.675815523059617,22.850956130483688,7.021680442328713,0.8959948256467936,1002,35,196,13,28,331,154,254,0.049,0.8640000000000001,0.086,0.8009999999999999,2,0,1,0,2,0,33.0,3,1,0,2,8,9,2,0,8,0,23,12,5,3,3,39,37,12,0,7,7,3,0,2,0,4,2,2,1,1,9,12,3,1,4,3,0,2,9,3,0,2,3,4,18,6,35,26,6,31,0,1,2,2,35,13,0,9,17,118,27,0,0.10272464286580324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703651749036165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286389128618333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985627972684715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690672567434736,0.18289342207913975,0.0,0.0,0.1930263669217696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134512973799762,0.08741110505134668,0.0,0.0,0.09085159878524612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866905135045693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201726854807816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063104232850477,0.0,0.1051129548869223,0.0,0.0,0.09098354328973468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292032056891204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26834693047051394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885416277040926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023261618385469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587787152312685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037214336419363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492259942081615,0.0,0.08733281789651412,0.0,0.0,0.0685694967828482,0.0,0.0,0.1118972508418377,0.0,0.10348427050675216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233804213153926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779223254277516,0.0,0.0,0.15625343969826888,0.0,0.0,0.1140635592606001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710799104706758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507510964863847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169075907214772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351665679725847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41119531749741456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270903094125075,0.10949080134630172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968167602048072,0.0,0.15447229439108404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649137639898545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059899565344744984,0.0,0.097370950159561,0.0,0.0,0.2092298684496838,0.0,0.20069409921097692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239951225200859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297263897787823,0.0,0.0,0.06615130204586511 adhd,PM_ME_RATM,2019/09/18,"I don’t like how it’s expected that some people get “weeded out” in college Sure, some people take an intro class and learn that they don’t actually like what they’re majoring in so they leave, but that’s not actually getting weeded out, it’s figuring out. No one gets weeded out; they just don’t get the help they need for some reason and it’s not their fault. Teachers and other students need to be more compassionate towards those that struggle with school due to mental illnesses and disorders to accommodate them. We’re in fucking school, not the industry. This is the time where we learn how to get cope with our struggles so that when the time comes we can be on an equal playing field with everyone else who didn’t have as hard a time as us. I go to a pretty prestigious school (humble brag lmao). It’s the type of school where you have to audition and if you got in, then there’s something in you that the judges saw. Something that said “I will give up no matter what, because this is what I want to do.” My friend thinks that people still get weeded out because “they can’t handle the stress” or “they can’t do their homework on time” among many other things that are actually just symptoms of some wrong turning gears in their head. They got in the school just like everyone else. They deserve to be here even though it might not seem like they will make it right now. It’s insulting honestly. He’s saying I will get weeded out. He’s actually said out loud that another friend (who was actually told to get tested for ADHD by a teacher) will get weeded out. If everyone who can’t figure out how to do school correctly gets weeded out, then the future is gonna really start looking like shit. We need our education to be facilitated towards us so that we can be successful on our owns in the future. Wedding out is just an excuse to not help students.",7.312436379410068,6.578044931318683,7.24751301330249,77.22380277617121,63.97252747252747,10.520300751879699,32.06998264893002,9.811843763644266,2.77982087912088,1481,47,290,26,19,474,167,364,0.09,0.7659999999999999,0.145,0.9637,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,9,3,13,1,19,20,3,3,16,0,30,5,2,5,2,61,62,21,0,7,13,0,1,5,2,6,2,4,1,0,30,24,0,0,7,1,1,2,14,8,0,1,8,7,31,12,48,43,8,44,0,0,2,1,43,29,2,9,18,200,61,16,0.0,0.0,0.3687088650543706,0.0,0.09081596446838944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923781645284299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921289861968295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509364526359428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866054851941569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262518340900691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991080462969424,0.0,0.0,0.21662041045934272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116764616092229,0.06985979332560756,0.39480254010092025,0.07249004601439094,0.042946049204898966,0.0,0.12087448871572197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769252973586888,0.0,0.07755278763862299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130094765986808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001376257280439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458929773332924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345662983393753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044106794112363,0.076612331009934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615302064563642,0.08016386437011873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809428157631176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120565609523328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716439814428645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687805695803303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840968364508152,0.07769470484225774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453317649150386,0.14376164295614882,0.06009332606843446,0.0,0.4588625601990943,0.0,0.06879268859265092,0.0,0.0,0.07756768398652067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634920358203908,0.0,0.0,0.05348619053243911,0.0,0.060347315970901524,0.0,0.08656089999636539,0.1579965324658663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122030944453002,0.07854228200746417,0.056816426122226774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502028679904272,0.04841981068108528,0.07424347062002415,0.0,0.17625318469327436,0.0,0.0,0.07220680348644758,0.0,0.0,0.08219439573440518,0.0,0.0,0.18179382250847034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044570940308101416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261984699399268,0.0,0.0 adhd,PanpandaBerry,2019/09/18,"ADHD is....well... I can't think of the word. I had a point earlier when I was thinking about this. I was supposed to be a hang in the kiddos, you can do it! ..... then my cat caught my eye and I've been playing with him. I should actually be in bed asleep. Anyway, I am clinically diagnosed with ADHD and dysthymia due to serotonin loss. I never went on meds... well I was about to then we moved. It was better out here for me. Now I'm a little paranoid about being ok with everything so new and a job that's high stress around alot of people. But every other month I entertain 3-500 people and it's only bc of adhd i can do some of the things I do. It can be used to your benefit, it's like having an invisible monster that you have to learn a dead language to fathom..... I'm tired... I'll finish this in the morning.",0.1747368421052613,2.2648635497076057,2.8252631578947387,90.8368421052632,86.01754385964912,5.471345029239767,18.941520467836245,6.8360192770164,0.2046538011695902,621,17,137,8,19,216,108,171,0.068,0.8270000000000001,0.105,0.6105,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,3,0,2,10,9,0,1,11,1,21,5,2,1,1,20,28,9,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,10,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,8,1,19,7,23,15,2,22,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,2,10,100,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.16158819165736135,0.0,0.5970071049106287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474067755575022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644748924192694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806645184902902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395134690294478,0.0,0.14881815027781914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495085374734035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431869878093536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089702648085915,0.16596081856319275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392887862788845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216928133983327,0.17599186714928486,0.0,0.0,0.12771024326460864,0.15992413089719312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593572504605385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959316772695326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653242941587098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896783699055323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000807715038424,0.2122018315777302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031691523765545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430132642429735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888183065974525,0.15350001556622925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gilipsie,2019/09/18,"Is this normal when on adderall? (23m) I take 20mg IR twice a day and it works phenomenally. It clears my head and I go above and beyond at my job. However my anxiety goes off the charts. I cant help but feel like I'm not good enough for my girlfriend. Even though she has reassured me multiple times I am. When I was off the adderall for a week. I struggled to keep a clear mind but I noticed my anxiety wasnt as bad. Oh and btw that's just one example. There usually 1 or 2 things that I freak out about a day(work, home, future). Any advice on controlling the anxiety part?",0.730134615384614,2.8963523083333342,2.956666666666667,90.30576923076923,84.25,7.0256410256410255,22.56410256410256,8.139509932561175,1.2852179487179498,447,16,100,10,13,152,88,120,0.145,0.73,0.125,-0.0959,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,7,0,6,1,1,1,2,17,11,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,1,15,3,12,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,8,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720086290950265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331568814685916,0.0,0.41616797161700503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514092009708208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033853759129116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389531440098124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873700662112414,0.0,0.11977167920170795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168966614158623,0.1295475145267545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305825495126733,0.15209725427544393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861045453217378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154667407153212,0.0,0.18189625333768825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994944387288453,0.16118106250646916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859232110648628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309913667685976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767220491867738,0.0,0.20645389511816375,0.0,0.0,0.12287895297729708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637079322872847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957328119516534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363431989002693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047254786948072,0.0,0.17816312944457205,0.0,0.10573932864830454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971758820095825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545796879041153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640316548178026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chnlmb,2019/09/18,Wrote my first college paper. Started at 5pm. Printed it out at 12:30am. It’s subpar and I’ll probably get a C. The last 30 minutes of writing have completely worn me out. But I did it. I finished the paper. And I’m proud of myself.,-1.3096145124716545,0.4842472448979578,1.7047619047619058,92.53746031746034,107.16326530612244,3.810430839002268,23.811791383219948,5.82211442006289,0.7381682539682548,181,9,37,2,9,63,38,49,0.055,0.877,0.068,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,6,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,23,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985043817524623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044208553994541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840504583675585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875583969755321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126197336723288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365287266755614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DanteMaps,2019/09/18,"My app for visual learning I’m a visual learner and wanted to take mind mapping in a fun new direction. I launched a 3D mind mapping app I'd like to share with r/ADHD to get feedback. I'm not posting the app name or a direct link to avoid breaking rule 9. But I'd love feedback on the concept! I'm hoping it's helpful.",0.632049689440997,2.5866110869565238,3.132546583850935,90.16043478260872,83.05797101449275,4.522567287784679,27.248447204968944,5.288315135182226,0.8448534161490686,251,12,52,1,7,87,49,69,0.031,0.6920000000000001,0.27699999999999997,0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,14,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,2,21,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615757030130672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718712764210374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166036654687464,0.0,0.0,0.2988222360148586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469851814872226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27153823353011725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075664233303758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905728235842152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881410724019388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22620955839746384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745524336158627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brooklyn-Nein-nien,2019/09/18,"this YouTube channel can help with problems that happen to people with ADHD [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-nPM1\_kSZf91ZGkcgy\_95Q/featured](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-nPM1_kSZf91ZGkcgy_95Q/featured) Hello Brains! (that's the intro this channel has) this channel is called How To ADHD, it helps people with ADHD find tips and tricks to help everyday life. it also helps people who have family or friends who have ADHD and what they can do to help. overall its a very wholesome channel who recently hit 300k subs and is growing. try it out and see if it helps!",11.484285714285715,15.332737904761903,6.368571428571428,70.77642857142858,56.85714285714285,6.704761904761906,27.47619047619048,7.447530270364453,1.6854476190476189,480,13,61,4,7,123,53,84,0.043,0.7390000000000001,0.218,0.9440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,8,2,1,1,0,13,11,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,8,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,2,2,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553559371173648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090209338710992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521864106179278,0.1392054683594881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285172943241832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460072964166816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532617372013298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055382684750254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482641009743767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629204015826698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835366612859859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044686413038664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460681311285647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863524891360456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255732301671553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248434247714496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bugonias,2019/09/18,"Is Starting Mindfulness Supposed to Be Like This? background: i’m 26, diagnosed adhd-c, on a stable medication regimen, and in my first semester of grad school. found out that my school offers a free 4-week koru mindfulness meditation class, and i’ve heard a ton about how helpful mindfulness and meditation in general can be, so i signed up. the first class was today. i hated it. being forced to sit still in “correct posture” with my feet flat on the floor and my hands neatly in my lap for ten minutes is hideously uncomfortable, having someone talking when i’m trying to pay attention to my breathing shattered my focus and wore on my nerves, and i left feeling more drained and dysregulated than when i came in. it wasn’t a good experience. having said that, i know having a bad initial reaction doesn’t mean it won’t pay off. so i wanted to know from those of you who’ve given mindfulness meditation a fair go: is this a normal experience? does everyone hate it? or is this a sign that it’s just not for me? because, listen: i’ve got enough on my plate between work and the first semester of grad school, and this meditation teacher wants 70 pages of reading a week and meditation logs every single day. if it’s worth it, i’ll do that, but please tell me if it isn’t",5.231066026410564,6.4335856000000025,6.261608643457388,75.83889555822331,68.51020408163265,9.356542617046818,31.146458583433372,9.627879704456738,2.9601572629051622,1012,41,186,22,17,337,143,245,0.083,0.8390000000000001,0.078,-0.2861,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,4,8,7,2,0,12,0,17,5,3,1,1,37,37,19,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,17,13,0,0,6,1,4,2,5,3,0,4,9,5,18,5,28,24,5,27,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,3,11,122,35,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435549386503501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973524041081534,0.07281523154449496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661826563776114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770349663797537,0.0,0.0,0.12123860328922448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453095478841637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342313729645753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064125195169014,0.1141389986365543,0.0,0.2336888225348046,0.0,0.0,0.060397194075285016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048107372263529,0.0,0.1309700764916507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788583367443173,0.10018847021000878,0.09553457871395346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586306025960654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006439953405134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312925074820712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978209764019855,0.0,0.0,0.058356931992596436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011538936340195,0.0,0.1203326806393641,0.0,0.0,0.4824392784160758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170350279789068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311195459971019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948170172133862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362371118145695,0.0,0.0,0.3626674399370157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012090695241363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454688385980648,0.0,0.0953924267900218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600888458950983,0.10440402046295512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322404256922684,0.0,0.0,0.08109828613592439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090867479021302,0.0,0.19163017034580845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696056910832596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Boredomleadmehere,2019/09/18,"Stimulants vs. non-stimulants I have a psychiatry appointment in a week. My therapist and I have spoken about me possibly going back to medication, over the last year I have been in a very intense period of ADHD and anxiety entanglement. I stopped taking medication (pretty sure it was concerta at the time) in high school (I’m a senior in college) and have been apprehensive since because of the side effects (mostly being zombiesh, anxiety, and at the time I was self-conscious about sexual side effects). I’m really curious as to how non-stimulants are different, specifically strattera I suppose, because I read online and it seems that a lot of the side effects are the same?",5.362314049586775,8.090257297520665,6.936363636363634,64.92454545454547,71.06611570247934,11.011570247933884,34.96694214876033,10.832165505486646,5.082051239669422,547,29,81,20,11,187,73,121,0.048,0.893,0.059000000000000004,0.2928,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,11,0,11,2,0,5,1,17,16,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,15,11,3,21,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,3,9,59,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280072452519429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902714187641265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458834001601842,0.0,0.23130378533726864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821760560603244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782256656065947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004501883945492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464757835360274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129363594071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822470098808585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388142576003927,0.0,0.1930140156516683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977190143106445,0.0,0.1215398490347478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920073357745856,0.0,0.1727144727394785,0.19791992096497785,0.0,0.0,0.15693880804220647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861488357948206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880938288213072,0.0,0.1426462503704245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028019328078666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125516886837332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653933143568596,0.0,0.0,0.1521823897474174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217382063444895 adhd,scaredadvice,2019/09/18,"On my tenth existential career crisis ... how do I overcome this ?! How do I decide ? Has anyone else changed their mind about their career so many times and wasted so much money doing so? First I waited to get my masters degree because I couldn’t decide on a subject. Then once I’m half way into the degree I decide it’s not the right one and spend this whole past summer stressing over it and frantically applying to other programs at other schools. I just got into the program I thought was the better fit and the semester hasn’t started yet and I have a week to accept my offer but suddenly I am filled with dread thinking that maybe I picked the wrong program again and maybe the old degree was better or I should go for an mba instead. I’m worried I’m roping myself into yet another commitment I will grow intolerant of and feel like im settling. I guess at this point I’m worried that there is no right option/ choice for me anywhere because whatever I choose I get bored of or decide was the wrong choice over something else. I even graduated from my undergrad late as well because I was busy taking prerequisites courses for yet a different career that I later decided not to pursue after changing my mind again. I can’t keep delaying the start of my career like this. So I guess I’m asking has anyone been through this - how do I figure out what I want ? Has anyone been through this where they just keep changing their mind about their career / education",4.90503135061854,6.511838320284699,5.543873919674631,79.14870699881376,69.71174377224199,7.629961023555331,28.68344348415523,8.11559375814309,2.0632205049991525,1172,43,205,16,21,379,153,281,0.115,0.8029999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8847,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,4,21,12,0,3,13,0,21,0,0,4,1,48,43,19,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,4,11,0,2,3,6,6,1,4,8,1,35,6,28,32,2,38,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,5,21,150,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138020077096482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276577774057261,0.11120067680685602,0.0,0.0,0.10145986515794067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847461856221096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196997369946628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34442753691662475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338959457611968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813239288973336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168231063817279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054875469513980174,0.07753306324670445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231462142291373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340373504384114,0.0,0.0616794712613448,0.0,0.0868004704856606,0.0,0.23911362383120205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722982869997985,0.0,0.0,0.19293093440097164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224253191252441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060434707777119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003126378975088,0.21806372171814212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287497331672567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978122426355097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388281726971505,0.11557972964497765,0.07354198702831939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360310920642683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025948840558044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536616422248003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983703436713574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355084450702056,0.0,0.0,0.1536346189184762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431948089588005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160022137213148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954093279069491,0.0,0.08615981869419341,0.06328407060299046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401315331029467,0.08614518410634983,0.08705533205451825,0.0,0.09758050910953132,0.0,0.0,0.12116863387317045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204327190627378,0.0,0.0,0.23731861592061734,0.0,0.0 adhd,I_LOVE_FERRETZ,2019/09/18,"My pretty bad ADHD My ADHD is a distraction to me and others. I have to constantly move and I'm shaping and doing other motions with my hands or swinging my feet. My teachers have tryed to fix it by useing yoga balls or rubber bands. Yet that dident work good enough I may also have anxiety. Which means I can't get a ADHD cure because then it will make my ADHD worse. And I don't want serious anxiety. It's a distraction because it makes it harder to focus on learning while also doing things to satisfy my ADHD. And in the process cause my peers to get destracted as well. PS:I will try to update you about what happens. So. Far no more info has been given on if I have anxiety or not.",1.437452380952383,3.7505545071428585,3.8114285714285714,84.36023809523812,82.5,6.3047619047619055,22.190476190476193,7.554174236665415,1.2146047619047624,541,18,102,9,15,187,92,140,0.141,0.774,0.085,-0.7334,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,4,0,14,2,2,4,0,20,24,15,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,4,1,0,2,1,15,2,14,19,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,5,78,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7578212523852492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017062813366656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28943007910525914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529973472965386,0.15375557394419606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295535870313583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628418852816088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303092423829891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177848504303302,0.0,0.0,0.10577825142475644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115219951384042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683638488124935,0.0,0.0,0.13737487299149376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403898487203586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283030483592117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378438860731198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124595041766927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089218102681075,0.0,0.0,0.07438517225906989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339142979030373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181233053962212,0.0,0.12852071139069662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lightofbeing,2019/09/18,"How long have Adderall shortages lasted in the past? I'm currently taking 30mg instant release Adderall. I haven't been able to get my script filled for a month and I'm starting to freak out a little bit. I've been unable to get scripts filled in the past but it's never been this long before, I'm not sure if this is a normal amount of time to wait and I don't know what to do... Those of you who have been affected by shortages in the past, how long have you had to wait to get your meds? How long do shortages typically last? Does anyone have any updates on the current shortage?",2.0795454545454533,4.0264574999999985,3.0212121212121232,92.83227272727275,78.16666666666666,5.363636363636363,23.40909090909091,6.1124844417494595,0.3834999999999993,460,15,98,3,11,146,72,120,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.8969,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,4,2,16,25,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,6,1,16,20,2,24,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,16,58,12,0,0.16328453039713262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110390799351822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417234020810925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894310889402925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826441687106973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428913929055635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559282834361241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973690764688314,0.2661973711392497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365399584321355,0.0,0.5780066845477781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137230340879504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033215433770318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593509601426714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998417120074734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676206808813768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557363103595618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389373750625526,0.0,0.12276964584810655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521252277397796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LeanOnMeMorgan,2019/09/18,"Accidentally sent a nude to my friend and her bf. Tried to text her, somehow ended up texting my boss's boss (director). Just want to flush myself down the drain, I'm so embarrassed [Screenshot ](https://i.imgur.com/W7nWkGp.jpg)",6.617702702702701,10.24091124324325,5.239121621621624,73.97597972972977,71.70270270270271,8.024324324324324,28.16891891891892,8.841846274778883,2.7426810810810816,184,7,28,4,4,54,32,37,0.141,0.747,0.11199999999999999,-0.2827,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,16,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984722068701596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220463815222368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587579122797377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985470750918095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheNobody32,2019/09/18,"I don’t know who I am I don’t know who I am with out my medication. I’ve been consistently on ADHD medication since middle school, and now I’m in my second year of college. That’s almost 8 years. “Normal” me, has been medicated me. I don’t even know what it’s like to be of my meds for an extended period of time. I wonder. And I worry. On date that I forget to take my medication, I feel different. I act different. Maybe it’s side effects if not taking the med, maybe it’s how I would feel all the time. I don’t know. I don’t even know if it’s actually a result of not taking the meds, or if it’s a mental thing, my mind tricking me into acting different because I think I didn’t take my meds. I’m on Guanfacine, if that matters. I need some input from somebody, anybody.",0.7532228915662635,2.5644626807228943,3.881551204819278,85.7128087349398,81.83132530120481,6.800602409638555,21.218373493975907,7.865858978985527,0.9480734939759036,599,18,132,11,16,217,87,166,0.035,0.93,0.034,-0.2732,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,6,0,13,4,0,3,1,33,29,8,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,3,2,25,1,15,24,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,8,8,87,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.10581570205160018,0.0,0.13031630031866376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858074130985808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610020993312794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398705816395375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323894357876515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096547280855289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29796177678527874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052975254956193665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217872560563965,0.0,0.4817818237818477,0.43694239698833204,0.10927572004242077,0.0,0.1094871804527699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040225455945156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624205615837404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974074795096536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896975217514805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261147527494219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720385678905158,0.06947997113751353,0.0,0.0,0.12645718780316656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175917806327885,0.0,0.11011974058746014,0.0,0.07702822765581044,0.0,0.0,0.1396555647456272 adhd,drduhrea,2019/09/18,"I(26f) was diagnosed a couple months ago and have been uncomfortable knowing certain habits are because of ADHD. A habit that has really stood out to me is my rambling and being overly excited in certain situations. And I feel like it’s got worse since I’ve been single and living alone for the first time. I have been meeting people and get overly excited and ramble. I remember doing it before but it felt different when I didn’t know it was ADHD.",5.7123921568627445,7.151929905882351,6.732647058823531,72.02524509803925,67.58823529411765,9.431372549019608,29.46078431372549,9.725611199111238,3.0287254901960785,362,13,59,8,6,121,64,85,0.066,0.833,0.10099999999999999,0.2263,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,0,2,15,20,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,2,6,5,7,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930464293048101,0.0,0.1818330207494989,0.0,0.0,0.21245007335653945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250437297718446,0.0,0.1745482680912285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269695132507417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819994424311905,0.0,0.21431442356450867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371855248874187,0.14654302115661286,0.1969544260519508,0.0,0.0,0.17448122070448133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717057502867916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640590820242714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254652560793401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021486273702344,0.0,0.1811312098014673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637306952271771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422094778388365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140983418884894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323693024722316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968346518783167,0.2305717379920484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196114084612128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904229606734376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ekunstler,2019/09/18,"So I think I know where my daughter gets it from. What can I do to give my daughter the skills I never learned? I just joined this sub because my 7 year old has been seeing a clinical psychologist and she leaning towards a ADHD diagnosis. For her whole life she has had issues with calming down once she gets over stimulated and has to be told to do something over and over. She is insanely smart and picks up everything after a single hit. He memory stretches back to when she was 2. Fast forward to me joining this sub and every single post rings a bell. I have so much trouble over simple tasks and I’ve gone to therapy for depression because of a general apathy towards life’s tasks. Things like scheduling an oil change becomes a huge stress. I have trouble starting tasks that I love as well and it’s held me back my whole life. The running joke with my wife is that she can ask me to do three things and that I’ll do two of them. Oddly enough I have, like my daughter, a near perfect visual memory. If I see someone I met once 8 years ago I can tell you what they were wearing and what we talked about. So what do I do now? All of what I read here are the things that are affecting my marriage and I want to do all that I can to give my daughter the tools she needs to be the rockstar she can be.",4.108324979114453,4.854369815789475,4.901152882205516,86.24457811194657,70.76691729323309,8.01637426900585,28.311612364243945,8.167268648758528,1.7019722639933166,1025,36,217,14,18,332,145,266,0.055,0.8370000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.8957,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,2,12,12,0,1,13,0,29,6,1,3,4,29,47,16,0,3,2,5,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,17,13,0,1,3,2,0,3,1,4,1,2,8,4,40,8,30,35,8,29,0,1,2,1,28,13,0,1,16,162,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957769713915668,0.0,0.11770288958779987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413288527033305,0.0,0.0,0.20420173071841366,0.0,0.1618848794164651,0.1466468609911098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046534182903825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436460992210268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719890244549673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187423696212352,0.0,0.11933555322125547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387458263374466,0.2547524474623499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858950769464656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297330273897659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813627432239577,0.12974077948187968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984059114283092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760976463764794,0.09845588461320047,0.1024093667576966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933196804862355,0.2828161716411122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716808237373925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281754699779766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116195107779118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125054309945824,0.10222177389339562,0.0,0.0,0.09398351010062407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210089068118435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672483198233518,0.11605698357844088,0.0,0.1518473481070571,0.0,0.26464261357314395,0.08508109702552343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268785227971414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297083433526369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831803643036038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938661778288527,0.0,0.0,0.2964918611615973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101401252398676 adhd,LaVidaSeMeHaceBola,2019/09/18,"I don't know if I should ask for help for my possible ADHD or for my depression and anxiety I don't want to make this long, so context: I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety. This is something I struggle every day and I know I suffer from it. My doubts arrived when I started thinking I could have ADHD too, though. This is a reasonable doubt, since I've presented most of the symptoms from a very young age and a lot of adults with ADHD were actually firstly diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist in about a week, so my dilemma is: should I ask for help for my depression and anxiety (since meds don't seem to have been working)? Or should I start by pointing out that I may have ADHD? And if I choose the latter, how can I present my doubts and reasoning to them without sounding as if I were self-diagnosing?",5.466899350649353,6.306324315476195,6.310411255411258,77.02246753246756,67.75,10.394805194805196,34.320346320346324,10.436869588844218,3.691933333333333,687,32,130,18,11,227,89,168,0.226,0.742,0.032,-0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,0,4,8,0,21,3,0,4,0,39,31,19,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,5,13,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,4,1,23,0,22,22,2,14,0,5,0,0,6,3,0,12,11,101,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.10458441431384197,0.0,0.5151996794475016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327945153091084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038270963516885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556812302100081,0.0,0.0,0.0691170752435158,0.0,0.3692283535124916,0.3263319785713217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029703406964527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116045024735824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367026785323125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779785914118535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948438493626146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111380368829278,0.0,0.0,0.07153814361378606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904393414766652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131218304797386,0.12082032949170933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038133528512044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756536562357916,0.11180377154765277,0.0,0.0,0.17730757526339785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250624317586693,0.0,0.0,0.15171378941183924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203944614353037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139274562074812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867149153739051,0.10529594793275664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842812570218574,0.06321282357630069,0.0,0.08596691557848216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330998559385224,0.0,0.0780224939496928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lxtantas,2019/09/18,Small talk Does anyone else here hate small talk? I loathe it. It’s so forced and awkward at times.,0.2723333333333322,2.692522900000004,-0.009999999999999787,107.00833333333334,95.0,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.0548333333333333,78,1,18,0,3,22,17,20,0.474,0.526,0.0,-0.9123,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266164481278856,0.390028455835352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33311582650051685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31799038470180363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758203415359351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119159440600731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219643714860733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gunbert,2019/09/18,"How do I convince my parents that I should get tested? I'm 18 and I know I can technically just go and get tested myself, but this is something I dont want to do behind their backs. Over the past 1 or 2 years I've realized that Its very likely that I may have adhd of some sorts. Even my friends say I have the symptoms of adhd. Now I'm not saying I have it but a lot of things sure do point to it. The reason I want to be tested is because my school life was very very hard and I struggled a lot with barely even graduating. I also suffer a lot in social situations and anxiety. So being tested and getting an answer would really mean a lot at this point. Convincing my parents to have me tested tho feels like its going to be very hard since they believe I'm just not interested in school and since I can play drums I can concentrate on other things. However, when i play i can never properly focus on the song and am often lost. Lastly I remember my primary school wanting me to be tested but my parents didn't think it was necessary because I just had problems with the language.",3.3132579185520363,4.697696886877829,5.070950226244347,81.86081447963804,73.34389140271495,7.7339366515837105,25.66968325791855,8.313332769828598,1.681857918552036,856,28,168,14,17,292,121,221,0.127,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.6076,4,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,13,13,0,1,10,0,26,2,0,2,2,43,42,16,0,6,9,3,3,2,1,3,2,3,0,0,13,9,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,6,28,9,18,30,5,17,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,9,9,127,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24588635685616075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180824719016863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825823865872514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866139900848497,0.0,0.12472069701288535,0.0,0.0,0.11525562301363293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989333468439875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513467582483035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517253051519106,0.07308222401225142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903573515045333,0.0,0.1603405725489431,0.0,0.11627743692612127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327911420159698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562206996338645,0.08338710815083411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225660929512019,0.09995597183815368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167113422427664,0.3478828445273463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143329293397923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788990772251769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407718576610386,0.0,0.09765570091430203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934107072545197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978860566226538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553517775055713,0.10518011911510926,0.0,0.0,0.11588450465134904,0.0,0.0,0.16270409178421344,0.0,0.3105952898411336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924511199723666,0.11498804428783012,0.0,0.104280659410333,0.0,0.07875455036834755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069448306565646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641533031111173,0.10632753665632597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135925444233911,0.06554888734447759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33762862113340586,0.18101530162949145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267007360959281,0.0,0.0,0.06587701988550447 adhd,Confused_Fangirl,2019/09/18,"After insisting I had ADHD for 10+ years, and so many therapists and psychiatrists told me I was wrong / incorrect, I am FINALLY on the right medication and feel peaceful ALONE and BY MYSELF for the first time in my life at the age of 26. Just wanted to post to say it feels great to finally be able to think, have complete thoughts without my mind wandering off in several directions, and to hear myself and think “that was a semi intelligent thought/comment” instead of beating myself up for going off topic or saying something irrelevant. It’s amazing to be able to be home and actually want to clean my room, and do laundry, and to remember I have priorities; specifically what they are and when they need to be completed. If you are reading this and you haven’t been officially diagnosed, never give up - and don’t let anyone tell you what you are, or are not. * you know you best 👌",12.279107142857145,7.746883934523808,11.906190476190474,59.572142857142886,57.86904761904761,15.723809523809528,46.45238095238096,13.295006501635747,5.916302380952381,703,31,127,19,6,236,110,168,0.05,0.825,0.125,0.9255,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,2,3,4,4,0,0,4,0,19,3,0,0,1,30,32,17,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,6,12,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,5,19,3,26,21,1,21,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,3,9,97,25,1,0.27839576507144964,0.0,0.13583705381891184,0.0,0.16728880455979658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441670264221092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733039598095504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607958989435033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918926629763321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128292068135215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407652636769222,0.0,0.0,0.3049689527582821,0.0,0.11840164777561628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353129277675738,0.07910936446151426,0.0,0.0,0.15346615690733062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568861302117159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962682568494386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649951590251429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233926583785925,0.09831958100543213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112480491964965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140227222294772,0.0,0.0,0.1405501805052657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032134661302747,0.1073579882888099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331309362055258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392355514596166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768406590747894,0.11887423112120038,0.0,0.22139148637263256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725398616335146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716133056924466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166508473125046,0.0,0.0,0.16161947029983567,0.0,0.17838476512948004,0.0,0.2210151403580085,0.08116740470629999,0.0,0.0,0.1330095419570914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420503522469648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418179147641673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219103290313216,0.0,0.08963887257115928 adhd,justAskn4afriend,2018/11/26,"How real is it that kids and grownups *were* misdiagnosed with ADHD? How real is it that kids and grownups are misdiagnosed with it today? Asking on a throwaway, because I don't want anyone to know I'm asking these things... I'm afraid of asking the doctor / psychiatrist about ADHD, because in the past, they were quick to suggest it, and get me started on Wellbutrin, etc., just for me saying that it was hard for me to concentrate while driving. *Can you tell if doctors or psychiatrists are being* **thorough** *in their diagnosis?* *How real is it that doctors overdiagnose ADHD, today, or in the past? And what are some signs that the doctor is really considering other explanations, and not jumping to conclusions?* I've heard of other things that present as ADHD, like executive functioning disorder, anxiety, and Bipolar Depression. I can't remember a doctor ever asking questions to double check if it was ADHD or something else. I feel like my attention can be normal, my priorities and motivation aren't always adjusted right. Or sometimes I'm in my head with depressed or anxious thoughts, and that's why I can't focus. How can I be confident I'm on the right track for finding answers? As a kid, I was diagnosed with ADD (at the time) when I was in kindergarten. My parents didn't want me to take Ritalin. I went through life feeling like I dodged a bullet, and didn't get messed up by unnecessary medicine, but also struggling to focus on homework. I never doubted that ADHD was real, or that other people really had it and medicine helped them, but I thought I was just creative, bored easily, etc.,. As an adult, I've had trouble with some things that might be ADHD related. It's really hard for me to be on time, because in the moment, I forget to check the time, or don't predict well how long something will take, and suddenly I'm 5 min late because I took a detour I didn't need to, for something that ultimately wasn't as important as being on time. I've been fired from one good job for doing this too often -- doing something I thought was important which made me late, too often, even when I knew I was on notice. Every job I've had, I haven't been able to be consistently on time, for my start time, or coming back from breaks, no matter how important it is in the abstract. As in, ""If you're late, it messes up other people"" never really sunk in for me, since it was hard to notice directly, and didn't seem to consistently depict reality. But ""If you're late, the bus won't be here"" it's a lot easier for me to build in extra time. Sometimes I get hyperfocused on dumb stuff, but how do I know that's from ADHD, or something else? Sometimes that thing I'm focused on seems really important in the moment. I guess what I'm asking is **tl;dr** how real is it that kids and grownups **were misdiagnosed** with ADHD? How real is it that kids and grownups are misdiagnosed with it **today**? And how can you tell when it comes to your own diagnosis. Thank you for your wisdom and advice.",3.1698238933841054,5.566156050610823,4.680071711883233,80.06473393622088,76.6265270506108,7.378442011740441,25.775947961288274,8.353573213984005,1.99253954624782,2359,88,424,46,55,787,227,573,0.08900000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.7198,3,0,5,0,0,0,107.0,0,5,3,2,27,17,1,3,18,0,58,10,1,12,3,99,98,54,0,8,20,1,6,3,0,3,9,2,1,10,46,26,0,0,18,0,2,6,16,10,1,1,30,8,43,7,70,57,8,66,0,2,0,0,31,26,1,24,36,308,89,9,0.04975209581675685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381311578683157,0.04861717222301641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978673304972332,0.04139772927684002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038060217122344336,0.05620570690188538,0.0,0.034787822188922825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325574677470529,0.0,0.0,0.03825629066948734,0.0,0.12131366331054785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571405038901503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570281444902507,0.05049732998061865,0.0,0.0,0.0570202121254437,0.2546168912262961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312298401080677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097347641654362,0.032860790063777075,0.045003619027496784,0.0419182865159151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050312309056338385,0.07108581438485978,0.0,0.0,0.0454725142413038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798024986668149,0.0,0.0,0.04172969749889765,0.0,0.0,0.054807542643036535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370431663285334,0.0,0.05106000378798317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03334778109680203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874255644761756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468490146235668,0.0,0.2244901245202442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03514137661964956,0.07291908282191283,0.0,0.0,0.04402903919067768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229745271162373,0.0,0.047076636017166204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277911140307152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036890548641608165,0.076743766826601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874649053027372,0.0,0.11328618168409695,0.0,0.0,0.033713307719794534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524381464092545,0.0,0.09498801004815778,0.06898367773253175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573373361679289,0.0,0.0,0.3397726629564562,0.15936233277718567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635942596893501,0.08497603597335447,0.0,0.03956486349639169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905848789470715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115544778359345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150797013610815,0.1476182847617055,0.0,0.07042957898346468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201169288579928,0.05695424662555008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481476865896126,0.0,0.0869710493124707,0.04580504542318923,0.0,0.0,0.13221232699995036,0.0,0.0,0.11849282014642193,0.2030759301655496,0.0,0.14147750842324394,0.0,0.05527640906942866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058690150290155015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473310912577095,0.046120691267052295,0.044893528031147815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dadddyku,2018/11/26,"How do you software devs w ADHD stay focused learning how to program? I am one of those adhd guys I think. I have meds for depression - wellbutrin - a stimulating NDRI antidepressant which gives me more focus and energy than Unmedicated. But I find I still get easily distracted, especially when I’m at home. Due to some unfortunate circumstances I have to study at home and can’t go to the library for a few months like I used to. Learning at the library was much easier than at home for some reason tho. Like when I’m doing udemy courses I’ll pause them halfway through a video to go on reddit or browse something on the Internet. Or I’ll walk around hopelessly fantasizing or romanticizing some obscure thing lol. I usually have a stream of 100000 creative thoughts flooding my mind and it’s getting increasingly harder to stay focused and disciplined. This usually wastes hours of my time that can be spent productively programming. This doesn’t happen all of the time but it happens most of the time. What medications, techniques or life changes do you guys recommend? I am seriously considering adding a stimulant such as vyvanse to my wellbutrin. Btw I am interested in learning programming and joining the tech world. I just really feel helpless though sometimes because of my monkey brain.",5.835649350649357,8.465937792207798,6.2824653679653695,70.59226948051949,69.34632034632034,9.641645021645024,34.493722943722936,10.008157457239328,4.111311515151515,1054,53,166,29,20,340,147,231,0.064,0.8190000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.8087,0,0,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,2,1,0,10,9,0,1,11,1,14,3,1,6,1,34,28,18,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,9,6,0,1,8,1,1,4,2,5,0,1,3,1,19,4,29,24,9,26,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,9,13,111,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178006482641599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770203849847775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059885645839106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475989983828028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986909666012956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387915674716095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685338592638883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208448429672744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815688014201685,0.126835539053769,0.15028505569031306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618331848813896,0.2338398549733468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978762580781153,0.0,0.13020808194876055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338947296206593,0.12919005777381112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468643749336783,0.13319570985884982,0.0,0.0,0.13350247374818242,0.0,0.105535134200861,0.0,0.09719543217779926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959432847030445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470222683163144,0.13594210946334487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178786444607164,0.13076696797881754,0.0,0.0,0.2818535597133751,0.1055894536209549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783975419669267,0.08471994606539078,0.1299034989637611,0.10496631120473887,0.23129211098248875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141938874251614,0.2912388617419232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,patay_chinois,2018/11/26,"Finally diagnosed Hi everyone, I'm a 42yo male (finally) diagnosed today with ADHD. Dr prescribed Vyvanse. Currently weighting the pros and cons in order to decide whether or not to medicate. Although I admittedly struggle with most things more than non-ADHD folks, and it's impacted many relationships, I've been able to function relatively well and do a lot in my life thus far. However, I find I've been struggling more and more with it as I grow older, I find it harder to cope with it. I have a few questions: 1. Where can I get I get stats about ADHD meds' side effects? Only finding nonspecific info on the net so far. 2. Aside from side effects, what are the negative aspects of the meds? Can I ever get off them or will I be unable to function? 3. What are the positive aspects of medicating, beyond what's reported? I'm interested in hearing about your experiences with ADHD and the voices you've made in regards to meds and otherwise. Thanks in advance for your responses!",4.311902173913044,6.583800081521745,5.889565217391303,73.3201086956522,72.64130434782608,9.165217391304347,32.69565217391305,9.673873057562805,3.6772021739130434,781,39,131,21,16,265,114,184,0.049,0.88,0.07,0.5792,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,3,7,5,0,2,9,0,10,7,0,4,1,29,19,12,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,8,11,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,3,13,3,27,14,6,22,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,5,6,89,21,1,0.11388032429709904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474480780166835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311722639991224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030112730983342,0.0,0.10881753009996173,0.0,0.1113968090835416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495006576823931,0.3122536598745657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784933076245507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835140205269852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043704089234198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681697931845866,0.0,0.10775631636096272,0.0,0.11545677461357838,0.0,0.0,0.3794861034380291,0.2294448918231439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866111182718928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275720259493229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226484977345065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381048820492501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484570230867056,0.0,0.0,0.07565702724505803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079452317568373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867555545587792,0.10239208802023064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,averyjbyrd,2018/11/26,"What is your most “ADHD” moment? One time, I put off/forgot to renew my tabs for my car for a WHOLE YEAR. I got pulled over by the cops for it (finally) and the dude was stunned. He was genuinely impressed that I had gotten away with it for a year, LOL. He gave me a ticket and sent me on my way. I got a new car a couple weeks later, so my tabs got renewed.... but I forgot to pay the ticket. Quite a few months later, I get pulled over for a headlight being out and was told my license was suspended due to nonpayment. I had to pay the ticket, and the reinstatement feee AND go to court for driving under suspension. Definitely the time that my ADHD bit me in the ass the hardest. 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Since I was young, I always liked stories and learning, but I had difficulties with reading quickly, and reading used to feel like a burden or challenge for me. In the past, I remember it was as though the motor in the mind which reads was slow and effortful, similar to paddling a boat against a turbulent current. This caused me to take not read much until approximately the age of 18. Today, I wish to share with you some of the things that have really allowed me to fall in love with reading voraciously, thus i'm writing this quick guide. &#x200B; 1. I first began trying to read faster in high-school, after an influential history teacher introduced me to the concept of speed reading. Initially, I used to run my finger across the words with a consistent pace, in order to read faster, little by little. &#x200B; 2. A while later, I discovered that there were many softwares on mobile devices/ computers that help one read faster. My favorites are spreeder pro for mac/pc, and quickreader for mobile devices. This introduced a moving guide across the words, which you follow with your eyes. This made my reading experience smoother, but I found that I still had to stop and go here and there, so it wasn't completely as fluid as I wanted. I still use these softwares quite regularly. &#x200B; 3. Recently, I discovered a much different technique, which truly amazed me. I had come across this technique in the past, but somehow it had never clicked for me. Out of pride, I felt that since I had ADHD and not dyslexia, that using this method would be pointless, but I was very wrong. **My current favorite method of reading is to follow the physical book, while listening to the audiobook at the same time.** I have found that this not only enhances my comprehension, but also greatly increases the fluidity and engagement in my reading experience. It's like instead of paddling against the current, you are suddenly introducing an external motor into your reading experience, allowing you to read faster and with more engagement than you ever thought possible. Having studied neurobiology, this process makes a lot of sense because you are now using three sensory modalities, (i.e. hearing, seeing, and feeling), and it's as though the mental energy that was previously invested in paddling is now suddenly available to be used to think about the topic at hand. &#x200B; Here are some tips and tricks I have found to using this method: a) get a membership to an audiobook subscription service or use youtube, which has a large inventory, while you follow along with the book on your tablet/ereader or with your physical book, (or perhaps even your phone). b) Most audiobook subscription services like audible go up to a speed of 3x, but you may find that your mental speed outpaces the limit on youtube audiobooks, which is capped at 2x. There is a chrome browser extension called ""Video Speed Controller"", which allows you to increase the speed of videos past 3x. Another way would be to download the video and play it on VLC media player, which allows you to play back at 4x speed max. c) This was a cool trick I found yesterday: If you have a mac, you can convert any pdf or copied highlighted text into even a full audiobook, by first selecting all the text in the book and copying it into the default TextEdit mac application. Then you right click and the lower-most option is ""Add to Itunes as a spoken track"". For an entire PDF book, this takes approximately 10-15 minutes. &#x200B; I sincerely hope that those who will benefit from my little guide will come across my post. May you also fall in love with reading, and may it be a wonderful hobby you can embrace your whole lives as you grow in wisdom and personal mastery. If anyone has any more cool tips or tricks you use, please feel free to leave a comment!",7.66359779997471,8.508519746870654,7.21104912125427,72.46789243267165,62.93602225312935,10.319395625237073,36.36872550259199,10.230975488527342,3.892610292072321,3194,144,526,68,44,1001,334,719,0.027999999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.161,0.9987,6,0,3,0,0,0,122.0,0,24,0,8,23,30,3,0,48,2,44,6,3,18,3,109,87,48,0,7,17,0,6,4,1,7,0,3,0,1,41,36,0,3,14,26,2,16,5,5,0,4,22,15,63,26,97,54,15,101,0,0,4,3,39,35,0,19,51,371,104,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010137860927628,0.0,0.03690441774374378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066586482426845,0.034641310830404615,0.22554226111172276,0.25293829234695764,0.05662262330276456,0.0436549732094016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02911018992129873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0320125784541866,0.0,0.02537859196704063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251111297395056,0.0,0.0,0.04276771942366958,0.0,0.07172487752172385,0.04365055114713249,0.0,0.0466940326031067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349676963586424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499532764802239,0.037658692456274435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217278889125538,0.0,0.0,0.06315144696563307,0.029742039415625924,0.03997342388934885,0.0,0.03805106047094875,0.07082462614078616,0.0,0.18259015651925065,0.032164920838940105,0.0,0.02175109699213701,0.0,0.04732105732886436,0.0,0.0,0.04589962805595061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469224952847648,0.0,0.027905174285124224,0.04398668645706789,0.0,0.0413501508454656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408246993502142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135752556570225,0.1251791517549277,0.036761979784474715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03539419268431775,0.11272401009900054,0.03939337759843811,0.027789805022376438,0.04220849851079507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391089570416818,0.0,0.04203663620953201,0.0,0.0,0.044248421276465034,0.06120888862918191,0.0,0.03210930559932523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028211044234637495,0.03166315072314127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922788660345825,0.0,0.03635161583201122,0.0,0.04569963435096215,0.0,0.04693403029075588,0.0398721225283983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428095057497436,0.6662951783456098,0.0,0.02667064208993377,0.0,0.04110675756304846,0.0,0.04716114693530561,0.035553656283938494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213399121157083,0.033175459225447235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331571445636346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527481303478862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664950292651452,0.03480636864108193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626044399316802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02765857207160069,0.026676221439608273,0.08180681563377082,0.033051302455211665,0.02427606034687917,0.0,0.0394624409793625,0.0,0.0,0.02826551903240547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32361154751997284,0.0,0.034350910543957315,0.0245557398243802,0.03304568856005199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046480844863904726,0.04787495513395605,0.0,0.045148325888472236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914861576381746,0.04551825591047319,0.25293829234695764,0.026809760492376232 adhd,thetoxicblockmc,2018/11/26,"Seeking help for frustration and sensory overload TL;DR: I am a 17 year old who has been stressed and overloaded sensory-wise lately and am looking for help. I get stressed when asked to clean. This is bad. Hey! I’m a 17 year old male, and lately I’ve been feeling a hell of a lot of anxiousness, sensory overload, or just general frustration. Honestly, I’m sick of it. I need better coping mechanisms than locking myself in my room, and shutting myself down or out from the world, and I’m looking to the hivemind of reddit for help. The straw that broke the camels back was today, when my mom asked me to clean my area in the house. I haven’t done it yet (started, and stopped), but I find myself feeling unnaturally angry or anxious when I go to clean it. I understand that I’m the embodiment of organized chaos, and I understand that it’s a problem. But, in order to help myself not become a hoarder through disorganization, I’ve decided to cut it off at the root and ask for help from hopefully like-minded people. So, throw advice at me please! 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I used to take Daytranawhich worked pretty well since I was a kid. But the side effects became a bit much due to a lot of anxiety inducing life issues a few years ago. Since then I've been on strattera which doesnt really do anyrhing. So I'm curious for those of yall who have tried daytrana as well as other things what feedback you have before I go into the appt. 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I am reading different theories on whether or not meds should be taken on weekends. I take Adderall 20 mg XR 730 am and then a 10 mg IR mid afternoon (I work 8-5, class 530-9). I try not to take adderall on the weekends but with my new studying schedule/clinicals (nursing school) on Saturdays, I end up taking it saturdays. I never take it Sundays. Is it beneficial or not to stop Adderall weekends? I find myself very tired on my days off and I don’t know if it’s from a long week or maybe from discontinuing my meds. Thank you! 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So I've been taking Vyvanse 60 mg for about 7 or 8 years. It has changed my life. I spent the past week in Japan, where pretty much all ADHD drugs are prohibited, so I was unmedicated the entire time. The difference was night and day. To give you an idea, during this time: - I lost my passport twice - I forgot my sunglasses and my work laptop in my hotel room AFTER I got on the shuttle bus and had to return to get them. - I missed my first shuttle bus to my hotel, even though I had been waiting for it for over an hour, because I got distracted by the brochures at the tourism counter - I left my makeup bag with over $200 in product on the floor of the airport while scrambling through my bag looking for my passport to board. Luckily the gate agent returned it to me. - I misplaced my boarding pass in every airport Etc, etc. Sometimes you just don't know what you have until it's gone. 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The doctor said to take just one dose in the morning this week so I could see what works for me. So my question is, will I get too much tolerance or will I become dependent on it if I take my meds every day of the week? With my old meds, I wouldn’t take it everyday for that reason and i did okay but I have finals in 4 weeks. Also, what would happen if I stopped taking it all of a suddden after those 4 weeks. Sorry for the long post, just curious. 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I have 2 sick kids and a sick wife, I need to be firing on all cylinders but even though I took my meds like I was supposed to I am having a hard time keeping everything together. I feel like a space cadet. I’m going to try another 10mg of adderall and keep going. Thanks for listening.",2.2454901960784315,4.07033688235294,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,77.23529411764707,7.4745098039215705,24.568627450980397,8.344100000000001,1.5625803921568628,260,9,54,5,6,88,53,68,0.139,0.708,0.153,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,9,15,5,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,7,3,6,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531522079722326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087731784135466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452066457670813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025767261001385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829130426696365,0.16713273264894996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659164528931237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957175023064964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41588804735275664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859067226924495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617283379633901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598638531245979,0.23567832838438385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346972125859658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683143736970484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538818896382814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298530449629763,0.0,0.13641715173012267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599252010753492,0.15883555830219487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PotatoKingIV,2018/11/26,"I get to a point, meds or no meds, where I can’t sit through classes. What are good ways to improve my academic enduarnace? College sophomore here. It’s my second year of going through basics which I don’t give a single shit about and it is getting to me. Distractions are stupidly appealing and I fall into them every time I get the chance, medication or not. Typically, this isn’t a problem in my morning classes but I take 5 classes a day, Mon Wednes Fri, and the 4th and 5th classes become painful to sit through. I’ve scheduled myself next year around that problem but am currently stuck with my current schedule. What little things can I do to make it through the rest of this semester?",5.471746031746035,6.556431947368427,5.788370927318297,79.88367585630745,67.87218045112782,8.317126148705098,35.83040935672515,8.515128840125781,3.007047451963241,551,28,101,8,9,176,88,133,0.15,0.8079999999999999,0.042,-0.9203,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,1,7,0,9,3,1,1,0,15,17,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,1,0,14,1,16,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,9,71,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730929803139644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214743897957014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539782785860148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382423438077878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476090014749585,0.18652473435988146,0.11050483287263893,0.16308719444204514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948801375771367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297903273047863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319584041791534,0.19587802113385294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678933300721136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689805627120825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380881489948175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721059773452251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199590046440648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461948139420728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917741305005714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337963024768108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433756123037404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504261966909531 adhd,MontiGreen,2018/11/26,"Any school dropout? Two years ago I was diagnosed with ADD (even though I always knew i had it) and even now that I'm in meds (Concerta) my life's a mess currently I'm about to fail 6 out of 6 classes in the current semester. Btw this is my 4 career choice in my 3 university in 5 years, I'm currently 23 and I feel like I'm wasting my life, I know I'm not dumb... it's just that I feel that the school system isn't for me :( I really like to learn new things by myself but the school ugh I'm srly thinking on dropping out of school cause I'm just wasting time and money and I can't seem to get along with it... but I'm afraid idk what will my life be without a college degree. Any succes story out there? Or advice? Cause I'm considering killing myself, I feel like life's not worth it. Pardon my broken English, I'm a native Spanish speaker (btw I learned English all by myself, I know I'm good at learning stuff is just the school system that's not for me) ",0.3688957871396888,2.420896907317076,2.5494567627494464,93.38094789356985,84.8048780487805,5.288248337028826,20.537694013303767,6.574015621080383,0.213487804878048,746,23,168,8,22,252,108,205,0.152,0.7859999999999999,0.062,-0.9561,3,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,2,1,7,0,8,5,0,2,1,35,28,8,1,0,10,0,3,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,11,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,3,4,22,4,23,23,1,21,0,1,0,0,0,9,1,2,12,92,34,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210352373333776,0.10979503250886208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306202024874514,0.0,0.0,0.1684590394958339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544781048739201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125715997855024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361764135877116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788306648595754,0.1769722100586234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471210080966386,0.0,0.0,0.10388847416835137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703350717690518,0.0,0.13614119712037112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499458865990784,0.1815362369287312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375813093967818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962543074865455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934833264759811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6267681781250659,0.0,0.1127581245560751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417908619992435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228754185574197,0.07936493187653446,0.12169250364990553,0.0,0.07222416713035787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099390104140274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939728969418867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952445288554998 adhd,3123232132,2018/11/26,"Adderall turning into a sedative Can anyone explain what's going on? I'm on adderall for 4 years now, 20mg a day. For the past 3 months (my last two scripts) it's basically super sedating. Like I get this tired foggy lazy feeling and just feel to go back and lie down and sleep. I also get some acid reflux when I take it. Has the formula changed or something? I tried taking 40mg a couple of days and I get the same tired foggy lazy feeling except with increased sweating. Can anyone explain what's going on? Because if it was tolerance then wouldn't a higher dose help? Also I took a break for a week and it didn't do anything at all. I really need this to work for exams coming up but nothing is helping. Thanks",2.467198938992041,4.4171361655172445,4.059310344827587,85.8255702917772,77.0,5.840848806366048,25.636604774535808,6.67199483983844,1.0999920424403191,564,21,108,5,13,188,100,145,0.115,0.812,0.073,-0.7636,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,9,0,8,5,2,0,1,23,27,12,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,3,4,8,3,16,23,4,25,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,12,68,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525565316570635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208246579320008,0.0,0.1299441041876131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214208273078781,0.0,0.09625871396011043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670447939198369,0.13602300076682813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472122347543725,0.0,0.20367405655076992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395277514815102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474998565409635,0.0,0.26922676370057325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168362634201945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871537737834585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771454420334072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603995567886175,0.0,0.0,0.11708612773266565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151613923647936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074021242701566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115934372567104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802115740073752,0.0,0.0,0.1215646146714635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374530030603283,0.0,0.0,0.14537965947112827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362982007896602,0.0,0.0,0.17544061910769312,0.10720856834799593,0.1717576010490064,0.15425231023461947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666356586514893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495826312784163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101687007298366 adhd,nomothro,2018/11/26,"How can my friend get her psychiatrist to take her ADHD seriously? My friend has known she had ADHD since she was a kid, but never took any meds for it. A psychiatrist she is seeing agrees that she has ADHD. She also has (and Psychiatrist agrees) fairly severe anxiety and depression. My friend would really really like for the ADHD to be treated, with meds. Her psychiatrist has instead insisted ""we have to treat the anxiety first."" My friend has been trying to treat her depression and anxiety for a long, long time. She has better and worse times with that. But in general, she doesn't feel this is currently a very successful approach, and strongly suspects that a lot of the problems she experiences in life are tied to her ADHD. She'd really like to have the idea of meds for ADHD taken seriously. Have you found yourself in a similar situation? What did you do? In my own case it was so super easy to get diagnosed (based on little more than an initial inventory and my own account of my own suspicions) and medicated (Straterra) and it has made a ton of difference! This has made my friend even more hopeful about treatment--and more upset that her psychiatrist (and others before!) will not take the idea seriously. There may be a gender issue here. I am a man and my friend is a woman. Women here, have you had to deal with this in particular? Any strategies?",5.0024015748031525,6.9398772322834645,6.133866141732284,73.70591732283465,69.98425196850393,9.646929133858267,28.054330708661407,10.008157457239328,3.0159596850393697,1083,39,189,29,20,361,129,254,0.125,0.659,0.21600000000000005,0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,3,0,5,9,23,0,1,16,0,32,3,0,3,1,33,44,15,0,3,3,0,1,2,6,3,3,0,0,4,12,14,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,7,0,1,11,2,29,16,27,27,8,16,0,2,1,0,30,7,0,3,9,146,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6108312629172751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774272416891558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152116949963154,0.0,0.19440923589572834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208214933464484,0.0,0.0,0.07491929666239196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733250668685913,0.14592155914043892,0.0859790798070451,0.0,0.0885041395877451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055950294649250484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286283979535149,0.0,0.0,0.04283202732987983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205446117825774,0.0,0.09288037269900874,0.3926813877338316,0.0,0.08851517666688571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413635203346037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125503179504788,0.0,0.08841545062359471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983332635745155,0.0827702592567181,0.08490188438621292,0.0,0.1499317399892522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201759110280109,0.0,0.1603096974323457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822818396006775,0.08533662440341808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533373601346941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105623041106035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280258857264826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675030697395878,0.0,0.0,0.09569842526690724,0.0,0.07007316091441608,0.09521782502937733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738307090183387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879040910703384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411615997620816,0.057512671927283335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989479465256243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632694077782449,0.060175702584433874,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,punk_music_fan,2018/11/26,"I think I just lost my only paying job because of ADHD I'm a highschooler who works three different jobs - I work as a docent at a planetarium, a swim coach/instructor at a Boys and Girls Club, and I babysit/tutor. The first two jobs are unpaid internships, but the babysitting/tutoring is my only actual source on income. &#x200B; Holding down a job is not easy. My jobs as a docent and swim coach work for me because my supervisors themselves have ADHD or other executive functioning disorders and work with me to make sure that my schedule is very clear and defined. My babysitting job, on the other hand isn't as well defined, schedule-wise, and I forget to go constantly. I forgot to go to work each Monday for the past few weeks, rescheduling and coming up with excuses each time. Maybe I should have been more open with her, her daughter has ADHD as well, but I'm too ashamed to admit that I can't function very well. I've tried to remember the times and dates I need to go in. I write it down and I forget where I wrote it down, I don't have a phone right now so I can't set those reminders. I forget to check my email constantly. &#x200B; This last time the mother was understandably very short with me, and asked me not to come back and I feel so defeated. I can't help but feel that this is what my life is set to be like. I know most supervisors won't be like the ones at my other two jobs, and while I want to serve in the Air Force, I worry I'll be unable to hold to the schedules and I'll get discharged, and then where am I? I feel completely useless. Who would want to hire me? How am I going to provide for a family if I can't hold down a job? I could be a stay at home dad, but I'm so disorganized I'd make a terrible dad, and who would want that? 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I have no will power to continue this week. I have an exam wednesday, which i don't want to study for and a project due this week and monday. Its so painful to get work done right now. I am in class and should be working on my project, but instead here I am on reddit. 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What should I be expecting? Title says it all. I finally set up an appointment with a clinic who tests for ADD/ADHD. 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How did you guys get the courage? How did you begin? Hey guys, throwaway account but this is the first time I’ve ever written a post on reddit so a little nervous and I’m sorry if I’ve done something wrong. I’m a man in my twenties (UK) a few years into my university course after dropping out the first one. I’ve had a feeling there’s something not right with me for years. I can’t study, my memory is awful, and whenever I try to think/focus/remember things it feels like I’m in fog, or muddy water, or a swamp. It’s hard and unclear and a hard slog. This fuels my anxiety and stress makes me sick, my mood turns foul and I can become so irritable and I hate myself for it. I considered maybe I had a mild learning disability, or even crazy things like a brain tumour. Sometimes I’ll tell myself I’m healthy just dumb or a lazy person. One day I saw someone’s post randomly, ranting about the very same issues I have, and a concerned Redditor told them to check this subreddit. I did the same. Wow you guys, you’re amazing people. Reading through your posts and comments I felt connected to so many of you, I related so much, more than I have to any other subreddit. You’re all incredible and inspiring. The fact I related to so many of your problems terrified me, I never was diagnosed with ADHD as a child and now I’m afraid to check with doctors or my universities mental health team, or express my concerns to friends and family. Afraid they’ll laugh at me, afraid my family and friends will be ashamed or think I’m overreacting, afraid that maybe I don’t and I AM just an idiot or lazy. How do I get over these fears? How did you guys get the courage? Do I go to a doctor? Councillor? Mental health nurse? And can I get advice about this anonymously first? I’m just not sure what my first steps should be Huge apologies for the long read and I known people don’t want to read this much or struggle but thank you for getting this far. Sorry to the mods if I’ve broken rules, just let me know and I’ll alter things. 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Been fired or did quit few engineering jobs so far and seeing contract terminated always gave me good feeling and a relief. Otherwise for the whole day I am looking on a watch for that 5PM so I can go home, I pretend that I am working, it takes a lot of mental effort to start tasks (depending on mood - sometimes I even can't open email), while finishing them is like trying to move a mountain, I'm not interested in interacting with coworkers especially talking about work...in short I am like some tourist visiting a company with a very poor productivity. So far I was diagnosed with depression to a high extend, and with ADD to a lower extend. &#x200B; The 1 million dollar question: Do I truly dislike my profession or it's just false perception due to mental illness?",6.873658536585367,7.492018560975609,7.714536585365857,68.96339024390247,64.60975609756098,10.706341463414637,37.13170731707317,10.577609850970193,4.228909268292683,700,34,117,17,10,235,110,164,0.16,0.6990000000000001,0.14,-0.6609,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,8,7,0,0,10,0,11,3,0,2,0,25,21,12,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,5,1,2,3,2,1,0,1,4,5,15,5,16,17,4,16,0,1,3,0,8,8,0,7,7,78,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334414918188768,0.1737618760346396,0.194868278710012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342600672997433,0.0,0.1381272791156729,0.16277315599659392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592351138714563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108837966006736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384244496615093,0.09114251644986752,0.13451155859697447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944073189772435,0.16086515602111548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182868787383286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813568954840709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566983079152278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467122204649867,0.0,0.0,0.136341661452797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848486460619711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704489583165308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179652185962322,0.17057426414407748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779489761497256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861098730493275,0.0,0.11351139605846425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057900897382252,0.12890010874726265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088813597494857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232284340404413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904845777941306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335039483629583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194868278710012,0.0 adhd,Frootieloop,2018/11/26,"Trying not to cry from frustration. Is clumsiness a trait of adhd or medication? I’ve always had adhd. But went on meds this year. In the last couple of months I’ve noticed an increase in my clumsiness. Involuntarily knocking over cups of water. Dropping things at work. Tripping. Lack of coordination. I used to have super fast reflexes to the point I was top 50 in the USA for a video game that require quick reflexes. Now it seems like my reflexes are super delayed. I seem slower. Dropping heavy objects on my feet, just like my brain disconnects with my hands and boom. Falling down the stairs. At what point should I start to worry and make an appointment? This morning I was walking up the stairs and my hand jerked and I spilled my coffee. A little bit ago I set a cup of water on the counter. Turned around to do something. Spun back around and knocked it over like I forgot it was there. I’m frustrated. 😔 I’m trying really really hard to keep it together because I’m about to lose it. 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I hear that bullet journals are good for organizing cuz their not as limiting in format as a callendar or a notebook. I have tried many times with a variety of organizers.. all of which i get tired of sooner or later I'm thinking of picking one up. A bullet journal. Have any of y'all ever used one? Is it worth it?",2.0408333333333357,4.59445363888889,4.472777777777782,79.02500000000003,82.05555555555556,6.933333333333335,25.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.9968833333333336,290,12,53,6,8,101,52,72,0.040999999999999995,0.8440000000000001,0.115,0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,3,2,12,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,12,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137692268084992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843481668431917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423524432569978,0.0,0.0,0.26366241744875235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35429603758608913,0.0,0.21070261965754486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187022276645319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260242822910244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142320855836948,0.0,0.0,0.18330039647087326,0.3612998382255513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342346208827886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271498038787416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kitchen_Moose,2018/11/26,"Anyone else feel like when you try to focus on school or such, you can’t, but when when you’re with friends, you’re able to stay on track? From what I’ve noticed with myself, I’m not able to focus on school, but when I’m around with my friends, I’m able to stick with one task but only for about 10 minutes at most before I get sidetracked.",14.046986301369865,4.89434198630137,11.899794520547946,74.75736301369865,60.64383561643836,14.6,43.34931506849315,3.1291,3.2493068493150687,267,5,64,0,2,82,45,73,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,16,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,35,6,2,0.6067569627234949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414195253794486,0.20723140384357666,0.0,0.18004744559007732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210182850524633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895586166751903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226485045328763,0.14448909846847946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125192828496328,0.0,0.10566849001764024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881026783622797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026560787292336,0.0,0.0,0.13705140697835305,0.15382200388903575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409380292989608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557406356016434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731604970539524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,engelrekt,2018/11/26,"ADHD gamer here Anyone who games here find themselves alt-tabbing (or kinda just staring at it or putting it down for consoles) and kinda avoiding doing the thing you like? It starts with, ""Yeah I'm gonna get some levels/completion % etc."" and sometimes fifteen minutes in you just out the itch to know something or watch something. It kinda sucks when I want to just start a game and I cant find the motivation.",3.887197802197804,6.194071858974361,3.883919413919415,87.06346153846155,74.0,5.482783882783883,27.809523809523807,6.1826913282559595,1.1724446886446889,327,13,59,2,7,100,58,78,0.083,0.841,0.075,-0.1565,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,3,1,1,4,1,2,1,1,1,0,21,10,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,8,9,2,8,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,7,4,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044337729081308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712278920932314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26559453547389944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825116726825761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630481615687361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234592347303875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392145536166075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375625073492386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465017718318383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900264367468708,0.25053367040622065,0.0,0.3585934010080629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829032871697722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941094993029955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lupin_AAGL,2018/11/26,"Hi. I think I might have this. What do? Hey everyone. So I'm certain that there were other posts like this many times in the past but actually posting myself helps and I hope that's not breaking any rules. So since I entered college 4 years ago I've been finding it difficult to properly study and have some progress, which has led me to some (undiagnosed) depression and anxiety. I have my good moments, which makes me wonder if I'm just making this up to myself so I don't need to take blame for being a bad student, but I digress. After a particularly rough test today, I started wondering if I have some sort of attention deficit or something like that. I found this community and am pretty suspicious about self diagnosing online but so far every post has struck a chord with me. So. For you all who have been where I am, what are my first steps? Who's the right professional to go to for help? What would it mean if I do have ADHD? Thanks for your help!",3.0646777221526875,5.199533484042559,4.163366708385482,84.91029411764707,75.86170212765956,7.4022528160200265,25.420525657071337,8.313332769828598,1.6512693366708389,757,27,151,14,17,246,122,188,0.131,0.69,0.17800000000000002,0.8765,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,9,9,0,0,5,0,20,1,0,3,2,34,35,16,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,17,5,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,4,1,21,6,16,28,4,22,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,12,11,104,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.14349450253958634,0.0,0.17671926117266842,0.0,0.13034633322039735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999549885984003,0.0,0.11248886105978156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277625669992764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266494612471459,0.14924736550556664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389157667165833,0.1405075972981226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343962731501593,0.12507622235446306,0.0,0.161227021312763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356894220306904,0.12333419247007893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956830673659945,0.0,0.0,0.14604865407287088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367731271375733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630707687784185,0.14908033639288126,0.0,0.1601748828126325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599128376998464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090318478012236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037088950787094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224847826116023,0.14959741390780226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557544631564735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339978414122685,0.0,0.0,0.12163696893005478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132022624843846,0.0,0.0,0.10407905844707743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105593813330723,0.0,0.0,0.13537908556546724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422036334437904,0.0,0.0,0.0857429989337581,0.0,0.1393812664192012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189276021892817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445639914184532,0.0,0.0,0.0946920230245532 adhd,AwfulPatter,2018/11/26,"Med help Hi. I was prescribed Dexedrine for my ADHD today and I was given Propanolol to take along with it (for physical side effects). However I've forgot (surprise surprise) If I'm supposed to take the 20mg of Propanolol 2 hours after or before my 10mg Dex. I would phone the doctor but the practise is closed now. Can anyone on this combination help me out? Much appreciated. 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I find myself incredibly bored with every job I have, even jobs with good pay in industries I like. The boredom is incredibly hard to deal with because I dread coming into work and I have total disinterest in completing tasks. The obvious solution would be to just find a different job, but I've done that multiple times and I still get bored very easily. Friends have suggested I do things to ""challenge myself"" at work, or to talk to my manager about a promotion, but I'm so disinterested and unmotivated that I can barely find the energy to do that. I don't know what to do because I feel like I'm going to be bored and disinterested in every job I have for the rest of my life. It really affects my success and overall happiness. If anyone has found a job they really enjoy or has found a way to keep things interesting working with ADHD then I would love to hear about it.",6.212245989304812,6.355488406417116,7.7619251336898385,69.69229946524065,66.00534759358288,11.505882352941176,31.438502673796787,11.20814326018867,3.6509294117647055,760,27,141,22,11,265,101,187,0.084,0.6920000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.986,7,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,6,7,15,0,1,9,0,20,2,0,1,2,32,32,15,0,4,7,0,2,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,10,12,0,1,7,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,3,3,20,11,23,25,2,11,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,4,5,102,30,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581559595975868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509893396212068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309441956467565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251849361010316,0.1126103906182424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072815900155776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122136626136999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991093775688618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709389133226198,0.0,0.1809839439656764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054306371275332166,0.07672898940238969,0.0,0.0,0.2944942048013561,0.0,0.0,0.2355245043684812,0.0829795776843435,0.0,0.056113828217280885,0.0,0.06103981061212468,0.09008485152390117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143328851397167,0.09621232386754014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105140448260107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6394876361307702,0.09546505065807853,0.0,0.0,0.05902608362983821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586217693550855,0.1049437234229427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693573525578912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445997381447507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376106988277548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577247048358709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632676090464281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270805399122075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262776910008555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861902891921332,0.0,0.08525179635081649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457279885010845,0.0,0.0,0.15259254581323595,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BLX15,2018/11/26,"ADHD and Weed? What is your experience? I used to be almost a daily smoker. It was great, I didn't have any issues with it. Then once I started taking Concerta about 2 months ago, I seem to get really bad headaches afterwards, it kinda feels like my head and chest are full of lead. Anyone else have any similar experiences? Different experiences? Overall opinions about weed?",3.5301470588235304,6.5723902500000015,4.73088235294118,76.28397058823529,80.32352941176471,8.105882352941178,24.676470588235286,8.841846274778883,2.564435294117647,299,11,49,8,8,98,56,68,0.055,0.84,0.105,0.5406,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,2,0,10,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,6,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305281077406964,0.0,0.1700351922526247,0.0,0.19207814195181494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608858025070909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341236914818296,0.19654033486454825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016012032138208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040911195939692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023942806722316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629047934426658,0.0,0.0,0.09698900639660507,0.1370349052825367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021705218179422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114801576063504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968607335615612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002082843299915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371264571100812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310739559764852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428004055616789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288360127376945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462401484684745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576985462719274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422335631424132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656692705157415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lookatthatsass,2018/11/26,"The effectiveness of my adderall scares me I was diagnosed back in April. The effects of taking Adderall on my quality-of-life have been astounding. I can now focus on my job, procrastinate less, and I am less emotionally reactive. But the effectiveness of my medication really scares me. I no longer feel like myself without it. My close friends who know that I take it now asked me if I took my medication today, they can tell if I miss a dose. My withdrawal symptoms seem worse than how I remember being before I started. It seems like this pill has the ability to somehow make me a better person, better than I could make myself be. I’m scared of how much it works and terrified that it stops working. I thought I was doing okay with slight problems in getting started and significant problems on completing tasks. Now I feel like a basket case when I don’t take it consistently. Like I was juggling 20 balls and they all suddenly fell around me. I’m rambling but I’m scared that this adderall works so well, change my brain and then stops working leaving me a mess. Am I the only one who has these thoughts ?",4.96360781990521,6.673278260663508,5.603361966824646,78.37764958530808,69.71090047393365,8.876895734597156,31.196978672985786,9.354420925462401,2.8975803317535536,887,38,162,19,16,287,120,211,0.128,0.757,0.114,-0.602,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,9,11,17,0,4,9,1,16,7,1,7,1,35,37,14,0,5,5,0,2,4,1,0,6,0,0,1,14,8,0,2,11,1,0,2,3,8,1,1,7,2,34,9,15,27,4,22,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,5,17,114,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975949131242026,0.10249026991821814,0.0,0.0,0.08429954098593456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328798276720232,0.0,0.0,0.1939195798262076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223845534720731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597515651763825,0.0,0.11494611190886735,0.0,0.0,0.08753150449741676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127324850071434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332022016133105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086554616688457,0.1566409450154705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470070808110629,0.0,0.057277719600180875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087919403402975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025037989130672,0.0,0.0,0.116083494691524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142408513189663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635920757383286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208835785347772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059146536858257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742888637701353,0.0833793840114805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572563900533956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209804294005064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023248343457095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419065351783748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390393850284841,0.0,0.0,0.19960805352190475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519489935479042,0.0,0.0,0.1833130001714501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394867936847344,0.24728680747201545,0.0,0.09582240473138648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406967888881536,0.0,0.0,0.10391745436893204,0.0,0.121804174695383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857151595682252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568045843914284,0.0,0.3192509564984182,0.0,0.11172344662253772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notyoursocialworker,2018/11/26,"I managed to set the timer! But when it went of the spareribs were still sitting on the kitchen counter... Well at least I didn't burn anything. 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Overall, making my ADHD symptoms worse and adding negative side effects. I hadn’t had a chance to convince myself to stop taking it for the last few months as I’m in a very intensive professional program and I worried that if I stopped taking it during a normal week I would fall behind. Nov 22nd-25th was fantastic, I was a little tired (fell asleep during a university football game) and hungry (which was easily fixed with the excess of thanksgiving leftovers in my house), and overall noticed that my emotions regulated themselves out and time seemed to slow down to a normal rate. Today I decided to only take the 10mg I usually take at noon in the morning and skip my usual 15mg morning dose and see how things go. So far it’s been good, threw the clothes that were in my suitcase in the laundry, put away my dishes right after eating, and stopped myself after only one video instead of watching them for the past hour like I normally would. TBD how this afternoon goes. TL;DR Pretty sure my Adderall dose has been too high for the past three months instead of too low like I had initially thought based on my symptoms and side effects, after a four day break I felt better than I had during that time, going to try a lower dose for the next few days and see if a lower dose is what I need.",8.508524096385543,7.195937111445787,8.389849397590362,71.86953313253014,61.92168674698795,11.071084337349395,37.01506024096385,9.978442167317967,3.6116891566265057,1379,54,247,23,16,447,184,332,0.10300000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.086,-0.5279,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,10,9,0,0,22,0,21,13,2,7,2,44,41,21,0,9,5,0,2,3,0,2,9,0,1,0,14,13,2,3,8,4,0,7,4,2,0,3,20,6,30,7,40,19,4,60,0,1,4,0,2,22,0,4,32,161,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316598627769915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884695187499247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832797855585136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214550753905806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635256241441263,0.0,0.10592103695014676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041153348318033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054551785423032,0.07897970736196523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435182003554545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897738989964364,0.0,0.0,0.18546376284054575,0.1086518040380808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675565620954354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801029404849427,0.09437636283559556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909958995796119,0.12570946608059336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971923382114614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032049322772448,0.0,0.06922085907732435,0.13964178562346508,0.0,0.0,0.1001437363758768,0.0,0.2767801197532427,0.0,0.21441107925119174,0.0,0.0,0.06380748813200943,0.14323086357138692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797790467255866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579792704615456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466012322299797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032342030562157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804149425493997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007191532475286,0.0857227305667354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789285370172444,0.0,0.09423130226028203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361742020797677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874779460277096,0.19574344356535786,0.3539954090964821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511582304636132,0.0,0.0,0.07475514098726772,0.16472213005574424,0.10822685981981406,0.08925579689670607,0.0,0.0,0.06393069874354028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074151403493917,0.07769458296641596,0.0,0.0,0.07553211833612533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562740057653044,0.09596044592218672,0.13378181137090636,0.10295278507384208,0.0,0.0 adhd,horizonhorizon11,2018/11/26,"Difficulty in rembering names of characters while reading. I wanted to know if any one else had the same issue in remembering names while reading . Fiction or non fiction ,, even character or places . As soon as more than one characters start speaking I just can not follow the line of thought. It is a shame because I like reading and I constantly get fucked up due to this . 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A lovely reminder for anyone who’s been avoiding emptying the dishwasher or paying that bill ;) ",4.66,5.678097931034486,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,69.6896551724138,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.7521586206896558,116,5,21,2,2,39,28,29,0.122,0.703,0.174,0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560521905041824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674545333716657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886602121920157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GiveItAWeek,2018/11/26,"Advice on getting evaluated for ADHD under parent's insurance? I've decided that it might be a good idea to get evaluated to see if a doctor thinks I have Inattentive ADHD, but I'm worried my parent's will disapprove over me getting on meds if I do have it. I'm under their Tricare from my dad's prior military service until I turn 21 (another year). My parents have always been against me using my prescribed medication if it's some type of addictive drug such as codine for when I tore ligaments in my ankle. Has anybody had to go through convincing your parents that the meds might help? If so, what are some key points to bring up to possibly convince/ease their mind? &#x200B; TL;DR: Need advice on convincing parents that it's okay to get evaluated and that the meds might help if I do actually have ADHD (Parents are against abusable substances)",7.670904071773634,7.708089285714286,8.243809523809524,67.82063492063492,62.9751552795031,11.130710835058663,39.006901311249145,10.746095033038511,4.48291663216011,689,34,113,16,9,230,98,161,0.018000000000000002,0.863,0.11900000000000001,0.9454,6,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,16,4,0,1,0,18,29,11,0,6,6,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,15,4,23,22,2,15,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,10,4,79,24,3,0.0,0.1119924046726328,0.09223925311070348,0.10304227965504437,0.34078906938637754,0.18473043943833511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864937810430114,0.10241389917096108,0.11485384885835034,0.0,0.09911393107751114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674665977876194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961481732703124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753412449004945,0.0,0.05371869079051378,0.07928006714621989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671140616831686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670315725101226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31497590664483643,0.09522036798222698,0.0,0.3008168100952948,0.09543967061935292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008642162922091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297289839105484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089353276553399,0.10655867823155543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532131936866285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056549755491195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281214246515516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816361427366379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599107152904952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485384885835034,0.06086868364115033 adhd,slongtime,2018/11/26,"Medication increasing/decreasing brain fog? I have depersonalization and I'm nervous to go on medication for ADHD because I've read one of the side effects is brain fog. I don't want my symptoms to increase. However, I've also read a couple stories where people have had brain fog go away because of their medication. 1. Have you noticed any increase/decrease in symptoms of brain fog when you went on medication? 2. Do you have any tips on how to lessen brain fog or brain fatigue? 3. Is there a difference between brain fog, brain fatigue, and depersonalization?",4.170481283422461,7.179512411764705,5.379304812834223,73.01141711229948,76.84313725490195,7.63065953654189,32.802139037433165,8.575989854853784,3.2518705882352945,454,24,74,10,11,150,59,102,0.085,0.892,0.024,-0.6101,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,9,16,8,2,0,6,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,13,12,1,12,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,41,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078962618410483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737210900259718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537924689431834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866117570604634,0.0,0.0,0.11239142810645424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8232802768803247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200202672066114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631472194637868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478282679365368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714706810118902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495434229538966,0.0,0.0,0.06246760170980025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391014700914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442184147755947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163304853261373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437367586540787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545732138170761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zanespero,2018/11/26,Wind Affects on Tower Cranes This is the article which tells you the affects wind can cause and usually do on tower cranes. Moreover tower crane supplier and manufacturers keep their ingredients of making these crane so heavy that it wouldn't affect. clickon the given link to read more. [https://www.krhicranes.com/how-to-avoid-the-affects-of-wind-on-tower-cranes/](https://www.krhicranes.com/how-to-avoid-the-affects-of-wind-on-tower-cranes/),19.687647058823536,26.26204874509804,9.674274509803926,43.87023529411766,41.941176470588225,8.785882352941178,29.807843137254906,9.3871,3.4059301960784314,390,10,35,6,5,92,41,51,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,5,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,0,10,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475564205546208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872463862101763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29081526514229195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43579113095068944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807976074818864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798325131423496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shoobydoops,2018/11/26,Did meds affect you differently as a child? Newly medicated as an adult. Given Ritalin as a kid. Back then it made me feel like a zombie. Stopped my meds in high school. Back on it now 25 years later and it amps me up. What gives?,-0.7548404255319171,1.306331893617024,1.7650797872340434,92.87187500000002,102.40425531914894,4.903191489361704,14.38563829787234,6.6274283507984215,-0.2671680851063831,177,4,39,3,8,60,38,47,0.040999999999999995,0.898,0.061,0.2406,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,5,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,6,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654930163231943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768303098581977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560072004691919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389598337681353,0.1750515339594475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350578601283985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588906843441806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971068502063432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318560297794294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443525680349034,0.246844841526882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479863499052569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048584542920853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779313696996136 adhd,fried__noodle,2018/11/26,"Medication, Emotional Regulation, Creativity Hi all. Long-time lurker, first-time poster here :) I've (30F) just been diagnosed with ADHD, though I've suspected it for many years. I reached a dead-end socially, professionally and romantically (around the same time...), and decided it was time to but my pride aside and ask for help and guidance from my doctor. I'd say that the telltale signs of ADHD (either trouble focusing, or hyper-focusing, other-worldly sense of time, wandering mind, trouble sitting still, etc.) were 50% of the reason I ended up at the doctor's office, but the other solid 50% had to do with lack of emotional regulation. When I get overwhelmed, my emotions take the reigns and I feel helpless to them. They can be nasty. Mixed with impulsivity, this has led me to compromising situations in work, home and social life, and doesn't line up with my core values and the future I want for myself. I know this can be an issue with ADHD, but wanted to emphasize that the emotional aspect makes up at least 50% of my most-pressing issues. So the doctor diagnosed me with ADHD and I will start medication (Ritalin) in a few weeks' time. She has also mentioned that I have many hallmarks of Borderline Personality Disorder (which I agree with) but that we should treat the ADHD first and the possible-BPD afterwards. Her reasoning being that stimulant medication can take the ""edges"" off wild emotional swings, and might be enough to nip my emotional regulation issues in the bud. I'd like to ask if anyone here has experienced enhanced emotional regulation as a result of ADHD medication? As a side question, I'd also love to hear how medication has affected your creativity- it's one of the main things I value about myself, so I am nervous about losing it- but I have such a hard time finishing things, that it seems worth a shot at this point. Thanks for reading, and for any input you'd like to share. New territory here :) &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",7.1440673606858525,8.319247639436622,7.68083282302511,67.48587875076548,64.15492957746478,11.018983466013477,33.18126148193509,10.940254816364696,3.983921004286589,1572,63,257,43,23,519,199,355,0.087,0.731,0.182,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,1,2,2,4,16,13,0,2,21,0,24,13,0,8,1,53,39,28,0,5,9,0,2,2,1,3,12,2,1,1,18,21,0,0,8,1,1,1,1,6,0,2,4,5,29,7,45,27,9,31,0,3,0,1,21,13,0,5,18,179,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395371289274432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974915473210197,0.0,0.1981344851446764,0.22220136519210096,0.041451560121279284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042621225131604185,0.0,0.0,0.054262964695115,0.11396958550672448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677081810084034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373629242788167,0.0,0.0,0.06985982867373089,0.18717039171346575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799640039644692,0.10797625723753006,0.06298291548463593,0.06798105233923422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03082073145504147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369675854981404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031846525366807696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054603799277118864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870083090063782,0.0,0.04085692050647634,0.0,0.0611429380508604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908638719684392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033499330367234806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305439174107013,0.059559168501833924,0.0,0.0,0.0539433478038081,0.0,0.06819316828512502,0.0,0.0,0.05501436009355972,0.0,0.04068800442127955,0.12359781384863708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070292661798301,0.0,0.06466373138105265,0.061547277448400585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588708180879117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130475516555767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322364458845871,0.0,0.0,0.057622274545450464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828366532994916,0.0,0.060971598083753624,0.0,0.0,0.12534399540555693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847394427920965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055491236245763284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851608942909677,0.0,0.12427210202825835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043144335472862415,0.0,0.048678823808854084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166130264969044,0.0,0.0,0.056119269051764516,0.0,0.0,0.08099172353526159,0.0,0.05988807898287709,0.0,0.17771705305771918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719057978087773,0.0,0.048894506684780466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437604078633915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220136519210096,0.03925308769057235 adhd,jonshipman,2018/11/26,"Cyber Monday Disclaimer: YOU DON'T NEED IT! Just a reminder that if you weren't going to buy it anyway, no matter the savings, you're not really saving any money. &#x200B; Now, close that Amazon window and get back to work!",5.643571428571431,7.145183833333338,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,67.80952380952381,6.552380952380951,23.523809523809533,6.42735559955562,0.9817523809523804,179,4,28,1,3,57,37,42,0.053,0.866,0.081,-0.2462,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019354959176988,0.4507575541272526,0.2522658288648196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852456903900161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938115259019666,0.0,0.21082537426772266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27506247552993623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376467652231009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700636279539724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507575541272526,0.0 adhd,Sugar1982,2018/11/26,"Thoughts on Gabor Mate? Apparently he doesn’t discount that it can partly be in inherited disorder, but also sees it as a developmental issue. I still need to read more about what he says re: treatment and healing. Has anybody dived into his stuff?",5.023666666666667,7.571223311111113,6.104166666666668,71.33625000000005,71.44444444444444,8.055555555555555,31.25,8.841846274778883,2.994666666666667,199,9,32,4,4,66,43,45,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.2982,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,6,5,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579493773551371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696792143259001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33666656776396964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391725412714778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492986931229648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226451152788497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565109301957678,0.0,0.0,0.2570368260577999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759509694779553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692515401159262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560748842218761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedditForumMember,2018/11/26,"Best alternative to coffee for more energy on night shifts? So I work for a mining company and I seem to have 2 reverse side effects.... Firstly, caffine seems to have the reverse result for me and instead makes me very tired for whatever reason and I do get enough sleep everyday. Secondly, not sure if it's the caffine it's self causing it, but when I do drink coffee, I do find myself visiting the restroom most of the day even when I have only two cups. This is an issue because my job involves staying in a truck for 10-11 hours a day so I can't really be running to the restroom every 30-45 minutes... That being said... If it is indeed the caffine it's self causing me to become drowsy, what are my options to get a little boost in energy for those long nights?",4.02591800356506,5.168675549019612,5.259382055852644,82.12903743315508,71.2875816993464,7.916577540106951,29.59536541889483,8.296473431620573,2.1441294117647067,601,24,116,9,11,200,99,153,0.025,0.899,0.076,0.8063,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,11,0,12,3,1,6,1,19,18,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,3,1,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,14,2,16,15,4,18,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,10,82,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598670560437357,0.17390319743880275,0.0,0.0,0.16524550422568354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32351144610556715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309851338226687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542517399683363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269920582761527,0.0,0.1040014420701991,0.0,0.1326676028879951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391641364905386,0.13393616453868612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453364680498378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155067272397072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164348274192038,0.15625565064502714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578171923132446,0.0,0.13934794507096712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510637615160168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955327834973913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975611298357905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087348714581228,0.161896034431108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978137792758872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866929864426696,0.3285321277246772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757462042317075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678323728682126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840503858577686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809781457608805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538164232842399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299217364740779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463341349246495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MsSnoyl,2018/11/26,"Shout out to you! Hay guys, finding this sub a few months ago has been SO NICE (besides sometimes being a potential distraction going down the wormhole of comments when i have a million things to get done) all of your posts make me feel so wonderful! Being able to relate to someone about the time(s) i get into the shower with my socks on- or even more serious times when some days it feels like my entire life will be a major struggle of trying to remember everything on my never ending to-do list and the lack of motivation for self starting or finishing a task. After being prescribed all sorts of meds since I was about 12... During my late teens/ early 20s life really got out of control for me and i was left on the verge of a mental breakdown with zero confidence in myself to be a successful human.......fast forward to 6 years later I have managed to stop taking my adderall and have been off meds for about 2 years. I know for some people this will not be the answer and meds can be the only thing that helps- but for me ...Meditation, serious structure and self discipline for my day, and a healthy diet with good nights sleep helps IMMENSELY. And also being able to forgive yourself and talk to yourself like you are giving a best friend advice! Its okay that you forgot something, its totally fine that some days its hard to get started because guess what? Youve made it this far and I have faith in us! Get the thing done! Go ahead and hyperfocus your way through youre newest bizarre passion. I think ADHD is a weird gift and a curse but in my personal biased opinion we are some of the coolest people around. Just a lil morning motivation shoutout and a big thanks to everyone on this sub. Love yall < 3",5.1606068566925005,6.355478395770394,5.5658111125706045,80.79096808091423,68.66767371601209,8.173440168133457,29.19492972546959,8.456263369488248,2.1506520688296336,1363,49,250,20,23,436,199,331,0.065,0.7290000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9953,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,7,0,6,11,19,0,2,22,1,25,6,1,5,4,55,47,21,0,1,6,0,3,2,1,2,2,1,1,4,16,20,1,4,11,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,9,4,28,14,48,28,12,45,1,0,0,2,21,18,0,10,26,177,44,4,0.2094625613340628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258666469894587,0.10234219535353124,0.09283796118744478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375356731105547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323304411458196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384321661401995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990901765350897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746503674962835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262903548268069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435292409272247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276082877996862,0.0,0.0,0.06917402313634181,0.0,0.0,0.10007522683778078,0.09412572195156636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591056465627473,0.07482004783482657,0.0,0.0,0.09572249316254054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091512764617394,0.0,0.218871086097294,0.10046778763351463,0.11904240067276806,0.08784362928155047,0.08376317253399147,0.0,0.11537331316372118,0.10370043368885153,0.0,0.0,0.09381865615768144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039833958092596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057557572894990125,0.0,0.11814144636590265,0.0,0.11379084288432105,0.0,0.14794960161412085,0.10233282710517286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452406978419482,0.09909927006357228,0.06990894309696588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489985285317523,0.0,0.10554449785226472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359550903372377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077522012906725,0.0,0.0,0.09828321221448667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965285831953083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521496623296984,0.09144731460463904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030361647908684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709354019300992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864012485273585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218515133558618,0.0,0.0,0.08663479763096038,0.0,0.1048069163454036,0.0,0.08873847424332401,0.08062725656491003,0.10358191455160648,0.0,0.1482586790101362,0.0,0.0,0.0875600401939536,0.0,0.10948787415213594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874488909290996,0.0841790362497574,0.0,0.09642249214688188,0.0,0.0,0.20873642757190305,0.06710757578766773,0.0,0.0,0.12213930396718968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110566483109716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597883541996888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831308157536391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135766063460696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488702199930286 adhd,ASmith1723,2018/11/26,"How did adult diagnosis change your life? Hi all, About a week ago I was formally diagnosed with ADHD. I’m an adult who still doesn’t know a great deal about the condition. The more I learn though the more I’m able to see how impulsivity and inattention have affected my life - particularly academically - and my relationships. I’m looking forward to seeing what treatment can do to benefit my life but also regret that I’ve going through school and university being held back without knowing it. How did being diagnosed as an adult improve your standard of living or change your behaviour etc? Thanks.",5.852222222222222,8.301804962962969,6.571481481481483,69.32166666666667,68.81481481481481,9.985185185185186,32.37037037037037,10.25414643259724,3.8898259259259262,488,22,79,14,9,160,77,108,0.045,0.841,0.114,0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,9,5,0,4,1,18,20,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,3,8,3,10,14,4,6,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,5,54,12,3,0.1745369126206929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097594513076,0.0,0.15471644208354568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395771059643184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420811228465346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692738215679359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799398930218193,0.0,0.3543025846737108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465479432129967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919334964706952,0.0,0.0,0.19242756233374364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918418452834681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698417491611785,0.0,0.0,0.1541192915085447,0.0,0.14656704835667173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187387325538504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766406736531895,0.27816664397687585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938540387740656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069013936738294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148163047752266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000298340004436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824735540209654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pl8ster,2018/11/26,"Pointing and calling I read about this during one of my Wikipedia rabbit hole excursions. I find that pointing and calling helps me remember things like whether or not I unplugged the iron or closed the garage door. If I literally point to the unplugged iron and say ""Unplugged!"" it is a lot easier to remember when I'm sitting at work, so I have one less thing to stress about. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pointing_and_calling",7.596666666666668,10.47952755555556,5.478888888888887,77.155,65.1111111111111,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.9026500000000004,352,15,56,6,6,100,52,72,0.035,0.85,0.114,0.6864,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,3,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,1,7,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,2,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39545182015580943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698150047631064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979137913396252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460167976560717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462398818557886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242805729220864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491511148695857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936902660600092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387079069802353,0.0,0.0,0.15398860222625424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181152001317636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25728878647160697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097067186576032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quatrlinam,2018/11/26,"Lunexia Multivitamins and different dietary supplements. 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[https://www.futuresupplement.com/lunexia/](https://www.futuresupplement.com/lunexia/)",14.772790697674415,16.93766697674419,12.019550387596896,39.523511627907,47.83720930232558,15.562170542635661,54.02170542635659,14.167174469761472,9.050103565891472,1512,95,152,56,15,457,170,258,0.048,0.821,0.131,0.9559,3,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,5,5,6,11,6,0,0,17,0,13,9,2,1,2,32,20,17,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,7,11,3,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,10,10,5,25,15,4,21,0,1,1,0,14,14,0,9,6,103,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270245083605813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458646170692814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555913066306178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096178599750363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786666801669212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354271594353281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741411786660718,0.0,0.0,0.12428022709239107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700139684371934,0.17558535775073913,0.09931703453751098,0.15655258818347964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714525462419247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112817291382853,0.1244277460860909,0.0,0.0,0.12597112712281547,0.0,0.0,0.09890642491594707,0.15022385674931302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926840229368374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027242904707594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597552269905884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33422228039321505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944839083665925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474319330027036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36086885065270496,0.3996751446026936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwawayerrdayyy,2018/11/26,"Nothing is stimulating anymore I'm sure a lot of you have chronic boredom, like me. Of course it pushes me to do impulsive things or to change my state of mind. I've come a long way but I am struggling with the feeling that nothing sounds fun, even when it does sound fun. For example, I will make plans with people or my boyfriend to go see a movie, go shopping for Christmas decorations, cook together, go hiking, etc. Those all sounds very fun (except for the movie - too restless for that but will watch at home) but when it comes time to do it I start to feel really overwhelmed and exhausted. I know my boyfriend can get annoyed with this and I will usually fake it till I make it, but nothing feels good when I do it. Does this make sense? If there is alcohol involved I can enjoy myself much more because it shuts ou tthe chatter but it's not like I can just get tipsy or drunk everyday! Oddly enough, sometimes the only thing I want to do that sounds appealing is to snuggle and lay with my boyfriend and chat with TV on in the background. Anyways, just wanted to rant. I LOVE Christmas but it's been hard to enjoy anything because I get either overwhelmed or bored very fast!",3.769805491990852,5.657901934782611,4.009313501144168,87.87859267734554,73.1304347826087,6.755148741418765,28.192219679633865,7.475848149327749,1.5591304347826078,935,37,183,11,19,290,133,230,0.175,0.7140000000000001,0.111,-0.9507,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,10,18,1,4,7,0,16,6,0,4,2,41,37,19,0,3,16,0,4,2,0,3,3,4,1,0,18,11,3,0,4,5,1,6,1,8,0,0,1,10,20,10,26,33,7,22,0,2,2,1,4,4,0,6,12,119,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435484693673765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321049662020235,0.0,0.0,0.1105348690058936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376186368401374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420939759405088,0.2314115698522496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350907029439314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387896636230904,0.14980359855217584,0.0887178587493098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037504417673211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053178512996892,0.0,0.22901343038663466,0.11266221539936687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032537515769275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347350744199266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381939622025695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124506699053887,0.0,0.0,0.11886999893201555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419504606682974,0.12123009030420813,0.0,0.2689812500900384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356260799972701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874150710330876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866543243532429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021572942120572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312137908438356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604957398679039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703657315559437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284706089827816,0.0,0.09507320773331067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404216397049231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659610279299674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847401917199873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832374803286016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479357799595146,0.22165804695654506,0.15845219951535305,0.106617883930356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SimplyKaz,2018/11/26,"Does anyone else just not remember much about their childhood? Is this an ADHD thing or an abuse thing? So I'm 19 and I realized recently that I don't really remember much from my life apart from the last 2-3 years. I have a few 'key' memories but this doesn't seem to be the same as what everyone else has. I'll speak to friends and they'll be able to tell me about shows they watched, books they read and school trips they had as a kid. I did all that stuff too but my past just kinda feels.. emptier? I just have brief, not detailed memories of stuff like that. For example, we were talking about favourite books and everyone was able to talk about the books they read as a kid and the full plot and everything. I had a favorite book too that I read almost every day when I was little but I can't remember the plot at all like they can. I feel like the first 15 years of my life can be summed into no more than 10-20 brief 'snapshots' of memory, if that. I did experience a lot of abuse as a kid so I've 'blocked out' a lot of trauma. I always thought it was because of my past, but someone said it might be to do with my ADHD. Either way I've started to keep journals of important dates and events so I can look back on them later in life. Has anyone else experienced something similar to this or do I just have poor long term memory?",3.64924485125858,4.403566014492757,4.568741418764301,88.17991990846683,71.82608695652173,8.564149504195267,25.7581998474447,8.841846274778883,1.5702492753623185,1044,31,234,19,19,339,146,276,0.08900000000000001,0.838,0.073,-0.6818,0,0,1,0,2,0,23.0,1,0,8,1,15,5,0,0,15,0,28,3,0,0,2,43,37,22,0,1,14,0,2,3,1,2,3,2,0,3,15,11,0,2,8,8,1,3,6,1,0,1,10,7,29,4,32,21,12,29,0,0,2,0,18,8,0,9,20,158,44,8,0.1991648975976466,0.2359778359681463,0.0,0.0,0.23935750330708944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971743781709548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286057478426845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392607272147997,0.2040679738074853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657275626857124,0.0,0.06070453649688993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422244122479884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871452720181305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24956507349204846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839025080688074,0.1903105946787314,0.08949828386701635,0.09741074329902186,0.0,0.0,0.10070375646096733,0.07114172131939347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470478007656156,0.0,0.0,0.07693715291702606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851345602953144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117298686343043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101408576848987,0.14595286313797015,0.0998077749444037,0.0,0.08812733351004498,0.08362417651039906,0.0,0.0,0.16932287373338192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564124129165926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640911594109696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012543073485724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988281916711917,0.0,0.06379506665486083,0.0,0.09832565447270017,0.0,0.33842250615252945,0.0,0.09472571295899836,0.0,0.0,0.10078275463761648,0.0,0.09065612133123578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437588570998224,0.07666343424359777,0.0,0.0,0.07048496980785822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799615796503375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008120045675306,0.08703944952427548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231630816657405,0.0,0.0,0.07905734087879357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790439126750519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825566417521847 adhd,AskingJ0e,2018/11/26,"Complete inability to learn and study Hello folks, I am writing here out of desperation. Well, first of all: I am 29 years old and I was resently diagnosed with ADD. My history is quite typical... I was a bad student, hopped from school to school and eventually dropped out of high school. Well, I have to say that I am from Europe and our school forms are a little different. But in essence... One could say that my academic career was a big fail and disappointment so far. English is also not my first language, so my description might sound sketchy. So what's the deal? Well, let's just say that from a very early age on, people around me told me that I will have a bright future. I was always big on talk, accumulated a lot of general knowledge that was atypical for my age and in my early years relatives gave me the feeling that I am intelligent. But well, school proved me otherwise - I felt (and feel) stupid to say the least ... After all the hardship I somehow landed a job that pays not that bad, I have a nice flat, a beautiful girlfriend ... On the surface, things are good. But now comes the other side of the coin: I am completely unable to study - I simply never learned it and have no learning competence whatsoever. No matter what - I simply can't focus. With the help of a doc I have been experimenting with Ritalin and Adderall, and to some degree these drugs helped me, but eventually I have to admit that it was not the big breakthrough. This became particularly apparent while studying for my driver's license - I can't memorize all the things I have to for my theory exam. It's daunting and horrifying... You could hold a gun to my head and I still wouldn't be able to memorize these things. With Ritalin I observed that I had some sort of ""flow"" during studying... In the beginning things were going great, I could actually study and focus. Every time something was right, there was this reward feeling which I never experienced before. Well, not like that. And it really makes me believe that there is something to the dopamine theory. Since I basically lived the last 10+ years like this I feel like my whole brain chemistry is off... This has to change but the meds don't seem to go there all the way. I had to stop with Ritalin due to feeling depressed. No matter if extended release or not - it made me feel depressed in the evening. Well, let's be honest: my job does not pay \_that\_ well. I just feel like I am missing out and I totally should go to night school, there are so many things I am interested in and I honestly feel like a failure. My girlfriend is blossoming beside me and I just can't keep up... I feel like if I don't change this mental trend of mine I will simply push her away with my negativity and I don't want to do that. To be perfectly frank I feel like the troubles with studying aren't 100% related to my ADD but also with a lot of self-hatred. It feels as if some morbid part of me simply does not want to succeed and is afraid of it... I am in therapy - I have had two sessions so far and am going every other week. Even though I reflect a lot outside of the sessions I still feel like this is not really going anywhere. It feels as if I have a map of popssible obstacles, but I can't go anywhere to begin with for lack of energy and drive... How am I supposed to go on like this?",3.9580585516178735,5.511627439137137,5.017654545454544,82.20729537750384,71.98921417565484,8.212030816640988,27.46382126348228,8.784430282132071,2.055024875192604,2604,94,512,49,50,855,275,649,0.134,0.764,0.102,-0.9689,4,0,3,1,0,0,97.0,1,1,0,8,32,37,2,1,33,0,65,7,2,3,9,119,99,45,0,12,23,0,14,9,2,5,5,5,0,0,41,37,0,3,24,0,3,11,23,11,7,4,17,21,72,26,72,69,16,68,0,5,1,0,18,29,0,15,35,381,113,21,0.0573824481211425,0.0,0.055996991848579786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177744606154033,0.047746793648867525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108254461329536,0.0,0.0,0.053912698924497016,0.0,0.09582389462938942,0.0,0.0,0.04882823693408433,0.06465036892817161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405778961818698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140604294214995,0.04942989806716915,0.12032881021651162,0.0,0.0,0.13744564671729725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915878435805625,0.09884683696683023,0.05824197695191587,0.0,0.0599524450550845,0.0,0.0,0.10043153408861166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654542209896823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580113159451461,0.0,0.09669437485351272,0.0,0.0,0.05613104509099097,0.0,0.0,0.3771857689561094,0.24596419441979686,0.05509614896582592,0.0,0.0,0.0976189621160132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282823735239681,0.04812967499220328,0.0,0.06326435163139718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889094660897595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692449081101636,0.060627706955006286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388645100647238,0.051004156454301126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046774353952059235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735488196734928,0.0,0.2523074908732033,0.057512287927404177,0.05066975298615314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635351613049544,0.0,0.05429665986177625,0.038303229702874725,0.05817679586347008,0.0,0.0,0.06373896391565373,0.0,0.05782801121027565,0.060873709383448736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851376301348246,0.0,0.0,0.05384954036805132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021322653638565,0.0,0.03888383191631601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062139599436449276,0.0,0.039781764403172964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061033296921989125,0.0,0.0,0.0735213312559278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900429716308589,0.0,0.18253130363502135,0.0,0.3484446060077524,0.0,0.05223882563545781,0.05986240803727268,0.0,0.0,0.047467354059666296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835162403284562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165139438694883,0.04797429604521526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046121838191271636,0.0,0.0,0.06562183035646832,0.0,0.19061174384976695,0.0,0.056377963932420026,0.0,0.03346016695686214,0.0,0.0,0.0548313882505424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605431381853487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047346529276065516,0.06769130925963089,0.045547516385456455,0.04602873862686712,0.0,0.3611559855112046,0.0,0.0,0.06406545408189339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108572456976592 adhd,ItzDomos,2018/11/26,"I feel like my life is being ruined by my add.. I can’t focus on anything, my mind feels like it’s constantly racing 24/7, and I feel like all I can think about is playing video games cause it keeps my attention. I have a psych appointment in a few weeks to get a prescription but until then.. I’m just gonna he screwed. I deal with depression, social anxiety, ADD... and those three combined is not a good combination. It’s so bad that I can’t play video games with my freinds because they get mad at the fact that I can’t focus on multiple things at once.. we will be playing games and they will ask where I am, and they need help, and what am I doing, and I just blank out and do nothing because my mind can’t handle all the things they say and all the things going on around me.. so they get mad at me and are like “what happened?!” And I’m like “I’m sorry I just can’t focus on that many things”.. and it’s always worse when they say “why can’t you?! We can.” It’s frustrating that people that aren’t adhd or add can’t process what we go through.. sorry for the rant. I just needed to ",1.8731716846701936,3.312368576419214,3.177775224086417,93.7465571133073,77.20960698689957,6.393105033325673,21.222937255803267,7.0608816371341465,0.3055711790393008,840,21,195,9,19,273,115,229,0.191,0.718,0.091,-0.9823,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,1,6,0,10,16,4,0,8,0,23,2,0,1,4,43,41,18,0,2,7,0,3,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,18,21,0,1,5,8,0,2,9,7,0,1,0,5,31,9,19,36,4,18,0,2,0,1,20,11,1,1,10,127,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580169213446188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787059176549137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917399372934298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668240349009447,0.11540679269159633,0.12119559262586507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824371050925524,0.1580542807437199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331756533486193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009442937254304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365280868408594,0.111658458955096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966491391847344,0.2778438213077283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319413277205475,0.0,0.1473544255303724,0.10873560560045856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463993321700627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689473900662907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522969646267885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156833376212062,0.3166769752995908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131434278979308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617982238577971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922523472682447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439276104400795,0.0,0.0,0.1380620189870618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987582494447577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061893399966905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215131901386176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902419965991723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445073486230094,0.08306786676883443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398912459783677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697963921585992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211390051394328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Passiveabject,2018/11/26,"What issues can arise from being totally honest with your doctor? I’m planning to see a doctor in the US to get diagnosed soon. I was “diagnosed” in another country where I was studying abroad but in this country it’s kind of like “tell the doctor what’s wrong with you” instead of “tell them your symptoms and they’ll diagnose you”. So I want to get officially diagnosed in my own country so I can move forward with my life. I was writing out what I wanted to say to the doctor, because I’m terrified of being brushed off, and in these situations before I’ve always minimized my symptoms for some reason and then get told I don’t have adhd. I wish I fucking didn’t but I’m %100 sure I do because I can’t function. Or who knows, maybe I’ll get diagnosed with some vitamin deficiency that messes up my focus or something? Anything would be better. Anyway, TLDR: I was writing out what I wanted to say and the one thing I felt truly expressed my suffering was this statement: “if my life goes on like this, I don’t want to live anymore”. If I say that to a doctor, can they institutionalize me or something? I’m not suicidal, I just don’t want to live with untreated adhd. It’s a waste of life",3.4356789031402037,5.060127176470591,5.210389208314903,80.01742812914642,73.45378151260505,7.867669172932332,28.91287041132243,8.532816995589336,2.2812487394957985,940,39,178,17,19,321,120,238,0.073,0.778,0.15,0.9383,0,0,2,0,0,1,21.0,1,4,3,2,7,10,1,0,7,0,20,17,0,1,2,37,39,14,1,9,9,0,1,2,0,2,16,3,0,0,14,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,8,6,32,6,30,26,4,15,0,1,1,1,18,12,1,7,5,127,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203843543232704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629246637510856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961437513721716,0.0,0.0,0.0909306994475884,0.0,0.0,0.07545210930869807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178534113632052,0.0,0.07802045623932319,0.0,0.0,0.08109133482677143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653112521964374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692371043472761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803567257909357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476486229786209,0.19161455454368612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956993355488461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547982547992394,0.05038979285727423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428763419854087,0.0895890792639338,0.0,0.1619258647757527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921137713916712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745073472864643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213073616685199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427140625125432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187439555741231,0.0,0.0,0.07306414066798915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306210649211998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117310903183514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029271774507363,0.0,0.08641565391897348,0.19059963970669686,0.0,0.0,0.16028018858009355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060913996300164426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761262327201834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029039450281293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27040228991899823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054376499390832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513312676572512,0.10024736146691596,0.0,0.0 adhd,IWishICouldHelp2,2018/11/26,"Impulsivity and Recklessness are some of the most awful aspects of ADHD! I lose a lot of money simply by damaging phones and Tech in general, it's so easy to get distracted and hyperfocus on this wonderful color of the desk you have rather than the fact that your phone is being smashed on the floor. Also buying things without any second thoughts is a huge drain of my wallet. Do you hate it as much as I do? 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This is my first reddit post so apologies if it's not great! I've basically been lurking here for years but I'm having a particularly bad brain day today and need help (if anyone has any advice, I know this is Pretty Specific). I got diagnosed 3-4 years ago and I'm on dex which works generally. The one thing I've been able to rely on is Never Missing Deadlines. I'll do stuff last minute, etc., but I'd always get the work in on time. I'm a freelancer, so that's pretty important. Early this year I: * entirely burned out * triggered a massive chronic pain + fatigue flare-up * broke my knee (and had reconstructive surgery for it) * fell into a major depressive episode I missed deadlines, and then KEPT missing them. This month I finally sent a job I was meant to have done in April. My psych is working on upping my AD to help with the ""not feeling anything"" and the lack of motivation, which has helped a little. It'll prob get raised more next time I see him next month. BUT even though I've gotten back to keeping my room clean, doing house chores, doing exercise, etc., I'm still missing deadlines and really struggling to: 1. CARE about it and 2. make my brain believe deadlines are important again. I've lost jobs and clients because of this. I don't even know what to do now, I'm staring at a script I was meant to finish a month ago that I said I'd have in today after missing a bunch of other deadlines. I don't know if anyone has any advice or anything for this. I'm just feeling really lost and upset and straight-up USELESS because I can't keep up with the one thing that made me such a reliable freelancer. 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Has anyone here taken the AQ test? I've read that other non-neurotypical people can score higher in it than average, though still not above the threshold. I've been trying to figure out whether I just have ADHD or also ASD, and my score always varies. [https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/autism-test/](https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/autism-test/) If anyone has taken it, were your scores? And do you have just ADHD, or ASD as well?",8.083274647887322,12.169413436619715,4.657165492957748,77.48039612676058,69.56338028169014,5.240140845070423,17.325704225352112,6.6274283507984215,0.08157605633802811,378,6,53,3,8,101,54,71,0.0,0.956,0.044000000000000004,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,10,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,4,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.656164368019431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183108388063843,0.22715041699482805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817633698559677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892576167401991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306491868880445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801099992445933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821231412409885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853429988899516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24545173295479936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stegasaurus_Wrecks,2018/11/26,Dammit. I'm in a foreign country for a weeks highly technical training. I left my meds at home! I'm screwed!,-0.4822727272727256,1.5372966818181837,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,104.9090909090909,4.0181818181818185,28.22727272727273,5.985473137389443,1.3450545454545455,85,5,17,1,4,28,18,22,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.5837,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642138211903586,0.4407194653645625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773719502658384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880360726813988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524325381200298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HansMoleMan15,2018/11/26,Vyvanse and trazodone New to vyvanse but was previously taking straterra and trazodone. Is trazodone safe to take at night for insomnia while taking vyvanse for adhd?,9.393333333333334,12.060117407407407,8.030555555555559,61.53250000000003,60.11111111111111,8.362962962962964,46.83333333333334,8.841846274778883,5.3222000000000005,138,9,15,2,2,42,19,27,0.0,0.871,0.129,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160109960753961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343186192113719,0.0,0.3248429825437584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7807963554506604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_N1ng3n,2018/11/26,"Sexual side effects of Strattera: please tell me it goes away [NSFW] This is slightly graphic so proceed with caution. Creeps can stay out of my inbox. I’ve (F) been on strattera for a week (lol). So far the side effects haven’t been that bad and this could be a placebo-effect but I’m already feeling a more clear-headed and productive. But tonight as I was attempting to rub one out, I made a horrifying discovery: not only am I suddenly not capable of, well, getting wet, but it seems like I might also have completely lost the ability to orgasm. I haven’t lost sensation in my lady parts and my libido is still as high as ever, I just physically can’t do anything about it. I can’t remember the last time I felt this frustrated. Those of you who have been on Strattera for a long time, do the sexual side effects subside? I don’t think I could deal with this for more than like, 6 months. 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I got medicated around 3 months ago now.sda 00q Around 2 months I got a dream job as a porter (dishwasher) in a restsurant. 2 weeks after I got promoted to prep chef and a sous chef offered to mentor me, he's teaching me so much its great. Around a week ago my script ran out and I emailed my psych but he still hasn't replied. I was so anxious going into work, but I ha da GREAT day! I thought I'd be awkward like before I gotmedicated, but I was so much more.. wild. More me, more me than I've been in months. I was so accustomed to life based on if I'm on a high or a low. But I don't even think about my mood anymore, whenever I'm happy I no longer think about how long it'll last. I'm always happy. My work ethic hasn't gone at all. I can't wait to get into work and play with my new knives. The classic adhd symptoms came storming back - I still haven't sent a follow up to my psychiatrist. And todays the first day I haven't forgotten something, although I'm now on my way home cause I came into a shift that starts at 3pm at 8am. And I lost my birth certificate. But Im unashamedly me. I'm gonna keep my script for those days where you need it, but overall I'd lose my birth certificate 10 times as long as *I* lost it. Please note, this is meant as no disrespect to those on meds. I didn't eve realise how much they repressed my weird ass weirdness and craziness. But now I'm living pedal till the metal till the gas runs out. But I'll worry about the gas tomorrow lol",1.0655555555555551,2.8013144444444467,2.716444444444445,94.82300000000002,80.48148148148148,5.801481481481483,20.985185185185188,6.742157984588678,0.1828896296296296,1176,33,276,12,30,387,178,324,0.14,0.735,0.124,-0.5165,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,8,19,16,0,2,14,2,14,4,1,3,1,40,43,29,0,2,10,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,18,0,3,4,2,0,9,9,8,0,1,17,0,37,7,39,23,7,63,0,4,0,1,7,22,1,2,32,152,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104908477750335,0.0,0.17856915240287194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380933627056668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378795582153699,0.09988983092840696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26899361183513343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744952163299777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570757983881162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039982009424925,0.0,0.10346993496440114,0.0,0.08676366793122811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487338291120893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652637844347511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567465788939639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262344173384242,0.0,0.057243018686126815,0.0,0.2416713787763557,0.2220942146945985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214442325913494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641903866619143,0.1010330577950243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879777562311872,0.0,0.09995171549377166,0.08952694354538095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210242530703674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114340572719574,0.049208012448337855,0.0,0.08893996941433953,0.17827279977241947,0.0,0.11268291207801885,0.21990140106589212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118946743388317,0.0,0.22376037644032407,0.10146750085482413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411876403021029,0.0,0.222128271429395,0.07468458899362694,0.0,0.09727858941565284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105632532646569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754123787948917,0.0,0.0,0.071292029436526,0.0,0.16087452046163328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468942777841002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907804926931032,0.0,0.07996255497404013,0.1174644062920642,0.0,0.09547332092277387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994897301608453,0.16158731252441386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998192610982006,0.10228876803172296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gypsytaebae,2018/11/26,5 Year Plan Anyone else freak out when people ask you to think about your five year plan? ,6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,4.54111111111111,94.565,66.22222222222223,7.2,18.0,3.1291,-0.7720666666666669,71,0,16,0,1,20,16,18,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938911511523776,0.4306581829284136,0.0,0.0,0.3929339498982853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35111582043694906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29139065316359425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269318250704578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413328730953509 adhd,redwhiteand_lou,2018/11/26,"How I feel like a failure. Hey everyone, longtime watcher first-time sub poster (ish). Anyways, I just got back from Thanksgiving break and, obviously, I procrastinated my homework. Long story short bc I know most of us have short attention spans, I finished all the easy stuff in a long ass time and basically just had a mini emotional breakdown (weekly occurrence) and am now pushing back my most important homework to tomorrow morning, where it's due tomorrow afternoon. I'm going to bed I've been up since 3am and those bad thoughts are coming in so I can't be conscious when the show up otherwise it's just me spiraling further into a distracted depressed state. Idk why I'm posting this, I won't see comments until later tomorrow bc I'm a scrub who only uses mobile Reddit. Annnnyywaaayyyys, remember to brush your teeth bc she let I did that twice today. Good night!",4.350925925925928,6.902691993827165,5.302246913580248,76.28411111111114,73.50617283950619,8.51753086419753,31.78765432098766,9.21078282632365,3.341932839506174,701,34,116,17,15,229,120,162,0.11199999999999999,0.812,0.076,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,0,12,5,0,1,7,0,10,2,2,2,2,21,21,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,3,0,1,5,3,14,2,11,13,3,34,0,1,1,1,6,10,1,2,19,68,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926460655826354,0.16247952191799706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676272131804114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760523954482387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188942948895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185944806011168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983935786199462,0.13901941289570854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552324820532036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105933845949824,0.16321788240911944,0.15563618849408375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694486602344767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989875822783533,0.0,0.0950697704412404,0.0,0.0,0.3444226520645341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261515268909528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799901790348668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636916545445412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043932047880552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506780821641014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097181238887867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276584987644799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544874780963408,0.11347048565441853,0.0,0.18445424335966198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340750139057935,0.16806845434360826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609316393383305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559261193570733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jonchaies,2018/11/26,Failing college I'll keep this short. I'm a college freshman. My classes have been harder than I anticipated. The first two weeks went relatively smoothly. Then I started missing assignments and now at the end of semester I am drowning in missed work. Every day is hell. The stress is absolutely paralyzing. the further behind I fall the more difficult it is to get work done. I tried getting homework done over thanksgiving. Nothing. I've sat here for five hours trying to work tonight. Nothing. I'm fucked. I have nowhere to turn. Nothing I've tried has helped at all. Adderall only made me twice as stressed. I took it for two months and am off it now. I feel somewhat better. This will sound pretentious but all I think about all day is philosophy or a novel I read. My dream is to be a writer. That's all I want to do and I feel at odds with my passion for reading and the crippling stress of school. I don't know. Sorry if this didn't read well i'm in a very low place right now.,1.0511492936235207,3.6613997010309305,2.3575830469644927,90.95750095456282,90.64948453608248,4.935929744177168,24.195494463535706,6.605766666666668,0.917393890798016,778,33,155,10,27,249,121,194,0.11900000000000001,0.795,0.086,-0.6556,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,6,13,2,3,10,0,18,2,0,1,4,20,38,9,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,1,4,5,0,3,2,10,1,5,8,4,17,3,22,28,6,28,1,4,0,2,1,12,2,3,13,98,24,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643506852104052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552246945009462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630873170583656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658964502342444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013955630965241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169974804473264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236510290951874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125669525754332,0.1257502314276424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066448615560852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851524456816707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696785974947956,0.0,0.0,0.06613827564908213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387302331259115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960579562585933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34642182941570765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152753382054016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573455145830292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36113166889800224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277367866596193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179521675942676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471598962201856,0.08518056692236461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135631905133704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077111996256061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370734086233618,0.2451183653655948,0.1309004278824368,0.2351184842853612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929694470615473,0.07098239612717128,0.0,0.09653322395980872,0.0,0.10820429854983993,0.1115607017869924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262837028582438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chivi19,2018/11/26,I have trouble eating I always tend to do my ,-2.4450000000000003,-1.1387814999999986,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,114.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.031,35,1,7,0,2,13,9,10,0.278,0.722,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309076049308472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7758579728535513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DailyHijinks,2018/11/26,"Random question to find If I can relate to the good peeps here Do horror movies affect you, like how some people just close their eyes during a like ""stab scene"". For me that shit is just weak. Jumpscares rarely ever get me. I just respond with a blank unsuprised ""Aah"" just for the lols. Things that do get me are stuff that are like actually real, smthing like footage of 2 dudes 1 icepick or just horrific accidents that has guts and blood in general. I just cant find the courage to open my eyes and just look.",4.7412571428571395,5.882684440000002,4.259428571428575,89.96900000000002,69.6,7.314285714285713,26.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.0971714285714291,404,12,84,4,7,121,72,100,0.201,0.688,0.111,-0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,10,8,1,0,5,1,8,6,5,2,1,24,11,5,0,1,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,9,6,8,11,1,4,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,5,5,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.23483598310738865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767827028932987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398925446287383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514554203198289,0.0,0.0,0.20184261993923186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702703223359342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020822044723132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683377883275666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26957882482867,0.0,0.0,0.2739080662185979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470198719476368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548233139887635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987464605175586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tonytarium,2018/11/26,"Any tips on falling asleep? Hey all, I'm having one those nights. One that [this post here](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/9evyhv/i_wish_i_could_sleep_so_bad_it_makes_me_want_to/) does a **perfect** job describing. And I was hoping some of y'all might have some wisdom to share on how to quiet the beast and finally rock to sleep? I do also have some tips and tricks I've discovered myself over the years of trail and error: * I find listening to **new** instrumental music works for some reason. I found songs with too many words lead to too much word association. And music I know too well will just have me singing along in my head. Some people say they like movie soundtracks, but I find stuff thats too epic and cinematic makes me actively imagine too much and I'll end up finishing the album before the movie in my head is done. So I like music thats off rhythm or has a ""weird"" factor to it will keep my ADHD occupied just enough for the rest of me to sneak off to dream land. [Here's the playlist](https://open.spotify.com/user/crazzedshinobi/playlist/0ZVP5tQQuZ5x2i6Ddlpncu?si=w0VHyYiwS8-HKrZOqNXzDw) I use if anyone thinks it will help. * Leaving the lights on really dim. I fortunately have lights I can control the color and intensity of, and I found having them at a **very** low and preferably orange tone kept my vision just barely active which helped give my brain some information to process. For some reason engaging one of my senses just slightly helps curb all the racing thoughts Its kind of like I have 2 minds working at the same time. While one is focused on sleeping the other has to keep themselves occupied. Do you guys do anything to help fall asleep?",4.835540540540542,8.016102756756759,4.003310810810813,82.8361148648649,75.48648648648648,6.808108108108107,22.08783783783784,7.972316293177498,1.2882891891891894,1360,38,231,23,32,401,181,296,0.024,0.8270000000000001,0.149,0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,2,2,5,14,13,1,0,14,0,21,7,7,7,3,56,35,17,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,4,0,4,0,1,11,12,0,5,12,4,0,3,0,3,1,4,6,7,26,10,34,25,14,27,0,1,1,0,15,14,0,11,12,152,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679715073149947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915614347473261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581500843873623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795432870482083,0.0,0.09174433241249666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486725736068922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244564046387556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250421923023236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756305766656108,0.11408994666258587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874442396975157,0.11519591192690952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212859995317372,0.20379426472577372,0.0,0.0,0.2444795639954265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694852501715746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038969492508804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288357286260513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29890964430929906,0.0,0.0,0.1107317836027893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063368181930802,0.198189602600108,0.0,0.11609659329308494,0.06127036007940581,0.0,0.0,0.11804867507651515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163400805036984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441846312971644,0.11303035727156335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827012845815606,0.11257012632285268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391160060295262,0.0,0.0,0.10767487537433088,0.0,0.10462303219645316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021860072117395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729107415843843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677376389988806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142145090321582,0.2292544850329733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865896684792113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313510387280344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762598470442044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143639187267227,0.0,0.08850825441818595,0.06500898802292167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628900477900733,0.0,0.09198848166546328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024023561582268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232778196287462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179399679529723 adhd,ohgodhereigoagain,2018/11/26,"If i don't think i can do something the best way i know how, i don't ever want to do it. I'm stuck in my bed waiting to get cold so I have to get up, and when I get up to get a blanket I will force myself to do the homework due in 8.25 hours. I don't want to write the paper because I know I can't write it the way i want it written in my head, and I have a deadline but my brain is like 'no, wait for the sign ™'",1.4431023102310228,0.4886032277227734,3.9433168316831697,96.77292904290432,76.12871287128714,6.7333333333333325,23.764026402640265,3.1291,-0.10779339933993404,310,7,91,0,6,111,54,101,0.055999999999999994,0.877,0.067,0.6145,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,12,2,2,1,1,17,27,7,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,16,2,12,24,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356582058248138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471551269767216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629090814820529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130339260574348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921808258394768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170307425310594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193170415631426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588622761087707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505917993371505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813085064312632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509064658114653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41673292306470094,0.3738766438262887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wonderful_Car,2018/11/26,"The more I learn about myself, the more upset I get at those who could've helped me **TL;DR - Medical professionals didn't explain to me what my disorders were and I had to figure it all out on my own. And it makes me upset.** &#x200B; Over these past few months I've been learning a lot about myself. I mean, a lot. You know, growing up I was diagnosed with Tourette's Syndrome at an early age. I go through a lot of doctors, a lot of testing, a lot of medical junk a 6-year-old didn't understand. And the only thing my mom really took home from it was that I have tics where I might move my hands, or my neck, or my eyes a funny way every now and again. And if it gets really bad I'll just cough. It gets worse when you get stressed. That's the end of it. They didn't tell me about behavioral issues. Strange obsessions. Other weird quirks. No, you've just got some tics, that's all. Well, I grow up and have so many problems that I blame on myself. Why do I always shut down when the going gets tough? What's with that irritability? What do you mean it's not normal to disassociate and be afraid of your own refection? Overthinking? No, I don't do that. That's for people with anxiety disorders. I just have Tourette's. I just have little movements when I get stressed, that's all. Then I graduated high school with a crappy GPA and feeling like I understood nothing about myself and life. I'm just depressed and can't get anything done. I can't get anything done. I don't know why it ever occurred to me that I might have ADHD, but after researching it a bit I found an article linking Tourette's Syndrome and ADHD together. In that article it said that somewhere around 70% of people that have Tourrette's Sydrome also have ADHD. 70%? Holy shit, why didn't the doctors say to my mom ""Hey, your son has Tourette's, he might have ADHD too. Lets check him out."" No, instead I had to figure it out by browsing the internet and figuring it out myself. So I go to my doctor and she refers me to a therapist who can diagnose me with ADHD. After a series of testing he tells me ""Yep, you've got ADHD alright. Let's get you medicated."" Okay, great! THat's why I can't focus on tasks. Because I have ADHD. That's all ADHD is, right? Wrong. Turns out there's a ton of issues with ADHD that I never understood. Yeah, those times I felt really weird and uneasy about life? Those depressive episodes? The reason why I'm so sensitive to people turning me down or rejecting me? ADHD. Wow, only took me a year and a half to figure that much out! Sure would've helped if the damn therapist would've at least explained this stuff to me. It would've helped if the doctors would've actually identified my ADHD at an early age. It would've helped if I understood why I had so much trouble with tasks that other people could do in their sleep. Spending my entire youth feeling disappointed in myself with nothing to blame, nothing to fix, nothing to work with. And when I finally do get around to diagnosing my ADHD the fun doesn't stop there, I still had to figure out a ton of junk about myself and my disorder that could've been given to me with a small booklet. A lifetime of struggle that could've been avoided with some of the smallest efforts. Its bullshit.",2.2803493788819864,4.577384717391304,3.57909549689441,87.32466809006212,79.15527950310559,6.509472049689442,23.72709627329193,7.645422480735847,1.2123257763975157,2554,88,506,40,64,832,263,644,0.139,0.805,0.055,-0.9932,0,1,0,0,0,0,96.0,0,6,2,2,32,29,2,8,32,4,46,18,5,2,7,98,84,35,0,7,14,3,4,1,0,3,13,2,1,0,48,37,0,2,24,0,2,9,15,21,1,1,27,7,73,8,75,50,22,64,0,4,1,0,28,30,2,17,25,351,121,14,0.0,0.0,0.04313949929311037,0.0,0.6375363772839314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03535219427680479,0.03678363252857211,0.04789809307744357,0.05371614973604833,0.0,0.0,0.03381811188782302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275692592426969,0.07870692065725399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03691086519259579,0.026948079579853797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048262420218782416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118225958602268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761505736770201,0.13460703730339305,0.0,0.0,0.1519946069141249,0.18099029731420854,0.0,0.0904778919826002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039154139287318535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399876180090247,0.03724616964175957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044704613521584134,0.03158137559720957,0.042445499318810864,0.048426432818085945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048470518722718715,0.0,0.0,0.23096249526154344,0.0,0.07537129839731775,0.0,0.07071249724003828,0.04873819757785725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852365305401236,0.04670695398068477,0.04434306530208528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228091210866336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858984672325599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040897877806116,0.0624491974176229,0.02159722923371653,0.044306867609931036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879153741784391,0.0,0.0,0.029508409222394973,0.044818797602808116,0.0,0.09630841769653643,0.0,0.1336012226485274,0.0,0.14068941506808255,0.0,0.10354903432431874,0.035285478229874684,0.04698487525981219,0.06499422836049261,0.0,0.034095040562857566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043313317567063865,0.16967062242152434,0.0,0.046387642583128934,0.0,0.0,0.06724258828419266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220043124667798,0.12258982782432365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042299975975163516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496010177618331,0.04545199454489311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775240013861442,0.042050828461695895,0.035155053799257034,0.0,0.04473968255058685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537768637609614,0.0,0.0,0.04423876602694216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035303639828186906,0.03695889800520634,0.10127757258165056,0.04621458789457125,0.050606255836064463,0.0,0.0,0.04166442388745306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727745396711867,0.0,0.0,0.10265509783578557,0.029369060435606626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025777364124953763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982308524755925,0.0,0.09616869602956606,0.0,0.04602087986886764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035089332231034234,0.0,0.0,0.03974725852568488,0.0,0.2393387850283961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032183106294299935,0.0,0.045050547038677294,0.1570163552327501,0.04833324024455789,0.05371614973604833,0.056935511647269815 adhd,Saltyscorcher,2018/11/26,"Should I start taking my meds again? I stopped taking my meds at the end of my sophomore year of high school because I was so depressed and anti social when I was on them. It’s now my senior year and I just want to get through this year with at least passing grade so I can graduate. My meds worked when I took them, I just really fucking hated the crash. I made a pros and cons list and there’s more cons than pros but I’m still on the fence. I think I get more done on meds than without them but the depressive episodes are horrible. I also look back on the drawings from when I was on meds and they’re pretty good. Not the greatest but I was passionate about drawing when I’m on meds. I would sit down to draw but now that I don’t take them anymore I don’t even doodle when taking notes or whatever. I haven’t drawn in probably a year and I really miss it. I’m conflicted and need some advice. Thanks :)",1.038492063492065,3.2188166984126987,2.330420634920636,95.18610714285715,83.07407407407408,5.684761904761905,20.032010582010574,6.961326702584282,0.2480029629629628,712,20,159,9,20,228,105,189,0.134,0.753,0.113,-0.2527,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,18,8,2,0,8,0,12,2,0,1,0,27,32,20,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,1,28,3,21,23,5,32,0,3,1,2,5,11,1,2,18,108,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398579609477863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509863739518883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553334967885256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182522057538696,0.0,0.06486852936784493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330715219643928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889770040611267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425055417050587,0.0,0.0,0.07028494786596297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837733469229697,0.1111930619200395,0.0,0.0,0.08925438516481322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506105334493576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243144087505584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893603289451784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069078989731158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7092067880685422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890407634721895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826053127016046,0.11473148139092132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363421053395732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769588989971908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847490720419163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531984589334549,0.0,0.0849817587260883,0.08896624167780197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32003808213945106,0.0,0.0,0.0979710233174131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818531367404894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182290359459445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276529178670237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257857541280907,0.0,0.07747011320840093,0.0,0.0,0.07559291949146664,0.0,0.0,0.2741065758263014 adhd,Greg_Olden,2018/11/26,"I just got published, something I didn't think was possible before I got treated for ADHD. Decided three years ago to pursue a PhD in a discipline I love after finally took my ADHD seriously. Pursuing a doctorate was something I just didn't think I could do because of how my brain handles unstructured tasks (like writing a dissertation). Turns out with the right drugs (guanfacine + wellbutrin for me) I can not only do it but also kick ass at it! I just got published as a solo author and had one professor tell me I'm the most successful grad student our program has had in 20 years. This is pretty nice after what feels like a lifetime of failure - I've been fired from 3 different jobs and was nearly going to drop out of my undergrad after failing an entire semester. TL;DR brain works now, success, yay ",8.049950980392158,7.516616633986927,8.450449346405232,68.54077205882353,62.39869281045753,11.310130718954248,38.732843137254896,10.686352973137794,4.349562745098038,647,30,107,14,8,215,108,153,0.131,0.698,0.171,0.8352,2,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,4,6,10,0,0,9,1,14,6,3,1,0,19,25,6,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,12,2,14,8,19,12,1,18,0,1,0,2,4,7,1,1,10,73,18,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37239212214583306,0.0,0.13733632463086287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389767032905827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444404648954427,0.0,0.13183423732126445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34590681003698875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369920320601913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618691430544951,0.0,0.15857768271619727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796699107011002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833739293404056,0.11068220636161573,0.0,0.16971852331226178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805043526657881,0.0,0.3717356383563593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537443736698108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138219521359567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983060557633314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049847515841275,0.11783144166490607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466058575978255,0.0,0.1576197695230944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323095927195018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854576167042865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541587320605225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854610540093945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213321584607622,0.0,0.1685196299747692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279107210701282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954001148715306 adhd,Hiciao,2018/11/26,"What to do when attempting to focus increased ADHD symptoms? I am a teacher and I have a 4th grade student who has severe difficulty focusing. He probably has ADHD, but performs well in school so it's gone undiagnosed. This year it seems to be catching up to him and I want to help him. He's starting to show signs of depression as well. He has so much potential and I see that it frustrates him when he can't show it. I've been teaching for 12 years and have worked with all sorts of disabilities, but there is one thing I don't know how to accommodate. The boy recently stated, ""I tried really hard to pay attention, but then suddenly my mind went blank and it was 2 minutes later."" Another time, we were taking a test. I could tell he was trying his best, but then he fell asleep. I've heard that this is common with ADHD. That trying to focus can actually make focus more difficult. This is the first time I've seen it in action. I'd love to give this kid strategies because I can tell it concerns him as much as it does me. Has anyone had success overcoming this particular challenge? What worked? What didn't? TL;DR: How do I help a child who falls asleep or loses time when he tries extra-hard to focus?",2.566237947971622,4.822084761506275,4.0149099508822985,84.78573403674733,77.95397489539752,7.169074040385666,23.78042568673822,8.18289091462,1.4977817354920857,954,32,187,18,23,315,140,239,0.09,0.775,0.135,0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,9,10,10,1,0,6,0,24,4,2,3,1,25,37,22,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,22,8,0,0,3,2,1,7,3,4,2,2,10,4,17,6,22,25,6,27,0,2,2,1,25,3,0,3,16,120,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.1230699239902365,0.0,0.454696709390615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224244074746722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881824516842404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687845616940471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323497787929764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069246421919288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862255552118227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103639754429216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727324674966644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098087812079428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259483098696776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906428228679102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930943614224319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109028421708295,0.0,0.0,0.1138235969498782,0.0,0.08418265718380583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273400706603726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541788558513386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545870198403369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359731637100292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079241715157881,0.0,0.12452322270996648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763498466769158,0.10049722582228927,0.1148102440516734,0.0,0.14247390958644984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892647563869113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108164181586654,0.09482268948467272,0.0,0.2204599158945543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378511792444512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061579032049844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424948821211771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438581975893811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267848336551069,0.11690975098164197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362625947500294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242768705231095 adhd,BlackSupremacist69,2018/11/26,Do you guys think that taking stimulants long term have damaged your brain? I've been on different medications since I was roughly 7/8 and I think for sure it fucked me up in some ways. But I'm curious what all of you have to say?,2.7839361702127654,4.57501755319149,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,75.59574468085106,8.104255319148937,24.51595744680851,8.841846274778883,1.6091744680851066,183,6,40,4,4,59,41,47,0.149,0.7609999999999999,0.09,-0.6199,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,8,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,6,8,3,6,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,1,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33638016894004624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148221897165259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785716099143967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983607339125891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666645815172756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035548741882897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962702709368466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492604985732171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839967786347828,0.0,0.2265601219385435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861558693800479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917904985265714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ashleecakes,2018/11/26,"Need support right now. Can anyone relate? (Long) Hey you guys. First of all, this is long, so thank you to those who take the time to read this. I hope someone out there can relate so I can feel less crazy or can offer me advice. Long story short, my behavior over the last 6 months or so has concerned me. It feels like it's gotta be something worse than ADHD. I meet other people diagnosed with ADHD that go on to get their masters degrees and live productively and I'm just like ""HOW??"". They don't seem to struggle on the level that I do. How can I be SO far on the opposite end of the ADHD spectrum where these people are not only graduating once, but twice and I can't even finish my AA certification?!? I feel as though i'm not just failing at life, I'm completely drowning in it. I put so many important things off until the last minute that I'm currently drowning in bills that have gone to debt collectors, in dozens of voicemails/emails that feel too overwhelming to open or respond to, in a 2 year old to-do list with nothing checked off, and in hundreds of other things that I'm avoiding, causing me to be an anxious wreck who constantly beats her self up through negative self-talk. &#x200B; I'm seeing a therapist and I'm learning a lot about myself. I'm trying not to beat myself up so much or compare myself to others, and I'm learning new techniques and helpful skills for managing ADHD (although implementing them has been another issue)....but even though I'm seeing someone, it would just be nice to not feel so alone in what's going on in my life right now and how I've been feeling about myself and the world around me overall.. &#x200B; Here's whats up-- I quit my job this past July. Fast-forward to now and I still have yet to create a resume, nor have I applied to any jobs in person or online. It has been FOUR FREAKIN MONTHS of me basically just sitting on my a$$, binge watching television, painting/drawing, getting high, and feeling like I don't want to leave my house or do anything at all. I had zero energy. It's a chore to even get myself to shower. That alone, or something like getting myself to do my laundry, would be a huge accomplishment for that day. Granted, during this time, I had just fled an emotionally abusive relationship, had just moved into a new apartment in a new town, had to unpack/organize/decorate, etc., and I was also not properly medicated. Maybe I should cut myself some slack because I did genuinely have a lot going on, but I can't help but feel like a piece of sh\*t for wasting the last 4 months. It reminds me of how I've basically wasted the last 10 years of my life if I'm being completely honest. It's soul crushing to feel like the things that are so simple, quick and easy for ""normal"" people to do, like printing a resume....which should take 5 mins to an hour.....is PARALYZING for me and would take me hours upon hours if not days. There is a resume storm cloud has been hanging over my head every single day for 4 months and I know it's there, I'm aware of it's looming presence at every moment. I know it's important, I know it's time sensitive and I know that I'm blowing through my savings, but it's like I don't care. I know I need to JUST DO IT, regardless of how tired or unmotivated I feel, and whether my medication is working or not, but instead I just put on my sunglasses and just pretend that everything is sunny and fine. Or, I tell myself ""tomorrow!"" every single day for 4 months, knowing damn well I won't actually do anything tomorrow, or the next day. &#x200B; My psychiatrist switched up my meds just a few days ago and I already feel an improvement, so I'm hoping I'll start to get a grip on my life, but I just feel like compared to other people who are 30, I've totally already f\*cked up my life and wasted so much time overall. I recently learned about the pomodoro style of planning and creating to-do lists, and I have high hopes about some of the new time-management techniques I'm learning about, but at the same time, I've gotten my hopes up \*so\* many times in the past that I don't expect much now, you know? Each and every time I go on a new medication or begin a new project I think it's going to be great and then I'm left let down and right back where I started. I'm starting to wonder if all of these years of struggling with ADHD symptoms (and feeling like they're getting worse with time, not better?) and the 10+ years of not being able to find quite the right combo of meds....I'm scared it could mean that maybe I have something worse than ADHD. I worry that I'm bipolar or borderline or something else entirely. &#x200B; Here's a few things that I think about/struggle with. Does what I've written below sound like ADHD related stuff to you guys? Do I maybe just have really severe ADHD? It feels like I can't manage my life like a normal, functioning adult AT ALL, even on ADHD and anxiety meds. &#x200B; I lie about things a lot and I often don't even realize I do it. Sometimes it's intentional, because I'm embarrassed about something. Other times I won't remember having entire conversations, and I'll tell someone a story that I've already told them, only this time, I've changed a bunch of details. I-- a) had no idea I already told them, b) don't honestly know which version of the story is correct because I don't trust my own memory, and c) don't know why I embellished the story and was unaware that I was doing it until the words were already out of my mouth. I've lost a lot of friends because of these things and I feel like it has gotten worse over time and it kind of scares me sometimes. Because of my poor short term memory, I also feel like I'm getting stupider because I feel like I can't retain anything new that I learn. I really wanted to try to go into nursing, but I quit before I even started because I know people who are smarter than me and don't have ADHD that couldn't even pass, and I think even on a high dose of meds it would be impossible for me to pass and stick it through if they couldn't even do it as neurotypicals. As far as the intentional lying goes, it's really sick behavior and it gets me into some seriously deep holes. For example, after I quit my job, I gave myself a month off to rest, but told myself that I would be applying for jobs during this time. I never did. The month was over before I knew it, and then I had to start lying to my then-boyfriend about a fake job that I got hired for when in reality I never even applied for one. I was too embarrassed/fearful to admit that I hadn't even spent 10 mins trying, so instead, I went through all the effort of pretending that I was going to work everyday, five days a week for over a MONTH!!! I would wake up at 6 am, get dressed in business attire and then drive to a coffee shop where I'd hang out for 6-8 hrs while pretending to be at work. &#x200B; You'd think after all that time sitting in a coffee shop, 5 days a week for 8 hrs a day, I definitely would've sent out resumes and applied for jobs, right? Wrong!!!! No matter how many times I told myself I would, or wanted to, I couldn't get it done. All I could handle was fooling around on the computer, watching Netflix, online shopping, etc. I'd work on the resume for a few hours, but would always spend my time focused on the wrong things like researching what employers look for in a resume for 4+ hours or creating a good looking header instead of actually getting anything accomplished. My excuse for not doing anything all this time was that I was going to move 2 hours away when I dumped the guy I was seeing anyway, so it didn't make sense to apply for jobs until I moved. It's amazing the lies and excuses we tell ourselves, isn't it? &#x200B; 4 months later and settled into my new town, I still haven't done sh\*t. It's almost like I don't feel a fire under my ass when I should feel one. It's almost like I don't care that I'm ruining my life or that I have nothing to show for the last 10 years of my life. I'm watching my savings account balance decrease rapidly and it's still not enough to get me to take any action. I have this same weird behavior towards everything important in life. I want a college degree, I honestly do, but I don't show it. I never finished my getting my AA because every semester I kept waiting until it was too late to sign up for classes. Each time this would happen, I'd say, ""oh well"" or ""way to go, dumbass, you wasted another semester once again. You'll probably wait too long next semester too. You're never going to graduate or be successful! You'll never have a career or be able to support yourself. No guy will ever want to marry if who can't act like a responsible adult"". I literally can't get myself to look or apply for jobs, no matter how much I want or need to. WHY CAN'T I DO THIS?!?!??? I don't know how to kick my own ass into gear and ""just do"" things because they need to be done and because I need a job and need to pay rent. I tell myself to just find ANY job for now, it doesn't have to be perfect, I can always find a better one later....and yet, I still don't do anything and act like everything around me isn't on fire when it is. I also feel like I've gotten dumber since high school and I feel like no one really likes me once they get to know me...like, I make a good first impression, but people/friends always leave once I get comfortable and act like my real self. I wonder if I lack social awareness or if I'm missing certain cues in conversations like someone with autism would. I often find that no one listens when I speak, and I often interrupt people or blurt things out seemingly uncontrollably (I think maybe because I might forget what I want to say if I wait?). I only have one friend left who hasn't totally given up on me. I don't know why the other people left, but it destroys me and I play past scenarios over and over in my mind wondering where I went wrong or what I could've done differently. If only I didn't have ADHD, anxiety, or whatever the hell makes me a shitty friend sometimes. I feel like people gave me a pass the first few times of me explaining that I was anxious/depressed and that's why I shut down, isolated myself and didn't answer your calls or texts for the last few months....but then they got tired of it and stopped trying or caring. They just saw it as an excuse. I want to be liked by everyone, and I get extremely hurt and take it very personally when someone doesn't like me, whether it's someone I've spent 5 mins with or 5 years knowing. There's definitely some major rejection issues. Because I want to be liked, I have a ton of trouble speaking up for myself and setting boundaries, fearing that if I do it'll turn people off. I always have kind of felt like I never really fit in in friend groups. Like that people tolerate me but actually think I'm really weird or have issues...or maybe they're nice to my face only. I always think people are talking about me or making fun of me. I talk too much and sometimes get weird reactions to the things I say. If I'm anxious about something, I tend to process with every single person that will listen, and I can't control it. It's like I emotionally just pour out and I always end up wishing I had just kept my mouth shut. I often fantasize about going back to the age of 18 and doing things over correctly, or getting really ill in the present day so that nothing is expected of me and I'd have an excuse for not doing anything or moving forward in life. People have said that I come off as disingenuous...sometimes I wonder if my anxiety meds have dulled my emotional response. Like...sometimes I feel that I lack empathy towards others and am emotionally numb towards what they're going through....super rude coming from someone who expects and needs their friends to be there for all of her emotional crisis. &#x200B; I guess I'm just looking for some people to tell me I'm not alone and that they can relate to some of these things :) ",4.848004913213323,5.418639717020394,5.772196474836568,81.29173516974751,69.01664585934249,8.498418911844068,29.36090370907333,8.519470661741892,2.0905475945390837,9452,333,1863,138,155,3119,667,2403,0.133,0.74,0.127,-0.9712,16,4,6,0,0,1,344.0,1,9,12,26,119,108,7,9,88,0,174,29,7,16,22,378,374,179,2,59,92,0,27,33,5,22,22,9,3,11,134,96,0,9,68,11,13,36,65,34,4,14,61,47,249,74,265,266,53,305,3,8,11,2,87,123,4,73,177,1237,383,39,0.03601122970957956,0.02133370930299621,0.05271264827131896,0.0,0.2380317503762116,0.0175948784469454,0.015960891172137278,0.0,0.03606004474278978,0.05594516034072408,0.0993482186511868,0.04319725108237775,0.08989268375350534,0.1560726093799864,0.17503034289060646,0.036733306620298466,0.03776091422745439,0.04132273824113725,0.061023659074218924,0.0,0.012589944557866977,0.0,0.10371960793375344,0.04808644389837684,0.0,0.0,0.016916867864671455,0.027690412806114388,0.0,0.13171266832085915,0.0,0.030642904130456932,0.0,0.0,0.0318490062565814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018385745915167118,0.0,0.055073773067348085,0.01849672633074969,0.01904755305703832,0.03102048574260952,0.03775708920817763,0.0194576730461622,0.02019482810815405,0.04312805499400296,0.0,0.0,0.11612132013987644,0.0,0.015508209690544537,0.01827532006239648,0.0,0.01881203522348612,0.0,0.0,0.015756834897123838,0.07370398164961063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01504138078114232,0.1012694661106733,0.03189526082342629,0.01860461334923957,0.04016204026485235,0.13081792676249646,0.016287109477061974,0.09102304254576772,0.017205136607424606,0.048546856868211,0.0,0.0,0.040522645141084564,0.20939613721181893,0.16722179304939916,0.01728821391806861,0.0,0.06582722311224487,0.045946700391934735,0.0,0.0,0.08346656023171062,0.0,0.17873662153832895,0.0,0.12279607033841032,0.030204510939174114,0.02880147008719103,0.019851253942810152,0.019835214733518968,0.07131355817990699,0.015922305751634367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018478955461025685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024137568190187544,0.07609568268375708,0.0,0.07153455309103969,0.10639142206233422,0.020776062062301582,0.019275383103036597,0.02032614752008497,0.0,0.01879318390279872,0.17867794431429007,0.0,0.0,0.03750015418519742,0.13853581051357133,0.08806187570433249,0.02031111782558271,0.0381306926513516,0.0586894596703414,0.018411961106752226,0.12717898261230884,0.2990855532566645,0.0,0.015899287794935633,0.06373761017133088,0.060480726592174176,0.0,0.0196552555902526,0.06123091945064722,0.0,0.0,0.04807555092585163,0.05476460210926847,0.09044530120381324,0.019613393103736408,0.08000071611345216,0.054416288038332435,0.0,0.019101111957210752,0.018180538179519364,0.0,0.12934718994156602,0.07654847627582669,0.06618099335434309,0.09345654686556452,0.08332224112175977,0.1391194802147508,0.038298351334631664,0.0,0.03528335920735813,0.05183061920186655,0.0,0.01889386391966961,0.07670156872261143,0.07320642368748373,0.06847040730573654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051565190270054434,0.16227674088562985,0.04716542514678471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01941309818190257,0.0,0.0,0.036201232226513884,0.0,0.07660475101204048,0.018010487429883846,0.020494331635505108,0.08074400555267802,0.0,0.01777837245554356,0.0193312919407937,0.02039685164563246,0.07688348352491173,0.017127462971218352,0.042956362874973945,0.03605352314910515,0.01822264350694641,0.04304443153336076,0.03278327104040068,0.056351349516696625,0.020341219691406308,0.0,0.014894430672772012,0.0,0.0,0.018354456843911862,0.10679269325224276,0.0831696119398121,0.1068480809626007,0.0,0.06372233434305632,0.0,0.057517229127344034,0.015053500256667197,0.0,0.05647013425303125,0.020612121203122682,0.0,0.040865116722051696,0.0,0.018714728060921837,0.06768990772192485,0.04341669353913425,0.07868850506343132,0.01657715102764205,0.0,0.020905906629054626,0.14354556526329326,0.08076089674860723,0.03538085035066201,0.0,0.19948515756379212,0.04138961108526823,0.0,0.06882054642969843,0.0,0.04889852226720782,0.01958493851954799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014856517955736375,0.0955816033567479,0.014292018979346871,0.02888603630913382,0.0,0.032378420283739426,0.03338277072185228,0.06498906724884569,0.0,0.02070556847881893,0.0,0.0781052849676518,0.052433208240499546,0.018285575898383068,0.07339703919897111,0.14069739405166284,0.05905893982481695,0.17503034289060646,0.06957015377527644 adhd,Goobidy,2018/11/26,"I feel disassociated from myself, like I’m slowly dying. I don’t know what to do... The last few days, I have this feeling that I can only describe as being disassociated. I feel like I’m not alive. I thought maybe it’s because I’ve been taking my Adderall (10MG, IR) every day for the last couple months. Normally, I would only take it every other day. For three years, I would cycle a day or two with and a day or two without. Just recently, maybe for the last couple months, I’ve taken it every day. It’s as prescribed, but now something isn’t right. This definitely isn’t only a mental thing, which is what I thought to myself at first. I feel dizzy, but not to the point of nausea. I have a light discomfort behind my eyes and in my head when walking or talking. I feel like I have to force myself to behave how I do with my medication, which is more outgoing, friendlier, and with a lot to say. Right now, I feel worse than how I felt before my medication. I have trouble thinking, I stutter over my words all the time, I’m less approachable. I thought maybe it’s because I’m burnt out because school, and work, and my family. There’s high stress and a lot of responsibilities to juggle at the moment, but that’s never changed anything in myself in the past. Maybe I’m just not eating the best or maybe I’m not getting enough sleep. I’ve had a couple cups of coffee the last week or so too, could it be that? I just feel like I don’t remember WHO I am. What I am supposed to think like, what I’m supposed to do for fun... I apologize for ranting. I can’t really talk to my family or friends about this. I don’t know what to do. I feel like something is seriously wrong with me, like I’m unhealthy. I feel like when I talk or go anywhere, I’m floating outside of my body watching myself exist, but I’m actually slowly dying. Is there anything someone has gone through that sounds like me that could help? Thank you for listening. 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New insurance + new psychiatrist wont give refills. I had Kaiser insurance up until 2015 when I switched to medical and my old psychiatrist retired. New psychiatrist with the county gave me refills for a year but insisted I do neuropsych testing or else shed stop giving me refills. I did the neuropsych testing at a medi-cal location and the results came back 6 months later as negative. Worth mentioning that I did the testing with an intern who had a medical emergency in the middle of the testing which resulted in delayed results. The licensed psychologist who was supposed to be overseeing her also went on maternity leave for two months so she was never available for me to ask questions about the tests. When the results came back negative my psych stopped perscribing so I switched. New psych was cool and didmt care about the tests so he refilled me for 6 months before moving to alaska. I tried seeing two other psychs but neither of them will prescribe based on the test results and notes on my record despite giving them my original doctors diagnosis and 5+ years of treatment. The only place my insurance will let me go to supposedly has the policy of no controlled substances without the neuropsych testing. They have 7 locations so Im thinking about trying a few more. Any afvice is appreciated.",6.600687613843353,8.548150553278687,6.816338797814205,70.33676684881604,66.00819672131146,9.684517304189436,37.735883424408016,9.994966539143718,4.3246856102003655,1101,59,169,26,18,354,146,244,0.098,0.812,0.091,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,12,2,0,0,19,1,17,3,0,7,1,26,30,17,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,12,2,22,2,29,13,3,36,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,2,22,118,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402636020941944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995645633507105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991871187034744,0.0,0.0,0.1808190565568682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004944768841256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689537470465445,0.11987768422224462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187270956965355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034513866683393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822057551840488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383719891376621,0.06682177252391631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700343868409705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449716657085835,0.0,0.12023054549586028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689310648931844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154674588734124,0.12496584429760135,0.0,0.0,0.09068270388583538,0.4542267631986781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337738236658335,0.0,0.0,0.08942267880061329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284303902736415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171325492643934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369372177519338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965994319657158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840334261825998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533865477463972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965425877344006,0.0,0.2297114739435773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899514480778516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334012361141732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271473823493161 adhd,stereopaper,2018/11/26,"Bringing prescription from another country to the US Hi, So I have an ADHD prescription for ritalin and concerta, I've brought my initial medication from my home country and I'm going to be running out soon. I brought all the necessary documentation and I also have a student health insurance plan with my college. Will it be hard to get a prescription here? I have already identified all the doctors that take my health insurance plan too. Do I need to see a general psychiatrist or a specialized ADHD psychiatrist? 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I’m actually kind of nervous and a bit scared because I have no idea what to expect. I don’t want my personality to change or something like that. Im genuinely curious as to what happens when going on medication and what benefits/negatives there are to it. 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But regardless, I definitely experience some of the symptoms which impact lots of your lives. I found this mindfulness practice in a book about DBT which had a section on suggestions for people who can't focus or get into the normal way of meditating/practicing mindfulness. Normally, I hate this kind of stuff and find it difficult to believe it's helpful. But I did this practice fairly frequently because it was easy. I didn't realise how much of an impact it had made on me until I had to do an extremely intense course with full days of lectures and several exams - for the first time in my life, I was somehow able to bring my attention back to the lecture instead of wandering off somewhere else or zoning out intensely. I hope it helps some of you as much as it has helped me, a former sceptic. ""Counting breaths. Sitting quietly, count “one” as you draw a deep breath in, and “two” as you slowly breathe out, “three” on the inhalation, “four” on the exhalation, and so on. Count up to ten, then start over at one. When you find that your mind is wandering and you’ve stopped counting, simply notice this without judgment and return your focus to breathing and counting.""",9.59500967117988,8.210211680851067,9.211605415860737,67.0709090909091,59.85106382978724,12.460348162475825,42.64023210831722,11.389717465364855,4.97095744680851,1015,50,171,23,11,328,144,235,0.055,0.843,0.102,0.9095,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,7,0,1,7,5,2,0,12,0,13,7,4,2,0,37,21,22,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,16,11,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,3,0,7,9,2,21,2,39,12,7,33,0,0,0,0,12,18,0,8,12,135,37,4,0.13739528898607115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651224374101284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564849632523447,0.0,0.08375489290894246,0.0,0.0,0.15479744090370115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534599778208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860859496735403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477613376945207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343989567173131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511536100154759,0.1168683626231362,0.0,0.15064684267509582,0.0,0.0,0.07178336771379555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356494028392079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762794981169113,0.0,0.0,0.13646452334031664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307605052228525,0.07550885762951857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409271174457435,0.0,0.0,0.12132255737308445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680856139392777,0.0,0.1300067445177281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41619022464532107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200269261866055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692364228486616,0.0,0.15642544716048587,0.0,0.0,0.18620520726997825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525259370270522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489254431027855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521756854009752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972490927140126,0.0,0.0,0.11486861374614432,0.0,0.0,0.1572847343541621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280631297309346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801162979114236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421523302307267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905798517285364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324441556202514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Whichonesdink,2019/09/21,"Question for fidgeters about lap pads/other weighted products I always sit on chairs wrong. Always. My legs are never on the ground. It’s gotten so bad that I have an 11 degree curvature in my spine (mild scoliosis). Recently I started looking at lap pads on funandfuntion.com. Has anyone else with this problem used a lap pad? How much did it help? What kind of product can I get? FYI: I’m 16 and 5’6, 112 lbs to give you an idea of my size. I also got them big ol’ thighs.",1.3319825918762085,3.818397478723405,2.932088974854935,89.26136363636364,84.85106382978722,5.120309477756287,21.31141199226305,6.574015621080383,0.4586936170212765,369,12,74,4,11,121,78,94,0.11699999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.7919,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,5,4,3,2,1,8,13,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,10,1,11,10,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,3,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929111157682528,0.37310150041850426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676449990990887,0.22971741209002586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719601951228526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728871483686516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713423552655937,0.2150712130932666,0.0,0.0,0.17931167346036564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027523707448145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530923258982967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334677841656411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826990887115647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648113743320936,0.0,0.17291536909725824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145272695911856,0.0,0.0,0.2511531429331809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136854172752365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868854434532426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936351442158007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730128438548421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512538887132865,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cobwebeyes,2019/09/21,"ADHD noobie Hey guys just following this community, reading through your questions and comments has been relatable, I’m from the uk, was a standard naughty kid in a small town and didn’t have any support really in the difficulties I’ve had throughout the years I’m 31 now! So I’ve noticed recently that over the years I have ‘cycles’ that stop me from reaching my goals or progressing in general, I’ve struggled with weight issues going up and down like a yoyo.. which i think could be linked to ADHD for instance... I’ll set a goal I wanna lose like 40lbs, so I say to myself in January I will do this but then I keep finding excuses to not do it and putting it off then realise 3 months go by and I’m like shiii... and one day I’ll be super into it very strict lose like 28lbs after going to the gym, eating healthy, super strict... then one day I’ll just stop and for the life of me cannot get myself to do ANYTHING.. struggle moving, not interested in anything like these dark clouds have fell upon me.. then I’ll go back to craving sugar and carbs and fall back into old habits and this happens at least 3 times a year... I’ll become flaky with friends, get annoyed at everything, start being messy, procrastinate like a mofo.. and basically alienate myself till I feel better again like I need to ‘wait’ till I can start up again being healthy.. And it’s not just the health part but sensory overloads and having to keep up bravado’s with friends listening to conversations in a crowd or a nightclub is impossible to the point I tend to look at peoples lips when they talk to try and focus and had those awkward ‘haha yeah..’ when I have no idea what they are saying.. leading me to escape lots of people outside which has lead to smoking, and over consumption with alcohol and occasional drugs.. which I think stems from just trying to escape that constant roar of overwhelming sensory input... I could talk all night about issues and stuff you guys must have heard a thousand time’s before but this is all new to me after researching and looking at old school reports of my behaviour, the typical ‘easily distracted, class clown.. doesn’t pay attention more focus needed’ was all pointing to this condition, i researched it a few years ago and was convinced told a friend only for them to say ‘you haven’t got that you would be BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS if you had ADHD’ I have many other instances which are similar to some I’ve read here so won’t bore you and seem over indulging writing this (if you made it this far you’re a legend) soooo.... basically just want to know if you were ever in my situation where you started noticing things as an adult and have loved life undiagnosed and just basically struggled to where you are today thinking you try twice as hard to get half as successful in normal everyday life? Any insights and experiences you have will be so amazing for me to read through and talk to like minded others about this because it seems like a lonely path in My life... I’m currently in a stage of my ‘cycle’ when I know I should be doing something to help myself like going for a walk on a sunny day but I just ‘don’t’ and I spend a whole day doing nothing looking at stuff, tidying my bedroom that takes like 3 hours because I start looking through everything I have and all the stuff I’ve got and looking through just random crap I’ve accumulated.. I have a supportive friend but doesn’t fully appreciate the struggle! So yeah any experiences you have with your first time and what you do that others find odd would be great to hear from you! Anyway byee lol and thanks for reading if you got this far! 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adhd,eggsandwich420,2019/09/21,"i’m tired of having adhd i’m tired of feeling like i can’t do things, no matter how much i actually want to. i’m tired of things taking me 3 times as long as it takes everyone else. being the “slow” one my whole life has taken such a toll on my self esteem and at this point i’m just exhausted. i just started college and although i’m trying so hard to have a handle on my activities and assignments, and sometimes i do succeed, i get overwhelmed VERY easily (thanks anxiety) and it makes it so hard to do work, i just fall apart. i’m so afraid of falling behind the anxiety and insecurity makes it even harder to work. i feel like i’m drowning sometimes. i’m going to start attending counseling but i’m afraid that won’t help me and i’m just gonna be this way forever. i’m tired.",1.463504601226994,3.515709717791413,3.802756901840493,85.94376725460123,80.65644171779141,7.0197852760736215,23.070935582822088,8.07648339933343,1.33595736196319,616,21,129,12,16,213,93,163,0.132,0.765,0.102,-0.5698,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,0,4,4,0,10,6,0,3,0,19,35,15,1,1,5,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,1,4,12,4,15,30,2,15,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,73,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.1271989294035177,0.0,0.15665060631812586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994287229600024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888738821833874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609232807067257,0.0,0.0,0.12455122414498952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181374546578645,0.1862384696568323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810042446256492,0.0,0.07407865661391679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352889304000315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736820097881899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206726067517404,0.12736097922443124,0.0,0.0,0.11535214093402807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740139836110233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581933495207172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832584800690807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321913646295475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597934393418198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25783112693008176,0.0,0.18451919165533429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600799601646668,0.0,0.0,0.12000511826440236,0.0,0.0,0.17319223014686158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600582234996907,0.5992543791056645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849640293808475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075491314100042,0.07688146973171603,0.10346261700781308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552669530896847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978693460025145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SoMuchToTell,2019/09/21,"Diagnosed with ADHD, still afraid of taking my medicins Hello everybody, A big wall of text ahead, thanks for anyone who will spend some time reading it and trying to help out! some information about me: I am a developer who works from 10 to 7 pm,never took any medications (other than pain killers), graduated with high marks from college, got a computer engineering degree, and speaks 3 languages fluently, pretty successful in my job, have lots of friends, a girlfriend that I have been with for 10 years and we are marrying in December. Symptoms that I am aware of: 1- I have always had a hard time focusing for more than 15 minutes, then ""trick"" my self by saying ""hey!, awesome job! now go grab a nice coffee and come back to continue!"" but I come back after an hour where I have forgotten what I worked on in that 15 min. 2-I talk too much, like a lot! can't sit where others are silent, try to be funny, want everyone to have fun while around me. 3- In my whole life, I have only finished 2 books (clean coder, the perfume) and it took me 4 months each, and I took a lot of breaks in between chapters ( days or even weeks) that I had to read a summary of that chapter to remember where i was. 4- I have a hell of energy, I do sport (P90x3, Athlean x) 5-6 days a week, walk 15k steps every day, still have enough energy to jump in the office, run while going to restrooms, etc. 5- I can't talk to people more than 10 minutes without touching their stuff and fidgeting with it ( my family always says that when I was a kid, I used to break everything I touch because of this) 6- can't stand meeting, a long conversation where I am not the only one talking. 7- almost always delay stuff. 8- I spend my whole weekend trying to finish that god damn course, mostly finish 1 hour of it, then feeling bad because I wasted my weekend and didn't achieve anything important. 9- have no problems focusing on video games, movies, anything entertaining, or even anything that is so challenging/interesting in my job that I really want to be the one solving. 10- I eat and drink very well, have no problems falling asleep 7 hours a day with 90% efficiency (based on my gear sport) 11- noticed that If I don't do sports for couple of days, I feel so overwhelmed that I am worse in focusing. 12- Can handle waiting till a level, I mostly move around my self or start fidgeting. 13- I don't forget stuff that often. 14- don't remember anything about hyperactivity in my childhood, but remember hard focusing problems. 15- when working on hard tasks that require high focus, I feel like, so sleepy that I can't open my eyes, even with 7 hours of sleep and 2 coffees. What I have done till now: 1- tried every motivation, productivity, organize thing online (Pomodoro, Eisenhower matrix, No Zero days, etc) 2- tried to use to-do apps, mostly forget to use them :) 3- went to ADHD center where they did 2 tests 15 min each, 1 that I have to click a button every time I see Z then A letter between looping letters, another they connected some sensors to my head and made me watch a movie (minions). the doctor said that I skipped 7 times, and clicked 2 times in wrong places out of 110, error latency 12.7 msn, correct latency 42 msn. for the brain test, I got something called (Mean Theata/Beta power = 4.53) (SMR = 3.57) (Theta amplitude 10.86) This doctor(psychology) diagnosed me with ADHD, told me that I can do some training sessions (costly) and that there are medicines that will definitely help but with ugly side effects. 4- went to psychiatry this time, showed him the test results, told him what I feel, he asked me if I can handle staying in line or traffic, asked If I delay stuff, If I had this when I was a kid, then he said you have ADHD, he prescribed me concerta 27 mg, told me not to take it on weekends, told me the pill effect will last 10-12 hours 5- took 1 pill on Friday, felt some tolerable headache, thirsty and some loss of appetite, but awesome focus, talked less to people around me and focused on my jobs, after 10 hours, I felt normal, slept like a baby. This is my full story guys, no one is believing me, everyone is saying hey you are so smart, you are so successful, etc, and that I the doctors who prescribed this medicins where just not doing their job right and they had to do more tests, and that I am falling into the ""false positive"", that those meds might cause instant death, and other side effects, that I don't need as I am OK because everyone has the same symptoms in their life!. I really need some opinions here, I am going to start the meds back on Monday, just still nervous, lost, and afraid that (don't know if this is even possible) my brain wanted me to be diagnosed with ADHD and tricked the doctors? my insurance doesn't even cover those meds nor the doctor visits, but I am still thinking of visiting the third one maybe for another opinion..",6.29424956200117,6.467345158458247,6.57252365193693,78.1873196418143,65.83083511777303,9.533626630328984,31.97111154370255,9.291552404389314,2.7066083940042827,3814,140,722,64,55,1230,430,934,0.096,0.797,0.107,0.8524,8,0,2,0,0,0,180.0,1,3,7,15,40,29,4,4,36,1,68,24,7,10,1,120,116,53,1,14,20,0,12,3,2,4,15,6,1,5,52,42,2,4,17,14,3,20,20,16,1,6,30,24,91,13,96,79,28,131,1,3,5,0,56,44,2,27,65,461,143,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656652555872454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044270947412408564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036132383078746,0.0,0.0,0.03006500772569112,0.0927182126329648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03091337115203743,0.0,0.14552760038265927,0.11807153564336252,0.08266266598237118,0.0,0.0,0.1019866296266166,0.03691435262889857,0.08085187711735557,0.0,0.0,0.049810676667507534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870823321214946,0.04514439160317567,0.0,0.0,0.04541689310322142,0.0,0.0761677531358598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891864957488109,0.0,0.17107469147219515,0.0,0.0,0.13461975533278772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625924719607046,0.0,0.04524322028673389,0.0,0.04330996550175713,0.0,0.0452389078419675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04568179907081602,0.14792091234682908,0.1460047993338009,0.0,0.11174906627554436,0.12673656453899435,0.03973401147595694,0.0,0.04167821229384962,0.0,0.08941767466374198,0.03158435948922009,0.08489901936400902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03415732218368492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537841967721318,0.0,0.07071917834406141,0.0,0.0,0.043775857829539536,0.0,0.0,0.11881316232601193,0.0,0.04537325847965752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926742574133295,0.09342273395480287,0.0,0.0,0.2612336775979591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936306327176305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024297218810332942,0.03603787974707645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245509778319325,0.06479780939140607,0.0,0.0,0.03912535894248705,0.0,0.0,0.04826154780562274,0.11275987735241415,0.0,0.04183353340961452,0.0,0.0,0.044415909096664014,0.04815875858545788,0.14732542019606756,0.04453794854862985,0.0,0.046900902592212586,0.0,0.0,0.03528881209531235,0.0469893145152674,0.032500184593663516,0.0655638180491479,0.034098261952591545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331740992402405,0.0,0.05033453605947145,0.0,0.0,0.11983411765703607,0.0672489415420275,0.0470436393612618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061300705217969424,0.0,0.04619110309150992,0.0,0.0,0.04984127901472561,0.0,0.04497849859407842,0.0,0.1269119177667787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844596256799286,0.0,0.0566454193544121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024739204125032,0.037755967085367735,0.08410960307068334,0.10547512602554716,0.0,0.0,0.03523045665274655,0.0,0.09224346591419587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044242945822723916,0.0,0.0,0.03403580096069316,0.0,0.0,0.06258557099015097,0.04712306182408326,0.14122790163832194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244414899659136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190434984008276,0.06648236554298373,0.1421405636220863,0.0,0.040703564658723095,0.0,0.0,0.029371835302221306,0.028328634630211905,0.0,0.0,0.15467879783152988,0.0,0.0,0.16898208605199247,0.19648026717340272,0.15008189280386955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455237157637205,0.0,0.03647871930505124,0.07823041015770171,0.0,0.07092682238838799,0.0,0.039751013951942034,0.08196811166758848,0.0,0.09872004357394132,0.0,0.04261784286347112,0.0,0.09655844111826127,0.0,0.045054803533679064,0.0,0.04833780689710805,0.0,0.02847044553260272 adhd,nordlyst,2019/09/21,"Ritalin makes me feel like shit after 9 months When I first started Ritalin, it was awful. So. Much. Anxiety. And other things, but mostly anxiety. I was sure my heart would fail on me, I made my doctor take my blood pressure so many times it’s embarrassing. But one day something just clicked. I would take my pills and feel... calm! Good! I’ve been battling anxiety and depression for decades and suddenly I felt at peace, somehow. I didn’t fear social situations, I actually liked them, work was a breeze, I felt less depressed, less anxious, more happy, more patient! But this summer I started feeling depressed again, even on meds. I’ve felt like a bitch for a few months now, no patience with my kids, my husband, work has been hard, after work I’ve been completely deflated, I just want to be alone! All alone! And I can’t! And the anxiety is back. Terribly. It’s like I’m back at square one again. Stressed out, trouble concentrating, cold hands, heart racing (but not really, according to my fitbit). Why is this happening? I am all out of meds now and instead of picking up more I just... didn’t. I stopped taking them instead. And my head feels so much lighter! My heart has calmed down. That cough and lung irritation I’ve been having for nine+ weeks even stopped, mostly, wtf? But not taking them allows my depression to come crawling back in. Damned if I do and damned if I fucking don’t! I have a doctor’s appointment Tuesday, for that cough actually (anxiety has me convinced I have lung cancer now, never should’ve started rewatching breaking bad), but I’ll mention this and ask for his advice, just curious if anybody else have had their meds turn on them. Why is this happening? :(",2.7339765159481253,5.508532750788647,3.4782360672975834,85.80903303540133,81.11356466876973,6.802979320014021,26.471170697511397,7.984000788550335,1.9379828951980367,1330,56,246,26,36,420,167,317,0.281,0.603,0.11599999999999999,-0.9965,0,2,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,5,5,21,28,6,4,5,1,27,18,9,4,4,53,51,24,0,6,15,1,9,4,0,2,8,0,0,1,11,15,0,2,7,0,0,1,8,18,0,4,14,12,37,10,23,34,12,38,0,5,2,1,11,10,5,6,30,164,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.16034328533065678,0.0,0.0,0.08028112913210869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017606023529822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31424258815164835,0.09281201286354357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680403958171217,0.0,0.0,0.18951687670752265,0.06859617619997503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076944660778592,0.08613818400378014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298331969300296,0.0,0.2830406788040231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817869562621066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863014350779685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852549458827916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924474618325882,0.1661605887630895,0.058691704835419176,0.236645681560978,0.0,0.0,0.06988118727241711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595117609049623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890789982982233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529917759673885,0.08745575824556792,0.0735949392523545,0.0,0.08431495642702988,0.0,0.0,0.2920629900638203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605475606401611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773725460342933,0.05483924659686426,0.08329249724685292,0.0,0.0,0.273767783065314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115102392356828,0.0,0.12078707766221905,0.0,0.06336316956515632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134100511267524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263073696590879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433115165304504,0.0,0.0923459082719221,0.0,0.08374689967191094,0.0,0.06324710129087396,0.0,0.0,0.17444966047659513,0.0,0.0,0.13737088342381099,0.09410852573716236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743032159613232,0.0,0.2470820012380497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545802769443809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790536884626982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936128675587443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845727670681118,0.0,0.06589996111768957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826461335644112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942993358517942,0.0,0.0,0.1167214207916662,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LimitedRepertoire,2019/09/21,"Income increase after meds? In need of some inspiration while waiting to get diagnosed (and hopefully medicated). Has your income increased due to your productivity after getting medicated? Did you get promoted/better jobs/opportunities due to this? Would love to hear some inspiring stories!",8.294666666666664,12.401589133333333,8.89777777777778,47.30000000000001,68.77777777777777,11.6,40.111111111111114,10.793553405168565,6.645577777777778,241,14,26,9,5,80,35,45,0.0,0.669,0.331,0.9541,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,11,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,8,9,4,8,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,5,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825295062430797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43629478033792063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137319124728007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764742545565103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512307373775821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30919517066535185,0.5608367619485335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640038783734085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773893343782253,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,timesareshitty,2019/09/21,"long nhs waiting list okay so im 19 and ive never been diagnosed but i have never related to anything more than things i read about adhd and the way people talk about it, i was always the inattentive type as a kid but i feel constantly restless as an adult aswell im on the waiting list after going to my GP and im also seeing a therapist for anxiety and low mood but i feel like im in an urgent situation where i need to get treated for adhd because i am either completely apathetic (at college) or constantly flustered and chaotic (at work) to the point where i am struggling to do either thing, i have no idea what i want to do with my life but i really like the job i have now and i dont want to leave because of my issues. has anyone else dealt with a long nhs waiting list (i'm talking two years) and what did you do? is there anyway i can get diagnosis and treatment in any other way (i dont have the money to go private) or get further up the waiting list any quicker? im literally desperate at this point.",2.266608741442866,3.9405699763033186,4.5845102685624015,83.07248946814116,76.72511848341232,7.342917324907846,26.4141653501843,8.167268648758528,1.7792683517640864,799,31,161,14,18,279,118,211,0.129,0.8029999999999999,0.068,-0.9426,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,2,12,1,18,2,0,0,2,30,34,18,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,10,0,4,3,1,1,2,5,3,0,1,3,3,20,4,26,31,3,26,0,1,1,0,5,13,0,2,11,110,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497249040069368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308536080548608,0.08644955264850544,0.0,0.0,0.1413052894641765,0.0,0.07947993287091737,0.0,0.0,0.0726462953012888,0.1064534315111545,0.08549731586933244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666771954102699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893267399737812,0.22454870321159068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545195746305604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435299939203021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679153311149476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506558419055896,0.07422311513911745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628436591609083,0.0,0.11809265119794607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117285609026687,0.5611259705843921,0.1084401270537007,0.10310045963127187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100105542824599,0.0,0.0,0.07338461169948611,0.10151639070729347,0.0,0.0,0.1838888657937589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770373516310021,0.16026155121586635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202820280486229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643005378823453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392382447259672,0.0,0.06655825147065443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279142850539609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167831297712942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861435303371353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701487049724675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063092569907093,0.1380473847651104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014910108785119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256076181202424,0.16493515542552353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563731341162165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669054301243493 adhd,crumpts,2019/09/21,"My fitness app has been tracking my ADHD fueled pacing as walks and I didnt realise I did it so often I was scrolling through my google fit app today and noticed I had 120 move minutes, this struck me as a bit odd considering I have only left my bedroom today for food and bathroom and not gone outside even when the postman knocked because the door felt too far away and tbh I was reading a wikipedia page about what happens when the queen dies and was more interested in that Anyway after doing a bit of digging it turns out my fit app has been tracking my random hyperactive paces and wanders as walks and logged them as activity. I will put music on and just walk backwards and forwards until I tired myself out. https://imgur.com/a/TPLnLSh Does this mean I've finally hit my goal of exercising regularly?",7.341812865497078,7.823516631578951,6.988771929824562,75.03751461988305,63.605263157894754,8.860818713450293,35.96783625730994,8.515128840125781,3.0107959064327487,656,29,113,8,9,206,105,152,0.05,0.883,0.067,0.3905,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,0,6,0,13,3,0,0,0,18,19,18,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,12,1,0,2,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,10,1,18,1,16,7,4,25,0,0,0,0,1,12,0,2,8,79,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287930122724655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886299898823432,0.0,0.0,0.11605045650821587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156790380542164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975785526725356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166597904931781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257404840989713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827892617754356,0.20854583047189484,0.0,0.0,0.23020145884484486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834743761830795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068423234846881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073735125753185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023378403171676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674249613347635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478829639883573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137883604996586,0.0,0.0,0.1904259003923765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188073473437726,0.360905309209522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707266065026847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vaovslaman2,2019/09/21,"I don't have ADHD? Last year, I took a psychiatric evaluation for ADHD, as I legitimately believed I had it. I take it, and it turns out my complex attention is fine, and they told me I had some attention problems, but they were within normal limits There were some other low spots, like my memory and processing speed, but after relaying it to my counselor, they are within normal limits as well. So, I don't have ADHD... right? But I still have the same symptoms, feelings, thoughts, and habits as everyone on this sub. I'm forgetful, inconsistent, unorganized, unmotivated. I constantly day dream and I can never get done anything I want to. I never feel like I'm making any real progress in my life, and I'm starting to think it's all in my head. Did I do something wrong? Do I need a second opinion? Am I stupid or is there something else wrong with me?",4.148484990619135,5.911058079268298,5.5909756097560965,77.44745778611635,71.8658536585366,8.460787992495309,28.46904315196998,9.057496981413335,2.4898410881801127,671,26,123,14,13,226,100,164,0.142,0.75,0.107,-0.8364,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,3,5,9,1,0,3,0,18,3,1,1,3,36,34,14,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,5,1,1,9,2,25,4,15,25,4,19,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,4,12,90,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065437377850562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955415450434945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156155680541397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828996459591674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182538547353802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060777283134687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377535533589705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736570091055293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342491721055177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207717605657222,0.10036978976827712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340293655798219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418859487270153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452232916558128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923590561644607,0.13727770350554006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378162838194308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417540105957428,0.2167170991587372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531090689773124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443491980778272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991428128127624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998212216871915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632011807525509,0.0,0.0,0.09944321658561753,0.0,0.1121996379386077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602829408947873,0.10563489589086797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002364297516148,0.0,0.11153748512801913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342491721055177,0.15609532240585822,0.0,0.15281841940459598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286770148259119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632204603655212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30721886367701745,0.0,0.0904742942053906 adhd,thatADHDbro,2019/09/21,"NSFW Long masturbation without porn? Ya know how adderall can make solo sessions long af? It’s great. Anyways I can stop when I want to, but If anyone has ideas any one else know how to get the same dopamine satisfaction from those hella long solo sessions without using porn, when partner is busy, unavailable? In a long distance relationship, and I can only bug my S.O. so often for *new* pics before I start to feel like a douche! Help is appreciated! Serious responses pls!",5.302561576354679,7.433133574712645,5.939901477832514,74.61310344827587,69.57471264367815,8.189819376026273,30.81937602627258,8.841846274778883,2.777310016420362,379,16,63,7,7,123,68,87,0.064,0.715,0.221,0.9466,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,4,0,17,14,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,2,8,14,1,10,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,10,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434695257715328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785572954826085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559523892537153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275100730959554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245644847673204,0.1306308944743679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553363897395646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159711932327945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256314459101092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064198462623203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098349168780966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933320096473682,0.0,0.0,0.6472799471564015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220564278263336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660147901641518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390656507873835,0.1390686644933836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631670519598715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294249630489238,0.0,0.0,0.1528740852451538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792709857220055,0.0,0.0,0.10785199403822172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525293546461442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,manukahurts,2019/09/21,"Hyperfocusing on love Hey guys. I do not have motivation or maintained concentration to do ANYTHING. This has always been the case. Unless somebody is standing over me and I'm collaborating, my brain can physically cannot assume any type of urgency or neccesity to complete or even start any task. Regardless of its repurcussions. (Obviously, this attitude definitely doesn't make me exempt from feeling crap and useless about my lack of productivity). The only things I can do to an extensive degree is anything that is a form of procrastination and DEFINITELY not anything I could aim to do as a life/skill benefit. ie. games. I could hyperfocus on games the way I do and actually get somewhere with it, skill wise or competition wise. But as soon as such a level of time is spent on said games that the inevitable question of making it useful comes up... I drop it. However, best belieeeeeeeeeve, no matter whattt. I get fixated and hyperfocused on love and romantic interests and related daydreams. It prevents me from doing anything with my day, or get on with anything I need to do. (I wouldn't have done so anyway). But you can appreciate how tacky it feels for it to be overtly and easily recognised that obsessing about somebody and the concept of love, is preoccupying my mind to such a degree that nothing else matters. (nothing else matters anyways, but you get my point). In fact, the sheer notion of love etc. is quite an intense and painful thing to get wrapped up in, so I would much rather be preoccupied in something less emotionally damaging and obsessive. What is this recognised as? Does anybody else have the same problem? The easy answer would be ""distract yourself"" but I really really cannot, unless I withdraw into a numb state where I have no stimuli at ALL around me (ie. in bed like a vegetable). Any advice would be helpful. Thank you so much.",5.974217032967032,8.05404157738095,6.588095238095237,70.84664835164838,67.75,9.454945054945057,34.35164835164835,9.851270322608157,3.7538634615384616,1494,72,245,36,26,488,182,336,0.10300000000000001,0.747,0.151,0.9479,1,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,0,4,15,20,1,3,16,0,37,9,2,5,3,60,58,30,0,11,14,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,17,17,1,1,6,3,1,1,8,9,0,0,4,3,25,11,45,44,9,27,0,2,0,4,15,18,1,7,5,185,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.10100836447704234,0.0,0.0,0.10114630662933194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612651101931038,0.0,0.0,0.21116589728819676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258891626241876,0.09214359761800983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862470911932508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554857408847816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916252454297331,0.1085256182359242,0.0,0.0,0.16528459263126966,0.0,0.0,0.0667537584217288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058008890586748,0.1059240839630295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594016407454212,0.11643197766105814,0.0,0.0,0.11543819560156066,0.0683657110418974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046729788334526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703919178963552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248867368199728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693788786553103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311039067930758,0.05056852392540105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736781495928562,0.0,0.13818408663585988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451304309585542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217980771022122,0.07674948118150496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986364277683796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872209897060815,0.11013925123030847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784802045709944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904267459478414,0.0,0.0,0.11595206080975726,0.11009294066013617,0.0,0.0,0.13261907790363686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845931170784156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968511118043765,0.0,0.0,0.07326312356216969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529577632141692,0.0,0.0,0.1375315341827256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035604106342968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939722495525401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215941578659867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058622141781745,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bunkychilliams,2019/09/21,"What is your ADHD special talent? Mine is music, lifting weights and get really deep when it's not necessary",4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,75.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.2005,88,4,13,2,2,29,19,20,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6324794600069434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749566101445908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371448043323424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6408603405725988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mercurialflow,2019/09/21,"Concerta v Methylphenidate I usually take Concerta 27mg. Since I don't have insurance right now, my doctor gave me a script for 10mg methylphenidate (Ritalin?) I'm wondering what the main differences I can expect are. I know Concerta is controlled release and the other isn't - I'm a little nervous about intensity and come-off with it. Anyone care to share wisdom or experiences?",5.344347826086956,7.87268046376812,5.99644927536232,72.55380434782613,70.44927536231884,10.397101449275363,33.23913043478261,10.504223727775694,4.302147826086957,308,15,50,10,6,100,54,69,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.8676,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,8,13,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937977756307432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907239867302337,0.0,0.0,0.24562687781636505,0.0,0.0,0.3198139846940236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979154817662551,0.0,0.2918576440963021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789261943355513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567080490180135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28578986144150753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351198328181156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358746109497595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439329907818008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140465601783403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30922722240306083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,giantbucketofass,2019/09/21,"For people who use or used Ritalin - whats is your daily routine with it? When do you take it and how long does it last? I am currently in the process of getting diagnosed and my psychiatrist said that its 99% that I have ADHD due to how I reacted to certain meds that I tried ( and a couple of other things ). He put me on Ritalin to test how this effects me while we are doing other things. Last week I was taking only 10mg which didnt help me at all but I realized that its messing with my daily routine when it comes to food and coffee. &#x200B; I usually have food only once I get in the office and do some work, so around 10am. While I was told that I should take Ritalin after I eat something. So I started having breakfast before I go to work but it just isnt sitting right with my stomach. This will I try to just eat a quick plain toast or a banana in the morning and then take the pill, then later have more food if I am hungry. &#x200B; The 2nd thing is coffee : I usually have one coffee before breakfast and then my 2nd coffee around 1pm or 2pm latest. I realized that now I might give the 2nd coffee up because I think that combined with the meds its a bit too much on certain days. &#x200B; Basically, I am curious to see how others do this? Does anyone take Ritalin on an empty stomach? I heard that for some people it just doesnt work well like that. &#x200B; For how long does it last during the day ? I have the capsules which are extended release so they should be good during the day but I noticed that around 1-2pm I start getting tired even with 1 coffee and Ritalin - so I go for a 2nd coffee which then either makes me nauseous - sometimes a bit jittery ( and on certain days it makes me even more tired which is annoying. ) &#x200B; Also, do you also take it on the weekends ? Do you take breaks from taking it ? &#x200B; If there is anything else around this topic that you think that its interesting, feel free to share :)",3.844291777188328,5.1566832205128215,4.783032714412023,84.72346153846154,71.92307692307692,7.225464190981432,26.781609195402304,7.6298220110432995,1.4721927497789569,1536,52,301,18,29,500,175,390,0.052000000000000005,0.872,0.077,0.8871,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,1,5,1,4,27,11,1,0,18,0,31,18,2,11,4,57,59,36,0,4,12,0,1,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,42,20,7,0,6,1,1,4,3,2,1,1,6,4,41,10,35,48,9,51,0,0,1,0,15,15,0,8,31,221,83,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798725658406228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904794940804953,0.0,0.36776743150376795,0.4124391838889606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039555705012048664,0.0,0.046553049839958775,0.20144046239230126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034485109859586235,0.0,0.09627537841216666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352159332188355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873084141575487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259465079544531,0.0,0.14593426250451474,0.0,0.0,0.05741829648782858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485167889936557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157723552609811,0.047257747515733736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747291228043312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028603958659723858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052173555441244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886679178633519,0.054267984566593666,0.06430111894217733,0.04744900659616517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791829752112224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833855908410886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02763769568738311,0.0,0.0,0.10012697413090366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552306135956864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256750858906283,0.0,0.0,0.060012809945967915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158613786576148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644063712913936,0.0,0.06024618719343713,0.03833392179316263,0.08604947292633351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843831074608433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686940305586461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831125952353449,0.05381190280706697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045079701723309565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355106067302041,0.05595008980161576,0.0,0.08008238156626536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402743527372466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274962350399333,0.0724967270192345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300399091614163,0.0,0.05405594164511475,0.0,0.07681588721207462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771822892258752,0.12460975978903555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045377782481871694,0.0,0.05086405407160577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355291807265355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124391838889606,0.0 adhd,gelseroni,2019/09/21,I got a fucking perm I’ve been so frustrated with school and fucking up.. I wanted change so I found a hair salon and got a $200 perm I honestly hate it and I’m only 4 days in with curly hair! I hate my impulsively sometimes... I wish I can take medication for my ADHD but my career does not allow it. :( any tips on surviving without meds?,0.3880633802816895,2.5628963098591555,3.3275880281690178,87.01279049295776,85.90140845070421,6.366901408450705,21.551056338028168,7.645422480735847,1.0365056338028171,262,9,56,5,8,93,49,71,0.135,0.72,0.145,0.1702,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,5,0,3,0,2,5,2,1,0,12,13,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,10,1,7,9,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490797013072447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094020551467767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924783985500848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336620432322263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813698590995591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724392375091435,0.0,0.38320699574764455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315208038720715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092419330968952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302130901303213,0.2087871614375824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762642950327108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097526760199568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498005591193225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558296333767973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224410723281075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383325117067226,0.1997859966168289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jaiex,2019/09/21,"I met with my new psychiatrist the other day, and he actually VALIDATED my concerns! I'd been seeing a psych for almost a year when I realized he wasn't doing anything to address my concerns with ADHD. I'd asked for evaluations, mentioned how much I had trouble focusing, remembering, paying attention, and he'd always come back with, ""well, you do have a lot going on in your life right now,"" ""everyone is a little forgetful sometimes,"" ""let's address this later on."" It got to the point where I was so frustrated because he tried treating my depression and anxiety only, and after trying 3 different antidepressants and being taken off all of them for different reasons, all I had to show for it was a 15 lb weight gain and STILL depression and anxiety. So I finally decided he's not the right fit for me, he doesn't hear my concerns and complaints, he took me off the antidepressant I *liked* because he didn't like that it brought my heart rate up to 100, and I don't think he knows jack about ADHD. All he'd done to address it was give me a short questionnaire to fill out. So after 2 months of waiting since submitting my request to switch doctors (the office staff is a whole other horribly frustrating story), I finally got to see my new psych this week. And he *listened* and even *asked* me questions about my suspicions of ADHD!! He even finished up with, ""Well, it runs in your family and you have the genetic loading for ADHD."" I could have cried. I mentioned to him that with the other doc, I'd brought in a list to state why I thought I have ADHD, and how he brushed it off and never looked at it. As I was getting ready to leave, my new doc told me that he encourages his patients to bring in lists of any questions and concerns! I honestly felt like I might have finally gotten the right psych after all this time. Sometimes I wish I'd chosen to go to school to become a psychologist or psychiatrist so that I could help others who suspect they have ADHD. I help take care of a woman who is a retired physician (OBGYN), and had mentioned to her that I was 99% sure I have ADHD. She came back a few days later and said, ""You don't have the hyperactivity; if anything, you would have ADD and maybe a mild case of it."" It was so frustrating to hear this from her because she hasn't even known me that long - and when I'm working with her, it takes everything in me to pay attention to her and stay focused. And also, she clearly was not up to date on the fact that it all falls under ADHD now, nor did she have anything beyond basic knowledge of it. I guarantee I know more than her based on the years of countless research I've done. Ugh. End mini rant.",7.130470604961968,6.275571685220733,7.6311409682235025,74.71989265657214,64.39347408829175,10.712760361128883,35.227198407620676,9.994966539143718,3.3554866140612787,2092,83,400,39,27,693,245,521,0.10400000000000001,0.828,0.069,-0.9361,2,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,6,2,2,24,17,3,0,24,0,43,5,1,3,9,71,79,35,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,2,3,4,3,1,29,31,1,1,16,1,2,11,10,7,2,0,29,10,61,10,67,42,10,70,0,2,3,0,54,27,0,7,33,280,90,10,0.0,0.0,0.06349189458363502,0.0,0.6255426097973368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515098276904738,0.0,0.0,0.05203068716844257,0.05413745076267623,0.0,0.0,0.04424492618241918,0.0,0.0995457077705188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062338970230575,0.0,0.12164984582081664,0.0,0.0,0.10005853406267272,0.0,0.11898501298938853,0.07185673639513306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744144952765985,0.06633584744057876,0.0,0.0,0.05604582985184274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389468224712033,0.0,0.07146841628424884,0.08392023006643475,0.0,0.11207696601979014,0.0,0.0,0.1359535287810335,0.0,0.06659451932703435,0.0,0.1331636406087406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762631752521095,0.0,0.0,0.1289200713549016,0.0,0.0,0.06217028107673424,0.05847423758294407,0.0,0.0613354050390214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247047862074026,0.2138193083783734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033992620781904126,0.06241415376912435,0.07395336232284402,0.0,0.1040733085473507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666097888601126,0.07709971572834291,0.08722042917376324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151361227042928,0.0,0.0,0.06889209699044471,0.0,0.0665311077324848,0.04595577051476768,0.0953591736766908,0.06521000506999597,0.0,0.05757851899009282,0.05463635450499663,0.0,0.0,0.055314054745587884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536431446274524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902133510207094,0.0,0.0,0.05193249575945235,0.0,0.04782863458348185,0.0,0.050180432242231364,0.18851413502729414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948318127040215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061505363761152086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457704232675031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689538111354926,0.0,0.0,0.07370345431271964,0.16668979351804336,0.0618896095595368,0.0,0.0,0.06584701386788737,0.10369323488592967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382060965471038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869751976836882,0.0,0.0,0.06934827394421404,0.05195922565443039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132090665624701,0.0,0.09783823715329862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168960671815816,0.0,0.05165258520589425,0.03793863425593636,0.0,0.0,0.06217028107673424,0.07228715020386184,0.08834672292800565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218944311539578,0.07922894641372871,0.1169985182792472,0.0,0.05870904529801806,0.07264027803528253,0.07481899397568514,0.0,0.0,0.04736648374910439,0.0,0.0,0.04621873706325797,0.0,0.0,0.0837966031782642 adhd,herma7KRQt,2019/09/21,"Is there any way to reduce the dose pf Methylphenidate and feel the positive effects? I was diagnosed with ADD several weeks ago. Unfortunately, the minimum dose of Methylphenidate that affects me is 30mg IR. And I don't mean euphoria, or anything extraordinary. I can focus on ordinary things, think clearly, and so on. This is big progress for me, but the effect doesn't last long and I have to take the second dose. My psychiatrist doesn't recommend me to exceed 60 mg a day, so I don't do it. Is there any way to reduce the dose and feel the positive effects? Vitamins, minerals, exercises, and supplements such as NALT, Omega, Alcar, Sulbutiamine don’t affect the effectiveness of the dose. At least not in my case... Adderall, Vyvanse or even Modafinil are almost impossible to get prescribed in my country.",5.9822263450834905,7.864526047619048,6.478961038961039,72.41376623376622,67.43537414965986,10.243413729128015,34.45207173778603,10.436869588844218,3.994774149659863,647,31,111,18,11,210,94,147,0.045,0.877,0.078,0.6931,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,10,0,14,8,0,6,1,24,20,12,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,11,0,15,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,5,72,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217158483888967,0.0,0.2504585529361332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401796785076116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582703970941355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613063878024288,0.0,0.0,0.2538660309448297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165201573041668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293587230660464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067711720823402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038807782507334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134788967934976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724534642132733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825638451202574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805873877684026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616828409709775,0.16026647837562716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970664393386481,0.20063077862633127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,math-math-math-,2019/09/21,"Building tolerance to meds but can’t take extended breaks After trying all the possible combinations of Adderall, Adderall XR, and Vyvanse, my doc decided to put me on Mydayis, I think a year ago. I started on 12.5 for a month, increased to 25, stayed there for 3 or 4 months, increased to 37.5, and have been there since December. I can’t get anything done. I’m a high school teacher, so I have infinity things to do every day anyway, but I haven’t turned in lesson plans on time since school started and nearly have anxiety attacks when I try to work on them every week. All signs indicate my meds aren’t working right anymore, but I’ve been avoiding increasing my dose because if I increase my dose every year, I’ll be at the max dose of mydayis in less than 5 years... I take drug breaks on weekends when I can, but they don’t seem to do much. Mydayis stays in my system so long that I don’t feel exhausted or unmanageable if I miss a day, so I don’t think that’s really helping anything. I’m also on 300mg Wellbutrin XL, which I know can help with some ADHD symptoms because it inhibits dopamine reuptake, but those effects seem negligible. The last time I took a break from meds for more than 4 days was 18 months ago, and in literally 20 days, I racked up $3000 in credit card debt. That’s what I’m like without meds. And then I check my balances/bank accounts and have full-fledged anxiety attacks because LITERALLY WTF. Executive function all but disappears without meds. And caffeine doesn’t really help, just adds to the anxiety (and misophonia, which gets AWFUL without meds). I’m scared and hesitant to continue to increase doses because if I’m going to be on meds the rest of my life, I’d like to not be taking 10,000 mg a day at age 40. Advice? Recommendations? Similar experiences? I’m sure I’m not the only one with this experience, but it sure sucks.",5.672411610129004,6.2852168598901095,6.4343717152412845,77.11932393693264,67.21428571428572,9.517247969421883,34.232680363115136,9.54385415503706,3.1936766841853785,1483,67,279,29,23,489,195,364,0.129,0.759,0.11199999999999999,-0.8147,2,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,5,10,12,3,2,12,1,23,8,0,1,5,47,48,28,0,3,18,0,1,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,9,1,4,9,13,7,0,1,5,1,26,5,43,40,13,60,0,1,0,0,5,18,1,8,29,158,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915481557463954,0.07249179802979867,0.1315193739718096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059324960392093964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025179251151984,0.0,0.073570646738662,0.0,0.0,0.12209430947656386,0.0,0.0,0.1687901397185477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088764065960727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239212885497226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591604238481019,0.0,0.0,0.08602994961636454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750979258487294,0.0,0.0,0.14513247729979342,0.0,0.0,0.03750968618448583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751621173025901,0.0,0.042160506899146334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917202100455626,0.0783795249947896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076961545504967,0.060469904418805225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052398390525780165,0.07248516224125083,0.0,0.0,0.06565055248000741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768123150944128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776390100721585,0.0,0.05453381469068783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026903421961644,0.05642031517742273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363137341274808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457546305043898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504840790203034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335277593785074,0.0,0.0,0.07427117857814299,0.15015644429233505,0.0,0.1350687514087064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273163049749575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050157090908712,0.15814066001787638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983518406405224,0.0771056356465184,0.1673315266381521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928458848843063,0.09506829149920444,0.0,0.0,0.0865146357678187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824212124821302,0.10073220485264096,0.0806909471904636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950597261348783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453233951968206,0.0,0.10801374824173757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331629376089622 adhd,my-fav,2019/09/21,"Pms = meds not working, how do you deal with it? I'm on dexedrine 2x10mg/day which normally works really well, but during pms it completely stops working or works for an hour tops. I talked to my doc about it and we tried to increase the dose, but it still didn't do anything. I've been reading a bit and it seems like it's pretty common for meds to stop working during pms but not much info on why Any girls in here that have the same issue? How do you deal with it?",4.3270748299319735,4.347173408163265,4.747346938775512,90.11789115646263,70.0204081632653,7.757823129251701,25.51700680272109,7.1686216300943375,0.8699129251700675,366,9,83,3,6,116,68,98,0.049,0.7879999999999999,0.163,0.9193,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,2,0,19,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,5,2,11,6,4,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,6,50,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817408509074884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309023031897824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366489537305602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678345716340034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025879676080112,0.3279914946077244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665339989753418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602933373039105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771430728543584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533851864316768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693586663195127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585631075784168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183291814065615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911456215239195,0.0,0.10190528585843678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481273307632478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270347174728737,0.2659818188181005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785565834865514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799911705243527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302439583298246,0.0,0.14353730042356672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790297877772429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,piecentennialman,2019/09/21,"I don’t think I’m okay and I don’t know what to do I’m lying in bed because none of the games I like feel fun. I don’t want to watch tv, even though I have ONE more episode of a cool anime waiting on deck. I don’t want to do homework because then I’ll have to think about homework, and every time I do I feel like dying. I don’t want to draw even though it’s my major and one of the only things I’m proud of. I have an urge to create but no will to make it happen. I feel so incredibly empty and just not okay. I feel like I’ve become a mental health hypochondriac because I keep on trying to figure out why I’m feeling so awful. It’s been bad before, so bad, but this feels even worse. My adhd, possible bipolar 2, depression and anxiety OF COURSE, did I eat enough? Did I eat too much? Am I traumatized? Am I thinking this because I’m a crazy person? Why can’t I just turn off. My girlfriend left on a trip for a couple of weeks a couple months ago, so I was even more bored than usual. So I started drinking a lot (for me). Essentially one of those Harder Lemonades (basically three drinks) a night for a week or so. I know I’m sensitive to alcohol but I did it anyway because I was so bored and like every other day of my life I wasn’t thinking. Now I’m terrified that I broke myself and can’t get back to who I was. Is that the cause though? I know I felt like shit those two weeks but did it have a longer lasting effect? There’s too many factors, I don’t know what to tell my doctor. When did I start feeling like this and when is it going to end. Every day that I go to work I think “wow, if this is what it’s like to have a job then how has most of he workforce not killed themselves”. The sheer dread I feel at going to work means I nearly have a panic attack every morning I have to. But then in the days I don’t have work, I’m stuck like this. Lethargic but full of nervous energy, anxious for NO REASON. I feel like I’m going crazy. I’m having a hard time caring about anything, anybody. I’m scared my girlfriend thinks I don’t love her. I’m scared I don’t love anyone. I’m forgetting what it feels like to feel “normal”. I don’t think I’m okay. Sorry for the word vomit.",0.698596986817325,2.4561457711864416,2.7756666666666696,93.84428625235405,81.7542372881356,5.297250470809793,19.175329566854987,6.199608861193314,-0.15666032015065934,1692,41,389,13,45,571,202,472,0.201,0.644,0.154,-0.9861,1,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,5,27,34,3,5,20,5,41,13,1,5,0,61,98,32,2,5,12,0,13,10,2,1,6,0,3,1,25,9,5,2,27,4,0,5,18,14,0,5,12,15,49,20,44,85,9,39,0,2,1,2,10,11,1,4,33,240,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078854183862965,0.0,0.058162045593783726,0.07012043920744981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050193834411047286,0.0741241159008743,0.0,0.04587819824723571,0.0,0.05399398263589332,0.0,0.0,0.0746443623142211,0.0,0.05045241630841394,0.1095683793105403,0.1999856539320799,0.07246450316572574,0.05583190712661575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689691834076257,0.06740271759153567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519927264778631,0.0,0.1269450454278386,0.0,0.05651245844430047,0.0,0.06809602865521443,0.0,0.0,0.06715777808301238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855169846072226,0.0,0.1342771431983031,0.0,0.0,0.05811372291906095,0.06779586165979043,0.0,0.17334730905768606,0.0,0.2211274334469776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649354484293738,0.2343700237401797,0.06299885609727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03428013154836858,0.0,0.14915772485661524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802143897211444,0.0,0.058776441093673415,0.0,0.0,0.06974364667475139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511086775626257,0.05831992930795591,0.07259116291673705,0.0,0.14423695377053058,0.053483425774398116,0.0,0.0,0.07128881448215182,0.0,0.046344466016916185,0.3205524162586184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578190294058871,0.11843675122072445,0.0,0.04379724720159888,0.06652137507971352,0.0,0.07147189036284651,0.0,0.0,0.06612256255673367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052371742611173805,0.0,0.04823317083493104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157344039881354,0.06428689741656242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338338399619332,0.04990171173515899,0.0,0.07698282421808952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729081954659944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396890065102668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746118456896061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138029916997387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735089420347967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344848265458231,0.09288256590266278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057348732847642414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043590421641596114,0.2942955320118483,0.1933935839529773,0.0,0.07651904108266233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454698128853216,0.07136820086298902,0.06409445516919733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226354910625961,0.0,0.11610090172714968,0.0,0.1578925897103175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841121688190435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433013333382652,0.0,0.06686534439554809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,despistada,2019/09/21,"Tips on making the music stop without increased dose of meds? The first thing I noticed when I started meds was that the music constantly playing in my head silenced. It was truly amazing. That was a decade ago so I don’t remember what I used to do to ignore the music. I’ve been on a pretty steady dose of vyvance for awhile. Lately like in the past week I’ve felt like it’s not working that well. Idk if my diet changed the ph of my pee (something I’m studying right now in med school lol) or I’m just stressed idk. But this past week segments of songs have been playing in my head. Usually songs I use for alarms in the morning. I’m going to try turning my alarms to normal ringtones but for the rest of my study day does anyone have tips for making the music stop?! I can’t focus on anything!!!",2.9857338367154327,4.4931333496932515,3.850920245398776,89.78576215195848,74.39877300613497,5.751580934403019,26.03539405379896,5.8734145424116955,0.7602651250589898,628,22,128,3,13,201,94,163,0.094,0.826,0.08,0.6012,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,3,11,1,10,6,3,4,0,17,21,6,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,1,3,2,4,0,2,4,4,1,1,6,3,12,6,22,15,3,27,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,2,17,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174551211414547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603281114791068,0.0,0.11302087125683348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528976336225233,0.0,0.0,0.1484180515991458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857431226947468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018902410644673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186998359267166,0.0,0.0,0.11682314621079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805469792653864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819052986044265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549279056299205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419685528049324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335387744059567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576684369165953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345661275889758,0.0,0.1563649260976294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622172086752589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972632230752408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555818608329784,0.11728942919177167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899756861318302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573268214103204,0.0,0.0,0.09721146700438724,0.0,0.0,0.2296483420747435,0.15732494668438307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124400890388984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324629136997284,0.14938879941420832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372390081524963,0.1512629534142033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033514579326455,0.0,0.1234870696246668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239291292788408,0.0,0.0999867068853094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AccountForRoasts,2019/09/21,"How do you regain your passion for a project? I started an awesome project to help others. Used to work on it all day, now I just play mobile games and watch YouTube. Anyone have a life hack for when this happens?",2.5478571428571435,4.7607673571428615,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,77.80952380952381,4.2,27.16666666666667,3.1291,0.3951238095238097,167,7,34,0,4,50,37,42,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,5,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332891064688678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30703669676022344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210021171735988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191110467919503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362742920212443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369767932878304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411186265743761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465969694305837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YuckingMyYum,2019/09/21,"Why is so commonly assumed that ADHD isn't a legit condition? It's so super annoying that people automatically assume Adderall is only used recreationally or compared to meth. If only they had to live in the hell that is my impulsive, erratic brain... Annoys me to no end the stigma that exists around something that has been used to successfully and safely treat ADHD for years. If I didn't have to take it to function normally, I'd love not going to the doctor for $150 monthly appointments and drug tests... Joe Rogan speaks negatively on his podcast quite a bit about adhd, and while I love his podcast I think he's misinformed and therefore there are loads of listeners that follow him like he's Oprah for men who are also misinformed.",8.803012422360249,8.135138659420292,9.114513457556939,64.82934782608699,60.95652173913044,11.943685300207038,36.38095238095238,11.20814326018867,4.247460455486543,597,23,97,14,7,199,97,138,0.114,0.725,0.16,0.8486,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,6,10,3,0,5,0,11,5,1,3,0,17,20,11,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,2,9,7,15,17,1,10,1,0,0,2,12,3,1,5,6,64,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013225242444625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337636224413568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847229394739506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208391794515846,0.0,0.0,0.1861850665782309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070954116907727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341541314212368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772029775727802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478666320907164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148178433257254,0.0,0.1472725079878653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010564678517894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312465669021242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634119989437366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536920832410733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156263820239804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739432657044432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839775693868036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540011356798514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686785799033402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880940489574201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049578083268306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740283002749744 adhd,PossiblyADoucheBag,2019/09/21,"I just finished a book! I'm just excited because I don't 'finish' books too often. It also helped that it was such a good read, I couldn't put it down. The book was 'Just Kids' by Patti Smith. (If you are any interested in Robert Mapplethorpe, Patti Smith, or the starving artist life of the late 60s and 70s, I would highly recommend!) On that note, has anyone else here been reading anything interesting? I would love a recommendation.",4.013850174216029,6.125028085365857,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,73.02439024390246,7.612543554006969,25.12891986062717,8.418075326091056,1.6871651567944252,341,11,64,6,7,110,62,82,0.034,0.78,0.18600000000000005,0.9133,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,5,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,3,42,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823679735947014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857306607183695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332979938876208,0.2539916433666561,0.203991580664212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111087445011587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707950708935333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079175884238248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615481636587115,0.2619084093917793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796296649193678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750913790075744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372956124733814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249196979804283,0.0,0.0,0.4959122987026854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521865618940646,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,manticpedantic,2019/09/21,"why is it so easy for me to switch between wanting to do everything with everyone to wanting to do nothing and be alone? I have this bad habit of flaking on my plans, and not even just with friends either I also sometimes cancel on my family. I hate it because I’m always aware of what I’m doing and yet my mood goes from wanting to hang out with people to wanting to lie on my bed and be lazy. I love my friends and am so grateful for their patience with me thus far, but I feel like I don’t have the energy I used to have. I’m swamped with college and financial stress and being unmedicated and my mom moved to a different state so I’ve been doing my best to do all this on my own but it’s hard. by the time the evening comes I just want to sleep. I’d like to make it up to my friends and get out of this habit for good, I just don’t know where to start. Any tips on maintaining motivation and sticking through with plans?",3.554686028257457,4.016222459183673,4.6185714285714266,88.80335164835165,71.85714285714286,7.8675039246467815,28.342229199372053,7.882392219407189,1.4854023547880684,726,26,166,9,13,238,107,196,0.062,0.746,0.192,0.981,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,11,12,1,1,4,0,16,2,1,4,1,38,33,16,0,5,7,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,19,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,2,21,8,38,29,4,17,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,5,115,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189333916933185,0.0,0.12500361386168932,0.13006510885941786,0.0,0.0,0.10629833986126128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051499727878094,0.09528707914813432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404106527965498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346499855109909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331403004404216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206486795846687,0.0,0.0,0.14936396638832633,0.1404842298548066,0.0,0.1473581785058259,0.0,0.07903665332246014,0.11167018515070724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623015841565171,0.0,0.0816671982173087,0.0,0.0,0.13110810043634832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002592897090074,0.1543269286821176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590564972904327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273347291968425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410787707233477,0.0,0.10434027837783096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307213692419574,0.0,0.16613619959004264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499867363450238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836789493698556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564260928996375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545977570313517,0.0,0.11063929130204862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905624862658606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114748708999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500442149488667,0.0,0.0,0.4609878923199293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104835488455747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheLushan,2019/09/21,"I think I've got ADD. Can you guys help me? I forget everything, even needing to go to the toilet. My parents would tell me to go get something from the kitchen, I would stop along the way to take a pee and go back empty handed because I completely forgot why they sent me in the first place. I also cannot concentrate. I've tried reading a book tens of times now. And the longest I've gone without completely losing track of what I was reading is about 5 pages I think. I've never actually read a book front to back because of that. I can't concentrate on conversations either. My mind just drifts off. Especially when I'm in big groups. It's extremely annoying and it makes me feel useless. Like I won't be able to achieve anything in life. I've discovered smoking helps me concentrate a little, but it's really bad for me. I can feel my lungs crying for help and I think I'm actually addicted to cigarettes now. I went to a psychiatrist a few years ago because I had depression and anxiety (I discovered after he told me that. I'm fine now.) but I never thought about having ADD until now. Is it ADD or am I just stupid? P.S. I'm posting this here because it's a bigger community and r/ADD won't let me post it fot some reason.",2.3172626086956534,4.338026927999998,4.22513043478261,84.13039130434788,77.72,7.707826086956523,26.069565217391304,8.587818076936951,1.9624713043478264,972,38,197,21,23,330,141,250,0.126,0.82,0.054000000000000006,-0.9577,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,14,8,2,0,12,0,16,6,3,2,2,35,39,12,0,3,7,1,3,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,10,1,2,7,5,0,8,7,6,0,2,9,3,29,2,25,24,4,36,0,3,0,0,13,9,0,2,17,120,39,6,0.11539448104764978,0.0,0.22521673529699124,0.12579701720706876,0.0,0.0,0.10229024494416797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228092480292782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827646215286804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495982565522032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746246609883246,0.09634957164409416,0.28137361837518904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197783581316884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267554189234538,0.0,0.0,0.0993890974371513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621696642070235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370911888653647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669383366780135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815448662983292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060288853615831126,0.0,0.19674402853871598,0.0,0.09229150798026498,0.0,0.0,0.11425867853163943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320394647049228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179986750865104,0.08150653458419095,0.05637591463950065,0.11565558522764685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909690752720748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702671215213659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651553058931152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556354553867214,0.17799867525610374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813191518728065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205626722314801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103202972577188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462771252991345,0.0,0.0739246594036848,0.11864474544066295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883630917474608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647495317865694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867622887274739,0.0,0.1008598626532827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218203720912232,0.0,0.09161032826322033,0.06728744987671938,0.0,0.0,0.11026437176287496,0.0,0.07834527793868097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159476788465096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697184001900603,0.10412557068214208,0.0,0.0,0.11123616186827537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394585701369166,0.0,0.0,0.07431026243801239 adhd,Illustrious_Tell,2019/09/21,What if everyone is a little ADHD and our world is just too demanding and competitive... lately I've been wondering why everyone keeps on doing everything without even thinking.. just drunk thoughts from someone who has terrible adhd lately,8.43341666666667,10.938416175,8.490000000000002,57.94166666666669,62.25,12.333333333333336,40.833333333333336,11.855464076750405,6.3453333333333335,197,11,24,7,3,64,34,40,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097213070156206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400667862691929,0.0,0.0,0.4052739676771595,0.1905901490367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884929190540488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784366144224616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254461962578272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968179877576007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588254735984412,0.0,0.1683557463841768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135547816728407,0.0,0.0,0.20442287907141155,0.2299752063704601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tavuto,2019/09/21,"Today I left my wallet on a public bench because I got distracted by candles Three hours ago, I ride the bike to the next ATM. I withdraw money. Thinking to myself ""Wow, it would really suck if I lost the wallet with all the money in it"", I tuck it into my backpack, make sure it is safely stored. All good. I get back onto the bike, about to drive home, when I see it. The candle store. Now, I don't need any candles. I have plenty at home! Nonetheless, I see the candles, and my brain makes the same screeching noise as my bike brakes when I stop it. Because I am worried about my bike getting stolen, I walk a few metres and am in the process of locking it on a street pole. ""Hm"", I think to myself, ""I will need my wallet to buy a candle."" I remove the wallet from its safe habitat, the backpack, and place it next to the backpack on a bench, then continue to lock the bike. A few seconds later, I realise that I obviously can't just leave the backpack out here. I take the backpack. I go to the candle store. I spend 10 minutes sniffing various candles and being all very excited about it, and then end up choosing two. The cashier asks me for my credit card. I grab into my backpack. The wallet is very much not there, most likely to be encounted for by me having forgotten it on the bench outside, which I'm realising just now. Now, all of this took place in the inner city, surrounded by bars and supermarkets, and an intense amount of people. The wallet was, against all hopes yet unsurprisingly, not on the bench anymore. But this isn't the best part. The best part is that I am currently all alone in a foreign country, that all the money I have (/had) in my possession as well as all my cards are in this wallet, that I haven't payed this week's rent, which was also in the wallet, and that I am technically flying on a 3 week vacation in 4 days. Guys, I just wanted a calm evening with some tea and snacks, instead I spent it running around in the city, talking to various credit card service hotlines and crying on the very bench I lost my wallet on. I ""lose"" my wallet quite often, but I'm used to finding it in a jacket or under a blanket at home. This definitely tops it. I am mildly upset. tl;dr: discovered a candle store on my way back home, left my wallet outside on a bench.",5.0570676691729295,5.282905508771936,5.9513408521303255,81.40105263157895,68.47368421052633,8.268671679197995,29.44360902255639,7.957251820313856,1.879024060150376,1776,60,352,20,28,587,214,456,0.059000000000000004,0.8740000000000001,0.067,0.508,2,1,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,0,7,22,20,1,2,42,1,23,4,1,3,10,55,47,22,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,26,16,3,4,4,6,15,7,6,6,2,3,8,3,50,14,58,35,21,68,0,3,2,0,4,37,1,6,24,258,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063818244602928,0.0,0.0,0.1058998438797888,0.0,0.08176904164362314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953329676036947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140421901948116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102390395448497,0.09558965920111677,0.0,0.0,0.15724740309662671,0.0,0.12466092622864453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460948661784773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141444721260981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231648523940613,0.06594259234775872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905628776770328,0.0,0.0,0.0675349571378299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345436595637434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684248759940444,0.0,0.058110856232648826,0.08576219033361641,0.08177841927253457,0.0,0.0,0.10124327062121673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102591114884344,0.10155701527461454,0.10069534985628112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826765999632708,0.222189178782426,0.0,0.0,0.04995403461440403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143912507400476,0.22323523454913627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650492660514815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751652885220087,0.1516337018353277,0.0,0.0,0.2174874145943846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145290426277545,0.0,0.07088706190317494,0.0,0.21365833052530492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087551334630805,0.0,0.0,0.0655037708624998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295953221029466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548532083828775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636912450851796,0.0,0.07687904315223963,0.08218442917258148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103494777254868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692075214652256,0.0,0.11360316991745295,0.0,0.0,0.09988309149197896,0.0,0.0,0.08831090415916279,0.0,0.25310011273094124,0.06030951746086575,0.08116104607200897,0.16403707041749752,0.0,0.09193475268207124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383952540830632,0.0,0.07263524741478701,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,carlos_6m,2019/09/21,"To mods: Reddit chat, chat group or something like that? Hi mods! I dont see any redit chat room for this sub, could we have one? Or do we have any discord or soemthing like that where we could chat... id love to be able to just chat a bit from time to time, share the good stuff etc...",0.2541530054644809,2.0130367377049225,0.9487704918032768,106.36829234972679,83.2622950819672,4.066666666666666,15.084699453551913,3.1291,-1.5928382513661203,215,3,57,0,6,65,41,61,0.039,0.743,0.218,0.9053,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,6,6,2,4,0,0,1,1,12,2,0,3,4,30,8,0,0.2496947464536687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33960197997238883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726019927550621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987218743936335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926403832142647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784756461212061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943210663833214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397648109689185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535925740821386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919962234783595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989743848357704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922272148016192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858407457447582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29119802929818844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SimWebb,2019/09/21,"Seeking Accountability Partners. Read below. Hey ADDers! Guess what! I just started a business and I'm terrified of fucking it up! I'm sick of waking up whenever and never getting my day started! I don't want to keep skipping meals and showers because I'm ""in the middle of something important right now!"" I'm done putting off the ABSOLUTELY UNDENIABLY CRITICAL SHIT I need to do! Phone reminders? Cool I'll get to it in a minute, no harm right? 😭 I know many of you out there are in the same boat, driving ourselves and everyone around is crazy. My partner's incredibly patient and helpful playing the role of my feeble prefrontal cortex, reminding me to check the laundry, to get ready to leave the house, etc etc. **So I started thinking-- What if we did this for each other?** No one understands the struggle better, but we're fighting this fight separately- what would happen if we fought it together? I know, I know, this sounds like the blind leading the blind but for some reason, though I can't do anything on time for my own sake, when it's for someone else I'm WAY more likely to actually do it. Doesn't matter where you live, who you are, what your goals are, get in here and say a bit about what you're looking for- **·** How many check ins do you want? (Once a week? Every 3 hours on weekdays?) **·** What kind of support do you need? (Motivation, planning, goal setting, staying on task, reminders to get up/eat/medicate/walk around/leave on time, a general existential boost...) **·** What kind of dynamic helps you most? (Do you want someone to be practical and ask sensible logistical questions? A whip-cracker who's going to keep you honest and call out your excuses? A cheerleader to keep your outlook positive? A nonjudgmental witness to be a neutral sounding board and give you space to collect your thoughts and plans?) Let's see if this gets traction!",1.7694638681964,4.555090605187324,2.8780936327551534,86.0893344570714,92.5158501440922,5.6159860801478985,27.008264912185307,7.130331461381254,1.844931749225164,1468,71,263,26,53,468,202,347,0.129,0.775,0.096,-0.7576,1,0,1,0,4,0,79.0,2,13,0,7,11,17,5,1,18,1,19,7,2,4,1,49,57,19,0,9,6,0,0,2,2,1,3,3,1,2,19,16,1,3,9,2,3,4,6,7,0,1,4,8,28,10,42,49,9,39,0,0,4,1,33,21,2,7,13,162,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.09861049749095843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315577114789173,0.17991234782905186,0.09446837186664346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159931332860225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937076170188278,0.1103207349616108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031836349089365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516907150648958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340952128021468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033996646023298,0.08441454321237835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253955493025677,0.0,0.0,0.08513921993047152,0.09655787382519923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341935639976877,0.31676760647703595,0.09693663725128304,0.057429203346409566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131827693296917,0.0,0.08935842968599883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546374649239967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951417166841196,0.11659845690097732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694543979611758,0.0,0.21045663506544046,0.16660377508675378,0.0,0.0,0.21399531395221988,0.0,0.10333075859758456,0.0,0.09873612601262556,0.0,0.08922924937145997,0.0,0.08485678580173862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489824875020374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985500578422525,0.07793620619084801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761525124590933,0.06847428554717938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158344259051187,0.1131994410636242,0.0,0.10107762655221232,0.0,0.0,0.1038965186771198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259277553743171,0.0,0.08035923924179132,0.0,0.0,0.08052399086216495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372666122367732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712391501908202,0.07779344311540899,0.0,0.0,0.2145717267954319,0.1077061542835237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563969397649256,0.0,0.0,0.1146706612778982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474893977631585,0.09928138793484582,0.08022263561749493,0.1178464628481784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051969061580054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788062214115833,0.08020900948380777,0.08105644008789338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717832202850409,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HarB_Games,2019/09/21,"Budgeting There is so much stuff I want to buy at the minute, be it new equipment for my hobbies, new decorations to put in my room, or parts for my PC. And yet I struggle like hell to save money, like no matter how hard I try I just spend all my money on stupid stuff like I bought a new Alexa about a month back; but I already had one. I bought airpods; even though I don't have an iPhone (my friend somehow managed to get it to work with android tho I think he changed some of the electrics inside or something so they work now). like, I want all this stuff that could potentially help me as a career when I leave school next summer (I'm 15) and yet I can't seem to keep myself from buying useless things, anybody relate?",4.741141141141141,4.806969270270276,4.855765765765766,89.53848348348352,69.13513513513513,7.38858858858859,27.25525525525525,6.42735559955562,0.9070786786786784,564,16,125,3,9,176,105,148,0.096,0.753,0.151,0.8007,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,15,10,2,1,6,0,7,0,0,1,2,20,16,12,0,3,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,8,1,3,4,0,1,3,1,20,6,16,11,5,16,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,5,15,83,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621389659369304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297874686896785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543059544631896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731024361477352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704471650438544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351639339903767,0.0,0.0767639409213423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161884298242216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848290185076213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059657024991328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555757909121606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871268648330629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727671902540344,0.0,0.10800916184342543,0.0,0.0,0.42571262795297016,0.1562598496176523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956237764651342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591089653717696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770346259196676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486992225410332,0.0,0.13375795104045346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311253706389285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360129751047708,0.5045930460074334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761259366553192,0.09414568319634642,0.14435624935478125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997546300262014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173324164922808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393101658720026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jcatemysandwich,2019/09/21,"Prevarication - Ninja Level My prevarication levels have maxed out these past few weeks.... I try and reward myself between work with tasks I enjoy. I just end up hyper-focusing on the fun stuff and neglecting the work. &#x200B; Help!",4.707000000000002,8.136085700000002,5.525000000000002,69.70000000000002,79.5,7.2,23.0,8.238735603445708,2.13585,188,6,27,4,5,61,34,40,0.057999999999999996,0.6609999999999999,0.281,0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,1,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32959397657712913,0.3696288987808198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694255165084933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038947670910332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903875092766989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34822925150109674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652769844522126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24400600752433144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429135817575179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696288987808198,0.0 adhd,scipiota,2019/09/21,"Managing ADHD symptoms without medication Hi all, What are some of your managing and coping strategies for ADHD, especially when living alone?",14.832727272727276,14.39170227272728,13.90818181818182,34.532272727272726,49.0,16.072727272727274,53.81818181818181,14.554592549557764,8.8134,118,7,11,4,1,39,20,22,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.3102,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7363855927678834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31730312583912545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052708501810885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30863184922461195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184319256640191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29532621239964285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DecadenceNight,2019/09/21,"Today was my first day on meds Hello All, I was diagnosed with Inattentive ADHD a few months ago. After a long, arduous ordeal with my *just stellar* health insurance, I've gotten my first prescription. These are the things I did not put off or forget to do today: * Put a meal together to take to work. * Respond to an important email. * Run updates on a server I'll need to work on next week. * Finish writing a relatively simple document that I started two days ago. * Transfer that document to our wiki for future reference. * Deposit a money order that's been in my wallet for almost a week. * Text my brother about upcoming plans I've known about for at least two weeks. * Text my mom that I received something she sent me over a week ago. * Bring the empty meal container home from work. * Get gas. * Review my bank statement. Those are the types of things I routinely lapse on due to forgetfulness or procrastination. I still forgot about a few things, and I still found myself getting distracted and sidetracked here and there. However, it occurred less frequently and for shorter lengths of time than usual. I actually opened reddit on my phone, scrolled once or twice, then thought, ""no, I'm in the middle of something and I should finish it."" Then I put the phone down and got right back to work. I don't think that has ever happened with having browbeaten myself into it for several minutes, if not much longer. The day went by quickly, and even though I was on a slower shift than usual, I felt productive. There was something else that was incredible for me. I was driving home, and a guy cut into my lane, nearly side-swiping me. I hit my brakes to avoid crashing, which sent my empty food container onto the floor of the car. **I DID NOT NOTICE THAT THE CONTAINER WAS ROLLING AROUND THE FLOOR THE WHOLE WAY HOME.** I focused entirely on my driving without getting distracted. I heard it sliding around at one point and wasn't even tempted to look for the source of the noise. I put it out of my mind and continued driving. When I parked and shut the engine off, I saw it on the floor and said, ""huh, I was wondering what that was."" This is such little thing, but I swear I almost teared up after I said that. That noise would have been a needle in my brain any other day. I would have NEEDED to reach over and put it back on the passenger seat. Today, I barely even registered the distraction. No, it wasn't even that. It didn't even qualify as a distraction. After writing this out, it looks so insignificant. This shouldn't be a big deal, but it feels huge. Despite trying to temper my expectations, I had high hopes for this treatment. It wasn't 100% perfect; there were some mildly unpleasant side effects. I know it's only been one day, and I shouldn't make any determinations based on today alone. I hope the headache doesn't become a regular thing. But still, I can't help but feel incredibly optimistic for the days ahead. Thanks so much for reading this and for providing this welcome community.",3.189344522429049,5.815664635398233,3.956394568202626,84.04767699115047,77.86725663716814,7.011595971925543,24.96261824839793,8.104835398774808,1.7346081782117788,2369,86,432,44,58,754,287,565,0.073,0.87,0.057,-0.7239,2,2,3,0,0,0,93.0,1,0,0,10,27,12,2,5,35,1,37,6,1,2,3,78,72,30,0,11,13,2,3,0,0,5,2,3,3,1,40,25,3,6,12,1,3,16,15,7,0,7,33,9,54,5,74,32,9,107,0,0,3,0,21,42,0,10,47,308,94,10,0.0,0.0,0.06730883069714362,0.0,0.08289353683019315,0.0,0.18342429402070284,0.0,0.13813531625451364,0.07143642843205855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380958829940683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280325186942295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607374332100517,0.0,0.0,0.07617654089843333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699797388943395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26689576337179804,0.07110933050426399,0.0,0.07000732069186807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057619060262622215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277839114529368,0.06239107673142018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975081566109187,0.0,0.06622601036915231,0.0,0.0,0.11733877083370965,0.08340382827948728,0.07562660652000762,0.0,0.0,0.10810845567763804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516493680841245,0.0,0.0,0.0682952626839558,0.06099362205985207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331630689821586,0.0,0.0,0.04623192565828873,0.07287498717833453,0.20756011942079589,0.13701380828613452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790639460688083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691302286661887,0.0,0.061039961272400675,0.11584184593646744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604078751580271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661474285281437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964423946277319,0.08078170278278354,0.055054516606818565,0.0,0.10140788800732678,0.10228693161572107,0.0,0.0,0.07335480185023377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852753852688593,0.0,0.07345522952265439,0.0934773520116468,0.05245795691445694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520287579247419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346690408877853,0.0,0.0,0.06899282557108864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058903555928537264,0.1312204425170483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792116829352462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929903484615446,0.0,0.0,0.048820265586131666,0.0,0.16524856026095813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185998451805328,0.0,0.0,0.06350213972654692,0.0,0.0,0.2291168359608351,0.04419585679124267,0.06776676217962185,0.05475777869746278,0.04021938747866352,0.0,0.2615177556694299,0.0,0.0,0.046828927182000483,0.0,0.13475546432417915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193058569295714,0.0,0.0,0.05474847787099154,0.2213076433688786,0.0,0.0,0.06393973751290231,0.0,0.07700718663592207,0.0,0.06648862906851519,0.07479953447861969,0.2008560403682913,0.0,0.0,0.09799452885844323,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ankitkash,2019/09/21,Important - Why Study In USA I Gunjan Malhotra I Study Abroad - Sunshine... This video is for those student who wants to study in USA,0.7837500000000013,2.03673654166667,1.211666666666666,93.5,121.08333333333334,4.933333333333334,20.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,0.9792166666666668,103,4,19,2,6,31,19,24,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.2023,0,0,0,1,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471398338748914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8370412189297228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eninrutas,2019/09/21,"Apple Arcade is like eating at the world’s biggest buffet when you have an infinite stomach I just found out 10 minutes ago that you can pair PS4/XB1 controllers to your iPhone with this update. Really enjoying almost every game I’ve tried so far. How’s everyone’s experience with it been? https://i.imgur.com/F8hi9vH.jpg",8.026607142857141,10.120108446428574,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,62.75,9.885714285714286,30.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,3.3461571428571446,267,9,39,6,4,80,51,56,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,5,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957179680564601,0.0,0.33405412781643873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741629128966181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34135804146538185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107400037641234,0.3187709246814017,0.0,0.3263266847308329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657772793484687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298104412221456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371392824463006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264938011585656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,callitdreaming12,2019/09/21,"Trouble keeping track of what your doing while you're doing it? I sometimes find myself making mistakes on PowerPoint slides, moving information around in excel, clicking around websites because I just click without thinking - it's like I'm not even there when I'm doing it and I just follow my gut reaction. But then my files are filled with mistakes after. Does anyone else know what I'm talking about? Does anyone know how to stop it/slow down? I'm off meds for now due to anxiety issues and other health problems and it's just so hard to cope!",5.042211538461539,6.856081105769228,5.1376923076923084,81.38230769230772,69.67307692307692,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.6800423076923083,441,16,75,4,8,138,75,104,0.18,0.792,0.027999999999999997,-0.9203,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,12,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,24,14,9,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,3,7,2,15,14,0,17,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,8,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535807912855808,0.0,0.0,0.2807520115664418,0.2057022654146057,0.0,0.3574377893801045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238138543124827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513727223305034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770915438240735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260003546593996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349093218452228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984145738285995,0.0,0.0,0.2133984097674915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095412001299045,0.0,0.1784446435688857,0.0,0.0,0.22066480627174728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098081157407389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400880726241768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222999015924706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213376025982531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210013270923826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855669687017335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784428472857765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613632211358579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863885207224596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352540125267856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fayenuts,2019/09/21,"I have ADHD but I think I love it, lmao So basically all of the symptoms of having ADHD— I have it. Absentminded, poor time management, fidgeting, hyperactive, always has a problem paying attention, easily get distracted, and I’m always forgetful. Like brooo, I thought I’m just dumb but fck I have ADHD. Y do I love it? I’m turning 22 this year but I don’t act like it. I get excited to small things like a kid, I’m funny; all of my friends say that even my parents. I always laugh all the time, I have a positive vibe to everything, I always compliment every girls(I’m not a lesbian tho), even tho sometimes some people think I’m weird I don’t give a shit. They will still say something behind ur back no matter how kind you are to them anyway. And here’s the most important thing, everytime I have a problem I always think positive. Having ADHD kinda benefits me because I always have the mood to be happy even in the darkest moments in my life. I still cry, get depressed, anxious and mad but I can easily moved on from those feelings. Its all in the brain y’all. Don’t give a shit about what other ppl tell u— what they say to u doesn’t define you.",2.0618695652173926,4.325274317391308,4.060434782608699,83.76239130434784,79.73913043478261,7.130434782608695,24.347826086956523,8.18289091462,1.6984347826086958,903,33,174,18,23,307,128,230,0.191,0.5379999999999999,0.271,0.9787,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,3,0,14,22,4,1,13,0,18,8,3,1,4,27,36,11,0,2,6,1,1,3,1,1,2,3,0,1,13,3,0,0,6,0,2,2,6,9,0,0,1,4,28,12,15,33,6,14,0,1,0,3,18,5,3,3,10,115,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681307847896498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861713382610993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001249029733633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487975933539727,0.0,0.05936238036816813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087090843340171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696814342881633,0.0,0.0,0.08387386764378117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295713268216985,0.0,0.0820474528798851,0.0,0.0875195080269545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923861576511323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752360993010532,0.0,0.15263221396392385,0.18683291164058735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366358253195407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140702993809583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878287931068718,0.14272589624110316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757797956328043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350028945324334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812976043129867,0.0,0.0,0.06751152681410502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636038653227505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232316083722565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999198103080468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496843245202367,0.09631201773635673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553673052297046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121584990743053,0.0,0.0,0.0851150376539112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939084074381058,0.1871928914661729,0.0,0.07730941064648951,0.1135669567502872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059222549848358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270998808739295 adhd,lsouleaterll,2019/09/21,"How to deal with the lack of feeling present, or in the moment, is this common? I try to meditate occasionally to move my focus to this moment instead of all the other places it usually roams, but it feels like im stuck in my head a lot, i wouldn't say i feel like im on autopilot, im in control of my actions, but it feels like i have the steering assists on in mario kart and im just kind of going through the days without really planning or thinking about much, i just can't seem to be focused on the present always, i tend to just stick in my head a lot",5.743473389355742,4.250383865546219,6.820630252100841,81.48735994397761,67.48739495798321,9.614005602240896,34.11904761904762,8.344100000000001,2.4415535014005605,436,17,97,5,6,148,69,119,0.036000000000000004,0.841,0.124,0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,8,0,5,2,2,2,1,23,14,6,0,2,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,10,4,22,11,5,19,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,5,10,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876204937612544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008282806415378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920484652158476,0.14714744032094132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886724966201742,0.3058971039737626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111623971931853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929624787128656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166877045226397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863039939380165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919069393022585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426863625214581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169845096735798,0.10492231499589244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912153666721178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143591962454292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350391323871188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299352169088782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914550475093038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096903693494821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157195944840456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758576418173252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,youdumbkid,2019/09/21,"Household Budgeting/spending Anyone have any advice on budgeting? I have managed dealing with ADHD moderately well. One thing I can’t get a handle on is budgeting for the household. I find it to be an overwhelming task and impossible to follow through on (impulse purchases, not sticking to a budget on a certain category, not keeping up with it etc.) I am in a long term relationship with a family. There are no money problems and we make decent money so no urgency on this which is the biggest problem for me. I save for retirement and all that stuff. Basically I can act like a moron about small stuff - eating out, snacks. activities, marketplace junk etc. and get away with it. I just want to spend more wisely and track my budget. I need to get it together! I’ve tried the envelope method in the past and the problem I have is I do nothing with cash- I think at one time I tried a site that allowed you to do this online also. I’ve tried mint and just don’t keep on top of it. Funny thing is I have to manage and track ~1-2M budget at work and do a decent job. I use excel sheets there and track every expense with the help of a secretary. They were built and already in use when I go there. Again I’ve tried these at home and just can’t stick to them. Looking for any little thing to help sticking to a budget or to control it. Do any of you have your S.O. Control your CC/DC to aid in this small stuff? If that’s a solution I’d be fine with it. Shoot me any kind of advice or tips to help!",2.589936740890689,4.3564194967105285,4.2246052631578985,85.59954453441298,76.07236842105263,7.176923076923077,24.8502024291498,8.012643519586192,1.4143288461538464,1173,40,240,19,26,393,157,304,0.061,0.821,0.11800000000000001,0.9329999999999999,2,0,1,1,0,1,36.0,1,4,2,5,12,13,1,1,18,0,22,2,0,6,2,47,36,18,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,21,21,2,4,2,0,12,3,7,5,1,2,1,2,25,8,46,33,5,31,0,1,1,0,12,22,0,3,7,168,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749672447788796,0.2073352233581649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707034616005345,0.08483824548366804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28857292595186057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417894289077731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967282774411948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797261283216076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937169610317488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085541381024461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663151791419185,0.0,0.0,0.08938341022489825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000099831988528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969621788534897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662792361664714,0.0,0.06029204925524617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332492181429227,0.0,0.10641455039934936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527561075596004,0.1885911335146947,0.0,0.11047394938530176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051829061052068304,0.10632768312687177,0.0,0.09388422091857902,0.08908689675424795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081432190150166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866263907048064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179394950463204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377545765438304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127265418348763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045346252882043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389842062370667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643348915215388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143973746168346,0.06797667456173531,0.0,0.0,0.06186055463577246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881061686992169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832513140753929,0.0,0.0,0.06257323730961831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538552684174853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723306369172782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,veritosophy,2019/09/21,"What was your experience with different medication? Also, what is your diagnosis and main struggles from it? For me: ADHD-PI (ADD before). My attention is incredibly bad, I'm slow and people say I'm like someone who is always high. However, I have no trouble when it comes to something stimulating, like any sort of problem-solving. Tho, I'm constantly having to back check in math questions for example. Different medication: I started with green tea (for the caffeine and calming effects). Very helpful. I can feel stimulated and more focused. I was prescribed dextroamphetamine and although it made me get everything done (and muchhh faster) I still couldn't focus on studying. Then I tried small dosages (5mg) of ritalin and that did the trick for studying. So, that's what I take now! What about you?",4.2688380281690135,7.407562274647888,4.989559859154929,75.09729753521128,77.66197183098592,8.057042253521129,32.818661971830984,8.841846274778883,3.5688295774647885,641,34,101,16,16,206,103,142,0.084,0.784,0.132,0.7861,3,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,1,8,7,1,1,2,0,11,4,0,4,0,20,20,13,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,11,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,5,3,13,3,14,14,2,14,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,11,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628505237616205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391933944247473,0.1497467471002283,0.0,0.0,0.12238355663534145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838331676519028,0.15026471327846375,0.0,0.0,0.15313844320710274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502541384221316,0.0,0.19448011494187653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760538851562029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416846131708234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174250438198748,0.1760420076691684,0.0,0.0,0.09099659271049668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402519542000927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062791436848995,0.1901447449523852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758453204215147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702888837416494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625951204373333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247662797441918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722038681138497,0.0,0.0,0.20160393960386905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311677745483986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248523742040596,0.1385471912233293,0.0,0.0,0.12738138705487814,0.0,0.14372167351776965,0.0,0.0,0.18814031486460908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353125936789392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221856052423774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484914107053281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trashbin438,2019/09/21,"Spanish class is a nightmare I literally cant take this class, not only does the teacher smile and laugh at me when im stressed to the point of crying but i literally cannot learn! She teaches without writing anything down or making things clear of what spanish words are important and what not in our tests. Not only is this a shitty way of teaching but its the fact that for me it takes me a while to register normal sentences in english due to my lack of attention, so imagine trying to register an entire verbal story in spanish. I have no refrence paper to look on or have her repeat the story so i understood it again. We had a test on how to ask for things in a restaurant and she wouldnt let anyone speak english, well i had a question and it could not be asked in spanish because i knew non of the words! And she kept telling me “stop speaking english stop speakong english stop speaking english” like dude i can only do it for this question it has nothing to due with the assignment its not that im not trying my best its that i dont have the attention span for it and barely know half the shit youve said because i cant read it nor write it down or have it repeated a lot of times. Im just done, and on top of that mess no one ate the soup i made so its just been an overall kinda crap day :/",6.243294243070366,5.2515266343283615,6.6697441364605545,81.33932835820895,66.23880597014926,9.149680170575694,34.44136460554371,7.957251820313856,2.4452006396588493,1030,41,212,10,14,336,141,268,0.142,0.772,0.086,-0.9522,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,9,8,2,1,18,0,22,3,2,3,2,51,35,19,0,4,14,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,24,9,1,4,9,1,0,0,15,4,1,2,10,5,22,4,31,21,3,27,0,0,1,0,17,14,2,7,13,153,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958833716019893,0.0,0.10543637949639388,0.0,0.239560116370598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620824597443336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445982028306375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229779578211128,0.0,0.14073985878367026,0.08263035577609543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121234991030239,0.1311168831547486,0.15016214600805775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41519261870329577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041443070474604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101701694003726,0.0,0.06259565336575497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759316096923907,0.0,0.0,0.10892772861628368,0.0,0.12123545753941438,0.08552477426948286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255357982826872,0.1229398844698699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682116294558452,0.29233567663502424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211200228049631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28705979301273193,0.0,0.12816018473089505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187670249949835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315189970065091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213559957083548,0.14676734127424818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926688794366533,0.0,0.1119873449776186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702417941497013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471101649138663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397762473754316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170006779113397,0.0,0.0,0.11520022267618787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350842154079948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaltPersonality,2019/09/21,People with Menstrual Cycles... do you find that hormone fictionalizations throughout the month has any influence on your symptoms or the effectiveness of your medication or nah?,17.887777777777778,15.33366518518519,15.043703703703706,35.29666666666668,45.29629629629629,18.20740740740741,56.62962962962963,15.903189008614273,9.006807407407406,148,8,17,5,1,46,24,27,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201905256087843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303435037623861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474326475663494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758237282358107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32642441344125056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893879015351766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bpdreddit1,2019/09/21,ADHD Medication Interactions with St John's Wort? As above - Does anyone know if ADHD medications interact with St. John's Wort?,6.5495454545454574,9.572368500000003,8.009090909090908,57.23363636363638,68.54545454545455,11.672727272727276,29.181818181818183,11.20814326018867,4.6110181818181815,105,4,15,4,2,36,17,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7120918732245248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715129197719007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592583860403816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281628565382872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968998682470916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kubanewwave,2019/09/21,"My parents left for a month-long vacation. I forgot they existed Okay so I’ve been lurking around on this sub after someone suggested I had AD(H)D based on my reaction to caffeine.(It can put me to sleep which most people find ridiculous) Ive been reflecting on different times in my life (20m) and how ADHD could be the missing puzzle piece that could explain different parts of my life. I recently became self-aware of a part of me that truly terrified the shit out of me. If I don’t see someone for a few days, I’ll forget about them completely until they reach out to me or I see them. This does make my current relationship with my girlfriend hard to manage because I just don’t think about her for extended periods of time (which makes me feel really guilty because she truly is a sweetheart). But the absolute worst instance of this was when my parents left on a vacation for a month this past summer, and during that month it did not occur to me to reach out to them at all. I completely forgot they existed. My parents felt hurt when they came back, and I felt like the worst fucking son imaginable. I told them that I was getting drunk with my friends pretty much everyday and that’s why I didn’t reach out. (Their emotion went from hurt to anger but I can manage that much easier haha.) I have a bunch of other stories that scream ADHD but this one is the one that broke my heart the most. It’s what pushed me to stop procrastinating on making that appt. Can any of you relate?",5.391606077048293,6.1908979381443325,5.792092602640622,80.81524688008685,67.90034364261169,9.150370772291554,29.40513655272201,9.276330184999452,2.4252501718213053,1184,41,227,22,19,380,161,291,0.125,0.8109999999999999,0.064,-0.9484,6,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,9,0,10,16,4,0,13,2,19,7,3,4,1,41,37,14,0,3,7,4,4,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,20,12,1,3,8,1,0,4,4,11,0,2,14,7,43,5,40,20,12,35,0,4,2,1,23,14,2,5,18,164,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474817364033351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001800348794786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165841864992988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917177619547006,0.0,0.12552991982486955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776162465157645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590836059491056,0.0,0.0,0.16441429225050086,0.0,0.0,0.06640226878529439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514771237592653,0.0,0.0,0.09010314253954338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581890905690742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206091341812679,0.0,0.1977202164120145,0.0,0.09410582305694494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954854113516555,0.09518713509350724,0.053793635696415466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223414021220007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201101076606513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204468857580316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373802796359032,0.0,0.1454508608253892,0.05030225708874937,0.0,0.0,0.09111853700145013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061847245665648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465509595991616,0.0,0.15137851012714287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954005508063827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34298288091143825,0.22299662097892448,0.0982893184516703,0.07138120553512649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474983742484456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350571065538326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596038833784007,0.0,0.10166300770057142,0.11054314934357794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409549994468192,0.0,0.10741230098872523,0.0,0.10568948551138886,0.0,0.0,0.1030368181906516,0.0,0.17447951635161688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608122685813765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597418688344546,0.0,0.0,0.1200764767787386,0.0,0.0,0.0983850428257052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544723189506146,0.09290760530377176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stinkycat38484,2019/09/21,"I want to get diagnosed F(19) In middle school I was diagnosed with executive dysfunction and a math disability and i had accomodations. I’m angry at the adults around me at the time for not knowing what adhd in girls was because I’m pretty sure i have innattentive. I don’t want to self diagnose but I relate to so much of the stuff here and on other sites. I’m still on my dad’s insurance and all i have to do is go and ask how I see a psychiatrist. I just can’t bring myself to do it. I know he would be supportive but the only person I have told all of this to is my gf (and now r/adhd on a throwaway). It’s nauseating thinking about telling anybody about what I go through.",1.743791982665222,3.6020537042253538,4.292535211267609,83.74244312026002,78.85915492957747,7.749512459371616,24.303358613217767,8.617729084823388,1.6737328277356447,534,19,115,12,13,188,88,142,0.032,0.897,0.071,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,7,0,14,3,0,1,3,22,30,10,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,1,16,2,21,24,3,16,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,0,3,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123858887778091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273304199432822,0.1603941250453072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458704611401848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224176504305008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963787223111233,0.0,0.1950135614870034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857998859842445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261231684161586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048617547801847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980768540190129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454764716606944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363728009556967,0.13671851016682668,0.0,0.17898418627835386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701545580500754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196405788290054,0.0,0.19469479594714612,0.16170202442510034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995912079158316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993467271452476,0.0,0.0,0.10004343212827234,0.0,0.0,0.16394180806133415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023920236955343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187790032844956,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,philojewel,2019/09/21,"My boyfriend is a denier While I’m not formally diagnosed with ADHD, through my extensive research I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’ve been struggling with soooo many symptoms for a long time. The symptoms definitely get worse with the increase of overwhelming life events and the increase of responsibilities. We recently moved into a new place, went on a trip, I started my last semester in college (5 classes while working full time in a hotel sales office), we experienced the stress of preparing for Hurricane Dorian, and then I lost an uncle to suicide all back to back within a few weeks. It’s been a whirlwind for me emotionally. I do a great job of powering through a lot of distressing things and kinda imploding. Through all of this and nonstop feeling like I’m drowning in all of my responsibilities from even the simplest of chores like brushing my teeth or folding clothes... I came across adult ADHD after falling down the WebMD rabbit hole of self-diagnosis. I finally go in for an appointment with a psychiatrist on Tuesday. Disclaimer: I’ve been previously diagnosed with major depressive disorder and generalized anxiety disorder when I was a teen but antidepressants drove me to suicidal tendencies. I am definitely not plagued with depression today, almost 10 years later. My boyfriend acknowledges I most likely have ADHD, but will constantly bring up my lack of follow through and broken promises and sensitive reactions and hyper focus and how my mismanaged finances are overwhelming and on and on and on. I’ve been waiting for this appointment almost 2 weeks now and we’re inching from days away... I feel like I’m walking around in a straight jacket unable to accomplish anything. He feels like I’m making excuses. He sees I have ADHD tendencies but can’t see how they could actually prevent me from doing simple ass things. It makes me feel so stupid and lazy and this is all in my head. My mother already acts like this despite admitting she has considered herself as potentially having ADHD and my sister has been diagnosed as a teen. Does anyone have any advice? I keep holding out hope for the appointment but I’m so scared I won’t actually get that diagnosis and get clarity on wtf is going on with me? How do I navigate these tough convos with my significant other?",7.522681159420292,8.842540591787444,7.833478260869565,66.21079710144929,63.3719806763285,11.35072463768116,38.03864734299517,11.20814326018867,4.866945893719809,1871,94,290,54,27,612,231,414,0.14,0.748,0.11199999999999999,-0.9377,2,0,0,0,0,1,35.0,2,0,1,4,11,20,1,6,23,0,24,9,3,5,5,69,54,33,3,3,7,2,4,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,12,33,0,4,6,1,2,15,4,11,0,0,10,8,35,9,61,41,13,66,0,5,2,1,12,25,1,7,32,201,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.16452356504141544,0.0,0.5065434972254688,0.08237412338862332,0.0,0.0,0.16882268235035913,0.0,0.09302391541140252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732489980226633,0.0,0.06448702954281506,0.0,0.0,0.05894247292431321,0.0,0.06936930788871458,0.0750422663229155,0.0,0.0,0.07919987427224354,0.12963849043065007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641339366189873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726144635736419,0.0,0.09109518802264384,0.0,0.0673043528793478,0.0,0.0,0.05436463788081829,0.0,0.14520988962073095,0.2566792616940952,0.0,0.0,0.19322349591707105,0.0,0.07376893599712134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482286020962928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055677421198917984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049253030028375,0.18066553578409375,0.0,0.09234332224554263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212522305755686,0.0,0.09581593757709228,0.0,0.0,0.09293781975446536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651311583818687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372601323503784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365183696012478,0.07492711103555971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871336486708955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954151509335756,0.2470997489612864,0.0,0.0,0.07460025627032221,0.0,0.0,0.092020212251451,0.07166635633822921,0.0,0.0,0.11253790061362044,0.0854640003165413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959444717065884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814146376708881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807249878782768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323318917591566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439607506906556,0.0,0.13434770521485762,0.0,0.0879402308688995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059665901615788774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656201145648767,0.08812560277616632,0.0,0.1844146301540687,0.0,0.0,0.17523386968809002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120064582102016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830860146041123,0.0,0.07990376789852316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523605328173974,0.0,0.0,0.07814423051536856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136927257394788,0.0,0.08590591832683707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428455074327824 adhd,Mr-Dead-Tree,2019/09/21,"Does ADHD ever go away? I was diagnosed really early on, back in first grade I think. Since then, I’ve been taking meds and have made a lot of progress and I’ve been wondering, has it gone away or will it still be affecting me in smaller ways?",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,3.1780000000000013,90.089,81.0,7.2,20.0,8.238735603445708,0.9605999999999996,190,5,41,4,5,63,41,50,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,9,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,0,6,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,6,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950286255091548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612877309653288,0.1887649622111927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916494565324634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482802475713275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220577660935621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208811794029964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951637184209018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870494559232075,0.0,0.2322864883996224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726816003026432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726576831227368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203070041807554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604687114520367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845762714001409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729866743447274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948567860976306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662210431575378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,princessandthepauper,2019/09/21,"Love of learning vs. ADHD Hi everyone, I am currently in the process of setting up an assessment for ADHD after talking to my therapist and primary care provider about it. I just wanted to rant a bit about how frustrating it has been to deal with ADHD symptoms along with a love of learning/a ""studious"" personality. * I am a decent student, but my work is mostly hollow bullshit that I don't care about. I can scrape by B's and even sometimes A's in classes that I don't care about because I am able to judge exactly how much work I need to do to get the grade, and then I immediately abandon the effort. For example, my history class requires me to read a section of a book and write a paragraph response to what I read. I skim the book until I find a passage to write some crap about and then give up because I couldn't get through the reading if I actually wanted to. It sounds lazy and dishonest, but it is the maximum amount of work I am ever able to put in. * Even in classes I love, I find myself struggling to give the effort that I want to. I know my work could be so much better and I am not proud of the assignments that I turn in, but luckily I live in America and our standards for what counts as passable school work are low. It upsets me so much that even my fullest effort only results in lazily done, mediocre work. * I have no work/life balance at ALL. I chose academics. I can't do okay in school and have a social life and have hobbies and do well at my part-time job and take care of myself physically/mentally. If I'm getting A's, I'm also dirty, tired, and lonely, because I have to spend 4+ hours a night doing homework that takes everyone else 30 minutes, and I didn't have time to clean myself up or hang out with friends. Or if I had time to do other things, I got distracted and forgot to go to the on-campus events I had been looking forward to, or forgot to reply to my friend's message, forgot about the hobby I abandoned, etc. * I want to succeed. I want to thrive in my major, I want to give everything I can to my field. When I'm passionate about something it consumes my thoughts endlessly, whether it's a hobby, fandom, or school subject. When I can really apply that passion and don't have to devote time and energy to things I don't love, I do so well! But as soon as I realize I can't sit and program for 12 hours straight everyday and never do anything else, everything falls apart. TLDR: I'm tired of people telling me I couldn't have ADHD because I'm ""a good student."" They don't see the ridiculous sacrifices I make every day to keep my grades up. They don't see the dumpster fire that is the rest of my life.",5.177160780669144,5.160938135687736,6.166503252788107,80.79670655204464,68.20074349442379,8.955483271375465,32.42588289962825,8.660442795831766,2.4933920074349443,2079,84,419,30,32,693,241,538,0.12300000000000001,0.726,0.152,0.9469,2,2,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,0,2,14,23,30,3,3,27,1,45,13,1,4,4,75,86,45,0,13,15,0,1,0,2,0,6,1,2,1,20,24,0,7,6,5,1,5,14,10,2,0,11,5,63,20,75,71,12,46,1,4,3,6,21,21,1,9,20,291,83,30,0.13800106045059168,0.0,0.06733456405374162,0.0,0.33170091398249146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055179699091964136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056781557149221236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824833114229346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102536171566185,0.07533070802537573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281402556835856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055091308760653934,0.0,0.0,0.04449963372387344,0.07113651685916507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706114988928822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528217809716244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695383066764057,0.13672259836292594,0.062414929943687164,0.05813592268327791,0.131865927166063,0.12402645477324592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613046915183435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661927697769558,0.0,0.10814978745256856,0.19857478796563144,0.03921459144487866,0.0578743710449952,0.055186027339564035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590324634709633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847237929213078,0.06133084164710002,0.0,0.0,0.03792088689206332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747423017246856,0.0,0.0,0.060928732337251885,0.0,0.057943067161644726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491026899555693,0.0,0.04605838972328313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216998705506635,0.05116301885951303,0.05321746265750702,0.0,0.0,0.06475232339233343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247801251931145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747208501814113,0.0,0.04783627968123158,0.0602486015182076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936459095075119,0.0,0.0,0.2070576082461451,0.0,0.0442035065218792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949666105148845,0.10996897812159394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033735112302084,0.0,0.053119979228336216,0.06824328873180695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213433581277702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171797073524072,0.10375962301496627,0.055460012501461736,0.06030950473838766,0.0,0.0,0.08011493380697096,0.09168177255202356,0.0,0.0,0.05477871356486637,0.12070429218580593,0.15861191821186674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505276288408144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441898028138372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407952660617864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35163245457454856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tom8oSoup,2019/09/21,"Does get that sort of maddening directionless restlessness feeling? Like you need to move and do something but you can’t focus on any of the things and everything is simultaneously boring and calling your attention so you just sit in a weird paralyzed state and it feels like your insides are vibrating tv static? On top of it it makes my brain fog 1000x worse so I just feel like a really energetic boulder.",4.776742857142857,7.46585696,5.580571428571428,74.13600000000002,72.73333333333333,9.619047619047619,29.380952380952376,9.957137785484203,3.4322952380952385,332,14,57,10,7,108,59,75,0.145,0.672,0.183,0.5192,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,14,10,7,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,3,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591919464360042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132632190999866,0.23903614579275936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485723565853475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038859142427546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35509487820633634,0.5017103980046803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230445236639355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34309950943377004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625956179861966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488048733473941,0.0,0.173577733726991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996660978747978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802169968781079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552165077818444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856178372737324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kelbaez,2019/09/21,"How can I ask my psychiatrist for ADHD medication even though I am not officially diagnosed (Vyvanse)? I am in my first semester of college and have not been officially diagnosed with ADHD ***yet***. I took a three hour exam with another psychiatrist that consisted of three parts: an interview, a computer based test and another matching card game. I have had these inattentive symptoms for as long as I can remember. Even though I excelled academically it came at a cost. I isolated myself from friends and family because I viewed them as ""distractions,"" which was and is absurd. My classmates would take an hour on an assignment. I would take about four hours or more. It was difficult for me to start my work no matter how much I wanted to. I saw how behind I was compared to the rest which brought down my self-esteem during the last two years of high school. I always felt like I could do so much ***more.*** Academics was not the only issue. When it came to organizing other important stuff, I just could not do it. It always felt like more than procrastination. When I tried to explain my symptoms to a close friend, she said ""just stop being lazy and do it."" I knew deep down it was not laziness. My symptoms are amplified now. The rigorous and competitive environment has strained my mental health along with other aspects of my life. When a person converses with me in class, my mind goes in a completely different direction. I think about my worries, how much better I should be doing, important reminders I need to write down on my calendar, etc. It is difficult for me to stay grounded in a conversation, which has made it hard to make friends and maintain the relationships I have now. When I nod or say nothing, I feel like I appear as an awkward and moronic girl. My anxiety and depression intensified as well. I daydream so much more during lecture now. I listen to music almost every second of the day to cope. I have a few acquaintances but have not made an official friend group. I feel like I can't be genuine with others. I honestly can't remember the last time I had a great laugh or made any jokes with someone else. I am always upset about my situation and compare myself to others who are having a much better time in college (my friend did acid with a couple of close friends and exclaimed how amazing the experience was). It is painful. I feel like I'm missing out. My grades are plummeting, my social life is nonexistent, and I have constant brain fog. I want change. **I made an appointment with a psychiatrist for anxiety but feel as if the underlying issue is ADHD (specifically ADD). The results for my ADHD exam won't be available to me until two weeks from now. My psychiatrist appointment is this upcoming Monday. I did some research on ADHD medication that helps with anxiety related symptoms and found that Vyvanse seems to have a positive effect on individuals like myself (for the most part). I have an acquaintance who has similar symptoms and said it changed her life completely. She also struggled with attention and anxiety issues. Now she seems happier and alive. I want the same for me before more damage is done. Although I am not officially diagnosed with ADHD, I want to try Vyvanse to help me with my symptoms.** **My main questions: How do I approach the conversation with my psychiatrist? How can I ask them to prescribe me Vyvanse specifically even though I am not officially diagnosed but check the boxes for ADHD? I know I might not benefit from Vyvanse, but I hear so many awful things about other ADHD medications like Ritalin or Adderall and I do not want to go that route first. SSRI's seem too tedious as well and I feel like they might not help me with my attention issues. I understand that Vyvanse also has its fair share of cons, but it seems like the best option for me. Thank you for anyone that read the entire thing!**",3.957087489876145,6.677293830294534,5.091415759634952,76.44603974478007,75.63394109396914,8.504979949825179,28.83608241313237,9.193121814223648,3.0141208897141616,3083,134,523,80,71,1013,312,713,0.07400000000000001,0.758,0.168,0.9973,1,0,0,0,0,0,98.0,0,1,3,8,37,41,1,5,36,1,63,20,1,14,0,121,110,56,0,12,23,0,8,9,6,6,19,5,0,2,34,39,0,1,23,3,2,7,15,12,2,8,27,16,94,29,83,71,20,56,0,3,2,0,40,20,0,17,37,412,128,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532152070889624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047202885439393986,0.0,0.0,0.0753940604227313,0.1176702381631075,0.0,0.0,0.03205612706206786,0.09885867425174,0.14424478158777887,0.0,0.0,0.032960675167888885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813717755195592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02873548844255362,0.0,0.04011180528247975,0.0,0.049469457743789004,0.08338120512113634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262269836732851,0.0,0.1078288844244541,0.0,0.0,0.09973359392815882,0.0,0.09884866029041453,0.05094049762092015,0.0,0.0752732894491803,0.05215839160211333,0.0,0.03040074637028708,0.0,0.04060073971701012,0.19138031478922032,0.0,0.04925020752857565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048239549160978265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937857420459954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052572430210675584,0.09340456736586693,0.0,0.03971662893820133,0.0,0.0,0.04611097373905505,0.0444384409011746,0.0,0.11917443888456825,0.13470440456202395,0.09052163821172182,0.0,0.0,0.0801927951148687,0.0,0.05168546524563957,0.2185167827017459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026790172160239885,0.0,0.0,0.05197089867050965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042227272570144005,0.0,0.0,0.05010653798308228,0.05312906337365903,0.0,0.0947888063528928,0.04980492700126324,0.0,0.0,0.13926721786297072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680341788430986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0259063540094598,0.0768491305746537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988697999740292,0.20726754805583392,0.0,0.0,0.041716519385346235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841619395799269,0.03146563931042369,0.04779153322255514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246270788801865,0.047505010854087516,0.10001403003378566,0.047596938219882465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326289359055685,0.03495296095104313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452311285780781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585132314831714,0.050159204833267315,0.0,0.0,0.10209385672847184,0.0,0.0,0.04115994449043955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280645277707858,0.0,0.04715174265170261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060962987624793,0.1067985642747284,0.0,0.08967994113867933,0.037486813824801006,0.0,0.04770717063701357,0.0,0.17165425038004725,0.049176243208881726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052986195504077606,0.0,0.04805226005043748,0.03994071001223506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03336521703598247,0.050243887218285016,0.0,0.03941030318435355,0.0,0.049279903318774285,0.05396286126397255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939727349725176,0.07088530216513482,0.0,0.0,0.04339924514518409,0.0,0.0,0.06263409562935628,0.030204758950551486,0.1389414437305634,0.0,0.05497424383783298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523731481059752,0.06400855465372605,0.0,0.0920958798560499,0.04907334705129179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901897686802844,0.0,0.037812051327830144,0.0,0.08476721946760744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03431774335625396,0.04787192863909597,0.0,0.0669723665868299,0.0,0.0,0.030355961582771068 adhd,thelittlestars,2019/09/21,"Found this Twitter thread on executive function incredibly validating. [Link](https://imgur.com/a/WaWuYhK) to thread. It explains very well some things that at times it feels impossible to explain.",10.992023809523806,15.678252250000005,7.43571428571429,58.375952380952384,62.214285714285715,10.876190476190477,45.04761904761904,10.504223727775694,6.554104761904763,165,10,19,5,3,46,25,28,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.6232,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618594162587264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678367729254904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440613581424688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019842915850281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42731131978139053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465642943558623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aggravating_Space,2019/09/21,"I got in a fight with my wife tonight, again... I got into a fight with my wife again tonight because I had a bad ADHD day. Those days where nothing is clicking, like your Executive Functioning has taken a vacation. That on top of my guilt of not being able to contribute to the family in a traditional manner; on top of being overly sensitive of judgement and failure; on top of poor impulse control; on top of being physically ill, led me to say things I regret and let my emotions rule my behavior. I want to work harder at being a better husband. I know I can improve. But the effort can be exhausting sometimes. My wife and I will be fine. She's an amazing person and honestly wants to be helpful. I'm blessed to be with her. It's hard not to feel like a fuck up.",3.9951336898395695,5.130245150326797,5.645002970885326,79.36433155080212,71.35294117647058,8.439453357100417,30.90255496137849,8.841846274778883,2.5879856209150334,600,26,115,11,11,205,94,153,0.198,0.632,0.17,-0.7022,0,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,1,0,8,3,14,3,1,10,0,15,3,0,2,0,18,24,5,0,3,3,4,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,4,4,18,7,26,10,0,22,1,1,1,1,12,15,1,0,8,83,22,1,0.20960596604266254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190563857089604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750122263985726,0.12777385140736794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853794435165788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350909140739013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703570156571836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357784996062572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197597850331762,0.0,0.10598307438577216,0.14974254402213047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937773380609023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352820778274393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877657747667129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404944607342589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151939572674696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433630151730731,0.0,0.2048057748042862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112257752210025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301984466944995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668707716457856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730566002686707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925289009754252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726205895056305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525956396740654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allthesnacks,2019/09/21,Experience with Guanfacine by itself? My doctor is having me temporarily stop taking Adderall and only take Guanfacine 1mg. The reason is that I have been dealing with some anxiety issues and he wants to make sure the Adderall isn't making it worse. I'm having a lot of anxiety around taking Guanfacine because I hate the feeling of being drugged. Can anyone give me their experience with how it made you feel physically?,7.4889473684210515,8.866726842105265,7.727473684210532,66.7333157894737,63.47368421052632,9.237894736842106,34.93684210526314,9.3871,3.602624210526316,344,15,50,6,5,112,57,76,0.122,0.797,0.08,-0.5116,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,5,1,18,21,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,8,18,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871934812061381,0.0,0.0,0.1312503778670179,0.0,0.0,0.16710065462518622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442556006719246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935195607011424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212794065285252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217682648333708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672305070354387,0.0,0.0,0.1898224481873228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800674132410823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532360741636525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959192494636839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958333410651582,0.0,0.17761463285645396,0.25059420222943923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276102313685024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299593934175946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569329863072536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691335013582415,0.0,0.423401036856897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107155308662545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129133343096705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,The_Smallz,2019/09/19,"PCP referred me for ADHD screen, didn't go as planned So I've been creeping this sub since around May of this year. I found a thread that everyone had listed symptoms (seems like the wrong word) of ADHD they have, and I ticked far more boxes than I didn't. I spoke w/ my primary care and she referred me to a psych evaluator/medication management firm with her initial diagnosis being anxiety/depression and ADHD. I just had my appointment yesterday, and I'm feeling a little cheated. The meeting lasted all of....15 minutes? She asked me some basic questions (why do you think you have it, how's your sleep schedule, do you have high/low days, etc etc). After I spelled out what goes on in my brain, she said I have anxiety, depression, Bipolar/Manic, and have ADHD and wrote scripts for 4 different medications. Is this normal? I feel like I just did a drug deal. I wasn't necessarily looking for medication, I just want help managing the bingo ball tumbler that is my brain. I expected something more than chatting for 15 minutes and a buffet of drugs. What's your opinion?",4.748440594059407,6.655812693069308,5.573353960396037,77.59092202970297,70.5841584158416,8.614356435643566,31.93193069306931,9.188382445141503,3.0198603960396038,852,39,151,18,16,278,129,202,0.078,0.8490000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.4848,1,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,1,1,6,6,1,0,8,0,18,8,3,1,1,31,32,10,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,11,6,29,3,17,19,6,13,0,1,2,0,19,6,0,5,8,98,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5668253110060478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020173187662156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496595104880008,0.11023103879935844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632557504822071,0.0,0.0,0.12021830892874814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604295816477966,0.1215612516964954,0.20311345742335166,0.0,0.0,0.12319208959825376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734790747579179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630042738054953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266918785299132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923887341486655,0.08423577233890796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928352559273784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701164227992368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790333801697641,0.12457963808607635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611335113468952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521089569279545,0.11817798124569512,0.0,0.0,0.09901569661118632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097274258593636,0.2375662229696221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552792393705567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320875096435956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216053594811944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073419121151439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753734862585918,0.0,0.11799633654744845,0.0,0.0,0.0907737889089018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255486600459355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555272470214522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954707041283821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063965022964577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289173680579657,0.0,0.07593093566105498 adhd,talltaleteller,2019/09/19,"Fulfilling foreign prescriptions in USA? I recently moved to the USA (Illinois) from Britain. I have a couple of valid prescriptions for a month's worth of low-dose Ritalin that I received from my pharmacist. Is there any way these prescriptions can be redeemed in the US? If I take my foreign prescription to a doctor, will he re-write it for a local pharmacy, or is there some degree of jumping through hoops required?",7.055131578947368,8.325161618421056,6.640631578947371,74.5254210526316,64.39473684210526,10.81684210526316,38.88421052631579,10.793553405168565,4.620255789473685,337,18,56,9,5,105,56,76,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,12,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386699650859805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883389118877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592301530162005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801389451670369,0.3730229560257073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346538108625272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638839146117759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221707418957715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785817002047912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustBk0z,2019/09/19,"What do you think of the song ADHD by Kendrick Lamar? As far as I can tell it’s about how people with ADHD get addicted to substances easier. I could be wrong but if like to know all of your opinions regardless. Do you feel like it represents ADHD accurately? Do you like the music in general? What are some other songs that represent ADHD accurately?",3.039296375266524,5.68049928358209,4.698081023454158,78.42746268656717,78.55223880597015,8.604690831556503,24.49680170575693,9.23628265651192,2.5313130063965885,280,10,50,8,7,94,50,67,0.027999999999999997,0.8009999999999999,0.171,0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,13,11,5,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,10,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493361408606508,0.8595985409601559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276839958524573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041371267563104,0.12774473121297253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934229156252149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982714779195734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26207841088940803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396708747422715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629128559435948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457676758339999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550499833954724,0.0,0.0 adhd,zhangaloser,2019/09/19,"guess who just grabbed an elastic to tie her hair when her hair was already tied up? you're right! it was me! a dollar for every time i did this and id be a millionaire",-1.0540540540540562,1.018765756756757,1.0095135135135145,101.00508108108109,94.13513513513512,4.0410810810810815,18.210810810810813,5.6839178017228535,-0.5406929729729728,131,4,32,1,5,43,32,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377920055670974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106051192806405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368601499462204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161858497434996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841719772279683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gullwings,2019/09/19,"Good app for tracking/logging side effects from meds? So my doc and I are trying to figure out if I should be on the 36mg or 54mg Concerta. A 45mg dose would have been perfect, but fuck them, they don't make one despite every other concentration jump being 9mg. It's stupid, but nothing I can do. Anyways, the 36mg works *okay* but not great, but in the last few weeks of being at 54mg I've felt pretty rough during the crash after it wears off. I'm doing one more month at 54mg to see if the side effects go away before I drop back down to 36mg, but I'm looking for a good app that can 1)remind to log my side effects, 2)show trends, and 3)have a logging function. Any suggestions? I use android if it matters.",1.7204737646459485,3.3022590198675523,3.31880794701987,91.95664289353032,78.0066225165563,5.440855832908814,23.535914416709122,5.8734145424116955,0.3556353540499235,556,18,122,3,13,184,100,151,0.133,0.778,0.08900000000000001,-0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,5,3,7,2,0,8,1,13,3,1,5,1,24,22,12,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,4,9,5,17,15,2,19,0,0,2,1,3,11,1,4,5,71,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502018640014801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075183521542508,0.1698384382370247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794746820872585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609583393597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207363518278916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419441297646354,0.0,0.0,0.1255277590957058,0.37051718958048296,0.0,0.24351431596924294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004175359138844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547849430376093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743508057829025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534117237053385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762994842201408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119345175467899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29933981735981313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470821861939935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600794608624154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499589174078174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076418110988225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717176439196966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079887038297902,0.0,0.0,0.15690252098226162,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fruitcup94,2019/09/19,"do yall have the depression-like crash that happens immediately after being super hyper? this happens to me a lot. usually i’ll feel super jittery and hyper, not necessarily happy, but not full-blown anxious either, just tons of adrenaline and hyperactivity. this is when i can’t stop talking, and i can’t sit still, i will sometimes make too many jokes or take something too far or i’ll have trouble breaking away from a topic or stopping myself from doing or saying stuff?? it’s almost like overstimulation or some kind of adrenaline. i’m usually shaking or bouncing or wandering around unable to sit still (even though i have the inattentive type adhd) but then as soon as it wears off, i’m depressed and sad and i just go into this super low pit of despair. it can be triggered by how i acted when i was in the earlier state, or just by talking myself into this state. it gets worse and worse until i’m so sad that i’m crying or panicking, and i feel like the world is crumbling the thing is, it happens over the course of a few hours, so it’s not like bpd mania, from my limited knowledge of how bpd mania works. and it usually happens at night but can happen if i’m out doing something or with a friend or having a conversation that gets me overstimulated or hyper or whatever it is. but idk if it’s even connected because the depression comes every night but it sneaks in and takes over before i realize it does. it’s worse at night and then it pours over into the morning if it’s bad enough. afternoons are better if i’m distracted. tldr i get super hyper and filled with adrenaline, and within an hour or two once it wares(wears?) off, i’m left anxious and depressed and incredibly low. i’m just wondering what chemically could be happening and if it has anything to do with adhd. does anyone else relate? i hope this post makes sense lo l",4.825517463038357,6.214546821727022,6.032325905292478,76.40682183415473,69.64066852367688,8.642854081851297,29.128026569530746,9.057496981413335,2.506988772230556,1475,55,266,28,26,494,181,359,0.191,0.703,0.105,-0.9883,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,7,19,25,0,2,14,0,24,1,1,5,0,74,51,51,0,7,32,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,27,24,0,3,5,1,0,5,5,12,0,1,1,3,17,13,36,45,6,52,0,8,0,0,6,21,0,24,23,187,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457906472243284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522858019188956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923073901916342,0.0,0.05951313188961922,0.0872085366962063,0.07004091556819894,0.07576879746301615,0.0,0.0,0.07996665781664285,0.0,0.07106597096184901,0.05188421975228172,0.0,0.07242506853841972,0.0,0.0,0.07527571313715008,0.0,0.0,0.21439420423986835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331748963606036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795596843718227,0.0,0.09349285904192528,0.0,0.0,0.21992363614704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896627845903074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711011612573588,0.0,0.0,0.08794469291898556,0.0,0.11243293831054328,0.0,0.07171154608243524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607158758833086,0.06080489063086916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575825102076838,0.0,0.13340441002308626,0.0,0.048371795814159575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515919563403074,0.09060458935505912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845366171630959,0.1676387242749588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863230539447348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092475746228472,0.0,0.0,0.1247460381303317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236020318119661,0.0,0.0,0.11362745045324706,0.08629143078513016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961893138902796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906427854894152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151492289012725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768543677923315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104860686855627,0.08417913604587132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359430308548163,0.1423169009295835,0.0,0.0,0.09743425652496174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798907532388934,0.13682154023419255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654543141167776,0.0,0.08362329173126119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314323381493209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281220511685979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230164009442787,0.06196342690530076,0.0,0.26021288184067903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coping-anxiety,2019/09/19,"ADHD Boyfriend SEX troubles! Pls Help! My boyfriend is Adhd and on adderall and amazing! His sex drive is very high, he is almost constantly horny, switching positions in bed, looking for new things to try, and going for long intimate sessions, and it’s sorta hard to keep up! I’ve done some research along side him when I brought up to him our descrapency of desire, and well, I love him, his adhd brain and wanna make it work! But it’s hard for me! Especially when I sometimes feel neglected or ignored when what’s important to me isn’t exactly providing enough dopamine for him to pay attention without serious effort. I love him, and I wanna make it work. Anyone out there willing to help me and my horny boy have a good sex life pls share! P.S. he’s very understanding and doesn’t make me feel pressured. I just wanna satisfy him, and it’s hard when anxiety makes my drive low, and I often feel anxiety about new things and I can’t seem to finish form him cause I’m nervous!",2.856210526315792,5.316910515789477,3.774210526315791,85.81447368421055,78.05263157894737,7.157894736842106,26.842105263157894,8.20500826718156,1.961894736842106,778,32,148,15,19,249,108,190,0.11199999999999999,0.7070000000000001,0.182,0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,9,13,0,2,1,0,9,7,1,5,1,41,25,18,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,8,14,0,3,6,0,1,4,4,7,1,0,2,7,25,6,23,22,3,21,0,2,1,5,18,8,0,6,9,91,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44902270909383024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470995186109288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054724727710107,0.0,0.0,0.08708205388787597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902908941056893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793804704065626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458471758557453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744881584390827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868427933062027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889152122547626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077959428441245,0.10445919110972347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33469317058229714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695458857654502,0.13158454172780598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069787874763662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796708330482655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102149810531936,0.10458318279460953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480646464204848,0.0,0.3325286856643338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405651990211533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337756740068955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231743621723268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654791858186115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455525223996553,0.0,0.0,0.129651708607665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551895066118075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197743274377824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005320515091165,0.0,0.181334851973605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,picklechip24,2019/09/19,"People say adderall decreases creativity, but i disagree I have always thought of myslef as a horrible artist. My whole mom's side of the family is amazing and I just thought those artistic genes skipped my generation. But since i began taking adderall, I doodled while smoking weed after a long day of studying and turns out, I dont suck. I just never had the patience and confidence to keep going with whatever I was working on. The adderall, still being in my system, really allowed me to see that I have a talent and now I love to draw. Has this happened to anyone?",5.241985981308415,6.935215757009345,6.058025700934582,75.45189836448598,69.0,8.340654205607477,33.935747663551396,8.841846274778883,3.182701869158877,454,22,75,8,8,149,78,107,0.07,0.723,0.207,0.951,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,19,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,2,14,3,13,13,1,14,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,8,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167471366195826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107032857754555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856061600446865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269975612497165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715921293988705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309166699565284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370312254674414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047510699009998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385788368362576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790535770362914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26979025914133314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766481143759572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969990272061999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757200473146526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318840221963528,0.0,0.0,0.18356397304862895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055293146146424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839626646453808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319910549314382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657539961621296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505612687979205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571843390589958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677019712210508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leadvocat,2019/09/19,"I always feel like I'm a failure. I'm a 33f. I know I'm not stupid. I actually have gotten high marks on so many standardized tests. But, I always mess up on things. * I forget all the time * I make typos. * I have bad impulse control and run my mouth too much. * I try to be mindful of other people's feelings, but I still interrupt too much and overtalk.",-1.201759747102212,0.6776224383561669,1.4712328767123315,94.51620653319284,105.43835616438356,3.889989462592202,17.944151738672286,5.8734145424116955,-0.13994330874604888,270,9,58,3,13,92,52,73,0.16399999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.7237,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,1,14,11,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,10,1,5,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.24486748049459345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41758089770638174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095126441124452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814347318927453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537513475791105,0.17926151206574592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651169886121918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790231156719013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258971927773266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749498575764096,0.25439947675863417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336362660858264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689188146851252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396042354160002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003897467209899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670401722787193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631690934060554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036221391092826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fatboyjones27,2019/09/19,"Negative thought trap, HELP! I'm getting into my higher level undergraduate classes. It's honestly a miracle I've made it this far without medication and with limited therapy. At this point, I'm MENTALLY EXHAUSTED. The army is paying for my school so I have to give up many weekends and basically whole summers for training. I feel like I haven't had a sufficient, relaxing break in a long time and I dont think the army will let me take a semester off. My grades have seen a steady decline and I get caught in the same mentality of ""OK, I'm changing my patterns for real this time"". I failed my first class last semester, I've been falling out of shape. This semester has been rough and I have this feeling like I'm giving up and it's all going to come crashing down. I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP. But my actions show otherwise. I just got out of a biochemistry exam that I'm sure I failed but instead of dissatisfaction, I'm just relieved to but out of the room. I cant wait to just get home and play video games or something. How can I rekindle my motivation to learn and change my thought patterns?",3.20734659228717,5.236393013824888,4.688173659956345,81.79286199369392,75.08294930875577,8.255056997332039,29.854232355081248,8.99025400887824,2.6319732718894007,872,40,171,20,19,291,128,217,0.098,0.784,0.11699999999999999,0.6134,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,6,11,0,0,10,1,15,2,0,3,2,38,41,14,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,9,14,0,2,7,6,1,5,6,3,0,1,9,4,21,8,28,30,3,30,0,2,1,0,5,17,0,1,9,106,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074115894743869,0.12516117949438466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028792633668652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469338554413794,0.20760153868234868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359022491665833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773629308810556,0.4181486360468609,0.08257608175640573,0.0,0.11620791489842801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739004507786507,0.0,0.1457455290107464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184370904987958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485768332608957,0.0,0.1419703206528823,0.0,0.0,0.12858397082156672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374842809036471,0.0,0.1473091524401147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637223610006392,0.29285199338494633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735337479928256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538069337357308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704911933098816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185733641579283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694144640287784,0.0,0.10924585463476327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616068430558198,0.0,0.0,0.09310095618702192,0.0,0.2307004287524655,0.16944861819091914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570040036236484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221979229730452,0.0,0.1400618834268092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,randomcash555,2019/09/19,"Comedowns and losing weight (help!) Hey everyone! So I’ve recently been trying to lose some weight. I take Ritalin instant release multiple times a day, but never got too serious of comedowns. Suddenly my comedowns are terrible and they happen multiple times a day. Has anyone else experienced this when their diet, calorie intake, and exercise changed a lot? Please let me know!! It’s not so fun and I’d love some help. Thanks",3.503026315789473,6.68809588157895,4.45294736842105,76.67363157894738,83.60526315789474,8.303157894736843,29.96842105263157,8.841846274778883,3.562562105263158,341,17,53,10,10,110,60,76,0.209,0.605,0.18600000000000005,0.4772,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,1,11,10,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,5,3,2,7,3,8,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,3,8,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988128633295665,0.19032365741272364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964997289044866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395878132922207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517096799746033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749286057897826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856189262831496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642588291714665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490097069992307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208378820539486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899427897768677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156152897362039,0.0,0.15791869743839235,0.16764735958839572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326247701486342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389861112194094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340651722644385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966149328575342,0.0,0.0,0.17101439083466635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662558392600675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611260801536206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523888937312164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RyskiStew,2019/09/19,"My memory is so terrible. Are there any ways to make my short-term memory last longer? So I’m taking an anatomy course this semester and there are so many terms that I have to remember. On top of that, I have to remember all the functions that term executes. I usually break up the words to memorize it but most of them are just too hard and it’s too much for my brain. I hate how I can recall pointless memories that happened in the past without a problem but my short-term memory is complete shit. Also, when I try to study, I re-read the textbook a couple times and 10 min later I can’t recall what I just read most of the time. Everything in lecture usually enters one ear and out the other within a couple minutes and it drives me insane. Even when I think I’m paying attention I still can’t process the information properly. Can anyone give me some tips to help my memory? And no, flash cards don’t help me.",4.102955685618728,5.148858668478262,5.4495652173913065,81.20145484949835,71.01086956521739,9.357190635451506,27.19732441471572,9.661875296680813,2.411903511705685,721,24,144,17,13,242,111,184,0.113,0.8240000000000001,0.062,-0.8852,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,15,4,2,0,11,0,12,3,3,2,1,26,20,15,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,1,1,2,5,4,0,1,0,2,20,0,17,20,7,24,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,13,100,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588911438352698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070513359748118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007207154259067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573333646683748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505239580128175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34836557095574805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397475344110133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147939195455225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101208480209907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920642539460334,0.0,0.1410178445591311,0.15542014968317458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103128139149005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831871549221308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507940397666753,0.15959967558941607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572217815219928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066722026782184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027567665673547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063015529567006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149261939617274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566534710716852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158987772954994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571621205989678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836062234004632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008686979619524,0.0,0.0,0.1835863152042752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687818394640644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467528739590372,0.0,0.0,0.1249530630061218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517477413119244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whentapirsfly,2019/09/19,"Should I be medicated for my serious memory problems? (16 M) I was diagnosed when I was about 8 but it's literally never mentioned when discussing my mental health. I've never been medicated either. Although my memory is partially affected by my anxiety and depression, I realise that a large part of it is my ADHD, and im wondering whether I should bring up the possibility of medication since it's affecting my life so much. (I have begun to forget where I've just been, what I was just thinking/saying, where things in my house are etc.)",4.13872549019608,6.433806401960787,6.414313725490199,69.26107843137257,73.21568627450979,10.415686274509804,30.94117647058824,10.504223727775694,4.068364705882354,431,20,73,15,9,152,69,102,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.9072,0,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,12,6,0,2,2,16,14,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,14,0,8,6,4,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498236446536332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321025206481314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123819814868146,0.19000772727801504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878151429135747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898868730403524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600783574606544,0.0,0.0,0.202212027073586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222744860932514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657638378845191,0.1886572118275358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761619597715735,0.0,0.2887659352102983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027232707542486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104394656207395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912857588953546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488718273995798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548567637431711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436976262428193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030143334622282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BoorbusDoinTheDo,2019/09/19,Loneliness I’m exactly sure if this is from adhd or not but i have the feeling of always being lonely even with my friends. And anytime we have an opportunity to add more people to the friend group i’ll instantly be like yes we need more people despite the fact that we really don’t and i don’t even know the person in question. It’s just like my brain wants more people in my life.,1.75129746835443,3.978134810126584,3.646060126582281,86.51060917721522,80.64556962025316,6.481645569620253,21.26740506329114,7.645422480735847,0.9120493670886076,306,9,62,5,8,103,57,79,0.055999999999999994,0.6679999999999999,0.276,0.9659,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,1,7,2,1,0,3,20,12,5,0,3,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,7,10,3,2,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,3,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827489110161331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576355002637452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626392129012909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107873321523134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895961931906154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36353815365564107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929828072843735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661782121882013,0.2298821500155884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444977999172806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489319941553565,0.2054287552601357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635563288045276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072003489041458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173926198495847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876838625071578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thesensitivechild,2019/09/19,Website where you work quietly in real time with others? I work from home and one of my biggest issues is accountability. In college I always worked at the library because I found an energy to be around others working. Someone a few weeks back mentioned some sort of site and/or service where you have your video camera on and work alongside others. Does anyone know some examples of this or variations. I need support and when I sit down to email I get so anxious. Etc. thank you,3.889163545568039,6.642534370786517,4.30936329588015,81.77980024968791,76.07865168539325,6.202746566791513,27.86641697877653,7.3871296695380915,1.8457255930087388,385,16,64,5,9,121,70,89,0.03,0.885,0.086,0.6056,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,5,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,11,2,13,7,4,15,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,4,4,48,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323333255104715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804493211132727,0.0,0.12876681932369038,0.0,0.0,0.16393872652155453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160532504391854,0.0,0.11226036571195908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115698548039645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053836757852728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191858725727735,0.0,0.0,0.09621440409872856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847244332513725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922120073687252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120784204449697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655004288248773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478951342177075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961092296628694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560355837254165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897912129016813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954697468815227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738339684587436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477195948441084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6703422541927504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crmnr,2019/09/19,"[TRIGGER WARNING: reference to self harm, suicide and suicidal thoughts] do we all get our super depressed stage and how do we get through it? (this is a very long post that i did not intend on being long) my last post i was a bit unclear about my diagnosis, i’m medicated and in the uk, i take xaggitin xl. it’s good. really good infact, when i started it, it was like a fog had been lifted and i was actually feeling bloody good, which i hadn’t felt in a long time. so.. basically, i probably would never have been diagnosed if i hadn’t been a bit drastic in my actions. rewind a bit, i was 18 and i was so messed up, i wanted to kill myself, i just couldn’t understand how this was life and this was supposed to be normal (i had previously been to the doctor a number of times to try and tell them i didn’t think my brain worked right, they told me i was fine and it was just life) so i became desperate, i can’t live if this is what ‘life is’, i couldn’t understand people being able to get degrees, have careers, families etc, all whilst feeling like this (as i was told this was normal) so i considered myself weak and had had enough, this living nonsense wasn’t for me, i wasn’t getting anything from life. was ruining my relationship, dropped out of uni as i just couldn’t do what was asked of me, had a horrible relationship with my mum, constantly screaming and fighting, literally very little to live for. meh, let’s do it. so, i had a little bit of a meltdown, had cut all my legs up and my boyfriend had kind of caught me and he just stared at me. i just went ‘i can’t do this anymore, i need to die’. he took me to the hospital, was literally just out of hours and i sat for 5 hours waiting to be seen. seen a dr who wasn’t very impressed and was doing their best to get me out as quick as possible, i told her, if i leave here, i will kill myself. she sighed and told me that they were getting CPN (crisis psychiatric nurses) up for another patient and she supposed i could see them too. so i did and my god, they took me seriously, which was the best f*cking feeling, i told them that i’d previously been told that there was nothing wrong with me and he stopped me and went ‘there is definitely something wrong with you and we can fix this’ (i know that might sound a bit awful to some of you, but this was like a weight had been lifted, i could get help??? i didn’t need to die???) anyway, i’ve digressed a bit. i seen a lot of health professionals who told me ‘you’re not depressed, you’ve washed your hair and you’re wearing eyeliner. depressed people don’t do that’ (for the record, i never claimed to be depressed, just claimed there was a cloud) however, they put me on mood stabilisers (quetiapine) and they made me a bit numb and sleep A LOT. i decided after a few months to stop taking them. side note: my parents didn’t know about how i was feeling until i text them from the hospital telling them i was there because i was going to kill myself and then very considerately didn’t go home for 3 days. my dad was super upset and concerned, my mum distanced herself, she doesn’t really believe mental health is a thing and thinks ‘tidy your room and you’ll be fine’.... riiiight... however, despite stopping my medication, i still occasionally seen my psychiatrist who asked about suicidal thoughts and if i still thought i wanted to kill myself, i’d shrug and say yeah but i didn’t see myself acting on it anytime soon. one day, on a pretty regular check up, she asked me something about focus and i was like ‘meh, don’t really care about that’ or whatever, but she ended up asking more focus based questions, memory etc etc. so.. it took a whole 18 months of tests, then further tests, her asking her specialist colleague about my case and voila! she deemed me to have adhd, which i was like ‘huh? me?’ i didn’t think that because i wasn’t super hyperactive or what you’d TYPICALLY see in a child. however, turns out i have quite a severe case of it and she gave me meds, oh my god. what a bloody difference. life was on the up. (this was jan 2019. age 25, 7 years after i first tried to get help) i vowed back then that if i made it through i’d never let myself get back there mentally. however, on a check up (3 months ago) i told her life was great and everything was perfect, she was thrilled and said ‘right so, we will keep you at the dose you’re on’ (despite it being increased every month previous) and i was happy with that. but.. the last month or so.. i’m back in 18 year old me headspace, i don’t want to live, i can’t cheer up, i have little to no energy, dont really care about anything, feel lonely, want company, but want to be alone, feel like i’m drowning in my cloud and can’t see through it. i’ve tried different approaches now, knowing what i know, get a good night sleep, eat better, be more active, take care of myself (self care and all that) but nothing is shifting it. (diffusing essential oil pretty much constantly ffs!! trying everything here haha) i am SO sorry about the length of this and i don’t know if us redditors (and ADHD’rs will even read all that) i got a bit absorbed and got a few things out i don’t ever speak about, so... that was nice? thanks guys x",2.744563976292163,4.483757122722917,4.022798635927831,87.33130943301668,75.56759348034515,7.3104201167959575,24.79570513379238,8.113822671687599,1.3604200383509104,4041,135,851,67,88,1325,384,1043,0.10300000000000001,0.758,0.14,0.991,7,3,2,0,2,5,163.0,6,7,12,10,50,55,6,1,39,4,116,25,6,7,10,144,204,78,10,21,24,4,9,6,0,6,17,5,2,4,51,53,2,6,24,1,2,13,32,21,1,2,91,24,145,32,93,90,29,103,0,6,9,0,77,36,0,15,56,569,196,7,0.0399960904105888,0.0,0.039030414735330914,0.0,0.09613505651044282,0.0,0.03545412092298274,0.0,0.0,0.04142388747561992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193938811886765,0.0,0.0,0.039665374417211866,0.0,0.0,0.0658267490403051,0.0,0.18695472729283386,0.0,0.0,0.09226357414325638,0.0,0.04876249096801053,0.0,0.0,0.04506189759053433,0.08394685864645501,0.035373291720354035,0.34932297465413303,0.0,0.0,0.0446488643994869,0.0,0.0,0.1631147190931531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644312972483227,0.0,0.06386724736271633,0.0,0.0,0.0515883390416511,0.0,0.137794296255179,0.04059518985565855,0.08301925455575468,0.08357480349032119,0.0,0.04093769331470076,0.0,0.0,0.046875120085872,0.0,0.0,0.04092598552494965,0.0,0.0,0.03542466463520172,0.04132665302303117,0.13381863989049794,0.026417040504081432,0.03617875359576739,0.03369843118815562,0.0,0.07189181419647965,0.0,0.03770475447821253,0.0,0.12133935035788225,0.057146429961842764,0.038402519018712215,0.0,0.0,0.03402065407123458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896306461778105,0.0,0.045461399781205655,0.134187292138981,0.06397705442748185,0.04409583087627707,0.0,0.03960241768285959,0.0,0.04257658196635094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502794760989965,0.0,0.0,0.053617072641630965,0.0,0.040119339763701384,0.0,0.0787761849110875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03555036286627898,0.1769989925020797,0.041649773398412714,0.10990402650765817,0.06520430378341255,0.0,0.042350084765256917,0.0,0.08179742452571795,0.16950252889149653,0.11724041696431,0.120259769824115,0.14126912237957914,0.10618584422941567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800649158670899,0.0,0.07569053562301563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442663997300689,0.0805837065730941,0.08061330390602643,0.042429531395877434,0.0,0.0,0.15962248890385788,0.0,0.02940172846092777,0.059313188501660376,0.0925423518162244,0.0,0.0,0.0375336214408684,0.07837535325661904,0.07675465489896696,0.0,0.04196916881932774,0.0,0.027102385969170625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441092518277544,0.0,0.0,0.0554565062265374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045089582414926034,0.0766103973455841,0.08138080560324876,0.04312255017642258,0.0,0.0,0.040207117856939034,0.04480477479515815,0.04254076536774265,0.04000691392067531,0.0,0.1024900787018004,0.0,0.0,0.0858816659639695,0.0,0.06831288535143523,0.03804544099301512,0.03180649642002237,0.0,0.0,0.12748682298382946,0.0,0.0834492902428871,0.045184197729449566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004995021750645,0.0,0.0,0.06158188886050767,0.0,0.04477234868650285,0.028309438651362345,0.0,0.06388185893390481,0.10031556746888648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124769384308085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021624724168724,0.0,0.06991669183579942,0.03682302640585375,0.0,0.0,0.05314325052316004,0.07688363929127184,0.0,0.09525728453806596,0.04664408391690657,0.0,0.0,0.30574382705693826,0.13331138427955028,0.10861887990585184,0.043504261200238266,0.0,0.08327468131062019,0.048110372175214834,0.0,0.0,0.1320038532727141,0.11795365193567744,0.0,0.0,0.048704463110606055,0.0,0.07415355302859772,0.0,0.04465420660068931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029117630170046392,0.0,0.0,0.028412075083787656,0.08745889234503754,0.0,0.051512341802170736 adhd,suicidemeteor,2019/09/19,"Side effects, Medicine, and what I should do. Medicine. I've heard so many great stories of people on here saying that medicine helps them focus, makes them feel normal, and is generally great. Well not fuckin so for me. Every fucking medicine I took came with a long line of side effects that would destroy me. I had one that caused crippling depression, one that caused nausea leading to me being starving but unable to eat during a vacation, basically ruining the vacation. I had one that prevented sleeping and eating, and constantly made me thirsty. That last one gave me mood swings too! I'm not promoting homeopathy. That's bullshit. But I seem to never do well with medicines. In fact, I'm prescribed a medication right now. Luckily, this time the medicine is different, you see, I've learned how to lie, bluff, and fake taking pills. Currently it's around year 2 of not taking meds. I'm happier than ever, have nearly all A's, more friends than ever, and I have fantastic self control compared to just a few years ago, so that gets me into my segue. &#x200B; My mom loves me, but she has a hard time with the whole ""medicine is not a miracle behave good drug"". She thinks that if I'm behaving badly it's because I forgot my medicine. If I tell her I've been off meds she'll go from generally happy with me to suddenly finding a thousand problems with my behavior that just *necessitate* me taking meds. How do I get her to understand that medicine, while useful as a kid that needed to sit down, shut up, and space out for an hour, isn't useful as a teen that needs to be proactive, self motivated, and hard working to succeed? She's a healthy bit narcissistic too, believing that her opinion is almost always right and if I prove her wrong she either dodges it or acts like I've attacked her personally and basically says I'm an asshole for being so disrespectful. I've quit medications before (without telling her) and eventually gotten the courage to tell her multiple times. Each time she's basically gone ""Oh that sucks, but you need medication, we'll find one that works for you"". Then I get a new medication. Then I get side effects. Then I tell her. Then she says it's all in my head (despite me being able to find out the medication's name by looking up side effects), then I quit the medication. The ciiiiircle of meeeeds. How do I tell her that I've been off med for 2 years without insulting her or making her pop me back on the zone-out drugs that either make me depressed, sleepless, hungry, or all three?",5.127992842230835,6.649188599164933,5.6121467342678235,79.20203757828813,69.06263048016703,8.731070682970474,31.84855353414852,9.159459690764724,2.7980739755442885,2005,87,373,39,35,644,238,479,0.11,0.7490000000000001,0.141,0.9648,2,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,1,3,2,13,19,25,6,0,22,0,24,16,2,18,8,90,62,36,0,10,20,1,3,1,1,4,9,4,0,4,24,22,2,3,14,0,0,6,8,13,2,7,12,9,56,11,48,42,10,55,0,3,2,3,44,22,3,9,27,238,80,7,0.06662184991975394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905625022145738,0.0,0.06671215918835116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543471609835838,0.0721847465537385,0.08095283977735898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930757108099381,0.0,0.07579197212625045,0.0,0.05122809026691589,0.05562646188646432,0.0406120613494274,0.0,0.056690287350605,0.07506001080498369,0.0,0.0,0.07273380520452177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619764804486975,0.0,0.13687798340151205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199455191746595,0.07472206965588653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476260342786215,0.0,0.0,0.06960565342820388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452038973884993,0.13634156926194818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052655485061395,0.056131781934218514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03368600908204062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267349161023716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051471875985357726,0.061590826720625075,0.13922866747047846,0.0,0.03786273261053005,0.05587924686042934,0.0,0.14690164946464002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709201980678435,0.11936018332634828,0.0,0.06837323842183471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465522167288621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560910222124876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054305699584458515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03254807067116808,0.0,0.0,0.058958240711627224,0.055945574790932935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012882064326116,0.06303920524301193,0.1334118064457359,0.06754409910580679,0.0,0.0,0.29600742575949524,0.4026870289203696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802670543167536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819777265930725,0.05138287776488374,0.06434379779952197,0.0,0.0,0.06527526776326865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572344846326556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618720226115075,0.0581716296253849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374811289584169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172107607051956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378939163173266,0.0,0.15894110718433538,0.0,0.0,0.05308898882605741,0.060650030025250386,0.13900223830376535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666699634230072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027401984439662,0.0,0.29115216653382786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268859135618205,0.0,0.0,0.15539094578773407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401932659661084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935569531219342,0.0,0.11507977570958305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980208808077325,0.0,0.0,0.07438091623198262,0.0,0.1284421718327686,0.0,0.09700300040796772,0.0,0.0,0.047326250708738096,0.07284053441403887,0.08095283977735898,0.1287068611955152 adhd,Armyk8,2019/09/19,Meds? I've tried every med under the sun for ADHD and haven't had much luck. I either don't feel like myself or I'm way zoned out. Any suggestions or similar experiences?,1.2467142857142832,3.665213600000005,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,84.42857142857143,6.928571428571428,17.32142857142857,8.07648339933343,0.8357142857142854,136,3,27,3,4,47,31,35,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599946978702471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037007690138545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523794543765336,0.0,0.0,0.2930123402754337,0.0,0.0,0.15145887586842616,0.21399489983388226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463424825284343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6654535989266539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201999299392929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337128969422436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23776475831158694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,monkyman96,2019/09/19,"Cousin My cousin is such a spastic. Dude can not sit still unless he has a cigarette, sucks cause the kid is only 13. Super annoying to be around",0.7101724137931029,3.2320888965517263,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,91.06896551724138,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.4199586206896551,114,3,23,2,4,37,26,29,0.157,0.725,0.11800000000000001,-0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085709414137077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868741849354316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344932585497412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562344757696152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,colin_is_bald,2019/09/19,"Found a new obsession. How do I stop myself? It has happened again. This time I'm all about mountain biking, and needless to say, it could get extremely expensive. I've decided that I don't want to let myself do this shit again. What are some things you tell yourself when you notice you're slipping into that obsessive mindset? Been reading up on stuff all day and I'm so ready to BUY STUFF",2.467175324675324,4.950043688311691,3.3351785714285747,88.29419642857144,79.64935064935065,6.447402597402598,25.209415584415584,7.645422480735847,1.4640402597402602,312,12,60,5,8,99,58,77,0.157,0.802,0.040999999999999995,-0.7959,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,1,2,1,0,8,1,1,1,2,12,14,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,7,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,7,42,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304468121989235,0.0,0.0,0.1559305414933684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651034446629984,0.0,0.0,0.12632205038296376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380860592048412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472403053868492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335162898599424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752724460653438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418492189133221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922761733335401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481875846627116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214207378672447,0.0,0.0,0.5535691837912791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211329688451087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063040572218548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098607161500454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261034302810788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LevarBurgers,2019/09/19,"Failed my road test and feel like a total failure. Failed my road test for some mistakes there were dumb on my part (should have stopped at a crosswalk even if pedestrians aren't using it), stuff I wasn't prepared for ( not knowing how far away from the curb to park), and somethings that were just wrong (examiner said I wasn't doing headchecks, but that's all I was doing). My mom feels like a failure because my sister failed her road test 3 times too. And now all I can think of is spending another 3 weeks commuting to school for classes that bore me and don't even interest me (I'm a TA in one and the others two easy) and I lose so much more time commuting by train (3x as long as sitting in traffic), and all this work for my Undergraduate Thesis seems totally pointless and I don't care about it anymore. Sorry, just ranting.",5.63871951219512,5.950350310975613,5.699902439024393,83.40729268292688,67.23170731707317,8.511219512195122,31.64390243902439,8.238735603445708,2.156165365853658,657,25,132,8,10,207,109,164,0.223,0.747,0.028999999999999998,-0.9822,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,10,12,1,0,6,0,14,0,0,2,5,31,23,14,0,3,5,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,6,3,15,4,17,16,9,16,0,4,0,0,4,9,1,3,8,91,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196507467148144,0.0,0.0,0.18585255078393695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607046461547085,0.0,0.0,0.11423859552742464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106895535009266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755467124574404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951228962972347,0.2677602299903017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299130648826213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311042370441152,0.0,0.0,0.16584498274326295,0.0,0.20965504140728544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194831029494725,0.0,0.0,0.1377621240743655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269885293838405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293823833819408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782623347980649,0.0,0.0,0.189660954643418,0.0,0.1706038555681052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427131087223405,0.0,0.20978133523841586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667656716853942,0.0,0.0,0.21453059667878965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007971424093088,0.0,0.0,0.21855137137380504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306464477975348,0.0,0.0,0.1618552655768994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032268013601724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643097838850127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048948039679883,0.0,0.0 adhd,-Donatello-,2019/09/19,"ADHD and Importance of meal timing for sleeping cycle ? I usually have two full meals a day. I'm aware that it is recommended to have your last (full) meal a couple of hours before going to sleep. *But is it important to have a scheduled time for your last meal that you're supposed to stick to consistently* ? I feel like if I don't - my sleep pattern goes its own way and I suddenly find myself going to sleep much later due to the delayed meal. I just find it hard to have a consistent ""last"" meal. *So is it important to schedule your daily activities to a point where one can have a consistent ""last meal of the day"" ?* *Let's say you make it home later than usual, what would be the best thing to do here - skip the last meal and go to bed hungry or eat it and thus provoking a delayed sleeping time? Or to have a light meal ?* &#x200B; *Is it also important to prioritize sticking to your meal time over other (urgent) organizational things that needs to be done ?* It's interesting because after having a meal, my motivation to do those things drops significantly but then again maybe I shouldn't be doing organizational things in the evening time. &#x200B; I've been trying to wrap my head around this for a long time due to having a disturbed sleep pattern and I still haven't come to a strong conclusion, it would of great help if somebody can offer some advice .",3.5155089058524176,5.816233267175576,4.520935114503819,82.0935146310433,75.10687022900763,7.267430025445293,24.275445292620862,8.212053250817874,1.5275567430025436,1084,35,205,19,24,352,137,262,0.048,0.8540000000000001,0.098,0.8991,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,5,0,6,9,6,0,1,17,0,28,19,7,4,0,31,36,14,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,21,7,12,2,5,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,2,4,16,5,32,27,6,43,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,31,142,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568035340103467,0.08592871607761753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032130277348983,0.0,0.19055429935683965,0.2137004339723933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828047609394452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053604142601760836,0.0,0.07482590507116613,0.0,0.09228198339593616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757479092567768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729801067789702,0.0,0.1134211410319786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998767073123527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997909338291157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058080002813073975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446239798028315,0.06282052700846955,0.0,0.0,0.16074134248912852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992585335803024,0.0,0.0,0.09694825508343068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877216860463672,0.0,0.09024631355137792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058940738069686374,0.0,0.08820561735423926,0.0,0.08659791093049034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35839235536055125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991913090760315,0.0,0.04296042514705013,0.0,0.0,0.07781939250664427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869705747384307,0.0,0.08834216878658026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464208098769013,0.06520242406594681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958679031768329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312666125741405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992915808504421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279888941118394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022472002517376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367947968313535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765238725609384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970185087074899,0.0,0.08589936946273855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369517338063,0.0,0.0,0.06979842712499243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493249579086685,0.0,0.2137004339723933,0.0 adhd,ThrashCartographer,2019/09/19,"Question: What are your tips for keeping and maintaining your habits when or after you travel? I had to fly out of state one day and flew back the next, this past Sunday and Monday. Even just those two days were enough to make me feel thrown off the rails and I've had difficulty maintaining my habits this week. I have 4 weeks until I have to do the same thing again and I'm afraid it takes me so long to finally generate consistency in habits but they can fall apart real easy if disrupted. Especially if you live by yourself, what tricks or methods do you use to pick up where you left off and maintain consistency after having your habits disrupted?",4.52664,6.433510184000004,4.5778,84.50590000000003,71.16,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.65108,523,15,102,10,10,162,89,125,0.027999999999999997,0.938,0.034,0.4137,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,1,0,7,2,1,1,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,21,17,14,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,2,4,1,14,0,16,13,2,28,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,16,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401401550457693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918950662775313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383280693427302,0.0,0.14947183669878206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442623912285925,0.0,0.0,0.2479052672643717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114963415791864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458802526477063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983081741914213,0.2002721584946825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105985820397286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406771596222912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334963086063133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603303357443016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535125757358358,0.0,0.0,0.2575838047592591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701526479117778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034650195984262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210663895142337,0.0,0.0,0.19545422999618906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630552715381299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alien_Nicole,2019/09/19,"Spent 5 hours doing chores and nothing got done Worked around the house all morning but all I really got done was the dishes. However, I started some laundry, dusted half the house (no idea why I stopped), swept half the house, cleaned part of the fridge etc. I lost my dusting stuff and I forgot where the broom is. Tired",3.188251366120216,5.6758947377049225,2.689754098360656,93.88632513661207,77.03278688524591,5.3781420765027335,23.281420765027317,6.42735559955562,0.4799486338797814,253,8,50,2,6,74,45,61,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,10,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,6,0,2,3,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766008503259016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624777090610661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975177462681744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832924534369706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744117394554518,0.613062622488053,0.0,0.19992882941234136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933299085858033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993603951931896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917863451244716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345734071459995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125355104306316,0.0,0.0,0.14806685240771444,0.0,0.0,0.20274167841070512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035549650009416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598087897229742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893380232897156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,techiejames,2019/09/19,"Feelings confirmed I've taken a giant step forward. A couple of weeks back I decided I needed help with ADD, after almost 30 years of not needing it. My coping mechanisms are not working as they used to. I spoke to some over the phone help provided by work, who sent me in the right direction. Later I made an appointment for today. I kept said appointment. That feeling that I now know that feeling that I've had that something isn't right being confirmed is amazing. I pick up my new meds later today, and start them tomorrow morning. I'm starting to feel better. Thanks for reading.",3.3889680589680613,5.951903081081087,4.3977067977068,81.5062407862408,76.74774774774775,6.55888615888616,28.108927108927112,7.686295010490155,2.0715693693693686,466,20,78,7,11,151,81,111,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.9432,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,19,23,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,6,12,3,14,15,1,22,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,14,49,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803258251674162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847172331885074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592676430366492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925699281948533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642189045127913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414099556712644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896820120950246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039767325248206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003018923079668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670566202413175,0.0,0.17392404283970755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013044801396544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075776019084897,0.17129894959028671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863570246862758,0.0,0.0,0.25492552999237644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579504874752787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34139281948818617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553278268450416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445068968756675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220326706703795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596672047076145 adhd,The_Great_Curve,2019/09/19,"how do you deal with the ritalin comedown? i’m prescribed ritalin and it helps me a lot but during the last hour of it being in my system and during the comedown, i feel like this fight or flight reaction, like this weird sense of impending dread. has anyone else experienced this? if so, how do you deal with it?",5.266639344262295,6.067623491803283,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,68.18032786885246,9.378688524590164,28.364754098360656,9.516144504307137,2.3887344262295085,247,8,48,5,4,80,43,61,0.19899999999999998,0.687,0.114,-0.7313,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,1,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,11,6,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067862643735888,0.3087213551262208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212619864391725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517006669987461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234825720502332,0.21525149882121766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019575895856192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967235553445969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456028159299728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944036398055859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615772067276843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,j3h490,2019/09/19,"I finished my homework and burst into tears Hello all. I’ve been a lurker on this sub for a moderate amount of time. I’m in my early 20’s and was very recently diagnosed with ADHD. I brought up the possibility of me having ADHD at a much younger age but was shut down due to the stigma surrounding anything mental in my culture. I was prescribed adderall XR and I’m two days in now. All I can say is, wow. Yesterday in class I was more attentive than ever before. I just now comfortably finished all of my homework that’s due a week from now. Upon finishing the hw I was hit with a wave of emotions. I have never been able to complete a basic task such as hw with such ease and focus. It reaffirms the fact that there was a legitimate issue that has been holding me back for years. Knowing that the problem is fixed is overwhelming me with happiness. I’m not lazy, I’m not forgetful, I’m not unmotivated, I have ADHD. I’m able to work at my full potential now and see an incredibly bright future in front of me. The reason I’m sharing this is to reach out to those of you who believe you’re suffering from this condition but have never taken the steps to seek treatment. Please don’t hold back, get the help you need. You won’t regret it, I promise. Godspeed fam.",2.616502909962339,4.645903515748032,4.372862033550156,83.38098767545361,76.83464566929132,7.252036973639164,26.397808969530978,8.18289091462,1.8237530297843203,999,39,195,18,23,337,146,254,0.049,0.787,0.16399999999999998,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,1,11,10,0,1,16,0,21,1,0,1,7,33,35,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,11,11,0,2,3,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,11,3,22,6,35,22,7,42,0,3,2,0,9,16,0,0,23,135,33,4,0.2993093451966001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395675024582083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315304414390005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301504111928981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734510379368458,0.16860956811879213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569100769200198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651488320373984,0.0,0.0,0.1518963424811644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834136370484304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537121925686316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818838966378629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931018179821976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031037245753176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620059668802802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224629425222031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081671082443734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100134038470759,0.11096704346416844,0.23084581885145436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427589005820176,0.0,0.16871315732683093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319931037156486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538699283815766,0.14776593471659427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901140234889712,0.0,0.0,0.11925539820506648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726484308306574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619086945411033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234807779988167,0.0,0.0,0.1200439513276621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895038403011066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637270253212854 adhd,imsecretlythedoctor,2019/09/19,"TIFU, I ate my lunch too early at work and now the rest of the day has really been dragging hard I usually like to eat my lunch from like 2-3 so that after there’s only 2 hours of work left. Today I ate my lunch around noon and now the day is passing by soooooo slow. Time dilation is a real bitch.",3.4336153846153863,3.2745261692307714,5.089038461538461,87.51971153846155,71.92307692307692,8.346153846153845,23.94230769230769,8.07648339933343,1.0161538461538455,231,5,54,3,4,79,48,65,0.085,0.838,0.078,-0.1189,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,4,0,4,6,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,2,8,3,1,16,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,14,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356860192375729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414871569652888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27090809090856743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371664017839807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260728062984737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876545653935069,0.0,0.0,0.2586895760703022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135634609498326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30134651568214016,0.16960734849773504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543794188951754,0.0,0.2509545873394703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915876770142918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854862137084079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wabasha28,2019/09/19,"Heart Rate Questions I was prescribed 25mg of Adderall XR a few months ago for ADHD. About the same time, I purchased an Apple Watch. I understand that stimulants increase heart rate, but I’m curious if others see similar ranges. When I’m sitting at my work desk, it can be anywhere from 80-90bpm, which is technically considered normal range. What I’m more concerned about is the rate it gets when walking around. It’s not unusual for my heart rate to go up to 130bpm while walking up the stairs at work, or 110-120bpm while walking to a meeting or running errands during my lunch breaks. My blood pressure is fine - typically 110/70. Is there any cause for concern with these temporary spikes? The meds are working great and I’d hate to get off them. Any insights are appreciated. Thanks!",4.473642072213501,6.861993224489797,4.392789115646264,83.70871271585558,72.5374149659864,7.244165358451077,30.35531135531136,8.139509932561175,2.2665305075876496,632,28,114,10,13,194,106,147,0.051,0.813,0.136,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,1,1,7,0,9,5,4,2,0,15,19,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,1,0,3,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,1,4,8,3,18,17,4,22,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,4,7,64,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631093077838786,0.0,0.15217284834602507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334795234715875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282043790514907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763497727332849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937832846612312,0.0,0.09756257544125024,0.0,0.0,0.1892639842686912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694860795312657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102803114812694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068385200755025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370233313602537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819766552799148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230684678072696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679674234609895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580483359063424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010067833222618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871188341790187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37492787337929656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mydaley,2019/09/19,"When the pharmacy is on backorder for my specific XR dose, so I have to get a script for the lower amount... not a great way to start my Thursday. 😔 Title says it all... I typically take a 25mg XR Adderall before I go to work which lasts me till about 2 or 3 when I take a 10mg instant. Needless to say the drop from 25XR to 20XR is affecting me significantly more than I thought it would... Story time: So I decided to make a cup of coffee for myself this morning at work. I get my mug out and decide to make it fancy by sprinkling some cinnamon into it since the weather today feels very fall-ish. I select my coffee pod, mug goes in the machine and I pat myself on the back for having such an efficient morning. About an hour later, I realize I never got my coffee! Thinking ""oh no, it must be cold by now and I'll have to microwave it,"" I walk back to the machine. There it sits, still ready to be brewed... so I chastise myself, hit the brew button and say aloud to myself as I walk away, ""I will answer that one email then come pick this mug up."" So as I'm working on a completely different project, about 40 mins later, I remember I never picked up my coffee. I grumble to myself and walk back to the machine to find nasty dust stuff floating in my drink! Great! Now the machine is broken or something! So of course, I attempt to inspect/clean the machine, dump out the coffee, and use this as the universe telling me to drink my water. ... it was the cinnamon I had put in the mug 2 hours prior... fml(&defunct brain) because that damn Keurig machine is literally 17 steps away from my desk.",3.4290416666666697,4.6910744875000026,4.765625,84.64354166666669,72.875,7.333333333333335,27.083333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5505208333333336,1236,44,250,16,24,411,176,320,0.08800000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.03,-0.9521,2,0,3,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,4,18,4,2,0,23,0,14,5,1,6,4,34,30,20,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,15,10,3,0,9,2,0,7,4,2,0,1,4,5,37,2,48,20,4,47,0,0,0,0,5,14,1,3,23,169,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391167607861102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412641007878497,0.29618526015962177,0.0,0.07826886833457361,0.0,0.1092553416167881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333213991320626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106015850357644,0.13462051972400566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414624972221126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515579433619085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492075806924441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735140569892193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416297868857935,0.0,0.07297027373180913,0.0,0.1026898246995507,0.28311357458937997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528879358829641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465968752538636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141034405412578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980534629763568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700429518112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290732098047221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454473756771364,0.0,0.0,0.30631640398961163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062103059431533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884533491489243,0.0,0.0,0.09087918530998576,0.0,0.10253702603391826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698243573170294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307527669525715,0.0,0.11222356034426367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227082362300572,0.0,0.10193189769994893,0.07486860474527786,0.0,0.12170417496707063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089271898177867,0.0,0.10593995514130276,0.0,0.10191458416176416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280420944470116,0.0,0.0,0.09120866960237342,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theViceBelow,2019/09/19,"I have had this song stuck in my head for weeks Warning: don't listen to this if you think it might cause problems... https://youtu.be/GA4JThRBvck",7.2395999999999985,9.820304359999998,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,65.4,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7986,119,3,21,1,2,32,24,25,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503368237092209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44990415919967697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650517034370731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194702751392673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808960822219647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516418421398923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xo-luna,2019/09/19,"Normal days? When I say this I mean do you ever feel super productive, motivated and focused just for one day and actually feel like a normal human being? I get it once and while and I love it and I crave it but I rarely get it.",-0.6333035714285735,1.5663348958333358,2.5717857142857166,88.83750000000002,95.875,5.242857142857143,15.190476190476188,6.868970318607317,-0.027027380952381108,177,4,38,3,7,63,33,48,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,14,8,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,3,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,27,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.25747769270879034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34032040390027696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386657191343079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26681906214924384,0.18849314096322545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756994928390579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890285800995058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813321864727044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874079391656141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170302508592998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809896237833512,0.17879030631791676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098226054453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2path-1cup,2019/09/19,"college is starting and doctor forgot to write date on my aadderall presciption, what are my options? I just got diagnosed with ADD and plan was to see how I react to low dose Adderall, but the doctor forgot to write the date and pharmacy rejected it. my doctor is out for 3 weeks and I really can't wait that long. so these are my options I come up with: 1. write date myself, this is a felony even tho there's 99% chance I won't get caught it's still too risky 2. call Dr phone and ask for permission to write down the date, I doubt if he agrees 3. the pharmacy was talking about E script but I doubt it works for me 4. wait 3 weeks any advice on what should I do?",0.4661241007194264,2.705428647482016,2.059995503597122,95.7668277877698,86.26618705035973,5.4893884892086335,18.04001798561152,6.9077264865688965,0.01258597122302163,518,13,117,7,16,168,88,139,0.142,0.8240000000000001,0.034,-0.9443,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,2,5,0,11,6,0,2,0,29,22,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,8,10,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,1,14,0,16,14,0,17,0,2,1,0,9,6,0,5,9,70,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554904590945847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304344588434806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966464252394174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478821479738144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119566063692552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349818436328752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458984347002448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389324746090984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989783531869836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823403227999284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615083074842906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347539314133469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761964492634027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488849731680036,0.0,0.16798370625478484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906927320587647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374559944447485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313541324404134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BriefInteraction9,2019/09/19,"Looking for some advice about things I can do to improve my life with ADHD Hello, people of Reddit! I'm here today looking for some content that I can read/watch/listen to about how to be more organized (maybe even actual methods and such) so I can improve my day-to-day life. Anything you guys see as helpful will be really apreciated.",4.417230769230769,6.0758701076923085,5.63692307692308,77.80307692307693,71.0,7.661538461538463,28.384615384615394,8.238735603445708,2.1706,267,10,46,4,5,89,48,65,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.8356,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,5,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,10,8,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2349560560306203,0.0,0.2893578492201865,0.23527692395309524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813257738492712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105524950372795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590258184784697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383994105914308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138255267348334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34012488248479994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043710604185872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418850726068946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691908185682122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083440497621694,0.0,0.15424294641330524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918619192703568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995639083314775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282210960198577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eliandari4eva,2019/09/19,"I don't know if I should medicate my 12 year old. She wants to and I don't Hello everyone long-time member, first-time poster. My daughter was diagnosed with inattentive type in third grade. She is now in 8th grade. So far we have had 504 accommodations in school, and that has been working for her. From day one of getting diagnosed, her doc was also pushing for meds. But I have always been hesitant and still am because I worry how meds with affect her developing mind and body. Can anyone attest to the pros and cons of the meds? Which they've tried? Or those who haven't, why haven't you? I'm really thinking next steps as my daughter is really looking burnt out. Her grades thus far, have been great, but last night she expressed having to read things over and over, I'm so hurt for her. How about those who have never done meds, what things have worked for you? Specifically pertaining to reading and writing.",3.175220588235294,5.595719102272732,3.5328743315508038,88.17335561497326,76.72727272727272,6.868449197860963,22.28475935828877,7.928766900206844,1.0660117647058829,726,21,143,12,17,225,113,176,0.061,0.924,0.015,-0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,2,9,2,0,0,2,0,23,4,1,4,1,26,30,17,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,7,1,19,1,21,22,0,19,0,1,1,0,18,8,0,2,9,95,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653267047223536,0.11084626239195773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931476226778314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120714825398423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479727826489068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591320528478501,0.0,0.0,0.2704225756776674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363260704007994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272934575257932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331333752710356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695997855366139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687094954610128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261032715433108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321194957142149,0.10858870125423048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789183890639192,0.11186776625574336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5918911305956273,0.13420095808538232,0.0,0.0,0.1345100371683202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027442792540767,0.0,0.14167657224003252,0.12501405487496886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978762966163913,0.0,0.09027051045767917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26650380859927714,0.0,0.17068297477172925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482155650296654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638635324411456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770053882917522,0.08535934034936894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044482048182058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857416230949542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020658801267395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193965456897996,0.1352871663890794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578664244989159 adhd,dashyyyt,2019/09/19,"Question about dosage Hello everyone, I am lucky enough to have been diagnosed and have been given medication that has nearly turned my life around. I only take the medication maybe 1 day a week. My doctor has said in the past that I shouldn’t take it more than necessary but really didn’t offer any guidance. My dosage is 20 mg of XR however often I need it. The thing is I am afraid to experiment and I think the coping mechanisms I have used skew and restrict what I consider “necessary”. Do you guys think I would benefit from 2 or 3 times a week? I am a student and work full time.",3.81384099616858,5.372346801724142,5.203908045977013,80.70967432950194,72.36206896551724,9.293486590038317,25.819923371647512,9.725611199111238,2.365453256704981,463,15,92,12,9,155,80,116,0.033,0.9109999999999999,0.057,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,7,0,16,5,0,1,0,17,25,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,14,2,9,18,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,6,62,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609179855086694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506290217040173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958040906489233,0.0,0.0,0.1881971584736352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897849864401584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915881831274702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771765314978254,0.0,0.18137610948545407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359471905663075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096746357100886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627907610628885,0.0,0.0,0.3735818122849737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748640634165704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102008665759355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700414642704432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207712572166344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878464943753353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637665726457405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788251750910968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231846528624764,0.23761899704828246,0.0,0.0,0.21623951221757864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168345975202825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014314372950356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974651023557705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134987797297494,0.0,0.0,0.13171688114085958,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,plantmaven,2019/09/19,"Q: does medication help with intrusive thoughts / boredom? I get very annoying intrusive thoughts when my brain is bored and doesn't want to do a thing, like it's a v dramatic Victorian dame on a fainting couch saying, 'I am SO bored I just want to DIE!' Wondering if folks have found meds have helped with this or any coping strategies? I haven't tried meds as of yet, I'm fairly newly diagnosed and my doctor has been hesitant to give me an Rx for them.",6.468764044943825,6.254590483146068,6.864359550561797,77.55226966292136,65.51685393258428,11.164943820224721,33.530337078651684,10.793553405168565,3.4527330337078657,359,14,72,9,5,117,69,89,0.16399999999999998,0.777,0.059000000000000004,-0.7498,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,9,6,1,0,0,13,18,7,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,8,1,9,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083618032108247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311938626239315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020375037331065,0.21493874918266584,0.0,0.0,0.2119772489543616,0.1812359935738472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707619948036145,0.0,0.0,0.10820203090153883,0.1986707126275862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763165521291605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117937383244556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600863487529261,0.20863305974027446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469549366553934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758909130264274,0.0,0.0,0.32883105168329824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060838241390644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170880497913135,0.24430776252326297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459283569482447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Evil_Marshmallow,2019/09/19,"16 yr old in academically the most important year of his life. Can I get some help? Wuthout seeing a professional or telling my parents? I am from India, and I am in the most important stage of my life academically, can I please get rid of this for some time. ADHD topped with MDD,OCD and brain fog is really bringing me down. Can I do something about it without telling my parents and going to a professional, like some exercises or something else? I have been going to the park at 8 pm for 30 minutes for walk/jogging but I see no effect. I am also doing NoFap to cure my Porn and Masturbation addiction.",3.5494915254237327,5.510178864406786,5.312000000000001,77.99528813559323,73.91525423728814,8.109830508474579,28.749152542372883,8.841846274778883,2.4143159322033902,478,20,91,10,10,163,78,118,0.025,0.894,0.08,0.4737,2,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,11,6,1,1,0,15,18,8,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,14,1,17,17,5,12,0,0,2,1,6,5,0,7,4,63,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757240934702326,0.2288329555870073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226890369415574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255787378724314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906113265563027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896024372674645,0.0,0.2164260750380017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762621303681146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26898106388831466,0.09302354452173536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980076557012466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228502541660864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901038673997727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219799960544588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30346043951842194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931701743380118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328493021879906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102821354450104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354614948863784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261626353252746 adhd,benny_jonez,2019/09/19,How do you guys do well in school!! I have bad ADHD and anxiety and it’s near impossible to pay attention during lectures. I haven’t been on medication since early high school and I’m 23 now. I love learning but I just can’t get myself to focus during class. What has your experience been?,0.4698084291187712,2.9247168620689616,2.995747126436786,85.06285440613027,95.89655172413794,6.026053639846745,18.513409961685824,7.3871296695380915,0.8988904214559388,230,7,45,5,9,79,45,58,0.099,0.825,0.076,0.2344,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,7,2,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,30,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274252119386781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084192120815403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747968503406546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665028906895497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423409486681904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26976277902714524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878524555029417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458916982589391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744590595901242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514565341141405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253688141701063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449602252131469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dansblood,2019/09/19,"Jumpy The smallest of things make me jump, and a lot of people judge me for it. I don't know if it is ADHD, but it sucks. No, I don't take medicine for it either. But is there a way that I could not be jumpy without medication?",-0.1333999999999982,1.5847524600000007,1.9980000000000009,98.54900000000002,84.4,4.800000000000002,18.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.6559999999999997,173,4,44,1,5,58,36,50,0.155,0.8009999999999999,0.043,-0.6641,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,11,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355507318514235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893577779001491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917304224449667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081110913792537,0.0,0.0,0.2419138990124452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650935844553115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512519652003076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27248993195829313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077149895690306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876670548309413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493537874962712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Me0613,2019/09/19,"Adderall XR So... I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was only 8 years old, I am primarily inattentive and struggle every single day. When I was 10 I was put on Vyvanse and HATED it. Since then I have been in medicated. Partially because I hated vyvanse and mostly because I’m stubborn and want to prove a point. My doctor has been begging me to try adderall XR 30 mg for about a month and I finally said yes. Today was my first time taking it, and just now, I was sitting here and realized that my head is quiet. For the first time, I’m not making lists in my head of what I need to do, I’m not thinking of a joke I heard 2 years ago, I’m not making up alternate realities in my head and what if’s- it was just quiet. And I actually cried! Hahaha I know, sounds super lame but I never knew that there could be a stop to all the useless chatter in my head",2.5073607748184017,3.850266293785314,4.8073809523809565,83.11436440677967,75.32768361581921,7.543018563357546,25.637207425343018,8.192908349453996,1.5957783696529455,662,23,137,11,14,232,104,177,0.124,0.83,0.046,-0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,3,1,6,1,16,7,4,2,3,32,32,15,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,10,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,12,5,21,2,16,18,3,27,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,2,18,95,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.13518452613490714,0.0,0.16648519042705162,0.0,0.12279778652120142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889224158566468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060430216815256,0.0,0.15216783263999006,0.08933988038205007,0.0,0.0,0.14060423239689832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417905166863213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671683435986865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175197858549047,0.0,0.23566575095889536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735378306814664,0.5686837416194129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613203110704829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493864709094893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955360532483682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105726939837477,0.0,0.0,0.10271765411051556,0.1068422670074069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536310304642835,0.0,0.0,0.1053577067679944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095488029348412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926011833588028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177300182717916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459279424840382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581662270475444,0.0,0.14482080847993048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041567259425614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876392437023722,0.0,0.0,0.1615549930499707,0.0,0.13130949353104934,0.0,0.0,0.09405224047033484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170811737940474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841653909770533 adhd,MadnessInConcert,2019/09/19,"Advice Needed on Studying and Working 'Sup reddit, hope y'all're having a lovely day I've been out of work and college for the last five years due to some severe illness. When I was in school I never learned to study - literally couldn't make myself sit down to do it for more than five minutes at a time before getting distracted or wandering off. I kind of just coasted through. My last job was great for me in some ways, insofar as I had a million different tasks so if something was burning me out or I was losing attention, I'd just switch task for awhile - and it'd still be something productive. I do the same with cleaning my house (though I'm still not great at it, I've gotten better) - I'll start with dishes, get distracted halfway through, end up clearing counters, organising stuff, then end up on laundry, maybe back to dishes - it kind of gets cleaned in a mishmash of a spiral of my brain hopping from place to place but if I keep at it eventually everything gets done. (If I don't, it somehow ends up as more of a mess!) Anyway, recently due to my health issues I've started doing some transcription work online. However... I can't fucking focus on it. It's not something I can doodle while I listen to, it's not something I can throw on an episode in the background to while I work - I have to focus on it, and it alone, to do it. It's driving me mad and leading me to more and more procrastination in getting it done and I missed a deadline last week as a result. I'm also doing a course online as well, and I'm having similar issues with studying. I've tried *so goddamned many* studying guides but again, my attention - POOF. Just fucking POOF. I'm so goddamned scatterbrained I don't even realise always when I've tuned out and missed half a damned lecture - let alone sitting down to study! &#x200B; I need some advice, or help, or just... What works for you guys? I'm so tired of feeling useless and like I can't do anything right.",4.342397157816002,5.688429369109953,5.021290201944655,83.36184554973823,70.75392670157069,7.341959611069559,30.396783844427823,7.7094869923839395,1.991268960359013,1537,64,292,18,28,495,190,382,0.11699999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9716,3,2,4,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,8,20,20,4,2,14,0,27,9,1,3,2,52,52,34,0,7,16,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,1,16,16,2,1,4,0,0,3,9,11,1,4,9,2,29,9,57,39,9,56,0,4,0,3,5,25,3,13,26,201,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881292919098948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951950562866146,0.0,0.07316738051861515,0.07612998551099265,0.0991332525181549,0.111174710598122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529141816182168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035291319714404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785429525710831,0.0,0.0,0.08091863376228904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213709074084514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900578812847875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955913146117702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725939044628384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431084576263838,0.0,0.0,0.060430644751201176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222852752100683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046261901635586515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916867536695482,0.239008088776796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174398341719207,0.0,0.09059302588841572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725339398150458,0.0,0.0,0.06132621610102675,0.0,0.0,0.0908737663004275,0.0,0.10557130376364983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099104734467728,0.09079325754083133,0.08132369516625006,0.0,0.19055296219261525,0.0,0.22373843036520447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935583814226493,0.0,0.044699140232093114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235790957872994,0.0,0.0,0.08257652544377524,0.0,0.06107267314636194,0.09276012665338423,0.09191759572867576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568265615715314,0.07056548702825498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911826292235404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903388694786933,0.0,0.0,0.07813501489624305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259638459298204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033616994657117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28174490236802496,0.0,0.0,0.12951924951487956,0.0,0.1461337776532808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473825608638793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989197492251301,0.0,0.05335064055514287,0.10515840758078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062118133027143925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262334279421807,0.07339062870948979,0.0,0.08226371371320168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330420689121239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111174710598122,0.05891886389144318 adhd,w3ssss_,2019/09/19,"Relief Now I had an appt. yesterday with a specialist to see if he thought I did have ADHD/ADD and after we got through what seemed like maybe 6 or 7 questions (it was actually more like 15 or 16) he told me I hit every symptom with ADD.I even mentioned my list I made of my issues I notice about myself haha which he said is common when people do suffer from this, it's a way to cope without really realizing you're doing so. My brother has ADHD and he had tourettes growing up too, he said it's no wonder that I do have this. And it is more common for females to have the ADD instead of ADHD. But stuff he said made so much sense to me as to why I do what I do. But I go see my actual Dr. tomorrow to get medicine and I am so excited to start this new journey!!!! I feel like I've been holding back so much potential.....",2.478169761273211,3.48052126436782,4.6173563218390825,85.79789124668439,74.86206896551724,7.4228116710875325,25.453580901856764,7.882392219407189,1.3356663129973474,636,21,138,9,13,221,111,174,0.033,0.852,0.115,0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,4,1,17,2,0,2,0,23,34,15,0,1,6,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,12,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,13,6,19,6,19,20,4,15,0,1,2,0,14,1,0,6,13,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.2645944762840449,0.0,0.4887881368108787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042453355332936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954302746397098,0.0,0.11422398163441352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854851120231525,0.0968515823479658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082998351437071,0.0,0.07704783146564302,0.0,0.10842810232241742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415003651555206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986986747152973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565601437832232,0.0,0.0,0.1361987751850256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993198124262495,0.0,0.0,0.13093482025484424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434789696382506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398750513577607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518699711793997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868499248672649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868757327896104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160642500807717,0.12341827886115332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595748782899796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519577161363055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090964405516945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762782258188627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954340920053686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760954156820893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233127705224643,0.0,0.0,0.13068511074264189,0.1470204091103058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ichigoxdaifuku,2019/09/19,"It took me more than 2 months to finally get down to posting on here. I bookmarked this reddit a few months ago and really wanted to read and share experiences, but just... didn't. The first step is always the hardest for me. Hi everyone!",3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,74.65217391304348,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.8630173913043475,186,6,36,4,4,61,40,46,0.0,0.956,0.044000000000000004,0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,7,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585624661996315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016625404055686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758017473763604,0.0,0.282339018071523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316183970069632,0.0,0.2455115690819376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507991285736618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607691272424521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27643117649828464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887116805639525,0.0,0.18490605724924836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206825189430171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024355913344144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bshortt103,2019/09/19,"Tried many different medications, Today I tried Adderall, any advice on what to expect? Background: So I was diagnosed with ADD when I was a sophomore in high school and I am now a Sophomore in College, and this is my first time trying Adderall. I’ve always struggled with school and grades and I refused medication in high school and ended up graduating but didn’t have the grades to go to school where I wanted. My first semester in college was really poor and I finished with a 1.89 GPA and my second semester improved after trying Concerta at two different dosages, 28mg and 40mg. I now have a cumulative GPA of 2.86 and I’m looking to transfer to a better school but I’ll need to get a better GPA for that. In the past 6 months I have tried different study habits and dosages of medication and even tried tried Guanfacine which is a funky medication, I’d look it up if you are unfamiliar with it, and this did nothing. I had left Adderall off the table for years now because my parents had recommended me trying everything else before Adderall because my father who has ADHD used it as a kid and did not like how he felt on it. However; after a failed first year of college I felt the need to try it because I ought to try every solution out there. So here I am about 3 weeks into my 3rd semester and it’s day 1 of my 30 day script of 20mg tablets TLDR: I’m a sophomore in college and failed my first year and after trying Concerta and Guanfacine I’m not trying Adderall My thoughts/questions: I am on 20mg of XR right now and I feel a little more stable but I don’t feel super reeled in to what I’m doing. I’ve heard from my cousin who uses Adderall that I will never feel “stimulated enough”. How have you guys experienced this? As a college student I do enjoy drinking and going out with friends, although I am aware of the risks of drinking while using a stimulant, to what extent can I drink while using this medication. To be clear I have no intention is drinking and popping an Adderall. I just wanna know that if I take my pill in the morning at like 7:00 and the day goes by, then am I safe to drink at night, say 9:30-10pm? What activities effect how long the daily effects last, are there any catalysts for this pill? If I workout will it burn the effects away faster/slower? When I am not medicated I am an avid pot smoker. What precautions should I take if I do take my pill and choose to get high? Thanks for those who do read all of this and respond. I really do appreciate the feedback!",6.294476861167003,6.063541672032193,6.9312927565392375,76.98333752515094,65.88128772635815,9.675452716297787,33.24295774647887,9.23628265651192,2.828172233400404,1989,77,383,32,28,657,227,497,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.107,0.9789,6,0,6,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,12,18,13,0,2,25,0,38,15,0,13,3,75,66,43,0,11,11,3,5,2,1,4,10,2,0,2,26,32,5,2,10,7,1,2,7,4,0,6,11,10,45,9,61,50,4,63,0,2,2,0,16,28,0,4,35,260,71,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421904624464727,0.060347521058208536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138617128606658,0.0,0.0,0.08399277481002586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058022056974166035,0.0,0.0,0.11293816335664725,0.0,0.05255004482905234,0.0,0.0,0.10923682033653018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948307287677933,0.0,0.0,0.06268132318370402,0.0,0.19356650207393367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024882125932876,0.0,0.0,0.05158944667742815,0.0,0.0546977329227566,0.0638107446583684,0.0,0.04078943981493705,0.0,0.052032328549244736,0.0,0.0555025614602984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367749063037024,0.0,0.11859142495645765,0.0,0.0,0.21011943733652053,0.0,0.0,0.04771274793048134,0.0,0.0645302137190947,0.0,0.07019503301256566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114842547754079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574669812484646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033939635849524905,0.05033960985216082,0.0,0.0,0.06709837778515003,0.0,0.0,0.060341996938238926,0.06189601547330845,0.0,0.05465236352175598,0.10371944121815256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626111738329409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732777237654536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929327267563097,0.0,0.0,0.09158299667393484,0.047630249486846896,0.0,0.0,0.057954084317749226,0.0,0.059256815237005274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857303942084711,0.0,0.058953356134776765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177299108492605,0.0,0.07912530732179028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273952480022425,0.0,0.04911107174356149,0.0,0.31250325658333555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456107149343587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392991083397757,0.0,0.0,0.056856884447497126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601058289170553,0.0,0.05853773148076132,0.0,0.0,0.5031415154927488,0.0,0.06032691100443097,0.0,0.0,0.2133503869915148,0.0,0.0,0.0364254533799046,0.0,0.049537161899412326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930705667094768 adhd,envyxd,2019/09/19,"How long does it take Wellbutrin to kick in and work? So a few days ago I thought I was feeling some side effects - a higher sexual appetite, definitely my teeth grinding, and loss of appetite. However, I don’t feel any of the positive affects. I don’t feel like I’m generally happier nor do I feel more focused. So I’m not sure what this is. I’ve been on it for a week now. How long till I actually feel the effects? I thought it would be a lot sooner since my doctor recommended that I up the dosage in a few days if I didn’t feel anything. I kinda wish I had quicker results, though I know patience is key, too. Something I’m trying to work on.",2.985223880597016,4.1064505074626885,4.870328358208955,84.01161194029852,73.77611940298506,7.748059701492537,30.56417910447761,8.238735603445708,2.1357785074626867,504,23,107,8,10,173,85,134,0.036000000000000004,0.7959999999999999,0.168,0.9396,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,8,0,11,2,1,6,1,26,25,10,0,3,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,11,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,6,14,2,11,17,5,14,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,4,9,67,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.17323151005379656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735858680380818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207180133001541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608180845003868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896825293692802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816967223923786,0.15534679393345655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385492066630588,0.12681856474756228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755899650064373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672610239897302,0.0,0.0,0.3141948702814698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509190628758832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684434200053822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366616736154491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673081789036355,0.0,0.13347109638334753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441007995895225,0.2818581928316171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052275586896327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239386143750388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413640815271145,0.0,0.0,0.25846976404168903,0.0,0.0,0.12610336589816035,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dasme95,2019/09/19,"Finally getting diagnosed tomorrow So after a year of attending 4 different doctors (all gps), being referred 4 times to the 7 month waiting list and never hearing back from them, I found out I can go to a private psychiatrist. I rang them to enquire yesterday and tomorrow I have an appointment with the head psychiatrist for ADHD in my country. Basically I am terrified of fucking things up and saying the wrong thing. I’ve had doctors tell me my IQ isn’t low enough to have ADHD, and that I don’t seem hyper enough to them. I’ve done my research I know how my brain works. Tomorrow is very important to me, I’ve lost my job, friends and money due to adhd and can’t function without professional support at this stage. Can anyone tell me what type of questions they ask and what to expect in general with this appointment. I want to prepare so I get everything as articulate as possible. I tend to word my thoughts badly and I don’t want to jeopardise this opportunity. Thank you!",5.04568372803667,6.698345550802145,6.404312452253631,72.93739304812836,69.42780748663102,10.048739495798321,34.747517188693664,10.290406445055957,4.0134479755538575,786,40,137,22,14,266,116,187,0.094,0.8320000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.6815,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,4,3,4,9,1,0,6,0,13,6,2,1,2,27,30,13,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,8,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,5,3,25,4,27,24,3,21,0,2,0,1,12,6,1,2,12,95,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746741565906001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920568150480046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308042555903174,0.0,0.0,0.10123520395896186,0.10992711587042067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697144358400493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362789257684804,0.0,0.1375523171913326,0.0,0.2695106343412389,0.0,0.1347296204489652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272071325216503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183237676527681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422252265852414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435381831690364,0.10171696497718744,0.121713690137115,0.13756947091790275,0.0,0.07482304021678708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511686070873086,0.0,0.14838568493364707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064809298640012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235459915397485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371788694355422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105086424652455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015410897307216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842216274145145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474846565454038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469799752071396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985451980997745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149401471734296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301459906748164,0.12121099653460506,0.0,0.0,0.17493256214205113,0.0,0.0,0.10452002015242562,0.07676957118757098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862984498640978,0.15530803512387648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691151860895994,0.0,0.09584700971445252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439449786135654,0.0,0.08478203576824588 adhd,tw4904,2019/09/19,Adult ADHD diagnosis question Quick question. How recently did adults start getting diagnosed with ADHD? I read an article that said it was fairly recent. I got diagnosed with ADHD a few months ago and I'm 25. 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I've been taking 50mg vyvanse for about a year and a half now and it worked well for the majority of the time. The 2 last months have been pretty rough for some reason and it seems like it completely stopped working all together, to the point where I was struggling at work.... becoming easily frustrated and unable to keep myself from bouncing from one thing to the next. I have even felt like I have been experiencing withdrawl symptoms. I noticed earlier this week the vyvanse capsules I had were completely solid on the inside. I can shake the capsule back and forth and hear it making a sound. As far as I know it should be a fine powder. After squeezing the capsule to break up the hardened powder, it seems to actually be working again as it should. I can definitely tell it's working better from my mood and and ability to focus at work and it has been better since Monday when I noticed this with the capsules. Has anybody encountered this? I'm supposed to go see my doctor next week on this. It was extremely frustrating too since the medication was letting me down when I needed it most in the middle of a busy and stressful few weeks. It quite litterally put me into a depressive state.",6.318529839883553,7.372493283842792,6.64696943231441,74.59872197962156,65.94323144104803,9.425443959243085,33.17059679767103,9.558583805096642,3.1919534788937405,978,41,169,19,15,316,133,229,0.081,0.804,0.115,0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,10,10,13,2,3,19,0,21,3,0,3,1,27,33,15,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,17,12,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,6,1,2,10,7,15,6,29,18,5,34,0,1,1,0,2,12,0,4,19,126,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.11208112619706476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831578626622287,0.0,0.0,0.12684743450840386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031584035270679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408448760870633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892374967407264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755813515525558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586011244227737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027803854016548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527428571441908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944902487557006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208768555974396,0.0,0.0,0.06312086175922592,0.09362149813802703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744619578129815,0.0,0.11222391612865612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666606687894689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570351797556455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167552250746633,0.0,0.0,0.08516293012365968,0.0,0.0,0.24429747830058898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26152452403099824,0.0,0.0,0.07782817483879899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857433823193677,0.0,0.0,0.11684800692855342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546018870418324,0.0,0.12216157384014695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808924118199154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152392302392674,0.20911789062764466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900171535995516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602324967382136,0.13156509207872558,0.12007054191247934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937748527128468,0.08635606070025548,0.0,0.10038762864894632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630402352625718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697240461430316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763873214839725,0.0,0.1032677145493926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016913302785218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396233580127859 adhd,sket-hunter,2019/09/19,"What do I do during an impulsive, irrational flare of rage? I can’t control it sometimes. No matter how hard I try and think things are going, I eventually crumble and go berserk over the smallest of issues. I feel horrible. I’m anxious because I say/do horrible things when I flip. I have no idea what causes it, other than generally associating it with my ADHD, it feels like I have no skill or methods in de-escalating these irrational bouts of rage where I can become quite intimidating without meaning to. Please help guys, I’m struggling",5.168143564356434,7.179759811881191,6.39117574257426,71.72755569306932,69.69306930693071,9.010396039603961,33.41707920792079,9.516144504307137,3.4850089108910893,435,21,73,10,8,146,73,101,0.32899999999999996,0.615,0.055999999999999994,-0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,2,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,15,15,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,3,11,1,9,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24492366451013836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023191929252834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423239151297867,0.22507710805934544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935503712967024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285749874225737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060911625629084,0.14559218611793398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316443768244684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017904729955288,0.0,0.0,0.18256154124357046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660042848435885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300613250516784,0.0,0.21271048959698147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995646249970432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199402034971485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370724404497888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676255308180334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206707399343456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155984683599448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305224217986707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707865399902021,0.13058450170428346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836437542759458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964524533809556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ananonh,2019/09/19,"Does adderall increasing your cigarette cravings? I find that when I take adderall my craving for cigs increases significantly. When I’m not on meds I have very little to no cravings whatsoever. Just wondering if this is normal or perhaps a sign that my dosage is too high. I take 20 rx almost daily, but if I decrease my dosage down to 15, that means I have to take one 10 rx the morning and one later in the day, which I find difficult to remember to do at the right time. In addition to teeth grinding, its one of two major negative effect I notice.",4.493668224299063,6.001033822429911,5.837464953271028,77.03320677570095,70.58878504672897,9.088317757009348,31.132009345794398,9.516144504307137,3.027935514018691,437,19,80,10,8,147,74,107,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.8718,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,3,1,1,0,17,11,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,0,12,0,13,11,3,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,5,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376374880851926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479242589623005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693344210081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537136355448844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044449036339102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393928541301905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107798036160235,0.2149364867969012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895903346582032,0.0,0.22030268091093846,0.0,0.0,0.3933647667863162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919941957582845,0.16524917920101728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43646702172188784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128322503463139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902279770205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965895959794374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984406598824232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kariered,2019/09/19,"Northstar RX LLC Adderall Anyone have this generic Adderall brand? I tried it for the past month and it's awful. I would take Aurobindo over this. I got the Northstar from HEB. Does anyone know who has the Teva generic? I can't take this crap for another month.",2.3302666666666667,5.1089025600000015,2.5280000000000022,91.78066666666668,83.4,4.133333333333334,24.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,0.4953333333333338,208,8,38,1,6,63,35,50,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,2,1,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098958785013878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132921046924529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258626057803193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363676054302779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241917859601865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717889663744064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821231117900469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444134650513816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064994221456894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994071118020624,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uniquron1182,2019/09/19,"What's the sign of ADHD? I often forget whether I lock the door or not when I leave home. My room soon becomes so messed up that I have no clue where to clean. I clutter things on the desk and feel stressful when the boss tell me to clean up. I soon stop reading the book(even after 2 pages)and get distracted with the other thing. Are these signs of ADHD?",2.8866666666666667,4.5996765555555585,2.8566666666666687,95.955,75.1111111111111,5.355555555555556,23.11111111111111,5.46131890053228,0.07084444444444404,280,8,61,1,6,84,55,72,0.201,0.7140000000000001,0.085,-0.8372,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,9,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,43,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6079655648197511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27935057113199396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670634161346282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278932461492826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214986521905792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537178210009651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267825225667568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530068312368071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114678136163244,0.2897400625851084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210792950314794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360820442973461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,huddlehumans,2019/09/19,"If you have a mental health condition or know someone who does... Hi lovely people, just here to share about www.huddlehumans.com which is a non profit mental health and relationship support forum. Basically huddlehumans.com is a safe and affirming environment where you will be able to be YOURSELF, share your mental health experiences, relationship experiences and how you are really feeling without being judged or ignored. It is a safe space for asking, discussing, sharing or learning from other people who share similar mental health conditions or have experienced what you or your loved ones are experiencing. Let's continue to fight the battle, stay positive in our journey, learn from each other and break mental health stigma together ❤️ (Non-profit) *Mod please remove this post if sharing of an anonymous mental health community forum is not allowed.",12.389142857142858,12.455078485714287,11.342857142857143,49.362142857142885,53.42857142857143,13.428571428571427,42.14285714285714,12.540900571622839,5.9115714285714285,708,31,88,19,7,227,94,140,0.046,0.7140000000000001,0.24,0.9826,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,1,6,0,0,5,14,2,0,6,0,13,8,0,2,0,24,19,12,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,0,3,7,11,10,14,1,9,0,0,0,2,22,3,0,7,1,62,15,3,0.09893654519782533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249231430808873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658003742422962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355785127612402,0.0,0.0,0.05002528996258734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309895263831603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437293782653913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116932062079596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858818956331715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5982286046137979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670419635239614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718028633475446,0.0,0.0,0.10860261654029292,0.0,0.0,0.09475386171241976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338128426875457,0.0,0.0,0.21244164714807484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382861368489307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545319325466987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227201903938756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537129901185498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RitRatz,2019/09/19,"Need help finding things to eat Firstly, I understand that I can't ask for diet advice. Instead, I'm wondering what are good foods in general that are ""easy"" to eat. Foods that are easily accessible/easy to prepare, healthy, and aren't easy to get sick of. I just don't have a drive to eat at all anymore, despite having a strong desire to gain weight. I'll get a burger for example, simply because I know that I SHOULD eat something, but only to take a bite or two and lose all desire, or feel ""full"" Thanks in advance.",5.7189644012945,5.652553533980588,6.3418932038834965,80.17005663430425,67.05825242718447,9.196763754045307,31.729773462783168,8.841846274778883,2.4714802588996774,406,15,80,6,6,133,67,103,0.133,0.737,0.13,-0.0951,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,4,0,9,9,0,0,2,18,20,5,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,8,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,5,3,13,19,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514786570778796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574568313997817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842819162683246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678450577856804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6498439606182713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027870618548702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511258492252055,0.13504938427809796,0.3839697851119845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590117964461365,0.0,0.0,0.13316845072532882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064199505377638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725564816281835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776226280873534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772568466713945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075147423905272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222863434488955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937501864171128,0.0,0.0,0.14617376353065006,0.0,0.0,0.10547950146199267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550948791757873,0.16528480630334294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933386624757503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217891416200012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dackant,2019/09/19,"Jobs that are well suited to people with ADHD With my current job working in an office coming to an end - I am so relieved. It was monotonous and full of repetitive tasks being repeated. Safe to say I hated it and I don't think any other point in my life has my ADHD been more pronounced. I taught before for a year and a half before this job and I really enjoyed it. So, I am deciding to go back into it. I also didn't find my ADHD getting too in my way with this job, besides for the last minute cramming for my lesson plans - but that also was when I was most productive and could think the most clearly. Has anyone else found careers or jobs where their ADHD wasn't a hindrance? A positive even?",3.925531914893618,4.952994212765958,5.391269503546102,81.52350000000003,71.41134751773049,7.625815602836879,26.156737588652483,7.908726449838941,1.5718107801418442,548,17,105,7,10,185,88,141,0.057,0.835,0.109,0.7376,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,10,5,1,0,8,0,14,1,0,0,1,23,22,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,8,1,15,4,15,12,4,18,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,8,83,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733979968326193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077384228630148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111342583433484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340225491069331,0.12221485203325748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171775367329936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029943253320646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274780986791626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523412434104328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964182672542073,0.0,0.10564528943760244,0.0,0.0,0.07878228118397704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901832841352646,0.0,0.0,0.13078264706768464,0.0,0.0,0.06231805909992121,0.0,0.06778868321806877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776275998511247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591827207424329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722784416892967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842498859177779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269264807208503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275667499782947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641281957384366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485499876688372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285760941961252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467766951834013,0.0,0.0,0.1072456375680622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683612106788542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681140125588158 adhd,CarlitaFrijolita,2019/09/19,there are 3 unopened jars of mayonnaise in my fridge. i use it for one recipe. i have none of the other ingredients for that recipe in my house.,1.7560919540229882,4.049586448275863,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,81.06896551724137,6.625287356321839,20.011494252873558,7.793537801064563,0.5985080459770109,113,3,25,2,3,36,23,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7244956251141526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254714996261061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422915195689179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlazingPheonix_Take2,2019/09/19,"Script for cold calling a new psych? Three months ago my psychiatrist informed me he was retiring. He told me that I needed to find a new psychiatrist and gave me some information on how to find one. My therapist then gave me a small list of names for local psychiatrists who prescribe medication for ADHD. I carry this list with me every day in my notebook and have ""call psych"" on my to-do list. However, a huge barrier is that I have no idea what to say. Does anyone have a simple script I can use? Or, more specifically, do I ask about insurance? Do I just introduce myself and ask for an appointment? Do I need background info ready? Thanks for any help you can give.",3.711775898520085,5.742616527131784,4.991388301620859,80.16437632135309,73.65116279069767,8.721916842847076,25.68076109936575,9.339509955726095,2.2599860465116284,528,18,102,13,11,175,85,129,0.03,0.88,0.091,0.8253,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,2,0,19,20,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,18,1,14,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,2,6,65,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149732043397627,0.0,0.15856205339693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216412555530622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250736841520371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33444829182154784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653031142311588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535969242546958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565348744865764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507100530586132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269773458613821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159337089763138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989626189939545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192830423278196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019792413302904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277646124074653,0.0,0.0,0.26526735729177475,0.0,0.34551752487469456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121045055843377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224872179672896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468423210619718,0.0,0.2076878695228631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092289898012536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544907225953545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wolfemen1026,2019/09/19,"Currently on Strattera, what has your experience been with it? How long did it take to work? Hi! I’m 15 years old and I’m just wondering what people’s experiences have been with strattera. I currently take 50mg Wellbutrin in the morning (half a tablet) and then an hour after waking up 10mg Strattera and then the other 50mg of Wellbutrin in the afternoon. While the Wellbutrin has helped immensely with anxiety it hasn’t really done much in terms of focus, which is why I’m now taking strattera as well. I’ve been on strattera for about a week now and have experienced little to none cognitive effect. The first day I was on it, I got super tired from it. Since then I haven’t gotten tired from it at all but now it gives me hot flashes and makes my head feel like it’s pounding, like the feeling you get when blood rushes to your head, not headaches. How long should I give it before stopping? My psychologist says if the side effects aren’t good, then I should just stop it. But I also want to give it time to work, and I have heard the side effects go away from some people, and others say they don’t. So i’m a little confused as to what I should do? Thank you for taking the time to read!",3.411789473684209,4.984283600000005,4.135482456140352,87.91144736842108,73.41666666666666,7.052631578947369,24.298245614035093,7.669130373188453,1.0607916666666664,944,28,195,12,19,301,131,240,0.055,0.85,0.095,0.8882,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,1,7,12,7,0,1,13,0,20,6,4,6,1,34,42,22,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,17,10,0,2,6,1,0,2,6,1,1,2,9,7,17,6,30,30,5,41,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,4,28,130,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653206488611556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234312714849403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341139624381072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271566138014072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784822318226277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352865102568565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615587137675376,0.0,0.0,0.12206961240891658,0.08623553532412194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267620629560248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306620291876708,0.3473892506136654,0.06860250324182758,0.1012461581504384,0.09654313560266498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477673948543093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090963800977014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188754307335665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794601022077587,0.2419670691744661,0.0,0.2136498145105874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057513068181005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873603460358029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666526124763255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737078781103762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120743067971844,0.0,0.07733017450226164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919875132985088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998528919400838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183860229002812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630367989048448,0.0,0.0,0.11113392022855524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077441229359333,0.27747769981531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119812261168444,0.0,0.09682660336343243,0.0,0.10853314815493847,0.0,0.10892236252354336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090528183265066,0.17575722065300367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773354125665305 adhd,Livetpaenpinne,2019/09/19,"My Concerta masks my feeling of sickness when I am ill- Resulting in pushing on and getting more sick. As the title says, when I'm sick my meds masks the overall feeling of being ill which leads me to not realizing how sick I am. It also makes it difficult to tell when I'm actually getting better and when I'm not. It happened a few times that I went to work out although I had a medium severe tonsillitis which of course made it waaay worse. I find this difficult to deal with. Especially since it's difficult to tell if I'm actually well or still weakened and vulnerable from illness. Also I'm on a rather high dose of Concerta that quitting cold turkey from one day to the next would be a shock to the system. For that reason I shouldn't skip a day do see how I feel. Does anybody else have this problem and how do you deal with it? Advice please!",4.34219298245614,5.401603994152048,5.631827485380117,80.06598684210529,70.46198830409357,8.50701754385965,29.45467836257309,8.841846274778883,2.294208187134503,677,26,133,12,12,227,102,171,0.23,0.7140000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,13,7,0,0,9,0,10,8,0,8,0,28,25,17,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,13,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,3,6,12,2,21,18,2,18,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,9,89,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.30448695066279113,0.0,0.0,0.15245138675306832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952264191675455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797836640826358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012273780725608,0.3216793841856886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652559965952485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130326524600924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366503727696194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259051973313847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301780746650446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795932716798204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483336878457114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762064752685747,0.10413803695296686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329219053018916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591864470465986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571656636751868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125237859515574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928071615151825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659360784854777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040449526875447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406559310056335,0.0,0.0,0.1243199510025145,0.0,0.0,0.1762471482570587,0.0,0.12905327068944522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458996760190555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27271962701233826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097081708346473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027192878921824,0.14462304202759754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135773022285968,0.0,0.15898774809943397,0.11082518803513584,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Arctic_Freezer,2019/09/19,"A relationship helped; but i´m not there yet. So... i´m 22 years old now and for the majority of my life i have heavily struggled with ADD and some other problems in my life. But as most of you can relate to, almost everything in my life that went wrong was connected to ADD in some form. It always made me feel like a hypocrite, feeling like i´m blaming ADD just to have something to blame on. But something quite nice happened recently. Last year i had my education as a paramedic, something that was supposed to take 4 months took an entire year. I am certain if it wasn´t for her though i wouldn´t have passed. I failed my first exam after simply not being able to study certain subjects of medicine, broke down multiple times in temporary depression like conditions, got herrassed by collueges for underperforming and ended up feeling like i just want to end my life. Yet in January 2019, just two weeks after i failed my exam i met her. We´re an engaged couple now, i know things went fast but i´m sure about it. We went through a lot, struggles of the islamic family on her side, my education on my side and on top of that we lived in seperate countries. But it was easy. We made it all work, it made me realise how much she actually changes and benefits to me. But how does this happen? I didnt take real medication so far and except for some reading on the internet i never had the strength to actually do something about my condition. But all it took to make my ADD problems go away by 50... was someone who listens. Someone who does know a fair share of mental problems considering she has depression. Someone that knows what it feels like. Around 20 minutes ago i called my doctor for an appointment. I tried this so many times but i couldn´t but just because i know i have her by my side i´m... stronger. I know i´m not there yet, still.. it makes a difference to have someone that listens. My advice to all of you that still struggle to find someone to talk to is to just talk to someone. The first person you might choose doesn´t get it. Probably the second person neither does. It took me much explaining and testing to see who gets what it feels like. And the best shot you got is a therapist, something i´m working on now. Taking the step is the hardest part. Don´t forget your keys guys.",4.4180974174566865,6.304216981693367,4.832746649231777,82.65261784897027,71.40274599542334,7.648747956848644,30.33468453743053,8.329178653251315,2.290002732919255,1819,78,337,29,35,576,216,437,0.12,0.75,0.13,-0.0522,0,0,5,0,0,1,52.0,3,5,0,10,24,27,0,3,19,0,21,6,0,7,7,76,58,26,0,5,19,0,5,6,0,1,6,2,0,3,27,17,0,0,13,1,0,9,6,12,0,4,19,8,49,15,58,37,15,57,1,5,1,0,30,21,0,8,33,235,76,9,0.06716530602131032,0.0,0.1310872999298517,0.0,0.0,0.06563315970198465,0.05953799126522229,0.0,0.06725635197198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055886915110213896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597913622307634,0.0,0.0,0.06310401595369426,0.0,0.0,0.040943347144759015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048584489928184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858328697915897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105198796878631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431713360804218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569875931573514,0.0,0.0,0.07017344938559532,0.0,0.06874653675051406,0.17633043575477614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897705083173335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036384620802057,0.0,0.06331747295773338,0.0,0.16980398408008165,0.23991454020943406,0.0,0.0,0.061387872901364174,0.11426154998062815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018220050071883,0.0,0.03817159123699532,0.0,0.10743646178543044,0.0,0.0,0.06650421267546729,0.11878811659563045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045019488842196496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456147832406086,0.054748688841346614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976336782772665,0.1968814552281631,0.0,0.05930819574226661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057101541325245385,0.0,0.19066030963957012,0.08966672663274662,0.06809507829397694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766197966789803,0.06768683102091037,0.07125177564331216,0.0,0.0,0.05361070647181286,0.0,0.09874845612964556,0.0,0.05180202461340997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047869024878238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273348120978809,0.0,0.0,0.11729230906236986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724155598531185,0.1928043809690444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714385704945988,0.0671834819069962,0.07644882260906236,0.0,0.0,0.06631763681315056,0.07211040275280052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053522052977499186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414536749931997,0.25853566987582904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727660029916232,0.0,0.0,0.2106472830146296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330250605633826,0.0,0.15149985390766882,0.10796985760671096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798409705625063,0.044621644862196636,0.0,0.06598957214905236,0.0,0.07832926014021849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386937896534964,0.04560083394199112,0.0,0.06561074448214912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961583768444266,0.0,0.053875957141489836,0.0,0.0,0.18678873474648347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977942854368957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734347183479227,0.0,0.12975676492999755 adhd,ronkonl,2019/09/19,"Looking for an unbreakable pen I always fiddle with pens, but the problem is that I break them very quickly. Most of the times the clip breaks of, but I typically also open and close the pen so often until the point it won't stay closed anymore. And I hate broken pens, so I need to get a new one often. I also hate cheap pens, so I don't just want to buy a whole box and get a new one all the time. So what I'm looking for is a good, unbreakable pen. Without a clip probably, because no matter how strong that is, I will be able to break it. Any advice? I have a fidget cube by the way, and haven't been able to break that yet, but I still prefer pens. You can't doodle with a fidget cube 😉",3.7227627627627617,3.5356501351351386,5.015225225225226,88.39524024024027,71.29729729729729,7.658858858858857,23.876876876876874,6.937597516519254,0.643835435435435,532,11,123,4,9,178,84,148,0.151,0.785,0.064,-0.9309999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,13,5,2,0,15,0,11,0,0,1,1,24,20,15,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,1,2,12,2,13,16,3,18,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,3,8,83,18,7,0.3400316621466896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613750243558842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27192319736865184,0.14146679113728425,0.0,0.0,0.11561659522114218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861001980814322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364007259241936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776525091823448,0.0,0.0,0.1426012127578516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357108693974057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855409570407667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260645844781119,0.0,0.3284046981726739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041425435918095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607199143373826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330582141862314,0.16268218919766622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812142545980554,0.13577486231357525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982751966599268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028086613374802,0.10027974212535053,0.13495065312047874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981660377803086,0.0,0.16388919412562425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DevilishSwag,2019/09/19,"I really thought I was a bad person Wishing I could hug my younger self and tell her she wasn't lazy and she wasn't a bad kid. She just had a disorder no one knew about. Who'd have thought the quiet, distant girl is the one with ADHD? I just got diagnosed with ADHD-PI at the age of 23 and my whole life makes sense now. Medication is helping me see that my challenges were real, it wasn't all my fault. You can be smart and capable and still be struggling silently. It's ok for anyone to ask for help. That includes you.",1.6500917431192654,3.4937502018348674,3.0591651376146807,92.5439770642202,79.09174311926606,6.194862385321102,23.74403669724771,7.1686216300943375,0.7709662385321097,408,14,91,5,10,133,76,109,0.128,0.679,0.193,0.5914,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,5,8,0,1,6,1,14,4,0,1,1,17,22,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,10,2,15,4,8,8,2,4,0,0,1,1,15,1,0,0,3,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432266493390552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574860906475852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812652391977656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003184916184121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358794836194558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253424925716927,0.0,0.0,0.20611271163836087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383481936071876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410864966220381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270266131217853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004488246872867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811703114824752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437290572380965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570297253467017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046977796471941,0.11521038353718675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330953744936886,0.0,0.18761278860487687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362079846299006,0.0,0.0,0.1880082633507094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718846124590288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855464236240256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078541588333532,0.2068076173123128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawaresefdsd,2019/09/19,"Non-Adhd symptoms? Hey I have ADHD diagnosed in adulthood. Haven't been medicated due to pregnancies. I'm going through lots of stress and I'm noticing a trend of behavior that isn't healthy or my thoughts. I believe I might have something hiding under a rug. I have intrusive thoughts of harming my SO during fights like stabbing but I don't act on it but clearly I can't look at his face or anything. I crack under pressure so I lied to police and they arrested him, they know I have mental disorder so I guess it may qualify as false confession because I couldn't tell the truth because they denied it so I had to elaborate a story, I'm good at that and they said along the line I can't leave so I felt trapped. I explode when I'm upset so I run away at times and attempted to jump out of windows ( 1st floor). Earliest thoughts of suicide was at 10 not severe but enough it was like I saw everybody focus so I thought I was stupid and shouldn't exist, I felt like nobody would understand me.",1.3882666666666699,3.9329323600000015,3.0,88.39666666666666,85.4,6.133333333333334,26.333333333333336,7.492282038375204,1.6731833333333332,792,36,155,14,24,260,119,200,0.23399999999999999,0.66,0.106,-0.9816,0,1,1,0,1,1,15.0,0,0,4,1,8,11,2,3,5,0,19,4,1,0,2,31,36,19,1,3,6,0,2,3,0,4,3,1,2,0,6,7,0,0,9,0,0,4,8,6,0,0,13,5,29,5,22,18,2,18,1,0,2,0,11,11,0,6,6,102,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34685004553238513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874966183329047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557809027237105,0.0,0.0,0.17593241036572066,0.0,0.0,0.1625808711035054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646523298502953,0.0,0.0,0.16538455908489208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149104312235801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27710839216600913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820111266193737,0.12103510955760773,0.0,0.0,0.15896681083198416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930554780343385,0.0,0.0,0.15279679819540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149851801402672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117877663950816,0.0,0.0,0.12268185800039284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537081117235254,0.1454242039545896,0.15308343730966892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429073577468348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726587802331527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302212334063035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109204971922564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529941778856508,0.0,0.0,0.15784484258541728,0.0,0.0,0.14998681261590696,0.0,0.0,0.12612780720676287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582441227806151,0.08414465657820683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022525628382982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250921874072864,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kimjong_unsbarber,2019/09/19,"Getting Help, Step 1 Hey everyone! It's my first post here, so I'm just gonna get to it. I've suspected for awhile now that I have ADHD, but I never did anything about it due to being embarrassed and afraid to ask for help. I'm a student and I do pretty decent, but I think I would do better if I got help. So I finally took the first step and emailed the student center at my school. They told me to come in and fill out some kind of packet and schedule an appointment with their specialist to take a learning disability assessment. Part of me is happy about getting help, but at the same time, I'm honestly scared. I've never spoken with a therapist or specialist and I'm afraid they're going to ask me super invasive questions and it's going to be super awkward. I suppose that's part of the process, but I'm a rather reserved/private person so I'm kind of dreading this part. I guess I just want reassurance that it won't be so bad. Or to be told that it is actually that bad so that I'm not blindsided when it happens. So was it awkward for you guys? Have you guys taken this test? Were the questions super invasive? Assuming I'm diagnosed, what happens next?",2.516274864376129,4.427085835443037,4.29581675708258,84.36481012658228,76.72151898734177,7.552260397830018,26.897528631705853,8.418075326091056,1.967709825195902,921,37,184,18,21,311,123,237,0.11199999999999999,0.693,0.195,0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,6,14,18,0,7,10,0,15,1,0,0,2,35,43,21,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,17,11,0,0,6,0,0,7,4,9,0,2,8,0,19,9,23,28,5,24,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,8,11,120,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.1130906350041081,0.0,0.13927567335174024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536650967848152,0.0,0.2166805448513734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352441505264964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249412028971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982783674738184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762457124835443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073660049772656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269503848705022,0.0,0.19714970482690128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816411572637288,0.0,0.13172441554350753,0.0,0.09268676441127964,0.0,0.12766444695268805,0.22949602733267185,0.20495995483819826,0.12336565531086872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107109587854104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136045457595198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876098939146398,0.0,0.12324892641754814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764884430669929,0.0,0.0,0.10118952575924424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098932130852347,0.11790045077955855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596436890133155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602478610298032,0.11728553164584678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871338651957706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455569015507687,0.0,0.0742567870709476,0.0,0.0,0.06757562153923069,0.0,0.0,0.22147320099545312,0.12875658810942422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835414631853366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232399360341314,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,QuietDisquiet,2019/09/19,"Ritalin makes me feel stressed out most of the time and also leaves me feeling completely drained for the remainder of the day. I want to quit taking Ritalin, but I’m still in college and I need it to focus. I’ve worked before and never needed to take meds to be able to perform at work, but I can’t focus or think in class without it. Today I’m just so fucking tired that I want to quit college, already looked at job offers and applied to 1. The meds aren’t the sole reason for wanting to quit college, I’m just now really *really* fucking done. At 28 I just want to get paid, stop taking meds and not feel like shit every day until I’m done with college. So... my SO had an accident and long story short.. I had to take care of her for 2 months, took a break from college, couldn’t get back in the rhythm, got depressed, tried again and now we’re here. I left some shitty things out but who cares. Financially quitting is basically the smart thing for me , I can make a little money and no longer be broke. After 2 years I’ll start earning somewhere between €2000 and €2100 (net income). A year or two after that I want to start for myself and work from home (my mom has the same job) and I *could* earn about €5000 net income if I work about 45 hours. But I’ll just work 32 and take a day off. Venting kinda helps..",3.8573202614379056,4.377123882352944,4.793039215686274,87.61339869281048,71.20588235294117,7.367973856209153,25.405228758169926,7.1686216300943375,0.9701071895424832,1024,28,221,9,18,334,153,272,0.124,0.795,0.081,-0.9457,5,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,12,16,10,3,1,13,0,13,6,1,3,1,50,47,24,0,10,13,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,15,0,1,5,0,2,1,7,6,0,1,7,4,18,4,38,36,3,37,0,2,1,2,5,12,3,6,24,129,25,15,0.08802483862923516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713759830363523,0.0703934316493011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768566745685796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490265433776787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949437906094146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922923685601148,0.0,0.0,0.07028067099913564,0.0,0.0,0.17030621640794366,0.0,0.07581566452730068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015994297782145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416472302529019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352400978422999,0.06288496230492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275508979875028,0.09197869018508316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040150467384118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900119384921235,0.0,0.08829609025176924,0.0,0.08668673479632713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470213976819488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932055943250202,0.0956392447278658,0.0,0.0,0.04300448984790205,0.08822401326134056,0.0,0.07789921220674141,0.07391869482644753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751452661817682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933272558130631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309362713084294,0.07026058638790902,0.0,0.0,0.13053860496979508,0.06789018211003638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37450100429499217,0.0,0.0,0.11278193126140075,0.090504194627025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903562319019891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460886768626135,0.0,0.07029674983562667,0.07359270658540089,0.10083215524490367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309186191142607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695958288702432,0.0564027623064113,0.0,0.0,0.05132799128170787,0.10117160302744004,0.083437254546289,0.0,0.09779883457092974,0.05976308732709039,0.0,0.08598747683145726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25959665234225393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485280326489099,0.0,0.3204156544642573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337022013905712 adhd,moneyocean,2019/09/19,How to deal with ADHD Unmedicated/Off Days?? and withdrawal tips? I was wondering how everyone deals with reducing ADHD symptoms when they are unavailable to get a hold of there medication or other reasons. Tomorrow is my last pill for Vyvanse 30mg been on for 4 months. I was wondering how everyone deals with days they either forget to take their medications and or doctor recommends to not take on weekends. I am also unable to get my refill for at least a week so what will I be expecting withdrawal wise and how to control the rebound worsened ADHD? I have had horrible withdrawals from multiple meds in the past and I am hoping that this time around it won't be as bad since I am on a small dose,4.4499389416553585,6.474539529850747,5.804192672998648,75.14657394843962,71.61194029850745,9.648846675712349,30.092265943012208,10.018931242160765,3.3793373134328366,563,24,99,16,11,189,92,134,0.062,0.8340000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.5439,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,9,3,0,0,5,0,14,6,0,6,0,24,21,14,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,12,2,21,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,10,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967886099024306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019021393944957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226618687065266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150484776253588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454264153042607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777256578397996,0.4261647747600818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103339262240952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633275455441623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439786541428726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368560645352071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231683360203637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305307287446793,0.27761685155844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998226488183634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153566963902655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167055554349411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398089886848713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432160498999572,0.2072011128447928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034616594046594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052642613865238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988536716366963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Auzurabla,2019/09/19,"Dates and scheduling I cried and panicked over picking a date for a girl scout meeting. I finally chatted with over of the organised moms and we settled on a date. Why does this feel impossible? Like something I can't do, like pushing a brick wall over? How did this become the scariest thing I've ever done? Not leading a group of crazy 7 year olds, not performing, not applying for jobs. Picking a date on a calendar. I'm still kind of shaking over it.",3.284659090909092,5.496562693181819,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.47727272727272,7.581818181818183,31.45454545454545,8.472884824447931,2.6295409090909088,359,18,68,7,8,116,61,88,0.152,0.818,0.03,-0.8459,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,9,0,4,0,0,4,1,14,6,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,1,4,3,12,4,0,20,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,12,42,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28601333959157943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844676983988897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266274387506203,0.2650174463340811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425427311618674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094361788535758,0.0,0.0,0.2836902867495222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25698895206780986,0.0,0.0,0.2696786490190338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25304049040010923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30330393475865336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717467065037959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936867882905346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068147316111988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720489553265138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336812239507273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676895948665027 adhd,rosymochi,2019/09/19,"How Do I Study Effectively with ADHD? I've noticed a lot of the typical study methods and techniques are catered towards a neurotypical way of thinking and functioning. For example, studying for an exam in the weeks leading up to it just doesn't seem possible for me, as I can only study when the exam feels imminent and urgent. As another example, most studying techniques revolve around repetition (eg. flashcards) which I think for a person with ADHD is very boring, I need something new, challenging and stimulating in order to learn it. What do you guys find to be effective methods of studying with ADHD?",10.826666666666668,9.615402407407407,10.534000000000002,58.01100000000001,57.33333333333333,13.454814814814815,47.52592592592593,12.340626583579946,6.278557037037038,492,28,71,13,5,162,74,108,0.024,0.8590000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.8429,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,5,0,23,12,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,20,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,4,53,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6802214954639862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978333006403464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795320606152336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539546337211946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243778503137447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680952095276454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039753199827844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398938370241455,0.0,0.18221530461677135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147980881440198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348939320578435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473633162390455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269315823963386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175491770784834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524470765299935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417797812265714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566964112690848,0.0,0.14975470511479058,0.15133690543164788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,applepineappleapple,2019/09/19,"Assessment in the UK Hi all. I just got my appointment for the ADHD assessment in the UK. Can anyone give their experience on what to expect? I've not have a good time with the NHS lately with some other issues and I guess I'm just nervous I get laughed out the room and told theres nothing wrong with me and I'm just stupid. I've been too scared to even tell my parents I have the appointment (I'm 29) for fear of being laughed at.",1.2751159951159965,3.3062693076923075,2.8764102564102565,92.44914529914531,81.19780219780219,6.242246642246642,21.1001221001221,7.3871296695380915,0.5730503052503049,341,10,76,5,9,112,60,91,0.14800000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.09,-0.6654,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,13,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,8,3,13,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908583387742135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922445803680733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159850460284768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367398271059394,0.0,0.2723372859467025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264443004374668,0.2321655061952342,0.0,0.2029930302891872,0.1935637263439217,0.0,0.26660986852607144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252603682734245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730065958875279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23222258588547784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687321023353179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230201678737484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153420591935904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411225129954829,0.0,0.0,0.2312583589592822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646084483837291,0.0,0.0 adhd,Houyinkyoma2,2019/09/19,"Ritalin not working I don't know if anyone have the same experience. I had adhd since I was 10, but it wasn't treated until I am 22. I was prescribed Ritalin 10mg twice a day and then I took it the first time. The experience wasn't really good. My heart were bumping and I felt head. But in terms of concentration/attention I don't think it improves at all. I felt weird and libido was very low. I also have depression and taking ritalin with effexor. Taking it for 10 days now. Have been taking ritalin for 2 days and had stoped now.",1.0841239316239315,3.5582944351851893,3.6018518518518547,84.03602564102566,86.12962962962963,7.397150997150997,22.196581196581203,8.384062270229773,1.7429350427350432,421,15,84,11,13,146,66,108,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,15,6,2,0,1,16,23,11,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,12,2,11,2,7,11,3,14,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22656313309014936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075852953371066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181682729084154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647373647590372,0.0,0.16237108821033647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688153977801453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620154954187133,0.0,0.0,0.16035411546916345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812074404194193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934748218568694,0.0,0.0,0.22339585354778635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360508013886914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077006132936285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594481664030735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252283479646557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079532575307247,0.0,0.0,0.10992691090982247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094514806932328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554787016841126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724403477662409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iceposeidonmadeyou,2019/09/19,"Diss track i rote to eminem Eminem is shit and hes old, I prefer real rap like pac and taylor swift, Eminem sucks dick, And penis, Hes on venus, Smoking penis, Cause hes gay, ay, Did you see the video, Where he say, That he likes it the other way, ay, Hes definitely gay, Im way more hot, Eminems a thot, I can rap better, Eminem has a pussy and it gets wetter, And he beats his wife, He made a song about it called Kim, Hes grabbing a knife, Shit, run, hes going for her chin, So yea hope u like it im 13 and new to rap looking for any advice but dont be mean",2.182380952380953,1.9668073571428617,4.319166666666668,92.14875,74.63492063492063,6.617460317460318,19.71825396825397,5.148860815047168,-0.3502507936507939,421,5,107,1,8,147,82,126,0.071,0.8220000000000001,0.106,0.2935,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,3,0,6,1,12,5,3,2,0,13,20,8,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,6,12,5,6,17,1,8,0,0,2,3,16,2,4,1,5,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840559998774056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808624015579406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658258564652156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232908360873036,0.0,0.0,0.19349002435739504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207478672928436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840646972818036,0.0,0.10704513425740704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707665038232246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069063010929762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760587275081505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816876257203102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822380275959648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517122011283528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191213362571035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764438985858146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438651664268266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978556295781248,0.0,0.0,0.15009265165649496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866825144617054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990110845542358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jeswil01,2019/09/19,"Composure Amongst Chaos... Sometimes. I don't know if any one else can relate to this but I just want to put it out there.. Does anyone else have times where they tend to cope better in chaos .? I'm unmedicated, currently dealing with a stupid amount of life shenanigans none of which are self inflicted ADHD Shenanigans (lol) and as much as it is sometimes debilitating I feel as though I'm really not losing my shit as much as I could be or normally would. Infact I'm coping quite well considering.. it's like the amount of stuff going on is so intense that it's almost stimulating in a sense and apart from the occasional obsessing, and ramblings my composure amongst it all is pretty great. As well as being 31 weeks pregnant... Anyhow.. Carry on.",4.951136363636363,6.8638478928571445,5.55649350649351,77.89396103896107,70.07142857142857,8.519480519480519,27.72727272727273,9.095868883498916,2.3578571428571427,595,21,107,12,11,192,99,140,0.077,0.6970000000000001,0.226,0.9736,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,7,9,2,1,4,1,11,2,1,1,1,20,19,15,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,2,1,0,1,7,5,20,15,6,12,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,4,4,70,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027329598360965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891896879451526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471518904967973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795218042929576,0.17284314786935334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919286241505586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468547858003402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739122927596172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762201884509776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818382005811825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529488456333104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587058530448496,0.0,0.0,0.18598165194833985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270777758114496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915094808362554,0.08241356000038955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872129707149166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480135614018636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528067825276646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430891343062555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161868097513855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958034468374333,0.0,0.17942289919512416,0.0,0.0,0.10806732613088656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759807735206797,0.0,0.17315816942837114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33367804140036417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931100353942422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573736385898113,0.0,0.09836467085542852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949790991301492,0.0,0.13531318390489372,0.0,0.3033456782728077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983274959007245,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MinionGames6,2019/09/19,"Fun vs Interest So for awhile now I only do things that I find interesting but I don't know if im enjoying them or having fun doing the things. I don't know if that's just me or what. And I feel really bad that I honestly can't say I enjoy or have fun doing something, that it's only interesting to me. Is interest and fun the same or totally different things?",1.5031168831168813,3.272528142857148,4.637662337662338,81.40506493506496,79.25974025974024,9.075324675324676,22.688311688311693,9.606745405546679,2.1513428571428577,285,9,61,9,7,104,45,77,0.08900000000000001,0.539,0.3720000000000001,0.9804,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,12,10,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,10,11,2,12,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002248501420045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878282175355936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929592601228113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517926963859383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29757627022880623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028039909501897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190448307079904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648582728189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190805551026512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208551576490015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490695676203452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twstudio,2019/09/19,"Sandoz brand adderall in Los Angeles Does anyone happen to know of any pharmacies in LA that carry Sandoz adderall? I've tried very hard to find it and called so many places but no one has it. I was getting it in tustin but now that me and my new doc are up here I need a local pharmacy. I'm currently getting Teva brand from walgreen's but it is giving me levels of anxiety that are probably outweighing the benefits. I'm begging for help if anyone out there knows, thanks!",2.7825413711583917,5.073430138297873,4.30035460992908,82.83388888888891,77.40425531914894,7.582033096926714,25.33806146572104,8.515128840125781,2.01471536643026,379,14,70,8,9,126,70,94,0.062,0.797,0.141,0.8749,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,11,14,0,11,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977981306608266,0.0,0.17974258238704474,0.0,0.0,0.32857684315139685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399188623914324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056137358174305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147477801056793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455122005070507,0.22539356898895746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777299437328575,0.0,0.2104766338267968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748770617753816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582540550104889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382110050180451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421872442826214,0.0,0.2269243493275685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592139364545934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454815872530414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533249645016055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631818663184735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952137445362916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938653402197722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kakamunikuku,2019/09/19,"ADHD and breakup I suffered from Chronic ADHD since childhood. From a country I came, ADHD is considered as a taboo or labeled as careless behaviour child. now I live in Canada, Doctors here finally found it out. But my girlfriend broke up with me telling me all the causes which is a direct link to ADHD behaviour. Inside I try a lot to make her happy, but my brain translate everything wrong. I love her so much.",3.2511538461538443,5.890130461538463,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,77.71794871794873,6.464102564102564,30.262820512820515,7.645422480735847,2.3503282051282057,328,16,55,5,8,106,59,78,0.122,0.777,0.10099999999999999,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,2,4,1,2,1,14,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,2,10,4,3,7,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,2,3,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7745790603177294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987234150661538,0.0,0.18428771732764926,0.0,0.1655230296519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492152379310146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481162207148918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650804956373778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766687369525697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152394791308254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227913837653794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369854199415188,0.14542447682145085,0.0,0.10755431392477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184477548026854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328689876323233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083313472857584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939546012684227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616837475330824,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheStray7,2019/09/19,"How do you eat an elephant? It's so easy to get overwhelmed. Especially when you're Doing A Thing and suddenly you can't Do The Thing anymore and you just don't know *why*. I've been thinking a lot about this saying: ""How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time."" It can be so, so hard to get there. Especially if you get sick of elephant. Why is there so much elephant left? But remember: one bite at a time. There was a point in my life where I seriously considered throwing myself into traffic. Not to kill myself, but just because if I were *physically* disabled, maybe I could get help. It was a dark time. I'm in a better place now. It's not where I want to be yet, but it's much better than where I was. One bite at a time. It seems so daunting. I've had setbacks. But I'm getting there. Slowly. One bite at a time.",-0.3843579373104156,1.8477913023255856,1.8707077856420649,94.97014661274015,92.3720930232558,4.619211324570273,19.687563195146613,6.280692351149826,0.027748938321537242,632,21,143,7,23,212,87,172,0.04,0.851,0.109,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,5,0,2,20,5,1,1,12,0,17,4,0,2,0,22,28,16,1,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,4,6,2,13,2,14,19,3,23,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,4,9,101,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908560108612272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549220152828578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807105005847754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197441874272224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870118021278314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663617685977375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256321953174285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400343355392103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551605879529242,0.0,0.07707512062192846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237687240532244,0.0,0.09905936627295812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192314947113089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089520195217267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619278834713933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801352387340114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465264345779366,0.0,0.13257709071833826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887052691238807,0.0,0.0,0.11152865031579798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767400662090242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186345422204732,0.08986349212320417,0.0,0.0,0.4088906599277801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272028095445456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530990453024052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tube_Steak_Tapeworm,2019/09/19,"I feel like my meds have been failing me lately. I'm (22F) in a full time college program and for the past month, most of the information from lectures is just going in one ear and out the other. I have been taking Vyvanse 30mg for over a year now, and was prescribed a small supply of 10mg capsules to try add into my routine to see if it is more effective. It has not. Increasing the dose hasn't increased the effectiveness, and now I am getting behind in my classes. I've improved my diet, gotten full nights of rest, and I've been steering clear anything that may negatively interact with the med (ie. Vitamin C). I attend the full lectures but these teachers may as well be speaking a foreign language. Last semester the lectures were a similar style so I just can't figure out what the issue is this time around, because last semester went really well. I've tried many different ADHD meds and Vyvanse has the most manageable side effects on me so I can't see myself switching meds. This all makes me feel so frustrated with school because it doesn't seem like theres enough time in the day for me to review all the info in the evenings. I feel so helpless..",5.329397944199705,6.2038346563876665,5.906713656387668,79.66849926578563,68.07488986784142,8.520293685756242,32.754478707782674,8.648137234880735,2.670843994126285,925,40,171,14,15,300,136,227,0.044000000000000004,0.875,0.081,0.6531,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,13,7,1,0,18,0,20,4,1,4,3,36,33,13,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,9,13,1,0,10,0,0,5,6,3,2,1,7,7,16,4,25,23,12,34,0,2,2,0,3,16,0,6,15,121,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106374723872868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028550097979327,0.11930454819238882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339241490224327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643060608143245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002042037005827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847655243227722,0.0,0.08851771016710104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329077826079564,0.09574257804664764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001894094309381,0.0,0.07616559108886069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988010754288016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184853243896109,0.1511782867902184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309489765026668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945814169213058,0.1358733477025271,0.0,0.0,0.5954557158242145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697199186078396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576693531249908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081415254238262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793546847890466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585544508787513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356335013082925,0.2135901946560521,0.1220050711592228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076495415234477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344411460774025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819790246506962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409967855783905,0.12423614813763954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630328103878085 adhd,CommanderOfHens,2019/09/19,"Medical Journal on ADHD I think its important that everyone with ADHD and those who doubt its existence read this paper to better understand it. [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3724232/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3724232/)",16.43177083333334,22.03310946875,10.326250000000002,40.027083333333366,48.0625,15.516666666666666,45.04166666666666,13.023866798666859,9.071904166666668,221,11,17,9,3,59,28,32,0.086,0.753,0.161,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7252992308965331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26687685231936736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883388363531977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30398536455797537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018356149201159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335175072313854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141365101355392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RetoliSavoli,2019/09/19,"Mild slurring when talking? (Unmedicated) (Undiagnosed) I've noticed a large amount of ADHD symptoms that heavily relate to me, but I was wondering if it's common to have semi-speech problems when not on stimulants. It feels like I talk much more clearly and think more efficiently for talking when I use caffeine or when I tried medication from someone. I just don't understand why my speech abilities are so much more refined when on stimulants.",6.7954852320675085,8.96960401265823,7.170316455696206,67.10627637130803,65.83544303797468,10.329957805907174,38.4831223628692,10.504223727775694,4.7827957805907175,363,20,55,10,6,118,61,79,0.044000000000000004,0.787,0.16899999999999998,0.8801,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,1,15,9,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,7,8,6,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,7,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677877566043668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266508319865234,0.15918349489676656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885917299350878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446889600287845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275984095973292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25368338929553624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320977577590813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879566200015052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315965218283537,0.0,0.5372856704205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277481446567886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128095426722715,0.0,0.0,0.2319647056918534,0.0,0.19244595691382813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010614565531691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416400638582075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hatingsummer,2019/09/19,"Fun fact: car key fob clicker doesn’t open door to house. Does not today, nor yesterday or last week even. It does open the car, if I remember it’s in my hand. It also opens the car door even if I can’t remember why I’m at the car. Probably getting something I didn’t bring in the house when I got home four hours ago. What tools do you repeatedly try using on the wrong thing?",2.545916666666667,3.588602425000005,3.9175,90.72416666666668,74.75,7.833333333333335,23.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.0403333333333329,294,8,69,5,6,97,56,80,0.04,0.8759999999999999,0.084,0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,1,1,11,9,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,1,6,1,5,7,0,20,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,8,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996663448039187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533350342845769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355873013159213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532859566403923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017664491229723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335261941241668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233163817612453,0.0,0.18882604726864194,0.4424862381932138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629432882821204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672899321407728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344098572961783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761142177665718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738405581104914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817478419038436,0.0,0.0,0.13017940494654873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656024730724386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380288988852356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301623260217727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096384454089342,0.0,0.0 adhd,PxcKerz,2019/09/19,"help with proper routine for food and calories with college Hey guys, i never post here, but lately ive been back on my meds because of college and the stress of the homework and working at my job for 15-20 hours a week. However, I have been feeling like i've lost a ton of weight like i've always been a tiny dude, im only 5""4-5""5, but i weigh like 90-95 lbs. So, im worried about dropping more weight. I don't really think to eat nor give myself the time to eat in the morning or have time to eat lunch. I only eat dinner when the hunger comes in after the medicine wears off. Do you guys go through or did have the same experience? I would love to see some advice on increasing calorie intake. I find smoothies help, but I really wanna know more to gain some weight up again as I used to weigh like 110(i had depression v badly so it caused some weight loss)",2.788097913322634,4.169294342696632,3.7539646869983976,90.79404494382023,74.6741573033708,6.434028892455858,23.3884430176565,6.868970318607317,0.6053791332263234,675,19,146,6,14,217,113,178,0.111,0.7290000000000001,0.16,0.8555,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,10,0,1,10,0,12,16,1,2,1,24,22,13,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,14,0,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,6,6,14,5,25,15,8,22,0,3,1,1,8,7,0,5,14,84,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058646387585008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014419092931296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833036601427043,0.09045599497828193,0.06604059098670424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129086552795232,0.0,0.09332183018930444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330959697340807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434189012294831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597334939294248,0.0,0.0,0.05477791261616951,0.07739522597268934,0.0,0.0,0.09901709773480803,0.0,0.1310002635537995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392571712915497,0.06156981829749498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453925067069304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523061041132151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668909040391393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340428380626442,0.0,0.10750671615027696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059538606156487574,0.0,0.12220767298110866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170989614209887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182614895034604,0.0,0.09777742667254433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033682041779485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355536511663304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164788747064692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375589548425054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880557029338486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632972768344352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409846733552145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941730382252377,0.0,0.0,0.12634313000649458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356747904382584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690056621454759,0.5276960161243032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886986355244467,0.11002041831721444,0.0,0.0769587522066043,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chas1nghapp1ness,2019/09/19,"Recently had my dosage changed to 30mg twice a day and I noticed my penis shrinking and difficult to finish Is this normal? I got scared as shit when I went to the restroom and saw my penis shriveled up. Later in the day I tried to masturbate and I could not finish. Will this go away? I need to be able to finish and get erect for my marriage sake.",0.9941666666666648,3.2878200833333366,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,84.27777777777777,5.266666666666668,21.5,6.6274283507984215,0.4685499999999996,274,9,57,3,8,90,49,72,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,11,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,1,10,0,11,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,8,39,12,0,0.27021306986584115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538740740092899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584959894361256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574314885026494,0.0,0.0,0.34853015178788216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117517637172855,0.0,0.15356831466739626,0.0,0.21611407640541655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003595674481452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647514368014828,0.0,0.3076393710024285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668028077448747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705304219868756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773698331511326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345693718715944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504902229145383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,princehermit,2019/09/19,Ever feel like can't filter anything? Just been realizing how little I can filter out. I was reading a book and kept reading the words from 3 sentence above into the current sentence. I can always hear the little noise like bugs and clocks while someone is speaking. But hilariously can't even seem to comprehend any of the stimulation that I receive. Sorry for the rant. Feeling frustrated and overwhelm. Hope yall having a better day,4.553449367088606,7.47627401265823,5.289098101265825,74.73086234177218,74.69620253164557,6.481645569620253,30.128164556962037,7.645422480735847,2.4338215189873424,353,16,53,5,8,114,61,79,0.10800000000000001,0.71,0.182,0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,1,7,0,8,0,0,2,1,17,14,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,5,4,6,11,0,10,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,36,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676438058608733,0.0,0.0,0.152636966021194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847071818292976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851203715655766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475478219049442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148250283506836,0.2030322237143792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269821896250656,0.16035055936598608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529768809938058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229342690755348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931456264291815,0.4499253671290288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44903109642863703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043352268656956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901798300585667,0.0,0.0,0.25125878067285656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,809213408,2019/09/19,"Copying askreddit, how many of you brush your teeth twice everyday? If youve, seen [the askreddit thread](https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/d65eid/how_many_of_you_actually_brush_your_teeth_twice/) apparently, almost everyone actually brushes their teeth twice a day. How about for /r/ADHD? I'm hoping I'm not the only one who has their stuff together with ADHD but can still barely brush my teeth once a day.",9.587552083333332,13.488950984375006,6.823125000000001,65.14270833333336,62.59375,8.641666666666666,30.979166666666664,9.2995712137729,3.360185416666667,349,13,45,7,6,99,49,64,0.0,0.958,0.042,0.3094,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,2,3,3,2,0,8,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,5,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,4,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2406516947685605,0.0,0.5927445155986827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694009403918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31808068924848903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356424170906714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493521005522506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001958245554823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262713660527964,0.16710647734543654,0.18755482905894424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969397163937152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823046496227008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mortocrates,2019/09/19,"Too much going on, so I had an ADHD meltdown Today I arrived at work and had a bit of a meltdown. I've been getting increasingly overwhelmed lately, on account of having heaps of work and no support, my car breaking down, and not having enough time to get everything done or prioritize self-care and enjoyment. I've felt all week that time has been moving so fast, to the point where I can't focus on what I'm doing or what people are saying. I've been feeling constantly irritable and pent up, and I burst out into tears today in the office, which is rare for me. I guess everything just built up over time. I don't think I've ever done this, but I had a mental health day today - rescheduling everything, and not answering my phone now that I'm home. For anyone who has had similar moments where you've felt overwhelmed, I'm sure you know the feeling. Three day weekend ahead, which will provide time to relax, think, and plan so that this doesn't happen again. Need to get back to the gym and meditation.",7.499086294416244,6.51517720812183,7.546807106598988,76.04356091370559,63.72081218274112,10.113502538071069,32.8979695431472,9.120678840339163,2.7046268020304565,798,26,151,11,10,258,118,197,0.027999999999999997,0.884,0.08800000000000001,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,11,6,0,2,8,0,20,1,0,0,3,30,38,15,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,10,11,0,0,8,3,1,4,6,2,0,1,11,5,11,4,22,26,5,39,0,2,0,0,4,14,0,3,20,101,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576769487763192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062729250397204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996631529789925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150206101912732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006385957429132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671772389130667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652748895344748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392320579134448,0.0,0.0,0.11724091618017325,0.0,0.0,0.3494590605480177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107081911126114,0.0,0.248894506631488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031497940808406,0.0,0.07366113576954783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278155072656454,0.0,0.11461491780671673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777083906879906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300107848654656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123102638425527,0.0,0.14620728533006247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306177889909257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775638801061685,0.09527927967212024,0.09610519808393192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985621327362946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225246508951811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307217386286872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352129395055484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708146129460772,0.1221571944490832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609948130494706,0.0,0.0,0.30230975858951586,0.0,0.3685693076437881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396643328474484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871726075887127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eff-somethingironic,2019/09/19,"Lost insurance for a year. Finally back on treatment again. I can think again, I can work again, and I’m almost in tears from the relief! The storm of cacofonix in my brain immediately became silent and and this incredible sense of quiet and calmness came over me. I had forgotten how wonderful it felt to be able to think and work.",3.5571428571428565,6.020735428571433,4.612936507936507,80.69178571428574,75.66666666666667,8.644444444444442,24.785714285714285,9.2995712137729,2.2882190476190485,264,9,50,7,6,86,47,63,0.086,0.769,0.145,0.7158,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,12,11,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,2,10,6,0,11,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,34,7,2,0.26904591319069554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941061845884096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687970003053127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003442179465422,0.0,0.3077168500410641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25832626869643033,0.2947266470400653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29369539623742963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447875151495298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917688161250343,0.3917372582483745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732567470780482 adhd,chaoticpix93,2019/09/19,"I don’t have ADHD but slow cognitive speed and poor working memory... Uh, what? Aren’t these like, major components of adhd? Like, I’m confused a bit here. Like, ok. I’m confused, especially after hundreds of Drs telling me for years, uh, yeah!",1.652898550724636,4.370680956521738,3.5608695652173914,83.18811594202901,87.2608695652174,6.544927536231885,25.057971014492754,7.793537801064563,1.928171014492754,188,8,34,4,6,63,36,46,0.17300000000000001,0.551,0.276,0.7142,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7305161850647388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331806751957445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44544636080212624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26564333993337297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126059818394808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957173625470588 adhd,Blumoonky,2019/09/19,"How to find a doctor for diagnosis I've always struggled with focus, follow-through, and even finishing projects. I'm a mom and my house is messy. I often lose things and rebuy them because I've misplaced them. I've begun painting projects in three rooms and they remain unfinished. I'm lucky to have a job that has long schedules for projects, but I still tend to do things last-minute. My ex took my daughter to be tested and she has ADHD. My brother also has it. Today, I took an online quiz and scored an 87%... Saying I should follow up with my physician. I want to get tested. I'm just not sure where to begin. Just my general doctor? How do I bring it up? Any positive, helpful advice is welcome. Thank you in advance. I'm so happy to have found this group. So many of your stories resonate with me.",1.648930817610065,4.14721543396227,2.920408805031446,89.85784591194971,83.33962264150944,4.7911949685534605,22.669811320754718,6.139981653823899,0.5165245283018867,630,22,121,5,18,203,101,159,0.047,0.7929999999999999,0.16,0.9699,1,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,2,3,2,11,7,0,1,5,0,11,3,0,2,1,23,25,12,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,3,1,19,5,17,20,0,18,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,7,78,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106541388209927,0.17128292159124145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017244454421698,0.1458481374699027,0.0,0.0,0.1191973390931821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068498934154876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588158094894108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577168869676725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020399244163627,0.0,0.0,0.19218696990889586,0.0,0.0,0.0915772789246189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865902727604638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748740442253218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225116188908734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393970875304302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428777072537022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551184925532191,0.0,0.19609501259152173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770779296831588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528741664214264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393907770064083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997992478991336,0.0,0.0,0.1832421407300302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520061247407852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137553142157227,0.0,0.0,0.2328983011912723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661462392411655,0.0,0.389488092686807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338549066792158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RockSmasher87,2019/09/19,"Just got diagnosed today I just got diagnosed with ADD today and was prescribed adderall. I specifically asked my parents and family to not mention it to anyone. I just walked into my living room to hear my mom on the phone telling someone ""yeah so they gave him adderall! I dont know anything about it but the doctor said it was a great medication to help add!"" Like thanks mom. I really appreciate it.",2.2635526315789503,5.140766671052635,3.8318947368421057,81.12626315789477,86.23684210526315,6.72421052631579,24.70526315789473,7.908726449838941,1.987035789473684,321,13,56,7,10,106,53,76,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.9735,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,12,11,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,10,3,8,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,3,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506471962916413,0.0,0.1471884807600705,0.0,0.16721216029852387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630830571543178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307320269220967,0.0,0.0,0.20962535174449767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861551299401206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861051345227347,0.19719638138466236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015908770418655,0.0,0.11988766846273873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829807442668594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738311354293593,0.0,0.15793873922459134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801850086390664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189628644352831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860548187787508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458380671253747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013906174160498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154949569529294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633358476780165,0.1646724285395593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390812035448389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrSrub,2019/09/19,Watching little kid shows Is it normal for people with ADHD to still enjoy watching shows not appropriate for their age?,11.274285714285718,10.50957547619048,10.019047619047623,60.634285714285724,56.14285714285714,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.3862000000000005,99,3,13,1,1,31,18,21,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648293867770574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710473959540198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604844926009132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258277005467888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753297966168714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lryzenga,2019/09/19,"Lost Ideas are a Bummer Do you guys ever feel sad about things you know you’ve forgotten? Sometimes I think back to all of the little stuff that has come and gone. Usually, even if I want to remember small specific things and ideas, I know they will disappear if I don’t get a chance to write them down. Getting it down on paper sometimes helps, but that ends up disappearing or forgotten shortly thereafter. So many instructions, life pro tips, small details at work, a chore I meant to take care of, anything really. Just a bummer sometimes.",5.9300282885431415,7.29805413861386,5.5757567185289965,80.7860396039604,67.01980198019803,9.335785007072136,30.270155586987272,9.606745405546679,2.758645261669024,432,16,79,9,7,133,75,101,0.142,0.772,0.086,-0.5883,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,2,6,3,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,20,18,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,1,9,1,12,14,1,17,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,3,4,49,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400321337820037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084716416952408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349559638651493,0.0,0.0,0.14658295703288846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507165840543594,0.0,0.0,0.1123930500571169,0.15392490552698165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604105164975162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780944218975805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684911113462844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140586949623645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841934434299581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870375866039267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019329096539352,0.0,0.1705510543167624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857563101727284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725216337039179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109012708521509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276492658341152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048956289963611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947993788197757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794366816163746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261014823111852,0.10903551337254166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741382802318485,0.0,0.10036832630345634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388288781784705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luketheduke999,2019/09/19,Relationships I don't know if this is the best place to put this but there is a girl I like. She likes me but as a friend. My problem is whenever I am around her my ADHD kicks in and I say something stupid. She thinks I am just weird. What should I do?,-0.8879740259740281,1.1733802545454566,0.9906493506493526,101.95454545454548,91.9090909090909,4.5974025974025965,15.129870129870133,6.1826913282559595,-0.8871038961038962,194,4,50,2,7,63,41,55,0.162,0.619,0.22,0.5647,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,12,4,4,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623931960863769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26843505921290794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164482501031819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329695151241292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571882463935805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463500590672004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150457413613568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28853362476330324,0.0,0.3031315833057216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237417498217702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979718351150564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321406814045116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932150371284492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zebirdsandzebats,2019/09/19,"RAGEDHD So, this happens from time to time and it's bad. I get obsessively rage-y at stuff, and good good, there's not a shortage of targets these days, is there? I think part of it is my ADHD, which leans toward some OCD behaviors and anxiety, but usually my adderall evens me out. Usually. I KNOW the net is telling me weight has nothing to do with adderall dosage/effects...but I've recently lost around 50 lbs (in the past year. Hott diagnosed diabetic and shaped up my diet like whoa.) The last 30 lbs were in the past 3 months, which is when my rage has really ramped up. I'm not a ragey person, really--i cant yell at people, I'm not good at being mean to people, I just get frustrated and hurt myself (pulling hair, hitting myself in the head, nothing serious) or...get into internet fights with obvious trolls. Then I feel bad. Lather,rinse, repeat. Does anyone else experience this? Has weight affected anyone else's adderall? Has anyone had luck on non stimulant meds? This is crazy making and I just want it to stop. I left a message with my psych today, but I dont know how long itll be until I can see her.",2.6579411764705867,4.695144511312222,4.096875565610862,85.37128619909505,76.73755656108597,7.4969230769230775,24.17217194570136,8.395991825355821,1.5883971040723983,871,29,174,17,20,288,137,221,0.16899999999999998,0.754,0.077,-0.9722,0,0,0,0,1,2,44.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,3,1,8,0,18,7,2,4,1,33,33,13,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,11,12,3,1,5,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,7,19,5,24,26,2,34,0,2,1,0,5,15,0,2,19,101,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069027198007322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955497183618269,0.0,0.0,0.2455652651447001,0.23989537274344724,0.0,0.10421332932710316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549000865197866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754977186702097,0.0,0.0,0.11881926342353387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244501929215356,0.0,0.13720017719578806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558681097636207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732081819755529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451275835658806,0.0,0.0,0.05919195634210522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348605469434576,0.0,0.0,0.2945675695096518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352084860643514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014322426194705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532129750338875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867254000636466,0.09542420389135706,0.0,0.0,0.12719227068611494,0.0,0.0,0.05719240808536968,0.0,0.0,0.1035994973969936,0.0,0.0,0.12779108566423986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781422914918462,0.0,0.0,0.12751891150827716,0.13003364824119434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934407580051946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246554725288855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677079008784342,0.22350499308223168,0.16231729043044033,0.10221729005501744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499531165433436,0.0,0.11558829683007607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328623943504977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978722017637061,0.0,0.0,0.13401226630175275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023206179657997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501100025554078,0.0,0.0,0.1365239505906588,0.0,0.11096463481863686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578627507114436,0.0,0.06904840741450315,0.0,0.0,0.285109070942514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538649938475511 adhd,arjo_reich,2019/09/19,"When you have ADHD trying ""Get Started"" or ""Be Productive"" feels a lot like the first time you ask someone to a school dance. It's absolutely terrifying and joining the French Legion would probably be easier.",5.995315315315317,8.3390142972973,6.760540540540539,68.55990990990989,68.18918918918922,10.33873873873874,31.25225225225225,10.504223727775694,3.9579441441441454,167,7,26,5,3,55,33,37,0.099,0.769,0.132,0.079,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952985506712193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30749628875274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631209979281542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27977962952120594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184739799524085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069395351475094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27963646703156964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35463195643173306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328851303214852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786932924343261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281163969532226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179620254071414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331544475479856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336557029217143,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CoveredInOnions,2019/09/19,"I can't use phones? I've always been really bad at using a phone, like in the split second between the time I think of the number I'm supposed to dial and the actual act of moving my finger to the button I have already forgotten it. My mom used to give me a hard time as a kid because I just could not dial a phone number to save my life. I know what the number is, but I end up pressing all the wrong buttons. I don't know. Maybe I'm the only one with this problem but maybe not. Anyway, my real problem is that I'm pretty new at my job ( 3 weeks) and it's my first grown up job so I'm super excited. I'm the youngest person in my office by like maybe 10-15 years and that's totally fine but I keep missing details and making myself look really stupid. Today's example: my office desk phone doesn't work? Like when I pick up the receiver it stops ringing but I hear a dial tone and when I put it back on the cradle it continues ringing. Don't know how to explain it, but I can't make it work. I call the IT person to come look at it, and in 2 seconds he answers the phone and it's all good. An hour later my phone rings and I answer and it's a dial tone. I called the guy at the next desk over and he had no problem using it correctly. Now everybody thinks I'm crazy probably. Finally some old lady comes over and says ""are you pressing the ANSWER button on the screen when it rings?"" and I'm just like ""w....t....f...."" I didn't even know there was an answer button? THEN I missed a call and tried to call the person back but couldn't navigate the recent calls menu. I called the IT guy back over and he's like ""the up/down arrows are right here....."" Right on the phone there is a whole set of buttons. That I hadn't seen even though this phone has been on my desk for the past three weeks. Usually my ADHD isn't so bad and I am currently medicated but lately I can feel my brain lagging...ugh!",1.2490319031903176,2.8698885346534664,3.3030033003300368,91.36969196919694,79.49504950495049,6.172057205720573,19.638063806380643,7.054809383877858,0.2441773377337739,1464,34,329,17,36,497,189,404,0.122,0.7859999999999999,0.092,-0.9349,3,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,4,19,19,1,0,33,0,23,4,2,8,4,63,54,31,0,5,11,1,5,5,0,0,2,6,0,6,20,18,0,2,12,0,0,7,12,9,0,5,7,15,36,10,32,45,5,56,0,2,4,0,30,19,0,1,34,199,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.07700738252840962,0.0,0.09483769415840387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708209351740001,0.0,0.06566166291514164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820369164834033,0.13177756635644275,0.04810443112730441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809263759008906,0.4834719535716444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595255541911153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300534572907299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989320300596788,0.0,0.0,0.10424214844557134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990061695953833,0.0,0.0,0.08644497264956083,0.0,0.06712307670045684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570022356404484,0.0,0.06618820352198311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627189965743346,0.0,0.0,0.07069025219826358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894031417025229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771308410009665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661729689290138,0.07014120682118095,0.0,0.0,0.17347335851958526,0.0,0.08901692883595529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573835247201271,0.1927637223898162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325335360967013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534963984418476,0.0,0.23783515048095305,0.0,0.0,0.07949621288566565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242156523979096,0.0,0.08387167958529856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621434832093167,0.08392451967846118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280557251531782,0.0,0.053473267397060605,0.0600166413965329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753310725698614,0.0,0.2067104986472333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028255490053257,0.08508120499243157,0.22652630310307156,0.0,0.0793290290705363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981989452300795,0.1011069540187585,0.0,0.07791674142626002,0.0,0.0,0.1347819778383086,0.0,0.06275452242345707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597452550799401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112810503001246,0.07753129751070477,0.0,0.09202922482975788,0.0,0.07479998404452143,0.0,0.0,0.053576522895269735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27262084025416394,0.08691115719173659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659796770241105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810317780428684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489872705840275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627861661214553,0.0,0.050817172159115104 adhd,tiburon_atlantica,2019/09/19,"I fucked up, bad I have been doing an internship all summer and was invited to participate in it over the school year as well as a mentor for this coming year's batch of interns. Since I applied for the program in the first place, this has been my goal, and I was overjoyed... BUT I replied two days late to the email confirming that I could participate and got cut from the program. I've been crying for hours, I'm absolutely devastated... this is all I've wanted and i ruined it for myself. i can't believe i was so stupid. i even called and asked if they would reconsider and they said no. i can't believe it.",2.541396895787141,4.498939089430894,4.024567627494456,86.12447893569845,76.8048780487805,7.074353288987436,24.189948263119,8.00094639256281,1.2817544715447156,480,16,100,8,11,159,78,123,0.201,0.787,0.013000000000000001,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,3,6,3,0,7,0,14,1,0,0,2,14,21,11,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,8,1,15,1,14,11,2,13,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,1,7,73,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256720888820025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198801343227346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641468002370073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033266674059126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743695360352868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446144130855012,0.0,0.2262637219908876,0.13284262190477536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605047143283674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752098621391679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904288637834304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474420013851246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285272101501906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235889348459646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152094102480587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593792810251293,0.0,0.0,0.20846677755496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039207097943407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121641090138345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214946840891908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852043293361444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632510439378135,0.0,0.0,0.26529385022186625 adhd,nostopgo,2019/09/19,"I havn't been on here in a while.. But the vibe seems to be a bit down at the moment - I hope everyone is doing ok. Sending you all some love",-0.15817204301075094,1.4412078064516152,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,83.83870967741936,5.423655913978496,16.78494623655914,6.42735559955562,-0.5343634408602149,106,2,27,1,3,36,28,31,0.0,0.721,0.27899999999999997,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,5,5,3,7,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,2,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017288412278956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439136579017577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564543665464771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147777422192103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183731237412856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bp256r1,2019/09/19,"Often times I speak so quickly, and so erratically that it's impossible to understand me - is this an ADHD thing? I've always had difficulties speaking at a slow, and steady pace, and I'm not sure if this is a trait of ADHD, or something else - it's gotten to the point where I tend to speak so rapidly that whatever I'm saying is unintelligible to whoever I'm talking to, and I physically cannot slow down. I'll try to say whatever it is that I'm trying to say as slowly as possible, but it still comes out as a garbled, unintelligible mess, or, when it's not garbled, and unintelligible my speech is so fast that nobody can understand what I'm saying. So this has made things, problematic. Does anyone know if this is an ADHD thing, or, am I just, fundamentally broken in some way? I'm meeting with my doctor to talk about it, but, ironically, I never have difficulty speaking to doctors, so, they never observe this type of behaviour, and I can't prove it's happening.",11.184126984126985,6.964988365079368,11.984444444444444,57.23,59.52910052910053,14.82116402116402,42.873015873015866,12.540900571622839,5.169241269841269,767,30,143,19,7,273,104,189,0.083,0.903,0.013999999999999999,-0.9029,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,1,4,29,27,23,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,20,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,9,10,1,20,24,1,17,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,7,9,99,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950441900216573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142493148311851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600731535236784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827667482512393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28107633800412346,0.12015711506672913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470126666187926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141894846381834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545960409935343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992194266382912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179719106981584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297982370643685,0.15479150974502298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367639119163936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570461112224333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096524835681818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940896683545558,0.0,0.0,0.22072218925773046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27365935346902304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006403900273687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864430707377148,0.0,0.0,0.28588008478294297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898684794563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MarsViltaire,2019/05/21,"Adhd, medication and work So I'm struggling to find jobs near me. Only ones I've been accepted for force me to rotate, work overnight and work 12hour shifts. I fear that I can't adapt to the scheduling and medication rejection constantly. How have you coped with any of these jobs?",3.9541509433962285,6.480515358490568,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,74.66037735849056,8.768301886792452,25.69433962264151,9.3871,2.392603018867925,226,8,43,6,5,71,41,53,0.175,0.787,0.038,-0.8261,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,7,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,24,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26822891178351616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177566760092925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411872157659199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114883814373395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399002268125596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429598113371698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496773748551395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123813849233647,0.16974472601374432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333248246437957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874511258051651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gridoverflow,2019/05/21,Getting medication in the US with a foreign diagnosis. I'll be studying in the US at cmu next academic year and I'm wondering how I should handle fulfilling my prescription whilst in the US. It seems that pharmacies won't fulfill a prescription from a non US doctor. Would I have to get rediagnosed in the US to get a prescription or would a US doctor be able to write me a prescription based on my diagnosis from the Netherlands?,6.758780487804878,7.348607560975612,7.78648780487805,68.44753658536588,64.85365853658537,12.413658536585364,37.13170731707317,11.979248473330829,4.915250731707316,348,17,62,12,5,118,50,82,0.033,0.9670000000000001,0.0,-0.3412,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,7,3,0,1,0,10,13,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,12,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,3,46,13,3,0.12279417239455367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513700773608552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924646608007729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370221008537535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305929954111209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178720272141852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8862376208578783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316504191319314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445891386433954,0.0,0.0,0.07907542105700786 adhd,PookieThaGod,2019/05/21,"ADHD Tattoo Hey guys! My names Mikel. Pronounced Michael. I have ADHD (duh). When I was born I was diagnosed with the worst case the doctor had ever seen. Prescribed over 60mg of Adderall and it honestly made my life horrible. Don’t take it. Anyways! I want a tattoo, but not just any tattoo, I want something that speaks to me and only me. Something unique and I just can’t brainstorm it out. So I’m here. Something small on my inner left wrist. Memories mean a lot to me, and having them permanently marked on me means that I get to keep them forever. So please if anyone has even the slightest clue of an idea for this tattoo. Something that perfectly represents ADHD and those who deal with it. That’d be awesome",1.652898550724636,4.3706809565217455,2.7057971014492788,89.31855072463767,87.2608695652174,5.385507246376811,22.159420289855074,6.937597516519254,0.8965768115942039,564,20,106,8,18,179,94,138,0.034,0.8240000000000001,0.142,0.9453,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,9,3,0,0,6,1,10,4,1,1,2,24,20,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,11,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,16,2,12,13,2,10,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,3,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502687887010337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378872808021508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671740056796623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734739063383918,0.0,0.15490891501884255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621588856470053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008059106767709,0.13805604767908672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973910636715661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112055337560346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229254798815294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356581447142511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582510346438062,0.0,0.10780198728344216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975443474205958,0.0,0.1444153702969077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332501913527575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160765061341312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753398717172074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469985908286741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475334086766115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004174690483976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catshaiyayy,2019/05/21,I just got diagnosed as an adult woman (23) with ADHD and prescribed Vyvanse What should I expect? Is it weird to say I’m so stoked right now to finally receive validation and help after years of therapy and doctors?!? I literally wrote 3000 words over a few weeks on all my adhd symptoms and how it impacts every day life. I used this as a reference during my psychiatry appointments so I wouldn’t lose track or leave anything important out which I always did. This time I didn’t approach it with this new psych as “I think I have adhd” but instead said HERE ARE MY SYMPTOMS. Idk what’s wrong with me but help me! And she actually heard me out and I’ve never felt so validated. WOW. Ok. What should I expect on Vyvanse? Thank you in advance!,2.1361465517241385,4.697100868965522,3.8133405172413792,83.86414870689654,81.6896551724138,6.6594827586206895,24.92456896551724,7.865858978985527,1.6622500000000002,586,23,111,11,16,195,99,145,0.067,0.767,0.166,0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,8,6,0,0,3,1,8,5,0,2,2,29,17,16,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,4,18,3,16,7,2,19,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,9,75,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.15434314899701948,0.0,0.5702394191085848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316033280181283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015372503741698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020013078673068,0.0,0.0,0.16053094692797348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188535381217944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332581788102594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186017763220475,0.17325857412141266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649647859048732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202510625694748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674705607738153,0.0,0.0,0.1117143909840395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694265221677266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219841679176136,0.1527536988322986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506935442154847,0.150448136604779,0.12577665006426064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32878143932493625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145614180367271,0.1808718576803765,0.0,0.0,0.1013437262114134,0.0,0.0,0.09222544575345967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660105559203345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686789467623152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729251526515962,0.0,0.1018510448821961 adhd,vintage_music,2019/05/21,"I’m honestly so done with ADHD, please help Okay so I’m 15 and I’ve been on Concerta since I was younger than 5 I believe. (Current dose is 72 mg) I used to be fine with having ADHD and taking meds but lately I’ve been so upset over it. I just don’t want to have to deal with it, I want to be normal and able to function without my meds but I don’t know how. There are days when I can’t take my meds cause I wake up too late or I have to skip some weekends cause I don’t have enough to last me though the school week before my parents get my prescription refilled. Whenever this happens I just get so tired and lazy, like I don’t want to move at all. In my mind ADHD means being very energetic and and bouncing off the walls, am I wrong about this? The reason I wanna go off my meds is cause I wanna be able to make last minute plans on a Friday and spend the night with friends, I also don’t know how anything medical works, like do I have to pay for these when I’m older? Does insurance cover this? What does insurance even do? I just feel so awful when I don’t take my meds but whenever I think about living the rest of my life on these pills I just start hating myself for being this way.",1.0322786458333333,2.808752878906251,2.7207812500000017,94.55442708333337,80.7578125,5.6729166666666675,18.869791666666664,6.6274283507984215,-0.09360364583333336,931,21,215,9,24,307,136,256,0.115,0.779,0.107,-0.8786,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,21,9,1,1,6,2,27,6,1,8,1,42,49,23,0,6,9,1,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,6,1,2,2,8,3,0,0,4,1,31,6,32,40,4,27,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,16,139,40,3,0.18896536144430925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406494643815642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755577656378547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775119578820082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039780231629744,0.1064496264278298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29117921866162744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060933512708634126,0.09740749510395297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536486121501426,0.09668858606485234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762586599855716,0.0,0.0624049195295988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777328226003424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299708475151351,0.0,0.0987266020969779,0.0,0.05369668480863215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355072252875645,0.0,0.0,0.09328208640332004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332974927862722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385042077865844,0.15403199044793467,0.21316115846097827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673591157888578,0.09231893059259727,0.0,0.0834299380806172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306792305207781,0.0,0.0,0.10291933785340716,0.5247447934331649,0.09518136074542087,0.0,0.0,0.09540057354473082,0.0,0.0,0.1004201370248181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866559542541995,0.09257296653513344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491183567053786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371361081640666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714393185062796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562151708040426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781570498504487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687532771482989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311765216508854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054068676331908,0.09282875409474484,0.0,0.0,0.1085939425263022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816027003080993,0.0,0.07795810662257918,0.1671849991553217,0.07499595415045715,0.07578830736786632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107793259383286,0.0,0.06878451684902492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330197922997224,0.0,0.0 adhd,MentalPal,2019/05/21,"Best friend doesn't believe ADHD is making me disfunctional, but my ""own self"". My best friend is the most understanding person I've known for the past 5-6 years. I've never ever had a disagreement with him and have never felt someone has understood me so deeply as him. Today we got into a heated argument while voice chatting after opening up to him that I might have ADHD and that I want to get medicated for it (if I do have ADHD) because I can't function in life if I can't do a single productive thing. &#x200B; His response? He went on a really long tirade about how it's all in my head, how I'm the one who controls my own destiny, how he visited a bunch of psychiatrists, psychologists, how they gave him all kinds of meds and mood stabilizers, and how it didn't help him, only made him worse. He became better only after ""taking responsibility"" and deciding to change his life; ""You're the only one who can help yourself; nobody gives a shit; there is no hand from the sky that's going to pull you out of your misery, only YOU. Excuses are a waste of time"". He didn't let me get a single word in. &#x200B; After, I tried to explain to him that just because it didn't work out for him doesn't mean it's the same for me, how seeking professional help does indeed mean that I want to change my life and ""take responsibility"", and I even sent him Barkley's 5 minute or less explanation on what ADHD is. Paraphrasing: ""Brain chemicals are real and all, but you are not your brain chemicals; you are your heart and your soul, meds never help anyone look at heroin addicts they die from overdosing because no high was enough to get them out of depression and other issues; look I'm just being real here you're not going to convince me. I don't have time to watch the video I gotta go, bye."" And that's where the video chat ended. &#x200B; Have you had similar experiences? What am I supposed to do? Just avoid the topic of mental health altogether in the future when talking to my best friend? &#x200B; I feel really hurt.",5.547512562814075,6.081704937185933,6.362016080402013,77.80534572864322,67.46733668341709,9.081567839195982,27.98030150753769,9.065960079200117,2.1331807839195984,1607,48,308,27,25,531,199,398,0.14800000000000002,0.762,0.09,-0.9802,0,1,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,9,3,6,17,14,1,1,18,0,33,12,6,9,7,62,62,26,1,4,10,0,3,0,3,2,6,1,0,2,17,18,0,2,9,4,0,7,15,4,0,2,13,7,47,9,42,45,15,40,1,2,3,0,49,16,1,5,18,214,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440203037078794,0.32809055047307223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29579322437421,0.33172245721147675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772163815621516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481278748503355,0.0,0.0,0.07689381648323908,0.21487092271700692,0.06036113762160655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523780297277295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439784553003535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654761902840089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878319542244765,0.0,0.07083220709425314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597255984719891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604488005851684,0.07051997903627953,0.0,0.0450781519013932,0.06173558124124874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676110827819746,0.0,0.0,0.034508998501705176,0.0,0.06553022415414754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581881861041519,0.0,0.1069726425316148,0.06547114056405297,0.11636329311778128,0.0,0.054585360862814174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700436782674195,0.07254602834164138,0.0,0.08087598759363399,0.1829848082092356,0.0721093452316931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730625026613604,0.0,0.0,0.07123474753128801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107135303904237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978973907662699,0.144619923338132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039866092256799,0.11462478395320712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457932828972571,0.04555707205260488,0.0,0.0,0.148687429783359,0.1516196202873141,0.06875419230095065,0.06877944480926235,0.072401935450445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791466844438598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092495256720351,0.20762728457362625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515187153826077,0.0,0.059592831988352274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536574828709926,0.08744475626237737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711991144702815,0.0,0.07005713226477117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782758093387325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026302623744222,0.05485636386220059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534193599859685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959366605743702,0.0,0.06469254698335941,0.0,0.0,0.04633693133603187,0.0,0.0,0.07105013775256683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051064824553733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326797142425353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968644976000052,0.0,0.06955207249507267,0.0,0.0,0.33172245721147675,0.04395044115929599 adhd,bkgracet,2019/05/21,"Life after vyvanse? Please help. I stopped taking my vyvanse 60mg months ago but have on occasion taken it for a day or two if I am in a situation where I absolutely HAVE TO focus. It’s helpful as always but I’m literally worthless for days afterwards. I sleep, I have absolutely No motivation to get anything done and I blow off important things. I don’t ever want to take these drugs again if I have to go through the aftermath each time. Is there anyone out there that has any advice? Anything I can take to make the following days easier? So I can go to work? So I can get out of bed? Or should I just close the door on it all together?",1.7940769230769256,3.990968407692311,4.013076923076927,84.1019230769231,80.30769230769229,7.6923076923076925,24.615384615384606,8.617729084823388,1.862769230769231,503,19,104,12,13,173,88,130,0.066,0.787,0.147,0.8586,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,5,0,13,3,1,2,2,19,25,10,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,13,0,18,22,2,23,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,4,12,74,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642278179400386,0.16003889023675935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022475033045132,0.0,0.0,0.122774214439472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262386124592285,0.0,0.2971400669385938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34930243570211794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475634132863167,0.0,0.0,0.20937048661254148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330986144582338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886506622716648,0.0,0.20521146146589367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420259360526949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752159650236206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051266020667675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441062720832718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198180034069052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293588544098345,0.180671595611512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094053641950794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072335659160396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994355826472275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527503195450806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636252939329872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648788385511418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314361517765864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,This3dworldsucks,2019/05/21,"Struggling to learn how to draw On Mobile sorry! I'm not sure if this is something everyone else deals or I'm just not connecting the right dots. I love art, I love how the colors clash and how stories are able to be told. However, I myself absolutely am awful at creating art. I can't seem to grasp the fact I need to visual what I'm wanting to draw and then slap it onto the paper. It's as if my hand refuses to work with me, and in the end I'm left frustrated. My head is filled with all these stories and amazing sceneries, but I can't show it to anyone. I don't know, it's frustrating and headwrenching because I really want to be good at something in my life. I'm using my iPad to draw on and I don't know if this bit of info is helpful. But whenever I'm drawing it's extremely hard to keep my hand still and maintain the shape I'm working on.",2.9143008924776908,3.774366320441992,4.834475138121547,85.2003144921377,73.64088397790056,8.221164470888228,27.182745431364218,8.617729084823388,1.8359771355716104,668,24,145,12,13,230,101,181,0.06,0.7759999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.963,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,2,1,6,1,11,6,3,4,3,36,29,18,0,6,9,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,6,3,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,4,16,5,23,26,2,15,0,0,1,2,6,11,0,5,3,87,25,4,0.18140901342792684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684540015846132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058525080807716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805165814074774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870247272011437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154395282285768,0.0,0.1606745408492667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733440864428646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215727357099942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162506843669835,0.0,0.186177984278694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159463776285345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124466637541873,0.0,0.0,0.19939529904885495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710142388505208,0.0,0.12813455108604108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274574345989297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451248483154507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621525924520032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492230626544012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514795257873036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793150427586623,0.0,0.20307253835788225,0.0,0.0,0.14487347245911808,0.0,0.0,0.1896480889545012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097584826833273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733440864428646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566791420692185,0.0,0.0,0.2139994725305184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641358446929059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DontBeTHATVegan,2019/05/21,"Going to the doctor soon I am nervous. I am almost 30 years old, so most people would think that ADHD would not affect adults. But that is where they would be drastically wrong. &#x200B; My mind feels like it is a puzzle that has been tossed on the ground, and putting it back together feels like a great effort. Some things I am able to hyperfocus on, while it seems like I am trekking through mud to get anything done that does not have a looming deadline. &#x200B; It's as if my brain is surrounded by a fog, and I have no idea where to go. Often, I just lay on my bed, take a walk, or browse the internet as a way to get my mind to function. I am constantly thinking up ideas to write down, but actually getting them put onto paper seems impossible. &#x200B; I just can't focus. I am disorganized. I feel like a massive wreck, and have for my entire life. &#x200B; I just want to be able to think clearly, to focus regularly, for the first time in my life. &#x200B; I don't want to sound sappy or anything, I just need a place to rant. I hope that my doctor can help me, but I am afraid. Maybe I just need words of encouragement, I don't know...",3.1145011441647625,4.839835708695656,4.009313501144168,87.87859267734554,74.52173913043478,6.755148741418765,24.71395881006865,7.475848149327749,1.0369130434782603,903,29,188,11,19,290,130,230,0.064,0.7959999999999999,0.14,0.9379,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,2,11,10,0,2,12,0,25,5,1,1,1,46,45,13,0,9,13,0,3,4,0,3,4,1,1,1,10,3,0,0,11,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,2,4,27,7,26,38,2,26,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,11,12,127,37,3,0.14988319525822572,0.0,0.07313218883059093,0.0,0.09006523699064181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504318473420743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059959486043751,0.4553112194299817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334109882162635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762546270803497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365960762848246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098524354676066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534118014415781,0.06558189710775111,0.07669127354153223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136781705130226,0.1606148769608324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637452846593905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746167498250876,0.0,0.08518207392483985,0.0,0.0,0.08262337595317777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502317731897145,0.0,0.0,0.07443391599733429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919988360130708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041185942164865805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586693338357388,0.1464507166210864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528890765379226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133930031473747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113649012090322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863860017812342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195506776888965,0.0,0.07829801901644946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067400925082994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644803174395898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634675482019241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978786747060925,0.14405864925495165,0.0,0.0,0.043699048241899484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884049919029857,0.0594851519537494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970908232873046,0.08193687247834698,0.4553112194299817,0.04825993181635548 adhd,WillinglyRewired,2019/05/21,"When you have a toddler-like meltdown in public because you thought your phone was stolen. I'm such an idiot. I dialed my wrong number, didn't see I snuck a wrong one in the area code, and completely lost my shit in the hospital....where my fiance is having surgery. I cried, there were tears, expletives, and my MIL comes walking out with my phone 45 minutes later. Fuck me. In. Particular.",2.093948948948949,4.835264040540544,2.7653153153153163,89.88133633633635,84.27027027027026,5.451051051051049,23.087087087087088,6.937597516519254,0.9107015015015012,305,11,58,4,9,95,58,74,0.325,0.659,0.016,-0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,3,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,0,6,12,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,5,1,12,0,6,7,0,10,0,1,1,1,6,6,2,0,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890415112606735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386781261970971,0.29051096677335203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30435712569679724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561541069017064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024633213762091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877551948122132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079525869555325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844165416206261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199689483190584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058825001231214,0.0,0.0 adhd,addictedtoyerba,2019/05/21,"I am done with being angry and having a problem with almost everything. Not sure if this belongs here, but I have been struggling with my anger and the need to complain about anything that inconveniences me. Well, not *anything*. It feels like everything pisses me off nowadays, though. When I am angry, I don't think. At all. When I am caught up in a whirlwind of emotions, all logic goes out the window. There is no saving me at that point and I will always forget to ""count down from 10"". My anger is impulsive and out of control. I mean, that's what anger is, right? An emotion that is out of our control. While I cannot control it, it is also not fair to subject others to my outbursts. Granted, there are certain situations where getting angry can help, but I cannot distinguish the difference when I am upset. It's like I have all of this emotion waiting to be let out and I cannot have a safe place to do so. On top of that, I am severely stressed, so I tend to be ""on edge"" on an almost 24/7 basis. There is no way out of the stress itself, but only a matter of how I deal with it. Is this something that ADHD medication can help me with? I am constantly talking about finally getting treated, but I want to genuinely know if medication can help me control my emotions.",3.2360709542781265,5.055764589641433,4.491348890153669,84.15034528552458,74.41832669322709,6.852665528362738,27.88863593246064,7.62386473244151,1.7042349079870989,996,40,191,13,21,328,126,251,0.23199999999999998,0.664,0.10400000000000001,-0.9908,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,5,16,18,4,4,10,0,33,3,1,5,5,50,44,20,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,17,15,0,6,6,0,0,1,9,10,1,0,3,1,27,8,37,36,3,27,0,0,0,0,7,19,1,4,8,158,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595085261838362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098868201824501,0.0,0.0,0.08380959900792527,0.08720311582744386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248515718763166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325302430816675,0.4701744865803733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804558652722666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949510136165966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724816381651577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715496361727302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837738537856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052990709766303004,0.07487010294739863,0.0,0.11480475254490599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950875615910603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073840051412449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057596079296335825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071664774013311,0.0,0.10240128845114624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415939000893073,0.0,0.21115266206617006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770887056676905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970614661465023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949510136165966,0.0,0.09907114732063672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028073495990487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949977736686017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183956911344534,0.0,0.0,0.1178011045764924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068119673897461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009917687438526,0.10956112227245336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877402889230978,0.0,0.0,0.08423535258819373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715247120484126,0.10296679092358034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181454953068793,0.08318643082555058,0.0,0.0,0.09422899672419063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SavagesUnite,2019/05/21,"How the hell do people in the UK cope ??? So i got diagnosed six months ago and was prescribed strattera, it didnt really do much but instead of giving me something else to try he told me to see the therapist instead. Now I am back to square one and ive been here struggling for fifteen years, I just need something to help me out, talking to some random once month does fuck all, i cant even remember what hes said the next day. how the fuck do people actually get better from this shit in the UK ?? There is no help what so ever",2.4717023445463795,4.034911073394497,3.748012232415899,89.76240570846075,75.88073394495413,6.6793068297655465,24.037716615698265,7.3871296695380915,0.9144731906218144,413,13,89,5,9,135,79,109,0.187,0.706,0.107,-0.912,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,4,1,6,0,11,4,1,2,2,13,20,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,3,9,1,11,14,3,12,1,0,2,2,8,3,4,2,9,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.16700579532650564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170332425356012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315943961817765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135746717358411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036971615145866,0.0,0.0,0.17370125360563302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976383259733125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429636629467318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303489572102872,0.1548039281456429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164282568570181,0.08941243139998274,0.16417096163531533,0.0,0.0,0.13687452374976866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942010532849874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732011011633345,0.0,0.12580596642101166,0.12689650220529172,0.0,0.0,0.1820069803193951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225616015407176,0.11596739503590345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729078953415497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963524998862156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938657538340197,0.0,0.16279122767902765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637466070012647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756704812873658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635004623086377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789103752590888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755407236664047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987041636934763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352949151982876,0.0,0.11619132508045328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102071252655034 adhd,redallm,2019/05/21,"About to defend my thesis, and I am freaking out. Hi all, I was diagnosed with ADHD-PH (28F) at the beginning of my graduate studies few years ago, after being misdiagnosed with depression and anxiety. It was such a relief, and the medication (Biphentin 70mg) helped to slow down my brain and focus on tasks instead of starting several projects at the same time without finishing one. It also helps a lot my emotional impulsiveness. I am about to defend my PhD thesis in two weeks. I am kind of freaking out and I feel like an imposter. Studying was never an easy task but I feel like my medication is not helping anymore and I feel very emotional... How do you manage your stress under pressure? Do you feel that your medication as effective? What are your strategies? Thanks in advance for your advice!",4.2620408163265315,6.9007131292517006,5.281870748299324,75.8958673469388,74.17006802721089,8.281632653061225,30.90816326530612,9.04235418022936,3.166314285714286,638,30,105,15,14,209,98,147,0.114,0.7659999999999999,0.12,0.4492,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,0,2,6,10,0,2,7,0,11,5,1,2,2,23,18,10,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,3,4,19,5,23,14,4,20,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,12,83,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016381969738526,0.1464912371317271,0.13288700462361924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988372583966228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146814600030318,0.0,0.14867137179985038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735018935550025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291180743371667,0.15215645012787854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33725926368755393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031979055798537,0.21419281327153128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014464325110921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561091767637016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647782754746874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744892168601013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530585067062874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562055988167115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158353375676626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935669355986235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610773605493648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172247711157454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380178538590788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741427560135058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644120703567207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369222676746425,0.0,0.0,0.12024951486640223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450879812216103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653773136991127 adhd,earthxtone00,2019/05/21,"Does anyone else find it hard to take naps? I’m not diagnosed, but believe I am on the ADHD spectrum to some degree. It’s really hard for me to take naps unless I’ve gotten only 4 hours of sleep. I just can’t turn my mind off. I can be exhausted and would rather go on my phone or read some news. Anyone relate?",1.1655721393034817,2.7872596119403,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,79.74626865671641,6.257711442786071,17.136815920398007,7.1686216300943375,-0.002709452736318507,242,4,54,3,6,83,53,67,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,13,11,4,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,9,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912528035985355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30152365799332964,0.22092130054301776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292234842397625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188429556176801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868464728897366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011724092806436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706664530091766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253800425630015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38629432278242737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233566340648927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770796332660028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398362661746854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156716428392884,0.0,0.1381273977553787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157690081624952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32422872859741403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345253498474926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316549839219049,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,det0xfox,2019/05/21,"going back to school reminded me just how bad the ""bad days"" are it's my first assignment. it's so simple. i left it until today because i figured i'd been doing good with the lessons and note taking all week, so it probably wouldn't take that long. it's been an hour and i've written next to nothing. i just CANNOT focus. the muffled sound of my brother clearing his throat in the other room, the birds outside, my family members casually walking around upstairs, the sound of my fucking computer fan - it all makes my train of thought scramble. i tried music and white noise through headphones, but even that was distracting me. hell, choosing how to word this post was a struggle. i haven't contacted my school's accessible learning office because i felt like i was taking advantage. most of the students that do have serious, permanent disabilities. people with health issues that are in and out of hospitals. people with learning or intellectual disabilities that just need an extra hand. people i feel i would be taking resources away from, like my ADD is less valid than their own diagnoses. i know every day won't be like this. a few good days and i'll forget this even happened! i don't know where i'm going with this. i lost my train of thought again. fuck bad days.",4.282160714285716,6.575176370833336,4.747976190476192,81.37750000000003,72.79166666666666,7.404761904761906,28.92857142857143,8.269060116576782,2.2237321428571426,1019,42,180,17,21,323,142,240,0.131,0.753,0.11599999999999999,-0.6947,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,4,13,17,3,2,11,0,19,6,2,3,3,40,39,12,0,3,5,1,3,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,16,12,0,0,11,1,0,3,5,10,0,1,10,6,24,7,22,24,7,25,1,1,1,2,4,8,3,2,16,119,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664469505373107,0.0,0.0,0.11255318974125976,0.0921164695353885,0.30007637928883674,0.14605423284654026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090365210218047,0.0,0.0,0.12159139522871187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582495277950732,0.0,0.10093410770476886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293391458601205,0.0,0.060572943734711435,0.0,0.11502387067002458,0.0,0.0,0.10189923510206636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215007228928044,0.0,0.0,0.13616674901882608,0.2009600168290281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593605830099444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273385691763234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797587679958818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250369046194103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167455525479474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301597502747147,0.0,0.0,0.17558023409390872,0.0,0.0,0.10601654201972416,0.0,0.0,0.13077253600133984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996540270573994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882792975009575,0.0,0.0,0.12740542868299878,0.0,0.0,0.11494841645829618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915638985444435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473237513356695,0.0,0.12916138735684446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424818434041138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523779591156364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602896275287369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021081354490196,0.0,0.0,0.11355351295647068,0.0,0.0,0.08133427385665674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609389727410984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510032501545542,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Paracetanormal,2019/05/21,"A question about meds I work shifts in a factory and I take my medication (Ritalin LA 20mg) everyday before going to work, I'm relatively new on the job (almost 2 months) and I'm not as fast as the other guys, thing is, I had to take my meds 5 hours ago, so the effects will be gone after 2 hours into the shift. My question is, could I take another pill to help me go through the shift? I fear I can't do my job properly because I'll be distracted or that I have a meltdown because of being put under stress (I tend to be very irritable and angry under stress, almost violent sometimes)",5.040791027154661,4.743500115702481,6.94977567886659,76.02388429752071,68.50413223140495,10.220070838252656,32.16174734356552,9.957137785484203,3.0304606847697766,458,18,93,10,7,162,79,121,0.182,0.795,0.023,-0.9588,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,4,8,0,12,3,0,1,0,12,21,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,2,0,13,0,15,13,0,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,8,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707925404238848,0.0,0.28710700030637765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032458902922732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478083833821814,0.0,0.12198809441758275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446063167417947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613189220080334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294863958038264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419481167886054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609062949320184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823598090769995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845237102665726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31847943880169416,0.14441928121028685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442792143884385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384571793155706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411556150422106,0.3211901584515098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417858844069567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284348888058438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323364762784049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524146217785827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828632869686548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873436571899304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nothingweird,2019/05/21,I sent a bitchy email to my son’s teacher. We’re just trying to hang in there until the end of the year. My 12 year old son with ADHD tests in the 99th percentile and reads at a college level and is expected to sit quietly and do nothing while everyone else finishes the work that he finished in a few minutes. This week has been endless standardized tests on top of it. It’s been a long week/year and I’m just so tired of all these [emails.](https://imgur.com/a/1vVnXlR),5.413225806451613,6.1258642473118305,5.300161290322585,84.6702419354839,67.81720430107526,8.780645161290323,30.553763440860216,8.841846274778883,2.2452021505376343,377,14,76,6,6,117,67,93,0.08,0.899,0.02,-0.7384,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,7,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,13,4,2,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,10,45,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29801086497455553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714649952818373,0.0,0.21962716479442126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694525615630024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944499357126915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237933194482285,0.0,0.26020202735830056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480363658218256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850041887077036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835485164454073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39781196911010297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052457590311285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790522238574532 adhd,dex1317,2019/05/21,"If it ain't broke... Hi folks! I'm relatively new-ish to this sub, and have been re-diagnosed at age 30 with ADHD inattentive type. I was diagnosed around age 12 and tried some meds in my youth/in college and then forgot about my ADHD for years. At the urging of my new psychologist I started exploring treatment again. I went to a psych who prescribed me 5 mg of Ritalin twice a day. I'm about one month in, and I definitely notice the effects when I'm on it. I feel like I can concentrate more at work and generally just do what I need to do. I also feel a slight mood boost, which is great since I also struggle with depression and anxiety issues. &#x200B; I had to stop seeing my psychiatrist for financial reasons. I realized that my GP is comfortable prescribing stimulants for ADHD, and I just met with her. She posed the question to me about whether I'm happy with the medication I'm on. She seemed surprised that I was prescribed Ritalin and says she's heard better things about other medications. &#x200B; My general question is, should the approach with meds be, if it ain't broke, don't fix it? As in, if you aren't experiencing negative side effects, just stick with it? Curious about your experiences. Thanks!",4.451235599728936,6.4414968884120185,5.550571493110456,77.10978314885926,71.53218884120172,9.368782471199456,30.288908967698216,9.811843763644266,3.1604214592274684,977,42,179,26,19,323,137,233,0.043,0.805,0.152,0.976,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,4,13,12,0,1,8,0,17,5,0,4,0,40,33,17,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,13,15,0,2,10,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,8,6,27,7,31,23,2,24,0,3,1,0,13,10,0,7,12,121,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134551944288726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834128859654892,0.0,0.24850303250742276,0.2786880488634111,0.0,0.0,0.08772690954743828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208604980904508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142169940708716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073956603424931,0.0,0.09877036469553653,0.23278767356248906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121752392793144,0.0,0.0,0.11596737274304575,0.0819246352247617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126430815079224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220748504863554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196920640685855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602495437197234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254758610571518,0.2310482306757587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153337617659604,0.0,0.0,0.08503088181117525,0.0,0.2215098014415281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305595102312343,0.0,0.0,0.07770749933906826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692697401197834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790613939113012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119504468530744,0.0,0.0,0.09138201175373306,0.10439682275341028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486126244340336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116834022629969,0.0,0.0,0.09587436202915853,0.0,0.11988436804063618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557835399991304,0.0,0.0,0.07618571128021558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785755051322342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630590198800226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348557318045438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786880488634111,0.07384765442975011 adhd,blackcovenant666,2019/05/21,"Starving on Ritalin but can't stomach anything down I've been on Ritalin for over a year and I've gotten better at eating while taking it but lately I haven't been able to eat at all. It may be because of finals stress or something, but now every single food sounds disgusting. I feel like the Ritalin may have left some after effects after the past couple weeks, I also haven't smoked weed much this week and it looks like weed is the only thing that will give me an appetite. Any foods that you like to eat on Ritalin? I need to eat an actual meal. I have only had three meals this month, everything else is just cliff bars, nuts, and coffee.",4.484314236111112,5.592308039062503,5.0754166666666665,84.00569444444444,70.171875,7.876388888888887,24.378472222222207,8.167268648758528,1.3492836805555557,511,13,99,7,9,164,87,128,0.09699999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.1154,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,1,1,6,0,14,14,1,1,1,15,20,9,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,8,3,9,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,3,7,4,14,12,4,19,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,4,14,65,15,0,0.14146222359389524,0.0,0.1380467240565617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312728909914435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619916299019464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641135665516895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623405849794978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251118409631363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652525975215012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5790046832775642,0.11817353577663853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191880245935314,0.0,0.12713712502935934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152755071330835,0.10106064080096756,0.0,0.15496495132825025,0.0,0.0,0.34211336457662866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570345504874734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957554987466596,0.0,0.1536991198476472,0.0,0.0,0.20733389074518016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879263964745182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291379724431018,0.0,0.10399101119357453,0.10489244633354672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517679115017968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504169920461842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089045309415193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204449917584424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636198695166267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939812155492998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694492579446954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109703397328328 adhd,sregginyllems,2019/05/21,Meds not working anymore? 5mg ritalin IR 3x a day worked really well for me first month but now I just feel like a zombie on them. Give me really bad brain fog and make me tired. Big eye bags too. I can't function at all on them. My comedowns used to be unbearable but now they feel euphoric. Why are my meds suddenly making me feel bad? Obviously will go to my doctor about this tomorrow but just want to hear if and of you guys have experienced this in the mean time.,1.958333333333332,3.9648173333333365,3.565833333333334,88.49583333333338,78.79166666666666,7.6,22.125,8.515128840125781,1.2821125000000002,368,11,80,8,9,122,74,96,0.152,0.738,0.11,-0.7745,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,3,3,7,4,0,0,3,0,5,5,2,3,2,19,16,6,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,6,13,2,10,14,1,14,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,9,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978159979225475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027233839596895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236905332637065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691096150990522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554833035252935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749826876161673,0.12950686526859082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419714813662308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390082756443526,0.10302591746006406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949625110751788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431636143006016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856452271803293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201235729534265,0.0,0.0,0.19746766945703514,0.4027236613844189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469641010374293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226593196922296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570614989312747,0.20835533141850868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656819590301901,0.0,0.0,0.10692396861446528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299299056297406,0.0,0.16357750520193418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263948807293176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Contension,2019/05/21,"Weed+ADHD= extreme focus? Anyone else find that when they smoke weed they become a hyperfocused beast. Obviously it depends if you overdo it or not and it doesn’t happen 100% of the time, but I feel like a completely different person and wonder why I can’t be this efficient all the time.",5.555555555555557,7.2691277037037025,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,68.25925925925927,9.103703703703703,28.314814814814817,9.516144504307137,2.7336814814814807,232,8,39,5,4,76,45,54,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.8236,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,12,6,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32320649574052857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804495792064824,0.27555474048610595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29701655621056605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819722604307017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097886815488365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224659910379904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598114863313254,0.19212655655996208,0.0,0.0,0.2458008719434823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378175139139017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138760441697586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23482286058452306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136352431055761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426711722188445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916475318381125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Neuroticosity,2019/05/21,"To all my half blind homies, make sure you're actually wearing your glasses before starting your day! Even if it requires you to rub your face with your hand before leaving home, to make sure those stylish spectacles are where they should be, consider it a worthy price to pay. Don't be like me. I was on my way to a graded practical lab for University, and wondered for a moment why none of the trees had visible branches, even though it's getting close to winter. Have a wonderful day r/ADHD and let's just relish the fact that our world, although not held hostage by routines, is never dull place. PSS: For those who remembered their glasses, don't forget that coffee in your microwave, or that wallet on your bench. ♥️",5.861666666666667,6.7689699492753626,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971017,66.89855072463769,8.45217391304348,31.27536231884058,8.515128840125781,2.3664144927536244,575,22,106,8,9,180,103,138,0.044000000000000004,0.8240000000000001,0.132,0.9082,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,7,2,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,11,4,3,2,5,22,18,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,3,3,14,3,15,11,2,14,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,4,7,70,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.1834196911492218,0.0,0.225888739503922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198764734373108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424344521595759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482886970682874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982001883241411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853698989541134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902016210848056,0.0,0.19219957621572228,0.0,0.09182668275335967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509265705242402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496463594231554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963758872151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291953745154488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303749215199567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35429598797255324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846675757167251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491921460821547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960267175589513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407664414017408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ManiakStah,2019/05/21,"Is this related to RSD? After seeing rejection sensitivity dysphoria mentioned I've realized I have it badly. I feel like I've been rejected before there's even a chance and get a really intense uncomfortable physical feeling. Just having someone take a really long time to respond to a text makes me feel like I was rejected. I do things for others even though it makes me miserable and makes me resent them. I also get like a surge of adrenaline if I'm told I'm wrong about something I know I'm right about, not sure if that's related. Anyways, I've also had this issue where I can't watch shows or movies where characters are doing things they shouldn't, embarrassing or cringey things. I feel physically like I would if I was personally being mocked or rejected for doing something. I get so uncomfortable I have to turn it off or leave the room. I've even felt it watching SpongeBob before lol. Does anyone else have this?",5.947594696969695,7.204656448863638,6.757272727272728,72.73924242424245,66.89772727272728,10.412121212121212,31.14393939393939,10.504223727775694,3.4793121212121214,749,29,131,20,12,248,103,176,0.198,0.6920000000000001,0.11,-0.9517,0,3,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,14,15,2,2,6,1,17,0,0,3,1,24,36,13,0,5,9,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,6,8,17,5,11,27,0,8,0,5,3,0,6,5,0,7,7,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374165447265465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781507924164994,0.14333491880933394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680318881403992,0.0,0.0,0.23807397101220784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241960613692225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686102716726607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771901701614773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282932485422624,0.19987639724185846,0.13431735196052194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192619094857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600991801083826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688046611272886,0.0,0.0,0.1481244300198436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733748158850447,0.0,0.0,0.12379918277095235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801350991926965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214747457104727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923558564925818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946619778661595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147506016925607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852923809705933,0.21538993930164135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184566508429035,0.0,0.10518066473204253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788122055756557,0.0,0.13744225261597567,0.0,0.08157159994231743,0.0,0.0,0.13367189925924305,0.0,0.0,0.15216129860042787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993745927734158,0.15294890967258915,0.0,0.0 adhd,MilkyGrav,2019/05/21,"My doctor is an asshole I went to an ADHD specialist guy for the first time May 10th and I’m 19. I did the checklist thing and he said he would be willing to medicate me. But he said I had to do a drug test first. So he scheduled me an appointment today for a drug test, and when I went to take it today he chewed me out for not taking it the 10th. He brought up meth and how you can get it out of your system in a week so he thinks I purposely didn’t take it on the 10th. But it was an honest mistake like I don’t even know anyone that does meth I’m a college student. I failed for marijuana and so I’ve gotta stop smoking now. It’s not my fault I didn’t take it the 10th, they literally told me the drug test would be the 21st.",1.1653043888626726,2.220552901840492,3.2717791411042927,93.93790939122229,78.2638036809816,6.487777253421425,21.74091552619161,7.010146845296331,0.2986086833411985,565,15,141,6,13,193,88,163,0.053,0.894,0.053,-0.0273,0,0,5,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,3,7,5,0,0,15,0,15,6,0,1,0,19,31,12,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,9,7,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,11,2,17,2,14,13,0,19,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,1,11,88,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750197227767384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182832597293108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905912567450905,0.12744234995088966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066559053026375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618766084781916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477466872278376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608599602998922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419722452422495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800347883472796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711477721036266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670754349858756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770561656576528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175373164861755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437984453825336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675052277113792,0.09331423050905788,0.0,0.0,0.08491839431565862,0.0,0.2760816274025051,0.1391563124696131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681611097780495,0.0,0.0,0.2700021150466698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690364931074764,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dloseke,2019/05/21,"Entering third month on Ritalin, feeling pretty tired most of the time I'll try to keep this concise. 38/M, went to a new GP a couple of months ago (having not seen a doc in several years) believing that I have Adult ADHD and to get an overall well-being check since it had been a while. He did some quick listening to why I think I do, said it sounded like I have some of the symptoms and set me up with 20mg extended release. A month later I had a physical scheduled and checked into the results of the meds. My wife and I agreed that it didn't seem to be doing much so we changed it up to 20mg (instant release) twice a day. My wife and I agree that new dosage has certainly had some positive effects on my concentration and work habits. However, I've noticed over the past couple of weeks that once I get home from work, usually around 6 or 7PM I'm pretty gosh darn tired. With running kids around and having to occasionally work later at night (IT Project Engineer), late nights happen, but for the most part, I'm now falling asleep around 10 or 10:30 if I can. I used to be much more of a night owl, but that seems harder and harder as of late. My eating habits aren't great and I know need to be improved, and same goes for activity levels (I'm in IT remember). I've also in the past couple of weeks made an effort to begin waking up between 5:30 and 6:30 so that I can be into the office by 7AM, maybe earlier depending on how things go. So with that said, I'm curious if ya'll think this could be a side effect of the Ritalin, or if it has to do with adjusting to my new schedule (a couple of changes at once), etc. I've been trying to figure out if the Ritalin could cause me to feel pretty drained by the end of the day despite my best efforts to get decent sleep. Thoughts?",7.306526994359388,5.293465547945203,7.719419822723613,77.95961321514909,64.75342465753424,10.999194198227237,34.347300564061236,9.627879704456738,2.917375503626108,1395,47,294,22,17,462,195,365,0.051,0.877,0.073,0.5936,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,24,0,26,10,3,8,1,62,53,27,0,7,10,2,2,1,0,0,6,4,1,2,17,22,1,1,13,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,13,7,21,4,55,33,12,56,0,0,1,0,9,20,1,15,31,186,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138293590957594,0.0,0.07477902442122478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746173628988643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252917662194088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504352816162864,0.0885294012287732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866597695004913,0.17848094067621054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347073436294686,0.37336582110975,0.0,0.10880894983762872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863201566238532,0.0,0.0,0.07471689588987238,0.0,0.09408240922707346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853087314671484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222204109472874,0.0,0.0479430745419796,0.0,0.0,0.09300592224904916,0.0,0.0,0.07459824628853963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461879775471932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749820157362183,0.0,0.0,0.0463614139527546,0.0,0.19032089869180396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412134695727548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798223769826993,0.0,0.0,0.08474979641878372,0.0,0.09370365726204978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200327101914897,0.0,0.1240269121539944,0.06255101319676469,0.0,0.24442288880321994,0.0,0.2374951786654741,0.0,0.0,0.09604310191175468,0.0,0.17967882929579435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135240628792367,0.16106012214075124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574698127268773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556212437482624,0.0,0.1604891553968105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535942447886185,0.0,0.09530148082937433,0.0,0.06978250669134242,0.0,0.08441976597355637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768113832812104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604426686149408,0.10810748070055322,0.0,0.06697149838844288,0.049190319764309216,0.1939161607425343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454823390953844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285895502936332,0.0929093474655732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533515085698405,0.0,0.07584873097014577,0.07820149264019019,0.07612073465230086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424272729571106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432432909543612 adhd,saucencakey,2019/05/21,"Oof of the Day So, I know my shit. But I get excited and blurt things out sometimes. My boss and I were driving down a gravel road through pasture lands (we are doing wildlife surveys). I glance up way ahead, and I see pig butts! “OMG there are feral pigs here!” - This ain’t a stretch, we have them in the area we are in. Boss says, “You need to think before you speak” in a jokingly, kind of not, way “Those are cattle”. Big oof. He knows I have ADHD. But I’ve never felt so dumb and defeated. If I could count on my hands and feet how many times I’ve been told I need to think before I speak from my dad... I would need a few more bodies. And yes, I know very well the different between a pig and a cow 😓.",-0.5058090976882923,1.5792620469798668,1.1806152125279643,101.34178038777034,89.60402684563756,4.384936614466816,16.331469052945565,5.82211442006289,-0.8018951528709919,531,12,131,4,18,171,97,149,0.095,0.851,0.054000000000000006,-0.778,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,2,1,2,6,7,2,0,9,1,12,5,5,3,1,30,24,13,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,11,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,7,21,4,15,18,2,19,0,1,2,1,12,12,3,1,4,80,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783446542426568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30847097888120306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133453332011128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471815165433835,0.0,0.0,0.11689511261735334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893739214609456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403416620403542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469876885022893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875021147565432,0.2988406402153964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376511517713146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031970390051536,0.13979578639142087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414203093377834,0.0,0.0,0.14443754932574365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860566594685393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792667996142049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041841955294305,0.2322830272717009,0.0,0.0,0.10569181996725832,0.0,0.0,0.17319785711178776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955516673816754,0.0,0.2877451214139945,0.0,0.0,0.16297089461610326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875904820004294,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sardach,2019/05/21,"I feel overwhelmed when i'm productive because know i can't stay like this for more than a day. It's only a strange exception. I usually end up sleeping all morning and wasting time the rest of the day. I only force myself to do the minimum in order to survive and nothing else. I would like to dedicate time to my hobbies but I always end up hyper focused and put aside any other pending, so I prefer to forget about hobbies. I can't motivate myself to exercise in any way. I can't work hard to grow and make more money. &#x200B; I'm stuck. I just waste time. I spend all day sitting or distracting myself with anything that is not productive. &#x200B; How do you do tedious things every day? How do you stay motivated?",3.136890574214519,5.3411645633802864,4.624929577464791,81.35934452871074,75.90140845070422,7.186132177681474,29.937161430119176,8.139509932561175,2.4082398699891656,576,27,103,10,13,192,89,142,0.15,0.779,0.07,-0.8518,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,6,4,0,2,5,0,9,2,1,5,2,22,15,10,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,1,2,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,17,2,17,13,5,22,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,13,70,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740490208343565,0.30575941206309365,0.3428992117709551,0.1919030598210965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161116939360944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601207729964733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639863442022961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178693369074648,0.0,0.2499420298209073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188812142568336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134342657841845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639616130825496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754381235134722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378667852604514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418406115008338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353874090355366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462288933019835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184253759209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119997500656797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007835499224839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373929184526758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468262678006432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553995961576677,0.0,0.0,0.11199708488708184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272107955319876,0.0,0.0,0.10023202464998404,0.0,0.3428992117709551,0.0 adhd,ElijahARG,2019/05/21,"Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid! I know this a cliche phrase, but since I hear it for the first time, it always came to my mind when I felt I did not perform like others. I have this [picture](https://imgur.com/gallery/1WoGsbw) in my office as a reminder.",6.3763043478260855,6.429471521739131,5.844746376811596,83.88277173913045,65.66666666666666,9.798550724637682,27.39492753623189,9.516144504307137,1.9784753623188407,281,7,58,5,4,86,52,69,0.083,0.89,0.027000000000000003,-0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,2,8,1,6,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247581514249002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33523164620653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34031254082168955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28569013640084084,0.0,0.0,0.2530918687214481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353551628521915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352310799546813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016503533576006,0.1453655974056654,0.0,0.2627379392884579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30043591876886266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246132535765874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735010493715285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321986864561172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anusereh,2019/05/21,"I can never remember song lyrics!! Is this an ADHD thing? Ever since young, I’ve never been able to catch the lyrics of a song, I’ve always been one to rather notice the tune or rhythm. Even after hearing a song numerous times, the lyrics just won’t stick in my head! It’s so frustrating cus I can never seem to sing along or fully enjoy a song. Was wondering if this was an issue with any of you guys with ADHD?",2.484016806722685,4.0368555529411765,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,75.82352941176471,6.739495798319329,18.025210084033613,7.447530270364453,0.2128151260504203,322,5,68,4,7,106,59,85,0.06,0.897,0.042,-0.3579,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,8,0,8,1,1,0,4,15,11,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,5,4,1,10,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,8,46,8,0,0.1982524586514208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765218580149717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496192727131698,0.0,0.0,0.1348184702494517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094387917579495,0.17933069901766993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963011032720544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346421841206336,0.0,0.2234449294499656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069240592262823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587135539651154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257117381830911,0.0,0.0,0.13434099679616027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458138864495475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048159251463772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399648248083454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317101242744913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156026029436834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499633452377886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,churchpants19,2019/05/21,"DMDD My nephew has been diagnosed with DMDD and ADHD. Things are getting worse and worse with him. Violent outbursts, suicide attempts, threatening others including his teachers, swears like crazy etc. getting kicked out of schools. They have tried abilify and other drugs and therapy. His parents are basically at a nervous breakdown. They are at a loss of what to do with him.",5.01609375,8.521950921875002,4.308125,78.42437500000003,78.84375,7.575,34.5625,8.472884824447931,3.72494375,305,17,45,7,8,91,48,64,0.308,0.6459999999999999,0.046,-0.9686,1,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,9,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,9,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984835945567314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520828224304147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880217791435973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769899632389896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951842718241097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133742657839534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757772880635885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513562220355418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27166838582835223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840242909845842,0.0,0.16500108304256966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862191009115807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062054381576232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cilantroinspace,2019/05/21,"How do you combat dry mouth from adderall? Hello my fellow scatterbrains. I just started adderall this week and it’s doing wonders for my productivity! However, I’m a little concerned about the dry mouth side effect, so I figured I’d crowd source answers to two questions: A) How can I alleviate the dry mouth side effect? B) Will the dry mouth side effect diminish over time as I continue taking adderall? Ty everyone ilysm",3.2785714285714285,6.396032246753247,4.576636363636363,75.9649545454546,83.67532467532467,6.716363636363638,28.479220779220785,7.908726449838941,2.658284155844156,341,16,52,7,10,112,55,77,0.033,0.92,0.047,0.2575,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,5,0,4,4,4,5,0,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,6,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35239625716221923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696261512447232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131310867085993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610326512658117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772854487952004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150453960009765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602558865952614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958224427929852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999388484266885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LishaCroft,2019/05/21,"I Love Us! I find it so endearing, and amusing, that the majority of us need TL/DR because we can't read through an entire post... While simultaneously the majority of us are incredibly long winded and write posts that are 12 paragraphs long. I find myself being the most talkative person IRL situations as well. Lol Anyway, I just wanted to say I love having found my people. <3 PS. can we get flair just for observations?!",3.5399050632911404,6.210989620253166,5.438465189873419,73.6599762658228,76.84810126582278,8.000632911392406,25.064873417721518,8.841846274778883,2.2635683544303804,336,12,59,8,8,115,61,79,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,6,2,0,0,0,13,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,12,4,6,10,3,5,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,1,3,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436617640426432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129601275467016,0.0,0.0,0.1877195995518469,0.0,0.0,0.08944857258494886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30302555182570273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30904193944951985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694779473683285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186933521382228,0.14949131754160633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279378918117736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125329542227724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361506498243229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244380126075114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178226939973904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098230341449972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393562211307796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OhGreatItsHim,2019/05/21,"Need Advice for Drug testing for jobs I'm in my late 30's and want to change jobs after 13 years. I've applied for some jobs. The problem I have is that all of the job I've applies for require drug testing. I take Ritalin daily. I know I could get a medical waiver but I fear that basically telling them I need meds could negatively affect me getting a job. I could stop my meds and hope its out of my system but I have a full time job so I'd hate to stop and I'd hate to stop and find out it still showed up on a test. any advise?",0.11115384615384727,1.9702297948717984,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,84.38461538461539,5.267521367521368,20.006410256410245,6.42735559955562,-0.019928205128205256,414,12,99,4,12,141,71,117,0.212,0.747,0.040999999999999995,-0.9701,7,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,2,1,6,0,6,4,0,1,1,25,17,7,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,1,15,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,8,56,17,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122893059221764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740522191939618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204122531065686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27264112394809464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640028128643498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280852975882098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403441621816722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189382187867988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247581698523132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305437353120655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.677725284425978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255550077343992,0.0,0.12840008651860307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252868871096285,0.11466718461194388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880028544414902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089156010267619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090116629326153,0.28548956565984995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558258666575441,0.0,0.09948847665526507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637254612634982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713721052229317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329986989200203 adhd,FastSignature4,2019/05/21,"Adderall stops my shaky hands My hands are normally slightly shaky if I hold them out in front of my face. When I'm on Adderall, however, the shaking stops completely. In fact, I seem to have way better control over my entire body than usual. Anyone else get this too?",3.2488235294117658,5.740215843137258,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,76.84313725490195,6.432941176470589,25.88627450980392,7.554174236665415,1.5025968627450983,212,8,39,3,5,66,41,51,0.162,0.784,0.054000000000000006,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,4,4,1,1,11,5,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165428159071576,0.2808437216863119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424156192836117,0.0,0.3044588421933477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28738441912471163,0.0,0.30742194734271305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289720192565036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143203836151819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26855586336827597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952668498907996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458313023358699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018779969195951,0.0,0.0,0.2175646300408864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlindGuardian2019,2019/05/21,"My non-ADHD husband is reaching a boiling point of frustration by a thousand little cuts of my ADHD symptoms. How do I help him? My normally fabulous hubby gets so frustrated with my ADHD symptoms. He says I'm wonderful in all the big areas but the small things - it is like dying from a thousand little cuts. Because ADHD effects executive function which effects everything, he can't point to one thing and ask me to improve \_\_\_\_\_\_. He says he knows I'm going to mess up again and neither of us can predict how/what. And he feels like because my actions effect him as well, he has to deal with the consequences of my actions whether I mean him to or not. Whether I take responsibility for my actions or deflect. He says it is like having a child who puts their milk too close to the edge of the table when they sit down to eat. You have reminded the child to move it to a safer place so they don't accidentally knock it over. Again. They move it this time (and maybe most of the time). But you know they are going to knock it over again. And you wait for it. It doesn't happen for 3-4 months then they knock something else over. From my perspective, I've done really good! For 3-4 months, I haven't messed up! If I'm only messing up 2-3 times a year, and no one is harmed, then it is no big deal and he has time between instances to calm down and be less frustrated. From his perspective, he has spent the entire time anxious and knotted-up waiting for me to ""spill the milk"" again (aka mess-up). His level of frustration at my ADHD symptoms never gets to go down. He tries to ""let it go"" or calm down but he at the same time he honestly feels like I'm not taking responsibility for my actions. That any time I say I'm sorry, it doesn't really mean anything because my behavior doesn't change. Then he asks me to dreaded ""am I expecting too much from you?"" He says taking responsibility for my actions is to apologize sincerely and make note of the mistake and then not do/do the thing that was a problem. Whatever the issue was. Then he knows I listened, thought about the mistake and took action so the offense wasn't repeated. This sounds so logical. It is what we tell children as part of being a good/kind person. How do ADHD people do this??!!?? It isn't ""don't spill the milk"" or ""remember to turn off the lights"" or ""buy the fish we wanted, not the one that will take an hour to de-skin/de-scale"", etc. It is ""focus,"" ""don't interrupt me or others when we are speaking,"" ""remember\_\_\_\_\_ that we just agreed about 2 minutes ago"" - all the things that ADHD brains have a hard time with. I'm finding tools and practicing with those tools to minimize my symptoms. What do I tell him on how to handle the symptoms that drive him to distraction? How do I help him?",4.3025153668843625,5.269930060218979,5.171801767191703,83.66879946215906,70.47810218978103,8.177180176719169,28.47214752208989,8.452757503120043,1.9102510948905107,2155,77,438,33,38,703,232,548,0.1,0.785,0.115,0.8364,0,0,1,0,0,0,99.0,5,4,6,3,20,26,7,2,31,0,40,11,1,8,3,73,76,42,1,7,17,1,3,4,0,1,5,8,0,4,33,22,5,2,16,0,2,15,18,16,1,5,7,12,49,10,66,65,9,68,0,0,0,0,60,26,0,9,30,288,82,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282736235533442,0.0,0.055664180342394544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042702908048439216,0.0,0.0,0.07094073313796599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167512174244628,0.0,0.11741012198269428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483816354172495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010024153229145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664290243579383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294782444718973,0.0,0.0,0.06517153206987353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642613197823572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425519459077224,0.0524573548788891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003327784490783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643630142837136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350230763134207,0.08972184616367064,0.0,0.0,0.057393700314735875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561582919543467,0.0,0.1427518996472036,0.10533931507578076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552961230466427,0.0,0.05625218961129602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418063466975748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184064996424801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554190281049906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539156626405689,0.10353184441098667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421237463811179,0.0,0.1227143050121134,0.12587462973093544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419163019773637,0.0,0.06308624628830285,0.13680482362520438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024510299773304,0.13348277807292847,0.046161717532989935,0.0,0.04843155066043271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615259902727873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765501394669834,0.047758600184395116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800111204552398,0.0,0.0435343041004865,0.0548303705388645,0.06560764746743074,0.0,0.1187235744206942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008655204851051,0.0,0.0631265478080362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045646141609744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422695031467366,0.0,0.0,0.24968642666812754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483428340361768,0.0,0.07029411607897221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263414262420938,0.18885678450691276,0.0,0.10977159331480453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687343553254647,0.0,0.0,0.04985239634975184,0.2929312171859132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976780830218225,0.0426338374938304,0.06830317542982446,0.0,0.0,0.07553492692481001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037038252154972376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056460450937169476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809874557197584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043806769548679 adhd,Complex_River,2019/05/21,Advice for newbs Diagnosed years ago but recently started taking meds and my diagnosis seriously after I put my life in shambles. Any advice from yalls about how to get back and stay on track?,5.396476190476188,7.870479314285718,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,70.14285714285714,9.23809523809524,28.809523809523807,9.725611199111238,3.1748095238095235,156,6,25,4,3,51,32,35,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359485441138633,0.2430882490112304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864857271108812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086585613675168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783375631207243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327379769562626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369667934472887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046075840929922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27567677954456565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707689303735077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410132568791288,0.29229257241952583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618674692274194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659505644434714 adhd,HellsNoot,2019/05/21,"I forgot my bag on the train because I forgot I shouldn't put it in the overhead storage. I think it's the perfect example of why ""tricks"" people try to tell me on how to forget less just don't work. I will literally forget the trick and there's nothing I can do to stop it. By the way, the train driver called me through Facebook and gave the bag back to me the same night! Bless that man's soul.",4.408214285714287,4.207496726190477,5.15009523809524,88.06157142857145,69.83333333333333,7.672380952380951,27.514285714285712,6.742157984588678,1.059317142857143,311,9,70,2,5,101,55,84,0.09300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.08,0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,0,8,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,10,4,2,8,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480857493827888,0.0,0.1966747856763128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294455438612026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302770297661019,0.0,0.3095761722225564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367389893220505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243364368880749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26973659931748273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199647124310323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067309384658747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904741228149105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560919740352434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911271414227204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348815066421804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kathyoven,2019/05/21,"I forgot to take my adderall this morning And I am struggling at work today. Don’t really have much to add but was hoping for some encouraging words and/or funny cat memes to help me make it thru the day.",4.128455284552846,5.410266073170731,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,71.1951219512195,7.417886178861789,23.422764227642283,7.793537801064563,1.0671398373983734,163,4,32,2,3,53,38,41,0.038,0.652,0.31,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562355086172153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266312080096285,0.0,0.0,0.3946237558466508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652110574677355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920724716618038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545303641504267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153602328604305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29873166981717103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766084610513703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892502807786083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kondike,2019/05/21,"How to make the most out of my meds? I've been taking Concerta for a few months now, since just before the start of the spring semester when I got it prescribed after being diagnosed with ""severe"" (still really can't believe I apparently have it that bad... no wonder life was rough lol) ADHD. I'm glad to say that it really was an effective treatment for me, I went from almost being academically dismissed from my university to making the deans list, but I've also quickly realized that it truly isn't a magic ""Limitless"" pill like I had hoped it could be for me. The only ""magical"" effects it has are appetite control, less drastic impulsivity and lack of fatigue during the day. All of these are honestly extremely helpful, but I notice that I need to really ""use it"" for its more useful (from a student's perspective) effects. Things that the drug supposedly helps with which I've noticed requires ""effort"" on my end *Less overthinking/calmer mind (anxiety seems to almost negate the drug's effects) *Focusing on a lecture/assignment *Remembering things better I guess the reason I'm writing this is because I've noticed that the drug isn't ""as effective"" as it once was. But it isn't a dosage issue, since it's still doing it's job and helping me when I manage to use it right. I've noticed that my mindset has greatly changed since I started taking it and it's been harder to use it properly. Back then I truly *lived by* my perception of the drug, and utilized every hour it was active in my system in a proactive and responsible way. I didn't even take it on weekends because I didn't feel like I needed it then. Now I just kinda pop a pill expecting that ""change"" to occur in my mindset and for me to become that person I was during the semester, without really putting any more thought into it; when nothing really happens other than the marginal ""standby effects"" I'm sitting there like the [pikachu meme](https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/surprised-pikachu). I've done some thinking and I have come to the conclusion that I have gotten too reliant on the *idea* of Concerta helping me. I don't have the same convictions as I had before regarding my life with ADHD, and I think I need to be hit with some practicals regarding it and the utilization of my meds. Thanks in advance guys!",5.789650349650352,7.184625435897438,6.518002331002332,73.80161888111891,67.36829836829837,9.44960372960373,33.18111888111888,9.725611199111238,3.428966993006993,1828,81,307,40,30,601,214,429,0.016,0.818,0.165,0.9965,2,0,4,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,12,16,11,0,0,26,1,32,10,0,15,1,67,64,22,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,10,1,0,2,37,16,0,2,18,1,0,4,10,2,0,0,16,3,35,9,47,42,11,38,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,10,23,220,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586414824666947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486371965900872,0.0,0.0,0.061838405261535015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258503827131053,0.0,0.05915497328750671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945971998420437,0.06456484772802971,0.09427569067035067,0.08540163945150789,0.13159922980255928,0.08712109315849334,0.0,0.06838948220278405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360350841800247,0.06661039721380696,0.0,0.0,0.08672884964537854,0.06173934859361711,0.0,0.0,0.04986954313796721,0.0,0.0,0.07848531700414828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913240841319442,0.0,0.0,0.3586992627619292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848880479547506,0.0,0.0,0.05107378006227633,0.0,0.06515136556200163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03909887440596341,0.0552424522111873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184549715848476,0.08525333363857897,0.085184451538489,0.07656592608684819,0.06838004533366981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732273740191806,0.0,0.0,0.07680319765852701,0.07615155720551815,0.0,0.0,0.08729281490776561,0.0,0.08070933866506495,0.07673515458704183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923674915144772,0.11333425615029827,0.0,0.06828119225628894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323279815844026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178581669939308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807826606887261,0.0,0.06172170489733107,0.0,0.0,0.172011059141434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419737957512873,0.3521493863171953,0.0,0.0823507730009109,0.0,0.0588106977546328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751898793276001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777350322056726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24768840672048445,0.07950507503451676,0.0,0.0,0.08759646133847925,0.06603686891647935,0.0,0.06149356520299161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039563223116972,0.0,0.08735754395984552,0.0,0.19189717755271887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094649526045734,0.0,0.12350694668676195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442092989008331,0.0,0.0,0.07119234842333687,0.0,0.0,0.10274529762692304,0.0990960887018646,0.0,0.061389031561846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671429367709983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137860439070472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168293998780459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454050630764678,0.08385787539501009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skunkpany,2019/05/21,They don't raise awareness for what ADHD is in school and I really think that needs to change. Kids like me are always victim to bullying because we're different. We speak out of turn or do something without thinking or can't control our emotions. We need to stop being looked at dumb weird kids just for being who we are. The only way this can stop is if we actually talk about it. So tired of this bs,2.9631216931216926,4.8713115555555575,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,75.41975308641976,6.603880070546737,23.917107583774253,7.447530270364453,1.0328292768959435,320,10,64,4,7,103,64,81,0.20600000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9336,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,5,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,0,18,16,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,12,14,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,3,1,3,3,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2030788169340376,0.0,0.25009974496062776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731586295354106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685784975244274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014571457698826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340556402788115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742367245390232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408822030844886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166876838407868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747543730932112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30861194356203464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827194914287393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331631287661724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061166567198933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602080994931715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479673804782314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726556240795828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26668840381244624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391841482510821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263566491937979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518272565165984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060417022477145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MurderByGravy,2019/05/21,"Can anybody share experiences with starting medication after not taking it for a long time? TLDR: Anybody else used to take medication, stop and start again? How did it go? When I (41M) was in 7th grade (1990) I flunked all of my classes one grading period, started Ritalin and the got straight As for the next 3 years. Then in 10th grade, decided that the medication made it hard to talk to girls so I quit taking it. Managed to maintain an A-B average in mostly honors classes, went to college (mostly) without taking medication, got a degree in music and started working in retail and eventually got promoted to manager and have had mostly success. However, recently I have taken a new role at the store I work at that requires a lot more computer time and focused/analytical work than I am used to, and I am wondering about starting medication again. I am worried that the personality change will effect the rest of my life and work.",6.034055876685933,7.433657179190752,7.3573554913294785,67.9916787090559,66.80346820809248,10.159730250481696,36.38198458574181,10.317481424215053,4.203501348747591,744,38,122,19,12,254,108,173,0.052000000000000005,0.8640000000000001,0.084,0.7608,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,0,11,0,10,7,0,5,1,25,29,13,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,9,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,9,1,10,3,24,19,7,29,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,5,19,85,17,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578973314095516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143628378430492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706878462558464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220625895561144,0.0,0.2626254295349573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805090601045413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731187525095756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686494704438643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305541507004687,0.0,0.10356973349071333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513260637391617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571310288870704,0.11640749516476387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741700892637339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955725909582191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641972659758368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807440704554093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873669266916572,0.0,0.0,0.09150995785848294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291885872368845,0.08797643357311923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764912549313545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906935223035373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146663200816383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551149442959463,0.1187001563431905,0.3187405317476292,0.111157687670548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048595267584652 adhd,W1tchHazel,2019/05/21,"My new houseplant has an inspirational amount of motivation I bought a sweet potato to make fries with. As many of you can probably relate to, I completely forgot about it in the fruit bowl. After a while (I'm embarassed to say probably a couple of weeks) my SO was searching for an apple and came across it. It had sprouted and the stems reached over a foot tall. So we decided to plant it! I filled a pot with soil and I sat it on top, but realizing I didn't know how to properly plant a sprouted sweet potato, I went to research. I got distracted and promptly forgot about it for a couple of weeks. I then decided I wanted to plant some cucumbers, so I went over and picked up the potato to use the pot since it was already full of soil. It had grown a root system! So I decided to properly plant it and water it, and it's now growing leaves and getting livelier every day, all because I forgot to make fries one night. It reminds me that though I can be forgetful and distracted, things can still work out! TL;DR My inspirational sweet potato decided to become a houseplant instead of fries.",5.88977248104009,6.271667713615027,6.5887323943662,77.00743228602386,66.69953051643192,9.934127843987,31.87757313109426,9.851270322608157,3.006761213434452,865,33,163,18,13,285,114,213,0.042,0.828,0.13,0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,3,11,7,0,2,15,0,10,3,1,7,1,37,26,19,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,14,14,2,3,9,0,1,6,1,2,0,1,14,5,19,5,32,11,4,27,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,10,115,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884125346126708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407969570673097,0.18856561185107945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527765295741245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901450508857428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778345050478664,0.0,0.11011124581377754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438532935554233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920304007288057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655398288396633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383259475702904,0.0,0.0,0.1807858396083097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793655804346005,0.17310052846693946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489886681617782,0.0,0.16022511651014598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569581572230085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681667454933476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577692210452788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412354178449157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635079560194974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343008188292995,0.0,0.1677482440506798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746195637298184,0.0,0.0,0.10070511130382342,0.0,0.2739098591705109,0.0,0.0,0.31654983498905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429857571417667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hairlikemerida,2019/05/21,"RANT Insurance & the whole process I've been on Vyvanse 50mg since I was 15, so 6 years now. I tried other medications and that was the one that worked for me. &#x200B; In December, I turned 21. I went to fill my prescription and I got a rejection. Apparently, I aged out of having ADHD. I tried to convince my insurance otherwise, but they weren't budging. I began looking to get private insurance (I had Medicaid), but it would cost me more to have private insurance than paying out of pocket. After paying two months of paying out of pocket ($315.00 per month), I got approved for ShireCares, which is a really great program. &#x200B; I thought everything was great, until I got a notice from Medicaid last week saying I had to report any changes. I had gotten a raise in February and I never told Medicaid, so I sent all of my paystubs from the beginning of the year. Found out yesterday that I lost my coverage because I make $17.00 an hour, which comes out to a really fat salary of $26,000 per year, but somehow it's too much to qualify for Medicaid. I understand that there are people out there doing way, way worse than me and in a way, I'm grateful that I don't qualify for Medicaid, but it also kinda sucks. &#x200B; I qualified for special enrollment through healthcare.gov and now I get to spend 12% of my yearly income on insurance, which doesn't include my co-pays for seeing my doctor (which is required at least 6 times a year because she only writes me two scripts at a time instead of three) and co-pays for my other medications. &#x200B; I don't think I've ever gone a year without an insurance issue, whether I lost coverage, they don't want to cover my medicine anymore, or they want me to try other medications first. I've had a legitimate diagnosis for 6 years now, I've found the medication that works for me, but somehow I'm still jumping through hoops. I'm treated like an addict because my scripts can't have refills, which is so dumb. There is literally no difference between my doctor writing me a postdated script or putting 1 refill on the script. My scripts can't be sent electronically, so I have to go out of my way to schedule an appointment, take time off work, drop the script off at the pharmacy, and come back the next day to pick it up, all while trying not to lose my postdated script because my pharmacist doesn't feel comfortable putting a postdated script in the system (which is such bull; I used to be a pharm tech. We did it all the time). &#x200B; I'm just tired of dealing with it. And I'm going to have to do it for the rest of my life.",7.163869047619045,6.658553839285716,7.516984126984128,74.41690476190476,64.17857142857143,11.11746031746032,36.72222222222223,10.585719281625627,3.8365626984126986,2061,91,388,46,27,676,235,504,0.079,0.857,0.064,-0.5411,3,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,1,0,3,9,20,13,2,0,29,0,33,10,1,3,5,53,72,23,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,1,10,1,0,0,22,19,1,1,6,0,5,12,12,6,0,5,25,4,54,7,70,44,8,72,0,4,2,0,12,20,2,5,35,261,76,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676007598140704,0.07359795817804644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897319259436138,0.0,0.39811772680656987,0.3720633754517845,0.04164494857121789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073311180001021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047089382497457984,0.0,0.1493240822313831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478325316590784,0.10550478453453267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03949440045161762,0.06313521816836573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398222579034894,0.0,0.12536241200019488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539461858611165,0.0,0.0,0.055038098760587316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030964522749376968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209027313054157,0.0,0.13429186488227507,0.0,0.0,0.0639902048170129,0.0,0.06960761914045732,0.0,0.14693642715850275,0.1350334928572457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030855520309055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391810994948753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049918352337567334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325525805484685,0.02991851816851261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142574233480178,0.06851131725400529,0.1337002600944006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408778305721676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467693464372928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776154247203823,0.0,0.045018066461417885,0.0,0.047231664742602285,0.0,0.06512888513602358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972155752222127,0.0,0.0,0.04149745871044694,0.04657538653471601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042455746884778836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312519016092073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846316213628499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487000950180272,0.0,0.0,0.048799939412303116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065793333909132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890593039431638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604447002294627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923978809624196,0.0,0.048617309148650985,0.1428369405284272,0.07038577725301576,0.0,0.058516950563419275,0.0,0.16631035692559787,0.06661097236748678,0.11964415329400845,0.0637524617434787,0.0,0.05289125114634567,0.0,0.0,0.07224126771001027,0.1944362052214076,0.049122619518908235,0.0,0.0,0.0567696144637877,0.0,0.06837169601110872,0.0,0.059032676474215076,0.0,0.1337492193973659,0.0,0.06240826522199934,0.04350277182270077,0.0,0.3720633754517845,0.2760535355839 adhd,olibum86,2019/05/21,Is everybody on this sub medicated? Just wondering as i have always refused medication and a lot of posts are related to medication?,6.436521739130434,9.236124173913042,9.41673913043478,48.03206521739133,68.13043478260869,15.03478260869565,41.934782608695656,13.023866798666859,7.910408695652173,108,7,15,6,2,40,22,23,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23402214305115485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910829656825666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8499879508685529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693593094030448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050031227547748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cheap_Bat,2019/05/21,"Treatments specifically for Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria? What has worked for you? Hi. I need help. I was diagnosed a few months ago with inattentive type. The issues that have the most detrimental impact on my life are executive function difficulty (i.e. just doing things. even simple things like showering, eating, etc without great mental difficulty) and RSD. I was prescribed Vyvanse and it helps a ton with the executive function stuff. It sort of knocks down the mental barriers that were there before when I would try to do anything and I'm a more functional human when it comes to basics like taking care of myself. The RSD on the other hand is out of control. I read an article about it once about how some people internalize it and some people externalize it, and when it's internalized and extreme people can lose their self esteem and just stop trying because it feels too hard. They basically just give up. And boy let me tell you, I am pretty much there. I don't want to be, but that describes me perfectly. Before knowing what RSD was, I thought I just had extreme social anxiety or social phobia. Since I was thinking of it in that context, I figured regular exposure was the way to get over it. For years I forced myself to continue to be in situations that were uncomfortable and sometimes painful for me, but it never got easier, it's actually gotten harder. I don't think exposure therapy works for RSD, at least not for me. And I don't mean anything extreme, just continuing to be social instead of shutting myself off which doesn't feel great for other reasons. So, have you found anything that helps with RSD specifically? Whether it be a medication, a type of therapy, etc? I feel hindered by it in so many ways.",6.128843780002742,7.85334521451104,6.684901933891102,71.68350706350294,66.88643533123029,9.803264298450145,32.71005349060486,10.074871250255047,3.597496337950899,1391,60,229,34,23,454,180,317,0.113,0.8170000000000001,0.069,-0.9233,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,2,5,18,9,0,0,13,0,27,6,1,3,2,50,46,20,0,3,11,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,1,3,28,15,1,3,11,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,12,5,28,6,38,28,10,25,0,2,0,0,17,12,0,5,12,176,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.09941492513979812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030569624629424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793379888009451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515023747152629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062101817545210734,0.0,0.17337558176827078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386795591212368,0.0,0.0,0.08775595712897398,0.0,0.0,0.11426103926231312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340058613015328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424316048971738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723424210300736,0.06728722002922892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453259354455495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170025311526596,0.0,0.0,0.05322527973845618,0.09772741017277273,0.0,0.0,0.08147843316170918,0.22463423744119312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912596416039874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048532137960256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633062644957744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598762217574263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417369237549294,0.07195705082401095,0.0995415784920754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397163164338107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032848661099441,0.0,0.1109713173834018,0.0,0.10262795323565613,0.20533129425947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131534288125596,0.0,0.07488956122410581,0.07553873350668748,0.07857198068444428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084931363163804,0.0,0.0,0.10840176922677712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188108501068512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364310438059256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190218011949503,0.0,0.0,0.10474406771468274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062774377203344,0.0,0.0,0.08427173129561066,0.11451133159568018,0.0,0.3115450108585763,0.0,0.0,0.10075659560447134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517173677590238,0.0,0.0,0.11662205676901086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659702932310998,0.0,0.08904290067133723,0.0,0.23300499319912266,0.0,0.13536193013247774,0.13055427494083874,0.0,0.08087706194933064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833234783480494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008828528555864,0.16172664931745706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820348998834633,0.0,0.14833186084405808,0.0,0.0,0.07236880101517901,0.0,0.0,0.06560390965308915 adhd,MedPyschonaut7,2019/05/21,"Not diagnosed Haven't really met a psychiatrist yet but I have slowly begun to understand that this is actually what is up with me , especially being on this sub for just 5 minutes has helped me confirm it. I'm 23 years old and I got through most of high school mainly cause my family made sure i sat my ass down to study but college was just a massive fuck up so far, I know everything but I just keep failing my papers because they want me to print it out the way it is in the books and I just can't . I sucked at math all my life and I sort of understand why now , no one had the patience to teach me, I was always frikkin tired all the time. I was really good at music and languages and I do come from a forested hunter gatherer background genetically . My mom also has bipolar cause of what I think is a familial altered Dopamine receptor , my grandparents have anxiety too and finally stringing everything together it all makes sense. I think I've finally found my tribe and im going to get help as soon as possible. I just want to thank all of you for just being here bad giving me , all of us a sense of belonging together. Also thank you for taking the time to read this.",3.686148775894537,5.113138330508477,5.1733333333333364,81.32467984934088,72.47457627118644,9.142749529190207,28.365348399246702,9.586721724236666,2.5903981167608285,930,36,187,23,18,313,140,236,0.11,0.7829999999999999,0.107,-0.5981,1,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,1,2,1,1,14,8,2,0,10,0,17,6,1,4,6,41,41,15,0,2,10,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,6,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,9,0,30,4,29,30,7,23,0,1,0,2,10,10,3,2,10,130,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.12450403898877364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405851002915776,0.10616050008761856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760177076697472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652770371357208,0.07777430905922747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621287920570696,0.0,0.10990272428932303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949555198987892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293293908965245,0.0,0.2405505682402127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795251024451789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398897866629445,0.0,0.11794978716712592,0.06665762001456542,0.12239064978737133,0.0725091948064777,0.10701180070440268,0.10204095617277276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103436250690748,0.13479999802377754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781312181357888,0.0,0.0,0.11340293958909994,0.0,0.0,0.07011708839950491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901166846800084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072351091056376,0.08516362481074273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942538993288468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387843983830275,0.0,0.08645453916583401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383232064131118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761899673311372,0.0,0.16346775766003466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912229561999633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024685360584852,0.0,0.09592764378043052,0.0,0.0,0.2349252779611893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350195420383806,0.0,0.0,0.14879106158534466,0.14663958047885434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265639866729109,0.15346840902628636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050525267592507,0.10127061416497324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512514018855785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216021602167231 adhd,pinkanwhite,2019/05/21,"Feeling like a fraud while also feeling like it all finally makes sense I’ve gone my entire life feeling like I’m a lazy POS because I struggle to do my homework or pay attention in class or stay focused when I’m having a conversation with someone or keep anything in my life organized or just do anything for more than twenty minutes at a time without losing focus completely. All my friends keep getting 4.0s every semester but I can’t even fathom being able to juggle five classes like that and have the mental capacity to pay that much attention to all of them. I’ve always assumed that everyone else also struggles do these things but, because they’re more determined or harder workers or whatever, they can do it. Once I looked into it and realized that ADHD isn’t just an eight-year-old who can’t sit still and that not everyone feels like this all the time, it kind of feels like everything makes sense. But, at the same time, what if I’m wrong? I feel like, by even considering that I might have ADHD, I’m appropriating this diagnosis that so many people struggle with and that I’m just making excuses for my shitty habits. And I don’t even know where to begin with getting a diagnosis, and, even if I were to, I keep hearing again and again that people are misdiagnosed with ADHD all the time. What if it really is that I’m just a lazy POS who can’t get anything done? I don’t know. I’m just feeling frustrated because I can’t seem to figure out where the hell I’m at and I don’t know how to.",6.31438520558725,6.174035441471574,7.0159000590202645,76.08862679519972,65.8227424749164,9.97843793035609,32.97285067873303,9.627879704456738,2.980435215423963,1203,46,229,22,17,399,142,299,0.126,0.7659999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,19,16,2,3,12,0,22,2,0,4,5,63,54,26,0,3,19,0,7,7,1,1,2,1,1,0,23,14,0,3,16,0,2,1,10,7,0,1,3,9,18,9,26,49,9,23,1,1,1,0,8,9,1,12,18,152,41,6,0.08496167966733871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632228521063243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588764906832276,0.07069492362147822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974866948585705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537555401822906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908070466760443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694529636481467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097458131744531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244655525103697,0.0,0.07158387948692971,0.1623690517498719,0.07635807932427388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30071424636852506,0.3641798455829585,0.0,0.09307136718147634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564118295442703,0.0,0.1331669128865234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575798781188544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22655353392511615,0.0,0.0884745151180163,0.14007815161587275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002189392883335,0.2905558957367855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134641277475262,0.09505038719175417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701377427486101,0.0861378079197554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562138990435407,0.0901309157441411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245661037164973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915299071801679,0.09048141599645697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780346201641367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442862756304154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734592223161776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198775547106451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055784601419614,0.06785050713181243,0.0,0.0,0.2664611842400573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644476473923672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816735463101684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190002733470529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289225920831634,0.0,0.05471253612767876 adhd,syzsyzsyzygy,2019/05/21,"Any other Canadians, how did you navigate the medical system re: ADHD? Greetings fellow Canadians (and others!). My experience with my ""diagnosis"" has been illuminating, life altering, and also frustrating. I don't have a formal diagnosis - I was seeing a therapist for a while and he upon meeting and finding out about some of my anxieties asked if I'd ever been tested for ADHD. We did the Adult ADHD testing survey quiz thing and I scored off the charts and he wrote me a note and suggested I talk to my family doctor about medication, and continue to see him for therapy. Well, I did. And thankfully my doctor knows me (he actually delivered me - about to retire) and after a short bit of frustration (""are you sure you're not dyslexic?"" Yes. Yes I am) he prescribed me Ritalin because he wanted to ""try that out"" to ""avoid the scheduled stuff"" if possible. I was on fast acting ritalin for around 6 months, and it was INCREDIBLE how much it changed my anxiety. I thought I'd just be able to study and read, but it changed everything. But it was frustrating that it lasted 4 hours and was a bit of a rollercoaster. My therapist, and another friend I have with ADHD, suggested I push back on my doctor to try something else. And thankfully he did listen and we tried 18mg Concerta. I'm now up to 36mg Concerta, and it's been 18 months, and I'm left wondering - should my dosage be different? How do I even know? 18mg felt great, but 36mg is abundantly better. I've really been left to sort of figure it out on my own. The therapist suggested that I try one in the morning and one at noon to have a longer dosage (because for me it seems to last around 8-10 hours) but that leaves me feeling strung out and awful around 8pm. Has anybody had a similar situation? I think what I'd like to do is talk to my doctor about getting a referral to somebody who can give me a real diagnosis and who could maybe help me navigate finding my ""correct"" dosage without it just being a crapshoot. Specifically I'm in BC, if that helps with any advice.",4.283587786259542,5.863988236641222,5.972944020356232,75.57208778625956,71.21374045801527,10.023715012722649,30.148346055979644,10.279547748218286,3.3777118575063616,1599,67,296,47,30,548,197,393,0.05,0.852,0.098,0.9696,1,1,1,1,0,0,59.0,2,2,0,1,19,12,3,1,18,3,32,9,0,3,3,69,53,33,0,6,11,0,2,1,2,1,9,1,0,1,21,33,0,1,11,1,0,2,3,4,1,2,17,5,38,8,48,31,5,37,0,0,2,0,28,19,0,7,16,203,59,8,0.08118270669076565,0.0,0.07922261098395843,0.0,0.3902633490057943,0.07933080140487761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492178121010121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041404884670786,0.08512714641586118,0.12420909682319195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168094620642968,0.07589487189601925,0.0,0.0,0.0624244903357745,0.0,0.09897644897609956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717995068253001,0.17726097913925307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176107847213998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648177853956107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084818649633526,0.0,0.33237576121530155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678177343027397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362041211690887,0.07343440599946949,0.0,0.0,0.07296178208251416,0.07941226488364282,0.07653183079218362,0.0,0.04104841577025773,0.0,0.07794812957161648,0.0,0.1483990463332433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272155780687445,0.0,0.042414613553272765,0.07787784970616975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950422072670047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883011407361508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989722615891513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923178497209516,0.13234948252899587,0.0,0.0859607645280423,0.1764104967138216,0.0,0.05734174659355501,0.03966176979219957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155894056829585,0.0,0.0,0.1635660722740604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129598523904738,0.0,0.05967863041966497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002300615725157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152130386801363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120467588414672,0.09240369337045423,0.05200772070811546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938421294414493,0.07390568716204476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125276374249312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249841383874804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293477636852167,0.0,0.0,0.07651374029817705,0.0,0.0,0.13050316898352676,0.0,0.14948425816045827,0.09283950024393417,0.2827781388736513,0.053934183010464716,0.05201860043341889,0.0,0.06445000091613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204709154808228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047883663777615666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299300296612513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078257232238254,0.08803918238372167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ksmith2355,2019/05/21,"The Trickster: How I outwit my ADHD I kicked my Adderall prescription a few years back and found myself woefully unequipped to deal with the impulse control, the procrastination and the distraction traps. After failing (often) I realized that the most effective strategy for me was not to overpower my brain, but to trick it. Thought I’d share my little manifesto here in case it’s helpful for anyone else. **The Trickster:** This is not a fight, it is a card game. You are not a warrior, you are a swindler and a trickster. You are here for one reason: **to win the hand**. Sometimes the cards you’re dealt can’t win the hand. You really want to fold. But you don’t have to. Because you have your tricks. And remember – you have **never lost the hand** when you pull off one of your tricks. **Kyle’s bag of tricks:** **The Juggle:** Ok Brain, I see you there, trying to procrastinate doing the dishes. Forget about the dishes for now, I have a game for you. It’s a really interesting multi-tasking problem for you to solve: How do I most efficiently do the laundry, pick up the house, make breakfast *and* do the dishes? What’s the optimal order? Which of those things can be ‘going’ while I work on the other? **The Trump Card:** Oh hi there, Brain – I see you’re gearing up to avoid setting up this doctor appointment. Is that right? Well why don’t we just work on filing our taxes two months in advance instead. Oh man you *really* don’t want to do the taxes huh? I’m feeling a strong distraction pulse from you, Brain. Maybe we don’t do the taxes right now, maybe we just distract ourselves from them. You know what is a good distraction by comparison? Setting up this doctor appointment. Come on, let's avoid those taxes together. **The Bait and Switch:** Brain, you are getting really worked up. Loads of impulse seeking. Look, let’s just go online and play this game. Just for 5 minutes, ok? You win. [5 minutes pass] Wait a second, this isn’t a game at all is it? It’s actually that term paper we needed to work on. Surprise! You couldn’t even tell the difference. You just wanted to win, and you forgot to pay attention after that. **Call the Clock:** Look Brain, you’ve taken too long avoiding this email. I know you don’t want to do it, but I’m going to give you 15 minutes to decide. I’m setting a timer for 15 minutes. At the end, if you want to bail on it, we can bail on it. I promise. In the meantime, I’m just going to start writing it, but I will absolutely stop if you want to when the timer goes off. We can go play video games.",-0.10570545470375592,1.934279437246968,1.6018558182055642,93.03904118236036,105.84210526315788,4.391937660528493,18.064864394236213,6.2637025112007105,0.17576921335597095,1958,63,391,28,93,633,222,494,0.087,0.743,0.17,0.9939,1,3,0,0,1,0,116.0,7,25,1,14,23,30,5,7,40,3,36,15,9,7,2,69,70,19,0,11,15,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,27,16,4,7,11,8,5,9,12,15,1,4,6,8,50,15,56,59,5,51,0,2,4,0,49,21,0,5,17,258,77,15,0.0,0.0,0.08327592861363184,0.0,0.10255766121778087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966913209448655,0.08743713413611286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561835486584669,0.0,0.05202022249073194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715812659882886,0.0871379136441281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350967484024011,0.0,0.0,0.09571192791773894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797798846753012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915828100409871,0.0,0.17469065851333546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128753685834423,0.0,0.07558264146889793,0.0,0.0,0.05636382790495744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431486023867458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356685921626982,0.0,0.0,0.044584699829602094,0.08186236444576843,0.24249295764134304,0.07157604804354638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057199129756294625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846664422553704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379720843722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745243172990556,0.0,0.0,0.08552940123640981,0.0,0.07551994894059277,0.14332201574088524,0.0,0.09315466297528943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696264954791563,0.0,0.17146358667588274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811462845694617,0.0,0.0,0.06327579254544757,0.06581662306045498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565218430460088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165532371463184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867450129477284,0.08773993938479017,0.0,0.0,0.096669403869169,0.14575348487823608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600398102316105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439979259765669,0.0,0.06040147941571322,0.0,0.0,0.07134497623646745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458769625818025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056693652461460416,0.0,0.0,0.06774749795266423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793775284268497,0.0,0.08336117498348827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020013996240013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672759113597613,0.0,0.07700274652809587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485034000157783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054953785755643525 adhd,KandyKal,2019/05/21,"Scientist Success Stories? I'm a recently graduated biology major and I'm getting nervous about succeeding in the career world. What kind of jobs went well or didn't go well for other ADHD folks in the life sciences? I've seen posts about similar topics but they were more about computer science If you want more info this is my own experience so far: Last year I worked in a lab where I was tracking pollinators which meant I was mostly scanning fields for small moving objects and sprinting after them. I was really good at it. Other parts of the job included learning complex numbering systems and applying them to sort specimens, which I was not great at. They put up with me since I'm good at teamwork and easygoing but I could tell they were confused by my struggle with seemingly simple tasks. I'm not sure if I'll be able to find anything active and outdoors again, most things I've found are indoor lab tech stuff. I have a lot of technical skills but my poor memory and lack of concentration make it hard for me to apply them correctly. I always struggled greatly in lab classes as well. I have a really hard time with working in fluorescent lighting, and with multitasking. Tl;dr: I have trouble with memory and concentration which makes indoor lab work difficult for me",6.149322412509306,7.804350966244726,6.675750806651777,72.03154132539092,66.76371308016877,9.964656242243734,33.35045917101017,10.194018383442646,3.750563862000496,1037,46,170,26,17,338,151,237,0.13699999999999998,0.758,0.105,-0.8468,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,6,6,9,17,0,4,7,0,14,1,0,2,2,40,28,16,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,13,0,0,7,0,1,4,3,6,3,0,11,5,23,11,31,15,9,25,0,0,2,0,8,13,0,9,6,116,34,13,0.13157606765521138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812886421652358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948182862815313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827589267270958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505278358061866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287066416347052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202581421354154,0.0,0.0,0.14426636684662353,0.0,0.0,0.06874306474792445,0.0,0.07477771142012563,0.22071952592988772,0.0,0.29012615818838866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357326248911228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26113788925499715,0.0,0.0,0.13701622699209962,0.0,0.1072520563628127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929360677514807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186126751575487,0.0,0.0,0.17565609372952645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984453703190558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248405927640292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260135018292505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227028954722747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685819962753893,0.0,0.12991549335444544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978191034180187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884108283395726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27510374828065304,0.15062311816683313,0.0,0.0,0.12400888662623707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500328258059216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741329283026557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672306315646098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760697372140715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549080594175499,0.12197233292059463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873668329491893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473067367912537 adhd,annspeich1,2019/05/21,"If there was a streaming service that could ACTUALLY predict my preferred song list, it would be smarter than me. You guys ever experience the ten second flip-athon that is music selection?",8.8,9.845332181818184,8.008636363636366,67.03295454545456,60.51515151515152,10.236363636363636,40.74242424242424,10.125756701596842,4.508042424242424,154,8,23,3,2,48,32,33,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.4431183560179861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625473857589151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107430045221713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441791532221778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496123942562452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225666979856864,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Biertrut,2019/05/21,"Lets share some rebound coping strategies! Hi folks, We all know that rebounding can sometimes suck. But having a good strategy around it can make a huge difference, or maybe it can be turned into a positive! Lets help each other out a bit and share your dos and don'ts. For those unfamiliar with rebound: After the meds stop working the rebound happens. ADHD symptoms become active with a stronger effect. It lasts aboit an hour. The effect and impact differs per person and per medication. For me I get easily annoyed, input is rapidly overwhelming, high levels of anxiety and decreased emotional stability occur simultaneously.",7.164643605870023,10.032387896226416,7.148616352201259,64.78810272536688,66.26415094339623,9.239412997903564,34.41928721174004,9.725611199111238,4.154527463312369,511,24,67,12,9,163,84,106,0.078,0.71,0.213,0.937,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,3,1,6,2,1,9,0,9,2,0,3,1,21,15,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,9,12,4,10,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,2,4,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223389808511626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146074354648014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461503757751175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422592971485926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188110655461936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386397117462226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800636043488865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661132596469016,0.0,0.0,0.15509932634352108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352119727329625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394574351519885,0.1953746105286845,0.0,0.0,0.1821056676360636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016253637855559,0.15073176349711512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781796394679138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234333106271628,0.0,0.1857736457431529,0.0,0.2054007297317786,0.18628408703271085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146210040620956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288731123385527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459861301001712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219921956667407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113623272883416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462153538105595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrDistractible,2019/05/21,"Does here anyone work in IT? Hey folks, I am considering a career in IT, probably a mix of hardware and software stuff, so I was wondering if there are any people here who have ADHD and work successfully in IT. Is it a good field for someone who has trouble sitting still for long periods of time? I also find that I like to socialize quite a bit, so that would be important too. Thanks!",4.94802631578947,5.6947019605263165,6.174842105263162,77.86489473684213,68.86842105263158,9.764210526315793,30.989473684210523,9.888512548439397,2.9580189473684197,303,12,59,7,5,102,57,76,0.034,0.7879999999999999,0.177,0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,10,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755564411953101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335941647495504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559219047121549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603216521704272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032022452963404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006491602939613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956266166700332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923136783689123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120172433643919,0.0,0.0,0.2029103250037195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895759623598113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720839396584576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387319955830056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372754600956724,0.19427273820712754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310758160167595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624768767513613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109515048416855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369813503528746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486501880866399,0.3338449401058023,0.0,0.0,0.16287773849099504,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sounsure2019,2019/05/21,"Procrastination It kills all my dreams, very hard for me to turn my ideas,dreams and plans into reality/ put into action I figure I'd ask advice on one of them. The best time for me to work out is in the morning, my job starts at 1130 am and I am up at 6am everyday if not earlier ( due to the fact that I take forever to fall asleep, and wake up at intervals during the night. ) And now that its summer I wake up with the birds cause for some reason i sleep light also. I can have everything ready the night before.. my gym bag at the front door A note telling me what to eat But when it comes time to go. And I get up and do what I plan.. I give up. And then spend the rest of the day regretting it. Glutton for punishment? Am I going through a depression/mid life crisis ( turned 40 in January, diagnosed ADHD in my 30s) I have no social structure (friends) anymore Its just me my partner and immediate family(parents, sister) I have had no positive side effects from Meds They don't really take my situation seriously and are clueless about it. I'm stuck. Wanting to workout( or just carry through to then end of an idea/project) and not doing it feeling regret. What r my options",1.6909322033898275,4.036232533898306,3.5416000000000025,86.48475593220341,81.71186440677965,6.826847457627119,23.423050847457624,7.9765259561132025,1.3740459661016953,922,33,189,18,25,309,149,236,0.124,0.8220000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9179999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,5,6,7,2,0,12,0,13,8,4,3,2,34,28,17,1,4,7,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,12,15,2,0,4,3,1,7,5,5,0,1,2,3,26,2,36,26,4,38,0,2,0,0,9,17,0,4,14,128,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348338809566772,0.1491903788474422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220926167725596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514106831021143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427287319707958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991355666348434,0.0,0.160220991213195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568373215559828,0.0,0.13151435043801174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846151421944543,0.0,0.0,0.15495997496592728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622268832715175,0.0,0.0,0.13522304402480978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372127309633549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719610279237063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179548524078569,0.0,0.07976538938999746,0.14645794188048206,0.17353527344150804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676510267120687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234933780158815,0.0,0.0,0.1515044862873661,0.0,0.1689101562564405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078375201884764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958538788747168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28654670957509204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345523856970387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534786263770828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780629236097256,0.15697336657711045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161095252444578,0.15278335100580226,0.15563099104885433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806280055130923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295823300543592,0.0,0.13344301203047265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804981579769474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321289665337233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597129038734164,0.09005054547636017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114782953992224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Barnickal,2019/05/21,"I cannot wait for my daughter to start school. I love my 4.5 yo daughter so much, but I will be so relieved when she starts school in Sept. I'm trying to work from home, which is hard enough with ADHD and some days she's great and doesn't disturb me, but today she has knocked twice, said she just wanted a hug, but then refused to let me go back to work. It's like she's holding me hostage. So then I get angry and overreact by yelling (not good with controlling my emotions) and then everyone is upset. Eventually I calmed down and apologised, but it's left me feeling agitated and pissed off with myself for reacting like that. Bring on September. Don't get me wrong, she is an amazing kid who I adore, but I have to be able to work. Also I really don't want to have to go into London everyday if I don't have to.",4.088504572350729,4.540288071005918,5.134362560516408,85.6160570199032,70.65680473372781,8.51231845077999,27.789671866594944,8.575989854853784,1.7609005917159766,640,21,139,10,11,211,103,169,0.131,0.622,0.247,0.9768,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,7,14,1,2,2,0,16,3,1,2,0,27,30,20,0,3,8,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,10,0,4,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,4,24,10,21,25,3,19,0,0,0,2,13,6,1,2,12,95,29,5,0.1675283889523956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133656782086595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397239211889092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881899019408094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789733343816448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804195159647044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884468888667496,0.0,0.17310160894901175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008055491540069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470738711920288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505333749672775,0.0,0.1904204882697697,0.14051486432269147,0.0,0.1847006402471838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007253057226105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804463354916518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820200847782283,0.17130912809944024,0.0,0.16369181731270802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120091177453596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315264194349827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073229757724718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935786150877998,0.0,0.0,0.3390953470673031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715491192878285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879732414650832,0.0,0.0,0.11374077924641095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976251686300232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658879872324798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831659942723568,0.0,0.0 adhd,NandoGainz,2019/05/21,"Graduated from my dream grad school program and interviewed/landed a job! What the title says but on top of that I was diagnosed in 2017 with severe ADHD. My work life and my work in school was suffering. I was also going through a traumatic event in my life. I decided to work with my therapist, take medicine that I was against at first and doing some tips that I read on this subreddit. I did it and you can too! It may seem impossible at first and very frustrating but you can do this!!!!",4.3652678571428565,5.683691062500002,5.24607142857143,81.87750000000005,70.66666666666666,9.652380952380954,28.29761904761905,9.957137785484203,2.668236904761905,386,14,78,10,7,126,62,96,0.17600000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9542,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,6,2,2,1,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,13,13,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,1,13,0,14,7,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,60,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242748590764168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152857744699695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050121045738296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34361932607884244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147936156864417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044049176556325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28533815871774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020412184188474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062781805859302,0.0,0.4088423604623671,0.0,0.18388097630738534,0.0,0.22818731733812306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518687540694199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345219619362681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666006408344158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411458595899311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LunaLufa,2019/05/21,"Denied of a diagnosis I guess i should start this by explaining my situation abit, Im 18 in a few weeks and i was born a male but im identifying as a female but that isnt really important, throughout my school life i generally got good marks without putting any effort in so i didnt, i think this possibly hid some signs, once i hit my 9th year i had some major social and emotional issues that arent important but i dropped out of my public school and ended up in an online school. I struggled severely in this as i had to assign my own time to do work and i spent most of the day doing other things like watching videos or playinf games, not because i didnt want to do the work but it felt like it was physically impossible to do so. I tried to get work done but i was constantly distracted or i forgot to work, the only time i did work was occasionally with a strict deadline and i spent hours without a break to finish it. My grades had steadily started to drop since then, i rejoined my public school and i cant find myself listening in class, i never really did but back then i didnt need to listen much, now in my last two years of highschool i have to write notes which i cant because i just doodle and even though a teacher is talking i can acknowledge he is talking and that i can hear him i just dont process it. I finally in my last year of highschool, on the brink of flunking out of school have found a possibility to my issues, along with other previous signs of innatentiveness, i started browsing this thread and i never knew i would relate to something as much as i did so i brought it up with my psychologist and she suggested that i brought it up with my GP and told him everything i had told her about my experiences. So of course i did just that, and then i was met with disappointment, he attributed the innatentiveness to depression even though signs had been there before i was depressed but i wouldn't have had any issue with him thinking it was something else if it wasnt for his reasoning. I had mentioned that the only times i had worked were in the rare times where i had states of hyperfocus while studying where i spend hours doing work and forget to drink or eat, i also more often go into this state when i'm reading, drawing, watching something or when i'm playing a game, i dont hear anything in my surroundings and i tend to ignore people by accident. My gp told me that people with adhd dont usually hyperfocus but as far as ive read on here, other areas of the internet and my irl friend that isnt the case. I feel as if the gp has almost ripped me of my chance at finally being able to commit to something, be it the school work that i am severely behind in or just general personal interests ive wanted to learn about and explore that i cant because i stop trying after 1-3 days. What doea everyone here think? do i have a right to be annoyed? Am i the one that is overreacting?",4.864125636672327,5.4403807691001695,6.081485568760607,79.06854414261463,68.9830220713073,9.256027164685909,29.76146010186757,9.345792617884785,2.4741891341256363,2319,84,463,45,38,780,264,589,0.099,0.847,0.054000000000000006,-0.981,1,0,5,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,9,25,14,1,2,23,0,62,3,0,2,3,88,97,51,0,8,22,0,2,2,1,3,1,4,0,2,31,27,2,3,13,7,3,5,19,8,0,2,40,8,81,6,74,50,9,72,0,4,2,0,30,26,0,13,38,340,112,22,0.0649457695378177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805219410869396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503380679515157,0.0,0.0,0.05193710843513255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833070074209919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053444834591427764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049939287911474575,0.0,0.11877101491624414,0.0,0.055264066394730534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018330446305722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376929704486465,0.0,0.11187539227390808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646207092675037,0.22834787462241024,0.06362212903436744,0.0,0.06645573596632724,0.05425385678972053,0.07305524926844734,0.05752267488482313,0.0,0.0,0.08579213652317627,0.0,0.0,0.062058465983194276,0.05836906993319602,0.06352942472409402,0.0,0.0,0.03283853248035302,0.0,0.06235812361301811,0.14228983200908762,0.05935925676574564,0.0,0.0,0.07120968410327752,0.05017694043997094,0.0,0.03393148404572457,0.0,0.03691017750418812,0.054473430157156326,0.05194306480834968,0.0,0.07154508719670652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463972047677543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791700133144795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030515170170027,0.20335952987047948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587894073942374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045873117699148785,0.06345844491728858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954852267326295,0.048156465187434085,0.10018036249451302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916512495715557,0.04400893424855189,0.09878836860393997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005043832503498,0.056708140885312265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643319374540406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528843652741896,0.0,0.0,0.1299266895708189,0.0,0.08321184599479878,0.0667750677875186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055463332327640384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943715163685597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467404669988002,0.0,0.05372381169274698,0.07300176608158113,0.0,0.06620403323019082,0.0,0.19999370541372646,0.0,0.0,0.13790684985872606,0.0,0.0,0.0542975714126704,0.0,0.06789541955929339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440189890494364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314708344660994,0.12484388017379068,0.12761777764644622,0.0,0.15148160199018046,0.0,0.0,0.1861753979495828,0.0,0.08818782872780166,0.0,0.06344257984904167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152858967669785,0.0,0.07661339512054269,0.0,0.05209557885480889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521080847853133,0.0,0.37825034979130623,0.0,0.0,0.04613561129450604,0.0,0.0,0.12546883875497605 adhd,mawsicle,2019/05/21,"Moving from Oregon to Quebec Canada (south of Montreal) Who has moved from the US to Canada/ lives in Canada? I am moving to Montreal area in August and I’m nervous about coverage and transferring meds over. I take Vyvanse 50mg and dextroamphetamine 10mg, although my current insurance will stop my Vyvanse coverage in June(gonna fight that a bit, that’s another story). Tips on how to make the change and process easier is great, as well as any info on meds in the region is great. TIA",4.443214285714287,6.797477868131871,5.055041208791208,79.0805837912088,72.51648351648352,8.506043956043957,28.957417582417587,9.188382445141503,2.8494274725274726,390,16,66,9,8,125,64,91,0.069,0.76,0.171,0.9049,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,8,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,17,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719946197827295,0.19613676587254436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420862572985105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787261674278825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124434830581015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516734044051334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485639276818188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155376543974595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596409179029985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563810048464106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063726850274752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499643477454387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817915478056364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eyelobotomy,2019/05/21,"I always feel very annoyed if I have to put on glasses or fresh clothes before a morning shower. The last few years this has made me not want to stay on music festival campsites at all, even though I love the experience. How do others cope with this? Feels like I'm missing out on a lot of fun because of this, I just can't seem to get over it.",3.367083333333333,4.112300430555557,4.448222222222224,88.819,72.4722222222222,6.871111111111111,26.9,6.742157984588678,1.011846666666667,269,9,59,2,5,88,59,72,0.081,0.72,0.19899999999999998,0.8803,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,13,4,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,4,12,12,3,10,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,4,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474674630893585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465185161204413,0.0,0.22983715848315495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840001799583355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642118724011869,0.0,0.0,0.2731436713372504,0.19296113302349813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111730071548725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016941993501096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195833760561015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296313116722507,0.2437778661117146,0.2555773216756439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27152740853504403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458909844063935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878931074798245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26537413277455685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286268020572908,0.15931333129271624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393702188356347 adhd,SunTouno,2019/05/21,"I hate myself Tldr: that's it. That's the whole fucking post. I wrote a note on my phone the other night, just to jot down my thoughts. It's been weighing on me. Some context, I had around 10 days off of work to catch up/manage my stress. I spent all of this time unproductively. On my last day, I was doing a wood working project for my girlfriend. An end table essentially, for her fish tank. With a shelf under the top bench for the food and stuff, so there's less clutter. The raw thought though: I got sad when I was building. I haven't built one thing for myself. I have so very little. I'm miserable and I hate myself. But I'm proud of myself for the fact that with what little I have, I give to those I love and care about. I'm also deeply ashamed, embarrassed and insulted. I'm giving away what I don't have. I take away the energy and the space I have in a day and I spend it on others instead of working on myself. I started dinner eventually tonight, a bit later than I should have because I felt exhausted. But it didn't work out. She didn't feel like a chicken pot pie. But I didn't look for houses. I didn't organise the chiropractor. I didn't prepare my uniform. I didn't do my bullet Journal. I didn't spend more than a minute trying to fix my emails. I didn't see my mother and father because I didn't want to deal with the stress of meeting them in town. I didn't figure out when my appointment with my Psychiatrist is and then I didn't tell my boss what day I need to reorganise. I didn't play my guitar. I didn't organise my clothes. I didn't buy pants. I didn't plan my work outs. I didn't work out because I didn't plan my routine. I didn't check the postal tracking on my protein powder or the repair kit for my smashed screen. I didn't eat fucking lunch. I didn't stop working my project when my body begged me to stop. I didn't drink my energy drink before it went hot. I didn't vacuum up the glass of the smashed lamp I put in a dumb spot. I didn't wash the bed sheets. I didn't wash my clothes. I didn't play with the dog. I didn't clean and polish my work shoes. I didn't make an afternoon coffee. I didn't mop. I didn't make the dogs dinners for the week. Did have a beer though. Cheers to being me.",0.6866714027383125,2.71245374050633,2.372526478946007,95.2822513562387,83.32489451476793,5.303986911220185,19.80005166623611,6.4939937576095925,-0.02348199431671416,1739,48,402,17,49,570,212,474,0.105,0.8320000000000001,0.063,-0.951,0,0,3,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,1,12,13,20,6,5,29,0,47,17,2,3,2,41,75,22,0,3,5,2,3,1,1,1,3,0,4,0,17,19,9,2,5,6,5,3,31,13,0,1,41,6,83,7,50,32,6,48,0,2,3,3,16,25,3,2,20,257,100,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584003986161092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442384019069572,0.0,0.0,0.17820244127252016,0.0,0.0,0.1734328070439672,0.0,0.08069815830285892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353597416191546,0.10534103467772676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669127178467407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446446103173571,0.09777139714415213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858056771902637,0.0,0.0970405518631004,0.0,0.0,0.08399624252590214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795175717988394,0.06775061161474692,0.09105710200276547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467565170744284,0.0,0.0,0.17534807167111366,0.0,0.1819500055594131,0.0,0.0,0.0758487375268416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872611528802982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942761417624383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730371720840049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046331911200773436,0.19010048311965733,0.0,0.0,0.07963806609237373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855928821955833,0.0,0.12660707361791693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031943728578427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889968388378119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426309488996239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082634347723542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533602809108854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557173943973965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712516545235146,0.0,0.0,0.15857370979629046,0.21726784712538047,0.0,0.1085641369189968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130461088928586,0.0,0.08289054341833897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630045958871603,0.0,0.18635110107919853,0.15057783527972313,0.05529943367748561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643871852663752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824934821563878,0.055936527031844915,0.0,0.07607144286626896,0.0,0.0,0.08791360325480709,0.0,0.10588062317761676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523318965989279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,discodan242,2019/05/21,"Why does Ritalin make my insulin levels spike? I'm insulin resistant and I had it somewhat under control until I started Ritalin. After I take Ritalin and then eat I get insanely hungry shortly thereafter, which is my main symptom of IR. Does anyone know what the mechanism is that makes stimulants so much worse for insulin resistance?",5.360225988700567,8.496746745762714,6.245000000000001,67.80331920903959,73.0677966101695,9.357062146892655,38.646892655367225,9.725611199111238,5.134726553672317,274,17,36,8,6,90,47,59,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.5773,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,4,0,8,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578950444029689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140550277548121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900772806227711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865201373294841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629366942080535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538861745862684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738177022227281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583957034372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819252111019076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910376067139404,0.21053267435087808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526654746612401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853541146686802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,assblasters_inc,2019/05/21,"Tics getting worse on medication/how to manage them-please help! I got my diagnosis last week and started taking Vyvanse the day after. I’ve had tics since I was a kid that seem to be getting more intense since I started taking this medication and was wondering about other people’s experiences with it. Some previous meds gave me extreme restless legs that took years to go away after stopping the medication so I’m a bit nervous about how bad the tics are going to get. Does anyone else have tics and how do you manage them? Should I stay on this medication for a while or is it only going to get worse? I know side effects can wear off but I don’t know how long it takes and I have facial tics that can be really embarrassing so if anyone has any experiences with this please share!",4.339117647058823,6.089776196078433,5.424330065359476,78.88198529411767,71.35294117647058,7.975816993464052,26.47549019607843,8.59863814320734,1.92758431372549,630,21,117,11,12,208,95,153,0.10400000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.062,-0.6464,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,7,5,0,3,6,0,15,6,3,4,0,20,35,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,6,0,11,1,16,26,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,11,73,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798449012866763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809344087842075,0.13256759077416544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155905339798673,0.0,0.1080289259898676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125210543568067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344096477224623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322343769337802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808241952239428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531216890868808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703879215711199,0.0,0.22059305231234144,0.0,0.103478949775948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672231656594362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221040141260596,0.10546395011085503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449938044466935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371471420872825,0.3910175640247188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840116934697801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969748723067747,0.0,0.0,0.2840461139312586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288569864167471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177849063680126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405296866628531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831551018786038,0.13790445709251326,0.0,0.10816950609091684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918384599240609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437486419870764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378278231667136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140309727870422,0.0,0.0,0.2637035022858568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331804391260875 adhd,happyd1212,2019/05/21,"Really upset that I can’t find medication that works Wow, so I felt so good knowing I was diagnosed with ADHD- Inattentive. I started off on 15MG Adderall XR, the first day was amazing and I felt like a person with a normal brain. The few days following, I got headaches and super nauseous. I wondered if any of this had to do with caffeine detox. I stopped drinking my typical 3 shots of espresso a day. I kept trying to take the 15MG but I wasn’t even feeling benefits, only sickness. I then went to my primary doctor to start taking vyvance, and was started on 30 MG. Tried it for two weeks and didn’t feel much of anything. I went back and was upped to 40 MG. Still don’t feel anything, and my boyfriend thinks I’ve gotten worse. At this point, I’m feeling discouraged and wondering if I should stop taking adhd meds all together. Maybe some anxiety medication would help. Just venting and hoping to find answers!",2.6838516746411507,5.326316500000001,3.778313397129185,84.47266746411485,80.02272727272727,6.659808612440193,28.01315789473684,7.85451343220497,2.082436363636364,728,33,132,13,19,235,115,176,0.08900000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.145,0.8414,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,6,0,12,9,1,0,1,38,36,14,0,6,4,0,6,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,11,2,4,13,1,0,3,4,2,0,2,14,6,16,7,18,20,4,22,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,6,14,81,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846634802864493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053753317418287,0.0,0.0905998318186969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949181927793472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106657194101801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220880698619086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291357076208484,0.0,0.0,0.12020555712624602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121973686670845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601785754373355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822293928690882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239530254084572,0.0,0.2274257718763747,0.0,0.2164886306030438,0.10073783842304193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933478737370766,0.09472055061321086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938218926037709,0.0,0.0,0.11762927788305265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508689716069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578596860408732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898043682447912,0.0,0.13155078294228145,0.2386147072684893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706083559867347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603779951117806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007255061740092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340988443263503,0.0,0.0,0.11195612020869984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758703004842916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147943811455953,0.0,0.09457960993302164,0.19802820184539985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26713741948455405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588617212828443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608145327061671,0.0,0.1156904414053336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949986669413514,0.0,0.0,0.21957451575881085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568679854028678,0.08621959816499143,0.0,0.1206918942897613,0.08413039393836884,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Izrathagud,2019/05/21,"This board isn't about ADD. Ok, ADD was classified as ADHD and they moved the ADD sub into this one a long time ago. But one thing i noticed here is that this board is 99% about ADHD. Just like in real life ADD gets forgotten. Shouldn't there be an extra sub for ""innatentive ADHD""? Because that topic kinda got lost here.",2.375364583333333,4.485429140625001,3.504375,88.93645833333336,77.90625,6.1416666666666675,18.479166666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.2229979166666669,251,5,51,3,6,81,48,64,0.09,0.871,0.039,-0.3203,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,6,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7341062381086289,0.0,0.18048976985062015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411999709819248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637887630065253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284713213480712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381719074435542,0.09947454778268984,0.0,0.0,0.18019022977135546,0.0,0.0,0.22226657143260012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164073533932493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318136334882709,0.0,0.0,0.27594554757708245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317550542911995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352707782104565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872780585004013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mallythegreat,2019/05/21,Skipping in movies/TV shows/YouTube I always feel the need to skip ahead by a few seconds whenever I watch any sort of video or movie. This often causes me to miss out on important pieces. Does anyone else here do this?,1.9290697674418595,4.5517000465116295,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,83.41860465116278,5.300465116279073,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.30943162790697665,174,5,35,2,5,53,40,43,0.040999999999999995,0.914,0.046,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,8,4,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33918752398599616,0.0,0.0,0.27720786164361433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850300120138985,0.417673368431312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41875658022473417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567268163402563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34052929502979273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611405302832425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022584588771714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,G1219,2019/05/21,"Most productive day in months yet depressed I didnt do enough 19m recently diagnosed with adhd and prescribed 20 mg adderall xr. The past week or so I've been insanely productive and finished all sorts of projects that have been there for months untouched. Today I finished 3 or 4 things I hadn't gotten around to in 7 months. Yet after it wears off I'm left feeling depressed and that I didnt do much. And then on top of that it feels like I dont even deserve credit for doing it because I had this drug that helped me. It almost feels like all my small accomplishments are fake in a way. Idk if any of that makes sense or if anyone else can relate but just wanted to rant for a bit. (At 5:30am bc I dosed in the afternoon smh)",5.118784489187174,5.221131288590605,5.438478747203583,85.55862788963462,68.32885906040269,8.501416853094707,28.636092468307233,8.167268648758528,1.6915452647278153,578,18,122,7,9,184,102,149,0.08800000000000001,0.867,0.044000000000000004,-0.7263,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,13,4,1,1,2,23,20,12,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,7,3,9,3,18,13,6,27,0,2,0,0,1,11,0,8,17,77,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421838084060373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015663525245053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555570532038467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881641408167648,0.17410956672170902,0.0,0.15127042600503285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358549017090296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551549992208374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958840044159833,0.0,0.292714531948565,0.17247160907091047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991523482301336,0.0,0.19706055024861974,0.0,0.1419516121805037,0.0,0.0,0.17557928340132808,0.0,0.1122347129999998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577595162660117,0.2427907533681177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389801137837258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462541303948274,0.0,0.0,0.1660348055510692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342711915362245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40690063433189455,0.0,0.12491537630819473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622138729090967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778171291121374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289147755654988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107025549314816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022692943410737,0.13487958086774596,0.13630462133924864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WHATDOlNG,2019/05/21,"Doctor did not deny that she doesn’t take my diagnosis seriously - I am in a therapy program where we have an attending, but our doctors are psychiatry residents - told my doctor that my medication wears off too soon and that the attending suggested adding another dose in the afternoon - she just says, no I think you just need to be treated for anxiety, I will not prescribe the additional dose, let’s increase your anxiety medication - told her if I’m being medicated, I’d like to agree with my treatment - accused her of not taking the adhd diagnosis seriously (btw it was through ten plus hours of psychodiagnostic testing) - she didn’t deny that she didn’t take it seriously - she wants to try methods for anxiety and mood stabilization, all pointedly not adhd treatments - told her I’m not her guinea pig - akdjcwowidicanfocsuqheocviugh",15.074726027397261,10.531267431506851,14.306219178082195,44.502479452054814,52.767123287671225,18.255342465753426,53.17260273972603,15.6451,7.967993424657536,679,35,104,24,5,229,94,146,0.113,0.799,0.08900000000000001,-0.1724,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,12,9,1,0,1,19,23,5,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,1,7,1,20,2,13,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,1,4,74,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33700653540733577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470207476864369,0.3217771601645078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305277603926943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380770455292207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337260332114546,0.0,0.06849874916434467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42373568105506537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396276283842124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325422711449129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114993588295566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162578358402484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034054135937953,0.0,0.0,0.08983989069670366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40192544589904267,0.0,0.0951923099793474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269855559541363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jonnybpo,2019/05/21,Using Ritalin only for work?? Does anyone use Ritalin for work only? ie. weekdays and not weekends? Not for studying purposes but to get things done. I have read a lot about Adderal being used by stockbrokers etc (Not condoning) but wanted to know if this works for some if directed by your doctor to do so.,3.3168421052631563,6.0483234035087765,4.67640350877193,78.45565789473683,78.12280701754386,8.010526315789475,27.043859649122812,8.841846274778883,2.730943859649124,242,10,40,6,6,80,44,57,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,15,10,6,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,10,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,31,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087489225272738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208548486931388,0.18882615061732602,0.22081273350472147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406461549436682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273352815421557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858429325034375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344418301824897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282132110200039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583338496156204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433513176124573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5590809437727866,0.0,0.0,0.1272696815172163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712602947171238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eazpackets,2019/05/21,"Medicated for school years only. 15 years later wondering if i should have ever been taken off the medication. Diagnosed at a early age and treated for ADHD for the duration of my school years, 3 tablets of Ritalin a day, Morning, Lunch, and after school to help with studies. Boy did my grades and results improve during my school years and i could really focus on stuff, however after my HSC (Australian) was completed in 2004 the medication stopped straight away and i entered the real world. I feel like i made ALOT of bad choices over the last 15 years and starting to wonder if i should seek medication again - tbh i'm not sure i should have ever stopped in the first place. I recently made a career change into IT, studying Networking, first a Diploma, then further education via the cisco CCNA. It felt like a very uphill battle the whole time and if i was medicated it would of been so much easier but i just kept pushing on. Ended up in a job for 8 months, had issues focusing every day altho the environment of the MSP also didn't help this. Wondering if other people had a similar experience being medicated through their school years and then stopped straight after, and later in life decided to go back to the medication ? The reason for stopping was my parents and doctor believed people grow out of it later in life.. i feel this is not the case sadly.",7.8536332958380175,7.8008324960629984,8.303037120359956,67.84834645669294,62.622047244094496,11.036670416197977,35.859392575928005,10.608840637214634,3.96734398200225,1090,45,180,24,14,362,146,254,0.052000000000000005,0.8690000000000001,0.079,0.7825,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,1,0,21,0,18,13,0,4,3,47,31,20,0,9,8,1,3,2,0,4,12,0,0,1,8,13,1,5,8,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,14,3,17,4,34,11,3,57,0,1,0,0,5,19,0,8,36,128,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447281025780256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286363434829642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385579654606686,0.06044551245670875,0.06563527895265693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856548808424829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315795893983932,0.0,0.08242010048900449,0.0,0.0,0.06276293540359669,0.0,0.0,0.10139267698391956,0.0,0.0,0.0797865379773611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045970061902907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962429194940273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221278471690285,0.0662315207622189,0.0,0.0,0.07689474147758986,0.0,0.0,0.079494202144806,0.05615832590798468,0.07547702210550751,0.0,0.0,0.1337296471685728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467533854434683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537998757407263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204743205901238,0.07800735932982332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407687312955714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110478031736152,0.07680882894307316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876358052481808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543324826658179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627449991895694,0.0,0.057786701645906526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059785729980897026,0.0,0.0,0.08728605485783537,0.0,0.0,0.10899524440870753,0.0,0.08212973330510895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947431638811135,0.05035897470685244,0.08082320274375827,0.07761696015483567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977828112588023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055639895024652886,0.0,0.0,0.26288276557019025,0.0,0.0,0.08998856302116451,0.0,0.0,0.07408810576467571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583757319633197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486070449325251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877642046622479,0.0,0.0,0.2557445066910217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055841618569799,0.0,0.0,0.30372993180585983 adhd,findmeifyoukan,2019/05/21,"SNRIs reduce the effects of Adderall/Vyvanse, are there studies to support this? Vyvanse drug interactions read Agents that May Reduce the Effects of Amphetamines Chlorpromazine: Chlorpromazine **blocks dopamine and noradrenaline receptors,** thus inhibiting the central stimulant effects of amphetamines. &#x200B; This means Methylphenidate also reduce the effects Amphetamines, because it too blocks dopamine and noradrenaline reuptake by neurons.",13.279539951573849,18.758384508474574,8.497142857142856,49.154576271186436,59.847457627118644,11.507021791767555,55.8861985472155,10.608840637214634,8.962392736077483,382,28,30,12,7,104,40,59,0.054000000000000006,0.902,0.044000000000000004,0.1027,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,6,0,12,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534227427826037,0.0,0.34335820930092753,0.38506503701701095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931777186552525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36750038515211175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451941791025205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169831650603404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596114233316929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38506503701701095,0.0 adhd,Sameer-97,2019/05/21,"How often should i take my meds? So i just got my medication permit, my doctor doesn't know shit about adhd medication so he didn't tell me when to take it, I got ritalin SR 20mg, how often do i take it? When? How? Thanks",-0.7487499999999976,1.3252582916666709,2.5258333333333347,91.2025,91.08333333333334,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.24239999999999995,170,3,40,3,6,61,32,48,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.7772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,4,0,9,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28018021910812896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862121267798506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729150588357413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812364332229353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895789056977153,0.4697133675006913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393073819374357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258603642999541,0.0,0.2037682688181693,0.2146372817806751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,forowned,2019/05/21,"I get bored and lose motivation in my job after a year or so. I thought about becoming a consultant to work on different projects every X months. Any thoughts? My ADHD is self-diagnosed and I don’t have all the symptoms either, but I have many of them too. So I’d say I have a mild ADHD.",0.4397142857142846,2.6987904,2.8961904761904758,89.56500000000004,86.66666666666666,6.761904761904763,23.57142857142857,7.957251820313856,1.445642857142857,224,9,49,5,7,77,47,60,0.068,0.898,0.034,-0.1779,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,9,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,6,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,32,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278873649152553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493508971411187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255590351759546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291231293768746,0.0,0.22945886958012834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850415102191277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474374234513934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179415392018409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245701508760592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266284223037874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753006616052053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465270414157652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291142665817271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282719702755717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487116198748999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598878663099662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142975185960396 adhd,EL-X,2019/05/21,"Experiences of psychosis Just want to share my experiences with psychostimulants. Maybe some of those out there are like me. I thought I had ADHD and was prescribed Ritalin. At first I felt amazing. As if I was able see things with a clearer lense. But as days passed, anxiety was increasing (red flag) so I took breaks. I began to think I could read peoples little gestures and noticed more and more people talking about me (red flag). Soon I couldnt get up in the mornings and had changes in my perception (red flag). Turns out what I was depressed, delusional, hallucinating and misinterpretating things... lol If you or your friends suddenly notice something weird about how you behave or say, might be worthwhile seeing a professional. Sometimes that feeling might be more than 'just anxiety'. Stay safe my dudez and dont let psychosis get you.",5.291898370086288,8.135016181208059,4.954002876318317,78.50095637583894,71.75167785234899,7.747075743048898,31.448226270373922,8.634040054169528,2.789317929050815,677,31,114,13,14,207,101,149,0.044000000000000004,0.809,0.147,0.93,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,1,15,1,0,1,0,30,27,15,0,5,7,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,10,8,18,5,17,10,5,17,0,1,5,0,8,7,0,7,6,80,23,2,0.14991477005685686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801684207533249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936877751745074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858994873102425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969474521453685,0.0,0.0,0.0966826245471831,0.0,0.12912137177770633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569899399968875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932908230092234,0.0,0.0,0.07580141217558617,0.0,0.14394168902993934,0.0,0.0,0.12751742682636666,0.0,0.0,0.11582377946626154,0.0,0.15664855970151098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329800941956095,0.0,0.07324078416224966,0.15025398362018988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060953643675085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180717603913183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413579186762744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078640510550244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995533912271225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921824228748905,0.0,0.0,0.2389253244092095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541171416276448,0.14826954089697594,0.0,0.0,0.15978919808575046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204958135011403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919342366883566,0.0960593313593294,0.0,0.1190155817828305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656082561292054,0.0,0.16306422071194493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842361553729315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bravecucumbers,2019/05/21,"Best career choices? Hey guys, I’ve recently been diagnosed as an adult, yet to receive medication however my psych did mention on the next appointment we would look at options. I’ve been working as a chef for a while, but have found short memory to be a burden when working on the line. I don’t think this career is viable for me anymore, and I guess I just wanted to hear from the community as to what you guys do! So with that being said, what sort of fields are you guys in?",6.6175,5.68760825,7.2625833333333345,77.19075000000002,65.45833333333334,10.596666666666668,32.74166666666667,9.888512548439397,2.913781666666666,376,13,76,7,5,125,72,96,0.049,0.9229999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.4408,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,7,0,11,2,0,0,0,12,18,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,8,1,16,10,1,11,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,3,5,54,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035473495158529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153913939893796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083188024723796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503995224499215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260999077423177,0.6096728397653506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313254186183044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723536508980976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676219660237208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182798073975488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265413941872798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523447815809994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151235999325864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105849784594185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988408168270799,0.0,0.0,0.14579977278724227,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cobra-kai-75,2019/05/21,"New to vyvanse love it, but need help dosing! I’ve been prescribed vyvanse 30mg to start and was going great 1st 3 weeks, was getting so much work done felt great, great mood then wham the crash mid day. I took it at 7-8am but I don’t really need it to peak until 1pm it doesn’t last feel like shit by mid day Should I open take a morning 30mg and open a pill and mix half or so in a glass of water and sip or skip the water and just take 1 30mg and a 1/2 of another 30mg and take it with big breakfast in the morning ? I’m lost! Tried other meds and it was as awful felt speedy on Ritalin hated it. I’m In Mexico and only have 30 50 and I think 70mg and they were sold out for a month but they only had 30mg again so I asked my dr what if I take 1 and a 1/2 or take 2 is it same as larger dose she said yes. I tried 2 same time big mistake I felt too hype it was overkill and had a terrible headache I drink lots of water but not ton heavy breakfast I’m not a. Relatar person but maybe I should ?, I go to the gym in the morning after dropping my daughter at nursery so I’m feeling good and focused at gym but really who cares I need it for when I start working on my computer at about 12 - 1pm So I’ve been reading here talking with my dr and trying 1 30mg morning at about 9am or even 10am to help me get through but eventually I crash hard and feel awful and don’t get me started on the sleep but I got that covered now with nature’s own melatonin 5mg. So ya what should I do? I ask the experts if you can please chime in. I’m tried the water today at around 3pm didn’t do much I didn’t finish it all because I was worried I would be up all night. 30mg didn’t last through the day if I take with breakfast at 7-9am so I tried second dose of 30mg at 1pm felt good but couldn’t sleep until taking sleep aid. I dunno what I should try tomorrow I really want to get my dose right. Can anyone please help ? Thank you",-0.5794632683658172,1.1970885494252883,1.8782733633183424,98.43938905547228,86.49425287356323,4.702148925537232,17.962268865567218,5.7926816847441245,-0.5497776111944028,1489,37,373,10,46,508,198,435,0.091,0.7559999999999999,0.153,0.9829,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,3,17,15,2,0,17,3,30,21,4,0,2,69,74,46,0,14,19,1,8,1,0,5,8,1,0,1,17,25,8,0,8,4,1,3,9,5,0,2,23,9,38,9,45,44,9,53,0,1,0,1,17,26,1,9,24,208,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383137423655365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055900783942389176,0.0,0.0,0.07116975770003978,0.14947925958822064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873493406079083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151126943621728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467755553033205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181351265987502,0.0,0.07831759959659032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052804223143245024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212707784462852,0.0571141350803235,0.30704653433279083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707597947724487,0.0,0.0908714168068966,0.13411145953309622,0.06394089938867949,0.2644254672946407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161678662212875,0.07893108656877779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076031686548148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033491039040876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905805382094207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727156748252589,0.06796805941185922,0.07215526648572265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031748222496178,0.0,0.08880306672796376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381291289201926,0.0,0.1175404512256444,0.1778390073915625,0.0,0.07721328686077084,0.0,0.07502482049915818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216065544261249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698066150745104,0.0,0.17551554235860153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996861001948906,0.0,0.15364823847988784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827428002578084,0.0760478811193081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206442120734936,0.0,0.0,0.2400141359459512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976064166335214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207712309575515,0.06425835035435776,0.0,0.07360443357929869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122679361166951,0.0,0.0,0.046617724174667606,0.0,0.07578038456604509,0.0,0.08882403111411706,0.32567248995388764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715479734688578,0.0,0.0641286412043769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640470026641055,0.08119003406722318,0.0,0.05679203741445461,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,karthus25,2019/05/21,My doctor finally foagnosed me woth ADD at 21 Im so happy I just got prescribed adderral and im excited to try it out to finally see what ot feels like to have my symptoms in control. I trird my hardest not to smile when the higher up doctor told the resident doctor to go ahead and give me a script when I was trying for the longest time to get seen by a psychiatrist!,2.909134199134201,4.267672142857143,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,74.32467532467533,7.730735930735931,28.417748917748927,8.344100000000001,2.042941125541126,293,12,59,5,6,101,56,77,0.027000000000000003,0.846,0.127,0.8327,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,8,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,8,3,13,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,7,37,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734636762601086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676639415110369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347535012271556,0.13207049155590336,0.0,0.4050300321401227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658645231040924,0.1773432453235632,0.10506534563807872,0.0,0.14785667332461733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679654924448595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993806113955847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031768335621496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473167036822527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192149735752092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779863405629983,0.0,0.0,0.1766503067494981,0.0,0.2510279097223749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,phospholipidbilayer-,2019/05/21,Do any of you doubt that you may have ADD even though you are diagnosed with it because people around you tell you you don't have it and you're generally doubtful? This is something I feel several times and I am just confused.,5.1193333333333335,6.0074413777777815,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,68.55555555555556,8.666666666666668,30.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.2518888888888884,182,7,37,3,3,57,34,45,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,6,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440012358260888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194145264124468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187255708861381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641818086051047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369888063826771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142372789084865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487517709402397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053500650690495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622735282530203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136133538848076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525263039634284,0.0,0.2092233944709524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SkiMaskTheThrowaway,2019/05/21,"I don't know what to do... So, fair warning, this may be a bit long for most users to be interested in reading, idk. I'm a bit confused about where I should go from here. A little back story, I'm 24, I'm returning from a deployment, I'm in the Army National Guard, and I have ADHD. As you might have guessed, no, the military doesn't allow people with ADD/ADHD into the service unless they somehow got a waiver. I didn't, my recruiter just told me to lie about it, so I did.  I haven't taken medication for ADHD since I was 12-13, my father said I didn't need medication to function, however I seriously think I still need to be taking it. I'm currently married with 2 beautiful children and as you can guess I'm very excited to see them later this week. I think what finally prompted me to ask for some advice is the fact that I have noticed my memory has drastically been worse since I was a kid, and I have a real bad problem with focusing on any/everything. Some have assumed I just lack common sense or intelligence at times due to completely forgetting basic tasks that have been put out by leadership, and that's extremely frustrating for me. For as long as I could remember I have had this ""tic"" or something of that nature that I can't even explain, and quite honestly it's kind of embarrassing to talk about, I do this thing where when if nobody is around I will twiddle my fingers really fast and sometimes in front of my face and it's this uncontrollable urge that I can't make stop, my wife has seen me do it once and I just tried to play it off, but I don't even know if that's associated with the ADHD or if that is something else entirely. When people are around I still have the urge but I will just move my fingers fast at my sides or fight the urge as much as possible, I don't do it very often, I just thought that it may be attributed to my condition.  Just about 20 minutes ago I was taking a shower just standing in there rubbing water on myself, I decided to finally get out to dry off, and realized I didn't even wash my hair or my body, this wasn't the first time either. I will get completely lost in my thoughts and forget what I am doing almost completely. I need help, and I need to know if I should see a doctor to get help or if I should just tough it out and hope for the best. I figured you guys would be the best source of information considering you have probably had similar experiences, thanks in advance. TLDR; 24 year old married NG soldier needs advice on getting medication or not.",6.064204161979752,5.566952096456699,7.095163104611924,76.50818897637798,66.42125984251967,10.721709786276717,32.51293588301462,10.290406445055957,3.1105920134983127,1987,73,402,44,28,672,240,508,0.07,0.843,0.087,0.9440000000000001,3,0,2,0,1,0,51.0,0,4,2,6,30,19,2,3,19,0,57,11,5,3,1,95,97,37,0,18,25,2,4,0,0,10,5,1,1,3,28,22,1,2,14,2,0,5,13,10,0,1,20,8,60,9,62,61,10,54,0,1,3,0,20,24,0,26,24,287,88,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785324965547293,0.15389242359538044,0.0698004317741889,0.0,0.07884919036467097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019495153885198,0.07361356224633582,0.0,0.0,0.060548084346517664,0.06574665752034019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527068862708674,0.0,0.17193272477739388,0.08746511185903168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24767988524363135,0.0,0.0,0.06286943980123766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059623521374963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577921380959659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602593876632995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076863762670715,0.07702522658110145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251701236529862,0.0,0.06697828860489803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645587227150661,0.0,0.04475114953040851,0.0,0.06297753133380081,0.0,0.173487374583481,0.07796740637203244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555881018693833,0.0,0.0,0.07820902101701993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819981455137925,0.12982437534899208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789206222977817,0.0,0.13936918252973993,0.0,0.0,0.08595668700671669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256119749541999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379742058046761,0.0,0.08353329695699561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369076385027249,0.05788476171608775,0.2919326484157717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896488023781991,0.08262695643072364,0.08385814045179954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918020186451853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877028224494851,0.0,0.0,0.08489768024588759,0.07534589121784037,0.0,0.07915791207759942,0.0,0.08375228925075512,0.0787637598371742,0.0896261481676477,0.050444430433747314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919984707273565,0.0,0.0749021027519096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549507727354828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027313835772422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212395715936968,0.07787829748976707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257676461873265,0.06583221489928448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840904708362035,0.06329019941212137,0.0,0.07249546950957697,0.0,0.0,0.0523129855688492,0.1009099662548769,0.0,0.12502542097221828,0.09183071282980414,0.0,0.0,0.07524178637522334,0.0,0.05346095544666652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994153732238356,0.0,0.0,0.0631624445301085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024528473664835,0.05593637796737703,0.0,0.0,0.05070755677882738 adhd,isaiah5417,2019/05/21,Remember to check your resume I haven’t been getting interviews because I’ve been using a version of my resume that I marked up. It’s now 10:23 pm on Monday night and I shat my whole day away. I want to cry & scream & eat chocolate all at the same time.,1.7633333333333354,3.6724034814814814,3.0442222222222237,92.47300000000004,79.0,5.801481481481483,21.91111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.42409333333333343,204,6,44,2,5,66,45,54,0.11599999999999999,0.858,0.026000000000000002,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,7,4,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846732148542028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534932826200198,0.0,0.0,0.1644723130900573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963711675234722,0.1740036918175643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760807075747836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096342457410668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531963160403763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056396089469215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732708115369196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302728637667364,0.0,0.0,0.15913961396276793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012307412119197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PhantomFX7499,2019/05/21,"Need help! Diagnosing adult ADD (Inattentive Adhd) vs just being lazy Hey guys, sorry if the title is a little callous. I recently have realized that I really follow many of the symptoms of Inattentive Adhd and I am genuinely concerned. However those around me have told me that I am lazy and just convincing myself of it, which I can see where they are coming from. I really don't want to prescribe myself this condition, especially when people actually suffer from it. My question becomes, are there symptoms or markers in which would clarify as to whether I have innattentive Adhd or am just lazy and looking for an excuse?",7.7650000000000015,8.809320500000002,8.455357142857142,62.93964285714286,62.75,11.757142857142858,36.535714285714285,11.491704259439757,4.894664285714288,504,23,74,15,7,169,79,112,0.12300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.7501,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,13,3,0,0,0,19,20,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,13,1,11,17,0,8,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,4,2,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.16547095119641353,0.0,0.6113524293288197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094877363326778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727118790746086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460652078031882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210487577356426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789597979158868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365582547021655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994864678737098,0.0,0.0,0.14239186921627134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191226584311814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573027709820347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755500034474807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899515737603667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172553241617305,0.0,0.16742495192810594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512132786182784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898141020199516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524858592970247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202659588877924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001381289561002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045409000797808,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,H_H_Holmeslice,2019/05/21,"Remember to organize your Desktop and download folder, then transfer your photos from your phone. I'm really bad at downloading a bunch of crap and not organizing as I go, if you're like me, take some time to organize your folders and phone, make some extra space and get rid of duplicates. Remember, clutter free life helps to cultivate a clutter free brain.",10.34471794871795,8.97635136923077,9.743076923076924,63.800256410256424,58.384615384615394,14.205128205128204,43.20512820512821,13.023866798666859,5.855974358974358,289,14,47,9,3,93,48,65,0.08900000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.162,0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,11,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,8,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,3,3,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562083748686024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425480093295409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031736253754236,0.0,0.17439090787452793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056762444744187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673844948813664,0.14991225414963089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482591053823554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657707372582786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6952063791216504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307143105613289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892770967003602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,labbypatty,2019/05/21,"This sub is crazy This sub is honestly crazy for me. I’m new here and have been diagnosed, but not treated and didn’t really know much about adhd. But being on this sub I see all these things that I relate too so hard and I’m like that’s an adhd thing???? I thought that was just a me thing! Thanks y’all. Feels good to put pieces together.",-1.16,0.8274363333333383,0.6805555555555571,100.87000000000002,102.33333333333334,4.622222222222223,12.944444444444445,6.42735559955562,-0.7573555555555558,264,5,63,4,12,85,52,72,0.075,0.738,0.187,0.8886,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,11,14,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,6,5,4,9,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651375701266275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386420499098983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888383577422007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720766537714052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062151348934435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921591091159024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486785148739423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284039748940785,0.0,0.0,0.2270805506243902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363607378230145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506240182875706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873603552633752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646708727374905,0.0,0.0,0.4686102327202597,0.0,0.0,0.18665917260840087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nancydrew246,2019/05/21,Focalin vs Ritalin Planning on trying Focalin for my 10 yo son who benefits from Ritalin but has side effects including no appetite during the day. Anyone have experience with Focalin? Thx,6.717395833333331,9.905916781250003,7.745000000000001,58.53333333333336,68.6875,10.516666666666666,45.04166666666666,10.504223727775694,6.550966666666668,155,11,18,5,3,52,29,32,0.076,0.787,0.13699999999999998,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588013226988256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231679895716344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6418489801756171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454885919293887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joligreen83,2019/05/21,"My adderall has saved me and is drowning me at the same time... I was diagnosed with ADHD and put on ritalin in 2nd grade on the 90's. A few years later my parents pulled us from school to homeschool and took us off medication. I started Adderall again this past March, the first time I've been on medication in 25 years! I decided I needed it when my new job was so stressful, I wasnt able to keep up. Whether or not I will survive this job is one thing, but I'm not sure if I'm going to survive the meds at this point. After a little playing around, I've landed on 30mg adderall twice a day. I feel great while I'm taking it, I can get so much more done, and I've lost weight! I still struggle, my memory is just as awful as ever,and my lunch time dose begins to wear off before my work day is over. My biggest issue is sleep. Some nights, I simply dont sleep at all. I never know if tonight I'll sleep at a sort of normal time, or if I'll be up til 6am when I have to be up at 7 to get myself and kids ready for work and school. One day last week, I drifted off at 6 am. My kids did their best to wake me up on time, but I didnt wake up until 8am. My oldest son was late to school on his last day of his senior year, and my daughter almost missed a field trip. I also forgot about a senior ceremony at the school and missed it. I drove to an empty parking lot at lunch and cried. Sobbed. I felt like a disaster of a mother and human being. I've not been prescribed enough pills to take on the weekends, so I tend to sleep for ages and catch up then. I had to be up before 8am on Saturday, so I figured I'd sleep a little late on Sunday. I went to bed at midnight on Saturday. I woke up at 6pm on Sunday. 18 hours. 18 hours straight I slept. Multiple broken and jumbled conversations with the kids and husband, but I couldn't drag myself out of sleep. I would close my eyes for a moment and another 2-3 hours had passed. I guess I'm looking for suggestions. I'm afraid to change. This dose makes me feel good, and as cheesy as it sounds, I've lost weight and I'm feeling good about myself. Has anyone had similar experiences and switched to methylphenidate? Or a different type of amphetamine? I've not tried any controlled release because my doc has said, in her experience, that women tend to have more pronounced instances of a rollercoaster feel as the meds release and wear off. I'm going to the doc tomorrow, I'm just trying to decide whether to change everything and start from scratch, or just tweak what already sort of works.",3.3388565881571566,4.126409173913046,4.529613242732335,88.05254381035101,72.57277882797732,7.382434986971849,25.45041638992489,7.534196372845213,1.0778521534767287,1979,59,435,22,37,652,252,529,0.083,0.848,0.069,-0.8136,4,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,2,0,1,10,15,16,0,3,22,1,32,23,12,2,3,71,73,47,1,7,19,5,8,1,0,2,7,2,1,5,11,24,4,3,9,2,0,11,9,8,0,4,22,12,51,8,83,44,10,108,0,5,2,0,19,46,1,13,52,263,62,13,0.07085951212929546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515936348929691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095556576216908,0.0,0.07819523366806858,0.05666632624896097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048186898124128866,0.07430237682224458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049546618446523916,0.0,0.0,0.06307998888404713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319530089980532,0.0,0.12059245154471017,0.0,0.07436268629520733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991993639357046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947496815961888,0.0,0.0,0.07783584676767635,0.18279409304886948,0.0,0.0,0.07192091323022244,0.0,0.07403310849675017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251388280540515,0.0830468204814254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321681797112309,0.0,0.0,0.06409648550457736,0.0,0.0,0.06368396045409268,0.13862839947358852,0.0,0.0,0.1433147936907502,0.0,0.06803624389951664,0.0,0.0,0.06027306481858018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404234093809482,0.0,0.08054218740235287,0.11886719373454205,0.0,0.07812286227860132,0.07805974138245428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934703765679824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395892078376866,0.14063426397247392,0.06298319017843389,0.0,0.0,0.0389425347299247,0.11551991975695128,0.1598652322098923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034618378374163865,0.14203969323065158,0.0,0.0,0.059504143764448035,0.0,0.15470305603381376,0.06024222325219378,0.0,0.0,0.04729927457943394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574178876842268,0.1427670073429981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208989461499449,0.05254143038625457,0.05465122410447069,0.06843655836804181,0.0,0.06649685197834926,0.06942727698773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603247855479688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868110256168864,0.0,0.06764342224833565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698514278059246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123338121851801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740362269996332,0.0,0.0,0.2868544371346039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254641161290988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030945479404542,0.0,0.05658849791941865,0.0,0.08116933173480713,0.07407774732708193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678425159398077,0.0,0.10655506909227674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707591125005422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659375679846967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872752523522543,0.09621791479051076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047053677986562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683922645023815,0.17257559221953994,0.0,0.06568747765493063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475970628853028,0.0,0.0,0.05033656435792787,0.0,0.0,0.13689360777271015 adhd,thirteenisgay,2019/05/21,"Does adderall make you sleepy? Been taking it for a few weeks now and you’d think as a stimulant it’d keep me awake, but no... Within 30 mins of taking 20mg XR or IR I start to feel super sleepy and have definitely dozed off a bit in class. Anyone else have this issue? I have ADHD-C if it makes a difference.",0.3401948051948089,2.353338863636367,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,84.60606060606061,5.58961038961039,15.48917748917749,6.868970318607317,-0.3579367965367961,239,4,55,3,7,81,53,66,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,14,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,7,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160037475843077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385432285668926,0.2694139251710339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28706325536931776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747171746208393,0.0,0.0,0.2301012682828021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965330074615247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132950770282122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744418837500966,0.0,0.2337138667517369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510300550097197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611085342976394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953975203383978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848184922235168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091525150168372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yehovyan,2019/05/21,"The reason folks with ADHD tend to feel bad in the morning (according to my psychiatrist) I can’t believe this is also ADHD related, but that’s the case according to my psychiatrist. When I’ve mentioned this, my psychiatrist told that according to her clinical observations, this is quite common among people with ADHD. “Daytime is full of uncontrolled, confusing stimuli which may cause emotional instability for pwADHD; while at night, the environmental stimuli are way less confusing, therefore easy to be designed. People with ADHD are also daydreamers. They crave for excitement, but when it’s not based on their patterns of imagination, it may hurt. I believe this is why you feel bad in the morning, and feel more calm and creative at night.” This is a personal experience with my psychiatrist and completely based on her clinical applications, I guess. I though maybe you can relate to this.",10.543480392156864,10.62947892810458,10.147181372549024,56.3760661764706,57.104575163398685,13.924509803921573,42.65441176470589,13.023866798666859,6.165641176470588,728,36,105,24,8,237,89,153,0.111,0.787,0.102,-0.1307,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,1,5,8,0,3,6,0,12,2,0,3,0,22,18,11,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,14,2,21,14,3,16,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,5,6,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6464526559609508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150796788881272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456249733599215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303015200046998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814316397515422,0.0,0.0,0.14099478125052636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126659942355375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154263571172106,0.0,0.0,0.20398423883723585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813969090625814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395857737593376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509850177335864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523918968690321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645646573560729,0.11741863476274322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430310219644047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826299316807328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321212879558724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284969007528184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674022451841664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134303136961826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asxp,2019/05/21,"Feeling like you’re not here Does anybody feel like you’re not in your body sometimes? Like when you’re talking to someone or doing something you don’t feel like its actually happening. The closest I’ve gotten to an answer is dissociation disorder. Not sure if this is because of ADHD or something else?",3.8126315789473684,6.667255087719301,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,77.0701754385965,6.60701754385965,32.30701754385965,7.793537801064563,2.7346280701754377,248,13,40,4,6,81,42,57,0.076,0.731,0.193,0.735,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,11,9,4,0,1,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.199714699322472,0.0,0.24595669858399166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475637637889953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273266401159998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345534658174991,0.0,0.17909581363976768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096379741568327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104406145442805,0.4386187856793741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097659347377107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39993826662694304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340433454222745,0.3151083200341479,0.2024099818775336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288582448743488,0.0,0.0,0.16449471199233956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnusualWonderland,2019/05/21,"I feel so accomplished because I got one item done off my long list during the time my meds wear off. So I am moving out for the fall college semester and one of my future roommates texted me that she was filling out the application a few days ago. I couldn’t do it then since my family was on vacation for the next two days. Well, we got back and I knew I had a big list of things I still need to do before I move out. Tonight I was able to fill out the entire apartment application until the payment portion. I’m excited I got to cross one item off my list especially when my meds are gone at that time. For so long it was just a struggling start to think/do what needed to be done for future me.",4.3274809741248115,4.404627349315071,5.365433789954341,85.48862252663626,70.02739726027397,8.680669710806697,27.18112633181127,8.515128840125781,1.586533637747337,547,16,122,8,9,181,86,146,0.021,0.9229999999999999,0.055999999999999994,0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,9,0,13,1,1,0,0,13,23,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,1,1,4,12,1,20,2,21,9,4,35,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,17,87,26,2,0.15220391703456904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491958899229328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703541721247178,0.0,0.0927820951185906,0.0,0.12951432304822486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631786994280606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115149023953092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348430717846686,0.0,0.07695887366868824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651941296349272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693913539952872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381284798169184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235373528249511,0.0,0.2257145518246059,0.0,0.0,0.1618705924820558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094119397528725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590465300287573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773071586632972,0.0,0.1215502447536216,0.0,0.0,0.15911658109790394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111751936925494,0.09752612431094368,0.0,0.0,0.17750265602866985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148681110848641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684960036967925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,assellusprimus,2019/05/21,"Hacking ADD/ADHD I wanted to share a few tips that I think is really important to managing ADD which have really worked for me, and I probably would never be able to function without. I don't take meds any more and have been fortunate to have people on my life to guide me, currently finishing my last year of university with high honors. I noticed a lot of people talking about their struggles and I want to share what's been working and would love to hear from you guys if you have any tips tricks. 1) Consistant Rising Time - while my mind wanders at night, waking up at 5am ensures I'm exhausted by 9pm and I'm bed by 10, and that I have 0 distractions when I wake up. I found you need to have a plan for what your gonna do in the morning or this doesn't work. 2) Exercise - every morning I do at least 15 minutes exercise minimum 5mins stretching, 5mins strength training, and 5 minutes Cardio to get the heart rate above 120 and get your endorphins. This part is super important, I think its too easy to neglect exercises but as bad ass hunter and gathers we need it! 3) Planing - I use a to do list app and spend 20 minutes identifying what it is I want to accomplish today, and where I'm going to get it done, often home is not a distraction free enviorment so I will choose a coffee shop or library to go and do work. 4) Diet and Overeating - Eating moderate portion sizes rather than large portions which make me feel drowsy is really important, as well as being conscious of what I'm putting in my body. I try to stick to whole foods and eat out as minimally as I can, usally if my diet slips, so does everything else I also eat 85% plant based. 5) Alchol, Drugs, Mind Altering Substances - I stay away from it, I have enough trouble learning to understand and control my feelings, desires and behaviors, all of these substances have only caused further challenges with the exception of Ayauscha, which I travel to Ecuador to try. 6) Goals - you gotta have a vision and goals, often times were focused on what we don't want. But let me tell you, we can focus better than anyone, just on what we want, so we need to identify what it is we want, and move in that direction while letting go of any beliefs that get in our way. 7) Nature - I have to go outside at least once a day, I walk every of take the bus so it's quite easy for me. 8) Organization of your Enviorment - Your enviorment is a reflection of your mind, keep it clean and and organized, every day I try to spend 15 minutes organizing a part of my life that needs organizing. So other things might come to me, as this is not a 100% list but when I started implementing these things I found I could fill my day with focusing on building new habits, it wasn't easy at first and took my entire day, but now theses things come second Nature and im finding more free time which I can creatively choose when I'm planing my day to learn new skills, practice new hobbies and so forth. Really hope some of this resonates with you!",4.967736425981741,5.792902357751281,5.758705281090291,80.5835023806404,68.86371379897786,9.086952343511118,30.213121914995853,9.265573868473778,2.5233631153627742,2352,89,461,45,39,770,292,587,0.032,0.8320000000000001,0.136,0.9949,1,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,7,11,1,17,19,20,1,3,15,0,42,20,5,4,2,97,86,49,0,18,14,0,2,0,0,6,8,1,3,1,36,37,6,3,15,5,5,13,8,8,1,2,8,3,62,14,75,67,14,63,1,1,0,2,27,22,1,10,26,298,98,11,0.07328646283961948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807608661510634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860715785517395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495119234925056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124359881259717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885504428065653,0.0,0.0611911352934844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481592082041154,0.0,0.08140473896440997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752853850215783,0.0,0.12625959701886785,0.0,0.0,0.08219699974905488,0.058513277203680436,0.0,0.0,0.2363185284687677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413347749970894,0.0749974960013556,0.0,0.0,0.08498902998190394,0.22497104241130791,0.06122143578898755,0.0,0.0,0.0757245068197063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852410172848105,0.0,0.06586514726184671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411167524707403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698249933919291,0.06233742785297342,0.08861828176813795,0.16070964760274511,0.0,0.0,0.1531566081859806,0.0,0.16660154287581855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256512029249741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259916991813276,0.08684481132551004,0.0,0.07743117169607686,0.07351229764107547,0.07278999369272683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916195588695261,0.0,0.0,0.06514037548141915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973824862818605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988074712656288,0.10352879208363364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230552995753255,0.06614389400730078,0.0,0.04891928302415633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140473896440997,0.0,0.0,0.07774535570914723,0.2219953075376139,0.0,0.0,0.07789191187388866,0.0,0.21736393434471613,0.056523038109038,0.21234156746207955,0.0,0.06877438081383844,0.0,0.0,0.08343712368231193,0.0,0.07804769111279274,0.0,0.055737657404024886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872419508327898,0.0,0.10161521141352044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901520220129674,0.0,0.0,0.07367313701067775,0.0,0.07794917423895648,0.0,0.0,0.18779673880876688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518725356012368,0.0781136183128764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661492315700606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020459888511892,0.0589048827886131,0.06405559875343338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460648083847861,0.09391801241991364,0.0,0.0,0.12820177750771347,0.0,0.0694669976107812,0.0,0.08142395677349293,0.14927009285501028,0.0,0.0,0.07629379240197187,0.0,0.06329597359042571,0.0,0.0,0.2593575274175157,0.05817138299803255,0.0,0.0,0.06589333144318094,0.0,0.0,0.08182171854996392,0.0,0.07064553494386802,0.0,0.21341367113921106,0.0,0.0,0.10412120101984884,0.0,0.0,0.04719407927764741 adhd,CamdenBob,2019/05/21,"Fighting ADD without meds? I haven't been diagnosed but I'm pretty sure I have moderate ADD. The problem is the more I read about the meds the less I want to take them. Firstly, I have bad anxiety and think a stim would just make it worse and second, the whole hyper focus/doing everything on your to do list sounds really exhausting. I'd rather just chill and not do anything. Anyone else just dealing with their ADD without meds? I have an easy sit down job where I don't do anything so I really have nothing I need to accomplish. In my situation would it be pretty pointless to take meds if there is nothing I need to do?",3.008379765395893,5.046503782258063,4.127331378299122,85.54963343108506,75.69354838709677,7.412316715542523,25.788856304985337,8.296473431620573,1.7389935483870973,495,18,97,9,11,161,77,124,0.17300000000000001,0.706,0.121,-0.7945,1,0,0,0,2,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,8,5,1,0,7,0,16,2,0,1,1,25,24,6,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,1,14,1,12,20,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,69,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062687396437343,0.0,0.0,0.09197503492024614,0.1347771147862617,0.21649056101363667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982946037826276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356107970315489,0.0,0.13350918212481544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988384549555703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821865286218512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118868939042216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053202968646674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780321579042008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844401160274915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506880776338764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524301828928421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26764463561768165,0.0,0.12586493194143872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157446426236466,0.0,0.16853433414202912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785519886820525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397382636937213,0.0,0.1978017170085796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842847952926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758503238714305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685844857206792,0.0,0.2535975495079563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340493441480207,0.18688287555214345,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bighero23,2019/05/21,"ADHD and weed One of the personal symptoms I’ve struggled with is my memory. I feel like it’s been a lot harder for me to remember important information consistently but I’ve also seen studies that associate long term marijuana use with poor memory. I’ve smoked fairly consistently for the past 2 years and I’m wondering how much of my memory issues can be attributed to the weed and how much can be attributed to the adhd. If anyone else has any ideas, opinions, or can share their own experiences, I’d really appreciate it!",7.08727272727273,7.707204545454545,8.723787878787878,61.90568181818182,64.15151515151516,13.468686868686873,33.671717171717184,12.745084868956482,5.0885474747474735,426,17,71,17,6,150,69,99,0.057999999999999996,0.8390000000000001,0.102,0.5238,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,5,0,20,13,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,5,2,9,9,5,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,5,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764983596010385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853460145718912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481182203349587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861589287544662,0.20312305531032496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560632316325846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391938313273246,0.0,0.0,0.10023745672545237,0.14162461188606984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379185819798214,0.0,0.20691385531409096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685136097459422,0.0,0.0,0.17543853555188008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853883931388033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914623632544576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433437212554375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924507193611975,0.0,0.1730978636567634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699933861141566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457031400830732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072462946997667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605005273552732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712180271870501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214985732548701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766178779577694 adhd,Moeasfuck,2019/05/21,"So the emotional component, can anything be done? My spouse despises it and wants me to seek out medication and/or intense therapy. I don’t know where to go to start I don’t know what to do",2.0360526315789467,4.449416552631583,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,80.84210526315789,9.06315789473684,27.921052631578952,9.516144504307137,2.9810315789473685,151,7,31,5,4,51,30,38,0.081,0.8340000000000001,0.085,-0.2075,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29670464376402605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689712060836618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055739319803877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049107486507901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963013274524079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36321951639013933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552014806342344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123241196866689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266367723438706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IAmDatingDaenerys,2019/05/21,"Do you think that growing up with a smartphone/computer with Internet aggravates ADHD? Just as a preface so you know I'm asking this in good faith, ADHD is a real neurodevelopmental disorder. Its incidence predates the modern world, and in contemporary times is not limited to the U.S. Our best evidence in genetics suggests that ADHD is 76-92% heritable. There are neuroanatomical differences in the brains of patients with ADHD. ADHD symptoms are remediable to several classes of drugs, notably stimulants, some N(D)RIs, and certain blood pressure medications. Patients with ADHD are found to react differently to these drugs than those without it. Even if ADHD drugs were ""methamphetamine"" (methylphenidate and amphetamine are not meth), Desoxyn has legitimate medical usage. These medications have not been found to have long-term negative outcomes in those with ADHD. Research suggests that around a third to a half of children diagnosed with ADHD find these symptoms to persist into adulthood. For those with the cluster of dysfunctional symptoms that indicate ADHD, treating these symptoms through medication is a necessary precondition for such patients living a functional life. Having ADHD is not the patient's fault; it compromises the patient's freedom, and unfortunately millions are suffering untreated. &#x200B; That being said, in a world in which smartphones and computers exist, surely a patient with ADHD would navigate the world differently than one would in the pre-modern world. I'll focus on inattentiveness and procrastination here. &#x200B; Having become accustomed to the pleasures of the Internet, forums, videos, music on demand, video games, surely this is a world that is harder for someone with ADHD as far as inattentiveness and procrastination are concerned. When in the Internet age you become accustomed to skimming articles; constantly task switching to another tab; the possibility of pleasure without delayed gratification (compared to something that requires the capacity to delay gratification, like reading a technical article); and always having something unquestionably more fun you could do than the present task, do you think that having all these things at our finger tips makes living with ADHD harder than it would in the pre-modern world (as far as inattentiveness and procrastination)? Is it harder for someone with ADHD to get distracted, and less appealing for them to procrastinate, when they've never experienced the instant pleasures of modern technology? Further, do you think that all these things could possibly change the ADHD brain in such a way that condition itself becomes even more severe? Put another way: do you think a patient with ADHD in the Internet age would probably need a higher dose of their medication than they would in the pre-modern world? (The wrong response would be that you should not expose someone with ADHD to modern technology and the Internet. There's no getting away from that; children today should absolutely learn to become very proficient with modern technology. However, if modern technology and the Internet can aggravate ADHD, this might inform parenting strategies.)",13.041071428571426,13.180801376984125,11.611288888888893,47.72260000000003,52.0952380952381,14.254476190476193,48.13619047619048,13.219821797770464,7.1400377142857145,2610,141,305,78,25,826,242,504,0.07400000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.8412,4,0,8,0,0,0,78.0,2,8,3,4,12,17,0,2,36,0,42,19,4,3,7,76,56,22,0,13,10,1,1,1,0,9,15,1,0,2,33,28,0,4,10,4,0,2,10,5,0,4,5,3,13,12,77,38,7,50,1,1,0,0,22,30,0,4,17,245,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8478961883694239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030897260398301277,0.08046621568689827,0.0902402374044842,0.0,0.07787344315780863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033055846520958235,0.03471392641127353,0.0,0.03488725776426895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640399586234796,0.0,0.0,0.03896832559021258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290442373692948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928131960333135,0.0,0.0,0.040127100387889234,0.0,0.059294647349763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03768876170469068,0.0,0.11638685018333562,0.04255712505931652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918592502946805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490514047620697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033938482569502694,0.0,0.0,0.0814278599294561,0.0,0.0,0.038800454809862925,0.0,0.0,0.03114502540329186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020407081135282643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02622782174624066,0.01814109074185686,0.0,0.06557745275395721,0.03286114269369947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024786268810612338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703571316656367,0.0,0.03939177286044927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027533319037709576,0.028638915575914917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02516198027531193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041231308001018256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837227530179063,0.0,0.0,0.04003517469622614,0.0,0.0,0.03732847386921048,0.0,0.0,0.03714260361036913,0.04226497695636901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03532156308749836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389843560765999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438688009005626,0.05717290996398437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699939873092144,0.15437976984216575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049338439167340715,0.09517216762350758,0.0,0.0,0.02165229144054422,0.0,0.035197320357224976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03063824672199927,0.0,0.058948187583302614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158891590964475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582674101797888,0.040598619741260514,0.0902402374044842,0.0 adhd,Greysonseyfer,2019/05/21,"Help finding a doctor So I’ve finally got insurance but I’m having trouble finding a doctor in my area. They either aren’t accepting new patients, only treat children/adolescents, or have terrible reviews. I’m also afraid of taking to someone who doesn’t think ADHD affects adults or instead tries to diagnose me with depression (which has already happened). Short background: I was diagnosed and treated as a child but about halfway through middle school my parents thought it went away and so treatment stopped. That was about the time I started failing school until I got my GED to keep from being there until I was 21. Since then I’ve had several big struggles and while I’m doing the best I ever have, it still holds me back and I don’t know where to start to get on the road to fixing things. I live in the northwest Mississippi area. Any help or advice would be wonderfully appreciated.",5.97232931726908,7.634166253012053,6.1543975903614445,75.57729919678718,67.19277108433735,8.424899598393575,34.91767068273092,8.841846274778883,3.246909236947792,722,35,118,12,12,230,117,166,0.125,0.7240000000000001,0.151,0.6939,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,11,10,0,2,7,0,15,4,0,1,1,24,31,17,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,8,0,13,4,19,20,2,25,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,4,13,82,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728701666045719,0.14056076637144616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873325630928867,0.1150304189480948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978175125501336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351443216179491,0.11060564177540133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509533355146751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389092915447025,0.2919932639943729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944568244134937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011335071024144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757191227253206,0.2629380179198582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515152350433946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300872222724948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719903155902476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928285605033445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785340487898,0.0,0.0,0.07905181756804124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270151472745362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892352833771252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939834513412323,0.0,0.0,0.15971955109997998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911516262386821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250055022405666,0.0,0.11898761314799923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187688473153395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036242575302928,0.0,0.11487243049276508,0.12025837740397938,0.0,0.15037492058913185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081513047526398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955622527859984,0.09216816435743004,0.0,0.11419450403856793,0.0838754440941882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976592959285717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334300235192734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599054500173726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218125066130164,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Breakingwater,2019/05/21,"It took me three years but I finally finished a ukulele for my best friend I didn't even think it was possible but I actually completed something I started 3 years ago! I just got put on adderall and decided to try working on it after abandoning the whole thing. This is the best feeling in the world. https://imgur.com/gallery/PsZSGmq",4.364714285714285,7.59866623333334,4.666190476190477,76.87500000000003,78.33333333333334,8.095238095238095,31.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.3349761904761905,274,14,46,7,7,86,48,60,0.05,0.688,0.263,0.948,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,1,7,3,6,4,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.21970220850152572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995712502693041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725368758302332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360529063991055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870152367525802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113836535910696,0.0,0.0,0.2466276710282407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739410579842757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006342292868932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538092639841589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263258704923353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332222931904662,0.0,0.0,0.15935383303812667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495716812908872,0.1442593377879795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501365985409332,0.15285392150006913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513585334816882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390314317872215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899629772260073 adhd,SheriffWoody99,2019/05/21,"ADHD million dollar idea? So I'm not sure if this would fit better in r/stonerthoughts or here but here's my idea... I'm not sure if anyone else with ADHD is a big fiddler because I can't sit still personally and having a pen to click keeps me occupied enough to where I can stop fiddling , but a pen clicking constantly is really annoying. So my idea is a pen that can ""click"" without the actual click sound. If this is actually a thing if someone could give me a link to require it would be a life saver 😅",5.261474358974361,4.9939750192307715,6.487307692307692,79.42435897435898,68.03846153846155,9.625641025641023,30.794871794871803,9.2995712137729,2.4932294871794882,398,14,82,7,6,135,69,104,0.115,0.847,0.038,-0.8196,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,8,0,12,1,0,0,2,24,16,10,0,7,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,6,3,6,12,1,8,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,5,3,55,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.30976420467470994,0.0,0.3814870982444243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097661445863004,0.16262138871109072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675066441832064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403697558786531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715135972188794,0.0,0.1267203232288883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325852952093608,0.0,0.0,0.16399412986455947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225306182406068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375068237348648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410724169067286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121044882742377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858306201519136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167633988581824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447797272520653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674931434875558,0.1326921247793071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29917239050542416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544261983740846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299476376280613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549193753559554,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilkittenmitton,2019/05/21,"I want to drop out of college Hi, this is my first time posting in this sub and I’m a little nervous! First off, I’m a 24 year old girl studying graphic design and am currently in one of my final quarters of college. I have had such a ridiculously difficult time getting this far along in school. Nearly every quarter I have began with this hopeful feeling, like “*this* time I’m totally going to be on top of it, attend every class, not let anxiety get in my way, and pass all my classes!” Needless to say this has basically never happened. I have dropped and failed so many classes over the years and have always struggled with awful attendance. At one point in my sophomore year I was on academic warning because my gpa had dropped so low that if I didn’t get it back up to a certain average they would have taken my financial aide away. Luckily, I did manage to get it back up with the support of my girlfriend, but it was such a stressful experience and knowing I did it to myself was kind of the shittiest part. So now here I am, in the last couple of weeks of this very important quarter, most likely on the verge of failing all three of the heavy classes I am enrolled in. Last week I broke down at my therapy appointment because I feel so tired of putting myself through this awful cycle that I’m sure a lot of you are familiar with- not being able to focus on or complete work unless under very real pressure/time constraints, then feeling too anxious to do much about it, just to end up feeling really bad about yourself. Being a design major means that you have to create a lot of work, which is very time consuming (especially for me since I am a very slow paced worker), give a decent amount of presentations, and have your worked critiqued often. I know I’m a good designer for the most part, but I know I would be a lot better if I had more control over my adhd and anxiety symptoms. But lately I feel like my adhd is in control, not me. My self esteem surrounding school has gotten so low at this point that I have been seriously considering just dropping my classes right now and maybe getting an incomplete in one of them. I feel like I’m drowning and am so far behind where I need to be in these classes. What I really want is to take a good, *long* break to work on my mental (and physical) health before trying to finish the remainder of my degree. All of the progress I have made regarding my adhd and anxiety just falls apart when I’m in school. And when I’m not doing school, I feel so much more capable of doing my daily routine, not staying in bed all day, keeping up with friends, feeling inspired, and overall feeling generally happy/optimistic about life. My gf is really supportive and tells me I can quit if I need to.. I just don’t know what to do right now. I’m afraid of feeling like a failure. Thank you so so much for reading all of this, if you did. Sorry it ended up being so long. **TLDR** - school is really hard and I’m probably failing my classes right now, and I just want to drop out for a while.",5.262668544270376,5.818806785953175,6.195194508009156,78.6751487414188,68.09698996655517,8.903432494279176,32.12480197148389,8.916525866297963,2.688440802675585,2390,98,449,39,38,793,266,598,0.113,0.757,0.13,0.4537,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,5,2,16,32,31,1,4,25,2,49,4,0,3,9,90,97,40,1,12,19,0,11,5,3,2,4,1,1,2,25,25,0,3,16,1,0,6,8,14,0,9,15,12,59,17,87,73,20,101,0,6,0,0,16,49,0,13,42,334,84,26,0.06290634636531252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268036113259869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234311949827915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436954836166715,0.071066265813196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910258316050556,0.0967421947557955,0.0525241716151929,0.0766942497373942,0.0,0.05352866748554295,0.0,0.0,0.05563555133010499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065956107320706,0.0,0.14110963296780124,0.0,0.06960467575538794,0.0,0.040569389293436016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143270257370297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600261988249468,0.0,0.0,0.06153447752675895,0.0,0.0,0.3180733884652445,0.17976122565064642,0.0,0.06891082760528154,0.0,0.10701621216522582,0.0,0.0,0.048601287155901375,0.0,0.16432984806088954,0.060345499521997574,0.03575112631672798,0.10552571751967207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562787433944664,0.0,0.05635173027766774,0.0,0.0,0.06686650455295405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248019590172056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591405102151253,0.0,0.06550727945008561,0.13828673127717245,0.1025541365718706,0.07096109870765628,0.0,0.0,0.06432600119389488,0.0444326127994998,0.15366431655900886,0.06304868514820063,0.0,0.1113402739720498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044217838266392,0.0,0.059523505942681874,0.0,0.06377716167294581,0.06319788011158725,0.06852345281918892,0.0,0.0,0.06339480140566628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873020802645708,0.09328851749291743,0.048517252370170016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660096285239405,0.0,0.12788090497852753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624288586986236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893366088654612,0.0,0.060246890897736965,0.0,0.06782368100746758,0.0,0.0,0.06323825294659131,0.0,0.06690864265473881,0.06292336971603009,0.07160119411560736,0.16119766516271072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116502824461965,0.0,0.05002565150556037,0.0,0.31832290465622315,0.0,0.0,0.06562503862338467,0.0,0.0,0.05203677976963316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041850453753466,0.0,0.06704979526970901,0.0,0.0,0.07205900722310689,0.0657633716531468,0.0,0.0,0.14277075276285098,0.05928848698327754,0.06538378028339359,0.04729774367531491,0.0,0.05498291943273551,0.057915711999001473,0.07193888941118233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672478578020254,0.07230159124954416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427092799010228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761729534771808,0.11131137880048624,0.04993212969537949,0.10091935320386933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831862774596671,0.0,0.0,0.08937372717333553,0.0,0.0,0.12152887378104175 adhd,trolldolls,2019/05/21,"Tips for my parents on how to raise a teen with ADHD (me)? Please help, I’m desperate Hi! I’m a 17 year old girl, and recently my therapist and I have been discussing an ADHD diagnosis for me. Since 6th grade, I’ve had debilitating issues with anxiety and depression, and I was put in a psychiatric ward last summer. My family and i have desperately tried to figure out the root of these issues to no avail until recently. The more I research ADHD the more it becomes clear to me that my mental health issues are a result of this untreated disorder. However, my mom and stepfather haven’t really been doing much research at all. It’s extremely hard for me to complete any work and im currently a C-F student, and it’s very hard for my parents to come to terms with this since i coasted through elementary school today while being labeled a prodigy. I have screaming matches with my mother every day, about simple things like her having to ask me three times to change the laundry before I do it. I’m beginning to understand why I’m like this, but I have no idea how to communicate this to my parents. I want to explain to them why I feel like this, why I do the things I do, and how they can help me, but i have no idea what to say or how to make this easier. I feel like they’re going about this all wrong. Recently we all have avoided talking to each other, and the guilt of letting them down is eating me alive. It’s getting worse and worse every single day and I’m almost positive they hate me. I find myself crying almost every other hour. Do any older people with ADHD on here have any advice on how they got through it with their parents because if this goes on any longer I don’t know what I’m going to do!!! Thank you so much!",3.312992610837442,4.949403410919544,4.88875205254516,82.14931034482757,73.79885057471266,7.844991789819376,25.64696223316913,8.527137837955566,1.8080858784893272,1369,46,266,25,28,461,177,348,0.134,0.768,0.098,-0.899,6,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,6,1,9,11,1,2,13,0,25,2,0,8,4,51,47,24,0,2,4,6,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,22,22,1,1,9,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,5,6,42,5,44,40,10,30,0,1,0,0,24,8,0,4,22,183,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852768706047787,0.07831717476340992,0.0,0.0,0.16050811800792728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800652978986854,0.0,0.061311025294326124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492514686183029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885590284384997,0.0885143173193547,0.06819784760888886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478322519144041,0.06903818092507435,0.08403094579456638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803597817899513,0.10337432850786656,0.0,0.06902913096355265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185359233955898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200877079505467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257791356870036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555396719774772,0.0,0.08104786273954688,0.11451180506427586,0.0,0.0,0.07325145996627608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187267295108806,0.0,0.09109697584206998,0.0,0.06409961208493772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358910447421586,0.07912700757845538,0.0,0.08519083141520463,0.0,0.0,0.10743956839570136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892709252589428,0.0,0.0,0.1809488428575884,0.0865708043102575,0.25095298143396544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404582567144541,0.06532921242134923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819541197788131,0.0,0.1566200114575342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349768876011747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076773079821323,0.0,0.0,0.0938653447555028,0.0,0.0,0.11783220755237404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840991341323952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559680078457961,0.0,0.0,0.055562741494081885,0.0,0.0,0.08797560159167599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805682812610417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134320692105928,0.0,0.23740179396093314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373485308284585,0.0,0.08111144163275548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325942357053896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441785102043146,0.0,0.07378713288790427,0.0,0.09305500734160782,0.10649010880388236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046733437665843404,0.0,0.07596848497240398,0.0,0.0,0.05441347784272775,0.0,0.0,0.08343420647097878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612836324067581,0.04727184394929501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695632138577528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058346818728525714,0.0,0.16335005562543706,0.0,0.08762643299012371,0.0,0.0516110214303255 adhd,wheretohides,2019/05/21,Is it normal to not have empathy? I’ve always had ADHD and was officially diagnosed when I was in kindergarten. You hear about kids being misdiagnosed all the time but I’m not one of those kids.,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,79.52631578947368,8.010526315789475,22.657894736842106,8.841846274778883,1.9612947368421048,156,5,29,4,4,53,33,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827991025257337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33426995676242377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077455600610108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527767597136325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936082380970217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722213539407497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342508827752263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LongDarker,2019/05/21,"Teacher with ADD? I am in my tenth year of teaching middle school and had always discounted ADD and ADHD diagnoses prior to this career. Very quickly I learned the reality of what many people deal with, to the point that I am realizing that I portray many of the symptoms of ADD and have scheduled an appointment to look into it. I literally finished my last assignment for grad school last night and my experience really opened my eyes to my struggles. These two years I've worked on my masters my house has never been cleaner, my garden never more kept up, my laundry never better, all because I would do ANYTHING to avoid trying to focus on anything that took significant organizational though like papers, projects, research. I have realized that is the driving factor for so much of my procrastination I've fought my whole life, avoiding the stress of losing focus. Though, I am done with the program, I still am eager to see what further investigation into my possible diagnosis can do to help me in all my other work-related struggles.",10.084178486997637,9.08573414361702,9.880070921985821,61.43277777777779,58.6276595744681,11.9725768321513,41.101654846335705,10.980518767755715,4.727781796690307,841,38,130,17,9,276,118,188,0.109,0.835,0.055,-0.8599,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,5,10,1,5,7,0,15,4,1,0,5,26,20,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,10,13,0,3,3,1,1,2,3,7,0,2,6,3,23,3,26,13,5,26,0,1,3,0,4,11,0,0,14,100,33,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056038885205365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111653148453672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988167077490284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144088946749671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815771852134342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773500556698615,0.0,0.13560047094868985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671846222607578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068574501625227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895487904718081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415564764329887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780251138989887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436513220082493,0.06526986658233846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121897589374192,0.14946343636949913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27089742931924393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821085306370536,0.0,0.3091200345065069,0.0,0.0,0.1253738869528199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262092859062243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629451573477296,0.15061313007978167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558712860407541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041923567252596,0.1064613399877342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669256859390956,0.0,0.15303753964577185,0.2793339787612509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886082049853218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625212556461109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843373115061334,0.09070515079201964,0.0,0.13050709729125953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023340902251466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915884040506694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452375407071584,0.0,0.0,0.09490510515383432,0.0,0.0,0.17206712994521406 adhd,MadelaineKurtCobain,2019/05/21,"Thesis Presentation in a few hours , wish me luck haha Finally got my presentation for today finished at 5am this morning and now I’m just trying to focus enough to practice it a few times before I present my thesis in a few hours , I’m totally freaking out , any last minute tips would be appreciated and send me luck! Haha I’m going to need all the luck I can get",6.214459459459463,5.563085445945943,7.730405405405405,72.58993243243245,66.16216216216216,10.102702702702704,32.013513513513516,9.516144504307137,2.8037405405405407,289,10,56,5,4,101,52,74,0.038,0.7,0.262,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,2,12,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,8,8,6,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,11,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186399496886578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324153630255476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28322175870913113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002665310672517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320754848769238,0.0,0.15577909965557124,0.0,0.2192252765047678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398726488322203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343059795636994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324396404330847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598317128774057,0.0,0.25981767411720424,0.0,0.0,0.18609800180773806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31520501982822124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471496685980624,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JaySeaEl,2019/05/21,"I'm new. Is 20mg Adderall x 3 too much too soon for a single day? Hi Everyone, I was diagnosed last week with ADHD and was started on 10mg short acting twice a day. The first two days I took exactly as prescribed just to see how I felt, and I was able to focus somewhat more and my brain seemed to be working at a higher RPM, but the effects seemed quite mild to me, I was still getting lost in my thoughts (albeit less than I normally would) so I decided to start taking 20mg all once instead of the two 10mg doses 4 hours apart. 20mg seems more like my dose, as the feeling/control of my consciousness I get is fully tangible at 20mg and I have been so much more functional as a person in the 4-5 hours after I dose at 20mg. The next conclusion I reached was that I may as well take 20mg twice a day, which is what I did last Thursday, Friday, and today, and I feel like this is a good spot for me. It gives me the potential to do 8-10 hours of work very diligently relative to my natural self. My worry is that I am accelerating too fast, I’ve spent the day today working on papers in my campus library and I am loving the feeling of satisfaction in being this productive, I don’t think my attention span has ever allowed me to get so much done, or remain focused for so long. Around 6:30pst today when this dose wears off I’m contemplating dosing again so I can continue writing. Which would mean I’m taking 20mg x 3 today. (One at 8:00, another at 1:30, last at 6:30) Is this a bad idea? Are there any health concerns for dosing 20mg 3 times in one day? Would I be building a tolerance more quickly than is smart? Considering this is only my second week taking the drug, I don’t want to be reckless. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",5.430373961218834,4.825264468144049,6.68163296398892,79.30760180055402,67.75346260387812,9.768476454293632,31.346398891966768,9.255337874911486,2.5096913019390565,1367,48,286,23,20,466,190,361,0.045,0.8220000000000001,0.132,0.9829,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,8,20,9,0,0,18,0,35,12,2,3,3,41,63,20,0,6,3,0,3,2,0,5,9,0,0,2,11,9,0,0,15,0,1,2,2,2,1,8,13,4,33,7,40,40,11,55,0,1,1,1,6,18,0,6,37,184,44,5,0.0862966925061972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371185440353953,0.08432812915666972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173694202877867,0.09048960643997858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682235229178787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720541336274206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633564886665366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678907860240496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339253651155007,0.0,0.0,0.0875893263626836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831147800552445,0.0,0.0,0.10007676592058624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780602989507407,0.0,0.0824601878531836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726840131324179,0.06165037436932176,0.08285835793450022,0.0,0.0,0.07340392256108555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525938020956532,0.08278365089176838,0.0,0.07238157135535403,0.0,0.09514240814216968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172934871881812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495457692098605,0.0,0.0,0.09741846176998298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102996677600724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432040988843624,0.0,0.0,0.07636985726943989,0.0,0.0,0.094203033969236,0.0,0.07788613423466696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400239688155157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031399525027007,0.0,0.0,0.08334588337121314,0.09177751149497199,0.0,0.0845524361333629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190316109973562,0.11695374443631075,0.06563252332885926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535094327781125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178715495018623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876729105699587,0.2356838033416166,0.09002627089327073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216248624505024,0.0,0.06891665010943121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595374920350649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529543605025065,0.0,0.0685099344158273,0.050320295379981464,0.0,0.32719669635388554,0.0,0.09587880064149236,0.0,0.0,0.16859865835740412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120380903837499,0.05090002511036088,0.0,0.13844400278444546,0.0,0.07759109037920442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847505979947649,0.08763848018118224,0.0,0.24521077753334494,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cap126,2019/05/21,Sensory overload I’ve recently been struggling a lot with sensory overload and was wondering if anyone has any tips to dealing with it?,12.550000000000004,10.405697333333336,11.961666666666664,52.05000000000004,54.83333333333334,16.26666666666667,57.33333333333334,14.554592549557764,8.642383333333335,112,8,15,4,1,37,21,24,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27806642457516784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28591280156122384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215585559153259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476326611653923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403740004779222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274716809279319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434352498376391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buhtha,2019/05/29,"Strattera and Psychosis? I was recently prescribed Strattera for my ADD and I was doing some research on it and I read that it can cause psychosis?! Now I’m already a really paranoid person who thinks their crazy. I have severe depression and major anxiety. I’m too nervous to take drugs most of the time because I don’t want to trigger something in my brain but I do really need help with my ADD symptoms and depression. But after reading that, there’s no way I think I can take it. Does anyone have first hand experience taking Strattera and what it did for them? Did it help?",3.2192383292383298,5.740016558558557,4.078787878787882,83.79272727272728,77.10810810810811,6.55888615888616,28.108927108927112,7.686295010490155,1.9537315315315311,462,20,82,7,11,148,73,111,0.16399999999999998,0.723,0.113,-0.479,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,11,4,2,2,0,19,20,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,1,13,0,9,16,3,8,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,59,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372395549718047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429538399935342,0.0,0.0,0.12274874639692684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701374184419517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959720249573668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803383612303388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024021733575497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536251189920241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035824401389423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172173181466854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932286763357286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353351297773971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016821159601505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328361941112958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35119531207695875,0.0,0.2249238422003689,0.0,0.1733345942760333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832170076908046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514708182401036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246382246394446,0.3959755952093394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497089501452827,0.0,0.0,0.10236470401229927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354402662575572,0.13934353762500898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PurpleEagles,2019/05/29,"Finally realising I probably have ADHD at the age of 22 and wanting to become a doctor. Long story short I'm nearly certain I have ADHD. &#x200B; I want to go to med school which is an undergrad here.. So I'll need to repeat my school final exams. I need As in all my subjects.. and then to do the additional test requirement. I know I can do it, I got on very well in school the first time around, one of the best guys in my class.. not great but decent. I know damn well I did next to nothing for those exams, my parents joked about how I would play guitar during my 'study' period. I need(ed) a very structured environment to study, left to my own devices I would not be studying.. not a chance. I'm adamant on studying medicine, I've tried everything else that remotely interests me or at least I've looked into it. So I need to go back to school and realistically be in the top 5-10% in the country. I don't think I can do that without help and/or medication, I've tried and it has not worked. &#x200B; What should I do?",2.8838874680306934,4.521789676328506,4.379113384484231,85.35414322250644,74.94202898550725,7.382665529980107,25.703040636544472,8.124751697461798,1.4924034668940038,801,28,167,13,17,267,122,207,0.054000000000000006,0.841,0.105,0.7988,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,9,9,1,0,10,0,17,2,0,1,2,29,31,11,0,8,7,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,3,3,0,2,6,1,2,2,2,1,23,8,28,24,4,28,0,0,1,0,3,15,1,1,11,110,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558177345462879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306349647816593,0.2586495934723142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474577539292026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183854178767568,0.0,0.0,0.11754420708413905,0.0,0.0,0.1116923210987077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893620227060312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890908764856299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565293716849436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331789829178049,0.0,0.09052979181783484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209738957200054,0.0,0.08512225259265921,0.11734008349472486,0.0,0.10538300118525958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133817024747806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698292006787432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563712999051105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418770875639028,0.08937487687922242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182203745848282,0.10721760617383333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156676879794304,0.0,0.0,0.1131901228069178,0.0,0.0,0.10212300613774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212011134230925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817855714401312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475015976916532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308536915118434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819641429842901,0.0,0.0,0.062060523552684474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445187468291131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563273961324458,0.12555102005424462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138773552878385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259527528810106,0.0,0.0774827254056773,0.0,0.0,0.15121045216016613,0.0,0.2586495934723142,0.0 adhd,Bill_Tiddyman,2019/05/29,"Is the name ADHD problematic? I feel that the name ADHD does not appropriately capture the issues of those who have it (or some of those). &#x200B; **I don't have a deficit of attention, its that I can't** ***regulate*** **it.** For example, If I'm doing work or study, it's not that I can't focus on my work - I can't **NOT** focus on everything else going on! ... People talking, my phone sitting right there, the birds outside, the sound of my ears ringing, the feel of the chair on my back, etc, are all things which my brain currently believes is just as important to give attention to. &#x200B; What do you guys think? Would something like Attention Regulation Disorder be more appropriate? (Although this may not encapsulate all the ways in which people are impacted.)",0.9625531914893628,2.9246725957446813,2.645836879432625,84.46450000000002,110.27659574468086,6.13531914893617,23.13971631205673,7.1686216300943375,1.879492482269504,600,26,107,15,30,196,88,141,0.04,0.907,0.053,-0.2201,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,0,15,2,2,0,2,21,21,5,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,15,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,14,18,5,11,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,5,3,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674362159268852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33126569145060475,0.3715036725074984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754636231444245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722303365094729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065168915356071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752004283857452,0.0,0.13377616554255115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770193116219894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048867307666596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738825940984264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458971075649786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664529719972674,0.08687863362586681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136374828432358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595548914021632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468377774410316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119593989544406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054877691704436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768556151042048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286982802748915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015589712175561,0.09795189709594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133981915793147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225800292794995,0.0,0.0,0.1085933241666473,0.0,0.3715036725074984,0.0 adhd,BrittanyRoma1,2019/05/29,"ADHD testing/Possible comorbid bipolar. Hello.. &#x200B; So i had the test by woodstock (IQ, Personality test, testing memory and Psychomotor) Has anyone else had that? \-My grades show possible ADHD, my records say ""Borderline ADHD"" from a child, my attention span is zilch and me just being able to sit still is non existent. I had to sit on my hands a couple times and go si track with asking questions during the test. \-I did the test with letters and not clicking the space with a X; well, i clicked the space bar constantly(except a couple times), i just wanted it to be done(possibly due to the inattention part). Psychologist read three passages and i couldn't remember half of the paragraph (bits and pieces that stuck out to me) as well as name as many boy and girl names, draw a line 1 -start to 10-stop as well as match 1 to A, A to 2..etc.etc. I've made a few mistakes on that as i just wanted it done. asked if i could get up and pace (i cant sit still and i always pace back and forth regardless, even when i was little), To build what is on the page in minimal moves, couldn't do 2 but was so into figuring ways to do so. You get the jist. \-Anyone else having issues sitting still and just getting bored easily? she took into consideration my Bipolar manic depression also and all the new medication the inpatient psychiatrist recommended (on lamictal, risperidone, wellbutrin) . I went inpatient in December because of not being able to focus at my job plus well, cutting..etc.etc. this last visit was hallucinations (more visual then audio this round) &#x200B; Anyone Else Have a Comorbidity to Bipolar or ADHD?",6.370100000000001,7.568868476666673,6.819333333333336,72.88800000000002,65.9,9.866666666666667,32.66666666666667,10.008157457239328,3.3750666666666667,1293,53,222,29,20,421,178,300,0.038,0.9159999999999999,0.046,-0.22399999999999998,1,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,0,20,0,23,6,1,1,1,44,36,28,0,8,9,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,8,19,1,0,5,3,0,5,5,3,4,2,12,6,22,4,37,18,7,37,0,1,3,0,15,15,0,3,12,153,30,8,0.1656447760120005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981456622159607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623303376549379,0.06891486158416274,0.17947604560334612,0.20127653357881292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737340182307033,0.25458397202743155,0.0,0.0,0.15485550517011246,0.0,0.0,0.06368530405570258,0.0,0.05048775899884506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042059689212534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661269375037426,0.18328279404328546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133480142873402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951211649813006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756243292692195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694754229448992,0.05470340616141855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981383809539684,0.0,0.04706987174649053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644505514632067,0.08218844039183698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751130038176402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300979100404116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836854609284169,0.0,0.08396890195026163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343484255890574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802709119508492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999037843516124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968857522770618,0.0,0.0,0.072317314598411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336979818429593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927800293606602,0.0,0.08284480092043188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382162035116573,0.0,0.0,0.06586368718961423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862211251513859,0.0,0.19842619814289555,0.06924322491405813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658880097259986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920187205055323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770158060003807,0.06574055653432481,0.0,0.0,0.2978690935453228,0.07677718344356076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127653357881292,0.0 adhd,The_MajeStick,2019/05/29,"No odea what to do So basically I’ve had a gut feeling that I’ve had ADHD for a bit maybe it has been getting worse or something (if that’s possible). So anyways, the problem is that I’ve told my mom that we should go to the doctors, and that I’ve had a really bad time trying to listen in class. I think it’s an asian thing but she believes me 0% saying things like “how come you can pay attention to your video games?”. I always tell her “people with adhd can focus on what they like” and stuff (i did a bit of research to make sure). So the point is I’m trying to go to the doctors without my mom to help or be there, and without a phone. I have a sister, 19 who believes me but she doesn’t count as a guardian. My guidance counselor is a ****head who says “50 % of the population has ADD so you’re going to have to deal with it, and study harder”. Honestly no idea what to do. Im kind of in panic mode with finals being next month, and it feels like my adhd is just getting worse where my mind is scrambled with a ringing in my ear. I am 17 in highschool btw",1.4817047042384743,2.8896402212389383,3.355142058686538,92.19370051234282,78.20353982300884,5.819841639496973,22.514205868653946,6.339386263674448,0.3136230088495577,814,24,186,6,19,274,131,226,0.092,0.8270000000000001,0.081,-0.1226,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,1,0,9,9,0,1,15,0,23,5,3,2,1,31,36,16,0,3,8,3,2,3,0,1,2,5,0,0,17,12,0,0,5,2,1,4,5,3,0,0,6,7,20,6,27,27,2,15,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,3,7,123,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070785728606942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394807366541624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942730351461253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544161464422968,0.0,0.0,0.2465314651272401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972598021772833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640266091373372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311311936306595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417883541130468,0.08066113097332528,0.0,0.12368463267495228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797900330765472,0.0,0.1925037797337997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587565504259555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567950826745629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745880920325262,0.12195946052926628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757577260178352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548268429786142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536662403370377,0.0,0.1134307460681005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400437514024896,0.2644717673581393,0.09012167858856084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007839288621733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247260822560672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827583481677773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673406974372453,0.12728622645828752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803721616871707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233142706510515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957713020750848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692169933062943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925205925555286,0.0,0.0,0.10641396989721164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868611987056113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002143418789415,0.07234655839650285,0.0,0.0,0.06583726340323523,0.0,0.0,0.10788794197201923,0.0,0.15331354389262508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176775759017252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301247495645993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shibanigans,2019/05/29,"My boyfriend has ADHD, and I'm not sure how to help nor do I understand what's going on. He was diagnosed with ADHD and Asperger's illnesses when he was very very young. I moved to this country about 2 years ago, so I don't really know how a family lifestyle might differ from my country of origin. Turns out, everything was way different, and I've been constantly putting him down, and threatened to break up twice. He's broken down, crying, calling himself all these things like a mistake, an idiot, etc. I've been left crying before and tossed away like garbage, and I'd hate to put someone through the same shit, so of course I forgive him and I apologize for every shitty thing I've said. His mom heard him crying the first time and stepped in (over the phone), the second time, it was in my house. My backstory: I was the youngest one out of three (33F and 31M siblings), and even if my parents were strict, I was the most pampered of them all. I've only been slapped and smacked on the head once in my entire life, compared to my siblings who got the belt, chancla, hair literally ripped off of their skull, the sort. Right now I live with my brother in this country, so adulthood is pretty much up to me. I was raised in a household where the main motto was ""there's always a solution. No matter what it is, it can always be solved"", but crying and feeling useless was a no no in front of my parents. I couldn't really cry in front of them cause I'd be shamed and ridiculed. Tough love I guess. I never was really in contact or never really had a friend or family member with any mental issues, or not that I'm aware of, except one of my cousins (29M). He openly admitted he had psychotic episodes and severe dissociation, hell, he used to chase my siblings and other cousins with a butcher's knife in a massive cornfield when they were kids. My dad basically shrugged it off, called him a maniac (sort of in a joking manner?) and told him to go to therapy. My mom took homosexuality and any LGBT+ related thing as a mental illness, even went as far as not talking to another cousin who came out as gay for 2 or 3 years. She's become a bit better about it; my dad was tolerant about it. I had depression and started showing suicidal tendencies when I was 14. That was ""quickly fixed"" by going to therapy. The main issue? I never felt like I could open up to anyone except my therapist and my best friend at the time. My parents, on the other hand, shrugged it off and labeled me as emo. Again, constantly mocking and ridiculing me. You can tell my parents were sort of.. understanding but were quite conservative underneath, treating all this as some sort of taboo masked with humor and disbelief. My boyfriend's backstory (from what I have learned so far) : As mentioned before, he was diagnosed with ADHD and Asperger's illnesses when he was a kid. Doesn't really help that his dad carried that gene and his mum also was diagnosed with another mental illness (something related to trying to control absolutely everything otherwise it's wrong and dangerous. High anxiety? I'm not too sure). He's the oldest out of his siblings (17F and 14M), and they all have some sort of illness going on. His little brother, especially, has it the worst. He basically gets awful migraines, doesn't go out a lot, and gets anxiety attacks way too often. I won't get into their story since it's not that relevant, but to emphasize the point, they all have something going on. Relationship issue: He's basically been controlled/monitored on everything he does for a while. Now that he's gaining more responsibilities like a job and such, he's been getting more freedoms as well. I came along almost two years ago into the mix. Like mentioned above, I have never really had any sort of ""introduction"" to any mental illness, or at least not have to deal with it in a way that affected me directly. We got into a relationship, and it was all rainbows and unicorns for a bit. The ADHD thing did not come up until 3 of 4 months later where I pointed out something he had forgotten. I had said something about some plans, and 5 minutes later, he forgot. I was awestruck and angry to say the least, but then he said he had that issue. Asperger's doesn't really affect him much. I believe he's been cured or he's been able to suppress that entirely, so I'm not sure if this is at play anymore. Fast forward to today, we've been on the verge of breaking up twice, and of course, I blame most of it on our families' lifestyles and how we were raised, as well as me not being able to ""handle"" his mental illness. I'm pretty sure I'm in denial, just plain ignorant about all this, and am in no way ready to understand. I simply can't understand. I don't mean to be rude, of course, I was raised in an environment where none of this was ever discussed (my parents are doctors, and my sister is a therapist), until I talked to my sister about it. I rarely talk to my family, and I wished I could ask my sister more about this and how I can help my boyfriend. There's been so many times I've insulted him, his family, god you name it. I always feel guilty, and of course I know it's wrong. I turn into this snobby angry know it all when I'm pissed, and don't care about your feelings and what I say until it's too late. He's cried every time I bring a break up into the conversation. It breaks my heart every time. I watched him walk away a week ago, and my heart sunk. I ugly cried uncontrollably in my living room, and immediately texted him ""oh god this hurts too much I regret this"". He came back, and I apologized for everything. I've done and said terrible things, things I can't take back, and it's all in the heat of the moment. I'm so sure I'll be fine, that I know more about relationships than he does (he's my 3rd boyfriend, I'm his first girlfriend). But God do I swallow my pride and break down like a bitch when he leaves. He's been nothing but nice to me, like giving me time to adjust to this country, properly heal from my last relationship (the guy lead me on for months and only needed a petty excuse to break up with me. He dated me for the title of dating someone exotic, not because he loved me), support me in every way, tell me I'm beautiful even if I say I hate myself, even stand by me when I thought I had to get an abortion. I've been through so much scary shit with him, and he's always been there for me, but I've always crossed him as an illness. TLDR; I don't want to keep blaming him, his mental illness, because it's something he can't change nor control. I can't fathom that thought before I burst in anger and insult him left and right, then say we better break up. Believe me when I say I've Googled this subject endlessly, searching for ways to help him through it, but also help me understand what's going on with him and keep my anger at bay. I need help, I love this guy too much to let this die. Any piece of advise you can offer about understanding this illness, helping the person, helping me with my anger, anything. Thank you, truly. I'm sorry that was such a biblical thing to read. Hopefully this makes sense.",5.330242812742814,5.792931832621082,6.04623284123284,80.13087995337996,67.92450142450143,9.088370888370893,30.1995596995597,9.064710608476144,2.394494586894587,5599,200,1097,95,88,1834,496,1404,0.18899999999999997,0.7090000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9993,7,0,5,0,0,0,199.0,4,5,7,12,60,67,20,2,55,1,89,31,9,13,19,205,170,111,2,13,30,19,6,7,3,2,17,10,1,5,67,86,1,9,21,4,0,24,34,33,2,9,65,17,149,34,177,94,36,174,2,4,1,4,153,79,5,26,66,723,216,6,0.06992343049181224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806875053854625,0.0,0.09297435328892163,0.0,0.035009107609471006,0.0,0.0,0.05591774210166262,0.14545473904604028,0.0,0.0,0.11887582627758288,0.07332081360688189,0.0534912329373908,0.0,0.03467262703080772,0.024446044200306744,0.0,0.028770512716182632,0.0,0.032684484270280784,0.039773998329306816,0.06569536468563639,0.05376680193242233,0.0,0.042624674221991184,0.038612467686638834,0.08924953386679088,0.07877976151305792,0.03669016318415815,0.061841592002700965,0.07633827608733826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713996404403441,0.1199606650023064,0.035645798769377963,0.03591531220524237,0.03698485897216184,0.030116421962516387,0.0,0.07556238760787462,0.07842507300654422,0.0558281695263891,0.0,0.2688266176536796,0.0,0.036043993254764393,0.03011247411139575,0.10645621510881098,0.03628474068227009,0.07305510242040067,0.0,0.035784797008906764,0.061190465229067764,0.035777973144828515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038991554211237116,0.09236753275252604,0.031624873035894334,0.11782701192436015,0.0,0.12568534127443035,0.0,0.16479396810432706,0.0,0.05303308113100478,0.0,0.033568729365164605,0.0,0.0,0.059476834255934474,0.0,0.0,0.054022668945405264,0.0,0.09133026612201807,0.03353846300988492,0.13908683927104726,0.0,0.05592415499124104,0.0,0.03851427096199478,0.06923518953297572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903491131813674,0.03588080629739232,0.0,0.0,0.08285960180098904,0.1874728061440213,0.03693897168866502,0.0,0.03472487187443623,0.0,0.04034112534403321,0.03742723926613633,0.0,0.0,0.14596378951176148,0.03469410770040052,0.0621511578086856,0.0,0.0,0.07685617748522729,0.02849846420338748,0.03943833762250944,0.037019408372247015,0.0759720118225504,0.03575072256761794,0.024694493418939124,0.11956369659289805,0.03504082344854887,0.06174367018090258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029723200059300844,0.09466293901778326,0.0,0.023337216408810424,0.03544569180115617,0.0,0.0380835572808245,0.0,0.0,0.2113991153081327,0.03708885492185941,0.0,0.08189347669463531,0.055812215110125137,0.0371587703564525,0.1285044172612767,0.05184733771310812,0.10785852047608237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03354670870112141,0.0,0.0,0.037233085709940175,0.04738192613385662,0.05317991975947594,0.0,0.0,0.19410423670264154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030527221216503482,0.0,0.0,0.0661002430648466,0.0,0.0,0.07113726673720004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029236062536423,0.0,0.037186087686614674,0.034971176382575256,0.0,0.15678159022687538,0.0,0.0,0.15014319246970256,0.0,0.05971422758487435,0.13302638940435746,0.13901479612021708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039496786771276785,0.07177539657314905,0.02892069213581014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924589574560402,0.13457618235582014,0.0,0.039136777860006036,0.02474608199801317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03824244196301774,0.039674140145984166,0.16475501432180994,0.0,0.02628685882577408,0.0843027071652703,0.06111616024979887,0.032188050143848755,0.07996353665478033,0.08118649214892834,0.16258907071558126,0.0,0.0,0.05551139328752025,0.14270520120187927,0.0,0.03313961808705549,0.03340741716885498,0.03884375204653566,0.023736709704708373,0.07605661335656838,0.03415251565933464,0.21837827137259608,0.0,0.03019569671036873,0.0,0.05769415312979165,0.020621325478842812,0.1665058933698418,0.02804417911211153,0.0,0.06286956147855385,0.03240986029939153,0.0,0.0,0.040204247119531585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645029447878346,0.0,0.06754259506050933 adhd,aprellevie,2019/05/29,"Does your ADHD worsen over time if you take meds? I stumbled across a few studies which concluded that long-term ADHD treatment increases dopamine transporter levels in order to adapt to the increase in dopamine caused by meds. This is a bad thing because those dopamine transporters are the ones that reuptake the extracellular dopamine (which we have too little of), and it is said that people with ADHD have too many of those transporters that eat up most of our extracellular dopamine. That’s why we are prescribed stimulants in order to inhibit dopamine reuptake. I think this is valid because I see that most people with ADHD have to increase their dose regulalrly to obtain the same symptom relief and adults with ADHD who have been medicated for a long time still seem to struggle with the same symptoms unmedicated people do. What do you guys think? Is this real? I’m not sure if I should risk starting medication or try to work more on coping skills and continue looking for natural remedies. If my ADHD gets any worse, I’m fucked.",10.326236559139787,9.51139183870968,8.901182795698926,68.05510752688174,58.03225806451614,11.277419354838711,40.55913978494624,10.25414643259724,4.208423655913978,846,37,137,14,9,259,112,186,0.121,0.8270000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,3,1,4,3,6,1,2,8,0,14,7,0,3,1,27,26,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,17,9,1,0,4,0,0,6,1,4,0,1,2,3,12,2,24,23,9,23,0,0,2,1,11,9,1,7,6,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7312971855689809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896666347187916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467849927954751,0.1236450527713767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418263022469183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875021851134443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377434662377448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937578734871553,0.05298590912610277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041822981282073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164592559426544,0.0,0.179500733079619,0.08516427531014054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282036199143002,0.0,0.0,0.2253016256909857,0.2043328069166904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872241095285134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109281899706903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543412257413732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964702677387356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081577992924813,0.09232572681469414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178308504116515,0.0,0.08099130768563527,0.0,0.0,0.10602249303329933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558380356915014,0.2108210456771848,0.07625254869466384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737658274768303,0.12996713182216454,0.0,0.0,0.11827349470645256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688551121534041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151257147836736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383238320033066,0.0,0.10335202643050202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shades025,2019/05/29,Tips to avoid procrastination So I’m near my uni finals and even though I know I should be doing my assignments every time I’m about to start I get distracted by anything around me. So I’m desperately trying to get some tips to avoid distractions.,4.293125,6.355465395833337,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,72.125,8.966666666666667,24.5,9.516144504307137,2.179524999999999,201,6,38,5,4,66,33,48,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.8651,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300948988041468,0.3255603205159531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154866289647564,0.0,0.3081272860201839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40061851888109135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821378011316332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098519851807095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258852124352457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35930919547610723,0.0,0.2132490219791854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482937595007833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,v1smund,2019/05/29,"Eff you short term memory. Eff you in your stupid ass. So, I was helping getting the kids in the car...I buckle my daughter in but before I did I set my phone down on the windshield of my wife's car. Did some stuff she drives off and I realize I left my phone on her car. I say out loud ""NO!!"" Start running around trying to figure out how to call her, oh wait, no phone! No phone in the house, nothing. So I jump in my car, with my boxer briefs on trying to catch her. Long story short, I catch her get my phone. I HATE MY SHORT TERM MEMORY!!! Funny thing is, I am amazing at names and lots of other stuff. But I constantly lose my phone cause I as soon as I set it down POOF!!! I forget where I put it.",-1.132200000000001,0.912101846666669,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,93.86666666666667,4.066666666666666,13.5,5.6839178017228535,-1.1389999999999998,527,9,129,4,20,175,84,150,0.14800000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.069,-0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,1,6,4,2,0,4,0,5,1,1,2,0,17,10,9,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,10,3,3,0,0,3,2,32,1,23,7,4,38,0,1,0,1,21,20,1,2,6,84,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498226863560369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681887443001074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218268897984774,0.0,0.0,0.21346347046736885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455337995395516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712940100538689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515527846679152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928110797515822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397683909661101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577068534660316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183892695701644,0.0,0.2324702869758155,0.0,0.17666051186736284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993856219647174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889211766679136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652475170287052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470788980916872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757528275041815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805025991888953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215934207047944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TeezusRa,2019/05/29,"Post interview blues... I generally interview really well and have never not gotten an offer off of being interviewed. This was a video interview and I was nervous for once because I actually really really love the work they do and I’m passionate about it. I hate interview hindsight when realizing you could have answered a question even better. I answered pretty well, but I practiced before hand and had things I wanted to say very specific things pertaining to the work they do that I really align with. Super bummed, but hoping I get a call back for a second interview to get to say those things. Their questions were also multi part questions so I feel like it was tough to answer them in a coherent way because I speak so fast and have a lot of experience that can pertain to it, so I was jumping around a bit. I’m more than qualified but wish I could’ve just shown the passion for the job more. How do you guys slow down during interviews and make sure you hit everything?",6.264009009009008,7.229659108108107,6.942500000000003,72.74708333333334,66.02702702702703,10.707207207207206,31.632882882882882,10.686352973137794,3.598504504504504,785,30,136,21,12,259,113,185,0.028999999999999998,0.76,0.21100000000000002,0.988,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,4,4,13,13,1,1,12,0,15,4,1,2,2,31,28,15,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,8,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,3,2,1,7,6,20,10,18,18,5,12,0,0,1,3,24,4,0,5,6,102,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.12661817507804146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376175889107464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550582207644315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977044366908176,0.0,0.15818990550054235,0.0,0.11040847104055257,0.0,0.0,0.11475413916317045,0.14165439268155222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249019001538198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071910934885544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856992548573065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661175493951242,0.1269212909483242,0.0,0.0,0.06560596059787974,0.09269407874679472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355789943818744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847380407523426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810216496646135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887193393495688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287577610556953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338974251265933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030958697928714,0.11710526552170016,0.0,0.08660974249630221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007190361549427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381804885891721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405075955151196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426550895858995,0.13200332563385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436052155055133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33248703137862745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063662689540389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228870072096057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586022251334135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705809250299082,0.07653045069165773,0.10299023596943367,0.0,0.0,0.2333233079356162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920714747135616,0.0,0.0,0.18892042114998234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amh711,2019/05/29,"30F, received a positive ADHD diagnosis yesterday. Feeling lost. Thank you/apologies in advance to those who will read all of this. I dumped all my thoughts into a word document and it was 4 pages long, so I’ve tried my best to condense it to a manageable length since the rules of this sub say to keep it brief. I’ve lived with severe anxiety my entire life, but always felt like there was something else at play. I struggle with establishing/maintaining relationships (except romantically, for some reason) and though I have ‘friends’, I see them maybe 2-3 times a year so really more like acquaintances. I always did well enough in school but copied a lot of my friends work, never really applied myself, and am now left feeling like I’m so behind intellectually. Currently taking online classes and a straight A student but if I have a paper due at Monday 6am, I’ll start it at 11pm Sunday and stay up until 3-4am, even though I have to get up early for work. I tell myself it’s because I work best under pressure (not entirely untrue), but it’s killing me. I get overwhelmed incredibly easily and procrastinate on everything, even basic self-care and feeding myself. Most of my time is spent maladaptive daydreaming (never knew there was a term for this, thanks reddit) and making to-do lists but I never actually accomplish anything. I feel like I have so many thoughts running through my head that they all bleed together, and I can’t get out of this brain fog. I’ve been diagnosed with generalized/social anxiety, moderate to severe depression and now ADHD. I’ve tried a myriad of anti-depressants and a few anti-anxiety meds with no relief – Strattera is the only thing I’ve been prescribed that has had any type of effect on me but not much, though I have tried a friend’s Concerta before and it felt like I could physically see the cloud lifting in my brain, almost pixel by pixel (sorry if mentioning that is against the rules, but I feel like it’s important). I just started Strattera again today and I’m nervous that it won’t help and everyone will see that my laziness is the problem, that I’m the problem. I feel like a fraud, like I was born wrong – restless, trapped, a prisoner in my own body. I want to run away from my life and start over but I know wherever I end up, I’ll still run into myself. I don't know, I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading.",6.2939449112978485,6.771990363834423,6.896460473078122,74.81585784313728,65.8409586056645,10.130127606598194,32.29699657640834,10.041961382958581,3.192116651104886,1903,73,346,41,28,626,244,459,0.134,0.6970000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.935,1,1,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,9,18,31,2,5,20,0,25,10,5,3,6,69,60,33,1,7,15,0,7,8,3,3,4,1,0,0,23,22,1,1,14,3,1,6,9,12,1,0,15,11,44,19,49,41,15,53,0,3,3,0,12,21,0,6,33,223,67,13,0.0,0.0,0.07332317927513506,0.0,0.18060089883594407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523916589437203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250405278910562,0.0,0.0,0.051095949739147065,0.0,0.1724395174721074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183160688544364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059397938976132,0.0,0.0,0.04580300890209432,0.0,0.0639363196524536,0.0,0.15770394980063118,0.0,0.0,0.08346061678878154,0.0,0.16775618250509053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059991030840197176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129431316012429,0.07626279156086348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276758400856228,0.0,0.06654935781292591,0.07763693030158947,0.0,0.09925497384202184,0.0,0.0,0.0717969229752655,0.06752857247980361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995841661241986,0.2147124470718551,0.14428720810270665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415270604071972,0.0,0.1570245804739721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711256075270526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036295740346705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678549657789533,0.08312830485375472,0.0,0.08258700496344487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816369109519903,0.0,0.10614341317985472,0.2936663682979541,0.0,0.0663476243880544,0.06649415800226444,0.0,0.0,0.08202125352864371,0.06387905699053995,0.0,0.0,0.05015474020309882,0.07617744260772001,0.07548553053862551,0.0,0.08346061678878154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055234570822737375,0.055713365888863005,0.17385158468791026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057145312723569035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379252298165449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503152934214242,0.0,0.14440466106113808,0.07725367236610248,0.0,0.08066935533000058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975220747547275,0.0,0.07604297263814601,0.17962413236411934,0.0,0.07838460480568747,0.16976755450771885,0.0,0.06215436216367923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784437479898283,0.0,0.08411007086577589,0.15954773164631195,0.08008637883903051,0.06000475560921398,0.0,0.0,0.07854983411597719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649390878787493,0.0,0.06567332379842862,0.20752902972604464,0.0,0.0,0.049917892389775065,0.0,0.22146608702278572,0.11930126797798075,0.08762634346459723,0.0,0.07122138760982187,0.0,0.0,0.15303991114380386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431793423505487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755746845303276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410257729796254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215085704450631,0.0,0.0483859664117732 adhd,Despacito76,2019/05/29,My Teacher Almost Killed Me When I was in 3rd Grade my ADHD got presumably worse. My teacher had trouble keeping me focused. She called me a nightmare in parent-teacher conferences and told my parents to give me higher doses of medication. My parents didn't know what they were doing since I just got diagnosed and they did give me higher prescriptions high enough that I would get sick. They experimented with doses and stuff and finally settled on the dose I'm taking but thanks to her I almost died.,6.932580645161291,8.022590376344088,6.949623655913983,72.84443548387098,64.59139784946237,9.210752688172043,33.77956989247312,9.2995712137729,3.2232666666666674,407,17,66,7,6,130,65,93,0.136,0.8059999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.7553,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,0,13,18,6,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,0,19,1,7,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,2,46,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906189002168138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31765084555960543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195897087356376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098623593231698,0.16461257292253886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388696142361642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551514241284446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374996051895947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286739719979165,0.3043071320954607,0.0,0.0,0.25371048183142425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758061533440022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098022756438774,0.17547892784858096,0.0,0.08716813792069136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978330985522474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283542979994359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312041771185257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157098183462894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192552953114146,0.0,0.0,0.14602716326226045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155905186195648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163756679604818,0.11267229046171792,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eating_bacon,2019/05/29,"Let's talk about Foquest. What are your experiences? How did it work/not work for you? I'm 10 days into 25mg and it's been largely positive with a few notable caveats. I appreciate the consistently and lack of intense peaks I experienced in ritalin. The positives I felt in ritalin are still there, it just feels more manageable on an anxiety and interpersonal level. I am however struggling to manage the longevity of the medication. I wake up at 7am and take it, the pill wears off at 11pm. I really appreciate my 8 hours sleep, and I'm lucky now if I'm getting 7, usually closer to 6. I also like to be occasionally spontaneous, but find that a lot harder when I'm medicated. I don't mind this new routine, it's helpful for my ADD, but I'd love the choice to occasionally step outside of the loop. Also found the occasional bouts of nausia, some sleepiness, and It's not been quite as effective as ritalin at controlling my symptoms, but this may just be the lower dose. How about you? How has it effected you? Do you like the length of it? How long have you been taking it?",3.1000322740814283,5.205585542452834,5.348371400198609,76.59086891757697,75.65094339622641,9.180139026812313,28.610724925521353,9.682069395223575,2.991024528301887,853,37,165,25,19,298,130,212,0.036000000000000004,0.815,0.14800000000000002,0.9738,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,0,5,14,5,0,1,13,0,15,12,3,7,0,33,26,19,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,13,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,3,17,4,25,16,5,20,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,5,10,111,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800872983953661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396655836024482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641231923247848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129381130597552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130126681779964,0.0,0.0,0.0885460908665918,0.0,0.16814296080410926,0.0,0.1600567914080113,0.0,0.0,0.19201038179652316,0.0,0.0,0.09149313451655007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737945288458775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724582307393441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790723824549529,0.0,0.17110987627905225,0.0,0.0,0.15497596425482793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488810257956933,0.15805291756029766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352830578878624,0.0,0.0,0.1768215926181718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913228731792967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862620064147298,0.0,0.0,0.11218655524634892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524678049419842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985130633726572,0.0,0.0,0.18307377143967726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201705518684885,0.26333735930988283,0.14075507230130785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287028142507184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549793437250845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1chillLayyd1,2019/05/29,"Report appears symptoms of autism not adhd even though I check more symptoms of adhd than autism Literally what the title says I have a report from school tmto get me tested but it appears to have more autism than adhd but I tick more symptoms of adhd but my question was if my report says more autism than adhd do I need another report to get tested for adhd or will they test me for autism and adhd at the same time if asked Thanks",4.7957364341085285,5.9278526046511635,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,69.46511627906978,6.663565891472868,23.635658914728683,6.42735559955562,0.7825798449612407,348,8,63,2,6,112,48,86,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,13,12,8,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,12,10,5,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,1,46,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8794306050100567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961597095323583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772781566778238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904558398321307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923234815215173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751272776696568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710516325589478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626375081198996,0.0,0.1057968432287752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32596134857861103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962434592863889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102706895309203,0.0,0.060956260655072876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pickemupputemdown,2019/05/29,"What do you tell people who ask ""how can I help?"" What is help? What is not? Often when people in my life ask me how they can help me and support me, as someone who struggles with their mental health sometimes, I don't have a clue what to tell them. Be nice to me? Trust me? Help me find a job? Leave me alone so I can try and focus? I never know what to say beyond very nebulous and general things. Sometimes they just ask me how they can 'help' so they can rebut whatever I say and feel fine about continually treating me like I'm a bad person and a burden on them. Sometimes people really do mean it, though! I'm learning to tell the difference. Slowly. ... So, I'm a 29 y/o male. Diagnosed with ADHD at 25 and Bipolar Type II as of a few months ago. I'm not sure I'm buying the whole bipolar bit but the meds seem ok so far... 2018 was nothing short of a disastrous climax in my life. Highly stressful. March 1, 2018 I gave up drink and drugs. Went back to Rx meds and cannabis in July, 2018. Still sober!(ish)... In June, 2018 (all in three weeks) I: was fired from my job, my girl left me, my lease was terminated, found out I'd failed my 2L year of law school, my car's engine blew out, relationships with my parents became more toxic/negative, aaaaand my friends at the bank legally petitioned me towards insolvency/bankruptcy (Unsuccessfully, at least. Nice try fuckers!). &#x200B; I'm alive and fighting. But here I am, nearly 30 and back in my parents' basement. They now resent me. They feel as though I lied to them my whole life about who I am and how I behave. I was supposed to be a success. I was supposed to be better than what I am. They treat me like you would treat a junkie. I'm not allowed to use the family vehicle(s) even though mine is in need of repair and uninsured. Every day I am berated for not having a job or any money. What little possessions I do have are tossed aside or donated on their whim, because it's just junk lying around the house. Yesterday I caught hell for not having an active cell phone number. This will continue to be a problem as I cannot afford phone service and my mother flatly refuses to learn any of the DOZENS of call/msg apps that are compatible with her iPhone. I went for broke pursuing a legal education and have failed (so far). My undergrad is from 2013 and I am officially tapped. $120,000.00 in debt. No credit cards, just the govt and the bank. As it stands, though... I cannot leave. The only immediate options are living in my Volvo or perhaps a homeless shelter. Once or twice a week my mother gives me $20, tells me not to tell my father, and then lords it over me as if she's saved my life or something. Yesterday she bought an $80 terracotta frog for the garden. Yeah... ... &#x200B; Tl;dr... Life is garbage right now. Have no momentum and negative funds. I need help. What do I tell people who honestly are offering me assistance and help? What specific things should I ask for, besides ""gimme money"" or ""lend me a car?"" I cannot afford to pass up any opportunities to get a helping hand these days. &#x200B; Thanks all. Hope the week is nice for you :) ... Nice and sunny where I'm at today.",2.0043428456591634,4.343389863344053,3.3581903135048243,88.29619222266884,80.43086816720258,6.331229903536978,22.419714630225076,7.531066641456977,0.966598794212218,2453,79,497,38,64,799,303,622,0.105,0.733,0.162,0.9882,9,1,3,0,2,0,137.0,0,3,12,5,30,35,4,2,30,2,46,14,1,6,4,76,77,50,0,7,18,5,4,2,1,3,11,2,1,3,22,27,1,1,9,2,10,6,14,12,0,3,11,6,79,23,65,59,8,62,3,3,0,1,60,32,2,11,25,318,101,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503366682476803,0.0,0.05534407100725322,0.0,0.0,0.06466290829287055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029419946540635,0.22759283036475786,0.1273720062369659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557959424896988,0.2334698575640957,0.0,0.0,0.09601595274560948,0.05212987355245551,0.03805925365469584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521789619278072,0.06816187727415518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375220634463286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052967115640991,0.0,0.0,0.06336930690807488,0.0,0.0652303559977315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116165838975935,0.07240374549439446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041237140490250436,0.0,0.05260343000921368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885732193688493,0.0,0.06313712338986448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706364498766482,0.0,0.0,0.0684557785045937,0.04823643812006104,0.0,0.0326192453374381,0.059892486883725685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636453884085468,0.0,0.0,0.3347861403108041,0.0659650645502039,0.0,0.06201115813404304,0.0,0.07204057979133176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858686597930596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034312153784526275,0.0,0.0,0.13221741435942427,0.0678348426442689,0.0,0.22049528965566287,0.06100430445953799,0.06257537974142133,0.05513046252854331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800904842464407,0.13870044176929,0.0,0.06291889771003055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983431054144656,0.0,0.0,0.09258820217918744,0.048153034182036515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990721191611861,0.0,0.0,0.06649028898151879,0.0,0.047483953658419696,0.0,0.0,0.13865138002730956,0.0,0.0,0.17313580134071793,0.054515056213731414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059741010874475926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03999688925818536,0.0,0.0,0.06703086828264895,0.0,0.05331838837314641,0.0,0.09930021958155884,0.0,0.06318665200530006,0.0,0.05683766842158749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052900218367376295,0.04806482774259661,0.18524679217492174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985996049082018,0.0,0.07151806148180115,0.06526968714095903,0.0,0.0,0.07084948757538799,0.05884340932015119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274209815517706,0.057480939734327476,0.0,0.0,0.08295689623497163,0.0,0.2453647823277316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918023557089237,0.0,0.0,0.08477732412681177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053923024696680165,0.0,0.05151467896091827,0.0,0.0,0.1502426300044175,0.0,0.0,0.1157540900018334,0.0,0.1394109071974808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435140006196677,0.0,0.22759283036475786,0.04020551953103383 adhd,-STUNK-,2019/05/29,"How my ADHD (may have) changed someone's life for the better. I think that my favorite example of my ADHD that is the bow. When I was about 16, I had a friend who started getting into bow hunting. He had bought a new compound bow, and I asked him what he was going to do with his old short bow. We talked, and I wound up trading it from him for an NES game. In hindsight, I realize that my hobby is collecting hobbies, and archery was definitely a short-lived one. I spent the money and bought arrows, quiver, new string, etc. Practiced a few times, but never really got any good so I abandoned it. From there on, that bow lived in the trunk of my car with the golf clubs and various other abandoned things. 10 years later, I'm talking with a guy from work who has been going through a rough patch. He was recovering from alcoholism, his wife had left him, and I could tell he was often down; so he was kind of a kindred spirit to me. As I got to know him, he mentioned that he loved bow hunting. I told him how I tried archery, and it didn't stick. At some point, he said that regretted that he only has a compound bow and really wished that he had a standard one. I said, ""follow me."" What followed was a pseudo-spiritual experience that I still look back on and shake my head at. I'm not religious, but Larry had recently been Born Again. When I popped the trunk and fished the bow out and handed it to him, he looked at me like I was the Hand of God. I felt like some out-of-place NPC in a video game. ""It's dangerous to go alone! Take this!"" He was demanding that I take something for it, but I refused. I'd had that thing in there for years, and it was probably in horrible condition from having sat in the trunk of a car for much of that time. I'd never use it again, and I truly wanted him to have it so it could be put to use again. I was nigh-garbage to me, but was ambrosia to him, and I was just happy that I could make him happy. He eventually reconnected with his wife and moved out of state. About a year after that, I got a package at work from him with a double-bladed knife in it. With a note, he again thanked me for the bow, told me how much better his life had been, and said he had seen that knife, and it made him think of me (I used to collect knives, too). Despite it all, I can't help but wonder at the divine providence that *he* experienced and how I was simply an unwitting actor in that play. Even if I'm skeptical of it, I still want to believe in that kind of stuff, and his knife will always make me remember how I played temporary angel to some guy who was going through a hard time in his life. That something seemingly so inconsequential to me seemed to rock his world for the better, and the larger part of me is grateful that I had a part to play in that regardless of how the rest of me may opt to discount it.",4.647942759295496,4.5660411181506895,5.465373776908024,85.59763013698631,69.32534246575342,8.72908023483366,27.64461839530333,8.418075326091056,1.603361702544032,2199,64,487,30,35,720,245,584,0.066,0.804,0.13,0.9904,1,1,3,0,0,0,82.0,1,0,0,5,27,23,2,1,34,0,45,9,3,12,3,80,92,39,0,9,8,2,5,2,1,3,5,3,0,2,46,30,1,3,9,10,6,11,5,6,0,2,43,12,66,17,77,42,12,64,3,3,3,1,58,27,0,10,27,336,112,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762218330996234,0.0,0.0,0.08786695652643754,0.0,0.08515394260187452,0.0,0.0,0.06841267757617245,0.0,0.0,0.05591164391113567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768635349659675,0.0,0.0,0.06322122794054247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263249962269468,0.0,0.2181476995296888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869766515913184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693520746689933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169576199242548,0.054304781320195984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042582121982221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894299882432454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352208694961263,0.0,0.0429559606660457,0.0,0.18690749050764813,0.06896127855834923,0.1972737984971048,0.0,0.0,0.16281919480620735,0.0,0.1750470097274421,0.07365194874318222,0.0,0.08438027005842759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510956846931776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123658012237006,0.04518533500969038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933103148987415,0.0,0.1742208360404864,0.08033596349992084,0.0,0.07260075931796553,0.0,0.13808626937656776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420573079880434,0.07779747289219087,0.10976345440322537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087385635978432,0.1208806440115638,0.0,0.12682450626166264,0.15881497381802187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627486241586584,0.0,0.11142725416830604,0.06253114762524459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807002548574866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772339777583005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864583664994588,0.0,0.0,0.08265266286732914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534301354708993,0.0,0.08118120486637126,0.0,0.09313794028185944,0.0,0.2346268901359599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969792365277418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966377290176498,0.126592189891135,0.0,0.0,0.058194931980447125,0.0,0.13132017491502632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412092351566256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363670026377198,0.13216880985157847,0.0718629072054459,0.0756960794381468,0.0,0.0,0.10924511388240933,0.10536505071838724,0.0,0.0,0.14382743460213496,0.0,0.0,0.1571272874582756,0.0,0.05582120865905278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130320892377879,0.0,0.0,0.0969896271809226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454763087886307,0.0,0.08916284597986543,0.11971261797493254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588387497319701 adhd,JamieStanley1998,2019/05/29,"Elvanse in EU Hi everyone I live in the UK and I’ve recently been prescribed with Elvanse. After reading the information pamphlet you get in the box I read that the medication is available in the EEA (European Economic Area). If the UK leaves the EU and also leaves the EEA (which is looking very likely), how likely is this to affect the availability of this medicine? Hopefully this is just me getting paranoid but it’s kinda scared me that in October I might not be able to get this, as it is having a positive impact on my life. Thanks",3.9096008629989214,6.103764533980581,5.255857605177997,77.76451995685007,73.5631067961165,8.461272923408847,30.861920172599785,9.150863307647796,3.022782955771305,429,20,76,10,9,143,69,103,0.046,0.856,0.099,0.7709999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,10,0,9,2,0,2,0,13,15,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,12,12,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,4,4,55,16,2,0.20821111565437048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665063539641959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989546436990892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263451429975702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680061784949336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409310163323781,0.0,0.0,0.14706566852090858,0.2034428679180763,0.0,0.183854229727281,0.0,0.17484489784020987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975079410144465,0.0,0.22087909037951706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165349210785297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558335793253715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845564949282866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169282124893275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179597604689367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SocialAnxGuy,2019/05/29,"(PLEASE! )Always in a rush when have small talk with people!Is it a symptom of ADHD? Hi guys and girls. Please, i just want to know if the following behaviour is linked with ADHD according to your experience: Everytime that i walk outside and i meet someone and have small talk i am in a RUSH!! While i am talking to them my feet are almost run away. I tend to speak very quickly and i appear really HURRIED! Probably these people who i talk with are sure that i have a very important thing to do! But the reality is that i just CANT be patient and talk with people. My legs are shouting to run away. &#x200B; What is your opinion can you relate?",2.405677655677657,4.8526060634920665,3.6423809523809534,86.21159340659344,79.63492063492063,6.734065934065932,24.77167277167277,7.882392219407189,1.5401570207570217,508,19,98,9,13,165,77,126,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.8187,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,15,3,2,0,1,20,20,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,16,1,15,19,0,16,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,4,3,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468067619635039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448129364165052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005726680102682,0.15633350336980126,0.1753229269941003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112234284637826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113910780832936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286553460367316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929565122943817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005908408807294,0.0,0.0,0.3167647564402949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556439593572513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243311862019613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225281140795938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598757139827272,0.14996809569596198,0.0,0.5798569296406171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585701253605848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810163837185944,0.08510344836618237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753229269941003,0.0 adhd,FueledByDissent,2019/05/29,"Improve in online games with symptoms? By ""improve"" I mean consistently play to climb in ranking online. When I play games like Rocket League or Smash Bros, there are way too many distractions for me to stay focused in me being competitive enough to win regardless of my skill level. Even if I win two matches or figure out what I'm doing wrong, I find myself clouded with emotions and useless thoughts to where I can't focus enough to win anymore and I always get a losing streak. Breaks don't work. \*\*Meanwhile my non-ADHD friends seem to have no issues in climbing with rank and steady practice. It's certainly defeating to see.",5.600769230769231,7.553371128205129,5.314188034188035,80.1169230769231,68.48717948717949,7.2512820512820495,30.948717948717945,7.793537801064563,2.2432153846153846,510,21,85,6,9,157,87,117,0.122,0.645,0.233,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,11,5,13,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,12,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,5,0,1,1,1,11,8,18,10,2,13,0,3,1,0,4,7,0,4,2,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494479264859185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270733761664325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584468893688734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334781316147044,0.0,0.4289318914199972,0.0,0.13709204980644749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897069478577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036107495873725,0.0,0.10844202952205323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663970559110754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140379577667316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322076108210341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104342251447741,0.0,0.22609472293852986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539920400493616,0.1889556932779288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123235565188565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573530053797665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647802093791425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275688819487014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475222080528532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110684351265566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269353151714737,0.0,0.0 adhd,Imnotsure65,2019/05/29,"I've been doing the same old gym routine for years because I keep forgetting to look up a new routine or lose interest in it when I do. Any advice how I can educate myself on exercising and maintain a good workout? I've been doing starting strength on and off for years, and I desperately want something new. Last year I went from a 5x5 to a 3x10 and then a 5,3,1 routine of the same basic exercises: Squat, Bench, Deadlift, Military Press, and Bent over rows. Then I got busy with work and stopped going for a while. Now I'm back on 5x5 and I'm trying to figure out a new routine. I'm so unorganized that I don't even track my progress, and I have no idea why I do the exercises I do. I've tried to read about muscle groups and diets but just get bored and distracted. The only reason I even know the exercises I do is because a friend trained me. He moved away like 3 or 4 years ago and now I'm just doing the same thing, it's silly I know. I feel like I'm doing so little compared to other people at the gym, but I don't know where I would even start if I wanted to make a change. So I'm here because I know someone has to relate to this, or if not give me some tips on finding/managing a routine?",4.465704874835306,4.244615122529645,5.86626086956522,83.04576811594205,69.71146245059288,8.643899868247695,29.51488801054019,8.238735603445708,1.85376279314888,938,32,205,12,15,319,140,253,0.054000000000000006,0.852,0.094,0.8385,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,16,10,0,1,17,0,17,5,0,3,0,43,40,26,0,5,10,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,13,1,2,8,8,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,3,22,7,26,35,4,37,0,1,1,0,4,14,0,6,22,130,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723190364044248,0.11541623170357905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854183605002443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232908050749525,0.10011731381194217,0.0,0.23810982233489705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773646930536454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579916118381695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583405168466051,0.0930163466164642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059375498218573,0.0,0.06802517974090208,0.12490163838091554,0.07399680649415524,0.10920727406294928,0.10413444679047368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146982228405553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157295347030022,0.0,0.0,0.286222492806842,0.10613202129429318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722025702617654,0.13049662584866245,0.0,0.0,0.1093369016598034,0.14566275209829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869108570613776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838413812741504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772497566812804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136625113999601,0.0,0.0,0.0990245006899462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026568429121463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302372510333656,0.0,0.0,0.1338693580963259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031974607467633,0.1002358734109949,0.0,0.0,0.1843153148758996,0.0,0.0,0.10885471586989932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650043431039288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679724506256836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359304552116526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069857375090495,0.11748706827984474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947886187240563,0.0,0.0,0.09249177685644454,0.0,0.0,0.3353833191886749 adhd,lunathehoopfairy,2019/05/29,"Success story in progress! This is gonna be a long one. Hello! I [28F] have been struggling with multiple mental health issues for over a decade. I've been ""diagnosed"" schizophrenic (it was a misdiagnosis and never actually made it on my chart.. they wrote ""psychosis?"" - question mark and all), have a proper diagnosis of depression, anxiety, traits of BPD, PTSD, likely Depersonalization Disorder (no one wants to formally diagnose me as they don't know enough about it) and possibly PMDD. Phew. I went to a walk in counseling clinic and got a referral for a psychiatrist that was covered by health care, catch was that I had to be put on a 6 month waiting list. It was worth it. I started seeing Dr. A about three months ago, and received my ADD diagnosis about two months ago from him. I had been reading and having conversations about women with ADD, how it looks different in girls than in boys, how ADD/ADHD is often the main problem but people develop side-issues because the main one isn't dealt with. Reading so many articles and the process of being diagnosed has clicked so perfectly into place and my life has changed significantly. Dr. A gave me a prescription for Vyvanse, and it's been like night and day. This is the first time in my life that I have hope for my future. I'm able to think logically, apply CBT and DBT skills, was able to see that the relationship I had been in for the past year was actually making me worse and broke up with him, finish tasks, have less racing thoughts because I'm able to accomplish all of my goals that day instead of going to bed thinking ""shoot I forgot about that!"", and I'm finding purpose in my work. I'm so grateful that I didn't give up on myself after so many let downs by the health care system. I'm so grateful this medication is working. I'm grateful that I finally found a meaningful job that I look forward to going to. Speaking on that, the week where my relationship was coming to an end and it was easily one of the hardest weeks I've had to experience, I had to attend conferences at work and made a huge effort to present myself professionally. I was actually able to compartmentalize my home life and work life, and a few people came up to tell me how articulate and well spoken I was (WHAT?!) when I asked questions to the speakers. In a crowded room. On a microphone. Not only that, but I might be getting a promotion out of nowhere and learned that the executive team VOTED for me (5 to 1) to take that position. They recognized me and even if I don't get the job, I feel so proud of myself. Life is good. Also, I fixed a clogged sink all by myself and was able to impress my landlord (who I really want to have a good relationship with because unfortunately my ex involved him in the drama when we were breaking up as to who should get to stay in the house). By doing so I was able to reduce my rent a little bit as he's compensating me for the time I spent and I can look forward to saving money in the future by doing odd jobs that will count toward rent. I actually look forward to cleaning and organizing, but instead of getting hyper-focused and lost in my task, I give myself a goal or timeline, then stop. So happy. So freaking happy and proud of myself.",5.850791044161831,6.432704558587482,6.75845906902087,75.05986994279131,66.81701444622793,9.664221920401694,32.025723340330075,9.661875296680813,2.9581279087953245,2552,100,477,51,39,851,297,623,0.055999999999999994,0.7979999999999999,0.145,0.9967,6,0,0,1,0,0,83.0,1,0,3,18,26,22,0,1,38,0,51,16,0,6,5,78,99,49,0,6,6,1,1,2,0,4,16,2,7,3,28,37,0,3,12,4,5,13,7,6,1,7,36,10,58,16,90,54,9,77,0,3,7,0,32,35,0,7,34,335,86,17,0.3808701562880721,0.0,0.2477828875710673,0.0,0.07628865226162483,0.0,0.11253947105304796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050763621063162304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856077117881901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934369707292202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160874560821135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930192769349107,0.0,0.07994877147548916,0.0,0.0,0.07260233230436501,0.12944083600032466,0.0,0.06715168729538162,0.054680985848962735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187658073464207,0.0,0.05467381791940157,0.19328759568929346,0.0,0.06632137487342257,0.07275169935816797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056222985036598366,0.06559011407599014,0.0,0.04192685769271294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209401601713125,0.0,0.0,0.03209656581449871,0.0,0.0,0.06953743990457015,0.058018070467106365,0.05399466006183743,0.0,0.06960074460751113,0.0,0.0,0.13265929121635384,0.12178845305873405,0.07215242899156912,0.10648527227742127,0.05076944285574983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514778787347706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024235829213872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367397016855186,0.06304833389359367,0.0,0.0732455039583991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250982999719385,0.18897743044334836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034886046213472015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491092325785595,0.22418321254579196,0.06202463995588385,0.06362199246347673,0.0,0.05617635050501405,0.21322333778796948,0.0,0.0692941278680271,0.0,0.0,0.12012951697829648,0.04237229780458682,0.1287141861804202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394776881459252,0.06397125598693014,0.06734050790165551,0.0,0.0,0.15200346251794666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048958424071618385,0.0,0.0,0.05957014013739794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720583165986115,0.04827815275393864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060597276755575025,0.08801580344837841,0.0,0.06632137487342257,0.0,0.0,0.07156231240370696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060740216988255026,0.07420280516363473,0.06381328401875944,0.14222058042424668,0.0,0.12699107505381746,0.0,0.040665862475978684,0.0,0.0,0.2044560055882192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116806771207552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493030949143892,0.06765948503604644,0.0,0.05307075081558225,0.0,0.06636136385484533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477278262754734,0.0,0.055482884021242435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134873909550919,0.0,0.05039472674723864,0.0740294836694124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200913334920336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488236206139555,0.0,0.10183702188020588,0.0,0.05707466852832028,0.058845075108975874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848520066129232,0.0,0.06468987131755152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040877982221822304 adhd,Cranebow,2019/05/29,"Question about refills when dosage changes. My original and initial prescription of 1 daily 15MG Adderall was filled on 5/9 was not working for me. Taken at 6:30am I was good as garbage by 1pm. I began taking an additional 7.5 in the afternoons to get me through work and function properly as needed. Unfortunately this is going to leave me exactly 7 days short so I called my doctors office and had my follow up visit scheduled for the 31st instead of the 9th. I’m not concerned with the doctor visit as my doctor is very to the point and he’s helped tremendously through other ailments (he’s a great listener and knows I’m not after drugs). This being said, I’m certain that once I discuss the dose being too low, I’m going to be changed to XR or something that can get me at least 8-10 hours on a single dose. (I don’t have the luxury of only being a close to functioning human at my 8am-5pm Monday - Friday job). My concern is that I’ve read that in some cases a pharmacy will not refill a controlled substance unless it’s so many days from the original filling date. I would be 9 days shy from that date. Is that something I should be worried about considering that my prescription is going to be changed to an increased dose? Thanks for any help / advice",6.6406122448979605,6.627883081632657,7.032551020408164,75.81209183673471,65.12244897959185,9.448979591836736,34.64285714285714,9.04235418022936,3.0433265306122443,1005,42,181,15,14,328,146,245,0.042,0.8690000000000001,0.09,0.91,1,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,15,0,22,7,0,3,2,25,40,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,11,8,0,1,2,1,0,9,5,1,0,0,7,2,18,4,35,23,4,35,0,1,0,0,12,12,0,3,14,119,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319274626388684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918095181573107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378574347430082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284591141458912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151422042429591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612054042406167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145567362543473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656547736850476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141071368139422,0.0,0.2301830903609191,0.11323762481419633,0.0,0.14884590256032373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809849460004052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295488610078482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397380319501825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419642036656535,0.0,0.0,0.14295311971958213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368760994946859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010612002108656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437782501951819,0.0,0.10267905094012034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762543184545422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123894959841186,0.0,0.13504372392673816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284227531350915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787025999192826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150860432415243,0.0,0.0,0.12429648090224812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139507007445996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657368313292947,0.13710635389941728,0.0,0.09590523356558893,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oneknotforalot,2019/05/29,"Feeling really defeated I just got out of my appointment with my GP... She won't/can't prescripe any ADHD medications until she gets confirmation from one of my parents/educators that I had symptoms through childhood. The problem is, I'm a girl. Girls already 'hide' it better, and once it got really bad around puberty, I had learned to hide it, how to cope with most of it, and I was just lazy/not reaching my full potential according to my parents and teachers. So yeah, no one actually knew how much I struggled to begin with. Everyone's attention was on my two younger brothers who have autism (not that I blame the boys, bless their hearts). I can't think of anyone who can actually attest to my ADHD. I don't have a lot of outright hyperactivity, that part is all in my head. Yeah, I'm smart, and that's what got me by. Not the essays written 12hrs before it was due. But I did 'well enough' I'm just feeling really defeated and questioning myself. If no one saw that I have ADHD, then do I really actually have it or am I just making it up? Urg. This is gonna be my mental spiral until my next appointment, in a month",4.306409090909092,5.593524413636366,5.917045454545455,77.13056818181819,70.77272727272727,9.318181818181818,29.65909090909091,9.673873057562805,2.8225,881,35,169,21,16,301,128,220,0.11900000000000001,0.79,0.09,-0.8129,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,0,1,6,2,19,4,2,3,1,33,35,14,0,2,9,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,16,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,5,1,4,12,3,27,4,24,21,7,15,1,2,1,0,11,7,0,5,8,124,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.3645569437502611,0.0,0.4489665639778724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741704940374114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468164937322084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707116528043059,0.0,0.0,0.11085414727018426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039736392114286,0.0,0.0,0.10596207782933413,0.0,0.0,0.11013273628959087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286681888442403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189895067712087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259277270561498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505946427533796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987833922645243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779914778507026,0.0,0.0,0.14756338539619535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586717604782102,0.0,0.0,0.08312177669592907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544639859096945,0.12549247339916764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939511208238087,0.0,0.09154061297558844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243434328477627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261565483506574,0.2531452218548154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827089517702382,0.13484904402051928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915414113825736,0.0,0.0,0.13949712359368382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31909704358867697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018115026517713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942973439486805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979094922792145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164337556417848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196343125606116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abjudesam,2019/05/29,"Effective Strategies for being more careful and evaluating/communicating status and issues proactively I know this is an issue that plagues many of us with ADHD. I am working with a professional, but I am interested in sharing your tried and true strategies. What do you do within the realm of your relationships (especially romantic) to make sure that you're more careful about things that may impact your partner (even if small). This is an area I am trying to actively work on but I think that I keep messing up. I just simply don't see as much risk or need for planning that neurotypical feels and then end up screwing up as a result. Concrete example: my tire has been struggling for a while. I kept putting it off. I saw a small bubble in it, took it to the mechanic, and he was like okay it's fine to drive for a bit. When my partner looked at it, she was a lot more scrutinizing, and felt that I'd not taken care of this properly. How do you become more keenly aware, scrutinizing, and communicative to others so that expectations are clear and there is a plan?",6.8059735973597375,7.1834830792079245,7.2146039603960395,73.31946369636964,64.74257425742574,10.297689768976898,33.16996699669967,10.125756701596842,3.2573056105610565,850,33,156,18,12,278,130,202,0.057,0.77,0.17300000000000001,0.9708,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,5,0,5,7,15,1,2,11,1,17,2,0,4,3,33,33,19,0,3,6,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,18,10,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,8,5,18,11,26,23,7,19,0,0,3,1,12,12,1,4,5,117,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272144045821926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710491375394138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507148095653735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904928248545135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142031276499095,0.0,0.0,0.10591620337866373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108278510831413,0.0,0.1539706544346065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33474815132864744,0.0,0.14253524966009534,0.0,0.0,0.08812960877976239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834374839397487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346619306397081,0.0,0.0,0.13633225479694422,0.0,0.0,0.1070414803032554,0.16257977191042902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788297977098305,0.11890483597903925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120599396997198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216652253936018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778608062822916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764298822606313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113731056401966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065359938738152,0.10275215063559752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431011832090236,0.0,0.0,0.17816575236556778,0.21774769533879865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289321841884516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23348783816407184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,61114311536123511,2019/05/29,"The issue with taking adhd medication I'm a combination of pretty bad depression and severe adhd and I cannot for the life of me take adhd meds regularly. It doesn't matter how much they help or whatever, it just doesn't work. I was on strattera (60mg taken morning) but my psych literally said it doesn't matter if I can't take meds regularly anyway. I'm super desperate for something, I function so little off of medication. What can I do?",2.0848275862068992,4.723270183908049,5.1639195402298865,73.53553448275864,82.79310344827587,7.617931034482758,23.64252873563219,8.548686976883017,2.226651494252874,354,13,61,9,10,128,60,87,0.136,0.755,0.11,0.2028,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,1,0,10,15,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,8,1,8,12,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972491624394242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831357147091505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267692940641938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110339033787303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289898876311358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700581231642793,0.0,0.16602810765454168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680069057984611,0.3337565088396706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177422288301246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852894164196372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757420579278855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871410577921674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275279898870906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736519577030171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059756251624365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VaultDwellerSam,2019/05/29,Again I am up can't really sleep and fuck my adhd. Any tips? y u do dis world.,-3.8854385964912272,-2.52346094736842,0.5431578947368436,102.44877192982456,105.84210526315788,4.63859649122807,6.333333333333332,6.42735559955562,-1.7234350877192983,58,0,17,1,3,22,19,19,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.5809,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882940347322554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33288253407669943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525426770685047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135916496442637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489861970263236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CommonDeviation,2019/05/29,"After 2 months on ritalin, I don't know if it's helping or making me worse It's really weird. After finally getting diagnosed, I was immediately put on ritalin. The first week was amazing and then things started to get weird, so they upped my dose. Now I'm lethargic all the time, my body aches, my hands and feet are always cold but the worst thing is the anxiety, and extreme panic attacks. But on the plus side I can concentrate, actually achieve things and I can go hours and hours working without a break. It's really weird because unless I force myself to do things like first thing in the morning, I feel completely unable to do anything. But if I force myself, I can just be there and do it and it's great. It's just the thinking about doing it that hinders everything. I just don't know. Every fortnight I get phone calls from the nurse asking me to say if I think it's helping or not, and it's really difficult to say. The ups and downs are extreme but that could just be my other disorder. The thing I'm most worried about is the anxiety, it comes with intrusive thoughts and there's a massive sense of panic and desperation with it. It's hard for me to know what's just my crazy brain and what's the meds. Any advice would be well appreciated. Should I be concerned?",4.123744539213647,5.566351909090912,5.087742874973998,82.30287289369674,71.41106719367589,8.330268358643645,28.33555231953401,8.841846274778883,2.1805699604743087,1015,38,199,19,19,332,132,253,0.192,0.725,0.083,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,12,12,1,2,14,0,22,8,4,1,1,46,39,25,0,6,17,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,23,16,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,8,1,2,3,6,23,4,25,29,3,25,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,6,14,145,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.11207960831533212,0.0,0.0,0.1122326699204659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556659659413087,0.0,0.0,0.0781037332243113,0.0,0.1757239094778561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945139361077623,0.0,0.10737171382764142,0.13066145792848186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700131029254384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757539064614487,0.0,0.12821352956541782,0.11727738607348782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893537905421647,0.1204208071978656,0.0,0.0,0.09170048687840296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657301131340847,0.0,0.0,0.13163107506364174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676830220793788,0.0,0.10322214650881238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807294539215541,0.0,0.0,0.1258154524576654,0.0,0.1953871927209514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001729108093556,0.0,0.0652734017239627,0.0,0.0,0.12662544035122614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028854055021347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396660633608206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262134289190255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893600207958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611119815658072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666502861294816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757539064614487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916742809728238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26950965179245034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545862506080072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207326252167731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826708573205171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129328927677137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578179409798306,0.14718586750113305,0.0,0.0911801664813308,0.0669714976267219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212785948391808,0.0,0.10326631602510217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071384580951914,0.0,0.08361408933672784,0.116638430341935,0.11704465163537008,0.08158801971258965,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fearofthedark88,2019/05/29,"Do any of you take short-acting as well as extended release medications daily? Im just wondering if that would help me avoid these peaks and valleys in my energy and focus, or would keeping my dosage low help with not developing a tolerance. I take adderall 10mg 3 times daily of the short acting. When i was a child however, I took short acting and long acting ritalin and I remember not struggling with energy or school at all. What are your thoughts?",5.617248062015506,6.953408011627908,6.465116279069767,74.2401550387597,67.72093023255815,10.38449612403101,30.6124031007752,10.504223727775694,3.44944031007752,363,14,64,10,6,120,62,86,0.071,0.765,0.16399999999999998,0.8022,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,20,11,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,3,0,9,1,8,6,1,12,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,4,3,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080600948490675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169983627764962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542547908908064,0.0,0.0,0.2101831798995056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092662971720998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382161295980384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26787158202991845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393177353926671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472071746268813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555882639919835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877287821047244,0.13788610144474964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26272409436040584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261268198938116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643891778835537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359594562292612,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chieftopher77,2019/05/29,"How to talk to my doctor about my ADHD meds I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression about 6 months ago and have been taking lexapro since then. I've felt worlds better but I'm still scatterbrained most of the day and have a hard time paying attention. I brought this to my therapist's attention to which she recommended that I speak with my physician about ADHD testing and medication. She rents her office space from him so she sent him a heads up text to let him know what we would be visiting about. He diagnosed me and prescribed me to 5mg IR Focalin. I've had it for about a week now and I can tell that it helps but it isn't nearly strong enough and it only lasts a couple of hours max. I wonder the best way to speak to him about adjusting my medication as to not seem as if I'm trying to just get the best shit out there. The stigma around this drug, especially where I live, just makes me a bit nervous to talk about it. I don't want to get my script pulled and blow my shot at treating this thing. &#x200B; Also for reference: after he gave me my prescription he presented me with a drug test and told me to put it in the bathroom box on my way out. I have the first months script but now I'm worried that he will either pull it just for that or start to be suspicious of my intentions. I have no problem being honest with him about my marijuana use, but I honestly figured he would've seen by now from my past two blood tests.",5.593619755069263,5.460102604095564,5.992515559124673,82.79714916683399,67.32764505119454,9.761011845011044,28.839389680786987,9.478462496947786,2.186672917084924,1145,34,243,21,17,369,165,293,0.099,0.8109999999999999,0.09,0.3536,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,5,21,11,1,1,12,0,16,11,3,4,0,45,35,21,0,4,11,0,2,0,0,2,8,2,1,0,17,17,0,0,9,0,2,6,4,4,0,2,9,5,38,7,46,20,6,37,0,1,1,0,25,11,1,5,18,166,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791291908525926,0.0,0.10294142891097324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286838902013084,0.0,0.12582581738517493,0.14110955182275636,0.0,0.0,0.08883843379377687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033795083403105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437406246914372,0.10270674043471943,0.12678288597411533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849462609680487,0.0,0.07489365407800577,0.0,0.10002181257789268,0.2357371578740678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188630414864607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693457450472913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999239026516285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150213511582054,0.0,0.0,0.09877934218666767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213453099463322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402885198953626,0.0,0.11918194663597165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778388792059295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143637583980486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382150924765331,0.09466070555226404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874985957494855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102544111517697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751706741520761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899323637072813,0.2339756757640969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853862588192098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883214037380724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108583539439632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111985280588713,0.0,0.11674180763292218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571955941801807,0.0,0.0,0.11920483911726433,0.09606318091731376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219676558246483,0.0,0.09274083899063064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731462107718621,0.18668032268400453,0.10150194074674948,0.0,0.0,0.1348348208044383,0.07715100534733096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771580458982862,0.0,0.0,0.11096631935368416,0.0,0.07884402724655895,0.0,0.11344124390791145,0.0,0.0,0.1002982453667073,0.0,0.0,0.06849594438910539,0.18435572799657232,0.09315174889568237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593704125532526,0.0,0.11793472501871255,0.0,0.16498954317916847,0.0,0.14110955182275636,0.0 adhd,xoxomy,2019/05/29,Will taking adderal with vitamin D have side effects of lower effectiveness? My doctor prescribed me aderall he knows I take vitamin D because of a deficiency. But I don’t want the effectiveness to wear out. Is it okay?,3.4117499999999983,6.5191266750000025,5.525000000000002,69.70000000000002,82.25,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,3.9166000000000007,177,10,27,5,5,61,35,40,0.055999999999999994,0.741,0.203,0.5803,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,4,1,3,0,8,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929359502546801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918584696685687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640951255993633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7226205112311155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834380642158338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Piersandmntns2,2019/05/29,"How do you go about communicating your disorder to others? I officially got diagnosed yesterday with ADHD on my second visit with a psychologist, and have an appointment set up with my primary care physician to begin treatment. I'm so excited to have an explanation for why certain parts of life have always felt so difficult! With this excitement I'd told a number of friends. Instead of them sharing in my excitement, the reaction has almost exclusively been a mix of ""you don't seem like you have ADHD, I've never thought you have that"" ""doesn't everyone have trouble concentrating"" and of course a comment about how the medication is an addictive party drug. On the other hand, the diagnosis makes perfect sense to my wife and parents - the ones who have lived with me for the most amount of time through my life - and they were not surprised at all. It's difficult to not feel down though about the negative feedback from other people who I'm close to, about something I'm so excited about. Has anyone else had a similar experience to this and how to handle it? I don't know any adults with ADHD who may have shared this experience. TL;DR my friends know more about ADHD than my psychologist",8.3750303030303,8.34978238181818,8.562727272727273,66.32575757575759,61.54545454545455,12.242424242424242,37.87878787878788,11.698219412168324,4.6922424242424245,964,43,162,27,12,317,129,220,0.069,0.754,0.17800000000000002,0.9763,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,2,1,14,16,0,0,15,0,19,8,1,4,4,31,34,12,0,0,2,2,3,1,2,1,7,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,7,3,17,13,37,26,5,14,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,4,5,123,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438952770834394,0.6345348431152085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217506843715296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983136332625358,0.0,0.0,0.08976190224004421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229477087039732,0.1352456450661598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457886286038656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397330464716728,0.0,0.0,0.15127901322822734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307361759199584,0.0,0.11026583845458393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612796932325593,0.0,0.2582351079994321,0.0,0.0,0.06674121494437751,0.0,0.12673699514661638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395978225634329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501644879886132,0.0,0.10556937205759474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450832542241054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646555599641126,0.06448664712399424,0.0,0.11655501080973013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881084491034753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329722253880556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180356126529427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944400124801202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656609392221318,0.14293895780401575,0.0,0.09150950432517564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016432936415325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161707811186378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296855383796627,0.10479019186474156,0.07696801131866987,0.0,0.0,0.12612796932325593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910598659199495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,magnisonofthor,2019/05/29,"Struggling with medication and symptom relief Hello friends, I'm 25 and was diagnosed with ADHD 6 months ago after many years of clinical depression and anxiety struggles. This new diagnosis was a wave of discovery for me. It filled in all of the missing puzzle pieces that previous diagnoses failed to. Beginning my treatment started with not responding well to Strattera, so I began taking methylphenidate/Ritalin abiut 3 months ago. Immediately I saw improvement. I got organized, disciplined in my daily life, exercised, studied, and excelled at work. I was very happy. After one month the symptom relief decreased, and the doctor increased the dosage from 5mg twice a day, to 10mg twice a day, then to 10mg 3 times a day. I felt that this worked for about a month before symptom relief disappeared and the only thing it helped with was giving me energy. I fell off the wagon with all of my journaling, daily habits, exercise, and studying. I've sent this information to my doctor and am waiting for a reply, but I'm nervous due to their attitude in the past. They treated me like I was looking for study drugs, or that I was just looking for meds to help with tasks and not have all day symptom relief. My question to you all is how do you navigate the medication search. I feel that Ritalin helps at times, but I don't know how to 'rate' it and know if I'm looking for too much or too little. I'm afraid to switch to something else and feel worse, but I risk not potentially finding something better. I almost wish they gave a little sample pack to try things for a few days at a time, since switching medicine risks going days without anything for backup. Any guidance or experience is greatly appreciated. This subreddit has been such a wonderful place for help and support, I can't thank you all enough.",7.772356637863318,7.971212805970154,7.735868028279658,71.00402199528673,62.731343283582106,10.754124116260801,36.73605655930872,10.426177893888326,3.9597164179104483,1450,64,244,31,19,467,189,335,0.08199999999999999,0.754,0.165,0.9852,0,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,3,5,9,23,0,6,18,0,15,16,0,2,5,51,43,23,0,2,12,0,3,1,1,0,16,0,0,0,13,18,0,2,9,2,0,6,6,9,1,3,13,8,27,14,43,30,10,41,0,3,4,0,18,10,0,8,26,159,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622760450903948,0.0,0.15670480560702274,0.0,0.08850981816516475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010823175176362,0.0,0.06761810888658737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273743956669686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752133806817204,0.0,0.0,0.07817377301160626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420254302175067,0.0,0.07613017840482854,0.17942798098788587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094182300601214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250433927631074,0.0,0.07383850393907823,0.0,0.0,0.09133049924479902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646238176059362,0.0,0.0,0.08938528072951718,0.0,0.08486826243301779,0.0,0.08078685966061518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682898955679345,0.0,0.0,0.08479174321315618,0.050234074558022035,0.0,0.07069355843814991,0.09745028822683062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409279974734153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369838181512452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715366598271714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062432471760572976,0.043182889772739486,0.17718000392273153,0.0,0.0,0.222676017931484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961358772852789,0.0,0.0,0.0981813650924606,0.17808725396212272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822082222659019,0.0,0.06497682107234906,0.0,0.0,0.08536761382902819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059895352278108015,0.06722457882182489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437825756104048,0.0,0.0,0.09234873826829393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901703020353728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311712228445298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360938823411006,0.0,0.0,0.06256289770013643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480884129602093,0.0,0.0,0.1003039257484627,0.0,0.36748422016617777,0.06645828053535398,0.0,0.0,0.0813776374166284,0.0,0.0,0.11744477829033828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462276131725267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600110086563496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729310078347951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794732261767944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164413905410193,0.08520480682959418,0.09585518569839696,0.12869794700159856,0.0,0.09007696246219096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692026271083584 adhd,NormalUserThirty,2019/05/29,"Tips for measuring the effectiveness of ADHD tools? Hello. I was wondering if anyone had any tips for measuring the effectiveness of ADHD tools. I was thinking of setting up a 4-5 question Google Survey I could do every day which would log the results to a Google Sheet, but I actually don't know what the questions would be, or whether something out there has already been made for people with ADHD. That way I could see over time if what I'm doing is helping make things better.",7.596923076923076,7.44981396703297,7.587120879120878,73.08287912087914,63.17582417582418,9.917362637362636,34.683516483516485,9.3871,3.174193846153845,385,15,67,6,5,124,65,91,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.7684,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,5,0,21,21,5,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,5,1,11,11,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,6,2,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.16634562568341751,0.0,0.6145840199411629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810826775770095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591951976541208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919049451006745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075915497197845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272198932429268,0.0,0.0,0.10993342748269123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436209852894306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425660675611232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936810647722588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129459028174464,0.11378423197891754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181763925521286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819113041685698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358355751498038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312294258558687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324690397311392,0.10922470906727494,0.0,0.0,0.09939734661036097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353042344123102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184857993145948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421816134328004,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hdz122,2019/05/29,ADHD and weight lose what can I do Hello everyone I was wondering if anyone could help me I’m a 17 year old girl who just started taking adderall xr 40mg for my adhd and so my weight that i at started was 198 pounds and I went down to 180 pounds which i have always struggled with weight but i want to continue with my weight lose because my adderall gives me this sense of will power to keep losing but I want to know how much calories I can take and not feel crappy while on my meds. I do eat less and a lot of things just don’t look Appetizing to me so I’ll eat something but I’ll only intake half or less and I take in a lot of water and I also wanna know what foods to avoid on my meds and I do work out every weekday and rest on the weekends I just want to know what I can do to keep losing this weight to reach my goal of 150 so I can continue to 120 I don’t want to do this in a dangerous way I want to take the safe way,1.200119352088663,2.4198139565217405,3.182011935208866,93.93675191815859,78.51690821256041,6.03000852514919,19.90593918726911,6.522977012572876,-0.040205228758170015,727,16,175,6,17,246,103,207,0.10300000000000001,0.809,0.08900000000000001,-0.7823,1,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,7,8,8,1,2,6,0,16,9,0,1,0,40,38,20,0,8,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,12,9,4,5,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,7,27,1,28,33,6,19,0,4,1,0,5,8,0,5,8,118,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070405657439204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342990577827355,0.07640314062564074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420397729995829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559737516987002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331228111183595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879133658943668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736387467157786,0.0877397191948335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046427889780209015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103135382451232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808389202434326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061546255149734976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632309707214268,0.0,0.0,0.151388673588379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710723385955126,0.4109006829410785,0.0,0.15612731828943716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039867664913176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749962997026614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635159270411348,0.0,0.0,0.06983465981396192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068895144172002,0.0,0.0,0.12998396581835586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599214148092262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761544360319909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100236165532667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079455107138817,0.14576783208265734,0.0,0.5590714236809613,0.0,0.08511978125814088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957688693586053,0.06684740540683062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059130265337446065 adhd,brannagas,2019/05/29,"Magic mushrooms with ADHD I've tried shrooms twice in my life a few months ago(once a month for two months). My experience felt vastly different to my friend who is a neurotypical. I find that I can handle 3g of shrooms very easily and can ""get off"" the high and refocus myself on the reality of things if need be. For example, talk to people, deal with situations like small injuries and just know what's going on. while he gets uncontrollably moody from them and has had frequent small panic attacks mid trip. We were once in an open field and he asked me what I think about, but I don't really think about anything serious or have these crazy thoughts that people praise shrooms for. I personally feel very primal and down to nature when tripping and feel like the world is simple so to speak. Drink, eat, shit, life goes on kind of a vibe. He tells me that he personally can experience deep thoughts that can stress him out and he just zones off sometimes into serious long thought trains. I was diagnosed as a child with ADHD but am planning to re-diagnose next month for a more accurate diagnosis. I was 14 and now 23 for perspective. What I am wondering I guess is do people with ADHD experience shrooms differently compared to neurotypicals? I'd love to hear how you guys trip on shrooms and if this is something that can actually be compared, or is it just my own self with shrooms. Thanks for the read.",6.3037276933245225,7.134058610486893,6.3128222075347,77.77667547918045,65.89138576779027,10.027671293236397,32.18528310200485,10.056822442137396,3.067053491958581,1127,44,215,25,17,357,162,267,0.081,0.8340000000000001,0.085,0.6482,2,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,1,2,9,15,2,3,11,0,22,7,1,1,0,42,41,21,0,3,9,0,3,2,1,0,3,2,0,5,13,19,2,0,11,2,0,4,1,8,0,2,8,5,20,7,36,31,3,33,1,0,0,1,24,19,1,6,12,131,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.09673871490953537,0.0,0.35741287484285883,0.0,0.08787470283352962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157734361796573,0.0,0.09267521335457336,0.11277717435133593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022009323265787,0.0,0.20123416698363292,0.0,0.207144073238659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711180363117096,0.0,0.1014369760848586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29091090374898604,0.0,0.0,0.10024842507377367,0.07082005448397352,0.0951824459040741,0.0,0.0906050233498707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658928207490891,0.0,0.10358495276958243,0.0,0.05633910659987738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920528067943877,0.09815645106334314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172917990435996,0.0,0.0,0.10473859871970884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323091830199163,0.054480457662727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400399912911724,0.09686195880396127,0.0,0.0,0.08772886633834262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947066950480663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165054648162423,0.0,0.0,0.0735052608554994,0.0,0.0,0.10542820592686902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111450885064358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631026268741622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617733050393075,0.1731168046567078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915901397479007,0.0,0.06350661767125887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341649138181112,0.0,0.10175776579522204,0.0,0.11142873211007548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763168010187022,0.09804426813911384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355558573057872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967869716919994,0.08664590121301839,0.09126759932575378,0.0,0.0,0.06585902041507488,0.12703980580343413,0.0,0.23609965086132784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730424803488944,0.0,0.09683774261667596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358887313013534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750462853606252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Redz0ne,2019/05/29,"Amphetamine-psychosis and Vyvanse... Your experiences with reducing/tapering/quitting Vyvanse? I've been on vyvanse for at least 5 years at about 40mg once daily. That, plus other drugs (one of which being cannabis) has resulted in a psychotic break and I want this to stop as best I can. I've been reading that cessation of amphetamine use can result in the symptoms being reduced if not eliminated, but considering the long-term use of the vyvanse, and the antidepressants, and all the rest... I'm asking what your opinions are (not medical, I'm going to be talking with this with my doctor about cessation/reduction to taking no medication for the ADHD... as sucky as it may be to be scatterbrained, it's better than being delusional, paranoid, and hallucinating.) Do you have any experience with vyvanse such that you can give me a head's up as to what you experienced when you ceased using it either cold-turkey or tapering (and if tapering, how long and at what rate did you have to go for you to be off of it with minimal withdrawl?) As much as it helps me be functional, if the vyvanse is a big part of why I'm experiencing this psychosis, I want off of it. And yeah, I have decided to not smoke cannabis either. Also reducing my caffeine intake, and weaning myself off nicotine as well... just to cover all possible bases other than the anti-depressants I'm on (Mirtazepine) But it's the ADHD medication that I'm curious about here, and what you've had to deal with when getting off it.",8.572887864823343,7.730239788530469,9.05741167434716,65.62040322580647,61.50896057347671,12.415873015873014,39.283410138248854,11.629938488055165,4.72641198156682,1187,54,204,31,14,399,144,279,0.04,0.892,0.069,0.7789,0,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,8,0,2,11,3,0,0,12,1,23,7,1,6,2,43,39,28,0,5,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,22,17,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,2,17,3,50,26,9,21,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,6,5,162,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278266438736262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907039927077207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274933749768402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275054970151521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431320578191559,0.120625169718257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061128321178315,0.11747182382255257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960013229750698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816817899050412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668296302538164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125773121041802,0.13083695492445147,0.15502625844351525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997467429563648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141881024704533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414003119097048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121933304405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026176002073303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452500538052056,0.09242085619698706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769621975566258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375833762726088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506670973670832,0.13642611549233727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140274838521265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176060818935166,0.10254770954410007,0.10962447796271817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533894509336203,0.0,0.0,0.16089177559285284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263027645102878,0.0,0.12307004500498793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783017737781401 adhd,wildchildgypsystyle,2019/05/29,"Mallinckrodt Generic Adderall I've had past experiences with this white, flowery candy, but it seems it's back on the market. The company has been sued for other medication for them not being equal to brand name, but they keep on making and selling horrible drugs. I was given it recently, tried to take it back, but had to take it. Six days in and I took it to my psychiatrist. He flushed it and wrote me a new script. I discovered the FDA needs to know about side effects of certain medications, and if YOU don't report it to them, it will continue to be sold. So please, if you've had a bad experience, go report it so it can be gone! Here is the link. [https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/medwatch/index.cfm](https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/medwatch/index.cfm)",6.838467153284668,8.777841058394166,6.376357664233577,73.74847810218981,65.42335766423358,8.983649635036498,31.94817518248175,9.3871,2.9233772262773723,623,25,107,12,10,193,94,137,0.073,0.882,0.045,-0.6958,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,3,1,6,2,0,0,6,0,13,3,0,2,1,21,26,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,4,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,10,1,9,1,15,12,1,14,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,3,7,73,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31437937434299673,0.17068577213852512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183677769295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370673159795121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999324306052456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617905456747014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170173233611134,0.0,0.0,0.11234626258117628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645482397726086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118720007858155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515780463573375,0.0,0.19743428644001085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951461488191525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439652081634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184435849856291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861002273740439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074033021891961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271229462535789,0.1387906975629071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cometoverdrive,2019/05/29,"I once watched 16 hours of Buffy the Vampire Slayer instead of studying for a Calc 2 test No worries, I ultimately passed the class, but looking back I can't believe I didn't realize there was a problem beyond ""I'm smart, but very lazy"". For reference, I got diagnosed at the age of 27 and I graduated college (somehow) on time at the age of 22. Reading this subreddit has given me so many moments to pause, think back on my life, and say to myself, ""this has always been a problem."" But yeah, I watched Buffy for 16 hours straight instead of studying or sleeping. It was awful at the time, but it sure is funny looking back.",4.149171220400728,5.487736303278692,5.075355191256829,82.8187340619308,71.21311475409836,7.38943533697632,34.04735883424408,7.793537801064563,2.508210200364299,487,25,93,6,9,159,78,122,0.08800000000000001,0.789,0.12300000000000001,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,2,8,3,1,0,1,14,14,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,5,10,2,16,8,0,18,0,0,4,0,1,7,0,2,10,62,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456211427684965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284998192091923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092810207068963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853628504466452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485643522390919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658603225144852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312034636636642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31197296325203994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832528602104132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782182712376106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554827661733936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580415447064144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771894642294828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858880360663628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750708400310785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902359026796452,0.0,0.0,0.2166291704084577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326641035618555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864208878491848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,litocam,2019/05/29,"Missed Gigantic Meeting - Slept In I need to rant. So I work on behalf of my local government's education system (I'm still a high schooler) on collecting student feedback about certain changes that are occurring. Super important meeting with the students and I literally slept in. I forgot to make a timer to wake me up, so I woke up to a really harsh (rightfully so) email from the organizer. I hate myself. I hate my brain. I will blame it on my ADHD because normal people dont just forget these things, whereas for me, it takes a conscious effort. I am so sick of messing my academia, my friendships (lack thereof) because my brain cant handle freaking dopamine properly. I am sick of this. I hate my ADHD.",3.1515789473684217,5.842012842105267,4.617255639097749,78.87971804511278,78.47368421052632,7.1082706766917285,30.552631578947373,8.192908349453996,2.7331744360902253,560,28,94,11,14,186,88,133,0.20800000000000002,0.691,0.10099999999999999,-0.9544,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,3,0,6,0,6,7,5,1,1,11,18,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,21,2,18,13,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,65,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360816660513455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119327822763424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40506661942855016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192644519071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263190770770987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373668640991437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916883211733295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211043954327582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452633721504026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776062066285114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257791200550668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622722734125528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493826049601606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488839183928784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641104792257036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053249911496265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208152298367296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,feyminist,2019/05/29,"weed and meds I’m a 24yo woman with ADHD who’s been smoking weed on a daily basis for at least 2x a day for a year or so. I was previously unmedicated but was recently prescribed ritalin and I was wondering if any other stoners with ADHD found that they wanted to smoke less once they started medication. I typically smoke shortly after I wake up, again in the afternoon, and right before bed because my mind races so much that I find it very difficult to go about my day/fall asleep. So far on ritalin, I don’t find myself reaching for the bowl or bong in the morning or afternoon. Anyone else experience similar?",5.4411974789915964,6.4706968487395,7.068392857142857,70.87973214285716,67.90756302521008,10.319747899159664,32.52205882352941,10.411451182825502,3.6241168067226894,491,21,87,13,8,170,84,119,0.034,0.946,0.02,-0.359,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,5,5,2,0,0,16,11,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,11,0,15,6,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,5,8,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640675218503043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129486577790167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499969643050913,0.19782400297757366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769425828711284,0.0,0.16428915696757224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902957905716486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128600328752632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886043520589432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35292669861137393,0.0,0.0,0.21169232979877325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972666944871644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445829923831608,0.19449866868713825,0.0,0.0,0.19494661981213848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419293622976772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561425917531392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063426955499896,0.0,0.0,0.16488153523912916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665661119660194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930375267503302,0.11387824781907135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093772079731427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433136086128202 adhd,Sitk042,2019/05/29,"ADHD and USA workplace disclosures In 1997, I worked at a 10000 person corporation. I was diagnosed with ADD (I’m going to put ADD, not ADHD, as I’m not hyper). I chose to disclose my condition seeking only understanding. An explanation for why I keep sending inappropriate emails, etc. They said thanks, no problem...then fired me about s month later for no reason. I took them to court and they settled. Now I just found out I am getting a new permanent job at a small company ~100 employees. This company pays its employees to train. Crazy good benefits. A very collaborative environment. It’s been 23 years since my last self disclosure. Does it work better now? Has the EEOC stepped up its reactions to discrimination? Have any of my ADD/ADHD brothers/sisters recently self disclosed? How did it go? TL;DR: in 2019 is it easier to self disclose your ADD condition to a company? Do they still fire us?",2.78709090909091,5.804850587878788,4.570151515151519,75.65522727272727,85.54545454545455,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.155000000000001,717,33,121,22,22,241,119,165,0.078,0.83,0.092,0.504,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,4,3,6,4,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,2,0,15,19,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,6,3,17,4,19,13,1,22,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,9,70,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062193905132921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548036841221193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241770125287672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425083489307605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286955948771786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658894148758093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394708330345316,0.0,0.0,0.07335593559748042,0.0,0.15959105120425493,0.11776524212726573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933052196970835,0.12479861614088884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444899886406902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207011188660154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356042422363871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678450131042644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259642770207588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434883918686705,0.0,0.14114603236073295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443599568335357,0.1386332221085813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355752244379554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394198160265535,0.0,0.0,0.11614465389352405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212779488983676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926626810689873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559953723162986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616679197101426,0.1688901992948456,0.0,0.0,0.11584901591346235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669387787138822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443335356055306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041636220801044 adhd,Yellowhairdontcare,2019/05/29,"My Work Is Getting Sloppy Hey guys. I need some advice. I have a desk job that is EXTREMELY dependent on my focus to small details. I enjoy it because for me that is challenging. I've been taking 30mg Adderall XR every morning since I was a kid. Unfortunately Its not lasting nearly long enough anymore and Ive noticed that my quality of work in the afternoon is getting sloppy. I make a conscience effort to focus and double check my work but Im still making mistakes that I normally do not . Thankfully it hasnt been super obvious to my boss, but I think she will start noticing more and more here pretty soon. So 2 things. How do I tell my boss (She is super nice so Im not worried about her being judgmental of my mental health per se) with out her thinking its an excuse for shitty work. And 2, what other techniques can I try in the afternoons that can help me stay on task and not miss small details? Thank you!",3.4249084249084234,5.215474164835168,4.832109890109893,82.0295567765568,73.83516483516482,7.270915750915751,26.968498168498172,8.021203637495839,1.8217702564102565,726,27,135,11,15,242,117,182,0.11,0.763,0.128,0.1197,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,8,7,9,0,0,6,0,17,1,0,6,1,26,29,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,24,7,15,24,5,16,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,7,95,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550793550337798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767343632710786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077091431653046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385834505474585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545861990472346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559310492307352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743904959968296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827871779708494,0.0,0.0,0.09980767204549636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216852254465581,0.0,0.14776492418265905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137719288532565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177596108314624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879006793089365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500609004250157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104109376786436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589497652307132,0.0,0.3390579431954218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514895975529385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317549474571657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053955029433447,0.15871258255233187,0.11891547434429063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195779222608247,0.0,0.13014925853738726,0.27418285722555313,0.0,0.0,0.09892565666721684,0.19082422017172573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109650722683176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336175385297035,0.1512199363290267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Otroyan,2019/05/29,"Can’t decide when to push through or take it easy So May has been a weird transitional month for me where I’ve had to say goodbye to a lot of things I’ve been doing. All really good things (graduated college, quit my part time job to start my career, “graduated” from therapy), but it’s still a lot of change for me and I think it’s making me kinda anxious. And now I have a week to get ready for my new job, and I wanted to use my graduation money to get some business clothes and purge my closet of stuff I don’t need. But I’m just so anxious I’m scared to take my medication and actually get stuff done. But I’m not sure if I should push through it or give myself a few days to veg out before starting my new job. Any thoughts?",4.532143369175625,4.141837296774195,5.819569892473121,84.01379928315414,69.58064516129032,8.953405017921149,28.18996415770609,8.515128840125781,1.6621039426523292,571,17,131,8,9,193,92,155,0.08199999999999999,0.868,0.049,-0.5944,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,2,2,29,28,14,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,5,1,16,2,19,21,6,15,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,8,11,84,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.1332762022647207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287477983993926,0.0,0.0,0.3085787489881869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621413520665355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447683528314134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807871957343406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976228317379194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140623192556949,0.13101391030248508,0.0,0.11455151584823642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40658488550402655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322201029501156,0.0,0.0,0.09116398614904993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758360562275404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090118014958794,0.0,0.0,0.1012676467995232,0.0,0.2638074057002789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789597708275787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526291068372954,0.0,0.0,0.0874925910460767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860886513639234,0.1367340705074301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333509506801716,0.0,0.1090679103726576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31268835749999924,0.0,0.0,0.12871906897987762,0.0,0.20537280812892392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618389572102834,0.0,0.18146695733975915,0.0875108940084774,0.0,0.1084242396378394,0.07963720607015398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795580194498805,0.0,0.0,0.08055468987374842,0.0,0.10955116117331024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twitchypixie,2019/05/29,"Dr. now refusing to fill meds over billing, freaking out. Back story: Always had all the adhd signs growing up etc but parents are anti medical. See dr as adult, say ""hey, adhd is something I want to talk to someone about, how do I do that?"" He asked some leading questions then was all ""well ur an adult, you can go see someone for official whatever or we can try a couple things and see if they help"" Dr then gave rx for adderall 10mg XR Rx helped a lot, cool Now (~2 yrs later, am 27 years old): Dr won't fill rx cause I'm due for yearly. Okay, schedules yearly Dr charges as adhd checkup not yearly (High deductible plan, bill is for $80) Long story short office lady is all bitchy, I say I want to speak to the dr cause this is not correct and I won't pay it Just got letter in the mail telling me as of june 6th they will no longer see me. They also are refusing to fill my rx of which I only have 3 days left. This is at the worst fucking time. I've had a promotion this year and have been an anxious/fatigued mess already (also chronic health issues). Today was the best day I've had in over a month. I'm now freaking the fuck out. How do I find someone to fill my rx in the next 2 days to avoid withdrawl and possibly losing my fucking job.",1.2513461538461534,3.17755836538462,2.85292307692308,93.13207692307694,80.73076923076924,5.236923076923077,22.70769230769231,6.152001189255117,0.3399953846153845,965,32,210,7,25,317,160,260,0.155,0.764,0.081,-0.9742,2,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,3,5,11,13,3,1,13,2,24,18,0,5,4,32,39,16,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,3,15,3,0,2,7,7,0,3,2,0,3,7,5,9,1,0,8,8,17,4,27,28,8,43,0,1,4,3,25,12,3,5,24,118,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668224177098379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227485149499228,0.16272611682128435,0.08465751287018299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493952539290822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951150566118978,0.0,0.0,0.07823333492664457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106771975335531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903416589881932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257561242180826,0.0,0.1968455622724647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346924906384152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299036509658057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821765802787761,0.0,0.0,0.057822335873226674,0.0,0.08137238947963278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814701194799753,0.0,0.0,0.13639106572804074,0.107496032499658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619223779004316,0.10096325800139436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105430048347459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900384880296291,0.0,0.11382329826235335,0.0,0.08649742896196773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301245058891128,0.10249438358264776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120951146018139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820379486863207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676113746917992,0.0,0.0,0.07737939256912256,0.0,0.0,0.11297247531831628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469884303286383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397434964160308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181867938958047,0.0,0.0,0.3243008765000278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586170557840033,0.07832597937013099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177638354081784,0.0889270118810949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759287870444221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059326591343923964,0.0,0.09643954068178652,0.0,0.0,0.06907615456537615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002016150005206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147829670109198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275926328310011 adhd,damoye25,2019/05/29,"Looking for advice Hi everyone, I’m new to reddit and figured I could use this to get some advice. My partner is back in school and is prepping for a national test (NREMT). He did fine with the class, but he is so anxious to take this test and loses focus very easily when studying, getting nervous because he’s looking at the end result rather than the process of studying. I have anxiety myself but I’m also a nurse, so sometimes I can be a little overbearing but don’t really have experience with ADHD/ADD. He is not on any medication right now. Any advice/study tips for someone with ADD preparing to take a state test?",3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,4.790909090909093,80.30636363636367,75.36363636363637,7.375206611570247,28.355371900826448,8.296473431620573,2.27626611570248,495,21,88,9,11,165,82,121,0.094,0.8640000000000001,0.042,-0.7298,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,7,0,11,1,0,2,0,17,20,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,15,17,1,12,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,1,5,55,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114372368991128,0.35962401021099233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715237269355094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026561138108,0.0,0.1407668040445867,0.2078784181449208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149198767925392,0.0,0.11217051531966528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469166547177463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297784663066894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582901301782394,0.0,0.17999665105889934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227479298651856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442591269923492,0.0,0.0,0.3090433603042069,0.20585962148296325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537026540753548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771757248905287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788123119751942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714315246673166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622749098193034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591069674219135,0.0,0.18199015258419396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27670456649271985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892517290799169,0.0,0.1518271518931997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrSwagHYFR,2019/05/29,How does alcohol affect your adhd So recently I went to my friends house and had a few too many drinks and needless to say all the years of learning how to control my impulsiveness went down the drain. I broke my hand and am too embarrassed to say why but I made this because I wanna know if alcohol has any affect on adhd or if it was just alcohol being alcohol.,6.341438356164385,5.855741465753425,7.368595890410964,74.73864726027398,65.84931506849314,11.135616438356163,34.688356164383556,10.686352973137794,3.65544109589041,289,12,56,7,4,98,52,73,0.051,0.8909999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.128,0,0,5,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,5,6,1,6,1,18,9,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,5,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,3,8,1,8,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791307447318195,0.0,0.0,0.6742778387978133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726439127514974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961530589711165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691186636030315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803390920944747,0.0,0.0,0.1545190717421285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218647407328384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200362465948372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668637005346289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925153311158146,0.0,0.1599173134451878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574309596073665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25087249360951114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924416212434306,0.14233021839099333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157539413426964 adhd,neqailaz,2019/05/29,"What hobbies/interest do you currently juggle? Share your newfound passions! Grad student here procrastinating cleaning my house. I recently got back into drawing, meaning that my ephemeral hobbies I juggle honing this year *alone* now include... - relearning French - relearning guitar - picked up piano - reading reading reading (juggling 4 books qq) - drawing - bullet journalling no I don't have the time to do most of these and neglect my schoolwork :^) why r u like this What currently holds your interest?",5.611296296296295,9.360331765432099,5.106697530864199,70.47263888888891,83.19753086419753,6.650617283950617,38.84876543209877,7.793537801064563,4.390143209876544,407,26,48,8,12,124,64,81,0.061,0.769,0.171,0.8574,2,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,4,5,1,9,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,8,30,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541334965098371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886774847911949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962480289618544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831286887073961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987735785278895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672842550196156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7363213019453918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422772547365079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307957147042638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141189864692865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801283188715956 adhd,m00nmunella,2019/05/29,Have you ever left your phone in a bathroom stall? I tend to do this a lot. I'm so distracted and find myself having to go back to grab my phone a lot of the time. Does this happen to you guys often?,0.4479545454545466,1.955288795454546,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,81.5,5.3090909090909095,15.545454545454547,5.985473137389443,-0.7562545454545457,153,2,37,1,4,52,34,44,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.6458,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493758943312294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838075995336644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933587534683569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964152746638115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431397222459014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32111984883680683,0.2867880131965625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523659156109621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514368964321443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910892380960845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dixie66,2019/05/29,"Upcoming Graduates start writing thank you letters to your family. I'm graduating high school this week, aunts I didn't even know I had sent me money, write something to let them know that youre thankful for their suppourt, it will brighten their day to know you thought of them. There are blank thank you cards available at most stores that hve cards. Even college graduates should do this too.",4.646190476190476,7.455326000000008,3.4992063492063497,88.29500000000002,73.72222222222223,6.8920634920634924,28.341269841269842,7.957251820313856,1.896160317460318,320,13,58,5,7,92,55,72,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.8909999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,17,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,12,3,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,3,35,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814895523892996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034528363492667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655746578611973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427094325618244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787406302927973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349019799791657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248664362355176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684795955454574,0.0,0.0,0.16259541739515102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344797671843979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237024678281225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184265735828575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rainydaysunrise,2019/05/29,"I'm supposed to be at work Rant: &#x200B; I woke up this morning and I just...couldn't. It's not that I'm being lazy or anything. But yesterday and in the weeks leading up to today I have had multiple coworkers and my boss says things like ""I wish I had an ounce of your energy"" or (In one instance and it just rubbed me the wrong way) ""If I had your energy, I could beat cancer"" or my personal favorite ""I can't handle you when you at a ten. I can't. So you need to chill out."" (Said by coworker not a manager). A lot of comments like this and I was thinking about all of them obsessively last night. &#x200B; I've had family and teachers and friends and everyone always make these comments. &#x200B; Over and over and over. Twisting the words in the way that only ADHD knows how. I woke up exhausted. &#x200B; If they knew that with the energy and excitement comes the lows and the inability to ever relax, they wouldn't want it. I don't get to shut off, I don't get to rest. &#x200B; Instead to stimulate myself so I don't go mad, I'm farming pokemon. &#x200B; Also, I'm threatened with a write up, but tbh, I just couldn't do it... I tried to find a cover but no one would.",1.940516304347824,4.025674062500002,3.62289855072464,87.67369565217393,79.20833333333334,6.840579710144929,25.018115942028984,7.893859768569023,1.4624039855072466,925,35,190,16,23,308,130,240,0.09,0.815,0.095,0.0477,0,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,5,3,3,10,10,1,1,13,0,18,2,0,5,2,49,36,25,0,9,12,0,1,2,1,2,2,2,0,1,11,16,0,0,4,1,0,3,10,5,0,3,9,3,28,5,29,21,3,28,0,1,0,0,15,16,0,6,9,137,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023632976495014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600446162636262,0.06247587017277431,0.4881206404460545,0.5474113837697585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178770210750693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467818377519836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059948433000355926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791774111242999,0.0,0.07174594212390888,0.0,0.0,0.07078247586889143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686253798407897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800968180128515,0.0,0.0784565410038383,0.0,0.0426719451898121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041264181198514514,0.061203449312529024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336446114446317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383369837941454,0.0,0.0,0.05011912681955583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567380549118501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704612108121681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017576699490629,0.05710473554319751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556041838052967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714220407022019,0.059709779216972216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988244718479272,0.04811077027426906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117081542894442,0.0,0.0,0.05097708069074299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428646539315967,0.11919630630349486,0.06022782429782945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863428493257597,0.0,0.0,0.0546620176524836,0.0,0.0,0.05333749143401583,0.08209252417370558,0.5474113837697585,0.0 adhd,Jayspeer,2019/05/29,"Looking for reliable diagnosis in Poland (I'm 22) So basically I trying to find good doctor who can diagnose me. I've been lurking here for ~2 weeks and some of the things are just too relatable :/ I'm from Żywiec, so specialist from here or Bielska-Biała would be perfect, but Kraków is also fine (I'm studying there)",5.652704918032789,6.549578491803281,6.993565573770492,72.08411885245904,67.36065573770493,10.69016393442623,33.2827868852459,10.686352973137794,3.821849180327869,252,11,45,7,4,86,51,61,0.049,0.8440000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,8,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,7,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020044301338933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833040864405918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865380404124222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34516281427373435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167526596633189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171286409010305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508921027921241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563977449086221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029259055534809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682698251343369,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abraxas1327,2019/05/29,"ADHD Medication - a long path to go? Hey guys, I am diagnosed with ADHD since 4 months. Since the beginning of may I take medication. Ritalin (10mg) worked out really well, except of that rebound after a few hours. Now I changed to Concerta (18mg). As I felt no effect I doubled the dosage. It was working a little bit but it went better for me, when i took 10mg Ritalin in addition in the morning. Yesterday I talked with my psychiatrist and she said that I should try 54mg of Concerta. I tried it today. It had an effect until around noon. It was a little bit lower than the days before, but I felt totally comfortable with it. Since 3 pm I get distracted really easily, can‘t concentrate and I feel restless in my head! Do you know how this is possible? Could it be that it takes some time to get used to Concerta? Thanks for your help!",1.7935151515151515,4.2414485030303055,4.147424242424243,81.6544696969697,82.15151515151516,8.515151515151516,23.10606060606061,9.150863307647796,2.2941515151515155,653,23,127,20,18,226,108,165,0.059000000000000004,0.805,0.136,0.941,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,5,5,6,0,2,9,0,11,6,1,4,1,24,26,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,12,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,8,4,18,4,22,14,6,23,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,13,85,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177028424176265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117665814697246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247314170766308,0.0,0.0,0.11690007509387175,0.2886067424252855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982605075862675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553281373647767,0.0,0.0,0.08524341974749036,0.0,0.0,0.13415717089868187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683281122951559,0.0,0.2538218604347837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811436118967832,0.0,0.0751194020945116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087630174834136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565203659086372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885956538575922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016800930652386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726411839386234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649527452208901,0.0,0.11697274563775148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663094354975382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550265486768184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901003875823113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935231800498915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257308747012595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280152699460219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987617505436007,0.10623910197100958,0.0,0.12169109355324767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707364295748753,0.0,0.12528861943883388,0.0,0.14685383684719594,0.17947941229201547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415874328719453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884326098268524,0.12252967558193807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245328822340885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,summerbookgirl,2019/05/29,One of my last classes this morning and instead of being there I’m.... in bed It’s so frustrating,-1.032,0.625173800000006,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,111.0,4.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,1.0700000000000007,76,4,15,1,4,26,19,20,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.5777,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7689871977814711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6392641782926685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rentlessbylush,2019/05/29,"Art project with or without Ritalin? Hey everyone! I’m taking Ritalin for years now and I always feel like I’m less creative when I take it. I have to work photography project over the weekend and I’m not sure if I should take meds while working on it or not! I would be able to focus better on the project and the technical aspect but I wouldn’t be as creative and now I’m not sure what to do because the project will about 30% of my grade. Does anyone else have this conflict and how do you solve it?",1.7495192307692309,3.7994656826923108,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,79.67307692307693,6.083076923076924,25.784615384615392,7.1686216300943375,1.085514615384616,397,16,86,5,10,128,65,104,0.07,0.8140000000000001,0.115,0.5714,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,2,22,18,13,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,12,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,7,57,13,7,0.21511743906349132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899494199957208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504151151227823,0.22041323772337573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113359420522208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025389351839755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882507205753016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970301707066752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055539316804918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876984074633833,0.15367994144945493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509551472486443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894698004429996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054912810140421,0.0,0.4852246274404005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736553477349112,0.0,0.3132161153491113,0.0,0.0,0.15281325668985693,0.0,0.0,0.13852857785460573 adhd,Melkeena,2019/05/29,"App that you might find useful for daily routines. Hi folks, I've hunted for apps high and low to help me create steps for simple daily routines, like: \- Leaving the house \- doing the dishes \- getting set up to start work at my desk. I've found one on the Google play store called Tiny Gain [https://tinygain.com/](https://tinygain.com/). It works very well for this kind of thing. It's not a cure-all for every ADHD issue, I still use bullet journals and other lists, but I find when I feel I'm spinning my wheels that it is a great tool just to even see the steps and mentally check them off. I personally wish it gave a little reward for each routine run through (like stars or points). But still it's been pretty good. I'm in no way affiliated with this company, just sharing. If you have any apps that really help, please share!",5.416363636363634,6.731692987261147,5.008210770121597,84.57748118123914,68.171974522293,7.237753329473076,23.18992472495657,7.348242739294969,0.7622917197452228,657,14,127,6,11,200,114,157,0.024,0.7070000000000001,0.26899999999999996,0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,4,7,11,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,20,16,8,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,5,1,0,4,1,2,3,2,1,1,1,3,2,10,10,17,12,1,18,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,3,6,69,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962836811141906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107300037027381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611173672328729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042163069946927,0.0,0.13294169153436247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978145132924018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884274842324072,0.0,0.0,0.17300444073909876,0.0,0.0,0.08243678503424286,0.0,0.0,0.13234359115834676,0.0,0.17395985924608529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152154805961865,0.1667097993788904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820641075096885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646878144793841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643100622902003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707281932150486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417274927334082,0.1581432395144679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901139316550092,0.16738623953393034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692002293047743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777283697802434,0.0,0.1732018819324677,0.14915897433628206,0.0,0.0,0.1605253059840907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010818897772331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573518483086796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168189521010027,0.0,0.2520165504920541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482615019577662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27255325801265257,0.0,0.13019015221468594,0.0,0.12524335324872726,0.0,0.0,0.14186875678979294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814463604446556,0.0,0.0,0.2297404877197085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,austinin4,2019/05/29,"Was prescribed Vyvanse for ADHD, but it helps with so much more I just wanted to see if others have experienced similar benefits. Along with being more productive and following thru, my stage fright has dissipated. My anxiety is all but gone, and in general I'm more comfortable to speak up in professional settings. My stage fright has been devastatingly embarrassing in the past. Last week I participated on my first ever conference panel, and I had no issues. I hope it has been as helpful for others!",7.525655430711613,9.09330473033708,8.359044943820226,61.55220037453185,63.494382022471896,12.225468164794009,35.05805243445693,11.855464076750405,4.95738052434457,407,18,63,14,6,137,65,89,0.17800000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.172,0.2219,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,1,0,10,0,0,0,2,15,16,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,5,3,8,3,14,10,5,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,5,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35932097239894395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872213629592605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044837531875393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431585409628826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40080568687621015,0.0,0.0,0.29695882639383353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120618830945144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437120722710232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978782858764265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28541430164305004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382517411721998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763486596876562,0.0,0.2398271344650227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aunt_Mabel,2019/05/29,"Adderall, vitamins, and eating habits. Help me out here. I was diagnosed with ADHD last fall at almost 40. The first few months on Adderall, life was fantastic. I've hit a wall now and am looking for advice from a seasoned professional. The trouble is that within the last few months, I feel that medication is making me tense, less focused, zombie-like, and at times, incredibly nauseated. I try to take weekends off from meds, but when I do, I am unable to accomplish the simplest of tasks from exhaustion alone. I've researched supplements to take with adderall, but that was one big rabbit hole of contradictions. So that you have a little more context, this is what my day looks like: 5:00 am - Wake up, coffee, 20 mg Adderall 7:00 am - Smoothie (greek yogurt, strawberries, bananas, skim milk) 12:30 pm - lunch (salad or sandwich), 20 mg Adderall 6:30 pm (or later) - dinner (varies) 10:00 pm - Bedtime It's possible that I feel like a zombie because my ""diet"" isn't sustainable. Most days I'm working through nausea with no appetite. I should add that I drink enough water to cause me to visit the bathroom every hour. I've lost 30 lbs in about six months. So now to my question - Where have I gone wrong and how do I fix it? How can I fix my ""diet"" while I have no appetite and am nauseous? What vitamins should I be supplementing?",4.301600154231736,6.46475070040486,4.810098322729903,81.52581646423755,72.36032388663969,7.295855022170813,28.36109504530557,8.11559375814309,2.0487564680933104,1041,41,185,16,21,331,155,247,0.102,0.8340000000000001,0.064,-0.8586,0,1,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,0,4,10,6,0,0,9,0,21,17,1,4,0,25,32,15,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,11,10,10,0,3,2,0,3,3,4,0,3,5,4,21,2,25,23,6,32,0,1,2,0,4,12,0,5,19,117,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681696019972446,0.15190090697906888,0.0,0.0,0.15565761135128833,0.16099610316472066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475898454816736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596867812560696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050077529141785,0.0,0.0,0.15777532656343754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227877810947085,0.0,0.1590609812169506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061819638401692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309707136311293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719724180607333,0.1110512930377092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222304970308166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041927772168027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308387944435378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341993372486993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979673923714317,0.15188700220188947,0.1557986264210791,0.0,0.0,0.2610724834447292,0.0,0.1696886488910706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376200965490452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266645764634572,0.15659639313757187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722286862540353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533483922943596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524301808708906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741360983910264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23375343927027634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906423347003575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553823808334653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316719111715423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169956777510814,0.0,0.0 adhd,munkieman07,2019/05/29,"Wanting to weld I want to pick up welding as a hobby, and due to the high probability of dropping interest after a few months I dont want to get too invested in it. So does anyone have any suggestions for a budget welding setup that could set for months without use and without a ton of extra costs. I'm thinking either stick or flux core.",8.604803921568633,6.240342029411767,9.21470588235294,69.36950980392159,62.529411764705884,11.419607843137255,38.84313725490196,9.725611199111238,3.7467784313725487,270,11,50,4,3,92,53,68,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,10,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,14,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,35,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657494723336473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704265305119463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460410770867945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329583232265964,0.0,0.28565786987004244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734248746644236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575214514869934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890969885952223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627896377480127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617678481013508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105104525121721,0.0,0.0,0.4312870737433277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699074107060623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nckle,2019/05/29,"ADHD; a perk or a curse? Honestly, if I could get my ADHD cured right now, I don't think I would take it. It's like all this shit that it's put me through, all the dumb shit I've done and learnt from, has molded me into a better person. Not to glorify ADHD, it's a curse but even the worse curse would have it's perks. I just hate always being negative about something I can't change, people expect me to act normal once I'm on meds like okay buddy it's not a miracle maker. My personality, my every move can have it's roots in ADHD as it's had such an influence over my life. I dunno if this makes sense, I'm just sick of expecting meds to fully cure it when I know deep down inside that the ADHD is who I am; whether that be for the better or worse I don't know.",2.28126746506986,2.987124946107788,4.322529940119761,88.85928393213574,74.98802395209582,7.243313373253492,19.90469061876248,7.492282038375204,0.33743552894211515,594,10,138,7,12,205,102,167,0.248,0.6679999999999999,0.084,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,4,0,10,1,16,4,2,4,2,28,25,9,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,15,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,0,16,6,14,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,5,4,89,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.700337621393791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697691035369037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615369987626012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329186991466605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305374694009756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926862325209435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697856737154833,0.0,0.0981963500087052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060891292290519164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506659133420932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810298727621794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823209917471386,0.11387850624374055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779640451816171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589161414750648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387161688043878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141918681239372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411935282291628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079940673313961,0.203529676288036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716249328867763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995309835437065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392688008904147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972400939051793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762926421463353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467897354662166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23754385095930666,0.16558409225779305,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Moist_Kite1,2019/05/29,"How rare is it for someone to be prescribed Desoxyn? Has anyone ever been prescribed it? Is anyone prescribed it? It’s generic name is methamphetamine so I was honestly just wondering if anyone has ever gotten a script for it. It seems like it would be super rare. If anyone is prescribed it or was prescribed it though, did it help?",3.2059907834101367,6.085154161290326,3.6610599078341046,84.59016129032258,79.96774193548387,4.833179723502305,26.599078341013822,6.1826913282559595,1.2633336405529954,266,11,43,2,7,83,36,62,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9237,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,1,2,11,16,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6997460000940929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526167552718594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676950076651462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222286835942712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277607605327636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119825514011888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24580736236575934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713170245265919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772559799391344,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boopthesnoot101,2019/05/29,"My credit card debt is too big So I know financial problems are pretty common for people with ADHD, but in my experience a lot of people find their way and make things work after they have hit enough economic disasters. My problem is that I never seem to learn. I have paid all of my credit debt down two times, and now I have suddenly used 7-8k (USD) in the last year or so. Anyone else struggle with this?? (And yes, I know this can have huge consequenses for me and all that, but nothing is helping)",5.422121212121213,5.628469343434343,5.982373737373737,81.5602272727273,67.68686868686869,9.024242424242424,27.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.9212747474747482,391,11,78,6,6,127,71,99,0.168,0.711,0.121,-0.7459,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,2,1,9,0,0,2,3,22,16,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,12,2,11,14,4,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,8,56,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458291884596806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423009292468627,0.20852298335006486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000888705065806,0.0,0.0,0.21028319510915428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990746360055672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186007074446562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641038558334742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369069991234852,0.1658901499572518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730193627227362,0.0,0.0,0.13584641972328534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696167000657002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527608566147855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821803960850168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704575099840652,0.0,0.3894686594115604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527047165929506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275583706152232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520490653172995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866998996410875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880250050355253,0.0,0.0,0.17576977550780953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153904190976234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815979176324226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310556145894344 adhd,pleasebemyusername,2019/05/29,"How to manage losing everything? The most aggravating thing about my ADHD by far is my inability to keep track of anything. I lose EVERYTHING. Not only do I lose things, but I have a meltdown like a kindergartner when I can’t find it. Then I’m running around trying not to cry, getting more pissed off and flustered, and still can’t find it. It’s not only things like my keys or my wallet, it’s also really important things. Like a passport when I need identification for a state mandated exam. No matter how many reminders I set, no matter how in front of my face I put things, I always lose them. Im and adult and I was hoping I would grow out of it by now. As a college student, it’s so embarrassing always looking around for everything. Help?",3.5670408163265317,5.343310823129254,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,73.421768707483,7.8931972789115665,25.855442176870746,8.59863814320734,1.894356462585034,589,20,112,11,12,198,90,147,0.196,0.6459999999999999,0.158,-0.7375,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,12,10,1,1,6,0,7,2,2,3,0,25,13,15,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,1,1,16,4,17,11,2,17,0,4,1,0,3,6,1,3,8,80,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490516996828207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918125143397083,0.20639435718788066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206046769199288,0.22081375843825685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623358350290946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343919737989491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267097860317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479696602420583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831300890574111,0.0,0.0,0.1231829512046223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396626177011614,0.0,0.0,0.11023745555263327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177430850269247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041481923168273,0.5550006297465198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257399865820755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196157864451532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865035656531445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246775000391925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945239221589262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904503100762607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119772799159124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420356348286305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810247242730752,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TREN-SETTER,2019/05/29,"Good supplements or self medicating? I’m 17 years old and have pretty bad ADHD. I can barely sit still sometimes and my attention span isn’t good either. My parents always call me lazy yet refuse to give me meds, and I can’t study that well at all hence why I used to be an honors kid and now a B/C student. I was thinking about ordering modafinil, does anyone have any good experience with it? And are there any other supplements that could help?",4.903901515151514,5.901734920454548,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,69.11363636363636,8.593939393939394,27.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.9166984848484847,355,11,70,6,6,114,70,88,0.084,0.706,0.21,0.907,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,13,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,8,5,5,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796722696104715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783499741583965,0.0,0.0,0.2579876854667373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263374395665506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838094042953704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369190268916808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144984362007555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599660115314158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555054025277085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196530608813205,0.0,0.477302026847186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714337320386246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106997860191207,0.191089960234386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990448725135538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106252563463588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298013913596035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788518339792166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876055522923676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148449236826686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154393817827013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382889081193772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055162895657905,0.0,0.17116324988260345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215237751105787 adhd,Zude93,2019/05/29,"The best thing you can do to yourself is practice meditation/mindfulness. It’s scientifically proven to work (I don’t believe in any esoteric stuff) and makes sense if you think about it! Think about it. Meditation is about monitoring any raw input data your brain/ body gets. You try to just focus on the raw input like breathing. Once you brain creates a thought that arrives in your mind you notice the thought and immediately focus on your breath again (in the best case). The noticing of those thoughts is the hard part here but that’s why you have to practice. If you are practicing this, it becomes way easier to control your thoughts, emotions and your ADHD/ADD. I wouldn’t recommend Headspace App because I think the Sam Harris Waking Up app is much better because it explained everything that happens in a scientific way. From free will to spirituality.",6.208139784946232,8.348930109677424,6.119758064516135,74.19297043010755,67.25806451612902,8.521505376344086,33.56182795698925,9.075114841892004,3.116924731182797,697,32,117,13,12,219,96,155,0.006999999999999999,0.843,0.149,0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,12,0,5,6,5,0,0,9,0,11,6,6,2,0,19,22,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,15,6,18,16,4,10,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,2,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986466571046454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091686092055528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621759969936412,0.14691057603989074,0.0,0.1498684341816023,0.2791933969165841,0.11764573010551806,0.0,0.14775567219128674,0.0,0.29698950791381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919368460033314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496300409752878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955015434552335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069497666477841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762949650758613,0.0,0.11916014657408695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649870461622185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879214697205941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686253593735056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778529627650433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028892040493477,0.0,0.1416623799799957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440481256736427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522765280919056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837284012757185,0.25570229508458203,0.0,0.4224133422826271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031211691287598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111707968482984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200302170148108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684043224980596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zalusei,2019/05/29,"It's disgusting how detrimental college can be to your mental health. I had to drop out of college due to severe anxiety and depression. I feel that it's literal poison to the mind. College is insanely stressfull, you learn a lot of pointless garbage and it just feels awful. I tried as hard as I could in college and it still was not enough, and that feels fucking terrible. I never want to go back. I miiight if I go on medication but I don't know if it's worth the risk. It's so expensive and puts me in such a terrible place. It's like paying money to be in debt and ruin your mental health. My first day back I was half way through my calculus class and could not pay attention. I panicked and left class, threw up a few times and dropped out immediately after. That made me realize it was not worth doing that to myself. Anyone have similar experiences?",2.830599112426036,5.091397485207104,4.448901627218934,81.97915125739647,77.10650887573966,8.248668639053255,27.130547337278102,9.017664075816787,2.4516417159763324,681,28,131,17,16,228,103,169,0.191,0.738,0.071,-0.9532,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,7,9,3,1,5,1,13,5,0,2,1,33,23,16,0,5,7,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,7,0,7,4,5,8,0,2,6,4,18,1,20,13,3,25,0,2,0,1,3,9,1,3,10,96,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284116994582732,0.0,0.0,0.1173709375690668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581464674280323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680435552838799,0.0,0.0,0.10825518852709043,0.0,0.1445767376520747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344325083193074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419834218833296,0.0,0.0,0.2546237094034344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278080623308828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518296954912647,0.0,0.0,0.1907963115480964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036872112895444,0.0,0.0,0.356852601559806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225093368380782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823793286054248,0.0,0.0,0.08200744378310612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270774567565034,0.0,0.15883227403329406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910031432178546,0.3383248452753139,0.0,0.16948977033477328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946323308344634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753769606859141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874468938492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963292614238592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405243919110146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787995101027264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396526366468035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900760571063258,0.13323868581396206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ATMtelevision,2019/05/29,"Pure Encounter - Rejecting the Holy Spirit What will make someone rejects the Holy Spirit? What show I have rejected the Holy Spirit? Don't let anything stop you from watching this program click the link below to watch. 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ADHD makes me soooo horny,4.936309523809527,8.118443821428574,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,75.07142857142857,10.876190476190477,37.904761904761905,10.504223727775694,5.510890476190476,129,8,20,5,3,41,26,28,0.133,0.767,0.1,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068415013526866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256454643361687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370523407245071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.570440115871307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29443542179934684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,classstriker,2019/05/29,"Why am I like this? I’m in my final year at school and I’m failing most my subjects at school will probably be the only person in my family not to go to college. This week is my mid year exams and I had an exam today for physical education and I know I bombed it, I haven’t passed a test this year in that subject. I’ve had about 2 free days to prepare for it before but I just give myself any excuse to not study for it. I watch YouTube, play videos or do nothing and I don’t even enjoy doing this stuff I just do it to pass time because I can’t stand sitting down and studying. Anyway on the day of the exam I finally open my books 2 hours before the exam and just panic while not gaining any of the info and than 30 minutes before I broke down in panic which ultimately lead me going into the exam just not giving a shit at all not caring what I got",2.826986128625471,3.592560366120221,4.859562841530057,85.29446406052965,73.75409836065575,6.942244640605296,23.366540563261875,7.010146845296331,0.7805741067675496,669,17,142,6,13,232,109,183,0.127,0.785,0.08900000000000001,-0.8445,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,1,2,9,0,12,1,1,1,1,25,21,10,0,0,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,2,3,1,5,8,5,0,0,3,1,20,6,23,16,2,32,0,2,1,0,4,13,1,2,13,99,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943016967503865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938577209744666,0.0,0.37432020957966383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950154121704493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891315814644476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684934116823196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823201087043202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32125733297936376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813263881372769,0.1666691852448469,0.0,0.11727535433479826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440341277454782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058535215069282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163720162324727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406977772058051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152057521951796,0.0,0.34408314024929826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280337873887567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580945667791704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29679970747663675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051608856593507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785905791406605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550255271876839,0.0,0.1389904042104177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761969556505734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231296642885593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832794440847123 adhd,tepidlycontent,2019/05/29,"Do you plan on being medicated your whole life? Any long-term medication users here? Lately I've been coming to terms with life after Ritalin. I want to go back to it but a time of being off it has made me contemplate the seriousness and potency of the meds. I know a couple of people who have been medicated since they were about six or seven. They take a relatively small and stable dose to maintain their basic level of functioning. That makes my five or so years of being medicated as an adult sound not so extreme. But there are complications involved. Life is complicated, especially when you've been off and on them a lot. What would you want to know, if there was a long-term (lifetime) study on stimulant medication use? What do you know, or think about it? I feel like I am addicted to it and that my life decisions are much harder now. I've run out of fuel for whatever track I was on, for better or worse. I just don't know anymore. I want Ritalin back like a dear friend. Like a lost soul smoking a cigarette, wary of it's effects. Guess there's worse things?",3.135358851674642,5.3101798564593325,4.565071770334927,81.92550239234453,75.79425837320574,8.227751196172251,23.918660287081337,8.99025400887824,1.8785540669856453,846,27,167,20,19,281,126,209,0.059000000000000004,0.805,0.136,0.9388,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,4,4,13,8,0,0,11,0,19,13,0,5,0,34,36,15,0,5,9,0,1,3,1,1,13,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,8,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,8,2,18,6,27,24,4,21,1,1,0,0,12,9,0,7,12,115,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712675201507065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930169299339983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565000682524287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933832948196052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031358329272468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045285586298933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290314562907618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058963671729813025,0.08330924782922967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009588495706798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627456909495491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846375025654316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563525816152026,0.0,0.1315459601940983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294723909911588,0.1709155052905945,0.0,0.0,0.20639989395128985,0.0,0.0,0.12729823595546094,0.09914127033616132,0.0,0.1103432286978441,0.07784092144396773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953214967942833,0.5873829726877431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572489601168996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084564204718771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646451767053414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767940773318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747333002675666,0.07472170660536949,0.0,0.0,0.06799871049504927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071727554835226,0.0,0.0,0.20634632878449388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019565235478064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767977911761076,0.08283942167790391,0.0,0.0,0.07509575755347231 adhd,David_is_Dead,2019/05/29,"My brain is holding me hostage, can't go to sleep I'm so tired of this happening. My brain just can't shut off. I have been trying to go to bed for 3 hours now, but I can't because my brain is going a million fucking miles per hour. I opened my window to cool down my room to a good temp, I didn't take any naps today. I took 5mg of melatonin 30 minutes before laying down and avoided all screens for an hour before going to bed. I read a book without my glasses on (I know, not good for the eyes, but the visual strain helps me get tired), I rubbed fucking essential oils on my feet to help me get drowsy. But it doesn't fucking matter because as soon as I lay my head down my mind is filled with useless shit. hmm, I wonder what I'll eat for breakfast tomorrow? I want to play a osu!, or stardew valley, or animal crossing, I wonder where I put my ds? ooOoOOoooh i wonder what my friends are doing (they're sleeping). copacetic is a nice word co-pa-cetic, it's such a lovely sounding word co-pa-ce-tic. I wonder how well my AP psych project will work out, it's due this Friday and I haven't even started on it. hey, I have such a cool new viola piece to practice, lots of cool double stops, I just need to get around to opening the case. Ouch, are my legs cramping or am I getting growing pains? what day is it? I wonder if my friend in Finland is awake, hmm he's 9 hours ahead so that means its, hmmm maybe 10 AM there. oh shit I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow morning and it's almost 2 AM, fat oof. dammnit, I shouldn't of drunken that dr.pepper before going to bed, all that sugar is making me stay up. well, some studies show that very few people are affected by sugar and most people who get hyper are just affected by the placebo effect. But I don't think I'm being affected by the placebo effect... hmmmm. Why are humans so obsessed with binaries? is the opposite of emotion apathy? Ouch, my legs are still cramping... etc. &#x200B; I don't want to be thinking about all this shit, I just want to go to bed, but I can't turn my brain off. My internal clock is busted, and my brain is so busy running around with a shit-ton of sparklers that it can't even tell that the sun's already gone down. insomnia fucking sucks, and it sucks that it's my ADHD that's causing it. I did everything right to try and get my internal clock back on track, but none of that fucking matters, my loopy brain is the one calling the shots. I just want it to stop and go to night-time mode, daytime mode shouldn't be on for 25 hours a day. my apologies for the rant, I'm just hoping that this last-ditch effort of dumping all my thoughts will get my brain to cool off, but I doubt it.",2.9333358281236244,3.98997748194946,4.014413137272168,90.34791978515457,73.81949458483756,6.632314871885183,25.786563352998147,6.807656815369643,0.9020549088667784,2071,68,452,17,41,673,267,554,0.111,0.7709999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.5489999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,85.0,0,0,0,5,26,31,11,4,20,4,43,35,19,8,4,79,91,26,0,9,19,0,1,0,2,4,7,1,6,1,31,16,5,4,12,5,0,14,15,17,2,2,6,11,57,14,64,78,12,63,0,1,2,6,12,26,10,15,22,272,88,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293643811935632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060771311801629466,0.0,0.06697187000906245,0.0,0.0,0.06575655462977173,0.07374383211683341,0.0412706315452437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805223330231288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046666129300704316,0.0,0.07399095676711094,0.0,0.15492572136576066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742433150831452,0.06197030013056575,0.0,0.0,0.062344366523846735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782788263672167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621000438147121,0.0,0.06826700682035983,0.0,0.0,0.06768432731944844,0.08016908336921473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454340016807721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377641085456492,0.2805302197003997,0.2219526472333052,0.0,0.2414368789725244,0.10180618272623193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366712184276624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228446870216142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813571748499997,0.0,0.0,0.06027791509264591,0.2988324210025493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335311183833612,0.049469671529219696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159565558470048,0.05477423234434802,0.0,0.04051040862801791,0.0,0.06097030261226453,0.06610816133462627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127863469442401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500015769318385,0.0,0.0586138575958209,0.0,0.056952557308163024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041124467366648834,0.0,0.06457742250858937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414828433097493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100925239923785,0.0,0.0,0.0607054680662674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182811261621723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491857292387783,0.0,0.0,0.12146574730233793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295601823804019,0.06468644676793522,0.04846634953167237,0.1014775177711614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563060880633142,0.0,0.053044900088428736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777417871768938,0.0,0.04818032249851095,0.0,0.13950625843934653,0.05752611823817349,0.0,0.06742776175553222,0.0824077553019006,0.06601225338885226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007481778874316,0.14318388396722442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913347938098557,0.0,0.054762423308783684,0.0,0.0,0.05850207344428609,0.3290734010440577,0.044182347380202484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374383211683341,0.0 adhd,burning_through_sky,2019/05/29,"ADHD culture is making up endless analogies to describe your ADHD. Here's the latest one I made to help explain it to a neurotypical friend. ""My brain never stops thinking, but my thoughts always interrupt themselves. Just imagine me going about life with an imaginary group of carolers serenading everything I do. Except the carolers are assholes who never finish one song before starting another.""",8.505909090909093,11.08972443939394,8.330727272727273,58.84609090909092,62.18181818181818,10.128484848484847,41.98787878787879,10.355215969177356,5.578100606060606,327,19,37,8,5,105,57,66,0.11800000000000001,0.809,0.073,-0.7293,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,2,2,13,10,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,6,1,8,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372880169905944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859979039613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343945226030792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902106723784844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953748075735915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008976313613907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727015437266499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703932480347233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982989391249413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578884278860166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115129447363898,0.14921044734600275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448058630556829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029443730863693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821826820744742,0.0,0.0,0.18688414082948465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432313372224085,0.0,0.1774607493913409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,akshaydesh8,2019/05/29,"5 signs indicating your child might have ADHD Is your child’s temper tantrums more intense than those of other three-year-olds and they come out of nowhere? Well, then you better have your child tested for Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD). **What is ADHD?** ADHD is a series of behavioral disturbances that comprise mainly of impulsiveness, recklessness, and hyperactivity. A detailed analysis should comprise of feedback from people in the child’s life including teachers, care providers, and the immediate family in order to be sure that the [**ADHD symptoms**](https://www.drbatras.com/attention-deficit-hyperactivity-disorder-adhd/symptoms) are present in more than one setting. Children diagnosed with this disorder often find it next to impossible to be still. They mostly get into trouble at school for rebellion and in the outdoors for uncontrolled conduct. They often find it hard to keep up steady relationships as their elders routinely scold them for being a ‘nuisance’ and other children tend to avoid them. **ADHD Symptoms** ADHD symptoms are characterized by inattention, impulsiveness, and hyperactivity. While these behaviors have been shown by almost all children at some point in their life, children with ADHD incline to display these behaviors every day with increasing severity. Following are the most commonly observed behaviors of children with ADHD: · Self-focused behavior: A common sign of ADHD is what looks like an inability to recognize other people’s needs and desires. This can lead to the next two signs – barging in and trouble to wait for their turn. · Barging in: Self-focused behavior may cause a child with ADHD to interrupt others while they are talking or butt into conversations or games they’re not part of. · Trouble to wait for their turn: Children with ADHD may have trouble to wait for their turn during classroom activities or when playing games with other children. · Sensitive chaos: A child with ADHD may have trouble keeping their emotions in check. They may have explosions of anger at unsuitable times. Younger children may have temper tantrums. · Constant fidgeting: Children with ADHD often can’t sit still. They may try to get up and run around, fidget, or squirm in their chair when forced to sit. **Causes of ADHD** ADHD is a biological condition that obstructs brain activity. Here are the main causes of ADHD in children: · Genetics: Chances are if the parents carry an undiagnosed form of this condition, the child will develop too. · Premature birth: Studies have proved that premature babies or those with low birth weight are at a higher risk of developing ADHD symptoms. · Environmental factors: Children exposed to lead, excessive second-hand smoke, narcotics or abuse at a young age are more likely to develop ADHD. · Injury: Children who have been dropped as babies or who have faced any kind of distressing head injury are at a high risk of developing ADHD. **ADHD Treatment** Conventional ADHD treatment using brain stimulant medications has been proven to come along with a number of side effects including a reduced hunger, sleep troubles, and even clinical depression. By contrast, homeopathic medicines for ADHD offer holistic healing without any of the harmful side effects. Homeopathy offers moderate relief from involuntary ADHD symptoms while helping control the condition for life. This makes homeopathic medicine the perfect choice for parents with very young children. The [**ADHD treatment**](https://www.drbatras.com/attention-deficit-hyperactivity-disorder-adhd/homeopathic-treatment) will help your child focus and improve impulse control. **Conclusion** An insight into the causes of ADHD and customized treatment based on each child’s individual symptoms helps deliver the best recovery results. Homeopathic ADHD treatment focuses on helping reduce restlessness and hyperactivity while promoting confidence, attention span and overall quality of life. If your child is exhibiting symptoms of ADHD do consult a homeopathic doctor for the best treatment options today.",8.674095866973214,12.31966044637224,7.901478372453617,57.552341068277826,64.41009463722398,10.165812971181095,40.39875955729028,10.30143232755909,5.646155247821205,3329,188,380,93,59,1037,303,634,0.133,0.789,0.078,-0.9859,2,1,1,0,1,0,126.0,0,6,15,12,12,33,5,7,32,0,45,23,6,14,4,97,64,32,0,5,11,2,2,2,0,10,15,0,0,23,23,35,2,8,9,3,1,7,3,21,1,2,3,3,21,12,96,48,15,67,1,2,1,1,60,32,1,24,25,273,44,10,0.0,0.030748330521299407,0.0,0.0,0.9356612150769376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025986717982709684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035295873369836105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02310237208137629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446907896323395,0.02295202763953381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794100124310196,0.0,0.0,0.02645932396282071,0.10663751843661542,0.0,0.04470990651452502,0.0,0.02804439460111828,0.058213716205754974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016736595973626946,0.0,0.022352022828562232,0.02634026618062992,0.0,0.0,0.05948542489817275,0.026562500201730344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029191988804770905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017140746996284713,0.0,0.02186529119636409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024464801686177626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743847365704831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02711721641664056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0232474818699014,0.0,0.026633766408553614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695790792075762,0.027419226178303027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046133841178981186,0.0,0.02702453471896228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332135892892562,0.02535722254244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021792757005029254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017322854043647674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026143445670586112,0.0,0.027530482179307342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019242737608946545,0.0,0.0,0.0551995130585525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02723177504555491,0.0,0.017585434705353786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763222661609443,0.028102988174063908,0.0,0.035983059585349954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02453259297946277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027862241186335797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02626434332470749,0.0,0.0,0.05414623075782709,0.02931785267130656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02597028125712024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144986572092502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024459018728371768,0.18881510247580333,0.0,0.020858864315354848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01513255130092342,0.0,0.024599024884885624,0.0,0.0,0.017619391725564326,0.08468346797344989,0.02535088305418865,0.0,0.0,0.02241379767393744,0.0,0.02141273784181752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0316019835620799,0.02333355054439924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025016357865746595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01671194049690639 adhd,ex-is-ten-tial,2019/05/29,"I've had a revelation, It's all about learned habit and hard(er) work for us, unlike others right? Socialization, school, attention span etc. I've recently come to realize that my social skills, academic scores, health, executive function, emotional boundaries, relationships etc. are as poor as they are because of my bad habits. I know my brain is busy with 100 things and my concentration is generally weak, but I'm not helping the situation at all, I sleep too late, I'm on my phone constantly, I watch t.v. 99% of the day, I don't push myself to maintain boundaries with myself or others, I just allow myself to do whatever I want. I've watched recently a couple videos on brain fog and it explains me perfectly (currently) I have never created good habits and held myself to doing what was necessary. I've always just believed I'm this dumb, and to accept it, to let it lead me in life- so here I am with nothing to show for it. I think people who have life easier create better healthy habits easily and are able to hold themselves to it. Where we're generally 100 miles a minute and cannot keep our word to ourselves. I wonder if I can harness my success better with less distraction, sugar, tv, phone, food and socialization. What do you think?",6.377435897435897,7.27937845299146,6.832461538461541,73.86253846153849,65.75213675213675,10.342564102564104,32.266666666666666,10.355215969177356,3.4061405128205138,994,39,177,24,15,324,148,234,0.08800000000000001,0.752,0.161,0.9654,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,1,1,7,8,10,1,1,5,0,17,9,3,2,4,41,29,14,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,13,2,3,9,3,1,3,4,4,0,0,3,3,27,6,25,25,5,18,0,0,2,0,13,8,1,3,7,112,41,6,0.13142957473929634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109359934786809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973820509030806,0.08011824887586626,0.0,0.0,0.14807612385288793,0.0,0.2324775566916097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934377435582301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321494106803648,0.0,0.14202867908135222,0.0,0.0,0.1454243246185674,0.0,0.08476120280941014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784058164457245,0.0,0.0,0.2931574353467791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892516346984858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023689165738364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773508356704265,0.0,0.0,0.1397034920238816,0.0,0.0,0.08809447353121655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682064485247108,0.0,0.0,0.07223025709639712,0.0,0.14825828497525326,0.0,0.0,0.13439564479705526,0.18566519094531936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136659041521942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611022163758742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111671859746716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595416985460328,0.14110617712473367,0.0,0.11224013870836314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301374632628332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773234869028534,0.13152449160635138,0.4019277003902571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731596944627454,0.16842952919861912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580935959146582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752056840409989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252976739446482,0.09568229572888808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZG2047,2019/05/29,"Vyvanse/Elvanse - how do you manage sleep ? Hello I've been on Vyvanse/Elvanse for a while now but my sleeping patterns are not ideal Sometimes I can't fall asleep at all I take melatonin every night but it's not always effective How do you manage to get enough sleep on a regular basis ?",2.581309523809523,5.1785183214285695,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,80.07142857142857,5.161904761904762,27.190476190476193,6.42735559955562,1.4153547619047626,230,10,39,2,6,75,43,56,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.8103,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,4,3,1,9,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096689020021368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743940919440093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374544632633386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874394893213107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920972832950414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7972542582091526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626452697630788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996677965241403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Liquidfiree,2019/05/29,"Lost my job again (number 20; i lost count). There seems to be a perpetual problematic cycle in my life. While I am dealing with some challenges (like finishing 80% of uni, to not be motivated after anymore...causing delays in getting my degree). &#x200B; I am almost 30, and next to the GYM I haven't seen too much consistency in my life, or I should say enjoyable consistency. I haven't finished my degree(luckily never dropped out). But the fact I still haven't finished it frustrates me to now end. Even when I get help via University I still manage to fuck up or feel demotivated. As for example now I have to finish 3 courses and my thesis, but it's taking almost as long as the other 80%. &#x200B; I am trying to work as much as possible next to it, however it seems like I am losing jobs each 3, 6 months. There has only been one or two jobs that I made it past the six months. &#x200B; I am not sure why this keeps happening, especially after so many times. &#x200B; Personally I was thinking if my emotional state changes, or I am less motivated? &#x200B; 1. After 3-6 months I often get bored in the job, and if there's no clear path way to increase skills or work towards a better job/pay. 2. I am doing low-level wage jobs, which are totally not inline with my dreams and goals. 3. Inconsistency is killing me towards my dreams and goals 1. In case you are wondering what that is, I want to finish my Psychology and Neuroscience Bachelor en focus towards mental coaching. 4. It has happened so often by now, I can't pinpoint exactly what too about it anymore, the last job I had I really liked. However I made one small error of judgement and I got fired. 5. Which is frustrating because I am conflicted a) I just want to go to work, do my job and not be hassled with anything else in that job(whilst working on my dreams). b) Keep being challenged in a structured way because I am getting quite sick of these low level jobs, that require little to no thinking capacity(I am more than a bunk of meat to carry shit around). 6. Of course 4 and 5 are all to-do with not finishing my university; but then again I do need money to live and I want to travel too. 7. I feel like I am missing out on a lot of things, and I am a late bloomer due to my ADHD. Sometimes it makes me feel very sad, and mad towards other people(even if I try and I am aware of social comparison/downwards upwards) I mediate and try many different things to regulate/improve. 8. I feel sometimes like I am a square trying to be put in a round hole, if there's 20000 rules I probably forget most of them swell, because I hate too many rules and I feel very restricted. &#x200B; What I have done. 1. I have sent out another 20 applications whilst writing this post, I have sent to different employment agencies. 2. I try to medicate myself at work, but I notice I lose concentration and focus after a while because I am getting bored by doing the same shit over and over again. 3. Weirdly enough I don't have this with the GYM, or sports (perhaps because I get immediate feedback?); I love challenging myself in the gym, getting stronger each week and these little increments. I can read hours upon hours about that stuff, I have several 100s of scientific papers stored to progress and read. &#x200B; Strengths of me 1. I am very good at information processing, i.e finding information, learning, explaining etc. 2. I am very patient, and try to see the story from all sides; I prefer to give the benefit of the doubt than be pessimistic and negative about everyone. When I see a person I see a person that hasn't reached there max potential yet. Or with a fatter guy, I often think wow... his life could be so much better. 3. I am very keen and aware of myself, I like to improve myself and get rid of useless habits. 4. I am very creative and can free flow easily, I can make often complex things very simple. 5. I am a relative good writer, I can write a lot of stuff in a short time(again if I am inspired, or motivated). &#x200B; Weaknesses 1. I get bored relativily easy, I need regular change and challenge to grow. I find it hard to enjoy a mundane task over and over again(which funny enough, I can do with meditation...but then it has to be something I choose). 2. I am so inconsistent. 3. When I say I want to-do something, I really want to-do it...but I lack execution often. 4. Point 3 frustrates me to no end, because I don't want to be one of the guys that is like 'one of these days I am going too). No, TODAY is that day... but where to start? 5. I keep losings Jobs, because I either get bored...annoyed with the payment or lack of stimulation, OR the fact that I get micromanaged with everything. 6. I ask a lot of questions, because often I found that when people give me instructions(verbally) they are not the same as if I imagined them being solved. This caused for a lot of conflicts, so I need to have stuff written down if you want me to do something specially how you want it....instead of me figuring out the best way for myself. &#x200B; TL:DR I keep getting fired from jobs, even when I try my best. I still do something impulsive or I don't do the job like they want me too(Fast vs Secure). Bosses find it hard to understand and deal with my ADHD. With a new job I often perform 2-3 months very well and motivated, then lose motivation because there's no growth or challenge and I keep doing the same thing over and over again....on average i get fired after 3-6 months. I want to-do something about it or make people understand that my impulsiveness isn't my fault, or something I sometimes can't control. I am getting done with searching for a new job each fucking time, but at the same time I don't want to be stuck at the same dead end job each time.",3.3928357370294084,5.3015946761565855,4.708657426484361,82.3771929200225,74.21352313167259,7.579606667915338,28.11271773740401,8.371475516178862,2.0581688256227757,4512,183,871,80,95,1494,418,1124,0.13699999999999998,0.721,0.141,-0.5625,22,0,6,0,0,0,226.0,0,3,4,34,49,59,10,1,42,0,86,11,2,15,9,191,164,79,2,26,36,0,11,8,0,1,6,2,0,5,44,51,0,12,33,11,4,10,24,27,1,6,16,18,135,33,126,135,32,121,0,10,6,3,31,43,4,41,70,589,179,41,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012413091084366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842807154124258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844949128035623,0.3190517691506353,0.0,0.030591994736578632,0.0,0.0,0.02893325295916426,0.0,0.0,0.02400811803047196,0.025971479923728138,0.027274208279390057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006047543267138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612336510629569,0.05160492809563425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994047190126797,0.06172548041137835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032721669367929765,0.0232934549452928,0.0,0.0,0.037630262796348,0.0601552327472554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096226156757601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971126136163408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024371541372959018,0.0328173725410641,0.07751981151896792,0.06029009045996143,0.032537266364682765,0.05780842308187663,0.0,0.0,0.027877473800873732,0.02622014888806126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375748935915462,0.020842260259639603,0.0,0.0,0.07999486125428244,0.0,0.0,0.03198832055396278,0.0,0.05394268861478144,0.2133945239432533,0.05597365514094815,0.03316106803662376,0.04894035319729268,0.023333503421176908,0.0,0.0,0.057774660415934535,0.05159780727915192,0.0,0.05226922209846161,0.02880376716777713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01955504452514429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746198841378807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632188467963537,0.12965812836923554,0.032277248726522066,0.0,0.0,0.023781101818782187,0.032910093535950015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061820411601959176,0.1140254505230581,0.05848100334788282,0.02576160765643672,0.025818504063995783,0.0,0.13055515938014936,0.06369480060161675,0.09921242659893877,0.02633111472464873,0.055211212448433536,0.058422592420145913,0.08873505600981878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029390227634592536,0.029401022277694106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643399103835675,0.0,0.06433981724581023,0.06489754018262063,0.02250116391500168,0.05635380516543336,0.062054798535404763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033215348278877614,0.0,0.0,0.0790775532125218,0.022188512992999062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027850350229519587,0.04045183353135382,0.0764221135721269,0.0,0.0,0.02757932145663693,0.032889851993128896,0.027941095202923826,0.0,0.031455032779352465,0.0,0.0,0.029328418773451718,0.03268210377371802,0.031030659449095162,0.05836476663031955,0.0,0.03737984850077567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640144812377881,0.0,0.0,0.06974486978655778,0.053118716833746416,0.0,0.032958867573320484,0.0598943859503361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029739716775896725,0.0,0.13475967850673204,0.08656294470870822,0.0,0.020649852967891968,0.0,0.06989635209018541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019342745105336,0.0,0.0,0.027496609942062482,0.0,0.02193558437992529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752893464641641,0.05608150223511421,0.0,0.0,0.08505939366796515,0.0,0.027654003610136462,0.0,0.0,0.13865293736931025,0.0,0.028499235834808574,0.06074334239508543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257606587303733,0.18928655982505493,0.06947205251826916,0.02340201472365711,0.0,0.02623136868277201,0.0,0.026325437875208337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03163848804396991,0.10619687468723052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190517691506353,0.0 adhd,crabapplerat,2019/05/29,"Lack motivation to shower and don't like baths? A not too useful tips... I have a hard time getting up in the morning and even after I get up I never want to take a shower. And, for whatever reason I don't really like to take baths. They take too long and I don't feel that clean afterwards. For some reason, lately it is helped to sit in the bathtub, and spend 2 minutes splashing water on myself, and using a large plastic salad bowl to dump water on my head. I don't plug the drain up so the water just drains out. I don't know why this seems easier lately.",2.0731034482758623,3.7486980344827607,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,77.27586206896551,6.364137931034484,19.35862068965517,7.1686216300943375,0.3677958620689656,436,9,90,5,10,148,72,116,0.14800000000000002,0.805,0.047,-0.8023,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,8,0,7,5,1,5,1,21,18,7,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,7,4,0,6,2,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,16,18,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,9,59,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127454444909069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757110846123196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163705622696346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728626469957326,0.0,0.1980422390095247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293432969929484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605091580671934,0.0,0.43535569523380396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855016787094,0.0,0.0,0.17077181464706542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882986961256234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362111576812095,0.39680929015327626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567206145905964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352668389251272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252198790025053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333271462970757,0.0,0.0,0.1138183304835876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412483644229185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LogicalHuman,2019/05/29,"Lost the girl of my dreams because of ADHD Started hanging out with a girl over school breaks, watching a couple sunsets and things together, but never made a move due to nerves and my mind going blank or being elsewhere. I hadn’t seen her in 5 months and was really looking forward to hanging with her over the summer. I asked her on an “official date.” She initially said yes, but never confirmed a day. I began hyperfocusing on the idea of date, trying to figure out when we were going, and as such I think I became a bit too overbearing towards her and coming on too strong. She told me yesterday now she only sees me as a friend. I’m not sure I’ll get a chance to see her now because she goes abroad in a few weeks. But maybe it wasn’t ADHD, maybe it was me.",6.4844805194805195,5.494343129870131,7.012305194805197,79.0741720779221,65.75324675324676,9.51818181818182,30.938311688311693,8.472884824447931,2.1910675324675326,598,18,120,7,8,197,97,154,0.038,0.851,0.111,0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,12,1,6,0,0,1,3,24,23,12,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,11,0,0,3,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,11,6,20,3,21,11,2,33,0,1,5,0,16,11,0,1,16,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959030953273073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398327708532716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081354097928025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982260056128813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188461135026975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225044843667074,0.0,0.1062254699312818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725591036284348,0.0,0.08605510528021902,0.0,0.1872189973626987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859395475019341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383164090000913,0.0,0.17980236180393272,0.0,0.0,0.15585426600793947,0.0,0.0,0.3309502376265911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631194076994155,0.0,0.13147136899851186,0.17506255214650546,0.0,0.0,0.2540717532383347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252707286427148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551858206369928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667861859103333,0.0,0.0,0.16669711191570194,0.2625079220048097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658384356215985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552389005848882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942718578205723,0.10554065596295173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573891615384733,0.0,0.1118284846512796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321218522874896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psychopathetick,2019/05/29,"Cognitive issues... potential ADHD? I'm sure there are one of these posts a day and I apologize for being YET ANOTHER clueless person. My friend has ADHD and we've discussed it on a few occasions. He is now successfully medicated and doing very well in college. I relate to him my issues with memory and inability to recall episodes of TV shows I've watched and such, and he believes I might have ADHD because he had the same problems. I often forget what people tell me within a day, and if I meet people often I won't remember them. I rarely remember names unless I really make an effort. So it seems like mostly memory issues. I've tried Adderall before and it made me hyperfocus on basically everything so I assumed ADHD wasn't my problem but it could just be the wrong med. I was also on Wellbutrin and that shit made me hear voices so I'm very reluctant to try any sort of stimulant after that disaster. I was not diagnosed schizophrenic and I don't know if we have that in our family, it was just incidental. I have had episodes of marijuana induced psychosis before, if that is relevant, but other than that I mostly just deal with depression. Obviously I am going to bring this up with my psychiatrist but I just want to hear any thoughts any of you might have or if this sounds familiar. And if so, what treatment options are working for you, so I might ask about them to my psych when I see her.",4.810682656826573,6.316124118081183,6.327710332103318,73.83008948339484,69.81180811808117,9.700442804428043,29.78616236162361,10.008157457239328,3.177903173431736,1120,44,198,29,20,382,154,271,0.11199999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.051,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,2,2,3,19,10,1,0,6,0,25,4,1,5,2,59,40,28,0,9,15,0,0,1,1,4,3,4,0,1,16,15,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,5,1,1,9,6,34,5,27,24,4,16,0,1,2,0,22,7,1,17,7,152,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48187949653089596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016247316872195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450139529013026,0.10511114241316573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371154824479204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110581678054355,0.0,0.17059495120314924,0.11293697279563528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003406385010242,0.0,0.0,0.1292939524176366,0.10334378798505653,0.08633719128393859,0.10174222785782587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008990187135626,0.0,0.0944980362226575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744573702502974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056969115204549475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595716921415185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31387582689949994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508968203963727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897255585921205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970039922018767,0.06691146365683814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134485004659267,0.10098198659668414,0.0,0.3190187113199381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792571086797712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898859723925722,0.08752633635437289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600290737310742,0.0,0.0,0.19183367587292532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421677652895362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271064058661505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987888121111407,0.09125539308557327,0.0,0.0,0.10289566577113923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447569890052336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761481368994943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957994024291805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611374732248716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654181956721584,0.05912457793434647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012845200350174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297644311984475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959749892537507,0.0,0.0 adhd,trappeddino,2019/05/29,"I typed this up on a really frustrating day. I don’t even know if it makes sense, but I thought I would share it with people who seem to have a soul similar to mine. Funny We spend a lot of our lives using the words said about us to determine our worth to the world. Talkative Most of my words came from educators: people in my life meant to inspire, instruct, and empower. Disruptive I spent my life thinking I was unworthy of intelligence. Problematic My world was full of friends. I often had no friends at all. Outgoing My worth was determined by people who did not understand that my deficit was an advantage and that my intelligence was throttled by their inflexibility. Unfocused It wasn’t that I was uninterested, it’s that I was unheard. It wasn’t that I was hyper it’s that I couldn’t learn. It wasn’t that I was disruptive it’s that I was frustrated that a system meant to empower me left me powerless. Happy There was no problem. A student passing classes with a smile on their face and friends all around them has no problem. I was the problem. The system was not built for anyone who learns differently. I grew up around educators who allowed me to pass because I was bubbly and not because I grasped the material.",2.9317446808510645,5.596863365957447,4.395148936170216,80.29400000000003,79.17021276595744,8.185531914893618,28.54893617021277,8.954980946260402,2.7747225531914896,981,45,183,26,25,325,121,235,0.183,0.624,0.193,0.6064,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,3,1,6,12,2,0,12,0,24,3,1,3,2,41,36,6,0,6,5,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,22,10,0,0,11,0,4,4,11,5,0,0,25,1,35,7,26,9,5,19,1,0,0,0,16,12,0,5,1,139,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074992217105738,0.0,0.0,0.2820012375617336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310606304937325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811558849594572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214840191536637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654837658183666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461505529948367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671150022567674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860902629061106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704696356094997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209112295601042,0.0,0.2237509841503829,0.0,0.0,0.13986121048992853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465745485320815,0.0,0.0,0.10572650854212423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294229040177131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546733174496891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146864529905172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066509485657906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441922440384513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148987197410562,0.0,0.12574391250840253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488950359544327,0.19052358438149924,0.13679804524497374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251566221448248,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mfred2313e3,2019/05/29,Emotions I feel anger and neutrality overwhelmingly but everything else is almost absent. Is this normal with ADHD or should I talk to my doc? I was diagnosed with ADHD as a young child but only in the last few years did I notice this about my emotions.,4.489374999999999,6.600459187500004,5.560833333333335,76.56750000000002,71.70833333333334,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.9807749999999995,203,6,35,4,4,67,38,48,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,6,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,6,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486532638237437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285714755651455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316811808128722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068365689537067,0.5135281769885082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514721649341347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154161534487911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606404044833585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364834914780474,0.0,0.2598778623783349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360357860951375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834683932902201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699327946978005 adhd,10shmeckles,2019/05/29,Doctor won’t take my request to get tested and get treatment seriously. I don’t know what to do I feel helpless. My home life has been suffering for a long time. And I’m struggling at my new job. It’s never been so hard,-0.17652482269503267,2.0649522340425537,2.2777659574468103,92.6841666666667,90.48936170212768,4.835460992907802,20.599290780141846,6.42735559955562,0.2700524822695032,173,6,38,2,6,59,37,47,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.8877,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,5,12,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,4,9,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,22,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189472803525709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755999203834312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256079947721255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791424399487718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125714536187185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092260462605875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712533731929965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010021500735955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757661174553115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403337774986971,0.300956051051308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257636976196334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342928514979652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181703004068528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jdgbok,2019/05/29,"Procrastinating work by pretending to do said work For those that work in offices or similar, do you ever find yourself pretending to do a task even when doing the actual task is only a tad harder, if not the same difficulty? I often find myself typing out made up work-notes in the same fashion I would do as if it were a real task. I think I do it as a procrastination but at the same time don't want my co-workers thinking I'm doing nothing but browsing reddit/random wikipedia pages/if my house would blow up if a nuke dropped in the nearest city... Anyone else do this?",4.493684210526318,5.5907220087719285,5.80434210526316,78.82914473684211,70.14035087719299,8.156140350877193,28.285087719298247,8.472884824447931,2.0205824561403505,455,16,87,7,8,153,74,114,0.013000000000000001,0.9440000000000001,0.043,0.237,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,10,0,13,0,0,1,1,22,19,9,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,8,0,13,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,3,63,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.17439957136890566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249613331784524,0.18311412396027496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929303196032034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803924124271185,0.16165749614880673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266836292142974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621253743974616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910398030420634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148138196480558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359204298457386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034162257032165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699984139732092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902606985865676,0.0,0.0,0.10420986168307496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541044197697444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505314195825893,0.0,0.0,0.25390730536246864,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pillowpaladin,2019/05/29,"I have ADHD and severe anxiety. How to manage anxiety when taking Adderall? I was just diagnosed with ADHD last week at the age of 22. I'm still learning as much as I can. I was diagnosed with major depression and anxiety at 13. I was prescribed Adderall which has completely changed my life (as I've seen in other posts). The problem is is that I have really high anxiety all of the time. It's irrational and never goes away. While the Adderall has helped tremendously with everything else in my life, it has made my anxiety much worse. I'm also prescribed Xanax, but I only take once a week to avoid addiction. I am a wreck right now. I don't want to stop taking Adderall because I love the focus, motivation, and clarity I finally have; at the same time the anxiety is absolutely killing me. Is there anyone, please, anyone out there who has been where I am? What medication do you take for the anxiety? I feel so lost and hopeless. TL;DR I have ADHD and severe anxiety 24/7. I'm prescribed Adderall and have Xanax at my disposal. I don't know what other medication could be taken in conjunction with Adderall for the anxiety.",3.3856119270137945,5.914212897196264,5.036622162883845,77.10288161993772,76.57009345794394,8.936003560302627,28.882064975522923,9.48565724429506,3.2203429461504225,896,40,156,26,21,302,114,214,0.21899999999999997,0.705,0.076,-0.9756,0,1,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,1,0,2,10,7,1,1,11,0,25,10,0,3,2,28,40,16,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,9,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,8,2,21,1,23,30,5,26,0,3,1,1,4,12,0,0,13,113,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002349808250326,0.3315045624929749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352938037403628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330476444418837,0.0,0.0,0.1285819072863754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638652558608156,0.0,0.0,0.056049578655912494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726693751331986,0.0,0.09640389045509483,0.0,0.0,0.07341159636290089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919316766813099,0.1866470101668202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680929094526459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263535792634741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046490785074967365,0.0,0.0,0.10072261910981402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162963110925504,0.09714625797957063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172489915220732,0.0,0.050531252657979656,0.07494846307195331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988870662510685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003701898916088,0.0,0.08298507758900643,0.08700176192175049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852523408993471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518214178776494,0.0,0.07091461386484374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791975207753906,0.0,0.0699292639739645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092936808422084,0.0,0.0,0.08805908817699631,0.0,0.0,0.08798014060844626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058903120140189134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852159241063927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077461749279797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342839149359165,0.07687117943377764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276528539070817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722919188229084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423227862791531,0.0,0.14750746619654656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370108071166416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fattypig,2019/05/29,"Pretending to do work in an office/similar For those that work in offices or similar, do you ever find yourself pretending to do a task even when doing the actual task is only a tad harder, if not the same difficulty?",8.470714285714287,7.009664166666667,10.019047619047623,60.634285714285724,62.0952380952381,14.114285714285714,37.66666666666667,13.023866798666859,5.304295238095238,173,7,29,6,2,62,32,42,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.4284,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,25,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.4072943423865063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756699157021224,0.3775363842294205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814699568493253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31742980591282377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6077027934436574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xlerb08,2019/05/29,"Getting angry easily Is it normal to have moments of angry outbursts, especially when its something you've heard more than twice? I ask because it seems as though I lose my temper with my mom too easily and it alienates me from her. There are times she asks how she can help me, and I never devote time to think of an answer. I've told her ""when I need help I'll ask you"" so her repeatedly asking me sets me off. Is this being caused by adhd or is it something else?",4.632561403508774,4.983425326315793,5.738684210526317,82.11995614035091,69.42105263157895,8.017543859649122,25.307017543859647,7.793537801064563,1.2686491228070174,366,9,74,4,6,122,67,95,0.14,0.762,0.098,-0.6481,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,12,17,9,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,16,1,10,14,1,9,0,1,0,0,15,1,0,2,7,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516110831502644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6694812533813215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913595915698998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391469811725267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955787073691934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935365853250054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000212186753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002904879077374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967956449878344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327496112131483,0.13808015310692978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754128876955938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298358122615386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756544374199292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471617563641365,0.17589756952169705,0.0,0.20878945009639724,0.0,0.0,0.17107229942415098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayithinknotsu,2019/05/29,"I hate not being able to do anything unless there is a huge pressure to do so I have my finals coming up for this year at university in 5 days from now, and I have not been able to study at all, and I know that it wont be able to until maybe 1-2 days before. It sucks that without any kind of overwhelming pressure I just cannot do anything. I hate that I am unable to just complete menial tasks unless I am worried about my entire future collapsing; I hate that throughout my entire academic career I have never been able to functionally revise and instead just rely on ridiculously unhealthy cramming right before the exam. I know I am not alone in this, and I am sorry to vent but it feels so monumentally frustrating to be constantly ashamed of myself for not revising/working while simultaneously not being able to do so.",9.456758928571432,7.195886943750002,9.696785714285717,66.25250000000004,60.8125,11.892857142857144,37.85714285714286,10.290406445055957,3.8517767857142857,661,24,116,11,7,222,92,160,0.182,0.799,0.019,-0.9668,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,6,4,2,0,20,0,0,0,2,22,28,12,0,0,12,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,2,1,17,1,25,21,1,19,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,10,95,26,4,0.6691952780734983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138616897869567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101514735477297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027627788859608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777435723174685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529049549217925,0.14032770341741993,0.14463247192390027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726302372853317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767304793245772,0.0,0.0,0.1466141434245485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964150759027424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937278071393713,0.14710888954430024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344593205567237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322493060611472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429782221077775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498218651957829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290160735547331,0.0,0.09743642650296043,0.13592005767908982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618796373006114 adhd,Pelzbells,2019/05/29,"Item Tracker? Husband has ADHD and loses things all the time. Do you guys have a recommendation for an item tracking system like Tile or something else? He will need it for his keys, phone, glasses, etc. I made the mistake of reading the reviews on Amazon but there are so many options and it's a bit overwhelming. Thanks!",2.3374999999999986,5.243592083333336,2.871666666666666,87.8325,86.5,4.333333333333334,25.83333333333333,5.985473137389443,0.9493333333333333,255,11,45,2,8,79,53,60,0.054000000000000006,0.823,0.12300000000000001,0.643,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,8,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,6,5,3,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366545784375973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058228263432186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340076341828639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124122766082009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27736677366355944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368544232861973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133870721325473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26506007576033713,0.0,0.2840017407759673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077083760661976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801997778841718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565311954097774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579005179055073,0.0,0.0,0.18610192006008375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334254097981765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AussieLex,2019/05/29,"Strattera: My experience I haven't visited this sub in quite a while but I thought I'd post my experience with Strattera. I am diagnosed with ADHD and ASPD. I was taking stimulant based medications since 2014. Stimulants had lots of pros and cons: Pros: -Clear thinking -Incredible Focus -Confidence (in my case, a negative) -Increased Motivation -Increased mental stimulation These where a godsend and helped me go from committing petty crimes to get by to working full time corporate jobs with high wage - I was at the top of my game. However after a few years of continuous use, some cons started to set in: Cons: -Loss of appetite (weight loss) -Narcissism - I am already rather narcissistic as part of my ASPD diagnosis however at times under the influence of stimulants this would skyrocket. I was a god among men and while in the surface this was displayed as nothing more than confidence - it led to drastic behaviours that where detrimental to my own and others safety. -Delusions - I would often have very deluded logic and ways of thinking. I am slow to trust but at times this would manifest as paranoia -Mood swings - the up and down nature of the stimulants would result in amplified mood swings. -increased drug use - I also have a substance use disorder/dependence. Normally this does not interfere with my life however as I became used to the stimulants increase in mental stimulation, I would compensate with enhanced drug use during the ""lows"". This further amplified mood swings and delusions. -Sleep issues - it became difficult to manage my sleep, the appetite issues further amplified this. Over a period of 4 years these effects accumulated until I was no longer coping with your average daily stressors. Switching to strattera, I don't feel as though I am on any medication (stims whee very obvious however: Almost all cons have been eliminated, my substance abuse has returned to (normal, for me) levels and I have been able to focus as well as I was on stimulants. The only thing missing is the mental clarity, which I believe will never be matched without stimulants.. All in all strattera has been a very viable alternative for me. My moods have also proved to be far more stable than they where even before starting stimulant medication. Thought I'd share as I see a lot of people assuming Strattera does not work since it was more subtle and to advise to pay attention to the more subtle changes brought on by stimulants. Always discuss with your doctor before trying any medications. If you have trouble with stimulants, try talking to your doctor regarding non-stimulant alternatives.",7.761437917594656,9.774278525612472,7.674169682628065,65.03381577115815,63.298440979955465,11.135885300668152,37.63926781737194,11.080906280650957,5.012784465478842,2114,106,301,62,32,677,237,449,0.075,0.812,0.113,0.9537,6,0,2,0,1,0,65.0,0,4,1,8,10,13,0,0,20,0,34,13,2,22,8,76,52,27,0,9,7,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,16,18,1,1,11,1,2,8,8,6,1,0,14,3,37,3,70,30,18,57,0,4,1,0,13,30,0,7,16,221,53,10,0.08258212733996237,0.09784631696846,0.0,0.0,0.09924766892313604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269407156739314,0.0,0.09113143105433284,0.13208179479533416,0.06871494546313857,0.0,0.0,0.11231735690597308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054261581045008,0.09304177800379833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736094072636394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381912090993772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905261327361695,0.14453635229267328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915380992482872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454471625745284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615623336126529,0.0,0.0,0.04175600489837737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314575308352078,0.0,0.04693332607317198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535305919944286,0.0872525516080851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238857086531567,0.0819500187536233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058330198783868026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041674299923165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327712208583065,0.2496700825051174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369242763124136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182590189462884,0.07923977843498484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280742913522064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942839633961815,0.0,0.0572520490379838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909085018323675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878362576610314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580726354588001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662557823154775,0.0,0.16528353432938564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690410955820425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062091482287096426,0.06637638580047568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486389590720145,0.10583058535858993,0.08113652081915076,0.13112196918958452,0.14446290767942446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213568726125256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566222156601065,0.0,0.20441671126648944,0.0,0.06554984880083743,0.0,0.10056278334543743,0.07425125019341662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960622380563731,0.0,0.12024154450376452,0.0,0.0,0.29331986932662085,0.0,0.0,0.10636036489107199 adhd,Loevi,2019/05/29,"Udemy courses for ADHD? Hello, I have been looking for alternatives to help me cope with ADHD since I can't afford medication, and stumbled on some courses on Udemy like this &#x200B; [https://www.udemy.com/adhd-focus-motivation-course/](https://www.udemy.com/adhd-focus-motivation-course/) &#x200B; and this &#x200B; [https://www.udemy.com/30dayadhdmakeover/](https://www.udemy.com/30dayadhdmakeover/) Have anyone here take any courses? Id like to know opinios if it's worth to try out",20.738965517241372,25.75069272413793,13.258103448275865,25.834741379310344,35.55172413793103,8.558620689655173,36.91379310344829,8.841846274778883,3.6485379310344825,430,13,38,4,4,114,42,58,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.8385,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,9,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902102601434053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399082347056703,0.4475578407025722,0.08349170458783531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584764306694315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229398187462278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747432875212009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996403724016833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310068890791864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368362839277905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156135018739862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231206715227412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335665949126772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475578407025722,0.0 adhd,kawhinotus,2019/05/29,"Difference between: Amphetamine, Dextroamphetamine, Lisdexamfetamine and Methylphenidate. I’m sure a comprehensive answer lies somewhere around here, but if someone could send me a link or comment with an easy to understand answer it would be much appreciated!",15.090526315789466,16.37374752631579,11.693684210526314,45.06578947368421,47.42105263157895,14.968421052631578,50.57894736842106,13.816669648895859,7.81074736842105,218,12,25,7,2,64,36,38,0.044000000000000004,0.687,0.26899999999999996,0.8702,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,5,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35589973804553143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192014678235968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417697662710801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389320093847265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33874255675858195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376799331584468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161976851128483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840008437862803,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd_kms,2019/05/29,"Mom is already used to hearing me pace back and forth in the hallway after midnight. I am so tired. I’ve been wanting to make this post for an hour and I was scared to death of forgetting. Yes, I am just that forgetful and it’s haunted me for most of my life. I can remember 4th and 5th grade, how humiliating it was to be sent walking all the way back to school to get my backpack which I never failed to forget when school ended. He also usually didn’t let me take the bike to “teach me a lesson” or something. He was always a little psycho and my parents finally got divorced a couple of years later. I remember sixth to ninth grade, I felt like a freak for being the only person to forget to bring a pencil every day and my locker keys every second day. I can remember having such an aversion to studying my entire life. I would rather decimate erasers into a million pieces using nothing but my aching thumbnail. Teachers kept saying I can’t go through life life like that and I shrugged it off. It worked until high school at least. High school might’ve worked too but I messed that up colossally. I can’t put on music without finding myself pacing back and forth in the hallway, looking at the clock realizing the song has been on repeat for an hour. Even I get surprised by just how effectively I can waste time. I am extremely level-headed and I think many people in my position would’ve been deep into some addiction or dead at this point. I’m just too optimistic for my own good. I want to stop disappointing my family, but most of all, stop disappointing myself. I feel like in my nearly 21 years, I have done nothing but procrastinate and disappoint. My life hasn’t been ruined, but the past six years were. I just want to start the process, get diagnosed and get help, but I also want the process to be finished already. I remember my mother freaking out when my sister got it done, saying she didn’t need that and now she’s marked for life. It will follow her for the rest of her life. How discouraging that was. It’s 2 AM and i’m feeling motivated, even though I know tomorrow will be no different. I’m lying in bed and wishing I was sleeping, but I know that my motivation will continue building up, peeking at 5 AM where I will find myself learning a foreign language, a program language, drawing or writing lyrics. Tomorrow I will look at it and wonder what was going through my head. Is anyone familiar with the process in Sweden? I am so tired.",4.049601973684212,5.78051342291667,5.020482456140353,81.56644736842108,72.0625,7.635964912280703,28.25657894736842,8.288913261614885,2.0403125,1953,75,363,31,38,638,241,480,0.14,0.7609999999999999,0.099,-0.9786,2,0,1,0,1,0,46.0,0,0,0,7,25,15,0,1,23,1,43,13,2,9,3,82,79,36,2,8,16,4,3,3,0,6,11,4,1,1,18,19,0,4,19,2,0,7,8,10,0,3,20,9,55,5,54,48,9,66,0,6,2,0,18,26,0,7,34,257,73,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044770834115643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286977316098905,0.11802805962844355,0.06140355446453295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051599350297579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702319621464643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165303366897404,0.0,0.09518365465987316,0.0,0.0,0.07490061909055254,0.0,0.07710032326556265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103631116025024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536068242779666,0.0,0.0,0.09748212511537732,0.0,0.12435135134718013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956758825656162,0.0,0.0746261851397156,0.05271933692361206,0.07085500669822158,0.08083908251200156,0.1348950318595001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421987641966187,0.0,0.08387907533977892,0.06189594931709345,0.11804159559905153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147042015701612,0.0,0.08317260305002705,0.0,0.04946339638957871,0.15593745345284646,0.0,0.0,0.1453469004680574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111187217241851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754606365775504,0.3648663416187301,0.10815788575302478,0.07396222100484487,0.0,0.0,0.12393883798843455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492588982733455,0.07481679460290477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828509191786118,0.0,0.08642809765925415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471823822976593,0.0569154413595691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161705341089784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612460825935818,0.0,0.0,0.08194088517387298,0.0,0.07044591032354895,0.05116033037086222,0.06443516048057722,0.0,0.0,0.06976035813220323,0.0,0.07067544468150369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418460241322819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343825028595842,0.0,0.0,0.11736987960552901,0.07388191273924613,0.29873890590734603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384853785359735,0.0,0.0,0.05681118399517335,0.0,0.0,0.05223265339150754,0.0,0.0,0.12339225631666564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548483941451367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047285012512784184,0.07250345236545397,0.0,0.04303060011186282,0.16963355408382724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747079398786487,0.08127503534437208,0.0,0.1741053870744208,0.05857522965136145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486088847639042,0.07113598164445062,0.08002779401875501,0.10744763278313507,0.0,0.0,0.10484404782880084,0.0,0.0,0.14256515262665764 adhd,pugsly1412,2019/04/20,"Anyone lucky enough to have a job that compliments their ADHD? Me: Firefighter. 20 years on the job, 2 months diagnosed ADHD. Would absolutely loose my shit if I worked 9-5",2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.0,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.9479125,136,4,25,4,4,44,30,32,0.18,0.667,0.153,-0.2398,2,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,13,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6116398498242799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792926710720172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582786834291397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629324698633858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050385334730867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311315910263814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120675402421384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525503173248264,0.0,0.0,0.18076608022336094,0.0,0.0,0.1638684271255106 adhd,jester-count,2019/04/20,"Strattera tiredness Hi everyone, I was wondering if others have had a similar experience to me. Disclaimer: I am not very good at taking this medication and am thinking of switching, but I wanted to know if others have had success. Although Strattera is an all-day medication, it definitely functions for me in a short-acting way. I will get a burst of ability to concentrate for about 2-3 hours and then will be absolutely exhausted afterward. However, as mentioned above, due to Strattera giving me acid reflux if I don't take it ~1 hr after eating and no earlier but not on an empty stomach and having a lot of other meds to take that require an empty stomach, sometimes... I forget. I know Strattera needs to build up in your system to work properly. If I really make sure I take it every day, is this likely to stop? Do I need to maybe up my dosage? And for any others that had similar issues and switched, what did you change to and how did it work for you? I am a full-time student and I really cannot tolerate more sleepiness than necessary - I already have depression which causes me to tire out easily, along with Hashimoto's disease which also makes me tired. I just want to get my work done!",5.7837700145560405,6.704911947598253,6.8530829694323145,73.12099272197963,67.07860262008735,9.949461426491997,33.17059679767103,10.047579312681364,3.5025648326055308,952,41,165,22,15,320,140,229,0.094,0.7909999999999999,0.115,0.5892,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,5,4,6,0,0,8,0,22,8,2,4,1,37,39,19,0,8,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,15,11,1,2,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,1,24,4,32,29,2,16,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,6,8,125,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469444082600372,0.10648730604566344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055277283004387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679110417484042,0.14086470048321914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175324234285752,0.0,0.11468976128050686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362680191571469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625503050818874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121923079120742,0.12723925260742014,0.0,0.1302551777973712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914029621704704,0.12773836856079307,0.0,0.11168755834274187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113491759209325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898353314288767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636154797684298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505482350378693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320712827126615,0.0,0.0,0.17776950302898467,0.0,0.13377624124251378,0.0,0.14790977192737545,0.268287623541434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974716113776866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061029345019862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169778183521855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132699294915112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255009016690793,0.0,0.40047636768597256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532299208633995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609365681692385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098702256290642,0.15708140670919402,0.10569551725607408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440539344054046,0.2908242919203869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ythohun,2019/04/20,"My psychiatrist made me really uncomfortable and I froze. Saw a psychiatrist for the first time yesterday for ADHD related issues. He was kind of all over the place and seemed a bit like he was on something. He asked a lot of questions about my gender identity and pried into my experimental past, and my childhood abuse (which I wasn't even coming for...?). I tried to be open since I'm paying this dude a lot of money to help me. I just got more and more uncomfortable with his questions until I asked to talk about something else. He was way too interested in the specific occurrences and in a weird excited intense way. He also said I look like I give good hugs multiple times and asked if he could give me a hug and lingered. He asked if I had any tattoos and I do on my right shoulder, and he asked to see and I initially said no but he asked again later and said he would close the blinds then got up to close the blinds and I stopped him and just showed him and said don't worry about closing the blinds cause it's just on my shoulder. I just didn't want him to close th blinds. He pulled my shirt down further than I had to see the whole tattoo and touched it. I was very uncomfortable. His receptionist also left early so it was just me and him together alone in the entire office. Toward the end he started to put stuff away and close up the office, and closed the blinds. I just froze. He opened the door and looked at me and I got up and started walking out and he said something about me being so obedient (I don't remember his exact words, I was really stressed and uncomfortable). Then he was talking to me while locking up his office and was like, adjusting his pants too. I didn't even look and I didn't linger. He set up an appointment for me next Friday and I just agreed cause I didn't know what else to do. I'm just in shock about the whole thing because he had a ton of really great reviews online but I did not like my experience at all. I want to cancel my appointment but I really need help pretty desperately.",3.36429840274668,5.0675219039408885,4.3505463502015225,85.78437005523213,73.80295566502463,7.7783549783549795,24.12569040155247,8.484438967287268,1.4236183908045978,1607,48,332,29,33,521,178,406,0.08199999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8781,1,1,3,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,22,14,0,1,21,0,25,10,3,4,3,75,58,40,0,7,14,0,3,4,0,1,5,5,1,0,8,39,0,1,6,1,2,4,9,3,0,1,27,19,51,11,47,27,10,57,0,0,11,2,45,32,0,7,22,216,59,2,0.0,0.09460927429196432,0.0,0.0,0.09596426542057536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270058970695301,0.0,0.12771214226484126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543007849273006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44789421190040707,0.0,0.07502176809659805,0.0,0.0,0.04867586077004342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717559409135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640560326453425,0.0,0.06878376382208252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375378243972303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340897261153864,0.0,0.0707234601587422,0.0,0.0,0.10548043465431912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810868926694718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792042768953678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319892392919712,0.0,0.06697444920883076,0.1915901832721724,0.08803498269524992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704363583531726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334272607855868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831515589461983,0.04388350952672581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675733333785009,0.0,0.0,0.1560428408390207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116184099543846,0.0,0.0,0.13577134597596344,0.0,0.07555606574760339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920781420350709,0.0,0.0,0.08492145399767162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762259258479684,0.0,0.0,0.08342632662567169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123622653929655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027137383334293,0.17890070309927386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461599488313287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904545620560755,0.06819152242135887,0.3797785043273933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726033314514315,0.07269250363352127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605280201999499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441745214145214,0.0,0.0,0.11303657929828022,0.0,0.0,0.06675823292657129,0.0914679839708848,0.0,0.09140922476015767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283609211929908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053048837579480486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312243445377036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421295518684432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588466929660243,0.09419527878845678,0.12676253572210106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782995003038572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109162083284263,0.0,0.05672319783145369,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Professional-Screwup,2019/04/20,I have about 5k in debt and am unable to pay a cent Why don’t I care?,-3.3233333333333337,-2.1020433333333344,0.3755555555555557,108.40000000000002,93.44444444444444,3.6,9.0,3.1291,-2.458533333333333,52,0,17,0,2,19,17,18,0.215,0.608,0.177,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7488434120022952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627469685338143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KingBing3000,2019/04/20,"Vyvanse and Shakiness Hello! I have been taking 40 mg Vyvanse XR for about 6 months. After trying many medications this one is incredible. I was wondering if anyone has had any luck with dealing with shakiness through exercise and stretching? I am a pool player and when I am down on a shot my knees, wrists, and hands tend to shake quite a bit. Not looking for medical advice - just any success stories that you guys and gals may have.",4.474973544973544,6.758671135802473,5.0932275132275135,79.1566666666667,72.20987654320987,8.085361552028218,30.08994708994709,8.841846274778883,2.711594708994708,346,15,60,7,7,111,65,81,0.064,0.8490000000000001,0.087,0.5983,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,3,3,0,10,6,3,0,0,15,14,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,6,2,10,10,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,6,3,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387572643653382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323066927762049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708418009372182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674599089205203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518943625462162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241925940473731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517636526330196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771311763803186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922752230855029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502254159365293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655648972540256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598759184977196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370638071256132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588459879432926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649663683040275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrTriangular,2019/04/20,"Coping Skills for Getting Anxiety Out of the Way of Tasks? Here's my issue: how do you manage anxiety when it comes to working on tasks that your brain doesn't want to tackle? Despite my knowledge of my issues, I still find it very hard to keep to a schedule, focus on studying, and to not procrastinate on assignments. But it feels like when I try to plan ahead and manage my time more effectively, it's like my brain puts up a defensive turtle shell and I just get terrified and can't even read the textbook or lecture notes, and I get incredible writer's block when writing essays until I'm forced to just put \*something\* on the page. I know anxiety and ADHD are things I'm going to have to live with forever, but I'm having trouble learning how to deal with them and keep them from getting in the way of my becoming a productive member of society. I've re-entered my post-secondary program after a hiatus of work to save up money. I've got something of an anxiety complex about school, due to my issues with ADHD and managing anxiety. My current coping mechanism for anxiety is escapism, which isn't really that useful. I've been taking medication for the past year, but the dosage is still being ironed out, so it's a work in progress. I've gotten some help from a family member with planning some assignments and it was really helpful, especially compared to my previous academic history, but they aren't available all the time. Even just pointing me towards resources or other sources of information or support would be lovely. Thank you very much for taking the time to read this half cry for help half vent. If you didn't take the time to read this... tl;dr pls halp",7.778483455882353,7.341120484375002,8.013051470588234,71.13974264705884,62.90625,11.154411764705882,36.01102941176471,10.59048541779884,3.8639191176470593,1345,55,234,29,17,441,177,320,0.091,0.7909999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.9379,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,3,9,15,8,1,0,16,0,16,4,2,4,1,50,39,24,0,3,12,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,16,0,4,8,3,1,4,6,2,0,2,5,2,23,6,49,31,6,35,0,0,0,1,14,12,0,6,19,156,36,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241109177439175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247206031998729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021943825579778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065927464555648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970817022865075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164211514426673,0.0,0.0953964834749262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222330965046627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723098433580989,0.0,0.04678698622522524,0.06610491708319544,0.0,0.0,0.0845726199945185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337671409020268,0.0,0.052588098067179616,0.0,0.07400633567100598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289054425428423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606685370819914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28973826794820645,0.0,0.16449348042367906,0.0,0.0,0.05085319635364169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041297414845613,0.0,0.08170749797978047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351379043815417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321630843480186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802170575869806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833231471662757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747269899667312,0.0,0.08862012845985291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860405413854843,0.0,0.0,0.2776712801741043,0.0,0.11855680501750487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936473775890986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247139006473628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477924339548714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050042770807034,0.0,0.0,0.2087177640825802,0.0,0.0,0.08519108224036415,0.0,0.0,0.06147418433156125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158247366848664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282318995814977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991798416685736,0.0,0.15269726877219747,0.054577802225436636,0.14689527316486906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020933096960164,0.0,0.0,0.06573211550850627,0.0,0.0,0.05958760828747164 adhd,wait-its-me,2019/04/20,"Is this a part of ADHD or is it just me? No matter how shit some stuff in my life gets, i still won’t do anything about it. Even if i were about to die if i didn’t get a pill at some location, i probably still wouldn’t go and get it lmao. I do the bare minimum for everything in life. Literally EVERYTHING is too much effort. No matter how small the task is. Is this ADHD or just me?",1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,3.5590476190476217,90.91928571428572,79.0,7.6571428571428575,20.333333333333336,8.418075326091056,0.7915190476190483,294,7,72,6,7,103,53,84,0.14400000000000002,0.785,0.071,-0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,1,1,0,4,0,11,4,1,2,0,14,15,7,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,8,11,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,2,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930570978256546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688059851381317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289441230246334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548761291538106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687184524751072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215186819451423,0.0,0.1165811237484332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897813000549286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507954687105038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221377390564371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211667648889194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056483502283085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276370255863689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348268226574317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheGhostbuster27,2019/04/20,"Concerta and Caffeine Hey everyone, I’m new here and I’m looking for some anecdotes regarding combining Concerta and Caffeine to enhance therapeutic benefits. Thanks in advance for sharing your experience!",8.033437500000002,12.288730468750005,8.548750000000002,48.02125000000001,72.4375,13.2,54.875,11.20814326018867,9.642600000000002,173,15,17,8,4,57,25,32,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578580904135032,0.0,0.4687106042408318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40237387554894777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627758921931308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411463208456651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ninjabunny23,2019/04/20,Is my crush’s ADHD an excuse for him to act like this ? (please read) I met this guy over a week ago and things were going super well. For the past two days he has barely contacted me and we even planned to hang out today. However he’s never confirmed a time to meet up and he still hasn’t answered my texts. I don’t know if he’s simply not interested anymore or if he forgot about everything. Please help :(,2.456785714285715,4.06302348809524,3.84,88.905,76.02380952380952,6.704761904761906,21.523809523809533,7.447530270364453,0.6409238095238092,319,8,68,4,7,105,65,84,0.059000000000000004,0.773,0.168,0.8244,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,9,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,3,0,7,4,9,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,3,9,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274151356029994,0.0,0.20221125738520315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262299847451554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471160845686654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066860600859994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501614150796615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964369970163128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587091335703965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529014878091334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536670385982635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144605814285193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593728490963664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776273537109544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008061955248517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281779425747145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217390084484306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155027441195087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301639714756608,0.0,0.2162274951832569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283639165139912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298106477730025,0.0,0.20510386942400244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Venter0212,2019/04/20,"Have to sit through a two hour church service, what do I do? Title pretty much says it all, I have to go attend a two hour church service and my family's just kinda like ""it'll be so beautiful you won't notice the time passing"" but they say that about everything, including school. So, how do I survive and make it through this. And no, I can't get up and walk around or go to the bathroom",2.9388888888888864,4.002543814814814,4.0972222222222205,89.73250000000004,73.81481481481481,7.375308641975309,25.84567901234568,7.793537801064563,1.234175308641975,303,10,67,4,6,99,58,81,0.037000000000000005,0.8759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.4403,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,12,13,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,7,1,8,10,2,11,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316279465507414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051080161783091,0.0,0.21514403212528974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923471431992776,0.0,0.2594035948606984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494983800255802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149600089261584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152337579297604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677668108458869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598282039219931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218019713143265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36297692332336384,0.0,0.2309692429345565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330760062961348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458725043576653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mattressfortress,2019/04/20,"You know how you'll be casually scrolling through funny posts and articles and find a random clinical term you search for because it piques your interest and upon reading the definition you just freeze and all you can think about all day is how precisely the term describes a huge issue you have? Yeah, I just googled what ""rejection sensitive dysphoria"" is after not knowing what RSD stands for. *Oh* *boy*.",5.169523809523807,8.108642777777781,4.974206349206352,77.72000000000003,72.6111111111111,9.114285714285714,32.507936507936506,9.606745405546679,3.6932436507936512,328,16,54,9,7,101,55,72,0.045,0.784,0.171,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,6,1,0,2,3,17,9,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,6,7,4,8,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438606765885099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25799271146807345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656293210989317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175378359771333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397030542437445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831277475686132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001482657362365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563294850059549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notengocorazon,2019/04/20,"girls with ADHD, are you/were you usually labelled as a tomboy? if so, do you think it has anything to do with ADHD? i very clearly fit the girly girl STEREOTYPE physically. i wear makeup, do my hair, wear cute earrings, paint my nails, etc. HOWEVER, while talking to one of my close (guy) friends last week, he said that when he first met me he thought i was a lesbian. i asked him why, and he said something like ""well, not necessarily a lesbian, but you're like a dude, you know?"" and well, i did not know. basically, when asked about it, he said i just gave off dude energy. the way i talked, how i was very straight up and honest, was usually up for playing sports, and just how i generally didn't care or focus as much on details as some other girls. so, basically, stuff that results from my ADHD brain... basically being impatient makes me pretty straightforward, the attention to detail stuff, the sports, etc. after talking to him i was pretty surprised, i had never thought of myself as a tomboy, so i just asked some of my other friends. they all said i didn't look tomboyish, but i acted like one. so i think that what many people think is a 'tomboy attitude' is just ADHD (in my case) and im curious, do you consider yourself tomboyish? and if so, do you think it has anything to do with your ADHD? TLDR: found out people view me as a tomboy. when i asked why they described things that i personally associate with ADHD symptoms. *i'm obviously not saying that there are only girly girls and tomboys, im just using the stereotypes to explain myself better :) or that lesbians are tomboys. your personality does not determine your sexuality !!",5.129403683133589,6.438578884244375,5.782988892136803,78.77983849751537,68.83922829581994,8.484127448114586,30.535077462730197,8.841846274778883,2.4713652733118976,1287,51,239,22,22,418,153,311,0.025,0.7959999999999999,0.179,0.9936,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,8,2,2,19,13,0,0,12,0,22,8,4,5,4,51,47,29,0,2,15,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,0,7,15,13,0,0,11,3,0,1,7,0,2,3,17,8,40,13,28,29,6,22,0,0,2,3,41,9,0,6,14,163,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5704661511720509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020547527013798,0.0,0.2958375368804285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996846004802468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883155661514982,0.0,0.0,0.08066033122065225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923176592079128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764624043262132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729293937383729,0.0,0.0867426275465618,0.1222440377546931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833368184544558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090986528283553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695617641253728,0.06448713849273771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595091990917175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643446373410128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280811961828673,0.08020752345946958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581566928920435,0.0,0.061016334932323675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721717531302907,0.06016852041722241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969310888536324,0.1381557355749087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097143829706284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010159121377484,0.06291332996729379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090456557565745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811294666197267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222804140833549,0.0,0.19076257279974027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255874164111683,0.20276804268506848,0.0,0.125612765702358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832768466922487,0.17426219176195087,0.13055197699600415,0.0,0.06279571493728475,0.06345916921736826,0.0,0.14226303877677998,0.0,0.14277321303924834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,energeticgamer,2019/04/20,"Could use a bit of advice on what to do I’m not sure if this is the right place to ask, so I am sorry if it’s not. I was diagnosed with adhd around a year ago and the treatment I have been receiving has help me out tremendously, but there is something that has me a bit worried. So basically sometimes when I see a pretty bad car wreck while driving, I just kinda start yelling and crying for around 30 seconds to a minute, and then I become a bit more emotionally vulnerable I guess for a while after. When it happens I remain in complete control of the car, I don’t swerve at all whenever it happens or become a risk to other motorists on the road. I’m a bit confused as to what is occurring, but it might be a bit of ptsd as I was in a car crash around 11-12 years old. There an event around a year ago where my friend decided to pull a bit of a racer move and pass me by on the inside of a single lane interstate exit, and I had a pretty negative response to that move. I started to hyperventilate a bit and do some of the screaming and yelling stuff so I pull off on the shoulder and it lasts a good several minutes before I get a bit more composed, and I’m a bit of a wreck the rest of the day. Yea I didn’t make this very easy to read but I’m a bit frazzled rn, so I apologize for that, and also for if this isn’t the right place for what I’m looking for. Take it easy, and have a great day.",6.36588571428571,4.142715893333339,7.359809523809528,80.46300000000002,66.73333333333333,10.438095238095238,33.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.464057142857142,1088,36,248,14,14,371,148,300,0.139,0.747,0.115,-0.6607,0,0,1,0,2,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,2,34,1,20,2,1,3,2,39,37,30,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,17,17,0,1,1,1,0,10,6,4,0,1,5,5,20,4,41,29,16,48,0,0,2,0,5,20,0,9,18,174,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519159834858593,0.06926930532598312,0.1256729163786302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668777581103164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524154646843228,0.06626915348063657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918712809297778,0.0,0.15657677362947767,0.0603190493383588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7738951749468079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432297268969462,0.0,0.07950505133909154,0.056596969747069126,0.0,0.07786530950043287,0.09143164249619208,0.0,0.0,0.07194813701892779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973758488155244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476660592487796,0.0,0.03703518386900589,0.0,0.0,0.0594560939075677,0.0,0.07815243365360489,0.07808928886468644,0.0,0.12536910237025195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047513615562462426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057781823407075834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952666750843541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047317178488036224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519919846104549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068190983466445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074383283327904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812226360393374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423377185997108,0.0,0.0,0.08286233124370719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090551700099942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107308409935345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056487230634726375,0.0,0.0,0.08008138059922436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457176322335385,0.07010839703545167,0.07935144753379457,0.10034742432585213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114789319747477,0.0,0.0,0.06680953103319506,0.0,0.05329770136936242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061223033021012924,0.0,0.058488649493086624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198851323615887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694542528288536 adhd,laptopAccount2,2019/04/20,"Help: Even on meds, some tasks are physically uncomfortable to focus on. I am on cymbalta for anxienty and 30mg of vyvanse for adhd. I tried to tackle my pile of laundry and became anxious and frustrated. I felt like I was in 4th grade again. I used to get so frustrated trying to force myself to focus on my math, I thought I was stupid. They would put me in a mandatory after school study where people would stay at my table redirecting me to my homework when I lost focus. I remember hearing the frustration in their voice as they walked me through every term on my homework and I would still just scratch away at the page with my pencil. When I did try I would start crying because it was *so difficult*. The worksheet felt down right *repulsive* like I was being forced to stare into a bright light. It made me physically uncomfortable. I would sweat, panic, squirm in my chair. I feel like I have made a lot of progress with my adhd and anxiety, I kick ass every day. I have had CBT without meds for years, now am on meds and I have grown exponentially. But today I felt that same way. My eyes are welling up as I write this. I think the only reason I didn't cry because I've long since taught myself to give up before reaching that breaking point. I just took my vyvanse 2 hours ago... my goal is to do this damned laundry. It feels like so much work to do. Thinking about doing it is demoralizing. Seeing the clothes I don't like makes me grind to a halt. I don't know what to do. I feel defeated. I feel like giving up. I feel like a failure and a fraud. I feel I've deluded myself into thinking I've made progress. I don't think it's perfectionism to have an ideal of a clean apartment. I've always wanted to be the type of person who can have balanced habits and discipline. And I have never made a lick of progress. I keep it up for a few weeks, maybe a month. Then I take one day off, take one shortcut, put one thing off and it all goes to shit.",1.6993241482033137,4.003505287531809,3.1009644386520208,89.90280022342209,81.36641221374046,5.971550921616088,22.053559237882453,7.217587316427113,0.7328131198411212,1530,49,318,21,41,498,202,393,0.139,0.742,0.11900000000000001,-0.8981,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,8,14,20,6,1,17,0,34,4,4,7,2,57,68,19,0,7,4,0,10,7,0,5,0,2,3,1,14,14,0,3,17,0,0,5,6,10,1,3,18,18,56,10,55,43,8,53,0,2,4,1,10,26,3,2,26,211,70,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413952114604568,0.0,0.07159767007464324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720705258136574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178877581168731,0.09124703130133084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588600855730862,0.0,0.0,0.09847319999639884,0.0,0.06872926193154384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744395214241912,0.10417984658050382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334777738442335,0.0,0.1361043001733888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450382225769289,0.23080821816114594,0.2326553993012375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042198955068694886,0.15496375448379635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103358193605747,0.0,0.05413838190633543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954211175134425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717920254478433,0.0,0.0,0.044389041527013263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622075761993226,0.0,0.0,0.07147884687603713,0.0,0.0,0.08816992045158145,0.06866770661351873,0.0,0.3057058449753707,0.05391455584658486,0.0,0.08114425147759735,0.0,0.2691515537690591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446978799366229,0.0,0.05937519247882831,0.0,0.06229474976654014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419538589646132,0.061429171833593935,0.0,0.09476611067424562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055995699976954624,0.07052518793530453,0.0,0.0,0.0763536915406734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239217806172196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304494084247416,0.0,0.0,0.0914965861827804,0.06897707939034563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174348184115088,0.06436317734889667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290917303858249,0.06681372122381167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571693725804575,0.08608999921010227,0.06450297089075062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145787169873792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053659952899647534,0.2070164406585152,0.0,0.06412230278654521,0.0,0.0,0.07656045000356243,0.0,0.08973836477829501,0.16451244294570594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975928697319295,0.0,0.0,0.04764019772897782,0.06411141135841683,0.06478876633893448,0.0,0.07262186766426293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785933079113687,0.0,0.05880147142272087,0.0,0.0,0.28688320638438786,0.0,0.0,0.05201318714312364 adhd,The5thViking,2019/04/20,"How do I turn negative emotions into positive energy Without getting to much into detail, I am currently in a situation where I can't get my mind out of the negative emotions due to it being stagnant and most likely not improving in near future, so instead of focusing on all the negative, I want to turn it into positive energy, or at least into energy I can put towards doing stuff like, cleaning or try to make system in my mess, long have I existed in this chaos and I feel like in order to move forward I need to get something positive done, even if its for others more than myself (at least that is how I feel it) sometimes I feel like my meds helps, other times it feels like I didn't even absorb them, so anyone have any suggestions or ideas as towards I can do to make any sort of progress? &#x200B; I feel like I should have some format to my text but I'm not sure where to do it, it makes sense in my head at least. Thanks for reading",10.659165413533836,6.226236721052628,10.646240601503763,67.07868421052633,60.73684210526316,14.015037593984964,41.35338345864662,11.491704259439757,4.555706766917294,747,27,144,15,7,252,110,190,0.081,0.7709999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.7978,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,9,0,0,3,0,16,1,1,5,2,35,33,12,0,4,8,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,6,1,0,3,8,1,0,0,2,5,21,8,35,29,8,30,0,0,0,0,3,21,0,7,12,116,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269624343589667,0.14881451063801265,0.16656766161532896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563390358023394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532937752530118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552463497146384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178062039122598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096226747992082,0.3499705007054929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191956632466987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568959958001671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208909012900521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825377458115398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589960690048086,0.0,0.0,0.10838213660829282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452491196622375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603661196681446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365983395287425,0.0,0.0,0.13016627687454566,0.09002957523285701,0.09080998713404144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311622246318163,0.0,0.0,0.12250318791435495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766146275122632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428342458703136,0.1211260068280312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019890171711374,0.0,0.0,0.11542656877481144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275396378525293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141326857271993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314912194012536,0.2664244833008108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223600609090321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805675377877753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881451063801265,0.0 adhd,harry_cane69,2019/04/20,"Drinking too much water? Hello, since recently I'm on medication again (ritalin adult 20 mg), wich helps me a lot with studying and getting shit done in general. However, the days I'm on it I literally drink 5-6 litres of water. I will talk to my doc about this, but I just wanted to hear about your experiences with thirst and how you balance your electrolytes etc. Also, if this isnt normal it would be good to know haha.",2.5975,4.866813975903618,4.379141566265062,82.14533885542173,77.91566265060241,7.523493975903612,24.832831325301214,8.472884824447931,1.84536265060241,332,12,64,7,8,112,68,83,0.027999999999999997,0.856,0.11599999999999999,0.81,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,1,5,8,2,1,0,14,11,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,11,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,2,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547847902548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957900307754662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373502145151869,0.0,0.4544163539791869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586690341248516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687711014766296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117655837037496,0.0,0.0,0.19453622423876635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614078035150776,0.0,0.15546126164667615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746550886975494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718299529140884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365029224463235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049904352964604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724723113319326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900800861015344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807812847011395,0.1918591770018815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642071150770884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680137793658942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476009677171966,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StarFruit123,2019/04/20,"Better ways to fidget? (Comment) I have an extreme urge to chew on my on hair, and it's... calming? Can someone give me some better ways to fidget?",-0.5020689655172461,1.6035774137931078,1.7271724137931024,93.01006896551723,102.44827586206895,2.32,19.593103448275865,3.1291,-0.4842055172413793,111,4,21,0,5,37,23,29,0.0,0.726,0.27399999999999997,0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6552546408047626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355363321366729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31387571760965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880818815658704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pertante,2019/04/20,"[Vent] Forgot to add a reminder, missed a concert So I grew up listening to a lot of 90's alternative rock as I graduated hs in 98 (god I feel old, lol). So Candlebox was one band I liked but never saw. They were going to be in my area and got tix for me and a couple friends. I thought the show was this week but it turns out fhe shw was last week. I am kicking myself because a simple reminder in my phone would have helped. One of ny friends who confirmed her interest in going offered to reimburse me for a ticket but I declined because I figured it wasn't fair to her for what felt like me screwing up. Tldr; forgot to add a reminder and missed a potentially good show",2.76120553359684,4.2097879927536255,4.437509881422923,85.59266798418977,74.86956521739131,7.047167325428196,28.48748353096179,7.686295010490155,1.6889768115942028,525,22,109,7,11,177,88,138,0.065,0.7829999999999999,0.152,0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,9,1,0,9,1,9,1,0,0,1,18,22,9,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,6,1,3,2,3,0,2,11,5,17,6,19,9,1,16,0,2,1,1,11,8,1,1,7,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717583960396003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466372003756349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127061209519206,0.0,0.214021202880138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444275910690078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533610740755711,0.18695990789575195,0.1782753644184886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940674042869598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169515809481204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177976489219724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895035990471533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719160266840349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389851041321905,0.0,0.3020887897076384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695956012675912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245373872349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35759762498420194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583434274920891,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sychox51,2019/04/20,"FDA OKs first medical device to treat ADHD in children [FDA OKs first medical device to treat ADHD in children](https://www-m.cnn.com/2019/04/20/health/adhd-treatment-etns-device-fda-bn/index.html?sfns=mo) Thoughts?",21.505312499999995,16.899991406250006,15.696250000000004,39.523750000000035,41.1875,19.05,57.0,15.903189008614273,8.799775,183,8,19,5,1,51,20,32,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7737478169913913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650892508343561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811723157851255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323879987819245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037400562463453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meizhong,2019/04/20,"Everyone always talks about the cons, but there are some small pros. The big one is when I'm in a situation that requires giving 20 things a little bit of attention for seconds at a time and making a decision, I do very well. And the other is I'm watching Boston Legal on Amazon and I don't remember a single thing. At all. It was one of my favorite shows and I'm watching it like it was the first time I've ever seen it. Overall, I wish I was back on my meds (I don't have insurance right now), but trying to be positive about the little things.",2.54517543859649,3.8870105350877218,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,75.22807017543859,7.522807017543862,24.070175438596486,8.167268648758528,1.3571649122807024,427,13,89,7,9,147,73,114,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,10,0,11,0,0,1,2,15,18,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,3,7,2,11,13,4,17,0,0,3,0,2,10,0,1,8,67,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271424048715574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036678071190698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213491232652763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688723070444234,0.0,0.18685752512839096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633572711356565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759050311975906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553642502984186,0.3919872952142471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053192587427595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721326837660454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502107027426125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215213575967262,0.1669996325227071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980771074328512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717662480865366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897465286134381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280549220958372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276640955793131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613501967799802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582398849351755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487419720102228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,low_keyLoki,2019/04/20,"How do you cope during medication holidays? Lately I’ve been concerned that my tolerance to Vyvanse has been increasing due to daily use. It still works but it’s become less effective over time. I don’t want to increase my dosage just yet so I’ve been trying to take holidays from my meds on days off work. My experience with taking ‘breaks’ has been pretty awful so far. Brain fog, constant lethargy, and an intense lack of motivation to do *anything* are just a few of my struggles. Will any of this get better as my body adjusts to weekly drug holidays or am I doomed to this vegetative state any time I’m not taking my pills?",3.113402203856752,5.610419066115703,4.433409090909095,81.23678030303034,77.34710743801655,7.339118457300277,25.78581267217631,8.344100000000001,1.9874622589531683,501,19,91,10,12,165,87,121,0.13,0.6579999999999999,0.213,0.8508,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,2,1,12,6,2,4,0,14,19,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,10,1,16,14,5,17,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,59,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602363803136075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549080995749436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789980520130855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648579721763318,0.0,0.2090957390134794,0.0,0.2101416470702201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034240053201634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140127953572415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183023280729928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413795320600196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834929323784987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234650879411024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090957390134794,0.18963520185843646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151099092191715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503312484520041,0.0,0.0,0.196792645990536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246063375372258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953222668061745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127804764092726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258166960346165,0.0,0.0,0.1110307060620138,0.0,0.1509973260905077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740865571839896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADLateToAT,2019/04/20,"I have ADHD and study at Oxford University: your ADHD can't stop you from achieving your dreams (read this if you're struggling) *Hi all, so I recently discovered this group and want to start of saying thank you to all of you for sharing your experiences. It has helped me so much in understanding what ADHD is and realising I'm not alone. I am very grateful to every single one of you. I finally made an account so I can do my bit to contribute.* If you're having one of those days where you feel like you're a failure, incapable, lacking motivation, blaming yourself etc., I hope you read this and understand you're not alone but also that you can get through it, and you have a lot to offer and to achieve. These are thoughts I've had to struggle with so I understand how it feels but essentially I hope this helps you realise it can get better. &#x200B; So yeah I study at Oxford and I don't mean to suggest that if you're anywhere else that you are anything less. What I mean is that Oxford was my dream and I reached it and whatever your dream is, you can reach it too. &#x200B; *So here are the few things I want to say:* &#x200B; **1) Your ADHD, regardless of what you've been told or read, can't stop you from achieving your dreams. This sounds really cliche but it's true.** * I got here before being diagnosed and receiving any treatment which certainly made it even more difficult but I want to just let you know that our ADHD makes us different but it doesn't make us any less capable. * Some things are harder for us but we are also more creative, empathetic, passionate etc. And these things that are harder, we are still able to overcome them. It may be difficult but with the right techniques and support, we can still offer a lot to society. **2) People may doubt us but ultimately what people think doesn't matter.** * I wasn't the best at school and all my homework was either last minute or just not done. I was and still am incredibly disorganised, late, forgetful, talkative, and just not the picture of 'ideal student'. This got me down a lot but also motivated me. I knew that my teachers, family, and my friends didn't and still don't think I deserve to be at Oxford. There isn't much I can do about this, all I can do is prove them wrong. This is all we can try to do when people doubt us. And perhaps we are unable to prove them wrong, it still doesn't make them right. We know what we're capable of, what our potential is, what we dream of, and other people, regardless of their position, have no right nor justification for saying otherwise. We know ourselves and our desires better than anyone else. * This also applies to the diagnosis itself. I struggled in getting a diagnosis and when I did, no one really cared to understand or believe me. They think I don't have it, want it for the drugs, exaggerate it, or want it as an excuse for my lackings. Once again, this doesn't matter. If you know your intentions and your doctor thinks you have it, then it doesn't matter what other people think. It would be great if people believed us when we try to explain how ADHD affects us but ultimately not all are willing and it hurts but the only people whose opinion matters, are those who trust us and know us. **3) It's okay to have off days and they might happen a lot or they might be rare, but either way, it's okay.** * It's completely normal and reasonable to have times where you doubt yourself or the ADHD gets to you. It's okay to not be happy all the time and it's okay to struggle. Ultimately, you have something that affects you that others do not have to deal with, and it can take its toll and it's exhausting to deal with it and with the fallout of it. But you tried your best so you can't blame yourself when things don't work out. Be kinder to yourself. * There are lots of times where I analyse things I've done or said, and then blame myself and get really upset over it. It's a horrible thought cycle to get into especially when your mind is already overactive and can't stop itself from itself. In these times what I find useful is a journal and then writing down my thoughts and thinking through them rationally. I write down each thought using arrows that lead to the next thought etc. until I reach my conclusion. But I try to be rational and fair on myself and this technique really helps. **4) You may think my ADHD isn't that severe if I was able to get into Oxford undiagnosed.** * I'm not the best academically and I've been struggling a lot with the work since starting and I still feel I don't belong here and was accidentally let in but at the end of the day I'm still here and things are improving. I have my second year exams this term and I have been struggling the past few days but this sub-Reddit really helped me and I feel motivated to not only prove people wrong but also prove myself right. * And it is quite severe for me, I have just learned lots of mechanisms to get through it. **5) Everything will be okay.** * Maybe not now, and maybe not tomorrow, but eventually things will be okay and you'll be fine. No matter what you're going through. All pain is temporary. Nothing lasts forever. &#x200B; **TLDR: You can achieve your dreams, don't listen to other people, don't doubt yourself, it's okay not to be okay, you will get through this and you are capable of achieving whatever you set your mind on.**",2.1536206896551704,4.735254668582375,3.3029501915708828,87.41206896551728,81.816091954023,6.396934865900383,22.69731800766284,7.6609692478171025,1.1690432950191574,4230,143,827,73,116,1361,347,1044,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.9935,1,2,2,0,0,0,162.0,21,39,9,19,44,48,0,11,27,9,111,6,0,18,14,225,179,103,0,21,49,0,4,1,1,11,5,6,1,0,91,66,0,3,41,9,1,3,36,19,0,4,26,10,124,29,91,128,38,73,0,1,0,1,95,26,0,33,43,623,215,21,0.07123484325862117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34244175427541584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377781431125395,0.03930471045123963,0.14241619604369835,0.0,0.15436584581822574,0.1731162632027297,0.04844213616272319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024904529349515942,0.036494257531384376,0.029310103199919817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030307802459483682,0.08025727461971942,0.11213485973901624,0.06300143002411536,0.038884999587882434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03631433512779845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037344188928527866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188116158052567,0.07343999548816743,0.0,0.03615093321291492,0.0,0.037212624820868415,0.0,0.0364559402769797,0.0,0.0728979768628901,0.0,0.0,0.0413049013070271,0.0,0.05950757088713812,0.0,0.0315464637527389,0.0,0.11916852047066315,0.02352497107025597,0.0,0.03000921388949272,0.0,0.03201064193581985,0.03484067280083595,0.033576935242765435,0.0,0.07203695423822648,0.025445093128676828,0.0,0.039017144429094576,0.03255367810519151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027517931597970908,0.0,0.16747769471804555,0.0,0.020242201515740757,0.0,0.0569730115806943,0.0392683330868591,0.0,0.0,0.031496368318458035,0.037915407627665126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549442774040524,0.0,0.0,0.07075227252875754,0.0,0.0,0.0381291865112128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787201725711273,0.05806590484365461,0.040178002983549406,0.0,0.0,0.07284245354023132,0.0,0.017400873102622384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196460724732408,0.0,0.06740413107776083,0.07132471653412924,0.0,0.071564974666983,0.07759562751853033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556891154846201,0.07192688492006291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236580618120214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787953197361033,0.0,0.03489751090206701,0.03417587666049695,0.0,0.0,0.03793139160832462,0.07240586004641326,0.05417730826315665,0.037899447828528735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03400085914043978,0.222233719555315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788351213785943,0.10688118062831807,0.0,0.11408716165970605,0.03662064150812682,0.035167906941182304,0.0,0.0,0.1216683338445831,0.03388032427695793,0.08497320977476135,0.0,0.03604673221225063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804750966902443,0.0,0.029463099232045112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027420031280024255,0.0,0.0,0.050420388702178166,0.0,0.19910883245446606,0.08933327797401291,0.0,0.22341037474973474,0.0,0.0,0.04041822797939935,0.0,0.0,0.02677986842242796,0.0,0.0,0.03279173648475664,0.0,0.0,0.1656384260115143,0.15975543928127334,0.0,0.14138127134534748,0.0830752199190735,0.0,0.0,0.034033972717877684,0.0,0.0967275651893703,0.0,0.0,0.14831596812780407,0.3855903548634386,0.061524032992055534,0.0,0.02938810300233225,0.10504039046270676,0.028271451434833537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051859814295164716,0.0,0.0,0.02530159441171233,0.11682617770539593,0.1731162632027297,0.02293645176623734 adhd,Maxjeffriess,2019/04/20,"Help? So the other day I told my mom what was goin on w me. As in how I can't focus, daydream a lot, easily distracted, etc. Basically all my ""symptoms"". I've dealt w anxiety and depression before so I was hoping she'd understand my problems. I also was diagnosed with adhd when I like 6-7ish and was medicated. But now I feel like it's coming back. Anyways, after telling my mom, I asked her if there was anyway I could go back to my psychiatrist and talk to her and see what she thinks is best for me. Or if I could go back to therapy again. My mom said she would go talk to my dad later that night and see what he thinks. So the next morning I asked her what he said and my dad told me to ""get more sleep"". I was infuriated when I heard this. I get around 6-7 hours of sleep and can't really get 8 hours and anything beyond that's impossible. Plus I'd say my adhd isn't revolved around no sleep cuz I don't just daydream off because I'm tired or anything like that. What can I do? TL;DR I told my parents my adhd-like symptoms and was told to get more sleep. What can I do to make them take me more seriously? I've told my mom countless times of my problems and she just shuts me down. Also parents are very against me being medicated.",1.6491739130434766,3.337308392307694,3.750234113712377,88.30954849498329,78.53846153846155,6.829431438127093,22.842809364548486,7.7425588080867325,0.9365100334448164,962,30,214,15,23,329,128,260,0.09,0.8240000000000001,0.086,-0.2802,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,21,10,0,1,3,0,22,10,4,3,1,37,50,26,0,8,7,8,1,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,12,15,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,15,7,44,5,22,30,7,27,0,1,2,0,33,8,0,6,18,144,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903350845994864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879556595481875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160328869562352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253448114389704,0.1433730295669819,0.150564614782864,0.0,0.0,0.1857619448906828,0.0,0.0490887939473677,0.0,0.06852293978941679,0.0,0.08450860415084245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693672788887715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858925307284633,0.0,0.0,0.05193355169168618,0.0,0.0693581857870067,0.08173367974109454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980940759310381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040717104815482685,0.05752883557701955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828910284115028,0.0,0.1372968387453296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053975860927464266,0.0,0.0,0.07998194057344818,0.15860665984422254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802495230278615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846156925767803,0.0,0.0,0.05375270678344237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224589388088628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772511651030953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564187034506651,0.07556956884003345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788324355078099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541078130239566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158795474930435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320011561903618,0.06403867062387962,0.0,0.0,0.12833992399123478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223424754327753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739773471004016,0.06054663032503469,0.12944984868587892,0.07038455195532828,0.0,0.09209017184990292,0.0,0.0,0.1031974933238176,0.0,0.0,0.04695621119443751,0.0925544725209086,0.0,0.3847372085883517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383192881945847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644359040039415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572043991895394,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_NeMe-S1S_,2019/04/20,"I can't keep doing anything. I feel easily bored by everything. It's like I totally feel passionate about something and take up a new hobby. But leave it after sometime. I can't study or do anything for more than an hour. No matter how hard I try my mind wanders off. I feel tired of being with same people for a long time. I can't be patient to listen to what the other person has to say in a conversation. Does anyone else experience this?",1.9310736579275911,4.198101932584272,4.044194756554308,83.68092384519352,80.23595505617978,6.652184769038702,22.24843945068665,7.793537801064563,1.2242649188514363,348,11,67,6,9,119,70,89,0.115,0.772,0.113,0.2212,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,1,13,14,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,8,2,14,12,3,8,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471870849340288,0.21568299113352227,0.3464485185459325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421070765123054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584644478642147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918458595532045,0.2059102179658344,0.0,0.0,0.3193066556201553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885674101836748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730092976668302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871028226116937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289000051080027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028400798640958,0.0,0.0,0.18628662339735333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254584600240964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330302743024609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593478111879207,0.1838012181102497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739872051263285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620538343152869,0.20819071780388035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827043798724236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227447352902842,0.24193975494463654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291625584631226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redtreeser,2019/04/20,"Dating & adhd How do you date with ADHD?? I feel like it's been so long that now I don't think I can manage a relationship. I barely can manage my self.",0.7216666666666676,2.168032147058824,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,80.47058823529412,5.7098039215686285,14.274509803921573,6.42735559955562,-0.6262431372549018,119,1,27,1,3,43,27,34,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,18,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7121773157159405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32103519019069904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498155060275465,0.21167299718887272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447546269415778,0.0,0.0,0.2622114909841155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181096290757832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090999978614669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985368376686731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,untitledabstract,2019/04/20,"Made a phone call like it was no big deal! I need some data/input from a client to stay on schedule for a project I'm leading and I'd sent a couple e-mails and not gotten any response over the last few weeks. I knew the next logical step was to pick up the phone. Yesterday was my second day on adderall xr, and instead of spending a lot of time gearing up and trying to get over my anxiety, I just thought ""I've got a couple minutes now, I should make that call."", jotted down a short list of things I wanted to ask about and picked up the phone. They didn't answer and I still haven't heard back from the message I left, so it wasn't completely successful, but I did what I needed to do without any mental drama. &#x200B; BTW, for those wondering it's a government client who isn't directly paying for the work, which probably makes the situation sound a lot less unusual.",6.790960451977407,5.649430581920908,7.080000000000003,79.3309604519774,65.21468926553672,10.352542372881356,33.22598870056497,9.444778638647367,2.7695378531073445,691,24,141,11,9,225,117,177,0.035,0.953,0.012,-0.3892,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,0,16,0,10,0,0,6,0,28,26,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,1,2,3,7,0,0,1,13,2,12,2,23,12,5,25,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,4,11,91,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666272790207166,0.18686706077245008,0.20915977354862772,0.0,0.11764601894224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376933356834154,0.0,0.0,0.11825209200186305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140658007096433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124190051013165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34032300143543703,0.0,0.09917937394942956,0.15854681525726755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034694007346514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299686950811255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535627523937246,0.0,0.0,0.16708915183198642,0.0,0.0,0.07513216728236674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614870486379231,0.0,0.1455162169676906,0.20530695988283476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498031458116346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280610313035929,0.0,0.0,0.16355336402000148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580752972672452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286212759541764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639156229389705,0.12281385470997855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216871514838397,0.0,0.0,0.12208906147027195,0.0896739675527919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441073223401336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070708281252693,0.0,0.1233580101211994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482444049870889,0.1667745693879118,0.11195818220953507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686706077245008,0.0 adhd,katierose0324,2019/04/20,"Seven-year-old’s Vyvanse side effects are intolerable....but only if he doesn’t get enough sleep. Normal? Seven year old boy is on 10 mg XR vyvanse and it’s going...ok. He has days where he’s SO great...and I would def say these days are more often than the alternative. Then he has horrible days where he rages and cries on and off all day and we’ve noticed these are all days that he doesn’t get enough sleep the night prior. We’re strict about bedtime but life happens and sometimes it doesn’t work out. Is this normal? Will this even out after a while (only been on the meds 2-3 weeks)? Should we maybe just skip meds if he’s up later? Just looking for some anecdotal advice. I should mention that as of now the vyvanse isn’t preventing him from sleeping or eating, so that’s not an issue.",1.5309462915601024,3.827540180124228,2.6886225794665712,92.65465107782244,81.98136645962731,5.030471318962368,19.408476434051877,6.2272716619740125,-0.06232510047497275,623,16,131,5,17,199,101,161,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,10,1,1,0,6,0,16,5,3,1,2,26,20,14,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,9,8,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,14,15,6,25,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,5,15,77,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019230004034596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463485693917037,0.4296165443347088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632910693655426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753275517762194,0.0,0.0879981628697171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921594124935918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688822189323647,0.0,0.0,0.11781619372941958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390590929493656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410536317721592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118809221514326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384897005197094,0.0,0.2959803691480832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250287568031531,0.2610772050632245,0.0,0.15168496934153858,0.2796081379895113,0.0,0.0,0.20265715023182196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595105276277143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39998321665883857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317693806691525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687028948438032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699413383145836,0.0,0.0,0.09464384968874523,0.0,0.0,0.17159346229596045 adhd,Sagan_Liz,2019/04/20,"Meds and Breastfeeding Does anyone have any experience with taking their ADHD medication while breastfeeding? Currently on 30mg of Vyvanse, and restarted taking meds yesterday after a two week holiday. I am a little worried because I feel like I am suddenly producing a lot less milk. Unfortunately there is little literature on breastfeeding while taking ADHD psychostimulants, and I was wondering if anyone would be willing to share their experience(s) about breastfeeding while taking their ADHD medication. Topics of particular interest: - Did you notice decrease in milk production? - Did milk production go back up over time after taking meds for a particular period of time? - Did you notice any difference(s) in milk production on different dosages? - Did it make any difference which form of psychostimulant you were taking? e.g. amphetamine, dextroamphetamine, lisdexamphetamine, amphetamine salts (Adderall), etc. I am working with my doctor on this. I wanted to see if anyone in this community had direct/personal experience they would be willing to share.",9.893426573426574,13.049105000000004,9.670303030303037,48.33776223776226,59.60606060606061,13.561771561771565,39.358974358974365,12.502718667466526,6.848365967365968,875,44,99,35,13,284,98,165,0.025,0.892,0.083,0.8601,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,4,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,18,7,0,2,0,15,30,8,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,14,4,22,17,4,25,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,4,14,77,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37910148522016507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214512226236942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205652540260564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085212907537671,0.0,0.06409709222288963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971403759267602,0.0,0.1076231772288315,0.0920155042715974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726753537987344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057093508014024,0.0,0.0,0.05316586154480184,0.0751175733388212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975788924050693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136987924688053,0.21077133685060306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939285660874223,0.0,0.0,0.0701869393577351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503863378970179,0.21185059127788952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394228197164084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181095923136748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378914292297396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743481314969718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262499675972326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271407281422233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201886701077364,0.0,0.08434318233155408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140282491613711,0.07654881402780818,0.10678264373344486,0.0,0.14938788898901095,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eleni_farrell,2019/04/20,"Productive procrastination This has become my new phrase. *Productive procrastination* What does it mean though? Quite literally that you’re being productive despite procrastinating. How do you do it? Easy! You do it more than you probably realize. It’s when you have to do something and are procrastinating, so instead you do something else that needs to get done. But like anything else. Need to prep for a big meeting?? Clean the dirty bathroom! Do the big pile of laundry! Walk the antsy dog! Make a spreadsheet! Voila! *Productive procrastination*",3.717326007326008,6.059865934065938,3.864835164835167,75.07183150183151,109.43956043956044,7.008058608058607,27.41025641025641,7.447530270364453,2.950742124542125,444,21,68,12,21,137,63,91,0.03,0.863,0.106,0.8089,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,8,16,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,6,14,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,44,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723993732626904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647127210298718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097495384563997,0.2452804804127675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004513212444009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252252689662075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709774942699586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999127812742334,0.0,0.0,0.26108670795449995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35544606875619905,0.0,0.2314888027628617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25842045120407364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549339901263393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690417064905535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354888237294697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hekmeisje,2019/04/20,"Close to entering a new serious relationship and I am terrified that I'll break it up again after a few years Just need to get this off my chest and also wondering how you guys deal with this. I've had three long term relationships so far and each time I gave myself completely to the other person. I forgot about my own wishes, goals and interests. After doing so for a year or two, the switch turns and I suddenly realize how I've been neglecting my own personality. I lose all interest in the other person and cannot get past this issue. I have to break up with them. Most of the time completely emotionless, in a harsh and (for them) sudden way. This new guy is the most amazing, loving and understanding person. I really really care for him and do so badly not want to screw up again. It breaks my heart thinking that I'll break his at some point in the future. He knows my struggle and has been giving me all the time I need, but I am still so scared... Do you guys experience these things too and do you have any advice or comforting words?",5.378805078416729,5.9085274854368945,6.285145631067962,78.22494025392083,67.83495145631068,10.221956684092607,26.0403286034354,10.214889679676881,2.372001194921583,826,21,164,20,13,274,121,206,0.07200000000000001,0.836,0.092,0.5992,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,2,13,13,1,2,11,0,14,4,2,2,2,39,30,21,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,12,15,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,5,0,23,6,22,25,10,35,0,2,0,2,21,11,1,6,18,120,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860725954133425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706437370489933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253986797469717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134392181636012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375095998941155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545209330512366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513336553313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872905536083865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268279404460701,0.11643495551593876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605440808826117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383118938579625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668504914589193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670509620536305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741397411369807,0.0,0.13578873968946326,0.0,0.0,0.10954661309608454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799975883947436,0.0,0.2344514676080511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586716221807555,0.0,0.4239234986196229,0.0,0.0,0.11473958807503748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551319585689724,0.0,0.0,0.26062488211040463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151858821928375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969310607029176,0.0,0.0,0.12688858843932604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063684633442636,0.07777286417535335,0.0,0.0,0.2123260314446812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320222752941143,0.11856675245910965,0.12635673607255882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159073193369324,0.0963426493433581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957645356421872,0.0,0.13162713561281272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632437795342796 adhd,sometimeInJune,2019/04/20,"XR vs Short Release: your experience Hi all! So I’ve been on short-release for the last 2 years of my life. I usually take about 15mg once a weekday for homework and classes. I’ve never tried XR, but my insurance finally approved it, so now I’m testing it out. My doctor is having me do 10mg XR once a day, and then a 5mg short-release on top of that whenever I need an extra “boost” What were your experiences with XR vs short-release? My sister (adhd) thinks it’s a lifesaver. I’m trying it out today for the first time.",1.4541818181818194,3.2114387818181878,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,79.36363636363637,6.581818181818183,25.54545454545455,7.554174236665415,1.3496545454545452,406,16,86,6,10,142,72,110,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,0,2,12,10,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,9,0,11,8,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,11,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108105232006473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010225128411388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223550167466151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250060936700129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379765200683828,0.0,0.1847847910625606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708012940858164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344349994079054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108119381809186,0.1675493864109047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627084174601458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333793741979566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391990406065248,0.0,0.0,0.12667477354848727,0.0,0.20591874065653026,0.0,0.0,0.29498429081971844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392598911153771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989585998444476 adhd,hf2490,2019/04/20,"How to ask to trial medication? As a teen I was diagnosed with ADD (I believe it is now reffered to adhd inattentive type), it made so much sense to me and answered a lot of questions but, unfortunately my mother believed that children were over medicated for adhd and would not even consider trialing medication. I struggled so bad at school that by Year 9 I completely gave up and barely attended school for the next 2 years until my caught me and pulled me from school halfway through Year 11. I still struggle now and nothing seems to help. I make a to-do lists, set alarms, and try and organise a schedule or something that should help me stay on track. Nothing works and I procrastinate over even the smallest task. I am failing so hard right now and I feel like everything is so overwhelmingly difficult or boring and I can't stick with anything. I want to try medication but I don't know how to talk to my GP about it. I feel like I am going to be judged or told that it is too extreme to contemplate. I am scared that if I ask for it I will be told I just need to learn other ways to manage it. How do I talk to my doctor about this?",4.358507709251104,5.451835960352426,5.3818915198237915,81.74658177312777,70.45374449339207,8.670594713656389,29.60600220264317,9.017664075816787,2.3242865638766514,901,35,182,17,16,297,130,227,0.18600000000000005,0.78,0.034,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,17,11,0,5,6,0,16,6,0,5,0,38,31,25,0,5,8,1,3,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,13,13,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,9,0,0,7,3,27,2,31,19,2,23,0,2,0,0,12,6,0,7,12,127,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584376072547436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848024920798256,0.0,0.20103439531977452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977516598550288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227767506208214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273324833858547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913109237324677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005183635202337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203261508219614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663253508423626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873123884462728,0.15362540116554824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110640492851775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963172913284856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441375130413709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059090480973952975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505821682406913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141012447186607,0.0,0.10173854173642273,0.07177080033442454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332625592872367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903997384939869,0.07972512354717116,0.0,0.0,0.11434932200839043,0.0,0.0,0.20633773024929625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044762037863367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918219600410532,0.0,0.0,0.10764682510983167,0.32644960280611424,0.0,0.0978826682102443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277457040662553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460259751894815,0.08586604808449899,0.0,0.0,0.2248076428194378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284188647068352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548098156295366,0.0,0.14599878777056433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341840464805673,0.08534480589724742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782762391080292,0.0,0.0,0.07637951199413484,0.0,0.0,0.20771912207689908 adhd,janmes64,2019/04/20,"Splitting 36mg of concerta I’ve recently been diagnosed with ADD and have been prescribed 18mg of concerta. I moved up to 36mg in a week and found out this is a good dose for me. My friend in school(who also uses concerta) told me that it is possible to feel the effects of concerta much quicker and stronger if I split the pill in half. As I have an exam tomorrow in only one lesson in school tomorrow and I was wondering if it’s a good idea to split it. (Ps is 36mg of concerta equal to 36mg ritalin?) Thanks",2.9970327102803718,4.1326699532710265,5.065502336448598,82.56778621495327,73.76635514018692,9.835981308411217,30.197429906542048,10.125756701596842,3.0850383177570087,403,18,86,12,8,140,65,107,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,2,0,16,14,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,4,18,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,4,55,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372693776573922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049426606389688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984319035892696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381927052018885,0.16783926698532592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644216051272161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245237783198634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089199036077945,0.15969656900369456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720760573114433,0.16522098824456616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490572447269626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449852440404465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439717432262721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000056216137754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758235455416185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762581341922208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425701311198624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558776844748155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bookchaser,2019/04/20,"FDA permits marketing of first drug-free medical device for treatment of ADHD in kids ages 7 to 12 * [FDA news release](https://www.fda.gov/NewsEvents/Newsroom/PressAnnouncements/ucm636379.htm) * [CNN report](https://www.cnn.com/2019/04/20/health/adhd-treatment-etns-device-fda-bn/index.html) * [Manufacturer website](http://www.monarch-etns.com/etns-therapy/adhd) tl;dr It's called the Monarch eTNS System by NeuroSigma, an electric stimulation patch worn at home, attached to the forehead... for use with 7 to 12-year-old kids. Kids reported a 44% average reduction in severity of symptoms. The manufacturer's website states the device is available for people aged *7 and older* in the European Union, so maybe availability will eventually increase in the US. I use what sounds like something similar for occasional back pain or other muscle pain called a [TENS unit](https://smile.amazon.com/s?k=tens+unit&ref=nb_sb_noss_2) that runs $25 to $50 on Amazon. The projected cost of this ADHD unit is $1,000 though. (To be clear, I'm not recommending you attach a TENS unit to your forehead... just commenting on cost.)",9.274941860465118,13.068182598837213,7.400174418604653,61.153982558139546,63.12790697674418,10.346511627906978,36.91279069767441,10.411451182825502,5.054376744186047,925,45,115,26,16,274,121,172,0.059000000000000004,0.879,0.062,-0.1779,0,0,2,0,0,0,96.0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,11,0,4,6,2,4,1,11,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,3,1,1,4,1,23,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,57,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772539100482392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264621114838506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833000400979008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28771372137481993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337905973838773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983464632196547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975158925486784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413167095843391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882810988946206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415354824889032,0.0,0.0,0.14192437271017674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783256345866286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29981798551232364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976702387319478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915720911517012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845828913203083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643093839569812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841641463397275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946439130662436,0.24335462241730385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907237592809649 adhd,cordially_yours,2019/04/20,"Curious Hi everyone, I've been on generic adderall 10mg 2 times a day since October. I dont feel that it's working, I'm still having trouble focusing or staying on track, my mind is still a jumble of thoughts and music. Is this normal? I'm not even sure how to bring this up to my dr without looking like a seeker.",2.8681818181818173,4.051720969696973,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,74.15151515151516,7.704242424242422,31.381818181818186,8.238735603445708,2.3856763636363643,248,12,50,4,5,86,54,66,0.113,0.8490000000000001,0.038,-0.5379999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,11,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,7,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231823272676158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131497544641114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647932917007897,0.0,0.0,0.2553156242490746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510147707994138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305376488223267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437593518227206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697900958534113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617937040309097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102590359046145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847935950427733,0.4267634600874891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518274855977432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121224451220407,0.15580315740017775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25756579076644204,0.0,0.19452064808843056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blackflame12345,2019/04/20,Newly diagnosed I recently got diagnosed at 22 on ADHD and was prescribed inpiral 10.when I took my first pill it was like a boost of energy it was like I didn't look at my phone which I have hard time leaving and it helped me study that day for like 2 hours then I somehow felt like that kick got ended and after pushing it for 30mins to 1 hour I got back sticking to phone. Next day i got kick for some 1 hour .After 2-3 days its like nothing is changing like no kicks. Is it normal?,1.876078431372552,3.609172098039217,3.175098039215687,92.48460784313728,78.01960784313725,6.101960784313726,23.098039215686285,6.937597516519254,0.6116980392156863,382,12,84,4,9,124,66,102,0.035,0.7709999999999999,0.193,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,7,14,4,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,3,10,6,11,4,1,20,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,21,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057042665656694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913422413370116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014149041984473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459634352684464,0.0,0.0,0.2881087963216353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570648794148867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627357784924446,0.0,0.0,0.1207242745924969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540526158109903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271400215380465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513165424275477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193128279651411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028174506907302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160344554605609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918415983711808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094252612882691,0.0,0.1390597554065877,0.13618418409700736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401372307362123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827596257130948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768774000613314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,omarx888,2019/04/20,"ADHD Outside the Box - Thomas E. Brown incredible talk summarizing ADHD from Dr. Thomas Brown : [Watch here!](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wvu3R2SE5oI)",14.420499999999995,19.75349205,7.190000000000001,61.32500000000002,53.5,10.0,40.0,10.125756701596842,5.301500000000001,131,6,14,3,2,32,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9483800338693136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171361085686073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,v1olent_heart,2019/04/20,So I don't have ADHD.... ...How can I live with this wreckage? How can I live with myself? How the F am I meant to explain myself / my past / all this to others if I literally only have myself to blame? I can't really live with all this tbh. Already hiding from everyone in my life.,-0.6703448275862058,1.508684293103446,2.4961206896551715,90.07969827586209,94.0,4.968965517241379,15.870689655172415,6.6274283507984215,-0.08090344827586192,211,5,45,3,8,75,36,58,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,2,11,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,11,0,8,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33342768541228784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061607638189308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510479185502944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596332469235406,0.0,0.0,0.7349509877824589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110048120069356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648468564054415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773448604335312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GypsyPieSoul,2019/04/20,"What do you wish you knew/were helped with as a kid? My (F, 42) kiddo (M, 10) was diagnosed with ADHD 2 years ago. He takes 36mg Concerta on weekdays and has been in counseling for two years. He is a fantastic human. He is in a really good space, and has done a lot of hard work. What do you wish you knew, worked on, had support with as a kid?",0.21341698841698786,1.82096285135135,2.724749034749036,94.35635135135138,82.64864864864866,6.93127413127413,18.679536679536678,7.957251820313856,0.4234888030888029,257,6,64,5,7,89,51,74,0.018000000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,0,9,15,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,2,11,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,3,37,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737634523657024,0.0,0.20192514357990732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312055503523629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331117811107721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910623329980674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405818237287807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268514363978222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936618398724732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459303130257669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584973004488257,0.0,0.0,0.17127232042683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225210948237239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239024366368452,0.0,0.0,0.3316726800568836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933830184969512 adhd,Truthbetold1990,2019/04/20,"ADVICE please! Hey, 28 yo male,throwing this out here and new to reddit. I have been taking Vyvanse, 40 mg for like three days now. I usually start work in between 7 and 9 and I usually take it around that time. Usually by an hour or an hour and a half I’m hit with a wave of focus and mental clarity where everything I do is on point for like a nice four hour period, but I swear the motivation and mental clarity that I did not have before just comes in waves like all day throughout a twelve hour period and I think it starts to wear off around 6? Is any of this relatable to anyone? Also, what seems to be a huge side effect for me is appetite loss. I’m a big guy, and I love food so maybe this is a good thing but know have to desire to eat. Literally have to force myself, it’s almost like the food part of my brain has been turned off. The other issue I’m having is the cold hands and feet, but the worst of it all is FACIAL FLUSHING. Like all afternoon my face is beat red and it’s so embarrassing. Ears and neck to... can anyone lead me to any suggestions with this medication? I am new to the treatment of ADHD... my doctor recommended this medication and also said that Adderall XR/ or concerta or Ritalin May be other alternatives. Kinda don’t want to keep flipping medications though. Input appreciated! 😁",3.2853733766233773,4.852806617424246,5.001493506493507,81.59545454545456,73.73484848484848,8.361904761904762,23.55627705627705,8.976282227363876,1.6754277056277056,1033,29,209,22,21,351,156,264,0.051,0.77,0.17800000000000002,0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,11,11,0,1,15,0,23,17,8,3,3,41,40,23,0,2,8,0,1,5,0,1,5,2,0,1,17,18,3,1,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,4,5,15,8,31,32,5,33,0,1,1,1,5,13,0,7,23,137,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235837638927476,0.10048598265985036,0.0,0.0,0.10297112997010996,0.0,0.0,0.1644690048605439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985821397654485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438046820664375,0.0,0.0,0.1830840939430696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750223374334026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479422629612965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858043554637775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263592581442704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525263953775536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522253828693537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241853402888373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486890876174816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625038165609014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181958619785801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050741858300456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732961625590882,0.0,0.09140157212661497,0.0,0.0,0.0565136330317101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119196081592204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280965690116352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330830071757784,0.0,0.0,0.31077646786372626,0.2072604079752007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863106356005825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135674961899347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287836675335852,0.0972092290328023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781652952719698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361415070959997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556966456231898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463333637915685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831683637106849,0.06589042450818891,0.10103165888720893,0.0,0.059962012433563326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185140030400133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397638889898274,0.0,0.060652822394805066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486272880404388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,odawson89,2019/04/20,"Getting stuck on a thought trail. I’m 29 and recently [officially] diagnosed with ADD. One of my obsessive habits is getting stuck in a chain of thoughts which link back to a memory which links to another memory. The reason I say it’s obsessive is because I feel like once I think of something that reminds me of another memory, it’s like I can’t stop. If I can’t recall the details of that memory or why I was reminded of it in the first place, I feel like I HAVE to just continue thinking about it until it clicks. Afterwards, it’s almost like my brain says it’s okay to move on now. Just wondering if this happens to anyone else?",6.221822272215973,5.763718763779527,7.373903262092237,74.5097637795276,66.08661417322836,11.981552305961756,34.67829021372329,11.491704259439757,4.039509336332959,501,21,99,15,7,171,76,127,0.083,0.8190000000000001,0.098,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,6,1,6,2,1,1,0,20,19,5,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,12,3,0,1,10,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,5,11,5,18,14,0,14,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,5,12,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664803406126052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486656717854991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624934318511078,0.17034786759116868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783981241696382,0.0,0.1013474888040091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855955343957826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874529859813825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888469709839513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812702014407824,0.23754517276594506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414163956411263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372272360487273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701872411848027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248951290166228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670272589336827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705612094414724,0.11265867284648763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737010618794924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093780262183078,0.1641567293134573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644252560385135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799120118605925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899660236239686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305894804527464,0.0,0.26397575640821364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500192543971632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029642694299788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,erockettob,2019/04/20,Diagnosed then made to sit in a cubicle for classwork. I remember I was diagnosed (ADD) very early on and I was actually pulled from my class. Then put into a dimly lit room with cubicles around the sides and this is where I was supposed to do my daily classwork. Every day this happened and I was wondering if there’s anyone out there had a similar experience.,5.129130434782611,6.59717698550725,6.722434782608698,71.44539130434784,69.0,10.73739130434783,32.64057971014493,10.793553405168565,4.030331014492754,288,13,50,9,5,99,51,69,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,0,12,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,0,10,4,0,15,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,2,4,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2583739668800925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513093298633065,0.0,0.0,0.2356983697580741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707525258613363,0.0,0.0,0.5374649647144244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307724380489535,0.0,0.0,0.25899249774883226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341321922066589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505285182954346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661635190903812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999288962539695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846013836137407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871280371959479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dobyhuahua,2019/04/20,"Do you ever think about telling someone a story, then forget if you actually told them, and then just give up telling them because it's too much work? There are so many times I 'think' about telling someone something that i have to ask them if I actually told them about ""xyx"". And then if i haven't told them, it just seems like to much work to tell them.",5.886971830985915,5.554822169014088,5.2930633802816915,88.7286091549296,66.74647887323943,8.226760563380282,30.426056338028175,7.1686216300943375,1.4264619718309859,278,9,62,2,4,84,41,71,0.028999999999999998,0.934,0.038,0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,6,2,9,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,12,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,12,1,7,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,4,6,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.3122936525242334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958789200387435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975407032812999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473834291554386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349631773937425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817287766802675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222517918005422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23525174492386786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566723249516336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711521644698137,0.12318363212382535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594237010771014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505608849272186,0.0,0.0,0.09330320619083543,0.0,0.0,0.4586896709390965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329785922162456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_count38,2019/04/20,"Kind of an overachiever, but beginning to have a problem with alcohol Hey guys I just need some people to share experiences with Im 23 at the moment. I studied pharmacy, have the oppurtunity to start a PhD and work as a musician beside that. Actually, the most areas in life work really well, but i have the feeling that i'm running at like 30 percent of my potencial. I just can't focus and try to make up to that with really long working hours and beside that, unfortunately alcohol. With some drinks, my mind just seems quite, and its a really comfortable feeling. I'm planning to seek help. My brother was diagnosed with ADHD i myself with a ""kind of"". I had ritalin ( in the US concerta i think) for 2 weeks in school. It was magic while it worked, but scary after that. t the evening when the effect washed out i just kinda lost all concentration. I read alot about comorbids of ADHD and addiction, i think a lot of that has to do with dopamine levels. Who has similar experciences?",3.961436170212768,6.04498030319149,5.562712765957446,76.10875000000001,73.09574468085106,9.593617021276595,28.239361702127663,9.978442167317967,3.125663829787235,779,31,142,23,16,264,114,188,0.07,0.797,0.133,0.9046,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,8,8,8,0,0,15,0,10,8,0,2,1,37,22,11,0,2,7,1,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,10,13,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,2,15,6,30,18,7,19,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,7,10,101,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.13366164985492515,0.14931605188710725,0.3292194138652242,0.0,0.0,0.29275567591906715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902030222009218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417713793146946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046650521147663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398162735652971,0.0,0.0,0.13851093539177958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356205031801335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918072026427188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488653548640475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794965193797174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28526355491048905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967450120623964,0.06691596654981573,0.0,0.0,0.12121295001334853,0.0,0.0,0.14951746743918626,0.1164458529068144,0.0,0.0,0.09142764116155387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829929673523186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156052257000038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495681979929227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310605053445071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568302498709118,0.13700572121773785,0.0,0.2632368840929181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386195918285051,0.0,0.12469111983371906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694711937515356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552796785460065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299272626270652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647564281261071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986799366373848,0.0,0.12315127061759262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988592501294567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,post_millennial_mess,2019/04/20,"people diagnosed during uni - what helped you improve? for those of you who got diagnosed during uni/college, how long after the diagnosis did you start to see improvements in grades / being able to remember material better / actually hearing what the lecturer was saying etc etc? what helped?",7.727499999999999,10.642856750000004,8.019166666666667,58.9425,64.83333333333334,11.466666666666667,34.91666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.284941666666668,236,11,30,8,4,77,37,48,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,6,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,3,22,8,2,0.22443324758093636,0.0,0.2190144747538136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984929691109284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555900440238056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006047946049094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949977045782325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529525813353114,0.0,0.3008657500073658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861636160669893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555937550913614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542391188623092,0.0,0.0,0.17847832656731802,0.0,0.0,0.1788442408514872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885500778937256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThakGayaHu,2019/04/20,Can positive talk in Adhd make things worse if you are poor at stress management? If so how can I manage situations on my own?,3.66,5.351617599999997,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,73.0,9.8,24.5,10.125756701596842,2.4774,100,3,20,3,2,34,23,25,0.284,0.607,0.109,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681047031361504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25999504902762616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43781562363827103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446172263138827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130662786089793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587672636061917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969349583627481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MsichanaMkenya,2019/04/20,"How to get off Concerta 27mg safely Hi I was diagnosed with ADHD two years ago. My therapist at the time said he didn't think I should be medicated but once I connected the dots as to why I'd struggled most of my life I was determined to get on meds. Thankfully it wasn't that hard to find a doc who diagnosed me and put me on meds(Strattera). It changed my mind, the clear headedness, ability to make decisions and plan my life especially at a time when I had so many things going on. Then came the crash. It stopped working, I would be so exhausted I'd need to sleep in the middle of the work day, I was depressed and it just wasn't helping. To. This day I'm not sure what happened as I was also on the Mirena and that too does cause depression and severe mood changes. I stopped taking meds until recently when I was put on the 10mg Concerta. It has significantly helped me. At my last appointment my doc doubled the dosage to 27mg. Its been maybe a little under a week as the appointment was on Tuesday. I took it with the exception of yesterday and today I've been feeling exhausted so I was wondering if that's a side effect. I suspect I'm pregnant, the home tests are not showing anything so far but that's cause I technically know within a few days and when the HCG is too low to test(It's backed up by my FAM readings) . I'm getting tested maybe tomorrow or Tuesday but I need to figure out how to get off the concerta work minimal side effects. Should I go back to the 10mg? Should I cold Turkey it? What should I do?",2.608905561510064,4.450397276527337,4.306723829939266,84.70125997380019,76.23472668810291,8.208693581040848,27.274145528164826,8.94667605116694,2.2079059425985474,1207,49,250,28,27,406,166,311,0.14,0.7979999999999999,0.063,-0.9801,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,15,10,0,1,21,0,24,8,1,7,2,49,46,27,0,8,9,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,1,0,17,11,0,3,10,2,0,7,5,6,0,1,16,4,28,3,39,23,3,53,0,3,0,0,6,22,0,4,24,163,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275391149287432,0.0,0.09407155656277516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486645272970159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733011261427857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320393431942504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137633749389296,0.0,0.21803492279764625,0.2245279346200444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532149272626884,0.0,0.18280701363820948,0.21542503941806387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286887362922906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365893189716882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699441709721196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177936150694047,0.0,0.12062419063303716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384413877462094,0.0,0.09506528263326887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226389910200815,0.0,0.1064499313927628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058322375943552815,0.08650433562888672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991549942142682,0.0,0.10636303523842287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083786643603543,0.107591974019457,0.2132294538261031,0.0,0.2357572584689636,0.10690766705789108,0.0,0.0,0.10715388678809792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737758606886007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301743559812345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133656716476839,0.0,0.0,0.10615162829636622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478357079241953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094718924507598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988868153530108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619955062617248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774470091413062,0.0,0.11094270721267817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000195866957758,0.0,0.07979122110810563,0.0,0.0,0.09770371740074184,0.0,0.12321687785105423,0.07050334583642799,0.06799927562771653,0.0,0.0,0.12376224439579073,0.0,0.10059210998728199,0.0,0.11790645770024935,0.0,0.0,0.10366666273948627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512539711042919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575941984890947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150857689186012,0.23177622703993234,0.0,0.0,0.07538667039908901,0.0,0.0,0.06833967461851022 adhd,dahmi211,2019/04/20,"Feeling down Hi one of my problem with adhd is when i wake up in the morning i feel great and happy is like life is so good and happy and colorful but after that my mood start to changing i feel down no motivation i can't do anything depressed laying in bed scrolling through social media and i just Don't know what to do tho i have a lot to do but no motivation so what's the problem?",-0.12638580931263732,2.1720536341463443,2.2831263858093145,91.97107538802662,91.92682926829269,4.445232815964523,22.088691796008874,6.1124844417494595,0.3853024390243904,306,12,65,3,11,104,54,82,0.11900000000000001,0.639,0.242,0.8546,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,2,0,17,14,10,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,8,5,12,14,1,8,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,4,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26766829305507994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328104431986905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356101068935107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182993909897614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33784446558450393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868084585388618,0.0,0.2455515440450476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741829435681416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240206327642635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731497688004445,0.108810609521664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893500891394566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092203933535572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262293203263128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703680236598398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764361922093506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PetCheetahinTrench,2019/04/20,"Forgot my meds I‘m visiting my grandmother for a few days and I forgot my medication. Now (24 h without them) I already feel overwhelmed, can’t think clear and have problems getting anything done. I even have problems writing this text that’s why it won’t be really long, sorry about that. Does anyone has tips for me? How can I get those disgusting clouds out of my head and at least concentrate a little bit? It would be great if you could tell me what helps you! Thank you so much in advance",3.1358333333333306,5.4347800833333375,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,76.29166666666666,6.766666666666668,25.25,7.793537801064563,1.4205499999999995,392,14,76,6,9,123,76,96,0.10300000000000001,0.762,0.135,0.5063,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,1,5,6,1,1,2,0,11,2,1,1,1,17,19,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,1,14,2,8,11,4,9,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019086752524653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395188988755145,0.0,0.16419958261367382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783958448432347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931176174629566,0.0,0.0,0.1286830029109477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461365651815494,0.20419268558393455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179040702747674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008904484061102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849668860848708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998707608831009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047795767838376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337435172946531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998561170774215,0.0,0.17658142073596803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163742997634986,0.2010096378398256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668053980453835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818544179241309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782666917497382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336211567903247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440161916757954,0.18370421309159188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785340980171422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004851133041652,0.0,0.0,0.1923437751100565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174331675075752,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HonestVancouverite,2019/04/20,"Should I write to the board because of this doctor? Please help I am so devastated. Hi everyone I'm very upset, time has gone by since I saw this woman in Vancouver who is specifically trying to work with ADHD. I had my hopes up. I had been diagnosed quite young and spent my life struggling as a young kid in the 90s just wanting to be normal and be a good kid and do my school work. I had the same psychiatrist my entire life until he retired and then I tried aimlessly to find the help I needed again. By this time doctors (gp) would no longer fill my ritalin prescriptions - which I understand as the drug is being abused. &#x200B; I contacted the center about their ADHD program that said woman above ran, absolutely delighted with so much hope. &#x200B; (My mother growing up was extremely proactive. She worked 9-5 but devoted her life trying to help me. she went to parent groups of children with ADHD, worked on their newsletter and read every single book and article she could find.) &#x200B; **The center agreed to start seeing me. My mother gathered every single k-grade 12 school report card, assesment, psych evaluation, anything and everything to do with my ADHD which had been obviously well documented.** **I started meeting with a nurse. She was incredible! She did not make me feel judged, she was made me feel safe, I felt that she had empathy and was a sincerely caring person who wanted to help.** **She actually went through all the documents, we discussed it, she did her job and more.** **I was later contacted and told that she was no longer with them....but that it was finally time for me to meet with the doctor.** **Everything up to that point had given me so much hope......** **But then.** &#x200B; **This is where it is really important** &#x200B; My mom came with me to this appointment, the holy grail appointment finally with the real doctor.... The doctor was late. The doctor was rude, the doctor did not read a single document we had provided, she suggested that someone scanned through it for her but had no reference points to discuss and had no idea of any of my history. **Because she had no idea who I was or any of my background story I felt so overwhelmed. How the hell do you condense over 20 years of history into this already late meeting that is being rushed. I was trying to stay on topic, I was talking quickly. I was trying to get through MY STORY.** **Please know that I am not someone who plays the victim ever, EVER!** This woman started judging me because I was desperate to get medication, I was not functioning at this point. I was late 20's and had gone through the most horrible year of my life. I had been in two long term relationships in my life one 8 years one 3 years and at this had been told that I was infertile. I ended up getting pregnant the first time my new boyfriend and I had sex and unfortunately it was not something that could happen. He was very ill, on trial medication that had serious repercussions regarding pregnancies and was very dangerous. It was an accident I couldn't believe it I was in shock. I had always told myself if I ever got pregnant I would keep it. but I couldn't. I was devastated, absolutely devastated. The process was one I did at home, it was the most traumatic and heart wrenching thing I ever had endured. It was so painful that I had to go to the hospital several times to have blood clots removed while I lay on a cold table in a hospital gown while they removed clots. I felt humiliated, was even more traumatic to sit there feeling so exposed and in agony emotionally and physically. I'm feeling the hurt as I type this. **I was prescribed ONE percocet.** more on this later. &#x200B; Being that I believe you need to be honest with these doctors, trusting that they have common sense and logic. I had been honest about drinking and any drugs in my lifetime. I had not ever been a drug addict or a drunk. I admitted that I did not like to drink because I did not act responsibly on it in my youth. For this I was labelled and judged in her report. She also used this during our meeting to make me feel completely embarrassed. I could see my own mother getting so upset at how this woman was egging me on and treating me. &#x200B; She went as far during our meeting to look at my prescription history and interroogate me about this one percocet that i had prescribed for my traumatic abortion. I had very deeply discussed the trauma of my abortion to the nurse I had met with a handful of times, a woman I trusted, felt safe with. Now I was exposing the deepest parts of my heart and soul to a cold careless woman. She literally insinuating that I had substance abuse issues. I became upset and flustered and anxious. &#x200B; **I told her that I had a hard time answering her questions about my mood because my mood is different if I am on medication or not on medication, duh.** &#x200B; **in her psych report she said, this is on the mental status examination** &#x200B; **"" (insert my name here) presents as a pleasant, talkative, well-groomed young woman. She is heavily made up. There is evidence of cosmetic surgery. There is an intense nature to her presentation. She sits forward on the chair and leans forward. ""** &#x200B; first of all. is there evidence of me having cosmetic surgery? and am i heavily made up? well i went to the appointment wearing sweatpants. do I wear makeup. yes. is the fact that I have large breasts in a sweatshirt evidence that I have had cosmetic surgery? I personally do not think either of these things have ANY FUCKING business belonging in a mental status examination. I have talked to a few people about this lately and the overall consensus is that this is extremely unprofessional behaviour and that she is discriminating me. Saying I am well groomed and presentable? Sure that is absolutely understandable but to go as far as to suggest without ANY evidence that there is evidence of cosmetic surgery is beyond me. how does this have any impact on my long standing history that is well documented of ADHD. Especially in a city that is one of the most expensive cities to live in and people typically as a little more made up here..? if that even matters. I do not have big duck lips, I do not look like a blowup doll. &#x200B; more &#x200B; **""She maintains composure, she is mildly argumentative and demanding. the conversation returns to the need for psychostimulants. however the over all argument for needing medications is contracdictory. for example she says medications make her mood go up and down and then says she needs medication in order to function.""** &#x200B; Has this fucking woman ever been on medication? I don't really think she has any idea. When my medication wears off at night I can be extremely irritable. I can be more sensitive on medication. I can be less social on medication. Who does not feel any difference when they are on stimulants? I can tell when I have a dosage that is too low, and I can tell when a dosage is too high. This is case and point on how medication can make my mood go up on down. &#x200B; more **""This is a young woman with longstanding history of severe ADHD and probably underlying mood symptoms from an early age.""** &#x200B; how can you make this judgement on me when I was medicated as a child and had no type of resources available to be as a small child with raging ADHD to be able to meditate? How can you judge my mood when you are not asking me questions on and off medication. this makes no sense. as a child I could not sleep, largely in part to my medication. anxiety is common. growing up is hard. &#x200B; **and then she diagnosed me as bipolar type 2.** &#x200B; 1. **discusses bi polar medication** 2. **referred me to an outpatient program--- that i went to and saw another two doctors, that denied me access to their group therapy because their doctors did not see me as having a severe mood disorder.** 3. **referred me to a private practice for dialectical behavioral therapy. I cannot afford 180 dollars for a 2 hour session and how many times a week/month would i need to see this private practice to have any progress? my medication is already so expensive, i can't spend over a thousand dollars a month on private practice? t** 4. **possibility of a substance abuse disorder. i have wine maybe once a month. did I do mdma when I was 20, yeah. when i was 20. and i was honest about it. i do not smoke crack, i do not do drugs.** &#x200B; Please help me I need advice. I have not been able to find a psychiatrist. I have been referred to a psychiatrist through eqvirtual which is seeing doctors in my province via facetime app on the computer/phone and the psychiatrist has not shown up 3 times now to our appointments. The wait times for a doctor here are insanely long. No one is taking patients. I don't know what to do. I exercise regularly 5 days a week, I do try to use breathing and meditation techniques, I do not use drugs or even really drink socially (I had a glass of wine for a family event) I do not go out, I am introverted and stay home alone or with my partner. I see my friends at the gym or for healthy things like walks. How can I find someone who cares about me, someone who will read about all my dedication to volunteer work, who will see that I have trouble with certain things that are stopping me from being fully functional and reliable and accountable. Where are they? Do they exist? Do I really have to spend over 1000 dollars a month to actually get help. I do not mind seeing a counsellor, but I need a Psychiatrist who will actually evaluate me accurately and do their 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adhd,bird_king,2019/04/20,"screwed up with my meds so i use a daily pill counter for my medication and i take my antidepressants before bed, but i forgot that i missed my second dose of ADHD meds today and took that pill too. basically i took adderall right before bed by mistake (thanks inattentiveness!) and i suppose that's the true ADHD move lmao",4.668196721311475,6.7392781147541,5.417180327868851,77.9536393442623,71.13114754098359,7.50295081967213,26.95409836065573,8.238735603445708,1.8813973770491803,259,9,46,4,5,84,43,61,0.122,0.735,0.14300000000000002,0.5175,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,9,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,3,0,10,2,5,4,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858240631528196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34398281289628224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490251845136041,0.20361720881186807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482428754290006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726115567608882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519710061667075,0.0,0.0,0.18608729172726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158854764846314,0.0,0.44913118915632144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745689905893252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FindtheSpirit,2019/04/20,"Failure to be my best is breaking my spirit. I love to evaluate my weak points and work to improve them. The sense of accomplishment in doing so is very full filling to me. So when I recieved the same criticism my junior year of college as I did in high school, it really stung. 'You have great ideas, but you have to actually put in the effort needed to submit high-level work.' It smacked me in the face with my lack for growth as a student over years. I've tried new strategies every semester, and I'm out of ideas. I still believe I have potential, and I still have a love for learning, but my failure to do my best in school is taking it's toll",5.022232824427482,5.193593465648856,5.838998091603056,82.36552003816797,68.54198473282443,8.687404580152673,30.115458015267176,8.472884824447931,2.0829763358778624,508,18,104,7,8,167,79,131,0.092,0.7290000000000001,0.179,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,6,5,6,0,0,6,0,11,4,1,0,0,13,16,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,18,5,22,14,5,20,1,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,6,75,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.15977371241530708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446400622027648,0.34364229390075995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794686759066388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050934505604294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597264944596706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696551952771661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955396096058109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140132748218972,0.0,0.15812833744941548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477472149816818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645906283365162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488756314124274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314004701269775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26150482455985075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310215712306745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115973144682506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509173444303268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383900811995724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108693474243004 adhd,pebble255,2019/04/20,"I'm having a hard time focusing on my coding. I really want to be able to make a career out of programming, but I'm having a hard time staying focused when I start a new project. I can't sit still and my mind keeps wandering. I feel like it takes me a lot longer to finish something than it takes other people to finish it. I haven't finished a single coding project for months now and I get so overwhelmed by the complexity of the project sometimes and have to walk away from it. I can't stay seated and I'm constantly distracted by things happening around me instead of staying focused on the project. I really want some meds for this. It might help me stay focused at work too.",4.1407352941176505,5.4565963088235305,4.984588235294119,83.54864705882355,71.20588235294117,8.08705882352941,29.04117647058824,8.548686976883017,2.1334788235294124,542,21,106,9,10,176,79,136,0.044000000000000004,0.789,0.166,0.9452,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,17,21,7,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,13,1,20,19,3,24,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,13,72,21,7,0.14831173254864366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202888588156628,0.0,0.0,0.13934375485314074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027229417681846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499086824554575,0.1059539313668364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748675891564732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115157528574706,0.0,0.2657163619409719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994102280502084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318262824017149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724576210082889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260893313351109,0.0,0.0,0.09899923313569693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647409003747794,0.0,0.0,0.1573353107253618,0.1497525709517217,0.0,0.11838100994386315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432403954843822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102820681160563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002458721923726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417761757161525,0.1466840958117902,0.0,0.10497580765422808,0.6323222935716902,0.1184419411954219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302393050745276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985317249441687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729635278809466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495620496335867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107972707679622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rossisangria,2019/04/20,"My first time using adderall/vyvanse I don't believe I have ADHD but I decided to try adderall/vyvanse for the first time ever, I was curious as to what would happen. After about 2 hours, I started feeling funny, I started feeling so happy, so different, I didn't care about anything, my emotions were reduced, weird thing is I couldn't concentrate, I was thinking too fast, my brain speed was increased, my thoughts were all over the place. Here's the kicker, as soon as the medicine started to fade, my emotions came back full force, I started crying heavily, I couldn't think of an immediately reason, it's like a bad trip.",8.24121468926554,7.459893177966106,7.98,72.87841807909605,62.135593220338976,9.900564971751416,40.853107344632775,8.841846274778883,3.789537853107344,497,25,85,6,6,159,78,118,0.12,0.696,0.185,0.792,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,6,0,12,1,1,2,2,15,25,6,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,8,2,16,3,12,14,3,22,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,17,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136338404441328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310326317395649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243795630139195,0.13295030664171578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939755854724512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775321709615513,0.0,0.1821165741876537,0.1623454843953254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490655668530208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663613441057001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35822438771547704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403255107761814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102283284289562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708817252224157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080646536302546,0.1695031781718505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680936667527332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777916809657994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663613441057001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637148460403283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508149411767546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578526323669704,0.204056167458255,0.0,0.12641074606053995,0.1856964580453798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810664280225213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752350005719033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311234492626435,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,try__harder,2019/04/20,"After accepting my disability, I came to understand my condition, appreciating myself, loving myself, and thinking that its not really a disability. Hiya I'm new here. Hope to thank all the previous posters for sharing their experiences, it really helped with me coming out to seek treatment. Hope to share my thoughts and perhaps some things I do that may help others. In summary, I've come to think of ADHD of a condition that gives me an advantage when it comes to my personality, thinking and hyperfocus. I hope to share a little on how the above traits has been applied to improve the quality of my life below. &#x200B; personality: * warm, open, accepting, generous, self-aware, and alot of self-doubt * because I generally f\*\*\* up alot, I often think that I am stupid and have alot of self-doubt, I think it results in me having a attitude that helps me think that everyone is better than me. this results in having an attitude more geared towards learning and seeing the best in people. * after years of beating myself up, I've realized that there are plenty of smart people around, don't bash yourself up for being an underachiever. I'm grateful for the people who love and care for me despite being the failure that I am. * I've learned how to get used to apologizing genuinely and still feel helpless after * I think I got lucky and learned how to put more effort in not makeing the same mistakes as people seem to hate that * learned how to feel thankful for the people who give me chances * learned that its ok to be vulnerable and ask people for help &#x200B; thinking: * generally better at big picture, I adapt this to my learning practically by: * reading the headings arranging and forming a vague arrangement in my head first, linear stuff are generally easier to understand * when reading research papers; the introduction and conclusion first * when reading newspapers; first and last line of the paragraph first * you get the idea ;) &#x200B; hyperfocus: * as the benefits of hyperfocus is obvious, I hope to share and discuss tips of targetting our hyperfocus effectively * medication * please medicate, getting the right treatment genuinely helps * medication will keep the filters on, what you do during the ""protected"" period still depends on you and your willpower! * After I've decided on what I want to work on, I listen to a playlist dedicated to help calm autistic people down during meltdowns &#x200B; hope to take this opportunity to thank everyone on this sub; please take care of me in future as well :)",7.886441473140984,9.35952698185941,7.9202814919071125,65.36326530612247,62.628117913832206,11.07142075220893,38.336148252404406,10.996428447227288,4.8043277973258265,2033,102,307,55,29,657,216,441,0.04,0.698,0.262,0.9986,1,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,1,4,1,14,14,34,2,0,28,1,19,8,2,10,2,82,67,25,0,7,2,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,26,23,0,2,27,3,0,5,3,4,1,4,4,5,38,30,71,58,10,49,0,1,1,2,28,26,0,14,18,223,64,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217733123547065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26028869776446056,0.2919052881940541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346382435779835,0.0561455675698746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036610437339082716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302654247718928,0.1062317904025608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868967312764868,0.12246505631468972,0.0,0.0,0.15520241258297754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477485050571505,0.0,0.05874766729970865,0.0,0.0,0.060733658116529324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433919586702495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413254776164794,0.11522507288410437,0.0,0.0,0.048033394023963435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929425482196005,0.12327245048584735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415312802054209,0.0,0.0,0.2982527770759664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779750129877271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338178203206997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048954801744381285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242032205224572,0.0,0.060193298580618726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084083076449944,0.0,0.04008878493961917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815045549240317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800381707369848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29145370430483397,0.10487962100660564,0.0,0.1318499940420444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037428111915982,0.0,0.0,0.18022097552610525,0.0,0.076948624438638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128869667981808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785797702039177,0.05467400693474577,0.18795891785547086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592384421616687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875136140079183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031139033417424,0.0,0.0,0.1658783717695583,0.0,0.0,0.039899472005023036,0.30785888664796784,0.0,0.04767887198324725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504375562169634,0.0,0.05187031607878216,0.0,0.0,0.03542341416430125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399882070790598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372250693683378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919052881940541,0.03867500048295267 adhd,boncatx,2019/04/20,How do you deal with forgetting what day it is and other small yet important things? Not sure if this is an ADHD thing? But for example today I was stressing about getting to work on the bus. I organised my way to and from work. Only when I got to work and my colleague asked is when I realised I completely forgot that on Saturdays I get a free park.,3.979295774647888,4.972470309859158,5.238140845070426,82.79946478873241,71.25352112676056,9.060281690140846,28.284507042253523,9.3871,2.3820569014084514,276,10,56,6,5,92,55,71,0.064,0.858,0.078,0.2495,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,10,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,9,3,9,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,43,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875263460715325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366205033007566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25084413464343586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542934197259672,0.2466513886766237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249991578990474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134631381794864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195682378578204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27405467127182576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254858543928949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31788787973778204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267765606216437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899017751826777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225202613666466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,misplaced_pants,2019/04/20,"Love and strength to anyone dealing with difficult family this weekend My (primary care physician) mother raved to my family tonight about how studies from Iran have shown that capsules of saffron are just as effective as stimulants at treating ADHD. She also mentioned they're the world's largest producers of saffron, but when I pointed that out as a possible source of bias it did not phase her whatsoever. Turns out they produce (by most estimates) >90% of the world's saffron... Yeah, there couldn't possibly be a vested economic interest in promoting pharmaceutical applications for saffron there, no need to wait for confirmatory studies from other countries before recommending this as a first line treatment option :/ We went on to argue briefly about adult diagnoses of ADHD and the effects of stimulant medications in adults with ADHD vs those without which I had to cut short for my own sanity. Suffice it to say I feel incredibly validated in my decision not to share my own recent assessment and diagnosis with my family, despite the enticement of reimbursement for portion of my medication costs not covered by my own insurance. Hope you're all enjoying more supportive environments this weekend.",14.292794117647054,11.717595534313727,13.038333333333336,47.00250000000002,51.99019607843139,17.062745098039215,53.93137254901961,15.078166124597352,8.248060784313724,995,58,134,35,8,323,139,204,0.084,0.77,0.147,0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,7,8,12,2,0,7,1,6,5,0,7,1,32,15,11,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,4,2,2,1,6,3,0,1,3,2,15,9,40,10,7,18,0,0,0,1,13,11,0,3,6,99,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361788444513834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892716620759172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398484103461572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654533545397842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162464275259546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331842150569322,0.0,0.15094238444104674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205852145986945,0.0,0.07519466770434531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264967269278669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770734488671755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342209068670805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996290166517108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027013462771076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058354822415986,0.3353071685270786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468379169699137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826397234313192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875978471042208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175899022171356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786010299138884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335575352169894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TopazRL,2019/04/20,"Picking at everything After some intensive Google searching and couldn't find anything on my problem. I pick at literally everything, I constantly destroy things without thinking by picking at them. 16 years old btw, but I have had this problem for as long as I can remember. Fidget items don't work either as I destroy those or just forget to use them. All other solutions have done nothing and it's gone that my parents have stopped buying new clothes for me. It's taking a toll on my and I just really want to stop. I need help.",4.047051705170517,6.362869326732675,4.792607260726077,80.6899889988999,73.55445544554456,7.657205720572058,32.014301430143014,8.515128840125781,2.8349199119911987,426,21,74,8,9,137,73,101,0.19,0.74,0.07,-0.9154,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,4,1,26,14,8,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,13,0,15,10,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,8,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630728467011377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414588214515895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279151739420828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561957096909327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111914935941267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282577060123227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753697207726497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693677930174925,0.0,0.19138891726341284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014458794363626,0.0,0.20794075152816266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200386955081769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792341366835386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269495238348533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244822275652032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33134949736162833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899536000061506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165196933023665,0.1269760809676774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115086787849754,0.0,0.0,0.11688280573095687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910239140268577,0.0,0.14426642391569605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761171317724646 adhd,catswithbigpaws,2019/04/20,"any advice for going through a week without meds? My pharmacy happens to be out of stock for a week, and so I am out of meds for a week. I've only skipped my meds a couple times in the 8 months I've been on them (mydayis 12.5 mg), and I withdraw very badly. The last time I skipped I felt pretty physically uncomfortable, impulsive, and by the end of the day I was becoming psychotic (hallucinations, very abstract thinking, etc.). Any tips on how I can get through the next week, which also happens to precede finals week?",6.013201320132012,6.193805188118813,6.747277227722773,76.6699587458746,66.42574257425743,9.505610561056104,35.645214521452154,9.2995712137729,3.1951768976897696,408,19,78,7,6,135,65,101,0.067,0.899,0.034,-0.4859,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,0,17,7,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,14,48,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612218228525386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111398024218389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945732323133174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630954000907097,0.0,0.15384571868684452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413261305482415,0.0,0.08983686676180894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337830354820925,0.0,0.15535613338746987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133749682524823,0.15259615552120975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277841210995516,0.0,0.07916730390664635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636476034329094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354795405522845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641921267564969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111877958021984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814695018545251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594379827653913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141718006932633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925770678003342,0.0,0.0,0.1624537029070303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298738978382633,0.0,0.0,0.5586896084316234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428006579068905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Angless,2019/04/20,"ADHD unmedicated is spilling organic apple juice all over your bedroom and ruining half of your stuff I can't even sleep in my room tonight, god I'm so angry!",5.767741935483872,6.568433677419358,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,67.06451612903226,10.070967741935485,34.854838709677416,10.125756701596842,3.567890322580645,128,6,24,3,2,43,29,31,0.17800000000000002,0.758,0.064,-0.5838,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5869449416653442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225742795700092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887386044821664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5590850079390252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rue_Anemone,2019/04/20,"Managing Emotions with No Meds Putting this up here because I looked, and I just found a lot of solutions involving meds. I'm a young adult, diagnosed as a child, and over the years I've tried most of the non-stimulant AD(H)D meds available. I'm hypersensitive to medication so anything mood-altering basically backfired. I've been dating my SO for a couple years, and we got in an argument recently about how I'm really bad at managing my emotions, particularly anger, fear, and depression. I've tried therapy, but I don't think we have the money for it. I just don't know what my options are any more. Does anyone have any advice? I'm afraid that I won't be able to commit to learning CBT thinking patterns, honestly, but I'll still try. Tl;dr Definitely can't take meds, probably can't see a therapist. SO is disappointed in my lack of control. Any advice is welcome.",3.851285140562247,6.178515855421691,5.5019036144578335,75.32763453815264,74.18072289156626,9.486907630522088,30.94618473895582,9.888512548439397,3.5392623293172694,696,33,125,21,15,236,108,166,0.13,0.775,0.095,-0.5711,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,1,9,8,1,2,9,0,12,2,0,2,1,23,24,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,3,2,11,2,16,19,4,12,0,2,2,0,6,5,0,3,6,71,15,3,0.12659864525457698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474214618902276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827426007691673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852071632711829,0.0,0.1041798981408614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570458075862678,0.0771733591010477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199114555431291,0.0,0.14007899302947274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903922765095506,0.12849496005284836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078732759549573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28481287239919073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245867242985544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388088800954447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125250161642364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957530459131597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063109773302867,0.0,0.0,0.10762964098504496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624902210248514,0.12753481624100418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364947517673453,0.0,0.0,0.12726660526129804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110233389366353,0.0,0.1250008892145316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088272948604228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110184163444197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951864258356432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477658402994534,0.14699078473029442,0.0,0.16223860009976898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578565099235909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305075368864094 adhd,ImmaThiccRicc,2019/04/20,"It’s so hard for me to focus on anything sometimes and it really f’ing sucks I started a new position as a research assistant at a psychology research lab at my university last month, and I was really excited about it. I still am. Especially since I’m only a freshman, I was really happy about landing a position as an RA. But I’m still learning the ins and outs of how to do everything and the lab manager is still teaching me how to do everything. And I like it a lot. It makes me feel important lol. But sometimes I feel like an incompetent dumbass, just because it takes me longer to figure out how to do things and it has to be explained to me multiple times— not only so I can actually understand it better, but also cause sometimes I’m literally just not paying attention. And I try SO hard to focus and listen to what she’s saying, but sometimes it feels like I can’t control my brain and it does it’s own thing. And then I have to ask “I’m so sorry, could you explain that one more time?” when she’s said it several times. And I can see she’s annoyed, bitch I am too. And the other RA has been there for just as long as I have and she seems to have a better grip on things than me. It just sucks because I can see very clearly that it’s not the lab managers fault for not explaining things to me efficiently enough, it’s just my ADHD ass not being able to focus to save my damn life. I know everything will get better once I get a grip on things. It just takes longer for me. And I’m aware of that and I get it and I accept that it’s how things are for me, but I just don’t like feeling incompetent. My ADHD already makes things inconvenient to me. It makes me feel 1000% worse when it’s inconvenient to everyone else.",2.313214902317132,4.1080184732394365,4.332467060427081,84.39752839618356,76.94366197183099,7.848250795093138,24.97273966378918,8.654491914285503,1.7581040436165378,1358,48,284,29,31,465,152,355,0.134,0.747,0.11800000000000001,-0.8431,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,25,17,5,0,14,1,24,3,2,9,1,63,56,37,0,1,17,0,9,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,33,18,0,1,15,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,4,14,40,11,38,48,4,22,0,0,2,1,12,9,5,2,17,204,73,7,0.08828414607074597,0.0,0.08615259142387321,0.0,0.21220077473473264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742375051343044,0.07060079971659211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265032991947222,0.0,0.08253375909245046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763439204181703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342404585936282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985543043350472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906921370019266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901817677165316,0.07048770689114348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725805116287153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375007566791496,0.0,0.0,0.09122112273089564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435928490456134,0.2380322936813577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231955844757736,0.1261404231858948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837446758463307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939801151293347,0.15817050821174902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851865785060061,0.07196336217567001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235770324214805,0.17252469746279775,0.0,0.0,0.07812869113254918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505602391840863,0.0,0.0,0.17679105911955648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046756311378566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526537840846138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940197342825126,0.05982362218919615,0.1342881426455724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696712538530362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839784397793056,0.07020709642161686,0.0,0.0,0.14070206846292166,0.08037057086216845,0.0,0.09973595597683994,0.0,0.0730295579329138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492611115349502,0.09882687359670364,0.0624879729848801,0.0,0.21151149928013488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275738149531802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105644464981456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295839107229607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993914005848872,0.0,0.0,0.09190690956728166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284366637210311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996908717169558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dapaperbagprincess,2019/04/20,Success! Finishing school! Just wanted to celebrate! I have been accepted into the bachelor's degree program to which I applied for transfer (I'm a 29-year-old returning student). I also received a letter today informing me that they are offering me a $14k/year scholarship for each year I attend full time! Yay! Hard work is paying off :D,2.7536379928315418,5.794579919354838,4.606344086021508,74.30729390681006,88.51612903225808,7.9168458781362,31.082437275985665,8.515128840125781,3.8018222222222224,273,15,40,8,9,92,52,62,0.022000000000000002,0.693,0.285,0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,6,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,27,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606119743245194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919310304589157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419639251581422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32981536899424724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900275186565708,0.0,0.3089030770350539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922167864524683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724985231698714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6295822537940954 adhd,negativeslope,2019/04/20,"Talking to my primary doctor about getting diagnosed after seeing a therapist? I recently started seeing a therapist for a multitude of issues I've had since high school. One of the things she believes I have is ADHD. She wants me to go to my primary doctor to talk about medication for ADHD, depression and anxiety. I'm not really sure how to bring it up without seeming like I'm seeking drugs or anything, I just want to fix what's wrong with my head. I want to be able to function properly. I want to be able to go to school and not drop out three weeks after the semester started because I just can't focus and I got behind so quickly. I guess what I'm asking is did anyone go about seeking a diagnosis from your primary after meeting with a therapist, or do most people get referrals to see a therapist after speaking to their doctor? TL;DR How do I talk to my primary doctor about a diagnosis?",5.875916883116879,6.497211937142861,7.6065454545454525,68.86327272727274,66.77142857142857,10.935064935064936,35.337662337662344,10.832165505486646,4.255342857142857,719,34,121,20,11,252,97,175,0.08199999999999999,0.883,0.035,-0.863,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,0,9,0,10,8,1,2,1,23,32,8,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,3,4,18,2,33,27,1,17,0,1,3,0,10,3,0,5,10,90,22,6,0.2030804787325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440632709184495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767800518732425,0.0,0.0,0.07099929629304264,0.0,0.08355896520932292,0.0,0.09492641688268888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189798745523816,0.0,0.0,0.11440107822210868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745645937778086,0.10306120555149656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157229504788143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177544407724172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061011683000758,0.0,0.17312297408272304,0.0,0.08121100529858609,0.0,0.11185802140973317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420957994953887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072828378364354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598162891596613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049607431958746714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022911085865201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880629407662066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039521686809341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504927742444698,0.0,0.1002587364684201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552828642660453,0.24274327294737866,0.09243842033434968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399513529164307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437414080963512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570047392331793,0.0,0.0,0.2448425943800564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715841764699267,0.06745882314279453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956425598040254,0.0,0.08144945520678472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788116727717328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101831169317364,0.0,0.0 adhd,unionmade,2019/04/20,"Treat yourself like someone you are responsible for helping I'm really helpful, I've spent a few hours a day for the past few weeks mentoring a new employee, I'm shouldering the financial burden for my father's chemotherapy and I'm emotionally supporting my girlfriend through anxiety issues. I give good advice to others but don't take it myself, why? I've been reading about the default mode network, a neurological pattern in the brain that occurs when you think of yourself. People with ADHD exhibit atypical patterns in suppression of this pattern.. and we're always ruminating and planning and being mind wonderers. Stop being so harsh on yourself, stop overthinking things and start doing positive for the world",9.913594470046084,10.600493032258068,9.589539170506914,57.86145161290328,58.193548387096776,12.892165898617511,43.52073732718894,12.28987398476788,6.159489861751151,592,32,79,18,7,192,92,124,0.102,0.76,0.13699999999999998,0.3626,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,9,0,6,3,2,0,0,13,16,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,4,13,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,10,49,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233761071511118,0.19007117309357754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184641366974034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879824938101716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171354917265777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254417051343309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187955578125365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659000022085864,0.0,0.16314425940019212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26074950818041337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915514076009665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030160379532729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502688713424852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963978455249708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187857242693662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568009690957,0.13484750296443818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456084815291586,0.0,0.12460694093412834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648061763742577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767391320567576,0.0,0.0,0.3252351485776745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207256133478659,0.0,0.0,0.14624596817872176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922261281999894,0.1246330080116662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560227546855805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755134070333688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093585817279467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kewtturd,2019/04/20,"Medical student switching from 50mg Vyvanse XR to 60mg Strattera? Pros and cons Hello everyone, I am a second year medical student with ADHD and have been taking medications for 6 years. I started taking medications when I was 18-19 and started off with 20mg of Adderall XR. I took it here and there. Before my MCAT when I was 20, I started taking 25mg Adderall XR every single day until I was 22. When I was 23, I started medical school. I was bumped up to 30mg Adderall XR. Friends told me to switch to vyvanse because my personality/emotional outbreaks were pretty real bad and they were thinking it was the meds. I am now 25 years old and have been taking 50mg of vyvanse every single day. The vyvanse works pretty well, lasts for like 8 hours and sometimes I’ll drink an energy drink or a 5 hour energy to last several hours. Recently, due to some mishaps, my doctor has decided to remove me off stimulant medications because he thinks I have an addictive personality and I am located in area that has very strict laws about controlled substances. He has switched me from 50mg of vyvanse to 60mg of strattera. This couldn’t happen at the worst possible time because I have my first set of board exams scheduled in a few months. As a result - I was hoping if y’all could tell me what to expect and had any tips to maximize the use of strattera. My doctor said I wouldn’t feel the high and I would be more likely to be tired and the ability to concentrate would be less. I’m low-key freaking out a bit because I took the first one day at 12:00pm and I basically have slept all day. I have never felt so tired in my entire life. Futhermore, I was wondering if y’all still experienced any weight loss with strattera? According, to google, individuals are more likely to experience weight loss with stimulant drugs vs. non stimulant. In general curious about experiences of adderall vs. vyvanse vs. strattera.",5.587479452054797,6.787498268493153,6.4623561643835625,74.73490410958907,67.68493150684932,9.456438356164382,33.50410958904109,9.692545771848811,3.3485309589041097,1528,69,270,33,25,506,186,365,0.059000000000000004,0.866,0.075,0.5459,0,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,6,11,11,0,0,14,0,34,18,1,6,2,48,56,21,0,9,6,0,4,3,1,3,13,1,0,1,5,17,4,1,6,2,0,3,3,5,1,4,19,6,34,6,43,29,10,47,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,6,34,168,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570611752516051,0.09448454275241154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692698604980948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564343013980135,0.19170120993606932,0.0,0.06689882460797357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583138849438009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817769085096358,0.06277072987694048,0.0,0.0,0.20281053770129345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093938567593352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403302468027752,0.09117287047394658,0.0,0.0,0.08843558982057928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247949199221087,0.07512365090176336,0.0,0.1538085819348202,0.0,0.0,0.03975203722967177,0.0,0.07548639553001492,0.0,0.0,0.1337462549349787,0.0,0.0,0.06074070470823016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695223621950635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306509898036821,0.0,0.07808622675372838,0.2322711011345274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816966155932608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055530797050955004,0.11522755164523775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873277848111441,0.475201135479203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275279143543065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063568008020016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249722566423409,0.0,0.05327414657562081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864692047511897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886309059777519,0.0,0.15996720624823466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948542812419501,0.0,0.0,0.0776265993363536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478450060823351,0.0,0.0,0.07956644231074443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881688776326553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775602248820969,0.0,0.2225872195756903,0.0,0.06278509058647506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364462712876134,0.0,0.06871631326444565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075152973689072,0.0,0.0,0.045843265723938036,0.18072153479953532,0.0,0.07512365090176336,0.17469680183352032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790141742894318,0.0,0.06486875948668105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914730835575024,0.07068776022087953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852587557915781,0.05723543673897578,0.0,0.0,0.1116971069818741,0.0,0.0,0.15188382587850266 adhd,kai_okami,2019/04/20,"I feel like I'm getting in the way of my own diagnosis I went to a therapist today and told them I might have ADHD and OCD. I have nearly all the symptoms and have had them for years, now. These symptoms have been screwing up my life and still are. I already went in worrying that I was just going to be dismissed, ADHD because ""drug seeker"" and OCD because of all the people that say things like ""Oh I'm so OCD! So quirky!"" I made a list because every time I go to therapy I just draw blanks, and actually went prepared this time. I already have a hard time talking to therapists, and always end up downplaying things at least a little bit. For ADHD: I told him that I'm constantly forgetting things, though he asked for how long, and I said about a month. The only reason I rarely forget things before that was because I write everything down and check things several times to make sure I don't forget. My depression's been getting worse though and I stopped caring about checking things/writing things down, though he said I just forget things because I have depression. I told him that I ""hyperfocus"" and he brushed it off saying that I just like being on the computer even though I told him it applies to things not on the computer. I will literally clean my room for 6 hours at 4am despite needing to get up at 8am, but apparently it's just the light from the computer making me do that. I either work 0 hours on something, or I work for 4+ hours on something. I also told him how much I have trouble paying attention, and he kind of just ignored it and moved on. For OCD: For OCD, I told him about my routines, my skin picking, and hoarding. There's more, but again, he cut me off. He kept asking me what *specific thought* I would think would happen if I didn't do these things, but I have no fucking clue. I literally don't know. I just know that if I don't do them, at best, I get anxious, and at worst, I get panic attacks (which also apparently don't exist, because even though I *feel* like I'm going to die, I don't specifically think in my head ""I am going to die""). Even though I'm diagnosed with depression, I don't constantly think the specific words ""I am sad."" so I guess my feelings aren't real and I'm not actually depressed either. I got through about 1/3 of that list, but he pretty much just dismissed what I said, anyways, so I guess it doesn't really matter. Pretty much everything he just explained away as normal, my depression, or my anxiety. It also doesn't help that all of these are things that can be considered ""normal"" (in the same way that being sad is normal, but is completely different from depression). ""You forget things? Everyone forgets things. You put off assignments? Everyone does that. You keep useless shit? Everyone does that. You do things in a specific order? Everyone does that. You stay up late? Everyone does that."" And so on. Am I SOL at this point? This is the second therapist I've tried mentioning this stuff too and the second time I've been dismissed. The first time was just OCD, and I couldn't think off the top of my head all of the things that I do that are symptoms, so that kind of screwed me over. I feel like if I write down all the symptoms that I have they'll think ""well you're just making things up to get attention!"" but I have trouble recognizing what's a symptom of what without looking it up because to me all this shit is normal, and before I knew about any of it, I just assumed everyone was like this. I don't even want meds, if it's the ""you're just a drug seeker"" thing. I just want to be taken seriously for once and actually fucking listened to. I'm not some person that went on WebMD and determined I have terminal cancer because I coughed a couple of times. I feel like no one will help me even if they could, and I'm pretty sure my life isn't worth it at this point. All of this is ruining my life and I don't know what to do other than end it.",3.619492753623188,5.065007671355499,4.703230179028137,84.55655029838023,72.6700767263427,7.975481670929241,26.971952259164535,8.548686976883017,1.8472551747655583,3077,109,622,54,60,1008,267,782,0.14300000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.076,-0.9955,3,0,4,0,0,0,111.0,0,5,5,5,48,38,8,1,26,0,63,22,5,8,9,125,131,55,2,16,33,0,7,7,0,6,13,6,2,1,67,25,0,4,20,0,4,10,20,24,1,4,28,16,94,14,81,90,20,78,0,10,1,4,45,40,6,12,31,438,161,7,0.0,0.0,0.11783707029160825,0.0,0.1451210996389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888356279448453,0.09656577081838637,0.033491931701227697,0.0,0.0,0.027371958320007727,0.0,0.030791790145567013,0.0454720036499755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525822273302515,0.04579115277599311,0.037816998634230437,0.0,0.0,0.19629235694797706,0.0,0.06850101761865654,0.0,0.04224078388679272,0.0,0.043943503416848585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103842424280961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042202250512343914,0.0869937391363917,0.0,0.032137028553441395,0.04453680003848822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800798920163652,0.040853765565142,0.08354805520242904,0.04205357138476922,0.0,0.0,0.14089516062928692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335641460485272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130061218465164,0.0,0.0,0.1329265343401478,0.0,0.03391307720370422,0.23076847302573436,0.07234973733781742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176019603499427,0.11502086138023095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034237352522327895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442252462479597,0.12617644726908675,0.0,0.0915019427438736,0.0,0.032192281800159504,0.0,0.08868169858483697,0.0,0.03559369380196141,0.0,0.036056855605782166,0.0,0.08261796912074956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395859272438045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189169382598138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035776804972676976,0.0,0.08383013279701962,0.06636244367237255,0.0,0.0454047121024003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529109732771281,0.13765172542670293,0.04034192606547202,0.0,0.03562073570711111,0.03380057663791913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03808632757769554,0.08060326495927189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04470962054267121,0.0,0.0,0.042699791153813005,0.0,0.0,0.032127844524386204,0.042780283648440914,0.08876701840959185,0.029845495323261112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157749148084587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286584169762122,0.027275017719523075,0.030612585264364826,0.0,0.04722570004762916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02790487139605031,0.03514548974880022,0.0,0.0,0.07610012711451285,0.0,0.0,0.12284875494260393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04046322169739671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581427943218226,0.025785725248016467,0.04138457765963405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486332735560018,0.06401818308091971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454720036499755,0.08263383838925809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061974141752046165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042902050647329534,0.032144380874073404,0.033651512986965504,0.0,0.0,0.046077593418752005,0.0,0.0,0.07587189971657463,0.2091802250811102,0.0,0.03235210862528322,0.0,0.0,0.04603035497150113,0.14020301785699305,0.4278540203334283,0.12895559739009896,0.2372775350778356,0.031954678905943674,0.16429416062375482,0.0,0.0381530994746454,0.23076847302573436,0.0,0.027327685074266528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474819884904253,0.06389850255330973,0.0,0.0,0.0361903481614885,0.14925176514874122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038800383129479296,0.0,0.05860619649811875,0.04087669208668253,0.041019054965556336,0.057186098097800994,0.0,0.0,0.025920227780435 adhd,_ashleighsarah,2018/12/29,"Forgot meds at home while visiting boyfriends family! I’m visiting my boyfriends family for the second time ever for holiday stuff and I forgot my vyvanse at home and now I’m horribly awkward and quiet and my brain is going a million miles a minute plus I’m getting heart palpitations from withdrawal!!! I’m dying here, any advice? 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Two weeks back I started to meditate by using the app ‘Headspace’. This app teaches you how to meditate by listening to soft spoken instructions. First I was sceptical, since meditation never really did much for me other than making me relaxed, but now I can tell that meditation has helped me immensely. At work, I lack concentration a lot. When colleagues start a conversation I always miss the first part, probably because I am focussed on their face. My brain wanders off at any given moment when I am doing executive work, ending up staring at moving objects or lights. The worst thing is that I can’t deal with stressvol situations. My brain is on fire when I’m forced to multitask and when it gets too much I feel like my brain is turning into a cloud that is not even able to perform the simplest tasks. It doesn’t matter how hard I’m trying, I always leave work disappointed, feeling not good enough for this society. However, lately I am doing so much better. I found a way to concentrate and it has a lot to do with avoiding being overloaded by thoughts and emotions. Since I regulate my thoughts and emotions, which means observing them and letting them go, they don’t get stuck inside my brain anymore. It leaves me with so much space to think clearly that I can finally finish my work and go home with a satisfied feeling. I hope you guys give meditation a fair chance. If you want to try it out, download Headspace, find a comfortable position and start the ‘Basic sessions’. The following information will make more sense when listened to the first 5-6 sessions. What really works for me when I am distracted at work: 1) Notice the distraction. 2) Start breathing in and out. Follow your breaths. Are they long, short, deep, shallow? The breaths will distract you from whatever distracted you in the first place. 3) How many thoughts are there in your mind? Let them pass. Observe them. Don’t fight or block them, just picture them into a cloud and let them drift away, slowly. 4) If you feel any emotion, what kind of emotion is it? Sad? Melancholic? Horny? Inpatient? Accept this feeling, it is just there. If it brings up any thought, try to picture it into a cloud and let it drift away, slowly. 5) When you are calm enough, take a moment to enjoy it and don’t be scared to lose the concentration. Dare to look around. 6) Now try to perform the task you wanted to do in the first place before you got distracted. If you succeed, bravo. When you feel like distracted again, don’t worry, try to focus on your breathing again. 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I used to be A honor roll and a super bright kid until 5th grade or beginning of middle school. I still consider myself pretty smart, but my grades and effort doesn’t reflect that anymore. Anyone else experience this? Sorry if this doesn’t make a lot of sense, my thoughts are pretty jumbled right now and I didn’t want to put it off since I meant to ask this for like a week now",4.073571428571427,5.1852335000000025,4.620000000000001,86.875,71.14285714285714,7.028571428571429,22.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6294904761904765,330,7,67,3,6,105,63,84,0.018000000000000002,0.732,0.25,0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,8,6,8,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,8,43,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829137077005267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800935492088366,0.15370817797396447,0.2252387809838595,0.0,0.0,0.20550860842919208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363728477559674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503302714321895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766333128576806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147927762234333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688908877181196,0.0,0.0,0.14673625654073494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472862589394207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098689237169103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187731091500655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224767010249944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184319955887013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460783743718273,0.0,0.0,0.1755541585318334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451811526451044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898599824975761,0.0,0.0,0.12965968402860234,0.0,0.17633199215290987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crypto_viv,2018/12/29,How necessary is to take neurological test before psychiatrist? How necessary is to take neurological test before psychiatrist?? and the cost for neurological test?,9.45625,14.06493545833334,11.130000000000004,29.51500000000001,69.41666666666666,14.866666666666667,37.16666666666667,11.855464076750405,7.8455166666666685,137,7,15,7,3,48,13,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7493753491506624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6621454417915469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catto-12,2018/12/29,Good way to battle post Ritalin anxiety Ideally fine when on ritilin but when I come off it or stop taking it I get quite bad anxiety any tips or tricks to fight this Ritalin withdrawal induced anxiety ,8.39736842105263,8.018169789473685,9.20947368421053,62.876315789473715,61.631578947368425,14.968421052631578,42.6842105263158,13.816669648895859,6.6146947368421065,164,9,27,7,2,56,30,38,0.401,0.473,0.126,-0.9324,0,0,0,0,1,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195593541373568,0.0,0.6600925526838394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015323807913566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477617952111809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502711757702799,0.0,0.0,0.2412445735331028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754633816843833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30592252471369674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404657540665633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162567432891844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283017944268574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway5021987,2018/12/29,"I have trouble reading books I always wanted to take up the habit of reading, but it’s just too hard. It’s not because I’ll find a book uninteresting or boring, I just can’t sit still for a long period of time and I just can’t look at the text properly. I do not understand how people can have the patience/willpower to sit down for hours and stare at a page for several minutes without getting distracted. I can read every single word slowly out loud for 30 pages, but I won’t remember a single thing I just read because I will be thinking of something else. In fact, whenever I tell myself to focus, I’ll focus so much on trying to focus on what I’m looking at, that I forget what I’m actually supposed to be reading. Anybody else have this problem? 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On the one hand I know I've got okay hearing because I'm sensitive to high-pitched sounds that others often don't notice. But on the other hand, I find it really difficult to follow the dialogue at the lower volumes my family/friends usually set the TV too. Personal quirk or ADHD trait?",4.881,6.1932079571428575,6.3900000000000015,74.18500000000002,69.42857142857143,9.6,28.285714285714285,9.888512548439397,2.9646571428571433,287,10,49,7,5,98,53,70,0.07200000000000001,0.804,0.124,0.5672,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,1,2,2,2,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,5,5,1,7,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31445934443999984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950290663631475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391486002687893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215457075793666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926999291130347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29490502839041044,0.0,0.0,0.27645364850478266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437991483290401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957935740210071,0.0,0.0,0.1773046968292875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846769409676546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762336305836167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881768241790752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asdasjfaj,2018/12/29,"Admitted I had ADHD. Not sure what to think of the reactions to it. Walked in on coworkers talking about me (whatever, doesn't really phase me). They kinda stumbled for a second and grudgingly admitted they were talking about my poor short-term memory/inattentiveness but how smart I am. And so, whatever. I kinda say ""yeah, it's mostly because I just can't pay attention and my working memory is alright if I do"" (I explain some basic psychometrics, how I have tested my digit span and it's pretty damn good + mental math). One of them jokes ""ADHD?"" and I say ""yes"". They act surprised, probably more due to the admission than something unexpected. I lie that my father doesn't want me medicated (I'm on meds, he just doesn't know so I can't have any rumors circulate). Anyways, one of the people I talked to has seemed to generally avoid me. Nothing obvious, but I feel like I just labelled myself and I possibly shouldn't fessed up about my ""disorder"". I thought it was just making conversation and getting to know them better... Idk what it is but I just feel like I'm not normal anymore after saying that :(. It's just not sitting well with me... (God help me if they ever see this post) but one of the coworkers was someone I have a bit of a romantic interest in and I hope this doesn't stifle relations. I just feel like the disabled guy that people have to walk on thin ice around now. I acted nonchalant, but it just keeps playing itself over and over in my head.",2.9836029315534627,5.311322473498237,4.6758696505693,80.20760371679103,76.91519434628975,8.15018976573747,26.02918466169349,8.94667605116694,2.358917131265541,1152,44,212,28,27,388,157,283,0.052000000000000005,0.775,0.17300000000000001,0.988,0,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,6,2,20,16,1,1,8,3,20,2,1,3,3,58,39,20,0,6,18,1,4,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,15,11,0,2,12,2,2,4,10,2,1,4,5,8,39,14,29,33,4,22,0,0,1,0,21,12,1,8,7,153,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044813535686239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861444435699203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256291651635635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276904624188724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722089002831571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203517357917432,0.13829805694210354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451823779703562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458625256093095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215451147153687,0.2714934017515193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618330406219543,0.0,0.0,0.10625033631136184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542976702112044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300067553730993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490866622904443,0.0,0.0,0.1258184636578287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259599773787565,0.0,0.0,0.13923631178209633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856633893296004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455762558963997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070916442450593,0.12761336469536072,0.12766023540163776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411618878802122,0.12154963061675335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575180625374453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564323247897307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428088522946816,0.1213211825525878,0.12887566067998607,0.136578818629204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115228466914445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30221499108991545,0.0,0.0,0.10094486297010537,0.11532163458774887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073326866071383,0.09752184872083124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939121248222165,0.0,0.0,0.3054535992554283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116926127478924,0.0,0.10056708408020147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471715085710925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389749204368345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222208597675567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ladygrilledcheese,2018/12/29,"A post for all the kids/teens who can relate to parents who don’t support ADHD: I am in the same boat as you. My whole life I knew that I was different, but never knew I had ADHD because I didn’t know what it was. It wasn’t until my freshman year of high school that I told my mom something has to be up. Constant forgetfulness, spacing out, losing everything, impulsivity, losing homework, dropping grades... every indicator of ADHD. We went to the doctor and the doctor said that I have a lot of symptoms of ADHD, and that I should go to a psychiatrist for further testing. However, my mom was completely against it. She didn’t want me to get help or medicated because “we all have ADHD.” I even found out that I was diagnosed when I was 7, but my mom told the doctor that I was a careless wild child, school wasn’t my strong suit, and I would grow out of it... I didn’t. My freshman year of college I was completely struggling with the new responsibilities of being an adult. I went back to my doctor and told her about my experience before, and now that I was 19 and could make health decisions on my own I told her that I wanted to see a psychiatrist to get tested. I spoke to the psychiatrist for an hour and a half. First showing him all of my report cards when I was younger with checkmarks on fails to complete homework, fails to stay on task, lack of self control... every indicator that I was struggling with ADHD. I filled out a questionnaire, and also talked to him about my whole life growing up to the responsibilities I was struggling with currently. I was diagnosed with severe ADHD inattentive type. He was even concerned why my teachers or parents failed to get this checked out earlier. I am now prescribed adderall and it has helped me so so much with everything, but it still is a daily struggle. If your parents were the same as mine it’s gonna suck stick it out until you have the right to make your own health decisions. My advice is to try your best to manage your ADHD as best as you can. It will be hard, and if you are diagnosed it will be hard to deal with thinking “what if I was diagnosed sooner?”. If you have made it this far with the benefits and struggles of ADHD you can push for a little longer. My parents now still aren’t as supportive as I wish they would be, but it’s not up to them anymore. If you need anyone to talk to or relate to PM me!",5.692623100303951,5.818339997872343,6.396854103343466,79.09750000000003,67.1063829787234,9.182370820668694,31.253799392097264,8.942964678507748,2.4277629179331317,1869,68,370,29,28,615,201,470,0.11199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9613,8,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,2,11,2,10,16,18,1,5,22,0,48,14,0,4,4,68,77,36,0,14,13,7,2,0,0,6,14,2,2,3,27,27,0,1,7,1,1,7,9,12,0,2,33,5,67,6,68,32,14,47,0,5,1,0,44,19,1,9,18,286,94,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960467840917149,0.053849528560940746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044068725508747235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054650936388306114,0.038531813737378656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423735713708771,0.0,0.06718493979151037,0.0,0.04689165503867633,0.0,0.11566194695731348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733346547256251,0.059550654105863486,0.06180673406028135,0.043998133437528335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681248152314505,0.0,0.22372814285197928,0.0,0.057574664758903576,0.0,0.2256157473461164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279477485680272,0.0,0.09285936897398664,0.0,0.09905251172384882,0.0539048257449948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687364304139344,0.0,0.06042153898943624,0.0,0.0,0.08637276707749715,0.0,0.03131834886308207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987293732924174,0.0,0.0,0.11715147088187965,0.0,0.0,0.07387358040400747,0.05822314502483328,0.0,0.0,0.05426889741674976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03028514440989325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784683795552867,0.0,0.05523128696244907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233003720756845,0.0,0.0468496579233646,0.0,0.05214319426334825,0.0735681624761111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551409871413048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936205402670703,0.0,0.0,0.040509689254998316,0.04086084323441136,0.04250160462486502,0.05322229452875274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475741704396964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277688681289233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047060732524220536,0.0524189927896431,0.0,0.0,0.11154163581658727,0.04391282293186434,0.0,0.05748819870882596,0.06225476885445137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242375044021968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873629996581217,0.08801639869176804,0.0,0.0,0.2880468992220372,0.0,0.0,0.1250686258905264,0.0,0.05727685395870453,0.0,0.08858519012817657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03531008208833405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062685893058702,0.0,0.03741376189889139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500659704760428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216873454683092,0.04972513228093908,0.12304909459498753,0.06336986666504901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782922904864893,0.0,0.0,0.07097368312806157 adhd,AnOriginalPseudo,2018/12/29,"I have a better concentration quality but it's still so short, and my life keeps getting fucked I have a better concentration quality since I started taking Strattera at 40mg daily ( began taking since mid october ) but I can't stay focused so long, it's like my brain is telling me ""Get the fuck outta here RIGHT NOW"" for anything I might be doing wether it's a task or supposedly enjoying moment. It's so weird. I'm clinically diagnosed for combined type of ADHD. This year will be the third time I'll be doing my second year of bachelor, mostly because of fucking procrastination thing jesus christ, I'm in a complete mess with my life, help me please, I don't want to live like that anymore. I also spend most of my time on the laptop for what I consider important things but not in an order of priority and that also drives me crazy.",4.692893660531698,6.153631331288345,6.0682361963190194,75.74975715746423,70.04294478527608,8.868916155419223,28.92075664621677,9.2995712137729,2.6199370143149285,669,25,121,14,12,226,107,163,0.13699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.149,0.3005,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,3,0,8,0,12,8,1,0,0,13,25,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,16,5,14,19,2,20,2,0,0,3,2,7,3,4,12,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262788333578528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430467019768993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507047196825628,0.0,0.0,0.12505115491143404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926341631754359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26879474056608155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963900359779854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932847192281382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423746271263544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214571609743338,0.15878695481854244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185641786290972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507013482396765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146694396762827,0.1484811747749964,0.0,0.13418456147723815,0.1344809179624296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612068644057356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680781152172128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977407107403718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514078207849849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075589498147528,0.16197046576923266,0.12135644481976204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285118855951365,0.0,0.13282082419565025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191259482067944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721964546733385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963067820071954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571611627394256 adhd,Shorse_rider,2018/12/29,"What is something you are particularly proud to have achieved *despite* your ADHD? I know there is this 'super focus' that many ADHD'ers have, but have any of you had to battle on at a snail's pace, without that..and achieved something regardless? &#x200B; I'm struggling with Python at the moment. It doesn't interest me enough - I think that's half the battle. But I need it for work! 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For example, I am cleaning up my house before some people come to stay and there is A LOT of cleaning to do before then. I have made basically a to do list of how to clean the different rooms. I am just worried that I will move from task to task instead of completing them one at a time. That is usually how I do almost all things. Any tips or advice you could give to help me stay task oriented would be greatly appreciated. Oh and side note, I have been told that I am not the cleanest of people, which I am aware of. 🤷🏼‍♀️ I really want to impress with how clean the house will be. I hope y’all are having a great Saturday! 💞 ",0.9305780933062876,2.834146155172416,3.2534888438133898,89.96686612576069,81.70114942528734,6.622853279242732,22.30425963488844,7.724431198458867,0.9375480730223122,637,21,143,11,17,219,99,174,0.021,0.823,0.156,0.971,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,25,0,0,5,1,22,33,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,19,4,23,24,4,19,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,6,7,102,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242066239891582,0.0,0.0,0.12402642433038145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26840132639023595,0.0,0.0842280462386855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210788969204436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669315457287992,0.12986330996025308,0.0,0.0,0.0988909560407534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940579967598034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881638604028505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27310892846226137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110952912673607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301976040277399,0.0,0.0,0.12301946516202647,0.0,0.2858322231858665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060018233737365,0.0,0.11719793384059768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316420135935654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101375490408216,0.0,0.0,0.1678594879316116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717358159582668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934694452973864,0.0,0.12229535386340305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766770351980332,0.5280668432139685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312619857114808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228610231942596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222290364248192,0.0,0.0,0.11835213121643705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364126698432369,0.0,0.07305496879908932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578434728380206,0.0,0.08798554452113874,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Searching4humanity,2018/12/29,"Embarrassed that I have no ""filter,"" when I speak. My spouse said he has to distract me sometimes so I will not say things to embarrass myself or others because I just say the first thing at the top of my head at times. Do you guys have any experience with this?",3.6382692307692284,5.103433211538466,4.23,87.89000000000001,72.65384615384616,7.507692307692308,24.538461538461537,8.07648339933343,1.2074461538461545,205,6,43,3,4,65,43,52,0.16899999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.033,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,3,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,9,0,6,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044235721682912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832476887820436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29405205281488683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556967909410928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976489250857168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085102676158911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28594680018448115,0.4781106823313903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973087423830203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994208515361874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752867912087623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissFig,2018/12/29,"I let my child takes breaks from medication on the weekends/holidays and I’m wondering if this is a bad idea? From the perspective of someone who takes meds for ADHD, what are your thoughts on taking days off of the meds? When my child is not at school and just hanging out at home I feel like there’s no need to medicate her, but then I wonder if maybe this is not a good idea. Her doctor says it is fine, but I’m wondering what you all have to say about it. She’s 11 years old and currently takes Adderall. 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I'm very slow at doing tasks, no matter what the task is. I need days to do an assignment because I'm only really focusing on it 10% of the time, no matter how hard I try. Maybe that's just how I am. If I manage to start early enough I usually end up with somewhat decent work, but often I start too late and just can't *work on something* without doing something else in between. When I do something I'm also very impatient. Could this be a symptom of depression and anxiety, or is it ADHD-related? I had considerable trouble in school and failed classes every year, I gave myself a considerable push and now I'm doing well at grad school, but I'm pretty certain I'd fail a PhD due to my lack of focused working. I'm not even sure how I'll hold a job.",3.960084745762714,4.682878299435032,5.895833333333336,79.06375000000001,71.09039548022601,8.611864406779661,28.87429378531073,8.841846274778883,2.296341242937853,677,25,132,12,12,236,113,177,0.18,0.738,0.083,-0.9570000000000001,1,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,5,14,7,0,0,8,0,15,1,0,4,2,34,27,16,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,1,14,3,17,23,3,21,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,7,13,90,21,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35152601426272145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695535871232675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118801672067362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915209871252687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167680122230344,0.0,0.0,0.09431857567887138,0.0,0.12596414229355038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217236333620647,0.0,0.12953330052345005,0.1511144232637605,0.0,0.0965961564292406,0.0,0.12322118103911606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101047438467364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145129672937341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497536382182698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692688605528031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084418603578668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112290367600041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878792019065307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936909234135701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960238100305235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33776912493237005,0.0,0.0,0.2070317425578761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783805336509736,0.15200882084334802,0.10996112818000524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716140874865173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527903089371443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929354418915247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610727303826205,0.2413416608500028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149551177232385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097892105946716,0.15860091889817196,0.3194132770080761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941796304924887 adhd,Joriple,2018/12/29,"I have hallucinations when I take my Ritalin. Looking for advice. I’ve had mild hallucinations for over a year now, but didn’t think much of it for a while. At first they only happened when I was studying a lot in the weeks before my exams and were only vague outlines of my cat leaving my bedroom. I wasn’t worried as the same has happened to me in the past when I was too tired. After the exams it continued but only a couple times a month, so while I found it strange I still didn’t worry. But in the last 1-2 months they steadily became worse and happened almost daily. The outlines I first saw became clearer and I regularly had to check whether I had seen my cat or had an hallucination. But my breaking point was in early December when I was cleaning the stables and clearly saw a dark man watching me menacingly only a few feet away. I totally panicked and it took me an hour to calm down. At this point I knew I had to tell my close friend as she’s a psychiatrist and gives me my prescriptions. Unfortunately she was abroad at the time and was really sick when she got home, so I haven’t had much time with her yet. In the meantime I stopped taking the meds over the holidays and all hallucinations stopped. On Thursday I finally got the opportunity to tell me friend. She was glad I told her and said we’d figure something out, but she wanted to ask some colleagues for advice. Has this happened to anyone else? What was your solution? I am so scared of losing my meds! I can’t function without them... but I’ve tried taking a low dose today and got another hallucination... Sorry for the wall of text. I’ve been holding this in for a while and am so scared. Tl;Dr: I’ve developed hallucinations over the last year when taking Ritalin. Told my shrink friend on Thursday, she wants to find a solution. I’m scared to lose my meds and quality of life. 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This isn't a troll post I once heard that meth and adderall is like the difference between coke and pepsi its just that stimulants are more controlled. I have had adhd since I was 14 and take 20mg of focalin and I didnt realize what it was doing until now and I'm 19. The tone of this subreddit really doesnt match the way I feel about ADHD, I find it really whiny about other people not understanding. Does this mean I am misdiagnosed. And is what I am taking basically like injecting a little bit of meth every morning?",3.562733529990169,5.2059887345132765,5.388082595870205,78.79553588987221,73.15929203539824,8.916027531956734,24.944936086529,9.444778638647367,2.197209242871189,449,14,87,11,9,154,75,113,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.6553,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,2,1,16,21,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,9,2,9,16,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822225285062188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902963161613614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250170652326412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096095561879407,0.0,0.0,0.17556756249262082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903451544213766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144160805433122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833668560807272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198649469643922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960296703541288,0.20107812344834244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853853530325004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365819258611374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908753801885368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214249649835413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570499601933187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595838599611346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016888145793301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088568355800296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592461272638087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spasticflailing,2018/12/29,"do you have a hard time getting over people after breakups? i reach out to exes after an inappropriately long time and overshare a lot. i'm trying to be better at this but i think what hurts most is how guilty i feel, and how much i put myself down for engaging in this sort of behavior. 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I need some advice on dealing with people who have ADHD (or ADD) I have met at least two people with such difficulties who told me they wanted to play a music instrument. Never really started practicing. It seems to me that the reason they never started practicing is mostly due to not being able to see the importance of music in their lives. They saw the importance of learning a their other tongue. If they are allowed to practice and are the importance of music in their lives will ADHD still be that of a bit problem? I mean, you can't just fail learning an instrument due to a diagnosis. Does ADHD/ADD really inhibit someone from learning a musical instrument? What do you think? If you a person with ADHD/ADD get to practice something in their own way will they suceed? 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What are your experiences? For me, the biggest one is the whole ""music in your head all the time"" thing. As a drummer, while sometimes I'll have the same song in my brain on repeat for two days, other times it'll be some cool complex rhythm that I'm trying to learn or want to try out on the set. Also, the drum set acts as an outlet for a lot of my energy/emotions. I don't know from a psychological standpoint, but from my experience it really feels like ADHD, or perhaps the emotions it causes, help me improve quickly when making music. What are your thoughts?",5.817524630541875,6.085225801724138,6.436650246305419,78.43051724137933,66.84482758620689,8.697536945812809,29.5024630541872,8.418075326091056,2.0648807881773408,467,15,89,6,7,153,84,116,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,11,1,7,2,2,2,1,17,13,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,9,2,16,10,5,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,9,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307647333812029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331867875805482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187277753383152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006391910456955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841038246172436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557925859461053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031869357752589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35061456011122344,0.0,0.0,0.09061681000812252,0.12803168562930398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392694547525584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012446260248401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849222623788507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755570685019581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523627242750802,0.0,0.0,0.11962782815946565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144115258033937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481012501772385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772488457910306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906290469664828,0.0,0.0,0.1422771958052577,0.2090041562527621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335130461865706,0.0,0.17506763458584218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570602498557212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008785659376607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jagfan87,2018/12/29,Anxiety attack Having an anxiety attack and it's bad. Illogically worried that it's a reaction to my Vyvanse. What are some things I can do to lessen it's efficacy? ,2.1459374999999987,4.938916718750004,5.967500000000001,66.5275,84.9375,9.45,29.875,9.516144504307137,4.075100000000001,133,7,22,5,4,50,25,32,0.42100000000000004,0.579,0.0,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915637907283225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7310153951418605,0.0,0.0,0.26825928179135944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213447260535179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32628018084646626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,P31Gal,2018/12/29,"Too Much Weight Loss on Adderall IR And I’m wondering if switching to XR would make any difference in that regard? TLDR: I’m losing too much weight in Adderall IR. Has anyone else switched from IR to XR and regained appetite/slowed weight loss? I love adderall for my adhd. It’s made a huge difference in my life and I’ve had no other side effects aside from loss of appetite and weight loss. The problem is that I’m petite to begin with and in the last 4 months I’ve lost nearly 30lbs and I’m now borderline underweight. The first 15lbs came off in the first 6 weeks. The rest is slowly chipping away, but it hasn’t stopped. I’m trying to get in protein shakes and drinkable calories (yogurts, smoothies, etc). And I’m also trying to exercise more in hopes of stimulating my appetite, but worried about burning off even more calories. I’ve started tracking my intake this week to get an idea of how much I’m actually eating. Choking down as much food as I can stomach, I’m still at a 400 calorie deficit on average. That’s attempting to eat healthy and then adding in a candy bar or high-calorie dessert as a last-ditch. My next appointment is in a month and I want to regain at least 5lbs by then, because I’m pretty sure my doctor won’t allow me to go another 3 months at this rate. I’m very hesitant to switch medications entirely- especially since I’m not on insurance so vyvanse isn’t affordable in the long term and most literature suggests that if Adderall works for you, Ritalin won’t. Ive considered Wellbutrin, but my adhd is very severe and I’m not convinced it would be effective alone. So I’m hoping switching to XR will solve my problem. But also somewhat afraid that it won’t be as effective as the IR for the ADHD. Anyone have this problem and if so, what was the solution? 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I’ve been meaning to do all of this for the past month, been eating on paper plates and wearing the same three outfits on repeat. The remodel on my house is finally done but I have to finish the trim in the kitchen. My fish tank is looking pretty dirty so I’m going to start with that. I’ll update on what I actually get done 😂",4.8076870748299285,4.947158204081635,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,69.0,8.165986394557821,27.55782312925169,7.793537801064563,1.5322598639455776,376,11,77,4,6,124,63,98,0.04,0.897,0.063,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,11,5,1,0,1,9,17,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,0,12,13,3,17,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,9,49,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2441929090610264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121538267939288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560525049322713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27411981360630555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073726984800016,0.0,0.14221411094191894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873717410549515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096176909914086,0.0,0.2101340719875681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725788786349869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973489998152846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887727578242685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545785869397668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711736411304674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719317683355204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CashwellingtonIV,2018/12/29,"Out of town in Philly for fam emergency and ran out of meds. How can I get them filled? I am out of town in Philadelphia for a family emergency and rely on meds for my job. They’ve been a lifesaver for me and my behavior for the people I surround myself with. My current doc is at a university and closed down for the winter. Every rediclinic I call says they can’t fill adhd meds, but I’ve never had this issue before. Can someone please help me out with advice on how to get my medication? I have all my paperwork, records, and prescriptions. It’s ridiculous getting grilled with questions like you’re talking to the FBI just to get the meds you’ve been on for 7-8+ years.. and they still won’t prescribe them!",5.090947940947942,5.5275207832167865,5.872400932400932,81.26022533022534,68.44055944055944,9.152758352758351,29.87490287490288,9.150863307647796,2.3419019425019423,564,20,114,10,9,185,88,143,0.049,0.858,0.092,0.7877,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,2,2,21,15,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,14,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,1,17,1,27,10,1,23,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,1,6,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894683557994992,0.1540567572612677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415115249703974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098141308910144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132829512604465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862128543159944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32946889272722063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567153091638973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454884751889015,0.15644634760149598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702132757042196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7004680901991306,0.15881888400382765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159176805972052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929678968863313,0.0,0.0,0.17305573062698054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766075211384167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537205051290892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357893622483566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590194687520387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671556740812934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152340945031754 adhd,LikeHarambeMemes,2018/12/29,"Probably just forgot to register for something in uni, will most likely throw me back 2 semesters. Nice. I hope they show mercy with me.",3.0838666666666685,6.0496787199999975,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,81.8,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6563333333333334,108,4,19,2,3,33,24,25,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.802,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068764153021901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255559520856895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585113411545586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705030006932827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073582411006014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway_is_bae,2018/12/29,"Anxious about academic improvement this Winter term For reference, I’m 24/f in USA. Over the winter break, I’ve been thinking a lot about my school performance so far. I’m about two years into my community college experience (transferring to university as a psychology major), and I’m a c average student. It’s not that I don’t understand the material, it’s that I have an extremely hard time staying consistent. My biggest problem areas are trouble sitting through lectures (I’ve up and left several times because I was so restless and/or bored); never reading the material; always waiting until the day an assignment is due to do it; only studying is making a quick outline of the powerpoints the very morning of an exam and literally trying to memorize it in the 10 minutes it takes me to walk from the school library to the classroom. Even when I do my assignments, they are often incomplete, or I forget to turn them in entirely. Another issue I experience is that I tend to talk too much during class. Not to other students, but I’m always trying to get in on the conversation in some way. I annoy even myself! It’s like I’m either too involved in the topic or I’m not involved at all. I’ve found that I speak out more when I make acquaintances in the class, whereas in classes where I don’t connect with any of the other students, I’m entirely withdrawn. I’m at the point now where I need to buckle down and get this shit done or I’m going to be drowning in debt my entire life for nothing. I have about three terms left until I transfer to university. My goal is to raise my average to at least a solid b before I transfer. Can any of you fine people please give me some advice on how to navigate this in a smarter way? 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I don’t know how many of you have taken the QB Test but basically it’s a test where they strap a thing to your head and seat you in front of a camera and a screen with a little clicky thing in your hand. The camera only tracks the movement of the thing on your head and you’re shown one of four images for a portion of a second before the next one comes. It will either be a red circle, a red square, a blue circle, or a blue square. You’re supposed to hit the clicky thing whenever the shape shown is the exact same as the last one. My test results show that I don’t move around much when told to sit in one place for 20 minutes but I was also under the impression that the test wouldn’t work if I moved around too much and so that’s cool. (All I have to do to not move around is provide something that will go wrong if I do move?) What the test results did show is that I’m impulsive as all hell. Which, no big surprise there. I do all sorts of crazy stuff because I’m bored or because the option is there. So two major questions: 1. How many of you had to take the QB Test to be diagnosed? 2. How do y’all deal with the ridiculous impulsiveness and stop yourself from doing stuff that you do in those impulsive moments? 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So when i talk about my ADHD symptoms, a common response i get from people is ""that happens to everyone"" or I deal with that to. For example, in conversations i tend to 'zone out' and have completely unrelated things going through my head. My sig other said oh, that happens to me too when I am trying to think of what to say next! I told my sig other that it felt like they were invalidating my symptoms when they kept saying that, because that's how i felt. I am having trouble articulating why it is different for me than them, and thus why i need my meds and have to work harder. Any suggestions? Note: sig other is supportive of me, and did say they were just trying to make me not feel alone. (They do not have ADHD) But since they arent the only one who does this, my question still stands. TLDR: How do i explain that my ADHD symptoms are different than what 'normal' people deal with day to day. 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I always have my stuff in one place, yada yada yada. Of course in the midst of all this, I managed to forget to take Ritalin and don't remember til over halfway through the shift, so of course it's already kind of too late (4 pm to midnight shift) and then on top of that, when I got home and did my bedtime routine, it hit me that I wore my sports bra instead of my regular one. Basically I just flashed headlights at my two male coworkers the entire shift and I was blissfully unaware of it. No one had said anything either. FML, lol You know you have ADHD when you have a routine established and still forget something basic.",4.835231788079471,5.603419841059605,5.53741059602649,82.25684437086092,69.13245033112582,8.159205298013246,31.65629139072848,8.238735603445708,2.3101835761589395,600,25,116,8,10,195,90,151,0.066,0.8859999999999999,0.048,-0.1531,0,0,2,0,1,0,14.0,0,4,0,2,11,1,0,0,6,1,10,1,0,1,1,16,17,15,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,1,18,1,19,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,7,86,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25398394580945177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321374393555974,0.0,0.17584788815871918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739109339291761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041396470036777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902413453091178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198652367459825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200731798321522,0.11614434661399264,0.0,0.23839540838933024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296187787783495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080039406244628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394016823531293,0.0,0.2010282528396287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253924570480042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877263286274202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419283416198601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889783451385592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064438667790892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385460562776873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ickyvycki,2018/12/29,"How did you figure out what to do with your life? I have many different core interests and dream careers. Im 25, have been in college since 2011 with no degree yet. I was diagnosed aboooout a year ago. I’m taking Focalin and a stimulant anti depressant (Effexor) but still I’m struggling here. I feel like I should have some kind of plan and I really just don’t know. How did those of you who landed on one or two choices get there? What were your motivators? Deciding factors? 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(21 days or suttin like that?) However I’ve never been able to keep up with many of them no matter how long I’ve done it particularly exercise. I could get into a routine of working out every day for an hour. For 3 months! (Another time was 6 months). Yet the tiniest spanner throws out the schedule and that ‘habit’ feeling never catches on. I can easily stop for ages while I focus on another thing. Any thoughts? What do?",2.1848930481283406,4.7007516960784335,3.6440106951871662,85.45259358288772,81.05882352941177,6.454188948306596,24.9590017825312,7.686295010490155,1.5372627450980398,411,16,78,7,11,135,75,102,0.045,0.871,0.084,0.4464,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,2,16,13,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,1,5,1,14,6,1,24,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,16,50,12,1,0.1867919806234377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554258914722819,0.0,0.0,0.127024952193886,0.3917353567529867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629706709799686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913819712601736,0.0,0.0,0.2409307491742308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115304896824928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930060486278396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738029994731045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944476378742489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759110032105783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395247453491764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660292949511913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125712650522512,0.0,0.0,0.3306100497018118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937775019150976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981911536683656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881309816342632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438015925144182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156166459792418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240962919135784,0.0,0.0,0.14829196774830275,0.10891990604284348,0.0,0.0,0.17848774228016645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598678657561472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,georgeRgr,2018/12/29,"Studying for ADHD? Hi everybody, first post on r/ADHD here from me. &#x200B; I self diagnosed last year and been gaining a new perspective on my (rather crazy) life. Anyway, one thing I've thought a lot about is how to study or work on ""heads down"" type stuff if you're ADHD, and how difficult it is to do if you're not that interested in the topic (Mathematics anyone?)... What I find difficult is concentrating for any length of time (above 10 or 15 mins!). I have been trying to come up with some guidelines to help myself and thought others my also have ideas or be interested in mine: &#x200B; 1. Don't try to study for the time convention suggests - I just cannot sit and study something boring for more than about 15 or 20 minutes (and that's on a good day), so now, I just tell myself if 5 minutes is all I can manage, then 5 minutes it is. I'll take a 10 minute break now after 5 minutes of study and that's ok. 2. Keep coming back to a topic that your brain doesn't want to study - if you just do 5 minutes twice a day, even the most boring and difficult topics can be overcome - set reminders for each topic 3. Taking long breaks on whatever you find stimulating isn't bad (e.g. computer games) just set a timer to remind yourself to go back for another short study period 4. Find a study timer app that allows very short study times and very long break times (I have one that does exactly that) 5. Take very short notes that capture the key of the topic - even if you only get one useful thing from a study session that's good 6. Don't even try to work/study if your brain is racing too fast - some days are just a wash out - I'm better doing sport or some other activity 7. If your brain is relatively calm then take advantage and study hard 8. You can probably cover an hours worth of Neural Typical study in 10 minutes of ADHD focus (I know when my brain's on fire I am 100 times more productive than some of my peers) I'm sure I have more but that's a starter , anyone else got their own methods to overcome their crazy brains? &#x200B; :) T",5.253878048780488,5.469923460975611,5.714292682926833,83.30412195121954,68.04878048780488,8.803902439024391,27.619512195121953,8.608573733854374,1.7598360975609757,1609,46,332,23,25,518,205,410,0.048,0.88,0.07200000000000001,0.8477,0,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,7,2,5,23,15,0,0,17,1,28,10,7,5,3,57,45,29,0,9,20,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,18,14,0,1,7,2,1,3,6,6,0,5,5,2,27,9,43,38,12,52,1,0,0,0,15,15,0,18,27,196,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537740130345625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885164243724141,0.0,0.23921129974121036,0.26826767351004954,0.05004520826181155,0.07716782086363135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291473140426924,0.07540388856442397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317569284425075,0.06144639915008414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650863057681385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107660750770628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678629931836247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238261039486155,0.0,0.0,0.07469451699742978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440101557896191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147682604659788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458208291157079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178576704252849,0.0625974735633192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038448878395261926,0.0,0.04182413373059872,0.12345126367375618,0.058858391799255574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592414130407484,0.0,0.07552681146298525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932728924316744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247347658374982,0.0,0.0,0.0830766173313279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541211391846548,0.0,0.0,0.04044433936755176,0.059987451648496226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051980335479854964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025353290840605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256544260318245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107578926179722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960390405684507,0.055970171628814916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048096889134194,0.0,0.07934482061983356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677269709334708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056654858131964775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084245443160673,0.0,0.0,0.0693597618800953,0.0,0.22132865287730588,0.0,0.06432281195508724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778275316890868,0.0,0.0,0.11684794650723525,0.21456096962158167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989278533153358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356001795319878,0.0,0.1821637753831799,0.04340657644782653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715197191562054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826767351004954,0.047390953263189706 adhd,NeverHot1234,2018/12/29,"Anyone wish another studio would release a fighting game half way between UFC 3 and Mortal Kombat? I love UFC 3 and its realism but sometimes I just wana snap necks. The problem is I dont find the meta of MK all that fun, whereas UFC 3 is brilliant. I think it would be great to have something inbetween, the meta of UFC 3 and the visuals and over the top movie violence of MK.",4.576184210526313,5.2305031973684235,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,69.65789473684211,8.71157894736842,32.305263157894736,8.841846274778883,2.619466315789473,297,13,59,5,5,98,54,76,0.122,0.634,0.244,0.9001,0,0,1,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,6,0,7,2,1,0,1,13,10,5,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29429383233175915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624223134328636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289284691513319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25651584658105714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094258557528777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533043277697274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685512988766659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606383507099905,0.2775774180533981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983397680569946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277283923026325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322742244085232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39874203396610336,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sampurnachoudhury,2018/12/29,"Afraid to be alone Is it true that people with adhd cannot stay alone? I always need someone romantically involved with me with is something I don’t like about myself, whereas, on the other hand I also am not completely faithful to the guy romantically involved with me. I lie a lot and it’s unnecessary but I cannot help it. I cannot concentrate on one person completely but I want them to only be with me. It’s crazy how I function and it’s been effecting my career and normal life. I’m too emotionally invested with the guy but at the same time I’m doing stuff too and don’t like it when he does. Also I cannot focus on myself because I’m too busy being sad over stupid shit like this. I’m so confused. I’m 23 F and need to sort my life. How do I cope up with my issues? I want to be normal and in love but even the guy is not committed to me like we are not exclusive but it annoys me. And my whole day is gone doing wrong stuff that is not helping me. I turn to weed or alcohol for help.. and meet people and have ONSs which is pathetic. I don’t my actions to be influenced by someone else’s actions or anything else for that matter! What should I do? How do I fix this? And can I find a nice guy with adhd on here? 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Thank you for the pleasing acknowledgment! 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I am sweating way more than I usually do. It's not constant, it seems to come in waves, say 3 or 4 times over the 10 hour duration of effect. If anyone else has experienced this, does it settle down and go away when the body adjusts to it more?",3.1866666666666674,4.7170863968253975,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,73.92063492063492,7.5796825396825405,30.06031746031745,8.238735603445708,2.129656507936508,245,11,50,4,5,81,51,63,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,3,1,0,9,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,10,6,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422018902851524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104875395828694,0.2799564019120614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567085590859848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349691094738124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536343313772404,0.0,0.295264540150353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391053955468712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824858702445505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528289343199267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690764909439605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728344563984325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487383107271789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932259778539176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30092421979946044,0.0,0.0,0.21687723921280014,0.21916860786354536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sclappie,2018/12/29,"Is it laziness or adhd??? so I'm in the midst of getting diagnosed, I saw a doctor almost a year ago and was prescribed dexedrine which I take as needed, but I havent seen a psychologist/have a subtype/i feel like there's more to do in terms of diagnosis if that makes sense? either way, even though I technically have ADHD and my medication helps I feel like it's incomplete and I often question if I actually have it or if i just am inherently lazy, sleep too much, make too many excuses, just need to work harder, etc. The thing is I don't mind if I am lazy, because while it's embarrassing, I can deal with it and work harder to fix those problems, but I just want to know. Anyways sorry for rambling. My question is, is there any way to figure out which it is? whether I actually have ADHD or not? and how do you guys deal with it? 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We moved a while back due to work reasons and we didn’t adjust well. Eventually sent daughter to therapy for anxiety and she was diagnosed with anxiety (obvious) with “a touch “ of ADHD. Been trying to learn more about ADHD and ever since daughter points out habits that are associated with ADHD. Daughter eventually did better with anxiety and we stopped therapy during summer (it was through school) Brought her to meet with friends and while chatting remembered running gag I had with old coworker of mine. (Not mean joke and related to UP and the dog in the movie) And realized it was a possible sign of ADHD. I remember reading about a possible hereditary component of ADHD. Been told I have “blonde moments/tendencies” for years but never associated them with any condition. Just always thought if it as one of my personality quirks. My question is for everyone actually diagnosed, how common is there a relative to be ADHD as well? 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Hello! Long time ADHD child here, but new to r/ADHD. I was wondering, for those who have tried multiple different medications in their pursuit to find a good fit, what are some differences you have noticed between medications? Variations in the onset, duration, or ""end"" of the med's effect. Personally, I've been on adderall XR for almost a decade and was looking to make a change for personal and work-related reasons. I took Vyvance for the first time yesterday and BOY was the onset different from adderall XR. Uncomfortably so. Does anyone know if that's normal? Can i expect the onset to mellow out over time? Any answers to my question or personal anecdotes are greatly welcomed!",5.927706293706298,8.47159378461539,6.809860139860143,67.28877622377624,68.84615384615384,10.265734265734267,35.664335664335674,10.436869588844218,4.684692307692308,592,31,87,18,11,196,92,130,0.027000000000000003,0.8690000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.8709,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,9,0,9,3,0,3,0,20,14,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,3,18,9,1,15,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,7,8,57,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133700905222614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055142238553605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865926193214857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911610166603145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791913805417735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086414158236424,0.0,0.0,0.11409177236391985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547328067829292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916010740269455,0.11089664720560337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093521068455445,0.0,0.14373855922009302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165052164238273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537750059206248,0.10948190635700517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702611990786784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28963378595255285,0.3940163610454645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259166908493902,0.0,0.0,0.12773951790454818,0.0,0.14843245202017566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415144592443952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604949373346526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404689820804186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280675956816209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485108095398644,0.08851585848089144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138579307217047,0.0949143292092411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wetnmoist,2018/12/29,"A long story about myself - you can always improve I’m diagnosed with executive function disorder. For the most part, it has impacted my life negatively. This a long story, and won’t include a tl;dr. This story begins when I was a child. While I was in preschool, I had little to know interest in learning anything. I was content being alone, living in my own little world. From what I’ve been told, I was a sweet child. Never caused problems but never cared about what was going on around me. Around the time I was in kindergarten, my teacher at the time told my parents I wasn’t ready for first grade. I had no interest in learning how to read, and I didn’t participate with the group. First grade came and went, I still wasn’t reading and didn’t have a desire to. All I do was draw and hang out with friends, living in my bubble. However, the following summer changed everything. My parents bought me a gameboy with Pokémon. I couldn’t read, and my mom quickly became tired reading the screen for me. I remember being so frustrated, so I’d sit down and just read the same lines over and over until the words made sense. By the end of the summer, I’d beat the game and was literate. From there my interest in reading exploded. I started reading everything, all the while my parents had no idea I’d figured it out. My favorite thing to do was open up the cabinet and the bathroom and read the instructions on cleaning products. Apparently, the same summer I ran out of the bathroom holding a box of tampons asking about the instructions on the back and what the words I didn’t understand meant. I do remember my moms excitement when she told me dad, “he taught himself to read!”. What followed next was basically a sequence of stuff I had a natural talent for. I was put in more advanced classes for math and reading along with other gifted students, as they called it, but rarely did well outside of tests. Dozens of missing assignments. I’d forget about homework, even with my mom packing my backpack. If was completed I’d and lose it or forget to turn it in. I rarely finished an assignment at home unless my mom was supervising. At the end of my 7th grade year, my parents decided to send me to a psychiatrist. Almost immediately, I was diagnosed with ADD and put on concerta starting 8th grade. I fucking hated the way it made me feel, I became angry and upset. Puberty combined with that drug caused me to enter a phase of depression and loneliness. It perpetuated and reinforced my negative behavior, and it caused me to lose a lot of my friendships. But, my grades were improving so kept forcing me to take it until I’d lost 15 pounds and broke thumb in a fight during gym period. After I was off concerta, my life quickly improved. I stopped seeing the psychiatrist, made more friends, had girlfriends, ect. I was taking AP classes in high school, barely passing only because of test scores and in class work. It was from a lack of trying, I just didn’t follow directions and rarely completed tasks like I should have. My parents were appalled and confused by behavior, unable to understand my lack of motivation or desire to “apply myself.” My entire time in high school was spent being told “You’re too smart for these grades”, “you don’t have any motivation”, “if you just tried you could do great things”. The problem was I was trying, but it was so incredibly difficult - more difficult than anyone knew. I never intended to be the way I am, forgetful all of the time. Constantly missing deadlines, constantly fucking up. I eventually began to resent myself, and I hated the person I was. Most of my life was spent coasting on my ability to understand a grasp concepts faster than many of my peers, yet almost all of them excelled in so many areas I could not. I know it sounds bizarre, but constantly being told you’re intelligence is a waste because you can’t apply yourself to anything really fucked me up. At this time in my life, I genuinely believed I was more intelligent than most people too. I was confused and delusional. A genuine fallacy. College was another beast entirely. The mentality I had, “I can do this because I’m intelligent” died very quickly. My first year, I had a 1.6 gpa. I almost dropped out of college, and I probably would have if not for my parents. My father found a cognitive behavior therapist. Basically, very similar to occupational therapy. I honestly mean these words, she changed my fucking life. Twice a week we would sit down and she would berate me with questions. My diagnoses was clear, but she made me understand the concept behind rewiring the brain. She told me the process was going to be unenjoyable, unpleasant, but if I trusted her I would get better. I was officially diagnosed with executive function disorder, and we focused on one simple goal: organization. I was given a 504 plan, or something similar in college. It gave me leeway to turn in assignments late, although the repercussions meant I would report directly to my therapist. At the beginning of each week, we worked together on a plan. At the end of the week, we reflected on how we could change the plan. Initially, she wanted to prescribe me Adderall. I declined, but eventually was sold into the idea. I agreed to take Adderall, but on my terms. I didn’t want to be addicted to the substance and at that point in my life I was well acquainted with the effects. It was prescribed on an as needed basis, I took a low dose when I woke up and I could take another if I wanted it. The combination of therapy and Adderall changed my life. I started compulsively doing the same thing every day. I’d wake up each Monday, spend 2 hours writing down everything I needed to do into my online calendar and sync it to my phone. Each night, I spend 30 minutes reviewing all those tasks and mark each I’d completed. After about a year, I was writing down every detail of my day. Checklists on top of checklists. Even minor things I didn’t need to get done like immediately - do your fucking laundry - wash your damn sheets. The constant reminders keep my life from chaos. At first I fucking hated it. I really did. But by the time I graduated college, I had a 3.8. The highest gpa I’ve had in my entire life. Now I have a career, a girlfriend, and a healthy relationship with my friends and family. Occasionally, things still slip by. I’m not perfect. You can learn the skills you need to excel and live up to your potential. I believe anyone can. Don’t let anything hold you back. 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I figure this is a long shot but I thought I'd ask anyway in case anyone else has experienced this. I noticed that when eating carbohydrates, I start getting anxious and irritable within 5 minutes if I've taken meds that day, even if I've taken them hours earlier. If I completely avoid carbohydrates, I feel fine...it's bizarre. I've noticed this affect on all flavors of amphetamines (e.g. Adderall SR and XR, Vyvanse, Mydayis, Dexedrine SR and ER), it's got me thinking that something is wrong with my gut. I've had a colonoscopy and an endoscopy but they didn't see anything off. &#x200B; My digestion has always been poor, I used to have very bad IBS (extremely gassy...I couldn't sit through an hour lecture in college without having to leave the class to go fart) and social anxiety starting in high school and getting really bad in college. I got on Celexa and that helped a lot, but I eventually got off of it since it made me mentally foggy. I then cut out gluten and that helped a lot, cutting out milk helped even more. However, even when eating extremely clean (lots of fruits and vegetables, complex carbohydrates, very little processed foods / junk), I noticed that I still had a lot of anxiety and irritability when taking my meds. There were a few times when I suddenly felt better, and the common theme was that I had either not eaten in a while or I hadn't eaten any carbs. I did a few experiments and noticed the anxiety magically lifts about 12 hours after having last eaten carbs, and if I eat carbs again I feel the anxiety kick off within 5 minutes. I also have a bit of forceful burping and maybe a little gas. &#x200B; I've tested positive for SIBO and had it treated with a couple of rounds of antibiotics but that didn't help much. &#x200B; Not sure if it's relevant, but I also am MTHFR (homozygous a1298c) but can't tolerate even low doses of methylfolate. Active B6 makes me extremely drowsy. I've also noticed that things like citric acid affects my meds even a couple of hours after taking them (makes me drowsy). &#x200B; Has anyone else experienced anything like this?",6.201357142857143,7.70543825,6.501428571428572,73.89500000000002,66.5,9.114285714285714,33.285714285714285,9.424239791934726,3.268221428571428,1740,76,288,34,28,560,208,400,0.131,0.8,0.069,-0.9747,1,1,2,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,3,2,17,13,2,1,18,0,23,15,1,7,2,57,49,36,0,6,16,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,19,19,11,1,8,0,1,2,8,7,1,0,22,10,32,6,34,26,12,44,0,1,2,0,9,19,0,10,24,183,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569182357041639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109944672234735,0.05240586086384346,0.2729627966471392,0.306118876869718,0.04282974932845289,0.0,0.19272346361056256,0.07115144978017035,0.0,0.08807660715868015,0.12906449019892524,0.10365722672730966,0.0,0.05887943377811326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051742599997285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570223918703505,0.0687597582151041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603516596834245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937621555894167,0.0,0.04061801801309923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333815914260605,0.10522633996485556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079942574195367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616082361637359,0.0,0.0,0.06369092977329656,0.0,0.060472356281564665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615778137396127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658107291716814,0.0,0.03579397959920473,0.0,0.15111677546329375,0.06943760105899603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886135609902858,0.0665436761794641,0.0,0.0,0.2480973458081995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133853182340177,0.0,0.06668857876826227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153940285193561,0.12624851759679714,0.0,0.05573686629923998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141793243660297,0.0,0.05959485411760565,0.08408161357206859,0.0,0.06327363259514149,0.0,0.20987557609421886,0.06344748650476187,0.06347078993000327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629883258222435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35852569566262743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034772140572923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374089282828081,0.05018829999749732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209915393941155,0.0,0.0,0.06420196203493297,0.0,0.048486427698268435,0.0,0.0,0.08915761278170904,0.0,0.05029730642796371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935955345144427,0.0,0.09470887474728268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184227573757671,0.04035616192416644,0.0,0.05000047389420336,0.0367251645611575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543960097439492,0.0,0.103933078475364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071215891297111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886065592862603,0.306118876869718,0.0 adhd,tinycans,2018/12/29,"Diagnosed 2 months ago, meds are helping wonderfully but boyfriend is concerned about long term use and side effects. I’m on Ritalin ER and take it once a day. It’s been a game changer in helping me along with school (enrolled full time) but I also work on weekends. This doesn’t allow me to take a break from the meds as much as I’d like. Any insight or advice would be much appreciated. 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I’m so proud of myself for getting through the LSAT and all of the essays/work it took to get through the applications. Like so many other people with ADHD, I have found it a lot easier to motivate myself to do things that I’m passionate and excited about. It was still not an easy process, and came with a lot of frustration (taking the LSAT 3 times, for example). But I’ve been studying and working on the apps for the last year or so while working full time and I really do feel proud. Now that I’m basically just waiting on decisions, I have started to deal with some extreme anxieties. I was diagnosed midway through HS, and my grades post-diagnosis didn’t really make up for the ones pre. Applying to college was really frustrating and I received a lot of rejections. I ended up at a decent school and did pretty well in college despite an accident that left me with physical and emotional scars, but I had a few rough semesters. Now that I’m applying to law school, I have this constant horrible voice in my head that wants to remind me that I didn’t do well enough in college, and that means I’m stupid and the only thing that will ever matter are these external validations. I keep thinking that I’ll get rejected from every school. Rationally, I know that this is probably not going to happen. But I have never really gotten over the feeling I had in high school that I was stupid and would never excel academically, even after going to college. Applying to school again has definitely brought these feelings up. Does anyone have any similar experiences, tips to deal with not comparing yourself to others (especially others who don’t have ADHD), or strategies to deal with rejection in a way that helps you avoid feeling like it’s a commentary on your intelligence?",9.232103688933199,8.058375271186442,9.264509803921571,65.7296261216351,60.41242937853107,12.962180126287803,38.620139581256225,12.000913495891488,4.772795812562314,1522,63,258,41,17,502,184,354,0.10400000000000001,0.779,0.11699999999999999,-0.6138,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,6,13,17,4,1,18,0,26,3,1,2,4,57,55,21,0,2,9,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,27,20,0,3,10,0,0,6,8,8,2,1,15,6,22,9,50,38,8,41,0,3,0,1,8,17,0,6,19,187,49,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29716983076987197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056050569090472284,0.0,0.06305348491312987,0.0,0.0,0.17289655083933853,0.08445225851713797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942701269663538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907014487046518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549239484786234,0.0,0.08365776327158685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212905488015889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885396635300257,0.09271495102248564,0.07300244729891249,0.08516514808036646,0.0,0.054439713884434915,0.07455645889420315,0.06944505959908999,0.0,0.0,0.08062565744095025,0.0,0.0,0.16670248673731985,0.058883115543525086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037273077669933,0.0,0.0,0.12918808352263125,0.0,0.09368595231143982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288652022291219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458993200592765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552465007100319,0.08708458437680508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326148372407784,0.0,0.0,0.04529760823813602,0.06718586893664956,0.0,0.0,0.08955299472869037,0.0,0.0,0.08053557644913306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021964650199945,0.0,0.0,0.055018093318944236,0.08356413828918824,0.0,0.08978297461400472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713963055499733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055852060245704487,0.06268652046514478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057141834861036724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893859479494125,0.08385397622495205,0.08886609736654386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112095243847316,0.0,0.08138291800975063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839164042201267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833953050762896,0.0,0.06582323485914904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197195186450567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951655818231017,0.052813427060010416,0.0,0.0,0.09612320435537224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157515350234376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048615309970171716,0.06542366078213792,0.0,0.0,0.14821662274350453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001510674958562,0.0,0.0,0.058551041634868586,0.0,0.0,0.05307780689502528 adhd,oscoot122,2018/12/29,I went to a therapist to deal with the ADHD problem and.... I didn't listen to half of the things she said because I was distracted by other thoughts ,4.4390000000000045,5.158129566666666,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,70.0,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.577666666666667,117,5,23,2,2,39,25,30,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,2,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254796572352148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215815631634342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649931553910914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387623970066565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367670812428817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110603635829739,0.23520423077405775,0.0,0.0,0.2810631781689405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32819274748076754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ywnktiakh,2018/12/29,"I feel like I just missed out on/squandered precious family reunion time because of ADHD brain fatigue. I’m sad and I need to rant. I just had the privilege of being able to hang out with my amazing family for about a week for winter vacation/break, but the whole time I was so tired and mentally drained (I never got a break to myself before our reunion) that I barely talked in comparison to everyone else. And now I’m about to go to bed and leave tomorrow morning and I’m really wishing I could have felt better and been able to engage and enjoy socializing more. Does anyone else find this happens to them? Maybe if I had a job that didn’t tire me out so much I would have been more prepared and energized. I’m just so frustrated that I so deeply wanted a chance to be with my family and I was too tired to really be present mentally. I probably made everyone think I didn’t care about being with them, but it meant the world to me. I really tried to keep up, but we kept doing all these more formal social things like going out to bars instead of just hanging out a resting at home...I still feel like I haven’t had a single day to rest since I got off of work on the 21st. I just hope that in the future I can be less tired for these opportunities? I just hope it gets better in the future. 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I can only answer vaguely ""salaried, I don't hate it, full time, business related + strategy/creative, not sales"". The accurate and more specific answer is inside of me but I don't know how to get it out. What is the better question to ask myself? (To explain what I mean by all this here is a comparison. Cleaning your room can be nearly impossible. This subreddit taught me that if items ""don't have a home"" there isn't a real way to ""reset"" my home back into a clean slate. Once I changed my thinking process it became waaay easier to clean) **Help me reframe my questions so I can clearly answer them**",1.8111986301369891,4.274793595890415,3.4865582191780864,86.31833047945206,82.21917808219176,5.8417808219178085,25.56335616438357,7.1686216300943375,1.3793301369863014,579,24,110,8,16,192,95,146,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.9599,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,1,7,3,1,0,8,0,15,0,0,2,2,23,24,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,10,3,0,1,10,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,19,2,14,22,4,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,4,4,82,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169430324427599,0.0,0.0,0.13935858096326195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028769047557045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172267191807044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468784326624799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893210926534153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147804637082707,0.0,0.3635871020976077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984784079184193,0.0,0.0,0.18872843499099745,0.09960205412685344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741812084562269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466010286308564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927455517762522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300943343970256,0.0,0.13783743661628664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6090742640777401,0.0,0.0,0.20628518574369725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612811416005675,0.0,0.0,0.10567962609326008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689713923937758,0.1438559618455375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilaria903,2018/12/29,"This morning I feel much calmer than usual even if my ADHD brain woke me up again I often wake up very early in the morning and I can feel I am still very sleepy and tired but my brain is super active in the morning and just wants to do 100 things at once. It is just so excited for the day to start. Instead of thinking: ""I just want to sleep... shut up thoughts!"" I embraced the situation. I tried to be understanding and accept my ADHD. I was never diagnosed but since I've started reading this subreddit I realized I probably have it and since then I feel calmer because I know I share this condition with all of you guys out there. I do also think that ADHD is not necessarily a curse and that it makes me a creative and smart person so I came to the conclusion that it is just a part of me I want to learn to understand better and then eventually love too. If you are feeling judgemental towards your ADHD just try to see things in a different perspective. ADHD is just a label for what make you unique and YOU. Don't reject it. Just let yourself be happy. 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Now, I’ve done the audiobook route in the past, but I always got too distracted visually by the world around me, and completely missed what was being said. But when I have a physical book in my hands I can hyper-focus just on the words on the page since it blocks my vision to anything else; typically accompanied by some instrumental music or thunderstorm sounds. I responded to the commenter saying such and someone else comes in saying he also has ADHD and finds audio books to be really useful for him. That led me into wondering how other ADHD folks enjoy books - can you all pay attention to audio books or do you get distracted? TLDR: which do you prefer, audio books or physical books?",10.813095238095237,8.726746006172842,10.698677248677253,59.57833333333335,58.074074074074076,14.442328042328045,39.19223985890653,13.023866798666859,5.323683245149912,711,26,112,21,7,237,108,162,0.08199999999999999,0.851,0.066,-0.168,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,2,0,11,4,0,2,9,0,12,1,1,4,1,26,21,14,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,6,7,0,1,4,9,1,2,0,3,0,0,6,9,17,1,18,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,5,4,83,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.17174025355372974,0.0,0.4230100830970741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407386480665251,0.1464372670197657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482426906632626,0.15666786508424846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159927251352787,0.18452152244430295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387145050162906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800982436597306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940330983776934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085111010519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194719027245273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140754788586073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800178215185466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520740216177857,0.0,0.1127433068694478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674062068520442,0.27990764622266456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558023837736755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982304705925771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519983237061983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085298145885396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ResponsibleBarnacle5,2018/12/29,"ADHD and study habits Hey guys, So I'm trying to help my friend who has ADHD-C improve his study habits. I know that he finds it very hard to concentrate and his sleep schedule is completely messed up, but he is still extremely smart. I've noticed how he studies and with just a few changes to how he studies (more strategy than schedule/time) he can improve dramatically. However, I'm not sure how to distinguish whether a problem is due to ADHD or just not knowing how to study properly, without being insensitive to his ADHD. So I wanted to know what difficulty y'all face while studying and how you've overcomed it. I'm sorry if I'm over-generalizing or being insensitive, I just want to help him. Thanks!",5.00654411764706,6.537451272058827,6.025764705882356,76.08394117647059,69.36764705882354,8.969411764705884,32.71764705882353,9.3871,3.1092876470588235,567,26,103,12,10,188,82,136,0.094,0.721,0.185,0.9208,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,5,1,30,17,17,0,4,11,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,13,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,3,4,61,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7300376538815403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606505646448784,0.0,0.1592251162781097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387997257484848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732871925015485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503679154237097,0.0,0.0,0.1360391201121946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358068814907532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037924949387164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289665208970456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531206212128508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519723396734427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169997821711949,0.0,0.0,0.1212777214538628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431287657405751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981473971062447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310478187150078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530260401946502,0.17914507038653035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463901910543733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,silk_ribbons,2018/12/29,"Advice on studying for a standardized test like DAT Hello, I wanted some advice from people who took the PCAT, DAT, or OAT or even just studying in general &#x200B; I have my test (DAT) scheduled almost a month and a half from now and it's been frustrating lately how long it takes me to get down a small amount of content after a 5 hour study session that I just gave up. I had already paid for the exam and this is the latest I can take it so I just want to make the most of it. My problem doesn't lie on getting distracted by my phone, but just getting the material efficiently as I find myself not understand and rewinding a video or something. &#x200B; I'm way more frustrated than I'm portraying in this post but any advice would be great!",4.937297297297299,5.878374351351353,5.5698378378378415,81.49002702702704,69.0,8.352432432432431,29.664864864864867,8.548686976883017,2.185438378378377,596,22,114,9,10,193,101,148,0.073,0.841,0.086,0.4573,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,1,11,0,8,0,0,2,0,27,22,12,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,12,2,18,15,4,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,6,9,79,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272164402026831,0.0,0.0,0.14592735034626536,0.0,0.16081646501326555,0.0,0.0,0.3157963684030511,0.3541553310652999,0.0991012655473553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625316262668422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331944028070439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284134269906361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066762587721764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351450413579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438956900910254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119622224363413,0.0,0.0,0.12896629269387191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727577729155804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632014101629112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010306985694694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956887096153187,0.0,0.0,0.13944374335419688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218992457601462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914135602438534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619111768540141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170986775823808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191043092691574,0.11567353704804488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352227317737796,0.0,0.3541553310652999,0.0 adhd,phalanx_hoplite,2018/12/29,"To my fellow seniors applying to college: I finally finished! Procrastinating and internally crying. I started my supps today. Also I started several new common app essays because mine was shit. Wish me the bestest of luck :') ^(also yes i do realize that bestest isn't a word leave me be)",3.4540336134453766,6.6551718823529376,5.761232492997202,66.73411764705881,85.07843137254902,7.620168067226891,34.73669467787115,8.418075326091056,4.192387114845939,230,14,31,6,7,80,43,51,0.114,0.6629999999999999,0.223,0.6641,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,22,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282995849492803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324094635908318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29415230412420484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933484257605046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28354859557946754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586311084965293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30252397083939275,0.2748803099556454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37908314071768506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538315056830862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30794273351000845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,perogies_are_my_jam,2018/12/29,"Im an ADHD coach looking for clients! Hey everyone! I'm a person with ADHD finishing my training as a certified ADHD coach. As part of my training I need to coach clients at a reduced rate. I have a handful of clients now but I have room for a few more! What is ADHD coaching? It's helping someone manage their ADHD, get control of their symptoms, harness their talents and achieve their goals. Your ADHD coach is your biggest supporter, cheerleader, and brainstorming buddy. They keep you on track, help you focus, challenge your negative beliefs and help you clarify and prioritize. They accept you, your experiences and your ideas without judgement. If you're interested in being a client, hit me up! Email me at vancouveradhdcoaching@gmail.com or message me on here. Sessions are usually 1 hr and done by phone or Skype so geographic location doesn't matter. I'm here to help y'all live your best life and achieve your dreams! 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I started university this year which is something really interesting for me but my social skills when there is a lot of new people around suffer. When I'm meeting new people I don't think what I'm saying I just say. In past few months there was a lot of situations when I mentioned that I have ADHD and I suffer in some situations that are normal for others. The problem which I'm trying to describe is that I feel bad that maybe these people will think about me in wrong, bad way. I'm scared that they will think like ""Oh he is sick and he is telling it to everyone lol"", I'm overthinking a lot of these situations and I don't know how to deal with that. The next thing which I'm struggling with is that I'm telling to people which I don't know a lot of things from past, from my private life and after that I'm like ""oh fuck why I did that!"". I have in mind that these people don't remember about these situations and don't give a fuck but It does not give me peace in my head. How to deal with that? Do you have some your methods guys? :(",3.0680803668923367,4.532072593361001,4.045638785761081,88.64932299628741,74.10373443983403,7.231360559074035,23.05765450971828,7.85451343220497,0.907750207468879,929,25,201,13,19,300,108,241,0.226,0.742,0.033,-0.9952,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,15,14,2,2,7,1,21,6,1,3,0,37,41,14,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,0,2,26,11,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,3,3,21,3,29,36,7,22,0,2,0,2,19,6,2,6,17,130,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231801122536867,0.0,0.08230769268427637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265796280800253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325826163816195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145266291069374,0.0,0.09424282210684963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125540800963214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872406190871045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694875940966778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716803494594319,0.0,0.17814419195424522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387614975849934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529293639114922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205805816714476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558411121195015,0.09072559088064974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31575778862006304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932823108175284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375404751376767,0.0,0.1482271557739443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935407397396996,0.09874915184774108,0.0,0.0909752423967968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772754744991075,0.32185941669185586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884682088276362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059483366681831365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518321181878518,0.0,0.0,0.14767926912584653,0.09296104683434864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174781384394135,0.0,0.09465091748340113,0.0,0.07148200337922103,0.0,0.0,0.06572112115379669,0.0,0.07415172448717679,0.0,0.0,0.09706906725551244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623134754242863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337348151448045,0.17848743081181934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304041077779064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370159305662423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378448479577408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759735944198858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015190822144484,0.0,0.059793641586978814 adhd,JumpedLobster,2018/12/29,"A student at an Ivy League university Hi, y'all! I'm a junior at an Ivy League University studying Health and Human Biology with a focus in Brain and Behavior and I have ADD. I haven't asked for extra time for anything due to my ADD and have been getting a high ""B"" average but I still feel like a disappointment. I know I could do better but it is so hard to stay focused and get everything in order to succeed. I Just got my grades back from the last semester and I thought they would be better than they have been but they aren't what I was expecting, and not in a good way. I am doing my best and trying to balance my athletic life (I'm a swimmer), my romantic life (I'm gay), and my academic life but I feel like I can't succeed in all three. I need help organizing my life. I have a planner but I don't use it everyday though I try to. I am thinking about asking for extra time even though I don't think I need it (I tend to finish early) to lessen the stress. Any other tips to balance everything? TL;DR: I need help organizing and motivating myself to balance my athletic, romantic, and academics at an Ivy League.",2.1362030075187945,4.116635903508772,4.325864661654137,83.38605263157895,78.12280701754386,7.6761904761904765,25.769423558897252,8.563005593585519,1.9197002506265664,878,34,179,19,21,303,116,228,0.057,0.731,0.212,0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,3,7,8,10,0,1,13,0,20,7,1,2,1,36,39,19,0,6,7,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,3,33,8,23,31,4,20,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,0,11,123,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210814994602612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146078989593224,0.0,0.2532480717354445,0.0,0.0,0.10414986817727254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214256833930802,0.23958254623547046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120290053747162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814287418581996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946102440802249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346085791005295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697146963835682,0.19352577230813955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153023554064095,0.0,0.0,0.1136059564983928,0.10832880440952618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133330848644447,0.0,0.0,0.14397311643062471,0.0,0.0,0.1815736415870878,0.1431064855526972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443776146251124,0.11040683780181106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826789977234805,0.13234447164297108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012952153049582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443677674727338,0.10816761515039792,0.0,0.15515331489462858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357708004552094,0.26615066563453915,0.10752925756117207,0.15795969003929589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391833606281852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698214209796208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751099328915543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621718762026317,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway09294028478,2018/12/29,"Out of meds until next week, not feeling very cash money So basically, instead of taking my adderall prescription to a pharmacy and getting it filled, as we have for the past years, my parents decided to mail it in and get the meds shipping because its faster. Well long story short, I've run out of meds, and it has yet to be shipped! It *should* be here Monday or Tuesday, but that was also said before and here we are. So yeah I'm without adderall and i just feel really terrible!! I was ready to be productive over break but i feel so frustrated about this whole situation that I've just been in bed for most of the day. I'm probably making this worse by being so down about everything but!!! this situation just fucking sucks!!! i have enough issues on meds and now even that basic level of myself is gone!! I'm mad irritable and frazzled and I haven't felt like this since i got diagnosed and on meds. I haven't really found anything that helps manage my ADHD symptoms during this time either? Coffee hasn't helped and that's about all I have. So uhh yeah any tips for managing this? Because I'm dreading this entire weekend and I can't really do much about it! TL;DR Out of meds, feeling pretty bad!!",2.1897839607201317,4.770382055319153,3.601382978723404,85.34096153846156,81.63829787234042,6.5090016366612105,23.0810147299509,7.748469712250963,1.3665711947626835,953,33,179,17,26,312,138,235,0.16899999999999998,0.757,0.07400000000000001,-0.9811,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,0,0,20,9,4,1,4,2,19,3,0,1,1,37,38,23,0,1,10,1,5,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,18,16,0,0,7,1,2,3,6,7,1,0,8,6,15,2,30,25,6,29,0,0,0,1,7,11,2,2,15,124,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559887560825073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357538819103924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106934546546455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600156867344971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726020972798088,0.1274147903948924,0.0,0.08892901320687824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673993193879775,0.0,0.0,0.10607390032418246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798518960211348,0.0,0.0690268608486193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392547688921653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113704965379288,0.0,0.10034452330614232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458814653352785,0.0,0.09661639936638218,0.10920272754735033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358497297961971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009965316789996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090796937768155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051057561036402514,0.0,0.0,0.09248671001563814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976021732489192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6965121232822412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682575263749895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114594677904427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604429164865215,0.0,0.09976516296711033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106322688630774,0.11267780999183605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085241190682004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941149013052653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645048892029568,0.23494380502602244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862431914465123,0.0785773655414385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093973110739238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623043533140494,0.0,0.0,0.08383039327777386,0.0,0.09396566829214506,0.0,0.0,0.11667997801854668,0.0,0.10074243868790783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065030625113556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730003024024575 adhd,DVeeD,2018/12/29,"I read Flowers for Algernon and it legitimately made me if I want the fog cleared. *Flowers for Algernon* by Daniel Keyes is a story about a mentally disabled man who gets his IQ increased through an experimental operation. I thought it was a fantastic read and would recommend it to any Scifi fans out there. [Link](https://www.sdfo.org/gj/stories/flowersforalgernon.pdf) to the short story for those interested. &#x200B; That said, it made me contemplate what it would be like if/when I begin to use medication to treat my own ADHD. Imagine having your mind cleared and finally accomplishing the things you set out to do, then suddenly it's away for whatever reason. Maybe I don't find the right meds or dosage, or don't have the funds to get my own meds. What if the side effects isolate me from my peers or have me look back on my life with even more regret or disappointment? I've dealt with life quite poorly since my diagnosis and I doubt I'd cope with being letdown for the *n*th time. &#x200B; I'm rambling, but I just thought I would share what's on my mind after reading a pretty thought-provoking story. What say you guys?",6.202073365231258,7.873904933014356,6.104287081339713,76.11467623604466,66.6555023923445,9.401084529505582,32.593620414673055,9.725611199111238,3.1762801275917063,917,39,163,20,15,288,131,209,0.037000000000000005,0.852,0.111,0.8905,3,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,3,5,7,0,1,12,0,13,3,0,6,2,37,25,12,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,2,14,9,0,0,6,3,2,1,2,3,0,0,6,3,22,4,24,14,4,17,0,2,1,0,10,8,0,7,8,104,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433621977193133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584991652799772,0.2898983858579087,0.0811206112081851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207594310215976,0.09172587842382088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878926005507343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067526968894347,0.10902798572288216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464715899975068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811486548398124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685146982653283,0.05827858032103118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017271705593947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257482738836018,0.0,0.0,0.11984183493855224,0.0,0.2650063764459578,0.12017111857038455,0.1202152558377855,0.0,0.2408957708808147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135979908830248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268785360337049,0.35796384660235,0.0,0.0,0.12264896048333487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187215498713942,0.11347115676509995,0.09486340142798076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986770942454884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925031165005526,0.0,0.0,0.2841064260188511,0.06955837572327649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302739630521547,0.0,0.0,0.07035974340403392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542184510185718,0.0,0.2898983858579087,0.0 adhd,Cookiewookie87,2018/12/29,"I fickan hate this I hate it all. Male 31 years old, toddler and wife. I havnt been diagnosed yet, but i will bet my right thumb that I have it, mainly with attention part. I cant keep a thought for more than 5 sevonds and I have songs on repeat (only a 10 second part that loops all the time) constantly. Too much to do just end up with me walking around the house in circles until i snap at myself. Forget things all the time, was packing a suitcase this morning and forgot my coffeecup 7 times. (Not evwn going to mention my packing which was mediocre at best). But the worst part is my temper. For as long as I can rememver my temoer has been bad. I snap when I get stressed or when I feel like im being pushed intona corner. This has ofcourse impacted my wife who ia really tired of my tempee and moodswings which has gotten worse since I found out about adhd. For myself, i really really hate myself at the moment. I cannot think of anything good with myself. I ruin and deatriy things with my temper, i dont help at home with anything that require planning, any attribute that modern day soceity deems important, I have none. People tell me that i am a very good friend and family memmber. That I am kind and thoughtful, generous and I am mostly very likeable. At the same time I have maybe 1 friend who actually calls me, while i have peobably 6-7 I call regurarly. My family doesnt understand me, how I feel or how I am, so disregarded them a long time ago. Now the final straw is my wife, whom I love dearly, but who ia very tired of being my pumching bag, which I can understand. At the momemt, shes not much help, but I dont blame her, shes been through alot latelly, and My condition might prove to be too much. Right now I am not seriously having suicicdal thoughts, but I am really struggling with feeling important and valuable to myself, as I only see what I lack and how hard living is with relations and work. I cant take critique for.one second becaase I amplify it by a 100 to a point where right now, I only use it to prove my own worthlessness. I hate this. I hate my brain, that thia IS me. It is not a behaviour, it is me and I cannot change it. I do love my 16 minth old daughter, she is the best and helpse everyday, but I do wish I did not need her affection the be able to be happy. I am tired. Fuvk this, and fuck the wait for help, because I need it for myself and my marriage soon. 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If you have nothing to do and the boredom and lack of stimulation sets in, what do you do? Currently I'm playing a movie as background noise and reloading Reddit constantly in case someone posted something in the last 5 seconds, but it's not really helping",7.888735632183909,7.201990862068968,8.02241379310345,71.98063218390806,62.793103448275865,10.491954022988507,41.74712643678161,9.725611199111238,4.231154022988506,242,13,42,4,3,79,45,58,0.141,0.8340000000000001,0.025,-0.6775,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,5,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146080186677006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804695120532305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25716408377938244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127400325081183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681390932105745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674471893128754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457870775787244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250800328961303,0.2953658087987416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045372207524544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilikepancakez,2018/12/29,"How do I become more “aware” of when I lose focus/concentration? Sometimes when I’m doing something, even when it’s really important like an assignment I know needs to be done soon, I’ll start doing it and then after a few minutes find myself suddenly with a new tab open on reddit or my hands on my phone. It’s not that I lose my memory of the action, as when I think back, I can clearly remember going to open that new tab or taking the phone out of my pocket to hold it, but it’s like in the moment it just happens, and it’s not until afterwards that I realize I’ve done it. This happens quite frequently, and it makes it extremely difficult to stay on task when I need to be doing something. Is there a way for me to make myself more able to control these impulses? I wouldn’t go all the way to say that these actions are involuntary, but it’s almost like they start happening before I can stop them.",4.513514492753625,5.085969119565217,5.909565217391307,80.00427536231886,69.76086956521739,9.394202898550725,27.28985507246377,9.516144504307137,2.27558115942029,714,22,143,15,12,242,108,184,0.057999999999999996,0.868,0.07400000000000001,0.4198,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,11,6,0,0,8,0,13,1,1,4,2,31,28,16,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,3,5,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,2,19,3,21,23,4,33,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,3,22,104,37,1,0.1430082787765649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320213369165985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996453900494148,0.0,0.0,0.1579414083188766,0.12168951218142393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039594488868242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926942412046112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445561938872188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307069759883654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254980091159904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793852458900687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859361002600943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959986414914608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199793676999134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091827312168186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207765332300435,0.0,0.27623657356679265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521069077158589,0.0,0.0,0.09161476532052988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200050205599606,0.0,0.0,0.11372592321513884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201895195091212,0.14143884442224253,0.0,0.20244399155524806,0.15242779731886455,0.0,0.11956132454404253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752442804008874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163393061881356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270266304107566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aurallius,2018/12/29,"First time posting here. I have a hard time focusing on one task at a time. I often feel overwhelmed by all the things i want to do. I get easily distracted. I feel as if there isn't enough time when in fact there is but I just can't seem to start something and even when I do I'm not consistent with it. It's very frustrating. I'll get up and go do something, on the way there I forget what it was. Have a tendency to beat myself up if i don't get something done/right but been trying to be more positive. I've had depression here and there too. &#x200B; Constantly have thoughts soaring through my mind. I wish i can turn everything off. Too many interests, not enough time. I starting writing again to see if it'll help a little. I finally put together a schedule on google calendar but am going to write/draw it out in my pocket notebook(eventually). I want to enter the new year more productive. Anyone here go through this or something remotely similar? =(",2.2591578947368407,4.727935810526319,3.517105263157898,86.76723684210528,80.36842105263158,7.589473684210527,25.815789473684212,8.548686976883017,2.046715789473684,764,31,152,18,20,248,115,190,0.08,0.809,0.111,0.5789,0,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,15,5,1,2,8,0,17,0,0,0,2,28,35,13,0,6,10,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,5,5,4,0,2,4,4,17,1,22,29,5,34,0,2,1,0,2,11,0,6,16,105,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183613888425212,0.15906460538984096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153222372323024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146242457294247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274878236494675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396185556332565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705209103248514,0.0,0.08646189955511209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764949251091256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323795868441417,0.0,0.0,0.1434006618958605,0.0,0.11134821762687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517828445907374,0.0,0.22318996979866695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726568525749664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774324944657615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120177911232533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271770947413178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217731662024354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642942279002264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870500739885175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253713579147469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159626207977826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179264820870326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043147971261694,0.11917152158443026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40311003711779575,0.0,0.0,0.18531128350713855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869678491815863,0.0,0.0,0.10392440650004567,0.3816604757297383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887629447702115,0.142387678193294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801081124880177,0.15442300289838334,0.10390675452631748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053495411428666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906460538984096,0.08429890021290931 adhd,thevalociraptor,2018/12/29,"No meds for a month? Hey y'all I've just come out of finals week (with the best grades I've gotten, thanks to finally getting diagnosed and being properly medicated earlier this year) and I am, as expected, almost out of adderall. I was focused on my exams so I didn't think to make an appointment with my neurologist until after I got back home, but my doc is all booked up until February. I'm starting to study for the MCAT, which means sitting and studying for at least 5 hours everyday. I'm concerned I won't be able to study effectively without my meds, especially after seeing how effective they've been. Any advice/ tips for staying focused and studying effectively without medication? 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She's trying to read. Anyway, basically I read through all the titles and realised I recognise many of them from my own experiences. I'm not sure exactly why that's resulted in tears, but I'll probably figure that out later. No further action is required, but I'll answer questions to the curious. 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Turns out a lot of the time I dont ""do"" something is because i already did it in my mind. I just spending the time thinking (like going through the movements in my mind) about the thing i SHOULD BE ACTUALLY DOING is enough for my brain to say, ""Eh we just did that... what else ya got?"" &#x200B; Kind of similiar to how you endlessly scroll through reddit or netflix. Just continuously looking for something to watch/read but not actually feel compelled to choose anything. &#x200B; But yeah, my meds make me get the fuck out of my head and instead of thinking about doing something, I actually have the motivation and will to do it. &#x200B; This realization is what prompted me to write this post. lol. &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.7568937125748505,6.292238083832338,4.0961938622754515,84.28524887724551,75.34730538922156,6.5702095808383225,30.19797904191617,7.645422480735847,2.0266769461077843,708,33,131,10,16,221,100,167,0.036000000000000004,0.907,0.057999999999999996,0.5615,1,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,1,9,3,1,0,10,2,14,3,2,4,0,30,26,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,9,7,0,0,6,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,5,3,20,2,27,18,2,17,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,2,8,97,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.2354625025655743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875585255604906,0.0,0.0,0.4357261538705768,0.4886526753242835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618655036886599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902902105327248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089785819763935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187031488271947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038431759855343,0.0,0.09426266804428017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718845053164475,0.0,0.0,0.08310507937163117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406675256957225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743556923641986,0.042021046468781416,0.0,0.045709886487263415,0.0,0.1286534910822806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254377725921114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067725478619693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375485239892445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03929374646733119,0.0,0.0,0.0711774957750337,0.06754044668310721,0.0,0.0,0.0683782071336621,0.0,0.0,0.05368725488308924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933894160540994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363232496143486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450104889629665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702914083737711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045117408706805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396069403555066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857554648360472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686745065786993,0.10307183505553846,0.0,0.0,0.09379807007287198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874841008304039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886526753242835,0.0 adhd,ilovemango6,2019/04/24,"Tips for a Newly diagnosed Hello everyone 20F here. So I'm newly diagnosed with add and I don't know how to deal with it. Lately, I've been having trouble with college, I can't seem to focus on my classes. I would highly appreciate any tips. Especially for college. Thanks",1.6400539083557923,4.365548962264153,4.2836118598382775,77.8367924528302,87.67924528301887,6.8021563342318085,24.552560646900268,7.957251820313856,2.1360371967654985,217,9,37,5,7,76,40,53,0.053,0.826,0.121,0.5356,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,23,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113599104661498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30492929183288753,0.0,0.6004073606180027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28262406962686537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31250073759712604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625492742154428,0.0,0.3336451729223568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692609099401247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230832240120595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010887092032704,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,m51whirlpool,2019/04/24,"What skills do you wish you had the focus to learn? Growing up, I was one of those “all rounder” kids who was somewhat skilled in a variety of areas, but I never managed to focus on anything to become really good at it. Curious to see what skills other people wish they had the focus/patience to get better at! For me: 1. Guitar. I had lessons for a few years when I was younger, but never got beyond strumming the easy chords to my favourite songs 2. Art (specially drawing). I could never find a style to get good at and I got so frustrated at my initial crappy attempts that it put me off. On the flip side - what are skills you’ve learnt despite ADHD that you’re proud of? I am good at making friendship bracelets (although I rarely finish them!). I would also like to think that my brush pen lettering is near professional - thanks to practising my way through 2nd year university lectures and recently improving at digital lettering :)",4.659123376623377,6.567763159090912,5.068538961038961,81.11477272727275,70.81818181818181,7.983116883116884,30.75324675324676,8.634040054169528,2.5618860389610387,740,32,132,13,14,235,116,176,0.052000000000000005,0.691,0.257,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,8,4,9,1,0,7,0,12,0,0,1,4,18,22,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,11,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,3,19,8,28,12,3,26,0,0,1,0,8,15,0,1,9,92,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151469486785545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409092054541846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798355905224893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518563668820515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829633114584925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387612522960948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325337937424538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520821117124918,0.0,0.0,0.4219175430701472,0.2682125973493911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191831959578205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192543595682804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879676044414546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136220071431486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624584554609455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685613007483247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741792685341743,0.0,0.16556041891302173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361654512819696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437408994460933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744039808501377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133093884451482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856396416215943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911264941005432,0.0,0.0,0.2159564724251348 adhd,horsecave,2019/04/24,"YIKES on BIKES Does anyone else get nonsense phrases stuck in their head on a loop? This has been mine for at least a month. Before that it was ""Ready, Steady, Okay Freddy"" and ""It's almost like..."" Not sure if it's an adhd thing or just an I'm a little bit crazy thing.",-0.6039285714285718,1.601893607142859,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,95.07142857142857,2.8000000000000003,10.571428571428571,3.1291,-2.044242857142857,206,2,48,0,8,64,48,56,0.154,0.812,0.034,-0.6828,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,3,1,1,0,1,7,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33046402033997463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534566448715764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922674624986705,0.2817422563124506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339817063400619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001992165802289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406306595518297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297045949626064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366200414861696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822015505935874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433788166599506,0.2755951086855953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948076522579202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915872750642444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653595859676898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luketheduke200230,2019/04/24,Dating Does having ADHD effect how you date or fall in love?,3.41,5.2529933333333325,4.823333333333334,81.855,74.0,4.800000000000002,12.0,3.1291,-1.0486000000000004,48,0,8,0,1,16,12,12,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6910210424046265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031738372817465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518947018903843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeepIntermission,2019/04/24,"Pre-med / med-school /etc. advice? Hi all, haven’t posted here before but thought I’d give it a try. Wondering if anyone that’s had a ton of academic work has any tips on how to start, or how to keep going. My biggest struggle is starting (with regards to studying). It’s extremely frustrating because I perform really well with such little effort (say the class avg is a 70 on a test and I study 1-hr before and make a 88), but could perform so much better if I just studied. I actually like all of my course material so I have no idea what’s wrong with me besides my rewards system being broken. I really like to understand subjects as oppose to brute force memorization (although Anki has been useful for formulas or concepts I struggle with remembering (I.e. direction of dna/rna synthesis reading etc)) I pursued a different degree and career and then decided that I wanted to pursue medicine so I’m taking pre reqs and need straight As. The reason I didn’t pursue medicine right of the bat is because of my lack of study habits ): Any tips? Pomodoro has been a struggle because I get distracted during breaks and find myself 3 hours later realizing I’m supposed to be studying. I want to work on discipline instead of being tied to motivation but I don’t know how. Thank you in advance for any help!!",3.69392531556802,6.0889449879032265,5.078120617110802,77.86000701262273,74.9274193548387,7.538849929873773,29.73422159887798,8.456263369488248,2.625715077138851,1039,47,176,20,23,346,155,248,0.129,0.733,0.13699999999999998,0.2718,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,9,11,12,1,4,10,0,17,0,0,7,2,45,36,23,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,3,12,1,0,2,4,6,1,0,5,1,20,6,28,27,7,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,7,114,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.12363274276671593,0.0,0.0,0.12380158191898814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584639321278003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858572437633871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316901015551523,0.0,0.21561046968193565,0.0,0.0,0.11204843980598954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011529472330366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236577489329754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28258928488056795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579384278220048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619114091106193,0.1215341433507846,0.07200176558560697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491872037176397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247657227228943,0.0,0.0,0.14301941470599389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260933037258987,0.0,0.0,0.06962639946507054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237902493111369,0.12697828337781322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456763816519275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072582597489766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313291586461782,0.09394022874757617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133554834748787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672590161250974,0.0,0.16232378802793074,0.13026008279842016,0.0,0.0,0.14351690507612475,0.1081939487394297,0.0,0.1007502589166058,0.0,0.1282186802090355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934595726884642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973367575560952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525632906409168,0.0,0.0,0.11664061943481947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057899235601284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601529172871558,0.0,0.0,0.131890441381046,0.0,0.10942087988627124,0.0,0.0,0.1494519964191686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113910978789987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739165440082032,0.1844660122215425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385173948736962,0.0,0.0 adhd,UptightThrowAway007,2019/04/24,"Self hate Anyone else struggle with it? Since I was kid from friends, coaches, family, teachers I feel like people have been cruel when I struggle to focus on things. They think I don’t care for whatever I’m doing. And that turned into self hate which morphs into social anxiety. Which recently I’ve been full on depressed. And I’m an adult and I thought I’d grow out of the self loathing, but I think it will always be a weight on me.",2.630948275862071,4.727592597701153,3.435158045977012,89.80377155172415,77.04597701149423,6.189080459770117,23.518678160919546,7.1686216300943375,0.8793919540229882,344,11,69,4,8,109,64,87,0.18899999999999997,0.743,0.068,-0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,9,3,2,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,18,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,7,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,2,8,3,11,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141847827744086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041196260233412,0.0,0.0,0.11919921927232055,0.174670516539939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738093635449936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682880285356345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424089548328887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607074926140974,0.0,0.08619665707634998,0.121786490829979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317076069350014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366150966687907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328486996802549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818504308196474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832227551861084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335239433707175,0.0,0.0,0.14101765893724647,0.0,0.0,0.1737765337969418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35643238322593895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325519366363937,0.218465408665048,0.0,0.1353371262518645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542650210224887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759111825391108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aggrometer,2019/04/24,"Changing medication to Welbutrin (potentially) I went in for a med check with my doctor and he realized I hadn't been in for a prescription since June of last year. He asked me why it had been so long and I confessed I had stopped taking the medication. I explained that the Adderall he has been prescribing me works; however, the side effects make me absolutely miserable. Especially when taking it every day. It completely ruins my sleep cycle, when I'm not on it I feel depressed and just grey? It makes me sweat, cramp, urinate every 30 minutes and, several times I have gotten extremely light headed/nauseous to the point where I have to lie down for 30 minutes to keep from blacking out or throwing up. Usually when this happens I have to strip and lay under a fan with a cold rag. &#x200B; After describing this he said okay I think we definitely need to try a different medication. I have already tried other stimulants such as Vyvanse, extended release capsules, etc. He told me that he'd like to get me to try a non-stimulant medication and listed three different ones. Those medications were Intuv, Stratera, and Welbutrin. He said out of the three he'd like me to try Welbutrin first. I was wondering if anyone else has experience with Welbutrin and switching from stimulants to it? I've done some research online but, nothing is more valuable to me than the experiences of others with the same problems as myself.",5.5388223443223445,7.7486429884615395,6.16703296703297,72.89987179487181,69.11538461538461,9.260073260073261,34.30402930402931,9.725611199111238,3.783056776556776,1147,57,186,28,21,373,158,260,0.068,0.894,0.038,-0.8541,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,13,1,18,10,3,5,0,37,37,17,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,13,15,0,2,7,0,1,2,2,4,0,4,14,7,26,4,35,21,4,26,1,3,2,0,15,11,0,4,15,130,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821265676803372,0.0,0.0,0.11606749254046225,0.13016590866593852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749027418384378,0.10975995217961744,0.0,0.0,0.10014534324488393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332170230994296,0.0,0.11231620173274777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908533412834471,0.0,0.09226469755193424,0.0,0.0,0.22384102031964925,0.0,0.10964470939087198,0.0,0.10962380105391546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948734097796708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947022164539405,0.0,0.0,0.18051113266935312,0.0,0.0,0.209573277507388,0.0,0.0,0.05416449865813374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911185859997732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596723371127263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472832479171778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521565309624963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731936707336514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466956331334756,0.0,0.0,0.09480029356203593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430105813090977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898926477384117,0.5395746788249878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943018755743124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278720110216616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258917131810755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012656567495298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250203777467506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379659837007613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101825549917185,0.0,0.08861307453622061,0.0,0.10720014756181216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955944470664393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108600510062976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686399550507238,0.0,0.0,0.062464157256707536,0.0,0.0,0.10236041149170223,0.0,0.290917356532212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179806132286716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930389469698732,0.09666165136961273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617009052859588,0.07798666313715237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016590866593852,0.06898356123199126 adhd,RedisFun2,2019/04/24,"My ADHD and Me tl;dr went untreated until I was 44. Traced back my family history, diagnosed at 7. Lived life, but it took a pretty heavy toll on me later in life before I was able to get treatment. I just have a really intense urge to share my adventures with my ADHD, or what I use to call my crazy weird brain. I've always known I wasn't thinking the same way as others, that I was having to handle things in my head differently, but I didn't know why. I knew that this difference gave me these neat extra abilities that no one around me seemed to have, like... Knowing what people are going to say, or knowing what they are feeling just be looking at them. Being able to handle all kinds of issues at once, answer questions coming at me from different people and still not break from what I'm doing at that moment, then turn around and can't even remeber my right from my left, or always running late by just 5-10 minutes, making it look like I'm careless, or forget to call my grandparents making it look like I'm selfish and only think of myself. And in my head, I'm thinking, what's wrong with me, I'm not selfish, I'd do anything for my family, friends but I just keep forgetting. Then the echo, ""if it was important you'd remember, if you just tried even a little bit, if you weren't so lazy, if you didn't have to be so stubborn"" I was initially diagnosed at 7... Waaaay back in 1980 cause I could not sit still to complete an assessment test for a gifted student program, I had an IQ of 135-140 I think, and I always disrupted by talking too much and getting out of my seat. Dad said no its not a disorder, it's a behavior problem, she just doesn't listen, she's stubborn. So, sense my parents said no to meds I wasn't allowed into the program, and now I can barely spell! :) No joke, a year later I was in a foster home, seems my dad couldn't punish the adhd out of me. I eventually went back home, life went on and forgot about the adhd thing. As I got into Jr High and high school, I struggled with grades cause I hated homework, but I could cram and pass most tests. I coped, learned to stay in my seat and keep quiet.... Mostly, but as years went on and I tried to adult like I'm ""supposed to"" life got harder and harder. I made friends pretty easy, In fact I'm luck to have several friends for well on 20+ years. I say lucky because they are very understanding and help me stay in the loop. Once I hit mid-30s, that's when things began to change for me but I didn't know it then. I started getting sever headaches, my memory was getting pretty bad, or bad in a way that I was really noticing it. As I had to keep dealing with life struggles the headaches got worse, I developed anxiety disorder and depression. And finally after dealing with the loss of my husband, his father, and my father all within 4 years, I ended up in detox for alcohol. This finally got me on the path to a pdoc and therapist. But it took after another year and another trip to detox and a 5150 hold. Finally something happened in one of my therapy sessions when she asked why I had wanted to drink again, and I said just to make it all stop, just to make it quiet, I can never get any rest. She asked something else that lead me to describing my thought process, and she had to clarify, she said you mean you have all off those at the same time? And I'm like, yeah what's the big deal, and she told me for the first time in my life that, that was not how the normal thought process works, and that I need to have my pdoc test me for ADHD. I was honestly completely surprised and almost laughed, like what? No way! But then, some vauge memories, a few other questions she asked about when I was a kid.... And bam.... Seems you can't discipline the ADHD out of someone. The last year and a half sense begining treatment has been such a ""Holy shit!"" set of moments. I can finally stop mentally beating myself up and begin to find ways to work my issues now that I freaking know that there really is an issue. But not gonna lie, I've gotten pretty damn pissed and angry that I've had to work so much harder at things, and no one even knew, I didn't even know. My pdoc had to re-test me cause I wasn't answering based on what I want to do, but on What I'd trained myself not to do. Like the impulsiveness, nope not me, I don't intrupt, nope, then she ashed how often do you have to keep from intrupting... Once she began asking me like that.... Yeah I'm ADHD - C but heavier on the hyper. Everything for me is hyper, hyper sensitive, hyper focus, hyper active, hyper thinker.... I think I only got C cause I do forget things, and I daydream /space out alot more then normal. But I'm not shy at all, even as a kid. Lol yeah, not shy! Well, there's my story, the short version lol. If you made it this far, thank you! It means alot. I just wanted to write it down, not in a journal but someplace where conversation might happen. That's how I do things, I talk about them.",3.7898371428571416,4.694954538000001,4.8730285714285735,85.56980000000001,71.62,7.914285714285715,26.08571428571429,8.192908349453996,1.498821428571429,3838,118,798,55,70,1262,389,1000,0.114,0.752,0.135,0.9616,5,0,4,0,0,0,163.0,0,10,4,7,45,44,7,2,40,5,62,17,5,16,7,181,155,78,0,15,43,6,1,8,3,2,11,9,3,3,51,47,2,11,31,2,0,12,33,20,2,5,53,13,122,24,115,92,20,122,0,2,3,0,63,53,3,25,56,532,173,15,0.08388132359304581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528316762153655,0.0,0.0,0.04482181249075645,0.04199751447317314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046939712332188,0.0,0.0,0.02852108822821057,0.0879568815346442,0.03208449147770051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034513591082556284,0.07467216187113619,0.15683542882629428,0.0,0.0,0.09674934023692157,0.07003740147496608,0.025566638152011642,0.0,0.035688414113136765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457883401456333,0.0,0.0,0.046819649174558525,0.08565220988270766,0.0,0.0,0.17233845100811926,0.04436765904742536,0.03612816645771346,0.0879479718783428,0.0,0.0,0.06697241140362555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971694211180684,0.03612343054909143,0.08513777775895114,0.0,0.13145719488761984,0.09613526397469943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108588158388626,0.0,0.0,0.035036041222818594,0.0,0.03714697770377325,0.0,0.0,0.13850705782400693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037693562473230614,0.0,0.07907584663689955,0.0,0.02120645878020799,0.0,0.0,0.1837757798189524,0.038333005062869206,0.035674705498725374,0.0,0.0,0.09720975379705116,0.0,0.10956132375852254,0.0,0.023835844621894357,0.0,0.16771889295524606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417597743100512,0.0,0.0,0.04140772052203533,0.08608643776890748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02811194153100152,0.08862522378029178,0.0841398068289056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313254631686403,0.0,0.14911514904702144,0.0,0.04367474525815605,0.13829694528183525,0.03418723710972812,0.04731089331312024,0.0,0.04556865175864235,0.0,0.17774357855765616,0.1639207107929949,0.042035561327310636,0.037034372754873916,0.0,0.10565877865046512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937053654929556,0.11198286969502093,0.0,0.0,0.0913713520454692,0.0465866204105407,0.0,0.042266322541963684,0.04449241433828554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166242434968134,0.031098469293925762,0.03234722393726388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218588742985289,0.0,0.047749721436176035,0.0,0.1339963080545145,0.0852602335985478,0.06379552642971592,0.0,0.0,0.04657014158234688,0.0,0.0,0.05815274813580789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706749239486073,0.0,0.04013154912917392,0.0,0.0,0.0939662795669452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806047856966268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751059397206631,0.035817096014347814,0.15958069473362066,0.06670579527099517,0.0,0.04244618884315054,0.0,0.114543609955377,0.0,0.09476201979063208,0.043051486630625885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03553618663760205,0.06457594097261646,0.0,0.0,0.0296858162869805,0.08940633018494958,0.06698773337532929,0.07012854248082502,0.0,0.08769097200738273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742063053602475,0.0,0.03861332647661672,0.04796280192924333,0.048696340921988664,0.16718107250575134,0.13436941294756344,0.0,0.0665924012981108,0.04891187434284061,0.0,0.0,0.040076099674153334,0.0931952369060332,0.056949912604988114,0.04561939647040431,0.0,0.043661708047060745,0.0,0.03622326577893652,0.0,0.034605438363564514,0.0742130669180003,0.13316218062785434,0.0,0.0,0.07541938365213617,0.15551765468354736,0.07568984763745086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159990389621957,0.0,0.04274111746163586,0.0,0.04585552971910744,0.0,0.16205046671009818 adhd,elizabethtarot,2019/04/24,"Just recently diagnosed with ADHD - looking for advice on medicine And holy shit it’s crazy how I didn’t know what I was experiencing was a “thing”. I feel so relieved, honestly, that there’s a reason behind the way I function. It’s funny bc my therapist has bad adhd and working with her has been great because we share what we have in common, laugh over the things we do and she’s educated me a lot on living with adhd and whatnot so, so far so good. I’m wondering if anyone can share with me their personal experiences with ADHD medication - how has it helped? Not helped? My therapist wants me to see a psychiatrist bc she thinks medication would help me, but i am very intimidated by adhd meds (never taken it before but Ive known people have abused Adderall and stuff in college). Just looking for some advice or how it has helped. Thanks!",3.4496296296296265,5.777535320987656,5.010888888888889,78.37300000000002,75.41975308641976,7.776790123456791,25.61481481481481,8.648137234880735,2.0618711111111105,670,24,122,14,15,225,102,162,0.08900000000000001,0.774,0.13699999999999998,0.6393,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,3,0,1,1,10,10,1,0,6,0,15,4,1,4,1,34,26,16,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,13,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,5,19,8,15,20,2,10,0,0,3,0,14,6,1,5,3,88,30,2,0.0,0.12924802635393662,0.0,0.0,0.6554955631431243,0.2131934283819761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627485042093718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108151651617573,0.06649727505775269,0.0,0.09282340038396916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071909790762496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670617658149917,0.0,0.0,0.05515671298369081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914954209422424,0.0,0.12026672700554095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924698190320941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599503276846848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632415717036397,0.0,0.1832080496051548,0.0,0.0,0.0927402658678951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116897391951754,0.21978355882925055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413316740049033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562588528767455,0.0952489168790117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215766875776867,0.10770839327699462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692671524672738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197430538581156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487636100383068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004309200272526,0.0,0.2533124580042442,0.14494260967184594,0.06989733854718666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900066461485471,0.0643412285232005,0.0865866886746298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829815652900788,0.07941526464338004,0.0,0.0,0.07749093757526031,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,edgekitty,2019/04/24,"Evaluation results tomorrow! The appointment to get my results was delayed since the psychologist got sick, but I’m really hoping I get a diagnosis tomorrow! My therapist used to conduct ADHD evaluations and he said based on how I described it, it seemed very likely that I’d be diagnosed, and I am wishing so hard that I can finally get the treatment I need.",10.265454545454547,8.690028575757577,11.22636363636364,53.75954545454547,58.6969696969697,15.466666666666667,47.75757575757576,14.06817628641468,7.139612121212121,290,17,45,11,3,102,49,66,0.08900000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.107,0.4895,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,4,0,12,15,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,2,3,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979131012599053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160101517847805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715490936266747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885336123287855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982586101865399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205888120871586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620863159433204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110551370351892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380574759659649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588033455366431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357981724137992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256678473064836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050554444453045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878169746487532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409556798308732,0.0,0.204533490353022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28505886798872304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SufficientClassroom,2019/04/24,"Eating/Grocery Shopping/Preparing Meals this is hard. I open and close the fridge a dozen times before eating anything because it takes too much executive function to inventory what I have, figure out if I even have anything that isn't expired to eat, decide between what I want to eat vs what I should eat (for health, money \[broke-ass college student\], etc). Then when I do make a decision, I have to gather the ingredients, prepare them, mix them together, cook/boil/bake/microwave/whatever. Then actually serve myself the food, eat it, then do the dishes, dry the dishes, put the dishes away. Then I have to figure out if I need to replace anything I just used at the grocery store, remember to write it down, remember to go to the grocery store in my free time, remember to take what I wrote down with me to the grocery store, etc. &#x200B; More often than not, I just drive the 6 blocks to some sort of garbage fast food because I have an anxiety episode before I even pull anything out of the fridge. &#x200B; I wish I could just eat the same thing for every meal every day - I do this for breakfast a lot with a smoothie recipe I've gotten down to a science, but if I was lazy and didn't wash the blender the day before, even just that step is too much for my feeble executive function capacity so I just get a McD's breakfast sandwich on the way to work. Or if I don't have a reason to go out I sit in bed hungry until I get a blood sugar headache or something and just eat mildly stale bread from the fridge drawers while in bed or potato chips or something.",8.615630252100843,6.7108071830065406,8.20487394957983,75.16764705882353,62.137254901960794,10.703641456582634,37.870214752567676,9.04235418022936,3.272292063492064,1242,49,237,15,14,396,159,306,0.037000000000000005,0.9440000000000001,0.019,-0.5994,0,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,1,14,1,0,0,25,0,17,22,1,3,0,51,30,20,0,9,17,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,12,11,19,1,8,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,4,2,28,2,40,24,8,35,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,12,12,163,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.08224478396645568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263393790426646,0.2048180068356352,0.0,0.0,0.06447370395909141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277419893728838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918350842994938,0.0,0.0,0.10275218858230437,0.0,0.21514733196557573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729044512463156,0.0,0.0,0.1087068079711732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036738791163313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798818311498733,0.1669977480914052,0.0,0.14201848542334394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382258220132454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806528048958079,0.0,0.09579613819561517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549801499142741,0.0,0.0,0.0895853301804278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165154722020463,0.0,0.0,0.05625732290493311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391048477998674,0.06249229489053956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472432958967217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086653520171623,0.0,0.0,0.2864172529713848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297651890179382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267356208394816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599165661178662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982882869954901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279056038291372,0.0,0.0,0.04971032302520087,0.06689726575777613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691744176907624,0.0,0.0,0.06135659124274776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048180068356352,0.0 adhd,Rbelt14,2019/04/24,"Help, I’m So Close To Graduation Hi! I’m a 24/f and I just went through the process of seeing my psychiatrist and testing for adhd. Now I’m just waiting for my next appt. with him again to get prescribed medication, but that’s not till June. However, I feel like I’m losing my mind. I have a few weeks left of my semester and I can’t focus. I can’t shut off my mind. Usually I can power through enough to get it done but this time, it just seems uncontrollable. Coffee seems to make it worse. Exercise makes me too tired during the day. My projects and final basically consists of reading and writing. Reading is the hardest part. Nothing seems to be sticking to my brain and I can’t seem to read fast enough. Any advice or a friend to talk to through this with?",0.5567316017316024,3.0348964480519456,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,91.012987012987,5.270995670995672,22.917748917748927,6.868970318607317,0.8278216450216456,599,24,126,9,21,196,96,154,0.098,0.84,0.062,-0.7609,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,6,0,8,4,1,2,0,27,24,11,0,0,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,16,2,21,21,4,16,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,5,12,78,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106254063811265,0.13095998338227186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113624056522614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960743349657835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642995859107952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714604850987164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27695103008489314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776308510619705,0.09574186079614508,0.0,0.1468092096068392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354129824274594,0.0,0.14003683279973925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982885385105338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560999831699634,0.0,0.0,0.06547399775263824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993088249403871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891494304230676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500815400559782,0.0,0.0,0.2706381842932209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252873270694594,0.0,0.0,0.1285930457895586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451274863776001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021601754686207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679429727815493,0.4880166286585213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771788850456304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814646325795034,0.1540329703404811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476009292646752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750045379485436,0.0,0.0,0.12423521742905093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657489966169584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,x-files-theme-song,2019/04/24,"How do I stop telling my boyfriend everything that happens to me I’m way too open with him and I think it has to do with my ADD. I tell him literally everything and I can tell it’s too much. I always want to talk to him about things going on but I know I talk too much and now there’s nothing new for him to find out about me.",-0.4792808219178077,1.4154140000000022,1.5468321917808223,100.22517979452057,87.08219178082192,5.293835616438357,18.71404109589041,6.6274283507984215,-0.2668342465753426,254,7,66,3,8,84,44,73,0.025,0.9570000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,0,12,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672164721969846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817565637094301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941163865825881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207035039793414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781168716779675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167214486554109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122553784408785,0.0,0.0,0.20512312023619192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378949697146206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756368487618834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414146414899733,0.5569025413982309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109940701054385,0.1360879736186919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527039786999108,0.16858162626790302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wanderlenz,2019/04/24,"Adderall is probably the reason I still have my job I'm a 28-year-old woman who got diagnosed with ADHD last year. At first, I didn't want to get medicated, but I was struggling at work and my (now ex-)boyfriend encouraged me to get checked out. At the time, I honestly didn't really know what ADHD was or that different people have very different symptoms, but the more I looked into it, the more I realized that I had a lot of the symptoms. When I went to the doctor, she kind of laughed at me (in a nice way -- I love that lady) because I was like ""I don't know if I do actually have ADHD but..."" and then proceeded to answer ""yes"" to the majority of the (what seemed like) 200 questions she asked me. My biggest symptom is I hyperfocus. The thing I'm focusing on changes all the time (now, mostly, I'm into about 12 painting projects at my house, but it's also been reading, video games, binge watching TV, cleaning, organizing, you name it), but regardless of what it is, this symptom is strong. If I want to be doing something, I will literally do it until I either am too tired to continue or I complete whatever it is I'm working on. I don't take breaks. I don't sit down. I don't eat. Whatever beverage I'm drinking becomes room temperature. Now, honestly, I actually really love this about me. I'm a very productive person. The problem lies in that after four years at my job, I didn't feel a passion for it. I still love my job, and I don't want a new one, but I am definitely to the point where if I don't have to be at work, I really don't want to. When I started my job, I did have that passion, and I could hyperfocus on it, and I was awesome at it. But after four years, I couldn't do that any more. I started making very frequent, just plain stupid, mistakes on a regular basis because I couldn't pay attention. I would procrastinate until the *very* last minute, to the point where I'd have to come into the office on my days off to finish projects. Then I got a prescription for Adderall after being diagnosed, and everything has changed for the better. I'm back to being good at my job. I don't make mistakes. I don't procrastinate. I put out better work than I did before. My work life is so much better now, I can't believe it. **TD;DR Got diagnosed with ADHD later in life after frequently screwing up at work. Thanks to Adderall, I still have a job.**",3.4321064327485367,4.758234867368422,5.231201754385964,81.05821783625731,72.95789473684209,8.477777777777778,28.98391812865497,8.998388855275968,2.38673216374269,1842,75,369,38,36,631,200,475,0.083,0.765,0.152,0.9916,8,0,2,0,0,0,87.0,0,1,0,11,18,25,2,1,25,1,50,20,0,3,1,55,83,26,0,15,14,0,1,2,0,2,12,0,2,2,23,14,2,0,9,5,2,3,15,6,0,4,15,3,59,19,59,59,9,74,0,0,2,6,14,32,1,9,38,264,82,19,0.0,0.0,0.1300968329618891,0.0,0.32043898260961723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053306234298368935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532960316204628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231606323679286,0.0,0.0,0.051255748775995036,0.0,0.08126797633703273,0.07361832477427477,0.05672089494927239,0.07510053638342147,0.0,0.1768602737939645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103026937517002,0.057419809349373165,0.06988945569420528,0.0,0.0,0.0532208450014342,0.0,0.0,0.04298877921612024,0.0,0.0,0.20296885145293125,0.0,0.13928646829956415,0.0,0.0682271029544892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529928636868279,0.0,0.06820759065391628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599077501883435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033704196462893216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669910734964796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965191914339368,0.0,0.0,0.0559094165710036,0.15993704306666318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691417423612187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968856032465745,0.0,0.0,0.06941386159303248,0.07326678886382891,0.10867003944526464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416477866193088,0.0651312873375695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597578031255653,0.0,0.0,0.05667009456775879,0.18048385421142124,0.0,0.08898922445745887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715074054798424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049001167196279234,0.0,0.0,0.06437853759767476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994616867976658,0.0,0.04516906371876327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621213914922182,0.05820303701413899,0.0,0.0,0.12602637057797372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718684037209881,0.06378253107832949,0.0,0.0670095197704647,0.07467201337658716,0.0,0.0666758582115108,0.0,0.12810811843342898,0.06853534045347646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068277552478714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131644617979717,0.0,0.0,0.09436149568088642,0.0,0.15969906265490105,0.0,0.0,0.06968522607172205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27713198979535986,0.05011838471543708,0.0,0.0,0.061369564581350726,0.0,0.0,0.04428449347288725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773742138211336,0.07661335793644088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999872876063106,0.15726603631736205,0.05290987457907457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061792466639864624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911661196146245,0.0,0.0,0.04735180257936395,0.0,0.0,0.1717018015913206 adhd,blahblahblahahahaha,2019/04/24,"According to our doctor my daughter, 7, may have ADHD. What do I need to know to best support her? This is my first experience with ADHD. My daughter is brilliant. Very interested in science, reading, the natural world, the universe, animals, medicine, etc. She had her 7 year check-up at the doctor today and my spouse just called to tell me “she may have ADHD and we’ll talk about it after daughter is asleep tonight”. What do I need to know? What do you wish people knew? What do you wish people didn’t “know”? What do you wish people did to support you? What are the biggest challenges for you in your day to day life? Do you remember having ADHD at age 7? If so, what’s it like?",1.879371002132196,4.232476276119403,3.201066098081025,89.16029850746271,81.01492537313433,5.619616204690832,23.750533049040516,6.868970318607317,0.8684771855010665,527,19,105,6,14,171,77,134,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,7,0,3,3,6,0,0,4,0,19,4,1,0,0,17,30,4,0,6,2,4,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,20,6,15,23,2,14,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,3,9,75,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.588382398706489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844652057002326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249794848074256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786993721334672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505539504977327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650333046796884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197262797492652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410954533439258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179608903767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645155762816614,0.05979625631443159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815094170238831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545608751520339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242861673948235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865023601037108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27778591404899833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983768624454992,0.10697905723782823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601661772220202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098910148695607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422246335786612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881868574461545 adhd,NeooTheAnalysst,2019/04/24,"Feeling like a looser (excuse me if this post is a bit messy) I'm from France, 19 yo and I'm diagnosed with ADHD (since 2016), I'm not under medication. I'm studying at the university (and I don't have any difficulty except that I'm finding what I'm studying extremely boring and basic so, yeah, procrastination is in my everyday life, so my grades are average++). I'm someone who's very curious and enthousiast (not for long) but here is the thing : I can't finish (or even) start anything. And this is applicable in most areas of my life : \- I can't keep up with a long term positive vision of myself, I'm always putting myself down / comparing myself to other people more successful (and I know that I'm still young) \- I have always projects/ideas (almost) everyday that I could do but I do / finish none \- I can't keep friends long, I feel like I'm not someone interesting for average people and very self-centered (my attention is always deviating from one subject to another and I'm always interrupting people who I'm talking with) \- A lot of friends I had, put me down at some point (criticizing who I am as a person, telling me that I'm always undecided about everything, anxious, never focused...) : and I'm always rethinking who I am deeply and hating myself for it... \- I feel everyday that I'm weak, with a low self-esteem (maybe because of my ADHD...) \- Even if people around me say that I'm an attractive/interesting guy I can't date girls, because I can never concretize a date/move (I'm lazy to do a date or even kissing and I know, that sounds crazy) \- I'm interested in Trading and Programming and I learned sooo much going on internet these past years but I never did anything (coding a great project, learn deeply a language and so on...) : I'm always scratching the surface and getting ideas about what I could do but I never do; and people who I talk with about those interests of mine are always saying that I know a lot (even people working on the fields) and that's very surprising regarding my age : I have context about my interests (even job landing; and stuff) but I don't know deeply (even the basics sometime) of things I learn about! \- I feel very alone and different from other people, even when I'm with other people. When I'm partying for example, I feel like I'm not at the right place &#x200B; I feel like I need to be recognized and seen as a determined person but deeply, internally, I feel that I'm none of that and it's like, everything around me, is telling me the opposite, that I'm going to stay like I am today and never change, never accomplish anything and exploit this curiosity and other 'qualities' that people close tell me I have. Thank you and don't hesitate to give your opinion. Whoever you are, I wish you happiness and fulfillment.",4.247976190476192,6.012746140977446,5.608270676691731,77.41479949874692,71.61278195488724,8.826065162907268,29.208020050125324,9.362217197678863,2.7605358395989974,2185,88,398,50,42,733,221,532,0.071,0.775,0.154,0.9927,2,1,0,0,0,0,110.0,0,4,0,3,22,22,1,0,20,1,34,6,0,0,6,86,81,43,0,6,15,0,8,6,2,0,5,3,0,4,34,35,0,2,18,0,2,4,19,4,0,1,3,12,56,18,49,75,10,55,0,1,1,1,24,23,0,10,32,263,90,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427626952988899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947559610363945,0.061515393452075774,0.0,0.0,0.3953717373143079,0.06435454770325268,0.07217152705921644,0.040390693239259985,0.062280923363116726,0.0,0.06709953774327364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663127775979526,0.1057484328619062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241338272188727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484404753279648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283212239272504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484428163655223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060284759070531414,0.0,0.062055220220613584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746092454463848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676094171226233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102235703982088,0.16972743688304154,0.0,0.0,0.054286029903372016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177698770500306,0.0,0.03103147946816877,0.056977175829901375,0.0675111889503105,0.0,0.0,0.06548328877985829,0.0,0.05881047033184305,0.0,0.06322717038679952,0.0,0.05864034794044998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340996384081624,0.0,0.0,0.05894045514621925,0.10558615776321402,0.0,0.0,0.13056793738279684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390500740278646,0.17410462459105586,0.0,0.0,0.15768833841724267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009911512943795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967034419662615,0.0,0.0,0.05983429752444212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043662220150379516,0.04404070151219155,0.27485489797672674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0402476454525131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056699327494545024,0.37059364862963,0.10372299114234117,0.062055220220613584,0.0,0.056147551698999376,0.0,0.05688407127417897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941692705684773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050723076421947934,0.0,0.09446670802016194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392405047954386,0.0,0.0,0.04913222649645072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065052230039176,0.0,0.058743255895444275,0.0,0.04204014550954199,0.06330725579707057,0.047432990072237856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067993159978611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954790358694849,0.15574176167113962,0.054683012519900376,0.0,0.0,0.07891890801360615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562995938760051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960286555925076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830141430641001,0.0,0.0,0.043240327874988514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217152705921644,0.03824848615986784 adhd,Asaras3,2019/04/24,"Recently Diagnosed; Getting Prescribed Adderall. Should I actually take it? I've heard so many stories about Adderall abuse and how you become addicted to it. If this is the case, will Adderall actually do anything? I mean at first of course it will, but after a while since it's addicting it should no longer work and now I will have an Adderall addiction, which other than the addiction itself, it sets me back to part 1. Can it actually help you at all in the long term or will it damage my brain?",4.190342105263157,6.279223442105263,5.0644078947368465,79.90398026315792,72.47368421052632,8.539473684210527,29.769736842105264,9.188382445141503,2.751868421052632,397,17,73,9,8,129,69,95,0.10400000000000001,0.86,0.036000000000000004,-0.7711,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,10,6,1,1,1,10,14,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,9,7,3,12,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,57,19,1,0.0,0.18255415215809692,0.4510660887193733,0.6718597052666332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267909245651458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847447063549266,0.0,0.0,0.17016417211699705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199910007794994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563832858142532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105645491809725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049803628197515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327349157933542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363518788523153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562082705878209,0.0,0.16783327728634614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684864160906185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213086783350904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745276148314127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584552445458066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216872484909378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yabrennan,2019/04/24,"Remembered a conversation I had back in College This was a friend of a friend who popped by to play PS3 and guzzle a few beers. At the time, I was on a low dosage of Vyvanse and I remember him talking about his aversion to using any kind of stimulant. This same individual would regularly knock back 24+ beers in a weekend and had a daily marijuana habit. I haven't been medicated in years but lately I'm thinking about all the people I know who quickly pass judgement on amphetamine use, neglecting to reflect on their daily drug habits. ""Oh no I wouldn't use that stuff, it affects your brain."" \*Smokes 2 packs a day and proceeds to guzzle another bud lite\*",4.50173228346457,6.314853700787403,5.529929133858269,78.03583858267717,71.04724409448819,8.54456692913386,30.81023622047244,9.120678840339163,2.7500148031496066,528,23,98,11,10,174,88,127,0.084,0.865,0.051,-0.6059,0,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,10,0,8,5,1,5,1,20,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,2,1,5,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,10,4,17,7,3,18,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,0,9,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639055963305215,0.1948894690095637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858283470539299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748022002689526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986374210344805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155375466617188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871885552634205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354364920583075,0.10214329931272648,0.0,0.20965715735454804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723348729290934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885129631580386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210842526470405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276420015894076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938650229749748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909100497230747,0.0,0.0,0.1083759343512436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815677575382422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202897025691598,0.0,0.0,0.11968716511564673 adhd,THEPatrickCarn,2019/04/24,"I'm worried about keeping a professional job I'm a 3rd year engineering student and so far I've had 3 internships. They've all started off ok, I was doing my job (sitting at a desk designing groundwork stuff) but over the course of all 3, I became increasingly more distracted, showing up later, losing track of time during lunch, and being unable to follow instructions. On my latest internship, it got so bad that I was called in by the HR guys to ask what my deal was. If I become such a bad employee after only a few months of low-level tasks, I'm really worried I won't be able to hold a professional job for any long-term career.",6.3726190476190485,6.028196738095242,7.7252380952380975,71.73642857142858,65.74603174603175,10.692063492063493,32.285714285714285,10.290406445055957,3.263171428571429,503,18,93,11,7,174,92,126,0.191,0.7959999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9756,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,8,1,8,1,0,0,2,8,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,8,1,16,8,5,17,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,55,12,9,0.1823451022237518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400092239214172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046805579977467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045010875936491,0.0,0.201385839279036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861947367750812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798979364611806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583803579043328,0.0,0.0,0.1805503194576472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5428481329386868,0.16207670510783004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613696774022864,0.0,0.2039975273176058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554612092124813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138681667026163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681494169772932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906480187906202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874151636271068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632689548713786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703606051002319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742426741308325 adhd,shelbygunit,2019/04/24,"Adderall or Vyvanse? I am currently taking 40 mg of Vyvanse and I feel so foggy and extremely dehydrated. When I’m coming down from it I get a strong headache and feel super sick. I haven’t taken adderall but is it the same feeling / are the side affects as bad? I feel like since it doesn’t last as long so maybe it’s better?",0.8242164179104492,3.2204417761194044,2.8225186567164187,89.74333022388063,86.46268656716421,5.141044776119403,23.30037313432836,6.6274283507984215,0.7896283582089558,257,10,52,3,8,86,49,67,0.09699999999999999,0.701,0.20199999999999999,0.7569,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,14,10,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,5,4,5,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512874723284751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26617301397475585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592487853012713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.608693904878377,0.21500455232002846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572382043447546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532104899033114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703294314888993,0.0,0.0,0.2663384795458953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023528988920817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24895567991485065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262830633881356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThePeskyWabbit,2019/04/24,"Last night, I am hoping to have put and end to another one of the people who say ""Oh look, _____!"" when discussing ADHD My friends and I were playing Rocket League last night. I was going for a pretty intense shot and as I was lining things up, flying through the air, my friend shouts out something to the effect of ""Ohhhhh GET IT DUDE!"" and I lost all concentration. I was like ""Dude, you had to say something...!! Do you know how ADHD I am? It's a god damn miracle when I can truly concentrate."" so he makes the joke ""Oh so it's like 'Alright, lining things up... calculating... ooo! shiny boost!"" I say ""NO. You have no idea what it is like being ADHD if thats what you think it is. ADHD is living life without a popup blocker. The last thing we need is MORE POPUPS....."" Someone else chimes in and makes the comment ""....wow.... That's actually a *really* good way to put it..."" Fingers crossed that they have learned something new and will stop saying it. I cannot STAND that joke.",0.4688987854251003,2.9270962947368484,2.1652631578947386,92.55453441295546,91.31578947368422,4.607287449392713,18.88663967611336,6.297961479604792,0.06458299595141748,736,22,151,8,26,240,115,190,0.046,0.755,0.198,0.9813,0,0,3,0,0,0,60.0,1,4,1,2,5,14,1,0,10,1,19,2,1,4,1,23,29,13,0,3,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,5,0,0,17,8,0,2,5,3,0,4,4,2,0,1,6,8,18,12,15,21,2,21,0,1,2,0,16,5,1,2,13,96,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.1089518122781266,0.0,0.5367141856574513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707209294012695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326712367983067,0.0,0.0988865078048053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251709599296022,0.0,0.05833118798168849,0.0,0.06345182248831144,0.09364458949754764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089111610830317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603638869823722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061358522300473325,0.2730227354888524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885990038659478,0.16363592325528095,0.0,0.098586749632095,0.0,0.09375574439266901,0.0,0.12187638759821025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905108844125925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278517437069771,0.0,0.10782980927962972,0.0,0.20954714957932613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565520603421727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740228866342372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135856013221108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447306218492805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152421957856442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551461546773955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459852764644457,0.2578550000183185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334227293900843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252082744104984,0.07153918204665498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862055426802372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107624163989678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Calleyomalley,2019/04/24,"Doctor you trust I’m in my 30s and I was diagnosed with ADHD a few years ago by a psychiatrist but I’ve always wanted a second opinion because humans are flawed, and I think I would have more peace of mind about my diagnosis. I’ve been following this subreddit for a while, and I identify with most or all symptoms in most posts. I know this means I should stop questioning my diagnosis and accept the sense of relief that comes with it. I can’t though. I grew up in a .. strict, unsupportive family when it came to anything that was remotely out of their high expectations. Examples: not getting perfect grades (my classes had massive amounts of homework and daily quizzes, which were large percentages of final grades), paying full attention to long speeches from my parents (they quizzed me on what they said), not interrupting people (I never learned to control this, despite them physically beating me for years to learn to get over this), list goes on of course. I guess you can say they brainwashed me into still believing in my adult life that it’s just me, not trying hard enough. So for those of you who have been diagnosed, what was it about your doctor that made you feel you could trust them? Have any of you been diagnosed by more than one doctor?",7.1358608058608075,7.657095504273506,6.7123321123321125,76.70846153846155,64.04273504273505,10.104517704517702,32.953601953601954,9.957137785484203,3.1363807081807096,1004,38,182,20,14,313,148,234,0.035,0.8540000000000001,0.111,0.9601,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,7,6,3,7,5,0,0,6,0,17,8,0,2,3,43,31,11,0,5,6,1,2,0,0,2,8,3,1,2,17,12,0,2,9,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,11,5,33,5,35,17,9,27,0,0,0,0,20,12,0,6,10,135,50,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367706846085942,0.0,0.12072654426328383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133231737821955,0.0,0.0,0.09261565493230547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120749256339746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302175982625147,0.0,0.0,0.15344244991629952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576808034629866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173178867233712,0.0,0.0,0.15275160911719915,0.1087387286016566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146979412321523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181967665815278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407233877347142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839028558452886,0.0,0.06886308309867491,0.0,0.0,0.14919236314230325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231005035928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003153042470488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200184063147967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389498532203865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748479047031673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619687840806394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052618698725695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886875434105238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835369436168808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751572663383788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504014805537472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922876470821381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122579224284596,0.0,0.0,0.094418817606406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043488719211085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525669086328331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295503737361591,0.10830584140707444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876360588601623,0.11386313241872255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155628412317872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726673458903139,0.13380856212428666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924658521450017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032993858379675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674733291697876,0.0,0.0,0.17540716990824706 adhd,MurfreeBrood,2019/04/24,"anyone else have other mental health issues that ADHD makes a hundred times worse? well, where do I begin? I have pretty severe anxiety & depression that gets amplified by my ADHD (I’m sure a lot of you are in the same boat) It’s usually pretty manageable asides from the massive mood swings I get, but what I really struggle with is my depersonalization/dissociative disorder. Imagine always feeling out of body & “stuck in third person”, like there’s a disconnect between the eyes and what’s in front of ya. now imagine your ADHD always concentrating on that fact. It’s absolute madness. If I’m not spacing out or distracting myself with something stimulating, I’m fighting off the uncomfortable feeling & constant existential thoughts. I’ve also had straight up delusional images pounded into my head over and over, even if I know they’re BS. It can be pure hell and I always feel like I’m “maintaining” my sanity. I find it hard to do normal tasks and hold a job, as I’m usually trying to take care of my own brain. I’ve had about 12 jobs that I quit or lost since the beginning of last year due to this, I kinda accepted that the 9-5 life isn’t for me at this point. I’ve been recommended disability by others before but I’d feel guilty for taking it since I’m only in my 20s. every once in a while I’ll have a short burst of motivation & I try to forget my own shortcomings, but it usually comes crashing down after a little while. (IE I’ve dropped out of school four times and was kicked out of the Army) anyway, I know this is kind of scrambled but it feels good to write out. If anyone else can resonate with this just know you’re not alone.",5.1515993265993245,6.181427055555559,6.1054882154882195,77.52015151515155,68.5679012345679,9.224242424242425,28.61616161616161,9.457814108942452,2.4983259259259247,1322,45,248,27,22,438,192,324,0.139,0.74,0.121,-0.8511,2,1,1,0,2,0,38.0,0,3,0,3,9,16,3,2,14,0,16,6,4,3,3,53,42,18,0,4,12,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,20,15,0,1,14,0,0,2,3,7,1,2,7,7,23,8,44,34,4,42,1,2,1,0,6,24,1,7,17,149,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246203288324893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325100514465688,0.0,0.07200242270081778,0.22475357289475545,0.3902194831043924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887793068868209,0.0,0.0,0.1259116939788615,0.18450675063115551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661471322935214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001062394544574,0.0,0.10051088242913232,0.0,0.0,0.09179855173103382,0.0,0.0,0.07755875909434554,0.0,0.09729783014009527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754859220153247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319001087160244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504284411444293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059468478939900385,0.0,0.07585991493297281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276266399657216,0.06432233137832538,0.0,0.0,0.08229203407023841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408105806189476,0.0,0.0,0.07551862362606776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065531719741299,0.0,0.09240376613111458,0.09570494300754552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397506119195173,0.1786953273850204,0.0,0.0,0.09375950617225484,0.1484456660034527,0.07339203582883645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359567774751584,0.08797489718893149,0.0902405600405001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828583897177558,0.0765460955415479,0.0,0.0,0.06010028507491065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073595062381527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821697956340717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588628850102228,0.0,0.06847706859758035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861668956217392,0.0,0.0,0.08511390951961151,0.0,0.0,0.1831996556685148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957652545889078,0.0,0.0,0.05767990064864651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911220816814008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171599315505914,0.0,0.14895879709713114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931475272967423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941260467872086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485864941907607,0.0,0.135392986162353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147918807116012,0.1050024025838528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222581986645844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974885532293769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095392572117623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175522473608376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057980768381947476 adhd,ChrissyChrissyPie,2019/04/24,"Need my meds So I grudgingly started adderall, and it changed my life. And now that I need it desperately, I can't get it. The trouble is I started with a generic that was made by aurobindo. It worked wonderfully. Then I got the generic made by Teva and it didn't work. And then I got another generic, and another generic and one of them actually made me nauseous, and neither of them worked. My doctor had the idea of prescribing me the brand name for consistency, but then she found that that is not manufactured anymore. Then she decided to try switching meds, and put me on Ritalin. But I don't think Ritalin works for me. It doesn't seem to make a difference. Prior to switching to Ritalin, I tried calling all the pharmacist near me to ask if anyone had the aurobindo brand, but it doesn't seem to be available. Can anyone help me find that specific medication? Why on the adderal, and became a superstar and I put a lot of stuff on my plate to keep myself busy because of other things. Now that I'm not on the medication, I'm dropping the ball left and right and people are beginning to be really annoyed with me. I'm having trouble even holding up my end of a conversation. This is so stupid.",4.626803837414794,6.014108832618028,5.860015147689975,77.4608684675587,70.11587982832617,9.259176975511236,33.01918707397122,9.627879704456738,3.2504861903559705,950,45,178,22,17,318,118,233,0.075,0.898,0.026000000000000002,-0.9019,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,4,5,4,2,0,14,0,16,7,0,4,1,39,38,22,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,17,14,0,2,8,1,0,2,8,4,0,1,10,0,26,0,26,26,3,22,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,11,130,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.1162583742332476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984643960870245,0.0,0.0,0.11814970387500814,0.16660363696210634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137495103586552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262346508417471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164994546437448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260288160899144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447050392027445,0.0,0.12193951055606295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551806702987768,0.0,0.0,0.0786874083169365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088870440533744,0.0,0.0,0.13062515321881416,0.0,0.0,0.06224301312706591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056595699553674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985354163837975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448868208710327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589247944870883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944030303281354,0.0,0.08414842873597593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128414215927987,0.0,0.3381846699316493,0.07952340056373572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26466379980493443,0.2400315441023601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667388144741233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072882012615497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259306618021962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395267478631715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632080011004197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174046373828216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691168542248945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864844175401475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638083718955604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914786390547933,0.07633676599604564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176941078542756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750062199109292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919660290959573,0.3469261977408864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Treblmkr,2019/04/24,"In conversations Something strange I have noticed... In conversations, does it often feel like, you are paying attention so hard, that instead of hearing the conversation, you are just thinking, 'ok. Eye contact. Mhm. I am hearing what they are saying. Watch them speak. Pay attention'? It happens very often, and you sorta have to back up a bit... And advice?",3.50134790528233,6.726948606557379,4.076284153005467,77.90965391621133,87.52459016393442,5.9897996357012735,29.728597449908925,7.3871296695380915,2.5695559198542797,279,14,42,5,9,88,48,61,0.08800000000000001,0.872,0.04,-0.2326,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,0,0,10,11,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,5,11,1,4,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,3,2,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541210278536599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996489845610615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839107976945481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275743530625343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149073780390322,0.18578209500163995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996423167151897,0.0,0.23295663389163834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5861978296033213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270488830013168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960723507233328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068047835540896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002016982391098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666316232226602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145711676623439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaleidoscopichazard,2019/04/24,"I’m finally on a waiting list to be seen and potentially diagnosed. What should I expect? How should I prepare? I’m really excited bc finally, at 25 I’m gonna be seen and most likely diagnosed. How do I prepare? Should I take a list of the behaviours that I believe are adhd? I worry about how I come across as I don’t look “typically” ADHD. I’m a 25 yo we’ll spoken woman thats really good at *looking* like I’m listening. (I think I’m PI) I also think that I may come across as someone that’s read webmd. I’m a psychology student and I worry they’ll think I’m over pathologising normal behaviours just bc I know what I’m looking for. I also had an experience where I asked my psychiatrist to refer me to an ADHD specialist and he scoffed. I also may be worrying about nothing. Also, in regards to medication, should I mention anything? I don’t want them to think I’m only after the drugs. What shall I expect, how shall I prepare? Thank you!",0.3894141092068537,2.8187823316062217,3.8127720207253866,80.94824531685931,90.96891191709845,6.90705460342766,23.485253088880032,8.012643519586192,1.948418254284575,742,31,142,19,26,270,98,193,0.049,0.87,0.081,0.6414,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,2,0,12,5,0,0,8,0,18,4,0,4,0,29,47,14,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,11,4,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,26,5,19,30,1,13,0,0,5,0,9,8,0,3,5,91,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219954465352803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744028555270513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631792800514237,0.0,0.10942112272679072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186945037321166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016475264777988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375960916118354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573485167260113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449230975381965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643379570891817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817165614189564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432478144201433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436439041467356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948645538166068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791035956131465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146790893125602,0.1123076778422048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901787279987132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707651102016728,0.0,0.14996383940511904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917171058643563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800315103311061,0.0,0.0,0.10775916046283424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29999042200897713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903607740450886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565941404714594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RylanHerring001,2019/04/24,Do you also experience that you get a higher IQ score off your medication rather than when you're on it. When I was around 13 I took an IQ test and learned I was about a 137 on an IQ test and at the time I was not on my adderall. Few years later I took one again and I was lower than before even though I was on my medication.,1.1204166666666635,2.394732430555557,3.3483333333333363,92.43,78.8611111111111,6.466666666666668,18.944444444444443,7.1686216300943375,-0.02290555555555596,253,5,63,3,6,87,45,72,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,0,12,0,10,2,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,48,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064931719603523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298646807393745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972059494856425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054752308796922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525822638062142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490585019138582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202456935009642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749720903104965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536933658682453,0.0,0.1505663167966666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737692023649921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662809712061377 adhd,lyndogg,2019/04/24,"Switched from adderall to concerta I switched from taking 15 mg xr adderall in the morning and a 20 mg instant in the afternoon to just taking an 18 mg concerta in the morning. When will I feel it working? Right now I just feel so tired, distracted, irritable, and incredibly antisocial. Will this pass? I stopped taking adderall because it felt so intense for me and typically sent me into overthinking and anxious thoughts. I feel much calmer and myself with concerta, but it doesn’t seem to be doing much for my focusing. Should I just wait it out and expect it to get better?",6.59351134846462,7.706299299065424,7.0237650200267066,71.93121495327107,65.35514018691589,10.226435246995996,38.650200267022704,10.290406445055957,4.316659279038719,463,25,78,11,7,151,66,107,0.092,0.8440000000000001,0.065,-0.22899999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,23,18,10,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,10,1,14,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669177510866903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402794650134176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896153852426405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35839550266858816,0.0,0.2268561693606812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344127830249806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34737114448033724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177321546603152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150912558863426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753222744013005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329367131716766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875719199867803,0.0,0.271557509255453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720073112396373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,urethrausurper,2019/04/24,"Diagnosed after one session in highschool, have been off meds since, question about current state and diagnosis in highschool i had no trouble with grades until taking AP chemistry where i needed to study but couldn’t retain any of the information, i had a friend who was diagnosed and i was speaking to him about it and a lot of the symptoms he experienced i had also, so i decided to speak to someone about it. after one session he diagnosed me and prescribed me vyvanse (i don’t recall the dosage but if i remember correctly it was rather high) it helped with focus, retaining information, forgetfulness, but also made me euphoric and far more social. i felt good, but it was all very unfamiliar to me so i stopped after graduating. i was on it for about four months. flash forward ~5 years, i tried cocaine and found myself taking it for a few months because i had extremely easy access to it and the feeling was very very familiar to when i took vyvanse but a good amount more intense and with less longevity. this was about a year ago. recently i’ve been struggling in my adult life with attention(zoning off when someone is telling me a long story that i am genuinely interested in) and memory(taking my key out of the ignition, putting it in my pocket, getting out of my car & panicking 5 seconds later thinking i locked the keys in my car) feeling very lethargic, there are tasks that i know i need to get done when i have free time that i consistently put off, i rely heavily on caffeine to get motivated enough to get through the work day. from every account i’ve heard (honestly not a lot) euphoria and wanting to talk the night away are not things people with ADD experience while on cocaine so that has made me second guess myself && the initial diagnosis i received. i guess ultimately my question is should i speak to someone again and explain these concerns/current feelings??",7.45239047619048,8.076909134285714,7.531142857142857,70.75319047619053,63.371428571428574,10.20952380952381,38.38095238095238,10.07000556051586,4.059438095238095,1527,76,255,31,21,493,190,350,0.062,0.825,0.113,0.9661,2,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,17,8,0,1,16,0,25,5,0,4,2,61,48,27,0,7,9,0,4,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,17,19,0,3,15,0,2,7,5,2,0,5,20,9,39,7,49,26,9,48,0,0,0,0,20,19,0,7,23,192,56,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556762451047006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438929738267393,0.0,0.3137691911693467,0.0,0.06564340620697245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069269264014466,0.0,0.0,0.05884351957858223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253576020457876,0.0,0.0,0.2939263932149977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878324710543007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974083226688878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133031172212253,0.0,0.0,0.09442442544263406,0.0,0.0,0.14642472721749472,0.0,0.09268350877427148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583967250774348,0.07457849322719635,0.0,0.20173082941318185,0.0,0.0,0.16192881855352875,0.0,0.0,0.21267637102434056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470172464741088,0.1019887726275326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053050117885167225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818167803055332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542561683297357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413194813113402,0.0,0.1826771941477792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722257239800366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409793658257656,0.0,0.0,0.14315088091604058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905864464372724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308218466894494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692143787407827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407772489434685,0.2162703824628196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531128821546424,0.0,0.10934916628314638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985024378399552,0.0,0.0,0.0983997230715514,0.2453675311229793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070302864913767,0.0,0.1009136476509198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033116611483553,0.1451564212707412,0.07758679825948837,0.08437108406969099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412994579543835,0.06185223989584589,0.0,0.0,0.05628715864802969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072478852108932,0.06553723014823698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185879626041655,0.05693563137777896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027466427492664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432373462476225 adhd,Spanish_peanuts,2019/04/24,"I was referred here from another subreddit and I wanted to ask you guys a question after reading a few posts. So I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid around 7th grade. I'm 28 now. I had taken Adderall for about a year but i honestly cant remember if it helped me or what. It was so long ago. I always thought that ADHD was as simple as being hyper and unfocused. However some fellow redditors have made me realize that this is not the case, and in fact, after reading some of their comments on the matter, it makes my life make so much more sense. I always thought that I was misdiagnosed because I am not hyper at all. I generally have very low energy and have a tough time taking my mind off of stressful thoughts. However one difference I am seeing between myself and many of the posts from people is forgetfulness. I actually have a fantastic memory. I can remember appointments, I can memorize ~12 character alphanumeric text as part of my job, i can remember small details, but I can also willingly forget things that are no longer important. However my issue is, while I can remember appointments or plans that I make, when my bills are due, what tasks require being done, etc... I just cannot bring myself to do them. To some this may seem such a minuscule issue, but so many tasks that other people make look so simple, just seem so daunting too me. Things like cleaning my house, doing yard work, paying bills, going to family gatherings, going to appointments... it's just so incredibly difficult to bring myself to do these things, to the point that my life is literally in shambles. So my question is, is anyone else like that? Not forgetful but just cant bring themselves to do something?",6.092277628032342,7.1514803301886785,6.9767205750224655,72.01405660377361,66.45283018867924,10.711230907457324,32.123989218328845,10.712014347399686,3.73537628032345,1347,54,231,37,21,449,173,318,0.069,0.8540000000000001,0.077,0.3187,4,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,2,3,20,7,0,1,11,0,37,3,0,5,2,54,59,27,0,2,14,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,2,2,21,7,0,1,14,3,3,5,7,4,0,1,12,2,36,3,31,43,9,26,0,1,2,0,12,9,0,11,12,181,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.09515273650625307,0.0,0.23436885729198906,0.0,0.08643404506772043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797628813637858,0.16226721918828774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022445591206004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817914009804366,0.0999074129081946,0.0,0.0868018753721873,0.0911558538402633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943934347010104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896752135355057,0.0,0.1018740296381966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978348331034674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145456104528455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087460455943642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192089277623468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083091542634148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654722965002507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535686617605305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125099510582194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354388572689544,0.09676062147725896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774411210783474,0.09527395988433164,0.0,0.0,0.08629059948223275,0.08188129647049726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226345198984608,0.26034663669873986,0.19771352513162688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845424290012024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167884174539871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607324591098529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559054578805076,0.0,0.13519811050725075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217560304452788,0.0,0.18676944638420606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846024231182426,0.0,0.19506671218004887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418255535645327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770043027763901,0.17753336552534413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750656287415385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169390391364344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331310603608654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433789322017966,0.0,0.0,0.23222892601617445,0.05685709794038316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804534614443815,0.05751213682300959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098623496687934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279129135008975 adhd,DurzaHarming,2019/04/24,"What a relatable subreddit I just found this subreddit today and a lot of what I've read I can either personally relate to, or could see myself doing that. I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was a kid thanks to an overbearing mother who's always got my back. It's actually kind of nice to see other people going through what I do. NOT that I wish anything bad upon you! Its just... idk calming to know it's not just me. Anyways wish everyone here the best!",4.820688405797104,5.469437663043479,6.422608695652176,76.32601449275363,69.1086956521739,9.611594202898553,28.3768115942029,9.725611199111238,2.6105811594202906,363,12,69,8,6,125,67,92,0.10099999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.138,0.6678,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,15,2,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,9,5,9,10,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,2,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.19319434788634066,0.0,0.2379266230899051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473046780084466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291597130798105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223000798344224,0.16530026188651267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077618022161044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806636041669234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009397359640855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917291709902745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170685893390476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251335073285626,0.0,0.15833812417342594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615975684307525,0.10880149173516128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831066084264554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725044467426986,0.17286351289189525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980278636099997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155197529603379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376637763408458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226812658592426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765647740408206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553213239401492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Caption_Bots_Dad,2019/04/24,"I feel hopeless Lost my adderall prescription last year and I don’t seem to function well without it. My doctor doesn’t seem to think I have add but when I was on it my junior year of highschool I had a 3.85 gpa. When he took me off my senior year my grade dropped to a 1.8. I’m 20 now and have only completed 2 classes part time at community college. I’ve had to do a medical leave twice but I plan on going back full time this fall after I get adhd tested because me and my doc go back and forth whether or not I have adhd. When me and my ex broke up 8 months ago the last things she said was it’s not the medication it’s you and I can’t help but believe that. I can’t get much done without the medication and I’m just scared the meds won’t make a difference and it is just me. I’ve been going to the gym 4-5 times a week the past 2 years but I’ve stopped now because it just feels pointless. Everything feels like a battle. Do meds really make that much of a difference like before because I’m really losing hope. Please be nice I’m already hard enough on myself thanks.",1.9677185354691105,3.4082198130434804,3.650183066361557,90.45337528604121,76.95652173913044,6.755148741418765,23.40961098398169,7.475848149327749,0.8250869565217394,847,26,191,11,19,283,127,230,0.10400000000000001,0.779,0.11699999999999999,0.7247,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,1,0,3,11,12,1,1,13,0,18,4,0,2,0,32,40,17,0,1,13,1,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,6,1,0,5,9,6,1,1,9,5,24,6,16,29,5,36,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,4,25,114,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547496380533588,0.0,0.09395037357312792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695840984615813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299369499304778,0.0,0.19382461573731133,0.0,0.09018645197730728,0.11941015606454825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112451672919957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214660469589174,0.0,0.10848136916137943,0.0,0.1084606826637588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951207896185423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525356467420956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076942536535785,0.07571656416116877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074683265436637,0.0,0.18070320380583246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494281952558688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104031736566573,0.0,0.0,0.1052682133128971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727858014681796,0.0,0.11222408512659818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355900983126616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857145024862127,0.11569645989461795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149322617719712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354535559423317,0.3203098457678209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459717557666782,0.0,0.15582410736401586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060728283528264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477272890335492,0.10117582276563054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163410231599196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579495035979794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008171490646412,0.0,0.1061106780302753,0.0,0.0,0.19297171617656708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886092109421781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757785546109836,0.0,0.0,0.07041252341846482,0.06791167895327524,0.0,0.0,0.18540422078815247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775457058830073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850157385643854,0.0,0.0952943243756771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043338339461321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730065577682043 adhd,RaGe_HiToKiRi,2019/04/24,"FDA Approves new ADHD treatment with Electrical Shocks to the forehead I'm not sure if I could hop on board with this type of teatment, but if the side effects of the meds are gone, it might be worth it! What does the community think about this type of nightly treatment? I wonder if it would disrupt my sleep schedule more or less than my meds. &#x200B; [https://newyork.cbslocal.com/2019/04/23/adhd-treatment-electrical-shocks/](https://newyork.cbslocal.com/2019/04/23/adhd-treatment-electrical-shocks/)",15.02695652173913,18.953385608695648,8.261565217391304,60.4106086956522,47.98550724637681,7.259130434782609,32.64057971014493,7.554174236665415,2.158157101449276,433,13,54,3,5,108,52,69,0.047,0.889,0.064,0.2984,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,5,2,2,1,1,15,9,5,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,9,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6540794953376589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965639085957778,0.220440014798962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484572863758302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875816092425388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030240414943141,0.0,0.0,0.19245346071935945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521247899588854,0.0,0.17024640862112667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815467840786528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098221416597092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624389874628575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673766147972666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288725563588125,0.0,0.220440014798962,0.0 adhd,randomreddit234,2019/04/24,"New Job isn't For Me I recently graduated college and started working from home for my new company and I feel that I've made a big mistake. I lack the time management skills to work on a consistent basis and my job isn't stimulating to me. I usually sit around and procrastinate and have anxiety about work and not enjoying it. On top of this I recently had two major surgeries that have sent me into a bit of depression with my lack of mobility. I've been attending therapy for four sessions now and it isn't helping at all, I originally sought to get diagnosed finally but I feel my therapist is ignoring the issues because I have been moderately successful up to this point in my life. At this point I don't know what to do anymore, I feel that I need more focus and training to do my job well and I keep making mistakes and lack attention to detail which is exactly what this job requires. I'm scheduled to move 9 hours away to a new city and start this job full time in a month and a half but I can't get rid of the idea that it isn't the best thing for me right now. I've fallen behind in work to a point where I have a large project due and have no motivation to start due to not feeling competent or adequate enough to do the task. I have constant anxiety about work, moving, healing from surgery and a multitude of other issues. I try to tell myself that things are going to get better once I move and am in a more structured environment but that may just be wishful thinking. I guess I am looking for advice from those who struggled going into the real world from college and what to do. I want to do what's best for me but there's been the perfect storm to upend myself these past few months. I was motivated and excited to get into the real world but it all came crashing down once I had my first surgery. I guess this is a little rambly but it's where I am at right now and am just looking for some answers.",5.1630355612682095,5.4548200539845775,6.292689588688947,78.81593241216797,68.25449871465295,9.77382176520994,31.889567266495284,9.725611199111238,2.8883752356469574,1527,61,306,32,24,513,182,389,0.122,0.7959999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8637,5,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,17,12,13,0,1,19,0,33,3,0,6,4,71,61,25,0,8,11,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,28,24,0,3,11,0,0,9,9,5,1,4,9,6,38,8,55,50,15,64,0,1,2,0,4,29,0,5,25,227,66,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924841017265193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408009597661444,0.0,0.08042781318537748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219476283574179,0.0,0.0,0.07619460898343303,0.0,0.0,0.049436827102368255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021551829311984,0.07172493743061642,0.08853843988502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275495571599314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876385511395969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984992628995018,0.08231316088419613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083796318016627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402313513998756,0.0,0.0,0.08883932449872761,0.0,0.06898225089987536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948225065970982,0.0,0.09218017029890876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867804404609972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435854275078626,0.0,0.08134829964533259,0.0,0.07986558020156274,0.0,0.0,0.09155021336229664,0.0,0.1692913026787782,0.40238820241134976,0.07208397715365487,0.0,0.0,0.044569555397632035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728219271188295,0.0,0.08128189420656168,0.0,0.0,0.13620444844132293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673725949183878,0.05413380647295031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294639257172743,0.2585842691791113,0.0,0.06013343015578094,0.0,0.2349759973685424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273428166452126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741759174360865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299925815833263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846154498381123,0.0,0.0,0.16014975685196509,0.0,0.0,0.13851516749619386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220557804037884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478164778239516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088356926071529,0.0,0.09274307917306568,0.09416148389806638,0.10775633629934278,0.05196457505472026,0.0,0.0,0.09457824923100093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506048480461356,0.0,0.07922134503448545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931842141494202,0.0,0.04783393285353257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291719403249873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325914859913367,0.0,0.0,0.29520297666737816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sharkman4000,2019/04/24,"My routine gets interrupted once and then it never goes back to normal. I started flossing and flossed every single night for more than 2 years. Then I got my wisdom teeth removed, couldn't floss while it healed, and now I haven't flossed in ten months. I'm endlessly frustrated that one small, temporary change in my routine can seemingly become permanent just like that, when it should be the easiest thing in the world to change it back. Then people who don't have any experience with ADHD assume that you're unable to take care of yourself.",7.505478547854786,8.056728277227727,6.747277227722773,76.6699587458746,63.257425742574256,9.901650165016502,32.67491749174917,9.725611199111238,3.033889768976897,440,16,77,8,6,135,75,101,0.054000000000000006,0.831,0.115,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,7,2,1,0,1,11,14,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,0,6,3,10,10,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,14,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25785325941512954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590466900299284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32995890270328665,0.0,0.0,0.2369589971998446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187529893020034,0.0,0.4539412070083124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807717316543835,0.0,0.0,0.2098758327160352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209606415161603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159912950291298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482067189906008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125565026466333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165477942635581,0.0,0.0,0.20134521115364815,0.21021821829205603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849393424125114,0.14538793263867048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874533188353378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953226955346524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186304129697972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131856056029062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425407219875413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816630182511108 adhd,kook47,2019/04/24,"Afraid to start ADHD meds even though ADHD is ruining my life.. Hi. Diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed adderall recently. ADHD has negatively affected every aspect of my life since childhood and I’m just finally getting answers. I’m thrilled to try medication, but due to some health anxiety that I struggle with I am terrified to start the meds. I’m worried about side effects, mostly extremely rare side effects that I know that I shouldn’t worry about but am debilitating afraid of. My biggest fear is developing psychosis (which has been a huge fear of mine for years). I have no family history or personal history of psychosis, but I am a young adult with anxiety problems. I know I’m being ridiculous but I don’t know how to diminish this concern. Any words or advice would be appreciated. Thank you :)",5.154562697576393,7.742131,6.247534246575345,70.27412539515282,71.1917808219178,9.697787144362486,34.518440463645945,10.035473477838034,4.2568257112750265,650,34,102,19,13,216,92,146,0.237,0.665,0.098,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,1,5,3,0,14,5,0,4,0,26,25,10,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,13,2,15,20,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,8,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104337778059741,0.12408595611481806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635254262545229,0.0,0.194282728328976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888469619637954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387082932441073,0.0,0.10698834224997814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970792212974785,0.28578152340153923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910326398981065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634318301081445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497659741054333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935899722450368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938317337904527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820981508551211,0.12792164018668487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087633431793163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150522725758732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538002754400696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050413435017306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975791777519154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327498154618968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169085447863274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475978896800435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621287021709415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791404871624435,0.0,0.09020481683921153,0.0,0.0,0.08177265024678051 adhd,foreversittingg,2019/04/24,"The search for a perfect roommate... be honest I just had to find a new roomie. Everyone’s bio says the same thing “clean, tidy, outgoing but likes my own space”. And I started freaking out. I’m not clean or tidy, I am in fact manic and messy. But I just sucked it up and started telling people “my life is chaos. I am a server and keep weird hours, I am there poster child for ADHD and I go get a couple drinks after work. How do these things relate? They mean I get home late, a little tipsy, realize a plant needs to be reported RIGHT NOW and I do it in the middle of the kitchen at 2 am... does this work for you?” Funnily enough, everyone said sure. But I knew that they were just wanted to land the spot. So I explained further. “I make lots of small messes without realizing it, then about twice a week I have a mental break down and clean until 4 am.” I think I found the right person, and no matter what, I feel good because I told her what I am like so there won’t be any surprises moving forward. Own your ADHD, and be transparent. It’s not to make excuses, it’s just to let people know things that are in your nature and things you have to work harder on. Usually if you communicate, people are pretty nice about this kind of stuff :)",1.7759794156706548,3.811955115537848,3.109467131474105,91.39668409694558,79.5179282868526,6.095683930942896,20.020086321381143,7.1686216300943375,0.368175166002656,958,24,205,12,24,311,151,251,0.078,0.74,0.182,0.9768,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,2,4,12,13,1,0,14,0,21,3,0,3,3,47,42,20,0,3,12,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,2,17,11,2,3,10,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,6,3,28,9,25,30,5,31,0,0,0,0,16,17,1,3,14,140,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29414413487600544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321981799958797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459922134973954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540662126384484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070919870576204,0.0,0.0,0.11988180676716625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644703235244775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387086034940086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061876939126014475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184936841063188,0.0,0.0,0.13417887328178973,0.0,0.0,0.12787272841798195,0.0,0.06954905210589013,0.10264311061513454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275301970939785,0.0,0.12051562458376992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877333523691014,0.0,0.12743568276497536,0.06725460195256251,0.0,0.13804536136252515,0.0,0.0,0.12513766333298548,0.08643772717580993,0.1195733803125296,0.12265281517937328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403962591706556,0.0,0.0,0.1633737457793333,0.0,0.0,0.1333032461236719,0.0,0.0,0.1233261382353216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006622973671828,0.0,0.09074018964488337,0.0,0.1181914203573688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452015070296513,0.10685392788515373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450029951914425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209016723887804,0.11640751805925158,0.09731823865821483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323660365302404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009114340075002,0.0,0.0,0.11533785072807587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696194281219112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252044783046589,0.07841354439728045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169354301747004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477978018179454,0.0,0.07218048475441728,0.0,0.09816257664565538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796601414482352,0.0,0.26727336874485763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slitsilt,2019/04/24,"What is your experience with antidepressants? Would you recommend it? I'm kind of in a state right now where I'm so sad that I can't get my schoolwork done. It's a weird state of mind where I really want to do work but just can't because everything about life seems meaningless right now. Then the work I didn't get done just reminds me of how much the rest of my life gonna suck. Based on what I've read, antidepressants seem like potential solution to my problems. If you've taken them, would you recommend them? How well do they work with stimulants like vivance?",4.662321428571432,5.920214874999999,4.936071428571432,84.60892857142858,69.89285714285714,9.528571428571428,27.392857142857146,9.827888789773867,2.3296392857142862,454,15,95,11,8,143,72,112,0.125,0.7140000000000001,0.161,0.5041,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,3,3,11,8,1,0,4,0,10,2,0,3,0,16,20,6,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,13,4,11,13,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,3,5,58,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220569953674467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767294486582765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542779383796485,0.18005311011345898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923351032920926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916777370041096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600243130865306,0.179851941363292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858554713432435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353106227371392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612751886887762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411708153796347,0.0,0.11791820667914416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143848862544668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351358596331745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085676450535633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654985816086308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020094950718111,0.0,0.0,0.26151221537540537,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Appliancelea,2019/04/24,"A & A Appliance Leasing # Lease affordable washers, dryers and more! 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Does anyone else find that with the emotional intensity, they find it hard to let go of stuff that's hurt? I have legit CPTSD from childhood (and large memory gaps I've blocked out) but I don't know that that alone accounts for how much I can... BROOD. I can be reminded of bad things / being wronged / abuse by ANYTHING. I make a lot of connections between stuff, I'm a conceptual artist but like why do I get plagued by grudges QUITE so much? I can do grounding and stuff now I'm on meds, but I'm just a bitter, bitter person and I wondered if anyone found any like CBT exercises that help or something because I am half convinced I'm justified but then the other half just wants to be a positive, optimistic person. Like, I blocked someone for yelling at me to move on, but she was mentioning someone who assaulted me like we were all still mutual friends. I GET that, but I haven't spoken to her for years now, him for at least 10 and I really don't want that ass taking up space in my consciousness. Everything from being kicked out of college 20 years ago to a badly chosen comment at the photocopier will LODGE itself in there. I don't want to be like this!",3.630292397660817,5.187419016460908,4.4999523500108305,85.57961013645226,72.82716049382717,7.914143383149232,27.192765865280485,8.532816995589336,1.8476798353909465,963,35,196,17,19,311,143,243,0.183,0.652,0.165,-0.7297,0,1,1,0,2,0,31.0,1,0,1,1,9,16,3,1,8,1,20,2,1,2,1,35,35,17,0,5,12,0,1,5,1,1,1,1,0,2,18,8,0,2,6,2,1,3,4,8,0,2,3,4,23,8,33,25,5,26,0,1,0,1,12,14,1,5,14,133,41,1,0.0,0.14061637509364058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052026456353196,0.0,0.0,0.1229166720675913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070645925951189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596760940288285,0.1216016692067048,0.09766351516169144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818565980208636,0.07234621708357825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385765432133977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991418984766205,0.13349900882122925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666191765721826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169427117679948,0.0,0.0,0.1301264774462447,0.09169186172787584,0.0,0.12401078726847956,0.0,0.06744857024740768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063139551051801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954869203179424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270493781458599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652234158037458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135832510068828,0.0,0.28990522866689844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008974788972992,0.0,0.0,0.07921981130671843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182670843824054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522760833564125,0.17448688839642232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725356975966175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262307722636772,0.0,0.0,0.07602943712963467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111433169434725,0.0913656503487858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947779890319118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075805653965879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923257853657265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884570830062293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100015894841192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070902266391862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870338078367508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975793249844994,0.0,0.2292780570796611 adhd,atbunda,2019/04/24,"My mom ruined my otherwise amazing day I submitted my bachelor's thesis a day early (which is wooo cuz a day early). I was super happy, came downstairs to my mom. Got some beer. My mom started ranting about my brother not studying. He's a lot like me, except he's underperforming at school according to my mom. And she said ""YOU JUST PUT THINGS DOWN AND FOCUS"". And it made me cry. I've been struggling a lot since I've been diagnosed, with actually being able to recognise my inability to focus more than neurotypical people. Idk it just hit me so much that they think punishment without providing actual strategies to improve somehow works because then ""you can just sit down and focus"".",5.171484374999999,7.1067381796875,6.180125,73.55237500000003,69.546875,8.870000000000003,31.55,9.3871,3.1863318750000005,549,24,91,12,10,182,87,128,0.11699999999999999,0.762,0.121,0.3612,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,2,1,2,6,7,1,1,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,19,13,7,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,7,1,17,4,13,4,5,13,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,4,8,62,22,2,0.14320259484857867,0.0,0.27949015069912203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729497266126279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378561890021404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730132616534614,0.2770614804667325,0.0,0.0,0.14534761938036686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145321969064085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524418250577431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996155440055069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434914503340176,0.0,0.13550175773961415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6708685933374855,0.0,0.0,0.1052703843154499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927864837976802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395816064492015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621846076525168,0.0,0.0,0.14492867120842326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845866627352758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135953369353466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497064447525285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951374408783442,0.09175844051162088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804219123751568,0.0,0.10425319458443838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,frogsprinter,2019/04/24,"Question about people's experiences with Medication (specifically Adderall) I have ADHD (along with a few other diagnoses), and it has always been a pretty significant hindrance to me. I am very fortunate to have several family members in medicine, as well as a couple who are psychotherapists, so I have always had a great support network, and have been medicated for most of my life. However, I keep getting a nagging feeling that something is not working. Recently, my doctor had me switch from Aptensio to Adderall, but I feel like there isn't that much of a difference. Regardless of the medication I am taking, I still find that it is pretty hard to focus (of course, there is a difference between the days where I take it and the days I forget). At times, I have been able to focus, and have been pretty productive, but I am pretty inconsistent. I think it's very possible that at this point I'm just looking for a magic cure, and need to actually buckle down and train myself to not get distracted, but I am not sure. How drastic is the difference between medicated and unmedicated (or compared to your last medication) for you guys? Do you have to work hard in order to be productive while medicated? Do you still get easily distracted I am planning on having this conversation with my family and doctor, but I am curious to see what other people with ADHD think.",9.597626666666663,8.509234536000001,10.093400000000004,59.80436666666668,59.64,13.453333333333333,40.433333333333344,12.45797560212912,5.338253333333333,1094,49,175,32,12,372,132,250,0.037000000000000005,0.8029999999999999,0.16,0.9836,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,3,10,8,1,2,12,0,30,10,0,1,1,35,45,18,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,0,10,0,0,1,14,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,6,6,25,5,35,38,3,17,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,3,9,145,39,4,0.08991156377786867,0.0,0.08774071634819841,0.0,0.21611245439227525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962724745677558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948543517493696,0.0,0.11597104087727865,0.0,0.0,0.09125834461098764,0.0,0.2818153423410653,0.0,0.1840565908116397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795076205118474,0.16952124081103548,0.0,0.0909239763726136,0.06423283912808929,0.0,0.0,0.08217754040765436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092524333298145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912781648080413,0.0,0.0890265840160102,0.0,0.0,0.16108620142808394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991752907258119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328992481552292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350719649714824,0.04392624845335598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550306876742859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434586479796745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609534473385463,0.06666828527600173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466671480383035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499548975580508,0.10136177869884473,0.0,0.3658895366109917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072152865924576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877682221876955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164787544155676,0.0,0.0,0.10157447475985508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921831447777302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360698195301524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203057707488923,0.08474058480099125,0.0,0.1352046126575653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522339919806633,0.0,0.0,0.0524281558885178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837291283489887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084129378102435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091337854368942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shellyminelly,2019/04/24,"My partner of 7 years was diagnosed with severe ADHD last year, help me help him? It explains a lot of the explosive arguments we've had over the years but we love each other dearly. We've been struggling recently because I'm pregnant and have been having mood swings and have been quite irritable lately. We've been having a lot of arguments and I read the post the other day where us neuro-typicals can support but can't really understand, so there's been many instances where I've apologised because I had forgotten his condition when giving him a hard time.. My question is when his emotional disregulation results in violence, how do I let him know that it's unacceptable without dismissing his condition. He's a nice guy and doesn't intentionally mean to harm me or the house. But through experience I have literally just this second had to kick him out the house to cool down because he slammed a door so hard the plaster fell off around it. I know I play a role in triggering him and I will always hold my hands up on reflection and say I was being harsh. We are a little broke right now so what started it was me telling him to use tobacco sparingly (calmly and with no annoyance in my tone, which he has just agreed with) and he blew up and snapped at me.. I shut up for a bit and he carried on watching TV. I then said calmly, 'im aware you have ADHD babe but I did nothing to provoke you then and would appreciate you acknowledging you have just upset me and apologize' to which he got pissed and start punching himself in the head and slamming doors so I kicked him out to calm down... Same old .. does it get better or is this how it is?",6.720127674258107,6.521162841614911,7.144430641821946,75.70262249827469,64.99378881987577,10.758040027605245,34.34851621808144,10.380263240014207,3.424252035886818,1313,53,253,29,18,430,181,322,0.158,0.696,0.146,-0.8086,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,4,0,2,16,17,2,2,16,1,32,5,3,7,0,54,47,30,0,1,10,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,2,3,14,23,0,1,9,3,0,1,4,6,0,1,14,7,39,10,33,29,5,40,0,1,1,1,38,22,1,5,16,177,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900315989864561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040288967580653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741737191581674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066866769582305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671832660705004,0.13173485378177055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781889876811063,0.0,0.0,0.12247236598562206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559469512472748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573180742475638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803345726424833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304244669957806,0.11575279786558675,0.0,0.0,0.09650676905791636,0.0,0.0,0.11947725357649933,0.0,0.0,0.216184156096982,0.0,0.12383703204801623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175832080086192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784622614484085,0.0,0.0,0.13033883274765232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262858191425064,0.09835802449987376,0.13611529907102812,0.0,0.0,0.12338806825162107,0.0,0.0,0.1209379616617532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517002030585613,0.1089048121879078,0.0,0.0,0.12233530192053944,0.0,0.13143948506616132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157812565886558,0.0,0.1266175480895452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155636499715059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517233928765832,0.1283420081037119,0.12069758562701365,0.0,0.077301045230316,0.0,0.11914206320710047,0.0,0.0,0.10304719261127708,0.11477998230697885,0.09595759704841916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363170272331293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081451983276694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614518607392208,0.0,0.0,0.13692913486988156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546646907508436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703606922008171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256164496714221,0.145145056094031,0.10421575898381838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631668849322695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571690563451279,0.0,0.0,0.2331127801250765 adhd,thatpoopieunicorn,2019/04/24,"I'm tired of being such a pain in the ass I was finally diagnosed with ADHD this week after over 10 years. I am impatient, scatter brained, forgetful, hyperactive and anxious. I constantly unintentionally interrupt people, I am always thinking about 100 things at one time. I am always bored even though I have so many hobbies and so much to do. I've grown to hate myself, the same way a lot of people don't like me because I am constantly showing symptoms of ADHD in social interactions. My boyfriend is starting to hate me too. This diagnosis even though it should make me happy, has made me extremely upset because it has just confirmed so many things that I don't like about myself.",6.80828125,7.614975765625001,7.3359375000000036,70.96531250000002,64.78125,10.15,34.75,10.125756701596842,3.670278125,550,24,93,12,8,181,84,128,0.252,0.721,0.027000000000000003,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,2,1,4,0,14,6,2,2,0,11,21,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,15,3,14,17,3,14,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,10,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34189256332546364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23671214747982156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069206951418424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341783150017615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587882220410763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30742441182512964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437182462078554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878979431906176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581828274100326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141840317669333,0.0,0.2808674749336063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389837316245469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092838229530682,0.0,0.13459206341039126,0.0949471060303901,0.2884205038690348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045636490431968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638631886828172,0.0,0.15135466636225672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972242775433936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499699132117624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006790540115598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784307077589962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889974667340712,0.09114241800103348,0.2795025151034325,0.0,0.08294198803839534,0.1634853357512494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290444438282694,0.11409731139518675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159866973047698 adhd,trizephyr,2019/04/24,"How do I tell me Parents I have been lying to them about my grades? Recently diagnosed. I don't know what to do and I am on the verge of tears right now (never really been able to cry) I need help. Everyone is talking about finals and I have been lying to people telling them that I have done my finals and I really haven't. The last 2 semesters I have failed most of my classes. I got on adderall at the beginning of this semester, and it started off great. But then I thought a Job would be something I could handle. Turns out the extra work killed all my time I pulled so many all nighters but couldn't seem to keep up and then I fell into a slump. I hate myself so much right now and I can't talk to anyone about it. I am not getting counseling, although I probably should. I want to tell my parents that I am doing terribly but I have no idea how to approach them about it or what to do and I feel like I'll do something terrible if they know that I have failed again. I just want to feel better and be able to focus and remember. Idk who else to talk to.",1.161265356265357,3.170892472972973,2.7499590499590485,93.31975429975431,81.47747747747748,6.198525798525798,21.352170352170354,7.348242739294969,0.5937315315315317,827,25,185,12,22,271,118,222,0.152,0.782,0.065,-0.9652,3,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,4,12,9,2,0,6,0,28,1,0,2,3,40,44,21,1,8,7,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,8,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,6,2,35,3,27,32,5,26,0,2,0,0,14,10,0,4,14,139,45,6,0.2497117312260192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730212428008938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042486683041006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968724907773756,0.0,0.13714830559610902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672607540188072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277708995527516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430105456492264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930513017380427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626175430588882,0.08919705534131563,0.0,0.2735469957451107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523203654698465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998586415311121,0.13765403261826956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326931830314901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368825487170782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094707476889254,0.0,0.0,0.12390018104479933,0.110977630137338,0.13813451636529855,0.0,0.13723503695587133,0.1017741947649998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060998269225141184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658425082858404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178342732558482,0.09257904230911793,0.09629654068071423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727532613547784,0.0,0.0,0.08655933639647019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346157405497879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997172925770456,0.0,0.12328010456898635,0.0,0.14143735654315226,0.2132524540653014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366409079571875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224029050917546,0.0,0.0,0.08837362431050175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010632459708168,0.3273885893724382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912161076120453,0.07280445930321985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580732852259428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728644888497086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089655719245353,0.0,0.0,0.08869402464169265,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Secret1Zz,2019/04/24,"Anybody here like me tend to focus and concentrate better once they are more calmed and relaxed? So I can barely relax. - I have a lot of energy so much so that I use it to fidget a lot in my seat very impatiently and restlessly resulting in not being able to catch up the things happening in the moment and resulting in wasting a lot of precious time and this is what procrastination is like to me.. - My shoulders are always feeling very tensed up and stressful even when I do not feel nervous, anxious or having any bouts of anxiety. I can only relax them once I'm aware of it. - I am always in a rush to do things quickly as I am afraid of forgetting things. I always often blurted out the wrong words/facts during my conversations with people as I try to speak very fast due to the fear of forgetting what I want to say.. - I am very fidgety once I am seated. Always rocking either one of my legs impatiently. - I am always too conscious and awake. My entire life, I can never fall asleep anywhere until I finally lie on my bed. Even if I am traveling on an airplane at 4am I still can't fall asleep on my seat easily even if I'm a little tired. Unless I intake something that induces sleep/body relaxation. - Have been prescribed with Amitriptyline which also helps in ADHD and also anxiety. I really think it helps me a lot in my symptoms rather than Ritalin and Strattera. But one downside of this med is that it promotes tiredness and sleepiness. - I find that I am able to speak more smoothly and slowly once I am more calmed and soothed. But I still lose my train of thoughts and forget what I want to say frequently. So I don't think ADHD medicine can help or cure me in this but maybe supplements that boost memory can. Maybe I could learn techniques or going to therapy sessions that can allow me to deal and manage my other ADHD and memory problems.. - I think I am able to concentrate and focus much better without getting distracted when my body is relaxed and the fidgety energy lessened. - Once I am much more calmed, any distraction around me doesn't matter which can allow me to have the ability to hyper focus and see things in a much more slower and methodical way. I really wonder do any of you guys here is facing the same issues as me? What other meds other than Amitriptyline that can help to easen or control my symptoms? Btw I live in a restrictive country where Adderall is not available even by prescription :(",6.442861751152072,6.847428886021508,6.848506144393243,75.54133064516131,65.51612903225806,9.56758832565284,31.87596006144393,9.424239791934726,2.898918586789555,1932,71,341,34,28,629,215,465,0.08199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.153,0.9821,1,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,2,5,22,23,0,7,16,0,39,11,6,7,1,72,56,41,0,7,16,0,3,2,0,0,5,4,1,1,27,23,0,2,11,7,0,6,8,10,0,2,2,8,54,13,55,52,15,40,0,1,1,0,14,20,0,12,15,261,81,5,0.21417860632756186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25740106359466713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141857027330347,0.29702292992492724,0.0,0.0,0.1456487968001021,0.0,0.10923069840530653,0.08065362054454217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355478937765978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628238150460064,0.0,0.15860276567958162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007317299097043,0.05700139642691501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360291285755725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861726601708015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803368257718329,0.0721967591375233,0.0,0.0,0.0782073980880914,0.06525178867026016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729982730339045,0.0,0.04057421257462437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069016445893493,0.06313247807991773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141254017347528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451560655236864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042689455434975,0.06975789898157501,0.07155441009299597,0.06304121110706876,0.0,0.0,0.07987035857159122,0.0,0.2427826560003345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344746507823294,0.0,0.15860276567958162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099278924760692,0.0,0.055062581630690895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801553761755359,0.09675531108896997,0.05429749378991471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949482600867322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831333360095862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147219971339272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135489495009818,0.0,0.0,0.0568908731484755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144442785186647,0.0,0.0,0.054961718323642564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402887445265028,0.0,0.08178028997141587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840905299868287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164396739539831,0.0,0.1897209988263172,0.137237002781619,0.0,0.05667796314720025,0.04162975590944274,0.08205560034258225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847107154781883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166051630122096,0.0,0.23562637442461015,0.08421872745889315,0.056668336169764084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688201778394598,0.0774225207715261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780568945660967,0.0,0.0 adhd,chasem623,2019/04/24,Reading history Idk if this is just me but I have ADHD and take vivance for it but even with this I can not seem to be able to read history. I get bored so easily and hate the slow pace of the reading,-0.3309090909090884,1.6837495454545497,2.323818181818183,94.07572727272728,87.63636363636364,6.247272727272727,20.163636363636364,7.554174236665415,0.6397690909090903,156,5,37,3,5,54,35,44,0.184,0.733,0.083,-0.6275,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,27,7,3,0.2623665059514559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153135546144913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329060274348695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370756705814447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590326067215631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7873125181622259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388486132213755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197266960560956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Oromuerto,2019/04/24,"What do you all do if you wake up too late to take your meds? So I am the kind of person who, given the opportunity, would sleep all day - warm and cozy 👍. Sometimes on weekends I’ll accidentally sleep in until like 11am or noon and by then if I take my meds I’ll usually have trouble falling asleep later that night, but if I don’t I find it difficult to be productive on the weekend. What do you guys do when you find yourself in this situ?",5.3425806451612905,4.420832505376347,6.5091612903225835,81.5237419354839,68.03225806451613,9.590537634408603,30.42795698924732,8.841846274778883,2.066747956989247,345,11,78,5,5,117,65,93,0.092,0.852,0.055999999999999994,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,9,4,4,0,2,12,12,11,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,10,4,10,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,12,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348428508705687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38220071984437975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702751826967508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773037424681527,0.0,0.0,0.23585755214206205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214861442465344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644937131024082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962125787572715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256539458484405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184729999025841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679090669556224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144125513349432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302781398676748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485283408854623,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,streetsaint80,2019/04/24,"Help with Vyvanse Long story short I was diagnosed with ADHD in 2011. After trialing a few different medications Vyvanse was liking flipping on a lightswitch. I was titrated up to 60mg in the morning and 20mg in the afternoon. After taking the medication uneventfully for 6 years I started getting terrible panic attacks. They run in my family so I wasn’t surprised. I was put on Zoloft and went on and off the Zoloft for years. This past year the attacks got unbearable and they always seem to occur 1 hour after taking my Vyvanse. I’ve titrated down to a baby baby dose, about 25 mg once daily, and sometimes after I take it I need Ativan to calm myself down enough to focus. This morning I took my 25mg dose, then an hour later when my heart began to race and my hands got clammy I took two Ativan and now I’m waiting it out. I’ve been to cardiologists, endocrinologists, my heart and thyroid and everything else are fine. I know eventually I’ll have to quit Vyvanse...I really don’t want to because it gave me the calmest, clearest head ever, but these new side effects are too much. Anyone else have a similar story? Or any idea how a few years ago I could take enough Vyvanse to kill a horse and now 20mg completely paralyzes me with fear? 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To be honest, my life is pretty simple. I am a first year university student studying Early Childhood Studies and I work as a nursery practitioner in different nurseries around London. Looking for something simple, but with a layout that allows me to visualise my months tasks. Thanks in advance :) (also apologies if there is already a post like this, I had a quick search but my ADHD brain needs answers NOW, no time for scrolling!)",7.021714285714285,9.066395231578953,6.719699248120303,71.05789473684213,65.10526315789474,7.954887218045112,37.78195488721804,8.418075326091056,3.622248120300752,437,23,62,6,7,137,76,95,0.027999999999999997,0.79,0.182,0.9376,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,7,0,6,3,1,1,0,11,10,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,8,4,12,8,1,14,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,9,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698892429422654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24781834376933776,0.1795883771908846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991472161322224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356721361578648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506941515075805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375650573075189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346276297304845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101894574096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172405631540258,0.10971345426350272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885820613787586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924946112511075,0.0,0.0,0.33303130246698515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507577871824346,0.22846820724453026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728847931941636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675368757783733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094844849549694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348947924138454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461557974598868 adhd,bmmy9f,2019/04/24,"An IQ and working memory test to determine ADD diagnosis? I was recently tested for ADD and the doctor doesn't think I have it completely based off of a test he gave me. Just to be clear, I absolutely struggled through college and if it wasn't for my friends constantly studying with me or pushing me to do well, I definitely would have failed out. I survived by opting for teachers who did not have high attendance or homework weighting for the final grade and by pulling all nighters and taking adderall to study for every single test. But that is my point, I struggled through a degree in electrical engineering, I know how to force myself to take tests. How does having me take yet another test, which I have forced myself to do hundreds of times, hold any weight in an ADD diagnosis? It was never taking the 45 minute test that was difficult, it was everything else surrounding that test. My brain just went into test mode and I guess I did well enough to thwart an ADD diagnosis. What should I do? Should I get a second opinion? &#x200B; \- &#x200B; Just as a side note, the reasoning behind getting evaluated is because I am really struggling with deadlines and arriving on time to my current job, and this cannot be overcome by cramming. I can cram all the technical work, but I just cannot bring myself to do any of the follow-up paperwork/qualification reports in a timely manner. I have a laundry list of other things in my life that I struggle with (which could be attributed to ADD), but this post isn't to justify an ADD evaluation.",9.067829955511613,7.953637584775087,8.752063766683147,69.08180795847754,60.695501730103814,11.994167078596144,39.673999011369254,11.062562989136584,4.408596440929314,1238,55,216,27,14,399,159,289,0.063,0.904,0.033,-0.8140000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,4,10,9,0,4,16,0,32,5,1,4,4,47,44,17,0,5,11,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,16,19,2,1,3,0,0,5,7,6,2,1,9,2,29,3,39,28,4,27,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,5,9,162,45,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364092445592176,0.2651252599805332,0.1483769774895633,0.11439584744358915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650343183281207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178634237334952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438425963300232,0.11789317303009918,0.0,0.08710365379246422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116635775860096,0.09546995976991816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113505519574852,0.0,0.0,0.11272452237923733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191742574695004,0.0,0.09804774673814903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195084779336734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428669420266838,0.0,0.11399549651801626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201806812726332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526508673719793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826016942381424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995587829832981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705717825216622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414095702775355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313024296447007,0.0,0.1044830613944447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988918969455606,0.11216805308610583,0.10771836566080796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562000326028125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281041051319888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247801472774558,0.06990381012350783,0.0,0.0,0.19084289544643748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265697168305432,0.1961794041813784,0.1011323593422111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884523490951732,0.0,0.0,0.07749811221920441,0.0,0.2651252599805332,0.0 adhd,adhdengineer111,2019/04/24,"Why I have depression and anxiety. I'm depressed I know my ideals are too high and seem unattainable with ADHD. I'm anxious because I have no confidence in myself to function as well as other people.",3.275526315789474,5.996745763157897,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,78.21052631578947,6.957894736842108,30.552631578947373,8.07648339933343,2.7341894736842103,161,8,26,3,4,53,30,38,0.28600000000000003,0.5539999999999999,0.16,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,5,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624383347073129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307064617919254,0.3406974723808214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383924308305075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194976430004821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31863387671391746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573946608430826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090763192431118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745454242490338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27115497786532394,0.0,0.2721273758404869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Seminaryruinslives,2019/04/24,"Wedding planning is making my ADHD so much worse I am really not good with prioritizing- everything that is important has to happen now. I am a week and a half away from graduating, but I am nearly failing one of my classes because it’s so easy to justify prioritizing wedding stuff over boring, monotonous tasks. I’ve tried deleting all social media, but some classes require online posts. And even if I’m just going to spend 5 minutes, I’ll see something and remember I don’t have a veil yet, and haven’t gotten back to the photographer or made an invite list and 12 hours later I’m up to my eyeballs in undone tasks.",8.116499999999998,7.121213650000001,9.123333333333337,65.27500000000003,62.5,11.333333333333336,37.5,10.504223727775694,4.035,498,21,85,10,6,172,90,120,0.09699999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.071,-0.4623,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,18,17,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,2,1,7,1,13,15,3,13,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,3,6,59,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28339625329644275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155005200187802,0.18132234779582987,0.0,0.14374680520663854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574943363608085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192966983644726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401552810452555,0.19778516397944568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208524869703054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322240862298228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312790967396448,0.15740414970499358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334653951883205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597900894399059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225839567368766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106510235937026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712530823756164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879090172187057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403772909243489,0.0,0.1815370709444588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699445642628439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009863997547513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915152904225346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403092283601007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,B0sm3r,2019/04/24,"How do I stop blaming myself for my ‘bad brain’? Hey, I’ll try and keep this short because I’ve cried about it for like a day and a half and don’t need to rant again, lol. So basically I’m a 20 year old girl, I was diagnosed with ADHD in 2017 in my senior year of high school. I ended up getting on medication (Adderall XR) which helps tremendously but I’m still me underneath all of that. I really just want to know how to stop blaming myself for my ADHD and beating myself up for not finding a ‘way’ out? Like I know my brain ‘doesn’t work normally’ but I just have such a hard time understanding that, and I end up in a bad spiral whenever I lose my shit and fuck something up as a result. I have emotional dysregulation like **bad** and it acts up when I’m confronted with traumatic experiences or memories, and that + my number of late arrivals/sick days lost me my last job. I just feel like a very stupid and broken person, even though I know I’m not. But no matter how many times I am told *why* my brain doesn’t work normally, I can’t seem to get over it. As in, rather than learning to fully work with my own head, I am hellbent on trying to learn how to think *normally* (I.e be able to focus on things by choice, able to handle emotional intensity, etc) and I think that’s holding me back because I still haven’t accepted that the things I wanted before learning about my ADHD are things I can’t really have now—at least not in the same way. I don’t know if that makes sense. Thanks for any advice. :(",2.6601941747572835,4.164059834951459,4.2381669902912655,86.69154174757284,75.24595469255664,7.662446601941748,23.03961165048544,8.364918446050245,1.2144075339805824,1175,33,253,21,25,393,165,309,0.192,0.713,0.095,-0.9889,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,6,19,15,4,0,10,1,16,8,5,6,1,59,40,24,0,8,12,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,14,14,0,4,14,0,0,1,11,9,0,1,3,2,35,6,42,36,5,40,0,2,0,1,5,18,2,3,23,159,49,9,0.17981314649931546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32415068865310404,0.08785566283998966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061139552837531815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691326052274167,0.2252046997901722,0.10961242514069697,0.0,0.07650387190344382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010964089067881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098758149027307,0.11596460392159873,0.0,0.0,0.09125327932990332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226558762387306,0.15926107642891674,0.0,0.10026959490270093,0.05938244370231205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794588035698718,0.0,0.0,0.04545946482529476,0.06422927389373824,0.0,0.0,0.08217297915528061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831171782340881,0.09394494753196013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805386301810046,0.0,0.09227008220115933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060262480900018164,0.09499123085166357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921840113845166,0.07991309326180639,0.0,0.0,0.1976412055919768,0.07328585686895407,0.101418530680301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569524133341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058245825557667,0.09814364523051558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060013335780129275,0.09115115388048936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057141389780343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666458486256807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642680584351001,0.0,0.0,0.0943418247120267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850295190340978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519290602622367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099025201151928,0.0,0.08184756763174635,0.0,0.0,0.09228780544859977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921447252534109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359901106846368,0.15033184197314564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277389331922037,0.0,0.0,0.17918979693401968,0.11521700374012858,0.08833275173718334,0.0,0.10485049174277046,0.0,0.0,0.08590958360160081,0.0,0.12208132322810553,0.0,0.0,0.09359591347849637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418233870902499,0.1060584526032778,0.14272730607811834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112669828490973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635916832361072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579377093997548 adhd,jusbarn__,2019/04/24,"What’s ADD? ADHD is studying the same material for the same amount of time right next to the same person, while still obtaining a full 27% difference in grades. I studied for an accounting test with a classmate and we were in the library and at my house studying for a week & I was very ready for this exam, at least I thought I was. Then I got the grade back. 72%. Damn. And what did my classmate get? 91%.",1.8457317073170718,3.971570097560978,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,79.73170731707317,6.051219512195122,23.664634146341466,7.1686216300943375,0.7709951219512194,316,11,69,4,8,100,58,82,0.035,0.924,0.040999999999999995,0.1162,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,8,0,11,2,6,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,7,48,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454915918807512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114813023698271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210521340873451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003523682940312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019491215722153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299216870548272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33170995961380473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30573514211669195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510139028222673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455038605346932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295795720781513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282246946320365,0.167630200566022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719870283026806,0.0,0.0,0.2305967778872769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,briecedes,2019/04/24,"Recently off of my Medication due to insurance issues ... and i feel worse than ever before. I’m diagnosed OCD which has been controlled for a few years now. I was recently diagnosed ADHD as well which made sense of so many issues I’ve had my whole life. My doctor is great and is working with me while i work out my insurance- prescribing my meds still. Only problem is- my Vystoryl is 300$ now. I thought, no big deal it’s not like my ocd meds that have to build up in my system and I’ll get back on it as soon as i can. well.. i feel more out of focus now than ever before. I have a huge family which i have a lot of responsibilities for. I’m 26, helping my mother raise my sisters children, trying to be involved in my other 20+ nieces and nephews lives. I’m the youngest of 12 siblings. We all take care of each other but sometimes i feel like i got the shit end... My dad died when i was 10 and my sister became addicted to heroin shortly after ...she ended up passing away as well. As the youngest i was the only one home and took on a lot while my mother worked 2 jobs. now the kids are older, teenagers. a whole other stressful story. I’m an adult with my own life & bills etc.. but i still feel guilty and responsible and so when i moved out i stayed as close to home as possible... next door. just a few days ago my grandmother moved into my moms bc she is too weak for even assisted living .. she’s withering away to nothing. I want to help my mother. I want to spend these last moments with my grandmother. I want to be the fun cool aunt for the kids. I want to think about my own life too but i always put that last. well now off my vystoryl & with all these things all happening.. my mind has 2,000 tabs open and running. i went shopping yesterday. bought nothing for myself. Just out door crafts for the kids, baby clothes for my newest niece, dog/cat food. Well i went through self scanning and i had so much stuff over flowing in my cart. I’m trying to use my bags and not the plastic ones. i had glass cups wrapped up so not to break. i was on a manic high having a grand old time and impulsively buying things. i spent 200$. Well turns out i forgot to scan a few things and now i have a petite larceny ticket. i begged them to just let me pay for the items and that i did not intend to steal anything. i feel so irresponsible and dysfunctional. EMBARRASSED. I’m spiraling. This is the worst I’ve ever felt.",1.3574231549383668,3.6079180669371236,2.9233215010142004,90.99011253705729,82.3265720081136,5.982977063504447,20.636955843345294,7.24557181361754,0.5438357310032762,1889,55,403,27,52,619,249,493,0.121,0.804,0.075,-0.9748,1,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,1,4,33,20,1,2,22,1,27,11,1,4,6,66,59,34,1,5,10,9,6,2,0,0,9,0,4,6,18,29,1,2,8,2,7,9,5,7,6,2,19,9,64,13,65,37,18,73,0,0,2,0,24,26,1,2,37,273,82,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094359620886807,0.08923422151616604,0.0,0.0658182560023505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061782052228126265,0.1608999592870359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061101526527043565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952087359866194,0.057093763099681324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636277554693864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757029511629013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327782903916378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478851882007654,0.07654861877931733,0.0,0.150724628270319,0.07705990738488269,0.0,0.0,0.07599814939949734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152714466236798,0.0,0.08280851674320361,0.04904150743150948,0.20149046745665397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999640995594547,0.0,0.18771547136374714,0.05304430428580662,0.07129176417600175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978354613139385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879262586125274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059384608008355225,0.08186102516984886,0.0,0.0,0.06565914050828259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995365876054162,0.07844933389898054,0.14895785914132464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499567986190635,0.07368179228852474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104752415648455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592578362698428,0.15733517781841747,0.0725497213176997,0.0,0.1311284417713364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624960248765174,0.0,0.07025726376649863,0.0,0.07527797294483246,0.0,0.0,0.16495030123125234,0.07479918963958886,0.0,0.0,0.07497146013056098,0.08696084925581762,0.0,0.15783226493353605,0.05458238535815694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789658505100002,0.0,0.0,0.14248999535163945,0.0,0.07791301619230742,0.0,0.10062761290110199,0.11294113212177767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370585988781046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104734212740042,0.0,0.07464188385811074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662608208579275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745907394449524,0.0,0.07621668652496008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343527240334556,0.0,0.0,0.07914075418020368,0.11859249181079562,0.0,0.08505326756291783,0.0,0.08499862917848212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582685361572506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479854517615322,0.047576482145831364,0.0,0.0589463055971671,0.04329584511356424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249462112457667,0.10082192222255316,0.08076281476814885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412826847237217,0.0,0.0,0.1751785904127598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40055867787139815,0.13766121989944152,0.0,0.1657952263439596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621649264025226,0.0,0.07566722095451685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781464624917595 adhd,benbeezer,2019/04/24,"ADHD and I am taking this logic course... I'm taking a course in college called ""intro to logic"". It was an elective that I could have used for something fun, but nah, I opted for logic. I could have made it pass/fail, but nah, I figured that would be a bad incentive to not give a shit about how I was doing in the course. So, a series of mistakes. I thought it would be an expanded version of the high school logic stuff (fallacies, appeals to reason, etc.) but nope, it involves syllogisms and ""discrete math"". Now it's the end of the semester and I am struggling so much. Classmates do not seem to be having as much of a hard time as I am, and I can't help but feel this has something to do with my ADHD. All I feel I can do is stare at the problems blankly and helpless. This might be a shot in the dark, and I discovered this subreddit today, but does anyone have any tips for ADHD students in logic courses? Since it reminds me a lot of my experience in math, I would also love tips that could be relatable. I'd appreciate any advice :)",3.2201016746411497,4.553280803827754,4.635475478468901,85.09426584928231,73.49760765550239,7.1388755980861225,26.938098086124395,7.645422480735847,1.4999112440191391,804,29,162,10,16,268,114,209,0.125,0.772,0.10300000000000001,-0.4012,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,15,0,29,2,1,4,1,39,40,17,0,8,7,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,11,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,4,17,2,23,24,6,11,0,1,1,1,5,7,1,3,4,122,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736345611039745,0.12837078484275125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050545293850726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786687876223356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918551991645438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968636180380477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414088879137198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146587391902473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496057040010965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635259876939673,0.0,0.14650946993556327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850260666378316,0.0,0.0,0.13284669398677132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601966085813626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176794623395601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805285532699246,0.13879695927872024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168393703634064,0.11856428311716295,0.12430308956593625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936014054942758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314043195438715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570094049257755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350676526367574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295090704661774,0.0,0.11959202349304905,0.0,0.0,0.1348468343859493,0.10866854016724564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226621422770252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733381707439707,0.15038433963027106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754399796278094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429110829846472,0.07660143627099994,0.0,0.12452101430730472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134593275098585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27995907426134714,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,schuenkeo,2019/04/24,"Trouble initiating plans? I 29(F) recently started dating a 28(M) who told me he has ADD and no longer takes meds because he didn’t like how they impacted him. We live about a hour and a half apart and have seen each other about once per week or occasionally once every other week for the last 4 months. In person he is generally great and we have agreed we are exclusively dating. I have educational knowledge for the field I work in regarding ADD so I feel like I have a decent understanding of it in person. My question is more related to initiating texting and face to face dates. He tells me he is not great at texting because he can get distracted. Still, he does text me first at least every two days. My main concern is that besides the first time we met in person, he hasn’t initiated another face to face date. I always initiate. I told him I wanted him to initiate at least some of the time because it feels shitty to be the only one making plans. Is this an out of sight out of mind ADD thing? Should I be more lax and take the initiate? He’s always agreeable to meet when I suggest it. It’s just never his idea first.",4.399871076233183,5.622112874439463,5.561320067264578,80.01489489910317,70.47982062780271,8.624327354260089,27.39041479820629,9.017664075816787,2.0944979820627805,893,30,176,17,16,297,127,223,0.049,0.868,0.083,0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,1,6,7,6,0,1,11,0,17,4,4,2,1,33,30,10,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,16,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,2,0,6,5,4,24,4,23,22,7,30,0,0,2,0,29,10,0,3,22,113,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006283552425487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236057235244025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308413940934304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140631502433375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104625631087011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127042782217886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276488648866519,0.09017697344808534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221072204422923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594867515696179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783325973472988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430869154576893,0.0,0.0,0.1424955181579008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289228522068257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233367914051945,0.0,0.11146122256774163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425785719030758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402103311058454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745382299917896,0.0,0.10075361105295076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735445367426808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688564020273002,0.08553504187588097,0.09600172544130643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306510340332645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140372337338336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246344587705836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934449621082795,0.0,0.1008054694010374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981478837276192,0.0,0.11032842589580276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385996281083201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472085769730037,0.0,0.0,0.2412316306796329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233059563190914,0.13140731154089075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445226829259863,0.0,0.20250422306197804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918951460123992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raptorvolaciraptor,2019/04/24,"Need more exposure on the subject My husband’s older brother was diagnosed with ADHD when he was young. He went to college but was kicked out before finishing due to poor performance. It put my in-laws in so much debt that now only they are doing a bit okay. He is 32 now and found a job as a custodian. He sometimes has a very not-sociable behavior. He says rude things and cuts people off in conversation and it makes the family really upset sometimes. He comes back home from work and plays video games all day everyday. Also, he still lives in my in-laws (his parents’) house, so they are unable to sell the house and retire into a more comfortable apartment as they always wanted to. I’m still pretty new to the family, but I feel like a lot of tension arises in their family due to his actions sometimes. I feel like this is mainly due to the family’s ignorance on his condition so when he behaves in a certain way they think it’s him, not his condition. For an example, my husband and his sister (my sis-in-law) have a very damaged relationship with their brother due to this and the whole scenario with getting their parents in debt and failing out of college. To be honest, I’m completely new to this subject and no one I knew had ADHD before him. I’m really worried about his future, and I want my in-laws to have the retirement they long for without having to worry about their eldest son even in their 70’s. They have done so much for my husband and his siblings and I want them to take it easy now. So I was wondering if anyone could give me any advice on how to improve family’s knowledge on his behavior and if theirs any fields/ vocational training programs/ finishing schools good for ADHD people so that he could change his life into a more stable one. Appreciate it.",5.374256358852277,6.282772740634009,6.344633504573367,76.44623480766822,67.99135446685878,9.492995865179802,30.648916175917808,9.653516015845867,2.9169627615587017,1419,54,257,30,23,472,175,347,0.11199999999999999,0.752,0.136,0.8063,5,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,13,3,19,15,2,2,17,1,19,2,0,2,2,46,38,29,0,8,6,9,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,11,21,0,1,7,3,4,4,3,7,0,2,9,3,38,8,45,26,10,44,0,2,0,0,47,17,0,4,24,177,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278234230414418,0.08885109652382166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271288511705958,0.075657087231869,0.0,0.0,0.12366456833828998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635770450198708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991590048317918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474137209161085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926681748131527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961868523455096,0.07832404700161284,0.0953333888554583,0.0,0.0,0.14519281803931625,0.0,0.0,0.05863926059695487,0.0,0.0,0.09228720913099717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304809361835108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060055266406947465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285811415263861,0.0,0.0919490711593615,0.12991402557126702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996948373799183,0.0,0.0,0.0475046874114992,0.08722377965143209,0.0,0.07626378110549828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912054337505247,0.0,0.0,0.20983104842113212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022927509739724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422318911699816,0.08884296323005877,0.0,0.08028865665582903,0.08046598006640113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730139129344635,0.0,0.0,0.06069330670042684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368103329159384,0.06741991663226557,0.0,0.17563233531531824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232265975737128,0.0691527456343815,0.0,0.0,0.20192344731564632,0.0,0.0,0.1260722318580194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250366179663487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140498436912134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649807970644326,0.0,0.0,0.0976196846906792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230740383961429,0.0,0.09202120162620253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697821750692828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452260353030068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836446802203919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060406692176711366,0.05826122522770377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500456982267118,0.16089019486285816,0.07217222680357291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428861252391437,0.0,0.1015147882739152,0.0,0.087648690951718,0.09860454896871168,0.06619466085653834,0.18467799866193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrdiron,2019/04/24,"Doctors are only human. I thought I'd share a medication experience... As an adult, I started working with a therapist, and long story short I got referred for some neuropsych testing, and I had some textbook ADHD symptoms. The more I read about it, things fell into place(number one: childhood report cards pretty much always said I needed improvement in staying on task), and the psychologist suggested medication. Not sure how I flew under the radar for 38 years, but I know I'm not the only one. My GP has experience treating ADHD, and so he was happy to get me started with Adderall XR. We did the titration and settled on a dose that gives me a little more focus and kills the brain fog without wiring me up. (One thing I learned is that being tired and brain fog are different things - I always assumed I just wasn't getting good sleep.) After a couple of months, the pharmacy changed manufacturers, and I started getting some sleep disruptions. This caused me to miss some days, and it sort of cascaded into a medication break. Sleep got better, but the brain fog came back. I mentioned this to my doctor and he suggested I try the IR version. So he wrote me a script for the same amount, 3x a day. I started it yesterday, and wow - I felt great. Way better than before. I took my doses at 7:30, 11:30, and 3:30. He said this would mirror the XR release schedule. Then bedtime (9:30) rolled around. And I just couldn't get to sleep. I laid still, did my breathing exercises, and nothing. No palpitations or voices or anything like that, sleep just didn't come. At 3am, I admitted defeat, and got up and started researching XR vs IR. I discovered two interesting things: * XR provides two doses, one now, and one after 4-6 hours. Not three. * The strength given is the total amount, not the individual dose. So 20mg XR is equivalent to 2x 10mg. So moral of the story: doctors are human, not perfect superbeings, even when they're on your side. And it doesn't hurt to do your own research. You're ultimately responsible for you.",3.806053524312098,6.211880815303434,4.760847342630985,80.21655936675465,74.62005277044855,7.181032793064455,28.242819449679608,8.146662555663855,2.1309461138333963,1595,66,283,27,35,518,213,379,0.077,0.8029999999999999,0.12,0.9518,1,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,1,3,0,7,15,17,1,0,24,0,18,22,9,2,3,62,46,30,1,3,14,0,1,1,0,1,13,3,0,3,14,26,0,0,7,2,0,5,11,4,0,8,18,4,34,13,33,25,13,44,1,3,0,0,20,15,0,8,22,183,48,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895685954775216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124938692363666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490184129171657,0.07020945440127321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606448081097013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711106309347584,0.0,0.0,0.1395050977707751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26412911650884485,0.0,0.09020425551713393,0.0,0.08101940746353067,0.08343214008339919,0.06793800505981913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872662071680073,0.0,0.10172698004376453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240052427310461,0.0,0.24217495590428084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209172852036063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429654417748126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572587833643489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482160037829,0.07565760210492592,0.0,0.06615093761076453,0.18923440819878112,0.08695251273631012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395670774602369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766932934111404,0.0,0.08443008182720295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725602196403458,0.0,0.043343921975263815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853103814546743,0.07904669564368229,0.0,0.0697959103260062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383543625177165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295187650894787,0.0,0.057977230900614324,0.058479800427078586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567620311316138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672158018499352,0.11996570051371967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240052427310461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023735345368667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888958259996127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004351326480703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39462598716863023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27911673008237464,0.0840630498034606,0.0629842781299974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743323825822133,0.08197429919349095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157210510046254,0.2095862160270572,0.0,0.0,0.0626125726810949,0.0,0.0906474395877191,0.0,0.0,0.08762551628358839,0.05354635773230451,0.0,0.1540856204337468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260193768662876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602616868407887,0.0,0.05741701784270555,0.0,0.0,0.056025734666837634,0.0,0.0,0.050788560592018674 adhd,VailWitch,2019/04/24,"Need advice for quitting adderall after 12 years Hi, I have been prescribed/taking adderall for most of my adult life. I found it helpful at first but over the years I just got into the routine of taking it everyday, even though it seems to have lost most of the effects. I have tried to quit taking it multiple times over the past year, and it has been a real struggle. Last year, I quit for about 2 months and the withdrawal was horrible but only lasted for a week or so. After that, I felt absolutely Amazing. I was so much happier and swore I’d never get back on it again. My appetite got so much bigger and despite being a healthy eater, I gained so much weight. Before I knew it, I had gained like 20 pounds! I panicked, and since I was starting a job working the graveyard shift, I got back on my meds. My weight went back down to normal, and I was stuck in the same pattern yet again. I am a contractor so I often go months at a time without insurance. I am currently I uninsured and I can’t afford to see a doctor. I don’t want to pay for another prescription out of pocket either. I really want to get off this medication for good but I am so fearful of gaining weight again. I know it might be unavoidable but I just wanted to ask other people from their experiences if they have any advice. I’m planning to be more prepared this time by taking some natural herbs, training myself with portion control, cutting back on sugar/carbs, etc. I exercise religiously and do yoga, so I am very active. This is probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I quit smoking cigarettes cold turkey 2 years ago, I’ve quit drinking, I even quit caffeine/coffee, but quitting adderall gives me the worst anxiety and makes me feel depressed. I feel like this drug has taken over my life and I just don’t want it in my life anymore. Any advice is appreciated. Thanks.",3.43624246721021,5.392645417582421,4.614629563984406,82.89166075859627,74.21978021978022,7.114356611130805,27.126550868486362,7.941651935203635,1.7916582063098194,1468,56,274,22,31,482,195,364,0.114,0.735,0.151,0.9233,3,1,3,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,2,16,24,11,1,2,16,0,29,11,0,3,2,50,61,25,0,7,12,0,6,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,16,13,4,1,8,3,1,2,5,6,0,1,18,8,41,5,41,39,12,48,0,2,1,0,7,15,0,8,33,196,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749299163273794,0.06576500808876673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009035640494498,0.07779474224919566,0.05675518961460922,0.0,0.0735765998840746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935768724518701,0.0,0.0,0.2281902937042016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631302731241212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321045608045209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389978634284367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593666580607597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267801022801089,0.0860369109361654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274152346487387,0.09800366429652453,0.06710915292571216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257211052121873,0.0,0.08348443883051647,0.07502544274149482,0.053001390682465,0.0712340881157618,0.0,0.0,0.06310602355760361,0.0,0.08134556683564911,0.0,0.0,0.07752248414053023,0.07116986178787542,0.042163918417725633,0.06222709887589676,0.17800969502496014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972803053885734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362218266124539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040772914426310335,0.12094959497243593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720789140183625,0.0724910275520807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098720985807255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952243833711912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240842703527737,0.07473867602181808,0.0,0.0787039250391801,0.0,0.0,0.11843558943926714,0.0,0.16361468227546996,0.05501098631180039,0.0572199446995011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269050263689159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056424880562605036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082280303430827,0.051434043287740684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998942823377983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55237179599307,0.0,0.08444452576280424,0.047528049486011525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911986904819694,0.0675398404104111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061370780810935124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251210334447799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755955470304825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734506667013965,0.0,0.0,0.06830423562593603,0.0,0.0,0.04928857646916585,0.0,0.0728913531332334,0.0,0.12978245446074374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037017792035106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121456584050364,0.1750368684193406,0.0,0.059510787682045575,0.27103050311579197,0.0,0.06877492499856692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151656630623388,0.0,0.05401124421667701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887981757115215 adhd,LittleAghanim,2019/04/24,"How did you knew you had ADHD? And how did you get diagnosed? I'm not sure if I have it or not and I'm afraid I wouldn't be taken seriously( I'm 19 and I live in Italy, people here seem to believe ADHD is something that only kids have). When I was younger I had several check-ups but they found nothing, but recently I've been starting to have doubts. I'd just like to be sure if my issues are just because I'm lazy and not because of other issues. Thank you for reading!",0.7811881188118832,2.6933778613861428,2.9529603960396034,91.88052970297028,82.26732673267327,5.624158415841586,21.98118811881188,6.742157984588678,0.4661952475247526,368,12,82,4,10,125,65,101,0.107,0.8270000000000001,0.066,-0.4812,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,1,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,14,1,0,2,2,23,25,12,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,9,0,11,4,6,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,4,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544909341473478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305309933322328,0.0,0.0,0.2130359587207334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919190192329373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073238056790976,0.0,0.0,0.09878999595752193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947147749615271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237820998930754,0.0,0.16696701943868025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814337873791099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438089551562527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108890884517924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913786853794712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670030366507095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213742916238167,0.0,0.21361414847168966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556817882418366,0.0,0.0,0.13383653877029833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564239521012233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740856278324544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Imamadting,2019/04/24,ADHD I’ve just seen the post on ELI5 and am questioning whether I could possibly have ADHD... Is there anywhere I can post to get an idea whether it would be worth going to a doctor?,2.9401801801801817,4.5250568918918965,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,74.67567567567569,7.095495495495496,25.84684684684685,7.793537801064563,1.3344306306306302,143,5,30,2,3,46,31,37,0.040999999999999995,0.904,0.055,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002995656791345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940426648002116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562869996389903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048355250033966,0.0,0.14193812088131855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28193623875485496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815544893073777,0.4783810393668869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797760549187716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774145348423234,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GodfatherDolfin,2019/04/24,"Do meds really help? Would be a different person on medicine? My entire life I've always been forgetful, terrible at focusing on most things, and terrible follow through of tasks. Back in middle school my pediatrician was considering gettinge tested, but I ""weird"" and pushed back against it to my parents and him. I was doing incredibly well in school, so he said there wasn't too much of a need to push the issue. That has continued all the way up to today, currently in graduate school for mechanical engineering. I've never been able to focus on classes and school, taken maybe ten pages of notes in my entire life, yet here I am with a decent GPA and degree in engineering. I honestly don't even know how, I don't feel like I deserve any of it at all. I've gone to a couple of doctors, and each seems hesitant to prescribe medicine considering I've made it work up to now. I've always been put on supplements which seem to have only a little effect and get quite expensive. I'm also hesitant about meds. Compared to most people, especially those who are facing much worse consequences from ADHD, my situation just seems mild. It's still incredibly frustrating though. All everyone sees is me seemingly being successful and seemingly just floating through life, yet they don't see any of the rest of it. The piles of laundry, a ball of clean laundry that didn't seem to make it to the hangers next to the even bigger pile of dirty clothes. Dishes that get done once every two weeks in a surge of cleaning but otherwise are untouched in the sink. Sitting next to someone and just having to nod along because I've realized that I've only heard the last two words they've said. Its all incredibly frustrating, because while I don't want any of that in my life, every time I resolve to do better it happens a time or two until I've fallen back into the same habits. All this being said, I don't want to be on meds and become an entirely different person. This is who I've been my entire life, and I'm a little scared of who I'll be if it changes. For people who are on meds, how have they affected you? For anyone with any kind of expertise in the subject, should I even be trying to get on medicine, or are there other things I can do? Do I even have ADHD?",6.974261579347003,6.623427947608203,7.456278473804102,74.18422029233106,64.51252847380411,10.779081245254366,33.09804479878512,10.317481424215053,3.275917919514048,1795,65,336,38,24,592,213,439,0.095,0.848,0.057,-0.9185,4,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,2,6,27,13,2,1,20,0,40,8,1,6,6,56,68,23,0,6,8,1,1,1,0,2,6,4,2,2,25,16,1,0,11,1,1,6,8,6,1,4,16,7,24,7,64,44,13,52,0,0,2,0,17,25,0,11,20,231,49,11,0.07198431131276156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302230705242988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756582774960006,0.11979342711033275,0.0,0.0,0.1958072005595733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033310418848709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605447621945338,0.0,0.08776193608407537,0.0795010163248333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366427361312714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614985658984305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964927130408743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041656848433918,0.0,0.07367899286505275,0.0,0.07366494289202627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017983488748044,0.0,0.12129977387778172,0.06878409427923438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036397430686281984,0.051425606384982364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282649485410255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365548876203618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048249566508784376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075132918899305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496058298797056,0.039560694945117734,0.05867682133794772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254223239546007,0.03516789843940408,0.14429438178501378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811329587196789,0.04805008676860637,0.0,0.07231791606272027,0.0,0.31983336866847784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583350287178976,0.05337545472851598,0.05551873857642989,0.0,0.15311226345065734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666094223431752,0.0,0.10949462498130877,0.0,0.0,0.07993005894391883,0.0,0.0,0.09980971558840918,0.12570784814796196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236411506952052,0.0,0.07656417580514345,0.0,0.0,0.04611499309059108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542069289958256,0.0,0.07206885338871538,0.29140786442992445,0.11472435255213495,0.3931908808648781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091338193995802,0.0,0.0,0.06099207337738335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748676400029702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564635569526693,0.0,0.07072422038047692,0.0,0.08394926161793691,0.0,0.06823271021990154,0.0,0.0,0.048872622207071344,0.0,0.21095463726912395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491642372292485,0.0571377957261773,0.05774147250837381,0.0,0.06472254083842402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240543596470037,0.0,0.0733581630194681,0.05113558942579703,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Diggydwarfman,2019/04/24,People tell me having ADHD isnt an excuse for some of the stuff I do and that I can choose what to focus on and I just dont What do I tell them? Am I in the wrong? 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I love learning but I feel like I can’t do this. I’m a sophomore in high school, and I go to one of the top magnet schools in the state. I love learning here, the teachers are great, and my friends are amazing; but I hate having ADHD. Focusing in class is a nightmare, and deadlines are horrible. I barely turn anything important in on time, and my grades suffer as a result. I feel like most people, even those with ADHD, are able to pull themselves out of procrastination in order to finish something, but I don’t. I just want to change so badly, I feel like I can’t do anything right and I just want everything done on time...",2.456395348837209,4.556072720930235,3.5125775193798465,89.02607558139536,77.6046511627907,5.850387596899225,25.47868217054264,6.816661863887847,0.9971286821705428,507,19,102,5,12,163,75,129,0.147,0.594,0.259,0.9362,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,2,0,6,0,13,2,0,1,0,21,24,10,1,2,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,3,16,8,16,23,1,18,0,1,0,2,3,11,0,1,6,68,18,8,0.14623956636118454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515030802228893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068540539332736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221039294808214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470207053562238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965384968045847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658985436336412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143069266375906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218293562786168,0.3134207262854317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129843262077221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311131565519046,0.0,0.0,0.16122963818422767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438129571073188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451013096993266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179241298430722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143357958347604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26397383642968136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909571487606347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138410203623413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488779063303625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440067455460539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125823628036289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705469343452937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906665445236176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725117703526826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xqntial,2019/04/24,"I don’t know what I’m looking for. Just maybe someone to talk to? I stumbled upon this sub about 12 hours ago and have not stopped reading every post and comment since. I’m not quite sure if I’m freaking out and I don’t really know how I feel about all the information I have just come across. I can relate so much to almost everything posted and said here...it’s like this whole sub is like, me talking to myself about myself???? Question now is, what if.. everything I have ever done, I have ever been, ever said...everything I know about myself and defined myself as in its entirety is **the** disorder?? I don’t even know if that question makes sense, but so far reading about ADHD/ADD symptoms and it’s definition is like reading about ME. That’s me. The disorder is me?? Does this make sense to anyone?? I AM the disorder. That’s how I’ve ever known ME and that’s how my friends have define ME. _Oh she’s just forgetful. Bad memory. Quirky. She always have lots of things to say. Great with small talk. Kind of overly sensitive to rejection. But an awesome friend. But kind of a weird one. But kind of moody. But also kind of TMI. But secretive. Lots of interest but no specific interest in anything. Random. Emotional. People pleaser. Doesn’t know what she feels most of the time. Needs quiet but needs loud. Needs interesting and needs routine but not too much of a routine. Need structure but not to much. Needs lots but needs one. Many and none at the same time. Conflicting but specific. Formatting is important. Multitasking. Need to finish everything at once._ In the 28+ years I’ve known myself, I’ve known and defined myself as these symptoms. I don’t really know what I’m looking for, but...I don’t know.. I think I just needed to voice this out for myself.. I’m going to lie down for a bit.",0.6545843045843078,3.1494233732193777,2.3296783216783226,89.72668531468533,95.89458689458692,5.6296503496503485,20.057031857031856,7.13173024886023,0.9015271794871801,1408,48,274,27,55,459,158,351,0.10800000000000001,0.762,0.13,0.8716,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,0,1,23,19,0,0,11,0,22,2,0,5,6,84,53,33,0,12,23,0,2,3,2,0,2,5,0,0,16,14,0,2,17,3,0,2,12,5,0,2,3,9,31,14,43,50,12,29,0,1,2,0,15,13,0,11,15,183,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853331158249645,0.0,0.0629408400433934,0.0,0.07110033780806796,0.0,0.0,0.056781943676523075,0.059081089397206174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964770939327103,0.0,0.05843031464413865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928544780013411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751807441139913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116373484841271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413050973177536,0.0,0.0621361560676081,0.07266183431642541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987004233045232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046897530597336014,0.25690905133280795,0.0598240066855552,0.0,0.2552555843987516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180360085113083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097151648125022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035325961111008,0.0,0.0,0.07828225790151072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992472418775182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29575932580674824,0.2731539296827665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406703281123927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925110249456385,0.0,0.0,0.18109540995966636,0.0,0.0,0.09479156045197347,0.0719870008974773,0.07133315019005235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565885239754116,0.4738376853639548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561703660499261,0.09622841552244388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922529450599458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600457829610044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908165765487908,0.07552158786142478,0.21306990872917592,0.0,0.09097407412269462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508229529219246,0.05646530082813773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873531549095962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060161533510703386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936259708368132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692051282498122,0.14760086922895232,0.0,0.1712111895124058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047171961163983,0.04549655269597533,0.0,0.0,0.0828061096525883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927352876761654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045724304837146526 adhd,hazyheadd,2019/04/24,"This is just amazing. I was diagnosed at like 14 with ADHD and GAD and I was put on Ritalin and it worked... sort of. I was able to focus better a little and so I thought that was enough but I still struggled greatly. I didn’t know what the right medication felt like. One day when I was 17 I found my psychiatrist wasn’t the best. I had a really bad anxiety attack and mentioned I thought it might be from the Ritalin so he just took me off everything and put me on Prozac within a 10 minute doctor visit that was cut short because his assistant came in and told him the pizza had arrived at the office. Eventually I tapered off the Prozac because it made me a zombie. My life stagnated. I was in that constant ADHD cloud. You guys all know how it is. After a rough first semester in college unmedicated I decided to try to find a new psychiatrist to get back on some sort of treatment. After multiple hour long sessions describing my life and my symptoms he prescribed me one adderall pill to try for a day and see how it fit. And oh my god. I’m present again. I’m calm yet motivated. My mind isn’t cluttered with a thousand racing thoughts. I’m attentive in class and can actually access all the things I knew I was capable of. Idk I’m just kind of rambling but I’m really happy that I finally feel like I have the right tools to get my life together to my full potential. Guys I’m so happy. I guess my point is be selective in your choice of doctor and don’t be afraid to find the right one that really cares. And though it may be frustrating to find the right meds at times it’s totally worth it.",2.0218518518518493,4.233821169753085,3.909984567901237,85.06368055555558,79.58641975308642,7.630246913580247,24.939814814814817,8.567472430010655,1.8674370370370363,1265,48,258,29,32,427,169,324,0.069,0.777,0.155,0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,5,14,18,3,2,18,0,25,14,0,4,3,49,49,22,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,2,13,0,0,2,16,16,1,0,15,0,1,5,4,6,0,5,22,4,35,12,34,21,7,45,0,0,1,0,11,23,0,6,20,169,51,7,0.09596890946022184,0.0,0.09365181195155567,0.0,0.2306719591713259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341595305861325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917848903260614,0.0,0.07379416756765858,0.08013003077525907,0.117003512911476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071344966730564,0.08487670158686132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976286601329736,0.09784669918722863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370829754680656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378401458410343,0.0,0.0,0.09740642297245118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645649076684388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916153757896497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625066771184296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048524764166178035,0.06856020809387729,0.09214520301653116,0.10512924939043808,0.2631415338697667,0.08163110536112457,0.0,0.10522495575972927,0.0,0.0,0.10027958844460012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580606147990727,0.10572057340095564,0.1900486171521428,0.0,0.20432137731005268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451004435363956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993685110914777,0.10548400567106322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335703666876465,0.14065668475621496,0.09618605921627886,0.0,0.08492946490683424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080810256241677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659982376834028,0.0966785798398302,0.0,0.10180784709628964,0.09690124089399063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268737077680883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509305023543416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072163933278024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295052159635556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844404224737693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278276972552673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647479570320301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664089506302726,0.0,0.0,0.10032754125202023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974844276831277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375747911261849,0.0,0.09428896628390043,0.228565782840615,0.05596024286778155,0.0,0.0,0.09170240564650567,0.10662498956442927,0.13031317991765126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986650907123672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Patrick1612,2019/04/24,"Mood swing I started off the day feeling awful. One existential thought after another. I really felt hopeless. Then after about three hours of work a switch went off in my brain outta nowhere , and I was making jokes and being goofy again. Idk what the point of this post is, just having a fucking weird day.",3.4821052631578944,6.254633964912284,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,77.77192982456141,5.905263157894738,23.535087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.0853298245614038,244,8,43,3,6,75,48,57,0.163,0.777,0.059000000000000004,-0.7328,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,1,4,2,1,1,0,7,11,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,4,2,4,1,8,6,0,14,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,8,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472754030418563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137682873326382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625351955786889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211798612689605,0.0,0.2698723200202796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598456895296784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679840186971466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761713219913306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904610417879411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657030261074804,0.0,0.269188404792587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006133467988478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894356106150887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313904603144646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26055571229355223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462309786641747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lostinmybedroom234,2019/04/24,"New to Reddit, wazzup Hey guys! I've been scrolling through this subreddit for a few day's and felt tempted to join. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was around 9/10 I think (memory is hazy) and I've never been medicated. I'm an 18-year-old second-year uni student in the UK and ADHD has been making my life somewhat difficult, but I've always thought that if I had dealt with it my whole life I could carry on dealing with it. I am dunno. I feel a bit stuck in my own world too much. I think a lot of people are beginning to worry about me, and I can see why because self-care has kinda not been happening lately, it's like I want to do it but I just can't and I don't even really know why. I feel like there's a tug of war going on in my brain sometimes, and I'm not the one who's really in control. I also think I've been getting a bit happier lately (despite what other's seem to have said) and coming into myself overall, but I'm just not there yet, maybe I never will be.",2.6605714285714304,3.4212782,4.648095238095237,86.67357142857144,74.14285714285714,7.504761904761906,24.0,7.793537801064563,1.0682285714285709,762,21,168,10,15,263,127,210,0.069,0.855,0.075,-0.1143,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,8,0,21,5,1,2,2,41,43,13,1,3,9,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,9,13,0,1,9,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,12,5,21,2,21,28,8,20,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,6,11,112,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101634116253017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319370855712837,0.10737210327327534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148734781232904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866194241194004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817577934383784,0.0,0.0,0.1440519682415335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115703724707476,0.0,0.0,0.1447299877147258,0.10302840634927664,0.0,0.0,0.08322050154255198,0.13303517614874022,0.0,0.13097347667175047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852300888479702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049359320624235,0.092186619130172,0.12389919709003824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741837928652901,0.0,0.07333673773764728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777046608165898,0.11411016243776252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091733036901053,0.0,0.29112679916121725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229036159628184,0.1260854226889065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970569014493567,0.0,0.0,0.08613559196460513,0.0,0.12963861105405666,0.0,0.0,0.12999481281528188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485967698090952,0.0,0.1990481072568372,0.12462820031524635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540638614662806,0.0,0.08744123944495251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946049335381723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533340501257726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274714556287646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282863866013382,0.11747370142283965,0.13461747201777685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762443732491502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480519877591127,0.0,0.10244380987518754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611147988259412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287811250839835,0.14406920394524736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104697702582105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619581091559835 adhd,DrDraghi,2019/04/24,"Hi Hi community. I have been studying Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. I'm 2 years involved, and i'm still learning. May i know some stories, How does your ADHD affect you?",4.059374999999998,7.327606187500002,5.967500000000001,66.5275,80.875,8.200000000000001,36.125,8.841846274778883,4.2810375,146,9,22,4,4,50,27,32,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441348777773793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189072799791291,0.0,0.3962172172027117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882749832051235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615782708716272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915654583040267 adhd,wellsfargostillsucks,2019/04/24,"Tips for helping a ten year old slow down and focus more. My son has ADHD but it’s mild and not officially diagnosed. Overall he’s a great kid. Thoughtful. Considerate. Does well in school. His teacher really likes him. He’s a little man. But then things happen like yesterday and his snake got out due to decisions he made in the moment and his not listening to me. It’s frustrating he’s moving so fast it’s hard to keep up I don’t have the energy and occasionally heart breaking things like this will happen. I’ve considered meds but it seems too mild to go there. Also I have it and for the most part have learned to manage it with age and it’s why I make lots of money. Guessing he will be the same. So I’m wondering what are ways you’ve learned to slow down and not have these sad things happen. How how you gotten better at measuring twice and cutting once? This is for myself as well as my son.",0.7592213114754109,3.2599549836065584,2.4722745901639342,90.91857581967217,89.32786885245899,5.891530054644809,18.553961748633878,7.333567415737692,0.5295174863387975,714,20,149,13,24,234,114,183,0.038,0.759,0.203,0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,9,10,2,0,7,0,11,2,1,4,0,33,26,20,0,0,6,2,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,14,11,0,1,7,0,1,2,4,3,2,2,4,2,12,7,20,19,5,22,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,5,13,96,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840025263704128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224380592188118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354089814650646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539841059158946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398326763126722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701313252120994,0.0,0.1224521009473304,0.16879886647294085,0.16866248212385773,0.0,0.4061708903005955,0.0,0.13715205867950248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814302303857689,0.10262309276922683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608680991558314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243981924721736,0.15345148982121687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301644448524705,0.0,0.14487170739273167,0.10219881480440526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006520388936475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627264461833942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065800287086313,0.16305188949741958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579785736316072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980830203547297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495049214395448,0.0,0.1393810941826947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051485912863119,0.0,0.0,0.12154831370514273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152766824068938,0.0,0.0,0.27531966785701195,0.0,0.13815350048343028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603590390395392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985946373248975 adhd,WaffleBoi014,2019/04/24,"I go through ""cycles of rumination."" How do I deal with this? Hey guys! So basically, what I am saying in the title is that I have noticed that I sometimes enter cycles of ""rumination,"" periods of time when I all I do is obsess over a mistake I made for a couple days, which would bring my mood way down. My girlfriend and I called this phenomenon ""the hamster."" The faster the hampster spins his wheel, the harder it is to escape the mindset. After about 3 days though, I feel as if nothing happened. How do you guys manage symptoms like this? I am going to see a neurologist to get stimulants, do those help?",3.461282051282048,5.441048333333335,4.908042735042739,80.71334615384617,74.21367521367522,7.073162393162392,27.084615384615393,7.908726449838941,1.7748297435897435,473,18,88,7,10,158,81,117,0.04,0.889,0.071,0.5158,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,0,11,1,0,4,1,11,19,8,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,15,1,15,17,1,15,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,8,67,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238163704133548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097366224220496,0.0,0.2809051031952325,0.22452556276382085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011804659448383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378306090269337,0.0,0.2475431354095128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312804572755375,0.192585518959019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459759085407219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639817717792767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607232288404706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896945565257646,0.2479483304817423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319044041971587,0.0,0.0,0.1735455135383963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539377360431966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263607841734599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397150426200728,0.0,0.12699150088498734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286666485644758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547073821655381,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OceansCarraway,2019/04/24,"What a week... On Friday, I broke my arm during a fall at work. Mild break, but it wasn't fun. I was stuck being driven from urgent care to urgent care until we found one that 1. was open 2. was able to give xrays. Then I had to wait for two hours while they took care of children and read the xrays. Fast forward to the weekend. I had to run back and forth trying to get workers' comp, which I eventually got BUT DID NOT KNOW THAT I WAS GIVEN UNTIL YESTERDAY BC I CANNOT FIND A GOOD EXPLANATION FOR ANYTHING PERTAINING TO IT! I'm exhausted bc my arm is healing, missing work for obvious reasons (at least the manager isn't being an ass). Then I find out that my pharmacy underfilled my meds...and I'm out of state and can't dispute it anyway. I'm going to have to ration, and I'm pissed beyond words. These meds made me normal, they made me focus, they gave me my brain back for the first time in a long time. I got to be neurotypical. Never mind my doctor threatening to/temporarily pulling my script because I NEEDED to leave home. (1) I was normal. I just want all this bad luck to stop. I want to be, and to stay, normal. &#x200B; /rant over. &#x200B; 1. This is something that I REALLY don't want to get into, as it is beyond the scope of the sub.",1.2271633986928094,3.455975454901964,3.0400000000000027,90.08888888888893,82.68627450980392,5.816993464052287,19.640522875816988,7.093109894594671,0.39701307189542456,971,26,204,13,27,323,144,255,0.129,0.758,0.113,-0.8085,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,3,5,6,11,1,0,11,0,21,10,5,3,3,36,49,13,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,13,10,0,2,5,2,0,7,7,5,0,3,19,0,28,6,36,26,2,39,0,2,0,1,7,12,2,1,19,130,41,6,0.11237131854486376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350855339023775,0.2730869033714914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247202050556662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281321538691674,0.09382535723184993,0.06850051279207875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544355492237996,0.0,0.0,0.3437101452368461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150168061111365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541069874384607,0.09558298614934642,0.0,0.12320935070588432,0.0,0.0,0.11741875196911244,0.10779680813372608,0.06386320992709815,0.09425173057433432,0.17974721751127307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127175946977798,0.0,0.11066311328830934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175633790839505,0.0,0.0,0.11898500120148638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944508079302954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265691726393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481920260293862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346299826825215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332190884920929,0.08666768833384676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303001004518472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614571363858169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240172781955082,0.0,0.07198794409189996,0.11553643088079513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650893098174481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197728740891394,0.0,0.09394745395807186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131049239019432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484866958036556,0.0762927490448878,0.0,0.10977045002713152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883854535469636,0.0,0.09013749360324397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361531647321076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730869033714914,0.0 adhd,DishyNeighborhood,2019/04/24,"Do I have a built up tolerance or am I getting addicted So slightly worried, I'm prescribed 40mg of vyvanse with 10mg adderall boosters to take as needed. Lately ive gotten to the point where im taking my vyvanse around 8:30-9am and by 11:30-12 taking a 10mg adderall, and then often another 5mg (cut in half) around 2. This effects my sleep & the comedown sucks but I find myself unmotivated and not as focused on just the vyvanse. I get the feeling as if i ""need"" to take an adderall. &#x200B; I never take it on weekends unless i have to study, and when I'm on breaks I never take it so its not like im on it 7 days a week or crave it when im on breaks (school breaks) but I do notice that the first few days of break I sleep a TON, probably just my body adjusting. I'm just worried that im getting slowly addicted to adderall & don't want that because I need it for school. &#x200B; Should I get a higher dose of vyvanse or do you think I'm overreacting?",4.03439181508147,4.346644133004929,5.497044334975366,83.46420234937476,70.72413793103449,7.822508525956803,30.886320575975752,7.61054688173877,1.9178627510420607,761,31,159,8,13,258,106,203,0.099,0.883,0.019,-0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,11,3,2,0,11,0,9,6,3,1,2,32,31,19,0,6,12,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,18,1,24,29,2,26,0,0,0,0,1,11,1,5,12,99,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428358011809294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060756040440168,0.22770027520424285,0.0,0.09824777143845292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681749885461591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711583170713262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407444089254077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208515329000084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047375197458227526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563587644890387,0.07969723916581482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195807867806353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048283381878557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569246548254788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045774828094819316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084218028174587,0.14452730058670835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066728068585156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857241556920864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101946269622336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896494458254617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752608384124075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226835743961999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003621384139929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526396047010406,0.0,0.07515677920211074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903044053079256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770027520424285,0.0 adhd,fivecupsofcoffee,2019/04/24,"I used to have ADHD? Is that possible? Hey so idk how to make this make sense, but I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 5 (right after I started school). I spent almost two years on Ritalin before my mom took me off it and spent the rest of my life working on learning how to focus (try explaining that to someone who has no trouble focusing) and how to be calm. I am at such a good point now, sure sometimes I forget things, I can't focus for long periods but I've learned to cope with it (I know for how long I can focus, then take a break and continue) and I've also acquired a calmness that I never used to know growing up. Now most of the posts I read here are things I can slightly relate to or used to be able to relate to, so did my ADHD ""calm"" itself? But I don't think i can change the chemical build up of my brain? Sorry not sure if this is a rant or a support question - I'm new, but any opinion would be welcome!",3.218257456828887,3.5962331020408165,4.85938775510204,87.07682103610676,72.57142857142857,7.66342229199372,26.81161695447409,7.61054688173877,1.321626844583987,712,23,158,8,13,242,116,196,0.07400000000000001,0.79,0.136,0.9373,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,0,0,8,0,18,4,1,9,3,38,34,20,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,1,2,2,5,1,0,1,6,0,20,8,25,24,2,25,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,7,13,112,31,5,0.12976769960719473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678666717259346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129943606251234,0.0,0.0,0.1037751824920951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824648565692322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104227545230259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486366951658491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727701960148975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317114835126853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884298964370842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263386797116698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165876391936977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968066120201125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324189430100814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519823614023433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008484986199054,0.1253304529143475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267242075610095,0.14629358335195927,0.12428158511834947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536952229327904,0.0,0.12980281658965934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108209064258798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313318399693176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995175076507407,0.0,0.1283435730630027,0.14526431547220692,0.0918502456926568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725884769743033,0.24460904228427635,0.0,0.09756916031513137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242378690627136,0.0831499021182356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417668903648648,0.08810374985776667,0.0,0.12676418653199542,0.0,0.0,0.336232882675851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944724308398808,0.0,0.0,0.09218325058375976,0.0,0.0,0.08356614394587805 adhd,sheagod,2019/04/24,"To those who think they are not smart enough for University or College.. Never give up. My whole life I was told I wasn't smart enough, starting after my first report card in grade 4 with all C-'s . When I wanted to apply to University, I received no support from my family, teachers or peers because ""you will fail after the first semester"". I just finished my last final exam of my degree, and am in the process of applying to med school. I am so glad that I listened to myself. Don't let this disability define your self worth. People with ADHD and learning disabilities are JUST as capable at excelling academically with the right amount of support, a lot of drive and sometimes the proper medication. To those reading this, if you're thinking about applying to University but are scared that its too hard, don't be afraid. Many schools have accommodations that can help you excel. Don't be afraid to apply. Prove to yourself and the world that you can do it! I believe in you, and you should believe in yourself too.",6.551998254799299,7.33737218848168,6.742107329842932,75.07434773123909,65.33507853403142,9.089179755671903,32.670593368237355,9.075114841892004,2.810926352530541,812,32,144,13,12,261,119,191,0.065,0.8340000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.7856,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,1,5,7,11,0,3,6,0,19,2,0,0,3,24,28,12,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,11,8,0,0,4,1,1,2,7,4,0,2,3,2,21,7,28,20,6,20,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,4,10,110,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180564759605332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158768693748633,0.0,0.0,0.3385483298659556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31048557890371664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163719615844744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458556741675362,0.0,0.2555958854955827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412826873543724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458961131320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070575899881086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246936617347284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363523809045831,0.10612217330058732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773254888160648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232439816710766,0.0,0.0,0.1668878317230142,0.15135558383841766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587786402139005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416065771239848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028521450659876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283080300690166,0.0,0.0,0.15042101112687195,0.3041110240886337,0.0,0.0,0.15673783923251447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859570782112955,0.0,0.10634387017996644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409914837851972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254129000213432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356511203421754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861813194658304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167742681450329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1hourmemory,2019/04/24,Are We Wired Up A Certain Way For A Reason Or Just Badly Wired ? **Recently netflixed - the creative brain presented by David Eagleman based on the book how human creativity remakes the world while reading Originals by Adam Grant . Anyone have an opinion ? Does evolution make mistakes at scale ? Are we swimming against the tide when we should be learning to swim with the tide ?**,3.4079300699300714,6.510810184615388,3.2345454545454544,82.39727272727274,93.30769230769228,6.055944055944058,30.52447552447553,7.348242739294969,2.7776153846153844,302,16,46,6,11,91,54,65,0.075,0.777,0.14800000000000002,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,5,1,1,4,1,15,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,30,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586830430500899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088992469732052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129951731216133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32375249797894384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694965400061825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700578405062561,0.0,0.0,0.3803781573552525,0.36528862110073307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29365522174574704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,11infootlong,2019/04/24,"add medications Ive been on vyvanse, and concerta and im trying to get on adderall. Im 17 and finally got diagnosed after my teacher quizzes (vanderbilt tests) all came back positive for add. Ive taken adderall before and it helps but my psychiatrist seems to avoid it. I dont like vyvanse because it makes me anxious and concerta makes me really bitchy and ik adderall works well. Is there anything that i can say that might help?? Im just trying to finish up school not abuse or anything. Thank!",2.6206028708134,5.406781452631581,4.049760765550238,81.41014354066986,81.84210526315789,7.244019138755982,28.63636363636364,8.296473431620573,2.5866842105263155,398,19,70,9,11,131,65,95,0.11800000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.7095,0,1,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,19,15,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,1,8,3,8,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,5,40,13,3,0.0,0.19669518168008765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875445027383877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732248338140196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765175292161576,0.0,0.1011984009945158,0.0,0.1412626259583285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987167569105512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684970648507887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945629562783468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185628228300008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673358389384139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277368485231056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225465479562735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379591692537938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811042975395571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216264665798792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672380161374084,0.0,0.17611080348730535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635051528877468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320181358682291,0.0,0.1680113910048871,0.0,0.15112963624318101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528400751510364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542033325366065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926328960828936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085755077161466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sawzaw123,2019/04/24,My kids meds hurt his stomach. He always takes them with a full stomach and drinks water.,2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,82.52941176470588,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.4285058823529409,71,2,13,0,2,21,16,17,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38807905041149104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568907757317288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992868423946089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180611031707649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506719436682747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDThrowaway90,2019/04/24,"I'm scared to start medication as I'm worried it will change me Hi all, I'm 29 and doing well in my work and I manage to keep a good close set of friends despite always missing meetings with them. I was diagnosed as a kid but managed until now, but after a big promotion at work I can no longer manage the ADHD and the role at the high levels I expect. The doctor has prescribed some Adderall but a big part of my personality is being the always happy friendly bouncy guy who despite not being able to sit down and do something is always there to help everyone. I can't articulate this well, but I'm really worried starting medication may make me 'dull' in personality or mind. I feel the ADHD helps me think fast, but without the organisation and I'm worried slow but organised will be worse. Any words of wisdom? I'm really struggling with this decision.",4.8195908183632685,6.15590692215569,6.442290419161676,73.66167914171658,69.59880239520959,8.680439121756487,30.084331337325352,9.075114841892004,2.6858187624750487,684,27,121,13,12,235,104,167,0.11,0.7240000000000001,0.166,0.8835,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,4,11,0,2,11,0,14,4,0,1,1,28,27,15,0,1,9,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,4,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,12,7,19,20,3,19,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,3,7,81,16,7,0.1292728375076182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31072165832913506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32269606991230626,0.0,0.0,0.08790996245966673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367535211165106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120920889838047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323162269481956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235257361042749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536423085801446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997517471664948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842792279315693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800043337910252,0.0,0.13761333934550546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329771605378474,0.13658385039808538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490363770486565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629062285636957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604575671932986,0.0,0.0,0.13052871433917468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399898854746989,0.0,0.0,0.22575211085172775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563097985513578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942466217396595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952054601277983,0.0,0.0,0.18299995950307055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514403790518273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283281446648275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246361192601905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461440224537973,0.0,0.18822433067521988,0.3938485246255412,0.13174006550774428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kmehm0628,2019/04/24,"Effexor with other ADD/ADHD medication 26 F; So long story short, I’ve been switched from diagnosis to diagnosis. In high school I had ADHD and depression. This has changed to bipolar. That then changed to borderline personality disorder with general anxiety. I’ve been given Effexor for the depression and anxiety and it seems to be helping a lot and all the side effects have finally leveled out. I current do medical billing however and it’s still extremely difficult to concentrate on an every day basis with is now jeopardizing my job. I think I need to be on something to help me focus and maybe the ADD or ADHD still is playing a huge role in this difficulty focusing. I want to taking something but I’m not sure I can be on a stimulant with my Effexor is there anything else out there that may be safe with Effexor. (Side note: I was given concerta in high school and was taken off due to extreme weight loss)",4.894659468438537,6.9854068546511625,6.558405315614617,69.92430232558141,70.56976744186046,10.960797342192693,35.54152823920265,10.914260884657429,4.763008637873755,737,40,124,26,14,253,107,172,0.091,0.841,0.068,-0.4524,3,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,7,0,17,4,0,2,2,30,26,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,15,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,8,1,10,3,25,13,2,25,0,3,0,0,4,16,0,4,9,85,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797667272165988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359377678415697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950387609798017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153724296410426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581804766112103,0.0,0.22922307062280464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250780496516786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116149310137484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211578537061537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576982278493847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838575852168034,0.28118793842051976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204975901655466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776126168950747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312991355550005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368499703729864,0.0,0.0,0.2681046337163968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986684613679633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619011043301175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693444557996753,0.0,0.1211403863323125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048849632094595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125370390484816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254153017903548,0.0,0.10005080410831804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526479618752274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848713342328434,0.0,0.0,0.16204134555139296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,academicgangster,2019/04/24,"Methylphenidate extended release side effects? Hey! So I've been on (my country's version of) Ritalin for two and a half weeks - 10mg instant release for the first two weeks and 20mg sustained release for the past four days. The instant release pill worked like a charm. Not too much nausea/appetite reduction, no other side effects, and it made me a whole lot more able to get up and do stuff - the executive dysfunction went down like a SHOT, it was drastic and liberating. However, the extended release pill is not working so well for me. The executive dysfunction is back in spades, and my eyes are dry to the extent that I'm actually physically feeling it a little in the more sensitive one. Is this normal? Should I switch back to the instant release pill and see if these symptoms abate? Or if it's normal, is there anything I can do to sort this out? (I've been eating okay and keeping hydrated ish, trying to drink more water.) tl;dr are these normal side effects? should I go back to my doctor before I'm scheduled to see her in three weeks' time?",5.424207142857141,6.735262835,5.852428571428572,78.54800000000002,68.15,8.514285714285714,33.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.8798714285714286,837,38,150,14,14,269,115,200,0.04,0.884,0.077,0.7425,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,14,1,14,10,1,4,0,27,24,13,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,11,9,3,1,4,1,0,2,3,0,1,7,5,4,9,5,19,17,8,24,0,0,3,0,2,11,0,5,13,102,20,3,0.14283915995893004,0.0,0.13939041532337704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175444579610108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295034912197857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154560452380613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211944138463904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462019328314164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992799732361236,0.0,0.146160120473362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222377111177855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214989164916472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462756560962593,0.0,0.08117878633439295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696200843445574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956799694254748,0.14316236347259848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143674582038418,0.0,0.13515786685954062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050032178542038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198561474034475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679151149468644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363561407686414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276486340777693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635166641833664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846457933486107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329066285414832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969784134034026,0.0,0.27906620787633096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34373087458123336,0.0,0.12842955909656764,0.13241333232623498,0.0,0.15947482101366398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797721931257107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SchuyWalker,2019/04/24,"If you're having trouble remembering something, retrace as many steps as you can. Odds are you'll pass something you saw when you were thinking about what you forgot which can spark your memory. This is my entire daily struggle. I forget everything. To do list, what I wanted to look up, a story I wanted to tell, and the ever famous ""let me know when you get there"". I found the best solution to be retrace my immediate steps. If I'm scrolling through anything, scroll back up, replay a conversation, try to recall the other dozens of side thoughts I might've had. Eventually I'll come across one tiny thing that IMMEDIATELY brings back what I forgot about. It's not perfect and I of course have to acknowledge I've forgotten something but give it a try, might help. The irony of making this post because I forgot about something else is not lost on me.",6.542422360248447,7.232150850931681,6.446763975155282,77.5183447204969,65.33540372670808,8.924472049689443,31.00683229813665,8.841846274778883,2.4540007453416157,681,24,123,10,10,215,104,161,0.063,0.861,0.076,0.6116,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,0,3,9,5,0,1,7,0,14,0,0,1,2,24,32,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,6,0,0,5,2,3,0,2,9,2,19,2,19,19,1,16,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,3,5,85,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286320544924693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482969185140137,0.0,0.09842109704875383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694364204486795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907866008767264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348744247441798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460447384071466,0.0,0.0,0.14510479431176984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770264041664234,0.0,0.0,0.08435325453674515,0.15488176193773265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821947372200344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873110986930663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509805175591222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558102354300616,0.0,0.17624653810099294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777205845877333,0.16368940931034484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425551848847377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940567254755056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154628674672092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289634923318052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971819068030585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687871830258429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111825249069676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726312198975772,0.10345345331259884,0.0,0.12817675033968506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923386415090973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045996369680346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chiefchuch,2019/04/24,"Assignments I'm flunking math right now , we've been learn new stuff since January but I don't care , I'm pretty smart and the only reason I'm not passing is i have to endure an hour of fucking maths every day and the only thing that helps is Ritalin. BUT I HATE RITALIN and I'm flunking maths , is there anything that can help me study or endure classes?",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000005,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.83333333333334,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.5098722222222218,282,10,55,4,6,93,51,72,0.21600000000000005,0.6579999999999999,0.126,-0.8193,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,0,9,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,13,0,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,29,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609667600227807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553475745214195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151770142032768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101253686758648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315343669175104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726472362755705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33573890886353297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466400072161409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418834310530817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809527067041471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547948025649513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575013958980751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138805091291238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071724816194568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867020831416047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638596686695567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InuGhost,2019/04/24,"How can I break the hyper focus? I've been dealing with ADD, the inattentive version, for well over half my life. Managed to get diagnosed at a young age back in the early 90s. I've found that when I get stressed out that my hyper focus gets worse. Example: my routine at work gets interrupted somehow, or I feel like I'm falling behind the arbitrary goal i set for myself to reach by X o'clock. So I start stressing and get hyper focused on my job. To the point where instead of taking short 2 - 4 minute breaks every so often, I instead take maybe max 30 seconds. Then my mind is all ""gotta focus on my work."" Which just adds to the stress. Is there anyway to break the hyper focus so I can remember that I need to take minute long breaks so I can get rid of the stress?",3.2457692307692305,4.613445628205131,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,73.48717948717949,6.7384615384615385,25.179487179487186,7.1686216300943375,1.0442410256410262,602,19,123,6,12,196,98,156,0.11699999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.867,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,16,6,0,4,9,0,6,2,0,1,1,16,21,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,2,1,16,2,20,18,2,25,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,3,10,77,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562129823311288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161204402146454,0.0,0.13941742538339796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573165521376133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945330175299083,0.09812995287694466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506080602328707,0.0,0.0,0.4305893270531134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630852364853122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702137231058124,0.06710711762550434,0.0,0.0,0.12155920498024335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799650007561134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869436028584556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185063872818664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984952117494994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556020103972015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972240569598431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293812879896742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30983269108753564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350306256000515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999993125297808,0.0,0.13998149144512215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Longtobe,2019/04/24,"Adderall Questions/Help I recently started taking 20mg XR. I've been on it for about 3 weeks now. I take it at about 630am and am not falling asleep until midnight. I have been having crazy dreams when I do sleep, but I feel rested when I wake up. I used to need a ton more sleep but am functioning fine during the day now so idk. So... Is this normal? Could the dosage be too high? Can I take regular Zyrtec with this? Does the constant thirst ever to away? Any tips would be appreciated. My follow up visit isn't for another 2 weeks.",1.21222222222222,3.5600354074074083,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000002,83.81481481481481,5.4518518518518535,19.185185185185183,6.816661863887847,0.18220740740740726,416,11,88,5,12,135,81,108,0.039,0.856,0.105,0.7706,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,4,0,14,5,5,1,1,12,22,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,13,16,3,21,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,12,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888443140398693,0.21415454736969075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188222820291664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207017096550423,0.0,0.16306224368301395,0.0,0.0,0.13171242944348932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872437224621635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847390948752432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326558882378452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368920773273114,0.21578180527842325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143507817310972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001035190837692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165397920469652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087580106607247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455611520820202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606700397887752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639045295358055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276443993821191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508020627665982,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cicadians,2019/04/24,problems with jewelry i could never wear it because after like. a week i forget to put it back on. although i do have this real gold bracelet that ive literally had on since december because i really dont have to take it off 😭😭😭 i have so many good necklaces and bracelets but everyday i forget to put them on aaaaa,2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,78.0909090909091,7.430303030303031,27.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.0649575757575764,252,11,51,5,6,87,46,66,0.095,0.84,0.065,-0.2049,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,1,9,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,8,2,9,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716045930970286,0.0,0.31260555009750474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471940213363046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30050603259672765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150612665722897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252670659736952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599555348242476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775618665451955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534600359264205,0.0,0.5155178886882217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918462694502937,0.1642603094924502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210177061367752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278547258261444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567350245815072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpicedLad,2019/04/24,"I feel like I've lost my super power. It used to be that I'd wait until the last minute to get things done, but I'd be able to hunker down and pull through. Now I just wait until the last minute and then lose all motivation and don't do the work. Then once it's past the deadline I'm relieved because it's not ""due"" anymore so I just don't do it. Then rinse and repeat for the next assignment. I spend so much time calculating if u can take a look grade in something and still keep my grade decent. Then when my grade drops further than I want I lower what grade I'm satisfied with so as to not get upset. How do I get my motivation back?",2.6097810218978097,3.4988507445255483,3.964678832116793,91.03898905109492,74.4014598540146,6.93985401459854,22.45912408759124,7.1686216300943375,0.4652750364963496,500,12,117,5,10,165,83,137,0.057999999999999996,0.784,0.158,0.914,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,4,1,22,23,19,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,11,3,13,19,2,22,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,18,71,18,8,0.2133506504415701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158651620809715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405348083985388,0.0,0.13005657626003805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183317891654076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787649933303667,0.15241774730493335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344007273970789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896358609827136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478185112837384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423235104813418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916081263654493,0.2386848048612625,0.23289743774899035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683727651502272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269008371549675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272114797082973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366733697577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424775407962647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703821050389082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604131373160057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174069201891015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440647999296155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842664608524295,0.0,0.0,0.1258397413551845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532181451544605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,feathermomma,2019/04/24,"I just made my first appointment for diagnosis. I'm 37 years old. I've lived with this all my life. It's hurt me and all my relationships, but I don't know how to live any other way. I'm the only one in my immediate family that slipped through life without a diagnosis. I'm scared. I'm scared the doctor won't believe me. I'm scared that the doctor will and I'll be medicated. I wouldn't know what to do with a clear headspace if I had it.",0.4743157894736854,2.499781747368424,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,84.15789473684211,6.747368421052633,21.07894736842105,7.908726449838941,0.8184526315789471,346,11,82,7,10,120,59,95,0.025,0.83,0.145,0.8892,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,5,0,7,5,0,2,3,16,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,10,0,8,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,47,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174587754632205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170440657761085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36648759054622976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687726335071144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522819989334404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165427620044212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967793424826727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529069926151641,0.0,0.0,0.3161718216600187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940159411516748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803529099223352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786084794254865,0.0,0.12131470202216366,0.13615964241211992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192210175285626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377178637654999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210490853996005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257759338976786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528882370915153 adhd,sara2015jackson,2019/04/24,"Holy shit appetite suppression So unfortunately I’m the type of person who seems to get hit hard with side affects whenever I take a medication, and with stimulants it’s no difference. I have been on and off medication for about 3 years now, and only just started taking focalin XR regularly (I.e every weekday) within the last month. It’s going great so far, Focalin is truly a miracle drug for me when it comes to my ADHD. HOWEVER, the appetite suppression is really kicking my butt. Sometimes I will go the whole day feeling nauseous and a small meals worth is usually all I can handle eating until the medication finally wears so off. I work a very physically strenuous job, so it’s pertinent that I’m eating enough. Worryingly I’ve already been getting comments about how it looks like I’m losing weight/paler complexion. I’m a bit concerned about my health going forward, but this medication is working so well, I really don’t want to switch off. Does anybody else struggle with this? And if so, how do you handle it?",4.909236842105262,7.176674384210527,6.244407894736844,71.44398026315794,70.94736842105263,9.381578947368425,32.401315789473685,9.827888789773867,3.7070789473684216,823,39,134,22,16,277,125,190,0.064,0.8420000000000001,0.094,0.6697,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,15,6,1,1,10,0,11,12,3,4,1,22,29,17,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,10,9,3,2,2,0,1,5,2,3,1,0,2,3,11,3,18,25,4,23,0,1,1,1,4,9,2,2,12,83,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112213579582193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876372763703296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372819550133304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831895863853296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109570286970635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137770196038212,0.0,0.0,0.11004108456956564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582532244203486,0.25733889661395043,0.10504456417721597,0.0,0.0,0.12992912880755247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594634421563844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358090533522424,0.0,0.0,0.1377484871552565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139408566967078,0.0,0.2143928785372032,0.0,0.0,0.13863529878906286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264362748322095,0.0,0.0,0.13366201166946295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247834029446733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249969166823666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143309512111445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559488617496793,0.1406774976632273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067030608692447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036917777887007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563542335800544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979646972722573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161112087031597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447434477092275,0.0,0.0,0.12907635944183088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436591051932985,0.0,0.08900359530573418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145691715296648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890905352189497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384913437199778,0.10375353676358373,0.0741681898465426,0.0,0.0,0.15312463018657674,0.11306066567094228,0.0,0.0,0.14039080682354454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830890258074496,0.1277010654090481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097623692708622 adhd,Tissueboi,2019/04/24,"[Question] Looking for low attention game to play during studying Dear fellow-ADHD brains, I have to read an enormously long text for an exam in 3 weeks and there is nothing I have more trouble with than staying concentrated on a book/text with dry text. Therefore, I (used to) play Hearthstone, as this was a low attention game that I can play for 10 seconds per turn, while I continue reading/summarizing. However, I've grown bored with the game and now I am looking for something similar. Important elements: \- it has to be something one can play for a couple seconds (turn-based is preferable) \- it can be paused at any time \- one can play it with a mouse alone \- relatively non-intrusive (in the background) tl;dr: have to read long-ass text for exam, looking for low attention game to play while reading &#x200B; Thanks for your suggestions!",5.6955043859649095,7.81980561184211,5.575000000000002,77.65333333333336,68.53947368421053,8.750877192982456,34.377192982456144,9.2995712137729,3.4314850877192984,671,33,112,14,12,209,89,152,0.066,0.779,0.155,0.9196,1,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,0,2,13,0,0,8,0,14,1,1,2,0,13,20,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,13,0,1,0,5,0,4,1,3,7,8,24,17,1,17,0,3,3,0,7,8,0,1,7,69,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350940742119215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581457029238322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654446897231503,0.1855408254318988,0.1038376610381268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045783183346802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895382829583627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702600842103474,0.384675379684761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651472364607707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206939818602496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105305745373542,0.0,0.4582081916518937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351037455611607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275227884230886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058080372499915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903753230088422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217606492113605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318792313796358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248251204311897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855408254318988,0.0 adhd,dcdogmum,2019/04/24,"Is cuddling out of the question? My husband and I have been together for 3 years, and married for 6 months. He has ADHD, and was diagnosed in college, and is now managing it very well (was on meds, but now is mostly self-managing). He’s an incredibly smart, interesting, funny, and all around awesome guy — and we have a great relationship all around. The ONE (very minor) issue I have is: I’m a HUGE cuddler, but he has a 2 min (max) threshold for cuddles — unless he’s tired. Does anyone have any tips or tricks for cuddling someone with ADHD? I’m not sure whether it’s a him thing, or an ADHD thing (guessing so, as his reasoning is that he can’t sit still long enough to enjoy the cuddle), but wanted to ask you all and get some advice. (As an FYI: our current solution is cuddling and ‘tapping out’ when needed, and we got a dog who takes the brunt of most of my cuddle needs.)",4.145689655172415,5.036045235632186,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,70.7816091954023,7.868965517241381,28.867816091954023,8.07648339933343,1.8766988505747129,677,25,135,9,12,225,111,174,0.042,0.7490000000000001,0.209,0.9883,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,1,0,0,8,7,1,0,12,0,16,8,0,1,4,37,26,20,0,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,16,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,10,6,19,22,7,17,0,0,0,6,17,7,0,7,9,93,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243458528327216,0.14211523859299166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889928387199763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168998780576542,0.0,0.0,0.2589320321559343,0.1359600260741114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761121987072645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726921402880667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027094805059915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759826299269212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163158871944541,0.16034016369930118,0.16021061372473713,0.14400132638330532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179404747362035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287034420862727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615430435105854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608306496251378,0.0,0.0,0.21567314108600072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854902190484256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291800794779612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495291292655207,0.0,0.15614038907746022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171811702195875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322473048290827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614281345119705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706868285146384,0.0,0.10934735826957646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323816603670416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715359734909685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399945643622316,0.08578002720194433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076154341625013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365394815066183 adhd,YourAverageJosef,2019/04/24,"List your ADHD advantages! A few notable ones: 1. I usually never need a manual/guidance for anything related to technology, or building things like furniture or kids toys. The picture is plenty. 2. I’m the calm one in crisis, when a deadline is looming, or an injury or accident happens (e.g., a person faints/falls) I can take it on with the focus needed to find resolve. What’s yours? Time the celebrate our mental differences!",3.434102564102563,6.415398820512824,5.187435897435896,73.30756410256413,80.02564102564101,8.082051282051282,30.461538461538463,8.841846274778883,3.4954769230769243,340,17,51,9,9,115,65,78,0.136,0.6970000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.3987,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,9,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,5,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32076576390273714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963858146641424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27885702320965466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439446777709773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360216070078102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039541548074515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689756364301009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39581066282881816,0.20585219205276803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617210143541547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330495681549983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006779802868585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731861788092107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556333948534649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939561529376121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Plugasaurus_Rex,2019/04/24,"“This goes beyond having ADHD, it’s just pure laziness at this point.” Hi all, this literally was just said to me by my wife because I forgot to pay our condo fee for this month. I can’t help but get so upset when she says something like this, because she has depression, anxiety and PTSD, and I would NEVER say, “this goes beyond PTSD, you’re just being an asshole for no reason.” I feel like it’s very teenager-ish to keep going, “ you just don’t understand me” but that’s literally it. She doesn’t get my particular neurological condition. Anyone have any clue of how to get her to understand that it wasn’t me being lazy?",3.4834146341463423,5.2175227479674815,5.036268292682927,80.86269512195125,73.5528455284553,7.846829268292684,24.49512195121952,8.548686976883017,1.6535112195121962,490,15,95,9,10,165,79,123,0.147,0.7879999999999999,0.065,-0.8897,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,2,3,19,21,7,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,12,2,0,2,4,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,4,4,15,2,12,14,1,8,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,65,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261417224675975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259648498945169,0.0,0.14170280322378914,0.0,0.0,0.12951928010224287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583273901450504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595409849155253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936594135423267,0.13233055312586364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29032992551461423,0.0,0.10527223105520077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415783250842015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464367713122358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099105795355552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785128143317816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286317461517886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751051382013532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330551283889811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045046218097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619908203836118,0.29460956823148765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260147870807885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856683487165308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283669452306345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158426917662694,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nice6599,2019/04/24,"It’s amazing how a small increase in my med dosage has helped me. I’m not really sure what this is. I just wanna express my happiness. I recently got my dosage upped by 10mg and wow. My doctor was hesitant to up my prescription because they said there wouldn’t be much of an improvement if any. For us with ADHD any small improvement or anything is major. Making something a little bit easier can make a world of a difference.",3.634285714285717,5.5329862380952415,5.104285714285716,79.84071428571428,73.52380952380952,9.085714285714287,27.47619047619048,9.606745405546679,2.7593761904761904,340,13,63,9,7,114,69,84,0.046,0.713,0.24100000000000002,0.9574,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,3,1,12,12,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,10,4,10,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,1,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709409528283873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30662051844097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855219391756223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742911529597168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461274352799603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355419314457169,0.0,0.23075240262799385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030887706247495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399902825227125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111096073277205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259550109730529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009724356207527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504184550813191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572793761534735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442577238151294,0.0,0.22259963562645585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444972120662284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355849416934968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124791452096524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118245000802765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lobstery_boi,2019/04/24,"Questions about Adderall XR Hello, first post in this Sub! I'm prescribed 15mg Adderall XR (the yellow capsule) and I cannot remember what the duration is supposed to be. I take it around 8:30 AM every day. Today, I have plans to go out around 7:00 PM, and would prefer to *not* be under the effects of adderall. Does anybody else know how long this is supposed to last? And does anybody know a good way to shorten the effects of XR at all?",3.4077339901477863,5.067676275862073,4.1766830870279135,87.25448275862068,73.59770114942529,5.8909688013136305,29.66995073891625,6.1826913282559595,1.4034019704433498,344,15,66,2,7,110,60,87,0.0,0.9570000000000001,0.043,0.5502,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,17,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,14,10,1,14,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,5,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41375660554343696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987372539078467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40673591095155176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413383950300211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580042760889185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767266248949972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320738266294651,0.19491952780969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25543331991908363,0.1894306368662592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056597589567563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256746131292945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26033241769710463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632550283351737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472999151961094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028060582258768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446208889205926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650847310843625,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brizburn,2019/04/24,"Just been diagnosed with ADHD Hey all, I'm 19 & recently got diagnosed with ADHD. I've been seeing doctors and psychologists since I was 10yo for anxiety, and from 16 onwards depression. After years of jumping between different doctors & medications (lexapro, pristiq, valdoxan), I saw a new GP & got a diagnosis of ADHD after a few consultations. This has never been discussed with me before, and after a few discussions with my GP and lots of online research, I've been put onto Duloxetine 60mg. In terms of anti-depressants I've used, it's been the best working. Despite this, it's been difficult to come to terms with this diagnosis since I feel like there's a bit of a stigma & I feel like an ""outcast"" because I've always felt like I don't want to be different. I was wondering if there's anyone else here in this community who's of a similar age when diagnosed & how you've dealt with it and how it affects you on a day to day. Cheers.",5.034573804573803,6.275153405405407,6.6713513513513565,72.57887733887738,69.0,10.232848232848234,33.149688149688146,10.389873798559362,3.7507629937629936,760,35,136,21,13,262,105,185,0.053,0.861,0.086,0.7703,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,10,0,11,6,0,4,2,26,23,9,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,12,5,9,5,26,10,8,20,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,3,16,84,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738981062976722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862904833997099,0.5618191191919982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933368788955232,0.0,0.0,0.07251262437683255,0.10625755464582197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632173239506235,0.0,0.08824492382846405,0.0,0.1088315148045166,0.0,0.1132184965006862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933227705260957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376169578416894,0.0,0.1786411336251561,0.31577377000192264,0.0,0.21669834011651973,0.0,0.2122919784196003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663183461045114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487226099755866,0.14817308565673645,0.09957261973833732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588398561517545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151994397173048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816588988865874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447141198990967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799833330603334,0.1001584892406144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425170430077052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239572048748312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263909029269753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157093134403328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956742430042125,0.0,0.0,0.0611676235364482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246314796449644,0.07549813894215715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678232252940901 adhd,raj_preet,2019/04/24,Courage Courage is fear that has said its prayers.,4.526666666666664,7.697708333333335,-0.27999999999999936,113.10000000000002,76.77777777777777,3.6,42.333333333333336,3.1291,1.6831333333333336,41,3,9,0,1,9,8,9,0.205,0.385,0.41,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7636972013028946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455746159214487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waters-K,2019/04/24,"Pre-exam anxiety I have a huge exam in 24hours, and I just can't get myself to revise anymore. I feel so stressed that words are just jumping around and I get distracted every 5 seconds. I have never been to this kind of academic exam, and there is so many things I have to take into consideration (Time management, risk control) I am on my medication, but I need 100% focus to excel even with the medication. Especially if I am anxious. Should i just stop, relax and prepare for the exam physically because I get so angry when I can't read my notes at all. Do you think there is any difference trying to cram as much info in as possible just 24h before the exam?",5.607461538461538,5.9883035538461575,7.267500000000003,71.90125,67.30769230769229,9.884615384615383,31.634615384615394,9.827888789773867,3.085076923076924,522,20,95,11,8,182,88,130,0.139,0.7879999999999999,0.073,-0.7728,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,3,4,0,13,2,0,1,2,24,20,12,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,1,16,3,16,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,73,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398262688095242,0.0,0.1507223152190204,0.22258029284337494,0.1953942107457372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539254327046813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010359887786845,0.0,0.1676523502130522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220978428158542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584745519426328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301320573768074,0.0,0.16600066083132753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962092019351987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088096886962789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051694890188734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997507419230073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969605726949439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448348241152763,0.14609030955051427,0.15195654530230224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211421165852765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970766565236541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472033370065614,0.22568956939262466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148137031228784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089355193291705,0.12624460031198145,0.0,0.0,0.11488589351304715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376591437190932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,junebug_vs_hurricane,2019/04/24,"Help. I've been procrastinating important tasks. I've got a laptop warranty repair that I've been putting off mailing in for over a month. My excuse is that my printer is in a box in the spare bedroom (we moved in a year ago), I can't drive to go to the shipping place, and the paperwork requires me to write down the serial number and stuff, so it somehow feels too complicated to do the tasks involved. I've got a disability case started because of my executive function and emotional regulation issues and all I need to do at this point is make an appointment to talk to the very nice lady at the ss office. All I have to do is either walk down there or borrow my spouse's phone and call. Easy enough stuff. Yet for a month I just sit in my pjs and browse reddit every night and sleep all day. I feel like such a loser. If I do these things I'll be able to buy food, get my phone turned back on, and play on my computer again. But I just sit here hungry and dirty and bored. Do you think I should request a social worker or am I just being a lazy fuck? Do they even have social workers for this kind of thing? I'm in NYS. Should I push my spouse to help me more? She already does the cooking and driving and bill paying- I'm a burden at best. Any help or advice is appreciated.",3.453524114468681,4.485630346007612,4.7042385431258795,85.98982589553734,72.53612167300379,7.5140284170502305,24.868721232739645,7.85451343220497,1.1528220532319389,1003,29,215,13,19,332,157,263,0.065,0.81,0.124,0.9141,0,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,1,1,1,5,14,9,1,0,19,0,21,4,1,1,3,35,35,18,0,4,9,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,13,2,1,3,2,4,7,1,4,0,0,4,2,24,5,30,27,7,36,0,1,0,1,20,17,1,5,11,141,34,7,0.14113880422266406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791920600725252,0.12511103411524302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575018009840666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597922672723462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085270284687692,0.0,0.08603690505111729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811646745944093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441184993756612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102285260166787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351151869287093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587621579867999,0.0,0.14583411354254153,0.0,0.09322084907730477,0.0,0.11891552982430599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427280403230981,0.10082958993753774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706656023008443,0.0,0.0,0.13048055022346094,0.07373919991702188,0.0,0.08021243498475966,0.0,0.225763190024006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838070961764325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731224259592754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697434557355166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895329054681994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421124777940428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253112939755884,0.1500082126293388,0.0,0.10465263496781074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244920675816432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746001054949628,0.0,0.13342179008354454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418834810430802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124073297913525,0.2877464737525574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989877206624026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231403273437751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344202459129366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875327001800788,0.09043604681074788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351848996637155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645429473503255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088876250193098 adhd,Y2160NTLL,2019/04/24,"New to Reddit Hi everyone, a few weeks ago, I’ve discovered Reddit and 3 days ago I came across a post on this subreddit. I’d never thought that there would be a subreddit for people with ADHD! I recognize myself in a lot of things I’ve read so far. I’ve been diagnosed with ADD when I was 12 y/o (now 23). What I haven’t seen yet, is something I struggle a lot with and frustrates me so hard. When I try to have a normal conversation or tell a story, I struggle hard to make regular sentences or the words that come out. Sometimes they don’t even make sence because I can’t concentrate myself enough while telling a story. Does anyone struggle with this aswell?",3.1367327409432697,4.873647075187972,4.2968831168831185,85.7912987012987,74.48872180451126,7.54313055365687,26.376623376623375,8.296473431620573,1.727276691729324,523,19,105,9,11,171,89,133,0.11699999999999999,0.873,0.01,-0.8828,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,3,9,0,9,1,0,2,1,21,15,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,3,12,0,13,8,4,19,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,4,11,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535531450393494,0.0,0.27343239699146193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078416825639631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094017595427211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639881868465135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285608054342415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946603408676584,0.0,0.0,0.1565409010234508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496831375056473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593615283857839,0.0,0.10186791434122283,0.0,0.0,0.14737403107372046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276320803554892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622428299086582,0.0,0.0,0.20590036271421494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895221402379733,0.14895695881369045,0.0,0.0,0.15111332722480458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692413908127964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771036508122978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427242425957502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873431807101342,0.1525380933539978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837062041432479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26960883729010066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024640154386524,0.0,0.0,0.12244193793777387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471251267131322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371455425648407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956105512441887,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdgirlie,2019/04/24,"I am a student. I am your classmate. Here's what I wish you knew. I started drafting this post but started going down different roads and ended up with this mess that I am not feeling like rescuing. Instead of just leaving the page and never posting like usual, here is my unfinished draft... because of the irony of an unfinished post in r/ADHD I am an attractive uni girl. People ask to touch my face, compliment what I wear constantly, tell me to do modelling jobs. Many say I am intelligent, talented. That teachers love me. I appear put together and proper. I get good grades and get nicely along with most people. I find it so hard to get up in mornings despite of 6 morning alarms ringing throughout 2 hours. I skip classes when possible without getting into (too much) trouble. I may reply hours or even days late to your messages. I either never check my phone, have notifications off, or saw it and genuinely forgot to reply. I feel bad about it. I would never purposefully ignore anyone. I am the student who writes on an old assignment paper torn in half, because I lost or forgot my actual notebook, or never even owned one in the first place. I am your classmate who couldn't make it to the party at the last moment although I said I would, giving a bad excuse. I'm sorry, to myself too. I am the student who likely didn't read the material/book, unbeknownst to everyone including the teacher. I either forgot to, never had it, forgot to bring it, or lost it. (Thanks, Google) I am your classmate who knows ridiculously few of the facts ""normal"" people memorise, to your surprise. I may appear put together and remember lyrics to hundreds of songs, but my memory is much, much weaker than I'd like to admit when it comes to the things most people would deem as important. I have no idea about many basic facts/things, and may sometimes in shame try to hide this. I am the student teachers either love or hate, depending on how high they rank discipline versus results, and how much they have ""figured"" my study behaviour out. How much do they mind absence? Sickness? Excuses for work not turned in? Not following the work schedule? General messiness? I am your classmate who seems to wing everything carelessly - the half-assed ""top"" student of which some people may be jealous. The classmate who gets A's despite of seemingly non-existent effort. I am the student who starts assignments, exam preparations, and projects in the evening before the deadline or even the morning on the day, despite having had weeks to work on it. I maybe never prepared for the exam at all and instead binge watched youtube street food compilations while eating snacks. I maybe left the exam room 1 or 2 hours early because my intense focus exhausted itself. But am I lazy? Is it really as low effort as other people think? Should anyone be jealous of this? It feels like I am dragging my body through heavy concrete when I have to force myself to reach a deadline when the last moment adrenaline isn't pushing me into intense focus. I may come off as a detached, air-headed girl, although many would perceive me as intelligent and talented in my field. I find it hard to make true friends because I feel like an alien, although I get along well with most people and could even be seen as ""popular"". My head is a mess, all over the place, like everything in my room Because I pass everything nicely, appear successful, social, and talented - that does not mean I am not struggling. It feels as if struggle to do anything at all. To get up, clean, take a shower. To start any assignments (currently procrastinating as I write this), somehow dealing with my goldfish short term memory and weird ways of socialising. I feel like I truly fit in nowhere, with no one.",5.339823062010211,7.210645321273517,5.73465909401196,77.16957076154333,69.01447178002894,8.398885945990225,31.7063320863938,8.948635820820359,2.9191786090708027,2971,129,496,55,53,951,326,691,0.142,0.718,0.139,0.7575,4,0,0,0,0,0,107.0,0,7,3,11,25,45,4,4,35,0,46,11,4,7,11,118,99,46,0,10,23,0,9,8,1,10,2,4,4,2,34,26,3,6,19,2,1,12,17,20,1,4,13,16,71,25,82,71,19,90,0,3,3,2,36,39,0,25,43,354,105,23,0.0,0.0,0.057938701115228676,0.0,0.07135384473396555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037513088496305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302884321512416,0.0,0.048858260460412035,0.0,0.055504990864949096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914661140445116,0.18096370541972198,0.0,0.05052136788628642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594912794046931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228778353002074,0.0,0.06416025413199512,0.0,0.04740386927852902,0.0,0.0,0.07658031248280983,0.061210129546425227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203131062051519,0.0,0.0,0.05195701093943272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075258126913492,0.0,0.0,0.052586145197894785,0.0,0.0,0.19607388551899887,0.0,0.0,0.056732679929873936,0.16007971079503594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801222047363354,0.16966204165718993,0.0,0.0,0.10853022747543313,0.050501961645659066,0.07179309800067793,0.0,0.04587081322010299,0.0,0.2171366622409125,0.056955222777700674,0.033742588594874494,0.049798583139731394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063716557919454,0.058617754075439066,0.12186600891693734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272998739050782,0.0,0.0,0.17540896747491824,0.0,0.0,0.06702398520722902,0.0,0.0,0.05891774565123795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032629407534443856,0.09679253202795064,0.06697442588857343,0.06286658545797326,0.06450806730392136,0.0,0.0,0.2320500571390218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962353624794398,0.0,0.10717145423868843,0.0,0.07926280695590948,0.18058227108823274,0.11929470695728595,0.06467372963565413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059948995292860824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822698645663824,0.0,0.274748997608114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817214854016354,0.0,0.0,0.06230113476289681,0.0,0.08046427642778317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881284470917945,0.0,0.12406262124103035,0.0,0.0,0.06693323288169055,0.17058646228424734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193709162464637,0.0,0.0,0.05938826537998446,0.0,0.03803535061981153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725712689136287,0.0,0.056476556793950826,0.04721515520905065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810043915529004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060522479371827836,0.0,0.0,0.05872062238045641,0.06646231525759104,0.16809579051451284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413742574961505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044640504250497766,0.0,0.051893918354562266,0.05466194339861004,0.0,0.0,0.03944425045483679,0.03804330740316848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040309825433646605,0.0645799027248813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539008851849984,0.0,0.0,0.047126887557351387,0.047624796296636636,0.0,0.0533827366938672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827509807553668,0.05723268057493507,0.0,0.1296710027074566,0.0,0.0,0.16870522514359873,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pharmstocks,2019/04/24,"Vyvanse experience What Vyvanse has done for me so far: \-Allowed me to focus \-optimized my productivity \-Complete tasks without issue Which seems about right for an ADHD medication. However, it’s also: \-Stabilized my mood \-Given me good energy and ways to channel it (such as my sudden artistic motivation) \-Settled my temper \-Settled my anxiety \-Basically dragged my depression to a halt \-Allowed me to think the way I usually think \-Allowed me to act the way I usually act \-Got me to drink a shit ton of water. Yo. This stuff is amazing. Why did I not take this medication sooner wtf.",5.053584415584414,8.202889371428578,6.563203463203465,65.00922077922078,74.33333333333333,9.913419913419911,35.25974025974025,10.018931242160765,4.855857142857143,484,27,69,16,11,164,74,105,0.145,0.779,0.076,-0.7906,4,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,5,0,4,5,1,4,0,11,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,2,1,4,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,15,2,12,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,49,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211261084881428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057631561683806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447611011312394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430868942956335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140456340284056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989051259595198,0.0,0.1722037433508808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195282390671662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474412869955656,0.1405924375193954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834753243946253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541725961860591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012061982984462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002933084581494,0.0,0.0,0.18044220712357245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123336438170406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321694912555279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252736464148865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872077557254605,0.0,0.0,0.4185931716603861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861987858547955,0.0,0.0,0.1694518106769584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Drink_Some_H20,2019/04/24,"How do I ask my parents to get assessed? I researched this but it's mostly for parents or adults for diagnosis I'm in yr 8 for context. I've been reading up on ADHD and scrolling through this subreddit, I relate and I've been questioning if I have ADHD-PI. I also related a lot [to this comment if that matters.](https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/bgg8w8/redditors_with_addadhd_whats_something_you_wish/elkq0m6/?context=3) I hardly ever do homework or assignments until the night before or I wing it or make an excuse. I have trouble doing certain tasks and I really like my hobbies but are too lazy to participate in them. I want to be assessed because it's affecting my mood and I hate myself for being lazy all the time and it affects my sleep. There may be more symptoms I don't know but I'm doubting myself because: * I have good grades * My parents certainly don't have ADHD * ADHD is a lot of the times misdiagnosed (apparently) * What if I'm just super lazy? * I asked my parents if I ever liked homework when I was younger, I did, then my brother chimed in and said everyone hates doing homework * I pay attention in class and I'm mostly well behaved (I hope) I have anxiety and I'm worried this will be like the other times I was irrational and was worrying over nothing. No-one ever has questioned if I have ADHD. I'm scared to ask my parents because they'll probably be puzzled on why I would ever think of that additionally it'd be humiliating if I didn't have ADHD not that I want to be diagnosed it's just that I want to know what's causing these 'symptoms'. Should I ask to see a psychologist to see what's causing me all these things? They probably would think this is all my anxiety.",2.4224232158988244,5.299311861111113,4.099358626919603,79.74735772357724,84.70987654320987,6.3708521529659725,27.038241493526048,7.678348718463194,2.078942125865704,1369,62,238,26,41,456,156,324,0.162,0.732,0.106,-0.9544,6,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,1,12,15,2,2,8,0,38,4,1,6,9,62,63,27,0,13,16,6,1,3,0,6,3,1,3,1,22,10,0,0,7,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,8,4,42,9,25,41,8,19,0,0,2,0,19,8,0,20,14,177,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448409532198267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042423276376794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560433552390265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825485881344177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817957270092246,0.0,0.06429485414033333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523911394901868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669044897163069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733885336029932,0.0,0.07219953721941037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947628105942142,0.0,0.0,0.06337501879543113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768571774622614,0.14919706674598165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504679774151918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305012654584194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074243335951336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284745407353516,0.0,0.0,0.05043599198911351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090668352743748,0.0,0.07250057169080901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194947484692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629300291778557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928598227183925,0.0,0.07557910682164977,0.0,0.04840481211398518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187358801504193,0.0,0.07564739954960271,0.0,0.1204209381377468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561322713559786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706875638553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019781600879614,0.09682987626178358,0.0,0.0,0.13217658607498906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336993652246164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793630918840701,0.0,0.0681799378690048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346697300664802,0.0,0.10734940775687177,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bling_bling2000,2019/04/24,"Weed and ADHD questions So, I am a relatively frequent smoker, and my first question is this: is it okay to smoke weed when on your meds? I take one 27mg concerta in the morning (except weekends), and I generally avoid smoking while I'm on it. It's mostly because when I'm on concerta it's because I need to be productive, which just plain isn't what weed is about lol. But, there are times when I get home from school and have no homework and want to decompress, so I'll have a smoke. It certainly doesn't seem like mixing the two, especially with the concerta at a relatively low dose, has any negative impact on me from what I can tell. Just that I can still focus a little once I'm high. My physician (university doctor) has made it clear that I'm not allowed to be using marijuana while I have a concerta prescription. This is in Canada by the way. I've also seen a couple comments here mentioning how common it is for people with ADHD to smoke lots of weed. Is it common to have a prescription for concerta or other such medication and be, let's say, a daily smoker? Or a weekend smoker? I guess the main reason I ask, is that the student health center at my campus has phoned me every two weeks (average, 1-4 weeks really) for pretty much this entire school year to give them pee tests. My doc gave me a 6 month prescription before this started, and had said before that if I fail a test I have to give a clean sample before getting another prescription. This is super annoying because their inconsistency makes it impossible to just stop for a week to prepare, and it also means if I fail a test I just have to wait until they phone me again to give another test. And then, of course, wait a month to get in on another appointment. Like, I need these meds, and I see no harm in smoking weed on the weekend. Keeping concerta from me would do far more harm than keeping weed from me would do good. And it's legal!! He warns me about alcohol too but they're not testing for that, and it's way worse for the brain and the body! Ugh I guess I mostly just wanted to rant about how dumb it is. Do any of you have advice on the matter? New doctor? Stop weed because it's actually the devil? Sacrifice a lamb to the gods in order to cure my ADHD and live without any restriction to my freedom of liberty as granted to me by section 7 of the Charter of Rights? Eat some cereal? I'm all ears.",5.053899371069182,5.4756360985324966,6.294857442348013,78.2512169811321,68.51781970649895,9.462725366876313,29.31719077568134,9.473421319101043,2.5018657442348013,1877,64,368,37,30,634,231,477,0.106,0.8190000000000001,0.075,-0.9470000000000001,1,1,7,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,3,4,23,16,2,1,29,2,35,12,4,7,3,67,68,34,0,8,15,0,0,2,0,2,7,3,3,0,29,16,2,8,5,3,0,0,8,10,0,4,5,6,37,6,60,57,9,51,2,3,2,0,20,21,1,13,29,251,66,15,0.0,0.0,0.08247939925745633,0.0,0.3047301096720865,0.08259203731383939,0.0,0.09032625403480864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135181343973059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242964423952012,0.2658799985134344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079014859052964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609060849655608,0.0,0.21576107123830213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388274761743537,0.0,0.09435235413636926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351985337721601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730197526456736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648513532349429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712118069758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189273107060089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324747493989867,0.2432380672429993,0.0,0.07089142735645408,0.0,0.0,0.18621677897220426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984088545452569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930009778967885,0.0847805247460129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025064901198842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642750123765935,0.0,0.08258447696480341,0.08471131754722037,0.07463277309828578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185594375200864,0.0,0.07997493685367185,0.056417805157395966,0.0,0.0,0.0920671376025349,0.1877654952348708,0.08514508176711005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492623208897156,0.0,0.06213197879224683,0.12534112662740415,0.0,0.08163001335605571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001111950090983,0.057272988984085775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585955766739742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859872999398053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936365058017526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541457231398687,0.08690071202830764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217968068668149,0.08039794449707338,0.06721375458081301,0.0,0.1710776527409086,0.06735155547443851,0.07694390027197229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982374281989253,0.0,0.06749783962132122,0.1413251314752213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354857637916947,0.0,0.07387426933315862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928433436422484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512766050160407,0.0,0.0,0.07299820611657266,0.0,0.0,0.09970425800339927,0.13417620001088953,0.20339071360056066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814743344405729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613317532323113,0.1200812699767322,0.0,0.0,0.05442815602906987 adhd,jabfo43,2019/04/24,"How do people go through life without talking to themselves when alone? I almost feel like thoughts when I’m alone don’t even become whole until I speak them out into the world. How on earth do people just think alone in silence? Anyone else relate? Anyone else feel really annoyed when people think you’re mentally handicapped because you talk to yourself?",5.392708333333331,8.252208687500001,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,71.5,6.1416666666666675,27.854166666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.7965916666666668,292,11,44,3,6,87,47,64,0.149,0.8170000000000001,0.034,-0.7671,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,7,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,12,10,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,9,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460315842950654,0.5107453502408449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987710120261545,0.33685415267722835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002047250423264,0.18154516267242984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274637350161575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085716593879527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623127049850095,0.11743334246877682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342113117444067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610669023378352,0.08030792734702176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656567126145411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418818756747137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053062502756236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642453694879344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065655951249887,0.0,0.13049962263928738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352477101060075,0.0,0.1584567747202431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zaccheaus4real,2019/04/24,"Cheapest and most reliable bulk sms platform in Nigeria **Short Message Service (SMS)** is a service that enables someone to send text message from his or her phone to friends, relatives, associates and so on. It is also possible to send text message via the internet using an SMS enabled online system. SMS is becoming more popular day by day as it has been noted to be one of the most effective way of communicating to people that belong to the same group or have common interest and for marketing or promoting products/services. The process of mass messaging is often referred to as bulk SMS messaging. &#x200B; SMS has made it possible to reach people in few seconds and place information directly “in the palm of their hand”. The recipient's direct response to such information has been noted to be very high.",6.637537878787877,8.806709041666668,7.215454545454548,66.6477272727273,66.22222222222223,10.514141414141417,39.47979797979798,10.637119530657019,5.109563888888889,658,38,96,19,11,216,91,144,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.9544,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,8,0,12,2,2,3,0,17,14,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,3,23,9,5,16,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,6,3,69,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721074664419022,0.0,0.2331855098557776,0.2615099466159844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768820903158866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27759191673170364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662746801492701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273866072327073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364176529388156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583534591238342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984061542713989,0.0,0.22485401083201084,0.0,0.0,0.4852454581678208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235108626737276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858767776717909,0.0,0.17757502628820096,0.0,0.1708277574550405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615099466159844,0.0 adhd,KillerHyLyf,2019/04/24,Adhd and video games Anyone else find video games ultra stimulating. Too much sometimes.,5.462619047619048,8.518287642857146,3.93,75.19833333333334,101.14285714285714,4.723809523809524,18.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,1.03812380952381,73,2,9,1,3,21,12,14,0.0,0.818,0.182,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892157169449096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846308787707005,0.4170884920354491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400524450273356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720520824248889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992412589234786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40259990872827855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Melaniepaige,2019/04/24,"Dentist’s email informed me I have postponed my yearly check up appointment for...eleven months and 8 days. My teeth are crying and alone for no reason. Probably missed the appointment to alphabetize my socks and spice rack. Tomorrow I shall call the dentist AND the eye doctor then GO on schedule to the appointment. Anyone else struggle on managing random health appointments. I think “oh that can happen next week after work is better... and here we are a year later. “ Is this just me? Why is making time for this kinda thing so hard for? And don’t get me started on the mail only doctor bills. I was diagnosed with a rare eye disease this year and tested positive for the BRCA2 gene this week. I’m about to be drowning in doctors. Tips for holding yourself accountable and reminding yourself this is urgent?",4.125495495495496,6.9446976756756795,4.443135135135132,80.78114414414415,75.62162162162163,7.189909909909911,26.75855855855856,8.238735603445708,2.192476936936937,648,25,106,12,15,203,102,148,0.105,0.8590000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.8062,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,8,0,12,10,3,2,0,18,20,10,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,11,1,16,17,0,21,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,2,15,67,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267968982153387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657993513016572,0.17083230587993609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745716576775622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702476969821569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314262913363055,0.1075256202036012,0.0,0.0,0.16922517947276486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119588199744994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927965986458482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710837968453024,0.0,0.09475523534206706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743681857505225,0.0,0.14935533546798158,0.0,0.0,0.17722382560159966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129208279119532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308051731591816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773168775153088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680398401041365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976073812871288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142391857830708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180107755028087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743000682741024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076652356503644,0.10683242443128388,0.0,0.0,0.09722030492094083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267477924434718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044588181498764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137980408190795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221016572725672 adhd,ally80889,2019/04/24,"my mouth is ahead of my brain (i’m diagnosed with ADD) okay so, whenever i talk to anybody, i stutter a lot. i don’t have a speech impediment or anything, i just can’t get my words/thoughts together. i’ll just stop in the middle of what i was saying and think really hard about what to say next. i’ll repeat myself to fill the silence as i’m panicking and struggling to get my next thought out. this is especially bad when i’m telling stories, i have trouble moving from one point of the story to the other. like going from talking about the rising action(s) to the climax of the story, if that makes sense. does anyone else do this?",3.4262204724409457,4.972210559055117,4.600795275590553,84.69725590551181,73.33070866141733,7.2847244094488195,26.87322834645669,7.908726449838941,1.6041880314960628,499,18,99,7,10,164,83,127,0.145,0.8190000000000001,0.035,-0.9133,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,9,1,8,3,2,1,0,14,17,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,2,4,11,2,19,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,7,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314484322088984,0.19262010013537956,0.15470146251068828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696553297958052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098613321406101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080800231298573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451313461163464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704325883649406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643620369155848,0.0,0.10684023039979376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840397678536898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184343363028297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598241423443678,0.0,0.0,0.12548617207439294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980582813905245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998634160765376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738829755644335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777132784410201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043253919691504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989976922910562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571697952203214,0.0,0.19653013773728065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022018231127308,0.16431336255546514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045773301287578,0.0,0.2984894225661485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AndrewEricson18,2019/04/24,"Whats cheaper than therapy? A gun and a bullet. I dont know what to say here except when i was 10 years old, i was diagnosed with ADD. At that time i had cut myself with knives, contemplated suicide. Fast forward 25 years and the suicidal thoughts have returned. ADD is not something a medication can simply fix. It is not something that you ""grow out of."" We are prone to slipping out of control. Imagine being that lost 10 year old, switching back and forth between shrinks, ultimately being prescribed to ritalin 20 mg 3x a day. My grades skyrocketed, i won presidential awards, i was offered college preparation courses in elementary school, being listed top 10% in intelligence. There was so much potential. Suddenly instead of struggling in class, i was the top student in the school. Then high school begins and the downward spiral resumes. I fell into the trap of trying to be cool by taking unnecessary risks to make friends. Having ADD comes with another major issue outside of struggling to learn, making friends. To this day i do not enjoy going to places with a large number of people. Always fearful of what others think about me, freezing up in one on one conversations. In high school this is a recipe for disaster. I went into it with a head full of steam straight into a brick wall. It did not help that my older brother was the most popular kid in the school. One might think that would help, but he used this status to inflict an unbelievable amount of pain. I guess the reason for this post has roots that were planted in this time period with one of his friends dragging up an egregious moment from the past. 15 years later and this motherfucker still thinks its funny, yet turns around to try to claim a moral high ground. Its moments like these that define my social struggles that still rage today. So what did i do with all these high expectations and potential? Today i am a 35 year old working a dead end job. My former tormentors all have high paying careers even though i always overachieved them in any school. I still get bullied to this day. Ive thought about pursuing legal action for some of the things ive endured, but i have no motivation to try anymore. Thank you add.",5.478938733454863,7.343108476658479,5.505261155583737,78.9768455258778,68.65601965601965,7.9051755567884605,30.328049457081715,8.460557738077197,2.4001250534992464,1758,70,303,27,31,551,239,407,0.14400000000000002,0.763,0.09300000000000001,-0.9783,1,0,2,1,0,2,46.0,1,2,1,8,16,19,2,5,23,1,32,5,1,7,2,55,52,13,3,2,7,1,1,1,3,2,4,1,0,1,28,25,0,1,10,0,1,7,6,9,0,4,15,3,29,10,60,31,8,74,1,1,0,0,17,33,0,4,36,207,57,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359290730899858,0.0,0.0,0.05050440114486557,0.07787587894495633,0.0,0.0,0.0736533372319634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661137609357413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057107071683582075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639748173985897,0.0,0.0,0.08329724114154888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436890507841578,0.0,0.0,0.07537988112717704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704087830254734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577890185182629,0.0,0.0,0.04905293903070417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357150964427973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721365034067607,0.0,0.03880166844117699,0.0,0.042207893639210105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181395037896945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621981236173522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995597896323176,0.3923381023840197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751590471507062,0.07369896755008384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081543888821401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0362833163464829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107167616539329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991481763805298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481662536701304,0.0,0.07878600997495402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459510853868673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23379353326263894,0.0,0.2013021384930592,0.0,0.07902578490227004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089666828607946,0.051487686865716815,0.0,0.0775936604155265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112767135157233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635929029620157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059060443558415124,0.0,0.4509756425671329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757062951742662,0.0,0.11434939652696426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793020366733006,0.0,0.0,0.2329213383238024,0.0,0.16247303511056274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583986688240996,0.0,0.0,0.06837547411615938,0.08493128204940924,0.0,0.049339982414064336,0.14276271674076182,0.0729673757971277,0.11792009201924708,0.08661187479216555,0.0,0.14079368514739918,0.0,0.0,0.15126813579236692,0.08078164061948617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414321680289095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884665439832116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406757570853574,0.0,0.0,0.05275745353100772,0.0,0.0,0.23912895933216666 adhd,FrizzyhairDontCare,2019/04/24,"Ritalin Crash? Does anyone else crash hard when their Ritalin wears off? I was prescribed 20 mg, but I cut in half for 10 mgs because the 20 at one time is just way too much. I used to be on Concerta, and I don't remember crashing on it, but I have a sleep disorder too so the extended release doesn't work well with that. The crash makes me want to throw a toddler tantrum, and I'm a grown woman. It makes me not want to take my medicine, which I haven't for a while now because the crash is just too hard on me.",3.5536959370904313,3.7686431376146783,4.447994757536044,90.90706422018349,71.75229357798165,8.43040629095675,28.415465268676282,8.418075326091056,1.6095520314547842,398,14,95,6,7,129,70,109,0.233,0.741,0.026000000000000002,-0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,9,3,2,0,8,0,8,4,2,3,0,14,15,7,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,1,2,1,2,11,1,12,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003410302714574,0.2345085782474453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790390727451548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623095648918953,0.0,0.20028928068093604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119495487339014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41005250375631946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30555049843913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824880936095535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509102385642978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926975632683663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903940547912635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208485099324086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334583372059409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976737503511084,0.0,0.0,0.2699917662912536,0.1816696195359756,0.0,0.0,0.20578531635813932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662308183796992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,themostevilcupcake,2019/04/24,"I’m seeing a lot of posts on how people submitted papers and homework on time, if not early. I’m so proud of you! I’m proud because I’m sitting on about 3 months of homework in 3 different classes, and it’s all due in about 10 days. I have adderall, coffee (yes I know that’s a bad idea), water, and a lot of lost sleep in my future.",2.387260273972604,2.7924214246575367,4.651945205479453,87.71463013698633,74.4794520547945,6.935890410958903,25.558904109589037,6.742157984588678,0.919544657534246,256,8,58,2,5,90,48,73,0.083,0.799,0.11800000000000001,0.5384,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,1,11,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,12,7,3,14,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,3,6,32,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859033585155875,0.17419129364655472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428589959929406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985492095919808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32257834966177684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704139943870704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119312158990761,0.48587094345216103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808390043475454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810391899495053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736706832544395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770672885652024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859575896948617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666238364191571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ticking-Analog,2019/04/24,"Detoxing After being on medication and realizing what I need to do to grow as a person I am working on building good habits as well as removing distractions from my life. I currently have a serious technology addiction (purchasing tech that I don't need and also cannot afford).. It doesn't help that I work with tech daily for my profession. My is to sell my devices I don't need the ones I keep I will give to my wife and will ask permission to use them. With the entertainment aspect I will only have 1hr of play time on work days and 2hrs on days off. I also will be solely using the palm phone which is drastically smaller than my massive media consumer S10+ I have many other addictions as well such as nicotine I have smoked my last cancer stick and the others I won't mention in this post. With meds and therapy I have learned that things don't happen overnight so. I plan on using vacation time to build these good habits and finally implement a routine in my life something I've been against my entire life. I want change and I want to be a better husband as well as more in control human. I don't have many friends locally to help me or even understand/relate to why this is so important to me so anyone who is willing to be an friend and hold me accountable besides my wife I would truly appreciate and wish to grow. Perhaps others would like to join me or of some degree? Any questions I'd love to start a conversation.",5.0737288450809,6.002274003533572,6.063470336618932,78.11966896038686,68.68197879858657,9.350120885252,30.79579691277664,9.549672527348893,2.8113717314487627,1145,45,217,24,19,380,158,283,0.052000000000000005,0.7879999999999999,0.16,0.9794,2,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,10,14,0,1,10,0,31,10,1,4,0,33,46,24,0,8,2,3,0,1,2,8,8,0,0,2,14,13,0,3,3,2,3,3,7,2,3,1,1,0,34,12,40,33,2,23,0,0,0,1,18,10,0,4,10,154,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498206745804833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832609659355489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791909305067808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011778560919633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071178830430425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133769229096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121163561836487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851247289827444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477906910370013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756797513503682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255180199787235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705018338100925,0.0,0.0,0.10991665428855783,0.0,0.1922104200485348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013237089925392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360262346671053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184496714231417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339890849128483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427961080232501,0.055978549166030615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341393739371024,0.0,0.0,0.2323345497721913,0.0,0.0,0.12727379760689053,0.11542842725703065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548813533962853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764313458321137,0.08714410755157054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004781733306553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973704304747807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835708130450615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821014670301885,0.0,0.0,0.0811011088722295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310335004258156,0.0,0.07612260701424327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362634895653092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928299035607713,0.0,0.29688390508570883,0.0,0.0,0.13516583052489575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30906657166764195,0.0,0.10339164189430727,0.0,0.13176263713297887,0.0,0.0,0.2502492674197132,0.0,0.0,0.1627902851083438,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,si6ro,2019/04/24,"I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD But I think I might have it. Right now I'm at the end of my senior year of high school and I'm doing pretty bad because I just can't do my work. This isn't a problem that just started for me. Ever since I started middle school and my parents have been less involved with my studies I've done pretty bad, but that's weird for me since I've done really well in elementary school and I always made the highest scores on my TEKS and STAAR tests. And this went on up until now. This year I got a job and I honestly feel like my life has been crumbling ever since. My grades are terrible, I rarely have money now because I compulsively buy things when I'm angry or in a bad mood and I immediately regret it. I've been skipping school. I can't wake up on time for the life of me and whenever I go to school at around 9 I get in trouble for it, but no one seems to care when I don't show up. So I started a terrible habit of not coming to school whenever I wake up late. One of my biggest problems right now is reading. I'm in a dual credit class for literature right now and I have been struggling on it since the beginning of the school year since I can't focus on reading for the life of me. Right now we're reading Dante's Divine Comedy: The Inferno and I can read a line of poetry in the book, but I can't withhold any information from it. It's like I can see the words on the page but it's not going anywhere in my brain. &#x200B; A few weeks ago I started thinking and for some reason ADHD popped up into my head. I never thought I had it until now and I'm just kind of conflicted. Part of me hopes that I do have ADHD and part of me doesn't. The part of me that hopes that I do have it wants me to be diagnosed with it so I could finally be treated and hopefully find some help and reassurance. The other part of me that hopes that I don't have it makes me feel like I'm just trying to desperately cling onto a mental illness that I might or might not have just to give myself a pitiful excuse for being an underachiever and not doing my work. I don't know how all of this works but this Friday I have an appointment with a doctor to see if I do have ADHD or not. I don't know what is going to happen but I'm just going to try to be truthful to him entirely. I DON'T know if I have it or not, and my opinion doesn't matter because I'm not a professional. This is all I can really think about and I feel like I just need to vent and get this out of my system so I can try to do my school work that I'm already super late on.",2.975168764302058,3.5620655996376804,4.8038863463005335,86.49405034324946,73.2572463768116,7.7670480549199095,24.49008390541572,7.94452939551167,1.1149594202898545,2009,55,452,27,38,689,206,552,0.096,0.772,0.132,0.9653,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,25,31,0,1,25,0,56,11,4,4,6,97,103,40,0,12,27,1,3,4,0,3,7,0,0,0,31,27,0,2,14,6,3,6,22,12,1,2,12,5,66,18,68,83,11,68,1,2,2,0,8,31,0,17,34,322,97,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753012138178855,0.0,0.050764845204428526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319693414071276,0.0,0.047651768798929316,0.062050121217991035,0.06958718788859666,0.038944371470551103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050980881008990585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344978133628875,0.10473057466933562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393030290377835,0.0,0.0,0.058388794093326535,0.0,0.0,0.049331523531680216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045724034916058434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162521295362874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861647701438241,0.0,0.11721059867647415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050722668333289936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360481535943156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686963853235474,0.12273734034897915,0.0,0.06273456485331773,0.052342139851252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984059033255085,0.05493692043655645,0.13018745706220647,0.0,0.04580264832544577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064212129898663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877374285692107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838569850426864,0.060507046732293436,0.0,0.22752116252593485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682989807232565,0.0,0.0,0.05963606611380811,0.09441939184092953,0.0,0.12920215309087216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135076849921342,0.11191349014735144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418859958042094,0.0382269992719597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057712922894023626,0.18225767871276405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042463679178631315,0.04416880222010183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776128919616644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358961056139424,0.24806372108498564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652479010930868,0.0,0.10959595541865326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291349766309892,0.0,0.07337501036323647,0.058881295473498435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562707860487155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636681833708641,0.09127075592196082,0.052134860820491125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368644267280329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213903868411247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986920557069283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804647832516925,0.11008554000966547,0.0,0.04546459084097066,0.033393575106373384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664414067712606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033778295588370484,0.0,0.04593713302057178,0.0,0.051491031294584634,0.05308823830426605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676786221981968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958718788859666,0.11063661950829763 adhd,catsnapssnacks,2019/04/24,"Vyvanse and obsessive thoughts. I have predominately inattentive adhd as well as some OCD traits and some minor social anxiety issues. I've been taking 30mg of vyvanse for about a year now. When I take my meds I'm more prone to having obsessive thoughts as I'm trying to go to sleep, and they're normally related to my social anxiety. I cant ignore these thoughts as much as i try and they're typically quite negative. I also have noticed that my meds make me feel the physical reactions to emotions much more strongly. I have tried decreasing the amount of my medication which helps at night, but I find I'm not on top of things as much during the day. Has anyone has experience with this and would trying a different medication be beneficial?",6.512695035460992,7.414690907801423,7.424964539007096,69.73333333333336,65.45390070921987,11.373049645390072,34.106382978723396,11.20814326018867,4.1712042553191475,602,26,105,18,9,202,90,141,0.075,0.847,0.078,0.3542,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,2,5,0,10,3,1,1,0,19,21,14,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,1,12,2,19,15,8,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538712923854199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005109290170048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055101383445388,0.0,0.0,0.09622398116418372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875063484626408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437789431625085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479895331947865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461439870174813,0.0,0.0,0.06958254892577398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257781050529964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821007938100656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224079169715224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436348639635567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185943761476452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057196703702659,0.2772663454372098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034897554322922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914285642214407,0.1348340048748064,0.0,0.15667619768396854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637105994767025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377149183942432,0.2805634133668691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069395103593164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142564597624532,0.0,0.0,0.3277540868163602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737276573355613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373289211832784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775812704301293,0.0,0.0,0.08861989205873218 adhd,nataliechaco,2019/04/24,"Damned if I do, Damned if I Don't. God, I wish that I could just FOCUS. and DO STUFF. If I take my meds I lose my entire creative mind, everything becomes... not dull but no longer bright. If I DON'T I may fail all my classes. I mean I already struggle with my meds, so I think I may need a higher dosage which SUCKS. It destroys my appetite and sleep, but what else am I going to do? I'm on Focalin cause Adderall made me feel absolutely awful and very irritable, but at this point, it's so hard to continue. Wait, that sounded bad- it's just frustrating and I've tried SO MANY THINGS to get me to get stuff done, and all that works is overloading myself with caffeine. The same reaction as a stimulant I guess. I have a paper due, and I'm slowly getting through it but... like c' mon. If anyone has suggestions to just be a better student, and actually get stuff done that'd be GREAT. Sorry for the rant, but I am SO sick of getting bored and distracted so much.",1.9812820512820508,3.9321085897435917,3.4606410256410283,89.54685897435898,78.48717948717949,6.58974358974359,24.16666666666667,7.594959193182576,1.090897435897436,745,26,159,11,18,245,119,195,0.251,0.628,0.121,-0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,8,16,5,2,6,1,18,2,1,3,2,41,36,24,0,8,14,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,15,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,3,4,24,4,13,27,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,8,3,107,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.13102401142740122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481656023295755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938817396042983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121062993784517,0.0,0.14828598063284704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874715167699765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792791834260582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720028220343554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27480097236429124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216181193601253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066940549685518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788880131769462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35074158386537563,0.0,0.07630632424520974,0.0,0.0,0.1480284718420913,0.14790886934001415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027574639891404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559546717712153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020903899332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704550632713174,0.0,0.13612440444366866,0.0,0.1462547714692785,0.29827797746843193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557014039185053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870078071096587,0.0995563580445677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692453953586666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436272280457154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502995232234036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403637221486712,0.4611065092279445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095114019573387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920020336771771,0.0860320761077388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911576360289936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078331153376643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439899511493818,0.0,0.0,0.0977470706885804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mx_Hct,2019/04/24,"Zoning out completely So I just found this subreddit which is pretty cool. Anyways I have been diagnosed with inatentive adhd since middle school and have been on adderall for 4-5 years now and have to keep upping my dosage to combat my tolerance. Almost ~10-50 times a day I will literally just not think for a couple minutes. I cant explain it, im literally not thinking or doing anything and its like i just freeze and wake up all of a sudden. I was wondering if anyone else exprieinces this along with memory problems, brain ""fog"" and not being able to sort out my thoughts and communicate them properly. I feel so fucking stupid for even talking about these things but I was just wondering if anyone else has similar expriences or anything like that.",6.024857142857139,7.621171771428576,6.221428571428575,75.39357142857145,67.0,9.314285714285717,31.857142857142854,9.642632912329526,3.196228571428572,608,25,102,13,10,194,98,140,0.045,0.8690000000000001,0.086,0.529,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,2,0,3,1,13,4,2,0,1,36,23,13,0,3,12,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,3,12,3,16,15,1,11,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,8,7,76,20,1,0.16167683067745411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943041319044955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189599175366534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260963983664593,0.3313140382259188,0.2660925117775779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048481277423392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695150809348836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889233800213633,0.0,0.10426818059647114,0.0,0.0,0.16409857986706627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701204922264513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678602185195292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174866343573875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727029984080245,0.0,0.14946762473556507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463872101508815,0.0,0.0,0.14370579570776665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797426571368578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644834606687944,0.0,0.1547028920254019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636255841596241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374074505865874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994971228903876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741090226918484,0.2071919697476322,0.0,0.12835334408066407,0.09427506013865476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506632523956865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411457817316816 adhd,Ontherocks012,2019/04/24,"Has adderall ever caused urinary or kidney issues with you? I used to be on adderall years ago, for a few years. After I had my son I chose to not take medication and attempted to manage it on my own. 13 years later I got a job that I absolutely love but due to increased schooling lots of studying in caused so much stress that my doctor felt I should try and go back on medication. I’m on a low dose of Adderall IR 10 mg 2-3x a day. I’ve only been on it a few months and sometimes getting pressure when urinating, and sometimes spasms even when I’m not urinating. No other signs or symptoms other than that. Has anyone experienced this on this medication?",5.45368320610687,5.73220577099237,6.559608778625956,77.19910782442751,67.62595419847328,8.992748091603053,31.642175572519086,8.841846274778883,2.5285488549618322,520,20,100,8,8,175,85,131,0.078,0.862,0.061,-0.4937,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,5,0,6,10,3,3,1,18,15,10,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,2,10,1,17,9,6,23,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,3,13,68,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323972742364954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298743956702514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425268551170235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33199475007655793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421213994583577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539414542216122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672862794607377,0.14616734722720978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515167809607275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442407155569455,0.0,0.09183528378976401,0.0,0.1292382323830231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865790955073204,0.16035307655549758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737798405832516,0.1458412250515166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883545775704822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289795443014446,0.0,0.11878719485602582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289642693862997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353764089501124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196331547271937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510072436085215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795381394077916,0.12149552085595927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970895868899327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956182150747307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121758602360537 adhd,BBA-Throwaway,2019/04/24,"Diagnosing ADHD as an adult Hey everyone, I was wondering if I should get tested for ADHD. In terms of academics, I am currently in university, and have been having so much trouble focusing in classes that I find boring. For assignments, I am not able to get any work done until last minute and the pressure sets in. In my social life, people tell me I talk too much, I always intrupt people when they are telling a story, and I've been told to make impulsive impulsive decisions (example: deciding to go to the movies the night before an exam even though I know I am not ready). Personally, I don't want to be put on drugs unless they are necessary. One of my friends told me that they think I have ADD and haven't been able to get it out of my head since. I am worried that I am just getting ahead of myself because I have made it this far in school (even though I have struggled most of it even in childhood) and I feel like this might just be normal student behaviour. As people who have been diagnosed with ADHD, what do you all think? Is it worth getting tested? How do they diagnose you?",6.4147040498442385,6.1694039439252375,6.914532710280375,77.2519236760125,65.6355140186916,10.310903426791278,32.319314641744555,9.928628108626363,2.9861725856697814,860,31,166,17,12,282,126,214,0.067,0.897,0.036000000000000004,-0.6531,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,4,2,11,6,0,2,6,0,28,6,1,3,1,31,44,15,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,8,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,9,1,28,2,28,31,5,21,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,4,9,125,39,9,0.2226832136378436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014329233289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264513626349884,0.0,0.0,0.07571611070325246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787281008138324,0.0,0.09474350670606642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390281615963832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394112075596463,0.0,0.0,0.1291209152892968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206202436485841,0.0,0.0,0.10639167675521592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629766184861065,0.0795424661585427,0.0,0.0,0.10176421150921287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602224923350148,0.0,0.2908569705376787,0.0,0.06327800102352929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142686106505587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119043527310542,0.09075827012372456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864386965870991,0.0543958850099289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535412049949076,0.0743213871333765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811584966665085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369778428276782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448655551226163,0.10909113462102647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544795432393449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23157075285756595,0.09721919642830402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192906761117234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268365034544076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210292773302976,0.0,0.0,0.11349874657271528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639842230177375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894921660159426,0.19463494387942348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426864117450553,0.21878512677475093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278335351043184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567216446336066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074522308015985,0.08105801583631217,0.11307280637482515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tkt243,2019/04/24,"I love proving people wrong. I have figured out I have ADHD since I was a third grader. I went to the same high school and elementary. As I was about to graduate my principal (he never took his student side on any mater) sat my family done and told them that I should go to a full college because I wasn’t smart enough. Well the joke on him because in my 4 year I made the deans list. I am just wanting to the day I get my degrees and am just going to mail him a photo of me and it.",4.083974358974359,3.52401226923077,5.579615384615387,85.93205128205129,70.53846153846155,8.471794871794872,27.91025641025641,7.793537801064563,1.4351525641025642,372,11,86,4,6,127,71,104,0.032,0.853,0.115,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,2,14,19,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,9,0,20,4,12,9,3,14,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,62,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703517028893023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297683579385712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742604612479495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507710106381472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302066489966251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324382264918761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120671677995116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752948905636253,0.0,0.2556937561116473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237676876088156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030303010480967,0.212857473028716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734988484676205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595518886502102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766605568405698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608476216071604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495375176628906,0.2499328275777773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268404605081166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022611931268271,0.20853515943370646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459525311219287,0.0,0.1448633810759748 adhd,YumiRae,2019/04/24,"Why can't I do The Thing? The Thing™ needs to be done now. You know it is time to do The Thing. It is an important Thing to do. and yet... The Thing™ is not the thing that you are thinging. &#x200B; \~Why can I still not do the thing? How can I make others understand this? How do I stop hating myself for not being able to The Thing™ that needs thinged when it's time to be done?",-0.3344047619047608,1.5386105595238109,1.2547619047619063,102.69023809523813,86.26190476190477,4.685714285714286,15.285714285714285,5.82211442006289,-1.0402999999999998,293,5,76,2,9,94,44,84,0.08,0.897,0.022000000000000002,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,1,0,8,0,17,0,0,3,0,12,23,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,6,18,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,62,21,0,0.1245998267629134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350038602403589,0.1514024276476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550177658286263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301653294656585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847680622191718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083171351897756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477838549205616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950558260502032,0.10417103438471297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8277858836736197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531032198143773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971281390909511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248639267804677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514024276476,0.0 adhd,middlegray,2019/04/24,"I think going to sleep early enough (or the lack thereof) is the ONE habit I can change for maximum life-changing impact. But, even when I'm dead tired, I struggle so much with this anxiety/dread about transitioning for bedtime. Maybe regrets about low productivity during the day, Or anxiety about tomorrow? Why I struggle SO much with this aside, I need tips from people who know where I'm coming from. What are your tips for going to sleep at a reasonable hour (when ADHD makes it feel impossible)?",6.663731884057974,7.7702489239130434,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,65.19565217391305,9.611594202898553,30.55072463768116,9.725611199111238,2.8569942028985515,399,14,70,8,6,126,66,92,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,2,4,0,3,3,2,2,0,14,13,7,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,0,1,6,0,13,13,4,12,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099909785840866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067474393208054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890608071317164,0.1584042735633431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185933290316438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000671278755132,0.0,0.12145709029373401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297991089200792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901695393366812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109383226072573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106070185358734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988638875861214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227474770020544,0.0,0.1847414299477386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703594589196338,0.13635152072281545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246080892113788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274856258612869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906873674717029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36804402938604897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844818622376346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782878199481568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135359811679325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659314117859241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ledzeppelinfangirl,2019/04/24,"RSD Problems - Really struggling with dating affecting my self esteem at the moment and don't know where else to post this I've \[23F\] been single for two years and it's really getting to me. I have a lot of love to give, but I also have ADHD, autism, numerous chronic illnesses and am going through some really difficult treatments for endometriosis. I feel like I'm never going to find someone who will accept me because of how much is wrong with me, but I so desperately hope that that's not true. &#x200B; All of these feelings of rejection and inadequacy are coming up because I went on a second date two days ago with this guy who I really like and he called me beautiful. Whenever a guy says that to me, I just get this dejected feeling because I feel like that's the only thing they like about me. Nobody will be in a relationship with me, they just like the way I look and want to sleep with me, and every time someone says that, it just reinforces this idea that that's all I am to people. I haven't heard from him since our date either, which is sending my RSD through the roof. Almost every guy I've been out with says the same thing to me: that I'm fun to hang out with and I'm amazing and pretty, but I'm too much of a commitment. I just really want someone to see me as more than a bit of fun, because I'm a real person and I have a lot more to offer than that. &#x200B; I guess I'm posting this hear mainly because of the RSD element, and I hope that someone here will understand what I'm going through. I know it's not the end of the world or anything if this one guy doesn't like me, and I'm still so young and should focus on myself, but it just hurts a bit more each time.",6.359339080459769,5.2927288994252875,6.971264367816095,79.51683908045979,66.04022988505747,10.147126436781608,31.11494252873563,9.2995712137729,2.4410390804597704,1339,41,278,21,18,443,164,348,0.10800000000000001,0.72,0.172,0.9741,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,2,0,14,20,0,1,17,0,18,4,1,2,5,68,51,24,0,7,14,0,4,6,0,4,2,5,0,6,27,24,0,0,10,0,0,7,6,6,0,4,4,11,34,14,43,42,17,32,0,2,2,1,24,9,0,9,19,193,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797291249195753,0.0,0.07226382576244388,0.0,0.08163193277164456,0.0,0.0,0.06519265522138304,0.0,0.1766568628419362,0.19811491202740095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708518783317405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484735243266753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800056748030313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832424909735343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022349042400414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257457591429295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810069113762965,0.0,0.07220378692937167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737063542703748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487873048548005,0.1164778465859896,0.0,0.0,0.07450910682407398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518316121913441,0.07820278049436925,0.1389915158174002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980504196193552,0.3228761155773626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188057232449258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619383411870281,0.0,0.0,0.08727037300359401,0.09202776755832376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960408793542589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896350673112104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845746646140484,0.0,0.0,0.13861320294508647,0.07357627011487955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985525672632713,0.0,0.06287434965902038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524102830464087,0.06200071825641984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565166925454717,0.07118136508502647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561499837324729,0.08293659810795455,0.0,0.07800499533436213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278923052938567,0.2611235660649605,0.0,0.0,0.08752350338752353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448733085808992,0.0,0.0,0.06496202220838987,0.0,0.08504462687442467,0.0,0.0,0.06743536631882617,0.0,0.0815803001769015,0.0,0.2762913600912599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510311641076708,0.0,0.0,0.08522389504930597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831842663925947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507159859758757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926917608897426,0.08486667986672262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616689884981236,0.06470791374857576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755711789803687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913088229612802,0.19811491202740095,0.0524971258022994 adhd,RickleJaymes69,2019/04/24,"Methylphenidate Come Down + Eating Hey Reddit, I got a quick question for any of y'all that are experienced! I take one 40mg extended release methyiphenidate and two 10mg instant release of Methylphenidate everyday. It works fine and it causes me to focus and get my job done, the problem is when I start coming down, my arms get very energetic. I'm exercising at a level I've never seen myself work before and to be honest I'm loving the results (why I haven't went to my doctor about it) should I just let this slide or should I seek out medical attention? And do any of you have any advice on how to make the come down not as hard? And how do y'all eat on this stuff too?",3.8130656934306586,5.001002459854021,4.6537299270073005,86.09884306569346,71.84671532846716,7.523795620437956,25.37883211678832,7.908726449838941,1.269654598540146,535,16,111,7,10,173,94,137,0.021,0.87,0.109,0.8915,1,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,7,4,0,0,5,0,11,7,1,5,1,24,25,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,2,1,0,5,3,1,0,2,4,3,14,3,17,17,0,18,0,0,1,1,6,8,0,2,5,71,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909364635315468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321441356047748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385372274001384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724819363934013,0.0,0.4207328459232332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664041858493234,0.0,0.16660864163881514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331855220298624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701204427372697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021206455956008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458435794983499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156136440249969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648174284456124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694016361638196,0.0,0.10867529889867407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401147093507076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255672136103795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103226043498441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557848306176678,0.0,0.0,0.18238170795489425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523601660950022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637568489978767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224110103773882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590393122471382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433327322017108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092422307790482,0.1469084840922023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370516600648511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jakethehusky,2019/04/24,"Self diagnosing problems and getting through difficulty times Hi, You can all call me jake, not my real name, but it's similar and sounds better in english. Before I get more sidetracked and had an appointment with my psychiatrist last week and he suspected maybe adhd. I already have a diagnosis of ASD (Asperger's) and am currently recovering from a major breakdown and depression. To make it a short backstory, I've been struggling with depression for just two years now ups and downs. But I've always been too stubborn to acknowledge my problems nor seek help. Only once before did I seek help and things went better for a little bit, but only just recently things went so bad my only hope was pausing life. Not really possible if you think about it, but I did it through dropping out of university and to reflect on life as it was causing more stress than anything. I was struggling with keeping track of courses and doing everything last minute, I have no self-discipline, ... So that's why I went to see a psychiatrist. I was already taking a small dose of methylphenidate/concerta for some of my problems. And his first idea was to increase the dosage and see if it helped. It did have an affect but didn't change to problems with executive functioning I assumed I had because of my ASD. But he told me it didn't make sense that I had so much benefits from medication like concerta if it were only Asperger's. So he suspected adhd. I myself suspected something else besides my ASD was going on as well. My depression would worsen at times and vanish at times to an extent I'd see hypomania in so I looked into maybe bipolar type 2. But apparently according to him moodswings are a big part of adhd as well. Reading about adhd and reading this subreddit is really hitting home. In may I'm going back for a QEEG. But I'm worried about obsessing to much that I might put all my hopes up and in the end I might not have adhd and just be looking to explain the missing pieces my ASD doesn't explain. How do you all feel about self diagnosing? I try not to but I just can't stop myself from searching and obsessing about those things. One example and the first one I read on this subreddit is 'dynamic hobbies' which is so incredibly true for me. And like that almost all posts I've read feel so relatable.",5.0571855541718564,6.751307200913242,5.858509755085097,76.7001681195517,69.45662100456622,9.327355749273556,31.994188459941892,9.725611199111238,3.2599762557077625,1846,82,329,44,33,604,212,438,0.17,0.74,0.091,-0.9902,2,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,4,22,26,1,5,15,0,36,7,0,5,5,84,64,43,0,10,20,0,2,2,0,4,7,1,1,2,20,25,0,3,12,4,0,7,10,15,2,5,21,8,38,11,55,37,15,42,0,4,5,0,19,18,0,11,17,234,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174652328905623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956717516919543,0.0,0.15333036836648012,0.0,0.05780710221627036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717036035767964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342044947338745,0.058007053964068835,0.042350096597848635,0.0,0.11823281388260627,0.0,0.0,0.1228864474805966,0.07584652376636955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093970159049763,0.0,0.0,0.07136790926834458,0.07349322328993949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951098194104906,0.1410272672840271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803577777298919,0.0,0.06153245822619606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062437853673489585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025527349355001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818739835780455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259355128310475,0.0,0.07896621497332931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969886447084318,0.0,0.06968708450719999,0.13800473130387653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784265618709414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175079539981555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325953654150052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814167036494993,0.0678819981649125,0.06963019823614648,0.0,0.0,0.11667964727190985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274753529758242,0.0,0.13958993466494599,0.0,0.0,0.06998673959913294,0.0,0.1473997507137747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214129883404588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398647873481783,0.0941534069356328,0.21134939140181766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752324900121564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832037014193914,0.06653593086771352,0.0,0.0,0.2659051177767927,0.0,0.06983955459861631,0.0,0.0,0.27796720561038074,0.07907548473842888,0.08901236682493957,0.0,0.06859620722380247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608296134399528,0.0,0.21742647469301526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348371033037246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058082539649343574,0.07958108794578153,0.14525652974752554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223505074678962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846432463771988,0.04451549385798132,0.0,0.0,0.12153079674877887,0.0,0.0,0.0663844296764478,0.0,0.04716760736629184,0.0,0.06786502717649599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572705087292095,0.0,0.1249291425813394,0.19320650390245625,0.06268857758817767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055320483742802,0.0,0.0493516266481588,0.0,0.0,0.044738334896272686 adhd,ddmac__,2019/04/24,"Memory Hey all. I have ADHD and I have really bad memory problems. Some things I hold onto and never let go, memories from when I was very little, but other times people will say things to me and I'll forget within the hour. It makes it hard, especially in the professional world. Does anyone else have this issue, and if so how do you cope/ fight it?",2.2703105590062123,4.631776652173915,4.3296480331262925,81.57782608695653,79.57971014492753,7.421118012422363,15.65424430641822,8.418075326091056,0.7432592132505178,275,4,52,6,7,94,55,69,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.8667,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,2,14,9,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,5,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945771812651898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138811993390785,0.2511463717666841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465841349131728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144993011458167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047597558068003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930288793727147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957234852957044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24138610143130024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558334106928388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506437882929904,0.0,0.0,0.2456667754739406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361426871455034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904560684522434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992990777775518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345392319748273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570251247958868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492302603085826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256832525121942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429268704018159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224320047596706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YourMomsAHedgeWitch,2019/04/24,"Just found this sub today and it feels like I've found my people There's so much I want to say but I feel like I don't have to because you guys already know and understand what it's like. I have really been struggling with my ADHD recently. I don't have many people in my life, let alone ones who are supportive. My husband and I recently separated, partially because of my ADHD (and recent depression), his lack of understanding of it, and all the frustration it's caused us over the years. I have been trying to find people who I can connect with over this and I hope I've found that here. I am currently going through the torture of job hunting.. It has always been something I've struggled with, partially because I don't have a degree or proper career to lean on which leaves dead-end jobs that are usually boring and restrictive. It is frustrating and discouraging. I struggle with feeling like a waste of space and a failure for not being able to contribute to society. Maybe some of you can relate. If anyone has any advice or words of wisdom, I am open to receiving them. Thank you for reading. x",4.62572429906542,6.165889457943926,5.561764018691591,79.00984228971964,70.30841121495327,8.90140186915888,29.26285046728972,9.354420925462401,2.679804672897197,880,34,161,19,16,289,125,214,0.185,0.693,0.122,-0.9576,3,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,1,0,4,17,3,3,6,0,22,1,0,1,1,39,36,14,0,4,6,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,14,14,0,2,10,1,0,2,4,9,0,1,6,4,24,8,25,28,4,15,0,2,0,0,12,6,0,5,11,114,38,4,0.1059888126419598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547559120956478,0.10357104104530314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977244534362657,0.1169612903291886,0.0,0.08819118270486538,0.0,0.0,0.0720760271077847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410984216189953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382938930183954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887970654542374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128800902159144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938746288544901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077338483780787,0.22715528678694666,0.0,0.0,0.09687185460551252,0.0,0.0,0.3486337872547919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023588473757159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494558805292613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527080588663758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035508441012826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058248679581108485,0.0,0.0,0.11222684901141196,0.0,0.1083807418881612,0.07486303283059112,0.20712312062057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745602041699898,0.10648000816352578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791397252092506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182076245822291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043789234957453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060174947199057,0.0,0.06789914737709561,0.0,0.3139534976949141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428655789232893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159536611666354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324075588353867,0.0,0.0,0.12027484856184112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758025863464677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046500143800348,0.0,0.0,0.07195944649550677,0.0,0.0,0.22067618371303452,0.12749149154997955,0.0,0.11673170313845654,0.0,0.06251494777167353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825332036169998 adhd,adhddog,2019/04/24,"LPT If you’re forgetful, and sometimes leave the oven or stove on, turn on the hood light and keep it on until you turn off all burners/oven. That way you can easily tell you didn’t turn off the stove/oven.",3.4813178294573635,4.286963953488375,3.720930232558139,93.91457364341088,72.25581395348838,7.593798449612403,21.310077519379846,7.793537801064563,0.4366496124031003,162,3,38,2,3,50,29,43,0.079,0.863,0.057999999999999996,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002513422391235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740220674867595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595069672678056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261945466564661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8444701585357722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541607387464106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,secretfamtoo,2019/04/24,"Just found out I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child, what do I do? Sorry if this is a bit long or rambling, I've always had a bit of a problem with that but I guess I know why now. I found out recently that I was tested as a child and found to have ADHD, my parents were told by a well meaning doctor that the symptoms of ADHD are basically those of any child so they took me off the medication I used to be on and just never talked about it again. I do remember having to go to the principal in elementary school every day to take my pills and I'd have hair fall onto my notebook a lot, hair loss being a side effect that affected me. I'm an adult now and the more I read about adhd the more everything makes sense. It's like reading my life over and over again with each post. I just recently graduated and started work but I feel like I'm falling back into the same patterns. I'm going to go to the doctor and try and see what I can do, but is there any advice anyone can give me? I don't have the papers proving my diagnosis any more but would there be a record of it on my file? Another thing I just remembered is that I took my friends concerta once in highschool and, for lack of a better explanation, felt normal? Like I could follow my friends exact train of thought completely and everything was following through logically. As I said, a lot of things in my life are beginning to make a lot of sense. I live in Australia if that helps. Tldr: found out I had adhd as a kid, want to be treated for it but not sure where to begin.",4.756439920556108,4.6749898144654125,6.076991062562069,81.30370903674283,69.09433962264151,9.336246276067527,29.000993048659378,9.134995656068208,2.1594377358490573,1203,39,256,21,19,408,163,318,0.049,0.853,0.098,0.9596,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,16,11,0,0,22,0,28,10,2,5,4,63,60,23,0,8,13,1,4,3,2,1,8,1,0,5,16,18,0,0,14,2,0,9,3,2,1,0,16,6,32,9,45,38,11,39,0,1,1,0,14,16,0,7,16,186,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990129025749761,0.08114949779116297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909914309906487,0.0,0.0,0.16941801521587255,0.08707872677077477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580661969998923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385560149283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344554469820397,0.18132477146809425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706990606779902,0.0,0.0,0.06630376398120923,0.0,0.0,0.053556418935271285,0.0,0.0,0.08428776871111067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699978168814948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699680327648134,0.0,0.14926893133794206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198947024219096,0.05932654938203327,0.07973512754792693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642132197471751,0.12831895875425542,0.0,0.0,0.07966323648310929,0.14158721625639153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148217301179383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566254812273863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456387330599269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173126668615506,0.12171310423498975,0.0,0.07332924883150782,0.07349120187741859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180275744845256,0.0,0.0,0.11086484130680756,0.0,0.0,0.09045910746971858,0.0,0.0836579511718948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404854346539357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136534982881327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843899945661282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221037771622688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953306137119588,0.0,0.0,0.07946175763702618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661326634697908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639915843308448,0.0,0.18814500737301595,0.0,0.0789937266541562,0.0,0.0,0.08404481869397748,0.06617520380852156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296080112346436,0.0587788707448255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826785421757727,0.08631436630956937,0.06243864694749274,0.06674750812814388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034129966086,0.0,0.0,0.06592754786746242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935196593320308,0.18452956560724929,0.0563813290424124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717232309393955,0.0,0.0,0.048981419563921116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466640230620096,0.0,0.07493416599981573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060456918317538785,0.0,0.0,0.058991974708826125,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HowlingFrost,2019/04/24,"Long time users of ADHD/ADD meds, what is it like to be on medication for ADHD/ADD? So I have not been clinically diagnosed with ADHD but I have taken those online tests and I can just relate to all of these post in here. As of that, I am a little nervous to go to a therapist and a psychiatrist as I do not know what to expect. I was wondering, what it is like being on the meds full time. I have tried adderall once and boy did it make me feel like I could focus and complete anything. My question is for the long time users of adhd meds and the short time as well. What is it like being on a medication? Does it help as much as everyone says?",2.7644444444444436,3.784771555555558,4.709074074074074,85.34583333333336,74.18518518518519,7.77037037037037,23.12962962962963,8.238735603445708,1.1133851851851857,500,13,110,8,10,172,76,135,0.016,0.848,0.136,0.9435,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,0,17,4,0,1,1,18,23,12,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,2,10,5,21,15,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,10,82,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857632579949685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027271107100706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277580990100922,0.0,0.0,0.09728783716450888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367585525989575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663233395843573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643352770411335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616113550462081,0.08705013605935236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925053829338024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167392909188914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696593622629024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812031081586715,0.12212637292939812,0.0,0.21566799988310267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133626193063907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060458429573686,0.2455034418086532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957425563111635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976697643538698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669924992597198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650062636043586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690053579140392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147800823756435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842083996527319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272859985070151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955837727831072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214184328525394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,greg_no,2019/04/24,"a bit confused about my diagnoses right now i've literally always had anxiety, but the more i look into ADHD, the more i realize i fall in line with these symptoms a lot more... the processing issues, the lack of any motivation at all, the inability to start anything, the inability to stay focused, taking things super harshly, I heavily struggle with organization, idk.... the thing is though, i've already taken a screening from my psych and they confirmed it's not ADHD, but my current meds aren't doing much... i was wondering if any of you have been in this situation and how you handled it? obviously i have my double depression and my anxiety stuff but i really think this might be the core of it and i'm not sure how to help myself properly here.",6.260790297339593,7.044164500000001,7.681643192488263,68.09097809076684,65.97183098591549,11.099843505477311,34.791862284820034,10.980518767755715,4.173819092331768,597,27,103,17,9,206,95,142,0.165,0.736,0.099,-0.7988,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,2,6,5,0,2,11,0,10,2,0,3,3,26,17,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,2,16,2,14,11,9,10,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,5,3,83,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081523077019867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738729227896075,0.0,0.14129381510268502,0.0,0.0,0.23095045411930085,0.0,0.2598052296487242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973747197205608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538629847130655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625533610263508,0.17235149198032124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381868761126468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723537938865375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259590842493014,0.0,0.0,0.14436464432106444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861834887940573,0.0,0.0,0.18013939745341606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248283795459286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878331915827724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450150590952261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087124732858154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019093902593404,0.18099267805050506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752013567312067,0.1943894733502992,0.0,0.0,0.16004198064291092,0.1764954754441053,0.12767444343575748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562570957095565,0.10880607602233364,0.1668354459634409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414947521796926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,settingiskey,2019/04/24,"Serious consequences of procrastination this week Twice this week I have totally screwed myself over by waiting until the last second to do things. First, a certification exam that I couldn’t take before my voucher expired because of technical issues. This was paid for by work and I’m just hoping they forget about it and never ask me how it went. Second much bigger problem...put off a yearly required training exercise that is required due to legal implications and TONIGHT of all nights my work laptop completely crashed, causing me to miss the deadline, potentially resulting in a suspension. WILL I EVER LEARN. Here’s some motivation to get your shit done",7.874021739130434,9.750685565217395,7.767554347826088,64.9765489130435,62.91304347826087,10.271739130434783,36.98369565217392,10.411451182825502,4.458760869565218,540,26,77,13,8,173,91,115,0.10300000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.6361,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,6,5,5,2,0,5,0,7,3,1,4,4,20,16,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,4,0,4,4,0,10,1,15,10,4,16,0,1,0,1,3,4,2,2,11,61,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070208922846303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087037106494856,0.0,0.1826816638908884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054128605109966,0.0,0.0,0.22509380477978036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969794288772596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419544874569775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826114923085264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216438398661062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323127743909706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407602690362471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499744704930895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781864450512764,0.0,0.16557879743205994,0.0,0.0,0.20146792618121914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542515972257244,0.0,0.2158183607495232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037172023746796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141688031417714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262759710380785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444157351208928,0.0,0.0,0.19901573541440554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125873998016868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825051083828155 adhd,mr42ndstblvdworks,2019/04/24,"When I'm doing something hard working ect I think about things I like like a line from a movie or something. Helps me pass time in my head. Anybody else do this? If I'm doing repative tasks ect all just start thinking about stuff I like or funny movie lines I remember or funny stories from getting high on weed. So I pick something and that's all I think about while I work like I just zone the fuck out and think about movies or lines from movies. Works for me I guess idk",0.5580888183980974,3.0258901855670146,0.9447422680412388,101.57906423473436,90.44329896907215,3.3969865186360035,17.770816812053926,4.713530739802397,-0.8888740681998413,376,10,83,1,13,112,60,97,0.064,0.747,0.188,0.9022,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,2,19,13,10,0,1,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,11,13,2,9,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,8,47,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045390253143787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650337971928314,0.09409698213989004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840502063138127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133793769239174,0.0,0.18483881262427526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072001183513055,0.1902899173977252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35195915097380986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402288686738013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159589093063199,0.0,0.0,0.12747864068896722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617615627075994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965319097133828,0.461613854835917,0.0,0.0,0.10502017519911544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933538873597143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EdibleUnderpants,2019/04/24,"Possible ADHD, Disguised by Anxiety/Depression? Hey all, stumbled upon this subreddit earlier today, and has been hugely insightful. My question relates to anxiety (mostly) masking possible ADHD tendencies? TLDR of this is I am on antidepressants for some severe depression, which has mostly been worked on, which has now manifested more into an anxiety type thing, on the same medication. I have always been the anxious type, right from being a kid. Not being able to sleep (as a child, and adult before medication). Personal reasons relating to a marriage breakup and child custody dramas. My whole life I have felt like I cannot sit still, cannot focus on anything (moreso on these meds) and cannot function socially without feeling super awkward, or super outgoing. Fluctuating massively between the two. Where do I go from here? I don’t want to be shut down by a GP who blames my current meds “just because”. I tried to wean off these last year, and they caused serious sleep issues, where I could NOT switch off, and everything was blown way out of proportion... mind racing, trying to work on 1-3 hours sleep... I am scattered really, and want to know what the hell to do... My medication has helped with the initial depression, but is the ongoing medication causing me issues? Should I somehow seek a different/second opinion? I will mention I am seeing a psychologist. In Australia, if that makes any difference. Thanks! And apologies for me being scattered on this post.",6.181694352159468,8.592110325581398,6.672746400885937,69.10453488372094,67.83720930232558,9.875526024363234,34.76633444075305,10.181067101454742,4.289559025470656,1176,58,174,32,21,382,165,258,0.099,0.858,0.043,-0.8724,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,4,7,9,1,1,13,0,28,8,3,4,1,39,37,12,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,5,11,11,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,3,19,4,34,25,7,30,1,2,1,0,14,19,1,8,8,133,30,4,0.10374561532322406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493641375800156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863246628368867,0.0,0.0,0.07055057600853068,0.0,0.15873022351605992,0.11720301529988865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537380171170293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324236416904996,0.0,0.08827987741443707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315064996388447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828324319780437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26806783937386075,0.0,0.0,0.10839208688413983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932398694966206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245690031437852,0.0,0.09961206019534703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058961024006831564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953849908744268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216853313059278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165669368807706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057015876999409285,0.08456652323125119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327859622514203,0.050684867253481786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925100382615765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304759816985867,0.4180511713834137,0.0,0.0,0.10475349692598017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058666964531112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339151864235852,0.09935962154278603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162188324614734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646209773436336,0.10666777136010662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885981886296218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267182342251353,0.0,0.0,0.11720301529988865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114616174976189,0.10575558982861677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285138241080132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551502392661948,0.0,0.0,0.06892397693377854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833871267001992,0.0,0.0,0.14087292552684885,0.0,0.10134439134328826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238370374768945,0.08234844048267015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582827453886352,0.0,0.10000707100067173,0.0,0.1510560871192443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680877483454721 adhd,blazed-trex,2019/04/24,"Are intense sensory issues normal? Like is that a thing for adhd people? I have really bad issues when it comes to certain sights, smells, feelings and especially sounds. Like for ten years I’ve carried earphones EVERYWHERE without fail because so many sounds set off anxiety attacks and insane anger sometimes to the point of full on mental breakdowns where I’ve almost been taken to the hospital. Just for sounds like a pen clicking or paper rustling or someone breathing or even a pen scratching against a page. And then sights like someone bouncing their leg triggers the same things which makes me feel awful because I bounce my leg too and am I making people feel the same way. There’s also peoples clothing hanging assymetrically or a cluttered desk or food touching which makes me feel uncomfortable and distressed. I can feel the vibrations of people talking and walking in class so much and this is so upsetting I have to leave constantly. And my bed feels like it’s wonky or vibrating which sets off the bad emotions. I can’t eat certain foods simply because of their texture like apples, pears, cooked carrots and bananas on their own. Also lasagna and pasta bake stresses me out because it’s too much in one place visually and taste-wise. I still eat it but it physically tires me and stresses me out. I feel like I’m going insane because I never hear about anyone else with ADHD being so sensitive to stimuli to the extent I am. I keep being told it’s because of my ADHD but I just don’t know, I feel like I’m dry drowning sometimes.",5.950092915214867,7.684354787456449,5.815958188153314,77.70688734030198,67.32752613240419,7.557259001161442,33.527293844367016,7.957251820313856,2.6729934959349584,1252,57,204,15,21,391,162,287,0.11,0.809,0.081,-0.8528,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,16,19,2,4,12,1,13,11,3,4,3,48,33,28,1,1,11,0,10,8,0,0,1,4,2,0,13,16,7,1,9,1,0,4,4,9,0,2,3,18,24,10,25,28,8,25,0,1,3,0,6,12,0,7,14,132,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108917221039566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634594846180671,0.0,0.0,0.1379146972687921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596499536481948,0.0,0.0,0.060293364120018185,0.08835186269730656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809800490125103,0.0,0.0,0.14399532767633735,0.3153866100755172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427870049238187,0.0,0.09318298110911476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764677122720032,0.07203331548736433,0.0969960870977043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056953481302364224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34880003159480666,0.18480617443648706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853704478785445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049005962307136025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718641827047006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800014725748532,0.0,0.07664435107649792,0.0,0.0,0.04738923663906538,0.0,0.0,0.09130412471673152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370173074169848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267570265618856,0.08742273329548493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689861182641445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677656241606056,0.0,0.06650516741302946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448617125709812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058431043110454974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391214935662125,0.0,0.09009101544132793,0.0,0.0815143339935648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552405442626984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612320650068686,0.0,0.1705654916745381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886263920801991,0.0,0.1975501952347113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930765263792835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457351267451887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910762039022099,0.0,0.08239556269990897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844461469796699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312173735887192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552868791675685 adhd,disagreeablyurz,2019/04/24,"About To Get My Medication Refilled! After a month of convincing my new doctor in a new state that I am not a speed freak, I can finally resume the medication I have taken for 5 years again!!!! It’s been a STRUGGLE. #bitchimback",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,75.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,26.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.3342,178,7,33,4,4,61,36,44,0.073,0.775,0.152,0.5008,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,6,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29001449403758145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103893992151496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803549626452908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708783518849723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261624024617333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473106199664767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962125710447624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824641856296625 adhd,tiny_planets,2019/04/24,"Anyone ever get so hyper focused on something that you couldn’t get out of your head? When I was taking Concerta for a while, sometimes I would hyper focus on things so much that I would become “stuck in my head.” So much so that I would be sitting with a group of friends and not talk, just stare off into space, thinking about whatever I’m focused on. Was wondering if anyone else had experienced this?",7.643076923076923,6.804365230769236,7.4457692307692325,76.4117307692308,63.35897435897437,9.851282051282054,33.6025641025641,8.841846274778883,2.733348717948718,320,11,59,4,4,102,56,78,0.026000000000000002,0.855,0.11900000000000001,0.8029,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,2,0,1,14,15,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,7,1,12,6,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,2,3,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060894688816313,0.21292427573756104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295080643564111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735972628179786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797460589386067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605522636062638,0.0,0.21714263656941532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265427668437462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055261870982637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998106814420127,0.20552783309756512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562460637345196,0.16702852990841627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805867505311753,0.13315523946217753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535935828114897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428634006722597,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jessssssss420,2019/04/24,"Adderall questions I've switched from vyvanse to adderall due to pricing and because vyvanse just gave me the jitters and anxiety. I was initially prescribed 10mg of adderall xr and have just been bumped up to 15mg today.. I dont know what it is but I feel like adderall just is not working like vyvanse or dexedrine. My doctor is hesitant to prescribe me dexedrine . I'm really confused even writing this because I dont want to sound like I'm trying to chase some buzz that I got from the first time taking dex, but I just feel like dexedrine and vyvanse really gave me a whole lot of energy and I really liked getting everything done and I just dont feel that way on adderall xr. I'm not sure what I should do, I go back in a month and she might increase dosage to 20mg xr but I'm wondering if adderall just simply is not working for me.. does anyone have any thoughts, experiences or preferences they can share.",5.845449522852834,6.1803609281768,6.017327975891515,81.22866398794578,66.79005524861878,9.012757408337519,35.79156202913109,8.841846274778883,3.0128298342541435,732,35,141,11,11,233,100,181,0.061,0.799,0.141,0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,8,8,0,1,4,0,16,1,0,0,1,38,33,13,0,4,15,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,7,4,17,7,15,24,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,9,11,86,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958402654746209,0.0,0.1078144759497473,0.0,0.0,0.09854465114256508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836990017827644,0.0,0.17182467710742752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442523914526005,0.12333269546273007,0.14422488371762607,0.4955224115854138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308588147651016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666280491167936,0.13786094483240524,0.0,0.0,0.2137820923601472,0.20136721240261254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987877946203013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736324383610414,0.0,0.0800963013085387,0.0,0.11271816206536672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745389332088494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34426729078244866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981743781056067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950919010062094,0.0,0.0,0.112492541174659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787884927985973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27085867123571256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328290604181052,0.0,0.10596517421772723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188621850499172,0.08218001684175665,0.0,0.13358938880367993,0.0,0.0,0.0956852469854192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312679584308184,0.11186721418583208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734829124470462,0.0,0.0,0.15283740973105409,0.20520393043021093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flaminghotdillpickle,2019/04/24,"Advice on not procrastinating! I’m nearing the end of my college career. I’m the worst procrastinator on the planet and when I do start something early I can’t focus entirely too much on it. I’m browsing the web and thinking of a million other things I could be doing. Then I start to freak out that I have a 5 page paper due with only 2 hours to research and type it out. Any advice on maybe organization, time management, and focusing?",3.771926910299001,5.58381446511628,5.803754152823924,75.33476744186048,72.95348837209302,7.70498338870432,27.40199335548173,8.418075326091056,2.0942877076411968,348,13,63,6,7,121,61,86,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.807,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,12,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,9,46,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507910839122416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916502561629178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501385113099606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496127684765065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277540264786783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831304895628079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717336112291135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434015568539802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696219180588894,0.0,0.0,0.3989535217087388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872316086197296,0.1805816959423719,0.0,0.0,0.1643340740053168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jennifah13,2019/04/24,"Question about my daughter with ADHD My daughter is 11 and was recently diagnosed with ADHD - combined type. She has long had trouble controlling how loud she talks in general or forgetting when she needs to be quieter ie, when my husband or I are on the phone or someone is sleeping. I wondered if anyone else has had this experience with ADHD? She is definitely not doing this as a bad habit or ‘bad behavior.’ I give her gentle reminders and she genuinely feels bad if she is disruptive. She is not typically hyperactive at all, she’s just loud. :D",5.216470588235296,7.1850425588235325,6.3883823529411785,71.97022058823529,69.49019607843138,9.805882352941175,35.299019607843135,10.125756701596842,4.117584313725491,439,23,73,12,8,147,69,102,0.107,0.8059999999999999,0.086,-0.3328,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,13,2,1,2,1,23,17,12,0,3,9,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,15,0,9,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,8,4,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272883844464826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165433905970313,0.17826816629005884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358105573926859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513894240198554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659108609069593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534212037747113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019068951260688,0.0,0.0,0.08797203043606057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690224058805614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153971226858841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900765354531762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490298903043926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178917196143814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411062370539915,0.0,0.14741690373040184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984253153735152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886792824252769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InderAles912,2019/04/24,"I need to change but I’ m such a failure. I need to change. The way my life is.....it’s impacting my professional development, and not in a good way. I’ve come to realize that....I’m sleeping too much and I’m lacking motivation, and when I do have that motivation it drains as soon as my brain starts thinking “ugh, it’s too much work.” I do not WANT to be that way. I want to be more responsible...hell I know I can be responsible, but as soon as I arrive from college, my body disconnects from everything and falls asleep immediately my body touches a sofa. I’ll explain. I suffer from insomnia, a really bad case of insomnia and ADHD which, unfortunately is untreated. My mother doesn’t believe in ADHD nor psychologist so it’s kind of difficult right now. Regarding my insomnia issue I’ve told my mom and dad, but they don’t want to take me to a doctor because..well...they say it’s because I am not sleeping. Well duh, I cannot sleep. It’s not because I stay up all night on the phone and computer but because I’m struggling with sleep. I don’t feel “sleep” I lock my electronics away in a drawer and go to bed. I stay there waiting desperately for sleep to claim me, but it doesn’t. It does like....an hour after I need to go to college. College starts at 7 o’clock...in the morning. I have to wake up at 6 am, and I end up sleeping at 4:55 am... I even started taking sleeping pills but it ain’t working. For me....sleeping at night is a privilege cuz it’s something that I rarely have. I reckon it’s the damn ADHD. But that shouldn’t be an excuse, for I should be able to perform like a normal human being...wake up, go to college, work....etc... But you know what pains me? What makes me feel so undeserved? In Mid January an acquaintance of mine, who is a fashion designer, was looking for interns. I told her I was interested but I had no experience in the fashion world and that I wanted to learn (I wanna be a fashion designer) she told me that there was no issue and even offered herself to become my fashion design teacher, she is teaching me ALL. I am wasting it...I’m wasting that opportunity. I go there two days every week, but due with my damn sleeping issues I always end up falling asleep after college and when it’s time to go....it’s late cuz not even the damn alarm can wake me. Yes, I do go to the internship. But like...one week and then the second week I end up asleep, the next week I go... and so on. The designer told me that I needed to be more responsible and I sure as hell agree with her. We spoke on the phone today. Asked me if Inas really interested in this internship because it doesn’t look like I’m taking it seriously....I am. Hell, the internship is the only thing keeping me sane from that hellhole of a college that I am in! I hate it....It’s also been giving me issues with my self esteem...I will transfer to another college....but I am afraid that my credits won’t transfer. That’s my fear cuz I don’t want to be in the air and be like “I haven’t graduated yet”. I feel stuck, I am stuck. I promised the designer that I’ll change because I really like going there but I have been having issues with myself that I’m battling daily, but I will change. I told her I’ll go this Friday and from now on... I won’t skip. She told me she was going to give me an opportunity. I was relieved. But I feel like I don’t deserve it. I mean, this....this is huge....getting an internship (where I live) it’s difficult. There are people that would die to get one and here I am wastin it.... I can’t waste it but I do FEEL SAD and I want to cry. This is my first time in an internship....I’m 20 years old...I need to keep up my game, dammit. I am scared that I’ll screw up this Friday...I need help...I don’t know what to do! I apologize for any grammar mistakes....",0.4709901453385328,2.7498604812903267,2.8963317972350247,89.46612406947891,86.76774193548387,5.935625664657923,21.935838355193194,7.321109707123232,0.8757689471818509,2903,104,625,49,91,996,279,775,0.165,0.736,0.099,-0.9961,0,0,1,0,0,0,174.0,1,1,1,8,25,38,8,5,31,2,66,25,17,6,3,92,129,51,1,20,21,3,6,5,0,7,7,2,2,2,43,26,0,3,16,1,1,12,23,21,1,4,17,10,101,17,79,96,7,80,2,2,2,1,35,31,6,1,37,403,144,19,0.04949678261567817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845654206430506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958255917506282,0.041185288240828455,0.0,0.0,0.03365950949565973,0.051901692276517385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627281017115074,0.0,0.04650385660187836,0.0,0.04132774600210021,0.15086389634995429,0.05466530763430588,0.0,0.05576592427889241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995953447023664,0.0,0.05525477896792666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094441318729028,0.04263709547875403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436989151346586,0.03192133002045233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136984582090489,0.0,0.0,0.050662054365408535,0.04331496801991192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151837392219276,0.0,0.05520199650007231,0.09807647430714228,0.0,0.04170317413243824,0.0,0.04448451664400433,0.04841735108607097,0.0,0.05569764136732523,0.1251353025120023,0.035360511390565286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210193800745273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172005202465465,0.09496364816131966,0.281301622142929,0.04151555289908563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886782548242614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033176650039890294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874436050884959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583089069146233,0.0,0.08799002925720129,0.0,0.05154328232410705,0.08160641181864761,0.0,0.05583452671858402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034961041355219304,0.1692713946487094,0.0,0.043706565872738815,0.0,0.08312966262784316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03303948674478112,0.0,0.0,0.05391650674751793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797003357938961,0.0,0.0,0.07277166079064855,0.22020742282842085,0.0,0.0,0.052640389840529635,0.0928987549616088,0.048496337801341965,0.0,0.0,0.051938547100118485,0.0,0.033540300887186035,0.037644533589670105,0.05266806648573324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03431483683956793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512671914347393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226998190796367,0.0,0.03936182819137239,0.049554914181835434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051635939115330265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953252860013034,0.0,0.0,0.03810504145155682,0.0,0.0,0.10510223248175704,0.10551396902365703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174478409359273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665013184491554,0.0,0.11164626172916814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03288346300391131,0.031715539707641086,0.0,0.0,0.057723943971567465,0.0,0.04691716241278108,0.2837777815638004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835116445170908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516690882486613,0.11786472646420568,0.15881333365757766,0.0,0.08900710379223681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081027417441485,0.0,0.0,0.03516109423810708,0.0,0.0,0.03187430518873334 adhd,personalprosperity,2019/04/24,"Seeing people in my university take ADHD meds recreationally makes me feel weird and infuriated Bear with me, this is basically just going to be word vomit. I'm just finishing my first year university, and I've been on meds (vyvanse specifically) since the age of 12. To me, my meds are pretty a integral/necessary part of my life. Just like brushing my teeth, If I don't do it in the morning, I'm going to feel off all day and other people may notice. And coming from a small highschool where no one used, or even talked about, the use and abuseof meds by people without ADHD, seeing it so frequently at university is not only weird, but it makes me very upset. I just don't really know how/where to talk about it, and I figured what better place than r/ADHD I mean, I haven't told ANYONE I have ADHD, because I don't want to run the risk of people asking for my meds. But also listening to people be like ""I took adderall yesterday and couln't sleep until like 6am!!!"" makes me angry because it trivializes a medication that is not only necessary for me, it makes it seem like people who take it for their ADHD are doing it to get high? That's the other thing. Whenever people talk about adderall abuse in schools, they fail to mention the effects on people who actually do need that medication, and are taking it to help with their ADHD. So many things I see just focus on the abuse of it, and it makes those of us who do have ADHD, and who use it just to be at the same level as everyone else, look like we have a special priviledge or something? I dunno, I guess some guidance on how to deal with people who use it recreationally, or how to keep myself from being upset when I encounter them, etc. would be greatly appreciated Thanks for listening to me rant :)",8.351686046511627,6.581743703488375,8.917093023255813,69.42529069767444,62.54651162790698,11.390697674418604,34.2906976744186,10.125756701596842,3.285759302325582,1390,44,257,24,16,470,172,344,0.122,0.77,0.10800000000000001,-0.6299,0,0,1,0,3,0,44.0,2,0,4,4,17,15,0,3,12,0,25,6,2,12,1,59,62,24,0,4,15,0,2,5,0,2,4,2,0,0,29,15,0,1,7,0,0,5,8,6,0,2,3,9,32,9,45,52,5,29,0,1,4,0,21,15,0,9,14,183,61,3,0.0,0.15296867440795514,0.06299407677676247,0.0,0.5430582047713569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051622732692581934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045136715386294365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034801589849729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870139532707683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709157511108129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055606394042214416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416311204020296,0.06655094998582227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053925457750413096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199327099636814,0.04263641800922413,0.0,0.0,0.061682825580544866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527952114882142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490845303826767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03372609649500941,0.0,0.07337351979516651,0.0,0.0,0.0711695270109658,0.07111202419818773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326828210045558,0.06820342130252458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737736334666588,0.0,0.0,0.035476449486106426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559544734216706,0.1576858260767247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054207969900102536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544698322594408,0.06544625745538897,0.0,0.07031676257300741,0.35851722155284105,0.13006001174326365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786497370941273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734936224536545,0.0,0.0,0.043742547809258105,0.09819040180003102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990423179091235,0.0,0.4027741302808752,0.0,0.06744378228328725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567325444898799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041354082004881526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533073039189755,0.154320318580919,0.05876631019227505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339862102075084,0.0,0.06459927141656674,0.0,0.0,0.049695785469392906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456066824754956,0.1556549300342498,0.0,0.059431409281524676,0.0,0.0,0.08577182759455203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061682825580544866,0.07172037186442907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764889251409092,0.22301106177165084,0.0,0.05326269861771775,0.03807482680633414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222645321487465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585635206164266,0.0,0.0,0.04156979161560609 adhd,Goobertoes,2019/04/24,"Constantly rearranging furniture + redecorating + painting Anyone else notice this? I've lived in my new condo for just under a year, and I've already repainted the dining accent wall 3 times in 3 different colors. I did the newest color two weeks ago and loved it, but now I'm already starting to feel like it looks comical and gaudy. This applies to other rooms as well. I've also rearranged the living room furniture three times and although I'm not happy with the most recent placement of the couch, I can't stand the idea of going back to the way it was before. And the decor, Jesus Christ, I've bought and replaced so many plants, paintings, posters, vases, kitchen counter stuff, shower sets, bed sets, mirrors etc... And this weekend I'll be doing it again. Anyone that deal with similar?",7.000668168168168,7.6277086013513555,7.008468468468468,74.10469969969972,64.33783783783784,9.280480480480481,32.66066066066066,9.150863307647796,2.9431597597597587,635,24,106,10,9,203,106,148,0.027999999999999997,0.91,0.061,0.5737,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,17,13,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,10,9,2,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,4,3,4,12,9,2,25,2,0,3,1,2,6,0,1,15,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496025830065307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724792047516957,0.1349636489802593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360129149998711,0.17292268365845334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297721172218578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436090741831673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823781714697715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399232052820005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632656163687774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098394585710075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822084862413235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533413399863445,0.12056783963795185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591470127175157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965659483116314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051844529112905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245148356061148,0.0,0.29805034022646865,0.0,0.14172255206050352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152319641826834,0.0,0.0,0.17110418719755338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299711402538258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214340167133506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666379660331537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194548062525314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319889722786154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681986901046356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486174019183789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339601236941673,0.13537544984363742,0.0,0.15174263316118555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868101069351932 adhd,WafffleBoii,2019/04/24,"My room was cleaned while I was at my dad's house. If you have ADHD you can probably understand why this would be an issue. My mom always call my room a mess, but I call it an organized assortment of my stuff. I try telling her how everything in my room has a place to be. For example: shirts = right side of the closet floor, shorts = on the dresser. Whenever somebody tells me, ""This place is a mess"" and tries to ""help clean it up"" My internal self goes bonkers(never used that word before). I stop them and try to tell them the same thing I tell my mom. So then one day, yesterday's yesterday, my dad came to pick me up from my mom's house, and without me knowing, invited over my cousin to clean the house. My cousin ""cleaned"" my room, and she cleaned without me telling her where to put what. When I got back to my mom's house I went to my room to chill. I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE MY THINGS WE'RE. It's almost like getting lost in a way. For me, everything was out of order. But the worst part was my closet, she put all my lego creations into a box, destroying the builds.",2.5149133537206936,4.08885466055046,3.4232415902140687,92.09084607543323,75.78899082568806,7.413251783893987,24.037716615698265,8.167268648758528,1.1345190621814472,828,26,187,14,18,264,120,218,0.09300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.075,-0.6179,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,2,1,6,6,1,0,13,0,12,1,1,3,1,24,21,12,0,2,5,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,1,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,9,0,39,1,26,9,4,36,0,1,0,0,25,22,0,2,9,120,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442280493600213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533813461803003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922157654912793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320990094628255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101590943425087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443821898901933,0.10889381658849913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140197623427804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113555306238426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049742811518485516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614739393574446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381663533371272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394339531981434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937353708828506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046488341983837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046514344325806437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039319510988669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44603086674162856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451613252474211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310214900898527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989464360755631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265148482320344,0.0,0.0,0.1914228324433817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130802892214105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932382843580552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795990489850765,0.0,0.0,0.10899161107776432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160846356203696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265053562977018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939221345308763,0.0,0.0,0.09911600368880816,0.0,0.08223007081390271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557253126752482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825976539142143,0.08591138039712969,0.0,0.0,0.1835562994483749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763379443764381,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YouIsCool,2019/04/24,"Meditation and ADHD meds/stimulants I’ve recently gotten “into” meditation. The science is there and the results are back it up. I’d like to continue practicing meditation but was recently prescribed adderall. I haven’t taken it yet so I don’t know what to expect, I only have anecdotal evidence from people who took it “off label.” How does adhd-meds adderall affect your meditations? Does it have a positive effect? Negative? What are the main differences you notice when meditating with and without your meds? I *can* meditate, I’ve gotten better over the past few weeks for sure, but I still haven’t had a “breakthrough” of awareness, calmness, etc. I have ADHD but it’s not necessarily the “look! A rabbit” type that always gets brought up. I can’t focus because my mind ruminates way too much on the *same* thoughts over and over. Those thoughts produce physical symptoms (anxiety and depression) which in turn affect my other thoughts and amplify the already negative ruminated thoughts. When you compound ADD with anxiety, depression, and poor life conditions caused by those 3 it can get really hard to break away from that mental state and the thoughts. Otherwise I have pretty much every other symptom and *really* empathize with everyone on here and the threads that you post, like they hit at my core lol. Those anxious and depressive thoughts totally fuck up my meditation. They fuck up my day, my mindset, my life. I feel defined by them. The physical impact that they have on me can not be understated. Those physical and mental symptoms in turn cause hormonal and neurochemical changes that exponentially compound the problems. I’m just hoping that meds “fix” those thoughts and allow me to “reprogram” my mind. Possibly by meditation. I think ADHD can be a *very positive* mental trait when used in your benefit. I’m hoping that medication treatment allows me to get my shit together lifestyle wise m and “reprogram” my mind into one that is more helpful than hurtful. The way my brain works would be phenomenal *if* my thoughts were positive and I wasn’t stuck digging myself in a mental hole.",5.407146718146716,8.30469044054054,6.041505791505794,70.57689189189193,71.62162162162161,9.633976833976837,33.814671814671804,9.957137785484203,4.241894208494209,1693,86,258,50,35,549,197,370,0.135,0.735,0.131,-0.5685,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,6,4,4,12,17,3,0,17,1,25,10,2,11,2,63,56,25,0,6,8,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,25,22,0,0,12,0,1,2,10,8,0,1,18,3,37,9,36,33,8,38,0,4,1,2,12,19,3,3,14,185,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574063263939621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204462216986384,0.0,0.061863307452999325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137516938584716,0.08399182726743781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985218512712109,0.05716885232692784,0.0,0.045321715603304016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575456813124339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829967089110169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275129678106233,0.07865009131728784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794816638933341,0.0,0.19210689761721486,0.0,0.0,0.0776776042445252,0.0,0.0,0.13012448368766072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291742579375648,0.0,0.0,0.06264120984258284,0.07104248830535938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037592470628139814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137466646097436,0.11653093676959425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660100599832343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983374863560285,0.0,0.0,0.14768823890669494,0.0,0.0,0.07959083440743321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085959461181555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502806912934938,0.07264513808855058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624334088368993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516724245181807,0.07489756489187159,0.29970029511974355,0.0,0.22521018585454505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093083432859012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464543841080194,0.0,0.0,0.05037997873699858,0.05654483566473825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097336704944897,0.05154338824078597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381594911636607,0.07120462002301067,0.07563841907784906,0.0,0.07114078298203373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525818117311732,0.0,0.14681892345059794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763169260569814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937423181912856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007190121311416,0.23182742684512214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763905432684527,0.0,0.4721906501792614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826031173423058,0.0,0.16173806665804094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421260942071429,0.0,0.0613447034575304,0.0,0.11802761167988288,0.059637303193345724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166860521052472,0.0,0.05412606810733928,0.0,0.0,0.05281452858886551,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kdnmichelle,2019/08/26,"Shoot me in the face, but with a water gun because im fragile. have that type of ADHD and Bipolar that makes you appear lazy because you're so overwhelmed with everything that you need to do that you just sit in the corner of your room and rock back and forth like a crazy person. Lately I've been feeling more overwhelmed than usual and I don't know how to deal with it. I've tried making lists, setting timers, phoning a friend, so on so forth... But nothing helps. I spend more time in bed than I do out of bed the only time I'm actually out of bed is when I'm at work. any tips or tricks to help make the overwhelmed feeling go away so I can accomplish some of the things that I need to do all comments or opinions will be reviewed..",4.111381578947366,4.650254743421055,4.5445789473684215,89.55305263157896,70.64473684210526,6.869473684210527,27.042105263157893,6.2581,0.8951242105263155,579,18,125,3,10,183,94,152,0.09699999999999999,0.752,0.151,0.8323,0,0,0,2,0,1,14.0,0,4,0,2,8,6,1,3,8,0,10,3,1,4,1,27,22,14,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,4,1,7,9,1,0,3,1,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,3,10,2,22,19,4,20,0,3,0,0,11,10,0,5,7,77,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.18820165115752366,0.0,0.2317779159160373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311500974648866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119650040105004,0.1482959474314541,0.0,0.23512897254525186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882819646392208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733283931036437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950296646225742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900166247759822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960568265509936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585373911554538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831980461956864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105989748752928,0.0,0.21755229742704196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422070883567572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862027675115064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860036227420653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505251460901526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667724881558508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839622332162826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812632871260538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249141770442292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093796647936626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240591162102596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040296812004646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ab330363,2019/08/26,"Depressed? Lazy? ADHD? Hello all! I've had trouble posting here cause I don't really know where to start. I've been diagnosed with ADHD at 24 and I'm just not really sure how to feel about it. I have trouble coming to terms with it since I used to be a great student and dependable employee. In Highschool I remember ADHD was becoming ""common"" and I insisted that I didn't have it. Some signs were there but I didn't want my mom to feel like I was born defective. (I'm not saying we are defective, I just didn't want her to worry about me or stress anymore). That all changed. These days I'm seen as irresponsible, impulsive, and a dreamer. I'm a car nut and at 19 I had 6 ""project cars"" at once. I never finished any of them and sold them to buy other things. I daydream about pursuing different career paths and lifestyles on the regular yet I end up working another hourly job eventually. I have good luck getting jobs however, I rarely last more then two months because I envision myself as an entrepreneur. I'm a millennial and being an entrepreneur is the trendy thing to do (joke). I tried flipping cars, flipping thrift store items, studying real estate, studying insurance sales, digital marketing, and trading financial instruments only to give up half way to pursue the next ""great idea"". I don't know how or why things changed but I've lost that grit and consistency I once thought I had. Everyday I'm seeing people getting married, having kids, and relatives die. They are living out their lives and I'm still trying to get started. It's tough thing to realize but what can you do? I've know others have felt this way. I've been learning a lot about the troubles and the beauty of ADHD. I've seen some celebration posts on this sub and it inspires me to have some success for myself. I will be ok and won't give up on everything. I just have to try different things to get comfortable again. To all of those who contribute, thank you! I'm grateful to have this community so that I can learn and relate with so many people. TL;DR : Just got diagnosed with ADHD and didn't think I would be. Life is moving fast but I'm thankfully for the people here that help.",2.980522648083621,5.3903037142857135,4.307026713124273,82.42886759581882,77.33333333333334,7.811846689895471,26.43437862950058,8.700769036622559,2.2274709639953545,1720,68,322,39,41,566,225,420,0.10300000000000001,0.768,0.129,0.9622,6,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,2,4,3,19,22,0,1,13,1,37,3,0,5,5,70,74,30,1,3,12,1,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,24,24,0,0,14,1,6,5,10,9,0,2,19,7,37,13,43,48,10,40,0,2,3,0,16,12,0,8,20,207,61,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915371319499444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562664804199796,0.08577419018605127,0.0,0.0,0.08112339072329612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049864380023633394,0.0903414183226046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403089567993341,0.17306661895441586,0.07046325805893107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052754083962784214,0.0,0.070454021289283,0.16605008759064985,0.08489524583891052,0.17092669709493655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245031599137494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351635801447166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272084216036094,0.0584377714108303,0.07854060628158276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094801283781444,0.15693958445042153,0.0,0.06860976538247443,0.06542274792437225,0.1803690684887304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054828660982700485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055629528432899,0.0,0.0,0.09234198264563767,0.0,0.0,0.16234729790015234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348650415952022,0.06667772951069101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057777596043082274,0.03996323533097599,0.0,0.14446138956604473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929411088929706,0.06954323852689016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293212691636477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580290096976367,0.06529179530423741,0.08694020916688258,0.0,0.0,0.06308902474885555,0.0,0.08699498246789036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422816893555046,0.0,0.06221241046212416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012898108981947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668313456373115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310604551844977,0.1048060534149365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266319251228014,0.0,0.0,0.06505045961449324,0.0,0.0,0.06518382534478953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676656143198166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579659522261365,0.0,0.065325401292278,0.0,0.09370135916583072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709531434451034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062047453862398,0.0,0.0,0.2717206593810441,0.052413989128583485,0.0,0.06493987956633289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666100212841866,0.0,0.07990648846866885,0.0,0.0,0.07064873683268544,0.0,0.0,0.09649524638361136,0.12985769853907425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381156849962682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059551206157179785,0.08307163620678677,0.0,0.058108209039912186,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boomboxjawn,2019/08/26,"Can't decide my life Didn't realize I had ADHD till I was almost outta college. Was mad at my parents for never doing anything bout how hyper I was as a kid (had to learn to keep myself in check), felt like it ruined my chance at education (attention, focusing, studying went to shit). Now I'm done college and want to go back for the major I wanted, but how am I gonna know it's what I really want? What if halfway through I find something else I'm just gonna hyperfocus on?",3.3396103896103853,4.201151676767677,5.539855699855703,80.5345454545455,72.63636363636363,8.08138528138528,27.274170274170274,8.418075326091056,1.888271572871573,372,13,75,6,7,131,72,99,0.047,0.883,0.07,-0.168,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,0,10,2,1,2,1,19,22,7,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,9,1,11,1,13,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,5,49,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28939907392097924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241129973026298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198160805256547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851630673409102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642563859623245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116046820825592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120917267138386,0.0,0.2200900837293817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685420775097978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403726100557974,0.0,0.0,0.1323393344572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008666997258715,0.11764445190326295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572254413890169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673838469834984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426492134618652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718138537974554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538233869555867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42609652139216697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322730493319345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,espressomydepresso,2019/08/26,"Feeling patronized when praised?? I’m at a point in my life where I don’t have a job, go to school, or really do anything by the way of hobbies or socializing. I recently got medicated after a long battle with prescribers and insurance and have been slowly becoming more functional. My only problem is I can’t seem to accept congratulations or praise from friends and family, even when they clearly mean well. I always seem to feel like shit when they praise me for doing something a normal person should be able to do. For example, last week I cleaned my room for the first time in a long while. My roommate saw it and said “Oh my gosh I’m so proud of you! Good job!” I said thank you then went into the other room and cried. It was a combination of feeling ashamed that I needed medication to clean my room like a normal adult, and completely irrational anger towards my roommate for what I perceived as treating me like a child. Today I updated my resume and applied to 3 jobs, including cover letters. I am super proud of myself but I straight up don’t want to tell anyone I’m close to because I have an irrational aversion to hearing the “wow!!! Good for you!! So proud of you!” I know I am lucky to have this support but no matter what I do or how I frame it it doesn’t feel genuine and makes me feel worse about myself for not having done this shit sooner. Anyone else feel this way?",4.024719887955179,5.607224735294121,4.99231092436975,82.33980392156862,71.86764705882352,7.828011204481792,28.02591036414566,8.418075326091056,2.001557212885154,1096,41,210,18,21,358,156,272,0.111,0.669,0.22,0.9773,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,2,8,10,26,4,1,13,0,21,5,2,2,1,41,46,23,0,6,7,0,6,3,1,1,3,3,5,3,11,11,0,0,12,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,8,10,35,20,33,36,1,32,3,0,1,0,19,13,2,7,18,142,46,4,0.10988996207004993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143725154360123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536752330965247,0.11259525233567808,0.0904300755520686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698790091615038,0.12136482949052745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152175344864271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070896329885893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245558417757692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179896253757816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258128355035252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359447628347143,0.0,0.33338199987921985,0.07850541085989632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347234559947132,0.0,0.0,0.08490071210148357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062452997859579064,0.18434097298084207,0.08788904130650006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385397381212115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271464931656355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039264928291535,0.08957498590495029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761853004234623,0.16106005413311594,0.0,0.0,0.19449831679310772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335240299129832,0.0,0.0,0.11970238404056635,0.0,0.22140515155043575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148201446428856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153376619609917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357626798561338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595167622613728,0.0,0.0,0.10388153373092343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514985273749028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039832359537036,0.0,0.10850308032036997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906103695344688,0.0,0.0,0.11121450835996803,0.0,0.2000793885804716,0.0,0.0,0.22560093380743734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120189775611743,0.0,0.08459866153932412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470182670212553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604867044536544,0.10117191289207672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407772059471188,0.0,0.10416283494640323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481594677965749,0.17445107386900152,0.08814709911226358,0.0,0.09880427315487532,0.10186909577935517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198725951148686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilaughatmyownjokes2,2019/08/26,"is it just me? I read a lot of these trying to relate and found myself relating to every single one of them. I struggle so much with getting too attached to someone or if I like someone i get too excited and I feel like sometimes I scare them off because I always want to talk, I have adhd and I feel like I fall for people too fast and get attached too easily and then get so broken hearted, is this anyone else? i’m also so scared to share or tell them about my adhd anxiety and depression because i don’t want to bring them down with me like I did with my ex boyfriend and I felt so guilty for everything because he was sad because i was always sad. what do i do??",2.609980379332896,3.981224726618709,4.279189012426425,86.88966644865928,75.11510791366906,6.781164159581425,25.586003924133426,7.348242739294969,1.21190071942446,523,18,108,6,11,176,78,139,0.193,0.6759999999999999,0.13,-0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,11,12,0,3,1,0,9,1,1,0,0,21,21,16,0,3,4,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,6,0,1,5,3,24,6,16,16,3,6,0,3,0,0,9,2,0,4,6,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385365417512795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263366314664892,0.2343885781512383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774600843172932,0.0,0.0,0.0984820704212079,0.14431230519300492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434311198994321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130955714945756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765789074861725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866795288815828,0.0,0.12658236777370596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243088678076626,0.2012393342756546,0.13523324846353374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442922822870034,0.0,0.0,0.29434271250162863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690195503156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752389312374245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974134781884205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035372509880559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544018958593692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764416081401536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408830740467222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820207499233324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386749540816467,0.0,0.13929926624332092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724173228459658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132058432538333,0.12310470250886227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562448212694988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614801244289368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sheppard888,2019/08/26,So much for my perfect dinner Managed to lose my list somewhere between my front door and aisle 3 of the grocery store. Unpacked $100 worth of crap at home including all things necessary to make a great salad with my steak. Except the freakin’ LETTUCE!,6.746524822695032,7.706598404255325,5.83489361702128,81.13333333333334,64.95744680851064,7.9687943262411345,36.94326241134753,7.793537801064563,2.8923390070921986,203,10,35,2,3,61,41,47,0.098,0.718,0.184,0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,9,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498029617380182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531181074265914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053659561971948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301530677884648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33207065803560026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30010674703747764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bruh738191bruh,2019/08/26,"Do I have ADD? Hey everyone, sorry not exactly sure where else to put this! All my life I’ve had no motivation to do anything in school, I make the choice to space out and not do homework and rush through assignments at the end of the period. I’ve always just accepted I have no motivation and just try to convince myself to keep going until I graduate. Recently I learned about Inattentive ADD and notice this describes my situation very well. After researching, I got some adderall and took it (normal dose) during school because obviously if I didn’t have ADD it would be easy to tell, I’d be fidgety / tweaking out, but I really ending up feeling- Weirdly content Less anxiety Very weird motivation to do work- as in, not like I just wanted to do work and wanted to focus, I just didn’t think it wasn’t pointless While I usually HATE school, i didn’t. I didn’t enjoy it, but still, it felt better. Let me know what you guys think about my experience and whether or not it sounds like I’m ADD. You can comment about “abusing prescription drugs” but I’m just not gonna reply lol",3.990184873949581,5.827426466666669,5.185742296918772,79.88533613445381,72.42857142857143,8.560224089635856,28.54341736694677,9.168548406835145,2.53403081232493,858,34,161,19,17,284,126,210,0.15,0.743,0.107,-0.8524,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,6,11,11,1,0,3,1,19,3,0,4,4,50,35,16,0,5,16,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,9,13,0,1,10,0,0,4,12,3,1,0,9,3,20,8,23,21,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,11,106,29,13,0.0,0.1667781952716028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171240262034896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768141019855072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583391188758038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580630464902703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244912384720792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323751117111282,0.0,0.11758734992791765,0.0,0.24934407618936685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450270611799628,0.0,0.13769079541579676,0.0,0.0,0.07117274675702277,0.0,0.1351521704816679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999744561770683,0.0,0.1125790441335992,0.0,0.0,0.13937504213075302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897186876155526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251144150321838,0.0,0.0,0.07735829891756336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393716541191515,0.0994233159143145,0.1375369569999769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395873809642058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379154203365945,0.0,0.16025678151729614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150319786391355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017479154580854,0.0,0.1389840290260964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273714740370276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822071870137155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756987450730592,0.0,0.0,0.11241153067477193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266512140574555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230308960969701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803873112192087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639011359747607,0.0955671512551716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502782293917788,0.23228433625744474,0.16604839976854807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656060940862998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495066559809397,0.0,0.0,0.0999922326342952,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Patient_Advantage,2019/08/26,"I am about to take my first dose of adderall (it's prescribed, not recreational). How do I know if it's kicked in? I'm only taking 5mg. I can go up to 10mg if the half pill doesn't work.",-0.7295454545454518,0.4853260454545492,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,84.0,5.3090909090909095,17.81818181818182,5.985473137389443,-0.6101181818181818,142,3,39,1,4,50,36,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915931870526233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616406843754389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530090569095755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501345444211852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6922866661592811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351571540580409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SohSleepy,2019/08/26,"28M at a crossroads need some help Hello all, I'm not sure how to start this but as the title suggests I could use some words of wisdom/support/help. Little background- Barely made it through high school. Attending community college 3 different times and either lost interest or failed. Became incredibly depressed, Felt like every time I tried taking steps to improve my life I just kept coming up short. I started doing talk therapy which was really good for me. My therapist suggested I go see this doctor who gave a psychological evaluation. I was diagnosed with ADD which shed so much light on my past and things I've struggled with in life. Here's where I'm at now though that I'm looking for advice. I've been in the process of joining the Navy, I can't join if I'm taking medication for ADD, Which I'm not currently. I've yet to take this diagnoses to a doctor. I just feel like a slug, I have a dozen things I want to do and I end up doing something completely different and focusing 100% of my day to that. I've been scouring this subs FAQ and trying to find people in similar situations which has given me a little bit of insight but I feel like I still don't know what to do. I know ultimately it's a decision only I can make but I wanted to get some opinions from people who have either joined the armed forces with ADD or people who have been diagnosed as an adult and started taking medication. If you joined the Military did you ever worry about failing out of classes and being stuck in something you didn't want to do? People who have been diagnosed as an adult and started taking medication, Have you tried going back to school and have you felt improvement academically? I really appreciate any help. Thank you",4.5804721326577615,6.348428811377247,5.706826347305392,77.02789037309995,70.76646706586827,8.85103638876094,28.11561492399816,9.367010060515213,2.5918888991248275,1389,51,251,31,26,461,179,334,0.087,0.787,0.125,0.9181,3,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,0,3,13,12,0,1,14,0,25,12,1,4,3,57,64,22,0,7,13,0,4,3,0,0,11,0,0,2,19,17,0,1,9,0,0,5,5,5,0,1,16,7,29,7,38,46,8,35,0,4,2,0,19,15,0,8,18,163,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842352317150698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058620061971475436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628372983769952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941098500671208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425506838032096,0.09038076528711564,0.0,0.0,0.06882498443689279,0.0,0.0,0.055592917783074736,0.0,0.07424533455618729,0.34997134530140217,0.0,0.18012470513628506,0.0,0.17646203471179234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634905504392198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797430626792454,0.07262858813691235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717226481293533,0.12316491833164026,0.16553415924064255,0.0,0.07878672490889238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503679198361658,0.0,0.0979807416672033,0.07230183446488653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333739948840599,0.09107675115106456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947483190685576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177351610513135,0.12634128142578951,0.17279335138239266,0.0,0.0,0.07238765579071163,0.0,0.09409925814811664,0.0,0.0,0.0815660632231226,0.057540255027618586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605172093575157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336811393322704,0.06391741376210207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556022131571165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228920637194058,0.2390454159572255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044593845616653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448129612230753,0.06869153572518857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689423984587173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272444695630106,0.0,0.0,0.24405581953852565,0.0,0.06884073024090301,0.0,0.0,0.09011665635407293,0.0,0.0,0.09782058416956567,0.08124401278274923,0.0,0.3240644758599012,0.06928560208773077,0.0,0.07936287608918137,0.09857907240148273,0.10008673230804588,0.11453706058162028,0.0,0.08469266032586968,0.0,0.10052972320608494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557573782576358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445052824703205,0.0,0.0,0.1525318580769797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754193599508496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Diffeomorphism,2019/08/26,"My professional future is a perfect storm of stuff I can't do very well I've worked most of my life at typical wage-slave jobs (sandwich shops, retail stores, call centers), however over the past three years I've managed to land (and keep!) an actual salaried position at a large and well-known tech company. Disregarding the fact that this is the longest I've ever held down a job, I also managed to work myself into a position that requires a lot of the skills at which ADHD folks kinda... suck. Granted, I literally carved this position out for myself and while I'm getting all the support I need from my superiors and peers, I'm definitely nervous about how this will all turn out. My new projects/responsibilities consist of: 1. Time management * Write up a concrete project plan, with estimated timelines for how long each part will take to complete, using self-set deadlines * Clearly lay out what I will be doing at each step 2. Self-organization * Collate and organize large amounts of disparate and dispersed information into easy-to-digest, concise articles * Set up lines of communication from multiple teams direct to myself, so that I can easily update and add to those articles * Stay on top of my other duties while juggling all this 3. Constant availability * As-immediately-as-possible respond to and address any issue escalated to the team I'm on, at any hour (as long as I'm awake), no matter what I was in the middle of 4. Self-Motivation * All these goals and deadlines are set by myself, often far in the future, and at each stage there is nothing immediate that's pushing me to do all this. 5. Communication * Translate information provided by devs/engineers into layperson's terms and vice-versa * Act as a line of communication between a number of different teams in different contexts and ensure that information moves quickly and accurately. 6. Completion * I gotta actually complete all of these tasks and not just do 75%-90% then lose interest and stop. Anyway, not really a 'looking-for-advice' post, but I figured maybe some of you folks can relate. I've been managing my symptoms really well for the past two years, which is how I ended up in this situation in the first place; no one would have thought placing this kind of responsibility on me was a good idea, before. So I'm nervous about doing this but also excited, because as I said, I created this position for myself because I like doing this work. I just... didn't think about what it would actually entail. So... wish me luck?",6.3528947368421065,7.911715824561405,7.2793421052631615,68.25414473684212,66.19298245614036,10.0859649122807,34.42543859649123,10.270032843473604,3.908301754385965,2000,92,326,50,32,669,255,456,0.045,0.862,0.09300000000000001,0.9593,6,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,0,1,0,14,21,15,1,2,21,0,25,3,0,4,10,71,44,32,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,1,0,26,26,1,6,7,4,3,4,6,4,2,4,7,1,29,11,63,30,15,63,0,1,0,0,11,32,1,6,23,222,55,17,0.0,0.0,0.28024320479188003,0.0,0.11504359916928845,0.0935419730482112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310349575830107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019341540053556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167069052445083,0.0,0.08145545651063447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774656608476874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010994902641755,0.10344539367823788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002580832410788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478449104684135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658930837917167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142416788454235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001268823192037,0.0,0.0,0.08029011273724182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427045835264523,0.0,0.0,0.10806257907555147,0.0,0.0999126823993983,0.18998582458816315,0.08508533399502789,0.0,0.09968350797855297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761384001425058,0.046766705179385464,0.0,0.0,0.16942833196551854,0.0,0.10709248892017226,0.0,0.08138250335517377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616925690115508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174119028821893,0.0,0.07097933814285777,0.0,0.09245240531193193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918513191035013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486616102690736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036615236859127,0.1827618816468611,0.0,0.0,0.20002580832410788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167868792450244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264857338194785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105699050260192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29958811216659964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759961345922124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203077975206076,0.0,0.0800309089679938,0.0,0.0,0.10958293868655268,0.0,0.10862830506481268,0.0,0.09949557725891943,0.0719737569412928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061337115389954434,0.0,0.07599545374419307,0.055818381852954436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041219919006876,0.0935100263325686,0.0,0.0,0.08267620525181085,0.0,0.07898366597963177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25820649969176285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007974476401236,0.0,0.0,0.20906818567346566,0.0,0.0,0.13600147526420536,0.0,0.0,0.12328832826798353 adhd,aozorapedal,2019/08/26,"Should I consider medication when I don't have a conclusive diagnosis? Hello everyone. Recently I've been screened for ADHD and while my doctor isn't 100% sure I have it, he acknowledged I have many symptoms of ADHD-PI (he just isn't sure if they're caused specifically by ADHD, as I also have depression and anxiety). He gave me a lot of information on behavioral therapy that's been helping me with everyday living, but I'm still having problems with forgetfulness and brain fog. I've had these issues for as long as I can remember so I'm ""used"" to them, but I'd rather not have to deal with it. Would it be wise to ask for it, or am I ""rushing"" into getting medicated? (btw, I got the results in the end of June, I'll be seeing my doctor again next month). Thank you.",5.6945098039215685,5.709158973856213,7.313202614379088,72.90941176470591,67.10457516339869,11.244444444444444,32.68627450980392,10.980518767755715,3.6299490196078437,605,24,118,17,9,211,103,153,0.062,0.872,0.066,0.3607,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,18,6,1,3,2,28,27,14,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,2,14,4,19,18,1,15,0,1,2,0,11,3,0,3,11,78,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141664643590339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404470951807773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909582348689252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332056604057774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919928746933493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464991680190231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702406020392353,0.1228292929518216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29193358863628394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263096261151285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626942160305955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745075411031991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405778866079082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558809474264382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884719365780438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592673927282308,0.1262048577495813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124143748679315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445835784206305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873279945776621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138294863233656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166674650141654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645796453077202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080960743521387,0.0,0.1615486839595516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364125187575945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138880748847342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688153998180678,0.1482258017771186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312956028136695,0.16308631155479775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316875934543807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130564729248116,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlackWidow4G,2019/08/26,"Different adhd meds- what’s been your experience? After getting diagnosed late in life at 42, I was first prescribed Concerta which didn’t do much after the first few days. Even after upping the dosage it wasn’t helping me, and actually made me tired and zoned out. I then was prescribed Adderall (25mgXR in the am and 10mgIR in the afternoon) and it worked great for a while, but slowly over a year or so the bad side effects outweighed the good. I got super anxious and irritable as it wore off, to the point that I felt miserable every evening. My emotions felt unstable so I tried lowering the dose but then just stopped altogether about two months ago. I feel much better emotionally and am getting better sleep, but I’m a mess at work. Forgetting things, making mistakes, and very very unfocused and unmotivated. I’m thinking about trying another med but not sure what else is effective. Is there another adhd med that is sort of in between concerta and adderall? Has anyone tried straterra if adderall didn’t work out for you? What other options are out there for someone with anxiety? I’m also on 10mg of lexapro (have been for 5 yrs).",5.156048834628186,7.232025037735852,5.693340732519424,76.45565482796894,69.84905660377359,8.761820199778025,31.810210876803552,9.325443323948027,3.137676692563818,916,41,156,20,17,295,136,212,0.19,0.7070000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9649,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,10,10,10,0,1,11,0,16,5,1,4,1,35,29,22,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,12,3,11,6,28,17,3,30,0,1,0,0,3,15,0,4,15,110,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.11065406050941266,0.0,0.2725498673872126,0.0,0.10051500780924263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067939843406612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378024226543529,0.08674443283923079,0.12810048224001766,0.0,0.07928619786350405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467743430968753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057170229851395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731283439928141,0.0,0.0,0.11509031162338355,0.0,0.11847031891911905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472431647911927,0.2551010734218071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978845693751494,0.0,0.0955374998972538,0.0,0.0,0.11091895930321502,0.0,0.0,0.05733431183399599,0.0,0.21774786109889005,0.0,0.0,0.19290205034693034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184850929883526,0.0,0.0,0.09510767977120722,0.09068979794140206,0.12501488316442358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600414754309562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791091329642296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009199669729952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729408290449743,0.07568992114270738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778582529398262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050826984854887,0.0,0.16671207120183518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719192249516137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347371140185672,0.0,0.09607652211942642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948006398600564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068704495294953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533248748358158,0.07265690045408911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303272178410625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095681004934734,0.0,0.11076733282141613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712025565913706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765178893759685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302061514605403 adhd,xxfatboyrichxx,2019/08/26,"Hey, so... How do y’all read? So I’m 23 and I take myself to be a writer of mostly scripts. Right now I’m working on a project the a one Mr. Doug Jones, but that’s just me bragging. Ever since I was 14 I have wanted to improve my writing by reading novels and learning from the writers that have come before me and will be remembered after but every single time I pick up a novel that isn’t of the comic book variety, I get to about chapter 4, I put a bookmark in it and I put it on the shelf. Never to be opened again. Seems like an ill fate for works from the likes of Neil Gaiman, Frank Herbert, Ayn Rand and Mary Shelley. But with all my respect and admiration for these writers and the art they’ve inspired, I cannot for the life of me finish one of their pieces. Every time I start reading I’m okay for a moment but then there is this voice in my head that, at first, politely asked me to put the book down and do something else. But eventually the voice looses its patience and starts getting louder. Demanding I put the book down! I can resist for a moment but then the voice starts yelling so loud my head begins to hurt. So I listen to the voice and put the book down... This may sound dramatic but I feel it is an accurate description of how it feels. It feels like I am a slave to this voice. Anything it says not to pay attention to, I abide. Even if I want to pay attention to it so dearly, it doesn’t matter. So if there is anyone out there with a similar experience and has either overcome the adversity or are in the process of, please give me some insight. Anything can help. Thank you all so very much for reading TLDR: Even though my desire to expand my mind and read books to help me grow my writing skills, I can never seem to finish a novel. Just looking for insight as to how anyone with ADHD reads.",3.728200992555831,4.6074724569892505,4.708279569892476,86.79011166253105,71.74193548387099,7.228453267162945,26.135649296939626,7.321109707123232,1.1600418527708851,1422,44,298,14,26,464,191,372,0.040999999999999995,0.79,0.168,0.9935,0,0,1,0,1,0,40.0,0,2,1,4,22,11,0,0,27,1,22,4,2,4,5,63,45,36,0,5,14,0,3,3,0,2,2,10,0,1,17,18,0,0,12,16,2,7,6,2,0,3,1,14,34,9,50,39,8,39,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,8,22,209,51,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993722648156412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792528244379706,0.0,0.1505550728417785,0.0,0.08551837359749695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783994098960187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879908410095937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641705155762539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083900588561584,0.08274591958962506,0.15414614381396813,0.0,0.0,0.08948177349646412,0.0,0.0,0.1387601165030918,0.06535097852306875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781004115338475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558560880929527,0.08775279382863369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877629870213312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262981834605065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792770795513787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461270419744714,0.13407269668789618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681739578109763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236539807246323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672459058763303,0.0,0.14110495324740285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397396964799486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041395552091027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597967882329263,0.0,0.0,0.5490087777976753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362527792472782,0.07812060887147926,0.0,0.07274594986342409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655391880396556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567047820966448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042323901983377,0.0,0.0,0.1942430543997876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877910005180253,0.0,0.0,0.08421946250746136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987540122609125,0.0,0.10668160822355184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547786437357078,0.10791066499885224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319226591448827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZookMurnig,2019/08/26,"Crushes, emotional dysregulation, and not knowing whether to think more or less of what I see/hear I’ve had a long history of getting intense crushes that consume a significant portion of my brain space at any given moment. It’s only in the last couple years that I learned it had anything to do with my adhd, but it makes complete sense. Now, though, I’ll be consumed with a crush on a woman in my life (for the past couple years it’s been a member of the leadership at my synagogue) and have no idea whether she feels similarly or is just being polite, or worse if she knows how I feel and is trying to pretend not to know so I’ll move on. I’m really nervous about saying anything or letting on about my feelings because I’ve been in the process of converting and joining the congregation for a few years, and I don’t want to expose myself to a lot of scrutiny by other members of the congregation (not that I think anyone in particular would be a dick about it—everyone has been incredibly kind and welcoming). She’s incredibly smart and knowledgeable about the Torah and interpretation of it, cute and nerdy, about my age, my daughter likes her and she likes my daughter, and her singing voice is otherworldly beautiful. She teaches some adult classes at the synagogue on singing and Jewish history, and she helps run the Sunday morning religious school that my daughter is enrolled in. I’ve talked with my therapist a lot about my feelings towards her and how I can read her behavior towards me in a lot of conflicting ways, that I want to think the best of the situation, but my depression and self esteem issues and relationship history makes me worry that I’m missing something or misreading something. How do I calm myself down and get the courage to just talk with her without thinking up an ironclad excuse to talk with her planned hours in advance? How does one Adult Relationship with adhd?",11.553162118780095,8.338830303370788,10.767592295345109,63.155337078651705,57.76404494382022,13.879293739967899,46.4959871589085,11.899873341045813,5.477836918138041,1532,75,264,33,14,496,180,356,0.10400000000000001,0.764,0.132,0.9091,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,15,12,0,1,23,0,20,3,2,6,0,68,41,33,0,4,16,3,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,4,13,23,0,1,15,4,0,3,6,3,0,1,6,6,36,9,53,30,9,34,2,2,0,1,28,19,1,10,13,194,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552973731321377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222921829390012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426735604105153,0.0,0.17481027964021473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474711881071392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146512663050663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857004310684333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136344462872493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504772398695056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148203356680147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294865930553572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194765467180549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149210747398377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148201258269225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098494849850253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971099031196962,0.0,0.07119306056140133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045994760037799,0.0,0.0,0.11990277064991635,0.0,0.11085990678028664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060562219577533,0.17511744590903994,0.0865786533916838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861109551707432,0.07502214754953042,0.10378167119731024,0.0,0.0,0.09399612059534676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708982439116837,0.0,0.0,0.14179744958641985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288876046766293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197341110202561,0.0807805958839343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013933600609787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624282547711908,0.0,0.0680434609767807,0.0,0.0,0.22806835005533546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446570147578153,0.0,0.10749432192645274,0.08463887211944901,0.0,0.11080445241344493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938907885587885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635375796226329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561125684371082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332273616016852,0.0,0.272230781158288,0.10435479671695076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211238989989797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252956354677956,0.08430779478066662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238658521182964,0.0,0.0,0.10786555647000924,0.10824122412721184,0.07545143673303112,0.0,0.0,0.20519516017370493 adhd,NoethLatty,2019/08/26,"Are there any youtubers with adhd wirth following for student motivation/advice etc? I am starting university (I failed the previous one... eh) in the end of september and I want to make sure I am ready to not fail it this time. I already aced the entrance exams (biggest accomplishment in my life tbh) and what I find helps me a lot are youtubers that give you tips on how to study, how to create study schedule, how to urganize your bujo around your studies etc. (Ana Mascara is my all time favorite, for example). However, I am curious if there are any youtubers like that that have adhd? Since adhd study strategies would probably look a bit different, or they might have some really useful tips and tricks up their sleeve? I love How to ADHD, but would love to get something specifically about school and productivity.",6.6618120805369125,7.982215483221477,6.693483221476513,73.61217114093961,65.30872483221475,9.986845637583892,33.69194630872483,10.125756701596842,3.565541744966442,653,28,111,15,10,208,102,149,0.022000000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.17,0.9575,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,2,4,8,7,1,0,5,0,12,3,0,6,2,25,22,11,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,16,4,17,19,6,12,0,2,1,2,9,6,0,5,6,76,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6444955908827703,0.13100987283815166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794756930473105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823419181803862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119349103383717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463677280762472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400727120614813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874461301954012,0.0,0.2990429177379449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225358867244836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004509004937337,0.12861041368840465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986307432455369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469631967032248,0.06549894019717581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258350439720352,0.0,0.0,0.1139799714328952,0.2420035317748272,0.0,0.08949155051584556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222515126360075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084806777866772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454817246248974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588750845712982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356841546714112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090258306247576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032122341461324,0.0,0.0,0.09489414711680844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635767204312154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156352466604868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579186095634525,0.0,0.0,0.07907688554050749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047637546603247,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TimeTravelingMouse,2019/08/26,"Finally medicated again after a ten-year rollercoaster of failures and successes! I hope my story can give some hope to those of you who struggle the way I have. Hi! I hope my story can provide some hope and insight for anyone walking a similar path! I was diagnosed with ADHD at age nine in 2004. My fifth grade teacher was concerned with my fidgeting and struggles to pay attention, constantly ripping apart my books and drawing on my desk out of boredom. My grades were struggling despite my understanding of all subjects. My parents had me evaluated, diagnosed, and then prescribed Adderall. It was extremely effective and I was peachy. Straight A’s and advanced classes, excelling in every way, aside from staying slightly underweight. In 2008, a study was released saying that Adderall and other amphetamine drugs had been linked to cardiovascular issues, sometimes, although rarely, resulting in sudden death in adolescents. It was recommended that all patients taking these medications have a precautionary EKG to be safe. So in tenth grade, I was taken in to be tested, and it revealed Long-QT syndrome, and irregularity in my heartbeat. I was immediately taken off the drugs, and a second EKG came back normal, affirming that it was not genetic, but the adderall that had caused it. Very suddenly, school completely changed. Every method and habit I had for studying and focusing didn’t function anymore. I had to relearn how to be a student. It was confusing and extremely frustrating. I was put on academic probation within months due to plummeting grades. My grades never recovered before graduating years later. In fact, I barely graduated on time, filling my afternoons with tutoring just to keep me afloat. Throughout the rest of high school, I grew to loathe school and anything to do with it. I blamed my ADHD and took no personal responsibility for my failures. It didn’t help that I was given false hope junior year when my psych tried a different drug, Straterra, which did virtually nothing for me. I had been attending a private school, which was heavy on college prep. My classmates were heading for Ivy League. I was somehow accepted into two colleges, my last two choices. I should have never gone at all, I was far from prepared or motivated, but the pressure and expectations were too loud. I attended college for one semester before failing out with a GPA of 0.9. I failed four of five classes. I passed English, my favorite class with a perfect 100 (I’m sure many of you can relate to this pattern.) Cue the lowest point of my life. Moving home with my tail between my legs, humiliated after receiving so much support and encouragement from family and friends. I spent six months, friendless and hopeless, watching movies and reading in my room, feeling entirely lost. My parents, god bless them, were equally as lost. Wanting to be supportive but also honest with me, they finally put their foot down and told me I needed a job. Things turned around when I got my first job at a dog daycare. I discovered my work ethic. I discovered that the real world isn’t sitting in a classroom, trying to remember facts and listen to lectures. I discovered that I wasn’t a complete failure and that I was actually good at something. I was an excellent employee, and I was finally proud of myself. Over the next few years I tried different ADHD-friendly jobs. Scheduler at an orthodontist, preschool teacher, full-time nanny for an incredible family. I thrived in every position, but started to get antsy to start a real career path, something I was passionate about. I felt lost because college felt like Mount Everest. Just being on a college campus seemed to trigger a nervous anxiety that I couldn’t shake, facing an obstacle I could never overcome. By random chance, I found out about a unique school, a six month trade-school-ish program for photography and videography. I kept it in the back of mind for a while, until a breakup with my long term, live in boyfriend pushed me to make the leap. And thank god I did. It was the absolute perfect place for me. It was nothing like a regular school. No papers, lectures, busy work, or gen eds. It was fast-paced, no time wasted, and hands on. I adored every second of it and graduated at the top of my class. My classmates would even ask me how I was doing so well and for me to help them with their projects. It blew my mind. I cried when my mentor shook my hand and gave me my certificate. I wish I had found this path ten years earlier, but I know that if life hadn’t gone the way it did I wouldn’t be where I am now, completely secure in myself and proud of what I have achieved. Since graduating in March, I have been building my freelance business and gaining experience. For the first time in a while, I felt my ADHD getting in my way again. Struggling to keep track of clients, projects, schedules, deadlines. All the passion and interest and skill is there but I keep tripping over myself. My sister owns her own wedding photography business, and is not shy to admit that her ADHD medication is her helping hand to keep everything running smoothly. I became pretty discouraged, envious, and even somewhat resentful, seeing the drastic difference on her success and mine, especially since we are so similar and face the same struggles. I decided to get re-evaluated. I went my psych with low expectations, explaining my situation and history, and he gave me the go ahead to try a low dose of Dyanavel XR, the same formula as Adderall but in an extended release liquid, with the expectation I would have an EKG administered the same day as my first dose. If it came back concerning, it would also be my last dose. The EKG came back completely normal. I was absolutely floored. I broke down in the doctors office. I couldn’t believe it. The doc couldn’t say why it was different now vs ten years ago, but it didn’t matter. I have been on Dyanavel for three weeks and things couldn’t be better. I am on a low dose, just enough to give me that ability to focus on the task at hand instead of following every rabbit trail my mind sees. During the day, I stick to a schedule of editing, client relations, learning new techniques, improving my skills on the piano, writing my novel, and keeping up with chores. My mood has improved and my anxiety have been reduced too! I can calm down in the evenings because I reflect the productivity of the day and can actually relax and enjoy myself without feeling guilty. I feel like a functional adult for the first time in my life, doing the thing that I love and doing it well. I owe my family so much for being so patient with me through my angsty and uncertain young adulthood. I was so angry for so long and avoided taking responsibility for any of my failures. The reality is that we need to play with whatever cards we are dealt. It took me too long to realize that. It’s not worth wasting your life making excuses about why you can’t achieve things. So many people deal with much bigger hurdles in life. That shouldn’t downplay the struggles of ADHD, but at least I had a healthy body and a love for life. My story looked different than my peers and that’s okay. My hope for anyone who read this is that they won’t let their ADHD be the reason they aren’t living the life they want to live. You can find the strength to adapt and overcome. Whether on or off meds, there is a place for you. Our brains work a little differently, but we are still capable of so so much. It’s just more of an adventure to find the unique path that is right for you! And once you find it, you won’t have a doubt in your mind you are on the right one, and you will finally feel that immeasurable joy of being right where you need to be.",6.265866087900164,7.590267190877197,6.419241092421777,75.20560173629956,66.2140350877193,9.469271115934166,34.48019533369507,9.691520473744943,3.449078133478025,6157,282,1062,128,97,1966,606,1425,0.099,0.733,0.168,0.9989,14,1,6,0,0,1,183.0,5,13,9,32,50,75,3,14,79,1,114,35,11,10,12,212,191,96,1,30,25,3,12,3,1,9,20,4,3,2,60,82,0,10,30,6,4,26,26,28,2,19,76,20,171,46,172,88,23,181,1,11,4,4,63,80,0,20,72,765,231,66,0.0,0.0,0.0718929993790315,0.0,0.3098869383923342,0.0,0.032652780027889385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891527075734122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025049657687942352,0.0,0.05635868604853207,0.0,0.036531289222559785,0.051512999591025316,0.0,0.030312785938669536,0.032791737796323564,0.03443657000396656,0.0,0.0,0.11329805441163596,0.0,0.0449096141644354,0.0,0.06268923189791595,0.0415014162347819,0.0,0.03257833739316724,0.0,0.040916352306917925,0.0,0.04112101808696754,0.0,0.12639128107126213,0.0,0.037840589826737325,0.03896747075919948,0.0,0.15448685353612746,0.039806493946907176,0.0,0.029410448275558713,0.0,0.04046247825205237,0.07126827472568578,0.037976168957599685,0.0,0.07477527407472429,0.0,0.2309138912374947,0.0,0.037703078227716035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815375875659246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806130501391712,0.0,0.07298924272651626,0.0,0.15517906412940066,0.0,0.03310570864051273,0.03603255332699939,0.10417675197676912,0.0,0.07450129938481642,0.026315555968468983,0.1061046479272871,0.1614075991408358,0.1010019653484253,0.12533030348783336,0.0,0.08077726977675602,0.056918610235840085,0.0,0.05773567194973062,0.07067265432213123,0.020934676254423426,0.03089618370647545,0.029461013708263768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378042341938504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407093025277807,0.03891912364020066,0.03694938534829385,0.21951800823183426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038447082520868175,0.10966176415728407,0.16370708797235578,0.0,0.0,0.020244033180400026,0.06005230796545514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037667177190603585,0.1821278717482845,0.053988442610518106,0.03691922319177593,0.0975802556453283,0.13039435843413147,0.030932857069858963,0.0,0.12063212453340473,0.0,0.06649162946981194,0.0,0.049176464276688016,0.07469158986604696,0.0,0.0,0.040916352306917925,0.11132480411568436,0.0,0.0,0.1487749293099145,0.0,0.08820613032269302,0.03915070484391341,0.10831442403662236,0.08194000216947915,0.08523029138651975,0.03557631694914843,0.03917537022442759,0.0,0.07218267165771274,0.07069002974229381,0.0,0.0,0.03922900394912753,0.04992188350712221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180375838274882,0.0,0.0,0.02553735717864841,0.03216366462311214,0.07697129707916489,0.0,0.03482180763138962,0.0,0.0,0.03747532691090839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406045564012266,0.0,0.0,0.07369168524495545,0.08385457873191586,0.0,0.03787341379868092,0.0,0.0,0.04172786487066478,0.09437290618330677,0.0,0.05858673147287654,0.0,0.2609590996387349,0.05870684533947885,0.033533996514730234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094203176420105,0.04140506608903847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671611136635452,0.03643162158518674,0.0,0.05214524286212066,0.03926214084729277,0.029417176808201162,0.0,0.0,0.23105312253848284,0.0,0.0,0.08360182728822517,0.034717375604157136,0.0,0.055391986402628254,0.0,0.0,0.033913524010465004,0.0,0.0,0.0978884724328274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591717814973984,0.0,0.0,0.03519825647158989,0.08185202345588383,0.10003656274953364,0.040066853563597384,0.07196659348139915,0.038347444245410894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030393454072031593,0.043453506107327615,0.11695440983939563,0.029547516467198307,0.0,0.06623974963384972,0.03414722452982382,0.06647729422523556,0.0,0.04235943755268028,0.03550846834528555,0.0,0.08045086563629618,0.0,0.0,0.0785014447146032,0.0,0.0,0.14232657207112254 adhd,Pinepalm,2019/08/26,Advice question for other adhd students Do you find that you can't manage schoolwork if you get into something outside of school? Like a show or hobby. I have never found a balance and I believe it's because I can't go full in on two things mentally. It's one or the other so I just have to go full in on school. Anyone have this same revelation?,1.2504577464788724,3.639488746478875,3.3275880281690178,87.01279049295776,84.07042253521126,4.676760563380283,22.959507042253517,5.985473137389443,0.5858014084507048,275,10,52,2,8,93,52,71,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.4329,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,7,1,8,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,2,43,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850147219230883,0.23174552629600104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658245799422891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456773946988766,0.0,0.0,0.267192940375454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675575240191391,0.0,0.0,0.26002867113079564,0.0,0.0,0.12390391583691147,0.0,0.2695617745950393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586215633211785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389968782468207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290887581434054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160702646481854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656683397836549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800278811536602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257382443177253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755551949253965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316663799172283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snypershot,2019/08/26,"Managing ADHD in Japan First off, r/japan and r/japantravel are useless for trying to post this question as it keeps getting deleted. I know Adderall is a banned substance in Japan. You are simply not allowed to bring it under any circumstance. My question is, besides Concerta, what is approved in Japan for ADHD? I’ve been looking for hours and I can’t find any decent information on this. For instance, Vyvanse was possibly going to get approved, but I can’t find any info on it.",5.146904761904763,7.050659055555558,5.682063492063495,77.225,69.55555555555556,7.365079365079365,35.079365079365076,7.957251820313856,2.9792698412698417,385,20,62,5,7,124,60,90,0.046,0.909,0.045,-0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,1,5,0,15,14,0,12,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,2,2,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727067512146415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012172789354637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35949689487493725,0.16728333496598666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054989199254208,0.0,0.11176937621038044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193675625698306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480508302603334,0.0,0.0,0.10808206122019497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514925270805014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217104851305645,0.1883509166843836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44062010885742187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352277437755267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lemonlimeface,2019/08/26,"When my ADD saves me from my ADD So I'm a hobby collector. Especially when it comes to crafts. Sometimes I'll get really excited by an idea: ""oh man I only need to buy X, Y and Z and I can make this awesome thing!!"". I'll pull up some shopping website and fill up my cart, only to get distracted by something else and forget about buying it alltogether. Thanks me, for saving me from myself!",1.57243670886076,3.7548493291139273,3.9447943037974684,84.36883702531647,81.0253164556962,6.987974683544303,22.53322784810127,8.07648339933343,1.3625556962025316,303,10,61,6,8,105,57,79,0.053,0.8079999999999999,0.139,0.8420000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,8,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,11,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672998754610621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921961654128084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242426180723002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502960428023805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713068263709705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008687637180805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720011542682427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878902705540696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888758650352124,0.3068991136108719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28568671954104513,0.0,0.0,0.2061525408093018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thekassette,2019/08/26,"Worried dad seeks hope: please share your academic success stories. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child. This was way back when ritalin was basically the only medication prescribed. It was a bad experience for me, so I went unmedicated. I also attended school in a tiny backwoods school district that basically had no idea what to do with me: a super bright kid who was unable to function academically. I eventually ended up dropping out of high school and never pursued formal education past that. Honestly, school was incredibly traumatic for me and I have no regrets about leaving. My 6 year old son is starting first grade today. He shows many clear signs of ADHD, and I'm in the process of getting him an assessment. In the meantime: redditors with ADHD who have managed to make school work for you, could you share your stories? I know it will be challenging, and I'm definitely up for it, but I need evidence that my crash and burn isn't the only future out there for the guy. PS to offer some hope of my own, I'm an incredibly happy and fulfilled adult, with a family and a job I love. I know that things can turn out well for any of us!",5.554946236559143,6.811431990783415,6.691631336405532,72.8536374807988,67.80184331797236,9.841966205837174,32.439016897081416,10.047579312681364,3.380324362519201,910,39,163,22,15,306,135,217,0.064,0.752,0.184,0.9795,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,4,0,5,7,14,0,0,13,0,16,4,0,1,2,28,30,12,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,12,14,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,1,1,8,1,21,12,29,19,2,24,0,1,1,1,19,9,0,3,11,111,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114703605397088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126619683675467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760931791885887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775553775983659,0.09529010453228468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112000087141643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583507627987427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108140261931996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163673058611928,0.10758745375072784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707517253755048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059625912862439776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300228153809345,0.0,0.1214888176984626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057995671412385,0.0,0.22670493281803325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883390498367406,0.0,0.0,0.11325204285622155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254408843929116,0.0,0.0,0.12084252633588514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300280496346947,0.0,0.07617972065167146,0.1157054402896956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149695300231271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462268237839891,0.08802069424042945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975561362997557,0.0,0.0,0.17359531490763966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089457937065668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252756316907083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775059734771334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077868331890281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758199739919759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081777194053818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413587502724155,0.0,0.0,0.13727903849160966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090587584951383,0.0,0.0,0.10261261555429542,0.1057955696479397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308479215959012,0.11590008119030892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734931412222189 adhd,whirleykins,2019/08/26,"Afraid of growing reliance on Adderall Hi, I’ve been on Adderall for a year now taking 15mg XR and 5mg IR in school days. I’m afraid what it can do to my brain in the long term as I notice my cognitive functioning feels worst during crashes / break days. I’m also afraid of brain deterioration so I do take melatonin at night and try to intake foods with L-theanine for restorative / protective purposes. I recently came back from a month break because I had to change psychiatrists due to medical insurance changes. I liked being off it because it was chill but then again I wasn’t doing much to accomplish my summer goals. I know how good it is for me to take it because it has given me so much clarity, productivity, and helps me persevere through my self doubt but at the same time I don’t like how much I have to rely on this to make life temporarily easier. I guess in a way it feels wrong and that it feels like “cheating” or selling my soul to the devil despite my need for it to function normally. I also noticed during my crash, I get increased irritation / introversion which affects my family relationships because I don’t want to socialize as it drains me even more. I was happy with it in the beginning but it feels like life without it now seems harder and I’m beginning feel worst of a person when I’m not on it. I kinda just want to know what others experience on this or what insight others can give me. I appreciate it lots.",5.999819164414884,6.273701964664313,6.955356474745376,74.84636250259824,66.4558303886926,10.192392434005406,32.90147578466015,10.056822442137396,3.2070101434213263,1148,46,218,25,17,385,156,283,0.11199999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.149,0.7639,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,13,15,1,4,8,0,16,6,2,4,0,38,42,20,0,4,8,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,24,8,1,1,9,0,1,3,5,9,0,0,7,5,29,6,38,34,10,37,2,0,0,0,7,12,0,7,23,148,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801945068429267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866315590954994,0.0,0.2747153895022431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515402706228547,0.0,0.12885744940213656,0.0,0.0,0.2383668643496869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453177470250467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744134213358394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020688004291417,0.10620946660993764,0.0,0.2848311806351884,0.16097417763101196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623359470815402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588622202726636,0.10807744689241056,0.0,0.09449710600919348,0.0,0.0,0.1241119509044903,0.0,0.0,0.11993278097947713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755162149344391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383422934535117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591556417021111,0.22016749741028704,0.0,0.0,0.09970397662226793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578279049146576,0.0,0.0,0.07520400580958392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134969927668628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992722344990135,0.0,0.24846271568084224,0.08353882953058656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572740675124892,0.1103866684712274,0.0,0.2565371177268097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837374267351216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112419764044928,0.12095882946110692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402184784328386,0.0,0.10256495280031086,0.11753298394763985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484662391078805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541276194923019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569520663748761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649136997587143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290413509014254,0.08942733324148139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860394698990868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231802518649202,0.0,0.07255183626508946 adhd,Luk3Anderson,2019/08/26,"Alternatives to Stimulants? Hate the side effects. Hey Reddit fam, (Forgive my ADD’ness; this might be all over the place. Feel free to skim to the last paragraph.) I graduated from university a year ago with a 2.7 GPA, which isn’t impressive to begin with, but would be much lower if my friends didn’t help drag my ass through countless lab assignments. Throughout my scholarly years I realized I was always playing catchup. I was typically the last person in the room finishing an exam, never followed along in lectures, had to ask wtf we were doing after instructions, etc, etc. Fast forward to my life in the real world. I moved out of state to Colorado (love it out here) and tried to get my hands on any job I could find. My degree hasn’t done me much help because I was a POS in college and never acquired an internship. I could probably get more use of my diploma as a fire starter than getting a job in my field because I have nothing to show for it besides a cap & gown. *Regrets* Anyways, I did manage to get a job in Land Surveying and it’s kind of been a trial run to see how I actually function at a job where they expect you to pick it up in a timely manner. Unsurprisingly, I’m behind the curve. People who started around the same time as me back in January are further ahead and have likely gotten raises while I fear I could get fired at any second for being such a space cadet. On top of that, a lot of the guys don’t enjoy working with me because they claim I’m spacey & un-alert (go figure). They all think it’s because I smoke copious amounts of pot (I don’t) when in reality it’s just symptoms of my ADD. It sucks having to explain to everyone you have a mental disorder. Like I said, this job has been a trial run to see how I function without addressing my ADD at all and it hasn’t been going well. I’m moving in a month to a city that has a lower cost of living, so I’m putting in my two weeks soon and hitting up a temp agency this week. I don’t want the next job I get to go the same as this, so I’m going to have to start tackling this condition. Given this alarming reality check, it’s evident I cannot have a successful career pretending I don’t have a problem. I do, and I’m trailing the pack no matter how much I want to deny it. I’m 26 years old and am in too much debt to keep job-hopping. The shitty part is I don’t know how much the traditional meds I’ve taken have actually helped me to begin with. What’s worse is the side effects; I break out in hives when I take Adderall, and with Concerta I get acne and sweat my balls off because I have Hyperhydrosis in my hands/feet/underwear region. I also feel like a really weird version of myself when I’m on these drugs. I’m excessively emotional, horny, and all around edgy. I’m not ME. That’s what I hate the most about these drugs. So my question is, has any explored alternatives to these traditional stimulants for ADD treatment? I’m about to delve into a book I purchased recently called “The Mindfulness Prescription for Adult ADHD” hoping it can help me at least a little with stabilizing my inattentiveness. My biggest struggle I’ve realized is battling my internal thoughts and distractions, I’m always in my own world and never in the present moment. Thank you for reading and I’m starving for all your advice!",4.4229524312198985,5.465956978755691,5.646946295441049,80.09311126872073,70.25948406676783,8.583242066371973,29.955828989905648,8.903607488879933,2.401854364320116,2615,103,509,47,46,874,323,659,0.131,0.792,0.077,-0.9916,11,0,3,0,0,0,74.0,1,4,3,7,24,26,4,4,43,0,49,8,3,10,8,86,103,31,0,11,5,0,5,3,1,2,4,1,2,3,27,31,0,1,15,6,5,12,16,11,1,2,16,8,65,16,91,78,22,94,0,1,2,2,25,47,2,6,38,339,92,20,0.0,0.0,0.13220225945363842,0.0,0.08140620442779417,0.06619140078655272,0.06004439005765917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416891754216519,0.11272451954411568,0.1467851095195723,0.0,0.13818958897903733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059983212634323,0.06332455735162426,0.0,0.0,0.052085247918061316,0.0,0.2064579484445995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916662029238559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224643903397554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763198765276373,0.0,0.0,0.06931803768415717,0.0,0.0,0.1571058527852475,0.0,0.0,0.07619453398310366,0.0,0.0,0.15108838129188812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472520376900598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622248296720803,0.06849929893019144,0.048391025382993925,0.0,0.0,0.061910005812584476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233311270313855,0.0,0.2477269666554974,0.0,0.15398503474163955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670698624778061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375169590803795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160960360221445,0.0,0.0,0.06727770652143904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705267172854178,0.060207383487837274,0.0,0.07053722316737153,0.03722625220841582,0.1104287047002023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784434876945008,0.0992780125901284,0.0678898469306247,0.05981264001502859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758721695787763,0.06113490692132038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524006885645823,0.0,0.06826253955195867,0.07185780571550629,0.06839463499474806,0.0,0.05406669090195725,0.1439865267626447,0.2489708962058793,0.0,0.15672787604513594,0.0,0.07203861993985271,0.0,0.0,0.06499507416226842,0.0,0.07107814486382855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335211388905152,0.0,0.04696001486448753,0.05914496783013151,0.07077030778264297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303148846078518,0.06481475782502115,0.0,0.06809397059768403,0.07588047042796968,0.0,0.06775490921561758,0.07709905602523515,0.04339378683213845,0.0,0.06688169969948217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644329978978384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795456673543724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588859813437832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708129792822704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040424117888003,0.05092947728780183,0.0,0.0,0.062362741003212936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043402864570485394,0.0,0.05377527726665806,0.07899548756752256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459886906155472,0.0,0.06616879491466435,0.0,0.0,0.05850265564222624,0.0,0.0,0.07990557826478284,0.0,0.10866839530822274,0.0,0.06090331911922117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529564471549783,0.0,0.04931303605814639,0.0,0.06902936062921262,0.04811812207625656,0.0,0.0,0.1308604076239265 adhd,noomoom,2019/08/26,"How does your adhd affect you at college? In the UK we have this thing called ‘disability support allowance’ for university. Basically the government give you funding for non-medical things that will help you if you have a disability and are attending university. I have been approved for this for my adhd and tomorrow I meet with an assessor who will determine what things they will give me. People usually get things like special software (and laptops if theirs isn’t good enough), sessions with study skills mentors, transport reimbursement (usually for people with physical disabilities). I will have to explain how my adhd impacts my studies, but the problem is I have been out of education for a while and really don’t know how I will manage. I know I will struggle with time management, as that is one of my biggest issues in my everyday life, but I’m not sure what else. I did well in school, but only because I have a very good memory and never had to study. I was wondering how other people’s adhd affects their university/college experience, to see if I think these things are likely to be a problem for me too. Bonus question: what (non-medical) things do you think you could most help you with these issues?",8.548243243243245,8.47652513063063,8.580855855855859,66.49263513513515,61.20720720720721,11.904504504504509,38.770270270270274,11.374738998889045,4.669551351351352,977,45,160,25,12,319,123,222,0.055999999999999994,0.8270000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.8959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,8,3,3,6,12,0,1,8,0,26,1,0,7,2,39,38,17,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,17,12,0,0,7,0,3,2,4,3,1,1,5,1,30,9,24,25,2,15,0,0,1,0,21,6,0,6,9,128,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045672055068593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398278290555197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717613160013492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380220414631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918514058840888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876808052001624,0.0,0.0,0.1084519767589534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026712466783942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483738887535261,0.20137483623419547,0.0,0.17607132472466866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070526139081896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910242428514326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536679655022013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413651553828836,0.10255653471168967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331743111713303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095180111165236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112376924409082,0.07982698573094861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829862635118574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008655326780533,0.0,0.0,0.11757948053684968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724021194745967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062253578187274,0.08363971524387542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097272232541012,0.0,0.0,0.11910762685033215,0.0989237760181153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41838548363118266,0.13450855645006204,0.0,0.0,0.061203155044758435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311977326144005,0.08660318329702624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437185331903876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138248937381092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shurtugal2,2019/08/26,"The game Crossy roads is literally so addicting I can’t stop playing it because of how mentally stimulating it is. It’s become a mindless thing to do, to just keep playing the game over and over until I get bored but then I just come back a couple minutes later",6.257820512820516,6.2377896538461535,7.281538461538464,73.73012820512822,65.92307692307692,10.01025641025641,34.641025641025635,9.725611199111238,3.3039025641025628,210,9,39,4,3,71,40,52,0.107,0.7959999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.1235,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726852349884303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26287443990346593,0.0,0.20839880668849786,0.3775649825397218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944879468651805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782690727670064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861127454249798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038668883234819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445212909294192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858159230969843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227121087801686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DoctorStrange2799,2019/08/26,"Vyvanse mild depression/Vyvanse daily use I take 50mg of vyvanse for college (and ADD obviously) and it’s just about perfect, I don’t feel “high” (I always hated when a medication would make me feel that way), everything seems to be pretty good but I’ve found that outside of when I’m in my classes and I’m getting ready to go home for the day I feel a mild depression almost as if I’m thinking “I know I’m not gonna be doing anything when I get home”. So I didn’t know if others have felt this and found a method of fixing it. I feel fine in class but when I’m no longer learning or I’m approaching the end of class and I know I’m about to go home I feel mildly depressed/hopeless as if I know I’m gonna be stuck in that situation where all you do is choose to focus on time, making everything drag on and make you think “wow how long am I gonna be bored”. I know the simple answer is that I have to find something to occupy my time but I didn’t know if it could also have to do with things like the amount I eat/drink, or when I’m taking the medicine, or how often I take it. I’m guilty of only taking it on days I have class and I know I should take it daily but I can’t bring myself to do that because I constantly feel as if I need to be doing something, as well as the fact that one of the side effects appears to be erectile dysfunction (or at least a mild form of it without stimulation). I’ve taken adderall and vyvanse since around second grade but it was very on and off and I’ve just now only started to want to get serious with it but I feel as if it’s something I cant take everyday (even though I should and I’d like to) and I’m not sure if I’ll eventually get used to it and I won’t have the negative side effects. This is the best medication I’ve been on so far, with the least amount of negative effects, it’s very manageable but I didn’t know if they ever went away. (Sorry this is so long)",2.4897101449275354,3.302188019323676,4.3282318840579705,88.61060869565218,74.60386473429952,7.355748792270532,24.669565217391305,7.675431598112923,1.020983188405797,1496,45,343,19,30,510,174,414,0.099,0.8170000000000001,0.084,-0.7841,0,0,5,0,0,1,28.0,0,2,1,5,23,13,1,0,14,0,34,2,0,11,6,93,95,50,0,14,24,0,8,2,0,7,2,0,3,0,23,18,0,0,28,0,0,6,13,4,1,2,11,8,35,9,48,70,7,41,0,1,0,0,3,17,0,16,19,218,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605728235620942,0.0,0.0,0.0687268149540415,0.07150961794151821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072194367158433,0.07650551942065226,0.0,0.0,0.08074419678604579,0.0,0.0,0.05238870504472655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018955204617417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287145788487673,0.0,0.0686167239958875,0.0,0.0,0.1108493936281236,0.0,0.07402067244774271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418925159432515,0.0,0.08793887850142414,0.0,0.0,0.0761180271983819,0.0,0.0,0.056763078163124474,0.07773836050573799,0.0,0.0,0.1544760726657898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041797029518477,0.0,0.0825166312018657,0.0,0.07854832081466502,0.0,0.0,0.18845927044298744,0.0,0.0,0.17960205297444354,0.0,0.09768425758316623,0.07208305327584091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484873310700393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080115814490207,0.258616844514595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778464644369202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397265332067567,0.0,0.0,0.15210978118159355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209842458460556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315259951909134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372400334745508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823570028359215,0.13072367971995086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743267491908388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782372632260256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109110568688458,0.09660104345380167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984842456301137,0.0,0.09620367306648056,0.060829330169410424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099817307686903,0.0,0.3877006504928112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570952390148052,0.1101347701655344,0.08443638521104489,0.0,0.100225526050643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845049046858186,0.0,0.14182029663760073,0.05069010181830471,0.06821579515604362,0.0,0.0,0.07727108705717631,0.07966796897603592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284385022413879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061049868114803736,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ausincali,2019/08/26,"Do your pharmacists forget their place? I took a semester off school and, consequentially, three months off Adderall. School starts back next week and I went to fill my script JUST in case I need it in the first few weeks. I don't like being medicated when I don't need to be, and it's a freaking amphetamine. I don't enjoy the crash, I don't like being a focused zombie. If I don't need it for school, I don't take it. My pharmacist would not release my medication until I justified why I had taken ""so long"" to fill it. She was intrusive, and offensive. I asked her if my insurance had failed to pay, or if my doctor had requested a consult. She continued to ask me why it had been so long, what had I been taking in the interim, had I consulted my doctor before ""going off prescription medication"" etc etc etc. &#x200B; **GET OUT OF HERE LADY**",2.4877320359281434,4.707847095808383,4.449487275449107,81.75231474550901,78.04191616766467,8.246856287425151,24.20995508982036,9.017664075816787,2.061108083832336,663,23,131,17,16,226,94,167,0.136,0.8320000000000001,0.032,-0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,2,6,6,1,0,7,0,20,5,0,0,0,16,33,12,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,2,12,0,26,3,15,17,4,25,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,4,14,96,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322905640100314,0.1483595543885148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828586455807864,0.0,0.0,0.09388400289695438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389438829599763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499401017210374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40850670565739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038544804395112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637899273232289,0.0,0.06938976017986193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929951498331295,0.0,0.0,0.21610158071203794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689955061055801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745556694389693,0.0,0.0,0.2715970875583105,0.0,0.0,0.12985008756731795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275639465388823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707018875685135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641991528191569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360143742621285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565273732475588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587549925795394,0.0,0.0,0.11318387216194532,0.22034463048935551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867332324021973,0.0,0.1483595543885148,0.0 adhd,Politeazfyck420,2019/08/26,I wish I wasn’t so forgetful I lost my wallet 2 days ago after just changing my password on my bank app. Now I can’t remember my password and have no recollection of where it could be. I’m going on vacation in 3 days and need my license and debit card. How the fuck can’t I remember where I put it. Ugh I feel so stupid,-0.2335714285714268,1.8172604285714336,2.825357142857144,90.39089285714287,87.57142857142857,6.357142857142858,21.607142857142854,7.645422480735847,0.975,250,9,57,5,8,89,47,70,0.24600000000000002,0.716,0.039,-0.9255,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,13,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,12,0,5,9,0,12,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23005621198317694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745465686465198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721225933054316,0.0,0.0,0.33474861464503697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122532529892006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399297658609381,0.0,0.0,0.14749593492723267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330583786877434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243697364515186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608976612062155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879900282972339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984447797946796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,last_trillium,2019/08/26,"Tools for recording verbal instructions and meetings at work? Taking notes isn't cutting it... I have lots of trouble remembering instructions or details. I almost always need things written down or recorded somehow for me to reference later. This is really starting to affect me at work - even if I take the best notes I can, I cant seem to capture all the information I need to complete assignments. Has anyone tried using a voice recording app or something similar to record meetings or verbal instructions at work? I'm a little embarrassed to have to do this in the first place, so I'm looking for something discrete I can use during meetings. Any recommendations would be very much appreciated!",7.969451219512197,9.379499065040656,7.866412601626017,66.04888719512196,62.41463414634147,10.052439024390246,38.952235772357724,10.125756701596842,4.4614723577235775,567,29,82,12,8,182,82,123,0.040999999999999995,0.877,0.08199999999999999,0.7090000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,3,4,1,1,5,0,11,0,0,3,1,20,23,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,9,1,16,20,4,10,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,9,3,59,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353468216247076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250882483287329,0.0,0.0,0.12464092050581085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815799255674898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234758890774828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217212337454287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105882528465445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590317229679634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837009519374563,0.0,0.0,0.15391427009071434,0.0,0.0,0.1558233970596699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347364671023005,0.2718088319843742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149509825619893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741785126398632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762756733099968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668568986412349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220538644786514,0.0,0.0,0.12973093587347265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756168670996344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176722595303367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244393179007488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31660090626889464,0.0,0.1512303337666999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400303671743346,0.0,0.0,0.13020127795963088,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Techmaniac55,2019/08/26,"""I'm on my Adderall right now, so just keep giving me shit to do"" If another college kid that isn't diagnosed brags that they took Adderall so that they can study, do their homework, or take a test, I think I'm gonna turn around and slap them across the face. It's just so frustrating to hear.",6.495683060109286,4.914013868852461,6.267868852459017,86.34092896174866,66.04918032786885,10.100546448087432,31.80874316939891,8.841846274778883,2.1235857923497266,230,7,53,3,3,72,49,61,0.11900000000000001,0.812,0.069,-0.6221,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,7,2,2,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,8,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,1,31,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150293571928033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674483536026167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30493235926812595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28820194221759066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33860892449839675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670379436627115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565674575324415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083893362931174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588762538566015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925048230391038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337912288804228,0.0,0.3267839626609437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swervinmonk,2019/08/26,"Help Educating My Parents Hi all, So, I was recently tested for ADHD and my psychiatrist said I demonstrated moderate symptoms which has been vindicating for me. My parents have never been the most sensitive or knowledgeable when it comes to mental health issues so I was wondering if anyone had articles/essays that describes what ADHD is like from a personal perspective. They've read the dry stuff like statistics, medical definitions, FAQs and the like, but I don't think it's quite sinking in and I'm not the best at articulating how it feels either (so I imagine it'd also be helpful for me to read whatever gets recommended as well). Thanks in advance.",5.695210084033612,8.147494193277314,6.899739495798317,66.79011344537818,69.25210084033614,10.810420168067226,33.74873949579832,10.793553405168565,4.5945959663865565,535,26,83,18,10,180,90,119,0.05,0.81,0.139,0.8293,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,1,2,18,19,13,0,1,5,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,2,10,6,10,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,6,62,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983487981630617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253365239411755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588177214181017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392266393345954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276110764551184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379770803605266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658671318502961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616248416620026,0.0,0.0,0.222169697746994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297831970851998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429008776251979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669548228820664,0.16701614318722033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782064442562566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36804552499423615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447084225221642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627349868293146,0.3315482750412264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363767898073858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764650529440294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972038531552635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225618769675596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525812627145556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619263642135804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490105339378771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797263441886439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,misterweswes,2019/08/26,"Recently diagnosed adult, learning to cope and accept myself through writing Hello everyone. I'm a 31 year old woman and was recently diagnosed. For years my coping mechanisms were suppression and denial. I went to get help when things were getting to be too much. I had started to come back from depression and was working on my anxiety, but didn't understand why things were getting harder. I was so frustrated with myself. The more I got to know myself, the harder it became. Meditation helped, but only seemed like brief snapshots in time. Once I was diagnosed, I cried. It was like all these fragmented pieces were coming together and I could start to understand what I had been struggling with my whole life. At first, I was disappointed in myself and wished I could be normal. There are days I still wish this, but I've come along way in terms of self acceptance. I'm still working with my doctor to find the right treatment, but I believe medication can only do so much. I'm trying to develop an internal dialogue, but I have difficulty focusing and processing thoughts in my chaotic mind. Writing has been my one way to truly communicate with myself. It's a wonderful creative outlet that gives me clarity and enables me to process my very intense way of experiencing the world and my feelings. It has also helped me to see the beauty in how my mind works and help me to learn to love myself. I hope to be able to communicate and connect with the world through my writing. I started an instagram yesterday to share my poems and prose I write as a way to process life, encourage myself, and express my feelings. Somedays are filled with euphoria, others tears, and everthing in between. If interested, please check out my Instagram. I appreciate any support! My username is daydreams_and_rabbit_holes Link: https://www.instagram.com/daydreams_and_rabbit_holes?r=nametag I encourage everyone here to find the beauty in how they experience this life. ADHD may be labeled as an illness, but we have many gifts to share with the world. Don't deny who you are. Learn what works for you and never give up on yourself. Much love!",6.585976705796039,8.798751183510642,6.507509170946445,71.50000000000003,66.42021276595744,9.760674981658108,33.44424064563463,10.085429814115964,3.787595121056493,1719,77,273,43,29,543,199,376,0.077,0.695,0.22899999999999998,0.9971,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,2,1,6,12,17,1,1,14,0,33,11,0,2,2,69,64,30,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,1,9,0,0,3,14,28,0,1,16,0,1,6,3,4,0,2,18,4,47,13,49,39,8,44,0,2,1,2,26,16,0,5,20,201,61,8,0.08614622363407434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035310200597812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688911039163959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058582386151052324,0.0,0.06590162528748382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624112848556253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705729403447408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226220312584533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756149957958627,0.0,0.0946275815470035,0.055557187544710084,0.0,0.07419761618473017,0.2623098108744713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817431021752319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463281679533667,0.0,0.08426753687842732,0.0,0.0,0.08711623814758368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747217546222922,0.07327593381532489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502353888363372,0.16527861487751186,0.0,0.0,0.06889900464746526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309679912698424,0.0,0.0,0.08556263779163538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734371159090783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825428761977469,0.0841733869075504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550066040575816,0.0,0.0,0.08733874958049803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678325726894709,0.0,0.0,0.17396625668509974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998215944772825,0.0,0.0664412784128275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440500858624904,0.0,0.0,0.09039597034936302,0.0917429166616975,0.058374910616239915,0.13103616994244552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456268432477404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011800616158454,0.0,0.0,0.0735684042885304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686473868471845,0.07842428657057382,0.08986929904360494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292422144113255,0.0,0.13759297094757064,0.0,0.0,0.09005873729278671,0.0,0.0,0.0977577137010109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446344623217855,0.0,0.0,0.06839047893889785,0.050232555770608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848763106090316,0.0,0.0,0.1793625138256444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107965646049852,0.0,0.2735154501763056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985841237086963,0.07773356764181329,0.09617918222843896,0.1981278114668194,0.0,0.09342190477928272,0.25086190720871104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095068721091404 adhd,Luminsnce,2019/08/26,"City tours and adhd I was wondering today, if I was not alone in feeling that city tours are boring as hell and I really don't want to do much on vacation. Since pretty much everyone in my friendgroup and family, even the laziest gamers like city tours and driving 100km to go shopping and look at the city, I thought it might be an adhd thing. I thought so, because typically in daily life I don't notice the tiny details and weird interesting stuff. Everytime I notice it my gf is like ""dude weve been going through this street twice a week, I noticed it the first time I was here."" So am I alone with it or are other people experiencing the same thing?",5.462538461538465,5.807385061538465,6.269038461538463,79.05971153846156,67.61538461538461,9.26923076923077,30.09615384615385,9.188382445141503,2.4117692307692304,518,18,102,9,8,171,86,130,0.114,0.777,0.10800000000000001,-0.1999,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,7,0,14,1,0,0,0,17,22,11,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,1,1,3,3,3,0,2,7,3,13,3,10,13,3,13,1,0,1,0,2,6,1,4,6,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637099531250647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134398775826189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224212242653626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099944192183407,0.0,0.0,0.1445909497581111,0.0,0.0,0.14264925805055403,0.0,0.07651098886786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871111690862386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719951512342016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688046427511992,0.14785278165348634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706911167809848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605246143838976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247246048392966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168300530199581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049049327699868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394492948585495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693826340125668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517191384304932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322304665704866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010580724482384,0.0,0.0,0.24025937226064484,0.08823481355699221,0.0,0.14343188608712973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925134862077133,0.0,0.12137826975702615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640980480464078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MC-JCC,2019/08/26,I have a cousin with ADHD as well but she’s the opposite of what I’m Like I’m quite and don’t know what to say and she is a non stop annoying talker?!?! I only thought as I have ADHD that we were quite all the time but she is the complete opposite so there any explanation of how we are soo different,0.0547402597402602,1.9969842575757573,2.7477489177489183,92.1559090909091,85.2121212121212,6.8017316017316025,20.034632034632033,7.957251820313856,0.7684268398268399,235,7,56,5,7,82,45,66,0.11199999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5414,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,11,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,8,2,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798138229293422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404202938863804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529209908138801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520299465732766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257156354365054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785089440729063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346332961965814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131473302984261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183268781121826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167583253788807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150658914900115,0.14066088685328254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689124640937504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Queen268,2019/08/26,"Didn’t finish assignment by deadline. Got an extension. Missed that deadline. Now it’s 1:36am AND IM STILL ON REDDIT. Help. Posting this as accountability cause nothing is working 😭 Every time I go back on reddit after this post, I’m gonna have to edit and post the time. Hopefully I won’t need to. Yikers the measures we have to take...",0.8717762237762231,3.3447365692307685,2.6899300699300706,86.30188811188812,98.69230769230768,4.825174825174827,21.293706293706293,6.574015621080383,0.8843846153846155,267,10,48,4,11,88,51,65,0.036000000000000004,0.877,0.08800000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,13,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,8,9,0,13,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,28,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776242294316096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372999481453239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462690216909695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128224513307366,0.0,0.18475126992708535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483398460525225,0.0,0.0,0.2294344609359668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495189208592355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128307949106167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165009146322898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6637005247838685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447636686243074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736827512625417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693951390963786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817026664711435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheFabulousSquirrel,2019/08/26,"I can't make choices by myself, so I wait till the last minute so I have no choice anymore. I have two different exams to study for right now, and I can't choose which one to work on. And I'm stalling. I'm getting to the point where even if hyperfocus on the first one I won't have time anyway and will then have to get on the second one. At least I don't have to choose anymore, yay ! Why am I like this",1.4915248796147689,2.5506836741573053,2.8921669341894085,96.9726966292135,77.42696629213485,5.984590690208668,20.579454253611555,6.1826913282559595,-0.19681187800963107,313,7,79,2,7,102,55,89,0.053,0.871,0.076,0.44299999999999995,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,1,11,0,0,1,0,8,17,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,0,0,9,2,12,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,7,57,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807771200312885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324892251503595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009818185141084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061792221334917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328050440954497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975825127534362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842089573828538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617990999730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927549757319359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291395779287796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070021571890108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134121170892755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236782579323005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872183233369236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646487120031426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExpensiveSyrup,2019/08/26,"Maybe it's not ADD? I have been on meds for ADD for a few years now, trying different ones with my psychiatrist, to varying degrees of success. Usually I find that even the lowest dose meds make me nearly manic and then have a really hard come down (horrible headaches and drowsiness). Extended release doesn't help, I am on about my 6th or so medication so I've tried a bunch of different formulations. I am wondering if my problem is really some variety of narcolepsy. My problem when I don't take my meds is that I have such bad brain fog and drowsiness that I can't get anything started, let alone finished. No matter my diet, exercise, sleep patterns etc. I am nervous to bring this up with my dr though since I do have a legit ADD dignosis, I don't want him to think I shouldn't be on meds anymore. I hope this makes sense... TLDR: wondering if anyone else has had luck with treating their symptoms with narcolepsy drugs.",5.435262172284645,6.483707938202247,6.105112359550562,77.7117509363296,67.93258426966294,9.753558052434457,32.810861423220985,9.928628108626363,3.286425468164796,735,32,136,17,12,240,117,178,0.132,0.807,0.061,-0.8509,3,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,1,5,0,20,9,2,2,0,29,32,11,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,4,1,0,2,7,4,0,1,2,1,22,4,19,27,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,8,7,93,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310262608946304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254639777575589,0.08845877017286212,0.12962449899342182,0.10410699380492296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563060946086797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122705791191792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897720821341504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643521570201546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671149654960575,0.0,0.10568291540014517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109214989520633,0.08355869649339309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562789600938353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609628089122542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332815788155536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479702143459382,0.0,0.0,0.1256530273468251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936509994050446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688928847437333,0.0,0.12709635178502968,0.0,0.5620965944542029,0.12744556830303333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572648564076801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421060692629279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209115813909178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465042269904876,0.0,0.12660141648914872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954446626229944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149238432144253,0.0951198150662938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106253335297398,0.1242954841979022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178404254070662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139332949559568,0.0,0.07461890669288136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27438951063220457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146832597781906 adhd,Fibroambet,2019/08/26,"Forgot I have ADHD, going back on meds, have things changed a lot in the past 13 ish years? I’ve been seeing a therapist for anxiety, when she suddenly asked “has anyone ever suggested that you have ADD?” I said “oh yeah! I used to take Strattera!” I totally forgot I was diagnosed in college. Anyway she said to consider going back on medication because it might help with some of the anxiety I have about letting people down because I can’t accomplish things. So my question is, do people still commonly take Strattera? Is there something better? I remember liking it at the time, except that I was doing a lot of creative writing for my major and I felt like it really stifled my creativity (ya know, college writer ego problems) so I stopped taking it. Any thoughts on medications that are working well for you guys would be great! I’ve got an appointment with my pcp next week to talk about starting something again.",4.1632058823529405,6.732457482352943,5.143161764705884,77.11297794117648,74.17647058823529,8.014705882352942,30.625,8.841846274778883,3.0084411764705887,732,34,120,16,16,239,114,170,0.048,0.784,0.16699999999999998,0.9683,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,13,6,0,0,7,1,18,3,0,1,2,23,35,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,0,1,9,4,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,4,20,5,20,21,5,24,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,5,17,90,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505023895818168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773421691601492,0.0,0.19739132759740552,0.0,0.0,0.09020986906118564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061104946858495,0.0,0.0,0.1984082218955352,0.0,0.15729196302006487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410275362729068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648012978244028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094690149766303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670091210948765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387405732269267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664371469285353,0.0,0.10318460233852482,0.14223883279630958,0.0,0.12774454081445494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647563362507638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090294088765699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192596623167033,0.0,0.1260598393254424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193668606224077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330591553093985,0.2599368724339804,0.0,0.13686389170842886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720827932469234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315884423997375,0.17888468274372904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344935818374835,0.0,0.0,0.14452565568944475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264992901850951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461481667179534,0.0,0.2454444791051061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280777421457572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986431782516444,0.0,0.0,0.09131705721083988,0.0,0.10303106746204346,0.10786181629512624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910083210116912,0.10369688871498596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979566359042873,0.1714228709427223,0.0,0.0,0.10242302351331643,0.0752293348526428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142701960832818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034875706229916,0.0,0.11599944069567172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392402063593186,0.0,0.0,0.09164812901650593,0.0,0.0,0.08308104447678255 adhd,Orpington1980,2019/08/26,Is it me or is it hard to socialise with others as of ADHD It’s hard to make friends and explain to people why your so crazy,2.055,2.6652973571428578,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,75.42857142857143,5.6000000000000005,24.714285714285715,3.1291,0.16937142857142895,98,3,23,0,2,33,22,28,0.185,0.718,0.09699999999999999,-0.2062,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545152004954163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921914291424084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6775743429042065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524471577510221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26219181598537805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412608903258346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,death242803,2019/08/26,"I have bad ADHD, but my parently refuse to put me back on medicine. So ive been on adhd meds for a long time, first adderall and then vyvanse. Well, recently i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and the doctor said that it was causing my adhd, and that the medicine would correct all of my problems i was diagnosed with (adhd, depression, and anxiety). It hasnt. I recently started online classes and im honestly on the way to failure because i cant focus enough and im exhausted, and my parents refuse to put me back on medicine. If i dont fix this though, theyre going to make me quit my job, take my phone and car, and make me stay at home. Is there any type of food or drink i can use as a placeholder until i can take medicine for it again?",5.079773391812863,4.999640822368427,6.057192982456144,81.71646198830413,68.40789473684211,9.65029239766082,33.994152046783626,9.444778638647367,2.964611695906433,583,26,121,11,9,194,92,152,0.174,0.784,0.042,-0.9684,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,5,0,13,7,0,4,2,24,21,17,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,6,11,2,2,0,1,0,4,3,4,1,1,5,1,19,2,17,15,2,22,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,11,82,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515900502659586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802845297742697,0.0,0.08777726903478265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645893650969247,0.09580472603154663,0.06994562082879871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787157815553423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882706366004516,0.2329213049415171,0.0,0.0,0.13150420251326084,0.117443236280697,0.0,0.0,0.13447669759043804,0.11240341720318507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855909511959048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759943443313336,0.1387464077184212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652104879861181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509551999115572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478819671998609,0.0,0.1138636691774982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154300502174993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318227012166666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745242716530045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548146882429288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979253908831356,0.0,0.2306946806376425,0.0,0.1220421756604293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658764377002746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914585933305293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121493477777172,0.12229963974201315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254331616771834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127333721855495,0.0,0.06690694717993248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910019449134888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107681013390348,0.0,0.0,0.10316678283450707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150938113779674,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IzzyD86,2019/08/26,"Hyperparathyroidism or ADHD? So in 2012 I was diagnosed with ADHD while attending university, I had problems with expressing or explaining myself to people during conversations because I would get lost in thought. I was prescribed adderall it made me feel anxious and paranoid, 2015 I started medical school and was prescribed concerta I gotten through all 4 years even though my reading comprehension was declining I had to read out loud to comprehend. I was diagnosed with primary hyperparathyroidism in 2018, I found out a hormone causes removal of calcium from my bones increasing calcium in my blood causing tons of problems (kidney stones, high blood pressure, weakness, fatigue) with my body and psychiatric and cognitive issues , had surgery July 31st this year and my brain fog disappeared and I can understand books for first time in a long time, my anxiety, depression, paranoia are basically gone. I'm still taking concerta 27mg but I feel like it's too strong and causing insomnia for me and I don't really know if I have adhd anymore or was it due to the endocrine disorder? Should I stop taking the medication to see?",8.363999999999999,10.0580054,8.11128205128205,63.62538461538463,61.66666666666666,12.153846153846155,41.66666666666667,11.807384569943707,5.855051282051282,923,52,132,30,13,295,128,195,0.132,0.828,0.04,-0.8654,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,4,0,15,13,6,4,1,36,32,16,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,4,14,0,1,7,3,0,5,1,7,0,1,15,4,23,2,22,15,3,24,0,3,1,0,3,8,0,4,12,90,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43489342878002496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227567340655064,0.13626878262388706,0.1196248369068913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353018993173599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398410173045058,0.0,0.1346542973649298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717367617857234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389174726328164,0.24485804241294196,0.0,0.0,0.13824352222548728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796698432397052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219804444070433,0.08617254298537701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026012045652403,0.0,0.13225604582360406,0.0,0.0,0.06302013504659949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744400531977484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589826622555686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662908213501412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892992719012274,0.0,0.0,0.10674687502972766,0.0,0.0,0.13167340956337206,0.0,0.0,0.11413566759840688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430284069618209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362426436465048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083836147544265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130973793768745,0.0,0.07727368724872814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220761333171064,0.09612029781194176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537703302569524,0.0,0.09632906620139446,0.10084558277845283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813858059865876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185107254782644,0.0957605745101688,0.1406715810253408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557199215461876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568656915563168,0.0,0.0,0.15535351871285474 adhd,koi19,2019/08/26,"When's the 25th? For about a week, I've been wondering exactly when it is because I needed to refill my bus pass. The 25th was yesterday. Guess I gotta remember to leave early omw to work today.",1.5857500000000009,3.730898074999999,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,80.75,8.0,22.5,8.841846274778883,1.819,153,5,31,4,4,53,33,40,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184458828395005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947612070133807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794392563309884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657108275040924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059389264536712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396724203586201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874455031726037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886135968552256,0.26088193209254196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gabrielainthappy,2019/08/26,"Skipping words and sentences My diagnosis is fairly recent so it just accrued on me that my speech issues might have something to do with ADD. &#x200B; I try to speak too quickly and my words get slurred. I use words that are close in sound but not in meaning or I use words that are in the general same group but very much different meaning. For example, I was wondering why I wasn't in some family pictures and then I realized I haven't been born yet, but what came out of my mouth was ''right, I haven't died yet''. I forget normal words entirely. Seriously, thingy is my favorite word in all languages. But the absolutely most annoying is skipping. I skip words from sentences and I skip entire sentences. I don't remember doing this so when those listening to me get 6 out of 10 sentences and I am thinking I told the whole story it leads to some unfortunate miscommunications. Quick search trough this sub shows that slurring and forgetting words seems to be common but if anyone has any experiences with skipping (and how to get rid of it) I would love to hear it especially since medication does nothing to this so I'm not really sure if this is ADHD related.",4.614499748617398,6.639059321266968,5.376613876319759,78.38301030668678,71.17194570135744,8.712016088486678,29.92483660130719,9.2995712137729,2.7899711412770234,934,39,170,21,18,303,131,221,0.061,0.846,0.09300000000000001,0.6149,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,3,0,21,3,1,4,2,56,37,21,1,4,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,14,14,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,6,5,22,2,23,28,7,21,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,9,9,119,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299357881894854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497963943364308,0.18501928669453044,0.10354578261997788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064675997613096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415120368644124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580275817530579,0.15908507203220845,0.0,0.0,0.13324859244783194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894490697316656,0.14354239152516424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865736656364803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161431997821175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892565474036144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742558674650712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33172360328227285,0.0,0.15339150353237352,0.0,0.16152966627526005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119326853247059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918789153746542,0.14610288380544698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754519826511393,0.0,0.1503438426042592,0.0,0.17248716445228934,0.13003393167558744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861682090628907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595562087287934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722144493451166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350846116250734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756560417691593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549624025256913,0.0,0.1033783007092646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630170612088717,0.0,0.12563500977211867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739595851491207,0.16999902786333135,0.0,0.0,0.1651254733680068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816506464923556,0.0,0.18501928669453044,0.0 adhd,supersmiley0128,2019/08/26,"Apparently I'm in the top 15% of my class I'm currently entering my 5th year of 6 of mechanical engineering with a minor in music at a Canadian university. I was diagnosed with adhd half way through my third year, when I was just about to turn 21. The other day I got a letter from the school. To my shock and amazement,it said that I'm in the top 15% of my class. I don't know how this happened. I've failed classes and done pretty poorly in others. I guess somehow I got my shit together. I still don't believe it, but I thought I would share.",2.5038596491228056,3.835432894736844,4.772807017543864,83.40464912280704,75.3157894736842,8.224561403508767,26.701754385964907,8.841846274778883,1.9519017543859647,426,16,92,9,9,149,72,114,0.062,0.862,0.076,0.1154,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,0,7,0,6,2,1,1,0,12,17,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,7,1,15,1,16,9,0,15,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,2,6,59,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733804109236532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628611512724664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467023772388726,0.0,0.0,0.23088205462401995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278561824270586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638646309459448,0.0,0.25058905211769844,0.0,0.20115514550430968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250141582870507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314235710122807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163805519022556,0.0,0.0,0.2302165630588214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334995333338352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166160690840893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805895201726544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474271766316413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055884632448885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615915160096842,0.0,0.0,0.2929725259585692 adhd,BillTh3Thrill,2019/08/26,I just got off of Adderall a week ago after taking it for about 10 yrs. what should I expect? I was on 40mg most of the 11 years and over about 6 months stepped down all the way to 10mg before getting off. Small bout of depression? A bit of weight gain? Etc?,-0.026011904761904958,1.9236008035714285,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,85.60714285714286,4.447619047619049,16.476190476190478,5.46131890053228,-0.9037523809523806,199,4,49,1,6,64,45,56,0.086,0.851,0.063,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,14,2,4,13,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806891711016801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694439573506112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456973888008645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727282879360109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531460013765688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543540742653187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532521736441658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527452546175929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807973985292316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513402865427325,0.2539957669211427,0.3855917175091039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391080282835156 adhd,--Aldebaran--,2019/08/26,"I can’t think when people are talking even with my medicine. Everyday that i go to a lecture and some people started small talking or anything of this nature I lost my train of thougth, after that can’t pay attention in nothing. I feel really dumb and incapable every single day. I’m so frustrated with this! I just needed get this out of my chest...",2.682731092436974,5.191660970588238,3.989747899159663,83.76029411764709,79.0,6.8268907563025225,27.36134453781513,7.957251820313856,2.056434453781513,278,12,50,5,7,91,50,68,0.165,0.792,0.043,-0.8076,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,11,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,9,10,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,5,35,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180808808974386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895046894044416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408079999120206,0.0,0.24757574499820498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857605632894502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153521052986107,0.0,0.16699798065746752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32076479162560245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178811641041448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819506754274504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074280421949828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824361175633467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798387691874076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47236040227529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828299127072504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katiecat007,2019/08/26,"Are super short, annoying earworms (short fragments of a song that get stuck in your head) more related to the brain working of ADHD or OCD? I get super short segments of songs stuck in my head daily, and then my brain will play it over and over AND OVER again and it drives me nuts sometimes. I have ""high functioning"" pure O OCD, and ADD. My ADD is unmedicated. So which one is giving me these never-ending annoyances??",5.9398750000000025,6.530878237500001,5.9899999999999975,80.61500000000002,66.625,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.0557,329,10,63,5,5,104,56,80,0.13,0.726,0.14400000000000002,0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,2,5,2,0,2,0,5,4,4,0,1,9,10,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,8,3,9,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,2,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904806717283491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539642149011982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407758527436035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25256023590101634,0.23186404926865656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961151044211934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537304881949396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641666210478927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378456657817594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905097051150506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596304777776758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JinxedAdmin,2019/08/26,"Lost in Medication I feel that I have lost a lot of what made me me by taking my medication just to fit into a boring ""normal"" world. Spontaneity & creativity have decreased while productivity has increased. So now that I am a drone how is this better? On the plus side a day does wiz past instead of taking what used to feel like a week.",4.1099999999999985,5.510594029850748,5.662865671641793,78.3295223880597,71.38805970149255,8.345074626865673,25.34029850746269,8.841846274778883,1.7714501492537318,268,8,53,5,5,91,51,67,0.09699999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.184,0.7331,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,3,0,10,13,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,2,9,10,2,12,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371429002333605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357056291274308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411514640335245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915324689371832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133202019502585,0.15635902227615522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069276300667628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778395731594071,0.18607336521335524,0.0,0.20709776889782092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409720635067043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444373014964915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893384295602674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329122320129835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903129174013686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556234764849285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hannawhers,2019/08/26,task that’s impossible my mom thinks this is bull but i just can’t seem to do my dishes. i’m 24 and live alone and use paper plates bc i have difficulty standing and doing my dishes at the sink. idk why but it is just so hard!!! i hate it so much and i want to do them and i’ll start but i feel bad and stuck and gross. my mom says i should just do them as i go aka cook or eat etc but i forget or hey distracted by TV my cat etc. does anyone else have this problem? how do u solve it? HELP!!,-2.9019642857142856,-1.4497444107142834,0.07971428571428517,104.46528571428571,109.17857142857142,3.3114285714285714,10.064285714285713,5.341637118332708,-1.7901978571428572,374,5,101,3,20,128,73,112,0.28600000000000003,0.648,0.066,-0.9832,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,1,1,0,11,4,0,2,0,25,21,17,0,3,9,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,15,0,5,19,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046862976352961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381883145899703,0.20249649650867046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501377830580374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294837540371774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022260334476804,0.16509548947562488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408220091188992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992826158917974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231835268973374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770387164849218,0.19511987225323105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246801251472753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745119506654347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629264934488938,0.0,0.0,0.14528165533202542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910634636943272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716424482845448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799160016550018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988436476637542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663407866230214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068988348730088,0.0,0.0,0.11656798904490015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783313982959621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scorpionelite,2019/08/26,"Thankyou apple Apple with ios 13 beta have made reminders easier to use and more effective. Which is great as i use reminders to remember everything, and i mean everything. Thanks apple!",6.128645833333334,9.170935406250004,6.638750000000003,66.46458333333337,69.9375,10.516666666666666,32.541666666666664,10.504223727775694,4.725341666666666,151,7,20,5,3,49,24,32,0.0,0.6579999999999999,0.342,0.9258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,9,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267812608925929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231085158823161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773080373528837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192369789546716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319889253786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698176488764521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062333292117785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaraBna,2019/08/26,"Night owl/ early bird I would consider myself a night owl, but I have been trying to get up early recently and go to the gym. Thing is, I’m exhausted- even getting the same amount of same, or possibly more. (The Exercise is not new). I had an adhd therapist at uni who once told me I should aim to sleep until 9am because people with ADHD are more likely to get their best sleep between 6-9am. Does anyone else have experience with this?",3.3535960591133005,5.0000917816092,4.854844006568143,82.39241379310344,73.71264367816093,8.189819376026273,23.922824302134647,8.841846274778883,1.7324824302134652,343,10,67,7,7,115,68,87,0.038,0.895,0.067,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,9,4,2,0,0,10,15,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,11,10,6,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341305826584972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629088249145426,0.18506240069132304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010181605043612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895453124978256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158058248412736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508814629015568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929514167294646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766770715825273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830931617128705,0.0,0.10264821539550356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823983739707587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444002480827805,0.0,0.3389916964086382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235010841260355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521636869124858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361736286589507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833647609428033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614928080469247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970905672634405,0.1199932217831474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725862950031775,0.0,0.12262638451801015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830439964761287,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jengamaster05,2019/08/26,"Is my adhd treatment resistant? I'm starting to feel suspect, I'm looking at patterns from this year and before and connect certain things but I don't feel right diagnosing myself (luckily I have an appointment with my psychiatrist soon) but I came here for some other perspectives if some of you would be so kind. I've spent this entire year on and off my meds, inconsistencies with my treatments aren't rare for me. I've always had a hard time remembering pills. Alarms help, but not so much, I find that I can ignore an alarm if I'm more interested in something else. Writing stuff down is what people have always told me, but I forget. I forget about planners, calendars and sticky notes. Apps and virtual planners help from time to time, but I eventually leave them aside as well. Sleep more, I tried getting on a sleep regiment, tried putting curfews in place, but they last a few days at most, I return to a chaotic sleep routine(*habit*). One of my friends offered to be my accountability buddy, they'd call at certain hours to make sure I was studying, but I lied to them. I didn't do it out of malice, i swear. I thought I'd get to doing things eventually, but I'd open my books stare at them and leave. I said I'd do things in the afternoon, I'd end up doing them at night and without nearly enough time. Things are starting to pile up in my life and I can't complete them all at 3am like I used to do. Structure and consistency just elude me and it's so frustrating. I put up deadlines that I don't follow through and I feel like a liar, like I lie to myself and somehow I believe the lie and it hurts, some would say it shouldn't hurt if you were the one who put yourself in that situation, but it does. every. single .time. I've been in treatment for about 3 years, but I feel like it's been to medication based and the medicacation does help but it doesn't give structure to lean on, but every single traditional form of scheduling and structure just doesn't work for me. So maybe it's not that I'm treatment resistant, maybe I just haven't found the right treatment yet? Sorry if this is a bit of a vent, I'm just so tired of nothing working but I thought hey, maybe someones gone through this too?",4.237188211845101,5.521715004555812,4.8664628416856495,84.60705189350799,70.9362186788155,7.674288154897495,28.52512813211845,8.07648339933343,1.7452670273348518,1753,65,356,24,32,562,207,439,0.11,0.775,0.11599999999999999,0.77,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,7,4,17,18,2,2,14,0,31,8,3,2,4,72,57,38,0,7,24,0,5,4,1,3,5,2,0,0,24,20,0,1,10,1,2,6,12,7,1,2,14,9,49,11,54,37,14,52,0,2,2,0,22,26,0,9,24,235,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339560113335013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431736013570057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320820934257463,0.09693034276370653,0.0,0.0,0.093926347643356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784986763308257,0.0983994548304422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020453411173844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055484518554406594,0.0,0.0,0.08732223624983977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057706838934998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186998649601073,0.0,0.07620018394655312,0.0888956492511455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449739429683156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400457962346744,0.12292476216285952,0.0,0.0,0.0786331006605171,0.0,0.0,0.09433134043767047,0.06646930274116689,0.0,0.08989795175696634,0.0825312149435028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706915678590343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299941326366414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472571078157178,0.0,0.18420137665253164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959069696139216,0.0,0.07012882116977978,0.0,0.18219420183630586,0.0,0.0,0.06076803649823467,0.16812657566226688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224650892586408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057428058735157377,0.0,0.2592967761694554,0.0,0.09556387259927372,0.08666974447321915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324455404562912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073665304744741,0.0,0.0825515058827625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116597112069147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059644826831982425,0.0,0.08988674225769759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594624232757016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974592342061172,0.1469443531309105,0.08183760190391923,0.06841732738643007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670530821068282,0.25828702943139425,0.0,0.07289594271001125,0.06623282545184431,0.0,0.09630750892813092,0.1217899706248094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984878246270991,0.0,0.0,0.08108559713070666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286274553102479,0.0,0.0,0.1366020479195887,0.2508342570838921,0.09888290287493977,0.0,0.0822087382554594,0.0,0.11682225808102335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430535903919508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735448834165427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293326637942958,0.0,0.12526688949034875,0.0,0.0,0.12223152258364745,0.0,0.0,0.1662083450019135 adhd,Patrick_Stuckmann,2019/08/26,"How do I deal with music getting stuck in my head for hours making my focus and attention even worse? TL;DR: Music gets stuck in my head easily for way too long and it's driving me nuts. Does anyone else find it difficult to focus after they finished listening to music?them and find it even harder to focus since I've basically got music blaring in the back of my head all the time afterwards. Sometimes it's been hours since I've last listened to a song and I remember some lyrics and then it begins to get stuck in my head again. I'm honestly thinking of not listening to music anymore because I'm just getting sick of it happening over and over again. How can I deal with this? Should I stop or is there any other way for me to stop it?",4.7781756756756755,5.679730736486487,5.649567567567567,80.91840540540544,69.33783783783784,8.622702702702702,28.313513513513517,8.841846274778883,2.163005945945946,591,20,113,10,10,194,85,148,0.147,0.818,0.035,-0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,5,5,4,3,1,24,22,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,8,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,12,1,22,16,2,24,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,15,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914742641010714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334019346661799,0.09405545153409438,0.13782568714082516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343311154683148,0.0,0.08199860369214151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773564534932959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177142769918794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123693479795813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776907120216218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24588707140846736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811124564268808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758328845077217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895045685472047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.552201478497902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649387690690677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096470208723668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904082811513746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897892685169897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237835898214028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254306138234198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330379766473931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491977741470187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619126359220627,0.0,0.0,0.07843630782099603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135422109696823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708145479503298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway44815,2019/08/26,"I show symtoms of ADHD, but I'm afraid to be wrong about it, what should I do? So recently a friend suggested that I may have ADHD. I brushed it off as a joke, but then decided to google the symtoms of adult ADHD, and it basically described my character. According to the NHS, there is a list of about 13 characteristics and behaviours that could be indicators of ADHD/ADD. I very strongly identify with 8 of them, and another two I somewhat identify with. But I don't fully trust myself. I'm afraid that a part of me is trying to convince myself something is wrong when it isn't. I don't want to be one of those people who look at a list of vague adjectives on the internet and go ""Oh yeah, I'm that now"" you know what I mean?",4.900262762762762,5.00561288513514,6.45036036036036,78.10605105105108,68.79729729729729,10.361561561561563,31.309309309309306,10.25414643259724,3.0257273273273264,569,22,118,14,9,196,86,148,0.094,0.7879999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.4089,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,6,9,0,2,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,17,22,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,4,0,2,0,2,15,5,21,16,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,4,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7711013337550807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819836222709192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280701375031349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392830893110385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116171373408584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815425350678724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346995877514008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747277927591107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869440726080136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737027086914843,0.0,0.11120445410055688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838033539513996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348741021007352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890429335380787,0.0,0.15669212921270767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235071447160238,0.09461087518995047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507548181899426,0.0,0.0 adhd,dAvEyR16,2019/08/26,"First day on medication. I sat in the same position for half an hour, which I can't without medication. I feel less busy in my head, which is a good thing because I still go to school. My school starts tomorrow, so I hope the medication will help me concentrate more. One thing I've been struggling with for years is facial tics (blinking compulsively). My doc said the medication could worsen the tics, but luckily, they dont. I can still ""feel"" when I would normally have a tic, but it doesn't happen. All these improvements feel a bit strange to me, because I'm not used to feeling relaxed and calm in my head. 10/10 would use medication again :)",4.9326016260162575,6.414143073170735,5.377398373983741,80.85113821138212,69.48780487804879,9.369105691056909,29.92682926829269,9.725611199111238,2.7216926829268293,510,20,101,12,9,163,84,123,0.06,0.748,0.191,0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,8,0,12,8,3,2,1,19,25,5,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,1,0,3,3,5,14,4,11,18,5,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,10,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434501902546835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821141029381534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107760405195032,0.0,0.0,0.08164475412155929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837103597150805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560454968254383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768355749767414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194813549166074,0.10618376823568217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194953145335994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598506068000844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485546915959864,0.0,0.0,0.1257396357378292,0.12467279170409942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6376670611601046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240384273791152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578557401408106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042297670460515,0.0,0.0,0.256246354550108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960618624079937,0.0,0.20220145724311211,0.0,0.0,0.1323469345321059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821117728487975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867875676781745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203523286242066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986211049952666,0.0,0.0,0.08152447934538784 adhd,nerdypillowtalk,2019/08/26,"Feel like my 30th Birthday should be renamed “existential crisis day” So today is my 30th birthday and all I’ve been able to do since the clock turned midnight is cry. I cry because I feel like my whole life I have stood still while other people have passed me by. I cry because my husband and daughter find happiness comes easily whereas I continuously have to work for it. I cry because I’ve never had a career and have 3 failed businesses under my belt, all because I can’t focus and get bored. I cry because I have huge aspirations and have no clear way to achieve them. And I cry through frustration and fear that I’ll forever not live up to my “potential”... words that have haunted me since my earliest of school reports. Anyway, I can’t be the only one who feels this way? Anyone else find birthdays suck?",5.769999999999996,6.470731636942677,6.090961783439492,79.35682484076436,67.02547770700637,8.827770700636943,32.26050955414013,8.841846274778883,2.6102310828025472,645,26,121,10,10,207,98,157,0.242,0.669,0.08900000000000001,-0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,3,8,2,1,3,0,17,1,0,0,4,20,25,9,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,3,3,21,3,10,19,3,14,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,9,75,27,6,0.1100282129250593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693428476057737,0.11273690667436535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353608867708302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477956287115236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.72516495222796,0.07095909492971586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191445338697622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381232920473705,0.16690071129840833,0.15720835459667767,0.0,0.0,0.2011275865687183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057485200006326474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712707862503145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771618070980285,0.1075084541909516,0.0,0.09715692782313476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486054083197403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455796463055213,0.08368141399067013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627970899823139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113544256060984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203294946357734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786867297118911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429388059170393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196791002657588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467054805631915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284257039681752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801018494391345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flourescentadolecent,2019/08/26,"Losing my interest or ability to pay attention to those closest to me How's it going ADHD community! Like many here with ADHD, there are patterns in my relationships that show signs of underdevelopment and immaturity. I've been taking a lot of time recently to sit with my thoughts and understand how to better improve my relationships with others. The specific issue I'm working on is that my level of focus, patience, & friendliness goes down the longer that I know somebody. The first example I can remember is with my parents, who have told me in the past that I appear much kinder to others than I do to them - almost like I cut myself more slack when interacting with them knowing that I won't receive judgment. They're absolutely right. From my observation, I put up my best 'I don't have ADHD' mask when meeting new people and I'm more likely to nod to show I'm listening, smile during conversation, and give them as much of my attention as I can. Then when these relationships transition into long term friendships I have a tendency to allow myself more and more to lose focus, get distracted, and give less effort. I'm writing all this to see if I'm not alone in this and also to seek advice from those that have found ways to overcome this. Thanks for reading - let's beat this together",7.417605386416858,7.6355184303278705,7.988290398126463,68.8327049180328,63.4672131147541,11.069789227166275,34.231850117096016,10.7630783206399,3.802130913348946,1043,41,179,25,14,347,145,244,0.044000000000000004,0.8029999999999999,0.153,0.9786,1,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,3,8,8,11,1,1,6,0,14,0,0,3,1,33,34,18,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,0,8,3,1,4,3,4,0,1,4,2,26,7,36,28,11,27,0,2,1,0,17,10,0,5,14,129,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430336936498415,0.12007692773316905,0.0,0.0,0.1230465842572083,0.12726663605567426,0.0,0.09826710297413717,0.0,0.1331404440655661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895499382648942,0.10867738683664238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452167731983264,0.0,0.13473159310114938,0.0,0.0,0.06419973574291264,0.2357554131706372,0.06983554385065137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282548096127532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350632844475105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256531399127242,0.0,0.18009890411171556,0.0,0.0,0.10874494577364482,0.0,0.27494260883732,0.0,0.10446819385653808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245810476353328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806618984105212,0.0,0.0,0.11867828344476848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644371391889684,0.0,0.11730287773370734,0.08518952982148068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352835397591044,0.0,0.0,0.12291326729414052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213291896840742,0.3957814461229989,0.1391991020808659,0.10493886073646448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791946200200503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239047808484896,0.0,0.0,0.11313140764058956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975530054576432,0.07165232446492442,0.0,0.0,0.1174171194918194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792242839651968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753643569171967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945811384399906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BatmanRoBEN,2019/08/26,"How do others navigate the transition from college to work? So when I was in college, I kind of could be working on my stuff at any time during he day or night. And it was usually expected for me to be doing at least some work at night and during the weekends. I am now transitioning to work life where I’m only allowed to do work during work hours. This is not good for the adhd monster inside me that wants to do work on off time?u",5.5161797752808965,5.065407134831464,6.4666067415730355,80.40395505617978,67.53932584269663,9.367191011235958,30.15955056179775,8.841846274778883,2.2193622471910106,341,11,70,5,5,114,61,89,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.4149,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,0,10,13,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,16,8,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,9,52,11,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880044734635806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683156319284064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542942512913086,0.0,0.0,0.10131477363682938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317657767293455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470921317695527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359268169027552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096248147374917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948503813609363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947958925451448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798388436640011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320941869143045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302050100229546,0.0,0.09266006828288878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8005810285910391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abdu3kk,2019/08/26,"leaving or staying in a job with no viable alternative Prior to my studies, I have been with my company for about five years. In that time, I have switched departments and had several different roles which weren't too stressful to me, however, I still had some pockets of challenges which were certainly questionable. For instance, I usually made some erroneous mistakes in report writing. Also, I easily forget things that are very important or sometimes I felt mostly overwhelmed by the task at hand. Consequently, things got so bad with my boss that he stopped assigning me with tasks and started giving it out to junior staff. As a result, I started doing the basic task at the office while the junior staff did my duties. This outcome, really hurt my self-esteem. Most of my colleagues started alienating themselves from me (maybe they didn't but I felt subconsciously they did). For instance, any question one of my colleagues wants to ask me, he will start off by saying **""do you remember ... ""** like what manner of fuckery is that. However, all these while, I never knew or heard of ADHD but I certainly knew something was wrong with me, probably I am just dumb I said to myself or maybe I got Alzheimer disease I thought as well. While all these were going on, I started applying to graduate school (subconsciously as a solution) which I eventually got an admission. In fact, I viewed the admission more like a break from the toxic office environment than actually furthering my studies. With the lack of job opportunities in my country, I was advised to apply for a study leave by my family and close friends which I did and got approval for. Accordingly, while on studies, was when I first ever in my life heard of anything called ADHD, in fact, I can remember that day vividly well, I was so glad as I read a lot about it. Finally, I remarked to myself, people that understood why I did things the way I did them. I am wired differently. Fast forward to this present moment, I am in a dilemma. Do I quit my toxic job or go back. Quitting means I will be without a job for a long while. on the other hand, going back means ... going back will definitely affect my mental health and self-esteem. I have spoken with family and friends and they are all of the opinion (considering the employment situation in my country) that I should keep the job and be STRONG. They have no idea the manner of embarrassing situations I had to go through. Please, advise. Thanks",4.985801195639431,7.296728438752782,5.627512015004103,75.7613500761927,70.84855233853007,8.735224475442505,31.192181455866837,9.345792617884785,3.171535412026726,1955,87,327,45,38,632,226,449,0.076,0.779,0.145,0.9875,10,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,5,7,15,21,1,3,23,0,37,4,2,4,9,67,68,28,0,4,9,0,4,2,2,4,2,4,0,0,22,17,0,3,13,1,0,7,6,8,2,3,31,10,60,13,62,31,10,57,0,2,2,0,23,19,1,13,32,253,82,20,0.0,0.0,0.07567486845972288,0.0,0.18639329879347505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062014457643161075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052734746550274186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381472767501765,0.0,0.07249615199708234,0.0,0.0,0.17888700092634616,0.06474866222265922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791843484984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050011520470709066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620406112403464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701458705463897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620917327132724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891492160509395,0.08494915317822263,0.0,0.06596159787725568,0.0,0.0,0.1198255290420868,0.0,0.0,0.0743903282060951,0.22035926800717634,0.0,0.24808627892225096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242903379854145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301586784210496,0.08754133535227511,0.0,0.0,0.3847680881932076,0.06892750312401387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422254877900974,0.0,0.0,0.05477387171191184,0.07577127728123623,0.0,0.0,0.06862682046668689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592784550368704,0.0,0.0733770236078573,0.0,0.0,0.15581314532715634,0.1689432413489648,0.0,0.0,0.07814932547552512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980917145543285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254798103144566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376145555186911,0.0,0.0,0.08512352463968334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360898377271396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374119450090714,0.16496195826818774,0.0775681726406562,0.0,0.049678713874673576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756916925134519,0.0,0.07376513322140997,0.06166863583366,0.0,0.07848189356444685,0.0,0.0,0.16179725747242116,0.08760624868633529,0.0,0.0,0.17433257518355766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969961337358923,0.07669615108693069,0.0,0.2744414914160758,0.08265498364872974,0.0619292839259761,0.06483292089129505,0.08883004101371726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139503124545157,0.0,0.0,0.15455671635056242,0.0,0.0,0.061563804587872,0.04521838851536678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540727099431766,0.06398455089657726,0.04573934023046013,0.061553347730837225,0.0,0.0,0.13944846879788314,0.0,0.0699742748181995,0.0,0.0,0.07475272125089398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478567571884739,0.0,0.049937846117772036 adhd,alphaglucose,2019/08/26,You know what's wild: when you have ADHD and are also somehow a neurotic perfectionist Ah yes thank you thank you time to set unrealistically high standards for myself that I can't achieve and do six things at once and get mad at myself for not making them all perfect.,11.315769230769227,7.711368269230771,10.661538461538463,64.93346153846157,58.61538461538462,12.707692307692303,39.46153846153846,10.125756701596842,3.7562384615384623,218,7,41,3,2,71,43,52,0.09300000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.23,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,1,2,3,4,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,10,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,8,3,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893691247181621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25909209449792137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926970976464112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34230979949138796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805465002099438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162636777471088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450353250555227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965669582589189,0.0,0.0,0.21524240679707815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188919284881614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pavelious,2019/08/26,"Difficulty planning the day upon awakening Does anyone here get this issue where, when you wake up, your brain is sorta very fuzzy and tired to the point you can't really envision the day ahead? &#x200B; Like, maybe the night before you want to do something the next day. You go to sleep, and then the desire to achieve that goal has gone away? &#x200B; It could just be really bad depression but does anyone else here have any experience with this?",6.142570281124499,7.846690987951809,5.443554216867472,80.67368473895584,66.83132530120483,8.90682730923695,25.88152610441768,9.2995712137729,2.071668273092369,364,10,65,7,6,110,63,83,0.10400000000000001,0.843,0.053,-0.6659999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,4,5,3,0,0,6,0,7,4,3,0,0,9,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,9,8,0,15,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,9,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237917057462619,0.363121841218924,0.10161031292239964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895503137094895,0.15309782851764933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038444089699426,0.0,0.12475895420259588,0.0,0.0,0.12714490052848615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680146162299295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929922914300092,0.0,0.0,0.2890894473101808,0.0,0.12869470661688148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615158402884337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482073207471192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461608403819353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806546722354345,0.0,0.08491848597855335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595502878984202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299876930039301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011186636710375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890922251089346,0.1402199809680468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412496256047539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144378204513027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495273046550468,0.0,0.0,0.1150303508229364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717356149386186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232866499624168,0.08813143093899997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363121841218924,0.0 adhd,justryingtostayalive,2019/08/26,"I’ve been on Adderall almost my whole life and don’t know how to be a functioning human being when I’m not on it I’ve been on stimulants for a little more than ten years now. Diagnosed the at the beginning of first grade, I’m 15 now and can barely even remember the time when I wasn’t taking any. all together Ive missed probably a week of meds spread out here and there. Just by my adhd brain forgetting to take them in the morning. And oh my god days are horrible. I just lie in bed all day super depressed My mind is racing but I can’t do anything nothing is stimulating enough and I cant even walk to the bathroom with out getting distracted by something. I make huge messes and not even my mom wants to be around me. Basically I’m afraid that I never learned how to human with out addarall.",3.582784552845528,4.729063823170733,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357726,72.35365853658539,8.637398373983741,27.081300813008127,9.075114841892004,2.071773983739838,633,22,131,13,12,212,107,164,0.078,0.877,0.045,-0.6439,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,14,6,0,2,8,0,15,3,1,5,3,32,26,11,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,3,0,14,1,23,20,5,25,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,1,12,91,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677869274043535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062200277617413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266287997652853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843530676824393,0.16057421014053927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013609355046116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265712018143336,0.0,0.15535886956097644,0.183079357476708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637816719225836,0.0,0.3574128968816181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534290025602822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423979477030224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913075233134036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740595700489016,0.0,0.18078563386434332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204033765727862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035873043154132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212984709011398,0.2112559385959235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911824176000007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307706839423245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944774444245169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043325359599993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388634057984613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712428514756767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517956615008386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639131820887383,0.0,0.1446879438901491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138502818079135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615719094792487 adhd,Marte_has_ADHD,2019/08/26,Posting Honestly I don't know how we manage to post anything here. I always forget what i'm about to post and give up writing,3.3665384615384615,4.764211038461539,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,73.23076923076924,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.6486,101,4,19,1,2,34,22,26,0.076,0.8029999999999999,0.12,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526456252044001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498627483814864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912708795567321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686786160186118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8723847697679034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GlitteringBaker6,2019/08/26,"I think I found out what’s wrong with me. All of my life, I can’t take on long term goals. I did not things that I did not want to do. When my mom talks me to do my homework, I tell her that I will get it done. Two hour later, I’m still watching anime. I do most of my assignments the day if the due date or the day before. I don’t have a sense of time. This has been going on for years. When I was a kid, I trespass; there wasn’t much do to in the house at the time. I think I have ADHD however I have not been diagnosed. My psychologist just figured it out. I don’t know if you can call it a diagnosis. Any advice about how I should continue moving forward.",-0.02105675146770736,1.5790814931506851,2.378512720156557,96.58424657534249,83.38356164383559,5.815264187866927,17.962818003913895,6.868970318607317,-0.2257949119373772,502,11,128,6,14,172,90,146,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.5142,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,8,0,21,2,0,1,1,20,30,6,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,8,1,25,0,15,20,4,24,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,4,16,93,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354051167440571,0.1914079465949292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320252657677764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667621134757807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000114910057364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526478771750178,0.0,0.0,0.19881021042891656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044934987703028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476813292776206,0.0,0.0,0.1023372251644773,0.0,0.11132095316010412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928985916145124,0.22601482526094635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764843181994416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383531462593331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334426493126054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294078272148033,0.0,0.2081853918898532,0.1439915379894727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564269789400884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727451833579674,0.15743786245005756,0.17120442429007954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301314374554325,0.2510191077709349,0.0,0.0,0.22843396401782395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913425764189286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553285226930635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415986540303372,0.0,0.12613784477655698 adhd,albert1905,2019/08/26,"Looking for noise-canceling headphones, for a 28 years old researcher Hi, I'm working in an ""open space"" environment, and I have rough ADHD. So my company is willing to buy me noise-canceling headphone, my problem is that most of the headphones are also for music, so noise canceling is a secondary attribute, while my goal is noise canceling in the most strict way there is, I want to hear zero noise. If anyone here has any recommendation about a good headphone that will be great! Two Important things: 1. I want wired headphones (if it's also for music) 2. no budget limitation. Thanks!",4.476728971962615,7.0965569065420535,5.014775700934582,78.16702336448598,73.39252336448598,7.644485981308411,30.326168224299067,8.548686976883017,2.7033857943925232,467,21,78,9,10,149,73,107,0.065,0.8,0.135,0.7772,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,11,17,8,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,7,3,10,14,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,3,53,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997542805391636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989220482534412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961410215833303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440021105198664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092015996695727,0.0,0.27498634814157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811143830690521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944991921473016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617242546250069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23866118358818786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963235656625025,0.0,0.0,0.1657035154949116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436470248576865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942286683451853,0.19797792713865486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815806761746604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061825432140733 adhd,Eyesee33,2019/08/26,"How hard is it trying to get ADHD medication? Recently I discovered my anxiety and depression were symptoms of a much larger issue that I was always struggling with; ADHD but now I'm finding it very hard to get the proper treatment I want and I have to wait another month to even get the opportunity to possibly be prescribed stimulants. I have an appointment today with a new doctor but I was wondering if it's even gonna be possible to somehow convince him to prescribe me stimulants since I know they are a schedule 2 drug and have stricter regulations on those prescriptions. I've already been diagnosed by a psychiatrist and she confirmed I have ADHD. I tried talking to my main primary care physician about medication for adhd because of symptoms of anxiety, overwhelming stress and somewhat depression and he just wanted to give me antidepressants which I've tried before(Zoloft) with little success but I was desperate for help to get out and start doing stuff as I'm in desperate need of a job and have to pay thousands of dollars in court fines so Im now taking buspirone but the benefits were so short lived that the cons have outweighed any pros. I don't want to be treated like a druggy and am willing to be screened for any drugs but should I bring in paperwork that shows I'm going to a psychiatrist and try and explain my symptoms/circumstances and past medications I've tried. I dont want to sound desperate but i kind of am and if he ends up not wanting to give me stimulants I'm going to feel frustrated. It seems like friends and other people I know have found it super easy to get fast acting effective drugs like Xanax and addrall prescribed to them and they don't even struggle to function like I do! I don't know if I have bad insurance or I'm just not going to the right places? Would a neurologist be able to prescribe me adhd medication? I'm just tired of having to set up appointments months in advance only to not even get the treatment I want and need.",6.46873015873016,7.317782870370376,6.972605820105822,73.12494047619047,65.53439153439153,10.426984126984127,35.59126984126985,10.411451182825502,3.9060190476190484,1607,75,280,39,24,526,188,378,0.106,0.741,0.153,0.9674,1,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,5,14,22,1,4,15,0,33,14,0,5,0,64,72,31,0,13,16,0,3,4,1,4,14,1,0,0,12,21,0,1,10,1,2,6,7,8,0,1,7,5,31,14,48,56,3,31,0,3,1,0,13,12,0,8,16,186,43,4,0.0737625819445791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432414462765169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139884339863811,0.0,0.06137637717512875,0.0,0.0,0.1003221702980551,0.07734649864688962,0.11285634658107566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615886748586174,0.044964985313882384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520586831088337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706320748699176,0.07486746798359581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549912820849654,0.0,0.0,0.08644919668400204,0.0,0.2566235309575366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533175370864537,0.0,0.0,0.19487795881166334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729657774878303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741766357550115,0.0,0.0,0.08087686382493357,0.056988787834386,0.0,0.2312274277664711,0.14151957984106933,0.12576292553541685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321535699494168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944150382895552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967624622275762,0.07698897142970793,0.0731979808268849,0.0,0.0,0.07681237820335103,0.12161395793570992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441466865847639,0.07392948523404537,0.0651337112502109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972321643678506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177531783441646,0.0,0.054223984960722095,0.10938803973924666,0.0,0.07124036128581579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056099767438095256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041473087622052,0.05113768674515312,0.0,0.07706619856680835,0.0,0.0,0.1663124562218366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728316508860808,0.0,0.0,0.0629928419487701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715068427351226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061017170026045474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220953515429881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449478839976549,0.1542253324441012,0.08444050878342994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333513165722745,0.055460281755735384,0.0592875692901085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477923703114225,0.06991830285113723,0.0,0.0,0.2503997561866274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060861855146790524,0.2610424917210707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999237361781254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239882186156326,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LiveForYourself,2019/08/26,"I can't sleep if I know something big is happening tomorrow ot if I have a big event Really small things like ""you have to return these to the library"" or ""you need to go down to the social services building"" are exempt but events like job interview, first day of work, first day of a new semester I can not sleep. I end up staying up all night until I have to get up and fucks up sleep schedule and I'm exhausted for the event. I have the first day of a new semester tomorrow (today) so here I am, thinking of taking Benadryl (i have eczema too double whammy)",4.856207332490519,5.105248451327436,5.847307206068269,81.8924778761062,68.91150442477877,9.289001264222504,29.417193426042985,9.23628265651192,2.34019190897598,437,15,89,8,7,145,70,113,0.068,0.871,0.062,-0.3965,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,4,3,4,1,0,7,0,10,5,3,0,1,11,19,8,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,11,2,16,19,2,29,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,3,21,61,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32375574217723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821099500915605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270105342718873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470044488774848,0.08742672385496117,0.0,0.09510152552560856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797563759418947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605624302379812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196408938209796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350490101089776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240783332111093,0.0,0.3232304119087284,0.0,0.15703452488072991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720042588537307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023738217854753,0.1705790917809817,0.0,0.12882426857881152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835907489564806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258166676370415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117132821395236,0.10722285161697913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861599676524935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182339576823555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,officialgermysquad,2019/08/26,My mom won’t believe me I’ve always had trouble with concentration and I’ve self diagnosed myself with ADHD or ADD I’m 18 now and I’m way to afraid to drive because of my lack of concentration skills I tell my mom about it and I’ve always complained about it and she just tells me I’m using it as an excuse I want to feel better and just feel normal and have the ability to do something and live my life and be able to drive but I feel like I can’t do that without getting help and my mom refuses to help me. I have trouble controlling certain things I do some people get annoyed by it and sometimes I just say out loud what I’m thinking without even wanting to say it for example I was talking to my girlfriend and I just randomly said shut up like I needed to say it but I said it without control over saying it. I have taken adderall before at a party cause some kid had it and I just felt normal it didn’t feel any overwhelming effects I just felt like myself. Is there any way I can possibly change her mind to get her to understand my struggle with this I would go to the doctors myself but my mom won’t give me my birth certificate or my social security card or any of papers she won’t even give me them to get a passport for a vacation I’m going on in a few months.,2.1722498787780817,3.833625271375472,4.017401002101181,87.09105058994669,76.95539033457248,6.760045256182318,25.45029901406173,7.586124646067393,1.2944535639243573,1014,37,212,14,23,343,133,269,0.08,0.826,0.095,0.4453,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,5,12,13,1,3,7,0,18,3,0,5,1,58,46,19,0,7,15,4,6,3,1,4,3,7,0,2,14,17,0,4,9,0,0,4,8,7,0,0,9,13,39,6,34,32,4,16,0,1,0,0,29,7,0,6,6,144,53,3,0.0937237576924271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263774345988495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559713489075753,0.0,0.0,0.19120610746634112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713313277683564,0.0,0.07975201471532169,0.10559458005970716,0.0,0.08289104729857004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628011654737577,0.0991473083118078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023832748986612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512764118821296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593023741385784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380731605207468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955819189247367,0.0669562712223622,0.17997901046526926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586718035539694,0.17981673715982555,0.10653074272289983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256421183384235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619986179896882,0.13736608151597018,0.0,0.08275979514125338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463427762934268,0.4390725290411592,0.07480940921328952,0.0,0.0,0.06949497875951313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836587662012339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497625266229178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565945454484828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830551218010354,0.2981315756528056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977743196652384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553956805631064,0.0,0.07215312760014372,0.0926951928680892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798042114961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533160624033006,0.16383739053004345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062265900040344435,0.060054399529838536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756973710365904,0.0,0.08094723448009335,0.0,0.0,0.11056140117164588,0.14878711274883755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27103907362622104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657866839872359,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trustfundyolo,2019/08/26,Wanna gain muscle/weight but Adderall makes that impossible Any other adhd meds that allow hunger?,6.7087499999999975,10.635022375000002,5.967500000000001,66.5275,75.25,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4538499999999996,82,2,9,1,2,25,15,16,0.131,0.63,0.239,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337912768681827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020424862760814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964787327921733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933591082994446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408644566649967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mipmaher,2019/08/26,"Concerta has always taken my appetite, any advice to help? Every school year i lose about 5-10 pounds because i start my medication after not taking it all summer vacation. my concerta has always made me lose my appetite, but it is getting worse as i get older. i still haven’t gained all the weight i lost last year. now i’m living on my own for the first time and cooking for myself is hard because i don’t know how to cook many things and don’t really know how to shop, but i’m scared i won’t have a desire to eat so ill just starve. Anyone have advice for me to help with my loss of appetite?",4.172419354838709,4.5768712419354864,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,70.45161290322581,7.812903225806451,24.37096774193548,7.645422480735847,1.0630516129032253,470,11,98,5,8,156,79,124,0.21,0.7,0.09,-0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,3,0,10,6,0,3,2,15,21,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,3,1,0,5,5,0,1,3,2,16,0,14,17,3,12,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253248712820382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27701551391301904,0.0,0.0,0.11319826471138912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639245207309565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294450549394705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032977047177714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024942773921348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159048645805936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393658516410068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911514323548458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314877844175854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829637319063344,0.13568682531090195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698691357715765,0.0,0.0,0.3724515213643377,0.18171036288189285,0.0,0.0,0.1575081380959608,0.0,0.16876395012457768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769057688290145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066383091145703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665514077170104,0.1684660445706291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782099137800388,0.0,0.1329348851341539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251569346337331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058838959682127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970639558892184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270299947995876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963659625362007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438910372185274 adhd,taste_me_senpai,2019/08/26,"is accelerated heartbeat as same as doing sport? as i'm tacking dexampethamine for my attention deficit can accelerated heart beat improve the overall health of my heart ? or in general? i'm just curious because activity/sports improve and make the heart stronger, i know when we do activity the heart beat faster and with more force but at some degree someone tacking medicine should get if not the ""same"".. at least some benefits?",8.05,9.666015333333334,7.409333333333333,68.65800000000002,62.33333333333334,10.8,41.66666666666667,10.793553405168565,4.972066666666668,350,20,56,9,5,109,54,75,0.024,0.8270000000000001,0.149,0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,5,4,1,0,18,10,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,9,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,36,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022824703102768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304339443901132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964394736295766,0.0,0.9348636540740722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839125062200604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165109977391595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711048985805588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ccc15650,2019/08/26,"Dose switched to 30mg 2 times/day because my doctor suggested 1/day wasn’t enough. [been on 30mg 1/per day since 6 and I am 23 now] having a few sketchy side affects. My dr isn’t exactly helpful. Need suggestions on how to minimize side affects that I’ll discuss below. Helpful, supportive advice pls 23 year old female here, My story: I was put on the medication because my mom said to my pediatrician “I never can sit still”. Yeah, cool right.. The stupidest way to medicate your child, go Mom! Whatever, 17 years has passed and I have taken it everyday up until my dosage was recently changed. No side affects occurred up until my dosage was changed. The side affects range from harmless and small somedays, then other days it is more severe. My boyfriend notices and has been saying things to me that make me feel like it’s just plain and embarrassing. Some side affects I have had are: This is the most detrimental severe problem!! I no longer am able to sit in a college classroom w/o practically having an anxiety attack. It almost feels like I hate the idea of my peers thinking thoughts like: “Oh, that’s the wrong answer. Dumbass.” “You look so nervous presenting.” “Why are you trembling over your sentences” You get the idea. It’s like my self-confidence dropped to zero. I’m on my 4th year of college and always end up getting bad grades or withdrawing because i’m too scared to present in front of the class. It breaks my heart to go from a 4.0 in high school to not being able to succeed and get a degree without all this stress build up. -When I talk for long periods I start to do this weird ass thing with my mouth. It looks like i’m trying to smirk? Idk, that’s what my bf describes it as. -Clenching my jaw and teeth grinding. This occurs while i’m sleeping -I’m not 100% sure, but I think I have several inflamed tastebuds or bites all over my tongue. -This only happens minimally, but I have been hearing noises that aren’t actually occurring My tongue hurts really bad and i’ve tried to do research on it, but i’m kinda lost still. I want it to heal. It’s like having 8 ulcers on your tongue at once. Yeaaaaah, neat right? [Side info, in case it matters: I have also just been prescribed Zoloft for anxiety & depression] 1. Has anyone had the tongue issue? 2. Has anyone heard noises that didn’t exist? 3. Unrelated, but has anyone ever had any heart issues from taking adderall? 4. How do I cope w/ social anxiety & public speaking? Please give any and all helpful advice! thx reddit",3.0953204787234085,5.5442438520833335,3.9296453900709234,85.07904255319148,77.14583333333334,6.585106382978723,26.46276595744681,7.69321558396912,1.6561994680851062,1979,78,366,30,47,632,269,480,0.122,0.7909999999999999,0.087,-0.9476,1,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,6,0,2,13,27,2,5,14,2,38,16,7,8,7,54,70,26,0,3,11,2,2,6,1,0,9,6,0,1,27,11,0,0,9,0,0,5,10,15,0,1,17,11,40,12,46,52,8,62,0,3,2,1,25,28,1,6,30,210,67,9,0.1587657367538603,0.0,0.07746622841945308,0.0,0.0,0.15514404047028682,0.0,0.0,0.0794904758479161,0.0,0.0,0.06348245116079064,0.06605290571860373,0.17202260944118344,0.0,0.10796614530172033,0.0,0.18218303108365774,0.0,0.0,0.16651904193832165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030947286172747,0.0,0.0,0.13256275854021882,0.14517317927229278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795309790015164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478153168908936,0.0,0.06837234821219343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125172952393529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703096592983152,0.08202372341167158,0.0,0.0,0.07180634920191717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027672687938417,0.113422274059852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442281695964187,0.07615128079249456,0.09023022695505807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019800833977052,0.0,0.0,0.0783741478362164,0.0,0.0,0.08947026203194046,0.18813816248054285,0.159625990062021,0.08387235886213586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849810024330392,0.1792271917632117,0.0,0.16571018053765102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326947582324264,0.0,0.0,0.07025134048039589,0.13332323270067292,0.0,0.08665577821247689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298868105967603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993977677687016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594451203708226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886139104482083,0.06122496189089194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037792179324396,0.08329896672580325,0.08454016404487584,0.0,0.060374248529704425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713855124989535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595868414617231,0.0,0.07980170841418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050854698196778465,0.0,0.07838100570162017,0.0,0.0,0.1355850717065491,0.07551128632040514,0.06312844312836839,0.07947609969866347,0.08033970084653,0.0,0.0,0.08281364447743063,0.2690401374923743,0.0,0.0656663290413237,0.0,0.07944019773509879,0.08092083738993823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561876028185724,0.0,0.12679052245769565,0.0,0.09093280751905793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900827383045896,0.07481741398759861,0.0,0.059686037699586726,0.06380494263176603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547690081942017,0.10173067343239793,0.0,0.06302113033883865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779151359920236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682207250791275,0.06301042594922962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716306914948561,0.0,0.0,0.07652225233109658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867927048387229,0.0,0.15335989369550573 adhd,UnladylikeMe,2019/08/26,"I want to ask for help I am a young girl. I know, self diagnosing is often frowned upon, but I really am struggling. Its not like ""I can't focus for more than a second!"" Or ""I litterally can't sit still."" Like kids in my class say. It is affecting me emotionally, and mentally. It causes me stress. It wears me out. But that's not the point if this post. I just want get get help. Even if it turns out I don't have ADHD like I believe. People always say to just go up to some one and ask. But it isn't that simple. Just thinking about doing that makes me anxious. And, let me clear this up. Every time I have tried, I get nervous, to the point where I can barely speak. It makes me feel like the air is being crushed out of me, and I almost break down into tears, and stop. So, I want to ask, is there anyway I can fix this. Get over this immense fear, and ask. Maybe possibly a way to ask with out doing it physically. I know, its a lot to ask, and a very slim chance that I will get something other than ""suck it up, and ask."" But I just feel I need to ask this.",0.06696666666666573,2.027754368888889,2.2262500000000003,95.799375,85.3111111111111,5.172222222222223,16.48611111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.4875888888888893,803,16,192,8,24,270,117,225,0.174,0.758,0.067,-0.9802,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,4,8,0,19,2,1,4,1,46,46,16,0,6,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,0,3,20,14,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,0,5,27,4,27,43,3,25,0,0,0,0,16,16,1,7,8,134,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411463295719508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950813628878016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900821112758444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726946707107553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7101432791420229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069791206361845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754252725058077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637494080430298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680895074206083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627153296697994,0.0,0.08000170272645446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684812942733443,0.09602182548846527,0.0678341919859522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480442024588443,0.0,0.05396377906314599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728951928320453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436698620197422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709551765418914,0.0,0.1855562737848559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072534731678106,0.0,0.0,0.12676326211508313,0.0,0.09539269922260198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568993789173832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040618668230207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434237289495287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582821171423855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952189092989956,0.10704484574601683,0.09093839116687416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608290988602037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510203164744974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905632213958362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309918877890555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582930878158882,0.0793846669267918,0.1087679395286048,0.09926512599625334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060841823968649976,0.0,0.0,0.05536765368442057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446661635514568,0.10328121663713503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834588032678225,0.1680165989621707,0.07536899372518617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,torikura,2019/08/26,"First day off after my first week of being medicated. Wow I can really appreciate how bad my ADHD really is now that I've been medicated for the last week. I'm only on a low dose at the moment but the difference in cognition is huge. I was so productive, focused and issues with procrastination, fatigue, memory or distractions were not as bad. Today I had to fly away for medical treatment and I could not take my ritalin because of anaesthetic during my appointment. For the life of me I cannot remember my flights, appointment times or addresses without checking my phone and emails. I'm finding it so hard to focus and I realised how bad my ADHD really is. I'm so glad I am finally diagnosed.",4.340792891319207,6.37676687969925,6.692371838687628,68.61686261107315,71.93233082706764,11.152153110047848,31.63978127136022,11.022393298168332,4.426224060150376,557,26,94,21,11,198,86,133,0.147,0.74,0.113,-0.6198,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,5,0,12,8,0,2,0,16,16,13,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,4,1,15,2,17,10,0,19,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,2,12,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36047248100914414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090288065538148,0.0,0.37565906710979996,0.09142105251436218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197398012116539,0.0,0.0,0.09671901822549417,0.0,0.0,0.15221761275728687,0.0,0.15668798593120514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428612082083982,0.13707096130705554,0.2551308549400941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434473928957358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653097073133113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224654569546878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059290948670126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532406235309285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405985677967492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822617593547084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988813627680885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275967945856386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744941369072576,0.0,0.14215516344659948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059570360378554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456688660975622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bitterseas,2019/08/26,"Tips for ADHD treatment that arent medication? I recently made a post here about going on Adderall IR after ~3 years of being on Vyvanse XR. I realized today that it’s making my mood absolutely awful (it did this on Adderall XR when I was on it briefly 3 yrs ago. Made me suicidal within a week of starting it.) and I cant deal with it. I’m considering just going back on Vyvanse but I’m just so tired of dealing with this shit. At the beginning of last semester I tried going off meds and substituting with coffee. It didnt do a whole lot for my attention span (mostly just made me anxious) and never lifted the “mind fog” that the Vyvanse clears for me. I eat pretty healthy (I’m pescatarian and mostly don’t enjoy sugar), but I definitely need to start exercising more. Has anyone had any luck with meditation or mindfulness exercises? I’ve tried meditation in the past but I just cant focus on not thinking anything, so I get distracted and frustrated. Any tips or suggestions would be greatly appreciated!",4.270990932642487,6.301597170984457,6.111266191709845,72.73249514248705,72.10880829015544,9.177331606217617,30.197215025906736,9.673873057562805,3.2273422279792747,806,35,140,21,16,278,120,193,0.11599999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.129,0.4001,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,1,7,1,13,7,1,4,2,36,29,13,1,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,9,2,0,3,2,0,3,7,3,0,0,7,1,14,3,24,19,5,29,0,0,0,0,3,11,1,6,14,95,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073896808899106,0.0,0.12593532974591468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322317415294307,0.0,0.0,0.1604971916444888,0.0,0.099337737616154,0.0,0.11691043425531035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924206016848473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929331809467384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453717465864461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422503156832802,0.0,0.2422227468815491,0.0,0.0,0.1566312422154634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580495135748553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078172748154613,0.0,0.40328651426879497,0.09483195977698204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780629751496209,0.1431192678768703,0.0,0.0,0.28689777355199797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534214017694188,0.10957213894124844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562064862239473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606254224494818,0.1445349415219839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402757009861096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583147796135895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011139127790352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540009804431204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103188584899492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328707037291454,0.13466451501344182,0.0,0.0,0.19291064199970234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113958940901547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861462888943356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092152763328087,0.0,0.0,0.09148758426323532 adhd,Voxenna,2019/08/26,"I'll be having and ADHD assessment with my psychiatrist but I have NO idea what my childhood was like to answer the questions that'll inevitably pop up I'm 19. In 3 weeks I have an appointment with my doc and we'll be going through the adult ADHD assessment thing. I know there will be plenty of questions about my childhood but I have *no idea what I was like as a child*. It's like I didn't exist till I was like 11 or 13. Somehow I don't remember what I was like when I was 12 but anyway I've no clue if I was fidgety or had poor attention as a younger kid. I *think* I had the same symptoms but I vastly fuck up a lot of memories. Like if something happened 2 years ago I'd say it only happened 6 months ago or something. My parents won't be much help since they aren't very perceptive. They didn't realise I had really bad vision and needed glasses until I was like 5 or 6. Or 7 or 8 I don't feckin know. I have astigmatism now they figured it out too late to try to treat it. I'm trying to focus my fuckin chakra or something to remember my childhood but it ain't working. If I can't answer those questions I can't know if I have ADHD or not.",0.3441550457339915,2.4371273441295536,2.6441745389113827,92.39902234218029,85.2753036437247,5.440635777477883,22.10361373519268,6.775458762138228,0.5621007347428404,902,32,199,11,27,307,126,247,0.11199999999999999,0.767,0.122,0.1133,1,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,3,1,7,11,2,0,7,0,32,3,0,0,0,44,43,25,0,5,18,1,0,7,0,4,1,1,0,3,11,6,0,0,16,0,1,1,13,3,0,0,12,1,32,8,19,23,3,19,0,0,0,2,13,5,2,17,20,132,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131012353343903,0.0,0.2031328519496328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566778964540054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059254544504627,0.0,0.0,0.06511728080382627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264177871155986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679917450600861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868908385965306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889071095042435,0.0,0.1292489011327291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391838939762487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741006283237093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145501443055212,0.0,0.08422796559377341,0.0849580868521701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871416825048421,0.0,0.0,0.12722523722554027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850605281487181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340155897696818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595889290194358,0.0,0.0,0.09111697258493713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478005169310116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26462307597164025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909034537849725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612048867389548,0.07341691417399739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558179328984267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453879579286507,0.0,0.0,0.0919075080725782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834141011605512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737844334344795 adhd,That_Lad_Chad,2019/08/26,"Adult Legos I love Legos This is my thought.",-0.8633333333333333,0.4903321111111119,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,116.7777777777778,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-1.2248222222222216,35,1,7,0,2,11,8,9,0.0,0.625,0.375,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7508562807712851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604656278916512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ubertrashcat,2019/08/26,"I have less memories of my life than other people I think that because I have trouble with attention I don't remember that much of my life as many people do. Instead I remember stuff that I learned through my obsessive hobbies at that time. I don't remember most of my classmates from elementary school. My high school is bits and pieces. I read and played guitar a lot and that's my connection to that time. I have an attitude to life that I always prefer to put my past behind me and I feel disconnected from who I was 2, 5, 10 or 20 years ago as if it was a different person. The bright side is that I'm always quite optimistic towards the future. Anyone relate?",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,76.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.161624242424243,528,20,102,12,12,176,81,132,0.038,0.897,0.065,0.5095,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,0,10,3,0,0,0,17,13,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,20,2,16,11,6,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,6,75,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889160384681845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607485777990203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095576414327818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551358772687343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105919899851044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370224667492375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922453273037583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554607289434828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320132819676046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332077970427158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885377449490312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151813418439526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495733519729103,0.21725099630243067,0.13681110647484354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575114807483006,0.0,0.16665355047533592,0.15672718134726565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324799363521052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171467251686905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793665868472535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039728051117093,0.0,0.0,0.1827283107444118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008998613497013 adhd,catfoodtime,2019/08/26,"How to do homework while dealing with RSD-induced anxiety? Most of the posts about how to deal with homework that I've found on this sub have to do with not getting bored or pushing through when it's something difficult for you to focus on. I have a different problem: all of a sudden when it's time to do my homework I feel anxious and overwhelmed. This makes it much harder to get started than if I just didn't want to do it, especially since it affects my ability to do homework even for classes I enjoy a lot. I want to get started on my homework, but I'm too nervous about doing a bad job or not having enough time that I'm not able to deal with normal executive dysfunction properly. **TL;DR** Has anyone else suddenly become super nervous about doing homework, thus preventing you from doing it? How did you guys deal with it? Thank you!",3.697935540069686,5.730647835365857,4.735888501742164,81.97304878048784,73.6951219512195,7.124738675958188,30.61672473867597,7.957251820313856,2.302531010452961,671,31,121,10,14,219,94,164,0.14300000000000002,0.769,0.087,-0.7613,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,1,12,10,0,3,5,0,14,0,0,6,1,30,27,11,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,1,12,3,28,24,5,14,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,5,9,92,23,8,0.1509654936585787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548818943808566,0.17054803721483955,0.0,0.10555858328864133,0.15468198852987514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604988137203044,0.0,0.16672952698943802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225551803576518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577268095057957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611229848270125,0.0,0.0,0.15598771056950536,0.0,0.09971128477201108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633268959932854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552587166840682,0.0,0.0,0.2366197186969134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947957348309512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498099580983277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834546413138234,0.0,0.0,0.10077063928337132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110977008151385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479141307761236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445832122080868,0.0,0.0,0.14445358909600048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488021638874244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622061252508065,0.0,0.0,0.2137083068533472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898874370708156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605838676931593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808671908179705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Asking_Questions2019,2019/08/26,Virtual or Handmade Flashcards? Which is better for the ADHD college student? I am trying paper flashcards but I am procrastinating and my handwriting is slow (fast and it's not legible). Is free quizlet still good for creating flashcards? My only worry with virtual flashcards is accessibility and distraction from the device itself.,6.413253968253969,10.307493500000003,7.303756613756613,56.43833333333333,76.96296296296295,9.011640211640213,37.34391534391534,9.23628265651192,5.3077915343915345,275,16,30,8,7,91,40,54,0.175,0.693,0.132,-0.578,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,26,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061177642230094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724562499584972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532248003471217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32028919122656324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363158538792297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859203845393572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276790913082805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Evturner,2019/08/26,"Hopefully getting diagnosed...will this discredit me? Hi everyone! I’ve been stalking this sub for a while now and it’s made me even more sure that I have ADHD/ADD. I have a LOT of symptoms that Im planning to tell my doctor when I go in for a well check next week, but I do have one scenario that I’m not sure if I should share:I took my friends meds. 2 pills of Phentermine, over 2 days to be exact. Since I’ve had this hunch that I had ADHD for a while, I thought, why not just see how these go? I knew that people who take it recreationally feel kind of “wired” and crazy concentrated so I was looking out for this, but all it did was make me feel-I guess the best way to describe it is normal, clear headed. All my hyperactive symptoms and the craziness in my brain went away, and I could finally DO things. I know that this is exactly how theyre supposed to make me feel, but I’m hesitant to share it with my doctor. Will she see this is a bad sign-like that I’m abusing drugs before I’ve even been prescribed any? Or will she see what I was aiming for and take it as more evidence, or aid her in figuring out what to prescribe me? I don’t do any sort of drugs, let alone abuse them, and I don’t want the meds to study or any other reason-they truly make me feel how I think I should be feeling. I just don’t want my doctor to think otherwise. If you were in my shoes, would you keep this information to yourself and just share the other symptoms, or do you think it would be helpful to a diagnoses? I’m a 17 year old girl, senior in hs for reference. Thanks so much for any help in advance",3.6457856173677072,4.055478931343283,4.684755766621438,88.596631614654,71.6268656716418,8.120759837177749,26.27204884667571,8.150884317080207,1.313268656716418,1242,37,284,17,22,407,166,335,0.076,0.782,0.142,0.9603,0,1,2,0,1,0,37.0,0,3,1,3,13,11,0,0,11,0,33,13,3,7,7,64,68,25,0,11,14,0,4,0,1,6,10,0,0,1,28,10,0,1,13,0,1,5,5,1,1,1,14,8,37,10,33,43,7,27,0,0,4,0,17,10,0,10,11,183,65,4,0.0,0.21871565054429876,0.0,0.0,0.22184808939232706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559270702327788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510627333170302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671684111852772,0.0,0.0770648252795928,0.0,0.0,0.07853864764293697,0.0,0.09686086885058827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030348929943915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369229975241469,0.0,0.0,0.05952445895775117,0.0,0.0,0.09368034549413656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834121924609945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407233955781524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192368062099318,0.0,0.0,0.08819452333279666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23334275776632915,0.0,0.0,0.10110775145927373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130906757507939,0.0,0.0482218020374122,0.0,0.1049099573938012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016764556156714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472419230137644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373056776705947,0.0,0.0,0.09167256203252623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969748510072872,0.0,0.0,0.08203854416241184,0.0,0.09611397743400216,0.050724468642922335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438077537444624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750692386708757,0.0,0.0,0.07846830684053266,0.0,0.08733442992891904,0.1848285367305964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504414422561326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784951838230092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981597797640334,0.0,0.09043226792892607,0.0,0.0,0.09685103700896547,0.0,0.06254339221801762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398768772448052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948975322018145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206482405712331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634971133746457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397920804660807,0.2877983287718248,0.1387929496217995,0.0,0.08067236377355913,0.08497543300340679,0.0,0.0,0.06131857108431697,0.17742215068490352,0.0,0.0732741601331651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254627524438983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887929239812774,0.07326171422567147,0.07403574471354506,0.0,0.08298682563093003,0.08556100478944438,0.0832844274741416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311314478152918,0.0,0.0,0.05943677064201185 adhd,MemeElitist,2019/08/26,"I'm considering getting re diagnosed I've recently turned 18 and I've been thinking about my adhd. I've stopped taking medication for years now and honestly I can't remember life with medication. Most of the symptoms seem to have disappeared. I've been told that it isn't that simple and that I've just found ways to cope with my symptoms. My mom has recently gotten a masters in counselling, and she doesn't seem to think much about it, but I haven't really had a detailed conversation with her about it. I got my adhd from my mom and she doesn't seem to have any problems with hers either. (she had add) My adhd used to be worse, my school once threatened to kick me out unless I was medicated. But I seem to have less symptoms now, and the symptoms I do have are easily managed. I've started to question whether or not I have adhd at all so I've been considering getting re diagnosed.",3.8562824675324654,5.5655158295454585,5.135584415584418,80.63409090909094,72.52272727272727,8.437662337662339,29.61688311688312,9.04235418022936,2.541488311688312,710,30,137,15,14,236,94,176,0.08800000000000001,0.882,0.031,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,0,20,10,0,1,1,34,37,12,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,9,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,10,0,20,1,22,26,5,12,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,7,7,92,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929867147608272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973836941522765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817472843383866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124421568993434,0.0,0.0,0.10715759523279003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820196061330989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243498356640407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099287986771357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402135787090968,0.0,0.0,0.07538697145649563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921373869761664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981277003171096,0.0,0.0,0.1148808745406228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569695934657653,0.0,0.2025139830816783,0.0,0.11617057971454295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378734409173934,0.0,0.3734352406801792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258630547505991,0.0,0.0,0.08573744036249391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263600767038671,0.07710578041649617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314214055686104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799211802280304,0.0,0.0,0.11154631611868174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857135709915867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140041213063859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450848911897252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603964536061414 adhd,Theotherone56,2019/08/26,"Can anyone relate to being ""introverted"" or ""quiet"" because you can't think fast enough? Can anyone relate to being ""introverted"" and ""quiet"" only because by the time you've understood what they're saying they've moved on from the comment and all the time you spent making your joke/reply has gone to waste and you have to catch up again. So you're perpetually catching up and everyone thinks you have nothing to say. It's so frustrating when you lose your opportunity to to tell a good story because you took too long thinking of it. Or not getting to tell that joke you just rehearsed in your head a couple times before trying to pull it off because everyone has laughed at someone else's joke and have moved on. And then, you hold on to a comment you really wanted to say and wait until it might come again or you're able to bring it up just to say it. And then they ask you an opinion on something they had talked about while you held onto your comment and they have to explain everything or you just nod and go along with it hoping that you answer ""correctly"" because your clueless. But you still remember that really funny joke you wanted to tell everyone. Anyone want to hear it?? Lol. :(",6.984888663967612,7.037369951754389,6.9833333333333325,76.23346153846154,64.39473684210526,9.471524966261807,31.134952766531715,9.057496981413335,2.542211470985155,951,31,172,14,13,304,119,228,0.06,0.833,0.107,0.8516,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,20,3,2,11,9,1,0,7,1,13,1,1,1,2,41,34,22,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,12,13,0,3,7,3,1,10,2,2,0,0,6,7,23,7,34,25,2,34,0,1,0,0,37,11,0,7,13,120,35,0,0.11368534663280165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384743130448748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628045270794667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34650766059058963,0.0,0.09673785666308414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979298597356235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579067371934355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496951932664728,0.0,0.0,0.11746735308041455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258936617584239,0.10217305908009422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593959014259945,0.0,0.06461000237126242,0.09535387499085624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166739638685521,0.0,0.12813164805449032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291520075769647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060795430080208,0.0,0.12718482329664446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588585165857922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206021872310458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416590638479408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908415620492727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646282897216458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565948826529032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878333610111145,0.0,0.0,0.3616286025524039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963252252790788,0.08752053400144337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078926467430434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137597529905296,0.2980980115246701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853493912758795,0.0,0.0,0.19887251956477964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630860313542816,0.07718488786152858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116368878937507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Questionmarkher,2019/08/26,"Help me understand more about ADHD I’ve got all the symptoms, I read all these posts and relate to every one I’ve come across. I am not diagnosed with ADHD but believe I have it, hence why I am going to see my GP today. But I can’t help but think, isn’t this just part of being human? Isn’t this life? Doesn’t every human experience this; procrastinating for hours and finding excuses to do something else. Able to write paragraphs on reddit, but don’t do it that fluently and as easily when it’s related to studies? I thought this is just being called human, help me differentiate between the average human and a human with ADHD. Do average humans go through these problems like I do? How does it work, I need help to understand more.",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,73.44444444444444,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.205566666666667,584,21,107,12,12,198,85,144,0.025,0.8370000000000001,0.138,0.9456,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,15,3,0,1,2,25,25,11,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,11,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,1,11,1,16,21,5,9,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,0,4,75,22,3,0.14149543757064642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101500576874888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594169042994332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444826618979499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188579060483792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361489067864402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123823610939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820128179228967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23843201760290264,0.0,0.0,0.13840968878985707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293242665335852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083023587007353,0.0,0.11316682727946085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793656368311537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934450392168202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994241207337194,0.06912752358639787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491707407645492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588097042857673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322577025927736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551351624113567,0.0,0.0,0.13539202437886014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153372824556038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127535442677467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893010068351043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706793727132106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066456305991154,0.0,0.1123315722373442,0.0,0.0,0.13412113018971802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946034812313265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767762420006162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301036375395864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,youareherewithmike2,2019/08/26,"Am I a dick on my meds or is it actually just being normal? Had anyone else on adhd meds noticed they think they are being a dick to some people but you are actually just not being fake/phony? People have told me I come across as phony/fake before and I can see why that is because I am always too polite to tell someone I do not care about what they are talking about and too afraid of telling them the truth about their situation so I just always agree with them and am usually never critical of them to their faces directly. But I have noticed since I started taking adhd meds that I am more direct and tell someone if I don't want to hear about what they are talking about and am more truthful about my real thoughts about them. I'm not talking about being mean to people on purpose. If people do not want to talk to me/listen to me - they just walk away or stop listening and don't seem concerned about it. I could not do this before for some reason and would basically be forced to listen and be nice to someone when I didn't want to because I cared so deeply what they would think of me. I realize now - this is dumb. I would also say hi to people and ask questions about their lives when I honestly didn't care one bit - I just felt obligated because it was the nice thing to do. They would never really say hi to me or ask me questions about my life , so why did I feel obligated to ask them? These people weren't even friends - more like acquaintances or people I had to do business transactions with. I can now see why this comes across as phony because why would I even care about these people's lives anyways? But when I'm on my meds I'm not mean but I won't listen or talk to people who I don't want to in the first place and don't feel bad for ignoring them and could careless what they think of me. I won't put up with one sided conversations like I did without meds. If I'm talking to someone and all they talk about is themselves and never asks me questions about my life that I am certainly not going to ask them about their lives. I'll just end the conversation and not care one bit what they think. The caveat to this is if I GENUINELY want to talk to the person and hear what they have to say and care about them, I would then put up with a bit more from them. I've told people I straight up do not care about what they are talking to me about and don't want to listen to it and they are shocked because before I would be fake and listen and ask questions when I really didn't give a damn in the first place. Am I being a dick or acting like how normal people do?",6.476224028906954,5.215930204502818,6.698382322284763,82.19889861719132,65.90431519699813,9.472281286915432,29.684455562504343,8.167268648758528,1.8028375929400324,2041,53,436,21,27,659,168,533,0.12,0.7859999999999999,0.094,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,26,2,40,25,2,1,12,0,63,6,4,2,7,103,114,46,0,21,30,0,3,3,1,9,2,10,0,1,22,26,0,2,17,0,0,8,24,8,0,5,13,15,72,17,71,82,10,40,0,0,2,3,70,16,5,17,19,321,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.0920665213764537,0.0,0.11338363037215406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772358978920503,0.07850209543429383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032983897729795014,0.04833349152062494,0.0,0.0,0.2645978247495375,0.0,0.044319832942244036,0.0,0.03938681504145601,0.14377867066999184,0.0,0.12042019859626894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544994685460415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366663988785081,0.0,0.0,0.08126934352728762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532632351523649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039406318520290376,0.0,0.04178056607912767,0.0,0.0,0.06231358392587257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770336146516592,0.0,0.04529270777829416,0.0,0.0,0.08024929523628592,0.0,0.0,0.036445123247454934,0.0,0.0,0.04525187080855709,0.02680904727212087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633299129162273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663823715160948,0.06913785971673378,0.0,0.12496174550912804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027687055005606,0.2619883894710665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914632177868257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243747709213844,0.0,0.1074117204168374,0.0,0.0,0.09589530680511192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35973588902720005,0.041188943876954334,0.09856981387786087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484217630694584,0.2113746310111121,0.0,0.0,0.05369228876259087,0.060439436050446375,0.04850087618005994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253967588179384,0.0,0.0,0.07518026898412737,0.04294379749945168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902132974424054,0.05302352711816002,0.0,0.0,0.1598754015309013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033388724619312686,0.0,0.0,0.03943806985481087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035467622329506066,0.3412370339389195,0.1236917410522293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03133911235303753,0.12090415928720932,0.0,0.037449456117137805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901501136368136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519535117850122,0.0,0.16694030782414265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026228652859693,0.0,0.0,0.045472315638424285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23456843272768985,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Phoxfroot,2019/08/26,"Fears of taking vyvanse I was diagnosed with inattentive ADHD in my first year of university. My doctor prescribed me 40 mg vyvanse 3 days ago and I have been taking it since. It's too early for me to tell, but so far I don't know if its working. I feel focused, ballsy, and confident in the first couple of hours using it, but after that I become quiet and withdrawn. I lose all my energy when it ends and I feel sad and tired. I absolutely hate the crash. I can't express my hatred for this bit at all. I am extroverted and outgoing individual but as soon as I hit that crash I become introverted, emotionless, unhappy and irritable. I feel like trash and I do not feel like myself at all. &#x200B; I am very worried that in the process of taking this drug, I will lose myself. I fear at some point the crash will become a part of my personality. I am afraid of losing myself, the things that make me, me, the happiness I felt throughout the day. I am worried that that longer I take this, the worse I will become. &#x200B; I am not sure if this is part of adjusting to taking the drug, but I will go through with the first month of medication and see what happens, after which I will report to my doctor and either keep going with the drug, or switch to another one. &#x200B; Anyone else have similar experiences with vyvanse? Any long-term users here? Please share your experiences, it'll really help. Tl;dr: I am afraid vyvanse will change my personality for the worse.",5.024119718309857,6.276803454225355,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,69.03521126760563,8.919436619718311,27.93239436619719,9.255337874911486,2.348852676056337,1167,39,217,23,20,388,146,284,0.205,0.6759999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.9843,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,7,5,14,1,4,13,0,21,8,0,2,4,39,41,21,0,2,10,0,5,2,0,7,8,1,0,2,19,14,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,9,0,4,3,7,41,5,30,30,8,25,0,4,1,0,7,8,0,4,17,158,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204651908848313,0.0,0.06789257814496058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489563015546768,0.27919637532170344,0.052083952442350964,0.08031148738386218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355363842263738,0.07847569592301316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383513694326183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361664574216636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102226062744901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474558334554924,0.0,0.0987886668340318,0.0,0.0,0.07773742594187942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678660026462862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26646089777106097,0.0,0.06398127204040495,0.0,0.06783617106820981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498397955963501,0.0,0.17237050376512195,0.1549051960067271,0.10943208746644953,0.07353858890211927,0.0,0.0,0.19544271765401705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705593473688453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772844798151939,0.0815316765172417,0.0,0.07561695153983118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051336786803057324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542590467348019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807687586511152,0.0,0.0,0.04209196287408189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748361917061603,0.0,0.0,0.0677799039016732,0.0,0.2570544792618585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112454346836988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715655406615689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061133555250967676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189949177766827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587941419767085,0.0,0.0,0.13375119129138927,0.0,0.08407302393748782,0.07240248131226934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906563395310763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103246157678404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335619280088492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218534330553114,0.0,0.28793143816797057,0.0,0.06694319786422998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050883115912796366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802915121373557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614932912239507,0.0,0.06319492410502893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575856713554704,0.1555621020427446,0.15610388435339495,0.0,0.0,0.27919637532170344,0.049321568271725305 adhd,Hastings2005,2019/08/26,"It’s sooooo Hard to study a book in school because I always Forget about the book and what it’s about!!!! This is soo annoying in school because then you screw up your studying and possible chance of even reading the book and I need to find a way around This thing because I’ve got my GCSE’s coming up so I’ve gotta find a best way to overcome our problems",3.9052000000000007,4.4917464533333336,4.262666666666668,91.21800000000002,71.13333333333333,7.066666666666667,27.0,6.742157984588678,0.9586,284,9,63,2,5,89,49,75,0.151,0.765,0.083,-0.47100000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,1,5,4,2,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,11,3,1,9,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,36,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469024816552164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689469414528007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38393978944838253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032330310823775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084818896221366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866604935666912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837700732038764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791141660181172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880686103755424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567083532695375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366803450088869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008880796304476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000084015752146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249491260297811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394774823258458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332875920093232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilpurrp223,2019/08/26,"I want to get back on amphetamine/methylphenidate The biggest reason I haven't gotten back on it so quickly, is because I'm already underweight, and I'm afraid of losing alot of weight. It's been about 3 years since I was on adderall, but would taking them every other day, and forcing myself to eat be better than taking it every day? I have been wanting to gain weight, but my ADHD has become so bad I've been losing concentration while driving/riding my bike/skateboarding.",7.666,7.642822488888887,7.425555555555558,73.885,63.0,8.977777777777778,32.44444444444444,8.238735603445708,2.542711111111112,384,13,64,4,5,122,63,90,0.124,0.7709999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.4285,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,6,5,0,1,2,0,10,3,0,1,0,9,18,7,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,8,1,10,11,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525276695113268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764990859234866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754456815792907,0.149547529766661,0.10918245107760154,0.19781049080754595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840629205119766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101942463459826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327199138829187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018120888866341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357643191207712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007516233185524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415264642780632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815982113098994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693335473046882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112848392481041,0.0,0.0,0.4362100914264717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723304065347465,0.0,0.0,0.11533954945816542 adhd,chrisxb11,2019/03/01,Question Does anyone here with adhd have chronic procrastination? I have known for a while I had adhd and I also procrastinate a lot. Does anyone else have this problem? ,3.8290000000000006,7.105544900000004,5.035,72.3225,83.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6506666666666674,137,5,20,2,4,45,22,30,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.54,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994670040384942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944719778584252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487762437786312,0.25554247347247416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365078546612749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083438996088684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203320228050754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386446399506873,0.0,0.0,0.279388030631212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RenderSettings1,2019/03/01,"My doctor basically accused me of trying to get a stimulant, I need advice. I'm 17 and my dad just took me to see my Pediatrician. I've never related so much until after doing a bunch of reading on this sub and research online about attention disorders. So I walk into the Dr's office and hand him the Vanderbilt forms he requested (which are questionnaires for my parents/teachers). I tell him I have a hard time focusing then he asks how well I'm doing in school. After telling him I don't struggle and have fairly good grades, he holds up the Vanderbilt forms and says ""this isn't the way to do better"". Not once did anyone ask me the same things that were asked on the forms. In fact, if I filled out the forms myself I would have answered everything very differently. On the way home my dad asked me if I was looking for drugs which absolutely destroyed me because I'm not, I just want help. Its SAT season which probably didn't help the Dr's decision either so I'm not sure what to do at this point. Advice?",5.140769230769231,5.804994825870651,6.114626865671643,78.76243398392654,68.40298507462687,9.368694986605435,28.894374282433986,9.466822959209583,2.4547960964408726,804,27,156,16,13,267,121,201,0.078,0.8690000000000001,0.053,-0.4394,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,12,0,15,5,1,2,3,28,30,13,0,5,8,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,10,7,0,1,3,1,0,3,7,2,1,0,6,5,23,4,21,23,8,22,0,0,2,0,18,10,0,2,7,108,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27398547204819484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802460168023036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242375454230467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545895356574379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398728754773372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646945036977296,0.16067069536473133,0.14349112863675378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257671210081528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125994367580699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324385806230296,0.0,0.0,0.11758531342811278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558333689000106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793375113745536,0.0,0.140622709213263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117724885647416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305629993116602,0.10394963262489801,0.10812371544507678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492985272438052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132525531417404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511492928275935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022864423799106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148527676450593,0.0,0.14188047954612218,0.11171384264153582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655776524775935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321280819210285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506571352090126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313647618557487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174632842663014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575703336409386,0.09518028745011026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567201493800534,0.0826881109932947,0.22255371518397304,0.0,0.0,0.12604828149800748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958745573045932,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ben14delas,2019/03/01,Do ADHD medications reduce creativity? Just wondering I'm thinking of trying them sometimes since I've never had them in my life. My mom never medicated me because she thought the meds would cause me to be suicidal.,6.325384615384617,8.457963589743592,7.633846153846152,63.48615384615386,66.94871794871794,10.328205128205127,36.07692307692308,10.504223727775694,4.592446153846153,176,9,26,5,3,60,34,39,0.107,0.831,0.062,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,8,8,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797486920650922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189665628016784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391226586103923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441491265977734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25855904966250004,0.4689899259201342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726216851208525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590587772512752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255276838045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302190914789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461659198985426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915195568712772,0.0,0.18479627672763746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803802842689674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524330935515092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535572208627974,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GunsAndRosesAndCats,2019/03/01,"I'm withdrawing from college due to poor performance and I hate my life This week, I 1) was diagnosed with ADHD by a psychiatrist, 2) acknowledged that I'm irredeemably behind in schoolwork, and 3) made plans to withdraw from the semester and hopefully return to college next semester after figuring out ADHD treatment. I can see why I need to withdraw--I don't think it's even possible for me to catch up at this point--but it makes me feel so pathetic and I've just been sitting around crying. I've been browsing this sub for the last few days and it seems like I'm one of many people who did great in high school and then couldn't handle college work as a freshman. (Thank god for y'all that post about failing college and hating yourself and make me feel less alone.) My first semester, I did fine in 3 classes and failed one, and this semester (my second) I will fail all of them if I continue on my current trajectory. I'm really glad that I learned about my ADHD and am no longer hopelessly confused about my academic failure, but ugh the situation I've gotten into really sucks. I'm going back home this weekend to spend the next 6 months there. It'll definitely be a good thing to work on ADHD treatment, but I'm not looking forward to just sitting around there for 6 months and presumably getting a low skilled job while everyone else my age from my community is in school and succeeding. The idea of being a college dropout working a minimum wage job is so depressing to me, and I'm going to be terribly embarrassed and ashamed if people from my high school see me working at a Starbucks or something in my hometown. Since my high school is very academically oriented, anything other than going to a prestigious high school right after graduation is viewed as failure. Plus, my dad, who has anger issues, is probably going to act like I'm this big pathetic inconvenience to him and constantly rant about how I'm living under his roof after failing college. It's just so FRUSTRATING to have to withdraw from college and know that most of my acquaintances are going to view me as some lowlife. :( This was mostly just a rant, but I also want to know if anyone has been in my situation, and if you were able to rebuild your life. Or if you're currently in it and want to join my misery club.",8.223067408781695,7.229232231292517,8.335663780663783,71.00314935064938,62.28798185941043,11.827705627705633,38.41280148423006,11.022393298168332,4.239933333333334,1838,81,332,42,22,602,226,441,0.20600000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.065,-0.9973,5,1,1,0,0,2,41.0,0,3,1,14,19,26,5,3,14,0,26,3,0,4,1,65,62,40,0,10,15,1,2,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,21,25,0,0,11,2,3,8,4,17,0,4,10,7,36,9,64,46,6,57,0,7,5,0,9,25,1,13,25,216,57,30,0.0799482753280124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843291625591546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280230210152463,0.0,0.0639346068952952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590169299933701,0.0,0.0657906185604206,0.14234183012120333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614752888147179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639568348443287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781942636602577,0.051560023630770384,0.0,0.06885933239066165,0.08114581655995777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678652529793214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280508184400981,0.0,0.0,0.07639400318398662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808485003654746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800396215241196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176967411550979,0.0,0.2271822363881869,0.06705682022490554,0.0,0.08814325579133947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786474028769498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378789693957999,0.08019463873792294,0.07940667664102842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025187150780707,0.0,0.08344522822841775,0.15867265408359102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787496258449501,0.0651685149464948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129396624311398,0.07811737796378987,0.0,0.07059579183493878,0.0,0.06713641578786612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756489911837923,0.10673218917996072,0.08105500280460452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762790123156306,0.0,0.0,0.05928063313480285,0.0,0.0,0.17005179560949965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835004087977884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085213537158756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557696175126452,0.09012966798322987,0.07656834801973111,0.0,0.08619776280528486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243382473542834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827539030016769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40455961433330856,0.12741684899665087,0.07278190721139384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613403951401316,0.1797304223402237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154808826684077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360563053249003,0.0,0.0,0.053114081664420734,0.05122762666032042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596570000634054,0.09431112835370008,0.0,0.06412968406250395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214088332478233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328131864726265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nctvelvet,2019/03/01,"Medication isn't working and I'm slowly ruining my life So I finally was able to get medication for my ADHD last week (concerta), but it ended up making me sick and I had a panic attack(?) according to my doctor where my hands turned blue and my chest hurt so bad, lasting like 3 hours. I have anxiety and depression as well and I personally don't think it was a panic attack, but either way my medication isn't working and I have no effects. &#x200B; Just today I was trying to finish filing my FAFSA and scholarships, and I had thought the FAFSA was due at 5pm for me so I finished it first but turns out it was the scholarship one instead (which is VERY important and has multiple ones for many students in my state) and I feel so frustrated. I already missed so many deadlines for college applications and with my *really bad* depression period, my grades have dropped and it's so painful to see myself unable to fulfill my goals for senior year. If anyone can give any advice or just help me get through this because my family isn't very adamant about my mental health and it's so difficult doing everything on my own :( (Also sorry mods if we aren't supposed to rant, I've never been a reddit poster until recently) tl;dr my meds aren't working and adhd is heavily interfering with important things in my life and idk how im supposed to fix this",4.880004017677784,6.2911072977099245,6.271864202490961,74.65700482121336,69.53435114503817,9.485255122539172,30.58336681398152,9.811843763644266,3.1576229007633567,1080,44,190,26,19,366,154,262,0.23,0.693,0.078,-0.9942,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,6,15,16,3,2,5,0,22,11,2,3,1,35,34,32,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,10,19,0,0,4,0,2,0,8,14,1,3,9,4,31,2,24,25,2,27,0,5,2,0,4,7,0,3,18,134,41,11,0.1050357571178475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524651370291961,0.10263972621739073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590956985910375,0.08399705701876882,0.0,0.11380619895371195,0.12762994163471145,0.07142791666972184,0.0,0.08035206669964351,0.0,0.0,0.07344344357979554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898667435156426,0.0,0.0,0.1754009396937937,0.06402882263238921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809342873903989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750854815623308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303050454199313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439936575280498,0.0,0.0990183638677124,0.0,0.053109234770163716,0.0,0.0,0.11506153781535478,0.0,0.0893433613468997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975369580614568,0.10075986918933227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164809812283608,0.0,0.0,0.0704032539373569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343906291902268,0.0,0.11244295039585588,0.0,0.1134566419136908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123632197360167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837972305742053,0.0513151653667556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011218349218401,0.2129795434070572,0.0,0.0,0.1166710475414717,0.3174374249224075,0.10585133850106188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101005113831443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234989473962714,0.0,0.11176545114489607,0.24647365951932246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171317169728747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728859560396784,0.0,0.10371013854571896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369989939760715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175789306893374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978108981529059,0.06730267200313045,0.0,0.0833866585436485,0.0,0.0,0.09956161623900243,0.0,0.0,0.07131238435484216,0.22849748393457306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333099971318752,0.0,0.08337249498808473,0.0842533487007358,0.0,0.09443975993626648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940184645486786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762994163471145,0.06763958385132443 adhd,lexisfrench,2019/03/01,Coming out So I told my mom that I’m going to get tested and she shot me down instantly saying I was a normal kid growing up I didn’t have bad grades blah blah and that I wasn’t hyper. She said that I’m purposely trying to be negative. I’m just tired of people not believing me. I know for 100% that I have it and I’m ready to start feeling better once I get a diagnosis. Feels good to get this off my chest :),-0.2356666666666669,1.7525256555555548,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,86.88888888888891,5.822222222222222,16.77777777777778,7.1686216300943375,0.02491111111111044,319,7,74,5,10,112,59,90,0.14,0.703,0.157,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,11,21,4,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,5,4,13,2,10,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,44,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263655126419225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734292495255024,0.0,0.21464015333377315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905650124973515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454233641597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803875357591976,0.0,0.13792668628279245,0.20355739853001747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337643150710268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842363500927433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377853038611836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25845761621149843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825113554487428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308543788615795,0.1929973416829464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177768755473466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789371950319929,0.0,0.23190131144409026,0.0,0.16477101722851334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ImTheGapMan,2019/03/01,How do you deal with doing homework while on the computer? Any question that pops into my head gets answered right away when I'm on the computer when I do homework. It can be about anything but I never get my work done in the mean time. Does anyone else experience this?,2.9766037735849054,5.260168924528305,3.9062641509433966,85.9363773584906,76.73584905660377,6.504150943396226,25.69433962264151,7.554174236665415,1.4207162264150943,215,8,41,3,5,69,43,53,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,1,8,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,30,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763351202949666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131088042792656,0.26568685040046336,0.2133845029564528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436239645479531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733029268913683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226918045176763,0.2653572806161486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661461492112016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364836137100744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709505198406235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661199712697264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824572860883161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999067281534505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904790146597315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144358180763032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120182612047234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877587399313456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PajamaSam97,2019/03/01,"I think my doctor is jumping to conclusions and I'm extremely confused about the situation. Hey all, I'm taking a chance and seeing if anyone here possibly has advice or info on my situation. If this breaks any rules, I apologize and will immediately delete this post if so. I've had depression, anxiety, and stuttering my entire life. Been in and out of therapy, hospitalized, the whole jazz. This year I got a new doctor, and with that I found myself in a confusing place. After explaining my depression, anxiety, and stuttering, my doctor immediately told me I might have ADHD, and prescribed me a generic form of adderall. It seemed super quick, and my new therapist says she's worried with how fast he swept my problems away and threw pills at me for something I've never had brought up before. I'm getting conflicting responses from all the professionals I've seen this month, and I don't just know who to believe or what to do. Is it normal to prescribe medication before doing a full evaluation for ADHD? Do I refrain from taking anymore of the medication? Does it seem necessary to seek a second opinion now or wait a month for my next appointment? TL;DR: My doctor prescribed me Adderall before evaluating if I have ADHD, and I can't get a straight answer from any other professionals I've spoken to. Very confused on what to do next.",6.793306451612903,7.848723814516131,7.77435483870968,66.93153225806455,64.88709677419354,10.877419354838713,34.854838709677416,10.820120047756994,4.19535,1078,48,174,29,16,364,140,248,0.134,0.836,0.03,-0.9702,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,3,12,0,16,8,0,1,3,46,36,21,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,12,15,0,3,9,1,0,3,3,8,0,1,9,3,24,1,28,25,5,28,0,2,2,0,8,11,0,14,12,124,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716773824550619,0.10073698419060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020756246145444,0.0,0.15772498955541905,0.0,0.10223618780098064,0.07208194416976119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685513064364668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631624104354072,0.11614554740558165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758011561508766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220621903465081,0.09021352620944764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303132600432543,0.0,0.0,0.10771907454105203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824493685929179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665479708289465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281452497341756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770183264250325,0.0,0.10936071079198556,0.0,0.0,0.16456866970355316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950828145737847,0.19912721933909835,0.2192717855117012,0.0,0.10100493758398683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077056429014685,0.0,0.0,0.11621690412280244,0.09873037990449697,0.0,0.0,0.09864186520832142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198019025575096,0.0,0.0,0.08214826513190222,0.187695974511636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175180524298705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936263866388744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550195912886442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789079528650698,0.11969380703206728,0.0,0.06605501062235056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850557249631044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505888909362096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509473739269352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469147460983644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638567677644046 adhd,pugs_hugs_drugs,2019/03/01,"just started taking adderall XR 15mg (sorry if this is all over the place, pretty jittery right now) hey guys, i was prescribed adderall a few days ago, today is my third day taking it. So far, i’ve been nauseous and my gag reflex is extremely sensitive. i notice when i get hungry if i don’t eat within 10-15 minutes of when my stomach lets me know it needs food i will immediately get nauseous and it will turn into stomach pain. when i’m hungry i get extremely hangry and i feel like the adderall only intensified my anger. i try to take it before i go to class so it hits me while i’m in class.m to help me really focus. so far it works for a good few hours and then during the day i start to get a headache and by 5pm i need to take a nap because i feel like i’m crashing. once i wake up from my nap i can feel the adderall again and feel energized(does this happen to anyone?). overall it does help but i feel like i need more because i barely feel anything. don’t really feel euphoric, although i do feel motivated and get things done that i wasn’t able to before. Any advice,tips on what i should expect for the rest of my first month taking adderall? 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Is it ok to take Concerta ER with Oils, such as Omega-3s, Astaxanthin, and Vitamin D3? I'm wondering if the oil could interfere with the osmotic pressure delivery system, specifically the concerta tablets have a laser drilled orifice and I'm wondering if the oils could clog it up? I'm trying to simplify my medication regimen and I would like to take Concerta ER 54mg, Omega-3 Fish Oil 2,500mg, Vitamin D3 5,000 IU, Astaxanthin 12mg, and Zinc methionine 30mg together in the morning as soon as I wake up. Then I would make coffee, and have my breakfast sandwich, which has an additional 26g of fat. Then just before I leave for work I would have a protein drink and take the rest of my morning meds and vitamins. ""Concerta uses osmotic pressure to deliver methylphenidate HCl at a controlled rate. The system, which resembles a conventional tablet in appearance, comprises an osmotically active trilayer core surrounded by a semipermeable membrane with an immediate-release drug overcoat. The trilayer core is composed of two drug layers containing the drug and excipients, and a push layer containing osmotically active components. There is a precision-laser drilled orifice on the drug-layer end of the tablet. In an aqueous environment, such as the gastrointestinal tract, the drug overcoat dissolves within one hour, providing an initial dose of methylphenidate. Water permeates through the membrane into the tablet core. As the osmotically active polymer excipients expand, methylphenidate is released through the orifice. The membrane controls the rate at which water enters the tablet core, which in turn controls drug delivery.""",8.175727746929159,10.551077250883397,7.9286118122160545,62.22097762073029,62.71024734982332,12.033585731112234,42.45145549385832,11.675519718221192,6.119844489315161,1374,82,193,47,21,438,141,283,0.02,0.899,0.081,0.9397,0,0,11,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,2,32,2,14,18,3,5,0,34,27,18,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,3,12,0,0,0,7,15,7,6,2,1,0,3,0,2,3,2,0,5,8,3,34,22,1,22,1,0,0,0,0,12,0,5,6,116,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885215293494122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500341341287164,0.16611834481837315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019094056952142,0.7238478681941752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921393499476378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244820302193927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015232806524806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050823608907916366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944056728686566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555343627453613,0.10479887977030948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049315077348342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128692569114414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062927122689427,0.11315433436620223,0.10162180527933183,0.0,0.0,0.08984817522618282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256313320099499,0.07573478940483197,0.0,0.0,0.221698933992076,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grenadarose,2019/03/01,"I cannot manage my email Can anyone suggest ADHD-friendly strategies to manage work email? My employees and supervisor(s) send me important, time sensitive requests and I either fail to notice them or put them off and forget about them. We use microsoft outlook and our network/security rules does not allow the use of apps or any other outside application to assist. I have heard of Inbox Zero but it sounds impossible. Using the task flagging tools in outlook has not been helpful; the task flags quickly become overwhelming and then obsolete. Thank you!!",7.652455357142857,9.787337072916667,7.581488095238098,65.13375000000002,63.6875,9.652380952380954,35.589285714285715,9.957137785484203,4.193028571428572,453,21,61,10,7,145,73,96,0.115,0.838,0.047,-0.6970000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,3,2,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,4,0,17,10,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,2,12,1,8,8,1,7,0,2,0,0,13,2,0,2,3,44,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989110747808673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913697940508685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390962502284765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746898320876767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765506876624324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215914898229172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667106401312909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831674439112329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500305975511261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289864030706086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450296464355538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6444382881551816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106989156978198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hippothunder,2019/03/01,"Just realized I have ADHD. How do you get stuff done? Realized that this is why I struggle academically and can't keep a daytimer or organize my life that well. I'm reasonably smart and can compensate, but want to hear from you high functioning folks: what do you do to organize your life and succeed academically? What resources do you use to help stay on track?",5.526029411764708,7.185964250000001,6.19929411764706,74.83982352941179,68.26470588235293,10.734117647058824,32.71764705882353,10.793553405168565,3.8427435294117647,291,13,54,9,5,95,50,68,0.023,0.7929999999999999,0.184,0.8907,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,3,0,13,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,8,3,5,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,37,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033169027626256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827678177270386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318603886081177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284455467462093,0.0,0.16916788733662025,0.2666578872738753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243307768902361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565330133114439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949311194082736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26900810061853786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638468861466636,0.2889196600075168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179790156968669,0.0,0.0,0.14886280894122775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269238106978834,0.0,0.2277375897985882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heroHACK17,2019/03/01,"Hard to manage multiple passions at once Hey everyone, I could use a bit of advice. I'm 25 years old and was diagnosed about five years ago. I'm sure none of you would be surprised to learn that I have trouble focusing on more than one task at once. However, I also struggle with accommodating more than one passion at the same time. I commit all my energy to one thing and basically ignore everything else about my life. For example, I could spend days/weeks focusing on making music and at the same time ignore everything else about my life (my commitment to exercise, passion for reading, even sleep, eating, and social/nuclear relationships). Next week it could flip to focusing on exercise or reading a book. However I really struggle with being able to accommodate more than one passion at the same time. Back in October I was let go from my job and for the next couple of months, I got really really into my passion for making music. Even though I was unemployed, I was so happy, energetic, and optimistic because I was able to focus ALL of my energy on this one passion. Just recently, I got a job which requires me to be in the office for the majority of the day. I also live somewhat far from the office. On workdays I am gone for 12 hours. I leave at 8am and return home at 8pm. While I mostly like my new job, I find that I am becoming really unhappy. I have to commit 100% of my focus to work which leaves little to no focus/energy for exploring or context switching to something else. If I don't like a project at work, I still have to commit fully. And if I don't like a project at work... well, that makes me unhappy and I have no way to accommodate another passion of mine that might make me happy. Any idea how to manage this?",5.336846339501207,6.075996625368731,6.883852239206224,73.154064762671,67.99705014749262,10.647412174845805,31.043309198176452,10.637119530657019,3.477034218289086,1372,53,251,38,22,473,160,339,0.07,0.7490000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9906,7,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,4,14,20,0,2,13,0,22,14,1,6,7,47,33,19,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,10,12,1,3,4,5,1,3,5,5,1,6,8,1,37,15,56,16,13,42,0,0,0,7,3,19,0,7,22,182,47,16,0.17128818545199134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369041620436281,0.07591832073273624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369791000212406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824091991475629,0.08980529866921423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585502081194124,0.0,0.05220784400603794,0.09458717170122928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350116763124516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513951735536853,0.09476355962463613,0.0,0.05523335464925292,0.0,0.0,0.08692695132289649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763528792988205,0.2146339495878663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113134231033689,0.0,0.0,0.08183660079665184,0.1539427763582934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782771491779991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867351156507472,0.0,0.13699480937948666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233945850451105,0.07672028486830235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590800799666416,0.0,0.08434217964637858,0.0,0.0,0.0966817560528537,0.0,0.0,0.25496564079075457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136945633212176,0.0,0.08757688737714166,0.12098591097819568,0.12552413296709947,0.08583788042190445,0.07562530294957018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286723877275245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908548481585347,0.0,0.0,0.06836029772158407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271559843688786,0.18216692845028915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986906842884487,0.18241632726474746,0.2901732685883788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713345384675963,0.0,0.21946319537040893,0.0,0.08456320938658869,0.09194970418076057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570594386550859,0.08730336711923556,0.0,0.06593300677226911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839548308196476,0.0,0.0,0.17906760208670838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071854383804637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056898129652709385,0.0,0.08414488626448106,0.0,0.1498192776002326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396899811120343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798029440151347,0.13739705042551392,0.0,0.07700432480272038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704975856223874,0.0,0.0,0.060839106223483486,0.0,0.0,0.11030397552732572 adhd,Turnip2345678,2019/03/01,"Does anyone else perform countdowns? One of my learnt habits over time is to initiate countdowns. When I'm off in my own world I tend to suddenly initiate a countdown (usually from 20) which are supposed to force me back to the task of hand by the time the count reaches zero. I guess that the recitation of numbers brings me back to attention but it doesn't always work. Often I have to stop the count half way through and restart it for whatever reason (to the silent declaration of ""last time!"") and other times I reach zero and still remain in my fantasy world. So in the end whilst they seem promising their actual effectiveness is debatable. &#x200B; Does anyone else do this? If not does anyone else have a better system to combat time wasting?",6.690927258193443,7.7487268057554015,6.308153477218223,77.34450039968026,65.11510791366906,9.343245403677058,31.9912070343725,9.444778638647367,2.9381024780175857,602,23,104,11,9,187,92,139,0.065,0.848,0.087,0.2805,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,0,9,0,7,1,1,2,0,13,12,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,11,2,21,12,1,25,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,15,71,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.13384441557269156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141247320692398,0.14860840714534382,0.16665948344432455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877078735430261,0.4215974164189632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109289083669985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130328589379195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600782704946319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34372857321196804,0.0,0.12147945562733642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109273452370933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180039966133223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929404167305834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101915289141875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486161946499127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953291340465593,0.11466850994507445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39988366727055547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105789418024712,0.0,0.0,0.10886800362212004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985116016314832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665948344432455,0.0 adhd,thunder185,2019/03/01,"People who started meds early in life - were there any negative consequences or lessons learned? Have a boy, aged 10, we are considering putting him on something to help with anger, socialization and insecurities. 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I’m mainly the inattentive type so I’ll often lose focus and drift off, sometimes in the middle of a sentence. The worst thing though is my memory. I did terribly in school cause I could never pay attention/stay focussed and I could barely retain any of the information I was given. Overall I just felt like I didn’t have much control over my life. Every morning for a couple of years now I kept forgetting to have breakfast in the morning and pack any kind of lunch the night before, but today for the first time in ages I actually managed to get enough control to have all my meals :D I remembered to pack my lunch the night before, I ate breakfast and I got to have dinner with my SO. I know it doesn’t seem like much but it was the first time I felt a little more like I had control, y’know? :)",4.7157816377171216,5.840344440860214,5.596451612903227,80.42236972704718,69.64516129032259,8.303722084367246,28.82382133995037,8.617729084823388,2.1695042183622824,750,27,141,12,13,246,105,186,0.038,0.841,0.121,0.9356,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,0,14,0,15,11,0,4,3,28,26,9,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,8,5,6,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,12,2,21,4,22,12,8,25,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,2,18,99,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.12389215676318402,0.0,0.15257818258395145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267083827045412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160628771297433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042027255279173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271807246740205,0.20273038541740254,0.14047600297031254,0.0,0.08187705192272712,0.0,0.0,0.1288591386879565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118098307554868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696712673301673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379812198411746,0.13907568016530694,0.0,0.21597988317372735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266005465171998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153947005335524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132206646791182,0.13954498791083855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967380107532684,0.18607499069661376,0.12724471719800154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420329113989846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278962736498264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665666641212794,0.0,0.09791741164078097,0.0,0.0,0.23828193182035098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655686117569197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535516500249036,0.0,0.1438180412725188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848771670786702,0.0,0.11557729372773295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556416373095153,0.0,0.0,0.1353197488135328,0.10138838307294047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843448880746909,0.0,0.12473504941822455,0.0,0.14805981939713828,0.0,0.12034081726785968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175643493760004 adhd,covertkek,2019/03/01,"Why can’t you just do better I’m not diagnosed but I’m in the process. I’m curious if any of you can relate to this. Throughout middle and high school, i did pretty poorly. I procrastinated, mostly to the point of just not doing my homework or studying at all. I wanted desperately to do better, and would often tell myself “you’re going to sit down and do all your work tonight”, but when it came down to it, I was elsewhere. To anyone on the outside looking in, ie my parents, teachers, etc. it looked like I just wasn’t trying, didn’t care, and that I was “a really smart kid, I just didn’t apply myself”. If I had a dollar... Eventually my mom would see my grades, and get mad, and ask why I wasn’t trying, and that she knows I’m capable of doing well, I just have to put the effort in. To me it felt like I was trying, but I just couldn’t do it. I still deal with it now in college but it’s different, somehow. Idk, it’s hard to explain, curious if anyone can relate.",2.3001732673267337,3.5994545,4.4050371287128725,85.96715965346534,75.78217821782178,6.832178217821784,23.0210396039604,7.413659706084162,0.8724841584158414,747,21,159,9,16,258,107,202,0.053,0.769,0.17800000000000002,0.9797,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,4,12,8,1,0,6,0,22,1,0,0,2,37,38,16,0,7,16,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,9,0,0,3,0,2,3,8,1,1,0,11,5,24,7,21,24,4,19,0,0,3,0,11,11,0,7,6,117,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641582149030186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883724868412893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462932520648512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767982365005234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897825420696492,0.1595478692978249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613301573626985,0.0,0.1588299592144624,0.0,0.16349452579138682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452321479068014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025106548736772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175745734551587,0.0,0.08893457942622211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018068655474347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533601238982773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600059322192499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290227496523873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628175951255105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327446946208736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375914389210667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792981648828174,0.0,0.0,0.1592024828651267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731161529371573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024891543785296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583721497137189,0.12469905281204492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496989280125075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367756297257747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31873109215725776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229947583816576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406996746305051,0.0,0.2824084849205793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139236453573483,0.0,0.0,0.22232627770933872,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Remcasual,2019/03/01,"21 Yo, 3 days ago got prescribed Concerta. 110 resting heart rate throughout the day, is that normal? I don't drink coffee btw, i know it makes tachicardia worse so, the only thing i do is smoking tobacco. 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I have been prescribed Mydayis 50mg and it’s been working great! It’s the only medicine I’ve tried so far that actually lasts as long as I need it to. The problem is, it’s INSANELY expensive. I was on a copay plan so I only had to pay $90 per prescription but I changed plans when my dad got a new job and it’s an HDHP so now I’m being charged $276. Has anyone found a reliable coupon for Mydayis or any medications that act similarly? I simply cannot afford $276 for one prescription every month.",0.60440170940171,2.9594207222222195,3.0555555555555562,87.95269230769233,87.14814814814815,6.286039886039887,24.974358974358978,7.61054688173877,1.5051572649572655,410,18,86,8,13,141,76,108,0.064,0.909,0.027999999999999997,-0.3296,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,7,13,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,6,0,7,1,7,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,46,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.2364272828622516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475658422778425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940562545151755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562968108491201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041287179898741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656440901799357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377095076224887,0.2671111119450721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042241625313399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748799082683333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440741192764748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406846451979006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338309157697486,0.0,0.0,0.17964523424151635,0.0,0.2339925173016684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641730818702943,0.3685249643867737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318262508564542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644900958510405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763804517880336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Corgiverse,2019/03/01,"Had a test today I studied, but I’m so mentally out of it this week it’s like there’s sand in the gears of my brain. I keep obsessively hitting refresh to see if she’s posted the grades, because part of me wants to see, the other half wants to just drop the class. Which is hilarious because I love what I’m studying. I’m NEVER bored in class. And my hands on part of class- 6 hours passes in what feels like minutes. Ughhhhh ",1.8611516853932564,3.671688640449439,3.5981882022471936,89.08020365168541,78.3258426966292,6.247752808988763,23.484550561797754,7.1686216300943375,0.7756617977528091,335,11,73,4,8,112,61,89,0.046,0.7609999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9415,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,2,3,2,0,1,10,13,4,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,5,7,3,12,11,2,12,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,1,6,43,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745480691214595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251387065467733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386307961948106,0.1608761333942244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176727471000776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015965730518426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003340041059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324321220881167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269390518566852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368079097087874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877187191371434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567024416017072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35889533526498296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345425679592805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656463748417583,0.0,0.1806342304278358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JotaroKujoOra,2019/03/01,"What if strattera doesn't work ? 2 days ago I went to a psychiatrist and she diagnosed me with ADHD (shocker- i kinda knew) And she said that since I am 22, the only thing she can prescribe me is strattera but what if it doesn't work on me for some reason. Will i have to live without any meds ? I saw that some of people here use aderall for example but I am not sure if it is used in my country (Czech republic) or if she didn't want to tell me she can can prescribe it because she was afraid i would take advantage of aderall. Thx for any answers.",1.4349760765550243,3.4195130877192987,3.0465550239234465,91.67906698564596,80.40350877192982,5.899840510366826,24.39872408293461,6.980632752743323,0.8592035087719294,428,16,93,5,11,141,73,114,0.035,0.9079999999999999,0.057,0.5162,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,14,1,0,3,1,23,22,9,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,2,18,2,12,14,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,8,2,67,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561081125083147,0.0,0.18890274411479266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898343768798167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299054681646163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743365447505684,0.0,0.0,0.2162948216443817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881736465428197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670913237227426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620742562707317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773862575762134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910513559504485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270953044499707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176280810123299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200846834924553,0.0,0.16022675901544225,0.0,0.1862612103103824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157600856628788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368104736452714,0.0,0.0,0.12569353264977828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754839900548055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054234617698265,0.0,0.31028270328236324,0.0,0.0,0.15138209070201036,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theslothtysloth,2019/03/01,"Users of Vyvanse What was your starting dose? Where are you at now? How long did it take to get there? Anything noteworthy in between?",1.0403999999999982,3.2123082400000067,0.9920000000000008,96.85600000000002,106.6,3.6,25.0,5.6839178017228535,0.7130000000000005,106,5,20,1,5,31,25,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918184871889405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122496547892882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289051642498233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230227223330187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493615830964876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rose1717,2019/03/01,"How did you accept your diagnosis? Hey guys, I've been posting around here a lot recently and you have all been super helpful, so a quick thank you! I was diagnosed with adhd-pi a few weeks ago, at 21(f) years old and in my 3rd year of college. At first I was really happy and relieved to hear there was a reason for some of the problems I have -procrastinating everything until the last minute, constant boredom, inability to listen in lectures, etc etc. But after going through the testing and doing a lot of research on adhd I'm starting to see so many more ways in which it's affecting me. It's making me feel crazy. I always thought I was 'normal'. Some of my friends have adhd and I never thought I was ever like them. I don't mean to bash the people who have accepted their diagnosis, but I don't want to have adhd anymore. Or at least that wouldn't have found out. Another thing is that I'm so used to attributing the problems I have to just being lazy, disorganized, and such. I know it's probably just a form of imposter syndrom, but even knowing that a part of me feels like I don't really have it. I feel like I'm going crazy with all these conflicting thoughts and I don't know how to deal with it. I started meds a few day ago. They kind of, maybe, seem to help me. And I started counseling. I will probably bring this up in my next session, but that's not for another week. Tl;dr: Thought I was happy to have a diagnosis finally as an adult. Now I'm wishing I didn't have adhd. Also dealing with what I assume is imposter sydrome, I still feel like my problems are due to laziness.",2.953238425925925,4.744435356250001,4.482847222222227,84.0322453703704,75.125,7.36574074074074,27.47685185185185,8.167268648758528,1.8585671296296296,1254,50,249,21,27,419,168,320,0.08900000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.124,0.8769,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,3,2,17,16,0,0,15,0,31,1,0,7,4,62,63,21,0,7,8,0,4,4,1,2,1,2,0,2,15,14,0,1,18,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,15,7,36,13,39,45,14,41,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,7,29,182,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952739212663646,0.0,0.14612360678371344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659125490260607,0.06858140016465315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285253444990464,0.0,0.0,0.08174011121105261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733727265398532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906850295699173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531551338215561,0.1699461661510127,0.0,0.0836562211296169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384381285481508,0.05443871034615788,0.07455508452510821,0.0,0.0,0.07407524791994187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669941375411734,0.17664609028758027,0.0,0.09028886869898184,0.0,0.07010779774837518,0.0,0.09037106485143884,0.063678748131656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368422531046104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161037361136902,0.0,0.1754787189607803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289516905417056,0.0,0.11049096459899407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582944594679309,0.13589031967458615,0.06718463043654839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161068183722719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401438475507991,0.0,0.0,0.055017079118856935,0.08356259787309535,0.08280360717960329,0.08978131956027241,0.09155185209977999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356864343550424,0.0,0.08765634027778474,0.0,0.08075569921535472,0.0,0.0,0.08648763757133925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925459511192667,0.0,0.0571407815120308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893713964582752,0.0,0.17772891842893862,0.2365991105191575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560281548079196,0.08474316460571574,0.08138141780213579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567936923419121,0.07503355788419204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501536524112946,0.0,0.06582202147775912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588276469756272,0.0,0.0,0.05475726968046698,0.0,0.0,0.2617342756734681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118582635828784,0.0,0.0,0.048614413798591764,0.06542245476647153,0.13222732257407924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947808087280832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615365692411284 adhd,darren7890,2019/03/01,Can anyone help me struggling massively with Concerta Can anyone help me struggling massively with Concerta,9.6525,14.309929250000007,8.180000000000003,50.66500000000002,69.0,13.2,45.5,11.20814326018867,8.52885,92,6,8,4,2,28,8,16,0.243,0.522,0.235,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906275422076684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470318026484944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7335431608232538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Static_Reality,2019/03/01,"I never feel like doing anything I want to play guitar, learn music... I don't listen to podcasts anymore like I used to. Everything seems so boring to me right now. Last night was good but I woke up today irritable and uninterested in the things that I was doing last night. I switched from 54mg Concerta to 30mg Vyvanse but it barely does anything. My psychiatrist told me to keep the Concerta in case I change my mind. I've switched back and forth a couple times. I'm dependent on stimulants to function. I feel like taking one of the 10mg Ritalins I have left. I believe I can be independent from ADHD medication if I have the right spiritual state of mind and actually like to do things. You know what I mean? I just don't know how to get to that level.",2.3185651214128042,4.6237085827814575,4.3558675496688775,81.76302869757174,79.06622516556291,7.47037527593819,24.63620309050773,8.447377352677275,1.808345342163356,600,22,118,13,15,205,93,151,0.105,0.86,0.035,-0.8685,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,5,1,24,26,8,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,20,6,18,21,0,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,13,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.14428935688501215,0.0,0.17769815632319713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466367038134982,0.0,0.0,0.24335122619793464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369468201757958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658680845301946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641554376211791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360351337742374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939267794782874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132886413147909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495242188833787,0.21126144017128834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725038642525005,0.0,0.0,0.12401737347763968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142414780340206,0.0,0.0,0.16251921903877126,0.241050143147135,0.0,0.0,0.16064957215154782,0.0,0.0,0.2889463593870526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106213423605595,0.0,0.14895269850049794,0.0,0.0,0.2985915048218412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403821454573078,0.0,0.0,0.27751189096978923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019329458984934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525420844528105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346055619514437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117179925239946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646231004111409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621795228797133,0.0,0.1401533364520144,0.14128590637826968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277029695796146,0.0,0.0,0.08721125150961412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Triumbakum,2019/03/01,"My son 12 on part time ritalin for school. His main symptom seems to be frustration and being v highly strung. Am I depriving him by not getting full time medication? TLDR He was playing a computer game and got frustrated and broke his control and desk and TV. I've been upset as we can't afford new ones, he's sick with regret. I am worried but wondering should I let him be medicated full time. I didn't want him to depend on medication however he does want the dose he gets for school as it keeps him out of trouble and helps him concentrate. Often he needs to break stuff, so he goes out to the yard and breaks up tins or rocks out whatever we can find for him. Anyone any insight or ideas? 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I just want a slight medication adjustment, not a complete overhaul, at least until I get a sleep study done. I know I can't get medical advice here, but it would help to hear what's worked for other people, so I can know how to frame the problem to my psychiatrist. My appointment is on Monday. I want him to add another drug to the Vyvanse until I can get a sleep study done, but I'm timid about asking for drugs. Still, I need to stress that I'm desperate and my case isn't normal. What, in your opinion, is the best way to do this? Some context: I've taken Adderall off and on for years, with only slight improvements. The dose was too low (10mg twice a day) and I took it kind of erratically. Taking the full dose at regular intervals helped a little, and switching to Vyvanse in 2016 helped \*tremendously\*. I've gradually moved from 30mg to the max dose of 70mg over the last two years. The Vyvanse is technically prescribed for ADHD, but the real issue is this chronic, non-stop sleepiness that I've had since childhood (I'm 30 now). I've been planning to have a sleep study done, but I keep putting it off because the meds are so effective, I've barely noticed it. Lately, the meds have been less effective, and I find myself reaching for a pick-me-up anywhere I can get it. I don't mean anything illegal, just that I'm relying heavily on caffeine and supplements. I rarely have full-on ""sleep attacks,"" and I've only fallen asleep at a job twice in my life. But the attacks are more frequent now, and they're so overpowering that I can barely get through a shift. I hear about people with ADHD taking low-dose IR meds to supplement an XR med, just to even things out. I don't know if this is standard or not, or if the doctor would think it's weird for me to bring it up. I'm skittish about drugs and I don't want to look like a drug-seeker, but I'm also scared of losing my job. I was under-medicated for years and completely disabled because of it.",5.112816166883967,5.55698704358354,5.947857142857143,80.7116311231142,68.39467312348668,8.968858260383684,30.17032967032967,8.950670267944501,2.3255323896442546,1631,59,325,27,26,537,198,413,0.08900000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.092,0.3313,4,0,4,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,0,9,17,13,3,3,25,0,31,17,6,4,0,57,62,29,0,10,17,0,0,1,0,2,11,2,0,0,20,15,0,1,9,0,0,5,8,10,0,3,10,3,29,3,48,50,6,37,0,2,1,0,8,17,0,7,15,201,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667670139085536,0.06776242929572009,0.0,0.0,0.06943828113538368,0.0,0.0,0.05545459684126178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271352536464525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706443513730019,0.0,0.06482754238816417,0.2366673931261413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454326071225123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277254520464979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541231959039247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472132484137799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097681045731319,0.0,0.21288982730419975,0.0,0.0,0.3216694046295793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580124391200225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337941698954278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114762495215528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631209001985602,0.0,0.13944003047166506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237741364879659,0.2064404980939838,0.0616363835512561,0.0,0.07221139816951097,0.11432941076523764,0.056524844659169224,0.07822336992683399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048979916759040384,0.033878113213183875,0.06950118743322195,0.0,0.0,0.05823173163448993,0.07757851338901849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755362514977667,0.4621551850094688,0.13971413639303268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370199696145575,0.0,0.051417906054680815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794267265936058,0.0,0.07894892406881365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547890166776616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614918702936023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635311222072647,0.0,0.0697101559003087,0.0,0.07375617910379509,0.0,0.07892897371252093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694257229630643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736230621922466,0.0,0.3469718054232073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537843276069944,0.05797492434354415,0.079433640138457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427653933209316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460692593311472,0.044433015569096915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704404822449099,0.0,0.0,0.06773928688179166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270316158502398,0.055042262923345985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096692559877972,0.0,0.0,0.09852037594882196,0.0,0.0,0.13396633118280993 adhd,KaterTot95,2019/03/01,"Day 3 on ADHD meds and I feel incredible. I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age and was prescribed Concerta. However, because I was so young, I didn't respond very well to the medication the very first time I took it and my mom (who didn't really believe my diagnosis anyway) wouldn't let me take anymore and that was the end of it. Since then, I've only ever had a primary care physician who was very dismissive of my ADHD/anxienty/depression. But this week I got an appointment with a really wonderful Nurse Practicioner who works at the Student Wellness Center on my college campus. The whole experience was a breath of fresh air. Even without insurance, it only cost five bucks to see her. She sat me down and ASKED ME to advocate for myself. She gave me a pretty basic screening for ADHD and started brainstorming meds for me to try, asking my opinion every step of the way. Eventually we decided to try 10 mg time-release Adderal, as well as upping my dosage of Lexapro for the depression. It's only day 3 and I feel like a new person. Music is fun to listen to again now that it doesn't feel like a wall of sound. Waking up on time isn't a nightmare. My thoughts are organized for the first time in my life and my brain isn't constantly churning our anxious and intrusive thoughts. Nothing feels insurmountable. I'm almost 24 now and original diagnosis was over 15 years ago. It's taken me a long time to get here, but I'm so glad I finally have. To all of you still struggling, I wish you the best. With enough time, I hope all of you find the right doctor as well.",4.045655339805826,5.667931207119743,5.3937095469255665,79.32415655339807,71.88025889967638,8.904045307443367,29.056229773462785,9.408791572840183,2.694949190938511,1249,50,236,29,24,418,174,309,0.043,0.838,0.11900000000000001,0.9718,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,3,0,4,14,13,0,1,20,0,18,8,3,1,3,35,42,18,0,3,3,1,4,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,12,14,0,0,9,0,2,2,7,2,4,3,17,8,34,11,39,23,5,45,0,1,2,0,18,14,0,4,30,158,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199540908238648,0.0,0.07743846864308664,0.0,0.08747740379802678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869078651353114,0.08663663836697763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333771545025733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053253225992937664,0.0,0.0,0.09842366000677027,0.09167786440257096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752151783032313,0.0,0.0,0.08906830666567793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440402718132784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267863569101096,0.0,0.15048433033966135,0.08866753017305078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941562214889766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737413057015494,0.09026518331112192,0.0,0.05769978522841784,0.07902120269623343,0.07360371203544877,0.0,0.0,0.08545384952092695,0.0,0.0,0.17668530922490122,0.12481855167915995,0.0,0.09569749722801342,0.07984452900941061,0.14861501483765774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564146368801282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986896014037171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676718277654777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933048019974932,0.0617042341236899,0.08535837411317503,0.0,0.0,0.07730995207921329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407227576962635,0.08800498605169266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231378658882012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843718514059159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382330152136998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932133232187088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627849549827805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887549315559397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192880459534947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460409527142832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696138000818429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722642545563848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061833138722269435,0.0,0.06976499770874997,0.0,0.0,0.09132657806012894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656830842343973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870655088305625,0.3056383576085285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705904591198383,0.1186220318917001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624093306314215,0.0,0.06934149551189188,0.07007410779333023,0.0,0.3141848731143607,0.0,0.0,0.09753318620256106,0.1004585206484805,0.084210943453263,0.09473709198934616,0.06359838101140072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625632171285215 adhd,NoCampingInLeftLane,2019/03/01,"How do people with ADHD manage having kids? I'm so scattered and behind on life that I can't even imagine successfully adding kids to the mix. Not only does managing all their stuff on top of mine seem insurmountable, but I'd also be afraid my wandering scatterbrain would cause me to accidentally do something horrific, like forgetting to drop off my sleeping kid at day care on my way to work, and end up leaving her in the car all day. Or forgetting I already gave her medication and giving it to her again. Or leaving something out that she can choke on. Or being distracted by something as she wanders off and disappears. Or or or... Even the anxiety itself, knowing what a dingbat I can be, would be damaging, keeping me up at night as I worry about when and how I might fuck it all up. I'm not positive I even want to have kids, but these thoughts come up every time I consider it. So I just wonder how others with ADHD make it work. And if your parents had ADHD, how did you survive? ;)",4.546898593634342,5.877027927461143,5.743941524796448,78.43524611398966,70.24352331606218,8.830347890451517,30.366025166543302,9.23628265651192,2.7109040710584758,782,32,146,16,14,261,120,193,0.203,0.732,0.065,-0.986,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,5,14,7,1,2,4,0,16,4,1,6,3,43,30,25,0,4,12,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,11,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,0,22,3,28,19,3,27,0,1,0,1,15,15,1,10,8,114,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786210592741012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649352318178782,0.10616055977550938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155380060574236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353480240358207,0.13637137355398854,0.0,0.1143528366422049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122623369359813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617089312782762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175775769878374,0.0,0.0,0.26304144123692985,0.0,0.11184805638096187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272573615552787,0.0,0.12734641540663116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799478047004157,0.0,0.0,0.07295622567524084,0.0,0.0,0.2811273107709453,0.0,0.0,0.09376563309587786,0.06485520890440663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861201702519576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373220411729833,0.0,0.14082734573863198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457739007670687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096276849337904,0.0,0.0,0.14740376595096966,0.0,0.0,0.0920325103635248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208511068777578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284641197730032,0.0,0.0,0.3065935564859677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196760929841807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538910127321434,0.07740790808104711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829970860292786,0.10537120051525413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396229909015287,0.19328794997934706,0.13481461837615558,0.0,0.1886043512309591,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bumblebee_tuna1988,2019/03/01,How to tell if you need medication upped? I’ve been taking 10mg of Adderall for the past 3 months. I feel pretty ok for about 2-3 hours but after that I feel like it has worn off. I typically take only one a day but if I’m going to class I usually take two. I feel like I need at least take two a day. Is this a sign that I need my medication dosage upped? Or maybe a extended release? Thanks in advanced. ,0.2115025252525271,2.0867851250000022,2.839242424242425,92.12191919191922,84.11363636363636,6.1838383838383875,18.868686868686872,7.3871296695380915,0.2514353535353533,313,8,75,5,9,109,60,88,0.033,0.7659999999999999,0.201,0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,1,3,2,0,1,0,13,17,6,0,5,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,9,4,12,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,9,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040988462295915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247449318812278,0.2330792957915807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271017501686513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064956040546635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939353133461248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388536892329014,0.0,0.0,0.32867133769989376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020829938476491,0.0,0.0,0.3628750619159715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054067664740973,0.12406722972088988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572543328267505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596120591979227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49061191025912204,0.0,0.14258225149012968,0.15018759823355401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31870736360770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966394409465347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,panquake98,2019/03/01,"A plea for a discussion about meds that's not Good or Bad. Let's reframe it into trade-offs. After trying to read the comments from the Joe Rogan and ""Dr"" Phil nonsense, I'm struck again by how polarizing medicating is. I'm trying to figure out what meds, if any, I NEED, and which (and there have been many) were not helping me grow. But I struggle to find a place where I can feel like I'm getting help learning how to know the difference. What are your experiences in finding the right meds, especially those of you who have been at it for years and years and through big transitions. 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One reason I perhaps struggle socially is that I lack a quality other people seem to have. Good social people almost seem to study themselves, every detail of an experience they can explain like a story, even mundane ones. Me on the other hand, I just dont give a fuck really. Even my passions which I pursue for years, I cant describe my experiences in them the way other people with similar experiences would. Most people would think by the way I talk about them that im not that into my hobbies, but my actions say i otherwise, i sacrifice alot of time, energy and money for them almost to the point of obsession. But I lack that 'depth' people create for themselves in their life that makes them bond together. For me, its just a timestamp in my mind, to them, its an event that they recall with all the feelings/atmosphere that came along with it.",8.02845215157354,7.436917728323699,8.276608863198456,69.96028259473347,62.46820809248554,10.925883108542068,33.095054592164416,10.25414643259724,3.3603428387925494,729,24,124,14,9,240,104,173,0.055,0.855,0.09,0.6003,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,8,0,6,6,1,2,12,0,8,5,1,3,1,30,16,4,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,1,2,26,3,24,13,5,15,1,0,0,2,16,8,1,7,4,99,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754867728581546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142958491684504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649065831434538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511316225197148,0.0,0.21062368949115204,0.0,0.0,0.36680089705226254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155538512736946,0.0,0.11990450582824365,0.0,0.10483805015778146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350136983210115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657225551475092,0.06106517996002778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343368031148173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620712034690726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939674416791098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43327142896149934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815861951517047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007360339670325,0.12851344014504745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939931013950104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275775443337569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548288858039669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066963803647494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046449693352197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009035434823795,0.0,0.0,0.07288432058349682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984269708097716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758263127543888,0.0,0.0,0.08049128032194552 adhd,petergazer666,2019/03/01,"Getting back on medication at adult age? Hi there folks, I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age, and had to get on meds to even get through school, thanks to hyperactivity (Concerta 36mg). Everything was kind of okay and going well in my life, managed to finish high school and graduate, that was in 2015. I quit the Concerta at the end of 2013, feeling like I don't need it anymore, and sure enough, the hyperactivity went away. So after finishing school, had any dreams or motivation as in what to do next and where go with my life, I would rather sit in front of the computer all day and play games or chat with friends. No interest in social interactions otherwise, never leaving home. Recently (late 2017) that has gotten worse, I also started developing some of the comorbidities common for ADHD sufferers (anxiety, light depression, OCD-type thoughts and rituals, like closing doors in a specific way, pressing buttons or switches until it feels ""right"" to me, intrusive thoughts, you name it). What I am asking here is, has anyone else gone through the same thing and even more important for me, has getting back on ADHD medication helped you? I'm looking to acquire a drivers license and the medication could surely help with the lack of motivation and concentration, but I don't know about the other disorders. Thank you for your input!! &#x200B; &#x200B;",8.363466042154563,8.81630818032787,8.181733021077282,67.44581967213118,61.459016393442624,11.725526932084307,38.330210772833716,11.35114627814755,4.6240981264637,1092,51,181,29,14,351,157,244,0.04,0.833,0.128,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,0,4,12,14,0,0,12,1,15,6,0,2,4,38,36,18,0,5,5,0,3,2,1,1,6,0,2,1,9,15,0,0,7,4,0,5,4,2,1,0,10,5,15,12,38,24,6,41,1,2,1,0,15,17,0,4,19,122,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498456920582157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759753521978037,0.0,0.2102711891338461,0.2358122830157032,0.06598600565512433,0.0,0.07423024742777018,0.0,0.09623100991073144,0.06784797470430079,0.09942213430705654,0.0,0.0,0.09071308404021056,0.0,0.09116602679882546,0.1492253138197454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747323458096209,0.0,0.0,0.06257848360862966,0.0,0.08357468247432256,0.09848680807189764,0.0,0.0,0.11120862607929642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810589131720212,0.0,0.08594274738814013,0.1002613895637649,0.0,0.12817922552912311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720731855035631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981259549284568,0.06932064488006871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496772578077643,0.0,0.20278368262153396,0.0,0.11029257827962377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007881873219632,0.10252106214812373,0.09733236201944127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104530249796898,0.05332699171244157,0.0,0.10945784567296653,0.1027443075136418,0.0,0.0,0.1370750499422463,0.0948111872768572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148357582240995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778217763873653,0.29325267616208145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194899978132578,0.07483810170821747,0.0,0.10319606891933572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320691217115957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958087272825703,0.0,0.0,0.08286595101989093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946087927604647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891328098651267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868070480747487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829055687295634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786705443257942,0.0,0.0,0.06446464634358254,0.0,0.0,0.1540672828990838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702055697919609,0.0,0.0,0.08724463520388058,0.08995088791238652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888527380032527,0.06892970806764924,0.0,0.2358122830157032,0.0 adhd,clf139,2019/03/01,"Lowering Vyvanse dose and starting Wellbutrin I've seen numerous posts about Vyvanse and Wellbutrin but wanted to get your thoughts on my specific situation. Here's a little background before I get into it: \-2009: Diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 17 and started taking Vyvanse. Quickly increased the dosage until I was at the max of 70mg. \-2010: Was dealing with anxiety and depression so I started taking Celexa (can't remember the dose). \-2011: Stopped Vyvanse and tried Strattera. Didn't notice any improvement so went back on Vyvanse. Still taking Celexa. \-2015: Still taking Vyvanse 70mg and Celexa but didn't feel like the Celexa was doing much other than keeping my emotions more ""level"" (less highs and lows). Switched from Celexa to Lexapro. \-2018: Slowly weened off Lexapro, still taking Vyvanse 70mg, because I didn't feel like it was doing much. \-2018/2019: Since stopping Lexapro it has been a year of ups and downs with a lot of downs. My emotions are more tangible, but I'm struggling to work and my anxiety and depression has become unmanageable. I've been slowly decreasing my dosage of Vyvanse over the past 4 months and am down to 40mg. 2019: At Vyvanse 40mg I am struggling to focus and my ADHD symptoms are pretty bad. The anxiety and depression come and go but are there most days. Feeling pretty anhedonic most days. Started vaporizing nicotine (via a Juul) after quitting my 10 year smokeless tobacco addiction for 2 years. Feel like I'm moving backwards. Today I started Wellbutrin XL 150mg. Hoping this will at least help me stop using nicotine again and curious how it will help with ADHD, anxiety, and depression. &#x200B; Basically I'm looking for anyone who has been in a similar situation with respect to lowering the dose of Vyvanse and starting Wellbutrin. A few questions: \-Has the combination of Vyvanse and Wellbutrin been helpful? In general, w.r.t. ADHD, w.r.t. depression, w.r.t. anxiety? \-What have you noticed in the first days/months of starting Wellbutrin? \-Do you notice any negative side effects when combining the two with: \>Caffeine \>Alcohol (minimal: 2-6 drinks a week usually consumed on the weekend during social events) \>Marijuana (I've used marijuana daily for the past 10 years and just stopped using it completely for the past 2 weeks. I intend to continue this streak but am curious about occasional usage.) \-Any other thoughts or suggestions? &#x200B; Also, I'm a 27 year old male, 6'1"" 190lbs. I've found great benefits from strength training 4-5 times a week and do this consistently. I engage in lower intensity exercise by walking the dog every day as a form of active recovery. Also enjoy sitting in the sauna after vigorous exercise and feel this temporarily helps with anxiety. &#x200B; Appreciate any feedback you have for me.",6.2694595882577175,9.087652848360658,6.19752192146397,70.84297941288602,68.672131147541,8.96576439191765,36.34883720930232,9.530980864609335,4.215046073198628,2282,122,327,54,43,718,246,488,0.15,0.7240000000000001,0.125,-0.8722,3,0,4,0,0,0,120.0,0,4,0,5,17,20,0,2,26,0,30,9,0,6,0,64,67,35,0,2,7,0,5,3,0,2,8,0,0,1,13,30,1,5,11,4,0,6,5,9,0,2,16,7,21,11,57,49,12,78,0,6,2,0,14,25,0,6,48,203,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344687165696992,0.2797815992922503,0.0,0.0,0.06219837573434513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308545023321677,0.0,0.1891798649547364,0.21215905060194504,0.15831268423930792,0.0,0.2671382273869841,0.0,0.0,0.04069497346065069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475240574253183,0.04859478421689768,0.03547833694522747,0.06427761215200138,0.049524132716176165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013436867135272,0.061021862972307286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260305443573634,0.06000191020271919,0.2506389837056755,0.05907203653723825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701409555132071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093491291581455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903622733314705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471389952691333,0.12473482735325192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950510953298535,0.0,0.06381357862844418,0.0,0.0,0.06081446512222299,0.0,0.033076547719791544,0.0,0.0,0.06416598966343376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604162391494258,0.06149176775664539,0.0,0.057805988068079586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051731063251972624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530111842291835,0.058331948048271534,0.0,0.0,0.04887355842269079,0.0,0.0,0.0494797779005767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290978098854008,0.06185766339517922,0.08556777214627502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878413768140774,0.061071380199180736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667619463201133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055739758912592835,0.11842117105790308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519760846427941,0.06190313815652944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592954659845393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048143854657502205,0.13083905647175462,0.0,0.05932783347174639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28836109406450183,0.0,0.13943640312169842,0.1946320861443916,0.0,0.12168709211725767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060492352310369535,0.2187967536819975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240900728515553,0.033937038343490385,0.0,0.05516703919450086,0.0,0.0,0.039514154664915334,0.0,0.056853195019325085,0.0,0.0,0.15079900856583914,0.06409936147021318,0.0,0.034328019953200374,0.0,0.14005420860837595,0.0,0.0,0.05395222204214886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042370480822939566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215905060194504,0.1873952891879616 adhd,pogtheawesome,2019/03/01,"Why does it feel like some days you just can't get going Like last night I got a solid 7 hours which is not bad at all but for some reason I can't get going. It's not like a ""push through it and wake up"" it's like ""my brain is going through the day with a 10 lb weight attached to it and every time I try and get going it just grinds to a halt again"" it's like my brain is maxed out at gear 2 or 3, and I have a thermo exam in 2 hours to study for. I'm currently drinking the first coffee I've had this semester. This happens randomly all the time. What gives?? I can't be the only one that gets this",0.2368137254901974,1.5627533676470615,2.3652941176470605,98.29049019607844,81.5,5.415686274509804,17.215686274509807,5.985473137389443,-0.6515372549019607,462,8,119,3,12,156,81,136,0.012,0.866,0.121,0.9105,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,9,0,9,5,3,1,2,20,22,6,0,0,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,6,2,1,2,1,0,5,5,1,0,2,2,2,8,5,13,19,4,21,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,16,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079487778062707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497428609602015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020505283984251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708407779965165,0.0,0.0,0.1534558035307612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198304024224486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920614202994468,0.1119096542394164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324505613571264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273693117949672,0.15027142726621326,0.35610760176281353,0.0,0.1252860422779933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852367018234754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085342556511943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768936040616782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826524985644048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470039196011145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614901560423884,0.11913817341307205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106065356001326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268589330744653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635398661170016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075556006783576,0.0,0.0,0.14135082345271238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vhermajesty,2019/03/01,"Essay hoarder I've been on Vyvanse for a couple months now. In that time I've managed to pile up 6 unfinished essays and a load of self doubt. I realize I might have issues with perfectionism, as I've read everything countless sources, sometimes 25 for a 8 page paper. Which is laughable to my professors but for me it's debilitating. I've been unable to sit down and write, or just finish what's been started. It's like motivation is only there for the first few hours upon taking the pill, the rest of the day is a blur and my sense of time is altered, I don't notice my days going by. I feel like I'm trapped. Is this because of my ADHD or the medication?",4.327205638474297,5.073202350746269,5.803233830845772,79.97501658374794,70.26865671641791,8.343615257048093,29.067993366500826,8.515128840125781,2.0707655058043124,521,19,104,8,9,177,91,134,0.05,0.852,0.09699999999999999,0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,9,0,11,2,0,1,0,15,16,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,9,2,19,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,12,66,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26554157055014044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469039188816628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444793732735583,0.0,0.2849917411699883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985775631115209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172005590581408,0.15784827423233425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794180273326908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557220992529225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759337979861865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061666006444104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158921388492963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258606569650954,0.0,0.23439533534458185,0.0,0.0,0.17636191390410635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515555097447681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804408159651255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101196256552685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050130094825155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852734563531825,0.0,0.15639108299809495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661285338305639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576779740868509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,M4nt4x,2019/03/01,"A tip to control your impulses i was diagnosed with ADHD, last year i discovered a way to control my impulses People with ADHD tend to be very impulsive, but there is a way to control it close your eyes, begin to talk to yourself about your next decisions as detailed as possible whenever you need to make a decision, even if it is extremely simple, such as getting a glass of water continue doing this for a few weeks until you do this automatically worked for me BUT REMEMBER MAINTAIN CONCENTRATION do not take any medication if possible (except anti-depressants) &#x200B; you will be able to be less impulsive and more calculist. &#x200B;",14.365260869565212,9.9106129826087,13.681630434782608,48.17896739130435,53.95652173913044,17.76086956521739,53.09782608695652,15.247664890283005,7.929130434782609,523,28,77,18,4,176,78,115,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,0,10,4,1,4,0,18,16,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,19,11,3,10,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,7,61,14,1,0.13582629199192905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264736158509893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943354612512594,0.3300876233974146,0.092366536236528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570222080389443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698698626443314,0.1378608272508228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971198485240042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096363154231909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071655646712317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906651046130551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683069953121302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071347446331876,0.0,0.0,0.14445280244910294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416484874211246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30624747189102736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386471107365465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212446778732608,0.10917202849461552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207091577338668,0.0,0.21562517677940451,0.10895165852029108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888315825345442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300876233974146,0.08746767880289293 adhd,oceanxion,2019/03/01,"Brain reset Ok so, I feel like I just need a brain reset. I've just started uni again and I feel like this is the worst I've ever been in terms of concentration. I cant even read a sentence without my brain wondering off into other thoughts. Normally I can get through a few paragraphs or, when I'm really focused, a few pages, but its just not happening. I feel like too much is going on in my life and my brain for it to slow down and focus on my studies. Tonight I really felt like a brain reset. Like I need to do something that just clears my head and pulls my focus off the one trillion adult things I need to do and just... be. Any ideas? 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This is going to be fractured and all over the place and long so sorry but I'm very frustrated. I went to the doctor's and told them my symptoms and that I think I have ADHD. I've talked to my mum and she told me about the fact that I was very busy as a child and showed the symptoms. The first doctor did the test and I scored highly like 80>% and referred me to get a diagnosis however they didn't have space and had a follow up today with a different doctor. He just kept talking about anxiety as he's treated me once for it didn't really let me talk unless it was about anxiety and didn't listen to me for the little that I was allowed to talk. He said that it's just impulse that you grow out of from a child but low and behold I haven't. He gave me a bunch of advice like eat in the morning, walk every day and sleep and wake up early as if I've never thought about that 🙃. I'm in uni and he kept going on about how hard my course is and I should be proud of how far I've gotten and therefore I should be able to go on but it's like I can't that's why I'm here why don't you listen? So I clocked out 5 minns in because he wasn't helping. My symptoms range from impulsiveness, lack of concentration, I pick up and drop new hobbies as if they're nothing, overwhelmed by am incredible amount of details, short term memory, hyperfocus, lack of focus and fidgety beyond measure. Yeah I have anxiety and depression but I've only recently had this but my other symptoms have been life long. I feel I'm not getting the help I need and it's taken me a long time to make sure I'm right and actually get this sorted. Then I think maybe I've hyper focused into this but again that's a symptom 🙃. I guess I'm asking what do I do now? Where do I go from here? I'm almost certain I have it but idk. If you've got this far have a great day guys 😊",2.1563792554883854,3.3300674632516736,3.920047088768694,89.80687305122497,75.92650334075724,6.645905186127902,22.85084314349348,7.110495986334442,0.6150819090041364,1637,45,369,17,35,552,203,449,0.105,0.8170000000000001,0.078,-0.7151,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,2,2,22,14,1,1,21,1,35,13,2,6,6,73,73,45,0,9,15,1,2,3,0,2,10,4,0,4,22,27,1,2,6,2,0,8,9,5,0,1,24,6,43,9,54,43,8,57,0,4,0,0,31,29,0,7,21,232,65,6,0.08190256818017734,0.0,0.079925091956356,0.0,0.19686194174286628,0.16006848344193386,0.0,0.0,0.08201359123098569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796572144194515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656784521446114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049927045370482384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564076169160587,0.0,0.07054256196057795,0.0,0.0,0.08557075167525338,0.0,0.3353229961655254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380677424688304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900644612059967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141239936872193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696662826541125,0.0,0.0898019385844905,0.0,0.0,0.12837213441090925,0.0,0.18618846776887668,0.0,0.06550496571568043,0.09029787056011117,0.09022491262764837,0.1621928384036033,0.0,0.0,0.07336861378556579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979513003826252,0.08653456004538533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375092503299875,0.05785020605235992,0.12004037326295335,0.16417577978645592,0.0,0.21744358654782275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054670600244133165,0.0,0.08228213819037036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537384852533823,0.0,0.0,0.12145943304385667,0.06316830971372181,0.07910201071562135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858772309335921,0.0,0.0,0.08722356210122857,0.0,0.06229059377209559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678092828106675,0.0,0.08557075167525338,0.0,0.07742440017983422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192473217830087,0.0,0.05246888241133951,0.0,0.08086890527847758,0.0,0.0,0.06994434571784182,0.0779080978387423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196171723540974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916832196156892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438440246547355,0.4256406413623202,0.0,0.2633207275563357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495971721820188,0.0,0.06502149052941769,0.047758046148867486,0.0,0.07763405801887609,0.15652282750722105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515639255896253,0.0,0.06501044637067531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592450124974243,0.14780865730610618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SwissGamerGuy,2019/03/01,"Crushing self-doubt Hi guys, &#x200B; I'm kind of down right now and I'm sure you'll understand where I'm coming from. I just finished a huge project at school. A year long, 151 page project that I thought I did great in. But then, when it was time to defend my work, the experts in the field kind of had legitimate questions that I couldn't answer correctly or with enough precision. Now I'm scared that my whole year is going to go to shit because I couldn't man up and defend my work good enough. I'm tired of feeling doubtful and It's annoying, as a person being constantly a failure in my life, feeling like this. &#x200B; If I don't get this grade I don't know what I'm going to do. &#x200B;",4.05395833333333,4.96977870138889,4.530166666666666,88.2315,71.0138888888889,7.426666666666668,28.98333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.5508050000000004,559,21,118,6,10,177,90,144,0.142,0.7390000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,5,10,2,2,6,0,11,3,1,0,3,22,27,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,4,2,12,6,16,19,4,23,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,4,11,67,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787053534194704,0.4247057067017814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102149129238522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036033068682718,0.0,0.12590250955526974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24076543011259394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781872287204595,0.0832325132977411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060870017833657676,0.0,0.1986405746264281,0.09772041389814803,0.0,0.12844920784151548,0.0,0.1153600936615715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426479008782164,0.06402911505675428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229223009137733,0.05691935944514411,0.0,0.0,0.10310489150716856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172928311508576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051433016656788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949620898832873,0.0,0.0,0.11664367655917265,0.11791114707357644,0.0,0.0,0.1215420484615726,0.0,0.11959260207313015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980632254541713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249342093420038,0.06793607820238519,0.13390747939871728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128773440754485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300757316659542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963674139891582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247057067017814,0.15005317661697393 adhd,fibonaccicolours,2019/03/01,"Music sounds prettier on meds, and I can understand rap lyrics for the first time! I notice more details that make the music more rich. There are songs that I've heard 50 times that I've never been able to understand the lyrics of, but suddenly I can?? This music appreciation is a very unexpected but nice side effect. 😀",4.436557377049184,6.450105114754102,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,71.62295081967213,8.814426229508197,23.67540983606557,9.3871,1.9833645901639352,256,7,48,6,5,83,45,61,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,2,4,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,28,7,0,0.2927304190986846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489963449439372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539982783732893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32515750426950857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257717454668129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332755223480065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34138692290422945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6094853799488742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415332529659741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrCoffeeLover,2019/03/01,ADHD EVALUATION might take a month to get back?! Is that normal? My evaluation went well and I scored 10 on an AD scale in which 6 indicated I have AD. But the evaluator said her supervisor will need to review and sign off. Fine but a month?! Then my GP needs to Ok and order My RX. Is this normal?,0.6089461358313812,2.8774733606557383,3.4774238875878214,85.65229508196722,85.88524590163935,6.76440281030445,16.911007025761126,7.957251820313856,0.4972744730679146,229,5,51,5,7,81,47,61,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.7426,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,11,11,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,3,6,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086686407358921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974921050584052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341869396260674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246389108022623,0.0,0.0,0.4100103206407893,0.0,0.0,0.3808833517569212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032922356328583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431118020377746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310975911865444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309276652924973,0.2380908406350997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aksanieva,2019/03/01,"How do I stop being late to everything? I've been on Concerta and Ritalin since elementary school and it manages most of my ADHD symptoms but I'm 20 and I still have problems being on time. I just checked my work schedule and I'm late almost every day. I don't even know where the time goes -- even when I wake up early I'm late. Even when I plan everything ahead I'm late, and I don't know what to do.",-0.2691649048625777,1.9514400116279087,2.1404862579281208,93.64140591966176,90.74418604651164,5.452854122621565,19.446088794926006,6.980632752743323,0.3656883720930235,315,10,71,5,11,107,51,86,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,0,14,14,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,7,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,14,43,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188027525352813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987641207447484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296748194150253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163617427794071,0.0,0.134520423385677,0.0,0.28698419904704703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548990450092247,0.0,0.7204136692204998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527730430299932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158442859310912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207238941825944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750467020959416,0.1334828965057986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659478570629304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619804233333925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162343705732784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,klocki12,2019/03/01,"Ritalin (methylphenidate) helps eliminate skin picking disorder - i thought it was connected to obsessive compulsive disorder (ocd)? Hello :) Since taking ritalin my skin pickin is not more existent but unfortunately its even worse after i dont feel effets of ritalin . Why does it help so much - i thought skin pickin (dermatophagia) is related to ocd?",6.954880952380954,10.638379964285717,6.803571428571433,62.90809523809526,70.78571428571429,13.01904761904762,39.69047619047619,11.538034831475384,6.895890476190474,282,17,38,13,6,89,43,56,0.201,0.687,0.11199999999999999,-0.7009,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,4,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722173351555822,0.0,0.2184613407038875,0.0,0.2925758115143277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488463494343086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622530827492073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346563915017225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351386724175087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650449884378871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876979493610532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396371995425576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252609558800017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25440413147360336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brokenbbygate,2019/03/01,"When you don’t have a set schedule to your job? Anyone out there not on medication and working somewhere where your hours vary and you never have the same two days off a week? How do you manage to get things done? I find it very difficult to even make a to-do list because I ALWAYS manage to forget something important, whether it be some other household chore to complete or the fact that I have to go somewhere and can’t do any of the household list. I always find myself waiting until I’m in the right mood to do things to the point where other things get neglected. I’m not the kind of person who can make dinner every night. I need to make 3 dinners on the night I feel like it and then eat leftovers for ten days. And forget about exercising. Anyone else find themselves doing the bare minimum to keep the house going? I work full time, I come home and manage to get the laundry and dishes done. Everything else is whenever I feel like it. 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We're currently on the 3rd medication, with dosage changes for each. My teen says, it doesn't make a difference to anything and I don't observe any differences. I wish it was easier to get a straight answer from teachers...or maybe they don't see any change either. What the heck?!",6.0363596491228035,8.245321144736844,5.652631578947371,77.09675438596494,67.8157894736842,9.803508771929828,32.40350877192982,10.125756701596842,3.555629824561404,341,15,59,9,6,105,58,76,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.8398,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,6,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716638887474564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437129420000107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226027665915978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173773978661362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087147238590953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332986109712405,0.0,0.20066847641523256,0.0,0.22186920714706454,0.40243968702578414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740848645334502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192575980758749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588434810087819,0.0,0.0,0.1591691401505172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458399952573042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296943470060932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hazza26uk,2019/03/01,"Working with therapists who are ADHD-sceptic I’ve worked with various “therapists” of different persuasions - ADHD coaching, CBT, cognitive hypnotherapy, and just started with an eye-wateringly expensive but exceptionally wise and insightful life coach who’s approach spans counselling, cog hyp, holistic/spiritual stuff, 24/7 support, as well as the more traditional goal setting & accountability. I’m super excited about it. With the obvious exception of the ADHD coach, they all have the same firm opinion that “labels aren’t very helpful”, i.e. if you allow yourself to be defined by the limitations you believe to be a product of your condition, you are closing off your opportunities for change. My ADD is definitely at the mild end of the spectrum but I am a bit torn as to how I feel about this. I can totally understand that going into these sessions with an “anything is possible” mindset is a sensible approach to maximise the chances of success. However I have also read comments here in the past saying the opposite - that theraputic strategies delivered with no allowance or consideration for the shortcomings of the ADHD brain are a total waste of time. Would love to know your thoughs.",9.719860426929394,10.777752246305418,9.434100985221676,57.555223727422025,58.556650246305416,12.87504105090312,45.98070607553365,12.311054993355176,6.519476518883415,978,59,134,31,12,317,142,203,0.04,0.76,0.201,0.9904,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,1,7,8,8,0,0,18,0,14,3,1,3,4,34,22,12,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,5,4,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,12,8,32,19,7,14,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,3,4,104,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6556645767838374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907227724462,0.0,0.1477801928424944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122386284390418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366657640423234,0.0,0.0,0.14890425294062318,0.0,0.0,0.15225808275875155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442841802993638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250014549666748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080243455843742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896366830812349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751446384261282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142038429587984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495723167246036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633738886341356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309870345582988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020117225934769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153760985037914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364284644768352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846403888026664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653864462188788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613569906423014,0.0,0.15477552028396466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167222154316128,0.0,0.0,0.13400401027504688,0.0,0.07953101254360376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198841884595365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253731694182782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263238789880634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198589352889369,0.0,0.0,0.09688864739648154,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KitsuneTiger,2019/03/01,Starting my journey trying to get diagnosed as an adult I just booked an appointment with the doctor. I'm really scared of the process but I at least want to know.,3.184895833333332,5.496028531250001,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,76.1875,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.1944041666666667,131,5,25,3,3,42,27,32,0.069,0.884,0.047,-0.1646,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377756159408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414691486790056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22534427021329145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703942792158936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763114145483629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43182152896771225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30528695608038864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283455270600217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544007445818832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Theging96666,2019/03/01,"Adderall makes me feel isolated and socially awkward So I’ve been on adderall for almost 3 years now, 20mg twice a day with no problems at all. Recently though, towards the end of the day I become very withdrawn, quiet, and just hearing people talk enrages me. I also get awful headaches and my body feels exhausted but I’m still too wired to sleep. As soon as I get off work at 5 all I want to do is lay in bed and play on my phone. I’m only 22 and usually a very social and outgoing person when I’m off my meds so this isn’t normal for me. It’s also gotten a lot harder to eat and sleep recently so I’m not sure if that’s what’s making the end of the day crash worse for me. I love how productive adderall makes me but I also have friendships, a relationship, and household responsibilities that I need to maintain but this end of the day crash is making it near impossible to do so. Has anyone else experienced this or have any advice on how I can deal with this? 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Haven’t had a decent sleep in as long as I can remember, rapid eye movement perpetual dreamscape bullshit when I do. Weed helped but now I’m off it. Memory fucked, everything fucked. Defeated. Sad. Losing hope. Think I’m dumb. 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I've been working in my business for 5 years, and it's been a real struggle most of the time. Sometimes I haven't even known how I was going to feed myself. I've been close to the bad place a few times. I have really been struggling the last couple of years in particular because of an abusive relationship, which I needed outside help to get out of. She was just too broken for me to help and refuses to help herself. (""I can do it, I'm superhyperactiveman!"") This made my ADHD and depression even worse. Spent two full months without leaving the house. Finally managed to break free with the support of my friends and family, and got myself a room in a house and a small office around the corner. Got back into regular treatment. My car broke down, my phone started dying, and my work laptop made its poor condition very apparent. OK, says I, it's time to fix them. I managed to hold on to a couple of clients through the troubles, and decided I was going to make a really big effort to deliver this year and finally get off the damn shit heap. Yes! I chose a new phone, a new computer, and a new car. Put them on my wall and set goals (!) to buy them by the end of February. Worked my ass off, with 2-hr trips (sometimes longer) to get to and from work each day because my city is retarded (it's a ~15 minute drive, but unwalkable due to terrain and weather). The original two clients were happy. Managed to get another client, and business was going well. Even started the process to hire a staff again, and to add two more customers (a very long process). Things were finally starting to turn around. Enquired about getting back into my second language, back into my music (Ross from Friends, anyone?) and started looking at clubs to join and ways to volunteer my time. To top it all off, I got a date with a lovely lady. I thought ""Finally, it's my turn! The hard work is going to pay off at last!"". It would appear that it is, in fact, not. Not at all. The invoice due date came and - just like in the past - nothing happened. That was last Friday. Today another was due and again, nothing. The client who is most overdue said he'd pay on Wednesday. He didn't. The other one hasn't said anything at all. Currently I'm expecting just shy of twenty thousand dollars this fortnight. Six of that is now overdue. A very old issue that was slowly moving closer to settlement has suddenly stalled. Talks have failed. They're back to talking about legal proceedings - and there's another black dog on the horizon of this nature. Now, for the second week in a row I'm stuck at home unable to do anything. I have to make excuses to my landlady at my home and office. I have had to tell the phone and computer people that I can't complete my orders. And the car people will have to be told on Tuesday. And the lady I was hoping to meet has stopped responding after I told her I wouldn't be able to take her out for the second weekend in a row - because I don't have any money. I just don't get it, you guys. Why is this ten times harder for us than neurotypicals? Anyway, it'll all come out in the wash. Next week or the week after when someone pays I'll be back on top. For now, good to be back in the dumps - how you guys been doing? Tl;dr: Self employed. Clients haven't paid. RSD making me go bananas. Not happy fun times. 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Also id just like to say I am depressed and have pretty bad anxiety. I like writing, math, and playing music , but I cant concentrate to do any of that for the life of me. The only thing I can concentrate is TV and games barely too. So is it unlikely I have adhd if I can concentrate on anything at all? I don't really know if I blurt stuff out because im currently home schooled , but I do know a few months ago when I was in school I would always move around my seat , go to the bathroom just to walk around and always try to talk to people even when it wasn't a good time. Id like to add that at the time when I was in school I was on some anti depressives so I was much less depressed and much less anxiety. But even tho I wasn't depressed I still super bored and I felt like I need to fill this void of boredom. I wrote this in one sitting if that matters and also I tend to eat too much. Im trying to think of additional info but cant, anyways im going to the mental health specialist tomorrow for depression and anxiety and now im starting to wonder if I should bring this up ( I already told my parents) too because it might be the root to all this problem. Oh also I never do hardly any school work ever , even since I was in kindergarten. But also like in elementary and middle school and didn't really talk too much because I was extremely shy. For some reason tho I was ok with tests.",2.2050993687163896,3.4681035349544085,4.157765957446808,87.79134615384619,75.96048632218843,7.249988309562777,24.20399812953004,7.882392219407189,1.163549824643442,1209,38,265,18,26,413,152,329,0.156,0.767,0.078,-0.983,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,3,28,21,0,0,8,2,29,4,0,2,5,59,47,32,0,9,15,1,2,7,0,3,3,1,2,0,13,17,1,0,11,3,0,6,9,8,0,2,14,3,35,13,38,29,11,36,0,5,0,0,12,14,0,9,22,185,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179515537435999,0.0,0.06620441910406306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241759227463635,0.2389046980696232,0.1242890689377705,0.0,0.0,0.10157775445578478,0.0,0.17140320371455853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614600160470669,0.13297231968390388,0.06982110286173919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235948916833875,0.13658323649952162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32163367409547305,0.07580447329807671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642217681342069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479877183941821,0.06755754488793869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171004096504008,0.0,0.0,0.06352766848229266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489127598764593,0.06264287123707547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690377031764372,0.0,0.0,0.07938746939111148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491590581710393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40336717949426304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522669982265407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275276032701733,0.255413825389107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526567882970911,0.07922978784395,0.0,0.0,0.059613460318370275,0.07937914228105783,0.2196105053784378,0.055378543984949236,0.057602261599115426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060900320503834,0.056801885215634576,0.0,0.0,0.0829296969451498,0.0,0.0,0.05177770150110784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075982266954068,0.0,0.07146418486482227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956912193525,0.0767893991840164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059393113251837125,0.0,0.3779298771311232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061780831655439926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286296465076415,0.0,0.0596441436412163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549732568426173,0.0,0.0,0.07039044402123333,0.0,0.0,0.12005916813280346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049617899677027316,0.04785561871112338,0.0,0.05929215019388636,0.08709973340103827,0.0,0.0,0.07136544334623571,0.0,0.10141345576614468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099351979273403,0.0543721220808846,0.0,0.0,0.053054620379653666,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,obese_niece,2019/03/01,"Need help figuring out how to receive a diagnosis I have just turned 28 years old, and since I was 20 suspect that I may have ADHD. I would like help seeking a diagnosis but I have had terrible experiences with the medical system and am easily discouraged by how hard it can be to get a medical professional to listen. What was the process like for you, if you were diagnosed as an adult? How long did it take for someone to finally listen and for you to receive the help/diagnosis you needed? Due to past trauma (I was physically beaten often until teenage hood for being hyperactive, I need to clarify beaten, not spanked) I am very good at hiding distress. Many people over the course of my life have given me that feedback. For example, there was a time for months I was having regular emotional break downs at work, multiple times a day for days in a row. No one knew. Not my friends, not my coworkers, no one. I eventually noticed how good I am at hiding when my symptoms get really bad. Therefore if I'm actually super symptomatic, I'm most likely not going to reach for help. I just can't even wrap my head around taking the action I need. I want to be able to talk to a medical professional about these things and get a diagnosis on paper, but I've also seen ADHD folks be accused of simply med seeking, depending on the doctor that they talk to. I've been managing my symptoms with quite a lot of marijuana, a ton of weightlifting and exercises, mental focus exercises, daily meditation, a very healthy diet, and a strict routine. Through the years with practice, this keeps me in line much of the time. However sometimes I do fall off and have a really hard time getting back into the swing of healthy behaviors. Like currently, I can't even figure out how to clean my apartment or do simple tasks. Posting this will be an incredible accomplishment. I'm very tired of being this way and need help. How do I get a medical professional to listen without treating me like a hypochondriac? I'm also traumatized from going to doctors offices after having terrible experiences in treatment from doctors and then being put into medical debt for those experiences. I'm at a crossroad in life where I need to start on a new career path, and going back to school seems to be on that path. I would like to clarify what I want to do, but I am having such a hard time doing so. TL;DR I am very symptomatic of ADHD, but the more symptomatic I am the less likely I am to seek help. Also I have had a very difficult time getting medical professionals to listen to me and help in any instance. How do I get a diagnosis on paper? What routes exist outside of visiting and MD and navigating the healthcare maze? If anyone needs clarification on why I'm certain I have ADHD, I can add that to this post. I deleted what I originally wrote bc I think it might violate the community guidelines. Thank you for taking the time to read this.",6.706778395465449,7.051773404676262,7.831988227599741,68.92011881403971,64.95323741007194,11.127883148027033,34.6542402441683,10.89609245642622,3.9865990407673837,2327,99,406,61,33,794,256,556,0.126,0.7490000000000001,0.124,-0.5222,3,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,5,1,6,24,24,3,1,36,0,50,19,1,10,1,74,92,36,0,14,15,0,4,7,1,5,17,4,1,1,20,22,1,2,7,4,1,9,9,10,0,2,14,9,48,14,79,65,6,66,0,1,1,0,24,25,0,11,34,291,68,18,0.060501826320285924,0.0,0.059041054995228874,0.0,0.29084575180107264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451498659488746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114331659382176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042304283700674,0.0,0.0,0.05385945255711616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304433977087387,0.050516497814465065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803734557074808,0.0,0.0,0.06140808016165121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577854876211336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805641128712872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992177135647016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754718659450208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627679342796616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046743560933783686,0.0,0.22126794992089552,0.0,0.10315374648885957,0.10149212285549714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259325783957948,0.0,0.06209232858192936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838716920110654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377680312447042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854684583631833,0.20690695392360456,0.0,0.0,0.05354221241200948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143648917172354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133935575163321,0.0,0.0,0.06720388988142517,0.3656953494164118,0.06097161074942972,0.0641828767014907,0.0,0.0,0.048291980547759766,0.0,0.044475803774768806,0.3140293632044404,0.0,0.058433040870874885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888173026905038,0.06348648922049344,0.0,0.08199520662839585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775583914705765,0.0419443484801147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588805073066613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082104616844676,0.0,0.06435113960863033,0.06051819897373049,0.0,0.07751803835715801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123107827447916,0.0,0.05507859039230622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004773594076262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126300110533094,0.0,0.059837853258456,0.0,0.04282350407068948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576912656465836,0.1364695315430002,0.09725815245559408,0.0,0.05570195299899735,0.0,0.0,0.04019472503738072,0.038767127349365035,0.0,0.0,0.24695371029110355,0.06953794917697399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580861349969183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496017148903593,0.07137108942394509,0.04802353360483285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459348779696187,0.0,0.0,0.058321601560048585,0.0,0.044046050134441884,0.0,0.0,0.08595752307146254,0.0,0.0,0.07792238503993966 adhd,KingRamzik,2019/03/01,"Help me figure out if I actually have ADHD (prescribed, but still not sure) Me - 25 y/o Male. From 19 y/o I've learned what ADD/ADHD is and from there more and more I started suspecting that I'm the one who have it. When I was 24, I finally decided to go and check at doctor. I came to home doctor (who makes appointment to any specialist). I tell her that I have high suspicion that my life is held back either by ADD or ADHD. She asks few question to leave them in appointment for doctor. 2 weeks later I'm at psychiatrist we have a talk. I tell him how I rarely start and even more rarely continue on doing things I feel passionate about or just want to do. He asks \~10 questions like -""From when I felt like this? Did any other doctor checked me for this? ect"". I could write more details, but talk we had was quite trivial, in summary I just told that I have all this known symptoms which are common for ADHD. Doctor agrees that I might have it, but asks me to sign up for ADD/ADHD clinic test, which I sign up for. 1 month later I go through testing which only consist out of questions. Doctor filling it for me as I answer questions. And here it is! After 1 hour of answering questions (I tried to answer as honest as I could, at least I tried). Now I'm told that indeed my suspicions were right, I'm diagnosed with ADHD officially. Ritalin prescribed. Bought only 1 one pack of Ritalin 32mg per tablet (30 in pack). Tested them throught 2.5 months and have a mixed feeligns about it, but more about this maybe later. My problem with this test is that it was too easy and too general, I tell you more, test had question like -""Do you feel like it's hard to start to work"" or -""Are you often/constantly tired"". By easy I mean that test has very intuitive questions to end up with results you want. Imagine me who barely have any free money, goes to test which costs 200 euro (\~220$) of course I'm more willing to pass this test otherwise it's almost like wasted time and money ( but those arent the problems). I'm not sure why I left this short story of me going through prescribtion, but I would like to ask you guys - How can I be sure I'm at least to some degree ADD/ADHD person? I feel like after going through medical institution it was me who diagnosed myself, not doctors, beucase it was always me who said that -""I probably have ADD/ADHD"". Nothing bad to say about doctors, they were so careful to listen, showing me signs that they really care and want to help. Back to my medication experience. In short - I felt like having magic pill helped me start to work, but then I started doubting it and effect immediately faded away. I do feel it when I take it (more awake, feeling weird, pressure in head). I'm also writing this test because I'm lost again in life, doing nothing while inside my inner energy wants to be creative. It wasn't bad like this as it now. Not only I put things away for tomorrow every tomorrow, but when I start to do anything I immediately lose the drive I had in mind. I remeber putting things off maybe for 2 weeks, but then out of pressure maybe one day I go and do all things at once, but now I feel like I'm more likely to not do anything at all.",3.430552050473189,4.986427140378551,4.505357728706628,85.34587255520505,73.33753943217665,7.343293375394322,25.298296529968447,7.9765259561132025,1.4015628769716089,2493,80,500,36,50,814,280,634,0.066,0.7979999999999999,0.136,0.9936,1,0,0,0,0,0,100.0,2,5,4,6,26,29,0,3,5,0,46,22,1,5,6,100,96,40,0,10,22,0,9,11,0,3,20,3,1,3,50,21,0,1,26,1,8,11,7,10,0,3,21,12,70,20,80,68,17,79,0,2,0,1,49,29,0,15,50,326,120,20,0.0,0.0,0.045835511217770776,0.0,0.4515862299681578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703322559741601,0.0,0.0,0.037561536964943,0.039082433246113005,0.0,0.0,0.0958227262076265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773038850477566,0.0,0.17564077775046594,0.0,0.08825888801370511,0.07223337861531436,0.07843523468354413,0.028632205382991858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053720659233476686,0.09577718540113228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500273703963516,0.0,0.0,0.03029147792669124,0.0,0.0,0.0953462212807202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846026467060994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160108531469823,0.0,0.0,0.03102294875870382,0.0,0.039573876711789135,0.0,0.0,0.045945238520853963,0.0,0.0,0.1424953127503214,0.10066518057777134,0.09019627914327444,0.05145285274612569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346940544810398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650724498477878,0.0,0.0,0.04207549641653131,0.0,0.04820431517500018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444810993661623,0.04962591472338865,0.047114294333237015,0.0,0.04625555136513621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973397793732204,0.051032560026935805,0.0,0.06635197291762207,0.2524164779237864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525469188187978,0.05127281881900974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03135254335572836,0.0,0.14156169642343328,0.05116361608304928,0.0,0.09463377244764724,0.0,0.049827276380439135,0.04742586204642714,0.0,0.07498130296974144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013711151916352,0.0,0.0,0.0500210442213555,0.0954833601852892,0.10716739160568853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101200460047167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064112553641669,0.08988704343310196,0.0,0.09443475372029436,0.3683165654686009,0.049957904404758086,0.0,0.0,0.030089900298921037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040111744188175764,0.044678803677733865,0.03735207615250469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994717609339763,0.0,0.03750994809602322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280475200927774,0.048819353007576484,0.03531526067992625,0.07550469987804732,0.12316038663746105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248179437508328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027388325823767167,0.05398459512316528,0.0,0.08976284719149326,0.0,0.06377849072507633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875480275125981,0.11081544427619436,0.0,0.07535228932927455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238271864446005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838879234792979,0.0,0.0,0.033365824961225685,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,POYDRAWSYOU,2019/03/01,"Work I kept messing up at work and I kept forgetting little details that mattered or mess up big time with food prep. There was this cover for the sink I kept forgetting to shut down completely because I would start washing other dishes right away. This past few days kinda summed up to my realization of Adhd because I knew I wanted to remember.. I feel embarrassed to mess up so many times. Thank you to the boss for being patient but I knew he was asking if I should leave. Tomorrow I get my cheque and I think Its my last day. I might go back to retail or do security. I don't know if restaurant industry is for me. My gf visited me after work and comforted me. Thank you people I met at work, sad it took me so long to realize. 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I don't get ""high"" or any euphoria after taking adderall. I even took 20mg and still none. How many mg of adderall would i need to take in order to get high if i have adhd?",0.8761363636363662,2.4898207045454583,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,80.5909090909091,5.3090909090909095,20.090909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.01807272727272702,157,4,35,1,4,54,33,44,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903245525524345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872355483594453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473673428918442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131578736786181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465955642659846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681885141196849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125966358263732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291062300765444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067576155699593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664588486135184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449121528422991,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eeshan123,2019/03/01,"I need help Being organized with things and work has been one of the toughest tasks since the age of 10. I always blamed myself for being too restless and careless all the time but somehow , I wasn't able to improve at all . Restlessness and very less attention span was something that I was troubled with. I thought I was suffering with some kind of a problem and researched about my symptoms which directly hinted on me having ADHD. My parents didn't believe me and said that I just wasn't trying hard enough. My grades were decent throughout high school but I still wasn't able to reach my potential. As time progressed, I would suffer with day to day tasks and forget little things such as where my things were, name of my friends. I'm nearing my graduation now, and have been procrastinating my major paper because focusing has been toughest in this period of time. I'm on a verge of a mental breakdown due to the thought of not being able to complete this. Is there any kind of temporary remedy that can help me in this case. I'm passionate about my work but my mind diverges every single moment I do something important.",6.852431059506532,7.512924141509438,6.5218867924528325,77.34967343976778,64.66037735849056,9.164586357039187,33.288824383164005,9.057496981413335,2.8948537010159647,906,36,158,14,13,283,123,212,0.152,0.769,0.079,-0.9248,1,0,2,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,0,2,7,0,23,2,0,0,2,29,30,12,0,3,5,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,15,2,24,4,28,11,7,22,0,2,0,1,6,11,0,2,11,118,34,8,0.4134485998063917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656282905759046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467411857189773,0.0,0.0,0.09371974187498264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840114763169381,0.0,0.0,0.1552716634064898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449766356940402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777600954172366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240097512575256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611609240959203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647645420227418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345624528177615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847505875518528,0.1456103818662504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702872900911164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812803795013984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888631481878505,0.0,0.13915507495243648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218896598941787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338782378755862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302858058066393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187149085388666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109476573085574,0.0,0.0,0.1394773519904511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400298473992986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219528760131884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006019529290437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432438006134366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27467687831988463,0.0,0.0,0.2188213370596824,0.2410852034126721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356815326322447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371279822682168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066366987207407,0.0,0.0,0.09790067429420654,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Celesteall,2019/03/01,"CBT changed my perspective on therapy **TL;DR** CBT gives me more structure to therapy and I highly recommend it for those of you looking for more structure in your treatment. As some background, I have ADHD, depression, and anxious-tendencies. Previously, I had a separate therapist and psychiatrist. I don't know what style of therapy my 2 prior therapists used, but it was the very ""traditional"" style where they try to understand your past to make sense of your current actions (in hopes to change your future responses). I recently moved and started seeing a psychiatrist who also does cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT). **I hated prior therapy methods because they lacked structure** Prior: I would often walk into and out of sessions unsure if I'm making progress within my sessions and I don't know what I should be working on at the end of my sessions. Everything felt very open-ended and, ""well, what do you think?"" and I just wanted to scream, ""YOU'RE THE PROFESSIONAL!! SHOULDN'T YOU BE TELLING ME BASED ON YOUR EXPERTISE?!? WHAT AM I PAYING YOU FOR?????"" Now: I have tables, checklists, and charts to fill out to assess my mood, thoughts, and actions. I don't HAVE to do it. Most of the time, it's all mental assessment. However, every session's activity builds on each other. It started with 1) *eat at least 2 meals a day,* then we moved into 2) *do at least 2 pleasurable activities and rate it on the chart,* and now we're at 3) *write down your negative thoughts & assess on the cognitive distortions chart*. These activities turned into milestones where I can better assess how my day's going. I make sure I progress through steps 1-3 every day and if I can't make it through, that tells me that today's not such a great day and that allows me to consider why and bring it up to my psychiatrist at the next session to work on. I've only been practicing CBT for a month, but I'm wondering if anyone else had a similar experience or even negative experiences with CBT? Were there any other therapy styles that you liked or disliked? To be honest, I wasn't even aware that there were different therapy styles before I met this psychiatrist. I'd love to hear others' experiences!",3.710742192138703,6.525869002493768,4.847785892411828,77.31174771404824,77.17955112219452,8.407576297351858,28.998990618691373,9.107695989026183,3.07460380002375,1734,78,293,46,42,568,206,401,0.078,0.823,0.098,0.8475,3,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,1,11,2,5,14,13,1,0,13,0,25,3,0,7,2,60,54,26,0,9,9,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,24,24,2,0,8,0,1,9,9,3,1,0,11,5,44,9,50,37,9,55,0,1,2,1,22,25,0,10,22,205,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476951903470712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063061068848322,0.0,0.08544038091694386,0.0,0.053624745088331635,0.0,0.0,0.08908476974419613,0.0,0.055137908593731626,0.08079723201035655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806985072579245,0.0,0.06710059918158487,0.0,0.0,0.06974167311480572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683826280028785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203422237682696,0.0,0.06791850785676053,0.0,0.0,0.08238767643869373,0.0,0.0,0.06900736681491225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068931573987374,0.06587402151154886,0.0,0.1396859190103742,0.0,0.0,0.10416721282606096,0.0,0.13287906542516145,0.0,0.07087063659439173,0.2314087295458899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571407120833627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756458056224115,0.04481564944460605,0.0,0.0,0.08693895515891481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785391777185836,0.0,0.0,0.08887637844328218,0.0,0.0,0.08331563290270479,0.0,0.07832174382298147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667432764011168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03852503041187424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621913145038427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117056698428985,0.0,0.21054781618450594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946824307678987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294206109463618,0.1676227750045411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386418961074871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599734977711276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527691999649659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778607301162854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283797677971903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162928415570132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432079272703691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784713918708288,0.0,0.6312504994966064,0.18311565447865594,0.0,0.0505277039874992,0.0,0.12520562034161636,0.04598153430262534,0.0,0.07474621325000766,0.0,0.0,0.05353800882016446,0.08577262155057859,0.0,0.08209181730411441,0.0,0.06810621593817877,0.0,0.1301288222993269,0.04651127806272056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090096266145579,0.0,0.07115522298546631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551590603595507,0.11481613083968065,0.0,0.0,0.056016999171910914,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ikwiren,2019/03/01,"I forgot to reply to a job interview invitation I got an invitation to a summer job interview. I didn't really want to work there so I sort of pushed it to the back of my mind. I jusr re-read the email and realized I should have replied four days ago if I was coming. Unsurprisingly I haven't really applied to a lot of other jobs and this is the only place to where I got an interview. I'm postig this in r/ADHD but honestly this time the problem is more or less stupitidy and laziness. I wish I was less of a fucking idiot. 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Been on for 3 months or so. All of a sudden started noticing sores in my mouth. Did some googling and saw this come up as a 'rare side effect' Anyone else experience this or have any suggestions?,3.4540243902439016,5.979324097560978,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,76.3170731707317,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,1.9168487804878047,172,7,32,3,4,54,37,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,1,8,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,6,3,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601654104176709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675066631129139,0.3919952438367886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295561227853848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31959390789055203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742336179399284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053692307580461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355663351752695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707898982005436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zempaxochimeh,2019/03/01,Sometimes I like to play the “what would my life be like if I didn’t have ADHD?” game. What career would I have? Would I enjoy jogging? Would I finish puzzles and sewing projects? 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I've been using a 40mg dose for two weeks and have noticed my acne has improved significantly. Has anyone else experienced this? I figure it could be because of reduced stress related to reduced stress. The acne I was getting before was probably a 5/10, 10 being severe and 1 being mild. I never really thought it was stress induced but I suppose it could have been. 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Face palms, scratches face",7.583448275862068,9.327660620689656,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,63.48275862068966,7.179310344827586,35.1896551724138,7.1686216300943375,2.5321586206896547,134,6,21,1,2,38,26,29,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.6249,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,5,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824715668164828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450605224389796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069954310415601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139001401646126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731177844390408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528409361321275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Passthecranberries,2019/03/01,"I’m 28 years old and I had an emotional breakdown recently. I realized that I may have been suffering from ADHD since I was a kid... All of my life I’ve had trouble focusing. I always just assumed that’s the way it was for everyone, and that maybe I just wasn’t as strongly willed as they were. I was always a smart kid, but around 5th grade school just seemed to get so much harder. I could never stay focused, was always very disruptive (but polite when told to stop because parents). I remember bringing it up to my mom but she shrugged it off, so I did too. I cheated my way through high school. I always forgot homework assignments, but I was so nice to the smarter kids (I was nice to everyone) that they always let me cheat. So I got decent grades, graduated and moved on. I absolutely hate that about myself, but I couldn’t let my parents and teammates down, as I was the captain of the soccer team. I failed out of college. I remember once having an anxiety attack because I came to class and it was our mid-term exam...I had no idea. How the fuck could I forget about a whole mid-term. I went to every class, because they took attendance, but I flat out didn’t remember. Another class I showed up and everyone was pulling out their projects that were due...again I was dumbfounded. This project was 30% of our grade and I just forgot!? Fast forward almost 7 years. I’m now 28, married, and a baby is on the way. I haven’t been able to hold down a steady job and always assumed it was because I just “wasn’t passionate” about my career field. I recently have been researching ADHD symptoms and broke down crying. I feel as though I’ve cheated myself out of reaching my potential, and my livelihood is at stake. I’m taking steps to go back to school so I can give my child a better life, but I’m terrified that this problem will rear it’s ugly head. I’m scheduling a Dr appointment for next week, but I was wondering if anyone here can shed some light on how I should go about handling this. tldr; I’m 28 and think I might have ADHD, but don’t really know where to start or what to do.",2.5043540669856448,4.522448622009573,3.7746411483253617,87.59248803827755,77.13397129186603,7.079425837320574,25.11483253588517,8.032893268588372,1.4938411483253593,1636,59,332,28,38,534,205,418,0.179,0.7490000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9940000000000001,4,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,2,0,4,4,24,17,6,0,15,0,46,7,1,2,2,64,73,36,0,6,16,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,17,18,0,4,12,3,0,11,8,11,0,0,32,2,53,6,44,31,4,47,0,3,0,2,18,18,1,10,16,223,70,20,0.08336284186604759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005578082029949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347584439128784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161873749434691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741320823663197,0.06377234585339428,0.0,0.0,0.058289237315357685,0.0,0.0,0.07421060320959824,0.0,0.09483726727322674,0.0,0.0641008797138531,0.0,0.2032688586224742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372765922103118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534488298028768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331168918677191,0.0,0.09157016737236502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377197676754023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023678968203301,0.2389703035173407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215075762061287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706760401422325,0.04355364420059656,0.07996923402236986,0.09475404825983903,0.0,0.06667287998081077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823035476802634,0.08555432593502542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807741936909601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410650150678132,0.0,0.0,0.08272475745453528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045814037762922095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048830762674047,0.1177632810842271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837491793819507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843480149921386,0.0,0.09763355286687683,0.0,0.08860150811749576,0.06128128062306552,0.0,0.06429456280328212,0.0,0.08865732805536304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747527939902884,0.08877870591850291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851291411300756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976698126809728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340437112695274,0.0,0.16462149874908866,0.0,0.28330154765824744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531029394944816,0.0,0.07589040034547062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895860423943287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900464853898085,0.08885369765015835,0.0,0.0696950685409796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664591176089137,0.06267848244959093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053415543023739465,0.08190356887712533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965676783911356,0.09261918462992133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878307500255633,0.0,0.19850863095712168,0.06686864337583726,0.0,0.0,0.07727818958640016,0.0,0.0930716358847305,0.0,0.0,0.09040344598297473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736587400720736 adhd,yeahnahlistenherem8,2019/03/01,"For those of you who can study in a library... how do you do it? I would LOVE to be able to study in a library so I am not distracted by the things around my house, but I have no idea how to retain information while studying quietly. My normal method is rewriting the same concept over and over until it is engrained into my head. I say it out loud a couple of times and heavily use flash cards while pacing up and down my house. My question is how do people sit down in a library and able to study quietly? 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After I had gotten out of class I came back to my dorm to take a nap. I thought this was harmless, truly, but when I woke up I was rudely surprised. I couldn’t find my glasses. I think I spent around ten minutes looking for them. I checked my desk, bed, closet, backpack, everything. Well I knew I was going to be late at this rate so I grabbed a pair of contacts. I get them in with difficulty. I spent about five to seven minutes trying to get these stupid things in. So I eventually need to get my contact solution, which requires Focus if you’re blind as a bat like me. As I try to focus in on my contacts my eyes start hurting. I realized I never took my contacts out and I had been trying to put my contacts in on my contacts(daily’s). That’s not even the kicker. The kicker is- that’s the fifth time I’ve done that this week and I somehow forgot that that’s not the only time I have done that???? 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I made a joking post at about four am this morning because I was just feeling very low and incompetent (Because Jokes are a Coping Mechanism.) as silly as it sounds, I was legitimately feeling like I would never be able to be a truly rational, healthy person... because I *needed* to hang some leaves on the wall. It is now ten pm, and it and the thread are definitely my favorite thing I’ve been apart of on reddit and maybe the Internet lately. I laughed too damn hard at the redditor who said tl;dr: everything is leaf walls. What a sum-up, what a motto, gonna make it my phone background. All jokes aside... it’s really nice to know you’re not alone in the world, or how you’re feeling. I’d love to say that the day went flawlessly and I kicked ass and took names and ate TWO if not THREE tacos and punched a shark in the face, but it didn’t. I was tired, but I managed to go to school and work. [I finished L E A F W A L L.](http://imgur.com/luMQu2K) even though it wasn’t the stuff I wanted to be doing initially. I thought about cropping out that messy end table, but y’all been knew. The floors are still kind of messy too. I never did take that trash out. It mocks me from the corner. But I will get to it, and I’m hoping that will be tomorrow morning! But I decided to feel okay about it, about taking the initiative to start and finish a project. There is one less box mentally labelled “someday” sitting in the dusty corners of my mind. It feels good to have created. And I’m gonna let L E A F W A L L remind me that I may put things out into the world a little differently than others, and that’s gonna be okay. 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So I'm in 8th grade and I take medicine in the morning, and usually by the end of the day it wears off and I end up screwing around, for example I shotgunned a sparkling water in 7th period last week, and it takes me hours to do my homework bc I get distracted on reddit and youtube, but at school when I do it during opportunities (study hall, can do homework), I can do it in like 15 minutes. Should I take more medicine in the afternoon to stay focused and do homework? 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For years. I didn't want to talk to anyone about it because I assumed they would roll their eyes and claim it was depression. I didn't want to fail. I didn't want to have to tell my story to thirty different strangers and get thirty different rejections. I figured it would take months to get a diagnosis. After reading hundreds of posts from this sub- I went to the doctor yesterday, a therapist today, and I'm picking up a prescription tomorrow. If you are struggling, make like Nike and JUST DO IT. Go see someone. I have a sense of relief I've never felt before. Ever. Imagine of you could feel it to.",1.7784741784037548,4.1377016830985935,3.475239436619721,87.00802347417843,81.46478873239437,6.603568075117372,24.255399061032854,7.793537801064563,1.4555027230046953,557,21,110,10,15,185,87,142,0.127,0.7929999999999999,0.08,-0.5448,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,1,4,8,0,1,6,0,14,2,1,3,2,27,28,7,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,4,15,3,18,19,0,14,0,3,2,0,6,1,0,2,12,72,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060630588252284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988966724511035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452116438621248,0.0,0.1459008640879479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689782716130436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767929205891464,0.0,0.0,0.3582809491782475,0.0,0.17549781758873764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550964840722434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669594144669185,0.0,0.16462965379814906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916281464693953,0.0,0.09744535903376933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753457628287494,0.0,0.0,0.1517377784968987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289033830384961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685870488775154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224145820354422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421244640483856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150761347410146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663238810862235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527852989993856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924848871163068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891749404190728,0.13781402868416387,0.14986465817556047,0.0,0.0,0.199079684401672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999804125248975,0.0,0.1625251820921304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414734581195016,0.30339679862567204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894626283567825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436022534069605,0.0,0.0,0.11041540000398224 adhd,astrosoil,2019/03/01,"My psychiatrist said that my ADD might go away if I eat breakfast more often Sorry I just thought it was kind of funny. I'm not sure she's very experienced with treating ADD/ADHD as a university psychiatrist (she kept asking me about depression instead) ((Also to be fair eating healthy does help sustain attention -- not sure about the whole Curing The ADD thing))",4.908181818181816,7.5233295151515165,5.5060606060606085,75.17909090909096,72.03030303030303,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,292,12,48,6,6,94,55,66,0.127,0.731,0.142,0.2743,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,14,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,7,4,7,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26084087894525604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356745917006908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290386113097544,0.0,0.2039169876889209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186936933588527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993387744330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441738705326118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334929532936025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547788145103405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601460685535865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302460031598108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645551432946724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295941996065276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091167940132495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419227157746795,0.0,0.0,0.17230616126073586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790814004882554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231831594256376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Doredhelwen,2019/03/01,"Resistance to meds My husband has very strong ADD symptoms and it's putting stress on our relationship. We have a 6 mo baby and caring for her is a struggle for him and work is really stressful for him. However, he believes that his ADD makes him smarting than most people and doesn't like how it slows his thoughts. Things aren't falling apart but it's hard on everyone. How do I help him see that meds would help? Also, how expensive are they?",5.03896551724138,6.151189390804603,5.120172413793107,84.17956896551726,68.88505747126436,8.558620689655173,30.59195402298851,8.841846274778883,2.3399747126436785,355,14,70,6,6,111,64,87,0.113,0.7440000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.6934,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,2,4,7,0,3,2,0,9,1,0,4,0,15,13,9,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,12,4,7,11,1,6,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,1,2,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689814828126106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104609805177788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000352521657188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874740179288142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575339054762276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26301255229164705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585162517052982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309625855036999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358598257365516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601784399260644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723151911940928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568840415861396,0.0,0.0,0.21064145287469385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563430873998124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494845065645013,0.2051070212916688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039231273823245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130344135445377,0.0,0.0,0.1557579846391148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188253410272588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283327773030785,0.0,0.0,0.13937225617734866,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,camoxa,2019/03/01,"Is life without ADHD medication better or worse? Just wondering, I was diagnosed with it when I was a child but instead of taking medication my family helped me to stay motivated and focused on projects. I also started teaching myself how to play musical instruments and learning how to act in theatre. My Mother rejected the medicine offered. I left high school with above average grades and went to a top 35 university in my home country, the UK. I left after a year to work full time and tour the world as a musician and whilst I've had many ups and downs, I'm grateful my Mother didn't put me on medication. It seems like a cheap way to deal with a serious and long term issue. Maybe I'm an exception but I think it's good to talk about it.",3.7836757990867587,5.649225335616442,5.319383561643836,78.59542237442923,73.04109589041096,8.976255707762556,29.97488584474885,9.516144504307137,2.9485132420091325,593,26,112,15,12,200,100,146,0.064,0.779,0.157,0.9446,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,10,0,5,5,0,3,0,23,13,15,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,5,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,5,0,13,4,22,8,2,25,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,3,9,71,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081948672279211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269741675635238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404256389871749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369244776973554,0.0,0.16115564025969242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968112898045402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331748851049995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642509249415487,0.1677569588662399,0.1592666005357828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657222732096174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34502405128434904,0.0,0.1121491185953834,0.07757057969748214,0.0,0.0,0.1405129341198056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097528408720227,0.1595131617308584,0.0,0.0,0.4798543450638393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961506386029953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606911272448042,0.0,0.1445449112870422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238340619847734,0.16923549995654147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938078655587528,0.12761919757299398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017380972108209,0.0,0.0,0.09258433369425556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603004824848427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718816882425512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530556730586377,0.17218723343356154,0.11559178192252452,0.0,0.16180765651286844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022473900716072 adhd,wxllflower,2019/03/01,"Taking Supplements!! This post is for anyone who alongside their ADHD deals with anxiety and depression. I *cannot* describe how important taking magnesium and omega 3 supplements can be. &#x200B; Of course, these things won't magically get rid of ADHD or any of the symptoms, anxiety or depression. HOWEVER, taking these two in combination once upon waking up and once going to bed can help with so, so many things. It'll help you sleep (which I never used to get any), reducing brain fog, and help to level out extreme emotional crashes if you have them. You may even find over a while that you feel a little more chilled out. &#x200B; It takes a couple of weeks of consistency, but I promise you that they will help in one way or another. 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M20 Been medicated since I was 7 or so but only within the last 2 years or so I’ve started having hyper focused episodes which can be just as unhealthy I find. Any techniques of tips for dealing with them?",3.5548666666666686,6.63766382,4.18,79.93666666666667,80.8,5.7333333333333325,30.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,2.1783333333333332,221,11,36,3,6,70,43,50,0.09,0.843,0.067,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,6,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032823837491752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467680024744247,0.0,0.2691472597325599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236534101692284,0.2255579010749672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161531914061075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467171930430056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671361296788928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016776990629039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396455326236633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935567679067464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876923809119499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092515988620522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076414333518253 adhd,wstruin,2019/03/01,"Recently diagnosed and started medication. Looking for advice on how to avoid insurance/doctor problems. I’m a 21 year old male. I just got diagnosed with ADHD. My boss has been telling me I’ve seemed distracted and unproductive at work pretty much since I got my job and I FINALLY broke down and went to a doctor. I’ve never really believed ADHD was a super real thing. I was one of those people that you guys probably hate who always thought “It’s just a discipline thing, ADHD is an excuse, etc.” Well I was tested for ADHD. It actually by coincidence happened to be by my old counselor from 9th grade. I was diagnosed with “ADHD combined type, severe.” Karma right? Not only did the testing results show this, the questions I was asked and my counselors previous history with me supported it. I was getting pretty uncomfortable and worried saying “Yes” to most of his symptoms list. Apparently I’ve been showing symptoms for a LONG time. So I’ll be seeing him bi-weekly as well. Got prescribed 30 doses of 20mg Adderall XR. I haven’t taken any prescription meds besides antibiotics since I was on Zoloft in 7th and 8th grade. I have Medicaid and they required a PA, and I had to take Straterra for a bit before they’d approve anything else. Strattera sucked and so my PCP tried Adderall again. The pharmacy said it would take about 3 days to approve or I could just pay $5 because they have some sort of discount. Well I’ll be damned, that stuff is helping. It’s only day 3 but my god. A little higher dosage might not hurt but I’ve noticed a wild difference so far. More productive, more energetic, my car and room have never been this clean before, very very pleased. Its like I feel sharper and on top of everything. There’s not a weird feeling of just being held back. I can’t wait to go to work tomorrow and see how it impacts me there(I’m in sales.) I didn’t know it was possible to feel this way, I always thought I was normal. I was just doing....everything. With zero hesitation or getting off track. I just...did it. It’s never been this easy to function. I feel like the most efficient version of myself. Here’s where I want some input. I’ve read horror stories on this sub about insurance issues(especially Medicaid), doctors randomly taking people off meds, doctors thinking you’re getting addicted, etc. How do I avoid these pitfalls? I’m starting a new job soon as well that offers benefits, wondering as well what I should ask about before deciding to take their insurance or just sticking with Medicaid. TL;DR - I don’t want to be one of the people posting about how they suddenly can’t get their meds and their life starts falling apart. What precautions should I take to avoid surprises?",4.147960784313728,6.4453355215686265,5.072352941176471,78.88225490196079,73.19607843137254,8.062745098039215,29.96078431372549,8.841846274778883,2.7516784313725497,2156,95,373,45,45,702,271,510,0.07200000000000001,0.787,0.141,0.9887,3,3,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,7,7,28,22,3,4,17,1,39,13,0,6,3,77,83,29,0,8,14,1,4,2,0,4,13,2,2,2,26,19,0,7,12,3,3,4,11,11,5,3,26,9,47,11,50,46,11,44,1,2,3,0,23,17,2,13,23,239,73,16,0.0,0.0,0.06214494626066903,0.06942333893417542,0.3826700254865482,0.06222981455534444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597790443642843,0.0,0.0,0.04330629252670647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240528200077328,0.0,0.11906910607613032,0.0,0.0,0.04896792151992923,0.0,0.03882026877362723,0.0,0.16256738407362387,0.07174838451390042,0.0,0.0,0.06952481044176283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050845304643663464,0.0,0.0,0.08213990497309538,0.0,0.0,0.19390923020896528,0.0,0.06653467183056247,0.0,0.2607270015785815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319856795198883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204567115267178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144674726138124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879916783579887,0.045494799927824736,0.0,0.06976108008644592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308593832984913,0.0,0.036192239635368335,0.0,0.15279816918186975,0.0,0.0,0.06305569990436362,0.05631423582751256,0.0,0.0,0.06287329724037939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042685046015567205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817344715407395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639013532643972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034998243638784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498084216475698,0.062224118133101025,0.06382660790496203,0.0,0.056357019929446424,0.05347727197082307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221074685368926,0.06415343198924885,0.0,0.06755708250456584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681397437268733,0.0,0.1473476395127635,0.06150496777304276,0.0,0.0,0.062395341547377574,0.0,0.07250296300189682,0.13364816943751884,0.0,0.08630583769151634,0.0968668413825754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244830817027975,0.0,0.0,0.06990427564558503,0.0,0.07179246480194565,0.06099024386922724,0.12957601975686436,0.06866051978973584,0.060935564317594004,0.0,0.0,0.07133898885645225,0.0,0.0636997462751788,0.07248464153695951,0.04079664843664597,0.0,0.06287879875614537,0.0,0.0,0.05438451804655407,0.06057665290023554,0.05064289027329224,0.0,0.0,0.1014934355296742,0.057974167980566635,0.0,0.07194311305091697,0.0,0.10535766546712907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522443117157698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290124134306207,0.0,0.07226616094745658,0.0,0.13238102896778492,0.23940662150667216,0.0,0.055661323179924886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461566371441867,0.04080518286811592,0.0,0.10111360364641844,0.03713378538315088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323624601747392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508948500114508,0.07512319211055585,0.05054821454936642,0.05108227056460329,0.0,0.2862911352197931,0.059034327450130875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906096870724786,0.09272325566746127,0.06467268305519915,0.0,0.045238230011370326,0.0,0.0,0.041009450383309824 adhd,fiolicfm,2019/03/01,"How do you manage college having adhd? Hey guys! I'm going to my second year of law school. I was diagnosed with adhd and ODD when i was 12 years old, taking medication ever since. I ve had bad grades in most of my elementary and high school years, but it all changed when i entered college. I was pretty excited about studying law since I always liked subjects related to human sciences. But having adhd makes it all soo harder: I cant remember most of what ive learned during the course and cant comprehend most of the texts. I have a good gpa, but most of my grades are due to memorizing, not learning. My dream is to be an attorney, but i think adhd wont able me. I constantly think about quitting college. Anyone else can relate to my situation?",4.2199814471243045,5.6645817959183695,5.6762399505256615,78.16886827458256,71.17687074829931,8.33865182436611,28.32962275819419,8.841846274778883,2.3237537414965987,592,22,109,11,11,200,93,147,0.044000000000000004,0.8490000000000001,0.107,0.9047,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,16,2,0,2,3,26,22,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,4,0,18,3,14,16,6,13,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,10,73,21,11,0.13449659843332892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465550986667082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119119441943896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404314882625983,0.13780765916761006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229904176516001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142279567529932,0.0,0.0,0.14534304211447266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651121627867324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235464976448366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216598733585233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643751636498802,0.11280936561798464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317277797407898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421030406204752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570824430892466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977752383744984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354911731617807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113155529269678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683139300664238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305368794738454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523584274800286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27223547609044924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225139521470968,0.15117981182563334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101124703713664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235997908291342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598341992406108 adhd,FelipeCortez_,2019/03/01,"I grew up reading Percy Jackson & the Olympians... ... and now, diagnosed at 21yro, I realized all of the characters were supposed to have ADHD, but the books didn't even scratched the surface about the struggles and/or the aspects of being a brain. Still a cool series of books though, imo. What's your thoughts about the book series? What other portraits of the disorder have you seen in media/books/pop culture? TL;DR What do you think about the book series?",5.324716006884678,7.702742469879521,4.53067125645439,83.69879518072291,70.08433734939759,6.670567986230638,29.929432013769365,7.447530270364453,1.9807672977624795,367,15,61,4,7,109,59,83,0.08800000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.035,-0.6586,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,1,11,1,6,2,1,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,5,1,11,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,44,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562289482235707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211616703332383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33089319508910503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008513711883353,0.0,0.0,0.33971318899382563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577695994647198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964916521598963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367145580875532,0.0,0.0,0.30987359388159863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992848155140354,0.2912227338690489,0.2353175730987899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,everydaywithethan,2019/03/01,"Did I get symptom shamed by another ADHDer? Workplace stuff. After starting treatment last year life has been so much better. But for whatever reason my symptoms have started acting up again. (I’m working with my doctor to figure it out) Only I didn’t realize it... and then it was pointed it out to me in a progress meeting. I’m open about my dyscalculia but not my ADHD. So right away I said yeah this has to do with my disabilities. I have other diagnoses as well which I’m not comfortable disclosing. But I’m super open to working on this stuff together and with HR-disability management. So one of my superiors asks if I get distracted in my workspace. Yeah there’s a lot of traffic. Then says they have ADD and have struggled with it for years. And they have strategies they use. Therefore it doesn’t impact their work-and they don’t use it as an excuse ......I was well aware of this persons ADHD because they come off as really flakey and scattered. It does impact their work. And then I had the inner dialogue like “eff you! I got diagnosed less than year ago so before that I thought this was it for me. Walking in 3 feet of water. Like goodie that you have had this awareness for so long but I’m still figuring this out. Also it’s a spectrum so my condition might be worse.” I didnt say any of that tho. Anyways. Going to talk to my doctor. And also reviewing lists of simple accommodations for ADHD online. I just felt like there was a moment of this ‘well my adhd doesn’t work like that so your not doing it right’ Maybe I’m overthinking it tho ",1.6397199822773594,4.264270809836066,3.1776517501107686,86.96253433761629,85.1639344262295,6.051395657953036,22.66947275143997,7.432916251226849,1.197860434204697,1227,44,234,21,37,402,159,305,0.052000000000000005,0.8270000000000001,0.121,0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,7,7,21,14,0,3,6,2,25,9,1,4,0,38,44,29,0,1,9,0,1,4,0,1,7,3,0,1,27,18,1,0,6,0,0,4,8,3,3,1,14,4,33,11,39,28,3,35,0,0,0,0,18,16,0,3,19,172,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46478417885900103,0.0,0.08570502311280305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463720509072248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574881187081802,0.1013821844820958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038700611693017,0.0,0.0908383207241526,0.0,0.0,0.0589380064524753,0.0,0.08227143391995652,0.0,0.0,0.08550963063093807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832851818506798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626557332535546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979214748741313,0.08460930436015161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283233357381168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102737744756576,0.0,0.054948059880718915,0.0,0.07732746977858355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881081546135624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829115947659918,0.1889407565627026,0.0,0.0,0.08556278740915156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219774995861312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713262933148928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256703238668673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107427152894635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551595570359046,0.07353295975008378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442122286561253,0.0,0.0,0.09139815431729822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193860075569334,0.09940782384238883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651361609180878,0.09196915096911744,0.15377487523873254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686764927530284,0.0,0.07721240936014903,0.0,0.0,0.10107568784103706,0.2213613644833808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009845419923817,0.0,0.07771138180029988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675673575184279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700882294457692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26079307497737425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519375324711802,0.0,0.09852982006324884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867850476820495 adhd,wanderhunter,2019/03/01,"Dexedrine and the emotional effects I (27f) was diagnosed with adhd about 5 years ago. I started off with concerta and found that it did not work well for me. I was switched to Dexedrine a year ago and I have done a lot better with this medication and find it easy to focus and stay on task. Lately, I have begun to take the medication just to get myself to do the housework and keep my mind off of everyday issues. It suppresses my emotions and often makes the days go by quicker. I began to see how this has been affecting my life in a negative way. I find myself overthinking and obsessing about my relationship, and bring myself to feeling angry and annoyed about small things. I can spend hours dissecting the issues between us and making myself believe that I am not happy. When I am not on the medication, I am happy with my partner and feel so much love towards him. I wonder if my feelings are exaggerated when I am on the medication, vs when I am not. I have found myself creating these roller coaster of emotions by overthinking one day, and being fulfilled the next day. Does anyone else deal with these side effects? What have you done? 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Thanks. Man on Reddit.",-3.7860714285714288,-3.668118892857143,0.2985714285714316,100.04642857142859,130.78571428571428,3.0285714285714285,4.0,5.288315135182226,-2.2012,93,0,23,1,7,34,24,28,0.0,0.7,0.3,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421067340753457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735844897334544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791418569552173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35811996845145083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491897837947691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KatiexS,2019/03/01,My son (7) was just prescribed medication for the first time - 10mg of Vyvanse. What should I expect? My 7 year old son was just diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety and was prescribed 10mg of Vyvanse. He’s never taken any sort of ADHD medication before and I’m a little nervous about it. I plan on giving him his first dose tomorrow morning and then keeping him home from school so I can keep my eye on him throughout the day. Does anyone have any advice? ,3.025421348314609,5.1251349550561835,4.52627808988764,82.42627106741574,75.85393258426966,6.6971910112359545,25.73174157303371,7.645422480735847,1.5417292134831462,357,13,66,5,8,119,62,89,0.046,0.925,0.028999999999999998,-0.1197,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,0,6,5,1,0,1,13,11,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,10,0,9,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,9,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454827528361273,0.18111105685210674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520736551732084,0.0,0.14178377375443238,0.0,0.0,0.12959328883460253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770977812717776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952827680515155,0.0,0.0,0.1881151120646561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219134616173972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152983974642565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177793989419937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859100578773797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329475512655945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185758297619094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734189456061862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294480819471853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448202912167986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875728914032484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807262023383582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935219400725992 adhd,mcgroo,2019/03/01,"Daughter just diagnosed with ADHD. What advice to give to her third-grade teacher? After frustrating her teachers, camp counselors, and coaches for years with disruptive outbursts, talking when she shouldn't, and other impulsive behaviors, my nine-year-old daughter was just diagnosed with ADHD. The psychologist provided a long report that described his findings and the disorder. What practical ""bullet point"" advice would you give her teacher (and ok... her parents) about ADHD and how to manage it? 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I am ADD diagnosed at an early age. ( or is it ADHD type 2 or something now? ) and have been on and off of methylphenidate, and Concerta depending the brand being stocked at the time. Anyways that’s not why I’m writing, I have been researching about the direct effects of supplanting Iron and the direct correlation to helping manage ADHD Symptoms. Has anyone tried this? What were or are your results? What other vitamins or minerals have you tried that may or may not have helped? Have you tried any of this with a child? And what was the dosage and outcome? The last one is of the most interesting to me as my 5 year old step son is ADHD without a doubt. But my wife and I do not want to medicate him with stimulants as he is underweight, and no matter how much he eats won’t gain weight.",4.0955639097744365,6.0183365555555595,4.975910609857981,81.14276315789475,72.33333333333334,8.394486215538848,28.003759398496236,9.04235418022936,2.350035588972432,705,27,134,15,14,229,113,171,0.02,0.8909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.8895,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,7,2,0,1,11,0,23,7,0,5,1,36,25,20,0,1,11,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,9,12,2,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,5,1,10,1,18,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,10,8,101,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7429611676666892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050999932057916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806566649477096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686603176612665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581442769018587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071845814766264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259797087406803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569389279953333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136127823796356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217529694082514,0.0,0.10472777078994587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898092567811895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606376860419276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011994247874476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31478999223113835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115819572349412,0.0,0.0,0.18820150576030686,0.0,0.0,0.13945825644505205,0.0,0.0,0.14898166786662104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952578956051546 adhd,Mister_Pilgrim,2019/03/01,"""Getting you to do anything is like trying to push sludge up a hill!"" I love my parents but comments like this were a recurring theme. I suspect that a few of us who grew up with baby boomer parent had the same experience. Shit man... What a horrible thing to believe about myself. I'm only 3 months into my ADHD diagnosis and just beginning to connect this type of comment with 34 years of low self esteem. &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.1260846560846565,6.323126617283955,5.0932275132275135,79.1566666666667,72.95061728395062,7.097707231040566,30.08994708994709,7.957251820313856,2.3145576719576715,340,15,58,5,7,111,65,81,0.17300000000000001,0.742,0.085,-0.8687,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,8,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,13,6,2,10,0,1,0,1,10,4,1,0,6,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062565067599872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37190511640599616,0.4170794626033829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123042936938224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933594241761388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678794218368252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966550458155331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769185443824822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489571625800186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698718514018124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052639999070229,0.0,0.0,0.3811322371952164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790393611016237,0.0,0.1761676994807571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401814913987365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652019331329964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206440348900295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170794626033829,0.11051905580341616 adhd,WittyBees,2019/03/01,"Tips for slowing down speech? I don't know if anyone else struggles with this, but I've been told multiple times throughout my professional life that I speak too fast, most importantly when talking to clients. I started a new job about 5 months ago and while generally getting glowing reviews from my boss and colleagues, my boss pulled me aside today and asked me if I was aware of how fast I talk when dealing with clients. I said that it had been mentioned in the past, and that I do the best I can to slow it down but can't always control it. He said it was really important that I ""just try, then try harder"", 'cause clients will perceive it as impatience or frustration. Anyone else had this issue and been able to successfully slow it down? I've heard recordings of myself and I definitely sound like I'm going a thousand miles a minute sometimes, but it really doesn't sound that way in my head, which makes it really hard to catch or fix.. I already take Vyvanse on work days. It helps a bit but when things get busy and my brain goes into overdrive I still feel like I have no control over this. Help? Tips? 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Today I walked into the bathroom to pee and questioned if I was in the right bathroom or not while peeing in a urinal. I'm a dude, and yes it was the right bathroom. Has this ever happened to anyone else?",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.81818181818181,5.3090909090909095,26.90909090909091,5.985473137389443,1.0892000000000004,178,7,32,1,4,58,32,44,0.034,0.9,0.066,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,3,3,3,0,1,9,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,5,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640934412224464,0.33177261838395755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27049437284641537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928967444931745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863363524415824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627314755472108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530489510482111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706200239508953,0.0,0.0,0.3069256986558897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arcticlynx_ak,2019/03/01,"ADHD Brain Trickery For ADHD Students This was my explanation about ADHD brain trickery as exampled for students, say in college. How you can trick the ADHD mind to work for you, versus against. Maybe even getting you to the wonderful HyperFocus state: If you are a student, plan study times at the start of the week. Set your goal to do academic studying of any type. Also, set a specific amount to study minimum (say an hour for example). Repeat this to yourself in your mind continuously through the week, as your ADHD mind will get set on it, and fixed to it. Go to an academic area free from general distractions, such as remote spot in library, or preferably a spot within your academic department. Bring good drinks and snack so you are comfortable, and associate studying with nom noms and getting hydrated. Also have good music or ear plugs to block out distractions. When you are there, say to yourself, you are an adult and know what needs accomplished, BUT let yourself work on stuff in any order you want of studying and homework. Let your mind follow it’s interest, and it will get mental momentum going. ALSO allow yourself to study past, present, or future in you classes. So you can read the current chapter, or do current homework, or you can review past chapter/homework’s/tests as that help your understanding of things and help preps for future tests, or you can read ahead or do future homeworks. If you run out of stuff you can study things relevant to your school topics, or study things related to the degree you are trying to get. As long as you are doing academic things for the time you specified. Let your mind choose its path when you get there, just keep it focused on academic things. There is a lot of ADHD brain trickery here. I will try to list a few. Normally when studying, people go to finish something specific. The ADHD mind HATES studying to finish something. At any point till the end it keeps asking if it is succeeding/winning, and the answer is no/fail. It get upset/bored with that and wants to distract to other things. The trickery I list changes that. When your goal is to spend a specified time doing academic things (with no specific end goal accomplishment), your adhd mind repeatedly asks if it is succeeding/winning, and the answer is “YES, you are Winning. You are doing academic things. That was your goal”. Thus brain happy and wants to keep doing the thing that makes it happy. Also when you look back at this study time, you associate it with say an hour of succeeding/winning with extra winning at the end (Yay!), versus a lot of drudgery/failing that is only broken by a moment of winning when the work is done, which is seems as disappointing by the adhd mind (Boo!). Also, as said, by choosing times ahead, and repeatedly telling yourself that is what you will do then, your adhd mind will likely stubbornly lock onto that. If you skip to go to a movie, your mind might be upset you didn’t do what it had already decided to do, even if the replacement is more fun. The adhd mind is screwy like that. 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I bought my red bull and walked back to work and looked in the bag- no candy bar! What the hell, I know I picked it up! I looked in my jacket pocket and there it was. I walked back and payed for it, thank goodness I didn’t get spotted accidentally putting it in my pocket because nobody would ever believe “I’m sorry, I just mindlessly put it in my pocket!”",0.7178021978022002,2.9165206153846164,2.741417582417583,91.61608241758242,84.60439560439559,4.519120879120879,20.089010989010987,5.6839178017228535,-0.09018329670329717,340,10,72,2,10,114,54,91,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.4359,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,2,4,2,1,0,0,4,4,14,2,7,7,0,12,1,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,3,47,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738704101224503,0.0,0.14819650657985226,0.0,0.0,0.2738996991419984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199052915005233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540280085436212,0.0,0.0,0.20390762989787425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336059127756978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082993311411909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887817900813745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213973425055593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382137445050304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769856701502728,0.0,0.0,0.1726970951858894,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Daggs_,2019/03/01,"Finally got assessed and prescribed, immediately lost the script. Sigh. 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My ADHD started as a child, but it was manageable because i wasn't depressed, despite failing academically. I still had a good job and various hobbies. But for 10 years now i've got anhedonia and numbness on top of my ADHD which makes me feel paralyzed. I've tried alot of meds which seem to reduce dopamine (like SSRI/SNRIs) and make me more anhedonic & inattentive. Has anyone tried an MAOI like Parnate or Nardil with a stimulant like dexamphetamine? This combination after some research isn't as dangerous as it's made out to be and can be really effective. Thank you",6.850108695652175,8.472457086956524,7.357119565217393,67.91915760869567,65.08695652173913,10.967391304347824,35.244565217391305,10.9516,4.427543478260869,515,24,82,15,8,169,85,115,0.061,0.721,0.218,0.9689,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,2,10,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,5,0,18,16,10,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,1,7,5,13,9,4,8,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,4,8,50,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742344284844697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345137753186715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227304429500862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708945639912664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743578732901915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053164999164662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358804063138702,0.12738269339965538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580508059412582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23343369309289844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070503602898982,0.21262779799322884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769129607201004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203238011353268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499334065014882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273205921446112,0.0,0.12719315265758985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663433084500968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244014342394689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256459758587297 adhd,free_frank1,2019/07/10,"ADHD & Bipolar 2? I just got back from an intake with a new psychiatrist. I've been going to the same place for some time and I'm usually on a combo of stimulant/antidepressant. I was eager to see this new person, since I wasn't a huge fan of my last practitioner. I usually dive in w/ my childhood ADHD diagnosis & later use of stimulants to improve executive function. It was an unusually good appointment, I was comfortable to talk to her and she asked a lot of really good/insightful questions. After we talked, she told me she thinks I have Bipolar 2, and prescribed me Depakote (mood stabilizer/anticonvulsant). she says it should start working in five days and I'll see her again. I'm not sure how I feel. I'm eager find a better treatment, but I guess the diagnosis is kinda out of the blue for me. I identify with so many ADHD traits, and it looks like there's a lot of overlap with symptoms. Anyone else have an experience something like this?",4.183278985507247,6.1054862771739185,5.867913043478263,74.84085507246377,72.09782608695652,9.037101449275363,29.11449275362319,9.558583805096642,2.9067475362318844,761,31,138,19,15,260,116,184,0.026000000000000002,0.866,0.10800000000000001,0.9196,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,12,0,9,3,0,3,1,28,24,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,6,21,8,22,16,4,21,0,0,4,0,14,7,0,6,15,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638313747231261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27878112246238224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899539999881976,0.13181555834586514,0.0,0.0,0.12026895122877143,0.0,0.0,0.09892273082640204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377911535910748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296761897942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074692871275508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584288732106108,0.0,0.0,0.06504853082900322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758236900578495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731138890180805,0.21580846239455612,0.10289193204843616,0.0,0.14172079135884266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048656718285325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570228627093852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803231209940213,0.0,0.0,0.21874465380783312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042935428476599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24849898393269734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233087997585324,0.13441026753481936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411572664366415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241550277512201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230642525305088,0.0,0.0,0.20503234550117905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641934207133144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903987579221693,0.0,0.0,0.09105804773638107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124965851263267,0.1337150167765712,0.0,0.2068055307766207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243274363895392,0.0,0.0,0.07501595620160856,0.0,0.0,0.1229291241965105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111097072687304,0.28337622416735864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936576168339806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lippax,2019/07/10,"Feeling guilty with medication I’m not sure why but whenever I take my vyvanse 5 or 6 days a week I feel extremely guilty and I’m not sure why. Since I started this medication last year I’ve been accomplishing things that I never thought I could accomplish. I’m finally doing well in school, started exercising, eating better and just about every part of my life has turned positive. For some reason it just feels that I have to rely on a pill to make me like everyone else. Is anyone else like this? Or will I eventually just come to terms with it and accept it?",3.9492929292929295,5.83235445454546,5.267575757575756,79.06580808080808,72.63636363636364,8.888888888888891,26.767676767676768,9.444778638647367,2.433555555555555,450,16,86,11,9,150,76,110,0.106,0.701,0.193,0.9079,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,2,3,26,20,6,0,1,8,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,3,10,7,10,16,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,11,52,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382584655757436,0.16679655735315874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439736323901278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022830021413196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299737619312101,0.0,0.0,0.10498543109187376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166573776671803,0.2719786243599507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715674476559506,0.15555185572720384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469330132037231,0.0,0.0,0.17832738103870882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326947536771862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498267759353575,0.1590609550535767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086629146320872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279855614939207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555290439877687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628461206048665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737419377190527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475114835982085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466073440823878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304457694117772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30685339233003583,0.0,0.12239706083594645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108149771235954,0.0,0.0,0.12923627403208165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706767464457265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305795081728718,0.0,0.14636685181789175,0.0,0.29378348580433644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048307720527022 adhd,retcum,2019/07/10,"I’ve been trying to play video games for almost a decade. I succeed a grand total of 6 times(??), I sit for a few seconds, I see one obstacle, I realise I am physically and mentally tired then tell myself I’ll play later once I’m rested. I never am. My last war console is a Switch and I was so excited for it and looked up all the games I planned on buying. So far, I’ve used it once. Every single little thing requires a mental effort I can’t afford to make. Prior to that, there was a controller I meant to buy, I kept telling myself I’ll wake up really early one day, have a mega breakfast then spend the whole day gaming and catch up on everything. I know it’s not fatal, a part of me feels like ‘oh poor me not playing games, it’s just as bad as word hunger or war’, but I’d be lying if I said I am so damn tired and don’t want to do this much longer. I am unable to do anything that once brought me joy because my brain feels frozen and tense, and it makes things worse because I have no social life. No sex life, and no career. I am currently in my twenties and I’ve been on meds for two separate periods of my life. I am not currently on anything except for alcohol. And I can feel an addiction brewing. This disease doesn’t get the high threat level is deserves. I. Am. Tired.",2.4140184103381124,3.660157769516728,4.100881571959641,88.47645600991328,75.39405204460967,6.908196140909897,23.961940166401128,7.447530270364453,0.9506929013984772,996,30,216,12,21,335,156,269,0.18600000000000005,0.742,0.07200000000000001,-0.9864,3,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,5,14,4,0,12,0,22,13,2,4,3,35,38,20,3,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,11,10,3,3,5,8,4,2,10,6,0,4,8,6,29,8,25,29,8,28,0,0,2,1,8,12,1,3,14,138,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867109157373105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613912539487787,0.11819088631226787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425873035758764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855086258285596,0.1439010694378833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317615078460241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238167894973996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224031855730644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944611503821127,0.0,0.1060785528111127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903989249495114,0.08432129104582718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061666268220880914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470611510720132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486669009734032,0.09621092831928088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25010612353574785,0.0576639306414685,0.11829795911093975,0.0,0.0,0.09911622034479473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757307053849712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110571008034655,0.0,0.23789475091845544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676628459414355,0.0,0.0910326983595362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770971356328976,0.15996157078359588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781595130734766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561361017035235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227440472067676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405533742444733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031762786960892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632839969825986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682895668117028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882476084944637,0.4069774333210765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013522622260534,0.0,0.1152990284870435,0.0,0.0,0.10194079200263392,0.0,0.0,0.06961767670475652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177727300590253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028356006625875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway743906542,2019/07/10,"Tools to feel better physically? For starters, I have just recently gotten diagnosed with ADD at 23. Of all of the symptoms I’ve had/currently have, the worsening brain fog/fatigue has been the worst. This, as well as other ADD symptoms, has given me some anxiety over the years. For a while, I was convinced there was something wrong with me physically, but I know now that’s not the case. I finally have come to the realization that my fog/fatigue is not from a physical ailment, but is the result of a cumulative combination of: 1. Generalized anxiety that maybe I didn’t/don’t realize is anxiety. Maybe a bit of a de-realization + “accustomness” in feeling like this for so long. Not sure how much of this potentially stems from ADD, or vice versa. 2. Undiagnosed ADD (just recently started Adderall). 3. Personality characteristics that definitely don’t help (Type A personality, perfectionist tendencies, high achiever/expectations, strong moral compass, tend to worry more than I should, too hard on myself, etc.) 4. Possibly a bit of depression as a result of how much this has impacted my life. Relationships fading cause I couldn’t function. Hobbies/interests lacking due to fatigue as well as having to spend all day having to use coping mechanisms to make up for my symptoms, etc etc. I have not had much luck with either SSRIs or even therapists really. Adderall helps more than anything I’ve tried but I’m looking for some extra advice maybe behavior/lifestyle wise. Thanks! Here is a link to my more in-depth post if you care to read. Thanks for any advice! [https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/ca16x6/247\_fogginess\_and\_fatigue\_continue\_to\_ruin\_my/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/ca16x6/247_fogginess_and_fatigue_continue_to_ruin_my/)",8.060413711583923,11.662199343971634,7.396808510638301,60.63388888888889,66.19858156028369,9.56784869976359,31.366430260047284,9.906371001090498,3.8268075650118214,1453,59,204,38,27,452,168,282,0.10300000000000001,0.736,0.16,0.965,1,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,0,2,12,16,0,0,16,0,20,7,1,7,3,43,35,15,0,4,13,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,5,1,1,1,6,4,2,0,6,4,16,12,40,27,19,20,1,2,1,0,6,6,0,6,13,141,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202042153197914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030148371511627,0.0,0.2372546941841076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507237318667853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914306089226021,0.22572688835249305,0.0,0.0,0.11540551249853885,0.0,0.0,0.10540210824050016,0.10619904042661947,0.0,0.08905213172657774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666711100732782,0.0,0.08904045820976787,0.1049278353050699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458858120162582,0.06828106692234734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454338240274176,0.07385420800628592,0.0,0.11324699367007172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926075663842922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858596025008682,0.10922592918765402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681457154782664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301987213492768,0.050505914641896514,0.0,0.0,0.09148744645732844,0.08681259339545645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690064999207293,0.0,0.3115752710134484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279870890567536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053367218735172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654465207405013,0.09900881340764217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340729751132303,0.11766830059313195,0.06622744059495488,0.0,0.20414921660888774,0.11099070276593774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958645242337473,0.0,0.0,0.07317241591801739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743378716277032,0.3223520951290097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035557975640768,0.0,0.1200313603366222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018777336863315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892865415544492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859008509493123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498671923518126,0.0,0.0,0.11302905941040667,0.0,0.06657289368537375 adhd,Luke_warm_milk,2019/07/10,"So hi I've had ADHD all my life. One of my things is I fidget ALOT. One time I was kinda rubbing my hands together and lightly shifting weights. A dance instructor called me out and said ""ok stop fidgeting it's very distracting"" (no one was looking at me and she called attention to it) I don't know what came over me, but I was embarrassed and enraged. I laughed and when she asked why, I broke. I explained very loudly I have severe ADHD and I would prefer if she not call it out. She kinda looked down and then continued talking. No apology. Nothing. Is it normal for people with ADHD to get angry when someone points it out? I'm wondering if I just have anger issues. Thanks!",1.2105794556628595,3.7894719104477663,2.8065057067603187,88.98068042142229,87.35820895522389,5.839508340649692,22.807726075504828,7.285733465282438,1.1648697102721697,532,20,103,9,17,174,89,134,0.20600000000000002,0.721,0.073,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,2,2,1,10,3,1,0,1,29,21,14,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,12,1,1,5,1,0,2,4,5,0,3,6,8,20,3,11,14,2,15,0,1,2,0,13,7,0,6,6,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123964768478465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286161791145298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353566512823531,0.16254570931517331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425105331882688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833479603541566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810461381871882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038250327013022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868750206259245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924596062427594,0.13636653883775415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890953183691154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852707721898764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434792431345244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351872433952747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055345861788706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041654838855133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881743411552895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142294712446346,0.0,0.13084362550016712,0.0,0.0,0.09441721998451116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287044335459465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23452530153046186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306205256441884,0.0,0.0,0.12823984595624865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412145667929208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095690861940576,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PeterIanStaker07,2019/07/10,"My brother (ADHD + ODD) is having troubles at school. My teenage brother who's been diagnosed with ADHD and ODD is having bad troubles at school. He's recently been excluded twice from school for being verbally abusive and threatening to teachers, who he seems to hold a deep, irrational hatred towards. He's angry about it feeling that he is being unjustly treated by his school. He's medicated during school hours and is usually ok, but something has clearly triggered his behaviours. It could be a change in routine for the end of the school year or a possibility more complex reason is his support for the far right, which he vocalised to a teacher who is black, and this has apparently created tension between them, but this does not explain his behaviour to other teachers. This whole situation seems to be sending him on an emotional roller-coaster as he could be upset and almost in tears about it one minute and then the next he'd be extremely angry, taking it out on his surroundings and shouting and swearing and then he'd be completely calm and normal. I'm just worried about what he's going through and how it's making him violent and nasty to those around him and how it is affecting him mentally. If any of you have any tips on how to help him or manage his behaviours, I'd be more than grateful to hear from you.",9.20367469879518,8.063746445783135,8.899287148594379,68.21712349397592,60.44578313253014,11.994779116465864,41.63353413654619,11.038039088145766,4.726488353413656,1071,52,180,23,12,346,141,249,0.17600000000000002,0.733,0.091,-0.9674,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,0,8,10,1,2,9,1,26,2,0,7,1,41,36,24,0,4,7,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,17,16,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,2,2,4,18,4,34,22,3,24,0,0,1,0,33,14,0,6,8,132,35,7,0.0,0.13224844555480558,0.0,0.0,0.2682850074827769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117687692313526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180740900474826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936320914315576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319592196366032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807647923008965,0.0,0.11702878963843223,0.0,0.0,0.17823492863656287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328937860464088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976771967974496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555462610921267,0.09885994518240676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056437144610862376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634347782338558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580099645206436,0.0,0.07481483475958638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992072052321496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450552537342668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112442854384779,0.11248415316264138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870644151426378,0.0,0.10936141818688816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563488374035758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258319222423266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476134505642233,0.11020878218349957,0.0,0.0,0.09532070621755473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6777770082452299,0.0,0.20322469823313652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254627085317989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592857857190815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666217785080666,0.0,0.0,0.08392244357351906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293086975826507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246169148577142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335295490765634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187798867289125 adhd,smemmy,2019/07/10,"Can medication fix artist block? So I have ADHD and autism, and my hobbies are always shifting. I used to be really creative, but recently I've found myself depressed and spending whole weekends browsing the internet and playing video games. I'd like to try painting and drawing again because I used to be into it and it was a lot of fun. I keep some of my old stuff hanging on the wall, and it makes me proud of my accomplishments when I look at them because it reminds me of what I'm capable of doing. When I sit down and try to do it again though, I just don't feel like it. ADHD hasn't had an impact on me being a functional adult, I'm able to hold down a job and focus reasonably well at work, but I've hit a dry spell in my free time of having nothing valuable to do, and the only things I feel motivated to do are useless and worthless wastes of time. I was only medicated for a short time as a small child and I don't remember at all what it was like. I am wondering if getting a prescription to help me focus could help me get back into these old hobbies again. The other night at work I thought of someone I would like to paint a portrait of when the weekend comes, but I went to the art supply store to look at the paintings and the supplies and I just felt nothing, and I know when Friday comes that i still won't feel anything then. I don't think antidepressants are the answer because I don't think I'm depressed because of a chemical imbalance, I think it's the lack of motivation to do anything that's sucking the joy out of my life.",7.352628811777077,5.53953709148265,7.8021577287066295,76.76573922187174,64.5205047318612,10.598443743427973,36.59074658254469,9.21078282632365,3.122152639327024,1226,49,250,17,15,407,159,317,0.07400000000000001,0.757,0.168,0.985,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,6,14,16,1,0,21,0,27,3,0,6,1,54,54,27,0,4,6,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,16,20,0,3,16,7,3,4,6,5,1,0,8,6,32,12,39,39,5,40,0,4,2,0,6,16,1,4,23,174,48,6,0.10939335333689212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629391047212143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102403329511777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004281775697212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411673626735029,0.0,0.26674069136709194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846537510051206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734169122133288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884406698668286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593769904888753,0.07815063348170126,0.10503477437205996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994416556389093,0.0,0.0,0.11430702414874465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664811765759286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085560235155373,0.09723383876680096,0.0,0.0,0.06011972611061218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726776060765182,0.2137762670747751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372573076585788,0.0,0.0,0.09300231706369068,0.0,0.0,0.07302091280568547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040458944489985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265825159768713,0.0,0.2099317457636056,0.0,0.2295798447686731,0.0,0.0,0.1663971493320006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700801833245161,0.11247458666759527,0.1080127391077006,0.0,0.1239213443709358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268863328749936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736167328399724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522921744026005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267608311551269,0.21028453112481216,0.10747841423310454,0.08684610319334889,0.19136443214635776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485418122948905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896146806628947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983577622634552,0.10140873450840787,0.0,0.1221337723387718,0.0,0.0,0.11863242528582812,0.15927932819561516,0.0,0.0,0.0777098995618891,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moodyskunk,2019/07/10,"Sustaining motivation at a job for the last month before quitting? TLDR: I finally realized all the ways my current job is not right for me, and am looking to land another job before I put in my two weeks. But suddenly I am experiencing the worst bout of demotivation I may have ever experienced. Literally can’t do anything, at work or at home. Any advice on how to push through? Go back on meds for a month (or until I leave)? Just quit? been forcing myself to stick it out at a year-long contracted job, and one month in could tell that something wasn’t right but I wasn’t able to pinpoint the issue. Now six months in and I’ve honed in on multiple issues and came to the realization that this job does not jive with me. At all. I made multiple attempts talking with my boss being assertive and stating my needs but to no avail. So I started looking for other jobs to get out of this one ASAP, and want to wait til I get one before I put in my two weeks notice. The only problem is, I cannot seem to find a single ounce of motivation to do any work now. Like, ZERO. I have literally stared at the wall for hours this week. Maybe sent a few emails or updated a website, but ever since I realized how little I am valued (and compensated) for the amount of work I do, I can’t manage to get anything done. I was already struggling to get work done before The Realization, but this is unbelievable. It’s happening in my home life too. Laundry and dishes piling up, putting off grocery shopping... Does anyone have any suggestions for pushing through? Do other ADHDers have issues with this? It feels like some of the most intense inability to focus I have ever experienced.",3.9315099715099713,5.707265864197535,5.36753086419753,78.77542735042738,72.45679012345678,8.071035137701804,28.510921177587853,8.730908602173464,2.3004519468186144,1316,52,246,25,26,442,167,324,0.052000000000000005,0.8809999999999999,0.067,0.3948,7,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,1,16,0,27,2,0,6,5,49,44,21,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,12,14,1,1,7,1,1,8,8,3,0,7,9,7,27,2,51,32,8,56,0,0,3,0,5,24,0,7,24,177,39,14,0.0769973406107733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524091011111578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496848002415322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570824958999223,0.08073842515219808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383833083239374,0.0,0.1267245014481317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920620216749053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620762629506562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880644453331375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147611114707435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476178328881933,0.1575900247009785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089455082901588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893216892403376,0.05500691551713256,0.0,0.0843468230388265,0.07037417439380833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091173008436507,0.0,0.04375936307351316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808849401448447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446922122404416,0.0,0.07582687056845977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410956571815868,0.4584478780297938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276310929593483,0.0,0.08152906616848514,0.0,0.0,0.05438549875527642,0.07523402267304395,0.07717156321916503,0.0,0.06814022347552805,0.1293167476745703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285674540372418,0.0,0.0,0.0773541777895071,0.0,0.08552668761065163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458341707121628,0.0,0.0,0.0570925524331281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766198262030282,0.0,0.0,0.15652617211409234,0.058559947167544035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367605624652221,0.0,0.2322107823660157,0.0,0.16379229905910445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151061635055775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700954870741764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369299582179502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927631455188386,0.0,0.0,0.05449911398744255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049433832136152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618875457755149,0.06729906948898047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043042725110464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541502642454025,0.061116905045631977,0.18528786668991887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242199239941748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958376289636363 adhd,JeanieTortellini,2019/07/10,"Chronicles of someone who is getting tested for ADHD. I pocketed a KNIFE. Click bait title refers to [this image](https://imgur.com/a/o121UiW), explanation below. So not too long ago, I went to therapy to start sorting through a bunch of anxiety / work stress problems I have. I remember opening the conversation with my therapist with some what is in retrospect, pretty classic points. ""I hate having a cell phone, because it means people text me, and I never can get the will power to respond, them I feel guilt / shame for not answering"" ""I feel like at work everything is chaotic, and I can't organize tasks in my mind to know where to start"" ""I carry so much guilt and shame around things I can never do"" ""I feel so overloaded"" etc. &#x200B; She stops me and says ""have you ever been tested for ADHD?"" I go: ""Nah... I don't have it"". She continues, ""well, I'm a specialist in adult ADHD and you sound pretty classic. Here's a take-home test to start"". &#x200B; I take the test home & read over the points. I relate to most of them, but they all sound pretty freakin' relatable! Like ""How often do you forget appointments or obligations?"", ""How often are you distracted by noise around you"", etc... I still don't think it's me and I just have bad anxiety. &#x200B; So I'm on my way to my follow up appointment, and I manage to lose the paper, my doctor referral, my debit card AND i'm 20 minutes late. All this right after texting my doctor confirming if the appointment was at 1 or 2 PM. Sealed the deal right there. I scored 12 / 18. &#x200B; Though I'm not convinced, I tell my therapist I'll work on getting tested. But in the meantime, let's talk about all of the other stuff because like, I have PROBLEMS! Like for real! &#x200B; So I continue on with more stuff I want to tackle: &#x200B; ""I feel super impulsive and do things I don't want to do even with consequences"" ""I feel like I'm overly dependent on alcohol because it helps me pay attention in social situations, where I get awkward because I can't pay attention"" ""I always feel lost in my thoughts, like they are chaos and I can't pick just one"" &#x200B; ""All pretty classic"" she says. &#x200B; So I'm now at the point where I am waiting to get formally evaluated but the more I read up on this & visit this sub, man does my life make SO much sense. My brother & mom for SURE have it. My brother has been diagnosed when he was a kid but just always refused to do anything about it. In contrast, I was the ""good"" child. I did good in school, never failed, could pay attention in class but not without waiting up until the very last hour to do anything, missing deadlines & asking for new ones, never studying (i feel pretentious saying this but everything always felt ""easy) and just generally managing without much effort. &#x200B; Also now that I have this realization I am noticing so many things. Like, I lose stuff ALL OF THE TIME. It's seriously infuriatng. IE: I saw my family doctor and he laughed at me because a month ago he gave me a birth control prescription, which I promptly lost, got a new one, lost again then today had to ask for another one. What the hell? &#x200B; Now I'm at work, walking around, until I lean over and I cut myself. With what? A f\*cking KNIFE! That I mindlessly put in my pocket at lunch, without realizing it was there all day. &#x200B; I'm happy to be here.",3.6583291042536352,5.854762788491449,4.573392813292955,82.3658031158768,74.30326594090201,7.622700608441789,27.765927259829198,8.479577106124081,2.172190876101607,2655,106,488,50,57,859,290,643,0.125,0.775,0.1,-0.8529,1,0,1,0,0,1,178.0,0,5,4,14,40,36,3,7,25,0,42,7,0,6,12,97,89,38,0,6,20,3,8,7,0,1,6,5,1,4,28,22,2,5,19,2,4,6,17,21,1,4,17,15,77,15,75,68,16,81,1,7,2,0,40,40,1,9,41,333,105,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017944763714697,0.0,0.05909542711607795,0.035622864208322384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026656406331181697,0.08320723579485084,0.5417447449925997,0.4455359836985291,0.0,0.03495258081924175,0.05099934248928061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054860475297781465,0.08902037204628646,0.06232375347700715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02783168175942239,0.10159750672066742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037385819492036926,0.026613706413894617,0.0,0.0,0.021497042166818803,0.034364882911422284,0.0,0.03383231653930669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235328398782878,0.02916995292432555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435026333140381,0.022016147221964263,0.03015162752044545,0.0,0.0,0.059915143225799924,0.0,0.031423407381008135,0.0,0.11797924529173585,0.047626236370240514,0.032004929253132086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707564334973693,0.0,0.01894392504612621,0.05591631618598792,0.02665946340365877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03548362265009917,0.0,0.0329094591084827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022342422587165317,0.0,0.033435739728270804,0.0,0.0328263130822551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018318957625139173,0.027170862522989662,0.037601101660386375,0.0,0.0,0.0340852742467023,0.0235440998143722,0.11399381874339487,0.0,0.0,0.029498676294217364,0.0,0.07458225262681914,0.10916079606594906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02225005158831243,0.033794453346261306,0.0,0.03630943379540737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033656850902987236,0.03903923349903018,0.02660610082420654,0.0,0.07351082142710037,0.0,0.10283392855395873,0.06438648236172202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794986744583144,0.0,0.0,0.09034927579742637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023108921026005737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453144233844356,0.0,0.0,0.13564667071062428,0.0,0.06379040229098301,0.0,0.03350889460810245,0.0,0.0,0.06668408648106937,0.03794027753202658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775981700589847,0.05693243877269289,0.0,0.07952327298244126,0.0,0.03373479869053018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746771428361168,0.0,0.03397881907020569,0.02824296209203863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077985541453037,0.0,0.026619795106955824,0.0278678996575294,0.03818286505547328,0.0,0.11447500892618935,0.0,0.0,0.03141597955709477,0.0,0.05012456967638607,0.02679182113529641,0.029134531184366506,0.0,0.03811921663204616,0.07740441734541277,0.06643493773597696,0.02135845511455025,0.0327495257102619,0.02646269680903612,0.01943675368157934,0.0,0.031595808134837526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02750323476876254,0.03932136101291114,0.026458202014746857,0.0,0.0,0.02997039067830513,0.03090004613228928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963955336104663,0.0,0.09706735052011692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455359836985291,0.0 adhd,banjoellie,2019/07/10,I keep getting fired from jobs Does anyone else here have trouble with keeping jobs? Since I was 16 (I’m 24 now) I’ve had about 8 jobs and been fired from 6 of them. I’m currently working at a coffee shop but my manager told me she’s on the verge of firing me as well because I’m “just not getting it” and I’m too slow for a fast paced job like this and things like that. I’ve been taking vyvance and one of my managers who knows I have ADHD says it’s very obvious when I’ve forgotten to take my meds some days based on my performance at work. The problem is I think I’m genuinely trying as hard as I can right now but I can’t keep a job to save my life. I’ve been fired so many times it’s become a joke in my friend circle. They tell me I don’t pay attention enough or that I’m not moving fast enough and it just feels like no matter how hard I try I’m always doing SOMETHING wrong. I really really need to keep this job though. Does anyone know how to not get fired from jobs?,1.7672952171522809,2.9503259439252325,3.380159428257283,93.24952996151731,76.94392523364486,6.717537108301264,20.532160527762507,7.285733465282438,0.2928370533260032,768,17,182,9,17,255,124,214,0.16699999999999998,0.722,0.111,-0.8862,8,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,13,10,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,2,1,31,34,16,0,2,8,0,8,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,4,5,2,2,1,6,3,1,1,6,9,21,7,21,28,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,12,98,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495436040892605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958960338269405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376332561858792,0.09800613344002128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830818813285641,0.10563942464033232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061687221439846375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741031919360533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990444699472078,0.0,0.0,0.19766687152623072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048364207325034686,0.06833335875975201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390001218314443,0.0,0.14992168089868502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136968165894575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6644345872780841,0.340077334861038,0.0,0.0,0.10513498432015683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756139228739066,0.14019128542088147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697547740903356,0.0,0.0,0.10624711044216996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166227014172947,0.0,0.07092427981546756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481584466127463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152544432216356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255343548007545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168574844920906,0.0,0.07606580961265251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912380276291828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363709872021812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143835854496154,0.0,0.08360351451001903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354652086023979,0.061289536487858814,0.09397698664131277,0.0,0.055775083805623175,0.0,0.0,0.0913989843145559,0.0,0.1298820047664383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892239873406755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600207005524545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927067499909304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045797588989278,0.0,0.0 adhd,RatedDetroit,2019/07/10,"Marijuana and ADHD Hey folks. How do people feel about marijuana as a solution for ADHD? Any thoughts? We are creating a marijuana documentary at r/MaryJDoc and have identified unique conversations that we want more feedback on from the community. ADHD is one of the communities we would like feedback from. Feel free to follow our project too.",5.839209039548024,9.094697694915254,7.045000000000003,62.0677259887006,72.0508474576271,10.712994350282486,35.25706214689266,10.504223727775694,5.0738790960451965,280,15,41,10,6,94,47,59,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,10,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,9,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,29,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8707265521291361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642317412995304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442244576646566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798718702974666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365009772715294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742921958795046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172806337186551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244595799429466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155828528831712,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eldfjallcano,2019/07/10,slowly i am dying inside idk how i am supposed to live like this anymore and i am at that point where you dont even have the will to make everything right,12.625454545454552,5.2184200303030295,11.583030303030302,70.79454545454546,60.81818181818182,14.412121212121216,42.09090909090909,8.841846274778883,3.7326,123,3,27,1,1,40,28,33,0.045,0.8740000000000001,0.081,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,3,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558938937417285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724412815143181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42058266818560736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370244462397124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225213181328201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532146156181008,0.0,0.3168810251248299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395426458296667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33923983984139033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30646551454087484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Loooooooops,2019/07/10,"I feel done ADHD has made me really hate life. It has done nothing positive for me, and gosh I really want it to leave me alone. I just want to not exist but I'm scared of dying. I lost everything that mattered to me. I'm so lost. I need help but oh well. It just be like dat sometimes.",-2.2097311827957,-0.7582232096774177,0.8895161290322591,97.88760752688174,111.741935483871,4.6473118279569885,13.231182795698926,6.42735559955562,-0.4593591397849459,219,5,52,4,12,76,41,62,0.233,0.595,0.172,-0.522,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,15,4,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,5,1,9,2,5,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399596520269515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067936918136329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722171659171826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086551465898427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944686719250616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095709565944846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712877313040134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383186696719698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114173949121058,0.0,0.0,0.14102995420154404,0.09754668997080697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359179069961648,0.0,0.0,0.18892873473122115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148049760306963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158484895678168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25582222046988023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990043221302264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747471444258427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553628240261126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952365382785224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bonkerzrob,2019/07/10,"ADHD Help Website Hi guys/gals, I am a web developer, and I have ADHD. I have noticed a lack of ADHD focused help and information websites. I am hoping to gauge if there would be any interest in such a thing before I start the development process. Things I would like to include on the site: - Self help coping strategies/guides (CBT, time keeping skills, mindfulness, meditation,etc) - Ways to help you monitor and track your progress. Lots of rewarding sound effects, etc, for maximum dopamine stimulation (our favourite) - User submitted guides, stories, experiences. - Places to talk with others with ADHD - Set reminders for events, tasks - rewarded with achievements on your profile. - Detailed symptom analysis of the different types - Post and log your daily achievements - Information on all the ADHD based medications, side effects, etc. - Activities for those craving stimulation - Daily motivation and tips - A section simply explaining ADHD to those unaffected (if possible!) - Lots more! Does anyone think this would be of benefit to them? I would love some feedback on this idea, and if the audience is there I will look into this more seriously. Thanks! Rob",7.85838596491228,10.519895084210534,7.360526315789473,64.85201754385966,63.94736842105264,10.540350877192985,38.45614035087719,10.650279960617883,5.015498245614037,926,49,129,26,15,290,124,190,0.039,0.748,0.213,0.9878,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,4,1,9,3,9,0,0,9,0,12,3,0,5,1,35,20,9,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,8,22,13,10,16,0,0,1,1,17,10,0,7,4,87,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7051753285185101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650318164805853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837974418084203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321537619835685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102173774490466,0.0,0.0,0.08558007022293326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271980301186364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566116507461278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621966650299992,0.0,0.0,0.09713137373189693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039736999770768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692368050794362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777714264669452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212221652835051,0.0,0.0,0.1662816936464082,0.08826278122823987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851703048226404,0.0,0.0,0.09874392568383072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113389633980822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102173774490466,0.0,0.0,0.11024788891224778,0.09365948988344576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020203291731775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921900094089857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016452702661204,0.0,0.07860300426631381,0.0,0.09003545180896283,0.0,0.0,0.12993979687364807,0.06266235990502,0.0,0.0,0.057024389079087835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762421805303424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277879823217609,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,turquoisebee,2019/07/10,"Thinking about routines and lifestyle changes My husband and I are moving at the end of the month, and I find moving is always a great opportunity to change routines and set new habits. I’ve been having a harder time managing my ADHD since I went off Concerta last year. I’m ready to have kids and got pregnant earlier this year and then had a miscarriage. We’re going to try again, but still. It’s been rough, and I’ve gained weight and haven’t been at my best lately. Stuff I’m thinking about is: - Sleep routines: getting to bed early and getting enough sleep - Morning routines: getting out of the house and to work early/on time - Exercise: either going to the gym or finding a personal trainer - Reading: I have a hard time starting and finishing books but I love reading. Finding time to - Houseplant: people have given me plants that I’ve killed, but I’d like to do some research and choose a plant that’s suitable for our new place and figure out how best to take care of it. - Decorating! I like a place that looks and feels nice, but my challenge is always avoiding clutter. I’m planning on KonMari-ing as much of my stuff as possible before the move to help with this. - Cooking: my husband and I like to cook but we’re not great at doing it regularly. I’m looking forward to building up a proper pantry and cooking stuff as needed and not overthinking it too much. Am I putting too much on my plate? I know I won’t be able to do it all at once, and much of it required collaborating with my husband on stuff, but I’m looking forward to the chance of starting fresh with some things. What successes have you had with starting new habits and routines? Any advice?",4.883782474088034,6.176085885448919,5.15754475703325,83.09851662404094,69.40247678018575,7.351137434378785,31.38093956117916,7.586124646067393,2.0497259119666165,1323,56,248,14,23,418,162,323,0.032,0.775,0.193,0.9955,0,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,0,9,7,15,1,1,14,0,21,8,2,1,1,51,48,31,1,1,10,3,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,17,25,4,2,9,8,0,9,4,2,0,0,8,7,21,13,41,38,11,44,0,0,3,1,9,15,0,3,26,159,38,9,0.0854932728479165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274630010238753,0.08354303676502751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422745034655215,0.0,0.0,0.05813835722582846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727484783164959,0.0,0.1794398306762204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716608949640146,0.0,0.1808810933393205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572166399547486,0.08833740464427467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322796753733447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344179076253017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400011937498088,0.0,0.09717559430543377,0.0,0.06837678025558534,0.1885132702651893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765851798815865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730433866911086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864775831996066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945856395240348,0.0,0.046984866914973764,0.06968842800617693,0.09644013559730208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253030840444299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153784514838228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771610166254709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823991473380685,0.2725974572843012,0.2513895701010788,0.06339217853540327,0.0,0.2477098069764625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104754538444776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927027078579585,0.07464942822154139,0.17864454762101953,0.0,0.0,0.09638081953573473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594435261256378,0.0,0.0,0.1710328170834361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072091876290114,0.0,0.17111003013423434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815377356596473,0.0,0.06827503813250876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914773732981676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642803014125493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679793162732299,0.10956127434777664,0.0,0.0,0.19940725966523293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804432033791726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410777430695954,0.0,0.07925312045046731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224012085324852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010972941400762 adhd,WhatDayoftheYearIsIt,2019/07/10,"Just started taking Wellbutrin (bupropion) for focusing issues any advice/experiences with it? I just started taking Wellbutrin at only 75mg (low dose, I know) and am looking to see if it has helped anyone else on here. My doctor said I can pick and choose when to take it, and that I don't need to take it all the time unless I want to. Does anyone else do that here? She also said that I can increase my dosage to 150mg if I find that it helps better, and to just make sure I NEVER exceed 450mg. Any tips for a newbie? Any experiences shared would be greatly appreciated! Also, how long did it take for you to notice an effect? I just started today. Thank you :-)",3.6175,4.987151810606062,4.9337575757575785,83.20063636363638,72.56060606060606,6.795151515151516,23.04848484848485,7.1686216300943375,0.8402975757575755,517,13,101,5,10,172,81,132,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,10,6,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,4,3,25,26,11,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,4,14,5,14,21,2,12,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,2,8,68,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821476170728007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655869236938341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820541057826854,0.2667759477738675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151363758485731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324792278641326,0.11392411118160227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750255652529046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546881108494669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898499815442637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352733122105202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745179802991002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587733744608468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154522911406687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520794999466788,0.10932101950704327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689823249009923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965291217183347,0.10040523497084984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821432620895916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901011650470704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766788616259755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373907864475518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764328121674243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269603441686601,0.0,0.4894074618115457,0.0,0.0,0.11985511107259415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075910814569162,0.0,0.1233983602292368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678536738588831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247834160716648,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PNWCG,2019/07/10,"My experience on Adderall so far. Veterans on the stuff, what's changed since you got medicated? Some background. I was a ""troubled teen"". Lots of drugs, lots of skipping school, etc. After high school, I joined the military, and through sheer willpower and fear of ruining my last chance at living a successful life, I scraped through my 4 years. I actually just got out a few months ago. Now that I'm a civilian again, I decided it was time for me to finally get the help I needed. My psychiatrist tested me for ADHD and prescribed me Adderall XR 20mg about a week ago now. I've taken it daily. It's like a switch turned on in my brain and I'm finally functioning like a normal person. The responsibilities that I dreaded, so much so that I'd simply ignore them, are no longer so overwhelming. However, it has only been a week so far, so I'm still adjusting to the medication. The side effects of insomnia and decreased appetite were really bad the first day, but have gradually become less potent every day since. I'm on it right now, and I feel the cognitive benefits with a fraction of the negative side effects I felt compared to a week ago. My only regret is not getting medicated years ago, because honestly, life has not been easy for me (due to my own fuck ups and complete lack of motivation). Anyway, I wrote this up to reply to another thread, but that thread has since been deleted. I decided to post it anyway so that anyone who is apprehensive or on the fence about seeking help can get a ""noobie's"" perspective. And because I'm curious how Adderall has changed your life! Tell me your experiences with Adderall! tl;dr: Things are looking up, and I feel more hopeful, excited, and confident about myself and my future then I have in my entire life. Only time will tell!",5.363214285714285,6.795192702380952,6.340833333333336,74.53750000000002,68.4047619047619,9.647619047619047,32.75,9.928628108626363,3.422675,1412,63,250,34,24,469,182,336,0.096,0.7979999999999999,0.106,0.6681,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,1,5,19,17,1,4,21,0,18,12,1,4,0,41,38,23,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,1,10,0,0,1,16,14,0,2,9,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,11,4,32,7,36,26,10,46,0,3,1,1,11,18,1,5,29,169,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.09156044986171633,0.0,0.11276038291248044,0.0,0.3326836553670012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838453598630677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560518349518643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834062697058178,0.11439067813356835,0.10362322865112514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047406269688241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985105188823821,0.0,0.09837457005316183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101976272357105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880814455346244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046405728399453,0.0,0.0,0.07905228627838869,0.0,0.0,0.18355927952832565,0.0,0.10558011427182916,0.09488229098625893,0.0,0.09008748538850483,0.2055631635358484,0.0,0.07980818068357272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674044361797388,0.14706032972461094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008213271444454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257789168940644,0.099132112987342,0.0,0.09319019357498508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648055276651991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650877596056783,0.09167709671222386,0.0,0.08284990362231195,0.0,0.0787900444629526,0.0,0.0,0.15953468610108296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835588787125331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489086135102857,0.0,0.06897276144385173,0.06957064457002571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192936650697534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407625496536967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192507274783252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985918408262394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010721238765743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012672369155432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899134448997338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328410231321367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492940802261548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740809759252748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401577592087324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233369486348055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942116131176187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020555316515689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22578420069274835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084148274673105 adhd,XXXchillidog,2019/07/10,"I started taking Dextroamphetamine and I hate it. I’m barely getting anything done and I’m getting things wrong. Is this normal? Anyone else have the same experience? I took a 10mg dose for the first time. I hate it. I have calmed down but I’m getting nothing done. Honestly I like adderall better. Anyone else in the same boat as me?",0.4806410256410274,2.7086291538461538,1.9532692307692336,90.70631410256412,103.6153846153846,4.012820512820514,20.80128205128205,5.985473137389443,0.4540512820512817,265,10,49,3,12,85,43,65,0.2,0.7140000000000001,0.086,-0.7597,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,16,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,7,4,4,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595613676342505,0.3803524757566554,0.15273869193235884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641542499205145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798806696314755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101015535625429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155919661373127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787716322864495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909158870873711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664968419720834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906781725757547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185538721991015,0.17809485900343802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137354318685654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395533152873211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330899958269438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822889581694684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621613301995914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029320452458442,0.0,0.0 adhd,rad_or_curious,2019/07/10,"What habits or routines support finding your ""next gear"" to complete work faster? Brief background: I'm at a very young startup where I primarily handle marketing but wear MANY other hats to support getting the company off the ground. I've worked at several other startups and genuinely enjoy this type of work environment since it involves a lot of creative problem solving and resourcefulness and I'm actually pretty good at my job except for one thing...speed. I relate it to driving on a highway in first gear. I'm a good driver, know where I'm going but I can't get out of first gear so I'll get to my destination but it's going to take a really long time. While I've come to a certain level of acceptance that I must budget more time to accomplish my work, there are only so many hours in a day and I want to believe there are strategies (even if incremental) that help shorten time to completion. **So, if you can relate and have discovered habits, routines, or good questions to ask yourself that support finding that next gear, what has been most effective?** &#x200B; Some things I've tried or reflected on (maybe you have suggestions on how to do it differently): * Timers - Tried a simple egg timer, pomodoro timers, an analog wall clock (so I hear it ticking) but I'm unintentionally good at ignoring them. * Time Blocking - Tried blocking out reasonable amounts of time for certain tasks (taking my speed into consideration) and even approached each block of work time as meeting with myself. No distractions, emails, colleague interruptions, mobile notifications...just one task to focus on and my progress is still slow enough that I'm left with several unfinished pieces of work at the end of the day. Yes, there are deadlines and I consistently miss them. My only saving grace is the work I do produce is great but very behind schedule. * Acceptance - As I mentioned before, I'm mostly accepting that it simply takes me longer to complete my work. My boss knows I have ADHD and is understanding. He actually has it too which makes for an interesting work dynamic. However, there have been many times I'm slow to produce things that make an obvious and significant impact on our progress as a startup. Sucks to feel incompetent at those moments which is why I'm trying to accept it to an extent but still want to improve. * Prioritization - If I'm at a pace of accomplishing one or two things a day (if I'm having a good day) then make sure it's the correct work, right? Well, I kind of do that but there are still so many things that have to be accomplished. Startup budget means I'm extremely limited in contracting out work and I'm still responsible for making sure it gets done. * Perfectionism - This is definitely a factor and working on this as well. Maybe these could be better questions but I've tried to asking myself, ""what is the bare minimum needed to accomplish this task even if it could be much better?"" Or, ""I only have \_\_\_ minutes to work on this so what will I focus on to make progress on it?"" Answers come relatively easy but swift action does not... * Diet/sleep/exercise - Could be improved but I generally manage ""the trifecta"" pretty well. To go back to the vehicle on the highway analogy, I have a good car but can't seem to get out of 1st gear. * Change Jobs - Yes, I have and still do consider this option. Maybe finding a role at another company with fewer high-stakes/time-sensitive responsibilities resting entirely on my shoulders is a better fit for me. However, I'm stubborn and determined to work on this since it would help with any future job. With the utmost sincerity, thank you for sharing your experiences and what has helped improve your pace.",4.521237275985662,7.082856339259263,5.263375149342892,76.71793010752687,73.01481481481483,8.265949820788531,29.405615292712067,9.023248300946321,2.812107765830346,2939,125,501,66,62,950,305,675,0.054000000000000006,0.698,0.248,0.9994,6,0,0,0,0,0,110.0,1,6,2,30,27,39,2,1,31,2,44,3,2,11,7,108,94,49,0,14,23,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,44,28,1,6,20,0,2,10,4,6,3,6,3,2,38,33,84,81,12,86,0,1,0,0,25,37,1,18,39,324,82,27,0.0,0.0,0.09722412377234918,0.0,0.059867712759482626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539743182712902,0.06053043818412687,0.033875774283216364,0.05223516441031239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314023265907352,0.0,0.0,0.038304508646275784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238872834546208,0.056124224383313985,0.0,0.13217143537070686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052697456399249824,0.08582208381357798,0.15668961963400116,0.0,0.0,0.1193192002576474,0.0,0.0,0.1285057075157128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204586662665819,0.0,0.0,0.043593269828144036,0.050977838830540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412112966825758,0.051472007866867536,0.0,0.09870662276141706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872843607523382,0.0,0.0,0.025187861179647903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658948249625955,0.08474489201991163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301308927666734,0.0,0.08493270163469184,0.2506937600086597,0.0,0.05492099620298065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056144903445134765,0.0,0.10016943726136343,0.0526320744243402,0.0,0.0,0.049057546557249664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830051637310865,0.0,0.0,0.05187445164798659,0.054753825951982985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054123929248933486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408453310168057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235076414243335,0.0,0.0,0.1662588392061753,0.20201756612224733,0.15013699562665175,0.054262924210287306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661961199221686,0.03693704524613998,0.0,0.0,0.10595721631940236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126739925238527,0.11365920733738485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135912685423663,0.0,0.047666038864219,0.0,0.0,0.1116079600951172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03191263840235866,0.0512179141592236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254156960470439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534952576593389,0.0,0.11255309640934204,0.0,0.08241463967782697,0.0,0.049850778685629385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989108302433548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958774444112906,0.09389972464479422,0.0,0.11236359705092808,0.0,0.0,0.045862777800750085,0.0,0.0,0.16547370818262158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323792979775887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910490664126007,0.0,0.048661824186950114,0.051858966768278864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220485905697979,0.058764122969023676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436847132564822,0.0,0.04495011153819136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077207785684202,0.0,0.0,0.035387006816442294,0.0,0.06053043818412687,0.0 adhd,MZC_CRAZY,2019/07/10,"Irony Ive been sitting here at Tim Hortons, and im supposed to be working on my Laptop, but low and behold ive gotten distracted again. How? One might ask... By reading r/ADHD posts. I dont understand myself.",0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,93.28571428571428,4.704761904761905,23.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0427809523809528,162,7,30,2,6,56,37,42,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.705,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,4,5,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,20,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805252158434616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29600435278605475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710855505957295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420124747607334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358921745846033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145552651684596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30324201226859465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167135924706523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296208191917695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050888838045064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mammry,2019/07/10,"ADHD is ruining my college life I struggled in high school because I was easily distracted in class and also because the subjects dont interest me as much. My parents and teachers convinced me that I am lazy and always daydreaming, that I have so much wasted potential and if only I was able to put in more effort in studying I would do better. I ended up hating myself because I wasnt good enough and no matter how hard I try I will always fail. After finishing high school, I was highly motivated and excited because I finally get to choose the college course that I am interested in. In my first year first semester of my college life, my classmates and lecturers viewed me as the brightest and smartest student in my class. I was doing extremely good but I also discovered that I wasnt able to pay attention in lectures even if I wanted to so I decided to look it up online and it changed my life. I discovered that I have adhd-pi and felt relief for the first time in my life. I am still undiagnosed because I cant afford to get a diagnosis right now but I am pretty sure I have adhd-pi because every symptoms fits and I can relate to most of the stories here. After entering my second semester, I have fall off significantly. I am late to almost every morning lectures. I skipped classes I am not interested in. I procrastinate on my assignments. I missed my midterm tests. I lost so much interest in this course that Ive been looking forward to my whole high school life. I can clearly see the disappointment in my friends' and lecturers' face. The brightest, most motivated student became the laziest, most unmotivated student in just one semester. Even I couldn't believe it. I was depressed and my depression made the whole situation even worse. I tried to tell my mom, my roommates and my best friend in high school but no one fully understands my pain. I am currently in my third semester and I lost all my friends in class except one. I was an outcast in my class and the situation isnt getting any better. For example, I missed today's midterm test. I didnt even knew that there was a test today because I wasnt paying attention in class and no one informed me that there was a test. I never expected that my college life would end up like this. Why cant I just pay attention when I wanted to? Why cant I just be a normal human being? Why do I have to suffer like this?",4.7036631016042785,6.164801686147188,6.081273236567355,75.66501909854853,70.01731601731602,9.071657754010696,32.419404125286476,9.478462496947786,3.1990308632543933,1897,87,339,42,34,641,197,462,0.156,0.6890000000000001,0.155,0.4863,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,12,19,32,1,2,15,0,43,9,1,4,4,56,60,31,0,9,10,2,2,2,3,3,8,0,0,1,15,17,0,0,11,0,3,4,15,14,0,9,18,6,75,18,44,36,12,53,0,10,4,0,8,31,0,6,22,258,90,35,0.13606684137600564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452888523089873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812564341177739,0.0,0.0,0.10881260388879592,0.11321851211223607,0.0,0.0,0.04626505903324497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903077925161801,0.0,0.0,0.07665036768105933,0.07139687768355686,0.1203400638424982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197033817824998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719417109645786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973466235986121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051483468094375,0.07029671005040644,0.0,0.17974173090381548,0.0,0.11464218237403245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532275292555564,0.07452728691637572,0.0,0.17360757864697834,0.0,0.0,0.15768735617806234,0.0,0.10663396300078412,0.0,0.0,0.11412641089863006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094458181077018,0.0671689179268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35940522125433266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674466186328935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288324102115304,0.0664753856946818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426187744615915,0.0,0.14853303073359406,0.0,0.0,0.06437486763428232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967992005514772,0.0,0.0,0.1500371766941866,0.0,0.05247156816193483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665830741130052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440482630782867,0.051742482136575306,0.07239235632484547,0.0,0.07554306246150673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921444729593625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839237874832511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810016953925923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754138154689664,0.05421382797166832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294483068380224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433157764379122,0.0,0.0,0.07112330294240554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412069385598086,0.07071277362636509,0.0,0.0,0.05946420837571521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039670834713450856,0.0,0.12897545574629082,0.0,0.0,0.092380453632264,0.0,0.0,0.07082519026365737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025574841386668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841687407477835,0.1519137691692684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693318679388099,0.09665798016511644,0.0,0.0,0.04381129235975845 adhd,hazeyblue,2019/07/10,"I think I messed up my ADHD prescription medication by going to my PCP instead of my psychiatrist so i'm prescribed vyvanse 70mg, and granted i've only been prescribed it three times this year (I was out of the country for 5 months), my insurance had no problem prescribing it to me with my psychiatrist prescribing me the medication. But I've been smoking weed for the past couple of weeks and I came up positive for weed twice on my psychiatrist's drug test and she told me she can't keep prescribing me vyvanse if I keep coming up positive for weed. Anyways, so I went to my PCP and asked if she could prescribe me my vyvanse, and she was like ""sure np,"" as soon as she prescribed me the vyvanse, my insurance gave me a call and told me they are not covering vyvanse anymore because its not on the forumalary. Well, it wasn't on the forumalary last year as well... I haven't smoked weed in 2 weeks because I want to be clean on my next drug test at my psychiatrist. But the thing is I'm not even sure if they will keep letting me get prescribed vyvanse because they told me they just will not cover it. &#x200B; I don't know, but honestly I think its because I got it from my PCP instead of my psychiatrist. &#x200B; tl;dr: I got to stop smoking weed.",7.062413151364765,6.309908330645161,7.4088709677419375,75.922729528536,64.48387096774194,10.695285359801488,37.62531017369727,10.035473477838034,3.631677667493797,998,46,195,19,13,327,113,248,0.047,0.887,0.066,0.1356,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,4,0,10,8,0,0,8,0,16,4,0,0,2,33,37,17,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,9,10,0,4,3,0,0,4,9,2,2,2,14,0,44,6,29,18,0,25,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,3,12,135,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366522197719724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24101435983646036,0.2702897466206209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103006804954515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397599390007536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711955208011842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356839100629648,0.12720642685159553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580646524424412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880038256265775,0.12306317850630392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579605428611185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345997830822704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058108031411282415,0.0,0.0632090759991271,0.0,0.17790611441660031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965732158304757,0.0,0.0,0.061123784111941026,0.09065941244993912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373032172925868,0.0,0.054336634754847464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408556083113984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887750054406811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828408157430012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458807192416906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617238879735684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642283414360733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298517509437827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964768753849056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388984451261409,0.14253099178468498,0.0,0.0,0.06485346820386045,0.0,0.0,0.3188273715786825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560063161679526,0.0,0.17842847830674854,0.0,0.20000086544851484,0.10310235917829516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702897466206209,0.14324449064643696 adhd,jbuda323,2019/07/10,One word A one word answer is just not something I can do and I hate it when people do it.... anyone else?,-1.418840579710146,0.5359955217391317,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,93.78260869565216,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.7305246376811592,79,1,19,0,3,27,18,23,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826130235416362,0.4141315950245866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376416854944345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39904544182454144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477675363831529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28020848262844805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111585783011199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ScoochMagooch475,2019/07/10,"The necessity to explain to someone what you just watched, learned, did, etc so it won't become boring. I've noticed people get their dopamine hits from different places. I feel like I've got an awfully annoying one because I have to bombard someone with the shit I just did in the hopes of getting some sort of conversation out of them about it. Problem is that either a.) No one knows that I'm asking them to deep dive with me, even if it's just for a minute, or b.) They truly couldn't give a shit. It's so frustrating because normal people conversate on the surface level, and I've got a fucking pickaxe and I'm trying to break down to layer 40 RIGHT NOW.",3.8672727272727268,5.298962090909093,4.844363636363639,83.84154545454548,72.03030303030303,7.40121212121212,29.86666666666667,7.908726449838941,1.9930248484848487,524,22,102,7,10,171,91,132,0.081,0.785,0.133,0.795,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,0,8,9,5,0,9,1,6,3,2,0,0,21,20,6,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,4,2,9,2,18,13,3,11,0,0,1,1,10,9,3,5,2,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964042392225728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123242774069254,0.2004080998457682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958687617337505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237565112191125,0.119852490888461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917515304873824,0.1296349221111964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677566672216248,0.1896105189698148,0.17407278131266488,0.0,0.0,0.2902599680556823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023053191577326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972556413788412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865209562872474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779208292877385,0.0,0.20659319255151729,0.0,0.0,0.2459237223733457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160276398845866,0.0,0.18958687617337505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363252825916525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496568337930225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725317677087684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075006105902305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231992973647032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Meraere,2019/07/10,"Head feeling empty Anyone's head just feels empty of everything sometimes? Like someone asks me what game to play or what food to cook, but my brain comes up empty. Maybe its me focusing on the fact my mind is blank instead of the actual issue asked, or maybe is avoidance idk.",4.834811320754717,6.484063000000003,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,69.9433962264151,7.564150943396226,26.45754716981132,8.07648339933343,1.6807773584905656,221,7,40,3,4,69,41,53,0.172,0.748,0.08,-0.6652,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,5,3,0,1,10,7,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.20567460325493445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737061806946772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940705178085733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352815754948953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155394313658493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894204873610223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313654076614247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25485585046798603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326079555080904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998215437080884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296831504393314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234801790785126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128108774456156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857908221403276,0.0,0.20845031867324296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gateface970,2019/07/10,"I think I’ve found a connection between the weather and the severity of my ADHD symptoms! I’m mainly writing this down for myself, but also to see if anyone else has noticed this happening! I live in the PNW, and we’ve been having pretty shitty weather the last few weeks. Instead of clear skies, 80° temperatures, and sun, we’ve been hit with overcast skies, clouds, and a lot of rain, especially over the last week or so. I’ve noticed that my brain has not been responding well recently, and I’m starting to think the weather has something to do with it! I’ve had a really hard time focusing, it’s taken me longer to get out of bed and fully wake up, and I’ve been feeling a lot more spaced out/less present than normal. Basically, I feel a lot more ADHD than I’m used to feeling, almost like my meds aren’t working as well, even though I’m on the same dose as I usually am. It’s really frustrating, and even though I know it won’t last forever, it feels like there’s nothing I can do to stop this from happening. I do suffer from seasonal affective disorder in the winter, and during that time, I feel very (mentally) similar to how I’ve been feeling lately. Although it’s luckily not as severe right now as it was this past winter, it’s still present. I’ve been thinking about what’s changed in my life, and the only thing that’s been much different is the weather! Due to my job, I’m outside for at least five hours a day, and I noticed that last month, I was a lot more productive and overall more focused on days when the weather was nice and the sun was out. There could easily be another explanation for how I’ve been feeling, but I’m curious to see if anyone else has experienced this as well! While I’m no expert on ADHD, I am an expert on my own mental health and well-being, I’m definitely keeping an eye on it. I’ll talk to my psychiatrist if it gets worse or lingers for too long, but for now I’m just trying to figure out what it could possibly be. Any ideas are greatly appreciated, thanks for reading my rant!",8.379570768812822,5.927680748166258,8.822277913610435,72.2819688943222,63.034229828850854,12.218473240967127,37.8811464276012,10.746095033038511,3.845769247487096,1602,62,320,32,18,539,201,409,0.092,0.779,0.129,0.943,3,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,1,21,10,1,0,21,0,32,7,3,4,1,61,65,36,0,6,11,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,23,19,0,2,14,1,0,0,5,2,3,1,15,12,21,8,49,44,14,49,0,1,3,0,3,19,0,10,32,208,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862535896125769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950304217952085,0.0,0.0,0.0634924868477564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399160661904613,0.08325301806961423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103024417872533,0.16269997589453133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863154379131177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398982446704653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678156113471467,0.0,0.0,0.10240695239146293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295131304042531,0.09099402717751387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326493673772271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487984918609744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810129612719515,0.05672010226690561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705297748732277,0.0,0.0,0.08296165764363947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753372830172007,0.0,0.0,0.14041821132465748,0.0,0.07112269940744928,0.0,0.0,0.08439361631511942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818849344284512,0.0,0.0,0.08962776253679478,0.0,0.0,0.07878770115064522,0.0705702952484462,0.0,0.0,0.043633645196884036,0.2588714487541564,0.08956148938353156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560793315210551,0.07757718133889281,0.0,0.07010760841819831,0.07026244623401905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699965796769577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819041064600182,0.0,0.16002381407468486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337266492951628,0.0,0.05836476736136036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779065210002731,0.07618204458681586,0.2711766278329838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060383792853339675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579190997084329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950640407298698,0.0,0.08077368296604942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941690322489643,0.0,0.10172547522550207,0.0,0.07839339664152402,0.0,0.0,0.067803252904302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653573709073265,0.0,0.0,0.17938844598157447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112247145253826,0.0,0.0,0.05619648529212111,0.0,0.06340528313230573,0.06637812428641206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252223894997983,0.0,0.06381502930011942,0.0,0.07309663350489519,0.0,0.0,0.052746787620540685,0.1526201334419177,0.15601118955008694,0.0,0.09259221308066314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053904276964373235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857214916712177,0.08744283569345213,0.06550953456106773,0.0,0.0,0.12737243003800922,0.0,0.28554406206488114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057800809678495324,0.0,0.08091071357384427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jaekinlrukia,2019/07/10,"Reward Systems for ADHD Hey y'all, I've seen some post before about this or maybe it's comments inside other posts but I was wondering if any of you have the information/simplified version of the difference of reward systems between NT and people with ADHD? I can't remember for the life of me what the other posts/comments said and I wanted to tell somebody about it the other day but I couldn't recall it. So yeah if any of y'all remember or have links or whatnot could you post them?",2.993115693012601,5.215856536082477,4.4277663230240565,82.5141122565865,76.42268041237114,6.785337915234822,25.21076746849943,7.793537801064563,1.6024052691867134,392,14,71,6,9,130,60,97,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,2,3,2,0,0,5,1,6,1,0,0,0,18,10,10,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,10,2,12,5,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,7,1,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458336678051504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227221823391843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783400902400554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809461905941454,0.0,0.0,0.11962243143018572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193792267507208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101348751957004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863445373924968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859189182434508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329298543172155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202365223599389,0.0,0.17643863869095286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212199947357836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940381413887812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201150488216194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,geskke,2019/07/10,"Can't stop interrupting people on the phone... This is a daily struggle for me. I spend a lot of the time talking to clients on the phone at work, and I cannot, for the life of me, stop interrupting them. It's not intentional at all, and I try all the time to avoid it, but it happens subconsciously. I think because often times, I know the answer or solution to their inquiry during their long-winded explanations, so I eagerly want to cut to the chase, but even in common interactions over the phone, I find myself doing it a lot and I hate it. I find myself apologizing with, ""oh, sorry - you go!"" or ""sorry, continue"" and it's driving me up the wall. &#x200B; Does anyone have tips for getting over this?",3.1870924574209236,5.2128506715328475,4.796806569343065,81.0062074209246,75.13138686131387,7.486374695863748,25.2852798053528,8.344100000000001,1.7149615571776162,550,19,106,10,12,185,83,137,0.102,0.785,0.113,0.1493,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,3,1,3,5,2,2,12,0,5,1,0,1,2,25,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,5,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,18,1,19,12,4,18,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,5,7,78,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398914981372015,0.21755250677129176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251885337566822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091407759878052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566786135038592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825385630148252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727759462397904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354071366098213,0.0,0.10175223519380136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583239784663836,0.0,0.0,0.17676437249163776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839538956366413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646084567507393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844426331325656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30442584521987504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241233990098554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008399719897145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29936996408144423,0.0,0.18717088799681733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390511358079916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147212387559764,0.0,0.0,0.3131979978589178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155602189834723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560209576906728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130342838874642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755250677129176,0.0 adhd,notlakura225,2019/07/10,I stopped yet another thief. I work in a small grocery shop and we recently got security. Despite this though thanks to my brain spotting things as fast as it does I seem to spot the thieves long before anyone else! It really amazes me that they walk right past the guard and he doesn't even notice them.,5.343813559322033,6.410292152542375,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,68.15254237288136,8.611864406779661,28.309322033898304,8.841846274778883,1.9459457627118641,243,8,49,4,4,74,51,59,0.17300000000000001,0.736,0.09,-0.6603,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,5,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,27,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763398741479154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179656182244338,0.2517448887375382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090694502136532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742783212806855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501048301585135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524772697650592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228008528581064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650577147774467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174334890015791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797268597273341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454491419450516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739933765582065,0.0,0.24259544977525105,0.0,0.0,0.20982329302250866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236726787853429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541310373544994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262041376171705,0.0,0.0,0.16322970065347006,0.0,0.2413953618564595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886982860876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strawbarry92,2019/07/10,"So I’m at the DMV because I lost my wallet and need to replace my drivers license.... ...And I lose my car keys. Luckily I found them at the lost and found because I left the keys at the front desk when I came in. Jesus Christ, I can’t stop losing things! What I suspect to be sleep apnea exacerbated by allergies has made me even more forgetful.",2.3686190476190454,4.0905751000000015,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,76.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.4182380952380949,267,10,56,4,6,90,49,70,0.23199999999999998,0.723,0.045,-0.893,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,11,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,6,0,12,0,7,4,1,10,2,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565710598781185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069341310802145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899716660130845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614849204626551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22864948471944166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470869025781612,0.4594519105799126,0.0,0.0,0.1991284752073026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604255788127258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105973276054544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594173278700326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981053717129088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sammyh01,2019/07/10,"Late diagnosis means I'm not getting into university. So I’m finishing up with school. Just had my final exams. I’ve never been good at exams but I am pretty good at academic stuff. I had never revised in my life (cos I just couldn’t) and I’m lucky that thus far I’ve been able to scrape past without revising. Then came my A Levels and I realised I was failing every subject I was taking. Something was off. So, maybe about 12 years too late, I went to a doctor and was, for the first time, tested for ADHD. They diagnosed me within about 10 mins and drugged me up beyond belief. Just like that, I went from 'smart but lazy' to having a diagnosed learning disability overnight, weird. The pills I was given, despite making me drop about 15kg and develop this weird sleep pattern of one night on, one night off, I was concentrating more on revision . However, now I was working slower as I was thinking about my work. I did revise but now was running out of time on every single practice paper I did. I tried to apply for extra time and other access arrangements. I was a month too late. There was nothing I could do. My diagnosis was in March, had it had been in February, I would’ve had time to finish my exams because the extra time would be there. To no one's surprise, I ran out of time on every single exam. Whilst the content of each exam was good for the most part, on all eleven of them, I simply had no time to finish the paper. I get that it’s important for the exam boards to keep their admin in order but do they just expect nothing to happen between February and June that may warrant extra time! So yeah, now I won’t be getting into university. Got plans for next year, still pissed off though. Cheers for hearing me out.",3.646929824561404,5.262414277777778,4.9453216374269005,82.16780701754391,72.8888888888889,7.171929824561403,25.239766081871338,7.793537801064563,1.444299415204679,1361,43,256,18,27,452,178,342,0.091,0.825,0.084,-0.2852,2,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,4,5,21,12,1,0,11,1,35,9,2,3,3,43,54,17,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,9,15,0,1,4,0,0,5,8,4,0,5,30,1,36,8,53,17,10,66,1,1,0,0,5,25,1,3,35,192,45,16,0.09797008719207316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177410063315775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059721655826814386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120516802187045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822114272432097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887515249163987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027653558913284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361419769867125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476320716236036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732144177888643,0.0,0.08333330611753519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535559809748823,0.0,0.0,0.2465179829322216,0.07835562846528896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663462455276867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041940851452274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708031494991109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315435768878732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919916990345135,0.047863235941795854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539579395090349,0.0,0.0984241206591593,0.1067181458673879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819878890756048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112114181364628,0.0,0.1041922991751764,0.18387658030809065,0.0,0.1880098818573147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991611997014018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609205731371338,0.09352353377126696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967079955645672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991509586117074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980408400173777,0.0,0.0,0.07542215950586052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823903818471037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215231069692262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366131304065138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277527601394144,0.09625511324491004,0.0,0.4570171655701525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651525827799636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163850469470896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443966798244424,0.0,0.14264678058787245,0.0,0.0,0.13919027808425374,0.0,0.0,0.12617904815242784 adhd,alght,2019/07/10,Book recommendations for adulthood diagnosis? I’m looking for audiobooks geared toward an audience of newly diagnosed adults. I am NOT looking for a self help book. I’m more so looking to learn more about the condition. Thanks.,4.933076923076921,8.448321282051282,5.605846153846155,68.76415384615385,79.76923076923076,9.273846153846154,33.44102564102564,9.3871,4.467877948717949,186,10,27,6,5,60,30,39,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,7,7,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32485393149666897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145293186816869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8063087984025099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33389214476391715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946680367816989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mentallystarving,2019/07/10,"I found out last month that I have ADHD-PI. I’m 20 and I feel like I have lost out on what I could’ve become. What can I do to improve my life and myself? Title says it all. Also.. I dont know if this info is relevant but im currently taking Adderall 15 mg XR and Dextroamphetamine-Amphetamine 10 mg daily.",0.26883116883117003,2.264250212121212,3.2841125541125566,88.31045454545458,84.75757575757575,6.195670995670996,18.51948051948052,7.447530270364453,0.4769116883116884,238,6,52,4,7,85,51,66,0.03,0.903,0.067,0.2617,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,12,12,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,4,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310350080334393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202756924951408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042107116255584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199228409617031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228230432778593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927480178586255,0.19678012983168167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30201455088322043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975311427890521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513790353633084,0.22452691047632653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945570916931489,0.1345699955194744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006840663116725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198599920347112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904733153766698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071026409057108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,addladymiss,2019/07/10,"Advice on Support Groups? Today I’m starting to attend a 6 week support group for those with ADD/ADHD. I’ve never done anything like this before. I’m pretty nervous and wanted to see if anyone has any advice to get the most out of such an experience. I just really hope it’s not a waste of time and that no one shows up.",3.0555223880597002,4.194209477611942,4.958388059701496,83.38026865671642,73.62686567164178,6.554029850746268,22.35522388059701,6.742157984588678,0.6642859701492534,253,6,50,2,5,87,56,67,0.091,0.7090000000000001,0.2,0.8278,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,11,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,10,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,6,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554431672900888,0.4154017788479971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445409333086355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486195366653286,0.0,0.17491010956485772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086395031433586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175119110494884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079141740082391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104832931951557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211109590020166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384093840079664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639312602809791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402902675428025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162392314988104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361646379047714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937441466632305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504436141361799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823972564049845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393930958770512,0.0,0.20147205187914732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253671887761742,0.0,0.17049437003591789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CalIigraphy,2019/07/10,"ADHD and grades I’ve improved a lot in school over the years, I used to miss assignments or forget to study, but having solved those problems I’m now having a new problem. I’m now prepared and know all the information, however I read too fast and I always miss a part on exams even though I knew the answer. This is the second time I was supposed to get an A on an exam but wound up with a B. It’s so frustrating. The professor said if I knew all the information I would get an A. Then why is it I’m getting a B. I’ve never been an A student and this time around I really wanted it. I feel so disappointed, let down, and deterred. Do you guys have any tips? What should I do?",1.4278321678321682,3.1785445104895125,3.6356643356643374,88.58888111888115,79.41958041958044,6.637762237762238,21.48951048951049,7.61054688173877,0.7546195804195808,527,15,116,8,13,181,89,143,0.162,0.787,0.05,-0.9490000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,18,0,12,1,0,1,3,29,27,13,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,2,11,0,11,19,4,16,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,3,9,82,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430669514842981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682894167325006,0.0,0.0,0.13753792828651812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004667918444228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358518183981713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022644151438202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170041206598328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026074331240235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115211307402352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681582078826244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719469586968861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598879434589066,0.19533572036019095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901862190068347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870546650948392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230619210042186,0.0,0.12956746420971998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923874535621332,0.0,0.0,0.20468927519290245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871103254653746,0.0,0.2358689055584773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746803239463712,0.0,0.0,0.11929315125260555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825004844324333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367363429404278,0.0,0.0,0.1302433091544572 adhd,WPln92,2019/07/10,"How do you deal with the permanence of ADHD? I just got my diagnosis today and I feel relieved and worried at the same time. It’s great to finally know why I’ve always been like thus, but I never thought I’d be like this forever. How do you deal with knowing your brain is never going to function ‘normally’ and you just can’t do certain things and never will?",3.0416894977168925,4.722947438356165,4.672808219178084,83.2310388127854,74.61643835616438,7.606392694063928,27.235159817351605,8.344100000000001,1.930499543378996,285,11,56,5,6,96,53,73,0.022000000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,3,4,22,14,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,8,5,6,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,8,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458284985552498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020139671584206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283446579413105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217626758269789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034262678530366,0.0,0.0,0.22407375066075536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162500762582874,0.0,0.16359675442835928,0.22551631611479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482988247783808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986490338687932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732830712443162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041487584416276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589346029078178,0.0,0.0,0.16238928915522968,0.11927433687556688,0.0,0.19388881111880052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845739200646904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772973468179334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aeliascent,2019/07/10,"26/MtF Law Student: I think I'm finally gonna get tested for ADHD Hi folks, I think yesterday is the final straw that broke the... tractor's motor. I was sitting in my civil procedure class, and I had no idea what was going on. The words on the projector and the words coming out of the professor's mouth are like a train track, and my b(t)rain has completely derailed, but it's still struggling to get back on. The entire situation was so frustrated that it reminded me of my previous relationship. &#x200B; My ex-partner would often give me the silent treatment, or yell at me when I don't respond immediately or if I ask for clarification. She should say that I don't love her because I just can't process what she's saying. She likes to tease me with bits of information that I JUST HAVE TO KNOW NOW, and it was so frustrating. I try my best to be a good partner, but every tower I build seems to have some overlooked foundational crack. &#x200B; Then there's my sister. I try to be a good sibling, but I often get called selfish for my impulsive behavior. Maybe I am selfish, but I don't want to blame it on ADHD, so I have to figure this out. Oddly enough, my sister says she doesnt think I have ADHD, but she thinks she has it. Weird. &#x200B; When I was a toddler, my mom had me tested for ADHD, and the doctor concluded that I didn't have it. I don't even remember the test. But chances are, the doctor is Chinese and probably did favors for my parents. Speaking as a Chinese American, we stigmatize mental illness in the community, so I don't trust that the doctor nor my parents knew what was best for me.",5.41,5.869395000000001,6.395624999999999,77.70687500000003,67.75,9.4,31.9375,9.3871,2.80473125,1280,51,246,24,20,427,165,320,0.14400000000000002,0.76,0.096,-0.9332,3,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,0,3,15,17,3,1,18,0,33,6,1,1,0,44,51,24,0,4,11,5,0,2,1,3,4,5,0,1,16,11,0,0,13,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,11,5,46,9,28,35,5,21,0,1,0,1,27,9,0,7,11,178,62,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256030296821597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877799107706646,0.32273578726797825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276741205284334,0.0,0.0,0.06807724138316629,0.0,0.053969552430074896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858221062591784,0.0,0.09665628345357648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904031927180237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626426917176139,0.09282629673846088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185514216205475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147936960600238,0.0,0.05847592377787845,0.0,0.07459377946928689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939695106831333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876620551526242,0.0849299552840808,0.050315957005681984,0.14851636892987016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994419807343012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865601410537127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650655732401802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990546232913162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894438151049266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922152755838507,0.0,0.0,0.10369004255924542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661323345374795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545471063780342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950524672143043,0.10029185210483696,0.0,0.0,0.21121755784996826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059809983960635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995160135191142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070342934953404,0.0,0.0,0.0925550415204726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269162502775538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021765536589547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052219693260851255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289206910646318,0.0,0.32273578726797825,0.0 adhd,Mavikartil,2019/07/10,"How do I explain my ADHD to others? Hi guys! I’ve been following this sub for awhile now. I’ve looked through the top posts and read nearly everything you all have said! You guys make it seem so easy even though I know it’s not. How do you explain yourself to others? Do you have to explain yourself to others? Should I? Every time I make what I call and “ADHD move”, I tend to freeze up and panic if others notice. I catch myself going on a ramble about my brain and all this unnecessary information. After a short while I get embarrassed and feel like I need to shut up. Having medication has definitely improved my sociableness (Vyvanse) but I still blunder sometimes. I keep hearing things like “oh my son has ADHD and you remind me of him so much!” (I’m 25, her son is 8...) not really the best feeling. How do you guys manage your sometimes social awkwardness? One last thing. Most of the time I’m an extreme extrovert. Like EXTREME. I feel like I’m pretty well liked by others, it’s just sometimes I take it too far and either 1) share too much 2) don’t shut up or 3) say things impulsively without thinking. TL;DR how do you guys manage your awkward social situations after they’ve already happened? Do you explain yourself or just move on?",2.0067249555423814,4.647039522821579,3.5327608180201544,85.06472510373446,83.2323651452282,5.600533491404861,23.129964433906345,7.021680442328713,1.0491765263781865,979,35,180,13,28,322,138,241,0.051,0.7909999999999999,0.158,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,10,0,2,16,12,0,4,6,0,15,2,1,6,2,40,41,19,0,3,10,2,4,5,0,1,1,3,0,4,15,7,0,1,11,1,0,5,4,4,1,1,2,8,31,8,21,38,7,25,0,0,1,0,31,11,0,5,13,125,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730080871085567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416812486000133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857245455541382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549298875804535,0.1056418607089934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683328233090239,0.0,0.08716755928113028,0.0,0.09298109370151113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693393790943164,0.1478203775597343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405236885045039,0.0,0.05879738493322272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097574835780577,0.09148728662635136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660432682694052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919579414634961,0.0,0.0,0.05685763644218799,0.08433181924242156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527209881774584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687839649951867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811761235716974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042227304378534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199182863053034,0.15210660070646975,0.07671256038602416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778725680893735,0.0,0.0,0.0701056029118089,0.0,0.0,0.12138529876743105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908386112821957,0.1052536564263065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034856792402035,0.0,0.06627764035278716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841194726895827,0.0822737013108147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418398820518308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629076941222426,0.0,0.21092415638075493,0.0,0.0,0.3069668790745854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262143858446369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778730148843356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619806072742505,0.06629150526574586,0.1016466474016429,0.0,0.12065401286010136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302088099592222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972951366973072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gooeyoutcome,2019/07/10,"Things I can do to help my ADHD without meds and GO! I have Bipolar Disorder type 2 and I'm balanced finally. No more manic phases. No more depression. The last fight in front of me is my ADHD. I've been told this would be the next step by my doctor. And she told me ADHD meds are off the table because they can throw me into a manic state. I want to do my homework here and if you know of things I can do on my own that have worked for you, I would greatly appreciate any advice.",0.8476470588235259,2.7426447450980405,3.0801568627450986,91.14670588235296,81.94117647058823,5.648627450980393,20.003921568627447,6.742157984588678,0.2320086274509805,372,10,82,4,10,127,68,102,0.132,0.802,0.066,-0.7901,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,14,2,0,0,0,11,20,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,3,0,17,1,11,14,3,12,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,61,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899043267383044,0.1598837745898933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126456927661328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973886546940773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092232065895766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751824356860364,0.16746802737462355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792334572003142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929868090578726,0.0,0.0,0.18038734511803356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966843343945099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899191382292976,0.1333689718055335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634812397449047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400759517647693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173985540654075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126844202333618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650502415683183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772009683039248,0.0,0.11911448085059598,0.0,0.0,0.2324563883619192,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,completedesaster,2019/07/10,"Anyone here on Guanfacine/Clonidine combo to treat their ADHD w/ RSD? So long story short, I stopped taking Adderall for my ADHD because of panic attacks. I've been about 7 months without medicine now and I've been doing not so great. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist coming up to discuss going on a non-stimulant med. However, a recent incident with my friend group has made me realize my RSD is really, really out of control, and in conjunction with the lack of focus from not being on meds, is making me feel really depressed too. I've read good things about small doses of Guanfacine and Clonidine in combination helping to relieve RSD in 1 in 3 adults with ADHD... I was wondering if any of you are on Guanfacine/Clonidine and if it's done anything to improve your RSD symptoms?",7.032492492492491,7.667437324324329,7.407117117117117,71.24659159159162,64.27027027027026,9.82102102102102,36.03903903903904,9.725611199111238,3.7312003003003,636,29,102,12,9,208,100,148,0.11900000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.105,-0.4752,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,7,8,1,1,4,0,11,2,0,3,0,23,18,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,1,12,5,28,12,1,19,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,3,5,71,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54816805622719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339249926263716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630999111007834,0.0,0.12511606892420624,0.0,0.0,0.17296759239058485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268224953861877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096910587531016,0.0,0.0,0.17052592938591565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095193761634358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155589835958638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687605592927843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746582408733178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640790729211834,0.12752404407616738,0.0,0.16762477550906724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019092914954225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455072696205392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386404326485666,0.10148796462224673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33776460967441785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135697791376678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783863288211614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208127007697658,0.0,0.292202393506862,0.0,0.15012128202895833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711235312484848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580279058926381,0.1143152530193356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101008703790626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656125576416545,0.16488103089724762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fischbrot,2019/07/10,"just had a 90 min interview i was so fucking bored after 1 hour I didn't care anymore about the job. was actually 1 hour 45 min. position for hr not full time... made clear at the beginning i can't do big size offices because concentration... he asked how many people is possible? 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Negative Adderall experience Hi all, I (24F) was diagnosed with ADHD about two years ago. I really struggled growing up with school and that massively affected how I looked at my own capabilities. Towards the end of college, I was pretty depressed, had a lot of anxiety, and was failing classes. Noticing my negative mental health, my parents urged me to see a doctor. I went and was diagnosed with adhd as the stem of my issues. I started off with meds, 10 mgs of ir adderall twice a day. Taking it was life changing. I could think straight and focus and get excited about accomplishments. I was overwhelmed in the most positive way and it was like, “whoa, so this is what it’s like.” Fast forward a year and I got a job. At first it was all good and I was excited about what I was doing. But then adderall just became too much. I was never eating because it suppressed my appetite too much. The idea of food was disgusting to me. I lost a lot of weight, I was too weak to workout. I could never sleep. And I had entered a long distance relationship and was also enduring SAD. I was having panic attacks daily and always had the urge to self harm. I became a shell of myself. I had tried taking breaks, and even tried switching to vyvnase to only switch back to adderall. Well, I got off adderall, and parts of me came back I haven’t been in touch with for a long time. My relationships are better. And I take care of myself better. However, after being off of it for a couple months, I’m remembering why is started to take it in the first place. I’m struggling to remember to do things, I can’t focus at work, I get anxious and depressed because I’m so overwhelmed and frustrated with myself. Ultimately, it makes me question my self worth again. It’s a horrible feeling I’m sure many of you know. I find myself questioning my capabilities, and I am making excuses for myself, something I cannot do. I just want a clear mind and to sit down and finish a task without that overwhelmed feeling. I can’t stop thinking about how unproductive I am. But the idea of going back in adderall scares me and is something I don’t want to do. My question is, has anyone had a similar experience with adderall? Has anyone found success with a non-stimulation med? I know meds are different for everyone. But this is just so daunting. I want to go see my doctor and talk about the non-stimulant meds for adhd, but he even told me awhile back that generally they don’t work as well. TL;DR I’ve had a negative experience with adderall, but want to go back in meds. Im considering a non-stimulant med, but am wondering if they have worked for anyone else.",3.5060008361204,5.655326575,4.907541806020066,80.01224080267559,74.59615384615384,7.752508361204014,28.41973244147157,8.587818076936951,2.3453369565217392,2129,89,390,42,46,709,231,520,0.107,0.813,0.08,-0.9241,4,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,3,2,12,27,29,3,7,26,0,50,12,1,5,6,83,89,37,0,7,11,1,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,2,18,31,3,2,17,1,1,8,12,17,2,4,30,7,59,12,65,56,9,53,0,8,3,0,18,17,0,8,29,287,77,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369391630682092,0.0,0.054998120674228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049616436455020535,0.05162544513216221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746336780039332,0.07009187915533813,0.0,0.13014748661731945,0.06357124611106366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058382497205541,0.0,0.2385394162213845,0.0,0.07564269802261901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097454691321696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709616243250991,0.06325782991429849,0.0,0.06563415603061704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907391541919347,0.06865032889890826,0.0,0.04001314405960208,0.0,0.10687653700574537,0.12594638323283958,0.0,0.06482260747164631,0.0,0.1270089985836849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348633761086439,0.05182966705220047,0.0,0.05495242667793599,0.0,0.0,0.08195874237895004,0.0,0.0,0.0592855479776452,0.0,0.1820723424822857,0.0,0.0,0.06274245945449716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341389153434682,0.10554891726637214,0.07502365763866764,0.06802786818032333,0.0,0.0,0.06483069129972596,0.0,0.1057828322672622,0.05203942936590725,0.09924425336698736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594970064960484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400798867801692,0.06701799400725206,0.06475764949412156,0.061568937706781186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819534378621085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382339906651148,0.06062297256508852,0.0,0.0,0.10981369203898783,0.052101199483587074,0.0,0.06772818053684876,0.10549490816713884,0.0,0.0,0.08282948999475974,0.06290271562320525,0.0,0.0,0.4135003169352916,0.06250264148575539,0.06252559788187904,0.0,0.06264659171820694,0.0,0.049522801178038325,0.0,0.09121872255344876,0.0,0.09570406862288082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063732309632287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718713614423058,0.0,0.07279507818139554,0.06889234195828177,0.06718743262286132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482260747164631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312089047217065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208509900695494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974687264561951,0.0,0.0,0.13322372986346692,0.1405671520571626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062116707503997115,0.06279167847143931,0.09888181531943528,0.0,0.12945051281702669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208864734782407,0.0,0.0,0.09552875848351924,0.0,0.0,0.08782989862021921,0.0,0.0,0.05187142840313237,0.0,0.12972338551954815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058475584968235135,0.0,0.18659698500127173,0.049868488436069724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041219170426516384,0.07951037493968993,0.0,0.0,0.03617826206400028,0.0,0.0,0.0592855479776452,0.0,0.08424738942954668,0.0,0.06060781638535032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638025739724972,0.0492475123116338,0.0,0.07555268244697037,0.11156972670264256,0.05751526129711305,0.055984915323793294,0.0,0.0,0.05980804774794104,0.06728389789795602,0.18067461791745146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990839758239099 adhd,MrSpaceBiscuit,2019/07/10,"Trialing medication not going well Quick back story Currently a UK university student going into my third year in September. Got private diagnosed in January of this year, then I went to a private psychiatrist in early June to be prescribed medication for it. Trialed Concerta 18mg XL for 3 weeks - Only felt the stimulant part and very small improvement with focusing, Currently halfway through a 2 week trial of Lisdexamfetamine 30mg - Feels alot worse than the Concerta, feel more tired, frustrated, less motivated and more low in mood than before along with no improvement in my concentration. When I go back for a reassessment I'll probably be advised to go back on Concerta but double the dosage. Wondering if anyone else has had a similar problem before? I've done my research into getting Adderall prescribed, It seems very hard to get due it being only manufactured in the US and also it being imported would ramp up the cost and could cost around £400-£500 a month and the NHS will not cover the costs because it's not licensed in this country.",10.48502955082742,9.586146994680854,10.319432624113476,58.282777777777795,57.776595744680854,14.100236406619384,44.29314420803782,13.023866798666859,6.188366903073287,857,44,129,27,9,283,126,188,0.091,0.875,0.033,-0.8247,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,14,0,10,4,0,2,0,27,23,10,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,6,0,3,5,4,3,1,1,5,4,6,1,27,11,6,35,0,1,0,0,2,14,0,4,16,89,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113299372632084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990641383979843,0.14516524797891878,0.0,0.12612293118847484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32682354643192096,0.0,0.08636523340335253,0.0,0.2411140797120437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311788253248235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379958764770226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498517854983606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835329540579916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327270963993607,0.0,0.13603253043424585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804119715897116,0.0,0.3220741455166998,0.0,0.11331236629632516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691513000721347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854501682967035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308555602419575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550410724448904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342282736954474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275220920841584,0.1355661462712298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897779194172673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283733982877954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042047850920564,0.0,0.0,0.2337973998399489,0.0,0.0,0.2272901429823331,0.0,0.1273850052855155,0.13133637736439882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364310629181113,0.0,0.0,0.1443813834085904,0.1006435662892884,0.0,0.0,0.1824712123839747 adhd,leekdumpingg,2019/07/10,"Self diagnosis When I tell people I have ADHD they just think I diagnosed myself. Now whenever I get over stimulated and start fidgeting a lot in front of people, they just think I’m weird because I stopped telling people I have ADHD :(",3.2015909090909105,6.093637795454544,4.737454545454547,76.77118181818186,80.13636363636364,8.065454545454546,26.981818181818184,8.841846274778883,2.7752236363636364,189,8,32,5,5,63,31,44,0.157,0.797,0.046,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,3,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444937040221308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809150526495828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992471313092835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835336368184485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925889880637596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711452759816132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363217685186034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034016798433098,0.0,0.0,0.18939048488963595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39599704720112144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29030448798428105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,manzananaranja,2019/07/10,"Good luck, internet algorithms! Don't know if it's just me, but my internet search history is all over the place. I have recently searched: basketball trades, best baby names (I'm not pregnant), cost of living calculator by city, chile relleno recipe, and ""why is my family annoying?"" &#x200B; Have fun, Google ads!",4.5624242424242425,7.698088181818186,4.9340909090909095,76.0144696969697,76.27272727272728,10.212121212121213,30.984848484848484,10.125756701596842,4.216212121212122,250,12,41,9,6,79,50,55,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329958819956694,0.3700380587357939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195861174201671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28708438377000445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542585150465075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673620749448203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689061333598257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816970155026864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006872670091449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27479153484653834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700380587357939,0.0 adhd,ForeignFrog,2019/07/10,"I can focus on everything except for the one thing I MUST do before the EOD. I'm a freelancer and a client sent me a text to translate last night, due today at 6PM. I've been in front of my laptop for hours but I've translated like 40 words out of 700... I have 2 hours left to finish translating + proofreading the text and I have no idea how I'll manage. It's like the words don't make sense to me, like I don't register the meaning of them? But only those words. I've read blog posts, I've written drafts for blog posts, I've focussed on about every unessential task on my list... But I can't do that ONE SIMPLE THING that I HAVE to do! It frustrates me so much. I've wanted to be a freelance translator for years and I've finally given up on that dream to go back to traditional employment because I'm failing so bad at this. The thing is... I'm a word nerd. I love languages and speak 5 of them. I love writing and translating. But the minute there's a deadline, I just can't do it. My focus goes out the window and I panic. I am diagnosed in my home country but I live abroad and can't have a diagnosis (or medication) in my country of adoption because there is no services for treating Adult ADHD in my area. So, anyway... I just needed to get this off my chest and I thought I'd vent here to people who might understand instead of burdening my neurotypical husband once again! Thanks for reading.",2.319583333333334,4.088619958333337,3.85766111111111,87.92345000000002,76.84722222222223,6.830222222222222,25.06166666666667,7.699297019823105,1.2596856666666665,1100,39,231,16,25,365,152,288,0.105,0.782,0.11199999999999999,0.284,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,1,14,13,1,1,15,0,21,5,1,2,1,34,38,18,0,3,9,1,0,3,0,2,2,1,2,1,13,10,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,6,0,2,5,1,28,7,37,30,1,32,0,1,0,2,10,16,0,2,14,146,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691279186789311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821127991627866,0.1175021478760033,0.17157317853397094,0.0,0.1197493117753872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283613528469255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856955696445318,0.0,0.1264774094534625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416083693533994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352466307800477,0.0,0.07997906491469027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116183376395328,0.0,0.2771778096168609,0.0,0.0,0.15886498004318714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471224533580418,0.0,0.0,0.15290157386458586,0.0,0.0,0.20625803349967212,0.0,0.12426555675380532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540253446014461,0.0,0.09393714956134393,0.0,0.0,0.1532942384150936,0.0,0.14176883092236636,0.0,0.14929035454881345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345140099063953,0.10434815857633822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320638590166619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987091346697892,0.19072210686019506,0.10703011851533842,0.0,0.16511419174229122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756319719103318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695573815118541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153251601556895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956359608120396,0.0,0.0,0.2804806387721445,0.0,0.0,0.11172245143254808,0.0,0.0,0.1333938549532537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650299318424562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300512373566109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062433072302258 adhd,stonedroller,2019/07/10,"Third day on methylphenidate and it’s wearing off too quick. About an hour after taking my tablet(7-8am), things go great, my minds focused and everything seems normal, organised and chilled, then by 3pm I just run out of steam. I start feeling numb, the ideas and motivation disappear rapidly, my down moods start swinging back into action and I just can’t wait to go to sleep and forget today ever happened. I know it’s only meant to last 8-10 hours but what am I meant to do for the next 8 hours of my day that’s left? Is this normal, do you just have good days then start reverting back your normal shitty moods after 8 hours?",6.381094470046081,6.190604782258062,5.973410138248847,83.78725806451615,65.69354838709678,8.698617511520737,29.004608294930872,7.957251820313856,1.6943285714285716,499,14,100,5,7,154,86,124,0.078,0.828,0.094,0.2523,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,6,3,2,1,1,26,19,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,7,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,2,1,11,2,16,17,0,32,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,21,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163351027191344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721640651900423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272452500578093,0.0,0.0,0.1264262994899145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112763912328918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989349018962107,0.11798841755014568,0.0,0.15509061171790015,0.0,0.0,0.12439517151382755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541316021889856,0.0,0.0,0.15880078214907986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730927102454499,0.11466588971622785,0.0,0.0,0.15283978580377391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203791839777094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960553004326366,0.0,0.41348403823982377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698686727008053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280618739354486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077289735229392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987036237155151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576731551533844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345576518832076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333995002988716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LuOnReddit,2019/07/10,"I feel like Guy Pearce in Memento. Anyone else? I have to write things down in order to remember them later. If I'm on the phone or in a meeting and someone asks me to do a task, I have to write it down at that moment or else I will completely forget it. My desk is covered in sticky notes with various things I've been asked to do or things that I need to remember for later on. My phone always has reminders or alarms set so that I remember to do things at certain times. I've even experienced the phenomenon that Guy Pearce's character does in Memento: I've written something down that wasn't exactly clear, and since I can't remember the conversation that led to that particular reminder, I've completely misinterpreted my own notes to myself. So now I have to be super explicit when writing things down. Anyone else relate?",5.284020327498588,6.391004279503108,6.315697346132129,75.85114059853193,68.3167701863354,10.078147939017505,30.785431959345,10.230975488527342,3.19139254658385,663,26,124,17,11,221,88,161,0.061,0.884,0.055,0.1999,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,1,4,23,19,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,14,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,14,3,25,14,2,22,0,0,0,0,12,13,0,5,7,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601649032052053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817802467862529,0.2610960692249138,0.0,0.0,0.2382249167677262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267176854584478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149857349460852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930762328277923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415402710674966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442303139871018,0.09102272859293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252314632342051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224677354059172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447393761207468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773291088261137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539602552613897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795526453861844,0.09808751937317377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42323235870950804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429461111865282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moist_dexterity,2019/07/10,"How does ADHD effect cardio? Does anyone else find cardio unbearable. HIIT and other short bursts of cardio are absolutely fine but when it comes to running/cycling longer distances it's much more of a challenge. Anyone else had similar experiences or have any tips on how to make conditioning easier?",5.275833333333331,8.714571326923082,5.943846153846152,67.8844871794872,76.11538461538461,8.082051282051282,25.974358974358967,8.841846274778883,2.9763743589743585,247,9,33,6,6,80,43,52,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.7561,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,0,9,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28780791640534564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628543260411432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348993800738527,0.4907502587979528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629045261160794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191403873717184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001089183440191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342569811017668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887999695855104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598544787843811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604504567251525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HandJiveGuru,2019/07/10,"For ADHDers who have gone through the process of moving: how do you deal with the anxiety and the disorder? Hi. I was diagnosed with ADHD a long time ago- then later with ADHD-pi- there were no subcategories when I was first diagnosed. I need a lot of support mechanisms to get through the day. Notes, stickies, phone notifications, etc. I have an uneasy relationship with items- I'm not OCD but if I don't figure out a place for things, they quickly get lost and nothing can inspire brain lock like a pile of unorganized tools or clothing. Unfortunately, I'm also a collector. Not a hoarder, but I get down into these rabbit holes, and the next thing I know, I've bought whole collections of viewmaster reels and cassette tapes. It is a serious problem letting go of these things. So... having to de-clutter, organize, go through everything I own, decided what to keep and what to toss, and pack it up... this might be the greatest challenge in my life so far. This is the house we raised our kids in. Everything is evocative. the smell of the basement. the smell of the attic. the feeling of the floors under my feet. that crack in the floor in the dining room. the particular texture of the walls. So many emotions flooding through me, and they are making it so hard to focus on the task at hand. For those of you who have moved... how did you do it? How do you deal with the feelings? Were you sad and depressed, too? And did anxiety spill over and color everything you do throughout the day as well? I would be grateful for any tips or suggestions or even words of encouragement at this point.",3.583039867109637,5.962548707641197,4.165955149501663,84.34169019933556,75.21262458471763,7.356478405315615,28.02574750830565,8.306716005460428,2.0669182724252493,1255,52,237,23,28,397,179,301,0.111,0.8,0.08900000000000001,-0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,2,6,2,3,14,11,0,0,28,0,25,7,3,4,0,43,42,27,0,4,8,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,18,18,1,1,6,0,1,5,4,5,1,1,9,7,22,6,43,28,6,36,0,3,1,0,20,20,0,6,12,177,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29000906670285,0.0,0.10695387190548236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648820585070382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204991664856852,0.0,0.18460234268713252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469150551163134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562570618132693,0.24878116391210145,0.10392045499447848,0.2449257024441585,0.0,0.0,0.1382817221593636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572126254761213,0.0,0.0,0.13456284062159446,0.07969185788961214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253123058667622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201415047034045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262955568916228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911264697260705,0.0,0.1371426678271151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808368047606554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922031398790638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724420341581938,0.0,0.0,0.06630913906189663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337848234802586,0.08522258856780995,0.058946210913842736,0.0,0.0,0.1067763716998211,0.0,0.0,0.13170979402072394,0.10257704041945563,0.0,0.0,0.08053852162849652,0.12232579780537566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799647961325158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25647552626813336,0.0,0.08946456716685973,0.0,0.0,0.12831855435446995,0.0,0.0,0.11577226165114265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126059377504341,0.0,0.11405850128975148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545107376967872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295389148202727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691849697348812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047457366558936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035522594446113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084838364656683,0.0,0.0,0.13470762124340588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571024636830063,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grabasnack,2019/07/10,"Unwilling to admit I might want something I see a lot of people on this sub saying they really want to be able to do this and that and despite trying they just can't seem to do it. I have a slightly different issue, I won't ever say (even to myself) 'I want it' about almost anything because deep down I know I won't be successful and it's no good. And failing after having allowed myself to want it would be pointless extra pain that I'd rather avoid. I also struggle with most of the things that are common challenges here, but I suppose I'm not able to say that I really want to be on top of them all either. Wanting the impossible is painful etc In other words, knowing or feeling like something is impossible for me makes me unable to tell if I would want it if it seemed achievable, so I end up saying I don't particularly want it. When I compare this apparent lack of wanting to everyone else here I start to feel like I'm a lazy fraud and making excuses for my situation. I'm not diagnosed yet anyhow, it'll be looked into next month when the student medical services open up again after summer so who knows, maybe I am faking afterall. My therapist thinks I have a very ADHD kind of mind but I can't shake my doubts. I suppose this is something I could've rambled about somewhere else as well, but it's come up most often when I look up ADHD-related information so I wondered if I'm alone with this here.",5.045719298245615,5.499201729824567,6.276929824561403,78.26100877192985,68.54385964912281,8.85964912280702,30.570175438596486,8.841846274778883,2.438964912280701,1123,42,215,18,18,379,158,285,0.11599999999999999,0.764,0.12,-0.7922,3,2,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,5,20,15,0,4,7,0,24,4,0,3,2,61,54,20,0,16,12,0,2,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,21,10,0,1,11,0,0,2,8,8,1,0,0,9,32,7,34,43,8,28,0,1,3,0,12,12,0,15,16,158,53,6,0.1906005281042428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906479548524306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954294483535786,0.09870233250214884,0.0,0.07621158673144443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842399720614908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809415642110227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209273901883284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760895061925556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672776195810452,0.0,0.0995684923072274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922228390551707,0.0,0.0844077473331942,0.0,0.1062849859052216,0.06294492560822983,0.08620454487822804,0.0,0.09106348630489622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637335391459173,0.13616505536145732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993333999651657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946871588449877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924055981053873,0.15712359841748313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931177904271825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005643963791352,0.0,0.0,0.08102087652742067,0.0,0.0,0.1272273325469385,0.0,0.09574192446645766,0.0,0.0,0.09600498993623366,0.0,0.10109851998345272,0.09622609964118876,0.0,0.0760677615488495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135291197735456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028124002393319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660692036714411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210357890903285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031463801870491,0.0,0.0,0.07594197188275978,0.17351556233089965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712148971912318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010039765090544,0.0,0.0,0.06745401740385869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962852789299087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832966313107251,0.0,0.0,0.11065095183172304,0.06331326081441659,0.061064561148593835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470262361776273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863269849405481,0.5058950839437777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568638248446407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103349071127434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539714656894644,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drivesalotus,2019/07/10,"Lost hope, can you really change? I have summer break right now. For the past month, I have combated my biggest enemy - my sleep schedule. 4 weeks straight I have every waking hour thought to myself ""Tomorrow I will go up in time."" I set alarms 8, 9, 10, 11.... I make sure to have coffee ready by the bed when I wake up. It is constantly on my mind. What happens? I. am. unable. to. get. up. 25+ days in a row have I slept past 12 AM. I have lost control over my own body in the mornings, I think. I don't remember turning off my alarms, when I wake up 'early' I am mentally unable to get up, as if my own ""will"" is not strong enough to control my body. I KNOW I WANT TO GO UP, I WISH FOR NOTHING MORE. Instead, I sleep until noon and wake up, feeling like shit, hating myself, promising that tomorrow MUST be different. I HATE this. I am a failure and it is an evil fucking circle where the later I wake up the later I fall asleep and it takes soooo little effort for me to stay up late, happens naturally like my body LONGS for the night, as if that is where I am supposed to be awake??? Perhaps two times I have been able to get up at 9-10 AM. Hurray. Then as the fuckup I am I manage to stay up late and ""celebrate"" that I have ""won"" this day, letting loose on the breaks a bit and then the next day is back to normal, and I kick myself. It is as if I have an inaudible voice inside my head that whispers to me ""Just a couple more minutes... you have summer break it doesnt matter... come on.... you know you loooove sleeping..... what is the worst that can happen? You won't die."" AND I HATE THAT VOICE; but my own voice is weaker. &#x200B; So I have come here to ask you guys, is it possible to change, can you win this fight or is it impossible to fight your own body? I feel as if I have become a struggling addict with sleep, and I don't know why it all fell apart just now. In school I regularly oversleep but only half an hour or so and I still get up waaay earlier than this. It is as if my body requires a ""life or death"" situation to wake up. And now my alarm clock doesn't even bite on me. I don't want to have to rely on others, but right now it feels as if I have lost and fall deeper and deeper into the pit.",1.0140090022505641,2.7317902838709682,2.888947236809201,93.61109527381844,80.56989247311827,5.787946986746688,19.84621155288822,6.7210904114959815,0.07644786196549136,1682,42,389,17,43,562,212,465,0.127,0.82,0.053,-0.9872,1,0,0,0,2,0,94.0,0,8,0,10,17,24,8,4,20,0,48,22,19,3,3,54,84,38,2,12,15,0,3,2,0,4,2,4,1,1,23,16,0,3,9,0,0,7,7,16,0,2,7,7,64,8,59,70,10,85,0,3,0,1,12,34,2,10,40,269,87,3,0.07629241318173642,0.0,0.0,0.08316999155123082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266279780777787,0.09270363263656414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132310760617545,0.0,0.0,0.058664156487134564,0.0,0.0,0.08425897636874218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329155563268098,0.42371836075752495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141451426659215,0.13143831712826895,0.0,0.08244499527312997,0.17113685731776934,0.0,0.08441610408070098,0.0,0.14760688496505514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917947986399389,0.07970933376250645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883045706428922,0.0,0.05039041937565161,0.0,0.06427964857041221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572720930564012,0.05450331522097746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053110662694755,0.15943854813690472,0.0,0.08671747314106505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554148372603277,0.20239538705113724,0.0,0.0,0.2259688894496337,0.07829802628619739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577558063423571,0.15026531809535135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578494519712732,0.0,0.17212233026522547,0.0,0.0,0.07801416144746266,0.05388758766496688,0.07454523880390873,0.0764650407441897,0.0,0.06751638488360295,0.0,0.0,0.24984654388827204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092577821910635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688480832010547,0.0,0.0770335887912904,0.0,0.06089587632958344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113784693733356,0.07159526158125458,0.07475036650501594,0.07320462806563814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802381809251497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565948209691684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600823271668498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488748734631094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642443181779037,0.13030660800507884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721199519746551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831306577961568,0.0,0.0857558689430783,0.3053900426004927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626351228463072,0.06092721971786241,0.0,0.0,0.07975739511637814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190469654016346,0.0,0.0573624000046956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888509781423032,0.0,0.060567654121050016,0.08897343930721041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298423762378683,0.0745266019573449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999848392570879,0.0,0.06119717196696664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884203637074962,0.0,0.08773251001359571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270363263656414,0.0 adhd,123_shingly,2019/07/10,"Fucked up yet again ladies and gents I thought my adhd appointment was scheduled for today. I had to call the office because i had the date and time but neglected to write down what office. After calling 3 places and finally getting the right one, my appointment is apparently next week. I’m so frustrated and really needing some answers. Waiting another week feels like hell and i’m so upset with myself. It’s not a huge deal really but i would really like some validation and speak to someone who wants to help me get my brain to shut tf up for a second",4.146780893042575,6.219084093457947,5.257881619937695,78.54160955347872,72.55140186915888,8.867705088265836,27.77673935617861,9.444778638647367,2.717868951194185,446,17,80,11,9,147,75,107,0.214,0.705,0.081,-0.9622,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,21,15,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,2,9,2,12,10,2,18,1,1,0,1,7,7,2,2,13,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255973936567651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683593050467035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442954599397105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095524318366508,0.3833567570356286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352630180687727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491453025348692,0.13410389637395356,0.0,0.20563301013938812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353983286873564,0.19614706418019634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582165426972478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341649382611108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918856680542402,0.0,0.0,0.19963742340396198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720079143783314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612260633294265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36076581431495736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030789857374378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590506221084007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490250341457502,0.1094583406212332,0.0,0.17793221983894392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071938755700636,0.0,0.3011478907132037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334761157781286,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kai288,2019/07/10,Any of you taking a proton pump inhibitor and also taking ADHD meds? I take an acid reducer in the morning. Most times I end up skipping my Adderall XR because I have to wait and forget to take it until it's like midday. Anyone else having to take a med that counter acts or reduces your ADHD meds effectiveness?,5.421065573770491,6.260405491803278,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,67.85245901639344,7.411475409836067,30.004098360655732,7.1686216300943375,1.9713573770491808,249,9,42,2,4,83,49,61,0.061,0.8959999999999999,0.043,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40011325104730255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312069918904734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320080186340024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639506081753714,0.17056139729614725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147452707980703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905878796795995,0.0,0.14743713946755008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132559562292413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547098425258715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.625798699097827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706613141736384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pflaumbutterkern,2019/07/10,"Starting a new position and having hours of training I want to scream out loud at the moment. Started a new job and have training for it today. There are 4 more hours to go, but my brain is all over the place. It's like the trainer is pouring more water into an already overflowing glass. I am listening but nothing stays in my head, I keep spacing out to daydreams and my notes are all over the place and wont help me out after the training. I don't know what to do and I kind of just want to walk away again..",2.9685849056603786,4.154310716981133,3.9378773584905673,90.42964622641512,73.90566037735849,6.432075471698113,26.45754716981132,6.6274283507984215,0.9480415094339621,400,14,86,3,8,129,70,106,0.047,0.895,0.057999999999999996,0.0292,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,10,3,2,0,2,18,18,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,9,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,18,17,4,26,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,0,11,62,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127691630545764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811500933755296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152382426080307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957761106596324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787732185564766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923558800864368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797554053765048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133285520469454,0.17137720590052935,0.0,0.20078056075710804,0.10596260325638478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941965775592448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724316320382085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500512000288832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40288804813980816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729419395763675,0.2055083893868512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827600756804091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274470994350872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lameshirt,2019/07/10,"I just got told I might have ADD by a counselor and she's getting me a referral to get a diagnosis but the waiting period is 1-2 years. As the title says I've been talking to a counselor/therapist and I filled in a couple forms etc and she said I she thinks i have ADD. And I've been doing a lot of reading the last few hours and holy crap I do I recognize myself in what I'm reading. She's getting me a referral to psychiatry at the hospital in order to get a diagnosis but the waiting period is 1-2 years. Which means I won't be able to get any medicine or w/e. What can I do meanwhile?",0.7403488372093037,2.413801426356589,3.878468992248063,86.40281976744188,81.24806201550388,7.4007751937984505,25.47868217054264,8.344100000000001,1.6964310077519378,460,19,104,10,12,167,72,129,0.033,0.9670000000000001,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,13,0,13,1,1,0,0,17,26,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,16,0,12,18,4,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,3,6,70,19,2,0.1939673412166116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190444345084334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462117373838785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163248584075876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066996503945209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513340202476075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101875935287016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581092715677081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490409716460105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112872980594693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576869662606445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880396630677082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450735957119732,0.15425061501446366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559036015176136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521103318400426,0.0,0.12428644019363852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534410682026706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498172165488233 adhd,CesarSandino99,2019/07/10,"I forgot my dog outside my apartment when ordered pizza Don't think I'm a bad owner or anything but I ordered pizza and when it finally came my dog always comes to the door to greet the pizza guy so I do the usual, I pay get the pizza then i go back. Well after 10min of enjoying my pizza I heard a bark that sounded weirdly familiar, I look at my friend and he looks at me with the same look, then I start to feel like something is missing. I look around only to suddenly realize ""OH SHIT, I forgot my dog"" I quickly run to the door to my dog just patiently sitting in front of the door kind of confused and I let her in. I still feel bad about it.",1.6400121654501234,3.2815127518248204,3.7632299270072975,88.41642639902678,78.4160583941606,6.318491484184915,24.55535279805353,7.1686216300943375,1.0314579075425794,505,18,107,6,12,173,81,137,0.11199999999999999,0.73,0.158,0.7821,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,1,9,0,4,6,1,0,0,18,21,10,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,3,7,5,2,4,0,1,5,1,6,1,0,4,8,22,5,17,16,1,26,0,1,4,0,6,6,1,2,13,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721795835819307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559636113520438,0.15750309813503094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604642344164392,0.2954543551764533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235807029223846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240748371120902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789198477536869,0.12639713149464016,0.0,0.1938155663258948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366938450985387,0.0,0.0924373822604577,0.0,0.10055204725670956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518616643973656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424289630957652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809204849822378,0.0,0.08643790119183897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942985825188085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134561432373896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161366575522905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620753053492946,0.0,0.0,0.12523028445153672,0.0,0.14129463081389745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133680788315688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948607840902692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907918408931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anony-bot0001,2019/07/10,"What does it mean practically if a toddler is diagnosed with Adhd? What were your experiences? What did you put in place? Wish was there? Any experiences or insight warmly welcomed",3.8525806451612894,7.119255548387097,4.718322580645161,72.27748387096777,90.29032258064517,7.6412903225806454,28.780645161290327,8.238735603445708,3.2664787096774197,146,7,22,4,5,47,28,31,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449064117459161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951631558078537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912889798059975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511470303384045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614629075348155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126164274122259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998436432092338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885043864342159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300245302356411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Abcdeeznuts123,2019/07/10,"Sometimes my second dose makes me tired? I’m 5’10’’. 170lbs. I take adderall IR 10mg two times a day but sometimes when I take my second dose in the afternoon, I get really sleepy. Is it because my thoughts finally slow down again? I don’t get it. It’s not every single time but at least half the time it happens. Anyone else experience this and dose anyone have a solid hypothesis as to why?",2.043461538461539,4.382476358974362,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,80.28205128205127,6.464102564102564,22.57051282051281,7.645422480735847,1.101097435897436,308,10,61,5,8,102,58,78,0.035,0.938,0.027000000000000003,-0.1506,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,6,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,8,0,5,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913351673833482,0.21345636525035425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699464274641895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343541430394427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174031075649677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552508679928114,0.0,0.0,0.203784482327053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282128311589931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768526760243687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842235122625176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906036888857656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346007014209074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120828783737275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132730331843727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653889369849423,0.3644327015911189,0.23944206461821874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035059084538886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798336142393146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,petnarwhal,2019/07/10,"This week I've completed a 12-week group therapy program. I didn't miss a single session and that alone makes me feel more proud than ever. Here is something I learned about productivity. (long sorry) First of all, I highly recommend going into therapy. I've learned a lot of strategies to cope with my ADHD and gotten better at a lot of things. I took 2 hours of my time every week, it was very intense and draining but somehow I managed to go every week and to do my 'homework' every week too. I feel really proud of this fact, even though I realize I still have a long way to go. I can honestly see that in the 30 years before I don't think I've ever put so much effort into something as in this course. &#x200B; So some things I learned that might be able to help some of you: * I've read loads of posts here before and during this program, this is a fantastic community. However personally, posts here could sometimes also made me feel like most my problems would be a part of my life forever, 'see everyone has this same issue, so it's probably part of ADHD and therefor it will never change'. I learned that this is a bad way of thinking, and in some cases plain wrong. Yes, I still get distracted easily, yes, starting tasks is hard as fuck at times. But on the other side I have gotten better at a lot of things, I learned strategies to be way more productive at work, I am a more trustworthy SO. All thanks to strategies I learned during this course. Adhd is here to stay, but you can get a lot better at life. * One of the things that helped me a lot at being more productive is to use a A,B,C To Do system. Long to do list make me panic, make me freeze and make me not starting any of the tasks. Instead of making long lists of tasks I had to do, I trained/forced myself to sit down every morning around the same time, and put every task I could think of on one of three seperate lists: A, B or C. Every item on the A list was due today, every item on the B list was due tomorrow, every item on the C list was due tomorrow or after. Then when I was done making the list, I put the B and C list away, out of sight. And for the rest of the day I could only look at my A list, and until all of my A list was done. Whenever the urge came to do something else, I would say to myself 'That other task is on the other list, you won't forget it, because it's there so now is not the time'. I tried doing this every day for 12 weeks, I failed a lot of times especially in the beginning, but after a few weeks it got into my system a bit. I forget less stuff now, and I distract myself with other less-important tasks way less. The hardest thing still? Starting with big A-tasks. Which brings me to my next big lesson * ADHD makes starting doing stuff hard. Really hard. I've learned that in my case this is partly due to me not being able to oversee a big task, not knowing where to start, seeing all the possibilities and then sort of 'freezing'. Something that really helped me is to break a task down into small pieces on a piece of paper. Now matter how 'simple' the task seems. For example: I'd write 'Doing the laundry' on a piece of paper, and broke it down into 'Grab clothes from bedroom floor' - 'Sort clothes by colour' - 'put biggest pile into washing machine' - choose program etc. I noticed that doing this for tasks I notice to be postponing makes starting this task a little easier. I start doing the first thing on the list which feels like a smaller hurdle, and the moment i've started doing this the rest follows relativaly easy. Again, using this strategy regularly and not getting distracted while going this took a lot of time. * The Pomodoro technique (20 minutes of work, 5 minutes of rest) can work for me, *but* you have to tweak it to your own attention span. One of the 'homework' assignments we did in group sessions was to start working on a task with a stopwatch. So for a while every time I got distracted (well every time i noticed i was distracted..) during a task I stopped the stopwatch and wrote down the time. After I while I had a series of times and I could work out an average 'being able to work without getting distracted' time. Then I used that time as my pomodoro time. The usual 20 minutes is WAY to long for me. But when using pomodoro with my personal time '11 minutes of work, 3 minutes of whatever I want' my productivity went up lot. Super useful. * Using effective techniques is hard even when you've noticed they can work for you. Breaking habits is really really hard and forming new ones is hard too. I tried to (and am still perfecting/trying) force myself to use a specific time of the day *every day* to use the techniques I learned I described above. Every morning during breakfast I tried to do the ABC to do list thing, and every late afternoon at the same time I looked at the lists again and added to them. You can imagine just saying to yourself 'you are going to do this every day' doesn't really work so I really tried to force myself. Reminders where everything. I used an app called Due, which can remind you of a task and doesn't stop reminding you every 5 minutes until you complete it. Please note that it took WEEKS of trying to this every time until the using of the techniques became sort of standard, During the first days/weeks of trying this my mind was basically screaming at me not to do this, I got distracted so often during this, but I really forced myself to keep trying and now I'm really happy I did. &#x200B; Sorry If I ramble. Have a good day all of you!",4.965269963849334,5.661623502299911,5.7197595138447985,81.32327584643095,68.8068077276909,8.295056817445612,28.18934397553675,8.336749749694476,1.9026649364447965,4325,140,832,59,71,1413,366,1087,0.067,0.838,0.095,0.9871,1,1,4,0,0,0,136.0,1,12,2,22,44,29,1,8,74,2,78,5,0,22,9,151,149,61,0,9,18,0,13,2,0,5,3,3,3,2,57,41,1,3,23,1,0,16,13,16,1,8,28,23,98,13,144,105,45,176,0,3,7,1,27,53,1,22,96,593,155,30,0.09267529412182247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850359199382482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031994551767956486,0.0,0.024704133075519958,0.0,0.06694242830777715,0.07507375078296455,0.021007459324696026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027500220023922814,0.0,0.0,0.029023829837194374,0.0,0.025793333180700068,0.018831333038560688,0.0,0.05257323295981866,0.0,0.0,0.08196376647285855,0.0337258061634308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03154394567247898,0.035331949165102065,0.0,0.0,0.03267939095847211,0.0,0.06477885511031617,0.0,0.0,0.09865824173194553,0.0,0.0,0.11953579574556547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322600137432534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025806105468259444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445248351782471,0.040807438483965605,0.055886739529271985,0.4424699499850092,0.029518405015293517,0.027763526206410868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062479217718687,0.04413816575868621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882955783682624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028558938688610213,0.06455868819592846,0.0,0.08778250892070473,0.02591054658661221,0.07412089875845741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03288485796092395,0.16603772050052426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062118296138499014,0.032638845488809964,0.0,0.0,0.030422165564534368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032242976421955026,0.0,0.027458019862675355,0.0,0.0,0.016977305993676577,0.0,0.034847256140365136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363953398153285,0.030184311665333256,0.030961663794469012,0.0,0.1366911982939686,0.05188260412871742,0.0,0.0,0.2101045892333161,0.0,0.029230534697645333,0.16496394256471772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03277128056932131,0.031191876102132907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022709001511849902,0.0,0.02382563335913564,0.0298354588530555,0.032853742225615684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068191547387804,0.0,0.0,0.08373223700321382,0.02349457909611312,0.0,0.03624482988145164,0.0,0.10035831239244992,0.0,0.0,0.053946994782961034,0.0,0.033909881025750564,0.0,0.034825823134512615,0.05917154263417729,0.0,0.03330654721379951,0.02955924680090847,0.0,0.12421902357390105,0.0,0.0,0.030900124457526414,0.0,0.1781104995029111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913274239974017,0.0,0.0,0.07385021070431406,0.0281227023759605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512795882692897,0.030552745195872377,0.06916160288753183,0.19678815052964105,0.032926510897871686,0.09868081279899353,0.051653797073877634,0.0,0.0,0.07072735959975265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028440986502976332,0.07065485037351588,0.0,0.1436618106746988,0.05938258640889855,0.0303510019788405,0.0,0.30622501923864504,0.0,0.029281780863257875,0.0,0.1029656617356428,0.16778784358037696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668056619613793,0.034022914469418075,0.025488941130822604,0.0182207632023753,0.12260222465672492,0.22301559257087705,0.0,0.02777540642363665,0.028636975374990086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02977855880261797,0.0,0.20240615363433784,0.0,0.0,0.04388924664003698,0.03377529523693697,0.07507375078296455,0.01989328364519409 adhd,CatVietnamFlashBack,2019/07/10,"Just diagnosed yesterday. Advice on medications and other coping strategies? I've been diagnosed with ADHD Combined-Type. After a year of suspecting, of struggling to adjust in my job, of ruining my college GPA, and then fighting my third and fourth semesters to dig it out of the 2.7 pit it was in, and finally gaining and losing a second job, I have an answer. My family denied and joked over the issues I brought up to them. My struggles were mitigated and dismissed, but now they have been verified and validated. I have answers. Now I have options for a solution. I begin my third year of college this fall. I've been falling short of my potential constantly. I've dropped my stats class twice in a row. My core classes are going to be a whole new ball field, and I'm anxious I will fail, and condemn myself for it. I want so much to succeed. I want to prove to myself that I am talented, and smart, and creative, and that I do have something worthwhile to contribute to this world. I have started taking 10mg of off brand Adderall. What side effects should I be aware of? Are there any long term side effects? I'm doing free counseling sessions at my college, and I'd like to try other methods to practice that will help me achieve what I set out to do. I went to my primary care physician who prescribed me the medication, but a single visit costs $75, and the medication costs $52. As a broke college student with no health care making only $9.33 an hour, how can I obtain my medication at a cheaper price?",5.193904109589042,6.296168253424658,6.066328767123287,77.57421917808222,68.52054794520548,8.716712328767121,33.77808219178082,8.982922981607832,3.0262227397260286,1198,56,216,21,20,395,170,292,0.099,0.733,0.16699999999999998,0.978,2,0,2,0,2,0,41.0,0,0,2,8,6,15,1,2,14,0,23,8,0,4,1,35,36,21,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,13,19,0,0,7,2,4,6,1,7,0,4,7,0,33,9,38,24,4,38,0,4,0,0,6,15,0,1,16,153,46,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027007563648338,0.1303156299340198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068782915471522,0.0,0.0,0.1506562756716342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719341862938794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411232948875702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270710576757691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571779892638302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608687429492032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579027095784538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175303046889312,0.0,0.0,0.08938687508596375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133050078024486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919082226932167,0.2646739383718197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515185052007781,0.0,0.0,0.1180173941668798,0.0,0.14919318782854304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890173200431381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373755304813305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803327558796136,0.0,0.0,0.1287977262456313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142456268500144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266529550995752,0.0,0.0,0.0943912873944662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788289080761834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026841607979063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054114456244154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573156881872904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362395138672805,0.0,0.14888914261161787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175601110609384 adhd,TenseTortoise,2019/07/10,"27m recently diagnosed with ADHD, I have a meeting with Occupational Health today, advice needed please. Hi all, To cut a long story short I didn’t understand what ADHD was until 2 weeks ago when I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist here in UK. I started taking meds two weeks ago. I always thought my forgetfulness, poor timekeeping, addictive personality, trouble with starting/finishing tasks , picking up new hobbies and dropping them after a month of intense obsession , mood swings etc was just me. And I suppose it is just me but now I have an understanding as to why that is. My boss referred me to occupational health BEFORE my diagnosis of ADHD as 1 year ago I moved sideways into an administration role rather than a hands on operational job and I started to struggle immediately. I got better at it but everyday is a challenge and I don’t feel happy/confident or pleased with the work I am doing. I was signed off with stress a couple of months back due to work. Boss knows I have ADHD and I have this meeting with occupational health today, but I don’t know what to say, or what to expect from said meeting. Does anybody have a similar experience? How did you explain how you felt? I’m kind of worried that they won’t understand what ADHD actually is (I didn’t until recently and have line managed people with ADHD before -so sorry- !), or will dismiss it. What sort of workplace adjustments could they suggest? Any convo would be fab, I’m sort of stressing at home with the meeting in 90 minutes. Thank you",5.222069632495163,7.161817460992907,6.481431334622827,71.4245454545455,69.42553191489361,8.957059961315279,32.3217279174726,9.457814108942452,3.3081290780141845,1212,55,202,27,22,408,165,282,0.086,0.843,0.07,-0.5382,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,3,4,10,12,1,4,12,0,26,7,1,5,1,49,44,20,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,3,6,2,1,1,11,15,0,0,11,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,11,5,29,5,37,28,2,35,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,5,24,140,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0810721401522432,0.09056727863759134,0.5990616416307237,0.08118285638412387,0.22093089299208024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912754808309224,0.0,0.0,0.056495886286110235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388185098391957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138651157588644,0.0,0.0,0.0734757363826514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633101985259016,0.0919242226334411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864483474246478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270211433280073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092653926446447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126622170730262,0.0,0.0,0.04200673109635,0.0,0.07976790472753931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644506288550107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649240751949033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333400396060857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244209208956355,0.0,0.0,0.08651294866228272,0.09131498807527773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352141233042649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228092519151468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326241279229772,0.08829876226003171,0.0,0.061601281509445126,0.0,0.08023724642772978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057595822074134426,0.07254050181957568,0.0,0.18238938396079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405899729900364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902619906181918,0.06606695708979156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299901505713497,0.11760606662972575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033112792595325,0.08685115980159779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062464313962880935,0.0,0.0,0.0764870570258832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659546490855116,0.0,0.0,0.15749645269674736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115513058848962,0.2594613718607241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332803147382991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496496962042326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096354138457617,0.08436973784931975,0.0,0.05901622488074136,0.0,0.0,0.05349950573770704 adhd,super_corndog,2019/07/10,"How do you all manage to reply to messages and emails within a ”normal” and consistent time frame? I’ve been struggling with this one for basically... forever. One strategy I’ve used is not opening the message / text from someone until the moment I plan on replying to it. Unless I know the message is urgent and requires immediate response. There are far to many occasions where I look at a message and “mentally reply” and then forget completely that I *still* have to actually reply. When it gets to the point where I *do* have to reply to an overdue message, email, or text, I have so much anxiety about replying because it’s so late. Many times I just don’t reply at all out of shame and guilt. Then repeats the vicious cycle.",5.18824817518248,6.7177472773722675,6.290226277372266,74.365996350365,68.92700729927007,8.983649635036498,32.678102189781015,9.3871,3.25673489051095,575,26,97,12,10,192,88,137,0.10800000000000001,0.879,0.013999999999999999,-0.8905,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,10,4,1,3,8,0,10,0,0,2,2,21,14,15,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,8,0,20,13,3,20,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,1,10,75,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.2211382449328872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335569564692532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813908645788042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375958156653795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839414384583485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124538689623304,0.0,0.2556254577908377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029496007322128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594930587648312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283691406420435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658410303688925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202925824248013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711300955205106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142192839777956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920055475861944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809706899540869,0.0,0.0,0.2369015177451145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427571738175576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571790446095785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leondb,2019/07/10,"I’m hopeless Hi I just wanted to share my thoughts about my therapist. I feel like I don’t have any hope of getting cured or just understood because I live in a country where adhd is very misunderstood. The concept of adhd here is still stuck at the kid with hyperactivity which is an aspect of adhd that I don’t even have and that is not even necessary to have to be diagnosed. So obviously my therapist believes I don’t have nothing but I’m 99% sure of having this disorder. Moral of this story, I’ll just stuck with my problems until I will inevitably end my self, I’ve tried everything and never once there has been an aspect of my life that got better, I feel like in an endless spiral.",4.310000000000001,5.5745942028985525,5.610840579710146,79.41495652173914,70.73913043478261,8.418550724637681,29.017391304347825,8.841846274778883,2.2964904347826094,552,21,106,10,10,185,85,138,0.111,0.7809999999999999,0.109,-0.0603,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,6,0,16,2,0,0,3,20,28,6,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,2,14,6,16,20,0,8,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533449797547393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436894262872604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935575448294918,0.0,0.0,0.17291489504480448,0.0,0.1357370495311567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577490892637472,0.0,0.0,0.1758967920524249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593418153522258,0.0,0.0,0.20273890050813656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793433223034246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520415364802054,0.21928656952771125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018487529076967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274877716121264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243629735073955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840463732586203,0.14996124204240666,0.0,0.13552211943726378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837015236913567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726436086485373,0.0,0.0,0.16344693063487825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685580420882285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160108939430719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225661315153259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464931328759595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35639492934136124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184280022872895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420012928366942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663377295808678,0.09052412097662492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tydkat,2019/07/10,Motivation needed. Does anyone here have some personal success stories because of their ADHD? Could use some motivation lately dealing with it.,7.71348484848485,11.9692155,7.651818181818182,53.26439393939396,75.81818181818181,8.387878787878789,39.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,5.481587878787879,119,7,11,3,3,38,20,22,0.0,0.691,0.309,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42222864044358654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456570891101389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141666215573426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805072572033561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622043055440355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074499793565647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963139042171484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605056662000277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067665361814825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034350628159587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,christmasturnip,2019/07/10,"27/F - an honest conversation with myself I finally refilled my adderall prescription after being out for about 2 weeks. Not only did I have the energy and motivation to clean up my room and the disgusting mess it was, I able to do several loads of laundry including my sheets and duvet cover, organized and purged a bunch of old makeup, but I also performed more self care that I’ve been slacking on, and it feels really good and it really got me thinking about what I’m like without my meds. I had let a huge knot in my hair end up on the back of my head over the last week and finally had the energy and motivation to work through it with conditioner and a special in shower treatment, and then proceeded to add product and blow out my hair, and then used a straightener to perfect it. I also exfoliated, shaved my legs, did 2 face masks and completed my entire multi step skincare routine. I brushed my teeth for 2 minutes, flossed and used a mouthwash. I did my entire face of makeup today, getting artsy and creative with my eyeshadow and contour. Last night I planned out a really cute outfit wearing a combination of things I’ve never worn before and feel incredibly confident, attractive, and put together. While I am able to go to work and complete tasks and make sure I don’t look like hot garbage before I leave my apartment for work everyday when I do not take my meds, these self care and hygienic tasks that I was able to complete today are all things I have incredible difficulty completing while off my medication, and it really frustrates me that I can’t seem to bring myself to take care of myself like this when I am off adderall. Like...I WANT to be organized and wash my face and plan my outfit the night before and brush my teeth, etc. I just feel like I can’t, and I don’t know why I’m like this. I should also add that I take 10mgs of lexapro for mild depression/anxiety, and that doesn’t really do anything to help me want to take care of myself like my therapist anticipated it would help doing. It’s hard to be a woman in general, let alone one with ADHD as women are supposed to be just always perceived as organized and put together. I hate that I need medication in order to be what I need to be for success in the world.",9.985296803652963,7.012808442922378,10.064383561643831,66.24625570776257,60.46118721461186,13.66027397260274,40.315068493150676,11.958738252310605,4.6799260273972605,1790,70,333,43,18,600,207,438,0.046,0.733,0.222,0.998,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,10,10,22,3,0,16,0,33,13,10,5,4,66,63,40,0,6,6,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,3,4,21,37,0,0,9,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,10,10,51,18,56,43,4,48,0,0,1,0,7,19,0,1,29,226,72,6,0.2320762020408552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297016520402997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012031826461123,0.0,0.1855912549252495,0.06436866377830527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917921978025181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636596467018938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059484091386794925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747975471681006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154895400649623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32443664320709203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851687704732991,0.0,0.0862754372830113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117344700861507,0.0552650950363349,0.0,0.1694854236937466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040416745658115184,0.0,0.043964751272664256,0.06488483583034735,0.06187084644553256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929823087231536,0.07637573421027763,0.07939237909327572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037038575144006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251433710821252,0.126115386307577,0.0,0.08191172960101008,0.0,0.1582090934870173,0.0,0.2645549892892634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496185327642069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051637555654504515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185622842180345,0.15586157193426764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472104212427707,0.059663824685980575,0.0,0.0,0.14519186289484326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811749782075569,0.0,0.052420280227400064,0.05883480313541815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553378861878436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24778992946359185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042448605513958,0.1614040617783899,0.08739335014718935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729096913048235,0.0,0.2326565622600237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981945261371414,0.10278741096034297,0.04956835314715219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665406905112385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362621677704048,0.0,0.0,0.09125637123383697,0.0,0.12410502043764253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980422506592747,0.0,0.0,0.07457105903626725,0.0,0.1689542390999687,0.0,0.0,0.05495342511276534,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ComplimentLauncher,2019/07/10,"I never really got rid of feeling high on the meds So I stopped, that's what i did and i don't know what's best for you. I hate to say it but i know I've felt completely normal when i meditated daily without meds but getting back on that horse is hard. Feels like i'm chasing the dragon but i forgot where it went.",-0.25706521739130395,1.8169490000000048,2.309981884057972,93.86323369565218,87.98550724637683,5.189130434782608,18.769927536231886,6.6274283507984215,0.02289710144927604,247,7,57,3,8,85,50,69,0.124,0.8029999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.3028,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,14,6,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,5,9,2,6,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697463074042432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316678505966467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314565158813934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323985231809595,0.15770680180289262,0.21195859337704004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153349269160147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765572521199433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977523490059326,0.21794901048720725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332388692688711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426414043691795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784932213511048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904161684059492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025920191339794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629218676523498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142075488687708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555255263736272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456034584748748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464129952247054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279911343556668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wwwzekecom,2019/07/10,"Ugggg I dont know I forget everything, I'm so unorganized, I cant focus with outside noises, I procrastinate more than anyone I've ever met. I asked my dad for help and he said he would but never did. Do u guys think I have adhd or is this normal for everyone?? I literally cant do the simplest things and i dont know what to do.",2.7188732394366184,3.3989890563380314,5.570535211267606,80.4163661971831,73.92957746478874,8.496901408450704,24.059154929577463,8.841846274778883,1.5614935211267609,257,7,56,5,5,94,50,71,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.3701,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,2,13,18,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,5,14,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889879151354759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813622577948736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247989810427111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636380199711943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175111338849674,0.0,0.2297712050991728,0.21611123199049506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809462512253696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611762306156148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643026312216678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854586820102012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560115069133414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287338890113804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975189207427204,0.15407797760989228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081690365979013,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,camilleweiss,2019/07/10,"Help with ADHD I’m 18 and about to start college, I have been taking Vyvanse for about 8 years now but something seems to have changed. It’s like all of the sudden it just started working different. I feel like I’m in a fog or a dream always and at the end of the day I’m so drained. I’m definitely an extravert but when I take my medicine it makes me not want to talk and I feel like I forget everything. But when I don’t take it I feel so drained. Does this happen to anyone else? Should I change my medicine? I really Don’t want this to affect me going to college.",-0.07476584022038679,2.155596785123969,1.7940165289256207,96.56799449035816,89.41322314049586,4.548980716253444,20.46336088154269,6.079149491110277,-0.008236804407713459,445,15,101,4,15,146,72,121,0.11199999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.149,0.6874,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,1,21,24,11,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,13,3,14,22,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,12,60,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088551670242489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460260444888318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215141453286703,0.17806273112391718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676818622497015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207660928432724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156778781415425,0.0,0.0,0.15207996483293168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517462898925246,0.0,0.15392146252827907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618628008036795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636119559866956,0.2483033267520619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876572177838648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367703695427698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648407010300868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547069482859636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600248625220255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133078443277204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820685878490293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378777888618534,0.0,0.0,0.2460110911673827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919928914571713,0.13968137784234294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500517143583302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265171672698762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119115038927958 adhd,roshandp1,2019/07/10,"Just started taking adderall for the first time ever, now I can't sleep. HELP! 25m, just started taking a 10mg twice a day quick release adderall. I slept 2 hours last night, and despite being exhausted, I can't fall asleep tonight either. I laid in bed in the dark for 3 hours and i just can't pass out. No naps or caffeine today, and I last took the ""quick"" release tablet nearly 12 hours ago. How can I get myself to sleep?",1.3229885057471265,3.508910494252873,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,81.98850574712644,4.326436781609195,21.160919540229887,5.033348758259628,-0.1765494252873565,331,10,70,1,9,105,59,87,0.037000000000000005,0.9059999999999999,0.057,0.1254,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,0,5,5,4,1,1,11,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,0,8,0,7,9,1,25,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,18,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227381900729213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533550334323926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579485505805906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530851278781306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153647653928104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026437586804618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741677075115562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168318417168381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823782437262696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889677779705971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751147106999001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922443060538873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332327894855727,0.0,0.18421494852109224,0.0,0.21592281977484992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fiendish_Snowman,2019/07/10,Too scared to enjoy vacation I'm going on vacation for a week back to my hometown. All the people I have to see live to far away from each other and I cant plan well because I keep forgetting their schedules and my own. I cant even remember the simple itinerary my wife has come up with to make things easier. I am dreading this trip when I should be looking forward to it.,3.092640692640696,4.496757246753248,4.739675324675325,83.9390367965368,73.93506493506493,8.25021645021645,27.119047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.0833307359307356,296,11,60,6,6,100,59,77,0.107,0.815,0.079,-0.2764,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,11,14,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,2,10,2,12,12,3,12,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,5,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787328778082048,0.22812226562530194,0.0,0.18084834703917008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555564461227133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959488948980921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686053940499374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636954853363412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619665932035903,0.0,0.2491295538545505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803069884115604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567483909335474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360712634805799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29702017958836785,0.0,0.2364089769432209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709553024489632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379721853160415,0.0,0.2667435348188054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marsinthestars93,2019/07/10,"ADHD and Witchcraft/Paganism Hey ya'll. First post ever so please be kind <3 I'm curious if any of you are also witches and/or pagans, and what you guys do to keep in touch with your religion. Daily rituals, spell workings, offerings, etc. I love my craft and my Gods, but my brain makes it so incredibly difficult to keep myself focused long enough to get through any kind of meaningful work. I do all the research in the world and have the perfect set up and then I just. . .lose interest and forget, or screw up because I shorten it, or whatever. And then in general I constantly forget things. Even setting alarms lose their effectiveness after a certain amount of time. I've been a practicing witch for 5 years now and still run into these problems; how do you all combat the ADHD brain when it comes to this? What are some tips or mechanisms you have? Do you run into different problems? The same problems? What do you find comes easier, and what comes with lots of effort and practice? Thank you, folx, for any responses <3",3.713725328947369,6.352527505208336,4.207302631578949,82.89690789473686,76.03125,7.792105263157895,26.771929824561404,8.6894789155246,2.3037666666666667,819,32,146,18,19,258,123,192,0.159,0.6729999999999999,0.168,0.4472,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,8,1,8,10,17,1,1,7,0,11,4,2,3,5,44,21,22,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,17,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,10,0,1,1,1,18,7,21,19,8,28,2,2,0,2,13,8,1,6,12,102,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30603663308866763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182069818379748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597533986280053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761533148547878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842706631283283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290342201707134,0.0,0.13759166185001878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302614259370926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155939370169525,0.1419995559134533,0.08409608758234663,0.11517155491129775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637153375814616,0.10830145428066534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652136593748055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607045764327324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263422678800753,0.0,0.26517603218700114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126774471569175,0.0,0.2848852519816177,0.0,0.10824603671558893,0.11491458918825392,0.0,0.08498954282135793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976316233467978,0.0,0.0,0.12194088667686352,0.0,0.0,0.3654946892313485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168085261100243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722253494653585,0.0,0.0,0.08458819317242923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424345974085288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853863059786942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199227326577012 adhd,PostCabron,2019/07/10,"Does anyone else feel like their meds aren’t working for them? I’m on Adderall XR 15mg, diagnosed early June. I started taking Adderall, increasing my dose from 5mg to 15mg over the course of a month. I feel like my medication only works for the first week or so of upping my dose. I only take my meds when I go to work (mon-fri), but due to the holiday weekend I didn’t take my meds Thursday-Sunday. I took my meds on Monday and felt kinda high, and for the beginning of my work day I was really productive, then after lunch I was practically glued to my phone after being on it for my break. That serotonin release feels magnified when I’m on my meds and as soon as I do something that I like, that’s the only thing I want to do. Like be on my phone or hit my vape. Has anyone else had experience with stuff like this? Did anyone switch from adderall to a different medication and feel better?",4.981788375558871,5.0083499508196745,6.180149031296576,80.38515648286143,68.61748633879782,9.277496274217588,28.11177347242921,9.095868883498916,2.072829508196721,703,21,145,12,11,237,101,183,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.9667,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,6,4,6,0,0,7,0,11,6,0,0,0,15,27,13,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,5,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,5,25,6,27,17,1,29,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,22,90,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193962440629847,0.2143305720252756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250176225579172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745219402999664,0.0,0.0,0.1061571151037699,0.0,0.1092747695655906,0.0,0.0,0.09152781620973313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474381684716414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230953903811836,0.0,0.0,0.2115363163034596,0.1494388907848219,0.10042324340000336,0.0,0.0,0.08896459169145078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944116860287633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105055632128318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548807799534984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808821131342544,0.21072776958514355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348310717583754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386372731554973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700332675143837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051884579573211,0.0,0.0,0.07402966578358998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973105344376757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23591702802027936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948525407609603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620384924031818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169016304625233,0.0,0.08389615806702004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304572401656573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OddDepth,2019/07/10,"debating whether to start taking meds Hello reddit, so i am college student and i recently got diagnosed with add. the doctor has given me the option of taking meds. however i am not sure if is should do so, i am kind of scared of taking the add medication regularly(cause i know most are amphetamines). so to the people who have been taking medication for a while, how do you fee? do you feel like you are addicted? are there any good resources to read up on different treatments? and in general is there any advice yo can give me. i have about a month until my next visit to the doctor",2.6185103244837755,5.200996920353983,4.581615044247787,78.98681784660768,79.79646017699116,7.6604719764011815,23.57595870206489,8.59863814320734,1.988758702064896,464,16,84,11,12,158,75,113,0.046,0.9009999999999999,0.053,0.1986,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,0,17,6,0,1,1,16,27,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,12,4,14,23,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,7,64,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093993869961097,0.0,0.15322744265390162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132647349860731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610813102048966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915316296650542,0.0,0.16382722148957635,0.0,0.32099189084980784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928501492591697,0.11202109305326224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042106645260234,0.0,0.13152008926281974,0.1254108012010531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328765050156868,0.0861755961907901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766067082238356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483486736639885,0.31592786806205825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515977424893746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667632558690691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870842585546947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684683120447745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482542571269853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698855685359106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109869597651982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778628913552866,0.0,0.4715895701119677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sarahsushi22,2019/07/10,"What are some things you like about your ADD/ADHD? I’ve suffered with severe ADD all my life, and sometimes it can be really hard to stay positive when the odds are against you. So I hope you’ll all comment and use this as a reminder that there are lots of perks to having ADD/ADHD and maybe use some things to your advantage!",8.05318181818182,5.928280378787882,7.293030303030302,81.95954545454545,63.39393939393939,10.618181818181819,32.60606060606061,8.841846274778883,2.333551515151516,259,7,55,3,3,80,49,66,0.10400000000000001,0.735,0.161,0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,2,13,10,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,8,8,5,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575323896189266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778713348425512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303847768645754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383747582073355,0.1133220495600906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197200808634354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330311116617557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859703776384514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26204440552211683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294105456948305,0.0,0.0,0.24723437401389445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082026945402188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40067124647967545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,salesgirlnumbertwo,2019/07/10,"Being Overwhelmed - Anger Whenever my mother and I get into a fight, I get super overwhelmed. Most of the time she’s in the right, but she will send me paragraph after paragraph depicting what I did wrong (this time it was leaving her bed unmade and my mascara in her room). When I get overwhelmed like this, I’m angry and have a very strong urge to hit myself, specifically my head. Hard. I’ve never spoken to anyone about this, but I wanted to know if anyone else experienced something similar. I also am currently going to counseling, and will be bringing that up with my counselor next week.",6.526679536679537,7.335941153153157,6.752844272844275,74.89135135135137,65.3963963963964,8.865379665379669,31.17245817245817,8.841846274778883,2.6556836550836547,472,17,79,7,7,152,79,111,0.122,0.758,0.12,-0.3095,1,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,2,3,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,13,17,9,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,2,16,3,12,10,1,17,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889345154631204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303925618153777,0.24207305964564596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736228013875198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703033547851695,0.0,0.13427021088633215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163972964543634,0.0,0.2424676854762464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984058464949394,0.0,0.0,0.2501618885407001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154231618175802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221584544372865,0.0,0.2512618374250039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017620567456224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188206355004027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755265352261322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949366418768212,0.13935040976687155,0.0,0.1895109921453789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583097743485667,0.0,0.0 adhd,51percent-asian,2019/07/10,"Medications and food Hello fellow ppl with ADD/ADHD, I started university not too long ago as well as medication for my disability. Medication have been a great addition to help me study and converse with ppl, however I’m having a lot of trouble eating and usually don’t eat until the very end of the day. I’ve lost a lot of weight and it’s starting to worry me. Any tips on how to remind myself, or tick my body into eating something through out the day? (I’m pretty busy going between school and home and I usually study for at least 3-6 hours a day) Also I’m a premed student, just wanted to see if there is anyone else who is pre med and has ADD or ADHD as well... Any and all suggestions welcome!!",5.754295774647889,5.389192563380284,7.287429577464793,74.43001760563384,67.02816901408451,9.916901408450704,31.13028169014085,9.516144504307137,2.7268845070422536,552,19,107,10,8,192,97,142,0.055,0.835,0.11,0.8309,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,8,0,7,9,1,1,1,24,16,17,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,14,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,2,7,4,21,14,4,17,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,5,12,68,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003278899128721,0.0,0.11075940153380544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992135623232892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993867546796568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736697152646583,0.12802461407229687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878973522590748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174454518793434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835608566156421,0.1043785284664854,0.0,0.11066737948612528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108835209399749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101117305367102,0.0,0.0,0.13775628081717098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375041776782556,0.0,0.12533364095564015,0.0,0.1230492093545666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057558568683412,0.0,0.0,0.13639616501932736,0.21245367569316587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878973522590748,0.3776177302266389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711765360838165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645466142370804,0.0995678629841713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619154244901414,0.0,0.0,0.17687853491526262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752264769921888,0.10309568682017717,0.07369792597877403,0.0,0.0,0.15215374251908528,0.22468760763793774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268913760117245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,question-ing,2019/07/10,"Incredibly annoyed with meds I was prescribed adderall 2 weeks ago. I made a post about how my brain was so clear for the first time in my life and I was able to have a conversation without stuttering or forgetting words because my mind wasn’t in a race with my mouth, and no fidgeting - my body felt so grounded. But I also had severe side effects such as heart thumping out of my chest, urination every hour, severe anxiety, sweating and overheating all while sitting comfortably on my couch. I hadn’t never been on a stimulant before and right out of the gate, was prescribed 20mg twice a day. After the symptoms kicked in, I never took the second dose. I took the 20mgs for 2 more days and there was literally no effect or side effect. Didn’t touch me. Someone on here said my body was in shock and I overdosed with that first 20mg, creating a tolerance right away. I discussed this all with my psychiatrist and we agreed to drop the dose down. She said 10mg, I countered with 5mg. I went 2 weeks without adderall to reset my system and had no withdrawal symptoms at all. Didn’t expect to after just 3 days of taking it. So yesterday I tried 5mg. Did nothing. Today I took 10mg when I woke up. Didn’t do anything, so I took an additional 5mg 4 hours after the first dose. But I swear my ADHD was WORSE today. I have taken 5 days worth of adderall total and only 1 day was effective. Overly effective in fact. But now that I’ve had a taste of what a calm brain feels like, I am so angry that I can’t feel that anymore. I will be seeing her again in a week and I have no idea what to even tell her besides it’s just not working. Tomorrow I think I’ll do 15mg in the morning and then 5mg in the evening.",3.365779149217545,4.57091823495702,4.724656160458455,85.09710987436631,72.95415472779368,7.661494379545956,26.890125633678647,8.139509932561175,1.6295103813092355,1340,47,277,20,26,446,182,349,0.09699999999999999,0.816,0.087,-0.5091,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,9,18,6,1,0,19,0,27,16,9,8,8,55,43,27,0,1,10,0,4,1,0,1,6,2,2,0,9,20,1,0,10,0,1,5,15,3,0,5,29,8,38,3,42,12,5,61,0,0,1,0,9,23,0,2,30,187,47,1,0.09525538847092484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447846601467032,0.0,0.08443815449821483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617569974537462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287011145479387,0.0,0.09446774947673137,0.0,0.0,0.07838706842647163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949557308407716,0.0,0.0,0.058066800683324926,0.0,0.081055319697886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161452560204816,0.0,0.21267303276386207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071592264103691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583057142016238,0.0,0.08025677311797129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632797303016508,0.06805046855655528,0.09146011097177284,0.0,0.0,0.24307255431639274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287809397485972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761473981408025,0.0,0.0,0.1075317390579398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728169791352517,0.04653697127137177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013295175012816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580726280102408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618078809677044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693365579441192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140011428988616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244601530433582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122833113375407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269516257513927,0.1812193754006444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590621185460718,0.0,0.0,0.21522295120756715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070958153599536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801364251625167,0.07162019745077221,0.0,0.083257408074788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103580668815964,0.0,0.0,0.05554418304093866,0.0,0.1805819407004179,0.0,0.4233289659659133,0.06467215604384077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292243807447507,0.0,0.0,0.08830269943544733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364559057901408,0.0,0.06934705729303453,0.0,0.09707337874737794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,L0Linternet,2019/07/10,"Redditors with ADHD-PI, does it sound like I should seek a follow-up assessment for an adult ADHD diagnosis? Trying to keep the main post short and simple, and will respond in more detail to any comments that would like more info. I'm looking specifically for details as to how the assessments that led your diagnosis of adult ADHD-PI went (i.e. what specific tests or background information signaled to your examiner that you likely had ADHD-PI). I took it upon myself to get tested for ADHD recently (specifically mentioning I might have inattentive type), and after the battery of tests and interviews were conducted the examiners were only confident in diagnosing me with a mild case of depression (which not only did I know already, but is also a comorbid disorder associated with ADHD-PI). Considering I spent a significant amount of money on this due my trash insurance, I was fairly certain beforehand they would find something other than mild depression. Anybody else experience difficulties surrounding their diagnosis, or require follow-ups or other outlets to secure their diagnosis? Any thoughts or recommendations on the matter would be appreciated. For those of you curious enough to read on, I'll post some symptoms I've experienced and test results that I can recall off the top of my head (the full report has to be signed off on by the lead supervisor or something along those lines, so I only got a verbal rundown of my results and am still waiting for the paper copy of my results). Looking through what other redditors have posted in this sub, I found through most of my life I could relate to the following symptoms: Impaired executive function (trouble organizing, prioritizing, managing time, overwhelmed easily by large tasks). Excessive procrastination regarding tasks that require even minimal amounts of effort. Selective trouble retaining spoken instructions. With a list of spoken instructions, I'm pretty much guaranteed to forget something if it's out of, say, a testing environment. Introverted and find social situations more exhausting the longer they drag on. On the topic of conversation, I consistently zone out during conversations to the point where it's gotten me in trouble with family, friends, and varying authority figures on numerous occasions. Tendency to overlook or forget details for tasks and instructions. I can hyperfocus fairly well, as thats how I can get long assignments done the morning of the due date while still scoring well. It also comes in handy during my hobbies, like goaltending in hockey (which requires all your attention to go to tracking the puck for large portions of an hour). I require constant stimulation from sources of entertainment like my phone, which is also severe enough that it's gotten me in trouble in social and academic situations. Miscellaneous symptoms include general forgetfulness in the short-term, showing up late/underestimating the time it takes to get tasks done, misplacing things I like to have on me like my keys and headphones, etc. Relevant results from my tests are as follows: Scored fairly high on my IQ test portions, as I find I'm able to focus well in quiet, exam-like settings. Found that my working memory is better than expected, as I have decent inhibition control, yet will have a poor attention span in social or more disinteresting academic situations. Did the test where I had to click on the spacebar only when a certain letter flashed on the computer screen, scored well enough that the examiners pointed to my score on the test as the main reason why they didn't continue pursuing an ADHD diagnosis.",13.462682926829267,11.200624373983741,12.596195121951222,48.56941463414637,53.227642276422756,15.823739837398374,49.47804878048781,14.088047467708748,7.216656585365852,2950,153,403,92,25,969,313,615,0.071,0.8170000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.9675,0,0,3,0,0,0,76.0,0,5,5,10,17,25,0,1,36,0,34,7,1,11,3,81,59,34,0,7,10,0,0,7,1,7,6,3,0,2,29,20,0,9,16,4,3,8,2,8,4,0,19,8,45,17,92,30,19,67,0,3,4,0,26,39,0,11,23,290,74,29,0.06477185384038886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449022686612859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147735136704715,0.1553940843441982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809416346594921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728544109295305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055795216791602,0.0,0.06999536337882008,0.07264714174451903,0.05171505475783481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157580560319948,0.06574206821118253,0.0,0.0,0.07423415607133634,0.0,0.056682285785544725,0.1325681895720805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541085725408936,0.0,0.0,0.20077991887513832,0.07223773869834894,0.0427811985836744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335930180020273,0.06106113925334975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760090290713262,0.0,0.0,0.14203798903551307,0.05004257360355397,0.0,0.1015218608157711,0.0,0.03681133720545049,0.0,0.05180396853761453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647460872052433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843501980391642,0.0,0.0,0.06378722873640601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057572199780251236,0.0,0.0,0.03559691694035982,0.0,0.07306547239532853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575027589875659,0.22150979223591227,0.0,0.0,0.05732105239737071,0.10878408803536976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871270111346628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761476531770794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704765430853552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246067598504795,0.0,0.18610059415489394,0.06589626125746532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478938202392295,0.0,0.0,0.06659625348494325,0.0639543915327132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051509177925728455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317375826444067,0.0,0.0,0.21841883265266712,0.0,0.19808024423514708,0.0,0.14959361265839605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034537722922981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019682705201581,0.04870037313130248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303154158509935,0.0,0.0,0.05142161686298604,0.07553797771156273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196391288225268,0.04397583702147286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295070155776,0.06004415743147566,0.05844652347356041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047154681024859126,0.0,0.0,0.13803619971881315,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,3oons,2019/07/10,"You want an inside look at my ADD? You wanna know what having ADD is like? About an hour ago, I read this post about a cool photo of the sun. I really liked the picture, so I wanted to follow OP on Instagram. I opened Instagram, and the first video in the feed was a guy playing a fiddle. I liked it, and shared it to Facebook. Then that reminded me that I should really play the guitar more often. So I got my guitar out, and started playing, but wanted to learn something new. So I signed up for online blues guitar lessons. I watched a 20 minute lesson, and learned a new song. Then, I got myself a drink of water, opened reddit and realized I never followed OP on Instagram, and how crazy that was and I’ve spent the last 5 minutes writing this. And I still haven’t followed OP. This is every moment of my life. But at least I learned a new song!",2.393859649122806,4.229212128654972,3.6922573099415215,88.89557894736843,76.83625730994152,6.197426900584795,22.511111111111113,7.0316486544052195,0.7018402339181287,658,19,134,7,15,215,100,171,0.02,0.88,0.1,0.7609,2,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,8,8,0,0,15,1,7,4,0,1,1,32,19,16,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,9,13,3,0,7,11,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,6,20,8,17,13,2,26,0,0,3,0,5,9,0,1,16,90,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343368376816206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806132970358877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534044006484013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682579836466626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29491651208707786,0.0,0.0,0.1825561835842756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156820361148854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013254281617606,0.15028689595788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022662332602924,0.27022293505198114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482512594894235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219820872868313,0.5341997093910711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657636301757826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844207992762058,0.0,0.2362254468008241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193773090210898,0.0,0.0,0.13049867614124708,0.0,0.14723884360588155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32624021153928323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilyrosedebt,2019/07/10,"I really think I have ADHD I’m 17 and I’ve been thinking that I have ADHD for a few months now. I’m just scared to talk to someone about it. I’m scared I’ll be told that I don’t have it or nothing’s wrong, when I just know there is something. I used to have such good grades, but since starting high school, they’ve plummeted. I know I’m smart, I get good grades in classes that don’t require a lot of work. I really struggle with doing my work and paying attention. I didn’t do most of the work for my English class this past year because it was mostly essays and I just couldn’t do them no matter how much I wanted to. I just feel so stupid all the time. I’ve told a few people that I thought I have ADHD, and I don’t think they took me seriously. I want to do better this year.",-0.15578947368421225,1.8522424269005848,1.928187134502924,97.26842105263157,86.71929824561403,4.769590643274853,17.187134502923975,6.05967700443912,-0.5153461988304091,609,14,145,5,19,203,94,171,0.126,0.775,0.099,-0.664,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,5,11,10,1,3,5,0,18,0,0,2,1,30,37,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,8,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,7,1,22,4,12,28,7,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,8,90,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894734489001224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275838005906648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006918686962748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864462057954586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092929166104554,0.0,0.0,0.22773904083817265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343849020783578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922091165046286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154187771274596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836278738381733,0.0,0.09979963574704176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302659231579932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295988204806997,0.09411928160221747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394338798343156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718400174513327,0.13739693922425097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230254189775356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502948577434273,0.10451511524332237,0.0,0.0,0.0960920263366052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192641883510468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911919925778787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609696639560679,0.0,0.10777872364187434,0.07916307694032138,0.0,0.0,0.2594500746166857,0.15083498248199256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172535387128297,0.0,0.0,0.1601501968002666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965059236550755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843286527310273,0.0,0.17485070495653204 adhd,damp_jacket431,2019/07/10,"Sensitive I’m 13 and I have adhd I’m not sure what medicine I take, but every little thing that happens I just wanna cry or punch something or myself does anyone else have things like this",1.2100000000000009,3.825536842105265,2.27926315789474,92.2578421052632,88.47368421052632,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.2253326315789473,152,4,29,1,5,48,31,38,0.145,0.772,0.084,-0.3359,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440736894552514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018571194545984,0.2933453920494642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31448411392358466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505406753294083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391646370225061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412178027170165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531717354317117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398703874959504,0.2869450832914268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040563008933647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26983179420236925,0.0,0.21525992122608328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804063770464863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,curlsNspf,2019/07/10,"ADHD is destroying my life. I'm tired of the constant getting better/falling off the wagon cycle. My lack of focus feels beyond my control no matter How. Hard. I. Try. The harder I try the worse I fail. I make mistakes that waste my and others money and time. My impulsive anger and lack of emotional control is eroding my happiness away rapidly. My depression spikes and will get better but all it takes is one little stupid fuck up for it to all come crashing down again. I don't know what to do anymore except cry and wish I wasn't alive anymore. I'm medicated but I think I need to change my dose, my therapist hasn't called me back in over a month for an appointment reschedule, my husband is exasperated with my lack of focus and the major problems it causes, and tomorrow I'm going to call my health insurance company and see if I am even covered for a new therapist. I'm trying so fucking hard but it's like everything I do is a backwards joke, and obviously I'm not trying hard enough, EVER. I hate my life, I hate myself, and I HATE ADHD.",2.8383957489878533,4.959378740384622,4.620819838056684,81.43207489878544,76.5,7.263562753036437,26.331983805668017,8.20500826718156,1.925159615384615,830,32,154,15,19,281,124,208,0.293,0.639,0.068,-0.9944,0,0,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,0,4,7,16,8,0,9,0,12,8,0,5,4,38,34,16,0,8,6,1,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,3,1,1,2,5,12,0,1,1,5,28,4,20,32,7,19,0,2,1,2,3,9,2,1,9,105,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261962698393674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161718917593708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023969949789016,0.08380437453769976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278051704528748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257608763267253,0.0,0.0,0.11195980298287192,0.11529393090638733,0.0938827609294791,0.0,0.11777636765549533,0.2444766642303725,0.0,0.0,0.119717243151892,0.0,0.0,0.09387045418323264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259585043524902,0.0,0.11261283796422725,0.0,0.07198497057389701,0.09858509747105157,0.0,0.0,0.0979506036764054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510716692897801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015136884349281,0.11388255285612547,0.0,0.06193989680624235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601882502740468,0.2928931799795162,0.32280667752306674,0.0,0.11584822125914955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989647563196378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396166415853627,0.05324560589305578,0.1092337348270214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274975465527707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979306606096742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699248626961936,0.0,0.0,0.08081257490361886,0.0,0.10526044796660336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385249896451204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428596305970228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684863090201866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194475710954978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530849130287591,0.0,0.06983455131472481,0.0,0.0,0.06355127115178064,0.12526467169870548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959804249300513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253298192385037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106719509848892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BGSKG83,2019/07/10,"Fairly sure I have ADD At least all the tests I've taken and all the symptoms I've read about fits perfect. Even when I think back to my past. Apart from various computer games(The Sims) all the hobbies I've taken up has been short lived, but really 'intense' I can't remember names(especially) and the thing that affects me most is not being able to keep my home(and to a degree myself) clean. The dishes can take days to finish. I don't have problems at work(apart from remembering names of my colleagues and some minor details) as I work in retail at the registers in a large supermarket so I need to focus on a lot in a short while. I'm thinking about (lost trail of thought) how beneficial it would actually be to get a diagnosis if I know what it is, as long as I can find some great tools for me to funktion in a good life? I don't know if I, at the current time have the surplus to go through a diagnosis process...",5.543255928853758,5.662193809782608,6.324940711462452,79.50899209486168,67.42391304347827,9.299604743083004,32.48814229249012,9.095868883498916,2.6154956521739123,727,29,147,12,11,240,117,184,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.9744,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,15,0,15,3,0,2,5,32,29,13,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,4,1,1,8,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,16,4,29,21,9,24,0,1,0,0,1,14,0,6,9,102,21,4,0.18001309813905966,0.0,0.1756668165821333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841896092351852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609355618764727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188969535768863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452871048685802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404941401102687,0.0,0.10230559207590212,0.15098644605544992,0.0,0.19846507620037612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056781480435535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600039127282403,0.0,0.0,0.19786098197600932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714857483539466,0.0,0.0,0.15895486364963213,0.15930592717122274,0.0,0.0,0.19650556129579894,0.15304069870852105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347743133242845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184287108035676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224822361914666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006181223994827,0.0,0.11532100016669815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078394974705733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966021462855427,0.18710253475072836,0.13534744689409287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959270360737,0.2306902493543666,0.0,0.142910292264228,0.1049670851518738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210335878177354,0.0,0.0,0.12787614008988596,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bobthe360noscowper,2019/07/10,"How do you force yourself to read something? I'm kind of interested in politics but I keep on finding myself being linked these studies or articles and just not reading them. Just thinking ""oh I'll read them later"". Then doing other shit and losing the articles forever. How do you force yourself to start a reading task?",4.082937853107346,6.902210881355934,5.045000000000002,76.40670903954805,75.77966101694916,7.3231638418079115,31.867231638418087,8.344100000000001,3.0498112994350284,258,13,40,5,6,84,45,59,0.139,0.8340000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.8384,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,13,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,29,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925646803665243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726884943505304,0.0,0.21939874911796686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357055704146237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8429785954706636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626782843488485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621976337671017,0.0,0.0,0.14912579160820658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500012854639654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,danih8,2019/07/10,"Switching from adderall to vyvanse? I'm a 35 year old mom x2. I've head adhd my whole life but until now it was never properly managed. Now that I'm finally in therapy and have switched meds I'm curious about anyone else's experience coming from adderall to vyvanse. I'm on 50mg so far and it's hard to tell if it's making a difference. It could be that adderall has such an immediate rush effect that I associated it as working. I'm desperate to get my adhd brain a bit less scattered!",1.4844545454545468,3.8760141000000066,4.357454545454549,80.0137272727273,83.0,7.236363636363637,28.09090909090909,8.296473431620573,2.431,390,19,74,9,11,139,69,100,0.053,0.914,0.032,-0.2244,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,2,2,1,9,13,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,11,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,42,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650140254524512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527503933416835,0.19822748118407005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121338110580096,0.0,0.0,0.2159706242439323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665273662283148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544658466366952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212946872928825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161495926030986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924563148404086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193115811503116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107733783694163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330640009055215,0.0,0.19855063025536526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366498620886252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913921130896985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489570445023445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265835566340747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921192852690832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300869262451732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690967036221169,0.0,0.2212437823813411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599646495777888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084462950867666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458494482347315 adhd,WoolyEyesGo,2019/07/10,"Have you stopped processing the world around you? I feel like I have. The ubiquitous problem here of forgetting if you locked the door, I have that, leaving the house happens so automatically that it's like I got teleported from the inside of the house to the outside sometimes. &#x200B; You know how children watch a show and they'll often remember the lyrics of the opening songs and all the details of the intro? I think as a child you constantly process the world around you, enough to really feel it. Now (I'm 25 if it matters) I watch a show and I easily get distracted and I start thinking about other things in my own head, I'm not really present there. I don't really remember opening songs that easily anymore. &#x200B; But if I really try I can still do it. I just did, I was watching some anime (yeah) and I managed to process each word, the image, and I even remember the tune of the song. Unlike the other times I didn't end up in my head thinking about stuff. Is processing the world just something that I have to constantly force myself to do? That I have to constantly push this button rather than for other people where they're just there? I want to really feel what I'm seeing, read a book and not get distracted midway, to really feel things. &#x200B; Has anyone managed to develop the habit of paying more attention to the world around them?",4.224860139860141,6.345801500000004,4.76755244755245,81.93108391608394,72.46153846153847,8.419580419580418,27.202797202797203,9.095868883498916,2.3671538461538466,1090,40,200,24,22,347,130,260,0.039,0.9109999999999999,0.05,0.3939,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,6,2,0,20,5,0,2,23,1,15,2,2,1,1,45,33,14,0,6,10,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,1,2,17,13,0,1,12,7,1,1,4,3,0,0,4,11,30,2,28,28,6,24,0,0,4,0,10,13,0,5,12,145,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989024586161144,0.3352093620415406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119551938590456,0.06429768635058684,0.0,0.0,0.2455806753780299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29811490103488586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144561189562037,0.09501500092435798,0.0,0.06073598862495056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598261481906256,0.06569329595385165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608629939980982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354551410414498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813162771679577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887465154208421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220946858697165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053654441551909,0.0,0.0,0.0973679949565484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984999196545934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637506258665517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798935410599275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919807602380781,0.0,0.3534557317221681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125042442297745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327692734336247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079212565004958,0.0909467123454296,0.0,0.06508684209505723,0.0,0.07343608109604273,0.07687922957348202,0.0,0.0,0.10526747739413404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218279556216242,0.17676483634561696,0.0,0.0,0.053620210594006214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243200343919525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423795796603211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352093620415406,0.0 adhd,throwawayblues22245,2019/07/10,"How federally screwed am I? Script alteration. throaway for this..... &#x200B; I had a relative drop off a prescription for vyvanse. I didn't notice the date. Pharmacy rejected prescription because of the date. Relative went and changed the date and went to another pharmacy. It got flagged. I didn't realize why (tbh I didn't pay attention) I thought I just needed a new script from doc so I went to doc. When doc asked me about it I just said it must have been a couple months old and been rejected. Relative has a traumatic brain injury so their reasoning isn't 100% there hence they did what they did. I just thought it would be a simple errand to get them out of the house. Went back to pharmacy to drop off new script and they told me the doc has flagged it. &#x200B; Now doc thinks I'm a liar/forger. Should I explain to doc?? Should I keep my mouth shut?? Get a new doc? How fucked am I????",1.1365761904761909,3.761713331428574,2.290321428571428,91.62938690476193,89.97142857142859,6.802380952380951,23.86309523809524,7.937092434478242,1.6637666666666668,703,29,145,17,24,223,92,175,0.154,0.8390000000000001,0.008,-0.9765,0,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,5,0,12,4,2,0,13,0,19,4,2,3,1,23,37,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,17,1,21,0,15,15,0,21,0,2,0,2,9,4,2,0,11,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783798873814752,0.31219396751161216,0.0,0.13470498240299508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120095854420958,0.0,0.0,0.0987803565165632,0.0,0.07831004197241749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340754033416225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589714930699298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214221010166014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187622608985359,0.1342335556371685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027438450749873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822941296644213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418409326214787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253818915037144,0.0,0.0,0.09525391728101124,0.0,0.3722119985236617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625633091083484,0.13480063493660038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208167914130753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219802646984015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231410250475077,0.0,0.20397103872997124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275219874095182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763471048993699,0.11591815689909725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125665027221494,0.0,0.31219396751161216,0.0 adhd,StanzinTheScribe,2019/07/10,"Having ADHD is like permanently living as an intellectual tourist. We bounce from interest to interest, travel through a fantastic landscape of ideas, stop to explore the coolest attractions, get friendly with the local experts, and then we leave forever. Later, we occasionally flirt with the idea of going back. Most of the times, we don't. And sometimes, we're not intellectual tourists as much as intellectual vagrants, because we never made any interest our home.",9.575324675324676,11.371752246753244,9.265350649350653,56.063740259740285,59.0,11.874285714285715,43.971428571428575,11.602472056035307,6.004035844155848,381,22,51,11,5,123,58,77,0.035,0.643,0.322,0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,6,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,17,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,12,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,7,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971867154409333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816126135790774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014574946096374,0.0,0.1507417278724651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910506205560891,0.0,0.1291954237640335,0.0,0.1405369130755758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24804551519118506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583059495605992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618375241432276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081022851001275,0.0,0.21835586308023788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339856290543242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178182708282226,0.0,0.19072028161031648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24456970691571234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067400806450058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419299886208464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yves_san_lorenzo,2019/07/10,"Adhd+ college What's the best advice you have? What worked for you? Where any of you able to get an scholarship of ant kind?",0.15820000000000078,2.514247120000004,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,97.8,4.1000000000000005,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.7651999999999997,98,2,21,1,4,30,21,25,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,5,3,0.3820701061400764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591740201062618,0.3733544858068473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598207739174568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009590045416752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996158610960993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978672210129002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781515877029777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ArcticLurker,2019/07/10,Didn’t open Minecraft PE at 2:45AM I mean I did research sea eagle populations in northern Norway from 2PM to 2AM with no break and watched an entire episode of stranger things afterwards BUT - I was able to stop myself from opening Minecraft PE and if that’s not success I wouldn’t know what is ;——))),5.526578947368424,6.880163017543862,4.45872807017544,88.47651315789473,67.94736842105263,7.1035087719298255,33.54824561403509,7.1686216300943375,1.9932140350877199,240,11,47,2,4,70,47,57,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.8125,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,8,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,28,8,2,0.5249412404719801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884939773639547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718149026719352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388743823473508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487476346557512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_throwawayfarfaraway,2019/07/10,"Straterra Hey guysss!!!on my phone so sorry! So I started adderal a few months ago and it worked ok- but the best thing but i did see some major improvements. Had to get off of it because side effects were too great - lost majooor weight, started pulling my hair out and stuff. Anyway psych suggested we take a break from the stimmies and decided we try straterra instead. This medication takes longer to see an affect as it is Not a stimulant - works sorta like an antidepressant- usually ppl say they see significant change in focus and clarity in about a month. I’m 3 weeks in on 60 mg now and nothing at all. I’ve noticed that I’m drinking a lot ALOOOOOT more coffee and caffeinated drinks just to get some energy! I also have started to sleep in really late and go to bed super late like 2 am! Has anyone been on straterra before? Has it worked? My major issue is motivation and focus - not so much hyperactivity :( What med do you suggest - if you’ve tried something different? Also, should I stick it out with straterra? I’ve pushed back so many deadlines and things because I’ve gone back to my before medications habits :( Thanks 🙏🏽",3.3961129991503824,6.078189911214956,4.249430756159729,81.92163126593034,77.45794392523366,6.881563296516568,27.016992353440948,8.00094639256281,1.965185046728972,907,37,162,16,22,291,144,214,0.054000000000000006,0.7609999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9868,1,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,1,8,15,8,0,0,9,1,12,7,2,4,1,31,28,19,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,11,14,3,0,3,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,6,12,7,21,21,10,29,0,1,3,0,9,11,0,5,15,100,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498785603543197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942913771131192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281437875115913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214252837742576,0.0,0.14439701925763734,0.0,0.20156348243085967,0.0,0.12429303675792995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529135977510766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374216605302275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204767083616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123757597558104,0.0,0.06731086219521044,0.0,0.0,0.13057795887417686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236181654742918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26720572068225273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157253345764943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928871715204693,0.10069147904823507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007721665990315,0.0,0.0,0.13155756115787548,0.2386270020028389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907165033322948,0.0,0.08706532144893057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364414698205505,0.13484208218482224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587420973699509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418639583225794,0.0,0.0,0.2831384872068107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852321296212265,0.0,0.0,0.09117911139471883,0.0,0.1325812846545475,0.2514923957101806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355828061302758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810078924332376,0.0,0.0,0.10904150193103816,0.0,0.0,0.15736946199570384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082281875014914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044237032454406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500356179207954,0.14422518534438195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586721220102893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vketo,2019/07/10,"Looking for a specific study I read a few years ago! Related to neurobiology, ADHD subtypes, and medications Hello! I have inattentive ADHD (and ASD) and am desperately looking for a study I read, probably on pubmed, in 2016. From what I remember, it found that: - people with just Inattentive-type ADHD (not combined) tended to have differences in their prefrontal cortexes - whereas people with just hyperactive ADHD had differences in their... striatum? a different part of the brain - methylphenidate (Ritalin/Concerta) tended to be more active in the striatum (or that other part of the brain) - and dexamphetamine (Adderall) tended to be more active in the prefrontal cortex. I've been reading so many articles to try to find this one but I can't find it anywhere and I'm losing my marbles. Did I imagine it???! If this sounds familiar, any help would be appreciated so much <3",6.6961037527593845,9.10547639735099,7.1347185430463576,66.32251931567329,66.48344370860927,10.331346578366448,35.762141280353205,10.504223727775694,4.589264459161148,700,35,102,20,12,228,94,151,0.035,0.872,0.09300000000000001,0.8634,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,8,0,11,3,2,0,0,19,18,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,3,9,0,19,10,6,8,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,2,2,76,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716479663698254,0.0,0.1054104343447876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086586486109151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654955794603008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727206925535812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737120143034624,0.0,0.0,0.13038349391814882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970581089470241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997162812155096,0.13303478843402344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056052996035907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979374033042785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741576118292207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057947009873304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575453985868895,0.0,0.1648805345162096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282098279640319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568397182093884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470682608159204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073506697424639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447337283371606,0.0,0.0,0.07657697021002824 adhd,airdropmesomepaper,2019/10/06,Does studying make you want to scream? I’ve been reading my exercise science textbook and now I finally have to switch topics. All this pent up energy has to go somewhere...,4.215208333333333,6.782245937500001,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,74.0,8.016666666666666,32.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.209404166666668,138,7,23,3,3,44,29,32,0.08199999999999999,0.816,0.10300000000000001,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330928238104024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421418873781322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812646977375644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303514989314013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495036783093663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919065265777028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mommak2011,2019/10/06,"Tips for our 8yr old son Our son was recently diagnosed with ADHD after a year long journey to rule out everything else. He is in 3rd grade and is on Ritalin, but it is Not helping. We have an appointment Tuesday to review everything with his pediatrician, but our son is disruptive in class, constantly moving around, distracting other kids, cannot focus on his work, has zero impulse control, and his emotions are everywhere. He turns a grain of sand (on occasion, I need to gently but firmly direct his face to look at me while I speak to him, in order to hold his attention. My hands are NOWHERE NEAR his neck, and my husband is right there to witness, yet our son starts screaming ""you're choking me!!!!""). He does have anxiety thanks to the damage his absent bio father did before bailing, and it has been suggested our son may be on the spectrum because he also doesn't seem to understand how to read a social situation, doing things he thinks are funny while his peers make fun of him or slowly inch away. No idea if this matters, but he also has zero volume control. This is all extremely new to us, and is breaking our (my husband has been a very involved Daddy since son was 3) hearts because his teachers have all stated our son is brilliant and has the mental capacity to understand things beyond his age, but lacks the attention span to be out of the special needs danger zone when doing work or testing. He comes home defeated and upset, his self esteem is very low, and he has become very susceptible to doing what other kids want him to do in order to get them to like him because of the difficulty in making friends. He drums, is in gymnastics, and his school has had to take away things like fidget spinners because he was distracting other kids with them. They have a wiggle ball and put him away from other kids to do work, and I have suggested having him thumb fight himself when he gets the wiggles. NOTHING is working. I am open to almost any suggestions, I just want to see our baby be able to overcome this obstacle and succeed in school and life. It is impacting him negatively in so many ways, and I feel helpless.",11.797681518151812,7.769835220297033,10.949148514851485,64.53380528052807,58.18316831683168,13.842640264026404,43.26996699669968,11.34169021259432,4.827956303630363,1695,66,297,31,15,549,220,404,0.126,0.779,0.095,-0.935,0,0,0,0,1,0,47.0,10,0,3,8,11,17,2,3,13,0,47,7,4,5,2,57,67,30,0,6,10,10,3,2,1,1,3,2,1,5,14,23,0,3,8,3,0,4,5,10,0,2,7,7,44,7,53,56,3,50,0,4,2,0,68,26,0,6,17,212,58,13,0.0998020017688532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994261165791245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999372884022196,0.0,0.0,0.1596232495141636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786878355928744,0.0,0.07634825818308122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884494082738903,0.0,0.0,0.2813017978285154,0.0,0.0,0.2433534957984125,0.11022346990864404,0.0849241527405304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597058745069848,0.0,0.10785050860144696,0.22387286264045855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012969309797528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733740430174501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337176616472099,0.11226381900776514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939120783924395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046289080895939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710677899704646,0.0,0.10428485349701834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826585262399435,0.0668951780497539,0.0,0.10010954513199387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266431205562825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049310534518144,0.0975164337408622,0.0,0.0,0.08832163097959238,0.0838085457093957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323722231190796,0.10118356525003294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057694410167116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607373347557182,0.0,0.14800383945006404,0.0,0.09638939521399502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576271237208717,0.0,0.10472541235267656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032857727555188,0.0,0.0,0.0998290096079122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854243654353699,0.0,0.0,0.08523036420172746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200990792932075,0.07952927400104802,0.0908559941093181,0.1041152538527272,0.0,0.0,0.08255724718862474,0.1121816315281462,0.0,0.10173557244090113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064037053007832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503868481780791,0.0,0.0,0.09188427440694552,0.0,0.0,0.19891204596252987,0.0639490929052735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855591905826258,0.0,0.20779480709601814,0.12004951983156326,0.0,0.0,0.2470413107114156,0.11773161284794555,0.07921818360331205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906281836953176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642692170019816 adhd,zetf,2019/10/06,"Have you ever noticed a difference in Adderall generics? My prescription has always been 10mg amphetamine salts. Every time I pick it up, it’s a different shape or color. I’ve never really noticed a difference in the way my body reacts to it until this last time. It feels completely ineffective. I called the pharmacy and they just tried to tell me it was the same thing I’ve always gotten, just a different company. Has anyone else ever noticed a difference like this or am I crazy?",5.203956043956044,7.057999065934068,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,69.32967032967035,10.474725274725275,30.582417582417587,10.608840637214634,3.866841758241759,389,16,63,12,7,133,61,91,0.055,0.915,0.03,-0.2624,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,8,0,6,1,1,2,3,12,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,8,1,6,5,1,12,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,8,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015263673683733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925006143453892,0.1355472811533985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469449558445703,0.0,0.0,0.13508342189549122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870410356444865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6910772351941097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051176249931946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932871596284305,0.11146047700171524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689006675342121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783443837021074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463047060835198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020306120355576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518409349849626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474870088359777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562775398783567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788794973362184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427934355928666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981658595692697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500606493929857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Soupfork69,2019/10/06,"How to get doctor to put you on ADD meds again I used to take ADD meds for a long time and then one time I was psychotic and in the hospital, my doctor took me off my ADD meds even though I know the meds didn't cause it, because I've still been taking them without any psychotic symptoms. MY doctor doesn't want to put me back on ADD meds but I need them for work and school because I can't function without them, so how do I get my doctor to get them back?",2.673549783549781,3.3696575959595982,3.7519769119769135,93.35272727272732,74.05050505050505,6.8692640692640685,23.233766233766232,6.868970318607317,0.4475645021645018,358,9,85,3,7,116,56,99,0.013000000000000001,0.987,0.0,-0.0286,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,4,1,9,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,4,0,17,16,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,0,17,0,13,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,55,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805127515915418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651054816880832,0.0,0.13993215780058532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179060538688732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699103468411996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758081346350136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798963831755757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307761262761752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157270486616947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374485256845184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510457821479119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777484855518002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307621554589943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615893258859783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165986178595964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929569024460596,0.17259378256513014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276634504876235,0.0,0.1338530329676185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751980255929618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912917984940198,0.0,0.0,0.06769756305782892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127897058106705,0.0,0.08355793026256574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1silversword,2019/10/06,"Extreme skill inconsistency in sports and games Throughout my life I've noticed that my ability when playing video games and sports tends to fluctuate. It is rare for me to actually do my best. In fact, generally I'd say I tend to average at performing at around 60% of my best. Then, occasionally, I actually do my best and its a completely different feeling. Like normally I'm flailing around, practically on autopilot, but now I'm actually paying attention to every moment, reading it, and reacting accordingly. I only seem to actually do my best when in one a few specific states - sleep deprived, full of adrenaline, after prolonged isolation, after doing drugs (usually weed but I find that any drug that causes euphoria tends to lead to this intense focus and doing my best... except alcohol for obvious reasons). The difference in how I perform at these times is like night and day. I seem to think in a different way. I used to play competitively in some fighting games, and would like to do the same with martial arts, but my inconsistency seems to make it an impossibility and is a huge issue in anything competitive. I know I can do well, but I need to get myself into a specific state which often is quite inconvenient in order to do so. My medication can help, but doesn't directly lead to this state. Anyone else get something like this? Is this an ADHD symptom?",7.068819999999999,8.129915672000003,8.345350000000002,63.06042500000001,64.28,12.01,36.825,11.698219412168324,4.932220000000001,1098,53,179,36,16,378,145,250,0.053,0.758,0.18899999999999997,0.9865,2,1,4,0,2,0,34.0,0,0,0,11,9,14,1,0,9,0,17,7,1,8,2,43,33,18,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,13,12,1,0,9,10,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,2,21,12,37,32,9,35,0,1,0,0,6,17,0,5,15,128,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.3827068469214249,0.0,0.11782972524508023,0.0,0.0,0.10477912117176394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667321987549125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855458048498075,0.10045757059141262,0.08068178284529796,0.1745597302310544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144551659167594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071810150726164,0.0,0.0,0.10279717273985953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323021003755787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073050505235748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273996140490656,0.0,0.08190310486488474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260622154332009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495739460472213,0.07004258785045504,0.0,0.0,0.08961035618960145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244779119720378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571676521688648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233236790772147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388236806338658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925131210403553,0.1915972052924339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544507027329734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876892311085723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726983158719121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200756648746472,0.09606221367551143,0.0,0.11162363970245204,0.0,0.0,0.0664370898224124,0.07456681047173402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042817651946154,0.09807044061319464,0.0,0.0,0.10080546716813596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796845126465926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26776647618703114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811471467733042,0.0,0.0,0.07547899078541104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019051613142576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282257775236133,0.0,0.0,0.05717019151739456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467845772794058,0.10798151371678867,0.0,0.0,0.07782269103006323,0.0,0.0,0.08815324837674318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696475796090395,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sempre-agitato,2019/10/06,"I wanted to create a rant post about how much I forget things, but the problem is I forgot what I wanted to post about. I started making ideas like five minutes ago and I already forgot what they were about 🤪",4.073571428571427,5.1852335000000025,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,71.14285714285714,5.6000000000000005,23.523809523809533,3.1291,0.2874666666666665,165,4,31,0,3,53,30,42,0.165,0.716,0.11900000000000001,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,8,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,7,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622991390444215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32653505292103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340371748111018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456269882679476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751678463528632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175219089050934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667843608152046,0.0,0.0,0.2831381109634092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944085459667075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965840429174313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490611589787589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,generalkenoobi,2019/10/06,"“I don’t think you have ADHD to be honest” -a non mental health professional Anyone else get this a lot? Recently diagnosed with ADHD-PI and a friend sent me this exact message. It just feels so???? Invalidating??? Like oh crap, what if I just made all of this up? Very frustrating.",1.1668396226415076,3.807298396226418,3.24658018867925,83.58609669811322,93.33962264150944,6.423584905660378,17.94575471698113,7.645422480735847,0.9968509433962272,217,6,41,5,8,73,47,53,0.1,0.727,0.172,0.633,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,2,11,8,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,3,4,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964789917162245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351889330199993,0.25426873521089344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518766700990248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073054202011493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547690021400487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917274151150684,0.0,0.12965309702148753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378194541625744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123819731266113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097633373415506,0.0,0.2348145203720408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500864095687977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245027569344541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901058818902405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047575779346735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Finckers,2019/10/06,"Engineering College Student w/ ADD, really unmotivated to do anything that doesn't seem fun (eg videogames) Hi, I'm new here. I'm finding it really hard to focus on my homework and studying and other such activities/ finding the motivation to even start them. Any tips/tricks would be very appreciated!",5.731509433962266,8.699327056603774,7.023245283018872,63.58920754716985,70.88679245283019,9.52301886792453,35.12830188679245,9.888512548439397,4.351470943396226,246,13,37,7,5,83,46,53,0.129,0.767,0.10400000000000001,-0.0994,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,19,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683825157432048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029657977797604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089386100411308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559908290561671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724663278957388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29375823362080344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897035253029007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768945306084903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528499502631954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509626669505127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606551505415625,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnethicallyFragrant,2019/10/06,"Adults whose ADHD seems to just get worse with time: what do you do to help you focus? I don't need strong focus all the time, but sometimes it really fucks with my life. Like when I'm trying to watch a movie with a friend or something, I can't pay attention and just get distracted by games on my phone or whatever. What works for you, other than prescribed medication? And please don't say ""just remove all distractions and work really hard on focusing :)"" because we all know that's not how it works.",7.4503061224489775,6.509037295918367,7.105020408163266,79.03283673469387,63.795918367346935,11.105306122448981,29.804081632653066,10.355215969177356,2.635793469387755,397,10,80,8,5,125,68,98,0.151,0.723,0.126,-0.4011,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,4,5,6,1,2,3,0,5,3,0,1,3,22,12,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,8,3,11,12,3,6,0,0,1,1,11,2,1,3,4,49,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578514302694317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078972953259715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576338444724711,0.19835111296543895,0.22419053794107066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921976572414787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438105865782975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791290900959038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515453747933265,0.10481992832776883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161399259595526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908858895123446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355151469499709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27489673737087944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062143387561102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532130996493324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517364942361273,0.2121987472933528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502155652298446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456676396447802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685921780003684,0.0,0.21864819142396627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xerxesblade,2019/10/06,dual diagnoses? so I've recently been put on stimulants for ADHD but before that and now currently I am on mood stabilizers for Bipolar type 2. I was wondering if any of you guys are dual diagnosed with adhd and bipolar disorder or something similar?,7.022101449275365,8.21762889130435,9.11608695652174,57.015144927536255,64.43478260869566,13.959420289855073,41.42028985507246,13.023866798666859,6.7965594202898565,203,12,29,9,3,73,38,46,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.6007,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,8,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806987058200517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429238213881894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055789219011772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904261789067445,0.0,0.0,0.2768879539162397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392163018418115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428689611447053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385451866447313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599106538917207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619986703948652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kerifromda6,2019/10/06,"Vyvanse is kinda weird... Feeling the need to write everything down and if you can’t, you’re irritated and feel like you have no purpose. You can plan everything down but feeling the motivation to actually do is still impossible. When you finally can get started with things, everything has to be specifically how you wanted it to be or you’re not going to be there for long. Music. Cannot stress how much music is needed. The distaste for food unless it’s maybe a fruit. (I use to be on it in 8th grade and was perfectly fine, in fact I didn’t lose much weight at all, but 3 years later and I’ve dropped 12 pounds in one month of being on it again) Dry mouth so bad you can barely speak. Overly excited to talk to people. Or the complete opposite, not wanting to talk to anyone because you personally feel like they’re getting in the way of the studying you’re supposed to be doing. Don’t get me wrong, I love it for the most part, but sometimes the symptoms can outweigh the benefits. Is there any ex vyvanse users who found another medicine that works for them?",3.799377828054297,5.6396310192307695,4.725995475113123,82.9719457013575,72.94230769230771,7.778733031674207,28.100678733031675,8.4952907291091,2.0613661764705884,844,33,163,15,17,274,128,208,0.076,0.7759999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9363,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,7,1,5,8,12,0,1,10,0,23,6,1,4,3,33,39,15,0,5,9,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,5,3,0,6,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,3,7,12,7,29,30,5,22,0,1,0,1,16,10,0,5,11,109,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.13555060382869033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445971804294814,0.14565331734925804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712514792681093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597932629447096,0.08467479963672549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563856329051816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745148068789874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093684238689065,0.198466584086019,0.0,0.15216292069503462,0.0,0.0,0.16796368571276732,0.15230144504258686,0.0,0.0,0.2177153620752606,0.0,0.07894254049088663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572329357677365,0.0,0.0,0.12292597453345605,0.0,0.15539843204505727,0.0,0.0,0.12536659482891596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395480848756593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087212320073192,0.0,0.2042213526815684,0.20599162399181792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941251792539569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041986983979874,0.0,0.09629878334897657,0.12128591653328424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737994928531905,0.0,0.09831721054631258,0.0,0.11092918959366777,0.0,0.15911445824243986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443748002997582,0.0,0.2232921023122631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228187487478708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996875591474555,0.0,0.0,0.16385876350124506,0.11025580384104823,0.0,0.16914807153762235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112401772757684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187009602573914,0.0,0.08944984422101772 adhd,lionessinacoma,2019/10/06,"Since going back on medication, I've had major struggles with distance running My main active hobbies are rock climbing, hiking, and distance running. Rock climbing and hiking are mainly mental, so I've been doing alright with those. Running, however, has been a huge struggle. My meds, for some reason, make it difficult to manage my heart rate while running. Before I started on it last year, I was finally getting myself under a 10 min mile for longer distances. It's been well over a year now and if I try to run a 5K under an 11 min mile pace, I feel like I'm going to vomit and/or pass out. Have any of you experienced this? I will note that my psychiatrist is aware of this. **TL;DR:** I used to kinda suck at running and enjoy it; now I ***REALLY*** suck at running and I'm struggling to enjoy it.",1.4673225806451633,4.128493587096777,3.419596774193547,84.34939516129032,87.32258064516128,4.9064516129032265,23.23387096774193,6.508806274219699,0.9822838709677426,626,24,110,7,20,210,99,155,0.09699999999999999,0.79,0.114,0.3991,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,5,11,2,3,5,1,12,3,1,3,0,15,23,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,2,2,0,12,0,6,1,0,5,2,13,5,19,17,4,34,0,0,0,0,1,11,2,3,12,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970365551559018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666040553387422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229807688226625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643935050181753,0.13625830135309552,0.0,0.20893654413727347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964910231266468,0.0,0.2167937040146583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260172144473481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547126356574448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318155760066538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731445797537774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185920105908396,0.19214146853473907,0.19221203956275665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218719558489526,0.19610328722807474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777469682088455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500041999018736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981805217633398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294938641025302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473038997136552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149012124192262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564908769875865 adhd,chibilink,2019/10/06,"CBT - Has anyone done this? Did you find it to be helpful? Over the past few months I have come too term with the fact that I have ADHD (I’m 36/M). I’ve managed to make is pretty far in my career and have enjoyed success but everytime I elevate I just feel more stress and anxiety. The Key things I’m battling are: 1.) incredibly extreme fear of failing/failure 2.) not being worthy of my position/accomplishments 3.) overwhelmed causing me to be in a constant state of anxiety. 4.) uncomfortable when receiving positive feedback, but incredibly anxious and distraught that I won’t receive positive feedback. 5.) constant worry about what others think and always trying to please everyone. I have a hard time saying no or being assertive. I feel like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy may be a good avenue to go down. I feel like I’m too late in life to start taking medication, but maybe if I can work through it and gain practical methods to control my anxiety it can work for the better. Has anyone else gone through CBT? How was it? Did it help you improve?",3.4587055837563447,6.117622319796957,4.843378172588835,77.88192005076145,77.07106598984771,7.797868020304568,31.16979695431472,8.697196308434329,3.0628844670050763,835,42,141,19,20,277,131,197,0.174,0.619,0.207,0.8348,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,6,6,11,1,4,7,0,21,2,0,4,1,25,34,12,0,1,7,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,5,5,15,6,20,22,3,21,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,11,93,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823795625838642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648094221818045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212705162009501,0.158146203000394,0.0,0.19576524495758826,0.14343389439149615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380770389452288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380588192463686,0.0,0.12058696847697208,0.0,0.3025538446717321,0.1570080572355979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325597261039644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694172200626295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337642023362449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752502951684685,0.2123458919037815,0.20001441582757248,0.0,0.0,0.12794617957028687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955820972555086,0.11741500241827453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540144151292518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876615471860794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791217102711758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887741987314064,0.13678179328761295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344284599717967,0.0,0.1406364139575461,0.0,0.0,0.14102283385156356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173680977925007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363405557644115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366440647373802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424177704817219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132380107069433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908398193972066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035538456835974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525329405091707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008808227449056,0.0,0.09300157696347397,0.08969843616250088,0.0,0.0,0.08162792673734587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504242796409346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038253585616402,0.14216425769328458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gymbob22,2019/10/06,ADHD & Jealousy in romantic relationships I had a severe issue with jealousy throughout my teens with every girlfriend. It improved over time and usually I can tell when it’s beyond ridiculous so that I don’t make an entire ass out of myself. The problem is that my mind just takes over and the worst possible scenarios run through my head. Now in my late thirties I’m finding that it’s becoming a problem with my current partner and I because of her job. She works with a lot of men and I can’t control the invasive thoughts of it all regardless of my trust for her. It has caused fights for no reason other than I let my mind get the best of me. Does anyone else find this to be a common issue because of your adhd?,4.6588111888111925,5.77291295804196,5.500286713286716,81.09812237762239,69.76923076923077,7.957762237762238,31.782517482517484,8.238735603445708,2.419176783216784,575,25,107,8,10,188,95,143,0.17800000000000002,0.736,0.086,-0.9062,2,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,2,0,9,0,8,2,2,4,1,24,13,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,19,2,22,9,4,14,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,1,7,81,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512731323645025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834685319084296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021872119908854,0.14974169471233248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817592838641708,0.16140445417898186,0.0,0.0,0.15336900533104256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501300411618287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391280926792726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789151060491802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208447459427325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231325377953797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26714575159661913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635415520747142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499858025892597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050725217465692,0.14502526909326913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648566833217504,0.0,0.0,0.14944203798006156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424631652548353,0.0,0.0,0.09755218721294616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951273535034037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475528726794833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796799477960717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026026810283435,0.0,0.15690385438411014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510100733208255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988202399511927,0.0,0.12773620902306876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160219311415232,0.08521768259419836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095685737135587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639449882418572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WiltedWallFlow3r,2019/10/06,"Study tips?feeling depressed I'm in college so i should be happy. I can't focus on my work though. The strongest they've prescribed me is guanfacine and that doesnt seem to be working. I used to love school as a kid. Idk what happened. Can't focus. I need school since I hate the dead end jobs I currently qualify for. Idk what to do,how do u stop being your own enemy? Yes I'm in therapy, weekly for 6 months",0.6625882352941161,2.9925986117647057,2.579117647058826,91.71102941176471,86.41176470588232,5.752941176470588,21.44117647058824,7.1686216300943375,0.7469058823529413,322,11,68,5,10,107,64,85,0.21899999999999997,0.631,0.15,-0.6593,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,3,1,9,1,0,1,0,6,17,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,9,13,1,8,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,37,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938092183230252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930074753136132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377676862683625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198984260156474,0.2395377542908869,0.0,0.22216045998199924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232974238169567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308914889476226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960865227072687,0.0,0.0,0.16684932558405496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554640882904422,0.0,0.20484956875086036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613869838350594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881266229943326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573297444121773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210808045188665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943448537143284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049730527364224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276341791230578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_normalized_furry,2019/10/06,"Can't do work at home I have lots of disorders and the first one I was ever diagnosed with was ADD. Now its ADHD, but whatever. I'm on enough prescription meds to kill an elephant and I even have a 504 plan to help me. I'm eligible for a service dog, which on the bright side, its a dog. However that means my brain is so fucked up that I have a disability that another living being needs to take care of me. My mental health has declined so much that without my medication, I don't remember anything. I went to Japan for a week and all I remember is the plane ride, because I had taken my meds that day. I'm starting to get really frustrated with it all. My ADHD meds are supposed to be helping me more than they are. I am staring at a pile of homework right now and I can't start it. My heart is racing at 5 thousand miles a minute and there is a lump in my throat. Ive paced around the table, ate an apple, drank some water, sat back down, same thing. I just don't understand why this is happening to me. What does it even feel like to be normal? To be functioning? My IQ is apparently genius level, so why the hell can't I just do a page of math at home? Why do schools assign so much homework in the first place? Anyways thats my rant I am going to try to work on my homework. See you later, Reddit",1.4897802197802186,3.2861088644688685,3.5376644688644703,89.14900219780222,79.40293040293041,6.858842490842491,22.64161172161172,7.839951260653429,1.0049631941391943,1012,32,223,17,25,344,154,273,0.109,0.8270000000000001,0.064,-0.956,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,5,15,7,4,0,17,0,30,11,3,0,3,26,51,10,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,15,9,3,0,5,0,0,3,6,4,0,4,8,4,30,3,33,39,10,31,1,0,3,1,4,17,2,2,12,157,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689403617791369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732654686959774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207603523757764,0.09960592902759158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603659583996531,0.0,0.06820717872446506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490637838571672,0.0,0.0,0.11407943459119313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215987106607312,0.0,0.0,0.11356611669633343,0.0,0.0,0.1282357714115421,0.0,0.0979157981683507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561240424222917,0.0,0.14780473821285,0.1012110195171831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657500667606701,0.07993432420073845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034735810212605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344061311678444,0.058457969690462006,0.0,0.06358973379713627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989440637368346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189339655147542,0.0,0.13259033112239596,0.1499951780047284,0.0,0.22446982697134854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378984005923264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466386092308465,0.0,0.09880102602544924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512497893353083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188114256959852,0.3728540990353728,0.11271752462598053,0.11275892428660095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450422512322369,0.08296510634587237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962856123724812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581964116112813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690136097161233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167967608631992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534993889373168,0.09555355126147967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323877513279425,0.0891619393067592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839280589250254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412744546487694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433482405175178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596604692990225,0.0,0.0,0.11648156110610765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975150528628932,0.0,0.0,0.10372326236971187,0.3028902901550788,0.0,0.0,0.107858083028327,0.0,0.16291468016628755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EY_Inno,2019/10/06,"Adult ADHD: How many of you have a full diagnosis? The diagnostic process in the UK takes ages and I'm constantly doubting whether or not I actually have ADHD. I'd appreciate an ""It's OK to self-diagnose as long as you remember you also need a professional""...?",2.9752000000000014,5.465454120000004,6.009999999999998,69.785,77.8,10.4,32.0,10.355215969177356,4.2612,206,11,38,8,5,75,41,50,0.05,0.8270000000000001,0.124,0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.2531076552138112,0.0,0.6234245498595551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741805414264994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28028677151347337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26325503807737377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295342425649181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629604181001898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231953038050084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938155905503411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705794228150269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501392231652667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catastronot,2019/10/06,ADHD and Pot So I have been recently trying to quit weed because I have terrible self control with the drug and will get high whenever I have the chance regardless of responsibility:) but also in therapy I have realized I use pot to slow the ever living hell out of my brain so I can sit and focus on some bullshit for more than 5 minutes. Anyway I have recently found this sub and I am going on medication tomorrow hopefully because I have an appointment with a psych. Good things await hopefully with that. Anybody else use pot for the same reason?,5.042211538461539,6.856081105769228,6.385769230769231,72.4342307692308,69.67307692307692,10.2,31.26923076923077,10.411451182825502,3.6972538461538464,441,19,76,13,8,149,72,104,0.121,0.754,0.125,-0.3818,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,6,0,10,3,1,4,1,21,17,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,3,14,14,3,12,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,5,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702955873201848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441474521263045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016738287997528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201593959378466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254281576553987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942269783897613,0.0,0.1508566252754659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335058642236094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980034833724081,0.0,0.0,0.094348853272606,0.0,0.1026313177730663,0.15146716430755938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907992699396392,0.0,0.3587257522072829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594609521510456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192163101968212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207568749659212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567272402418664,0.3566142378226416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839082531715773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065160955767128,0.0,0.11997346888097656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260619815297255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119370477454314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xlittlexsoulx,2019/10/06,"Was recently laid off from my job, and now I have to work on my resume and portfolio...but I do not have the motivation/attention span to do them. Any suggestions? I can’t get out of bed early enough. Or if I do, I just eat breakfast, then go back to bed and lay down. I try to get work done, and that lasts maybe two or three hours. Then I eat lunch, and get tired...and so I go back to bed and lay down. When I get back up to work again...I can’t focus. I just feel so lethargic. I have to work on my resume and portfolio before I can even start applying to jobs. I don’t know what I can do. Any suggestions?",-0.3020779220779204,1.5515410000000005,2.0325974025974034,97.28318181818184,85.96969696969695,6.195670995670996,17.004329004329005,7.447530270364453,-0.0416489177489181,460,10,117,8,14,156,69,132,0.027999999999999997,0.972,0.0,-0.4984,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0,0,16,23,15,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,4,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,1,18,0,17,21,1,22,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,12,78,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833094693215616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703115200228413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659866666870416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427727572179893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285232346331041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586974697786286,0.0,0.10602813205981113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116847066832693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354798719030443,0.0,0.1824650758619544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808908904141675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186012507499634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822274118600518,0.13085285861880655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127332446418494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850338222695434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362351128628585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898890188955024,0.0,0.15681386446488887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674691605157562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stillcole,2019/10/06,"Anyone suspect that some chemical or carcinogen you where exposed to in utero has something to do with your adhd? It's been on my mind forever and it just occuree to me to ask the community. Pretty sure my mom was exposed to a lot of second hand smoke while pregnant with me. I know there is a link to adhd and nicotene exposure while pregnant but no well established consensus. Also making it hard for me to tell, is the high amount of lead in basically everything in the 80s (I was born in the mid 80s). Gasoline, household and industrial products, some drinking water etc. Not that it matters at this point becaude there is nothing that can change it but I'm just curious to see if others have thoughts about an cuase or root of the issue?",4.6274327784891165,6.3789978380281696,5.3163764404609495,79.93931498079388,70.61971830985915,8.262227912932138,31.923175416133162,8.841846274778883,2.7844563380281686,591,27,107,11,11,191,98,142,0.064,0.856,0.08,0.6596,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,8,2,0,0,8,0,10,3,1,3,1,26,16,11,0,1,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,3,9,2,21,12,5,14,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,6,3,82,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718617021426429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699195051737114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372670646988056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352675713968605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076738055371853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923126341476643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894160669781126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764340452288004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585846547181974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207416143697871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490044088955706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788884492848952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689884024444315,0.0,0.0,0.1310408820515023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982208181359934,0.22992016769141696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883682364302948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557984815545786,0.0,0.0,0.19972155240537653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564365577903754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113183449224746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850232865903168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158677809816048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585110522346335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765095426554514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kriahfox,2019/10/06,"RSD Attacks - should I talk about them? So I have ADHD and anxiety, specifically social anxiety, it's really hard for me to trust that I'm a part of something. This is a part of myself I keep well hidden from the people in my life, as I feel like if they see that I'm anxious, they'll feel it's their responsibility to take care of me, and might get spooked even, when really I just want my friends to feel cared for like they can rely on me, and rely on me being strong and confident. I've been getting a lot better. I've even admitted the extent of my anxiety to a fair few, and it gets easier to talk about every day. But I was swept off my feet yesterday for the third RSD attack in as many weeks. If I feel like I'm not a part of whatever group is happening, my mind blanks, I start tearing up uncontrollably, my blood rushes, and I can't focus on anything except how pitiful and pathetic and broken I feel. After a few hours (sometimes more, often less) I come down and it passes and I feel normal again. I'm really reluctant to ask for help when this happens, I usually lock myself in my room and sob on my floor because I don't want anyone seeing me that way, lol. It's worse when I'm burned out, overtired, hungry; basically a meltdown. But I recognize how extreme it is, and I'm reaaally reluctant to reach out because of it. The worst part is, the trigger for these attacks is often my friends. It's always utterly innocuous, say I didn't get invited to something. It feels totally extreme to call them up and say ""Hey I'm completely overwhelmed by emotion right now, because I felt left out by uhhh you"" like that sounds really passive aggressive and petty, and that is not my goal! I'm just tired of feeling so totally alone when I get like this. I want to be honest with my friends. But is it even proper to be? These things are completely harmless to everyone else; how on earth can I expect other people to take care of it for me?",5.489722408026757,5.476183274358977,6.635351170568563,77.69182274247494,67.53846153846155,9.962095875139353,31.059085841694536,9.761364909221204,2.8035406911928646,1527,55,301,31,23,516,191,390,0.126,0.696,0.17800000000000002,0.9585,0,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,6,3,21,26,4,2,12,1,22,4,2,4,2,58,61,31,0,8,10,0,10,5,3,3,2,3,1,0,23,20,0,1,10,0,0,3,5,9,1,1,4,15,46,17,52,51,13,36,0,3,2,0,21,19,1,6,18,208,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970940524522974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367422352113578,0.0,0.0,0.06722387126514599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541271568636736,0.09126986603230623,0.0,0.05649034672370914,0.0,0.06648340424483264,0.0,0.07552787820332138,0.27573135405472804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774676463330713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145231648838507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249576928222586,0.0,0.24711280670520006,0.0,0.0,0.06959355488356403,0.16941385649829535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210295888568882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674897980387947,0.09087803725938047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600833832802164,0.0,0.06806918025762014,0.07719844419607698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32679939176738354,0.11543298916299025,0.07757120724213984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872547931268858,0.0,0.21104757715919906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288491397504965,0.0,0.07237209967737418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541519301321642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956201730549932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180999152919304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777872718359378,0.0,0.05706446752578155,0.19734991596649232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868489082855407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190852488452596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570557497784834,0.08157501414435793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079157187152003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34995140940381725,0.0,0.11201942599983138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070249384256977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899434102646558,0.0,0.12849512940761615,0.0,0.0,0.12875856869573993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082355377044933,0.0,0.12439239886407465,0.07990351761277435,0.0,0.0571836793170635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214882667459579,0.12987211396363482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367338139777116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285638511828392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889789290002109,0.0,0.14295635931816786,0.06412745535250566,0.06480497984230528,0.0,0.0726400414150951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233205821094604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,megan_5779,2019/10/06,"Why does this happen In the past year or two, I’ve been getting really forgetful. I forget about what I ate,assignments, words,actions, memories. I don’t know exactly what’s going on, does anyone else have the same problem?",5.531428571428571,7.005187380952384,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,68.04761904761905,10.361904761904762,30.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.5953238095238103,178,7,30,5,3,59,36,42,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.7408,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708971752212912,0.3034622890193713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183626461403642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474129479119233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547371743048086,0.0,0.1683208598359737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619031231830602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276788950834248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827288247886617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28339574129323736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897347887963136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893161266751271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26724834880588016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072447628175526 adhd,Thechoosingestbeggar,2019/10/06,"I know I'm annoying. And I can tell when people don't want to be around me. Nothing groundbreaking. It just really sucks when I can feel myself being irritating, I can watch other people respond negativity to it, and I can't fix it no matter how hard I try. When I was younger I knew I talked too much and too loud, so would try to balance it by being silent the next time. It never worked. Now I feel myself being annoying, I try my hardest to mimic a non-adhd person( therefore giving up all enjoyment of the activity and being a less then present partner in the conversation) and when it doesn't work spend the rest of the time burning with embarrassment and frustration because of it. It's just hard. And I'm tired.",3.359835680751175,5.259673880281689,5.0630281690140855,79.83965962441317,74.28169014084506,7.8319248826291075,25.91784037558686,8.59863814320734,1.9421953051643202,569,20,108,11,12,193,86,142,0.191,0.746,0.063,-0.9471,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,6,4,1,7,0,13,1,0,2,2,22,22,14,0,2,2,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,9,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,6,15,1,12,14,4,14,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,11,82,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772438409014002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608928591578396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058070752589732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003332378958552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975354875447265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543906632090915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870900984063553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541017695871114,0.0,0.15256018901128088,0.0,0.21036893534441864,0.0,0.0,0.18980020113605608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426756201183594,0.17271657791047482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671959490702986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898897781436164,0.17289117110447702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306845499048709,0.2273489096762752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40289188871555853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667110948042445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28801026179609496,0.0,0.0,0.1405157139379752,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Woddell,2019/10/06,"Friend argued that I'm selfish because I wont 'pause' my medication or drink on top of my medication for his stag. I recently got diagnosed with ADHD and started medication about 5/6 weeks ago (Concerta if anyone is curious) and I was advised by the nursing staff that I shouldn't drink on top of tablets (they advised that 1/2 would be ok but don't overdo it) and that I should just stop my medication without discussing with the consultant as it's dangerous to just stop. Onwards to about 2/3 weeks ago. I messaged my friend who's invited me to his stag in January (he's organised an apartment for the weekend to party from friday-monday) to ask him for the location of the apartment that he's booking so I could book a hotel close by as I can't drink on my meds and will definitely not be able to sleep there with them all partying through (that and I don't trust them not to shave me or something silly while I'm asleep). He went crazy at me. Telling me it was just tablets and I'd be fine and then when I told him about the risks his next advice was to just stop my medication for that weekend. When I told him that I was 100% not doing either as it's dangerous and I'm not risking it just to get drunk he started calling me selfish... And that if he were to call a GP he'd most likely be prescribed my tablets as he 'smokes a lot of green (cannabis) so probably has adhd' as if it's not a big issue. Sorry for the rant. But it's really irritated me and I wanted to get it out. Still not heard really discussed it as I told him to drop the argument as I didn't want to argue with him over it. So not sure what to do now..",3.4988392857142863,4.467751681547622,4.936071428571432,84.60892857142859,72.36309523809524,8.338095238095239,28.583333333333336,8.72156446121922,2.0249369047619044,1279,49,273,23,24,429,159,336,0.145,0.767,0.08900000000000001,-0.9704,0,0,5,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,2,16,16,4,2,13,1,24,12,2,0,2,50,40,31,0,9,21,0,0,1,2,5,6,1,0,0,21,16,4,3,0,9,0,1,14,8,0,0,12,2,40,8,49,17,4,34,0,0,1,0,37,13,0,7,20,189,61,6,0.10387517634224423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967555191469665,0.10150562011552837,0.18415815271580027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263193851664662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710926776192076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332134336370276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213633797277828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293587590925525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054311174320935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052743813682435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050740713700398,0.0,0.10854098469805032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307846769884078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841869648323288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507481642229952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883109603147178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153819039339838,0.5232165597100287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047242847815916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199500896010772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309019568149438,0.0,0.10256420504331876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039501937523116,0.0,0.0,0.07996818563021582,0.0,0.11627975552919713,0.14704676891527796,0.0,0.08295485000795164,0.2605328959338523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790112439034844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079148260685084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977715474037055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253654063934614,0.0,0.16664480161540016,0.0,0.0,0.0962933291501197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013196319961144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378994494912383,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EllyAlly307,2019/10/06,"Different manufacturers for Adderal generic? Hello! I recently switched pharmacies and my 10mg Adderall booster pills are shaped and look different. Any experiences between the two? One is a blue oval with b-972 and the other a round blue pill with E-111. I tried to post a photo but don’t know how and can’t even risk getting stuck on it",4.304761904761904,6.954045111111117,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,74.07936507936508,8.009523809523811,31.13492063492064,8.841846274778883,2.9083777777777766,274,13,48,6,6,87,52,63,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.7005,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,9,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,4,3,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025799055264332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224770926929615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967578969232898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914000398645488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563867997434389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371618248234374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501581195614903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018624479934988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28530259969593913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941369572050107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225223916676888,0.0,0.29100169531535464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dedmaw5,2019/10/06,"Does strattera work? my ADHD friend is giving me his Strattera medicine although I wanted Adderall. he said he experienced the same stuff as me when he was young. I have trouble sleeping. this weekend I didn't sleep for two days I think I have insomnia. I dont think i ever remd sleep because i always wake up in the middle of the night. i get insane anxiety like WHY WHAT THE FUCK, do you ever feel that you're walking and there is a guy behind you and you think he is following you and gonna attack you?. I mostly need medication for good grades. ever since grade 6 when i moved to new school i never studied because I thought I was smart because grade 1-5 i never studied and i got 100's and teachers called me a prodigy. Sometimes when I'm depressed at something and I cry my brain suddenly plays funny music or memes I never think straight. I never focus in class when ever I try so hard I suddenly see myself in a scenario like an argument of something that happened or day dreaming about my future Yes I day dream a lot about my future, I care about what my future holds so much. In fact I care about it so much that I'm afraid of failure, but I'm I get suicidal thoughts because I can't fight failure, it's like it's in graved in my veins and brain. Grade 9 was my biggest point in life where I wanted to end my life in a severe way like choke my self. I studied so much math I got a math tutor I happened to fail math exam, I had a make up I still failed. I repeated grade 9 and I still managed to get low grades, I failed math again but I passed the make up. I'm now a senior and I'm almost passing calculus (yes I'm somehow taking AP Physics, calculus and Chemistry). I need to be focused this year and fullfill my dreams. I swear you think I'm hiding from my parents but I told my mom and she thinks I'm self-diagnosing. I really wanna see a doctor. I wanna live life to the fullest.",2.0728061224489807,3.906908219387759,3.618306122448981,89.06955102040821,77.77551020408163,5.908571428571428,24.97551020408163,6.742157984588678,0.9061093877551012,1490,54,308,14,35,493,193,392,0.163,0.737,0.1,-0.9803,1,0,2,0,1,1,32.0,0,6,0,4,23,21,3,1,16,2,14,14,7,2,9,49,55,27,2,6,5,2,2,4,1,1,6,1,0,2,11,12,0,1,9,5,0,5,7,11,0,1,11,6,65,10,32,42,6,56,0,6,2,1,22,18,1,6,36,186,76,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932238885655896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275632890390316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876667842781041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632226635968928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401982262104124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151679378325785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845167427101014,0.08438907089284164,0.0,0.16852274441882373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078088330956496,0.1598962102925154,0.0,0.07118141483271559,0.0838822252548751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845899433959678,0.07232258420819683,0.0,0.09685850456354883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319832002446472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990260047410783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041787441464493896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385078147926243,0.07640332400521924,0.12953470782037346,0.07927994357178546,0.0,0.06931811814137122,0.13219639345722622,0.0,0.0,0.08183085071218685,0.1461641638095008,0.0,0.07403306016146945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512234035981,0.1615033225979591,0.0,0.0729764313649996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026122881003027,0.0,0.0,0.11033142451803636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325543802937564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967920057835455,0.0,0.08783781225121197,0.1822592099023112,0.12255940312563003,0.2549615173050656,0.07981838031339379,0.0,0.0775560774448571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176671529816008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812557687449499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294405506306527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861365503263716,0.0,0.0,0.08364044417116069,0.13171361484675204,0.0,0.17243205873411108,0.09336453568461874,0.0,0.0683642193116671,0.0,0.2481119553694036,0.0,0.0,0.12724724016280842,0.0817373263026792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199969010730053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946079514798056,0.09039945092241512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213822868903171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177307839857821,0.0,0.13122068611577967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897017067375169,0.0,0.056110055055727776,0.0,0.08073147280209428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749149922918247,0.06559919888020374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457362661035992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016603497844032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322021985633731 adhd,Crossfitpizza,2019/10/06,Turned 18 yesterday I have been suspecting I have ADHD for a while now and I didn't think that my parents would get me medication. Now that I'm 18 can I go to the doctor on my own and stuff? Also how does insurance work with that? If anyone has any answers that would help thank you,2.2722033898305085,3.915643000000003,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,76.62711864406779,7.431864406779661,21.969491525423727,8.238735603445708,1.0130447457627114,223,6,49,4,5,74,46,59,0.03,0.871,0.099,0.594,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,10,14,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,4,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162428362536617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043275805248385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894404923489146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839934271734666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933467797186394,0.2302753630727246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747965544661822,0.0,0.14954838046314942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637702352591966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650856081801947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29218554500822397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012320510265976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422637221577065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860932271419735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862204787821392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915688674705341,0.0,0.0,0.3738538483044623,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,t-h-r-o-w-a-w-a-y194,2019/10/06,"Have you ever taken your meds in a different way than recommended? Throwaway account because I know this is gonna be unpopular. I’m diagnosed ADHD inattentive, currently on 27mg Concerta. Because I am dumb, I procrastinated studying for a test, and I’m thinking about pulling an all nighter (I know, I know, not very effective, but more effective than not doing anything and not learning the material at all). I took it at about 10am, and it’ll usually last me about 14 hours (my metabolism is weird). I was thinking about taking another one around midnight, but I’m not sure how my body would do without its usual break between doses at night. I’m also already prone to anxiety so I worry this would exacerbate it, even though I wouldn’t redose until the original one from this morning was out of my system. I know the obvious answer is “just don’t do it, dumbass” but I know that... I’m just wondering if it would kill me to do so. Other option is calling it quits at midnight and then waking up at 5am and redosing to study throughout the morning, but that would cut down my study time considerably since my test is at 8am.",6.24833098094566,6.520628582568808,7.405045871559633,71.8399188426253,65.92660550458716,10.744389555398731,36.03528581510233,10.560738912317856,3.9503750176429087,893,42,162,22,13,304,130,218,0.14400000000000002,0.836,0.02,-0.9818,2,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,2,0,3,14,5,3,0,7,0,21,4,2,4,5,45,38,17,1,6,12,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,13,0,1,2,7,4,0,2,4,0,20,1,27,26,3,28,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,3,11,116,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654242987716528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518962938051027,0.11007582607023857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433431720555004,0.1052991668081636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327131013052627,0.12253453407949255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781601150597875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528941893016315,0.0,0.0,0.14055242767671053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970826167132805,0.0,0.1438112564157412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091419009121443,0.12450910544504892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555403847302194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228541637547685,0.0,0.3782344792242479,0.11220023810037663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528941893016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917188032321728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865456101750652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640395575996368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138625759096127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297301616200128,0.0,0.10349300924125793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639659008109115,0.13523695021667936,0.0,0.08026275901717732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293028414546087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031962630778893,0.11357274679722497,0.0,0.1092573547582699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268627761026405,0.1492717166227216,0.0,0.13978666385595634,0.0,0.39112038983386427,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,naynaybeans,2019/10/06,"How do you guys trust yourselves? I find I don’t trust myself or feel that I know best for myself in most scenarios... It could be from endless corrections of “that’s not how you do that” in regard to whatever work-around I had found to cope with my undiagnosed ADHD. It could also be from feeling so forgetful or ill-prepared all the time that I am afraid to make a choice for fear I have forgotten to consider some vital element. Maybe my ADHD symptoms can make me feel foolish and it doesn’t feel good so I want to avoid that no good, very bad feeling so in order to not be at fault for my foolishness I want to look to someone else for the deciding factor. I know this can’t be healthy to live like this. I really want to feel like I deserve the responsibility of agency and independence, but part of me says, “you can’t handle it”.",4.653863636363635,5.291350035714292,5.7485064935064925,81.05103896103898,69.47619047619048,9.204329004329004,28.36796536796537,9.339509955726095,2.2466952380952385,658,22,135,13,11,219,97,168,0.08800000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.156,0.75,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,6,13,0,3,4,0,16,1,0,5,2,35,31,11,0,5,5,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,3,0,1,11,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,8,21,8,24,23,5,6,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,4,3,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615255360007633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028227508372888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338961792210526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558549565301586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784529686339369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017919865882856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564768281015953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169252295962717,0.4563088145826661,0.10745244488539446,0.0,0.0,0.13747138926651126,0.0,0.0,0.16491605077771218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231239506145403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892886944074016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653220522630353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696478795041487,0.0,0.13281418101389206,0.0,0.12630594327664438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007987717865728,0.0,0.15110637357939433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628786311616454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963560588155578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961152449425005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744132473551326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633286926856968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770488129630657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410343723935947,0.26614593335987313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949977288622627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-LexXi-,2019/10/06,"How do you focus while playing games? So I found out, when I was playing geometry dash, that I don't even know, how am I even doing it. It's like I already know, what I'm supposed to do, my finger is moving by itself and all I need to do is have my eyes open.",1.817758620689656,2.129911982758621,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,75.72413793103449,6.4896551724137925,23.12068965517241,5.985473137389443,0.2949172413793102,197,5,48,1,4,70,41,58,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,2,2,1,10,15,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,9,3,4,13,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40867928872610587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892120223717972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060585851386309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070582476209487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092936854515504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936127046639594,0.0,0.2746023432841939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kd0ugh,2019/10/06,"Interruptions only anger me when on meds? When I don’t take Vyvanse 40mg, I’m pretty laid back. I don’t mind my chatterbox of a boyfriend, or switching tasks to handle something that comes up, or just going with the flow. When I do take Vyvanse... everyone better leave me the hell alone. Example: took meds this morning and plan was to finish laundry and then go to the store. But while waiting for the laundry, I got caught up in a debate online. I was focused on reading responses and building arguments. Every time my boyfriend would say something, it derailed my thought process and I could feel the anger building up. Then, somehow it was an hour later, laundry was done, and he began bugging me about going to the store while I was in the middle of typing. I told him to go to the store alone so I could continue my focus, but I hate that I can’t break away from the focus while I’m on meds. It’s like my brain finds something to keep busy and then can’t stop until finished. I also talk a lot less on meds as I’d rather be up in my head instead of in the real world. Like why can’t I have this sort of brain power without meds? Off meds my brain is just “duhhhhhhhh”. I’ve been on this dose for a while and didn’t have this problem until recently. It seems like the meds are being absorbed way too fast now so I get hyperfocus for 2-3 hours and then I crash.",3.7058664259927814,4.796939036101083,4.636048736462096,86.49277346570398,71.99638989169675,6.984043321299639,27.20740072202166,7.1686216300943375,1.2510088086642597,1071,37,222,10,20,348,149,277,0.12,0.823,0.057,-0.9365,1,2,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,15,9,4,0,16,0,23,5,4,0,0,34,44,29,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,10,0,3,4,1,3,8,7,5,0,0,14,2,26,4,36,25,2,53,1,0,0,0,5,17,1,6,29,147,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846085087075186,0.0,0.07127140269162009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373372413661194,0.06852986633471937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882179861093358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29847127254019784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677132719053176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231447130384056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120347981358222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508973090815932,0.08516057310037957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045063122355612384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145654657903434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656293999053754,0.0,0.2026019702352692,0.0,0.07127957640569332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799022956595579,0.09146561711566066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553584301645694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921636370581481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436808649058452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062256982017492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576894492122309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6929667127440371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998853574769472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778184050054764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906698409744521,0.0,0.08527840161677841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914683250374254,0.10144116069591064,0.0,0.0,0.08799792885415056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087395979876566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113397218540022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058330595955312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451058008288511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401837988832574,0.07163346211232965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075348031354284,0.05196817160748388,0.0,0.0,0.08516057310037957,0.09901861520548662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074146255354077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041938780338538,0.0,0.0,0.08591111655322893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331021941857946,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Asangrededragon,2019/10/06,"Does coffee helps? I’ve been diagnostic with ADHD since I was a kid, I have never took any kind of medication. As a student I find difficult to to study and I give up very easily when doing work, does coffee helps?",0.5551937984496114,3.0431794418604667,3.395697674418604,83.48176356589148,91.7906976744186,6.587596899224807,16.468992248062015,7.793537801064563,0.8202434108527137,168,4,33,4,6,59,34,43,0.057999999999999996,0.748,0.193,0.6959,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172958036103757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953986428877436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620841834293736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130574793289494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326810697358426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539285827374363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749319301477474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265968241587658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362533678047265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839667928263812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333137734063186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784076602317387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220671832716926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hen_bee,2019/10/06,"Vyvanse not on hand; skip dose or take lower one? I came home for the weekend from uni but now have to stay longer than expected due to laptop issues that need a once-over by Apple (walk in... wish me luck!). Because I was sure I’d be back by this evening, I only brought enough meds with me until then. I do have some spare 20mg’s roaming around from titration though. Do I try and run on 40mg? 60mg was my worst nightmare so I’m not willing to even consider that, but I’m not sure if a lesser dose will screw me over more than a missed one (which I’ve done before). Or is there some sort of safe way of splitting a 20mg capsule? This is making me super nervous! I’ve been ill for the past few days and my meds have been tiding me over, so the last thing I want is being set back! Thanks!",1.5784361792054078,2.936517532544378,2.7332417582417565,96.9671153846154,77.81656804733728,5.301944209636519,20.355452240067624,5.288315135182226,-0.3588464919695693,609,14,145,2,14,195,112,169,0.113,0.747,0.141,0.7898,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,1,7,0,17,5,1,1,2,25,28,12,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,2,7,1,13,6,21,17,6,23,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,7,10,92,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706396350352678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27133422439607435,0.0,0.10755273239698772,0.0,0.15013262322410836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179387544349006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378554937629652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180553580365762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230383088366567,0.0,0.23306642721921436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697802256984446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415160560815846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381753058000893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777128797443867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919575415824229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308238230634311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23911294173830103,0.13418626143618195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842653575598726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880555246999107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325745435449849,0.0,0.13265666163788467,0.0,0.0,0.1624370300390986,0.0,0.0,0.11721513172846645,0.0,0.17334583734068865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978733132643385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406554144420432,0.14004536198025788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028907767904272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yoni1o,2019/10/06,"About my adhd plzz inside. ADHD is a lifelong problem. I don't want to go to university because I know the contrasts are huge between being with Ritalin and being without Ritalin, which is shocking to me. With Ritalin I am very good at math, and without Ritalin I am just zero in math and can get stuck on reading a paragraph in a long time question and getting into stress and not understand anything even if it is material that I really master. I decided with my intuition not to go into college and give up higher education, because I know that even if I take Ritalin at university then it won't help me because after university I have to get into work and have to be a person with attentive abilities at work meetings and I have a really poor short term memory , My mom is really good at math as well as my brother), and I don't know what it is to give people Ritalin or Adderle if it is not a lifelong cure and it continues even after school at work that you need to absorb material at work and understand what you are constantly saying. I can't be at university very well and then stop taking drugs and be the stupidest person .. Either they will find a cure for life or someone who has an attention problem who won't learn and think he's a genius with pills because he won't take them all his life and he'll stop studying and take pills so he Can go in a black mirror and realize that all those bullets are bullshit and without the bullets to read a paragraph it takes an hour for people with attention and concentration problems. I am from germany and my English not good . Its google translate",12.089991258741255,7.297366035256412,11.961561771561772,59.82283216783218,58.519230769230774,15.191608391608392,47.27389277389278,12.563389971838223,5.811983333333334,1281,59,226,30,11,436,145,312,0.10800000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9324,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,5,8,10,0,1,15,0,30,11,0,0,2,66,53,30,0,8,14,2,0,0,0,5,11,1,0,2,17,29,0,2,14,2,1,3,13,5,2,1,1,2,25,5,42,42,4,32,0,0,1,0,21,17,0,6,12,171,42,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423516670922566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677049653253062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747716989548344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008143663108442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818787504563676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848533624387146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526623106883363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462220005837795,0.17898634505450028,0.1590581770397055,0.2347440484921501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253095207236282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187278604416106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381078620336286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178830284278706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255954815801743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926122399421316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917405156089336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935238580182265,0.16291610467068046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678004974240545,0.0,0.0,0.10450720590641406,0.0,0.18663237612077094,0.0,0.17929369928578107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741887016668614,0.0,0.09441541407869274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904511259102881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559908099530293,0.1068644591003694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35071589169144524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977706884278852,0.0,0.0,0.054398698626502096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942383218375303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394959507644265,0.0550254147983686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775952167081987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978741757612906,0.0,0.27166766806440423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Irredactable,2019/10/06,"Get Diagnosed - But Don't Ever Accept Deadline Extensions as an Accommodation for ADHD From my own experience. You have to get diagnosed or you'll just feel like you're being thrown around by a system which doesn't understand you. But you do have to be responsible for your ADHD. I.e. I thought that it would be a good idea to get extensions for things because I have days where I can't seem to focus on anything. But, despite the pain of having to pull an all-nighter because I did nothing all day, I actually got worse grades when I started asking for extensions because it took away one of the few tools that I had to get things done: adrenaline. It also took the burden of the responsibility off of my shoulders and placed it onto someone else. Which, just doesn't fly in the real world of people with jobs anyways, especially not in the U.S. You NEED to be challenged if you have ADHD, not cared for. Being cared for literally makes the ADHD like 10x worse because without pressure and a sense of duty you will literally not do fucking anything responsible. You need to take steps every day to make yourself a little bit stronger. I wish I knew this when I as a child - but no, my dad just took very little responsibility in terms of disciplining me, and my mother, while she took on more of that responsibility was very busy and would always roll back her punishments. And that is part of why I have such a massive student debt load and why my actual ADHD didn't get diagnosed until adulthood. Get diagnosed, and focus on making yourself STRONGER, not looking for every person to ""get it"" because most of them won't and you're also just not ""getting"" them because they also have their own shit to deal with. As soon as ADHD becomes someone else's responsibility, you're fucked. That mistake cost me a good 50-70,000 dollars, and the net total of what I've missed out on if I could download my current knowledge into 10 year old me would be something like 300,000 to 1 million dollars from lost scholarships, taking on private student loan debt, not getting as good of a job from lack of GPA and likewise having no money to invest with. ADHD is real, and you need to take it deadly seriously.",9.995868055555556,7.7245985600961555,9.648333333333337,67.05222222222224,59.79326923076921,11.744444444444444,39.93803418803419,9.994966539143718,3.952086431623932,1755,70,309,26,18,572,207,416,0.122,0.807,0.071,-0.9718,5,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,10,4,2,16,21,4,1,18,0,34,9,2,3,3,64,72,30,1,12,18,2,1,3,0,6,5,0,0,2,17,17,0,2,8,0,9,6,15,11,0,2,13,2,37,10,62,46,11,41,0,2,1,2,22,19,3,5,18,220,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.12165032240713115,0.0,0.5243604563837588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953601346943562,0.051863614897367134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258468040973194,0.05548698078628708,0.0582702054408946,0.0,0.05856115649692701,0.047927979658392565,0.0,0.22797500825414985,0.06883866993508538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804829768505198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270993294690036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049765492409035314,0.0,0.0,0.12059322427307614,0.06425956960180902,0.0,0.2530548531245421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378530645207751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413755795703293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563811205832418,0.10503155158489244,0.0,0.0,0.06097077277680096,0.0,0.0,0.03151595832763548,0.04452861746676346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524629845966015,0.29308402074231443,0.0,0.0,0.15683852704046092,0.04985105430302162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036306693564391,0.0,0.0,0.12370596192206608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135397752988983,0.12494221810448768,0.0,0.0,0.05234156410254839,0.0,0.06804063895371901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481742559999565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865088072630152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849255228712265,0.0,0.05980738725186555,0.0,0.06540492783194672,0.0,0.04223647139685155,0.0,0.06632359355195933,0.0,0.0,0.06749739634349447,0.0,0.04321182536605548,0.05442421661346939,0.06512166126502221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189054047210833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056742958603092586,0.0,0.0,0.0639809254650226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562413921168204,0.047984736295535055,0.0,0.0,0.044117547333998766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059337618795692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281866339038979,0.0,0.0,0.0494831165825569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700402345401404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488780543637078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285767790646283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124863942957469,0.0,0.07167650925371248,0.06008396728050922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703934124585392,0.13283248913582482,0.0,0.0,0.040138524216781435 adhd,bizzarepeanut,2019/10/06,"Quick reminder to anyone who has do/switch over their wash to have clean clothes for work tomorrow Don’t be like me: my day off was yesterday and I have to leave for work in an hour. So now I’m spot cleaning food stains off my work clothes in the bathroom trying not to look crazy since I’m the manager. I seriously wonder who let me have this much responsibility? Also quick reminder for people with Mon-Fri jobs to set an alarm for tomorrow, have a good week everyone!",5.311935483870967,5.999415838709678,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,68.03225806451613,9.210752688172043,29.478494623655912,9.2995712137729,2.2786430107526887,375,13,77,7,6,120,65,93,0.057,0.8320000000000001,0.111,0.7293,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,4,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,15,10,1,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,10,47,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620798410008765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628123181899868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016731198741662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249567207822504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815600040397069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530135431489606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293077884746546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106511859143256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465517793276228,0.0,0.238102245521094,0.0,0.11375747955754095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955331744517818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711696330132569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142707105822765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926137779883048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580881021714685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186776141594344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525130760112613,0.5085470478763792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lailamusee,2019/10/06,Working out on meds just wondering if anyone has had any problems exercising on vyvanse. I go to school and take a personal fitness class in the morning 2/3 times a week. Is it okay for the heart?,4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,71.63157894736842,8.224561403508767,33.719298245614034,8.841846274778883,3.005498245614035,156,8,29,3,3,51,35,38,0.07,0.8270000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,3,2,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,18,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646311336756266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257119057843835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090407684715615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37720131880212415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535729357396674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779378093050854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045816484720195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221487943958557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933105157956205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561031956736385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553307309204372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345195846292585,0.2317349677414376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mothertucker7714,2019/10/06,"I'm just so happy I'm testing out medication for the first time and I'm so focused. After feeling so stupid for so long, I finally feel smart. I can actually do things. I'm so happy. I kept seeing people saying that they cried when they tried medication but I'm not very emotional so I didn't think I would, but I'm just so happy. Just a little vent, idk",0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,87.8,6.0,19.0,7.3871296695380915,0.6194000000000006,279,8,59,5,9,99,46,75,0.099,0.672,0.22899999999999998,0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,11,5,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,15,11,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,7,4,4,12,0,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,6,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.18779433658117786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138704256066254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164698548966465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460757254882236,0.0,0.0,0.2108093504348537,0.0,0.16368993782640825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145700232870374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287610994886814,0.0,0.17030393951826178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877274637680891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341413185772866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530365468743735,0.0,0.0,0.15335030070419856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784903188243765,0.12330821260426934,0.0,0.0,0.11221370377449552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306545845748181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878370893320662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670433244012206,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RushilTheWeaboo,2019/10/06,"A Word is Causing Havoc in my Brain. Pls Help So I was watching a Football Documentary on street football and suddenly a word came up in my mind. The word was ""Rape"", and from there this word is causing havoc in my mind I don't know where this stuff is coming from. The more I try to ignore it starts coming back This Word is giving me so much stress I am not a bad person but this is making me sick I know it's the gravest sin a person can do and I also know the consequences But why does this word in popping in my head I am not at ease because of this I can't sleep properly Pls, help me. I told my mom about this (as I share everything with my mom) she told me to forget it and don't overthink about Please help me I am scared, really scared",0.7198820754716984,2.670372729559752,2.4604677672956012,95.1220224056604,82.71069182389937,5.484433962264153,18.742531446540877,6.6274283507984215,-0.09709779874213886,580,14,134,6,16,191,82,159,0.209,0.687,0.10400000000000001,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,3,9,0,15,5,3,3,0,28,26,10,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,5,1,23,1,17,21,2,16,1,0,1,1,12,10,0,0,3,91,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238919165481097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806601232329803,0.11734440781225755,0.08567142556739264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568882879908098,0.0,0.1607394679309594,0.0,0.288745056940154,0.0,0.24212424841823305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298684935406685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630762060287365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348180597196777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442338214713741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826015010783019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171009781312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938110441902699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838091691458352,0.32919575439146703,0.0,0.0,0.10331252326898227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454269136799362,0.0,0.15426989912758565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003304563191539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814086235701901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064075102790818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947440822356364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609872420660663,0.0,0.16088382354878544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685825621539913,0.0,0.09541692908153956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681481838802006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FutureDocME,2019/10/06,"ADHD Moment of the Week I lost my fidget ring and have been going crazy. Weeks later I found it in the pocket of my jacket but only because I was procrastinating studying by doing laundry. but hey, I found it.",2.6498780487804865,4.975447097560977,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,78.02439024390246,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,0.3429463414634144,165,4,28,1,4,57,32,41,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,0,4,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35765022429329146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141057450685666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.652593044493411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691295602106293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32485906670911835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633368986120536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477424002614576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaxLamborghini,2019/10/06,"Some people on this sub seriously need to stop complaining Before I start my rant, yes im diagnosed with ADD myself so I know what its like. Some people on this sub are complaining about how they cant even keep their rooms or appartments clean or how they cant even do basic tasks. Those are just two examples and the trend I see here is that everything gets blamed on ADHD/ADD. I have had bad periods myself but I overcame it by taking control of my life and trying to find solutions. My life got so much better and easier after I stopped blaming everything on my ADD. I get it some people have it hard and some tasks are much harder when having to deal with ADD or ADHD. This is not directed to everyone on this sub but only towards the people who blame everything on their mental problems. My rant is over.",4.301603773584905,5.8184194905660425,5.236619496855346,81.11832547169814,71.0754716981132,8.822012578616352,25.199685534591197,9.2995712137729,2.0849911949685533,645,19,122,14,12,211,95,159,0.171,0.74,0.08900000000000001,-0.8829,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,2,10,7,0,0,2,1,13,3,0,3,0,30,22,14,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,12,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,2,18,2,18,20,6,15,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,7,7,89,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471293131331565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058458533182667,0.0,0.0,0.1228906991508337,0.0,0.0,0.1277276667207392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619791998092808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488905769931681,0.0,0.14658316001066785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077596577262,0.0,0.0,0.13799940486518664,0.3893858856661144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319971735867756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090687564757455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550578824116013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937186478725868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559982762029414,0.0,0.0,0.12836704414965816,0.0,0.0,0.07936940095942502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401609487116595,0.07055626894344721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554129279184247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233048954333889,0.10708552702666924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098378429031602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004903021634241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819034140479894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508396339034198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022211496090936,0.0,0.0,0.2414830087035228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085857926518758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805163314933776,0.0,0.14107725873615282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChicaFoxy,2019/10/06,"Hal accurately describing my entire day... https://youtu.be/AbSehcT19u0 This is exactly what happens to me when I try to get anything done! This is what makes me Kate to places because I ALWAYS think there's enough time to fit one more thing or I just **can't** leave that thing undone or I feel like I'm walking sideways until I do it. I feel I'm being productive, but am I really??",1.1613926940639274,3.740942479452056,2.785239726027396,85.9289098173516,96.8082191780822,5.721004566210046,19.781963470319635,7.1686216300943375,0.95596894977169,303,10,57,6,12,99,54,73,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.4983,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,9,15,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,10,1,5,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,39,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256003870082496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311541190631504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652772378481599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485526298424767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774582884263819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801479139216571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741811348754008,0.1936940445305156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165329722376352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975777713894236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28708562231691404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324595462301795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809801828408089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372348922936907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832712685585471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369167138925184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602510652092318,0.17372800671882369,0.0,0.0,0.15809703726582666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840782545417678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FookinDoughnut,2019/10/06,"Constantly increasing medication dosage? I started medication the beginning of August. The doctor put me on 36mg of concerta. For like a couple of weeks it worked before I noticed no difference. I went back to see the nurse that following month, and my dosage was increased to 54mg. Then they added 10mg of ritalin because the Concerta only lasts like 4-6 hours not the 12 the doctor stated it would. Now it’s October, and I’m barely noticing any increase in focus on either if the medications. What gives? Do I have to keep increasing my dose or what?",4.230190476190476,6.414516209523812,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,72.61904761904762,9.619047619047619,29.76190476190476,9.994966539143718,3.4514761904761917,442,19,76,13,9,150,76,105,0.022000000000000002,0.882,0.096,0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,2,11,9,5,22,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,13,47,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604478259865368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121584590931698,0.0,0.1040239047819382,0.0,0.1452067404971355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440714813867426,0.0,0.0,0.1888159852387433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828821349897225,0.0,0.3493257728900114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369870017084429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805143042530785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516775492126191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909884736175554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673753027220428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157221249239142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620759938358296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38856203514188103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978358217027133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154584667342873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359823593068871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207837537516835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688151620597336,0.0,0.0,0.15819007573976626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423194665226,0.0,0.0,0.12122165765125142,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thatz_GTAModding,2019/10/06,"My attitude changes from passionate and out going to cold and reserved really quickly when someone gives a cold response/lose interest. I start go be really polite to. How do you manage this? This is such a bad thing because I know sometimes people don't so it on purpose but I just get sad and try to end the conversation as fast as possible, and I become REALLY polite. I don't know why. Does anyone of you do this? It's like a instinct move for me. I don't want to do it, but I can't.",1.4340594059405944,3.508406712871288,3.8876138613861393,85.17953960396042,80.88118811881188,7.2083168316831685,23.961386138613854,8.238735603445708,1.6188685148514852,382,14,78,8,10,133,67,101,0.086,0.836,0.079,-0.1638,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,12,17,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,2,11,3,11,16,0,10,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551718596536415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857065738429205,0.13558163712252652,0.24563901908224794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528474151266926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946361726740368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699297268910929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620224412901828,0.2133599753875644,0.25280624044662114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444660647060261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866034769345384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639110493370424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419400760765298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073860172554563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42745271160335135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884508370936772,0.0,0.21997333931493115,0.0,0.15742592153011306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477621172525709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100464791381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118566272187546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069422884668034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,seedsmustcrack,2019/10/06,"Gut to Brain Connection? Wondering if anyone has had noticed a change with ADHD symptoms by making purposeful changes your diet? If so what changes did you make? Since pregnancy I think I’ve experienced an escalation in my symptoms (lack of focus, procrastination, and working memory). It could be a product of added responsibility and lack of sleep but wondering if anyone has experienced noticeable changes when they make dietary changes.",9.385416666666664,11.625443375000005,9.037111111111113,55.91900000000001,59.694444444444436,12.42666666666667,43.56666666666667,11.979248473330829,6.360596666666668,361,21,48,12,5,116,55,72,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.2937,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,3,3,0,16,12,8,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,7,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338266473945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011552503299955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176254548487456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7190729739492744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854314172645968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722383495269587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309554616453022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245730648004584,0.0,0.13604583648812665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826033375126128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710976909802004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948588691401063,0.09897151321824443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psichologi,2019/10/06,"ADHD study methods?! This has most likely been asked on here but I can’t seem to find what I’m looking for so I was hoping you guys could help me out. I’m in my 3rd year of university. And after 4 semesters of inattentiveness and bad grades, I was finally diagnosed with adhd. I was wondering if you guys had any tips or tricks for studying? I’m having a hard time figuring out the best study method! What works for you?",1.6335163398692814,3.963256717647063,3.0862745098039213,89.75712418300655,81.82352941176471,6.601307189542485,21.20915032679739,7.793537801064563,0.9029346405228758,331,10,70,6,9,108,64,85,0.08800000000000001,0.753,0.159,0.8588,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,15,17,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,2,9,3,12,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,6,5,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501094711635104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417706687247331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948966975464267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406855522832754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187824527962325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645093403919597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159851247691144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283750096759267,0.1905430717968264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128475665209563,0.0,0.0,0.1867533360814148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973691039104968,0.0,0.0,0.2070634737597552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185072796402947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506713612583175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978850609980896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215638947343155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608307350176685,0.15177283941131364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425155712164027 adhd,Angdrambor,2019/10/06,"I ran out of brain medicine, so I've been using herbal brain medicine I'm up around two liters a day of coffee, and I still haven't called the doctor to get more ritalin, even though I've been thinking about it every day for a month. Send help; coffee is good herbal brain medicine, but my bowels can't take much more.",7.663641025641028,5.629359261538465,6.293846153846157,88.52948717948719,64.07692307692308,9.282051282051283,29.35897435897436,6.42735559955562,1.1755128205128211,252,5,57,1,3,74,48,65,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,5,6,4,1,0,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,8,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251127488707075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6866104031133266,0.2093483519275277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26444189000651697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984666678076766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541378243710994,0.0,0.17273820012805013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711449287883758,0.0,0.0,0.17196105654535274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374205904799743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364501527835776,0.0,0.15071329661125102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372924412213086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414953180682628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313685435019744,0.20143111802157898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002747583423638,0.0,0.0,0.17707146149848876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emma_bear96,2019/10/06,"A sad emptiness So I am a huge podcast fan, I listen to them constantly and most recently I've been hyperfixated on The Adventure Zone: Amnesty. I binged listened to the entire thing in about a week and finished it yesterday afternoon and now I just feel empty. Nothing else has been able to hold my attention since then so I just started relistening to it. Does anyone else do this? I do this all the time, finish a piece of entertainment, get almost depressed that I've consumed all of it and there is nothing new left, and just start again.",2.6619579288025896,5.470342825242717,3.6817718446601937,83.95398462783172,81.9126213592233,6.928478964401295,27.02993527508091,8.07648339933343,2.135376051779936,433,19,79,9,12,139,71,103,0.10400000000000001,0.8,0.096,-0.2092,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,2,15,13,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,8,2,9,11,4,18,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,14,56,15,0,0.22129031794459847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159028810131584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473133556303534,0.22673808161414705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391362188724073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905970265858034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936526484824552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697193305786301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118910337828838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156150577050006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240432577933538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372356801814502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246680566014425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184974923074161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305363775482025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132608520324052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701545431258078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903616396309214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750574502894612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,almostdead0,2019/10/06,hi guys im trying to see if i got adhd im fucked in the head so i want to see why so i wanted to ask for how i can see if i got adhd,-4.3298648648648665,-3.425769459459458,1.0931756756756776,103.70030405405407,94.94594594594595,3.7,9.25,3.1291,-2.244886486486487,98,0,33,0,4,41,22,37,0.129,0.82,0.051,-0.5660000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,10,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,2,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793132690167079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864249832466085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435484392936044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189788638275272,0.0,0.0,0.19745101287244327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465608872857105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308022451513399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476720939002329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538887970319052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523885065010436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993993682866674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EvelynAModifiedDog,2019/10/06,"Dose Assessment Hi all! I (29 y/o, male) was prescribed methylphenidate (LA and IR) five days ago, and am still adjusting to the regimen. I am taking 20mg LA daily and IR PRN (as needed). My psychiatrist and I decided this would be the best way to figure out the ideal dose. The medication seems to be working wonders thus far. I do, however, experience some bouts of foggy-headedness/zoning out/serene lethargy...if that makes sense. I'm curious if anyone here has experienced this, and if you typically associate this with a ""crash"" or with actually being over-medicated. I have a follow-up appointment in a few weeks, but I'd love to hear some personal experiences. I'm a fairly active person (long-distance runner), and still trying to cope with the appetite suppression. Perhaps not eating enough could be causing these effects? Thank you for the feedback! :)",4.430279569892472,7.169320716129036,5.72129032258065,72.44860215053765,74.09677419354837,9.036559139784949,29.68817204301075,9.558583805096642,3.4143462365591404,681,30,110,19,15,227,114,155,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.9739,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,4,3,4,0,0,10,0,12,5,0,4,1,32,22,11,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,5,10,1,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,8,4,13,15,6,10,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,7,5,69,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.18034738614865214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382244667439266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922308026040735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394613963163904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985023644919152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755532576942826,0.0,0.0,0.11918682090623907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891062281821194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909575878585082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615582526763569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082937071381096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635505676160792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667977644446807,0.0,0.1233617580145079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528166172024376,0.18617610067914472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370338822038403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32273700604189703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824360287612414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951781670569271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389537235555836,0.0,0.0,0.1701477324135899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547350066768806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669315715908965,0.14824301136607432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041798956592946,0.13454349710656435,0.0,0.0,0.13128334687619886,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lubricantus,2019/10/06,"It sucks that it’s considered rude to say that you got distracted. But it happens all the time, and I can never find myself being honest about why I didn’t understand them because it comes off as being inconsiderate. Just sucks is all.",5.852,6.9220848666666654,6.5177777777777814,75.05000000000003,67.0,9.555555555555557,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.611666666666667,189,6,34,4,3,62,37,45,0.258,0.6779999999999999,0.064,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,9,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,5,1,4,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331529529633355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294679826375237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495748355034793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058998600266136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33822100649591696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949879736357108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041591361118495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230240024167512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39816952475600587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451238168485614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LooneyWabbit1,2019/10/06,"Cheapest way to get diagnosed in Australia/Melbourne (19 y/o) Basically just the title. I'm intensely certain I have been dealing with ADHD my entire life and have just been undiagnosed. I've been researching it for months and brought it up with my psychologist, though she's not clinical and as such can't diagnose. Anyone here from Melbourne who has been diagnosed here?",6.5704477611940275,8.582157985074627,6.8957014925373175,69.49071641791046,66.16417910447761,10.733134328358213,37.280597014925384,10.793553405168565,4.719360597014926,303,16,48,9,5,98,52,67,0.0,0.961,0.039,0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,1,9,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,8,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075284040067718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892327831580151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638099393051969,0.0,0.7791647126336136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336912466500491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074170539252865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204247861448377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514092776677702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031124821704252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vertorok,2019/10/06,"Private ADHD assessment London? Hi, I can't wait any longer for an NHS appointment. Does anyone know a good doctor in London? I can pay about £650 including everything, is this feasible? Would I speak with my GP before booking the appointment to ask if they would move over to a shared care agreement? Thanks!",3.729999999999997,6.5640998070175485,4.262368421052631,81.42407894736844,77.2456140350877,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.3886631578947366,247,9,42,6,6,78,50,57,0.023,0.718,0.259,0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,7,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,23,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378239550772341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115559158967788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654955037811012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627877391951821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23919283367127275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865971141826668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877146791047817,0.2459898691512989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526318482674862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357708176234888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544835537063304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987616133849804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587963406873883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39936647151037374,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hippiekait,2019/10/06,"Song stuck in my head Does anybody else get part of a song stuck in their head for days or even weeks? It's getting to the point where if I wake up to pee in the middle of the night, I can't fall back asleep because I've got the same line stuck in my head. Right now it is ""You didn't have to stoop so low, have your friends collect your records and then change your number"" I have not heard that song in years 😠 I usually avoid popular music for this reason. It tends to be super repetitive and their are earworms abound! I tried telling my doctor about it and you know what she said? Don't listen to music with words 🙄 I just don't see how that is possible. Music is so integral to my life. So many songs are ingrained with periods of my life and they are one of the quickest ways to relive the good feelings. Anyone else have this happen to them? Is it an ADHD thing or just a crazy Kait thing, lol?",1.7869649561952414,3.6044675212765966,2.59421777221527,96.16029411764707,78.57446808510639,5.700125156445558,20.10137672090113,6.522977012572876,-0.035964705882353336,706,17,161,6,17,221,116,188,0.08,0.826,0.094,0.6918,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,4,1,11,6,0,1,9,1,16,9,6,2,0,19,30,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,12,6,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,2,0,1,7,9,21,4,23,22,2,23,0,1,1,0,15,11,0,3,10,103,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870270228992389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088143001907539,0.15945280629589273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966346943154915,0.0,0.09486553444640013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462710750801218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036311224541182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928538834694214,0.13618558482693327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600038969321647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278665491293007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868699959449676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023292741279765,0.0,0.16261181421210086,0.0,0.0,0.13052808554254033,0.12446487741061175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761574165985424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791382354796384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552560794566555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984039609265876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777596229951818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604040880654434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054532809418897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685231190971883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711279323158885,0.17544006669237136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600050104267779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329000682654002,0.14803185897205656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401033414360065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360202115613533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677626442036529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565690850368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139529941700804,0.0,0.0,0.12352524956742818,0.12483032835514073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021526256430167 adhd,paperparcel,2019/10/06,What's the process for switching from stimulant to non-stimulant medication? I currently take 70mg Vyvanse and 10mg 2x daily d-amp. Does switching mean discontinuation of stimulants while you wait up to 6 weeks for the non-stimulants to become effective?,8.05,9.666015333333334,8.615555555555558,60.01000000000002,62.33333333333334,13.111111111111116,41.66666666666667,12.45797560212912,6.206333333333335,210,12,32,8,3,70,36,45,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.5362,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227237860642742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308863774889497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414200060119452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249841313381187,0.0,0.39303175437825344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29334176377752225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129521491694356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nighmared,2019/10/06,"Shoutout to Big Mouth loving how they depicted the effects of adhd medication to Jays brain, kinda felt that",5.382631578947367,8.627205421052633,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,73.73684210526315,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.243400000000001,89,4,13,2,2,28,18,19,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151821833701965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478541341343651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115937372508136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868945254141605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318434024312474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EVL6,2019/10/06,"Reading ADHD symptoms and feeling like someone has written your biography and posted it online? I've recently realised that I have ADHD; Inattentive type and I've been referred to an ADHD clinic but have to wait 6 months (approx, my doctor was vague). Since this realisation I thought it would make me feel like I had some hope for my future but all I feel is wildly out of control of my own mind. I feel like every single part of my life has been a side effect of ADHD. I have issues with my temper, I never understand what's going on around me, I read entire books and don't remember anything, I have a distressed relationship with food, I find it incredibly difficult to enjoy the present moment because I'm bored or my attention has drifted, I'm intolerably hard on myself, I get so excited about new ideas of where I want my life to go and then dismiss them almost immediately, and I wake up every day so overwhelmed I can barely move... I just feel like I'm stuck in this limbo of not wanting to start anything because if I get meds/therapy I'll be able to do it a lot better since my life has just been a repeat of trying and failing and becoming too tired to try the same thing again. I paid £100 for an EP report in uni and they marked me in the 13th percentile for Working Memory & 4th percentile for Information Processing Speed and I can't help but feel so overwhelmed with how irritated I am that they never helped me or could see that it was ADHD, when it is so clear to me now. I never know what's going on around me, and I can't ever keep track of conversations even if it's something I'm interested in. I'm so tired of feeling stupid. I feel very alone rn and I find myself just totally detached from the real world, whilst also having bouts of hysterical crying because I'm so scared of being this out of control of my own mind forever... I'm tired of my life not going anywhere because everything is intolerable and more difficult than it seems to be for everyone else. Anyone feel the same/felt the same pre-diagnosis?",6.322805049088359,6.2196685434243175,7.347696623152442,73.5913777106484,65.79900744416874,9.887107562843887,32.161937641601035,9.54385415503706,2.8954288272737068,1625,59,302,29,23,550,212,403,0.151,0.746,0.10300000000000001,-0.9734,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,6,21,19,2,4,12,0,29,12,1,5,7,79,66,30,0,7,12,0,10,4,0,1,10,0,0,0,17,20,1,4,21,3,1,6,8,10,0,0,10,11,45,9,46,51,11,41,0,3,1,0,9,15,0,9,23,204,62,8,0.07405099024950162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449744999579629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415137009149624,0.07669449328831103,0.0,0.05921855014864056,0.0,0.08023421699715808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177817415373447,0.0,0.12187531084411965,0.13184216208736935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805631853586162,0.08178350083974499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549208318579135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610896449664578,0.05912369013030981,0.0,0.0813415356224555,0.047756762625352965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579432632949101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186010033792956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048909980668273664,0.06698336017987445,0.124782306156452,0.07075889456886962,0.06655225520083682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33698165088106635,0.21160816892132572,0.07110056338551755,0.0,0.13536252708248672,0.0,0.08954275134687405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773771721269068,0.0,0.16833953705812701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663351421667547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926963567271788,0.0,0.0,0.0735493419159454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359455447417527,0.0,0.07728999476921702,0.0,0.06581992257123499,0.0,0.0,0.04069648764042661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092176174447129,0.14471029350363973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295550382165546,0.0,0.0,0.0494296110069053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495407811751729,0.0,0.05910679392949573,0.07870448351847785,0.0,0.0,0.17133806633747675,0.07151890782389587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019000622388965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092037907468038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814205899825925,0.0842862387288668,0.0,0.0,0.07311641929335465,0.07950305071849194,0.08388533657485563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741379595394477,0.0,0.05900905181482535,0.06741324036245533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251148871241313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274316373385656,0.05700807009812204,0.0,0.0,0.052413672036952366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696733248699589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468376095809793,0.0,0.04919618750130999,0.0,0.0,0.058788214682226676,0.0,0.2553321598532254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055152308949906,0.0,0.0,0.07708969239816645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109982220291274,0.08735438528831321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391000284467448,0.0,0.0,0.0526036988465417,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blackdogtattoo,2019/10/06,"Turns put I had ADHD the whole time Hiya 28 year old person here who, it turns out, had ADHD my whole life. Diagnosed on Wednesday and it's sprt of kicked the shit out of me and also makes loads of sense. I think in the long run it's going to be good to have the diagnosis but finding it quite overwhelming right now. It explains a lot. A LOT. And now I have to work out how to.come to terms woth everything that happened before and also hoe I deal with it from now. What do you do when you find out? I'd like to know more about it and what I do now. As I write this my thought was - should I acy different? Like, should I act like I have ADHD now or like I don't? It makes no sense haha but that was in my head. Why am I writing this post? No fucking idea. Saying hello. Asking for materials maybe? Sorry for swearing. Hello!",-0.7877012005335722,1.368652393063588,1.2604913294797695,97.87672187638954,97.32369942196532,4.048821698532682,15.324366385060024,5.8734145424116955,-0.7075636282792352,636,15,145,6,26,209,103,173,0.038,0.82,0.142,0.96,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,2,11,9,2,1,6,1,15,5,2,3,0,29,27,13,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,15,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,5,1,17,6,21,19,6,25,0,1,0,1,12,8,2,3,16,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578340349940985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030997863444145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871387367541845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805491887666216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091600364930508,0.0,0.12888714583840866,0.0,0.13267234275998716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412596878935245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321240579217743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739562623283607,0.0,0.0,0.07216852642458714,0.106509029475368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229245433119517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032328951366984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335065710529954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978765879941502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969329140922093,0.2481539113897189,0.0,0.0,0.11237776724971234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159162854086984,0.0,0.0,0.16952700478805033,0.0,0.12757354384879688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324944165963762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087844168472223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161656948184447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765504192480193,0.0,0.13506422434591725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844453306215594,0.0,0.10098360316264968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303483220253161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214935944882684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136688825413063,0.0,0.10081193993740407,0.07404599987921133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762465246668013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145842502320822,0.28354853168098865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244662383744222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177420445551736 adhd,potayetoe,2019/10/06,One of the best things you can do for your ADHD Is delete social media entirely. Like Instagram and Snapchat are highly addictive and it teaches our brain to always seek immediate reward. I'm able to sustain focus a bit longer now or at least not be addicted to instant gratification as much :),8.241666666666667,8.361470944444449,8.692962962962962,64.79833333333333,61.77777777777778,11.644444444444444,36.518518518518526,11.20814326018867,4.38534074074074,237,10,38,6,3,79,51,54,0.0,0.747,0.253,0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,7,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,28,5,1,0.2559492017228223,0.0,0.0,0.5580448187979811,0.30760120200288377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129702394964436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26860289639722384,0.0,0.27943023801926525,0.0,0.0,0.2857239566058621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704243842064594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250438514682158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815211315887373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343780310478904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609079787134035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700412766438505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MysteriousNomad,2019/10/06,"Vyvanse and Dexedrine feel TOTALLY different despite being “the same”..comedown is much worse I’ll keep this short. After a month, doc switched me from Vyvanse 30mg to Dexedrine 15mg IR 2x per day. I did my usual thing and had a big ass cup of coffee after breakfast, which i’ll usually sip for hours. Took my first dose of dexedrine, didn’t really feel anything except what I may feel on Vyvanse...that is until I took my second dose 4 hours later. HOLY SHIT. There is a peak, sure...it was good and lasted for a couple hours. I was concentrated and getting stuff done. Excellent. Then there’s the comedown...and this comedown is hell. Anxiety, depressed, irritable, slightly nauseous, and unmotivated to really do anything. I’ve never had these symptoms on Vyvanse. Also, the reason I switched was because Vyvanse was too expensive for me. Doc actually prescribed adderall, but dexedrine is the generic version. TLDR: Dexedrines comedown is much worse than Vyvanse...hopefully i’ll get used to it. Anybody experience anything similar?",4.1607494145199055,7.311459360655736,4.573598750975801,77.7932786885246,78.34426229508195,6.76440281030445,33.850897736143644,7.957251820313856,3.158968462138953,825,46,127,15,21,260,114,183,0.142,0.8340000000000001,0.024,-0.9496,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,2,0,8,0,18,6,2,2,2,16,27,9,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,5,1,1,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,2,11,3,10,2,16,14,4,21,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,15,77,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.13196897590770432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814666260035206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345371796378088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338584300381072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243745345001229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496339617933643,0.0,0.08721480822420495,0.0,0.11647693398872495,0.0,0.0,0.1412908535957914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839143873812385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228490125537204,0.0,0.0,0.20513527607407955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503005817222285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130847354374235,0.0,0.0,0.11342794871315585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39953504923513694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020228358893816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023384267657396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794257009732706,0.0,0.1988252505753008,0.0,0.10430087646683804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326885736027198,0.13904318017919282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881586245185706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481069244295334,0.0,0.0,0.12745654081084345,0.1405600123074162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984352838043884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300500126709052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679884420875825,0.29788251549299505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756302068496933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quoraintellectuaL,2019/10/06,"Lack of sleep as a child Do any of y'all remember staying up all night as a child cuz you just couldn't sleep? I remember staring at the ceiling for a copious number of hours and (to my utter dismay) hearing my parents get in on sometimes. Oof. Also, I can't remember any instruction I get at school. I'm always surprised when someone says: ""The teacher told us to learn that"" or, ""he said that yesterday"". I'm always like ""WHEN!!""",0.9411657754010712,3.474609576470592,2.9718716577540114,87.51887700534763,88.52941176470587,5.9144385026737964,25.37433155080214,7.348242739294969,1.6095882352941182,334,15,64,6,11,112,60,85,0.028999999999999998,0.8909999999999999,0.08,0.4559,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,3,2,2,1,1,11,10,8,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,8,2,13,7,2,11,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,1,6,40,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366426636015073,0.2843508658211313,0.0,0.0,0.23239149407523746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785424140718442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258007045449585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827005111073046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347722084237469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034755695148686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972811792840813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806786453531747,0.0,0.1625341036164823,0.13588067978390106,0.0,0.17292701393670334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419817608510609,0.0,0.1447754629902311,0.0,0.1689923087420176,0.0,0.0,0.18212200114188992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327120139077794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553254245599406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,veggiedesk,2019/10/06,"Caffeine/Medication Subjective Experience Comparison + Metabolism Question 22 year old male and was diagnosed ADD 9-10 years ago but never took or tried medication of any kind (also didn't really touch caffeine until I was 18). Have always been caffeine tolerant/metabolize it quickly or something (can go to sleep for 8 hours 20 minutes after 4 shots of espresso), but I tried having pretty big amounts amounts of caffeine (\~400-450mg and I ""feel"" like I could probably go higher but have avoided it) through coffee/tea in one sitting a few times recently and it genuinely helps with focus for me. This isn't a night and day difference, but it isn't subtle, either. I have read that \~5mg of ritalin is a lot like \~100mg of caffeine, but I don't know if there's any truth to this and I have no idea if other stuff like adderall is different let alone the non-stimulants like strattera. It's nice having a tool like this for productivity, but it only helps a reasonable amount for \~1.5-2 hours before I start to have issues again. I also have doubts of this being a good idea to do daily even though my heart rate is fine and I don't have any issues with blood pressure. I don't have super bad withdrawal headaches or anything without it, so I'm assuming it's likely my metabolism that's behind my ""tolerance."" I've read about cross-tolerance, but do the genes that have an effect on the rate someone metabolizes caffeine have an effect on common medication? Would I likely also be stuck with a shorter duration for medication? Questions like this one have been asked before, but for anyone who's tried (not recommending this either) anything similar to this amount of caffeine, how would it compare? I'm not eager to go on meds, but if it's a lot better it might be worth considering since I can only squeeze around 4 hours of somewhat focused time out of my day with coffee/tea alone. Thanks for any pointers if anyone has any haha",6.823147233201581,7.2599794076087,7.25483201581028,72.84214426877473,64.70652173913044,10.060474308300396,33.57509881422925,9.910423181423305,3.3200336956521745,1554,62,272,31,22,509,193,368,0.068,0.748,0.184,0.993,1,3,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,4,12,22,0,3,13,1,39,9,3,4,2,56,51,29,0,7,21,0,3,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,24,13,1,1,10,2,1,4,11,4,0,2,7,3,18,18,38,36,10,32,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,15,28,176,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418068673926427,0.0,0.0,0.1733424685399294,0.0,0.20076584170519826,0.06963166970391664,0.0,0.0,0.28453944936509673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702739192184786,0.0,0.13772936184853027,0.07449637142771648,0.07823310632837736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987252201315945,0.0,0.0,0.1424175910710346,0.0,0.0,0.0740115677312762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681474742815569,0.0,0.0,0.107938324748223,0.0,0.0,0.08493734954944189,0.0,0.17486363095784002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527239585120865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185886618177632,0.0,0.0,0.042313070637575625,0.059783761505122726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267838694508347,0.07019004577898906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916576906061267,0.11218304574932868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472352159611287,0.0,0.0,0.18893776864234965,0.0,0.1746884021564589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714385557437954,0.045990457241676816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557240973485145,0.0,0.3270696294290758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229003899402445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590779164288151,0.25290803457966177,0.0,0.08877534388198755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454214659659925,0.0,0.0,0.07853162740499144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781212687960586,0.0,0.11341268947736965,0.12729068271885313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513656367559541,0.09022534765378384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749013524960326,0.0,0.1674129986413242,0.0,0.053610019259653814,0.0860409386994568,0.08262770942019043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922414819952931,0.0,0.08374428875952189,0.0,0.07090505732104034,0.06442391867925615,0.0,0.0,0.059231862071069424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579799082082482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704484882132817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221896096293595,0.0,0.09759345563231936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297584012402238,0.17044752967720525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066824829809043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188932167282513,0.0,0.0,0.10777931566075503 adhd,Veritas_Curat0,2019/10/06,"How can I ask to change my meds? I'm 17 with mild ADHD, and I've been using Concerta to keep me acting, as my mother would call it, ""normal"" since I was 7 (I briefly changed to Ritalin at the beginning of High School, being 13, though was quickly taken off). This past year, I have barely been able to do any work, managing, at best, a maximum of 1hr of concentrated focus before my attention drifts and I lose interest- This is really starting to affect my schoolwork. I still manage to get top marks but I'm slowly but surely falling behind (Currently three weeks behind where I should be). This has only become a problem at the beginning of this year, and it's been getting worse ever since. I've tried everything but nothing seems to help and thus, I suspect perhaps my medication is not the right fit for me??? I take two tablets in the morning, 36 MG each. I've tried telling Mom but she refuses to listen, saying I just need to focus more. How can I convince her without letting her know that I feel like giving up on work at some points? TL;DR Pretty sure I'm on the wrong medication but my mother won't let me change medications to see if it is the true cause. How can I convince her?",4.221551939924908,5.453140361702129,5.417346683354193,80.84411764705884,70.91489361702128,8.252816020025033,27.86608260325407,8.671277953709913,2.084294117647059,935,33,179,16,17,311,150,235,0.095,0.769,0.135,0.8735,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,5,9,11,0,0,8,0,21,4,0,7,4,39,41,15,0,6,9,3,1,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,8,6,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,6,4,26,8,29,28,4,29,0,1,1,0,15,15,0,3,12,118,34,5,0.11482016063784088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379915201478621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808164658481061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734135061402818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268098464626233,0.09770349979837166,0.0,0.12049667474844312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724422167479835,0.0,0.0,0.1179519336439598,0.36439351603455217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386140887518114,0.0,0.0,0.10319295673459404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805652317830379,0.08202754570182642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997758981181345,0.11014596061021906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696153337043403,0.12131380377814326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205743444261793,0.0,0.0,0.06310215747994184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348227871121651,0.0,0.056095330697312464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845438989410274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753931411630387,0.3470076964472146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344759844179894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513769423198632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124993787966593,0.1101730408488654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732590615967446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096088355008044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854216495849316,0.0,0.0,0.11681338196155412,0.0,0.1098673869290058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355673504284664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098055789818017,0.0,0.09130960028300716,0.0,0.11620413252131195,0.0914968022120477,0.10452796190104416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996084679684588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812703006755873,0.0,0.0916955286046277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643328512075927,0.0,0.08633047125435449,0.0,0.10035788130091296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281022485288107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559107041596051,0.0,0.11216261292129708,0.0,0.0,0.09916775313997336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210180701835224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106825374878912,0.0,0.16718088889172258,0.0,0.11701155305071308,0.08156494776577514,0.12553782088669166,0.0,0.1478808378478595 adhd,sairalost,2019/10/06,"Anti depressants made me hyper? So I’m 20 and recently got diagnosed with ADD but haven’t started taking medication yet. A few months back (before I was diagnosed with ADD) I was severely depressed and was put on anti depressants (Prozac) I didn’t notice too much of a difference except I had sudden spurts of energy and by that I mean this once I danced NON STOP for 45 mins despite being completely out of breathe (I hadn’t worked out or even moved by body except for walking to class for around 2/3 years so this was super weird) I was wondering if this is just something that happens with Prozac or was my hyperactivity triggered? Because I’ve been diagnosed with inattentive type ADD and not hyperactive type. In fact the reason why it took me this long to get diagnosed was because I was never really hyper active so it didn’t seem obvious to the people around me.",6.0803636363636375,7.207168551515152,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,66.51515151515152,10.363636363636363,30.75757575757576,10.436869588844218,3.3698484848484838,701,26,122,18,11,231,104,165,0.14800000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.049,-0.9461,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,4,0,16,9,2,3,3,33,27,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,15,0,1,4,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,16,0,13,1,23,10,2,22,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,5,11,84,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369377205433935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232982665112088,0.0,0.1622479064192446,0.0,0.11324074833092325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782118759254145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953119516768547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438632180201164,0.5402910666801876,0.0,0.1390396247866008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878976736112886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695284819953642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643573506672001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768165385321484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777106115494262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259229245347818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496245544612887,0.0,0.13406347197853855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622268931695912,0.1414423172843259,0.097828654631736,0.0,0.102639019864303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151175311080378,0.0,0.14172519359337138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922604839699865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378153096649192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525405679654294,0.13682776421294512,0.13139983027722288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115046699051565,0.0,0.1503418168207554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245100632281763,0.0,0.0,0.09419426821531343,0.0,0.0,0.1112603183306255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005912980373392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785608481594278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008343884862463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431890790576013,0.0968833716488993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569875580841076 adhd,fireflowerbunna,2019/10/06,"I have Problems in going out of my house Is it just me or does someone else have problems whenever they have to step out of the house for chores or even for a stroll. I feel that, if i get to know that i have to leave my house on a particular day, i become anxious until the moment arrives and then cancel the task. I dont know what it is but i keep cancelling all my work! Do you people also constantly think about going out and dont? What is it that stops u?",2.7759183673469394,3.565274551020412,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142857,73.89795918367345,6.824489795918367,23.18367346938776,6.868970318607317,0.5465142857142857,358,9,81,3,7,119,61,98,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,19,18,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,13,0,14,18,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,6,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414976047012134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950995821945726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852668972901495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127835311586105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818499019207437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679931529800908,0.0,0.3932039294886409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013375238268014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107974135600785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481953268406699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764254680860492,0.0,0.19067258922512867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806835646716451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910407000728987,0.0,0.0,0.18438222669197893,0.0,0.0,0.17762322222716784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629685494159378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210285393053089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213418540149253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024666406325806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074875435957438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212413087459995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RustyEclipse,2019/10/06,"Stimulants are my personal antidepressants. Nothing makes me feel more alive than these meds. I was diagnosed a few months ago at the ripe age of 20, and I've been taking medication for a few weeks now. It has changed my life. Before, the only substances that helped me get out of that suffocating fog were cafeine and alcohol. While they helped me be more energetic, they had no effect on my mood and exarcerbated my already-crippling anxiety. And after going through a major, near-psychotic depressive episode and trying multiple antidepressants to no avail, I eventually learned to embrace this aloof, sad personality of mine. Until my taking stimulants. It has switched on a light in my brain. When I take it in the morning, I feel like I am ready to take on the world. I feel more confident (which is unheard of, because my severe social anxiety has prevented me from ever feeling secure in my abilities and my own skin), motivated, in control, calm... and happy. I feel it so much. I feel it when the meds wear off at night and a few - though mild - sad thoughts reach my mind. I feel it when I wake up at noon and tell myself it's too late to take my meds because if I do I won't sleep at night and I then spend the rest of the day roaming around the house like a zombie, pestering myself because I'm not being productive, convincing myself that I'm worthless, that I will do nothing in my life, that even if I enjoy it and want to I cannot write, that I can't do, that I can't think, that I can't be. And I wake up the next morning and gulp the pills down and then, finally, I exist. I am.",6.6166628959275995,6.1441639166666695,7.1118778280543005,76.7625339366516,65.28205128205127,10.674509803921572,34.058069381598784,10.194018383442646,3.243836123680241,1250,49,248,26,17,411,167,312,0.079,0.797,0.125,0.9066,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,3,10,12,0,0,16,0,23,13,6,6,1,40,43,25,0,3,3,0,8,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,19,16,2,3,12,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,5,9,44,7,34,33,10,41,0,4,0,0,9,19,0,2,23,176,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454202672583176,0.11398031774670447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317950257473035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494436150546902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504522764774007,0.0,0.09075440180671393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906074728249676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282542125992555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962113882824095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878278182403637,0.0,0.0918606335461238,0.1082512109836568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704437307803973,0.0964743335983005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774910346127311,0.0761933897680727,0.0,0.1168338617622415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572213081441681,0.0,0.060613727843444126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353479497916352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297538854954298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306399395671297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120309964123427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066525601135253,0.10421117343985327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119214039290893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554044896042705,0.10744233310776308,0.0,0.0,0.1076897842307612,0.0,0.08512992689777693,0.0,0.07840270539994612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342736807061347,0.20017445357555336,0.0,0.2046741096910446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111490777818149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862517089081992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048826816500585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673067524795224,0.10871996624502242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40095136267120857,0.0,0.09321999214817638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833935323949658,0.10478667084937668,0.08467108576923399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724108282736476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290708681192199,0.0,0.08555112578891742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VeniceYellow,2019/10/06,"I found out I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid- Is it possible for ADHD to ""come back"" years later? I was going though some old medical record of mine for an upcoming doctors appointment and found some of my old records from elementary school. In it were a bunch of notes from my elementary school psychologist suggesting I had ADHD. I've never ever heard from my parents any suggestion that I have ADHD. I dont even remember ever seeing a child psychologist. I'm so frustrated right now. Over the last 4 years in college I've had the worst time trying to focus, to the point where I just sit for hours wanting to do something (homework, watch a tv show, go to sleep) and can't do it, which I know is a symptom of ADHD. Is it possible to have ADHD as a child and then have it come back as a young adult? I didn't have many of these symptoms in middle/high school",5.733294797687862,5.600501664739888,6.708445086705201,77.77954624277459,67.03468208092485,10.15699421965318,30.59479768786128,9.888512548439397,2.737155375722544,680,23,136,14,10,228,100,173,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.8698,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,11,0,17,6,1,0,3,18,28,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,4,8,7,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,9,3,13,0,26,19,4,29,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,2,16,94,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6878012085349814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486467529295506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668945983784398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643304608476675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681317671525286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762999388062983,0.0,0.0,0.11178982782339808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300050867379148,0.1725613343678645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091681826711264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084183260723716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007788748675453,0.0,0.0,0.09393443826556566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242078176176144,0.0777510316767078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670482894677987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608976645472672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356634363073764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017980317101505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591310850116882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901691062313821,0.21506319964874945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080519518159655,0.08145777202881394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896023708532056,0.07600903189691105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545330375360213,0.0,0.0,0.07343158524334821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828186524272973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937147066546474,0.0,0.05561942135293535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475975880595787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626020121921618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284887612651273 adhd,mycotian,2019/10/06,"Hyperfixation causing insomnia I've had this hyperfixation for 6, nearly 7 years now- not entirely consistently, there's been quieter months and louder months of interest. However the past month or two it's been going through the roof, now to the point that I can't sleep unless I'm ready to completely pass out, due to spending nearly every waking moment thinking about it. The issue is that I've been trying as many solutions as I can (short of prescribed meds, as thats not an available option for the time being). I've tried nyquil, zzzquil, going to bed early, staying up 20+ hours, tiring myself out as much as possible before bed, etc. It all either ends in oversleeping for 11-14 hours, or getting no sleep at all...until the next 11-14 hour knockout. I guess TL;DR...how do you guys deal with a hyperfixation thats severely interrupting your sleep patterns? Thanks y'all",6.243082039911307,7.455019317073172,6.773325942350329,73.05593126385811,66.1951219512195,9.378270509977828,30.762749445676274,9.573946990214177,2.9331658536585365,704,26,120,14,11,230,116,164,0.048,0.887,0.065,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,9,6,4,1,1,15,16,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,4,0,7,2,25,11,4,29,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,16,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196747504808098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447658739656716,0.0,0.0,0.14745894222797207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499423287299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245657841147634,0.0,0.15685139133791273,0.0,0.0,0.11849573023815582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347888332377332,0.0,0.15985853272054182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493142320070094,0.1392562572520084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155078394137349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679219598327745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258744459957742,0.0,0.0,0.1562199473392525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367738387490756,0.0,0.10338698750659232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957282182803633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425732001536253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132950780011578,0.15855108994712222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888379121513022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222263606392509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990411485320426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948292397285782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901167864493779,0.0,0.0,0.08200863645792429,0.16164562464573995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909714048738617,0.0,0.13738538273790266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056790394846546 adhd,Shonever,2019/10/06,"Diagnosed at 34 - Upset when looking back at being undiagnosed I was diagnosed 2 months ago, and am currently taking 20mg Adderall XR daily. The very first day I started my meds, I became really emotional. I was in tears, and when talking with my wife, she described to me what I was having a hard time putting into words: As if I'd been living my life attempting to parallel park a car in a congested and busy area with the radio on full blast, and finally having, for the first time of my life, the radio turned down. She was very happy for me, and I find I can actually retain focus in all aspects of my life - work, raising our 7 month old baby girl, special side projects I've always wanted to start but have always previously stopped because I was always thinking 20 steps ahead and became fearful of. One thing I was not expecting was the change in my socialization skills. I had a pretty horrendous childhood - raised by addict / possibly mentally disabled parents in a volatile household. I lost contact with my parents after moving out on my own at 18, but regained my relationship with my father in my late 20's and after a week of being on meds reached out to my mother. During my younger years, I really struggled with school - eventually dropping out during my senior year of High School. I've been mildly successful since then, working in the Hotel Hospitality industry. However, due to the volatile household, I (and others) attributed my unsuccessful attempt at education to the issues I experienced growing up. Knowing now what I do about ADHD and as I learn more about living with this, I've become increasingly frustrated with the fact that I could have had this answer sooner. I could have adjusted at an earlier age if not for the lack of care from my parents, and in my conversations with my father and mother I have yet to find a way to express this frustration to them. I'm not angry with them, per se, as they've changed much since those times, but instead angry at the thought of being able to be diagnosed if not for the situations they created. My father, a drug addict, has been clean for nearly 10 years. My mother, a compulsive hoarder and a victim herself of child abuse, has not sought therapy but seeks to improve our relationship (she lives in a completely different time zone, so this relationship building is being done only through phone conversation.). While I hold them responsible for the lack of diagnosis, I also understand that they too were a product of the households they were raised in. This understanding is exactly why I'm having a hard time bringing up my frustration, and while I know I am better now than before in being able to effectively communicate my frustration (without the whole ADHD ""let me slam you with whatever comes out of my frontal lobe at the time it's thought""), I really don't know if I should communicate that frustration in the first place. Any input would be greatly appreciated. I hope this frustration eventually subsides and I learn to just accept what happened and how it has effected my life, but I also feel like I should communicate this issue I'm having or else I could possibly have this anger intrude on the foundations I've built with my parents.",10.529041060291057,8.584374050675677,10.2525,62.111730769230796,58.49324324324325,13.432016632016635,42.02598752598753,12.09199376347754,5.1794816008316005,2586,114,424,64,26,851,293,592,0.11699999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.8046,7,0,1,0,1,0,63.0,2,1,6,14,15,21,8,3,32,0,48,11,0,4,3,87,72,37,0,15,17,11,3,1,0,3,11,0,1,2,19,32,0,3,18,3,0,8,7,12,0,4,18,5,71,9,86,40,9,87,0,1,1,0,36,37,0,6,41,314,90,9,0.1375231606672574,0.08147122871852534,0.06710138342841075,0.14992054430823062,0.16527611432168066,0.0,0.06095299212941184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997722189985627,0.17164542963879534,0.0,0.0,0.046760232561928766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052873410877509436,0.0,0.04191642114946578,0.0759417631554949,0.0585110403342207,0.0,0.0,0.06081402995453924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010701386923388,0.0,0.14548126906559744,0.059232012891001364,0.07209520873599744,0.0,0.0,0.16470158014706204,0.0,0.0,0.04434553081157945,0.0,0.0,0.2093746698562141,0.0,0.0718412162922995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703669701920763,0.0,0.0,0.07974160283007335,0.0,0.05744147707547372,0.0773475228196427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737589473259747,0.03476792107100104,0.049123286729557736,0.0,0.07532495021599657,0.12569367740775134,0.1754656953147449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580988506752885,0.0,0.0,0.060805638400421476,0.07319798088153856,0.12319373965624128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265038489520897,0.0,0.0682957643861196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353845009776964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336869884204775,0.0,0.07756605765995704,0.0,0.0,0.07031337463073661,0.19427335084464775,0.033593434869429305,0.0,0.18215320561543447,0.0,0.05774240943371234,0.0,0.07506138763640335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527572291239923,0.0,0.06929550008000218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976967479712024,0.07308267786613418,0.05054767335405319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215371161731866,0.0,0.04659462639775301,0.052296280359204084,0.0,0.0,0.30540639030435984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718412162922995,0.0,0.0,0.1550367004177429,0.0,0.06995524743365572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912438031122277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215128730784667,0.0,0.0,0.2214726119257371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918078060640626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137605796290852,0.0772908972922778,0.0,0.0700937718001356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733960094810816,0.0,0.0,0.05748776009866542,0.0,0.0718845335044228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051700150926630384,0.05526795362980071,0.0,0.0,0.07863485974265211,0.0,0.04568213858561268,0.04405964420686565,0.0,0.10917802808368912,0.2405725827511204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479285401813629,0.0,0.14316646026936616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347101014099645,0.04055736163188936,0.05457974188072121,0.05515639210904941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062046631071450774,0.0767698488248954,0.0,0.06628370967890168,0.0,0.10011849885870183,0.0,0.0,0.04884625380288999,0.0,0.0,0.13284060989366928 adhd,FlightRisk314,2019/10/06,"Information to help really help understand ADHD? I've read symptoms lists, I've occasionally read through this sub-reddit. I still feel like I don't fully understand ADHD, but I really want to as I have been considering visiting a GP for a long time to see if I may have it. But at the same time I'm afraid of not understanding it and sounding like an idiot. The main area of confusion for me has been that I can strongly relate to symptom lists, but the symptoms are obviously only described in about 5 words maximum. So do I relate because everyone has those issues from time to time? Or could I genuinely have ADHD? Hope this makes sense.",4.3258536585365865,6.2692034146341475,5.899682926829271,74.67245121951221,71.76422764227642,9.472845528455288,28.56016260162602,9.888512548439397,3.047088455284553,512,20,92,14,10,174,81,123,0.059000000000000004,0.7979999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8116,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,2,6,0,13,3,0,1,1,21,22,8,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,9,4,15,18,2,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,5,8,60,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883641537512752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257082449352504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081481107339451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943104106627185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848905106954596,0.0967675716547455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815824338364116,0.0,0.0,0.13453528283507316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137762535634074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323508800929043,0.0,0.0,0.11987154516389535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041585585961487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030180265582873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709790908785824,0.0,0.17354917956028287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793841615618716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817285289654237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223622499722541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315934677684189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230337063644466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798936239638828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_newgene_,2019/10/06,"I ran out of gas today, got stranded on the side of the highway, and had to call AAA. My friends were in the car and every time I noticed I forgot about it. There’s something like 50 miles left even once you’ve hit empty... I feel real stupid.",2.215,3.4380786862745154,3.2648529411764717,94.36433823529413,75.86274509803924,5.1000000000000005,22.553921568627448,3.1291,-0.16457254901960816,187,5,42,0,4,60,44,51,0.067,0.8240000000000001,0.11,0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,5,2,7,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31278831480718583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232234178195616,0.0,0.2580889222360991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488526248120704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366630906907459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449931412657665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328190086663217,0.0,0.0,0.14965312325610047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34874885122022753,0.0,0.3262222067914821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34866072254817043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582111636784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786184240979715,0.0,0.2903567925797769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deadkoalas,2019/10/06,Amphetamines and low sex drive? Does anyone else experience low sex drive or maybe even ED? I’ve been taking Adderall for a while and have noticed changes. Any advice for what I should do? Or what the real issue could be?,2.507142857142856,5.3162763809523845,3.1383809523809525,87.52328571428568,82.80952380952381,5.2647619047619045,20.304761904761907,6.742157984588678,0.42567047619047615,176,5,33,2,5,55,34,42,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,5,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728644216630095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898888265874484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952470402629084,0.28610842909720136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29539275105970153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294578161620507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435972401898826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332643377011812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443155095509955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731446215932545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914479501695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28052827849344664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179099794805367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782964377698586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994936201076245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,e-jr123,2019/10/06,"I really need to stop picking up new hobbies.... Here is a list of all of my hobbies from this year; •painting •drawing •cross stitching •photography •sewing •knitting •stamp making •typing on typewriter •writing poetry •writing music •learning guitar •learning saxophone •making balloon animals •embroidery •lettering •calligraphy •playing ukulele •writing songs on my ukulele •needle felting Literally the amount of random crafty kit things that are only used once and sitting in my basement is kinda scary Also, I have a scarf that I’ve been knitting since 2014 and it still isn’t more than a foot long yet.",6.948054545454546,10.696641260000003,5.891454545454548,69.0157272727273,71.4,7.636363636363638,41.09090909090909,8.575989854853784,4.7357000000000005,506,32,61,10,11,152,82,100,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.6565,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,3,1,11,10,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,10,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373148278288891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493129122578603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626187941077948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961724694815744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004003667391786,0.0,0.2866077817531246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160343387516715,0.0,0.2256955132188523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010882103923304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454787628021204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369888879303963,0.24810042760502016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715080388504144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25630099845470844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110045953762447 adhd,normasueandbettytoo,2019/10/06,"Any advice for not falling asleep after taking my meds? Title pretty much says it all. Adderall XR makes me fall asleep. My solution thus far has been to add in a 30 minute nap after taking it to my routine, but well, as I'm sure you all experience, planning has little resemblance to reality and I've love a more reliable solution.",5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,66.5,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.2905125,264,10,46,6,4,90,51,64,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.9540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,2,3,9,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,5,3,8,7,4,7,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816387205761925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599494080562796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819279306878619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28886546292187165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26012377383261603,0.0,0.19238462906379267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201400253959052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186995239531853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932165609237265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291988000408655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716376431658322,0.0,0.4334010959884322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591383876418237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twittyburb,2019/10/06,"ADHD Students: Use ""Text To Speech"" function on your E-Books, Long Extensive Papers/Powerpoints. (There is PLENTY of TTS software if you dont have a mac.) There are browser extensions too I'm sure. (You can also speed up the voice in your mac if you need to but make sure you are really understanding what its saying) I gave up on reading when I realized it took me 3 hours to finish a textbook chapter. I always get e-books over normal books because of this reason!",4.152571428571427,5.809357177777778,5.157619047619047,80.985,71.66666666666667,7.80952380952381,27.301587301587304,8.418075326091056,2.003825396825397,366,13,67,6,7,120,69,90,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.5983,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,2,12,14,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,10,2,11,12,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,5,42,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154980252604817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734748959551326,0.19493333733327456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281023178293165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745654141708116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239761792199748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230711044550776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073236310045138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637859269742768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370995676294967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953713279310695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343357173315684,0.0,0.1500808470229406,0.24087096287207665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630275179855935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415977780411296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602851674217603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388574708829394,0.0,0.20233606589443728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lazygrubber,2019/10/06,"Smartphones are the name of my existence. I cannot go through a podcast without getting distracted after 15 minutes, ended up scrolling Twitter or Reddit, then i realize i have no context what the person is talking about. Same goes for Work/University. It wasn't as bad but now i think it has gotten worse, can't focus on any Work/University task end up checking my phone and waiting an hour. I think it gets worse when i feel pressured, e.g exams approaching or an extremely busy day at work. How do you stay disciplined? Please help. Love ❤️ Edit: Bane*",3.169584415584417,5.8509489714285765,4.0908225108225125,82.73493506493509,78.33333333333333,6.865800865800866,29.54545454545455,8.00094639256281,2.3601428571428573,442,21,78,8,11,142,87,105,0.11,0.748,0.142,0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,2,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,17,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,2,1,9,1,11,15,1,15,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,8,47,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921013769692314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092468957094267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202131624018776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626254257754354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035077632113934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139055402745132,0.0,0.1163416762146654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721311123001662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159857466908146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475918931700286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787452841392058,0.0,0.2247106198764149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181941207227964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645385194532994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26234040340975634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733358552573824,0.0,0.4470949752122308,0.0,0.4172349105017303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,existentialblu,2019/10/06,"That rare and delicious moment When you recall where you left a small but important object. You placed it there after coming to the conclusion that this was the only logical location for this thing, and then promptly forgot where this perfect location was.",12.04954545454546,10.917244863636368,10.421818181818184,59.52772727272726,54.90909090909091,14.254545454545458,40.18181818181819,13.023866798666859,5.644990909090907,210,8,29,6,2,65,34,44,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.8913,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,3,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288923638166567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409642582215645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786715022390394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201941918092248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307792432824798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NoiceB8M8,2019/10/06,"Big Mouth Season 3 gets it!! **SPOILER WARNING** So, I’m on the 9th episode of Season 3 and I was incredibly excited to see that they gave one of the main characters of the show (Jay) ADHD! He completely fits the profile of ADHD-PH so it was a logical progression of the show. However, what made me so excited was how they actually portrayed it correct! They show Jay going through his initial diagnosis and he explains his typical day at school. While the scene is obviously highly exaggerated for comedic effect it has a great balance of many of the different ADHD symptoms. From picking at skin, to having trouble sitting still, impulsivity, daydreaming out of windows, hyperactivity...it’s all there!! On top of this, they show him receiving his first treatment with Adderall and the scene is as hilarious as it is accurate. The inside of his mind is very reminiscent of the scene from Spongebob where there are a bunch of mini-SpongeBobs running around inside his head (in this case though it’s a bunch of mini-Jays causing absolute mental chaos). Then, once the adderall takes effect, it appears in the form of a cartoon Drill Sargent who keeps all the hyperactive/impulsive Jays in check so he can go about his day and take an important standardized exam. - Overall, I’ve loved the show for providing a hilariously-informative view of the different problems of growing up (and even life in general), but this is just such a breath of fresh air from the all too common and inaccurate portrayal of ADHD in modern media. So, big shoutout to Big Mouth. I’m excited to watch more 😁",5.5200015149219785,7.6830445087107995,6.5036994394788685,70.65946068777461,69.06968641114983,9.72998030601424,34.77791243750947,10.074871250255047,4.037462778366916,1262,64,207,34,23,419,169,287,0.018000000000000002,0.895,0.087,0.9459,3,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,4,5,17,8,0,0,24,0,12,8,5,6,5,30,26,18,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,13,9,0,1,4,6,1,6,0,2,0,2,5,4,13,6,44,21,8,37,0,0,3,1,19,20,0,1,10,140,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.1315795473656956,0.0,0.6481820553225741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003177093299212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851272653691074,0.0,0.0,0.14137197249947314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391489038685326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817478340674411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905727125471223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469061484826686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044574249339736,0.0,0.15325971928264365,0.0,0.0,0.14865610593070758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837964938723632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246062110856206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984757749440203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952379752223283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169388653712422,0.1275841735820466,0.0,0.1367015658198434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588200524559824,0.0,0.1361449517132778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359491543870045,0.09136771163043128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901892195305814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364602574381592,0.1074460685151148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767943590147902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014523239205273,0.20275833701467075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247474070904902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125302781133874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tadhgdagis,2019/10/06,"Is it normal for adderall to feel less effective after a few months? Started on adderall xr a couple months ago as an adult, and it was an instant turn around -- my anxiety lessened by at least 80%, I was more productive, better able to accomplish tasks. The first weekend was practically a spiritual experience going from a shut-in to making plans with friends, and wanting to enjoy a book and sunshine on a patio. After the first few days, that tamped down a bit, which I figured was to be expected, but still dramatically more functional than before. I was feeling the negative effects of coming down off the XR dose after about six hours, so I was prescribed a low dose of regular release adderall for the afternoon. Now after a couple months, it just doesn't seem like the same dose does as much. I do have a lot of extra stress on my plate, as I came back from a leave of absence from my call center job only to find out the whole center is being laid off in 2 months, but even for all that, I feel like my meds aren't doing as much as before. The clinical pharmacist I talk to is absolutely awesome; when I told her that things came crashing down 6 hours into my XR dose, she wave super understanding, told me that was very common (I had no idea), and was the one to push my doctor to add the afternoon dose for me. But I'm worried I'll look like a drug seeker if I ask about a dosage increase. Years ago when I was on the state's poverty insurance plan, I was prescribed 5mg ritalin, and when I said I felt the withdrawl effects a lot harder than the onset, and asked if a higher dose would be appropriate, my provider immediately reacted by discontinuing my prescription. If it's going to risk what I have now, I'd rather try to soldier through with what I've got than risk having my meds taken away. Is it common for people to feel like they're hitting tolerance after only a few months on adhd meds, and how have your medical providers reacted when you brought it up?",9.70433937823834,6.781606966321245,9.592843264248703,69.2558970207254,60.943005181347154,12.551554404145081,39.15090673575129,10.686352973137794,4.003622279792746,1563,58,296,28,16,516,207,386,0.105,0.816,0.08,-0.8668,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,10,17,13,0,3,31,0,27,11,0,7,1,49,54,24,0,8,8,0,5,4,1,1,11,1,1,1,14,16,0,0,13,2,0,8,4,4,0,4,20,8,31,9,61,29,17,61,0,1,2,0,13,20,0,6,36,211,45,4,0.09431474228247658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334799209141325,0.0,0.1672086568149975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215051969529278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396011651794509,0.1763431049595403,0.0,0.08861180502585096,0.07252221511361874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050979814676394,0.0,0.0,0.0834137251426155,0.10296727126837582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630589689075787,0.21574187887424212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124379927834499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871493688098391,0.0,0.06082520630824227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653513518393474,0.0825354665472277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093751580987418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622939977740566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922579155324034,0.0,0.0,0.19075347015579008,0.13475694146315567,0.0905569431178418,0.0,0.08620196579056154,0.1604481432095323,0.0,0.0,0.07286733592960758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720248304644052,0.0,0.0754321152189722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576204578032807,0.0,0.0,0.10646986400702928,0.0,0.0,0.09359282871188417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998656941034113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843096762302808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920062974245531,0.0,0.0,0.16036604232292126,0.0,0.0,0.06295582283952937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31428725081748554,0.09501218043546518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764056373737256,0.0,0.1386643751419071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240842252095592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391011025532148,0.1434612229817606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538596696513259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897149177692982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586059915997428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675646002285136,0.0,0.07531987501810504,0.0,0.10803721862832558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580661726771341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626585239418547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180243556040786,0.0,0.06403351902752187,0.10258735644331224,0.0,0.0981849729040915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781953982190858,0.055629278608916866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529904158476164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578119893439203,0.0,0.06699848689531847,0.0,0.0,0.060735601799624186 adhd,TVLord5,2019/10/06,Any strategies for RSD in a crowd? I get dragged to clubs a lot as a DD and I always feel like everyone in the crowd hates me and wants me dead...any strategies since I can't drink or leave?,0.5820731707317073,2.394049097560977,1.6465243902439042,101.51417682926832,82.41463414634147,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.3748585365853661,147,4,37,1,4,46,31,41,0.12,0.782,0.098,-0.2052,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269347797860487,0.0,0.0,0.440259866907161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31710684762711155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093132030503847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367455276324033,0.23125432116868544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912206655701595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31959084765791856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427559730455634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814550478317035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752017065186617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677714315281234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909291042395181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oddballfactory,2019/10/06,"Conversation with my S/O this morning As he came downstairs from showering, I was in charge of making breakfast before we headed out for our plans. ""I'm sorry. I'm a little bit everywhere this morning. The waffles never made it into the toaster oven, the bacon's a little burnt, and the eggs are still running inside because I forgot to pop the yolks."" Bless him for being so supportive. I don't know where I'd be during grocery trips if it wasn't for me asking him if we wrote a list every 3 seconds.",3.5186999999999986,5.17522207,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,73.3,6.6000000000000005,26.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4831000000000003,397,14,71,4,8,134,77,100,0.013999999999999999,0.9229999999999999,0.063,0.6559999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,0,6,3,1,2,1,15,16,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,7,2,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,0,10,2,11,8,1,11,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,2,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618450111124076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540071327560168,0.0,0.21497821878239776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758176862189977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288953106742708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286028103315816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592817516941615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884445740796628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064237413865416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905428407492565,0.16863930815796224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485171189012315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282810041533128,0.0,0.0,0.2017588054717954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866931269255795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Angelinapatina,2019/10/06,Impulse When you can’t help but buy that new video game.,2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,1.8733333333333315,103.005,76.5,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.7852666666666668,45,1,11,0,1,13,12,12,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701548443593046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8215372501923556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JonnyyMT,2019/10/06,"I have over a 90% in my physics class and I’ll have the same for calc, chem and business when I do them next semester. HOWEVER, I failed a reading response paper in one of those “free grade” classes because I forgot to read the rubric thoroughly and left out half the assignment :))))))))))))))))))) I wasn’t even rushing through the assignment last minute, I legitimately messed up and I’m unbelievably mad about it. Edit: in grade 12",4.828016877637129,6.5134637215189874,5.22854430379747,81.02779535864978,70.0126582278481,8.810970464135021,32.154008438818565,9.2995712137729,2.8959603375527414,330,15,63,7,6,105,60,79,0.11900000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.043,-0.7089,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,8,2,11,4,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,40,10,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229429412408224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300205282925507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838760155758416,0.0,0.0,0.3783823552306164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703753738962455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598802211224496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6967026812838147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stone100100baseball,2019/10/06,How did you deal with dating relationships as a teen? I need help because I may end up dating This girl and have never been in a serious relationship before. I dated someone before but it really wasn’t serious and kinda was a joke.,3.5583333333333336,5.741936333333335,6.104166666666668,71.33625000000005,74.55555555555556,8.944444444444445,24.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.6326666666666667,185,6,31,5,4,66,36,45,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.5685,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277687995303626,0.0,0.4823577354423902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29220487003246165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510357000862842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997779521381689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016046239528874,0.21859942608773847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815731279586913,0.0,0.0,0.60859755093963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401501290927672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AethericStardust,2019/10/06,"“Wait 7 minutes before posting...” Thanks, I’ll wait 7 hours. I created a new Reddit because the other one felt dusty and crowded, but I forgot that this happens in the beginning... it’s so painful. Minutes feel like hours. Ugh. Small rant.",1.409220779220778,4.080596545454551,2.4159740259740268,88.9368181818182,94.9090909090909,4.3324675324675335,26.740259740259727,6.1826913282559595,1.33028961038961,184,9,32,2,7,58,37,44,0.24,0.625,0.135,-0.8026,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,2,2,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617459709402206,0.0,0.24592173362502776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612947189930678,0.20646503232359686,0.2774898566997129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555659226736149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692228744597805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119310978440744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791225630065151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583708024832747,0.0,0.3075214023148896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767866369752413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266076720530526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProlongedeyecontactI,2019/10/06,"How do I not loose my keys right when I’m about to leave? Almost on the daily, right before I need to go somewhere I loose my keys. It doesn’t matter where I keep them or what size they are. I grab my keys right when I want to leave, When I’m walking to the front door I usually get distracted and end up loosing them. The other day I had a job interview and ended up being a little late because I somehow managed to throw my keys into the trash. What can I do to help not loose track of them?",2.2132075471698123,3.21131574528302,3.715235849056608,92.02587264150948,75.50943396226415,6.432075471698113,21.740566037735853,6.6274283507984215,0.2745509433962261,383,9,88,3,8,127,65,106,0.049,0.835,0.11599999999999999,0.6753,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,14,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,1,18,0,12,12,0,21,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,8,58,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047921331715893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467038658969018,0.0,0.1740271191622288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189519329646032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622790015200825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685059574153273,0.0,0.11623053238501532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708202844733292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294948399449486,0.1817822426196531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070171855137706,0.4331035051719909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049776607323754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164520912642082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239638289648321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524427193363,0.0,0.1206281885487248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blondiegirl25,2019/10/06,"Help yall I’ve procrastinated (again) and I need help Okay title only tells half the story. I’ve been sick for the last week and my new meds are finally setting in sort of but it’s been hell on earth. Thing is I have a project that I haven’t touched since Wednesday (when I got a fever) that’s going in for mini review tomorrow, or more accurately, in a few hours bc it’s currently 4:30 am where I am. I’m planing on doing the things that are minor to non adhd people but nearly impossible to me, a non sitting still person with the focus of an egg. I fucking hate source discussions. Any and all tips for studying would be greatly appreciated. If u think it works, gimme.",1.7822899159663876,4.06757180882353,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,80.91176470588233,6.238655462184874,22.214285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.9119491596638652,530,17,108,8,14,178,98,136,0.105,0.82,0.075,-0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,3,0,9,1,12,4,0,0,1,13,19,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,9,2,14,14,3,21,1,0,0,1,6,7,2,3,11,67,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210749361330377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831190106185352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389121257925395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016250715400582,0.0,0.0,0.12394826596383016,0.0,0.17443028582323286,0.2404502192916821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532340211291764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923686121400211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477938571992625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777632070788074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422540886886677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617144852325007,0.0,0.21063725761198865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587087646035656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119943108380388,0.19043191347344465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041022153111436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417074000165167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062441448530765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897849068321145,0.13974630224036652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494244406445508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587755672250724,0.0,0.0,0.15492824488547807,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shrekthe7th,2019/10/06,"How to get better at staying focused while reading? I used to LOVE reading as a kid but nowadays I just. can’t. finish. a. book. I’ll be super interested. Love the characters. Love the story. Really want to finish it. Interest isn’t the problem, so I wish people would quit telling me that I just need to find the right book. I’ve found the right books! I just can’t fucking sit still! I can’t finish a page without getting sidetracked, and then needing to reread half of it to be able to move on without getting confused! Does anyone have any way to get better at staying focused on reading?",1.3984770114942542,4.044723732758623,2.786344827586209,88.85980459770117,87.5344827586207,4.47264367816092,25.8367816091954,6.079149491110277,1.008961609195402,467,21,86,4,15,151,72,116,0.025,0.627,0.348,0.9933,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,6,11,1,1,8,0,8,4,0,2,0,18,22,7,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,0,7,8,16,18,1,17,0,0,0,4,5,6,1,1,6,53,10,6,0.13888961286505316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444969947600113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711484665959456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24567315166893766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154323617879252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269425899611679,0.0,0.0,0.15228529167843438,0.0,0.12840120905633634,0.2902563610584801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760598946697158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761767816736135,0.0,0.20596977615108492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096288569727468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289860205992093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772619954235813,0.41678159510038215,0.0,0.08897624247314734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372219410136073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29607569492626,0.11091742424505836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139564345154764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995603181353515,0.0,0.0,0.08192069217359434,0.11024410991293827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971620038340448,0.2677692610290362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866319604166524,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flimflab,2019/10/06,So are the non stimulant medicines less powerful than ones that are stimulants I just wanted to know because I take intuniv and that's a non stimulant thats all,14.125483870967741,8.281552516129036,12.867741935483869,58.02161290322582,56.09677419354839,18.851612903225806,53.58064516129032,15.903189008614273,7.826264516129032,132,7,24,5,1,43,25,31,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.3626,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261704682219452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842121229366449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737344745571172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256430993710471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123527086169028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wisex,2019/10/06,"Tricks to help you stay focused on homework when I only have one class? Hello everyone, So I'm about \~2 years into college so far and I recently started this fall semester with only 1 class (with a 2nd ridiculously easy class that just started). Now thing is that this class is Calc 1, and I'm taking it almost along because this is a class I really can't fuck up in considering that I'll have to move on to taking calc 2 and all the way up to physics 2 for my degree. Now one thing I'm starting to realize as each day passes is that I'm having a very tough time staying focused on my homework or studying. I feel as though I have all this free time so I don't have to stress, when I should be stressing a lot.. I'm kinda struggling in calc but I just can't get the motivation to sit down and keep studying... So what tips/tricks would you all have that you could maybe share to help me get back on track this semester",3.769766411598873,4.473423664921466,4.720104712041884,87.39037051953285,71.5130890052356,7.761739830849779,26.734192509061607,7.882392219407189,1.3672606524365682,724,23,157,9,13,236,103,191,0.057,0.833,0.11,0.8595,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,13,9,3,3,6,0,17,1,0,1,3,26,32,15,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,9,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,7,0,2,0,1,14,3,25,28,5,31,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,4,13,101,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620309140601749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994793998387075,0.0,0.09509105398973652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454662890638825,0.0,0.0,0.1006017009317402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490566939288077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887405863884432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421175469454575,0.1629983839214924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911581209752828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865253425587995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261851137520236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671456596302633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579442319043636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140794051196346,0.23727733822346386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993223698968544,0.0,0.1540229224634428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312350504384818,0.3325326591667006,0.0,0.0,0.35737578604714226,0.16307632829915894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457259509400616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072678242792436,0.0,0.153260991237459,0.0,0.18191995585107104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870943720495748,0.0,0.12381890055496045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108119832321654,0.0,0.0,0.10045349977427184 adhd,adhd_0_throwaway,2019/10/06,"I feel like I've spent the last 3 years of my life in some weird state half way between awake and asleep. I don't know if this is ADHD or something else but I was thinking about the past recently. These last 3 years, I've had that cloud you get when you have just woken up but you're not fully awake but 24/7. It's like everything's just slightly out of focus and blurred into one continuous glob. I can only seperate the individual memories if I really concentrate. I feel like I've had barely any control over my life recently. Like I'm just watching a really low resolution film and only half paying attention to the plot. This make sense to anyone?",3.9824615384615374,5.533114630769234,5.183076923076925,81.0569230769231,71.92307692307692,8.584615384615384,26.07692307692308,9.120678840339163,2.0662923076923074,522,17,102,11,10,173,88,130,0.036000000000000004,0.87,0.094,0.7941,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,7,3,1,2,0,24,16,10,0,2,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,1,2,0,2,2,0,3,5,3,10,4,11,11,1,17,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,5,13,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185690884467937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367596429244185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716580756077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397958173054065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192674797506125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345055452278154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839150889253916,0.25985199485250665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950181301398529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994948258152513,0.2964921592197784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569164296842905,0.3554046011956477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139779943659172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323795316792305,0.2766364728304793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736128657431603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301763050671634,0.0,0.3591439311005872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001029178789548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653318824813905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435775525690275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234233088326881 adhd,bellboi666,2019/10/06,My Vyvanse prescription is $244... I don’t know how I’m going to pay for that every month. I got a new insurance and they only covered like $30. This is like a slap in the face,-0.4160000000000004,1.231961400000003,2.765000000000004,93.05,85.0,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.36375,136,4,33,2,4,49,34,40,0.039,0.778,0.183,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739060865290946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221194994827884,0.0,0.3549335860039467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438913800812903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336196468158069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35422313765783325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286081217915567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33751676045153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,o_spacereturn,2019/10/06,"What are some of your hobbies? Current and ditched. Kind of bored. Need a new hobby. Without giving you any details about myself, just tell me some of your current or ditched hobbies! Thanks :)",2.3212745098039207,5.091367205882354,1.5435294117647054,94.08921568627451,97.52941176470587,2.266666666666667,29.196078431372552,3.1291,0.7198196078431378,151,8,25,0,6,43,27,34,0.10300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.154,0.4689,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669269703391481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765408242107991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087490399669472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910485085419001,0.0,0.3790981344879817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430796656703665,0.3613795577731494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783751456752612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,grayhighlander,2019/05/31,"Doing the SAT with no accommodations. I will be doing the SAT with essay this October but due to certain circumstances with no accommodations and I don't use meds. Could you share any tips with me, please? I'm trying to get a full aid at some pretty good schools so I'd rather not fuck up my chances. Also, I'm an international student so it's that much harder for me (especially the math).",2.3448376623376603,4.797320285714289,4.25465909090909,81.70198863636367,79.9090909090909,6.966883116883117,22.61201298701299,8.07648339933343,1.2935207792207797,310,10,62,6,8,105,60,77,0.051,0.69,0.259,0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,12,13,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,9,8,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552476687189445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705295231145666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548387968625281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29507623275307343,0.1667580745212727,0.0,0.0,0.2677125560831757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545363843557467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346336006657329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35036315793394524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247202195806854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323026615571515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167018762728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756685410027224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaaitt,2019/05/31,graduating a year late because of my mental health and ADHD i struggled academically and was even almost dismissed. i’m a pharmacy student at rutgers and have received news that I’ll be graduating one year later than everybody else. it sucks because all of my friends are pharmacy students and they will be getting their white coats entering their professional years one year before me. i’m happy i am still in the program but can’t help but also be devastated knowing i am behind everyone. i guess i just needed to vent i don’t really know how to cope with this and i’m pretty sad:( any advice or positive comments right now at this time of my life would be really helpful right now. thank you,6.87318181818182,7.43993859090909,7.651060606060607,69.59659090909092,64.60606060606061,10.539393939393939,35.43939393939394,10.411451182825502,3.892512121212121,562,25,95,13,8,188,93,132,0.063,0.763,0.17300000000000001,0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,0,7,6,1,1,3,0,13,2,0,1,1,19,23,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,1,1,14,3,11,16,1,17,0,1,1,0,9,5,1,3,10,63,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773970922276815,0.16078219635199986,0.0,0.0,0.16475854640824958,0.0,0.0,0.13157898810035565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188978913176073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005986397676867,0.0,0.14000760060817494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744830607674194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086741527475093,0.0,0.0,0.15722073105643822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711972706969474,0.0,0.08596301315187775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125441443571824,0.0,0.0,0.1751511101844737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489355336639284,0.0,0.0,0.22056936851918246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084882691404056,0.0,0.185603222222225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621629678134986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581309516505824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200099602707908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298703991316124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739176550598886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081132207491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810248534902303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139827102330834,0.0,0.0,0.1720082398006168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514821917934772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594197918518513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688130572583255,0.0,0.0,0.4238218963646675 adhd,Enigma2412,2019/05/31,"The day that changed my life So i've going to therapy that i seeked because i felt depression in my every day life. Somedays i was on top of the world and then somedays i couldnt get out of bed. This has gone on for about three months and only recently, about two weeks into my therapy, my therapist told me she thinks that most of what i have is ADHD. Of course i didnt want to believe it mainly cause i fell for the cliche that someone with ADHD was the type of kid who couldnt even look in a general direction. My own bias associated that with kinda dumb, and i like to think im pretty smart and can easily pay attention in class...however she then showed me some of the most common signs or symptons and told me, in a much nicer manner, ""Hey dummy. Everyone can get it and heres what everyone falls victim to"" and my world was turned upside down in the best way. She told me to seek out a community which here i am, and secondly she showed me the problems most common with those with ADHD and i fit with like 99.9% of them. This was a huge relief to me cause nearly everything everyone had told me was a huge issue that i simply needed to fix wasnt my fault. For example i tend to be very very very forgetful and it always got me in trounle at home and work. I hated it and i hated myself for it only to come to find out its not 100% my fault. Im really glad she helped me with this problem and im glad i identified it with her help. Thank you anyone who actually read this, im sorry if it gets repetitive i kinda lost focus a few times and good luck to everyone!! Tl:dr My therapist showed me that most of my life problems are just ADHD symptoms",3.887010230179026,4.575724688235295,5.306982097186701,83.34359335038364,71.23529411764707,8.854219948849106,25.076726342711,9.085049710711278,1.7289757033248083,1294,35,273,25,23,436,174,340,0.10400000000000001,0.746,0.15,0.9490000000000001,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,4,7,21,4,0,13,0,18,4,0,2,0,55,41,19,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,1,25,26,0,0,5,4,1,5,5,11,0,3,16,2,45,10,47,22,10,38,0,2,1,0,18,21,1,10,13,185,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.07969169116476099,0.0,0.3925741135721038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795048462357048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710094292679865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978124620245848,0.0,0.0,0.09200667864879923,0.08570069238143878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778159898802494,0.08638904127067769,0.07034578181853471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105332264862888,0.0,0.07033656044841542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539379006760224,0.0,0.06880493044191269,0.31213148523499856,0.07339379165031132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840966349808705,0.0,0.07463886144782915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279972564213211,0.0,0.04641118799081162,0.06849537928234734,0.06531367521507278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125138688426613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947450143919628,0.0,0.08191504127904826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528419103900588,0.08523536513717178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730438079593288,0.07979321736739578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857668239597384,0.0,0.08914523987870543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065182940918954,0.0,0.06003198992649787,0.060552370915403435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124217380045458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308102887006852,0.0,0.2344225137236052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168549194881118,0.0,0.05231566045826876,0.0,0.08063274832143927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691931276057815,0.0,0.0,0.0914154822192034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487953334389463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751846801522914,0.18677841311815555,0.1896349862021756,0.0,0.1046532092057032,0.0,0.0,0.04761858098838618,0.0,0.0,0.31213148523499856,0.0,0.0,0.08882632099684472,0.07977326848839594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214255431761494,0.048167184825247414,0.06482059998734996,0.06550544774395467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945192247369521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crazydevillady,2019/05/31,"I’m Tired I’m just so tired and frustrated with myself right now; and of course I’m sleep deprived because I couldn’t stop hyper focusing last night. How? How can I be so smart and stupid at the same time? Why can’t I remember things like a normal person? Why do I have difficulty getting my point across sometimes? I just so tired. I’m sorry, I just needed to vent to someone who would understand.",1.6189444444444447,4.096038450000002,2.9216666666666704,89.9477777777778,83.25,6.055555555555558,21.38888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.8258472222222221,316,10,64,5,9,102,56,80,0.311,0.623,0.067,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,0,2,0,7,4,1,2,0,17,14,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,6,11,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172068592093133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575186356477827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939084117869533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953726208327799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358935930469622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171988011655159,0.17956728730017174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600257201172085,0.0,0.0,0.17325093105192466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761103260862146,0.15651297251625335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834039887770135,0.0,0.1552854592207993,0.0,0.1812603304854084,0.20515758757396735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322329087636585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175752884343605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686716256494988,0.6319313425894655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907922325373572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33074828395619343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019090919207255,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway168753,2019/05/31,"I have trouble focusing and misinterpret words all the time, along with idioms. Is it possible I have inattentive ADHD? I’ve never been diagnosed with ADHD, only GAD, agoraphobia, and depression. Math is the hardest subject for me because I deadass don’t understand any of it. One minute I see what I think is the correct symbol, but then I recheck it and it turns out the “+” was a “-“. I have to reread math problems 4-5 times before I can finally focus and concentrate. I’m excellent at English, but take things very literally. My boyfriend is one of those guys who uses idioms all the time, and I always never understand what they mean. For example, when he says “piece of cake”, I’m wondering how in the hell thats supposed to mean “easy”. There’s more complicated ones he says, that I can’t remember right now unfortunately. He likes to say “it takes two to tango” a lot as well. When I read text messages, I swear to god I don’t understand them the first time. The subjects and the end part of the sentence (forgot what that was called) switch places, and I switch up conjunctions with other conjunctions. It makes me feel stupid because I type out a reply to what I thought the person said, when in reality they said something completely different. I’m pretty slow at learning anything really except for English. I don’t really know what else to say except for the fact that it feels like I’m slow. I also read at an above level of my grade level, not below (which I saw as the symptoms on WebMd for ADHD haha). Any insight would be helpful.",4.429755342667646,6.169199654237289,5.412173913043479,79.10465733235078,71.10169491525423,8.655858511422256,28.758290346352247,9.20300075937882,2.5694539425202656,1218,47,223,26,23,400,171,295,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8336,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,3,2,8,10,2,0,17,1,17,2,0,3,6,46,42,17,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,6,0,2,21,13,0,1,14,2,0,0,7,5,1,5,8,10,26,5,35,32,6,30,1,1,2,0,18,14,1,2,18,148,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611828572016129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011217550684968,0.08335598073022282,0.0,0.0,0.13624872107256747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243781946525848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213495230140617,0.0,0.08524395600048475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229276632242153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503455016749674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628301931690031,0.10167839005476613,0.0,0.10466451195639387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368572352251873,0.0,0.08872782418666897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130584303664693,0.0715670627056778,0.0,0.10973991754844496,0.0,0.08521121213800863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919180293495494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714708867029197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505511621238229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788365640253224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516760978820398,0.0,0.0,0.0668694802942826,0.0,0.0,0.2182460528724288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452663855023804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036492733587276,0.07618975489864503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848282905236056,0.0,0.0,0.08747141826244217,0.10466451195639387,0.0,0.0,0.11293545280839035,0.0,0.10191686902462928,0.0,0.09585665525382224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040988171148366,0.0,0.1283529678767195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348195437524168,0.08555132057796692,0.19058411614026066,0.31866172921172,0.0,0.0,0.07982876148801824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771217887898997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412312413957024,0.15064252372318715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665536997694177,0.06418990930110748,0.0,0.07953000808928139,0.2336579961869244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089647136788959,0.0978591847834892,0.312865966069894,0.0,0.0865214818586438,0.0,0.0826572023035154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007190122325817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863858475754323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116345712155799,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beejobs,2019/05/31,"Questions about RSD Is it possible to experience RSD but only in regard to a small number of specific people that you know? I know some online resources say it can lead to romantic relationship problems, but is it possible to feel it severely only in regards to a partner?",11.794000000000004,8.887049200000002,12.332,51.176000000000016,57.0,15.6,49.0,13.816669648895859,7.033999999999999,220,12,32,7,2,77,35,50,0.141,0.769,0.08900000000000001,-0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,9,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821689487126736,0.0,0.0,0.12830398826689085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890951885136644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859777136462629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591879888658565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721316195671756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428051690274327,0.0,0.0,0.28425887971198743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724333094667764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201792757161586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866660860584496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Abaza1,2019/05/31,"Should I even take meds I’m new to this sub so forgive me for perhaps what is a certain lack of knowledge, when I was younger I was prescribed(or told by a professional ?, I don’t know the exact word for it, identified with?) adhd(or perhaps add) which I never took meds for but always had a hard time focusing(perhaps it is just laziness), I know I should look into which one I have exactly, but the question is this, does medication really make any difference for you and also are all the things I hear about the negative side effects true?",3.3373786407766985,5.816509388349516,4.122145631067962,83.854286407767,76.47572815533981,7.226796116504855,27.77572815533981,8.238735603445708,2.0768687378640784,429,18,80,8,10,137,75,103,0.08800000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.4058,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,2,6,24,20,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,11,3,10,13,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,60,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502657748317376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653062522416154,0.17327358169159074,0.0,0.0,0.14161133786878047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756801016332075,0.0,0.0,0.18223351031999172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375415244031645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654345085510166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347032668510313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288881275943628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487038459112425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390027956595625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626186483723533,0.2097813690070289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060865635435734,0.20112090561771329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110980677743729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332781003577757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334048155268188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657166655537286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383463769827926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142727353068306,0.0,0.0,0.19898364487390102,0.2313639310614995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jwillis33,2019/05/31,"Doctor Drug Testing because I'm prescribed Adderall I have been prescribed adderall for 10 years, and when I went to my doctor's appointment back in January, they made me take a drug test. There was never mention of drug testing in my previous 10 years of being on the prescription. A few months later, I was told i had to sign a narcotics agreement in order to receive my script. Part of that agreement was to adhere to ""random"" drug tests. Has anybody else been subjected to drug testing by their PCP? I meet with my doctor every 6 months - should i expect to be given a drug test whenever i go to get my prescription filled each month, or if they will only occur during my actual appointments with the doctor?",8.071055437100213,7.533259858208963,7.902579957356077,72.50052238805971,62.358208955223894,10.343710021321963,35.56076759061834,9.606745405546679,3.4364319829424304,567,22,95,9,7,182,84,134,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.7757,0,0,6,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,12,10,0,1,1,12,20,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,0,17,2,19,6,3,18,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,9,65,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.10772063850463046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487988307602448,0.0,0.06729017226398472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519382632923405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7680750470430286,0.0,0.09221318952120557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300481557288016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057672035762755224,0.0,0.06273480623961683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044497333855911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643267289013512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513635066364457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395339147844529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953708773886675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299640013449255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547838298913052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232876250219272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216969989754202 adhd,PhantomPeach,2019/05/31,"[From USA] my psychiatrist wants to give me random urine drug screenings So I finally got back on -stimulant- after being between psychiatrists for several months trying to find one who would take my adhd seriously. (Have been diagnosed since 14 *alongside* the other diagnoses they try to start with so smh). He asked if I used any illicit drugs, including weed, and I said no because I don’t and he’s my doctor. He clarified that I would have to undergo random drug test screening because it was a controlled substance and they had to make sure I wasn’t using drugs. How common is this? Is this a law? Is it just some way of getting the truth out of me that he uses on patients?",3.6612790697674416,6.060220651162791,4.976143410852713,78.53305232558141,75.04651162790697,8.020930232558143,27.80426356589147,8.841846274778883,2.5008496124031003,540,22,96,12,12,179,93,129,0.032,0.927,0.042,0.3049,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,13,8,1,7,2,24,25,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,3,13,2,15,16,1,10,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,4,6,65,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266429461100151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204258312521034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653389905056134,0.0,0.0,0.1040757295071465,0.0,0.16501610306798226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180643801478164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747546280061979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853637263559426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.627851719711104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826921535251275,0.12370736967351732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071474390221462,0.12983997109180356,0.0,0.0,0.10825169098023604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034711885842936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803501034517198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917166048676812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874876339456948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529068774287669,0.0,0.11196284784314042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580136604084813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756569250337202,0.0,0.10176629110960976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837874145255557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506966064737917,0.0,0.0,0.07983288629709959,0.10743446201546417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229739159458853,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OblivionXD,2019/05/31,Got A Prescription For Wellbutrin For My ADHD So I’ve never really taken any pills for my ADHD/depression/anxiety until earlier this year. I started taking Prozac for my depression/anxiety after the first visit with the psychiatrist. This second session she decided to prescribe me Wellbutrin/Bupropion and honestly idk what to think. Doesn’t really seem to me doing anything. Any advice/opinions about it that could help me for my next visit? THanks in advance :),5.883624999999999,9.0962621125,6.747499999999999,64.4975,71.625,10.0,32.5,10.125756701596842,4.6557499999999985,379,18,48,12,8,125,59,80,0.017,0.838,0.145,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,9,2,13,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370531451234891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038881942155557,0.0,0.34185575597493684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838687357587929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839541220221142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900544913720424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787021277315391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497643967753562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232756673811625,0.0,0.2376266507018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28627756153020384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034076827045294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814910414852762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799601547060125,0.0,0.0,0.20570978852111926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316872460024388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388541590198595 adhd,DigitalDrugzz,2019/05/31,How to wake up On top of having ADHD I have depression so I'm tired alot ajd cant drink coffee or energy drinks because it just makes me more tired. How can i wake myself up,0.3007894736842118,2.2831556578947416,2.709736842105261,92.55565789473684,84.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,-0.2531789473684207,137,2,31,2,4,47,32,38,0.23399999999999999,0.675,0.091,-0.7996,0,0,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,3,0,6,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,6,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451241908230975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505700676449015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473402873068523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626372468364214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168912491693654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6601225094080903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pwn493,2019/05/31,"How do I factor in my energy level when planning my day? TL;DR I'm pretty good at planning out my day in the mornings, time-wise, but I fail to account for my energy level so I end most of my days absolutely exhausted, even with meds and breaks. How do I allot my energy level like I do my time? Detailed Description Each morning, I lay out my day, order the things I need to get done, estimate how long they should take, and give every task a 30-60 minute buffer to deal with travel, spontaneous issues, or take breaks. Example errand day from two weeks ago: * Feed animals - 8am * Pick up mail - 9am * Ship controller for repair - 10am * Go to dentist - 12:30pm * Get hair cut - 2:00pm * Isolation Tank appointment - 4:30pm * Pick up dinner on way home - 6pm * Walk dog - 7pm * Feed animals - 8pm I got all the things done except walking my dog because, even with the isolation tank session, I had 0 energy come 7pm, and I just immediately went to bed. When I look at the list, it doesn't seem that bad, and nothing required my intense focus, but I was so tired that I had terrible brain fog the next day. I've tried estimating tasks as small (5), medium (2) and large (1), and picking an appropriate number to do for that day, but I still grind myself down everyday. I outsource what I can (dog walkers, house cleaners, dog groomers), but I can't seem to save even a little bit of energy at the end of the day. Has anyone figured out how to notice when you're getting tired, and actually stop themselves from doing more work? It doesn't help that my favorite hobbies (Monster Hunter, Smash, Aikido) are demanding and I hyper focus while I practice.",2.056906661718316,4.5266524574132525,3.71746984598256,85.01641259974022,81.20820189274448,6.631619966598628,23.519113007979218,7.827709963407826,1.4326638337353872,1267,45,242,23,34,421,192,317,0.139,0.774,0.087,-0.9692,0,2,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,1,6,14,8,1,0,11,0,17,9,2,8,1,42,32,24,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,9,16,3,3,3,1,1,6,3,5,0,1,7,2,32,3,33,24,6,49,0,1,1,0,5,17,0,5,23,136,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.10609853972481832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963769020304699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602206168417308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077965579307212,0.0662768909853181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869800050312933,0.0,0.0,0.1213714828622823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365574525600658,0.0,0.0,0.12194275050878108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609417656731553,0.1120892466734243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252396003740446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259365874142564,0.0,0.0,0.2154327162809218,0.0,0.09160431331118092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041076424150975,0.10429757398940788,0.0617901214135177,0.09119218846453778,0.08695618656220122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728751302051508,0.0,0.10905862498559137,0.0,0.0,0.12545242470250334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347918009756715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311685395860485,0.10896959932831893,0.0,0.09621695532048524,0.09130043239191307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076739788648595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061716393641717,0.0,0.0,0.11562877080916935,0.0,0.0,0.10432321635684667,0.12378252718986207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061097729404898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979557449031808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682679896889232,0.09089778908994303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163493216878915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444622434829903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267951986660772,0.2499235443449234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381618042431612,0.0,0.10620714872515226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629972462907805,0.0872115053410641,0.0,0.0,0.10078785666373206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915206800230899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Advent779,2019/05/31,"depressed... Been down for about two weeks now. nothing has changed I keep thinking I'm pointless, anything i do in life won't matter since people will always do it better than me. most of my childhood I've been like this, I super introverted but i love to speak to people at the same time. I started being lazy and it took me a couple of hours to even have courage to write this as everybody is doing something and people just dont have time for a person like me. I dont deserve this life, my life is really boring, ADHD is the only interresting thing about me. I have bad grades, keep skipping class, I haven't even been to school for 4 days now. I've been getting headaches and shit. even have one now. very suicidal but im only 13 years of age. I heard that many people encounter depressed thoughts when they have ADHD so this is why I decided to write here because I think its got something to do with it. anyway I need answers and really lost in thoughts should i seek help? Well I don't think anyone can help me anyway because they all say it will pass but its not passing and thinking of suicide.",2.4982316017316,4.7072734681818185,3.2993506493506497,90.06712121212124,77.95454545454545,5.463203463203462,24.11255411255411,6.42735559955562,0.6895281385281384,873,30,173,7,21,276,124,220,0.156,0.722,0.122,-0.9099,0,0,2,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,2,3,15,13,1,0,4,0,28,5,1,0,1,29,45,11,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,0,1,12,6,0,2,8,0,0,3,6,6,1,2,10,3,23,7,23,30,3,20,0,3,0,1,11,4,1,1,15,117,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26215311008572795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075193834771103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626172617893988,0.0,0.08975231104105166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910658445632628,0.1329716663910483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646032129240202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537773410662175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067983917299872,0.0,0.07033877138490446,0.0,0.18787737078744735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564989426762263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611188193310066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569826650870545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723032159692126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462097475874382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074083826688482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781037131521725,0.0,0.0,0.19388636213177546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311103604098619,0.10656861659202252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905880227759127,0.0,0.09843663696690973,0.0,0.0,0.11057615785252274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087131478994998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465210208273616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739061798105885,0.1658997441747348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30245149083978723,0.09523252786181664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974139018522036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673393723478684,0.0,0.11038096657183603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195503851248108,0.09022080981670227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792920580414986,0.0,0.0,0.07719772221103953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386017642364456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245883505148842,0.2795412466103772,0.0,0.17317299437146527,0.12719492877802036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117672528377282,0.0,0.0,0.1065419736703844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999115914334291,0.0,0.0,0.08748644528484323,0.0,0.0980637448574878,0.0,0.09841541454722398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023515199042507 adhd,aelesia-,2019/05/31,"Too lazy to sleep. Is this an ADHD thing? There are just some nights where I'm just...too lazy to sleep. I don't mean cases where I'm already engaged in a task like playing a game and I don't want to stop to sleep. I'm talking about cases where I'm already lying in bed but I'm too lazy to sleep so I find stuff to do. It's late. 4am. 5am. I'm already lying on my bed and all I need to do is close my eyes, but I just don't feel like sleeping. There's no reason why. There's nothing else I want to do. There's no show I wanna watch, no book I wanna read, no game I wanna play. I just don't feel like it, just like how I don't feel like doing my laundry. Sleeping is hard for me. It takes a lot of effort to just lie still in bed and close my eyes and not move and try to sleep. It can often take me an hour or two just to fall asleep. At times I even fall asleep briefly for 15 mins, but then I suddenly find myself wide awake and I have to repeat the whole process of trying to fall asleep again. It's literally exhausting trying to fall sleep! Some nights I'm just too lazy to make the effort so I end up just lying on my bed looking for random stuff to surf until the sun rises, then I go to bed. I don't know if this is a specific ADHD thing...but it feels similar in the sense that I feel so unmotivated to do a task that I should be doing.",0.14051495016611426,1.6649831926910323,2.323430232558138,97.5516569767442,82.52159468438538,5.097342192691031,17.062292358803987,5.773587663045528,-0.7086299003322254,1035,19,261,6,28,350,128,301,0.149,0.775,0.076,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,27,9,0,0,11,0,21,14,13,3,1,48,43,18,0,8,14,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,5,0,13,8,0,1,10,7,0,7,11,1,0,1,0,10,27,8,36,41,5,36,0,0,4,0,3,14,0,7,20,158,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453604357587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817143599770036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108620931942082,0.0,0.07536918385957556,0.0,0.0,0.05620464733488169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513371875925935,0.18237631171951213,0.0,0.0,0.15555113686570327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836162365837236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762286801272474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380173567570975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676615497176567,0.0,0.09599121212800912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078663419247465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145862558895076,0.0,0.0,0.07234498647800905,0.0,0.0,0.056801777808626525,0.0,0.0,0.0926937352310288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904428437588706,0.0,0.06309709146882156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971236111471565,0.0,0.08165124153934805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511833441452762,0.0,0.0,0.0874921475990152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812540898295799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795722162598145,0.07114348647944613,0.0,0.0,0.19482753394548044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796216036670524,0.06839638394433918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306708082693825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961975748955151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332238176173825,0.0,0.08312574953689811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038283293515594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678527831230313,0.09500587068498187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EBdazzle,2019/05/31,"Can you manage ADHD without meds? I (33F) was diagnosed with ADHD last summer and was given Adderall as well as being put on Wellbutrin for depression. ( What a great mix.. ADHD and Depression! 🙄) Anyway, the combination turned me into a completely different person for the better! My life was finally getting itself in order, my marriage was getting better, I could function like a normal person, sex drive was normal, it was the perfect medication cocktail. Fast forward to January, I became pregnant and was taken off the Adderall immediately and slowly off the Wellbutrin. Since then I had a miscarriage and am once again pregnant, so I am still off the Adderall and have been given Zoloft in order to help the depression. I am completely struggling and my marriage is once again on thin ice due to this. I don't want to destroy my marriage more and he is not on board with Adderall during pregnancy even though the benefits seem to outweigh the risks at this point. Has anyone been able to function normally without meds? Anything will be helpful at this point!!",7.121452991452994,8.732307714285719,7.1868783068783095,69.43084249084251,64.44973544973546,9.201628001628,36.23158323158323,9.466822959209583,3.8621270655270665,854,41,124,16,13,274,112,189,0.084,0.77,0.147,0.9211,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,8,13,1,2,13,0,23,5,0,0,1,21,31,13,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,11,1,0,1,1,0,3,4,6,1,0,13,1,13,7,25,14,1,28,0,3,0,1,9,15,0,1,11,99,19,1,0.1144848604627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127656634884197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800504763411694,0.0,0.0942112854185706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250511113165484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240070396059212,0.0,0.0,0.09140684536165013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958169276808533,0.11619972348234267,0.0,0.11961231232316535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561617060323296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541256866120745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962722880688526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262199628272787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347357746183227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332044136794562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086404266442196,0.05593151996844453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543337424196533,0.1153314524980668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365125674482075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243845280022434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992752853835494,0.0,0.0,0.21645039582893555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508890569573335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422271721466407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947030596287175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142775745170044,0.0,0.0,0.11968443348387035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124807941332973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245266530282443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752613690140293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293563863505407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207186401686974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Attentiondeffec,2019/05/31,"Can someone from The EU (especially the UK) give me some advice? This is a very specific problem I am having so I thought someone here may be able to help. Long story cut short, I have been diagnosed by the doc in the country I am living in, Lithuania, however, I am from the UK originally. ADHD is honestly really affecting my life, relationships and especially my career. After the diagnosis a lot makes sense now. However, Lithuania has an extreme restriction on certain medications including ADHD meds, they will only prescribe Vitamin B, which probably won’t help at all. Or I can get a ‘red’ prescription, which is to have the medication shipped to the pharmacy from Germany at a cost of 50% of my net income. My question is, what process did you go through in the UK to get diagnosed and prescribed, would it be possible to get the process completed in a few days, so, I could then travel back to Lithuania with the medication? Or any other European country this would be possible?",6.558499999999999,7.804062516666669,7.69777777777778,66.59000000000002,65.5,11.777777777777779,39.444444444444436,11.538034831475384,5.273111111111112,783,44,128,26,12,266,114,180,0.04,0.8859999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.7237,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,17,0,24,7,0,3,2,20,31,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,14,2,22,19,4,17,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,6,7,98,21,1,0.1401472157099536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368594371036493,0.13695023718884602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530491253557254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776455810960094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694168925952544,0.0,0.0,0.11189614786166548,0.0,0.0,0.09038336004304057,0.0,0.0,0.284492947739776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966340753631172,0.13444197966165375,0.07964889238182006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787544902772624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899012310150727,0.0,0.0,0.12375255908790743,0.12402587572762355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914815108474172,0.0,0.0,0.09354935474735904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567196272556338,0.4235507267786764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658827282282747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31598985641373545,0.0,0.0,0.15110240224725566,0.1341019581395166,0.0,0.0,0.15699695579222192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978189505835182,0.0,0.0,0.15046566104116155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374925621522776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126123467779732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563613036449642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911312204058834,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BellonaTransient,2019/05/31,"Adderall experiences of anxious adults Hey, so, I’m 30 years old and taking medication for ADHD for the first time since I was a middle schooler (I was diagnosed when I was 13). I actually asked my GP to refer me to get retested as an adult but instead he just prescribed me 10 mg of adderall, which I thought was odd. I started the other day at 10 mg and it was amazing: I’ve never felt so able to work since I was taking meds as a kid. But today I started feeling my heart pounding and then worried I was having heart problems I had read about. I started feeling chest pain and dizziness too. The thing is, I also have anxiety. I’ve been to doctors before worried something was wrong with my heart and no one found anything wrong. I was just getting myself worked up. I feel like I want to get officially tested for ADHD again and I’m worried that I could be messing with my heart. At the same time I really want something in my life that will make it possible for me to concentrate for more than 12 seconds at a time, haha. Is any of this normal? Any advice appreciated. (Note: I realize from the FAQ and also my past experience that my dr. went about prescribing to me the wrong way. I’m just wondering if this is an egregiously bad process or if anyone has experienced symptoms like mine before getting on adderall as an adult, particularly if you’re prone to anxiety). Srry if breaking any rules, delete if impermissible",3.8366304347826095,5.7855885326087,5.208115942028988,79.09630434782609,73.09420289855072,7.553623188405798,30.11594202898551,8.321376580360154,2.3724507246376807,1129,50,206,19,23,377,156,276,0.14400000000000002,0.767,0.08900000000000001,-0.9542,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,13,11,0,0,12,1,20,12,5,1,1,37,44,24,0,10,11,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,0,4,10,9,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,7,0,3,15,5,31,4,31,26,2,26,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,7,18,138,41,5,0.09067226969825604,0.0,0.08848305559334825,0.0,0.2179408957697582,0.08860389254772227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450211626374132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849807580382861,0.0,0.13872807627649994,0.1024338559235612,0.0,0.06340015920830011,0.0,0.07461555218359271,0.0,0.08476633231117944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570755781480831,0.0,0.0,0.15431084636998552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723944292843221,0.0,0.0,0.05847611282565855,0.0,0.0,0.092030445107447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280691014920617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738975681869082,0.0,0.0,0.13753987186893046,0.06477628758961028,0.08705959822101075,0.0,0.0,0.07712578628538616,0.0,0.0994174636483483,0.0,0.0,0.18949007422966888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297883046495628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404450558546461,0.08859578188263405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052444410529901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071645103475756,0.09134277251441428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993204415941368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883957275857697,0.0,0.0,0.09514529433082412,0.0,0.061441876564322234,0.0,0.09648168782928992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655694120815685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221936032591666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676111654372957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069680690215699,0.0,0.05808697776486205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001007695155755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960788612003192,0.0,0.0,0.19253489754010975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424320600848687,0.13634852501978814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023862700843186,0.0,0.0,0.0719836539496068,0.15861518888439194,0.0,0.08594670964373108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696170781106623,0.07197142723972053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405410241688123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833020866768884,0.13202098448370106,0.2762462736458679,0.0,0.0,0.2974076788310486,0.0,0.05838996887854087 adhd,notbellasorry,2019/05/31,"Concerta weight loss/issues tw: eating disorder So I recently started Concerta and I’ve already lost 7 lbs in about a week. This is definitely due to loss of appetite, but it’s always been easy for me to gain/lose about 20 lbs, like I can range from 100-120 with little problem. But I’m a little worried. I have a history of disordered eating. It’s been a while, but I’m worried that losing weight like this might bring it back. Because when I stepped on the scale this morning, just because I noticed I was looking a little thinner and I was curious, I was so excited. Despite being perfectly happy at my previous 113, when I saw I was down to 106 I was ecstatic in the way I used to be. I can feel my hipbones again, which used to be one of my “markers”. And the first thing I thought was, “If I keep this up, I’ll be back under 100 in no time.” I have no business being under 100 lbs. I’m a 20 year old 5’ 2” college student on a big campus. I need to be able to walk to my classes. I need to be able to carry my groceries up 2 flights of stairs to my apartment. I need my hands to be steady so I can write my notes. But I’m worried that the weight loss on Concerta is going to encourage me to get back to the weight I was where I couldn’t do those things. And I know it seems like a simple answer; don’t worry about your weight. Stop paying attention to it. Just eat. But it’s hard to make myself eat if I’m not hungry; I used to have to fight to make myself eat if I WAS hungry. I could get rid of my scale but that makes it worse because then I would start tracking my weight in other ways (like hipbones, collarbones, thigh gap, ribs, spine, etc.) Has anyone dealt with eating disorders and Concerta? I genuinely need it for my ADHD and didn’t think it being an appetite suppressant would affect me like this. But most of not all meds for ADHD are stims of some kind and would have this effect right?",2.406681472081217,3.867994652284267,3.976849619289344,88.48045209390865,75.82741116751271,6.955456852791878,24.749048223350247,7.645422480735847,1.1562642131979692,1479,49,316,20,32,493,186,394,0.13,0.774,0.09699999999999999,-0.8523,0,0,0,0,1,0,45.0,0,1,0,7,15,16,1,0,14,0,39,16,4,8,2,57,69,24,0,13,14,0,9,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,23,9,12,3,8,0,1,4,7,6,0,2,14,12,45,10,49,40,4,45,0,4,2,0,4,21,0,7,23,211,68,5,0.13766370785105253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544502472414527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595766241929394,0.0,0.05727361647089065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812883268504701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878234079584616,0.0,0.12587777783649193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495663446060335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366618037324466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225930227419044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676571200583134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034803453510549635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854833978628377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192360549216824,0.0,0.03911872881657276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327278842684566,0.06165982116332072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184257242117352,0.0,0.06118091440165701,0.0,0.07167778373237779,0.037828186808976295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681388349838711,0.2069628012306775,0.0,0.0,0.057801421552049925,0.07700523803630292,0.07513809956327347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783739095018202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764566726805471,0.0,0.0,0.07301971960730379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415179008209408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836552190866773,0.07222745193072462,0.0,0.04664224560231766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586278826180543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796315181472659,0.0,0.0,0.058782027161539165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266193467015987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743908096819076,0.0,0.0,0.05754651196813495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145765047499173,0.04410467268703034,0.0,0.05464480342417485,0.040136407555080786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834586522962173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092710435740061,0.05521276134563193,0.5029119280312777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796083553562875,0.07014553961990609,0.1466885224389785,0.0,0.0,0.04432545718706159 adhd,DaysOfTheWedNes,2019/05/31,"Today was a good day, fellas. With a combination of 36 mg Concerta, stress, lack of sleep and ""Stand Proud"" on repeat as hype music at 3 am, I completed in 2 days a 38-page school project that was assigned to me months ago but I never worked on until earlier this week. As a 12th grader, this was my last graduation requirement for high school. Fellas, if you're ever feeling down about work and school and can't continue, just remember that hyperfocus slaps the night before.",7.421348314606746,7.443773831460677,7.659865168539326,71.84889887640449,63.494382022471896,11.164943820224721,32.406741573033706,10.793553405168565,3.490710561797753,377,13,67,9,5,123,73,89,0.043,0.888,0.069,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,0,2,13,6,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,4,2,14,3,1,20,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,13,41,8,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245573210621384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655466605431041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398066722498592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093570355045314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759804862064389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836969560707276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317826463282314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055514401704956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585832006647643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552869594162534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004799270928798,0.0,0.0,0.18257082662530394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203858133780104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906811768230678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468925487977706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228549405056382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844094708945224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605527553607398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832676200931101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whocaresanymoreright,2019/05/31,"I have a hard time doing stuff without music in my ears. I had to cook dinner today (im at it right now tbh), and it took forever because my mind sidetracked every second. But as soon as i put music in my ears, things seem easier. Even math got 10x easier to focus on when i have music blasting in my ears. My gf think its weird, and i have a hard time explaining how it actually works. So if you have it like me, how would you explain the effect music have? Its not a substitute for medicin, but it still works, for me at least Thanks :)",2.365020202020201,3.854586390909091,4.08757575757576,87.52580808080809,76.0,7.070707070707071,21.313131313131315,7.793537801064563,0.7871010101010092,413,10,88,6,9,139,70,110,0.034,0.846,0.121,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,8,3,0,0,4,0,8,5,3,3,0,16,15,11,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,9,2,2,0,5,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,5,14,2,13,11,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,64,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.20801637015762306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994220583861074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079217228997593,0.0,0.17959904816028435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048594955531707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819044144861005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025265358930175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414069018592682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523389643506546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428772324904927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204006467981668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405561854766884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023227276039268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402067290492105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625188056816226,0.0,0.0,0.14161604670572595,0.13658626380075525,0.0,0.0,0.2485941564166729,0.0,0.20205362989774653,0.0,0.23683197190845795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054815561693613,0.0,0.31037045220440906,0.0,0.0,0.15142490203224446,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,workinonit27,2019/05/31,"NT parent with newly diagnosed 6yo just trying to understand My 6yo son was diagnosed 2 days ago after at least 3 years of struggling. I am NT, his dad has adhd but manages it so well without meds that i often forget he has it. During those 3 years i suspected adhd and have read everything i can get my hands on trying to understand what this is and help him and now that we have a diagnosis we're trying meds and meeting with a behavioral therapist. Finally knowing that we definitely are dealing with adhd is a relief but i often feel very out of my element with this bc I am NT and will never really understand all of this or what it feels like. I want to teach him not to use adhd as an excuse or crutch but i want to be understanding and be able to help him where he struggles. So i wanted to ask, what do you all wish your parents had understood or been better about when you were young? What was the hardest? What did your parents do really well? What helped the most? What do you most wish NTs understood about adhd?",5.140712669683257,5.689022083333335,6.3211764705882345,77.69260180995478,68.36274509803921,9.80633484162896,28.437405731523377,9.851270322608157,2.608557767722474,811,26,156,18,13,273,116,204,0.044000000000000004,0.769,0.187,0.9857,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,5,0,1,12,7,0,2,6,0,22,3,1,1,3,46,39,16,0,5,9,5,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,17,13,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,8,3,23,5,22,28,5,14,0,0,0,0,25,4,0,7,11,119,40,3,0.09297041224993563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586618431760835,0.0,0.0824126609458839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691478537055927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222477447465433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059958224650902135,0.09584841271258096,0.0,0.18872602284376214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355581176345395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940172677637937,0.06641808108772074,0.0,0.10184454226195527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857320318833392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694832279685028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051094107186234895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542064730840352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653833866104185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170451337126328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096979214911392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929955713638491,0.0,0.1191184534615424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438572184857209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079458143160734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936242153870245,0.0,0.0,0.3871419117194856,0.0,0.08029658589664676,0.0,0.07671032675543184,0.16450907377600224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718313182069208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138227717153448,0.08962015975204002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197397946685185 adhd,Brief_Explorer,2019/05/31,"Office job hunting/keeping suggestions Hi everyone, &#x200B; I've been having a lot of difficulty with my career, and I wanted to see if anyone had any similar experiences / suggestions. A few years ago, I completed my MA. Since then, I've struggled to hold onto work. Two of my positions ended for reasons that weren't my fault (organization lost a contract, etc). However, in the last year, I was also let go from two positions due to difficulties that I think are related to my ADHD. &#x200B; In general, I do well at office work, but only after I've gotten used to the position and developed a routine. Until that point, I often have a tendency to make a lot of simple mistakes, like missing deadlines, or hyper-focusing on one task instead of switching between tasks. In order to prevent things like this from happening, I go very quickly into RSD mode. I don't have emotional outbursts at work. However, I become very paranoid about making mistakes. I'll ask numerous questions to clarify seemingly simple details, spend extra time double-checking work, and do other things that can send the signal that I have difficulty with basic tasks. &#x200B; I think that if I could find a stable position with a patient manager, I would really be able to do well. In addition, I've gotten better at anticipating problems that I come across. However, I'm in a fairly competitive field, and my past two positions have lasted less than a year, and I know that this could make it a lot harder for me to find a position. In addition, I'm afraid that if and when I'm hired again, I'll make the same mistakes that I have in the past. Finally, I also have to admit that when I have a supervisor that's either overly-critical or completely hands-off, this type of work can be brutal for my self confidence. &#x200B; My wife (who is incredibly wonderful) has told me that I should focus on a new career path, something along the lines either of teaching or Python programming. I would be really interested in either, but I'm in my late 30s with almost 100K in student debt, and I'm terrified of taking on more debt to obtain education/certification for a new career this late in life. If I'm being honest, the thought also makes me feel like a failure and a burden, even though I know it shouldn't. &#x200B; Since this seems like a pretty good community, I wanted to ask if anyone has had any similar stories. If so, what did you do? Feel free to leave any advice you have. Also, if anyone has any success stories, they would definitely help me feel better. &#x200B; **TL;DR:** I've had a lot of difficulty with entry-level positions in my career, and I think that my ADHD greatly exacerbates this problem. However, I'm scared to take on the time/money costs of starting a new career. Have you had a similar situation?",6.377616806722692,7.359231940952383,7.558915966386558,68.37134873949583,65.78095238095239,10.51932773109244,33.53641456582633,10.525883462305444,3.881145658263305,2239,95,365,57,34,762,250,525,0.126,0.743,0.132,0.6587,7,0,1,0,0,0,105.0,0,3,1,10,16,27,1,3,29,0,42,1,0,7,0,81,85,31,0,21,15,2,3,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,27,19,0,2,17,0,5,4,3,13,2,4,13,4,42,15,63,60,13,53,0,2,1,0,18,23,0,20,29,257,69,18,0.0542338088463647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303569980140234,0.05299665032615182,0.04807499926152504,0.0,0.05430732550217742,0.0,0.0,0.1734830293612096,0.0,0.3525738553583409,0.3954000836071552,0.14752339908831028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376462043272875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140258049061177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059896980936849635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593079332176327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671762413152284,0.11372623346804075,0.0,0.0,0.08660256663726389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061005735281054775,0.048035057190576616,0.0,0.060485032923621174,0.03582091925179081,0.0,0.0,0.051822728491520434,0.0,0.05305107170375065,0.0,0.0,0.08226672988904496,0.038744643876270336,0.0,0.05941048666355912,0.09913743751457607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164464677200876,0.04548874575469824,0.0,0.05979296571528154,0.0,0.0,0.04795877805293607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036351778870092034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381868686602951,0.048205501195642805,0.0,0.0,0.059610966010658975,0.08841558539965888,0.12235619727427564,0.05742577282449125,0.0,0.05545774399837677,0.03830694307246209,0.10598359818733888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920260891422061,0.1844305794472869,0.0,0.0,0.18100744268687946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713805160821806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036750232456301664,0.04124725549668439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354461445447846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512684792760119,0.0,0.0,0.05517528100298121,0.0,0.10378886126019853,0.0,0.0,0.06075427789816455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948713336604953,0.055761388122171095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054297503819660094,0.0,0.043217323975650784,0.09874484538864207,0.05657769058096945,0.0,0.0,0.08972553422885925,0.06096107345082876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04175183567410185,0.0,0.0,0.03838696904133915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566969524285689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155414954335473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206106548815312,0.1042525045305874,0.053284441831465634,0.043055586248779296,0.06324834015010579,0.0,0.0,0.051822728491520434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893565228677273,0.0,0.0,0.04684059783264498,0.0,0.08949714424438615,0.06397701121424175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752541474297148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058814252234486185,0.19741429380849707,0.0,0.0,0.11557842528139366,0.0,0.3954000836071552,0.10477438431536946 adhd,Galpy,2019/05/31,"I need to rant and ask for advice. Thanks for listening I have suspected for a while that I have ADHD or something similar, recently (few months ago) I began ticking. I can of pushed all the stuff I had going on to the back of my head and get better. I now take clonidine to stop my tics but recently I have noticed ADHD like symptoms coming back and getting worse. It’s getting to the point where my mind is constantly racing and I can’t focus much at all and this is really impacting me at school and at home. It’s like I’m out with my parents and they mention something I don’t want to do and I just have a bit of a meltdown. Also like sometimes I’ll be super awake and attentive, then next minute I’ll feel really depressed and like I can’t do anything. I want to talk to my parents about it but I just feel like they’ve already done so much for me with my tics and all I don’t want to lay another problem on them. I just don’t know what to do. I’m struggling to get work done as well as I just can’t find the motivation and energy to do it. It’s like there is a barrier that just stops me and it’s a struggle to break through. Sorry you had to listen I just need some help rn.",1.5962055335968373,3.1935895494071183,3.5400592885375524,90.164871541502,78.40711462450592,6.813438735177866,23.75296442687747,7.686295010490155,1.0323059288537553,928,31,207,14,22,314,125,253,0.111,0.7170000000000001,0.172,0.9429,2,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,4,16,14,0,2,9,0,23,2,1,1,3,47,45,22,0,6,9,2,2,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,11,17,0,3,7,0,0,3,6,4,1,0,5,4,30,10,32,39,8,26,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,20,144,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604843204335617,0.10589992601684244,0.09606529532948564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959126670627593,0.08666509987643503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136375575163461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918097420711392,0.0,0.10131325004302813,0.0,0.0,0.16666285455654445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584628323668433,0.1183142250178111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933529366245544,0.0,0.11711170055887572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933406993310297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218044934887153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095923428528886,0.07742102368347675,0.0,0.0,0.09905010254121914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647972075312364,0.0,0.06159034101508783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122100229859118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263950965262622,0.0,0.10870601561934616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059558451821682123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176706962977478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942489054203892,0.0,0.08650154700542266,0.0,0.1593318719667043,0.1607130235360547,0.0,0.0,0.1152549187860018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338231236530865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406687026767261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244662877582876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369742862223497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388518375652108,0.0,0.2140086768338872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967831377953864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166860217834292,0.10718274168152807,0.12131365232568732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120779501632006,0.0,0.2265880213415313,0.12406008470265024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264006870255007,0.08148230454053762,0.0871053594289622,0.0,0.0997744356513067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176195229334006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743949987859997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889615279579525,0.0,0.1104403909987757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Roughknite,2019/05/31,"Diagnosed, however... I still, even on medication, feel like ""what if I dont have ADHD? Do I really have it?"" It really makes me question myself and places a lot of doubt on actually having ADHD or not even though I was diagnosed. I was diagnosed just 7 months ago at the age of 31, so I have gone all my life with the thinking I was normal like everyone else. In fact the only reason I was even diagnosed and saw someone was because my work production started suffering horribly. It got to the point I couldn't physically bring myself to even move the mouse or type on the keyboard if it was work related if that makes sense. Does anyone else have that constant lingering doubt? How do you deal with it? I try and tell myself the things like forgetting names of people I've known for 10 years sometimes when bringing them up in conversation, or being hardly able to remember song lyrics unless it's a song I've listened to on constant repeat for days on end and having to re-read things multiple times sometimes just to understand what I'm reading is because of the ADHD.",8.39592233009709,7.138613252427187,8.65467961165049,69.70366990291265,62.10679611650486,12.317669902912623,36.619417475728156,11.407655852321104,4.175048155339806,854,33,154,21,10,283,121,206,0.063,0.9,0.038,-0.7149,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,11,6,0,2,10,0,18,6,0,4,2,35,31,15,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,12,6,0,0,7,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,9,6,18,3,24,20,2,28,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,10,16,106,30,5,0.10398483306046588,0.0,0.10147419707451312,0.0,0.3749086860693625,0.0,0.09217628042229584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270861304367289,0.1065447498294982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677637816266762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247413264992805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706161487339524,0.10720379692664286,0.0,0.4221696667713307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099782815263792,0.0,0.12186944990824004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737319699593502,0.0,0.09209969775793923,0.0,0.0,0.27472400612848136,0.0,0.0,0.09936196416139803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257785599001676,0.0742867855155489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316617019373447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314998571945067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344756278746489,0.15240521086963052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840418653518847,0.0,0.0,0.13882136704664547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475377954914218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299970167568875,0.11051942117457622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188305832870773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908515127852038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208999033261118,0.0,0.10864201850465753,0.0,0.09829927811049176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164868110747353,0.0,0.20802594566615326,0.0,0.13323069348472144,0.10691372703564908,0.0,0.0,0.11779454522576165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810601160859509,0.0,0.20568731756419464,0.0,0.07360100004719629,0.0,0.08304242200477277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088732741189208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816580513775173,0.06662928230161387,0.1021645705220731,0.0,0.060634392381433866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059887590434694,0.0,0.0,0.10825187843804633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140439384280735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696282321426934 adhd,LadyLemonglob,2019/05/31,"My life is like Groundhog Day I'm so disappointed with myself. Every academic year is the same. I start off really excited, engaged and organised, but at the back of my mind is this massive constant fear of failure because I've failed before. Things go well until for some reason I have to miss a pivotal lecture (once this was because I forgot my wallet; this year its because I've had to stay back at work or lost track of time at work, or the trains been cancelled) or I find it hard to focus in the short amount of time we have per assignment. If I do manage to hand assignments in they tend to be shoddy. Once I'm behind, I get confused about whether to prioritise catching up or handing in assignments. If it's catching up then I miss out on marks. If it's assignments then I might get some marks but then give up a lot of time I could be spending studying for exams. I know a lot of this is just basic studying skills. But I find it really hard to bounce back when my schedule is affected by something random. It especially sucks when it's something like, forgetting my phone somewhere, or forgetting my bag in another town, or forgetting when payday is and spending it all a week before the actual date so now I have to rethink every single thing I do the last week. I used to think I would grow out of a lot of these mistakes, or that I could make more lists or something. The doctor doesn't take my suspicions of having ADHD seriously and I'm terrified of asking in case it turns out no, I'm actually just stupid. I've got two more weeks of exams and hopefully I pass. If I don't it will break me. If I do pass it'll be a relief, but I just wish I had learnt more and done well. I'm so disappointed. I don't know why I'm posting this. I guess I'm just fed up.",4.2784787626962135,4.9371948199445965,5.475695983379502,82.59540916435826,70.32963988919667,8.675946445060019,28.61507386888273,8.841846274778883,2.0962270544783004,1394,49,286,24,24,465,177,361,0.154,0.76,0.086,-0.9788,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,5,17,20,2,2,13,0,30,5,2,4,1,64,61,33,0,11,22,0,4,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,20,10,1,1,7,0,2,6,4,12,2,1,9,4,34,8,44,43,12,53,0,6,0,0,5,19,1,23,27,195,54,13,0.0,0.0,0.20160868816574928,0.0,0.12414461107600007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083173863057265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657006611762838,0.0,0.0,0.23829029584545044,0.0,0.1889092500506218,0.0,0.17579867183484785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116288803420613,0.0,0.16495074475725374,0.0,0.0,0.06661892673550274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573029650947427,0.0,0.10571013461859773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406672594072872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623942634009232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882574485175416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793830815881633,0.09909324447542817,0.058706865109038185,0.0,0.08261717242372521,0.0,0.1137948410785843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507016527331152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259862585286778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354020580409205,0.08420198861373535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296271963442559,0.10093276753724284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276241353072272,0.26346183447943866,0.0,0.0,0.06895248867822701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958328552510828,0.10430194382344883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200188639379353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893131941740986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323512090326959,0.10620796653724908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385724808228327,0.0,0.0,0.07311514402181679,0.110102357380714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766754628397134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725374295266538,0.06618944808397836,0.0,0.0,0.1807023951631524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235900373690684,0.1009075336184569,0.0,0.0,0.08921665716596945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857925326364255,0.0,0.18575534674386004,0.0,0.09321074511649363,0.0,0.11878806991220978,0.0,0.0,0.15040494088740886,0.0,0.0,0.07338022442948858,0.0,0.0,0.1330415744427175 adhd,kvere,2019/05/31,"Vyvanse giving me crazy strong nicotine cravings? Hi all, I’m new here. I was just diagnosed yesterday and started on Vyvanse right away, which I’m super excited about (Yay!). The Vyvanse is definitely worth the side effects to me. I can totally deal with the dry mouth, the grinding, the insomnia. I deal with this by drinking lots of water, chewing gum and using sleep aids. But there’s one symptom that’s been really difficult to deal with. I quit smoking about 2 months ago using a Juul. But I just can’t seem to get enough nicotine to satisfy me, I guess because I feel jittery and anxious and the cravings are so strong. I even smoked a couple cigarettes over the last two days because it just didn’t feel like enough. Again, I’m pretty happy with my medication, but does anyone know if I can counteract these effects somehow? I really don’t want to start smoking again but... it’s the only way I don’t feel anxious and on edge. Anyone else experience this?",3.952356557377051,6.159904655737705,4.861881830601097,80.57675717213118,73.48087431693989,7.635109289617486,30.016734972677607,8.472884824447931,2.5151095628415305,764,34,135,14,16,248,113,183,0.043,0.8170000000000001,0.139,0.9145,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,12,8,0,0,10,1,10,9,2,4,2,32,26,11,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,7,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,15,7,17,23,5,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,11,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653813632002452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970420395386036,0.0,0.1838504704182859,0.13470413996885067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351818153879005,0.0,0.0,0.1602829141379228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546645029971786,0.0,0.08478575594667136,0.40661211245532347,0.0,0.13343689382717894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150482233986216,0.0,0.0,0.1287882433160802,0.0,0.0,0.10982434909237183,0.0,0.0,0.2716824447070893,0.0,0.0868331406135806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286005849423484,0.0,0.0,0.19942197669641795,0.09392051292941328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686864191702213,0.1261157459863435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482643441533208,0.0,0.0,0.13994975433219312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722511803414446,0.10716367865206032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422845139348524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176909172836057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243982275274008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049362211632825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697227221826374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908587967910066,0.09998706932371154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374985996447228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983202472721434,0.0,0.0,0.1684430815411628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227265178557984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968320779581294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156259086389593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861069537085722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664522277823712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284247876361477,0.0,0.0,0.22709167173720154,0.0,0.0,0.07754302411607078,0.1043528984779408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Littlemossyone2,2019/05/31,"I think my Toddler has ADHD Hello I’m a mom of two girls 3yrs old and six months and I’ve been worried about my oldest. She is the most love able little girl but I’m sure y’all know what I’m about to say but here it goes she is constantly on the go and I know she’s three but it’s obviously more intense in my opinion than other three year olds, she can sit and pay attention to a book she is interested if she wants to but has problems sitting to eat and only watches shows she likes for about 5-10 mins at a time, her dad has ADHD and I been re entry diagnosed with ADD I’ve scheduled a doctor appointment for next month to try and figure out something because I am honestly exhausted. If she does I have no clue where to even start. She had a parents as teachers leader who suggested that I looked into getting her evaluated and her energy level is the first thing anyone comments on Any advice is appreciated",2.6837234042553213,4.449914340425536,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,75.80851063829788,7.253191489361702,25.04787234042553,8.07648339933343,1.4925787234042556,728,25,147,12,16,246,125,188,0.066,0.8,0.134,0.9341,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,8,0,14,5,0,0,2,29,26,15,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,12,1,0,5,2,1,1,1,2,0,5,3,3,22,5,21,23,2,25,0,0,2,1,24,9,0,4,14,97,29,3,0.16004930814532198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846963321928669,0.15639833157852615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883901786345278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191019758697916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756457272141797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295644354670375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244667875603233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381724875660847,0.14006022811122598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637703985862458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571105856901022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613785974718393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361915771434449,0.0,0.09095971015674006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591782821131854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819200755698165,0.1604114532235179,0.0,0.0,0.1344011093937851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445074934334165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744781533746704,0.25549966160425724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021425493236314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358896514139937,0.0,0.0,0.12172471094255755,0.0,0.0,0.17771581613674592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314557276387056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272776337460104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232137767119982,0.0,0.0,0.11328372407452708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508445788212064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632964861702428,0.1025531341517054,0.0,0.0,0.09332603866197901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866297431816588,0.0,0.1563449179839322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440122867869764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253784139987112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306650702289734 adhd,-Nicolai,2019/05/31,Everything starts before I'm ready and ends before I'm done. Might explain why I stay up so late — time has passed without my consent and I'm not cool with it. Is this a feeling you guys recognize? How do you deal with it?,0.9860869565217384,3.22436282608696,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,83.78260869565217,5.419130434782609,22.243478260869566,6.742157984588678,0.4949791304347828,174,6,38,2,5,56,36,46,0.08,0.82,0.099,0.2161,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556034086575565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759975118695447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739605320063365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371118202326561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060070997843802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536234581886736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650752361129104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019888218030577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839982685650579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894866923233756,0.2853435057291608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610399921234844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415668602916436,0.0,0.0,0.25806312702419404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beemboi,2019/05/31,"What medication would you reccomend? Hey guys, im a 15 year old boy who earlier this year got diagnosed ADHD and was a bit wierded out at first cause i dont have any type of physical hyperactivity, (anymore) but i used to be really hyperactive as a child. I am actually the oppersite of hyperactive physically but mentaly my mind is racing, thats why i got the big H in there. My doctor first prescribed me Strattera wich i took for 2 months (2 weeks on max dosage). It worked like shit for me, and turned an already low-energetic boy into a total zombie. I had no motivation, and just wanted to lie in bed all day. I am now prescribed concerta, and so far it hasnt worked either. Ive been on 18mg for 1 week and almost done with my second week on 36mg, and have only had a few moments where it actually worked for maybe 30min-1hour. But the rest of the time ive been very ""bipolar-like"" with mood swings wich sometimes make me really depressed. Me and my mom have discussed vyvanse and how it looks to help with the problems i have with my adhd in other users. Would you guys reccomend that i stay on concerta for longer and wait a bit, or do you think i should try vyvanse or maybe something else? Thanks in advance. :) (Btw we dont have adderall in Denmark, so thats not an option.)",4.626638327205882,5.363360832031251,5.770441176470588,80.51279411764708,69.5859375,8.679779411764706,29.511948529411764,8.841846274778883,2.196585294117647,1007,37,204,17,17,336,154,256,0.064,0.8640000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.2431,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,3,0,7,7,6,1,0,13,0,24,4,1,5,2,41,35,18,0,5,8,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,11,16,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,9,1,25,2,28,22,7,31,0,1,1,0,14,15,1,4,14,130,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.2191524050011968,0.0,0.269895016259182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124395062996624,0.0,0.12391182247907705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635921124707483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135882436493952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451772884580915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534998315304705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241601612268342,0.0,0.09671288283939963,0.11396924102236715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114930804680854,0.0,0.1149088883293556,0.26319974745847796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380162676781137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910230319094149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961281525895936,0.0,0.0,0.22236415210838828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752638070733895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128954743746098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054857900595603734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429304770938583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749526414865013,0.0,0.22561536097959375,0.0,0.0,0.11311763671459354,0.0,0.0,0.11337815866554415,0.13150952305646102,0.08962664776372821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782662758040165,0.0,0.0,0.08539954787641454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744377679796603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386823320077044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526129493463695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644424572357957,0.11105500615426883,0.0,0.0,0.11968331640771016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337905516746243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194916481664815,0.0,0.0,0.06547562483504987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475531657817558,0.07623570272479,0.12213633309412532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698017065621234,0.0,0.092648778235866,0.06622995598603808,0.0,0.2702102854880029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132181876725037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523946477276545,0.0,0.0,0.15953134569308733,0.0,0.0,0.1446186732800764 adhd,bengoram,2019/05/31,"Safely carrying around Adderall (No, this is not a question about legality.) I like to have a few pills (the short-acting blue ones) on-hand if I need, so I've been carrying some around in a pill case in my bag. But when I open the case it's got blue power all over it. The pills aren't broken enough that I'm worried about the dosage not being enough, but I'd really prefer not to have to worry about getting powder on me and someone thinking I'm snorting crushed pills. Anyone face the same problem and have a good solution?",7.610094339622643,5.823740952830187,7.594981132075473,78.36983018867926,64.0,10.36679245283019,33.46415094339623,8.841846274778883,2.581715471698113,415,13,84,5,5,134,72,106,0.11900000000000001,0.765,0.11599999999999999,-0.3123,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,9,0,7,5,1,0,1,20,13,7,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,5,3,12,10,6,8,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,3,2,55,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200692436084282,0.0,0.0,0.4125163455443687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788069039985723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105136842794195,0.0,0.0,0.19433524494837304,0.18530810697577715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131947483522294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179932365280562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700290935296662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217013619663296,0.0,0.0,0.2595520558133194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843011012297233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963148980690302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846116087472436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705961806023541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nadie2727,2019/05/31,"ADHD and lying My oldest is 14 and he has adhd and it’s very severe we have to adjust a lot of things to help him to do something that probably for other kids his age wouldn’t be very difficult. My question is about lying, every time my son doesn’t do what he’s supposed to do or he’s caught doing things he shouldn’t do he lies about it saying he wasn’t doing what he got caught doing or he says He did complete the task even though is obvious he didn’t or he will excuse his behavior by making the most illogical excuse but it seems he truly believe that’s what happened. I try to research and understand him and work with him but dealing with the constant lying about everything is hard. I want to hear from people with ADHD and what they thing the relation between ADHD and his lying is.",3.2337321937321915,4.8361768271604975,4.639135802469138,83.99764957264959,73.93827160493827,6.959924026590691,23.57264957264957,7.61054688173877,1.142643304843304,634,18,122,8,13,211,90,162,0.125,0.818,0.055999999999999994,-0.9099,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,5,0,22,0,0,1,1,27,31,13,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,13,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,4,13,0,17,21,2,6,0,0,0,0,30,0,0,7,4,86,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583178780174228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428842442099447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358264963178372,0.1479872686283145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411827307498709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044988727009326,0.0,0.11538080133074526,0.0,0.12307598363846665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952622342279987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109868085762833,0.0,0.12267447357468665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434527224208933,0.0,0.09179033842641553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642446277625262,0.0,0.0,0.0914108466675244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949393770246246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764825006244536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534080560143687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780592835167648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246682151164916,0.0,0.15470717056238342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542579333312817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729375202860157,0.0,0.13454628908399555,0.0,0.07985285352931834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297564427561636,0.0,0.0,0.14256300844590852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259854514340892,0.08077282176275195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969649575417268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nucleotides111,2019/05/31,Is not being able to understand things when being taught verbally an ADD thing? I happen to find myself zoned out and to be honest pretty anxious when being taught stuff orally and I just fail to comprehend things until I read everything myself because I accidentally zone out and it's hard catching up.,6.682818181818181,8.560176509090908,6.936136363636365,69.82420454545455,65.72727272727272,9.136363636363637,28.29545454545455,9.516144504307137,2.8698181818181823,248,8,37,5,4,80,40,55,0.156,0.736,0.109,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,8,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,32,11,4,0.2646512395444883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989805707048866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132893922232386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378514692921493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418864383822036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340302171050503,0.0,0.2370755278307657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269245454454804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647228579284656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029623520241256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274675717049864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27551127379306545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XynoSigil,2019/05/31,"Idea for evolved cooking -- performance art variety Essensialy cook and do household chores at the same time as doing some kind of dancing/balet or something. &#x200B; I cant tell if this is potentialy awesome idea or absolute garbage. &#x200B; anyone to try it? or have an opion? someone needs to pick up my trash ideas too :P not surale who its for. its useless for me, balet is beyond me.",5.176250000000003,7.457937458333337,4.659444444444446,83.03000000000002,70.25,7.5777777777777775,34.22222222222222,8.344100000000001,2.9048722222222225,315,16,54,5,6,95,61,72,0.036000000000000004,0.866,0.098,0.6997,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,13,7,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,7,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,5,1,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773649501145168,0.4232024880972502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217639358731254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897543976800403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813417981489629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291238748642195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475497097036068,0.13406279972461554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220753420250274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015434342174034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823079327848215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232024880972502,0.0 adhd,jesschillin,2019/05/31,"Doctor has Denied Someone Close to Me Medication, Please Advise Someone close to me had a previous addiction to their Adderall prescription. After she told her doctor she had been abusing her medication, he decided to switch her to a different, apparently less-addictive stimulant. After one month, she slipped up and took double her dose, but it didn't do anything for her like Adderall. She has almost been sober for one year and was taking the different meds up until April. Recently, she switched insurance to Kaiser. Her new doc told her that with her history of abuse, no one would prescribe her any kind of stimulant. She just started a new job and is freaking out that without her meds she won't be able to pay attention. The new doctor said she could try a non-stimulant medication like Strattera, but she tried it a few years ago and did nothing. I was wondering if anyone had a similar experience with their doctor and what they did? I was also wondering if anyone has tried any other alternatives to stimulants. To an extent, I think the whole herbs and supplements thing instead of medicine is not a great idea, but has anyone tried Gingko Biloba or something similar? I am out of ideas for her. And I am worried for her wellbeing and ability to hold a job.",7.522869458128077,8.21413737068966,7.555615763546799,70.40810344827587,63.22413793103448,11.45615763546798,36.39901477832513,11.20814326018867,4.4066049261083755,1018,46,170,28,14,328,128,232,0.106,0.847,0.046,-0.9366,5,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,12,0,24,9,0,3,0,37,33,16,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,2,9,1,0,0,7,14,0,1,7,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,15,1,31,4,28,14,4,20,0,0,0,0,29,6,0,6,15,127,38,8,0.09337384979783146,0.22126548681103897,0.0,0.2035825575550312,0.0,0.0,0.08277028399006485,0.0,0.09350042274786974,0.0,0.0,0.07467103394828306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699483957653807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958675004863679,0.0,0.07683872241600062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455142116425963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951115988557355,0.0,0.3822883674274887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913375421393078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294499904075648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081542183538365,0.0,0.0,0.18531827620593194,0.0,0.0,0.0972344958093081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123549303177553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074345949954968,0.28219299073228504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453011607013932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705431379520958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959472718767443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898176114717112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249644743717708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921954119701851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881991355418972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823071984821427,0.07188375140793096,0.0,0.0,0.06609049147947252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020551452898302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203343678316563,0.059830192679643186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844542986050593,0.1037417827948855,0.2535788591690104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424856872686314,0.0,0.09000905915150915,0.20251991408797385,0.0,0.09482567694422687,0.0,0.06633010386975079,0.0,0.0,0.1202593957757692 adhd,ATRP2019,2019/05/31,"Low libido Hi all. Naturally high libido here. Always hade a huge sex drive. Ritalin made me more horny. Loved it but wasn’t helping much with studies. I started taking dexamfetamine and it is perfect except my libido has been low. I combined it with alcohol when spending time with the ladies and it made me horny as heck. Great combo. So much so that I’ve decided to quit alcohol, because it was becoming an issue. I’ve been taking dexamphetamine for a few months now. Will libido return? Should I take some Ritalin along with my morning dose just to see if it restores libido? I can’t allow my sex drive and sex life to die. Lol. Don’t see my psychiatrist until September. Have Viagra but it doesn’t help with sex drive. Trying supplement now. Any other tips? Will try the Ritalin with my dex tomorrow and see what happens. Any tips appreciated.",2.350997304582208,5.253073641509435,3.8383288409703553,81.02924528301891,86.16981132075472,7.053728661275832,23.294699011680144,8.11559375814309,1.971194429469901,675,25,117,16,21,222,100,159,0.053,0.75,0.19699999999999998,0.9790000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,5,1,13,13,0,3,2,24,24,12,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,10,11,2,0,1,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,6,3,11,3,14,15,6,16,0,2,3,5,4,4,1,2,9,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34631245999473204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481838681360375,0.0,0.0,0.2203661047414216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876938102452104,0.17894468886150613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815712698041396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863393911804262,0.0,0.0,0.1432788177739506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720486267343506,0.17118907937550526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911276631684113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444356463582545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462345470615488,0.30662532633142564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932739171975693,0.0,0.2382151086614482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233430779562775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873405873529738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468264550229923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654695534016993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447850602937807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000966978729133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dannh123,2019/05/31,"Recently started meds and kinda feel spaced out, but calm?? (Ritalin 10mg) Hi guys, I was diagnosed with ADHD a week ago and I have started taking Ritalin 10mg. The effects haven't been what I expected. I do feel really calm and relaxed but also feel kinda spaced out and not my self? Like I have no care in the world, which is nice considering my mind used to run a million miles an hour. BUT I haven't really noticed any effects on focus or concentration though?? Anyone with similar experience??? Does this feeling of 'spacey-ness' get better?",2.86919682259488,5.5292542427184435,4.55890556045896,79.0551809355693,79.38834951456309,8.01729920564872,25.86849073256841,8.841846274778883,2.484968932038836,429,17,76,11,11,144,73,103,0.049,0.7240000000000001,0.22699999999999998,0.9677,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,5,0,8,3,0,3,0,24,18,10,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,8,7,8,16,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,7,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074840727685025,0.0,0.17019768295430182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354347416912653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056755638094986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425186408217005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980966196705655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575825406659728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487740980891866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680217452309621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781424068470096,0.0,0.0,0.3883267679367671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031282258622226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011160208013755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908273276570575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380220031059347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327030505921246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938667108023436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185949005839784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600206501725536,0.0,0.18957824885832572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200299365402028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717992007002763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436118045555738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864043008913076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658275890123763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401196576450546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mookawooka,2019/05/31,"Adult diagnosis - do you tell people? Hi, I have been diagnosed with ADHD for a few months now at 24 years old. Comorbid bipolar disorder and I'm gay. I feel like the biggest breakdowns in my life have been due to stress, and it has been accompied by underlying depression and major mood episodes. It's more under control now and I realise the stress is my mind constantly churning and ruminating about all the things that make me emotional. I believe I'm an extrovert at heart, but it's like I ""don't understand"" being normal. My emotions get the best of me up until now, so I only kept a few friends and feel lonely often. From what I read on this sub, this is classic ADHD. Nobody really sees the problem because it's all in my head. Moving forward I realise a big barrier to my life is people not understanding me. I have to ""come out"" three times in a way. Specific to ADHD. After so many excuses being late, forgetting things, missing events not liking the environment, being cold to people because I think they dislike me, blowing up at little things etc. Do you tell people in these aspects of your life? If so, when? . Career/study . Dating . Friends/hobbies",3.290560398505601,5.8740044840182675,4.726062681610628,78.9092185554172,77.21917808219176,7.452137816521377,28.21938563719386,8.438071523408619,2.492870319634703,918,40,157,19,22,305,136,219,0.11800000000000001,0.81,0.07200000000000001,-0.8086,0,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,1,2,9,12,0,2,11,0,16,8,2,2,2,29,29,13,0,3,4,0,2,3,1,0,5,0,0,1,12,9,0,3,5,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,4,23,5,27,22,8,35,0,3,1,1,10,17,0,2,19,115,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052614053118062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704023161799514,0.0,0.0,0.12664022613209724,0.11796051354370185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682564187479964,0.0,0.12146822572135232,0.12607005643611627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681294935710087,0.11408716228310654,0.0,0.0,0.12882412192227669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528775632940002,0.0,0.0,0.1253595884962035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366914984121634,0.08030106586689804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684264689442557,0.0,0.058726177039669675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535839499972515,0.0,0.0,0.13319866051579102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267960171207359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381816982479957,0.16474398227850492,0.11265781261964307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503019320045981,0.11395948245827085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134954683474392,0.0,0.08971938232267881,0.11946710653476195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013154117244917,0.0,0.0,0.11794853998719065,0.0,0.0,0.08548790875573446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117056699582933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075549463162059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112433894191485,0.0,0.07200854511849764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895710176158128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575156044639565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964911851904283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240276250060116,0.07202360890479173,0.0,0.0,0.06554337090547192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403196572153545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922064746789281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238415338939383 adhd,mochiyl,2019/05/31,"Medication initially puts me to sleep?? I’m sure someone has had this issue but I guess I haven’t looked on Reddit long enough. My problem: When I take my medication, I can tell it is starting to kick in because I feel suuuuuuper tired and sometimes fall asleep. I was wondering what tips people had for overcoming that. I take 20mg XR adderall twice a day and I guess this happens because the medication is slowly reaching the correct dose over time. The IR was too much of a shock for me and made me feel like I was buzzing. I used to wake up early (@ ~4am), take a pill, then go back to sleep for an hour until the sleepy phase wore off. I stopped doing that because sometimes I would confuse whether I took the medication or dreamt that I did. So, what tips/advice do you all have? Thanks!",3.4323126550868466,5.31295523870968,4.285806451612904,85.5717866004963,74.03225806451613,6.833746898263028,27.40694789081886,7.61054688173877,1.467312655086849,622,24,126,8,13,200,104,155,0.107,0.8220000000000001,0.071,-0.7493,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,9,0,15,11,4,2,3,20,33,10,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,9,3,20,3,14,23,3,20,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,5,12,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565421609890967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887584972806576,0.0,0.2351572381994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292829926926737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286526038080465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003540653496348,0.09186293519199623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307923915154155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833072551207724,0.0,0.11370950096311208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663278482998674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421194118671415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282135695187663,0.0,0.0,0.1137958904667352,0.10798111382166843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167260095210247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181535098096459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452660745185013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914638133763596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304087070775915,0.0,0.12926595290082551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25736072730574444,0.0,0.1089517708735904,0.0,0.25435264956053666,0.0,0.09101489383985424,0.0,0.0,0.10750490718079593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121192196318489,0.0,0.29004538968267624,0.0,0.11239114211052817,0.11838609307887656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749804049143554,0.14779241445856692,0.0,0.0,0.1428654430685598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105831342251672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944765781397125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134487014621387,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kynodude,2019/05/31,"ADHD and driving concentration. Do you guys find ADHD impacts on your driving concentration? If I can choose my own speed I feel attentive and concentrated on the road, but if I have to follow speed limits I will wander away and look at anything but the road.",4.98,7.212943666666668,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,70.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5211916666666667,208,8,35,4,4,68,34,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,7,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,6,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7557976452039108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875941473382824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954291132117892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899159404820895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873947811263877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31134754704009193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640525357067585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,srmlutz,2019/05/31,"I just got broken up with Currently cycling through all 5 stages of grief every 20 minutes. I try to tell myself to calm down and be patient, since the only thing that will subdue my emotions is time, but obviously that's... not working so well. The break-up itself is on good terms and I know that I'll be fine in a month or two but for now I'm stuck with these hyper intense feelings making me crawl up the walls 😩 It doesn't help that we're trying to do no contact for a few days at least but I keep having these ""epiphanies"" that just \*need\* to be shared right now!! and I have to constantly stop myself from sending them paragraphs",7.685348837209302,5.749904317829461,7.247713178294576,81.39389534883723,63.96124031007752,9.530232558139538,33.9031007751938,7.1686216300943375,2.1422031007751934,503,16,104,3,6,158,97,129,0.113,0.764,0.12300000000000001,0.3202,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,20,18,8,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,1,10,5,18,12,4,19,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,9,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26440394570749315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577934584104964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752235208786649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061470517937816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371371831913867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521960286659147,0.1956868715792216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399875396529112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747607341609465,0.0,0.0,0.13446555371267646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633207286233524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952951774151533,0.0,0.0,0.18142148626793886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860843875101158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208948894921772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239553977521407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455708424788324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385446421301604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625494723614668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267044553800656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322330012443484,0.0,0.2390093850137676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199898738786956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812442310034024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Odd_Mess,2019/05/31,"What is the earliest age for someone to be tested for ADHD? I'm 31 and was diagnosed last year and my daughter who is nearly 5 has a lot of 'signs' so to speak and was curious at what age I should look into getting her tested. I have done a lot of reading up about it for my own ADHD and the struggles she has seem to be unique among her and the kids in her class so I can sort of rule out any ""that's just how kids are"" kinda problems. For example when all the parents are waiting outside the classroom and the teachers call our names she is always the last one left and will still be fixated on the TV (they spend the last 30 minutes watching stuff) and more often than not the teacher will need to go and tap her on the shoulder and she just doesn't register the calling (her hearing is fine). Anyway, went a little off tangent there but hope someone can help. In the UK if that makes any difference but any advice/tips how to deal with a child with ADHD would be great.",4.920611390284755,4.9593917437185935,5.405138190954774,85.8471377721943,68.74874371859296,8.040368509212731,29.64865996649916,7.492282038375204,1.6438137353433833,763,26,160,7,12,245,125,199,0.017,0.909,0.07400000000000001,0.9224,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,12,5,0,1,17,0,23,2,1,3,1,38,34,18,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,7,14,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,2,0,1,4,4,15,3,27,22,5,23,0,0,2,0,23,13,0,8,8,120,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832693586302492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153184749021447,0.0,0.0,0.2734549719098796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273739235334505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818914340619207,0.0,0.13604757083167487,0.0,0.1400430572934973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137169248333495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003026081630387,0.0,0.07617790468318936,0.0,0.0,0.14777934764814615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107259114939128,0.0,0.08984404942969583,0.0,0.0,0.13313176110374014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32778096995156764,0.0,0.0,0.14563462991459214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434308852453564,0.0,0.0,0.1125596693642939,0.0,0.0,0.22791168150841504,0.0,0.0,0.08947260427622457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938880988885596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082883435102773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488353302691024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825798174329495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407606848822556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220247955640468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271429673607372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704435376545043,0.0,0.0,0.14012749732851135,0.15344349701119142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425623323784367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521802487389204,0.0,0.0,0.08631723358056187 adhd,nickydoiron,2019/05/31,"When you started your meds did you get to a point where you needed to increase the doseage? But only on some days? I'm Ron Burgundy? I started taking my meds for ADHD mid March of this year. I feel like some days when I take my 18 mg concerta it's perfect for what I need for my 8 hour work shift and then once I'm home from work I can relax and don't have issues sleeping. Sometimes I feel like I can't even tell that I took it or not, with the exception of the fact my depression isn't usually at the forefront of my mind, which is what triggered my initial quest with the doctor that ended in concerta. Has anyone else had this? I smoke pot as well, is this a factor? I am really thinking it might be. It is legal where I am to smoke and my doctor is aware that I do. He does not condone that I smoke it, but we haven't talked about it's effects with concerta it has always been that I just shouldn't be smoking pot because I am doing it recreationally. I EVEN FEEL LIKE THIS WAS RANTY AND MESSY DESPITE TAKING MY MEDS ABOUT 30 MINS AGO 😅",1.6160958904109606,3.432495849315071,3.0668013698630183,92.57828424657535,79.09132420091323,5.841187214611873,21.908904109589038,6.742157984588678,0.3963879452054795,817,24,180,8,20,267,123,219,0.033,0.8809999999999999,0.086,0.782,0,0,3,1,0,0,15.0,1,4,0,4,10,7,0,0,7,0,25,3,1,2,2,30,40,11,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,20,8,0,0,5,1,0,2,7,1,1,0,5,3,29,6,20,31,3,23,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,4,17,121,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147295414455034,0.0,0.11172491342362596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048735541712749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812856691808292,0.1291406302782779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683147882239162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256792054209068,0.0,0.10855618062581596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580100773776627,0.1102965364355526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528841700760036,0.0,0.11163208920132286,0.0,0.0,0.16649356895004436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911855104666476,0.2701243088423632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584955343801265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264261994099239,0.0,0.12412185396098033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155072745310292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472712189849091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199987794481646,0.0,0.0,0.13370619827543068,0.127262258240793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691087743008986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342261536741395,0.0,0.09585743359578903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914646898512897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074304813969084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612883248529375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465461636071265,0.0,0.17842042053535234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842942414050402,0.10130441703797688,0.11016260083263482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075993913533458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003264387207415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881284066191266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332312726088704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835140528186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116421699748029 adhd,fenispungi,2019/05/31,"meds are a grace of god i stopped my ADHD meds this week to see if it was causing some of my annoying side effects and jesus christ i never realized how horrible my ADHD was before. i seriously cannot focus, sleep, or stop eating. i also feel bad because when i’m trying to focus and i’m being distracted i’m very rude and i can’t control it. needless to say, i will be taking my meds again very soon lol.",1.5588529411764718,3.4812457529411773,4.240808823529413,83.58238970588236,79.70588235294117,6.602941176470589,23.56617647058824,7.645422480735847,1.2945588235294117,319,11,63,5,8,113,60,85,0.195,0.685,0.12,-0.7063,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,2,1,1,1,8,2,1,4,1,15,14,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,3,10,1,5,9,1,8,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,7,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185260165429456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392467652725078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453861262821478,0.10614427162341096,0.0,0.1481665559198875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887313973585925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529468326112634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817214985452062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880422411250795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802369707122521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429503337301646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847025975808733,0.0,0.0,0.13875414994774005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742495818128258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911506400403652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309194514331178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182186519113728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873407936913586,0.0,0.0,0.13967163477325922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hmphys,2019/05/31,"How do you get yourself to be productive with interruptions to your work flow? So I’m at the tail end of my health professional degree and am currently doing a full time clinical rotation (which I’m supposed to be “100% independent” in by the end) AND studying for my board exam which is unfortunately RIGHT at the end of my clinical (2nd to last day.) I am REALLY stressed and struggling trying to fit any studying into my work day. I am there from 730am-630pm due to the sheer amount of patient documentation required. There are often interruptions in our day (patient doesn’t show up, etc) where I maybe have 30 min I could do some studying but I CANNOT get focused! Then after I finally get off and finish all my documentation I’m left feeling too drained. I am looking for literally any advice on how you can quickly get in/out of “hyperfocus”, regain energy after an exhausting day, or just make use of little gaps in your workday.",7.398057142857143,7.573459120000002,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,63.51428571428572,11.114285714285712,36.35714285714286,10.793553405168565,4.057914285714286,746,33,130,18,10,250,113,175,0.111,0.855,0.035,-0.9079999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,4,0,3,10,3,0,2,6,0,16,4,0,5,1,20,27,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,17,0,27,24,5,34,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,3,18,89,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941481310358652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221876429447314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025098652280026,0.0,0.0,0.4208374295567552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334707731901977,0.0,0.18193999356078708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248656779372472,0.0,0.0,0.1787077403869592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409277391739595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734061591115891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297778194649018,0.0,0.0,0.17724796589169234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350533651608914,0.0,0.0,0.13699332671056902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889468473462392,0.0,0.1638922466100538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450923134274548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393174291465966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687197357621105,0.1705453838935019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512603402375548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075877579622882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089730394652206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375302028168256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quasirealikecreature,2019/05/31,"It's fucking lonely being the only space cadet in the room. I try to express my thoughts in words, but they come out nonsensical. In tangets, oversharing, making intuitive leaps that other people don't seem to understand if we're talking. It's like we're speaking different languages. I have no idea why they can't understand what's clear to me. They have no idea why I can't just think before I speak and say something in a way that makes sense to them. It's not that I don't think before I speak. It's that we think differently. If ""women are from Venus and men are from Mars"" then ADHD people must be from Uranus. Haha Uranus. Anyway... I'm in the middle of basically a mental melt down that started over being terrible at keeping a schedule/planner. I'm trying cognitive behavioral therapy. I'm supposed to get a schedule. It was suggested to just buy a $5 schedule and remember ""it doesn't have to be perfect"". It's good advice, really. I wish I could. The 35 schedules I've started and not kept up seem to indicate that it's not realistic to think any schedule would work. It's not that schedules are difficult. It's really just that I get annoyed they don't contain what I want, which would be an area for the day, appointments, a to do list, thoughts to remember, an area for things to jot down things as I think about them, goals, and other random thought areas, somehow organized and in one place.And so because they don't have this format, and none really do, I get annoyed and stop using it. Or will try to add that to them having thousands of random lose papers everywhere and nothing is organized. I'll completely forget to use a digital schedule, regardless of how fantastic it is. There's something about marking it off with a pen. I want basically a schedule that also functions to organize mental space in an analog way. And everytime I've tried to use a schedule just as it is, I quit because it isn't what I want out of it. We talked about the need for a schedule and how I hate small talk and all of this combined and I just feel like I'm failing at communicating with other humans how they apparently want. Tl;Dr can anyone recommend a schedule/calendar book that somehow combine an area for the day, appointments, a to do list, thoughts to remember, an area for things to jot down things as I think about them, goals, and other random thought areas, somehow organized and in one place. Or even a website where you can create your own and they'll bind & mail it to you? Or do I need to invent something just to have what I want? I'm considering it at this point. Thanks. /Schedule meltdown life rant over.",4.4009909502262445,6.020970154901963,5.266470588235297,80.5960407239819,70.98039215686275,8.368024132730017,29.939668174962286,8.914623046629139,2.528441930618402,2089,86,388,40,39,681,218,510,0.106,0.828,0.066,-0.9354,3,2,3,0,0,0,69.0,2,3,11,7,22,15,4,0,26,1,38,2,0,8,4,97,83,31,0,15,16,0,1,2,0,5,1,4,1,3,45,24,0,4,21,1,1,1,15,9,0,3,7,5,38,6,65,65,3,53,0,3,0,1,29,34,1,13,18,264,83,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943940488271242,0.07675181961497213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628112253031394,0.0,0.08510187210223626,0.0,0.05341228759804382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491945605544455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575880267707736,0.0,0.13366950259937838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765828855438666,0.08235138733213476,0.0,0.0,0.06271061031056227,0.0,0.0,0.10130814650072796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641225244513324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187725480640889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971396414615685,0.05611150703934995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261221945757695,0.12310724375006955,0.0,0.0,0.06587857887601405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754546599364223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733214953806226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698130902509429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547761163402767,0.07674479387055043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787010925547978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485682022975164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583067909091971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647805108243672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753646266537029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644624499607208,0.059735886966652024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089043757094136,0.0,0.1641225244513324,0.0,0.0742490147794238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354070261205357,0.0,0.0,0.15095097217042744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692349417578026,0.0,0.0,0.06246096034208306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300614311537907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139991908156372,0.0,0.0,0.11118701673764124,0.0,0.0,0.0656659004356032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893909208206364,0.0,0.0723123214087687,0.08982136130832638,0.0,0.2087233010226752,0.30196510054493914,0.0,0.31177391107230895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330357989162407,0.0,0.0,0.16353315052857986,0.0,0.20350915161903604,0.0,0.0,0.2316350181568673,0.12468838201346324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417466219351648,0.0,0.09032117281763086,0.0,0.0,0.05718061867895069,0.0,0.0,0.11159012747644836,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lunabar264,2019/05/31,"My sister started working for our dad and is trying to get his business in order. Now I know where my ADHD came from My dad doesn’t believe in ADHD. I always suspected I got it from his side of the family (a lot of his siblings are alcoholics) and even though he had some ADHD-like traits I never thought he also had it. Partly because he is really good at giving an impression of an organized self-made man. He has many different businesses in very different areas/industries but as he is getting older he has been focusing more on his environmental conservation work which is his real passion. Since then my older sister took over the management of his other businesses and, oh boy, my dad is an ADHD mess. I don’t know all the details but my type A sister is ready to pull her hair out of frustration. All of his business are set up just enough to barely bring profit but none of them are realized to full potential. He has a huge property in the downtown of our city that is in almost critical state and he was renting it out for way lower than it can potentially be. My sister already found someone is going to pay almost twice as much for half of the building than the previous tenants. There were other big issues (poor management of land led to it being taken away by gov’t, accountant embezzling money) and all of this just makes so much sense once you put my dad’s undiagnosed ADHD in the picture. We always thought my sister is similar to my dad but it turns out I am the one who gets the most from him. It is so funny to me because it all makes sense now. I get my ADHD from him. It also just makes sense even though he was good at pretending, all of his patterns are clear now. He compensated his lack of organizational skills with enthusiasm and passion. My dad is still a very impressive person and somehow knowing my dad is a mess is kind of inspiring for me. If he is able to be still successful with his undiagnosed ADHD maybe I can make it too! I know I shouldn’t make judgements about diagnosis without medical diagnosis but it just makes too much sense especially considering his other many habits that are very typical. What do you think? Have you had any similar stories suddenly discovering your relatives are ADHD? Am I thinking too much into this?",5.9682709359605886,6.800865018390804,7.016055008210183,72.4317672413793,66.63218390804597,10.352216748768473,31.85755336617406,10.371327730470783,3.428203612479475,1813,71,321,45,28,610,219,435,0.047,0.8340000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9886,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,3,4,1,5,24,13,1,0,17,0,42,5,1,7,7,63,70,22,0,3,11,12,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,21,15,1,1,12,1,7,7,6,3,0,3,14,1,48,10,56,52,18,45,0,0,0,2,51,23,0,7,11,243,69,9,0.07061853950534015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789580897870434,0.0,0.0,0.07546974226195563,0.1414285329754025,0.0,0.07792931438537,0.11294724105728984,0.11752056400338685,0.0,0.0,0.04802302847653588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634844248543538,0.0,0.0,0.0860968124497384,0.0,0.0,0.07956291133746075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076879620052607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756268678625087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296782883453452,0.0,0.09328575864793792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657287415656696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742958357098054,0.0,0.0,0.14758108887523616,0.06774373792456541,0.040134143405766334,0.11846296092633204,0.05648009716877615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370740797101251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353834182116936,0.15524040991110966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003735694456956,0.0,0.0,0.28283054089056403,0.14319223008071175,0.07094581470995755,0.0,0.0,0.0711407491044699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076510080388875,0.0,0.05446537116138531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520643983338353,0.047852949990985785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647299655784598,0.0,0.0,0.061661384812015024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099113717435758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037935832291007,0.04524004469817106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367053803525947,0.0,0.0,0.058416385630668914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059834859357052225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049984165733507856,0.0,0.11279211374130185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049901732674667,0.13876471302817525,0.11212646439966227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845979578347835,0.0479453528014482,0.07681269235770874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480307259097153,0.0,0.05605370963689103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807375205468895,0.0,0.10282227564526772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eggsbenny69,2019/05/31,"ADHD Linked to Childhood Trauma Hello fam So 12 months after my initial diagnosis and chomping on my daily 35mg Dexamphetamine bickies, I started seeing a therapist about my ADHD. The meds made me function on a normal day to day basis - but I found myself still struggling to keep on top of longer term commitments, I still has issues with memory and found it hard to control my temper at the best of times. I had a breakthrough therapy session a couple of days ago (I’ve been to 6 sessions since December 2018) and it’s got me doing a load of research around the links between ADHD and PTSD. I suffered some pretty intense childhood trauma and as a result I use avoidance as a coping mechanism. Interesting to realise, because avoidance is probably one of the reasons I’m so forgetful and inattentive. I avoid having negative reactions, emotions or confrontations where possible, without realising. Also probably why I’m such a procrastinator. With this realisation, and finding effective tools to identify these automatic thought patterns before they engage in autopilot and my medication, I’m beginning to really understand a lot about myself and starting to actually love my ADHD. It’s a hard journey because I’m digging up painful memories from my childhood buried a loooooong time ago, but with that understanding in place it’s also helping me learn to accept that part of my life and move forward. Is anyone here on a similar journey? If so, when did you start seeing a Psycologist and how are you feeling about the therapy and meds combined?",8.238598930481288,9.310572363636368,8.69773262032086,61.51624598930485,61.72727272727273,11.416042780748663,41.63101604278074,11.20814326018867,5.418833155080215,1260,70,177,34,17,419,171,275,0.152,0.7170000000000001,0.131,-0.7559,0,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,4,16,15,2,4,18,0,9,4,0,7,1,48,30,25,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,16,0,5,13,0,0,4,2,10,0,1,8,5,23,5,37,22,5,36,0,1,2,1,6,13,0,4,21,129,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0948058938256774,0.0,0.4670291116432467,0.0,0.17223796604263944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553841111756596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793061928215104,0.0,0.0,0.08648547254197435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844536043845767,0.0,0.08266880940650431,0.0,0.1019545529019279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896371889312888,0.0,0.10749633689980753,0.0,0.1879641285004792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092824120972357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912274032492217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879475225418954,0.0,0.0,0.2130433095886894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770096565026935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740574039624443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511863287356638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101400972413556,0.0,0.0863527572079276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862100947958234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259476954763252,0.08768306258272282,0.09192714108400868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582693091394725,0.0978699609170772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754543649012659,0.10325671758563623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518788705915077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658324013218799,0.0,0.10337609377442708,0.0,0.0,0.10520565609081993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015026870702565,0.0,0.0,0.10952376991280173,0.0,0.09883804806826224,0.20949159475969395,0.0,0.11356495740075336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622377675556221,0.09988796902138816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483440652549593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036476211678313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062930911632931,0.0,0.15517069896755056,0.0,0.0,0.10156388889358056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220251752968895,0.11280043191922627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712747494723453,0.11329969454357988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227636955021056,0.0,0.08390774230726541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876641585769502,0.0,0.0,0.09365062270130922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpiraI_,2019/05/31,"Financial and administrative implications of ADHD in California, as a French visitor Hi, I'm a french student, and have been diagnosed with ADHD about a year ago. I've been taking Ritalin since then, and it helped me greatly. I got an internship at a french startup, but it implies a 3 months business trip in the Silicon Valley. Does anybody know how much would it cost to get diagnosed in the US ? I come from a country with really affordable healthcare and it still was quite expensive here. Also, I still have approximately 1 month worth of treatment, should I fly with it or is it prohibited and should I leave it in Paris ? Thank you in advance",4.901500000000002,7.1149461500000015,6.003333333333334,73.39500000000002,70.83333333333334,9.8,32.0,10.125756701596842,3.691650000000001,518,24,90,15,10,172,83,120,0.012,0.934,0.055,0.6868,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,9,0,9,3,0,1,0,16,16,11,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,2,15,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,8,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504204913328322,0.0,0.16611279116654856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498582978153158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142267416252867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804003664063817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398907783300334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790522796991462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987548421591385,0.20660169692483288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256057315597886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298641809953824,0.0,0.0,0.19842237244518626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991509756777863,0.0,0.13775558532039814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993157661121462,0.0,0.0,0.12004890120543847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550136157942054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993049500640642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089638710304386,0.0,0.0,0.17252650851965573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254109817994621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311877356242902,0.0,0.0,0.12067509577902084 adhd,xXblobbertXx,2019/05/31,"First day on Methylphenidate (off-brand Concerta)! I could finally hold focus and cleaned my room without feeling (too) overwhelmed and kinda helped with impulse control as well! Sadly I forgot (well, until it was too late) to go to a friend's theater play and heavy RSD guilt is catching up on me. I'm glad I can see my bedroom floor again at least?",4.866363636363637,6.546203212121212,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,69.9090909090909,6.492121212121212,31.381818181818186,6.742157984588678,1.749767272727273,276,12,51,2,5,83,56,66,0.11,0.77,0.12,0.3952,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,3,2,1,2,2,6,5,10,6,1,14,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,1,6,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247209808501937,0.23115793550064295,0.0,0.0,0.18671626602365132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146389867952313,0.0,0.0,0.3171546982379527,0.0,0.2462653232830249,0.0,0.0,0.22368221508233047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454072709148201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405896341577186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32659085123997833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307097301149803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206259908035793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790866755440576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayhelpineedit,2019/05/31,"Anybody go through Kaiser for ADHD testing? What was the experience like? How much did you spend? Weighing my options in terms of getting tested. I have a psych in my area who can test me for a little less than 300, which is still a little pricey. However, i can travel to my hometown and get tested through Kaiser since my insurance is through them. The only drawback with testing with them is the length of the process and the urine analysis they do (from what ive heard). If I go to the doc here its quick and I wont have to do a urine analysis (which Im trying to avoid for reasons lol). So can anyone share their Kaiser experience with me? How much did you end up spending from the start of intake through the final diagnosis?",4.0417482517482535,5.607126741258746,4.415664335664335,86.55888111888115,71.7972027972028,7.158041958041958,28.384615384615394,7.686295010490155,1.6114671328671335,576,22,115,7,11,181,86,143,0.016,0.941,0.043,0.5752,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,4,0,6,3,0,1,12,1,15,3,2,3,0,12,21,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,1,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,4,1,17,2,23,16,4,15,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,7,85,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583860780430609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033175326988327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042460665919936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206190250572878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355200392383264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465539079006852,0.0,0.2443768843166468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322349697623743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050372695356646,0.4309693938109374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160968570869225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635158332916172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210539764282504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784874799908565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217684558039607,0.0,0.17169785494679274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596967744672112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,batheplease,2019/05/31,"Office jobs are pure hell I have an office job where I sit for like 5-6 hours and it's just torture and if I get up and move around my manager tells me off, should I tell him I have ADHD? I always feel like they'd just fire me if they found out. I really don't want to take meds either, shit sucks ass.",-0.43418067226890505,1.3005831029411787,1.7338655462184889,99.9338235294118,85.61764705882355,5.0621848739495805,12.655462184873947,6.1826913282559595,-1.1854773109243701,233,2,60,2,7,78,53,68,0.293,0.64,0.067,-0.9517,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,4,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,1,15,12,5,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,13,2,6,9,1,8,1,0,0,1,5,5,4,2,3,35,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769515105281875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174967178943908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514594625562016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652050628195848,0.16463078791144636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25267232781661225,0.0,0.0,0.120398611060695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694305487201294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45736452508938397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251687140420213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559737414182446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449278059511555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476297156362159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365496790568961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326683837444612,0.0,0.40284021496268746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592312008410118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hanmhanm,2019/05/31,What do you do to avoid the post-medication slump? Just thought we could dicuss,2.4160000000000004,5.3415896000000025,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,86.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5643333333333334,64,2,13,1,2,19,14,15,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318120263816313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007447705745423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179695741672189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293618692158862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foreverdepressed17,2019/05/31,"I'm done with it. I’m going to kill myself today. I’m an 18 year old senior high school student, 2 weeks later I will have university entrance exams. I’m unable to study for that exam because of ADHD which got worse this year. I tried medication, but it caused heart palpitations and made my anxiety worse. There is no reason to live and I lost all my will to live. I have no friends to talk to. My parents think that ADHD is a made up disease. I'm done with it, I’m going to kill myself today. Goodbye to all.",0.3316400580551502,2.6477437169811324,2.840943396226418,89.2173367198839,88.24528301886794,4.770972423802613,18.531204644412192,6.297961479604792,0.03483251088534134,398,11,82,4,13,137,64,106,0.22699999999999998,0.737,0.036000000000000004,-0.9684,1,0,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,2,0,8,2,1,4,2,12,21,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,0,9,1,13,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,47,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513002984173992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180832863578767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890948538984685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501416516160987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991350290229073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291914565327014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661267376264079,0.0,0.11689366568271148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319461676344355,0.0,0.15442099421669356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233981501784691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811544014497634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595456668649036,0.0,0.0,0.276591169932373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723598858878795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336529738200624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622880542854526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502718886283328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791686615354807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747401421404945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365035124138284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27707608192758404,0.0,0.0,0.09922978752434718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723688620742442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978892721882642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882383149721861 adhd,prem_152,2019/05/31,"Roast help!! What's the best come back for ""that's what she said""?",-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,-1.0599999999999987,115.13000000000002,96.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.9746,50,0,14,0,2,14,12,14,0.0,0.5720000000000001,0.428,0.8168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950434127251738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391508052099004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425516743992755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443569938629717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488695598064909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_____itsfreerealist8,2019/05/31,"I haven't consistently been on my meds in months and it's killing me I'm supposed to be on 27mg concerta but I didnt have the energy to go out to actually turn in my prescription sheet for months. All the while I was surviving on the meds that I still had from previous scripts, now they're starting to run dry too. Last week, I finally gathered enough wherewithal to go to the pharmacy and... they wouldn't accept the script because my psych forgot to put a date on it. I just really want to scream right now. I'm in the middle of a summer course where participation counts for 30 percent of the grade and I'm not confident I'll make it (considering the professor has called me out for using my phone in the past) and I'm already halfway through with less than three weeks remaining in the course. Shit like this is what makes me want to throw in the towel with education altogether. It's hard not to just resign myself completely and accept that it's too late to make any meaningful improvements. I'd have to be exceptionally lucky for any masters program to want me and I'd better kiss my dream of having a PhD goodbye. I feel like a fucking failure all because of things i could never take control of. Sorry if this is incoherent, I need to get this off my chest ASAP. It's taking me all my effort to not scream as loud as I can. This is my only outlet.",4.8035531135531135,5.53087325641026,5.9286630036630035,79.57050366300365,69.18315018315019,9.436630036630037,29.086080586080584,9.586721724236666,2.4852256410256413,1081,38,218,23,18,361,154,273,0.11900000000000001,0.752,0.129,0.2421,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,5,8,13,3,0,15,0,17,4,2,5,4,39,39,11,1,7,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,14,10,0,2,4,1,0,5,7,6,0,1,5,5,25,7,45,30,6,37,0,1,0,2,4,16,2,2,18,143,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.13697289202561266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489276224033055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909017060022574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112652928627894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413862625488888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332511489953573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716670114998953,0.0,0.15742771994851884,0.11206749449510137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450312844659455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097115522057784,0.1002745145534816,0.0,0.1537595165050193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976224380594986,0.07333325941146901,0.0,0.15954171755001975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257366237327175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528956105790173,0.0,0.0,0.11441361976671414,0.15833425032204848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714739375079893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281077820778894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31182068657728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407093632746986,0.0,0.0,0.10407651339890196,0.10825569109864508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675149150426516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399124253416322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411024005310996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991937812417426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986823010530412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407939448100607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712356950227632,0.09934882091295524,0.0,0.11209313333568628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110692456329568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325015843618052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267335775041604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122754887263335,0.0,0.0,0.2483671199525408,0.0,0.2251795761837131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,selfmotivator,2019/05/31,"I started medication and it's awesome! I finally started taking meds (Concerta 27mg) I've done for 3 days so far, and the difference is YUUUGE!! A couple of effects from my meds log: - Very 'calm' mind. Almost no brain chatter - Almost no focus issues. I don't have to think about focusing. I just do!! - Increased energy - I had a bad day yesterday, and this usually means I would have really struggled to get out of bed today. Guess what? I easily woke and on with my day!! - My head literally feels lighter (because actual drugs? LOL) My cynical side suggests this just might be placebo effect, so I'm gonna keep logs for a couple days to check consistency. So far, anyway, the changes are awesome. Coupled with the sessions I've been going for, I just wish I started (knew about) all this years ago!!",2.3190572652902226,4.971672880794704,4.206567978184655,80.7240475262953,81.78145695364239,7.526451110245423,26.100895987534088,8.4952907291091,2.3617850409037797,619,26,111,15,17,209,104,151,0.083,0.7909999999999999,0.125,0.8137,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,1,1,6,1,12,4,2,2,1,25,28,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,6,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,5,1,13,1,15,19,2,20,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,13,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.1283114960620522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165545210841648,0.0,0.26332873270926577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978542661395876,0.08015272461547791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467820064792682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909489140956507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364607067836841,0.0,0.3391907058470825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373750207582084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455596229743766,0.0,0.0,0.15248216705440615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664833381914843,0.0,0.0,0.14403662874291706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869607618734275,0.0,0.07472659794364461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484679639334294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494270342844836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723735885507105,0.0,0.11687091402572072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322694236723765,0.2921028986549073,0.13245844322606415,0.0,0.1394860056582663,0.1327635091119101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423338195943711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919967932688106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745785208013944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886120632829036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425100311346231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463347724654047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481339629537227,0.10848982783191767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120256079666994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340397443760964,0.0,0.0,0.08467275696552087 adhd,LaReinaJ,2019/05/31,"Was diagnosed yesterday. Sorry if this isn’t a proper post, I just felt the need to share. I feel like after all these years struggling with myself, it was like a switch in my brain. Finding this subreddit helps. Reading the posts on here helps me feel like I’m not alone on this.",2.9956363636363648,5.135753654545457,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,76.0909090909091,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.759109090909091,221,6,45,3,5,68,43,55,0.068,0.659,0.27399999999999997,0.8895,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,10,8,1,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,5,4,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103756779084916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490245523564664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226415590129708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255860092038781,0.3187284678214927,0.21418618897965516,0.0,0.20388575298095826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29904383219654146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269483193502932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654066728697183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427286789069026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313454024542545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497132735526444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332055604306845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365245377065264 adhd,Griffen-97,2019/05/31,"Insurance covering Drug Tests I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 5 or 6 years old, and I've been on Concerta since I was 6 or 7, for over 14 years I've had the same prescription for my medication, which requires quartly visits to my doctor. My last visit was a few weeks ago in April, usually my appointments follow a routine, get my vitals taken, talk about improving my health and habits : how my medicine makes it so I stay focused at work, not getting plenty of sleep, improving my appetite by dieting, exercising more often, etc. I've only had to go a few times in my life since being diagnosed where I didn't have my medication. Sometimes I feel like I cannot function without my medication. Well at my last visit, I wasn't seen by my usual doctor, the nurse practioner saw me instead. She had me read and sign a contract basically saying that I'm not a drug dealer, I'm not going to abuse my medicine, take controlled substances, etc. Part of the contract requires me to take a urine test, so I took one during the appointment, the other day in the mail I got a bill from the doctors' office. I have health insurance, I pay a $35 copay every visit, $10 a month for my prescription. The bill is $354, but insurance took off $107 for a ""contractual write off"", leaving me a $247 bill, but I can get a prompt pay discount of $24, making my bill only $223 if I pay by the due date. Since the drug test was mandatory shouldn't my insurance cover more of the bill for the labwork?",9.420252525252526,6.067812346801348,9.835563973063973,68.62890151515153,61.89562289562289,13.267003367003367,39.901515151515156,11.374738998889045,4.346836363636363,1165,45,228,25,12,397,158,297,0.022000000000000002,0.929,0.049,0.7065,0,0,3,0,1,0,43.0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,24,0,18,18,2,4,0,25,37,12,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,1,15,1,0,0,4,4,1,3,1,2,9,9,8,0,1,1,17,4,36,3,29,18,8,36,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,4,17,139,40,13,0.0,0.1209583369838612,0.0,0.0,0.12269069858129705,0.0,0.0904954138796188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145010831892314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583872299468023,0.0,0.0,0.20723562801006307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134761266120606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551712114252185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771162442122245,0.0,0.0,0.08601407673005247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161908049360461,0.07293214013645516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001129227729313,0.0,0.1160386460486214,0.0,0.08164960614579507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703088695972853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664317237037248,0.0,0.10809712239077107,0.0,0.0,0.0721082209267929,0.04987534960863877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628991112101715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085306738020962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148617323909221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712484765139482,0.0,0.06917790010174447,0.15528601206066564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105520415639215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211626008616907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118497885882382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253346317639224,0.0,0.10216236064226013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096826888372702,0.0,0.0,0.10881289993504137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535158945375737,0.08205497652009452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059528703140963576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268484561865117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487241354798754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188934386383387,0.0,0.09178994182543762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840979960644604,0.0,0.07432174102288645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148346567165847 adhd,_amaranth333,2019/05/31,"How to control restlessness when I need to sleep? I’ve been off of my medicine (concerta) since I graduated high school a couple years ago and I’ve recently moved out of my parents place, I’ve noticed a lot of my symptoms have gotten worse especially restlessness, when I go to bed every night I need my fiancé to basically put me in a full Nelson while he’s spooning me to help me try to keep still, it does work pretty decently I guess but my legs still won’t stop moving and shifting and I keep getting all of these impulsive itches that I HAVE to scratch or i will go insane!!! this in combination with my anxiety and depression has taken a huge toll on my sleep for so long, I need some help!",4.258345323741008,5.46311544604317,5.4511438848920895,80.73801079136692,70.79856115107913,9.013237410071943,29.007913669064752,9.3871,2.4913102158273386,553,21,110,12,10,184,92,139,0.142,0.784,0.07400000000000001,-0.8562,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,4,0,6,5,4,2,1,20,17,11,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,3,1,19,0,18,12,4,25,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,4,11,68,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083173176993296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129077599167598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553739422760025,0.0,0.1633081513752233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271210929629755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915907856087314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435293826220205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711092225156398,0.0,0.16776029153228267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625896364825146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785611047520285,0.15593944345524433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26237376179476857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306146039663065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547775595979968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137346657998345,0.0,0.32831361911324397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850544210003704,0.0,0.0,0.1680348927379764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388386173187944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420261436918833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501545018283527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837109824632982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572966078924618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937135913825514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208993455501582,0.0,0.29539792109932805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357349164335787,0.12339383099215585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534049856870175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020553176218354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744900398063867,0.0,0.1504092353243766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950446479852492 adhd,-Crux-,2019/05/31,"Our Cult of Achievement Is Crushing the Genius Out of People https://bigthink.com/videos/eric-weinstein-our-cult-of-achievement-is-crushing-the-genius-out-of-people ""The key question is: who are these high-variance individuals? Why are our schools filled with dyslexics? Why are there so many kids diagnosed with ADHD? My claim is these are giant underserved populations who are not meant for the excellence model."" Interesting video about so-called ""learning disabilities"" (including ADHD) and how they might actually be the key to innovation.",12.811952054794526,18.007870246575337,8.174229452054796,52.71011130136986,58.86301369863014,10.225342465753425,33.78253424657534,10.125756701596842,4.78987808219178,460,18,50,12,8,125,55,73,0.031,0.843,0.125,0.8146,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,10,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,8,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,35,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.2269556036799485,0.0,0.5590099396351836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360545201138507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457238751130065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357903414001667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467209220580435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224706919968092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260532581586288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353741194983998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197180413173391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_rjg117_,2019/05/31,"My life fell apart, I am struggling, tired and scared - trying to pick up the pieces Hey guys, I am really struggling with life at the moment and I'm not sure how to handle it any more, or if I even want to handle it any more to be honest. I've been going through a lot lately with severe family dramas, severe work dramas, financial dramas, health dramas, all kinds of fucking dramas. Parents are being dragged through court and might be losing their house, mum has breast cancer and problems with her eyes, other family relationships are falling apart, its all kinda been a bit much for me. I was struggling a lot, but late last year I was working hard to get my life together: I started a side business to earn more money, I was doing Tai Chi and mastered the ""first form"", I was going to therapy, hanging out with friends more often, I bought a motorbike to save fuel and relieve stress, my partner was putting all her money towards fixing her teeth plus she was saving money for us to buy a house - despite my depression, anxiety, ADHD and general life stress and dramas, it felt like maybe things were going to be okay. Early this year I started taking Ritalin and Paroxetine for my ADHD and Anxiety/Depression. I thought - you know, this is it, life is coming together for me, I am getting better, slowly working through and fixing all my problems. I had a stable partner and step daughter, a stable house, I just started a new stable job, I was finally addressing my mental health issues, everything was coming together for me. Then, out of fucking no where in late February, my partner who I planned on proposing to this year had an emotional affair and despite my best efforts to hold our family together, she left me and I had to move back in with my parents. The week after, my psychologist I had been seeing for around 10 months quit his job at moved away, I have yet to find a new one - then one of my ex girlfriends family friends randomly joined my Tai Chi class so I had to quit. Since then, my brain literally just feels like this: ""sHasdpcx?DSg123t@#$1sdfHsrfghdxcv!23\^&23"", pretty much 24/7. Sometimes I think I have been having dissociative episodes, my anxiety has been off the charts, my life has literally just been floating by, I have felt like an astronaut helplessly spinning through space, desperately trying to slow down or grab onto anything I can for some stability, but I just keep spinning out of control faster and faster. Sometimes I am desperately sad, other times I am incredibly angry, sometimes I feel really happy and positive, others I just feel dead and empty inside - it all just fluctuates so rapidly. I have slept with 7 different girls since the break up I think. Before that I had only ever been with 2 people - my first girlfriend and my most recent ex. To be honest I don't even really want sex, most times I can't finish anyway because of my anti depressants. I just like the closeness and the attention. Whenever I do not have attention (literally 15 minutes worth of being alone), I fucking panic uncontrollably and I feel soooo so empty and lonely and scared. I have barely slept, I just keep myself as busy and distracted as possible at all times - its affecting my work, my health, my stress levels are off the charts, I have no one to talk to because any time I try talk to anyone they just get annoyed or they pretend to care but pull away - no one wants to deal with or be friends with a depressed person. In the past few weeks I have spent thousands of dollars on crap - new phone, technology stuff, I spent $500 on new clothes last night, new video games, buying shit for girls, going out for expensive dinners and what not, I've just been living it up basically trying to somehow feel okay again. Problem is, reality is always there in the background, this big fucking monster that I need to confront at some point, yet I don't want to. I have still yet to change my mailing address on my licence and crap. I only just cancelled and stopped paying for the internet last week. This weekend, roughly 3 months since the break up, I will be going back to my old place to finally pick up my stuff and get my cat who my ex has had. I have many mixed feelings about this. My emotions are ALL over the place. Her and I were still talking off and on until last week, I told her we can't be friends because I'm slowly realizing she's just not a very good person and I don't think I want her in my life, despite the fact we've been close friends for almost 10 years. I don't need any advice - there is nothing anyone could say that I probably don't already know - I just needed to type this out I guess and maybe talk to some people who might understand what things like this are like for people with ADHD.",7.673768601190481,7.295100208705361,7.519910714285714,74.39592261904764,63.09598214285714,10.189880952380953,34.29166666666667,9.569149931871646,3.1374840773809516,3761,140,672,61,48,1202,374,896,0.147,0.742,0.111,-0.9842,6,3,0,0,0,0,120.0,3,1,3,16,36,55,9,11,29,2,79,28,9,5,10,146,134,50,1,13,25,7,11,6,10,3,13,1,2,8,32,53,1,5,19,10,12,15,14,30,0,7,35,14,110,25,104,86,25,123,0,7,2,6,55,47,7,20,65,468,142,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631950129265507,0.044231299006081866,0.0,0.0,0.045325195794914015,0.0468796857076963,0.0499497712147608,0.0,0.03766313954701525,0.04904334997938036,0.0,0.12312384906048834,0.0,0.06925342494427625,0.0,0.0,0.0632990564712522,0.0,0.03724828226207806,0.04029441265388105,0.0,0.0,0.08505373231476497,0.06961019549650344,0.0,0.08277724726765892,0.0,0.03851619262661757,0.0,0.04750160582840522,0.040032186724938384,0.049416388285326684,0.0,0.0,0.05052941328805529,0.0,0.0,0.046149499910448415,0.0,0.0478831392408019,0.07798157766946459,0.0,0.0,0.050767243611351126,0.03613949179856677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666502984671311,0.15594271070183552,0.0,0.0,0.04729107719567191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101831451674623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979267672005412,0.04094373322310645,0.0,0.0,0.04068021931151005,0.0,0.17068287380461564,0.0,0.1373205402824989,0.032336495186561134,0.08692076633515511,0.0991686449441882,0.04137032826054058,0.07700279561489262,0.0,0.0,0.17485364627316993,0.16738275686153514,0.09459394944102363,0.0,0.12862241229949653,0.0379651601092765,0.0,0.0,0.0498632210716085,0.044818316371925404,0.0,0.048184197638747366,0.0405475084692524,0.0,0.0,0.14434003071302434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668517677189955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724368735978879,0.08983475054503098,0.08046515860910396,0.0,0.047135322291118165,0.0497516436497826,0.14758427827202802,0.1531787437577453,0.0,0.049179292845771695,0.0,0.2237983136356159,0.13268175042144245,0.0,0.03996879856613245,0.0,0.0,0.05063865711162943,0.0,0.07696339348991288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045890427682279834,0.09094721906272718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045615302923919625,0.09603555908335468,0.0,0.0,0.07225832791378893,0.09621659373281607,0.06654825867429989,0.10068768787993522,0.0,0.2185804858464941,0.0,0.04247704606804842,0.0,0.043431873703114035,0.0,0.04749678418814041,0.0,0.12268779330874548,0.06885037751730583,0.0,0.05310736170628647,0.10052027182537483,0.0,0.04320945544878608,0.09414073886270627,0.07904527554071983,0.09458215439134382,0.0,0.04278895783957472,0.05102817676267283,0.0,0.04604959628143082,0.048802073450369736,0.12993414095933656,0.0,0.045502659533221364,0.0,0.0962873275174076,0.0,0.0,0.08699152174923121,0.0,0.04469257973527832,0.04859642290711872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03599562104139048,0.09063399712815946,0.0,0.036069418864128455,0.0,0.0,0.10227050707192474,0.0464626796436177,0.11232814456762136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343012806690719,0.0,0.09611393334232078,0.0,0.07229551960827962,0.03784259567058111,0.15554872181925342,0.14195877513965086,0.1036325313453015,0.0,0.0,0.04266063200256896,0.0,0.03403277331151248,0.1455254349213392,0.0,0.0,0.05176314397615783,0.0,0.06014256589214111,0.08700971989072775,0.0,0.03593443165807317,0.10557483265832802,0.052024123644223465,0.0,0.04325153731628075,0.0,0.12292470026878233,0.0,0.0,0.04712125207403682,0.05444682438802458,0.0,0.0,0.037347407080466716,0.13348892312615593,0.0,0.14523168352000154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181045373668493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165937115474482 adhd,SlapTrap69,2019/05/31,"Giving a tour of my house I wanted to share a funny story with you. I have been showing my house to various people to try to get a roommate. The last tour was...usual. I walk the girl around, showing her parts of the place. When we get to the fridge, she asks me if I have space for her food and stuff. I say, yea tons! I never cook so theres basically nothing there. I open to show her the space I have in there. Boom, 4 cardboard boxes of SomeGirlyAlcoholic drinks basically take up 2 whole shelves. I keep forgetting to toss em, but they were all mostly empty. I nervously make some joke about how ""I swear I'm not an alcoholic"" and move up to open the freezer. In the middle of the freezer, at the front...a jar of half used spaghetti sauce. Frozen solid as a brick. I later remembered that I saw the sauce was out for day on the counter without a lid (cause I forgot about it obviously) and my dumbass brain was ""well it may be bad or not but it's a problem I cant deal with right now and what do we do with problems we cant deal with right now? We freeze them!"". The girl just kind of stared at me for a few seconds as I took the jar and tossed it back on the counter to um defrost (where i just remembered i left it again, shit.) Rest of the tour was basically me rambling cause the meds hyped me up to 11..... I dont think shes gonna lease the room.",1.7913103651354518,3.3187372402826867,3.1854284452296824,93.22688236160192,77.65724381625442,6.412779740871612,22.039016489988214,7.1686216300943375,0.4383334511189636,1041,29,243,12,24,340,160,283,0.07200000000000001,0.866,0.063,-0.7504,0,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,4,1,2,0,17,9,1,1,25,1,16,6,2,5,3,46,31,14,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,8,17,4,2,3,6,0,3,7,5,2,2,8,5,38,4,40,20,9,34,0,0,2,0,20,22,1,5,9,163,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079832904588008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728347241499533,0.123166406526344,0.0,0.0,0.10130592439011822,0.11000390825810907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707411423069172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706825603862248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496643051542696,0.2716523895153371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440743810196786,0.1290626851732308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593099603538735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766557357702527,0.12638449287389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040385402911979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710349634777588,0.0,0.13719505776614938,0.0,0.10739203955078136,0.0,0.0,0.1431443680644019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794267823324346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634210321261648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002705925830938,0.0,0.0,0.10161202384617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641556548163535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426700265531958,0.0,0.091337334569371,0.0,0.13764840786728236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521296995999713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984891449726068,0.22502379934484049,0.0,0.1047711369745434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523722142613584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081970837664174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905794791383103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441866924410706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637665125780544,0.08944810671974572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378779685250065,0.0,0.0,0.07770826475449814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845709271664175,0.0,0.0,0.1470917115317755,0.0,0.1270001758839369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GailaMonster,2019/05/31,"New to meds and doctor prescribed Metadate cd - what to expect? I’ve struggled my whole life and only now in my 30’s am I actually starting medication. My doc is starting me on metadate CD 10mg Can anyone share their experience taking this stuff?",2.3287943262411366,5.192532553191494,4.286276595744681,78.28416666666669,85.17021276595744,5.686524822695036,26.9822695035461,7.1686216300943375,1.857499290780142,198,9,33,3,6,67,39,47,0.06,0.892,0.048,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.26152280780718273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873871504593871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743025041729449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214887680113563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892915972783452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29768014780181856,0.2699750611082896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882960456072435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038209851813572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37937408217431257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801647906416555,0.30678821812310336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149761366414395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29920495515624435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VisualConstruction,2019/05/31,"Med Questions... So, I'm currently taking a long-release ADHD medication, but my doctor recommended that I take two short-release meds so I can get the blood pumping in the morning as well as in the middle of the day. Does anybody have experience on this?",4.3912499999999985,6.477962291666668,6.052500000000002,73.0425,71.91666666666666,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.1297333333333337,202,10,34,4,4,69,39,48,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.5927,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29220639432643875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680484401663855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488635507117187,0.21277298908273154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378370569110328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703033810092293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151707801993192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401462796099158,0.2449374369133047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723718519909353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656212454027093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375119330872306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861158381515144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Onemoreshotinthedark,2019/05/31,"Med abuse I feel like med abuse is an issue that affects many but is rarely discussed here. We all have a disorder that predisposes us to addiction and amphetamines are addictive. Does anyone have experience with it here? If so, how did it happen? If you stopped how did you do it? Have any of you successfully ceased abusing your meds without fully abstaining and now take them only as prescribed?",5.503333333333334,7.86626044444445,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,69.55555555555556,9.244444444444444,31.44444444444445,9.725611199111238,3.3508444444444443,320,14,54,8,6,102,57,72,0.18899999999999997,0.74,0.071,-0.8753,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,2,4,1,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,3,1,15,12,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,2,5,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,41,13,1,0.0,0.5578285935353963,0.0,0.34216564419509865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067214981848662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973292651014677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798616398800225,0.0,0.13733528355517596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351299895544945,0.0,0.0,0.07935128681313296,0.11211472801381024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877751398233298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379985301912028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766707413974705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910793016846367,0.0,0.0,0.5229597712893268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193564934057685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120507638400594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799593930518522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877404221642347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128018862640402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tinycomma,2019/05/31,"What are lies you believed about yourself before you realized you had ADHD? ADHD here, hyperactive/impulsive. Before opening myself up to the truth that I have ADHD, I felt inadequate all the time and believe that I didn't care about my schoolwork. Obviously, it turns out that I just didn't have the same ability to focus, but I internalized it as me being negligent. So a diagnosis of ADHD has helped me love myself more fully and realize that I *do* care about my work and success; I just have a hard time achieving my goals in the traditional route. Let's hear from you!",7.500277777777775,7.435938842592591,8.255925925925926,67.93166666666667,63.35185185185186,11.274074074074075,34.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.875155555555557,457,18,79,11,6,154,71,108,0.096,0.774,0.13,0.7805,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,4,7,5,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,3,15,17,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,18,5,11,11,3,6,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,64,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.727878308851977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576834363660717,0.3411822804545416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30875226528184485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538068428742099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356367362128456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065399481053847,0.0,0.10148926306540584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548305404744817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366565760389409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765808340462131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646943852726833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023081576723487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tchedmind,2019/05/31,"Constantly Wake Up In Middle of Night Does anyone else get this? I wake up 3-4 times per night, think about some random shit and then fall back asleep. And then the next day I am incredibly tired. I end up having like 10 dreams a night because of it.",1.6788235294117655,3.780265509803925,2.50172549019608,95.29376470588235,80.17647058823529,5.648627450980393,16.08235294117647,6.742157984588678,-0.4689717647058824,195,3,44,2,5,61,41,51,0.126,0.778,0.096,-0.3804,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,4,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,12,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602975676010035,0.23489465034998624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627980005337812,0.0,0.1397492277602249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773879234650426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784787239915567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061901746193905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150971964137786,0.0,0.203048262226066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977413922476775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120004153998722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381094507020645,0.6454093514025393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532276612935246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689472727988884,0.0,0.0,0.13367805002511268,0.2634901984844041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shuhdarruh,2019/05/31,"What helps yall when you’re overstimulated? I always get overstimulated when I don’t get to have enough time to myself. It feels like I can hear every little thing that’s happening around me, and then I just end up more irritated because I’m noticing all of these noises and can’t focus. I typically have to listen to music to get me out of all that, but I’m curious as to what other people do to help them.",7.293214285714285,5.5397014166666665,8.614285714285717,70.7057142857143,64.5952380952381,11.257142857142858,30.523809523809533,10.125756701596842,2.6842952380952383,325,8,66,6,4,114,57,84,0.027000000000000003,0.846,0.127,0.7847,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,9,15,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,13,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278167855219973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276473194717321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558861159866566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649431029822426,0.2642297921455585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545730943939573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930102399159776,0.1826882678142769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008134926819589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613463984750545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882179417929756,0.0,0.34281092039212874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493313934824785,0.25630121370172315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29114186111890544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728584389825433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698907244175854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911389740799572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daisylyds,2019/05/31,remembering things does anyone else have issues retaining information or remembering the simplest of things? like things quite literally go through one ear and come out the next? does anyone have any ways to deal with this?,8.159369369369369,11.040567459459467,6.760540540540539,68.55990990990989,63.59459459459461,10.33873873873874,31.25225225225225,10.504223727775694,3.781187387387389,184,7,28,5,3,55,30,37,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136162573432673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907010330981176,0.21299174575102736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906526933327924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430923527517212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638243331332364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736522711519014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813973294220258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696672096672406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155686374855932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107663476514824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086097902414393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109986423162145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709620299026139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41430726647459537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500091256390495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MajesticAssUnicorn,2019/05/31,Is there a mood tracker that includes focus or productivity? Or any trackers that cater to ADD in particular? My psychiatrist has been working with me to nail down some brain fog issues so I'm thinking it would be helpful!,4.373048780487803,7.126612097560978,5.387987804878048,74.68978658536588,74.36585365853658,7.0268292682926825,32.201219512195124,8.07648339933343,2.709043902439025,180,9,30,3,4,59,38,41,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.5349,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139266685978373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153357534145814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094232619046943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818255276554925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29579616198762576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360747486670779,0.0,0.0,0.32793125460865313,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mschroner,2019/05/31,"Help with remembering, especially to turn in homework My daughter has ADD/ADHD, and is in high school in the US. She is smart enough to understand what she's learning when she tries. She's tried some different meds and found some that work for the most part. But she's still quite forgetful, especially when it comes to handing in homework. She will work hard on it then forget to turn it in for days and get a low grade as a result. Her mom and I have tried many things to help her remember. We’ve tried alarms on her phone, strings on her finger, text messages for reminders, printed agendas with what to turn in during each class, and nothing is working. When she's in her classes she either forgets or ignores the reminder. If you've figured this out, any hints appreciated. What worked for you? Thanks in advance.",4.8103333333333325,6.6039420709677445,4.597177419354843,85.10909946236559,70.2258064516129,7.231182795698925,29.690860215053764,7.793537801064563,1.842989247311828,651,26,124,8,12,199,98,155,0.075,0.836,0.08900000000000001,0.6494,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,6,4,5,0,1,5,0,6,2,2,1,0,28,14,13,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,17,2,25,12,7,22,0,1,0,0,21,14,0,5,6,82,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295611497836954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922077078717648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168011329729105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744609524935605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416655461723688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010353904479605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867043268697214,0.0,0.0,0.0708416064235395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146445532332048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817699010400876,0.14326116659742266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746974878146245,0.0,0.0,0.150612958775502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880456969505186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010488392943811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683371603958012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421956160769894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072002677273144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372270843876053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828453144285176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124835570761682,0.0,0.0,0.09008178657112101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682342597018604,0.4424578700544039,0.0,0.14115681661836266,0.163101362279531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39485249706987385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saiddneykorner,2019/05/31,"meds question i got put on 10mg adderall twice a day for a recent diagnosis (i’m 20), and i’m feeling weird about taking my meds every day especially since it’s summer and i’m not in school. when i do take them i feel like i have my shit together (i don’t have racing thoughts, i can sit in a chair for more than 15 mins) otherwise when i don’t take it i’m kinda emotionally unstable (anxious depressed and mood swings) and can’t really get anything done etc. is it okay to take my meds everyday even if i don’t have class or work to keep my emotions and life on track or should i only take it when i need it? What have you guys done/have you experienced anything similar thxxxx",2.803137003841229,4.101590760563379,4.485390524967993,85.89706145966711,74.49295774647888,7.980537772087067,25.585147247119078,8.575989854853784,1.595864788732395,536,18,117,10,11,181,87,142,0.084,0.87,0.046,-0.7115,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,5,6,1,0,3,1,13,2,1,0,0,17,29,11,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,3,17,2,10,25,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,5,10,65,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973536234241472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814246162766507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095796821042875,0.0,0.11415870987701285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712741066123391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981850731145849,0.0,0.0,0.14781998677318636,0.0875431086677184,0.0,0.11167282054098956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403499826067802,0.09468842899621613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924801538820201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060063905932283,0.0,0.0,0.13123796945306238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178099143656402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361872755269947,0.06475359822491271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416747027697129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098278626359139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080458697359823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332418779924253,0.14847799730326255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491015577396441,0.0,0.1308697846970246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341401434989678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605302977414288,0.10964057256673307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982775376025793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522398487975074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649255985843604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bishkekvunderbar,2019/05/31,"I just shit my pants First month being medicated on 20mg Adderall per day. I had been diagnosed with severe generalized anxiety am due to panic attack’s, but I think that was incorrect - I feel so coherent after being diagnosed with adult ADHD and getting medication for it. Anyway, what you’re here for - took my dose as normal, ate breakfast and lunch, and then went without dinner. I hung out with my old coworkers from last year (we’re a tight-knit group) and shot the shit for several hours. One thing led to another and many beverages were had. At that point, I realized I had to go, so I grabbed an Uber home. Except due to my ADHD-addled brain, I forgot I left my bag at the place. My keys to the house were in it. My gf is a social worker, so I headed out to her work event to grab her keys. She was at a full celebration - there were speeches, toasts, and nice stories. I joined in and washed about 200 dishes to clean up after the event. Things were all going so well. Then came the rupture. Taking the dose, going several hours w/o eating, combined with drinking excessively, and an unfamiliar environment, all counteracted with each other. To be less abstract, a volent watery volcanic shit occurred in my suit pants. Due to a “phantom” fart. I’m now naked on my house’s porcelain throne, oozing foul water. I don’t have that pair of undies anymore - I flung it in the event’s bathroom’s rubbish bin, as they smelled like moldy vegetables. I would deeply appreciate any similar stories you might have on Adderall-induced bowel evacuation, as it would make me feel less shameful. Gracias!",5.4948571428571436,6.823460600000002,5.9900952380952415,77.56100000000002,68.0,8.780952380952384,29.952380952380953,9.107695989026183,2.5656380952380946,1260,47,226,23,21,407,189,300,0.073,0.866,0.061,-0.3509,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,1,3,11,9,4,2,14,0,21,22,6,2,2,35,36,18,0,3,4,0,4,1,1,3,7,1,2,1,11,17,9,1,4,1,0,7,2,6,1,2,15,6,30,3,41,15,6,43,0,0,0,0,9,17,3,1,20,146,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649569192964402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496211546382242,0.11558875062340887,0.08432782562519743,0.0,0.1093213629846118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254057762869836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305631255428134,0.0,0.1260770096916329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109106646549568,0.0,0.0,0.2237680370269716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798622319669643,0.0,0.11279572132652207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147407833396544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376400266831952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759211244844484,0.0,0.1879436004433565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313070238180888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057253257913048,0.0,0.21711429758925846,0.25438780874747235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985448223794168,0.0,0.0,0.1197683099371829,0.0,0.0,0.05385420057895207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358128081299209,0.11175880432111007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209599093308904,0.0,0.11693962986979772,0.0,0.0,0.08798680615702814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108004784630195,0.0,0.0,0.1156708289300622,0.0,0.0746966294360525,0.0,0.0,0.1293344940264114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516986241743915,0.0,0.10420567006708903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37359521903362186,0.3394572976183381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236850475492698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288138169814213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646760974739614,0.07063275684003062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247274812463665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911256716967952,0.10218695280637934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106260530071995,0.0,0.08025082490309379,0.0,0.0,0.15661250241636435,0.0,0.0,0.0709863388293 adhd,glitterbubbles95,2019/05/31,"Does Adderall make you more irritated Hey everyone! Newbie to adderall here! Being the drug it is and being in the Psych and medical field I obviously know Addy can affect your mood. But in the month I’ve been taking it, I notice that in my come down, I’m way more irritated than I ever have been. I almost can’t stand talking to ANYONE!! Every little thing pisses me off. I’m afraid to hurt those I care about. Any one else dealing with this? Also side note, currently taking XRs and needing to talk to my doc about increasing as my current starting dose isn’t helping.",2.7949140049140047,5.210300252252253,4.3977067977068,81.5062407862408,78.009009009009,6.55888615888616,23.604422604422606,7.686295010490155,1.3989567567567565,452,15,81,7,11,151,81,111,0.11699999999999999,0.836,0.048,-0.8349,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,1,3,0,9,4,1,2,2,13,19,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,11,1,15,15,3,16,0,1,0,0,7,7,1,1,5,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026767950081741,0.0,0.0,0.16186114881421093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376405919434005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152448398330364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636276510314072,0.0,0.0,0.17435177007554795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866801615347647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712372900261375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347225583514957,0.0,0.16908125716227948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830845841875013,0.17053277541812262,0.1934041940404343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356660812534529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667598572014035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123508133260174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028604062183484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510519259480594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389915273295373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155568726588676,0.0,0.0,0.1500788359791895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304365061746489,0.0,0.0,0.13715312365640173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326148053570928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043628736311413,0.32536681005730234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344671797309134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065762655545274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cannedcrabapples3,2019/05/31,"How do you deal with being predisposed to always skirting a breakdown? Between the RSD, and predisposition to just sucking in general, it seems like an uphill battle to not be constantly on the verge of breaking down. I work for a very new small company, and unfortunately managed to land myself in a critical position. I'm not properly lazy, I excelled at manual labor jobs. That being said, I suck at working in an office. The amount of mental scaffolding, preparing, and internalized self-harm required to keep me barely producing half of what I need to, it's just cruel. I can't fathom how any of you with office jobs managed to hold one. Let alone an important role with people you actually like and are terrified of letting down. I actually found a combination of medication and supplements that help with the anxiety, insomnia, and depression after a multi-year clinical depression. Turns out I'm even more unreliable when I don't have a furnace of guilt burning inside me. I literally developed a phobia of checking my email after things with sour with some project partners. I have a straight up ""freeze"" fight-flight response to being called on in meetings, and half the time it's because I'm doing a thousand-yard stare that's concerning everyone else while I'm actually spacing out through half the meeting. I still have nightmares about my immediate supervisor yelling at me to quit ""treating this like a hobby"". I'll have panic attacks over the fact that I'm not working when I try to relax at home so I could do better relaxed. I can't get the idea of cutting everything and ghosting, starting anew in a new town, out of my head. All of this is perfectly avoidable, if I wasn't precisely built to fuck things up exactly like I do. I feel like I need to accept the fact I'm destined to live in a van down by the river, and quit punishing myself by even trying.",8.006612030075189,7.842789522857148,8.518781954887219,66.79706015037596,62.34285714285714,11.825563909774438,39.27819548872181,11.313756151347434,4.721257142857144,1503,73,251,39,19,502,198,350,0.14300000000000002,0.754,0.10300000000000001,-0.9343,2,2,0,0,2,0,40.0,0,3,0,10,11,25,8,3,25,0,21,5,1,3,6,47,40,16,1,4,6,0,2,5,1,0,3,2,1,1,12,18,0,4,5,2,1,0,7,13,0,4,3,6,28,12,59,30,4,39,0,2,1,1,12,27,3,3,16,176,40,12,0.0,0.0,0.3332565934278809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789765938757038,0.0,0.0,0.0947189796763409,0.0,0.0,0.07741100116119681,0.0,0.08708267325438278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295025711815399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939212977559812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067689328091127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623720780981844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230140781776218,0.0,0.09088715997530296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735782164758342,0.19609005812171104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509367265659603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037252335193746,0.0,0.0,0.1087732338117298,0.102306629573088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057557874093871815,0.08132300884148436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481306935177547,0.0,0.10523766828802576,0.0594735494861261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682649134510778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630050863022032,0.0,0.11418475045585487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850469293802744,0.0,0.0,0.2259252949553505,0.10118086031350597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328058876943748,0.0,0.27806763174690197,0.0,0.10051747848443192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146757459127197,0.11471786480219973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688128884396758,0.0,0.21988310953943865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713684215331908,0.0,0.0,0.13355963349371058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891813975413392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215287222207366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828217042845946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363016834321404,0.11875365395124793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057226781373418,0.0,0.09090795317154884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125245916659535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637750164464015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457158280637553,0.12381866795848875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939249445151234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861745141484926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330534261931368 adhd,Bleepbloopmj1234,2019/05/31,"Success with tapering Vyvanse? Disclaimer: this is going to sound like a stream of consciousness. Has anyone had success doing this? I began taking the medication while I was studying for the CPA exam (which I passed).. but now I feel like I can’t operate at work without the medication. I’d like to avoid taking the medication for the rest of my life if I can help it, because I can’t keep up with the side effects (poor circulation, killer headaches, dry mouth, etc.) I’ve tried doing cold turkey. Didn’t work. At least right now I don’t take it on the weekends. I’ve considered having the doctor taper it down for me by reducing it 10-20 every month. The only downside to this is that it will effectively mean at some point I won’t be prescribed the medication. I’d like to keep it around recreationally, which sounds pathetic... but it’s hard to match taking a 70mg, smoking a cigarette and playing video games all day on a weekend. Has anyone has any success with tapering down the dosage through water? How long does it stay good for suspended in liquid? It would seem like a waste to essentially dump everything I wasn’t going to use.",4.957087155963303,6.464097495412853,5.745768348623852,78.13590022935782,69.45871559633028,8.752752293577982,29.680045871559628,9.188382445141503,2.5931458715596327,906,35,166,18,16,296,133,218,0.10300000000000001,0.731,0.166,0.9301,0,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,7,4,12,1,1,16,0,20,8,1,4,1,23,33,6,0,2,4,0,2,5,0,3,6,2,0,0,15,5,1,3,6,5,1,3,7,2,0,0,5,5,12,10,29,24,5,26,0,0,0,0,2,13,0,3,14,105,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851141407082967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820179937639,0.0,0.0,0.11586757465310835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934267015917969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394067832438816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322149189945195,0.11390151334111187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515977335868258,0.0,0.0,0.10966312251757923,0.0,0.11697697118628225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581143184481976,0.09298438724575564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479427640471078,0.1091697516716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659535789526225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724168156824716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313795426725636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193393647457143,0.3179413639412038,0.0,0.0,0.11518509749355813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177943545486316,0.0,0.5244790677348765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038902995779654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899047698506099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230407006895062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115360643935372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849029986520578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873034311022653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914483068603983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836824975864399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124141004264311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546697379594748,0.0,0.18951210084116232,0.0,0.0,0.09245999772200664,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,simplyshans,2019/05/31,"ADHD Advice I have a boyfriend most likely with ADHD. He was diagnosed as a kid, but stopped taking medication as it was very expensive at the time. We’ve barely ever discussed that it might still affect him, but I have realised that many of our relationship issues are incredibly closely related to his symptoms as a child - forgetfulness, impulsive qualities, distraction and disorganisation all of which lead me to get frustrated and nag him, asking him to improve, which he gets even more frustrated with (now I know why and have more understanding). My questions are: do you recommend medication and/or therapy of some kind? Is it expensive? (I live in the UK, not sure if meds can be covered by the NHS) And what are your best ways of avoiding frustration with a partner when you feel they are neglecting you, they are constantly forgetting things or they’re not romantic very often (I would like some flowers or meaningful gestures from time to time but is spontaneity unlikely?) I would be very appreciative to hear from members who have been diagnosed as perhaps your experience will help me to better work with my partner, rather than make him feel worse about his behaviour.",8.947463768115945,9.639245256038647,8.466968599033816,65.08277173913046,60.20772946859904,12.697101449275365,39.47222222222222,12.161744961471696,5.310407729468598,956,46,151,30,12,304,135,207,0.155,0.701,0.14400000000000002,-0.1482,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,5,2,4,8,13,4,2,7,0,22,5,0,3,3,42,32,15,0,4,9,0,2,2,2,4,5,1,0,4,10,9,0,3,6,0,2,1,2,7,0,0,3,3,24,6,25,23,7,14,0,1,0,0,27,3,0,9,11,114,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32046517708118183,0.13028514916899722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464231459946964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399179752841923,0.11791648756014594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407862168214758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706472576801294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806092044249855,0.12060148606023463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304189368188734,0.0,0.0,0.134827806528379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931522576031233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026869739483306,0.0,0.08936596753759847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915826560095396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883907173928328,0.07327277810022548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027322306529573,0.0,0.11772977507574785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899649893352488,0.13517218237684606,0.0,0.0,0.14809572660442574,0.2686249192977735,0.0,0.14143838663863906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935623496776254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314280497760334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647474489862647,0.11146695513522636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565868353389656,0.13857732205576664,0.10024496334406537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247051490535465,0.0,0.08857622706927996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323132821891934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879762732384726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33002506902757794,0.0,0.10582839945527504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030646228107088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706330705297564,0.0,0.13587113189549796,0.1894226935203557,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BabiiZombii,2019/05/31,"I just want to make some friends and am spiraling about not knowing how. Lately I have been trying to be more cognizant of how I let myself be treated in all of the relationships in my life. My regular MO is to love \*so freaking much\*- I'll help with anything, drop anything when needed, support and listen and care and share. But this leads to being taken advantage of or overlooked or... something. People love me when it serves them, but can't find the time or effort or interest to *be a friend back*. Then I'm crushed and hurt- rejection sensitive dysphoria is **such** a bitch. But when I put forth boundaries or try to (kindly) re-equalize the friendship it blows up in my face. I get so frustrated by my inability to have regular fucking friendships; I love too much, or talk too much, share too much, do too much, and then I trap myself into that familiar box of ""Why can't you just be normal?"" I don't even know what my point is. I'm just ranting/crying to you guys because I feel like I've read the same thing from so many of you before and I just want \*someone\* to understand. I don't even know if this is ADHD or the frustrations of trying to make friends as an adult, but this cycle sucks. A lot. &#x200B; ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯",3.024077706525837,5.188470526970956,3.811733308185591,87.24559694454923,76.0954356846473,6.87144473783478,26.30724254998114,7.84624498591911,1.5741933609958507,971,37,190,15,22,309,141,241,0.152,0.667,0.18100000000000002,0.4922,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,1,3,21,23,5,0,9,0,19,6,1,5,1,45,41,30,0,5,17,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,8,9,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,2,23,15,26,33,10,17,0,2,0,4,18,6,3,10,9,137,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029693791433484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264860678726419,0.14185000121790725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213160439983687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897646665236004,0.0,0.07116267900819456,0.0,0.09933582752431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119022635697106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823171186392024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420929787788645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059026470750817524,0.08339797600796778,0.0,0.0,0.10669683352536606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705755236490049,0.10792282110622224,0.060991024850306025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558942464045192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824732604941215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249709311647865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156513731259898,0.19246920667453365,0.0,0.13168606268898944,0.0,0.0,0.11937298012604332,0.08245582355842558,0.05703251272028876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992468603466814,0.31608304186495273,0.0,0.15584765120744346,0.1183544711559434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290809848339594,0.08656008564175288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143789005695701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809317463725138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103555737479506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735439125843887,0.0,0.0,0.11677004668663025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253334131698132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891211460150433,0.08987096644782859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247341600458132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938299486392916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755584268475282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680711322476875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777324532212465,0.0,0.0,0.1215288492850992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377107314070487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533829867614533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185000121790725,0.0 adhd,LadyofBlandings,2019/01/26,"Thought you guys would appreciate my journal reflections on my ADHD this week [Link here](https://imgur.com/a/8YR5cHO) Sorry about my handwriting, hope the drawing makes up for it, if anyone wants to transcribe feel free. I dunno if this will be helpful/interesting for anyone else, but I thought it was quite interesting and it just made me realise how much I do have ADHD, like how much it affects me. Sorry about the grammar in this post, I've run out of effort for today I think...",6.825517241379313,8.381477701149429,6.205229885057473,76.40025862068967,65.0919540229885,8.558620689655173,32.89080459770115,8.841846274778883,2.8636528735632187,388,16,64,6,6,119,63,87,0.028999999999999998,0.8220000000000001,0.149,0.8907,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,5,0,21,14,6,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,5,11,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556138146941337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650809366189389,0.1942203330138452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834792945993847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584412855515308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876881259193734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882697561418281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260644269352747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936044832770395,0.12652867541752855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786877992052615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154020316232566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016138658752429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42438006109992943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145846151783014,0.0,0.3009691875934165,0.0,0.0,0.1796748981088803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180377952902194,0.0,0.15204867513195708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465362566146175,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MessOBabies,2019/01/26,"OTC alternatives to Adderall? We don't have health insurance right now (hopefully this will be cleared up soon) and my Adderall runs about $90 a month. (they've switched me to generic) I'm out for this month and I don't have $90 extra bucks right now. I'm so tired and blah feeling and I can't go another week like this... I have three kids, I have stuff to do. I feel like crap :( What will help? Anything? Just straight caffeine? Pop? Just have to tough it out? I'm on 30mg a day if that helps. 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You bag your stuff and then are expected to rerun the basket to the front. Instead I end up halfway home bag and basket in hand, deep in though about something I can’t recall as usual, before realizing I look incredibly weird carrying my bag of groceries as well as an empty basket. End up heading all the way back to return it lol. Thought most of you could relate and have similar stories. 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I was recently prescribed Vyvanse (40mg) and have been taking it every other day for a week (will elaborate on why every other day). I’ve read so much about the “crash” (although my doctor didn’t warn me whatsoever), I even sorted through some old Reddit posts from years ago, but am hoping to get some updated insight or input from people who understand. My day plays out as follows - 830am-1pm: productive, in the zone, task oriented 1pm-4pm: the dreaded crash. Extremely anxious, exhausted (but can’t sleep), depressed, hopeless, wanting to basically “quit” life because it all feels overwhelming / I feel incapable of doing anything 4pm on: zombie staring at a wall. A cold sweat zombie. I have been taking it every other day because the first day I took it, the above experience was so awful for me I couldn’t handle experiencing it two days in a row. I have been taking it every other day for a week and the crash happens every time. I can’t function as an adult with only ~4 hours of productivity in the morning. If I was taking it daily, would that reduce the side effects? Is there anything else I could be doing? I make sure I eat, drink a ton of water, take vitamins. I can’t get in to see my doctor until March. Any insight or info is really appreciated<3",5.240191975841245,7.173808209016397,6.344650560828298,72.44780414150131,69.3688524590164,8.57946505608283,30.874892148403802,9.134995656068208,3.0115442622950823,1049,44,169,21,19,350,149,244,0.157,0.8059999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9851,0,0,1,0,0,1,44.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,2,16,1,23,10,2,2,2,28,40,13,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,13,5,3,0,7,3,0,2,5,5,0,3,8,6,18,3,26,27,5,33,0,3,2,0,2,10,0,7,20,116,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948176556510144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864614880582906,0.0,0.0,0.11403926210035745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613847903133394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307042655629348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805964709746092,0.0,0.0,0.4557087974388202,0.0,0.08694389109589533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206643232470472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888779553076266,0.0,0.10329206723865897,0.08432670170592799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667330521168467,0.0,0.4252531216386114,0.0,0.0,0.19748741067466066,0.0,0.0,0.10208177986918084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717277491429911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547932636949067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089265443586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026128930493126,0.09941061753638852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130052942650847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738165699779185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420628420218553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592493136161232,0.0,0.0,0.07677331884042284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998264179222423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667752910893634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736756953769888,0.10097244549398594,0.0,0.06466803404225929,0.0,0.09967113609377368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044019785217457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101802967306983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513958879438064,0.0,0.3794908685594121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058861916095992325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121537518038706,0.0,0.0,0.09860872245672868,0.10508743859046092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954005207453272,0.0,0.16194418602584834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910872772882441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170852289324392,0.0,0.0,0.06500535301473538 adhd,luceth13,2019/01/26,"ADHD Medication Struggles Hi everyone! &#x200B; I've done some searching through the group and haven't found a post covering much of what I'm experiencing since starting adderall. For context, I take lexapro and cymbalta as well. I was first put on adderall at a low dose about two months ago, the one that you have to take twice a day, four hours apart. It was effecting my sleep so my psych switched to adderall XR at 20mg. This is my first week on it and it's so, so horrible. I feel like crying all of the time, my heart is racing, my hands have slight tremors and I cannot focus AT ALL. Like it's making my ADHD worse. I just sit for hours and flip between tasks, not finishing any one of them and instead just freaking out about how I can't focus. Suddenly 8 hours have passed. This has happened every single day this week and it's horrible because I work from home and am in graduate school so a lot rides on me being able to focus on completing tasks. I'm so stressed and angry and don't know what to do. I've tried going down to 10mg and it has the same effect. Plus I lay in bed for like three hours a night unable to sleep. Anyone else had this experience? Are other meds better for these issues? TLDR: Adderall XR makes me an anxious, unfocused, emotional mess and I'm feeling stuck about what to do. &#x200B;",3.0242440711462457,4.985015162878792,3.8600065876152847,87.8322924901186,75.40151515151516,6.86403162055336,25.49341238471673,7.7425588080867325,1.3354530961791826,1049,37,212,15,23,335,155,264,0.146,0.794,0.059000000000000004,-0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,6,13,10,0,2,10,0,20,6,4,5,2,31,35,20,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,16,14,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,5,1,8,6,4,18,5,33,28,7,36,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,2,20,135,34,4,0.10290846489646346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735195332004944,0.0,0.09122214498924644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300255744123132,0.2500900974839861,0.06998128501122211,0.0,0.0,0.11625727360304447,0.0,0.07195599139659603,0.10544188344617296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273204503904604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910141744332262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789756752846393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304011647952583,0.13273489290666032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531108864495224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859668174951972,0.11575817190782065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670482008096726,0.0983334482539494,0.0,0.10066422525496536,0.0,0.0,0.10406722381010493,0.07351782788411705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506777534023635,0.0,0.1128338201083794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058485252127164364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910016156475182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194702638724933,0.0,0.0,0.10322558093450852,0.0,0.4053764343653818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740970089335633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655580101823673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082763352320389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748909681344343,0.0,0.0,0.1373843988314307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430810544721676,0.10366945186358384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214055487633333,0.0,0.07564956249863107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965726230947354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394668782116967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985578628437011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345143072967336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414886049595316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512694558908818,0.0,0.205965568318172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283914112067885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788129884748967,0.10758227133300327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474871697132905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060006753449080574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986809257565121,0.0,0.10052661701905777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650939263940605,0.0,0.09252706875171693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491858807852697,0.0,0.10487251744561234,0.0,0.0,0.2500900974839861,0.0 adhd,mothMothy,2019/01/26,"I feel like I've come so far... I've had ADHD since I was a kid, but didnt get diagnosed until I was 18, and didnt even start medicating it properly until I was 20 (since then it's been off and on). I've got a fire in me to always be my best self, so even when I wasnt on the meds I was pushing myself to organize things or thoughts, or my study sessions in a way that could create successful outcomes. I actually like learning, I passed three math classes in one semester after failing 4 other math classes (bad structure for me, I could go on), and got a 3.5 GPA last semester! My friends know me as a total nerd and I am so excited by that! I love the field I'm studying, which is social work, and I'm so excited for the future of my education! I want to work in policy and research and end up helping people and I feel confident that I can do that on or off meds. It took a long time, but I'm more consistent with my meds and have developed good strategies that I'm really happy about! I never thought this would be possible. If it seems like you're in a tough spot right now, just know you can make it through this! I believe in you. You deserve your best life!",4.718163265306124,4.2279438979591815,6.16561224489796,82.02760204081635,69.20408163265307,9.775510204081634,30.969387755102037,9.424239791934726,2.471244897959183,905,33,200,17,14,310,140,245,0.045,0.71,0.244,0.9956,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,6,11,16,0,0,10,0,20,4,0,1,2,33,41,24,0,5,7,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,0,2,15,11,0,0,8,0,0,5,4,4,0,2,14,3,29,12,27,22,4,34,0,1,0,1,10,15,0,5,16,133,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.12510564891978446,0.0,0.15407264706557222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667347309357496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704245106636792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444385866214617,0.2690780074195676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043377991542656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471607796676092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012128116888058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354800319200545,0.0,0.0,0.16935105697514782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964452012587815,0.0915867952250282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904774777339363,0.0,0.06697971306876685,0.0,0.07285956297155471,0.10752888723879953,0.2050680466605763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647231144753974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593040467923166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091179556635772,0.10450089747320004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055213314331607,0.18789754789191265,0.0,0.0,0.11345382004008372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570637648178125,0.0,0.08557513983357375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272071148235165,0.12914898511266054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887648777703573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868722919533385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887840733107451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452732582508634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212882114356433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948292388676413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670934391625133,0.13374156639797888,0.0,0.0,0.2120983265743168,0.0,0.0,0.1306847393935905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090741303085041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851710247955458,0.0,0.0,0.2035544925204812,0.07475501383042121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243598957191972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075616250905545,0.10175995899021788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186663659206903,0.0,0.0,0.091070287482682,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whyshouldiknowwhy,2019/01/26,Discovered the Netflix skip 10 seconds button and now I don’t think I’ll be able to watch anything properly again Might be an ADHD thing but now that I have found that button I can’t watch anything properly. It’s like craic. I’m either not concentrating on the show or skipping it,7.079761904761902,6.553556500000003,7.493571428571428,74.58476190476192,64.35714285714286,10.323809523809524,34.73809523809524,9.725611199111238,3.2601738095238098,228,9,42,4,3,75,42,56,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,2,5,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,28,8,0,0.34156761785143874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104979000096475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621620920891026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37451126286134495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687268483541115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623492650573128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269223479061885,0.21886273762327968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bradybunches13,2019/01/26,"Energy and weight loss with meds? I was diagnosed last month with inattentive adhd and my insurance would only approve methylphenidate. I started at 10mg and went to 18mg 2x a day. I would still want a nap and was having trouble concentrating in my classes. (I'm 44 f btw) Saw my dr last week after my ins changed Jan 1. She switched me to adderall 10mg 2x a day but told me to take 2 in the am with a booster if I needed to. This is the best I have felt in 20 years! I am so happy and focused. After struggling with depression off and on, I feel like I have focus. I need to lose weight (50lbs) and wanted to know if any other people in this group have been in my shoes? This group has been a God send! Thank yall so much!!",1.6630467571644016,3.167836973856211,3.2679738562091494,92.59511312217195,77.95424836601308,6.2763197586727015,22.22674710910005,7.010146845296331,0.4722925087983909,559,16,128,6,13,185,97,153,0.096,0.7240000000000001,0.18,0.9412,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,3,9,0,1,7,0,14,5,1,0,0,23,28,12,0,8,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,11,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,8,5,18,4,21,18,2,22,0,3,1,0,6,9,0,2,12,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994156341649848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128381008751244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413331474271007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553195541236932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140222665681088,0.0,0.14291527965690345,0.16841547345914834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389920173797692,0.1185404365978384,0.15931883667884494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663558750756106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119079735883537,0.2705102188782317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106502437767668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856332446701115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843108415518384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324437557210916,0.0,0.1219776539257705,0.24607000877189997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619725427478182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150349805696332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174461193748384,0.0,0.13251192513273166,0.0,0.0,0.17346608001127406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475872180045558,0.0,0.0,0.15276606534890108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585532410800783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573964509210148,0.0,0.1330990501055822,0.4041161154073523,0.0,0.15381878723063253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574384522928826,0.0,0.0,0.10685349008649596 adhd,NapalmSkies28,2019/01/26,"What was your assessment like? Firstly, I'd like to apologize if this has been asked recently. I'm new to the platform and get lost trying to find what I'm looking for. I'm curious what your assessments were like. I'm a little...uncertain if mine was done properly and I keep questioning my diagnosis (ADHD Inattentive type) and have declined medication because of it. My assessment was conducted by a licensed clinical social worker. They sat me at a computer and I clicked answers off a quiz for a few minutes and that was it. They didn't ask me any questions, family history, or anything. Is this typical? I haven't read of anyone being tested this way and I'm thinking of going elsewhere to have it done again and to also be tested for other disorders commonly misdiagnosed as ADHD. Specifically ASD since they even mentioned it was possible that was a possibility as well. Thank you for any input.",4.236354790419163,6.890785790419166,6.003978293413173,70.60740456586826,74.32934131736529,9.923502994011976,32.59318862275449,10.125756701596842,4.25320389221557,725,37,116,24,16,248,105,167,0.023,0.8759999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,3,3,4,6,0,0,7,0,18,2,0,0,0,16,33,13,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,13,2,14,5,17,18,1,10,0,1,2,0,13,3,0,5,8,85,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542972606768081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787737331519912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047690948320676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306694691070996,0.0,0.12129933507505862,0.0,0.275602054670808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985492702064958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893552991201202,0.0,0.0,0.3016869664863468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735766977749316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895754276351002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472281149859705,0.12538011607204275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701149202389919,0.0,0.0837719870028098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101772274114146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603960136305567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378060538999085,0.0,0.1609067597657648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849206694401632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236182708782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323473478779127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33024808121772864,0.0,0.14744194807529354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554175053053453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193250640302485,0.0,0.0,0.15025783635594375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570801182195774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444928756314293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007632232536888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700089342099285,0.0,0.0,0.1325321533029139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,julianradish,2019/01/26,"Insurance fucking me over with meds- alternatives? Hey y'all. I take Adderall xr 30 mg for my ADD so that i can focus on my school work. I ran out recently and when i went to fill up again my insurance refused to cover it. I've already dealt with insurance but now its the waiting game until a new card comes in the mail in about a week. In the meantime I have important homework to do and I'm struggling to even sit down to do it without my meds. I have some Ritalin left from when i was taking that, as well as plenty of coffee, but that only does so much and I'm not sure if taking the Ritalin will even work, let alone interact with anything I'm taking. Does anyone have advice on how I can get my homework done in time and not fail my class while I wait for this situation to get resolved? Thanks",4.082181818181816,4.712686309090909,5.349696969696971,83.4245454545455,70.75757575757575,8.424242424242426,28.333333333333336,8.575989854853784,1.9388787878787888,631,22,131,10,11,211,105,165,0.062,0.848,0.09,0.685,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,11,7,1,1,6,0,11,3,0,1,1,23,27,16,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,7,10,0,3,1,1,0,4,3,3,1,0,4,0,17,4,28,21,2,26,0,1,0,1,6,11,1,2,10,91,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490104081347817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793253324017442,0.16827531549383273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662379865930392,0.0,0.12548538855774088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135570259787446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266888163622456,0.15604910855001686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014349874802733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140973549698556,0.15933833427941702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567965814706795,0.1559302525079496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338761628705934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209690206422536,0.0,0.0,0.14727474950173375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597469534725685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056441245450156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432692839865125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714039355192959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941452845389312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371900280650698,0.0,0.4586107625199684,0.0,0.0,0.14039131033438298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891751574499089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231741392244215,0.0,0.13710585258624258,0.14135875689430066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699387764666705,0.0,0.22202750031186624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tjnims2000,2019/01/26,"Meds occasionlly make me extremely restless/panicky. Please help My methylphenidate just kicked in at about 2:00pm because I took it late, and it's as if I am on a roller coaster of emotions and impulses that I can't get off. Like one second I want to cry, the next I want to call someone, and the next I'm wondering why I'm being so dramatic, just to thrown for the next loop a second later. I don't what this is and I don't feel like I have described this well. I just want to run, yell, curl up in a ball and cry, or maybe just grab a bowl of cereal. Im just so frantic and panicky despite the fact that I have no reason to be Does anyone else experience this? Been taking meds for a few months and this has only happened a couple of times and started in the last few weeks ",4.376111111111108,4.476705006172843,5.295901234567904,85.94755555555555,69.92592592592592,8.208395061728394,27.928395061728395,7.908726449838941,1.4861091358024685,609,19,134,7,10,200,100,162,0.12300000000000001,0.802,0.076,-0.8522,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,11,0,11,0,0,2,1,23,24,13,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,1,1,3,2,3,12,3,19,20,2,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,12,86,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942700260280447,0.14569697694892986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866815825106058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519838419936096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573375700335684,0.3123920534562414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443699470855488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878681428679665,0.15995176824315482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390953274657851,0.0,0.0,0.07189875319488283,0.10158510948863712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429173025314889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574377338470294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531122413766012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359647207448374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159090137982563,0.1604036900740908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389399198021089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491717586732867,0.0,0.14285535820860748,0.0,0.3158962048116461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349977958710115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536823327929753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635593502235708,0.1081467409822486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560889048077227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620154299826854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048251615346707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006473169673315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691396773540147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082915842247013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579853903636946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516132956225845,0.0,0.11406134451554502,0.0,0.1278516066146791,0.0,0.12831009955614076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542058889949393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TatR2017,2019/01/26,"Concerta Issues &#x200B; Hey there, I've been on Concerta 54mg for a month, two months total after going up from 18 to 36 to 54 pretty quickly. I felt some benefits and some real improved mood and focus in the mornings especially when I first took it. I've written about it a little here before. But ever since being on 54 it seems my depression and anxiety, which I already have, have been so through the roof when it wears off that it's totally outweighing any benefits the Concerta might have had before. I'm also not sure that perhaps the Concerta is making me focus more on my depression. I've seen people write before about being on too high a dose of a medication, has anyone gone back down to 36 or so and felt much better or is it just a sign that Concerta is wrong for you? I'm hesitant to add an anti-anxiety or anti-depressant medication to Concerta to offset these effects when I'm not positive Concerta is really working all that well so that would be a major last resort for me. My doctor also seems hesitant to prescribe a further IR booster to beat the crash and I probably agree wit him, as stacking medication after just a couple of months seems rash. Thanks in advance if anyone has any thoughts. 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Hi everybody, I am in a very confused state of mind currently. I've been through a lot of trauma in my life - starting with my Father's suicide at 15 and now my best friend dying at work with me here in September. Why I bring this up is, before this happened - my dad dying and now my friend, I started to realize that the way I felt wasn't normal. And in turn this made me feel sad, even depressed. It's easy now to see in hindsight and also with my psychologists help that I wasn't feeling normal because I in fact, more than likely have ADHD. But with my dad dying, all doctors/my psychologist thought was I was feeling this way because of that. The last time (and only time) I went into test for ADHD I scored exactly as one should to diagnose ADHD but I was told that although I was exhibiting a lot of symptoms it could very well just be emotional response from my dads death. Now, I'm taking shit more or less into my own hands because I can't keep going like this. My head is constantly going 99mph and my body can't keep up. I have so much I want to do but I just fucking can't. I get a spark of interest in something and it's gone before I've even had the chance to capitalize on it. Everything feels like a mess and I don't know where to start. I feel like the voice in my head is constantly buzzing along, jumping from thought to thought, I've been telling my mother for the last 2 and a half years that my head is spinning, going to fast for me to keep up with, and it's exhausting. I'm constantly looking for the next thing that will keep my mind occupied, even if for just 10 minutes. My psychologist, who also has ADHD handed me multiple assessments, and also some that she had me bring to my mother and have her do to see if our answers coincided with each other. And in fact, they did. She seems very, very confident I have ADHD. After asking her if she has that type of power to diagnose someone like that (I wasn't quite sure if psychologists can do things like that) she very bluntly stated ""PRKER\_CS, you have ADHD :)"" Now that she has opened my mind to the idea, I also, truly think I have ADHD. I find myself relating to so many posts here, almost as if you guys take the words that I didn't know I could form right out of my mouth. I am not one to quickly jump to conclusions on diagnoses about myself, in fact I always try to stray on the line of doubting any mental diagnoses I was given since my father died because none if it felt right. &#x200B; Now to the point of what the title of the post was even about, my psychologist wants me to see a psychiatrist so I can start to see what next point of action I can take. I'm afraid the psychiatrist is just going to see it all as caused by trauma, just like they did before. I'm afraid they might try and push anti-depressants on me again. I'm just afraid they're going to see a young adult who's been through some shit and assume that is what his problem is. Because I feel like every time I try and find my voice to tell people how I feel that is what is assumed. &#x200B; Thanks for reading this big ramble, and please if you have any advice or were ever in the same position as me let me know",5.664511656694863,5.302177109923669,6.248710542603675,81.79286362698578,67.21374045801527,9.218485661233752,29.611099649267587,8.685302888712808,2.037395708685785,2537,78,526,35,37,829,265,655,0.08199999999999999,0.82,0.098,0.8148,2,0,1,0,0,1,72.0,1,3,3,5,34,32,3,5,22,0,57,18,9,3,8,110,119,42,6,15,19,7,12,9,2,4,8,2,0,2,36,29,0,4,26,1,0,13,11,16,1,3,28,21,82,16,83,83,16,77,0,2,7,1,34,30,3,20,37,361,118,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094095215717273,0.0951117035108675,0.0,0.0,0.048731969000335225,0.0,0.0,0.15567272979730418,0.04049401037703623,0.10545918087952033,0.11826903300735048,0.09928364605582596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454961403763509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833170885177907,0.0,0.12423354420248647,0.0,0.05107196432576113,0.0,0.0,0.054056954802099835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499933874506914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577719705786826,0.0,0.07771168168735171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383190861585678,0.19757986150141627,0.2020304976451592,0.0,0.0,0.04981171293979415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054742699498980495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857373552463314,0.04402118299090305,0.04100320377022894,0.0,0.043737862609250916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968559339470646,0.13906799989491156,0.0934539832921244,0.0,0.08895968429782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519846143266606,0.04499093261215584,0.02542597627507936,0.0,0.1382900459446166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048186991049445495,0.04303518289214835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983606777670527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032619793823824725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493799011678038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730263067230221,0.0,0.0,0.08023668227581003,0.0793385703862348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049764282007388964,0.03437423487610307,0.2139817435440672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086718297814793,0.0,0.0,0.08274818541725733,0.0,0.04604894569571424,0.0,0.04933968535610666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904388142276462,0.051626935152755064,0.14741636001173838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03577510942717402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351368576027048,0.0,0.0953646940476672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595468188702465,0.03701268581404802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03373887663338635,0.0,0.0,0.053420653643694915,0.09201020008517152,0.0,0.09321715054745014,0.0,0.0,0.04656678931196213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051762281192726335,0.04867916950044942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312099582789194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326830061452115,0.04430369844146776,0.0,0.0,0.0999098988699506,0.04025701792665129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123454369472136,0.037465464243785,0.0,0.0,0.1377841805348609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323270495860146,0.0,0.04586712886339433,0.05058260766006967,0.14636310113397571,0.0,0.08507245771403199,0.0448051141231296,0.0,0.0,0.06466305561961444,0.031183207618330093,0.0,0.1159061033644152,0.08513260751702917,0.0,0.0,0.046502448334715125,0.0,0.09912305801135644,0.05293463297762098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077273271177246,0.05740893513714875,0.07725761083455067,0.0,0.0,0.04375657836260754,0.045113869368891585,0.04391349529820955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03542942745620211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826903300735048,0.031339308287124036 adhd,trfk7,2019/01/26,"Difference between high stimulation tasks and low stimulation tasks Hi, I wanted to know the difference between high stimulation tasks from low stimulation tasks and how do u distinguish them and if possible give examples of low/high stimulation tasks one more thing is that people says that watching tv is a high stimulation task.. but if that's a high stimulation task why do I get bored really quick? And I also get bored from most videogames that I play. Sorry for my english by the way.",7.258901515151514,8.841660420454549,7.427727272727271,67.93242424242426,64.11363636363636,11.775757575757575,33.984848484848484,11.538034831475384,4.451698484848485,399,17,67,13,6,129,52,88,0.114,0.845,0.04,-0.5195,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,8,0,19,9,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,6,1,8,9,2,8,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,3,1,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344361594802668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225518651962721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129604482384494,0.14807855223311076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8154621526671075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483357964875407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460000838216346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701550451572334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402049782312362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988885545306934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275523623366807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279615356465444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255156974926773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104698748821052,0.12252574812994038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392881246596224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,razorpigeon,2019/01/26,"I can't figure out if I should continue taking Vyvanse (or any meds) or stop. TL;DR: I have taken meds in the past and they stop being great after a bit and make my life shit, but without them my work ethic and motivation is terrible, I'm at a crossroad and don't know if I should take them or not. Hi, some quick background first, I'm a sophomore in high school, I was diagnosed with ADD in 7th grade. When I was first diagnosed my parents believed in a more ""skills before pills"" approach and got me a counselor that was supposed to give me strategies to help me through my ADD. It didn't work and I eventually was put on 30mg Vyvanse that same year. The Vyvanse worked great for a bit but eventually I quit after I stopped noticing benefits. During the beginning of Freshman year I was diagnosed with Concerta (I forgot the amount sorry). The Concerta completely ruined me, I became a recluse, I was always anxious, it made my depression even worse than before, I couldn't sleep, I barely ate (and lost an unhealthy amount of weight) and overall felt awful. It made my work ethic really good and kept my grades up though. Eventually, I stopped taking it around January, and felt amazing, I was doing worse in school, but my mood was consistently great, one of the happiest periods of my life. In June a friend gave me a 50mg Vyvanse for free, I decided to take it but was skeptical due to my experience with Vyvanse. Eventually I took it and felt amazing, I got so much done that I had been putting off. After taking the Vyvanse I became more open about medication for my ADD again. In August I brought it up to my doctor and got a prescription for 40mg. I took it for the rest of the summer vacation and into about mid September of the school year. When I first started taking it, I felt on top of the world, my anxiety and depression weren't as bad, my work ethic improved and I began to get lots of things done while picking up new hobbies and staying motivated, my grades stayed good, I worked consistently and well at work, I practiced bass more and played better with my band, etc. The only problems that existed were some side effects such as insomnia and not being hungry (nowhere near as bad as the Concerta), but besides that, life was great. Slowly I could feel myself building a tolerance to it and becoming dependent on it, what used to last 12 hours and kept me very motivated, now only lasted 6 and made me feel like shit afterwards. I would take it before school, get home by the time it had worn off, and just do nothing. I upped my dosage to 50mg, but this only worked for a bit and I was becoming more and more dependent on it. As this continued, my depression began to creep back in and I became extremely nihilist about everyday life. Eventually, I decided Vyvanse wasn't helping me anymore, so I stopped taking it daily (I still take it on occasional weekends when I need to get things done). And I had a similar effect to when I stopped taking Concerta, my work ethic dropped a bit, but I felt extremely happy about life again. This lasted until about December when my grades kept dropping along with some personal things, and I began to feel worse, I blamed these on myself and my ADD. Around a week ago I decided I wanted to fully reevaluate my ADD and figure out solutions. But I don't know which path to take. I don't know if I should try ""skills before pills"" again, and try to help my ADD by doing things such as more fitness, gaining more hobbies, getting more consistent sleep and eating better, setting reminders for myself and studying more, etc. Or if I should do meds again, whether that means finding a new medication or Vyvanse. I just want to make the right choice, I don't want to spend my entire young adult life running through a slew of meds that make my mood and personality change like the weather. But I also don't want to spend my whole life struggling with ADD when there's a better way. If you guys have any ideas, recommendations or tips, please tell me, it would be greatly appreciated :).",7.954381921580364,7.0456038754863854,7.914552529182881,73.5303202633942,62.77431906614786,11.124294123515917,36.11164322059264,10.332018105238266,3.59524028733912,3192,126,592,62,39,1032,307,771,0.107,0.725,0.168,0.9956,1,0,0,0,0,0,97.0,0,1,3,26,32,35,3,1,35,1,46,23,4,15,0,143,108,73,0,19,26,1,9,2,1,6,16,0,1,4,34,54,3,10,24,3,3,7,13,13,1,4,48,9,94,21,91,49,25,106,0,5,0,0,18,36,2,17,59,406,128,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03985262059814673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035952956087108,0.03740871965879,0.0,0.0,0.061146064935258364,0.0,0.03439280408258998,0.05078982759310519,0.04458632949795869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004443627982644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03456998434067917,0.07507622893310834,0.0,0.09930532263829196,0.15302404097188713,0.05065235468703942,0.0,0.11928529075374708,0.19633029409118385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755968179460808,0.0,0.047137685949850086,0.0,0.0,0.03589536436855178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616697155971152,0.13689449835253634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046016494482492495,0.0,0.1380231585556279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600333420405808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028027482053976,0.02969438432339113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397762382550237,0.0,0.0,0.06819646020758617,0.03211805754195928,0.2158340103524836,0.0,0.04109086578294362,0.1147239460947529,0.0,0.0,0.03473449698257358,0.0,0.09395495379878496,0.043127881867305776,0.0,0.07541740005801258,0.10787123798488962,0.24783218031125145,0.0,0.04451556224205381,0.0,0.047858706500066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040334936855172,0.04750067428012302,0.04509661457194638,0.0,0.044274647455663126,0.0,0.0,0.050752194009943616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412334628405523,0.1099404940412225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222865240550076,0.0439284887474428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907704935457235,0.03822174738591939,0.0,0.12762125193883292,0.09002959188329061,0.0,0.0,0.04897252324920443,0.1997531436349318,0.09058106084272144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304935783990972,0.0333358427213285,0.0,0.0868415773752097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313848519153853,0.051185066015275636,0.0,0.0,0.030464754934418036,0.1025779250717376,0.0,0.0,0.049920621514395434,0.0,0.0429175694042934,0.0,0.07851131341197322,0.0,0.04935046535374956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301880575822156,0.0,0.09039056513505883,0.0,0.047818446432172826,0.0,0.0,0.02880129386404642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839395013896181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819998871354678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229763520986163,0.0,0.0,0.08998108574878826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032688384425522,0.03182155666389425,0.09583865151584137,0.035903576522566004,0.2255217811836236,0.0,0.046999941111080815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718316477242947,0.0,0.03929533888687434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947258853505267,0.0,0.044171080118827984,0.0,0.02621541489530475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990015040654396,0.06104716317867461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038829341709605225,0.0,0.03709512001015879,0.1060697491040866,0.035685627063213224,0.036062655687478413,0.05474682319722062,0.04042270839449676,0.0,0.0,0.05019408484656386,0.0,0.043337979669029664,0.0,0.29457012440508873,0.0,0.13744835695625882,0.06387385269994098,0.0,0.0,0.08685457827695822 adhd,foguniverse,2019/01/26,"Planner problems I got a planner for 2019. I spent like an hour organizing the following day in minute detail. Chopped it up into 20 minute segments, masterfully rotating projects and activities, sprinkling the day with short coffee breaks. I was really going to turn things around and get organized, and productive. Next day, I miss my alarm and oversleep, get overwhelmed with being behind on all my plans for the day and promptly start dismantling my kitchen instead. Now its two weeks later and I still have an enormous pile of kitchen rabble on the floor, a kitchen that doesnt work, and naturally havent opened the damned planner since. How do you guys go about using these planners?",7.814070247933882,9.309764322314056,6.497179752066118,75.42031508264462,62.80165289256199,9.355785123966943,36.61260330578513,9.516144504307137,3.6077842975206615,557,26,90,10,8,166,89,121,0.057,0.894,0.05,-0.2062,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,7,6,6,1,2,9,0,6,3,0,2,1,16,17,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,12,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,0,1,3,0,9,1,14,13,2,26,0,2,0,0,2,11,1,0,12,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226658471167848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571528562025968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567962151029214,0.0,0.2454910276779496,0.0,0.17273767322166372,0.0,0.0,0.2138525927993054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269523907583235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551614697478813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296955008804302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206662180306788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836130689106366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865958165241289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528706379688272,0.0,0.17248064594510595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434864659674509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492250220662264,0.21097953435626807,0.0,0.0,0.18653601084801624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324486165223066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572348627273524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leftwing_rightist,2019/01/26,"I finally finished college! And I did it all unmedicated! I always hated how in high school I had to take pills just to be on the same playing field as everyone else. So, in college, I decided that I'm more than medications and decided to power through on my own willpower alone. Five and a half years of undergrad later, I did it! And I was the only person in my major's graduating class to have a job in my field lined up before I graduated. I'm a little late to make this post, I know. I graduated in december but I've been lazy. I'm just happy it's finally over!",1.2785897435897446,3.4276287606837634,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,81.90598290598291,8.002564102564103,25.134615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.2198153846153854,443,18,90,12,12,162,75,117,0.079,0.861,0.06,0.3111,3,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,2,1,14,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,13,2,18,8,5,18,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,6,63,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382893794342146,0.0,0.0,0.1798241689798555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838971050914004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053552433891026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065061980638246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734846691069392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23005738243177146,0.0,0.21336784280456744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283363172093713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445980813823365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877060811056395,0.0,0.2437860167165105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660301336110616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425777993005262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771212888234645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436444319177876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887024177598081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697748229663204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187189160513867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624908399147923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917033696251174 adhd,EskimoJesus7904,2019/01/26,"First Psychiatrist Appointment: What to Expect? I’m 32 years old and finally going to see a psychiatrist next week for my ADHD. I had a doctor bring it up when I was a child to my parents, but they waved it off as a non-issue. After reading and studying and trying several other paths, I’m excited to say I finally made a real step towards solving this issue. My question is, what should I expect from this appointment? I know we’re doing a screening but I don’t know what all that entails. I’m genuinely ready to take this problem by the horns and get it under control but I’d like to have an idea what I’m in for. 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The purpose of the study is to learn more about how people experience their relationships with their therapists/counselors. Participation will take about 10-15 minutes. If you choose to participate in this study, you will have the option to enter your email address for a chance to win a $25 Amazon gift card. 40 gift cards will be given out, with odds of roughly one-in-ten. Link: https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716 To be eligible to participate, you must be At least of 18 years of age, live in the United States, and be currently seeing a counselor/therapist for outpatient counseling or psychotherapy. Your confidentiality will be protected by storing your data securely on a password-protected, encrypted website and computer. Only the researchers will have access to the data. The data will be anonymous as you will not be asked for any identifying information. IP addresses will be not tracked or recorded as a part of this research. Your individual identity will be kept private when information is presented or published about this study. Dissemination of research results will be based on all participants’ combined results, not your individual responses. If you agree to participate in the survey, there will be no direct benefit to you. However, possible benefits of participation include helping to provide information that could benefit scholars’ and therapists’ understanding of counseling/psychotherapy. There is no anticipated risk in participating in the study, other than potential discomfort in answering questions about your relationship with your therapist. You may access the study at the following link: https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716 Thank you for your time.",11.11441368078176,13.318065286644952,10.345034201954398,48.23390309446257,55.742671009771996,13.827296416938115,43.3630293159609,12.941063947141268,6.913246384364822,1621,86,200,59,20,519,163,307,0.028999999999999998,0.831,0.141,0.9866,2,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,20,2,3,8,9,0,2,19,0,33,0,0,3,2,35,41,12,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,13,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,3,10,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,3,2,23,7,53,13,4,24,0,0,1,0,34,14,0,8,6,155,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114167614790474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904271484964698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874900934407165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454867321853946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969075736055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133154336689395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078347251829324,0.11311606384389795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610603766002103,0.0,0.1031108345516235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767101964178388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661192835172078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790419115507395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851876007568787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182664489304583,0.0,0.0,0.1369308397436388,0.0,0.6907491753064501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672580995134377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483344464368107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095777410340874 adhd,aholo,2019/01/26,Anyone not diagnosed until late 30’s? What were your symptoms that finally led to your diagnoses?,4.984705882352942,8.388226588235298,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,77.23529411764707,10.458823529411768,32.029411764705884,10.125756701596842,4.896788235294119,80,4,11,3,2,26,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447402931560784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7105205537695956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834269353849587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948348547615013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638020811699503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whatatime9,2019/01/26,"How do you tell people that you haven't been paying attention to what they're saying? My friend is telling a story. I've been making eye contact and nodding, but I just realized that I've been thinking about something else and I haven't been paying attention at all. I want to hear the story, so I tell them: ""actually, I haven't been listening, can you go back to the part about \_\_\_\_?"". Usually, when this happens, people are hurt or annoyed when I tell them that I wan't actually listening. I've also tried ""sorry, I zoned out"", but seems to have the same effect. My question is: **how do you tell people that you weren't paying attention to them in a way that doesn't sound rude?**",2.4545575477154458,4.738191413533833,3.748872180451128,86.40716020821287,78.47368421052632,6.7990746096009245,23.012724117987275,7.882392219407189,1.2458101792943896,530,17,104,9,13,173,73,133,0.069,0.902,0.028999999999999998,-0.79,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,3,1,10,4,2,0,5,0,17,1,1,4,1,21,26,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,3,1,5,3,0,0,6,6,18,1,10,20,3,9,0,1,1,0,20,3,0,3,4,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.2992978133203885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226351095458246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791780921560514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810546969515507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847895989850073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715317040099266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560819226784326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728382440304625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641659128172825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236329233701252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606469042323924,0.0,0.31894378705447857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178873467573466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195123844377398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960541242461505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805744828151175,0.0,0.17166440774402214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6701796894470282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826142542096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411557711332542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889497114795995,0.0,0.09045066606875027,0.1217232533955074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Boill,2019/01/26,"Pros of having ADHD I think we spend a lot of time dwelling on the negatives of having ADHD. So can we please make list of the pros?! :)) I’ll start! 1. Great at multi tasking 2. Very observant, we will notice the smallest things that others overlook 3. High energy, fun to be around! 4. We are interesting people. The conversation is never boring & linear!",0.8343532338308499,3.2092164029850783,2.9666044776119413,83.73806592039804,101.38805970149254,5.218407960199006,17.52363184079602,6.816661863887847,0.7085333333333339,277,8,48,5,12,93,54,67,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,9,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796578431537869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129808099171553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146846148473572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658810962995624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480006948060896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205026645141285,0.0,0.0,0.16097698692228551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859983998946472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745636472474095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719082484040212,0.0,0.0,0.2647226000810195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069515268616506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602167986092049,0.15452637204046826,0.0,0.0,0.14062304668339842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989832628530744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ToadstoolEmbroidery,2019/01/26,"Medicating for Depression- what to expect? Hi everyone, &#x200B; I've known I have ADHD since I was diagnosed in 2016, but since moving to a new country for university, I have been presented with the stipulation I have to get rediagnosed here in order to get medication prescribed (I was previously taking 20 mg Vyvanse). So I have appointment in March, fingers crossed. &#x200B; In the meantime, I've been experiencing some of the worst depressive symptoms of my life. I won't go into details, but it got bad enough to the point that I thought I had two choices- drop out or get professional help. My anxiety (which I got a diagnosis for at the same time as ADHD) has also reached new levels lately... panic attacks about 4 times a week, etc. &#x200B; So I saw a doctor, and he went ahead and prescribed me 50 mg sertraline (zoloft) after listening to my history and symptoms. I don't have an '''official''' diagnosis from a pshychiatrist so it was all a bit surreal for me, especially how easy and quick it was to get the meds compared to getting ADHD meds, lol. &#x200B; So I've been told to start taking the sertraline and we will reassess after I see someone to get my rediagnosis (sigh) in March. But from reading posts on here, it seems like sertraline for our brains can really be a mixed bag. And I'm worrying about the future of then using it with vyvanse/sitmulats as well. I'm in such a bad place but I'm still hesitant to take it. However, if it can also help with my anxiety, I would be over the moon. I've never been medicated for that and I'm wondering if I'm about to experience a better quality of life or if my life/brain is about to enter an even bigger shitstorm. Oh, and I start my next semester on Monday. Maybe not the best timing, from what I've heard... &#x200B; **TL;DR: Just got prescribed sertraline (zoloft) 50 mg for anxiety and depression, but so skeptical of taking it. And scared. Would love to hear advice/anecdotes/experiences!** ",4.606666666666668,6.619763636856368,6.027596205962063,73.7553780487805,71.16802168021681,9.581246612466126,31.27018970189702,9.968508380846988,3.4776033604336045,1558,70,273,43,30,526,192,369,0.153,0.765,0.081,-0.9826,1,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,2,0,0,3,20,16,2,2,21,1,25,14,2,2,2,41,58,31,0,6,12,0,1,1,0,4,11,3,0,0,13,16,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,10,2,1,17,7,26,5,53,35,8,46,0,3,2,1,11,16,0,8,23,185,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325842408703104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317671037376412,0.0,0.3494809712667188,0.3919315149375592,0.0,0.0,0.1480491497211031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733890559917198,0.0,0.0,0.10772575014163202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676989126909949,0.057053555698965225,0.07042784549469096,0.0,0.0,0.1440282398398277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668623785168374,0.0654759512869192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602837485925835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665572768124957,0.07194532798841526,0.04260802482609175,0.0,0.0,0.0616417486832677,0.0,0.12620566012365392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222182216653006,0.0,0.03666232881399457,0.0,0.15478281469068492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270708001927233,0.0,0.08647893627085211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727697111071191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669525089266515,0.03151616343918163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058222490603012086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480862841835283,0.0,0.1433113886180596,0.19496009988596613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856356395690225,0.0,0.0,0.04975382995736414,0.12460767141836945,0.06860675976656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568819160326226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739886894978217,0.0,0.06098248407399755,0.0,0.0617824262247143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452712147237258,0.0,0.041326542777186975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458542770722525,0.0,0.05140585030574614,0.05872717551152061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672612176937513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054658829169683655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913205447584947,0.0,0.05151750119344703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410048291150675,0.19401295673004468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121346760798745,0.1128483119758328,0.0,0.0,0.0616417486832677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301656834269494,0.0,0.0,0.0557156375941564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051745761491222,0.0,0.05800193545194519,0.05980110504613971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995797907139772,0.0,0.06551269541042412,0.0,0.09165162920833407,0.0,0.3919315149375592,0.0 adhd,thestefman7,2019/01/26,"I’m struggling at first job out of college. I’m trying to make my way into web development but I’m in an entry level job that is actually much harder for me than doing real dev. This might make less sense if you don’t speak code, but the idea is simple. My current job is with a media company that puts out a series of e letters. It’s very large scale and customized with our own code so we don’t use mail chimp or anything like that. My job is essentially to take a story written by an editor, convert to html and put it into a template without any errors. Then send it out to the correct mailing lists. The job is easy..except that I have to do it extremely quick with a ton of repetition throughout the day. With my ADHD, I’m the type to be extremely forgetful and make careless mistakes even when I’m really trying to focus. As a kid, I was good at math, but never got good grades on my tests because I would make silly little mistakes out of pure forgetfulness. At this job, I have to implement and then proofread my code very quickly. I’ll get in trouble for something as small as a period inside of an <\a> tag (linking a period). Or something more important like forgetting to add a query string to a url, which is very hard to see when quickly skimming a large sheet of code. I don’t get how my coworkers do it. My job requires base level coding knowledge but extreme attention to detail and strong proofreading skills, which I lack. Doing actual front end design and programming makes sense to me. I’m still learning, but it’s the type of thing that makes sense to my ADHD brain. The problem is that people at my company start out in my current position and then move on to become real developers. Im fucked.",5.206537433155077,5.8905973382352945,6.263155080213902,77.68510695187167,68.26470588235293,9.122994652406415,30.45454545454545,9.218907990703514,2.62479411764706,1365,51,255,25,22,456,182,340,0.095,0.8340000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.8375,9,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,2,1,0,4,9,13,1,1,21,0,20,2,1,8,3,57,41,25,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,17,20,0,1,5,0,0,5,5,7,0,1,3,3,22,6,50,35,6,45,0,0,1,1,9,20,1,4,21,165,39,16,0.0,0.0,0.17650714147943067,0.0,0.21737565608368534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150033399255447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442203333462477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512962103108897,0.09988067941836938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095772077874302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832445235120012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010043366214722,0.0,0.0,0.05973285625249735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692575702940782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360764815370306,0.0944993115255796,0.0,0.0,0.15170870921387358,0.07233081606897915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101388422968664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209248578044304,0.09768759466455837,0.0,0.6282141182834649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836600466821155,0.09064173991219084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622048271396158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593947888822743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612033241889688,0.0664816794848847,0.0,0.06975067220282202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269770291232453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653609761781714,0.0,0.1818285428986414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587445397707535,0.05793632652999048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206666536136136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924580667897488,0.0,0.0,0.06401184982433816,0.0,0.07222319048668041,0.0,0.0,0.09454450025598032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799744944044589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008239537278842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280171843475632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810862355182423,0.0,0.22386025388886452,0.0,0.07178476604978869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717814390933865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424392605798679,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aroomforoneselbow,2019/01/26,"Insurance with potentially seeking diagnosis A few months ago, I saw a symptom list for ADHD and identified with pretty much every point. My life has been defined by my inability to be on time, finish simple tasks in a reasonable amount of time, or finish anything long at all. I interest-hop like there's no tomorrow. Everything suddenly clicked as to Why My Brain's Like That. I'm turning 26 soon, which means I'll no longer be on my parents' health insurance. If I wanted to seek diagnosis, is that something I should be taking into account when looking at plans? What's usually covered? Usually my only medical interaction during the year is annual well visits/checkups. If I end up needing medication, what would I need to look for on the insurance coverage?",5.693505559189013,7.830623582733812,7.080627861347287,66.80477436232836,68.56834532374101,10.809941137998694,35.65794637017659,10.832165505486646,4.772979856115106,614,32,95,20,11,209,101,139,0.053,0.866,0.081,0.5775,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,9,6,1,1,1,15,19,6,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,11,3,19,12,4,25,0,0,4,0,2,9,0,3,18,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347241922870004,0.0,0.14270329254658998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247675560896874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971225325580492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425847306095536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563661879110933,0.0,0.1446827382248662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111929116462818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370830967874918,0.15729806187820514,0.0,0.0,0.14246646274955427,0.2703733371536306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535961768850125,0.0,0.3243504550167637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849651401902926,0.0,0.11834233507155853,0.2387363463054209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224361780198304,0.0,0.0,0.1787545448493705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218265021168156,0.0,0.0,0.1637793944306962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551916389462065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393394720916535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732482444775582,0.12104051835095668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774303746584114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510521066273196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546039787042014,0.0,0.09495299311287804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474464903353487,0.0,0.1452637226819109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435896750465326,0.0,0.0,0.10366891902246993 adhd,factbearseatbeats,2019/01/26,It all makes sense now Has anyone else experienced that so many problems just suddenly made sense and everything clicked after their diagnosis. I've always been pretty sure that I have ADHD. There was suspicion when I was growing up but my parents didn't want me on medications so there was no follow through. Diagnosed as an adult and now I'm doing some more research and all of these issues in my life make so much more sense. The biggest pieces for me were the emotional dysregulation and anxiety. I work in mental health and since the emotional aspect of ADHD didn't make it into the DSM I had no idea that it could be impacting me this way. Just wondering if anyone else has had this experience? It feels really liberating to know what it actually is. ,4.752934272300472,6.998784739436622,5.810915492957751,74.47768779342726,71.32394366197184,9.522065727699527,28.030516431924877,9.928628108626363,3.0568431924882615,611,23,107,17,12,202,97,142,0.09300000000000001,0.846,0.061,-0.6872,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,0,5,0,16,4,0,4,3,25,26,12,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,3,10,1,12,14,7,14,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,5,81,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.14333466475951534,0.0,0.35304482901351264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221675549122832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236356030249606,0.0,0.0,0.20540521583218807,0.3009938770441033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727252390122947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908111964135815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454004504598159,0.3304427028739437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200716872575158,0.14367779884451926,0.0,0.0,0.07426744511778917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561276308296865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581076664833638,0.0,0.15330559948003386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072195441436683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374639162519578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898235033577994,0.2941326171688365,0.1489142765815327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479671513236313,0.1480214977073733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079744327820977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630939644351454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943077812649908,0.0,0.1405452769523433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409572746994764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150147814299145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843360094956375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663421729954897,0.11658729828544373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928617519596489,0.1069311148066581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tshirtguy2000,2019/01/26,"Attention to Detail I'm sick of making careless mistakes. Has anyone found a surefire way(medication, supplement, method, technique) to address this?",8.569848484848489,13.038279318181814,7.115454545454547,57.1098484848485,74.0,8.387878787878789,43.6969696969697,8.841846274778883,6.071133333333334,123,8,11,3,3,37,21,22,0.316,0.608,0.076,-0.743,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495878756460686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481869502055811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337312098841022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553495543153576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968497661541454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abc219-,2019/01/26,"Does Adderall XR kick in faster than Vyvanse? I’ve been on Vyvanse 30 mg for about 6 months but it seems like it takes 1.5 to 2 hours before it kicks in. My son takes 20 mg and says the same. By this time, I feel like I’ve wasted a good chunk of my morning. I tried waking up and taking it at 4 am and going back to sleep, but this just screwed up my dad because I was tired from waking up. I’m wondering if Adderall XR kicks in faster and actually lasts 12 hours like I’ve read. 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My wife and I have been married for 5 years, together for 8. She's always been very open about her ADHD diagnoses and taking of vyvanse to keep her, in her words, level. She's the greatest thing to ever happen to me. I try to be the most supportive husband I can be, but there is a certain thing I just don't understand and I'm hoping you guys can help, because she just shuts down when I ask about it. She is scared to show who she really is to the people around her, other than me. She doesn't want her brothers, parents, teachers, friends or coworkers to know any of her interests or hobbies for fear of them making fun of/ judging her. She says it's common in ADHD people, but then just stops the conversation. If I bring up something she likes in front of anyone(musical interest, tv show, comedian), she gets very upset and it makes me feel like I can't share anything about my wife with anyone. How do I handle this? How can I help her be more secure in who she is and what she likes? Or should I just let her live two separate lives? Help, please. 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Hello! I struggle a lot with skin picking, especially when I'm sitting in with my iPad or watching a show. I need something to stim with, that doesn't require me to look at it (embroidery is nice, but I can't really do it without looking at it you know). If you have anything that can be used one-handed that would be amazing! It doesn't have to be specifically a fidget toy, just something that can keep my hands busy without too much thinking required. Even jewelry would be great! Anything really!",4.055975056689341,6.501362806122451,4.9117687074829925,79.24196145124719,74.0,7.212698412698412,31.29705215419501,8.167268648758528,2.5722548752834458,417,20,72,7,9,135,66,98,0.017,0.8420000000000001,0.141,0.9357,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,0,15,2,2,2,0,20,23,4,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,11,17,2,5,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,3,1,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466436490730188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391121307302841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322086377758103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720820471160504,0.0,0.0,0.11575091692012815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537345090169124,0.0,0.0,0.17906108647288813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482949699535695,0.15617162020094855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272115983103312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26985636836797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32429021609961195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201851326821398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349564104080845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819075418857044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060591812678437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992359649646493,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,curious_woman,2019/01/26,"If someone without bonafide ADHD takes Concerta, or Ritalin - will it have an effect on them? Conversely, if someone takes Ritalin or Concerta, and it has no affect on this person whatsoever - is that a sign that they may have undiagnosed ADHD? 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Had ADD my entire life but had a parent growing up that thought it was merely outlandish behavior and poor attention so it was never addressed. I started on adderall a month and a half ago at 10mg which has been bumped up to 20mg. I was 6’2” 245 when I started the meds and am now down to 229. Ina short time. I try to eat but just am not eating as much. Not a bad side effect I guess, but curious when my appetite will return.",1.2632352941176492,3.2614551274509798,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,81.05882352941177,5.2564705882352944,22.945098039215694,6.2581,0.3917145098039212,381,13,83,3,10,124,75,102,0.057999999999999996,0.855,0.087,0.4543,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,0,10,4,0,1,2,16,14,10,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,4,3,0,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,7,1,8,0,11,6,2,21,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,1,10,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795769715410346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529944735974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031930464815343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708644322706716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367224597690645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731171409339341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962589915630284,0.0,0.18075001892205844,0.0,0.1896377380681667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27302053271460897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480701196670484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520117675621426,0.1433745478907281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693631315218266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994154796215322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weerwongsandwentleys,2019/01/26,"Adderall headaches A few months ago i was prescribed adderall xr and it has literally changed my life. I haven’t been taking it on the weekends so I don’t build up a tolerance. I have noticed that on the first day I don’t take it, I get a mild headache that lasts all day and doesn’t go away with Advil. It’s nothing bad, like it’s no migraine or anything, but it’s still annoying. Has anyone else had this same problem and if so what solutions seemed to work.",3.4520300751879702,4.610087105263163,3.9870676691729336,90.64947368421049,72.6842105263158,7.112781954887217,30.413533834586467,7.447530270364453,1.6396165413533836,365,16,80,4,7,115,67,95,0.11599999999999999,0.816,0.068,-0.6443,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,5,0,10,3,0,0,1,11,15,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,7,1,6,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,9,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438185510216586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612163253679842,0.2362409670013308,0.1897352512762628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662329499091387,0.0,0.19251204454214896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439070717899723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973905475720677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260737224463365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611836959580728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046063386310245,0.0,0.1310353349756996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879411507176902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285479373285594,0.1126423543456323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403468792282052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123322123900574,0.2624996446586336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206194522011916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989760782439384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412941142510086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467121920122426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785397904126653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lightning-117,2019/01/26,"Vyvanse, some thoughts from a late diagnosed I have been on Vyvanse for almost 4 months now. Started at 30mg, titrated up to 50. It helps my brain function much better. I'm 35 years old and got diagnosed as an adult. One of the major issues for me was that I never knew how it felt to have a normal, stable self-esteem – for the most part it was very low. This was not good for me socially. There have been periods of my life with improved self-esteem, mostly when I've been able to do something I really want, and these periods were good for me socially. Vyvanse improves my self-esteem by a lot. I've noticed that my anxiety and my self-esteem directly oppose each other, like on a seesaw or a scale. I've also learned that if I let anxiety get out of control, the anxiety is actually stronger on Vyvanse. And when anxiety takes over, the positive effects from the medication are reduced. This is a double whammy. However – Vyvanse gives me back my confidence, and that really makes it easier to stay not anxious. Vyvanse also gives me a power to control my emotions and my thinking that I've never experienced before. So when I noticed that anxiety is this double whammy for me, it just gave me motivation to use my new-experienced control to actively fight anxiety. It seems so obvious, but I never knew this was possible. I've tried. I've tried many different medications for anxiety, and none of them have helped me except when I was prescribed benzodiazepines for a very short period. I was always told SSRI's helps with anxiety, but I always told my doctors that: For me? It didn't. Just wanted to share this today. I've been lurking here for a while, and between here and addforums, I've learned a lot. Thank you!",4.990040650406503,6.485848573170736,6.2528048780487815,74.57491869918701,69.36585365853661,9.491056910569103,31.959349593495933,9.827888789773867,3.3666520325203244,1364,60,237,33,24,459,165,328,0.066,0.823,0.111,0.9353,3,0,1,0,1,0,44.0,0,1,1,7,16,8,1,0,16,0,22,7,1,8,4,52,43,24,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,21,13,0,4,10,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,20,2,30,6,37,22,12,29,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,9,20,173,51,4,0.08107040023352706,0.0,0.07911301608209477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118029523882626,0.0,0.0,0.12966393955364544,0.13491413481730166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496149074233638,0.09158647649190008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233813360242192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898493948161112,0.0,0.0,0.07170018089036002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905013782517248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727820422538598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456949943702295,0.0,0.08470131328892264,0.0,0.08297898988600964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119328848516284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778402977606631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235593806464368,0.15554023023782246,0.0,0.1359960107135914,0.06483940498875553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301934115751712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461643509257201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145094264149976,0.0,0.0,0.08289997692644546,0.05726242122151087,0.03960690253001107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784631034719486,0.0,0.0,0.05411512167785409,0.08219266133432816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333979839320173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470962000966726,0.0,0.05959607225144802,0.0,0.18757947147521548,0.07829829772717982,0.0,0.0,0.07943177935306396,0.0,0.1845983759937308,0.0850697475358886,0.0,0.05493540131668696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877913432000798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139469521183242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387154863167447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380344758131031,0.3382964329635351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652821272036819,0.0,0.06241195484116871,0.0,0.0,0.05738204655235048,0.08641025988895633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095485163981677,0.0,0.0,0.07463873238325222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519466389903564,0.0,0.06436084213383902,0.0,0.0,0.07684526010829562,0.15493248323762454,0.0,0.11008296031546032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001879628678796,0.0,0.1337831411436342,0.09563484503875276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220667975291175 adhd,Freddy_Pharkas,2019/01/26,"My 5 y.o daughter is diagnosed with ADHD: kids, how does Adderall make you feel? I am a dad to a 5-year-old girl who has been diagnosed with ADHD. She is very oppositional; she's incredibly controlling over insignificant things. For example, if I don't say the ""right"" answer to a question, or play with her the ""right"" way, or follow what seems to be a script in her mind as to how an event should play out, she gets incredibly upset and angry. I feel that when she has a meltdown, there is also no ""right"" answer--I can give her what I think she wants, but she remains locked in to her incredibly uspet state, until she breaks down. Then I would need to ""start over""--meaning that the event didn't play out the way she wanted to, and so it has to start over from the beginning, the way she wants it. She's also incredibly persistent/resilient/stubborn in what she wants; she can complain for literally 45 minutes over wanting a certain snack or unreasonable thing (i.e. going to the park in freezing temperatures, or going to a second restaurant). She seems in anguish when she has these episodes. Those are the behaviors I wish I could change. I love her to death. She's incredibly charming and lovely; she has a fantastic, funny personality. I adore her. My question to you: the psychiatrist has mentioned Adderall. The idea of giving a medication to my 5-year-old scares me. On the other hand I want to help her; especially as school will only become more difficult, and I want her to able to keep up with her peers. **How does Adderall make you feel?** As my girl is only 5 I don't think she'd be able to tell me clearly. I am scared of taking a part of her personality away, or by dulling some part of her. It really scares me; I don't want to do the wrong thing. Does the drug have any side effects you don't like? Does it Do you feel that it would have helped you at a young age--do you think your parents could have helped you sooner? Did you have any of the behaviors above, and this treatment helped you? I'm really struggling with this; I am thankful for any help. Thanks.",4.391194029850748,5.861629910447763,5.0170945273631835,82.95937313432839,70.7910447761194,8.046567164179105,26.58407960199005,8.548686976883017,1.731425273631841,1632,53,325,27,30,524,186,402,0.113,0.718,0.16899999999999998,0.9819,1,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,11,0,2,9,21,0,6,26,0,38,8,1,7,2,59,75,25,1,16,7,3,6,1,0,4,4,1,0,5,20,12,1,2,14,3,0,3,6,10,0,1,3,7,61,11,52,63,4,37,0,1,0,2,63,19,0,11,11,224,81,1,0.15516794465061154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648171576848133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408774927645976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582792849469445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289269590782038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568540197016611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207355545256151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701702206190079,0.12388897767294292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749219756079558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715770280441536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997277661633774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691515018084873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053442337960336,0.1488512315651843,0.08818551879163025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600145062485226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758286120170189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896019937093054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037903609960330084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004512820821047,0.0,0.10357580795312,0.0,0.0,0.08451169038311603,0.0,0.07815768986988665,0.0,0.0,0.07833769534417066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752753241627046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282265585302114,0.0,0.0,0.1180122140421669,0.0,0.0,0.08614781982314633,0.16803176305079118,0.0,0.0,0.13548666416228114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382360986106862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994045586454838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987688653625651,0.0,0.06169788878571606,0.23302527279310195,0.07851912200380949,0.0,0.14125906910948086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109828669868731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110761316079163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058333491744141076,0.0,0.06781181146432133,0.1428577959634482,0.0,0.0,0.15463003141829865,0.14913803028767114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401490241926629,0.3660882960710011,0.18474763798550747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921773928831307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022685589397037,0.08482589440170482,0.0,0.09992306897409256 adhd,absent-minded-alpaca,2019/01/26,"Vyvanse making me sleepy: Ways to deal with it 'til next psych appointment? **TL;DR:** 20mg Vyvanse is making me sleepy during the day and interfering with college work. Anyone else have this? Can I also take caffeine tablets to get me through the next month? &#x200B; Hey there, I (25F) was recently diagnosed with ADHD - leaning towards Inattentive type. I was prescribed 20mg Vyvanse (or Tyvense here in Ireland) - my psychiatrist didn’t want to give me 30mg because I’m a woman. So I’ve been taking it for a week and have been a bit more sleepy and spacey during the day - like a kind of bad day for me before meds. I’m a light sleeper but I’m now falling into a REAL deep sleep at night. I tried 30mg yesterday (I know, sorry, I won’t meddle again) and was a little bit more focused than me on a normal day and less sleepy than the previous few days. **So I’ve two quick questions:** **1)** Has anyone else had this lethargic reaction to a low-dose stimulant? **2)** I used to take Guarana (natural caffeine) tablets before meds. Could I try supplementing my Vyvanse with this to see if it gives me the boost I need to get through to my Psych appointment next month? Or is that a real bad idea? &#x200B; P.S. I've got the long time lurker, first time poster nerves SO just wanna say thank you guys so much for existing. I was in a rough place when a friend suggested I might have ADHD and recommended this group. You’ve made me feel much less alone. Thank you, you beautiful people <3",1.3957236842105267,4.059716569444446,2.484539473684208,90.74861842105264,88.16666666666669,5.392690058479532,22.16228070175439,6.950104931194217,0.8370958333333336,1164,42,228,17,38,369,164,288,0.061,0.8370000000000001,0.102,0.9264,0,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,3,0,2,12,7,0,0,18,0,18,2,1,5,0,33,40,17,0,6,5,0,2,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,8,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,10,5,25,5,28,27,9,34,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,5,24,128,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161903211864536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315481639284193,0.0,0.07192815193926941,0.0,0.19490848514238346,0.2185835113687456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257818156074279,0.184316431245138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501988984895836,0.054829002899065234,0.0,0.15307136974661284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639101704819015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181293287709498,0.0,0.0,0.2900320650895627,0.09272827284811304,0.0,0.09129122561618867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502732736589024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547836845132669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650628602724638,0.0,0.0,0.06949048001625989,0.0,0.09398401310746916,0.17256488352471167,0.0,0.0,0.07193640097219937,0.0,0.0,0.08905866090261756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153578229155692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366279289977583,0.049430847919237735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439420753808552,0.09014747657378663,0.0,0.07959757381158326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510714926004613,0.12007658282344108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998149252443822,0.0,0.0,0.09541632733392157,0.0,0.0,0.14358482076081197,0.0,0.132238318676484,0.06669230631478179,0.0,0.0,0.28696926405233986,0.08440631304679846,0.08812598342733415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235581653655834,0.0,0.0939722941115898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075781931432852,0.0,0.0,0.2047518343648148,0.0,0.0,0.08880880911449454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715270467034414,0.0,0.0,0.0716736906607028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900089159806259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068489887198964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287999170519272,0.0,0.0,0.16561662716397385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048940922227318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221320888868887,0.0,0.0878621790910924,0.0,0.0,0.07768270245772034,0.0,0.0,0.053051277697681976,0.07139332852720026,0.07214761899794472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548027376430472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185835113687456,0.0 adhd,jen1982h,2019/01/26,"using adhd meds as and when required? my 7 year old son recently started Medkinet slow release - a low dose. I see a lot of benefits (& some side effects) but also I am not completely happy with him being medicated all the time. Th Dr said we could take break from meds at the weekend - I am also wanting to know if you can just give the meds at stressful times or times when he needs to concentrate a lot more, for example exams, transition times, or when events come up. So he wouldn't be on them every school week, just maybe 4-5 weeks out of the whole year in total - as and when we think he needs them most. Does anyone have experience of medicating in this way, would it be too unsettling to not have a 'medication routine' as such? Thanks! 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I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD a few years ago and treatment for ADHD (rather than Depression, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder or Bipolar Disorder which innumerable other psychiatrists diagnosed me with and treated) has been absolutely profound. My psychiatrist in Sydney has given me a referral but he wasn't able to recommend a psychiatrist in Brisbane. If there are any other Brisbane redditors here who can recommend a psychiatrist in Brisbane (preferably inner north) I'd really appreciate it. I don't want to end up with a psychiatrist who doesn't believe in (Adult) ADHD or who wants to ""just"" try a billion other things instead of the medication that I have been taking for 3 years that works really well. &#x200B; PM me if you'd prefer. Thanks!",8.155107913669069,10.327740374100724,9.016611510791368,55.175420863309355,62.52517985611511,12.754244604316547,39.79928057553957,12.161744961471696,6.194691510791367,668,36,89,25,10,226,87,139,0.062,0.799,0.139,0.9292,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,8,0,13,4,0,0,0,16,18,7,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,0,8,3,16,12,1,12,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,4,4,71,20,1,0.1529586990625412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514798956793115,0.0,0.135588657719149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657306865287939,0.18586156152490246,0.10401716053981587,0.0,0.11701298611647384,0.0,0.0,0.1069522788514259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723320745097826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317431033699894,0.3104997195863169,0.0,0.0,0.3506078416917851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547600682222524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540897972342163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335576361293529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959785187015991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500590575005908,0.0,0.0,0.14082381944745867,0.0,0.0,0.10161896301025994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384891619076196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804380074606538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375282400585037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135575464684347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586156152490246,0.19700077449667414 adhd,jimmyconfession,2019/01/26,"Jimmy has ADHD https://youtu.be/-nkevKxfbkg At 2:50 Jimmy says he forgot he had seen the phrase. It happens to me a lot. I see a thing and one minute later I forget it. 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It’s almost painful sometimes to have to make direct eye contact while trying to explain something complex. I’ve only recently began to notice and think I probably should knock this bad habit...like uhh..when I’m talking to my boss or apologizing to my boyfriend for not listening to him again for the millionth time. Thoughts on direct eye contact during conversation ...creepy or necessary? 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Hi! I'm Japanese and plan to move to Toronto. I'm wondering how long you can talk with a counselor specialized in ADHD in each session. And I also wanna know what is a common way of having diagnosed and medicine in Canada. In Japan, we don't have enough doctors specialized in ADHD for adults. We can have 20 min to talk with only doctors, they always recommend us buying pills. &#x200B; My psychotherapist diagnosed that I have a high possibility of having ADD two years ago. I still can't accept it because of having diagnosed through 10 questions which is ASRAS-v1.1. I have to wait for over 7 months to have an appointment, if I want to need more specific result of having ADD. It's really hard to find a good doctor so I still keep going to see the same psychotherapist so far. She prescribed Concerta which makes me feeling lazy and throw up so I stop using it. &#x200B; My biggest problem is having depression. I cry at least once a week, think about committing suicide sometimes. I talked about my depression, my psychotherapist just gave me advice to go to bathroom and cry alone, try hide my emotion from my fiance. I pay $20 for only 20 min talk. I still wanna know how to concentrate on listening to others talk. I can listen to a group conversation with my friends but I can't catch some phrases even in very simple lesson like cooking. I can't understand a conversation if people talk too much. &#x200B;",4.621375753728973,6.801525850364968,5.464116153602031,77.10603459219297,71.51824817518249,8.268867026340843,29.06632814979372,8.964715089967882,2.6735397016820057,1169,47,198,24,23,381,163,274,0.094,0.857,0.05,-0.8135,0,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,3,1,1,2,14,9,0,0,9,0,21,8,0,5,1,43,41,14,1,7,4,0,2,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,9,13,1,3,10,1,2,5,4,3,0,1,1,5,29,6,40,40,7,32,0,2,1,0,23,14,0,5,13,136,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29800910193005553,0.08077041974275738,0.07326949619625292,0.0,0.0,0.08560661742035941,0.0,0.06609991864351597,0.06877635652582073,0.2686730020893683,0.3013080121359271,0.05620886788556745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050386288723131695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815873192939491,0.0,0.0,0.14238286555272464,0.251682092062863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380554529505656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297679787386154,0.0,0.08540567267349705,0.0,0.054593463279901736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179332255346517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554602405052717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385976772282281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395054147813156,0.06932787384800995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404347944052475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733052986856203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346838982313432,0.0,0.0,0.09085107674392484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038151307090676,0.0,0.07298670193602817,0.07314789844189556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517347618163677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597517602528506,0.08785017438612107,0.0607616202446791,0.06128832595723576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880258695638902,0.0,0.12572712121241206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573032156240657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318214360518737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909056362070037,0.0,0.0,0.09259356009867263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295150631366625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586607599140143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174882986622398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802740125759952,0.06910405991124086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041217357772008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986142412489743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052962583473658106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056117951883444456,0.0,0.0807428348036357,0.08604773982109136,0.09942490856703656,0.07138818632236263,0.0,0.06819980000537951,0.048752610003272814,0.06560843119286848,0.06630160260636292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963683196203229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013080121359271,0.05322770997387207 adhd,DirtyRavers,2019/01/26,"As a 25 year old guy, this brought me to tears hearing this kid echo the same things I always say [https://youtu.be/KZWOXgc7PA4](https://youtu.be/KZWOXgc7PA4) Before he even said he has ADHD I told my girlfriend he sounds like me. I was stoked to be correct, but couldn’t help smiling and tearing up at listening to his story. I hope he’s happy. 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Living with myself is exhausting -_-,-0.3189473684210533,1.5094910526315817,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,85.84210526315789,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,0.004978947368420972,66,1,14,1,2,25,19,19,0.152,0.848,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9124928142248978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090927327488552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PotatoWedgeAntilles,2019/01/26,"Kid opens up about his struggles with ADHD in VR Chat and it really hit home for me. I don't know if this breaks rules #4 but I know this kid's story resonates with a lot of us and I hope he's doing well. 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[Hal fixes a lightbulb](https://youtu.be/AbSehcT19u0). I can never start and complete one task all the way through, there are always five tasks that must be done simultaneously.",8.844375000000003,10.156786354166666,7.366666666666667,70.74500000000002,60.45833333333334,9.733333333333334,30.583333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.715408333333333,227,7,38,4,3,68,46,48,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,4,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,6,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061575579326005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275467506111913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857806134139891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376532829306157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245561368637432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975807460476215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837798672610499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932729745389676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604315295121987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920555564215819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,maujood,2019/01/26,"I thought I didn't have ADD, but after the last two days I'm going to get myself tested If I look at my younger years, I feel like I was a textbook example of ADD. Locked myself out of my home several times, locked the car keys inside several times, getting lost during conversations, forgetting something every day, walking out of a class with zero clue of what the teacher talked about. Recently I haven't been having too many problems. I forget things occasionally, but I'm able to hold conversations without getting lost in the middle of them and even if I do, I'm by now a pro at pretending I'm present. I can mostly focus on meetings at work too as long as I'm directly involved even though I have to snap back in a few times and keep impulsively opening up reddit. However, two days ago, my wife left on a business trip. That's when I discovered that I'm living normally probably because she's been babysitting me. She gave me her hairbrush to pack before leaving and I just put it back in the drawer instead of packing it. She reached there and realized she had made the mistake of asking me to pack it. The next day I took my dog for a walk and forgot the keys - knowing fully well that the airbnb guest staying in our home might leave, leaving me locked out with my dog. I had to rush back after realizing it. I have locked me and my wife out once like this in the past. Then I left for work - on time thankfully because I had an early meeting. Just when I was turning for the parking lot I realized I forgot my access card at home. EVEN THOUGH I HAD DONE THE MORNING CHECKLIST RITUAL. I had to turn back and miss the meeting. I'm the evening, I reminded myself to take the keys and take my dog for a walk. I put the leash on him and LEFT WITHOUT THE KEYS. Had to rush back again after realizing it. For the night walk, I finally remembered to take the keys. Finally when my wife was about to come, we decided I'll go pick her up instead of her taking an Uber home. Can't screw that up, right? I WENT TO THE WRONG AIRPORT. I have traveled with Southwest multiple times and I should have remembered they land at DAL. I remember she mentioned she's leaving for DAL when she left. But I still ended up at DFW. I always say I don't have ADD because I was never diagnosed and I think I've learned to cope with whatever I have, but now I'm feeling like I have it and the only reason I haven't burned the house down is that I have a 24/7 babysitter. I think I should get myself tested. Rant over, and thank you for listening.",4.098648915187379,5.177029155818541,5.077253451676532,83.74515039447735,71.05128205128204,8.157988165680473,29.07347140039448,8.515128840125781,2.058924654832347,1990,76,401,32,36,652,229,507,0.055999999999999994,0.888,0.055999999999999994,-0.2193,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,2,1,2,4,29,13,1,0,32,0,34,2,0,3,1,70,76,28,0,7,10,3,2,3,1,3,1,2,4,0,14,27,0,4,16,2,0,16,8,7,1,3,23,5,74,6,67,50,3,90,1,3,1,1,32,33,1,5,43,275,88,7,0.0699415892307822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199899881907569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819700514390538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653859445102489,0.0,0.0,0.26890382440909083,0.0,0.12790723086217184,0.0,0.059515140993936365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060248486070770775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042615572217216,0.0,0.0,0.0709892408103567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715745289842028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619474882949446,0.0,0.0,0.1847830402083741,0.0,0.05892880548294226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072913804940424,0.09993257064292227,0.0,0.15323518456889804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461663745617789,0.0,0.0794988339288197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806284667483508,0.0,0.0,0.0807032034347988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216729813022575,0.0,0.0,0.03843806831065948,0.05701173020265009,0.0,0.2962321769085931,0.303966965382292,0.0,0.0,0.10250978283608048,0.0,0.06175970468009656,0.06189610553578339,0.058733319714486365,0.0,0.1526990134806516,0.059461838029111286,0.0,0.06618042284704538,0.0,0.0709097937135011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419697339616423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053943265376985565,0.0,0.07438367361696686,0.06563544351989703,0.06852790744068125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448550988424624,0.0,0.05319373029872671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676716097656381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540886271785836,0.06692465507590871,0.0,0.14062123034701274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191160248448103,0.06905888154920205,0.0,0.23769055890149754,0.05972973504873703,0.0,0.05562035900615416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580281754978201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384445242674285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454842809545091,0.055855443506936615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103494830534825,0.056216400083390114,0.0,0.12878563682967506,0.0,0.0,0.04646608406374852,0.08963149252298132,0.13743451261279746,0.055525809297911566,0.20391751567915226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777076791202136,0.0,0.15215272970030902,0.1366455395361499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288588836566472,0.06483655393173282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484239229408393,0.0,0.10183661992063364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764701482092405,0.0,0.04504009033954523 adhd,maddielovescolours,2019/01/26,"How do you improve listening skills? I keep mishearing stuff and missing words, and my girlfriend has zero patience for it. She wants me to completely stop, and I do t even know if I can. Are there methods to improve hearing?",2.731428571428569,5.5962692857142855,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,82.33333333333334,6.217142857142857,32.20952380952381,7.554174236665415,2.5861466666666675,178,10,31,3,5,56,35,42,0.105,0.758,0.13699999999999998,0.3542,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,11,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192155465429536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26408482517853665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506389722241583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553884607598013,0.0,0.0,0.21973684464925552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342768984488579,0.0,0.0,0.4577112185705873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583088003965244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rebstrike,2019/01/26,"Need Your Guys' Help with Making a Game About ADHD I am trying to make a game in Unity3D that accurately represents ADHD. The basic premise is that you're a brain mechanic and you're trying to fix a person with ADHD's brain. You go inside and its like its own little world. If you have any good ideas for a level/analogy, tell me in the comments! Also leave your name so I can credit you if I use your idea.",4.912857142857142,4.8374807619047635,6.133428571428571,81.01157142857146,68.76190476190476,8.624761904761906,25.13333333333333,8.238735603445708,1.4058647619047622,320,7,65,4,5,108,58,84,0.015,0.843,0.142,0.877,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,4,2,2,3,0,13,9,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,8,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,1,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055293380603203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430945472076036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142116745543434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749752107273437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544978462606493,0.14086838720170305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662967817397973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257326128438956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791899329135846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783466805659198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820518256702086,0.16832989721883276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242156920334244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453270456289785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466473531164521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679559383591473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805388182578784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450547682240015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bon-does-things,2019/01/26,"My mom is denying that I have ADHD now She's saying that I have ADD instead, despite my diagnosis, because I'm quiet and withdrawn. This is my nature because of events that have happened to me in the past that I am still recovering from, and my hyperactivity manifests itself in other ways besides flat-out defiance and all that yummy stereotypical stuff. My little brother hit puberty recently and he's been very hyperactive and defiant, all that yummy stereotypical stuff. My mom's also said stuff like ""only girls get ADD, only boys get ADHD,"" which makes me upset because that way of thinking is why a lot of young girls with ADHD often go undiagnosed and don't get the help they need. TLDR: My mom says girls can't get ADHD, I'm too quiet to have it, and is also comparing me to my ADHD brother, so therefore I don't have it. Science.",6.1913664596273295,6.793901086956524,7.619434782608696,69.11089130434785,66.0807453416149,9.669813664596274,32.87018633540373,9.642632912329526,3.259342360248448,669,27,113,13,10,231,92,161,0.059000000000000004,0.882,0.059000000000000004,0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,2,2,18,27,10,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,16,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,5,17,1,10,24,3,12,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,2,7,78,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415448821606284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075746039569434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952461109867834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231180833003631,0.0,0.06067615586687183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441060804799664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156132174517728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052159251935781165,0.10700507204617964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076650748400752,0.0,0.0,0.07126546346288733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751203529800818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916378043369719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239690124943207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191783869005623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054160735143108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015565345029435,0.16980523641141576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526146683546597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666559843091945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840973813243846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809106642943831,0.0,0.16948778940953868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633745029054384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Taqwacore,2019/01/26,"Anyone using a vibrating timer? Success stories? My 7 year old daughter has ADHD and she is extremely frustrated by her inability to focus. I was look at the Re-Vibe timer, but they don't ship outside the US. Just wondering if anyone else has tried a timer and what kind of success you've had. (The basic idea of these timers is that you can set a vibrating alarm to whatever period you think appropriate, perhaps every 2 minutes, to remind yourself to refocus your attention on the task at hand).",6.3754838709677415,7.32712412903226,7.330268817204303,70.11540322580646,65.7741935483871,10.931182795698923,34.854838709677416,10.864195022040775,4.194987096774193,396,18,66,11,6,133,73,93,0.08199999999999999,0.8440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,0.2556,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,1,2,1,5,1,1,7,0,8,1,1,1,0,10,12,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,9,3,10,10,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,3,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136930985314535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650199255939526,0.2674439452711718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804717520110656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991905302335196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946577255082902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27181024164814954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918951091358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738946454625419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724989413224667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721419341435174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139727018833173,0.22543587985368305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830630545705215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808713386233826 adhd,atrt7,2019/01/26,"Vyvanse Anxiety I took Vyvanse 30 mg for a month and it alleviated my brain fog, made me focus slightly more, and made me a happier person overall. My side effects were loss of apetite, a very anxious feeling for a few hours in the day, and feeling like only the right side of my head was clear and the left was peanut butter. Because of my size and the fact that the medicine didn't last very long I moved up to 50 mg of Vyvanse. My brain fog came back. I could focus better but the brain fog alleviation was one of the main reasons that I was so thankful for the medication. I didn't realize that I could focus better at the time and got somewhat worried that the medication had stopped working because of the brain fog. After that I became scared of all ADHD medication. I thought that maybe I had some sort of sensitivity to Vyvanse and that it may have caused brain damage. I was worried that maybe I had some sensitivity that made it so I took the equivalent of 100 mg to normal people but my sensitized self only had to take 50 mg. I stopped the medication and was put on Lexapro (I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression alongside my ADHD). After I started Lexapro I started concerta just to try but was scared of it and stopped. I later tried Mydayis but was scared of it and stopped. So far I stopped Lexapro because I got scared that it could cause brain damage. Then I tried Wellbutrin but that caused rashes so I stopped. Now I'm on Cymbalta. I've just been worrying that these medications have messed up my brain real bad and caused brain damage and would like some opinions. Am I just being paranoid and letting internet stuff and my anxiety get to me or are my concerns legitimate? I haven't felt like myself and my ability to think has gotten much worse.",5.2185948191593345,6.515601997067453,5.730722140762462,79.28274987781037,68.61876832844575,8.498582600195503,32.97666177908113,8.841846274778883,2.765149462365592,1415,64,264,24,24,456,152,341,0.20600000000000002,0.715,0.08,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,9,17,0,4,17,0,30,16,10,9,3,64,50,27,0,5,9,0,3,3,0,2,6,0,0,2,20,18,0,6,8,0,0,5,3,11,0,1,28,4,38,6,30,15,9,36,0,5,0,0,2,11,0,8,23,177,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492115505117439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246865844717044,0.07013054807023521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773420315607445,0.05183259455324563,0.11352664389438515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980601449430502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543972430005164,0.0,0.07100077306879171,0.0,0.25508510792568795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869286010467173,0.0,0.0,0.04003521886885317,0.0,0.05346774980487067,0.06300793323009539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277707377578969,0.04434858484683517,0.05960468131327664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03243322883772153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929900532447113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371000824472199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061134393220574935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050601911626821074,0.0,0.0,0.06744800352959973,0.06347903139799957,0.0,0.09098462638334114,0.0,0.0,0.05493713751947338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621930941728414,0.0,0.0,0.1247315281980006,0.0,0.0,0.3126856175106281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955012235999685,0.06597916295836898,0.0456345234571506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082332712861852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042065706099505926,0.09442633753121928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043037116637711474,0.054204175326272884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240560535157753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065843306035134,0.0,0.06382659394704089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301433167676668,0.0,0.0,0.2486039064194237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647609646169665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787835340436956,0.0,0.0,0.31140027178060803,0.0,0.0,0.07106453687611547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667498212378865,0.0,0.0,0.05715314541845081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977711996729708,0.0,0.04928305254222993,0.03619822121124722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794203745753494,0.12644080167446925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024418164158818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519357352672078,0.18912987701645972,0.0632628557166981,0.04409847906052387,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pandorasbox71,2019/01/26,"How do you track? What is your best method of keeping track of things- your task list essentially or a form of it? Ideally, I am trying to find either a hard journal that is easy to adapt or an app that is easy to use on a few devices. But perhaps you have a method that would blow us all away? 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TL;DR Been on a co-pay insurance all my life. Just switched to a high deductible plan because it would bring a higher amount of net pay home to save money for a house with my wife. Physically hurt and made me cry once i found out the full bill. Am currently eating chocolate pretzels and popcorn to feel better. Also r/Aww is the best. As everyone probably read in the TLDR above, paying the full amount of bills freaking sucks. My wife and I have finally found our place to settle down and find a house. We don't want to move from where we are because we have finally found our people, made fast and good friends, good job opportunities, finally got myself back into school after about 6 years of restarts and failing, and finally got myself properly medicated in the last year. So we are looking for a house which means all the house-hunting stress, money stress, future sell-ability of said house, school district for when we have kids, distance to work and accessibility to the highway, and so much more. The rabbit hole has been dug many times about looking for houses and taxes and inspections and everything. One way to save a bit more money for us is to switch to a high deductible plan that would save us roughly $3000-$5000 dollars more because of a higher net pay from not having to put as much into health insurance from my wife's employer. I'm not going into more detail because then this post would become a very dry informative novel on health insurance and how that all works. I'm trying to also work as much as I can but the hours are drying up and with current bankruptcy filing by my company, I might not even be getting a pay check/back pay after Feb 15. I'm also doing 15 credit hours this semester at school for a IT network specialist (AS) and adding on network security (AS) and trying to cram as much as I can, as fast as I can in 2-3 years. This is my 3rd different major and my 5th different school since I left high school ~~6~~ 7 years ago. So I've got that stress of finally getting into a good school and having to do well because I don't have many other choices nearby or within the same price range. So the new year hits and I know that things are going to be a little different and that the prices of doctor visits and such are going to be the full amount. Well this sucks because I also am having to deal with a damage rotator cuff. I have an MRI late Feb to tell me just how bad, but if I don't want to be in constant pain (roughly a 4 on a good day and an avg pain level of 6) I will 95% will have to have surgery. Already gone through another round of physical therapy. So word to anyone reading this in high school. Don't be **TOO** competitive and wanting to win that you hurt yourself. Also make sure you work hard on doing the butterfly stroke correctly every time instead of trying to cut corners to go faster and win the race. Not worth. Anyways when I talk to the pharmacist before paying for them, I give them the insurance card and sign the forms. I hear the amount. *random words that make no sense*, me- ""I'm sorry can you say that again?"" *total pay of $300 for this 30 day supply*, me- pikachu face.... The first thing I felt was ""WTF"" and then my chest started to hurt. like a fist had punched into my chest and twisted around like a kitten playing with a pile of string. I quickly got my meds and got out of there because I felt so hurt and shocked that I could feel tears coming. Now I'm home and I'm eating chocolate pretzels and adding some barbecue chicken to my plate once its out of the microwave. I feel a bit better but man it sucks that I have to do some Pay To Play shit that I normally only have to deal with video games. It sucks having to pay 300$ just for the meds alone, not including the psychiatrist and my family doctor (psychiatrist is once a month and family doc 2 times a year) visits. Screw Health insurance. Its a B word that isn't very nice. Rant over.",4.885192605105999,5.733725232030263,5.393328416093652,83.04451878464873,69.06305170239597,8.355649670465631,27.57260463013633,8.508773641640916,1.8236136429608127,3171,100,627,47,53,1018,348,793,0.12300000000000001,0.79,0.087,-0.9734,8,1,0,0,0,0,99.0,9,5,2,14,35,45,7,3,51,0,54,18,4,6,6,112,105,67,0,9,13,3,10,2,1,6,11,4,2,2,29,55,2,1,12,7,21,11,11,21,2,2,18,16,57,24,104,73,29,95,0,6,3,1,34,38,6,6,46,397,86,29,0.04701185396730373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167317200906025,0.0,0.0,0.048690102676793016,0.05187874987672431,0.18797681316368886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492960279237766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03287178137398868,0.0,0.0,0.04185051712273835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229842766458558,0.039252934376246544,0.2006059288115095,0.05192089917310498,0.04000362513951897,0.0,0.04933604033778527,0.08315632891258068,0.102649537137738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973230794802591,0.04049654947879902,0.0,0.0508031128715598,0.0,0.0375351400035187,0.0,0.051640314076486615,0.06063751323053757,0.09693431431341933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735214429831736,0.0,0.09623724919670948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962097262615221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03105088616604968,0.0,0.03960951457208898,0.04492184111450053,0.042251223003969586,0.0,0.0886371839450332,0.0,0.07131181774209175,0.0,0.09027750450360708,0.25749594049956737,0.04296798283457046,0.03998825896857182,0.0,0.1546382140335604,0.0363212417571929,0.0,0.07368526006559815,0.0450980540919872,0.10687167999287413,0.1577252505818813,0.18799837116121906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04157242720425471,0.0,0.0421133870855264,0.0,0.0,0.14991420718153042,0.05298577613862538,0.0,0.0,0.19868241938538556,0.09431344528296384,0.0,0.09259441268191797,0.271226837729659,0.20130864797715786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665201101448032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02583648547423433,0.038320935571917236,0.053031418967344236,0.0,0.05107851689030375,0.0,0.033205862762801665,0.04593523437591409,0.04711822813241831,0.0,0.0,0.07895623418911879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896750584587518,0.06276155515240799,0.0953252822411872,0.0,0.05120969096764251,0.10443914338767647,0.04735949697417667,0.0,0.049872147837630464,0.0,0.0,0.03752441331745282,0.049966160793746384,0.13823648767685698,0.0,0.0,0.045404341511026285,0.0,0.0,0.046061635326243563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501982705227349,0.031856448924588616,0.035754633377407925,0.10004785440673274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032592100196481004,0.0,0.049117381432772465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045024360823954494,0.0,0.050686729897355016,0.0,0.0,0.04725989799833442,0.0,0.0,0.09404915208529203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447190387291398,0.037385713192452194,0.0,0.33304954240606605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048256992518942735,0.03888869140884789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262592159922285,0.03327523220674202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615557596492159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430811600174522,0.0,0.0,0.03778634744154069,0.04109043249876471,0.0,0.05376215213531125,0.0,0.062465173653103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223897032294927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957538887139726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130989438115202,0.0,0.0,0.07757940600533395,0.08318642851515556,0.037315821457563486,0.0,0.0,0.08453860522659247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690075838670215,0.0,0.0,0.10018761666716344,0.0,0.0,0.1816445556645972 adhd,dbalmcs,2019/01/26,"Just diagnosed with ADHD, but the appointment left me feeling dissatisfied and confused... After 3 separate appointments and 2 loooong months of waiting, I was finally diagnosed with ADHD today. For some reference, I'm a 22 (f) in the US, and I didn't even consider having ADHD until I read a post on Reddit that completely changed my viewpoint of what ADHD actually is. Researching the disorder made me realize just how many of the (inattentive) symptoms I've been living with and always thought were just normal things everyone experiences. Like most people diagnosed as an adult, I always thought I was just lazy, unmotivated, and could be doing so much better in life if only I could get myself to put in some real effort. I've been reading articles and watching videos on ADHD like crazy ever since I realized I might have it, and I basically convinced myself that I had it before I got the official diagnosis. &#x200B; Today I went into my appointment and my doctor had me take a mini IQ test so she could compare it to my TOVA results. As she's going over the results with me, she basically tells me I have ADHD without actually saying those words. Next thing I know she's writing me a referral to talk to a psychiatrist about medication and making it seem like the appointment is over. I literally have to say, ""...so does this mean I have ADHD?"" for her to give me a straightforward answer, and even then she really doesn't go into any explanation. Like I said, I've been thoroughly researching it and agonizing over the possibilities for awhile now, so it wasn't a complete surprise, but it left me feeling very dissatisfied. I don't know what I was expecting, but I guess just more of an explanation or at least a discussion. &#x200B; I have a solid answer now, but I feel like I have absolutely no idea what to do with it. I have another appointment with her next week so maybe that's when I'll get an explanation? I'm just feeling very lost and confused right now. Has anyone else experienced something like this? Where do I go from here? &#x200B; TL;DR: I was diagnosed with ADHD today but the doctor basically just wrote a referral to a psychiatrist for some meds and left. I have another appointment with her next week, but right now I'm feeling dissatisfied.",6.516503223617235,7.734027558194777,7.679629284017648,66.7837262470309,65.57957244655583,11.239938920936547,34.275619273837805,11.135684009426244,4.33213057346454,1826,81,300,55,28,621,197,421,0.099,0.815,0.086,-0.8477,0,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,0,0,3,24,12,0,2,23,0,34,9,0,5,1,80,64,32,0,6,16,0,5,6,0,1,9,3,0,1,19,23,0,1,17,3,0,5,6,3,0,0,20,10,50,9,42,39,7,42,0,1,1,0,19,17,0,11,25,221,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.11563267136896968,0.0,0.5696251742078814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859617662768316,0.19258166692174256,0.2159740605969492,0.04028985937926858,0.12425088271928605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041426743941609785,0.0607053536677741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050414667721730116,0.0,0.0,0.05239898479781957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267526434142145,0.0,0.12423829663573167,0.0,0.0,0.14191125963456394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405370416672053,0.0,0.0,0.06790197197136395,0.12128323180172135,0.051847278724153664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949310358632775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826391248628148,0.05359212749142764,0.0,0.05661286159285143,0.0,0.057954744320502224,0.0,0.0,0.14978482506528845,0.04232592966598656,0.0,0.06490197943163797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061908021072930024,0.05683493443443174,0.10101397467565756,0.0,0.04738508263320517,0.0,0.06526703576934198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688243182991498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512098969720989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931154824915756,0.0,0.04184777083980413,0.17366997888601984,0.0,0.05231601468198613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467488690690802,0.0,0.0,0.056060759863734856,0.039547702710346605,0.060066961592963534,0.05952137940672466,0.0645371399532424,0.06580984464118432,0.05968492343116957,0.0,0.06285149790885614,0.0,0.0,0.0472902348788232,0.0,0.043553219045410166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890289492737525,0.0,0.0580492900729146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505986532339496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041074275044531185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667918711715556,0.05674206231076196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955940357503155,0.0,0.0,0.11852567699436935,0.0674358354015139,0.0379550206853722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119289630502104,0.05635727938410218,0.09423087540511052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393606654568001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900956972454878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561108538799085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158011608019505,0.04454622435767845,0.04762033800784755,0.051784319389618035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787218899016817,0.0,0.0,0.09407069122190503,0.0,0.0,0.1684771321158736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126661211390628,0.0,0.0,0.0977696386806792,0.0,0.0,0.09504842727196808,0.0,0.0,0.05492238223922506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057111806246094875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159740605969492,0.0 adhd,DUIaintEZ,2019/01/26,"Question about experiences with stimulants for those with primarily hyperactive-impulsive impairment For a little background: I'm a mature student studying Mechanical Engineering. I do well in school, I'm fairly good about getting work done, I don't have issues with focus. Contrary, I find the constant stream of new information engaging, challenging and the most work revolves around problem solving (or generally less banal work than research papers in the social sciences) which gets me pretty much hyperfocused more often than not. I started back on stimulant medication with the aim of alleviating some of my impulsive/hyperactive tendencies so that when I transition to the workplace I fit in a little better. A few days in and it's the same as my past experiences: I'm not sharp at all, I feel lethargic and dim-witted, and I'm generally in a fog. I forget so much more stuff now: Forgot about a class and forgot my key in the lock all within 3 days of resuming stimulant therapy, and those are just the major things I forgot. &#x200B; Now to my question (sorry for the long background): For those who are generally less impaired with things related to attention, or have developed strong ways to cope: what have your experiences with stimulants been?",11.564520547945195,10.368029219178084,11.055109589041095,54.8092397260274,55.89497716894977,14.422100456621006,44.7310502283105,13.187427743715654,6.262113789954338,1025,50,149,31,10,336,130,219,0.032,0.848,0.12,0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,6,13,7,0,0,15,0,9,1,0,4,2,42,20,12,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,13,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,5,2,15,6,34,15,13,25,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,7,11,115,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474991255462457,0.16541546029751042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121186473463698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046772189211614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039782229629495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711049021990427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558794713254805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931045153638802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39949008753795867,0.0,0.0,0.0688325043718887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442231708389445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224685742697962,0.0,0.0,0.11418118704566205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208659433091014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27288035110674197,0.0,0.1204726672031197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713881734084565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014558477778385,0.0,0.0,0.1314772768882488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299535389957049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849533496640049,0.0,0.13026008064404598,0.0,0.0,0.3049983222629514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377730015839786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876958142024706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238879444865452,0.09635503506430454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583874019619934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567897533952596,0.0,0.18088030040623165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805536269911728,0.0,0.0,0.12239914991855838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29731747533848635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541546029751042,0.0 adhd,rslashachael,2019/01/26,Explaining that ADD isn’t just tired ADHD Who else gets tired of explaining the difference between ADD and ADHD and just gives up and says ADHD to avoid that effort? ,14.58129032258065,8.850570354838714,12.487096774193555,60.75064516129034,55.12903225806453,16.270967741935486,43.903225806451616,13.023866798666859,5.4282,135,4,23,3,1,42,22,31,0.22899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.7906,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7704636097957601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326695769622648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851568353239608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164740031604148,0.20499678609535135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993972810230346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912244973739413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TeaGoodandProper,2019/01/26,"Emotional Blunting: how does it work? tldr: **Stimulant-caused emotional blunting: is it all or nothing? Can it be selective (only negative emotions)? Is the blunting consistent, or does it come in and out as your medication wears off?** Thank you to previous posters who have shaped my understanding and given me the language to describe this. I understand that stimulant medication can cause emotional blunting. Is it possible that it only does this with specific kinds of emotions? I'm not complaining, but now that I'm taking adderall for ADHD, I seem to no longer feel negative emotions anywhere near as sharply as I used to. I still feel happy and I get just as excited or enthusiastic as ever. I still cry in movies, which is why I didn't think I was having any emotional changes with this prescription. But some stuff is going on at the moment that I'm pretty sure should have me feeling far more upset than I am. There's someone important in my life who suffers from black and white thinking, so I'm always shuttling between being the best thing ever and the worst thing on earth. I spend most of my time on the positive side of that equation, but when I find myself on the negative end, I have always found it horrible and intolerable. Before adderall, I would feel physically sick about it. I felt like the stress and worry and pain of it sat like an acid lump in my stomach. It weighed so heavily on me, I couldn't shake a sense of looming doom, and I wouldn't relax until I'd fixed it. Now, post adderall, there are some things going on that are pretty dramatic, possibly the worst yet, and I should be beside myself with horror and betrayal and despair, but my stomach feels...like a stomach, nothing more. The dismay isn't hovering over me, and while I'm thinking about it and am certainly fed up and angry, I feel far more dispassionate than I ever have. It's all pretty muted. Comparatively, at least. I feel like I can ignore it or set it aside, and that's new. Is it possible that I'm experiencing emotional blunting, but only of negative emotions? Or is this an adderall-assisted correction of a lifelong emotional dysregulation problem I didn't realize I had? Or is it just masking negative emotions like a pain killer? Is this what emotional blunting feels like? 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Printed them out (paper works better than digital for me). Read them. Annoyed that the writer bounced around in the timeline but I muddled through. Finished reading. Started making notes. Realized I read the chapters out of order. So author didn’t bounce around — I did. Sigh",4.3503291536050135,7.480186603448281,3.962915360501572,76.04180250783702,96.75862068965515,5.5573667711598755,36.30721003134797,6.980632752743323,3.7266,285,18,35,5,11,86,45,58,0.032,0.912,0.055,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,3,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,6,1,11,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,25,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765653942127679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705740054785985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118003421594574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256160913288326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8462417782439402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970305978184914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397685498940336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imnotflawed,2019/04/15,"Bitch I'm Broke I am trying to get real mental health health. I think I have ADHD and possibly PTSD. I was diagnosed as BP2 but this took place over a 35 minute interview so I am skeptical. Since seeking treatment that is all the time that I have spent with a non GP. How the flying fuck do I fix myself while being broke? Around Toronto there seems to be nothing obtainable as practices are full and my very broke ass has no way to go private.",1.5953932584269666,4.063857808988768,2.7304382022471927,91.33857865168541,83.26966292134831,5.807191011235956,21.259550561797766,7.1686216300943375,0.6945406741573037,351,11,71,5,10,112,70,89,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,4,0,11,5,1,1,1,10,19,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,3,0,9,0,8,14,2,9,0,3,0,2,1,4,3,1,2,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593831160548756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921325313746323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906070946047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952935572305594,0.11276113586108648,0.0,0.12265993242729975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588297922394364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175036945066179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709262866296893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254941510398821,0.0,0.0,0.2433134553184809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522911894858326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565932704125704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964815551253148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785350154770075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829376196977558,0.0,0.0,0.1258509462734657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979266610380595,0.1465329327044694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780805672559616,0.0,0.17131408952340266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DreamsOfAshiok,2019/04/15,"I need help. Wanting to see if anyone relates I'm 19 m and I'm 99% sure I have adhd or add and have no idea what to do about it and I'm worried / scared. Now this might sound from far left field so I thought I'd explain it or how I came to this conclusion. Ever since I was in first grade I've had absolutely atrocious writing, like my dad had to buy me a laptop for college so that the teacher could read my papers. I was the student who in highschool would get handed back assignments with 0s because the teacher couldn't read it. Now I have no idea if that has any relevance but I've just never been able to slow myself down to take the time to write it clearly. Even if I go slow new issues arise. Like today during my final for a course. During the written section I spent 5 mins figuring out if there was an e in courteous (if I even spelt it write here, what ever means doing good) and where it was. Even forming sentences is rough. I've sat here for a while just trying to make sure this makes sense for you all. I've also had the issue where I look at a multiple choice question and blanked. Like looked it and stared off for five minutes then I wake myself back into reality and keep writing. It's been like this for years but it's been happening for so long and I've been getting shit grades (my GPA is 2.2 currently) and I just want something to change. I talked to my friend who talked about her experiences with adhd and she said it made everything better once she was open about it. How her grades came up 30 percent when she got prescribed medicine. I related to her on alot of things and just thought I might have it. My parents have also told me / mentioned for me to take drugs / see a specialist but I just have had a fear of physiologists/having something in my body alter my mind because I'm just worried. I don't even know my own thoughts. It just bugs me that their trying to figure out something in me that isnt there. (My thoughts) for the drugs I just dont know how it will be or feel. I just dont want to be different and things to change rapidly but I can feel myself slipping and I want change. I'm not able to study, write tests, or sit in class and listen to lectures to my full extent that I know I can and I feel like I might just need the help. If this makes sense at all let me know your thoughts. If I need to explain further inbox me and I'll try. If you can at all relate inbox me too. I kinda just wanna talk to people who went through the same thing so I can maybe rationalize my thoughts and be less scared of physcolosgists and the drugs I'd be prescribed and such. I'm open to awnsers more questions if you have any. Thank you all for any help. Dont be afraid to say you think it's all placebo because it very well could be. Thanks and have a nice day.",2.5973790767871634,4.112329103806228,3.39475152764485,92.62774607965844,75.43598615916954,6.164823676654643,23.889567842155643,6.6644487293756285,0.5433841861149968,2194,67,485,18,47,695,255,578,0.039,0.847,0.113,0.9908,3,0,6,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,1,3,43,19,1,4,19,0,50,7,4,7,11,126,107,49,0,21,29,2,5,5,1,5,3,4,0,0,34,30,0,1,24,2,2,4,10,5,1,2,29,14,65,14,59,63,15,52,0,0,5,0,39,25,1,20,27,324,99,15,0.13054416478250327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688871749264754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043961214122602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316176290338766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045639757659471376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003804047073498,0.0,0.11936776677642495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057727852595549176,0.0,0.07250256899901555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493077471488712,0.0,0.0,0.2071476252020372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042288931034622,0.0,0.0,0.0420950933177084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819543364429306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949518332433005,0.0,0.2270846791775738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244637929500578,0.11808467084025455,0.0,0.0,0.05866233888508821,0.06384862130927982,0.0,0.07344923940924776,0.0990105781909603,0.04663038870228891,0.0,0.07150237578543445,0.0,0.05552039993773991,0.0,0.0,0.05042904894107998,0.0,0.06820393808715491,0.0,0.03709562861867729,0.05474712589680825,0.052204047006487266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057719886894221376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125150285122858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736847214909635,0.0,0.13625419159414132,0.0,0.05801682590037165,0.0,0.0,0.1434873178792289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091830850163043,0.06674512656393722,0.0,0.1594432121806661,0.0,0.0,0.057763738923609774,0.10962422002925952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176202257152954,0.13070886552656014,0.0,0.06557457992617709,0.07110043289071764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773009366640788,0.06590619623607065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519526610068065,0.050341853836374094,0.06304018390956062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951263749636327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247692306532008,0.0,0.0,0.045251443408468636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623934099202796,0.0,0.13057949188747162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062088697510548185,0.05190697974707842,0.1306974825609622,0.0,0.10402679772166422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700085458959186,0.05399374105713153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074891379062608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230363303807786,0.0,0.09815296549468004,0.1573896820906525,0.0,0.12018752777005423,0.0,0.0,0.13009161362062602,0.041823714825141835,0.0,0.3109124547377985,0.0380606761465209,0.0,0.061870302042637576,0.062370271898480524,0.0,0.1329463781149327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538563038182489,0.15399666134280476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868744093169951,0.060507874309700865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257393610118734,0.0,0.046367414583212384,0.0,0.0,0.042033081030683 adhd,darthjkf,2019/04/15,"Vyvanse related heart problems. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 8 years old and I am now 21 and attending College. Since 2010 I have been taking Vyvanse with a current dose of 30mg. I recently had an appointment with my Cardiologist to discuss some heart issues that I have had for a very long time. After some discussion, he told me that I am having heart palpitations which my Vyvanse is a very likely cause. He directly told me to stop taking the medication and to have more tests taken. At least I know the potential cause of my heart issues, but I have 3 weeks left in my semester and I am already very behind. I have called my Primary Physician to discuss changing to a non-stimulant, but this is gonna suck for a while. Any of y'all have similar experiences with stimulant ADHD medication?",6.771960784313728,7.054222928104579,7.775947712418301,69.59176470588238,64.81699346405229,11.505882352941176,35.954248366013076,11.20814326018867,4.287138562091504,640,29,113,18,9,217,91,153,0.054000000000000006,0.946,0.0,-0.743,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,8,0,17,9,4,3,0,18,25,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,0,19,1,18,16,4,16,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,2,13,79,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29358142872169113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478651952573198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306061610433678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472043960298107,0.0,0.0,0.25094655934346066,0.12920983470543804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397136143315135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947812287245604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789545100346454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549686228354928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712594197285351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270742896735094,0.0,0.0,0.05967231650570332,0.0,0.0,0.10809165421531892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460900379753625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816727832163555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687321217265427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060029755179877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103696361929006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021160184763739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367087387625208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122186897686157,0.0,0.0,0.23342345869548425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023393435803685,0.0,0.0,0.0979747888251532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786553181119658 adhd,The_Brobeans,2019/04/15,"I think I’m pretty funny, friendly, I know I don’t say anything offensive to anyone, I have good manners, I’m smart, talented, and I know I’m decent looking, but people just don’t seem to like me. Im a little awkward, but not so much so that people should just not like me. I also seem to get 0 female attention, even though I know I am decent looking, and have good hygiene and all that. I really don’t think it’s autism. Does anybody else struggle with this and have any tips? Maybe my delivery comes out weird because of my adhd, or I have insecure posture, or I am weird with eye contact. I just don’t know anymore, and I’m starting to get sad. I should say I’m in highschool and have an okay group of friends, and am decently well liked or at least tolerated at school, but I don’t seem to connect with anyone. And no one really invotes me to hang out after school. Thoughts? If it were mild autism, what should I look for?",2.8509122807017526,4.26868507368421,4.193157894736846,87.56043859649124,74.57894736842105,6.961403508771928,26.35087719298245,7.554174236665415,1.3354982456140347,724,26,151,9,15,239,102,190,0.107,0.711,0.182,0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,9,18,1,3,2,1,17,1,1,0,1,41,39,19,0,4,12,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,6,14,0,0,11,0,0,2,8,7,1,1,2,6,20,11,18,34,3,10,0,1,4,0,6,6,0,7,5,94,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876321504547256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564344038611102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983518142684171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101157053514453,0.1847402356451408,0.0,0.10871025298138842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052931075009266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379581179997128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156050123388872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035585649978856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725337945703195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412628950062128,0.0,0.13803766978956314,0.0,0.0,0.22160496588376694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269488017585094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904033925298125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936178768304328,0.13240281184232386,0.0,0.0,0.33280201209203897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271612262142524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711156591131366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895170209090464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316842041400255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439715759837198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692582809601179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010864566045295,0.0,0.2673923971688266,0.0,0.3607872848080415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935038197212612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810367817570438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692936888491218,0.12979141014212206,0.10487573974031653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877727033551062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,angeldrinkncoffee,2019/04/15,"Recently relocated to Queens & looking for an ADHD therapist that doesn’t cost a fortune. I would appreciate recommendations. I recently relocated for a new job & I’m worried my ADHD is affecting my performance. I am a perfectionist since birth, and my symptoms are causing me anxiety. I have misread emails, zoned out during meetings & I’ve had difficulty articulating my words. My anxiety is through the roof, and a lot of it stems from the high expectations I place on myself, not being disciplined enough to go to bed at a decent hour, running late, and being disorganized..lol story of my life. My doctor recently increased my Adderall dosage which helped (a little) with focusing. Can anyone recommend a therapist in Queens or NYC, who specializes in ADHD & doesn’t cost a fortune? There are plenty of therapists that say they treat ADHD, but they really don’t have special training. I appreciate any recommendations you can provide.. TIA..",6.802205746061169,9.156127506024099,7.871927710843372,61.36820667284525,66.10843373493978,11.372752548656162,36.86561631139946,11.20814326018867,5.2097744207599614,770,40,112,26,13,260,110,166,0.048,0.85,0.102,0.8656,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,11,0,16,3,0,2,0,15,19,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,19,3,16,15,3,18,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,2,7,76,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255202657672137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737879029467323,0.0,0.0743405964743752,0.0,0.1672573090440534,0.0,0.0,0.07643831232121788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230061718631422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111892520021046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295564005609968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212844658954759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327415015673587,0.11550141330135415,0.0,0.0,0.10765708975815938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084821338937082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331647377865687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721516761993923,0.0,0.109566250670496,0.0,0.0,0.0918003381074866,0.0,0.0,0.09293901421033883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558086882098096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421497665865868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003248262513648,0.0,0.3238176578316909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693477207223774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904297186043338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362418809330853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807829842915455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101864309803956,0.0,0.0776570056283693,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pleikunguyen,2019/04/15,"How to deal with stimulant comedown irritability? I’ve been on and off of medication like Adderall, vyvanse, and Methylphenidate for 2 years now after diagnosis but I always end up stopping after a few months from the irritability which leads to an angry personality unlike myself normally. It always happens as the dosage wears off towards the second half of the day, I’ve tried keeping up with food and water but it doesn’t help enough The only solution I’ve thought of is “never come down” but that sounds horrible on the body TIA",7.726941580756012,8.676841917525778,7.867577319587633,67.4505756013746,62.81443298969072,10.178006872852237,34.723367697594504,10.125756701596842,3.670437800687285,434,18,70,9,6,141,72,97,0.156,0.72,0.124,-0.3613,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,0,3,5,2,3,1,17,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,6,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,20,5,2,19,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,10,50,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863789414148937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789578234010385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199999520699668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973465318170295,0.2393638057013268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563949030991333,0.2399004182929049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807487794564584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531293708185225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562303275806025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636916610043302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342972397215438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389342591697795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853210896882904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906885175005505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274837018574752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765807119447947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272758892780804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941099737229648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432222899342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763262215669152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951407193199126 adhd,PM_ME_UR_PSETS,2019/04/15,"Transitioning from student to employee Hi everyone, &#x200B; I'm a Canadian student set to start my first job in a few months. I was diagnosed with ADHD back in October of 2018, and started Vyvanse shortly after. My has life changed a lot for the better since being medicated, but I know I still have lots to do in terms of mental health (especially managing depression and the like). &#x200B; Lately, my family physician on campus has been suggesting with increasing levels of, um, *insistence* that I should consider going off Vyvanse now that I'm transitioning out of student life and into the workplace. I'm a bit nervous about the idea because I feel like I'm finally at a place where I feel better, and I'm scared that taking myself off Vyvanse will result in plateauing or regressing to the awful place I'd been in for years until medication. The physician's reasoning was that since my environment will be changing, my need for the medication will change as well since there will be less school stress and the like. I was surprised to hear this because I thought that since the ADHD was constant, the meds to help it would be too, but maybe I'm misunderstanding how it works. &#x200B; I'm wondering if any of you who have transitioned from being a student to an employee have experienced a reduced need for medication once you started working? And more broadly, what was your experience of being medicated as a student vs being medicated in the workplace (if there was a difference)? If it helps, my job will be in financial services in an international firm and I will be working in downtown Toronto. &#x200B; Any thoughts or advice is really appreciated. Thanks for reading my post.",9.970273224043718,9.251608868852461,9.74983606557377,61.376994535519145,58.67213114754099,12.854644808743167,43.61202185792349,11.979248473330829,5.53355300546448,1375,71,214,36,15,450,159,305,0.071,0.823,0.106,0.8816,4,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,0,6,10,12,0,3,22,1,32,12,0,3,0,35,54,18,0,7,8,0,2,3,0,8,12,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,8,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,10,4,20,8,42,27,8,40,0,1,0,0,9,21,0,8,18,156,31,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902140948952407,0.0687156706031693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047657887683258,0.34178489564157016,0.09563971718614367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407156664901744,0.0,0.08573256471470464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438425360906487,0.07677098199955447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316699469288992,0.0,0.0,0.07599069557518702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060566319452200736,0.0713730917415428,0.0,0.0734691984198794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719355881674582,0.0,0.06878623358090162,0.0662912258825339,0.0,0.07111158256060535,0.05023646154717666,0.0,0.07703187667188444,0.0,0.05981396497385901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996434884058886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474663287614294,0.07925549748388218,0.0,0.09426772625453488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938246699647235,0.0,0.0,0.13956305299379584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038645909501037294,0.0,0.07932376948743311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933787383851804,0.1030640707133439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956671665527548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064566594041614,0.0,0.07810941793439911,0.4250386537837544,0.07086579414619612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056128573779587417,0.0,0.0,0.10428244477891854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488826573854984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469383968397588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734690658603053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033880486109734,0.0,0.04504864871793365,0.07230044078253371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040236249053912,0.07116736682882281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326769792739607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931809673999746,0.0,0.05615746341526648,0.0,0.08055106505618816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052871719645056416,0.0,0.0,0.06474100136521255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165209363571836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632259230882801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762587967059186,0.15358090183682346,0.0,0.0,0.049953150822377945,0.0,0.34178489564157016,0.04528362978890667 adhd,blloyd5,2019/04/15,"ADHD with unsupportive parents I have been diagnosed with adhd and my parents refuse to put me on medication for it. I have tried adderall before and it really helped me out with my adhd so after I was diagnosed I assumed my parents would let me go on medication. When my parents refused to medicate me I was angry and rightfully so, I know and want what’s best for me but hit a brick wall with my parents. Any ideas or similar stories?",3.9247226890756295,5.8353982117647085,5.943361344537816,74.07941176470592,72.76470588235293,9.092436974789916,32.14285714285714,9.606745405546679,3.4514033613445383,348,17,61,9,7,121,51,85,0.066,0.8859999999999999,0.048,-0.12,5,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,0,18,11,9,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,16,1,12,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430484464517712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356540599675526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456532341549142,0.0,0.1289592879637278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944956192278656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983786933957208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236662600663246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872119823761506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753389099389619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256573240998674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371378426377234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6822412871339721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353246740873736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872270496978714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494235514840053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343024169057359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248022957194337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729334322820323,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sazzer82,2019/04/15,“WHO LEFT THE MILK OUT?!” Anyone else get yelled this all the time as a kid? Or leaving cabinets open lol.,0.012857142857143344,2.3718740952380983,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,93.76190476190477,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.35079047619047543,80,2,18,1,3,25,20,21,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.5349,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080773917404089,0.4514462215279807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36806431814928736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301950364098229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665312179608923,0.478712610019521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25691709238651483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SadElvenMermaid,2019/04/15,"I feel i cant take care of myself properly i miss spots when i shave, i never brush my teeth as thoroughly as i wish i could, and i feel like i can never get my hair nearly as clean as they do when they wash it at the salon when i get a cut (which is rare, i wish i could go and afford to go weekly just to have them wash my hair since they do so much better than me). simple menial tasks i cant even do properly. coupled with depression and going days and weeks without doing these things at all, and then when i do do them, i can never do a good enough job. its beyond aggravating and its hard not to beat myself down for it",5.0990793650793655,3.74539543703704,6.178835978835981,85.11333333333336,68.7037037037037,9.195767195767193,24.470899470899468,7.957251820313856,1.0016455026455025,484,7,113,5,7,163,80,135,0.11900000000000001,0.774,0.107,0.0775,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,2,8,7,1,0,3,0,15,5,3,0,4,20,27,16,0,4,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,6,26,4,17,25,3,19,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,12,89,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420030627442258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776363478464302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27841200593068804,0.19291733546288992,0.0,0.11244271162689146,0.0,0.15016924953856442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801523760872209,0.0,0.1151579493589864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631536938699924,0.1245572093243376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218360235648032,0.0,0.2972650308605087,0.1462383096090272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618527830078427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301760385101034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517965261549347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281688899499199,0.0,0.40341337487701423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422589847995612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310911168570769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583181983561845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27970955263334696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009927311763627,0.16806924884162594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TripleGenesis,2019/04/15,"I have proof that the medication works amazing, but when I’m at school, its almost like I never took it in terms of not focusing. When midterms came around, I took my normal medication while studying, and I was able to study like crazy! I was hyper focusing for the first time, and I didn’t even care that much about midterms because It only counted for 15% of my grade. Normal tests and quizzes matter more, yet at school, I can’t focus in class at all. I’ve noticed that even on different doses and medicines, my medicine is largely ineffective, yet at home it works like it first did in 5th grade, like magic. Anyone else experience this?",8.3101912568306,7.1792023688524615,7.525245901639344,77.326174863388,62.19672131147541,10.428415300546447,35.087431693989075,9.2995712137729,2.9218644808743166,507,18,98,7,6,157,78,122,0.038,0.8079999999999999,0.154,0.9265,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,8,7,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,3,15,12,8,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,7,0,10,6,15,5,4,22,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,14,62,19,10,0.1549179272013805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512792624396202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083222167204256,0.1587317237714624,0.0,0.1379097997171021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443653052574724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718483811166955,0.15794915152042432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618562613254261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941404954251728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464365970148635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153945922254272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26354621947526896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539531221869352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027402960953401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121270269256855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388250157817642,0.0,0.1194822558449769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035733529339386,0.0,0.1763750869078797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782206450580895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135704260024052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033388916809428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442390345810235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255641921324261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daltonminor,2019/04/15,"Productive! Hi all, I don't really have a reason for posting this, but no one in my real life seemed to care. I figured like-minded people might like to hear about a few small accomplishments. Its been tough work and ADHD has certainly gotten in the way, but I made it! Today I handed in a paper that I've been working on for the last year. I'm in grad school and it was super important. Hope I don't fail, that would be lame. In addition, I did my taxes on time! I've never managed that before.",2.014607843137256,3.782108892156863,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,77.72549019607844,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.7699333333333338,385,9,79,6,9,132,73,102,0.07400000000000001,0.688,0.239,0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,1,8,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,2,3,16,18,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,6,2,8,5,12,9,2,15,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,3,6,52,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25280804214886426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899817661731132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144728170785576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370874460099251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089318054502464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714688998739361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858125649403695,0.20553945216466785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990447274348339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315536393990373,0.21240044156394736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622401624529113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254323829693902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583494588183124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201463703920326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943213594430246,0.13475997766470665,0.2162818655451471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128923516520532,0.0,0.19150096592673466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266076456281637,0.0,0.1993936871501432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669714676253794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062845685020016,0.0,0.0,0.14943146311124586,0.0,0.0,0.1354629076032765 adhd,Scroom407,2019/04/15,"Help Locating Support Groups Hi all, I've been looking in my area recently for adult ADHD support groups, however I'm struggling to really find any. Are there any common avenues you have used to find a group? Are there any quality online groups or forums you have found? It seems like theres quite a few sketchy online ones out there and I'm pretty cautious whenever people want to preach pseudoscience",4.73247104247104,7.462441513513514,4.638262548262549,80.63743243243248,73.05405405405406,8.012355212355214,28.138996138996138,8.841846274778883,2.6152455598455595,328,13,54,7,7,101,55,74,0.079,0.73,0.191,0.8426,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,14,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,3,6,12,2,5,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,3,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442964575754433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41470091006796855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715784371670234,0.0,0.0,0.2228800070280068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625061852949366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930965729772613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069939155359667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377440680734725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092494988216858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680325414225814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162074618588012,0.0,0.0,0.1302228555966909,0.0,0.20070905440260944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850534785227643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125066524181966,0.0,0.0,0.4613470077671679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556390981019915,0.0,0.0,0.11989657205992355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Victorman477,2019/04/15,"My experience with Dexamfetamine (guidance needed). Hi all, I am a PhD student struggling with my studies. I barely made it into my second year, due to what I believe is adhd. I am not a self proclaimed adhd sufferer. I have all the symptoms and then some more. Long story short, I started taking Dexamfetamine. It had so many good effects on me. I was more focused and didn't waste time on trivial things. I was a lot more confident. I lost my bad habits in two days thay I started the medicine. I even quit smoking. In one day. Alas, after 4 or 5 days a severe depression kicked in. It was so harsh that I had to stop taking the medicine right then. Now I guess what I want to know is: is there anyway to prevent the this side effect of Dexamfetamine? And also, how long would this depression last? Does it last as long as you are taking the drug? Thanks in advance for your time and empathy.",1.988947368421052,4.487805057471267,3.308015728977619,87.65697822141563,81.75862068965517,5.732123411978222,24.10042347247429,7.0608816371341465,1.05803908045977,696,26,135,9,19,226,110,174,0.172,0.735,0.094,-0.9367,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,5,8,8,0,1,9,0,14,2,0,4,2,24,26,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,3,8,0,21,2,18,17,7,30,0,4,0,0,4,10,0,4,19,98,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257972288065418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839519755733737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317431934313538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527126720746819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622457172531521,0.0,0.23348922596414334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861624446622585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718903683846974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952611983501559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258890899313094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368862074571345,0.0,0.0,0.14931797503955785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449192536124677,0.2209743484842922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598588802480061,0.0,0.0,0.14796325641294375,0.11523541621571948,0.0,0.12825584988438954,0.0,0.13742124130682942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005048165932158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918487236946902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441686723990674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575459331455737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140287889700315,0.15312714154906049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187873802686692,0.0,0.0,0.11332159524265632,0.0,0.14170094635822272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408830373159805,0.3057386598766367,0.0,0.0,0.12479152137382983,0.0,0.0,0.09005000037804414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807462784085635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240765963844467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994788649046185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628719910239926,0.0,0.0,0.08728646353195607 adhd,susiecool,2019/04/15,"How long before asking for an increase or change? How long after switching meds would you wait to tell your doctor you want to try something different or increase? Back story: I started last spring on Concerta 27mg, then after 2 months, switched to Vyvanse 50mg because I didn't think the Concerta was giving me enough oomph. Well, the Vyvanse eventually gave me TOO MUCH oomph and I hadn't been sleeping well for the past 3-4 months (average of 4hrs/night since October!). I felt like I could stay up for days. I started feeling manic and bizarre. It was awful. When I told my dr what was going on, he wanted to increase my Vyvanse, I guess thinking that maybe I wasn't taking enough? I feel my biggest issue is that it was lasting too many hours, like a small amount spread out over those hours. So I asked my dr to switch back to Concerta, which was really wearing off at about 8 hours. I also told him I would like to increase the dose because the equivalent dose of Vyvanse was almost double the Concerta dose. He agreed to switch back, but to go back to my original Concerta dose, then see me in 3 months. So I've been back on Concerta for 3 days. But... I'm exhausted. I'm sooo sleepy. I feel like I'm on nothing at all. I have probably slept 40 hours in the past 3 days. I'm gonna end up sleeping for the next 3 months at this rate! Am I being annoying if I contact the office and ask for an increase? I really want to try Adderall/dextro to see how it works for me, but I was anxious about asking when I was in last week because I had already pushed back against the Vyvanse increase. I don't want them to think I am being scammy or sketchy. :-/",3.878945115810674,5.040381722054381,4.690260574018129,86.00020455689831,71.65861027190331,7.571047331319235,28.595292044310174,7.937092434478242,1.7564651560926492,1294,49,262,17,24,418,163,331,0.055,0.8320000000000001,0.113,0.8869,1,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,1,1,22,8,1,0,13,1,24,12,4,4,1,33,58,20,0,8,7,0,4,4,0,3,8,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,0,0,9,4,2,2,0,19,6,37,6,42,33,12,64,0,0,2,0,17,17,0,6,41,161,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183484127491619,0.0,0.09018453262891377,0.06535470141637242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232492619783986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30560385740164697,0.0,0.0,0.3770445466147193,0.0,0.14945468568904635,0.0,0.06954115596930376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645321946861692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525001212291967,0.0,0.0,0.1581157738998191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538424883013708,0.0,0.08364803856030734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238326035158461,0.16888560081120058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396642111212915,0.05838368493658577,0.07846791383667527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839716532151993,0.09289133348747487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002826596303465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32192694895734464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529868627206037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998480498856396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970499108923392,0.0,0.0,0.14464644314276062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828553699450051,0.08210280293183486,0.0,0.09077700751235246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609254606365891,0.0,0.0600765875383653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691446516264316,0.07669249435864771,0.0,0.07841643987261869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602972546337038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881123592442583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047090512573962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024699026035486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760298711111594,0.0,0.1635661606791147,0.0,0.0,0.0629151742187988,0.0,0.0,0.1156894208829031,0.08710697444168641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061446322586108784,0.0,0.0714304307491345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709643371097393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618168345876707,0.0,0.11097054473608296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281187241493195,0.0,0.06555411157364388,0.0,0.1469594895709134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949608915493465,0.0,0.0,0.11610885517741534,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Magpie5626,2019/04/15,"Diagnosed ADHD 3 months ago (23F) & current nursing studnent. I'm frustratingly enough top of my class, but if you were to ask me a spout a specific fact or preform a task, I blank. What to people do to combat preformance anxiety? Nursing school is the worst with ADHD. Somehow, I have almost made it through my first year--its been hell to say the least. I am in clinical currently, and my teacher has threatened to fail me because of lack of time management skills. I love making calendars and schedules, but I have the darndest time following them. Any tips or even motivation would be great. /rant",5.790202702702705,7.387218864864867,5.97980855855856,76.90322635135138,67.55855855855856,9.874324324324323,34.59572072072072,10.125756701596842,3.749674774774774,478,23,84,12,8,152,86,111,0.22899999999999998,0.653,0.11800000000000001,-0.9428,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,5,2,6,2,0,6,0,10,3,0,3,1,16,16,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,1,12,2,11,11,4,11,1,1,0,1,5,2,1,5,8,55,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043173644162383,0.0,0.1859896844147692,0.0,0.2101009357610901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733611058515674,0.0,0.14268242777794324,0.0,0.16050906267773424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615012203844015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790220248472198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295935009679465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679655153118335,0.0,0.1385818319173524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846982380519907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313234528223589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936760010558665,0.19853346334958533,0.14005415562845375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674735436324612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546035585292452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685451726049347,0.0,0.2123455187124094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446913989594305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904763510796484,0.0,0.0,0.1351149590771666 adhd,po0tat0oe,2019/04/15,"First day trying Adderall Ok guys, i know it’s not that big of a deal but I took Adderall this morning and... I feel like a normal human. I was sitting in class, and all of the sudden I could listen *and* take notes *and* process the information. This meant I could actually join the in-class discussion and have my questions answered! My notes were legible, I wasn’t doodling the whole time. It was like I could take all my energy from playing with my hair or twitching my foot and put it where I wanted it to go. For eighteen years I have suffered through school. Classes I didn’t like were impossible, classes I did like were enjoyable but I was never able to put in the necessary effort. My lack of talent in school always made me feel inferior, considering all my friends did well. I *knew* I wasn’t stupid, and for the life of me just could never do my homework or push myself to finish that in-class assignment. Since first grade teachers asked me about ADHD, if I had been diagnosed, if I had tried treatment, etc. My parents (who I suspect to have ADHD) never allowed me to see counselors or doctors about it. Well, I’m an adult now, and guess what? I’m going to be productive, and proud of it.",1.9905128205128195,4.53163471794872,3.199487179487182,88.15384615384617,82.16239316239316,5.822222222222222,24.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.1428769230769231,940,36,183,13,26,303,128,234,0.073,0.7509999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9735,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,4,8,15,1,0,9,1,23,6,2,2,6,44,41,16,0,9,9,1,3,4,1,0,4,1,1,3,12,10,0,0,9,1,0,6,7,3,2,2,18,5,32,12,21,18,6,23,0,2,1,0,12,5,0,7,15,130,44,9,0.12171311572424386,0.0,0.11877444361884143,0.0,0.29255102531507643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127506251698236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378533313927545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388712076077776,0.0,0.0,0.07849489056729997,0.12548087790671844,0.0,0.12353625041914892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457853137007208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574229744166064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308361676023187,0.08695187419283025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705822811573565,0.0,0.0,0.09403525128611306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834473709188067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408071902825378,0.12051512027579625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689034532908003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596957312049686,0.23785152150367544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516789299830067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28161797466633914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925301126839477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514801123563885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447105973820049,0.13634654496625553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636034213212146,0.09698959498200736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068234707572793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830262312809693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097189656975543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352277499759522,0.16527043223603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717895491322495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886941638733565,0.0,0.0,0.13588834708017106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837925600516353 adhd,gamingwolfie77,2019/04/15,"How can I explain to my ignorant sister the 'perks' of having ADHD? Backstory: I was diagnosed in the 3rd grade and have been doing good since then, with only a few slip-ups. I am 18 and with high school almost coming to an end, I am trying to decide what I want to do with my life. I have a younger sister who is 16. My sister believes that I am using my ADHD and dyslexia to get out of doing things, which I'm not, I just have difficulty getting things done. Can I get some help to try to educate my sister about my ADHD? I would very much like to have a nice family outing that doesn't involve an argument with my sister.",4.304127906976742,4.425162232558144,5.9747189922480635,80.94719476744189,70.08527131782945,8.620542635658914,25.42732558139535,8.472884824447931,1.568076744186047,484,12,99,7,8,167,80,129,0.017,0.846,0.13699999999999998,0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,0,19,2,0,2,0,20,27,5,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,17,3,17,23,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,3,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.618843239171617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718752949542426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933824606088884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785492293935534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421365106518022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756499981584446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202441929207594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618093908052016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690285614202524,0.0,0.0,0.14396569010517446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504843329392025,0.18134985687490507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123626193138197,0.08385591644551914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617707863955882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054195062987198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737114998022113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419845528932727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280634660419195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330681505652712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824411796887554,0.0,0.14162314128274942,0.10123926718042676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192999594987082,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheHyperIntrovert,2019/04/15,"Should I see a doctor about possible ADHD symptoms? I want to know if you guys would recommend me seeing a professional or not. If you do recommend it, then I'll mention it to a therapist. Im not asking for a diagnosis. I'm in high school, in the US, and under 18. So essentially, I have always felt like I've had issues focusing. Every time I read or am in a conversation, my focus breaks and I constantly have to refocus myself. I learned that apparently, that's not a normal thing; to have random things pop up in your head every minute and constantly needing to refocus myself. I noticed it as I was doing a project in a class next to a friend and I told her I couldn't focus. Then I explained to her that I always break my focus and I literally couldn't focus on the project. How this happens all the time on my homework. Then she was confused as she could easily focus on it. Apparently, people can concentrate for about 15-20 minutes at a time normally. No matter how hard I try, I always break my concentration. Whether it's related to ADHD or not, it does causes issues for me. I've also always been fidgety and hyper. I saw a new primary care doctor a few weeks ago and she referred me to a therapist as she said it seems like I have ADD (due to me breaking my concentration and fidgeting a lot). However, I've always done well in school (minus middle school for unrelated reasons). Even though I break my concentration all the time, I'm able to to refocus and complete assignments (though they usually take me much longer then most of my friends). I've never had behavioral issues, I take all the honors and AP classes I can and usually get A's and B's in them (though it takes a lot of work). I've tried bringing this up to my mom that I have issues concentrating in general and want to pursue professional help. All she was saying, ""but you get good grades in school"" and ""you're not as bad as your brother who has ADHD! He really needs help in school!"" Also, I won't lie, I did steal my brothers adderall (misspelled I know) a few times. It genuinely calmed me down and I was able to focus, remain calm mostly, do better on my schoolwork. I actually felt normal for once. However, I do have access to seeing a therapist (as I was referred to one) and would rather get the help that would be for me rather then take medicine that's not mine. But, does it sound like these are just normal things? Am I just overthinking? Should I talk to a therapist about this? I'd like your guy's thoughts.",3.995732141878186,5.40264022718053,5.4993870950057575,79.36679458363031,71.67748478701826,8.818573543117155,27.523107285784768,9.287647586759268,2.36828341647936,1964,70,379,43,37,664,218,493,0.013000000000000001,0.86,0.126,0.9932,4,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,1,6,2,3,17,16,0,1,25,0,36,4,1,4,5,78,66,43,0,20,18,3,3,4,2,6,3,3,1,2,24,17,0,0,11,1,0,1,11,3,1,1,16,10,66,13,54,40,11,47,0,0,4,0,36,21,0,12,24,268,90,19,0.12842288994941292,0.0,0.06266110768301911,0.0,0.2315090360541712,0.0,0.056919571673184975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269973869463332,0.2671453304528233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600290331434338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361387444003149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056789804992400376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546784762018762,0.06596284184559187,0.0,0.0,0.0673244783821154,0.13877952096782867,0.0,0.05126761387947185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144626960701072,0.1123837364213147,0.06571060194664484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241105381323307,0.0,0.10820182361620638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330611374992426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921920620816407,0.0,0.10064348930888277,0.0,0.0,0.053857513553411535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715885166791455,0.05678196872957934,0.0,0.05752084228419304,0.0,0.06589946754637252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911873414212946,0.0678429170687412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935937931196233,0.2680802635857975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057786176747749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548187427709814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918054858898683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520366829228625,0.0,0.0,0.04720280031996085,0.09522394565695974,0.049523824874511777,0.06201581368341121,0.06828960019356106,0.0,0.25165433077820104,0.0,0.07310515569429504,0.0,0.06838309326320324,0.04351133692011865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445161309705414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238875626208717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422882150364262,0.0,0.04113549587881525,0.06602005983505696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107978844388925,0.05106351830257296,0.0,0.3249270519992033,0.15350462448310453,0.05845568789175772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667402774518864,0.1931160616322127,0.05161072718436309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821774684929303,0.12797769250872246,0.0,0.18926225600500726,0.05097671482191196,0.1872110496975662,0.0,0.0,0.06135678739435368,0.0,0.08719071237575718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723846215788115,0.0,0.14143966983004735,0.0,0.0757471478145099,0.0,0.051506547984055885,0.0,0.057733800516792375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046746696696204966,0.0,0.0,0.1368419045810184,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ketaminemo,2019/04/15,Is it normal for strattera to make anxiety worse? I don’t know if it’s the medication or just a coincidence but this past week I’ve been on strattera my anxiety has been 10x worse than it normally is and I feel like I’m always on edge. I’ve also noticed I’ve been more angry and irritable than usual. My psychiatrist said he was prescribing me strattera since it’s not a stimulant and shouldn’t trigger my anxiety but it seems like it is.,2.8666573033707863,4.92693773033708,5.056615168539327,78.62402387640451,76.19101123595507,8.944382022471911,27.97893258426966,9.516144504307137,2.810043820224719,354,15,69,10,8,123,57,89,0.221,0.711,0.068,-0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,3,0,18,16,8,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,6,2,6,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613731197923621,0.16790724479374508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631113569439019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203218075522916,0.14416036151962175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089969542723953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717091578682308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469783569988844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032843745431716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39542695028355984,0.0,0.22974171496915854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263345277913005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195055689003315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370400635098189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692456244120585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224555848912886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186550118956514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112869072318863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kendallybrown,2019/04/15,"My mouth is coated in dissolved Adderall Popped my afternoon meds in my mouth just now without checking to make sure my drink was next to me. Then I spent a good 90 seconds checking each room to figure out where I left my drink. Now my entire mouth tastes like Adderall. ADHD in a nutshell, y'all.",3.534827586206898,5.573479379310349,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,74.17241379310343,5.329655172413793,27.11724137931035,5.6839178017228535,0.8736579310344825,236,9,45,1,5,72,41,58,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.7717,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,6,3,1,1,7,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,10,3,8,2,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34644698548725616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647937272216333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241788919358454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31320842682516714,0.0,0.0,0.14083516290834727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242383247543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202052623187244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065805965558929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27169299645675576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778839700995512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,annahatesbanana,2019/04/15,"What’s your personal ADHD night time routine? I am in struggle city with sleep and night time routines. I don’t know why I’m so against brushing my teeth at night (I always remember to in the morning) or washing my face or even just putting on pajamas. Reading at night doesn’t work cause I’ll hyperfocus until I finish the whole book. (I know....) I’ve tried googling to find other people’s actual schedule of their night time routine or list. But I only find suggestions and would love to see some written out or see what others do. I know I need a set routine and just to follow it- so I’ve been trying to make one and would love to see others. Thanks if anyone has anything!!",3.4068080808080796,5.1335667851851845,4.230437710437712,86.59151515151515,73.74074074074073,6.686868686868688,27.08754208754209,7.348242739294969,1.4151481481481485,536,20,105,6,11,172,86,135,0.018000000000000002,0.8909999999999999,0.091,0.8906,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,8,6,3,2,0,26,22,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,4,12,3,16,18,2,20,0,0,3,2,6,6,0,6,11,63,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.1241124959650356,0.0,0.15284953918834712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582664422604612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892947865731593,0.0,0.10466096991355747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065222185055458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840033306129098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324863547223814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968974794098724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22957567956714306,0.0,0.08489580038157782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430476102425286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967642761705151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618265504098307,0.09672858521602336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817284484355786,0.11105149959624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785428457842773,0.0,0.0,0.12721765772216162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407381817764134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040457277447169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727509034612025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329595370270512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709323990554248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248471030296751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269814304379605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476309213080965,0.14199554563106107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259091356054593,0.0,0.0,0.1806946494474644,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LucaTedd,2019/04/15,"Weird question: do y’all find that you smell weird after taking meds? Like, after I take my Vyvanse, I notice that I smell weird. Which leaves me with the question, do I always smell weird and now my nose is simply now able to pick up on it? Or do the meds actually make me smell weird? Or like...??? Please tell me I’m not the only one,",1.7947826086956518,3.4414884057971067,2.9181884057971037,94.62336956521742,77.98550724637681,5.179710144927537,17.297101449275363,5.46131890053228,-0.6685768115942028,256,4,58,1,6,82,44,69,0.135,0.797,0.068,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,0,10,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,5,11,2,6,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,6,35,15,0,0.2107231064027039,0.0,0.20563535467550006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533850520314706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259710168111968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231253436658432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589733150624012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065930981554256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681317341791022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399096533028237,0.0,0.0,0.1427914304553302,0.1602644179660995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313106918689457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721162108389336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168751024013373,0.0,0.18418128299284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheManShark,2019/04/15,"Vyvanse and Sam-e Hi yall, I tried google and webmd but couldnt find anything on this. Does anyone know about this combo or have tried it? I take vyvanse daily for ADHD and wanted a non ssri antidepressant for depression. Thx in advance.",1.755289855072462,4.498503804347828,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,87.04347826086956,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.5940405797101449,189,6,33,2,6,62,39,46,0.109,0.821,0.07,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245709310248964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701985854579386,0.0,0.2907173006482669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042774133316638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091555415138694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228892563209997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941520879125819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656207317449949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797044974275274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083722364678785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaitlinismagic,2019/04/15,"Trying to get out of a funk Totally just stuck in a unmotivated funk today. It's 2:30 and I've barely left my bed. Just got up to use the bathroom and I stood in front of door staring at it for minutes. I've taken all my meds and usually the adderall helps with this, but not today. It occurs to me that I might be relying on the adderall to give me motivation too much. &#x200B; I realize part of this is that I need to move. I was away dogsitting for over a week and when I got home last night the kitchen was a total mess and the bathroom had shit all over the counter. I'm not the neatest roommate by a long shot, but I at least try to respect the fact that I live with others, so whatever mess I might leave I try to make sure it's not in anyone's way. I feel like I can't really live and do what I want in this house anymore so I isolate in my room, which is total mess because I try so hard to keep all my stuff in here and not around the house. This has become very clear after being in a house by myself for a week. But in order to move I first need a new job, which I've been looking for. I did really well and applied to 6 or 7 positions last week, but rarely do I ever hear anything back. I've been looking since January and going through cycles of applying to everything I find for a week or two and then not applying to anything or even looking for weeks or a month. &#x200B; But I should get out of bed right? No one is even home right now, so I can do whatever around the house, though if I want to cook I probably have to clean the mess in the kitchen first... smh. Except getting up requires me to decide what to do when I do get up... Do I clean, sort the papers in my room, unpack my clothes, cook, practice dancing, apply for a job a friend emailed to me, take a shower, clean the bathroom, go for a walk to the ice cream shop? ugh. I can't even decide that should just give up on today and just watch netflix or read a book. &#x200B; I'm hoping writing this will exercise some of my apathy so maybe I can do something. Sorry it's so ranty.",2.97746543778802,3.8168810783410163,4.307327188940094,89.11670506912441,73.47004608294931,7.258986175115208,25.75115207373272,7.4822170145007005,1.0950857142857138,1604,51,358,18,31,531,201,434,0.10300000000000001,0.797,0.1,0.3847,3,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,4,24,12,1,0,30,0,29,6,1,3,10,70,58,32,0,8,21,0,2,1,1,5,1,1,13,0,20,17,4,2,6,8,1,7,8,6,1,4,11,9,39,6,64,40,10,63,0,0,6,0,7,30,1,11,25,247,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23603280526288525,0.264703095582973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201390837572867,0.05077363147665977,0.0,0.11951082130725107,0.12928430676282024,0.0,0.0,0.06822355815407173,0.05583594148457596,0.0,0.04426502470147918,0.08019682811099695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388325049517245,0.06568382335660282,0.0,0.0,0.06526108219797447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036715989648523566,0.05187569551198268,0.0,0.0,0.06636818677141262,0.12353143269990888,0.0,0.0,0.0561016551787381,0.0,0.15175197219634984,0.13931657385583185,0.08253680008263083,0.0,0.11615263446726674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504818135005087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184163311867748,0.0,0.04867185818008735,0.0,0.14567619745367835,0.07212241920125177,0.0,0.3351487733211217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411704604294026,0.06454295747338809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838074964254708,0.0,0.07688809619974661,0.07889568756425244,0.0,0.0,0.035475696243255535,0.0,0.1282395765177516,0.0642614015329397,0.18293325931563534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847063254582227,0.0,0.07295085964851834,0.0,0.08065815657772603,0.0,0.0,0.15406466880806502,0.0,0.0,0.05796006950404675,0.15435509293406866,0.0533798914187115,0.10768521878309636,0.0,0.07013137733829852,0.0,0.06814363447125568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920535274464904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863424870938925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829053482941868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726339855808599,0.0,0.09303720493622757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402449085278824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745375714949098,0.0600673283792529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559020627835111,0.0,0.08128580313304473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831260408740756,0.0,0.0,0.06843815148630399,0.0,0.05459694303760145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134321556296491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064896973402704,0.0,0.0,0.1972014680395929,0.0,0.0709336541274089,0.0,0.0,0.06271547103453294,0.07997443124824119,0.05991443125455164,0.08565963244146321,0.05763787929164066,0.29123419798241296,0.0,0.06528900789542147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264703095582973,0.0 adhd,lifeboy91,2019/04/15,"Question about Concerta Hey there - if anyone can provide some insight on my new script. I went to see a psychiatrist in hopes for adderall since I was prescribed it as a kid. I’m 27 now and the doctor wanted to start me off on 18 mg of concerta. I’m on my 6th day taking it and it makes me tired, doesn’t help “tunnel vision” and I just want to get more of a kick from it. The doctor said don’t take two pills at same Because that’s not my prescription. But if I take two will it work together? I’m out of state so can’t see the doctor for a stronger script. Is it safe to take two 18mg Concertas together?",0.3500109890109897,2.4064852538461534,2.4637362637362616,93.9376923076923,84.92307692307692,5.868131868131869,20.05494505494506,7.1686216300943375,0.3744945054945057,473,14,109,7,14,159,84,130,0.023,0.8590000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,7,0,7,5,0,1,0,18,24,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,3,9,2,19,20,3,13,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,5,4,66,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086550984091929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947267405372712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021627505356784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771570331007133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811869517367651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415732313231774,0.0,0.0,0.15434130527818238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037267021493854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008049423780098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407684441863835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781527957362434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476577993243347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854352321096565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998867353362388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673477981435057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860254447180693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553920772801282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833108155145648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405179551358227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131286832736936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,freshdough420,2019/04/15,"Vyvanse makes me nauseous I’m on 30mg vyvanse and I had to leave class today because I was about to throw up, does anyone else have this problem? Should I start at a lower dose?",0.09162162162161992,2.4489997837837882,1.6473513513513502,96.43210810810814,91.70270270270271,2.9600000000000004,20.913513513513514,3.1291,-0.4479902702702701,140,5,29,0,5,45,32,37,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.7082,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,6,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595808830312438,0.3803810729613528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630554217284635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248761817475304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101248688770721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930914399001831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478067696046393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552282443203951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627668412923521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518937974532543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EveningRepair_,2019/04/15,"Anxious girlfriend Hi everyone, my boyfriend has ADD and I have anxiety which can make it difficult for us to understand each other sometimes. For example, his tendency to get distracted can make me feel unwanted. He can also get stressed in the relationship easily because he finds it difficult to balance work, friends, housework, met etc. - this makes me worry that he will leave. Does anyone else have experience in this?",5.442499999999999,8.841012694444448,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,74.83333333333334,10.266666666666667,36.77777777777778,10.125756701596842,5.1867444444444475,342,20,50,12,8,108,57,72,0.22899999999999998,0.706,0.065,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,10,15,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,13,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177906826238622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475878495029652,0.228541179348703,0.0,0.14145271625011285,0.20728004062625632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233200737627146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703390872440436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899551525946485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256177403918712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330611786163324,0.0,0.19788801203566853,0.0,0.0,0.10228885180257648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489834227687046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629631524008095,0.0,0.21138658038821692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420626688389935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051100403436458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719426492156568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007966422202805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23173372492589306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106012149487862,0.2433417377833028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472766558509579,0.20544525570667815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-lumberjack-,2019/04/15,"I feel like I have ADHD but my Doc has an different option. Hey ! Long time lurker here. Today I finally had my first appointment. Long story short -> I really thought I had ADHD but Doctor said that's impossible because I can talk without jumping from one point to another and because I don't  fiddle my finger all the time - and that is true. She investigated further and came to the conclusion that I might have a childhood trauma, which could also be true. But I still feel like I can relate hardcore to all 95% of the symptoms - that said, writing cost me a lot of energy because I need to reread every minute to control that everything makes a little sense. I am questioning my self (and you :) ) if I should insist more on ADHD or should I just trust my Doc. (I should mention that my physiologist is specialized in trauma - not ADHD).  ",3.4209433962264164,5.814871849056605,4.871044025157231,79.01939622641511,75.79245283018868,7.510440251572327,25.69433962264151,8.447377352677275,2.0514709433962266,660,24,116,13,15,220,101,159,0.053,0.802,0.146,0.945,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,7,0,17,3,1,2,4,33,25,10,0,6,8,0,3,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,6,5,24,6,11,13,4,17,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,6,11,86,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61108852706801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165688311592726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332951778569375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23247137826281786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539007766655124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257457794862,0.10149404269224888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281212238989795,0.0,0.13011150987634226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710309759393437,0.0,0.11424620851188033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855020075764093,0.1816274363389191,0.0,0.1392524656931821,0.0,0.1081272125950367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420767948089267,0.12740646384178886,0.0,0.22499233023830426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807188418896573,0.0,0.0,0.08485280669624898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348529911254389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425700236949884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613900965528692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016838360463228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240218307986813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143557811577858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183823614384645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261266417900666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151726253483237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212513819970426,0.0,0.1021733010735104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091815239556903,0.14824802507981485,0.0,0.12049378804521152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253801670774828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,demtar,2019/04/15,"The chill guy I wonder if I am the only one in the friends group that is called the chill/relaxed guy. People seem to see me as the guy that doesn't care and is always relaxed, but I'm not. I'm so busy with my thoughts I look zoned out and relaxed. Do you guys have that same problem?",1.5588709677419352,2.771948758064518,2.5685806451612905,98.73287096774195,77.54838709677419,4.960000000000001,22.07741935483871,3.1291,-0.3946232258064515,221,6,54,0,5,70,44,62,0.084,0.784,0.132,0.4742,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,6,4,5,13,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,0,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488280951794362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234083453699964,0.0,0.20203464964953632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309589587446773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7848278194697383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664022872464649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427656521471434,0.15070761250868814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373773730360563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896098455178108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790577183755586,0.18039503134042495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573148208427353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148932196581102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Time_Barracuda,2019/04/15,"Great video: Do you have a 'Wall of Shame'? [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uo08uS904Rg](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uo08uS904Rg) &#x200B; I just found this video in my youtube recommends. I saw the title and I was like 'uh, hell yes'. The presentation is a little too cutesy, but it describes a phenomenon I'm intimately familiar with- I suspect most of us are. It helps me forgive myself for my failure to 'adult' adequately, and really explains why I have such a terrible time forcing myself to get my. mail- what could be a better symbol of that failure, and the overwhelming sense of defeat that comes with it? I understand now why it feels like theres a monster in my mailbox.",6.806028708133973,10.124606333333332,5.116730462519938,76.83696172248806,69.0,8.005103668261562,28.784688995215305,8.841846274778883,2.6472736842105267,558,21,86,11,11,161,81,114,0.18100000000000002,0.659,0.16,-0.7782,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,2,5,10,1,2,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,16,16,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,2,15,5,11,11,1,8,1,2,1,0,7,4,1,1,5,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506122964953301,0.28105351965624825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456510929789126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992435495565672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846733764643089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695168991869966,0.16524000344025164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360734068849417,0.0,0.0,0.12084414560763658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550078894013843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550347987385218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260019499083849,0.2318222945595398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481760187695464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487226747223546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079034570384594,0.2782241364527029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41742262027974253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28105351965624825,0.0 adhd,ynocfyinco,2019/04/15,"Experiencing Interpersonal Stressors has <<< my ADHD symptoms My long-term relationship is going through a very hard time. I am often in a constant state of stress/anxiety about it. I don't sleep much. My appetite has flagged and I'm not digesting things very well. &#x200B; HOWEVER, it's super easy to focus on work and non-relationship-related things! I wouldn't say that work is just flying by, but it feels like a reprieve from the grief emotions I'm having in my interpersonal relationship. I'm happy to leave the house every day, and when work ends, I have more energy and motivation to do things like go to the gym or go do something social (which I rarely feel). I'm much less likely to fall asleep on the couch or surf reddit numbly for five hours. I don't come home and eat chips and salsa and do Netflix, because my home is honestly not very comfortable right now. &#x200B; I have a sense of things being ""very wrong"" (I wish I could fall asleep before 3AM and stop having diarrhea), but there are some parts of my brain that seem to be finally operating normally. I don't quite know what to do with this situation. Do I need to be in a constant state of anxiety/dread/emergency to finally focus? Please let me know if anyone has experienced similar.",6.528624999999997,7.265859612500003,6.924166666666667,73.9175,65.375,10.4,31.833333333333336,10.355215969177356,3.2545333333333333,1017,38,186,24,15,331,143,240,0.094,0.765,0.142,0.9194,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,6,7,10,0,0,9,0,26,7,4,1,0,32,41,14,1,6,8,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,3,0,12,10,2,1,6,3,0,6,6,2,1,1,0,6,18,8,24,35,6,25,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,6,14,117,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533817759857193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796850988932666,0.2332299033186094,0.0,0.0,0.07341735218153334,0.0,0.0,0.06710497171003499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850287135168245,0.0,0.08166402978727688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713508346714663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267029328928319,0.0,0.2074205479308387,0.0,0.0766248253908575,0.0,0.0,0.06189318679762733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982020244895882,0.0,0.10795416337557603,0.08500158858534437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085948627388692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705137785162016,0.06856151467854389,0.0,0.21026250577761915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636271468132377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216263558011653,0.08597093101940073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253295115296845,0.0,0.09451184547674324,0.11073734681901444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548601593019476,0.0,0.0,0.10161915486967404,0.0,0.09813658221575204,0.0,0.14065936531790907,0.0,0.0,0.08493108344825462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109907049622866,0.07116108647212327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403094710076748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392695739143852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534705127555694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207669354479228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091099709398168,0.0,0.08195848620610985,0.0,0.07631978314762597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736815581740788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078751309617438,0.096040047305123,0.097830081904065,0.0,0.0738829631153044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802358345755735,0.10993415656944433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975034372207968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550347766775302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596130932888636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31674364014775985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628921943100562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036161284309423,0.0,0.0,0.20960352165211688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492893668576113,0.2332299033186094,0.0 adhd,hausdorffparty,2019/04/15,"Forgetting to pay credit card... again. Here's how it always goes: -> Get email about credit card statement. I act on this right away so I don't forget! -> Realize the account you pay off credit card with has no money! -> Right away! Set up money transfer from account A to account B so you can pay it off -> Wait for money transfer to go through ..... ..... Then forget entirely to pay it off until you get an email about your NEXT statement, and a late fee. \>:( My coping strategy of ""Do things as soon as you think about it so you don't forget to do them"" doesn't work in this case. Halp?",0.4558928571428567,2.900499605042018,1.7879359243697517,95.49097951680677,90.76470588235294,4.3195378151260515,17.521533613445378,5.985473137389443,-0.31111386554621845,459,12,96,4,16,146,71,119,0.063,0.8190000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.8275,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,1,1,10,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,12,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,0,14,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,24,12,0,19,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,6,62,17,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368609860430573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348972800732438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974475363417172,0.0,0.16177956363125215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211103192110429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027404972962738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861983500611805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911630352256467,0.18239945205949815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072367998151138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tempaccount58389,2019/04/15,"Should I start taking meds? Hey guys, I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD this year and I’m currently undergoing some kind of therapy to increase my ability to focus. Nonetheless, I have failed many tests to get into uni, I feel unmotivated and get easily “depressed” whenever I fail a test in school. I feel like it’s so easy to blame the illness that I start to blame myself instead, thinking I’m stupid or whatever. My doctor hasn’t prescribed me any meds but honestly I’d like to ask him to do so. My attention span has definitely increased, but I still struggle to study and focus and at this point it’s getting frustrating to say the least. I feel like I’m inferior to my friends who have all passed the tests I have failed. Would you think taking meds would help me? Has it helped you?",3.725595776772245,5.7426736862745145,4.81045751633987,81.53628959276018,73.57516339869281,8.62926093514329,27.45550527903469,9.265573868473778,2.438305580693816,626,24,121,15,13,205,95,153,0.175,0.632,0.192,0.6153,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,3,4,14,2,1,4,0,11,3,0,0,1,20,27,9,0,3,3,0,3,3,1,3,3,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,1,4,19,6,15,23,5,13,0,5,0,0,11,5,0,2,8,70,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901906826609895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129683045246304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925601046178265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829766488619773,0.15118965604926776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246525003841765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595355153010416,0.2128318434054634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508490220656843,0.0,0.2334738719949069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749225042376268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968737182606994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511726726801406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832067270694155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510204532361288,0.0,0.0,0.4963776576111248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081385013828118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845771065423776,0.0,0.15075386886342562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086706616551115,0.0,0.11895838293091082,0.0,0.0,0.15572367808282686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399638050754847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034692982878702,0.0,0.0,0.1908930757821971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116315689044653,0.0,0.0,0.09592433570398644 adhd,lawncarehelp123,2019/04/15,"Suffering from some potential symptoms in regards to school work and curious if I relate to other on here. I am NOT trying to break Rules 2, 3, or 9. I am completely new to this world of ADD/ADHD and I am looking for some genuine discussions about it. I am going to talk to a doctor and get tested this summer but I feel like I'm struggling with it now and have been and it is really harming my GPA and overall just my peace of mind. &#x200B; For as long as I can remember, I have never been great at focusing on school work, homework, etc... I procrastinate literally any and everything and while I have a respectable college GPA currently, this past year will really drag me down and I have had enough. I have thought about potentially having ADD/ADHD for a while but reading the signs and symptoms, especially for ADHD-PI have me convinced I am suffering from at least something. I never skip class, I am very organized in terms of my rooms and meetings/other events I have to go to, but I have major issues getting work done and putting in effort when I always procrastinate and it seems like even after 5 minutes of doing school stuff, I feel like I just ran a marathon mentally. However, in terms of things I enjoy doing - sports, Netflix, video games, and even doing work for my student org's on campus, I am always pretty locked-in and concentrated and can spend a ton of time on them without feeling much or any mental strain at all. &#x200B; When I was a kid in elementary school, I HATED sitting still in class and ALWAYS wanted to go to gym or recess. Hell, even when we would get up to play spelling games I would LOVE doing that and honestly was super energetic and bounced around. Even in elementary school I procrastinated my work to play sports and I remember feeling a similar ""mental strain"" on trying to complete my homework. I think that now that I am in college and work needs to be started earlier and tests studied for longer and earlier, these symptoms have gotten worse than in high school where I experienced similar things. &#x200B; Again, I do not mean to break any rules and I know 99% of people here are not medical professionals, but I would just love to chat with other people who might/are going through the same thing. I will 100% take myself to get tested this summer but for now, I feel like speaking with others would really help ease my mind.",7.0334316902609615,7.199303239467852,7.187416851441243,74.42776692819378,64.27716186252772,10.042674398771961,33.088947637728126,9.757249324022393,3.1180928876002043,1895,71,338,35,26,612,216,451,0.09300000000000001,0.753,0.154,0.9867,2,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,0,1,8,21,22,2,3,9,0,40,7,0,0,3,72,69,40,0,7,16,0,5,4,0,6,5,1,3,1,20,29,0,0,12,12,1,6,6,8,0,0,9,8,47,14,64,53,12,58,1,2,1,2,13,24,1,7,29,247,67,32,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353837692674315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169222923008253,0.2105487933946168,0.23612360714325895,0.132146243418761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057662863353790714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582925035478804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629924468674596,0.0,0.06628660197050754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692917111366124,0.07224047107837164,0.1711312671005656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821496760633155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375917131891687,0.1388243267844425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353676011502246,0.0,0.14725091835175688,0.0,0.0,0.07141389864000526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395121476125405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043416850469906704,0.068437608346752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760754430042107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03559826338761121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658181188894094,0.0,0.0,0.0573232205563036,0.05439410138738035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692267631874358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055820610284988,0.0,0.0652532965009042,0.19583178952904298,0.06871530015954955,0.1308071635689476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047616566338004034,0.04802932553371946,0.09991587263739864,0.06255942626803665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183440236583462,0.08981269285304208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658987537721962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511606612649029,0.0,0.0,0.06479183267113749,0.0,0.12448823301265036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675331847477455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39333032163321396,0.0,0.05896809344920341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049866423670342025,0.0,0.0,0.04584758563856604,0.0,0.051728842706707134,0.0,0.0,0.06771616636664356,0.07415108076275663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197590993519973,0.04870221521452712,0.05206313180719552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909950773724174,0.04150475841905089,0.0,0.05142356187678608,0.037770417461278814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795500079986597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344558436917488,0.0382055626400938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244011741049482,0.0,0.2829387878552766,0.0,0.06601054942086214,0.1840552278857195,0.0,0.23612360714325895,0.04171252795407257 adhd,Eyesack_G,2019/04/15,"Sometimes I hope that people coughing just choke to death quicker So I was reading a book for my class and my friend was working on physics next to me. He starts coughing and inside sometimes whenever someone keeps coughing I just want to strangle them. I know it’s bad, but it’s tough to not lose my mind whenever I’m reading and somebody just starts coughing constantly. I could even hear it through my noise-canceling earbuds.",3.5029444444444446,6.447978850000003,3.216666666666665,87.8327777777778,79.25,5.555555555555557,33.888888888888886,6.937597516519254,2.3687222222222206,348,20,60,4,9,104,54,80,0.11,0.787,0.10300000000000001,-0.1563,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,14,11,5,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,11,2,7,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,36,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688421950293487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289324126056496,0.0,0.16914337867880608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399235968376378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367322855450722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387680769850813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041285081913655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883002238787655,0.0,0.0,0.11642611286086108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370037078373701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390607489560126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253027365876456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686871941743626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423810630361094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949811115564113,0.0,0.4190461503973213,0.0,0.2998941898840687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495343099788064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422785698312952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nyiyx,2019/04/15,"I was diagnosed with ADHD 3 days ago (F21) after 6 years attending therapy for BPD, depression and PTSD. Today has been the first day during that time I have gone to bed feeling that I’ve accomplished my goals for the day. I was started on 10mg of dexamphetamine and I managed to follow my to-do lists without being too distracted. I was able to focus more clearly. I cooked a healthy dinner, journaled and did some work on my assignment!!!! :D",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176469,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,65.47058823529412,10.564705882352943,34.64705882352941,10.355215969177356,3.6537529411764713,350,15,63,8,5,115,65,85,0.042,0.7559999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,3,0,8,3,0,0,1,8,12,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,6,1,9,0,11,5,2,15,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,40,11,5,0.2383760583097043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864816985996342,0.0,0.21130599290321547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002263006915558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611985117514533,0.0,0.2053129497262884,0.2419466814077421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053009748053845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276255342376864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786488558119276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687238009864475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27260379735662577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899899656986967,0.0,0.225952630696696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297860137410771,0.0,0.17354060949461692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350636608538085 adhd,Xactor92,2019/04/15,"Concerta tolerance! :( Hi everyone, Its been almost a year iv been taking concerta + wellbutrin + prozac. Its been great combination until last few months.. I can't say it doesn't work but it just doesnt give me motivation anymore.. It works like 2.5 hours then i can sit and look at empty wall for hours without doing anything. Also i feel sleepy but can't sleep. I don't really know what to do... i feel hopeless. Any idea how to reverse tolerance? (concerta 54mg , wellbutrin 300mg , prozac 20mg)",2.2239712918660293,4.911636105263163,3.6771291866028726,84.08172248803828,82.68421052631578,7.244019138755982,24.42583732057416,8.296473431620573,1.937315789473684,390,15,73,9,11,128,68,95,0.11800000000000001,0.773,0.109,-0.2013,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,4,1,2,0,12,17,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,4,6,2,6,14,1,10,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,8,38,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540019587472686,0.0,0.0,0.17202227397410355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628122801984364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332993509114415,0.0,0.0,0.1770160537541248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055454906794983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175307483010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635177515099334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371579967878565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42367729186284936,0.0,0.0,0.2428314323198576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182180639190454,0.17534222351551426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509119901396097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806370519992905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169763652688833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378040807516863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106299679389306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526395420258265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173490061972434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073570193796442,0.0,0.3132032532378433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385228892265472 adhd,tookbook96,2019/04/15,"ADHD isn't real prove me wrong I honestly think adhd symptoms are symptoms of anxiety and maybe depression and people just don't like to label themselves as ""anxious"" or ""depressed"" as they have a stigma of being cowardly or lazy. Whereas adhd is more widely seen as an illness of activity and stimulus and not one where sufferer is in their situation due to lack of effort like, and so the sufferer feels less accountable for their current state. Many of what people describe in this thread are just symptoms of anxiety, and it seems kind of unhealthy because they speak of it like ""oh, just my darn adhd at it again"" as though they don't have any intention of getting better and they just like have some other entity (the adhd) to blame for their problems. Anyway this will probably get a lot of hate but this is coming from someone who has ""adhd"" symptoms but just sees them as a result of other illnesses",9.393860946745562,8.092411603550296,9.19667899408284,66.75288831360949,60.183431952662716,12.000295857988167,38.87647928994083,10.9516,4.393727218934911,727,30,118,15,8,237,103,169,0.182,0.778,0.040999999999999995,-0.9551,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,8,2,10,14,1,0,6,0,14,6,0,2,1,29,23,18,0,2,10,0,1,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,7,0,1,1,4,11,7,25,20,5,10,0,4,2,0,10,5,1,5,7,94,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7211514192747077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800984364064043,0.0,0.15301388440919084,0.11298219228987165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060964821861716034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845021595835359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614927074843529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227595551401445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056777407206666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450160159749554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873860968016952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414443419147036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543822839598696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850244432292003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139386755983178,0.10047291723260582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776897979727517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138667896412099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782708338067387,0.09569552043361984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383262915513767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969456952090556,0.0910448313515426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241479247843564,0.0,0.0,0.08473766770292565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157923736156343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408200620907226,0.0982587597583069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093446148092822,0.0,0.0 adhd,TH3P0DPIP3R,2019/04/15,"In need of flame I guess I more so need to rant, started and deleted his 3 or 4 times now, title may not match anymore, but definitely just need to complain about how hard it is as an adult to get a doctor to take me seriously Never needed medication as I always had my hobbies, and the military always kept me busy. But now out for over 10 years, got 4 kids and a partner with bipolar, it’s really burdensome to carry everyone. And boy oh boy is it hard. This r or sub or whatever it is has been really helpful to me over the past few years so thank you all for your courage to share and the community for speaking truths and good help. In lieu of a mountaintop, or a field miles away from anything and anyone, to scream from please don’t mind my release AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I don’t know any or you, but your hearts are big. Thank you for being there for others!",4.808911368015412,5.904216167630062,6.1296098265895935,76.79399084778423,69.40462427745665,8.541233140655107,27.133429672447015,8.841846274778883,1.8807845857418108,699,22,140,12,12,236,113,173,0.092,0.7170000000000001,0.191,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,0,0,8,9,0,0,8,0,11,4,1,1,3,32,24,20,0,4,10,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,5,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,4,15,6,27,18,3,16,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,7,8,94,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26509808536391205,0.0,0.0,0.10832838499770472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798122324317582,0.1113851558692014,0.0,0.13108902270939332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496661049827812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304867813888665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221646242845518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832268472086701,0.0,0.0,0.13361195291406833,0.1274054949240949,0.0,0.17548516394470956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854001814707364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876938915432614,0.21354873985426204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754624305019082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604763943985659,0.0,0.0,0.16084598860654709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724710260079794,0.12286075833589405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206836242092067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486182361260014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410128785490375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275223827281428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977258339342275,0.0,0.0,0.2933211568318506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288818702102916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205165913333626 adhd,no_soul_ginger,2019/04/15,"Meal Preppers? Curious to know if anyone has been able to do weekly meal planning/prepping, and *stick to it*? My thinking is, developing beneficial routines and removing the decision obstacles that contribute to poor diet (impulse) - as well as taking care of the stop-and-can't-restart that taking a break to make a lunch meal causes - would be a massive help in managing my own daily life. Of course, the problem lies in keeping the routine...so anyone been successful in sticking to a prepping plan? How's it helped? What kind of pitfalls should I be aware of?",5.681113861386138,7.82013962376238,5.923849009900994,75.07805074257426,68.60396039603961,8.614356435643566,35.397277227722775,9.188382445141503,3.615008910891089,446,23,71,9,8,142,72,101,0.10300000000000001,0.733,0.165,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,8,0,9,6,0,3,0,13,16,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,4,15,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,46,8,2,0.2483647679648405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473248410590137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25322443358423685,0.2551390319239081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329473373244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075801743891696,0.0,0.25863368643517065,0.13649478117366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542738063236976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578541120056106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376515405477749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764406705674068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734787922656277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914211478208096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922323572953432,0.0,0.2233097538099294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764312052289079,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,popcorndevil,2019/04/15,"Any advice on lessening anxiety and irritability of stimulants? Or increasing the effectiveness of Nuvigil? Everyday is a choice between Vyvanse and Adderall and Walgreens caffeine pills, so I have to balance what I need to get done against the side effects of anxiety and irritability. Also sometimes Excedrin, because it makes me less anxious, well I don't know, maybe because it's mixed with Tylenol? Recently, added to the mix, is Nuvigil, which was great for two days, helping me focus without making me anxious at all, but then lost effectiveness. I am wondering if anyone has any advice on combating anxiety of stimulants? I have tried jogging but after I jog not only don't I feel anxious but I don't feel like concentrating or doing anything. I used to try taking Gabapentin but that just made me exhausted. I don't have any prospects of getting any anxiety medicine because my doctor said no. Or, does anyone have any advice on the Nuvigil? Actually I guess I haven't tried taking it with just a little Adderal or Vyvanse or caffeine pill. Okay I'm going to try that and maybe it will get me off Reddit and out of bed... I'm going to try to 250 of Nuvigil and half an Excedrin.",5.888270547945208,7.597468474885844,6.720727739726026,71.25725599315071,67.44748858447488,9.675913242009132,37.43179223744292,9.978442167317967,4.225924429223745,952,52,154,23,16,315,121,219,0.138,0.826,0.036000000000000004,-0.9518,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,7,1,17,5,0,9,1,40,38,20,0,2,14,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,8,10,0,0,7,2,0,5,8,2,1,2,5,3,18,4,27,32,3,18,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,8,6,106,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.10182443156430168,0.0,0.0,0.30589046453775004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344364551679677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35478658241917826,0.0,0.3192906803260445,0.35363615380638913,0.0,0.1459191283388883,0.0,0.08586600152992427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082091331132392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729307559096398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680023206491238,0.09131190383723292,0.1067798661461968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551865308423003,0.07454318364604078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354588146391824,0.0,0.1186018960400239,0.0,0.0,0.11503933390869275,0.11494638562650385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993940470396665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573445867878009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097707729858417,0.10457983246682034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390351044935965,0.0,0.0,0.0987325630136652,0.13930050393130225,0.0,0.20965460893569848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736955582463703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935811079341601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302684813556218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992547844801706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319861991901656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156907002834276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542127267466872,0.0,0.10192866532426156,0.0,0.0,0.09011948328857138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381754707254042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005836350189124,0.11315632734477213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mircamor,2019/04/15,"Those of you not diagnosed until adulthood, how has your life changed as a result of the diagnosis? Or has it changed? I’m startled to discover there is a good probability I have adhd. I’m almost 40. I’m in tears as I read many accounts here. But even if I do get diagnosed with adhd, I’m wondering if it will even make a difference? Do you feel it has for you?",0.4462666666666699,2.756962160000004,3.3933333333333344,85.57666666666667,87.4,7.066666666666667,24.333333333333336,8.167268648758528,1.783533333333334,282,12,60,7,9,100,50,75,0.066,0.893,0.042,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,8,3,0,3,0,12,16,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,15,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,1,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830737113693112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012507321015161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252167766084549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40797747958227015,0.0,0.20997954317863615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265488537957302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162066513540094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500286454094028,0.0,0.0,0.16857105926060936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195691403722313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415457314353346,0.20376044726423045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668859533224447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103268349349576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795238875681694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tnw28,2019/04/15,"I got my taxes done holy shit I can barely believe it How do I go about filing past returns that I didn't get to in time, though? If you haven't done yours yet, there is still daylight! You've got time! (seriously though how do I do this please help)",0.2270440251572339,2.3721660754717,1.6587735849056635,98.90312893081764,86.35849056603773,4.2880503144654085,16.38050314465409,5.46131890053228,-0.8922176100628931,194,4,46,1,6,62,40,53,0.084,0.863,0.053,-0.3734,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,8,2,1,0,0,0,9,1,1,2,0,3,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,3,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,6,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648861179657568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811940647190649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283418574112305,0.0,0.13361725037365518,0.0,0.3760745661483061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758788453366154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244371149627532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580778972295861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413349037691971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187757490543326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619846801327307,0.0,0.2741866404981075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,testingthereds,2019/04/15,Living alone vs with a roommate? Which one do you feel like is better for you as a person with ADHD? And why?,-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.6086956521739,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.5883507246376811,84,1,18,0,3,28,20,23,0.077,0.6940000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.6046,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450413140433274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881594066535301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314627564502713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895002018918052,0.26774315133281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309874429925965,0.0,0.33093790843263765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396085924769396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272437388334865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33818096545764337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ashley34,2019/04/15,"Constipation if I don’t take my meds This might be TMI, so stop reading if you don’t want to hear about my poops. I know from other threads that I’m not alone with meds making me need to poop. I almost always have a huge, soft poop about an hour after taking 40mg of Vyvanse. That can sometimes be annoying, but for the most part, I like how regular it makes me. The problem is that I rarely poop now if I don’t take my meds. I usually skip them during the weekend, which means I don’t poop at all the entire weekend. Has anyone experienced this? Before I started taking meds, drinking coffee would usually make me poop, but even that does nothing now if I don’t take my meds. tl;dr Vyvanse makes me poop about an hour after taking it, but I can’t poop at all if I skip my meds.",4.436086956521738,4.602652267080746,5.347385093167702,85.40033229813666,69.80745341614906,7.930683229813666,26.659006211180127,7.554174236665415,1.267168447204969,609,17,130,6,10,200,89,161,0.06,0.889,0.052000000000000005,-0.2833,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,8,3,1,0,7,0,14,9,8,5,2,27,31,10,0,9,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,3,23,1,13,27,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,8,13,85,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090300260895296,0.10436360982695117,0.0,0.0,0.08384572424506276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045821588022484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574479198447553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881813632830409,0.0,0.0,0.09871271832760864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655526257822478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357106605456635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846922939222425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055378582937715866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049229377369976096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690494410142412,0.0,0.0,0.10976415973041444,0.6715725832531999,0.0,0.0,0.1068972356190831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471701522488568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966880868073114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091202009785794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641984429980974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079367749478216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966055476850767,0.0,0.07132298270097537,0.0,0.0,0.08424522967216103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545827927291755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195992596578695,0.0,0.059434638603265574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158156559216275,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gandcoc,2019/04/15,"Missed my first ADHD therapy Appt. this morning 🙃 .... I forgot to set my alarm. I was so excited to meet my therapist this morning, I’ve been waiting so long to have the means to see a specialist! Lol ugh gotta laugh though. I emailed about a slot later today! So not all is lost for the day! Side note; any advice for my first ever therapist appointment?",0.9624603174603196,3.4945317857142872,2.783333333333335,88.96055555555556,88.28571428571428,6.53968253968254,22.063492063492063,7.793537801064563,1.3675873015873017,275,10,55,6,9,91,52,70,0.098,0.743,0.158,0.6737,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,2,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,1,7,2,7,6,1,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,7,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273206579909941,0.2221443237091635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459225026519385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660909541643605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056330727642604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38673370079484215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011799676400535,0.0,0.0,0.2481576370983933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476291018326361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115264168598386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599717591396655,0.5278954900020367,0.0,0.0,0.22335064993777856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154823353675029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,form_d_k,2019/04/15,"Yet Another Tolerance-Related Post First of all, I have been taking some form of ADHD medication since I was a child, and Adderall XR for the majority of my adult life. I recently started working at a high-paying, work-intensive tech company. I started taking Adderall IR ""as needed"", but ""as needed"" here is often. I even need to come in some weekends, which means I'm not getting the usual 2-day break from meds as I normally would. I'm definitely developing a tolerance, but am afraid to cut back & afraid of having the impact weaken. Any suggestions or advice?",7.571185897435896,7.877363490384617,8.643076923076926,63.96858974358975,63.134615384615394,11.933333333333335,36.56410256410256,11.538034831475384,4.703710256410257,449,20,71,13,6,154,78,104,0.064,0.871,0.064,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,2,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,16,19,7,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,13,16,5,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,8,49,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195832454172526,0.1785431799159386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979674089572825,0.0,0.12424981872975828,0.19158852739540144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049356380881947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573894410161175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783354921334856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067896350745058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541397495029038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545901269870916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930443169186956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290542588432464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902595998271214,0.20295085148666875,0.1840622189175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064339139123015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901809239528133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498673525012465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804051765128134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114051645044935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586477250088889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747520287640761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123047200256494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660317251034669,0.0,0.0,0.1297927287380135,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spacewitch89,2019/04/15,"Taking Adderall again, not feeling like I used to... I was prescribed adderall again, after 7-8 years of not taking it. I started taking it in high school after being diagnosed with ADHD, and it totally changed my life. I went from being an insecure, sad, C student, to being a confident, outgoing A/B student. I stopped taking it after I finished college, feeling like I was doing pretty well in post school life, not really needing it. I've recently stepped up to a job that is much harder, and started to feel like my life is falling apart again. I went to the doc and got another Adderall prescription. Same dosage (15 mg extended release) that I used to take in highscool/college. Only now, it makes me anxious as hell! Maybe I'm not used to it yet... its only been 2 days, but I feel totally jittery and wired, which NEVER used to happen. Even the first time I took it! I never used to feel it working. I talked to my doctor about it and he seemed puzzled and just offered ""well it usually helps people in your situation"" and said he didn't know what else to offer me. I've had bad luck with Ritalin in the past (made me cry uncontrollably for no reason), so I'm reluctant to try that or anything in that family again. Anyone else had this experience taking adderall as an adult? I'm feeling very discouraged about the whole thing. &#x200B; TLDR: I used to take Adderall in high school and it was godsend, as an adult I feel jittery and bad. Anyone else feel like this?",3.705267962308597,5.708075985865728,4.8532729681978815,81.26928518845705,73.59363957597174,7.402179034157831,29.1061542991755,8.212053250817874,2.237980094228504,1156,49,208,19,24,380,148,283,0.17300000000000001,0.752,0.075,-0.9728,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,2,13,14,1,2,9,0,13,6,0,9,4,47,50,15,0,1,7,0,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,22,11,0,2,11,0,0,5,8,7,2,1,13,9,22,7,34,34,5,39,1,2,0,0,10,11,1,4,26,135,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923360084527098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324642580132154,0.09335815240294924,0.0,0.08056406968304182,0.0,0.08679723328653087,0.0,0.10744413279360436,0.15744500919397106,0.06322541928437694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283014584964769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127707833212182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439531615295927,0.049549680238589314,0.0,0.0,0.07798191273220444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863984966878422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254748580743905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074619319572509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515552336877021,0.07242948939920571,0.0,0.3107847560013915,0.21955251004302329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535246383398131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144882057414445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794145620323587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149824270514062,0.16235247497942085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762429758445473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042224343497403005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628041581145872,0.15014310803662362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269941050398943,0.05128533185810585,0.0,0.07718713063774188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056479672374199964,0.05696926047213133,0.11851370616445665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686697270470167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334394425432203,0.053264985880931724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358292129467774,0.07816481340762149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049219947003933714,0.07899513004172944,0.07586140678331983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308393605066461,0.0,0.0,0.2332714159079559,0.0,0.06994411514053371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636133509052499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876284516750516,0.0,0.0,0.0642342098152946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043717889656424,0.06175389897650591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104314500483958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480081130812612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536213914391619,0.052163249168221716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39814422577664543,0.08461856244297833,0.06339367424335772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381607072463007,0.14244633222852046,0.0,0.08577913921925891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055933929683855285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335815240294924,0.049476686244496436 adhd,Cosulliv88,2019/04/15,"Crashing every morning. Any answer? I've been on Adderall XR for the better part of 7 years. I take 30mg XR every morning consistently. I've found is sometimes that night, but mostly the next morning I feel absolutely dreadful. Depression, tired, lack of motivation. I'm assuming this is withdrawals from being on it for so long. It usually lasts for about 2 1-2 hours after I take my dose in the morning. Any advice or suggestions to stop this? If it's means anything I found that if I take my dose in the morning, then go back to sleep, the withdrawals are worse throughout that entire day",3.8102654867256622,6.0368700707964615,4.689566371681419,81.56726991150444,73.95575221238937,6.99787610619469,28.99911504424779,7.908726449838941,2.0778113274336287,470,20,84,7,10,152,74,113,0.2,0.758,0.042,-0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,0,5,4,1,1,0,14,14,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,1,14,10,3,17,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,5,12,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067104240640166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375430536344025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372634999127246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429906982686704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446833332237184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263815668656035,0.0,0.1504302699062863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29430908168593445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831091813740984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830008291142584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926057645723947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200019275713696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236730087906774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456435804935098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902507173456696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857477891773376,0.16390207598880913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891345641789297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747813363029775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273846110008742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460195697524956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393956928300338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074046234586665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235803034750398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798857246164526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247222405280324 adhd,IgotapocketfulofAdhd,2019/04/15,"Don’t be too hard on yourself - Fall down 7 tones get up 8.. Hey Fam, Just a gentle reminder, “Don’t be too hard on yourself” I have been having a rough time with my medication over the last 6-7 weeks. I have been beating up myself daily as my symptoms are “extreme” now as my medication is not working as well as it did before.. Impulsive shopping , aggression, lack of focus you know the list. Anyway 2 weeks again I remembered some advice I got from a few members about exercise, eating, music and not only relying on my medz. I started trying to reimplementing them into my daily routine. Today I was told that “it is clear that I’m starting to regain control of my disorder. I’m proud of you, keep it up.. “That made my day 😊 So I want to share this feeling with you all.. Always remember if we have a bad day today we can always try again tomorrow.. Stop being hard on yourself!! You can fight this, I’m proud of all you have done so far - IgotapocketfulofAdhd",3.4857142857142875,5.090410269841269,5.307068783068786,79.45552380952384,73.28571428571428,7.5796825396825405,26.885714285714286,8.238735603445708,1.8563231746031752,747,27,142,12,15,256,118,189,0.13,0.78,0.09,-0.6924,0,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,2,5,1,5,11,7,2,0,6,0,20,5,0,2,3,24,33,8,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,6,1,3,4,2,1,1,4,3,1,0,8,5,23,4,25,22,5,27,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,15,101,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250395978768138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426854577681611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217624470466038,0.0,0.0,0.12409108682255512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635614011953085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809732599861456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713448446848286,0.0,0.0,0.14923531965365092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922109500144615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373632544588385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619046167651597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663404062458073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919066800818018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962092437263126,0.0,0.0,0.08014467566354784,0.11887139044502865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798842547147502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938179442687259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091073119674537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303952494436385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643927716082772,0.0,0.0,0.12192089884044488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157381524815225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503498679557707,0.0,0.2764606859310863,0.13934737330746674,0.0,0.19801878915659585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601465731610085,0.0,0.2339529976881962,0.0,0.13111920937719476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616640264344164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,awfuuk,2019/04/15,"Everyone in my family has ADHD Before moving out for college, I was the oldest of 4 in my household. Inside my house is literally the video they would show you of a yard full of dogs. I’m pretty sure my mom gave all of us ADHD. Bet all of you my lifesavings that you wouldn’t have your sanity by the time you left.",4.375454545454549,4.321835787878786,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,69.9090909090909,9.630303030303034,24.07575757575757,9.516144504307137,1.755921212121212,246,5,52,5,4,86,48,66,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,13,1,10,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740605643776518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322888745563975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282147120496875,0.0,0.0,0.2251500484959124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558066694039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949223662346715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797177660899452,0.0,0.2538411764715579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429785392024718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509682782209947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926516564386318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28728612023359684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696597729254742,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NurseSparkleShark,2019/04/15,"Exam time worse focus? Hi y'all, I was diagnosed with ADHD, but sometimes I worry I'm just lazy, so I wanted to know if you all experience the same things as me, on average. Does your concentration get worse in stressful times, like exam time? My focus is always poor but in exam time I can barely focus on one task at all and often switch around incessantly. Some people say with ADHD you should get hyperfocus in stressful situations, but I don't see that in myself.",4.4142380952380975,6.136015566666668,6.075396825396826,74.40500000000002,71.1111111111111,8.253968253968255,23.968253968253972,8.841846274778883,1.8591587301587305,371,10,65,7,7,127,65,90,0.257,0.7120000000000001,0.031,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,17,11,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,12,1,12,9,4,12,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,3,5,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199443145835012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453759619105449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555324136445395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733093210872347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289331239344794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090372042899524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825616047454024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601819098470483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535638702934706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839066114414284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211246206214543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389395068068427,0.0,0.0,0.13922435904158656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638574527336666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279651579685035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002683672578005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607215268689987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075083234123417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305078566083377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743044757268508,0.3560967832775484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dolphin201,2019/04/15,"Accomplished nothing During the weekend I was supposed to get a bunch of work done and study for my test on Monday but I ended up doing nothing, I had two whole days to do it but I kept procrastinating and I accomplished absolutely nothing, I kept telling myself that I would do it in an hour but that hour went by in a flash and it was already really late at night. I ended up just falling asleep with no work done, I really want to make my parents proud but I can’t even do such simple tasks. I feel like such an absolute failure who can’t do anything",4.031517857142859,5.132734830357143,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,71.23214285714286,8.1,28.285714285714285,8.472884824447931,1.9587464285714284,439,16,88,7,8,146,71,112,0.081,0.7859999999999999,0.133,0.7131,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,5,0,13,1,1,1,0,15,20,7,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,1,14,2,13,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,10,66,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844673466323965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756002536943762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780561596611067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421293837910223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961117075940339,0.0,0.0,0.11040887830270586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452209452280739,0.11942051627842998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733520913359133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292416579236397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885659382368028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166687538151171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158188638891824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687014755814208,0.0,0.4811891409976604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561354111782727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417642572175213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610689488540393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632929161490292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859643740118326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496078394517296,0.0,0.1866303252825642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339175203302246,0.0,0.0,0.11874703904733745,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tssander,2019/04/15,"Big Presentation this morning - forgot my meds Welp, the title says it all. I have a huge presentation to give this morning to a new group that I’ve never met before (and will be working with closely over the next several years). I left my meds on my dresser at home, and I feel completely lost. I usually leave them in my work bag, but took them out on Friday after work because my 1 year old loves rummaging through that bag and I didn’t want her getting into them. I normally keep a backup pill in my wallet or desk, but for some reason those are all gone. Going back home is not an option. Fuck.",3.704472455648929,5.0856224537815145,4.8372549019607884,83.93209150326798,72.36134453781513,7.641830065359478,25.827264239028946,8.167268648758528,1.5533185807656391,468,15,93,7,9,154,88,119,0.026000000000000002,0.871,0.10300000000000001,0.8719,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,4,1,3,1,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,3,22,19,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,2,16,1,14,11,3,26,0,1,0,2,9,12,1,3,11,60,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274847826578489,0.0,0.10106603208206373,0.0,0.14107785248380253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383107811360138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383005347376214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327319674196466,0.0866201351628311,0.15904400164500745,0.09422413001413392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33260831423312226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736466667912504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755511230290293,0.18013486142341995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098292752461406,0.0,0.14963488959356086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683178715177436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786998246587938,0.16012416303463495,0.17632301223661598,0.0,0.16244219295263193,0.0,0.0,0.17397213629362634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704630834733818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184545431499214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729919192695316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420241149890065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259785211436805,0.0,0.09778915993892363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620984022555531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353084659336988 adhd,AjitPaiRules,2019/04/15,"On my 4th medicine. Nothing is working for ADHD / Depression Does anyone know some good alternatives to the below? I've never been tested for ADHD but I've always had bad grades and can never focus. Part of it is depression. The other part is ADHD I believe (based on what psychiatrists and psychologists have eluded to): Adderall: worked really well. Solved all my problems. 30 mg for close to a year. Want to stay away from amphetamines (former smoker, so this is very triggering). Prozac and Wellbutrin: 60 mg / 300 mg for 1 year helped me focus but not anywhere close to what 30 mg of prescribed adderall did for me Lexapro: didn't do Jack",3.061234866828088,6.002097593220338,3.8971428571428617,82.13423728813561,81.54237288135593,6.083292978208232,23.682808716707026,7.447530270364453,1.4413757869249393,508,18,86,8,14,162,81,118,0.121,0.805,0.07400000000000001,-0.8459,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,3,16,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,5,2,17,9,4,12,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,55,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826854404779102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344756966722428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300418419767475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518415624024749,0.0,0.13494084108452342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208350210212704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839559997925384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142939747691818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555405673483736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832637861552323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881876313101844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492931783829252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507287879483156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35002417069523234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464265890707718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353399134630824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225889509550155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333483784531082,0.0953240550379974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531028921358966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531366221871225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814808293362466 adhd,CroakyBear1997,2019/04/15,"Free at last, free at last! I’ve been on Ritalin 10mg/2x a day and I’m shocked. I’m not in a euphoric stage because I think it’s too low of a dose but I’m already seeing benefits. Benefits: - WAYYYYYYY better impulse control - I’m actually noticing my behavior (for better and worse) - I listen better in conversations. I’m not constantly trying to interject. - More control over my thought process (my thoughts seem to be more linear) - I’m not constantly drawn to quick dopamine hits like video games, binge eating, scrolling though reddit, Facebook etc. - My brain is a lot clearer from random thoughts - I can stay engaged in the activity I’ve chosen. Normally, I can’t sit and do an activity because of random thoughts, zoning out, or losing interest quickly. Cons: - Slightly more anxious but I can tell that side effect is fading. - I’m moody a bit more moody. So, are these the benefits that will last as long as I keep taking stimulants? I’m really enjoying this change!",3.2795810055865933,6.153720128491624,4.249103351955308,80.53957681564248,79.55865921787709,7.378882681564248,31.296368715083798,8.395991825355821,2.964345027932961,769,40,131,17,20,248,115,179,0.09,0.6940000000000001,0.215,0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,7,5,17,0,0,8,0,10,4,1,4,0,25,29,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,4,1,3,7,2,2,0,4,5,0,0,5,2,10,14,17,21,7,23,0,2,1,0,4,10,0,5,11,70,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.12896050339065482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458321299542021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929323513485585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111628391497754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506309787719449,0.14427487820331514,0.0,0.0,0.14752443876971527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397984418058003,0.0,0.0,0.2856169886887453,0.29643760472557945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522658825191566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522366418204068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738351514116158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746205419656325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32316258600504866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456239871722994,0.0,0.0,0.11694964911890705,0.0,0.14784338436423386,0.0,0.1123502203131274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948011285471545,0.0,0.15045501152772225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846594395137674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530739283169548,0.12030548477857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085559071384166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936125230539072,0.0,0.1155059693279677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467714979665833,0.12983787822969398,0.4196531499501177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972198684906556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467335781201448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zoopydoop_,2019/04/15,"RSD and Anxiety Does rejection sensitive dysphoria usually come with a black hole of anxiety in your chest that consumes every thought in your head and turn it into pure self loathing? I said something to a friend and they took it the completely wrong way and ended the conversation before I could explain myself. Now its all I can think about and im so worried that they hate me and think im a toxic person who needs to be cut out of their life. This isnt the first time this has happened and wont be the last, I just want to know if anyone else can relate to this as its a truly soul crushing experience.",7.532258953168046,6.300055958677689,7.585743801652896,76.59558539944905,63.79338842975206,11.041873278236917,34.21625344352617,10.125756701596842,3.1639741046831946,485,17,96,9,6,157,86,121,0.19399999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.057,-0.9498,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,3,1,4,5,2,0,8,0,8,3,2,0,2,23,21,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,2,11,1,13,14,1,13,1,1,1,0,12,4,0,1,6,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008412390261954,0.0,0.0,0.11886112246025984,0.17417508087212458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446491667873287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464315326283589,0.1782315237167534,0.0,0.0,0.13572336776526442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875959728693516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200502589835526,0.0,0.15056088949439742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322410180879225,0.0,0.0,0.16628306515089786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445936042272741,0.0,0.0,0.13133403131679933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032180047307156,0.0,0.0,0.16783016059742029,0.17445901988648524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672372413687576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342218570258946,0.13856472711301354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006912784383228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604560285215524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842891347389178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169963769883827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733688513398224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130866785318409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784575311137835,0.0,0.13495325586061074,0.09912267111771317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888654021480216,0.0,0.1849005581437645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872202241562452,0.0,0.10026464293977087,0.13493033351342384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263333179302875,0.0,0.0,0.18585763282821005,0.0,0.0 adhd,SandwichJelly,2019/04/15,"I don't know if I have AHDH or if I'm just normal but on the forgetful, lazy and procrastinator side of ""normality"". I'm not asking if I should see a doctor or not, I'll make an appointment as soon as my economical situation allows it. The thing is that I'm confused and really scared about having a ""light"" AHDH (Is that even a thing?) or like I said being on the forgetful, lazy and procrastinator side of ""normality"". I'm not impulsive, or hyperactive and I don't have trouble focusing on people one on one, but sometimes I feel like I'm living life in hardcore mode. &#x200B; * Since I was 18 it's almost completely useless trying to concentrate in a classroom, my attention just wanders. My friends used to give me their notes. * I find it really hard to study for any sort of test, I just postpone it and flicker through the material when the pressure is on. I had/have passing grades with almost no effort. * Now that I have a job, I just can't force myself to do the tasks that I'm required to do... It's like my boss was speaking chinese to me. * Never pay attention during seminars, lectures, workshops ... Even if the topic is super interesting. My mind just starts thinking of something else. * A friend jokes all the time telling me I have ""auditive dyslexia"", like I hear completely different things to what people tell me sometimes. * I have a hundred different projects going on all the time, that I cannot complete or continue sometimes. * I dread starting repetitive or difficult tasks, I feel so overwhelmed. * Procrastinator, lazy, a little bit forgetful &#x200B; Sorry for the wall of text, it's just that I never ever thoguht that I could have some sort of ""problem"" and it's just so scary.",3.0006851768920733,5.762596144200629,4.351405284370802,80.09873354231976,79.72100313479623,7.407469771607702,28.236542767577248,8.418075326091056,2.5091280071652484,1346,61,238,30,35,443,162,319,0.162,0.723,0.115,-0.9323,3,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,1,3,16,18,0,5,19,0,22,2,0,4,5,62,42,23,0,10,22,0,3,4,2,1,2,3,0,0,18,7,0,1,7,1,2,2,10,9,0,2,3,8,31,9,28,36,4,26,1,2,1,0,10,12,0,16,16,162,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670027116047106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283615151298432,0.2386888046968973,0.06679092630427354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918196343423094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072275232905403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30893595966614673,0.0,0.0,0.07841828051383036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523171593013265,0.0,0.10052925875165902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204769848129967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974280108421254,0.08884289726786722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932293005303412,0.07016624263859851,0.0,0.0,0.08976855636395457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176441726122214,0.0,0.0,0.0942186936316694,0.05581898309077756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798313797552756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069769437631596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746521488729948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397749322954652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937356995586083,0.1919354553850761,0.09843923402593556,0.08672740821120388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556060849865471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917116895618387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515020067154833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28869541232033624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310875876358608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618259878625308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398040211213778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584064717675833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342685608850236,0.0,0.09833234859112726,0.0,0.07826623080987109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124611527834817,0.11040002032074507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561224312375668,0.2914173657885143,0.10994588755709543,0.1390369927010542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716919698085941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957530267403409,0.06293348616938299,0.0,0.0,0.11454224216470302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668289416937913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848279510158388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386888046968973,0.0 adhd,allisonmfitness,2019/04/15,"Do I have a mild case of ADHD? I’ve never thought I had ADHD because I did really well in school. I’m able to focus for the most part on studying for a few hours at a time. However, I have realized lately that I’m extremely indecisive & it’s hard for me to stick with a show or book. I’ll read like 5 books at one time and sometimes have trouble finishing them. Same wit shows. This is really hurting me in my career - I’m a recent college graduate and can’t imagine pursuing just one thing and being happy with it. My indecision has really hurt me and now I feel stuck in a low paying position. Do you think this is ADHD from what I’ve described?",3.148222222222224,4.263870525925924,5.408333333333331,80.33250000000005,73.37037037037038,8.955555555555557,26.833333333333336,9.3871,2.3124222222222226,511,18,104,12,10,180,92,135,0.147,0.7879999999999999,0.065,-0.8292,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,2,7,0,12,0,0,0,1,18,19,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,6,1,2,4,2,12,3,15,14,4,15,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,4,9,68,19,8,0.158655467838332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720191227349609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190313311727842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671490060743487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022097160248286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889169570034118,0.14212413607338034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624367711048415,0.0,0.33968791942273885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897027826739728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751104758857974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236487759626545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501810208606886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180841080643874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869840226114182,0.0,0.3049162659080176,0.0,0.15665313415209728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056780366356893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691431450191848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054036430516899,0.10166001756379107,0.0,0.12595471947590522,0.18502655834001264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265031934236586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PerfectFreeze,2019/04/15,"The forced move from Inbox to Gmail is killing me You never realise how reliant you are on tools until they're gone... Google Inbox felt really clean and it was easy to see which e-mails needed follow-ups. In comparison, G-mail feels super cluttered and I've noticed I've been putting off (important) e-mails. &#x200B; Unread e-mails were one of the many ways in which I kept to-do lists, but now I feel lost. The day they come for Google calendar is the day I'm done for (just kidding, I know they won't, but you get the gist...) If anyone has any mail client recommendations I'm all ears!",4.425762711864408,5.264219500000007,4.762500000000003,87.18917372881359,70.10169491525424,7.594915254237289,24.91949152542373,7.645422480735847,1.0143355932203382,463,12,98,5,8,146,86,118,0.081,0.847,0.071,-0.2802,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,2,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,1,2,16,22,7,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,8,5,9,1,11,13,1,14,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,1,5,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352655709509407,0.2638426673167284,0.14765917631581016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182576911677295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704248793949854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800680918022837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220438798374895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195798569118731,0.0,0.20848355310079028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344402214114425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402275931047189,0.0,0.11933166121334493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702839067008874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014070560827595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307800330628197,0.0,0.16100277534577426,0.16746781905590402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24720952020341275,0.0,0.0,0.14713622618371602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828054525986607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910217552993945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302840092501015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235157500475004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638426673167284,0.0 adhd,qmandao,2019/04/15,"[Spanish, use Google Translate] Small Spanish study in progress suggests better study behavior and math results in children with ADHD who are taught Chess I thought this might be of interest for those of you with kids. And I do miss my chess, it was fun and kept me focused. https://www.elconfidencial.com/sociedad/2019-04-15/santander-futuro-personas-ajedrez-tdah-bra_1896002/",13.315294117647063,18.30695621568628,6.897803921568631,63.77611764705881,55.470588235294116,6.432941176470589,33.729411764705894,7.554174236665415,2.519851764705883,321,12,39,3,5,80,42,51,0.027000000000000003,0.726,0.247,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,3,7,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5527007457167787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067370514349901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878726760901742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651028328285591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39719898043582696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ninj-gazio,2019/04/15,"I hate this Today i had an important chemistry test-----> i was prepared (for once wow)-------> the night i didn't sleep due to anxiety------>i sit in my chair-----> the test starts--------> after an hour time's over-------> results: i did everything wrong cause i confused and didnt take into consideration something-----------> me VERY ANGRY at myself and my stupid brain--------> my parents disappointed in me----------> repeat Is this considerable ADHD? i'm not even diagnosed but i hate this it happens most of the times (except for anxiety pre-exam which happens everytime)",9.44571052631579,12.839899294736846,5.80967105263158,74.56082236842106,61.31578947368421,8.539473684210527,37.13815789473684,9.188382445141503,3.8796578947368414,503,24,68,9,8,135,74,95,0.212,0.758,0.03,-0.9484,1,0,1,0,0,0,92.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,5,0,6,2,1,2,0,12,12,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,12,0,10,7,1,13,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,8,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764394469605705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763525210753546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300309857286493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116802691992833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914645117930733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361006141795028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519334262874512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644361610277068,0.0,0.0,0.4068829620208286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292748439138408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337324821430715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944705815615045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880512269047826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620870433911775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493139307393253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403103583064289,0.0,0.19532068210186398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002098987679606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252941422749377,0.0,0.0 adhd,IsaacEvilman,2019/04/15,"I love the feeling of it being 7:00 am on the day a group project is due and I'm still putting my contributions into the powerpoint because I spent the time I should have been working on the project reading ""Humans are Space Orcs"" posts. Anyone else just LOVE that feeling? I'm also writing this post instead of finishing my contribution, so yay!",6.839307692307693,7.52611073846154,6.541346153846158,77.10740384615386,64.69230769230771,8.961538461538463,37.78846153846154,8.841846274778883,3.361230769230769,278,14,49,4,4,87,50,65,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.9501,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,1,7,2,0,0,0,7,14,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,5,10,0,12,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,32,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055760472738583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974692644221282,0.2633950849661175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567053982072772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578667438620778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474613747746008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599611687669017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640252412486341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492397438462824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584229102927479,0.0,0.0,0.2571361410185755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052936989832184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989758724605845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714752835915305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rangerslings,2019/04/15,"Do your meds actually make you calm? So, there's this common knowledge/misconception that ""stimulants make normal people hyper and people with ADHD calm."" As in, stimulants aren't stimulating for people with ADHD. In my experience, I feel the stimulating effects like the awakeness, increased pulse, slight nervousness, and at higher doses increased energy, restlessness, confidence and intensity. You know, just like a neurotypical would. What it does for me is help me focus and concentrate my mind in on one thing over time, and thus limit myself from going all over the place, but it's not really something I would call *calm*, just focused. People seem to think it should work like a benzo or something, lol. My diagnosis is combined type, but I lean more towards the inattentive side - I'm usually not physically hyperactive - so that might have something to do with it? What's your experience, and what's the official/sciency verdict? **TL;DR: Do your meds make you stimulated or not? Do they really work *differently* on people with ADHD?**",5.37533412182141,8.656483168539328,6.2940212891780005,66.62380544056774,74.05617977528091,9.814784151389713,29.031342400946198,9.93914555978268,3.9539280898876417,836,35,121,27,19,275,108,178,0.036000000000000004,0.804,0.16,0.9626,1,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,1,4,5,8,0,2,7,1,12,1,0,10,1,41,21,13,0,4,9,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,1,16,6,19,17,4,17,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,4,6,86,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.12186634980689265,0.0,0.45024995909671395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751799520443668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304746094329126,0.0,0.0,0.1092846603080164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443161802184793,0.0,0.0,0.06314384912521911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097304609771819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370545092173713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863161783133286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303240898366813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500781543226422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743043390181565,0.0,0.0,0.13247955857747806,0.12609473616610434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235737540810608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846229503713308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328856119451908,0.0,0.1304746094329126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000459984227824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136874462043702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884196873336216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296573328835577,0.08001903595638415,0.0,0.0,0.07281941897858232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753935189970345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818304687722668,0.0,0.0,0.1774244985291576,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bloodxelf,2019/04/15,"I can’t be the only one? / Office Job I’m getting 26 this week and I’m currently working as a software developer. It’s my second IT job. I ditched the first one after 5 months because I got depressed. The working times were horrible and I didn’t feel like I had a life anymore. The things I had to do were the most boring thing I had to do in all my life. I just had to analyze some excel sheets and search for ids in a database. You can image how good an ADD person will focus on that. I took a month off in December and found myself in a happy place again. I spent my days crafting things and I was optimistic again, especially for my new job in January. In which I am stuck now. The tasks in my current job are more challenging though. But I still found myself suffering from sitting 9 hours straight and starring at a display. When I finally get to come home, I spend the rest of the day crying and how maybe I should just end my life. I can’t sleep at night and it has gotten so worse that I’m suffering from panic attack’s. Or maybe there is another way out? I’m currently dreaming of a job where I can craft things. I would love to be a carpenter and maybe, after I learned everything, manufacture my own artsy furniture. I always considered myself more an artist than anything else. This decision feels right. But of course there are plenty of self-doubts. I wish I could just ignore all the negative voices in my head and the fear of what others may think. I feel miserable because I can’t be grateful for the job I have. Are there others who started from zero again in a “lower job” although having an academic degree and “feeling too old”?",2.635643363728469,4.698977756838911,4.0018936170212775,85.90383333333334,76.90273556231003,7.1830192502532935,24.9484295845998,8.131152278815165,1.5704199797365759,1298,46,257,23,30,427,186,329,0.132,0.778,0.09,-0.9406,11,0,0,0,0,2,30.0,0,1,0,5,18,15,1,3,23,0,31,6,2,2,2,41,53,21,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,4,3,1,1,1,16,14,0,1,9,2,2,2,5,9,0,5,15,5,38,6,34,30,8,47,0,4,0,1,4,18,0,4,26,189,54,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385571110467662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930729528516027,0.0,0.0,0.0880264040217,0.0,0.0,0.07304219475541575,0.0,0.0,0.10097769757633564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821495559088966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645917123628776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086790686721445,0.0,0.09749906269759716,0.11448614924250658,0.0,0.0764491484844076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414787236525222,0.0,0.0786153134144721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977206789665715,0.0,0.0,0.09988005634398137,0.17951957402421914,0.06341040272692006,0.0,0.09723261097893053,0.0,0.07549949759348548,0.0,0.19464225699287654,0.0,0.0,0.09274722561890472,0.0,0.0,0.07444795975049638,0.07098975017752608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448702958434034,0.0,0.0,0.09109371346313692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903385542204773,0.0,0.08741105286608011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6165665720183185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808215364315656,0.043363817363819335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010966987932536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675150671581293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416953088747673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572528689832963,0.0,0.08329556379827717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313904293670253,0.0,0.12029260342688393,0.0675062362368705,0.0,0.10414113137899296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750210291467345,0.09273566083975864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580084310541843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259638975016173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882443898859968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282502361230745,0.0,0.07088412005173278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587369640702005,0.056874040178608275,0.08720658077029747,0.0,0.05175686649147111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861600069498484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045382432249636,0.07119818866872119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207000747845299,0.0,0.0,0.1292371654200616,0.0,0.09045436675161768,0.06305279698393851,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wwwggu6,2019/04/15,whe talking that moment you are talking to someone and than not by your own will you say what and then you need to stand there and suffer while they repeat,2.7286021505376357,5.044987451612903,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,77.70967741935483,4.133333333333334,20.010752688172047,3.1291,-0.5292021505376336,125,3,25,0,3,37,25,31,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501535388195444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755372982051112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001200634572259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7591232915198561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sneekyniki,2019/04/15,"I’m talking too much and it’s ruining my relationship. I’ve lived with my boyfriend for about 3 years now. Ever since I’ve opened up about my ADHD 6 months ago I’ve been pretty comfortable being myself. But recently myself has been too much and I can’t calm myself from talking and talking to the point where I’m officially being ignored and not getting any response from him. I talk while I’m changing, doing my make-up, browning my phone, or anything else! And it’s just nonsense! I try to not take it personal but I just do. And I hate it. It’s annoying to be annoying!",1.5061074270557029,3.94658880172414,3.4537931034482767,86.19359416445623,83.39655172413794,6.3278514588859425,25.30238726790451,7.61054688173877,1.566938461538462,455,19,89,8,13,153,70,116,0.16,0.7879999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,3,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,15,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,14,2,10,10,2,11,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,1,7,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248939773863257,0.0,0.16587951489349176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272548635054915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539921018143636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979587998523061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632316017916134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926986030633126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776773725331654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847522009308601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652392788179618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491077377526145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493654353071244,0.0,0.2751242635361642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633947578222076,0.0,0.0,0.17689840046317065,0.0,0.0,0.19037855408167265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847683670489234,0.20090766203588686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479592636576595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069852284563328,0.6016322426175736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704903293327327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050562877773567 adhd,noiz13,2019/04/15,"Why can't we be happy for other people's success? Today i got in a conversation with a old friend telling about what is happening in my old town, he told me what the people i know are up to and so on. Then he told my that on person got just back from a traveling the world and is working as a doctor assistant ad the same hospital as his father is the head surgery and bought a house in the rich part of the town. What i felt then was jealousy and resentment, he has also ADHD so i should be happy that one of us made it right? I don' t want to be jealous i want to celebrate it but my thought go automatically to excuses why him and not me:his father is a surgeon and threw money at him got him a spot in the best schools and universities. And i know it is mostly BS his father and his money had noting to do with it but those excuses making me feel better for my own failures. Don't get me wrong i am doing better than ever, i am taking meds i go to counseling i am exercising (could do better in that department) i am watching what i eat and do not eat. but why cant i be happy for him had the same hurdles and struggles like did.",2.2342894736842136,3.5143208500000007,4.479649122807019,85.44394736842108,75.91666666666666,7.385964912280703,23.88157894736842,8.032893268588372,1.2088749999999997,884,27,192,14,19,308,125,240,0.084,0.773,0.14300000000000002,0.9418,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,6,7,15,2,1,15,0,28,6,1,2,1,35,49,21,0,4,6,3,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,13,14,2,0,5,2,4,5,5,4,0,1,14,3,30,11,27,29,6,25,0,0,1,0,23,13,0,1,8,144,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397440022363069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298776902029518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941088769218011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202697359570222,0.3085163021714806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928388153317692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901583696468432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379635991413964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518044107759013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879383672393571,0.0,0.11164546833231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983637881197377,0.0,0.06075064815940622,0.0,0.13216735254116888,0.0,0.2789952997847934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028245769630115,0.3713414553331275,0.0,0.0,0.11933515205881907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341696250427894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780710041521204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680773724365016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002540346164967,0.07761671367394438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291590539620702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440291745480792,0.0,0.0787932315840189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591814149057245,0.0,0.16122555936287786,0.10152978602572288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993010910882708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767991640012315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155939715821593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742686184703831,0.0,0.10163241896254366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923120359121442,0.0,0.0,0.11021829695832036,0.2222179275847237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398685599381214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371679884379272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147694240074493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465203690095957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713214191664027,0.0,0.0 adhd,lostinalphabetsoup,2019/04/15,"What were we talking about again? Oh, yeah ADHD! I was trying to have an open conversation about how my ADHD affects my daily life. Then I got distracted by something. A couple minutes go by and I remember that wait we were talking about something. I ask ""What were we talking about again?"" He laughs as I lightbulb on it. ""Ooh, yeah! ADHD!"" So often I'll try to follow a conversation, even one I've started and get lost along the way. I often getting that restless feeling that I know I wanted to share something and it felt important, but I can't for the life of me remember. This feeling really bugs me. Tl;Dr: lost train of thought in conversation about ADHD. Unhappy feelings about losing thoughts mid-conversation.",2.184887218045116,5.0833843308270685,3.553533834586468,82.05330827067672,89.15037593984962,5.807518796992482,26.54887218045113,7.273561745256523,1.9500616541353384,568,26,95,10,19,185,83,133,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.8354,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,0,3,13,7,0,2,5,2,6,2,0,2,0,24,24,8,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,10,4,16,2,18,14,0,10,0,3,0,0,12,3,0,2,4,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093804568613926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850677709616644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026142109310227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372610780935248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228632987883776,0.0,0.12171285602619435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245741190166962,0.0,0.07204262829246946,0.0,0.10138436505581633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966591409541455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790736425822654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418159512911427,0.2767547075888712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589824016035688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120795531060891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871967086360364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276624675511004,0.0,0.0,0.08972387017311842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056631410801287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127214663146584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212821488696667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476840698296659,0.10061897987847304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rolltide2626,2019/04/15,"Written Statement about ADHD for employer So I got offered a summer internship I’m really excited about. It’s with a railroad. A week prior to my pre-employment exam, I saw a psychiatrist because I thought I had ADHD. Since my insurance isn’t accepted in the state I currently attend school, I saw a less expensive psychiatrist. Everything about the office seemed shady. Cash only. No computers in the place. The waiting room consisted of 3 different chairs that I swear this dude snagged at a garage sale. On my first and only visit I was diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed adderall. I failed my pre-employment drug test for amphetamines. I provided the prescription to the company so that they wouldn’t fire me on the spot. They now need a written statement from my treating psychiatrist providing details on the severity of ADHD, relevant side effects of medication, and workplace recommendations. This is federally required by the FRA in order for me to be employed. Seems reasonable. So get this..... he won’t write it. He straight up told me he doesn’t write it for any of his patients and that I should see another psychiatrist who would. Seems unethical for him to give a diagnosis/medication after one visit, but isn’t confident enough to put his signature on a page backing it up..... I should have seen this coming but now I’m in a jam. If I see another psychiatrist, how likely is it that they are comfortable enough to write a letter in one appointment? Time is of the essence and I can’t keep putting money into this if I’m not going to get the job. Not sure if this is the best reddit but I’d really appreciate any comments/advice. Thanks!",4.6641809350333965,7.10433096393443,6.031948998178509,71.93647237401338,72.14754098360656,10.026715239829995,32.27990285367334,10.25414643259724,4.030494839101396,1324,64,221,42,27,445,168,305,0.039,0.862,0.099,0.9663,7,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,5,10,9,0,0,23,0,18,3,0,3,1,39,43,15,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,16,9,0,3,9,0,4,7,9,1,0,3,10,6,28,8,38,27,5,36,0,1,5,0,19,17,0,6,11,151,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377746502130456,0.10931616839068133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214822669976846,0.23460681872406505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601962890076659,0.0,0.06819372785459933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739862175089436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963644236936613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135437207684354,0.0,0.11687830731328833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973142775460625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311792095480001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053979431658584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515491022356568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689288284764915,0.10731403164496946,0.06357719351545188,0.0,0.08947110272583733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101178281656547,0.0994334670895174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054653080877737716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426018998090167,0.11269529604559228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294874512305499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151609378134879,0.17016139321182686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687830731328833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491658637805373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333108083777202,0.11501899188246313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132164437586405,0.1782887120616973,0.30552142672562344,0.0,0.12637905989305953,0.0,0.09253841090278984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054343176989778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299307486776513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881073968949503,0.06523116234450224,0.0,0.0,0.1068947203149576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897338057443872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946785644397555,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,owl_girl,2019/04/15,"Getting Over “Almost-Relationships” when you can’t snap out of the hyper focus As per title, I think it’s pretty common for people with ADHD to hyper focus at the beginning of the relationship. I was dating a guy for 3 months, we had a petty argument, and he turned around a week later and said “I’ve lost all interest in you.” Fine. Whether that 180 on feelings is true or not, I’m taking it at face value and moving on. Unfortunately, once I’ve started investing emotionally in someone and getting into that hyperfocus on someone I find it really hard to snap out of it. I also believe in working on relationships and fixing them as well rather than dropping things at the click of a finger. But as much as I would like, you can’t control other people’s feelings. I’ll snap out of it eventually but do you guys have any tips to snap out of it or focus switch a little bit quicker? TL;DR broke up with someone I’ve been dating for 3 months. Any tips for snapping out of hyperfocus and moving on quicker?",6.579723119520075,6.3351410101522845,7.806728195662206,70.99026765113061,65.29441624365482,9.803230272265806,32.12228887863406,9.339509955726095,2.8826994923857865,797,28,142,13,11,274,113,197,0.062,0.87,0.068,-0.1297,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,4,1,3,5,7,0,0,9,0,9,2,2,1,2,31,21,17,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,16,0,1,4,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,5,6,11,5,41,15,3,34,0,2,1,0,12,21,0,2,11,98,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022714267097626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350273056120004,0.0,0.0,0.10661755993131036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813270716044507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186848511365178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502082456981583,0.0,0.0,0.14555310032006286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953196619045894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996931195935995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348232240981663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185389803909236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931049081493238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26401949334675257,0.0,0.0,0.11943033015438186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513439771648988,0.13362367483564905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553671854229686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283270624856013,0.2834003861064394,0.09800701454563852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198358509862394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485738413703584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563641010243013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540949086938501,0.0,0.0,0.42941381982966736,0.0,0.0,0.12681975802044412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33888990879801384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943660019637968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100241556290576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857321660438032,0.08542735805883905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501605801560646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694287125449044,0.0,0.11987249461196706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970600081353248,0.0,0.0,0.09470812777925654,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blivs17,2019/04/15,"You probably don’t have ADHD To preface: i know adhd looks diff for every person and I’m not a psychiatrist BUT It’s so annoying when ppl are like oh I’m adhd too. do you really have adhd tho?? -you suffer from a struggle to control your emotional expression? -it’s hard for you to not “overreact” (positively or negatively) with literally every dang thing that happens?? -literally the smallest, easiest tasks to do feel overwhelming and impossible to accomplish?? -you can’t do anything to the very last minute when there’s an overwhelming amount of pressure and you are only able to accomplish things bc of your fear of disappointing others/ failing?? -oh, even that doesn’t motivate you anymore?? -you can’t follow my train of thought bc your brain isn’t advanced enough to see the 23 invisible links between my ideas?? -you feel super unproductive and bored even tho you’re doing 71 different tasks?? -you’re fiscally irresponsible bc of your impulsivity: you’ll figure out that problem “later” -you’ll figure out any problem later: weight, health, academic, social, etc. -you work really freakin hard like way harder than anyone else to not say terrible things to people when you’re mad at them?? -oh, you accidentally said it anyways In an impulsive manner?? there are so many other things but seriously stfu if you have trouble paying attention and automatically assume it’s adhd. you might be depressed, anxious, excited, stressed, hungry, etc... Doesn’t necessarily mean you have adhd stop minimizing my struggle to be “cool” or “trendy”: -I’ve lost relationships w ppl bc of this horrific disorder -I’m at an increased risk for suicide -it’s extra hard to be successful -my physical, social, and mental health suffers bc of it",4.7031267738883615,8.008324307947019,6.022162724692527,67.25514569536423,77.44370860927151,9.01434247871334,30.48287606433302,9.3871,3.90604151371807,1399,66,202,42,35,467,181,302,0.22399999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.095,-0.9923,1,0,0,0,0,1,61.0,0,20,1,10,13,28,2,8,8,1,23,4,1,2,0,34,37,18,1,3,8,0,6,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,16,9,1,2,12,0,1,3,10,22,0,0,3,11,26,6,31,28,6,16,0,8,2,0,28,5,1,5,9,134,42,8,0.0861299174431951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6210685391227049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058571297382091325,0.0,0.0,0.09730229080450777,0.08541773430443618,0.06022404089661099,0.0882502787832955,0.07087758331117264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614947274051848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660202618807663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741835716864196,0.0,0.0,0.08998743190968111,0.09871234733600573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195049407417611,0.0968845643536406,0.0,0.08899522869702513,0.1921152507292369,0.1137759963212654,0.0,0.1451363403975417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692010266600402,0.08709974834747415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616440154659691,0.0,0.2314664651676408,0.0,0.0,0.1831041492512009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723019302378404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047334750134844346,0.07020737832315123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415745414513824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232743827826972,0.0,0.09402097928708142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732221766230436,0.0,0.09382072994615724,0.0,0.0,0.08679869880996001,0.09137023140923986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065505683378274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059711639987131734,0.07520532172561188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286261853363577,0.16482939778741604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103540611933861,0.0,0.0,0.09247129811220788,0.0,0.0,0.08192927504111278,0.0684939673525825,0.0,0.0,0.06863439292422341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559720847414215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200846762491743,0.09866152942856518,0.18008338104325225,0.0,0.09421215023157628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288835600297077,0.0,0.0,0.06837753364475893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106620214530071,0.0,0.06836591944874718,0.0,0.10488303591095632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627036057010119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,still_hanginginthere,2019/04/15,"I (24F) need advice and direction for possible ADHD-I Hey guys! Hope you had a great weekend so far esp with GoT's new season (FINALLY) and thank you in advance for reading. &#x200B; **TLDR**; I'm having difficulty trying to get officially diagnosed for possible Adult ADHD-I and I don't really have any direction as to how to go about it... I'm at school approaching the last full month before finals and I'm having an extremely hard time focusing on my work and managing distractions. &#x200B; **Explanation**: I'm currently a non-traditional student at my state university and I'm also trying to get into medical school, however, that's another story for a later time haha. My parents (Asian btw) are still quite conservative and traditional despite immigrating to America before the age of 18, and receiving a college education. They don't really support this whole ADHD thing when I suggested it and aren't taking this seriously. They think that I'm hearing voices and I'm crazy...but I'm not. I simply cannot focus on anything I'm handed to complete and it's affecting my relationship at home/work, and heavily on my school work. I think I have ADHD-I because as long as I can remember, I've always had problems with losing things, forgetfulness, difficulty focusing even with minute tasks, disorganized, extreme procrastination, and persistently late to almost everything. I wished I was diagnosed earlier especially in middle school because that was when I first remembered having difficulty keeping up with school work. When high school came around, despite having decent grades while taking mostly AP and Honors classes, it was tough to manage because I remember always being distracted, procrastinating on all assignments, and ultimately cheated my way to graduation. I was always told by my parents that I could always do better and that my grades were a reflection of how I managed my studying habits, while characterizing that I was *lazy*, *unmotivated*, *undisciplined,* and *never* *thorough* with anything. I genuinely believed that I was all those and extremely stupid because I couldn't sit down and get an assignment done without having 3-4 hours pass by for something that could have taken 45 minutes. I never really got much sleep in high school because it would take me so long to focus on daily assignments and I'd just stay up until 3 or even do them at school in the morning, as well. Often times, I found myself extremely stressed/depressed because of my tendencies and this hit at my first peak junior year. It got worst in college and I ended up being suspended due to low GPA aka my second peak. Because I didn't have solid studying habits and I was already struggling on focusing on school work, everything crashed in college. It took me 1.5 years to recover and pick myself up again after officially transferring to my state college, however, I'm really having a hard time in school because of the same problems and I'm fed up. I have so many things overdue and my professors are pressing me on this and I don't have an explanation as to why I'm like this. I don't know why I get distracted so easily, why I can't focus on anything that I want to get done, and why nothing is getting resolved. I'm so sick and tired of fighting this on my own, I need help. I'm finally acknowledging that the same patterns are indicating something deeper because no matter what I did or how hard I tried, I can't focus and work as easily as others could. I really think something is off. The funny thing is that I love school and being a student. I like learning and I really don't think the class materials are hard or difficult to comprehend at all. It's just taking me years to get things done because I uncontrollably get sidetracked. Initially, I thought that medicine wasn't the correct path for me so I quit after flunking out and after trying other subjects, I'm so bored and turned off. Medicine purely fascinates me and I'm impressed that I like it so much, I've kept my commitment to it. \*\*\*I apologize for making this so long, but I wanted to provide a transparent explanation and receive the best suggestions/advice to organize my options. I'm really overwhelmed. I have no one around me who has ever been to a psychiatrist nor have any problems with this, so I'm extremely lost. I've been to the school's counseling services but they recommended that I get tested by a psychiatrist. But it's been hard to book an appointment and I'm pressed for time because I want to provide actual evidence to my professors and inform them that I am seeking professional assistance before finals. I just want to know if there's possibly something ~~wrong~~ different about me. &#x200B; Thank you for your time, patience, and understanding. I sincerely appreciate it. I also created this account because my other one has too much and I wanted to use this name for these kinds of purposes only. Thank you again!",5.811829016367394,7.887091744160184,6.784009057683142,69.29916629588435,68.15461624026696,10.120457651358652,33.754981725727,10.355215969177356,4.114672766566025,3974,188,627,112,70,1323,364,899,0.081,0.8390000000000001,0.08,0.8357,7,0,4,0,2,0,135.0,0,5,5,17,35,41,3,6,24,1,63,9,2,7,9,125,135,76,0,18,12,2,8,3,0,1,5,2,0,2,49,51,1,3,17,3,1,8,19,22,1,5,31,10,90,19,101,95,14,99,0,5,0,1,28,41,0,9,48,432,139,47,0.0,0.0,0.03854894965158552,0.0,0.1898983384267628,0.07720318810991443,0.0,0.0,0.039556261015444016,0.0,0.043592226204006816,0.06318061078966965,0.13147768718519254,0.12840351942222564,0.1440003606149406,0.053726399028697774,0.04142203899127556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752210109819484,0.07033157944261025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889658470644168,0.0,0.10084169800964644,0.044506030315121715,0.041455660275646886,0.03493693958379645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518058014455792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141784311570247,0.0,0.0,0.09461910613809303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03402362890989352,0.08018884454362532,0.0,0.04127192746652005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127497165373485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03498767878094175,0.0,0.0,0.052182338888339085,0.035732465572749735,0.0,0.0,0.07100498277084831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309316529859872,0.0,0.06720197516727262,0.0,0.043312685970991915,0.0,0.0,0.1857468346276644,0.0,0.0224503021956095,0.0,0.09478178492487012,0.04355188065054577,0.0,0.039113896577575566,0.0,0.0,0.1769333590739448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044522428634428506,0.0,0.02647783591006354,0.08347357048105053,0.039624442094534286,0.03923510735879066,0.038902215188769206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351118264440898,0.0,0.04113599685329465,0.04341931607009161,0.032199983534099474,0.04456078099486185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057897090785932186,0.0,0.0,0.1048759740491685,0.0,0.04419343155719918,0.0431218777457982,0.0,0.03565274086243291,0.0,0.026368367738430248,0.04004955088830108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979482755293875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031530688719254366,0.0,0.08711711810870802,0.058581522454481325,0.0609338552168253,0.038151966469813635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790391861435615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353612147081063,0.03004359337364419,0.0,0.0,0.08772617613521892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336001208885896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339628443881415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403199573570308,0.039513403096057394,0.0,0.17714514676040832,0.0,0.0,0.04241113039265886,0.13424662004878704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479746255287464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039531241487849665,0.0,0.0,0.12164447389201533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210463616231274,0.03154691771009575,0.0,0.0,0.041296812691591,0.0,0.0,0.04482721069854682,0.0,0.0,0.11880449631422747,0.0,0.0,0.1091063725992118,0.0,0.0,0.1312192364999682,0.10124697402158836,0.0,0.03136074170622507,0.13820609808915346,0.04540255762560992,0.0,0.03774653521946831,0.043888967748388984,0.10727899667722547,0.042967608364133665,0.0,0.04112371747601558,0.0,0.034117660865351535,0.0,0.0,0.11649861833451312,0.031355414959531584,0.0,0.0,0.035517683162815096,0.0,0.14258021727827178,0.044103368453916485,0.045426170547671216,0.038079205771641866,0.0,0.1725506736748883,0.0,0.0,0.02806159399865552,0.043190015536017416,0.1440003606149406,0.07631535626892598 adhd,Dudegamer010901,2019/04/15,"I feel like such a jerk My friend was talking to me and I was pretty rude. this is how the conversation went: Him: blah blah blah ..... blah blah hairless cat blah Me: What kind of a person would buy a hairless cat? him:.....................my grandma me: Oh sorry! UGHHHH I feel so stupid",-1.6469658119658137,-0.8197833888888866,0.4522222222222254,99.21884615384614,123.62962962962965,3.1430199430199437,13.413105413105411,5.369823440869387,-0.98788433048433,203,5,45,2,13,66,38,54,0.31,0.55,0.14,-0.7058,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,8,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465834046813455,0.2448423063475662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647879417964671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568946156227059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743777990365494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29925363675949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34867382178776163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836517913829554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754688078655885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177088570451612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434615074390369,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fortpatches,2019/04/15,"I've always despised the 'oh squirrel!' comment One of the most frustrating things about ADHD is some people understand it. The middle of the sentence break away to something random. At least for me, it isn't random at all. Part of ADHD for me is what I call hyper-relationships. The best example I can think of right now is when a friend and I were standing in line at Starbucks a while back. We saw the newspaper and it mentioned a Tornado on the front. My friend started talking about it but I seemed zoned out so he asked with I was thinking about and I said Martians. He was confused and asked why in the world I was thinking of Martians. From his point of view, it was totally random. And I explained to him: the newspaper mentioned tornadoes. Tornadoes made me think of hurricanes, which made me think of Katrina. Katrina made me think of New Orleans and Louisiana, which made me think of my 5th grade class when we talked about the Mississippi River and the delta into the Gulf of Mexico. Delta made me think of rockets, like the delta V. But there is a problem with the V, it won't get us to Mars. We would need something bigger, and I wonder what we will find there. Probably some microbe fossils of ancient Martian microbes. But all of that happened in maybe a second or two. This is what it is for me, and better, this is what makes me great at my job. But people can't understand that it isn't random, and that's frustrating. /rant",3.692997601918466,5.777668197841728,4.420305755395685,84.00237709832138,73.85611510791368,7.36714628297362,27.77038369304557,8.212053250817874,1.954718944844125,1141,45,215,19,24,365,141,278,0.052000000000000005,0.873,0.075,0.7396,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,0,2,11,11,3,1,19,0,19,0,0,6,3,57,46,19,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,20,18,0,0,14,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,12,3,28,6,38,31,9,27,0,0,2,0,21,16,0,11,9,159,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428632277559313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840741834610502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889193397816764,0.0,0.0949313198618528,0.07769427107406925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603626705433067,0.08936252929361044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031741301246713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923496184825144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612800963927154,0.0,0.0527897378926831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113980290429121,0.0,0.0,0.08935019841369297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026757446856502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049363515455832715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780370569081647,0.06744563383402431,0.0,0.10150923784788417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492060092794797,0.0,0.0975860010030416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846797802261492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941752699953536,0.0,0.1400981763689997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955163784745247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893925800912656,0.09668256493622504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848019108825643,0.0,0.08628843855710559,0.09611310313171537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919839066590278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557255430900285,0.0,0.0,0.07151732049048656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242581288998512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712713251536258,0.5179438033026721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870234844292124,0.210374431841592,0.1215398492405588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117376189075428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957462471007658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177660795719189,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayInABagAgain,2019/04/15,"I relate to almost every single post on here. (Literally) How do I explain my ADHD symptoms to my therapist that I see for anxiety and depression. I relate to almost every single post and comment on this sub, on a deep level. It’s almost unsettling. I thought I was “unique” and that my brain just worked differently, but I could ghost write 90% of the posts on this sub. I have had anxiety and depression for over a decade. I’m very introverted and have general anxiety, that leads to my depression and when you throw in ADHD you have my total failure of a life. That’s not hyperbole. I’m in my early 30’s and I’ve never had a relationship that lasted longer than 2 weeks, I have zero friends and acquaintances. I have no real hobbies or things to do. I just go to wake up, go to work, go to the gym, and go to be. Rinse and repeat every single day. This has been my route for the last 5 years. There is no variation. I feel like I’ve wasted my prime years. Unfortunately I have no motivation to break from this routine.. *even though I want to*. When the time comes to do something, I don’t feel like it. If I do force myself to do something, my anxiety ruins it and I just can’t focus and stop thinking about other stuff. I have a college degree but work a basically entry level job and barely make ends meet. I just have zero motivation to move up and advance with promotions. I cannot find any interest in my job, or *any* job for that matter. I cannot find the motivation to find a better job, and if I did get a better job I know I wouldn’t be able to focus enough to stay on task and be successful. This has to change. I cannot go on living like this. Every single day for the past 5 years has been the exact same. I hate this. The doctor has prescribed me Wellbutrin and Klonopin for depression and anxiety. It hasn’t worked for my depression, klonopin helps with anxiety but I don’t want to use it because it is addictive. Whenever I have a session with him I have trouble articulating my issues because a lot of them contradict themselves, and tbh once I’m in the therapy session I just want to leave ASAP because it feels exhausting due to my introversion and anxiety. I’m worried that if I bring up ADHD he’ll just think I’m wanting to get adderall or that I’m just overreacting and self diagnosing myself. How do you suggest that I go about articulating my symptoms of ADHD? I have almost every single one of them, apart from the symptoms that center around extroversion, talking too much, etc. When I’m in the therapy sessions there is just so much that I want to say but I can’t formulate coherent sentences and construct thoughts that describe what I feel. It’s just too much. I get carried away and off track. I could basically just hand him my phone, point to this sub, and say “that’s me.”",3.0915407673860926,5.026823915467627,4.759874100719426,81.56784472422063,75.13309352517986,7.870743405275781,26.33153477218225,8.660442795831766,2.0117153477218226,2211,82,430,45,48,746,227,556,0.153,0.7559999999999999,0.09,-0.9892,8,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,3,2,13,26,17,1,0,21,0,44,11,3,8,3,94,82,41,1,11,21,0,5,3,1,2,8,2,0,1,33,29,0,1,16,1,0,12,14,9,0,3,8,8,64,8,62,67,13,60,0,6,1,0,21,24,0,12,22,302,97,20,0.0606563945666032,0.0,0.0,0.0661244232977045,0.291588795780716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429544694416445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249685660337704,0.0,0.32481383073719045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399705106670975,0.0,0.0,0.05698867938173401,0.0,0.0,0.1109267254065044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729130360908022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771259661041883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416642270056566,0.052250113034903636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968583908113718,0.0,0.0,0.07823671303427339,0.0,0.26121631879764856,0.061564963678027225,0.0,0.06337302226661083,0.0,0.06208439007042758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372356181426978,0.06267427006361698,0.06764791373554932,0.04006297654715979,0.0,0.2555281425560468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267878245443845,0.08666588079620406,0.0,0.0,0.16631653725190565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046862979977465295,0.0,0.0950713879820645,0.0,0.20683456115617155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598856319023663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040656702696071294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330951690148233,0.3009605608606602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333516815204535,0.0988861145458418,0.0,0.06422636375405417,0.0,0.0,0.04284340530509165,0.08890095153722273,0.0,0.053560707678974376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051567897567329685,0.0,0.0,0.04048861437783054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446814810136371,0.1337682876619871,0.0,0.046781950837876736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459708060286715,0.04110234275816017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057903392027929115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733989874480196,0.0,0.17427617705608606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904025639154047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512226774255686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647279905754803,0.0,0.0,0.048335293259704495,0.0,0.06327784820107664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933925118813799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465164601789744,0.0,0.05071146187123797,0.0,0.0,0.06943705986350525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189135656620132,0.0,0.04875331232924575,0.0,0.0,0.13873174688822926,0.0704267491830291,0.04029741331206756,0.0777323368808258,0.059594599692351126,0.09630880380172403,0.03536923145759016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523876497761956,0.0,0.0500478779689799,0.1788835653418782,0.0,0.0486549009840104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663431063463916,0.06159951301384441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171821882086374 adhd,borderlinebagofchips,2019/04/15,"Writing something on your hand to remind you because it’s more visible than writing a note in your phone And then forgetting to look at your own hand the entire day 🙃",6.08818181818182,6.4599634242424235,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,66.27272727272728,9.024242424242424,34.68181818181819,8.841846274778883,2.9374363636363636,135,6,25,2,2,43,28,33,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,6,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221312257881695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465942646431697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815113362684116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331072657483954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Anvion,2019/04/15,"Would you shut up To: Brain Dear Brain, Would you shut up during meetings. Think 5 seconds before saying something. It'll cause you NOT to get fired. Kind regards, Me (and probably everyone in every work meeting ever)",3.2423076923076906,6.3376055384615375,3.4878974358974415,83.94876923076926,83.35897435897436,5.171282051282052,25.748717948717946,6.742157984588678,1.4855702564102566,172,7,27,2,5,53,32,39,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.8370000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,7,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,5,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133372306273704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597544492832303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575500255638245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267831283855137,0.21123545968228086,0.2395658179634049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098653989171366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610777035985237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703096668900864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937604378828566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301015125779267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064596397241915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252113754156749,0.0,0.0,0.35619686313236026,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thud12345,2019/04/15,I feel like I'm a happier and more outgoing person unmedicated But I can't really function without taking them. Any advice that may help?,3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,6.3976923076923065,64.63064102564104,80.53846153846153,9.620512820512822,27.89743589743589,9.725611199111238,3.9071435897435904,112,5,17,4,3,41,24,26,0.0,0.605,0.395,0.8777,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152169076649893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28895321308377897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484714586061468,0.3035556232305441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28480806084291066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075894496715024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710148199698111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722080778803327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194792649369569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40959785350650535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Moni6674,2019/04/15,"Requesting a disability accommodation at work I currently am suffering from depression as a symptom of my ADHD. I’ve exhausted my FMLA after treatment. My time with my employer is 12+ years. I wanted to request a work accommodation using my disability for continued treatment. Have you personally experienced a situation such as this? If so, what was the outcome?",6.299086021505373,9.502293854838713,9.185161290322585,47.61440860215055,70.12903225806451,13.165591397849465,40.978494623655905,11.855464076750405,7.192572043010753,297,19,38,14,6,109,48,62,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.8645,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,9,5,0,6,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,31,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949182323247613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830262022866683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692439735472514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36936474043735423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341545446934466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161167463267265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838084088913005,0.0,0.0,0.19381919316239374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784553503639644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161024610426446 adhd,ofbalance,2019/04/15,"Baking with ADD! My daughter is 9yso. She hates school because her teacher is an ass hat (my opinion), but loves her teaching assistant. Her school and CAMHS (Child and Adolesent Mental Health Services) have been pushing for my daughter to be medicated for her ADD. I am severly against that happening. Ever. At home my dauhgter has her routines, and when it always helps her when we bake or cook together. The processes, the timings, the rhythm of baking or cooking really destresses her. She enjoys the immersive quality of cooking. She knows how to use a sharp knife, and is no longer afraid of noisey kitchen gadgets. Tomorrow I'm going to tell her she'll be baking alone. I will sit in the dining room, working. And I am looking forward to the Devil's Food Cake she'll be creating. She makes the best fritata I ever had! My point is that the line 'now, let's talk about medication' after so many young people have a diagnosis of ADHD or ADD is an approach to make them 'easier' for their schools to cope with. I do realise that for some parents meds are their choice. And I do not disagree with their choice. Yet, finding something the young person themselves finds a joy, and can fully immerse their concentration in, is a joy for all concerned. And my daughter really loves to bake or cook when she's feeling stressed or down.",5.206680161943321,7.061399789473691,5.2929554655870446,80.26914979757088,69.32388663967612,8.114979757085022,32.4331983805668,8.6894789155246,2.7800170040485828,1056,48,185,18,19,331,148,247,0.047,0.7979999999999999,0.155,0.9877,1,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,5,2,11,10,1,2,15,0,24,18,1,4,3,35,36,19,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,3,3,0,8,2,4,15,12,0,4,4,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,3,33,6,26,27,3,24,1,0,1,3,32,7,1,7,14,128,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579212866464624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287721319229235,0.0,0.0,0.11478755322940473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409457975092434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477266561126018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495719163768085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975294242925613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217222007723383,0.0,0.1668127426817698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840159995102132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199096362584574,0.0,0.0,0.13619955956040716,0.0,0.14663708476314233,0.0,0.0,0.0924666706266236,0.0,0.13837763208308326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581510081721766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106580495879145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584537806362162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490150824607205,0.0,0.1841687653713741,0.13986220940833113,0.0,0.0,0.15323415781718658,0.2779453142983121,0.13902369997377972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317995514401905,0.0,0.0,0.09563891206121153,0.12045482509944393,0.0,0.0,0.13040972777932364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675184195822286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418845965383086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584708836689512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062025946826606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802415306088854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088101528560244,0.1205765887014184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044122761145198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914669010348652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043108232921304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tront_Rozna,2019/04/15,Tfw you have to biohack yourself Me: trying to biohack my shit brain with caffeine and carbs because no meds,9.294,8.591176400000005,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,60.0,8.0,45.0,3.1291,3.4224999999999994,88,5,14,0,1,26,18,20,0.244,0.7559999999999999,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917323231188326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342432955045358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315842825253467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912460579993638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249181649711821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elizabethpugh007,2019/04/15,My Taxes Filed a day early!!! The fact I file taxes is a miracle...the fact I filed them a day before the deadline is beyond a miracle.,0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,84.71428571428572,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,1.1216047619047624,102,3,20,2,3,38,16,28,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.6884,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506779068407016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8347178223313215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,indica-badu,2019/04/15,"Another Wasted Weekend I have 4 tests this week, two in AP classes, and have had the entire weekend to study, only managed to get partial pieces of each review finished. I can never get myself to finish my work even if I want to do it so bad. It's just impossible to focus, and it's frustrating. I was diagnosed with ADHD in elementary school when I was maybe 8, now I'm almost 18 and I've yet to be put on medication because my parents won't let me take the medicine. It's especially annoying how some kids in high school, take Adderall for the academic boost and just for the high, and I'm over here with the *actual illness its meant to treat*, and I can't even get prescribed it. I know kids without ADHD or ADD whose parents helped them get prescribed so they could boost their performance. I can't wait till I turn 18 so I can finally put my potential to use, lessen the stress of procrastination and difficulty concentrating, and end my high school career with a good GPA.",5.655312500000001,6.175637239583335,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,67.22916666666666,9.733333333333334,31.625,9.725611199111238,2.884575,778,30,150,16,12,258,119,192,0.11199999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.05,-0.9167,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,12,6,2,1,7,0,14,3,0,2,1,28,28,16,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,13,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,0,19,2,22,20,3,22,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,4,12,97,27,12,0.0,0.0,0.12342770391872088,0.0,0.3040123803870166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266529572627423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262688634927794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560677372310452,0.0771019516235212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098519002480984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837606538402582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202507192565682,0.0,0.0,0.1670796826452926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855430660191104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432546458436545,0.0,0.0,0.106086685704575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477788683358799,0.400903963745864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951092749205691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933590847210655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270676722637498,0.0,0.0,0.12741680998041555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755033416350403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619488419508936,0.0,0.0,0.280885486940732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429769434548705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384018107425274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448841368936696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019670221653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757555760136556,0.1235540521189025,0.0,0.0,0.10923941071672597,0.0,0.0,0.07460206880184575,0.0,0.1014558342410894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192365752951062,0.0,0.09208004218797164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rubymass090,2019/04/15,"A strange reaction to caffeine? So normally I have fairly unsteady or even shaky hands, due to dysgraphia (unknown cause). When I have caffeine, that shaking goes down or even stops for a while. Also, my handwriting is atrocious and I can't draw anything, but caffeine seems to help that as well. I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD or anything similar. The only downside I've noticed with the caffeine is the it can cause me to feel extremely anxious and depressed, or more than usual at least. Any ideas on what this is caused by? I've never been tested for ADHD, so should I be?",5.259564220183485,6.8417026055045875,5.312740825688074,81.24048738532112,68.81651376146789,7.651834862385322,33.80848623853211,8.07648339933343,2.6860357798165144,460,22,80,6,8,144,75,109,0.146,0.7979999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.7978,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,5,0,12,2,1,3,1,20,14,13,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,2,7,1,14,10,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,6,61,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41945297839925577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955517247999366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867243430329118,0.0,0.0,0.19714604642833647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287212874736252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537807937276465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030476412209165,0.17712345435392304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305237386265451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823723927583038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697002960693308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699996772547745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345924733612326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709822438862955,0.0,0.19868020584607896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272232739678555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588668814519042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589774386850982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219754372828876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690498518215873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vicelikedust,2019/04/15,"For some reason I was focused today I was able to form coherent sentences today, I could stay focused on one thing and I learned how to make a Web Scraper in Python. I didn't really notice my mental state until my Mother said to me ""Your Brain is working today""....Normally I'd feel upset about someone saying this to me as if my Brain doesn't work any other time but today it felt alright. I only wish I could be like this everyday.",3.299458128078818,4.932507287356327,4.854844006568143,82.39241379310344,73.82758620689657,6.810509031198686,25.072249589490966,7.447530270364453,1.3646663382594424,342,11,63,4,7,115,66,87,0.021,0.8109999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,8,2,2,3,0,13,13,6,0,4,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,4,13,2,10,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,44,18,3,0.1629378572536248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080333030966824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637850709595367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601852412858125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823862763622598,0.0,0.15644589503162962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960320674504716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876228494999148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420303671863115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855058304280983,0.0,0.0,0.11041090893994597,0.12392158270242977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438216361895712,0.16752725451853073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549912146420674,0.12957472393480468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805671769766414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367007626061698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824867229327774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501037487612696,0.0,0.6177841474114257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737049461321165,0.0,0.0,0.2372414013223056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Usernamegoeshere101,2019/04/15,"How to convince my parents? Hi Reddit! For around 5 years now, I’ve been discussing the possibility of me having ADHD, but my parents always shut me down with the “no you don’t OP. You’re just lazy.” It’s come to the point where I’m failing multiple classes. My sister also has ADHD, but was lucky enough to actually go to the psychiatrist and get medicated. Any advice?",2.8145238095238088,5.16871727777778,4.974206349206352,77.72000000000003,77.6111111111111,6.8920634920634924,25.563492063492063,7.957251820313856,1.7629658730158733,292,11,53,5,7,101,58,72,0.14400000000000002,0.789,0.067,-0.7877,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,9,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.2119280979024281,0.0,0.5219959820093326,0.2122175176757969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367200390656548,0.18070412043394196,0.0,0.0,0.1476840958860012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933287156778972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707405399941585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243962567970486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346316742112643,0.0,0.12342359220297293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187774812511025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822865943852157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529730350899905,0.2448282833069677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985135298538895 adhd,killbillvolume3,2019/04/15,"How do you keep yourself from going insane after you keep losing things? Hi. Today I lost my debit card, again. This is my 4th debit card in like 2 months. I lost some earrings I just bought. I was about to go get something to eat with cash and I can’t find my keys (they have to be home though). I’m so tired. I’m exhausted. I can’t anymore.",-1.4839497716894954,0.4385604109589067,0.683869863013701,100.99466324200914,102.42465753424656,2.9812785388127856,12.932648401826484,4.7782277997778095,-1.4369077625570772,262,5,61,1,12,86,54,73,0.222,0.7440000000000001,0.034,-0.917,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,3,6,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,8,17,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,4,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,8,12,1,7,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338360599549115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304829932858388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587085493303356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768179068021987,0.0,0.25602509911822946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594020397510875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004181666351109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004386695237378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519927704362785,0.4917654527693285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797892882304245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340545248584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496435002896881,0.0,0.2213031498390396,0.0,0.0,0.25888725717445343,0.21350696568281927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,antwainwired,2019/04/15,ADHD and Jobs Has your ADHD been the reason why you were let go from a job?,-1.1105882352941163,0.7790076470588225,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,90.1764705882353,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.1467411764705893,58,0,14,0,2,20,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677642359848629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788983745176025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513811281989885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840867664545045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856422079683924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506866849024592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheBeardliestBeard,2018/12/09,"Adult ADHD just diagnosed, first day on Vyvanse I had to share this with someone who might appreciate it. Warning, this is gonna be long so I'll post the TLDR here; I am now on 20mg Vyvanse, this is my 3rd day taking it. I have become so much more productive and actually feel motivated. It's amazing and I wish someone told me to see a psychiatrist years and years ago. &#x200B; I have been apathetic for as long as I can remember, since I was in elementary school at least. No one mentioned it could be a disorder, I just barely past classes and didn't care. During middle school I enjoyed school because of friends but hated school work and was very depressed because of my father's downhill spiral with MS. The school counselor thought it was related to my depression but didn't want to put me on anti-depressants for whatever reason. &#x200B; He died the month before I started high school and I decided I would turn my life around. It was frustrating trying to study but then I discovered caffeine. I began drinking one latte after school from Starbucks on my walk home. I would then use that boost to get through my school work before crashing and proceeding to play video games or hang out with friends watching TV. The addiction came and I didn't even realize I was getting caffeine headaches, I just thought they were migraines. I eventually began drinking two coffees a day, one before classes and one after, and it got worse when I started driving because it became easier for me to drive through the Dunkin drive-thru next to my school. Senior year I was in an intensive STEM program at a magnet school for more than half the day, so I would get a coffee in the morning and bring it in to class with me. It was necessary for me to focus on the college level material we were working on and to get me motivated to work on my research project. I would get another when driving back to my home school, and then another after school. Sometimes I would skip the last coffee but I was in stage crew and it was almost always necessary. &#x200B; Now I am in college and a double major in Arabic and Islamic Studies (not a muslim or arab, just love languages), and Molecular and Cell Biology. I have had a great couple years but this year was hard. It is my fourth of five years because I decided to go with the Arabic major after taking a ton of non-applicable courses I wanted to take because they seemed interesting (and I waffled between taking Computer Science and Engineering as a double major -- I found I couldn't afterward without staying ANOTHER year because of a senior project with no off-semester alternatives). This year was super tough and complicated by intense pain from biliary dyskinesia. I had my gallbladder removed a little over a week ago and the pain from the surgery was only slightly worse than the pain I would get from eating food. This week was hard because my car was totaled by someone rear ending my fiancee while she was driving it to pick me up from surgery. Tangent aside, I finally got to see a doctor about my attention as per the recommendation of my roommate who has ADD. I have always been impulsive, I have always been fidgety and have always gotten anxiety from being stationary. I like to get up and drive for miles and miles just because it is fun to feel like I am doing something and take random turns and tangents on my drives. I interrupt people and I hate it. I hated it. I don't do it now, I got another car and haven't taken joyrides in it really. Maybe slight detours en route to goals, but only to see the old scenic roads that CT is known for and that dot the area around my university. I am able to sit down and pound out slide sets for classes I've fallen behind in without coffee, I can have deep conversations with people without suddenly interrupting them. I am motivated to clean and on my first day of 20mg Vyvanse, I cleaned my room, my atrocious desk, I was able to build drawers for my ikea bed I have had sitting around for months and organize all of my clothes. I was able to contact relatives I haven't spoken to in years and started a planner. It has been a wonderful weekend, and I honestly cannot for the life of me imagine why no one near me recognized it and told me. &#x200B; If you notice any ADD/ADHD symptoms in your life, or that of your friends/family/loved ones, please talk to them about it. It just takes a talk. It might take months for them to actually see someone about it, don't push them, let them go at their pace. But I can say, it honestly has changed my outlook on life. I was apathetic but now I care. I was doing it out of interest but despised the work, the work is now enjoyable. I hated the tedious nature of daily life. Now I enjoy getting up at a decent time in the morning and starting my day. It is wonderful. If you've gotten this far, then I applaud you because I would have stopped reading long ago, and I thank you for listening to me. &#x200B; I hope all of your weekends are even better than mine!",6.410049876206537,6.8261920978147765,6.797598945064411,75.83831165452655,65.58688865764827,9.582841149664503,35.091338045857405,9.449726292080394,3.2773393591445696,3990,178,720,71,58,1297,392,961,0.107,0.773,0.121,0.9566,0,0,3,0,0,0,109.0,1,6,8,15,28,35,6,0,40,0,83,18,0,6,3,120,145,66,1,15,24,1,4,2,3,10,13,2,6,1,40,54,4,1,19,9,0,19,16,12,0,11,46,11,115,23,130,83,13,141,1,2,5,1,37,49,0,13,69,511,155,39,0.11194284404163574,0.0,0.07282671189016661,0.04067807446325202,0.0896890298310527,0.0,0.09923057699819626,0.0,0.0373648627324595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419388506254207,0.20215004124981006,0.2267046804424203,0.0253749908773336,0.1565091099387087,0.028545323096937743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099652864458202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028692379082876238,0.0,0.2047179561356025,0.04121069211379959,0.0952551152993821,0.0,0.0,0.033001449538699074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267759722323548,0.0760887933999416,0.0,0.039473561968210405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0297924173650413,0.04128754258171582,0.0,0.1443877472128547,0.0,0.09641620754160464,0.03787321010796831,0.03872633287313881,0.0,0.042765399181634016,0.03819274810035445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310758004998698,0.0,0.038181825338748435,0.0,0.0,0.033049377808151766,0.0,0.0,0.049291461820929305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377344436357147,0.02665733005019414,0.0,0.04087597130820773,0.0,0.06347901730385798,0.0451205771199418,0.04091318350964399,0.0576578424135579,0.0,0.15596137531000678,0.0,0.04241313199514325,0.0,0.0895309185535143,0.041139126916286364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685253363061526,0.1473605105233741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039424586939536425,0.07485853322357769,0.037061500837557576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03041611956876652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815638079743303,0.13178090214968308,0.036459746098187834,0.037398712723347834,0.0,0.09906589434097904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367759576266923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037487210993571086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916911156481328,0.0,0.0,0.08935171011700513,0.0,0.027430290226440054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968416153405219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248255663119231,0.03915506133615559,0.0,0.15171073645237418,0.05675838482093928,0.11911507861764395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035620703744855806,0.05173804875995034,0.0,0.0,0.04095987565085237,0.0,0.0,0.035736766910572884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037511159027611686,0.0,0.0,0.03732437912167903,0.0,0.02390448411780513,0.03836529590971632,0.0,0.0,0.042269806781966617,0.0,0.0,0.029673814212890993,0.0,0.4531685380534025,0.11893860454974366,0.03396952031210426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030866759125557582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646507798429146,0.02872635679192988,0.03690477837609607,0.0,0.10564496157243472,0.03977205909301502,0.0,0.031196410029185006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878382570290472,0.196389870274446,0.0599836118140659,0.0,0.03435397693270722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924674268802674,0.02175825752706102,0.0,0.0,0.07131078979131616,0.0,0.02533394766100035,0.08117444608028565,0.03645063089908605,0.0,0.0,0.03222755847648853,0.0,0.03078818997912665,0.04401785983655777,0.0,0.0598625314679587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367033505066906,0.0,0.04290958203335582,0.1079089069664316,0.08093149280075355,0.16299144739029736,0.0,0.07605288108209746,0.18554896409017999,0.0,0.2267046804424203,0.21626256411751152 adhd,cantsquathelpme,2018/12/09,I wanna go to a desert where athletes and students can be reborn I wanna go to a desert where athletes and students can be reborn,3.91,5.442655384615384,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.07692307692308,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,1.0301384615384617,104,4,18,0,2,34,13,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heunym,2018/12/09,"better at finishing stuff when there's someone else there? I won't explain too much since if you're reading this there's a decent chance you're like me. I have no motivation to do anything I need to do due to depression and of course, ADHD, but if there's someone there I have a better chance of doing stuff. I'm unbelievably behind in school right now, and it's 6 pm on a sunday. It helps me to have some accountability, and it could (or does) help you too. So main point: I'm wondering, is there anyone on here willing to video chat as we are doing stuff just so we stick to it and get shit done?",4.172419354838709,4.5768712419354864,5.205000000000002,85.35250000000002,70.45161290322581,8.135483870967743,25.177419354838708,8.07648339933343,1.1918419354838703,470,12,103,6,8,155,78,124,0.071,0.765,0.16399999999999998,0.8661,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,3,14,5,1,0,3,0,13,1,1,1,0,17,19,12,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,3,14,15,3,11,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,5,6,73,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053362669502352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946681204463848,0.0,0.1406003117285104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022173153166102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641498356453213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715842184479147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495176427839662,0.1748454824841443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427286516166367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926545045393511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290429722655057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347183788092741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559915983188893,0.12668790293500864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151458390625545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090269990694834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591048647419685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291586287729072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538170473663364,0.14133423237230056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28953225452187925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867693217305071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528654665704636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,random_cincy_female,2018/12/09,How do I get past this burn out? my normal tactics are not working. So I am in my senior year in university. I am a non traditional student and it has taken me 7 years to get here. It is exam week and I have been working on fixing this burn out all semester. I Started seeing a psychiatrist and am on antidepressants because all the things I normally do to help are not doing anything. The antidepressants are helping but not enough. What do you do to get back on track?,2.4753763440860226,4.72886643010753,4.55397849462366,80.81763440860215,78.24731182795698,7.1440860215053785,26.46236559139785,8.167268648758528,1.9046688172043007,370,15,71,7,9,127,60,93,0.0,0.956,0.044000000000000004,0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,15,0,0,1,2,14,21,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,10,0,10,19,3,14,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,7,59,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195532073029108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270675857783086,0.0,0.14484432368367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551375405156986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724228992643639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185287900804948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656130074803508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268248060115692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893437177541616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681809691802328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785695167683692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059571625591634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34596456132798153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060249860735258 adhd,reecespeace,2018/12/09,"I have been reading a lot about Adult ADHD and feel like I may be struggling with it. Is that wrong to self diagnose/assume? Am I being a hypochondriac? How should I bring it up to my parents? I’m 20 years old now and really have been struggling for as long as I can remember because I feel as if I’m mediocre in every aspect of my life. School, relationships, cleanliness, hobbies etc. Pretty much I’ve always wanted and tried to be better all around but for some reason I have failed to improve in any of the areas I really want to and have felt like something was off for a while because I seem to just be a certain way even though I actively try not to be. During sophomore and junior year of high school I struggled a lot with my emotions, would have emotional outbursts, did reckless things, and overall was a really crazy hormonal teenager. So for the past few years I’ve been working really hard on my mental health and growing into an adult because I figured that I was struggling in school and staying organized etc just because I was a hormonal depressed teen. However recently I feel really strong mentally and I have my emotions under control for the most part but I still can’t seem to improve in other areas of my life that I’ve been trying to for years. For example Christmas break is coming up and I keep telling myself “I’m gonna organize my clothes” and I realized I’ve literally done that every Christmas break since I was like nine and within a week my room is back to the hell hole that it is now. And it’s not like I don’t care or I forget or run out of time. I genuinely think about it all the time and it makes me really sad that I can’t seem to keep my shit organized. I’ve been reading about ADHD along with other disorders and what resonated the most with me is the fact that I move on from hobbie to hobbie. I’ve always hated that about myself and I can remember complaining about being good at a lot of things but not really good at one thing like most people are. I’m a visual artist so it’s normal to be talented in a lot of mediums but I pretty much buy things to do projects and hoard things for a certain piece and never end up actually making them. I’ve saved a pair of Nike airs to paint that I found in the hall way at school THREE YEARS AGO. I have all the supplies, enjoy painting, yet have never finished the project along with many many other things. As far as school goes, the “trouble focusing” symptom isn’t as bad for me as it seems for most people with ADHD just feel like I’d rather sit on my phone than listen to the teacher. However I do have a lot of trouble reading and writing, often having to go back over the same line again and again. As well as MAJOR procrastination to the point where I will pretty much only get it done if I absolutely have to. Almost like I literally can’t write unless there’s a deadline that day. Pretty much just wondering if anyone has experienced a situation similar to mine. What the next step could be, and how I should talk to my parents about it without it sounding like I just want to pop some addies to get through college. Let me know what you all think also I’m new to reddit this is fun! Lol",5.667336146971202,5.8121308097484325,6.355292949354521,79.30842601787491,67.16037735849056,9.27335319430652,30.416087388282023,9.063066167217693,2.420522641509433,2529,87,491,41,38,831,280,636,0.105,0.746,0.149,0.9790000000000001,4,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,6,32,35,3,4,32,1,57,5,1,6,9,115,92,47,0,12,20,2,6,8,0,6,4,2,1,3,34,33,0,3,19,4,1,7,11,15,1,3,15,9,55,20,93,61,26,73,1,3,0,0,15,31,2,24,37,360,89,15,0.0,0.0,0.0544845867577472,0.0,0.20129989121648045,0.0,0.0494922521435394,0.0,0.055908307608568235,0.0,0.0,0.04464932898418971,0.0929144311180335,0.0,0.0,0.0379680986838513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903946864939973,0.0,0.0,0.049702872277775235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586368253367342,0.04661790864157472,0.1361401966997525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937941845388874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692508088987588,0.0,0.0,0.04809486154095227,0.0,0.0,0.06262103500016275,0.04457780686560922,0.0,0.0,0.036007423355132406,0.0,0.04808855696223213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398902384760953,0.0,0.0,0.11427231739269066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884125603189579,0.0494511325787577,0.0,0.12453626817887052,0.03687692136985291,0.0,0.09408278698145747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292260845861543,0.07977367502408497,0.05360807445627885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121759004659436,0.0,0.0,0.05834048293125674,0.0,0.031730966699997185,0.09365951156182983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050015064171313864,0.05512315681906263,0.0,0.059347468119409476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899023234043761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925320255968577,0.0,0.0,0.030684149824632807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709264048759247,0.07887246654240976,0.2182159977177688,0.0,0.0,0.04941011500556013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373345002911251,0.0,0.0,0.0745374197060954,0.11321103426706215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125323053900493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934124304507184,0.1641736103518309,0.0,0.0861231227063686,0.05392349586411433,0.05937862868974225,0.0,0.05470411681679944,0.0,0.0,0.058586946492712275,0.0,0.037833630764433836,0.04246322622213052,0.0,0.0,0.12399104249960173,0.06046129059471516,0.05329855689449737,0.07741462255194012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052779876075316125,0.0,0.0,0.2272074018876281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167543198339187,0.0,0.2503746588328731,0.05740523605218065,0.05512798018493687,0.059943343054949076,0.1264949574171968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825279796224733,0.0,0.2033116946820504,0.058245603139790214,0.0,0.05731138586995858,0.04618532326554225,0.06275820831023626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042982681443159775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059510148074671435,0.044588005391854514,0.0,0.0,0.2334735233255188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058031473932096636,0.0,0.044876148010848035,0.04880017401780232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222556285657152,0.07155058166172003,0.05485526928673736,0.0,0.06511290372238444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372005958476145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879458405752008,0.08863467576307868,0.044785562943214,0.0,0.0502002339158152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382065683457073,0.060548098719421135,0.04064681500152754,0.0,0.0,0.03966189394521,0.061044209240699865,0.0,0.17977189552347347 adhd,melancholeric_,2018/12/09,"First-time medication questions (college freshman) ADHD predominantly inattentive type here. I made it through high school without medication (though it was more of my parents' decision than mine) and now that I've started college I'm realizing that this is a whole new level and my inability to concentrate on reading/completing tasks is already giving me issues. I want to try medication but I'm not even sure where I'd start. My school's health center I guess, but will I have to find proof of diagnosis (don't know where I'd start there either; it's been a while) or get rediagnosed? Also, I'm wary of the effect stimulants may have on my anxiety, but I'm also aware that a university health center might be suspicious of a student requesting a specific type of ADHD medication having never taken any before (given the infamy of ADHD med abuse on college campuses). Would it be reasonable, if the Dr finds a need to prescribe medication, to request a nonstimulant? Has anyone else with ADHD and GAD experienced issues with ADHD meds affecting anxiety? Thank you in advance.",8.534625117150886,8.920279201030931,9.292305529522023,59.853678537956895,61.113402061855666,12.415370196813495,38.770384254920344,11.911945987284742,5.183232989690722,871,41,132,26,11,296,125,194,0.09699999999999999,0.871,0.033,-0.9167,1,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,9,2,0,0,10,0,15,8,0,5,3,33,32,12,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,11,2,20,21,3,18,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,6,7,87,19,9,0.0,0.1090265655933764,0.0,0.0,0.5529402036320868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154441427433787,0.1471739040375556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257555756508958,0.0,0.14078740105180335,0.0,0.0,0.06434129183350577,0.09428355947307056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830074343146683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647937226256753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686943067701063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060777178631385764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820600572890124,0.07827066659206389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807573166144218,0.08827227908469408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013684638469781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562216894616044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722232104203514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920862676420836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057081735050895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706988210042962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442303771420067,0.4634934719897398,0.0,0.0976168094414216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823035782917304,0.07097013821355495,0.08887178806746307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217536414049216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308148639298248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946100747111842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625473979958826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953929483057284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672610071923198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471803089642221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040745204501607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247434365101436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054274741130153285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273507703459793,0.0,0.08870229815787535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536711644095468,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cubbyw,2018/12/09,"Adderall xr suddenly stopped working? So I’ve been on meds for about 11 months. I was on IR adderall 15mg 2x a day until September when I switched to 30mg XR. Until about a week ago, XR consistently worked for ~7-8hrs sometimes more. All of a sudden, it started working for ~2hrs tops. This isn’t building up a tolerance because that happened on the IR and it was way more gradual. I thought maybe it had something to do with the fact my acid reflux got bad all of a sudden at approximately the same time, but I googled it, and it doesn’t seem like it should have this much of an impact. Is there anything else that could be causing this? I’ve always had acid reflux, but my only symptom was this weird hiccup (aka no heartburn, acid in throat, unpleasant symptoms) so I wasn’t taking medication for it. Then two weeks ago, I started getting all those symptoms so I started taking antacids. I’m probably going to get prescription strength acid reflux drugs soon to see if that helps the adderall last longer. I don’t like taking unnecessary medication, though, so I’m working if any of you have insight on anything else that could be affecting it, before I commit to taking more potent acid reflux drugs regularly.",5.546282467532468,6.814690108225107,5.825040584415586,79.01470373376623,67.83116883116884,8.199242424242426,33.05221861471861,8.472884824447931,2.6628893939393943,969,43,174,14,16,309,131,231,0.057,0.851,0.09300000000000001,0.8461,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,6,10,5,0,0,10,0,19,11,1,2,5,22,36,15,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,0,17,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,9,6,12,3,25,22,8,30,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,3,22,108,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243149185095596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500884527923864,0.0,0.0,0.07764789968564442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879246567821316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533747591356494,0.06960448839266192,0.0,0.0971607526621519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729670558837373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823305983546159,0.0,0.0,0.07363815659821311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26483050395960805,0.0,0.1907693698419729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931110914924466,0.0,0.06489244931028987,0.0,0.09132203982802484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097105707471583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653400874826506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930738384308858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115674374537406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471149734770905,0.0,0.12683082775056562,0.2300533691965919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113924621615514,0.0,0.08393715032832907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684080700167329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310786359072033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098853354740072,0.10394730458484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790313585910484,0.11292924372350202,0.0,0.2424565219981318,0.0,0.0,0.09546154038865716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560374806236513,0.34340360711996304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218355921038553,0.09064801550432112,0.0665806346872343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153954479088636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063261857840076,0.18318035505206146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33250438375224045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,polyglotpinko,2018/12/09,"I am sick to death of the judgment. I had a long, long rant written, but I'll condense it. Some of you are really, really comfortable acting like anyone who didn't follow your path to get diagnosed doesn't deserve diagnosis. Some of you are really quick to look down on anyone who openly admits they struggle and they don't know where to turn. I don't know if it's general assholery or if it's some warped ""Well, no one helped me, so screw them"" impulse. Either way, it's insulting, it's ableist, and it's exhausting. Some of you are classist as shit. I hate to break this to you, but it's not at all uncommon for poor people to be able to work harder and get better jobs once they've been treated for some underlying psychological or neurological condition. Gasp. Stop it. All of it. It's shitty and hateful and mean. 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I often find that it's easier for me to text or be on my phone and still pay attention to a TV show or movie than anyone else I know. Or I can write a paper or read a book while someone is talking to me and still understand what they're saying. It makes me feel like sometimes having ADHD can have it's advantages.,6.338902439024391,4.62609154878049,7.514756097560976,77.69823170731708,66.4390243902439,11.126829268292685,29.03658536585366,10.125756701596842,2.483575609756098,305,7,65,6,4,105,57,82,0.018000000000000002,0.8540000000000001,0.128,0.8231,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,11,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,10,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,4,46,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836656907924896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503969936120472,0.2418436103273369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971752100009017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934533176195955,0.16862195873042274,0.0,0.0,0.4314596089876852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579195501129214,0.12971751505356172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531375779783967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755380087176302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363550112419098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360967847884142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877028444393626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999899194757464,0.0,0.23344258425626346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769923751306278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971431303825295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457185844264365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayacct_ab,2018/12/09,"Adult diagnosis and adjusting to meds, sense of self Hi, sorry for the throwaway account, and also hope this isn't too close to asking for medical advice. I was diagnosed senior year of college while comorbid with depression, went on meds for a while (\~8 months), then got worried that I was faking it because I was also depressed at time of diagnosis and also didn't like the effect of the meds so stopped taking them. Three years later now I decided to go back to a psychiatrist after really struggling to stay focused at work, got rediagnosed, and am starting medication again. So I guess what I'm asking for is...peoples experiences coping with diagnosis and treatment later in life? Support? I feel like I've been like this my whole life and so have a whole scaffolding of coping mechanisms setup and very much feel like this is who I am, and that the person I am when I'm on medication is someone else and I'm not sure that I like her. Non-meds me has thoughts like an endlessly branching highway and can jump from what thing to another effortlessly, meds me is trapped on a desolate freeway with no off ramps and can only move forward. I also feel like I'm in a weird place because I've managed to be fairly successful in life (went to a top university though I got shit grades, have a high paying software job at a big name tech company) so while yes, I may be late to literally everything and may be scattered in conversations or come off a little weird my life does not seem to have been wrecked by ADHD. But it could probably be better and I don't know what sort of effects its had on me outside of the obvious ""not being able to pay attention to a lot of things"" and the obvious consequences of that. So even though I've gone in to get treated again (and spent a ton on it, San Francisco prices for anything are just YIKES), I'm still struggling with the idea of really wanting a ""non-ADHD brain"" even though the ADHD has caused me suffering because it's so tied up in my idea of who I am as a person. tl;dr: Adult diagnosis, struggling with sense of self on/off medication, want to talk through it with other people who were diagnosed late",8.90082995951417,7.045702230769237,9.03212044534413,69.30366902834011,61.54807692307693,12.41174089068826,38.72165991902836,11.20814326018867,4.243997115384614,1712,70,317,38,19,567,211,416,0.141,0.807,0.053,-0.985,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,6,23,23,1,3,22,1,33,12,2,3,3,57,63,36,0,4,6,0,3,7,0,2,10,0,0,6,22,23,0,1,13,0,5,8,7,10,0,1,16,3,23,13,59,39,5,54,0,3,0,0,17,24,1,8,30,213,45,9,0.07113213899688467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564610240141286,0.06950950297531636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753738342589885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458824986368635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853568954340075,0.0,0.1329978956582997,0.0,0.0,0.05469622416369965,0.0,0.13008447512356985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291059645078274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940699193130471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307230099927545,0.0,0.0612740392757874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679322491418325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253201417414494,0.14439524752415006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224821418719954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942177465518031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396421388852393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392897990359997,0.06958088112629092,0.0,0.0,0.10789964027538444,0.1524504429367435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716360675510378,0.0,0.04042603383271602,0.0,0.17067260880111232,0.0,0.07836007061332864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515501027564098,0.0,0.07065026402303426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605990533875326,0.0,0.0,0.07058767208530349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390923633265432,0.0,0.1604803021727546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097093360307253,0.2432609906352708,0.07129309035829813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604740008657891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160470833307087,0.28663258623517623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677699470712218,0.07560220656673884,0.05229030673152201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054099197044074766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986281376177534,0.12421968015515165,0.07431794554771001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669247672860904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911381393678422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475602780645924,0.14841266863365488,0.0,0.07301611848399796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060270030539544564,0.0,0.0,0.07962660593301785,0.05034769409710515,0.07581739573842929,0.056806218088041885,0.059469653287737824,0.0,0.223088268368176,0.0,0.0,0.08071990837968071,0.06704119919027716,0.0,0.05348251602173317,0.05717331888815967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451406485367114,0.0,0.20966089622052925,0.05647097282649759,0.04147772227859242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058691464232671485,0.08391115710106974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188041098503508,0.0,0.15883298582978064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178504436941871,0.07223813998753087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161353071041577 adhd,icyhot13,2018/12/09,"Studying for Finals with ADHD Hey everyone! I'm posting hoping some of you might have some studying tips for studying for finals at the end of my first semester of college with ADHD. I can't take medication, due to an anxiety disorder and PTSD that stimulants make worse, so I'm wondering if anyone also doesn't take medication and might want to share effective ways of studying that they've found either in college or just throughout their academic career! Especially in STEM fields; I am a bio major. I hope this is okay to post - I thought hearing first hand from people with ADHD would be more effective than the internet searches I've done so far on the topic. Thank you!",5.98,7.565173190476191,6.539841269841273,73.1107142857143,67.09523809523809,9.726984126984126,33.04761904761905,9.994966539143718,3.596990476190477,546,24,90,13,9,178,88,126,0.055999999999999994,0.767,0.17800000000000002,0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,4,4,5,0,0,5,1,10,3,1,4,0,24,23,7,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,8,5,19,16,5,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,9,6,59,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868524799040496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798633029874613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330034316411536,0.0,0.0,0.0944186408211064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547602174973135,0.0,0.0,0.138186267192725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959969965478587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903040248889847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958454419286198,0.0,0.2297190418528773,0.0,0.14805738516710076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219269406005334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682376893542713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013598420313146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272064314580252,0.0,0.28649864515005885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936153038694796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586497460828676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784706566782894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305694135616026,0.0,0.0,0.12432080709506706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720160409895242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964632263969966,0.10718339548017934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643819148081105,0.0,0.0,0.13761078632252588,0.09592400327803073,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tisstossmylipgloss,2018/12/09,"Strattera side effect.. no appetite? I’ve been struggling with this for the past month since I started the med. I feel no desire to cook any food. I’ve spent literal hours (per trip!) just walking around the grocery store and nothing sounds appealing at all. Last week, I had a good amount of money left over after bills, and so I went in and asked myself what my dream dish would be and that’s what I would make. After walking around for almost two hours I gave up and just grabbed a random lean cuisine. I’ve even tried using cannabis to stimulate my appetite and, while I do get the munchies, I’ll still go through everything in my kitchen and come up empty. Even the smell of food has been putting me off lately. Has anyone else struggled with this? Did it get better? 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However, a neuropsychologist recommended me for ADHD testing which is in 9 or 10 days or something. Sorry this is so long I just really don't have anyone to confide in and I'm scared. I guess my point of posting this is to reach out and see if there is anyone else who is dealing with/has dealt with debilitating self-esteem issues and negative view of self the way I presume I am. I initially sought treatment for depression because of self-hatred. I was constantly forgetting things, mixing up dates, procrastinating and then abandoning projects or not even starting them... I have no schedule and no routine. I would go to classes solely for attendance purposes because I knew I wouldn't be able to absorb anything from the lecture, but I would end up getting exemplary scores on tests as long as they were math/physics/chem/science based. I could dedicate maybe 15 minutes a day into actually learning/working on assignments. As a result, I would end up with unfinished or absent assignments... but enough about that. I wanted so badly to do well, I dreamt about it, it was like my wildest fantasy. To just do things. And I chalked my incompetence up to me being lazy and self indulgent and not taking my life seriously and it got to the point where I just wanted to disappear because I was so ashamed. And then that was my greatest fantasy, escaping life. SO I took a break from school to save some money and ""teach myself a lesson"" and I began to realize hating myself and my actions was not going to do any favors. I started realizing I just needed some professional help to get organized (When I was elementary school I was forced to take a one-on-one organization class with the guidance counselor almost every year because my teachers thought I needed it, and throughout middle school I had a teacher who would scold and humiliate me weekly in front of the class because of my forgetfulness, procrastination, etc because she said I was throwing away my potential). And for the first time IN MY LIFE I started to not feel depressed. I took like 10 leaps forward in terms of life quality. However, I've just had a major backslide :( and I really would appreciate some tips for coping. What happened was my boss at work (I'm a waitress) a month ago told me my coworkers thought I needed to think more before I spoke because I just kinda blurt out random things, so i resolved to just biting my tongue 90% of the time which is SO HARD for me bc I literally have to dig my nails into my hands sometimes to stop from interjecting. I beat myself up somewhat over that but also realized the coworker who I suspect complained about me had something personal against me. But a few days ago my managers sat me down and told me they thought I was distracted and it was inhibiting my work performance, and I wasn't focusing enough however they didn't want to fire me because so many customers had approached them with positive comments and compliments. As a result they only wanted me to work day shifts. I can't put into words how this feels. All the self loathing is back, I feel more incompetent then ever. I'm constantly telling myself I'm useless and never going to amount to anything if I can't even succeed at a food service job. Last night I sat in bed for an hour oscillating between spewing phrases like ""why do you suck"", ""Why can't you do anything right"", ""I hate you"", ""I just you would disappear"" and crying. I'm humiliated and ashamed of myself. I feel like everyone perceives me as a dumb girl or spacey or whatever, even though I tutor my friends in physics and math and am pursuing a degree in computational modeling and data analytics. I feel so embarrassed and I feel like maybe I am just dumb and haven't realized it until now. I don't know what to do with these feelings and I'm so scared I'm going to turn back into the depressed shell of a person I used to be who dreads life. If you've gone through something similar feel free to tell me about it and if you could offer any tips for working through it that would be amazing. Thank you. &#x200B; &#x200B; ",5.888002729540213,7.175241968233799,6.451957503882536,74.76328050731802,67.0559085133418,9.438270036237,34.1420537437056,9.679641919905896,3.4147457950962403,3347,154,585,71,54,1091,351,787,0.158,0.743,0.099,-0.9943,4,0,3,0,0,0,94.0,0,6,6,10,36,36,5,7,27,0,60,8,1,5,4,136,121,68,0,22,27,0,12,5,1,8,6,2,1,6,27,44,1,2,24,2,2,16,18,21,1,1,34,16,102,16,95,72,15,89,0,6,2,0,35,32,3,18,45,413,129,30,0.05470129795713258,0.0,0.05338057604906698,0.0,0.13148066014250456,0.0,0.09697880030308376,0.0,0.05477544831794932,0.0,0.0,0.04374460821328431,0.0,0.11853766696518454,0.1329361287466838,0.07439751679656884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649683880031011,0.05604794405740445,0.13504352209821818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051393670087343336,0.08412384323883992,0.04567329891946361,0.2667632281246124,0.0,0.04654677562055248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182253401990823,0.0,0.08734907066728989,0.0,0.060086807230840485,0.14111124742751524,0.056394636267870675,0.14134244332764365,0.0555206659732134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045695915325939584,0.0,0.09689822756919506,0.11304212673673585,0.06100640685729291,0.10838907420137456,0.049480455710636535,0.046088202776519656,0.052269434370664856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892757853505815,0.07815723638082332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652889609816597,0.06614502662048813,0.0,0.04226208710924415,0.0,0.057158340939576426,0.0,0.12435203288377822,0.0,0.04374962503498668,0.0,0.060259646778643434,0.0,0.048372177129681615,0.0,0.04900161853969021,0.10801241377594632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666512696679222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053869759750402216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570939432238668,0.05428259767371348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03006240279471107,0.044588858720045706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318572228346476,0.13362145556284408,0.0,0.0,0.09681785468520288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055458530420322436,0.10990961230421484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366205414855937,0.0,0.0,0.1622412772703366,0.04218901321259213,0.0,0.0,0.05133346256522118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03706701517647127,0.041602802031289486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095526126897495,0.0,0.0,0.10342081518304376,0.0,0.052388722607568265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054989913046793466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070086104356251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671460957257705,0.05203346082842273,0.0,0.109531083947347,0.16608190168661488,0.043589852270913575,0.0,0.285326918395435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263351948930674,0.05410098238817115,0.06123362460178448,0.11615358072028173,0.0,0.0,0.045732734454145815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225713680647427,0.0,0.09562269094367667,0.0503616058077691,0.0,0.0,0.10902333520984474,0.03505038298932624,0.05374374750922322,0.13028016115106578,0.06379353346997899,0.0,0.0,0.10453886874132973,0.12155030950429882,0.0,0.05949930430423093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472443583262266,0.0,0.0,0.12905697118750792,0.043419344182533036,0.04387808168978319,0.0,0.04918303622525125,0.0,0.09871882632737622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911598201053435,0.0,0.0,0.27200762828285346,0.0,0.1329361287466838,0.03522584243189178 adhd,clubroo,2018/12/09,"Spent 9 1/2 hours yesterday working on a paper and only got 2 pages done. I have to write a 10 page paper on a topic I have no interest in. It's 40% of my grade. I spent about 5 hours just rereading the multiple 20 paged articles it's on and I still don't get them. I don't know what i'm doing and i'm a slow writer as it is. I'll spend an hour on one sentence because putting thoughts from inside my head into words and onto paper is so fucking hard. Cried myself to sleep last night. Again. I hate writing papers so much. It's almost like I physically can't do it, like my brain is working against me, and the more upset and frustrated I get with my lack of progress, the more my brain shuts down on me. 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Hey there friends! I was diagnosed at about 13/14, and am now in my sophomore year of college. Despite the ADHD, I've been able to {somehow} get through school and do well, but I'm taking some really hard classes next semester and I really want to change my habits for good/do well in my classes. I want to be done with procrastinating. Please please please, any advice is appreciated!! Some of my questions include- -what planner do you use? Daily? Weekly? (Side note: I also was diagnosed with OCD in childhood so just thinking about/trying to decide a layout gives me major stress/anxiety) -do you take notes with notebook/computer/iPad? (Do you rewrite notes? I like my notes to look pretty but I realize that that's not always feasible) -how do you study? Tell me your secrets!! -etc. Most appreciated!!",2.6327441077441094,5.624229277777783,3.5250280583613933,82.90535353535357,86.46913580246914,6.155331088664423,25.2648709315376,7.520522993642371,1.8085456790123453,701,29,120,13,22,223,107,162,0.012,0.7609999999999999,0.228,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,0,1,11,5,0,0,3,0,13,2,0,3,0,24,24,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,20,5,19,19,5,13,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,5,6,78,23,6,0.1334704051533966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208109795275509,0.13042573518747996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673623477964203,0.11105806917885623,0.0,0.0,0.09076445239952392,0.0,0.10210449461778437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119399110813668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709393034014815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658656440681274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885478305426786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062378078677181,0.0,0.13946555580965864,0.12803697457823418,0.0,0.11194864338218777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956326675813085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520689810737446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208152494834007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194729006937026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43953127334399217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357873855178076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495173999089981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100911849263198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701583513201771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288989815378898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007062681569686,0.0,0.11665901705031108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552244632354461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906176438716623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527557631183223,0.0,0.0,0.15744860611685796,0.0,0.10706190820332384,0.0,0.2400118467683457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859505649196621 adhd,Karmasbytch,2018/12/09,"If I didn't write it in my planner, then you didn't tell me. Seriously. If you (dr, friend, coworker/whatever) excepts me to be at meeting, dr's appt, dinner, drinks-whatever. If I didn't write in my planner (that is surgically attached to me) then we didn't make said plans or appt or meeting. Also-work- Check up on me when you give me big projects. Like long term projects. Meet with me for 15 minutes once a week and ask (nicely, in a non condensing way, remembering I have adhd and I freak the fuck out on long term projects and wait until the last minute) and check up on my progress. I might surprise you and actually be on track. &#x200B; Also, for the love of god, if you don't email me, text me and or make me write it down in my planner-the conversation didn't happen. How many fricking times do I need to tell you people this?",2.776838546069314,4.4325742958579895,3.850401521555369,88.9576479289941,75.27218934911242,6.958748943364327,26.272612003381234,7.7094869923839395,1.2874848689771758,652,24,141,9,14,211,95,169,0.039,0.85,0.111,0.8755,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,6,0,4,3,8,1,0,5,0,12,5,0,3,0,27,22,19,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,9,1,1,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,6,1,26,5,22,13,2,26,0,0,0,2,22,14,1,8,12,87,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.17401787266309038,0.0,0.2143100212454276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852102478159428,0.0,0.193213282456586,0.21668239682633533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670826660910354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777218301827268,0.16485706978340095,0.0,0.1710640127246964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769075538735244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535733619294766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711978461160952,0.0,0.0,0.3156211183003467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094379160947722,0.0,0.2380644505706249,0.18079189471269247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891729012276865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222450944878872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899085550160032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362696251513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200560105394247,0.0,0.16962634783741026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172494731123496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398178331668104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154478026100267,0.14304024042705749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298215274816278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668239682633533,0.0 adhd,cliffrowley,2018/12/09,"Bullet Journalling for ADHD I rarely create posts on Reddit for some reason, but after replying to a recent post regarding TODO lists I felt compelled to post something to help those of you who may have either nor heard of BUJO at all or have maybe tried it and had issues making it stick. I'm 42 years old, I am autistic, and I have suffered undiagnosed with pretty severe ADHD since I was a kid, and only in June 2018 did I finally get an official diagnosis and begin treatment. Medication is without doubt the biggest factor in my ""recovery"", but aside from that my BUJO has had the biggest impact on my progress. Prior to the last 6 months of hard work my life was a chaotic random series of events that I felt I had no control over or input into whatsoever, and in contrast it now feels manageable and I feel that I have something I can now build upon and improve myself even further. # So, what is a Bullet Journal exactly? There are some misconceptions about what a BUJO is and often people think it's an actual specific notebook or an actual journal, or they get swayed by the myriad ways that people display their ""artsy"" BUJO on YouTube and blogs and the like - but you should ignore \_all\_ of these things. Pretty looking BUJOs are nice and all, but most of the things people do to theirs only serve as a distraction from its real core purpose when you are starting out new. BUJO is just a system. A very (very) simple system that at its core: * Tracks tasks with a dot ・ * Tracks events with a circle ○ * Allows you to complete tasks by turning the dot to a cross ✕ * Allows you to ""migrate"" tasks forward to other days or months, or backwards to ""future tasks"" by turning the dot to a < or > to denote the direction the task has moved. * Has a simple index so you can find everything. And that's it. It works in any notebook of any size, though you will almost certainly want to find a size that works for you, and I find that dotted paper works best. This system is \_very\_ forgiving because: * You only ever create new pages when you need them, so you're never punished by having to stare at all the pages you left blank when you forgot your BUJO for a couple of weeks. * It's extremely low maintenance and requires minimal effort to update, so it's a fairly low barrier for your executive function ability even when it's quite low. * Your tasks are so easily tracked that should you neglect your BUJO, it takes minimal effort to get back up to speed again. These things are why I've been able to make mine stick unlike any other system I've tried before. I \_have\_ neglected it, and I \_have\_ had moments of doubt with it, but each time I've come back to it I've been stronger and more determined. I think I'm now at the point when I can actually say it's now stuck. It's hard work, but worth it. # How do I get started? To start off, go and [read the short documentation on the official site](https://bulletjournal.com/pages/learn) to get an overview, but don't be put off by how complicated it seems - I promise you it only \_seems\_ that way, and it's actually very simple. Then watch Ryder's [intro video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GfRf43JTqY4) and follow along with the documentation. You'll get it in minutes. There are more videos Ryder has created [here](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCt3B6rUXb__X2eMyY7jzgIg). Then.. get yourself a notebook and get started. There's no time like now! Remember that old proverb.. the best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago - the second best time is \_now\_. # My personal tips * Keep it simple and just stick with the basic system until you are comfortable with it. For example, I don't use ""collections"" in my BUJO, and I have a separate notebook for my actual notes. In that notebook however, I still use the BUJO indexing system so I know where all my notes are. * Use pencil if you are afraid of making mistakes. I only just switched to pen a few days ago. * Fight the urge to ""pretty up"" your BUJO, because if you want it to work for you then right now you want to focus on its function and not how it looks. * Go at your own pace and don't feel pressured to track \_everything\_. I've only just started introducing work related tasks into my BUJO after focusing on my life tasks first. I think that's it. If I think of anything else I'll post it. Good luck, BUJO has been a game changer for me!",4.7153011087484815,6.5108615832320815,5.254074840522481,80.297436683627,70.47023086269745,7.81689702308627,26.71113684690157,8.424957535022067,1.9212357381530984,3445,114,615,55,64,1104,357,823,0.07,0.804,0.127,0.9945,1,0,2,0,1,0,153.0,0,26,4,17,39,27,2,5,45,0,54,3,0,14,9,126,105,62,0,10,24,0,7,2,0,5,3,2,0,2,54,37,0,8,18,4,1,8,9,15,0,2,16,13,68,12,95,83,19,118,0,6,4,0,39,40,0,22,62,421,122,13,0.058524336741161226,0.0,0.28555655211152176,0.0,0.1406697595212505,0.0,0.10375658672924504,0.0,0.058603669423345786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939566760702958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048160542541313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900032049244742,0.0,0.07135178494831462,0.0,0.04979990004564937,0.0,0.18425304223561487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041353400358695,0.0613616536010053,0.0,0.06564002008057357,0.0,0.06475606545341961,0.0,0.07548671120093953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888957366837342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730954492274321,0.052938613163891424,0.0,0.0,0.10519580038387633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877498934768885,0.0,0.11238508222618432,0.06411055025296204,0.1604705505709964,0.04978077093486045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461240355469055,0.0,0.06652145852774276,0.04908743699013636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048526207376702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922762927752767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061084202457734035,0.0,0.05201911952638662,0.0,0.0,0.032163444929311565,0.0477051455832184,0.0,0.0,0.06358686310916987,0.0,0.08267493962108244,0.057184069506594375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829140626344446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719634767094303,0.0,0.05879556246200202,0.0,0.0,0.05895711219422231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342713446410697,0.062202108046834265,0.0,0.04339505413439284,0.04513757640570015,0.11304633822567745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282289311350825,0.0,0.0,0.2670623717956124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172021858532445,0.05110119345348119,0.0,0.0,0.05532441495776829,0.0,0.2242005479085586,0.17862087103383195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883312295513975,0.0,0.06224783602722755,0.05854017425784151,0.06661350781932728,0.0,0.0601727653844337,0.05778572210330466,0.0,0.06629666489011657,0.049979463805408464,0.0,0.04654090157144748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655671629757116,0.0,0.06611584222735509,0.0,0.04841193612609719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901097873274874,0.0,0.0,0.20711913384251002,0.0,0.046737610920459034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400301778577958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664290648945168,0.15000012749836591,0.057499863703903226,0.0,0.13650404557608034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946836601778051,0.12731534537606304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516387090835188,0.0,0.19315482790332625,0.10355751036964944,0.09290778884297413,0.04694469280018637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280911103063,0.0,0.0,0.056415372172652564,0.0,0.2982448991833631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537550813111223 adhd,Wauwosaurus,2018/12/09,"I have trouble sleeping. This night was particularly horrible, help is needed. Hey. Tonight I went to bed at 23:30, I fell asleep at 06:00. No double dose, no caffeine, no nothing. I took my meds (50mg Elvanse) at 11:00 that day, which is kind of late, but no excuse to be up 19 hours. I've had the problem on work days that I need about 2 hours to sleep, 3 if it's a Sunday. Today really pushed me over the limit though, or as we Swedes say: ""put your last potato"". I have a couple of questions: How do you maintain a good 8-9hrs of sleep each day? What are your tips to sleep? Supplements like Zopiclone or Melatonin? I am sort of desperate right now, meds only work with decent sleep in my opinion. P.S: When I go to sleep I listen to podcasts or audiobooks to make me calm, vaping also relaxes me when winding down and trying to get in the mode of sleep. P.S.S: I've been on meds for 2-3 months, Elvanse for almost 3 weeks. 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When I told my parents they didn’t believe me and I haven’t told my friends about it because I am afraid they will have the same reaction as my parents. The diagnosis made sense for me because I could recognize myself in all the symptoms. The problem is that a lot of people don’t understand my situation. People will think I am uninterested because I have a hard time focusing on (for example) classes or group conversations. That is not because I am not interested, I am just easily distracted by my own thoughts and my surroundings They will also think that I am lazy because I am a lot slower in finishing my work. They will just think that I am not motivated. In reality it just takes longer for me because I cannot concentrate for a long time. Also, after a day of school or doing homework, or even a day of being with people the whole day, I will be very tired. But really really tired. My parents often say to me then that it is my own fault because I go to bed too late. When in reality I get 8 hours of sleep every night, what should be enough sleep for someone my age. People will think I am stupid because I forget a lot of things. But I don’t get that. It doesn’t mean that I am less capable to learn things than a “normal” person. I am also slow of understanding. I am literally that person that laughs 30 seconds after a joke is already made. This also doesn’t help my situation 😅. But on the flipside. I kinda like my ADD because I get a lot of creative ideas by daydreaming a lot. Also I have to find creative solutions for the struggles I have with my ADD, what I also like. Sorry for the long post, but I was curious if someone else also feels the same way I do.",3.533413127413126,4.875686005405407,5.318166023166025,80.4700675675676,72.72972972972974,8.312741312741313,28.07915057915057,8.841846274778883,2.1991042471042466,1442,55,286,28,28,494,160,370,0.077,0.857,0.065,-0.2504,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,4,2,16,13,2,3,20,0,44,6,2,3,1,57,63,23,0,6,16,3,2,2,1,7,4,1,2,2,19,10,0,0,14,1,0,1,11,7,0,3,8,3,55,6,36,44,13,32,0,0,0,0,16,9,1,12,22,222,74,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062414500747913125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769953946096615,0.3941497546801199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292147781077959,0.0,0.0,0.07932831974529674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056216911525556586,0.0,0.0,0.13622649533575756,0.0,0.0,0.07146499311354282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881878786650115,0.0,0.0,0.07275268287198368,0.0,0.04650535259022093,0.0,0.05932373173673065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560157360416555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435375728493994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054398838905917284,0.0,0.11035945904176826,0.0,0.04001580770834867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307381711128872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719455360015242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693399825471849,0.0,0.0,0.07948468139480805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942590830572202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879785200146821,0.0,0.0,0.12462183579865932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29930168267478363,0.0,0.13324789528740655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669748044390345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607531600013176,0.06898716449745869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345469850224666,0.0,0.0,0.2440682535093631,0.1229591518982599,0.0,0.0,0.06656051143567934,0.0,0.0674336237642302,0.0,0.0,0.06737316753256897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021330845690914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055993112871375886,0.0,0.07125900330545018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828830048617,0.14092233984800856,0.0,0.1193168720249242,0.0,0.0,0.15763717829303686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360815463577924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318328255971583,0.05293979829286077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355497649284986,0.2255804514455702,0.0,0.055897929514414864,0.08211364813815734,0.1618526111215495,0.0,0.13456015708278954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878065204299673,0.14659925344742306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809588832222616,0.0,0.05588843502879324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861060826555434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051259551857841534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045341937865594886 adhd,JuanJay2018,2018/12/09,"Super Sunday I've had a cold fighting with me for the past three days so I wasn't able to sleep. Waking up at 6 a.m. kind of threw me off my normal sleep routine so instead of lying in bed I decided to get up and get stuff done. So it's 7 a.m. where I'm at right now and I've already meal prepped for the week,cooked my breakfast, took my Vyvanse, started the dishwasher, and later on I plan on doing some yard work and watching football. We can do this people! I just wish I'd have felt this diagnosis what I was 16 and not 37, LOL. 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R/guitar says i should just practice more but its been years and I lack even the most basic of phrasing",7.898806818181818,8.976361721590909,7.746590909090909,68.02113636363636,62.46590909090909,10.263636363636364,37.59090909090909,10.230975488527342,4.2400295454545445,797,38,120,17,11,255,119,176,0.136,0.6829999999999999,0.182,0.2562,2,0,1,0,3,0,4.0,0,2,0,3,5,18,4,0,5,0,13,1,0,3,3,32,18,13,0,5,5,0,2,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,11,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,4,23,11,17,13,6,16,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,2,9,86,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.16013862651193472,0.0,0.1972171704249637,0.32071463990603755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365449411274462,0.0,0.0,0.1115941137910347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261833208842694,0.0,0.0,0.18123634752762108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714503206371247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838697491483064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594850485982976,0.2344671678793624,0.0,0.0,0.4499552430864442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267838057232878,0.15170846719295347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24051396163305405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953850185695407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167860122815115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716312381828182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174541310487026,0.0,0.0,0.3153813611583814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049947548337182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574580762883348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633274802490646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490952842447102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568844686909413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141361396835556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135096105309176 adhd,Xenon545454,2018/12/09,How many of you ever took drugs? Studies have shown that if you have ADHD you’re more likely to experiment with substances.,4.798260869565219,7.190958608695652,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,71.6086956521739,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.1638869565217385,100,3,17,1,2,31,20,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521376215587857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43629025029837815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403082329280108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368010705166715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379976809342613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814232148243381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179889862086377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UpstairsSalt,2018/12/09,"How to know when medication is working ? Hi, &#x200B; I'll try to make it short: here's a bit of context about me. Early 20s, diagnosed recently, slightly depressed I guess. Got a job (programmer) 6 months ago, started great, but after a few weeks I completely lost all interest and motivation and yadda yadda. I can't get ANYTHING done anymore and I feel like shit. So, got diagnosed a few months ago, therapist put me on concerta 18. Didn't feel anything at all, so we increased the dosage.. On 36, constant thirst and loss of appetite, but that was it. Still couldn't get shit done. He told me to try 72, but I just felt very depressed and I couldn't eat a single thing..... I switched therapist, she told me to try quasym. Absolutely no effet. Now she got me on ritalin. 20mg in the morning, 10 mg at noon. I have to see her soon to tell her how I feel... Thing is, I have absolutely no idea if it is doing anything or not. I don't feel particularly more focused. I still don't work and I slack all day. I'm just afraid that I was expecting the medication to be a magic cure that made me motivated again..... I don't know if I don't work because I'm not trying hard enough or because the medication is not working. I just feel pretty sad at the end of the day, that's it.... I don't know what to do.. Life is tough :(",1.3842197253433213,3.5154226029962565,3.425468164794008,88.11687890137327,81.39700374531834,6.8019975031211,24.495630461922595,7.921354282810032,1.3677480649188514,1013,39,219,19,27,343,138,267,0.139,0.752,0.11,-0.8409,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,0,0,8,15,12,2,1,12,0,23,11,3,6,3,43,47,18,0,5,13,0,7,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,11,7,2,0,12,0,0,2,14,9,0,0,13,8,29,3,20,31,10,30,0,5,1,0,10,8,2,5,21,135,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704246825316774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020884173084928,0.1144888315614729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934419169668655,0.0,0.0,0.23260757178257505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487249771561968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286493217269993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987889289414984,0.10181943154176752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152950436027447,0.0,0.16230482351878375,0.19126466927288485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928415976598084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964116082955733,0.0,0.0,0.0834518423198147,0.09735548288738376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382048505264812,0.0673115033187509,0.09046693863824656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845317040387563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226071429884322,0.10387898835862433,0.10379505729613124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440351173337578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063640436869898,0.0,0.0,0.09349980686781532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534419735309252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655108081487536,0.046031622744437464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285335488265894,0.0,0.0,0.0891541911399982,0.06289325109321071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847532436962661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041261123431116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958566330408273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471813195931404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303187348593572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508194050007047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934330110289251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669011082601332,0.0,0.15049002929872093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823533095187901,0.0,0.0,0.2187956929675575,0.12519249536138646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006441210214025,0.0,0.2558795046389977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774219503814199,0.0,0.0,0.07557840522638888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743760491962725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144888315614729,0.0 adhd,Scarxe,2018/12/09,"Is it safe to take a daily combo of Lexapro and Dexedrine? Hi, For about 2 weeks I have been combining Lexapro and Dexedrine. I take 5mg Lexapro and varying doses of Dexedrine. Usually I take just one dose (7,5 or 10mg), but twice I've taken 2 doses (2x7,5mg). Some days I take only the Lexapro. I was just wondering, is this safe to do long term?",2.265258215962444,3.8932296338028185,2.985563380281693,94.73402582159626,76.60563380281691,6.423474178403758,27.32629107981221,7.1686216300943375,1.1211389671361496,268,11,61,3,6,84,47,71,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,11,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,2,6,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045903302790122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339073346786605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910429336846204,0.20102078423330635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.794917329711953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911017439625725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120147192321196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663451582184113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kokoppang,2018/12/09,"Spoken words feel like alphabet ""soup"" that I have to rearrange in my head Hi all! This is my first time posting on Reddit, so sorry if I'm doing something wrong :) Listening comprehension is the bane of my existence and it's soooo hard for me to concentrate on what people are saying (I swear entire words are deleted every time I hear people speaking to me). What makes it even worse is that (especially on the phone) when words enter my brain, they feel like an alphabet ""soup"" where everything is just ""swishing"" around before I have to manually rearrange the words myself into comprehensible sentences to understand what other people are saying. I'm excellent at reading/writing, but listening is like hell. I've tried looking this up on here and looking up auditory processing disorders, but I can't find someone with the same experience. Is this similar to what anyone else experiences, and are there any coping strategies you guys have? Do meds make a difference? (I'm currently unmedicated.) Thanks! :)",7.472627118644066,9.06785192655368,7.8291666666666675,65.20273305084747,63.632768361581924,11.323728813559322,35.08898305084746,11.20814326018867,4.580522033898305,809,36,123,24,12,265,116,177,0.075,0.813,0.11199999999999999,0.7797,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,2,8,7,1,0,6,0,16,2,2,2,1,24,30,8,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,0,1,12,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,11,14,5,19,30,2,18,1,0,2,0,11,11,1,1,8,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952721510596503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023356377743501,0.14995919285052414,0.0,0.13028802157739927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453832195349487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338188982470206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291104846256398,0.1677368517694696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226180092931553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096666870684893,0.0,0.1233113864305094,0.0,0.13153548947240604,0.2863288377405373,0.0,0.0,0.1480041552247576,0.20911375573547936,0.0,0.0,0.13376688890771676,0.12449048436032842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491561946034964,0.0,0.0,0.13110638201207048,0.0,0.15020365529141466,0.0,0.16495404165731772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450669737173814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24580464593860196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538776134943556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625687124404205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043948232131686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016875531874345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277660310955603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400710881810005,0.11267213081818192,0.0,0.16383375117543672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347450987649851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068292065170107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936623309653744,0.0,0.0,0.15236193562893027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914944189492604,0.0,0.16001749770674578,0.0,0.0 adhd,ripponlea,2018/12/09,"I feel useless. making the same mistakes :( Exam in two days which I'm not prepared for at all despite having so so so many months to study, I left it to the last minute one again. and also a college interview on the same day. So so much dread. Wish me luck. :(",-0.04843665768193972,2.2576778490566056,1.61191374663073,96.99150943396229,91.26415094339623,3.7832884097035038,18.892183288409704,5.288315135182226,-0.4286797843665773,198,6,43,1,7,64,43,53,0.25,0.659,0.091,-0.8535,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,5,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,3,1,6,5,4,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,31,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557805783257465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122215288798047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159560295665745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051059497612866,0.0,0.0,0.3472382557210496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133305180362394,0.3240166976914524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550957353615237,0.0,0.2349373072098156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656419237459731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121954962501895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675156760353256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tinylez,2018/12/09,"I feel like I'm throwing away so many opportunities because of ADHD. I'm a senior in college. This is my first semester back since taking a semester off to focus on my mental health. I initially thought the only thing I was struggling with was depression (with a sprinkle of anxiety), given that it was hard for me to get out of bed and complete work for all my classes. I went to weekly therapy for several months and felt so much better only to fall back into the same destructive habits again--this time, my mood is higher, but I physically cannot start or complete work I find uninteresting or useless. I figured something was up and was diagnosed last month with ADHD-PI, validating years and years of struggling. However, I feel like it's too late. I have one more week of the semester to crunch through a major backlog of late assignments, and I have no idea if I will acceptably pass at least three of my five classes this semester. Professors have emailed me disappointed throughout the semester despite my consistent communication of what has been going on. I feel like I'm squandering my scholarship (which is based on GPA). I cannot take another semester off, and I have already essentially groveled to the scholarship program's directors about my situation. To top it all off, I only just started taking Wellbutrin along with Zoloft, but I'm not noticing anything significant. I'm getting antsy for medication that works and can help me get my life on track--the more time that passes, the tighter the deadlines are constricting me.",10.24584177388448,8.881686587188613,9.847117437722419,62.9630002737476,58.57295373665482,13.4860114973994,44.035313441007396,12.367839424501927,5.614288037229673,1245,63,204,34,13,405,159,281,0.086,0.8270000000000001,0.087,0.0491,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,7,7,13,1,2,11,0,19,5,0,0,2,34,40,14,0,1,7,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,11,14,0,1,9,0,2,6,4,6,0,4,10,5,28,6,39,29,8,37,0,3,0,0,2,14,0,3,20,139,39,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589927776512009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890648272237918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298686468985852,0.08242961855817983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867032067456684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123610084695256,0.16570853693240606,0.0,0.06568432702603542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529746389992026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595083920640946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280622705970076,0.1093655255598958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344721961112313,0.23093312417816705,0.10345835775713047,0.0,0.0984829380174906,0.09165338863105114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888716716774682,0.0,0.061237672461175285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652419816909813,0.0,0.0,0.11453482802642638,0.0,0.0,0.07222357315343014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163835153377672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783187093588643,0.2430968177979513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610808580139357,0.15792585111380902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924312992074488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854832126992027,0.10858818963711876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720124719428127,0.0,0.07920976590901445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267582071478185,0.0,0.0,0.07301521919184548,0.24584966133753336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217285483638327,0.0,0.08913317156041849,0.12111722410123732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295238505038957,0.0,0.0,0.15253416217144794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225290570012258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304720161946305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322325478516233,0.0,0.07158532259723459,0.0,0.0,0.0855426716314271,0.12566155670094267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728635411858493,0.0,0.0,0.09988673938885106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533317158475514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877689337201404 adhd,tedfidosomber,2018/12/09,"How do I not be an asshole, without being a people pleaser Im gonna try to keep this short and sweet because i've spent the past hour trying to write this and getting frustrated, then deleting everything ive written (this is my 4th attempt.) Basically, I used to be really outspoken, and expressive. In middle school I was really loud, and had a personality that everyone knew because it was just who I was. Since I had ADHD and was kind of a smart-ass, I got in trouble with teachers, and pissed other kids off alot. In highschool this only got worse. As I continued to be myself in class, I guess I was weird and annoying, and alot of kids didnt like me for that. Lots of people were mean to me, and thanks to RSD, it fucked up my self esteem. The next year, I spent entire semesters in class without saying a word. I was afraid of others not liking me, and assumed they wouldnt like me for who I am, so I just didnt talk. Around my friends, I still tried to be myself, but that was the only place my personality could flourish, because I knew they liked my personality. Even around my family, I used to act the way I wanted to, but now i'm known as the ""quiet one"" which hurts me more than you can imagine. I dont want to be invisible, like how I've made myself out to be. In my family, or other situations where I had to talk, I just became a shallow people pleaser. I told anybody whatever I thought would make them accept me more, but that just made me a forgettable and unlikable person. Now, I don't know what to do. My biggest issue is, i've spent such a long time of my life acting like somebody else, trying to get people to like me, that I've kind of forgotten how to act like myself. I'm just at a loss at this point. I'm going to college soon, which is a good time for a fresh start, but i'm worried that when I get there, i'll do the exact same thing I do right now, and that would be disastrous. Sorry if this post has no cohesion. To sum it up, When I be myself, I am a generally unlikable, and harsh person. Lots of people don't like my personality, so i've become a people pleaser. I want to improve my personality and be able to be myself again, but I also dont want to be hated by everyone. What do i do",5.4696288209607005,4.729896818777295,6.858730131004367,78.51880262008737,67.7117903930131,9.773414847161574,29.892052401746724,9.174902378510234,2.273104,1725,53,364,28,25,594,206,458,0.166,0.782,0.052000000000000005,-0.9919,0,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,3,2,25,26,5,1,21,0,47,3,1,8,1,70,83,32,0,9,16,0,0,9,1,4,1,3,0,10,26,18,0,1,9,0,3,4,12,10,0,1,25,4,60,16,52,41,7,45,0,2,0,1,23,21,2,8,27,259,86,5,0.07501904531755718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015831406178508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059992703436815925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356571058769398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371927411719353,0.08285264160618835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059896603330794364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758435247989629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266878612917677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954937191077957,0.0,0.0,0.14336782534297055,0.06742228067545404,0.0,0.14144255880267434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579595283195567,0.06935389855529023,0.11758306464453885,0.0,0.04263505226854551,0.06292241595786953,0.11999916732132487,0.0,0.08264193613924274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406577601016408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387864820188232,0.0,0.0803094395932452,0.0,0.08103344227577128,0.07830039275166442,0.0,0.06668037439516637,0.0,0.15624158291302914,0.041228505389002766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298817028453543,0.3298546456543048,0.0,0.0,0.06638949439435418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755701924507892,0.0,0.14196966912820802,0.05007579528190319,0.0,0.0,0.08171773293755949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978360576773548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083484661532961,0.1141107289033062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161416733752217,0.3120525614669013,0.4585261572627484,0.07837893536697356,0.0,0.07091724612344248,0.0,0.07184750823474084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096118242805737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406585480409414,0.0,0.05965815588052251,0.0,0.07592327893705035,0.0,0.0,0.0782612253120588,0.0,0.0,0.062056529512107175,0.08432455011171873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839776793333032,0.05309886639667419,0.0,0.059910306496652535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059493391064326,0.0,0.06906745780180068,0.0,0.0,0.04983932027346053,0.0,0.0,0.059556742273462374,0.08748841722369835,0.0,0.0,0.07168391267148527,0.0,0.20373202956462275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295847371318898,0.0,0.0,0.17699270641895093,0.059546626323943336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463136525050013,0.0,0.0,0.0761854820310965,0.07645081623493412,0.10658275478406318,0.0,0.0,0.04830980558849142 adhd,llamaninja2611,2018/12/09,"Some help understanding Hello everyone, I am here asking for advice from fellow ADHD sufferers, I was diagnosed at a very young age with ADHD and up until about 15-16yrs of age I was on dexamphetamine when I decided I had to take myself off of it as I was getting extreme side effects to the point I felt I could no longer function. Now I am in my late twenties and am finding I have real trouble remembering important things such as work tasks that I should remember,i even forget peoples names right after I have asked them! I also struggle prioritising tasks and seeing them through to completion before jumping into another task, I can’t hold onto thoughts and I can look directly at someone who is talking to me and not hear a word they say. I am wondering what things you put in place to help if you suffer the same? What have you done to help combat these issues and stop from feeling as useless as I do?? I will be visiting the doctor soon to look into this medically also.",6.69868686868687,6.867678031746035,7.406147186147193,72.56688311688312,64.97883597883596,10.25897065897066,34.11303511303511,10.018931242160765,3.4615566137566134,784,32,137,16,11,261,130,189,0.129,0.81,0.061,-0.9158,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,3,2,9,5,0,1,5,0,20,3,0,1,0,30,33,15,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,9,9,0,2,9,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,7,7,27,0,31,22,2,27,0,3,3,0,19,14,0,3,10,111,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324988496745564,0.13517743994192424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212497548250311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505424776094528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586454266424035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771122333215395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503955438539515,0.0,0.0,0.11044767148847913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404051177507808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158972210089854,0.0,0.14156272211489185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136766439055563,0.0,0.0,0.13218314223969582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994533849690802,0.0,0.13282140627794875,0.0,0.1264338870772925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227330084560236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591138319911382,0.0,0.2781651505190961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443837475773608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604568785740666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323298172024859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935597850902204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959027081098692,0.0,0.14452857797660068,0.0,0.13076943043751252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390629071374118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745327779114765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670436125181025,0.11813565530506935,0.0,0.11000798101873004,0.0,0.0,0.11023351816041868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720913090761664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565261067288835,0.0,0.1446157225906982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400922590452363,0.11118685286858092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838046422222474,0.0,0.0,0.10982097714648738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400956710203192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413924056158074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001627461789302,0.10070809638248776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ciege12,2018/12/09,"ADHD Sub; I'm Thankful I was diagnosed when I was in the 1st grade...95? 96? I was placed in Special Education after, suddenly becoming isolated and labeled. I can try to describe what it was like to be ripped out my circle of friends, to be given my own lunch and play period, but frankly I've chosen to forget a lot of it and like a lot people with ADHD its all in my head and I can't quite figure out how to say it. Come 6th grade I was allowed back into regular curriculum classes and I did fairly well. In 9th grade I no longer needed to see an adviser and all concern and monitoring of my disorder (by professionals and family) fell by the wayside. Well it didn't take long for me to falter, and without trying to ramble or babble I figured I just sucked at school and I began to hate it. After several attempts of trying college I finally gave up. I graduated high school in '07 during the 10 years of trying finish college, anxiety and depression eroded the world around me. I've ruined more friendships, destroyed more relationships, burned more bridges than I can remember. I hardly know my siblings, my parents and myself. I wrote this and viewed myself as such: ""I’m the nomad, the nameless, forever alone, I am the bridge burner, who leaves chaos in my wake, I am your nemesis, the great divide, the killer of Kings, the omega, the end of all things, world eater, I am death."" I Ignored my ADHD and it became an ugly monster and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria was its little buddy. I've just learn of this dysphoria by luck, by stumbling upon it via reddit. I cried when I read /u/wookierubbersmith 's anecdote, for I realized instantly that I had been suffering from it for over a decade. This community has helped me more in a few days, by giving me understanding of who I am, what my ADHD is and how its effecting me now as an adult, than I could ever repay. So thank you and thank you for this community. &#x200B; I offer this to any member especially new members struggle with ADHD. I know it sucks, it fucking sucks, but, play into the emotion, if you need to scream into the void of heartbreak, do it. If you need to hit something? Buy a pouching bag and with proper hand protection knock the hell out it. Feeling restless? Jump in car or on a bike and let the horizon take you. I've felt useless, I've stared down the barrel because I couldn't figure out my place in world, but I've found my solace, my foundation, I'm 30 and it was was just recently found, it feels desolate and barren, however, armed with knowledge and learning more ever day about ADHD, it's a place I can build. I'm not alone... &#x200B; ...not any more.",4.80217329854316,6.002383076320943,5.902389106327464,78.02724749945642,69.50880626223092,8.730615351163298,29.6543270276147,9.075114841892004,2.5485655142422265,2076,79,380,39,36,691,268,511,0.17800000000000002,0.732,0.091,-0.9954,3,2,1,0,0,0,87.0,0,6,0,4,17,30,7,2,26,0,28,7,4,4,5,84,61,36,1,7,13,1,5,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,29,35,1,2,17,4,1,4,7,17,2,0,19,10,55,13,67,36,13,55,1,6,3,1,19,31,5,7,22,265,84,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508592387808009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824079130927518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554416677586206,0.1856523857032049,0.10390009558648154,0.0,0.05844064757808658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800621257840275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874171430692673,0.0,0.04656863241970445,0.08437037220047992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580604355425493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060993815267637475,0.0,0.08391442730328791,0.09853468722710552,0.0,0.06579741728174772,0.07753756778489722,0.0,0.0,0.08755331350157941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593215403382665,0.06766176843058506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820418474598611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201678244546504,0.0,0.07725347212155204,0.0,0.07334952569778785,0.08368510055124274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675225696808586,0.05902125607688545,0.07062435332450663,0.0,0.07328339204166354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422385725396754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843337075466642,0.07542254499255674,0.07840154135530297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051204803071006326,0.08071369111573481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396749403533432,0.0,0.0,0.08088944970716855,0.0,0.07811730122884017,0.0,0.07464379244455956,0.07656613248752257,0.0,0.06760564592348459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989366400222613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993394009259047,0.0,0.07378110267372512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482569324083254,0.0,0.0,0.05296147925336464,0.0,0.23944414401489636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125365320499853,0.07641394980584179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754291445879112,0.08201778979034607,0.0865386905220817,0.0,0.0,0.060750999833637,0.0,0.15462814892606513,0.060875550859210974,0.0,0.0,0.08630265818956498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881127664165915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986283956573086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148764736359739,0.0,0.0,0.21099799627548468,0.0,0.0,0.05075229854079531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746408117230802,0.0,0.0,0.07952809519854849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737346043443924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364039263859047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856523857032049,0.04919476554299039 adhd,cuml0ver,2018/12/09,"Embrace the 'depression' Everyone has low points. Don't run from them, don't get drunk, don't go play video games. Accept the thoughts that you're having, and think them through methodically, and build a strategy to address them. It works.",3.7911627906976766,6.8762923023255835,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,79.46511627906978,7.1609302325581385,27.20465116279069,8.238735603445708,2.1143153488372097,191,8,35,4,5,57,35,43,0.094,0.7490000000000001,0.157,0.4215,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966414572449978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400424415352701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406004216804065,0.0,0.2617216582640242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43533614402622856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950798357218425,0.0,0.3655979884915816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352608801972537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trollav,2018/12/09,"Are amphetamines used to treat adhd safe? From what I've read it seems like methylphenidate is the safest adhd med and that you don't have to worry about neurotoxicity. To my knowledge that's not even a concern even if you were taking larger than the recommended dosages. Not talking recreational, just a higher dose than what is commonly prescribed. Now when it comes to amphetamines I haven't been able to find out as much. I mean I've read plenty about them being neurotoxic, but the question is, is that at any dose? Or is it just neurotoxic once you're on a super high dose or if you're using it recreationally? I hope this doesn't get deleted seeing as some of my past posts didn't meet the guidelines. I'm not asking for drug suggestions or dosage suggestions, just wanna know if anyone knows when an amphetamine becomes neurotoxic. Especially Dexedrine. I currently take it, but I have my concerns. It only helps me out a little bit, so I'm weighing the pros and cons. If it's totally safe at any prescribed dosage then I see no reason to stop taking it since I do benefit from it a bit. However if it's neurotoxic even at prescribed dosages, I don't know if I can justify taking it. I mean I do have pretty bad inattentive adhd, but I don't think I benefit enough from the medication if it's going to have long term negative effects. I guess the bigges reason I'm concerned about this medication is because my Dad has early onset dementia, and although we've been told it's not a genetic thing we need to worry about, it still freaks me out and I don't want to do any unnecessary harm to my brain that could bring something like that on later in my life. I definitely need something to deal with my adhd, whether it be a med, vitamin, herb, therapy or what have you, but I want it to be relatively safe. I know no drugs is the healthiest approach, but if these medications are truly safe for the most part then I'm not concerned about being on meds. I don't fear meds, I take other meds for mental health but know a lot about them and am comfortable with their safety. It's just powerful drugs like antipsychotics and especially stimulants that are a bit of a concern. TL;DR are amphetamines neurotoxic at pharmaceutical dosages? or just at recreational dosages? I'm especially wondering about the safety of dextroamphetamine since that is what I'm currently prescribed. I don't want to take something that will harm my brain in the long run. Thanks. 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Does anyone else experience this? And how do you catch up with these ""to do"" lists or tabs? Has anyone found it effective to just delete everything and start over? I have the same problem with digital files as well. But I know if I started over, in a few months or years I'll be in the exact same situation. All this gives me serious anxiety. It especially applies to emails. Oh my God the emails... Any advice? It's caused me to stop checking my emails in the past to avoid that anxiety which in turn resulted in missed emails about interviews... yeah",3.0770729270729302,5.520946482517483,3.82434065934066,85.83673076923078,77.18181818181819,7.442357642357643,22.801698301698302,8.418075326091056,1.4823390609390603,589,18,114,12,14,187,93,143,0.111,0.807,0.08199999999999999,-0.3313,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,10,6,0,1,5,1,10,0,0,4,4,29,19,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,2,0,12,2,25,16,5,20,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,4,8,84,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735699870063428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420441054610733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078892866486572,0.0,0.4076406188998639,0.0,0.0,0.2483946132289332,0.18199454519628366,0.0,0.31624215602624184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246653755345868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543805185137125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483802388639729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963503889729974,0.1737482231353163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475315787456304,0.0,0.0,0.09280006999737636,0.17039103503561354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976163071838517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417760422927199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739857955910641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956012573281434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996009360469186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965436799562647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514432771397353,0.0,0.0,0.1484997950868658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932015350153284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970334790548718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438262866488062 adhd,kess128,2018/12/09,"Just got potentially undiagnosed with ADHD... I have always been high energy and I was diagnosed with ADHD by the first grade. I am twenty-three now and currently receiving treatment for C-PTSD. I met with a new psychiatrist who told me that the symptoms of the two conditions overlap enough to get misdiagnosed in children. He discussed a brain scan that would determine whether or not I really have ADHD. Not too sure what to personally make of this, but I hope this new information could help someone else.",6.2908791208791195,8.414887758241761,6.8558241758241785,69.06417582417585,67.021978021978,10.914285714285716,32.78021978021978,10.914260884657429,4.220797802197803,410,18,67,13,7,134,71,91,0.017,0.8809999999999999,0.102,0.8161,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,7,3,1,1,1,17,13,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,7,2,10,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,5,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153149481081782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420061332780617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051748431350535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626133006098254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322038422589936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256788659798006,0.0,0.0,0.17634155033818735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516672519057644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916490468652907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649560439270794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439249276914865,0.18031590346172055,0.0,0.16950787632653094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391955619402415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296567410834509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901723632763547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949710236573134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933173902618104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460306729444833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084881575846338,0.17738525915430672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630767813434599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671394559944355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212348206811696,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glengoindrive,2018/12/09,"When did you first start seeing signs of ADD? At what point did you know that you needed medication or, even, that something was wrong. My therapist says I might have it and referred me to a psychiatrist/specialist to do more tests to figure it out. I was always stellar in school, I had excellent grades and always had my work in on time. But now that I graduated and I’m in the working world, I see a pattern of forgetfulness that has always been present in my life. I remember that I need to do something and stop what I would currently be working on to finish, only to loose track and get started on another track and forget what I was doing in the first place. I’ve always been like that and my mom has attributed it to “being forgetful”. I feel like, especially now that I’m underperforming at work, it’s more than just forgetting. I go to the store and forget what I went there for. Just now I forgot where I was going while driving because I was singing a song and passed the place I wanted to go TWO times! I feel like I’m crazy, if I had ADD I would know it...right? If anyone can provide insight, I would appreciate it. Thanks! 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Has anyone had experience using ADHD medication on an as-needed basis? I've been on Vyvanse several times on and off. While I've found it to help with getting work done, I dont like the feeling of being on it for long stretches of time. I've tried various doses, as well as Concerta and Strattera (those ones did not provide nearly the same amount of benefit for the unpleasant side effects). I was thinking on going back on Vyvanse to help me get through college, but will only be using it 2-3 times a week max, because I am not comfortable having the medication become my ""normal"" state. I've researched this topic to death, so while I appreciate people telling me to take the meds as prescribed, I am really just looking to hear from the experiences of people who have found success coping with ADHD using medication sparingly. &#x200B; Thanks!!",8.051214630779848,8.182859863354041,8.610269151138716,65.19330572808833,62.16770186335403,10.882263630089717,37.764665286404416,10.504223727775694,4.282854520358868,702,32,109,15,9,235,108,161,0.08,0.7959999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,0,14,5,0,5,0,20,30,10,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,7,3,8,6,27,20,3,20,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,9,77,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27680693922903565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247789931249978,0.13993557254520794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805246025767612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855318925950027,0.0,0.0702022569288877,0.1271884150048134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785166732428635,0.13497010339359658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253028990366219,0.0,0.0,0.05822984073965511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525404304797012,0.0,0.0,0.12033576185079567,0.0,0.06544975050353315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979699874617187,0.0,0.1543825770439792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626279346269016,0.0,0.0,0.10191557446199953,0.09670786177817964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279200603561565,0.4640581693693779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707837157538465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128352259490403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780373859260711,0.08758660232730242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596789590198688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377632576651841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010133794064865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658819572576593,0.0,0.10065748214328582,0.1060265589113906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737917593626712,0.0,0.0,0.2014573024271121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818807410270529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978552042543305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237676079984967,0.0,0.10354531004595582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383998904809548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993557254520794,0.0 adhd,Fagamuff1n,2018/12/09,"I'm done changing my major. I've changed my major 5 times now in Hopes I'd find something that I could tolerably spend my life doing. I've even changed my major because of a fucking TV show at one point. I'm done. My major is computer science right now and I'm seeing it through to the end. Does it make me happy? Nope. Have I found anything else that I can do as a profession that would make me happy? Fuck no. I have accepted that I'm never going to be content with my lot in life, so I might as well pick something that's lucrative. ADHD sucks. 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A lot of us struggle with finding and keeping jobs we love, let alone finding a field were we fit in or building careers. Let's hear from those of you who love their jobs and are good at it. What makes it a good job for you? Have you disclosed your ADHD? Have any accommodations been made for you? 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Hello redditors; I'm making a first-time post, so please bear with me. Finals are bearing down, I'm a full-time student and work full-time as well, and I have a fair bit to get done today to prepare for a biochemistry final on Monday. It's been a hectic week and I'm concerned about my ability to finish this, so here's announcing to the world. Cheers! If anyone wants to post a goal, I'll check in on ya tomorrow morning.",3.4441758241758222,4.861131659340664,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,73.06593406593407,8.276923076923078,26.186813186813183,8.841846274778883,1.982006593406593,355,12,70,7,7,119,65,91,0.016,0.825,0.16,0.9017,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,10,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,4,2,13,8,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,9,39,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323958372582138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364892249028887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963808859326807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44881791964499707,0.0,0.3484996145119801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702843530588237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674249855424336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248695944118396,0.0,0.0,0.5885842293032261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417886430733716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120828959207521,0.0,0.1643225590625753,0.0,0.18418951020099994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913709284536586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheyReminisceOY,2018/12/09,"Severe anxiety about Concerta and long-term damage. I've been taking concerta on and off for several years and lately, I've been terrified that I'm doing long-term damage to myself...specifically my heart, by being on these meds. I've talked to my doctor about it and they say that there doesn't seem to be anything that stands out. But nonetheless, the fast/irregular/pounding heartbeat, reading about potential liver damage, interactions with __________, possible seizures after stopping, serotonin syndrome, strokes, brain damage, blood clots, etc has me feeling nauseous and scared enough I'm thinking of stopping-despite that it at least works enough to partially reign in my thoughts. How likely is it that I'm doing irreparable damage to myself? What are the stats? Is it worth it? I'm feeling so lost and sad. 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While coming down from the daily 50mg Vyvanse. That little white and blue capsule that allows me to function half-way normal. The hour of irritability. Maybe you can relate. Anger. Perfection. Destruction. Get out of my way. It won’t go away. Has no reason to stay. Self Hate. Self Destruction. Stupid words. Stupid thoughts. Stupid brain. Please, just go away. No, please, I want you to stay. 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I’m trying to break out of this thing where I am either forgetting to eat regularly or well, or eating way more/more often than I need to because I’m depressed and have a hard time regulating my stimulation levels. My main hunger cue is disorientation/irritation (vs, say, stomach rumbling) which I experience all the time anyway, so it can be hard to come to a good stopping point in my work (a huge part of my ADHD itself—not switching gears easily) and understanding it as a need to refuel. I’m on the thin side, but I always have “skinny fat” and jelly rolls that I can’t keep away and I hate it. My hips look all squishy and rectangular right now, even in Spanx, and the slightest weight gain puffs up my face and makes me feel like I’m waddling. It’s like my frame won’t comfortably hold a single extra pound, and keeps me from wearing certain things in my closet (I love fashion). Being a chef/cook and having crazy PMS cravings doesn’t help, either! I’ll go on these “kicks”, like becoming superficially obsessed with Moroccan food or a “high-vibrational” diet or something, and buying all kinds of shit, starting food projects, and then getting busy, forgetting about everything in the fridge, and feeling guilty and ashamed. Drinking homemade broth has been very helpful in the past for keeping me calm, hydrated, and satisfied for savory food without resorting to chips, crackers, or stuffing yet another piece of string cheese in my mouth, but making it (and remembering to use or freeze it before it goes bad!) is a project I don’t always have the bandwidth for. Anyone have tips or recommendations for staying on a more even keel? What are your diet mainstays? 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My accountability has not come back in a year since burning out. It took so many years of training myself. I'd put 110% into a tough degree, had many major family emergencies, worked for a cutting edge startup by the seat of my pants, everything came crashing down in very bad ways, the spotlight equivalent to the eye-of-sauron burned on me for nearly a year trying to put out everyone's fires, and I quit all self-medication for good measure. That ADHD end-of-day drooling at the wall has become a 24/7 waking nightmare, and the slightest accountability makes me panic, have strong urges to flee, shuts down any higher thinking, destabilizes my mood, and gives strong impulses to make larger than necessary life changes to avoid it. I've lost thousands of dollars just to avoiding minor paperwork in the last year. I've blown several fuses in stress management, accountability, self-discipline, life structure, self-organization, and they don't seem to be coming back. I've gone through three different antidepressants, a mood stabilizer, new stimulants, and therapy. I feel like I've lost my fucking mind, and even my friends/family think I've lost it. Is there a trick to recovering from burnout with ADHD? This feels permanent, in the manner that one's personality can be changed.",10.690545454545457,9.831466773913048,9.7001976284585,62.75835968379448,57.34782608695652,13.059288537549405,41.34387351778656,12.079253325248375,5.140173913043479,1058,47,169,27,11,334,155,230,0.114,0.833,0.053,-0.8736,1,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,8,6,18,3,4,14,0,9,5,2,3,1,27,26,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,13,0,2,5,0,5,8,2,12,0,3,7,4,11,4,32,17,2,33,0,3,0,1,3,15,1,1,10,89,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550945203994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217182681300599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321435732000206,0.08861385598682255,0.0,0.1172119016104958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213840891797883,0.0,0.0,0.22454227407087846,0.18284265675939396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844486851996355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088293484034108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399940212700372,0.0,0.0,0.07009765763261278,0.0,0.0,0.1014114644532702,0.09538251980485184,0.0,0.20009924806884555,0.0,0.10732471763741999,0.0758190699251954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811518590325567,0.0,0.10180926685092896,0.0,0.0890165465502506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650986021837613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499250737576307,0.05184960447404675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475592724007803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416847809765276,0.21519769073711506,0.0,0.0,0.11788615753963967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716073015880756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250071348218333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191622287895305,0.0,0.0,0.12452032131252705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266834947482014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133792982218714,0.0,0.1128819863722666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661648150880817,0.33214923012818204,0.11989633821221901,0.0,0.08779157417859143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157119840753056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136854690137608,0.0,0.0,0.1360072367873359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117913987782669,0.07205509124784375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756810695227908,0.0,0.08424080597326054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726367646737728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733761564960169 adhd,ManInBlack94,2018/12/09,"Maybe a dumb question but can anyone explain the Vyvanse price estimator to me? [https://www.vyvansepro.com/formulary-coverage/default.asp](https://www.vyvansepro.com/formulary-coverage/default.aspx) &#x200B; For months I've felt Vyvanse would probably work better for me than Adderall IR but hearing about the price scared me off. &#x200B; On this site I enter my parents insurance information and the medication is listed as a ""tier-2"" and the Co-Pay is like $20-$30. Is that around how much I'd pay? Co-Pay is the opposite of a deductible right? &#x200B; Sorry I'm new at this lol",10.099999999999998,13.908396055555553,8.333055555555559,55.35625000000002,60.66666666666667,7.6111111111111125,31.25,8.472884824447931,2.670666666666667,495,18,67,7,8,149,65,90,0.096,0.7759999999999999,0.128,0.7154,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,8,1,6,1,0,1,0,11,10,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,2,11,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446436553759349,0.4986533625198836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564845476182034,0.0,0.0,0.1217742734484276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098179702618456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134219449932305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417502186314566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682987662261132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374263923220614,0.0,0.0,0.13780399219439832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918642068173152,0.0,0.10055818307777648,0.0,0.0,0.1321149911408246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518918165344503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748538682628431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323883943073086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681999649900884,0.0,0.0,0.1369530962619137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312793742797978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958652564666667,0.0,0.0,0.09717342474242062,0.0,0.4986533625198836,0.0 adhd,PandasLoveJacarandas,2018/12/09,"I Didn’t Think it was True, But Now I Think I’m a Believer with this Whole “Not All Med Manufacturers are Equal” I just have to rant. So, my Adderall was filled recently with a different manufacturer than normal. The pills look similar so I didn’t even notice. But then I started taking them and they felt worse than useless. If they just didn’t work, that would be one thing. But instead they are causing me to almost constantly hyperfocus. They are making it so much harder to do anything. So I check the labels of my new pills and my old pills and yep, different manufacturer. I never believed it before, but geez, this is bad. This is not how I react to Adderall. It is going to be a rough month with these. :(",2.111103117505994,4.610330230215826,3.72903597122302,84.83221103117509,81.23021582733813,6.584364508393287,22.21630695443645,7.793537801064563,1.1582715587529977,558,18,110,10,15,185,85,139,0.105,0.8690000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.8945,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,1,10,3,0,0,5,1,16,3,0,4,3,28,25,14,0,3,9,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,6,2,0,1,6,3,17,1,11,16,4,11,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,9,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484480452395915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436876006103671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579048217339974,0.0,0.0,0.148578644894983,0.39344710398925997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937063155085234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868934104290505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364856632298654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532701282070636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676511720733512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992338152830619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146626839954076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655227224437802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395025256354045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393705310891591,0.0,0.1283570547821382,0.0,0.1346685421066137,0.16863760498027774,0.0,0.0,0.17107887934034474,0.0,0.1987924955872015,0.18322184386071533,0.0,0.11831897723953455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724044481317617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358852210520126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312835718125529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600187260703144,0.22376365873578605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494372415943104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271167868865064,0.0,0.1779405858051168,0.12403659474817415,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JimmyWellsbutler,2018/12/09,"How long does it take for the brain to go back to baseline after meds? Title basically says it all. I was prescribed 30mg vyvanse in August of this year. Prescription says to be taken once a day however my psychiatrist said I really only have to take it when I need it. So on to my question. If I’ve taken vyvanse intermittently over the past 4 months how long would it take for my brain chemistry to go back to pre medicated baseline? I understand everyone is different. Just wondering if anyone has any sort of experience with this. 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You know the ones I’m talking about. Those tabs that have been sitting, untouched for months that you’ll “get around to” eventually. I never have less than 10 tabs open in Safari on my phone at any given time. I think I’d feel a bit naked if I didn’t have any tabs open lol. For me, I think the best one I have open from months ago that I still haven’t read is an article about why “Grandpa Joe Sucks, And Is The Real Villain In ‘Willy Wonka.’” I should really go through all my open tabs, but I just spent the last 3 days going through the almost 300 videos in my “watch later” playlist on Youtube, so I think I need a little break.",3.0985528756957317,4.264617272108847,3.508893011750157,93.70764378478664,73.5578231292517,6.705998763141621,22.88744588744589,6.980632752743323,0.4276993197278909,557,14,127,5,11,173,97,147,0.031,0.935,0.034,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,1,6,3,2,0,9,1,13,0,0,0,2,23,26,5,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,2,1,2,3,2,0,2,4,2,18,1,18,20,5,27,0,0,1,0,8,14,1,4,9,76,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623037647376824,0.0,0.19907645482153255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703911030616433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698034568999396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863564118811556,0.0,0.21704571193559066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821404359053154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052277346030752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386843218225754,0.0,0.2259731560083013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925910705557633,0.16205420842929213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992568043715909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173716406542924,0.0,0.0,0.14741284323779813,0.15333218514305486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943348521091964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886076197206976,0.2262858471216359,0.1273608305906128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876749665041584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979350536943904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821624212995533,0.0,0.0,0.11592593829652525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939236074638107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpiderManForever,2019/07/09,"Pre-Employement Drug Test ? So I've never worked before and I want to apply for this job with Amazon as a warehouse/shopper team member. I'm reading the application and it asks me if I'm willing to do a pre-employement drug test I definitely am but since I take ADHD Meds, specifically Adderall XR 20 MG it's gonna show, as an amphetamine. So presumably I'll fail the test, but I don't know because I've never done one of these before. If I don't agree to take a pre-employment drug test then they can use that as grounds to not hire me can't they? So, I'm just wondering do they ask you if you take medication before you take a pre-employement drug test? I really need a job, and this is the best one I've found so far and seems like a good fit for me. It would suck if they deny me employment because of the medication that i am prescribed.",5.1663068181818215,4.734583017045459,6.560363636363636,79.37554545454545,68.26136363636364,10.221818181818184,30.1,9.888512548439397,2.5527199999999994,665,22,144,14,10,228,93,176,0.086,0.79,0.12300000000000001,0.6462,7,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,4,4,5,5,1,0,11,0,12,6,0,1,2,24,30,18,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,18,3,12,25,1,6,0,1,0,0,10,3,1,6,4,83,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539038320034828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261936107710643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749244458752575,0.0,0.30882656978803824,0.0,0.12695749490455407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380108042667623,0.0,0.0,0.5611778684442852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264461528055954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146944586538144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401012489087796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648558438190093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910306384836848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437774823126544,0.2437424266161199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089702627929013,0.1866092485746621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395377190103064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210093540634366,0.0,0.07750071803967766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013256770894173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007310695346364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638374382451272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448495396448204,0.0,0.0,0.0713551425559136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119397961425888,0.08807241732570686,0.0,0.0,0.08593831706959541,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SilentRansom,2019/07/09,"Thoughts on Wellbutrin? Doc started me on this a little over a week ago. I'm on 200mg (two pills a day) and I occasionally feel like I'm over caffeinated, despite drinking only 8oz of coffee per day on days I work (Tuesday through Saturday). I feel a little less sad, but not crazy different. I sent to be sleeping better as well (I'm an insomniac, which I believe is a side effect of ADHD) If you're on Wellbutrin, please tell me your experience. I know I'm still in the early stages but I'm curious to see what others have experienced.",2.3738888888888847,4.434606388888888,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,77.7037037037037,7.282962962962964,27.46666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.0127044444444446,422,18,83,8,10,146,77,108,0.018000000000000002,0.8170000000000001,0.165,0.93,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,7,0,3,3,1,1,0,10,15,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,4,9,3,14,12,1,23,0,1,1,0,3,11,0,1,11,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356311893935081,0.0,0.17379917347999282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089732738509726,0.0,0.17340294172345225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793357635120136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048454649591216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206837305865573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178850870453887,0.0,0.0,0.1982720038723689,0.1400683762019644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775181260676554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578711414633752,0.3930158761841137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491157363236625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521972609584314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623786380370114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962058968425656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877532177366442,0.0,0.15657720448345688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136884143755846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565315483474454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152633335591496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727095628609114,0.0,0.17628535346839924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273714664208964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ajbrooks192,2019/07/09,"How do I not give up? I am about to get up to a job I absolutely hate, that I am late for, and instead of rushing off, I am trying to find reasons to not lay here in bed crying. I just don't know what to do. I work in a job I hate 5 days a week, I live in a house that is unsafe and uncomfortable, and when I do finish work and have free time, I have so much to worry about and try and fix. I can't look for other jobs because I am exhausted by the end of the day, but I can't stand it anymore. But if I quit, I will just mope around on reddit all day, and fall into the routine of not having a job. I just don't know how people stay afloat when they have ADHD.",4.92054872280038,2.2583661258278163,6.576499526963108,86.3333774834437,69.86092715231788,9.423273415326396,27.531693472090826,6.868970318607317,1.0523388836329242,499,9,131,3,7,176,84,151,0.12300000000000001,0.861,0.016,-0.9076,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,13,4,2,0,8,0,17,1,0,3,1,25,24,15,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,1,2,7,3,0,0,0,1,18,2,23,23,2,23,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,10,96,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599387213543738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452303267253757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303637209472461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926920014341744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085878877318774,0.28332738985771616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970344273051335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384460955366784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650948615477439,0.14047974895195145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891607468128087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897349049951102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812812040227068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096051443009166,0.0,0.16519205923835914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931026809172566,0.0,0.12297373113322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107651136372948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015238937821929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557582487063055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056594982667754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608684129518113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539104504354185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884793285130475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746630249787668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322188458806127,0.14871815342475125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,starmoonla,2019/07/09,"Adderall XR causing depressive episodes and chest discomfort Today is day 4 of me (18F) being on 20 mg xr adderall and I'm feeling really emotional. I've felt no increase in productivity or mental clarity at all. But I can tell when the pill is wearing off bc it seems as though my thoughts get more scattered. I'm also feeling anxious and bit depressed. I found myself sad fighting back tears out of nowhere earlier, overwhelmed with thoughts about everything wrong with my life. I do have an anxiety disorder, but I've been managing it decently over the past year and haven't had any episodes like the one I had earlier in a while, so I'm certain it was triggered by the meds. To make matters worse, I've also experienced some random dull chest aches and instances where it felt like my heart was beating way too hard. None of the pain has been severe but it's still noticeable and usually triggers irrational thoughts about me having a heart attack. Has anyone had a similar experience with adderall xr? Should I give it some more time or is there no point? I kind of just want to stop all together. Can I do that? I'm afraid that if my doctor increases my dosage all of the bad things will get worse. I'm also afraid to have a more severe negative reaction to a different medication. Do you think it's worth it to try something else?",4.693125000000002,6.5095658125,5.304343750000001,79.83128125000003,70.5625,9.02625,32.33125,9.516144504307137,3.171644375,1072,50,197,25,20,345,156,256,0.245,0.667,0.08800000000000001,-0.9927,1,0,1,0,2,1,21.0,0,1,0,1,14,17,2,4,12,0,24,10,5,4,4,42,44,20,0,3,7,0,5,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,10,0,1,2,5,13,0,1,13,6,16,4,24,28,12,23,0,5,0,0,4,9,0,7,13,125,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27623669439816434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830040832733255,0.0,0.08808320228096676,0.13007751990665872,0.0,0.08050986070130044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099048004609545,0.0,0.0885369775670989,0.09613863765988627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257050818449371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828240017055587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425696964702505,0.0,0.1983430182990152,0.0,0.0,0.12029872954479673,0.1319625388001393,0.11785256538050624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618624338486786,0.12951908679805513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348207296124444,0.11263082608663748,0.0,0.0,0.11643836086342847,0.0,0.2211084707991442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262470985807439,0.0,0.0,0.1203137316294979,0.110454557102849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031444839980166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728873000515619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990252124823665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132809582431429,0.11250498653574137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685808087534482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789664165505946,0.11599330321939175,0.11603590603029858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108976263643585,0.0,0.0,0.0780230993926665,0.0,0.12251904954752167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991592712730988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088462680887676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376281931791016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482081841839364,0.0,0.26015503981331745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886418236537749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195243242897558,0.09626374470203378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063905448244098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649513076698276,0.07377825008858918,0.11312628582805916,0.2742293091037576,0.06714014034905368,0.0,0.10914101332802366,0.0,0.0,0.07817375998237368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681248380710092,0.0,0.0679136480395049,0.0913942433883525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234678769816529,0.0,0.1258895408317846,0.0,0.07414757816805546 adhd,nicole__diver,2019/07/09,"Working from home without spending the entire day playing MarioKart. Help! My office hot desks, which means you never know what flavour of generally distracting stuff that people in open plan offices do is going to derail your efforts at productivity each day. To make it worse, the building is being renovated which means there are construction noises, and the quiet rooms have been turned into meeting rooms so there is nowhere to escape to. The option suggested to me is to work from home more. BUT this just ends with me sleeping in then procrastinating with any number of things, and getting frustrated because my apartment is too messy to focus in, but I have too much work on to let myself get hyper focused on cleaning. Eventually I tell myself that playing one game of whatever I’m into at the moment will calm me down and next thing I know it’s 4pm and I have nothing to show for the day. Any tips for staying focused when at home and surrounded by all the things you want to be distracted by?",6.780645161290322,7.832917763440863,6.63241935483871,75.11862903225808,64.91397849462365,8.780645161290323,33.24193548387097,8.841846274778883,2.8751483870967727,808,33,136,12,12,255,122,186,0.069,0.838,0.092,0.6739,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,5,7,6,1,2,7,0,15,1,1,1,2,25,26,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,12,11,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,3,0,1,1,3,14,3,33,21,4,27,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,1,9,102,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120103717354407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017948529988794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28621650185821196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310260390848105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457931897926208,0.0,0.08407457354816153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915736292637256,0.0,0.4451710327311271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260184163844765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127302761101394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874741344030434,0.0,0.0,0.32228803214657104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874886359980836,0.0,0.11409619005043692,0.0,0.15732999666112135,0.0,0.0,0.1419471223834766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024423152222027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255914102747507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480413154781643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767847126971998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934958540283127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930125509296786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948432832821563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091023266071813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725558854472526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260355866967273,0.0,0.32309418773662,0.0,0.15075787246314604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lemoncurve,2019/07/09,"Do you think i have ADHD please help me understand if i am lazy or what? &#x200B; Backstory- I dont know if i have adhd or i am just lazy. I barely know anything about adhd because literally yesterday i taught that what if i had adhd. P.S I been suspended from my university because of failing a lot of classes. And i got back 2019 fall, i am still struggling with my classes. I was depressed, so i taught i would go to therapy to see what habits i can change to actually get better at studying and to concentrate. So on my way to therapy, A.D.H.D by Kendrick started playing then a taught came to me that what if i had A.D.H.D. So i start looking online and did some research i had some symptoms like having hard time concentrating or procrastinating a lot. So i taught ok i am just being lazy and trying to find another excuse to blame it on. But still i am here, to just be 100% sure that i am being lazy. &#x200B; Why i think i have A.D.H.D- ((This is a description of my thought process from recognizing my symptoms.)) Why i taught of writing here was, i was doing more research on A.D.H.D then i came across this sub, i taught i could see the people with a.d.h.d share there experience. I came across a post, where the guy said that he really wanted to do good in school, and knows how important it is but yet he had a hard time focusing. I saw that comment and i felt that exact same thing. &#x200B; I taught just being suspended would kick some sense in my head, then i would start doing better but no, i came back this spring semester 2019, i was stoked on the first week like i wanted to get stuff to work about and actually earn stuff. But no i didn't after couple of week, i rarely attended class, i only attended if the professor required mandatory attendance. When anyway at the end of the semester, i begged and pleaded with 3 of my professor to give me an the grades i wanted so i could continue classes and not get suspended again .( i was lucky one of my professor increased my score from 62% to 70%.) after all the begging i was not suspended, i am doing my summer semester and having hard time focusing on studying, even if i give myself the motivation to study, i would just skim through the material or worse just think about how i am fucking up my life rather than do the work. I know exactly whats at stake for me, its my life, lot of people depend on me and my life depends, on it still i wont do anything. I love music so much, i try to make music but i can hardly finish a track. I wanted to do a lot of things, but i would never do it. Things i love i would never do it unless i absolutely have to. After seeing a lot of these, i found out that you are born with A.D.H.D. So i look at my younger life, I have always had struggle focusing on anything, back in school i i never really learned anything, one of aunt used to say that god has given me knowledge but also made me lazy. Also this semester in school i missed my final exam because i taught it was at a different time. I lost 10% of my grade just because i kept postponing an online test and at the end completely forgetting it. I am very impulsive guy, i spend all my monthly allowance in the first 5 days, then i would be eating ramen for the rest of the days. And i would buy random stuff i like, i mean i like the item but still i would not even touch that item after 5 days. I didn't know these symptoms might be a.d.h.d back then, cause i just taught that i am just a stupid. I also impulsively lie a lot, then within seconds of the lie i would ask my self why did i just lie about that.(well this might confirm i am a stupid i know it doesn't say i had a.d.h.d so i kept finding more symptoms that i can have) &#x200B; At the end of the day, these are all just signs of a really bad and a lazy guy who is wrecking is life and try to find a new problem to blame my shortcomings. I am really frustrated with myself i am sorry cause i am feeling really bad about even posting this thread because i know nothing about a.d.h.d, i had 0 knowledge about a.d.h.d unit yesterday, i am sorry if the post offended somebody. &#x200B; After going to therapy yesterday, my therapist had told me the options to get a.d.h.d assessment, she said i could get expensive and i am not sure if these signings are a.d.h.d or not. I just wanted to ask you guys before i decide if its worth it to even get an assessment. Please feel free to ask me anything more about me if needed. Thanks so much for reading.",3.8132635031122426,5.1798325022421565,4.8020145907235126,84.34720199451176,72.07174887892377,8.060799143296968,28.1116391138478,8.580053182427356,1.99445888494746,3520,132,709,61,67,1149,313,892,0.121,0.807,0.07200000000000001,-0.9931,1,0,0,0,0,0,144.0,0,3,0,11,55,31,5,2,40,1,89,14,1,11,10,155,163,61,0,31,42,1,8,4,0,13,9,4,0,5,44,26,1,3,25,2,5,11,15,14,0,5,46,18,133,18,96,95,22,95,0,4,6,3,30,26,1,31,58,530,177,34,0.0,0.0,0.07912433385574177,0.0,0.19488961001706326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726186679237876,0.033733358851043546,0.2196307774669923,0.2463087561750452,0.0,0.042510772300594135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680893935609464,0.0,0.113701084335418,0.0,0.0,0.12469410317977254,0.06770008155541239,0.123567083553748,0.0,0.034497404174914946,0.0,0.0,0.07171043819640081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547241050481192,0.0,0.08329354703824528,0.04288700141176792,0.0,0.042506466140988464,0.0,0.0,0.0971060665837676,0.04485784430643698,0.0,0.10458236196244693,0.0,0.034917903045116515,0.0,0.0,0.04235671525743602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751374891034805,0.0,0.0,0.041483563062424574,0.0,0.0,0.10772187576011516,0.0,0.0,0.10710778998889213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039656876243111136,0.0,0.0,0.04099749444401463,0.0,0.03892571673069485,0.04441068279103588,0.11116121590895467,0.06896830610119938,0.0,0.04445111288287346,0.0,0.0374795003191297,0.12708599229950815,0.07778124077942836,0.04608076801424955,0.03400386651794782,0.03242434040192705,0.0,0.0,0.1605678514810456,0.0,0.0,0.14526708820984788,0.0,0.041606761066464826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02717377707124177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596190973413585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317653271546746,0.07922513725236903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808845731984632,0.0,0.04425528947070393,0.20679904560917425,0.07317966887212868,0.038360873507027486,0.02706143164760278,0.0,0.0,0.04416103292693983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601518662498578,0.0,0.0,0.032359438628973634,0.0,0.059604597964275,0.03006063707546028,0.09380315313782904,0.039154749474301684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890018195035084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549432602818497,0.030833256597233905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621204825642708,0.0,0.0,0.08900368536686096,0.0,0.0,0.11648121146351499,0.0,0.0,0.03879226087451625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055196998370556,0.0,0.12985801039864595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712754771460999,0.06447965922435306,0.0,0.12308896614724606,0.09691778205903737,0.0,0.04229310363454758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076465851052654,0.08608538329563473,0.0,0.12950437672485648,0.0,0.0,0.08476450912724373,0.1392292335646558,0.0,0.0,0.07641882357462773,0.16855048338569228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732470503673812,0.13908649666549194,0.04707122455202989,0.08080091497402432,0.07793110558238912,0.0,0.03218502474327438,0.0945591301876608,0.0,0.0,0.03873866190385143,0.0,0.08257403144752748,0.0,0.0,0.0422046097282916,0.0,0.03501440652840224,0.0,0.03345056998311841,0.1195606579964692,0.03217955798882908,0.06503908802671299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974583758230394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590286602457553,0.0,0.041314741509313115,0.2879916252118397,0.0,0.2463087561750452,0.0 adhd,WelpHereWeAreFellas,2019/07/09,"A question for fellow artists/writers/etc with ADHD Do y'all also have trouble sticking to one idea at a time? I'm an artist and I can never stick to working on one piece of character. I always get sidetracked by a random idea or thought and never finish the one I started",4.113727272727271,5.3529850545454565,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,71.18181818181819,6.227272727272728,31.931818181818183,5.985473137389443,1.815272727272728,218,10,39,1,4,72,44,55,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,8,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745695344973941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827027138572984,0.1901004909590335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479794083800017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936309908554653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158164773635276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524113038717869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644397019841896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559321563914787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170811511496325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813750309372418,0.13321929453207565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663246364366253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hellociarbear,2019/07/09,"My little victories this week -forgot my travel mug going into a bakery because I was distracted. Instead of getting frustrated and down on myself, I just went back and got it without thinking. Small moment, but a big step in giving myself some grace and not shying away from a task in favor of moving forward. - fully house trained my dog! Even if that meant leaving the current task I was hyperfocusing on to take her out. -cut my morning routine in half by listening to music and measuring the passage of time by the length of some of my favorite songs (time management has been my biggest struggle, especially when it comes to getting my shit together in the morning) Small moments, small victories, big improvements in my confidence, mood, and overall routine. One thing at a time, lads :)",6.123984526112182,8.287746375886528,6.314055448098007,72.6245454545455,67.51063829787232,8.531528046421665,36.22243713733076,9.095868883498916,3.747348936170214,633,33,95,12,11,202,96,141,0.08800000000000001,0.742,0.171,0.9397,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,2,8,0,4,1,1,0,0,18,16,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,2,0,7,2,5,0,2,7,2,14,2,24,9,2,35,0,0,0,0,3,20,1,3,10,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095600741233557,0.17150943681111344,0.0,0.13596742985121665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921353096674436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473204928752222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330657869677127,0.21396708361287406,0.12676279580844774,0.0,0.17839112578688288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25736638369445075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361746524922486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355177094638545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370637474194122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114247405782816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289546225685384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331772369544151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677036457704243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818256910447164,0.14291956275572731,0.0,0.0,0.3901816385122833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789149137563944,0.0,0.0,0.20676687797283974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150094258741204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,werdnum,2019/07/09,"Adult ADHD psych experiences (positive and negative) in NYC? I've seen a few posts asking for NYC recommendations but not many firm answers. Here's a summary of my impressions from Googling and asking around, curious how accurate they are. * Adler at NYU is the best, but next appointment is in 3 months and very expensive (out of network unless you work for Amex, CBS or NYU) * Shapiro - looks fine? * Trifecta (Fruitman) - I get the vibe that they give you your meds and send you home but I have no actual evidence. * Columbia - no evidence of any adult program. * Hallowell - reviews imply Hallowell himself is good but the quality is patchy otherwise. Also news articles have allegations of groping so not sure I'm a fan of supporting a sleaze. * Sachs - seems to believe ADHD is caused by toxins and unfiltered water. Has a weird AA-like approach. Pass. * Farik - maybe okay but I'm sort of turned off by the accupuncture. Too much woo for me.",2.3434325396825386,5.238443779761905,3.5533333333333346,80.66944444444445,93.34523809523807,8.203174603174602,26.46031746031746,8.515128840125781,3.102022222222223,737,34,126,24,27,238,122,168,0.071,0.777,0.152,0.951,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,2,2,6,8,0,0,9,1,9,1,0,2,1,23,20,15,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,1,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,1,2,11,7,20,19,3,12,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,3,2,74,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.17249143152664045,0.0,0.42486029497324457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413542275254883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020228259125107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735311764955578,0.3304918870075151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914703124233246,0.1854978216127428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815803364835014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290436505969198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234935984292028,0.1695634821068172,0.0,0.14825718782834313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730383842117398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843316715883584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920603355370418,0.17757832312886254,0.0,0.19633956694612756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108746628279092,0.0,0.1299383126203924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879853601592404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928640391825575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091489056227248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058418749732765,0.1665934059931776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226319635146344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458448095699566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868276560095376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Deano33333,2019/07/09,"Marital problems? So I don’t know where to start with this. I have been married to my wife for over 15 years. Just venting really. Just had a massive fight. We have our problems because I think ADHD. I don’t pay attention to her enough. We have a five year old son. I have a very stressful job that I am struggling to do between drop off and pick up times. I work from home. I didn’t ‘do enough’ for her birthday according to her. She still got a night at the theatre and a really nice dinner out. Michelin starred type dinner. I struggle all the time with priorities during the day... so much work to do, not enough time... but she didn’t get enough of that time apparently. I think we may be heading for divorce. I don’t know what is going to happen. I don’t know why I am writing this. We are on holiday, and I don’t know what I am going to do.",0.4931142857142881,2.7244374400000027,2.3870714285714314,93.53317857142858,86.02857142857141,5.3285714285714265,21.892857142857146,6.742157984588678,0.4864571428571427,652,23,144,8,20,216,98,175,0.08900000000000001,0.875,0.035,-0.5423,2,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,5,0,0,2,6,7,1,3,8,0,24,3,1,1,1,27,36,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,7,1,1,2,8,6,0,1,5,0,26,1,22,29,6,21,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,11,104,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892905538627508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061342978443926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528508007841955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465648986445008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909093035529151,0.0,0.15031222919143933,0.0,0.10576592135722623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694106813679757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357183327196715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264939976757525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122967230079438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29070674112081674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721300638152576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410005709364255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876561990845274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530752614896213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943508420128456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360149162419204,0.0,0.10560854557340296,0.0,0.1514826401980967,0.2764958760950809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947052907654106,0.0,0.0,0.30844524215645913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911341018300648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193277383916912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925473443710804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031888512937254 adhd,aydenboysen,2019/07/09,"Is this normal? So I’m 14 I was diagnosed with adhd in February. I started failing a class so my mom automatically thought something was up I’ve been an a/b student all my life. She took me to the doctor and the doctor gave my mom slips that I had to hand to my teachers like to monitor my behaviour. One thing to keep in mind is I’m quite the talkative extravert. So about a week later my mom gives these slips to the doctor keep in mind I have no idea what they say, and the doctor says I have the most positive case he’s ever seen with somebody my age also I’m the oldest he’s ever seen with adhd going unnoticed. So anyways I get my medicine it’s 10mg vyvanse and my first week I felt different but I got used to it it always makes my mouth dry and taste like shit and it makes me lose my appetite after taking it. But that’s not my point my point is I don’t take it on weekends I feel the exact same as when I am taking it and now it’s summer I’m not taking the meds and I feel the exact same then when I was on the meds. I feel like I was misprescribed or something and I need your guys help",0.15368522690698327,2.1873227029288738,2.559853556485354,93.0822135500483,85.56903765690376,5.350563244287094,19.2341486964918,6.67199483983844,0.09233041519150254,862,24,196,10,26,295,124,239,0.054000000000000006,0.8740000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.4848,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,4,12,6,1,0,14,0,13,10,3,3,5,39,41,20,0,2,5,3,5,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,14,11,1,2,6,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,13,10,34,3,19,28,4,26,0,2,2,0,14,8,1,2,19,126,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445762222817604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137235552669732,0.08466718643380595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327781080182022,0.0,0.10631090497867894,0.0,0.41659668151341545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408400020765084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434910532054522,0.072692826447959,0.09769945916326404,0.0,0.0,0.08655160099056372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053162081342392135,0.0976113710348901,0.05782894306053864,0.0,0.0813816876619216,0.0,0.0,0.1007521091855399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820332536587399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148674830723564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808866352439457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187161078085999,0.14913507788261696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383630451401593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358427003128034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260507283748165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548435550993574,0.3575179281451188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754490406610737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996969706748969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895090527607789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923801740526243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082275297303959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183716993149916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444865741183634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566698588962925,0.0,0.0,0.07202175576310545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060243195316557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760060234278732,0.0,0.0,0.08078103050302006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305204690758053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788248150739947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324127744759326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChocolateySauce,2019/07/09,"Can you guys give me some good alternatives to Video Games? Before you ask, No, my mom isn't making me quit video games I just feel like I'm not getting much satisfaction out of video games anymore, video games have been a staple in my life due to the fact that it takes hardly any effort to find enjoyment out of video games, I can just turn my system on and instantly feel good. That feel good feeling has been starting to wear down though I've tried different hobbies (like art, writing, music, and excersize) and they are fun, but the fun doesn't kick in until I've given a heaping amount of effort, and my brain starts to utterly loathe the activity because it requires effort to get enjoyment out of that activity. Is it okay for me to want to do fun activities that take no effort? are there any fun activities that take no effort? I want to think that sports/excersizing could do the trick, but I have a Girthy Boi frame that tends to crap out after 30-45 minutes of basketball. What do you guys recommend?",8.803531746031748,6.9899844438775505,8.375782312925171,73.80096371882088,61.704081632653065,11.77233560090703,34.53287981859411,10.504223727775694,3.28211179138322,805,25,157,15,9,257,110,196,0.084,0.7290000000000001,0.187,0.9669,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,7,4,14,2,0,7,1,16,4,3,1,1,27,37,8,0,3,5,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,8,0,1,6,11,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,5,15,12,26,33,3,14,0,0,0,0,15,8,1,1,7,91,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080672229774139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517179195622594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430183513653674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093256950060829,0.0,0.13017717202044848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077950018210716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214438966489193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983455973472527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094109840604569,0.10929100747954804,0.0,0.0,0.1398235903201151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985449221125592,0.14675512843760993,0.0,0.384944370766834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029542268922533,0.0,0.0,0.13704262090938654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805633974132912,0.1494794255845007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211726728329354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917171229613932,0.0,0.0,0.11246002689163538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271613499202173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656415446800234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450722839082511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802525899923904,0.15030491309568952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038653405307822,0.16640145462812506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046654483298094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheGreatCanjo,2019/07/09,"My doctor just told my mom that it was OK to take my vyvanse for socialization and couldn't be happier HEY YOU BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLIES! I'm just really happy rn bc first of all I killed my exam that I needed to kill to switch into the major I wanted to. Second, I went to go get my vyvanse refilled and my mom (I still live with my parents cause imma commuter lmao) has been scolding me calling me a drug abuser for using my vyvanse for social situations bc I'm really OK with studying without them but I'm basically an evolved Pokemon in social situations with medications. So cue my mom who tells my doctor that he's not using it for studying purposes but for ""hanging out"" purposes and he like it's aii lmao. I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS BUT I JUST AM WOOOO LOL.",2.48550537634409,4.741511270967745,4.655483870967744,80.08989247311828,78.2258064516129,7.2301075268817225,25.817204301075268,8.238735603445708,1.9540236559139776,617,24,114,12,15,213,96,155,0.057,0.763,0.18,0.9746,1,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,7,7,2,0,3,3,7,4,0,3,1,24,21,8,2,3,8,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,4,0,21,5,19,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,0,3,74,29,3,0.0,0.1515650987628905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062132589714934,0.0,0.0,0.13140978501645298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261864491386014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483473871519391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880927274649607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683328029005974,0.0,0.07270027551312147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27234790431071265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305057878499085,0.0,0.0703018652796639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249558713985653,0.0,0.11295631203527262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288666362656621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44945749483646896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485157004371632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204078678260065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389853798700585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875764282885496,0.0,0.39119709912274986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215762750678052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961804382295919,0.0,0.11180832055087743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223370029548004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096480690218706,0.0,0.0,0.07545093670474892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118583760319774,0.115428525065447,0.0,0.0,0.1233109793711644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shadowdogg007,2019/07/09,Overwhelmed at bars Does anyone else have to go outside at bars because the noise just gets overwhelming? I end up in the smokers area alot just because it is quieter and I can take a few minutes to just decompress before having to go back in to all the noise.,10.52941176470588,7.019479294117647,9.39421568627451,73.12897058823529,59.98039215686275,11.768627450980391,43.147058823529406,8.841846274778883,3.9356588235294123,208,9,39,2,2,65,37,51,0.0,0.975,0.025,0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,8,3,10,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368021778723809,0.34700192651644424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041218960634105,0.0,0.41289362009504976,0.0,0.2881786492813659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29636769271417795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291083497715824,0.0,0.29995633388534165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693828699767006,0.0,0.3849418181397745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546336482239124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tearisha,2019/07/09,Deciding to Stop Medication. I know medication is a personal choice and that its not for everyone. I would love to hear experiences of people who decided to quit taking Adhd medication and what it was like for them.,6.083846153846152,8.156432769230772,8.23897435897436,59.14769230769232,67.46153846153847,13.405128205128205,33.51282051282051,12.45797560212912,5.580651282051283,174,8,28,8,3,62,32,39,0.053,0.7879999999999999,0.16,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741542519329957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179771179018888,0.0,0.22314378359067244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571062647021395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536802812762965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144723536473032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058859615408562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6894165332227633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581487287907545,0.1991843806629392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426322328064309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071738139339486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151681306503264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204892311294972,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,David-Tahere,2019/07/09,"It’s been awhile M/24 I was diagnosed with ADHD at school .. well I was a troublemaker that’s for sure always distracted but I could learn well (: They put me on Ritalin but it used to give me bad migraines so we stopped medication all together.. I thought that I had grown out of it but I want to ramble on a little about how I’m feeling and maybe someone can let me know if it is indeed still ADHD!! I’m successful so far working as an international personal trainer on cruise ships & now shifting into art. Amazing with seminars, public speaking, business etc etc BUT I have a huge passion for music and always been told my voice is amazing so I brought equipment was super excited then never really got around to doing it! And it makes me annoyed and fustrated ALSO whilst on vacation I CANT RELAX I have to be doing something otherwise I start going crazy! I start feeling like I’m not doing anything with my life (which really isn’t true) then I start thinking that time is going to quickly and I’m not being PRODUCTIVE .. I read a whole bunch of self help books and listen to podcasts I just love the thought of improving who I am .. Someone can be talking to me and sometimes if I’m occupied on my phone or something else I don’t really hear them. Don’t know where I was going with this post but it’s nice to rant (: Much love",1.0715065255369431,3.6902720380228176,2.9753180556982852,86.39137293186725,90.97718631178707,5.885068338300277,23.838146130921803,7.329194593529364,1.4930194019114178,1058,44,198,20,37,352,154,263,0.08,0.669,0.251,0.9953,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,3,14,18,1,1,6,0,27,8,0,3,4,44,56,23,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,13,15,0,1,8,5,0,7,7,3,2,0,12,6,29,15,28,39,6,33,1,0,0,3,17,13,0,3,13,141,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835985176874584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435536779827523,0.1963517822409815,0.12784049990705942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709448940713404,0.10503478778059154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851547640099438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942042234035462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975585271596652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985642590839004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631767521613341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119317070337453,0.08429101420743583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318532879718862,0.20116676566180156,0.0,0.09436618888174676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329816244752365,0.0,0.07908521030647947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968679745694742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065124413603212,0.08333877304630324,0.05764322553262365,0.11825548243457952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129784714041726,0.0,0.07875824576886051,0.0,0.1185353157464182,0.0,0.0,0.11886100951845847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673512984373719,0.0,0.09100001168856167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302301478860512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300037632107053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861103991210753,0.0,0.0,0.11802043808983242,0.0,0.2267593798705277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941066993424095,0.0,0.0,0.1230877469364284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994256110883,0.1816666368250032,0.11669365208610336,0.0,0.25053862127448656,0.0,0.09422577547872328,0.09864367646871204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120277313545006,0.0,0.0,0.0948346939868406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560227222297908,0.0,0.18733939296461485,0.06880004827524694,0.0,0.0,0.11274307637196253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190418861520152,0.0,0.0,0.06959267942209364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217167838573528,0.0,0.0,0.1317299563774571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589703958721617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChanceWhereas,2019/07/09,"Can ADHD cause ""semi-autistic"" social skills? I have ADHD and have suspected I have Asperger for a while. I identify with lots of Aspie behaviors/issues, and I definitely have subpar social skills in a lot of situations (miss people who obviously want to talk, miss people's intentions/emotions, etc.), but some aspects are very mild. Sensory issues, if I have them, are more an exhausting background noise than real hypersensitivity. I think I usually look and act normal (with some efforts), if a bit quiet and reserved. And I guess my stimming could be a result of ADHD. (**TL;DR**:) Could ADHD explain bad social skills/being overwhelmed in some normal social situations, similar to what Asperger would cause?",6.062975206611572,8.964945876033061,7.228925619834706,62.82702479338846,69.57851239669421,9.358677685950417,30.834710743801647,9.800150414767053,3.908662809917357,565,24,75,15,11,190,78,121,0.102,0.86,0.038,-0.8492,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,0,5,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,3,1,30,19,9,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,0,11,15,8,5,0,3,1,0,8,2,0,8,2,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514740241175122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578457364961182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524212910841762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569356808801006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318566187455146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290420876601951,0.0,0.0,0.12794067450709956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637459328581274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394711631982746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633406201295593,0.0,0.0,0.19505794734391316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479817987813952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906176041475745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057397461519887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578952338779327,0.0,0.4677614131823124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220582453204523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350653599180937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263454526772398,0.09465420160674376,0.067663532381924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149223576044427,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mercurialsloth,2019/07/09,"Filling meds during Mercury Retrograde I get that Mercury Retrograde causes delays, but I tried to fill my meds today and the pharmacy didn't have enough in stock, but that they couldn't place an order for it until tomorrow because the lead pharmacist is out. They also said that they can't transfer it to another pharmacy because it is an electronic prescription. I am going out of town in a few days...Oh, and they can't do a partial fill because the rest will be ""lost."" &#x200B; How do you prepare for these kinds of scenarios? Do you skip days so that you have some extra meds just in case? Would you ask for the partial fill, then contact your psychiatrist to explain the situation and have them send in another script for the rest (but I doubt insurance covers this)? Would it be reasonable to ask my psychiatrist to prescribe a few extra pills for these situations? The thing is, I can't just contact the pharmacy earlier in case they need to order it; it has to be exactly 2 days before I run out (and then they will order it then, if they don't have it). I think I should be able to get them the day before my flight, but this is nervewracking... &#x200B; It's so frustrating. I have several other meds I take, and it would be great to pick them all up at the same time. I'm lucky in that I have a flexible work schedule, although I can't really skip days of work (I'm a PhD student, and I also teach). Sorry - I am mostly venting here, but also asking if you have any practical suggestions on how to prepare/deal with such scenarios. Thanks.",7.160502491694353,6.575610770764122,7.506343438538206,74.75293708471763,64.21594684385383,11.113039867109633,34.7593438538206,10.550175099000144,3.5649350498338883,1226,48,231,27,16,402,142,301,0.034,0.909,0.057,0.8270000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,6,10,4,11,7,1,1,17,0,35,1,0,6,2,41,50,25,0,8,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,21,10,0,1,3,0,0,8,7,3,0,0,3,1,33,4,32,35,11,38,0,1,0,0,25,14,0,6,13,177,54,8,0.10107785616143301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24249577516162316,0.0,0.2190356298420608,0.2456413175176401,0.06873640829715305,0.2119778906517883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834824530099885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848483688358024,0.0,0.17201962171499907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383480145470078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607474210468705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444044522885404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561801601936803,0.0,0.057444874996651685,0.0,0.0,0.11143869325415884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525703291255918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033842017559634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490988472951851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494794959083763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560484636366177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475306290344256,0.10392487062712442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614818780568048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141892067945202,0.0,0.0,0.2272314906432189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314838460675528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599796853898964,0.0,0.0,0.09305890971518936,0.0,0.0,0.06715163628729147,0.06476660888329619,0.0,0.0,0.05893931077431881,0.0,0.09580998891753324,0.0,0.0,0.06862522940887883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717176623395994,0.0,0.0,0.21540842685513711,0.0,0.2456413175176401,0.0 adhd,Crownlink,2019/07/09,"How is Concerta suppose to make me feel? Recently diagnosed and on Concerta 36mg moving up to 54mg next week. It’s marking me feel good! Sharp, focused, confident, less anxious, and at times Mildly euphoric. Is this what its suppose to do or am I just on pharmacy grade cocaine and maybe I don’t actually have ADHD?",2.956612021857921,5.386721737704921,5.011065573770495,77.24370218579237,77.52459016393442,8.656830601092896,33.11748633879781,9.2995712137729,3.6633912568305997,250,14,44,7,6,86,48,61,0.026000000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.9159999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,9,9,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.28050252400649234,0.0,0.3454501595684538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247283328723145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917481993017934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906792413685198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410932242830394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187017471063145,0.0,0.2887747374210488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055060053191749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056984775083885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28381490079037663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761009788629394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305691240805253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smileyredditrobot,2019/07/09,"Need advice, I feel like I already know the answer but hearing from others would help I was diagnosed with ADHD at a very early age, around 6yo. Ever since, (22 now) I’ve been taking medicine. I still see my pediatrician cause he wants to continue prescribing me without me having to get retested...however, I graduate college soon and have been considering whether or not I want to get retested. I tried half of a semester without taking my adderall and that was brutal, I didn’t get shit done unless it was at the last minute and/or under lots of pressure. Non-school related responsibilities were a struggle as well, unorganized/messy/forgetfulness/etc. Then when I started taking it again, I remember the feeling I got when I noticed how big a difference there was, it was like night and day and I was so happy to realize this...So this experience reinforced the idea of me getting retested after college and everything, but I’m scared. I’m scared to get rediagnosed and have a condition that my parents think is a joke (cause 2 of my siblings took medicine then got off it in high school/college and were successful). I’m scared to even doubt myself about whether or not I have ADHD, I’m scared to have to disclose such a condition to a future employer (the career I want they’ll ask and look into it). I’m scared that without medicine I won’t be able to be productive day-2-day, and for this; I’m scared that maybe I’m worrying myself about having ADHD and I’ve just grown dependent on the medicine??. There’s lots of worries and doubts that go thru my mind, and part of me knows I shouldn’t doubt my diagnosis and should get rediagnosed. But then the other part is doubtful about this and thinks that it’ll be detrimental to my future. I guess I’m afraid of what my parents will think, family&friends if I get retested because it’s evident that they don’t understand.... Any advice, insight, thoughts, experiences you might have to help reassure me or anything would be appreciated. tl:dr: diagnosed @ 6, now 22 bout to graduate college and will stop seeing my dr who prescribed meds. Tried not taking them last year and that went poorly, not sure/afraid to get retested or to try and power thru.",6.913075060532683,7.479427503631964,6.9956571428571435,74.33112251815982,64.52058111380146,10.191535108958838,34.92193704600484,10.078955797065145,3.52126022276029,1761,76,314,37,25,565,205,413,0.151,0.7709999999999999,0.078,-0.9848,5,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,3,2,20,22,2,13,15,0,36,4,1,4,1,76,81,36,0,9,19,2,2,2,0,10,3,1,0,0,22,20,0,1,14,1,1,4,11,15,1,1,17,6,39,7,44,50,4,38,0,0,3,0,13,10,1,14,26,209,61,8,0.07255034324556701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615742417383164,0.14179071150689912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006110785005342,0.0,0.0,0.0786082665953586,0.0,0.04933672126426306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059702750801232975,0.0645851870545425,0.06782477735816675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422601585455743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905837485002396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403669083597329,0.0,0.0,0.14727414244304535,0.0,0.07579966713819558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424419008137575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091281053593713,0.047918817475113805,0.06562593905115324,0.0,0.0,0.0652035704359778,0.14193631402712326,0.0,0.0,0.07336726687773011,0.051829979710877085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056052215222617364,0.0,0.3032364795265484,0.0,0.041232031989771926,0.0,0.11605027418693145,0.0,0.07992238248301299,0.0,0.0,0.07723118945305697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176950963609313,0.0,0.0972579315638056,0.07665342092919022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819005066661142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974354258474746,0.1182764258209197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088886610079105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092401605541783,0.0,0.0,0.12335941480510987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288657121908608,0.0,0.08058707604170122,0.0,0.0,0.07696444914787243,0.07325516489998618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053795160234526636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808358244092907,0.0,0.0,0.08259904664551537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111714083987244,0.15712990351122288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218539605304807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435813300591136,0.14684964128496575,0.11562646088422406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744718847651277,0.060014393647293586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051351506363779706,0.0,0.05793879783300871,0.06065533554261882,0.0,0.07584537112860326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837783991090239,0.0,0.2181953164761833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394619914918834,0.0,0.057596868584999523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060610081914818,0.14777076220240304,0.0,0.0,0.07552746594391145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986163126419865,0.1283762164824383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523147152371847,0.06725489503942643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980782577107124,0.0,0.0,0.1473567904866804,0.0,0.10307536454122496,0.0,0.0,0.046720042393706536 adhd,Martinos09,2019/07/09,"The moment makes who I am, and no moment is perfect. Just thinking about this phrase. Like I fare on the mood that’s around me, absorb facial expressions, every detail etc.",3.9208333333333294,6.4147552500000025,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,74.625,5.5166666666666675,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.3787791666666664,136,3,23,1,3,42,29,32,0.064,0.7559999999999999,0.18,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542258068630332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690575242927447,0.0,0.0,0.4299030203902761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492797022871875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34059218366972416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269440899228135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,somedude1592,2019/07/09,"Trash trucks and other big vehicles distract me from what i’m reading every. single. time. And now i’m here posting until the truck goes away....With medication it’s not a problem, but i’m taking a break on meds over the summer and DAMN I can’t even finish a paragraph with this truck around lol",3.2301694915254235,5.111544898305088,4.212,85.88172881355933,74.59322033898306,6.07593220338983,23.664406779661018,6.742157984588678,0.7986379661016954,235,7,45,2,5,76,47,59,0.11,0.795,0.094,-0.2312,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29994236926766193,0.0,0.0,0.3165602413004888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225414882495008,0.0,0.2838811193527489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742573122825855,0.3394251900902139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226892853125963,0.0,0.0,0.3223999848553694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33702481407034257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333216164452804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646871214243786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,backburnedbackburner,2019/07/09,"How do you stop bad habits? Hopefully this doesn't violate the diet part of rule #11. I need advice for stopping bad habits, but most of them that I find don't seem to work on me due to ADHD making my impulse control so awful. Honestly I just drink too much soda (dat *caffeine* tho), and while I've cut down dramatically in the last few months, if there is soda in front of me (and, where I'm living right now, there's plenty) there is a good chance I'll take it. I want to stop because it's unhealthy and frankly hurts my stomach, but not even actual pain is much of a deterrent. How do I fix this habit? I am medicated, obviously that might help but doesn't fix impulse control completely. Negative reinforcement (guilting, mostly) from loved ones has never worked in the slightest. I found a substitute drink I like a lot, but it's not particularly healthy either. I guess on the upside, I've developed some good habits to kind of 'balance it out,' like now I drink a ton of water *with* my soda, but I should really just like to stop drinking soda in the first place.",4.865142857142857,5.690116085714282,5.768571428571431,80.42142857142859,69.0952380952381,8.857142857142858,28.333333333333336,9.04235418022936,2.159619047619048,838,28,166,15,14,276,128,210,0.16,0.6629999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.5985,1,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,5,14,16,2,1,10,1,12,14,1,5,2,40,22,14,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,5,10,6,3,4,0,1,7,7,0,2,1,0,18,9,22,19,10,24,0,1,0,1,4,11,0,9,15,110,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.11615017568077235,0.0,0.14304362096184942,0.11630879625942615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876000171072905,0.0725558763719665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479431470085843,0.0,0.2669908922653793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663925115393639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861417605531174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087857058003016,0.10124168482308538,0.0,0.13050358389025313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996632326579046,0.0,0.0,0.13111826581577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797792240877321,0.0,0.0,0.11821760784058258,0.0,0.0,0.12741756715816804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394509589750535,0.0,0.09702038001571862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444722429460696,0.0,0.10510030122613258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118987972319643,0.10742373403427638,0.0,0.07944939026653647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990407658927656,0.0,0.12626556902104688,0.0,0.0,0.09500375670875147,0.0,0.17499255128149085,0.08825472790093591,0.0917985840380726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065368797728145,0.0,0.12664984178272326,0.0,0.0,0.12889130564000925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435466255883396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624977038723603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164577661593724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835490576570224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980373037809501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949117448907996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702033913163411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330166141417874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lovebirdslave89,2019/07/09,"Emotional intensity control? Hi everyone. So I think I’ve read a lot about the emotional regulation issues. Last night, I was in this state of super sensitive emotions. And like I was super keyed up and unable to tone down, so much so I was being a jerk to my wife. I hate those moments. Does anyone else have times where their emotions are out of control and someone trying to talk to them about it and completely overreacting without being able to stop it? What do you guys do? For reference, the whole thing started when I tried to open a roll of paper towels, fumbled it, and then screamed out of frustration. I then stopped, laughed at myself, then started crying. Then I went into our bird room, which we have two doors between the bird room and the main area of the house where the dogs are so as to prevent any accidents from happening. I forgot to close the second door and when my wife addressed this, I was just out of it. She wanted to know why I was acting like this and I tried saying I didn’t know, I don’t want to talk, but was all coming out in a very asshole type fashion. I ended up grabbing my bird and my phone and ran out of the room into the other bird safe room. I could not calm myself to be reasonable. Any advice is appreciated. My wife and I have an awesome relationship and we are typically so good with each other. She is a vet understanding woman and has done lots of research on adhd, and I know some things I do drive her insane. I just want to do better for me and for us.",4.331379034835411,5.416548855704701,5.268446788111216,82.56522371364655,70.51006711409397,7.958069670821349,26.942154042825184,8.269060116576782,1.6876811760945991,1181,38,234,17,21,387,165,298,0.067,0.8009999999999999,0.132,0.9666,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,1,2,5,13,13,3,0,15,0,26,0,0,3,1,56,42,28,0,4,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,14,29,0,7,7,1,0,5,4,4,0,2,11,3,38,9,44,27,8,44,0,0,0,0,21,23,0,3,17,179,52,4,0.10846066582388343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303486432186234,0.10598650736652526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751394406990026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583821938014973,0.11113076942506456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592464495870663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934292598435954,0.11371894456582055,0.0,0.2432957186381889,0.0865970161356691,0.0,0.11913894848702625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491465956600936,0.1109929178766912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906049689271945,0.4880146025814152,0.09606395708877967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363881417444272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097166061163764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739311132723416,0.09591140859121053,0.0,0.0,0.10708245282008327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514904615301806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320475615449535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882143633604491,0.08840991869869581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059768055234075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844187589867036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973106902471129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178298754871333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849001682040542,0.0,0.0,0.1115156285653364,0.0,0.11644616482378024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625227475551665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189837018441246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353803502825605,0.0,0.0,0.18135594635179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435314954447215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411289395078966,0.06949721521020592,0.0,0.0,0.06324428645947625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209130176479859,0.0,0.10595031055879868,0.1129113781934843,0.13046482657657885,0.0,0.0,0.08949140822452961,0.19191873246563906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054412383965247,0.09786888092866013,0.12109246003868893,0.0,0.10455221142633786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrmeeseeks1991,2019/07/09,"ADHD Inattentive Type - Job/Future So I saw another post where someone asked about Jobs for ADHD in general but when I looked into the comments many jobs there would be the horror for me since noises/crowds etc. are kinda stressful. I am 28, got diagnosed this year and I am rn struggling with and therefore restructuring my whole life, overthinking decisions, trying to decide what I want to do after university next year which is kinda hard rn since I learned through my diagnosis that the way in the music industry that I was trying to go before my diagnosis was too much for me to handle and too stressful. So I would be very interested just to hear what you people with inattentive type found for yourselves to find peace 🙂",8.77404051172708,8.410849559701498,8.430938166311304,68.71246268656715,60.865671641791046,11.537739872068233,35.56076759061834,10.914260884657429,3.940834968017057,587,22,98,13,7,188,90,134,0.125,0.804,0.071,-0.8290000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,3,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,21,19,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,4,14,1,18,10,3,12,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,5,68,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617924849730186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102238858983946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464359276726678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255435732396562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618197384957707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062554033793586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316359080816367,0.0,0.0,0.15791557950487553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185251969027361,0.0,0.11518965831351452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901778453831755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232623216853867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287666836050362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172885972433382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094442071212162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460183753478549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587467915016074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317183431442716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984854821249964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793578920553873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382773344245314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203160670882025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299594678689128,0.1505658206527417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556654764301276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883540818362227,0.08494946186497444,0.11432005226520656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079836268251108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462193829752645,0.0,0.0,0.185494287107165 adhd,neves00,2019/07/09,"First day on meds! What the actual f*ck?! So today is my first day on methylphenidate and where has this stuff been al my life?! I had told myself, like every other day, that I had to get shit done tomorrow. So I woke up. I showered before noon. Went with my bf to buy something he needed, When I got home I noticed it was a mess but not in an annoying way. I just started fixing the mess and ended up cleaning my whole kitchen. Toilets and the bathroom are also presentable. I fixed some diy house stuff and finally remembered to put clean sheets on the bed. I've been trying to clean my sheets for a month! Dont judge, I keep forgetting. My boyfriend notices that when he interrupts me, I can actually remember what I was talking about. And he's right! I hadn't even noticed that. Maybe this can actually help me get some order and clarity in my life so I can figure out what I wanna do with it and actually do it for a change. Cause i still dont know what i wanna be when i grow up and I'm 26 already. Do I wanna do forensics? Psychology? I used to be a graphics designer before I became burned out, but never did print. Which is my most favourite aspect of the job, when it actually becomes real and tangible. I feel like I could read a book, maybe even write a book?! I feel like I could survive a study, I can focus and remember shit! So now I just have to figure out what I wanna do and how I'm gonna do it. Damnit why did my mom never listen when I told her I thought I had adhd. My life could have been so much fcking easier if I would have knows this like 10, 15 years ago. TLDR: First day on meds was great succes. Can prioritise what needs to be done and actually go do it without having to push myself and 'be done with it already'. Actually enjoyed doing chores and am happy with the clean home it gave me :)",1.808625336927225,3.8020926657681926,3.5563989218328835,88.44473315363884,79.21563342318059,6.504150943396226,22.19029649595687,7.554174236665415,0.8692876549865236,1413,43,298,21,35,472,184,371,0.052000000000000005,0.7979999999999999,0.15,0.9911,2,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,4,21,12,3,0,14,0,47,6,2,3,2,60,70,29,0,11,7,1,2,4,1,2,3,1,10,0,24,21,1,1,10,3,1,5,7,5,0,3,22,3,47,7,33,39,5,47,0,0,0,0,13,14,2,4,30,212,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.49493124640221997,0.0,0.08707539576929509,0.0,0.06422592804500651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599091547877842,0.05794128305738714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800195371160823,0.1233057060879152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443001782135637,0.07664652047815272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354540713875458,0.0,0.0,0.18690684552286665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224361990977958,0.16983064373679999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417256732500427,0.0,0.0,0.0957101120212695,0.0,0.06104545706891563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326964334218733,0.10352202799587952,0.0,0.07936960374799859,0.0,0.1848875129497369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570824718153278,0.0,0.041177168057779434,0.0,0.0579479280154329,0.07988057769354176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712842452682431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856425938392113,0.0,0.14535415132554222,0.0,0.0,0.08360196512092942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189922336412115,0.0644002724643332,0.0,0.0,0.07963743468547403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352879920053056,0.1415890807215996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557917460813544,0.0,0.16095969144947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485702275121579,0.0578319372745093,0.0,0.053261884581271984,0.10744715924850687,0.11176168475639964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746741751498846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283608762960161,0.0,0.0,0.07247341374938518,0.08246829420466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622811696578545,0.06187515505826485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487455828184232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055778480186017936,0.0,0.0,0.051283177314327265,0.0,0.057861703639231765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588454854672627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823562534035996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752022936717462,0.0,0.0,0.06867773696959398,0.13846543452184829,0.0,0.0491913787703042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257682604671791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751045932747147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716540471334888,0.06537829109634745,0.08089208772861169,0.0,0.0698428841582501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146910549283334,0.0,0.0,0.046657876036511 adhd,rchristian683,2019/07/09,I want to go back to Adderall but I’m not sure I was hoping someone could give me some insight I was prescribed Adderall at a young age about eight years old and I took it till I was about 16. Then my mom made me switch to Vyvanse it is clear to me that vyvanse did not work as well as the Adderall did for me but my mother’s reason for changing was because there were studies released that Adderall was more addictive and more likely to be abused although I am not the type to abuse medication. I will soon be pursuing a career in the medical field which requires a lot of schooling and I would like to be on a good medication to help me focus but I’m hesitant because I’m not sure if there’s any other reason why Adderall would be bad for someone with ADHD to take personally I think it was a bad move switching to vyvanse Because after taking it for a while I ended up just stopping taking medication altogether because it just wasn’t working for me so I was wondering if anyone had any information or insight that could help in my decision to switch back to Adderall,6.436713395638628,6.196879883177573,7.07995327102804,76.06594236760127,65.58878504672897,9.37632398753894,36.0576323987539,8.841846274778883,3.0953314641744547,861,39,161,12,12,285,114,214,0.15,0.768,0.08199999999999999,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,2,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,11,9,0,0,9,0,23,5,0,3,3,38,37,16,0,8,12,2,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,10,4,0,2,8,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,14,0,20,7,30,14,4,21,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,7,15,122,30,6,0.0,0.2635343104643402,0.0,0.1212366865277322,0.1336543203934937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125493796017878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777614973261065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710291853537962,0.18571351012669216,0.2711734024024989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764676478962192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775862802086095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850016526429163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668397227360664,0.0632039207386739,0.09327872675838347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908512389811382,0.0,0.0,0.11045787241845374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866440624125176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094547834528813,0.0,0.10523078121678507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481345693345759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024928116867968,0.0,0.11819996716190301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116697507436691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710538079493494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868739069504695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255173029769723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845787587779803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297759132909897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096305889111876,0.0,0.2508510766252956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125968355943231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355979953863967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559528130378191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999227680253292,0.0,0.10035086246546332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060386525633447,0.1619262405665262,0.0,0.0,0.15800257363473047,0.0,0.0,0.07161640389422988 adhd,Amokiir,2019/07/09,"Mistakenly Took An Extra Concerta Dose I thought I had not taken my Concerta yet, so I took it. Turns out I actually had taken it already. It feels like I have my normal ADHD x 2. I'm really jittery and can't focus (working on my Masters thesis). Just needed to tell someone. Thanks for listening.",1.6340640394088697,4.249098120689658,4.934532019704439,74.44224137931037,85.0344827586207,7.452216748768473,27.25123152709359,8.418075326091056,2.773130049261084,233,11,39,6,7,85,45,58,0.04,0.861,0.099,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,15,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,2,8,2,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2428300091119783,0.0,0.29905493967605234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459893932272195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125819978055789,0.17776992894453875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156968573009007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451023646542045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438084231812092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941200544377565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108396441513589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174953946902073,0.2290966134564256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754958988792606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529363852754557,0.0,0.27066430667724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115703989973586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaveThyme,2019/07/09,"What it is like to have ADHD in photos- need ideas! I want to take a series of photos depicting what it is like to have ADHD and I need ideas for shots. I would like to show all aspects of ADHD. Here are some of my ideas so far: * photo of ""7/7/19 towel"" written on my mirror * photo of someone trying to grasp a branch while being swept downstream * photo of someone on their phone while watching TV &#x200B; I need any and all ideas from the symbolic to the practical. I want someone to look at the series and have a better understanding of or compassion for those of us with ADHD.",3.1926315789473665,5.2263798421052625,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,75.14035087719299,6.665263157894738,23.68070175438596,7.554174236665415,1.2041501754385964,458,14,85,6,10,150,65,114,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.9229999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,2,20,17,7,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,4,23,14,3,7,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,2,5,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804625464373802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083041251234478,0.14672204209005574,0.08211278373858999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679179756678346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452391986839935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769741274586216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139791268351994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685993462066634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069281773107152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078747216811864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197996900131578,0.0,0.0,0.12570293117285766,0.1452449821977363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424406031461256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857759180227555,0.0,0.14672204209005574,0.0 adhd,StudentPharmacist,2019/07/09,"About a year ago I got accepted to pharmacy school, so here’s a life update! Warning: Long post ahead. Hey everybody, Student Pharmacist here just checking in with a success story as well as some tips! About a year ago I told you all that I got accepted to pharmacy school and that the CEO of the company I work for is helping with school. That part hasn’t changed, thankfully! My first year of pharmacy school was the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I am by far not the smartest person in the class and our somewhat hidden disease of ADHD doesn’t help, medication or not! I say “somewhat hidden” because it tends to hide on us until our grades show up. This first semester I spent many hours every day studying. Sometimes until very late in the night; just to wake up early again in the morning with only a couple hours of sleep. Every now and then while trying to study, the sneaky grade killer would poke out its head. I’d have to take breaks and try to get my head back in the books later. I’ll be honest, there were tests I failed, but luckily there were also tests I blew away. It wasn’t until the very end of the first semester that I was actually making decent grades on tests. For the first month or so I wasn’t doing very well. F’s left and right. No matter how much I studied. So I reached out for help. If you’re struggling in school, something I urge everyone else to do is looking into tutoring and making friends that you can study with. I’m extremely introverted, but I’ve made a couple of friends, and without these relationships I built the outcome of my first year could have been way worse. It’s easier for me to learn when I’m explaining things to others and they’re explaining questions I have to me in a one on one conversation rather than one professor to an entire class while my mind may or may not be wandering elsewhere. The first semester ended with a couple of C’s, a couple of B’s and an A. The second semester was no easier, I had just figured out how to manage my time better. Making a schedule and trying to stick to it. After class each day I would go to the library until 4 o’clock to make flash cards and study. Afterwards I’d go home, eat if I could and study some more. I didn’t get tutored the second semester, however it may have helped. I ended up with 2 C’s, 3 B’s and and A the second semester. A few years ago, I didn’t think I’d ever be to this point in my life. There were times I felt like I was just too dumb and my life would end up with me doing nothing successfully. Now I’m here. I’m making it. Even if I’m not the greatest of students, I’m doing my best and it’s working. Without medication I wouldn’t be here. My biggest fear in life is failure to myself and my family. Conquering the first year of pharmacy school has boosted my confidence in myself. It’s known as the year to make or break students, and I freaking made it. Now on to conquer the next 3 years of pharmacy school. tldr; I successfully completed my first year of pharmacy school. ADHD struggles here and there, but I made it through. On to the next 3 years!",3.300388349514563,4.963262883495148,4.448199352750809,85.18571650485437,73.88673139158577,7.662446601941748,25.952233009708728,8.364918446050245,1.6821259805825242,2434,84,489,42,50,797,264,618,0.09,0.804,0.105,0.8106,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,3,2,0,19,34,20,1,3,38,0,43,11,4,11,3,91,75,46,0,10,21,0,1,1,2,7,6,1,1,1,22,31,1,0,10,2,2,3,15,6,2,14,22,3,51,14,87,40,12,96,0,1,1,0,20,29,1,15,61,337,73,33,0.0,0.0,0.05232066190502655,0.0,0.128870006199304,0.0,0.14257981268173536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287602393783272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050373207554498964,0.041226748435658066,0.0,0.032683303788657005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056265802439121715,0.047418251871487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056717729973600924,0.0,0.056214475000694895,0.0,0.0,0.08561468482282192,0.2372966182589956,0.0,0.06915468522543808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486169353569762,0.044788586282987375,0.0,0.18994847111369045,0.0,0.0,0.03541230740482723,0.09699596316694688,0.09034616910331142,0.05123158283568823,0.0,0.0,0.050543601051741896,0.060331960699771224,0.0,0.0,0.051478961407514734,0.0,0.0,0.3648402204320237,0.0,0.0,0.0828458789583329,0.0,0.05602341624419556,0.0,0.06094146177566982,0.0,0.08576188229303426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004924389963804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437484458744755,0.0,0.05378037681289094,0.0,0.10560026494337786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048023558951124,0.0,0.05825302802081717,0.0,0.15147989187948346,0.02619365888196813,0.0,0.0,0.04744772927045839,0.04502323092617097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521958817474731,0.21473121305234968,0.05435735682590178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802326583653138,0.0,0.0,0.054136027454702106,0.0,0.04279510905026408,0.0,0.03941331150742527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404066143966365,0.05031419550100974,0.0,0.05144519185662956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899305959684592,0.04077674503512396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058059993326421824,0.0,0.0,0.04681468952214366,0.0,0.0,0.05068365598153607,0.0,0.05134850250898911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006124940471889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575626167337878,0.0,0.04578705353845353,0.0,0.04263692704420653,0.0,0.4340912329209739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053653880047719316,0.0,0.0,0.0412755694295369,0.05302676399856448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210041228726828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04031192769605077,0.0,0.0,0.04936163573882158,0.0,0.0,0.07123905964133763,0.034354429527709916,0.0,0.0,0.06252686170605877,0.0,0.0,0.05123158283568823,0.0,0.10920352237979958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449243580355389,0.0,0.0,0.13271436565707015,0.0,0.042557218285245516,0.0,0.0,0.09641293520095016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033662016110504,0.0,0.07806494980559585,0.0,0.05463842832834105,0.11426001372720075,0.0,0.0,0.3452640508234009 adhd,jamesvanturdbeek,2019/07/09,"Sleeping After Taking Concerta Question for you all: I’ve seen a lot of posts around the internet from folks who take Concerta and report crashing and getting really sleepy later into the day... but has anyone ever felt really sleepy right after taking Concerta? I’ll take it around 630/7 am then I’ll get back into bed and pass out within 20 min or so even though I can feel the medication starting to work. On the days I don’t get back into bed I feel really dazed for awhile. Like, I think I’d be satisfied zoned out staring at a wall with a blank mind. It’s like the Concerta makes me feel less alert, I guess? Once I push through it and get out of bed, I move really slowly. I find myself not really caring about time - I’m fortunate to enjoy a very flexible job and understanding boss, but I’ve been “late” to work a lot recently because of it. (I say “late” because it’s fine as long as I’m getting my work done still... but not feeling able to get my ass in on time most days doesn’t exactly help me feel too great about myself.) Never had this with adderall or vyvanse.. I’m going to talk to my doctor, but I’m curious if anyone else has ever experienced something like this with Concerta or other stimulant meds?",3.966172839506172,5.2849804526748985,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,71.63374485596708,8.85679012345679,25.84567901234568,9.2995712137729,2.1526938271604936,962,30,186,21,18,324,140,243,0.049,0.7879999999999999,0.163,0.9835,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,14,8,0,0,10,0,10,4,2,3,5,49,38,18,0,1,10,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,9,16,0,0,10,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,5,10,17,7,35,32,5,41,0,0,2,1,6,15,1,9,24,112,26,7,0.10079893486199444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409619178949578,0.10328042063313347,0.0,0.17946484528474888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501631792389287,0.0,0.1228921902199672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277123198865433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950209222944894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031719810478366,0.0,0.10315230700650617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420457584038005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657674581895147,0.18235681486120625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548348506766972,0.0,0.09678278485136292,0.0,0.09212840033718768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159796988566767,0.0,0.057286357594436885,0.0,0.0,0.11113118153684913,0.11104139092288688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756340128763877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002738931972713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274111780337877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773580406811287,0.0,0.0,0.08920388539536747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139129963129154,0.0,0.0,0.0672840717369381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111964893138426,0.10154432228767188,0.0,0.0,0.10177818966431353,0.0,0.0,0.1071333155815476,0.0,0.0,0.07774235262279351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734757590667077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653751619864087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291787596539216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228718938841708,0.0,0.09952678770210947,0.0,0.0,0.0860817396161202,0.0,0.08015935877525925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087173064725484,0.0,0.0,0.07759994464715872,0.0,0.0,0.07134600490459016,0.0,0.08049815958808101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031530177359834,0.08101836564628037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458788737696441,0.09903444171776356,0.0,0.11755333904318105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104935246056703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316967777959312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014847526715614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cisco_kid42013,2019/07/09,"Any good tips for better eating habits/stop absent minded eating? I have been trying to lose weight and eat healthier but I am having trouble getting a good schedule down. I am busy basically all day and rarely have time for breakfast, plus my medication makes me not hungry. When My medication wheres off or when I don’t take it (usually Saturdays and Sundays). I am constantly hungry and don’t usually feel full until I feel sick. I have tried getting ingredients to make healthy meals but I don’t know how to cook well and am stressed by the possibility of messing up while cooking. Any advice on how to cut back on snacking and eat healthier? Also ways to get over my cooking anxiety?",4.478475524475527,6.662408861538463,5.539090909090909,76.39954545454545,71.92307692307692,8.419580419580418,30.279720279720287,9.095868883498916,2.8668461538461547,552,24,96,12,11,182,87,130,0.133,0.7659999999999999,0.102,-0.6416,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,1,2,0,12,14,0,4,1,20,21,17,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,3,3,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,3,12,4,17,20,2,22,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,13,65,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518468646498485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106308077343621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881524995378906,0.0,0.10583006545241933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637526665978313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235088574211675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494968799025876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892181455094655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662272675590873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989817618167782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683152570724448,0.0,0.0,0.23206681156977985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760282933018622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476757722404275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468664896264045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787268980660819,0.0,0.0,0.1396844178818236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559580711295238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115658810518888,0.15846851785710667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401480157790788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066742879033964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878481690346992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30472492175478744,0.0,0.0,0.1098082098435889,0.0,0.16846139873796456,0.12438467840193325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keshas_spaceship,2019/07/09,"In the words of Barbie: ""Math is tough!"" I'm an office admin who does a lot of HR and payroll stuff. I'm trying to figure out how many PTO hours someone is going to have accrued by their last day so we can pay them for those hours. I knew this guy got 200 per year yet it has taken me 3 very distracted hours to realize I could just divide that by 12. I had been calculating how much he gets a quarter and then trying to figure out what that number is per month. Face. Palm. I've been going in circles for no reason. No wonder all my math teachers hated me. In case you'd like to know he has accrued 117 hours (rounding up) and used 48 which leaves him with 69. Nice.",1.31432967032967,3.123256542857145,2.9385714285714317,93.17565934065935,80.0,5.164835164835165,18.62637362637363,5.8734145424116955,-0.30338461538461514,516,11,114,3,13,170,103,140,0.09300000000000001,0.86,0.047,-0.7683,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,2,0,5,5,1,1,4,0,12,2,2,4,1,22,24,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,7,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,6,1,11,2,18,16,3,18,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,2,11,68,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554439959887413,0.0,0.0,0.1094850761610522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856343922810006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869576911965799,0.0,0.1929639492139788,0.0,0.13577744131086192,0.0,0.0,0.16809510818594134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676088556253903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6687415617474397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329899691387417,0.13838201226039748,0.0,0.1797577647230555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293913068305013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443290489504871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211615764272742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355056641040192,0.0,0.1247976011482856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454780308017587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384224730383685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434154357239009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305200469706721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662338442395098,0.0,0.14007479400962028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841040702724382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932378848040364 adhd,AgreeableLoopyFruits,2019/07/09,"How to make the most from ritalin Hey guys, so recently I got diagnosed with ADHD (I am 23m) and I have been prescribed ritalin. I was wondering what I can do to make the most out of it. Meaning how can I change my lifestyle diet etc. to make its effects more prominent and whilst im working is there any tips you guys have on how to organise my surroundings so that I can maximise my concentration whilst i am on it. thanks for any advice in advance!",4.5275091575091535,5.186266604395605,5.885439560439561,79.88039377289377,69.76923076923077,10.022710622710623,32.74908424908425,10.125756701596842,3.267789743589743,355,16,72,9,6,120,59,91,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.6989,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,7,0,15,18,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,12,1,12,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556718863127229,0.20788686090616132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893407051005837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505048982925446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159264089992373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726110138875356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701474444385353,0.0,0.0,0.42129167856352895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979547983629836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260163858951527,0.0,0.0,0.2317359984241424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100548777843446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958622163998032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307072276893905,0.15487710104426544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moythman,2019/07/09,"sensory overload music? Any good suggestions for straight mindnumbing music, it doesn't necessarily need to be loud just constant non stop sound, this is really the only stuff that helps me focus. I was thinkin metal but i don't know where to start.",5.337666666666667,7.963213377777778,5.579722222222222,75.09625000000003,70.7777777777778,8.944444444444445,29.027777777777786,9.516144504307137,3.0637777777777786,202,8,33,5,4,64,41,45,0.075,0.8079999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546012878882922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045877493199618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31402457712179904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509489280901261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057575789654051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776089842797969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847440998841635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984688199966514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649985511844782,0.0,0.0,0.3130107990705354,0.0,0.0,0.4285924481564111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,L9pendragon,2019/07/09,Side effects. I'm starting medication and have some minor side effects. Is that enough to try something different or just deal with them? Have people found something that works for them with little to zero side effects or will they minimize over time?,6.01431818181818,8.904203613636367,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,69.68181818181819,7.127272727272729,31.45454545454545,8.07648339933343,2.632609090909092,205,9,31,3,4,61,33,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,11,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30906703196009194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132134044502578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30975990722795266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287007576727349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004651350401932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30200366647469845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078344236387261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615810568961922,0.0,0.0,0.2121906432982709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480809659061605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353556180856305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182483642008195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,batbiscuit,2019/07/09,"Losing interest doesn't automatically mean I do not like or care. It could apply to anything. Video games, people, tv shows, hobbies, etc. If I lose interest in something, it doesn't mean I have stopped liking it. My brain just thinks it won't provide a sufficient amount of dopamine and, in turn, that hinders my motivation to pay attention to it. Sure, I may not touch that one video game you bought me for months on end, but I will eventually come back to it. Why do non-ADHDers get so twisted about this? Losing interest doesn't equal me not caring about it at all. This can also apply to me forgetting things or people. If I happen to forget about something important, don't take it to heart and automatically assume that I stopped caring. I care about a lot of things. That particular task you wanted me to do just got overridden with another. My brain is very complicated and my memory can be fickle. It is *not* my fault that this happens, nor it is anyone else's. I never stopped caring. I care too much. There are too many things to care about. I get overwhelmed. I forget. Shit happens and move on. If I offend you with my ADHD brain, then that's on *you*, not *me*.",1.9077958046542136,4.574092057522126,3.3381612586037366,86.03818911832188,84.17699115044249,6.180006555227795,21.64470665355621,7.526774132740827,1.0406321206161917,919,30,178,16,27,300,120,226,0.19699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.09,-0.9821,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,0,4,13,20,2,1,2,0,19,5,5,1,3,39,40,14,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,22,7,0,3,6,6,2,2,12,7,0,1,2,1,28,13,25,33,6,16,0,4,0,0,6,6,1,8,10,128,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135433030699205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031918126543969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220435927434456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148409248066574,0.09009671588579854,0.07236053612861203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761427319928537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944835477294229,0.0,0.0,0.627567674789402,0.0,0.0,0.0757456240346189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020653955423434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345589511804378,0.0,0.07788164424191647,0.0,0.09806741350236586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188167185690536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703272457746232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327390716598595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419983246163038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591825816670237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29512021668400273,0.0,0.07475663409151699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914923718889928,0.0,0.19156743223245606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018647612808222,0.09345779032156368,0.06464013081484371,0.0,0.06781857213217359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958499265679881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192194148658075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026092492879853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353886849563392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054524490188715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287486068677291,0.0,0.06611391380245553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525432239339914,0.05634326915976433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564475567222464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255310138442134,0.051864566406992385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934494474130575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaximusDynasty,2019/07/09,"Severe Dry Throat Hi, I get severe dry throat if i have coffee in the morning around my medication. Even if i have it an hour or two later i still get it and it gets bad. I am constantly thirsty no matter how much water i drink and i keep getting dry cough. I have a cough drop in my mouth right now as i type it. &#x200B; I wanted to know what are the best ways to deal with it other than skipping on the coffee? Anything i can take with the coffee or after it that would help?",0.5552655265526525,2.691516227722776,2.2443744374437458,95.32535553555357,84.74257425742574,4.4648064806480665,17.102610261026097,5.565023196281405,-0.6165326732673271,373,8,83,2,11,122,66,101,0.131,0.7909999999999999,0.078,-0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,7,8,3,1,0,15,15,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,13,1,11,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,6,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144507887392207,0.2259140881221737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299695394701154,0.16550890464562812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523607877259596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951123798999088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009143050562597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916761522627909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821315758631465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279891649956995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38854371926376224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461877448485895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830945096131556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525492476990858,0.0,0.0,0.10217719408800004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872956180153178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667315979845193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877532350415122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200751044176567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847656874830262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978928248005787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161757897928466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966088841504197,0.14757525497904878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207278215947416,0.0,0.2259140881221737,0.0 adhd,silence_thief,2019/07/09,"Day 1 after diagnosis. Here we go! After years of not understanding why I had such a hard time getting things done, I finally got diagnosed with adhd yesterday, at 27. Such a weird feeling— like, nothing has changed about me, but knowing this is something I have has a weird impact on how I see myself- like ADHD is now a part of my identity, if that makes sense. Took my first dose of Strattera a few hours ago and the nausea hasn’t totally worn off. But I just wanted to say thank you to the community here for making me feel less alone while figuring this out. Y’all are the best.",5.63548872180451,6.004992473684213,6.287744360902256,78.98921052631579,67.24561403508773,9.67218045112782,31.19799498746867,9.606745405546679,2.72814686716792,458,17,90,9,7,150,88,114,0.084,0.7929999999999999,0.122,0.8147,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,2,8,6,0,0,8,0,9,2,0,3,1,18,22,6,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,4,13,4,14,17,5,18,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,14,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384495864622244,0.0,0.16169798220667708,0.0,0.0,0.18892469607453094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143102835926887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296860445200892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176411953147806,0.0,0.0,0.185145199375168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866716742944892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922334160522552,0.0,0.0,0.19982435700425366,0.0,0.1551602739952296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530318345170248,0.0,0.1036694243368873,0.0,0.14589221702778934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340608087471364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963990947249373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002493298947229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782354054824826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435239829137811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503004585973894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753533669114265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506201700371568,0.0,0.0,0.14535942154091047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043032107397402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794124106205066,0.0,0.0,0.12118698974607063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636639768373904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266738423260555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989820627737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759182298351093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459922140777955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746789246651725 adhd,HasAngerProblem,2019/07/09,I just took my medication (Adderal XR) and 2 pepto bismol chewable after without thinking Has anyone else done this?? Anything happen?,5.358484848484848,9.02929,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,80.81818181818181,4.751515151515153,34.60606060606061,6.42735559955562,3.1329515151515164,108,6,11,1,3,35,22,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422365845003273,0.3549653227415727,0.28508787260573903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545250079699579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894033956897809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063528155281475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489985121328427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198263860096507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384903902972258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33395260074501737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SmallPaintedStars,2019/07/09,"Who do I see to get tested for ADHD? My therapist has been asking me to get tested for ADHD but I don't know who I'm supposed to go to and I forgot to ask her. I'm using my insurance's find-a-doctor feature to find something in network, but I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be looking for a psychologist or a psychiatrist. Who did you see to get tested? Addtl info: I live in the US (Illinois) and I'm not sure myself that I have ADHD, just that I have issues with getting things done, so I want to go to someone who will do a thorough evaluation to rule out other potential issues.",4.671820276497699,4.056787887096776,7.0201843317972354,76.28241935483874,69.3225806451613,9.02119815668203,30.617511520737327,8.418075326091056,2.2705382488479264,454,16,92,6,7,165,70,124,0.048,0.9329999999999999,0.019,-0.4826,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,19,31,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,14,2,18,25,0,5,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,2,0,65,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346843272975348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772814724787502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179161349051934,0.0,0.1517626680884141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710875257691965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30992308720888656,0.0,0.16856492551447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095739108938667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150195168281031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095185809287888,0.0,0.12453487898645628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635223424455365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565434010535234,0.1141687954921188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27954250458189395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721880472572464,0.09852411176455553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838696875192095,0.1280838207073363,0.0,0.0,0.08747134337432796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oneironautik,2019/07/09,"Apps/tips for better sleep hygiene? Hey guys! Just wondering if anyone here has had any luck improving their sleep hygiene or bedtime habits. If yes, what worked? What didn't work? I tried to make a tracker in my bullet journal but that lasted.. Maybe two days tops. Every night, I try to get to bed at a decent time but my brain takes forever to wind down. I know not using phones/screens at least an hour before bed is supposed to help, but then I double-check that I set my alarm and it's game over. Melatonin does help a bit. Cannabis makes my mind race even more (maybe it's the wrong kind?). I'll take any advice at this point.",1.498809523809527,3.917804119047621,1.873968253968254,97.65714285714287,83.20634920634922,4.552380952380953,18.52380952380953,5.773587663045528,-0.4251999999999998,493,12,106,3,14,149,97,126,0.055999999999999994,0.7859999999999999,0.158,0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,3,5,0,1,5,1,4,3,3,3,0,16,12,8,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,10,3,12,10,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,6,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669099096429145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180853643702961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211960883424832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364450180404243,0.0,0.0,0.14181548246040987,0.17505935896748934,0.0,0.0,0.1790022906598549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341171028639748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032231492452804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590886971671974,0.0,0.13510077927967798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377562953273215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587705214061766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495684045747146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579112676009181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697859943478072,0.0881235066656625,0.13070567297839294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140681374537639,0.0,0.3221838426772349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190657708735606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047648590929213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158144474324278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209292027661442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411246829857173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350067441975883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773261843898767,0.0,0.15663747741984746,0.0,0.0,0.13848987901288584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389143292510795,0.23347167141320185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753162401652849,0.0,0.0 adhd,freelancewriterjason,2019/07/09,"Frustrated when people point out the obvious, but I also need it... sometimes. This many not be ADHD necessarily, but the question stands. How do you respond when someone states something obvious, like: You will do better with more money? &#x200B; I want to say, Gee, thank you. I couldn't figure that out myself. &#x200B; That being said, I do occasionally overlook obvious details, and need them pointed out to me, and I have heard on many occasions that it is difficult for others to give people with ADHD the kind of support they need, so maybe this is a symptom of people trying to help, but are not always sure what kind of help to give...",8.800028248587573,8.15750261864407,8.480000000000004,69.29367231638419,60.94915254237289,10.578531073446328,36.61581920903954,9.725611199111238,3.595639548022598,511,20,84,8,6,164,77,118,0.06,0.769,0.171,0.9384,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,2,1,5,9,1,0,4,0,11,1,0,1,4,24,21,10,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,12,7,15,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,3,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042386716853265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012225028515979,0.10532108189274307,0.2742893312452026,0.3076065421716417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194587777632437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284579742037515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696819823304884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636181263044552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061838469787173625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665568777053394,0.1271622549530902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815627254747542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632548583695588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930980725074044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179369798735578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040243020130792,0.10065803852458903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724713884462377,0.09744412052620507,0.12518655596046424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363654944294216,0.11929605366886654,0.13156056696068355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653385401540488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593655879037915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465759877396162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076065421716417,0.0 adhd,G1rvo,2019/07/09,"5yo diagnosed in 1 hour Hi, not sure if this is the right place to post this but, We took our boy to what we thought was an initial assessment with a paediatrician, set up by his school senco teacher, we were shocked when after a few quick tests she said yes he has it, then ushered us out without us getting the chance to ask her anything. we were expecting an 18 month gradual assessment, wouldn’t that be a usual time frame to properly diagnose adhd? I mean he’s only just turned 5, I read you can’t tell for definite until they’re 7? Does a 1 hour diagnosis count as definite proof? Surely not. She had a strong accent, they could barely understand each other, how could she of concluded this in an hour? Any advice greatly appreciated",4.371118881118882,6.018305132867134,5.488391608391608,78.86797202797206,71.0979020979021,9.116083916083916,29.08391608391609,9.573946990214177,2.7408377622377627,586,23,111,14,11,194,112,143,0.053,0.8059999999999999,0.14,0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,7,1,1,2,4,5,0,0,10,1,11,2,0,2,3,25,19,7,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,1,16,4,16,8,2,20,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,1,11,71,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557323893293114,0.14275863501179242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993470292770308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022061417497724,0.0,0.1365755560816053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332838797465052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965589963441073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784539823917296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632662507107357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610660695777658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316112281303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591361506635023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660860626983408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110894474369476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263421559839618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991499132724725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613073964336676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247610910875432,0.1389661907786943,0.0,0.0,0.1478520991891138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753784641319137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769015265262246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159800984530364,0.08518695663804114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231270446801596,0.0,0.1589052802081698,0.0,0.15208609688833966,0.3514594644526445,0.0,0.16089882301519592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082670862123775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lardson,2019/07/09,"The problem with seld-diagnosis I recently vidted a new doctor and brought up the ADHD question to her. As I explained my symptoms, I realized that those that I thought were ADHD symptoms were actually ones describing GAD/Depression. Knowing now that I probably don’t have ADHD is a humongous weight off my shoulders. This is just advice to always SEE A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL and DO NOT SELF-DIAGNOSE. I made the mistake of self-diagnosing and it only served to make me feel more misunderstood and isolated than before. Even if you do countless self-tests and match symptoms online, you can never truly be sure of something unless it’s diagnosed.",9.655507246376814,9.498309869565222,9.738913043478266,59.37735507246376,59.0,12.884057971014494,43.51449275362319,12.161744961471696,5.85044927536232,525,28,76,15,6,174,84,115,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.914,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,10,8,1,2,2,22,18,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,3,12,1,11,12,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,4,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.12458532839189873,0.0,0.4602955541163705,0.12475546844347825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622981288869457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086358701138804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996006425946392,0.3887403011416515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067337356787095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432335881288636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455266110505094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016286824979058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080233198516335,0.08521922863118953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861184815130072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984652556163791,0.1233023289713146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865109858316878,0.09709709292621893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764745036036033,0.1221608151274212,0.0,0.0,0.14301712188384513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605652210339766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017346844427888,0.0,0.39955598599762665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828488755123026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032536346815245,0.3980870921739065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135394970282584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546495142141686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psilocindream,2019/07/09,I’m about to fail biochemistry for the third time despite doing the best I could Nothing worse than studying for hours just to feel like it was all a waste of time.,13.910000000000005,6.822015757575759,11.22545454545455,73.35818181818183,58.09090909090909,14.412121212121216,45.12121212121213,8.841846274778883,4.026539393939394,132,4,28,1,1,39,28,33,0.243,0.629,0.127,-0.6822,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,7,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957294644957898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30107322662436736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066648001532852,0.26939097532985745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713546638019721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842256246813858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618250756546924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397648380881635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842837931025784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweet_lotus_,2019/07/09,Need help filling script in CA So I am having trouble since my doctor mailed me my prescription and she’s on the east coast. In California you can’t have an out state doctor fill schedule 2s. Idk what to do and I’m out here on an internship struggling. If anyone ahas any advice let me know!,1.3049636803874094,3.8096107796610177,2.6971428571428566,90.73762711864408,85.27118644067797,5.405326876513318,20.292978208232448,6.868970318607317,0.4520537530266342,232,7,47,3,7,75,49,59,0.122,0.8340000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.5797,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30565896354564753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127108458108188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187130429038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.640316427425617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965942156895004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719035634765549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198533576519071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319330052907927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587466719801274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270005105768278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Exosan,2019/07/09,"Went to take my Vyvanse this morning. Popped 5mg melatonin instead. And induced vomiting didn't bring it back up, the chewables dissolve real danged fast in acid. This is going to be an interesting day.",3.944459459459459,6.903698513513517,4.601283783783781,78.54895270270273,77.37837837837839,5.8621621621621625,33.57432432432432,7.1686216300943375,2.662951351351352,163,9,25,2,4,52,35,37,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820704732779001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204468496309341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238866787197753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655588482785389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735923369657023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606132490090346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MartoMarexy,2019/07/09,"KHAT The Best Stimulant Ever? I am a freelance SEO specialist based in the UK, and I recently traveled to Kenya for vacation. Out of curiosity, I decided to try chewing khat leaves with some locals in Mombasa, a coastal town in Kenya. For those who use Ritalin like me, it usually induces feelings of euphoria, energy, loss of appetite, and concentration. Similarly, Khat invokes almost identical feelings. It results in a prolonged release of dopamine in your brain. It is long-lasting, which means chewing Khat after dinner won’t help you get to sleep. It also makes you VERY chatty and super productive. Unlike Adderall, the effects of Khat are much more subtle and less intense. In order to feel it, you have to chew a handful of bitter Khat leaves. It will leave your mouth parched and very green. Other than that, the feeling of Khat is very enjoyable. It is somewhat like a mixture of a strong cup of coffee, a dash of cocaine, and a calming cup of chamomile tea. I know it is Illegal in many countries but anyone else here who has had experience with Khat? **TLWR: I am a digital nomad diagnosed with ADHD who traveled to Kenya recently, and discovered Khat, a natural plant 10 times better than Ritalin**",4.804495412844035,7.431632064220189,5.549073394495412,74.69260091743121,72.39449541284405,8.580183486238532,34.294495412844036,9.255337874911486,3.758259816513761,962,51,151,23,20,312,135,218,0.031,0.8220000000000001,0.147,0.9662,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,0,6,3,10,1,0,14,0,12,12,4,6,1,29,21,9,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,15,11,5,0,9,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,7,11,8,33,18,6,19,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,3,8,102,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747746725762786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478758598387663,0.0,0.0,0.1180961863662124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325826770856868,0.15131118364517016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154976513226354,0.13060713648016006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648548959596113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988770465105414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233640796642914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335811053695508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445514985350608,0.0,0.0,0.298677039876896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715444668142937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898389411329096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115869059223177,0.12037538760400025,0.0,0.4691016610449815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442937537969042,0.0,0.0,0.13068832797327898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857466180493576,0.1497199589074324,0.0,0.16086210598231032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855861513276677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916238326546182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778232763777466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611087543518102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026209169574367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754437114724998,0.16264389588654016,0.36554370066673786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,undefeatedmonarch,2019/07/09,"5mg Dexedrine Booster + 50mg Vyvanse? Hey guys, so I have a quick question and I'd like to know other people's thoughts on using Dexedrine as a booster and if 5mg is enough! I've been on Vyvanse for about 6 months and worked my way up to 50mg 5 months ago. Yesterday, I had an appointment with my doctor and told her about how my Vyvanse works well, but tends to last max about 8 hours, which isn't enough for when I have long days. At first, she offered Ritalin as a booster but I told her that it made my brother EXTREMELY speedy and overly talkative. She went on to say that it's rare that she gives prescription for Dexedrine as a booster due to potential abuse and how often it's sold among students (I'm a college student). Anyways, in the end, I was given 5mg per day of Dexedrine as a booster and I'll be picking that prescription up today. I've got a few things I'd like to know: 1. How effective is 5mg for you? 2. Is Dexedrine regarded as a good booster to be used in combination with Vyvanse? 3. How greatly does a tolerance to Vyvanse affect the effectiveness of Dexedrine? 4. Any other noteworthy experiences, tips, and/or advice? Thanks everyone! :)",3.0069827586206905,4.914530560344829,4.090896551724139,86.39375862068968,75.29310344827586,7.398620689655173,30.134482758620692,8.238735603445708,2.1953820689655177,918,43,185,16,20,298,130,232,0.026000000000000002,0.852,0.122,0.9655,0,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,1,0,5,13,6,0,0,12,0,11,2,0,11,0,28,27,21,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,9,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,11,1,15,6,34,14,3,27,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,3,17,107,26,6,0.0,0.1797364722187326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823682727912812,0.13447048668391506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031593529765622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566439323697166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526859503026536,0.13275131284104935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435876479515574,0.313487684949023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495325280473198,0.0,0.1483890492082833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903362969291626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552185470615436,0.0,0.12723648204339266,0.12132617339681362,0.1672467878006473,0.0,0.15020415796635106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939126465873226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673771678176305,0.12365353075159075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822325790621202,0.0,0.0,0.13424732001760808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435396351344203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421666447770867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051677941510878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993567223274567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063576650515873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966247513867933,0.0,0.0,0.10078093287573388,0.0,0.0,0.12043069633426283,0.0,0.0,0.14379128485585546,0.289906505609464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262035489708773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041024070156442,0.0,0.0,0.1363940736971945,0.14062489924313912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087485449457195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CyanideCherries,2019/07/09,"ADHD Friend?! Hello everyone! I suck at this b/c I’m really awkward, and I’m really bad at making friends. Or finding them in the first place. I guess I’ll just give it a go then. I’m Shelly. I’m 24. This is my first post on this forum even though I’ve been lurking for months. Sorry 😐 My goal today is to persuade some of you to message me in the hopes that we hit it off and become friends. I’ve never had a friend I can actually relate to. Growing up, I was always the odd one out. I’ve never had an actual conversation with someone about what it’s like to have ADHD, challenges we face, or even just sharing hilarious stories about our shortcomings, etc. Here are some of the things that interest me: - Mental Challenges (Rubik’s cubes, Sudoku, learning a new skill) - Math & Science (What I’m Majoring in) - Violin & Piano - Anime/Manga (One Punch Man right now) - I have a pretty big collection of video games/consoles - I’m really bad at making lists - I already forgot where I was going with this list Anyway, I’m done with this list b/c it’s clearly not working out. I warned you I was bad at this. In conclusion: Friend. Would like. Please and thank you. Looking forward to hearing from you! ✌️",0.555738636363639,3.0378645208333377,2.684696969696972,88.76818181818184,91.29166666666666,5.242424242424242,20.189393939393934,6.850034144686104,0.6516666666666668,935,31,183,14,33,314,144,240,0.096,0.7290000000000001,0.175,0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,3,4,1,8,11,18,1,1,9,0,14,1,1,2,3,29,34,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,15,10,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,5,0,4,8,2,21,13,28,24,4,31,0,0,1,0,20,18,1,6,12,112,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.2209251077444896,0.0,0.2720781711085257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491413330306213,0.0,0.09418778744270616,0.2452947193937367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835407342425581,0.0,0.12501562076833908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583837528419445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262429895442012,0.14952922122991769,0.0,0.0,0.10816322410485203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345870608515363,0.1925681988570287,0.0,0.0,0.4372731075220365,0.0,0.0,0.10858751134021916,0.12866330928052616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469768914613814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757964136518185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242874836994328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060328176324663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505577511065233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511178524009259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407451709036505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035162910427988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460681355439436,0.10932499301781956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534085041364344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826528484919012,0.12425475085313165,0.0,0.0,0.10841007200853812,0.1151605957056112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754795426987888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666840372401464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959102445189735,0.0,0.0,0.12671318028022022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104215278409883,0.0,0.0,0.07520211114419505,0.0,0.11121407905146903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072961707809346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824077277451861,0.0,0.0,0.08041088970863965,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,icecoldsweettaylor,2019/07/09,"ADD in Las Vegas So I just got back from a trip to Las Vegas, and I slept for a total of 8 hours over 3 nights. Absolutely zero chill. The first few days, I was SO EXTREMELY EXCITED and I couldn’t sleep. Towards the end of my trip, I was SO NERVOUS & ANXIOUS, but I was still wayy too excited. I suppose I wanted to ask, or just write a post about this, because Las Vegas I think overwhelmed me with stimulation. There are bazillion lights, a ton of people, people wearing costumes, or nothing at all. There were so many things I wanted to do but I didn’t have the time for. There were big $$ win highs and big beat lows. There were so many choices of food, drinks, places to be. Anyway, I think Las Vegas trolled with my ADD. Everyone else was able to go to sleep fine. Even with the time change. Without major excitement or anxiety. Either Vegas did a number on my ADD or I have a sensory problem that I’ve never really faced/dealt with. 😂😂😂",0.9395738636363618,3.28716721875,2.748011363636365,90.9049431818182,85.14583333333334,5.5742424242424224,20.70643939393939,6.980632752743323,0.5399291666666666,734,23,153,10,22,243,114,192,0.087,0.825,0.08900000000000001,0.0816,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,17,9,0,2,10,0,15,6,4,1,3,31,23,14,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,2,1,0,3,4,4,0,2,11,1,17,5,24,10,6,24,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,4,10,102,20,0,0.16094287147865027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438153400589612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312085616115638,0.1818196342038339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045985914188612,0.0,0.0,0.12375513375650485,0.0,0.09810928063565988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025621776121688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379483763217223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766274245798045,0.0,0.0,0.13444711738221238,0.0,0.14254761375497216,0.0,0.0,0.10630124872327704,0.0,0.0,0.1537878107530857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689792426203592,0.19461275903682704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146754279124564,0.0,0.12872071673258878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004498009400326,0.0,0.0,0.15849630893382236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263416213936087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412906429764035,0.0,0.0,0.15103398231359946,0.0,0.1544290258370123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231550449718364,0.0,0.16815104575115145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413878215774787,0.0,0.0,0.1540005921955016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310412464697813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32211820499129706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285291850612325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692329239062676,0.2062513869103923,0.0,0.0,0.1876941652549774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985655096824464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514318484565687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PatoBanton,2019/07/09,"Do you have days where the meds just don’t work and you’re riddled with ADHD? I got my formal diagnosis about 2 months ago (at the tender age of 35). Started 30mg of Elvanse and it instantly and dramatically improved every aspect of my life. Moved up to 50mg and stayed about the same maybe a bit less of an effect, wasn’t sure if it was because I’ve got a bit of tolerance for the meds? The one difference I notice is I get a bit spaced out around lunchtime before I eat which I didn’t get with 30mg. Anyways, things are going well I haven’t had a meltdown from frustration with myself or been overwhelmed by a situation since I started treatment. I have started to grow in all aspects of my life. Home, work and social. Then today came. Walked into work, people were talking, had to sit outside with a cup of tea until it quietened down. Couldn’t organise my thoughts or get a decent grasp of them. Got that drop in my chest from anxiety. Are some days just like that? I’m sure I took my pill this morning, but it really feels like I haven’t. Suppose I’m asking for advice on how to gauge the right dose for me 30, 50 or 70. People’s experience with getting the right dose and how they deal with bad days (if that’s a thing). Also what things should I be looking at lifestyle wise that can help and also if it’s just a case of sometimes it just be like that?",2.974349951124143,4.4161150322580704,4.0741886608015685,88.44037390029328,74.30465949820787,6.6497882046269154,24.50977517106549,7.1686216300943375,0.8935720430107525,1070,33,226,11,22,348,158,279,0.037000000000000005,0.862,0.10099999999999999,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,4,14,11,1,1,17,0,21,9,1,3,3,41,40,20,0,5,11,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,17,17,2,0,4,0,0,6,6,3,1,1,13,2,22,8,38,23,7,35,0,1,1,0,8,14,0,7,15,146,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754029054968002,0.10370303526060123,0.0940724236888448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973447001124622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118448395474633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447276001720124,0.09921150974087832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860901380077009,0.06469213720502304,0.0,0.09030361241511392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475794000149182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137745630802045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532338532404765,0.10940906879007302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087687579015576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859123142694728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941395284536809,0.0,0.0,0.10380952618041088,0.0,0.0,0.0536594265106356,0.0758149268931739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217814058088857,0.0,0.06031265125703955,0.0,0.2546309038464247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113260522600398,0.0,0.10645091261933112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991688130180109,0.1555403136645522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911733805503917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661570965866024,0.0,0.23575943161536825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470707503396394,0.11279289820492484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082275003401954,0.0,0.0,0.07191229311280653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714588358793773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798568020120356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181258441244326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778677692503242,0.11928769668817743,0.0,0.10817993946436284,0.0,0.0,0.10495923895319484,0.0,0.22534510273060826,0.11311394452671247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004101729834484,0.0,0.0,0.08529836138707388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151198715138853,0.0,0.0,0.0842505130313814,0.0,0.0,0.1005930372180429,0.0,0.11790754452996692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954181204062289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317783634902701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WinnarlysMistress,2019/07/09,"Adderall feels like its killing me. I've been taking adderall for about 6 years, although the first 4.5-5 was kinda on and off. I was prescribed 15mg twice a day but I rarely ever took that much. Id usually just take one If I need to study for school without my usual symptoms distracting me. For about the past year, I've been taking it more regularly and the come down is making me feel so terrible. Im very irritable, which before I was almost never irritable. Ive become depressive when I don't take it and almost have to take it to even get out of bed in the morning. Because of this, I want to stop taking it. &#x200B; My question is, to those who have had similar experiences and stopped taking it, how long did it take for these side effects to go away? Is it better to taper off, like only take half my prescribed dose, a day or to go cold turkey? Any general advice is more than welcome.",5.277818181818184,5.5184983777777825,6.197373737373737,79.77590909090911,68.0,8.767676767676766,30.25252525252525,8.575989854853784,2.2122222222222216,708,25,139,10,11,235,117,180,0.15,0.774,0.076,-0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,1,1,6,0,15,2,0,3,2,27,34,11,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,14,6,0,2,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,4,8,3,13,4,25,26,3,26,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,6,16,94,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156309708243967,0.0,0.0,0.20814976562937787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126124402206451,0.1262911801364101,0.07067868068703223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764940965356377,0.0,0.0,0.06335719870602917,0.1147869318607182,0.08844017469270404,0.0,0.0,0.09192117252102901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952993379638957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405765713323006,0.0,0.08951819764626161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864742351002147,0.09401424886219346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166739053537327,0.0,0.0,0.1051043015354867,0.0742504668354183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088406203100425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430122269961517,0.0,0.1181361691010262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226654982420807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498756642762582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015538001515479,0.0,0.0,0.09197831501298892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693767487609685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640344516533279,0.07706574039158813,0.080160304315192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042836488327567,0.07904648668572059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921675865818433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642986087556464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051867517684381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378694744706755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802721647973887,0.7033088658354529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547449273549527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289372237412155,0.08575643077019457,0.06130296312133144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018866234128496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262911801364101,0.13386017041311865 adhd,Loch_Luan,2019/07/09,"this explains so much lads, I basically forgot I had ADHD for years. I thought it was just me being hyper and easily distracted so I didn't think that it might be related to anything else. Reading all of these posts about all of y'alls struggles is making me realize just how much of my problems might be caused by it. Thanks for helping me to realize one of the causes of my problems. It might make my life a whole lot easier maybe",4.7149803921568605,5.906784988235295,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,69.70588235294117,8.960784313725489,29.46078431372549,9.2995712137729,2.570254901960784,344,13,65,7,6,113,60,85,0.11199999999999999,0.775,0.11199999999999999,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,10,1,0,5,2,22,17,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,0,11,1,11,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204683263746912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015317954231354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499169618196127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227475095848238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415728891418675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029718774891107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479411735127493,0.0,0.0,0.22737064949990315,0.0,0.1711024126225224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420258923601017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25039946756694104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540857241594822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311288238477872,0.0,0.0,0.3259332937542413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703592011273447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178048243583125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680143122337775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912976521503306,0.0,0.13520958675327518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014850729432184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096760601807049 adhd,ah-shrimp,2019/07/09,"I broke down to the lyrics of a Hannah Montana song I (22m) picked up 2 Hannah Montana CD's at my local Goodwill about a month ago because I thought it was pretty cool. I loved the show as a kid and, ya know, nostalgia. Anyway, I'm recently diagnosed with ADHD-I after about 6 years of speculation that I had it. It's been a huge ball of different emotions since I've gotten confirmation. I've been angry that I didn't know sooner, I've been sad because I do and always have felt like a nuisance for being so mentally all over the place. I somehow feel as if it's my own fault that I am the way I am. So I'm on my way to work last night and I decide to pop in one of the CDs. Track 2 of Hannah Montana 2, ""Nobody's Perfect"". It sounds incredibly corny, but those lyrics were apparently what I needed to hear cause they hit me hard. I pulled over and sobbed. It was honestly super gratifying.",2.837373271889401,3.9742195268817215,4.817235023041476,84.18870967741938,74.16129032258064,7.679877112135178,25.1136712749616,8.192908349453996,1.4228768049155152,696,22,148,11,14,240,117,186,0.076,0.7909999999999999,0.133,0.9001,2,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,1,3,6,10,0,0,10,1,13,2,0,2,2,19,25,10,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,11,5,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,4,0,1,11,7,19,6,23,12,2,20,0,3,0,1,5,10,1,2,8,89,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336770199756913,0.0,0.17235779795355846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178821989314482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370555339457984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974166763839396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735075497224586,0.0,0.20314661200153175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871688730311506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831383342917588,0.0,0.1866912348021076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417850171926091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191460658701035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137163805159812,0.15849314444458065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499271910225406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548813344487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594804757938392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519877506538765,0.0,0.0,0.14417351627414765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824671483132712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175640640142186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314661200153175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781362623448892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198433812924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084134932342622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436227039899705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086721027070109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155337904548096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521187339181442 adhd,IntelDiscord,2019/07/09,"I think I’ve finally found a medication that works for me. I’ve tried a couple different stimulant medications in the past, such as vyvanse and adderall, but I never really felt like those treated my ADHD. It always felt like those medications suppressed my personality and put me in this state of... autopilot? Like, for example, I could be drawn into long, seemingly deep, conversations with people, but in hindsight I realize I was probably annoying as hell. I can’t keep my mouth shut for a second on those stimulant meds. Not to mention difficulty sleepy, reduced appetite, etc. It’s like being put into a state of complete hyper focus 24/7 and honestly it’s awful. Once I go off those meds, the time on them is just a blur. However, recently I’ve been diagnosed with depression, which I’ve suspected for a while but no one really listens to my subtle cries for help. Complaining aside, the point is that I was prescribed Wellbutrin Extended Release (off brand), and at my first dose the effects on my depression were alright, and pretty much unnoticed on my ADHD symptoms. But recently I went back in, after being on it for a month, and upped my dose to the next size. MY GOD did this have an effect. On the first three days I was taking it, my productivity skyrocketed, I got out of my shell some socially, and overall it was just fantastic. This is the most effect any medication has ever had on my ADHD. As long as I take it at the same time daily, I can power through my day being productive, not tired, a decent appetite, and able to fall asleep without issue. This medication has changed my life, and I just want to make people aware of this option. THERE ARE ALTERNATIVES TO STIMULANTS! TL;DR: I didn’t like stimulants, like made me a zombie. Wellbutrin gave me my life back. Note: Not sure what flair, so I put articles / info.",6.052339665944152,7.257600876832846,7.009769220961367,71.21291470100729,66.62463343108504,10.622516894045646,32.421394874410296,10.662846686107436,3.7680566364911385,1453,60,249,40,23,486,188,341,0.142,0.767,0.09,-0.9647,3,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,1,7,9,15,2,0,18,2,23,14,2,9,3,54,39,19,0,2,11,0,2,6,0,0,12,1,0,1,20,14,0,2,11,0,0,6,8,5,0,5,16,3,36,10,44,18,5,50,1,2,0,0,9,22,1,5,26,179,56,1,0.08859582221883214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319424884588533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371882134941067,0.0,0.0,0.06024819718900235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624943718508886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372263252072333,0.0,0.09289103399038982,0.0,0.0,0.07073655493407127,0.09802959216566744,0.09731835056807184,0.11427395196328825,0.0,0.15261490371270026,0.0899228946247078,0.0,0.09256377755914423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880776102194316,0.0,0.08013999340347913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013176602063096,0.09705239271115283,0.0,0.15071912224028372,0.0,0.09714074616360553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050351047458486536,0.0,0.07085817241078546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059383912113501684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247102047921774,0.0,0.07874803752023665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515569864580012,0.25970066152970395,0.0,0.0,0.15680902943145802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383150914082246,0.059138399288904624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681997197338744,0.4462548506612448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071634004162414,0.0,0.06512812329679865,0.0,0.06833055985435531,0.0,0.09422266202741716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943516592082153,0.06003482201338145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457473713411702,0.12284237574438304,0.07735845466131698,0.0,0.0,0.08375168869725977,0.0,0.0,0.09013380196957883,0.09552128095103883,0.0,0.0,0.2671898149806609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351350467813325,0.0,0.17495537232293076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065430912164863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031228361712214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350051395276106,0.0920849820198255,0.13322606484488916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056768625535318175,0.0,0.0,0.10332187280906052,0.10182786466860257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015074770407955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225611138326978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212921480041815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540321106966557,0.0,0.06449881374645977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ilyazor,2019/07/09,"Gaming experience with ADHD How often do you finish videogames you started? I used to love reading about and watching highlights of FNV and TES games, was very fascinated by the lore, but never managed to finish a game, even if I enjoyed them initially. I know this comes off as first world problems, but I can finish videogames only in short sprints (aka small indies) or literally in months or years (I played DEHR for 2 years, not that I was busy, I just couldn't maintain my interest, even though I loved some it and it's not even that long). &#x200B; TLDR: I procrastinate playing videogames",5.994151376146789,7.758743587155963,5.420997706422019,80.4643405963303,67.25688073394495,7.651834862385322,31.973623853211013,8.07648339933343,2.358054128440368,477,20,83,6,8,145,83,109,0.059000000000000004,0.769,0.172,0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,1,21,11,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,13,6,11,8,1,17,0,0,1,2,8,6,0,5,10,56,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425948073336729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218713706244206,0.2452802906985144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388330811445216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999770999698109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745644215328967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170082006203774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093620622326876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786385068219123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36437053097333816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611216068200733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568579471404534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535225596278993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315141637498068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191322347736468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287655439419567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983250473226778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434101704892188,0.0,0.1665544834236297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452802906985144,0.2599806374159971 adhd,askingADHD,2019/07/09,"I feel the side effects of medications even tho not taking it Hello people, it has been many days since i did not take my 54mg concerta. Actually it has been more than a month probably. When I took it especially a bit hungry. I always feel altered and yet a little un rest you know the feeling a bit tense. A different feeling. I experience it now. I am studying and didn't take the drugs I even clench my teeth rn. Anyone experiencing this?",1.3645454545454534,3.9776795402298863,3.906039707419023,81.14520376175551,86.93103448275862,6.841797283176594,22.85161964472309,8.00094639256281,1.6464804597701148,348,13,67,8,11,121,60,87,0.032,0.9279999999999999,0.04,-0.1027,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,0,7,3,1,1,0,10,16,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,10,0,2,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18064601951888634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403092081769246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943705798858135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041963512665641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193841798077171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340629205424775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146752034803746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445340766626136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107847461773632,0.0,0.0,0.3743998247144281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017346346552384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553435719553146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876780565198383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648438569280745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477574217015814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833577575566826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958581259508476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312945008116258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417551442142121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056701258062204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jdmcatz,2019/07/09,"I'm new here! Warning: my writing always goes in different directions, sorry. I'm working on it. So I think I've always known I was off and something was wrong. I finally decided to talk to my doctor about it after reading symptoms online and taking a quiz about which symptoms were applicable in which settings. He said I most likely have ADHD. I'm 32 years old and this was just found out. I feel like a border has been lifted and that I can finally get help. I've been reading through posts here and identity with so many of them. I hate reading because my mind wanders. I have to read the page probably 20 times or more before I understand what I read. I also am scattered when I clean things up and miss parts. It frustrates my mom. I just started back to school last Monday (July 1st). I had to read 14 chapters last week. Needless to say, I didn't make it. I read 5. I tried. At least I finished my assignments and got full credit. Anyone have any tips for completing homework assignments/staying focused while reading? I started medication (Strattera), but it makes me sleepy. I'm not sure if it's helping quite yet, but I feel like I'm completing more tasks. tl;dr: Anyone have any tips for completing homework assignments/staying focused while reading?",3.0571129707112985,5.7061792635983295,3.9869355648535567,83.50565857740587,78.53974895397491,6.501824267782428,28.8068619246862,7.699297019823105,2.120796016736401,1000,46,175,16,25,321,147,239,0.057999999999999996,0.856,0.086,0.8025,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,12,9,2,0,3,0,15,4,0,2,1,29,35,17,0,1,7,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,12,9,0,0,7,9,1,0,2,4,0,0,11,4,27,5,21,24,7,29,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,22,108,39,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606468520152346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639228919708569,0.13302236064946918,0.0,0.0,0.1087152136761594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178289993826757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146402451830224,0.0,0.048726796597609714,0.0,0.06801762848297095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251426658722695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351362634508641,0.0,0.08181545346522051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083368625901917,0.11420919701813458,0.0,0.17512676069420213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764309530049867,0.0,0.0,0.04176202053633197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393022292579778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891790713551954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715564938968944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031314785897302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715459643328305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671263232973366,0.08104015086010509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052471892472769,0.0,0.0,0.08071017591873254,0.09361729689213276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720039425527066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387689438473171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656032766971945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655431817806985,0.0,0.08618196853787552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501925065889256,0.7195973161218201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603518310617778,0.06356642783313754,0.0,0.08089709713911647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061536810631169225,0.0,0.08947915023765615,0.11315486404190338,0.17039721998482596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533649669189271,0.16616328726393878,0.060100139019138285,0.06424762088544259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053104349416370364,0.051218240072920855,0.0,0.0,0.046609940230329334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054269685190044506,0.0,0.0,0.08321372385621817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641179333935075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819263185841143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739487202867886,0.0,0.05147463452815747 adhd,SaltySnek57,2019/07/09,"I had the most validating experience at the doctor. I've been off my meds for 6 months, and I wasn't even fully aware of how long it had been. Someone in my house likes to say that I'm ""speeding"" when I go to do all the things I've neglected unmedicated. My parents like to act like I don't really need the meds. I don't like ""needing"" meds. My birth mom abused stimulants. I have a weird thing where since the age of 9, my hands have been shakey. I twitch and I stutter and I'm afraid that I look like a tweaker even though I'm not. My doctor was like ""Girl! You do so well when you're on your meds. Stay on them. Please? "" I go back on them later today.",0.8769725274725317,2.5772703785714306,2.685714285714288,94.98851648351648,80.92857142857143,6.021978021978023,18.62637362637363,7.010146845296331,-0.09895604395604396,503,11,123,6,13,167,82,140,0.075,0.757,0.168,0.8985,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,2,2,0,10,11,0,1,7,0,13,4,1,2,1,11,21,8,0,2,1,2,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,7,3,20,7,12,14,2,21,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,16,73,25,2,0.0,0.15833399185175934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275600771871887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735593522770157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652749591480074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307193260121522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189413558490802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419525946301813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917198299241585,0.0,0.0,0.1182615515448686,0.11221858720659594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5937473204185478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651008467870675,0.10666508329550632,0.0,0.0,0.1981752770395113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838432436373167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668958911980326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560912106403637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627082102520434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054311424633817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322733548834354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243566207412303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756048294238266,0.0,0.13129435654078364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266690496574027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015267623100195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Resilienceonly,2019/07/09,"Overwhelmed I’m overwhelmed by this diagnosis. I’ve done all the research and I can manage, but there’s so much trauma related to it that I’m just overwhelmed. I don’t know how to start dealing with all the pain associated with this diagnosis. I don’t even know where to begin.",4.627545454545455,5.99442334545455,5.863409090909091,77.51511363636364,70.0909090909091,8.40909090909091,30.113636363636363,8.841846274778883,2.3970909090909083,224,9,43,4,4,75,37,55,0.161,0.773,0.066,-0.8429,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,10,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,9,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42343034582158107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203052484898431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27127416251887193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514377413883373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019236490027405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370309718514753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907070252756436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jubjubjub4,2019/07/09,"Why did he use me? When I was 16, this senior 18, John took me out with his friends. We went to a party I had five shots of vodka. Him and two of his friends had sex with me. They called me a slut, gross and ugly after. They ignored me for a while. John kept hooking up with me. Before all that happened, he was helpful to me and would hang out with me after he would only have sex with me if he was drunk and ignore me the rest of the time. He would never want to talk to me only about sex. He left for the military over the years he kept in contact with me and saw me when he came home sometimes. He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me. I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond. He would also imply that I'm weird or annoying. When I was 17, I tried talking to him about trouble I was having at school. At first, he was sympathetic but then told me to speak to someone else. Because of what happened I was bullied in school, I tried to talk to him because I was lonely . After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more. That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me. I blew up at him calling him a rapist, coward, douchebag and blocked him finally. He was messaging me begging for pics, and he now lives with his girlfriend. I feel sick. What's wrong with my personality? Have I treated this way because I'm ugly? Will every guy be like this?",1.5995420054200549,3.24200838780488,2.8677642276422795,94.78698509485096,78.53658536585365,5.336043360433607,21.144986449864497,5.82211442006289,-0.07146070460704612,1509,40,344,8,36,487,180,410,0.212,0.759,0.028999999999999998,-0.9978,0,2,2,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,4,2,13,22,5,0,8,0,32,11,1,2,4,68,63,30,0,12,6,0,4,1,5,9,1,1,1,2,12,32,1,8,7,2,0,8,5,18,0,5,29,7,70,4,61,23,5,48,0,3,2,8,68,16,0,5,24,229,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131898011591452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235827394692337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337332646704873,0.0,0.08378962081845835,0.0,0.0,0.16309394008213018,0.0,0.07588749106533328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821300126028136,0.10200068839733537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450029179869334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513985726813895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527961310710193,0.0,0.08562890603694481,0.09769475049258236,0.0,0.0758583412031297,0.0,0.0,0.13780390650685564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830440786837587,0.15772706533591085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059776954644162064,0.0,0.08945702684806454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926924481106541,0.0,0.0,0.1470366288365695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689673074938754,0.0,0.0,0.04356992242738638,0.0,0.07874952421915556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478657415621483,0.0,0.0,0.06878281729598805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557273455211696,0.0,0.0,0.09497614172523644,0.0,0.2034812653735114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787046476145902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051431292971626,0.0710666739134462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377244466067241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556379606580439,0.06865682134347158,0.08820348483591396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244205421658124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584064061520174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400572621170977,0.0,0.0,0.17043484455848856,0.0990847153591354,0.302744328333135,0.0,0.08711805926599188,0.0,0.0,0.1540495887232143,0.0,0.0,0.15780593205450585,0.07078868621481317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534560197724044,0.08047307199073858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649257101242371,0.0,0.0,0.3801148939962206,0.19501349041867164,0.0,0.17229125544232246 adhd,VerySmolRabbit,2019/07/09,"Ever stood in front of an escalator going down, waiting for people to get off so that you can get on and it can start going up? This weekend I forgot for a solid five minutes that escalators and elevators work differently, and got quite a few looks from fellow humans at the mall. It's Tuesday now and I still can't stop thinking about this. And laughing. And crying.",3.0121327967806835,5.464062647887324,4.6530382293762615,79.76816901408453,77.45070422535211,6.310663983903421,24.227364185110666,7.447530270364453,1.3428575452716296,292,10,52,4,7,98,57,71,0.044000000000000004,0.862,0.094,0.3794,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,14,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,12,11,1,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,7,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32770983930112796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116992889002427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698634348665569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311738159960237,0.0,0.3391042609116637,0.0,0.2386078284143097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25052844159326954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068297241967844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31731875542927457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111648853070076,0.0,0.2382527887801704,0.2494235881296242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116268455980706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171933223753209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bbj10,2019/07/09,"I’m fairly certain I have undiagnosed ADHD. What steps should I take to seek help? I am a 25 year old male and I recently started to realize I (more than likely) have ADHD. I’ve taken quite a few tests (yes I know it’s not a real diagnosis) and the vast majority of the questions really resonate with me. After taking these tests I’ve noticed it more and more. I’m fairly certain I have ADHD without the hyperactivity (which would explain why no one thought I had it). Now that I’m conscious of it, I feel like it’s affecting my life pretty significantly. I’m seeking help to improve myself. I’ve looked into seeing a psychiatrist, psychologist, therapist, etc. I don’t necessarily need a prescription - I’m just looking for someone or something that will actually help improve my life whether it’s methods, prescriptions, etc. I want to hear advice from you guys. What steps have you taken either with or without a professional? Should I even see a professional? What do you feel made the biggest impact on your ADHD?",4.211311980289498,6.562836062827227,6.028413920542043,71.85316599938406,73.18848167539268,8.263751154912226,30.60702186633816,9.007467420416297,3.0112375115491217,812,37,136,18,17,279,113,191,0.012,0.841,0.147,0.9677,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,1,3,4,0,0,11,1,12,2,0,2,2,32,35,6,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,13,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,5,7,20,4,16,26,8,12,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,3,8,91,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.11737584906554058,0.0,0.5782123484669286,0.11753614348601504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682878055392484,0.07944375123840315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163428076878025,0.08592799722115063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909602888144695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556420889955534,0.0,0.2418632802801107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610269716340324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699145259093376,0.11752538440683505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200967515380444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381176635223987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918603489581672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693948348461404,0.12621354034151128,0.0,0.08150478508632801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223679176879497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347410351499928,0.12793249799666528,0.0,0.13690487894100206,0.07705439520687626,0.0,0.1187619080281487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916950433894536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191278392420668,0.09259735697246824,0.0,0.0,0.0851347448087606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808710581445477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396542549962535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548881923795498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094421179080511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853391735861524,0.0,0.0,0.2318910968825353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544340251795153,0.0,0.0,0.07745632345165583 adhd,DyingDylan,2019/07/09,"Stimulants Last SO Long I Almost Can't Take Them? Hi, my doctor and I are trying to find a good stimulant medication to help with fatigue (MS) and focus (ADHD). But it seems like no matter what we try, the wakefulness lasts so long that I have to stop. As in, take the medication at 7am and still be completely wired unable to sleep at 4am the following night. Curious if anyone else has experienced this? Really running out of options because I NEED a stimulant. I can't keep up this pattern of ""stay awake until 4am, sleep until 9am, take med then be awake until 6am and eventually pull an all nighter"" as I've been doing for a few months. Have tried Provigil 100 and 200mg Vyvanse 30mg And now, Adderall 15mg Perhaps I'm overly sensitive? I'm a small 20s male only 130lbs. I never take with food (and certainly don't eat enough throughout the day). I do take with caffeine. Maybe there's something even shorter acting than Adderall (salts). I apologize if asking in the wrong place. Thank you I'm advance.",3.2629411764705867,5.191043417085428,4.688861956843038,82.29523795447828,74.62814070351759,7.697428318060893,26.78125923736329,8.4952907291091,1.998354182678096,796,30,152,15,17,265,136,199,0.051,0.851,0.098,0.7808,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,1,1,6,6,0,0,10,0,12,9,3,3,3,29,26,18,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,12,2,2,2,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,2,12,4,23,23,3,30,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,5,16,84,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440494014281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865161780693593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983442738479011,0.131640340684804,0.0,0.0,0.120109082055534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831866722117263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470617257856052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285733311997254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150212451696994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314645161638604,0.10732643208553072,0.0,0.0,0.1327515605221633,0.0,0.0848581507275613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117426071009268,0.0,0.15535545478721566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776079799981453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611573334816164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419666976170605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094525553565946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276759738082988,0.0,0.0,0.2273970185610797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907287726239214,0.0,0.14270949505362113,0.2588550491683083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254948294317306,0.0,0.0,0.09526440876729778,0.09908973764984376,0.0,0.0,0.12056739304648258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771289785816677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423160082054378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230595082379964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169610544422337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571404900651699,0.0,0.0,0.09890822566224844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693987804709476,0.10260226563480064,0.1074129095230585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829953040681729,0.0,0.0,0.11828478381255975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616832858742901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046993394158053,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stichelle142,2019/07/09,Anxiety and Meds Anyone else find stimulant medication actually reduced their anxiety?,13.615000000000002,17.992670500000006,14.656666666666665,11.355000000000016,52.33333333333334,21.466666666666672,62.0,15.903189008614273,14.316399999999998,74,6,5,5,1,26,11,12,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.3324972606823696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213055203886816,0.0,0.0,0.23824199020055795,0.3491117789518759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846309986666767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31141536349812193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784673104940147,0.3432433638340441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rzuniga2018,2019/07/09,"Help FOR my almost 6 YO Hello and thanks for reading my post. My son is 6 next moth and I believe he is suffering from adhd. He went through a program at 5 where we were getting him “tested” and I backed out because I did t want him put on medication that young. Things have progressively spiraled out of control (behavior) and it took me until tonight my mom called me crying because she didn’t know why he was lashing out and could t make him calm down. (on vacation with my parents hundreds of miles away). Every single school/ daycare has had issues with his disruptive behavior. I’m 99.99% sure it’s time to medicate I just wanted advice from people with this diagnosis. Did you have a similar experience when his age? Is there anything else I can do as a parent?",2.8525225225225235,5.355548756756762,4.2039459459459465,82.49600900900901,78.32432432432431,6.91963963963964,28.10990990990992,8.021203637495839,2.126530990990991,608,27,111,11,15,200,109,148,0.059000000000000004,0.851,0.09,0.3527,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,0,15,2,0,2,1,21,24,8,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,0,20,3,21,15,1,22,0,1,0,0,18,10,0,1,8,75,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973450678244824,0.15427316467770413,0.0,0.0,0.15808853802725706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299172873622598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832831893592902,0.12139576944826587,0.0,0.19247769771257292,0.0,0.0,0.17787053390024252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120754774440782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770697110390129,0.12604996676317848,0.0,0.1734177592616154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318839127662218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301610157440216,0.0,0.0,0.15443158522120304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248292649975562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581997038378496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477999343940802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676371354947086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538247546465526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180839617998601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490074281587449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679013549354171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350601967322536,0.0,0.0,0.1094503216485536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120016029940986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587075090531916,0.0,0.0,0.15791725424954925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597774540521646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879487724930496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534965717927878,0.0,0.0,0.10488482342268723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205790871233377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754044130753233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623697773162096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635127206191206,0.14245720855878036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eqsintricity,2019/07/09,"*Not soliciting meds, just a post about my struggle without 'em* So I have been out of my meds for about a few weeks now. I hate going without them, it's like.... I can feel chaos taking over in my mind... my thoughts have no end. I can't get my meds back until I have a job, since I just moved. I tried to stretch them out too. Idk, I just feel like since they have no end, everything is like a dream whenever I am awake... when I think, it is like I have to cut through cotton(other thoughts) to get to one... does anyone else feel like this?",0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,1.4303571428571438,101.43130952380956,84.71428571428572,4.8047619047619055,19.154761904761905,5.985473137389443,-0.471163095238095,408,11,101,3,12,127,67,112,0.156,0.737,0.107,-0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,0,10,8,2,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,15,22,3,0,0,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,3,3,19,5,16,19,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,12,66,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009228851152216,0.14788899274166786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098525246000017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630915337178927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205739658004273,0.0,0.2556771977038829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971963024131727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894141687854202,0.20622692157974706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508189035387474,0.0,0.08202931078848015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250163271431054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323092181837385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35257568862160443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48097331034760105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573792264065344,0.0,0.0,0.1534060186171185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978056132223864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823371307822965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387919833539723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089102379720554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852249188358902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248449559884166,0.0,0.2291728641835636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097994473335346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577740118161188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782689495762216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brainpicked,2019/07/09,"Alternatives to Medication? Little bit of background: I am 22 years old, and I’ve been told a lot by friends and coworkers through the years that they think I have ADHD. I feel their opinions are valid as many of them have ADHD themselves, plus I can kinda see how they would think that. Recently I have noticed a pretty big change in my habits. I tend to forget/get lazy (for lack of better words), but then sometimes out of the blue I hyper focus and get a bunch of stuff done. I sleep really poorly at night, and I have to have background noise to minimize my thoughts racing (with no cohesiveness). Sometimes I can hear multiple conversations going on around me and it kinda makes me annoyed, but I typically listen to music to block it out. I’m very impulsive - spending, activities, etc... Also when I’m at work (behind a computer) my mind jumps all over the place - aside from sometimes when I hyper focus... hopefully that kinda helps. I have been tested and diagnosed with anxiety, but never tested for ADHD. Many of my friends have urged me to test for it, however I really do not want to use medication if I have ADHD. Is there any other mechanisms, lifestyle changes, or advice you would give as an alternative to medicine. TL;DR - I think I have ADHD that causes me to lose or gain focus, be impulsive, and has been causing a lot of sleep problems. Rather than taking medicine what would you recommend?",5.8383121289228175,7.122185587786263,6.345445292620866,75.49393553859204,67.16793893129771,9.333672603901613,30.20441051738761,9.586721724236666,2.865711789652248,1112,41,194,23,18,361,154,262,0.08900000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.4656,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,4,4,7,7,1,0,9,0,24,5,2,5,2,49,44,21,0,9,8,0,1,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,10,13,0,1,5,0,2,2,3,3,0,0,6,5,31,4,38,34,7,22,0,1,2,0,14,11,0,10,9,141,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613251738616993,0.09128272179208856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747028491771185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352447425416036,0.0,0.07146117415032759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315793889648328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261676789187285,0.10198349415871892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919230677046647,0.19763847664745066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948128719358518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559457986847616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418089443339232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723274000017898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434228345761546,0.0,0.09760953627941783,0.08961086945552138,0.05308912078999917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052839543558368,0.0,0.06261318964169865,0.0,0.0,0.0927808158496315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936250016805007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450596190743223,0.0,0.15883386185761245,0.0,0.0,0.062354325910784734,0.1894135255880916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882088168228148,0.0,0.0,0.09432114087492456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204635313191908,0.0,0.0,0.08766236728083078,0.0,0.0,0.10635204118948877,0.09802189477792042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975973652120669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503524835248124,0.0,0.08938423173188041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968633157278695,0.0,0.09223469384394943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443857181141851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869621919599377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27716541713935217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069362616515322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023542712550332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795670539294076,0.0,0.07415999080989419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926073022136025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806793869842473,0.0,0.07707603092808456,0.05509778146183274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800623793617475,0.0,0.0,0.19907509578813845,0.0,0.0,0.12031063492425705 adhd,LycanLabs,2019/07/09,"Are You Getting Worse With Age? TL;DR: I wonder if some of my secondary symptoms are getting worse with age, and whether any of y'all have had the same experience I was diagnosed relatively late, given my age (diagnoses in my mid-to-late 20s, and I'm now 33), largely because I could coast through school without the need to study or apply myself or anything, but then when I hit the working part of adult life, stuff went downhill big time I have a few secondary symptoms that my psych and some other allied health professionals suggest are caused by the ADHD. Some of these are getting worse as time goes on (without other situational things changing necessarily). These include: *I don't hear very well, and essentially need there to be no background noise at all for me to be able to fully hear what is being said to me (audiologist says it's just ADHD caused) *I have muscle tics, especially in my upper body, that cause spasms especially of the neck, shoulders, and legs, but that are only present when I'm very tired, or experiencing a strong emotion or stress *I have trouble with what I've been calling a stutter, but which is apparently more accurately called a disfluency, because I don't just get stuck on a single syllable, but can get stuck on a set of syllables, a word, or a very short phrase *I'm seem to be very clumsy - my hands will sometimes just stop holding stuff for no good reason (I think that's related to the muscle tics though) and I have abnormally horrible spatial awareness - I'm always running into thing or bumping stuff or misjudging stuff and junk These four things seem to be getting noticeably worse as time goes on. The other stuff is possibly also getting worse, but these things are (I think) the most noticeable to people who don't have experience with ADHD, so they're the ones people say ""You're doing that a lot more, you know..."" about I was wondering if any of y'all have had stuff get much worse as time goes on? Also, if any of you have experience with any of the above symptoms and what your experiences were Thank you lots",6.968346931932494,7.344715683804626,6.992205208449764,75.0559215379457,64.39845758354754,9.64439476919638,33.3654856376439,9.43228470229965,2.9576937744495373,1647,64,300,28,23,527,196,389,0.126,0.835,0.039,-0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,7,0,2,13,7,0,1,19,0,35,13,5,4,1,60,65,34,0,6,21,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,28,14,0,2,8,0,0,2,7,3,1,2,11,7,29,4,42,46,14,29,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,20,14,208,57,4,0.06286890399800966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266686159779569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055247962659784,0.05231196444923765,0.0,0.0,0.1710120423409046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051735751212578215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664860069823351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983317956191186,0.0,0.0,0.12839236029365075,0.0,0.0,0.19375104732777595,0.06650696431071243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019570415313298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762122835589426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071905507462267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24599140682763895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277126016511104,0.0,0.0,0.05273145387858348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682670506739513,0.14171564795704744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03455110547342595,0.0,0.07091886208646389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440616614817143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689778793165093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621587822734408,0.09323299141106828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315332778804812,0.0,0.0,0.042601596409075335,0.04781463447180047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808089649987423,0.0,0.08717076419794698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087524303135002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463970411112874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980272453626041,0.09999175166450908,0.0,0.06362668725658152,0.0,0.11446697801777142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066728219758192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062178953607744274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256121882550804,0.072016117117866,0.0,0.4318191229453315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603458998201853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788124009772967,0.0,0.0,0.16706922506596766,0.08056771029368577,0.06176837897518402,0.0,0.1466374539982912,0.07225855675632425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749371985049087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056526694946052385,0.05828010386275149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120675994402068,0.13635728915589476,0.045769310875583835,0.0,0.3844127052882145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FocusBC,2019/07/09,"Modafinil Sucess? Has anyone found relief of ADHD symptoms with Modafinil—also known as Provigil, please?",8.180625,12.472475812500004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,72.125,3.2,33.0,3.1291,1.6613499999999997,87,4,10,0,2,22,15,16,0.0,0.693,0.307,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881909158874179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32484960640801863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840346386756754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453932563897078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459015611227215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222124250242167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,szpaceSZ,2019/07/09,"On the lighter side.... I thought I'd leave this crosspost here for an eye laughing, the other crying: https://www.reddit.com/r/2meirl4meirl/comments/carmjr/2meirl4meirl/",22.953000000000007,25.642744300000004,12.86,38.485000000000014,31.0,10.0,45.0,8.841846274778883,4.2265,146,5,15,1,1,35,18,20,0.191,0.667,0.142,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.638675114649746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6156519233452068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46159160218583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,getbettersoonn,2019/07/09,How can I improve my writing I'm so slow and find it so hard to put together words. Has anyone struggled with writing due to ADHD and overcome it? How did you do this? Are there any resources you recommend?,1.3951219512195152,3.9669841219512207,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,85.82926829268294,5.231219512195122,27.71219512195122,6.742157984588678,1.498235121951219,163,8,31,2,5,53,33,41,0.094,0.774,0.131,0.3967,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851277959965688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745065571774488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28225248312319834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689431890493521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616052304066517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057955792056417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219990946467639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tonginator,2019/07/09,"How do you spend quality 1 on 1 time with a close friend? I've recently been accepting more and more about how ADHD has been affecting my life and slowly admitting that a lot of my actions/responses to things is due to my disability. One thing I really struggle with though is spending 1 on 1 time with my close friends. Meeting a stranger or going on a date, it's no problem... but I eventually get to a point with someone where I get anxious or nervous about the things that come out of my mouth or even the activities done with that individual. It's either that or 1 on 1 time is just too... boring for me? I'm afraid that I'll either push my friends away or vice versa because I can't provide the quality time that is needed.",6.213010204081634,5.6284200544217695,7.1490391156462625,76.5353954081633,66.14285714285714,10.615306122448981,34.701530612244895,10.125756701596842,3.291789795918368,576,24,117,12,8,194,87,147,0.086,0.841,0.073,-0.1917,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,3,8,0,10,2,1,3,0,28,17,11,0,2,9,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,5,0,1,3,0,12,4,19,14,5,20,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,6,7,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725224295681525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422036787092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698407976984049,0.0,0.0,0.11019664334218153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557186615649882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184992031874004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939788689195398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189908937132615,0.0,0.1888913207365159,0.0,0.10273662313133958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768427365005966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536854854943722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340397947080454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249546325786033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088752096761806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729739350110391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158068673750036,0.0,0.17849007179010146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316712589906598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898164688630467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602897047109443,0.0,0.177607104780712,0.0,0.42163731814161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VintageVibes33,2019/07/09,"Need help with taking a stimulant for emergency purpose tomorrow.. I have a class project this Wednesday that I need to complete and I have one entire day to do so (which for any non-adhd person is plenty time given the small project that it is). My dilemma: my 60mg strattera is not cutting it (have any appointment t next week to see what I can do going forward. I’ve been on it for a few months and oddly enough did better on 40mg) Now I generally have bad side effects with stimulants - they help as far as motivation/focus go but I get a pretty bad come down that usually includes: irritability, depression and horrible dry mouth. So I have a 12.5mg tab of Adzenys left over from a while back and have no choice but to take it tomorrow morning. This is a one-time emergency for me as I seriously HATE the way amphetamines make me feel. That being said, I thought i’d split the tab in half. (A 12.5 mg tab of Adzenys is equivalent to 20mg Adderall XR). * Question * With those that have experience how can I best split this to make my comedown not so abrupt and have a generally ‘smoother’ experience overall? I was thinking take one half early morning (around 7) and the other half around 1/2 PM. I don’t want to do this incorrectly and stay up super late at night. Thoughts? Thanks!",4.215027368421051,5.752199568000004,5.164778947368422,81.46933684210528,71.32000000000002,8.463157894736844,30.35789473684211,8.99025400887824,2.5009200000000003,1012,43,199,20,19,331,146,250,0.152,0.745,0.10400000000000001,-0.9289,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,8,10,2,0,13,0,23,1,1,6,0,33,44,17,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,17,13,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,6,0,5,7,3,18,4,29,36,3,35,0,1,1,0,6,14,0,1,17,127,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175816419221822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305970968550464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963784558890994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349596991953072,0.2247639760192072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141250135353893,0.1190391713037316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594248456265085,0.14112128252836012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680324659919192,0.0,0.11592728608827095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907358601257275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633213129472427,0.0,0.0,0.06805575153199647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032082352368595,0.0,0.15298794918620606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288562548614016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043364314096835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183008315747307,0.0,0.14623888287414585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968767050623846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743319536542223,0.0,0.0,0.1996023684320269,0.0,0.0,0.14314430938427242,0.12630917211976753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736170773952216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752398339485035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693245932024126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077825677718878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803156131176732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725553816220228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346136371748547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303598189127634,0.0,0.0,0.1239178582219994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624364374870812,0.0,0.21370828404848732,0.0784839751356154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823841258387274,0.0,0.07938817280379079,0.10683599242328576,0.10796474454452508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Guacamole_Goddess,2019/07/09,"Experiences with Ritalin LA I’m in Australia and I was taking 10 mg of Ritalin 3 times a day every 3 hours and that works for me, having found Concerta rather useless (I was on 18mg, and it made me anxious for days afterwards). I have a gluten intolerance and I’ve found out that there’s no gluten free short acting Ritalin or generic available in Australia, so basically my only option left is to try Ritalin LA otherwise I’m kind of screwed. I’ve tried dexamphetamine too but that gave me horrible side effects even at the lowest dose and did nothing for my symptoms. Have people found Ritalin LA to work well?",4.763860640301316,6.4585279661016965,5.9233333333333364,75.94756120527309,70.1864406779661,9.651224105461395,32.602636534839924,9.994966539143718,3.538364218455744,492,23,88,13,9,164,81,118,0.13,0.8290000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.8624,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,3,0,7,8,0,2,0,16,15,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,8,0,8,4,13,7,0,14,0,1,0,1,1,8,1,2,5,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076487712529146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406374459565717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322414861042605,0.0,0.1571887090087154,0.0,0.0,0.18249596269751012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6136753123573263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372853527908434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942783055521925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027029670725719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653192091241673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901375061962385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189077352730278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934039230507433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939120377260295,0.14027334938682298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878730960582172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333021307494324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774396708119876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27164247915680617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,phthisisity,2019/07/09,Anyone ever get partially through a post or reply and delete it because you don't care to spent the time expressing the thought? I know i'm a little of a different case because the only class I decided to slack in in high school was keyboarding and kick myself everyday because of it. 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It sounds REALLY NICE for tax purposes... and it's useful for everyone (not just the filthy rich) TL;DR ^(at the beginning cuz I know I would not want to read all that at first): (also IANAL) 1. Contribute post-tax income to an investment account (up to 15k annually as of 2019) run by a State. 2. Earnings on top of your deposits are TAX-FREE, and you can spend it on basically everything you need to live (housing, medicine, transportation, etc.). 3. It's also specifically targeted to help those receiving SSI or Medicare or whatever, so it generally won't make you less eligible for government assistance based on income and assets. 4. There's a maximum contribution limit set by the state running it which is usually somewhere over 300k. 5. So basically you can put money in this account and use it to save in a way that people without disabilities can't and/or to pay for common expenses you probably already have while getting a tax benefit. 6. You have to have a disability that started before age 26. A doctor's signed diagnosis is probably going to be the most common for us peeps, but check the specific requirements. 7. A *lot* of states have programs. I'm signing up for [Georgia STABLE](www.georgiastable.com), which is run by Ohio but you can live anywhere to sign up. Check if your state has its own program or partners with STABLE. Or check out this site: [https://www.stableaccount.com/](https://www.stableaccount.com/). 8. Check out [this site (ABLE National Resource Center)](http://ablenrc.org/). These pages helped me with quite a few questions I had too: [Debunking ABLE Myths](http://ablenrc.org/about/debunking-able-myths) and try this one: [What are ABLE Accounts?](http://www.ablenrc.org/about/what-are-able-accounts) **Hope that wasn't too long... Lemme know if it's too many words cuz I'm kinda verbose in general. Below is the full thing.** - So basically I'm going to college this year (OMG of course I'm scared I'll struggle to manage my time but that's a whole other story) and I was looking into how I can spend the 529 my parents saved for me because I really like researching this kind of stuff and I'm pretty good at understanding the technical language (like I can read tax stuff or legal stuff pretty quickly in my opinion cuz I've had experience filing taxes and teaching others how to file taxes plus personal interest in law blah blah blah I'm weird okay?). I was reading [a long IRS PDF on 529s](https://www.irs.gov/pub/irs-pdf/p970.pdf) and it said you can rollover funds into an **ABLE account**. - I Googled it and it's like for people with disabilities that lets you contribute post-tax income (you can get the [Saver's Credit](https://www.irs.gov/retirement-plans/plan-participant-employee/retirement-savings-contributions-savers-credit) for a bit back though) into a State-run (more or less) investment account. You can contribute up to 15k annually (technically it's the gift tax exemption amount which is 15k in 2019, and I think you can actually get more in it from some other ways that are tax-exempt too). Any earnings on the contributions you make are tax-exempt. You can spend from the account on ""*qualified disability expenses*"" which are ""*any expense related to the designated beneficiary as a result of living a life with disabilities*"" (you're the designated beneficiary) and basically are like ""*expenses that help improve health, independence, and/or quality of life*."" That's probably most of your expenses, and that's kind of the point. - To be eligible, you need to be diagnosed with a disability before age 26 with a condition expected to last at least 12 consecutive months and either (a) obtain a signed diagnosis / disability certificate from a doctor OR (b) be receiving benefits under SSI or SSDI. **So basically** if you can get a doctor to sign a diagnosis paper saying you had ADHD before age 26, you are eligible. In fact, you only need to be able to provide it upon request, so you can probably sign up for an account today if you wanted. But get it just to be safe if you get an account. I think that's all. Sorry for being so rambly, but I hope at least some of y'all understand it haha (yes I just said y'all again, I'm from Georgia I'm legally obligated to make it obvious, y'all). Also hope my formatting wasn't TOO extra :). I found out about this randomly like an hour ago and I tried to see if anyone connected it to ADHD yet. Didn't find anything about it in this sub, so I felt like I needed to share it, since like barely anyone knows about them (one Forbes article said there were like ""over 13,000 accounts,"" which is small for the US). I just kinda hyperfocused on this and passionately wrote this whole thing all at once, haha. Hope it helps!!! - **Please ask any questions you have so we can figure this out together. I hope this helps!!! (yes I just repeated that LOL)**",4.131435243398599,7.1363817303754296,4.960050775402671,75.98146290641279,76.9749715585893,8.524715885276331,27.113837494760794,9.16352738747736,2.88911622298066,3907,157,654,106,95,1262,376,879,0.018000000000000002,0.833,0.149,0.9989,5,0,0,0,0,0,256.0,3,30,1,8,35,32,0,2,42,6,53,8,0,12,6,128,104,56,0,19,28,1,1,11,1,2,7,6,0,2,62,31,0,3,13,3,34,9,8,3,0,3,16,9,60,29,109,78,25,89,0,0,2,1,55,46,0,30,35,423,122,28,0.34399663334153546,0.0,0.055948515338402185,0.0,0.1378057015331654,0.0,0.050822043314683936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326813981842591,0.13754699170033272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595300454629016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017681478417157,0.0,0.047179986471228015,0.0,0.05359840267370518,0.0,0.0,0.04408536289911245,0.0,0.03494952580394743,0.0,0.14635789921220774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259253821034033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819155696156876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760475653052464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394119626319984,0.0,0.05186077483939151,0.0,0.05478392080161645,0.0515269988360681,0.05608245253112649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055048452313953784,0.0,0.052401115141616016,0.048767226764924745,0.0,0.06286242549531486,0.0,0.0,0.17972404298350064,0.0,0.06516707137784028,0.04808800920619261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094205587237909,0.0,0.0,0.19214474349250607,0.0,0.0,0.28472189588917496,0.05646123183273701,0.06615432150067486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940651933235535,0.09452577669767474,0.046733861465399616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862664401278141,0.08099166510606172,0.22407917214608106,0.0,0.15187766477552694,0.1014753985214992,0.04814508904015407,0.0,0.0,0.04874227270515895,0.0,0.0,0.1148102119665548,0.05812643230029151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045762471802316136,0.0,0.0,0.1700460965714896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105753127885617,0.07770034048502318,0.043604156789701656,0.0,0.0,0.06366125867814397,0.0,0.0,0.07949465078117669,0.05006076527752333,0.0,0.06293416719312815,0.05419800134097389,0.0,0.1098178950963217,0.11665608171012655,0.2472577015988136,0.0,0.0,0.0576352715026518,0.1284516522234853,0.06098046049021414,0.17204486185796572,0.0,0.07345768395193447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360978637209975,0.04559332164117647,0.057400106778794036,0.0,0.04568679656315773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742626164387369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417934460111133,0.040580431270015635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059936661807530475,0.1968969223512991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617869262188769,0.07347305088999563,0.05632915761529226,0.0,0.03343120054151585,0.0,0.054344764322865176,0.0,0.0,0.07785037783561609,0.0,0.0,0.11937087566713213,0.1379285315738485,0.09903421439432213,0.06314394869123441,0.0,0.06763270899676083,0.09101617194040278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280199854326075,0.0,0.05526674649879214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040727556430041896,0.0,0.0,0.03692042558321704 adhd,jobthrowaway2774383,2019/07/09,"My boss keeps harshly scolding me for going too fast I just started a new sales job a week ago, and I've been working very hard to learn quickly since it's a short training program. I'm doing really well overall, and my boss sees a lot of potential in me. He even said I remind him of his boss. But any time I make even the smallest mistake, he points it out in a harsh way, and it's starting to make me feel really bad. I even dread being around him because I know my every move will be scrutinized. Even when I eliminate mistakes I made before, I don't get much praise. Now that my pitch and presentation are great, my boss keeps telling me I'm moving too fast, and he says ""SLOW DOWN"" in a loud and emphatic way. As of today I've successfully slowed down my delivery to a point where it shouldn't be a problem, but if my brain ever skips over anything and I make a mistake, he tells me the same thing (and harsher each time.) So even if I'm not talking fast or moving quickly, any mistake I make is perceived as a result of ""going too fast."" While my brain does move very quickly and it makes me miss things, this definitely isn't something I'm doing on purpose. I'm pouring everything into this job, in a way I've never done before with any other job, so it's really important to me that I do well. My boss doesn't know I have ADHD and I have a feeling he wouldn't react well to me telling him that. He's a really competitive guy who hasn't come off particularly compassionate, so he might see it as an excuse rather than something to accommodate. I also doubt ADHD is something he has much knowledge on. But I don't know how else to explain it without directly saying it or look like I'm making excuses. And I don't know how I could ask him to be less harsh without coming off lazy or weak. For more info: I'm not on any medication, and don't have an official diagnosis or a primary care provider. Executive dysfunction has made trying to find a doctor really hard, and I've been without one for a year since moving to this city.",7.16840579710145,5.550730792270535,7.902806763285023,75.27232608695653,64.7487922705314,10.888695652173913,34.70966183574879,9.766711354998122,3.0980206763285025,1604,58,325,27,20,541,197,414,0.10300000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.0148,4,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,27,19,0,2,20,0,30,5,2,17,2,81,68,33,0,11,16,0,4,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,19,20,0,2,12,0,1,9,15,10,3,1,6,11,39,9,40,53,7,55,1,1,3,0,28,19,0,9,25,208,58,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113311206955295,0.0,0.06311302317257399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693727831674141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936692220109678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859015862473215,0.06338160810934518,0.06656082694300351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594476311124328,0.04340184077757647,0.0,0.1211690686693354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896176467583725,0.0,0.0,0.07259144196719221,0.0,0.0,0.12266211293486645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684607258388789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287450709651018,0.062306137875597925,0.07286061053224932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059477068263264474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512912548399054,0.06440296514486006,0.059987663298084325,0.0,0.06398846759107688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200002925393667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507398322660489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03719818852111187,0.0,0.08092730275506425,0.0,0.0,0.07849640954161452,0.0,0.07049753991469139,0.0,0.0,0.12755943677272974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119600676111674,0.12656869311451074,0.0,0.0,0.1565149594159721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03478390738979962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059788664958280974,0.0,0.0,0.0605302735995228,0.0,0.1347391616082419,0.2851526265257313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172482645004356,0.0,0.0755301761396537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783627825756413,0.10467792862213483,0.0,0.05491254088920067,0.06876379022210853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482458306446258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461086927812568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681271857138889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280573648306337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772591553515099,0.11323953849855492,0.0,0.0,0.11347170094352114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779198768474275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443585727765025,0.0,0.0,0.10078908804351644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057226520245840726,0.1866914343286708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460201281030467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303263689730611,0.0,0.06748769129135106,0.0,0.0,0.04833899209748287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749215653333656,0.0,0.16954175966082985,0.057111005246521324,0.0,0.1920475461820983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589794653788995,0.0,0.05183323178833374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584938981982295 adhd,libra69420,2019/07/09,what was your experience on ritalin please let me know,4.7650000000000015,7.699797500000002,6.0100000000000025,69.785,74.0,12.0,30.0,11.20814326018867,4.645,45,2,8,2,1,15,10,10,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221588648309994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933625405102267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458467043604193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859521439867397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,craftygamergirl,2019/07/09,"CEO of my doctor's practice decided unilaterally they would not longer treat adult ADHD with stimulants. That's it. The CEO decreed they would keep treating children with ADHD with appropriate meds, but not adults. None of the doctors agree. I found out my PCP also belongs to an org/practice that refuses to prescribe stimulant meds of any kind for adult adhd. Another local provider doesn't take my insurance. I am clawing for help to continue my evidence-based treatment. I got a very nice letter saying I'm not a drug addict or drug dealer to shop around in this underserved shithole area.",6.4745093457943925,8.473868355140187,6.499147196261685,72.28928154205609,66.38317757009347,9.46214953271028,34.87032710280374,9.827888789773867,3.846440186915888,482,23,75,11,8,153,78,107,0.015,0.841,0.14400000000000002,0.9424,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,18,9,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,4,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,9,4,15,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,1,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291008842144476,0.5718610682714621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684166303420374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786134727829348,0.16631812343226302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119797812688326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32469144807019473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678782693816233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390946527339093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685620978713774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631403205517442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098130431701605,0.0,0.16516960460581034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35236352851734304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613433420964132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925620613738555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087120572622682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253463020184714,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Scratch_King,2019/07/09,"Those of you who don't take medication, How do you cope? What keeps you from getting overwhelmed?",3.4800000000000004,6.391074777777781,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,79.0,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.141466666666667,78,3,15,1,2,23,15,18,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32135815716762883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467185848486926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6196365728420434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624697194405656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SlowRegardSillyStuff,2019/07/09,"""Be careful"" I'm new to my ADHD diagnosis, and I'm still figuring out which of my qualities I can explain and strategize, so I welcome any help or insight. I've always been told to be more careful. When there's clearly something to be careful about, I'm great. But I never understood how to be careful generally. Ex: I'm graceful if I'm dancing, but I'm so clumsy when it comes to general movements (walking, picking something up, etc) it's like I'm brand new to having limbs. When I was younger, I would get lost every time I got bored in public. The more mundane the task, the more likely I am to break something, or lose something, or tackle someone, and I have no idea how to just Be. More. Careful. Has anyone found a way to be more aware of your surroundings? Or is this not ADHD-related, just ""head in the clouds"" syndrome?",3.9848577235772353,5.2310023231707365,5.209512195121949,82.05479674796749,71.5,7.417886178861789,32.56910569105691,7.793537801064563,2.35311544715447,647,31,123,8,12,215,98,164,0.073,0.792,0.135,0.6142,0,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,12,13,0,0,5,0,15,1,1,3,2,29,35,17,0,2,10,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,7,0,11,10,16,21,6,19,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,5,10,81,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024380723249266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469775195364564,0.0,0.0,0.08556635455483884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798083475030127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6414426615149014,0.0,0.0,0.10838841336633316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032984067308613,0.0,0.0,0.10601427760967592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796229457093087,0.0,0.0,0.06573916814959767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063496978322724,0.13872419252532026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913431979799952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433887013775747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204283568170234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294497273706065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076770086893214,0.13735452019765915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704517619152382,0.24304809173431946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661240977307404,0.3874696376774204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004852286658008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337046098089588,0.0,0.0,0.12023264072027355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998752420465879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938355612407008,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CryptoLucid,2019/07/09,"My adhd in a nutshell I have an overwhelming lust to do absolutely everything, all at once.",3.0452941176470567,5.967111470588236,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,81.3529411764706,10.458823529411768,32.029411764705884,10.125756701596842,4.704435294117649,73,4,12,3,2,26,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6530956617955589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883986515910872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787338020781477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MoiraVonKarma,2019/07/09,"Long wait and even more waiting TLDR: My ADHD-doctor forgot me twice and is now also the reason why I need to wait with out any medication until August, or even later if he forgets me fourth time. And now the longer and more detailed story because I need to get this out of my system. I got my ADHD-diagnosis last year from my second doctor after the first one quit so they arranged new doctor for me. Diagnosis explained a lot why I struggle at school and why doing things is so hard and exhausting plus why it's hard to fall asleep and etc. (It was also a surprise for me because I had heard people thought I have asperger's syndrome so hearing that I mainly have ADHD and then some asperger traits was a news flash for me!) Some trivial: This place is where people GET diagnosis and then they start medicine, but aren't the actual and/or final place to treat ADHD symptons. They diagnose and are meant to plan where and who is the actual doctor for people who are diagnosed. After diagnosis we started testing three different medicines plus I stopped with doctor's guidance my deppression and anxiety medication. The first one was excelent and worked like dream! It was the very first time I didn't feel distracted, anxious and I could just focus on my class and what teacher was telling or what I needed to do. Unfortunately that medicine gave a minor heart palpitations/heartthrob. With doctor we decided to try other medicine and it did nothing. Then we tried the third one and still nothing but it DID give me a very bad side effects like aggression, headache, anxious and tensed my body so much that I needed to ask my friend to stay away from me and let me be in my room in peace until the side effects were gone. I just lied on my bed and watched aggretsuko until I took a pain killer to help me fall asleep. After this my doctor informed that they also are quiting their job and I will have again a new doctor that will contact and meet me two weeks from that moment to try new medicine. At this point is good to know that this doctor was excelent and it was sad that he quit, because they really cared for my well being and were very clear with instructions plus told me many times to be careful and follow my weight since I was ""just right"" and those medicines surely made me use bathroom a lot more. This... New doctor didn't contact me like they had promised. I waited, waited, called and called and my school started to get worse, until one of the school staff's instructed me to go emergency room and claim my mental health and depression are very bad. Well, not really a lie but I still felt bad to do that but I was starting to be desperate so I did that. I went to see emergency doctor next morning and asked them to send message to my ADHD-doctor to contact me asap so I won't fail my school classes and can continue those, because before the medicine I didn't make it through these vocational university classes before but the first medicine really made the difference. This new doctor FINALLY contacted me and arranged our first meeting. I waited over three weeks anxiously to continue my medicine but it was too late to help me to push me through classes since I had already been over three months behind others and my studies aren't really light ones and I had only three weeks left to make it through. Didn't happen but shit happens and I just thought that I will make it through the next semester since I finally had doctor again to help me find more fitting medicine and health station that would be my actual place to follow my well being and medicine usage. Oh boy how wrong I was... First I thought everything went well and with this doctor we were supposed to find a place where they help me with these symptons. After meeting him for real, my hopes went down very quickly. With the good doctor we filled a paper where we could monitor and see if the medicine actually had effect or not and it was fitting method for me like very good and clear plus he wrote always notes on that paper when the answer wasn't black-and-white. This new doctor... Didn't wanna use it because it required meeting in person and just asked me to tell how the medicine works and... I just couldn't speak and tell how this new medicine worked because I didn't have any solid targed question to answer. It's too wide range question for my brains and made me so anxious and locked that I didn't know what or how I should answer. After a several phone calls this doctor finally arranged a meeting with me and we filled the same paper I had filled with good doctor and it really cleared the picture for him and for me how this new medicine worked far better than our phone calls. The second thing that was worrying was that they weren't concerned about my weight or blood pressure almost at all like the good doctor had been. Because of this, I kind of stopped following my blood pressure and most importantly my weight. Didn't follow at all really expect maybe once a month my weight if even that. Well I didn't panick this because we were finally making papers to get me in the actual special health station where adhd-people are taken care but they first denied to take me in and the we needed to ask them to change that and this whole process took like almost this first half of 2019. Or so it looked like... Back to my weight, because this new medicine made me go bathroom like ten times a day almost or more. It just didn't do good to my stomach. During April I weighted myself casually and was schocked to see I had lost weight over 8 kg/17,6 lb and I'm over 170 cm/5,6 feet tall so not good! It was the first time I was scared because of my weight because usually I'm considered to be in healthly weight or could use to lose some weight category. This was my first under weight moment and because of that I stopped using all together my fourth ADHD medicine. It took me almost three weeks before I got courage to contact my doctor because we had had our ""last"" face to face meeting but told me to contact if something comes up with my medication. I contacted and was asked if I had already started in my new health station the treatment and I was like no and told what had happened and that this doctor had said me to contact and this situation really was that moment. They told to ask this doctor to contact me. Never happend. Instead I went after waiting almost two months without ANY medicine or any actual help with my health problems and I was so close to finish my classes like only one month left but after I suddenly stopped using my medicine I was exhausted, scared and just hid in my room like literally two months and my depression and anxiety got back even stronger since now I was scared I keep losing my weight or can't get back what I lost. I couldn't even socialice with my friends, family or anyone really. All I did during two months was waiting to get help and trying to get help and sleep plus eat. That's it. I couldn't even open my computer during these months and I'm ALWAYS using my computer somehow. In the end I found out that this doctor not only ignored me, they didn't even inform me that they had cut me out alltogether from their systems and tranafered me in new place. I found this out when I got a notice that if I won't show up to see my ACTUAL NEW DOCTOR in this NEW PLACE I was not aware to go, I realized how badly things were organized and how bad things were. I contacted this new place to arrange the meeting so we could try new medicine or some other one. They didn't have time to see mee soon so the meeting was arranged in a way that I would need to wait over a month. I guess hearing that I would need to wait even more like... Like longer than my school courses are lasting and feeling how I would fail again my classes, I asked if there could be any way to meet sooner. Couldn't happen and the call ended, leaving me very sad, angry and hopeless. I felt very depressed during that Friday. At Monday I received a call and it was my new upcoming doctor. They told me they can't see me sooner but they had arranged for me a meeting with another doctor in the same place who and can see me few weeks before I would meet my actual doctor. I was happy to hear even tho I still needed to wait month but it was better than nothing. I was over 3 months without any medication but thanks to this ""emergency"" doctor I saw gave me a recipe for depression medication to help me gain even some of my strenght back after our long almost hour talk. This doctor was good, did their job carefully and actually sounded and seemed to care. They even apologied what had happened to me and after I said I just had bad luck they said ""I shouldn't have had and this should not happen at all"". They also told me that I did right when I stopped taking my pills after sudden weight loss. This doctor was nice, professional and wrote notes very carefully and had even read a lot my medical history before our meeting. Medication has helped me do again something but I still couldn't even send any messages to my teachers or open my school pages. Finally I met my actual doctor but... It went a little differently than I thought. I also after wards noticed from their written records they hadn't lostened me as carefully and had some funny/weird fact wrong but that could happen to anyone. I just... I got again some same vibes I have when something might go wrong and then... Then this doctor told me that they would need to consult 1 in 2 doctors from other helath station that help them with medications and surprise! The other consulting doctor is THAT doctor who not only once but twice forgot me (or just didn't put any effort to communicate with me). They told me that they will ask if they can start new medication for me and if they don't get answer next week, I would need to wait until August to get answer if I can start my new medication. Guess what? This doctor didn't answer so here I am. Again waiting and waiting, nothing having enough money to go private doctor and a lot of stocked things to do that are getting worse and worse the time passes and I can't currenly do anything to solve my problems with school related things which is quite crucial thing for me. I just want my medication or other help that I need since I'm still scared of my weight and ADHD-symptons that I can't control on my own currently. Currently my life sucks on this part of life but I'm so damn happy I at least have now medication for depression. I just wanna study and get stuff done and not be exhausted over every small detail.",6.10322338935574,6.6376608475490215,5.931246498599439,81.37549019607846,66.25980392156862,8.691876750700281,30.161064425770306,8.539120178643822,2.1591799719887947,8419,285,1595,113,126,2629,541,2040,0.10400000000000001,0.778,0.11800000000000001,0.9823,7,0,4,0,0,1,154.0,16,0,32,37,97,98,5,8,57,0,167,91,13,27,11,360,335,183,0,49,66,0,20,13,2,17,63,10,4,2,123,133,15,25,33,4,1,30,44,44,5,33,137,41,261,54,197,160,36,257,0,15,10,0,149,76,3,52,159,1118,384,75,0.0,0.0,0.14730764244408412,0.0,0.14513223727508073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069413729950844,0.0,0.03331591718602043,0.06035823873103052,0.02512087658457756,0.0,0.0,0.08212217712242734,0.01582866190695487,0.023095614996630542,0.06821324024750848,0.0,0.021109867693710992,0.0,0.012422085797243715,0.0,0.11289599788486808,0.0,0.014182462868434928,0.04642919180736645,0.07562330515450907,0.11962483518020678,0.0,0.06422463269911828,0.0,0.0,0.026701003533510185,0.0,0.01676739445510344,0.0,0.01685126585790621,0.09248348837489756,0.0,0.10773413129436728,0.0,0.01596874883264548,0.013003201618786151,0.0,0.0,0.016930580889412367,0.07231386370495194,0.0,0.0,0.009735172753561179,0.0,0.0650074853842698,0.03064267573254297,0.0,0.04731389873783177,0.0,0.5871229781872893,0.0,0.015447658386934397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015446185963593581,0.0,0.0,0.026739781614773268,0.015597404916675653,0.016835168582429526,0.12961331767578152,0.0,0.0127183799763672,0.0,0.013566616870618513,0.0,0.014230436772916912,0.0,0.015265200876566966,0.0,0.028987570738979687,0.09921650135909213,0.027593528393966855,0.1283999255355801,0.0,0.03310227498271333,0.023325070194472303,0.0,0.08675296503257275,0.014480717431988588,0.04289482746589515,0.10128928316539593,0.06036516087605251,0.0,0.033258189245900294,0.0,0.09344061698431053,0.032138300119640216,0.02704471715101416,0.0,0.0,0.0962731238384871,0.05104025446062623,0.017887916924719742,0.11129813865757512,0.0,0.0,0.014992966652273681,0.014865758100037709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0299593675486206,0.013417331528180776,0.0,0.015719356223229453,0.016591884200810286,0.03691387472824253,0.01702807379487255,0.01598366603680986,0.03280201706374568,0.015435892555318062,0.021324410794875383,0.09587195183154867,0.015129383323054591,0.0,0.026717602123779327,0.01267618902640956,0.03377539607716519,0.032956447352823166,0.051333689454563805,0.0,0.05713387589429553,0.0403047255165568,0.01530419110150088,0.015165184669040462,0.0,0.0,0.18248223978941572,0.015212438592505966,0.0160136505909997,0.0,0.0,0.12048866342278144,0.0,0.011096728878568187,0.12312211675941055,0.011642369815711056,0.2624231610698921,0.04816183616885847,0.0,0.0,0.05793711051469427,0.03437203245850903,0.0,0.032151848647789666,0.07160241637606594,0.04592240204125204,0.01606238604425773,0.0,0.0,0.016346660049445558,0.0,0.041860519524646735,0.01318057014985168,0.12617039663421806,0.0,0.014269868922223625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028888187570308126,0.0,0.015174872675938297,0.03382021836082809,0.06422252898498165,0.015099312193019987,0.017181673330968438,0.07736311268967536,0.01552040767858164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025782483117105456,0.04307705354732036,0.0,0.06045182328417665,0.1069402308267716,0.08420259190587155,0.013742127915040923,0.0,0.017053310061877117,0.015495033806980944,0.062434639690072985,0.01696766784944205,0.015106128802716653,0.0,0.0,0.034863130177361465,0.0,0.0,0.07479135659839366,0.016089503722136085,0.060275339746651085,0.06310142933610498,0.0,0.015780809005266874,0.017280423654159997,0.0,0.0,0.014227073000895691,0.0,0.02269946447566298,0.0121329718344791,0.03958168179224385,0.013897657107374785,0.0,0.0,0.07020018746440526,0.0,0.0,0.047935697006487664,0.0616150386519034,0.0,0.0,0.11539309192843375,0.050314058567769895,0.05124334199478908,0.0,0.05898337424808393,0.0,0.0,0.07822457783995701,0.01662526013434978,0.11209629013615516,0.008903556112400816,0.02396377746886076,0.07265088442750743,0.2573468808971491,0.06786211062919374,0.06996713428212109,0.054484378579076585,0.016853282098496854,0.0,0.02910252071230175,0.0,0.043958020769126784,0.015329935971678947,0.04614997844546417,0.07506251414807327,0.04951278379751454,0.0,0.009720831406875493 adhd,TravoC312,2019/07/09,"Blank mind/horrid memory Does anyone else just constantly feel so spaced out in their head? I used to constantly have so many thoughts racing through my head that it was overwhelming, but now it’s like I have no thoughts at all. I can try and think about something and I just literally feel lost. I feel as if I have a bunch of pressure in my head but that’s it. I’ve been so saddened recently with how my head is and also with how atrocious my memory is. I literally can’t remember something I said 5 minutes ago, which most often is due to my head just feeling, “full” but with no thoughts. I have no idea if this even has to do with ADHD, but since I believe it does I’m asking for anyone and everyone’s thoughts on this. Thanks.",3.659907862407863,4.923614560810812,4.487002457002458,86.85701474201475,72.31081081081079,8.084520884520883,27.64373464373465,8.575989854853784,1.8268297297297296,577,21,122,10,11,186,86,148,0.135,0.8009999999999999,0.064,-0.8919,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,13,5,0,2,1,0,13,5,5,3,1,35,28,17,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,11,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,5,16,2,17,20,4,13,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,4,7,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418890191367232,0.0,0.10465590024530427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441509565248404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510506431397465,0.12096969696251425,0.0,0.0,0.11037315144521599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301679286714418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551687455747765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066357978875064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862665120672423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797962786264215,0.0,0.0,0.11281444382233367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23878519837831025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058345046367349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332789782406929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767971424811569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128879925698659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969755058386462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921017251488088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657316337569405,0.0,0.1337425866840076,0.0,0.11230513615054886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766309624498837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178163355123167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869672912304773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565012918754352,0.0,0.3749159611999461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015716060819457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196869494550258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheSquam,2019/07/09,"My relationship with my parents falls apart bit by bit. I make a genuine mental effort every day to remember the little things, things I need to do and each part of doing them. But often, I forget bits like putting down the toilet seat or closing a door. To my dad in particular this means “I just don’t give a shit,” and often says “if you were in the military I guarantee you wouldn’t forget, you’d give a shit then.” But the thing is I do care, and I try so hard but they don’t believe me; they don’t even believe I have adhd (despite a diagnosis). Anyone else have this problem or any advice on how to approach them in an understandable way? Ty.",3.2768702290076344,4.607226190839697,4.831977099236641,83.75224045801528,73.35114503816793,7.377404580152671,25.31374045801527,7.908726449838941,1.3623429007633592,505,16,103,7,10,170,85,131,0.105,0.825,0.07,-0.5221,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,4,1,6,5,2,0,10,0,12,2,2,2,0,25,19,12,0,4,7,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,2,19,2,12,16,5,14,0,0,0,0,13,8,2,5,3,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696383205287028,0.13793295169329042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598879247485564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986973692235397,0.14462779679809512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31806189769137033,0.0,0.0,0.4623071298864375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391475911530702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103192437339827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791511120361699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323013991184988,0.0,0.11892738151331522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708133912999392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126445246977794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896016276070932,0.1414722587204886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942206373218089,0.0,0.0,0.1537568566714853,0.0,0.0,0.14224889424601064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104663065148675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673355869538655,0.15285480381788147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506423423368924,0.0,0.14189762182768045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515453582403863,0.15989868649650496,0.0,0.0,0.11225042831297832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897827868877529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28132708587545346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583353374809753,0.0,0.0,0.14694511651493167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204057870715677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,squirrellbait,2019/07/09,"Feeling defeated and the week has barely began. - Managed to wake up later than wanted to - Running late as always - Forgot my headphones, book and MEDS - sensory overload all day at work having to listen to every little noise and person talking - Scatterbrained all day - Finally remember to go fill my prescription and my benefits weren’t working so I had to leave and figure that out sometime this week with work - Forgot to buy what I needed at the store - My mom reminded me of the money I owe my parents for my car payment and I asked for help to remember and got hit with the ‘it’s not my job to remind you’ So ya lovely fucking Monday. Was finally feeling a bit on top of things the last week or two just to be crushed in one single day.",5.716752136752135,6.3087597272727285,6.615058275058278,75.93574980574982,67.1118881118881,9.152758352758351,31.97280497280497,9.150863307647796,2.888405439005439,583,23,102,10,9,194,100,143,0.066,0.84,0.094,0.513,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,5,3,4,1,0,6,0,6,3,1,0,2,24,21,11,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,10,0,2,5,1,4,4,2,2,0,2,7,3,14,2,24,12,4,25,0,1,0,2,10,8,1,1,13,72,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290543363402053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808765320020489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125959502801268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857795884829373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445091243968155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493718682091478,0.0,0.0,0.3236152231692957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655427138013995,0.0,0.0,0.08394623257038693,0.0,0.1181361048270666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900599786587384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657804824473394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040226821734144,0.1666217965495495,0.15640213817391496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804287674236127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331282804713607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407101714614114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729945914956717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952409605544118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009120734205652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401298121051605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289735001369889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33465022401369626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608763667220345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872262176563594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813106700264516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428989300494946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712239170437835,0.0,0.3554489201200805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226009800732632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ltldmon,2019/07/09,"Vyvanse suddenly stopped working?! I’m going to see my Dr. on Thursday, but I thought I’d see if anyone here had any thoughts one this... I’ve been on Vyvanse for almost a year and a half, starting at 10mg and working my way up to 40mg currently. But just very recently I’ve noticed that all the side effects, such as jaw clenching, dry mouth and low appetite are gone. I don’t feel as though I have the same drive, I am still doing well at work, but I feel it maybe just from good habits I’ve learned. In addition, I feel my compulsive habits are coming back, as well as bing eating. Is it possible that the meds have suddenly stopped working, would a higher dose get me back on track, or maybe a different med all together. Is it possible there could be something wrong with the batch of pills I received?",6.061897860593513,5.69944453416149,6.118343685300207,83.05914423740514,66.39130434782608,9.640027605244997,35.28019323671498,9.150863307647796,2.9128545203588683,634,28,131,10,9,201,107,161,0.07200000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.2737,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,11,5,0,0,8,0,14,6,2,1,2,28,27,13,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,7,0,0,5,1,2,2,2,5,5,11,3,17,19,3,27,0,1,2,0,1,9,0,3,12,80,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637210753937484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261216907210124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522546549271826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943956004159792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731347112265147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873463590256628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422869499375603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935381024756385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065814737072944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115234705281176,0.0,0.07739849385956317,0.1142276123990357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736372942446512,0.0,0.3025472191970069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550503697267348,0.0,0.0,0.09228417356746564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070618841010414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446872502104815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704760815500476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048437898914141,0.0,0.0,0.09639421241626536,0.0,0.10875951225059674,0.2277176936955076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338035258489179,0.216235323091134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236894900001124,0.0,0.10809929733079368,0.0,0.0,0.2448978332880229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965844836749722,0.0,0.0,0.09674369154902722,0.1488996505763128,0.0,0.08770028397399457 adhd,NavigatorBowman,2019/07/09,"10 days, and I finally finished cleaning my living room! It took me almost two weeks, but I said that I was going to finish cleaning my living room (which is also my bedroom,) and I just finally got the job done. I just wanted to share this accomplishment because I feel really good about it right now, especially after an overwhelming day at work.",6.6219230769230775,7.2547330000000025,7.4490384615384615,70.59971153846155,65.15384615384616,10.192307692307693,31.634615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.3093846153846163,275,10,46,6,4,92,50,65,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.8117,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,10,2,5,4,0,15,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,33,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694509324447955,0.0,0.0,0.17325605538977146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206868947873146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794444744049264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170961358362334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095454632296441,0.0,0.0,0.4746620626128595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231279898090382,0.18171692489131613,0.17327592514685114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149930959125963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826143309356607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387924417930025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850191215373625,0.2060851048763768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070768965905825,0.0,0.0,0.21163694821639745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127786615664035,0.0,0.17378469398048882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577248077751879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unofficaluser112,2019/07/09,"I have great intentions everyday but when the sun goes down and the lights go out I always feel like I let myself down. Anyone or everyone else feel this too If so , do you have any hacks that can help out? I have 3 big bills I need to research , and settle . I have to call an agency so they can send me a payment . Multiple other people I have to call as well . I have it all sorted and organized on how to accomplish it , yet it’s been a month and I haven’t tackled any of it . I tell myself just one phone call today and I can build on that but it never gets done. Distraction after Distraction. Usually work stuff. Before I realize it 8 hours had went by and it’s too late to make calls . To add to that I am on Adderall . 15mgs . It does help me focus but I still can’t get myself to tackle the meat and potatoes of what I need to do . What the hell is going on ?",0.2778571428571439,2.367303763736264,2.4820769230769244,93.47542307692308,85.53846153846153,5.837802197802197,17.341758241758242,7.1686216300943375,0.08360791208791163,663,15,150,10,20,224,109,182,0.035,0.826,0.139,0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,10,6,1,2,7,0,19,0,0,3,2,27,29,17,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,0,3,0,1,4,3,3,1,1,4,3,22,3,22,24,1,24,1,0,0,0,11,9,1,3,12,111,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247621687912975,0.0,0.0,0.20019232891752725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292064153254787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525024780813296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012013018630846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288094279272328,0.1506293582155028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296071300513985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064904647930174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885022399335496,0.10515457939018412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380434566175705,0.0,0.16730614233202878,0.0,0.0,0.16228060271662462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732048792998114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495527709814715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603991123582107,0.0,0.0,0.15051463016929362,0.0,0.07191097642578663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825234973389002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748790392055668,0.0,0.0,0.2182832206087885,0.11352417625517665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974166361613483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204496747381107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117548375486328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685005623195083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865301169741755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952158172161774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211209501635432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234402153624367,0.13644921798643295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715812537772153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,simferopol,2019/07/09,"Help finding a doctor in Niagara, Ontario Hi. I am wondering what's the best way to go about finding a doctor who specialized in treatment of adult ADHD?",5.796896551724139,7.097372310344831,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,67.27586206896552,9.937931034482759,38.63793103448275,10.125756701596842,4.539399999999999,123,7,19,3,2,42,25,29,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,13,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378202142062587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949906808117121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754229862310456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138294205491116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975212757621868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841129991888814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311923497403846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048343179258799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MoodyStocking,2019/03/20,"How do you know that how you are isn't just ""normal"" personality traits? Hi guys, So I'm at the beginning of a possible ADHD journey (inattentive), I've suspected it for a while and I've just been referred for assessment (with a waiting time of about 2 years...) I guess my worry is that how I am is just...normal and I'm making a big deal out of it. I've talked to my best friend and my boyfriend and while they agree some symptoms fit, they're not convinced by it. However, they don't see me at work and I dont live with them so they don't see me in those situations and also I tend not to discuss it with anyone as I find my lack of productivity and focus to be embarrassing. I've been previously diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I guess I'm just worried I'm making massive deal out of nothing and I'm being ridiculous and I'm just an unmotivated and messy person in general. The thing is I try really really hard to keep organised and tidy and on top of things and no matter what I do, it never sticks. Its like swimming against a current and I'm just going nowhere. Not sure what the point of this post is really, but hearing some perspectives of how ADHD affects other people would be so so helpful, thanks! :) ",3.1654858299595148,4.799157400809719,4.991682186234818,81.27140991902837,74.1821862348178,8.34080971659919,26.9248987854251,8.982922981607832,2.1570859919028345,966,36,194,21,20,330,133,247,0.09699999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.11,0.8802,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,4,3,15,9,1,1,9,0,18,2,0,7,2,56,39,29,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,3,15,22,0,3,4,1,0,3,9,3,0,0,2,4,20,6,29,33,4,22,0,1,2,0,17,11,0,4,8,133,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151153704791215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484126265150136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029175340709763,0.0,0.0,0.09166872783006616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375822016605494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703183370288006,0.11291692721282134,0.13306455267591746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364916158871073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198237564023825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128815311861343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450760604170413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888446239775856,0.1298104039565174,0.0,0.0,0.11744056626636384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776013007800967,0.0,0.08787410296907773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652841504345315,0.0,0.0,0.07204957127444116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404922887975853,0.0,0.11576440856168276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750216044576859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101113019315734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845094897930784,0.12579475371639165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088878781256436,0.2289443240938561,0.0,0.0,0.12393263182712827,0.14779645410501094,0.12555832709935566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519595891409597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894072835642294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736279246931044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356095278855088,0.13626392913369584,0.0,0.1053738572881792,0.0,0.1207000029878032,0.0,0.0,0.1741950926637387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644593095203843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900883773559155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544294403687713,0.2662784530210647,0.0,0.09313024708250754,0.0,0.0,0.0844246170983158 adhd,kindoffreakingout388,2019/03/20,"Trouble with talking about ADHD? I got my first appointment with an ADHD evaluator over a webcam. I was really nervous because the questions she asked were short and straight-forward, but when my answers were short and straight-forward, she would get frustrated that I wouldn't elaborate. Also, I hate speaking out loud because my thoughts never translate right, and I have trouble with speaking from memory because my memory sucks. So when she asked me vague questions about ages 1-10 I had no idea how to respond and made something up on the spot about always preferring to play with boys (I'm female) because I was worried I was never as ""up to standard"" as the other girls. It's the truth, I always felt behind my peers in terms of maturity and social skills, I just.. don't think it's the answer she cared about hearing? If that makes sense. She then asked about how I used to do in class (graduated high school with a 2.6 GPA because I couldn't make myself care about academia), could I pay attention through a whole lecture (no), asked me about previously diagnosed anxiety and depression (I'm on SSRI's), finished off the evaluation with a question about restlessness and leg bouncing, and then said she would email me the next day with the results. I was nervous about if I elaborated properly and definitely overthought the whole evaluation. This is, I assume, why the results were not conclusive with ADHD. Then she recommended talk therapy and ways of dealing with stress, after I explained to her I don't think my symptoms are JUST depression and anxiety. I just don't know how to do better or where to go from here to get my brain machine fixed :(",8.048391513982644,8.151518518032791,7.656239151398264,72.12634522661524,62.18032786885247,10.717454194792673,38.26904532304725,10.328600350310266,4.051223722275797,1328,62,226,27,17,420,164,305,0.171,0.757,0.07200000000000001,-0.9832,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,4,21,16,3,4,15,0,21,4,2,9,3,63,47,27,0,8,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,6,21,0,0,16,1,1,1,10,11,0,1,13,6,38,5,44,29,3,30,0,2,0,0,28,14,1,7,14,162,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35366574770693443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844484278843737,0.16324227278784278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008157341920067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668144147225281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29898255388901324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867551832407468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095040982640553,0.0,0.0,0.2000244627509012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831918487877586,0.0,0.0,0.06326179426593974,0.10112945473359587,0.16897451212137513,0.09956221101679576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418455033003352,0.0,0.0,0.08343775584282757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249896506539856,0.0,0.05574844574232726,0.0,0.0784538391837833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684641335158513,0.0,0.0,0.110557807882358,0.0,0.0,0.10364051615731132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073492456732634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390928293552855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281785731841516,0.1309555217004688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131055661648687,0.0,0.1043228935021443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296594344238853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284081241594629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377078578409122,0.09330879441239097,0.0,0.0,0.09927523413696814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999334069953313,0.0,0.07551669342283047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123650656159524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195606413248846,0.0,0.1576866867095878,0.0,0.0,0.1121777601514633,0.0,0.0,0.125707916727312,0.0,0.07787479171619069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472075560653873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786156437312701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851356918952122,0.21903440068507107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961808383889488,0.0,0.13936473877694208,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Luxxxx5352,2019/03/20,"I feel like my brain stopped working I (19f) am a first year college student. in high school I was top of my class and he'd a 4.0 GPA, and managed a 32 on my ACTs. set motivation was never a problem for me. Last semester in college I began to struggle slightly from lack of effort but towards the end of the semester I managed to work hard and get my grades up. This semester, however, I fell ike somethings happened. its not lack of effort but my motivation is gone. I was taking two psychology classes (which I love), a reading & writing class that is required, a History class, and a jewish studies class. I decided in advance that I would try harder from the start which is what I did. my notes were better, my study habits, I felt more confident and was doing my work without complaint, but my grades suffered. I studied all the time and worked so hard but was only managing to get low Bs and high Cs. it felt like I couldn't remember things as well as I used to. now Ive dropped one of my classes, and I am drowning. I have an assignment in my reading and writing class based on a book. I've read the book over 3 times and even downloaded the audiobook to listen while I read along but for some reason I cannot figure out what this book is about. everyone else seems to be handling it just fine, but I can't. I have read and re read every line and chapter but I cannot make sense of it. I am supposed to turn in an intro paragraph of an essay that will be about this book tonight but I just keep staring at my paper with nothing to write, I know nothing about this book. its like my brain won't work, or let me focus, or retain anything. I also struggled to find the meaning behind several poems that my peers had no problems with. I can feel myself falling behind and I am trying so hard to catch up but I just can't. I don't know whats wrong with me, I cannot fail this semester or I will have to leave the school. I am so mad at myself that I just keep crying because I can't even think. does anyone know what I can do???????? &#x200B; I have ADHD but I've been on meds for it for years and I even had the dosage increased about 6 months ago so I know thats not the issue.",2.8382278078269176,4.181270837416484,4.1040114540248185,88.48794209354124,74.47884187082406,6.7349920458160994,26.637034680241808,7.225922671290522,1.2147923767101492,1702,62,360,18,35,559,215,449,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.4937,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,15,18,16,1,2,21,0,44,3,2,5,2,76,69,35,1,6,20,0,7,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,24,19,0,5,18,11,0,7,14,9,1,3,14,9,60,7,52,46,6,44,1,3,1,1,6,19,0,5,19,253,84,40,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776870093196012,0.0,0.07211320138867587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505676976606167,0.0,0.17628864500878605,0.09885098386637517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688286434523385,0.0,0.06694535764428124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04959112283489382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194879588614171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163036997646712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936080910669633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119125091009887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795874426659776,0.0,0.07205328769859934,0.0,0.0,0.1611957069336382,0.0,0.06854215226582068,0.07773484999739831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226753130463191,0.05811753197088618,0.15622040630169248,0.0,0.07435380245931085,0.06919754924238061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500560820171753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193886787750889,0.0,0.21862491029463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190466468946336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490983623037067,0.0,0.1446179123936266,0.0,0.0,0.17883464016360334,0.06631233503653945,0.0,0.08613949837139366,0.0,0.08318742637438183,0.0,0.11923270947551586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342291012468652,0.0,0.05430276180066269,0.0,0.0,0.08861563878551362,0.09036318351695047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493399576027158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274329640459411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611792768099644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055125885697577134,0.06187148597094357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556848085060295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882411238064389,0.0,0.0,0.08364289699707599,0.0,0.0,0.092155397499617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466413396069873,0.0,0.07405935549648224,0.0,0.0919040457251146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262836361025245,0.0,0.0,0.05758101449196242,0.0,0.0,0.06801350149599207,0.0,0.1700925142552302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061166208012912684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054046325612620516,0.052126760062201516,0.0,0.0,0.09487343444213643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046466471807982,0.08848707759567277,0.07946860029296808,0.0,0.0,0.07026158120765305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314477360275827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078419948518929,0.0,0.2961243254310094,0.0,0.0,0.057789775604313226,0.08894510077698486,0.09885098386637517,0.10477540499316736 adhd,sunbug_,2019/03/20,"please help! i hate being forgetful ""you're just not trying hard enough to remember..."" ""you're too self-absorbed!"" ""it's not that hard, just be more aware."" these are some common things i hear (especially from my family) when i forget to do basic things... leave dishes my room, don't replace the toilet paper when it runs out, etc... i also tend to forget about things that i promise to do (ie. call the doctor, sell old textbooks, that sort of thing). i try really hard to remember tasks but its like my brain simply cannot retain the information. i don't think its a self-obsession thing or a lack of caring for my family. when it comes to academic work its much easier for me to remember due dates and info, and i make use of a daily planner (honestly this was out of necessity because my GPA was suffering and i'm trying to get into grad school). but i cannot seem to remember to complete daily/household tasks to save my life. it has started to put a strain on the dynamic i have with my family and i really want to fix it. my mum has also threatened to kick me out a couple times because of my forgetfulness :// open to any and all advice/suggestions! thanks in advance! &#x200B; TLDR; i'm really forgetful about household tasks and would appreciate some help!",4.547654320987653,6.010887983539096,5.8453703703703725,77.19916666666668,70.39917695473251,9.350617283950617,26.257201646090536,9.725611199111238,2.4987843621399177,992,31,182,24,18,333,139,243,0.09,0.747,0.163,0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,3,10,10,1,1,9,0,15,4,1,2,1,44,30,14,0,3,7,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,18,13,1,1,8,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,2,4,22,7,32,25,8,21,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,5,10,123,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503024812753586,0.0,0.11179835293268757,0.1253782077851427,0.0701677369994238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579836557816648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518595655954847,0.1053610172301331,0.0,0.10520158351386201,0.0,0.0,0.0888827123983583,0.1081850403290074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416963431557962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561180955476727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106615254920506,0.11507592446525837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918142445387081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539086733948164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27729414880666925,0.10187150013658897,0.0,0.0,0.11629434019307715,0.0,0.13832230412158106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925552283744394,0.0,0.0,0.0728809537570751,0.05040982847344845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688752168774975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585111654743419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108272828916988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132635592300996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372705763390587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983043339160372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675432908932196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442634557078846,0.0,0.09393360489384266,0.21528400442258072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303320732964708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499671664716558,0.0,0.0,0.34274982289719,0.0661152726924764,0.0,0.0,0.060166630171611675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016272895161325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911667626772438,0.0,0.0,0.060859797491553576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511819458329841,0.0,0.0,0.07329799067421308,0.0,0.1253782077851427,0.0 adhd,djohnsen,2019/03/20,"What if you procrastinated more slowly? Presently fighting a battle of returning to Reddit instead of addressing the shit-ton of work I have to do. On a whim, I tried scrolling REALLY SLOWLY through the posts - I lasted about two minutes before I was frustrated enough to post something here about it. Perhaps this is a tactic that one can use to break out of procrastination - intentionally mismatching the inputs to a rate way below our above-normal desire for inputs. Souring the milk; if you will. More research is needed. (Oh look another opportunity to procrastinate!) TL;DR - Try doing it slower. 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My entire life I've struggled greatly throughout school, always being told by friends, by family, and by my peers that I'm not living up to my potential, that I'm lazy, and that I simply just don't care. And for what it's worth, from the outside looking in, they're absolutely right. Internally I feel lost, scared and confused about the future. I'm not really sure where I'm going to end up, or what I'm even going to do but I feel as though that's typical as a twenty-one year old junior in college. &#x200B; All my life I've heard the mantra of work my ass off for what I want from my parents, and for what it's worth I feel as though I've tried. Granted, I forget to do my chores, my homework, I rarely study and overall put very little into my day to day life. On the inside, I feel exhausted every day, mentally and physically, with my thoughts bouncing all around. Just today I had to reread a question on a mid-term three times as I simply couldn't mentally digest it despite the ease of the question. &#x200B; Anyways, I'm rambling, two years ago I was diagnosed by a psychiatrist with ADHD, and prescribed Adderall IR. I instantly noticed the difference, as I was able to calm down, silence my million ideas and actually get work done during the times I set aside to do work. Adderall worked for me for a few weeks, until I noticed I began to get moody, angry and frustrated. I planned to schedule an appointment with my psychiatrist, however my parents cancelled my appointments and began a year long battle with me as to prove that ADHD simply does not exist and that I'm just lazy. To back up a bit, I sought out this psychiatrist behind my parents back as discussions over whether or not I suffered from ADHD began in high school for me. During a parent-teacher conference one of my teachers, noting her son suffered similarly in school, suggested it may be an issue for me. My parents responded by storming out of the room, mumbling about how big pharma invaded the school system. Fast forward to my junior year of college, I once again spoke to my psychiatrist in an attempt to get my life back on track, as I've found myself completely unable to commit and stay focused to any tasks at hand, often finding myself zoning out or browsing Reddit. Unfortunately, I ran into the same song and dance with my parents. This time, they took me to a neurologist whom they assumed would vindicate their opinion. This neurologist too however, diagnosed me with ADHD Combined Type. My parents, initially supportive this time, once more reverted to their previous stances of being convinced that all psychiatrists and neurologists are simply pushing neurotoxic stimulant medication in order to turn a profit and that I'm simply trying to excuse away all of my school and personal life problems onto a fictitious disease. While I'm away at school I've been able to somewhat bypass them, and have been seeing my psychiatrist, at first starting with Adderall XR 20mg, which worked very well for the first two weeks or so, before I returned to suffering from extreme anger and irritability. Following, I switched to Vyvanse, which didn't really have much of an effect aside from when I took 40mg instead of 20mg at my doctors advise, but this led to my heart racing and, despite my newfound focus, I opted to switch medication to Adderall IR 10mg, which has a double bonus of having little to no effect, yet still preventing the irritability. Sorry for the long backstory, I know a lot of it was venting but I've been so frustrated by this whole ordeal. Onto my questions, 1. Is it possible I don't have ADHD and really am just lazy/lost? I know I've been diagnosed by two separate physicians but my parent's constant insistence is starting to cause me to wonder, combined with the lack of effectiveness of medication recently I'm really not sure. 2. Is it normal to feel so dang angry with medication? I wonder if I was just feeling ""high"" initially from the stimulants, rather than actually feeling ""normal"" due to treatment of ADHD symptoms? If it's a medication issue, what steps should I take to find a different/proper medication?",8.346497786985589,7.9811040038610095,8.597372006152494,67.17789057350036,61.72844272844273,11.287051511441755,37.870138431114036,10.69950747042672,4.230014558809681,3349,147,549,72,41,1106,348,777,0.113,0.8170000000000001,0.07,-0.9876,11,0,0,0,0,0,101.0,0,0,5,14,30,25,4,3,35,0,33,22,3,8,8,112,82,49,0,11,22,8,8,0,1,3,19,3,3,1,31,36,1,1,24,2,4,12,10,14,1,8,23,14,75,11,121,52,15,95,0,4,3,1,28,38,2,19,43,382,106,20,0.09358836575130064,0.0,0.09132874468920696,0.0,0.3374250859718777,0.04572673393056501,0.04148021971983164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893650875637408,0.10140295519072803,0.11372010814493295,0.031821648996346784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165674370221548,0.0,0.0,0.08792935036395794,0.10794551459653788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981840307275536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108712811310194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770978811053104,0.04807051586420613,0.0,0.0,0.049062810448533695,0.05056788775055447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053513030589737,0.0,0.0,0.1424853318269214,0.0,0.04888996147092487,0.0,0.047895829012533565,0.04094990477491529,0.047886695675071415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041445756778501305,0.0,0.0,0.030907116462917564,0.0,0.03942611728929378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411339103953682,0.0,0.16562381408864274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553807080048713,0.07960621609841753,0.0,0.0513074062276794,0.03615306961173797,0.0,0.07334408758156043,0.0,0.05318842500119925,0.0,0.0,0.05159075181838205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554513320128518,0.0,0.09888124677408466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282493665909346,0.0,0.0976819388235835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051433718269704914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526057616733952,0.0,0.09380012902866802,0.04132012078837167,0.12423413795367122,0.07859065639887165,0.0,0.10216275667067927,0.03978274090506271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28284129749697684,0.0943150604587666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03439910862129218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169672774474401,0.0,0.10655097470736742,0.0491026232991694,0.09966855513130002,0.031708949359512136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41567521892178333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085887555124367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275341023712058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477571331955947,0.0,0.04704107843006381,0.15726058251772718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991020713469877,0.0,0.046203610297419234,0.0,0.0,0.039961976496733984,0.0,0.0,0.04684914036973095,0.2841492677541073,0.037288905288612895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238225663311162,0.06624232697544556,0.0498763727812964,0.03736989489100456,0.0,0.0,0.04891944004800128,0.0,0.0,0.05310148419113258,0.08820592714778687,0.0486370731804185,0.03518340191457602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195009417656594,0.03714935424231711,0.1091442573745684,0.0,0.0443554138659278,0.044713847058336,0.1039801179122553,0.06354035704346117,0.05089863368083227,0.1371333516264096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722020311138407,0.027600421455531158,0.0,0.07507094184249474,0.0,0.04207359016065263,0.0,0.0,0.052244034064052564,0.0,0.0,0.1014925904448863,0.17033361224750834,0.0,0.0,0.033241244924165955,0.0,0.11372010814493295,0.12053567825747387 adhd,This_Is_Gold_Leader,2019/03/20,"I adjust my dose and days as I'm nervous to ask for an increase and risk being seen as abuser. I'll be brief and answer questions if needed. 36M initially prescribed 1mg time-release per day about a year ago. After 2 weeks I weeks I called the Dr., explained that 1 pill at 6AM last until noon but my workday goes to 6PM, he agreed to double dose to 2 pills per day to cover full day, including weekends. A few weeks after adjusting to 2 pills per day I found that 1.5 in the morning and 1.5 at noon is ideal for me. But to do this I must use my weekend pills on weekdays due to quantity. In short, I take 33% more than prescribed and only take pills M-F. I'd like to ask for an increase but fear the Dr. may suspect abuse given how regulated this is. Would anyone mind sharing their experience in adjustment requests? Being on meds during week and off on weekend is hurting my marriage and isnt favorable personally. Thank you all for your ongoing support and contributions to this sub and. any input provided here. 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I was diagnosed almost 2 years ago with ADHD at the age of 32. I never properly learned how to clean. I did not learn or see what a healthy relationship looks like. I did not learn the importance of communication. I interrupt my husband. I talk over my husband. I make decisions without him. When I started meds I thought everything was going to get better. The depression was still there and now I’m treating that as well. I’m having a really difficult time unlearning my bad habits of lying via omission, lying via the impulsive “no”, interrupting people when they talk. I was the one who wanted the divorce last year. Now i think my husband wants the divorce and is constantly holding it over my head that I spoke with a divorce lawyer. I don’t know what to do. I’m feeling that all too familiar feeling of failure and disappointment of others. I can’t do this. I need help. 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I’m not exactly looking for what to say, but more how a doctor might react to what I do have to say. I’m almost certain I have adhd, and while it’s not the biggest problem in my life right now, I plan on going back to school in the fall, and getting treatment for my focusing issues is a vital step in being able to succeed there, as it’s the exact reason I dropped out. I don’t have a GP or a therapist/psychiatrist/etc, and I have a brief history of self-medicating out of desperation. While I’ve found certain drugs do work really well for me, I’m not hounding for medications, but I’m worried telling a doctor who views me as a total stranger that I have used stimulants in the past would defer them from wanting to pursue any sort of medicated treatment, even if it were necessary. I don’t know if it is necessary because I don’t know what my other treatment options might be, which is a big part of me seeking help. I just don’t want a doctor closing a door which might be needed for correct treatment simply because I have used those drugs “recreationally” in the past, but I don’t feel comfortable lying to my doctor (plus I’m a terrible liar, if I don’t seem like drug mongerer by telling them I def would if I tried to hide it). So I guess my question is, how is this generally taken by doctors/in your experiences??",9.48181818181818,6.000576890909091,9.907636363636367,68.55745454545456,61.90909090909091,12.90909090909091,41.72727272727273,10.832165505486646,4.3728181818181815,1075,46,211,20,11,367,145,275,0.098,0.7879999999999999,0.114,0.4952,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,3,10,10,1,0,16,0,28,11,0,7,6,52,50,19,0,10,12,0,1,1,0,5,11,2,1,0,15,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,9,3,1,0,3,5,27,7,32,39,3,23,0,0,2,0,10,12,0,14,7,147,42,7,0.10407163876395367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507388560980842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421271310502657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077228312804695,0.0,0.0,0.1175713289890302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002466625059715,0.0,0.12688221006495712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563052265462708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260869286713204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620701812229035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606738731710685,0.06873833588058993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180203249293678,0.0,0.0,0.052621747561919736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410918021652215,0.0,0.0,0.10874627171136182,0.0,0.059146310641411334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464664323879535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975702572748455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862375220895792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439010191236945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350887622298795,0.050844145838542194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739396544972479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560012939522035,0.20968245432596588,0.0,0.33121068727156483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771678014565251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269944307419988,0.19869631030315615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995825031152824,0.0,0.0,0.11658405332906012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667095669880208,0.10700297775630403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887661086664306,0.0,0.16552388854962702,0.0,0.10532605454874228,0.0,0.0947429112733067,0.10856941641184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819263988457133,0.0,0.0,0.12083519392580715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065781127893912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976896260176334,0.0,0.0,0.12276829789232625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357290175015634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576539250739373,0.10568980092235783,0.0,0.14785901243344787,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sandBotticelli,2019/03/20,"What is the biggest and/or best thing you done that has drastically improved your ADHD symptoms that has stuck/helped long term? Just like the title says. I know that there are a million posts on strategies to help symptoms and a million articles, but I'm curious in the thing you have done that has made a huge difference for you. Like the crème de la crème of tips/tricks/strategies.",7.849166666666665,7.871483361111113,6.343888888888888,81.64,62.611111111111114,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.7371000000000003,310,12,58,4,4,91,52,72,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,8,2,0,1,0,5,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,3,5,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26743177468966395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335262307252625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232491235019232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554406133090724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983075978877364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229390576699832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174289235180699,0.0,0.0,0.19692759887307165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105585101172273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311741278879184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769607902262592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46257730099300703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956714088713783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yamas3773,2019/03/20,Tiredness Anyone cant get through a full day without having to nap in the middle of it? 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After years of struggling I FINALLY sought professional help and have started medication. My Dr. told me I can no longer drink coffee!!! Has anyone else experienced this before? I really like my Dr. but that was hard to hear. TL;DR do you drink coffee while on medication ",4.227619047619047,7.324384460317463,5.151746031746036,74.15714285714287,77.41269841269842,8.044444444444443,21.698412698412696,8.841846274778883,2.0391650793650795,283,8,46,7,7,92,45,63,0.09699999999999999,0.845,0.057999999999999996,-0.3797,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,9,1,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24632964998884505,0.1804815814454131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498865982769672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176657338958799,0.0,0.0,0.1471467188015744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929584654240793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779150789849186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985284512287317,0.0,0.11806641992230765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860556511772143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532343296849498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284313068298313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246764848173136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414521659774746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33662858950946833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134317387867658 adhd,twitchmain76-,2019/03/20,"Does anyone else struggle to take compliments, as if they're being sarcastic? I've always assumed people were being assholes after a game (lacrosse, goalie position) even if I had a great game. I was wondering if this is ADHD related or I'm just horrible at taking compliments.",8.004133333333336,8.765691680000002,8.61,63.01833333333335,62.2,12.266666666666667,38.66666666666667,11.855464076750405,5.381266666666668,224,11,32,7,3,75,41,50,0.203,0.63,0.166,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,1,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498338062933464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422103328112091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035370088491804,0.2982562695268932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547349616315009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316847775491235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922623060931873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209279302902366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180526606184315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043106388685832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377271491124604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156748626763227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,airhead5,2019/03/20,"What are your thoughts of ADHD being “over-diagnosed”? I personally think there is some truth to that but I also think it’s under diagnosed in some cases- like in girls. It’s kind of hard to tell, but I come across a lot of undiagnosed people who claim to have it and it’s pretty clear that they probably don’t. I’ve seen some of these people get prescriptions to stimulants which kind of annoys me because there are people out there who do have it. What do you think about this issue?",3.5571875000000013,5.436738677083337,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,73.6875,7.716666666666668,21.375,8.472884824447931,1.1354625000000005,387,9,77,7,8,124,61,96,0.062,0.807,0.131,0.777,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,2,16,16,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,14,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,4,15,13,4,6,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,4,1,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061803010369986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345671922960558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697615852309283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529878123118244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895346008427514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002561439621144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718983875996385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028637980475275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996539470225012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374920031004697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631405201523652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991032206136488,0.16755351840079913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522411238645992,0.2068930509996477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772289243714125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368871753638185,0.0,0.1523415641189475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,braveontheinternet,2019/03/20,"Does taking Vyvanse daily increase it's effectiveness? I'm curious as to what the research says on this. Do stimulant medications for ADHD have a cumulative effect that occurs by taking them daily, or does it work just as well for patients who take them as needed?",5.666875000000001,8.070421937500004,7.035833333333336,65.9925,69.20833333333334,8.966666666666667,30.75,9.516144504307137,3.467025,215,9,31,5,4,73,40,48,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,6,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,8,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316552378882679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829961128885963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780048126410031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462389430533068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945774038066915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224720102406845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481248810535867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090516220251733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Schmooferino,2019/03/20,"OH GOD DAMN IT WHY AM I PUTTING OFF THREE TESTS UNTIL FRIDAY WHICH IS THE LAST DAY OF THE QUARTER I HAVE HAD MULTIPLE TIMES WHERE I COULD DO THEM BUT EACH TIME I FEEL LIKE I WILL FAIL OR I CAN PUT IT OFF FOR LATER WHY AM I LIKE THIS #FUCK",-3.5811111111111096,-3.9844450370370335,-1.0748888888888892,109.181,138.25925925925924,2.180740740740741,9.155555555555557,4.604124745555138,-2.1614133333333334,184,3,49,1,15,60,42,54,0.11699999999999999,0.741,0.142,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,5,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,1,8,2,5,8,1,11,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,1,8,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184682455083848,0.0,0.0,0.17919527884527867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140493240179275,0.19850165061055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568750364647442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649117252926604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714945483176498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586476191933298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240422071826849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014468494469126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skankhunt4242424,2019/03/20,Insurance won't cover Adderall XR for anyone over 18?! So I've been on Adderall IR for a while and I got switched to XR yesterday. I'm 24 years old and my insurance says they won't cover Adderall XR for people over 18! Is that not crazy? Why would they do this? I'm so irritated right now. ,0.4545199063231884,2.6846913606557368,2.703653395784542,91.19983606557379,86.21311475409836,6.108665105386418,21.82903981264637,7.447530270364453,0.8715367681498827,227,8,50,4,7,77,42,61,0.085,0.8809999999999999,0.034,-0.6065,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,7,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29019744705540296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319360562840098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43550240029247983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877283760069321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544319125013776,0.0,0.3300471733296477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744984998830324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29482420653947755,0.0,0.0,0.2672646269944803 adhd,chrisftw97,2019/03/20,"Trying to find out if I have ADHD pl So I'm a senior in high school and since my sophomore year I've noticed I wasn't the norm and as i started taking harder classes its became harder and harder for me to pay attention in class and I started to look up my problems and realized that I have several of the symptoms of ADHD and looking back I've had difficulties paying attention since I was a child and being very hyper. I contemplated telling my father out of fear he wouldn't understand, I finally asked him if I had been tested before and he said that I was tested as a child and that they just said I need to be constantly challenged. Does that mean that I for sure dont have it or is it possible for that to be wrong now?",4.219200000000002,4.8837365199999985,5.757333333333335,80.50200000000005,70.46666666666667,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1453333333333338,578,20,115,10,10,197,87,150,0.10099999999999999,0.882,0.017,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,0,1,25,27,15,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,9,11,0,0,6,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,8,4,18,2,18,15,0,14,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,3,8,81,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37299634411360505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507388319350106,0.0,0.0,0.11932510053898635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204814394698727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676962209805228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580049683191014,0.0,0.1818717235581717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462248538591207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999389879424615,0.1418332054323231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395792020870684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606269842134153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903829642418516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506521799587865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667532296739902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749439799471028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484878694644518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29522654722823244,0.0,0.0,0.1570521020237263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531107981363908,0.0,0.2567357084842068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967672364595767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625685695765464,0.16129313947505922,0.11667727889719096,0.0,0.13563559118747634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535814555379316,0.0,0.0,0.16154955753686384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280411029723654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966675991593536,0.0,0.0999318867974711 adhd,LSDdoto,2019/03/20,"A Tip For Firsttime Adderall or Vyvance Users This is something I wish I was told in the beggining of my treatment. DO. NOT. FORGET. TO. BLINK. My eyes were dry and sleepy for weeks, until I reallized that it's not a weird side effect. It is just that you have to blink consciously.",0.16000000000000014,2.3390945454545458,1.3586363636363643,95.11795454545457,103.54545454545456,4.381818181818182,20.045454545454547,6.2581,0.3706,220,8,44,3,10,69,44,55,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.6626,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,7,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131846067661468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128481981116696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305153748484253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171885598779664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway75568,2019/03/20,What’s the difference between ADHD and being lazy I got diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome when I was younger but honestly the diagnosis does not fit at all anymore and the symptoms of ADHD line up so much more with how I’m feeling. But I also could just be lazy and making excuses I’m not sure I’d like to think I’m not but it bugs me. What would you guys say the difference is and how would I know if it’s simply laziness or if there’s something deeper?,1.9936725146198848,4.049090168421054,3.9287719298245634,85.69584795321641,78.89473684210526,7.169590643274852,26.345029239766077,8.167268648758528,1.8164152046783628,366,15,74,7,9,124,64,95,0.135,0.804,0.061,-0.7204,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,3,2,27,15,15,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,7,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49875018286677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593795104286704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578458537562044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567214113975082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060848247196487,0.0,0.4335873929540384,0.0,0.0,0.18158495035459232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491840919195967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659569815279494,0.0,0.0,0.2054579648491377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403676308763495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137418738947772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850809164938846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525366289756529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501260291155312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974390324055696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556661963134933,0.2156723090664925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329578426707752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948045834273618,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jimgon71,2019/03/20,Executive disfunction What are some of the things your executive disfunction cause you to put off that don't effect your productivity. For example I will be scrolling through Facebook on my phone think I should switch to YouTube and then an hour later I never switched apps,5.5462500000000015,8.801486125,4.8706666666666685,77.24100000000003,73.16666666666666,8.840000000000002,32.516666666666666,9.3871,3.5324116666666674,226,11,38,6,5,68,42,48,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852072650836701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651443900950312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642856940592881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474816477445652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31379134290601524,0.3026464029857805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ithsefinque,2019/03/20,"Help! Is what I'm experiencing normal? I'm 20yo, just been diagnosed with adhd and I got my meds (5mg adderall xr) yesterday. I took one at 3pm yesterday and I did feel a difference... almost as if my head was being weighed down but at the same time my heart was beating very quickly. I was able to focus more and was more motivated to do things than usual but it wasnt lkike that amazing clarity I've read about here or on other forums and websites. I cant tell is just the placebo effect or if the drugs are actually kicking in. I took one again today at 9.30am because I have a full 10 hours of classes and around 11.30 I felt like I was high. Everything around me seemed to slow down, voices were more distant. After that moment ended, my whole world had slowed down altogether. This actually made me feel anxious, I guess? I wanted to move my feet more, which I never really did in the past and I wanted everything to speed up to my normal pace. Also, sometimes I just feel like I'm floating but I can definitely focus better and am able to get to tasks without procrastination. So. I was wondering... am I experiencing anything out of the ordinary? Is this all supposed to happen? 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But now during my off season where I would normally get another job my cars transmission blew up and I've been working on rebuilding that for 2 months now (its complicated). So nonetheless I am jobless and careless in a state where I dont know anyone except my girlfriend. Also due to family being extremely I'll and a recent uncle committing suicide now I cant sleep at night. I feel like it's because my ADHD mostly because at night I cant shut my brain off and i am always thinking of everything in my life and cant focus on not focusing so I cant sleep. Anyone have any tips and tricks when it comes to getting to sleep when your mind is so awake? Or anyone else experience this when not working? Thanks in advance.",4.127704918032784,6.0645411147541,5.288218579234972,78.87822950819671,72.27868852459017,8.595846994535519,27.50054644808743,9.21078282632365,2.516697923497268,756,28,136,17,15,250,116,183,0.063,0.871,0.066,-0.3107,4,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,1,0,5,14,7,1,0,6,0,14,6,5,0,1,24,22,18,1,2,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,1,0,3,7,2,1,0,1,1,18,5,17,19,4,36,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,3,20,91,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808061852504393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342633771638904,0.09720924387725262,0.0,0.0,0.0794462199273531,0.12250307033540404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450640131858675,0.11970284713228214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243304751736047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041732894204036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063593068417803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534361145415641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692012188124242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759378794034512,0.0,0.0,0.120713298621771,0.13029274698549087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049963812787373,0.11427901298383045,0.1101338955335317,0.0,0.059071132722990624,0.08346107851157986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207434657759028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505085021228847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593255739451667,0.1038410143303372,0.0,0.0,0.06420494572430242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251821318888176,0.11415133195572827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773392127681677,0.0,0.1179617492270288,0.0,0.09325002515477572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289020708371704,0.1144654445761734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153523560500555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676446234287862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778954098112874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075584074086519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485788653732038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937114000040832,0.0,0.10504131000314497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402051633764068,0.0,0.0,0.08299039610447216,0.0,0.0,0.07523261919138217 adhd,marblera1n,2019/03/20,"Adderall Alternative Hey everyone. I'm not really sure I have ADHD anymore. Back when I was little, I used to be on a lot of medicine at once, my mom used to say I would be like high as a kite or like just dumbed down a whole lot, but it helped me focus I guess. To be honest, I don't remember a lot, eventually when I was idk, 12, I stopped taking the meds because I didn't have anything ADHD-ish anymore. I had ticks, I have a small few ones but it's not really a lot. However, one medicine I was on that I remember aside from Ritalin, was Adderall. I was in a local shop today that sells, things, I'm sure you know what I mean. I bought this ADDAll XR stuff. It's like, 750mg pills x2, it's legal, at least to sell, according to the shop I guess selling them, but, I wanted to see if anyone else ever saw/heard anything like this. Its ingredients are some vitamins, and then a blend of caffeine, GABA, and something I can't think of off the top of my head, but will look again when I am home. I was just curious to see if this is what the original thing was, though like I said, I don't seem to remember how I felt on Adderall. I just go based off what my mom says she remembers. I'm questioning whether or not to take them, however, I'm sure it's fine. Most of the stuff that's really weird and expensive there are those all natural things and such, things you can get separately in stores, some you may not be able to, not sure. Thanks!",3.5283999999999978,4.021358373333335,4.970666666666666,86.14200000000002,71.93333333333334,8.933333333333334,26.333333333333336,9.120678840339163,1.7751333333333332,1112,34,252,22,20,374,159,300,0.08,0.8029999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9109,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,2,1,13,14,1,0,13,0,27,4,1,4,6,54,51,20,0,4,17,2,1,5,0,3,3,3,1,0,22,4,0,1,10,2,8,1,9,2,0,2,12,7,35,12,27,32,11,26,0,0,3,0,14,15,1,16,15,169,57,1,0.08793372006015583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135848680146266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441324360847832,0.06148530162688979,0.09009848772790302,0.1447239183419754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761560290164954,0.0,0.053603579577389385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345733970175042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954108409489244,0.0,0.08402443783426566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443016110650245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594173940097787,0.0,0.04997475954356055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937378127630398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902453656605714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894011899305545,0.09290680313979847,0.08820469089762865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048326072879612166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147998695881329,0.08813268851741607,0.0,0.0,0.07384217817721891,0.0,0.0,0.2990324170222304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578559979888474,0.09767453974865152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059738203279997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364654201790186,0.11917232891064765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850589104460827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899777822637155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984470526955552,0.0,0.08364510439648537,0.1398568471858508,0.0,0.0,0.14014358014165798,0.0800515561832077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676956737551763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351652738163111,0.0,0.0,0.20132614302135185,0.0,0.0,0.3315059620154633,0.0,0.13223042799750062,0.0,0.0,0.08095755516351233,0.0,0.0,0.2336770252601041,0.056344377206551825,0.08639443349522047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335088479701643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518930019808938,0.0,0.0,0.05186558637560708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817485815298144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062465591789053365,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amymonae,2019/03/20,"TED Talk: The power of misfits / What is your own story in relation to the idea of misfits at work making the most creative changes or ideas possible? You can find the podcast here on YT: https://youtu.be/gJjLdnycuyU > Frustration can fuel creativity: when you’re dissatisfied with the status quo, you become motivated to search for better alternatives. Your rivals actually make you better: if you’re a golfer, playing next to someone who’s better than you improves your performance. When building your network, you shouldn’t go to the most influential organization. You should go to the organization where you can be the most influential.” **tldr** In a TED talk by Adam Giant he explored the idea that so-called misfits or black sheep can have the most creative ideas and impact in a company for finding solutions. Do you have a story where an idea or possible solution helped in your work place?",6.121428571428575,8.983231948717949,6.304432234432237,69.7096153846154,69.25641025641025,9.072527472527472,31.655677655677657,9.606745405546679,3.554560073260073,728,32,111,18,14,232,93,156,0.033,0.76,0.207,0.9805,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,13,0,8,5,5,1,0,15,0,11,0,0,3,0,23,15,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,13,4,18,12,5,16,0,0,1,0,18,10,0,8,3,75,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.12415089614172152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405073557148919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33755412769845305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458463151954578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325582855705123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460705992920553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527462060156646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7180940948191059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698441339703754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530266818899606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292052900989598,0.0,0.0,0.28684871023938985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779528798486412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451339809944005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523912203588005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tizaac,2019/03/20,Psychological testing? What is it? What is your experience? Where is it done? How long does it take? Is it accurate? Psychiatrist wants me to do testing. ,1.431904761904761,2.661090814814816,3.8328042328042318,74.45333333333333,122.33333333333331,7.468783068783067,26.079365079365076,7.447530270364453,2.9754698412698417,120,6,21,4,7,41,19,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41408309545699945,0.4842275283748058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462860935331457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187494996471942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355772548277568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790938834911557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trippyhippydmt,2019/03/20,Is my script going to be taken away? I'm 22 and have been on adhd medicine since I was 14. I'm currently on vyvanse and moved to where I currently am about 2 years ago. I switched doctors once I moved out here and was treated like a drug addict and told that since I was 22 I shouldn't be having my script upped (was switching over from amphetamine salts and me and my old doctor were trying to slowly work me up to find the right dose) and that it should be lowered so they can get me off it. So I switched doctors after that and just got in to my new doctor today and everything was going great until she handed me the cup and told me I had to take a drug test. I smoke weed daily and have since I was 16 because its the only way I can sit still without pacing and constantly fidgeting without taking my adhd meds. Ever since I was originally prescribed my meds I only take them for school and work and generally don't take them on weekends unless I have something important that has to be done because I never wanted to become reliant on them just to get household chores done and that's where weed helped me a lot. But anyways they asked me in the questionnaire if I smoked and I said I used too and then the nurse said its okay if you do you can be honest but I still lied and said nah I don't any more because of work. I shouldn't have lied but I've literally had appointments get stopped the second I told them and told they weren't able to treat me which is why I was scared to tell the truth. My question is will me testing positive for marijuana make me unable to get my script or were they just testing to see if I had my medicine in my system? And also what's the half life of vyvanse? I work second shift and take my medicine at 2 or 2:30pm every day and my appointment was at 10am today,5.9376612903225805,5.163716905913984,6.287118279569893,83.11567741935484,66.76881720430107,9.052903225806453,29.89032258064516,8.07648339933343,1.816049032258065,1427,42,303,15,20,461,175,372,0.055,0.893,0.052000000000000005,-0.4361,3,0,5,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,8,4,15,8,0,1,11,1,43,10,1,3,3,52,70,36,0,7,14,0,1,1,0,4,9,3,1,0,11,23,0,1,2,1,0,4,8,1,0,3,27,6,58,7,39,34,2,45,0,0,1,0,22,18,0,7,21,213,69,12,0.08193666106310127,0.0,0.0,0.08932305486419656,0.19694388778291294,0.0,0.07263190625720657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655247182492618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571973925073923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659971745779412,0.0,0.07698219025873071,0.0,0.0,0.14984348422642232,0.09049260470767498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854442207709029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052842367934855035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354625782067725,0.0,0.16769930413730624,0.0,0.0,0.1900410273299301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741164008939495,0.06903517084487709,0.0,0.07363938765711085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748886238039013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123409437799594,0.0,0.09313298542651127,0.0,0.06553223290859883,0.09033545808389327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492041675990805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057874286863815426,0.0400301138148164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965961915312101,0.0,0.0,0.054693357508220464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820263182861979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417140725524224,0.0,0.0,0.06319460424679231,0.07913493783439549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859787425557705,0.08725986990887122,0.0,0.12463304589168675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178781247647977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997346085357851,0.2338215839327837,0.0,0.08203289169025697,0.08292427538541969,0.06529291049202231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27111541096595965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307884474944994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086944673378514,0.06850271752956745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30803085988083084,0.0,0.07161625327367667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553327481710236,0.31317596385705104,0.0,0.05562961439815679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076696751059422,0.0,0.0,0.048328365600703437,0.06503750771424725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393509217708323,0.0,0.0,0.15796803469652204,0.0,0.2386034604594445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276452332568062 adhd,komgordon,2019/03/20,"Dopamine reuptake inhibitos for ADHD HI guys, Has anyone tried any dopamine reuptake inhibitors for their adhd? Adderall and I just don't mix well together....I am now looking for something less potent\\safe. Unfortunately my adhd isn't going to disappear LOL but I can be smart and take a better approach for medication! I will be playing around with stacks but generally speaking, what are you guys' thoughts and experiences on these!",4.865270270270268,8.408308229729734,4.996000000000002,72.42400000000005,81.56756756756756,7.824864864864862,34.42702702702703,8.548686976883017,3.967415135135135,355,20,51,9,10,111,58,74,0.057999999999999996,0.764,0.17800000000000002,0.8838,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,9,1,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,6,4,8,9,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7139202516260661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346557834797242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845545128265607,0.0,0.0,0.17627375190644146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512660655060944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369493026475773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253547924891116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921284496126411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628123848627058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994774926091437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244025501466035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888130250048195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572003827281017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443798216193856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780376701263315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LittleNarwal,2019/03/20,"Parsing ""ADHD Things"" from ""Me Things"" So I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD yet, but over the last year or so I've become increasingly certain I have it and the more I read this subreddit, the more I find myself wondering whether little quirks of mine that I hadn't ever associated with ADHD could actually be ADHD things. So I figured I would post some of them to see if anyone relates. 1. Sudden need to exercise: I find that if I go more than about 3 days without doing any kind of exercise (not counting walking) I get so unbearably antsy that it's almost painful to sit still for a long time. Does anyone else have this? 2. Not doing well without structure: for example, there are three weeks in June between when I get home from college and when I leave to work at an overnight camp and I'm already a bit worried about it because I know that I will probably just end up spending a lot of time in my room mindlessly browsing the internet and feeling lonely and bored, even though there are plenty of fun things I could be doing if I could actually make myself get up and do them. 3. Not having ""drive"": my dad is always giving me a lot of shit about this one, but basically I just don't feel all that passionate about anything, or at least anything that I could actually turn into a career. He says that I'll find it someday and I just haven't found it yet, but I feel like it might just be because, while I'm ok at a lot of things, I'm not particularly good at anything, which I think could in part be because of my ADHD, but it's also possible that I'm just a very mediocre person... I'd really be interested to know people's thoughts on these things and their relationship or lack thereof to ADHD! 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It’s like I can’t help but go over the speed limit. I know it’s not safe and I’ve gotten more tickets than I would like to afford (and then I can’t even remember to pay the tickets within 20 days but that’s another issue). I’m wondering if speeding is a behavior other people with ADD/ADHD have a hard time controlling. 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In the mornings I often struggle to wake up and snooze my alarm several times without even realizing what I'm doing, resulting in me being late. I came up with a helpful system of how to get around that. If I need to be awake for 9:00, I set an alarm at 7:30 with one sound, and when I hear it I know it means to take my medicine. I then go back to sleep and have alarms set for 8:30 and 8:45 with a second alarm sound. I know these are safe to snooze. Lastly I set my 9:00 alarm with a more obnoxious alarm sound that I know will wake me up, and when I hear it I know that it's now actually time to get out of bed or I will be late. The different alarm noises as well as taking Vyvanse 1-2 hours before actually needing to be awake has really helped me to be awake on time every morning. Eventually you start to associate the different sounds of the alarm with the task you need to do and your body goes on autopilot. As far as taking Vyvanse before waking up, IANAD and can't recommend you personally do it, but it has worked for me.",4.6237801204819275,5.108993534136548,5.407085843373494,84.01496611445782,69.48192771084338,8.795281124497992,27.610692771084338,8.841846274778883,1.8409054216867469,966,30,205,16,16,315,127,249,0.092,0.879,0.028999999999999998,-0.8443,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,1,11,14,0,11,10,0,16,6,6,2,0,36,38,20,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,12,17,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,11,2,2,1,7,27,3,48,29,1,37,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,3,15,137,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.2289530061785515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044297360123334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020325475282248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964236048048928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030367272813828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417005830873593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36768830083497134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748138059464464,0.0,0.09883775481695344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838670770562525,0.0,0.06666931555540215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644311705079925,0.0,0.15725928160177804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552557456137172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042694845054394,0.0,0.0,0.257879476102802,0.09562235930763824,0.2646589559157564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127783713958423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609490490732119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949150405306858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242955181708617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515104496510865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252559538598832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347871124483724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830317987447557,0.1250356120016769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226366671049289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646049388944141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779347788633882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521117900561253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094946570844827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308153287064295,0.0,0.08540223061212737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peanutbutterandguava,2019/03/20,"ADHD+Tinnitus? Does anyone else experience tinnitus (ringing in the ears) as well? I was doing my homework at my kitchen counter the other night, it was late so my medicine wasn’t working to it’s fullest effect. and on top of that the constant ringing in my ears made it all the more difficult to get my stuff done. I swear to god I felt like I was literally going crazy. 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First day taking it was absolutely amazing and i was practically flying through school work like it was nothing. But now, after almost a week, i am noticing some side affects. I take my meds in the morning right before i make my way to school, and it works great for my first class. i am concentrated and focused on doing my work. but after a few hours i find myself lethargic and sometimes i have headaches as well. (not completely sure if it's related however, it may be that i'm not drinking enough water.) when i arrive home it is even worse and i've found myself stuck in bed for the past few days. does anyone else feel this effect ?",3.4001868131868136,5.727190557142857,4.0342857142857165,85.31994505494505,75.57142857142857,6.3076923076923075,26.48351648351648,7.321109707123232,1.4320439560439555,578,22,107,7,13,183,99,140,0.067,0.828,0.105,0.5,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,3,1,21,18,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,1,16,5,10,11,4,21,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,16,70,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392091665939842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747939004847544,0.1574966739863892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079805991669155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116468581130675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826375887348896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451488972436948,0.0,0.0,0.1505797815532834,0.0,0.0,0.12840711286801193,0.0,0.0,0.1588261557207979,0.0,0.1015256906105028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772168461622629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049048739194095,0.2614956356726989,0.0,0.16853787887163652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946863075242236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418622217420186,0.0,0.15137590025504874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252962452657254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509618837334611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026043217665762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073999277348384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845654014416534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749133887621668,0.1750027587556858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673602340570338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126967916464802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31113061700872746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202564391668366,0.0,0.10879853515124713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487226073585988,0.0,0.23114541802629404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220098687012555,0.12329893706655908,0.0,0.13820604399147138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357137047390045,0.0,0.15664622207450726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,barehug,2019/03/20,"How do I help my kid who's doctors won't My kid is about to be three. She's been shows signs and symptoms for about 6 months now of inability to control her impulses, do group and individual activity at day care. Even the things she loves to do like art and music time she can no.lonher sit through. It's escalating to the point where she's physically hurting other kids and not just a little. One parent pulled their kid.outnofnthe daycare over it. I've tried herbal calming things which seem to make it worse, removing gluten and dyes from her diet, and increasing her melatonin. She's very close to being kicked out of daycare which as a working single parent, that cannot happen. I've read the coffee can help, and that behavior intervention helps but I not confident in behavior therapy right now. We have a neurologist appointment next week but what actually works? I don't think they'll medicate her at this age but I have to figure something out. 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I looked to find these posts recalling one linked to something useful that described/ visually represented the issue. I found that the posts had been removed, in one case the user was also deleted. I'm not super familiar with Reddit's functionality so I don't know if a post distinguishes between a post removed by a mod and one deleted by a user. Were these removed by mods? I don't recall anything that would push the poster to remove it themselves. And if so why? There's a rule about no pseudoscience but it's vague and I can only interpret so far as to it being the reason. ***As an aside mods the rules and guidelines are incomplete/out of date on oldreddit and the wiki link.** Only reason I've seen the up to date rules is when my oldreddit chrome extension fails. Basically, I'd like to know specifically why the posts were removed if that was the case and not self-deletion because I think it's an interesting topic. Is the subject simply completely off-limits because of lack of evidence? Was it because it was approached as fact and not possible correlation? Could have been because of what they linked to? I'd like to think that it and possible other subjects like it could be discussed if not scientifically at least anecdotally with disclosure that it is such, or at least as it's own unrelated condition with the ADHD viewpoint and how it might affect as much. Afterall science does not begin at the end with fact, it begins at the start with observation and hypothesis. To not be able to discuss these possibilities or even approach established knowledge with occasional skepticism can only lead to the stagnation of our understanding. Don't get me wrong facts are facts but they must be proven and do not necessarily encompass every angle something can be approached from. Sorry this became something of a soapbox post. At the very least added clarity to the rules would be nice. 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Although i am incredibly nervous to go to a new psychiatrist (my old one prescribed me vit D for depression+adhd. wtf) it feels like it could be a win. I feel like i’ll feel like less of a piece of shit. If anyone has any advice on calming down before a psychiatrist appointment please drop it below because i am TERRIFIED! What if i’m finally able to clean my room when all is said and all is done? What if i’ll feel like a functional person for once? 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So reading through the shbreddit, I've come to realize that people with ADHD tend to do alot of things that annoy or confuse people without it. Currently in college, and have my first serious boyfriend. Been dating for over a year now, and alot of the issues I thought was just me turns out to be common in people with ADHD. How do I get my boyfriend to realize that ADHD isnt just one of those things people ""have"". It affects all aspects of my life and behavior, the way I interact and the way I behave. And I dont know how to address this issue. My ADHD is pretty serious, and I dont know how to show him what it really is without shoving this subreddit in his face. Or maybe tell him how to recognize ADHD behavior? I dont know. I thought it was just me, but turns out theres alot of me's out there struggling too.",4.176929824561402,5.195293432748539,5.562821637426901,80.56072368421054,70.81286549707602,8.74093567251462,30.624269005847953,9.075114841892004,2.6164304093567248,671,28,130,13,12,226,87,171,0.061,0.9259999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.6868,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,12,5,1,2,8,0,14,2,1,6,1,38,24,14,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,13,12,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,5,0,2,5,0,20,0,25,18,4,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,6,6,104,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7072291259526833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448610350674213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448424686124483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342568020620804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051242065385368886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473733307820546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170444253548308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692758764515839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853322275618273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664606559284531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27198164645050305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978128358385556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810522748313616,0.0,0.0628317176984776,0.0,0.0,0.10529980383805272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025331377706935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572509455515198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031824179453996,0.0,0.0,0.1557270423734306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336289272387374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570059151599178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908870671161349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631594581465498 adhd,SonOfLava,2019/03/20,"Holy shit I'm glad I got diagnosed and found this subreddit I got my diagnosis very recently. I started meds just a few days ago. They're helping a lot. I posted just a few minutes ago about a question I had with my meds and received a lot of comments and PMs trying to help me. It feels so good to know that I'm not alone in this and I feel like I fit in with this stuff. I always kinda thought I might have ADD or something but I thought I might just be a ""problem child"" and I should just figure it out. I dont have to do any of that anymore. I know what's wrong and I know the solution. Thank you to everyone in this sub for helping me figure this out.",0.6418844984802412,2.528998056737592,2.564807497467076,94.61250000000004,82.61702127659575,5.730699088145897,22.83738601823709,6.868970318607317,0.5283045592705169,510,18,119,6,14,170,82,141,0.075,0.763,0.162,0.7711,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,7,0,9,3,1,0,0,36,23,9,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,11,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,2,20,4,15,13,4,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,7,6,80,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542069910049329,0.0,0.0,0.14850518806797092,0.0,0.0,0.11930906825046167,0.0,0.0,0.09750774820882857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220089534284774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247244112474493,0.0,0.0,0.14553429606812482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804792954688674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701196128814164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500106213311606,0.10243535609606112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721591449490852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026580718166233,0.2293585918361665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883268788203094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364044388960785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700514092691861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438041776950815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185401914922852,0.0,0.0,0.30422086982005825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373246471913569,0.0,0.0,0.13720153159679202,0.0,0.0,0.1606257141175876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157688684633551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718419875166858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103859456961036,0.0,0.0,0.1014897144429908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414325656269593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320110398825221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227665755473344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735003262093933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830889283085012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156770646689792,0.0,0.0 adhd,Machello3030,2019/03/20,"Trying to get my prescription on time seems to never seems to work out. I have a long history of forgetting to fill my Adderall prescription until I run out. It sucks big time, but I'm trying to improve. This last time I dropped off my prescription a day before it was due, I was told to come back the next day and it would be ready. I was quite pleased with myself. I show up the next day and I'm told that because I refilled last months late, I have to wait until it has been 30 days, please come back on Sunday. So I return on Monday and am told it will take 15 minutes to fill, I go to the gym and come back and now they're saying they don't have any in stock, come back Wednesday. I feel like if they don't have it available today I'm going to flip out. Adderall being a controlled substance makes this whole situation so much harder than it should be. Raaaaarrr.",2.946861958266453,4.367491567415732,3.7539646869983976,90.79404494382023,74.3370786516854,6.434028892455858,23.3884430176565,6.868970318607317,0.6053791332263234,681,19,146,6,14,217,101,178,0.01,0.887,0.10300000000000001,0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,7,2,1,0,6,0,18,0,0,2,1,25,38,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,2,3,2,0,9,3,1,0,0,7,2,17,1,24,25,2,48,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,3,29,92,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967000476151312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603425103405741,0.0,0.07141712710989523,0.0,0.09969101107131384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036776115525321,0.0,0.0,0.1314002631044517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022233600939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059237524826380165,0.08369617243587997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120910335311437,0.0,0.13316475439690156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099533100009655,0.13215691720344344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057236437232394674,0.0,0.0,0.10367925269416173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820244874970865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351269267292528,0.0,0.08612303994569177,0.0,0.0903578245150723,0.0,0.2491931802977513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572039141932726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460968204488995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316704510601588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133085964912904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316880994366765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088086629275004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049435787972982,0.0,0.11105006011168823,0.3358423451077757,0.0,0.15908228227839352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080033794356682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529086409294914,0.0,0.0,0.0832241642062912,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hypefairies,2019/03/20,"Will Meds Help Me? I’m a 17(M) year old high school student, and looking to go to college next year, was a terrible student in high school , i didn’t learn anything and now going into college will I be able to survive with medication? I went to the psychiatrist yesterday and was wondering if it was worth it, some people say it’s a miracle drug and some people say it kept them the same. Could you all let me know if meds are worth it? (my adhd is severe I can’t get anything done)",2.133526077097507,4.101423622448984,3.8280952380952407,87.01134920634924,78.08163265306122,6.804535147392291,25.174603174603178,7.793537801064563,1.3805201814058965,377,14,78,6,9,126,64,98,0.057999999999999996,0.83,0.111,0.6298,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,0,1,17,22,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,7,3,9,0,7,10,4,13,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,5,6,50,14,7,0.16133899202365448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389811549462854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655364869248614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881605685762282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510580454178184,0.0,0.0,0.18710200900753046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429296431103414,0.0,0.18338533445114613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814212547346393,0.3409270063966545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866769063704359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498005039533073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548411903639965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584224977321831,0.16253206074100313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158584836811436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692981319891272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370428519119206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566064842603619,0.0,0.3265673468112679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226713766845826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495628619921209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496525458902967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779404231319315 adhd,koalateecheckers,2019/03/20,"I did the thing! (Win Wednesday?) For weeks now, months to be honest, I've been procrastinating. My paperwork and my school folders were a giant mess, I hadn't sorted anything since October (I think?). I don't even remember the last time I dusted my shelves or my desk. Today started of terribly, I stayed home from school because of my anxiety about it, again. But after a few hours of feeling like the worst person to ever live, I did it. For the first time in forever I broke through the paralizing fog of ""I have to do this thing (school), and I cannot do anything else before I do that thing"", and I decided not to let this day go to waste. I got up. I did two loads of laundry. I filed all of my bills, paperwork, etc I reorganised my school folders with a new system and filed the huge pile of worksheets I had been collecting on my desk. I dusted every single surface in my one-bedroom-apartment. I cleaned the windows. I am about to take a shower and meet up with my brother for dinner. I still fucked up today for missing another day of school, but I don't feel like a complete failure for once. There aren't a lot of people around me I can share this with because most of them don't get ADD, and the ones that do are people I don't want to admit missing school to. So I come to you guys to share, because I know you'll get it. You'll get how hard it is to get yourself to do all those things, and you'll get the strange paradox of beating yourself up and being happy at the same time. I'm so proud of myself!!",4.248387096774195,4.671707548387096,5.185967741935485,85.48895161290325,70.29032258064517,7.877419354838711,29.048387096774192,7.734863291789972,1.6481806451612906,1180,42,250,13,20,387,158,310,0.122,0.792,0.086,-0.7158,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,1,4,12,15,1,0,16,0,30,2,0,1,3,34,50,14,0,1,4,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,4,2,14,14,1,0,7,0,1,2,8,7,0,3,9,3,43,8,46,35,9,36,0,3,0,1,12,12,1,4,22,179,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031031397661823,0.07521894254173372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618274565050862,0.0875307788056391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798154246089321,0.0,0.08366798558884392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469894181772157,0.1030926958586348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682397071319415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213856135013559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965922132551248,0.06494324169874764,0.08894128540880078,0.08284369936075485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943292419708513,0.14048789502590633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363584708727369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909005870899197,0.2568557747694504,0.0,0.05588079924202873,0.0,0.07864009801203806,0.0,0.0,0.09735796797659252,0.0,0.10466960721508782,0.08808057398499057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986287611841186,0.0,0.09683107416963634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054037270042037185,0.08014862338100448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054475842000614,0.0,0.09607400615269247,0.0,0.0868234535758227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359305084756051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848268904942095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496363836942942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471373273244454,0.13325616867163126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363334127864053,0.08585426704711048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138392642415107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970655527317729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133609044221758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959548388500382,0.1048021848456452,0.07852308445128266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392873990894458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26129308185369626,0.06300318120294322,0.0,0.0,0.17200363616607528,0.0,0.18640266016398288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960499869592447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799508484476251,0.0,0.07887099928068705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,magaliep33,2019/03/20,"How to explain the impulsiveness when it comes to decision making? My bf doesn‘t understand and understandably judges me on some things I do. Off the top of my head this example: I‘m currently looking for a place to live. After not much luck someone finally replied to my enquiry. I was so excited that I immediately agreed to a viewing. Later after going over the ad again, I noticed that I‘m not happy with some things and don‘t want to go have a look afterall. He said I should have taken a breather first and done more thorough research. I 100% agree with that of course and I know that this impulsiveness always gets me into troubling situations I could very easily avoid with patience. This happens very often including with buying things and booking stuff. In the moment it‘s just always GO GO GO think later. But in hinsight I always feel like face palming myself. I have two questions: Any tips and tricks to stop/improve this behaviour? How would you explain this to someone else? Thank you!!!",5.121995856353593,7.669493640883977,5.250604281767959,77.567177140884,71.15469613259668,7.839917127071821,30.649516574585643,8.660442795831766,2.761367127071824,803,35,131,15,16,252,119,181,0.07,0.823,0.107,0.7157,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,7,8,1,1,8,0,11,3,3,3,0,37,35,11,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,1,9,1,1,6,4,3,0,2,4,5,18,5,23,28,4,24,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,5,11,97,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405202018771961,0.0,0.0,0.09276567319805726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750791751158693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891486292254217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959809443057086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395574825980502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689746270952955,0.0974536377066438,0.0,0.1494340240105266,0.0,0.11603302248679055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127028164989001,0.0,0.3876339070413252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062976746281763,0.14521441834621968,0.0,0.0,0.1399993276721546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496914287685327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664461295333553,0.0,0.12045537998355738,0.0,0.2291055108035259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105688929879152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027941886461032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530736480332705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425227897208625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528140355689967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976021863127535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333418433931553,0.0,0.0,0.2311649716835358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140475672172564,0.0,0.0,0.1561605100688936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559097311990802,0.0,0.0,0.2718806627025793,0.08740808870665259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325590264026674,0.28402196350673703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511039974517466,0.08046005652209882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969040436492078,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CTheGoldfish,2019/03/20,"Doctor put me on dextroamphetamine while my insurance paperwork goes through for vyvanse. How do I control it? Basically what it says in the title. They gave me this and said they’ll see me in two weeks. I made the mistake of taking a whole pill straight out the gate, so I’m on a half-pill right now. How do you manage it so you can get things done? Also any tips on how to manage the side effects of stimulants will help as well. 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I have ADHD and have taken ADHD meds for 30 years. I can't seem to find any information online about how ADHD is managed in Mexico. Do you go to a psychiatrist? Do they even acknowledge adult ADD? Is Adderall even legal as a prescription in Mexico? ,2.7542051282051325,4.897007215384619,5.881153846153848,72.19301282051283,76.84615384615384,9.871794871794874,20.06410256410256,10.125756701596842,2.498641025641025,259,6,46,9,6,95,44,65,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.2593,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,11,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,34,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7151516341323596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488804019995385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202289946654195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699121672105826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129265919071647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272958247006065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032742497186492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832487880765012,0.4216394423133622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057472586227594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444046293068154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773396356824093 adhd,betacarotene4,2019/03/20,"GOT INTO GRAD SCHOOL!!!!!!!! Hi my fellow ADHD brethren. The account I’m currently on is new cus too many people knew my old username, but I’ve been following this sub for awhile and always felt inspired by people’s posts, so I wanted to share my own accomplishment. After having applied to 5 grad schools because I didn’t think I’d get in anywhere, I have received an admissions offer from EVERY SCHOOL I APPLIED TO, including the best schools in my field!!! I AM IN SHOCK!!!!!!!! I always thought I was stupid. Sometimes, I’d have moments where I’d convince myself of my intelligence, but then I’d go to school and see how easily everyone else could learn and immediately get discouraged. I thought my brain didn’t work. Over the years, I’ve figured out what strategies are the most helpful for learning and test-taking. I’ll make another post in the future about the best strategies that have helped me get through school and university. My biggest tip: don’t do what everyone else is doing and expect it to work for you. Our brains are different but we are SO LUCKY to have ADHD. Hyperfocus and the procrastination adrenaline have turned from inconveniences into traits I utilize for my success. I wanted to share this with you guys so you know it’s possible to achieve all of your dreams, no matter how hard things get with ADHD. We are all smarter than we give ourselves credit for! 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When I first taking it back in Feb. I started out at 20mg twice daily (so 40mg total a day). It went well, after a month I felt like it was losing it's effect so the doctor upped it to 30mg (60mg twice a day). It definitely works but this was about 2 weeks ago. Since then, I notice pressure in my chest during workouts, sometimes just from taking deep breaths, my appetite as been suppressed even further despite forcing myself to eat (knowing I need to) and have been drinking more water than ever (I already drank a lot before the adderall now it's all I drink). I've looked around and I know these symptoms can be common. Today I decided to take my first pill of the day but only half (15mg). Struggled a bit to take full deep breaths (like I just can't quite fill up my lungs), feel exhausted, headache, shaking, looking for some vitamins and supplements to help smooth out this process. Any recommendations? 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I need help convincing my parents I need a prescription. They are baby boomers and I think this makes them think I’m just being a procrastinating hyper millennial. 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I've been taking Adderall for a year and a half now. At the beginning of taking meds, I would come home around 5PM feeling numb and absolutely exhausted because my meds would wear off right around the same time. Since my mood is fairly sporadic already, it took me so long though to realize that's what was happening. Recently, I've been trying to figure out if the sleepless nights I've been having are due to the Adderall or overall stress as a college senior. I haven't increased my dosage, but in that past when I get stressed, it usually doesn't keep me up. It usually makes me exhausted and sleepy. Going off of my meds for a day or two isn't the best idea because I have a very intensive schedule that won't let up for another 2 months. I was wondering if we could get a thread going of how you noticed a possible negative side effect (grouchiness, nausea, insomnia, etc), and what habits you formed or how you coped. 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I take vyvanse daily and I workout for an hour(cardio) every morning before taking my meds. I eat upwards of 2500 calories a day and drink probably close to a gallon of water a day. I have class every day and tutor mathematics after class most days of the week, but if I go all day long I always have a huge migraine by the end of the day that normally stops my productivity entirely. So how can I stop these headaches? I like to squeeze every second of my medication out and I have my days planned out by the 30 minute intervals so these headaches are really taking a toll on me at the moment. Any ideas will help thanks in advanced!",5.065339966832504,5.994671537313438,5.8912935323383095,79.34367330016586,68.70149253731343,8.642122719734662,30.560530679933663,8.841846274778883,2.4331535655058047,542,21,103,9,9,178,83,134,0.061,0.816,0.12300000000000001,0.8862,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,12,0,6,5,0,2,1,18,11,10,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,3,3,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,14,2,19,10,2,26,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,17,67,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904547972572827,0.0,0.0,0.08911962297858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151531053153843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.67613983424553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838073523705798,0.0,0.13409856560235928,0.0,0.0,0.2321457457208549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312500281240597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447967865329236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784116547000441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129059487080196,0.0,0.0,0.14794137285174716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402522156309076,0.0,0.0,0.11597659543844482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455688511466821,0.13202076045041833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284028022230962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129585517858212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395504937813747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913011228466805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295603616967583,0.0,0.0,0.1206547614877226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512173700392408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,j4bnks,2019/03/20,Victim mentality is psychological equivalent to willing to commit a crime because they are so poor that living in a jail with prison food is much better than freedom. please correct me if I'm wrong,8.765,9.014787722222227,8.802222222222222,64.01500000000001,60.66666666666667,10.533333333333337,37.444444444444436,10.125756701596842,3.998211111111111,162,7,25,3,2,53,33,36,0.31,0.465,0.225,-0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482002348648092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32617793379674825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459603084840622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325661453924975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716685615869208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27111401209857444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40483699337812257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032302255438933,0.0,0.0 adhd,InsanerobotWargaming,2019/03/20,"Oops, wrong meds. Instead of my morning routine of adderall and my vitamins, I took my nightly meds. Melatonin and claritin. So now I'm bouncing off the walls but also super tired. Hope y'all's day is going better than mine.",1.6505426356589157,4.410586651162792,2.8468604651162783,87.41664728682171,89.4651162790698,3.7968992248062015,28.096899224806204,5.46131890053228,1.206522480620155,178,9,30,1,6,57,37,43,0.111,0.642,0.24600000000000002,0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427867549740504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803845476808495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086939718675327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938826731858852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785537462029993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6230415431257114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631867437625644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322340204097278,0.0,0.0,0.3115943145382332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066320302403325,0.0,0.0 adhd,brainborks,2019/03/20,"Pharmacy erroneously not charging me for medication...dilemma Originally my work health plan paid for about half the cost of a generic. A couple refills ago they were out of generic, gave me brand name, way too expensive, but the store has a policy, if they can't provide the generic they cover the difference. Sweet as. Brand name (about 8x price) for generic price. Thank you universe. Last refill, same deal, this pharmacist wasn't familiar with the store policy, I explained it...except this time it was free. ""Fully covered"". They were surprised I was surprised, confirmed, no charge. I leave, puzzled but grateful. Pretty sure it shouldn't be fully covered under my plan. But I make less than 30k/year. Bless. This refill, I've been given a longer scrip. Higher dose, 2 month trial. Still generic on backorder, I get the brand name in lieu. Again, ""fully covered"". $0 charge. They should be charging me like...\~$100 or so, even for the price of the generic. Do I insist they charge me? (I've tried to bring it to their attention a couple times, but they insist it isn't an error. I'm...99.9% certain it is) Am I going to be on the hook at some point for their error? What should I do? Anyone had a similar situation?",2.383546144121365,5.223686084070799,3.2215739570164352,86.3416150442478,84.17699115044249,5.70644753476612,23.115676359039192,7.1686216300943375,1.1647198482933003,949,34,170,14,28,300,134,226,0.027000000000000003,0.7979999999999999,0.175,0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,1,9,3,7,8,0,0,16,0,20,2,0,2,2,24,29,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,6,0,0,1,10,1,24,9,22,13,3,18,1,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,8,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664189307590698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722305043361492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659441882340542,0.0,0.0,0.21707015635308674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998231983759148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390677958101201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000487657817963,0.0,0.11966171345041783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238072287949933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162821102332945,0.0,0.22294446419030528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286520907194342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054528250797205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806082187862967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990399620215038,0.0,0.0,0.21420736465061505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366695855970184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814732355841694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984430330236122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938482517195199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554945649208046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295117775907926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712660022635167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532845682065326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558876571239314 adhd,Ced777,2019/03/20,"Old diagnosis, new to meds First post the ADHD, discovered the sub while researching the new meds I'm on! I got my diagnosis about 2 years ago while in college, my GP decided not to prescribe me meds since I was doing ok in school and dealt with it since I started school before (I was 19 at the time). Took a year of before uni, and started to feel more and more deconnected during lectures, and unable to study if I wasn't in a ideal environment. Went back to my doc last week and got prescribed Concerta ( 34 mg to start, 56 starting Thursday). However, it's been almost a week, did my best to take the pills at around the same time everyday but I didn't feel much different. None of the effects but none of the side effects either ( Which I've been told can be pretty bad). I was wondering if that was normal during the titration period, and they will be more effective once I up the dosage? Or should I already be looking for a different formula? Otherwise, this sub is great, learning a bunch more about myself!",5.857419627749579,6.214798730964471,6.505901015228428,77.65837774957701,66.76649746192894,10.018443316412858,31.645093062605753,9.928628108626363,2.9751458544839258,798,30,153,17,12,262,121,197,0.01,0.889,0.102,0.9628,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,6,4,5,0,0,15,1,17,1,0,3,0,28,32,13,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,14,3,16,4,22,13,11,34,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,5,22,102,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462797305357553,0.0,0.1078944444045266,0.0,0.1218816183496565,0.0,0.1343173227402422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108353601977269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359257176889936,0.10162829805352196,0.0,0.0,0.20714376662553866,0.0,0.12773408897713262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543359348379827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308716589635575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353209933672336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946958086222544,0.13419300913671112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921529495510338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102211310171644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055991951169985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947572452059195,0.0,0.0,0.2351093504387182,0.0,0.0,0.1192564499483858,0.0,0.0,0.1277211233559529,0.12962423358804226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657088149453425,0.12382956588924232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636744597268745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013705005351883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34460661555568506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151575443606992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194788611189052,0.0,0.0,0.11630545156542675,0.13523164929013404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952674700309754,0.0,0.0,0.1128325311184877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199648809950446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567630321675368 adhd,Fortune_Silver,2019/03/20,"As I lie here, in bed, at 3am, wide awake So. Its going to be one of those nights, then.",-3.799999999999997,-2.3880052857142817,-0.4980952380952371,111.10142857142858,101.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.8188857142857144,63,0,20,0,3,22,21,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44072963373712504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7277461455245636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254930424088223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rickrossgrunt-wunh,2019/03/20,"Will I be able to go back on my old medication ASAP? Horrible side effects First time poster here. I recently switched from Vyvanse to Adderall IR and I am not okay. My Vyvanse wasn’t working too well anymore and when I told my doctor, we talked about increasing the dose or going on Adderall instead. I’ve taken adderall in the past with no issues whatsoever, but for the past 4-5 days I’ve been a complete mess. I can’t think straight, my anxiety levels are through the roof, I feel like I’m constantly in a daze, and I’m just all over the place. I haven’t been able to do anything at work for the past two days. I need to talk to my doctor but I’m just not sure if it will be any use. I want to go back on Vyvanse now because idk if I can tolerate this for an entire month. I don’t know if insurance will pay for another medication, and I definitely can’t pay out of pocket. I’ll gladly give back these adderall. I just want to feel okay again. I feel like I’m not even explaining myself properly. Has anyone had this problem before?",2.2192068198665686,4.085581427230046,3.906048925129728,87.02532987398075,77.45070422535211,7.113318507536447,26.23400049419323,8.032893268588372,1.5945643192488266,816,32,171,14,19,273,126,213,0.125,0.78,0.095,-0.5224,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,4,15,10,0,0,9,2,18,5,0,2,2,33,38,11,0,7,12,0,3,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,0,2,4,9,3,1,2,6,3,21,7,24,27,2,33,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,4,19,107,25,6,0.2515811890871129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554191783290536,0.13190240626290414,0.09622946052182266,0.0,0.12475046884614742,0.08795570848185788,0.0,0.10351494125607416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901756078419382,0.0,0.07668077888766511,0.0,0.10703853104149888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188904511270613,0.13593494477417287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622490541687003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575040074384197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308350133666716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908105125570723,0.1797296517521319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699741545859408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066980044935027,0.21446908117347585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312926992810013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913122105289082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290986113124873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534415803217947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040485245239214,0.0,0.0,0.09327213196721114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199606871786765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602440679828419,0.0,0.0,0.131424398134738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036461058731435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420303662136295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185561466867642,0.0,0.0,0.20221143006215309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060153378192017,0.0,0.0,0.07334950725951266,0.0,0.0,0.12019830372387008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287913278078877,0.0,0.0,0.1086426857246074,0.0,0.0,0.14838910356742693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310085133775015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315410197291887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goodluck187,2019/03/20,"ADHD MEDS AND ANXIETY Hi I'm a 30 year old male. I'm currently on 90mg concertra XL. It was hard to adjust to at first but my ADHD is alot better the crash has gone now and the medication lasts a good 8 hours or so. The downside is I'm getting depressed and my anxiety is really bad. I've been prescribed diazepam to help and I've been cautious with them as I know about benzos. But recently if I have a meeting or I'm in a room full of people for the first time I'm getting super anxious and I wouldn't be able to go without 20mg diazepam. I'm seeing my psychiatrist tonight what should I tell them? I'm afraid my anxiety will ruin my life again if it's not medicated in a safe way ",1.4792671517671536,3.0935524256756786,4.078378378378378,86.09988565488571,78.79729729729729,7.256548856548858,25.57380457380457,8.139509932561175,1.5691158004158008,541,21,118,10,13,191,95,148,0.221,0.6759999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.9426,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,4,4,8,0,1,10,0,12,3,0,0,0,20,25,13,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,4,2,11,4,14,17,2,21,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,5,12,68,14,0,0.16617274560734074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994146959230751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813650866644288,0.18772790334476774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874730154190848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696628960475716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312434229629314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826929050484352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736368021053768,0.0,0.09443980078107704,0.13937781500292232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885814041058146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138208860945628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636466814726638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132419519306037,0.13545296645089355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737272453438995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845804594058249,0.33480311787979644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437034325033213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520325870418795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645451593239792,0.0,0.16407553905784605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241816379115007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524230402106067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689666428946177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319001907584689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160184596877221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700979998365404 adhd,BettingOnBlindFaith,2019/03/20,"Day 1 of medication in 10+ years I started Adderall XR 20mg this morning. I took Adderall in college when I was in jeopardy of losing my scholarship, got all A's for a semester, kept my scholarship, then thought ""hey, look, I really can do this if I just try."" I thought I didn't need the medication anymore, so I stopped taking it. Spoiler Alert: I did need it. I did end up losing my scholarship. I graduated, but with a 2.75 GPA and not many/any prospects for grad school. I worked as a nanny for years in NYC and didn't need to be medicated. It was really a perfect job for me, and NYC nannies can make a ton of money. But I started an office job a few years ago and didn't realize how much I needed to be medicated to perform this kind of work until I got lost in a terrible hole of procrastination that I just couldn't dig myself out of alone. So here's to hoping that I can not only finish the tasks I'm supposed to do each day, but hopefully start taking baby steps to tackle the horrifying unorganized pile of paperwork that has been building up. (Being on Reddit isn't a good start but I wanted to share with y'all) For the first morning in a long time, I at least feel hopeful.",5.961462488129157,5.1436677736625525,7.336213991769551,75.75860398860401,66.73662551440329,10.439886039886039,33.50712250712251,9.851270322608157,3.0349217473884136,931,36,191,18,13,322,137,243,0.11699999999999999,0.79,0.09300000000000001,-0.3615,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,8,7,11,0,0,15,0,19,4,0,2,2,36,44,16,0,10,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,4,0,4,2,7,4,0,1,15,2,25,7,34,25,6,32,0,3,1,0,3,11,0,4,19,128,34,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754690534838184,0.0,0.0,0.11397185787017865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483333993026081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913356256354684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193788181937547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746586061673183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055641289908661205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360292784542032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229925001998628,0.17602364718794475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278940162670148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184023477623344,0.0,0.0,0.11459335044019794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738501690570572,0.092408808014856,0.2462210121052857,0.12012545765662792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345487738056211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434289156277898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089461954189267,0.32638338416291696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836930252651232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409933421842636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136987666907186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115573660493897,0.0,0.0,0.09200127667447308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654780037124236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472446223790264,0.06416723811582346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226235526967355,0.0747122994548358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490649561364167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022592805709573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259317954739607 adhd,throwawayfetishlord,2019/03/20,"It feels like my brain donest work Maybe this is the wrong subreddit, because its wondering more about my anti depressants fluoxetine. For a good while now it has just felt like my brain hasnt been working whenever i try and think its like nothing happens im doing everything off by insticent because whenever i try and think about things nothing happens and im not sure what to do. Also my adhd tablets aren't doing anything for me anymore and when i take them i just feel sick. I have a doctors appointment in 3 weeks but until then i have no idea what to do.",4.756,6.154782918181818,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,69.81818181818181,8.772727272727273,31.931818181818183,9.188382445141503,2.868272727272728,451,20,84,9,8,146,75,110,0.114,0.8190000000000001,0.068,-0.5944,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,11,4,2,0,1,16,20,10,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,12,5,10,18,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,9,59,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457262675916286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281741262517715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230952398254885,0.0,0.0,0.12638278295561742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872411869713312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34289086554525633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227773579914606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571950516871971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380272865110817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553087461032622,0.10971717363915093,0.1474603347985232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288151371976387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716195609364321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337247981084394,0.3317842719624601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509345193021854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542911773266345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472720534899743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474679281034172,0.0,0.11547261622814635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203134735261124,0.196814991657111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854070000659305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319215291220299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655033778282125,0.22361530457533013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791499458698408,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shiruzon,2019/03/20,"elvanse and concerta is making me feel slow idk why but every day since ive been starting to take elvanse and concerta i feel slow like really slower i cant think about alot of things at the same time and neither can take information as fast as i could before. my mom thinks that i should keep taking them even tho ik they are dog shit for me. i dont have problems focusing at all and im not that hyper active even tho thats why i have adhd (including anger issues that i dont really have anymore) my question to u guys is if this is a normal thing and if i should stop taking them rn im on 40mg elv. and 1mg conc. i weight 115 pounds sorry if my english is bad :( ",-0.030970793911969,2.145339090909093,2.3787001234060057,92.99076511723572,88.16083916083916,5.3227478403949,17.502673796791445,6.794906146795322,0.005153352529823074,522,13,116,7,17,178,94,143,0.183,0.775,0.042,-0.9672,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,2,0,3,0,17,2,1,1,1,28,28,14,0,8,5,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,3,18,1,10,24,4,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,5,8,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004117730640014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403181567479333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813663714975604,0.0,0.0,0.12039593530724753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296671918735154,0.0,0.0,0.0912481068232502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316459528960585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869030853599973,0.0,0.11920981004448156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430812493546986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400954442928267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056628125570242,0.14767679615129356,0.0,0.12576110681944952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912392923088354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444439232142077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657091297013754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386282780008855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538498453359768,0.0,0.0,0.15849903108527796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128177459163045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452354812637568,0.11704040218139747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838432217697013,0.10014599152262542,0.0,0.0,0.11829037060804933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255257121242521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879967872877984,0.18131969772848824,0.0,0.0,0.08250283748205582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722943647826112,0.0,0.0,0.25534197094567984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AuthenticEmpathy,2019/03/20,"Need Some Advice So my BF (26M) has ADHD (tested in the 99th percentile). He is not good at talking to me about what’s going on in his brain and I would like to know how to best support him. Any tips and advice would be really helpful. I’ve tried reading articles, but it’s not the same as talking to people who live with it. (: Thanks y’all! 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Does anyone else have an acute sensitivity to voices in particular? It’s strange because in a crowded place like a bar, I can tune it out. The Din is so impersonal that it’s like my brain relegates it to nothing but a background rushing, like white noise. BUT MULTIPLE VOICES IN MY HOME OR AT WORK?? I tend to react like so: When multiple people are trying to talk to me at once, or even just one person but numerous other people are having their own convos as well right next to me.... which is not all that uncommon in a full household, I kinda PANIC. I just feel my stress levels ratcheting up and up until I either: 1. ⁠Suddenly bolt from the room 2. ⁠Legit close my eyes and cover my ears with my hands like a toddler, when I’m a GROWNASS WOMAN, or 3. ⁠Scream “AHHHHHHHH!!!” or “STAAHHHPPP” or “TOO MUCH HOLY SHIT TOO MUCH!”. I always feel quite terrible about it but it’s like the overload just HAPPENS and the trigger is pulled without my consent.... luckily my family is familiar with my sensory-overload-episodes now, and I’ve learned at least to direct my screaming in a general way rather than aiming it towards someone or saying something that makes it personal. That’s about the extent of the control ive learned to exert yet, sadly. 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Especially when i’m listening to music i will constantly like grind my teeth to the beat if that makes sense. i catch myself all the time and i probably look like an idiot but then i go back to doing it 30 seconds later because i get distracted by focusing on the music too much and it gets super annoying and my jaw ends up being sore. ,4.702845528455281,6.127321073170734,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,69.97560975609754,9.369105691056909,27.081300813008127,9.725611199111238,2.5653105691056908,336,11,62,8,6,112,59,82,0.134,0.768,0.098,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,2,3,6,2,1,5,0,3,5,4,1,2,11,10,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,2,10,3,7,8,3,12,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,10,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964841297704632,0.2879212183470796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607429000926665,0.0,0.1712970808821565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036648762241333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347423056348732,0.0,0.24888563003150424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936253851731867,0.0,0.15970072325562648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745681607415297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359721061067562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757196950877453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065698514684484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029692215789969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277107160349985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708772759379747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Christian-Knarresmed,2019/03/20,"Missing classes. I Get so overwhelmed with school work that i fail to start. I Get mostly top grades but fail to spread out The workload so alot of stress goes into The work. I end up sitting at home thinking and beein anxious instead of hitting The gym or school, which i know i should be doing! If i miss one day im thinking two is not bad and i end up missing a week of class. My teachers Ask about this because im active in class, curious and love Learning new stuff. I really dont know what to say to them. I overthink alot and The problems i put in my head often are not really a real world problem, but still here i am beeing frozen by my overthinking.. Im 33 got diagnosed two years ago so my habits are not really a routine yet. Im getting an education now because school was not really for me in my younger days. Any advice? 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I'm 19 now and realised I might very well have ADHD about a year ago. Anyway, back to the question. I usually learn mathematics and physics, and to be perfectly honest most other things quite easily, but I am absolutely horrible at doing practice questions, which leads to me making a LOT of unnecessary silly errors in tests etc, but i am having serious troubles with actually doing said practice questions. I often spend 10 times longer than it would take to just answer the damn thing just starting at it, because it feels like I would have to mentally swim through an ocean of honey just to get to the actual problemsolving part. Enough rambling, any advice on methods to get to the actual problem solving faster? I already do things like finding a quiet place to work, my teachers even let me leave the classroom to be able to work in quiet, and in physics I have access to a lab equipment storage room w/ a desk in it that might very well be the most quiet place in the school. I have literally answered 2 questions, taking about a minutes work each, in the last 40 minutes. Aaaaand I'm rambling again... Tl:dr: just read the title again",8.592530276816607,8.766156581314881,8.358181228373706,67.30986699826992,61.041522491349475,10.685207612456749,38.82374567474048,10.270032843473604,4.214738581314879,1288,60,203,25,16,414,168,289,0.08199999999999999,0.836,0.08199999999999999,-0.4575,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,6,21,12,1,0,21,0,25,2,0,4,3,45,38,11,0,5,8,0,2,2,1,4,2,6,1,0,14,8,0,0,12,2,1,2,0,5,2,0,2,9,16,7,38,27,8,30,0,0,0,0,11,14,1,12,16,148,30,10,0.08899439366839616,0.0,0.26053707187419634,0.0,0.3208619008731476,0.17392858302070122,0.07888816037258273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820752639886277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103847888460653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843119543491183,0.0,0.054250156364156206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142175693141838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105478180449414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195499836041868,0.0992522735458116,0.058779957691859314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999647884215835,0.06357761261862288,0.0,0.0,0.081339263543534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929917951671894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072542308763239,0.0,0.0942322131187956,0.096692669114794,0.09100279708057972,0.0,0.08695633093183883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565985102723638,0.0,0.0,0.11880889765289328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968541711296428,0.18881797602950776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637225590251987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596039978465986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595100838580242,0.08515561578526115,0.0,0.0,0.4984704411619814,0.09465649220278452,0.08901847681521438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008132996060624,0.0,0.16930809577946848,0.07077191381851948,0.0,0.09006707757633896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540466095750893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299068989012123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849985007324098,0.13382541709937562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737176218944398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189334662199774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980147515925042,0.1468593900466206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003329540981298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436693552611636,0.0,0.0,0.1264381277762696,0.0,0.0,0.057309471726637626 adhd,friscococksucka,2019/03/20,Took meds before breakfast... and now I'm no longer hungry for the awesome quiche I reheated. When will we learn???,3.78142857142857,6.300728333333336,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,75.19047619047619,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1634571428571427,89,3,16,1,2,27,20,21,0.092,0.713,0.195,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762557374876282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216904228454146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218371898273735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mutanity,2019/03/20,"finally got diagnosed!! been trying to get diagnosed since last year and finally got it today. took quite a few appointments and having to bring my mum to the clinic to get it but it all worked out!! was really concerned at first cos the doc kept mentioning i had good grades in primary sch but today he saw my school records and noted how they declined rapidly once school got harder. i've been prescribed concerta to try out too. just kinda sad about not finding out earlier, maybe i might have had an easier time in college (in my last sem now) (funnily enough it was so much easier to get diagnosed with depression!!) if you're still waiting on your diagnosis, here's wishing you all the best and that it works out for you :) ",4.535988142292492,6.4253840217391325,5.29258234519104,79.46223320158106,71.10144927536233,9.655862977602107,28.48748353096179,10.018931242160765,3.0220202898550736,577,22,106,16,11,187,97,138,0.024,0.8170000000000001,0.159,0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,5,8,4,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,2,2,24,21,9,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,12,1,9,2,18,8,6,22,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,3,11,69,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458742249097728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972238441861385,0.4232528971833779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362642212114196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304540214258091,0.12704548538989546,0.11823519363519205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786872488653972,0.0,0.0,0.1165884438627634,0.3335182534676074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266106779586645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964638518116446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474593595389972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218260502893907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803279810109365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784594147168895,0.0,0.0,0.0890483636471256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281355278861385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498404975715742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100733020904208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105329606985215,0.0,0.26351565012076017,0.0,0.15443655003481566,0.1887467282553633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159845661007441,0.0,0.0,0.20239050278955506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951285438000448 adhd,Calindra,2019/03/20,"Interesting Article: ADHD & Lying https://adhd.newlifeoutlook.com/adult-adhd-and-lying/amp/ I spend a lot of time googling and reading different things during nights like these where I won't be getting any sleep. When I came across this, it made me wonder if anyone out there ever found themselves compelled to lie over the dumbest stuff that usually doesn't need to be lied about. Yet you do it anyway, usually out of good reason (to you), but definitely not for the sake of reasons usually attributed to compulsive and habitual liars. For me, I tend to tell white lies to cover up why I've forgotten about a thing I said I would do. I lie to get out of work sometimes. I've told lies (omissions of truth by not saying anything) to just avoid getting into more trouble because I've compulsively done a thing that others might not view in a good light. Legitimate reasons, but poor choices. But every time I've done it, it eventually ends with me blurting the truth out in a confession to someone I can trust and is unrelated to the situations. Guilt sucks. The anxiety of it is even worse. Anyone else with these issues?",7.464280274181267,8.667069099009908,7.1769306930693055,71.28326351865958,63.45544554455445,9.977760853008377,33.360243716679356,10.035473477838034,3.393971363290176,906,36,152,19,13,286,128,202,0.191,0.7020000000000001,0.107,-0.9645,1,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,1,10,12,2,2,10,0,13,1,1,6,3,36,25,8,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,15,11,0,1,6,1,2,1,5,5,0,0,7,5,13,7,33,13,2,22,1,0,2,0,7,11,1,4,11,104,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931019198077301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362699041468105,0.0,0.07414476179731465,0.0,0.08340835240813428,0.0,0.0,0.15247390330528213,0.11171505825197453,0.08972315393824692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646423448401402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247023218843828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113914101307502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315296385151392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108133988440614,0.0,0.09656902960007532,0.0,0.0,0.07201389180830847,0.0986247057766563,0.09186324930374516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954677187301255,0.0,0.0,0.170892460777268,0.0,0.0,0.18289991902487096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379994931761606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326699825644965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269418591062938,0.0,0.10316768909875848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156645720003294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084504278411597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231812883048344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906042144360187,0.0,0.0,0.3363058225629181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371336906748034,0.08670576068651438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225553179455844,0.10910965695293047,0.0,0.0923815414176162,0.0,0.1078343639651334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248143135498504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529782642912256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730588781843674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715360799673234,0.0,0.0,0.10418371277875912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36024645103368524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838344313249113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182393775946749,0.07937580549403679,0.0,0.1111118183074624,0.07745243456841065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Giraffegirl98,2019/03/20,"Diagnosed Today (yay) prescribed 18 mg Concerta (boo?) Hi there! I’m a 20 yo female and have truly struggled with ADHD symptoms my whole life. I attempted to level with my parents in high school but was told it was “growing pains” and everyone is like this. Well now that I’m financially able I paid out of pocket because as I add more responsibilities to my daily life, BOY does the ADHD really fuck with my head. So I knew it was time to take action. I have a couple of questions. First off- my bf was recently diagnosed and was prescribed a low dose of Adderall XR, (from a different psychiatrist) why was I prescribed concerta? Also when “sampling” and I say it like that because my intentions were never for recreational or abusive reasons I really just wanted to try the medication to see if it helped me and it truly improved my symptoms, mood, and anxiety after trying it. So my intentions were to be honest with my doc (which I was) and was expecting the same drug to be prescribed to me. I don’t know much about Concerta, however I’ve read that it hurts your stomach and it doesn’t really work as well as adderall. I don’t want to come off as pushy or “seeking drugs” and I don’t feel comfortable telling my new doctor whom I’ve seen once as of today, that I have already tried adderall and want to take it, (she asked me and I said no) but how would I go about switching my medication as soon as possible. I’m paying out of pocket as I’m still on my parents insurance and cannot do this without them finding out. I don’t want to have to up my dose for 100$ every 2/4 weeks a whole lot I just want to get what I know helps me. Sooner rather than later as I’m trying not to go broke. Any advice/answers/or suggestions would be greatly appreciated! 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Everyone is talking and it’s loud and I couldn’t follow what was happening or finish reading the sections and I’d immediately forget the next steps but I felt obligated to work at my partners pace until eventually I just gave up. It was exhausting mentally and emotionally. I was excited about programming I feel like I could be good at it but I feel so bad about myself for not even making it through two days that I’m doubting if I even have the mental fortitude to learn. 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Now I’m older and married and struggling and want to give it a try again ... Do I mention I was prescribed years ago? Or just talk about my life and symptoms and not mention it? Any advice helps thanks!",4.047812499999999,6.049223156250001,5.192083333333336,79.21125000000002,72.64583333333334,7.716666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.1833791666666675,397,16,74,7,8,131,64,96,0.08900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.4198,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,18,17,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,6,0,7,2,7,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,13,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388247967273345,0.1941884890600387,0.35230949166427805,0.0,0.19899101960705548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513753130461384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113886875479775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380650550597419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038238562338419,0.1906319071265055,0.11293808893228388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319892804516395,0.0,0.0,0.197375429762428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036297294207634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019114816626551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586177190687313,0.0,0.0,0.1473495798654923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113676380452326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661401912335802,0.0,0.20774700775720006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065478756376882,0.0,0.1597249287393422,0.0,0.1829561892504427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733280443782846,0.0,0.0,0.11587618777524585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078705665187254,0.1349189507755059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721117340259694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559404447536998 adhd,CanadaFanTrump,2019/03/20,"I’m 99% sure I have ADD without The H So my new girlfriend of of almost a year now has noticed a few things about me. My girlfriend and her mother invited me over for dinner and holy fuck all focus was on me. First topic was sleep. Basically they want me to get tested for sleep apnea anyway going off track because I can’t just focus on one thing. Lol so the second topic was ADHD and I’m pretty good of taking judgment. I like when I get judgment because it shows me.. what I need to fix about myself. So her mom basically naming off a bunch of symptoms asking me if I get these.. They did it in the nicest way and I’m so glad they did it.. so her mother asks? Hey Lee? Do you ever find it hard to focus on one thing and complete one task at a time. I said yes.. absolutely.. Do you ever try read a book and don’t remember a dam thing you just read. Your easily distracted, You wanna do everything at once and your mind races and over think things way to much.. I’m just like yes yes yes yes yes that’s me. With a huge smile on my face.. Ok where are you getting at guys.. They tell me I think you have ADHD without the H because I have never been one for being hyper and I always let the other person speak. I never cut people off or not let anyone get a word in. I’m pretty calm but my brains not calm lol So I said you know what! You guys could be right and I’m definitely going to look in to it some more. So hear I am now writing this post. I’m very aware I have bad grammar. I found it very hard to concentrate and pay attention in school with all these distractions and zoning out.. I would sit through the entire class doodling and thinking about other stuff that was much more important.. anyways getting side tracked. Looking for advice oh and another thing.. Lots of people tell me I got no filter and I say what I think. I also don’t like being in public settings with lots of people like shopping malls, for some odd reason banks.. My anxiety gos through the roof when I walk in to a bank. Anyway not sure if these things are attached to ADHD but though I would give it a mention. Any help or advice you guys can give me would be very much appreciated. The biggest problem I have is focusing on one thing.. another thing I’m a 30 year old man. I have a 3 year old daughter I see 50 percent of the time and a girlfriend witch drives me crazy for the other 50 percent lol I hope she never finds my post haha. Anyway let me know if you guys can relate and what your doing to fix your ADHD problem.. my bad.. shit lol I did the symptom check list and I checked every single box except the hyper thing because I’m just not hyper but my minds hyper. 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Hi I’m a 21 y/o woman recently diagnosed with ADHD. TLDR at end. To get to the point (rip): I recently recognized that since my sophomore year of high school (I am in my LAST semester of college now), I have had at least 1 or 2 papers that I haven’t turned in until after the semester ends. These assignments usually weigh very heavily over my head, but for some reason my professors ALWAYS allow me to turn them in late. I have no idea how I have gotten this far in life. I feel like a total shithead for being unable to turn in these assignments on time, because it feels disrespectful to my teachers. On top of that I have huge amounts of self-doubt, anxiety that gives me heart palpitations, and guilt. I know if I turned these assignments in on time - I would go from a C+ student to an A student. Now I’m at the end of my rope, a couple months from graduating. I’m scared that I won’t graduate because I have two late assignments, and very low grades in a couple of classes. I seriously need these credits, otherwise I won’t be walking in May. How do I get myself motivated to do this? The fear of not graduating, copious amounts of caffeine, and the disappointment of my parents isn’t doing it. I also have a full-time job offer post-graduation, and I’m terrified this is going to happen in my real job. I am not medicated yet, but hopefully will be within the next few weeks (need to figure that out too). TLDR; I have two assignments I need to complete - otherwise I won’t graduate. Nothing is motivating me right now, any tips or tricks?",4.666363636363634,5.79541098089172,6.285917776491027,75.41697162709903,69.76433121019107,10.040301100173712,31.151708164447022,10.230975488527342,3.3172917197452225,1264,53,238,34,22,434,164,314,0.139,0.7929999999999999,0.068,-0.973,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,3,8,11,1,4,14,0,27,6,2,6,1,33,49,13,0,6,7,1,2,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,15,6,1,0,8,0,1,3,9,8,0,2,2,2,35,3,45,37,6,51,0,2,0,0,6,25,0,6,24,162,50,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600533052312804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719169844274748,0.08031725124449632,0.0,0.0,0.06564089742728559,0.0,0.07384202163826388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652381203709927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120553175972376,0.1043101673747236,0.0,0.0,0.2136080647857065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797171994886704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564797949162996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861843261280343,0.09761275407512236,0.06895809641741085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086155980145807,0.09259640413182206,0.10971574572466083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535750261627974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906338401702344,0.0,0.0,0.1143836134098466,0.0,0.10198487478956468,0.0,0.0958719625453126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089659511121026,0.0,0.0,0.19157405136141148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530480903996081,0.07868146216883501,0.3266561363624329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817907224242098,0.04715766136479309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723965278758734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704602361035666,0.0,0.0,0.2147181148981263,0.0,0.0,0.10265635126085508,0.0,0.0,0.09261916967590368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718054873366913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124814124964886,0.0,0.09244509534997017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986756525617956,0.0,0.09924466439224093,0.19061529115925774,0.0,0.0,0.08243256031498737,0.0,0.0,0.193278457563218,0.0976893274807294,0.0,0.0,0.10069752749867053,0.0,0.0,0.07984719204306412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257001489652202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41996968705374826,0.18858348643931988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630960195357646,0.15928789335620022,0.0,0.0,0.07742722562584102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685692042129229,0.0,0.0,0.06215949159120785 adhd,MrBlackyFeb,2019/03/20,"I hate my teacher She forces us all to read and I keep trying to focus in the books but some cluster of text on a paper isnt entertaining to me. I do have a vivid imagination, I’m always at the top 3 grades, but she is making that hard to me. This trimester was the lowest grades I had ever had.",-0.005602678571428044,2.001929109375002,2.5413392857142867,93.126875,86.03125,4.9071428571428575,16.955357142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.43631428571428543,229,5,53,2,7,79,48,64,0.16699999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.035,-0.8052,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,2,9,11,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,10,1,8,8,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,38,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052233641924028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318094069495375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285983880647025,0.3621584971627553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260461914000519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485498890925175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669189527704873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904648822188974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412389171264086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bo0omers,2019/03/20,I need to get a first job but it’s so hard I am so confused and overwhelmed. I got an interview but they completely ghosted me and I lost all motivation. I feel like such a loser and I have no idea how to get hired. I have literally no experience and am basically a fucking idiot. I almost had a dishwashing gig but they gave my job away to someone else after working for ONE DAY. I really just need money and this is so hard.,0.8465909090909136,3.1537122954545467,3.7988181818181808,83.5007272727273,85.13636363636364,7.156363636363636,23.572727272727274,8.238735603445708,1.707496363636364,334,13,69,8,10,119,59,88,0.268,0.649,0.083,-0.9583,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,5,6,7,2,2,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,18,15,12,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,4,3,13,1,6,11,1,4,0,3,0,1,4,1,1,2,4,51,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744252790935053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463524569572727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172051113000719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360216475495887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730570261209215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264390339172586,0.0,0.0,0.10474718498357387,0.14799636686801687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621164452016336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915176625430556,0.2164668861637564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568614390272168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711524025333105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338603545447844,0.0,0.0,0.4111520627839903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120874726204727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614147793932826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30721556574802017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037813594200688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327130959712751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755274444413015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081619201237198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ashterothi,2019/03/20,"I use F.LUX to help me regulate my sleep schedule. Hey all! I am still pretty new to the sub, and thinking about ADHD (I have been running from it since the 4th grade, I am 36 now). I want to do a longer post, but for now, I just wanted to drop a quick tip. I was watching HowToADHD (thanks for the recommendation!) and got to the episode about sleep. I realize I do take my sleep problems very seriously, and so have for years used a program to help change my computer screens to prevent blue light at night and help me go to sleep. It is called F.LUX and I love it. https://justgetflux.com/ Hope this helps someone and isn't just some lame repost!",2.627493438320208,4.830355417322835,3.217814960629924,90.84252296587928,77.50393700787401,6.438057742782153,23.969160104986877,7.492282038375204,0.9164230971128612,506,17,108,7,12,158,81,127,0.062,0.7190000000000001,0.22,0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,7,0,10,5,4,2,1,20,21,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,4,15,3,15,18,2,13,0,1,3,1,7,1,0,2,8,67,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820146801622835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464841235278556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602150847220412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607309800672977,0.0,0.12112920636893973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060576727094048,0.0,0.0,0.15042502375127026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669044771525915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627232722720085,0.0,0.14212651138660926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504820068886348,0.15408012270336846,0.0,0.1449181607008962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252818388261669,0.0,0.6062415362189311,0.0,0.12832394755729332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094897058456246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387230966644285,0.0,0.0,0.13943574003393314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704369056944456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616100880814043,0.0,0.12496294278982467,0.17865945689615112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752948360220552 adhd,AdvancedAction,2019/03/20,"Do you notice you have weird music habits? I didn't really realize it wasn't common until I told one of my friends and she reacted weird. Basically whenever I find a new artist I really like, I usually listen to them only for 2 weeks to a month. I just get so obsessed with them and I find myself watching interviews and reading genius lyric connotation things daily. I can't tell if this is an ADHD thing or an obsessive thing tho lol. But like for example this summer I got reaaaaally into Harry Styles and just wanted to know everything about him. I listened to practically every one direction song and watched way too many interviews and followed him on social media and stuff. And now I am SUPER into Eminem and I've watched almost every interview he's done and listened to all the songs he has on spotify. I think he's a great artist haha.",4.0116126205083305,6.1513242760736215,5.601021034180543,75.64326687116565,73.11042944785277,8.828921998247152,26.980280455740576,9.424239791934726,2.751931113058721,679,25,116,17,14,230,111,163,0.047,0.809,0.14400000000000002,0.9564,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,1,7,10,0,2,6,2,9,0,0,1,1,27,19,16,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,7,13,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,4,0,2,5,8,21,6,15,14,1,14,0,0,3,0,20,4,0,3,10,80,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041364830596619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008839726729785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382385685346685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622562786472633,0.0,0.1526575491142906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31049453642059865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123198225338378,0.0,0.08874387065203214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585107619845255,0.18726920562425714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334959487097033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596822054497049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220949976052108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557915160126371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405005586631907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338462504077525,0.0,0.0,0.2302005513949443,0.12918477413925492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990411203326536,0.0,0.21763095559652385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314898911305296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444693897222226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484635064106494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385386139231528,0.10883824138972656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230673762027986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707475044820449,0.0,0.10018673538753094,0.13482549005416708,0.1362499590411056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whodatjustmybabydad,2019/03/20,"Apple Watch notifications make me angry. How do you manage distracting notifications? I’m trying to decide if this is related to my ADHD or if I’m just a crazy person. I bought an Apple Watch a few months ago. I heard it’s a great way to help manage your life for people with ADHD. But every notification just pisses me off. It’s an immediate and intense angry reaction I have, but then I get over it quickly. I’m typically a very relaxed easy going person so this reaction has really caught me off guard. I thought maybe it’s because I’m getting interrupted when I’m trying to focus. Basically, it’s making things worse for me because I’m now more distracted. I’ve now turned off notifications and really just use it for fitness tracking. I’m just disappointed. I’m wondering if anyone else had experience with this and had any tips. Thanks!",3.344722222222224,5.8852608024691335,5.8402314814814815,71.22479166666669,76.77777777777777,8.494444444444445,25.55709876543209,9.188382445141503,2.6279617283950616,678,25,116,18,16,240,95,162,0.14300000000000002,0.732,0.124,-0.2902,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,10,7,1,2,6,0,6,2,1,4,0,23,27,13,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,10,5,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,6,3,12,3,13,21,2,15,0,1,2,0,6,5,1,5,7,69,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133607599192812,0.0,0.1524453503119569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694881226564308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024883121079145,0.17620858248180024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966857516648346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366294072348654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489624939795487,0.0,0.0,0.16822442713536226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969954836628188,0.0,0.09773728462162032,0.0,0.0,0.18960290680548986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527113363367278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147094010951474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958912893052405,0.0,0.17277187692571006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726870448417192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922572466465307,0.3003236549291487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034301717896806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833135934130368,0.0,0.0,0.1142524653243842,0.0,0.0,0.13652884096526188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351930278725566,0.1870592801649205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485310755092155,0.0,0.14189728253593722,0.0,0.13650565099867915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864994159739405,0.0,0.0,0.1752570898434566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gophersmn,2019/03/20,"My meds are making me go crazy-advice I started taking Ritalin when I was 6, I’m 28 now so Ive been on these things for most of my life. I’ve been off them for the last few years as a “break” I guess you’d call it but started taking them again.. They do make me focus and help but I’m at the point in my life where I’m thinking “do I need these anymore?”. I noticed as I took these in my adulthood they make me feel really weird, as if I’m being watched or something, some minor visuals I feel like it’s a type of psychosis. Also, I keep changing my thoughts on subjects like where I should work, live, etc. Im not really sure if they’re healthy for me mentally anymore as much as they do help. Should I go about switching meds or just going off them again? I’m wondering if being on these for so long it’s fucked my mind up in some way ",0.486120319214244,2.3398162154696145,2.3482412523020284,96.1368984039288,82.97790055248619,5.348189073050952,20.552793124616326,6.42735559955562,0.0450734192756288,649,19,153,6,18,215,102,181,0.066,0.835,0.099,0.6963,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,6,1,11,5,1,0,4,0,13,4,0,3,1,28,38,17,0,6,9,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,5,3,28,3,22,28,6,28,0,0,1,1,10,13,1,10,11,98,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361817327040419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144675836945094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764168753245583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423029288513441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474252173381723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542409823088632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092998647070054,0.09955936278236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883678733383427,0.0,0.0,0.23760581350926135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352160113594315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186821174656786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053354731153354,0.0,0.0,0.12387025667261782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359762875264368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686926815556632,0.13616926683608355,0.0,0.123058114166765,0.12332989707373483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790731907665079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095968003059854,0.0,0.1404428793543904,0.0,0.1407146516098133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024462018790904,0.1033342460020444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866316167460584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174097415480046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855615711915854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728673021185033,0.0,0.0,0.19728054226575736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134587757778748,0.0,0.20956391254294268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258510394791487,0.08929675503601626,0.0,0.1106368855741384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483494453773408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061809345914543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113081162098566,0.1014563012036993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974376752276432 adhd,Bubusani,2019/03/20,"Dexamphetamine Sulfate dizzyness I originally tried Ritalin but this did not work at all and just made me flat and dizzy all the time and made my focus worse so me and my psychiatrist decided to change to dex I have been taking Dexamphetamine Sulfate for about a week and a half now, the first few days it worked amazingly I was clear headed and able to actually focus and less anxiety. But since I have been feeling dizzy and tired I still have my focus and less anxious. First day I had one 5mg in the morning and one mid day I found it worked but the half life was only 3 hours per tablet. My second day I took two in the morning and one mid day which gets me through most of the day I did this for a few days but found I still had a few hours at work where I would crash. I continued this up until now but I have been dizzy since about day 4 even when I take a day off it’s the same. Anyone have any advice on how to deal with this side effect or how long it usually takes for the body to adapt? 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Hello. I am 26 years old and I think I have ADHD or ADD. I spoke with my neurologist and he agreed that it is a possibility for the seizure I had almost one year ago. He ordered a neuropsychological exam, however, I am still waiting for my insurance to cover it. I heard that it can cost more than $3000 which I do not have right now and sadly it is hard for me to get a good job. My question is if my insurance does not cover that test, Does a doctor use another examination to determinate whether I have ADHD/ADD? &#x200B; I am afraid that most of the doctor I have seen always ignore me if they see I would not have the money to pay for the test. &#x200B; I hope someone had a different experience and can give me an advice. &#x200B; Thank you.",3.06958130477118,4.763204088607598,4.982911392405068,80.98492210321326,74.56962025316456,7.646348588120737,24.812074001947426,8.384062270229773,1.5590218111002918,618,20,125,11,13,212,92,158,0.054000000000000006,0.861,0.084,0.6662,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,10,0,17,2,0,1,0,23,28,8,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,9,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,3,3,0,1,5,5,22,3,13,22,2,9,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,7,6,87,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040505811278414,0.10951120225401872,0.0993412024173293,0.0,0.1122195548273932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324925528159116,0.3642757282395022,0.4085233525201858,0.0,0.11751269347294978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170868329884124,0.0,0.2294119595805845,0.19614229657854526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962365748378304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058550717263684535,0.10750549344325742,0.0,0.0939970206789881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003905944580618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130845455007532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112098418703855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759613795036225,0.0,0.07593993421539487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633942732142012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554140636733074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570515351587246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930340083096719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495454897175387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949736326750278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317682753293968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180841958171456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679046036648638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960963714560076,0.0,0.4085233525201858,0.1443357736912006 adhd,angelicsnake,2019/03/20,"just some venting, i guess i'm going to start off by saying i am not diagnosed with ADHD or ADD, but i had no idea where else to post this. for background i have diagnosed depression, anxiety, and PTSD i feel miserable. i can't do any of my homework because i ill just stare at the screen for hours. i don't even know what i'm distracted by, it's like time just passes by really fast all of a sudden and i realize i didn't get anything done. i can't focus long enough to clean my room. there's dirty clothes everywhere and trash etc. but when i try to fix it i find an old shirt or picture or anything that i will be distracted by for a long time, and then i will be too tired to finish. i have a hard time talking to people, since i don't process what they're saying i have to keep asking ""wait what did you say?"" over and over, and eventually they just say ""never mind"". i can't watch movies without subtitles, and even then it's hard. i'm failing most of my classes as i haven't been doing much homework and the tests are horrible for me. but, then i will have slightly manic periods where at 3am i will clean my entire room, i got sick once from all of the bleach i used. i suddenly have a lot of energy but then it fades and i'm back to the same dark place. i do see a therapist and psychiatrist but neither are listening to me. they keep downplaying it and saying procrastination is normal etc. and for the energy shifts they say it could be bipolar or something but i know it's not. i just feel so alone. i know what i'm experiencing isn't really ADHD/ADD but this is a real problem and nobody is listening.",2.145444158517755,3.858480316417911,3.95576942871848,87.27656716417914,77.17910447761193,7.605764282038085,23.49202264539372,8.433251757073789,1.3745676788471437,1266,40,274,25,29,427,164,335,0.168,0.784,0.047,-0.9912,0,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,1,14,7,0,3,12,0,34,7,1,1,3,59,57,31,0,3,19,0,4,1,0,4,6,8,6,0,14,15,0,3,8,0,0,2,14,6,0,0,6,17,39,1,32,43,11,34,0,3,4,0,14,10,0,8,22,188,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796669743041536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684702277095798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015520958395764,0.0,0.07892034855059964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979073144178286,0.0,0.09644462276000673,0.0,0.0,0.07932691986973679,0.0,0.06288795306686366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823682378591199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885519447173099,0.20941903038201026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557281842161964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618047093125353,0.0,0.0,0.10659622033779699,0.2301107587093532,0.13627799322031967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432586220798576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429023123698756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389904879556715,0.0,0.058630605595393986,0.0,0.0825098537076604,0.0,0.11364702294488302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848297613483603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015959792276618,0.0,0.0,0.1164598510593666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339420378759533,0.0,0.0,0.17008907765783732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050400828541401765,0.0,0.0,0.1825941826924745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770653357214049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041664568494238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583757444829868,0.0,0.07956660898139713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107903512219224,0.0,0.0,0.10825349839886757,0.1098665310362974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152108293882356,0.0,0.10778465609805796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880280882007277,0.0,0.0,0.09871422918923917,0.12059345650384927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742347178547945,0.132179286399588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922419870787849,0.0,0.0,0.08220852935620371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533851169047497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942085934389716,0.0,0.0,0.07302016832667835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291949500122822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197816147833679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804676649191871,0.11857209876176518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004173583108897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910076579837893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944662996205038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RoboGeek123,2019/03/20,"Project Obsessions- Executive Functioning or BUST Hi all, Does anyone else get caught up in projects or commitments and ~~borderline~~ OBSESS about them? Is this an ADHD thing? I've recently started another project (Building a multi-effects guitar pedal board), and it's the ONLY thing I can think about. I feel like I'm beginning to neglect items of my life that I could formerly handle. I've been thinking about going back on meds for a while but I really think it might be the time. Any recommendations for how to accomplish the things I need to do? Currently I use timers, to-do lists, and calendar reminders/events to assist but I've been overruling my boundaries more and more. TLDR: DIY projects are sucking up all of my functioning ability and I feel like I'm starting to spiral. help",3.857732758620692,6.846287786206901,4.5457543103448295,78.61311422413796,78.0344827586207,8.314655172413794,29.0625,9.017664075816787,3.089836206896552,639,29,107,17,16,204,98,145,0.038,0.841,0.121,0.9131,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,2,6,0,9,1,0,2,3,23,25,11,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,2,11,2,16,19,5,15,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,3,11,66,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253935143457665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753752339851473,0.19665804381351415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113633073378209,0.19216275715776407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442110850928474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973999971705754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412252674263628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667038689031482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965750613998256,0.2679654051072365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798490001937422,0.0,0.10658655682644486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257079453665969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324690911034421,0.18325073469307807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832101998093489,0.0,0.0,0.198956375343099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906277781185813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263697408121195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014659304675004,0.0,0.18517877656432769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654916571913936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737911361566024,0.3605151811331097,0.0,0.0,0.10935941974849096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619792894957706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,4eeveer,2019/03/20,Realizing your diagnosis Hey guys I’m a long time lurker and was wondering when and how did you realize you had ADHD or ADD? Did you notice something was up or did it come as a surprise from a doctor’s diagnosis?,2.565930232558141,4.692813441860466,5.616453488372091,73.9423546511628,77.37209302325581,8.951162790697676,27.02906976744186,9.516144504307137,2.8503069767441858,170,7,32,5,4,62,33,43,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.3527,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,10,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,1,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146003262639923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971707311812175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35310284553536403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34158559610089634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052974794708106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927633484942142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26558335887331536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011612944559283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741173628863026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boymom2684,2019/03/20,What is something you wish your mom knew about your adhd growing up? My son has adhd and has been on medication since he was 4 (he’s almost 10 now). He is so smart and has good grades. But I get the impression that he might be having trouble making friends... or I feel like I’m always nagging him or saying stupid stuff like try harder. I wish I could understand what it feels like to have adhd just so I could be better at helping him.. so what is something you wish your mom had know about your adhd? ,3.9568907563025206,4.765770823529415,4.669327731092442,87.53911764705887,71.15686274509805,7.0050420168067244,24.375350140056014,6.868970318607317,0.7732056022408962,392,10,82,3,7,126,67,102,0.07400000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.263,0.9613,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,1,7,11,2,0,1,0,16,1,0,1,0,19,27,8,0,5,4,3,2,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,3,14,8,6,18,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,4,4,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095845359857509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697786202974173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551272538671412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214957582772264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024884977524276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823381721090713,0.18118042083715868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796997798898954,0.0,0.06625088568463762,0.0,0.0,0.10635883150081628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084995368842407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968924493674057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585297540809564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846439697455896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774367427046618,0.0,0.13452109535733842,0.0,0.2970272393362613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084119708935546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489520889221617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524286201506974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516249776943235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609292997543029,0.0,0.0,0.13200948698818696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374618228519873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,islesoflightlessbird,2019/03/20,"Two words.. noise. sensitivity. FUCK. I can't filter out certain noises and it makes my head feel likes it's gonna explode. It makes me really anxious. I feel like everything is on maximum volume at all times and I can't put it on mute. The walls in my house are thin, and I can hear every footstep and deep voices feel like they're vibrating and it makes me want to rip my hair out. Noise sensitivty feels like an itch I can't scratch. If this happens to you guys, what do you do to help it? I'm quickly going mad!",1.6155140186915915,3.524684803738321,3.360570093457945,90.02683644859816,79.46728971962617,6.522990654205607,21.914953271028036,7.554174236665415,0.7337596261682241,402,12,89,6,10,134,73,107,0.10300000000000001,0.759,0.13699999999999998,0.4297,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,1,7,2,0,2,0,8,4,3,3,2,19,22,6,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,9,12,5,9,21,1,13,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,6,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669769106475649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669738404793256,0.0,0.15648118777693176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35214627015699834,0.4975443358934336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096430310824048,0.0,0.0,0.09895220916699794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239885867716734,0.1539672067499826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786897702111653,0.0,0.19623756653566515,0.0,0.11670401290965456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009025761026168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402505075547497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486645592266113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503126411988612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115409969122345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152646355726308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008272123871568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269612897555956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dw4rf,2019/03/20,"Need advice - Chicago Hi there ADHD fam. My insurance coverage recently changed and now my 10 minute office visit every 90 days to have ‘scrip refilled carries a $150 copay vs. the $20 it previously cost out of pocket. It’s unsustainable and I struggled this month to even make it happen. I know there are doctors out there in my area that are also in-network, but whenever I’ve tried to muscle up and figure that out I quickly become frustrated and instead start planning to save for the next session... it’s having a serious impact on my personal finances, but also had re-introduced a long-absent stressor in my life that is now impacting other unrelated things. If I just call my health care support number and explain will they help to find me a new doc to write this ‘scrip? I was referred to my current doc by a previous talk therapist but I am no longer in touch with them. Any guidance y’all could offer would be amazing... I’m struggling. 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We had a med check appt today with her psychiatrist because she says she doesn't like her current med (Strattera 60mg) but because of the nature of the beast and all she couldn't really pinpoint or describe for Dr what exactly she doesn't like. So Dr was telling her to keep track of how the Focalin works for her throughout the day and she goes ""yeahhhh I wont remember"" and Dr says ""well write it down"" and she goes ""I wont remember to do that either"". 🤣The irony! I know I like job aids so hoping one will help her too. A quick Google search turned up bupkis so any help is extremely appreciated! 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I am in my last year of college and till this point I have been able to succeed without meds, (have good grades) but it did take me more time energy and effort to perform well than most of my friends. Starting this semester I became severely depressed and it feels like my add has gone off the charts. I can’t focus on anything for more than a few minutes, whether it’s studying, work, or fun. Hell its gotten so bad that I struggle to make it through a game of fortnite. Has anyone else had an issue where they used to function decently well without meds but had depression crank up your ADHD to incredibly high levels? I’m 21 now, should I even try to get medicated for my ADHD? (My depression is being ‘treated’ but is pretty much resistant to anti depressants). Would a doctor believe that I actually have the issues despite my good grades? Would not being on meds most of my life but then trying to get some during college make me seem like I’m gonna abuse them? Sorry for rambling, I could really use the advice cause I’m so close to graduating with honors from my university and going into med school but at the rate I’m struggling to function and I’m seriously at risk of failing when till this point I’ve been maintaining a 3.8-3.9 GPA my whole college career. tl;dr: have been able to succeed in school without meds my whole life till now. Depression came and smacked the shit out of me and now my ADHD seems to have gotten exponentially worse. What do I do? 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I take 36 mg Concerta every day. I don't really ever consume caffeine or energy drinks. However, today I was a bit sleep deprived and had a final so I drank 2 cans of Rockstar while studying. I didn't even consider that it might fuck with my meds. Each can had 240mg caffeine. I felt fine but now I'm kinda freaking out. My heartbeat is going nuts, I'm sweating, and random veins in my thigh are twitching. Should I just wait this out or is this dangerous?",1.1986569579288044,3.6435930000000014,3.223519417475728,87.2394215210356,85.01941747572816,5.763430420711974,25.088187702265373,7.1686216300943375,1.3834343042071202,401,17,77,6,12,135,76,103,0.201,0.77,0.03,-0.9506,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,4,0,13,10,5,1,1,19,22,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,1,1,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,7,1,11,1,6,13,3,10,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,5,6,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613912159110532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440998328014546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690927214147453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813863591354685,0.216574553148868,0.2017267581392442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298865375296269,0.26227951476888783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134550832589053,0.0,0.0,0.1360713314386891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981873539033534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659483465783426,0.0,0.0,0.2539931835422068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338244681563304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457673809831463,0.0,0.0,0.2395989424021209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001857896528953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269478827814437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rosamaria_Exx,2019/03/20,"HELP. Two weeks off adderall now. I feel horrible, and honestly I hate feeling like maybe I do need a medicine like adderall to function.... I dont know what to do....I stopped taking adderall because ive been told im an “adult” now and i can handle my adhd on my own. Also it was either up my dose again or stop taking it. And I hate the feeling of continuously having to up my dose, when i know adderall is amphetamines...and how strong it is. I hated the stigma with it...and mostly I hate feeling like maybe i did need it....does that mean im addicted? Should i feel bad for wanting to be back on it? It helped me work better, socialize better, be more in the moment, be more balanced and focused, stay on track...idk how to feel. All i know is im crying in the bathroom at work right now and im fighting with my boyfriend bcuz idk how to talk to him or express to him how i feel. This feeling is ugly :’( ",0.6745187165775413,2.7933740320855662,2.759173796791444,91.93405481283425,84.08021390374331,5.023422459893048,22.718983957219248,6.2581,0.4201381818181815,692,25,150,6,20,233,98,187,0.179,0.667,0.154,-0.8467,0,0,0,0,3,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,11,13,5,0,6,0,16,3,0,4,1,34,38,13,0,4,3,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,12,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,8,22,7,21,30,6,22,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,14,97,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428974657225086,0.12599584204707434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383953565305137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061455162778904,0.08753600339682517,0.0639087480971102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854427651290213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516047857935205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228702710677788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240771036560948,0.14979369283970626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140263673908302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405424506064053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529754975902505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284995755144328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365679902381632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106492945248037,0.11420016754738653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547325608430376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953174653394383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686993503519286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174419178822352,0.0,0.17529983133398006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765143261495787,0.084265441311769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017794844836192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241225581163248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061836629581837624,0.0,0.08409534670608684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526477630474695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cloudcolour,2019/03/20,"I feel like I've fizzled out way too early in life. Probably a result of anxiety, stress and I would think, my ADHD. I'm only 24 and feel like I've lived 50 years. Can anyone relate? Maybe share some advice? 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First few weeks I felt like a new person. Studying, emotional regulation, and focus improved. But now I'm wondering if it's doing anything. I'm bringing this up with my doc in a week, but in the meantime I was wondering if anyone shared a similar experience? I was diagnosed with adhd-pi back in December. First the doc put me on straterra, and I felt absolutely no changes. After that I was prescribed the adderall, and immediately I felt a spark from it (probably the initial euphoria). But I didn't feel like I was ""speeding,"" just a lot more in check with myself. I was able to study for longer amounts of time without overthinking, I started spending a lot more time working on my music, and overall I felt like I greatly expanded the possibilities of what I could achieve in a given day. However, following my spring break things started to slowly go back to how they were before I started the meds. Wandering off easily, feeling less energy, procrastinating, etc. The past couple days it has been hard to say if I even feel any effects at all. There are a few things I've considered that could be making me feel this way 1) my anxiety has increased, and it might be too high of a dose. The first couple of weeks I had less stressful things going on (less studying, week off from school, no stressors in my social life). But now I have a lot of exams coming up, I'm working on my music more than school, and I started talking to a girl for the first time in a while 2) The first couple of weeks were just a placebo, and it felt nice to finally be medicated after I was told by doctors in the past I didn't have adhd 3) The adderall was making me speed after all, which could mean I really don't have adhd. There are instances where I spend unnecessary amounts of time on tasks, like cleaning, organizing, and spending days working on only the drums for 15 seconds of a 4 minute song. I have read on here that effects of meds for some people start to fade after a few months, but it has only been a few weeks for me. Because of all of this, I'm wondering if anyone here has gone through similar situations, and if there's anything I can do besides change the med/dose. I meditate every day, I have a planner, and have developed other coping mechanisms in the past to deal with these problems. But at this point the depression is starting to creep up again and I'm feeling kind of lost in it all. Thanks for reading, any advice is greatly appreciated. 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He is nearly 10 and finds making friends hard. Do you have advice? Is there anything you wish your parents knew about your disorder to help them understand it? I just want my son to have the best life possible so if anyone has any advice on parenting, coping skills or anything like that I would really appreciate it! Thanks ",4.226714285714287,7.0278145285714295,4.829999999999998,78.24500000000002,75.14285714285714,8.571428571428571,25.714285714285715,9.23628265651192,2.6641428571428576,307,11,51,8,7,98,56,70,0.048,0.679,0.273,0.9596,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,0,13,15,4,0,4,4,4,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,4,6,12,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925008811794494,0.35654457930105793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124061303736418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756202037268485,0.0,0.3002551005113725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145311630893586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37033312408990005,0.0,0.0,0.20908504767270927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674127390168794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094797383443589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342493521259485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228159349994122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128858454430853,0.08912798543861514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177604076102735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051424990285523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566680410907132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687182388114535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679606186818199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992011736492773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760423728641158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978997452953116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959580390026482,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SoberBlonde,2019/08/10,"Oops--I Overshared. At Work. For ages. And now I feel everyone knows what an idiot I am. A babbler. A buffoon. Worse, when I try to watch my mouth and speak in short, complete sentences, I feel people get suspicious. Like ""Why is she being all cagey all of a sudden? How come she's not the office clown anymore?"" Because those of us who've played the dumb-dumb all our lives have done others the great service of feeling better about themselves, I guess? How does anyone recover from oversharing? Do I need to quit my job to get a clean slate elsewhere and become the aloof, mysterious one who does much but says little? I can't stand myself.",2.5236960600375227,5.069525772357725,3.0658536585365863,89.93397748592872,79.89430894308944,5.410631644777986,22.46966854283928,6.67199483983844,0.6285139462163856,502,16,96,5,13,156,94,123,0.051,0.836,0.113,0.6322,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,9,0,7,1,1,2,3,17,16,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,6,14,4,11,14,4,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,5,59,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766507400738985,0.1323138477497595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535270510802875,0.2089894024927081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673583448062621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630046823798963,0.19840380273331806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311924757116423,0.193647743278662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081714459704346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870407565728103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772947848081016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862647804032908,0.2084579141926945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778133780953205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399572711115013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244810219463204,0.18965793159857425,0.16709334461002076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910564638893014,0.14031146904979566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822698243519476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118808908404544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126914212624236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048309999033269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847458542636578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276201015984106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075042526675568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776151873182446,0.0,0.1928412914214837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keetstreet,2019/08/10,"Torn between accepting my life as it is and wanting better Every day, even with the help of my medication, I fight a losing battle against my executive dysfunction. I dream about being someone who is organized, well-groomed, has a clean living space, and has their shit together, but I never get there. Instead, I struggle just to brush my teeth and make sure my birds get fed. My clean laundry sits in a basket for days, not getting folded and put away. If I wash my sheets, I'll sleep on the mattress without sheets for several days because I procrastinate putting the sheets back on the bed. I don't feel like cooking, so I eat cereal for breakfast, lunch, and dinner sometimes. I come from a family of Asian overachievers, and that makes it feel even worse. Why couldn't I have been born like them? I always have this inner turmoil that I can't seem to resolve. Sometimes I think I should never give up, one day I will overcome my weaknesses and be the person I want to be. But I continually fail to do that, so I stay frustrated. So then I'll say, maybe I should just accept my limitations and lower my standards and expectations for life instead of having unrealistic expectations, thinking this will make the frustration go away. I try to be satisfied with my life the way it is, but it just leaves me feeling depressed and dead inside with nothing to shoot for. So I alternate between frustration and depression. I get inspired to try, then I give up, then decide to try again, then give up, and the cycle continues. Either way, I'm in a bad place. Can anyone relate to this? What should I do?",6.687862398822662,7.064892937086098,6.895055187637968,75.51151582045625,64.99337748344371,9.88991905813098,33.334069168506254,9.725611199111238,3.124946431199412,1265,50,230,24,18,408,168,302,0.22,0.6829999999999999,0.096,-0.9931,1,0,0,1,1,0,42.0,0,0,2,5,15,22,6,2,13,0,24,15,3,3,3,53,46,25,1,9,10,0,3,2,0,5,6,1,4,1,12,16,6,1,11,2,0,4,7,14,0,1,2,5,38,8,36,34,1,35,0,4,0,0,10,12,1,2,17,162,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856792140618808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442642761676004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001073648025305,0.08184700476320607,0.08887427322119154,0.0648857992049118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413892761505513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168999617700532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745840535970515,0.0,0.18335595374447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891630949604676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060731941363194,0.0,0.08968162192655976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034364855350672,0.0,0.16146018315883445,0.07604188601058598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244532931555505,0.3063253877555285,0.060493202853658085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713455473729253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270626425512845,0.0,0.0,0.22554850738846755,0.104003958819316,0.0,0.09398986522846893,0.0,0.0,0.11908090130349025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315174352076144,0.0,0.10693487381746086,0.0,0.0,0.10722869361451416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418861680212551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213356674259873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212756932878123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294068200131984,0.11120879615072277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140063744967465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464661665767721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690041675379656,0.0,0.12024868799386985,0.1092607522498199,0.0,0.0,0.10651845082286256,0.0,0.0901876053068124,0.0,0.2105468886221482,0.0,0.0,0.11345256176303793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112758503469273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003199294531799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640693306580046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680053740662336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556400336488685,0.1689767434915434,0.0,0.0,0.09570376352797234,0.0,0.09604697000938277,0.0,0.0,0.10260588473061226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847306356510723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chloe-1,2019/08/10,"Not yet diagnosed but does any of this sound familiar? * People talking to you but you just cannot process what they are saying. * Extremely short tempered and getting angered over small things like someone not closing the door properly. * Head feeling full and fuzzy. * Feeling extremely happy all of a sudden and cannot calm down. * Starting a project but never finishing it. 💗 Sorry if this offends anyone 💗",2.9269664138678237,5.779432422535216,3.159718309859155,82.13660888407368,98.01408450704227,5.56489707475623,30.813651137594803,7.010146845296331,2.7508452871072597,326,18,48,6,13,100,56,71,0.134,0.7,0.16699999999999998,0.1728,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,2,6,3,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,2,15,7,7,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,3,3,5,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850983126204988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411130930421226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962840295875985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25545372233848324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29519845248827825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251171146154874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107452216853905,0.0,0.0,0.2995854172659834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426132147356456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251401459229968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023746802277604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321397426615109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473356681443037,0.0,0.0,0.3267710270626813,0.2066164633990348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346274076956386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939330308143681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brivera726,2019/08/10,Made an appointment to talk to a doctor about getting back on medication! And guess what? I forgot I had the appointment and missed it.,3.0838666666666685,6.0496787199999975,4.18,79.93666666666667,81.8,8.133333333333335,24.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.4303333333333343,108,4,19,3,3,35,21,25,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32259285442033103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294069722229161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918723215340705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621598517674087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39696965187995104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226325746305082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33720251112060906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unkleen19,2019/08/10,"What do you do when you cant focus? Ive got ADHD, I take concerta 54mg, but I swear to god sometimes it just doesn't work. I am currently in writing finals, but man I've struggled to focus. What do you guys do to get back on track?",-0.10730769230769256,1.4814475000000016,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,83.61538461538461,5.6984615384615385,20.015384615384615,6.742157984588678,0.15118769230769225,178,5,43,2,5,63,38,52,0.098,0.847,0.055,-0.2755,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172774501253656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26698210035911685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803502192189188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814022437582234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776945591656404,0.0,0.0,0.34379125512259434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433983363902409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629779773960012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26105777278587594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252772108574785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dnd_done,2019/08/10,"I feel like everything just makes a destructive circle I have ADHD, insomnia and anxiety. If I'm having trouble with anxiety then I struggle with focusing and get no sleep. If I get no sleep then I have even more trouble with anxiety and it makes it impossible to focus. Because I'm not focussing I'm going to have anxiety. Can't whatever higher power there is just cut me a break, I'm doing my best here. I didn't ask to be nerfed.",4.443448275862072,5.407759954022993,6.476494252873567,74.4554310344828,70.14942528735632,10.397701149425288,31.74137931034483,10.504223727775694,3.604227586206897,344,15,64,10,6,121,53,87,0.273,0.654,0.073,-0.9231,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,2,1,2,0,9,3,2,2,0,14,20,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,1,8,2,6,18,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468693051780649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285686525809241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920356020034086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125219276931686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155707128926523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356748863697805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461405092894054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386416152763957,0.14674875087377307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464206062839106,0.0,0.11674226430801912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035555299441963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742326521103914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111273516043096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474470055299796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katherinebatherine,2019/08/10,"Recently diagnosed and didn’t really pay attention to how horrible I was at putting off simple tasks... I’m 24 and recently diagnosed! I never really paid much attention to any of the signs/symptoms that came with ADD until pretty recently. I just thought that I moved at my own pace and was my own individual.. That only caused me to feel bad about myself because most of my peers have finished college/started their careers and I’m still struggling to finish my basics since I could never pay attention due to being “lazy” and “unmotivated.” But it wasn’t as simple as that, it was that I had a hard time learning, staying attentive and focused. I have tried many hobbies and gotten bored after a couple days. I’m extremely indecisive when it comes to simple things, like picking an item off the menu. In elementary I was separated from other students for being too “excited”, constantly getting into trouble and being labeled as the “problem child.” I never had friends and would constantly struggle with learning things that were easy to everyone else. Being diagnosed and learning about ADD really helps me understand more about myself and who I am. It makes me happy that I have others who have gone through the same thing and it’s inspiring to see some of y’all with your lives together because that means I can get mine together too! This really turned into a rant when all I really wanted to say is that I’ve been watching It’s Alive for 45 minutes while scrolling through reddit in the bathroom procrastinating because I need to shower...... *adds Rant/Vent flair*",5.8697552447552415,7.889166814685317,6.396083916083918,72.36027972027973,67.91608391608392,9.535664335664336,32.930069930069926,9.910423181423305,3.6713272727272734,1263,57,202,31,22,410,166,286,0.126,0.787,0.086,-0.8311,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,0,10,12,0,3,9,0,23,3,0,4,4,53,42,21,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,1,1,23,22,0,0,12,0,3,5,5,7,0,0,15,5,27,5,37,21,9,33,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,3,20,152,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519020138839867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231987011656234,0.2022041364017072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646062201561012,0.0,0.11358404993684708,0.0,0.09524475679234974,0.0,0.2389699958155301,0.0,0.0882797504185771,0.12234166532545801,0.0,0.07130737401663087,0.0,0.0,0.33667333821037904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236558487239917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565270095061112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590662928637682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542475549357764,0.0,0.11553469393407802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770195788521585,0.09904743397367588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411156714014029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401806181813085,0.0,0.09763379024849723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380516529599919,0.11209885089070587,0.0,0.12044123818939123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751655125924446,0.08128038572461457,0.08198495619702084,0.25583115161006936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409213634395403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124876600163528,0.0,0.10579888245871193,0.0,0.1111516301713345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541642603129113,0.0,0.3275184227755961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792831009930405,0.0,0.0,0.08810857974473943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146319878802432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826077627673715,0.11785104267786554,0.08829994709075269,0.0,0.0,0.23117988319456276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492274733461455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203698962931296,0.0,0.0,0.0877788397216455,0.06447323560544549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506858370125769,0.12026650527430148,0.0,0.11510544740620288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521601843714371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854451227640853,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JLiendgaard,2019/08/10,"Someone make my day, please. So i’m relatively new to reddit but i’ll give it a shot: I’m 17 years old, soon to be 18, and i’m currently getting my adhd diagnosis. If someone has a success story in relation to medication, please tell... Also i’m diagnosed with moderate to severe depression, and i have been on antidepressants, but recently quit. Could adhd medication have a positive effect on my depression as well? Thanks in advance :D",3.683780487804878,6.266146097560978,6.39530487804878,67.46783536585366,75.82926829268294,10.441463414634146,32.201219512195124,10.411451182825502,4.4805073170731715,348,18,57,13,8,125,57,82,0.131,0.611,0.258,0.9201,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,2,0,9,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,3,10,11,0,12,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,33,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177295691512625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898178121269314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875915140699233,0.0,0.0,0.11208177028926627,0.0,0.29937441187193103,0.17639570603649546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907993963074553,0.16671758025477332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160078280394703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501552737292431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167849857431534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236596976078087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815439020881428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848496920215752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159910473623494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633603115340265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29450760387625663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519022852702932,0.16000476323319107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626030862377274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191665729481264 adhd,Gothblessyou,2019/08/10,"Do you ever just have the urge to randomly scream at the top of your lungs? I think I’m a little overstimulated today. 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FLIP FLOPS DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE RUNNING SHOES. NOT A TINY BIT. WTF. ~ Okay, so I didn't miss my bus! Woohoo! But I've got an iron deficiency, and half-jogging/half-running a total of a block has made my lungs mutiny, so there's always a trade-off, I suppose ~",3.2736363636363635,5.195653643410854,4.7169696969697,82.13181818181819,74.5813953488372,6.8614517265680055,28.7815362931642,7.686295010490155,1.8889007751937985,516,22,97,7,11,172,95,129,0.126,0.722,0.152,0.5212,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,9,1,8,4,4,1,1,15,16,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,4,1,11,4,10,11,3,11,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2400582353392217,0.0,0.2956413886020368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468976364743416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189157019767888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685657372191893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247913759814586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108683917877653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438381076930248,0.17574078094740606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852362672388334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674680492390645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25246457450134685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519388322676898,0.0,0.0,0.2604760078557704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201820332414162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091384177265593,0.0,0.2327689384900867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669438419654087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652270894090278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495962920733872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634299177614389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344321665599932,0.0,0.2331770225602108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908922985525008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bandiful,2019/08/10,"How do i tell if i have add? i think i may have add but i’m not sure. my parents won’t let me get checked out because they think that i spend to much time on my phone and i just have short attention span. thing is, i don’t spend that much time on my phone, maybe 3 hours a week. i have taken a few online quizzes and scored “high” as in i probably have add but i’m not sure how accurate those are. Any advice?",-0.17411477411477705,1.497084384615384,1.5797069597069608,101.7458485958486,84.27472527472528,5.363125763125763,17.803418803418804,6.42735559955562,-0.5313452991452992,313,7,83,3,9,102,57,91,0.067,0.9329999999999999,0.0,-0.6423,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,2,2,20,18,8,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,14,2,6,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232199947869464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534081952720818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924933338135298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934569736578725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241349747643842,0.0,0.0,0.22495838537845472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233586033268687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294895042792863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358459346245973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536454395083144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462871049680413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305867685193644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965864206468714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175931463228515,0.2927385457335889,0.0,0.0,0.2663997454877405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323345892337795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,she-demon,2019/08/10,I feel like I ruined my life and it’s too late I’m 17 and was recently diagnosed with adhd but it might already be too late. I’m going into my senior year of highschool and I might have to drop out even if I finish the whole year I’ll still have 4 credits left over. I could’ve done the summer work but instead I wasted two months and 500 dollars. And my parents don’t know and once they do I’m getting kicked out I’m gonna talk to my counselor but it’s looking bleak. This mental illness has plagued my life I don’t know how I’m gonna achieve anything in the future anymore.,0.3294057142857163,2.4762335120000003,2.146542857142858,95.57570000000004,85.88,4.211428571428572,21.728571428571424,5.288315135182226,-0.05454285714285678,459,16,101,2,14,151,79,125,0.109,0.848,0.043,-0.8201,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,11,4,0,1,0,20,24,11,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,2,2,13,2,9,17,1,19,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,3,12,58,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483612575220764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808511548901896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903098447234655,0.0,0.0,0.14025784904816965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608271516245093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729933224370685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441960823222508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257421438364454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617973966620758,0.12176258837151882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904802500836917,0.0,0.09686515346712132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733906911014248,0.0,0.3845281771330644,0.0,0.18518389072884867,0.0,0.24077405671859325,0.08326852404056502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312693021060238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717637400504577,0.3616204595529252,0.0,0.0,0.13604382582929794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815133628871684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925378911121152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828923970182125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611384821361916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136993461471958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649541261973666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029051442082984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408257240624833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951593739447095 adhd,JuanPabloPepe,2019/08/10,What are some downsides to mediction? Ive been super adhd my entire life but I have never tried any meds. I hear about their great effects on medictation but what are some possible downsides I should consider before being perscribed?,4.611707317073169,7.982492121951221,4.876292682926831,74.7071219512195,79.0,7.182439024390242,27.71219512195122,8.238735603445708,2.7611619512195116,191,8,27,4,5,60,33,41,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,7,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,3,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967392293835425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449243447613268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28090719760566113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639576777901162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720684272025738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331730142017063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36668810622847453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546083442579991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721598931723784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241293253188556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stangergirl6,2019/08/10,"Am I a bad person? When I was in high school, this guy, Matt, used me. I met him summer after his senior year was over. I hung out with one of his senior friends Peter. Peter invited me to a party with Tom. I had five shots of vodka. At the party, I didn't know anyone. They asked me to leave to have sex. I was dumb and said yes, because I was drunk. Matt and Peter had sex with me, I bled. I was a sophomore 16 at the time. Afterward, they ignored me and talked badly about me calling me gross and a slut. They heard rumors about me, so they thought I wanted it. I kept hooking up with Matt because I felt so alone and disgusting maybe if he liked me nothing terrible happened. He left for the military. I have kept an on and off sexting relationship for six years. From when I was 16-18, I would see him when he was on leave and hookup. He took photos of me two times. He keeps those sending them to me being like ”don't you miss this :)” He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me. I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond. After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more. That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. . He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me. I haven't seen him in person for four years. I blew up at him. He was trying to bait me by apologizing then he would come on to me. He had a life in girlfriend at the time I blew up at him calling him a waste of space, rapist, douchebag, cockroach and a sociopath. I'm not proud because over the years I've never said anything that means to him. He acts like he has the moral high ground and I'm a bitch because he had never said anything so mean to me (even though he called me annoying when I was asking why I wasn't good enough when I found out he had a girlfriend and used me). He also says he didn't rape me that we were all having fun and meant no harm. He says he didn't force or manipulate me(I did say yes right away), he was drunk too, and it's only a two year age difference. Am I a mean person for sending all these mean messages? What's wrong with me? Why did he treat me this way? Was that sexual assault? tl;Dr: Guy, who used me for years, still tries contacting me, and I blew up at him.",0.8883888338697687,2.7580157105719216,2.3143547288932917,96.82158903812828,81.66897746967071,5.091965833127012,18.62246224312949,5.985473137389443,-0.3920695469175537,2103,48,492,14,56,679,231,577,0.165,0.7659999999999999,0.068,-0.9957,0,1,2,0,0,0,78.0,1,1,7,2,21,32,10,0,18,2,45,12,1,5,6,81,93,40,0,10,6,0,4,3,5,6,1,7,0,5,17,35,2,7,15,3,0,9,14,24,0,8,46,14,93,8,72,39,6,76,1,3,3,8,95,33,2,5,36,310,110,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885625592936385,0.0,0.0531663678834439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297280830012583,0.0,0.10941955849954718,0.0,0.1864576697286976,0.0,0.12492578547836967,0.0,0.11102092403997277,0.16210948621481974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365948665248856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726914961913555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946050224961084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869462937134119,0.0,0.043911342288093166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723152486563394,0.0,0.12766806009894607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289509131274026,0.05136453982664505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576271985233151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165708838879256,0.05879062745426007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404857123497688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818614973512336,0.0,0.0,0.14614909875530746,0.0,0.0,0.14079162787138405,0.07223388816486145,0.0,0.04695885321762891,0.09744059101781646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679103003050822,0.2896775643081369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066082358174551,0.0,0.0,0.10255145439473774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758431145806354,0.0,0.0,0.07080214106969883,0.04505054784363125,0.10112651447205903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415096668657942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137777658767072,0.0,0.05677605125545164,0.18972144684651104,0.15860966156320508,0.0,0.06728426537963639,0.1059565608872722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549953592454008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118180062757738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928003970844026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030936065230486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531913230491715,0.052780013039172534,0.15506690344615842,0.0,0.0,0.06352728005382795,0.07386497142623312,0.22568769643964484,0.0,0.12988830689108066,0.0,0.0,0.2296795914086276,0.0,0.0,0.11764004791099675,0.052771048144063484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163033380695961,0.11998099084470085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840035827697932,0.0,0.0,0.1889102382875095,0.14537727484299715,0.0,0.3425025710335561 adhd,inconstantine,2019/08/10,"Lost $20 and got a free meal. So, I take ADHD medication three times a day. I had an errand before work so I was in a hurry and didn't take my morning dose before I left. I went through a self checkout and remembered I needed some cash, so input $20 cash back. I left it at the store. I took my morning dose before work, too my afternoon dose while at work, and forgot my evening dose. I went to pick up some food for the wife and I, hit the Burger King drive through and placed my order. I get to the window with my card and they hand me my drink, then the food. I stow it all in the passenger seat and head home. When I parked my car I realized that my card is still in my have. Weird. As I'm sliding it back into my wallet, I realized that I did not pay for my food. Because drive throughs always take my payment, then give me the food, my auto pilot kicked in, assuming I already paid and now I should go home. I work late and caught BK just before closing, so I couldn't go back to pay. Now I have to go to BK again tonight to pay for my food and I have to see if the store I went to found my $20 before anyone else did. TL;DR - Didn't do drugs, lost $20 and robbed a burger King. Do drugs, kids.",2.042028340080972,2.7974456076923104,3.589149797570851,93.70321862348179,75.61538461538461,6.550607287449392,21.37651821862348,6.5966054737557815,0.12700000000000022,918,20,223,7,19,305,125,260,0.017,0.93,0.053,0.7469,0,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,8,15,4,0,0,14,0,14,16,2,1,1,31,37,22,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,2,5,15,7,1,5,1,9,12,4,3,0,1,17,2,42,2,24,17,3,41,0,2,1,0,5,12,0,4,16,135,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788643019699584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990637350163866,0.0,0.07469606336991863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276946625135257,0.09198025926673152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708340979547893,0.0,0.05472312878372775,0.0,0.3819394771397672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789440336357909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794069739400179,0.20821004663212228,0.0,0.07499154892828334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059292422552332975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427528877353709,0.0984284772656076,0.0,0.0,0.046901265579820314,0.0861158314519775,0.1530555547222252,0.0,0.0717974926862414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213020485037107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800938182626836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012647846875157,0.0,0.1950713413208628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959897276375448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043411165279673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656352430968328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379083479299498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016922262937498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153528966505376,0.0,0.09364997903548444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169066066943439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248823299163368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234577152464167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973808290546793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965384365723045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614153287152984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vickygunvalson,2019/08/10,"Foquest vs Adderall experiences? Hi! First post here! Was just diagnosed yesterday after about a month of various tests and apparently 31 years of having ADHD and not knowing it! I was prescribed Foquest which I understand is like a long acting Ritalin. I am wondering if anyone has any comparative experiences with foquest and Adderall? I have taken Adderall in the past and found that it made me feel positive and motivated although I did find the crash to be rather unpleasant (especially if I had forgotten to eat enough or drink enough water!) So far I haven’t felt really anything at all with the foquest ... except maybe a bit more irritable and a bit more.... i’m not sure how to describe it but... like the worst parts of my personality are heightened- louder, more obnoxious, impatient ... etc. it is the second day and instead of the 25mg I had been prescribed I bumped it to the 50mg which is what I understand to be the lowest effective dose. (I was supposed to titrate up to 50 over the next few days but seeing as I have some experience with these types of meds I didn’t feel like I needed to wait/my impulsivity made me want to get to the working dose as soon as possible!) I am wondering if other people have had similar experiences with foquest and Adderall? Thanks friends!",5.428386796838678,7.212401380753139,6.4736889818689,72.29864132961414,68.6652719665272,9.997303579730355,33.361459786145986,10.25414643259724,3.7951281264528127,1026,48,177,28,18,342,140,239,0.07200000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.8748,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,8,7,0,0,14,0,23,7,0,5,2,44,41,20,0,6,12,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,11,12,3,0,12,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,14,4,18,6,29,25,14,18,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,7,14,133,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420566127538856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159787983470697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390037905741675,0.0,0.09874223014509903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619978204996065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476831898033228,0.0,0.0,0.1217881678178299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754533352864605,0.0,0.12278057599791925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479652082729001,0.13382149486253314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694962291527716,0.0,0.0,0.12134193908881193,0.08572147374022751,0.1152100149674853,0.0,0.1096694458428616,0.1020641396685652,0.0,0.13156375298078712,0.09270461848702632,0.0,0.06269025683064022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594382276206631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586437736897864,0.0,0.0,0.1061881096658008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707645135923255,0.0,0.0,0.12054691774191276,0.0,0.13328276339766115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577553663497886,0.0,0.0,0.08897168089046258,0.0,0.0,0.1276116101814715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299383771012269,0.1145448255666866,0.08318653405640662,0.1047713654875139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527163315432658,0.11491804770084214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686919896777862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956171571516396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130899383143268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047143603520776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498293738370198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077370106037723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26024987580579856,0.087354754152303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727016119888537 adhd,hdsjulian,2019/08/10,"Confusing basic needs To make it short: I sometimes think i need a cigarette when i'm actually just tired, or crave sugar when i'm dehydrated. So I basically feel unease about something and choose the wrong thing to soothe it. Is this an ADHD thing? Is this common? Noticing this, btw, helped me to get away from nicotine addiction because every time when i was craving a cigarette i just asked if there might be something else not right and there usually was, which soothed the craving. Thoughts?",6.9510000000000005,8.294050100000002,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,64.66666666666666,9.555555555555557,35.0,9.725611199111238,3.4763333333333333,399,18,68,8,6,123,65,90,0.126,0.83,0.044000000000000004,-0.8128,0,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,16,16,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,6,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.198702866670564,0.22197487149157485,0.24471058590712286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903563695267234,0.0,0.19130684475359516,0.0,0.0,0.12412431186095402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009762805956566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155787159304675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295593372310052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638257433179016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648158889190468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591732865370576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600768469974246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019619613722131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182169198695585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388959663782927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135118582404989,0.2013844938717404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27055096121192473,0.13047089584568142,0.0,0.1616508188747948,0.11873193316495645,0.2340301989009733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425766871485325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226255183635043,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gratefulgirl13,2019/08/10,"The curse of awareness For those of you diagnosed later in life, do you feel like your frustration increased after finding out you have ADHD and receiving treatment? I’m a female diagnosed after age 40. Medication was truly life changing, diagnosis was a relief i haven’t found words for yet. It’s also made me much more aware of how often I fall short and how difficult a lot of “normal” tasks are for me. I feel incredibly isolated and overwhelmed the majority of the time lately. The anxiety is basically gone, but now I’m left with a giant mess that took years to create and no help to get myself on track. I’m a successful, highly organized, intelligent, fun person but as I look around at all the tasks that need to be done I feel like I’m failing.",5.3421379310344825,6.529662558620693,6.66637931034483,73.09405172413796,68.24137931034483,9.937931034482759,29.67241379310345,10.125756701596842,3.10595172413793,601,22,107,15,10,204,100,145,0.121,0.6779999999999999,0.2,0.9293,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,7,10,1,1,10,0,9,5,0,3,1,23,23,10,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,7,4,12,5,20,15,6,23,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,2,11,72,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140957724197348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246255950450806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628050183889587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858689392453856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884538779304818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36162702115763135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230427182946896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702265217575203,0.2545337675519434,0.0,0.0,0.1628213796248441,0.0,0.0,0.19532688985815902,0.0,0.0,0.09307345384808513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940689482871493,0.18822006234315775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009554144761712,0.0,0.1935551552720056,0.0,0.2516582827492024,0.17406537940755684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959700377546384,0.0,0.0,0.15145258009216506,0.0,0.1685651860756194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946243055817776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095713455234406,0.1320923226956328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454435877221014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554941618195628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038778312250356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792574339811927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471959353440585 adhd,psychesiike,2019/08/10,"Strattera and diazepam Hi, For my adhd i take strattera 60mg, this has helped me months now with everything actually, but mostly my uncontrollable emotions. So thats great! But lately i have had some few set backs with anxiety. In the past i have taken Vival 5mg (diazepam) a few times when it was at it worst, and i was wondering if any of you have experience with taking these together? My research states that diazepam loses its effects by strattera?",7.267857142857146,7.777406261904763,7.397714285714287,71.94728571428574,63.76190476190475,10.053333333333336,35.84761904761905,9.888512548439397,3.642293333333333,362,16,61,7,5,117,64,84,0.172,0.762,0.066,-0.8309,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,8,7,5,11,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,7,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.2396583920734876,0.0,0.2951489655108741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700821318729112,0.0,0.18787409336694236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888419580479114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27625336472532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207185948497988,0.240232119044668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707615585592729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461241193715584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770338808006451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747500734244378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960259417629904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344414669412221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693031174015043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320429627855802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663296327587536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_YOUR_DONUT_PLS,2019/08/10,How do you know if its ADHD or just general low attention span that many people have nowadays? Pretty much in the title. A good exaple are vines which were 7 seconds long and for normal people. If you told someone that you have an attention span of 7 seconds they would say ADHD. Hope you understand the question. 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I know hyper-emotionality is huge for people with ADHD, but has anyone ever gotten past it? Any time I start talking about myself, my feelings, or things that have hurt me (or the way I've hurt others) gets me crying IMMEDIATELY. The longest I have gone in therapy without crying is a whopping record - 7 minutes... Is this something that can be helped by medication, or time, or anything? Will I be this way forever???",5.858835341365462,7.492483096385545,7.0074096385542175,69.46163654618478,67.43373493975903,8.424899598393575,31.90562248995984,8.841846274778883,2.9744393574297185,359,15,56,6,6,121,62,83,0.225,0.757,0.018000000000000002,-0.9677,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,0,1,10,16,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,11,0,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068429993588773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107897529506973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188428531064303,0.16257087489290695,0.1305676411231157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228576169199571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254411126947982,0.17847658509120612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352142813194269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022570855878794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289582829708103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063496952349578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33970797760452753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719804456544553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983813014621032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146353951216024,0.10999821969781427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214794261674955,0.0,0.0,0.1123037877494066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752878526991365,0.0,0.0,0.3628941360855165,0.0,0.1054098670158424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850374839459312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518815235685037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294724018831798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MostEpicUsername22,2019/08/10,"I have really been struggling with denial about my ADD I was diagnosed with ADD back in December and even though it has been confirmed by multiple professionals, I seem to always have the thought in the back of my mind that I'm just overly dramatic about my issues and that I'm actually just lazy or stupid. Sometimes I even feel guilty about believing that I have it. I have been told that people can go through the stages of grief when coming to terms with stuff like this... But it's so frustrating to have to overcome these feelings when I'm trying to take better care of my mental health.",9.677631578947368,7.504042728070178,8.621298245614035,73.8614210526316,60.31578947368421,12.277894736842107,35.95789473684211,10.793553405168565,3.561107368421052,477,15,91,9,5,148,71,114,0.153,0.777,0.07,-0.8784,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,2,1,3,0,11,2,0,0,0,17,23,8,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,2,10,3,19,17,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.19480950434208344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610765860087048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070053831874295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491398038820484,0.0,0.1765559877782239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353548503720453,0.0,0.0,0.17196305773323706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261964593716908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637066811450685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187725274166698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134539924585673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121967245471643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836123555790945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975288445884816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011794889165633,0.0,0.2015687931212266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839789512607928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788770992615986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173511457498334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974385880319405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869600038572805,0.2285279100957683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500964698764082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613487880187186,0.1584834503354239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075445331707427,0.0,0.135535263333347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PupherPhish,2019/08/10,"Feel nearly no positives from meds? Hello everyone! This is my first time posting anything here so if I did something wrong feel free to correct me. I was diagnosed with ADHD about a month ago, and my psychiatrist recently prescribed me Concerta. Ive been taking it for a little over a week now, but I don’t feel any major differences. Is this normal? I remember clenching my teeth unbelievably hard the first day and I’ve been sweating a lot more since I started taking it. I also have a loss of appetite, but I haven’t really noticed anything positive. I feel almost the same, and I don’t know if this is normal or not. I’m 16, and any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you everyone!",3.1628282244071717,5.6223795338345885,4.902255639097749,78.13798727588204,76.96992481203006,8.002082128397918,28.27588201272412,8.841846274778883,2.6825019086176973,550,24,97,13,13,186,90,133,0.064,0.767,0.16899999999999998,0.9521,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,7,0,14,3,2,0,1,24,24,11,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,4,5,16,4,8,18,4,14,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,5,10,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063540709960732,0.0,0.13323484270456573,0.0,0.15050708439176233,0.0,0.0,0.12019752721738836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442285153090184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473736853662235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693322043628236,0.0,0.0,0.15255472690269198,0.0,0.1570350005474222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872425662048825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039915405776671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569588955449674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657099636877314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346422706406104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074516098150073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260278525114448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064343343904155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778252532515846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669531280032078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997069253199573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453072283880233,0.0,0.1711213495376813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439490526650809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628816875953816,0.0,0.14840641616506586,0.0,0.17026438507507866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433247658032275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571085479179208,0.0,0.0,0.1063854781214949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260188133795681,0.0,0.0,0.13837912218293538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876430866424198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056427371437492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677118078662798,0.164333107990741,0.0,0.0 adhd,fake17tillUmake17,2019/08/10,"Can we talk about indecisiveness? Everyone talks about the lack of focus and the procrastination but what about the inability to decide literary anything? A large menu ? I can’t decide until everyone is ordering and it’s my turn What movie or show to watch? Hahahah thanks Netflix for a never ending amount of “that looks good” options. I spend the whole time scrolling through adding to my list Pick a favorite ? Ha yea right Want to get out of the house and do something ? Nice try cause I’ll be looking up things to do for 5+ hours and then it’s too late to do anything. So what do you guys do about this? I’m on adderall and it’s still a struggle I annoy myself daily because of my lack of ability to decide the simplest things. Send help. TIA",1.0185242839352426,3.622699308219184,2.3543462017434638,90.00320049813202,93.58904109589042,5.120298879202988,21.70485678704857,6.782984794422108,0.7837095890410959,593,22,116,9,22,190,98,146,0.1,0.7020000000000001,0.198,0.9605,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,7,7,1,2,10,2,9,0,0,2,1,20,16,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,4,23,15,4,14,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,3,8,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015122152511122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167562493421188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881945144889088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225879698460496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35010652940967085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571324338072833,0.0,0.0,0.1536575491773093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139453731108135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279356479810012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804128440782494,0.211385563201324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665499881230232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076798773312803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412933693746751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644984518295926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103454902740706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630192955243215,0.0,0.0,0.1915180252050936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944947632067439,0.0,0.16866383993961406,0.0,0.0,0.2434168392710974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682405917945427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437922112200712,0.19926650424913725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805475710279708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045337032246712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Big-Mack-,2019/08/10,"I went off my meds in 2013, but as an adult I’m struggling heavily. Would it be better to stay off the meds? Or start back up at a lower dosage? Just need some advice from experienced users.",1.318846153846156,3.477883897435902,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,81.8205128205128,5.951282051282053,17.442307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.02172307692307696,148,3,33,2,4,48,36,39,0.157,0.755,0.08800000000000001,-0.4606,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,8,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831850206621485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228350183346754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563007616686518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437954235912243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487985215162386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511890004800265,0.3088836757523898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029574047822839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686435329784476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058625626964642,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dranosh,2019/08/10,"After another downward spiral into perceived depression, I’ve discovered I’m not a piece of shit failure that sucks at life, I just have rejection sensitivity disorder (rsd) Looking back I can see where the whole emotion regulation is just bonkers. * I would self-soothe by joking about failing a test, inside I would beat myself almost to death for being a failure * I would self-harm by delaying or skipping lunch, doesn’t seem like much but when you have the biggest migraine you’ve ever had because you’re starving you have to hate yourself a lot * more recently I caught myself responding to my wife with “what did I do this time” because she’d criticized me a few times and was using the same words, but different tone, and so naturally I must have done something wrong again. I didn’t register the friendly tone until after I said it. * at work I have broken pieces of equipment in fits of rage, that get replaced anyway, because they get tangled in a cord or they’ve flipped over in the truck bed etc. * years ago pushing buggies (shopping carts), I would have this completely irrational enraged feeling that the buggies would purposefully get on the buggy returns just to spite me. I knew it was irrational, inanimate objects can’t do anything on purpose, I was just pulling them out without straightening first, but still I’d get mad. * I’ll be mad for some reason, I literally would have already forgotten after a few hours but still grumpy, and my wife would/will ask “what’s the matter?” Or “why are you grumpy?” And Id respond with “I can’t see my forehead” because what I was mad at was just as silly as being mad because I couldn’t see my forehead (thanks spongebob and Patrick) * This one is more intimate, but when attempting to initiate sex with my wife she’d sometimes reject me. Now this was/is due to working 2-3 jobs teaching 5 year olds, and I would just turn apathetic. I would go sulk and think she doesn’t care blah blah blah, and that I would show her(snaps figure) by just not caring about sex or any affection besides a kiss. She wasn’t doing any of that she was just tired from running around about 16 hours that day and was fading in and out of sleep. I just took that temporary rejection and looked at it through a magnifying glass and then freaked out over the world stomping ant about to eat us all. Now that I know that my feelings are real and that I’m not just going insane or have a mood disorder, I can work on stepping back, examining the reaction and then select the correct reaction.",6.905404312668463,7.202166895178197,6.6883101227912585,77.45318396226419,64.53459119496857,9.665438754118,35.484351602276135,9.424239791934726,3.243203713686732,2007,88,365,34,28,632,251,477,0.21,0.732,0.057999999999999996,-0.9976,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,3,2,7,29,26,10,0,21,0,49,12,4,3,4,80,79,32,1,11,24,3,2,4,1,10,3,1,1,0,20,22,2,1,10,3,1,8,11,17,0,2,16,8,46,8,51,47,13,62,0,5,5,3,19,23,2,9,32,252,66,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247547867784128,0.0,0.0818710238573759,0.0,0.09022440695673796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119947092400988,0.08573269200422705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728167307921609,0.07278390665165142,0.07643474439017894,0.0,0.0,0.1257370845566282,0.0,0.2492012763556876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671993322523082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572400764882218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052728561150344834,0.0,0.07041993511744776,0.0,0.0,0.08542200075310688,0.18740853093664214,0.0,0.0,0.08366906479262494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366108971440797,0.0,0.0919692134062418,0.0,0.0,0.09118422842062823,0.0,0.07395677615352135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268082121068858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954517908093545,0.0,0.0,0.06316772291664854,0.0,0.17086530693637894,0.0,0.09293240460438963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072126451446564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103464311659707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113437654381785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493326429989825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577496428186827,0.039943900824844815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373159419257071,0.0,0.0,0.06950959299843021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060103149893086585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579356985044119,0.0,0.055402823290816416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306100013128284,0.0,0.08406309636970846,0.08072832775639613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777266720187967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954568667971276,0.07443140973939393,0.1705874267427904,0.0,0.08392566401240087,0.0,0.0,0.08181924003635756,0.0,0.0,0.06294299163059644,0.08086292227311627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058759276876672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527380162459593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052388630856517335,0.0,0.0,0.09535005300824692,0.09397131536524392,0.0,0.0,0.09083858366191493,0.0,0.08893161282611897,0.0,0.0,0.09834744627690084,0.07061455645604328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377585792184482,0.0912823365553046,0.0,0.07881390920599937,0.0,0.17856718454162632,0.0,0.0,0.5808009586252181,0.08939193699245605,0.0,0.10530176839073097 adhd,russianflorence,2019/08/10,"New Ritalin scrip Hey y’all, I just got prescribed a baby dose of Ritalin 5mg to try out. I only got a 30 day supply; my question is how has everyone’s subjective experience varied with Ritalin vs Addy. I’ve found addy to be very effective and vyvanse as well, but I know rit is less stimulating it’s in chemical makeup. Any info would be greatly appreciated !!",3.5256807511737094,5.466710887323941,6.8080985915493,67.32839201877938,73.92957746478874,10.367136150234742,31.551643192488264,10.504223727775694,4.129589671361503,287,14,49,10,6,107,59,71,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.9123,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,3,0,14,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,2,7,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683661803407656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718836172998895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625314597817205,0.0,0.2687541876466289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012446734228214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394787532571443,0.3029082997140871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099314896491356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653512803924184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895662024638495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077782611774154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865344159261028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266941225279024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470295393890679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951715884235473,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kilerppk,2019/08/10,"Sometimes I feel like I can't separate my ADHD from ""me"" I have severe ADHD, and my symptoms are very noticeable. A lot of times, here included, people tend to say ""don't blame on your ADHD"", ""you're more than your disorder"", but sometimes I can't help but to think: it might be a disorder, but is also me, it's my brain. Even if we use medication, we do therapy, our brains will always be different, we will never be neurotypical. So my question is: does anybody else feel hard to separate your ADHD from yourself?",7.3629,6.180437490000003,8.376000000000001,70.63300000000005,64.1,12.0,36.0,11.20814326018867,4.0267,399,16,75,10,5,137,67,100,0.102,0.8640000000000001,0.034,-0.7628,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,14,4,2,1,1,16,19,7,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,17,1,8,13,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,3,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335645203049938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539584942964457,0.1096634105679949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942520385615086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769698641925093,0.3020953584758551,0.0,0.11533407497190362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110097221302349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704888831592808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327831021291808,0.09415387008688372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806180053636188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833893727587007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643880349432171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204679589250184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276888591061162,0.0,0.13981291883192826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164788452235636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500486774362022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136956912640508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763977200858094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480811255748826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889003865470782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26069585380572485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369847347738052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507182613669679,0.0,0.0,0.0844484620820667,0.0,0.0,0.07685031279060682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382795457381713,0.0,0.10874409530311807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheeseclunk,2019/08/10,"I just got diagnosed, but I’m scared of treatment because I’m afraid of losing the person people know me as. I’m always that friend that’s blurting out everything that comes to my mind, always goofing off, always off the walls... And I just learned that it’s because of the hyperactivity. I want to get better, but I’m so scared of losing people that love me for who I am. I’m scared that the medicine will take away the only things that people like about me. My energy will be different, my sense of humor won’t be the same. I’m scared of losing that. I don’t know who I am without it.",2.014710743801654,3.9111896446281023,3.620661157024794,88.69644628099175,78.17355371900827,6.052892561983472,20.917355371900822,6.980632752743323,0.4286628099173551,461,12,97,5,11,153,62,121,0.182,0.647,0.17,-0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,4,13,0,5,6,0,8,2,0,0,0,14,22,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,12,5,16,16,1,6,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,62,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342572578076258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893719033391116,0.0,0.0,0.1673148709769917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137357265249635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182161587606306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392910579043601,0.0,0.14338180008158258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333834242058007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602774155362184,0.0,0.07169984039252056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975969843341686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084199063615586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704629196288353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460593979304237,0.0,0.0,0.12386032047678565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385686481905469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437371751844243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854252725793349,0.1198286713588579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495863671303227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318395326422572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117311203824294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094500368256329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229004324171836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rainbowsaria,2019/08/10,"Overwhelming feeling of having too many things to do in a day? TLTR: Sometimes I wish I was a normal person and that I didnt get overwhelmed by the thought of completing lots of activities in a day and socializing. Looking for support/ tips and tricks from a community that gets it. Like, last night it seemed like a good idea to meet my partner at the farmers market later today. But I wake up this morning and I think well... if I go there that's 1 thing, but later we are going to my partner's parents, out to dinner and also to his friends house and that just seems like too many things? Now I'm almost in tears that I dont want to do all of those things and feel like a loser for not wanting to go to the market. Like damn you adhd and rsd! I took my medication first thing because that usually helps, but now I'm worried that I took it too soon so it will be out of my brain just in time to socialize with friends later, which isnt that good either. Just feeling overwhelmed today for no reason and I'm wondering if anyone can relate or has some tips? I think I just have to accept that I am this way and that I need a mental recharge at some point in all my my days. It's just frustrating and I wish that I enjoyed fun activities and that too many didnt give me anxiety!",3.4893416049629806,4.530344041825097,4.6593716229737865,86.31149889933963,72.46007604562737,7.3619371622973775,26.00940564338603,7.669130373188453,1.264495057034221,1005,32,212,12,19,331,137,263,0.087,0.7190000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9848,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,2,16,21,3,3,10,0,15,4,2,1,2,53,42,20,0,8,13,1,3,5,4,1,1,0,0,3,26,16,1,0,12,0,0,5,6,7,1,1,6,4,25,14,31,34,6,33,0,4,1,0,14,11,1,10,21,150,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150102876427532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012357758843309,0.0,0.0,0.08084861902949929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734025285410663,0.0,0.0,0.07069058370545811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616288483387783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285961967692812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600009646100184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956009543236695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848696033717365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335566892260644,0.07222495396167232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599452934090739,0.0,0.0,0.15621725829283678,0.0,0.10563982899219783,0.0969831154409404,0.1723702167444134,0.16959363871812472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776434863362661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665436233928493,0.0,0.11412816204819687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824089596148765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469586675069791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489747206748956,0.0,0.0,0.08595052616978083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074947369075026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184633582865647,0.10188374264496773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496342836661556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487431086742,0.09905529154609996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122581770676825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827551275855088,0.0,0.0,0.09557097923573324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039463339197024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840729762524702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061148501376076,0.0,0.0,0.0999892305103469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147256423964323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33582752456905035,0.12955996987448254,0.0,0.08026109994820382,0.058951483333821275,0.0,0.19165955253574435,0.0,0.224648821132806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134596959150024,0.0,0.1192613023960206,0.08024746728119712,0.0,0.0,0.09089990105984898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251710362877515,0.0,0.10963726169457977,0.0,0.10267066925560432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Missed_Adrift,2019/08/10,"When people say, ""Can you believe it's [August] already?""... ... I think, ""Sure, but if you'd told me it was [October] I'd find that equally believable"".",-0.29464285714285765,1.8051731071428565,2.186857142857143,89.35814285714287,103.64285714285714,5.097142857142859,23.457142857142852,6.742157984588678,1.3070342857142865,109,5,21,2,5,37,24,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412788958386149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6968659417861321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28266035270780265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214403700832177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459379793996077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29147627769938195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981629438892512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955136037592286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Drover_4088,2019/08/10,"Moving, need to see a new doctor Hey y'all, So I just finished college, got married, started a new job and moved to a different state. As such, I cannot go to see my regular psychiatrist who first prescribed my meds to me, I need to find a new one. I also got on new insurance and am a bit worried about medication expenses, but that's a different problem. How does one go about choosing/finding a new psychiatrist? Do I need to go to a psych appointment in order to continue getting my meds (I'm also on meds for depression and anxiety), or could I get these prescriptions from just a regular family doctor at a physical? I'm worried about a lapse in my medication, I have an extremely hard time even just doing simple things like driving without it, much less being able to do my new job correctly. Has anyone else gone through this recently?",6.927886843899118,6.662109791411048,8.12364008179959,69.07798909338788,64.58282208588957,12.152419904567143,38.35650988411725,11.645159339076185,4.745877164280845,668,33,120,20,9,230,101,163,0.10300000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.021,-0.9068,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,0,12,0,9,4,0,1,1,17,25,10,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,2,0,3,3,3,14,1,22,20,3,26,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,13,82,20,6,0.09687460781831574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549411777449506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410880982354966,0.0,0.0,0.06773697823339016,0.09925948382137023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576198143415114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773464915843436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343795776216195,0.0,0.0,0.20242669292182155,0.0,0.19831053206131294,0.08477562212826997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092630415403418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639847648178115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132475863180126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770832730288883,0.08240149192184303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122596846616587,0.0,0.16516821629808626,0.0,0.1549589470722997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678062049305044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226620052494509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732804005457851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228175514073096,0.1951819513026198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592475397577684,0.07121398328169892,0.21549388261074767,0.0,0.5613725993689177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128948278449376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269591648056698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956519881808189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543930400668842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856834602467393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435918485746119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056488362863819364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933836649584147,0.0,0.0,0.19676173328973365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SarahNerd,2019/08/10,"Turn away and discharged by psych nurse for being late. Ffs. That's one of the things I'm trying to get help with. No one else was in the waiting room, and the appointments usually take under 10 minutes. I really feel like she just wanted to punish me. This one of the days I'm fed up with my brain. I want to curl up in a ball and cry.",0.7211904761904755,2.5554501666666667,2.5158730158730163,95.345,82.05555555555556,5.7809523809523835,17.23015873015873,6.868970318607317,-0.21870079365079365,260,5,61,3,7,86,55,72,0.16,0.754,0.087,-0.7732,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,5,1,15,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262324386674329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688040155671545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644992060008701,0.15529121375587535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011511990437464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175190067799135,0.17202217856684182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258041198358537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139810746442915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716243783720294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763903102813753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895015995108506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425781305623892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810459598030556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599718081640713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634822714854704,0.2619130466628573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651988712091343,0.0,0.28405125834721057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sanepanda,2019/08/10,"How to start reading with ADHD? I’m 23 year old college student obsessed with self improvement and diagnosed with ADHD(terrible combination, I know) forced myself to gym and studying which turned out great. I really want to start reading but If I didn’t fell in love with the subject I just can’t read. It’s not exactly easy to fall in love when you’re reading about finance. Any hacks/tips would be appreciated. :)",4.500389610389611,7.014251506493513,4.944155844155844,79.20766233766237,72.89610389610391,8.036363636363637,30.48051948051948,8.841846274778883,2.744329870129872,334,15,59,7,7,106,60,77,0.071,0.642,0.287,0.9699,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,16,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,5,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,12,9,0,10,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,32,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056557310573933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476889084773625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129725633980375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860687158253895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927511770157898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046417104766358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709495866813346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6752597648737572,0.0,0.10811791585464037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760631556711144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23891151571113625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357250228877145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954448802276183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988884707962336,0.0,0.0,0.10868187647015112 adhd,theblondeswimmer,2019/08/10,"Stolen Meds an FYI Hi I just posted this comment on another post but thought it would be helpful for anyone out there dealing with stolen meds. As an FYI I have ADHD but more importantly I’m a pharmacy tech and have worked in NC and now in DC. For anyone who has there meds stolen, make sure you file a police report immediately or as soon as you realize! The reason I say this is we will ask to see the police report before filling a script for controls (Adderall, Vyvanse, Xanax...) and put a note in the file. (Also helpful for the doctors office.) That way if you ever are traveling and need meds early it won’t look like a pattern of you trying to get an early fill. Sometimes we say no unless you have a police report and conformation from the doctor. Also most the time we can call and get an override from the insurance so that you don’t have to pay out of pocket! I say most the time because some insurances don’t “care” what the reason is, but I have also gotten a supervisor to override that. It helps when the pharmacy calls and says they have the police report (we might copy it and attach to the script also.) Also don’t just go to a different pharmacy because you are worried your normal one won’t fill it, we have a national database for controls that we can see if you filled somewhere else, date, medication, dose, amount, type of insurance and Dr who wrote it. The doctors can also see this website! Another note for those who have to pay out of pocket (not really Vyvanse, that shit is expensive no matter what) go to GoodRX and put in the medication name, dose, amount, and sometimes tablet/capsule(mainly fluoxetine) and you can get a huge discount!! This sucks if it happens to you and the feelings of violation, anxiety, and depression are normal (I’ve dealt with break in’s before.) And to lose your medication only makes it worse because you might find it even harder to concentrate on what you have to do. Hopefully this will help someone out there!! *be nice to your pharmacist and pharm techs we want to help you",5.54459956495946,6.5572701131105395,6.1401156812339375,77.68914128930199,67.66323907455013,8.966620526003561,29.61449475973897,9.162432508145574,2.498188768044296,1610,57,294,29,26,524,179,389,0.11800000000000001,0.768,0.114,-0.5359,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,7,16,1,4,17,10,3,0,29,0,33,11,1,6,2,66,56,35,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,26,29,0,2,6,1,4,9,8,5,0,1,3,9,29,5,44,44,6,35,0,2,4,0,44,13,2,10,10,209,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935742368824119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37359426034292137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328887217586574,0.0595637355067705,0.0,0.0,0.108884961588991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278987113753252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423907067757775,0.0,0.13250858349233366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901032991499467,0.0,0.07938485666658332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465629596268653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027165436053711,0.0670618845344244,0.0,0.0,0.08134856048433102,0.0,0.23908323669003434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504318430761805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051426701051403984,0.07043006748975082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039369048522942915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071163882286598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203805781980237,0.0,0.08850082262489682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885255301190171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609441778278075,0.0,0.0,0.07733390951209969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380391328180384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538394154154714,0.08710695770041993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394613915634696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34594572124870554,0.2353114187928222,0.0,0.1651972200678443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773321983227439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525752235987072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276087988739555,0.059217081022085186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913934061281106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654436611458486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987998785592608,0.1601089138451878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24767394858365385,0.0,0.0,0.18613629522305086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992357817552201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597168676562927,0.0,0.15401377316101106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338342047912537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181323117491513,0.0908031828561851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286275978372342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592465378610636,0.061802731951782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668400522946411,0.07907200147612664,0.07934738867586835,0.055310483827976334,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SoloHappyCup,2019/08/10,"Those of you with sensory avoidance behaviors, what meds have helped? Hello, wondering what those of you have ADHD and sensory avoidance behaviors as with SPD use for medication. Thank you.",7.134731182795701,10.545493225806453,6.7109677419354865,65.3531182795699,68.35483870967741,11.8752688172043,36.13978494623656,11.20814326018867,5.729830107526883,154,8,21,6,3,48,21,31,0.15,0.78,0.07,-0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571259332797383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549512660698407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42250080246091387,0.38317865939325424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501898458889833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285140395351123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124906273148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caaashcarti,2019/08/10,"Why does everyday feel like I'm about to do my work but never do? Like it feels so unfulfilling. I wake up, make breakfast and think to myself ""i will do my work after breakfast"", then never do. after breakfast becomes in the afternoon, afternoon becomes either evening or not doing it at all.",5.227,6.7427680181818195,6.077954545454547,75.97693181818181,68.81818181818181,8.40909090909091,31.931818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.8707272727272724,231,10,39,4,4,76,39,55,0.048,0.92,0.032,-0.2299,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,1,3,12,11,5,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,8,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753574070664005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279470176388501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720439903404693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26341212114790097,0.18608632263005734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451386401647325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387182334589407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401795083227812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669044909796522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350418747677733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792637773287927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shillusion,2019/08/10,"On ADHD Tribalism, Positivity, Identity and self-pity. **Yes. This is a very long post. But I think it is very important that we talk about this sooner rather than later**. Here is some beautiful and topically relevant music to make it easier [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDbeqj-1XOo](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDbeqj-1XOo) ***If you are properly familiar with what ""tribalism"" means you may skip the italic text:*** *First of all. Tribalism is human. We are wired to do it for survival. The world used to be a zero-sum game... so one tribe gaining something usually meant that another tribe lost it. In this setting a strong group identity and morale was needed.* *Tribalism is an ""Us. vs Them"" ""with us or against us"" group mentality that arises in all sorts of communities where people strongly identify themselves with some trait, opinion, preferance etc. It can center around nationality, ethnicity, political ideology, your soccer team, some struggle you're going through.... pretty much any important part of your identity.* *And it can be extremely toxic.* *Tribalism feeds of hardship and opposition and grows stronger the worse that opposition is... The opponent is ultimately villified, dehumanized, stereotyped to be worse and worse creating a feedback loop that ends in reasonable communication and relation to the enemy is impossible.* Ok... so that's tribalism... Lets move on. Yes there is a tendency towards negative emotions and outlooks on this sub... and thats fine! we need to vent sometimes... And what better place to do it :) But recently I see things that make me worry for those who maybe spend a lot of time here. Thankfully, I also see a counter reaction to it. An influx of posts touching on and going out against what I suspect and fear are symptoms of the tribalistic tendencies that might be taking hold. *The struggle of the poor Space Squirrels against The Neurotypical Overlords and their privileged, inconsiderate, intolerant and uneducated brains.* I am a firm believer in that you get what you give. And negativity only breeds more negativity. It is possible however to break the circle. To reflect and answer what we experience as negative with positivity. Honesty... but positivity. So long as you are honest you can be positive and yet avoid getting yourself get trampled or pushed around. And in my experience... it just works... But when tribalism takes hold, we begin to feel justified, and eventually obligated to repay fire with fire. And at that point we no longer stop to think what the smartest play is. And it feels so good to shoot back doesn't it? I know... besides ... ""*I did her a service, bitch needed to hear that shit""...* Did she really though? Or did she need something else? A shoulder to cry on? a compliment? the benefit of the doubt? Do you think life is easy if you're neurotypical? It's not. When it comes to what we feel is or has been injustice done towards ourselves it can be hard to remember that nobody on this planet knows what the hell is going on. Some people think they know. Other people think they missed the memo, and everybody has it figured out but them... But remember... that person that said something that hurt you, made you feel invalidated, made you feel this or that... that person... is quite litterally a monkey with a smart phone... raised by monkeys without smartphones... raised by monkeys that experienced a world war... raised by monkeys that surived another world war... raised by monkeys that probably didn't have electricity.... hungry... horny... confused.... winging it... all of them... neurotypicals, liverpool supporters, racists... what are you going to do when they dissapoint you? This is especially challenging when it comes to our parents and role models. We have to accept them and allow them to be human and imperfect. Cut them some slack already. Holding grudges or taking an oppositional stance might feel justified. But is it the best thing to do? What is the best thing you can do for the future? I don't have the answers but I can tell you what I want to do: I want to live good, loving and positive life with my people, working for and contributing to what I believe in. Honesty, Tolerance, Compassion, Sustainability, Laughter, Forgiveness, Curiosity and Humility... I want to lead by example and be a positive influence in the life of my people and my community, and if I do... then I believe it will spread. The way that I see it, that's the best way that I can give back and help make tomorrow the best it can be. Because of the way I am they give me to some awesome drugs that make it much easier for me to do the things I want. Thank you :) They call it ADHD-PI... That's not me though.... It does not define me and I will not use it as an excuse to pity myself. I remember one time I was maybe 13, running at a training camp and I got side stitches(pain in stomach), I felt sorry for myself and I complained to my coach... An army guy... He laughed and told me he could fix it if I raised my arms. Then he socked me full force in the stomach. I hit the dirt hard and almost cried, unable to breathe while the others looked on. I don't bitch about a mosquito bite and I am not going to envy other people their brains, nor sulk over my misfortunes and complain about life, I'm going to kick it in the teeth. If I crash and I need help or somebody to talk to I will. But I will never allow myself to wallow in self pity. And I don't pity you either.",3.4773159797285302,6.529882484069887,4.44141643335578,78.15968782117166,80.78828365878726,7.836159053053121,26.68186731403055,8.66679701136268,2.5943582662933684,4279,178,736,109,116,1382,417,973,0.113,0.7120000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9977,2,1,4,1,0,0,262.0,12,18,13,17,26,46,7,6,51,3,78,17,9,13,4,169,146,81,2,17,31,1,12,0,0,7,6,2,0,6,82,63,1,5,29,5,2,13,18,21,0,3,16,19,97,25,107,111,21,83,2,6,4,1,80,39,4,27,24,537,179,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099960949835446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457504040496499,0.0,0.06014338679525829,0.04358455903239119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03706265863524942,0.1142984394163182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703517701854696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381605782816,0.0,0.03322340209100789,0.0,0.0,0.18421243618784172,0.2287824254850175,0.048201848214801744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168264134202507,0.05565177932266965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389584926253093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351474252965053,0.0,0.11973393310790632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769433356495427,0.055773610449257376,0.0,0.0,0.06320404418015885,0.0,0.04552872686279415,0.06130647085105807,0.04827185214498207,0.0,0.06078320162479577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662518748572153,0.0,0.0613289587316151,0.16534454849922434,0.0,0.052329661809248126,0.0,0.0,0.046358659993362736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542382204207212,0.1568474404691531,0.18584559581362287,0.0914259766828068,0.04358955749895821,0.0,0.0,0.05396471838638581,0.0,0.0,0.0976446708820801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142676985325862,0.0,0.07306195922125024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058344620433658234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985723883089043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573113003619128,0.15398312817938276,0.0,0.0,0.04812552397025389,0.09646362546768092,0.04576724905685995,0.0,0.0594944557423176,0.04633493839078499,0.049189425976214986,0.1031406332845839,0.1455197936100132,0.0,0.1095074840388112,0.05936774226154577,0.0,0.0,0.05492435182016304,0.11563423886798962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792610929201725,0.08012924913691195,0.20205960275728774,0.04203465551496589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386279484943901,0.04145058911500271,0.05799307828270811,0.0,0.060517089889807765,0.05901944663116965,0.0,0.2267054576193122,0.0951766237475458,0.056942113618794775,0.0,0.05152121379789318,0.061441870460205675,0.1043940941013034,0.055447274603354656,0.058761469943806786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057968693765006025,0.0,0.0,0.03491483953601522,0.056036271012506536,0.05381332175356268,0.0,0.185217574293284,0.0,0.051843085074135035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029110789506862,0.0,0.11371319507723555,0.0,0.055944658912161035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258729700547051,0.05390304215575386,0.06100958804365943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045565411280197116,0.0,0.11395289460547872,0.0,0.0,0.061847272019969264,0.0,0.05664757475360381,0.1229342717220356,0.08761193803462154,0.04763641724656184,0.10035469379872766,0.0,0.0,0.14483259944307525,0.17461071762922914,0.10709422859690076,0.0,0.06356013092746753,0.0,0.0,0.05207819525575535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667455962089211,0.0941430090939323,0.06002532934927277,0.08993833185673117,0.1285847881375101,0.1297814551529098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052537174652704056,0.0,0.07935498912156433,0.05534857488948889,0.16662401870797364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AndrewInMelbourne87,2019/08/10,"ADHD and napping? So the moment I'm no longer engaged in a task, I fall asleep if I haven't slept in the past 4 hours. So if someone is showing me some lame code, or going on about something I simply don't care about, I nod off. Same for video tutorials, if the author is covering something in excessive detail, or repeating himself. It's really irritating. I often stab sharp things into my hand, or stand up to force myself to stay awake and pay attention. Is there any link between this and ADHD?",4.458061224489796,5.665221336734698,5.7638775510204106,78.67397959183674,70.3265306122449,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.2649836734693882,393,14,73,7,7,132,75,98,0.165,0.777,0.057999999999999996,-0.8703,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,3,0,0,15,9,11,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,2,13,8,2,15,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,8,4,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299208242215145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782183974804155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672005458348549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894193367083575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580887822270553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501780106728421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789045847014455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220533166351676,0.40351267889372777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793345885450163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410943201413218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Melt1719,2019/08/10,ADHD help in Australia Are there any adult Australians on here who can give me some advice on ADHD I am lost,2.6959090909090904,4.7615813181818245,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,76.72727272727272,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.3835272727272723,87,2,17,0,2,27,20,22,0.096,0.792,0.113,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7695414663581523,0.3128571586135315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772013506391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071271479239823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459685051514105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494930319826517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cluelessx19,2019/08/10,"My psychiatrist stopped my medication without informing me. What should I do here? 24F, I was diagnosed with ADD in school. I have been seeing the same psychiatrist for 6 years, He initially started me on Strattera but I had horrible side effects (suicidal thoughts, awful mood swings, insomnia) so he decided to stop and switch me to Dexamphetamine (5mg). I have been taking it since 2015 without any issues. I went to pick up my script today and realised that it was for a different medication. I eventually found out that my psychiatrist decided to stop prescribing me dexamphetamine and put me back on Strattera, despite being aware of the side effects I had on it years ago. I'm really disappointed, I thought I had found something that helped my ADD and there is still no explanation. Should I just find a new psychiatrist?",6.591001855287572,8.624506789115651,6.9605936920222655,68.96070500927645,66.14285714285714,11.331849103277676,36.49288806431664,11.20814326018867,4.830488435374152,666,34,109,22,11,216,92,147,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.9737,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,1,14,4,0,3,0,29,23,6,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,10,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,12,1,21,0,16,8,1,21,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,11,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133057654967365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842208719701757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259660079690173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182439271042587,0.0,0.16657690072151787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457218036070316,0.0,0.0,0.34962714047338594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686672793000006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664099759556799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212304074673125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398448100414544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027742333439887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213891598816338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135795209178388,0.12705001369185673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188727694834174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274178051939215,0.0,0.0,0.11284976702950936,0.0,0.12732595984831044,0.39988742121356335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743973315255555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987618462851532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531490763056185,0.0,0.0,0.15112688064605093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477989600349231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30738162565935884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534337833787025 adhd,MinamotoTerumi,2019/08/10,"People who've tried multiple types of ADHD medication: How did they differ? TL;DR Medicated for ADHD, gonna be trying out some different types, if anyone else has tried multiple different medications then knowing about how they affected them differently would be handy. Long+boring ver: I've only been diagnosed and medicated for ADHD for about a month now (after nearly 30 years of various doctors completely missing it), and I'm currently thinking about trying a few different types of medication to see what works best rather than just settling on what I am currently. So far my understanding of the main types of effective ADHD medication is that there's: * Methylphenidate (Ritalin) * Dexmethylphenidate (Focalin) * Dexamphetamines (Adderall etc.) apparently NRIs/SNRIs also help a bunch, and I did end up going on Desvenlafaxine (Pristiq) for depression years ago, which helped a ton with mood+concentration although I didn't know the actual reason for this at the time. I'm currently on Ritalin (immediate release), which I haven't had much in the way of side effects or issues with. I notice that its effectiveness wears off after 3 hours on the dot though, so I have to regularly take it through the day to manage. This is probably also why I feel like I'm becoming tolerant to it over a very short period, and now have to juggle days in which I don't take it and how much I need to take for the boost in concentration+mood while avoiding taking too much and becoming slightly loopy. I'm seeing my prescribing psychiatrist next month, will probably be discussing switching to something with a longer effective lifespan, whether that's a different class of drug (dexamphetamines was the other option he was keen on), or just delayed release Ritalin tablets. I'm not too worried about stuff going to shit because I'm fairly stable in life atm, but I would like to find the absolute best stuff that works for me because I spent a lot of my life taking antidepressants that were only mildly effective at best before finding stuff that really worked. Thanks, sorry for all the text.",10.548968253968251,10.035396961538464,9.769743589743591,61.03636752136755,57.4065934065934,13.583394383394385,40.82661782661783,12.650343791298138,5.52774896214896,1690,75,257,50,18,539,207,364,0.035,0.8490000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.9835,9,1,4,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,3,11,20,11,1,1,18,0,22,16,2,10,1,45,47,22,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,4,14,0,0,0,22,10,0,2,13,0,2,2,4,4,0,0,9,3,18,7,52,31,15,44,0,2,2,0,7,19,1,6,24,178,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.06584543398598867,0.0,0.3243652192846209,0.0,0.059812123304247226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791875717875828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717977888373382,0.06913565708039443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226372693703543,0.14904069326587233,0.0574158779883996,0.0,0.21243115312067204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074578890905926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703101403990349,0.0,0.058115736786567035,0.06848525468958945,0.0,0.4229793029433919,0.0,0.06906306789130062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824906398071979,0.0,0.056366333949970066,0.0,0.05976242969822972,0.0,0.07525196677817528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0341171632348398,0.048203836765552885,0.0,0.0,0.12334104477947375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669469101219474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045354606367187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644884660341123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042590672103875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416450346507444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531854966839574,0.06592932023279469,0.0,0.0,0.059712859350559575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736445516601011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078411029567014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771509477488594,0.0,0.14880468861855434,0.050031528802194115,0.0,0.0,0.07175995649839481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682022998467683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026348817317159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046778361754475466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454979687099676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043225928786181575,0.06937508212607478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753697140792114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692616627840955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194521023147758,0.0,0.07553224196631883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317266727152631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536623465101127,0.0,0.0,0.06212150628715076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323497140956088,0.06629340933910835,0.0,0.039344956609023686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832431793249343,0.0,0.0,0.07024339310926102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567357575819352,0.0,0.05355816240083215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088529239679445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736684261681854,0.0685236875891063,0.0,0.09586397823444152,0.0,0.0,0.08690280450768982 adhd,Weegie321,2019/08/10,"Getting a diagnosis - uk Hi! I have been thinking that I may have adhd for a while now, and now browsing through this subreddit I have never been more sure. I relate to so so many of the things said here. I live in the UK and have heard it can be difficult to get a diagnosis here. Especially since I have always been a high achiever at school and uni. I also won't have the benefit of having a parent be able to vouch - my mother, who mostly raised me, was always so busy with my brothers who suffered from severe autism that she never noticed anything wrong. I was kinda considered the ideal child as I was always doing fine in school. Whenever I have tried to raise this topic with her she gets so defensive and refuses to agree there might have been something up with me - She clearly sees it as an attack on her parenting. We don't have the best relationship. I am sure I have adhd, and now that I have started full time work it is having a real impact, as I can no longer just get by on academic ability. Does anyone have any advice on how to get a diagnosis In the UK in light of the above?",5.4674604847207595,5.505850652968043,6.551689497716898,78.0950579557429,67.58447488584474,9.4781875658588,29.17492096944152,9.265573868473778,2.3426358271865118,859,27,169,15,13,289,125,219,0.109,0.816,0.075,-0.8232,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,4,13,11,2,0,15,0,32,0,0,1,5,25,42,15,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,11,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,9,4,24,6,28,28,4,19,0,1,1,0,18,11,0,4,8,136,35,5,0.13251796756321468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185216897341024,0.12949502419745262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059745707828798,0.3307966944169209,0.0,0.0,0.0901167621777236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265964411641672,0.0,0.10905099604192296,0.0,0.0,0.15075831901810427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906943124870444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596736643739368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461758428718556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400125084718265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701579320003146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343524195916372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058062194380638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204412052116629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087258439389506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942910410696189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083445896218128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227470369797832,0.0,0.0,0.12605493346184168,0.0,0.0,0.26823051594121666,0.10559966298878372,0.0,0.0,0.14970758360661804,0.0,0.10962023217118268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201880567228806,0.0,0.0,0.0937968995074792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497932322852053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803904927626949,0.08491216277350037,0.0,0.0,0.07727229256737611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899710012675742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964746586673966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448875945113125,0.0,0.0 adhd,narancha,2019/08/10,"Forgetting if u locked the apartment or if he backpack is closed When I'm out and I have a backapck I have to check if it's zipped up every few minutes ""to make sure"". I just walked back to my apartment for 10mins to check if I locked it again... Anyone feels like this?",3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,3.5664285714285704,94.42857142857143,72.92857142857143,6.314285714285715,24.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,0.3981214285714288,210,6,48,1,4,65,41,56,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,6,7,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,4,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441228204665189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784330785145534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146577186304461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24884589789244366,0.35159215785957826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404396986032898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285140395981366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638456819423695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gavinyo,2019/08/10,"Sleeping on Adderall Is there a secret? Adderall has actually been helping me a lot with my ADHD but I find that I can’t sleep at all the night after taking it. Last pill was 8 hours ago, I had to drink zzzquil, and my mind is still on lock. Can’t fall asleep for the life of me. Is there any way to have a normal sleep schedule and take Adderall?",2.073881278538813,3.514758876712328,3.2180136986301378,93.66117579908678,76.67123287671231,5.414611872146119,23.125570776255714,5.46131890053228,0.11323926940639285,270,8,61,1,6,87,55,73,0.0,0.97,0.03,0.2406,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,10,7,4,0,1,10,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,9,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.19858707919829408,0.0,0.2445679889700245,0.0,0.1803908661330441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383872810463504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993529628425076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599572016818802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640205879526354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040694645394674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588002365991758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373838264998118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300880124267268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205477438170466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097138229815752,0.1993872290354811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109422322871202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625157183886897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060140176568539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615291812135734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dalvimir,2019/08/10,"Looking for guidance on a specific situation I have been on medication for my ADHD (inattentive) for about a year and a half now. I see my psych every three months to determine how things are going, etc. At my last appointment (2 months ago), I was informed to find a PCP as my psychiatrist might be leaving our clinic by the end of the year. So I made an appointment, but due to work constraints, I had to cancel/reschedule my appointment with the PCP. Unbeknownst to me, this caused my psych office to cancel the upcoming appointment I had with my psych in September without my knowledge or consent. This appointment was scheduled before I was told to make an appointment with a PCP. So today I call in to get a new RX to pick up at the pharmacy, and they tell me that I cannot get a new prescription until I see a PCP, and there’s nothing they can do. So, basically, I’m left out in the cold until I can see a primary which won’t be till next Tuesday. Is there any validity to this? Is there anything I can do? Has anyone else faced a similar situation? It doesn’t seem right that they will make a patient stop medication cold turkey with no advice in the meantime. I’m very scared of abruptly stopping the medication after a year and a half of consistently using it.",6.536529786003469,6.4224692145749005,7.485855986119144,72.81656882591095,65.35627530364373,11.105725853094272,34.64690572585309,10.7630783206399,3.736667090803933,1004,42,189,25,14,339,136,247,0.066,0.924,0.01,-0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,1,9,1,0,1,23,0,23,6,1,7,0,26,38,14,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,8,6,26,0,38,25,1,36,0,0,4,0,8,12,0,3,23,138,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898416444987966,0.12113905333467065,0.10988920740774312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430176624508354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668056274868834,0.12701877379495388,0.1020142241572038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054867303852577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658410012498816,0.0,0.0,0.12734818965950245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355846641215187,0.0,0.1097979083419882,0.0,0.13825590078224648,0.0,0.0,0.1044474886909494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330353198393205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953521311795152,0.0,0.07045326550974808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104959699745536,0.0,0.13126308387717026,0.13469043670153472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410100283530192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730051050975232,0.16549778235926024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746509325896914,0.0,0.1315093268256012,0.0,0.0,0.19789844828701525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394560750226741,0.13184024086740248,0.0,0.0,0.11894961674588793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058670844400913,0.0,0.0,0.12411252731389175,0.0,0.29635678944889904,0.1128548409988452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786880560432183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207283815681315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835256453117903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823581226530363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175061585230438,0.11845571808874525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706762869268788,0.0,0.10228570356050873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949970077260162,0.0,0.09024940451714902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394919235758505 adhd,GentleChainsaw,2019/08/10,"Diagnosed in my 30s, Accountant looking for options When I got the ADHD diagnosis, so many things started to make sense. Failed in primary school (dropped out 8th grade, no diploma) but managed to torture myself through a Bachelor's and Master's in Accounting. Every position was miserable after I graduated. Started an qccounting and legal firm with partners. Did ok for awhile but the work was simply too mundane and just wouldn't hold my interest. I excelled at marketing for the business and client interaction, but crunching numbers at a desk for 12 hrs/day literally almost killed me (2 stays in psych hospital for suicide attempts). I excelled at restaurant work during college because I was on my feet and had to multitask. After swallowing my pride and going from an $80k salary back to bartending, I found my joy and life again. Looking for a job description which leverages my degree and strengths that isn't staring at a screen all day. I'm great with people, juggling multiple tasks, and prioritizing importance. I have always been a computer nerd, and much of Accounting came naturally to me (good business acumen, logic-based, required analysis), but I need sprints of duties rather than marathons. I feel like I can't be the only one out there like this and would really appreciate some advice - especially if you've been there. Currently making a killing bartending, but I'm getting older and the hours and physical impact are taking a toll. Not sure if there's anything out there; in hindsight, I wish I had stuck with nursing, but with a massive amount of student loan debt further education is not an option. Only options I've found that might work are: * Sales (but entry-level positions are primarily commission-based with no guaranteed income). * Recruiting, e.g. Robert Half (but my résumé for accounting ended 2 years ago so there is a gap). * Teaching (taught University as adjunct, but don't want a PhD and adjunct salary is sans benefits and not much income). Thank you for reading and for any input you could provide.",7.565916666666666,9.061697313888892,7.43555555555556,68.47000000000003,63.361111111111114,10.555555555555557,38.33333333333333,10.595843684498618,4.601333333333334,1643,84,249,41,24,524,224,360,0.133,0.738,0.13,-0.0598,7,0,0,0,0,1,59.0,0,2,0,11,13,20,3,1,18,1,23,4,1,2,2,63,45,31,3,9,16,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,25,1,3,3,2,7,2,9,6,0,2,14,5,24,14,41,26,5,32,0,2,4,0,4,14,0,8,16,162,29,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548299236391144,0.1264232515861942,0.1146826769096144,0.0,0.1295498608436985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076499373401522,0.0,0.0,0.08797908774900783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106464179560378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948099486077218,0.0,0.07886548659802269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796994762168736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329500074639864,0.0,0.0,0.16687168274371605,0.0,0.0,0.1313123812155508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458739529363847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900358535774393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541562800623521,0.09242515951937696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837048950667022,0.0,0.0,0.0675928298367967,0.0,0.07352650252268901,0.10851318174818343,0.10347259601322603,0.1426358288908221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740780940465976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283842157538242,0.0,0.2862674033653003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138102638079587,0.12641167899470304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728397093319204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271694965585271,0.1311654239111807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724588605849386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021026825025675,0.09592954297458724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766750077752518,0.1967902547351809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896919796704263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294094977924379,0.0,0.08288060933545975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093388803968492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831438558806383,0.137895989552008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415146906884275,0.0,0.12193392311958184,0.0,0.09727351353496658,0.0,0.0,0.1191106458205606,0.0,0.0,0.08595066061451118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630842453904718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877427547601754,0.0,0.0,0.2825585026140429,0.0,0.0,0.09190392378488,0.0,0.0,0.08331292805974569 adhd,introverted_30,2019/08/10,"I am a looser Hi every one ..I am 29 year old male living in a 3rd world country ..I never been to any job ..never been in relationships. I don't find interest in anything ..I have no friends ,still live with my mom .I don't help her in anything ..I still behave like a child in my adult body .no motivation in my life ..I try to motivate but again I fail every time. I fear of everything from a small insect to the dark nights .. I feel feared when I am in the groups ..I love to do coding and programming but whenever I sit in front my PC to learn the coding I feel frustrated like hell ..these things doesn't go in my mind ..the mathematical , arithmetical or any logical things doesn't fit in my mind..but I want to learn. I don't know how I passed my semesters but they don't help me now ...I don't drive a bike or a car too ..I used to play videogames ..but now it doesn't interests me now . I don't know what is going with me ...nobody understands my problems ..does anybody feel like me .please share your views ..I might be a looser .... But I want to make my good career ..",-0.3539189189189216,1.8927976621621632,1.7005045045045044,96.05102702702705,92.64864864864865,5.3023423423423415,17.309909909909912,6.88968998030894,-0.017945225225225236,819,22,190,13,30,271,119,222,0.171,0.6859999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.873,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,3,9,16,2,2,11,0,19,3,1,5,2,32,32,10,0,3,7,1,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,12,2,0,6,13,6,0,1,2,4,39,10,22,28,0,33,1,1,1,1,15,13,1,3,16,118,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818318196716042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003610169879556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850292341265242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699575501974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22528444865070935,0.0,0.12015476056824415,0.0,0.0,0.30088387005589257,0.2027977837631416,0.0955103955316707,0.0,0.0,0.12219309460233098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329097707933337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196176830033234,0.11213545059661192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922336771244782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266979781733956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146948490735517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944314082778516,0.19594712397670416,0.0,0.23610695828059236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066326544300073,0.0,0.08924119937924317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182727874863096,0.2699838901487017,0.15657977270173246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622476052718935,0.0,0.0,0.125461941610245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028844555105066,0.0,0.09059392180739537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675490444747172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792626540070676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435363834733771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353500535902573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776395439118349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795753657911493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076885633049983,0.0,0.0,0.13917925853044288,0.0,0.11546793513505113,0.0,0.0,0.15771133851481334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860939894858358 adhd,Ribsi,2019/08/10,"Diagnosed as an adult and trying to explain myself I’m recently been diagnosed with adhd. I’m in my mid thirties and i feel as though my medication has significantly improved my ability to perform at work and stay motivated and on task. It has also vastly improved my relationship with my wife, coworkers and old friends. I find myself genuinely interested in what they have to say and how they’re feeling. In the past i really only pretended to listen or had to concentrate vigorously to not tune out during conversations and it was exhausting. I got very good and pretending to listen.. and at piecing together the gist of conversations despite only paying partial attention. When i try and explain the difference to friends and family they sweep it away or dismiss it. Saying things like “yeah i do that too” or “everyone does that”. If i try and say something like “well it was effecting my life and now I’m treated i feel more engaged and it makes me happier and significantly lowers my anxiety to engage in social situations “ they say I’ve always been social, i suppose because i was so good at faking it. If i try and suggest that if they really are like me the perhaps they suffer as well they act like I I’ve insulted them. I’ve stopped telling people about it because i find it frustrating to try and explain. I guess my question is; if in a situation where you have to explain how your adhd affects you, what boilerplate explanation do you give that satisfies people’s curiosity without degrading into a debate?",5.573529220779222,7.640828203571428,7.073636363636364,67.0168181818182,68.75,10.519480519480519,35.22727272727273,10.637119530657019,4.543357142857143,1227,63,193,38,22,420,150,280,0.066,0.73,0.204,0.9892,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,7,4,12,21,2,0,7,1,14,5,0,6,0,49,30,33,0,4,9,1,3,4,2,0,5,6,1,1,16,21,0,1,13,2,1,1,2,6,2,0,7,9,37,15,31,23,2,23,0,1,0,0,35,15,0,9,10,143,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543018585520401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460814813533787,0.08803399883936566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093663996805152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940249620633554,0.0,0.0,0.1289892837317377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476935892674065,0.0,0.11053838540887287,0.0,0.0,0.09258621238959627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109634596842812,0.0,0.0,0.09973873723178443,0.0,0.16048683712041475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339839821511795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348149281454127,0.0,0.0,0.10149291226433553,0.0,0.17747988623328914,0.0846178513653152,0.0,0.11655052655568887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747296038355098,0.2067539633903928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062226008315027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658227650973524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101920589686262,0.0,0.0,0.16093119499191427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099798361418094,0.14669666939530346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852011031144123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555626034391274,0.0,0.10446464527027327,0.1135895065907125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365453330861412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378470586781305,0.0,0.215699364845956,0.0,0.08144993802896001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276862471193233,0.0,0.08845346042338985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247378283759924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028875765038038,0.0,0.10394787235121876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591559629303709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729600429276163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025364654782995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198733575174207,0.0,0.07702359303309307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ibiskillingme2,2019/08/10,"My doctor said if I ever wanted to stop taking my meds I could just stop and no weaning off is required ?? Hey! So I was prescribed Vyvanse 20mg for about 4 months and then we switched to adderall XR 20 mg and I’ve been taking it everyday for the past 2 months. Now, I want to quit and I asked my doctor about it and he said that there was no weaning off required and I could just stop if I want to. I’m worried I’ll get withdrawal symptoms, what’s your opinion on this?",0.4011545454545456,2.523648370000004,2.115454545454547,96.08772727272728,85.3,4.4363636363636365,22.090909090909093,5.565023196281405,0.036700000000000184,367,13,82,2,11,120,61,100,0.147,0.815,0.039,-0.8842,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,23,16,10,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,12,0,11,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,10,52,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540585768771066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28252874321911314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621911236225847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600434997080074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243872949523818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652957149909972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28244800295458194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889990057375318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881870515989046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366022827922398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44376472092708064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389822817681944,0.266058989582801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130740567248486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796812113945173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unofficialuser112,2019/08/10,"Anyone else have a hard time calling people on the phone ? I always have a to do list . Everyday I create one and usually on that list there is someone I have to call . It’s either to make an appointment, pay a bill , or get some information. Without fail by the end of the day I never make any calls . Something about talking on the phone gets me to shut down . If I could text no problem , but usually a doctor’s office does not receive text messages. Anybody else in this group have s real hard time on the phone ? When I finally do make a call or if someone calls me , I have a real hard time ending the conversation . Like I’m so anxious to get off I hang up before the other person says buy . It’s really annoying",2.2615865384615432,4.190047840277781,4.217500000000005,84.5544230769231,77.54166666666667,6.930769230769231,24.27136752136752,7.882392219407189,1.399839316239316,555,19,110,9,13,189,90,144,0.11900000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.049,-0.7659,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,14,0,9,1,0,3,1,19,16,8,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,3,0,1,0,4,10,1,17,15,2,23,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,5,13,70,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477899868870204,0.0,0.0,0.07746005291250851,0.0,0.0,0.1286814691000848,0.0,0.07964579244377325,0.1167102586016444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692570015027548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815543096130383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094475094172454,0.0,0.0,0.07346001024586292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658771831796748,0.0996799943017182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030785818894608,0.0,0.2017739881066649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477856310136573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853370532556476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061124721618141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564876605463078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280996155142612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785140516745375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718572018281769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896814650908003,0.09945841155209396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899275280569412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593001543752378,0.07297116336169399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058270129664034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930245350550662,0.08769047948994985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155340720045907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925868594131704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090294969089605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980141410043696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,icantbipolarbearit,2019/08/10,"Binaural Beats; placebo or magic? I can do things now, I feel like it’s working. It’s not perfect, but it’s something at least. Struggling to find the will to write for days. Put on a binaural beat and wrote 3000 words. Maybe I just really want it to work, maybe it’s like being back in the womb. I’m not sure. What do binaural beats do for you?",0.036249999999999005,2.305233458333337,1.788333333333334,96.49,89.41666666666666,5.422222222222223,19.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,0.20829444444444434,267,8,61,4,9,87,50,72,0.11699999999999999,0.787,0.095,-0.3844,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,6,3,5,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,2,14,10,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,8,7,1,7,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190135222075672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933695948890648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276408995822114,0.1875812029453252,0.0,0.0,0.2399856847992703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256558440747872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275769268714194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639569799760029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682100899888378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214044516538426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274496845908514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747062485533206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444090327629086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487153221408395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823105028861032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Joaquin_Suez,2019/08/10,"Do you have problems finishing your own thoughts? I haven gotten diagnosed yet, but I'm in the process and I'm almost completely sure I have it. Sometimes I'm thinking about something and then I simply stop, and then forget about half of what I was thinking, the same happens when I talk with people, I start making phrases in my head and then lose my train of thought. Some days It happens more or less, but it is pretty consistent, specially when I'm tired.",5.492651515151515,6.636716295454544,5.282272727272732,83.31424242424245,67.86363636363636,8.139393939393939,32.84848484848485,8.344100000000001,2.5080621212121224,366,16,68,5,6,113,59,88,0.155,0.7659999999999999,0.078,-0.7293,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,1,1,20,18,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,10,2,7,14,5,12,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,10,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522256086269398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535128528175244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861285014771413,0.0,0.0,0.2181506546910648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38012591977060695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205814299320764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045304760571384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434682521742506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900623920240053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866231054416865,0.0,0.2056601416373116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654645466593323,0.21257246325365392,0.0,0.15212941724597934,0.0,0.0,0.1796921162076453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025701225684316,0.0,0.0,0.17275356578791898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754384826717716,0.0,0.34126274664493783,0.0,0.2470318091511389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StarrySkye3,2019/08/10,"Roommate thinks I was misdiagnosed with ADHD I've lived with them for around three years now. I was diagnosed about a year ago by a specialist. Today they suddenly got really upset and said that I don't have ADHD and listed off a whole bunch of reasons. They also said that I'm ""just autistic and misdiagnosed with ADHD."" I'm definitely autistic, since I have family members who also are, and we share common autistic traits. They're also upset because I don't forget to do things like, turn off the burner on the stove, and put away any left over vegetables I was using to cook with. The thing is. I'm running on anxiety 90% of the time. That's the only way I remember things. I always double check things. It's been my way of coping with constantly forgetting to do things. I wasn't even close to being able to cope with this even a year ago, but I've improved. I feel really deeply hurt by this revelation, they weren't even willing to hear me out when I tried to talk about it. I'm nearly in tears right now. And the absolute worst part, is that my roommate who said I don't have adhd...also has ADHD. Has anyone else gone through something like this? What did you do?",3.81384099616858,5.372346801724142,4.898735632183911,82.8976053639847,72.36206896551724,7.914176245210728,24.09578544061303,8.515128840125781,1.5309704980842915,926,26,180,16,18,304,128,232,0.086,0.851,0.063,-0.7979,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,4,0,13,7,0,2,10,0,23,3,0,2,0,25,37,11,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,17,16,2,0,4,1,1,3,5,4,0,1,12,5,21,3,32,23,5,31,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,0,15,126,38,0,0.09540767649575396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573307433132333,0.0,0.1691462972873844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051899376952413,0.07938682979407838,0.0,0.0,0.06488049168574553,0.0,0.07298661137695749,0.0,0.0,0.06671126574480284,0.0977564393274822,0.0,0.08493305968327107,0.0,0.0,0.08963865269641932,0.0,0.0,0.058159634049774415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310180409388013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683678332737736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797008712665498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904761154265476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994186633443439,0.0,0.048240987916179305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630623455077057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753138542943412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213589095720486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036607196717305,0.0,0.0,0.09322274301587603,0.0,0.08424672629541358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256183720957958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331721623469917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959110666553026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224120123272048,0.0980949815637166,0.0,0.0,0.1080782988546885,0.08147763442868608,0.2722636454566244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892221591301264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344949056377402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668507638873358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31692310434572657,0.0611333867053492,0.0,0.0,0.055632983412884376,0.0,0.09043532159117558,0.0,0.0,0.06477554961625125,0.10377615502339817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240159966533975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146034548106208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651926360295494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431824679915726 adhd,AlarmedBluejay,2019/08/10,Teacher: Do not forget to write your name on your quiz (we had them weekly). Me: Why would anyone forget to write their own name. Pfft. 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It took me a while to fall asleep and I woke up with a headache. The headache stuck around all day even though I drank lots of water and I’m wondering if it’s happening because I’m clenching my jaw. Does anyone have advice for dealing with jaw clenching at night other than chewing gum or jaw stretches?",2.21478260869565,4.758237000000001,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,81.17391304347827,5.853913043478261,24.417391304347824,7.1686216300943375,1.0938921739130438,372,14,73,5,10,116,64,92,0.079,0.778,0.14300000000000002,0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,6,0,4,8,4,0,1,14,13,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,0,6,2,13,7,3,16,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,5,8,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892446715316892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949506279180608,0.0,0.0,0.1903287690421313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303314822039161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5515374262686776,0.2204200806779538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709923713474527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412139526094555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906406515059296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176649043213453,0.1929643080705173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012766712904982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274043386382453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005900464806465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375414649374368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185873509893465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NeonBird,2019/08/10,"Survival Guide for College Students with ADHD I doubt this will get many responses, but",4.928000000000001,8.477510133333336,3.855,80.7825,81.0,5.666666666666668,34.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,2.9476666666666667,72,4,10,1,2,21,15,15,0.11900000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7253523410184494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31533106362803714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119071021734146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hstasi,2019/08/10,"Getting started with diagnosis/treatment? After researching ADHD, I know that I have it and I don’t want to spend another second living with this when I know it can be treated. Can someone please share their process of getting diagnosed & treated? Do I need to see my primary doctor first? Do I see a psychiatrist or a psychologist? Thank you in advance for sharing your experiences!",4.727701863354035,7.699525000000001,5.868778467908904,70.54304347826091,74.3623188405797,8.580538302277432,35.944099378881994,9.23628265651192,4.17267950310559,311,18,47,8,7,103,53,69,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,17,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,10,5,8,16,0,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,4,36,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28923573361374044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607632866185524,0.0,0.0,0.2523610039913877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442725878632011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463335267722151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235419131722852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471177103315968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514778166748526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645292811002275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125139347267579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784520050433867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641807968024224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835618983363006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391690977262128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703457937975107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157442753920492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195200913552075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,re-b8,2019/08/10,"Just Diagnosed with Sleep Apnea a couple hours ago. Moderate bordering severe. I can't afford a CPAP and have no insurance. I'm afraid that my original ADHD diagnosis might be wrong, and I'm not sure how to proceed. I've informed my doctor and am waiting to hear back once he's off vacation. I guess my anxiety is through the damn roof right now and I'm not sure where I should go from here.",2.8143761301989163,4.79922830379747,4.49497287522604,82.93696202531646,76.08860759493672,8.564918625678121,26.475587703435806,9.23628265651192,2.375262567811935,312,12,62,8,7,105,62,79,0.207,0.764,0.028999999999999998,-0.8984,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,7,3,1,2,2,17,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,6,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654314422358382,0.0,0.19577953748368307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689577040353908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698281177863388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443779801048559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241687929949808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260601152743713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552013124031036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433027783058228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489258735423048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750313708418825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342981243387558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520926066772635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886136893272982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950953803817225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102003689810815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416316879152328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24147632272906114,0.0,0.0 adhd,YouBetta,2019/08/10,ADHD culture is... Hearing “You’re just blaming your disease for being over sensitive” when you talk about rejection sensitivity.,8.2975,12.10968575,8.370000000000001,52.86500000000001,66.5,10.0,45.0,10.125756701596842,6.440500000000001,105,7,11,3,2,34,19,20,0.28300000000000003,0.7170000000000001,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555740453808502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148078786125704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384449149196488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swump,2019/08/10,"Does ADHD prevent you from discovering new content and participating in modern pop culture? So the best way I can put it is this: the world is a giant field of corn. All the corn out there is content: books, music, movies, youtube channels, instagrams, twitter, etc. It feels like everyone has a map to the good stuff and I am just wandering aimlessly alone through this field trying out random ears of corn and rarely if ever discovering things I am interested in. Everyone else knows where to go, and I don’t even know where to begin. Not knowing enough about popular culture has practically destroyed every relationship I have tried to build. People think you’re a freak and treat you with disdain when you dont know all the current popular artists for example, or famous historical cultural icons. Consequently I spend a ton of time each day trying to educate myself on past and present pop culture, but it feels like no matter how hard I work at it I will never catch up to the point of being at the average informed level that everyone else is it. Its so disheartening. It feels like every morning everyone gets a memo about this shit and I am the only one who isn’t. It has only recently occurred to me that it might be because of ADHD. I feel like I need a manual on how to be a normal person.",6.624756097560973,7.181294727642277,7.258845528455286,72.23046341463417,65.13821138211382,10.462439024390244,33.87967479674796,10.355215969177356,3.589437723577237,1037,43,183,24,15,343,150,246,0.09,0.807,0.102,-0.2288,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,2,13,14,2,0,15,0,20,2,2,2,4,38,33,15,0,3,5,0,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,17,11,0,1,10,3,1,3,6,4,0,1,0,6,16,10,28,28,7,33,0,1,0,0,11,16,1,4,17,128,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692703450178525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602660753966718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829086726266091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756585168512587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224840946098778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803593845516848,0.0,0.13129528619879605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871690463431824,0.0,0.0,0.11575425783138618,0.12494017146672523,0.07399304550376891,0.10133520295991016,0.1887758435261199,0.4281879513419613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265776912959244,0.32012960663714624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852969618788911,0.0,0.06366775684346754,0.09396327355190616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035455188857888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24626933159063474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189237285678221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884337485850087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830669024999018,0.0864024422405902,0.10819676738138784,0.0,0.0,0.10976307279755644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591267000433745,0.17040378173539866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069428357651291,0.0776656981705852,0.09781801034474807,0.0,0.0,0.10590210969500262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261848581048453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061354893062143,0.12027550960202532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499452299797056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824457823497667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442603106072465,0.07178263868096182,0.0,0.0,0.06532408168909101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817776622821498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892214091264637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155728624488752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hello_94,2019/08/10,I need help I just feel lost... I started medication and it definitely seemed to help. I’ve been practicing healthy habits for a long while but maybe not well enough? I keep failing at everything I do and I don’t understand how I keep getting it wrong. I feel like I’m stuck and I’ll never be a functioning person or adult. Is there someone I can talk to or get advice from? A book maybe? A therapist isn’t an option for me at the moment.,0.6635757575757566,3.0570700444444436,2.6786868686868672,90.43045454545457,87.44444444444444,6.383838383838384,21.51515151515152,7.686295010490155,1.0386666666666673,344,12,74,7,11,115,62,90,0.158,0.72,0.122,-0.736,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,18,20,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,2,10,2,7,16,1,7,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,4,6,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906286249008047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991280223587168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388407943209627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565492466412232,0.13821955222312882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216682821256024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593662553195205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439413618682945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452277798210684,0.0,0.0,0.17122049270764822,0.0,0.0,0.2112023050385126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887460227914019,0.0,0.0,0.1949070807476545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434602714657692,0.1492208984096303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893609724180542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613361420414778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393189432266986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694356538779878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555089716422254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464096936831104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014157169566523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395848570961306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153603026354487,0.0,0.0 adhd,trollingsince97,2019/08/10,"Finally looking to see a psychiatrist. What was your experience? Hello community, I am /u/trollingsince97, and I am a 22 year old college student. Ever since I was little, I have had symptoms of ADHD and I've lived 98% of my life without even realizing it. My thoughts, actions, and experiences were perceived as normal, in my eyes. Since about 2 years ago, I started to get anxiety and depression that would fluctuate. My past self felt much more like my real self until recently. My mom and sister, since I was young, had told me I am different, but not in a hurtful way. To this day, they still say this and I have finally decided to do so and am waiting for replies from doctors in my area. In school, my grades were average to above average, until college, when they went to shit. I have since then been attending community college and feel like ADHD may be the reason why I haven't done well in my college career. I know I have potential and want to get my degree, but I feel like there is something different about me. Regardless of whether all that matters to you, I have some questions for those who have been diagnosed with ADHD: 1. Pre-appointment, how did you feel about yourself? Did you really think you had ADHD, or did you think it was something else (ex; laziness, depression, bipolar, etc.)? 2. How did you overcome the initial fear of being told otherwise by the doctor? 3. Do I go to a psychologist first, or just see a psychiatrist? 4. Can ADHD be measured, as in, do some people have it ""worse"" than others? 5. If so, do lower levels of ADHD be denied medication? 6. Medication is provided to those with ADHD; is that the best for you? Did you take alternative solutions at first, before medication? Did you regret it? 7. How does your mind think? Like, what is your thought process like? What are your thoughts? (I know it's like a barrage of constant thoughts, but what's it like to you?) 8. Is it possible to have depression and ADHD? If this sounds like you, please tell me what it's like for you. 9. I literally had other questions to ask, but forgot them, so I will add them later once remembered. Thanks.",2.8865435020021835,5.417690097014924,4.2901213444970265,81.7681234073535,78.37810945273633,7.6035432593131915,27.46656959106905,8.556025622055003,2.338828346074505,1657,71,307,37,41,547,204,402,0.083,0.795,0.122,0.9419,3,0,2,0,0,0,83.0,0,16,4,3,16,19,1,1,10,0,50,11,2,4,2,63,79,31,0,7,12,3,4,9,0,3,9,2,0,2,24,13,0,2,20,0,0,4,3,7,1,2,28,10,51,12,43,44,7,36,0,5,4,0,34,10,1,9,30,221,75,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6142226463123702,0.0,0.05663054864285564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048872152830368436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972422106286384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543617663388225,0.0,0.06704378134660359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903741702349551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120079510430814,0.0,0.1650731930514852,0.06484233183445191,0.0,0.13349328233682686,0.0,0.13077881906143324,0.055906540272433226,0.06537694031249852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053368050492642496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124910352078072,0.042195701326693966,0.057787997897160284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249843512355187,0.0,0.07188883133309637,0.09690712678593268,0.09127947887213944,0.061339998417154665,0.13996665653987922,0.0,0.10868176985281912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675496493681994,0.0,0.036307542602374614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683906373806834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021948543254435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512414428179338,0.28090059616322866,0.06402994976331433,0.05641197481689834,0.0,0.05364764242006189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930734451781728,0.0,0.0,0.06450603795393828,0.07482180329466262,0.0,0.0,0.046963116569934814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259412360895387,0.0,0.0,0.06703697608202341,0.06803586140152121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098583895624655,0.044290089440476535,0.0,0.0,0.07012698002833573,0.0,0.07202118466796542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313252803425774,0.0,0.0,0.07271556657270749,0.04092662034930041,0.06568482685288328,0.06307912103880642,0.0,0.07236969958767192,0.0,0.0,0.05080423081383665,0.0,0.06465543110293381,0.10181677816793397,0.0,0.13329280115497552,0.0,0.06557744060393961,0.2113866379076648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983641974993443,0.0,0.0,0.04521841187602736,0.0,0.05101895951124017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640138738881779,0.04803386691300353,0.0,0.05583865168390252,0.0588170890651552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228055459105102,0.0,0.20287147239621744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209046663442225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03768126158342147,0.050709253467464084,0.0,0.0,0.05744064304059771,0.0592224018323409,0.057646632860236864,0.0,0.0,0.06158324167631282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510467607621576,0.04538235212691151,0.0,0.0,0.08228020050115561 adhd,Rachelcraig1,2019/08/10,"Anyone panic that they might not have ADHD Since reading about adhd in the past year in girls, it has really opened my eyes. Yes other people feel like this. However, does anyone have moments of panic when you DO concentrate on something and think “oh my god I probably don’t have adhd because I was able to function?!” And then panic that all the times that you weren’t able to ‘function’ were due to you being lazy/ stupid/ immature? I want to get some sought of clarity on where I’m at (I haven’t been diagnosed) however I’m just so scared that my diagnosis will be “yeh man you’re just a lazy sod, ain’t nothing wrong with you bucko” so I’m procrastinating on it. Any thoughts ?",3.0636318407960204,5.156751805970154,4.1754477611940315,85.01575870646768,75.71641791044777,7.451741293532338,24.59950248756219,8.344100000000001,1.5916189054726368,538,18,106,10,12,175,89,134,0.12,0.7829999999999999,0.098,-0.7285,3,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,0,7,7,1,4,3,1,16,2,1,0,1,14,24,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,2,12,1,14,15,2,15,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,8,65,20,2,0.29209912819953043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265695829487617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099318711840795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424250208012695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890304586921729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482372332420893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780895775434895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384704790723615,0.10433783777495503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630486926866788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135243977070893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493550748861745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013849573225085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140730860036955,0.0,0.0,0.139420834785869,0.10125237839168176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746613210148647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460890871859953,0.0,0.09356309057513344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462210922163224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081370865787758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243608978011768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358266345220126,0.0,0.11594704000059484,0.08516267532605552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614381691976734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596822710984189,0.0,0.09405113085719716 adhd,SofonisbaAnguissola,2019/08/10,"So I'm taking a semester off from college. Part of me is frustrated that I graduated high school five years ago and am still a junior, and now I'm postponing graduating even more. But the other part of me is relieved. I finally saw a psychologist for the first time about two weeks ago and started on Wellbutrin, which so far hasn't been having any effect. I feel like if I tried to tackle another semester without finding *something* that works I'd just end up dropping out entirely. I barely survived last semester.",4.783530927835052,6.9150715154639215,5.926378865979384,74.16936211340209,70.95876288659794,9.386082474226805,32.74355670103093,9.827888789773867,3.6610628865979393,415,20,70,11,8,138,75,97,0.053,0.858,0.09,0.5401,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,12,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,7,2,11,10,3,19,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,13,50,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637533192687976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952711105690746,0.2151455351196032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172555135453256,0.0,0.0,0.13551719685128025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374344434807184,0.1465781906434683,0.0,0.2247609158107632,0.18752767817820096,0.17452309519942255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167803230699496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724629827482354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023891373085404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44437248637055377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764965408307304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795495626949044,0.0,0.0,0.14522504024904628,0.0,0.16385428282615866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426725456177431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964011451506948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393014305263746,0.0,0.20042770656103345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645802774206783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778290258465836,0.0,0.14937099479358054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212699134857045 adhd,happyhousefamilies,2019/08/10,"ADHD Podcast for adults and children Interesting podcast about what ADHD is and what it looks like. [Podcast about ADHD](https://anchor.fm/sandra690/episodes/Season-2-What-is-ADHD-e4tieg) Let me know what you think?",9.06375,13.574947875000005,4.861250000000002,74.45875000000002,70.25,5.7,36.125,7.1686216300943375,3.17385,180,9,21,2,4,47,23,32,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9462102473637656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817314711495356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012729905812015,0.0,0.09616166391634356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528843183992278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612133040167034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThtOneWe1rd0,2019/07/04,"I have a strong urge to jump when excited. Please give advice I also posted this on the OCD page as I'm not sure what this is When I say jump I don't mean in a suicidal way. I'm a 13 y/o Female and I find that anytime I get excited I get the urge to run about my room. In my house there is a straight hallway leading from my kitchen. To my brother's room, as my room leads onto this hallway whenever I feel excited I tend to run back and forth a fair amount of times. This usually happens when I'm listening to a movie or watching an action scene in a movie and am excited by it. If I am imagining a cool scenario in which I am doing something daring or brave then I feel that I need to run around till I have finished the ’scene’. I didn't know if this was a symptom of OCD or not however when searching this up some people were saying it could be a type of OCD. This doesn't really harm anyone however it is interrupting my life, I could be halfway through a show and would have to stop it just to run around. I only really stop when I start to sweat alot or when my parents tell me to stop. It tends to happen more at night but also happens in the day. As I am writing this I am listening to music I feel like I am shaking slightly and am buzzing? I feel the urge to run very much even though I am listening to a very calm and slow song. However, I might be imagining this I'm not 100% sure Has anyone else experienced this? Is there a name to what's happening. Will I grow out of it? Is it related to OCD or ADHD? Please leave answers below",2.1524788930581598,3.4192919542682962,4.044024390243905,88.53831144465296,76.10365853658536,7.607129455909945,25.4202626641651,8.263242389622931,1.4421886491557228,1203,42,270,21,26,409,159,328,0.045,0.8420000000000001,0.113,0.9552,4,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,17,13,0,1,20,1,31,4,1,2,2,47,55,28,1,6,12,2,4,1,0,3,2,6,4,0,22,9,1,3,10,2,0,12,6,2,0,0,3,13,34,11,41,44,6,50,0,0,1,0,11,17,0,10,20,183,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775358436028629,0.11200746646115288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833266298263216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160292984923448,0.11744396752441184,0.0,0.2040760807536244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813738023335944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303296563795174,0.0,0.0,0.07392182282026519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575212232658034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570686801921803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182567029445955,0.08188610738251112,0.0,0.0,0.10476259479723242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977071505390995,0.10995603831747232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054400563977804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225860477837356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629933517973779,0.0,0.0,0.12136833713188445,0.0,0.0,0.08096103461280099,0.05599860673431467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485715527279198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215960180327041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426048995853422,0.08499089315096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756515001247377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871753319922502,0.0,0.0,0.12727436485189492,0.0,0.0,0.07946458644848485,0.0,0.0,0.2516414636878139,0.0,0.0,0.10977636272022782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685980551753472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230431423628493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824175311417456,0.0,0.0,0.08113016805745939,0.0,0.0,0.28748782156224456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537805959086254,0.0,0.21606009389786646,0.1191363317418776,0.0,0.0,0.10018483638118757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261570862704187,0.0,0.0668371141806932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624013616426671,0.18915060330474148,0.0,0.09098175024728676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142430709405535,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHD_Doggy,2019/07/04,"I feel having ADHD, I can be a great person to be around when someone wants to get their mind off stuff because of my ability to jump around topics/subjects. But it sucks when I'm the person with ADHD who needs emotional support and there's nobody around. The mental stamina seems beneficial one way. I've noticed that when my friends are depressed or whatever and just need to get their minds off things, I can be pretty good at keeping their minds busy and holding a conversation. However, these days I've feeling myself down in the gutter and I have been reaching out to people whom I feel most closest to and I feel this is where my ADHD ends up really being destructive as I end up thinking negatively. It becomes so intense and wears the other person down, that they sometimes just stop messaging me or avoid hanging out. It seems not many people have the mental endurance. Right now I'm multitasking pretty hard on the computer, because if I don't I end up zeroing in on negative thoughts. Booked an appointment with a therapist again and just trying not to think about how lonely I am, but just wondering if any of you have similar experiences.",7.805555555555558,7.817040296296297,7.764259259259258,71.45666666666669,62.70370370370371,10.71851851851852,36.05555555555557,10.317481424215053,3.801683333333333,928,39,157,19,12,299,136,216,0.071,0.821,0.10800000000000001,0.6226,1,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,4,0,17,9,2,1,10,0,15,1,1,1,0,48,35,19,0,5,12,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,12,14,0,4,10,1,0,2,5,5,0,2,2,5,20,4,30,29,1,33,0,2,0,0,13,20,1,8,10,120,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37941083809221055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156242388087489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810405159069988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829879294952806,0.11622219025529945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786693519878735,0.0,0.09063750402162042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837358179996613,0.27961707593977186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029386064600059,0.0,0.0,0.21283698295080933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130318112826232,0.0,0.10996037499020878,0.0,0.0,0.08826491053282709,0.0,0.11602036243891448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426859249549506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353641608779782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669030453265196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210133816998136,0.0,0.3187676660123009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605869059771954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198090962822886,0.0,0.0,0.07130897820986938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459113894474825,0.2756576353252178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412070878427047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674153079842119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898688783068768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160134664531056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916404699995252,0.0,0.10407867361004733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797996140618528,0.0,0.0,0.12046723997943055,0.0,0.11941778758309055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218426459128084,0.0699124958567922,0.13485882178179642,0.0,0.08354368547948844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144667400498829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206947539765359,0.08352949525227514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412129803547905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pancake-surprise,2019/07/04,"Tips for getting enough to eat/taking the time to eat? On non-work days I have a really hard time eating regularly and an even harder time eating food that isn't just a sleeve of crackers. I feel horrible on days like this, no energy, very little stamina, almost kind of depressed but at the same time, I can't convince myself to go downstairs and make a salad despite having no problem eating at least two healthy meals on days that I work at the appropriate time(s) of day. I know it's the adderall suppressing my appetite/making everything else more interesting than eating, but I don't know how to effectively break through it. TL;DR any tips on how to eat enough/eat moderately healthy on days without a set schedule? It's always the days without a schedule that get me.",8.999387755102044,7.6696474421768706,8.654421768707483,70.41795918367347,60.97278911564626,11.12108843537415,38.00680272108843,9.957137785484203,3.7336149659863938,622,25,109,10,7,200,91,147,0.086,0.759,0.155,0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,11,0,5,9,0,4,0,18,12,6,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,1,4,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,2,9,4,21,12,4,24,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,13,68,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284949849054147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715363512918455,0.0,0.0,0.06305536819531106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587951068597484,0.0,0.07986287884687833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7590368222766675,0.07745884244436946,0.0,0.0,0.1916169579276772,0.0,0.06124319983066754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333417860233018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688394270952394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212199512647944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688872394042954,0.0,0.05269707617233059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306231799738906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655757596112696,0.1019171584578306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045300168296461794,0.09293361373807753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189386098882126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872416039459945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059401244905021036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703399867786273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057768585628627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650685135556648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876488161682705,0.0,0.13500807123524014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,korben-dallas2263,2019/07/04,"Considering suicide if I can’t find a medication that works for me I’ve been unmedicated for most of my life, and any time I tried medication, it never worked out. If either didn’t help me focus or gave me bad side effects. So now I’m trying a non stimulant, but I have to wait a few more weeks just to see if it works, but in the meantime, I’m still getting nothing done. I’m sick of having to fight myself to do basic tasks like going to bed on time, brushing my teeth, getting ready for work on time. Ive tried on and off to improve myself but I always end up feeling overwhelmed, procrastinating, and giving up. I’ve been stagnant for years. I’m convinced that I cannot dig myself out of this hole unless I find a medication that can give me the push I need. Otherwise, I’m doomed to a life of mediocrity and will inevitably kill myself out of frustration. I’m not depressed, I’m just lazy. I still have highs and lows like everyone else.",3.738234854151081,4.9342076439790565,5.052180254300676,83.14037958115185,72.03664921465969,7.551383694839193,26.73186237845924,7.957251820313856,1.514515033657442,744,25,152,10,14,248,109,191,0.152,0.6940000000000001,0.154,-0.3703,0,0,0,0,1,2,21.0,0,0,0,6,7,11,3,1,7,0,13,7,1,2,1,29,30,14,2,4,12,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,5,3,19,3,27,24,4,25,1,4,1,0,5,13,0,5,12,95,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451388647894872,0.0,0.0,0.09358878895746052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490998403220434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853503243030045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083675726292202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496688491233567,0.0,0.12189368894021495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315052779414163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958664337894697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157101245426194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380533484685618,0.26404225609842275,0.07821468150485263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224621943166436,0.14540692308643074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226015797860698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441528234679573,0.1344719097445623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159239909744745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204617917665933,0.1061438290923951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205358646742416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966821637405932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981282030470645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505379159988949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074833937392545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803122364732673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039337612173422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007665722370097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862510672826976 adhd,ajdadamo,2019/07/04,"Hi, have ADHD, grateful for you all Hey, nothing of value to contribute rn, just wanted to say I've been diagnosed ADHD for my entire life and I took meds for 16 years, I've been unmedicated for like the last 5. It's super hard, as you know. Not hard like loss, not hard like hunger and homelessness, but psychologically very taxing. For that reason many people just don't get it, they can't relate. My whole life feels like a whirlwind, I just kinda drift from one place I'm expected to be to the next and my social life is marred by inconsistency and the inability to quickly and effectively communicate. ADHD has left me very depressed and bewildered my whole adult life, and the medication had it's own drawbacks when I was on it. I'm incredibly grateful that this community exists, because I just want people to talk to who understand. Thank you.",5.142246376811595,6.791565372670807,6.279767080745341,73.93633799171846,69.18633540372672,9.093374741200828,27.702380952380953,9.516144504307137,2.525720082815736,679,23,123,15,12,227,103,161,0.079,0.7559999999999999,0.165,0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,3,6,8,0,0,5,0,10,7,0,2,1,24,20,10,0,3,7,0,4,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,8,7,1,0,5,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,5,5,13,6,17,14,4,10,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,1,9,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457116526771544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728759003955529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920062600725056,0.1286851565150901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410682869802667,0.09057596860694707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624047029173775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407261516449609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967828899465148,0.10334754028322808,0.0,0.0,0.13775339780056692,0.0,0.3582109036015159,0.24776500960813005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854113945029513,0.0,0.0,0.14083070281709872,0.1277235915116585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348383863850292,0.0,0.0,0.12165461984603225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591349844097251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757949453843308,0.0,0.13246442135275258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035715997706954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008253437060033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292423959549816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190581221697716,0.0,0.11672754661932135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086394974589167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198873359509214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922351366496203,0.14956337649696527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831041601676803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164604957928487 adhd,toxicsgo,2019/07/04,"I lost my wallet with a good ammount of money, an ID and a credit card. Im so fucking mad at myself right now, I've never posted a rant in here before, I dont really like to rant, but hell...",1.5096899224806215,1.8256309767441896,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,76.44186046511628,6.663565891472868,18.984496124031008,6.42735559955562,0.0652542635658917,144,2,33,1,3,54,37,43,0.141,0.6920000000000001,0.168,0.0224,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,5,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851560877922077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927493989669015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098061416221378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810764977243494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619790468419453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637190589699055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658149217718273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584594484822822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209451779213926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468167300938093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28618427658767176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inagartenlover,2019/07/04,"How do you motivate yourself to clean/stay tidy? [20F] I would say my biggest manifesting issue is my inability to be tidy/do house chores. I did minimal chores as a child and generally don’t like doing them but I understand their importance and living in a tidy environment helps my headspace. I put off or get distracted while doing chores and will end up with dirty dishes in the sink for a week or more. I’m not depressed. Typically after a long and busy day I feel like I’ve earned some time to rest and once I get into that relaxed zone you couldn’t make me do a load of laundry if you put a gun to my head. Any tips or advice is helpful!!! I take 10mg vyvanese. I don’t feel I need it as much for school or work but more so chores and the mundane (like driving.) However, I typically cant take it right before I do chores because it’s 3-5pm and I’ll be wired and unable to sleep. I’ll take it in the morning but will just be dead and in need of rest after going to school and working",1.999565217391304,3.6971341014492793,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,77.55072463768116,6.918840579710146,23.57729468599034,7.793537801064563,1.0346599033816428,777,25,171,12,18,261,121,207,0.086,0.7879999999999999,0.126,0.8139,1,0,0,1,0,1,20.0,0,3,2,4,3,6,0,1,9,0,18,3,2,3,0,36,31,23,1,5,10,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,5,1,5,12,1,2,4,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,3,21,4,22,23,6,21,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,6,11,104,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056340376801378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477843866295504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392462187956943,0.0,0.13110917364761607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936767260435543,0.0,0.13270730141144274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646752514159458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581310381857866,0.11007347490624653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099896819378484,0.0,0.08756617432376204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581286532145707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655069805430248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778552039606102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081757794324822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258244321357553,0.0,0.13605384630027592,0.13635433123865065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284837441822953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326518286812146,0.2284940203790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640882216953806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097822335661832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158191467997746,0.0,0.12252914444113615,0.0,0.3118706662657584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418944267203433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422682767934813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475428240582738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898442195598339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040080805906298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359221352917815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434148456811956,0.0,0.0,0.10945271072428844,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rickygeewiz,2019/07/04,"I hate the Fourth of July. Social interactions, loud sounds, and mosquitoes galore. I don’t mind the food and seeing certain people but it’s such a dumb holiday haha makes me sooo nervous thinking about the pop of the fireworks.",3.404285714285713,6.436248000000003,4.262190476190476,79.46614285714288,80.90476190476191,6.217142857142857,25.06666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.8154323809523816,184,7,29,3,5,59,36,42,0.191,0.626,0.184,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754848687611306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882247163002938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624783329639402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970415116912549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726102024270129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133465393440862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008396902016969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519603907838621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1amymarch,2019/07/04,ADHA? I keep seeing ADHA used interchangeably with ADHD. What does the A stand for?? I won't be able to sleep until I know!!,-0.407,1.8086650000000049,2.4235000000000007,88.81925000000004,99.0,4.1000000000000005,10.25,5.985473137389443,-1.0223999999999998,95,1,19,1,4,33,22,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.3867780030952439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648319973633407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384720369596156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437860605268161,0.0,0.0,0.21256307538251198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30821199215003786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870573295434381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340520107083021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tay261,2019/07/04,"Fitbit/smart watch ADHD hacks and tricks Does anyone have any hacks and tricks that works well for them?? I currently use the timer and alarms a ton, but I am looking for more.",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,74.58823529411767,5.7098039215686285,17.215686274509807,6.42735559955562,-0.4371254901960779,139,2,29,1,3,40,28,34,0.138,0.8140000000000001,0.048,-0.2168,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492649030174081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787624009300274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28662841672311284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587272857613975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442329476849456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35404275100818544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685709376744108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842957990424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustKindaAnxiety,2019/07/04,"Managing the ADD Impulses Here's a question for all of y'all: How do you guys manage the random impulses that come with your ADD/ADHD? Trying to take my mind off of it isn't always easy because then I just hyperfocus on the fact that I am trying NOT to think about the impulses. But generally, giving into the impulses wastes time and sometimes money, so I'd like to hear what you guys do to try and curb them :)",7.4445180722891555,5.867657518072293,8.283222891566266,72.63399096385545,64.18072289156626,11.673493975903616,32.798192771084345,10.686352973137794,3.2675325301204814,326,10,64,7,4,111,62,83,0.028999999999999998,0.872,0.099,0.6977,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,2,18,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,12,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,3,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807967683488393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441196788469986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424282709915448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126511166905134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241342783446917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462692021320649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633357233804517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414750386390912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359155867039369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617366947240792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108160550199305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756725146029249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497107523209072,0.0,0.0,0.1362407065838329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758903499877923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ayrmid252,2019/07/04,"Hate wanting to do something but having no f'in clue what I want to do. I frequently feel that I desperately want to go do something, but I have no clue what that something is. Nothing really sounds good. Anybody else suffer with this? It zaps my energy and make me feel angry and on edge.",3.3464285714285684,5.4968679285714295,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,75.07142857142857,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,1.7217471428571427,228,8,43,4,5,74,39,56,0.335,0.5870000000000001,0.078,-0.9658,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,5,14,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355445272623306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27062408430911344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208936323104486,0.22445921059774468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642102240111394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786322617770449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567797437998926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143830680836886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6180595169815861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735312832427981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yamahabassistx,2019/07/04,"First post here, ill try to post more often, I've just been a ghost member here since i joined, liking posts i agree with and all thay jazz. But i just wanted to talk about the struggles i have with ADHD. Sleeping and studying are among the common struggles i face, as well as hypersensitivity. I beat myself up over everything im involved with, even if it wasn't my fault. I get depressed very easily, i get mad very easily , its awful. I've been taking medicine for my ADHD for years upon years, since elementary school if i Renner correctly , and im now a senior in high school and i still take it. 50 miligrams of that medicine i can't remember the name of. I hope someone can give me advice on how to live with this because its really been beating the shit out of these past few months and I hate to say it but im losing the battle.",4.017499999999998,5.115235273809528,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,71.26190476190476,7.504761904761906,24.119047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.071990476190476,658,17,135,8,12,214,108,168,0.149,0.762,0.08900000000000001,-0.873,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,11,12,4,2,7,1,8,4,3,1,2,24,16,12,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,1,1,4,1,17,3,23,12,3,20,0,2,0,0,5,8,1,4,10,86,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020452953696738,0.122796544452825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660307031594601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082334593211864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299930422344075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293790757421887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688898390047047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130758510964996,0.120547513248065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406631282192795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276998345740604,0.0,0.12481183025850667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072131937310898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139265192228471,0.0,0.11096283537088138,0.0,0.0,0.1405848855622474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030310182086594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995966512468112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610515913950925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050301112212822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235181603288724,0.0,0.0,0.09993235511144212,0.0,0.25435556832018985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899138470860555,0.20789965940641028,0.0,0.12575387031237648,0.0,0.10647395201416517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100354728289774,0.0,0.0,0.2627407504582942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896605140289574,0.10100325414294167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531700831819439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073704655666424,0.07411936276330854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298623453618445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184585581566832 adhd,joetom1992,2019/07/04,"I want to write and generally be creative, but I'm always too tired I have dozens of ideas I want to execute on. I want to write novels, short stories, screenplays, essays, I just want to write, I love writing, but I can't do it. I'm always telling myself I'm going to. I forget who said it, but they said you should try to write at least an hour every day. If you can't do that, you can't be a writer. I think it's harsh, but I understand the meaning behind it. I want to write every single day. I know I'd enjoy doing it. I can't do it. I just get so damn tired. I try to make the words come, but my mind feels exhausted at the thought of trying. It's not sleep. I get 8 hours on average ever since I forced myself to follow a proper sleep schedule. I'm just tired. It's like I'm using all my mental energy just getting normal shit done, that I wear myself out. I really hate not being able to do things I genuinely want to. The one time I tried taking Vyvanse to see if it would help I felt like a different person. I understood how authors and artists do what they do. I wanted to create, so I did. I always thought I didn't have the drive for it, but I do, I just don't have the brain for it. I want to get a prescription to see if it helps, but because I've put off getting a family doctor so long, I still have to wait another 2 months just to get my first appointment, who knows how long from there. 2 months of summer that I'd love to spend doing what I love. I'll be lucky if I manage a combined 10 days of actual productivity. Exercise and mindfulness meditation get me like 1/3 of the way there, but I'm terrible at sticking to them. It's the worst part of the this sucky disorder. Genuinely wanting to work on personal projects, having the time to do it, having the ideas, the passion, but then not doing it.",2.7888369483919253,3.749002075916232,4.650609573672401,86.01943717277489,74.0523560209424,7.865519820493642,23.85228122662677,8.306716005460428,1.258755871353777,1411,39,308,23,28,483,175,382,0.14300000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.156,-0.4289,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,3,2,16,15,3,0,19,0,31,15,5,4,2,70,78,22,0,16,22,0,2,3,0,2,6,2,0,2,24,5,0,1,12,3,1,5,9,6,0,3,9,6,46,9,39,63,5,32,0,0,2,4,24,9,2,5,20,203,70,4,0.08125018722378498,0.0,0.07928846225000137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028199937609428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519790563846799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049529359994646714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070207999198024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998984191004462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719894729717945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488915242803187,0.09311975374456168,0.08316300948876569,0.0,0.08314715099240624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734954460049189,0.13691357405575838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659544543310062,0.0,0.04108253595531546,0.0,0.07801292146567576,0.0,0.0,0.06911136774587412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971490854263335,0.0,0.046176353810576345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021773860527061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892057563132364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003013562312673,0.0,0.0,0.18344314313774746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930595604445322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190842121161783,0.0,0.0,0.14380771779753027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199943985657071,0.0,0.05423513088992011,0.0,0.0,0.08850527319528638,0.0,0.0,0.08188107847359101,0.0,0.16407905454249655,0.0,0.1297062485400464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796079324311243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550572296342096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798603499041481,0.0,0.0,0.1418890590359835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167887961219839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205095046550545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545750683109547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294917594403096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340214958865114,0.06721099448778255,0.0,0.16261773027458554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488650447206018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109002908172372,0.0,0.07101624488055497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397901407813745,0.05206183923423318,0.0,0.12900714584340425,0.09475527513377284,0.2801554134850692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206541748903492,0.0,0.0,0.08458431034171311,0.0,0.0701740745216261,0.0,0.0,0.4313111898991572,0.06449261673332506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591511039839749,0.0,0.0,0.05771780182202061,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noughnough,2019/07/04,"Neuropsychological testing? I’ve been off medication for a few months because I was very frustrated with the last clinic I was attending and had taken some time off of school. I’ve been struggling a lot without them and I am starting classes again next week and just started seeing a new psychiatrist who only put me back on vyvanse on the condition I get neuropsychological testing as soon as I can. Everything I’ve read on the matter says it is not a reliable way to test for adhd and it’s unnecessary and costly. I’m a pretty good test taker and do well in controlled, quiet environments that don’t have a lot of people. I worry that if I do the tests, I won’t meet the threshold and will lose my medication and not be able to find a new doctor to prescribe it with the test results in my record. I don’t think I can finish my nursing degree without vyvanse. Does anyone have any experience with neuropsych testing? What did you think of it?",6.423099850968704,6.80764861748634,7.3408047690014895,72.06384500745158,65.55737704918033,9.496075509190264,33.57625434674616,9.339509955726095,3.0481300546448082,759,31,136,13,11,255,111,183,0.081,0.865,0.054000000000000006,-0.6940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,5,5,1,1,13,0,19,4,0,2,0,26,27,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,11,0,1,3,1,1,2,7,3,1,0,7,3,16,2,22,17,4,23,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,4,13,98,24,11,0.1501441373391939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180444075653876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210316205250572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498427185264184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545157376934108,0.0,0.09152647253447384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839941704104033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367888671851174,0.13139214638901514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349398692906038,0.14686977671886814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372290214376304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844411478899116,0.0,0.0,0.1259337788597692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238751140250625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797288429960866,0.0,0.2552943527212427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025088448097102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984361796551893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900202868990652,0.15967999340833314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141913822004062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409103992105057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275056546568774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093632811488936,0.0,0.0,0.1501847684750934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940064435653212,0.0,0.15195388280019256,0.11964543823234525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254558639263046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696325213417867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241260130481214,0.0,0.0,0.08755025390965214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388463767094865,0.0,0.11917742758551725,0.12043657041874913,0.0,0.1349976110539401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894671809778947,0.0,0.0,0.1524786596378153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,omonaroll,2019/07/04,All natural ways of dealing with adult adhd? I’m having a hard time and really afraid to get back on pills after 5 years addiction to opiates.. anyone have something that works for them that’s all natural?,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,69.76923076923077,9.302564102564103,28.384615384615394,9.725611199111238,2.9309076923076933,165,6,28,4,3,54,35,39,0.036000000000000004,0.826,0.138,0.6072,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36813644907699056,0.4058427223858865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361235886630283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596659426611546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481478216812747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643124600101726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30250761211433297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633550791830106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25997344082383383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969121638574872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680458833740283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584534979398265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746394907662367 adhd,wisenheimer51,2019/07/04,ADHD in a third world country Hi everyone. I live in a third world country where healthcare system is laughably bad and ADHD specialists/psychiatrists are almost non existent. I was just wondering whether any of you has been in the same boat and how did you get help? Has anyone tried online CBTs? I’m a little skeptical of these due to privacy concerns. Thanks!,3.5331818181818164,6.626745272727272,4.25477272727273,79.25215909090909,81.12121212121212,7.542424242424243,27.946969696969692,8.472884824447931,2.7827333333333333,292,13,47,7,8,93,52,66,0.081,0.795,0.124,0.4488,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,4,1,6,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,1,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348914264135579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644986911180145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962468970495565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469327370815453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054639723106192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523976964327182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800257988980336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770478999295469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647383087060257,0.2332410201631797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431852084794588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933415265475555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864492513902685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,squidpodiatrist,2019/07/04,"My current experiences with switching medications Hi, So a few weeks ago I posted asking about differences in stimulants and, after talking with my psychiatrist, I ended up switching from Adderall to Vyvanse. I'm really mad that I did not switch sooner since Vyvanse has much less of a, ""crash"" than Adderall does while still helping me focus. It's definitely not as noticible as Adderall is and it takes a lot longer to kick in, but in terms of my daily life and activities I think its a much better fit. So thank you for the help and discussion!",7.412211221122114,7.940295584158418,7.798762376237626,69.13134488448846,63.45544554455447,10.693729372937293,35.645214521452154,10.504223727775694,3.9318105610561047,438,19,73,10,6,144,75,101,0.021,0.807,0.172,0.9416,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,17,7,6,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,8,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180411396822545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128284786722473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013440358392351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378530158041487,0.0,0.0,0.19922409538814576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163644939492084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269214112725466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30518725486154363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080080757809329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935457631082733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229340385290966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347080455939683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25918890001673256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803238882531886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584284551773394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883201478265216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180710175841613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116966346165244,0.18298200011935206,0.0,0.20959589531508585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587335502815088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261264050201997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Boskintio,2019/07/04,"I don’t have OCD, but that won’t stop me from checking if the door’s locked three times. It’s not an impulse, I can just never remember if I did or not.",3.199428571428569,2.3319919428571443,4.720714285714287,92.38678571428574,72.42857142857143,8.142857142857144,26.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.8192857142857135,118,3,31,1,2,40,29,35,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,5,4,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515727615505105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6632559926774899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895032051745384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414090527899002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FrAnciuhh,2019/07/04,I got a tamagotchi I got one to finally try and be responsible. This thing is annoying me but I love how it constantly beeps to remind me that I need to tend to it. 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I slept in today and it's almost 11AM. I don't want to skip my Vyvanse but I also don't want to have an awful sleep tonight lol... is it okay to take it this late?,-2.7655519480519466,-1.1310895681818174,0.2705194805194804,104.31863636363636,103.77272727272728,2.5142857142857142,13.103896103896105,3.1291,-1.7638012987012983,145,3,38,0,7,50,31,44,0.096,0.79,0.115,-0.4454,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,2,0,0,5,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441208777026445,0.0,0.0,0.2748208081426303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876578491854978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439032195728199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167716373737965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32574479161424946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053932880740756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gregsterb,2019/07/04,"Never give up! I just wanted to make this post regarding the struggles to get the medication you know you need. Now my story is not the typical one where I couldn't get ADHD meds at all, but my story is about a booster dose. I've been on Vyvanse now for about 4 years. The first year I don't remember this being much of a problem but for the last 3 years I've basically slept away a majority of my evenings. My Vyvanse taken in the morning always wears off around 4pm and by the time I've eaten dinner around 6pm all I want to do is sleep. It's been a huge problem for me! For 3 years I've been telling my family doctor and a phyciatrists about this problem and all they've been willing to do is split up my Vyvanse dosage or increase it. It has never resolved the problem and when it did I was just blessed with not being able to sleep at all due to taking a Vyvanse dose so late in the day. I've read hundreds of stories on here about people getting IR booster dosages and have suggested this to the doctor's and they always refuse. So after waiting 1.5 years to get into a major hospital to see a different phyciatrist I finally saw him today. I didn't want to mention the booster dose just tell him my problems and hope that's what he decides to do. Well guess what? The second I finished telling him about always sleeping during the evening's the first thing he says is ""Hasn't your other doctors suggested a booster dose?"" I wanted to say Holy fuck finally a doctor who thinks! Anyways, moral of the story is, as frustrating as it can be to find the right doctor or the right medications don't ever give up because eventually things have to go your way!",6.448421227197343,5.7953516149253765,7.061169154228858,77.58591625207298,65.68656716417911,9.593698175787727,34.133499170812605,8.841846274778883,2.7713449419568823,1321,52,258,18,18,437,166,335,0.102,0.836,0.062,-0.9388,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,3,22,12,2,1,27,0,28,19,5,1,7,49,53,16,0,12,9,0,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,16,11,2,2,6,1,0,2,9,8,1,4,11,4,25,4,46,37,8,45,2,0,2,1,22,18,1,4,23,181,41,6,0.08245086421956661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908991616071053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581717209509987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467974995074822,0.0,0.0,0.07746530105076273,0.0,0.0,0.05026128154699423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053173986431809414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614360433755194,0.0,0.4219597663549438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891603640880683,0.07458152708765868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772733684720741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180641783172263,0.07535859617333499,0.1402653259702397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762244953754636,0.17230869408319802,0.15818876392712347,0.04685872621689127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082892253047772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189231208546742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531283869869205,0.06720845890920138,0.09300816614653123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503659210801402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158432293112813,0.16612114286071708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606108721194091,0.0611362710877016,0.12718237884135492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055870839440316115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057161047717869576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896513639837544,0.0,0.0,0.3944717091284321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247317659438526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934007563253702,0.1408251750792832,0.0,0.1311364731255386,0.0,0.0,0.06570266383361809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753122774292405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619554528419421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619927887564557,0.0,0.2161970684905468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095533810452494,0.05283118457191785,0.0,0.0,0.048077761978715335,0.0,0.07815377855364397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452662377972435,0.0654456582456626,0.0,0.0,0.07413322888411379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654782664981579 adhd,ladychiquitita,2019/07/04,"How young is too young for ADHD? Hi there! Please notify me if there's already a post/discussion about this, but I've been wondering for a while now... How young is too young for ADHD? &#x200B; Before I get any backlash, I just want to say that I know that ADHD has genetic components, which means you're most likely born with it. However, how young is too young for therapy, meds, etc. according to you? &#x200B; I personally had a very late diagnosis, and it really messed me up. I feel like I could have done things differently with more support, and it's a struggle not to focus on the ""what ifs"". This being said, I don't think that I would've liked to be put on meds ""too early"", just because it was interesting to get to know myself first without them. In hindsight, I probably would've done therapy from an early age to understand it better, and started meds around 11 or 12. &#x200B; My troubles were really severe too; my mother even thought I was deaf at some point due to all my zoning out. &#x200B; What's your take on this? I'm just curious as to how you guys think your personal ""best possible diagnosis scenario"" could've taken place.",5.920911441499674,6.6158568280543015,6.4243471234647735,77.11928733031675,66.69230769230771,10.11519069166128,30.717840982546875,10.125756701596842,3.009575048480932,913,33,171,21,14,297,136,221,0.063,0.8,0.13699999999999998,0.9525,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,4,1,3,18,10,0,1,6,0,16,1,0,4,1,34,34,13,0,4,9,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,3,15,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,10,4,21,7,27,21,6,27,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,6,19,117,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972095971678121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096816817585586,0.0,0.0,0.357269601067821,0.4006662093221186,0.056058069613757054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338389781778183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050251111382825606,0.0,0.07014541614790028,0.0,0.08650958678154327,0.07290633382051015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316339709980683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861261735325421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687175746319202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193590188883928,0.05444699884778555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168119859417983,0.058890995109894914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011847192842198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613691406284706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162279910253536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060733966327436,0.0,0.09298934632559516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081953022677636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979498910917573,0.2746973736570798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395669377500875,0.0861261735325421,0.09048797580681502,0.07792694577287224,0.09293215269186997,0.07894915812690978,0.0,0.0888779891678822,0.0,0.0,0.08286912000196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561889391289356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784137830121488,0.06555496909903646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312716015003132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834733733303851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617810396914688,0.0,0.0,0.09354533128443697,0.0,0.0,0.061980244769921373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885413395103862,0.0,0.05476560668397032,0.10564098879682576,0.0,0.06544353142921704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581688922853667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801683222172725,0.04862181552881895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946360845226441,0.08939635248149994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711775352815765,0.0,0.4006662093221186,0.0 adhd,imaginaryAudience,2019/07/04,"Taking notes in a group setting - Help! Hello everyone! I am wondering if this community can help me brainstorm. I’ve recently been given a new assignment at work. I work in manufacturing and every morning all management meets with each division and goes over the days problems and solutions. I am to attend these meetings and take notes and then send the notes out to Mgmt. I am the very inattentive type and I am nervous my attention is going to drift and I’m going to miss something. I’ve attended these meetings before and it’s very dull stuff. Does anyone have any tips for effective note taking in a group meeting setting? Thanks in advance!",3.7680155138978653,6.709849201680676,4.737983193277311,77.3976276664512,77.99159663865547,8.031286360698125,29.32191338073691,8.841846274778883,3.0494726567550097,521,24,85,13,13,169,80,119,0.077,0.807,0.115,0.6791,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,17,18,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,13,16,2,20,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,2,4,51,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380931250473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198978650140764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279581316932488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309619862036637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770607429581836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710934510523873,0.19404006605329044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308163170804401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722242451692383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961242283781149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430854068036987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005050377865062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633157859247948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324641443431724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580453314099961,0.0,0.0,0.18695762514265352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351045436290197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021845859239048,0.29567167708456243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,workoutmuscles,2019/07/04,"Product that changed my life! So one time while walking around Target my husband called to me and he was super excited to show me something but didn’t want to say what it was and just let me experience it. We walked up to the display headphones and he slipped a pair over my ears. Instantly, my eyes widened as I soaked in the absolute silence they brought. After that moment I would rave about them and kept telling everyone I was saving up for them. They are expensive for sure. I read online reviews and everyone seemed to agree they were the next thing in noise-cancelling technology. On mother’s day and with my graduation coming up my dad surprised me with them as a gift. Since then every time I head out to a coffee shop or I am having a hard time with external stimuli I slip them on and tune out the world. Not to mention the music really helps. As a side note, ear plugs never worked for me because the little things in my ear were a distraction themselves and I could hear new sounds like my heartbeat or breathing and would be distracted by those. These really just cancel all sound and are worth every penny. They are Sony WH-1000XM3 Wireless Noise-Canceling Headphones. ~ $300 bucks. I hope this post is allowed as it might seem like I’m doing an ad but tbh I just want to give y’all the peace and focus I experience when I can tune out all the chatter. One time I even used them in the car when the kids were driving me nuts lol. Obviously not while driving. So try them out at the stores! They have them in display. Wishing y’all good luck in all your endeavors!",4.193679653679657,5.87126787012987,4.433181818181819,86.1364393939394,71.59740259740259,7.470995670995673,27.768398268398272,8.07648339933343,1.7162852813852814,1256,46,247,18,24,392,183,308,0.043,0.787,0.17,0.9909,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,12,2,10,12,0,2,18,1,22,7,6,2,6,51,35,26,0,7,9,3,1,2,0,3,1,7,0,1,11,21,0,1,2,3,5,7,4,2,0,2,9,9,43,10,39,20,3,44,0,0,1,0,29,21,0,7,17,167,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197123909789412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197548606541133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731530708035486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225806280717304,0.11583939931461515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736835920981123,0.0,0.0,0.08672606924492242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882030809920646,0.0,0.22660411488027624,0.2569956777939614,0.0,0.2630871921850334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290018918527561,0.0,0.11279231514352545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046432414310287,0.0,0.1380114494871653,0.0,0.1515645297960595,0.0,0.0901366091835954,0.0,0.0,0.13356527891056166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375110971831491,0.09498456647967644,0.13139662578580147,0.1347805507846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265807142569728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371638966992126,0.12987801959933576,0.1430170388096126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224920173275475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879109404375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345126612492345,0.0,0.17229788412519914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069409274345558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448442913756108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124016023367064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035264026088825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267422930709569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753818731461478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786801168787669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136567780077256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130056011703808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116144320635729,0.0,0.0,0.1586351764836759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464107396354687,0.0,0.0,0.09790032620886116,0.0,0.0,0.19105616787693647,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LittleLeaf4,2019/07/04,"I just got paid, and had to make a quick trip to the store to get a bag of chips.... At least I remembered the chips. And now I have an assortment of plants to take care of. Yay.",-0.6134615384615358,1.0656373333333349,1.2227564102564124,103.66182692307692,85.92307692307692,5.951282051282053,14.878205128205128,7.1686216300943375,-0.6896717948717948,132,2,37,2,4,43,28,39,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,8,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947792729023293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535408055136529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881258619460903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32393076785909897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54973205200858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648730943259388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AgreeableBottle,2019/07/04,Really intense and realistic dream that seem to go on for days? I’m not sure if that’s an AHDH thing or a borderline thing or just me being weird but I’d like to know if anyone else has basically a second life in their dreams. In those dreams i still have to eat and pee and i can get drunk which are things that were never included in any dreams i had before. It’s like I spend days and sometimes weeks in this parallel universe and feel really weird when I wake up.,2.6470360824742265,4.247922608247425,3.8583376288659785,88.99616623711344,75.49484536082474,7.73659793814433,20.37242268041237,8.472884824447931,0.8540525773195875,371,8,82,7,8,121,69,97,0.078,0.7290000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9179999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,7,5,2,0,2,17,13,11,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,2,0,3,5,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,7,3,10,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,8,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631411272134746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072492736222468,0.23552088893356585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955957199770912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29648408154466593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235206317068638,0.1920202922550634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162251861382786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200934618963817,0.0,0.13063593062167955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632620069770228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235840156732287,0.22459802602233325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728382480689694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945110989792712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925782605500315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273394979696483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356817281995688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664231228955166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581305033566625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438151439940484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brainworks17,2019/07/04,"Powerless This post is going to seem crazy, but aren’t we all a little crazy. This time though, it has gone to far. I am on medication so I can live like everyone else, ever since an incident that occurred 3 years ago, my medication hasn’t been stable and it should be, it can be, but as crazy as this sounds, I have someone who steals my meds at anyones cost, but theirs. They are replaced with a placebo and I’ve been on medication for my adhd for decades and I’ve been living a decent life, with struggles here and there up until 3 years ago. I must have got wrapped up with a doctor who isn’t in the psychiatry field to help people, but rather use people as lab rats. Doing what he pleases, doesn’t even care that my life crumbles every time he strikes. I feel so helpless. I have gone to the DEA, after an incident that caused me to break down my medication, something I never do, I take as prescribed because it works for me that way, I don’t want to get high, I just want to live a routine that I can count on, I broke down my adhd medication at the time and put it in a needle and through my veins because I knew it wasn’t working, I swallowed so many, so to prove myself right I put that right into my blood stream, only to find that I was write, a doctor that I don’t even see anymore has somehow gotten to my life and placeboed me, not realizing or not caring that every time this happens, my life is on the line. These medications help me fight my daily adhd, depression and anxiety, so when some sad soul plays with my brain, they don’t care that they are playing with my life also, anyways the DEA didn’t have much to say, I didn’t give much information because it’s hard to call the one who does what they do out when your not certain who it is. Well I got back on my vyvanse a couple months ago with adderal prn , I was feeling good, rarely taking the adderal because the vyvanse works well for me, things were good and then BAM, everything crashed down. I knew it wasn’t me because I have been in this predicament for about 2.5 years, feeling so helpless when this evilness strikes. I go from happy and thriving to not wanting to wake up anymore and that’s how I feel today. Whoever does this, strikes when my doctor isn’t available. Example, today and this whole past week. I have over taken my vyvanse and adderal, just to prove to myself that it’s not me. There is nothing wrong with me during this, my vyvanse goes from good to placebo and that is immoral to me and it’s so crazy that doctors, nurses and pharmacists who partake in this kind of Russian roulette are still doing what they do. It’s because they have received no consequences, so what do I do? I can’t reach anyone who can help me.. death feels like the only way out of this emotional roller coaster that I cannot handle anymore. I’m strong, but I’m human and the expectations some have of me, they can’t even do themselves.. I want to end it all and then that is when consequences will be delivered. However I shouldn’t have to leave my kid and my life to prove a point and make the DEA do something about these people who do this to others. I’m at a loss. I’m so sad and my brain is sicker than it already is and I’m just tired of it. I signed up for help, not to be some sick fucks lab rat.. idk what to do about this problem anymore. I am isolated from everyone that would help me fight this and I’m at the end of my rope and don’t know what to do anymore. My whole life is fucked and I’m so tired of fighting what now feels like a losing battle.. I shouldn’t even be alive anyways and the fact I am is a miracle, so for someone or a group of people to continue to do this, I just wanna give up. Like for real..",4.3529955399378295,4.848244315231792,5.016799567509121,86.53823084200572,70.08609271523179,7.699689147182051,28.38829571563725,7.523968598718282,1.4643707257737533,2898,98,615,29,49,934,280,755,0.16,0.72,0.121,-0.9896,4,0,2,0,4,0,80.0,1,1,8,6,43,37,7,1,28,0,78,29,5,4,10,100,121,59,1,13,18,0,7,4,0,6,21,2,0,2,65,37,1,0,16,3,1,7,26,19,2,1,19,10,81,18,89,91,9,74,1,8,1,2,37,31,2,7,36,434,146,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987862008963876,0.0,0.14662268396618228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608433130238786,0.04409177982016408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217844956430057,0.0,0.2733976336257661,0.07710394288769935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239573887172834,0.0,0.2016602616699409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309873838579508,0.05629943390437666,0.0,0.16864272251864304,0.05663926969894278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100629957849836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047488061157625855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573377698368394,0.0964987647415485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605857314822934,0.0620199326166696,0.09766724379183396,0.0,0.0,0.14566571408594406,0.049873148890889736,0.09290794784223352,0.10536852360680178,0.049552165250334665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726876647929853,0.07877751792983882,0.0,0.0,0.05039278000762582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194362479398714,0.0288059841718772,0.10578184819051158,0.0626694657701416,0.13873493697891653,0.08819367291402896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875607464638824,0.05869268564081806,0.04939051151057222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478056740341614,0.058253604142985076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057415061148316376,0.030300987916653876,0.0,0.0,0.058380454634748974,0.0,0.0,0.2726064708525441,0.10774553552659508,0.055260180906507715,0.14605677242595105,0.0,0.0,0.061682437993654776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0368033246278803,0.05589866756882174,0.0,0.0,0.06124302829368185,0.333258843657611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400857057921341,0.0,0.08106176335234018,0.0,0.04252383910560903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290392773913696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373611912074534,0.0838659511189057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263300230462163,0.15289584726480066,0.0,0.0,0.060522140297120476,0.052120798403766135,0.0,0.052804496751009435,0.0,0.0,0.052757155962985115,0.0,0.11085266218719432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275618485381468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417070417530908,0.0,0.043845903299413534,0.0,0.0,0.0439357956837054,0.05019322059666153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045608593693949484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343213414140687,0.08489188838395023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440312219933716,0.0,0.0,0.05763951787468018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829099565145214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036629526759007686,0.0,0.05417027557621483,0.0,0.12859963989136391,0.12674012163415313,0.10452387303923932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761930510175032,0.0,0.0,0.13008120978275944,0.08752786877404449,0.044226312586097806,0.0,0.0991467379731788,0.0,0.0,0.12311346705218032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041773918301713,0.0,0.0,0.039166624333864766,0.06028193243598439,0.0,0.10651621893016068 adhd,Anon--Mouse,2019/07/04,"I am incredibly socially aware and capable Ok, so, I was diagnosed with ADHD two days ago and, to be honest, I didn't think anything of it. Until I came across this subreddit, and I discovered that all my 'lazy habits' were actually shared with others, and are not lazy, and are not my fault. That's not my point , but I just wanted to mention how much this is helping me, and getting me motivated. Due to having parents that constantly call me lazy and distracted, I needed this to keep me from falling back into that pit of 'you're just lazy so you can change the laziness but instead you're complaining cos you're lazy wow now you're complaining about complaining.' A notable 'consequence' of ADHD seems to be issues with social abilities. That sentence could have been worded a lot better, I'm sorry. I, however, have very high social skills. That sounds oh so cocky, so I'm just using my throwaway account for this, but I believe it to be true. I can read people to a high accuracy. Is this normal for other ADHD sufferers? I feel that maybe ADHD giving me the ability to find connections helps a great deal with this. I would never speak like this normally, mind you. I'd read the situation and try to express things accordingly without sounding so stuck up. But I feel that in order to communicate what I feel, I should really be blunt about it in this situation.",4.431377091377094,6.386631339768343,5.575984555984559,77.05257400257399,71.50965250965253,8.94877734877735,28.163449163449158,9.48565724429506,2.7460522522522526,1083,41,193,26,21,359,148,259,0.13,0.7040000000000001,0.166,0.9043,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,3,14,14,0,1,7,1,21,1,0,4,3,49,36,19,0,7,11,1,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,23,14,0,1,7,2,1,2,6,6,0,1,6,6,26,8,29,23,3,19,0,1,0,0,18,8,0,2,9,138,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.10454050312706943,0.0,0.5149833658648535,0.0,0.09496162580771897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815639688378121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237405389825082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069544938016395,0.0,0.09474512988863984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938864910248637,0.12252475417811293,0.0,0.0,0.11332616621763088,0.0,0.0,0.11576623428923292,0.0,0.08553219608239908,0.0,0.0,0.06908805550075486,0.11044323769927396,0.0,0.1087316545526702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624998968309991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979121413354823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596943834251045,0.10276598422621804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181079006429134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360994594000204,0.2263711238509191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181276021909273,0.0,0.0952194037801628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052336843200309464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910755483203437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762347485930313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816773605977052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875067449202718,0.07943331642875652,0.08262295003382693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992343836900013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895186086104545,0.0,0.0,0.07426837636628722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012696457519404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143119891597173,0.0,0.06862830222068045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752440147972906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083048298692095,0.0,0.3276074707704599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991991091067535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117042164645529,0.06864265887900033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273220404815288,0.0,0.10464751722517564,0.0,0.0,0.0925233362937005,0.0,0.08839099795261493,0.06318628281379136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326660949328656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609995036651644,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chaoticneutral,2019/07/04,"Frustration with medication and forgetting to pickup refills. Any tips? Does any one have any tips on how to consistently pick up medication before they run out? It seems like it is a vicious cycle, off meds it becomes harder to actually remember to pick up my meds.",4.368749999999999,7.331523375000002,6.099833333333336,68.42850000000001,75.66666666666666,9.673333333333334,30.43333333333333,9.888512548439397,3.937828333333334,214,10,34,7,5,73,36,48,0.114,0.8390000000000001,0.048,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.22026342851777936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604779491633385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492823883155915,0.192065225658236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752305703738335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027202066442507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014327469659954,0.4547644090595117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294903974407045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556889449745209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548073131003786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SomeRandomDuud888,2019/07/04,"4 days on Ritalin and I’ve never been so happy. Hey guys, since this monday I got my ritalin for the first time. My psychiatrist prescribed me 30MG per day. I’m so happy, for the first time I can focus perfectly on conversations and don’t have to ask 5 times what the other person has said. I cleaned my room in like 15 minutes what normally takes 2 hours due to distractions, less fights with my parents, less stress, I can focus perfectly while I play the guitar. My friends also tell me I come across as much happier.",4.834243697478988,5.861037186274513,5.710504201680673,80.0744117647059,69.29411764705883,9.357983193277313,28.296918767506998,9.606745405546679,2.48418599439776,411,14,80,9,7,135,73,102,0.06,0.6859999999999999,0.254,0.976,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,3,10,1,2,4,0,6,2,0,0,3,8,12,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,2,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,1,13,7,10,9,3,18,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,13,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637509163803145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280563666589766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844236076757094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522171891453077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326563290127989,0.0,0.0,0.1510754814010561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563930254128549,0.0,0.0,0.19361760151387872,0.0,0.4163167888889697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256975800116385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955320813782097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437460760743162,0.0,0.15081426207021664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915899180306535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712656241749945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073997753722792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860054881647692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175459569702966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239930224603359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470234599345239,0.0,0.17091257265451618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420668300528649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heygoldy,2019/07/04,"This is probably a given but... I have this issue where I really really want to read books so I buy them, start them, and never ever finish them. I’m sure this is classic but anyone have this issue and what do you do to manage it? I’d really love to be able to finish a book once in a while...",0.4919047619047596,2.1941657301587334,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,82.17460317460319,6.73968253968254,13.674603174603176,7.793537801064563,-0.02241587301587256,223,2,49,4,6,81,40,63,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8528,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,3,8,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,5,10,0,8,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,37,13,4,0.2439600962471557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058257165078305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067587403464936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092619153183369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201835117011433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815706588867973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598095405070045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630302457931657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440261153139027,0.0,0.4688612538336413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726762117794611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299295035637977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389398555471333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lgillie,2019/07/04,ADHD and TMI Ughhhh.... I can't stand the verbal diarrhea. I just told a girl who works in the canteen at my job all about my adhd and my OCD and she was asking about OCD so I told her some of the things that are common with OCD and by the end she's just looking at me like I'm legit crazy. I am always giving TOO MUCH INFORMATION and afterwards I hate myself.,1.1972727272727255,2.8907196363636416,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,79.9090909090909,6.477922077922077,17.493506493506494,7.447530270364453,0.17861558441558456,280,5,62,4,7,97,55,77,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.064,-0.4995,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,13,1,8,8,3,7,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,4,45,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809867431843394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112549143918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259700510416427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408694478239185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318741864038852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386426278783169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986394348685874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808929800453752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029789636463428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768767276533678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160584105135083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619363549009585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597074091180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IanMcQueen,2019/07/04,"My attempt to educate people on ADHD struggles Yesterday was the first time in over a year that I had gone so long without my meds that there was basically none in my system. It was fun, but annoying. I couldn’t do anything productive but I had a good time laughing at everything. I decided to use the opportunity to make put a thing telling people what it’s like to have ADHD on my snap chat story, but some people thought it was a suicide note or something. It surprised me that people took it that way because I’ve actually been a lot happier than I have been in a while, it also made me feel good that I have people who care about me and I can talk to when I’m feeling down. I don’t know if anyone else has had this reaction to something similar, or if I just wrote it in a way that made it seem super depressing. I really want to know if my analogy to what it’s like is accurate for other people too, or if it’s just me. Here’s the link to the post if you want to see it for yourself, or if you can relate to it. [the story post](https://imgur.com/a/dDOL4LU)",5.6962328767123305,5.050282424657535,6.8836643835616425,78.21535958904109,67.21917808219177,10.40502283105023,32.40525114155251,9.928628108626363,2.916308675799087,837,31,174,17,12,285,117,219,0.064,0.7390000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9842,0,0,2,0,0,1,24.0,0,2,0,4,9,13,1,1,12,0,19,0,0,4,0,35,37,18,1,9,16,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,24,1,0,0,8,1,0,3,4,3,0,1,15,3,21,10,25,21,3,24,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,13,10,128,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.11982268338711673,0.0,0.2951329243300623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819295196469592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585572856369607,0.12581008959356452,0.101043478043288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484999270502278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518982615360913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575651350809873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257302561050677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035329945895296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124169886987902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444280669429076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059763075741672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496136754371338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997533596426745,0.0,0.0,0.1086628883275952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438936358888476,0.0,0.23236860655616054,0.08196146996256845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638899949019193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107514818173032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351925657861781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343514117259476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866068253362607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784557331767793,0.11178093783248484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905531036117126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283639361581943,0.0,0.13430936677879984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869177311825067,0.1073215040901432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157441990790111,0.0,0.0,0.09747939329640327,0.14319651320533713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642119783375967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060487954335196,0.0,0.0,0.14484625065947834,0.19492567206759612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836256650434172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907098943408282 adhd,PrayItsMalignant,2019/07/04,"Is struggling to grasp concepts and new information a characteristic of ADHD? Hey guys, as the title states, this is something I'v noticed and been wondering for some time now. Whilst I've always considered myself to be fairly intelligent (if you can even define intelligence), I've noticed that it takes me significantly longer than 'average' to gain an understanding of things - whether it be new software at work, or the rules to a board game - and I had boiled it down to this...my natural response is to almost blankly and passively listen to things, which results in most of it flowing over my head, and as much as I try to focus I can almost never grasp something when only having heard/been instructed about it once. But I'm not so sure. This is slightly less of an issue when I'm medicated, but I feel as tho it really holds me back in some scenario's, as I'm quite creative and a deep thinker, and once I'm familiar with something I can generally do it well, but this surface level slowness is an unequivocal detriment...especially where employers are concerned. But even socially, I was 'attempting' to play a board game the other night with some friends, and I just couldn't wrap my head around the rules...they were going in one ear and straight out the other. For a long time I'd attribute this difficulty to simply being disinterested in whatever I'm having to focus on/learn, but lately it's gotten to the point where It's across the board even when I'm actively trying to listen, and it's pissing me off. So my question is; is difficult in grasping, retaining, and utilizing information a hallmark of ADHD, or is there a chance I've got another underlying learning condition that's beginning to unearth itself more as I move through young adulthood? **TL;DR; Struggle to comprehend new info and concepts even when I'm actively trying - is this typical of somebody suffering from ADHD?**",9.375164335075006,8.400197323782237,9.355725602561943,64.55180178661722,60.00286532951289,12.452452384965449,40.873251306253174,11.557038098267885,4.895769796055959,1522,71,251,37,17,501,192,349,0.065,0.845,0.091,0.8422,1,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,4,20,9,1,2,17,0,24,6,4,2,2,53,41,34,0,2,11,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,23,16,1,2,12,3,0,3,3,5,1,1,6,4,16,4,48,31,7,43,0,1,0,0,12,20,1,11,19,177,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856677681964811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422795699229435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900675769367708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216629883309147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522506797437838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225254025666827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826080009625741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540867286613737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826439660255318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079293454135199,0.0,0.08555286244323536,0.0,0.0,0.105916104539688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956206122338096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164782022856604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066566492195994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466417823362304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775999028571276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369109356639398,0.0786345058590444,0.0,0.08250106923445161,0.3099339126949692,0.0,0.1003831383255346,0.0,0.0,0.2435697778438143,0.0,0.22783693812297084,0.07248494696898444,0.0813547269625678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112025837988882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198297348683103,0.11377467375781745,0.0,0.0,0.06852706555059056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904140079195786,0.0,0.24704983281073775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223654399736084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081699458357277,0.0,0.0804273580007933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421308699651948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474894103344865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178747405882111,0.0,0.0,0.11135847717476992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617795648201864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600329220519508,0.07787468900853019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,roadhogshusband,2019/07/04,"what happens when you go to a gp after a private assessment? i was privately diagnosed with adhd a few weeks ago after being told that the waiting list for nhs assessment was over a year. the person who assessed me recommended i make an appointment with my gp to discuss what next steps should be, but wasn’t particularly clear on what that will entail. does anyone else from the uk have experience approaching nhs doctors after having a private assessment? what kind of things can i expect? is there anything i need other than the DiVA assessment record? i am currently receiving no treatment because my last therapist didn’t work well for me, and as a result i just got fired from my job, so i really need something or someone to help me!",8.845933263816477,8.26693494890511,8.924608967674661,65.93642335766424,60.824817518248175,12.20813347236705,38.5495307612096,11.491704259439757,4.662160375391034,596,26,97,15,7,196,98,137,0.055999999999999994,0.85,0.09300000000000001,0.6113,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,11,0,13,2,0,2,1,14,21,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,1,14,2,17,11,1,16,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,10,74,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375193507032697,0.0,0.1751918620959529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819127058693995,0.20250082812695405,0.16263709887414438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047670864101273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005957761130475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022882117792499,0.17295207495584788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509902104606225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933253495732069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232075530033923,0.0,0.15806708789808185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476833614149614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247084614827126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961226440447296,0.0,0.0,0.2058068615886172,0.0,0.16109923330634926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192316765325288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29308829749373844,0.0,0.0,0.2101874955839538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725676126914748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661030133234644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745583749790632,0.15214939053621745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946993821634865,0.13130018139793806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884909917384893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585312008894178,0.0,0.17769796435727786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388092883174394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727072123505148 adhd,yuckybutt,2019/07/04,"I think my ADD is taking a toll on my relationship Hi folks! Not an avid user of this sub but maybe I should be.. I have ADD and I'm a messy person. Not the best combo. I've been living with my partner now for about 6 months, and I think the way my brain works is taking a toll on us. I don't think it's totally my ADD, I need to take responsibility for the fact that I've never been tidy in the slightest, neither have my parents, but then again they also have ADD and find it hard. I find it incredibly hard to walk into a room and see chores that need to be done. I can walk into the bathroom with the intention to clean the toilet and end up cutting my hair for the next hour, then totally forget to sweep up the hair off the floor until my partner goes in there and asks me why there's hair on the floor. I think my biggest issue is tidying up after myself, after I do anything I tend to leave a bit of a mess and go onto the next thing without a thought about it in the world. My partner reminds me to tidy and he's very kind about it, but I can tell that everything is stressing him out a lot now. He definitely does more of the chores and I feel awful about it. I've been trying to get better at it but I feel like the harder I try the more I only realise I can't seem to do it. Does anyone have any advice? Has anyone found a way around it? I'm really feeling upset and frustrated.",2.7845598845598842,3.5082399427609414,4.467128427128428,88.22545454545454,73.81481481481481,7.0039442039442035,22.897065897065893,7.07126945348624,0.5901570947570938,1081,26,244,10,21,366,148,297,0.126,0.8029999999999999,0.071,-0.925,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,3,11,9,2,2,26,1,22,4,4,1,4,52,44,18,0,3,7,1,8,1,3,1,0,0,5,4,14,20,0,3,12,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,6,9,33,4,41,35,8,40,0,0,1,0,14,21,0,2,15,168,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154175798919308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445404227421048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032014096842914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517317084334393,0.0,0.09719602838771364,0.10514463052596007,0.11041868083168103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395115017854462,0.10446037564799876,0.12894760206133946,0.0,0.0,0.13185194028022112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672103601812364,0.1208694793778778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461208428810913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615135815391444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916277370329015,0.0843791636349358,0.0,0.0,0.2159042702548616,0.0,0.0,0.12950359993615584,0.0,0.0,0.0617085918921429,0.0,0.06712571360578287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161012239433374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631642784312035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232781352292652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299536636984128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506344612417794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057703507371414324,0.0,0.10429496997266058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004145120817581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865927700515765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427579024640813,0.0,0.0,0.1751569517687508,0.09109517721727507,0.0,0.2512266872557725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982942086553437,0.0,0.0,0.13114928528968292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031307536722611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756655063799352,0.0,0.0,0.12680797646420472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411989082286816,0.10752463609889716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529678026708966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26641634459471963,0.0,0.10323500497170976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784682968818917,0.3027253407285713,0.0,0.09376765390038633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038045154419953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207407073445158,0.0,0.0,0.09745468564858388,0.0,0.1875034541829566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657761694565612,0.0,0.0,0.11385565497923633,0.0,0.08598686855575753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotBen_2,2019/07/04,"My ADHD makes me impulsive. My fast-wired nature and ADHD tends to make me impulsive. It's mellowed out as I've gotten older but as a kid it got me in more trouble than I can think: either by sheer embarrassment or through actions that needed disciplinary responses from my teachers or my parents. I'll think of something, justify it and then say it or do it without really thinking it through. Like today: It's America Day and I thought I'd play a funny joke on my brother. We're due to drive to our parents this morning so I needed to wake him up anyway. So I had this brilliant idea: I pulled up the National Anthem on Spotify, turned it up loud, then ran into his room, saying ""It's America day bro!!"". A silly, lighthearted joke. But he got pissed and said I gave him a heart attack since I woke him up so abruptly. He charged at me with fists about to fly. He was fucking pissed, and now I'm embarrassed. Ugh.",3.1919963369963367,4.924712302197804,4.637604395604399,83.42406227106228,74.32967032967035,7.71047619047619,28.616849816849808,8.447377352677275,2.176330695970695,717,30,139,13,15,239,117,182,0.163,0.705,0.132,-0.8528,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,6,13,4,2,5,0,4,5,4,2,0,24,23,17,0,2,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,12,8,0,0,5,3,0,4,1,8,0,0,10,4,21,5,26,13,2,25,0,0,0,1,17,12,3,3,10,87,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981912991009244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884664461946165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136788439836469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531534792482895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649928895851043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963123565707357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701422355089709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093494650948257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116369615284007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456751620126068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679000072337265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612844851969468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758417505304767,0.26348494688744145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703877651919547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753605821093275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184519499988318,0.0,0.1315185228499124,0.0,0.0,0.15702987658930276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019460239113785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969395562446445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gazellana,2019/07/04,Every morning I have the struggle of staring into my open pill jar and trying to reminder if I opened it AND took my medicine or just opened it... ...And then deciding whether to risk it and accidentally take two or just go without it. yikes,5.588623188405798,6.428109021739129,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,67.47826086956522,7.872463768115942,34.89855072463768,7.793537801064563,2.5085159420289864,189,9,36,2,3,60,34,46,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,4,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,5,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33648171039535063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269679776773034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175023560690354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002723085024245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44370851516396703,0.27114219566988523,0.0,0.3901209644774523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849730061645976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SquizzleReddit,2019/07/04,"I think I screwed up my tolerance. Need advice. Hey I've taken Vyvanse for about a year (30mg) and it has worked wonderfully. It has made it easier for me to focus, do the things I need to, made it easier for me to be social, just overall making life better and thus making me happier. Until a week ago. I had a rough week and I felt I needed some help to keep up and so I took double dose one day and the coming 4-5 days I added 5 mg dexedrine IR in the morning and 3 in the afternoon. Since things calmed down I went back to my regular 30 mg vyvanse and, to my despair, it no longer works. I can't feel it, physically or mentally. I'm not focused, I procrastinatate everything, I can't function socially and I'm just not working at all. I'm not sure what happened here. The fact it used to work was no honeymoon. It was a year of taking it every single day. But since using 20 mg dexedrine on top for about a week (and 1 day doubling the vyvanse dosage also) it lost it's effect going back. My doctor is currently unavailable so I need advice on what you think happened and how I can make my normal dose work again. It's been I think 4 or 5 days since I returned to my usual dose. Do I need to take a break? Or will my body adapt to make this dose work again? I really don't want to increase the dose as this has worked so well for a year.",1.5221908127208472,3.1726348303886915,3.5852240282685517,89.52046501766786,78.78798586572437,6.78948409893993,21.920706713780927,7.699297019823105,0.8174566501766787,1039,30,231,16,25,354,143,283,0.073,0.823,0.10400000000000001,0.8858,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,11,15,7,1,0,14,0,16,9,1,11,3,49,50,21,0,7,9,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,18,11,0,1,7,0,0,5,8,3,1,1,11,3,29,4,29,37,6,36,0,2,0,1,5,9,1,5,21,144,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775009896304622,0.08050848395972629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263055590824262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967347632386234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032493867940621,0.0,0.10088309450461624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823536455130704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29286433129070755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296046664742696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652170004928505,0.0,0.08162522182747113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459224808835439,0.0,0.08720364532933314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161640282976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062770974155574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087626939211485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072702817254007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415047237168965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914326288838887,0.0,0.0,0.17187650164408538,0.2424983466666069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152751098465063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367179019513261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898656497795275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154353709147657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818308734208494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538742103600515,0.0,0.0,0.1851637829580782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559893750436487,0.0,0.13657412462229568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067659332481337,0.17458577675900805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090691071082918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688260331567033,0.10002792585266283,0.0,0.053569342280314576,0.0,0.21855649842225194,0.0,0.08166014986071891,0.08419317669063389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984929039076021,0.4628379833779962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545973933680176 adhd,KrustyKrabPizzzaa,2019/07/04,"Regrets with ADHD Every single day I wake up scared. Scared that I’m gonna male another dum mistake. I’ve always been bad in social situations maybe the ADHD negatively affects the way I can communicate with others. But either way I also say and do stuff impulsively, and I always regret my actions.An example would be yelling and swearing at my friends or saying really hurtful and rude things. I don’t know how to stop my impulsive and rash behaviour. I’ve been switching up my meds and am now on Adderal at a pretty low dosage but it helps. I would appreciate some advice on how to manage my impulsive behaviour and was wondering if anyone has the same problem.",4.333463203463204,6.6288789841269855,5.921717171717173,73.00863636363638,72.65079365079364,8.708802308802309,29.708513708513703,9.339509955726095,3.1203587301587303,536,23,88,13,11,182,89,126,0.196,0.721,0.083,-0.8372,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,2,4,0,11,2,2,3,0,28,15,14,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,3,11,1,11,8,4,13,0,4,0,0,6,8,0,4,3,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916831973277271,0.1592388422842754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031595667573714,0.2711851052546822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708737085995488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394271360629947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606156018604662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509322152666427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372975660681222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589950025159904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922605762106022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444790534749616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955642627002502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371133335391888,0.0,0.18100752236271805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578496594696518,0.0,0.1559270067765183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043938683177736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591785071085694,0.3262950240801196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316951545004406,0.0,0.1661132509323263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623861968844014,0.0,0.0,0.1865457796315862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826081055581753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25869397882327405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671896955746685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151871576264255,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DarlingUrMyFry,2019/07/04,"Is it possible to build Vyvanse tolerance with one accidental double dose? I recently accidentally took 100mg of Vyvanse (prescribed 50mg) as I took two of my regular dose, forgot I had taken my first pill and accidentally took another one and then realised my mistake. The days after this I have felt like my normal dose has not worked as well. I don't know if I am just imagining it or not. So, as the title question says, is it possible to build a tolerance to Vyvanse with a one time accidental 100mg dose?",7.785757575757579,6.818217272727277,9.057252525252526,65.39254545454547,63.141414141414145,12.76848484848485,38.9919191919192,11.979248473330829,4.825964040404039,406,19,74,12,5,142,61,99,0.124,0.805,0.071,-0.4721,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,0,0,16,14,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,1,1,5,7,2,10,2,11,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899241402557197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680989374399467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390729181863346,0.0,0.0,0.15406384702378753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954092647202112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848796002164892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746290840381956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682026074975833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083798337912165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290015458030256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883794250458776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440369485124113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561476851815008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037057568372807,0.0,0.0,0.1769316747887348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285208557679892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186031376175875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlpineSnail,2019/07/04,"Is a diagnosis helpful? A quick bit about me, I am a 24 year old male, and am considering talking to my doctor about ADHD. I struggle to pay attention to things (my boss, a lecturer, a friend talking) and frequently realise my mind has gone off on a totally unrelated tangent mid-conversation, and I’ve totally zoned out with no idea what they have been saying to me. I get really focussed on some things for a brief period, but almost never come back to them. But in that few hours I either get prepared to, or end up spending money on whatever was the centre of my focus. This also interferes significantly with my sleep. I also ramble constantly to my partner, my family, and my friends about random, unimportant things (often interrupting people), and am often restless, which irritates those around me. I don’t do drugs, don’t drink more than occasionally, and have no family history of mental health issues. I am however, curious as to whether it is worth discussing ADHD with a doctor as an adult, as I’ve heard they pretty much just assume you’ve developed coping mechanisms if you do have it, and suggest you work on those, and I would rather not waste time/money on something I’m trying to do myself. I’d also like to know what is involved in a diagnosis, or if I might have something else, or am just being dramatic about ordinary human things. Thanks.",10.17931281317108,7.965096401574804,10.465060844667146,61.16071939871155,59.39370078740158,13.803292770221903,40.02004294917681,12.40481918309499,5.07343779527559,1082,43,180,29,11,367,153,254,0.07400000000000001,0.809,0.11699999999999999,0.9185,1,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,3,1,15,6,0,2,11,0,23,6,1,1,3,44,31,22,0,4,13,0,0,1,3,2,4,2,0,4,13,14,1,1,4,1,4,3,6,2,0,0,4,2,26,4,35,24,8,24,0,0,0,0,19,11,0,12,11,145,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30366987553049946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651026816271446,0.0,0.0,0.3030997802306624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246850368539567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714689969535448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792947661819055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882986967507516,0.0,0.13652758627730752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586266588823514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123764131332086,0.14651314078500455,0.0,0.10554003078658396,0.0,0.11189886281819424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382023481322464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952184103458796,0.0,0.1320138357978919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342924589871504,0.0,0.0,0.08468237480895005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244184750862397,0.0,0.0,0.1426213634410428,0.0,0.1318651017841381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943261545023569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172285830477894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273200061030089,0.1340257236589226,0.12756638417057728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287370857416218,0.0,0.0974404325102775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257153773139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758756147056332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853219213235625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809360044405498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046985105667754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643024980243436,0.0,0.0,0.1945238834199056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207696364018753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309302004670146,0.0,0.11631598556461277,0.0,0.0,0.33573609581019265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366929230307655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577589419133834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197630344681404,0.0,0.0,0.08974760734987225,0.0,0.0,0.08135817978975501 adhd,Jubileumeditie,2019/07/04,"Am I an asshole for not telling my GF about my ritalin use? First of all, I love my girlfriend to bits, we've recently moved in together. I don't want to lose her. I'm 26, she's 23. &#x200B; During our first date we talked about ADHD and she told me she probably has it but was never diagnosed and never considered medicating herself, while making clear that she looks down on it. I've been diagnosed two years ago and started medication (36mg LA + 10mg regular). My life changed incredibly. I perform better in every aspect of my life. But I'm very cautious about telling people about this and during that first date I didn't want to tell her. &#x200B; As our relationship progressed, I figured I'd tell her one day but that day never arrived. We've been together for 1,5 year and she's had so much shit going on in her life (like her mother dying and her brother developing a drug addiction). I've never found the right time to tell her that I take ritalin daily. She's indicated before that if she would ever find out about something I've been hiding for her, she'd be very upset. &#x200B; So I've tried quitting. But it's been such a pain and I have so much shit to deal with that I just can't. I tried quitting right before we started moving and I had these intense mood swings at every setback. I became tired very fast and didn't want to look lazy or weak in her eyes, so I started taking the meds again. &#x200B; We're leaving for a holiday this Saturday. I'm planning on not taking my meds with me because I don't have anything to deal with on a holiday. Just resting. I hope the withdrawal won't be so hard then.",3.076441677588466,4.969358250764529,4.37320554827436,84.5096903669725,75.05504587155963,7.240235910878113,26.969091306247268,8.07648339933343,1.7634981214504153,1296,50,254,21,28,427,166,327,0.125,0.7979999999999999,0.078,-0.9464,0,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,4,0,0,10,15,11,2,1,8,0,21,18,3,2,7,42,42,23,1,6,10,2,1,1,2,2,14,0,0,0,12,15,0,0,3,2,0,3,12,6,0,5,11,4,45,4,33,26,5,41,0,1,3,1,37,13,2,3,26,160,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630078470063986,0.08411587133174894,0.0,0.0620430128610562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30334192516533665,0.3401880790338983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759682839381446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266601139029018,0.0,0.11911478341415632,0.0,0.0,0.06190156562931873,0.07641230851629814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404145335897504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027712151133528,0.14431579406332692,0.0,0.142079274326554,0.0726398588376656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116761978548034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331108531826879,0.11794127989498955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397072704327154,0.1786035436615396,0.0,0.07674178405881088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977763568632951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269840500746833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951709571807972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411061917077147,0.0,0.0,0.14831065199503365,0.03419418536871699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755003080137574,0.07830229655237304,0.0,0.0,0.06316982840089863,0.0,0.0467196974189312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548898257590124,0.14101762540289314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877922688822534,0.1029032320954332,0.0,0.21592624212002254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742787685818885,0.0,0.07447561606695624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048523114372466564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546239662828573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888860217764405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910790751041965,0.07514440024484492,0.0,0.11954427621099185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436900078946581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388267743093113,0.0,0.0,0.14862048365135347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787411003790672,0.0562563089696688,0.30587715178400104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04081245597141367,0.0804446363671793,0.0,0.06687963098665332,0.0,0.09503891772682163,0.0,0.06837127315222752,0.0,0.0,0.06044996065296175,0.0,0.17325031378085065,0.1238479435428874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971977005612443,0.0,0.3401880790338983,0.09014412998358796 adhd,squaresarentreal,2019/07/04,"Took 5MG of adderall for the first time today and I’ve already seen an improvement! (17F) I’m honestly really excited because I feel like this was all I really needed throughout High School after my mom dismissed me having ADHD. She now realizes that did more harm than it helped and I’m really grateful because I am entering college soon and I’ll actually be able to finish projects, thinking clearly (for the most part), and manage my time more efficiently. Especially after nearly two distracted decades! Anyways, I’m excited once my trial week is over and I can take 10mg. I did get a bit distracted ~4-6pm and was all over the place as per usual. I took my medication ~9:30am. Anyways, ADD is wonderful and keeps me up scrolling, so - goodnight! Cheers to the future! 🥳",2.986335784313728,5.8997814652777825,4.512140522875819,77.79985294117648,81.56944444444444,7.832679738562093,29.303921568627448,8.671277953709913,3.054407352941176,617,30,103,16,17,205,102,144,0.055,0.745,0.2,0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,2,6,0,10,1,0,0,3,18,23,9,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,7,2,13,5,13,15,7,21,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,13,65,16,4,0.16936778744142608,0.0,0.16527852894577238,0.0,0.2035471673553814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690156503844615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064900624186504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490575801367712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563744226299738,0.12099638118943888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440641534761027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848767854050939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135236578022523,0.17894636636865974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054187145770245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274454584648781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062022745229025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836150566555102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558406833637525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803711660585064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340880902866502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695328978029598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255040246351047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140924300534902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734349807473502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852403942094624,0.0,0.0,0.19751943775352548,0.0,0.16054085883888916,0.0,0.3763476873930247,0.0,0.0,0.16544771822822646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653468976595367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585662297806078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836721407341203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PerceiveEternal,2019/07/04,"Protip. Trouble sleeping? Try taking your medication before bedtime. Sorry if this is already widely known. But in case you don’t, if you generally feel restless/ have trouble falling asleep, taking your medication before going to sleep can help settle your mind down and make sleep easier. It doesn’t work for everyone but personally I do this and it works wonders. Not every prescriber is aware that stimulants can help some people with ADHD people sleep better but it’s becoming more widely known in the field. You can even sometimes get a dedicated prescription for the night time. At the very least it might be worth doing some research yourself and talking to your doctor/psychologist/etc. about it. Hope this helps!",5.190125714285717,8.544239744000004,5.16734285714286,73.91810000000002,75.56,7.091428571428572,27.32857142857143,8.192908349453996,2.509697142857142,588,23,84,11,14,183,88,125,0.045,0.769,0.18600000000000005,0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,0,3,2,5,0,1,4,0,12,7,5,2,0,22,20,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,10,18,4,10,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,7,2,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362457950763232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024375129397072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503658180056336,0.2317054563034363,0.0,0.0,0.1204126817757686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935421890354213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184206800417638,0.08992509707105398,0.0,0.11471136198125373,0.13009615574993574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884099966828465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113220675539211,0.0,0.07737658553537244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27377331279138706,0.0,0.0,0.1352266269774622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088048098255952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743114859823618,0.0,0.1444325199434857,0.1374716272580906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776656609118694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877707761671497,0.1188800111640328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449890984366805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465479234162445,0.15240760224866234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473413210541172,0.10943136835032906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938954731454806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243619963574076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233714198102544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476477279706666,0.19823611347500705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,k8y180,2019/07/04,Loss of appetite Hey so I’ve been on dexies for a couple of months now and I know it’s common to not want to feel like eating but just wondering if anyone has any strategies or whatever? I either take my meds and don’t eat all day or don’t take them and just have no motivation but can eat??,0.26523809523809305,2.3778431428571416,2.5295238095238126,92.95714285714287,85.82539682539684,5.504761904761906,16.936507936507937,6.868970318607317,-0.1184539682539687,230,5,52,3,7,78,50,63,0.098,0.823,0.078,0.2093,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,18,12,9,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,11,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,5,34,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610172275919865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050654425756106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399246670298137,0.0,0.14804061864300405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7046601997552037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606726653361278,0.16399040949854815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615455645830842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214642804805901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549780585307813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322444525755646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451857351594272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539440833449545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893694568687155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Burger647,2019/07/04,"Revision advice for a 17yr old? Hi new to this sub, got diagnosed with adhd last year and still finding it pretty hard to cope, should love some techniques u peeps used thanks. Specifically about revision, as I've got major exams next year and I find it super hard to revise, i could really do with some help as advise from Google is tailored for people who just need to put their phone away to concentrate.",4.866536796536799,6.711246584415584,5.046168831168831,81.74163419913421,70.16883116883116,8.25021645021645,23.222943722943725,8.841846274778883,1.6204735930735925,325,8,59,6,6,102,61,77,0.033,0.767,0.2,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,14,6,3,9,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,7,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333301882820602,0.1897208218555209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824100168798784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501272265420413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705784000528195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548985833286613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105584725728933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478399596594484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013443907681774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825790331679515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522766775363371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395952884469773,0.0,0.18751097231249675,0.2064803889616877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372743134741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345989434967214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975200242576349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951740545098548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437725751966745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504818651910687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787469419848901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768298868557208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005205900606536 adhd,this_charm1ng_man,2019/07/04,"My handwriting looks like a childs! I feel embarrassed for my son when he has to take a note from his parent to school because it looks like he has forged it! Has anyone had any luck in improving their handwriting and if so what did you do? It's there a youtube video or a book that helped?",4.226186440677964,5.015073271186445,4.162500000000001,91.4908686440678,70.52542372881356,8.611864406779661,24.91949152542373,8.841846274778883,1.3400135593220337,229,6,52,4,4,70,46,59,0.04,0.7709999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.8498,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,1,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,3,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,3,3,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154214129347686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380757130165748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755709235305303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215994130141504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822057440174676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332688501186093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718449370849293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780693855731434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34458998814671044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560030819969505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hijademimami,2019/07/04,"Vyvanse seems to work but Adderall doesn't So I'm 26 (will turn 27 on Friday) and I've been saying that I have ADHD since I can remember. The thing is, I never actually understood what having ADHD implied. My partner is autistic and has ADHD and it wasn't until I was learning about his disabilities to try to help him that I finally understood mine. For a while though, I could hear that nagging voice in the back of my mind telling me ""you're just lazy and trying to find an excuse"" so I didn't really do anything about it for a while. One fateful day though, they changed his Vyvanse dosage so he had a bunch of Vyvanse that he didn't necessarily need so I decided to try it. OMG it was amazing, as many others have said before, it was like putting on glasses for the first time. It wasn't until I tried that Vyvanse that I finally was able to ""allow"" myself to really accept my ADHD. Now that I can clearly see (lol) how it's affected my life and know that there's a way of making it better, I'm desperate to get proper treatment. My primary doctor has been great and she prescribed me Ritalin at first and then Adderall XR, neither of which seem to work as well as Vyvanse did. I have been considering just telling her about the Vyvanse but then when I'm actually talking to her I can't seem to bring myself to do it, and anyways if I do end up telling her I don't actually have insurance so it's not like I can afford Vyvanse. I guess I just want to know if anyone else has had this experience too. Do you guys think the Vyvanse could've just been a fluke? I did try it more than once but never too consistently as I only had a limited amount. Shouldn't the Adderall work the same as the Vyvanse? Should I just stick with the Adderall for a while see if it improves? &#x200B; TL:DR Took Vyvanse and it worked awesome, can't afford it though. Ritalin and Adderall don't seem to work the same. What now?",3.240430666108089,4.862805036363639,4.5782237117720985,84.35922496857982,73.96103896103895,7.35735232509426,27.744030163385002,8.049812674583475,1.7800615835777118,1509,59,302,23,31,500,178,385,0.037000000000000005,0.8370000000000001,0.126,0.9891,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,1,9,26,8,1,0,18,1,43,4,0,4,3,54,67,38,0,8,12,0,0,2,1,3,4,4,0,2,28,11,0,1,14,0,0,3,14,1,1,3,21,6,40,7,39,42,6,29,0,0,2,0,22,5,0,8,22,223,68,7,0.08415093889001916,0.0,0.24635753231336266,0.0,0.404532302160066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117750712944483,0.1022526015306302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884029307868713,0.08622258139070106,0.06924905258180951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470687767896112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160625098589288,0.0,0.0,0.07442466699470869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902053532933593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437535455892474,0.0,0.0,0.05427039395058292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613205173452887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029731142997915,0.0,0.07453275453460498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231576553361672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436648057723776,0.0769124336226791,0.14315749126264649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396539236811658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277670720515767,0.0927017464480943,0.0833226596928845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484422403300137,0.0,0.05640460051231772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249431055355828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594382967769426,0.08222379622711043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617140515183727,0.08531584402235011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496845954279722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062396854914274234,0.12980478362561884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961800352832823,0.057022854035293065,0.06400058101239474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459493622974999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781849252177313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532660951724238,0.0,0.08004681325551373,0.066920204176714,0.0,0.0,0.13411480647311835,0.3064314171089606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961052624163208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763733709888597,0.22065488907794645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590614459166565,0.05392052377473735,0.2480336106053708,0.0,0.04906908919069456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934947894214039,0.2856648184681005,0.09153205696193413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963440403297988,0.06679509838710555,0.0,0.0,0.07566180018361067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30631442872389497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022526015306302,0.0 adhd,ratkiing420,2019/07/04,"I feel like an alien, (RSD & Compassion Rant) What's new when you have ADHD right Well I was diagnosed and started getting treated at around age nine, but the comorbid depression kicked in and totally eclipsed the focus of my mental health, and consumed everything, so my adhd went neglected for a really long time I'm 24 now and finally coming out of the depressive fog, but being more energized of course means my adhd symptoms have kicked up again, this time with a decade long vengeance. My RSD in particular is acting up, for a long time I was really numb to the world and able to cope with how cruel everything was because I was already depressed, I could blame it on that and shut down and draw inward. But now I find myself with enough energy to think and notice and overthink and overnotice in social situations, like this horrible vicious cycle On some level I know that I'm just sensitive right on some level it's like I can monitor this, I can be mindful I can at Least control my reactions to things but on some level I still feel so alone, like, really fucking alone Recently this was triggered by this, interaction I had with this guy. Now, for context, I'm a trans man but I haven't done anything medically yet, so most people look at me and see a woman. I really genuinely wanted to make friends with this guy, he likes video games and good food and stuff, but I embarrassed myself and gave him my number. I was so nervous trying to reach out that I looked flustered, Im sure he thought I was flirting. (Maybe I was a little, he's handsome, but I have a partner so I'm not really looking) And now I'm just sitting here torturing myself thinking ofc he doesn't want to be friends! Ofc not! I'm such a freak! But even beyond that I'm like. Really coming out of depression and everything I do and say comes from a place of compassion and feelings and it seems harder and harder to operate in the world like this. Being my shameless authentic self gives me really good highs, I'm so proud of myself for being open and emotional and putting myself out there, but then my lows are really, *really* horrible. Painful. Manic. Physically painful. I can't connect to my peers because I'm too emotionally open? That's how I perceive it. And I'm very aware of personal space, and boundaries, I have my own and I don't even try crossing others so I just can't imagine that I come on so strong that I'm intolerable but that's really what it feels like sometimes. I'm also kind of being bullied at work by my lead because I'm just a nice person. Like that's literally it she hates me because I'm nice and she thinks that's stupid. I feel like an alien because growing up I learned and took to heart things like, sharing, and honesty, and being polite, and if you don't have anything nice to say, yada yada, I'm not saying nobody should Ever express their negative emotions, but I feel like people are quick and easy and casual about being negative and mean. Part of me feels like humans as individuals are capable of being good, I've seen it, I tend to bring it out in people actually. But then part of me wonders if they're following my example in the moment, and I'm truly different than others, and it's not normal to care this much about being kind to other people and lifting people up. I don't know what to do. I wish I could go somewhere peaceful and beautiful or at the very least I wish I had somebody who can understand, that I'm tired of putting my head in the dirt, I'm tired of all the bellyaching. I really like the song ""Come Along"" by Cosmo Sheldrake. ""we'll go to a place that is safe from greed, anger, and boredom"" is a line that really resonates with me. I've been wanting for that all my life and I'm starting to lose hope that there's anything out there for someone like me.",4.227100840336135,5.676446312834232,5.315809778456838,80.74140374331552,71.16577540106951,8.551413292589762,28.33040488922842,9.04235418022936,2.34752551566081,3014,112,573,60,56,995,320,748,0.157,0.65,0.193,0.9748,1,2,0,0,0,0,81.0,1,2,1,6,38,59,8,2,24,0,50,14,2,6,5,133,119,69,0,12,23,0,7,15,3,2,10,4,0,9,43,60,1,3,22,4,1,17,13,21,1,1,17,16,70,38,82,88,15,89,0,7,5,1,33,46,1,10,40,380,113,3,0.0508254622437013,0.0,0.04959831948878128,0.0,0.18324698619820695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527970145412306,0.05608716144110624,0.04064510379355419,0.0,0.05506936710639653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547507444957198,0.04524543702063888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491365019437658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181994609694497,0.0,0.0,0.21890817664480725,0.0,0.0,0.05700507768308615,0.08115999179218486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751035846208822,0.05158677430978148,0.0,0.05310179039646218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201209409888927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151541231190826,0.0,0.05251628900020014,0.0,0.06713947693122804,0.045974540412055696,0.0,0.0,0.1370359446597436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798921659127941,0.1815486019115388,0.0,0.05567680955900713,0.04645355170985864,0.0,0.061458350691107874,0.0,0.07853525210294664,0.04698732085371432,0.026554206278740118,0.04875641465045917,0.05777056293266498,0.12788995899688038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065039677811036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050179621537705964,0.05216158740824985,0.05402508965929137,0.0,0.060228417473845615,0.0,0.053699891371983985,0.0,0.05048115208186725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490022091630735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058537953879266,0.055864689696939744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035899527070216875,0.3724613033851534,0.050940465496210695,0.0,0.13493680410495562,0.12804176269483716,0.056860691600955186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033926390713852964,0.0,0.051061008230238215,0.1107276567564307,0.0,0.05120130610070801,0.05122011166535225,0.0,0.05131922815551748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03736256280175869,0.0,0.0,0.04908754814846838,0.0,0.0,0.0497981617314081,0.0,0.057865125633349515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816375057765794,0.0,0.0,0.11007804540957927,0.0,0.17617987998636042,0.08875766640346383,0.10620358079292436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218725528357557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390721110883871,0.0,0.050184012336202885,0.0,0.0,0.08680933410102655,0.0,0.12125534268261515,0.0,0.0,0.04050131301345028,0.04626959195580229,0.05302204174161795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057129949065310465,0.0,0.051810158156066974,0.04306424922422908,0.0,0.05026768176272503,0.0,0.0719490475466206,0.0,0.040589279801745926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818299438373376,0.0,0.0,0.047902396670049835,0.05282711599312532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753235741904773,0.09770071189063904,0.0,0.04034973976227452,0.08891020728552765,0.11683278424319833,0.0,0.0,0.05646895866403667,0.06901430518501933,0.0,0.0,0.05291109865189042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387265844812668,0.08993452342096359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569819444971972,0.04711571269842787,0.0,0.0,0.11689354653441746,0.0,0.05511804573422974,0.03700154184174834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheLittlePrince-,2019/07/04,Tapping Don’t know much about ADHD but people say I probably have it. One thing I noticed about me is that I’m always tapping. During class or when I’m just not really doing anything I start tapping on stuff. I’ll use a pencil but I’ll use my arms and fingers too. People get annoyed by it sometimes and tell me to stop but I end up just doing it quieter. Is this an ADHD problem or is it something like Tourettes?,1.9087209302325585,3.8723691162790654,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,78.76744186046511,5.230232558139536,25.86627906976745,5.985473137389443,0.8994930232558138,328,13,64,2,8,110,59,86,0.115,0.847,0.038,-0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,7,2,2,2,0,15,14,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,7,1,6,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870509023020649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686068627736657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667496680163157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947266585783764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586736292066297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136178043723373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899623325325776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489585474428844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069897821725524,0.0,0.0,0.13730934395809585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096037363041537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847261275298893,0.1938923851262878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981186863737662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114187001862856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599675926605214,0.2004091876252192,0.0,0.1434246583847716,0.0,0.0,0.16941023536458302,0.0,0.0,0.2319662699602214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711014629144395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462034068580456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35001965044183736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jeuzfgt,2019/07/04,"Started Atomoxetine Hello, i started Atomoxetine as my first treatment by the doc, i had results day 1, probably cause i dtopped venlafaxine and went for atomoxetine, but ever since all positives have been in remission. I wont meet my doc till in a month. Is it possible it gives no effect when venlafaxine gave good effects?",5.646206896551725,8.209274655172415,7.244344827586207,63.7851379310345,69.6896551724138,10.846896551724136,37.46206896551725,10.793553405168565,5.109864827586207,262,15,41,9,5,90,47,58,0.046,0.813,0.14,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,2,8,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,6,1,6,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062096913887827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922365772616608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696299159865618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535462166974161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859449571041717,0.0,0.2500148893336291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792416263753374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33603977777244337,0.0,0.0,0.32138004838716705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657439041734916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219643191957038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763226242756051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thereal_Jatri,2019/07/04,Thanks Amazon I suck at school because my ADHD starts to kick in and take me to the explore tab on Amazon... HELP!,8.090869565217393,5.409613739130439,7.745217391304351,80.49869565217394,63.78260869565217,9.2,31.69565217391305,3.1291,1.5392956521739132,88,2,18,0,1,28,21,23,0.099,0.616,0.285,0.6625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268547515406634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672360218633078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293840878762844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436700117653039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102918499933268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32961169595323137,0.0,0.0,0.4036069074536605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pm_me_broken-tables,2019/07/04,"My therapist thinks I have ADHD. May I have some advice? Hello, So about a month ago I started going to a therapist because I was in a pretty bad spot. About to drop my summer college glass, give up my dreams and goals because I thought I wasn’t smart enough and more. Anyway. I told him about the problems I had, lack of motivation over the past 6 months. How I just can’t focus on anything at points, even if it’s something I love, but then I have good days where I can spend hours doing the things I love. I told him some more and he asked if I thought I had ADHD, I said I didn’t really know. Then he offered to do some tests. I hated all of the ones where I had to listen to what he said and repeat back it, follow along the stories and such. But being the math and science nerd I am, I loved those parts, even though I got distracted some times. Anyway. He had me fill out a self diagnoses. I came back for the second set of tests, and he said I have anxiety and a little bit of ADHD. We did more tests and I’m sure that little bit went up to more than a little, because he was talking about how he can write a letter for me to give to my college so I can have extra time on stuff and so on. Next week I give him another self report and do a few more tests. I was trying so hard to figure out what was wrong with my brain, why everything was so hard for me when I knew it shouldn’t be. Some days. I’m really good at doing what I love. Others I almost cry at the computer screen cause I really want to do my math and science work. But I just can’t. No matter how hard I try. And it just all happens. I’m so glad I’m getting closer to what might be wrong with me. But if it is ADHD I would like some advice. Like things I can do to help me succeed, I really want to become an engineer even if there are days that I don’t feel capable of it. (Also he said something about that he can see I’m smart. But when something is even a little difficult my brain just shuts off even when I know the answer. Is it because of ADHD or anxiety?)",2.1842368384303867,3.2199006774193566,3.867662337662338,90.7576406926407,75.63594470046083,6.8274263371037565,21.216031280547405,7.229369725052465,0.4229425499231958,1570,35,359,17,33,527,183,434,0.10099999999999999,0.745,0.154,0.9799,0,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,0,4,36,21,1,1,19,0,43,7,2,5,3,68,82,39,0,10,14,0,4,2,0,4,1,5,0,2,19,20,0,0,10,1,1,5,7,8,0,2,24,11,55,13,44,51,20,51,0,0,2,4,36,22,0,14,24,257,74,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097681375967021,0.13327302121931164,0.06044816377326737,0.0,0.06828451703526088,0.0,0.0,0.054533181132576734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150534086198558,0.10433350794015173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056116270874322007,0.0,0.0637503888370729,0.0,0.0,0.10487099938225093,0.056937537781880376,0.16627703427930832,0.07531279394303846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889617787681342,0.0,0.0,0.1522498258170622,0.0,0.07799357207546741,0.0,0.07005204975410805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490579699380126,0.13193474916306927,0.0,0.0,0.06921352499847243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046064674862111,0.0,0.2252011260220817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128664377190975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034479964207397545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562754687958232,0.19624816841507245,0.03875513012021831,0.11439256143353264,0.054539435234688495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060302030465755586,0.0,0.18326012613386686,0.06732556040154178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570771328846438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715546180488963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495316674874729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663041080518152,0.2733855124093132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461840556491448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723410197706635,0.0,0.0,0.10886053412089733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252304989596467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046208717719150284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384537654929768,0.06509705573093327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446355651143951,0.0,0.0,0.06937586008396447,0.0,0.06525061029297233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474236848121752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25946513275201843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054340258297481285,0.0,0.14227842157820966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574927824917825,0.0,0.0,0.0482667046700773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806361591988434,0.0,0.0,0.06427022766532194,0.0,0.0,0.05481021022453583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835251980764034,0.09060757473147064,0.04369473090269122,0.06699837162500663,0.10827378757770108,0.07952669958417875,0.0,0.0,0.13032090804586002,0.0,0.0925958911191277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044291026537127,0.0,0.05469957268498976,0.0,0.0,0.06321474064438933,0.06153274491633635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496446458518007,0.0,0.0,0.04844169656706514,0.1491146673580144,0.0,0.0 adhd,hithrowawayadhd,2019/07/04,"Do I? Hello people of reddit, I am a 22 year old male on a throwaway account. About 5 months ago I stumbled across an ad about adhd and tbh I’m not sure how but I continued to research about it. After that I have began to feel that I might be someone with ADD. I looked back on my life and through all of it I am so confidently sure I have ADD. I have my first appointment with a Psychiatric nurse practitioner on July 9th and I just wanted to ask all of you if it is wrong for me to feel so confident that I have this disorder? I have 0 intention of lying during my appointment as I just want the best diagnoses I can possibly get. If you have any questions/suggestions about me, my life, and who I am I will answer them honestly. Thanks",1.8779793233082744,3.7942756513157896,3.9377067669172967,86.16894736842106,78.67105263157895,7.76390977443609,24.01503759398497,8.634040054169528,1.6772221804511285,577,20,122,13,14,197,93,152,0.10400000000000001,0.731,0.165,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,2,10,6,0,0,5,0,15,3,0,2,4,26,25,11,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,26,5,22,21,3,13,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,3,9,94,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400817997709745,0.0,0.17708189851769304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358487986875977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867557123629698,0.0,0.0,0.1536089312796425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096437412170371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275987961857012,0.0,0.0,0.2289509435611284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020169726104495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992219394847904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043703108109074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822034866305099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677544469974225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119218239572115,0.0,0.0,0.15945256937898727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096224613742552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849368073582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520792081546695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926241474480316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765571432683534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391913987320888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356561784988425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841447898760694,0.0,0.1286437661680612 adhd,LankyRefrigerator1,2019/07/04,"Questions about Ritalin + My story A week ago, I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 23 (F). I was diagnosed with severe anxiety at 11 and major depressive disorder at 17, but my psychiatrist says that my ADHD was likely missed because I didn't act up a lot in class due to hyperactivity. I was able to keep to myself, but just couldn't concentrate. Looking into it, I've read that males are commonly diagnosed more regularly than females, as the hyperactivity is more noticeable, therefore, females get overlooked. I'm upset because I've always struggled so hard with my concentration and my studies, and as a result, my anxiety and depression has almost completely taken over. I've been admitted to hospital and put on so many medications that have all screwed with me in different ways. I've lost friends and had troubles with past romantic relationships, plus family. I've been labelled as ""lazy"", ""forgetful"" and ""hopeless"" and honestly, I felt like all of those things and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't change it. ANYWAY, my psychiatrist has started me on Ritalin 10. She says that although it may mess with my anxiety, (it also may not) it should help me complete my degree without consistent mental breakdowns every time I have to sit down and do an assignment. I'm also hoping it'll help me be more motivated to exercise and keep on top of my regular housework. This is day 3 of taking Ritalin and depending on what my daily schedule is like, I either take half in the morning and half in the afternoon, or a full one in the morning and a half (maybe a full) in the afternoon. At the moment, I'm finding that it's working in some ways, but making other things worse. My heartbeat is quickening and my anxiety levels are up, and sometimes when I speak, it just doesn't make sense and I'm struggling more than before to communicate what I'm thinking. But when I sit down to write (like now), everything is great, and I'm motivated to do housework and to exercise. The best thing so far is that I can really zone into my physical activity and give it my all and that makes me really happy. I just can't seem to shake the feeling that Ritalin won't be good for my social skills and anxiety because of how hyper I feel when simply trying to speak. I guess I just need to know that someone else has experienced this and can hopefully tell me it gets better? Thanks for reading my long ass post <3",7.846360989810767,7.285089775109171,8.599224890829698,67.39991448326057,62.82096069868996,12.262154294032026,37.642285298398825,11.618504940865991,4.563069577874817,1919,85,336,53,24,650,234,458,0.133,0.722,0.145,0.9251,1,0,0,0,0,1,58.0,0,0,0,8,17,26,1,4,16,0,36,12,1,10,3,83,69,43,0,6,12,0,5,4,1,5,10,4,0,1,28,32,0,2,11,4,0,3,9,12,0,4,11,11,41,14,56,49,14,53,0,5,1,2,16,27,2,12,22,240,69,7,0.08607029844327294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068795454698772,0.0,0.07629612638532109,0.0,0.08618697106208674,0.0,0.0,0.13766077313748604,0.07161738325265399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292177136216857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740296516617516,0.0,0.07323948459820095,0.0,0.0903254681007866,0.076122184544462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105096323868384,0.0,0.1804861407236332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055508222077777496,0.0,0.14826444385829446,0.2620786234631192,0.0,0.08992514274401972,0.09864401879694698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190069004988413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251793861999004,0.0,0.07735443439593223,0.0,0.08113941731192095,0.0,0.08703945803205182,0.0,0.08264098413076287,0.0,0.07866669348222294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649769907066604,0.0,0.08993635703209507,0.08256647307736087,0.0,0.07219168275656672,0.0,0.09489280788855442,0.09481613738651272,0.0,0.0,0.0916234331635603,0.15420416295129669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538221352500153,0.0,0.0,0.1709744538913671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530064718954232,0.0,0.0,0.047301985091658665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819840096271665,0.0,0.0,0.07616950564795759,0.07227737333376393,0.0,0.0939558981059634,0.07317388983347138,0.0,0.0,0.17235777767311602,0.08726177335395534,0.08646918342067145,0.0,0.0,0.08670677062694987,0.0867386168805769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382003570289532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799160524776328,0.0,0.0,0.05832346174199349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216383892137398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243155388065687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652442271143586,0.0964184323696283,0.0,0.17218718057679092,0.0,0.11027767427742234,0.0,0.0,0.09240728961807934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368931118618259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835516712841897,0.0,0.09723493830446936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773783017464812,0.07292708456230966,0.0,0.08512572597222946,0.0,0.06092100023954348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995872759646958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942830569707192,0.0,0.07522923454138941,0.0792419668972764,0.0,0.0,0.17154384537906145,0.05515037187612038,0.0,0.0,0.050188283181277486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687216568041885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663719332328994,0.06904040173082424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829686962735526,0.0,0.0626602023590097,0.0,0.08771298730500646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,D-Je-Jerixx,2019/07/04,"Question.... A question recently came to my mind. For people that have been diagnosed late in life (late 20's and later) what where some of the things that caused you to seek out a diagnosis? I mean it seems that many people I've read about were able to function on some level of Independence until adulthood, so what caused the ""self-reexamination""?",5.35546875,7.336419859375002,5.627000000000002,77.51800000000003,69.15625,8.245000000000001,26.8625,8.841846274778883,2.0460974999999997,277,9,50,5,5,88,50,64,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,13,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,11,3,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,5,33,10,1,0.1901458962400298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174762498538502,0.0,0.3906644270724652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929940821439584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289857062620549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430566979655065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277809420886255,0.0,0.2071246241849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199315070049852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364644570345425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260138414429905,0.0,0.19019735241998975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877461331651847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310168255649885,0.1983636390574224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632448441960029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThatAussieDA,2019/07/04,"6yr old just diagnosed Apologies for format, grammar etc. So one of my 6yo twins has just been diagnosed with adhd and possibly odd ( because the lead messed up and hasn’t sent my part of the questionnaire yet). He’s scored really high on everything within the school setting, but I don’t see most of that behaviour at home. His Dr recommended Ritalin but also gave the option to try intervention strategies only for 6 months to start. Not sure what path to take? I have an appointment with her in 3 weeks to go over strategies and implement a plan. Looking for advice, or others experiences with adhd. Any helpful resources? TIA",5.6009758454106295,7.652755860869568,6.01594202898551,74.68990338164255,68.65217391304347,9.632850241545896,31.038647342995173,9.994966539143718,3.4287487922705324,504,21,84,13,9,162,92,115,0.049,0.852,0.1,0.8408,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,0,5,4,0,1,1,16,12,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,2,6,1,19,9,3,16,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,3,5,55,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441782085068094,0.18058069422709147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778144319437822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256677434241612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265003978100133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37512847776027497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609659607686934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608289626702402,0.18076612953455168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502393114438066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386498815212173,0.1952473165437373,0.1853656419370923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518225414722608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475025526219188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391251116250027,0.0,0.12522267820936492,0.14054582670252186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011626120172124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083299335992633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183851687405585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702360604875146,0.1472586346142911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079969160500396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416821834988636,0.0,0.13894373371718335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546447996667254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823235369034155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ndnboy73,2019/07/04,Adderall XR 10 mg So I only just got diagnosed 24M and it’s my first week so the doc and I are still trying to figure out the best dosage. My crashes aren’t bad but it’s day 5 and I can feel the effects lasting shorter and shorter? Like the first couple days where 12 hours on the money. Day 3 didn’t feel significantly shorter but day 4 and 5 were only 6 or 7 hours of help. Just wondering if that how this process work? Did anyone here have that experience?,-0.3881885125184077,1.8722283917525784,1.953379970544919,93.39837628865982,94.97938144329895,4.420913107511046,19.299705449189986,6.1826913282559595,0.02273549337260672,362,12,79,4,14,122,68,97,0.025,0.866,0.109,0.8267,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,0,18,11,12,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,5,2,4,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,12,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284617926245287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863461421200745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938391486137305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102215141383393,0.0,0.4901141110063241,0.0,0.0,0.19283694490701955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858477307307267,0.0,0.0,0.1921303952776476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232126278094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519532211058995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273470147551072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742058821180042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486808635567734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928200438993278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889935523163929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172712032628027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899147063200214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523993827005008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060372196332286,0.13831576757958033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,butterfliesNbruises,2019/07/04,"ADHD.. you too? Hey y’all I’ve gone off my vyvance about 2 months ago (probably less but feels like it’s been ages lol) I’ve been on it since 8th grade. I’m now 25 trying to start a family and I’ve gone off. I had a super hard week in terms of my adhd. I “worked” from home today alternating between my couch, kitchen table and occasionally my bed. (Distracting myself with toonblast here and there, especially when becoming overwhelmed) I finally left my apartment at 5:45pm to visit a friend on my block and then do some grocery shopping. Silly me , I left my shopping list at home and then once I drove half way to the supermarket did I realize I left my purse at my friend house! Just the cherry on top of my very forgetful, overwhelming week of not much Trying to find the hard balance of I’m not doing enough vs. don’t be to hard on yourself, relax Words of encouragement and advice are welcome! Ps I miss my magical little 40/30 MG life savers, I built a successful career while being medicated!",2.8314251012145766,5.197573805128208,4.266990553306346,82.75020242914985,77.61538461538461,7.387314439946017,24.109311740890693,8.371475516178862,1.6923846153846154,792,27,151,16,19,262,129,195,0.065,0.753,0.18100000000000002,0.982,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,4,7,13,0,3,7,1,10,3,0,0,0,19,18,11,0,0,5,0,4,1,2,0,2,0,5,0,2,7,1,1,3,3,2,4,3,4,0,1,7,4,24,9,24,9,5,35,0,3,0,0,8,16,0,1,15,90,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281277792700112,0.13340038084030428,0.12101185963483635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076953013042205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105596203229456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286937128238226,0.0,0.06902582855171879,0.09752597978944236,0.0,0.14954495233287854,0.1247717717873416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094151452300255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668705098066404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273870330767682,0.0,0.0,0.1575193940571944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449701823711337,0.0,0.0964242223469854,0.06669408478652518,0.1368233838250361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375239878300966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896456445081593,0.0,0.10035385858993212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453834777759077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718571080584048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292619782163035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662565950687406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293997754361585,0.0,0.0,0.18536875695512628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263875219326212,0.0,0.10835884888722963,0.2190073808253156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993841754726066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,I_can_red,2019/07/04,"Missing the last step on a staircase I hate stairs. I seem to have a fairly regular habit of missing the last step when going down stairs. I just fell, landed on my knee and skinned it, scraped my elbow on the wall, and it's just part of my life since it happens often enough. As if (!) I have to focus on walking down a flight of stairs...",4.942826086956521,4.639951652173913,5.160688405797104,88.7871195652174,68.71014492753623,7.479710144927536,28.84420289855073,5.985473137389443,1.0920985507246384,260,8,57,1,4,82,43,69,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,6,0,2,5,3,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,12,8,2,19,0,2,0,0,0,11,0,3,3,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446187957678277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954901619770428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949336130223675,0.0,0.0,0.3292852765423633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437321197096813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557741841822685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611733061467928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036271481485789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758939767113132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ngunguru,2019/07/04,"Tachycardia from stimulants? Has anyone had sinus tachycardia from taking stimulants? If so, what has been done about it? I see a cardiologist next week and wondering whether theres an option other than going off the meds.",5.754473684210527,9.091404184210523,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,72.94736842105263,10.115789473684213,27.921052631578952,10.125756701596842,3.9205052631578963,181,7,26,6,4,58,34,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597958270368845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802238123560103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111599625122552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127073814882345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951467702418347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960765934576554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27935874503401703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980343423378951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029292387042979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lilyyy6,2019/07/04,"If this isn't adhd I dont know what is We were at a Buffilo Wild Wings with a party of 13, so we were put in a party room with a bunch of 4 people tables (we pushed some tables together). To preface, me, my sisters (11 and 5) and brother (13, looks 10) all have adhd. So, after we are done eating, we are all bored of course. I dont remember all the shenanigans that led up to this, but eventually we were playing musical chairs with some of the extra chairs laying around. At one point it was just my brother (13) and our step brother (10?) And my step brother pushed the chair over with my brother in it. Why are we allowed to go out to eat?",2.457985074626865,3.448258231343281,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,74.8955223880597,6.852537313432838,24.59402985074627,7.1686216300943375,0.9038382089552236,489,15,108,5,10,166,79,134,0.012,0.9390000000000001,0.049,0.5733,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,8,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,2,3,29,16,8,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,17,2,0,2,1,0,7,3,1,0,1,5,1,15,1,21,11,7,18,0,0,1,0,14,10,0,3,1,79,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950779034145386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833592183204344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078140792033734,0.4827965368054339,0.0,0.0,0.4215226337681485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705893410238236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319711454960613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729650477195191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395723153467026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279541631281542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947106148339592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070592802823427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333267218830843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585816922705628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,funnypsuedonymhere,2019/07/04,"ADHD and Work Hi, I've suffered from ADHD from childhood (was diagnosed at around 5 years old). As a teenager I abandoned all treatments for ADHD as I felt like a very different person when I took my Ritalin and had the same problem with Stratera and Concerta and I hated the feeling. I really found moving into adulthood very difficult, I hated and still to this day hate working and I spend money before I even have it. It's not that I don't want to work, I just hate the tedious monotony of jobs where I am doing the same thing over and over again and I am stuck working these terrible jobs because myself and my ADHD decided to wing my education and ended up with little to no qualifications despite being considered actually quite intelligent by the majority of my teachers. So, here I am, laying in bed at 3am on a work night without a minute of sleep hoping for some advice on how other people with ADHD deal with it when their brain just nopes the fuck out of their monotonous job, which has recently happened to me. Now at a point where I am having to fight with myself to attend said job so any advice would be greatly appreciated. Is there a trick to this or am I doomed to hate working forever?",8.569696969696968,6.981061735042736,9.044825174825178,68.1047202797203,61.99145299145299,11.58601398601399,37.08469308469309,10.436869588844218,3.83145811965812,962,37,171,18,11,324,145,234,0.198,0.742,0.059000000000000004,-0.9881,5,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,2,7,16,17,8,0,12,0,16,5,2,1,1,37,31,18,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,10,18,0,1,4,0,2,3,5,14,0,0,7,3,24,3,38,21,5,31,1,3,0,1,7,16,1,3,13,133,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0843689804888512,0.0,0.5195189932021225,0.16896839810665434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879332060091552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696453090648106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052703022462938016,0.0,0.07356803344609031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651394162511287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575722932451183,0.08913275800145665,0.0,0.08775143190505041,0.0,0.09032854266152217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657471384043421,0.0,0.0,0.05710364058326325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437149564525257,0.0,0.08301170765883739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947949863909212,0.0,0.07992755394115925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953184925158536,0.0,0.0,0.0764531140448173,0.0,0.0,0.42678900758021227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587071858378485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34317856890926074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223823274934679,0.08665203143656759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918894769068237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113348004355261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907214542623318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993798584429672,0.07549039868904849,0.0,0.0,0.08172924857816156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272710407414034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195702960447796,0.0,0.0,0.055386187342160415,0.0,0.08536527046250146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223984015019506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651884349464435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904419728222068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057437794306140974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960562478902029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267117832003706,0.050994228097410166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334088990272824,0.0,0.37764775829673,0.0,0.0,0.06141615006263225,0.0,0.0,0.05567509069418463 adhd,mennomoco,2019/07/04,"I just started a new job last week. I've already skipped 2 days and I want to quit. HELP. I just want to drop everything and quit and go do something else. I skipped worked twice already without even thinking about the outcome. The work itself is so boring, and it's so hard dealing with the other people I work with. I hate going to boring meetings and sitting at my boring ass desk. I get so much anxiety in meetings and dealing with co-workers. But logically I know I need to force myself to do this since I've been unemployed for a year and I'm running low on cash and it's so hard to find this kind of job in this economy. It's just so damn hard. I've been avoiding taking my Concerta because I hate the crash it gives me. I just hate this. TL;DR fuck adhd",1.7733333333333334,3.805702681528661,3.298369426751595,90.0571932059448,79.50955414012739,5.715329087048832,25.753290870488318,6.742157984588678,1.0145171125265402,599,24,124,6,15,197,90,157,0.282,0.6829999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9902,5,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,11,11,5,1,6,0,5,2,1,0,0,25,21,14,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,4,0,1,3,1,10,0,1,2,3,15,1,17,19,1,16,0,1,0,2,6,5,3,0,6,74,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524669426259674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799971187382569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705129260643773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733565863053622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181735793724705,0.2615842592498851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597933555687697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379306249112409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140179816629192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159522099150692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172845453240193,0.06628166818743109,0.12170036128919708,0.1442004796946121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409380643985032,0.3757584379988744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503486069450504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251787652910666,0.0,0.0,0.13211025907974644,0.06972162502275406,0.10341181671674368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932602904512694,0.09406870746743147,0.0,0.12252690004582195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795214004123056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698728504677709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494394691326113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766678937431952,0.0,0.0,0.08979562118761007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953866077676826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128989809542629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965639661529062,0.0,0.1017633613382046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229322551690322,0.0,0.36943659969104864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816968288901733 adhd,PinealPunch,2019/07/04,"Pausing shows and movies is torture We have a three-year-old, so we have to pause things a lot while we're watching. Partly because we don't want to miss anything, but of course we don't want him to feel like we ignore him as well. Every time we have to pause what we're watching, I feel like I'm going to go nuts. Like if my mind is unoccupied for 5 seconds I'll explode. I feel like I can't pick up my phone either because then I get hyperfocused on Reddit and my wife is waiting for me to put my phone back down so we can continue. Feelsbadman",3.279482758620688,3.9546933275862095,4.5098275862069,88.55543103448278,72.6206896551724,7.179310344827586,26.568965517241374,7.1686216300943375,1.075779310344827,430,14,96,4,8,142,72,116,0.095,0.7609999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.7768,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,7,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,22,21,9,0,3,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,3,1,0,3,3,3,1,1,0,5,18,5,13,21,3,11,0,1,2,0,12,3,0,2,9,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674004141722493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564203078512085,0.0,0.2480104608877916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139328373632068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085714819801317,0.43597790488881066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628051384491373,0.0,0.2312208110889493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975302774567792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294359852172198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205399998826534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345900702216886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202880987359888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044970556818141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514570106735085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861802504623767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996919762902785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182902382278678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309982260765446 adhd,plantlady_23,2019/07/04,Most useful apps? I have a hard time using a physical planner/bullet journal style system because I always forget where I put it or forget/don't feel motivated to actually use it. However I frequently use my phone and feel like some type of app to help track plans and daily tasks would be the most beneficial. Does anyone have any good suggestions for apps they've found a lot of success with or ways they use their phones to motivate/track/remind them of things??,7.571724137931034,7.84296295402299,7.471862068965517,72.4843448275862,63.13793103448275,10.63816091954023,31.193103448275863,10.355215969177356,3.159452413793104,375,12,65,8,5,120,66,87,0.064,0.7290000000000001,0.207,0.9318,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,6,0,20,12,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,8,9,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,6,3,36,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.17538061052156112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954127970354114,0.0,0.0,0.12221563425127555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566427045893902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955552861164457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572740176088978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174347271105226,0.12839186880024633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705349633589267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507404506149558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099364997740084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046240089983005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780202159620885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279135636637134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066804887623095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939785658253856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479606699081426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7761010671125796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426532206055415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276677972337428,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saltmints,2019/07/04,"I need help with job interviews- I always seem to get asked if i'm paying attention or not. I'm not sure what gives away the fact that i'm zoning out. I have a blank stare that scares people, and people ask if i'm listening or not, and I obviously need a job that pays more than 8.50. I'm worried I won't be able to do this. I' afraid i'll get fired and I need help paying attention during job interviews. I've lost jobs before for not paying attention and I don't know what to do.",3.1176098901098896,3.5787413653846163,4.840824175824178,86.81846153846153,72.84615384615384,8.635164835164835,22.54945054945055,8.841846274778883,1.1737296703296702,378,8,87,7,7,129,58,104,0.109,0.818,0.07400000000000001,-0.5249,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,3,25,23,8,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,3,8,1,8,20,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,5,0,44,14,10,0.16121616138455006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341447610293657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014306966249537,0.0,0.15146789053229598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718307920689765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845758074349948,0.1546532321758584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161195893704619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399286564495061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860018613009052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759864843743342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35861922271224106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353397459252164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614055019326805,0.0,0.0,0.14676513846892414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194432419003798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637228375047113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bigthrowawayyikes,2019/07/04,Is not letting myself enjoy almost anything in the moment my ADHD? Was diagnosed with ADD as a young kid (22 now) and have been on and off meds since then. I have noticed that even if it is Friday or Saturday night and I’m having a good time I will Day dream and realize how much fun I’m having and how fast it’s going to end in just a couple hours on Monday when I have to go back into work for 40 more hours until the next “fun day” and I just get kinda sad cause it’ll be thinking about how much I don’t want to go to work and It kinda ruins my entire night sometimes which yeah I know makes no fucking sense cause I’m having fun but yeah . Anyone relate?,1.6481914893617038,3.1571811418439744,3.4705141843971634,91.10875,78.00709219858156,5.5510638297872354,18.132978723404253,5.985473137389443,-0.26827234042553183,515,9,112,3,12,173,94,141,0.052000000000000005,0.833,0.115,0.7709999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,1,0,5,2,15,2,0,6,0,29,27,17,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,9,5,15,21,3,28,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,5,19,74,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444430058690249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620127815904468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312975080528052,0.0,0.13314223387033944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440918568198225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324129079192237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790213888003087,0.0,0.20868679683574545,0.0,0.0,0.16421695862463245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330098485497106,0.0,0.0,0.10686305601399447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495754488966693,0.08453040633244223,0.0,0.27585285966512746,0.13570468003407393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31866793933339005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891745567817752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544477716082126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079983925082038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971606301680546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787362213741897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206918278415426,0.303664408571724,0.0,0.0,0.18420292931824456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383722403641007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001787137561718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036707177812437,0.0,0.0,0.09434306904219143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542997605587236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355751351765313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elliewink,2019/07/04,"The elusive ‘clean slate’ Does anyone feel like they’re always chasing a fresh start? Hoping that it will kick them into productivity? I don’t know if this is just an ADHD thing, but I feel like I’m always trying to make things fresh and new, hoping that it will solve everything. It can be as big as - I want to move house, move cities! If I’m in a new place I’ll be inspired to accomplish things! To just, if I buy a new laptop I will definitely write more, if I buy new notebooks (even though I have about 50 in a drawer) and write out my to do lists, I’ll get much more done! It’s never the case and I just spend money and end up in the same place, unable to get anything done, but I feel like I’m always searching for some new physical thing, or environment, to motivate me. Can anyone else relate?",3.2288181818181805,4.24828577575758,4.433106060606062,87.7696590909091,73.06060606060606,7.196969696969697,21.62878787878788,7.492282038375204,0.5715151515151518,623,13,136,7,12,205,95,165,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,2,1,31,27,14,0,7,10,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,12,6,17,20,5,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,8,11,83,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618670094161536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828699705356917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846972623023736,0.11610809661991595,0.09325139143738878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916569929777792,0.2319281419470973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466298614567584,0.0,0.10036647158172066,0.0,0.0,0.0748457373507879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184327502904852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189157024985746,0.2428640721581846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840837847056924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510148857756415,0.0,0.13075422421531122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062276831505901034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608494531497334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564091484448814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087906072612755,0.0833020657899129,0.0,0.08739813930319221,0.547218105329856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367872279339489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020734985513414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011348504393614,0.0,0.11133475693820538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693575814741746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683813087222992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uwuwu_uwu,2019/07/04,"Thinking behind a glass wall? TL:dr does anybody feel like they think behind a glass wall? So I couldn't find anything online for this? Sometimes it feels like I'm thinking behind a glass wall and my body just won't respond? Sort of like a fish at an aquarium, where I can't do anything but watch. I'm not sure if this is something to do with adhd or something else, so I wanted to see if y'all could relate",1.725088235294116,3.6887699058823533,2.852573529411768,93.53533088235297,79.35294117647058,4.720588235294118,22.389705882352942,5.148860815047168,0.03902941176470565,322,10,68,1,8,103,58,85,0.032,0.8859999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.4151,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,1,19,16,7,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,9,13,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,4,3,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364020158782263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34735112252501416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344281540501105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685056636356065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469063268717326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630457836839705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134256978494662,0.3015472719667394,0.0,0.0,0.19289520331997972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30932402884516685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817893833503408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32495206788673064,0.20873311807473827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989114331428524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056955386826101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448232368484735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ProfessionalBadger19,2019/09/06,"I wish I didn't have to listen to a song 2-3 times to decide if i like it.. It's like this with every song. I'm listening, vibing out and enjoying it, but then I start reading something on reddit or get really into the game i'm playing and suddenly the song is gone. It's over and its like 3 songs back... wtf? It just gets drowned out and I don't even remember the rest of the song, soooooooo I start the process again... I'm listening, enjoying it and- OH BUT WAIT! WHAT IS THIS ON REDDIT?!?! Damn that's interesting, but why this? why that? Then the train of google searches begins, and at the end I'm back where I started, preparing for listen number 3. I spend way too much time listening to songs over and over again lol. Feels bad man :/",0.7650619195046461,3.0169000263157923,2.491795665634676,93.1228637770898,84.92105263157895,6.208049535603715,20.125386996904027,7.510576382923642,0.6114120743034053,572,17,127,10,17,188,87,152,0.131,0.7020000000000001,0.16699999999999998,-0.5402,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,22,24,14,1,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,0,1,13,11,0,1,3,9,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,12,8,7,17,22,2,26,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,2,17,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31795766001240955,0.1726285282550558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312010311855603,0.0,0.0,0.13655714827536902,0.0,0.17419671456752753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453956576436746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160378275127157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030244247228947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198584384843306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680704469758884,0.0,0.1324500455669292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420868682150964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916709381019387,0.0,0.0,0.439018467368736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411164521864463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410939567223246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731214101703331,0.0,0.2377535556746289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iritropical,2019/09/06,"Should I tell my manager about my ADHD? I recently started this new job as a barista about a month ago. I found out about my ADD a week after. It’s making work hard for me to do. I always come in with this mentality that I need to be perfect at work that day. However, I make small mistakes then come home and cry over them. Then, I become extremely depressed and want to kill myself because I can’t handle a small job like this. Like, what am I going to do in this world if I can’t do this? My coworkers already think i’m dumb because they tell me things and I have to ask them again on how to do it. They are able to make conversation with customers and with each other - but I can’t. They will tell me things like “were out of the blonde” and I will still sell it to the customer. I always ring in orders wrong because I’m extremely distracted by the surrounding noise. Most embarrassing thing that happened a few weeks ago was that I left my password for the till on a table in the cafe and had the manager think i’m irresponsible and forgetful. Then today, my supervisor told me that I rang in someone’s order wrong (I heard them wrong) and she told her that the customer was blaming them for having a new girl at the till who doesn’t know what she’s doing. She then told me that they felt I was to the team as I’m making them slow down by them having to remind me things. Also, she said that she hopes the manager doesn’t hear about this when she comes back from vacation because they might consider firing me and finding someone stronger for their team. I’ve already worked many hours and I’m supposed to know what I’m doing by now. My coworkers had less training hours than me because I was hired through a youth agency. So, they want to make sure I’m super successful in what I’m doing by giving me more hours to train. I just don’t want to be treated like a disability by others, but I feel like the manager needs to know what is going on with me. She’s always telling me that she feels like she has to watch over me and give me assistance when it gets busy, and I’m not able to do my full job as I have trouble multitasking (getting customer orders, getting their food, brewing coffee, restocking, etc). I know I will get better at this, but now It’s making me nervous to go into work. Should I have a talk with my manager when I go in on Monday to my shift? Because I don’t want to get fired and it seems like they want to fire me. Any suggestions on what I should say?",4.376492738031196,4.899805587771206,5.157636722252112,85.44919311457775,70.04536489151874,8.275632060247444,27.395194549040703,8.296473431620573,1.6081392504930965,1951,61,415,27,33,634,212,507,0.107,0.78,0.113,0.3369,4,0,0,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,15,10,16,25,2,3,21,0,40,1,0,7,2,68,97,32,1,13,6,0,7,7,0,7,0,6,1,1,35,26,1,0,12,2,1,7,8,11,0,0,14,15,79,14,70,74,7,69,0,1,2,0,46,27,1,5,39,286,114,16,0.1387858377955708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339680342727987,0.0,0.12302527134749515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531536231358925,0.055493492171587916,0.1732214024213642,0.0,0.0,0.04718956443507718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487301181394753,0.0,0.0,0.053358871263142094,0.0,0.2538076756698181,0.07663902699785413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137239760935163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932756548445644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622486296877529,0.04475269195612425,0.0,0.05976801936422242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739144776072766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017428963728004,0.09914863025187738,0.06662808440473589,0.0,0.06342387071385246,0.0,0.08391019297868219,0.0760857538355638,0.0,0.0,0.18127468018493384,0.1331360219160781,0.15775037988021992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136392900767763,0.0,0.062162425174073235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821086292153137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696067556072474,0.06892282603328233,0.20501414092581427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065852935090337,0.0,0.07677298334410959,0.0,0.15254613377845305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539560942338425,0.0,0.0,0.23731312501213525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779218732547073,0.07035352811305635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993174086025708,0.07361492087850836,0.0,0.0,0.05538876581714875,0.0,0.0,0.10290794017645044,0.0,0.13404022697225704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851713578744988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600855669032657,0.055184034335340464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317270714877793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759278998712056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911666515924595,0.0,0.05541727467025901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654020048297005,0.0,0.0,0.0557753996529901,0.2426098789334975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844062874976408,0.0889283609328867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577637321406603,0.1989237233251272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464870737223573,0.0,0.11132562764692157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020754856930521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761078999546105,0.0,0.0 adhd,futuredestiny4,2019/09/06,"Took a week off meds and never felt better So I've been struggling with lower back, calf and neck stiffness and pain for the past 3 months with visits to physio and daily intense stretches and good diet and exercise etc. I've also been having these intrusive thoughts and increased anxiety. I took a week off my 15mg Dexedrine and omg the difference is huge. Yes I was quite hunngry and headaches and all the lovely withdrawal effects but 4 days later, my whole body issues completely disappeared like what the heck? My anxiety is gone as well and I feel really happy. I really thought I was broken forever I have now scheduled a week break between every refill. I feel human again albeit disorganized and all that.",5.7940909090909125,7.704355681818183,5.917090909090909,76.15063636363638,67.93939393939394,8.916363636363636,30.624242424242425,9.3871,3.022418787878788,578,23,94,12,10,183,93,132,0.14800000000000002,0.688,0.16399999999999998,0.3372,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,7,1,8,7,2,1,3,25,17,16,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,14,1,1,6,1,0,6,1,2,1,0,10,3,10,6,8,7,5,23,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,13,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683805613851215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266802453846836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195908464068825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027510810205487,0.0,0.17617675431768495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629654713956993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228847081976683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571068204358028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688886410975752,0.0,0.0,0.13363333882405432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039305043142768,0.0,0.15228770761080754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303212674922346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688402279652503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554462530535813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748742701891607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314911775878186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617675431768495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265986895622934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232758835549826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687691577515016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514084423055888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869819489461205,0.0,0.0,0.20321556420222334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658105985697144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183267254706154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524366912921146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38167519261920224,0.0,0.14260684835454673,0.0,0.0,0.17707918470360814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,QueenBud,2019/09/06,"What are some distinct signs that someone has ADHD? This question has been prevalent in my mind lately but I still don’t know the answer. I feel like a poser thinking I have ADHD because I knew a girl who had it and let’s just say I could 100% tell when she forgot to take her meds.but I’m nowhere near as hyperactive as her. But I’ve always been a fidgety/ wait what did you just say person, and in a way it’s getting...worse? I’ll often times start telling a story but forget what I was talking about after the first sentence. Or I’ll space out for almost all the directions in class and miss what I was supposed to do. Also I’m EXTREMELY indecisive which i hear is a common trait. And I would hate to think I have ADHD when in reality I just need to learn to pay attention. (PS: I put spaces between the different paragraphs because that always helps me read things)",3.337028571428572,4.948427817142857,4.456428571428571,85.37607142857144,73.68571428571428,6.6000000000000005,26.214285714285715,7.1686216300943375,1.245171428571429,688,24,135,7,14,225,116,175,0.094,0.857,0.05,-0.8019,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,1,1,10,0,17,0,0,0,2,35,32,13,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,12,5,0,2,9,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,8,4,18,1,17,21,2,19,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,6,10,93,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286276072770456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681912990326956,0.0,0.0,0.11725226379807145,0.2439998010262844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875684383311904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706444170743785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531870890855812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413566887222613,0.10474562777167098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471521914050325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475726896186605,0.0,0.0,0.1652518227325645,0.0,0.09827654915410962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805787256272399,0.0,0.16539417340080287,0.0,0.0,0.14992927095836245,0.0,0.07163131090509578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804478561962536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087171529156628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802325918639418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739397731850326,0.16424837968778855,0.0,0.14666005616191286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331968199558353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423097099104888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377865862768712,0.0,0.11709122375135365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024027757983028,0.11784790644160545,0.2563053469114074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974080645386318,0.1878968366775714,0.0,0.0,0.08549552185452625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638043191991805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941869192804855,0.10415491021693997,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,datoxic,2019/09/06,"Judgement from pharmacists. I was going to drop off my hand written prescription today because for some reason the doc wasnt able to send it electronically. I knew it was at least going to be a miniature nightmare because it seems like it always is when the script is printed and not send electronically. I get to my usual pharmacy across from my house and they tell me that the pharmacist needs to verify it so I need to sit tight for a second. She ends up coming around to inform me that they are out of stock and won't have any till next Tuesday. Which normally wouldn't be a huge deal since I don't take it every day and have some left over. However at this point I was already a week late filling it since I just had to swap my doctor due to an insurance issue and was already a week late. Plus, I work out of town during the week so if I dont get it filled today I wouldn't be able to until I get back next week. so I say okay thank you I'll take it somewhere else and proceeded to head to the next nearest pharmacy. I decided I was going to try to call I had to see if they had it in stock because I didn't want to be driving all over town just to be going to places where I couldn't even fill it. So I call up the next nearest pharmacy and ask them if they have any in stock to which they informed me that they cannot tell me over the phone and they need to see the prescription since it's a controlled substance. I say okay fine and head over there to see if I can get it filled. When I hand it to the pharmacy tech and she sees what the prescription is for I can tell immediately that she doesn't want to fill this for me and is going to come up with any excuse she can to not have to. She looks at the prescription for about 30 seconds and then informs me that because the doctor's name on the prescription has been handwritten she cannot fill it. Even though it's on a doctor's prescription pad, everything else is printed on there, it's signed by a doctor, it has a phone number, and all of the DEA stuff to prove that it is in fact, a real prescription. I think a combination of the fact that it was for a medication that treats a condition I can only assume she doesn't think is real and the fact that I have tattoos and a bit of an ""untraditional"" look made her come to the conclusion that I was going to be abusing it or selling it or some other outlandish thing. I guess the point to this is that I understand adderal has a history of abuse in our culture and that there are certainly people who don't use it for the right reasons. But it certainly makes it a pain in the ass for those of us who actually need it and are just trying to get our prescriptions filled so that we can function like a normal humans. I know the laws are there for a reason but the fact that any pharmacy can just look at me and say whatever they want to not fill my prescription is so obnoxious. the fact that they can not tell me if the store has any in stock so I end up having to drive all around town just to find a place that can fill it for me is obnoxious. the fact that on more than one occasion, the pharmacy tech has given me a look and essentially profiles me based on the prescription that I'm handing them is obnoxious. It's certainly not the first time I've dealt with this and I'm sure it won't be the last but I just needed to rant a little bit. Have you guys had any similar experiences or do I just have incredibly bad luck?",7.33790687776643,5.273711137640454,7.6574106230847825,78.59150493701054,64.73033707865169,11.383112019067076,32.952162070139586,10.090330364082071,2.820781273408239,2718,81,592,49,33,895,255,712,0.059000000000000004,0.8959999999999999,0.045,-0.9376,1,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,4,2,11,4,28,14,0,0,52,2,70,12,6,7,14,112,118,45,0,18,23,0,4,2,0,4,6,3,0,2,60,31,0,2,17,0,2,22,19,2,0,4,18,15,73,12,91,88,10,95,0,0,8,1,50,43,1,15,30,420,133,9,0.1213327323025288,0.1437594473032856,0.0592016221351079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389368722535944,0.0,0.05047927651911744,0.0,0.0,0.24753125592719005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801185578231387,0.056714862993979674,0.0,0.0,0.046648690859021735,0.05065388170049875,0.14792661488383213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132463918772208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389428549360855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677610801643446,0.0,0.0,0.06804248820446201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039124787364314566,0.06254435965075512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837838563944215,0.0,0.0,0.07110052930976299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013579287626082,0.0,0.10746478735711296,0.0,0.0,0.08013912536956852,0.0,0.051114030001357336,0.0,0.054523018106885215,0.059343347058915814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544795959836506,0.051602780056838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847836201055834,0.0,0.20686856364432088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683084190221425,0.060069240442251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245223878365113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000084131632375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331992464516957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033340648274195674,0.049451185445309465,0.13686860691907876,0.0,0.06591418433074046,0.0,0.0,0.05927704424997768,0.06080363650980769,0.0,0.0,0.20377787340926606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740398250369377,0.04049527048802252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111498147197795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491670900214125,0.0,0.0,0.2580774745871522,0.0,0.11888031627816165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041109099761993236,0.046139505189194165,0.06455329088179063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205841968141835,0.0,0.12676688090047636,0.0,0.1146986502308156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810321247588528,0.0,0.1871253851175428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180874521778673,0.0,0.14473298799938014,0.0,0.0,0.19337295728661624,0.05522838127474515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055153496776713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694484749422616,0.0,0.0,0.05717733214061412,0.0,0.09122711464665584,0.0,0.2121003119781319,0.05585343916873885,0.0,0.0,0.04030403798983385,0.07774511565845771,0.059604396723652274,0.0,0.03537504596879547,0.0,0.11500924315878865,0.0,0.0,0.08237696074369406,0.0,0.0,0.06315582667778011,0.07297416882732312,0.052396262023736484,0.06681543143596594,0.0,0.107347783702091,0.0,0.1946515983509956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044165837091054136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FuckinMELVIN,2019/09/06,What books have helped you in coping with adult adhd? I'm not in a position to acquire meds. It's a tough life.,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,90.25,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3753166666666661,87,2,20,1,3,29,22,24,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311032975764879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35198305986178624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709143116429374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833002029631597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,limeweatherman,2019/09/06,I keep setting money down in public places and forgetting to pick it back up. I think I’ve lost at least $100 in the past two weeks but because of this.,3.9472727272727286,3.7873038787878777,4.790454545454548,90.10568181818184,70.81818181818181,7.8121212121212125,25.59090909090909,7.1686216300943375,0.8747090909090911,120,3,28,1,2,39,30,33,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,2,1,10,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915562855439282,0.0,0.23113689566851064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33702136005280725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139059501521904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36195813676910943,0.0,0.0,0.3961491763727011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295512610488684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37039140323545894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041451750592333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onetwofivezero,2019/09/06,"Nicotine and ADHD Recently I have started using other people’s e-cigarettes a lot. I have a lot of friends in the vaping crowd so I suppose it was only natural I eventually tried it. Every time I vape for a decent amount of time, I feel like my focus really improves. Even when I was just sitting there talking to other people, I found it was easy to focus and not zone out and get lost in a tangent of thoughts. Now that I think about it, I wasn’t really fidgeting or anything either. Does anyone else have experiences like this? Or maybe some research articles? I was never interested in purchasing my own, but after this, I’m realizing maybe the solution to when I can’t focus is just a little bit of nicotine...",4.06703073904513,5.800171438848923,6.146814911707001,73.49973839110531,72.02158273381295,9.08332243296272,29.18312622629169,9.573946990214177,3.0273683453237408,566,23,98,14,11,198,88,139,0.026000000000000002,0.858,0.11599999999999999,0.8529,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,21,19,9,0,0,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,8,1,14,4,14,11,7,15,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,5,11,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310754723588388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398822511511573,0.18168816421733505,0.14592155598272996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935905720136509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517637773118964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813044630677982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712003740163733,0.0,0.14940210734520065,0.0,0.0,0.17345572452972696,0.0,0.0,0.08965973591938321,0.1266794441539923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944252982505364,0.13699915584784533,0.0,0.09264384456621504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326192687029762,0.17772403053673558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935687836922661,0.3015070078330277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35628917394256665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676227539918315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348619803006606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458666057771576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719505330275466,0.0,0.1750848731753087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550999091494194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252535022537588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362129062080895,0.0,0.14077449649911908,0.20679670200260247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039054180891175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314996612768866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Magster56,2019/09/06,Just moved to Las Vegas. I just moved to Las Vegas. I got my last script for Adderall before leaving and now I have to find a new doctor. Does anyone have a hassle-free doctor that they can recommend? I got nothing but grief from my last doctor. Been on Adderall since it first came out in 1996.,1.9275141242937863,4.211431610169491,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,80.35593220338983,4.611299435028251,18.30790960451977,5.46131890053228,-0.3532395480225987,231,5,46,1,6,73,42,59,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.636,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,7,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,7,0,8,3,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,29,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293013114609706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177057992736069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743650084334865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5837604301685851,0.16636754194546954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375814009892318,0.1617084406993104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30409849529467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099319098810364,0.0,0.20130025003439905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041161159848475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361052609211054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241676856266295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726190163727596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mbarrufet,2019/09/06,Where to go to get diagnosed? [25] Recently I’ve been I’ve been talking to an older coworker who told me that his son got diagnosed with ADHD and as he was describing the symptoms I had a moment of realization that this is a lot like me and there is something that can be done! I’m unsure of who to see in order to take the test and get diagnosed? Will it be a psychiatrist or a general physician?,4.748414634146343,4.838915060975612,6.779170731707321,75.66948780487809,69.12195121951221,10.950243902439025,32.25365853658536,10.793553405168565,3.49488487804878,313,13,64,9,5,111,57,82,0.026000000000000002,0.9309999999999999,0.043,0.3252,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,11,5,0,0,0,7,19,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,4,1,10,9,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,4,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674876263779808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6777159989919418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277678648162597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256878888590315,0.0,0.12649248214645006,0.0,0.17801071796949605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087371661898781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189222284493554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976245209426912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773606263533535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134637329079294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133695388765346,0.16734602832968032,0.1788944977545909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126765551188304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrizztDourden951,2019/09/06,"I almost always have music running in my head Is this an ADHD thing? I've heard a lot of people talk about having a song stuck in their head. I don't get that, what I have is more like having a random song start ""playing"" whenever I get sufficiently bored, eg when walking somewhere. This gets really annoying after a while because it makes it hard to think about anything in particular. Does anyone else experience something like this? Do you know any ways to mitigate it?",4.878491171749602,6.778891134831464,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,70.23595505617978,8.231781701444623,27.32102728731942,8.841846274778883,2.2790308186195825,377,13,65,7,7,123,66,89,0.10300000000000001,0.833,0.064,-0.35,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,5,0,8,2,2,1,0,6,17,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,4,7,3,9,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526903572651732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054393231401344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495226141769532,0.0,0.0,0.14298327281435105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701792267513716,0.2154351064634712,0.17302517246445598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817188350545033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399899410698664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564434429756764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567356515342505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295548161315539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835068947700195,0.0,0.4315726145733964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555280136579295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205443771321937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875461126430794,0.0,0.0,0.14034945896892312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576705813388496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469724543450196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186758568697066,0.0,0.0,0.14882234278423062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899815203602442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968668088806072,0.13472542334750226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668937405974724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OutFawksed,2019/09/06,"I finally got diagnosed!!! I got diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 25, now it all seems to make sense. I’m not just weird and different there’s actually something I couldn’t help behind a lot of my struggles. I’m picking up my medication tomorrow! No story, just relieved and happy!",1.5954805194805175,4.273665327272732,4.423376623376623,77.34363636363638,86.63636363636363,8.233766233766234,27.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,3.117259740259741,223,11,40,7,7,79,44,55,0.08199999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.204,0.7897,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,12,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,7,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2322965289487669,0.0,0.2860825344683605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832191386861891,0.0,0.2487052327015492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260765480298669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807709391931566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340218064178177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955582270267624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237642936542674,0.0,0.0,0.15889616591486194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23980420722778906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670624565495256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832578403971625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885519142826776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TypicalNatural,2019/09/06,"The ADHD irony of working HARDER One of the ironic aspects of ADHD is that it sometimes makes ppl do way MORE work. I find myself doing something ""the hard way"" over and over and over, simply because I can't bring myself to confirm my suspicion that there's a much easier method just a quick Google search away. Case in point: I've had a Chromebook for at least 2 years, but I didn't know how to do a screen grab on it. So if I needed to screen grab an image, I'd go get my Macbook, find the same web page, and use the little grab app. Depending on how far away my Mac was, etc., this little activity could eat up 3 or 4 minutes. Then, after two years of doing this once a week or so, I finally Googled ""screen grab on chromebook."" I found the instructions in ten seconds. I would love to hear any similar (or even not) stories from other folks on here. Any stories of spending time/effort on something, only to find out you could have been doing it simpler or faster?",6.5515979381443294,5.496386737113402,6.756412371134022,81.17595876288661,65.64948453608247,9.203298969072165,31.255670103092786,7.908726449838941,2.0256387628865977,753,23,153,7,10,243,127,194,0.03,0.9279999999999999,0.043,0.7469,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,9,1,0,0,12,0,15,2,0,5,0,27,25,14,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,0,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,5,9,13,1,28,17,6,31,0,0,3,1,3,19,0,6,8,105,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334243249011853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866608811771088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606603851014141,0.0,0.0,0.08456124759100206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151018169836426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194321603264184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547073158819969,0.09162197657837574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195886457677624,0.38035740711260135,0.0,0.0,0.15209720315804248,0.0,0.0,0.07247446590089436,0.0,0.07883667561720753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242641432051939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634534597174135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762358231687466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27806389623000033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519847357714708,0.0,0.09259538850913132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197374213794648,0.10285769079334034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773021667674685,0.09399895389878364,0.10550134267842844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113341325546438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135838940004594,0.13719571767981592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088762182679644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355073973109494,0.0,0.0,0.11980787336509136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021589344048628,0.11127126795316024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197681334104176,0.0,0.0,0.09854133650844256,0.0,0.0,0.17865977732693356 adhd,cicada_heart,2019/09/06,"My job is ADHD hell today My job is usually fine, really. Today, though, it’s slowly doing repetitive tasks with a 10-30 second wait between them. I am not allowed to look at my phone or draw or really do anything during those waits, and I am slowly collapsing inside. I am allowed to listen to podcasts, which makes the repetitive tasks totally bearable during most shifts, but these long waits are different today. I don’t know what to do to get through the next 4 hours with minimal suffering.",6.324838709677419,7.263899924731183,7.076505376344091,71.93475806451616,65.88172043010752,10.501075268817203,31.62903225806452,10.504223727775694,3.6036967741935486,395,15,65,10,6,131,66,93,0.127,0.858,0.015,-0.8462,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,1,16,18,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,8,1,10,18,2,10,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,3,9,45,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24703146281824884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915034637993806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475626800842487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739152480116833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024255968655192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407953823608068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296504489952924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190550795750451,0.1726104455880115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720639176768987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860502879647506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633615143640444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195208253667848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845128239759847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263845666728385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AllyRose24,2019/09/06,"Is this a common occurrence? I would like to start out with this, I’ve also got anxiety. That said, this past year ish (a little over a year) I’ve been dissociating hard. I can’t seem to notice a trigger other than being bored which is why I think it relates to ADHD, but I haven’t seen anything on it. I’m willing to accept I may have more wrong with me than just the two diagnosed issues, but I really don’t like therapists and don’t want to go back to one if this is just another symptom of one of my two issues",3.7697509829619915,4.038361073394493,5.638820445609436,82.36944954128441,71.29357798165137,8.797378768020971,25.66317169069462,8.841846274778883,1.6701024901703805,403,11,87,7,7,140,71,109,0.084,0.821,0.095,0.287,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,1,0,16,22,5,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,4,3,8,3,15,14,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,8,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240057581862748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133455009111515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853215779815088,0.1352014415617897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543747003373642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589795430475834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938184079335834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044231356955624,0.0,0.1413507589512959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831943622117978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689298913881869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268714089211504,0.17713444179912974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121344846097527,0.0,0.0,0.2395198003669021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871311911220194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322067371747042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811502208483595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089249015547796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250936191002978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369486050331066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520242610088266,0.0,0.11324435885136867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452879357264538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042426124265143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947543565226865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554714850233728,0.19323147838923296,0.0,0.2276225022941243 adhd,Equality4Puppies,2019/09/06,I PASSES MY DRIVING EXAM!!! I’ve been putting it off for years now-I’m 20-but I’ve finally done it. I took my exam and I passed!,-2.611666666666668,-1.5614569285714277,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,118.28571428571428,3.295238095238096,15.38095238095238,5.46131890053228,-0.7000904761904758,98,3,23,1,6,34,20,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619745992587445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494524825997672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538167240413897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015607427722094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907092506299476 adhd,coffeeshopfit,2019/09/06,"This list making app is totally changing my life. (Dynalist) I know this is the ADHD sub, so I'll keep this brief. Ever tried to make a to-do list to finally get a handle on your life and feel like if you don't separate your tasks into incredibly small bits you won't get anything done? I just found this app yesterday and I feel like I finally have a list-making app that understands what I need and how my brain works. Best features: * Bullets on bullets. * (on bullets) * (on bullets) * (until the end of time). * Zoom in on a bullet and collapse bullets * Pro: integration with google calendar It's totally **free**, but there is a Pro version with a 50% off student discount. Ever since I found Dynalist, I've wanted to scream it from the rooftops, so this is as close as I get. Here's a totally optional referral link to use if you want to help me out! :) [https://dynalist.io/invite/lTHezw](https://dynalist.io/invite/lTHezw) **tl,dr:** Use the app Dynalist for your list making needs and have your productivity change for the better.",1.643032849503438,4.1303431122994665,2.837029793735677,84.23873796791446,101.83422459893049,5.987410236822001,21.920397249809014,7.225922671290522,1.4954380137509555,810,31,145,18,35,259,107,187,0.031,0.862,0.106,0.9117,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,7,0,3,8,6,0,0,12,0,9,3,1,6,5,38,28,14,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,7,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,17,6,23,24,6,20,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,3,10,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111295486283304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716651496509198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941890664917978,0.12592343915327636,0.15544195989537446,0.0,0.0,0.15894304109211704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123808185081136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570405704088593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610631877239944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575815173252073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398309721434036,0.20343243860413487,0.0,0.3119404121824566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122243929438364,0.0,0.0,0.2231628424125857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954342366232243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265537850042069,0.0,0.0,0.07824826201670014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113424889352466,0.13911924123076094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28511903933520977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114576337202934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777811335372056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302285675595182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966665968130084,0.0,0.0,0.14822248305198732,0.0,0.2459410150523185,0.0,0.0,0.16795869188371204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365425304469636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weak_sauce_tempt,2019/09/06,"My new pills are a different shape. Anyone know why? So I changed medication providers, from Kroger pharmacy to CVS Pharmacy. I picked up my prescription today for the first time and the pill is disk shape instead of oblong(like my former pill). The case still says methylphenidate, and 18mg, so am I just crazy or did they screw up?",3.3886182669789235,6.347549360655737,2.8970960187353647,89.81295081967217,79.98360655737704,7.420140515222482,25.107728337236534,8.418075326091056,1.8776023419203745,265,10,51,6,7,78,49,61,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.5305,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,4,0,4,5,0,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,6,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331307975107203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527077672506793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34834663125745424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836017494258835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832355963601227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33587949413757723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220132863043026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651441682731617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662648241903049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441636500438944,0.0,0.3160374549980972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30085424537739475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rlxijizzed,2019/09/06,"What is that one LITTLE thing that makes a huge difference for you? Whether it be on time, getting out of bed, doing daily tasks or even focusing. Waking up, for me, I had to install a timer switch in my bedroom to automatically turn the lights on and play music to wake me up. What works for you? No matter how little or big it is, what is the one thing that helps your condition and makes you able to function?",5.207926829268292,5.41255906097561,5.7718536585365845,82.89143902439027,68.14634146341463,8.511219512195122,27.37560975609756,8.238735603445708,1.5626897560975603,321,9,67,4,5,104,57,82,0.026000000000000002,0.8690000000000001,0.105,0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,2,3,0,10,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,8,1,14,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,1,52,18,1,0.2607690946723029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724482020599803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223552765915096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624108911880642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478802738224153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227182787217549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481307911979352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35340777461433404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34648679869967863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205655615292907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28364189327290085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984300666636456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alkiaris,2019/09/06,"Caffeine abuse I hate how I have to start with like 4 cups of coffee, otherwise it puts me to bed (anyone else?) But damn, that feeling when you're like 6 cups in and before you have an intense crash is so nice, it's like you're in the Matrix. Can't wait to be back on my stims though, caffeine is pretty nasty. I don't like drinking myself into a semi-panic/heart attack. What do you guys do to cope when you don't have your meds?",1.4705434782608684,3.036716054347828,2.8754347826086963,94.92989130434783,78.67391304347827,5.034782608695653,18.02173913043478,5.148860815047168,-0.5973086956521739,335,6,76,1,8,109,66,92,0.19699999999999998,0.619,0.185,-0.6448,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,6,8,3,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,0,7,15,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,10,5,10,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,8,46,14,0,0.0,0.2568683022742945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515890949096504,0.22213354811661096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466372210683441,0.0,0.16670306194202314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844777822963719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123779525270844,0.0,0.0,0.18110558694875434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961878198706956,0.15487940298469666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146625366297545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140415774048428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569047969206477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236631123993477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408119450411767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436388290405537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055989489913508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794027775929495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344961916544925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130013780894407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,andrew_codes19,2019/09/06,"Big win for me Hi folks, I love the support this sub shares with all of us. I wanted to share a big win for myself that just now occurred. I recently landed my dream job and and have acclimated to a new routine. While that routine was forming my impulsivity really skyrocketed. Nothing drastic, just flippant remarks or over-excitement or some awkwardness. Well the residual emotions from these impulsive episodes compounds and I started to get frustrated and down on myself. This also led to some isolation when I should have been making good first impressions. I would avoid meeting new people because I wanted to avoid the impulsiveness and the subsequent emotions. Still do this. However, today’s big win was having a lovely coffee chat with my director. I’ve been nervous that I’d make a fool of myself or say something that just didn’t come out right. During the coffee I remained focused, linear, and was not impulsive at all. Afterwards I didn’t have this regret or impending sense of doom that I usually get from meetings like this. Anyways, thanks for reading my lil story and I hope you have a lovely weekend!",5.9609158415841605,8.1694377029703,6.215928217821787,72.98399133663365,68.00990099009901,9.010396039603961,33.91212871287129,9.516144504307137,3.646345544554456,904,43,140,20,16,289,125,202,0.102,0.677,0.221,0.9803,2,3,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,4,9,23,1,4,10,0,15,3,0,3,2,34,29,14,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,2,0,4,0,2,3,8,1,1,7,1,21,15,19,20,5,24,1,2,0,3,12,9,0,7,14,104,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697401304407366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967890643871612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677243791986665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572057995926129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505574518554608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590899369023035,0.0,0.0,0.13317472303967226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577015154267952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575618012506327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757048529904227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299076751626197,0.0,0.21196993364412384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066958820212765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235093793514526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007606964477283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882009678054154,0.0,0.10171669483642157,0.0,0.15677326030082644,0.0,0.0,0.135594800993461,0.0,0.1262659461735516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223439138728362,0.0,0.0,0.11238326943505164,0.0,0.12679962066707204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017840488801906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618064840307013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050215338134293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909893369972417,0.0,0.17487057620808125,0.0,0.18730172942793571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275970772817972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127907172117864,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ncarrick783,2019/09/06,"Where the hell am I going? A story of how my brain makes things so much more complicated and difficult. So last night I had to take my daughter to the urgent care. Lingering cough, decided better to get it checked, nothing serious. There are two urgent care locations close to our house. I look up what time our usual first choice closes, and realized it's probably too late to make it there in time. So we pack into the car and head out. At the first traffic light, we need to turn left to get to urgent care #2. But the light is taking a while, so I decide to turn right (toward urgent care #1) and make a U-turn at the next light to get going in the right direction. Between turning right and making the u-turn, I spaces out and fly right past the u-turn spot. I realize it almost right away, and say oh well, I'll just go to urgent care #1 since I'm heading this way now. No... wait. They're about to close. Duh. Ok, just find the next spot to turn around and get going in the right direction toward urgent care #2. The next spot to turn around is about a mile down the road. But by the time we get there, I'm thinking of something else already and drive right past it. I don't realize it at the time, however, and just keep on driving merrily on my way. I was only when we pulled into urgent care #1 and saw the lights off that I remembered. Oh. My Lord. Ok, so we finally get going in the right direction back toward urgent care #2. A few miles later we get to the one turn I need to make, and go right past it because who knows what I was even thinking about, and end up taking another several mile detour before we finally made it. The clinic is about 2 miles from my house, and it took us about 30 minutes and 15 miles of driving to get there. Long story short, my daughter is fine. Myself? Remains to be seen.",3.2987804878048763,4.374519962059623,4.4500271002710035,87.49991869918699,72.95663956639568,7.634688346883467,23.693766937669377,8.045849151850463,1.1096872628726282,1402,37,299,20,27,460,170,369,0.019,0.833,0.147,0.9904,1,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,10,0,0,3,27,16,1,0,24,3,11,5,3,7,0,58,61,25,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,15,31,0,2,10,0,1,12,2,3,1,4,7,8,28,13,52,53,3,84,2,0,3,0,14,45,1,1,25,176,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354614559384828,0.0,0.05900951280932173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607179429205726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520578780711744,0.0,0.0,0.0502402632129131,0.04111794331498801,0.0,0.032597046420623964,0.0,0.045502145593312435,0.0,0.0,0.04729310621211268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596942886454678,0.0,0.0,0.4361596763918133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467038080426118,0.0,0.04736179036900496,0.0,0.0,0.03531884768446145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715556011171163,0.04887395589701511,0.09096933466729892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350223976901346,0.0,0.18234187748776096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975880330666148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340284677847145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752984540442568,0.0,0.0,0.029387724726645838,0.04358816941174575,0.060320616905497386,0.0,0.05809928735526135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732250581470007,0.04490440617622682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059806942438475,0.1784704142591811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039309292386895685,0.07930008170469494,0.0,0.0,0.17060953012088964,0.05018140690329999,0.0,0.05130941834743346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036235135490772764,0.040669127557820296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313997558624268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765364902292161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060575231986729025,0.4109959162565138,0.0,0.0425244001977276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060410014403561176,0.0,0.04423396360323141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041166635461108256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061661087662635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03552552320148572,0.06852752349090659,0.0,0.0,0.12472368318380975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059411203098831813,0.0,0.5234758743118723,0.05223599516704585,0.0,0.06432222817073845,0.0,0.058893681082138924,0.0,0.0,0.08488980361025969,0.0,0.0,0.0480792416919722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sekopaa,2019/09/06,"Is concerta the right medication for me? I have been diagnosed with adhd and been perscribed 27mg concerta. I had a lot of side effects in the beginning but some I have been able to deal with. I was all the time sweaty, blurry vision, after 6-8 hours i usually start to feel that my cheeks are red and warm but I don’t think they are acually red it just feels like they are, I always get a crash when the med stops working and my mouth is dry. The sweating is gone but all the other side effects are still there and this is the 10th day I’m on it and I had a hallucination after school that a girls lips at the metro station where full black but when I looked again they where just normal pink/red looking. I can concentrate a little bit better but at the end of the week I just feel like it’s not worth taking the pill every morning to feel like this. I can function trought out the day and the biggest problems come in when I get the crash. My parents are telling me to keep on going and that my body is still adjusting, please give me your thoughts on what I should do!",4.5178246753246745,4.900342250000001,4.8594805194805195,88.21136363636367,69.68181818181819,7.922077922077923,27.07792207792207,7.7094869923839395,1.2681103896103894,845,25,185,9,14,267,124,220,0.07400000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.7291,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,3,4,12,6,0,0,19,0,23,8,5,2,2,38,42,15,0,3,9,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,11,0,2,9,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,8,10,25,5,19,33,6,37,0,0,5,0,9,16,0,2,21,126,35,2,0.14289220902908714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172866708837747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889776476840265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637654687402972,0.1560012835020931,0.15872103148867353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308898553768738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843073072925006,0.14731559313314566,0.0,0.14503258430715313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656008454512432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039284899744665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890023772623848,0.3062466680447797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931056311852675,0.1370752273798681,0.08120893534347952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072004245006187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270091608854689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942974670202136,0.14321553257738664,0.0,0.0,0.2399869345239564,0.0,0.0,0.12148184624277905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872103148867353,0.14394886757397535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000402595985234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866488797395625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685273578890274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672854602648205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202916576107478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461454418838976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113984101295152,0.0,0.2282278054240403,0.11946428503789185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743715803504376,0.0,0.12489408892048065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915595578113208,0.0,0.1134404527544602,0.08332159619356624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737558058630646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146195109579539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402723001117127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Walnutcs,2019/09/06,"My own father, a registered Psychiatrist, and leading Psychotherapist, despite knowing that i have ADHD, says that my inability to do menial tasks has nothing to do with my ADHD and that im just lazy To be honest im at a loss for words, i keep trying to explain to him that the mental disorder i have actually makes it borderline impossible for me to do menial tasks and maintain organisation in my life without external aids and that im not doing what i do intentionally, but he keeps dismissing it and saying that despite having ADHD im a ""lazy shit"". i just had a conversation with him where i said to that i think he is ""showing a bit of a lack of compassion"" to which he responded by shouting at me me to ""fuck off"". I dont know how to have a constructive conversation with him as in addition to him being a psychiatrist, he is also a raging narcissist who genuinely believes he is always right about literally everything. if anyone has any tips on how to explain to him in a manor that doesn't patronise him in any way then id really appreciate it. what i have written may not have been completely coherent as im quite emotional and am not the best writer, but if anyone would like to offer any words of advice but would need more information to do so, id be happy to offer it to you. TL;DR (as i know i probably wouldnt have read all of that (haha)) Dad calls me a lazy shit whilst knowing i have a strong case of ADHD and shouts at me when i attempt to have a discussion with him, tips?",8.73792540792541,6.304749003367005,9.927407407407408,64.5794871794872,62.33333333333333,13.44822584822585,38.334369334369335,12.09199376347754,4.572284330484331,1182,46,224,32,13,418,147,297,0.11599999999999999,0.799,0.084,-0.8284,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,6,9,11,4,0,15,1,32,4,2,5,1,47,46,21,0,7,11,2,0,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,17,12,0,2,8,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,5,30,6,44,35,6,16,0,1,0,1,29,11,3,3,4,167,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0964906675783273,0.0,0.4753285786623197,0.09662244013429856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907270325393874,0.08227441942527691,0.0,0.0,0.2017212980786918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827559741372678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140164946597288,0.10376636383225003,0.0,0.10794917006836488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096549625900192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367170488455024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332275779559647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588428307951724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122444472936543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886517338177315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141112044970537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525747279384484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340260538071621,0.0,0.0,0.17577462442457206,0.0,0.0,0.21736305820333646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984045766984062,0.048306797731801465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600183478481148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964577064237444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331678632591722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487611060716368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660721087435436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051689272958394,0.0989047607649488,0.0,0.06334378062052755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444127427878634,0.09405562366225173,0.15726351327327834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299369827358013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335703178638233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713167349614732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848475636783621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953148663962909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048019272716486,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yellowfathers,2019/09/06,"Going back on meds pros/cons? I have been off meds since I graduated high school and started my traveling construction job. I haven't felt like I really needed them till recently because of starting a new job and getting married I feel like my ADD may becoming a problem again and I was wondering if anyone has gone back on there meds before and if they have what to expect. ""Edit-spelling, grammar,punctuation...and more I am sure."" Ps: found this subreddit today and y'all seem great.",2.392106227106229,5.303096846153848,3.705961538461541,81.99945512820516,86.03296703296705,6.9893772893772885,25.165750915750927,8.07648339933343,2.1795267399267404,387,16,67,9,12,126,69,91,0.083,0.867,0.049,-0.2071,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,19,8,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,2,12,4,6,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,11,42,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302378147545257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485853016729713,0.0,0.09853540771779017,0.17852078946940142,0.13754535948491825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173100623297601,0.1154770124356519,0.15520158194467168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723201055879406,0.0,0.0,0.08445122618358332,0.0,0.09186482220117224,0.0,0.0,0.17821077585634887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078355213050045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32080930682164777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579401442550127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386431656426484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985542772799194,0.0,0.15611476343779182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466947716309504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035519462955189,0.0,0.1596018849939237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359024205132225,0.0,0.14715272355212575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337118578896961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288219510035883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234558673881193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321762990203205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752937556572817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thepsychoviruz,2019/09/06,"I feel high-ish (i don't know how else to put it- very happy, confident and funny) when I'm sad, depressed or sleep deprived (not diagnosed yet) is it normal when undiagnosed? I haven't been diagnosed as of yet and so I'm not on any meds. Is what i call feeling high is my real self when i take medication? Is it any symptom of having ADHD? (Sorry for bad english, I'm not a native speaker)",0.6307407407407409,2.83412787654321,3.5076543209876583,85.94444444444447,85.04938271604941,6.0691358024691375,22.58024691358025,7.3871296695380915,1.0826395061728389,302,11,62,5,9,107,57,81,0.158,0.737,0.105,-0.6776,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,1,0,12,15,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,3,6,1,6,14,0,8,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432713976428947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538682438991602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585197852061095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059910981497588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076861800876815,0.3789087210873574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559291529700091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876020461681745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870135203829276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944297241789426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258258250407737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073354182384009,0.1880387141103237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288561386722954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764326093745126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245813925655285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472543393692607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679321594424125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089488119306742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940095618257449,0.14034389700353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401273956351313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItsRoboJohn,2019/09/06,"Need some Advice.. I've been having quite a bit of trouble maturing and achieving my desired goals in life due in large part to my ADHD. Just for some background I'm a 23 year old male without an official diagnosis of the disorder but growing up my teachers and school councilors did suggest that I should get a diagnosis and take medication. My parents and myself were always resistant to the idea of taking medication especially stimulants like Adderall, Vyvanse etc. I've been on my own since about 18 having moved out with my girlfriend and working dead-end retail jobs to get by.. I've dropped in and out of college a few times and I'm currently focused on becoming self sufficient through learning a trade. My primary struggles that I need advice on are : learning proper organization skills, retaining focus/motivation for tasks, and generally enhancing cognitive function. I have a deep interest in science and technology and know that I eventually want to understand computer science, physics, chemistry, and applied material sciences like microelectromechanical systems. I have always struggled with memory and focus and constantly fidget/daydream to the point where maladaptive daydreaming disorder and psychomotor agitation could be a possible diagnosis . I've always been one to deny these issues due to pride, but after having my first anxiety attack and quitting marijuana I've decided to be very honest with myself and try to fix these issues. I know that seeking professional help should be the first course of action but I'm not in the financial position to afford that. My general understanding of mathematics is at per-algebra levels at best.. my spelling and other metrics used to gauge intellect is probably below average. I'm in a city where we set records for the lowest levels of education, the highest levels of pollution.. there is not good sources of free mental healthcare. I really wanted to get some advice on the most efficient way to deal with these issues and start learning things more efficiently. I've been getting more and more paranoid as the years pass by and my neural plasticity gets diminished.",9.804777517564403,10.615606846994536,9.777634660421542,56.00401639344264,58.39890710382514,13.091647150663546,43.65807962529274,12.45797560212912,6.284221077283371,1750,96,237,56,21,576,213,366,0.09,0.789,0.121,0.9385,5,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,10,5,12,1,2,18,0,21,4,1,2,0,60,42,24,0,8,7,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,2,10,27,0,1,9,0,3,4,3,4,0,3,6,0,21,9,52,30,13,43,0,0,0,0,8,23,0,4,14,166,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011118759831753,0.29298729058130396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947992617508824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645556349554357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369876100247138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037838587085068,0.0,0.0,0.10488324710225268,0.0,0.1091110747319506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800208943380794,0.0,0.07979577073986614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103036092592896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290850015212786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851918736104354,0.0,0.11146205032426316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700216887238692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261078557255534,0.0,0.0,0.08382683489484716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698919732607635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282265855227648,0.0,0.3129412942340095,0.09917728227778574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098513164694533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059218140631916,0.09765349032396964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136264644557167,0.1007183021453276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622281710086358,0.0,0.14821185465061693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487260095085396,0.0,0.06772346912078736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097406418986697,0.10822773981405424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447774996381966,0.11266989355918634,0.0,0.0,0.10775467143758367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260181395351468,0.0,0.0,0.06402557774843072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114691356404552,0.0,0.0,0.1042615848904304,0.0,0.0,0.08267327905911435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073965356825856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089627221598991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028829912406153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639720373470928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827714173223221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678542413904636,0.0,0.0,0.2080868568065698,0.0,0.08631803308156774,0.0,0.08246284009006358,0.11789708129220335,0.07932952251459237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963407824612756,0.0,0.07275916334210437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871909112899074 adhd,irreverent-vet,2019/09/06,Testicular pain and urethra discomfort on Adderall and now vyvanse Has anyone else experienced this? It's been a rough couple months trying to find medication that doesn't make my nuts hurt. Especially when the VA only prescribes generics. The way I narrowed it down to the meds was I did a std panel and did a round of antibiotics to rule uti/epidy. I was on 25mg adderal generic during this time. Once I stopped taking it and waited for my Vyvanse 30mg to come in it finally went away. Now day 2 of Vyvanse and low and behold testicle pain.,4.645357142857144,6.3043097619047614,5.711607142857144,77.49026785714288,70.42857142857143,8.29761904761905,31.220238095238088,8.841846274778883,2.711595238095238,435,19,78,8,8,144,76,105,0.162,0.8190000000000001,0.019,-0.9305,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,7,4,0,1,0,11,12,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,3,6,0,12,6,0,18,0,2,1,1,0,7,0,0,8,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497210580293645,0.2193961898621936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117732398264684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844495789723789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692504889542595,0.0,0.13809279962432494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887381746792372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345632821734937,0.1957062131250982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922505646021016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292998505433038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784441235145115,0.2157082366191165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091239443037512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280359529956305,0.0,0.16285158013838366,0.4556878267387384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901794365450105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099522210689815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485790885411345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537670234107766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996232136911849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984958603056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MightyArgonaut,2019/09/06,Aderall M20 Hey guys I recently started taking aderall as a prescription and have mixed feelings about this drug. Sometimes I feel like it’s the best invention ever but in other times I feel like it is making me really weird and feel kinda empty. What do you guys think about it?,3.8652830188679235,6.369574773584912,4.574188679245285,81.14769811320755,74.84905660377359,7.258867924528303,25.69433962264151,8.238735603445708,1.9709049056603776,225,8,38,4,5,72,42,53,0.077,0.784,0.139,0.5187,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,11,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,4,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140150621062695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667609005603893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807462605892746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652388016467083,0.3286658843411409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555302453180426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247613446592544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354631058939125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736262779325046,0.0,0.2271261334513277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275048100945333,0.0,0.16281588711252626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295336851562104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473934552336488,0.0,0.0,0.1341319055282079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissAylaRegexQueen,2019/09/06,"ADHD with Motor Tics and Muscle Injury I've learned in the last few years that I have ADHD with some **pretty severe motor tics**. I've had tics all my life, but as I've aged they've gotten worse. Especially when I'm **stressed**. My tics usually just involve muscle flexes around my body, but sometimes they can be rather intense. I've recently been experiencing some **shoulder pain** and it's been increasing in frequency and intensity for a couple of months now. A few doctor's visits and an MRI later I've learned that I have a **high grade tendon tear** in my shoulder, **tendonitis**, and possibly even **arthritis**. How could i have arthritis?! I'm not even 40 yet! Ugh! Anyway- I'm curious if this is something anyone else with motor tics experiences? I'm wondering if my tics are causing or contributing to this injury. Uuuugh, fuck getting older, though. This sucks. **tldr**; Has anyone here experienced **muscle injury** related to **motor tics**?",0.9093243747667008,1.6839143333333375,2.6663630707975656,82.42633818589026,127.88888888888887,4.964091078760731,20.597362199825803,6.356417079543762,1.3546684334950854,745,29,119,15,47,244,106,171,0.146,0.8290000000000001,0.025,-0.9717,0,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,1,0,12,5,2,1,5,0,12,10,5,2,1,26,21,14,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,2,9,0,12,15,6,18,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,6,11,71,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402858281243529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438720923864376,0.17173155645649246,0.0,0.14920435558376405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617183440264012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217693234424675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381928733512685,0.1854522060565344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155124639723462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001281928540205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214035944704291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639502588299944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494850730225102,0.08756691274858229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708432528610962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366207848903334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183846627413561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378104483797168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834398079855873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894992454383566,0.0,0.1705149643719054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549012926574866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934641427788115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290308385025979,0.16576604311890922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919914389477561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164671471269504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845936877623177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176092521906329,0.0,0.0,0.17080423890227214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793239341882248 adhd,cmcaplin,2019/09/06,"Started Mydayis and feel so crappy. Is it the meds or my life? Hi! I started Mydayis yesterday at 50mg - I had been taking vyvance 60mg for a couple of years and had no issues. Yesterday I felt horrible. Cramps, shakiness, and the HEADACHES. The headaches would almost turn into a migraines, then go away, and then come back and go away. I think it happens when each release happens. I didn’t make sure to eat yesterday because this made me not hungry and vyvance didn’t do that to me, i took it this morning on a full stomach and have reminded myself to eat snacks along the day but I’m not feeling horribly nauseous. I know I have a lot of stress in my life too. My parents recently passed away and I started a new job and that’s a lot. Lol it feels like this would be more med related but I haven’t read of anyone having these issues with Mydayis and if it gets better after sticking with it or I just should stop taking it. Anyone have any insight or similar experiences?",1.9564298050826527,4.438327554404147,3.3403997039230187,87.48283246977547,81.74611398963731,5.955983222304464,26.28892178633111,7.2636822038024595,1.491543992104614,770,33,147,11,21,251,116,193,0.085,0.8270000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.5723,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,10,1,16,8,1,2,1,43,38,20,0,4,9,1,4,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,13,16,3,1,7,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,8,4,17,3,18,26,5,29,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,8,17,105,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402961000873725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423020967656017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321397404600752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491164593040181,0.0952420088721611,0.0,0.0755049483048352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095456163004199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669589503786606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370506253775355,0.0,0.07988055563091546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348290130731443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116051882720555,0.0,0.0,0.18788460544652066,0.08848682982387977,0.11892666497228442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471263087005176,0.0,0.14078692750119054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190610008280652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585588883111599,0.12291363423721452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807115613021382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497437651257106,0.060512574634021085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060559170433896,0.0,0.1172009441258913,0.08267865271410718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27516487266575484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962641060715755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753377005679135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389522796931154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229849507838135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26300986592078834,0.0,0.0,0.10355393507791924,0.14188316943990206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167381951077774,0.0,0.1862571811246894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936558195907002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761491641976487,0.0,0.13472597185894147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597560894432768,0.0,0.0,0.07976287977957226 adhd,vicwlk,2019/09/06,Methylphenidate hydrochloride oral solution Does anyone have any experience with **Methylphenidate** **oral solution** (liquid)? I can no longer digest the pills and they are making me sick and Daytrana is irritating my skin and is incredibly expensive so I'm considering the oral solution. Please detail any positive or negative experiences with the oral solution as I'm desperate. Thank you.,5.7015636822194224,8.835221098360657,5.584262295081967,63.38378310214378,100.31147540983606,11.057250945775538,32.56116015132409,9.057496981413335,5.767258764186632,321,17,41,14,13,100,44,61,0.18899999999999997,0.612,0.19899999999999998,-0.0516,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,1,0,7,9,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44289726100688503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276973872191463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497267167683354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6370833236293795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173694507673043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574585863821868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998086257792687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MinimalistErica,2019/09/06,"What is it like to have ADHD as a female without hyperactivity? I heard that *most* females don't have the Hyperactivity therefore, it is harder to for others to notice that a female has ADHD. It is hypothesized by some that this is the case in some mental disorders because females are naturally better at blending into groups. What has been your experience being a female with ADHD without the hyperactivity component? How do people react when you say that you have it?",6.9332142857142856,8.755143035714287,8.693809523809524,57.667857142857144,65.07142857142857,9.40952380952381,31.857142857142854,9.725611199111238,3.5225857142857144,381,15,54,8,6,134,54,84,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.7131,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,3,0,11,15,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,12,12,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,2,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7389823054430465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494442472457774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127439746725574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349070140087845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049455915231906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013527584610858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655595482793615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333533818615269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209654039731628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299595524400562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951568262428744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,detectivejetpack,2019/09/06,"Adderall side effect help! Hello all! First, thank god for this sub and r/adhdwomen for all of your advice and stories that help me know I'm not a lazy loser or alone. It's meant the world. I got diagnosed about 1.5 months ago and am on 40mg (20 in the am, 20 in the afternoon) of Adderall. Hugely helpful and worth the side effects so no lowering the dose. I'm applying for Vyvanse which will hopefully help with the side effects. I have a lot of trouble eating now. I wasn't great about getting all my calories before, but now breakfast can make me feel actively nauseated. Spicy foods are now almost inedible (and I love spice). My stomach doesn't feel queasy in general, only during food-time. Getting to sleep was always hard and took forever, and while I thought meds were supposed to help, it hasn't gotten better. I've also been waking up a bunch which I never did before. My biggest problem tho is the anxiety meds bring 20ish minutes after taking them. It feels more chemical and not my own home-grown anxiety I've had forever and am treating w Welbutrin. Does anyone have experience successfully reducing any of these symptoms?? They're still better than the alternative, but my doctor could only offer antipsychotics on top of everything else to help, which I'm unwilling to try. SSRIs have never been effective for me. Help? Thoughts?",4.446856211517567,6.788517374501993,5.219704817095259,77.96074882289025,72.46613545816733,8.228975009054691,29.33737776168055,8.97023862654752,2.759930677290836,1075,45,182,23,22,348,163,251,0.10300000000000001,0.731,0.166,0.9513,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,10,9,11,0,0,11,0,20,11,3,5,5,38,41,16,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,10,3,0,11,0,1,2,8,3,0,1,13,5,16,8,24,26,7,27,0,1,0,1,12,13,0,4,12,113,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932100571920136,0.09916866890408617,0.0,0.11202465448818033,0.11586669404985694,0.0,0.08946480168210981,0.09308730212187953,0.0,0.0,0.0760774796906878,0.0,0.17116508523447393,0.0,0.0,0.07822420627486333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903913748423872,0.0,0.0,0.1978851633232553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932149130544202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113548745169554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450676108544836,0.09790082057679884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447401324414808,0.09345554044935243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054424328348256,0.10943326563931166,0.0,0.0,0.169699058211276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515912090500303,0.2705545634336155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689805545188794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947506189421385,0.1233403829619535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021623838488228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249028195013327,0.0,0.11221774558505464,0.11111513658884802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148247781768398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511042823683533,0.10096975482873108,0.0,0.07467609954746811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485313771888329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929596526248389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256671642025356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016892299056416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704735700830313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119537983490442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934192630746204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162788876064398,0.08411457699482364,0.0,0.0,0.10299763239430268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776293392725503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429502489976367,0.07595442685996451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,diorama_glaze,2019/09/06,"How do you manage a deppressed mood while on Concerta? I'm on 54mg and even though I passed my final law school exam I feel numb and sort of sad/alone. Even my gf noticed. I usually took some green tea in the morning/after lunch, but stopped it since my doc says caffeine ain't good with Concerta. How do you guys cope with it?",2.0376960784313742,3.8109316911764712,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,77.67647058823529,6.298039215686276,23.098039215686285,7.1686216300943375,0.6584627450980394,257,8,57,3,6,82,54,68,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.7593,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,12,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,1,6,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,4,31,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279754562642464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568128470258673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657673932972678,0.0,0.0,0.2958944847368353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265571238733393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674533394523413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075242936714264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148038978816121,0.0,0.2733677569298757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343943139814607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582572048560035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653836611286709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001043622984985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974901985264455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Freeaboo_,2019/09/06,"Monthly existential crisis Haha it's time to hate myself again Hope I don't randomly break out crying for no reason during Spanish class woo Fuck this disorder",3.071034482758616,6.064154034482763,4.5754482758620725,72.58937931034484,94.86206896551724,6.457931034482759,23.04137931034483,7.554174236665415,2.303035862068965,133,5,18,3,5,44,29,29,0.426,0.375,0.19899999999999998,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046127440349509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422158472192044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405315904861439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36366717705457335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658524618062423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940116866483089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787228698053901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478655480737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,walkthroughthefire,2019/09/06,"Feeling overwhelmed by all the different planning systems and my growing to-do list I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child, but I'm only now as an adult starting to realize what that really means and how much of a negative impact it's been having on me my whole life. I'm trying to organize my life now, starting with writing everything I need to remember down on my to-do list, but after several days of doing that, it's starting to get backed up and I'm feeling overwhelmed again. I feel like my list is becoming just as chaotic as the rest of my life and it really needs some more structure. The problem is there's so many different systems for stuff like this and I don't know how to figure out what the right one is for me. I feel like I'm sort of trying to use all of them at the same time while failing to actually use any of them successfully. I had a bullet journal ages ago and it did help some, but I found I kept falling out of using it for months at a time because I had to set up all the pages myself and I'd end up falling way behind on that. I also didn't like that I didn't have a place to really schedule things months in advance. I'd tape all my appointment cards on one page, but then I'd keep forgetting to refer back to that when I was setting up my weekly spreads. I think I also got really carried away with the washi tape and markers, trying to make everything look pretty and perfect so I'd be excited to use it, but also it meant putting several hours of work into decorating it each month before it was usable, which I've found is not a great way of doing things for me because I'll inevitably fall behind on that and my life will become a disorganized mess. I just need a simple system that fits my needs, but I feel so lost. There's so much out there--bullet journals, kanban, happy planners, the eisenhower matrix. I haven't found one system that fits all my needs, but trying to implement them all at once isn't working either and, to be honest, I'm having some trouble even identifying what all my needs are. And my to-do list is getting more and more disorganized by the day and harder to navigate as I keep adding more and more pages without taking any out. It's on a pad of graph paper post-it's, so I can't really reorder the sheets or remove ones I'm done with without removing the sheets on top and I'm scared if I start taking things off and sticking them back on, they'll lose their stickiness and get lost. So right now on my pad I have: -A list of tasks I need to complete in the front hall -Tuesday's to do list, with numbers 1-4 indicating priority based on the Eisenhower Matrix--everything on this list got completed or moved to a later date -A few ideas I jotted down for creative projects and some doodles of things I want to make -Wednesday's to do list, which I didn't complete and didn't reschedule all the tasks--I gave up on the Eisenhower Matrix at this point because I can't delegate tasks, so that entire category is useless to me. Also some reminders for appointments and phone numbers--it started to get really cluttered around this point -More ideas and reminders -Thursday's to-do list which I didn't even really look at yesterday because I was getting so overwhelmed -Today's to-do list and some phone numbers that I don't even remember who they were now because I didn't write down their names Sorry, I know this is getting really long, so I'll try and wrap it up soon. The point is, I really have no idea what I'm doing and I was hoping to learn from someone else's trial and error so I don't have to waste a lot of time and money trying solutions that won't work. I know what works for one person might not work at all for me, but based on what I've written, does anybody have any ideas what might be a good place to start? Money is very tight right now, so if I have to buy supplies for something, I want to be fairly certain they'll help me because I probably won't be able to buy supplies for another system until October (I've been thinking it might be helpful to get a white board or two, but I want to be sure I'll use them and that my money can't be better spent somewhere else.) I'd like to try some of the apps I've seen mentioned here in the future, but unfortunately my phone is completely full right now and I'll need some kind of structure in place before I'll be able to do go through it and make space. **TL;DR: I need a simple system that works for me to help organize my life, but I'm feeling overwhelmed by all the options and trying to find something that meets all of my needs without breaking the bank.**",6.891287541903268,5.673552788853161,7.290821646028597,78.14790654717113,65.05573419078243,10.212665617659802,33.35588698091264,9.195540489509971,2.72583420674557,3644,126,733,53,47,1197,328,933,0.077,0.8170000000000001,0.105,0.9532,5,0,2,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,10,17,38,30,0,5,37,0,68,6,0,10,14,156,144,73,0,17,24,0,7,5,0,8,6,0,0,3,48,43,0,4,27,0,7,11,23,13,0,6,31,11,76,17,124,96,38,123,0,9,4,0,27,56,0,20,50,482,124,11,0.08962444191370546,0.0,0.043730263413300975,0.0,0.05385558125582389,0.0,0.0397233300635568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433452676359425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142154078158277,0.046989520922783454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989237739415747,0.0,0.0,0.042102556717071866,0.1033734954674962,0.0,0.16390268377980108,0.09898315465890124,0.07626379891650321,0.0,0.0,0.039632767809827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793904434031167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780035058925322,0.0,0.0,0.04548346098136488,0.0,0.09363846620974486,0.0,0.0,0.039215476543569834,0.04585846050966099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486972086170142,0.0,0.03969032679591087,0.0,0.0,0.08879414792363936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082300406199455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595043223421746,0.06402771921096143,0.0,0.0,0.04095755811273017,0.0,0.0,0.1474028618497904,0.0,0.0,0.16388775125620264,0.0,0.02546781786781661,0.03758636483718535,0.07168085354697308,0.04940563180596747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477034424884325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014674842520535,0.0,0.0,0.044508646677964406,0.04413101090799305,0.0,0.0,0.2023501715920195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966232196726017,0.0,0.04666503223621053,0.07388287409119004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826098458321866,0.10946493803402846,0.0,0.0,0.0396574053884589,0.07526195871502081,0.050133412728523466,0.09783566554957256,0.03809774775732993,0.0,0.0,0.0897375163838931,0.045432558494048966,0.0,0.04881364577474792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261605445599265,0.0,0.0,0.10730606170270156,0.04762829901182503,0.06588427712702953,0.3322769402591632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047723552806370084,0.15182960334878634,0.03408171335370033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039128302851584584,0.14045769931461727,0.0,0.12708610018227415,0.0,0.04291772043466659,0.04559013899736025,0.048315153478531436,0.042879243433074005,0.0,0.04504865928011703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583707060471179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152702144743267,0.15307756738934716,0.0,0.0,0.044864850732962314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125010877934004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037969249395587816,0.06899727403923507,0.0,0.05016361253062995,0.19030992384297502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051299271765665386,0.0,0.0,0.04223498792098256,0.0,0.0673864264196888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190849935762093,0.05742772350195013,0.0,0.0,0.07839109923082704,0.0,0.04247674571163205,0.0,0.0,0.2433964518261138,0.0,0.04377502840446841,0.0,0.0,0.1935168545670255,0.0,0.036974775404840315,0.07929422689488509,0.07113971031671301,0.03594566062008795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003124436165567,0.0,0.12959214562371604,0.0,0.19574298340538696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,__cypher,2019/09/06,"How did you know? Hi, I don't know if I have ADHD or not and I saw it was pretty difficult to get diagnosed as an adult now that I'm 18. I've never really talked to anyone with ADHD before so I was wondering how typically older people knew they had ADHD to get it formally diagnosed. I think it would be pretty embarrassing to go to the doctors and say that I think I have it only for them to be like ""actually you're just really lazy"" so I'm not quite sure what to do. Anything would help. Thanks.",2.6267857142857167,3.7843736190476207,5.374464285714287,79.90741071428573,74.71428571428571,9.05952380952381,22.648809523809533,9.516144504307137,1.8438809523809527,390,10,82,10,8,141,67,105,0.09300000000000001,0.774,0.134,0.6628,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,12,3,0,2,2,20,25,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,2,10,3,10,15,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,3,4,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1528907111012444,0.0,0.5648732117494615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954973650364996,0.0,0.12892892041376453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331758761004833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31804055818568217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036194040396715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371084837275662,0.0,0.08904114633855888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050149277036184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220728890113754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654274596290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083624247149252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915723765366372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086176604791592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187864982487572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664152589641246,0.0,0.0,0.20073807977444125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245930356690373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766289595748078,0.0,0.0,0.12592820445477013,0.0,0.14424388596093013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007800730619022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990570030751587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225926828028318,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chaos2thebone,2019/09/06,"Had a test yesterday Hi, I‘m in my 30s, have been struggling for as long as I remember and my doctor suggested to get diagnosed for ADHD. I had a test yesterday and I am waiting for the next appointment to interpret the results, which will in 4 weeks, that’s really heard. The test had of three parts. 1) I had to press a button whenever two graphical objects related by color or form were shown after each other. I had to do this for 15 minutes and I completely failed to a level that made me doubt myself. I couldn’t memorize those two aspects of an object for even a few seconds. 2) I had to press a button whenever any of two of four possible objects were shown or two sounds of the same kind were played after each other. I passed this test perfectly. 3) I had to press the button whenever any of two of four patterns were shown. The 4 patterns looked completely different - the ones to press the button for were ‘regular’, the other two were irregular, so I passed the test perfectly, too. Waiting kills me, and while ADHD seems to mean something to struggle with for life at least it would explain my problems. Does anybody have any information on these tests and does passing 2 of 3 tests mean that I don’t have ADHD?",5.715734463276834,6.386174245762709,6.4460000000000015,76.87075141242939,67.13559322033899,10.191638418079096,32.25875706214689,10.203070172399654,3.3045540112994347,966,39,179,23,15,318,120,236,0.075,0.8640000000000001,0.061,-0.2944,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,1,3,17,0,23,3,0,2,2,29,34,11,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,12,8,0,2,8,1,0,3,2,6,0,11,16,8,18,4,35,15,7,16,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,4,8,134,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879386691087665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195126919790063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563066208688656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921055229636706,0.0,0.11241788103087387,0.0,0.11013196668212097,0.18832093070679828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106801553938515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621595015959334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904216851666127,0.11204762859915927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600023903361933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522158278344266,0.09035592170021303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181261903674972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441334936422736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144325813998072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291175508149171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651905256465382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130151911730105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295755328063116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689305687429958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188850459095495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795393799341658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283483976577691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497132850815232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306505607565607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086309294945386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764351250189753,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SophiaofPrussia,2019/09/06,"Didn’t want to forget something so I decided to set an alarm on my phone as a reminder... But my phone was downstairs, so I decided to keep repeating “alarm, alarm, alarm” out loud to myself until I got to my phone to set the alarm. Somewhere along the way from my bedroom to the living room (I’ll admit, I mad a pit stop in the kitchen) I realized that saying “alarm, alarm, alarm” in a British accent sounds like “llama, llama, llama” which gave me a good laugh so I repeated “llama, llama, llama” until I got to the living room and successfully set the reminder alarm on my phone. Well it just went off and I can’t for the life of me figure out what I was trying to remind myself. Instead of setting an alarm for “Thing to Remember!!” I set one for “Llama!!”",3.6315818181818162,4.804085006666668,4.910848484848486,84.14209090909092,72.26666666666667,7.321212121212122,24.96969696969697,7.686295010490155,1.2709333333333332,581,17,115,7,11,193,77,150,0.19899999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.107,-0.9196,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,16,1,10,13,0,4,2,0,0,0,17,11,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,5,5,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,11,1,1,7,3,19,5,27,4,0,21,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156812145167152,0.4113250541140567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285624910462467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162927707097654,0.12562816800425775,0.0,0.4541278895020928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424825939783334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912954124042215,0.0,0.0,0.20449220393498505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979629571466592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498492226038615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708358613322303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458472828615842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167091607941285,0.20410991044146096,0.0,0.0,0.2312044391313861,0.23837619975776425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FilmSprockett,2019/09/06,"Neuropsychological Eval? Tl;dr— is a neuropsychological evaluation for ADHD worth all the hassle to get it covered? I’ve been through four doctors now. I’ve posted here before about how I’ve tried Wellbutrin and how that same doctor believed fish oil and magnesium would solve my problems. I went looking for another doctor and it took me four months to get an appointment. Not many take my insurance. This woman is a nurse practitioner and I told her the anxiety medications I’m on and that I’m struggling with ADHD and have been officially diagnosed by three other doctors. She does not believe me. I also do not have access to previous records as I owe my last doctor money so they won’t help me at all. This new woman is requiring me to get a neuropsychological evaluation before she will treat me. She won’t continue my current medications (buspar and Xanax) which caused withdrawal and I haven’t been sleeping. She also will not consider even seeing me again until I’ve had the eval. She’s made it clear she thinks I’m just a lazy person looking for an excuse. “You just need someone to hold you accountable” Sure lady, thanks a lot. In any case, I’ve been trying to get this neuropsychological evaluation set up. However ADHD is not a valid reason for needing the test according to insurance. Additionally out of pocket the test is $2000 which I can’t afford. I’ve been trying to get it improved through insurance and jumping through all the hoops but they basically need evidence of a concussion. I’m being told the ADHD must stem from a brain injury to be valid and for them to pay for this test. I don’t even know what the test involves just that I have to take a full day off from work as it will be a 10hr test. But I’m desperate as I’m falling being at work. Constantly missing important things, I can’t focus, I can’t sleep, I can’t function in public places, and I just started grad school but can’t even sit down to read a passage when I used to read 800pg books in a day! I have the DSM-5 and I have all symptoms of ADHD, I was diagnosed as a child but my mom didn’t want to get me help for fear of stunting my growth and making me unable to have kids (I’m CF) and have been diagnosed by 4 doctors. (I switched due to ineffective treatments/gaslighting/ refusal to treat the cause and focusing on the depression that stems from the chief complaint/ pseudoscience) It’s been a month now and I’m running out of time because my high deductible plan resets at the beginning of the year. My question is— if anyone here has had a neuropsychological evaluation, was it worth it? Did it help secure treatment for you?",5.629242865463016,6.716263000000001,6.418884682585907,75.4970864880606,67.51485148514851,9.42632498543972,31.090564938846825,9.627879704456738,2.8944513686662785,2105,82,387,44,34,694,235,505,0.063,0.851,0.085,0.7667,4,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,3,5,19,11,0,2,31,0,45,16,3,8,7,63,82,32,0,8,14,1,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,5,22,20,0,4,4,3,6,6,15,6,0,3,18,4,46,5,59,53,7,44,0,2,3,0,29,16,0,3,19,257,68,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410371378564615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738910822095698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049911626297013664,0.07696184251948683,0.05614754723772263,0.0,0.0,0.05132001437015785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044741367471806265,0.0,0.12490875341748545,0.16538375124417926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193392952820246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079530441645986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793147305573248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946683726980575,0.0,0.06321565122992147,0.22348542137988286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507419560438902,0.06422911472182068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543160038555994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259062307219574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300774979251733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758687069917018,0.07754663872600524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033638429042617,0.05982733159039789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326788825644493,0.0,0.0,0.062398441304923086,0.0,0.06944883251901171,0.04899223251198272,0.07441176976079818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478769913699555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596021438794044,0.11716757353510893,0.0,0.0,0.16326605409175454,0.0,0.0708860719260339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408633718711383,0.07668293641515367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029283926550224,0.0,0.0,0.07022981966285388,0.0,0.0,0.08222003649964403,0.0,0.14683122224515713,0.0,0.0,0.07546305421258627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428041659281105,0.05848690952513645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689750944556298,0.0,0.062187980110890925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194988904287448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672917297954335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917462500902093,0.07628628613935892,0.11036893835511506,0.0,0.0,0.06757294482470713,0.0,0.0,0.048760874457024726,0.04702903249080318,0.0,0.0,0.0427976515859528,0.0,0.0,0.14026556731448458,0.0815453779304729,0.14949268763049367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339036190868078,0.0,0.0,0.04329071449083922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803859482012682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686595909965672,0.0,0.0,0.052138234398002,0.0,0.0,0.04726445610451223 adhd,qazinus,2019/09/06,"Is my dose right? I started taking medication 4 months ago and it really changed my life. I had a couple of day with less than normal sleep and my medication seemed to work less. I think that's normal and I tried to sleep more in the next few days. But even with more sleep I don't feel the medication start working until I drink a tea. I don't know if it is because of cafeine. Should I try a higher dose or go for tea each morning?",1.8035439560439563,3.5021767582417564,3.3693269230769265,91.16629807692308,78.12087912087912,6.308241758241758,21.26510989010989,7.1686216300943375,0.3932736263736265,339,9,77,4,8,112,61,91,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,6,12,3,0,0,16,14,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,11,0,10,12,6,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,8,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910735350273534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566195539717688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660091950938808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363803441186418,0.0,0.2024113735967419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372986265001642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364957573987353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934759751761529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918589497439602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624361777287347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084300683192777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742658624018011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525856748314684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689488826848384,0.0,0.3075125736456431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053220357279044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340157990663059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286151144097844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711245025778322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214913174655884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117990453295979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055323434945453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130878517190904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849115238397455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tri_skel_ion,2019/09/06,"Getting an evaluation is so hard, how do I navigate this? My general practitioner says I likely have ADHD but requested I go to a psychiatrist for an official diagnosis and prescription. She says she’ll refer me. Turns out they have no psychiatrists in my insurance network, tells me to look on my own. I’ve called upwards of 10 places. Everyone I call either hasn’t gotten back to me, or has said I need to FIRST go to a place and get a neuropsychological assessment. I’ve called upwards of 7-8 places that do this, and the only one who has gotten back to me doesn’t take insurance at all, and the “best case scenario” will cost me $1800 up front. I don’t have that kind of money. Is someone leading me astray? Does anyone have any sort of advice for navigating this? It’s already so hard to function, but now I have to put a ton of work into calling and checking and weighing my options—it feels like asking a person with broken legs to walk up a hill to get casts, and then charging them $1800 for the privilege of the hill. Any advice? I’m feeling very discouraged.",5.012681110358835,5.839062715639818,6.282169939065675,76.86640995260666,68.76303317535546,9.440893703452947,30.711238997968856,9.606745405546679,2.7980234258632364,847,33,163,18,14,286,127,211,0.076,0.856,0.068,0.3265,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,4,6,6,0,0,12,0,16,2,1,2,1,24,32,14,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,7,10,1,1,3,0,3,6,4,1,0,2,3,8,21,5,27,27,5,21,0,1,1,0,16,10,0,2,7,107,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959379029075104,0.24326948045090002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137360366585496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929343849895495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703524951119089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163665671345218,0.0,0.0,0.19142594127963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062798550038807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084082700510447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892820460602247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189404250843681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587578344001396,0.08892438793800861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587768448721137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950978841743295,0.0,0.14148310412559922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300885437565804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296207168036074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162360596698013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452697200875982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229603647478313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843469342031477,0.0946682323595124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868606363021968,0.3901471143015479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251309433876099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184034612973887,0.19797374768582984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054665793058647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358910169760676,0.0,0.1087959305996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539217769192366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102704244740858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061869456431657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JallerBaller,2019/09/06,"I got diagnosed yesterday and took my first dose of medication this morning! I'm excited to hopefully start to be able to get stuff done lol. Hopefully by the time I go back to college next fall I'll have a good treatment worked out. They started me on Strattera and I go back in a month to re-evaluate. I'm just really excited and wanted to share :D",2.1497384305834966,4.387470211267605,4.320643863179075,82.15126760563383,79.28169014084506,9.127565392354127,28.45271629778672,9.606745405546679,3.0693364185110665,279,13,56,9,7,96,53,71,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.9658,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,0,0,8,15,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,6,11,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,9,32,8,2,0.21329649399138376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280236757450775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164914515453284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827636831414907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814298888265066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143861462236236,0.0,0.2424426259098727,0.17890297937635893,0.1705926912504562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237030919691249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487377776705008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025122653667005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268432411558028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664319581975615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019447125562622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441734548810475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437490093134328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698025302024806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580779847771936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552823879747102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ToTheNewYou,2019/09/06,"Memory Trick I started a new trick that's helped a lot. I've been wearing a ring on my left middle finger. When I need to remember something, but for whatever reason can't write it down atm, I move the ring to my right middle finger and concentrate real hard for a little while on what I'm trying to remember. Later when I notice the ring is in my other hand, I can usually remember what the thing was.",7.085609756097561,5.558263048780494,8.234268292682929,72.53969512195124,64.85365853658536,11.614634146341464,31.47560975609756,10.686352973137794,3.1954048780487803,318,9,61,7,4,110,56,82,0.052000000000000005,0.889,0.059000000000000004,0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,7,0,5,4,4,1,0,10,8,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,8,0,9,6,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,7,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599277980746694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168539752728495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345825634283208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690812168078164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670263115423848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088096955141498,0.0,0.14567525643664714,0.0,0.18974575143112588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236750898974976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223618567306596,0.0,0.20199728293304112,0.0,0.0,0.6676648192800314,0.1677788252981718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124726352144152,0.0,0.0,0.13905793430745328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305216739043056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338587575428873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637687905763575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PapaBearKing,2019/09/06,"Tips about meds and alternative things to do I have ADD and December last year I tried Ritalin. The first time I used it, it was like the ""engine"" was quiet for the first time in my life, could watch a movie without doing something with my hands and really listen to the music I was hearing. The downfault was that my heart was beating like a drum for hours and after that I tried Ritalin a few more times, but it was nothing like the first time, it was basically 40% of what I had. I tried something else, but my heart went even faster and not really any effect. Does someone else have any experience with this or any tips? PS. I'm going to see a psychiatrist again, but there's a waiting list",4.917972424979722,5.646154211678837,5.505790754257909,82.70123276561235,68.92700729927007,8.716626115166262,26.90105433901055,8.841846274778883,1.8066519059205184,545,16,111,9,9,176,81,137,0.016,0.932,0.053,0.5789,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,11,0,13,6,3,2,0,18,21,9,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,9,6,11,3,12,11,2,16,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,16,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936932998417007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149403811085507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125980404754522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405202886553169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508425143344082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408205469333605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673570200045232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181581064397578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622534324405086,0.3411866908875323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417716449330463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173466500633667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016832365787596,0.21099481758892652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990715556815266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813354497398733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444898116444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471751660800306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197687822987514,0.22165495045722666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956406565291404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335777037730811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29321826055205913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433525645462708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334524031896158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877234532259086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927055485092322 adhd,caaIee,2019/09/06,"Always check the bath!! Well what else is left to say? Flooded bathroom, downstairs is rein-acting the Amazon weather patterns, angry and now empty wallet parents. Yeah..",4.7789285714285725,8.321723321428575,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,83.64285714285714,2.8000000000000003,28.42857142857143,3.1291,1.2061142857142857,135,6,16,0,4,40,26,28,0.175,0.708,0.11699999999999999,-0.4374,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633411835855193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36477850260428707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744390054943689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848660385013526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472544166624343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926152738119085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AkechiPls,2019/09/06,"Does ADHD hardens you watching every single movie or series? I have no idea how to put this into tl;dr of 2 sentences, shortened it as much as I could, my apologies. So... I've been struggling with 'learning things that I'm honestly interested in, but every time I try them I want to stop doing them' For example: I have a series that I'm actually interested in/love a lot, but when I start an episode - I want to turn it off, even though I experience enjoyment. I do not experience the same feeling towards every single series, I did binge watch some shows and enjoyed it. Are you guys experiencing this for every single time you watch a series/movie or it occurs on occasion with specific series or movies just like in my example (boring ones aside)?",8.382082494969817,7.295257147887328,9.024245472837023,66.4942957746479,62.02816901408451,11.49456740442656,36.48289738430583,10.608840637214634,3.9038841046277657,593,23,102,12,7,201,91,142,0.044000000000000004,0.772,0.183,0.9572,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,2,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,22,15,12,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,5,17,6,16,12,7,12,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,5,6,77,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.16987739983762734,0.0,0.20921086214405726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898906776083514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233896776823105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497849004859136,0.0,0.5866811211379815,0.0,0.0,0.3405681510896376,0.0,0.0,0.08802030193018033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236700631720367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651562970173309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504691074397562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479969664833188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796915471034204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796141263317952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499892539750464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321503272684835,0.0,0.0,0.14553904419078956,0.0,0.18198667473525995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565131038207907,0.0,0.17103315026058769,0.0,0.20301541111833127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818919307420718,0.18934953227293175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053543097408803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,forgotorlost,2019/09/06,"Adderall and Dexedrine I’ve been taking ADHD medication for as long as I can remember. I was previously on 2 x 15mg Dexedrine Extended Release and 2 x 5mg Dexedrine IR but I was metabolizing it way to fast and it became increasingly ineffective. About 3 months ago I switched to 30mg Adderall XR. Lately, I’ve noticed that I have a crash and my ADHD symptoms come back like wild fire within 4-6 hours - forgetful, talking WAY to fast, thinking 40 million things at once, hyper and loss of focus. I saw the doctor yesterday and was prescribed 2 x 5mg Dexedrine IR to a extend my medication. I was wondering if anyone has any experience with Adderall XR and Dexedrine IR to supplement? Is Adderall IR more effective to supplement? TL;DR - Anyone have experience with taking Adderall XR and Dexedrine IR together? Or Adderall XR and Adderall IR? Thank you in advance for all the insight and experiences shared!",6.088752495009983,7.740297910179643,7.007559880239519,69.60898453093813,66.90419161676647,9.878043912175649,38.46756487025947,10.125756701596842,4.391627145708583,729,41,119,18,12,243,98,167,0.085,0.81,0.106,0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,1,1,23,17,15,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,6,2,10,3,18,11,3,18,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,3,10,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752366934300808,0.0,0.1383853880833279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616267887572232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831667728296425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004180972836515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447814134332964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978900136595214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581275044450474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537405615601949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761030692074496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626927504375547,0.0,0.0,0.1381557242627697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31453628568412034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460847708943112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773649808424571,0.0,0.16625601039132462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684640539284774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226192370170867,0.23475616864741455,0.12547828981706044,0.0,0.14372853329648982,0.0,0.0,0.10371501473175307,0.10003136432474403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478315993287187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692986634492549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdeemster,2019/09/06,"Solved my morning routine! Finally!! Created an account just to post this! (First post! Woohoo!) I've been struggling with spacing in the morning and spending wayyy more time than I need getting ready. And I have a flexible work schedule. I love it but it means no accountability! So its extra hard to stick to any schedules. I finally found the perfect app for me: ""Brilli""!! Heard about it on Jessica McCabe's HowtoADHD YouTube channel (love her!) The app is great. It's made for kids but I set it up for myself. You set up a morning routine and then go into kid mode to do it. It is visual and has a timer for each task! You get points for completing tasks on time and you get data about expected vs actual time each task took you. The best feature is that it updates your end time as you go!! And I love the reward noise it makes. Yay dopamine and gamifying life. This app is the ONLY thing that keeps me focused enough in the morning! I've been actually finishing getting ready in a reasonable time! Love it and just wanted to share :) Also great for finishing chores or getting ready for a night out too.",1.7802655485674352,4.505111603773589,2.8901467505241096,88.32669112508738,86.26415094339623,5.9709294199860246,24.83298392732355,7.3871296695380915,1.4489145352900072,868,36,166,15,27,277,123,212,0.026000000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.276,0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,6,0,5,7,12,0,1,13,1,9,5,0,3,1,29,29,15,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,16,13,0,1,3,1,3,3,1,1,0,1,6,2,17,11,26,23,6,34,0,0,0,4,15,11,0,1,16,106,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.2400656549385981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836516199358276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364600907995362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908367575426094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896592155664952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089438246339172,0.12709460162888606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694867465156344,0.0,0.10462597766937576,0.0,0.13486603939607392,0.0,0.0,0.3213189976689783,0.0,0.13981046303129996,0.0,0.0,0.2712216765094377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018619991070416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933039275486607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688039803492659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440587182195271,0.11638806639776846,0.08210521334564687,0.0,0.0,0.13398592791566974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120489457199013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542963960953008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935490458902318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627724712252832,0.0,0.2356050446630997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646719384186242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858905982248522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171748448562986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586191253172501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666045226037246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255014043882352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954738252761238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meowmix610,2019/09/06,"Vyvanse, FDA, and Nurse Practitioners? So I went to the doctor today for my regular medcheck. I’ve been on vyvanse for 3-4 months now, after switching from adderall (which I was on for several years). The doctor’s nurse practitioner has been working with me, originally prescribed it, adjusted dosage, and has been the only person I’ve been seeing for medchecks. Anyway, I go in today for the regular check, expecting to leave with 2-3 scripts, dated for future months, as usual. But, she only ended up giving me one. I asked for a few for future months, and she said the FDA is changing regulations in October and they will only be giving ONE script at a time, and that I have to come in EVERY 30 days for it. What?! I’m so confused. Is this true? Does anyone else have experience with this? Should I find a new doctor or request an appointment with my original MD and stop seeing this NP? Appointments every 30 days seems excessive and not feasible for the average person.",4.511831501831502,6.572362857142856,5.739802197802199,75.52186446886449,71.52747252747254,8.58959706959707,28.067399267399267,9.21078282632365,2.6920449816849823,768,29,130,17,15,256,110,182,0.036000000000000004,0.885,0.08,0.8357,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,10,0,14,3,0,2,1,25,25,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,8,12,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,7,3,13,1,27,15,1,30,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,3,20,89,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234742094600984,0.13532279671160885,0.0,0.0,0.12346896710891912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397140703888681,0.11376785027351208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035030428410944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40554214241430026,0.1155766062617197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032874022764604,0.0,0.11697609405290138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225517670636641,0.0,0.0,0.12919120984085286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071090254831315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533899174916127,0.07505924235763171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984458426534455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162544876671276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275554187523593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789900501718432,0.30133884212491896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306393725621289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256301825214923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048767503423266,0.12023287778750685,0.0,0.14920313340250452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041763675159788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701191815735049,0.0,0.2503765628826698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454580311198358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243154709798515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961495805378582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504967656840058 adhd,JohnnyWalkerReddd,2019/09/06,"Psychiatrist vs Family Doctor Sooo my family doctor has been prescribing me adderall for 6+ years now. I’m planning to start seeing a psychiatrist nearby because I moved a while ago and now my family doctor is over an hour away. Would a psychiatrist generally just prescribe adderall until I decide to stop taking it like my family doctor is pretty much doing now, or do they generally have a “plan” so that they only prescribe them temporarily?",13.216083333333335,9.695998775,13.395,46.52333333333337,55.0,16.166666666666668,42.91666666666667,14.06817628641468,6.267291666666668,362,13,51,11,3,126,57,80,0.028999999999999998,0.897,0.07400000000000001,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,0,0,9,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,6,10,1,13,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,11,40,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872113282842627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702982739414175,0.0,0.0,0.09539635746875036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6407066985904798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901086946250858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411356037435606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645431631627035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632672998563286,0.11503997202677076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901957558932015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920910249469036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470423779108353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076617603873827,0.0,0.0,0.1308347125556053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766286204155182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116776101122812,0.0,0.0,0.10077602015524807 adhd,aseriouslady,2019/09/06,"Overwhelming email inbox ""brain hack"" My email inbox gives me a ton of anxiety. I've gotten a lot better about my response time, but I'll still let things sit for longer than appropriate. I went on vacation last week and came back to a backed up inbox and promptly became overwhelmed - But then I tried something I had never done before! Instead of just relying on gmail's organizing methods, which are helpful but not sufficient, I took screenshots of my inbox and printed it out. Then I went through and highlighted the emails by category and made notes along the side for reference. IT FEELS SO MUCH BETTER! I can prioritize and group and actually get the tasks done. Wish I had thought of doing this sooner!",5.130629370629372,7.4765420769230815,5.3575524475524485,77.70108391608393,70.53846153846153,8.419580419580418,29.51048951048952,9.095868883498916,2.7419230769230767,570,23,97,12,11,180,93,130,0.01,0.8440000000000001,0.145,0.9558,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,2,6,0,8,1,1,1,1,22,19,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,11,1,11,2,16,7,3,19,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,9,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.17640799649871886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829055647971178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27800596662529703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382418172387996,0.0,0.0,0.3197573771258811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180202460228044,0.0,0.20675571438360693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36998629825606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140406628284248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444623077009316,0.17341356549174544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116807401324428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735380947814208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485224762773367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536864136734185,0.0,0.1710514202028744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328886727584924,0.0,0.13942298577389442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391675915840973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443652446888147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200972935567331,0.0,0.0,0.14351326464433087,0.10540996615200122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008450279156113,0.12273274006989505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450048885569691,0.0,0.0,0.335156052318221,0.0,0.0,0.2078795870536564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HallowsEnd31,2019/09/06,"Healthy Coping Mechanisms Just curious what you guys have found to be useful with coping with ADHD. Any simple mental tricks or workflows to keep you going? Two things I’ve recently learned is Pomodoro and replacing my internal thoughts of “should” to “want”. Sorry if this is a repost",5.2360000000000015,8.2877826,5.065999999999999,76.55300000000003,73.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,3.1024000000000007,230,10,34,5,5,71,44,50,0.052000000000000005,0.778,0.17,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,11,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533844580016483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199960405745824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322404717877141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671123178664017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911503756570219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613603438595212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29632778866114057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903335607483614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291588469045513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953501611613732,0.0,0.0,0.2334385609099604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872388399864681,0.0,0.0,0.2539601176728807,0.0,0.0,0.17343511876576082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elarius0,2019/09/06,"Adderall to Concerta Hello friends, I am a late bloomer and was diagnosed with ADHD a month and a half ago. I was prescribed Adderall (Amphetamine salts generic) IR 2x per day. I noticed that my emotions are becoming quite numb which really sucks I am usually a very animated person so it's very odd. I also noticed that if i'm working on something and I get interrupted I get irrationally irritated which is also not in my character I am very down to earth. Also, the crash is insane sometimes. At the end of the day I feel dead. &#x200B; Other than that it works really well for what I need it for. My brain feels calm I don't have squirrel syndrome as my boss likes to say. I am able to focus and absorb information in such a better and easier way. I told these things to my doctor and was changed over to Concerta 54 mg 1x per day. &#x200B; What are your personal experiences switching from Adderall to Concerta? &#x200B; Also, when you switched from adderall to concerta did you have withdrawals?",3.881111111111114,6.425169624338626,5.112407407407408,77.11083333333335,74.97883597883596,8.22116402116402,31.13492063492064,8.998388855275968,3.1145682539682547,805,39,138,19,18,266,117,189,0.134,0.7829999999999999,0.083,-0.8723,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,4,8,7,1,0,8,0,15,4,1,1,0,14,23,14,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,5,4,21,5,22,18,0,16,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,1,10,96,34,4,0.10277482009684208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235153615820004,0.0,0.09110367693804786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287559459996993,0.0,0.33406942390818634,0.3746479670469024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350671418943376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089597646849054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473068890180085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087221322076326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988437698411984,0.0,0.0,0.10431427900532733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051943833111294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560783949634484,0.09102798542304384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005334949965092,0.0,0.0,0.10393207415757394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940357106285598,0.0,0.10739120325266348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593447362530497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021058574263254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203388087232129,0.0,0.0,0.07620622684679153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340196277343516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794780173979037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931367197565442,0.0,0.0,0.1316803629074212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173066202023638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912107763396299,0.10164692502112203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827902372219356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982057449206891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113191944419456,0.254399970089353,0.0,0.08157786841876645,0.0,0.0,0.0924069060267621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964258614540146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746479670469024,0.0 adhd,alwaysshittysleep,2019/09/06,"Finally got meds 😌 After a long 2 years of highschool I finally got meds for my add. The best part about them is they work well and I can get a good night's sleep with them if I take them early enough. Although I'm going to a naturalpath doctor because my mom said so and even though I got Adderall I still have to stick to a gluten, dairy, and sugar free diet which sucks balls. Especially when your trying not to loose any more weight. Anybody think this is bogus or not? I need reassurance for the next 6 months.",4.3856868131868145,5.161778173076924,4.954285714285714,86.005,70.15384615384616,7.865934065934066,24.472527472527474,7.957251820313856,1.0824796703296702,406,10,86,5,7,130,79,104,0.046,0.8109999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,4,2,7,6,1,0,6,0,4,5,1,0,0,11,15,9,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,4,3,13,6,10,11,4,12,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,2,11,53,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133595180566246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016168021377769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493797293417426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062120490382576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722423215012903,0.0,0.1101016426634122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652163210615309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709218077189168,0.0,0.09473761439922652,0.13981733955753267,0.39996789860756654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475213934411462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703250588034902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523323918708074,0.1330557692987733,0.0,0.0,0.12360354076431194,0.0,0.0,0.17728390318357842,0.1564336237856699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805163545314305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856679890155392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681715373662176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312425371662318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533522335962974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681255758131383,0.16377872753095546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317616275038933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029917542310916,0.14988041330199675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135723196141245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073472527890074 adhd,TerpinOne,2019/09/06,"Made it to school early today, with plenty of time to clean up my office and get through emails! Then I remembered I don’t teach on Fridays. Bonus day off on a full dose of meds, guess I’ll be deep-cleaning my home today!",3.9503623188405843,4.3829434565217396,4.498695652173911,90.1194927536232,70.95652173913044,7.0028985507246375,24.02898550724637,6.42735559955562,0.5359072463768122,173,4,38,1,3,55,39,46,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.7772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,10,3,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202806001801226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556527951626314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280119275883385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29867365870442264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28174403338857235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33073991702843336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372996317358411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013450826104663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736239838745206,0.0,0.564475958483179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TACHANKA307,2019/09/06,That feel when ur teachers like “good work today:D u seemed very awake” but yk its just the amphetamines I wouldn’t take them if I could... feels like lying but u gotta do what u gotta do to get through this bullshit school system... smh,1.1565306122449002,3.2595262857142906,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204081,82.06122448979592,4.736326530612245,17.963265306122448,5.6839178017228535,-0.6523583673469382,184,4,43,1,5,57,41,49,0.252,0.621,0.127,-0.8705,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717960671533883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442511311097242,0.2431946820453171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785435098174446,0.0,0.0,0.28552646130345644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33262207216949713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445211827207346,0.0,0.30990375540156434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595196501237816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226764531038189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808804954819544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478283530868258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cmd_alt_elude,2019/09/06,"Long term medication success? I often see people talking about their first day/week/month on medication and how much better they feel (most of the time). I’d love to hear from people who have experienced the honeymoon phase and then went back to feeling like the meds weren’t working. For those who struggled to find the right medication/dosage but persevered and are now on the right track for over a year or so - how are you feeling? How has medication changed your life? Do you do therapy as well?",5.470921658986175,7.261878150537632,5.324761904761908,80.55000000000003,68.56989247311829,8.755145929339479,29.414746543778804,9.23628265651192,2.4657262672811067,400,15,75,8,7,124,70,93,0.018000000000000002,0.821,0.161,0.89,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,2,4,9,6,0,1,6,0,7,5,0,3,0,14,14,11,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,6,6,5,12,12,3,14,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,3,9,51,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082445619168434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504718962818341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799818433850906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972395872845454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25807835875577445,0.12154553992423067,0.0,0.0,0.15550166634508458,0.14471800847138494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175618538729186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017243192266952,0.0831200933600687,0.0,0.0,0.15056543663698474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535548216050168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889832819353395,0.514183832536649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580132029821246,0.0,0.1250698937055297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359024350643301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905912596593119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557675206605946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778635962430273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367492631636041,0.0,0.0,0.19456589981256028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920795345810816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364732269661661,0.0,0.1529731339010835,0.15771822747596084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386138846102765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095623191385176 adhd,Astromatix,2019/09/06,"I’m realizing that maybe meds aren’t supposed to feel useless I’ve been on Adderall for about 6 months now. It’s generally felt less effective than Focalin was (which I took for 8+ years). Focalin wasn’t perfect but at least I could tell it was doing something. I’m inclined to think Adderall isn’t having any effect at all, but my new doctor has said that only Adderall can be prescribed for ADHD in Massachusetts without a very strong reason for something else (which sounds fake, but okay). There have been a couple days, though, where I. Kick. Ass. Instead of accidentally wasting half the day absentmindedly picking up my phone, I spend almost the entire day *accomplishing* stuff. It was incredible! I figured these days were anomalies until this morning, when I read an article that caffeine and Adderall have a synergistic reaction, making the effect of each more powerful. And I realized, those “anomaly” days were the ones where I had coffee. I generally avoid it because I often had bad reactions when on Focalin (*too* potent), but with Adderall it feels just right! Is this what ADHD medication is supposed to feel like? I don’t think the Focalin was even quite this effective (hard to say because I have trouble remembering what productivity felt like 6+ months ago) but I can’t tell if this is what medication should be or if it’s just some mysterious latent motivation coming out of hiding.",6.5609492563429574,8.237702846456695,6.87002624671916,70.94135608048995,65.81102362204724,9.109011373578305,34.189851268591426,9.444778638647367,3.408629746281715,1129,51,183,22,18,365,156,254,0.134,0.784,0.081,-0.9443,2,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,10,14,10,0,1,9,1,29,4,1,8,2,46,42,14,0,4,11,0,6,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,21,6,0,1,17,1,1,2,6,5,0,2,15,9,15,5,23,23,6,26,0,1,0,1,5,10,1,6,16,128,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998412342628036,0.0,0.11057992540000293,0.0,0.124915238584529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483165219201462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104157815347314,0.15208817686593712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745775290034386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959964124078112,0.13802923000393014,0.0,0.4022546980595048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768295912967634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104209391991552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239364824686847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922618811797368,0.08911866656889357,0.2395517123375417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117480378322651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188932460950852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326901639779866,0.0,0.12532426356440346,0.0,0.13856483833458386,0.25133722200208475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991423558744541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048059830996202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453121218668305,0.09487505992389134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268287404566825,0.12477989699541048,0.0,0.0,0.1282598072484024,0.0,0.0,0.1413130575883088,0.10653252103514774,0.11866214468994613,0.09920313661145023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207134456891534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428044838095285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180672476469699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986457758141515,0.1225624481167668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385975503442604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292862908037392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025082634116666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033242350074704 adhd,mcatkillers,2019/09/06,"Those who take ADHD meds, what are some things you've noticed about the meds as time went on? Hello all, so I was just diagnosed with ADHD last week and have started Vyvanse since then, and it's been a great boon to my life. However I noticed as all of you must have already that the effects are different from the first day (less euphoria, less feeling of laser focus, etc). I'm not complaining, I still think they're great as I just need to get stuff done, not be super happy all the time. Additionally, I felt kind of weird emotionally today, kind of a dull emotionlessness, which wasn't too bad either as again I just need to get stuff done lol. Anyways could those of you with experience detail which meds you're taking, how long you've been taking them, and how your experience with them has changed/evolved over time? Any quirks or shifts in mood/productivity you've noticed? Or anything else of interest. Thanks all, and hope you get stuff done today!",5.873223443223442,6.8662240329670325,5.626098901098904,81.73973443223444,66.91208791208791,8.704029304029303,28.353479853479854,8.841846274778883,1.9878996336996333,762,24,148,12,12,236,113,182,0.057999999999999996,0.782,0.16,0.961,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,2,3,11,13,0,0,6,1,15,2,0,3,5,32,31,14,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,9,2,13,9,21,19,9,18,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,4,14,96,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408176632523165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056208429610828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681325912392981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244777950310439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365441051854046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799935103100309,0.0,0.0,0.06461421935987086,0.0,0.0,0.10169067471512744,0.0,0.1046771573963991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075872651293024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369583433062662,0.11270019131456654,0.0,0.0,0.11173826117750066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600996210965144,0.0,0.0,0.050659041343163576,0.0,0.09619804916934063,0.0,0.0,0.0852215072538098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703531704429965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091951336484367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665404848743787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951121162907588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866479864615706,0.0,0.08166816893382642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076711383041698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866493939535512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338652936649382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857913412119786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422007140509568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287814929864815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091495143881604,0.0,0.08001181125329643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440805149183257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259910862566184,0.0,0.0,0.09224143090791012,0.0,0.0,0.06656174070709399,0.06419766464847246,0.0,0.0,0.17526466984800013,0.0,0.1899366863435703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036632223381959,0.0,0.0,0.09287707320515197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,weezerluva369,2019/09/06,"Terrified to take Adderall for the first time Hey everybody. I got prescribed Adderall xr 10 yesterday and I want to take it for work today but I'm scared. I have panic disorder and I'm worried that it will give me a panic attack. I have a specific fear of losing control of myself or going crazy. I don't even drink caffeine because of this fear. What should I do? Had anyone been through this before?",1.2393901035673205,3.8965661265822815,2.8944533947065594,87.10241657077101,90.26582278481013,5.404372842347526,23.637514384349828,6.980632752743323,1.284027848101266,320,13,58,5,11,105,57,79,0.419,0.569,0.012,-0.9918,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,1,7,1,5,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,7,16,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,3,0,8,0,8,11,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288574762994956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162066574417786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585129387521237,0.0,0.16171656698774722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315461867808524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217811091397398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617436180683256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552469170450956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277129236563124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616544485071182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231103956574046,0.10800846883491054,0.0,0.15199848052493886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126147271187728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445959978452388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027086880095972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857843877957232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081832297990332,0.0,0.18014296667327911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209503799155242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383569650694333,0.19300263102290416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,royce-lightbourne,2019/09/06,I have trouble understanding what I have read. Is this a symptom of ADHD? Because of it I give up on reading as I do not want to have to repeat reading the same paper again and again. I am just curious thats all.,1.465,3.128669222222221,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,79.0,6.277777777777778,26.805555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.3402222222222218,165,7,35,2,4,58,35,45,0.095,0.8490000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.1586,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,7,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,31,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183324282896483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614674471805471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409554927560685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7948504022792199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753101340849508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757478122850713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562321750639941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tingstodo,2019/09/06,"Do any of these lifestyle, personality descriptions ring true for you? I talked with my therapist, just met her twice before she just out of the blue suggested ""hey check to see if you have adhd"". I was surprised and taken aback, because I came in for mild depression / life transition. Still functioning fine, just wasnt finding enjoyment at all. I've been depressed before where I couldnt even take care of myself. Shower, wear clean clothes, etc. I was shocked but then I remembered Years ago when I was 20 I went to a psychiatrist to see if I had ADHD, I think that was recommended but its been so long I forgot who recommended it or why (27 now). The doctor recommended me that I can get extra time in school for exams, but because I was 20 at the time and Ive gone through my life fine before, I never took him up on it. I am going to a clinic (not sure if thats the right word) where people specialize in ADHD, diagnosing, etc, but I just wanted to post these few things I kinda came up with that can describe maybe why my therapist thinks I have ADHD, why I might have it. On one hand, I hope that there is some drug that brings me up to baseline. I always felt that caffeine never stimulated me, it just made me become more sharpened and focused. I fell asleep after drinking a cup of strong coffee. If adderall or some magic drug can make me more baseline, more normal, I'm all for it. On the other hand, I hope I dont have to rely on medication and the psychiatrist just says I'm a lazy piece of shit. Some things I've noticed, and if ANY of these are clearly ADHD or might have some ADHD/depressive roots, let me know. Ive had depression before, but my therapist made it seem like ADHD and depression can be related, where ADHD might be the underlying system. I didnt understand it very well. If any of these ring true, these things that I noticed, please let me know... * My life is very cyclical and its hard to follow any change in life style. Eating right, working out, etc. I go too hard, or not at all. All or nothing. I listen to the same song on repeat till Im bored and then never listen to it for months. I go to grocery store to buy food but it lasts for a month then I buy fast food. On the flipside, I used to go too hard working out, working out 6 days a week sometimes even multiple. If I get too focused or too into something, I burn out even harder. Probably why my weight has yoyo'd up and down, up and down. * I can stay up way too late if I get focused doing things. Doesnt matter what it is. Focusing all night after work on my budget? easy to spend 4 hours at home doing that. * Poor chore skills. My house isnt a mess but I also dont clean up things promptly and on time. Besides laundry, chores are something I just dont do well. * Poor time management for things that I dont really want to do. Like chores, or waking up and getting to work early. For example I am putting off showering by just writing this, to go to work. In grad school I used to get up at 6 and leave the house at 10. Just putting off getting to work. Now that I am out of the hell that is grad school, I get up at 6 and leave the house around 8, 830 for work. Not ideal, but I am relatively on time (tho I am salaried, I vowed to never be late past 9, my coworkers show up 8-830), and I always make sure I am one of the last, if not the last, person to leave. * I moved to a new city and state for work, and have been lacking the energy to go out and explore. Try new things. Meet new people. Just go to a park. I rely on excuses, mainly money. ""Oh I will enjoy the park for 1 hr but spend 10$ in gas driving there and back, definitely not worth it"" * I havent been getting enjoyment in a lot of things. Things that should, like playing video games, watching TV, even making music. Even meeting people and going out and trying new things, going back to the previous point. I can go out and enjoy downtown but then I say ""well Lyfting there is 20$ there and back, dinner is 15+, a drink is another 5-10, so one experience is worth ~45$? Hm"" * Impulsively buy when I get a lot of money (e.g. bonus, tax return). I find out what the flavor of the month is in the sense of ""whats been on my mind"" and then I buy it. For example, I bought music hardware and software for music production - something I loved, that cost my tax returns of like 1.3k or so. Now? Hardly ever use it. Derive no enjoyment, just frustration from it. Man, 10 years ago when I was 17/18, I used to love fucking around making terrible songs. I couldve spent all day doing it. Posted it to myspace even, as shitty as they were. That was enjoyment, pride. Another case, when I have three laptops (work, 2017 laptop, 2015 laptop that is beaten up) ---- I bought a computer and monitor for ~3k total. I had the money, tho I definitely should have saved it. Did I need it? Unlikely. Am I glad I bought it? yes. Could I have done with ~1k computer? yes. * I binge. Alcohol, tho rarely, I used to go out downtown and get wildly drunk every few months and then hardly drink again. Food, I binge. Shows, I binge. * In the same sense that I can get hyper focused, I can get hyper unfocused. If theres a lot of commotion going around me, like Im in a room with 5 others and theres 3 conversations going on , I can get easily distracted and even annoyed/frustrated if I cant even focus.",1.4638985200845658,3.651834893023256,3.2046194503171246,89.4933562367865,81.46511627906978,6.216067653276956,20.842494714587733,7.417985360599375,0.6825813953488371,4110,119,864,62,110,1365,408,1075,0.096,0.762,0.14300000000000002,0.9956,3,0,9,0,0,0,195.0,0,2,1,16,59,48,5,1,37,3,87,30,6,13,17,168,161,79,0,23,45,0,9,5,0,6,11,8,9,3,60,51,11,1,11,12,24,26,21,14,4,5,35,22,105,34,131,113,28,160,1,4,4,3,26,68,3,33,65,582,165,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34911249421955753,0.0,0.06437545800183611,0.03880567940127557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02903809059340892,0.06042773160590813,0.0,0.0,0.09877157075588444,0.07615101568401063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969741230690656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376332126892859,0.0,0.04426999750177395,0.04010291877240712,0.12359278480315382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306078481374586,0.03702173567944708,0.0,0.03841248394706393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028991575543664088,0.0,0.0,0.04683549989258761,0.0,0.15637411640274212,0.03685515070739556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716609928641902,0.0,0.03715901201944959,0.1702260411969739,0.10671359278421864,0.08421903543451226,0.037155470136579785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214899144001796,0.1918658860782411,0.03284560118868067,0.030593791147626764,0.0,0.0,0.035519366519787016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03486449086728389,0.0,0.06637564267459951,0.0,0.1317231096877829,0.0,0.0,0.03356916214612076,0.2466246578965632,0.0,0.26827473527550616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626387224045456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03642314073489472,0.07213052154367408,0.035759263318817784,0.12569490916679238,0.0,0.0,0.07844475421508043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991142275418856,0.08879553653720021,0.08192133499623729,0.11534510088837226,0.0,0.07426141912603808,0.10259082861447276,0.08869920409251082,0.0,0.0,0.03213431037833204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261156945272997,0.06554463504717709,0.06871715854583924,0.0969521556210156,0.0,0.036479527529601145,0.0,0.0,0.03657976056857816,0.0,0.1155614825007104,0.03666400764856868,0.0,0.11593316165306695,0.03859310835507654,0.0,0.02692432907614729,0.11202188683374632,0.1402785120080908,0.0,0.034075644915470674,0.03557731182300935,0.03484162020000084,0.08268118929526096,0.0,0.0,0.07381632082338113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03466319335164946,0.07552093863651793,0.06341115945906592,0.0,0.039858844438188726,0.034325864640129926,0.0,0.06955227331031669,0.0,0.03914966505367263,0.0,0.0,0.07300566364617951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023261914219383624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113356366890342,0.06201921197649581,0.0,0.05775232106080491,0.0,0.11024675963692834,0.05787072422844165,0.033056394929067125,0.0,0.0,0.03727297257960963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386251435958245,0.03591275112399014,0.0,0.0,0.03870295725231153,0.028998208246456443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684458399324797,0.0,0.027301538270669286,0.02918560437680185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264804671312846,0.2412357860717003,0.0465335609643728,0.0,0.0,0.1058668987925903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034313076749492,0.04930590548821722,0.0,0.0,0.037801288043310406,0.0,0.1568062914651763,0.0,0.059921162133014086,0.04283462778751968,0.0288221772093941,0.029126691567579136,0.04421731575702848,0.0979445138430146,0.03366088916045399,0.13106100793920586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643501981330637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046766504286843334 adhd,Abood1917,2019/09/06,"What’s the best anti-psychotic to take with ADHD meds? As title says, what’s the best anti-psychotic to take with adderall for example. I’m currently on abilify 15mg+lamictal, and I’ll be going to a new psychiatrist next week. I know they’re the doctor and they will have more informed opinion but I’m wondering from y’alls experience, what has been the right combo for you? I’ve tried zyprexa which I gained like 60 pounds on it smh, geodon also made me gain weight, tried rispiredal, haldol which caused me I think permanent akathisia. There are a few other options left like seroquel which I heard is great for sleep but idk if it will make me gain weight if I take it with adderall",3.419224897240163,5.994335396946568,3.56290076335878,87.46646506165592,76.70992366412213,7.084204345273048,24.580739870816213,8.139509932561175,1.5471134468584848,551,19,105,10,13,169,87,131,0.033,0.7509999999999999,0.217,0.9813,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,5,2,5,0,0,6,0,8,4,1,3,0,18,20,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,10,5,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,11,5,13,14,4,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,6,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136771221900174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399311607164582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516758087466735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212442477799364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149892964194485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390026009345912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952249720394182,0.0,0.0,0.18472921126306055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208346334762747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820482411437132,0.0,0.0,0.16371713851086456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854393338169892,0.11184379874887243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861150589113112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618249905360881,0.17819590276523795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430904597929185,0.0,0.13324590737835662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767530933726812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779399518024729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736203221539424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275167472133952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440195564661242,0.4080720048413202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817054948911255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notgoran,2019/09/06,You ever just forget you're writing a post? At least like 10 minutes ago I was in the middle of writing a post for THIS sub but my fingers literally stopped and k stared at my phone with no urge to write anymore.,7.553636363636365,5.304659818181818,7.7399999999999975,78.755,64.45454545454545,9.70909090909091,37.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,2.7054454545454543,168,7,35,1,2,55,38,44,0.152,0.807,0.04,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,4,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304915518151389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697474596239403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372463371627938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821460445654027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.714136705262481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31170281198085115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MeanderingVander,2019/09/06,"I don't trust myself anymore I'm not sure whether I have adhd or I'm just a failure at life I am a 17 yr male and ever since hitting high school I've been getting progressively worse grades ever since, I was once getting 70-80%s I'm now barely keeping above a fail in just about every class, usually failing the assessment and then making up for it after the fact so now I'm really worried about passing school with enough to be qualified for the university course I want. Because of this I have asked my parents if I can get tested for adhd specifically the inattentive side more than anything, but they don't think I have it since I've been tested before with my father when I was younger which returned as a negative and also apparently tested again when I was involved in the custody case between my parents, and besides, they ask since i have been such a fuck up my entire life so why would medication or therapy change anything now? They are accusing me of hiding behind the fact that I might have adhd, and that I'm just using it as an excuse for being such a fuck up, the thing is I don't trust myself as to whether I am just hiding behind it or not so I want to know for certain if I am just a useless sack of crap, and I'm worried that I am just going to overexaggerate my symptoms for me to be diagnosed positive when I don't really have adhd. So I just want to list out some stuff and want to know if you guys think I might have adhd or not. While doing homework i get distracted often, going on net explorations and staring off into the abyss and my friends usually complete the same tasks in much less time than me. Although sometimes I can sit down and smash it all out by pulling all nighters and sacrificing my sleep and whatever else for pure focus on that one task, this is usually with subjects that I like or if the task is particularly interesting. This is assuming that I can even muster the effort to start the homework, I a classical procrastinator who will only start something on the due day or couple days before. I have a general lack of motivation to do anything that doesn't give me instant gratification whether that be chores or what not. I just don't seem to hear people sometimes it's almost as if I'm spending so much brain power thinking about listening to them that I just straight up don't hear what they are saying, or I do and then I get asked later and I have no idea what they are talking about, this usually gets exacerbated by tiredness For most of my life I've had a video game addiction, excitedly hopping from game to game before quickly losing interest in each one after experiencing the novelty that each one has to offer, recently I have switched to doing nothing but obsessively reading web novels. I'm fairly forgetful of things that I haven't developed a habit for obsessively checking pockets every 5-10 mins. My organisation skills are just all round terrible, especially in remembering appointments and important dates and although I have managed to solve the problem of losing school papers by using a larger laptop bag it's so full to the brim that I can't find shit anyway. Sorry about such a long post I'm just so fucking done with life at this point Tl;Dr: I don't know if I'm faking adhd and parents don't think I have adhd but I think I do have it, so seeking outside advice",7.837806283695855,6.906465699386505,8.24091466815393,71.16971091280908,63.018404907975466,10.970514965606993,36.32199293548987,10.161004565491616,3.608267280163599,2684,108,489,50,33,891,293,652,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.084,-0.9798,5,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,6,9,41,25,5,3,30,0,61,15,4,4,10,106,109,58,0,13,35,4,1,1,1,4,8,4,3,2,33,26,0,1,15,6,2,5,17,16,0,3,8,7,61,9,75,92,15,62,0,5,2,3,30,24,5,22,32,362,94,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540024257102763,0.5046919094642702,0.05862358436733307,0.0,0.0,0.06007342084354505,0.0,0.0,0.047975659525026575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949604139036953,0.0,0.0,0.1481051563122022,0.0,0.1682535413806117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0365706264412744,0.0,0.1531465716829498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669710225448464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634636855831417,0.0,0.06290057391799701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638011596259755,0.0,0.07737988106701542,0.0,0.0,0.0608907171907125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061392745614483615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501157003092319,0.0,0.0,0.061987874686915224,0.0,0.03962421528434862,0.10853257547730258,0.10109186090985373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054831691213784735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046349746512403034,0.16638518519136922,0.1880603724163488,0.05754988745538402,0.06818978423340116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940160949535129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352309102869187,0.0,0.0,0.06338494589849672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772377698428651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332373364959312,0.0,0.0,0.09891026528009553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694967734936217,0.029309109026948464,0.0,0.0,0.05309111936348574,0.0,0.13423162575550268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400451916193398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043572778657268,0.0,0.12728427214884466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820219040719314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575640365415396,0.0,0.0,0.06388962701099872,0.1219565957279742,0.04562669428444233,0.0,0.0,0.19984237751547293,0.0,0.0,0.041590967415495235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056711924276826066,0.0,0.05745584705016276,0.0,0.0,0.05740433618947253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000833325028676,0.0,0.0768649490158168,0.0,0.05923495980401999,0.0,0.06795935288108229,0.0,0.0,0.04770812466268175,0.0,0.18214561963241666,0.0,0.05461455336191106,0.0,0.0,0.0615810270380136,0.1985043354022674,0.0,0.060035424112511865,0.0,0.0,0.04618484840208701,0.11866743889301312,0.06715624268607298,0.08492543224342883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867659984037783,0.0,0.0,0.05654184289325239,0.06235476094360948,0.0,0.0482193763432706,0.0,0.0,0.06860619303962663,0.0,0.07971216909458219,0.19220257183684672,0.0,0.0,0.03498187510026297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362782258724583,0.2642912836721021,0.0,0.14153957623382687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054133537755107576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218497762989927,0.06113707367697579,0.042616665542877234,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuperiorTroy,2019/09/06,First Day on Adderall.. came to work 45 minutes early 😂 Today felt like Christmas to me. I was undiagnosed with ADHD my whole entire life until about a month ago. Somehow I managed to figure it out on my own that I have ADHD. I got prescribed Adderall yesterday and today was my first morning taking them. I was so excited I didn’t realize I came a whole 45 minutes early! I’m enjoying the Adderall so far. It feels quiet.. calm. There’s always been 400 things zooming through my mind so this is a good change. I’m so curious about what it’s like to be normal,1.7822916666666693,4.181043598214283,3.7482142857142873,84.81345238095241,81.76785714285714,5.8761904761904775,25.404761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.412497619047619,441,18,82,6,12,149,74,112,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,8,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,3,13,6,12,6,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,13,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145104739764267,0.0,0.1528693590210428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349487963918348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944810438133097,0.0,0.0,0.1824326220475597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121804908643568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719752095735916,0.0,0.16558211892875935,0.0,0.0,0.2933772123496625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464556449316754,0.13792658015169762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180879716059495,0.1685038478472594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412857391148795,0.0,0.13765050114813787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896752342857385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296633464139904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457024504172512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326930943596505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850756844581949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255479855212355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatnomadsucks,2019/09/06,"I'm proud of me So I've moved countries, started two new jobs, found a new flat, have been maneuvering life in broken Chinese and have been at max stress this month. I had some work drama today; one of my classes was a mess. But after trying to reason with my boss and getting angry about the lack of understanding, I realized that I'm doing the best I know how. Regardless of what happens, I know that I've done my best. Perhaps normal people don't understand this struggle, but I figured I'd post here because I know we're all fighting the same battle.",5.267142857142859,5.835773090909092,5.985844155844156,80.13590909090911,68.0909090909091,8.103896103896103,30.259740259740266,7.957251820313856,2.0511558441558444,440,16,83,5,7,144,80,110,0.16399999999999998,0.769,0.066,-0.8277,1,0,0,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,2,2,5,0,9,1,0,3,1,22,20,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,5,0,2,6,0,10,3,10,14,6,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,54,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820196051457608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725492485831067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164346863258934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461888322748847,0.0,0.0,0.09273608799686156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569620951608806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614072318471424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926470137313347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537304510188887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167829328443554,0.1886537258649458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428599700448303,0.0,0.0,0.1739116831408795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027815799692505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305570486414708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999531861550993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249890143310665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256349584418901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332491369226027,0.18556086713890188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824863594493894,0.0,0.0,0.12051041201341205,0.0,0.1733910800865772,0.3695661808969827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292216458754847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kappakingtut2,2019/09/06,"I'm grateful that this subreddit exists. It's been so helpful. But my ADHD means I don't have the attention span to actually read people's long posts Does anyone else have this problem? I could write paragraphs and paragraphs in my own posts, or even in comments of other people's posts. But I can't actually get through anybody's post. I just kind of skim through it.",3.1416071428571404,5.57704026388889,3.990873015873017,84.77000000000002,76.91666666666667,6.336507936507938,28.341269841269842,7.447530270364453,1.7636603174603178,297,13,55,4,7,95,51,72,0.046,0.856,0.098,0.541,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.3470818009495589,0.0,0.21372261077864016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434607559009188,0.18221254623669503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419864443323255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562424236046898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148557975215433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174580651536637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929112299872972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191987726769849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518735271311934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737801020227213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371399534332745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657621736790694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6812654916038314,0.0,0.0,0.1701636792516917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778827079878868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KittenGosCrazy,2019/09/06,Im doing it! I only have 2 missing assignments in 45 days If i continue like this and turn in my assignments i will be tons better than last years 76,-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,89.625,6.95,20.5,8.07648339933343,1.3432250000000003,118,4,25,3,4,42,27,32,0.069,0.753,0.17800000000000002,0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,16,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790433544473325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763980411450101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629389342032301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493491392581688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093820825529099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259536910691327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661709526061094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759908660253025 adhd,moderate_chungus,2019/09/06,"Vyvanse - nothing. Ritalin - nothing. Lexapro now completely ineffective. Just tired of this pointless, endless charade. Oh, apparently if I throw even more money away in ever-increasing amounts to some guy who, because of his non-broken brain, is actually able to earn a decent living, I can piss away my last remaining few dollars on more horseshit like gualfooblegoo or christ knows what the fuck. All I got out of what are supposed to be the most efficacious treatments are irritability, mood swings and depression. Whoop de fucking do. ""J-j-just stop smoking cannabis! Or we can't tell if the Vyvanse is working"". Well I did. And I want to know why that doing that not only didn't improve my life in any way but made it worse? Quitting tobacco, same story. It's obvious that no matter what I do to try and improve my life it will never work, that I'll never be allowed to be happy. The only reason I tried to get diagnosed in the first place was to do my due diligence and see if there was a way out of this shitpile. Obviously there isn't. But I've got a solution. At my next appointment I'll tell him that I want some benzodiazepines to mix with alcohol. Of course he'll say he ""can't"", which is ridiculous. Like doctors can't do whatever the fuck they want. Like a SWAT team is gonna rappel down from the rafters and arrest him for prescribing drugs to a patient, like that's not his fucking job. And then what he's gonna do, because he's an out of touch moron, is tell me to wait in his office for a bit while he arranges something. And because I'm not a fucking idiot when the agents of the state arrive they're going to discover to their dismay that their monopoly on violence is only a legal one. It won't actually prevent someone from returning their violence. Well good luck to the rest of you. I'm glad your lives are working out swell. Bye",4.182605856747132,5.830933614958456,5.160651958844479,81.02686634349031,71.57617728531856,8.148832607835379,30.621388998812822,8.738905477910976,2.51819263949347,1469,64,277,27,28,481,203,361,0.125,0.736,0.139,0.3403,4,0,4,0,0,0,47.0,1,2,4,8,8,23,9,0,19,0,29,15,2,3,5,46,51,17,0,6,11,0,1,4,0,5,8,1,0,1,19,13,1,3,3,1,2,2,12,12,2,2,7,3,26,10,41,36,11,32,1,1,1,5,25,15,6,9,17,175,45,9,0.09624431797608923,0.0,0.1878411418697724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285590615030904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544943658203238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808494098154955,0.0,0.0,0.17600892879228405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507386817007773,0.0,0.0,0.10744048876831827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091033627315256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289509004462503,0.09768595681875288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851013766947027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161285330359406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356846432142599,0.0870584957005641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186536770402889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448816055430804,0.05028368380477348,0.0,0.05469786385698965,0.08072516763760576,0.15395074634249692,0.0,0.0,0.0952970063064453,0.0,0.10245386614136773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550763484938088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578672030659482,0.07845196470851626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359604161382856,0.18808044909934526,0.0,0.16997099210106426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106870075922982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484591025943178,0.0,0.10235692403555262,0.0,0.0,0.18469803764333528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521764068312487,0.2195944222676507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055482772613863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236767911483864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895518834794308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653734461865147,0.0,0.0,0.07669426063308855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154749829652362,0.07409357804994064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046455936329278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523653281534022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061868540239116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068714852561958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030217703977588,0.15278851961033155,0.0,0.0,0.17307040067685914,0.0,0.08684552712738199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020102925266326,0.0,0.09808118239975172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ria_The_Spider,2019/09/06,"Emotions AREN'T supposed to be physically painful??! I thought this stuff happened to everyone! seriously, it feels terrible, like my chest, arms and gut aching at the same time when I get bad news or I have a terrible day anyone else relate?",4.975697674418607,7.701109302325584,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209303,72.25581395348838,8.951162790697676,34.00581395348837,9.516144504307137,3.679144186046512,192,10,33,5,4,60,39,43,0.307,0.644,0.049,-0.922,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588428685598055,0.3163495543694965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577922884193342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991173850841759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579199414533649,0.34730075849186426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950226372865677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561126319106558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130846535793625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273025477316068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508390312344554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32853041115014664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35344342193664746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451119995951697,0.18003386408084762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ratscallion01,2019/09/06,"ADD or just avoidant personality So i was diagnosed with ADD by my psychiatrist about a month ago because i was complaining about concentration issues etc that i have had since i was 10/11 that only never came up during early high school as an issue because im naturally good at school and have good grades. The concentration and attention issues only became really apparent when i actually wanted to put effort into my final year of school to get into a good university. my psychiatrist gave me a questionnaire to complete which i ticked off most of the inattentive type symptoms. She diagnosed me and gave me ritalin, etc all which gave me adverse side affects (nausea, anxiety, loss of appetite). i am now about to try atomoxitine. Ritalin helped but made me too nauseous. I went to see my psychologist today, who i see due to depression and all that good stuff. we talked about the above and she suggested its possible that I've been misdiagnosed. Her reasoning is that it wasn't really an issue for me as a child and ADD is neurological... I also have a lot of issues with avoidance/ have an avoidant personality. My psychologist believes that its not that i cant concentrate on my school work and am distracted etc, but that subconsciously im avoiding doing my work. I dont know how to feel because i really related to all the symptoms and examples given on the questionnaire by my psychiatrist. But im also worried that my psychologist is right and that im 1. paying for a psychiatrist and the medication for no reason, and 2. i subconsciously want to have ADD because its easier than having to recognise my avoidant behaviour if that's what this is. So im wondering if anyone has experienced something like this, or if there's any way i can confirm ADD diagnosis? sorry if this doesn't really make sense i just have no idea how to explain it. This whole experience has been very discouraging and draining and i dont know what else i can do",7.284573155376477,8.000319578947373,8.329767061193651,64.56869239486278,63.73684210526316,12.103802568622513,35.24565600604381,11.741389052700956,4.6004005540166215,1572,68,264,50,22,536,179,361,0.094,0.855,0.051,-0.9237,1,5,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,4,16,16,0,6,15,0,30,8,0,7,4,64,48,31,0,6,12,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,26,24,0,6,9,0,1,3,9,11,0,0,14,4,38,5,36,34,9,24,0,3,2,0,16,10,0,9,11,192,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0738814543928084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671118161508374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108956162894485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051484989025703566,0.0,0.05791748471893177,0.0,0.0,0.052937773674680215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460699313408194,0.0,0.0,0.08529856918673193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659138579806902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937986676312482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520839634552134,0.1536868971660343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774617087861394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324548991355533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533079857598303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405832190280234,0.0,0.0,0.03828094807732884,0.0,0.0,0.08293594840650398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955503735491929,0.0,0.0,0.25400581499038816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074641576204825,0.07999113913920812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546669861417748,0.4088957256606976,0.395104724846205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321581389358207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698778921378646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436542553607777,0.0,0.07163806602517334,0.050536613217411167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762692567111538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060430521755853214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839175756886941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151608224707974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322130578210997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085350974345748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610885931797999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940055243242911,0.15568374770483245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465541498543881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064878239268581,0.12066118130994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262759906084969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828479589728883,0.0,0.0847504762624637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666915109837886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738211299003793,0.0,0.060852348891440436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176365990272851,0.0,0.0,0.05140171374285865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246818494869059,0.089310732822548,0.06009459871768346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018337344475815,0.0,0.08452684274014287,0.0,0.0,0.08210361609238233,0.1102346915872046,0.07688657197580155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875437216503317 adhd,Kincoran,2019/09/06,"Meditation Hi folks! I've tried meditating on and off for a good couple of years or so, now. I guess what I'm essentially asking of any of you here who might have a good amount of experience with meditating is whether we as ADHD folks need to treat it differently, have different expectations from it, be aware of extra difficulties/limitations/possibilities, or use different methods, when compared to non-ADHD folks? Some elaboration: Listening to and reading all the guides and advice on how to meditate, and what you should hope/try to get from it, I'm always getting the message that a big part of it is to put yourself in a mental state where you allow thoughts to spontaneously appear, and you accept them and let them move past you. When we're advised to utilise meditation to help with our ARHD, are we supposed to be aiming for the exact same thing? Is it realistic to expect to not experience our typical rainstorm of ideas and thoughts? Are we apparently able to help exorcise that, and get into the head state mentioned above while engaged in meditation? Or is it more about accepting that rainstorm throughout meditation, just as naturally and with just as little resistance to it or attempt to change it, as if it were the single-thought-at-a-time experience of non-ADHDers? I hope I'm communicating my question clearly enough. Please speak up if not. And thanks in advance for any insight!",10.103705882352944,8.908780203921571,9.911617647058822,61.84977941176473,58.72549019607843,13.049019607843142,42.034313725490186,12.00992498983062,5.137843137254902,1132,53,190,29,12,372,147,255,0.009000000000000001,0.861,0.13,0.9818,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,5,5,2,2,10,8,0,0,9,0,14,1,1,3,3,51,30,26,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,16,17,0,0,7,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,2,15,8,44,22,8,23,0,0,0,0,23,11,0,12,6,134,31,2,0.11383993990875105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104404559517579,0.11124307174487924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472394953152782,0.0,0.0,0.15483012575165694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642497655240113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042756178610407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596172823877047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568155228256388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762708925985785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340719162077421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843001009622772,0.0,0.0,0.19096708099218865,0.0,0.0,0.12540752823779847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683262116983738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260902415578256,0.0,0.0,0.22613749352516616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851143551186986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640905144860192,0.0,0.0,0.11409752661385973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472388398840053,0.1207661862666553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099384011077564,0.0,0.08441087298169797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327756130001798,0.10867310390060077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249620685274528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144405824106804,0.1275267861919717,0.0,0.11387074661323646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048085217896934,0.0,0.0,0.07563019765190067,0.0,0.0,0.2711285887285949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457969309625816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832115715243013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330918891219489 adhd,skinny_rat1,2019/09/06,"I left 10 minutes earlier than usual today to pick up a book... and was on time for school!! I ordered this book for English class a few days ago and it came in today at 9:00 AM. School started at 9:20 so I'd figured I could leave home 10 minutes earlier than usual to pick it up before school. Knowing me and my ADHD brain, I'd probably be late and end up picking the book up after school. But I wasn't late! I picked up the book and made school in time and I'm really proud of myself",2.2470145631067986,3.4225512135922362,3.980764563106799,89.45425364077671,75.6990291262136,6.703398058252428,23.55461165048544,7.1686216300943375,0.7792533980582519,377,11,83,4,8,127,62,103,0.013000000000000001,0.943,0.045,0.6211,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,5,0,16,10,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,8,1,18,4,1,26,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,13,47,11,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629013411366555,0.0,0.12015437566311038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534064654005685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513154546305386,0.0,0.15502983669799975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082233747786153,0.0,0.0,0.08741670231383879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005454800484268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359648496657237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449317226945719,0.0,0.30580619277864124,0.14352486711779258,0.14727238198757128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825799673817914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461427602366653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683497924563581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6859047937532502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594097492691127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807727382631528,0.0,0.2569657102270072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985720855385852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LPBetter,2019/09/06,"An update! Thank you for the kind words last time! So a while ago I posted how I felt worthless because of how I couldn't study and I failed my fisrt year at uni. Context I was diagnosed with ADD and I couldn't for the life of me sit down and do anything. So I went back home and got help and I feel great! I got my script and I can finnaly focus on my work! I can't even begin to explain how happy I am! I also want to thank all the people who gave me words of encouragement last post, I really needed it! All I want to say is that it's ok to ask for help when you really think you need it, there is no shame in our condition. Try to be your best! Just felt like I had to share this. Love ya'll!",-0.4911764705882362,1.4335533464052297,1.6481045751634014,99.27647058823533,87.43137254901958,4.9071895424836605,14.882352941176471,6.2272716619740125,-0.8388274509803919,534,9,134,5,17,178,99,153,0.049,0.672,0.27899999999999997,0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,4,0,3,11,14,0,1,5,1,11,3,0,3,2,27,29,14,0,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,4,26,11,17,18,3,18,0,2,0,1,15,4,0,0,11,87,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403765715906676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664042259476266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031677430827546,0.0,0.14804520871944002,0.0,0.0,0.12176905329817328,0.0,0.09653477686246828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661890339658201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607320510749297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459527640215348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007156647732484,0.0,0.3041008390535327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330989253713765,0.17459244225234946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685771484637495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229071939225302,0.0,0.1588479765932874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490755503141913,0.0,0.2581690472020255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185434049366058,0.07736668947953705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429260690280729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484384424764385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097868740475726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033301813048344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202898922546548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593421598162569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915931952550862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014706839351366,0.0,0.0,0.09234098060795866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751603462630127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868096439485636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680129240876935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152879549600246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197863814623398 adhd,victoryhonorfame,2019/09/06,"Adapting uni routine to home? For me it's really important to leave my bullet journal lying open to the correct page on my desk, so when I wake up on the morning I see it straight away, sit down in front of it and have a look what I put down for the day. I'm a student so I'm in a single room so that's great, but I find it difficult when I'm at home to use it because I don't have anywhere to leave it like that. Any advice for a 'home' routine to help me stay on track? I only have a bed and a tiny nightstand in my room at home, all my belongings are in boxes under the bed- which is another nightmare to keep it all tidy :/ I share the small computer desk in the study with my dad, but because that's a separate room I don't go in there first thing and look at the planner, plus if I leave stuff out it's often moved around as my dad also uses the space. I'll be back at uni in a month but I really need to be productive for the next 4 weeks as there's a couple of resit exams I've got to revise for as well as packing and organising all my belongings to move back. So I really need to stop being distracted all morning.",4.795281004709576,3.6047271591836783,6.305306122448979,83.42370486656203,69.24489795918367,9.660910518053377,29.45839874411303,8.841846274778883,1.9831381475667191,874,26,202,13,13,302,125,245,0.084,0.84,0.076,-0.2246,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,1,18,0,10,1,1,2,5,27,23,20,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,15,9,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,2,1,1,1,3,20,4,45,19,6,45,0,0,3,0,4,28,0,2,11,135,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940536802649793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771752006845708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309527891033164,0.12812978145719964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087774784024921,0.0,0.0,0.11480413685878073,0.18791740686868752,0.0,0.14897516609759626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520398422741728,0.0,0.07880423277054173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168198498189348,0.10393711417113467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944497142155177,0.0,0.0977287267381566,0.13471796863934707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190324308589914,0.0,0.4902772755349382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861055511516264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881535245783713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059697218920678224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052223162275469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753310926205183,0.2597431692734869,0.0,0.18120879252476374,0.0,0.0,0.1299534051829077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293311355254122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283749132038035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483946669130806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973718233638348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024124261358352,0.0,0.10215863347134298,0.0,0.0,0.1398814959413901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117945183366154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110706540269098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801567560467296,0.0,0.1098659817899374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rumhamuo1,2019/09/06,"Atomoxetine is working wonders for me I have started generic atomoxetine on Saturday this week (its been 7 days) and I started to feel the effects, first couple of days were rough I was so sleepy and anxious for some reason but I feel like I am going the right way on my journey, the quality of my work has increased dramatically. And I am able to connect tasks to each other. but my ability to sit down and write essays and plans didn't increase as much, but I can sense it in the near future, anyways if I didn't notice any change I might ask my doctors for a low dose of ritalin or something Don't lose hope guys and hope you all get well.",13.242906976744187,6.436523038759687,12.537887596899226,62.612877906976784,58.92248062015504,15.070542635658915,48.52906976744186,10.686352973137794,5.118362790697674,508,21,101,7,4,170,91,129,0.098,0.7929999999999999,0.109,0.3494,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,6,3,6,0,0,5,0,13,3,0,2,1,23,23,13,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,2,1,1,5,3,15,4,16,17,6,21,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,7,9,72,19,3,0.18059987768930166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281410986241628,0.0,0.0,0.20402645607750247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883650644805848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910507239060772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998303295986392,0.0,0.2329439609089847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848516274870641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263344915774773,0.12902058870679892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536181637030297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435598210759548,0.0,0.1026390724166447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788222727847311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587528569001888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823197778680672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020450674747032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158793026633328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276169018989484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561415775719966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568675313175614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423130876569674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390346091569419,0.0,0.0,0.25565904594191363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335177667740676,0.144866328265667,0.0,0.16238097921606393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585286347904965,0.2629577237839473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DjangoCarnage,2019/09/06,"Believe in your added value! I am 32 and was diagnosed quite early. Several follow up diagnoses confirmed my ADHD, co-morbidity anxiety/depression. After 20 years I have finally been put/put myself in a position that enables to let me realize the immense added value some symptoms of adhd can bring to the table in a working environment. I have basically evolved into a disrupter/optimizer/innovator role, some people call it multipotentialite. I know that we are not all the same. But for those who feel the constant urge to explore, create connections,advise, ideate etc. I highly recommend trying to get into fields that encourage such a Modus operandi and don’t try to streamline you into structures that stifle your ingenuity, creativity and potential overall. Executive functioning is something a lot of us struggle with. Advising and consulting, being able to see connections where others are stuck in the intricacies of their niche roles is a great strength that cannot be overvalued. Try getting into the start up world, or anything entrepreneurial. Surround yourself with people who love to execute, but prefer someone else to ideate and synergize. Let the Hunt begin and don’t give up!!!!",8.46512315270936,10.428322384236461,8.665985221674877,58.75789408866996,61.61083743842365,11.711330049261086,40.11576354679803,11.491704259439757,5.6533901477832496,976,52,129,30,14,320,141,203,0.016,0.885,0.099,0.9196,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,3,1,4,2,5,0,1,13,0,17,4,0,0,1,27,29,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,2,14,4,26,22,6,25,0,0,1,1,16,15,0,4,7,98,24,3,0.1427225197234262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430494670372054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744847298558328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079940568234574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457356499719475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423234071699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229266971044302,0.2897207064676782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922635147519445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917333648588558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216479430406086,0.0,0.0,0.15634554413536325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491332518014467,0.13691244593562105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735208184983376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079417809788118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843656432364925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188689232751897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213375824632531,0.1288126463095952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978916494701656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28695110509300525,0.0,0.15180296778806876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137313698726503,0.0,0.0,0.16123582293736544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092832780957673,0.10987476847453022,0.0,0.0,0.10101973404901864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920456599623436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834334546942407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906976670198849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167761826692474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390369417566024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919086233602695 adhd,Bkind-rewind,2019/09/06,"Phosphatidylserine anyone? I've been reading about omega-3 as a supplement that is often recommended for people with ADHD. I now came accross phosphatidylserine when reading ADDitudemag: https://www.additudemag.com/adhd-omega-3-benefits/ (not sure if links like this are allowed, please remove if not) If anyone here have experience with phosphatidylserine I'd love to hear from you :)",10.774365079365078,15.751799981481485,6.648201058201059,61.13833333333335,67.7037037037037,9.011640211640213,31.78835978835979,9.23628265651192,4.223902645502648,325,13,36,8,7,88,44,54,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.9337,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,12,7,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,7,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529188430870356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216940313764781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631007128391956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250200421753317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592680898202524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238431650911562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207617111280212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947848983214166,0.0,0.0,0.2525112279675588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601979207886465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680687604257615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrGotDaSauce,2019/09/06,"Please help Hey guys I just had a few questions directed towards symptoms of ADHD. I've done some research but I dont know if these problems are a symptoms of adhd or something else. 1. I cant form a clear thought on anything. It's always scattered everywhere. 2. Whenever I am talking, I know what I wanna say but i cant say it properly because the words in my mind just shut off. This is the reason why I cant keep a good conversation going and it's really frustrating. Your help would be very appreciated Thanks .",1.280082150858853,3.870111242718448,3.424271844660197,84.62414488424199,87.05825242718447,6.276026885735623,26.369678864824497,7.61054688173877,1.8688646751306948,410,19,78,8,13,139,75,103,0.131,0.715,0.154,0.3575,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,6,0,11,2,0,1,1,20,17,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,2,10,2,7,12,3,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,0,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130126582356435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297636707330422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140149073087474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474600394447107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584179982869652,0.20138353951742868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354195848135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765497755082436,0.1441228939771394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701387651234112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303481217190331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273044403992894,0.0,0.0,0.18886660407298048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349936781104192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861779590465427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441815221808648,0.0,0.0,0.19248898176689064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007873034019794,0.17666991021663306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27329230589611075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228316776766766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571944301388491,0.0,0.13811048582289884,0.0,0.1581980244481462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364138665312726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417777871997955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550498941638331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220631378634614,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AngelDescent,2019/09/06,"Difficulties sleeping/waking up Hi! I have seen multiple posts concerning sleep, so I wanted to see if maybe you guys could help me(although I am not 100% sure this is actually related to my ADHD) TL;DR: I struggle falling asleep/waking up. Any advice? So, here's the issue; I struggle a little bit with falling asleep. I end up lying awake for quite some time before actually sleeping. Which means I get fewer hours of sleep. Tho I AM super tired around 7pm-ish, but not around 10/11pm. On the other side of the coin, I struggle with waking up/getting out of bed. This is regardless of how many hours of sleep I have. I do get up around 7-8 am because I have to(I have a kid), but I would like to wake up around 630 so I have time for a morning routine on my own(shower, brush teeth, eat breakfast). Do any of you wonderful people have tips/techniques that worked for you? Have anyone had success with the ""wake-up lamp""?",2.8305188367481806,5.124078634831463,3.608136153337744,87.84330799735626,77.25842696629212,5.985988103106411,24.515532055518843,7.048011613610866,1.01343516192994,719,25,139,8,17,228,106,178,0.09300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.106,0.8556,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,4,10,7,0,3,7,0,17,11,8,1,1,22,24,8,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,8,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,3,19,4,27,20,2,22,0,0,2,0,7,14,0,3,6,87,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.2261851384524632,0.0,0.13927805542421384,0.11324701418222903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761924919734452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103344585172531,0.0,0.0,0.4126690396907589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064587223629036,0.0,0.0986144180850819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652258809340944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252926394244243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858507993107235,0.0,0.0,0.10264472885413788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816442639254334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147499762350902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767906824139631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282579164440962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095974236974442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056618323861699515,0.11615288945121938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749494207369107,0.11642774730191348,0.12623890603609594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034399342152483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099121959126583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232639848926146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923498536429838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638974296286318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36346224919420456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922557794998254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515355460960074,0.13319926840370006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835531539943976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567847997799458,0.08436978259236687,0.0,0.0,0.08232540161469291,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nodamngoodusernames,2019/09/06,"Generic or name brand adderall xr I’ve been on adderall xr5 mg for about 9 months it worked wonders at first then switched to 10 mg and have been on it for about 3 , and haven’t seen any changes . Each time I’ve gotten the cheapest stuff I pay 31.00 a month for the cheap adderall the name brand stuff is about 91.00 a month . Is there a difference in effectiveness ? Any insight would be welcome . I’m not sure the brand of adderall",2.675465116279071,4.8295541627907,2.460639534883722,96.56793604651165,77.13953488372094,5.230232558139536,25.86627906976745,5.985473137389443,0.5192604651162793,342,13,74,2,8,101,57,86,0.042,0.92,0.038,0.1625,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,12,6,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,6,40,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104012585936011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143148218921684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238446247315938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412782216015706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546500359584038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225253824710929,0.0,0.0,0.2150990887149795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330796640253437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474999631197168,0.1661503073850474,0.0,0.0,0.16212428625027914,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Clavius78,2019/09/06,"Stopped Wellbutrin a week ago: When will my joints stop hurting? As the title said: I had to quit Wellbutrin because of severe side effects. After six months of use I developed tinnitus, a ringing in my ears/head. All my joints and muscles are hurting and I feel weak. Besides that, I don't seem to have any positive effect from the drug, so me and my psychiatrist decided to stop it 5 days ago. The ringing has subsided! I'm very happy about that. Because I read (and panicked) that it doesn't go away for some people that got it from Wellbutrin. Now I'm still waiting for the muscle weakness and joint pain to go away. Do any people with similar experiences have any good news for me? What's the timeline? Can I do anything to speed it up?",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,4.413611111111114,84.7925,73.44444444444444,7.022222222222222,30.055555555555557,7.793537801064563,2.027580555555556,584,26,111,8,12,187,92,144,0.161,0.77,0.069,-0.9013,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,7,0,11,4,0,3,1,19,21,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,6,0,4,5,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,3,4,12,2,20,17,2,20,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,13,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697013071105155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103529966823034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518685978403152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858550519586567,0.0,0.0,0.18546937858938645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098108781920006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764180375977048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880856580237162,0.0,0.0,0.07691955251725471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729135940318409,0.12759619737195238,0.12166917945628206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194111586587312,0.0,0.0,0.15612531869698412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257083806836573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142564187424905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187294970749966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093023642540892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618048865191931,0.15216731788813814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470680556009285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848993385765948,0.0,0.17185924895507626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148814021189824,0.3815528204558236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138815034171658,0.0,0.12552000601218313,0.0,0.0,0.12202642173601112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AgentXXXL,2019/09/06,Guanfacine vs Stimulant? Recently diagnosed ADHD and given Guanfacine ER. Have any of you taken a stimulant and switched to this drug? It’s helped some and I’m wondering if something else would be better.,4.019166666666671,7.365827027777783,4.590222222222224,74.97700000000003,84.27777777777777,8.435555555555556,32.2,8.841846274778883,4.0788400000000005,167,9,24,5,5,53,32,36,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.504,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,10,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907529976725649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110516235730615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875583638060898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300084839594881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770571503686281,0.0,0.2716112905981711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793331820498932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210348011027774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503073129412285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35259856726715216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309688871485093,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Valdakon,2019/09/06,"I have little to no motivation, social skills, or focus and I have no idea what to do. I’m in high school, and with the school year starting up again I have to adjust a **lot**. I have no friends at my current high school and on top of that everything stresses me out. I’ve been taken 50mg Vyvanse for what feels like forever and all it does it keep me slightly calm. I can never focus and even when I genuinely try, I end up spacing off or forgetting everything. Hell, I can barely remember the events of yesterday. It’s nearly impossible for me to talk to anyone and I get ridiculously uncomfortable when someone I don’t know tries to talk to me. All of this is resulting in me stressing out over homework and papers and talking to teachers and I can never find the time to just **relax** .",1.8774660633484144,4.343579717948721,3.6465158371040762,85.26319004524889,81.94871794871796,6.747511312217196,24.56108597285068,7.928766900206844,1.6277674208144797,620,24,120,12,17,207,95,156,0.132,0.795,0.073,-0.8527,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,2,2,4,0,11,0,0,2,4,30,18,13,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,17,4,26,16,3,28,1,0,0,0,5,16,1,3,13,89,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033471606194704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934323415665822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090941855096633,0.0,0.0,0.09762236136429507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26567126864718915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473354119358343,0.105590356261756,0.0,0.0,0.13508908972644987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419208357078928,0.0,0.07722086735172262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312323565231763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668513807092705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313739277428715,0.0,0.0,0.08122855843344015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220898665530054,0.14813724378074405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565666270924405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279892760661917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743177012924218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44875300048409583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066635049997962,0.12523284040344876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046155889270282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386152366069582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35639489754158443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618500651008276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069681052114408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518016307231032 adhd,reachling,2019/09/06,"When do you tell others? Ok so I’m in the middle of diagnosis for ADD but it’s been pushed back over the summer and now I’ve started a new education. It’s apparently half group work half class work, so we’re dependent on each other for a good grade. We’re two weeks in and it feels like there’s some friction within the group where the 4 other members vibe together and I’m either behind or too far ahead. I try to self regulate but it just makes me ..too quiet and I fear I’m not giving off an air of trying, there’s been a few comments I’ve latched onto in the “was that a dig on me?” Sense and I’m worried. It’s getting kind of critical after we discussed our group project to a teacher whose advice didn’t make sense to me, but the whole group went “oh of course!” And changed direction to match that and I can’t make sense of what we’re doing now even after asking twice?? Do I explain that I’m undergoing a diagnosis or do I wait until it’s actually confirmed? My doctor was supposed to question me last week but instead referred me directly to the psychiatric but they rejected me because my doctor didn’t test me first so now it’s pushed back another month or so again..",1.032125220458557,3.4140801358024757,3.042379482657264,88.70773148148147,85.09053497942385,5.940564373897708,22.25881834215168,7.310402129719878,0.9346991181657844,935,33,193,15,28,314,137,243,0.081,0.8809999999999999,0.038,-0.9009999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,1,4,21,6,0,1,14,1,11,2,0,4,0,31,27,21,0,0,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,15,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,2,0,5,7,2,18,4,27,20,5,35,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,6,20,130,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.15662306902266793,0.0,0.0,0.15683696143990533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168296333120022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004413022746382,0.0,0.0,0.2468263829513173,0.0,0.0978381992657448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978579041277195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285533709613976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600753249234676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060507074826085,0.08115270093481347,0.11465993001876405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651966772394858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838536733845994,0.15396447653481424,0.0,0.1346182564364592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671341536592249,0.0,0.13082743600466953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841130241191722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321401339152289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810811397567906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550101398808505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979469044521418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674346024021764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360143605831748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028248130966442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793545418388036,0.0,0.1567833980432172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574839136529435,0.0,0.0,0.14878341843189305,0.0,0.1791904833704284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336891693734153,0.16299368993816776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bnana422,2019/09/06,"the pharmacy's best idea yet... So every 3 months I meet with my psych and she gives me 3 months worth of paper prescriptions for my Adderall and she sends the pharmacy an electronic prescription for my Stratera. This has worked perfectly for the past like 4 years or so! 3 months ago I dropped off and they told me that they were going to start auto filling my prescriptions every month, literally a blessing because I ALWAYS forget to call and have them refill. Last week I went in to drop off my prescriptions and the lady looks at me and says, ""we don't hold prescriptions anymore."" because apparently they are ""too difficult to keep track of"" huh so what am I supposed to do with them? Keep them in my car so someone can break in and get 240 pills of FREE Adderall? Like this paper has my name, birthdate, address... sorry for the rant I'm just pissed like if the pharmacy can't keep track of my prescriptions how am I supposed to and how is this a good idea??",5.019652605459059,6.2196896666666674,5.215806451612902,83.15140198511169,69.0,8.733829611248968,29.36145574855252,9.057496981413335,2.324235401157982,762,28,148,14,13,240,107,186,0.07200000000000001,0.779,0.149,0.9536,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,6,3,9,10,1,0,9,1,12,2,1,2,1,25,23,16,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,11,0,4,2,0,2,5,2,2,0,0,3,2,26,9,22,20,1,25,1,0,1,0,16,6,1,2,14,94,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329623408866517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480862891201007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875565653185285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828722523019316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741147354859422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531626141336858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527560790305992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836668208692778,0.14388976294388586,0.08524614314967599,0.12580946879770274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386542927121543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999698209699129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226670188439005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198413030739772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259588029811779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789012781654378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318808669323893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928278319453793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709106394828784,0.0,0.0,0.16790816224953514,0.10616789062261488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332753816348906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031768668732,0.0,0.0,0.13904772899549486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091988228079708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659246051324356 adhd,personalact,2019/09/06,"Constantly feel like someones ""over me?"" I'm dating a girl, but for some reason I just feel like she doesn't like me... Even though she's really not done anything that should make me think that :( She kisses me and holds my hand but for some reason I feel like she's over me. Does anyone else get this feeling when dating??",3.4420312499999994,4.947730390625001,3.598875,92.05862500000002,73.21875,6.370000000000001,19.05,6.742157984588678,-0.027496250000000444,251,4,53,2,5,77,41,64,0.05,0.653,0.297,0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,17,11,5,0,1,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,12,5,4,9,2,6,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,8,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638380720840249,0.1998522322394684,0.16050989793765932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078023952009475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068995998724648,0.19960432664318206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293961956501565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288289802228845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944934650571,0.4180322334493856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190580778644842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811671827529725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019768750315974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495431045801812,0.4010886888243456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526561019545616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498045020332425,0.19163607317392173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strictly4myporn,2019/09/06,"Gfs mom said that I don’t have adhd because I didn’t want to drink coffee at nighttime Just needed to vent a little. My girlfriend’s mom has a vyvanse prescription because she told her doctor she was diagnosed with adhd in the past. This is not true, but I’m willing to accept her claim that doctors didn’t really diagnose girls with adhd when she was a kid (she’s 53), and apparently they didn’t make her go through the whole diagnostic procedure I was told I would have to go through to get any kind of medication. I am 24 and am essentially positive that I have adhd due to the eye opening nature of some of the research of done about it, as well as speaking to friends of mine who have been diagnosed as adults, but though I technically have some mediocre health insurance now (I didn’t have any for the last couple years), it’s nigh on impossible for me to actually call the doctor and then actually go, and from everything I’ve heard the diagnostic process is really long and involved for younger people. Anyway, the other night around 8pm she offered me some coffee. I declined, telling her that if I drink caffeine after 1pm or so, it makes it hard for me to sleep (which I already have difficulty with, but that’s a different issue). She then went on to repeatedly insist that in that case I must not have adhd because caffeine is a stimulant and a stimulant should relax me. I tried to tell her that isn’t really how it works at all, and that coffee isn’t even the same as amphetamines anyway, to which she asserted that she takes her vyvanse at 3pm and sleeps fine, which I find hard to believe. I know that she’s wrong, but it’s been digging at me because even though she hasn’t been diagnosed either, she at least has the meds so maybe she knows something. So I’m basically asking you guys, she’s wrong right? I know this isn’t healthy, but I’ve put a lot of hope into the idea that someday seeking adhd treatment will help me to actually go to college or somehow progress in my terminally stagnant life. Sorry to ramble, this for some reason has me mildly shook. TLDR; my gfs mom who has an amphetamines script insisted that I don’t have adhd because drinking coffee at night prevents me from sleeping, which kind of freaked me out because I don’t actually have a diagnosis",9.006476510067113,6.920945503355704,9.044620805369126,70.02491778523492,61.52796420581657,12.071991051454141,39.12852348993289,10.686352973137794,4.036685100671141,1828,75,344,35,20,603,208,447,0.052000000000000005,0.86,0.08800000000000001,0.9574,2,0,4,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,3,17,13,0,1,20,0,42,17,4,6,3,55,64,29,0,7,12,3,2,0,2,5,10,3,0,4,29,15,3,1,7,4,0,7,13,4,1,0,16,6,52,9,55,43,10,37,0,0,1,0,44,17,0,10,13,243,81,6,0.0,0.0,0.25419232993553165,0.0,0.5478341672131605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718619420634297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856816250238002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797093114127081,0.06087875064264859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381806203573094,0.0,0.0,0.07336835143520498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664951735263396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205444522874235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643831986813147,0.0,0.06803692122914624,0.0,0.19996035879482305,0.0,0.0666407426707939,0.0,0.19137949826240672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602277379408993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852598504850527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951883382651992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031183243677703,0.0,0.034022702952206066,0.0,0.14803761644447408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447939952822045,0.0,0.0,0.1166701121374814,0.0,0.0,0.06921990279619004,0.0,0.0,0.04364880796014707,0.0,0.0,0.0646792159380633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351296557160883,0.0,0.06796874222536291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356256782463279,0.10736534862639807,0.053081788948832295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599643961538962,0.0,0.06526771343236355,0.0,0.05762947377893087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536300557011018,0.0,0.0,0.08693669856907255,0.0,0.0654221593830282,0.0,0.07233404514481839,0.06560191669611508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880455321206575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482859254871514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222210229726467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216475688552125,0.045146261650684534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546395315904913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125153319903605,0.06695458096930568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561243587165072,0.06194437949877263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955021823524709,0.0,0.0,0.05013283844609488,0.0,0.07289691709966728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896241012705625,0.0,0.1138361385578532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796085589521428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244505987990728,0.0,0.04421245320073285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840967846902432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855102874830623,0.0603672307390146,0.0,0.07270456190526295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047408401277025725,0.0,0.0,0.046259638879225566,0.14239779265426142,0.0,0.041935379984818416 adhd,iamprocrastinating84,2019/09/06,"I was denied and told I was drug seeking when I asked a psychiatrist for medication for my previously diagnosed adhd. So... here's my story: When i was 22 my then boyfriend listened to a thing on npr about adhd in girls and women and he said it totally reminded him of me. I listened to the piece. Agreed with him. Found a psychiatrist. Was diagnosed with inattentive adhd. Got a perscription for adderall. It was like putting on glasses for the first time but instead of my eyes it was for my life. I could clean the house. I could do laundry. I could study for my classes. It was Amazing. I worked. Graduated from college. Found my partner. My life was looking up. When i was 28 I found out i was pregnant. I stopped taking adderall. Had a healthy baby girl. Stayed off adderall while breastfeeding. By the time i was 30 my daughter was weaned and I tried to go back to my old psychiatrist. He had retired. No big deal, right? Go to a new one. I did. In order to see a psychiatrist with my insurance i needed to also be in therapy which i thought was good, i had been having a lot of trouble with motivation, socialization, and getting things done, verging on depression. Went to therapy for a month. Mentioned my adhd diagnosis a few times and how much better i had felt when I was taking adderall. Worked on coping skills and compartmentalization. Then got to see the psychiatrist. Over video chat. She asked me no questions. Basically read my file at me and said that she was going to put me on welbutrin, which was fine, i had been having some problems that might help with. I asked about meds for my adhd. She said she wanted to get my mood sorted first. I agreed, not sure why in hindsight. Went to therapy for 2 more months. Time to talk to the psychiatrist again. She reads my file at me again. Asks how i feel about the welbutrin. I tell her there is no change other than I was more sleepy than normal (with a small child at home this was pretty distressing). She upped my welbutrin dose. I asked again about adhd meds. She said that because i had mentioned it so much in therapy that she believed i was drug seeking. I was quite taken aback. I have never abused drugs. I don't even drink. (I do smoke pot now days though, i didn't then, however.) To get medication for my adhd is why i had started therapy in the first place. It was listed in the goals thing i filled out my first day. I asked her if there was a nonaphetimine she would be willing to prescribe for me. She said no. The appointment ended. I tried to make it through therapy but i just didn't care anymore. I felt, and still feel, that a lot of my problems were a symptom of my adhd. I stopped going. I didn't go back to therapy for 4 years. I am now back in therapy and working through those things mid 30s women work through. My psychologist doesn't prescribe or diagnose and has encouraged me to find a new psychiatrist and try again. I am very nervous to do so. Questions: Is wanting to take adderall again a sign of an addiction? Should i start with being rediagnosed? How do i bring up to a psychiatrist that i would like a medication for my adhd? I honestly don't care if its adderall, i just know that worked for me in the past.",2.0421658245291674,4.625170217041802,3.2989012402388624,87.23754340836015,82.36012861736334,6.383867707854848,24.802112999540647,7.6583078777640585,1.4310129719797882,2513,99,497,44,70,813,260,622,0.075,0.8370000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.8792,1,0,5,0,1,0,86.0,0,0,0,14,34,18,0,2,30,0,64,16,1,5,3,69,115,33,0,14,8,1,4,2,1,5,14,7,2,6,24,21,1,2,13,5,0,11,12,6,0,5,54,15,95,11,84,50,10,85,0,1,4,0,48,30,0,10,44,369,119,12,0.0,0.054722935393274455,0.0,0.050349628877257586,0.4995600803807559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693498001331344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045804166558215766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906642033009786,0.0,0.0,0.10654270076624328,0.0,0.02815459693635288,0.0,0.0,0.05203587998328491,0.0,0.040847821796140264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417954413909868,0.0,0.04885873340337885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062744568020096,0.0,0.0,0.059572382932055225,0.047615805661264124,0.03977999066678162,0.1406336532754966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726438061889536,0.0,0.04524476111764525,0.16068351914400486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040907145414859035,0.0,0.0,0.030505460770314127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670612505673999,0.0,0.08869173193155934,0.0,0.042213227272485145,0.15714337538909878,0.0,0.15192191123195747,0.0,0.0,0.07239093912685797,0.0,0.13124302733446544,0.03873868058373088,0.07387843175454377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030957546244357963,0.0,0.046328389628028536,0.0,0.0,0.05329251869961095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025382653810981905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652451681049044,0.045128357456082985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878466288767954,0.0,0.0,0.07853148277168018,0.0,0.0,0.0308295574616971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026046140667456,0.1395828063638825,0.0,0.04899611693065225,0.0,0.0,0.0737305539212725,0.0,0.06790414497836632,0.03424638245756747,0.03562154110950065,0.08921358001569515,0.0,0.0,0.04525253810622567,0.0,0.0,0.048464506566618944,0.0,0.03129687338885332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408982572467735,0.0,0.0,0.04825460840071789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698783295583223,0.0,0.08838765452425612,0.0,0.09285950530929084,0.103477927410172,0.049124565973403145,0.0923971285095269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039442647708270134,0.21966762467627893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360862918509617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047080877581235664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538146997013712,0.049228200730757336,0.03688425168863812,0.07722723791615035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352982028498812,0.04800500653848756,0.10417852032482794,0.03712261007196966,0.040368657110882604,0.0,0.4225423298056023,0.0,0.12273587904676644,0.0,0.0453775750011384,0.036666577092081466,0.10772586519482344,0.0,0.0,0.04413276498842735,0.0,0.09407192052904717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381083411569034,0.05448347631950928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856298911508957,0.08335148093136045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812002933099776,0.0,0.0,0.06561851178884287,0.0,0.0,0.029742312008613325 adhd,Exifile,2019/09/06,"How do I know if what I'm going for (career wise) will make me happy? Anyone else not know what to do with their life? For the past 2 or 3 years, these are all things I currently have thought of for the span of a month to a year, and ultimately decided against it. - Industrial engineer - civil engineer - vetanarian/vet tech - Forrester - water plant technician - HVAC/R - Nurse - Accountant - Audio Engineer - Forest Technology/Maintenance - Programmer - Chef I'm currently on Medical Coding because my work offers free college tuition and this is one of the things that are offered. Starting classes this October.. I don't really know what I want to do, so I'm just going to just do something and figure out this career stuff later. I think it'd be really cool to work outdoors in nature though, but it's just I've never worked outdoors before.",5.264134199134201,7.207597642857145,6.348766233766234,72.40267316017321,69.32467532467533,9.808658008658007,31.01515151515152,10.125756701596842,3.5761229437229436,663,28,109,18,12,221,107,154,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.713,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,6,4,0,0,5,1,12,3,0,2,2,24,25,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,14,5,1,0,7,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,8,5,16,21,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,9,70,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330190506147535,0.19492163138627716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596750892116275,0.0,0.16187879131545874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891969835501246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162336328615416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251221998706131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136500024051635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437094538012587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698555010597815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164508468294367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184640520616602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467235135967356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891040323294714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816039941760702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374306726821904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645474634382372,0.0,0.0,0.13465165598323062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777735247311794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527717619342772,0.12189702847968616,0.18690817508989446,0.1510279694519142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220748498765616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415487269350925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450144707091425 adhd,Fuck_IfIKnow,2019/09/06,"Meds have no effect? Anyone else have medication just completely do nothing for you? I've tried three now and the only one that did anything good was the amphetamine salts (30mg twice daily). It was great the first day and went back to normal within a week. I feel like maybe my anxiety is lower but that's something I was working on before anyway. Basically I feel like I've had my normal 5-6 cups of coffee when I only have 2 (awake and not in a haze), but no improvement on concentration and organization. To top it off, my second visit with my psychiatrist he asks if I'm sure I'm ADD. I'm worried he didn't diagnose me and just thought well if he thinks he's ADD and has a family history he must be ADD. I'm taking 60mg Vyvanse now and nothing. I read somewhere about absorption problems. Anyone have experience with that? I'm just over not getting anywhere in life because I forget, procrastinate, or get overwhelmed and call it quits. I don't care what the solution is as long as there is a solution. TLDR: Newly diagnosed (3 months), meds aren't working, feeling overwhelmed, and not sure what to do.",3.337577007033712,5.398969539170508,5.014440941062336,79.45369148678148,74.80645161290323,7.886393402861994,27.089255396555906,8.6894789155246,2.200498617511521,878,34,164,18,19,297,132,217,0.095,0.7559999999999999,0.15,0.9051,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,6,11,11,0,2,8,0,20,4,0,1,3,38,36,17,0,6,11,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,14,0,0,6,1,0,2,8,3,1,5,8,4,13,8,17,26,0,19,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,3,11,100,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874511309190848,0.0,0.0,0.18051013346687908,0.13225673140241234,0.10622105253011656,0.0,0.1206714789841226,0.0,0.0,0.09925381498724263,0.0,0.07868538535058081,0.0,0.10983675680575627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180413280538011,0.0,0.13160468500897973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353369187005322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324530302916032,0.0,0.0,0.2620250191293953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078289757294274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262640704646964,0.12168423215350085,0.0,0.1957987246255036,0.1844281854225804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979456636987776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487694280651102,0.0,0.0,0.10826537551202406,0.0,0.14231009843734654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117234400839656,0.1261229988373839,0.0,0.0,0.11423088944122504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967724612854414,0.0,0.28675543162065714,0.1300335540455008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302965907347536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25294010829063995,0.2477096423206973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746729880158835,0.1963408544728981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351120977148715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729144880089958,0.12911397166321942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937135202515644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433109371879015,0.0,0.0970513747783772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270863751618007,0.0,0.10247434031818696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876361958964246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353942079579474,0.0,0.11605755966598795,0.11965756423308485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879421584044048,0.13108603182344333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lukas1313,2019/09/06,"Should I try meds for my ADHD? I’m in my third year of high school and I was just diagnosed with ADHD. I’ve been struggling a lot in school recently and I’ve failed a few courses and when I went in to get the diagnosis they told me I should consider taking medication and told my parents to talk to me and our family doctor about it. My mom wants me to try it but I’m not sure how I feel about it yet. I don’t really like the idea of taking a substance that can be addictive, especially when I just quit nicotine. I’d just like to know if anyone could tell me anything useful and if the benefits outweigh the costs, I’m not very educated on the topic and if you have any useful information it would be great, thanks for reading.",4.086622516556293,4.668873986754972,5.693701986754968,81.13631456953644,70.72185430463577,9.218807947019867,27.02052980132451,9.3871,2.091574304635761,576,18,122,12,10,197,91,151,0.040999999999999995,0.782,0.177,0.9763,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,2,9,8,0,1,8,0,11,4,0,3,1,31,26,14,0,8,9,2,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,18,6,16,15,2,11,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,4,7,81,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642748275558355,0.3448990482559925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757949461135487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033295721295904,0.0,0.11808170670457288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145667024585257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564138050376085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687016344034975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527150663138954,0.0,0.07255387710706067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496865838893982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820045936763047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516071981037745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619850254354493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885946192349738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402059064816236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199178465629347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938728701155186,0.1445531147057746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805612036650502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933090782594458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262142677184706,0.1435308516555713,0.0,0.09192466276881243,0.0,0.14168105941209247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904431711968112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500090154693886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523953132967986,0.0,0.2157762834934571,0.1153334508389643,0.12541835073844942,0.1321081738783256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422554994448883,0.0,0.19484332595202056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786206890838386,0.0,0.11839594475855235,0.08463531154530418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301854075253727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019326145016797,0.0,0.0,0.09240415674523553 adhd,5000calandadietcoke,2019/09/06,"With Methylphenidate, are there dehydration issues? With Methylphenidate, are there dehydration issues? I would love to be able to just drink coffee/tea but it dehydrates me and I'm unable to work out.",4.688823529411764,8.209759647058824,3.0267058823529425,85.47417647058826,84.88235294117645,6.249411764705883,21.50588235294117,7.554174236665415,1.2799011764705879,164,5,27,3,5,46,25,34,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.4515,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,18,3,1,0.3499320956517885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428002331985732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7304763852956012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31582737858691706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547547333056465,0.0,0.0,0.24858172070872195,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CuriousityEnthusiast,2019/09/06,"ADHD & MEDITATION Personally I’ve tried meditation briefly (about a week) as I do with lots of random hobby’s and pastimes. During that week I didn’t notice too much other than maybe the slightest bit of a clearer head. I’ve read lots of different things online that say that it helps with ADHD. Personally I find it ridiculously hard to sit still for even 30 seconds let alone 5. So basically if you’ve tried meditation let me know how it worked out for you. Also If any experienced meditators would like to shed some light that’d be awesome.",5.925494505494505,7.084037153846152,6.769670329670332,72.98961538461539,66.88461538461539,9.78901098901099,30.241758241758237,9.957137785484203,2.949691208791209,440,16,80,10,7,146,77,104,0.057,0.853,0.09,0.6597,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,1,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,14,8,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,5,1,13,2,5,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,4,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969782812117721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710550162249621,0.0,0.1320776710580119,0.0,0.17894981375850288,0.0,0.11231385023590303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031095926348875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255610516334052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908602662414668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095242352866292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795011131977553,0.0,0.16950088302304026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070266203343468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907671210169286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377727353001749,0.0,0.0806883928098029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808247180715181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659245129051278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141094053246305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803472782234854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28842110790654585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652037924697304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313411437878261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318962690651754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972436599337212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242643725262129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26496133246061826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202377904319371,0.0,0.0,0.1173242846244818,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ravenserein,2019/09/06,"Please help. 7 year old started Vyvanse today and it has been a nightmare. What do I do? My son struggles through 1st grade and it broke my heart. He has inattentive type ADHD diagnosed at the end of his first grade year. After a lot of lurking here, independent research, talking to his doctor and soul searching I decided to try medication. I couldn’t justify NOT trying something that could help him. He is very very bright, he just has a hard time staying focused which has overshadowed all of his good qualities as far as school goes. All his first grade teacher ever said about him was that he didn’t focus, not that he is amazingly kind or an excellent reader. But I digress. Today was his first day on the medication. Vyvanse, 30mg. His teacher said that where before he was quiet and calm during class (again, he is inattentive NOT hyperactive) today he was edgy, fidgety and prone to outbursts. He also came home and has been highly emotional all evening. Like crying at the drop of a hat. He is miserable and all I can do I love him up and cry myself. He is not himself at all, he is usually so happy and I want him to keep being happy so badly. I just want to help him be happy at school and feel successful too and I don’t know how. Is the 30mg too high to start him out? Is the vyvanse just a bad fit? Is it still too early to tell? Should I just try again tomorrow and *hope* he isn’t miserable? Should I try to cut the dose in half? I am so lost and it has only been a day. The protective mom in me just wants to burn the medication that made my child sad, but the logical voice says that there has to be a better solution that will help him. Maybe some insight from others who have endured something similar and found a solution will help put my mind at ease. As a note: I have every intention of contacting his doctor as soon as possible. I would really just like to hear insight from this community as you all seem very well informed and truly want the best for others suffering ADHD. Please help me help my sweet boy.",2.932461900803545,5.0037334563590985,4.173618038237741,84.97940184261572,76.03241895261846,7.547824882238848,25.1039761706844,8.430304187100639,1.7258760875588808,1600,56,315,31,36,524,203,401,0.07200000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9959,1,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,8,25,28,1,3,20,0,43,9,1,4,7,64,62,29,0,10,13,2,2,2,0,5,7,6,1,2,17,17,0,2,9,0,0,2,8,10,1,4,14,10,38,18,38,38,9,43,1,6,1,1,50,15,0,5,26,215,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910431710292408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356150523917208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272783765283142,0.0,0.0,0.06763309224412838,0.0,0.08341116475039523,0.0702951250594495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090591704240683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345968840074925,0.0,0.17461388128049926,0.10251827206840028,0.0,0.0,0.08067227585929207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270582302333028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940624052886947,0.07039721523252232,0.0,0.0,0.05249692849100675,0.07189576894948986,0.0669667797219903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04018834735290657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282133917146536,0.0,0.08714760689581527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666549834313913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25382931655803953,0.07120001208726308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958167847818899,0.09418622455130712,0.3729244650911895,0.16795360858813355,0.07972664880292082,0.07894328499758686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706470074470321,0.0,0.08276798362122717,0.0436810763836686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766151024979863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676368980942613,0.06757251867786114,0.07173535826244021,0.07520752817548851,0.0,0.0,0.07985007391366025,0.0,0.0,0.2402084223356357,0.0,0.0,0.08025388262864991,0.09308803346380662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834026981180892,0.0,0.0,0.06044943199361005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449412807881587,0.0,0.0896037004357099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990108470474194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091802705733442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512106395802023,0.06320705636399357,0.0,0.16087949418765432,0.0,0.07235717557644622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237782712078288,0.0,0.0,0.11251514538666813,0.0847169414342494,0.06347420673045588,0.0,0.0,0.08309155430598816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388439830563655,0.06947052927947474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634643190890445,0.0,0.2260181398063183,0.0,0.0,0.21585149064331305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753788889045258,0.19674223664620094,0.187521518315836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146361442918013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056461535641143125,0.0,0.0,0.10236724751870106 adhd,hiwattage,2019/09/06,"My big, impulsive ADHD mouth ruins just about every social interaction at some point. I’m currently passing through Denver. I asked on Facebook for some food/drink recommendations, and a friend tagged one of his buddies who lives here. All three of us went to the same high school. The friend he tagged was one of the most popular and well-liked people in high school and went on to become very successful in business. I was easily one of the least popular, most troubled, and a dropout. I still managed to be very successful in my field, though. I’ve been connected with the Denver guy on Facebook for awhile, and I know from his general disposition that we’d probably make good friends… if I didn’t have a big, impulsive ADHD mouth. He gave me his number to text him for some recommendations, and even though he was on a date he said he’d respond. It took me just two texts to blow it. First text from me - super generic hello text. Immediate friendly response. He notes that Payton Manning is eating at the same bar he’s at. My reply? “That’ll make for a memorable date even if the person you’re with isn’t exceptional!” Total silence after that. Granted, it’s not the absolute worst thing to say. But now I just feel like garbage for probably closing yet another door to friendship. At 41 it’s hard enough to make friends from total strangers - shouldn’t it be relatively easy with friends of friends that I have heaps in common with? Another example: last year I was a consultant at top-tier digital marketing agency. Easily one of the top 5 in my field. I had some of the usual ADHD issues with focus and sustained effort, but it was my big mouth that ultimately led to my being forced to resign after just 7 months. There was a big conference in town and the CEO and one of the senior people from the agency's London office (who’d spoken at the conference) were there. We had a big round-table chat with the whole office after the conference, and I loudly joked and sarcastically joke about how great it was to have such notable industry celebrities in town gracing us with their presence. I thought it was friendly ribbing (it was aimed at the Brits in the office, and they like to joke around like that), but it turns that I really offended several people. That encounter was cited as one of the reasons I was put on performance management, and eventually told I’d have to resign or be fired. I know I have a history of making quips and off-the-cuff remarks that are insensitive, impulsive, and just plain not anodyne enough for everyday chit-chat with most people. When I was younger I reveled in that and thought it set me apart from the cowardly herd that didn’t have the guts to speak their mind. Now I’m finding that it’s such a liability that I can hardly keep or make friends. Things that I think are totally innocuous to say turn out to be too much for almost everyone. I can’t be the only person with ADHD whose mouth gets them into trouble…",6.567830947654373,7.028398996447606,6.775934071674854,75.97557386897924,65.25222024866785,10.175927280325986,32.189374151081395,10.056822442137396,3.124452345627416,2357,88,433,50,34,759,267,563,0.059000000000000004,0.8109999999999999,0.13,0.985,1,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,4,0,4,8,24,28,1,0,32,0,41,8,6,8,4,79,65,28,0,3,15,0,4,3,8,2,0,5,1,4,32,30,2,1,9,5,0,6,7,6,0,9,26,9,43,22,79,28,19,63,0,3,0,0,47,37,0,12,22,297,75,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34668572549398763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722154346456149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124334165429182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420002103810671,0.06742029143032346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964830660168082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064786651300214,0.0,0.07379438624313056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903367414124866,0.0,0.09526608903138972,0.0,0.06076225202616847,0.06891152948393288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03646486363104355,0.05152088179341922,0.0,0.0,0.06591424889337033,0.06134325794661985,0.08720497948857588,0.0,0.4457434976209668,0.0,0.03767850890616215,0.0,0.0,0.0604888846170061,0.0,0.07950999184642743,0.0,0.07140783707869723,0.0,0.0,0.12920654380195246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239256742079035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527211647106714,0.0,0.06410150359942653,0.0,0.0,0.07926797683918563,0.058785530957760436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569916034759452,0.0,0.06368122873150757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240695542025912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072818293825756,0.0,0.057563640548522164,0.0,0.05301478946520784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29321282007004384,0.05484874197151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999892629430192,0.125940745092071,0.0,0.0,0.06817451384875241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551010355353545,0.0,0.0,0.07249818292217368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620042960968388,0.07414898160514201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860042419057287,0.11470174031259413,0.0,0.14597387558808875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147244584495776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351488818839058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759326881968292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582355818727344,0.04621009448205687,0.14171050005229932,0.11450675746323365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891152948393288,0.08012539104390648,0.0,0.15688664368389066,0.07044848986418613,0.0,0.17349736804428162,0.0,0.07942743086470645,0.11900927013779207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484245126723434,0.13370761542582393,0.0,0.08051680923512403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644141855692338 adhd,jessh86,2019/09/06,Looking for advice on a new ADD medication that will actually work for me. Any other good ADD meds out there? I was on Vyvance but it made me feel like I drank a bunch of coffee. And Concerta was awesome for 3 days then it stoped working all together. Concerta really helped and was smooth on my brain. Can anyone think of a better ADD med for me that I can tell my doctor about??? Something about Concerta worked really well for me and now it's not working at all so something similar to that but that actually works. And a med that is consistent at keeping my life steady. Not one that one day it worked then the next day I have to stay home in bed because it's not working. Please if you can help me find new ADD meds that I can bring up to my doctor tomorrow. Thank you!,1.8019230769230743,4.080945538461542,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,80.7948717948718,6.976923076923077,22.57051282051281,8.07648339933343,1.2443666666666666,608,20,127,12,16,200,89,156,0.015,0.828,0.157,0.9761,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,8,6,5,0,0,5,0,10,6,1,1,2,22,18,10,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,13,9,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,3,16,5,20,12,3,20,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,11,85,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.20937261347114453,0.0,0.0,0.10482927167259624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729516412165678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750101640303567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539470719544795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487727179931198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975595815764087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755323975603146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960391394509807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424217898100624,0.07663829268015653,0.0,0.0,0.09804870030636847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899783676405643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438102400624581,0.0,0.1076069915477898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953522071650266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577250482014368,0.05240983788053381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008517077859864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150753819735954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766396556104239,0.10806970258202098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072164611758705,0.11408968492668495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538655097949274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775728973464765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374480374995515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651732514328449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143423853598109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376431556123617,0.09876571036704357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873839543146003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645438092932322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466895570660173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,silentpickles,2019/09/06,"Has concerta changed the way you get sick? New to the community, and having a fantastic time looking through the archives! Just curious to see if anyone else has found this. I was professionally diagnosed and started 36mg of concerta about eight months ago. Since then, I’ve had 3 head colds. (I usually get 4/5 colds over the year, particularly in winter - congested nose, headaches, aching throat, etc.) I’ve found that since I started taking concerta, I don’t get sick the same way. My nose doesn’t get congested, and instead I just get very intense headaches/sinus aches. I’m also much more prone to dizziness and nodding off. Anyone else noticed the same thing?",5.411749999999998,7.7519300083333365,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,69.75,8.8,32.83333333333333,9.3871,3.2614833333333326,531,25,92,12,10,165,81,120,0.106,0.8320000000000001,0.062,-0.737,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,0,7,9,4,0,0,11,20,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,7,0,9,16,5,15,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,10,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659534773270673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322919961167192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549271106107726,0.3157757524035285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301139486655178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640252614511646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574521204388444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718559382576715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379130121426249,0.0,0.0,0.402539701051436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814526392751554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940044811543153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299664360680053,0.0,0.11327708087269572,0.0,0.0,0.14882528778766374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543744391562696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279324986397926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254936884799967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813755445245675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585977729629532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237344201293888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985365729619936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169713161182626,0.12714398051930764,0.0,0.2446258521822768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923171210870896 adhd,whitebirch,2019/09/06,"Drug Screen to continue Adderall? (PA) I saw my psychiatrist today, and in addition to my prescriptions as usual (including Adderall XR 20mg), he also prescribed a UDS 10 panel drug screening, saying that I need to have it done within four weeks. When I asked why, he said something about ""somebody messing up a prescription."" I didn't get what he meant and there's a bit of a language barrier so I just asked what would happen if there was something else on the test. He just said ""there will be problems."" It's important to note at this point that I have been smoking pot daily or nearly daily for a good while now. I had to get an EKG to start Adderall, but that was months and months ago; this is totally new. I guess the thrust of this is: A) Why might this be required of me? and B) What are my options? Aside from either staying clean and hoping it flushes out of my system or just getting a new psychiatrist...",3.4491760299625485,5.357421370786518,4.285191011235956,85.4757265917603,74.05617977528091,6.993857677902622,27.03520599250936,7.793537801064563,1.6283763295880154,716,27,138,10,15,230,115,178,0.006999999999999999,0.9259999999999999,0.067,0.8717,0,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,10,0,16,2,0,0,1,26,30,14,0,5,8,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,13,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,6,13,2,21,15,3,23,0,0,3,0,10,8,0,7,13,96,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337578965190227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066939909281628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821299235854603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473651397606626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154416339354196,0.0,0.0,0.34997688175702296,0.0,0.12605207518358405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365067240067241,0.0,0.0,0.12656222653978358,0.0,0.0,0.16622609421647686,0.0,0.13343453708832995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987119526554227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007405407481018,0.0,0.0,0.24088334779803466,0.0,0.0,0.11188554564718456,0.0,0.29146757592754563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264303798287614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443846071504698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870683591573972,0.11999648971762178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323302257456384,0.0,0.0,0.10680312660596576,0.1608322895656041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302930162881197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618776428464302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103758536449165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723156507424166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719034346397924,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamdarthveda,2019/09/06,"Anxiety over getting AirPods. Tiring. Like many of you, I’m prone to losing things. I’ve lost so many important things over the years that people around me have almost gotten used to it. Almost. One instance that really impacted me deeply is losing a kindle thoughtfully gifted to me by my mom before leaving the country for higher studies; it was one of the most heartfelt things my mom ever did for me. Anyway, a couple of weeks back, I helped my brother in-law by writing an essay for one of the rounds in being recruited by a big-shot company. It’s his dream job. He said he was pretty impressed with my writing and I jokingly said that I’ll take AirPods as a reward, thank you. He said that I’ll have them in case he is offered the job. However, I said that jokingly - I considered buying AirPods before but I didn’t because they’re so easy to lose! I didn’t really expect anything from him at all because I was happy to help. Anyway, he got the job offer and today he surprised me by shipping AirPods to me. I am overcome with joy. But it also makes me very anxious because I don’t want to lose them and these are the most deliciously losable things I could own. I didn’t unbox them all day because of this and I just did. I don’t want to return them either, because now I want them. I just wanted to vent because I know y’all understand. Or do you?",3.0232231670142764,4.860352560885608,4.549866837798813,83.42841970158833,75.05166051660517,6.779464142467513,26.173752607091288,7.586124646067393,1.5479304026953309,1068,39,200,14,23,357,141,271,0.063,0.7659999999999999,0.171,0.9799,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,5,6,11,15,0,0,12,0,19,1,0,2,3,33,39,11,0,6,6,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,15,7,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,5,0,3,16,5,38,10,31,21,6,14,0,5,1,0,30,6,0,5,9,141,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610934145633332,0.0,0.0,0.0743150487749805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109020206053428,0.10498298125221207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647240304864658,0.0827262460962721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145643507597703,0.0,0.3398908423089648,0.0,0.1581509603969418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741960062305185,0.10282384034503934,0.0,0.059931324474004274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405933050344581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855141088601227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432357154760859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892433042898563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245762991220738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766521904198664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107118388372301,0.0,0.0,0.09839807672501348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540026939603994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158537856039857,0.10144265488714484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203062965381985,0.18843023455966945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767394340958549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891267883930069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442506059700576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454189759097284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190650111275078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535859011964803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698708181824224,0.0,0.0,0.08555626269968845,0.0,0.0,0.24695079933745165,0.0,0.0,0.07377500851570566,0.0,0.10680787166456916,0.08808554286924715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674205525529063,0.0,0.08026056094131344,0.0,0.07667591077044181,0.2192470226682327,0.0,0.07454179872934785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984303678529328 adhd,nutruit_destruit,2019/09/06,"Therapy I have struggled with all kinds of management issues. Especially time management. I have zero concept of time. My therapist last week suggested I get a cheap Fitbit-type bracelet with a timer that goes off every hour or half hour. So I got one on amazon for $25 and have been doing that. Jeez, it helps!!! I have gotten more done in the last week than I have in years. I live with my s/o in his home that he owns, and he’s been so happy that I’ve managed to keep up with laundry/dishes/etc. I had a session today and she said that I seem more confident then in the past and it’s all thanks to a silly little wrist watch. (And check lists. I’ve been making a billion check lists.)",2.3162765957446823,3.9912025602836887,3.6378900709219866,89.90875000000004,76.58865248226951,6.68581560283688,21.679078014184398,7.492282038375204,0.6710184397163119,535,14,115,7,12,175,89,141,0.018000000000000002,0.8490000000000001,0.133,0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,0,11,1,1,1,2,15,19,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,13,4,17,11,5,20,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,2,12,73,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326618586693733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972717270458995,0.0,0.0,0.15088688073570258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935645485485751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323067633804215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906393686228534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003693584285907,0.0,0.17963690951430486,0.0,0.3527254058542265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869182672130463,0.0,0.15917902325971078,0.0,0.18648952398841012,0.0,0.29195644015263045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949027009039856,0.15813538248345071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954066326454815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135266643571747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095694665401587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703508951380497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303230597170856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721858056726587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487745564786271,0.20479936512656904,0.20793154911013711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088518687323968,0.0,0.1697516900500972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28730245398984017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532490237487356 adhd,karowl,2019/09/06,how would i go about getting a diagnosis? would i ask my primary care doctor for a referral to a specialist? i don’t even know if we have any adhd specialists near where i live,2.8866666666666667,4.5996765555555585,5.478888888888887,77.155,75.1111111111111,10.355555555555558,28.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.4372333333333334,140,6,28,5,3,50,30,36,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40059353164951506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667336752941175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116151680076161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398484577706927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411736724935364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015892922700314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414927515115086,0.0,0.18943706232809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318746030558455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943332989091019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735709911636379,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dr0wn_me,2019/09/06,"I've never wanted to die until today. I hope that someday, the destructive long-term effects of ADHD in adulthood is taken more seriously, because it literally can end lives. ADHD has ruined my life. again. Over close to 30 years, I've lost so many friends. Quit so many jobs. Left so many places. It's a cycle I just have never escaped. My heart has broken so many times, and I honestly just don't even want to do it all again. I just lost my one last source of support. My boyfriend of several years and I broke up, and I will be packing my things tomorrow. I broke up with him, because I am tired of him being tired of me. I realized that I literally can't be the person he deserves. I have no money, and no plan of where to go. I'm sick of traveling blindly. I've never been able to hold more than a part-time, and so I don't have much in savings. I'm sick of barely surviving. My car stalls in the middle of the road b/c it's fucked, but I can't afford to get it fixed. &#x200B; I'm sick of being stuck while everyone drives by. &#x200B; I'm sick of everyone making me feel like I'm making excuses. I'm sick of feeling so guilty and mad at myself. I know I try, but for every ""sUcCesS"" or ""rEwArD,"" there are 5 more failures. Every single fucking day there are 10 more things I've forgotten about, ""procrastinated,"" or just simply couldn't get myself to do. I don't understand why I've been dealing with this since childhood, yet I am still not understood. I've beat addictions, I've overcome struggles, I've healed from accidents, I've learned from mistakes. But this pain... The pain ADHD has caused me sicne I was A CHILD. A constant break in my heart. A constant throb in my head. I don't want it anymore. I am NOT a weak person. I just feel fucking done. &#x200B; No matter where I go, it follows me like a shadow. As soon as I think I'm in the clear, it creeps back in. As soon as I let my guard down, as soon as I stop living on waves of anxiety and try to relax... it reveals itself and ruins me. &#x200B; I've really never wanted to die before. Today was the first time I've ever felt like inhaling the water instead of continuing to hold my breathe. BTW, I'm sure I'll get a ""sounds like depression"" response. Yeah, no shit. I'm sad as fuck because I've worked so hard for... a whole lotta ""life lessons"" that I'll never apply.",1.7118870835980715,3.7479086179540735,3.547496142325496,88.17557297812472,79.73068893528183,6.169392756648816,23.147907778887173,7.255503002510835,0.9204450031769084,1824,61,376,24,46,612,230,479,0.223,0.691,0.086,-0.9968,2,0,0,0,0,0,99.0,0,0,0,12,28,34,7,1,17,1,33,26,5,4,9,62,72,29,2,7,12,0,5,4,1,1,16,1,0,3,17,11,1,4,13,2,1,6,18,21,0,2,11,8,44,13,54,54,9,59,0,8,1,4,9,20,5,4,36,228,61,5,0.06493804705309056,0.0,0.0,0.0707920565036195,0.2341287395482745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814413874047765,0.3156273399718201,0.0,0.0,0.04967742825236325,0.0,0.06440109330289512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993334979739995,0.0,0.11875689225120775,0.0,0.05525749512901562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670926233184643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034991840106031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187966815864854,0.06694827509165892,0.055931044772174435,0.0,0.13479088089136898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664541681436851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057515835055509786,0.0,0.0,0.042890967633258364,0.058740181332876576,0.10942621079446492,0.12410217363619536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850388328012084,0.04639175378996322,0.06235070881663274,0.0,0.0,0.05523626964974212,0.0,0.0,0.05017097406742721,0.2401367124113309,0.10178234809856533,0.0,0.07381157727630593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817173502723225,0.0,0.06664517090349929,0.0,0.0,0.15390379684483693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449813311029494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644409915951539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035688252383732674,0.05293317551395295,0.0,0.0,0.0705553781293442,0.06640355279908093,0.09173532615961004,0.1269017985707375,0.0,0.11468297053610532,0.05746812816081631,0.0,0.0,0.14177509878490027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669330132027457,0.2633479491292813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773693645147983,0.0,0.2504211259547944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044003701293041306,0.0,0.13819732107446134,0.0,0.0,0.07032157679200808,0.0,0.0,0.11340279581903732,0.06784643781171233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906960642317164,0.0,0.0,0.04160097577593767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336150928977632,0.0666579721151863,0.05371742357357875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185960826049316,0.05429111506964855,0.0,0.06788734634152539,0.0,0.0,0.07369092624517358,0.06120334083731833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628390594180432,0.04160967846820402,0.0,0.0,0.07573179490919628,0.14927346462980018,0.12310735119957555,0.0,0.0,0.08817734260737664,0.0,0.0,0.06760279714549937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532085705547864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859648699832306,0.07250101046341997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727567166305758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156273399718201,0.08363594644937203 adhd,Langardo,2019/09/06,"Common ADD Features that you won't read in a textbook. Hi all! This is my first real post, and I hope it is germane. I don't want everyone to post their every little symptom, but I am intrigued after reading experiences on here that I can really relate to. For example, having trouble going to bed at an appropriate time. And procrastination - I know everyone does it to some extent, but even after suspecting ADD, I still considered an unrelated failure of character until now. (I guess inability to get anything done is obvious, but it took me a very long time to connect this debilitating pattern to ""attention deficits."") I'll spare you my life story, but at age 32, I was just prescribed Adderall a week ago to help with my struggles. I don't even know if I was officially diagnosed, but that doesn't really matter to me at this point in my life. I know I have real problems, medication is already helping, and everything I read on here is helping me and validating my struggles. Here's something I wonder if anyone else does: Counting. I count constantly whenever I'm doing anything mundane, like steps while I'm walking my dog, chair rocks while I'm getting my son to sleep, or just to pass time like in the shower. I do have numbers that are ""special"" (multiples and powers of 3) but there is no purpose or fear like might be expected with OCD. I assume it's to distract me from all of my many thoughts. Nail-biting and knuckle cracking? I guess those are obvious and/or can be found in any group. Hmm, I thought I had more quirks than are coming to mind...but maybe this post is long enough already. Is there anything you do that you didn't realize was a feature of ADD until you found this community?",6.324074074074076,6.908495234567906,7.080469135802471,73.15311111111113,65.79012345679013,9.93679012345679,35.64444444444445,9.888512548439397,3.615677037037037,1352,63,239,28,20,449,178,324,0.11199999999999999,0.815,0.073,-0.9153,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,1,2,11,11,0,4,7,0,33,6,1,0,4,51,53,20,0,6,12,1,0,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,15,12,0,0,12,4,0,6,6,6,0,1,11,0,38,5,35,38,6,39,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,11,22,164,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484072926178364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123570683671666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508576679192007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692233322908041,0.09806573050177524,0.2362823805014281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449002522842302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244529093250301,0.0,0.10342800744456787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971431648060414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675121206093028,0.0979440854086838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995303650738504,0.0,0.0,0.09889353590346152,0.0,0.1264304923071149,0.0,0.08063941236032289,0.18290912720095315,0.08601755995631168,0.09362229184821837,0.0,0.10769983731822286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141048279370465,0.0,0.2098811332383448,0.0,0.0,0.1000085650379638,0.0,0.05439393518002495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086968953131224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192456254394784,0.0,0.0,0.09506116522889144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779837460313484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352049520948539,0.14027653507211585,0.0959260992997688,0.0,0.1693998558733009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703444773377658,0.09615309357949424,0.0,0.0,0.0964172887988181,0.0,0.10153269329908804,0.0966393480719146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904764479819882,0.0,0.27498983801997284,0.0,0.0,0.09158110050781099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28720631036799177,0.21787681188183491,0.12262795963898368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095778656712092,0.0,0.0,0.07368187708832401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643375942565761,0.0,0.0,0.200112776488802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947885487724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196536213214212,0.1674270011032582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633681658374057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897039106787393,0.056451964334709365,0.0,0.07677241701351398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379290956232473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aksrovay,2019/09/06,"Insurance denied Vyvanse 22 year old female with ADHD (inattentive type), depression, and anxiety, I went to see my psychiatrist today for the first time in months. Scheduled an appointment a month back and it felt like forever for this day to come. I hadn’t left my house in about 3 and a half months except to go to work and I was so anxious that I had a really hard time talking because I kept getting choked up so I just tried to get out what I could and navigated with nodding yes or no. He gave me a script for Vyvanse which I’ve taken before and is the only thing that makes life a little more bearable for me, and convinced me to try Sertraline which I kind of accepted reluctantly. I was trying to fill the script at the pharmacy and the lady told me that my insurance no longer covers Vyvanse so like a rational well-adjusted person I broke down in the bathroom and started hyperventilating and bawling. I immediately called my mom, because I didn’t know what to do and I called my doctors office right after and she said she’d try to find a different medication for me and that she’d call me back. I had to go back to the counter to get the Zoloft and was still visibly crying in front of this nice pharmacist and I can’t stop kicking myself for being so embarrassing and cringe. I literally cry at the slightest thing and I just don’t know why I’m like this. I feel terrible all around. I just feel like it’s all for nothing. Prior authorization (which will take at least a week), is most likely going to be denied. My insurance company said I could do an appeal, but that’s likely going to get denied too. I want to cry. Why is it all so complicated? Why does it have to take so long? I’m so so tired and I just want to feel better, fuck the paperwork and the frivolous stipulations. I want to call my doctors office in the morning and see if they submitted the papers but I dont want to be annoying. I don’t know what to do anymore",3.978263419836473,5.355637036082482,5.472776395307502,79.65551546391751,71.68041237113404,8.856878777106294,27.812300035549235,9.314750747691287,2.3759639886242447,1542,56,303,34,29,521,190,388,0.135,0.8029999999999999,0.063,-0.9808,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,19,17,2,1,23,1,26,7,0,1,3,56,62,32,0,7,9,1,5,6,0,1,6,2,0,1,20,25,0,2,9,0,0,8,8,6,0,2,15,9,43,11,46,39,6,44,0,2,2,1,16,15,1,3,27,207,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148282822411746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459786945862349,0.09539538110375356,0.0837437356265548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751712485157731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479196842425786,0.0,0.10295007199895173,0.0,0.071853889835468,0.0,0.0,0.07468205288854933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448987356830201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727392728738382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484007038688753,0.0,0.2782665890238458,0.054458079491144985,0.0,0.07272973774976911,0.0,0.0,0.08822387726532756,0.0,0.17285985151924646,0.07389572959752698,0.0,0.09896535004673736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808917887157384,0.060325354204262424,0.0810775253567576,0.0,0.07717842306240127,0.07182628935799681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806523277416345,0.1764697587876312,0.0,0.19196125086056906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564341145804021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743468623495664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879333086761206,0.13922128116089227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174643829889437,0.0,0.059643854688883086,0.24752446251322585,0.08463302917326421,0.0,0.07472847873897849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056365665037801126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506639251761047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889740479948864,0.2022023042598618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102433952038253,0.0,0.08860763398080837,0.0,0.0,0.06422191685997558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373146374795092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054095682829505935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211297378142663,0.16064728489905436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457862123689554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976845500611569,0.0,0.0674354595726747,0.07059726091729446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697969230899153,0.067871250089957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219897423219913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847757368918916,0.09705361288840028,0.08004110601084494,0.08068791294264517,0.0,0.22932219590850755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922422695401076,0.0,0.06773424809552736,0.0,0.07592346450615624,0.07827854434549293,0.2285872085782661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147475370796111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437785470031798 adhd,mxdeades,2019/09/06,"Is Vyvanse really either a pill from hell or God's gift to ADD? I am getting my first vyvanse (20mg) in a couple of days and doing some minor searching on reddit, it seems like there is no consensus on whether or not Vyvanse, or any drug prescribed for ADD for that matter, is good (in general) or bad (in general). I mean like, I am SO excited to finally get my ADD under control and IDK what to expect cuz on here its either the ACTUAL devil, or their literal Godsend, with very little ""meh's"" in between. So is there anything consistent about ADD medication or is it all going to be based on my experience?",5.785178571428574,5.747681541666669,7.419047619047621,72.40500000000002,66.91666666666666,10.523809523809526,33.8095238095238,10.290406445055957,3.5559523809523816,475,20,87,11,7,166,82,120,0.12300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.1663,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,1,0,3,0,9,3,0,2,1,27,14,12,0,1,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,4,20,13,4,14,2,0,0,0,1,10,1,8,5,66,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2293024471663919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979157520588574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933650301477116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619494556912304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635452964610741,0.0,0.2599962103397495,0.0,0.15153992684571746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724972830018353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298513826631163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574044607536602,0.0,0.19987026234885905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553027380911754,0.0,0.1335421400480764,0.1970865200559021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295945755724453,0.23550744296323095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559574893358319,0.0,0.2367133585980364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505314894548461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139131078272864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193879611554748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wystwice,2019/09/06,"I was diagnosed a while ago, and I went to a small school so the head teacher said I shouldn’t have it on my record or something and I have questions I definitely have adhd, my dad said he’s seen a lot of symptoms and ive even been diagnosed but what I want to know is why do some people take tablets (or I think they can be called pills) but I don’t? What do they do? Just a little note does anyone else have trouble focusing when the room is silent, or too loud. I seem to hear every voice in the room when it’s loud so I can’t even focus on conversations",0.6829999999999998,2.6039266333333337,2.371666666666666,95.87,82.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,19.166666666666664,6.816661863887847,-0.04183333333333339,436,11,104,5,12,143,76,120,0.038,0.9309999999999999,0.032,-0.3839,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,7,0,17,5,1,0,0,17,27,13,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,7,15,0,7,19,2,12,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,7,4,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285510216912605,0.0,0.16437566122925396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296594556794985,0.189998594253246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934839598896652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376422317154414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622741566972347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490594384963682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449542331065673,0.0,0.15623577075777578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903083286498776,0.0,0.20899709738049715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190943426970137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858531408056296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764898030796434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855628123248958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772802403366808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35277955606743044,0.0,0.0,0.18766866107252506,0.0,0.16881174730176796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275581283176786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273646856949084,0.13942295853457226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881833683656925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937351724754643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189876655033476,0.16732494424167835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,distractal,2019/09/06,"Worried about taking Vyvanse I'm going to see a psychiatrist for the first time in a while to try to get some medication for ADHD. I'm expecting to be prescribed Vyvanse. I know Concerta is the first prescription of choice for ADHD these days, but I am very sensitive to medication, and given straight Adderall is too much for me (see below), Vyvanse seems like the next logical choice. I've known that I had ADHD since I was a child, but tried many MANY varying meds (Concerta, Cylert, Dexedrine, Ritalin, Strattera, Wellbutrin, Adderall, and more) without much success (in my 20s). I'm 37 now. I found in my 30s that I could go medication-free with insane exercise & a good diet, and it was honestly the best I've ever felt & performed in my life. Unfortunately, I fell off that wagon, due to a combination of things (appendectomy, a drug for my PsA made me very depressed), and gained a bunch of weight. I also have several comorbid chronic physical ailments that make getting back on difficult. I've been on Adderall, and while it did make me productive, it made me kind of zombie-like emotionally and sapped my creativity. I didn't think deeply about doing things, I just did them. There is such a thing as too focused... and for me it was Adderall. And when it wore off, I felt \*TERRIBLE\*. Really bad depression, to the point of tears. Anyways, my worry is that Vyvanse will be similar to Adderall. I'd really like my dopamine regulation back and to be able to get things done and have motivation and energy, but I also worry about becoming that productivity zombie again. Adderall makes it hard to see the forest from the trees. Can someone reassure me or tell me what being on Vyvanse is like vs. Adderall?",7.119045326249378,7.651685085173504,7.55595882450606,70.60652000664122,64.0788643533123,10.963905030715592,35.92711273451769,10.771109862388434,4.051350788643533,1360,61,236,34,19,447,171,317,0.11,0.768,0.122,0.6113,0,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,1,7,17,14,0,0,15,0,25,9,0,6,1,37,50,21,0,2,7,0,4,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,18,12,2,0,9,1,0,3,2,5,0,2,16,7,27,9,39,28,6,29,0,2,3,0,4,12,0,3,17,163,45,2,0.09549666669403496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443053066541519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273729970644873,0.0,0.2069411969298019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686208406053433,0.07973572779108655,0.0,0.10546856557150522,0.0,0.0,0.10021786001925588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624631772069515,0.0,0.0,0.06158744977553045,0.0,0.16450227818187166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772624576249593,0.0,0.0,0.11074581517998347,0.0,0.0,0.10742089653085328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638220231210231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338355180687327,0.0,0.0,0.16245883181090268,0.0,0.1047071659415542,0.0,0.0,0.1496792006042064,0.0,0.10854591280753527,0.08009807321429344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554625590091458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944508293883887,0.052482470561450584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745211985795263,0.1399645428712487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072251007739668,0.19123429968611413,0.19363726246645532,0.0,0.0,0.10607526851461757,0.19240568987071133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040207601482949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156178841516902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027521727638207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235522003220665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282954380800873,0.08693657875428057,0.0,0.10788405131878223,0.0,0.07899582952463002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091401579145914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180160864710565,0.0,0.08346829587655441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537749680105847,0.06119040803114095,0.0,0.0,0.05568487431314225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967193623882806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758950248516426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628921308153918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205537888655173,0.0,0.0,0.2909445016389174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LandslideBaby,2019/09/06,"Foot in mouth I don't know if it's an ADHD thing, but I'm wondering: do any of you seem to regularly say shit you regret saying IMMEDIATELY? This happens to me even more around people I'm not comfortable with. It's especially bad with questions and comparisons. I just blurt things out and then beat myself over for hours and days. I think part of this is because I'm so focused on being part of the conversation that my brain goes into overdrive and I just vomit words.",3.4757258064516137,5.489578655913982,4.8039650537634415,81.32594758064519,74.26881720430106,7.660752688172043,24.528225806451612,8.472884824447931,1.6319258064516124,377,12,73,7,8,125,71,93,0.174,0.7809999999999999,0.046,-0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,0,4,5,4,0,0,21,12,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,1,14,11,3,9,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,4,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555840452409532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462064822415496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931845039876813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756781088083454,0.129639646035635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740636959829625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715242761723168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046434922714834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806045991123269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943386043610426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687605625964312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605946224005002,0.0,0.14743631210919278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382353743561277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382421903122577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360377590474,0.0,0.0,0.21829931080176349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282572610637353,0.1362682338519942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306279637138415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hideyooshi,2019/09/06,"Today I realized my pharmacy gave me the wrong dosage for my ADHD medication, and this is a reminder for y'all to always always always check your meds!!! This morning I took the last pill from my old prescription with my breakfast and went about my day after throwing my new prescription into my purse. At lunch time, when I went to take my second dose, I realized that the pills were shaped differently so I stopped to inspect them and that's when I realized that they said 20mg instead of 30mg. Now, I have no idea what to do, so I call up my pharmacy, 15 minutes left on my lunch break, and I tell them my name and dosage and medication and that they gave me the wrong meds. In this circumstance, I believe I did the right thing because while they sounded a little freaked out, they told me they would send someone over to my job to swap out the wrong meds for the right ones. Thankfully everything went smoothly and I was able to get the right medication from the pharmacy worker and she took the wrong medication. Now, if any of y'all are like me, you may be a little unobservant, but this is just a reminder to check out your meds and call your pharmacy if you think anything is wrong.",9.28236051502146,6.726349188841205,8.690133047210299,74.25846137339056,61.40343347639485,12.410128755364807,37.8922746781116,10.793553405168565,3.7417042060085826,943,34,190,18,10,300,121,233,0.081,0.903,0.016,-0.9076,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,7,1,9,8,0,0,14,0,12,10,0,0,0,28,25,18,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,10,15,3,1,5,0,2,7,1,6,0,2,12,3,43,2,27,10,0,37,0,0,0,0,24,16,0,3,14,131,53,2,0.0904709703610821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872852519998576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583728445624526,0.0,0.0,0.061523362227302016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444989998091366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515026381092819,0.0,0.0,0.10192980262510944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476195199909945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834629140626003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452290826285788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130947455869578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726734796206758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213071337330124,0.0,0.0,0.0897784781836374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374591584384395,0.0,0.0,0.09829697401180236,0.0,0.0,0.0441995462531961,0.18135135975702973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019714114033778,0.3645599384399035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737742693503267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493406453865334,0.0,0.061305470923785375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317851430901411,0.08605861045713886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665575959754924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563778224375334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802291046035089,0.0,0.07907561576502099,0.08329351435027657,0.0,0.0,0.0601048926734536,0.05797014474970851,0.0,0.0,0.05275435036581813,0.0,0.08575590140940388,0.08644888922827365,0.20103315385974108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160248774376764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426798160556392,0.4945790185949127,0.0,0.0 adhd,foixyu,2019/09/06,"i don’t know anymore i have been diagnosed with ADHD by a psychiatrist and prescribed adderall, but i have this nagging feeling im fine and just using the label as a crutch. always kinda felt lazy and cathartic all the time, but i do pick up things quickly when i really focus. it got me through a good chunk of school, as i just rush and finish my homework and tests and i’d do pretty well too. this caused my family to have very high expectations of me, but i’m in much harder classes i have no interest in now (ap calc and ap physics) and i just cant seem to focus longer than 4 seconds without focusing on the writing on the desk or the sunlight on the floor moving. it’s cussing me to sleep and blank during class and my grades and slowly suffering as well as my attitude. never had too much of a problem w fidgeting but i did carry a movement lock to play with which i had to wean myself off of because it was quite loud and it just seems weird. i also saying things without thinking at all loudly regardless of the people around me or consequences and with anxiety and i overthink these situations and it’s hurting my emotional state all the time. does anyone feel this way? is there some kind of brain chemical test to show me if i really have adhd or im just a lazy annoying fraud using this to justify my actions?? will adderall really help me? and if so how do i consider my very traditional parents to let me “get addicted”?",4.195714285714286,5.5384846315789495,5.477593984962407,79.96315789473684,71.10526315789474,8.656641604010025,29.360902255639097,9.107695989026183,2.5253007518797004,1140,45,216,23,21,381,165,285,0.125,0.775,0.10099999999999999,-0.8527,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,17,13,2,0,14,0,18,4,2,5,4,58,30,33,0,5,16,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,13,20,0,0,7,2,0,4,6,6,2,1,7,6,29,7,35,21,6,24,0,2,0,0,4,11,0,9,7,159,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261215709143212,0.292389840725584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728030734118907,0.10121926377431846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305890017425776,0.0,0.12064020066300585,0.0850577510357459,0.0,0.0,0.10829078064384688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415430689412747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579722969139846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496400885531656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346818660091485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645328370039936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683544032101636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467707573755115,0.0,0.12301580232608532,0.0,0.116799290778206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355504370508792,0.0,0.0,0.10203094063727963,0.09729146386943373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153678740572436,0.12852573740218926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130224619303207,0.0,0.26279723092671875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667564832497608,0.06685349126971976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439133442564555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929050654886454,0.17884769643451975,0.0,0.09382093792523903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507354977481068,0.0,0.0,0.08433405883010665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375777188974167,0.0,0.1163988473012188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938555467398682,0.0,0.0,0.23378873593565294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673782655215872,0.0,0.1231123034341305,0.0,0.2214840020522068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673526414616385,0.12173390771162207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163246915466964,0.07794588107872423,0.0,0.0,0.14186558745896827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101262709088293,0.0,0.20074147264572328,0.0,0.09655697740017688,0.0,0.0,0.21874882758750205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345249148100597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KitsuneShinobi,2019/09/28,"Important Stuff /s Someone else made a post about staying up doing some relatively unimportant task instead of going to bed at a reasonable hour, and reminded me of mine from 2 nights ago, which I felt like ended up way too long to comment, so I just decided to make it it's own post. Enjoy. 😉 Thursday night I became obsessed with getting my son's child Switch/Nintendo account to have a Mii attatched to it, because *mine* did, and *without me even doing anything*, so how come his didn't? I just couldn't figure it out for about an hour. Then once I did, it turns out I couldn't just port his over like I did with mine, as it was because of my 3DS and he doesnt have one of his own. So then I spent another 3 hours faithfully recreating the one he already made, going between the Switch and my PC, as I could only do his on the Nindendo website and not through the Switch itself, *AND THEN* impulsively deciding to remodify and port over my Mii from my 3DS to the Switch, as well as get those changes to reflect on *my* Nintendo account. I had made that Mii way back when I got my original 3DS back in 2012 or 2013 and simply transfered it to my new 2DS XL without ever changing it to look like me now (so it still looked like mid-20's me instead of early 30's me) and felt it absolutely *needed* an update. You know, when it was 2 hours past my bedtime by the time I was done, with work the next day. *SO* important to get this taken care of now. 😑 At least I know you guys and gals here can relate. Hope y'all are having great and productive weekends! 😊",1.6440654761904767,3.854263155555557,3.19572916666667,89.68359375000001,80.93650793650794,6.350198412698412,24.129464285714285,7.531066641456977,1.1541130952380958,1214,45,254,19,32,399,173,315,0.013000000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.113,0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,0,1,25,11,0,1,12,0,21,0,0,7,1,46,44,27,0,5,7,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,17,17,0,0,9,2,3,3,7,1,1,2,17,4,37,10,45,24,4,49,1,0,2,0,13,11,0,3,34,177,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929952289696402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576935449971915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000591467020317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633091781669268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133662283618233,0.0,0.1279027344254528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696140713330482,0.0,0.22195897945132775,0.0903695521531816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376105707230125,0.0,0.0,0.06765742989035538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735801929163022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763775372415933,0.0,0.0929179658996365,0.0,0.0,0.06929120413714193,0.09489592145813472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145759963497395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443139077577285,0.0,0.11924405885333952,0.0,0.08390506759723479,0.11566220744420375,0.0,0.10387610253175104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419800611689964,0.4132557323350484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531015118910724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050123584369093,0.0,0.0,0.09284089447035047,0.17619376502948406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978014335648434,0.07002736905436369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778846861854853,0.0,0.10132147209997908,0.11157158811223436,0.1968994085362138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111724337143242,0.142177694621263,0.07978779049827768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014722077670066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009470622070732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786361176788044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888879748245107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181871114231924,0.08378021995623271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009535746854492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061173104155573435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141105357049938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654327920523387,0.0,0.0,0.09432551652309744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225647808919456,0.0,0.07637477997547712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pikwikk,2019/09/28,"Tried Strattera, Concerta, and now taking Vyvanse. Need some advice. Last time I was on Strattera, it was 80mg. It made my brain feel really slow and I absolutely hated being on it. I recently tried Concerta (18mg) for 2 weeks and it didn't help with my focus at all and instead made me really jittery and antsy and then tired for a bit and back to being jittery. I think the tired feeling might be from the Zoloft I'm taking (200mg). Not sure if I just didn't give Concerta enough of a chance and it might have been different on a higher dose but I really hated being on it. Now I'm taking Vyvanse (20mg) and I don't feel that much different. No side effects other than randomly feeling sleepy around the afternoon (again, I think it's the zoloft). I kinda expected to be able to keep in focus but my mind still strays too often, though I think it's become a bit easier to realize when my mind strays quicker and snap back into focus. I can definitely feel something after around 30min to an hour after I take it and I also kind of feel the crash after about 5 hours. The crash itself is pretty smooth but I feel kind of dumber throughout the rest of the day. I have a really fast metabolism (super skinny) so that may explain why it wears off so fast? Also recently learned about APD and the symptoms I've been noticing for a few years. Though I think that's only part of my lack of focus since I don't believe having my mind completely go off track into la-la land is a symptom of it. I plan to ask my psychiatrist to bump up the dose but since I can only see him once a month, it would take forever to find the right dose. I think he'll write off ADHD as my problem if Vyvanse doesn't work cause he asked me what I should do if it doesn't work. What I hope to do is titrate my dose faster (like every week until I find the right dose) because once a month just takes too long. Any advice would be really appreciated.",3.741656923639024,4.7877667672634265,5.036122579466571,83.82800191815858,71.86445012787723,8.040957252466205,24.45021921812203,8.418075326091056,1.4233579831932772,1510,41,309,24,28,503,193,391,0.10300000000000001,0.841,0.055,-0.9535,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,23,9,2,0,22,0,32,14,3,4,2,70,66,29,0,11,10,0,8,1,0,7,11,0,0,0,20,17,1,1,18,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,8,9,35,6,43,45,10,49,0,0,1,0,9,18,0,11,31,201,55,3,0.07495604761745052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900826030685654,0.1464923644461561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988464839760216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097268273226189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345354796892805,0.14014757239931774,0.0,0.0,0.1152731477142442,0.0,0.04569251091071693,0.08278306559589849,0.0,0.08444979763908497,0.0,0.0,0.16366518110425482,0.0,0.0,0.08367573859436536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700050849670427,0.0,0.0,0.07858998982841267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834044975415207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662623235747816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744963420334908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315370294552716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653002089683257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701693915810392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719046709437234,0.04259924922379234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800715764752578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050241458712304565,0.0,0.0,0.07444826809619681,0.1476332163143952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666243791447421,0.0,0.15611037809240158,0.0,0.06109918305863024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661973868967628,0.0,0.0,0.06633374341218179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185044923408485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590330426322627,0.2270527215790834,0.0,0.11965840417168318,0.0,0.055101319552202925,0.05557895954370886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533795701780597,0.0,0.15965148882366062,0.0,0.1140149037238738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117009515618165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625724761248981,0.0,0.07172281453455279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400938173151594,0.0,0.1480201085145395,0.0,0.0,0.1280241102248333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059730265358908186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400883432715736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770482747707147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985999645196991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064518781106081,0.15581606726514338,0.33814571647859465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401440436035619,0.147287872423009,0.0,0.0437074741463029,0.1723019005124302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178047217612182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025044023924936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763617430734839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109137790775445,0.0,0.0,0.10649325126673627,0.0,0.0,0.04826923713508347 adhd,divema,2019/09/28,im scared to fail at university and not being capable of manage my time properly .,5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,9.087500000000002,58.4075,66.5,13.9,34.75,13.023866798666859,5.612075000000001,66,3,11,3,1,25,16,16,0.41700000000000004,0.583,0.0,-0.8217,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6819156502379087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320445070862989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681178982644661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ankit1000,2019/09/28,"Having a bad day? Hello my fellow ADHD superhumans, I am glad I finally have a chance to speak with my people. Let me just give you a brief on me. I was born,of course, a devious and hyperactive child. I was horrendously overweight during my childhood, constantly anxious, constantly driven to explore and adventurous. I went to medical school, lost all my weight, got ripped. Happy ending right? Not exactly. I struggled with sensory overwhelm everyday, and once i found out (a few months ago) I refused to go to the doctor and get treated. Even though I hated myself for what I was subjected to due to my condition, I always loved it. I loved that I could wake up and hear the birds in the distance. I loved that when I was interested in something, I could focus for hours. I loved that when I drove, I could see crowds of vehicles around me and I could sense every one there was (still accident-free btw). I loved that when I listened to music I could feel when a song I could almost live in it. Now, I know, we are all different. Every personality, every intelligence, a separate heart, and mind. But all of us share a common problem. We are stuck in an unfortunate time, gone are the ages of the hunter-farmers. We live in an intellectual society dominated by control and restraint. Now how can you ask us to sit still, shut up and just focus? We all know how we deal with control right? We tense, we pace, we sweat, we stress. We can't control, is what initially believe. We give up when it seems convenient. And then we go indulge. We drink, smoke and do whatever we can to give us that temporary feeling of excitement and reward. We sink into mental illness and addiction. It ruins us. This is our weakness. We seek new stimulation at the cost of ourselves. What do we do? Our friends, our family. they dont understand. We feel at times, lost and alone. No one to guide us, no one to show us what to do. What if I told you this was just a Matrix scenario. You have two choices. A red pill and a blue pill. The blue pill represents a life of ignorance. Where you believe you are just the same and continue to somewhat meld into the background of societal norms. The red pill, however, is the pill of truth. When you realize what you are and embrace it. Michael Jordan, Albert Einstein, Salvador Dali and countless others who changed the world thanks to this gift, chose this path. They knew that what they were wasn't a defect or an abnormality, but a blessing in disguise. I grew up dreaming about being a superhero and never realized I had the potential all along hidden away in the mass of confusion that is life. For whoever needs to hear this, you are not alone. Educate yourself, train yourself and above all else, never give up. - Masala Mamba P.S. If anyone wants any info, I have done a lot of research into the makeup of our condition and how to hack it. Feel free to ask. 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adhd,palleshortcake,2019/09/28,"the worst part about adhd for me so far after being diagnosed context: i’m a high school student in honor’s classes and math a year above my grade level. also, sorry if this post has terrible formatting, i’m a mobile user. i only got diagnosed with ADHD about a month ago after almost failing a math course last school year. the worst parts of it for me though aren’t the actual symptoms themselves, it’s the way people react to being told i have ADHD. there are two different types of reactions to me telling them i have it: 1. they don’t care (best one in my opinion) 2. “i never would have guessed you had it, you seem so normal!” this one is pretty bad. as a quiet, introverted person, i usually don’t “seem like an ADHD kid” at first glance. however, it’s really annoying when people blow it off just because of my personality. another annoying part of it is how i get called lazy constantly. because of the adhd, it’s hard for me to get work done/sit down and focus on one thing for a long period of time. when i don’t get my work done, i get bashed a LOT (mostly by my dad), even by me just thinking (before my diagnosis) that my symptoms are what people without ADHD go through and that i’m just a lazy person. it’s really frustrating.",2.9349231950844867,4.739043951612906,4.955230414746545,80.57010752688176,75.20967741935483,7.949615975422428,24.309523809523807,8.704169506293173,1.8419717357910907,972,31,185,20,21,335,141,248,0.142,0.8220000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9752,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,6,14,12,3,0,15,0,17,4,0,2,1,22,32,12,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,4,15,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,8,0,5,4,3,24,4,29,25,8,28,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,8,17,130,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.08182395246193506,0.0,0.6046169645270533,0.0,0.07432655596036525,0.0,0.08396207030679663,0.0,0.0,0.06705354283962081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792236831176926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000991964063416,0.10222642444227678,0.0,0.0713488208169873,0.0,0.08799373280805188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561860098528161,0.0,0.08548904176028667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906103430520669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020874143701162,0.0,0.08760374177650443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716120690724549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538108372787307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132141434635551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752293331396046,0.0,0.04765298344605021,0.0,0.06706123283120327,0.0,0.09236847629475704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511170546874546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859044830795462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834764489778726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409640975691937,0.0,0.0,0.07420320391397353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128491936900609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692700055837257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466906255095435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215363867568436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045355701580645,0.0637704938321104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723989697896959,0.0,0.1743897890896981,0.21963959115808449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030359852697941,0.08530397658017289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743087646369333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971813387578802,0.0,0.1526648858932026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386142974333757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743012050519306,0.0,0.0,0.07328720573252849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570515755426402,0.05372667520213797,0.08238063668100458,0.0,0.04889268191137906,0.0,0.0,0.08012074858889183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190771249956907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234717712739908,0.0,0.0,0.06655496469454224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082687468811267,0.0,0.12208528159355632,0.0,0.0,0.05956350443020884,0.0,0.0,0.10799125337011443 adhd,OriginalDick,2019/09/28,Teva Adderall Is anyone else's Teva brand not working anymore? It feels like a totally different drug to me,4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,6.0100000000000025,69.785,75.0,8.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,4.012500000000001,88,5,12,2,2,30,19,20,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.3612,1,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698202536621938,0.26074292724233866,0.3820838933643159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896049826917419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324498859264521,0.0,0.3115131791578094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855130781725293,0.26640246732685463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218190457144384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714783241994523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kaptain540,2019/09/28,Diagnosed recently I wanted to hear some input from other as I couldn’t find much information. I went to doctors last week for medicine and my doctor didn’t want to start me with stimulants since I use to be underweight. So I am now taking Guanfacine. I have been feeling like I may pass out when I stand up not sure if that’s suppose to go away or not. Also if it’s really affecting me. Wanted to know if other people had luck with this medicine. I think I’ll give a call about feeling that I may faint and Doc wants to try Strattera next if this didn’t work out. Also I’m also taking Bupropion.,3.6472859744990913,4.861194803278688,4.88191256830601,84.20561930783244,72.27868852459017,8.045173041894353,25.850637522768675,8.515128840125781,1.6818987249544626,474,15,96,8,9,157,83,122,0.018000000000000002,0.893,0.08900000000000001,0.7039,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,3,1,32,27,13,0,9,7,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,5,3,13,3,17,18,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,9,8,65,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994193860764504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642025377860172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000209879071393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898105635825672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408135143983923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683619140937992,0.11893852617010585,0.0,0.0,0.15216633225381573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970974270266738,0.09461854207195368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764323304815367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149703973955536,0.13570933122375695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133726178295841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223872865665059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706108137120805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542129791015493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665599684870687,0.0,0.16438607628272295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771997537370578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784053394566557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691226481401502,0.0,0.2503553879787723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667830868879287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303391566958665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379153126126867,0.0,0.0,0.39279397931184395,0.0,0.1335460312830305,0.0,0.0,0.15433535066647586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120470238662134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meantomatoes,2019/09/28,"""That class is easy"" I'm in college and this is one of my least favorite things I hear all the time. I complain about my grades in my required College and Careers elective (I failed the first time I took it) and people always respond with ""that class is easy!"" Not only is this unhelpful but it's invalidating and braggy! I can know everything there is to know in a Biology chapter discussion if I found the chapter slides particularly interesting the day before, but our textbook for CaC is the hardest thing to read on the planet. The entire class is the definition of busy work. I spent 5 hours this saturday working on three small assignments. And I can't help but think that my professor is deliberately screwing me over. He gives me 18/20 on discussions for no reason while my posts always have the most substance. I also can't request accommodations because I haven't gotten formally diagnosed :/",6.7940000000000005,8.098055066666667,7.1375757575757595,70.60636363636365,65.0,9.87878787878788,35.0,10.018931242160765,3.7053636363636366,726,33,121,16,11,236,105,165,0.106,0.858,0.036000000000000004,-0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,5,3,4,1,0,10,0,13,2,0,1,1,19,23,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,5,1,1,2,5,3,0,3,4,1,18,1,15,19,3,18,0,1,0,1,10,8,1,2,7,86,28,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030719261287268,0.3335963147627222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219810034787724,0.0,0.1705760602205162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927963493759131,0.0,0.0,0.2034619226846804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015985137296586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051053863611734,0.0,0.21979322471722415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229878201771908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593214764739775,0.0,0.1343636121321133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741198527169396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033432654011126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358363781087508,0.15245829533889466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389732062141529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191984552812692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051350063698464,0.0,0.0,0.20610549905605371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663524414493807,0.12844619546320585,0.0,0.0,0.2337788055516764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227176065088476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918734480357803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alborland30,2019/09/28,"Help with job finding Hey guys, iv had ADHD my whole life but it's been really hard in my adult life I lost my job earlier this year them my father passed away, I love been jobless for 6 months, I'm so nervous to look for work, I fell like I'm going to mess up and forget important stuff so I don't look for work ,how does everyone deal with thoughts of feeling too different to work in normal society? I feel like I'm meant to do something different from what I've been doing for work",4.801764705882351,4.594677411764707,5.732156862745099,84.24470588235295,69.0,9.545098039215684,28.764705882352942,9.2995712137729,2.1282823529411763,384,12,84,7,6,127,69,102,0.128,0.71,0.163,0.5992,5,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,5,4,6,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,12,19,5,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,7,5,10,3,16,12,1,9,0,1,2,1,8,4,0,0,4,44,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824922808716774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716717594850756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148757899719834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273081187169362,0.0,0.0,0.1370755456770628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967495085841298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584024244682513,0.11190268897471042,0.0,0.0,0.14316489617727401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890213594001941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550968986713831,0.0,0.0,0.14031747110366788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499159103301947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310879397762908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212770337958934,0.15305147289845375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307404547599866,0.0,0.17098959931018934,0.0,0.14137250493391232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250274828443655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347262785469873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003467356370212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058809203363854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793137885829808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243535981904285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488146839569488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561392359627676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008701605138976 adhd,LegoGregolas,2019/09/28,"ADHD is bad enough by itself... Hi Reddit. I'll try to keep it brief. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. The diagnosis wasn't a surprise, but my ADHD is much more severe than I realized. I also have severe pain issues, particularly in my mouth. Only my right two wisdom teeth have been removed. My left two wisdom teeth are broken, and the tiny parts that aren't broken directly touch each-other. I also grind my teeth at night. ADHD (for me) is heavily influenced by sleep quality and pain level. It's so bad that ANY kind of medicine (all prescribed to me by my doctor) has no effect. There's simply too much pain. This situation really stinks. :( /mildrantover Pro-Tip: Improving sleep and managing pain may give your quality of life a big boost.",2.503289915966388,5.343827992857146,4.310336134453781,78.82760504201683,83.35714285714286,7.579831932773111,21.092436974789926,8.4952907291091,1.8836554621848736,589,18,101,15,17,198,96,140,0.292,0.616,0.092,-0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,4,0,12,13,6,2,1,11,14,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,3,2,13,4,12,10,6,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467571057011382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819102166874013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734478004399249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993060042414497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544024269885893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641421726524513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752029912591368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910649901418594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187114481944062,0.0,0.10109430530828517,0.0,0.11843915415991205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357513566706615,0.0,0.08033551570551081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721895778114415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673408312430842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650180035235401,0.4840949946946417,0.0,0.0,0.1231656412706576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286257067419408,0.0,0.11230115938059962,0.0,0.0,0.09713042471865388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25697994124857243,0.0,0.0,0.12784469030509582,0.2276374544372877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772196773964708,0.0,0.22220823983608967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,logos310,2019/09/28,Experience with Clonidine Anyone here have any observations on how clonidine has helped them with ADHD? Do you find that it helps you with certain symptoms?,8.438846153846157,11.096358269230768,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,62.46153846153847,8.276923076923078,36.07692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.516292307692308,129,6,18,2,2,38,22,26,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521348585336584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558377079611106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630568431263082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680084562434293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438518220649748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043352224207485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910293060502173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dmister8,2019/09/28,This happens all the time Whenever there are multiple screens in front of me I try to look at them at the same time and my eyes get criss crossed. Don't know if this effects any of you guys,6.232500000000003,4.769273250000001,5.780000000000005,89.24500000000003,66.5,10.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,2.439,150,6,36,2,2,46,35,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,6,2,7,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29466553269016443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263864938758694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290448412320724,0.3831744379392509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381357420213887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638711123188776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053328748463317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941889208457457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilyalbertine,2019/09/28,"I need to have all my appointments in the early mornings ... otherwise I can‘t concentrate very well on other tasks during the day until that appointment is over. I don‘t know why though, a lot of things in my behavior make sense in the light of adhd, but this doesn‘t. So I‘m not sure if it has to do with adhd. Does anybody else have the same problem?",4.487058823529414,5.888938294117647,4.984588235294119,83.54864705882355,70.47058823529412,8.381176470588235,26.835294117647056,8.841846274778883,1.989655294117647,276,9,53,5,5,88,56,68,0.091,0.885,0.024,-0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,2,12,12,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,11,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166942075728947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546632945411013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452600703306874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433118955065505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100408112590695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181265136840197,0.0,0.0,0.1712623689302401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024329474274465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455026984545381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418140497273393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045360953040042,0.0,0.2520785775358581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169699859109728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23068711031786976,0.0,0.2315143851137641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tytillean,2019/09/28,"What are you enthused about this week? I'll start. I'm in love with Planet Zoo that started beta this week! It's beautiful and the devs are addressing concerns about the game. Also today was Minecon. I'm excited about future Minecraft updates and Minecraft Earth starting soon! Now if I can just get the dishes done, dinner made and laundry done. What about you guys?",3.2530882352941184,6.226516661764705,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,80.91176470588233,5.1647058823529415,26.14705882352941,6.6274283507984215,1.2361999999999995,295,12,51,3,8,88,50,68,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,7,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,6,10,0,11,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,10,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013593143178144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153447095217845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155180500212846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493153293936272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272536261958397,0.23825326741351616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346625864234442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386709664575431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40394740305172994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ErrantDynamite,2019/09/28,"Parenting a child with ADHD need tips/ideas I'm a dad of three boys 7,6,3. My oldest is on the spectrum and my second boy is ADHD. I try to give them leeway because they are boys and being energetic and bouncy is a part of being a boy. His ADHD isn't affecting his grades or behavior at school so we are holding off giving him meds for as long as possible because we don't want him to be a zombie or anything. But at home he needs be checked on all day long. I'm trying doing things to calm him down like breathing and mindfulness exercises. Are there any other ideas or tips anyone can think of to help him?",2.94408,4.457880248000002,4.5778,84.50590000000003,74.52000000000002,7.240000000000001,23.7,7.908726449838941,1.2137199999999997,481,14,97,7,10,162,83,125,0.01,0.885,0.105,0.8904,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,14,2,1,1,1,20,22,11,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,7,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,13,2,17,18,2,10,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,3,5,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554141234759505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451912794882612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746841059376702,0.0,0.12647941107531474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738434542538487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912175271403098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948800455318618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030197582314696,0.0,0.15417047142754928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34701006941496193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508851699375745,0.0,0.0,0.2720337499769957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707225509921644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519000365028365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279285323993683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066216224617212,0.16643871004022542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732701041025094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555494168784608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021093571654536,0.09848273496369446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870014336787013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065438380906556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Not_Invited,2019/09/28,"When I rewind YouTube because I was distracted, then have to rewind again because I was distracted again... I think the worst I've been is I've done it like 4-5 times before accepting I'm never going to watch that 30 seconds without doing some other bullshit too.",4.4314705882352925,6.205067392156862,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,71.15686274509805,7.452941176470588,30.39705882352941,8.07648339933343,2.247388235294117,211,9,38,3,4,67,38,51,0.23199999999999998,0.675,0.09300000000000001,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,1,4,2,3,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938730661333092,0.0,0.34469816482507104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41454339815118985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302195853303043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979044515961273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31242712811540113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595626127001155,0.0,0.0,0.2362087773175329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904882386914668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shakabusatsu,2019/09/28,"The review of this backpack feels like it was written by one of us. I have had to clean so many rotten bananas out of my backpack I now have a rule to never take unwrapped fruit out. I'm an adult, and I'm still forgetting about the lunch I packed like I was in grade school. https://www.thebeaverton.com/2018/09/backpack-designers-add-separate-compartment-for-the-rotting-fruit-youve-forgotten-about/",11.612372881355931,15.57568650847458,7.412000000000003,62.9393559322034,56.79661016949152,6.07593220338983,23.664406779661018,6.742157984588678,0.5769430508474582,340,7,49,2,5,92,44,59,0.06,0.81,0.13,0.4804,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,6,2,10,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,33,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491501923522888,0.26126478750178245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573369050379677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707746546929286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820597063639845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478159743576157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701201557385319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920581445022833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749699754419868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399066108375268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HerrMann22,2019/09/28,"Instead of getting an adequate amount of sleep, I spent four and a half hours last night covering my racing helmet with stickers. Don't get me wrong, it looks dope, but I just couldn't stop until I finished. As soon as I put the last sticker on the helmet, I passed out on my bedroom floor, my hands couldn't move. some days I feel like my ADHD is a superpower, sometimes I feel like it's the biggest obstacle in my life.",5.41129411764706,5.3555993058823566,5.894117647058824,83.08352941176473,67.70588235294119,8.682352941176473,31.117647058823533,8.238735603445708,2.093047058823529,331,12,68,4,5,107,61,85,0.04,0.812,0.14800000000000002,0.7788,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,4,3,2,0,0,11,10,5,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,1,4,13,2,10,7,2,18,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,11,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779346701137481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491463001501433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338682927794825,0.33043043268816025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416520363690304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277486877401938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770224373888166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633487691204047,0.22596804811734944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942037127796462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579728349880264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702581913412364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248443270180105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143125217706426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872624272784725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334725654915672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285113750145183,0.0,0.0 adhd,pepinoperez,2019/09/28,"Is there anyone who had taken strattera and worked in the long term(say a year)? Hi, im new to this sub and i was prescribed yesterday strattera. I’ve read a bunch of anecdotes about people who work for them but only for a while. Is there anyone who can say it worked in the long term? Did it work for you?",1.68809523809524,3.6874612222222254,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,79.63492063492063,4.834920634920637,20.02380952380953,5.46131890053228,-0.2760666666666665,239,6,52,1,6,75,44,63,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,8,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,35,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075788422694933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757643205878826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38928567666472025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242254316982254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727673828920464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248094302393686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200027508831015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498153705248517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6404851670697289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163622971992598 adhd,jamesmcgill123,2019/09/28,"Meds and restless legs Hi all, just wondering if anyone else gets restless legs as a side-effect of medication, specifically dexamfetamine/Dexedrine. If so, any tips on what to do about it? Thanks!",4.707647058823528,8.042353000000002,4.73088235294118,76.28397058823529,77.82352941176471,8.105882352941178,29.088235294117645,8.841846274778883,2.9923764705882365,158,7,26,4,4,49,31,34,0.127,0.7909999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25265688925060564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25978626923315196,0.38068203897603387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103702466113341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941119709143968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126921981182928,0.37428294170317467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420599828848859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029144150690397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lanmoiling,2019/09/28,"Transfer diagnosis across country? Hiiii all, &#x200B; I'm new to this subreddit, but hiiii fellow ADHDers! :) &#x200B; I'm considering moving to USA from Canada for career options...but one thing that has been bugging on my mind is whether I'd be able to somehow transfer my diagnosis? I'm currently in Ontario, and my psychiatrist who sees me a few times a year to refresh my prescriptions says I can't get meds in US with his prescription if I move - which is fair...since all physicians have to be licenses at each jurisdiction to practice there etc. The only US state that he also has a license in is Massachusetts. But I'm most likely moving to the west coast (Washington / California). I'm also not a Canadian citizen. Anyone has gone through a similar move can inform me what my options are to continue to obtain my medications (ideally legally, of course, lol) after I move? &#x200B; Mucho gracias in advance!",5.865880444856352,7.987241463855426,7.0900000000000025,66.9742307692308,68.09638554216869,10.167933271547732,36.86561631139946,10.389873798559362,4.626943095458758,737,40,112,21,13,249,112,166,0.0,0.9570000000000001,0.043,0.7733,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,7,1,13,2,0,0,2,16,21,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,2,2,14,2,22,17,7,22,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,4,7,81,21,4,0.1082363700019404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311317197165665,0.0,0.35182218502927404,0.394557109840266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568138652630953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071216354444618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654903603458618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052878823152721965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022620692917317,0.10903675573330628,0.0,0.0,0.10928787898122773,0.0,0.0,0.5751906605310332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453536061138574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334376549258742,0.08231863670410369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607390571533248,0.0,0.0,0.08625037348148216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953424374939087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190743479777383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311349776196204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260390052639195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394557109840266,0.06970067361246488 adhd,claythehoneybadger,2019/09/28,"Relationships Anyone have the tendency to overthink and overthink until you make up your own issues in your mind? and ending up upset/mad at you s/o?? And what do you do to stop spiraling??",2.564166666666665,5.247770416666668,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,80.94444444444446,6.933333333333335,22.88888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.6820222222222223,149,5,26,3,4,50,27,36,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934001919204681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371648802897196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379625135388189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800920965834039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236852169261745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505027595181407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508117008840316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imisscrazylenny,2019/09/28,"I couldn't find my phone. This morning, I was cleaning my bedroom on the second floor. I recently came downstairs to take a break and sit in the recliner to watch some TV with my SO. We started a new show and I kept thinking the main character looked familiar, but I couldn't place him. I then regretted leaving my phone upstairs because I wanted to IMDb this guy so badly. It was driving me nuts. 10 minutes into the show and I couldn't take it anymore. ""I'm going to run upstairs for my phone and be right back."" So, I get up there and don't see my phone anywhere. Maybe I left it in the bathroom? ""Hey, Google, where's my phone?"" I hear it ringing, but it sounds like it's coming from downstairs. I get far enough down the steps to see the recliner where I sat just a minute ago. My damn phone was sitting on the armrest. Well, least I wasn't carrying it in my hand when I went looking for it. Gah!",1.5739915458937188,3.6418308315217414,2.7618840579710167,93.46814009661837,80.3586956521739,5.610628019323672,24.896135265700483,6.691623216298621,0.7899707729468601,699,27,151,7,18,224,106,184,0.09,0.852,0.057999999999999996,-0.7807,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,1,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,11,0,9,1,1,0,0,22,28,12,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,10,10,0,1,2,3,0,7,5,3,1,1,8,9,27,2,17,16,4,32,0,1,5,0,11,15,1,1,8,97,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496229758081288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455657982553025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430958355706313,0.15538184230580535,0.11344199681781192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284350165477972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603046642253524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228624082412385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008777659791854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445427697253415,0.0,0.1057622747922391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426365231029168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974298210440834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970481034008731,0.20219314002334504,0.0,0.0,0.09091678695488392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125464458845133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869577899010484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973204665520431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194430030201246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837467053615144,0.0,0.0,0.15892441031646584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965877968935635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171924508568286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798410835689367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192423847466968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097638577677636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732206693342247,0.17251225193188355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,winedood,2019/09/28,"Fitness and Weight Loss with ADHD Hi, I’m 37, a new dad and really need to lose 40#’s. I’m undiagnosed and un-medicated but have known for most of my life that I am ADHD. Ive learned to cope with it for most parts of my life but almost every time I try to start a new weight loss plan I fail miserably. 8 years ago my wife and I joined a running club and I lost 20lbs over 6 months and was in the best shape of my life. After 8ish months in I got laid off from my job after 8 years. This completely reversed my routine and I quickly gained half of it back and then over the years I’ve gained it all back plus another 15. I’ve tried a few times in the last year to restart but it’s gotten so much more difficult to find time with the added responsibilities of parenting. I tried recently to just diet (basically just kicking sugar and trying to eat salads for lunch) but again failed after a few weeks. Anyone have any tips or tricks for starting new routines or keeping with a program and not getting derailed? I know that for exercise I just need to to schedule it and make it happen but finding the time to schedule it in seems impossible.",5.104776210913549,5.158525746781116,5.840628448804412,82.83091201716738,68.35622317596567,8.888902513795218,29.089209074187607,8.634040054169528,1.921033353770692,901,29,191,13,14,295,131,233,0.121,0.809,0.07,-0.9003,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,10,8,10,1,1,11,0,5,11,0,1,1,41,20,21,0,2,11,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,16,7,1,6,2,0,1,1,9,0,1,4,3,17,1,36,16,9,39,0,7,0,0,4,9,0,6,29,116,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710084664397157,0.0,0.0999465469629392,0.0,0.11290337477090626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667423068954876,0.1182287676325411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883779617583563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339640463063746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832473111271365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182167915635154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153719462727501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499718925878303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610389405176485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058907501321805986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017690339547818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970492639797283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188750903724312,0.10021785674738874,0.0,0.0,0.06196474576608765,0.09190673524851184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389171134857976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613900903239467,0.12308052882091655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526185813433475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524042742770014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999280386307767,0.0,0.08288461701801181,0.16720618720121774,0.0,0.3266855100566739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519612682232645,0.1220978427560492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223088034291507,0.0,0.111327551725589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102643853131398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961081905312088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26298297644279456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062008505345494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904416787699146,0.2745995547408089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904305934018626 adhd,StrugglingSuccess,2019/09/28,"How to improve sensitivity, overthinking, ruminating? I’ve always been the kind of guy that overthinks way too much, jumps to conclusions, obsesses over the tiny things (such as a period in a text, I shit you not), worries to the point of exhaustion, always thinking I did something wrong, always worried about what other people may be thinking, reading too much into people’s emotions and words. The list goes on and on. Having been diagnosed about a year ago, I need advice on how to best work with this. I’m currently in therapy and have tried meditation with mixed (and admittedly, I’ve been inconsistent with it). When I have moments like those described above, it happens so fast that it feels like I instantly process millions of different thoughts and it affects my ability to focus, reason, and just live my life. It affects my relationship with my SO as well, and I need to get that on the right track as well. Any insight or successions would be greatly appreciated.",10.500642857142855,9.053970514285721,9.798392857142858,63.774732142857154,58.14285714285714,13.092857142857143,43.01785714285714,11.93303328291395,5.233814285714286,780,37,128,19,8,250,112,175,0.086,0.78,0.134,0.8419,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,4,13,12,1,1,8,0,11,4,1,5,0,32,21,16,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,4,2,1,5,1,11,8,26,12,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,2,9,93,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084448962527948,0.1277646548046812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35978904891233104,0.0,0.0,0.09801495813654476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125803626891005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462913275978741,0.0,0.15058765582575928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212952322451002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287765995936045,0.10296819815749186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530321757466657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890645328568945,0.0,0.14271371262237126,0.12745578402310145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009168983490082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180495961427158,0.1408315969356693,0.0,0.12727152856642254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190776077239004,0.2137446609025126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998464830110675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362516829470425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417138018960787,0.0,0.0,0.1481920876608463,0.0,0.15474423170403032,0.0,0.12308826151123205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794981264575538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096014465532364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482793312761054,0.0,0.09575514610896478,0.1847084133607595,0.0,0.1144250067392297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785642215321612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144055711967923,0.0,0.0,0.2591846311122304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493008627932916,0.29274684820106706,0.0,0.10238750449490536,0.15758612679097586,0.0,0.09281652452802372 adhd,ThrowAwayMyADHDPLZ,2019/09/28,"A link between ADHD and Sexsomnia? (Throwaway cuz it felt weird on my main) NSFW IF YOU CANT TELL. I have adhd - predominantly inattentive. I recently started vyvanse (20mg) to treat it but my sexsomnia has been a thing since I can remember. For those who don't know - its where I will awake from a haze and come onto my partner, and somewhere in the middle my brain will start actually functioning, and sometimes we'll finish, sometimes she'll tell me to stop and I'll comply because I'm usually in control either right before or right after we start having sex.. While I know sexsomnia is controversial, I was curious if some people had something similar.",5.01702479338843,7.217122644628103,6.097595041322317,72.89730165289258,70.48760330578513,9.137520661157025,31.934710743801645,9.642632912329526,3.5025001652892565,524,24,85,13,10,174,89,121,0.057,0.9009999999999999,0.043,-0.1406,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,14,2,1,2,0,21,22,11,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,15,1,10,14,3,18,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,4,9,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.16744357127354076,0.0,0.4124270084201995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459747465207447,0.0,0.1460073854206696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915471654363592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780648722050607,0.0,0.0,0.19244873387576356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474984890622954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859879220423195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895640253752025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942086613055354,0.0,0.19437393837825329,0.2930676900261045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419380402459549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209559091924747,0.33940666703017497,0.0,0.3643492036154863,0.0,0.0,0.14345391053981554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29994814690043314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399437742365735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897817411637968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hepatitisbae,2019/09/28,"Why is it so hard to find a mental health provider!?!?!? I'm so frustrated trying to find a mental health provider! Why is the entire mental health field lacking!? I mean I know why, but mental health needs to be prioritized WAAYYY more than it is right now. Imo it should be prioritized far more than an annual physical. People should be required to check in with a mental health professional at least a few times a year. At this point I'm not even looking for someone adequate, just someone who can briefly talk to me and get me on the meds I need. No one should have to wait 3+ months just for an appointment!",4.219010270774973,5.72795911764706,4.539775910364148,86.06486461251171,71.26890756302521,7.97796451914099,25.827264239028946,8.515128840125781,1.5785286647992525,481,15,98,8,9,151,74,119,0.078,0.9009999999999999,0.02,-0.7714,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,9,0,11,5,0,0,0,18,20,4,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,15,14,5,12,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,5,61,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413401502891252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517218530805945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058641205363139735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054574463418647,0.0,0.0,0.5965338116712963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168462929523026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425403546779253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226317727357006,0.12467426829792415,0.0,0.5655618276370072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895895661705387,0.0,0.0,0.16645031857809564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605729674554045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778136647330711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610387149590933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585306250579513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020259585685986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021493409684757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544853534163983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620416142110976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038396954518757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227941980757832 adhd,rambunctiousvejtubbl,2019/09/28,"I just finished producing a song I just spent 8 hours straight in front of my laptop composing and producing a song on Cubase. It felt like 2 hours. And I actually finished the song and didn't abandon it like I usually do Well I guess my meds are working, lol",3.7288461538461526,5.216507269230776,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.46153846153847,9.046153846153846,32.230769230769226,9.516144504307137,3.012253846153845,206,10,42,5,4,68,36,52,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.9043,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,10,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,4,7,3,3,3,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,24,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.2852085975123557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28062034863170193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219629801021458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756445420378077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557194964406474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246406620275496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218887389359889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278144264140946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277248832728748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yop4family,2019/09/28,"I'm a happy idiot Hi guys... happy Saturday!! I scrolled down and saw a lot of sad posts so I hope this makes you smile. I have a big online interview/test that I scheduled for 10am today, so I made sure to wake up around 7, make breakfast and take my meds to ""keep"" reviewing (I haven't really started review until today...). I'm regularly medicated so thankfully school isn't as stressful as it used to be, but I was worried I still didn't have enough time to prepare this morning, even if I hyperfocused. With my personality it'd just feel like cramming. Anyway, because I've made *so* many scheduling mistakes before I check my calendar around 8am to confirm that the interview is at 10. But I don't see it on my calendar... I check my email for the scheduling email and it is scheduled today (sweet!) at 10, but... ...at 10*pm*. \*facepalm\* The hubs scolded me for calling myself an idiot haha. I'm not an idiot! This works in my favor ;) I'm gonna try to go focus at least for a couple more hours...",2.102470245966675,4.214103050251257,4.208304681301243,83.54591906902934,78.79899497487438,7.0035440359693215,25.046548532134363,8.032893268588372,1.6299185929648243,773,29,152,14,19,265,121,199,0.095,0.763,0.14300000000000002,0.7692,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,1,10,15,3,1,9,1,11,3,1,5,1,23,30,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,6,1,1,1,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,5,4,21,9,25,22,4,26,0,1,2,0,8,11,0,3,14,94,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605826053810643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921961027435217,0.0,0.12454145826885805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944977785964628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194439779858671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512288565847501,0.0,0.09666930509854883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400394124639346,0.10455951097967853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317967951363603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491926894812615,0.0,0.3116055783404392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536836196465766,0.1441349770518969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009136559992346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150403313631927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442991641818775,0.0,0.2769784707747035,0.1953926819042341,0.14838592276078266,0.0,0.0,0.1625728064955065,0.14744215794125046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779578164096256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017228526369405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376187205818813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812398891480671,0.1166298566370865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359425999041733,0.0,0.1168831707433314,0.0,0.16765472152647365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794243298594785,0.0,0.1100443976443332,0.0,0.0,0.13474849212308354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534360952562244,0.0,0.4161960926625717,0.0,0.0,0.0993687354896848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640792412539806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655171892627567,0.1486355391104736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ArthurStirling,2019/09/28,"I watched a two hour TV show and completely forgot about it. All over town, the have been posters and billboards for this show called The Masked Singer. It’s a singing show where the audience tries to guess the celebrity singing behind a mask. When I got home last night I was really excited to watch it, because the concept seemed really unique. My wife was less excited because, according to her, we watched it two days ago. I thought she was being ridiculous. I would’ve remembered a show with people singing in crazy costumes. So we sat down and watched/rewatched the show. The whole time my wife asked me, ‘you really don’t remember us watching this?’ Apparently, I made the exact same jokes, guessed the same celebrities and was surprised by the same performances. She thought I was pulling a prank on her by pretending not to remember the show. I thought she was pulling a prank on me by pretending that we already saw it. After the show, I went to look up the jersey number of an NBA player that I think is one of the singers. As soon as I typed in the first letter of his name, the exact search I was about to make came up in my history, along with other searches related to the show. One of the most bizarre experiences of my life.",6.035056497175144,6.7848082118644095,5.496000000000002,83.68176836158193,66.45762711864407,9.344180790960452,33.95367231638418,9.3871,2.9204438418079084,982,43,193,18,15,299,133,236,0.033,0.907,0.06,0.4391,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,1,0,2,6,5,1,0,25,0,12,1,0,2,3,33,29,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,11,0,1,8,15,0,4,2,1,0,5,18,6,29,4,34,10,7,25,0,0,6,0,17,11,0,4,10,130,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994537976381095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931947955107872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649788052842298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496913038946573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816805416763908,0.15476017860223645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187141416504367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726465015416468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236050005467398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509579609241576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822087658221824,0.0,0.298121494376443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572835310975412,0.0,0.1332544591365045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029683963291367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955744338012788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362748547765045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803490544231325,0.09032140108852613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698056983039493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338099453314907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380787799203688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600518167961693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598442700165144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318240417882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670207272894198,0.0,0.3222663789636131,0.07890115751708984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186754924856776,0.0,0.26435912587110216,0.0,0.16276293730903615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543501075900834,0.0,0.15107033059447098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612132657881498,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MedicalBurnout,2019/09/28,Energetic Me Samantha helps nurses and emergency personnel overcome [medical stress and burnout](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiamQX7CHnTT5-QhxOSQK8w/featured) to alleviate their symptoms and bring back their energy and resilience.,28.005555555555553,27.964456222222232,18.97703703703704,7.096666666666664,23.814814814814824,22.65185185185185,75.14814814814815,19.287186520377343,14.164214814814812,206,13,12,8,1,55,23,27,0.16899999999999998,0.594,0.237,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645992356610577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31781898574353395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776656133708732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431478792135942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928330678486644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gary_Targaryen,2019/09/28,"Getting exhausted in public/noisy/crowded places - how do you deal with it? Hi all, I have an issue which I'm pretty sure is somehow ADHD related (not 100% sure, though). Namely, whenever I go to public places with lots of crowds, bright lights, noise, and otherwise very stimulating environment (think the mall, with all those plus 1000s of items to look at), I get exhausted in the brain. Do you guys know the feeling? Like almost immediately my brain goes nah, I'm not shopping, I wanna take a nap RIGHT NOW. The exhaustion comes on very quick and doesn't let up easy, I often have to rest for the entire rest of the day. My meds make it easier, but not by much. Most of the time I can just avoid those places, but sometimes I need to run errands there or hang out with friends or just go look at pretty dresses or whatever. Are there any ways of coping with this? What works for you?",2.9190131578947387,5.1565100935672525,3.5523940058479546,88.62929276315792,76.71929824561403,6.848099415204677,21.79861111111111,7.865858978985527,0.920604970760234,690,19,140,11,16,217,115,171,0.062,0.804,0.134,0.9153,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,1,10,9,0,1,9,0,9,5,2,3,4,39,24,10,0,2,10,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,3,3,1,5,4,4,0,0,0,5,12,5,26,23,8,21,0,0,3,0,10,11,0,8,5,91,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130164384783994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427301069099786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969299736678882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182366202381369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278291050449724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192450290237864,0.14694927583139286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720709348362646,0.10182838339972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012364839676904,0.0,0.14893928509261312,0.0,0.16201399982114575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113393169297597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487714819411968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833454762348149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457536282017271,0.0,0.06963632511868302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939017918773556,0.0,0.0,0.12117976754777368,0.0,0.0,0.09514448154941556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583263532421297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478101537866458,0.10568929858680144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44676214094481936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900225221375657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217257260926322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097262984277892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686786657966151,0.0,0.1071700030855754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133188435562076,0.14004177169318888,0.0,0.08311440738451888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23521572546648145,0.0,0.11313914951752806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037685542430734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Neilalan01,2019/09/28,I said No I finally stood up for myself against my parents saying if I didn’t start remembering stuff I was gonna have to start taking my ADHD medication I finally put my foot down and said no I’m not because it makes me depressed constantly and I’m not gonna take something that makes me feel like shit,4.8364285714285735,5.280056730158734,6.0985317460317505,79.39160714285715,69.0,9.474603174603176,31.62301587301588,9.516144504307137,2.7576063492063496,246,10,50,5,4,83,44,63,0.183,0.777,0.04,-0.8316,1,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,2,0,9,17,3,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,4,11,1,5,10,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,6,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989540319424204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660962118047576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671832818139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475922751452332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967228115889322,0.13665880100421274,0.0,0.4191013292287003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345544316168466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553773385495253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270622378523866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124067519534752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230095464697264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669616209224335,0.0,0.36392435035774295,0.15212280689475566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635814131701165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472656664794444,0.0,0.0,0.27079444478198816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189831859787663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28765504540716863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stupadbear,2019/09/28,"Tips on how to speak slower? I have always spoken too fast, never as noticable as now when I work by doing tech support over the phone. I just need to slow down my wordpuke and stop moving too fast. They're mostly old people, so it needs to be very clear too. Anyone have any advice?",2.531578947368424,4.401137596491228,3.7612631578947346,88.4008421052632,76.54385964912281,5.261754385964913,16.66315789473684,5.6839178017228535,-0.4710252631578951,221,3,44,1,5,72,48,57,0.038,0.86,0.102,0.5794,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531631241167165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344330129780869,0.0,0.0,0.19159511960412856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700148083382127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29944856215604776,0.0,0.4178182049857117,0.21729781800511766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207666382301276,0.2956422209597271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195325343921632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555003190563534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31971898175122204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324677462924571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511249316407976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lizzie_Demon,2019/09/28,"I just found out that I had ADD. Not sure this is the right subreddit,but here it goes. My dad and step-mom knew the whole time, but just said I was smart enough to compensate. I didn’t realize the symptoms myself until my step-sister came to me it with a pamphlet. Should I be mad at my parents for never telling me and leaving it untreated?",3.6025714285714305,4.597248400000002,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,72.14285714285714,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.5296571428571428,268,9,58,4,5,86,54,70,0.087,0.8590000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.3029,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,2,16,10,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,1,11,2,7,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073062988571918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776254502928921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946013791040837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28450069126924504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146829157260701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072279446376042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983450678892563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294571925039464,0.2555828240286265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532342764276554,0.27926862587739903,0.0,0.0,0.2348442425652728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667352487647482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999793912194953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Newmanewma,2019/09/28,"Looking for advice from people who have had a similar situation. TL;DR - 30 year old male concerned that my symptoms are not as well managed as I once thought. I am a 30 year old male with ADHD diagnosis since I was in 2nd grade. I started on Ritalin and then 15+ years ago I switched to Concerta(54mg). I have had some challenges here and there while in school but survived college and made it into the work force. I am a lab chemist mostly focused in the medical device field. I recently got let go from a job because I failed to follow a procedural step even though I knew what I was doing was incorrect. I just kept plowing ahead; focused solely in my own little sphere. This happened about two weeks ago. Since then I have done some research and I have come to suspect that maybe as I am getting older my ADHD may not be as under control as I once believed. I have consulted with my doctor and we are going to trial a higher dose for my medication. I have also found some coping skills to try. I just want to hear from anyone else that has gone through something like this. I got married this year and I have a lot of responsibilities to account for now. I am good at what I do and I am a smart person; I am just worried that my ADHD might get in the way.",4.50402661064426,5.325976083333334,5.5499066293183965,81.67483193277312,69.91269841269842,7.834173669467787,29.902894491129786,7.928766900206844,1.9503591970121383,991,38,195,12,17,328,150,252,0.048,0.851,0.102,0.9192,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,7,11,6,0,0,11,0,28,6,0,2,0,33,47,18,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,3,11,12,0,2,4,0,1,6,2,1,1,1,14,2,32,5,33,29,6,34,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,7,18,145,43,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060747043224054,0.11005980724285007,0.19967771998271516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900694131322226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875285273582368,0.11540177486342255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865762543035102,0.0,0.0,0.1268943741197055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097019956452268,0.0,0.0,0.12632306017844594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528060842614432,0.0,0.11525862536997207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408712168319824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439042739213178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349194342468592,0.0,0.0,0.11768806338230585,0.0,0.12801937291370516,0.09446790615388376,0.1801594853675885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959749975941624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269411285583808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176695632809844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517083772316733,0.0,0.05502486626803935,0.11288389999519595,0.0,0.0,0.09458003831503912,0.0,0.0,0.09575319335625568,0.0,0.1065723333706812,0.0,0.0,0.11315102228786765,0.0,0.0,0.2269238437927381,0.0,0.119481626796898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363704901220829,0.23989253163327154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808280415115301,0.09834334492723552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120760234001018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139866147911854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863358333256201,0.1265997747409448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670734769173223,0.0,0.0,0.07971942353575942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706471114297473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065747289541562,0.08941488743355905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646773394054647,0.0,0.11002221931038414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643153368070975,0.0893996999593454,0.09034423277715704,0.0,0.1012670450097656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819952921168866,0.11438027064346855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29011767022433943 adhd,nintendontyouevndare,2019/09/28,"Why does forced ""studying"" have to cause literal pain I don't know if this is an ADHD thing (I was diagnosed about a month or so ago) but does anyone else feel like they're in actual pain when they sit down and actively force themselves to do work/study. Like currently my head is tense and headachey and my body is fatigued like I've just run a marathon (and not just because I was bouncing my leg the whole time). I often feel like this after an intense uni day or more acutely when actively forcing productivity. Would be keen to know if anyone relates to this?",5.609688311688314,6.263398618181821,5.556753246753246,83.21227272727275,67.36363636363636,8.83116883116883,31.168831168831172,8.841846274778883,2.3425194805194804,448,17,89,7,7,140,76,110,0.11699999999999999,0.696,0.187,0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,10,7,3,1,0,19,14,12,0,3,8,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,8,5,8,10,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,5,12,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1718571764545359,0.0,0.21164903681162334,0.0,0.15611018117073666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462792966459354,0.1804446884000172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073545345531037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561762171622107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809126612929728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357586571648676,0.0,0.0,0.17874713229511238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082286977510922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711663988419607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809220737844092,0.2516248972576008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073884808528548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357002281088329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34415224063026195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056868433340222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747852137049439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699912804486486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269069153666564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891116217942267,0.19661963407898955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282095960292684,0.0,0.0,0.12510292381530905,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,obie3,2019/09/28,"I. Lose. EVERYTHING. I’m done. Does anyone else seem to misplace / lose things often? Just in the last month I’ve lost/misplaced my passport, THOUSANDS of dollars of jewellery that my MIL gave me and now left my wedding shoes in the bathroom at work (wedding in 2 weeks) which have now disappeared. It’s really fucking getting me down (and giving me SO much anxiety) and has really hit me that my whole life I am always losing things, and it’s honestly made me realise I don’t deserve to have nice things because I always lose them. How do I be more mindful and less of a fuck up? I feel completely pathetic and don’t know how I’m going to break this news to my fiancé and his mother.",3.4532887700534762,5.152574382352945,4.502406417112301,84.80355614973263,73.55882352941177,7.298395721925132,27.804812834224602,8.00094639256281,1.832567647058824,540,21,104,8,11,176,90,136,0.145,0.7959999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8995,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,7,8,2,0,3,0,9,4,1,3,0,17,22,10,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,6,0,1,3,1,18,2,13,17,4,15,0,4,0,2,7,7,2,2,5,71,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337373795380411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074466591553196,0.0,0.0,0.09820845901834466,0.143911364269389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561924246721657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472629816243419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229119371527386,0.1437328502134197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733100342376745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262306856951694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101758648822587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596942756181408,0.07338123603217718,0.1347359410404413,0.0798230470490035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718965382515608,0.11448847228088638,0.0,0.0,0.15260330359548552,0.0,0.09920656794370984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285268386520184,0.15332175247143826,0.0,0.0,0.1329006413194086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181814943887885,0.0,0.11210876482619188,0.0,0.10324959484546788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179956411673273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786372948904978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799334957082144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266344740554644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681148629727548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225193127379137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,just_a_gorl_,2019/09/28,"What is ADHD like? I have a friend who has ADHD and I want to understand it better so I don’t end up being a rude scumbag about it. Also, I just find psychology very interesting and would like to find out more about the disorder.",1.3082978723404253,3.57019131914894,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,82.61702127659575,7.164255319148936,20.038297872340426,8.238735603445708,1.1490204255319152,180,5,37,4,5,63,36,47,0.18,0.5479999999999999,0.272,0.4989,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,6,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862954417971395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506491959237704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157298331098525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795565818256421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604313927412108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458819136046069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845409664149787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23833665038762164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539321650277624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126179846017914,0.14387194637099293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327570938509093,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imsad3000,2019/09/28,"I'm overwhelmed it is literally 2am and I've been feeling shitty for no particular reason all day (+ night??) and I just found this subreddit. I have no idea if I have ADHD, but for the last hour or so I've just been having awful thoughts in repeat in my head and I've just been feeling introspective, i guess. to be clear, this isn't a spur of a moment WebMD search. I've been thinking of it for a while, ever since reading some ADHD characters and maybe before that. so I did what you're not ever supposed to do and I searched ""symptoms."" and like, look. I know it's ridiculous and untrustworthy and I'm not about to go up to people and start going, ""Hi, how are you, I'm ADHD,"" not that any of you do that either, but every single thing on every single one of those lists fit. and I was like,, okay. but standing on tables *does not* mean I have ADHD. I am also queer and short. that is a perfectly reasonable explanation for not being able to sit properly. having shit focus and daydreaming all the time is also not reason to believe I have ADHD. so, i did the next reasonable thing any reasonable person would do after googling symptoms. I came here. I'm not exaggerating when i say that I've related to everything i've seen so far. not as in, *oh that's kind of relatable* but like, going to the all time top posts of this subreddit and starting to cry. like, there was a post about not wanting external expectations and wanting to be independent with schedules but also not being able to function if I don't have structure and people there to tell me to Do The Thing and I have had. so. many. issues with that. I have no idea if I have ADHD but I definitely want to look into it. I've known that I have *something* for a while so maybe i'm just latching onto the ADHD train but I just feel like everything makes more makes sense and i feel really overwhelmed",1.5547054207807491,3.9619412546916912,3.4910246518014785,86.23743673576149,82.83378016085791,6.212750931798862,21.430000653893934,7.499876790926021,0.9570773425750344,1460,46,289,24,41,491,169,373,0.066,0.8190000000000001,0.115,0.9317,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,0,2,23,12,2,2,12,2,36,5,2,9,7,83,65,42,0,8,27,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,20,21,0,0,17,1,0,4,15,4,0,1,13,8,26,8,39,47,8,38,0,2,3,1,6,12,2,6,23,206,46,1,0.14466109897929003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6084908517138771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352814288368404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983745079463741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154797021899142,0.08149176032731835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272687953790701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945171223342737,0.046647220663758364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329695128535989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085424603098358,0.12188321507209053,0.0,0.1300120679610766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462899964472298,0.05167295900772954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930671415287342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332135439939708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968025488109774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423201114040874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712310213676327,0.0,0.0,0.16330477253813236,0.0,0.07549430160046887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753211367686285,0.039750978392222296,0.058959051663901585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668526461731734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147888931383058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656240688051912,0.07333182445384863,0.1453315176979474,0.07878917282140384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692435995443067,0.06787732089023363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049013052263517404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028979150120684,0.06315624589500655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385453448009786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235012316356981,0.0,0.046336802132637835,0.3718392575568061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057520156089845585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424626963319489,0.059832577981108914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568359074805375,0.0,0.0,0.10239187042413173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503582715850065,0.0,0.0,0.06322008835196928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415960932227934,0.04634649553338253,0.0,0.05742237689399824,0.0843530501485657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798729632673034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051381547092596416,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,suspiciuscitizenship,2019/09/28,"What sort of effect does the medicine have on socialization? Hi, I've been diagnosed with ADHD inattentive a few weeks back, and am currently trying out Ritalin and trying to find the right dose. Ever since I was young I was always a shy person, more sticking to myself than to interacting with others. As I grew older I noticed that this got even worse up to a point now that phone calls and even online posts are tough. I worry about the interaction, over analyze every little bit and most often find plenty of flaws instead of finding the parts that went well. One thing I have noticed is that while I'm on the medication I don't worry too much about socializing with other people. And if I do worry I don't feel too caught up in the over analyzing of every little bit of the interaction. But from reading other posts I am also aware of the initial euphoria and that this is just a result of that. So I just want to know what is your experience with socializing after starting medicinal treatment? Did it help or did it not? Was it only initially or did it remain? I thank you for your time and input.",6.221462621885159,6.685741727699533,7.087323943661975,73.43278439869992,65.99530516431925,9.746334416756953,29.060671722643555,9.661875296680813,2.6273245937161427,880,27,158,17,13,294,129,213,0.077,0.861,0.062,-0.4734,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,16,3,0,0,12,0,18,4,0,2,1,31,27,15,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,18,12,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,1,1,1,10,1,16,2,31,17,7,28,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,6,11,128,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971463753129118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296822930221316,0.09673258629177572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893920995917947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538383736210372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187082649454137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799529624411635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173460137540008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535692544488701,0.10515833928734336,0.19589790737013352,0.0,0.0,0.1137186551801185,0.0,0.0,0.05878148224972207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31876196964830344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297889130261604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792256167031689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638901220184081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330339664559665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711360832834974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546001809996855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647117495778544,0.0,0.0,0.07877667459434011,0.08841635567980582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589168204314127,0.0,0.08059584034624058,0.10150845135540254,0.0,0.0,0.10989754455772216,0.0,0.22267826711276295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628539432055245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928022473836752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961664558333719,0.0,0.0,0.3555187376149128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228513309210506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703100354531267,0.0,0.0,0.07723394829722043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778860401170955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157857580636596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685695825180905,0.0,0.09325189381026884,0.0,0.10452624852128987,0.10776856184530877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541845403129512,0.11847269095909813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,diydrip,2019/09/28,"Might get fired? So I have not been diagnosed with ADHD, but I wanted some opinions. I work at the bank, and making mistakes there is not uncommon but not welcome. Ever since I started I have been having trouble focusing on what people are saying I zone in and out, I interrupt them because I’m scared to lose my thought, accidental interruption obviously. But recently, my manager keeps saying I can’t make “careless” mistakes and overlook things or be doing too many things at once. I keep hearing “focus and slow down” I just wanna scream and say give me a break, because I’m trying. I have a psych evaluation coming up to get an assessment on ADHD, but in the mean time I’m scared my work just thinks I’m a careless worker... what can I do, I’m scared I’ll get fired.",2.9869428571428567,5.231513580000001,4.557904761904762,81.46800000000002,76.53333333333333,7.219047619047619,26.714285714285715,8.192908349453996,1.9690285714285711,607,24,112,11,14,203,94,150,0.32299999999999995,0.677,0.0,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,6,11,0,3,6,0,14,1,0,2,2,34,34,11,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,3,7,17,1,13,29,1,16,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,4,5,74,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447895708562907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488727780503033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356643541300658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455951512094002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975554786349042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248345858096636,0.1376069284897276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167460115260282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550036334584827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047991180449545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150327005563592,0.14543220944600346,0.0,0.1562552625572702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521740398626485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276581282897667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944772321926086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163608719761442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422231800501537,0.4308448336283666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866040532128455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153215234991232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059892620751,0.0919147081870456,0.0,0.1138804769352362,0.08364479233934839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973907395206074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460844671666001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886148248307165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,originalruins,2019/09/28,Apps and ADHD What are some of the favorite apps y’all are using to keep yourselves on track/get shit done?,0.6484848484848484,3.149439000000001,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,90.8181818181818,2.9333333333333336,16.424242424242426,3.1291,-1.1452303030303028,86,2,18,0,3,26,20,22,0.146,0.732,0.122,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193820410874991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422579845067133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257899812048119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38413084044702267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44361431679087787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732544578153094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cutiepievi,2019/09/28,"The feeling of hopelessness This might be more of depression than ADHD but I’ll try and explain. I’m 21 and female. I got diagnosed in August this year and at first I felt happy and content. I got on Concerta extended release 18mg. Took that for a week. Went up to 2 doses. Felt great. Getting stuff done. Doc said I could bump up to 3 doses to see if it would help even more. Been taking 3 doses (randomly) for over a week now. I feel awful. I’m constantly tired/fatigued but I don’t actually do anything. I wake up no earlier than 1pm unless I have an appointment/errand. I don’t go to bed till at least 3am. I feel like a complete loser/failure because I don’t get anything done around the house. I feel completely hopeless that I’ll never break this cycle of “laziness”. I don’t want to kill myself, but the thought of “not existing” for a while sounds nice. I just want tips on breaking that cycle of hopelessness? Also sorry if I put the wrong flair(?) first post in this sub",0.8457830820770518,3.263875125628143,2.942242462311558,88.73654627303179,86.68844221105526,5.929731993299832,22.36201842546064,7.333567415737692,1.0698088777219428,766,28,154,13,24,258,123,199,0.16699999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.9019,0,0,0,0,0,4,27.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,0,9,1,13,5,1,0,1,28,35,13,1,6,8,0,6,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,4,7,6,0,2,11,9,16,4,28,20,3,29,0,4,1,0,3,11,0,4,12,97,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.12831468083365927,0.0,0.15802469915720566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515202076353676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640913504765305,0.11705343790520766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015471405624837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757282555423062,0.1420933222990311,0.0,0.1049835816073584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325162225778793,0.1334589669372742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691186041212067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684750453811234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659399533981272,0.09393604924596437,0.252500876791045,0.0,0.0,0.2236896224908016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739556253386329,0.0,0.07472845270455633,0.0,0.21032816010814487,0.14496752092830506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997290479865393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813456902647583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172110640977016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454735325309313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642390760538636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948946778819254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141272660835984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593049229169428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218315844295406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507652432848693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478002291671397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147191611230344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052389740713035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988636601252814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438789121652728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460895547000116,0.08927266724002171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551117025419706,0.0,0.21094572087204613,0.0,0.0,0.12189198544351147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340629278269097,0.14376301063437458,0.0,0.0846748585963221 adhd,lionnessssss,2019/09/28,"How do psychiatrist expect me, to concentrate and answer a gazillion questions accurately for my diagnosis when concentrating and organising my thoughts is my main symptom. A diagnosis and treatement plan for my whole life is based on my answers in this day in whatever fogy state I’m in. Would anyone know why psychiatrist do this to us? If I’m open and say doc I’m here because I can’t concentrate, I live in an in and out fog state, I forget things. Then they ask you so many questions to diagnose you that requires your concentration, and collection of events which you have to translate into a sentence. This alone is a frustrating point for me. I feel like people like us should be given some type of different program to get us to answer this questions easier and more accurately. My answers are my future , like an exam . It’s crazy !",6.040716783216784,7.554576416666666,6.808857808857808,71.50583916083916,66.88461538461539,10.031701631701633,33.412587412587406,10.230975488527342,3.688507692307693,675,30,115,17,11,223,98,156,0.059000000000000004,0.8640000000000001,0.077,0.4003,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,4,1,2,4,4,1,0,6,0,11,3,0,1,0,28,20,12,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,10,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,21,3,19,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,5,8,82,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594687171518145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766091090424766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394318034202974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385999665497603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929930226619628,0.0,0.0,0.15627849637787627,0.0,0.16086813081776138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785294798399599,0.1099977383965301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044409609388202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461906974477157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087550866724104,0.22566905270112564,0.0,0.1359602338885568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610359842578592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674490547117806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555345480526188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174521558169786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244483775647473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003602407487405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102292258195149,0.0,0.0,0.12223669232389303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556286336230478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893592117639852,0.17190441255024785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937740133393513,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AmazingCreek,2019/09/28,Telling a teacher How do I tell my teacher I have Dyslexia and ADHD I’m in 8th grade and many others have it too.,1.5876000000000021,2.764483159999997,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.4,5.0,28.5,3.1291,0.6742000000000004,89,4,20,0,2,30,20,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111509587328399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312068552673482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7434953566478696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sixhoursneeze,2019/09/28,"Have your ADHD meds affected your sleep? So I have always had issues with sleeping, for a few different reasons, including restless leg syndrome and anxiety. But I have also noticed, in the past two years (out of four years of taking Vyvance), that when I take my Vyvance, I lose my appetite for the whole day, then come home absolutely famished. Even though I would eat a big dinner, I would find I would need a bowl of cereal or some sort of substantial snack before bed or I would either not be able to turn off my brain enough to fall asleep, or just wake up constantly. I have stopped taking my meds for the past week and I am finding my daytime appetite is back again and, in turn, so is my blessed sleep! I don’t want to just pin the problem on my meds; I have a history with poor sleep before taking meds, after all. I have also been experiencing significantly less anxiety lately which probably plays a factor. Has anyone ever had a similar situation?",7.2863736263736225,7.062131483516487,7.587120879120878,73.08287912087914,63.835164835164825,10.576703296703297,34.13406593406593,10.125756701596842,3.3679850549450565,758,29,137,15,10,248,115,182,0.102,0.847,0.051,-0.8009999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,12,5,0,1,10,0,19,11,8,2,2,31,28,14,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,7,3,1,3,1,1,2,2,3,0,2,3,1,22,2,19,20,7,24,1,1,0,0,2,7,0,5,15,102,24,0,0.09900184429434217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189809778677132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834347822760853,0.08237746532528302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514722798104152,0.0,0.0,0.0692243914381395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612630724320248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848655532820847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110518800108196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528132263719199,0.0,0.10698582263265112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384799935162074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343585581915402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130360255063536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229537001719677,0.0,0.06538978444778194,0.08955283612678497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809717842307884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930692194420664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033322039566384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167839258082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075774007434636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398749225713309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340861309644063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127142559089144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890169253422646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674073276449264,0.09473139449856297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179038466846684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128222100151183,0.3962933689691471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827699748392072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297748263911208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972688093593724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537115499399498,0.0967104163449604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058393852814140876,0.0,0.07941330779373068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053202359494688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28131227874008546,0.0,0.0,0.1275078836451796 adhd,kitkatatsnapple,2019/09/28,"Do any of you go on autopilot during higher-pressure situations, and not retain all of what just happened? Do you ever get the thing where you're doing a somewhat high-pressure task (like being in an argument, performing a speech, or going against someone in a fighting game), and it all becomes a blur? It's almost like you regain control after it's over? Another example is I'll be reading out-loud in a class, and I won't even pick up on what I'm reading because I go into auto-pilot. What do you even call this? The best thing I can compare it to is when you're in a car accident and everything goes by really fast. You only end up remembering part of it.",6.485037593984963,5.630861864661652,7.8786466165413565,72.41766917293235,65.69172932330828,10.607518796992482,35.54135338345864,9.957137785484203,3.5172135338345853,520,22,97,10,7,181,89,133,0.073,0.875,0.052000000000000005,-0.3925,0,0,0,0,2,0,18.0,0,5,0,3,6,4,1,0,9,0,10,0,0,2,3,18,16,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,2,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,17,13,5,20,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,4,7,72,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613950401243134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264098907587755,0.19491927687526608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331530936004905,0.2052981659533248,0.0,0.0,0.1950774882187168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898119456012093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084886646414784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464117203312126,0.0,0.0,0.24555391307312155,0.16814590783128028,0.0,0.0,0.1670637205854298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097118559129892,0.0,0.3169324912171336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643797236794118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640037516972414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163050949041035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413758385085458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012980740187348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718756558549235,0.0,0.11908430787558795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105743282247211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894536549673584,0.0,0.0,0.15750189596200315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469908224081916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tacosmargs,2019/09/28,"Low blood pressure and fatigue on Vyvanse? Hello, I know the rules say to avoid asking ""Does anyone else?"" questions, but I've scoured the web and can't find any answers on this. SO. Have any of you ever had low blood pressure and fatigue on Vyvanse? I'm only taking 20 per day now and have been for 2 months. I started out on 10 to make sure I wasn't allergic (I have a history of unusual and adverse reactions with 5 other medications). I love taking Vyvanse because my brain feels more awake, and I work so much better... but I've been exhausted. I nap all the time. I went to urgent care for bronchitis a few days ago and my blood pressure was 90/49. Sure maybe that's not like super low, but I'm usually 100/60 or 110/70. Also I'm a 27 year old female... if that helps. &#x200B; Any thoughts on what may be going on?",1.9953409090909096,4.136821212121216,3.4500568181818174,88.69508522727274,79.3030303030303,6.0643939393939394,24.85795454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.1174318181818177,640,24,129,8,16,210,108,165,0.18600000000000005,0.6829999999999999,0.131,-0.7237,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,5,18,0,4,6,0,11,10,4,1,4,28,26,15,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,11,0,0,7,2,11,7,15,17,4,23,0,5,0,1,7,10,0,4,12,70,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397270051300458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605441760728936,0.0,0.17078900902449426,0.19153430528430312,0.3215757107308623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021660563007947,0.1615076974011287,0.0,0.0,0.14736015706765646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608808014788887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940845196566493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759640894368837,0.0,0.0,0.16071143916545835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331301203552435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794062792352774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167730215707085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258282980011805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970105020496009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406840824712006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958317221073518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056541917980367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662778867938886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700868952209551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226470524252705,0.0,0.10521738226266494,0.0,0.15835771234823198,0.0,0.0,0.15879282419942664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581652990009398,0.0,0.11587413131513193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540323421530798,0.0,0.0,0.11988259113709455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657854248461566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535147883382794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156934586702594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971235475203333,0.0,0.23703208001379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513839236758986,0.09191368990507157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360409513802974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461219967482176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475448140380985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153430528430312,0.10150675097667952 adhd,craziecatlady92,2019/09/28,"New meds yay So, I’m 27 and just recently diagnosed. My doc put me on strattera but I wasn’t having any effect, today I started Vyvanse. Did this medication work for you? I’m on 30 mg so far. Not really sure what to expect, but I’m hopeful that this works.",-0.21563492063491907,2.0321476481481504,2.9333862433862454,87.77166666666668,91.03703703703705,6.048677248677249,20.67724867724868,7.447530270364453,0.9861248677248682,199,7,42,4,7,71,44,54,0.051,0.8270000000000001,0.122,0.597,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,9,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,23,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261852943933688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28749102103757873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813294327731884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146249625268925,0.28534282219229745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27356293403207865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847427344660746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145608800555524,0.0,0.27967348490641714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048457592683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669581324492408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684862306321405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124162127358252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,akn609,2019/09/28,Ecup employment drug test I take 30 mg Vyvanse and I recently had a drug test. It was a new drug test I haven't seen before called ecup. I asked the doctor if the results were instant and she said I don't see the results it goes straight to your employer positive or negative! I kind of shook my head a little and took it as she was wrong so then I went home and called back and asked if my medical information was going to be disclosed to my employer. This time talking to a different person and she told me that they pay for the test so they have the right to get my results! Is this really how it is now? There's no there's no doctor calling to verify prescriptions and I was told I may have to fill out a letter from my doctor and give it directly to my employer explaining my ADHD! Can someone please tell me if this is right or wrong? Why did they get the right to this I feel like this is a HIPPA violation. What happened to talking to a medical officer instead of my employer? This isn't about me being ashamed of ADHD it's about my right to privacy...,2.447669172932329,4.288029949308759,4.2531506184816905,84.91175600291052,76.69585253456222,8.255056997332039,26.16759641038079,8.99025400887824,2.123678341013825,837,32,173,20,19,283,109,217,0.115,0.838,0.048,-0.9262,6,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,10,7,1,2,13,0,20,9,1,4,0,22,37,18,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,8,1,1,1,14,9,0,0,3,0,1,5,6,5,0,0,13,4,29,2,21,21,0,18,0,0,2,0,23,7,0,6,7,122,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551644889751199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984882900483941,0.0,0.0,0.0816295622770547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033331747638727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252000037054352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091334835532847,0.0,0.32597408188961025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693315047918608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053677077593574166,0.07583986595140828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092718001799703,0.10183719159577526,0.060332490895269215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387587379414923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894955276994904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648592927921204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054805115739527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186382603776196,0.10639900373943376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388763947115352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252882788040156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269376700403388,0.0,0.1165304804681432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680080438557914,0.0,0.10481900517019486,0.0,0.0,0.36263613116452376,0.10098132628404134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459481696512232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994800439319696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981820389033495,0.17065283997663286,0.09278746791590416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061902048370238424,0.0,0.0,0.20287856017384925,0.11794632980932818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984102685900862,0.0957918025538776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213595936387024,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aquaman6996,2019/09/28,"I need help. I can’t pay attention for longer than five minutes. Sometimes even less. It’s honestly incredible. It doesn’t matter what task it is either. On a rare occasion the adhd gods will grant me some hyperfocus, but that’s about it. I have a report due in less than two hours and I still have at least 25% more to go. 3/4 might sound good, but I’ve been working on it all day today, and basically every day this week. For an average person, this would take them maybe five hours to do. It’s not difficult either. I just can’t focus on it for over five minutes at a time. Out of nowhere I’ll just start staring at the wall, and before I know it, 10 more minutes have went by. Yes, I’m diagnosed with ADHD. I used to take adderall, which was a godsend, but I stopped because of my (already high) blood pressure, and it wasn’t a good long-term solution. I’ve been on Wellbutrin 150 SR for a week now, but I haven’t noticed any differences. Do any of you have experience with wellbutrin? If so, can you tell me about your dosage and experience with it? I would also appreciate any other tips that seem to help you.",2.427933333333332,4.330772093333337,3.796611111111112,87.88025000000003,76.95555555555556,6.988888888888887,24.583333333333336,7.908726449838941,1.2652000000000003,871,30,184,14,20,286,133,225,0.027999999999999997,0.81,0.161,0.9829,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,1,1,9,5,0,1,9,1,20,2,1,1,1,31,30,12,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,17,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,2,0,4,5,2,18,3,29,21,9,27,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,4,13,124,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33016303301364264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158154345707858,0.10984773357570343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28023105946854604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373413663906189,0.0,0.11688429765435113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717327169072244,0.0,0.0,0.1394187666291428,0.0,0.14351325939505866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072580318423527,0.0,0.11573276859388346,0.0,0.0,0.2687312995110593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806555788094928,0.2304241812126107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841406867301392,0.14512969115383073,0.0,0.0,0.270546303123699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549014490512841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156037442348888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799782765154398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571856805939207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185161856794073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638668155904234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993853603389075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504851348475382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358537781521363,0.0,0.09722499229021757,0.0,0.10969686327628353,0.11484014682481095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655711452626074,0.0,0.12005977773716812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009644336390374,0.0,0.13020239378797074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418197159198542,0.0,0.0,0.11863600791830632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203658015987694,0.0,0.0,0.12733524515066116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000061829752784,0.0,0.0,0.1951549668638452,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SchoolboyDa,2019/09/28,"Is it too soon to ask for IRs with my XR I’m a 23 year old grad student and was just wondering if it’s too soon for me to request IRs as a afternoon dosage along with my daily XR dosage. I’ve been on 20 mg XR adderall for a week and i’m just not sure if it’s too soon for me to ask my doctor. I have class from 8am-5pm everyday and need to get work done and study from 5pm-10/11pm. I feel a huge crash after 3/4pm and no longer have any motivation to get other stuff done. TLDR: Been on adderall XR for a week is it too soon to ask for IRs",1.602056932966022,2.3592955785123952,3.3062258953168033,95.3045913682277,76.68595041322314,6.700091827364558,21.7089072543618,6.937597516519254,0.19282846648301225,419,10,107,4,9,140,65,121,0.059000000000000004,0.9,0.040999999999999995,-0.2874,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,1,18,19,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,7,1,21,14,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,11,67,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404105934795883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579080875103429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133668395433505,0.0,0.42259276760202624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440034542525756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157501196062692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309915578704514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166615714865232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636534011923466,0.0,0.0,0.1946009551651444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312447918203879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391414819174355,0.15031680845917458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329636163853388 adhd,g00d_vibrations,2019/09/28,"Is Guanfacine supposed to feel like Adderall? Hi there, I have bipolar 2 and adhd (primarily inattention), and I stopped taking adderall several months ago because the suppressed appetite and difficulties sleeping were too much for me, and also it triggered hypomania and depression. In case it’s relevant, I’m on 75 mg lamictal daily and Xanax and clonopin as needed (usually daily at night, ~1 mg total). I just started taking guanfacine (red tablets, non-extended release) 6 days ago. Days 1-3 I cut the 1 mg tablet in 4 and took one quarter at bedtime. Days 3-6 I have taken one half of the tablet. My focus is greatly improved already, surprisingly. It’s not that semi-euphoric focus you get from adderall, but it’s also not as tense and twitchy/anxious as adderall, which I like. I definitely do feel like I’m on a low-dose stimulant thought. Further, I find it strange that guanfacine suppresses my appetite much like adderall, just to a lesser extent. And, I have dry mouth, similar to adderall, and a slight tendency to clench my jaw and bite my nails, which also happens to me on adderal, only way worse. So my question is: why does guanfacine have effects similar to adderall, when they work on totally different receptors (adrenergic vs dopanergic)? I was expecting more of a “mellow focus” from how guanfacine has been described, but this feels a lot like a regular stimulant to me, just at a lower dose. Has anyone else experienced this? Side questions: can you skip guanfacine on weekends? Does this drug keep working this well over time? Thanks in advance!",6.89993257164263,8.333628665480429,6.975047761753137,71.39663794718113,64.83629893238435,9.616857089342574,40.41224948492228,9.811843763644266,4.45388540925267,1249,72,194,26,19,400,166,281,0.057,0.825,0.11800000000000001,0.9574,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,1,4,12,11,1,0,10,0,14,7,3,5,2,41,30,23,0,2,8,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,13,12,0,4,8,1,0,2,2,2,1,4,6,5,21,9,27,24,7,30,0,1,1,0,6,14,0,3,18,123,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477515689439352,0.0,0.21796011494848064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566879771062207,0.2949483744306698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596342564561918,0.12596790526588345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494388423598004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378609315672781,0.0,0.10588917405492214,0.0,0.0,0.12844750695636895,0.0,0.0,0.2151735456599481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257289356786326,0.0,0.10270169280286634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186488467794966,0.17565859932666267,0.0,0.0,0.1123661342084926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642317626250238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135543233287612,0.0,0.0,0.10871659841680277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927588916428957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003145813625279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045203091883271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981305843273478,0.0,0.18075202397342915,0.0911594269384523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537209541107672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661643294021758,0.09350240964602242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754448174249607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388886915622497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303010127461365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701849519808641,0.0,0.0,0.10278444389270297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184873136578716,0.0,0.0,0.1131878447304568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760167105679604,0.07168806916888736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659232403774094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540248893402848,0.0,0.0,0.09758509302482696,0.0,0.0,0.11053900641860356,0.0,0.11093541406291152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790054824001185,0.0,0.12528770267393288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ardent_Face_Cannon,2019/09/28,"Forgot about laundry... Smell So, a while back I forgot to move laundry from washer to dryer in a timely fashion. That smell tho! It keeps coming back even after multiple washes with scent beads and oxyclean. Hoping I'm not the only one who has spent too much of my adult life smelling funky because of this. How do y'all fix the sour/icky smell? TL;DR - how make laundry unsmelly?",2.1950000000000003,5.000165166666669,2.6077777777777804,90.615,84.83333333333334,3.7555555555555564,20.5,5.033348758259628,-0.05448333333333366,300,9,53,1,9,92,60,72,0.02,0.93,0.05,0.4682,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,11,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,3,1,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942002962665099,0.0,0.1958934311849862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27681662515597355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225021951779105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917542705500895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856327650002675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269806930144352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145052123011804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415467288186298,0.2362309782229483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775669271217588,0.2444029694531079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873831599160417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,829nsk,2019/09/28,Would you rather date an ADHDer or a neurotypical person? Which type of relationship is the most likely to work out?,4.902857142857143,7.700692857142862,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,72.80952380952381,8.009523809523811,20.02380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.4672666666666667,94,2,16,2,2,30,21,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736041456903447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889997686150837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012665372988694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077111562795697,0.0,0.0,0.3978318261844507,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,inspiremenow2020,2019/09/28,Things I never thought I would say... Please don’t put your iphone in the toaster slot while it charges! 🤔🥴🤪 (to my 15 year old son with ADHD),-0.994032258064518,1.0557972580645192,0.37443548387096826,106.18165322580644,92.54838709677419,3.1,17.427419354838708,3.1291,-1.2775870967741936,109,3,28,0,4,34,30,31,0.073,0.836,0.09,0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254570296395643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730380608889428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714790119330289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886019742134392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35588268327325434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28152680159155435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519172228830826,0.0,0.0,0.281048230841049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514819777472431,0.0,0.0,0.2279739434131277 adhd,keljalapr,2019/03/11,"Therapist told me ADD is a child's disease After a professor recommended I get diagnosed after severe issues during undergrad, I called around to at least 60 offices and only one had an opening within the next two months. I saw her last week and then she said she would get back to me about some of the things I said to her. I came in today and she told me ""you're not a candidate for medication, I can't really diagnose you because ADD is really a disease that children have."" She also implied that I'm too functional to have something wrong with me. I tried explaining my symptoms again, which led me to crying in her office about how if there's not something wrong with me it just makes me feel like I'm just lazy and undisciplined, &#x200B; After talking to a lot of people and reading everything I could, I really thought I had figured out what was wrong with me. I made an appointment with a different doctor but today I've been sitting in bed all day crying. I just wasted time and money for nothing and feel like I was dismissed &#x200B; Sorry about the rant. I don't know if it's even allowed. I just feel really sad right now. 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I was wondering if maybe could help us with ADHD to pay more attention to what we read? I linked an example. Any thoughts? Disclaimer: I have no affiliation with whoever came up with it.",8.544742857142857,12.16973776,7.625904761904768,59.47200000000004,64.73333333333333,10.152380952380954,33.38095238095238,10.290406445055957,4.296295238095238,392,17,55,11,7,121,57,75,0.047,0.873,0.08,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,0,17,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,11,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,42,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567657920521057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528933233432534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302390623182794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850406808708724,0.0,0.24435869302068886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058214714311068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899070479915785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432050973293826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146401503220655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481180150359888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6411234764887302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24202381135587625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961424202552255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569946545181205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316943208114627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,killberos,2019/03/11,"Questions about Adderall IR I started taking Adderall IR a few days ago. I was prescribed 10mg twice a day. The doctor said to take 5mg for the first few days. Which I did. At that dosage I felt sleepy after an hour. Today I started 10mg. I haven't noticed that much of a difference in concentration nor energy. I feel less fatigued and my mood seems more stable. Those are the only differences though. I will keep this dosage for atleast another 5 days, and record any changes I experience. If nothing changes I'll bump up to 20mg to see if I am able to focus, and not lose track of everything. Could I be a fast metabolizer of these meds? I read a few post by people they know when the med is working. They feel something when it kicks in, but I haven't really felt switched ""on."" At this dosage. I read reports of users experiencing euphoria and feeling motivation as well the first time they took it, but then goes away as the body gets used to the meds. Which I don't care for, but I never noticed any of that on my current dosage. My blood pressure(110/60) and heart rate(60bpm) are normal. Haven't noticed anything there. No difference in sleep either. I only taken Adderall with meals though. Will taking it on an empty stomach be better? I would appreciate any suggestions.",3.109390243902439,5.549091097560978,3.7570934959349604,86.38246951219513,77.04878048780488,6.539024390243903,25.697154471544714,7.645422480735847,1.4301008130081303,1014,38,195,15,24,320,145,246,0.048,0.848,0.10400000000000001,0.9347,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,6,7,6,0,0,14,0,16,8,5,2,1,28,36,18,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,12,6,1,1,9,2,0,1,8,2,1,3,7,8,24,3,29,23,7,31,0,2,1,0,6,10,0,4,19,126,36,6,0.09755110228976337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647316628316955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901428418062286,0.10229083638811373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802762452918814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165247178715367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627602256905431,0.0,0.10835728332211966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945985022457064,0.0,0.20639226281601294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788661737293838,0.0,0.0,0.2516495631022359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057604175971948,0.0,0.09984768678770832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767264060665228,0.0954236966283264,0.0,0.0,0.14797430520110866,0.0,0.18732871250771976,0.0,0.0,0.16595383554733803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096642467313468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559852590361445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606818558226277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670790191754474,0.0,0.0,0.05361153463673046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913473085665587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325071849966359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171128455666444,0.0,0.07523742392056193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557936818380428,0.0936029136148058,0.33318772956374443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838401822477834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762965149845764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934269903782887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092795601830909,0.0,0.19515500200691244,0.0,0.0624937340655569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927934372552124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773559854115139,0.08880685976142692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762155252918228,0.0,0.0,0.07509960445831215,0.0,0.0,0.138094344586925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200388656122866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916869254113864,0.0,0.0568828322303449,0.0,0.09246703861969674,0.0,0.108382864014474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425283135525714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771015637490957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101836429496859,0.0,0.0,0.06929750418879012,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Cris_RodAN,2019/03/11,"Video games aren’t the same for me anymore I remember when I was younger and was able to beat games to completion while also having fun. But now I feel I can’t focus on one game for more then a certain time and just feel burnt out quicker. I’m currently 20 but feel like I’m 40. Of course I have my own personal things going on in my life but it feels like this one constant isn’t there anymore. I love video games with a passion, but I haven’t completed a game in what feels like such a long time. I’m just craving that satisfaction of just completing something and knowing that it was cause of my own work and strive. Hyperfocus with games just leaves a hollow, empty feeling of just putting all my eggs in a basket. I wonder if anyone else in the sub can relate to this feeling. TL;DR I feel unfocused when I play games and I never complete as many as I want to.",2.697966101694917,4.4471549548022615,3.745333333333335,89.22749152542373,75.72316384180792,6.753898305084746,24.79435028248588,7.554174236665415,1.1068865536723165,685,23,144,9,15,221,101,177,0.032,0.7709999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9809,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,8,0,10,4,0,1,3,35,26,17,0,2,10,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,11,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,8,17,8,21,23,5,20,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,2,14,95,25,1,0.12352961084672755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878658516410888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245016361126672,0.0863747761105457,0.12657068436650418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268989381369618,0.0,0.0,0.5180737868943842,0.13349162462707462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319313888898858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996822631489219,0.2647487360138565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020472458519436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788864354294563,0.0,0.0,0.13080002161894044,0.0,0.0,0.08725261734565001,0.18105098441415493,0.0,0.0,0.10931981834919756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149029670718222,0.0,0.0,0.12523963665949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527365124394466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674137225623983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078612914321534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418137800841801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993496843087008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950991295405584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206758446718226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144062218967085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286096501925618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396259354287174,0.08993102792698215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,frugaholic1201,2019/03/11,"What are some ADHD-friendly careers/occupations? I’m 31 years old and despite having plenty of years of college under my belt I have no degree. I’ve never figured out what I wanted to do enough to start and finish a whole degree, and I still have no clue what would make me happy as a career. What do you do for a living? And do you think your career is ADHD friendly? Why or why not?",2.158553345388789,3.980514873417725,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,77.48101265822784,5.020614828209767,20.14647377938517,5.288315135182226,0.005389150090416186,301,7,58,1,7,102,53,79,0.057,0.841,0.102,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,15,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,8,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,46,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141951333738188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104281865962944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305575054801332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772828183037494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890064108840307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279731437819904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499297502953178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447942656899927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141797499743465,0.0,0.1708416376242444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707518913022032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617914003598954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386070012235224,0.23884081990682896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196694387492438,0.0,0.0,0.27552275335155896 adhd,0x4d_,2019/03/11,"How should I go about writing a college application essay about my ADHD without conveying the wrong idea? I'm in a bit of a unique situation. I was very recently diagnosed with ADHD-I, a couple months after I submitted all my college applications. However, given this information I do have the proper basis for an appeal in the event that I do get rejected from the school I want to attend. Obviously I plan on writing my appeal essay on the challenges I faced going through nearly all of high school without really knowing what was wrong with me but I've heard from a lot of people that colleges generally don't like to admit people with mental health issues, especially those that directly affect academic performance like ADHD. Therefore I don't really know how to properly explain my situation without making a *worse* case for myself. ",10.628694418164613,9.384278264900663,11.10894985808893,53.83801324503313,57.741721854304636,13.926584673604546,42.10122989593188,12.785403640627713,5.878431598864712,682,31,96,20,7,234,94,151,0.068,0.89,0.042,-0.672,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,12,0,8,3,1,5,3,27,20,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,1,15,3,25,15,4,13,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,72,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796322254188761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523539574166985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471962696578581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502366329571808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950320611509536,0.0,0.15120916440680027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140573069896292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055455392667518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017580482752732,0.0,0.13884979999705965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622071553578622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998445251867705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309819777387906,0.0,0.0,0.08879922456631817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406395736126225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061840738905906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844538885250499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044612830963998,0.0,0.13135206213556186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926894553300496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990648324073775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976450597599492,0.0784651296870003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847114062765683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355699527267942,0.0,0.29089702682020463,0.0,0.0 adhd,rockbottomsummer,2019/03/11,Starting medication this week - Could I please hear some success stories to help calm my nerves? How has it changed your life; your study; your work; your relationships etc.? Anything unexpected change for the better? Did people around you (that know/don't know about your ADHD) notice any difference?,7.860510204081629,10.703175000000002,5.5630102040816345,76.99716836734696,64.3061224489796,8.16530612244898,30.617346938775512,8.841846274778883,2.6658530612244906,241,9,37,4,4,68,44,49,0.024,0.716,0.26,0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,22,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570559075877417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454534924124086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760144044463951,0.1904087011553504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916956909582355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525374983572924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077488516554293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223470997391446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385454600908081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410711625061917,0.0,0.1433669024638808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350982487093409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510778273268365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547309152183028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435167862123055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828537119712726,0.0,0.0,0.23478853612185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963932607786386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139343981214498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157078614834273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557154928046967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sparklybones,2019/03/11,"Frack! I was having trouble loading an article I wanted to actually read on my phone (it kept reloading due to some error) and I thought maybe the cache needed to be cleared. So I Googled how to do this and I followed the directions. They were so easy that I didn’t really think them completely through before I did it. And I deleted the history and web data. That’s more than 250 tabs (some of which I’d had open for at least 3 years) of articles and how-to’s and answers to questions, etc., etc., that I’d really been meaning to read, gone. Part of me feels that, well, I really don’t remember what was waiting for me under those tabs anyway, so NBD, but a bigger part feels a huge loss and a sense of WTF is wrong with me. 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So I was just recently switched from adderall XR 20mg go Concerta 27mg and I’m wondering if anyone has experienced withdrawal like symptoms even if being put on another stimulant right away?,8.081491228070174,10.798414342105268,8.913157894736845,53.72043859649128,63.47368421052632,14.540350877192983,46.877192982456144,13.023866798666859,8.19760350877193,187,13,24,9,3,63,35,38,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,7,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420638612114618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809643971867002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648882633177266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546129502400704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190999240235891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539495499030872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593717009063525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32793520838568263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220970070569552,0.0,0.0,0.27858500543186704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390612898554801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537652080683961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jacrobix,2019/03/11,"Help me get over Adhd Attention getter: Ok so I’m Jacob Rumore and I am doing my informative speech on ADHD, a Mental illness most of you in this class probably never thought of being so severe. &#x200B; Audience: Now when we all hear the term Mental Illness we as humans don’t think of ADHD, but why is that it’s more severe than we know. &#x200B; Credibility: I know a lot about ADHD because as you guys may have already guessed this but I have ADHD, And according to [ADDitudemag.com](https://ADDitudemag.com) I can be one of the smartest people in the world but only if it was an absolute interest to me. Also according to [ADD.Org](https://ADD.Org) my parents genetics are the reason I have ADHD. &#x200B; [https://add.org/adhd-facts/](https://add.org/adhd-facts/) &#x200B; [http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/10117.html](http://www.additudemag.com/adhd/article/10117.html) &#x200B; thesis: Now when I say severe I don’t mean it as being so severe that it’s lethal even though there have been some cases of suicide. &#x200B; Main points: now ill be talking about the effects of having ADHD and what it is. &#x200B; Then I will go over the types of medicine out there and some of their horrible side affects. &#x200B; And after that I will explain how its affected me personally. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; Main point 1: So what is ADHD? It Is Attention deficit hyper Disorder, it is a special nervous system that regulates emotions in different ways than someone without ADHD. Now ADHD is not a damaged nervous system or a defective one, it is a nervous system with its own set of rules. And something we know about it is that people with ADHD have learning disabilities, but what most people don’t know is that people with ADHD tend to have a significantly higher IQ than most people in the world. People with an ADHD nervous system know that if they get truly engaged with a task they can do it. When they reach high school we are able to solve solutions no one else saw coming. Now I know you all are thinking dang that’s not so bad its actually pretty cool! Well yeah it’s pretty cool but it comes with consequences and I’ll get to them in a bit. But also People think that we have a shortage of attention, but in reality it is that we pay too much attention to everything and if unmedicated we are thinking about 4-5 things at once. So in reality It’s not an attention deficit, but an inconsistent attention. We also suffer from memory loss, motivation/effort, learning from our mistakes, impulsivity/hyperactivity, organization and social skills, But the main thing has to do with literally just who you are. Which is why it is one of the most complex illnesses out there because it can differ significantly with each person. &#x200B; &#x200B; Main point 2: Now I just spoke about the symptoms of ADHD now im going to explain how we try to cope with the symptoms. And that is with Stimulant type medications such as Adderall, vyvanse, Ritalin and Concerta, which I have had to use everyone of those because like I said before each person is different. They all have different types of drugs in them that affect people differently but are ultimately trying to do the same thing, but the main drugs in almost all of them are amphetamines and methylphenidate, and methylphenidate is a central nervous system type stimulant drug. The one I take now which happened to be the only that has ever worked for me is Vyvanse and it has Lisdexamfetamine in it and this one is meant to restore balance of certain chemicals to your brain such as dopamine which is a neurotransmitter that is meant to send signals to your nerve cells. but lisdexamfetamine has another affect to it and that it is meant to stop binge eating which is a reason why this drug is abused and that’s for weight loss. But in reality These drugs are meant to cut down on hyperactivity, interrupting and fidgeting, and some people say that it can help improve his/her relationships and social skills but that depends on the person. Now yes you guys are probably thinking oh! So there is ways to cope with it why does it matter to me anymore. Well that’s the thing yes you no longer have to worry about not paying attention or being too hyper anymore but in order to get that we have to sacrifice things that is very debatable to do. Such as it makes you so depressed that you are practically not yourself anymore you won’t talk to people unless it’s your teacher and when you do talk to people it’s usually not the best attitude. Then depending on who you are it either makes you so hungry that you keep eating nonstop and end up becoming obese or you will not eat at all for a whole week and that’s just saying you don’t take your medicine over the weekend to the point where you can become anorexic if you don’t force yourself to stop those behaviors. &#x200B; &#x200B; Main point 3: So I just explained how the drugs work and what they are doing to us relatively, now let me explain how its affected me personally. Basically I’ve lived with this condition for 19 years my entire life and to be honest I hate and love it. The reason why I love having it is because I love my personality off my medicine everyone loves it I’m so outgoing, nice, caring, and one of the easiest people to talk to its almost impossible to hate me unless you hate human interaction then I would understand. But it gives you a personality to kill for and I really do appreciate It sometimes. But then the reason why I hate having it is because I care about having a life when I’m older and the only way to do that is by taking my medicine. Which makes me a very dull person when I’m on it and all of my relationships I have tried having have gone to shit because the girls hated seeing me like this or I couldn’t handle all of the things going on at once. Not only has it screwed my relationships but it also has had another effect on me that I’ve hated for my whole life because It really is so hard to control and force yourself to do things your body doesn’t want to do and it is the fact that it completely suppresses my eating. When I was younger and I took my medicine everyday I would throw up because my stomach acid had been eating away at my stomach that my body did the only thing it could to save itself. I would go for 2 weeks without eating anything it was horrible. Now I have to force myself to eat everyday just so my body doesn’t turn on itself. But I’m thankful Ive found enough strength to actually do it now unlike when I was younger. &#x200B; Conclusion: Summary of thesis: So even though it’s not as severe as something such as down syndrome, it still has its pains and side effects that we have to deal with every day that are so severe sometimes that I can see how someone would just not want to be around anymore, when you have been hurt so many times it starts to wear on you. Take Away: And now when we all hear mental illness, ADHD is going to pop up in your mind because you’ve all heard what it actually does to people. Closing statement Then one day when you hear someone else that has ADHD other than me you will now understand and I hope you guys forgive them and have patience because they might end up being the nicest person you meet. &#x200B; Thankyou. &#x200B; &#x200B; Bibliography: ""ADHD: The Facts."" ADDA - Attention Deficit Disorder Association. N.p., n.d. Web. 06 Feb. 2017. &#x200B; ""Secrets of Your ADHD Brain."" ADDitude Magazine. N.p., n.d. 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I pretty much really need something like this. I've done kind of a lot of traditional therapy over the years (though the more I learn about CBT, I don't think any of it has been that, even though at the time I thought it was?) and I definitely need something different than what I've previously had. Previous therapy was for depression/anxiety, before my ADHD diagnosis. I would never say it hasn't been helpful -- though some more helpful than others (one therapist guided me through the worst time of my life, right after my type 1 diabetes diagnosis, and pretty much saved my life). But now that I have my ADHD diagnosis, meds, and a WAY better understanding of my brain and subsequently how my life has gone up to this point, I have a better idea of what I really need from a therapist or coach. At least.. I think so. So I'm really curious what ADHD coaching has looked like for any of you, particularly those of you diagnosed as adults. I also think a support group with a very good, well-controlled structure could be super helpful. Kind of like this sub, but in person, smaller, more organized, focused on goals and accountability, celebrating successes, etc. If you've had experience with either of these, how has it gone? Pros, cons? How did you find your coach/group? 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Not only do I bite my nails I bite off ALL the skin around my nails and bite my nails down to the point to where it hurts and bleeds. I know I bite my nails because I literally can’t just sit and do nothing. I ALWAYS have to be doing something. Does anyone know of anything that I can do to stop biting? The only thing that works is getting fake nails but I can’t afford those. 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At work and at uni I am completely fine when I know what I am supposed to be doing. I can sit down and do it and most of the time I do it well. The problem is most of the time I have no clue what I am supposed to be doing. I am working on 2 group projects right now, and other team members just go out and do stuff and are productive. I have no clue what would be useful to do and what should be done. It's the same at work. Other people seem to understand what to do, but I just don't get it when I don't have clear ""You need to put these there and then fix this"" type of instructions. So how do people get the seemingly unseen tasks that are supposed to be done? And how do you get what you should be doing when given vague instructions and are working on large, complicated projects? 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I love my mom a lot, don't get me wrong, but she stresses me out so much. I'm a junior in high school and I feel like I'm in elementary school sometimes. She's always telling me how much work I have to do and printing lists of missing work that I haven't turned in yet. It seems like every chance she gets, she brings up how much work I have to do. I'm well aware of how much work I have to do and its a constant stressor for me. She doesn't understand my ADHD even though I know she's trying. I'm sure most of you know the cycle that you get into where you can't stop putting off work, but the entire time you're procrastinating, you're thinking about how much work you have to do and you can't ever relax. She doesn't get that and whenever she sees me procrastinating, she tells me how much work I have to do. I know how much work I have to do! Telling me about it isn't helping me! I just really need advice on how to deal with her. I don't need to be constantly reminded of how much stuff I have to do. I've tried talking to her about this and she tells me she'll stop but she never does. I don't feel like I need therapy to manage my ADHD since I have it under control fairly well, but my grades have gotten so much worse as my mom has become more and more overbearing. Do any of you guys have experience with family counseling for a family member like this? I'm considering going so maybe a therapist could help her better understand my ADHD. Any advice or tips would seriously be appreciated, thanks!",3.2334067882472155,4.273481483282676,4.604882218844988,86.46389880952383,73.07294832826747,7.914944275582575,23.43477710233029,8.344100000000001,1.1315014184397172,1244,32,274,20,24,414,139,329,0.083,0.777,0.14,0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,6,0,10,23,16,0,2,7,0,33,1,0,11,3,53,64,27,0,5,7,3,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,13,0,3,10,1,0,3,11,5,2,0,1,3,55,11,35,58,13,23,0,1,1,1,36,12,0,4,12,187,65,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482262938928124,0.1345552321661451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728717672476374,0.0,0.0,0.09363820681168236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603737336614215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060890594442545076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880078438926786,0.07721905533026878,0.054969646139648894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097942029920032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060249480670728675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547355424038013,0.06227709397395581,0.058007536393547124,0.0,0.0,0.06734670234656794,0.12980781837543934,0.0,0.06962338733766889,0.09837026528813664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438812686328678,0.0,0.039127990670924415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681704935219171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844239254977742,0.07274185128096054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351142933350207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454291518556344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058532235724671276,0.062138144052732526,0.0,0.04595667523257552,0.0,0.06916722123720495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419023661301572,0.0,0.0,0.4555018130627178,0.15315009420245787,0.05309993820336346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921140747898663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044105888320713764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935600834933576,0.054863062338429164,0.06267677067659118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695190174801468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809258152299501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151202736669446,0.15773064811457665,0.0,0.0788146608197907,0.0,0.0,0.06488856728660465,0.0,0.0,0.055337535641977166,0.2407052734019889,0.0633861271592037,0.07873386054526472,0.07993800947810907,0.0,0.04411511502672317,0.06764295853938469,0.0,0.04014591035775918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348675008021756,0.0748870177592775,0.0,0.2150200589375519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380551168877026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009781897209456,0.0,0.07016214746456341,0.048907750934657386,0.0752746448687387,0.0,0.0 adhd,adammartin99,2019/03/11,best option until adderall shortage is resolved in a couple months? (june 2019) according to the fdas website adderall is in a shortage until june 2019. until then what should i do?i was honestly thinking of switching to vyvance or something. sorry if i seem like an addict ,5.055625000000003,8.189001645833333,5.116500000000002,75.47850000000003,74.20833333333334,5.506666666666668,34.6,6.742157984588678,2.8032449999999995,221,12,29,2,5,69,37,48,0.098,0.684,0.218,0.8156,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,8,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987326438246731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838428004765746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047067425844721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869197530527026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919463296080592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33297438047952355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158009793321354,0.0,0.4094386372721445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343643895056683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,schoffelfield,2019/03/11,My vyvanse done stopped working I was taking 40mg a day and I couldn’t sleep so for a week I was taking half of the pill and I still got the focus(it whore off slightly early but definitely helped me get work done) and I could sleep before 4am. I got switched to a 30mg pill and ever since I haven’t been able to focus again almost as if I wasn’t even taking it. Anyone got any idea why or how to fix it?,0.7846666666666664,2.2793574111111106,2.695277777777779,95.77625000000003,80.44444444444444,4.9444444444444455,19.027777777777786,5.148860815047168,-0.5315555555555558,317,7,76,1,8,106,61,90,0.053,0.9059999999999999,0.040999999999999995,0.0141,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,0,9,5,2,1,1,14,16,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,0,10,0,7,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,7,47,12,2,0.17508632783987949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532366616398246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906470689712867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242443138553627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898556927435228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397921858759821,0.0,0.0,0.11291619692621364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583482041096577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564286825975514,0.158375607412612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914753798746504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200975924419732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735667488967745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976511525501527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483321968133722,0.0,0.3504255461838285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982416758115754,0.1463800099209283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949293863197151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044369114866068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798817793928954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492986387106514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Disastrous_Camp,2019/03/11,Best non-legal medication for ADHD. Hello everyone - new to reddit so please go easy one me :). Anyway I am currently on the waiting list for a referral to a specialist to diagnose whether I have ADHD or not. For the time-being can anyone recommend non-prescribed medication that helps people e.g. from Holland and Barrett or your local pharmacy. Thanks!,4.4974423963133665,7.697371370967745,6.1352534562212,66.85145161290325,77.2258064516129,9.349308755760367,31.43778801843318,9.606745405546679,4.28655944700461,283,14,39,9,7,96,51,62,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.9562,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,8,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602284847434373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629734291047512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446007893767991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656907819300335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227158426504407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246349478649286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622714778940616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696027595672168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510800823683105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793956102570053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158681120181792,0.0,0.0,0.2558494513139646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458673907138268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590954956257678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tropiew,2019/03/11,I seem to be a bit too blunt. Is it caused by my ADHD? I have accidentally hurt a few girls and probably many other people i didn't notice by accidentally insulting them in ways that i did not think were insults. For example I told someone to go to a doctor because i worried about their health and they took it as an insult. I told someone they dated people that would be troublesome. they took it as an insult. I am more careful with it now but i want to get rid of it. ,1.8763115693012613,3.821665061855669,4.184467353951892,84.25844215349373,78.79381443298968,6.785337915234822,23.14891179839633,7.793537801064563,1.1664258877434135,369,12,76,6,9,128,65,97,0.16899999999999998,0.782,0.049,-0.8476,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,3,6,4,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,10,19,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,7,0,15,1,13,9,3,7,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,1,2,58,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072517206702244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119582137881366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005105538142635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872549189929966,0.188670730065904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798510613935654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595544033076386,0.0,0.10437893993461483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522335605702992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966132026457086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620371477208025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090995886549415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465521784467265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801792713620028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719833473608267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112312191483597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768273460064632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509924541847122,0.40810888766541786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832818355542527,0.1457817781769515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651694860663492,0.0,0.13046770635577595,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KitLarv,2019/03/11,"Can somebody talk to me? I'm new here, so don't fully know what I'm doing, but I just really feel that I need to talk some things through. A while ago I was just randomly looking at stuff online, and long story short, noticed that my behaviour matched some ADHD symptoms. After a bit more research, I only became more convinced that I might have ADHD. (If it's helpful, I can talk more about my symptoms in the comments). Anyway, I'm only 16, so I talked to my Dad about what I thought, and said that maybe I should see a doctor. He's pretty convinced that ADHD is a super obvious condition, which has kids ""running up the walls"" (that's not quite what my symptoms are like, I think they're more subtle), and that ADHD is normally diagnosed at a young age. While I'm not super hyper, I often find it hard to concentrate in class sometimes, often don't think before I speak, can't sit still, and am able to sit down and do thinks I like doing, like playing video games for example, all day (with breaks). I am quite easily addicted to things. Anyway, I dont know what to do, should I see a doctor behind my parents' backs, or just try to manage my activity better. Did all of you get your ADHD diagnosed very early, like my dad says normally happens? I'm sorry that this is a lot, but I would really appreciate some help!",7.1273810921902525,5.801685267175577,7.718091603053438,75.62388432178508,64.64885496183207,10.504286553141515,32.36758661186142,9.466822959209583,2.776822313564298,1028,32,199,16,13,343,146,262,0.016,0.769,0.215,0.9957,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,5,14,10,0,0,9,0,24,8,0,0,3,40,43,13,0,7,9,3,2,4,0,4,8,3,0,1,19,6,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,8,27,10,22,35,11,24,0,0,3,0,18,8,0,10,16,136,46,5,0.09128261690702416,0.0,0.0,0.09951152624896753,0.5485198331069009,0.0,0.0809165322101366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019069786182558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767478370545837,0.0,0.0,0.08073205665108288,0.09965697567196892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058869736282549226,0.0,0.0,0.1852998693532777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186863252760012,0.0,0.0,0.10698254717757592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046155233843945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343065812898079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769139978284652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072091666540965,0.0,0.08177129501548573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236962791559094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033307801086452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838430303077113,0.0,0.0,0.08078224346628085,0.07665440808736496,0.0,0.0,0.07760521659708053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917056579007281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683643126601826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768490379871943,0.0,0.0881613202267933,0.0,0.0,0.17887516686837404,0.0,0.10392586436575824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388490870200929,0.0,0.0,0.1013585435058557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928672380875964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418059856006248,0.0,0.0,0.1169559636312648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683067218751861,0.07259160078043228,0.0,0.0,0.14548085454929335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028084221151744,0.102183416209494,0.0,0.0,0.07289841577651274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449675718378934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463277136850795,0.0,0.29347803898317065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128822914690016,0.1754706452504912,0.0,0.0724682014569239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197490493152665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531771883730225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484455202452412,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,floppy_penguin,2019/03/11,"Awful comedown on Vyvanse So recently I asked my doc to up my dose from 20mg to 30mg, so when i took it last morning I had a decent mood boost for about 2 hours then I started to feel really down and shit, it lasted all day and even into today but milder. I don't tend to get comedowns on 20mg but I also don't get symptom relief so thats why I tried to raise it.",1.5460642570281138,2.108523144578317,4.021867469879517,90.86645582329321,76.59036144578313,6.497188755020081,22.26706827309237,6.42735559955562,0.3190176706827308,283,7,68,2,6,100,59,83,0.153,0.823,0.025,-0.8254,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,1,7,10,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,1,13,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,9,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080891518703506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432604163006903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678133660118237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186568009027742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315695574588678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718970674155182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562535836020265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42421035061886897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666966354148333,0.0,0.256925129716307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671009385699171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841773655924352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704569243715253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664783526149084,0.0,0.28910192418464864,0.1766649226167028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347982720972443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itsthedanksouls,2019/03/11,"Forgot to take my ADHD + Anxiety meds this morning. Luckily I remembered by 11am and took them. I ended up napping for 2 hours meaning I killed half of my day doing nothing. Before that I was a COMPLETE zombie unable to pay attention to anything. No motivation or reaction. My puppy had a pee accident - no reaction from me. I was dead on the inside. I started thinking ""Why am I so tired? I got 9 hours of sleep... Didn't sleep late...so wdf is it? I put my meds in my pocket downstairs to get water...shit and fuck me sideways""",0.3959029649595678,2.8123807735849096,3.3930458221024296,84.22169811320755,90.32075471698113,6.047439353099732,24.552560646900268,7.447530270364453,1.6783956873315369,406,18,77,8,14,144,79,106,0.24600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,7,5,3,1,0,9,16,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,1,2,3,2,0,1,7,0,17,0,12,9,0,10,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,5,49,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884090109149334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329355665624179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300004685603515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786768720150667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821972693222972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206895384829328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539109488634014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606499724314838,0.09078901348516266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898182599355374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34226202258682864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922536399737044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196023066518756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892893091383527,0.38604437803278413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667395003853317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468946351787698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685048559311893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783750810130273,0.0,0.0,0.3477962013563126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299714364244728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306553720771659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134646812936826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972604552404072,0.0,0.0,0.19306775716911245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680274667436853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thiccumscookies,2019/03/11,"It’s like visiting an old friend. (First time poster: recommended by teachers through young adulthood to get diagnosed; anti-medication parents who didn’t want me to “have an excuse.” Finally got diagnosed at 22 when I had my own insurance/financial independence. ) To avoid building a tolerance I only take my meds on workdays or important weekends when I need to focus. When I’m off my meds it’s almost like I’m visiting an old friend. He’s still me; just a sillier more erratic version of me. Is he gonna sing “this is Halloween” for 2 hours? Is he going to fold one (1) small load of laundry, or is he going to spend all afternoon calculating how many gallons of water are wasted annually on CVS receipts? He’s a fun guy but he sucks at Microsoft excel so it’s best to leave him home on mondays. 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I’m 19 and I have lived with my adhd for years now but it seems like now in college it’s much more complicated to deal with. I never took meds for it then or counseling but I’m considering it now cause of how I’ve been doing. I don’t like the way I’ve been and I really wish I could get back on track and I’m scared cause it’s a lot more to deal with since I’m starting to become an adult. I spend nights sometimes up thinking and sometimes miss school, I get to class and I’ll space out and forget some notes sometimes. I don’t wanna fail these courses and have to pay the money back. If anyone can help with finding the right assistance it would be greatly appreciated, anything would. 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I got it out and set the pan on the stovetop then went to grab something from upstairs. As expected, 15 minutes later I had the “oh shit the stoves on” moment. I rushed downstairs to find out I had forgotten to actually turn on the stove.",3.41,5.252993333333336,4.430000000000003,84.67500000000003,74.0,6.8000000000000025,27.0,7.554174236665415,1.5373999999999994,240,9,46,3,5,78,43,60,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,0,12,1,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2854941037111259,0.0,0.3515974910820355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26739242874154906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339851105312241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847356469290046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454557388019435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003062648549826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252252030152524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182187569155849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542407819708131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,exwasadickthrowaway,2019/03/11,"Yall I'm confused and need help So I went to a pyschiatrist (literally 10 minutes ago), and told here I was concerned about ADHD symptoms. But she told me I needed to go to a pyschologyst to get a neurologist evaluation (or something like that)? But I was told I should meet with pyschiatrist first and then I'd get recommended to a pyschologyst. Why is this so hard?",3.150142857142857,5.683848585714286,4.661428571428573,79.45357142857145,77.42857142857143,8.571428571428571,28.57142857142857,9.23628265651192,2.8478571428571438,291,13,55,8,7,97,47,70,0.064,0.8240000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.4929,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,14,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,1,8,1,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713064596936157,0.0,0.20011289072512112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202200628082475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358890973846572,0.0,0.12829837392372287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022267857622752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131481361282775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102895711310579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478008480241594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379262939503404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346396758812133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471386061154322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092716088818885,0.2037033830447815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,codexofthemoon,2019/03/11,"Aced my university mathematics exam! I’ve struggled with math my whole life. I just got my Calculus exam back and... well, I got a 93! Not bad for me! I guess working hard yields results. It’s an interesting feeling, I didn’t think I’d be able to do this even after hours of studying. I like this idea: If someone else can do it, why can’t you? The idea hit my like a train at the beginning of this semester and it’s working out. How come I can’t pass math but these other kids can? There’s gotta be some combination of steps they’re taking to succeed, and I need to find which of those steps work for me. Just rambling, but anyway... WE GOT THIS, FOLKS!!!",0.7237777777777765,2.9502730814814844,2.6044444444444435,92.42000000000002,84.85185185185185,5.674074074074074,20.85185185185185,7.0316486544052195,0.4332074074074073,506,16,113,7,15,168,89,135,0.023,0.851,0.126,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,5,8,7,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,2,0,24,21,7,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,4,2,15,5,13,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,6,70,26,9,0.17810308807607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369502810829678,0.14870863917256305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342004005236426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487822763984605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763540994401832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005427273029218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278299589203912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273359286835047,0.0,0.1962006310354914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954538390449038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539566561988346,0.0,0.0,0.4021134153109969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257994782421997,0.17402434499899713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206118307237433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090616856049138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861920179833959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133911357030413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412126735164832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013606550139428,0.0,0.160710334825417,0.19884573740898046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38898350795076986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,signalsovertheweb,2019/03/11,"New to Vyvanse so I've been given a prescription for vyvanse. First prescription for anything to deal with my adhd. Ill admit i have taken it recreationally before. But now that I'm actually taking it the right way I'm feeling some of the side effects (dizziness, stomach problems). Never had these problems before. Im limiting how often i take it because of this. and i feel like I'm not getting the full potential of the prescription. anyway to deal with this. is this common?",3.2888764044943817,6.177961539325846,4.7192022471910136,77.08015168539329,79.6741573033708,6.706067415730338,29.1247191011236,7.908726449838941,2.5536417977528094,383,18,60,7,10,127,61,89,0.033,0.8740000000000001,0.094,0.5037,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,2,1,16,15,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,4,1,10,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.20199784146896432,0.0,0.24876848012362934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033973770491775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618259358735054,0.0,0.3522760111861383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268067390680155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932638493804806,0.1478776945905763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607034755720882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814665507851312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359076346874565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011275920770338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964776391352148,0.19991763574242247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961336585349143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677310732001575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112698533835983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643034686401254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LiveInVanDownByRiver,2019/03/11,"This is my first day on 30mg Vyvanse Hey guys - Little nervous, sitting at work right now. Definitely focused... I have a strong heart, healthy blood pressure, 26 years old I feel a little anxious, usually drank 4 cups of coffee during work hours. I've had one so far, a little anxious so I'm not drinking another. My body feels fine, a little sweaty in the stomach, grinding teeth a little (not bad)... Just looking for insights - does your body adjust as you continue taking this over time? &#x200B;",3.7498067632850223,6.358066347826089,4.172753623188406,83.35292270531401,75.73913043478261,5.828019323671497,29.78743961352657,6.937597516519254,1.8671990338164248,392,18,66,4,9,123,74,92,0.08199999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.115,0.6223,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,4,4,5,0,2,6,0,3,8,6,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,3,6,2,7,7,0,21,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,9,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144831374665055,0.16242366466253974,0.0,0.14016463588063138,0.0,0.3020180744819959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160885543557633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969544428052825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620608313317972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169755060845875,0.0,0.0,0.13094569820035976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351751231459798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369962234070533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132354302327398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839957775045269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316380110605437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.669862214835318,0.0,0.0,0.11224912312139748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026416525441313,0.0,0.09057824234579463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141534382201874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050319450940626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794404414853137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721860551762925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462668453454932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242366466253974,0.08607908884597758 adhd,Hoistamoist,2019/03/11,"Headaches for the past month? Hello everyone, In the past month I’ve stopped taking my medication (Ritalin) due to weight loss. Since stopping I’ve seen a huge increase in weight gain which I’m very happy about but I’ve had these really bad daily headaches like eye throbbing and I’m sick of taking paracetamol and taking naps just I just feel really tired. Has anyone else experienced this and do you lot think I should go see a doctor? I think it’s just my brains just having some kind of withdrawal symptoms but how long do they last? Thank you",3.1247272727272737,5.794950390476192,3.4165367965368,87.56922077922079,78.42857142857143,6.865800865800866,21.926406926406926,8.00094639256281,1.1850952380952378,441,13,84,8,11,136,74,105,0.174,0.7,0.125,-0.7692,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,2,6,6,0,0,4,0,6,11,2,1,0,18,18,6,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,3,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,7,8,4,7,15,3,14,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,2,10,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093303545333062,0.1602090149281855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055383835156298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454916319809574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004080299572887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061848572201815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494084168868166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906017451518245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886283443431464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166447833646293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628245912155112,0.0,0.12745404407687333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638946308920125,0.0,0.0,0.13837343534572888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293144582905456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575159720064023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496096798026147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985260979712944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033608596898406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459845602963936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934237943155846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614474611010483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625176222572383,0.35268915961701336,0.0,0.0,0.14395502622541542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037799516158145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971250124054153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901314757705934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38080804044218897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,busbybebe,2019/03/11,"ADHD and acute stress disorder So I was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid and was on medication until my last year of high school. When I went to college my counselor helped me come up with ways to structure my days and manage it. I'd done okay without any medication for years. Unfortunately last year I was the victim of an attack that left suffering from acute stress/PTSD. My psychiatrist is not too keen on labeling it PTSD just yet. I've had issues concentrating and being motivated since the incident. Initially I was told that it was mostly due to my acute stress/the meds I was on. After some conversations with my psychologist and psychiatrist they agreed to put me back on adderall. I was wondering if there's anyone who can give me some insight into managing ADHD and acute stress/PTSD. I have some professionals I'm working with, but getting some info from someone who's living with it or knows someone who is would be great.",5.567226373626371,7.301442645714285,6.3148571428571465,73.76468131868134,68.25714285714285,9.4989010989011,29.461538461538463,9.851270322608157,2.97474065934066,753,28,132,18,13,247,108,175,0.07400000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.062,0.2488,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,2,1,4,1,16,3,0,1,0,30,24,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,11,0,17,3,24,10,5,24,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,8,12,92,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938064427423075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427764510958781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763735846177709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426071073504301,0.0,0.08398830017989697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940888056281056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704419422092567,0.0,0.0,0.1108624185584782,0.0,0.0,0.1251828289806682,0.0,0.0,0.11177645090712092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706624557069202,0.10477984174647302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120422406612006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321210185507082,0.11540360709657482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400390322933245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060027930556682575,0.17806806283092771,0.0,0.0,0.11867471943454633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644884424928203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213258214420638,0.22006805828140952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830391791793484,0.10980262303822468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054287010085416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035314302553217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509421789909652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004735354286226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437043233255312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669877105978824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125389563006082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529027753563701,0.11845128791382666,0.07951806395832631,0.0,0.0,0.07759124593956597,0.0,0.0,0.21101451248676528 adhd,icouldbeawesome,2019/03/11,This may be a silly question So I wanted to ask this before going...I’m due for a refill of my medication every 12th day of the month. February was short...even though my script from my doctor says the earliest I can refill is the 12th-do I technically have to wait until the 14th? It’s no problem either way but didn’t want to go tomorrow and for the pharmacy to think I was trying to fill too early. ,4.863292682926829,4.982326060975613,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,68.87804878048779,9.486829268292682,26.15609756097561,9.3871,2.075860487804878,315,8,62,6,5,110,62,82,0.047,0.9179999999999999,0.034,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,8,2,0,0,0,10,14,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,11,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608544530892076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743313139824598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995062442861187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28559800960832155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842960259072237,0.0,0.2350939707392886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857861350065452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28109236672443577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271828932431606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26699307364556985,0.0,0.0,0.3125763438618353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189506380689425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879051940579432,0.27414458024364635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944237813135906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291570725287062,0.22148023606526826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDjinn,2019/03/11,"Feelings So, I was having a weird overload yesterday, the kind where I want to fight about something incoherent but am just aware enough to know that this is a topic of conversation that shouldn't be pursued. Before ending up in the laundry basket (trying to figure things out and I liked the compression), I described my frustrations as knowing that items in a room were moved two inches but not knowing which items were moved. Because things have to be just so and how dare items be moved out of alignment without my knowledge. Does this feeling resonate with anyone else?",8.371197411003237,8.96353759223301,6.9147087378640775,76.06326051779938,61.427184466019405,8.808414239482202,35.61326860841424,8.344100000000001,2.946043365695793,464,19,75,5,6,138,73,103,0.086,0.828,0.086,-0.0115,1,0,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,21,17,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,2,6,2,15,10,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652287042326047,0.20005601078532834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119022178557003,0.0,0.16614279795937156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086400333642165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310576030993434,0.0,0.17293295218650526,0.2017447500168676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744785438683446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033221300994108,0.3219117745820549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538895959449592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225574103802859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031247227794975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594299563989301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256147770729254,0.0,0.19073022333524264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516311282250777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821338541025065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neogupi,2019/03/11,"How you deal with meds side effects? I'm 18 and started taking 5 mg of Methylphenidate a day about a year ago, but since then my sister and friends point out that I'm starting to be boring and speak overall less, and I feel its true, whenever I know I'm going out with friends or family I don't take my pill just for the sake of talking or laughing. I really like the energy and concentration it gives but I really struggle with the social part. Is 5mg too little? Here in Mexico Concerta is too expensive for a daily basis also public health services offer a Ritalin like pill (not bad, just from a different lab) and it's the one I've been taking Did you struggle with the same issue? How? 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Thank you ADHD for forgetting, rant This is more of a rant than anything but I forgot about Daylight Savings day and as a result, missed yet another class. Why is it so hard for me to be an adult with ADHD? No, I know why, but it still really makes me angry that I am struggling so much even with stimulant meds. I woke up late, my period started, I haven't faced the day yet, and everything is going wrong. I even forgot to take my meds, which is probably why I'm feeling so foggy and sluggish. I almost want to delete this post because I feel stupid and I'm just ranting but still. Yay for ADHD. I'm going to take a deep breath, get my pills, and try to restart today instead of letting this setback get to me. Hopefully, I can get through today without rage quitting. I could use some positivity but I ran out.",2.110289132602194,4.24571339548023,3.6705882352941184,87.29078763708875,78.88700564971751,6.198604187437687,25.101030242605518,7.285733465282438,1.2239261548687272,689,26,137,9,17,228,111,177,0.16699999999999998,0.725,0.10800000000000001,-0.9108,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,12,10,2,1,5,1,11,3,2,4,0,32,35,14,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,3,18,5,21,27,3,22,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,14,88,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497840118896562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492139336081297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081364855530148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266050127019588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604783524846784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960454867654916,0.0,0.0,0.24136471068030305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479541583094398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211931001051573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261570077326565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553376042449905,0.0,0.1417991973787352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117535438392249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390716802095103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856059348141727,0.0,0.14072601171659782,0.0,0.0,0.12756766400965042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327311919720988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771433312975451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170728392377067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947820466101047,0.0,0.13450406352135408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326894115459422,0.0,0.0,0.07991950846840644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604040411769828,0.0,0.0,0.0883003096764581,0.0,0.19925467248006185,0.0,0.0,0.13041817528658414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759638595908215,0.0,0.0,0.11485514336416584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365011592446429,0.0,0.0,0.08469861280643212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774591996567533,0.0,0.0,0.07358213012738951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377086006903257,0.0,0.0,0.12025675129429868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363970401026512,0.0,0.0 adhd,TinyFedoraMan,2019/03/11,"Vyvanse and acid reflux? I’ve been taking Vyvanse for a few months now and every time I take it, I get hit with nonstop acid reflux. I thought it might’ve been from not eating enough with the pill, because if I don’t, I get nauseous. But I eat full meals with the pill, and I always get acid reflux. 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I wanted to do start doing something that could help others while helping myself. I crashed pretty hard last year and have been aimless in the dark for months. Now, as I help myself I want to help others, if I can. So, I started a daily log to track my progress. &#x200B; One entry down and the days that followed: 1. Started writing Thursday morning. 2. Hyperfocused for ten hours straight. Rewriting, restructuring, reformatting. 3. Got a second opinion from non-ADHD roomie. Mistrusted non-ADHD opinion. 4. Thought it looked like too much text. 5. Spent until Friday morning highlighting in different colors. Doodling on the sides. Finally went to sleep. 6. Woke up Saturday evening and continued. Different drafts of colored and doodled text. 7. Got second opinion from roomie, again. Said it was fine as it was. Mistrusted my own opinion. Laughed at the whole thing. 8. Decided to post before midnight. Forgot. 9. Procrastinated all Sunday. 10. Decided to post in the evening. Forgot. 11. Woke up Monday. Decide to just do it. 12. Two and a half hours later and voilà. &#x200B; You're welcome to read Thursday's log. 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I am on day 3 of being off of them and it is dramatically affecting my work performance. I never thought to go to a doctor to get checked out for ADHD until I randomly came across a set of symptoms online and realized I matched them 100%. I recently got treated this past year because I feel like my job was on the line. I work for a well known tech company in the Bay Area. I’m pretty sure I only got the job because of my friends referral and it’s been obvious that I’m incompetent/a under performer. I’m also in school part time for my masters in cyber security. The meds saved me and made me much more focused. I could actually get stuff done and be productive, especially with my high demanding job and my masters degree. But then I started to masturbate 3 times a day, drink a Red Bull or a monster everyday at work, smoke cigarettes, then transition to the juul/e-cig with the occasional couple of cigs everyday. I also smoke weed almost everyday This past week my throat got very sore, I think it’s because I started hitting the juul every minute or so. I smoke it more than I smoke cigarettes because I’m able to do so inside. I also had very bad shortness of breath these past few days, which went away after stopping any sort of smoking, energy drinks, adhd meds, masturbation etc. I’m 3 days into being off of all these substances and addictions. I feel like a zombie. My work is back to being subpar. I really don’t know what to do. It seems like it comes down to either my health or my work. Sorry to vent, just not sure what to do. I’ve been drinking a lot of water and tea these past few days, my breathing is 50x better but my brain is not. I’m slipping back to my old adhd symptoms .",4.231962055715659,5.163873054755044,5.827424351585016,79.03471962055718,70.61383285302594,8.895725264169071,29.155739673390972,9.188382445141503,2.457044284341978,1358,51,265,27,24,464,183,347,0.026000000000000002,0.9009999999999999,0.073,0.8737,3,0,9,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,10,9,12,0,0,16,0,20,15,4,2,5,45,45,21,0,1,9,0,2,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,16,14,5,2,8,3,1,4,4,1,1,0,12,3,36,11,44,27,10,50,0,0,1,0,3,17,0,8,31,169,52,10,0.07747935912175688,0.0,0.07560867797091511,0.08446393782565406,0.3724605325720053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775843862902023,0.0,0.0,0.18588064649144256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268862108322864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279440835943009,0.1191536892984197,0.06469202855167441,0.18892279273284573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852419684985986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649258874238913,0.0,0.08861574609850617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674160739208597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618609637058915,0.085729437187261,0.0,0.24983888463038625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930340714267205,0.0,0.07928828464047792,0.0,0.2277008257177153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640996616439303,0.0,0.0,0.06527970171743804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835178393244557,0.11070253927538214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986036066160911,0.0,0.0809595345969996,0.0,0.04403330530142606,0.0,0.18590196409147272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235693564825552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186119682413512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306589260013213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258062951302632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135575036998793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658701804372158,0.0,0.07331284297353684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581863045391785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056956243843810886,0.0,0.05975685820567901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130155396722097,0.0,0.0,0.05892654396573301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390259562043438,0.295851261015762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882436255923007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496352614257743,0.0,0.07650151995320417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784132478567856,0.0,0.07053429862322662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673179920824681,0.10968057834090476,0.0,0.0,0.06477621352183444,0.0,0.0,0.08869532942014975,0.0,0.0,0.146046758083409,0.16106144088853025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964564484581894,0.0,0.06150995661427816,0.09035767475279503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278571711407149,0.0,0.0,0.0621492684045756,0.0,0.06966324874742283,0.07182414213835138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820294810767625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989416701383938 adhd,Ouranwannabe,2019/03/11,"Concerta weight loss (and maybe tmj?) ? (I am also going to ask my doctor I just don't know how concerned I should be or if I'm over reacting) So, I'm not a thin person but I've been noticing that over the past month I've lost 13 pounds without any real change in my diet or excersise I know that one of the side effects is decreased apatite and weight loss but has anyone else experienced this much in a month? Also my jaw tightened up recently as well and I'm not sure if my medicine could be the cause, has anyone else experienced this symptom as well? 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I find myself struggling with getting things done in a timely manor cause I can’t focus on a single task for a super long time and a project that could take 30 minutes ends up taking me 4 hours cause I can not stay on task . How do you guys budget time? Do you guys segment things into small time increments? Or larger? Does anyone use timers or alarms to notify tasks? What works best for you guys? 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I am a 54 year old female with (properly diagnosed) ADHD. I have in the past, when I had health insurance, been prescribed all of the available medications and then found that Adderall XR worked the best. When I finally settled in to my daily does, I was a healthy, happy and productive woman. But that was nearly 10 years ago! Now, I have no health insurance and struggle with even the smallest tasks. Even trying to develop relationships is difficult. Once, on a date, I mentioned my ADHD. My date said she didn't care because she had it too. Well, after a long story about how it affects my daily life, the way I realize it can affect others and the effort I put in to insuring there is minimal impact on my relationship, the woman instantly decided she didn't have ADHD and said she just must be ""forgetful""! Yeah...she really thought that's all ADHD was. I never called her after that. And a second woman, I told her my story, dropped me like a hot potato after asking me if I was on Adderall and if so could she have some and I told her I wasn't medicated. She wanted it for the weightloss affect. So, here I am, single, decent job that requires very little paperwork, but lots of my time and I am stalled. Simply put, I am feeling like I am in a holding pattern. Anyone else have similar feelings? How do I jumpstart my life? 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In the settings where you would choose the video quality, there's also an option for playback speed. 1.25x doesn't feel any faster than normal when you're watching it but it makes a decent enough difference in the length. Helps with getting through those long Dr. Barkley videos 😉 ",3.647368421052629,6.460944526315793,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,77.42105263157895,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.2615578947368422,328,10,62,2,8,92,64,76,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,9,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,7,7,1,12,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,5,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424765357167513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061928643960579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580089606981331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167894032474625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132964769913495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533118387559632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584144545399837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032349432683404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389558516218435,0.0,0.2683308750318931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239470248253186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970809424678911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29039089586934186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857713749749448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428441103779825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539133650149844,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lacroquetitadedios,2019/03/11,"My doctor doesn't believe in the existence of ADHD So after procrastinating the appointment since September, i come to this, in the very first visit. I know it's possible that i don't have it, but what are the chances that i get a real diagnosis if she doesn't even believes in it? What do i do now?",2.969508196721314,4.618676114754102,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,74.7377049180328,8.814426229508197,26.95409836065573,9.3871,2.40861049180328,237,9,48,6,5,83,43,61,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,6,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,39,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214518362346325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027033321864533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040521476233844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737710293183491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666409083556736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275132946931516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974415424472186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699674567364002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015368084951678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044440323126878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125730244184813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069410766899386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,starrshine07,2019/03/11,"Fuck you and your box and its damaging expectations! What are your experiences of making a new successful box? I'd just like to say, I'm REALLY FUCKING TIRED of trying to be shoved into this little fucking box. ""Oh, but everyone else can do it"" . . . ""Fuck you, I could do so much better than they could if you just STOPPED TRYING TO SHOVE ME IN A FUCKING BOX!"" Trying to apply non-ADHD standards to an individual with ADHD is like telling a full grown man that he has to fit into a small child's sized t-shirt in order to be successful. You know what's going to happen? He's going to either tear a ton of kids shirts by trying to get them on, do detrimental things to his health to fit in that t-shirt, or say, ""Fuck you and your box! I can successfully fit into a shirt by repurposing a few of those children's shirts to make my own damn shirt that will actually fit comfortably!"" &nbsp; What are your experiences in which you were successful in making a sturdy box that was finally comfortable?",6.370251748251746,6.170186276923079,7.29902097902098,74.30643356643358,65.71794871794873,10.783216783216783,30.034965034965033,10.436869588844218,2.922538461538461,784,24,152,18,11,264,109,195,0.107,0.6920000000000001,0.201,0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,10,2,5,3,17,7,0,9,0,16,12,4,3,0,22,31,7,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,4,13,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,17,9,30,24,6,23,0,1,0,6,22,16,7,2,5,100,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.11390046121027805,0.0,0.28054601390396283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646449268095564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322806633737597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863805183771033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750336576109886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152956979232796,0.0,0.2283462633623929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785945880529584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6474264738930029,0.06098062138789775,0.0,0.13266767564365356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032138221916453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240663533068248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414545883242845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140455689515747,0.11698264324453675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23373160155448436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580155898388607,0.0,0.0,0.11272749624222525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477288745695537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563854041982367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758192833937067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201715124468967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754261370071963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415079529853022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169769166255169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dlc8675,2019/03/11,"Should I switch from Adderall to Strattera or Vyvanse? Hey fellow inattentive redditors! I am currently on Adderall (generic amphetamine salts). I was thinking about switching and wanted to hear your thoughts. I am 28 with adult ADHD… I have been taking Adderall for 7 years now. I take a low dose compared to other post that I read.. While ive been on it, I’ve been in-between the 10mg-20mg range but mostly I like the 10-15mg range. If I take the 20 the side effects are really hard on me.. mostly I can’t sleep, get super anxious, mildly paranoid, and hyper focus too much at work… opening 20 MSN articles and learning about the solar system rather than actually working. Adderall is a love-hate relationship for me. It helps motivate me, get me through work and live my life as a functioning adult when I used to struggle with those issues before. I have been thinking about switching because my anxiety has been through the roof lately. I get mildly paranoid as well… mostly in social settings, like social anxiety where I think everyone is looking at me and judging me. I was wondering if any of you experienced these side effects? I have been thinking about taking strattera because its supposed to help with anxiety as well but I am terrified after reading the horror stories. I am also scared to take vyvanse because of stories I have read and because it is so much more expensive on most insurances. My co-worker and I are on the same insurance and she pays $50/month for vyvanse while I pay $20/adderall. I also feel so depedent on Adderall. I am also terrified to switch because my body doesn’t really handle chemical changes that well… feeling on edge, out of control, irritable, etc. I have PMDD because hormonal changes are horrible on my body. I like that Adderall has been around since the 1920s and taking a low dose is generally seen as okay where as vyvanse and strattera are newer drugs and I don’t want to take something that’s going to end up on one of those commercials.. “did you or a loved one take \_\_\_\_, call us now!” What are your thoughts? Should I switch or just stay on Adderall? I love Adderall and feel like it really helps me but I am so, so, so sick so sick of feeling anxious. I just want to take something that helps me pay attention but also helps me feel normal. Thanks for reading! I want each of you to know that you are amazing, special and you deserve happiness and love. Having ADHD is a wonderful thing although sometimes it feels like a curse. Please love yourself and lets take care of each other. 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I am one year into running my own business and I am finding it hard to motivate myself and make changes on my own. Can anyone recommend some good reads? They don’t have to be specifically ADHD-focused. 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Is this going to be a long road? I have called 6 doctors today. On campus doctor basically said no and referred me to the counseling center which promptly told me that they cant refer me until next semester. So I decided to seek help off campus. Two general practitioners said no and then a psychologist very rudely said ‘no. We do not do that sort of testing here’. Well what the fuck do you do, then? Anyway, I’m feeling really disheartened because I’m finally trying to help myself get better but now I can’t even find someone to test me. It doesn’t help that now this is all I’m thinking about for the day, so I’m **definitely** not going to pay attention in class. I’m currently waiting a phone call from a mental health clinic, but my hopes aren’t very high. Is finding someone to test adult ADHD really that difficult?? Is this going to be a long road for me?",2.160106382978725,4.633568627659578,4.144085106382981,82.09400000000002,80.80851063829788,7.164255319148936,23.761702127659568,8.238735603445708,1.7710948936170214,754,27,140,16,20,256,111,188,0.094,0.8009999999999999,0.105,0.2725,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,1,9,10,3,1,8,0,17,5,0,0,1,23,35,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,10,5,0,1,9,0,1,3,9,6,1,1,4,4,14,4,20,29,1,22,0,1,0,1,15,7,1,2,12,92,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957944408096807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501776288446341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883878809478044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513211605416213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936513719876898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519193838668985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812816261558305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062224101852343776,0.0,0.0,0.13480896268405926,0.33743070958615595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376930599586693,0.06429508141161751,0.0,0.20981777846949629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080969174721946,0.0,0.0,0.24745861596535,0.13002229670562535,0.0,0.12222883820310118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781289473267915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401806383768932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087837377745698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767398812963768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511818795050325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854092799744287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286516534955605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885348632457362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664886862425708,0.117591500486473,0.0,0.08355136515584008,0.0,0.12021418900689512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30461837268970793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064797424809564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Portalboat,2019/03/11,"Am I getting enough sleep? I’m worried I can’t tell thanks to the meds. Title, basically - Adderall is a stimulant, after all, and I’m worried my schedule is affecting my sleep. I try to take my two doses at 7 AM and ~2:30 PM, and usually go to bed around 11:30/12:00. Recently I’ve pushed the second dose back to 3:30, wondering if it wearing off right as I’m sleeping is what’s causing me to wake up, but I haven’t seen much of a difference just yet. I don’t feel all that tired throughout the day, but like any kid I had it drilled into my head that Eight Hours Is The Ideal and Anything Else Is Bad - and I’m only getting around 5-6 each night. Am I just being paranoid? 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You switch to green tea! With fewer mgs of caffeine than coffee because you gotta have that initial jolt at 4:00 AM. In all seriousness, though, we discovered that the higher levels of caffeine in my single 16oz thermos of coffee a day plus my 15mg of Adderall with an addition of potential mental/physical stress triggers I might face during the day was leaving me prone to SVT arrhythmia spells during moments of following calm/coming down from the stress. Anything from being annoyed at a coworker/event to spending two hours (cause that's all that's left in the day) running around trying to accomplish twenty different tasks would/could cause an arrhythmia which never happened before I added Adderall to the mix. The compromise, at the moment, is to cut back on caffeine and increase my water intake since I was reluctant to let go of the Adderall just yet. Outside of this one side effect, and the 15lbs of weight loss in three months since I started it, I haven't experienced any other 'negative' effects of the medication. My goal is to eventually cut out caffeine altogether but it's green tea for me until then.",9.987311320754714,8.791401599056602,9.26479245283019,66.39813207547171,58.95283018867924,11.87622641509434,40.539622641509425,10.793553405168565,4.5226588679245285,937,41,149,18,10,298,137,212,0.066,0.9159999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.69,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,5,6,7,3,2,14,0,11,6,1,5,3,21,16,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,2,0,1,4,4,7,0,3,2,4,14,0,37,10,4,32,0,1,2,0,3,14,0,1,14,103,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265835756708018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363287562518987,0.14747759701652088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738669809951658,0.0,0.1009882736475863,0.0,0.1409693096556872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403686191928932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227058187030166,0.0,0.0,0.3205220157998387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730853973489729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415163561924217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649763223347628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314734462463698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754160570705042,0.17999626881687808,0.1694044034192213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689076479458714,0.16695206157205014,0.17574512877763854,0.0,0.0,0.13223278195781055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777160154156314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225936642788263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274080759541097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725903581131092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37953900143167457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276571005574694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124761363649632,0.0,0.16183131766337025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173619316123007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768416077593916,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KirboutOnReddit,2019/03/11,"A general question I'm not asking for diagnosis, just simply wondering if this is part of ADHD because I can't find a source that I'm confident in. Overeating and relying on minimal effort tasks? By that I mean, watching YouTube videos all day as opposed to playing a game that requires more effort or cooking. I'm just curious if these things are *common* for people diagnosed. If so, does anyone have advice or experience to share?",4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,5.567499999999999,72.95750000000002,75.5,8.5,32.5,9.188382445141503,3.684875,348,18,54,9,8,117,63,80,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,17,10,8,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,10,10,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,7,2,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229301320218842,0.2625745536837347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788416658591905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512020774033956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379953596121355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732919264025237,0.0,0.0,0.2727290230097746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514478392425955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628441871199221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559069534149086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926975571878021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29098037414686456,0.0,0.18628560201930933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301010107342882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851507587819368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913981531978487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,napkween,2019/03/11,"ADD or just plain inconsiderate? I really hope it’s okay to post this here. If it’s not, I apologize and will remove. I don’t have ADD. The guy I’ve been seeing on and off for the last four years does. When he was diagnosed last year, it explained so much of his behavior and I’ve really been trying to be understanding and learn as much as I can. I know that ADD can often manifest in ways that non-ADD people can interpret as selfish or lazy or inconsiderate. Like being late, or not helping out around the house, breaking promises, etc. I try very hard to be understanding of this and know that it’s the ADD and it’s not him being a dick. But sometimes I wonder... when is it the ADD and when is it just him being inconsiderate? He was staying at my apartment for the last couple of nights. Last night, he said he was going to go hang out with friends and would be back later. I was also going out with friends so I was trying to organize how he would let himself in if he got home before me or if I got home before him and needed to go to bed. He said don’t worry about it, if he was done before I was ready to come home he would just chill with his friend until I’m ready. I had concerns and knew that this would cause an issue later and it did. I suffer from depression and ended up leaving my friends early because I felt really depressed and just wanted to go home and sleep. I also have a hectic day of work ahead the following day. I messaged him that I think I feel a depressive episode coming and I’m gonna head home. Also let him know when I got in. No responses from him. An hour later I said I’m getting ready for bed. I’m trying to develop certain habits to help with my depression and to help me to have better days. Going to bed on time, getting enough sleep and waking up early to exercise and tackle my day is one. If I don’t do this, it pretty much messes the whole day up. I wake up feeling tired and miserable, guilty that I didn’t exercise, end up being late for work and the day just continues on that note. I can’t go to sleep until he gets in. My brain won’t allow it. It also doesn’t make sense to try to sleep when at any moment he could call to ask me to let him in. He eventually picks up his phone and sees my messages and asks if he can stay one more hour because he left his car at his friend’s house and they carpooled so he has to wait until his friend can take him to get his car. I didn’t argue with him - I just expressed disappointment. So he’s out with his friends having a grand time and isn’t thinking about me at home waiting for him, not knowing what’s going on and needing to sleep. I told him he was inconsiderate. He works as a freelancer so he can wake up any time he wants. I have a 9-5 and I need to be at work by 8 and I want to get in an hour of exercise before that. He knows how important sleep and exercise are for me and for helping with my depression and it just feels like he didn’t care to think about me and my needs. When he eventually came home, he just packed his things and left despite me asking him to stay. I was very understanding and never argued with him or disparaged him but he said he feels so badly about it that he wants to be alone. To be honest I’m extremely hurt and angry about it. I got about four hours of sleep and I woke up feeling like a truck ran me over. I have zero motivation to exercise and I can already tell what kind of day it’s going to be. I guess I just wanted to know, when is it ADD and when is it just a plain lack of consideration? 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I have to do this swedish essay, minimum word count is 2000, and i can if i really work my ass off get it up to 200 words, maybe a bit more if i don't write words together and use archaic words and stuff. I genuinely don't know how to fill it out so that it reaches 2000 words, because i have already told in the 200 words what i need to tell. What do?",3.2698795180722904,2.8900458674698832,4.816530120481929,90.096843373494,72.25301204819277,9.049638554216868,26.23855421686747,8.841846274778883,1.4402790361445783,289,8,73,5,5,98,52,83,0.055,0.9259999999999999,0.019,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,3,0,19,14,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,8,13,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,0,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35636179899561765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968554145148302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525564302088529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871783982737265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747413854806712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32442705752838746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394488484263541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687752538868756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696781227074759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822554606956225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30857389878897185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789082380560211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350972250607265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xX_GucciFlipFlops_Xx,2019/03/11,"I dont know what to do (rant) I’m not new to having adhd as I’ve had it my whole life, I assume most people are born with it(?) I didn’t really notice this wasn’t “normal” untill 8th grade but I thought maybe I was just making a big deal over something that I didn’t have. But now I’m in high school and my future is really on the line and this is were my focus matters the most. But I can’t keep up. I know I have the ability to do this work and to actually do things but no matter what I fucking do or how hard I try I just never turn assignments in on time, or I don’t ever turn them in at all. I was prescribed medication around the beginning of october but it made me so sick and loopy and I missed so much school (which just adds even more to stress about). My mother wouldn’t take me to the doctor and I eventually had to wane myself off the meds. My mom wont take me to the doctor to try a medication and my dad doesn’t think adhd is real. He just says I’m lazy or I don’t get enough sleep. Always fucking told I’m going to end up with this mediocre life my family has now if I keep acting the way I do. And fucking honestly I’m sitting here about to fucking fail 10th grade and disappoint everyone. I have so much to catch up on, and this school year is going by so fast. I have to make up credits from last semester and I still have to deal with classes like normal too. I also recently zoned to a school that makes a big deal out of projects. I’m so stressed I don’t know what to fucking do, I can’t fucking sleep and my part in a group project is due in a few hours and I haven’t been able to right a fucking sentence this whole week. Sorry if this is really messy",1.9690659340659344,3.0196398626373617,3.8409890109890132,90.67901098901102,76.1978021978022,7.068131868131869,21.791208791208792,7.5804360353943165,0.5935725274725274,1306,32,306,17,28,443,172,364,0.11,0.838,0.052000000000000005,-0.9732,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,21,15,7,2,15,0,39,16,2,5,3,58,73,32,0,5,15,3,1,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,17,19,0,2,6,0,1,4,16,12,0,0,12,2,39,3,45,59,11,46,0,3,0,7,11,21,7,8,20,210,56,15,0.07849746371024452,0.0,0.07660220118592656,0.0,0.1886773940213148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277439336873004,0.06531617810763228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698793851308633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427823148195917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069096065954888,0.0,0.0,0.0919984428498026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952545356565998,0.08110886370739903,0.0,0.05184683445340438,0.07100544999052624,0.0,0.07500769051004344,0.0,0.0,0.0740004226906536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507987482161897,0.04101168492526735,0.0,0.08922383520258609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031830901118546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293688021969305,0.0,0.0,0.07730418964465195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954430497251574,0.0,0.0,0.1294204595073718,0.06398590984076682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089016012868716,0.03834989570877901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427619815190296,0.1571929997081504,0.0,0.07886125307317485,0.0,0.0871929861956192,0.15815587267208914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919352807739551,0.0,0.0,0.11540933572192935,0.0,0.060542083228477685,0.07581333960001126,0.0,0.0,0.15382169569279355,0.0,0.08936988271179977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500510367619864,0.0,0.05442025758425226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934729898411801,0.15086245588565228,0.0,0.07750677540928301,0.0,0.0,0.06703640510569392,0.0,0.062424333799878835,0.0,0.31777449621738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710830727950362,0.0,0.0,0.06043118260324045,0.0,0.0878714839416084,0.0,0.0,0.06268817591830886,0.0,0.17983715892967927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804064716041895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052150226891698535,0.05029800515686033,0.0,0.062318217934151265,0.045772502349324895,0.0,0.0,0.07500769051004344,0.0,0.10658925030082078,0.17076539880520927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062307632937009486,0.06296593049433831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527922985289446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057147088481338634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050549792988955324 adhd,RichDjNee,2019/03/11,"Possible ADD?🤔 Hi, I wanna go straight to the point with this post. Since I was a little kid, my head has always been in the clouds. At school and in my everyday life. Sometimes I lose myself in the mid of a sentence because meanwhile I start thinking about something else. Professors (and teachers) always saw that I wasn't paying attention in class, always looking out of the window, they called me the 'dreamer' when I was a kid and now that I'm in my 20's people think that I'm on drugs. For real, people around me started thinking that I'm on drugs because unable to pay attention. I either can't pay attention for one second to things I'm doing without checking my phone, and if I don't have it with me, I search for something else. I end up losing in my own thoughts every time. The bad thing is that I mad want to pay attention, especially to things that matter to me, I just can't. I've been trying to self medicate with caffeine, I've been meditating, exercise daily and following an healthy diet. None of them really worked on the issue. Now, I'm convinced I have ADD. I really want to put my life together and do things that matter to me since I know I have the potential to achieve anything that I want. Have I just been lazy my whole life, or do I really have potentially some mental issue? Thanks for anybody who'll take the time to answer me, I truly appreciate it. 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I always forget where my car is. The part that worries me is that I completely forgot parking the car in the first place. I was at the store alone, I was the only one who could've brought myself to the store. But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't remember getting to the store. I had only been there for about 20min. This is scary. 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I am new to reddit and I did try to search to see if this has been answered previously. Long story short I am going to set an appointment to determine if I am in fact struggling with ADHD. It seems obvious that I am and have been since as long as I can remember. I made it through high school with great struggles. However, I choose not to go to college and thus it didn't have to much of an impact on work. Rather, it was minor. I recently started college and now 4 semesters in, I am noticing how much of a problem I have. I don't want to assume anything until I have discussed this with a professional but I do have something going on. With the help of a doctor I hope to find out what it is most likely to be. This brings me to my question, I'm nervous about medication. Adderall/ritalin as a method of treatment, I am curious about some of your experiences with these sorts of medicines. I have only heard of them having negitive effects. I have heard things such as ""it helped me focus and be more productive but it changed who I am"" or ""good results but terrible side effects"" I'm worried about how it will possibly change me or long term negitive effects. This is quite a problem for me as I have tried what seems to be every alternative other than medication. My dream is to finish my degree and be successful but my lack of concentration is making this impossible and medicine seems to be the only hope. Thank you in advance. Tl:dr curious about the pros and cons of formal adhd medicine and how it may effect me. Is it worth it or should I continue to struggle? 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I have been taking it for a week for ADHD (alongside Zoloft that I have been on for the last three years for depression and anxiety). Ever since the third night of being on it (I take it first thing in the morning), I cannot sleep for more than an hour at a time. I continually wake up every hour to hour and a half and it takes about another 30-45 minutes for me to fall asleep. For the first few days this was annoying but I guess because of the medication I did not feel all that sleepy or tired during the day. It's now been a week and my head is feeling cloudy again and I feel exhausted. Does this pass? Is this common with Wellbutrin? Or could this be something else altogether going on with me? Obviously, I am following up with my family doctor in the next week, but would just like to know how this worked for any of you. So far I don't feel any different in terms of ADHD - I was only diagnosed last week at the age of 31. The psychiatrist recommended Wellbutrin because of the anxiety - but the anxiety gets worse when I don't sleep.",4.278070276497696,5.645433751152077,5.2514487327188935,81.56860167050692,70.93548387096773,8.927304147465438,26.92655529953917,9.354420925462401,2.1831108294930885,872,29,175,19,16,286,124,217,0.096,0.871,0.034,-0.9233,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,8,4,1,0,16,0,19,12,5,1,3,28,31,14,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,3,0,5,6,4,17,1,33,21,4,41,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,3,26,125,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727615334376971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434042347669022,0.11899355167590132,0.2604353993480096,0.0,0.0,0.07934777263703295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835256662309878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060445252459434,0.0,0.0,0.14637027298128288,0.0,0.097740056826846,0.11517969237393715,0.0,0.11856232463075506,0.0,0.11615146866540813,0.09930701022150276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479788071213906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264905089616463,0.09561169565992386,0.0,0.0,0.11100510052303887,0.10697873411300243,0.0,0.22951535385952754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305186078536027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928855508686899,0.0,0.06449323257639558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501088480953887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164630987652056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352644775174038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236557586659301,0.1850025009843219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544053867693666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431904329604753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206871428267996,0.10649318272954048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630656451724825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387173177364602,0.0,0.22712367335599956,0.0,0.0,0.08736235795397533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25596824750359404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539099175016473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617103227889627,0.130428431786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641068681291401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261470626369137,0.0,0.11564569549578015,0.08061285288950842,0.0,0.0,0.0730773239801477 adhd,theartfulmagpie,2019/03/11,"Can muscle weakness be part of ADHD? I'm struggling at work at the moment - a large housekeepig team for a local holiday park - to the degree it's annoying my supervisor and all my co-workers. Aside from the poor time management clashing with extremely tight schedules even the NTs find difficult, the memory blips meaning I occasionally forget some small tasks altogether, often take my key card home rather than sign it back in (a fireable offence if I don't get it back asap, and considering I don't drive, a lot of panic... and favours asked from increasingly unhappy family members), and general lack of social skills making me the 'weird' one always in chaos, Now I have a physical(?) symptom added to this. Terrible muscle weakness and overall fatigue that strikes in the afternoon just as I need all my energy to push through the last bit of time and get everything done without once again my co-workers having to come in and help me after finishing their own work (Hello RSD) it feels like lead weights strapped all over me, or like some alien is sapping all my strength. I've tried drinking more water, eating an Adhd friendly breakfast, taking coffee in a flask to try boost myself, glucose tablets, getting more sleep, and just damn well forcing my body with all I have. Nothing has helped. The weird thing is that once work is over, all my energy comes back. When I'm walking home from the bus drop off, music in my earphones, happy to be free of that environment, I'm practically bouncing. I get home and feel the ol' restlessness making me pace around the house at speed waiting for the kettle to boil or something, I feel like doing things. I don't know how long I can hold this job as it is and now this? And there really isn't mich else available for a non-skilled non-driver woman around. Anyone know is this is Adhd, Anxiety or something else? Any suggestions on what to do to help or if you've experienced something similar? Tl;dr - My work is pretty badly suited to adhd as is, but now I'm experiencing muscle weakness too making it impossible and nothing seems to help.",8.992253119913187,7.982169182989697,8.6144167118828,69.67361096039069,60.778350515463934,11.364297341291374,37.94682582745524,10.426177893888326,3.9565649484536087,1665,68,285,31,19,534,223,388,0.102,0.812,0.085,-0.5538,1,2,4,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,8,20,23,2,3,21,0,23,13,2,5,6,60,48,24,0,5,11,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,3,1,16,18,6,3,8,3,2,7,5,14,1,1,1,7,26,10,46,45,16,43,0,1,0,0,12,17,1,11,21,183,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027584061395616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971327944773781,0.0,0.0,0.056974587086136425,0.0,0.06409294902017627,0.0,0.0,0.058582275211683035,0.0,0.0,0.1491673654032958,0.07832479713218747,0.0,0.0,0.19326940356372832,0.06995441404082273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146817092962994,0.09306283969220276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443414325314173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573800538494686,0.0,0.08207439770816498,0.0,0.08572983310166861,0.13997810783590736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533717623181677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529779861602921,0.0,0.07898214953396726,0.0,0.12708798727039253,0.11970765859745296,0.0,0.0,0.07657516844211858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647297131981309,0.0,0.1750904069804203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891874250356069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462905315571974,0.0,0.2521203282932174,0.0,0.0,0.09667310129560762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314064021462958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920887180000486,0.06829345719059914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279486065146747,0.0,0.0,0.07414437377444019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122840291780322,0.0,0.0,0.16777527150814642,0.0,0.0,0.0912630859776144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212324133129608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078204763702403,0.0,0.0,0.17845004747332732,0.05677280573677429,0.0,0.0,0.09830004593060644,0.0,0.09072766837792523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523634547288568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367285130083035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627192469357984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384243878207931,0.08540512924809696,0.0,0.19349827449646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758706682799038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870815073678511,0.12598717285824376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132198624888896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770783716225596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376486511659055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020238227673998,0.07533001909830986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076279313819124,0.0,0.3659654680675782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BamshamBananas,2019/03/11,"Informing employers... I was diagnosed with Adhd last year, and I am now on medication which seems to be helping.... I am also currently looking for work...do I need to declare that i have an adhd diagnosis to a future employer? My feelings is no as even when my adhd was undiagnosed it never impacted on my job performance (it was everything else that was being damaged) so I would think that now with my medication and better understanding of my condition, there is even less reason for an employer to know?? (I live and work in the UK if that makes any difference?) Many thanks ",4.542949117341641,6.713651000000002,6.470965732087232,69.8444132917965,71.71028037383178,10.736863966770509,31.515057113187954,10.746095033038511,4.198616614745587,455,21,77,16,9,158,72,107,0.021,0.915,0.064,0.6767,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,2,1,17,21,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,12,2,13,14,1,11,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,8,63,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822675461663225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914987220553728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982416095531862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428318348336588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391704505034996,0.0,0.16873101071219127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491083508819612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333577863786488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514396641937535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165822859684109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824868836573563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026182057371186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887550634857274,0.13164240441718894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260567064504756,0.0,0.1356176246385708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780115231946097,0.16373359847160449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253844385906929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974870207869408,0.1245571943019332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604681567987462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702169093837805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868563738019344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348138133403016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812508743623691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351448983642397,0.0,0.0,0.11472352778845245,0.0,0.0,0.10399940093713436 adhd,ChopperMcDoctor,2019/03/11,Distracted Do you ever get distracted by random things during intimacy/sex?,9.297500000000003,12.60280708333334,10.723333333333336,39.55500000000001,61.5,14.8,37.0,13.023866798666859,7.5764,63,3,6,3,1,22,11,12,0.348,0.652,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7306812919902952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220305755669668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366516960021722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noahstorm,2019/03/11,"Sometimes I feel like I'm an Alien Sometimes I feel like an alien. A foreign creature living on Earth in a human like disguise. I feel like my actions are really misunderstood by the friends that are close to me. Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes people who (although I love them as friends) laugh at me for liking Lego. They laugh at me for watching cartoons. For drawing my notes in multiple color schemes and creative designs. For watching a movie and turning the lights off, imagining I'm in the movie with the characters. For laughing when I'm the only one in the room, from a funny book, or a funny memory. For making spontaneous jokes chuckling all the time. For showering my family with hugs and running up the stairs 3 steps at a time. For designing my room in different colors and putting figurines and things all over it in a way that I feel that they are alive. And most of all, for believing that someone like me will one day finish my university. How can someone feel so loved but so alone at the same time? How can one feel so determined yet stupid? This is the nature of ADHD. Edit: Sorry if this is a lot, I just don't have any friends who have ADHD and i needed to spill my heart out a bit. 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How's it going, everyone? I have an appointment next monday with a psychatrist for an ADHD evaluation, after being referred by my PCM; however, I'm starting to second-guess myself and am worried that the whole thing, meaning appointments/medication/etc., is a waste of time (and money). I guess, I just want some opinions as to whether my lifestyle or ""symptoms"" are signs of ADHD, or something else like laziness. Ever since I was a toddler, I've always had emotional issues and a small fuse and would often get emotional really easily. Never in a fit of rage or anger, but deep frustration that often led to sadness and feeling like I wasn't completely understood. As a teenager, I had severe bouts of depression, but as I've entered my early 20's it seems as if my mood has stabilized (I'm 23 now). So, I think the next symptoms I'm about to bring up aren't necessarily related to depression--because I truly don't feel as if I have the other symptoms. However, I do experience a great difficulty in regards to maintaining a ""normal"" day-to-day life. I'm college educated, however, it took me twice as long as my peers for the level of education I currently hold. I would often fail out of class and procrastinate because it felt as if I didn't have a ""guide"" then I would feel lost and stress about exactly where to start. Also, in regards to my home life I find it almost impossible to keep a clean house. Whenever my house gets messy, I know that I need to clean, I know I'd feel more content and have better vibes with a clean house, but it seems as if I clean and my natural tendency to be completely disorganized makes it impossible to maintain. Socially, I tend to self-isolate and have pretty severe social anxiety when around people I don't know very well or haven't seen for a while. I have this anxiety because it feels as if I'm TOO outgoing if once I'm comfortable with someone. I tend to be the joker/comedian when I'm with people I'm comfortable with and am often described as a ""spazz"" and inattentive even though I don't necessarily feel that way. I do notice, however, that I tend to zone out when people are talking to me. Almost feels like I can't focus on what people are saying unless I'm SUPER focused or care what they have to say. Sometimes I feel as if all these ""negatives"" that align with ADHD symptoms are just a result of an all around lazy personality, or being just a general asshole? I guess I just want a second opinion from people who discuss this frequently",7.522514071294558,6.967706886178862,8.506666666666668,67.77807692307695,63.47154471544715,11.796873045653536,36.60600375234522,11.20814326018867,4.254792120075047,2036,87,357,52,26,697,235,492,0.122,0.723,0.155,0.9604,5,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,1,4,26,19,3,1,24,0,35,6,0,4,5,95,81,51,0,14,23,0,9,3,0,3,6,2,5,1,22,22,0,2,19,0,1,5,10,8,1,2,10,12,44,10,60,64,5,39,0,4,1,0,9,14,0,26,22,247,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33798831148939584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080748657629685,0.0,0.0,0.05622563139988917,0.058502251597362415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757152321334236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517882977347844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285781112364393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218209867638438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168413699243684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743411634017858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906862503551766,0.0,0.06055655347627855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058733677052720486,0.15817505598429488,0.0,0.0,0.07841249207823894,0.046438059323091835,0.06359800619816583,0.0,0.06718272423601737,0.0,0.06877514219038944,0.0,0.0,0.2844004648829703,0.1004567224046524,0.06750712503437299,0.0,0.06426063736780062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734665125683276,0.0,0.039957904815724,0.0,0.0,0.07751529963461297,0.3098106785223985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052509457530637,0.0,0.0,0.2433794883627353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338374117376326,0.0,0.062493368986077075,0.0,0.0,0.11591903420114212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932185616907993,0.10304745221576747,0.0,0.0,0.062220753971744674,0.0,0.0,0.0767499640507673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693142742836913,0.0,0.0,0.07658649915353205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052132814912712884,0.054226200734286176,0.0,0.14954764005177,0.0,0.06888734003789783,0.0,0.08004662114517598,0.0,0.07487619042991837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437150866314371,0.06139061497373896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926219830394213,0.0,0.07152895642834764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504138487851456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182418162129144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280123202806429,0.07334703314268641,0.15885704186298302,0.0,0.05815986535727397,0.0,0.0,0.14334119406111384,0.059572110227418276,0.05412686950475155,0.06953684164453111,0.0,0.09952934669515932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053807665324472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923095452613603,0.0,0.056511258155710925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046709801198872976,0.0450508072851898,0.0690776820487021,0.0,0.0409974148252891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811526011856858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801182354442697,0.0829394751485207,0.05580756443695065,0.0,0.0,0.06321572826633742,0.0,0.0,0.07849685867832283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140163028683576,0.0,0.14983528847933095,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DefinitelyChemistry,2019/03/11,"Anyone here diagnosed with sensory hypersensitivity too? I got diagnosed with add recently. It came as no surprise to me, and to be honest now that sensory hypersensitivity got diagnosed too, it didn't really come as a surprise either. I get really annoyed by certain sounds. I don't mean like mild irritability either. I mean I get angry, illogically angry. I know it's an overreaction too, but I can't help it. So I was wondering if it's a common side-symptom of ADD?",4.141022727272727,6.5656265113636385,7.606818181818182,60.11772727272731,73.6590909090909,10.763636363636362,30.318181818181817,10.686352973137794,4.2443136363636365,375,17,62,14,8,141,56,88,0.19,0.726,0.084,-0.7761,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,16,15,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,1,9,5,8,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694384773800067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240018181539984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870863317822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5963551236826254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464853871986025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31328050065052104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127506033921238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763480362120977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568309777033017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266791655004221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509348347992951,0.0,0.1933796228721364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356458745733955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239248121747514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheDefectiveSnoo,2019/03/11,"Motor control I'm not sure if this is just me but when I'm on my meds I can write perfectly fine and do many other things Involving fine motor control. But when I'm off my meds I find it difficult to write anything whatsoever, I can't grip the pen/pencil to well, I don't feel like I can move my wrist accurately and my handwriting can become aa barely legible swirly mess. Does this happen to anyone else? Or do you think it could be caused by the extra hyperactivity and jiteryness of being off medication?",4.764186704384726,5.842645475247526,6.276746817538898,75.76029702970297,69.4950495049505,9.335785007072136,27.299858557284303,9.606745405546679,2.4057739745403115,407,13,78,9,7,139,69,101,0.09699999999999999,0.778,0.125,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,0,11,2,1,3,2,20,17,9,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,2,11,6,8,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401188269075809,0.20532540416228007,0.16490563701388405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131734819455245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058579037566715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495135957285261,0.1599967986300426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753644911948271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740189922496107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013242749963027,0.1431601677633648,0.0,0.0,0.18315476368217706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720608643893987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790146571689842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316615291251666,0.0,0.0,0.4451809315784026,0.2018739746245018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298510585238092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888671978562816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133131617591266,0.12840317650108993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017657847600688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ghostpeppermeme,2019/03/11,"It just clicked, I probably have ADHD. I've made it to 18 and never even considered I have ADHD, now i'm like 90% sure I do. I was reading someone's post on r/aftergifted and it was if I had wrote it, nearly every anecdote I could heavily relate to, except they were diagnosed with ADHD. I went and researched symptoms and I check nearly every box. I'd say the most impactful symptoms for me are mood swings and never focusing on one task for any period of time, I also interrupt people all the time without even thinking about it and talk nervously-fast, I think I find it very hard not to react to my impulses. I'm going to my University support team to tell them about this, hopefully if I'm diagnosed I can start to work on getting back on my bullshit (in a good way).",5.656465949820786,5.545414632258068,7.1137634408602155,74.73508960573477,67.19354838709678,10.501792114695341,33.351254480286734,10.25414643259724,3.41810394265233,608,25,115,14,9,210,101,155,0.054000000000000006,0.855,0.092,0.684,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,8,6,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,2,4,26,23,9,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,2,1,2,4,0,0,1,7,3,18,5,22,15,2,19,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,4,9,80,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005470093695807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110238458567283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441047450548724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675318611938388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084600083980904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281822977168694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339436345334545,0.0,0.2339437809535605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688987068968466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253395439000329,0.0,0.07890138633512092,0.11644563771987633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243661416958044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789143400578818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782626930034201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136613086807614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415148934125666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940761101175394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624858107393773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296261415932029,0.0,0.14968430394139184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388695018861303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040472462708102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763184545157375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826595602913958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754483119356896,0.13084745289559047,0.28859907027750675,0.0,0.111587848076381,0.12134522782755605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791579246763045,0.0,0.0,0.1619080320046425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145508835508938,0.0,0.11019832552204392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869859185572355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382902821283446,0.0,0.10107129997170866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sarabearamaya,2019/03/11,"How can I help my brother make friends? OKAY. So, my brother is a 14yo with NO friends. He has been homeschooled most of his life because of his ADHD. He has been properly diagnosed with ADHD and oppositional defiance disorder. My mother will not medicate him. His social skills are lacking. He can't hold a conversation, or hardly have one at all, and he tends to do odd things when talking to people. Like make his voice very high pitched, or make odd noises. He has no sense of reading people and their reactions to him. He thinks everything is fine when he interacts with people until he is told that it may not have been a good interaction. Right now he is home all the time, is homeschooled, and the internet is the only way he interacts with people. I am hoping for advice about this issue, and hopefully someone who struggled with ADHD this badly can weigh in on how they founds friends and made connections. Thank you!",4.867275747508304,6.951221674418608,5.186312292358803,79.76151162790698,70.62790697674419,8.40265780730897,29.14617940199336,9.04235418022936,2.5819621262458474,736,29,130,15,14,233,108,172,0.106,0.755,0.139,0.7477,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,1,7,12,0,1,6,1,22,4,0,6,2,31,33,14,0,3,4,3,1,1,3,2,3,1,1,0,6,11,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,2,14,10,17,25,4,11,0,0,0,0,34,5,0,6,6,88,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704373580017951,0.1275042360195999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894593953519227,0.07953982745127393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243517024546805,0.0,0.0,0.14954219367962954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726764533211327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306535960213704,0.302427209929824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944102578650212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688508377652225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745846698347501,0.13786003003997413,0.1308827871142709,0.2591935650018654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361879573722314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216238159660384,0.06374628223822182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346399914431593,0.2612906538615332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314455842793771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841710342155681,0.0992364567881901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618355706399834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051601618120992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142981020219818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300864819807764,0.11055587897890028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640676457011833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048754491616559,0.0,0.12012910367834748,0.0,0.0,0.08668558338385537,0.08360676798437212,0.0,0.0,0.07608434911184885,0.0,0.0,0.12467990644876395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766024770046048,0.0,0.10356951124351806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eva2001,2019/03/11,"Getting through a nursing degree with undiagnosed adult ADHD. First off, thank you to the angels that read all of this. But if you don’t have the attention span, I totally get it. In short: I’m struggling to get through nursing studies with the attention span of a wet wipe and need some encouragement and direction. ISSUE: Nursing involves a lot of content, A LOT. A person without ADHD would struggle to keep up, but having a brain that won’t even focus through one PowerPoint slide, that won’t even allow me to sit there and write one full paragraph with the potential I know I have, is actually painful. I’m at the end of my second year and only have 3 semesters left and it’s time to start buckling down and applying for grad programs soon. We’re doing classes on resume building and interviews and it’s just haunting, the idea of getting through all that in the state I’m in right now. All I want to do is get involved in it and enjoy nursing, but I physically can’t, I’m clocked out, and it’s only getting worse. I’m starting to think I won’t pass this semester and that me being a nurse is actually dangerous at this point. HOW IT FEELS: It’s as if my brains and archers bow and I’m pulling and pulling back to hit the target but my brain just lets go way too soon and I miss the target. It’s frustrating and kind of scary. AN EXAMPLE: I had 3 classes in 3 weeks talking about the content of an exam this week and I still had to ask my friend today what the exam is about because I’m not absorbing my notes or the tutors dialogue. This happens with every unit. It seems like my friends take it in so easy. I almost want them to shout it at me until I bloody get it. Like hellloooo brain wake up are you in there????? MEDICATING (?): My last resort is medication but a diagnosis is so expensive. I sat there while my GP called four-five different people asking them to do an assessment and was told they don’t do adult ADHD anymore. In the end, the only person I was offered that specialises in adult ADHD had a $500 -$700 minimum to “start off with” and the guy had some nasty reviews on his page about how he didn’t believe people’s illness ect. I may need anti-anxiety meds instead but I’m unsure what came first; the anxiety or the ADD. I suspect ADD since I was always in trouble for not focusing in school. PLAN: I’m seeing another GP today to see what they have to offer. I don’t even care if medication makes me lose my libido or changes me “into a zombie” as every person I’ve tried to talk to about this has warned me about. Someone please offer some positive advice or experience. I don’t even know if this post makes sense because I can’t even focus enough to read it properly. THANK YOU. 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And do you like it? Why? 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They are so great. He's has ADHD and dyslexia and is a huge advocate. I am reading the books with my kids and the last chapter I got to has a character reflecting on how he was bad, wondering if it meant he was destined to be a bad guy. The other one comforts him with this line: and now that you don't have to be perfect, you can be good. So I cried. My kids were bewildered. We talked about success being different for everyone and what li'l Petey's successes were. Then we talked about all of their successes and strengths. It is a great series if you have kids or like kids books. 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I haven't really done any sort of hard science on it, but I definitely notice that on screens >27inches I'm significantly less likely to become hyperfocused on anything. &#x200B; Is it just me?",6.11851063829787,9.5751455319149,6.403659574468088,65.89400000000003,72.40425531914894,8.866382978723406,32.80425531914893,9.3871,4.0456161702127655,228,11,31,6,5,73,40,47,0.028999999999999998,0.8859999999999999,0.085,0.5519,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,6,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965769148852205,0.3326013405684425,0.18613987073938534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139229774558847,0.0,0.2252493078614237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023036713678348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395353547664342,0.2801119245617155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501763099066137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452005210318865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337264012963584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271109365875365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116335149926049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535287422524967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927236687177166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326013405684425,0.0 adhd,Salty-Waffles,2019/03/11,Ive been having a really rough time recently. Ive been having a really rough time right now. Ive been having more of my panic attacks and anger outbursts and I cant keep controlling my emotions. I just commited to a college and senioritis has really hit and now I cant do any work. Im right now pulling another all nighter to finish a project that I had a month to do but never started. I just took some concerta for the first time in about a year and im just waiting for it to kick in. Ive been so stressed lately and I just cant keep going on like this. Im on the verge of tears and I just want to sleep but I cant. Sorry my mind is jumping all over the place but I think yall understand. ,0.540618101545256,2.4041621788079475,2.9492450331125823,91.84779690949229,82.84105960264901,6.675673289183223,21.987196467991165,7.793537801064563,0.9287426931567326,543,18,125,10,15,187,79,151,0.09699999999999999,0.858,0.045,-0.7949,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,10,5,2,2,9,0,20,1,1,1,4,28,30,11,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,6,2,17,1,15,23,4,28,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,16,85,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101314055338203,0.1562224465608304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949051770826185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709793814459428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758666024262744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672549722338294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846708955048496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827840303875035,0.0,0.0,0.26484719554584424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806015341603306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278593225245696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043111176223078,0.0,0.11891740371610825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490544855072007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748003241884787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565630374832373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863284056081196,0.0,0.14710347446277533,0.0,0.0,0.2544626080615042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909133908448144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667751048311886,0.1054514613886305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066037631144734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546276797156708,0.0,0.0,0.2606208590753005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655264223020705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509733253673652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787447272215322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846194060641703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594064703095301 adhd,fried_pants,2019/03/11,"Emotional Flooding Hi, How do you guys deal with flooding...? I get angry and then it's like I stop being in control and I say terrible things. My therapist said to meditate but it's really not doing the trick. The only way I know how to deal with it is by isolating myself until I calm down but that's not always possible. It's only family members (and the occasional oppressive asshole stranger) who see me like this. I used to take Straterra and that was really helpful in balancing my emotions but they don't have it where I am now and it also made me lose too much weight. Thank you in advance for any help... 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Pardon me if this is not at all relatable but my doc is a school doctor- I imagine she is swamped so I don't blame her- but I just get the meds and then the boot. After getting diagnosed the initial week was incredible, and then the novelty wore off and the productivity was woven in between chaos. Once hour 12 hits i'm exhausted, cranky, depressed, and unable to communicate. Do I take another short acting so I can go out in the evenings and be a person? Is this abuse? Do I just accept that life in the come down is unlivable and I can do nothing but go to bed? I genuinely believe that even if so, they are worth it, but I need to know if it gets better. (If anyone can answer any of these please do) It seems that using ADHD medications effectively takes quite a bit of strategizing, planning, and execution, which to me *is just so fucking funny.* Hello reddit this is my first post and I am thankful for this place! 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I am in the 6th grade, so people are going to be dicks. To the point where one of my best friends, now ex, called me ""Mentally stupid"" ""dumb"" and ""Retarded"" as of well two other girls who were talking shit about me. And they made it clear that I was listening. It happened about 3 weeks ago and haven't talk to any of them since. Oh that's childish you say? Well, I don't want toxic thots around me.",3.825580357142858,5.0099581354166665,4.38565476190476,88.04625000000004,71.8125,7.569047619047621,25.17261904761905,7.957251820313856,1.1869869047619055,375,11,80,5,7,119,73,96,0.13699999999999998,0.73,0.134,-0.0811,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,8,9,5,0,2,0,8,7,2,1,1,8,16,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,2,3,2,12,4,14,12,1,10,0,0,0,2,12,4,4,0,5,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731182911857615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280810791672001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738550165548652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049513052496286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994192480032499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088535390066066,0.18054818303920803,0.0,0.0,0.11099132682109887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269977808457526,0.0,0.0,0.19281455783431292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847939794425608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934807355583199,0.19681262792223367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233775436802026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539378982101988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461802725515544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530737092034128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046873515716887,0.1615510286014815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683843187651205,0.3139433637453272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907760024616423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519075430798552,0.0,0.1566548255681602,0.0,0.3511894624405724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SebDay8,2019/03/11,"my brain and body are on FIRE it feels like ants crawling through my veins i can’t stay still, im super irritable and irrational i just want to go *home* im with my friends playing board games and i love them but every turn is taking forever and the waiting and idleness is driving me nuts from my mind to the severe discomfort of boredom in my body today is not my day my leg is bouncing and twitching and it doesnt help that when i get up and sprawl all over the room to let out my itchiness, folks just think im being rude and ignoring them i just want to scream and run out everything is so overwhelming esp on days im super sensitive to human interaction FUCKKK",1.8861869747899151,4.197274404411766,3.3823949579831947,88.11470588235298,80.69117647058823,6.8268907563025225,24.420168067226893,7.957251820313856,1.4585668067226891,533,20,109,10,14,175,90,136,0.209,0.675,0.11599999999999999,-0.9486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,2,6,11,1,2,3,0,10,7,5,0,1,26,20,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,3,13,0,2,2,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,0,3,16,6,16,18,1,17,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,6,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342535628692289,0.0,0.172124505102877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988766667652508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990981672248975,0.0,0.13857399405279444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796195159256615,0.11015174862646053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912506151072788,0.0,0.08055672762537137,0.0,0.08762844300597697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033487885708891,0.0,0.15466286981221924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6661968497952815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766740548210825,0.0,0.07532833895273981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391604506455843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568565827471822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418825265220905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434361008103351,0.12313452426996695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592998775046605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987972747012005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615194399418066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771197945727276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188784183043014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aquietcookie,2019/03/11,"Does music really help studying I was told that classical helps with memorization and stuff but for me, Sam Smith works just the same. But....if the music is too good, I tend to get carried away and dance it out in my workroom so I dont even know anymore",2.048235294117646,4.24143029411765,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,79.3921568627451,6.432941176470589,21.964705882352945,7.554174236665415,0.8016164705882352,199,6,42,3,5,64,45,51,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.7681,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034447212219128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874733374672192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267760554260504,0.0,0.3586001129622248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209342806028235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985917143165645,0.0,0.0,0.2566370925076132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101768330570668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168155713514761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601525144172452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502678700301825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29237197344579713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227532526645831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Giorcheslov,2019/03/11,"ADHD medication and Foods to avoid From your experience are there any foods you choose to avoid while taking ADHD medication because you feel they don't interact well. Started taking Concerta myself and after a fizzy sugary drink I got the jitters and started talking more quickly. Not sure if this was the Concerta wearing off(was nighttime) or the high sugar intake.",9.09785714285714,10.599921920634925,8.533452380952388,61.93446428571429,59.95238095238096,10.109523809523813,39.55952380952381,10.125756701596842,4.665066666666668,303,15,39,6,4,96,50,63,0.131,0.8690000000000001,0.0,-0.7536,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,3,7,1,0,1,11,9,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,6,2,4,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620999032857702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073818339189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719524166422687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833410136218867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880596782450636,0.0,0.0,0.09720855932688956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4649445838047041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376175838746398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031251519406405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873480119064648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27215439066076696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119555465248266,0.0,0.28909966622952843,0.15452514800430026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285794168021434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FindmeattheEolian,2019/03/11,"How can I manage work/home life to create more balance? Hi everyone! I need some help. I’ve posted here before about struggling with chores; but I think the real issue is that I’m having a really difficult time with balance. It’s either a deep house cleaning or I’m sitting on the couch for my days off & not even showering. I’m 36yo F & have been on Vayvanse & Trintellix for about 6 months. For some background- I work as a 911 dispatcher, 12 hr shifts on nights 7p-7a. Needless to say, on my days off, I’m pretty wiped. Lately though, I’ve been so fatigued I literally want to do nothing. This ultimately means chores don’t get done, or get partially done. For example, laundry gets washed & dried but never makes it to a basket or it makes it to the basket & sits at the foot of the bed for 2 weeks. These are issues bc my wife has an aggressive form of MS & is wheelchair bound. Let me add, my lack of motivation is exponentially increased when we get a day off together & don’t have to go a drs appt or a PT appt. She has come an extremely long way in being more lax with things like this, understanding that I’m the only one doing all the house stuff. She’s mentioned recently though, several times she feels I’m taking advantage of the situation. She says now that she’s adjusted her expectations I am just doing things part way. Anyone know of ways to mitigate this?? 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I'm in my seventh year teaching and I still haven't figured out how to deal with my ADHD symptoms and do all the stuff I have to as a teacher (grade, plan, etc, etc). Anyone out there have any advice? I'm currently drowning. Or I should say I feel like I'm drowning. I don't know which came first at the moment, if my depression is triggering my ADHD symptoms to get worse or if the ADHD is triggering the depression and I'm struggling with everything so it just feels so much harder right now ... but I thought I would post this question on here since I thought of it! I welcome any and all advice from any adults or teachers who may have ideas to help me cope. 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I’m a high school student in 10th grade. Here is a brief rundown of what was said: -I was told my grades were too high for me to be immediately ready for a 504 (despite C semester averages) -I was told that more data needed to be collected before they could go further -RTI was suggested and they said I should do this before a 504 -It sounded like they were going to try and figure out my 504 consideration during and after RTI -The fact that my course load is ”a lot” made them think that it was normal for my grades to be low -I have a full diagnosis, and that seemed to have no meaning to them at all -I was also told that “504 plans cannot give you an advantage”, which I’m pretty sure was a passive insult due to the fact that i am in a very competitive magnet school (this magnet school is part of a regular high school, you take your STEM classes with the magnet school, which is in the same building as normal HS), and competition is well established -Here’s where it gets better: One of my teacher’s (English teacher) pulled me out of class and said “What are you doing so bad in? Why is does admin have you under their radar?”. This eventually all made sense. She had got an RTI teacher survey to complete, and was very confused as to why I was being put through RTI, since RTI is normally for people who are already failing. I am also doing pretty good in her class. -STEM is my strong and most favorite subject group. It’s ironic that I am really struggling in STEM this year and doing decent in English. I’m pretty sure I am on the first chapter of a several month long and grueling process. It sounded like no one was in a rush, except me. The fact that RTI is now in the process frustrates me, gives them more time to stall. I’m told that I will be pulled out of class soon to meet with an RTI coordinator and instructor. Ive thought about bringing the EDU OCR memo about the fact that RTI cannot delay services under 504, and said “look, if you guys are here to delay anything for ANY reason, I don’t need any of this RTI nonsense, and you can count me out”. I have plans to escalate things very quickly if they delay anything any further. I CAN’T afford to wait any longer. I should’ve figured all of this out a long time ago. Before high school. tldr: 504 plan seems to be delayed because my grades are “too high” and that “RTI should be tried in the meantime” before we move things quicker What are your thoughts/experience/suggestions/comments?",6.452598235765834,6.23806995348837,6.396597166533012,80.89360465116279,65.55038759689923,8.900187115744453,31.35899492114408,8.216663640201805,2.123747206629244,2080,70,410,23,29,658,236,516,0.065,0.843,0.092,0.9016,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,8,8,9,16,16,2,2,26,0,60,0,0,3,9,63,91,23,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,0,1,32,23,0,5,9,0,0,9,6,7,1,3,28,7,49,9,59,51,10,59,0,2,1,0,38,31,0,7,21,271,81,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089756366222902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581111110639255,0.10987721255458917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868708419271603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306693089549892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736083803716858,0.041878303857878656,0.0,0.23383132996203496,0.0,0.0,0.06075872785457943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202964793624249,0.0,0.0,0.05485060214370049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011900249892749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843537769937129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589241870714875,0.13180477932000692,0.07808650772540728,0.057621504587908975,0.05494490687532316,0.0,0.0,0.06802286135535726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629215961907301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055998895718320715,0.0,0.0,0.07464171993970703,0.07024943416707638,0.0,0.06712577240672879,0.0,0.0,0.12159299663238045,0.05768990055540234,0.0,0.0,0.05840547647257864,0.0,0.1300094062899987,0.0,0.06965005498790149,0.0,0.07483340637345952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054834927093876114,0.0730162190973319,0.0,0.1018789516918524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193145141841695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310450982785318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439437757679061,0.0,0.04762727195735025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967489791411198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906152107639671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044010371220654335,0.07063406625534402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613941177628045,0.0,0.0,0.41716264377352097,0.0,0.12508207177829994,0.0,0.07761037324076481,0.0,0.056828564916925735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181916428517524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949608512560906,0.0,0.05165313666172113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369217906565284,0.04401957794501878,0.0,0.05453937274832222,0.08011793822124752,0.0,0.0,0.2625795491161627,0.0,0.13992643834737062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267356473397607,0.0,0.0,0.055106234862241116,0.0,0.06176869728782805,0.0,0.1239804161763952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423993646750784 adhd,ilexvert,2019/03/11,"I need some help coming up with a game plan. Well luck has smiled upon me and I was recognized for my deep interests in the sciences and was offered a fully funded masters degree. Here's the thing, I still have to apply and I am shitting myself because this semester is not going well. I am in my 10th year of undergrad due to misdiagnosis and personal life challenges. My GPA is garbage but after learning I have ADHD (discovered two years ago) I have managed to get a 3.0 or higher for the past three semesters. As I stand now I should be alright with applying but this semester and the summer are what are freaking me out. &#x200B; Unfortunately I took orgo I 4-5 years ago and thought a gen chem last semester would help. It did a touch but I'm drowning in this class. I also have physics, something I struggle with, and am doing ok with at the moment. But I have to put a lot of time into it. Now I have to also study and take the GRE on top of everything else. Now for the GRE I'm currently working on getting approval for extended time and as long as I can go over a guide book, I think I'll be ok. Physics I just need to put the time in and ask about making up an assignment or two I forgot because we all know how some things slip us with ADHD. For orgo II I'm going to be trying my best to study for the rest of the semester but I feel so far behind. My worry is failing, any ideas? I suppose if at worst I can retake in the semester but still that's not good. &#x200B; Every semester is a relearning out my routine and this one I never got a chance to start. Now I know I can turn things around but I'm at a loss for dealing with orgo II and knowing I'll do well enough.... Any suggestions? I'm trying all of my breaking it down things but this class is so much at times I feel so lost, especially because I barely remember anything fro orgo I. &#x200B; Something very special happened and I want to rise to the occasion to fulfill my end I'm just beside myself that I may screw it up...",2.6992046598590558,4.35332339119805,4.305871566230405,85.61732309794334,75.47921760391198,7.0611534589385885,26.699338415072628,7.827709963407826,1.5767088451028342,1573,60,319,23,34,527,205,409,0.10300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.105,-0.4505,1,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,2,0,0,10,20,20,2,1,23,3,31,3,1,2,3,66,63,33,1,6,15,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,25,0,1,10,2,1,8,3,8,3,4,8,3,44,12,57,49,10,60,0,3,0,1,10,24,2,8,26,230,60,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574983607809968,0.0,0.15175899059058495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690904745121993,0.0,0.2782436464883858,0.3120411777919561,0.11642226977656638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044174787126566,0.07620240946453438,0.0800247191623546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654343307643678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898322268313397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373707321784942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825014382512528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150806116702309,0.0,0.07581645246157077,0.08844798550902727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212193912112573,0.0,0.07693202419179995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656416071364996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944524058570764,0.0,0.1459458582392568,0.07179746484665649,0.06846237438776649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569605677660697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475214461235375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663231197354116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113104787628086,0.06977566406052113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046201874765701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575356599717141,0.0,0.0,0.09344283210776567,0.07277430837465675,0.0,0.0,0.057138860558502674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629260649635293,0.12694306587483414,0.0660202233802251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058004974177931726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171516594946104,0.0,0.07474287446166204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210387570406047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696844567083772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786747109171286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179857586137533,0.0,0.0,0.06058832826865927,0.0,0.13672100980756638,0.0,0.0,0.08948801250433014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436076756780235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747612537388615,0.05484921163851948,0.0,0.06795707133405936,0.1996568779022699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510507563867547,0.11623396056977504,0.09310853850359506,0.16723809693465255,0.0,0.10296661330439387,0.0,0.0,0.0706292068637526,0.05048927088931935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308948319137011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231803310813053,0.08693125311042864,0.0,0.06080799245687199,0.0,0.3120411777919561,0.16537134734992912 adhd,NomadicPolarBear,2019/03/11,"Holy shit this battle never ends I don't like to blame.my problems on my ADHD because then I start using it as an excuse, but holy shit the struggle never stops. I started college this year and now am responsible for all my own stuff. I have to manage school, which is hard enough on it's own. Then I have to do my own shopping, get to class, find a place to live, find clubs to join, balance friends and family, and a job. I didn't realise how hard all of this would be and how fast it stacks up if I take any time off.",6.8840366972477085,4.581246944954128,6.877137614678898,84.58506422018348,65.78899082568806,9.453944954128444,31.891743119266057,6.742157984588678,1.6739049541284403,403,11,92,2,5,129,74,109,0.149,0.728,0.122,-0.47200000000000003,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,1,4,0,9,2,2,3,4,18,14,11,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,10,2,13,11,6,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,13,63,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132997448067792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069433884623568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819182155980417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719701430109365,0.1833870985985912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673149171620111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244319897637145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712271273407575,0.0,0.09272739825595988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179793201009696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761242180972152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670909422381641,0.0,0.1567204974252482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737712372950462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543167189822995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982699784329955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962199261034092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36436693254161656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512463718915203,0.0,0.0,0.14838350488676946,0.0,0.18554347934638493,0.20317525725723684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344492087536505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034916039721828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328808911701602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607863530292196,0.0,0.0,0.11429305562023633 adhd,Tbing925,2019/04/12,"Ahhhhhhhh Hey guys so I’m new to this group, but I was recently diagnosed with ADHD. It was a long journey to get the doctor to actually give me medication for it but he finally did. He gave me a 30 day supply of Concerta 27 mg. The problem is I have Medicaid which has Medi-Cal here in California and I am reading that it will not be covered by insurance and might cost around $300. I see these RX digital coupons and I’m just wondering if anyone has used these..Any advice or input would be great. I know I do need this medication I just need to figure out how to pay for it",0.6359642857142873,2.9437841916666727,4.076190476190476,81.10500000000003,86.25,7.761904761904763,23.57142857142857,8.634040054169528,2.0111428571428576,453,18,95,13,14,166,88,120,0.045,0.905,0.05,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,14,5,0,2,0,23,25,9,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,9,1,13,16,0,9,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,4,5,62,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.18597726166653375,0.0,0.2290384906387551,0.18623124166001284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960001064710935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325701649557775,0.0,0.0,0.16965539491529244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290745683783555,0.0,0.0,0.19343330829006675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506531389021028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876958507546547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956947373116963,0.1828203975221676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011362376985185,0.0,0.1887028166617328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473703666550142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865609953545205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839758604931575,0.0,0.20217382050149013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28262329398883873,0.0,0.18406203840517665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823580205919881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063021362057894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817341575126612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186650204639254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459875559656312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066744059016242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538159812490094,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Farmersteve94,2019/04/12,"My mum thinks I'm being ridiculous for wanting a diagnosis I've never posted here before, ADHD is something very new to me thanks to so much bullying at school. So I'm 24 male and have an odd background to say the least. I was raised in a town but spent most of the school holidays doing various jobs and bits around my grandads farm in the middle. Of nowhere. Even though Ive basically had no social life structure I still just about managed to make friends at school. Not that I really feel I have any apart from my girlfriend right now. (shitty times and a story for another sub) My girlfriend is the one that's convincing me to get a diagnosis done, she's no professional but she has managed to get me to look into it. After ter reading a few accredited sites I feel fairly certain that I'm predominantly innatentive. Because of nearly every guy I went to school with (all boys secondary school) bullying me for being adhd, antagonising and tormenting me, barking ""ADHD!!"" at me to try and get an outburst. naturally in that state I will fight back I was convinced at the time I wasn't adhd because I wasn't hyperactive enough and thanks to all the adults in my life it stayed like that until a few months ago. Its just typical that a phone conversation with my mum that I had 12 hours ago has been on my head harassing me for the latter part of the day, now I'm stuck with replaying the call over and over with what I could have said differently to maybe make her see that all these years she's been telling me ""pay attention"", ""stop fiddling"", ""space cadet"" etc just might be something wrong with me. Not to mention the spree of outbursts I've had my entire life (albeit alot more under control now) The school reports that look like the teachers copied the examples off an adhd psychology website, my tough exterior because I've been suppressing my emotions for years so I don't end up killing someone by having an outburst and because I hate having those outbursts because it doesn't even feel like it's me anymore. I Hell my leg will be shaking and I dont notice it until it gets pointed out because its pissing someone off. I'm not trying to piss people off.",6.113270150901734,6.708173992822967,6.460382775119619,77.37960250276042,66.2488038277512,9.110195068089807,32.82333456017666,9.057496981413335,2.7700711078395295,1731,70,321,28,26,559,218,418,0.126,0.7829999999999999,0.091,-0.9375,2,0,2,0,1,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,17,20,8,1,25,0,33,7,4,3,5,45,59,17,1,2,8,2,3,3,3,3,3,2,0,4,20,17,0,3,5,2,2,2,11,11,0,1,15,8,42,9,54,36,15,54,1,0,3,0,22,28,3,3,24,219,62,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597419261460508,0.0,0.1356403912129723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052028424006186576,0.0802258646326818,0.0,0.0,0.075875903329364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810881247243743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058830336999395536,0.0,0.2798333386598969,0.0,0.06510312393164774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352749925159399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781237633218456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581082207522944,0.06108583566909734,0.0,0.0,0.04934167247326235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993512986543924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829478940968349,0.08966742738333032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860617985113496,0.06776384866719835,0.0790537635349036,0.08532723509426457,0.10106632502456883,0.0,0.06446173633178195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160550348140349,0.05465770913688299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059110300509587835,0.0,0.1598901966594459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575547337856105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553633378964847,0.07851982451694699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534549060472383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592291058981834,0.0,0.08464535279071389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162120712147786,0.11213460952505494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849579211041007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214007578012453,0.0,0.07686310185534312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116345981362617,0.0,0.0,0.06106837873188509,0.0,0.05624257275255988,0.0,0.05900809495643231,0.07389241505283105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871054685284192,0.0,0.0,0.051844160001161294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285128231509367,0.0,0.05304138139690851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232529061584242,0.0,0.07327402285272945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652923431964721,0.0,0.049013323446798686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533786660571964,0.07277713233072136,0.06084265390330373,0.0,0.4645843018837698,0.06096739283703405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799081141396083,0.12965085842098964,0.11780000856343766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815479132226562,0.06109981090794577,0.0639645569259745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687182749168849,0.1408775504033964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049023576760884535,0.07516924229439492,0.0,0.0892254782455856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388853947013273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312754989196469,0.045126713276319584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709241738392021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365006707192174,0.0,0.09853796981063263 adhd,Keinebange,2019/04/12,"I'm only content on adderall? I've had issues my whole life. Depression, anxiety, no motivation. The whole shebang. I was prescribed adderall in early January and I have been taking it everyday. &#x200B; It pretty much gets rid of my anxiety, allows me to focus and be content with life. I'm less miserable- much much much less. &#x200B; I'm just curious if this is a reason I shouldn't be taking it? It makes me feel ok with life, but I don't want to be someone who is dependent on it. Am I using it how I am a supposed to be? I take 20mg IR in the morning and one in the afternoon, as prescribed.",1.8756284153005431,4.037247737704924,4.3340163934426235,82.09780054644811,79.81967213114754,7.3453551912568305,28.19945355191257,8.344100000000001,2.337489617486338,472,22,90,10,12,165,73,122,0.092,0.846,0.062,-0.3456,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,1,14,3,0,7,0,18,25,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,11,1,12,17,8,8,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070566660990092,0.3443540398770817,0.0,0.0,0.2167952004529452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204317422922725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164611733596674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074030686017347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789455798818507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002537438485888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945836585087434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41665356163101097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601736219147564,0.10776673794209893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441565014963944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456878240428075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200591680062426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196148891398096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122380468006839,0.0,0.0,0.08357639458458185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163986472208429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443540398770817,0.0 adhd,MatsurapCoyote,2019/04/12,"A big heartfelt b thanks So, I've been lingering here for over a month now, and can't thank this community enough. I'm forty-seven and was recently diagnosed with ADHD after being tested for depression and anxiety for the last THIRTY years. When my therapist pointed this out after months of therapy, I thought that surely that's for hyper little boys, and not a grown woman. I did some research, found this community, and had a holy $hit moment. I found relief, humor, and great suggestions. Now I know that I'm not a lazy underachiever. I see my doctor next week to discuss a treatment plan, and am looking forward to getting some control over my life and actually enjoying it. Thanks for giving me hope everyone, you guys kick ass ♥️♥️♥️ TL;DR Found out after 30 years of being treated for depression/anxiety that I'm ADHD. This community has helped me the most. Thank you all 😘",3.415147058823532,5.798598794117647,5.143161764705884,77.11297794117648,75.76470588235293,8.25,27.095588235294123,9.017664075816787,2.6067941176470586,705,28,123,17,16,239,108,170,0.064,0.7340000000000001,0.203,0.9722,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,5,13,0,0,8,0,9,4,1,1,2,25,27,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,2,12,12,18,16,5,24,0,1,2,1,9,8,1,4,16,76,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.1258040276008087,0.0,0.3098654570969041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724172746818994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459095469658687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110356984858566,0.13084765867062054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195162630475674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320533314374935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318535787627033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42405126914805935,0.0,0.0,0.06735361467970323,0.12366857179082935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213103197230784,0.0,0.12764772501183064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641009495059776,0.0,0.0,0.1280432949197872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084920453942091,0.10508425401683603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105762334183708,0.0,0.12920832385728082,0.0,0.0,0.10825749483818044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058000370833156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710429108687938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218678782693015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728961259445534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272985763893856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215023915112071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747564238525949,0.14742739359471693,0.14968213554995288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234539853485997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340913883915467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660361570279798 adhd,oreomaniak,2019/04/12,"Looking for adderall supplement https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01JIKQDPS/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_i_qErSCbV26WFCN Has anyone tried this product, or similar? I've been turned down for a prescription because they found weed in my system. And I'm looking for something similar to Adderall, anyone have experience with this? Thank you.",12.27542635658915,17.674436581395348,7.2375581395348885,55.937577519379865,66.90697674418604,8.448062015503877,37.39922480620155,8.841846274778883,4.891173643410854,275,13,27,6,6,73,35,43,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.4998,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,7,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338196062087994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891044133178258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034501624661711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401351468890142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210055706131785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388189514684462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856046385995313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210615876589554,0.3374252474711981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LadyCasanova,2019/04/12,"Is this what control feels like? It's only my first week of starting adderall, so I know that I still need to adjust, things will change, I'm in the new relationship energy phase of medication, etc. I've done my research, believe me. But... I'm about to turn into a blubbering wreck in this bus loop. Two days ago I emailed my psychiatrist saying I was worried the 15mg adderall xr didn't work because I couldn't feel it, and I didn't feel the side effects either really. Then today happened. I have about seven hours of classes with one ten minute break on Fridays, and previously Fridays have been taking everything I have to just survive. Until I did today with adderall. I had no idea it could be like this. The control over my impulses, emotions, thoughts and communication. I'm beginning to feel like I'm not a slave to my negative spiral(s). It's a slit in the clouds of a whole lot of anxiety, self doubt and what I thought was permanent exhaustion. Feeling a sense of accomplishment and not just relief of immediate dread over my achievements. Completing work from start to finish. I had no idea I was so out of sync until I finally tuned in with myself, with others, and with the world around me. There's no euphoria that I can tell, there's just... Control. Finally. No, adderall didn't cure me. Not even close. I work hard to use all the strategies I've gathered over the years to actually manage. I'm combined of course. My brain really dipped everywhere, but there's lots of impulsivity issues (what I described to my psychiatrist as living like an exhausted, anxious and unmotivated amorphous blob fiending for stimulation and ricocheting between my bed, walls, doors and university like a human pinball machine of sadness). But... I'm just floored. I tried biphentin twice, never feeling quite right on it. I dug my heels in and clung to what's probably a fundamental attribution error in my vehement assertions I could manage on my own. I already have, for 25 years. How much more help was out there? I don't want to be presumptuous, but maybe there's a whole way of being and things to achieve that I never considered possible. I'm going to try to stay on adderall, because I want to find out. Sorry for the essay. I just wanted to word vomit what I'd been feeling all day somewhere.",4.671706349206347,6.682559027777778,5.557973544973546,77.1986666666667,70.99074074074073,8.548253968253968,31.09285714285714,9.159459690764724,2.9074062698412706,1828,81,325,39,35,598,224,432,0.106,0.8420000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9047,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,0,13,18,11,0,2,18,0,27,6,2,8,4,72,56,22,0,7,13,0,8,5,0,1,4,1,2,2,19,22,0,3,15,0,0,1,15,5,0,6,15,9,41,6,61,34,11,51,0,1,0,0,8,24,0,3,28,224,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.08740981022021435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940059060138956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884544855328296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852269475906228,0.10119139587078596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973848920827388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920509326590376,0.0,0.0,0.10091750096075287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999250046847204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475579689937992,0.0,0.0939150311278393,0.0,0.30138942649019823,0.14303265822612554,0.0,0.0,0.11553366664907325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166373621526012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075697318344837,0.0,0.0,0.0998969820166705,0.059161771984739736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050196081586576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31703372704184785,0.12798118164001354,0.0,0.1962445263219306,0.0818676152915243,0.07619029764606383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090609918145915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920863984228144,0.0,0.08023933973849505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003853886704895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821084043871986,0.0,0.0,0.20223283278355972,0.0,0.093490387539741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049226687262309235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880292302130652,0.0,0.0790941324919959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230262254825194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998758597188906,0.0,0.0,0.09023484052322196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584607215535349,0.06641685190437903,0.13816762242884226,0.08650965016675177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060696624162072686,0.06812390010256779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100979501973616,0.0,0.0,0.096574272978983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952713480661795,0.0,0.0,0.11476483646828525,0.0,0.0,0.0961673117517639,0.0,0.07649440038820521,0.0,0.07123162371440045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344362175761674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026904731447502,0.12679971128856124,0.09547233555266417,0.07153269064384926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734735038174805,0.0,0.0782902872802464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901593857545625,0.0,0.0,0.14222107246408708,0.0,0.0,0.1698084571929083,0.0,0.0,0.12162765555125313,0.09742912651761296,0.08749928828590706,0.0,0.0,0.07736185520881897,0.0,0.0,0.1584964915242739,0.07109845782467379,0.07184963290402796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000089289836445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956294759729176,0.0909651917402136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536346850167242 adhd,MeowSterling,2019/04/12,"Sleep deprivation or ADHD? Reading through all these posts, I've come to strongly believe that I have adhd. Of course, I have some reservations and will hold off on wholeheartedly believing that until I've seen a psychologist who can either diagnose me or tell me I'm wrong. Hopefully, I'll be able to make an appointment soon. The thing I'm wondering is if anyone else noticed the parallels between adhd symptoms and sleep deprivation? For example: -forgetfulness -unregulated focus -emotional instability -inattentive/space cadet -lack of motivation I'd try to sleep better myself and see if my own symptoms disappeared or persisted, but I have an incredibly hard time getting myself to go to bed at consistent times. This in itself could be a symptom of adhd, or something else. I do strongly relate to the whole ""lack of stimulation,"" another symptom of adhd, and I fidget quite a bit. But those could just be personality quirks. Did anyone think they have adhd only to realize that they're only sleep deprived? How did you know it wasn't sleep deprivation and is indeed adhd? Thanks in advance for reading and answering!",5.918618161308515,8.805757548223356,7.007267343485619,64.31725183305133,69.96446700507614,10.063056965595036,33.279469825155104,10.25414643259724,4.394352735476593,915,44,133,28,18,306,126,197,0.114,0.812,0.07400000000000001,-0.8478,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,7,3,10,0,0,8,0,17,10,5,4,1,35,30,16,0,7,10,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,10,7,0,1,6,2,0,4,1,5,0,0,4,3,12,5,22,20,8,14,0,4,2,0,5,5,0,9,4,93,22,3,0.0799834343621319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6728718147645514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386960481280807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185255402696327,0.08195248050898063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022788183374114,0.0,0.07073884790845561,0.0873211947955684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889864648569438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277205280537484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118150223949723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363179231886052,0.08997059818144988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178804325970161,0.0,0.04545642896696776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164944684089515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944159749506667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395680377791141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338956351826951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106167014792073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166201204798024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983844978013193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660202065556293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507222779966729,0.16001015803077778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373644169646317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002059872093632,0.0,0.0,0.06157515540902096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325336536492002,0.0,0.0,0.06990904704507771,0.07363800024734203,0.0,0.0,0.05313743976441482,0.05125015514972462,0.0,0.0,0.09327796757259972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430350168136655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929864809220818,0.0,0.0,0.08673862270085086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744932946511323,0.0,0.0 adhd,SadStuffGoesHere,2019/04/12,"Just hope it’s not too late to turn this around. I’d greatly underestimated how much trouble my ADHD had been causing myself and others at work. How people saw my staring off into space and shirking of responsibilities as laziness, how this has pissed off an undue number of people, and how my job is currently hanging in the balance. Starting today, I’ve been taking an additional Adderall pill in the afternoon, and it’s pretty shocking how much of a difference there has been. I’m remembering to do things now, and do them in a timely manner. I’m also approaching things with much more clarity and focus. I just hope that I can improve myself enough that it’s worth it in the end.",7.746406593406597,7.43709783846154,8.354395604395606,68.24346153846156,62.92307692307693,10.197802197802199,34.72527472527473,9.606745405546679,3.3256043956043966,549,21,93,9,7,184,84,130,0.087,0.782,0.131,0.6249,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,12,6,1,0,7,0,10,2,1,6,0,22,18,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,5,2,8,3,16,13,5,20,0,0,2,0,1,10,1,2,8,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247352801711984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803724457099693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647925383575519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016518396271545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340688049431312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639578818858973,0.19127437238619385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409110728147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677240287010517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369912352609055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881897632713556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082448067085762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667233243641885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832958124348168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970040730957293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102609852356312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918423751515108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459657665650984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794266198817468,0.0,0.1754683777761834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135311351159307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476669482634104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PHMEM8317,2019/04/12,"Screw me I guess I got sucked into a YouTube channel I haven't watched in a while and missed my chance to get dinner. It's pouring rain out and I don't think there's any chance of it letting up soon. Oh well, back to that YouTube channel.",1.0323529411764696,2.9732271372549057,1.5762352941176483,101.92905882352942,81.54901960784314,4.08,23.925490196078428,3.1291,-0.2746580392156863,188,7,45,0,5,57,39,51,0.138,0.7340000000000001,0.128,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,6,1,7,7,0,7,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,1,3,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914410498633833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329542466573305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390917881613526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34276511368492113,0.0,0.472116153273934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382399872515517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746091766598861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853342511995537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ganbattedeku,2019/04/12,"Are people with ADHD more childish? I was recently diagnosed with ADHDi \[though I'm sure a decade of anxiety, major depression and bad life experience contribute to poor focus\] and after four years of being a semi-shutin \[unemployed\] I've managed to get to an awesomely rated University. Top 15 or in the country \[which saying that being in the top 2000+ of a single year isn't exactly that good, I'd imagine it translates to 10000+ at least for all talent\]. I realise I'm an extreme fuck up. &#x200B; I grew up really nerdy, heavily into video games \[way too much though I wouldn't necesarrily call it an addiction... just down to social anxiety reducing my opportunities to go out even though I wanted to and before anxiety my parents wouldn't let me go out -\_-\]. Then at 17 I deteriorated further into anime/manga though still generally prefer the simple straightforward stuff aimed towards teenagers. I still sometimes get hyped up by action stuff, though I'm not quite emotionally invested most of the time I'm COMPLETELY zoning out always \[I want meds since it's so bad\] but I decided to drink a ton of coffee and I feel great and hyped up. &#x200B; Anyway I'm just wondering if 'childish' traits are more common among people with ADHD/ADD/whatever. I think I just had an absolutely fucked up adolesence from being shut-in as a teenager from anxiety and an absoutely depressing adulthood through chronic pain so I never got to mature properly. But I really really relaly relaly don't feel I gel well with other adults and I kinda feel bad I never had the time to socially develop normally. I typicalyl find adult conversations ridicuously boring on a conscious level and what really hurts I suppose is there's absolutely no one I can relate with it feels. While normal people are purusing sex, relationships, career goals I'm just floating destroyed by my past. I still daydream about things like being a hero, great at martial arts, strong and cool etc. and even pushed myself blindly into a breaking point where thanks to being flatfooted I now have chronic knee pain so I can't even do any proper exercise and no martial arts. I'm not sure if it's just me being retarded, a need to compensate for a lost past or whatever but unlike regular people, my ideal situation in life is dying in a blaze of glory or martyrdom since it'd erase my mistakes and I'd die without going through my terribleness much longer. I wouldn't even feel regret I suppose, the amount of pain I've went through in these past 7 years changed me as a person, so I'm fundamentally different not only from my past self pre-chronic pain but more so to everyone else \[that i wasn't normal with anyway\]. &#x200B; But anyway, if ADHD leads to things like more daydreaming, poorer function in society, hyperfocus etc. is it plausible people with ADHD are a little more prone to childishness? I never wanted to grow up as a kid, and by the time I was a teenager I figured I'd just pass the time before suicide if I couldn't fit in as an adult due to anxiety. &#x200B; I'll probably edit this post tomorrow, but I think from tomorrow I'm gonna drink a shit ton of coffee every day since I feel so great and not even spacing out at all wooo",5.225354551508988,7.1228368451400375,6.378933716569108,72.331654807389,69.34596375617792,9.515216095902415,30.872060009113532,9.898777417752306,3.400894100739599,2603,109,430,66,47,871,301,607,0.179,0.725,0.096,-0.9945,4,0,2,0,0,1,90.0,0,0,0,10,35,36,4,0,30,1,30,19,2,1,8,93,64,44,3,19,24,1,6,2,0,4,12,1,0,6,19,28,2,0,15,7,2,10,18,19,1,2,8,9,43,17,79,43,18,77,0,5,1,3,14,37,3,10,29,289,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874783068283565,0.25906024354139234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484062623274477,0.23355828027898584,0.2619279964919545,0.03664690837288264,0.0,0.2061277273093017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498718285173114,0.0,0.0,0.0917124922802899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502750565460168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057008257287394073,0.0,0.0565024244730353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034754459406216485,0.0,0.092830402462508,0.05469700727472699,0.1118581976466744,0.056303365629620114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558296554298434,0.0,0.0,0.045018008505411385,0.06061876569768659,0.0,0.0,0.12020273248480905,0.17796850584590762,0.0,0.045404476303699585,0.05149400825626749,0.0,0.052714559882036535,0.0,0.0,0.16348979652106782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049254296082809436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964049370957576,0.05631038704924219,0.0,0.09188043669927327,0.04520020303143557,0.043100591768113206,0.1782410667963901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769013982848348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510596625173176,0.07612791144983799,0.05265566324803565,0.05401173167161764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882707686300771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059859413355016426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923039952442787,0.039958599953565134,0.1246893956774243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584016708314165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03651711958458917,0.040985617255605934,0.2293701644022399,0.0,0.05983823961500765,0.0,0.20577562728999851,0.18680199152222016,0.0470544901276908,0.0,0.0,0.05094327473624267,0.0,0.051611526831510136,0.0,0.05810231333049895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731843011611226,0.0,0.0,0.13809272971187533,0.0,0.05320967097777636,0.05785747184209971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042855327743393776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621880882581665,0.0,0.05531709986817411,0.13373458523517046,0.06057438716492033,0.0,0.10986771844076386,0.0,0.0,0.053298384941624366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910937903929376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338184387966496,0.05894668876166104,0.0,0.1015809875377987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961448266062735,0.0,0.0,0.07160397009604695,0.06906080897063073,0.26473224851997706,0.0,0.12569429069786164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953567914959323,0.042775210689325785,0.0,0.0,0.04845339736204948,0.04995637960893416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194783905320399,0.058441183594653584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619279964919545,0.10410978286995802 adhd,itsyerrboy,2019/04/12,"Do you vary your medication timing? **tl;dr** \- My medication doesn't last all day, so I make tradeoffs on when I take them. Below is more detail- looking for any suggestions or personal experiences. I'm aware that ultimately this needs to be a conversation with my doctor. &#x200B; I am a 25 y/o male and originally started medication in January after being diagnosed with ADHD. **Normal Day:** * 7a: 30 mg Adderall XR * 2p: 15 mg Adderall IR * This wears off somewhere around the end of the work day (\~5p). I'm still functional afterwards, but I can feel myself not firing on all cylinders **Day with important evening activity:** * 7a: 30mg Adderall XR * *(generally unproductive at work in the afternoon)* * 6:30p: 15mg Adderall IR * 7:00p: dinner with friends. I don't *need* Adderall just to go to dinner, but it really helps me stay present during conversations. This doesn't affect my sleep and I'm okay with losing some afternoon productivity sans medication, although having to choose is a bummer. * To be clear, I am taking exactly the amount prescribed; I never double up on my IR dosage. &#x200B; **Things I've considered:** * Adding a second IR dosage in the evening * My doctor is hesitant to go up in dosage; I'm already above the literature maximum of 40 mg/day. I know others have gone much higher before, but I understand his hesitance. * Switching medications * I had a great recreational experience with Vyvanse lasting all day. However, this was before my diagnosis, I'm not proud of using Vyvanse recreationally, and it was my first ADHD-related medication ever so it might not be a reliable data point. * My doctor is hesitant to switch medications given that I had zero side effects during the Adderall titration process, which we completed 1-2 months ago. Aka I've been on this dosage/regimen for 1-2 months after spending the previous 2 months titrating up to this dosage. * Gathering more data * I might take a med vacation and see how bad my symptoms are without medication- the whole premise of me taking 15 mg IR at 2pm is that I feel less productive after lunch. But a lot of neurotypical people feel that way after eating lunch! So maybe I'm taking my booster dosage too early anyways. For all of the above, I could revisit with my doctor; he didn't shut the door on increasing dosage or changing meds, just expressed initial concerns with either approach. Thanks for reading!",2.7006426505028216,5.691986194379393,4.324075974652157,75.24547200027554,92.20843091334896,7.28928227028516,27.59088717454195,8.07648339933343,2.9833485604077694,1903,91,296,51,68,632,233,427,0.053,0.879,0.068,0.8098,1,0,0,0,0,0,106.0,1,2,1,6,14,7,0,0,19,1,28,21,2,6,8,56,56,16,0,4,13,0,4,0,1,2,14,0,1,2,16,14,5,0,7,1,1,5,9,2,0,3,8,6,33,5,48,41,15,56,0,1,2,0,15,20,0,6,29,188,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169065292016143,0.0,0.0623504216317656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761976764906241,0.0,0.0,0.1524224571025148,0.17093681611952968,0.04783227392095225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261576122745942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058729318903559716,0.0,0.0,0.11970496960038593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440831162566806,0.0,0.07374808857251364,0.0,0.0,0.05615919529038792,0.0,0.0,0.27217327126937657,0.0,0.0,0.07139162212540176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28797582592424514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197336689631474,0.0,0.0,0.062298619135608864,0.0,0.0,0.09291521384895958,0.06362477709454588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760818469291655,0.0,0.0,0.10669506757441836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982949429596132,0.0,0.0,0.05434298923196696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994944933160003,0.0,0.0,0.07754792886591186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714610035218222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865594302375795,0.1146697683446461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906623200026233,0.07869026631104342,0.0,0.05979887970342738,0.0,0.0,0.04695118270775223,0.0,0.07066400746487453,0.0,0.1562593945012466,0.5668653404096524,0.0,0.1492350735711672,0.0,0.0,0.16842943882355432,0.0,0.051706546898280886,0.1043095193203788,0.05424902666999898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891633742244327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876353517494494,0.06141645669253513,0.0,0.0,0.06649217573336631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035706671612495,0.0,0.045060344564823586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605030500406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038882953134958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049785621251346085,0.07497098360089327,0.056172043410727485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310814745478017,0.26442723286309866,0.0,0.0,0.06475780987914179,0.0,0.0,0.04672946318707952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101467224591827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322437217167448,0.0,0.06074947621864477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583105603069826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852990108633935,0.0,0.06780335306628599,0.0,0.10241385039352847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093681611952968,0.0 adhd,OnlyEquivalent101,2019/04/12,Complete offers and Earn free Robux (just for shits and gigs dont do it it a scam),-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333359,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,86.77777777777777,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.5563111111111108,64,1,16,0,2,20,15,18,0.152,0.6859999999999999,0.162,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583228857943682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240935983373574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466102228394362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mrpooney83,2019/04/12,"This is me. Ama i guess? I'm posting this in a moment of mental clarity to force myself to engage in discution about the stuff that plagues me. Im not saying that this is my only problem but it is one of them. Sorry if this gets removed. Im trying to not overthink this and giving up.",-0.2530000000000001,2.0096740333333365,2.4783333333333357,90.6525,92.0,4.333333333333334,19.166666666666664,5.985473137389443,0.08466666666666668,222,7,45,2,8,77,43,60,0.055,0.8340000000000001,0.111,0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,9,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366551471345568,0.2509137327575237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881396052246216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650628520607853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26359258576224465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724091810622336,0.19892939295791373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050372276189353,0.0,0.0,0.2502791387895381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800429281907926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927968111735429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994254685971909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758316574121846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,camcam1212,2019/04/12,Burning red hot ears on vyvanse Has anybody else had similar side effects? Is a cause for concern? I have been taking 20mg for 3 weeks now. Besides feeling really tired after lunch and the ear thing I feel great.,2.0843902439024404,4.82745012195122,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,84.3658536585366,5.231219512195122,27.71219512195122,6.742157984588678,1.577991219512195,169,8,30,2,5,54,39,41,0.076,0.7829999999999999,0.141,0.4151,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,2,0,5,8,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,4,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783291960724733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076540895395774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37243099052722256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406034495559814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593221047547594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690379273311944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467157653886915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232883702671722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29541527238760656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yeezyszn_12,2019/04/12,Any advice for someone with adhd and anxiety I’m unmotivated and always wait till the last minute to do anything,9.928571428571429,8.829618047619046,10.58095238095238,56.60571428571429,59.0,12.20952380952381,40.04761904761904,11.20814326018867,4.769533333333333,93,4,14,2,1,32,20,21,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482703410969649,0.3924862381327199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420370392113297,0.0,0.0,0.2731347339331319,0.0,0.3072599815624703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33052246961904835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273971118198227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403154467528017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,duck-duck--grayduck,2019/04/12,"I've been accepted to a master's program! Third year applying's the charm! I don't know if it's the whole rejection sensitive dysphoria thing, but the entire process has just been wreaking havoc on my emotional state. I want to be a therapist. I was originally applying to psychology doctoral programs. I didn't apply to as many programs as I should have, like two schools the first year I applied, one school the second. I got an interview last year, and the interview went so fucking well I was convinced I was in. Then I didn't get in, and spent most of 2018 depressed and angry at myself for being so bad at dealing with this sort of situation and vowing to do better this time. Due to changes at my job that are making me miserable, I decided to apply to master's of social work programs instead this year, so I'd finish school and move on to my next career faster. And I didn't do any better this time, I only applied to one school. But it's a really good school, and I got in! I am so fucking relieved the ""applying to grad school"" part of my life is over.",5.38611030478955,5.682404490566039,6.5218867924528325,77.34967343976778,67.77358490566039,9.919303338171265,32.34542815674891,9.851270322608157,3.0758914368650223,840,34,162,18,13,283,118,212,0.12,0.728,0.152,0.4841,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,7,15,2,1,11,0,19,4,0,2,0,21,29,17,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,6,1,6,12,0,21,9,28,14,3,26,0,3,0,2,4,9,2,3,15,114,29,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540576781405564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925845464181371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613797328812327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730188447978605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431781681641552,0.09550529751307643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349574505694035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473097388910355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431893124649113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205023241172012,0.057932962968531614,0.0,0.0,0.093005281107387,0.17737011714306827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003649403300007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609396297800936,0.09038627288948874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783215265602489,0.05417292881265985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401676089468227,0.1124202325090625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785346514486675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792771414176992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027742109188116,0.0843332241575627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007791273104595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103592619267196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6733307161819291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246396593011538,0.0,0.1130335413659972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874631387050536,0.07366722846970662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931615408694055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831877038062387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540298939520052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996991504469844,0.1027917313868024,0.0,0.1237994141270249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072577770900273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856258445009008 adhd,cheapbitoffluff,2019/04/12,"Washing clothes I swear to god. I don’t have a tumblr dryer, I have to hang my clothes to get them to dry and every single fucking time I put on a washing I forget till it’s bedtime then have to hang it or I’ll just forget it for another fucking two days and have to repeat the whole process again. It’s 9pm where I am, and I want to go to bed because I’m tired, but no. I’ll spend the next 20 minutes dealing with soggy clothes. Woooo.",-0.7487499999999976,1.3252582916666709,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,91.08333333333334,3.6166666666666663,21.541666666666664,4.7782277997778095,-0.2704208333333331,340,13,79,1,12,114,62,96,0.10400000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.032,-0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,10,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,12,12,2,13,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,1,7,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799894875811696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627704345687925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722031872818073,0.2752817025705613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497244008231715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937038553404377,0.13950480445708285,0.0,0.15175130826164926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839744742618221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684247632314767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569913797469534,0.306895535662707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608357678717153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574929155866266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981137538066746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mortambulist,2019/04/12,"Going untreated in Iowa TL;DR: I'm treated like a criminal when I try to get my meds. Christ, guess it would've been spring 2017 when my job--and therefore my insurance--changed. ""Ugh, I gotta go through the whole finding-a-doctor thing. I'll do it tomorrow."" A year later, I made an appointment with my local in-network psychiatrist. She seemed great right up until I got to ADHD and Adderall. Then she starts freaking freaking out. ""That's a Schedule II narcotic!"" and ""people get over ADHD when they reach adulthood."" In so many words, she said, ""Amphetamines??!! Those are just for children!"". Also, not to tell you your job or anything, but stimulants aren’t narcotic. So I keep meaning to find a *different* new doctor for about 6 months, and eventually I make the call. I could see myself starting to fuck up my new job, which I loved, and I had to get back on my meds. And christ, this guy. Fifteen minutes in, he literally says, ""Since I know we're gonna get there, let's skip ahead to your Adderall. Everybody wants it \[paraphrasing now\], but hardly anybody really needs it."" I give him my symptoms. Again, literally, ""I've had people sit right there and read me the symptoms off their iPhone."" Good thing I have Android then? Gave me a little more, “you’re asking me to give you a Schedule II drug just because you say you have these symptoms?” Those symptoms, he told me, were due to...wait for it...bipolar depression. Here’s all the prozac and wellbutrin you could ever want. I’m surprised he didn’t just offer me a candy dish full of the shit. But at least. he agreed to send me to be tested. ""A full psychological battery,” he said. “Takes a whole a day,"" he said. My first thought was, ""That actually sounds cool as shit."" I couldn't wait. Know thyself and all that. And I definitely have ADHD, so let's prove it once and for all. The spice must flow. Of course I was in and out in two hours. She had me remember and repeat back lists of words and numbers. I made pictures with the red & white blocks. I did some geometric sequence puzzles. Lastly, a thing where I had to look at a series of line drawings of everyday objects, then go through a stack of cards each with two line drawings, and pick out which of them I saw in the first round. I don't think I explained that well, but it was super easy. A week or two later, l go back to Dr. Whathisface, but it turns out he hadn't received the results yet. Fuck it, give me more of that prozac then, at least now I don't want to kill myself for fucking up yet another job. After calling the next week and them *STILL* not having my test results, I finally drive to the testing hospital, find the records room, pay like four bucks, and get the damn things myself. I read it it in the car. Now here, just let me say up front, no, of course I am not a doctor. I'm just a nerd who likes to learn things, and Psychology is one of the bazillion things I find interesting. I once did nothing but read psychology textbooks for a week (before I moved on to model railroads or whatever). Anyhow, if I get something wrong in my depictions of psych testing/diagnosing, please correct me. Now where were we? Oh yeah. so I read the thing in my car outside the hospital. It says they tested my IQ and my memory. I was pretty smart, memory was fine for my age, and I didn't try to cheat the control test. To the woman who ran and interpreted the tests, that showed that I didn't have adult ADHD. My symptoms were caused by, once again, depression. I always did poorly in school because I was smart and bored. WTF, isn’t everybody with ADHD bored by school??.That doesn’t just help make my case? And how the fuck are IQ and memory tests alone an indicator of ADHD? Anyhow, I felt like I'd been had. I went home, and I started reading every study of ADHD diagnosis I could find. A friend of 40 years is a doctor, so I could find quite a few. Fascinating rabbit hole, and I've been this way my whole life, so at least I can hyperfocus pretty much at will. Handy, but I'd give it up for being able to pay my bills on time. Long story longer, the studies' results were all over the map. The one kinda consistent test mentioned was the Stroup Color Test, which is a cool test but not one of the ones they gave me. The one thing all the papers agreed on though, was that *THERE IS NO TEST FOR ADHD.* The only way to diagnose was self-reported symptoms and old report cards (mine always said ""doesn't pay attention in class"", just sayin’). The best testing could do was correctly diagnose that a person had ADHD and be correct 80% of the time. Now 4 out of 5 ain't bad, but that's for confirming that a person does have it. Where testing completely failed was at determining who *doesn’t* have ADHD. There were as many ADHD sufferers who didn't score high on the tests. Needless to say, now I *really* felt like I’d been had. But a man of my word, I took the results back to Dr. Whatsisfoot. I'd say my mood that day was defiantly defeated. I may have said ""you win"" as I handed him the results, or maybe I'm just cooler in my memory. It was obviously a lost cause at this point, he knew he wasn't giving me Adderall the day I first sat in his chair. Now he even had it in black and white, signed by a doctor, that I tested negative for ADHD. Which once again, isn't even a thing. I told him what I'd learned, and he seemed a little surprised I'd done so much homework. ""Well, you're the one with high IQ,"" No really, he said that. OK, not exactly that, he said the number, but isn't that even worse? Condescending prick, I don't know why I wasted so much time on him. I guess I thought I had something to prove, and then couldn't prove it. Least not to him. So finally (ikr?) here I am, two years on and I can't get the only thing that makes me function like a normal human. I'll give you an example. I took today off work specifically to get all my shit done, yet here I am, probably a thousand words deep. I need my medicine, but how many more doctors can I try before I get accused of ""drug shopping""? Just my luck that some assholes abuse the stuff I need just to get by. It doesn’t get me high in any way, it just lets me function in society. I'm still managing to hold it together at work, but only barely, and it takes all my energy. I get home, go to bed, and fall asleep, sometimes for 11 hours. Needless to say, I don't get much done through the week, but I haven't had insomnia in awhile, so yay I guess? Crap, I just remembered I'm driving on expired tags. I should take a day off work and handle all that stuff. So yeah, if you know anybody in the DSM who understands adult ADHD, knows it's real, and knows sometimes stimulants are a good thing, can you hook a brother up?\* Or hell, like even a ""we're not junkies"" advocacy group? I'm fallin' apart over here. ^(\* That was a joke. 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The stages, Jan - April: I'll get to it later. I have plenty of time still. I should wait to make sure no surprise forms come in the mail. It's simple, doesn't take long. Can totally get it done in like an hour. It's April. Oh shit. My mail has been piling up forever. I have to sort every paper in the house; I might miss one! I'm scared. I'm overwhelmed. Maybe I could try to do it on my phone. What if I'm missing stuff? Should I hire someone?! I always do it myself. But then I'd have to find a way there, make an appointment. What if they're booked or it takes forever and it's expensive?! Today: I'll poke my phone more. Just.. enter a few bits I know without paper. W2s are easy, but x and x items are scary. I'll skip them. Yeah. Do all the easy stuff, I'll come back. Well, I can try to enter x, if I can't, I can back out. I don't want to be doing this! Maybe I should nap first. Let's be honest, I'm not doing this if I nap. Let's do this! It was scary.. but, it's also DONE! Tldr: I did my taxes before they were late!",-2.434370132844709,-0.7071064067796566,0.4475675675675673,103.21433577645443,102.47457627118642,3.3988089784699955,10.615666513971599,5.229147296764682,-1.7033232707283554,792,10,206,5,37,271,126,236,0.066,0.82,0.114,0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,1,7,11,1,2,8,1,35,1,1,2,3,31,52,12,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,1,2,3,3,4,6,5,1,2,8,0,25,6,16,35,7,25,0,3,0,0,7,6,1,7,14,129,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214175871665763,0.11668246704696933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565619435455524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932527216218712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530946747146527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159119436470536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196212295622776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870076423675281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814969493495928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816754051947798,0.11927943700289935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652861552761376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380981530477939,0.16180641687799846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706665708857999,0.0,0.15818537643414726,0.0,0.0,0.28678904071877903,0.0,0.06850922040968951,0.0,0.0,0.12409900263177236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720902477622944,0.0,0.2817594608132223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487617083022603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502337412646447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039454106103147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439439237311259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881629507816326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198773768987516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32105925233868193,0.0,0.0,0.13216497211096462,0.0,0.21087078762939887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176915201975578,0.0,0.13292149918085694,0.0,0.0,0.19041372361518188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271119753232296,0.11130792611544026,0.0,0.0,0.1260834742063097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517656927949895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dustybucket,2019/04/12,"Waking up with ADHD I was recently diagnosed with ADHD within the last year (I'm an adult) and the past few months have been eye opening. Suddenly things are clicking in place. The more I read about it the more I realize that a lot of those things I hate about myself have stemmed from ADHD and it makes correcting them a lot easier (especially while I'm medicated). Right now my biggest issue is getting out of bed in the morning. It's almost impossible for me. In the past I attributed it to depression, but lately it hasn't been the same. It's not that I don't want to get out of bed because I don't want to face the world, but it's that I can't. I tell myself ""you need to get up now so you aren't scrambling to not be late"" and my body just won't move. Has anyone else here experienced this? If so, how did you overcome it?",2.9574194991055482,4.149130063953494,4.594418604651164,85.68832737030414,73.94186046511628,8.083005366726299,24.85867620751341,8.617729084823388,1.5146846153846147,649,20,141,12,13,219,101,172,0.033,0.9390000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.3954,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,0,9,2,1,0,11,0,16,6,4,3,1,26,26,10,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,15,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,3,18,0,22,20,6,26,0,1,2,0,6,13,0,4,12,104,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518584020110277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402966013545282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057255606463716,0.14737563236399004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768028894168307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976790980989122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388460341470227,0.1459891775636188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015542284145578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544305904117534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200697323605105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012604170017746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724446562259255,0.3245035793223469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445662111947708,0.0,0.0,0.0960107691222372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489831294623395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148074732922273,0.1528735072368233,0.0,0.10665159639383114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746129641043929,0.0,0.0,0.15027663215734846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387360869366064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201939907717004,0.0,0.0,0.12283403507797225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571785444741032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111474695694905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967484766488528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262482132506496 adhd,Anukisun,2019/04/12,"ADHD, Clinical Depression & Complex Anxiety Hello. Since I was a child, I have struggled with ADHD. It took away my freedom to accomplish what I knew I was capable of, to sit still in class, to do complete schoolwork. Because of this side effect of a chaotic living environment during childhood, as my later psychiatrist called it, ADHD was carried into adulthood. Accompanied with ADHD was depression, and years later, complex anxiety. It was difficult to cope with my ADHD at the time (middle school, high school, early college). People throughout life have scarcely understood what I am talking about when speaking of ADHD related topics such as task management ('oh yeah, I have a calendar', they say, to which I simply change the subject...), or why I make simple mistakes like not sending a letter to my professor when I am absent, show up to class when there is no class that day, or hurry through a music production because I want to share something that ends up not sounding as great as it could have been if I did not hurry. My family has mostly begun to accept my mistakes, although I hide them when appropriate such as when I am speaking with my mother, she is already overwhelmed with work, and saying anything sad will make her sad... I obsess, compulsively sometimes, but more often with a fervent passion for what I am doing, writing music, writing prose or poetry, writing an essay (lots of writing), or reading. I heard here that some people hyperfocus, many people get frustrated, there is some depression and mood swings and anxiety... etc, and lots of misunderstandings between us and other people. I have experienced all of the above, and when you have the proper perspective, they can be useful for writing or self development, albeit the side effects unwanted. ADHD has gotten a lot better in recent years, thanks to therapy and medication, also basically being stable in a stable environment. Anyway, it is really nice to have an anonymous place to share challenges with ADHD. This has been a great forum. Thanks.",9.466636931311328,9.552190355932204,9.342982456140351,61.26293041926854,59.282485875706215,11.407433838834374,39.53553374962831,10.882677951670544,4.776951412429378,1622,74,226,35,19,530,200,354,0.10800000000000001,0.757,0.135,0.9042,0,0,1,1,0,0,65.0,1,1,3,6,16,25,1,3,16,1,33,4,0,5,1,54,45,28,0,6,10,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,2,15,16,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,12,0,0,13,7,31,12,44,28,9,34,0,6,0,1,27,13,0,13,19,183,46,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7333043240927625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416705548099451,0.06099397113571205,0.0,0.08263970501367401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750415482727362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276461660344126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165920916657757,0.0,0.0,0.09298830930757332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745558986880247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788132074791122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068471064175341,0.0,0.0799687972600499,0.0,0.0,0.06089626713577494,0.0,0.0,0.04918854976682842,0.0,0.1970765600767065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755355616217791,0.0,0.0850624378850245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190160515151353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039848501790616025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681783140811105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058460475264176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387253355356848,0.037262206871186136,0.0,0.06734877867529132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945288852881725,0.0,0.0,0.10182310304582384,0.07732692420500227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683510915065264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150710932686465,0.0,0.07968706605222382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629174007000072,0.0,0.048861219710518516,0.0,0.07530850986273041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130768007875348,0.0,0.15438085029431187,0.0,0.0,0.07956739143713643,0.0,0.0,0.06309224210624803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871721906969597,0.07543406817381637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060910199005068034,0.0,0.0,0.07973511397960889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130382110389247,0.0,0.14044036311905292,0.08722264997330972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447429178176247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473999850786917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174474231979274,0.0658737418340854,0.0,0.0,0.044986670912066894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882280456377282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552626920417292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823217554246946 adhd,misslew,2019/04/12,Having difficulty with a work project that requires organizing I believe my ADHD is the culprit behind this- I’m putting together a referral list that includes A LOT of resources and referrals already listed on different lists and in different formats.. and I am struggling to make sense of all of it and find a way to just get the damn thing on a document and have it formatted- the organization part is what’s killing me because my brain can’t wrap around how to organize/format it so that it’s just not a long list of info that is not accessible or searchable. Any tips?!?,6.448833551769332,7.382863477064222,7.154416775884666,71.50339449541285,65.60550458715596,10.632241153342072,38.507208387942335,10.608840637214634,4.40358872870249,465,25,81,12,7,154,76,109,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.9178,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,1,9,0,7,1,1,2,1,19,10,8,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,13,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,60,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665293172451668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473318478943296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081396256326698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742592805089312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519140568108656,0.0,0.0,0.249863415793012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757319080318205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634133711827508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269746877227746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586779050987482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453601336341711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626306012169786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854437110437214,0.0,0.0,0.14803590401932304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015969017053904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229441799858271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318463949137971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733682791966826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760339223679074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145415357771625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheRealSquirrelGirl,2019/04/12,"Is it hard to get stimulant based medication in Florida I was diagnosed in the Army, adderall helped a lot, and I know I have some records somewhere of my diagnosis and medications, but organization is not a strong point for me, and that was about 5 years ago (stopped taking it when I was pregnant, then never got around to going to a doctor since then) Do you think I can just go over my info and get a new prescription, or would it help if I dug up my old paperwork?",8.832419354838711,6.193132000000006,9.210833333333337,70.43625000000002,62.33333333333333,13.170967741935485,38.303763440860216,11.698219412168324,4.165195698924732,368,14,76,9,4,124,70,93,0.054000000000000006,0.905,0.040999999999999995,-0.0523,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,1,1,19,17,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,11,1,11,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,9,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268550688475086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350550285518406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062610863804188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248754112874414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271338449684549,0.0,0.24707291091946101,0.0,0.17385075190739674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947209426593242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913972353755939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946093996974835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480031321752685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379550795073658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764924644210658,0.2099374282552417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280933882143341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548503522109726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981081964601542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817311637591497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343528741239538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928200373062807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544135053033674,0.0,0.0,0.13997923841537974 adhd,GirthBrooks117,2019/04/12,"Am I just lazy or do I possibly have ADHD? Basically my whole life (23M) iv thought I was just a lazy pos that got distracted by everything. It wasnt until a few days ago that a coworker noticed the way I act and suggested I might have ADHD. I suggested this to my parents at a young age but they just told me that it was over diagnosed and I just need to ""quit being so lazy"". So iv grown up thinking I was lazy and unmotivated. After looking up the symptoms and reading a lot of posts here I realized everyday things I deal with apparently arent normal. I have an appointment to see a doctor next week but Iv always been against taking medication, most likely because my parents were as well. Just looking for some advice to be sure I'm right, or if there is something else going on.",4.276363636363637,5.308544337579619,5.910121598147079,78.1112391430226,70.59235668789809,9.275969889982633,30.8332368268674,9.573946990214177,2.8645847133757965,619,26,121,14,11,212,106,157,0.079,0.883,0.038,-0.6059,4,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,1,9,0,16,8,0,0,1,25,27,13,0,3,10,2,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,9,3,16,3,17,15,5,20,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,7,10,89,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605943296613059,0.1465996600857402,0.13298535864037378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483023513722792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145195510087004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967517116560057,0.1546659869175085,0.0,0.15226906609124966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355376711190788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532404337913827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483000629171482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526090052169345,0.0,0.11998621466705388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596490153219304,0.07329312028830508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519612166371802,0.0,0.0,0.12754325079978884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113127670649346,0.0,0.15914952346106734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123933466200016,0.0,0.0,0.15954998792492311,0.0,0.14698960501712827,0.0,0.17080092247156214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331631223243049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912714607758403,0.14367950609628208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956675252376568,0.15006249364898852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811787913108785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954802738767276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549418463450754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139386116061212,0.1559301918794733,0.1127977950309974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966788128085256,0.0961279730776333,0.0,0.1191006274928402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335235028662888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908039777762387,0.12033851546381498,0.0,0.1348877010438652,0.0,0.0,0.1674940888393186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iximmiv,2019/04/12,"Why does Adderall sometimes work great, and other times it makes my ADHD worse? Everyday is different w/ this drug. Some days I take my Adderall and I am focused, motivated, confident, creative, productive, etc. Other days it will make me even more scatter brained, anxious, unfocused, etc. Does anyone else experience this? What may cause this? ...I take 30mg ER",4.095806451612901,7.409829790322582,4.371209677419358,77.52681451612905,81.74193548387099,7.616129032258066,31.94354838709677,8.472884824447931,3.422735483870968,285,15,44,7,8,89,49,62,0.107,0.6759999999999999,0.217,0.851,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,4,0,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,25,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033717173101314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071202472026492,0.0,0.12819449711733466,0.18785189337445773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046663279740376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883390764263342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236476247715177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154964377674505,0.0,0.0,0.3208814012664537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212614379385507,0.0,0.15315573760680376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089416384079117,0.12109330771633013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934017006507189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213127267164108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447596590378678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132640092252447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756953738897513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069061162627894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543442180777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334725647866182,0.0,0.1868375290845505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaneOsiris,2019/04/12,"I'm new here. I'll just let some things off my chest. &#x200B; I have been diagnosed with ADHD when I was young. I was on Ritalin for my whole secondary school (aka highschool, school is a bit different in Quebec.) I stopped using it when I turned 18, thinking it was a kid's drug. I'm afraid to post stuff thinking people might say ""ah, just another ranting about his ""miserable life"" thinking he has it so much worst than us"". I like my mechanical keyboard it sounds nice when I type. It's actually the first time I type more than a few words with it and the feel is amazing. I think I may have more than just ADHD. I'm always scared I might be playing the victim. I have been accused of playing the victim when I just wanted to say how I felt. I compare myself to other's struggles and think ""Some people have it worst than you, you're just using it as an excuse to be lazy."" My cat has soft fur, omg so soft. Hey you guys play Factorio? I always think I talk too much. To be fair I probably do. Should I post this or delete it? I swore to myself I wouldn't. What wil people think when they read this? I think I might have anxiety and some form of OCD, but who am I to diagnose myself. People diagnose themselves with that all the time. I vape nicotine. I like vaping; it tastes good. I didn't even start vaping to stop cigarettes, I just started because I like it. I lie to strangers and coworkers saying I used to smoke cigarettes. My job does not require a brain, it pays decent and it's physical. I feel it's the only way I can be productive at a workplace. But my colleagues still thinks I'm always lost, and keep telling me to wake up, stop looking all around me and focus on the job. I tried college twice to be a software developer, couldn't motivate myself through it. I'm going to try joining the Canadian Armed Forces real soon. I'm scared that my ADHD will prevent me from joining. I think I'm a failure and my dad must think I'm an idiot. But he's a good dad. Very understanding. I just paused not knowing what to write for 5 minutes. Hey 5 minutes of not doing anything really feels like a long time doesn't it? I have no idea why I even post this. I have such erratic thoughts. Looking at someone in the eyes makes me so uncomfortable. I've seen some of you have that same problem. I really hate first dates, but I did manage to get 2 GFs in my life. But I couldn't keep them, because they didn't feel like I put enough effort in the relationship. To me, it felt like I gave everything I could. I'm scared to surprise them with an activity, because I think they might not like it and leave me. Even if I know this is ridiculous. I have a hard time sleeping sometimes. I just wake up every hour or so. I used to smoke weed. Sometimes I feel like staying at my current shitty job and just smoke weed all the time after work and during weekends playing videogames to pass time until I die of old age. Not gonna do it though, but I really liked playing single player games while completely stoned last year. I also play a lot of CSGO with my friends, and I really like the competition aspect of it. Trying to get out of Silver rank. I wanted to say something, but I instantly forgot. People keep saying ""If it was important you'd remember"". I forget to f\*\*\*ing drink water, and that is very important. I had a kidney stone once because of that. Eating junk probably didn't help either. But god damn pizza tastes good. I hope the format I used it interesting to read. Short sentences. It seems to \*WORD I FORGOT\* my thoughts. Can we swear on this sub? I often forget words when I speak, like my brain just had a bluescreen. VOCABULARY.EXE NOT FOUND. And then I have to describe it for 3 minutes, then my friend is like ""you mean an automobile? How did you forget that! Hahaha!"" When the word is about something abstract, I can never be understood. Snuffles wants to be understood, Snuffles needs to be understood. Omg I forgot to read the FAQ, I'm supposed to read it before posting. BRB I think I've said everything. 5 minutes after I'll post this I'll remember things I wanted to add. It only works once the deed is done. I can stay here for 2 hours thinking about what else I wanted to add, but I'll only remember once it's posted. Don't send me these gold or silver things, I don't really know what they are and I don't think I even deserve it. I'm not saying this to trick you into giving me any. This is also not a trick. Okay forget everything I said. Actually you understand what I mean to say, I used the gold and silver thing as a sort of example. I have a really hard time lying and always feel really bad when I do. People that know me can always tell if I lie, it's so freaking obvious. People probably know I lie about using to smoke cigarettes before vaping. I don't know if this post is good enough. I don't know if anything I do is good enough. Mods can delete this if required. Please don't ban me from this sub though I really enjoy reading it. Maybe I should delete it. No I'll post it. Just looked up how people write TL;DRs Oh god I should've used bullet points. Or not. Or yes, maybe. I don't knooooow... &#x200B; TL;DR Hi.",1.791376134362725,4.091716850241546,3.2773091335952,88.79440065014224,80.98067632850241,6.226646801209988,21.943428597227864,7.442482424956688,0.8866658991376584,4040,127,819,61,107,1324,390,1035,0.11599999999999999,0.763,0.121,0.7364,5,0,11,0,0,0,158.0,2,8,6,10,47,52,8,6,37,3,81,22,9,13,6,184,172,63,1,21,41,2,12,12,2,11,7,11,0,2,63,28,6,13,46,14,1,4,26,20,1,3,30,30,133,32,86,118,24,77,0,2,5,0,51,19,1,25,55,519,196,22,0.0,0.0,0.07154589591769306,0.0,0.13216748003663065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586308245027379,0.1525120821687533,0.07943791741046123,0.08908703441368654,0.024928716525883063,0.03843913929113413,0.028043291564646185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060332868192334875,0.03263341743424771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03060792269931622,0.08938557602173404,0.0,0.06238656474578206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04002107291797466,0.0,0.0,0.08184496697846318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03843524557055615,0.0,0.0,0.029268452970255883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162138224255708,0.03804524616179518,0.038299837654860336,0.0,0.0,0.03207968788836061,0.03751389068436185,0.0,0.03591091220031475,0.0425116750571708,0.03751031497554794,0.030623079065016313,0.0,0.0,0.11363262865110835,0.0,0.09684912872051077,0.0,0.030885970168731833,0.0,0.09883761722840656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112124043556097,0.07856550893404965,0.07039491246304633,0.0,0.0,0.062362600852126276,0.0,0.040193636278088016,0.05664380397100095,0.0,0.03830461390986082,0.03516572137782476,0.02083360245512901,0.1537350759330077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629721171092313,0.0,0.0,0.06567678656402308,0.03619221393718794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024571103872725698,0.0,0.0,0.03640969381504397,0.07220154800635152,0.0,0.0,0.04138245229288553,0.0,0.0,0.10913231096651102,0.09775002054351543,0.0,0.0,0.14102405691410946,0.029881186015497014,0.0,0.03881555931786925,0.0,0.03748531793177955,0.05178529945638796,0.21491113344185026,0.0,0.0,0.0324412017768162,0.09235053446674624,0.0,0.040016568607719086,0.03116534503786447,0.0,0.0,0.02446951876489833,0.0,0.07365583386589171,0.07986267969520168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555350142554408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389573794002313,0.027181463737079626,0.028272931575370776,0.035404552481656686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03846643450321325,0.11711881230751585,0.0,0.08364024794184623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331249100723156,0.0,0.0,0.04023950723653672,0.034653685977496816,0.0,0.2808660657012513,0.0,0.11857066498841301,0.03507678262417035,0.0,0.03685144378877159,0.0,0.0,0.18333974406667766,0.04172486204495083,0.18787257458367396,0.0,0.0,0.03935700386456673,0.12457920114715185,0.0,0.06974035966276837,0.2040635499857279,0.11010324511081164,0.07419976410496086,0.0,0.033372092485641006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366845026200416,0.0,0.031060228698546938,0.056442282777493885,0.07251145531721351,0.0,0.05189348268454967,0.0781451620277094,0.029275149017162726,0.09194326011806876,0.0,0.038322930835594265,0.041964672425039685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029464334831488737,0.06408146558157647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741586135942604,0.3523347683984171,0.07203265401233652,0.05820475998164972,0.14962913903218042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466518543107334,0.039873408531716815,0.0,0.07632460123765293,0.044095094858082017,0.2532861346718632,0.0,0.060493425518451376,0.1081092753142407,0.029097436835849744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03307816904712255,0.04092737983191448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337496287556054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908703441368654,0.0236065685571525 adhd,HeartwarmingDilemma,2019/04/12,"Hobby Exchange Let's just say that I've had a lot of hobbies over the years that I've spent a bunch of time thinking about and money on tools, only to never actually get around to it... I know it's a trait a lot of us share. I would love to see us create an exchange for interests and hobbies. My current kick is: Leather working Self contained ecosystems (terrariums, aquagardens, shrimp tanks etc) Watercolor painting Outdoor moss photography 3d printing/ modeling Silicone based mold making .... There are some more but I'll leave it at that What do you think?",4.059230769230768,6.682854153846158,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,74.76923076923076,7.236923076923077,30.592307692307692,8.238735603445708,2.5187838461538465,448,21,78,8,10,142,82,104,0.017,0.909,0.07400000000000001,0.5506,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,1,15,14,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,6,3,12,10,6,8,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,3,4,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.20513701724875133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713363860300733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444243696930986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109827323336246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552725910954913,0.0,0.0,0.222584620939538,0.0,0.21495646151367206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574301972513105,0.18972493371064775,0.0,0.1403184355596912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621287923746671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598760326236342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716936904158053,0.0,0.0,0.16751209782655035,0.0,0.21929741982033346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693912861954748,0.0,0.0,0.1225765638400094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057193634080003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303715942912147,0.0,0.0,0.14932888558982801,0.0,0.0,0.135369918824229 adhd,smolqueerpunk,2019/04/12,"The monthly vicious cycle I miss my doctor’s appointment, then I run out of meds, then I’m too anxious/unmotivated to call to make a new appointment, but I can’t get anxiety and adhd meds without it, but I can’t get courage/motivation to call without meds, but I cANT GET MEDS WITHOUT CALLING Etcetera etcetera, ad nausium",4.445645161290322,6.375728403225808,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,71.41935483870971,8.830967741935485,38.206451612903216,9.3871,3.991828387096774,259,16,46,6,5,87,40,62,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765953189359431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240996688065293,0.1660022493049681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501315884745301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504010143610016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303128559850626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808469835314927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6528762297598054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728743024877213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419171698412422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249395467352517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,turtle_yawnz,2019/04/12,"My meds were working super well today, which was wasted by doing a completely meaningless task for the first 4 hours of my day I wish it was appropriate to respond to emails with “sorry, not wasting my Adderall doing that” 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adhd,Socks2BU,2019/04/12,"Insurance company says they won’t pay for my daughter’s ADD testing because “there are more suitable diagnostic approaches.” The pediatrician who referred us doesn’t know what the “more suitable approaches” might be. Any ideas? Took my 14yo daughter to the pediatrician, who referred us to a psychologist. She recommends testing for ADD and anxiety. The insurance says these tests aren’t medically necessary. So how do I get a diagnosis, except for testing? I don’t think we should just be able to walk into the doctor’s office and say, “give her meds,” without knowing exactly what we’re dealing with, should we? Mods: I’m not looking for a way to game the system. I’m just looking for a diagnosis, or to rule one out.",5.198209576682856,7.523274206106873,6.349201943095075,70.75337959750175,70.29770992366412,9.649132546842473,35.57321304649549,10.018931242160765,4.177421374045801,575,31,95,16,11,192,82,131,0.031,0.953,0.016,-0.1877,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,10,0,11,2,0,1,1,26,21,5,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,1,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,15,14,2,8,0,0,2,0,17,2,0,2,0,64,16,6,0.1839809867042257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511337993573307,0.0,0.14074495125062722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215310184511608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896763187140402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831233583369505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612247201776504,0.1764913269758507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076921397464016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222227754833846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089953840720043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436140068388434,0.1853414883230257,0.0,0.19517475261894066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467027805614385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389271952498812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788758745342358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440964576681475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426129480475512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603554363578314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773511058060526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lapantruca,2019/04/12,"Psychiatrists who will bulk bill in Sydney Hey everyone, As the title says, looking for a psych in Sydney who will bulk bill. Preferably in western or south western Syd but I'm willing to travel. I haven't been to see a psychiatrist since 2015. The one I used to see apparently does not bulk bill anymore, and isn't available until June (although I imagine there'll be a bit of a wait no matter who I find). I forgot how intimidating it was the last time I tried to find a psychiatrist, so if anybody has any recommendations please let me know. Thank you!",4.669742990654207,6.220841336448598,5.727184579439258,77.82386098130844,70.21495327102804,7.966822429906544,29.26285046728972,8.472884824447931,2.1512999999999995,441,17,83,7,8,146,77,107,0.066,0.8590000000000001,0.075,-0.1511,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,2,0,15,19,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,1,3,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,8,1,11,11,1,9,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,2,4,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900614591762285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318873805400238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552717286334452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461813700165116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342577189234494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42741590697501736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850178369476534,0.19059514030088806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239097585575272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635056279697147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158443009327767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566649972798527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594366616628216,0.0,0.0,0.3726497716136763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934189623652884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152707559746201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363427749781569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874895868643274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194607716129848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,procastinatingatm,2019/04/12,"ADHD Rant Plus Asking for Advice I apologize for the wall of text, I’m sure many of you would rather not read all of this. If for some reason you’re still interested in the essence of this “rant”, I’ve included a TL;DR at the end. I’m not really sure how to start this, I know what I want to say but now how to say it? I generally avoid this sub because it reminds me of how much ADHD really affects my life. Whenever I do visit, I see people discussing their issues that stem from ADHD and every post reminds me of myself. I suppose in some ways it’s easier to just assume that these problems stem from my personality since that would be easier to fix. Like many others, the problem I most associate with ADHD is being unable to focus. However, this means that when I encounter other issues in my life I’m potentially ignoring their source. Lack of motivation, inability to track time, staring into blank space with brain fog, consistently forgetting assignments and chores, etc. You guys get it. I generally blame these things on my depression, which I’m sure plays a factor, but I don’t think that’s all of it. All these things have been ruining my life for the past few years. I’m not going to go into how, but I feel tired and defeated. It just never ends. I know every tip there is on how to fix procrastination, or what to do in order to fix your life. I just can’t/won’t/don’t do it. If by some miracle I manage to get myself organized I can be sure that it’ll last maybe a week. After that, I’ll be back where I started. I’ve seen people here talk about how once they attributed their roadblocks to ADHD they were able to overcome them. What I don’t know is how that happens. I admit that I probably haven’t tweaked tried many approaches specific to ADHD. I take my meds, which might need to be tweaked, but everything else I try is not specifically from an ADHD approach if that makes sense. At this point, I’m genuinely just about to give up hope on leading a regular life. I’ve tried to change many times, with different approaches, and the outcome is identical each time. I really don’t see why this next time should be different. But I know many of you here have more insight than me, so I’d be grateful if you can shed some light. **TL;DR** never really approached my issues with the idea that they stem from ADHD, not sure how to do that or if it’ll make a difference.",3.594210526315792,5.3264369361702135,4.874960806270998,82.14105263157894,73.25531914893618,8.436730123180293,24.70884658454647,9.063066167217693,1.907276595744681,1880,58,370,41,38,623,223,470,0.08800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.4715,3,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,5,7,3,24,16,0,1,13,0,32,7,1,15,10,90,64,27,0,15,22,0,1,1,0,6,6,2,1,2,40,12,0,2,13,2,0,8,11,7,0,0,3,8,48,9,58,48,14,47,0,3,4,0,23,16,0,15,21,248,88,6,0.06203205796690889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964038321634607,0.06061700911320396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057991600486763585,0.0,0.0,0.047698823566127486,0.0,0.03781416677588177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924829192436192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562169217163168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053428120630433666,0.0,0.0,0.1944308931747025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181982465152886,0.0,0.10988398253682168,0.0,0.06918214206708735,0.0,0.0,0.10452936851568567,0.0,0.05575041385046985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03136527236286448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481838001786983,0.05950680242422673,0.07050849614386229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142149005350042,0.054854743996120066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161183025082681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002664287659358,0.0,0.1942360562484884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363647871205895,0.05056440655151823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219075385239638,0.030305730162354563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281376075947193,0.3144538523097739,0.062319539903042995,0.06757109644690068,0.06890363227479224,0.0,0.0,0.06580621065805574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560070010574657,0.045995984977110466,0.09568589451830203,0.0,0.06597179738616181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606211722739623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592166184030792,0.08601043685950024,0.054164000328689135,0.0,0.0,0.058640345311797376,0.0,0.05940956428770153,0.0,0.06688105024176544,0.11871260372382375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204884472276925,0.0,0.15895729902090555,0.06377928701464748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866076455956596,0.0,0.0,0.09886303776401456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131355937182665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781321981245653,0.0,0.049538881622449335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923224025728014,0.0,0.04664038760624905,0.049859018461208014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824226858965662,0.03974763800047525,0.0,0.0,0.14468556739640168,0.0712967253485982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634708640491332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03658811498408563,0.049238160259501895,0.04975837518499848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055974283845732116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813158838600282,0.0,0.0,0.03994661152977974 adhd,Vortex_OG,2019/04/12,Tips for dealing with overstimulation? Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with overstimulation? When it happens to me I can’t focus on anything and end up having a breakdown for at least an hour. How do I deal with this?,2.2381818181818147,4.8909410000000015,3.6647272727272733,84.46209090909093,82.18181818181819,5.3381818181818215,22.43636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.6434054545454546,180,6,35,2,5,59,34,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860747474581148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836473553481683,0.0,0.2161342967821145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.812325787745443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984223990933755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23262534125704956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322559347972211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586522284202538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bommieleather,2019/04/12,"How to fix behavior??? So since school started I went from C’s to B honor roll and pretty sure A honor roll for third quarter. I’ve been working my ass off so hard but there’s a problem. I have a pretty extroverted personality at times. My parents are going to the conferences and they won’t care that I’ve been going up and up and working my ass off all they’ll hear is the bad news. Anyway I get distracted easily and I act out when I’m stressed so how do I try to behave and sit still better? Any methods? Thanks for reading",1.3823636363636354,3.4769954181818186,3.542727272727273,87.47409090909092,81.18181818181819,6.1818181818181825,22.72727272727273,7.348242739294969,0.9169090909090905,416,14,87,6,11,142,74,110,0.177,0.604,0.21899999999999997,0.6666,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,5,9,10,0,2,5,0,8,2,2,2,2,14,17,13,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,0,2,3,2,10,6,13,12,1,15,0,0,0,2,5,6,2,0,4,55,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137820822105805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921886311277953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924289817851854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066329818621915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588538270755324,0.0,0.23036117521816016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155023561126774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284209560840429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503822950606509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696140823618714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123713328051828,0.0,0.19392538773788814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272230401996047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051102887383861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676486166631963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344907083547986,0.0,0.16185049481493075,0.0,0.2321548899174378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101168194502344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658896731659005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817702534222453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759790144174405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787476523470248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29508864829598336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BuCorp,2019/04/12,"Felt uncomfortable at the GP today I'm undiagnosed but have some pretty strong suspicions. Unfortunately I can't get the idea out of my head that I might be faking this whole thing - using the idea that I *might* have ADHD as a scapegoat for other issues I have which and am just trying to find an excuse for laziness/lack of motivation/other things. This feeling was made worse when I finally visited my GP about it today. I feel I came across extremely strange and panicked and feel like I may have just talked myself into feeling that way, rather than it being a natural response to being nervous about seeing a doctor. The doctor themselves did refer me to an ADHD specialist so I assume I at least didn't give the impression that I was faking it or anything, but something about the way they spoke to me just seemed kinda uncaring and maybe a little annoyed. I'm glad I got the referral but am now feeling weird doubts about my 'symptoms' and how strongly they're affecting me. Did anyone else have similar feelings like this in the lead up to their diagnosis?",11.2288,8.181467080000004,10.562,63.86600000000002,58.2,13.2,41.0,11.20814326018867,4.5738,856,32,144,16,8,278,122,200,0.18899999999999997,0.672,0.139,-0.9059999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,12,12,1,2,14,0,19,4,1,5,0,40,37,13,0,1,8,0,7,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,14,8,0,0,13,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,10,9,21,6,22,21,3,18,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,9,7,110,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052094419032457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878704081763843,0.1301055357270348,0.1044933350338964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523075625649598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599378620644761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607510487680702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852279984836621,0.18142840529273854,0.1219202632507606,0.13909987000340748,0.1160569913257999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663415643006949,0.1218103370762188,0.0,0.0,0.10155713110910908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031763287314907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28668887003214594,0.0,0.132533640525727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407157017445175,0.12726684924225626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015110290359532,0.0,0.0,0.1275680065601035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694104329391077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918383345988876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118624647785428,0.1155973964230428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775504697613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131980352780647,0.0,0.10206133748797352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871911685344607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072349699338466,0.0,0.0,0.0862107667056387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966954548445504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158088332371848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417681121740242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940299072208414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chileano,2019/04/12,"PPO 500 or PPO 1500 for adhd? Need to pick insurance, what do you think makes more sense for someone who needs adhd meds and doc visits?",1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,82.7037037037037,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,-0.357237037037037,107,2,22,1,3,33,24,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7319233311270238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326269004125494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382417975308725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515803920413212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580102085056052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511761689529453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,omarokasha,2019/04/12,"Exhausted from my life I am super exhausted of Struggling with ADD and cant even have away to get over it . I am living alone away from home to work and i have to work all the week because I am preparing my home to get marriage as a Muslim and my Fiancee is Muslim too we cant live together until we get married on same time she gave me huge support and she understand my illness and how much I am struggling with it . For Work I hate working so much that i supposed to meet people everyday I am an introvert that hate people and i have to calculate each step and every situation and manipulate all people around I am very exhausted of this . I am suffering too of all my Hormones , I used to be a smoker , I stopped it and it was really helpful for getting over things and focus more on my life . I have 2 parties of friends I lost all of them because i cant keep in touch with people and even not interested in this . There is indeed a bright side in my life of loving making Videos on YouTube for teaching programming , electronics and technology and i really hyper-focus on Programming and things challenging my mind . don't know what to do in my life . I am super exhausted of Struggling with ADD and cant even have away to get over it . I am living alone away from home to work and i have to work all the week because I am preparing my home to get marriage as a Muslim and my Fiancee is Muslim too we cant live together until we get married on same time she gave me huge support and she understand my illness and how much I am struggling with it . For Work I hate working so much that i supposed to meet people everyday I am an introvert that hate people and i have to calculate each step and every situation and manipulate all people around I am very exhausted of this . I am suffering too of all my Hormones , I used to be a smoker , I stopped it and it was really helpful for getting over things and focus more on my life . I have 2 parties of friends I lost all of them because i cant keep in touch with people and even not interested in this . There is indeed a bright side in my life of loving making Videos on YouTube for teaching programming , electronics and technology and i really hyper-focus on Programming and things challenging my mind . don't know what to do in my life . &#x200B; I know that words above is like shit but that is what in my mind and i am exhausted of continuing writing .",3.7868264490905963,5.33728277358491,5.171171171171171,80.94972972972975,72.41719077568135,8.594911893025099,29.034449543883504,9.142720283898788,2.514654303359963,1901,77,368,41,37,636,124,477,0.111,0.81,0.079,-0.863,0,2,2,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,2,14,16,34,5,4,10,0,43,18,1,8,8,80,74,38,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,15,0,4,0,25,45,0,4,5,2,0,2,10,19,0,0,6,4,66,15,75,66,18,44,0,4,2,2,25,31,1,0,12,283,91,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177980161177825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370018634623054,0.07143768213185256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046731757044857,0.0,0.0,0.22094488244260804,0.0,0.0,0.14335415717985034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532400012677486,0.0,0.0990681588524747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908437931389411,0.0,0.2457275944303365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321763557993687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881293701786264,0.0,0.2358892675195963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451255062988007,0.0,0.0,0.09693023537915496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29068149481131744,0.028722386181964214,0.0,0.20765464983676926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835497003665092,0.0,0.1061226162760958,0.0,0.07848709814848903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808690575662006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287303907063226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260670467166965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065246421918552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060348270513495075,0.0,0.1321674314643877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830406760772137,0.0,0.2458450991807677,0.0,0.0,0.13343100038354114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623291052836194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856318457686003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240732083945507,0.0,0.10155335451549352,0.0,0.09701771153783316,0.0,0.0,0.0943174284331154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424052585697415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143768213185256,0.0 adhd,Missjayargh,2019/04/12,"What has helped you besides stimulants/Stopping Adderall TL:DR-Stopping adderall after 4 years and I’m a fidgety, flustery, mildly irritated mess and am wondering if anyone has advice on how to take that down a level. After 4 years at 30mg I’ve decided to take a break and come off my adderall. My resting heart rate is insane, I drink caffeine and I just want to give my heart a break. Plus my hair is starting to thin and my sex drive is a little funky and my psych said something that happens if you take amphetemines for awhile. It doesn’t effect my sleep, even with the coffee/preworkout or energy drinks and doesn’t mess with my appetite. Right now I’m tapering off by skipping every other day, then every two days, then every three days and so on and have told my doctor not to refill my rx at the end of the month. He wanted to just wean down the dose but at lower doses I get sleepy. Yesterday was day one and I was sleepy (I felt like a human husk whose soul has left its body) and was overwhelmed a just a little irritated. I know these are probably my body being cranky for missing a dose and I’m sure it’ll mellow out as I get used to not taking it again. I was unmediated my whole life and compensate really well so I know I can do this for the next while. However, I noticed that I am restless, want to get up and wander around, my mind just feels like static and I’ll zone out then get flustered that I didn’t hear what I was supposed to and I make so much noise (humming, little clicks or my tongue, making little sounds softly). It’s like since my busy cant move my mouth needs to. My doctor upped my is Wellbutrin to help with any withdrawal depression and possibly help a little with the chemicals I’m not getting and I’m going to exercise to see how that helps but what helps you guys?",4.0606318681318685,5.169080063186815,4.911758241758244,84.78324175824177,71.17032967032965,7.7978021978021985,25.538461538461537,8.139509932561175,1.447256043956044,1429,42,287,20,26,464,197,364,0.083,0.816,0.10099999999999999,0.7496,2,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,1,14,11,0,2,16,0,24,18,7,6,1,58,60,35,0,6,13,0,5,3,0,1,8,3,0,2,17,27,2,0,7,3,0,4,7,6,1,3,9,10,36,5,40,49,3,48,1,3,2,1,16,23,0,5,22,182,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537809501051201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059415390907357736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061091952745218135,0.0,0.0,0.07777886404563412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409934435861675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526252559774127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538870350353876,0.0,0.07525265970974193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885618711578075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118096585567566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738492246987676,0.0,0.0,0.05770783301249719,0.0,0.2208419341472518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044177488183657534,0.06241798048855773,0.08389002373103456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282391480771565,0.08381438651417583,0.049655048730437176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651119364338097,0.07726203607194944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847365724423557,0.20707051154109002,0.2928152638960569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603381889996516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492903060700847,0.0,0.06171284043567257,0.12805541944501025,0.4378443221184673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664186731971025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821997382441264,0.0,0.06973883341156134,0.0928617253607978,0.06422786216494858,0.06478461463091895,0.0,0.0,0.0929202292830224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947265483515663,0.0,0.0,0.059204965200681886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849786512617753,0.0,0.0,0.09420089749529477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597220803601568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461450081536239,0.08310998937873165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962350959514149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227433374671494,0.0,0.08743426726958423,0.0,0.0,0.0672625943547174,0.0,0.0,0.06184176301345901,0.0,0.0,0.1460924187717393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234629265179398,0.0,0.26276898201538224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348689605142202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534893644527622,0.0,0.0,0.0754606373703455,0.0,0.0,0.15460133730120068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855717365740925,0.0,0.0,0.09754678982378813,0.0,0.0,0.09475030562017024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252833633438504 adhd,its_bentastic,2019/04/12,"The new Behaviorbabe Podcast (released today) is about ADHD and Anxiety While medications are often prescribed for children with ADHD or anxiety, the first line of treatment recommended by the Center for Disease Control (CDC) is behavioral therapy. To learn more visit [www.behaviorbabe.com](www.behaviorbabe.com) It's actually very thorough, but to give you all a warning: The podcast tends to be for an audience that is at least somewhat used to reading psychology/behavioral science research. She provides her citations and explains them well. I actually spent two years of research trying to figure out a behavioral etiology of ADHD for my Master's thesis so I am somewhat well-versed in the research, if anyone has any questions. Unfortunately my data did not pan out due (I think) to methodological errors, but I am still working on trying to fix those errors while working on my PhD in a completely different topic (prejudice and dehumanization). [Here's the Podcast]( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/adhd-and-anxiety/id1447633783?i=1000426562623)",13.363888888888884,14.874092000000005,11.108333333333334,47.08555555555557,50.875,12.861111111111116,46.52777777777778,12.261556223090626,6.625444444444447,880,46,97,23,9,268,110,160,0.094,0.88,0.025,-0.8765,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,5,6,2,1,0,10,0,9,1,0,2,1,22,15,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,5,1,1,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,11,1,24,12,5,17,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,6,8,79,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.2651009355161685,0.0,0.6529649656463494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923690448971606,0.0,0.20781912738343114,0.0,0.0,0.09497548092845186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424151508182924,0.0,0.1523448735634705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191342022051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155369124606327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030049474936906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368344158315446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118544207226013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216066488573235,0.0,0.13586673853461845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847399829548912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553334209882586,0.0,0.0,0.08703436725869496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287509398172414,0.0,0.0,0.18443928198701695,0.0,0.13268615458124264,0.0,0.16338674285384022,0.11731349225822625,0.0,0.11207395960187604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24425493091072786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777168780903726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747005441132623 adhd,mastula,2019/04/12,"Tampa Bay Referral Can anyone recommend a Adhd Pysch in the Tampa Bay Area? My regular doctor has been handing my vyvanse prescription for the last 3 years and is still treating me for it but I need an adjustment or booster and he wants me to get a specialist to help decide what is best. I have been calling pyschs for 3 months and can't get anyone who is taking new patients or has reasonable availability. At this point I'm willing to see one who doesn't take insurance if needed or to even drive to Orlando for one.",5.111302521008401,6.206910774509808,6.173249299719888,76.75676470588238,68.70588235294117,9.75014005602241,31.23809523809524,9.957137785484203,3.183597759103642,417,17,76,10,7,139,73,102,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,12,2,1,1,0,14,21,8,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,6,2,11,18,1,10,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,4,5,52,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617162266710367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045385379322046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285353115015909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236667342189725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289597597055089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383448476556754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275508093322481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596608611126405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751094104836793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382127604291428,0.0,0.0,0.3229461644888353,0.0,0.2103228240390403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951320547198256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058622574575802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239029789824378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353383600488068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739107426550158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32747063238685703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284459002874606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402362074025345 adhd,katyperry007,2019/04/12,"Need advice in controlling addictive tendencies. I am experiencing a lot of monetary issues in my life, as in every day I spend a lot of money. I mean I do make a good amount for a student, but I end up spending it all on garbage, like snacks I should not eat and other things. I have narrowed it down to my gaming addiction, alcoholic addiction or the smoking addiction all of which I quit last year after I received by diagnosis and was started on Adderall. Of course the alcohol addiction does not mean I was drinking everyday, but when I did drink, it was a lot. So talking about the mental rewards/punishment balance and how disrupted it is with ADHD, how do I get this balance back to resemble someone who never engaged in those things... ? As all these 3 issues correspond to my ADHD and were resolved within months of starting medication, BUT now I have a spending addiction, YouTube addiction and I play this wretched game on my iPad addiction. Its like sand in your fist lol. You close it tighter, the more force you apply, the bigger the quantity of sand escapes. &#x200B; Like its really unmanageable I shut off one addiction and another one pops in its place, and then I keep thinking, how many things am I going to ""shut off""? Because all these things give me a sense of hope and/or are engaging in a way my studies are not.",8.174624615384616,7.6147450840000035,8.335600000000003,69.55256923076924,62.16,12.012307692307695,40.03076923076923,11.362043627235082,4.7212246153846165,1061,52,184,27,13,348,147,250,0.012,0.867,0.121,0.9769,1,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,3,8,9,0,0,14,1,15,17,0,5,5,37,27,19,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,1,13,0,0,0,20,9,6,2,4,5,4,2,4,0,0,2,5,3,26,9,33,21,9,38,0,0,0,0,9,21,0,5,17,141,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7589299725920416,0.1859251475003349,0.07558788694914137,0.0,0.16533241945778934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381131183460945,0.09399165367196292,0.0,0.08111075402787363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947923422929364,0.0,0.04715331563115209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675731341932062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988590995717763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676916216540759,0.0,0.0,0.15155184117601278,0.0,0.07915083395718682,0.0,0.0,0.06851128232014225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517274776352923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041344543960677,0.07420348710948793,0.04396116134271059,0.06487953767650947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682840390610345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614716537590845,0.0,0.06875438263132823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063052544194795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054636299926669525,0.1133714516240091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728677713731305,0.0,0.0,0.0516333392037704,0.0784232102073004,0.0,0.16851891817094947,0.0,0.07792442254974243,0.07795304316271551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174196150932006,0.0,0.0,0.0573558373042016,0.05965895285240502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483199972700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081681246300385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822738173032178,0.0,0.0,0.04955393924869447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554045216611849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095008782011685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062172942973856074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055580357638314,0.04956430565659292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061398748399617564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399165367196292,0.04981242064707112 adhd,flexoffndr,2019/04/12,"Newly diagnosed, what should I know, medication and advice wise? I’ve known I’ve had “something” for years now (I’m 16M) but never got to a doctor about it because my parents deny it. My older sister took me, and after almost 2 months of constant appointments, they diagnosed me with ADHD and put me on 40mg vyvanse. I tried to do research on vyvanse but couldn’t find much. I’m kind of a big weed smoker and I do use nicotine devices, but for about a month now I’ve really been slowing down since I’m considering coming to a full stop sometime. I’ve stopped using nicotine cold turkey, since I’m not addicted. But anyways, back to the question(s). What’s the affect of recreational drugs like nicotine and weed combined with vyvanse? What are some tips and tricks you guys have for me, to combat ADHD in general?",3.4701989150090387,5.617941734177215,4.6443399638336365,81.8660759493671,74.69620253164557,6.792766726943943,27.74141048824593,7.7094869923839395,1.868427124773961,646,26,115,9,14,212,102,158,0.091,0.8740000000000001,0.035,-0.8095,1,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,1,0,6,0,8,6,0,3,1,28,18,10,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,1,11,3,20,12,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,14,69,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587055387747338,0.3657195983612597,0.14868333857831953,0.0,0.0,0.15236046835470934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699719992495032,0.0,0.09275179762326444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106738413794108,0.0,0.16442465335536474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30886665215197145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573628705635034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645058440166853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906619660915664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169162581713105,0.0,0.0,0.15065659515722007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584452014905755,0.083619977751404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433486416622029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327936484425034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24289608661124465,0.0,0.11185085560010342,0.0,0.11735071112849647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689492502553663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529570120168003,0.17044754366969114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747388668452267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251727079027992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713574879911855,0.150484409863069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441547461664193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690489320802713,0.10330272476956144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26282477944932986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798232631449792 adhd,chronicallybitter,2019/04/12,"How do I prevent energy crashes? I've noticed a strange things about being on meds. When I'm off my meds I know when I'm really tired and hungry and my brain will kinda give up and allow me to rest, unless I'm in hyperfocus. When I take my meds I don't know that I'm tired. I do, but my meds allow me to keep concetrating and the result is that I run on empty. I just feel upset and jittery and cold. The fatigue catches up to me when the effects of the meds wear off and I feel a huge energy crash. I don't know how to solve this problem. Does anyone have any suggestions",1.836829268292682,3.161965081300817,4.07691869918699,87.74074390243904,77.04878048780488,6.871219512195122,22.05609756097561,7.554174236665415,0.7588770731707317,447,12,99,6,10,155,67,123,0.171,0.716,0.113,-0.8493,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,6,0,8,5,2,6,0,25,20,15,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,16,0,14,18,1,14,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,4,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797808123277277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100742791006336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083886257809268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608375816638448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570048130011526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382128880236652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806327785833865,0.0,0.0,0.2375447463758665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8001917112036303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640339263453642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786332937626167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230015088651516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832883648573242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571911943124266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311932725542635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,halfkopjekoffie,2019/04/12,"Dexedrine alternatives (heart side effects) I started Dexedrine last year, but after a period of 6 months the side effects started to increase, most notably heart related complaints / short breath. Long story short, it felt like dexedrine was slowly draining me of my energy over this period, and even when I use a small dosage now, the same effects flare up. I've tried Ritalin which was in the same family, and am consulting my doctor for an alternative: I was wondering if anyone else had the same challenge and if there is an alternative familiy of medication to look at that doesn't affect the heart this much.",10.859449541284404,9.54405696330275,9.47530275229358,65.95754128440366,57.34862385321101,13.123669724770643,41.98348623853211,11.979248473330829,5.0880333944954135,495,22,81,12,5,153,77,109,0.032,0.8740000000000001,0.094,0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,9,0,7,7,4,5,0,17,13,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,6,2,11,8,6,21,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,4,12,53,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320441401467706,0.1951932566620961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949883129208194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914115457098882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125825705924717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795896610071156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291314896043287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772423758800862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155285705671875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307034364910097,0.0,0.0,0.16858952345947564,0.15997488527180173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191214405760687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520580047161994,0.0,0.14004192628737153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696785888706797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293393107262934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645337811349907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659282230644094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267795043301764 adhd,another_kind,2019/04/12,"ADHD affecting Sports and Reading So I have this problem in boxing class where I zone out in the middle of doing footwork drills and just bouncing back and forth. Sometimes it's random thoughts, but mostly zoning out into a blank state of mind. For normal people this would be where instinct kicks in, but for me it throws off my balance and coordination and I have to abruptly reset and start over. Also, I don't see any signs of improving with time. Sometimes my stance is okay, and then it's bad for the next few days. My cardio is getting better, and that's about it. Boxing is a sport I really like so I don't have motivational problems. A similar problems happens when I read books, and when I read, it's always random thoughts, impulsive behavior, that hinders me. It takes me 3-4 more time spent reading than a normal person when I'm at my best. Often it takes hours to read just a few pages. I always find my self reading with my eyes while my mind is occupied with something else, so I retrace my steps again, and again, and again. When a random thought pops up, I impulsively have to dwell on it first. I look it up on the net, or reddit, or anything that allows me to distract myself, starting a cycle of searches, and this results and many, many long or short breaks and backtracking while I read. If I ignore my brain wandering off and just take off where my eyes last grazed, not my mind, then I won't remember the last chapter I read and the story makes less and less sense as I progress. Can anyone else have similar issues advise me how to deal with this? I am taking 58mg of concerta every day and it doesn't help at all. My willpower is too weak to beat my impulsivity. 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I unfortunately struggled with such an addiction. I would crush pills and 'consume' in unorthodox amounts for around 4 years. I dont do it anymore but I cant help but feel like it has done some irreversable damage. I've been clear for over 7-9 months now, excluding a few times I gave in to temptation. I was looking for anyone who might have gone through a similar experience so I we can discuss the details. Any input is appreciated.",4.241666666666667,7.046480722222222,4.698888888888892,79.185,75.1111111111111,8.444444444444445,31.11111111111111,9.150863307647796,3.1417777777777784,395,19,70,10,9,125,73,90,0.177,0.7040000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.3584,0,0,1,0,1,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,13,3,1,1,1,12,17,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,2,8,1,10,10,3,9,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,2,5,46,11,0,0.0,0.2850878338951757,0.0,0.2623043981629592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362553533556462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862408939891144,0.168242661034036,0.0,0.0,0.21419716462191912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26860441295619925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471765021680828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623130674919974,0.2819974098392004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536632320830156,0.0,0.0,0.12166149281257008,0.1718944420971626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127825998527168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175516772075708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205486879569148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552530624435602,0.0,0.0,0.19205552259071967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515416334046424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030375628684927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092503586353114,0.0,0.0,0.1549473039893279 adhd,I_am_not_coping,2019/04/12,"i feel kinda unsure rn, need advice tldr; I'm questioning my previously very strong suspicion that I have ADHD, or some form of it. My main questions are at the end of this post. sorry that this post is a mess, I'm on mobile. so until about 5 minutes ago I was reasonably sure that I had ADHD, or ADD, or some form like that. I told my mother, but I'm sure she thinks it's bad habits and being lazy and now I'm not so sure anymore... I mean my main issue right now is the fact that I cannot, for the life of me, start anything unless the deadline is looming. Revision is absolutely terrible and something I cannot do properly. When I find something interesting, I'll get obsessed with it, it'll fill my thoughts, I'll use 100% of my focus on it until my interest runs out or something else. This applies to games, tv shows, books, anything. I can also sometimes (rarely now) focus on a task for so long I forget to do basic things like drink water and eat. but it could just be procrastination and bad time management. I'm worried if I go see a therapist it'll actually be me just overthinking my bad habits and being lazy... What made you guys see a therapist for ADHD? What was the tipping point? Any advice for figuring out if I need to actually see one too, or if it's something that I can fix by myself? Thanks in advance.",3.5028651685393304,4.775601187265924,5.128859550561799,82.06901966292136,72.70786516853933,8.036629213483144,26.83314606741573,8.548686976883017,1.8629626966292123,1035,36,208,18,20,351,144,267,0.142,0.764,0.095,-0.9031,0,0,5,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,2,12,15,0,1,9,0,22,4,0,3,4,46,43,24,0,6,14,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,20,10,3,0,9,5,0,4,3,6,0,1,6,4,27,9,24,30,6,26,0,0,3,0,8,9,0,13,13,135,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.19912404623987065,0.0,0.36784392827364026,0.199395980150029,0.09043931587628473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158963459480406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938073579945217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118173100560204,0.0,0.0,0.16791633792013996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255560714002233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145893915876526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994600039277804,0.0,0.10439740250448118,0.08522908733667221,0.0,0.0903641763312666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158708188477474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324932048123516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053304033820207534,0.0,0.057983356912472285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102113573948353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648795715576123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206352112329406,0.09968886387317147,0.0,0.0,0.09028922315984626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653885192817792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111355146265955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130100679083455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913501680076622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644693214692963,0.0,0.19542416352660386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285834805645045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489905089020207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712909043972296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439029812418323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141763921329323,0.10090567876958036,0.11420902507152438,0.07221406702009597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884730515421545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393123366037212,0.0,0.23691858717836314,0.0677811083117423,0.0653737239241891,0.0,0.08099673062519043,0.059491801366120964,0.0,0.0,0.09748959300279103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811714380224445,0.0,0.08418159773973438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036116941603204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fireeephe,2019/04/12,"Introvert trapped in extrovert body I don't know if anyone else feels like this, but I honestly feel like I am a natural introvert, I'm quite shy, not good at socialising, enjoy my own company etc, but having ADHD means I have a loud , brash side that makes internal me cringe. This side makes comments an inappropriate times, is loud , crashes in where thought is needed and feels like if there is silence, then it must be filled with whatever I see is a great idea at the time. The other me shrinks in horror and wonders if I will ever be able to control the situation, like I actually feel embarrass for me sometimes !",12.960897435897436,7.862937205128207,12.155961538461545,60.007788461538475,57.29059829059829,16.144444444444446,48.05341880341881,13.427899808715575,6.089018803418803,491,22,90,13,4,162,83,117,0.12,0.669,0.21100000000000002,0.9259999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,7,0,12,1,1,3,2,24,25,8,0,5,6,0,4,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,7,11,8,8,20,2,13,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,4,8,57,16,0,0.16467028849026094,0.0,0.16069444759180546,0.0,0.19790168647847486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514129448730512,0.16872417039265808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291156825346086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469173074066533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756089600370885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365090029156705,0.0,0.14895370349137527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33304898259694965,0.35292146100036553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381176252567109,0.0,0.18154957439769934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589271196910054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049848405416147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217983405551429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198373925059903,0.0,0.0,0.17937421891516278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210093238587935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514712147585526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122089999261616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509630367767985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286312592524205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307298152115503,0.19204113892410493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857790350347116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,binadip,2019/04/12,I wish I did something productive while procrastinating I always see posts about people procrastinating doing homework or something and they end up cleaning their room/bathroom etc. I honestly wish I did anything but sit around when putting stuff off lol,9.344285714285714,11.765066761904766,7.570000000000004,65.72500000000002,59.95238095238096,9.40952380952381,40.19047619047619,9.725611199111238,4.447704761904763,212,11,29,4,3,63,34,42,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.8126,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,4,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,21,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670359844447891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204426770366183,0.22114460432505348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002453070393527,0.0,0.2770516319119235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222169754641456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23791568525188056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497286093892884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979569086031591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824884818508867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843790693317504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713366650589367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zoukelele,2019/04/12,"Just got diagnosed at 40 So this is pretty much a copy & paste that was deleted at r/adderall for being “low effort.” Hopefully now that I’ve found this sub it won’t be considered as such here, too. Everything below this is from my original post Wednesday, after seeing the doctor. “Hi, so I finally got in to see my doctor today to discuss worsening memory and concentration issues. I told him I’ve suspected off and on for years that I might have undiagnosed attention deficit issues. I was given an ADHD test that I apparently scored a 5 out of 6 on. He initially was leaning towards Vyvanse, but because of some insomnia issues I wanted whichever had the shortest duration, so I ended up with an Rx for generic Adderall, 60 pills at 15mg each with instructions to take 1/2 to 1 pill twice a day or as needed. As for my insomnia issues, it’s been worse than normal for the last couple of days. I work 12 hour night shifts, and on Tuesday I only got 4 hours of sleep, and today I got about 2 hours (this was more because I usually try to sleep from about 8-9am until 3-4pm, but this doctor’s appt was at 1:30pm and it was after 10am before I could actually fall asleep). So here I am on my 3rd night of work and really struggling to stay awake. I took a full 15mg pill about 6pm, felt very little, and decided to take a second pill about 9pm. I kinda sort of feel it helping my mental clarity, but it’s very subtle. So to my questions, are 15mg and 30mg doses pretty typical, or does that sound low? I can’t tell if I actually might need a higher dose or if I’m too damn sleep deprived tonight to get a good measure of this. (Note: now that I’ve been on it a couple of days and have caught up on sleep a little, it still feels very subtle. I’m not trying to chase a high, I just want the fog in my damn head to completely lift!) Another thought I had was to wonder if this is the type of medication that needs to build up in the system over time, or if it is supposed to be more immediate. A final observation... I’ve cycled through several different anti-depressants over the years for depression, and been on and off Klonopin for anxiety as well. When I was taking the ADHD test it occurred to me that a lot of the symptoms match depression/anxiety, and now I can’t help but wonder if I really even have all of this or if it’s been undiagnosed ADHD this whole time rather than depression/anxiety. Or conversely that I might just be on the wrong SSRI now which led to a misdiagnosis of ADHD today. Has anyone ever thought they had one but it turned out to be the other? Anyway, sorry for the lengthy post, and sorry if I’ve asked something that’s been asked dozens of times already (I probably should have searched the sub before typing all this out, but I’m not deleting it now). I think working in healthcare makes me overthink stuff like this sometimes!”",7.32156694091249,5.87259994938918,8.021437920718025,74.00196989528797,64.34031413612566,11.25726751433558,34.07685115931189,10.290406445055957,3.2756338070306663,2253,78,442,44,28,759,276,573,0.08,0.863,0.057,-0.9119,2,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,1,4,29,12,2,1,28,0,40,21,6,3,3,79,76,43,0,17,25,0,3,1,0,5,15,1,0,0,36,19,0,0,13,0,0,4,5,8,1,4,28,6,36,4,84,37,10,79,0,4,2,0,13,34,2,24,38,297,72,11,0.0,0.0,0.12448811591852894,0.0,0.3066242605890894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038731480207706,0.0,0.0,0.06911002052651978,0.0,0.0,0.06688316592454352,0.14638393242232586,0.0,0.0,0.04459930952796675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925900311625245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776436234748674,0.0,0.10855110281610338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687639094559543,0.0,0.0,0.05092639513954544,0.14115173549659707,0.0,0.12340635836585202,0.0,0.10987426370849587,0.06473949527253296,0.0,0.0666407844710491,0.0,0.195857115996174,0.0558178754106408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056493759897073975,0.0,0.0,0.0421287811415397,0.057696349141543424,0.0,0.0,0.0573250153756586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450229141923303,0.0,0.06124271637366741,0.13974467671073615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993594793934828,0.0,0.0,0.03332454751919617,0.0,0.0,0.053499057375726584,0.2040558119021195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654608644678119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855062442903216,0.0673913790913828,0.0,0.06335198023684893,0.188443401870012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662960180783913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199253571105833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031161678049371,0.12785680319411816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542269411257059,0.0,0.0,0.042576366532325126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425574691584822,0.06427934720448174,0.20299447720180905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468886355124463,0.14188525414915093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971407038479152,0.06249485258821533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322174116106303,0.048510664600605234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088911859122305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221750279877058,0.12978267371970587,0.06877002283306076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714527636488865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817234257209893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165530205940684,0.0,0.0,0.07205785132918037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255320563450962,0.0,0.0,0.04910409850199002,0.06308408287552247,0.1428021037189963,0.0,0.06798533909037248,0.05093804609803639,0.0,0.0,0.06668096604293744,0.07301750768962742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629607824597036,0.14387306310367615,0.0,0.055750094489876514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040870260903079415,0.0,0.10127486440230464,0.11157902429944984,0.0,0.18137954009155974,0.060948418755823824,0.07086645620682049,0.08661040245378411,0.06937875946194844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024914921051169,0.15788563002090145,0.0752430021292621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734954517169642,0.0,0.0,0.07121264384778031,0.0,0.0,0.13834222081088046,0.13930670264952513,0.0,0.06500142344998976,0.0,0.06973787495075967,0.0,0.08214970838752922 adhd,iarekaty,2019/04/12,Do You Guys Ever Feel like the Night Watch? I think we would have been 'normal' in natural human settings. We might have even excelled.,2.707066666666666,5.579290640000004,2.764,90.08866666666668,82.6,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.3635333333333337,106,3,19,1,3,32,23,25,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751508969833316,0.3389776928284886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948198848598347,0.26771741777357083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710557949717875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308114615581664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975445041879802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35167215934746715,0.367169868790818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012102936074325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620761367243123,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aleckaid,2019/04/12,"Off social media https://youtu.be/TA5Ilzauebo Try it out for yourself. Get off that shit and see the improvement. People without ADD or ADHD are hooked and always on it, can you imagine what it does to a person with it? If you don't have a job and work as a social media whatever, then there's no reason to stay in and look at Beyonce's pictures and read Jayz's captions. I only use YouTube and Reddit. No IG, FB, TWTR and such. Try it out just for a week. Trust me! It won't cure your ADHD but it will improve your situation 100%. Post results.",2.144646464646464,4.487308481481488,3.644646464646467,86.41954545454546,79.92592592592592,5.779124579124581,21.855218855218848,6.980632752743323,0.6803037037037036,428,13,84,5,11,141,79,108,0.052000000000000005,0.87,0.078,0.5848,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,3,0,20,10,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,14,8,0,11,0,0,2,0,7,7,1,2,2,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631597284393746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033623673862732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862717886436646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100674280304519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121833713255987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181381552025734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465519147093176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358925087483278,0.16825233058898387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845468870471769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927454152501029,0.0,0.0,0.19812077428546648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355158788088671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779687228545087,0.0,0.21659530869084004,0.0,0.3928530440769644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538538686052127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616521628357217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642511643120195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456691788628218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857494357296086,0.0,0.1402829953180698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bakerizer,2019/04/12,I always wanted to be a writer. I never will be though. I don't want to live.,-3.2533333333333303,-1.7858307777777769,1.1722222222222245,97.345,106.77777777777777,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.4151333333333334,58,0,14,0,3,22,14,18,0.092,0.9079999999999999,0.0,-0.0572,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956102196056772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198286539119869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666942484285456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671245331413923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608622417357558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BayAreaDreamer,2019/04/12,If you've tried non-medication treatments such as neurofeedback what was your experience like? Do you feel it successfully helped increase attention and focus?,10.0656,13.34821496,9.109000000000002,52.01950000000002,59.4,13.0,40.5,12.161744961471696,6.492999999999999,134,7,17,5,2,42,24,25,0.0,0.705,0.295,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158930255609895,0.0,0.0,0.2666665084698473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535014201134407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576583157171211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5858164031556036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580662502267665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MohsenAirwave,2019/04/12,"A mess of a brain with every mental problem in the book! I need your help and tips (my story and struggle) Hi. I'm Mohsen. first time posting here or posting about my struggles in general :D I'm a 20 y.o half white half Persian dude with a miserable life and a hopeful wish for the sweet release of death. I had ADHD and OCD as long as I can remember. they didn't affect me that much growing up but when I hit 17 my life started to crumble! I couldn't get to medical school. I couldn't because in my country it has a huge 5-hour exam wich every year around 1 to 1.5 million people attend and only the top 2000 people get accepted to go to medical school and for that exam people study 12 hours a day for 2 fucking years!!!!!! I have 132IQ but I have fucking ADHD, you guys know how it is. how the fuck I was suppose to... that was my breaking point. I broke. I fell in depression. I fell hard... I wanted to study but I couldn't. I tried to force my self and It just made it worse... I... I'm really worthless aren't I!? lol. my parents don't believe in mental illnesses and they think I'm lazy and useless which they aren't wrong I guess... IDK. my father Is terminally ill and will die. and he is sad and disappointed just because of me. his only child is a useless piece of shit. I went to doctors to fix it and guess what they found out I was on the spectrum for autism :)) ADHD, OCD ,Dp and Autism. hell yeah! they gave me some simple meds but my OCD and anxiety from it kicked in whenever I wanted to take the pills! I got a panic attack when I tried to swallow the fucking pills and I would scratch my throat to the point of bleeding after swallowing the pills because I felt Like I was dying and I needed to throw up the pills. long story short I couldn't take any medication. I didn't leave my parents' house for a whole year. and I judged my self and I judged and judged... I talked to my self I ranted and I cried! I couldn't sleep for weeks and then I was diagnosed with early signs of schizophrenia too. and I was like WTF!!! I wanted to talk a lot but I'm not ganna write much more because I'm not in the mood anymore. lol (classic ADHD) please help me :)",0.33572828433814905,2.6333620313901345,2.129765819631292,94.50386978907162,87.87892376681614,4.738681282179041,19.6942368377346,6.238725200709706,0.02177774456070436,1670,51,363,16,54,548,216,446,0.204,0.701,0.095,-0.9963,2,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,2,5,2,10,27,7,4,22,3,27,24,4,4,0,69,61,36,3,14,10,3,3,2,0,2,14,0,0,5,11,28,2,0,6,1,0,7,12,21,0,4,15,5,63,5,48,38,7,43,1,8,1,4,24,17,6,6,18,222,74,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36407913785394813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150298101715449,0.0,0.05793772461622304,0.0,0.07510962100960453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742097118782177,0.0,0.0861604728680198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467150606309488,0.0,0.0,0.08532837770289607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454626567446406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319228451275733,0.0488433633977249,0.0,0.06523118413147172,0.07687030236498599,0.15720372838525,0.0,0.0,0.07751886059445214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762145485067214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271830133180307,0.0,0.0,0.064420882730417,0.0,0.0830404599487277,0.0,0.28006632395007225,0.07913772058905108,0.0,0.04304243383935881,0.0,0.06057288481403893,0.0,0.16686317381410454,0.07499040729924182,0.0,0.0,0.06784445336691408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152829930201908,0.0,0.0,0.0752227964664615,0.14916913000793028,0.08738901246216592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162244728408631,0.0,0.0,0.08019333898088192,0.0,0.0,0.10698895356689576,0.07400143000100884,0.0,0.0,0.13404770338258376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438791873667651,0.0,0.0716631007293828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412546560142234,0.22888772950651454,0.1526478646344597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134914086525424,0.11231435917816028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520106667736292,0.0,0.08885971199572504,0.1681914167292832,0.0,0.0,0.15751712519009609,0.0,0.0,0.08313522981382562,0.1431897329507804,0.0,0.14506803464144646,0.0,0.0,0.07246898843587797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851833041815688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579396409695088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329746472135186,0.0,0.0,0.2370270540397553,0.0,0.07774177061393703,0.0,0.0,0.07579055424301788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360623060640547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835112708654933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388788061444298,0.12174722881811045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048528480182460025,0.0,0.0,0.044162188266383975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028393532657058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340129151496402,0.0,0.06075073754188205,0.0,0.0,0.07020789979076522,0.0,0.08455638156807571,0.08709249983975488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718131032255891,0.053800581060788125,0.08280527228686772,0.0,0.14631422973784006 adhd,bnubboo,2019/04/12,"I never had ADHD.. Quick Backstory. I was diagnosed when I was a kid. Back in the 90s when all they did was fuck kids up and experiment with different speed, not knowing what the fuck they were doing. Fucked me up real. Had to be hospitalized for violent behavior blah blah .. Anyways I always thought even as a kid that i never actually had ADHD. I would fake taking my medicine, throw them away, whatever I had to do to not be on it. Stopped taking it when I was 17, and started smoking weed. It took 15 years to undo the mental damage it did to me.",2.42788990825688,4.464734770642206,4.466504587155963,82.45406880733947,77.44036697247707,7.662752293577981,25.578899082568807,8.548686976883017,1.9290396330275228,426,16,84,9,10,146,71,109,0.22399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.0,-0.9758,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,7,6,4,0,5,0,16,4,0,0,3,14,25,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,13,0,14,0,13,9,1,18,0,1,0,3,6,5,3,0,11,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1743137643781015,0.0,0.4293488476274765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863161507718764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167825541820612,0.13735280577935793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813022077107981,0.0,0.1866267461202583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798116431047892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473106046027265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495412154714551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816849096158146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001356836845614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755356443409132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331614211888585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643280508835866,0.0,0.0,0.1493398102463076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686098994233621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418095431888525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846069094067026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689118973581154,0.0,0.0,0.11502965408332715 adhd,ThranduilGirlQueen70,2019/04/12,"ADHD getting worse as I get older.. I was diagnosed with ADHD in Elementary School, I took medicine because of it, and during that time I hated the way it made me feel, always tired and I hardly ate. I stopped taking the medicine at the beginning of my freshman year (High School). Now I'm twenty and I feel like I need it again, I personally think it would help me. It's hard to explain how I'm feeling to Ya’ll. This may seem stupid but I feel like I'm getting angry at the littlest things now. I feel like my ADHD is getting worse as I get older. Has this happened to anyone else? I'm just so confused..",1.769146341463415,3.8759627642276437,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,79.89430894308944,5.400813008130082,24.071138211382113,6.42735559955562,0.7084747967479674,472,17,96,4,12,156,73,123,0.16,0.748,0.091,-0.8206,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,4,0,5,3,0,2,0,21,30,8,0,2,2,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,4,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,7,16,3,11,24,0,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,12,55,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591212465857444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595879904088176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890405325310482,0.13047699393615886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762654073170895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924951520253747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106377954930573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32193987071929464,0.27291958952722023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33265486493740365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126081673141134,0.0,0.2281469549897068,0.1257239252419304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535470175346489,0.1345438829840116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663870163755628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049414067873265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442252747449256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111901791364869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577539360120667,0.0,0.11592743312451563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646366814001344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574538478442413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460040944294289,0.08159565325133801,0.0,0.0,0.07425418201962547,0.14636097066775494,0.0,0.0,0.14148171947116622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010782037216926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954488625587074,0.09046014918355592,0.0,0.0,0.08200411463219114 adhd,Tapdatsam,2019/04/12,"I feel like when I get those ""hyper focus"" moments, its my ADHD forgetting it has ADHD I feel like I get so forgetful that I fail to even remember I have ADHD. I'm glad it happens, though. All that's left is to figure out how to hyper focus on command!",1.1992452830188682,3.0413572264150983,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,80.50943396226415,6.504150943396226,21.92075471698113,7.554174236665415,1.0546784905660376,195,6,39,3,5,70,36,53,0.113,0.735,0.152,0.2813,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,9,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,5,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,27,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7557847816774671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845519636410816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119851840569637,0.29951198282988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904060100926664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537050894834248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277579470104423,0.0,0.0,0.20482416706362352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374640224520637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059552912383354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Spyhatsrkool,2019/04/12,"CBD I have struggled with adhd for my entire life and tried adderol and something else before that but about 3 years ago i stoped taking adderol because it made me feel like crap all day and i was well under weight but recently i ripped my friends CBD pen and felt a sense of calm and focus that iv never had before and i know there is no studies showing it to be successful and i dont think it would be affective for the majority of people with adhd im just wondering if any one has had success with it and if so has it worked long term or did you just end up in the same place a month later after building up a tollerance Tldr: tried CBD for the first time and felt calm and focused has it been effective for anyone in helping deal with adhd.",6.4451973684210575,5.581126282894736,6.57,81.80000000000003,65.77631578947367,9.178947368421053,31.5,8.07648339933343,2.083773684210526,593,19,121,6,8,190,101,152,0.046,0.741,0.213,0.9844,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,5,6,9,1,1,6,0,14,4,1,3,2,34,22,16,0,3,7,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,14,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,2,1,2,8,4,10,7,18,11,4,19,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,4,14,82,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290246809048957,0.0,0.13006774489184125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978177916245977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259738502657732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944555767290932,0.0,0.2497137154937266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946290409574592,0.15127271404540846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719670662360535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225745139894145,0.0,0.12995968092565566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419135517878099,0.10482430645936758,0.2817686021763431,0.0,0.0,0.1248088977978994,0.0,0.0,0.11336362890740248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835036865458223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849413108733548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063925157494277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364009933792832,0.07168511608684792,0.0,0.0,0.1298518849976936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883995741323507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711889408200885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316761582169133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942839174763364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172446131346974,0.0,0.1533021541188214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487867802623022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129603160612277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339458882791518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032308352176604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401898680472852,0.0,0.0,0.08555974100721593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992407708080231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867823310936715,0.13192835111920329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912298020068416,0.10682155964435497,0.0,0.0,0.10423314519273184,0.0,0.0,0.09448963840988668 adhd,tubagirl1214,2019/04/12,"Trouble sleeping So in the past few months, every Sunday and Monday night I hardly sleep. I’m either wide awake, stressed, or I just have a million things on my mind. How do you clear your mind or reduce hyperactivity before you go to sleep?",3.876739130434782,6.040552978260872,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,73.56521739130434,5.469565217391305,22.369565217391305,5.985473137389443,0.39019130434782623,191,5,35,1,4,61,40,46,0.109,0.835,0.055999999999999994,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,3,1,1,9,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107187639671155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918946085652014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761451217663886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114886747859687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534543500281506,0.0,0.1792302582139854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072095507183364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435430575176007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6741236782810995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572163733595987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917820444670254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,santaklaus21,2019/04/12,"Titration suggestion -how can I politely/respectfully suggest this at my follow up that that area of dosage is a better I was diagnosed 2 months ago at this point Background if you want to read I did not follow the doctors order of 10 mg BID Adderall (because on the first day I got my prescription late and took all 20 in one and it was like I saw the light? I knew it had worked properly not a high but I could do what I couldn’t get myself to before) I’ve been keeping a clear excel sheet through the month and I’ve found that 15 in the morning and 10 in the after noon has been my sweet spot most days (25-27.5 on average) My doctor is aware, I’ve been sending him updates all along the way, and he said to stay with the 10 BID and that we could speak about changing the dosage then. I took the prescribed amount at my clinical day and I felt exactly how I had before I was on my slightly higher dosage split. I plan on following his order until I see him so I can see if today was just a one off fluke",5.083428571428573,4.683932342857143,5.732142857142858,85.13535714285716,68.42857142857143,8.904761904761905,28.92857142857143,8.344100000000001,1.7608571428571422,792,24,173,10,12,258,127,210,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,14,0,19,4,0,2,4,31,35,15,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,9,10,0,1,3,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,18,8,27,4,23,14,4,39,0,0,3,0,11,15,0,3,15,115,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354157773243585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312331608854953,0.0,0.2599812653033689,0.0,0.0,0.1351070530062954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160370843506058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393872198881505,0.0,0.0,0.29555979038543384,0.0,0.0,0.15505191066154447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31272018133625834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667708093592402,0.0,0.0,0.1299407007198686,0.0,0.16749748057617178,0.0,0.0,0.07981271313641236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221790631199126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161403205975698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578337006741306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232407507917444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463261337820193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438690098713209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070332343781753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441104690676773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280501126189447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453132338807323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434657352028314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282574769172753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480209815105147,0.0,0.3394521193106075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901039712693167,0.12125669166902678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121377207138784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Protoyon,2019/04/12,"Will Adderall side effects eventually go away? I've been having pretty annoying stomach pains and headaches, but it helps a lot with focus and irritability. I just started a little higher dosage than I normally am on, from 10mg with minimal side effects for about a month to 15mg the past week with the side effects I experience now. &#x200B; If they don't go away, would you recommend Ritalin or anything else like that for ADHD?",9.17625,8.444180124999999,9.025000000000002,65.98000000000003,60.25,12.0,41.25,11.20814326018867,4.7893750000000015,350,17,58,8,4,114,63,80,0.083,0.7659999999999999,0.15,0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,3,3,3,1,0,5,0,6,3,1,3,0,15,9,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,12,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,6,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25939332410007737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338585722937596,0.2622647641959223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761490831818996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055706719820173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030355736492493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111293455043673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453295194393212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467054169274038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544672803428366,0.2163247038940389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834963285338493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227849860743244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114737760261664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296650716464407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060401984181831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195831411518006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527700645682028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313088407544694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332393547330148,0.0,0.2622647641959223,0.0 adhd,MrSlimeDud,2019/04/12,"Kid here just got diagnosed with ADHD I’m on mobile while typing this, so forgive the grammar mishaps. I (13M) just got diagnosed with ADHD-PI a few weeks ago, and life has been a roller coaster since. On one hand, I have some relief as to figuring out what my problems were. However, I am not getting any better, and seem to be blaming my problems on ADHD. Quick background: I am pretty gifted, doing 11th grade math in 7th grade, taking HS classes, etc. This was part of the stigma against any possibility of me having ADHD, as “Smart kids don’t have ADHD”. I think the main reason I was diagnosed so late is because I breezed through life until I hit my new gifted school, where I can take high school courses. Once I got the diagnosis, everything seemed to make sense. Unfortunately, I seem to be getting worse and worse. My parents are pretty supportive, trying to get academic coaching, therapy, etc, though we haven’t started much yet because of how expensive it is. One thing I am trying out now is a smart pen, which works great either as a fidget, or getting me to just write stuff down (Notes, thoughts, etc) which feels much better then keeping it in my head. Today we went to the PCP for shots and to talk about ADHD meds (found out we are s month early for shots, lol). I got prescribed for 5mg Ritalin. Not sure how well that is going to work because of how low the dose is, but we are going to have a checkup in a month. School was cancelled today, but hopefully tomorrow I can try the meds and see how it goes (might post update if anyone cares). Sorry for the rant, I have been a long time lurker and love this community. ;)",5.091341445095388,5.925495201892747,5.670644434429923,81.29314405888542,68.58990536277602,8.183205648189874,28.975364278203397,8.269060116576782,1.9699017275048816,1277,44,244,17,21,413,185,317,0.083,0.8240000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.8062,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,4,0,0,4,17,16,0,0,15,1,31,11,2,6,1,48,61,23,0,4,10,1,2,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,12,15,0,1,10,2,1,3,4,3,1,2,13,3,26,13,37,44,10,37,0,1,1,1,11,13,0,8,20,163,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5281181224496865,0.0,0.0649224277268576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099610789001054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051210784963569886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339384201287598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954883186439645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746725859069826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300975549673807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450443206776972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582297050126606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703210891030192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030336857344303,0.0,0.0,0.15305853432046376,0.0,0.08324742977180545,0.0,0.23430538307624124,0.08074684461475536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516489132389795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738158862937357,0.0,0.07274338260531149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065098662828597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826173842589083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346249740035364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648146827329809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661015387511844,0.0,0.04888795755122169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270522284618014,0.0,0.0,0.07769557145464663,0.0,0.0,0.11691819432729575,0.0,0.10767896883952334,0.0,0.0,0.0707351981652437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799771325775431,0.09925800716543892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132383501271848,0.07931127800617431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256656996026712,0.0701432281398121,0.1490218720020621,0.0,0.14016068533589696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753024388126859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236695494871905,0.05836242611454121,0.2000235627650163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060584499227322675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198566192278355,0.0518393190124077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384174383965608,0.0,0.08311135507171488,0.06902739388811395,0.0,0.11013402934758207,0.05886716303481782,0.0,0.0,0.0837557898325143,0.0,0.048657091918242974,0.04692893600068288,0.07195747013849331,0.05814400893212175,0.04270656115771609,0.0,0.13884502880917926,0.0,0.0,0.1491745077203841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874833630433185,0.0,0.06585113663485398,0.0678937816233947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663850582552636,0.0,0.14927468401886404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Honkmaster,2019/04/12,"I take Guanfacine 1mg (Brand name Tenex, Intuniv) to help with Adderall's motor tics. I might be switching to the extended release version. How is the dosing different? Is it still once a day or less often? My primary pharmacy used to be out of Guanfacine from time to time but now they constantly are, as are the other nearby pharmacies. However, they tell me they have been stocked up on the extended release version. I'm thinking of switching when I see my doctor in a couple weeks.",3.604236874236875,6.213887934065938,4.6917948717948725,79.4337606837607,76.25274725274727,8.0004884004884,32.089133089133085,8.841846274778883,3.2441492063492063,386,20,65,9,9,126,68,91,0.0,0.9740000000000001,0.026000000000000002,0.2982,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,2,0,10,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,13,10,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,8,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29501064324081105,0.0,0.0,0.3020638072963455,0.0,0.1760592094808269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522170142251724,0.0,0.2794219801159185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829828135451344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896045848721329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29073079644150895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175416934399984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801418291425215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052582872636448,0.0,0.2386096882124287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492419161756284,0.0,0.0,0.3183711937202578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357800538505477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898014557079312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,carolinh2000,2019/04/12,"Depleted Vitamins/Minerals on Dex? Was just curious about what kinds of vitamins/minerals would be depleted while using dex. For context, I went through an epic shed due to stress/poor nutrition last year, before I was diagnosed with ADHD. I am now getting a lot of regrowth, but quite a few of them shed while still pretty short (I’m 19y.o female and my hair can grow quite long so this is freaking me out a bit). Also, some some of the more recent regrowth is thinner than my other strands so I’m attributing that to vasoconstriction while on dex. I did notice that being on a 10mg dose of dex ir 3x a day would elevate my heart rate and make me perspire while at rest. I don’t know if this is because of dex, but I wake up with dry skin flakes even though I have oily skin. I’ve decided to titrate my dosage way down to 2.5mg 3-4x a day. I’ve also been making sure to chug water throughout the day and eat 3 meals consistently. So I guess I’m just looking to see if there is any thing I could specifically target nutrition wise, or any other way. I‘m just trying to keep the baby hairs that are trying to grow on my head. Also, I’ve recently read up on how different enantiomers of amphetamine can have central/peripheral effects. I was wondering if anyone knows which effect dex has, and how this might effect blood flood to areas such as the scalp/extremities/skin layers. Thank you!!",5.594686489980612,6.070009886446887,6.233380736910149,78.97485455720755,67.35164835164835,9.646972635207927,29.978237448825684,9.627879704456738,2.6114272355095878,1101,38,214,22,17,360,168,273,0.016,0.9179999999999999,0.066,0.9151,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,5,18,5,0,0,11,0,23,14,9,9,1,39,40,24,0,6,9,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,7,3,1,7,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,6,19,4,33,28,7,32,0,0,2,0,2,12,0,10,15,134,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555619524970678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105398158559085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604753370212556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050758941073117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890553746936586,0.0,0.11014406666544026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131516109156742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334745784726423,0.0,0.0,0.25043463972567204,0.0,0.0,0.13137906659990198,0.0,0.13523744700873874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244962758068024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549402370326026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762715602748279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259296081278175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328429768628829,0.0,0.0,0.15338724656413935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505238692727825,0.0,0.13479203749599314,0.14227388485667447,0.10551102975279124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114550493548508,0.10869715796815642,0.0,0.0,0.11004541941008457,0.0,0.0,0.17280466184312054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731558470059982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736851249398694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168720625914965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753511470857388,0.1294752168207511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556131406618368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314707153086386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337110171481513,0.0,0.1482732985567205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199584576886598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917113470305085,0.0,0.0,0.08599430960469212,0.0,0.12717432796553846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576278258455466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111794763088857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548719332124815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999235151508394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403723628441866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390119213368067,0.0,0.0,0.08335523750975836 adhd,Cloud_dreamer,2019/04/12,A bad case of the fuck yous Does this happen to you guys? Like everything ticks you off and your in a grouchy mood all day. Is that ADHD or what?,-0.5382258064516137,1.6248150967741957,0.7550806451612893,103.45262096774192,91.58064516129032,4.390322580645162,14.201612903225806,5.985473137389443,-1.0717806451612906,112,2,28,1,4,35,29,31,0.272,0.662,0.066,-0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546722910417656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158849892697585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439878765823469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310741458654552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400134878405322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497547206484183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37460053870572707,0.3345509305230581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483014389263314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdqestions,2019/04/12,"Does anyone else find themselves repeating numbers, names or words in their head? I seem to get fixated on certain things, for example, license plate numbers or when I hear an interesting name or word. I find myself repeating it in the very back of my head, someyimes ON TOP of other thoughts or conversations. Am I just slightly OCD or is this a trait that people with ADHD have?",7.707571428571428,7.959849328571429,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,62.85714285714286,10.428571428571429,37.5,10.125756701596842,3.874428571428572,303,14,52,6,4,96,56,70,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,16,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898012187767934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860941444068012,0.24707455043448545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542036731775205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102163661097476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143999794685216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44079183558740204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598474064242854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949546593216807,0.0,0.27178024174521764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717484419232218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952313245565871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020148456145428,0.0,0.0,0.19143677071641813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896424337936525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaggieMouse7,2019/04/12,"Lets take a moment to look at the positives! ADHD is not a life choice or a joke. its real and its hard but this doesn't mean it doesn't have positives. lets look at the bright side: **Creativity —** People with ADHD have been classified by some as visionaries because of their intense creativity and willingness to take on seemingly impossible tasks. A study in the *Journal of Personality and Individual Differences* found that people with ADHD scored higher on various measures of creativity than those without ADHD **Charisma** – People with ADHD are often full of personality and wit, which makes them not only fun to be around but also great at stirring enthusiasm in others. **Empathy –** Many children with ADHD display an abundance of compassion for others and an ability to understand a variety of perspectives. This makes them great friends and companions. **Energy –** When given a project or mission they are passionate about, children with ADHD can have boundless energy and ambition. This can make them great problem-solvers and out-of-the-box thinkers. **Humor –** Everyone loves a good laugh, and this is particularly true of children with ADHD. Beyond enjoying a good laugh, children with ADHD often have an infectious sense of humor, making them a pleasure to be around. **Resilience –** Like other children who are “different,” kids with ADHD learn early on how to overcome challenges and manage criticism. Given a healthy support system, they can learn from their mistakes, embrace their differences and bounce back from hardship. They can also help others realize that it is our differences that make us strong.",4.941592643318335,8.522649769516732,5.331384269223246,69.44763793778128,82.90334572490707,8.184738798669537,30.87076892975934,8.6894789155246,3.8688230483271377,1304,64,174,36,38,414,150,269,0.040999999999999995,0.613,0.34600000000000003,0.9989,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,0,10,2,11,24,0,0,16,0,21,3,0,6,1,48,38,20,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,18,21,0,0,8,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,4,12,22,41,30,3,18,0,0,3,2,26,13,0,6,5,135,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7990422569441691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633895643054014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837471446638273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112425317269149,0.0,0.040529742480638516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778582632749275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353099651836837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289935581173668,0.05136754474816441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153196415119476,0.0,0.21990582938731448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955912273247496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044564707495287584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597453640264973,0.04696160039825265,0.0324820971581307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166435112458448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000694215858205,0.0,0.2219023109333299,0.06740719017661173,0.0,0.07242362774667832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056621528102069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828074847808713,0.11610743656227505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361889826435915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567654599264811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060527095071992686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544844447997677,0.0,0.0,0.0999796139939862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921511435686974,0.07997544654510451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409091258931418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lazerbabyo,2019/04/12,"My Psychiatrist said my grades were too good to have ADHD My psychologist suspected that I might have ADHD and had me take a test, which my answers seemed to indicate that I do have ADHD. But since she can’t officially diagnose me or prescribe anything she referred me to a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist had me bring in my report cards from the past few years and took one look at them and said I don’t have ADHD (he didn’t even ask me anything else). Can you not have decent grades and still have ADHD, they weren’t even good (like low or mid 70’s some 80’s and a 50% in math the last year). Since my psychologist told me about it, I’ve done reasearch and it seems like I have most if not all of the symptoms and relate a lot to what other people with ADHD say. I even found out my brother has it and it’s supposed to be partially hereditary. Should I just leave it or something or is the psychiatrist right? I just want to be able to focus and get into college and get a good job.",5.178133333333335,5.237781079999999,5.896000000000001,82.47633333333336,68.2,9.066666666666668,28.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.8664666666666667,776,23,165,12,12,254,113,200,0.027000000000000003,0.907,0.066,0.8074,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,0,10,0,23,2,0,0,1,36,37,16,0,3,10,1,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,10,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,11,4,25,5,16,22,5,15,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,11,7,115,35,7,0.10096432807589176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7280370120284355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617007857636046,0.0,0.09438801756851348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247666771462036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332156168762048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434274064779759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000579594306103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070217443181464,0.0,0.0,0.10549938854137528,0.0,0.0,0.2540522645098732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019151656392866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229940291121142,0.0,0.10690664533424524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986521415853612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478460706794727,0.0,0.0,0.08583626121158397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710719682805753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841604168157257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963818755002899,0.06999595249335308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622298451709534,0.1920803931973216,0.08029088609734793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838282646506458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703747104191138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772727242359821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063024282234654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494059542162022,0.07591260954740721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647574220774002,0.11217508345172653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955137659470034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300354340706991 adhd,Coldpeaches,2019/04/12,"Does setting short timers help you? Does anyone else find that giving yourself time limits make you more productive? I feel like I always have to get up or my mind moves to something else quick so I tell myself ""in 10 minutes you can check your facebook"", ""in 10 minutes you can go to lunch"" etc. and i'll work those 10 minutes straight and then reset and do it again until I get a decent amount of work done. It wasn't until recently I found this helped me. &#x200B; What are your tips to limiting yourself from getting side tracked if this doesn't work for you?",4.627545454545455,5.99442334545455,4.254318181818181,89.05147727272724,70.0909090909091,6.590909090909091,27.38636363636364,6.6274283507984215,1.1043636363636362,448,15,88,3,8,135,78,110,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.852,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,12,16,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,2,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,15,1,12,13,3,16,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,8,54,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467282049236474,0.18838683798662254,0.21126969671274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215731500924126,0.17814919471507246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30430762345691353,0.17792821053166405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904902455921151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939097398997459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791332017256516,0.12421194886415995,0.0,0.0,0.15891298883026095,0.0,0.0,0.19063823152584927,0.0,0.0,0.27251791071602743,0.1667908543386502,0.0988136803766518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330812647318506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494354290960547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605881466792993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755579849220571,0.0,0.0,0.1847950829499771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716745243001131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338527434733405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196904788030094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138433092270033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37973580419378095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126969671274,0.0 adhd,JumboGene,2018/12/01,"Weird figure-eight body movements I have this thing where I move body parts in a figure-eight/infinity pattern. I've done it for as long as I can remember, but in the last month or so I've noticed it way more. It's discrete enough that no one notices. I usually do it with my foot or hips, but can be any body part. Recently it's been primarily grinding my teeth/moving my jaw in a figure-eight. I have searched all possible word combinations I can think of to try and find someone reporting similar movements, but no luck. It's **not a compulsion or a tic**, and I usually start doing it unconsciously before becoming aware that I'm doing it again. I'm not asking for medical advice (though I may ask my doctor when I'm back in my home country), just if anyone recognises the behaviour as similar to their own. &#x200B;",3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,5.019223602484471,79.56001552795033,74.65217391304348,8.823602484472051,28.89130434782609,9.424239791934726,2.8484211180124226,651,28,123,17,14,220,101,161,0.049,0.9229999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,12,8,6,0,1,20,19,15,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,0,14,1,13,15,6,19,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,10,84,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147194251555114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577515547016978,0.1634820840648234,0.09149251757080512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407422007358184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515554124863553,0.0,0.0,0.10345375137585484,0.0,0.0,0.14859000306852713,0.1144845115724112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483342801338031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770845055831593,0.0,0.13768219069861065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390168544869897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296806879154502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495562814962025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966890067207387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190645824265214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135535938567914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738937073095288,0.1429958283448059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30635172070182143,0.0,0.0,0.09116848742690843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913896604700573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167480206930026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328430411465027,0.0,0.15240876571775147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399618255534577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522883722065682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938308554562335,0.0862084628518751,0.13218588401959389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091344531421384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963558850016505,0.0,0.0,0.10679241140253892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634820840648234,0.0 adhd,sporophytebryophyte,2018/12/01,"Help with headphones I recently got a bit of grant money to buy a pair of noise-cancelling headphones and I am overwhelmed by all of the tech-speak I've encountered in reading reviews so far. I want to ensure that I'm making an informed purchase, but I don't know what I'm doing. If anyone has suggestions based on the following criteria, I would be super grateful. - My budget is ~$250 CAD. - I'd like them to have a wireless option. - I wear glasses, so nothing too snug. - No earbuds. Thanks, buds!",2.5534375000000007,5.065330802083333,3.7644166666666656,85.17225000000002,79.52083333333334,5.923333333333334,28.35,7.1686216300943375,1.7854324999999998,391,18,70,5,10,127,77,96,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,6,0,8,1,1,1,1,11,16,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,10,13,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194244804591297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777598789570962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27674062217620765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319272460242885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016135674001755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690459505377711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309683817250889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320117054738289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346109659121843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416490783097605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31856506458945416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040892149021062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245799854537442,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nerbons,2018/12/01,"None of the medications has worked, anyone? ADD So int the past two years I've been trying all the available meds on the market for ADHD without any sign of improvement at all in my executive functions. With most of them i didnt even had side effects. I dont know what to do from this point. Yeah I am already scheduling, meditating, doing sports, eating and sleeping well but... none of them really improved anything substantially and now I can barely pass my uni exams/assigments. Anyone who can relate? I am running out of time to turn my life around... *Here is the list: Concerta(up to 56), Ritalin(up to 20), Vyanse (40mg), Wellbrutin(100mg), Strattera(40), and Norebox (reboxetine 4mg).* **PD:** Yes, I've thought about not having ADD and having another thing like giftedness instead but I have done all the tests and i am a textbook case of ADD.",2.1933391608391624,5.09138032692308,3.4382750582750603,83.04157342657346,88.67948717948721,6.682517482517482,24.3986013986014,7.84624498591911,1.963484615384616,665,27,117,15,22,215,112,156,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.8077,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,2,8,2,0,0,7,2,17,4,1,1,3,23,20,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,5,0,12,2,20,15,6,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,81,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415679209381287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218130719922604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366897111409977,0.21077037162175266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810935431462168,0.0,0.16540928444822955,0.1789363041614878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569702720540456,0.2355753606206947,0.0,0.0,0.20567742079669152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327613418777381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046662123010248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197517182030275,0.09820047200267402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327029165224965,0.20249052910512394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188120023612112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190013887049369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287684021181685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011493075176293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353822223404396,0.0,0.0,0.15957483853334833,0.11720713322352655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646862001186155,0.218634789671118,0.19635184235489855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072686573799387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376082266835296,0.0,0.14633341130993915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294400790252089 adhd,TryinBLegendary,2018/12/01,Having to mentally prepare for anything to be ok with doing it As the title says I have this thing where I have to know about whatever task it may be an mentally prepare myself for it. If not I either have trouble doing it or just have the worst attitude when doing it. I can be at a a grocery store and finishing up my list when my wife will text me a few last second items. These items were not on the original list or organized Into my route through the store but they are still very near to me yet I will go 0-100 without even trying. 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As far as I know I'm not bipolar, but someone suggested I try generic Lithium Orotate off Amazon. Seems to be a fraction of the dosage (5-15 mg) they give actual bipolar patients (300+ mg), but I'll be damned if it's not doing something. I always dream every night, I fall asleep more easily, I wake up feeling more rested, and I'm not half as irritable as I used to be. Also helps me fall asleep at will. Definitely helps with the occasional depressive episode, but does nothing for being scatterbrained. The improved sleep probably eased the actual ADHD symptoms by \~20% or so. I assume other people have been prescribed this at some point? Experiences?",5.430363636363634,7.659724992592594,6.328215488215487,71.55151515151516,69.44444444444444,8.760942760942761,32.27272727272727,9.339509955726095,3.381666666666668,594,27,93,13,11,196,97,135,0.055999999999999994,0.6890000000000001,0.255,0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,5,0,8,9,6,2,0,19,16,13,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,10,1,14,10,6,9,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,5,1,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.3333141286720817,0.0,0.2052448892287431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657304819369118,0.14210299871993562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104141203706328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470929341377913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945110518822927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438898779997932,0.0,0.0,0.167056030764548,0.0,0.0,0.08635171680092206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638281501661402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434115670563617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385645805037553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399726317677265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602658645995136,0.0,0.16386842858741782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183976469212598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144270749160985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413018841382486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547208943489907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127112968422853,0.0,0.14470170416094466,0.13147511861397504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750625745989582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594870166849618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749945856432042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alligatorfight,2018/12/01,"How do you do homework? I'm yet again drafting an email begging to be withdrawn from a class past the official withdrawal date thanks to my inability to do any homework. Any planning or desire I have to do assignments becomes unimportant and ignored as the impending hour approaches. My girlfriend even left me, saying that she couldn't be with someone who's not motivated. I've been on the front half of an undergraduate degree for 8 years. I just want to know how to be less broken.",6.390805860805857,7.5123615054945025,6.793131868131868,73.37270146520147,65.81318681318682,10.022710622710623,36.04578754578755,10.125756701596842,3.839108424908424,391,19,68,9,6,127,71,91,0.133,0.782,0.085,-0.6795,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,3,0,13,14,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,7,1,12,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,48,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43379565960794536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522566659201131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066433380228214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314102794959482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528730005048862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465415342660865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044751178709121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536428854652912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702464120419155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936475160862369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881257478538268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539418801801712 adhd,Lockabea,2018/12/01,"Lockabea - Child/Personal Safety Wearable Tech - #ADHD My name is Brian Bedeau and I am the founder of Lockabea. My Wife and I started this journey 3 ½ years ago to build a solution for child and personal safety. My Wife is a nurse here in Toronto, CA and I am an IT Professional with a Computer Engineering background. As parents of 7 children, collectively, a few things remain consistent, we want them to be safe and always have access to an emergency device. We’ve had family members with dementia and we know how difficult it can become for family members and caretakers. But, the experience that began this journey of developing Lockabea was an unfortunate event which occurred with a little boy from Toronto. He managed to leave his home in the middle of the cold winter night only wearing a T-shirt, diaper and boots. The city of Toronto looked for him together, praying that he would be found well, he wasn’t. I was broken for weeks and remember shedding tears over the freshly drawn concept drawings for what we now call Lockabea. The only thought I had was, “this technology has been around for years, it’s time to make use of it”. We realized many people from all walks of life could use a device like this, Alzheimer’s and dementia patients, autistic children, young adults, students and even adults. Help us establish useful technology that can change and save many lives across the world with the complete development and distribution of Lockabea. 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I instantly become overwhelmed, resistant, and it's a nightmare forcing myself to help him. The mud-icing on the dirt-cake? I love to help him. I love to help *people* in general. **I even love to fold laundry.** Now, in addition to there being something he needs, or a pile of laundry to fold, I feel guilty and ashamed, too! This is a huge revelation for me today. I always knew I was resistant for some unknown reason. Recently, I identified an added feeling of being anxious and overwhelmed. How do you all manage these symptoms *in the moment* so you can help out your loved one or complete the task/chore?",1.6629991126885528,4.409264238095243,2.7162141378290485,86.97231588287492,93.6938775510204,5.00550133096717,25.438923395445126,6.7026698264267655,1.4685920733510796,621,28,107,9,23,197,93,147,0.073,0.691,0.23600000000000002,0.9718,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,0,0,6,10,0,4,9,0,9,5,0,2,2,22,21,10,0,2,5,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,5,18,5,18,17,4,10,0,3,0,4,18,6,0,6,4,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506147776719005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337300054196706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174530491596155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792673439242365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018720718009175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720942776670833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621838913868574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480439199307267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351930092659079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859928899477249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407133000874741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998159032374026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253077909255957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668898129060834,0.16026932265536598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249602328562888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871042596860752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078367858309214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385836930556376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Optrode,2018/12/01,"Neuroscience facts and fiction around ADHD Hi all, A commenter in another subreddit requested I write a post here on this topic. I am a neuroscientist (recently obtained my PhD), and I have ADHD. I'd like to shed some light on what we do know about the neural underpinnings of ADHD, and explain how much we don't know. The comment that inspired this post was about dopamine. There are two reasons why dopamine is of interest in trying to understand ADHD. First, the drugs most commonly used to treat ADHD affect dopamine signaling. Second, ADHD is known to be influenced by genetics, and many of the genes statistically associated with ADHD are genes relating to dopamine signaling, including genes for certain dopamine receptor subtypes, or genes relating to making / storing / releasing dopamine. Note, however, that the are also many ADHD-associated genes that are not linked to dopamine. In part because of these facts, It is sometimes asserted that ADHD is caused by a deficiency of dopamine. This is not the case. THERE IS NO REASON TO BELIEVE ADHD IS CAUSED BY A DOPAMINE DEFICIENCY. To explain why, I'll need to say more about what dopamine is, and what it's used for in the brain. Dopamine is a neurotransmitter. Neurotransmitters are chemicals that neurons (brain cells) release in order to send signals to other neurons. People often talk about neurotransmitters, especially the monoamine neurotransmitters (such as serotonin, dopamine, norepinephrine) as though they were like hormones, but they are not. Hormones, like insulin, just kind of float all around your body. There is a general level of insulin in your body, and it can go up or down. If your insulin level is too high or too low, bad things happen. Neurotransmitters are not like hormones. They do not travel throughout your entire body, or even your entire brain. *There is no general ""level"" of dopamine in your brain*. When neurons release a neurotransmitter, they release only a tiny amount, and they release it only at specific sites, usually at synapses, where one neuron connects to another. The neurotransmitter being released is essentially a signal from the neuron that's doing the releasing to the neurons that it has synapses with, NOT a general signal to the entire brain. And this is why the brain can have many different circuits that involve dopamine, and are totally unrelated to each other. There is a brain circuit that helps control movement, and a group of dopamine releasing neurons is one part of that circuit. If those dopamine releasing neurons die, you get Parkinson's disease. Another group of dopamine releasing neurons controls lactation. And the are certainly more, those are just the easiest examples. If ADHD were caused by a dopamine deficiency, you'd probably have Parkinson's symptoms as well, and possibly milk coming out your nipples (regardless of whether you're a man or woman). I also want to point out that brains are complex. Brains have many, many layers of complexity. The relationships between complex phenomena like behavior or motivation and very tiny phenomena like neurotransmitter release is *never* straightforward. Indeed, it's akin to the famous chestnut about chaos theory, where it is said that a butterfly flapping its wings could start a chain of events that leads to a hurricane on the other side of the world. The brain is a chaotic system, in the literal chaos theory sense, and small changes to the brain's chemistry can affect all kinds of things... That never means that there's a DIRECT link. The story about the butterfly, if it were true, wouldn't mean that hurricanes are, in general, caused by butterflies, or that more butterflies = more hurricanes, or vice versa. By the same token, the fact that dopaminergic (dopamine-affecting) medications can treat ADHD symptoms does NOT mean that ADHD is caused by too little dopamine. As is always the case with mental illness, we don't really know a lot about what does cause ADHD. The simple answer that you hear repeated in popular culture is usually wrong, and thirty years out of date to boot. ""Depression is caused by a serotonin deficit"" is this generation's version of Freud's ""you are anxious because you want to have sex with your mother."" The only brain-related malady that we DO know to be caused by a simple lack of neurotransmitter is, to my knowledge, Parkinson's disease, and even then it's not a GENERAL lack of a neurotransmitter, just a lack of dopamine in one specific brain circuit. Parkinson's also isn't really what you'd normally call a mental illness. And that's telling, in itself: Major problems with something as basic as the neurotransmitters in your brain are a BIG PROBLEM. Problems like that don't cause abstract, cognitive symptoms like sadness or impulsivity, they cause big obvious problems like not being able to move, or seizures, or coma. Too little of an important neurotransmitter would be like having a power supply in your computer that's not powerful enough: Your computer would display serious issues, if it even worked at all. You wouldn't just have issues like being unable to print, or having your internet connection drop out. Disorders affecting complex aspects of human behavior, such as ADHD, most likely happen because of some kind of change in the development of the brain's circuits, leading to complex changes in how the brain functions. The answer will not be simple. It definitely will not be ""too much / too little dopamine.""",8.860503978779837,10.10663165811966,8.214690539345714,64.91076923076925,60.410256410256395,11.241497200117893,39.96271735926908,11.067627440970053,4.968368906572357,4416,223,647,112,58,1389,352,936,0.091,0.833,0.076,-0.9718,4,0,2,0,0,0,143.0,4,19,6,10,42,34,0,0,65,0,82,41,28,26,14,161,106,51,1,22,35,1,0,12,0,6,11,3,0,3,55,34,1,2,25,1,1,8,22,10,1,6,5,4,35,24,115,84,27,74,0,3,0,1,54,47,0,23,26,466,90,7,0.031239912544837194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631645606574306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494764032631032,0.0259941098145206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827331648424396,0.0,0.03529220908808962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562029082196357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026084022082920315,0.05713068218684315,0.0,0.0,0.035196683610356376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041015009094689,0.0,0.5579851849507735,0.031899443539892616,0.0,0.0,0.32091995613506874,0.0991430556235738,0.026910418486478408,0.0,0.0,0.07007643660543222,0.02494252815223309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026906890898576005,0.0,0.032422097075427286,0.03263905953290839,0.035803646275479516,0.0,0.054676515980085307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03622838053619196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03227918061382638,0.0,0.061901002815698214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0265726536517218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01632156492483671,0.0,0.017754362223298088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525070298400797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03520965188571807,0.0,0.020939454869710054,0.033006682793837984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521270462544597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759468476455607,0.06867455576139478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831469193656807,0.09393179816827744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026559056495776126,0.0,0.0,0.02085288420557531,0.1583618401115252,0.0,0.10208826916653363,0.0,0.031470925283434745,0.06296496827869769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332030830880128,0.04592986046172469,0.02316399931250224,0.048188292868195294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03060848143246628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350691970701908,0.07127808364416661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765956195760996,0.0,0.021657821886768548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029531814986967612,0.035218307511191115,0.05983840141704595,0.0,0.03368190946645985,0.11956950905225525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040026175839802426,0.06423966619235941,0.03084564482689573,0.033539974862255933,0.0,0.0,0.02971631069813004,0.02484323233393122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024050010921052696,0.030897072309339375,0.0,0.022111770890183208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741069204888886,0.0,0.02510945835668488,0.02730506051907077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150881952832981,0.0,0.03069305546160307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021209849976228167,0.0,0.030516855219474087,0.03252185069386467,0.0,0.053962508293857535,0.06881270025307551,0.02577619955780324,0.03685221963433884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028088433140480276,0.0,0.08456748604246092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022743028398204163,0.0,0.0,0.044383875109947665,0.034155940244148995,0.0,0.02011747943810947 adhd,Tainiae,2018/12/01,"Problems with getting ADHD medications from CVS recently Usually the problems I have with CVS are minor, and easy to look over, in the big picture. But recently, they forced me to wait almost two whole weeks for my refill, despite it having been sent from the doctor on the 16th. They called, said they didn't have it in, but would get it in by next Wednesday. Cool. It happens, I get that. I can only pick it up on Friday's, since that's the only time I'm in the city, so I figure even if they lag behind like usual, it won't be a big deal. Friday comes, I go to the store to pick it up, and one of the assistants then *lied to my face* and said they didn't have it in. At all. Still. Despite promising it would be filled and should've been filled. ***The only reason I got it at all is because the new pharmacist perked up when he overheard and went ""oh! we do have that in!""*** The new guy was a total sweet heart. Asked me if the new brand of the same drug ( Methylphenidate ER ) would be okay with me. But oh my god. I got it on the 30th. The request was sent by my doctor on the 16th. I checked, because my Therapist was horrified, and thought it might've been something on their end. It wasn't. This hasn't been the first time. One time they've outright told me I need a paper script, and that they can't just get it faxed from my doctor. This only came after they told me they'd send the request in, and never got back to me. I had to go into the store and ask what was up to be told that. ( Unrelated to this, but they've also tried to tell me I need a prescription for my syringes and needles, despite my endo telling me I should be able to ask and be handed them, since it's on file that *i kind of need those*. ) I've only been with CVS over the years, but is this like... common or something. Is this just my new Hell? I have to change pharmacies next year, due to my insurance no longer covering CVS ( a blessing in disguise, at this point ) so if anyone has suggestions on a new pharmacy ( preferably one in the Duluth, MN area ) that isn't going to be this much of a headache would be welcomed. >**TL;DR: Script was sent in the 16th. They fucked around and lied to me and were going to keep lying to me about not having it if not for the new guy. I didn't get it until the 30th. I'm a little bit peeved.** > > **If you got a pharmacy you like in the Duluth, MN Area. Please for the love of all things holy tell me the name.**",1.082246520874751,3.082531620278336,2.3854874751491053,95.87777793240559,81.7037773359841,5.296365805168986,19.20512922465209,6.360717304075467,-0.15426024652087422,1867,46,425,16,50,599,210,503,0.083,0.847,0.071,-0.8059,0,0,4,0,0,0,96.0,1,2,11,1,11,15,2,0,36,2,48,10,3,3,5,63,87,30,0,16,15,0,1,3,0,6,5,2,0,2,34,22,0,2,4,0,3,13,12,4,1,5,31,6,50,11,68,41,8,78,2,0,1,2,40,35,2,7,33,285,84,5,0.07169275862260646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616076384992283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178994176301345,0.0,0.0,0.05733267316861813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050129243768592936,0.0,0.0,0.06382175492160919,0.20106915450333934,0.0,0.0,0.0551273060508954,0.0,0.08740648045642674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826992415419733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320632228462927,0.0819974166954406,0.0,0.0,0.07584143250216609,0.061756963442692575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391208612144011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014172899760115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314083905777081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349850460148794,0.0,0.0,0.04735239091972157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060981823860126336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627880010487802,0.18728253685410834,0.0,0.1629785875419922,0.0,0.2293569933145517,0.0,0.0,0.14197420511166892,0.06339766968099958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495626415496299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372381794705245,0.0,0.07465697572651075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507638156566856,0.07185497850333154,0.0,0.0,0.06020386096033741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470551372907961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222291185153279,0.0,0.07605468738588549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527024266621484,0.1594778163090501,0.05529387516812905,0.4154478781414148,0.15249212426351114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574260599756414,0.2726278676596202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869712003626593,0.06777283004583952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720057536658462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371209627612671,0.1415759001219579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363924618532582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860998157029133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038517635792992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572539296453252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798789306722155,0.0,0.0,0.08324081847973419,0.047629483195299235,0.0,0.0,0.056916042187500814,0.1254138722722032,0.0,0.0,0.2055165095687254,0.0,0.04867467706847724,0.0,0.07003340780902259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791888989230918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750760652651856,0.0,0.0,0.06645990550216932,0.0,0.08004240470612764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371391503906475,0.0,0.0,0.09233557202707254 adhd,poodlelord,2018/12/01,"What are your expierences with organization and tidyness? I personally understand it's value, however I alway feel like most people place too much value on it.",8.172222222222219,10.535711592592593,9.778703703703703,48.999166666666696,62.7037037037037,14.288888888888893,35.72222222222222,13.023866798666859,6.505533333333334,131,6,17,6,2,46,24,27,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.743,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498780831941353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261038420712014,0.30039532256643753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054282474882698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091056330527913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915120872371493,0.3671522053706624,0.43931843283412175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377408137415411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jaxquelynn,2018/12/01,"I feel like crying, the absolute relief. I feel like crying. Today is the first day I am taking Adderall and I'm actually doing my assignments and studying without acting on my distractions. I feel as if there is hope for a more motivated and better future myself. I am reading papers and understanding them without reading them 10+ times, I'm not randomly searching how to make lavender scones (of course I'm still thinking of them but I'm not acting on that impulse) I am thrilled with the effects and I just wanted to share how much happier I feel knowing there is a solution to what I didn't even know was a struggle until a few months ago. Thank you modern medicine! 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Does anyone else have a habit of leaving their daily tasks slightly incomplete? I am always leaving those damn coffee grounds in the machine until the next day. Out of sight, out of mind. Like failing to bring my combination lock in my workout bag, thereby ruining my trip to the gym. Or by failing to take the soiled clothes OUT of the workout bag once I've gotten home because I've jumped into the next task. Or forgetting the grocery list I meticulously made when I leave for the grocery store. 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The original agreement was for us to clean one week each. Of course, that didn't work out as well much to his charging. My weeks raged from ""optimal cleaning"" to half assed-unfinished to my mom travelled several hours to visit me and clean our apartment to no cleaning at all. Finally, yesterday he confessed being fed up with it. I apologized and told him how difficult I found it to follow cleaning routines under no supervision (he never had made a comment before about it). In th end, we agreed on us dividing us tasks. Or rather, he gives me a set of task I will have to complete. I think that will be easier to accomplish for me than be expected to clean without knowing where to start. What's everyone's experience sharing cleaning duties? Does anyone else have more recommendations? Thank you in advance!! 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adhd,ThrowawayEmptyChest,2018/12/01,"Just want to empty my chest Sorry if this is long and malformed (don't knew how to write essays properly and English is not my first language) I just need to empty my chest : -Live in 3rd world country -Have severe gynocomastia that require medical surgery that I can't afford -Over half of the population don't believe in mental illness (unless u tearing your hair apart or killing people) -Belong to below average social class, old boy in family , younger sister is mentally disabled , father have PTSD -In all my school life never done a homework but had good grade by preparing the last night before the exam -So I succeed in bachelor's degree ( with relatively good score) ,go to p re-engineering school ( you study 2 year and have than take a national test the score of which decide what kind of engineering and where u will study + u only allowed to flunk 1 year than ur kicked out) -Fail first year ( didn't actually study,or do homework, sometimes didn't even go to class for the whole year +the last night cram approach didn't work anymore ,the course are a lot harder ) -Lie to parent telling them I tried my best (cause my family is poor and I am the only male in family, and my father is getting very old and they count on me to be able to provide for them + my father has PTSD so I didn't want to worry them) -Die inside from guilt -Next year , try again ,barely succeed (before last in entire school), despite I didn't actually study or work hard or anything ( I just couldn't) -Google ""how to get rid of procrastination"", discover ADHD , take multiple online test , pass them all -Go to a doctor (generalist) in public health system, tell him everything above ask him to refer me to psychiatrist (in public health care system due to the lack of money ), he refuse "" I don't have any reason to refer you, and it's unlikely that you have ADHD because you're 18+ "" -Decide to go to private psychiatric (using the money I got from my summer job and in secret from my parents) -Tell the doctor about everything ,he say I couldn't possibly have adhd since I am not very hyperactive, and think ""you have a child in your mind that try to get out that's what's causing your problem"", give medicine -Try that medicine for a month , absolutely no effect -Second year of school begin (the year of the national test for engineering school) , can't focus in class, start skipping class ,depressed -Decide to go to an other psychiatrist ,call every psychiatrist in my city and ask them if they have dealt with adhd , most of them didn't knew what adhd was (thinking about now it maybe because medicine is studied in French in my country) ,others respond "" we heal all kind of mental and emotional disease"" -Decide to go to a random psychiatrist -Describe my symptoms, he think I might have ADHD ""oh finally"" , but he want to refer me to a psychiatrist who specialize in children and teenage -Call said psychiatre ,tell me that I am above the maximum age (18) for children and teenage psychiatrist (the one supposedly specialized in ADHD) -Return to my previous psychiatrist (the one that referred me to children psychiatre ), he use an online adhd test to try and diagnose me (he was literally reading from his smartphone in front of me) -Say I have adhd based on result of said test , give me some anti anxiety , some nootropyl and say that he will try to get his hand on retaline (the only adhd medicine available in my country) for me , and have to return to him after two week -Here I am depressed , having some suicidal thoughts , dying from guilt ( my parent calls me and I lie on them) -Missed one semester worth of studying (didn't do a single homework, didn't even attend for half the semester), maybe because that final result on the national test count and the yearly average score didn't matter boosted my procrastination -See all the other student hard working for the test (this is probably the most important test in my life) , and I feel really really bad TL;DR: ADHD is not known in my country even few psychiatrist knew or treat it and I am the verge of failing the most important test in my life because of it and can't tell anyone , and my parents count on me to provide because we're poor just wanted to write something because I am dying inside of guilt and can't share this with anyone (show any sign of mental illness in my country and you will be called ""crazy"" forever) even if no one read this I am happy I got it out my chess I hope you're all doing better 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Having a hard time prioritizing which assignments to be working on. it seems like it’s hard for me to do a little bit at a time of several different assignments per day- I like to sit down and finish it before I do anything else, but I’m worried if I do that I won’t have time left to do something else. 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Who here is medicated? Does it make this stop? I was just diagnosed (30F) and my doc put me on wellbutrin to start with because I have a history with drug use and was nervous to try the amphetamines. But I'm exhausted, and I just want to not have everyday be such an effing struggle. 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Hey guys! I need help/advice. I started taking concerta a few months ago. Upping the dose a couple of times and adding in ritalin in the afternoon. It seemed to help quite a bit. I was also smoking a lot of weed through this time. I've decided to quit the weed and suddenly I'm feeling so anxious and tired. Is this the weed withdrawal or my medication? I quit 5 days ago and am just feeling all kinds of weird. I feel like the stimulants aren't even working anymore. Also gunna throw in that I've replaced the weed with clonazapam (0.25) at night to help me sleep. Is it the clonazapam? Should I just wait it out and see if this passes? Stop the clonazapam as it could be a side effect of that? 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Virtually everything fried in America is fried and Omega 6 laden government-subsidized seed oils. https://www.researchgate.net/publication/262678078_Omega-3_Fatty_Acid_and_Nutrient_Deficits_in_Adverse_Neurodevelopment_and_Childhood_Behaviors",20.910238095238093,25.34621490476191,13.96519841269841,22.991607142857127,34.87301587301587,14.553968253968256,49.08333333333334,13.427899808715575,7.998400000000002,461,21,40,13,4,125,53,63,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.631,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,2,0,7,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396544986104188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952779038818767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6554992955588093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254000767164954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937505489384411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188053002309235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339957242077622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25410945596287543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dhallorV,2018/12/01,"Life seems worthless So..I don't know if I have ADHD or not but I feel like I have it. 1. I can not remember things at all 2. I have an attention span of 2 mins literally 3. I have lost dozens of cellphones, wallets, valuables 4. I used to be bright in school but then I lost it like just like that. 5. I have 0 work ethics. Even if I know I am gonna be late, not going to be able to complete my work on time still I procrastinate. This is not casual procrastination I am talking about. This leads to me getting humiliated at work, results in me taking monetary loss every now and then. 6. No driving force at all PLEASE I NEED GUIDANCE ASAP. 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This caused me to panic over realizing that my new apartment has no easy access to a fire extinguisher, as my old building did. So I bought one on Amazon right away, then went back to YouTube binging. Today, my new fire extinguisher arrived. I’d forgotten that I bought a fire extinguisher. Now I own a fire extinguisher, and in case of fire, my place will hopefully not burn to the ground. Thanks, lack of impulse control and shitty memory! Sometimes you really come through. 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I noticed last night that every time I drank my stomach would hurt and I’d feel nauseous This morning I woke up after a night of drinking and greasy pizza, took my meds after a Mountain Dew and some toast and had some pretty severe diarrhea. My stomach isn’t overly crampy or sore and I don’t feel super nauseous. Is this a bug or the result of vyvanse and alcohol?",3.9496875,5.926726260416667,4.946250000000003,80.97375000000002,72.85416666666666,6.883333333333333,30.75,7.645422480735847,2.220775,395,18,69,5,8,129,65,96,0.09300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.075,-0.1926,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,9,2,2,0,18,12,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,2,7,1,8,6,2,13,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,7,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887269995540911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863639065379492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069397416449366,0.0,0.0,0.17988539094965866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471438841960478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569552270878664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435994222663614,0.0,0.14686397110549534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657741764721215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968121106068816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396915199356866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446446069832455,0.0,0.0,0.20906153104555955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681554487953145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459671355673454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744720960183366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664544294187198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707487948479624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401730447549649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044396030712332,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bread11193,2018/12/01,"Started concerta 27mg today. I'm not sure if this breaks rule 10, but can someone tell me how to know if it's working? Hi everyone, I started taking concerta 27mg, and am not sure how to tell if it's working. I read on the internet that different dosages and different types of medication ( amphetamine vs methylphenidate vs strattera) are effective on different people. After starting college life has been really rough and I went to the doctor and she prescribed me concerta 18mg. i tried it for 9 days before stopping since it wasn't making any difference and i was just as scatterbrained as ever. so my doctor upped the dosage to 27mg and I took it this morning and don't feel all that much different now, 2 hours after taking it. I found this page [https://danarayburn.com/expect-adhd-medication/](https://danarayburn.com/expect-adhd-medication/) that started out really well and seemed to hold the answers I was looking for but you have to pay to know what to expect from adhd medication. If anyone of you knows this can you please help me? 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I keep forgetting to eat or eat enugh. Always thinking I will eat latter. Then on tuesday I almost fainted and when my meds wore off I relised I was starving and haven't eaten much since thanksgiving. I straight up can't tell until my meds were off. Anyone have any tips so I don't faint? 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Anyone else experiencing an urge for needless perfection through OCD type tendencies such as rearranging words, deleting text, and retyping things constantly?",14.203750000000007,18.727651875000006,11.215,36.03000000000004,51.08333333333334,16.46666666666667,53.66666666666666,13.816669648895859,10.271816666666666,151,10,14,7,2,45,23,24,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35655342706162674,0.5224813690822706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510508783709193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42597930758193947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387734221735454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CatsKnightTemplar,2018/12/01,"I think I might have ADHD I have never been diagnosed with it but a few of my teachers have said I seem like I have ADHD growing up but my parents never had me diagnosed because my Kindergarten teacher said I did not. To be honest, I don’t know all the aspects that go into a diagnosis or if it is like a spectrum but the deeper insecurities I have been developing from work and how I feel like a social burden to my girlfriend and friends suddenly made sense when I saw that /r/bestof post that was on here about ADHD. After seeing something that felt so ridiculously spot on, I felt the need to lurk further and now I am kind of freaked out how other people do things that I thought I only did. Like with TV subtitles! If I hear any outside noise while trying to listen to somebody talking or watching tv, I automatically focus on it and I miss what was just said. There are other things but this already seems pretty long. The questions I am having is I don’t want to self-diagnose and I am 24 and still on my families healthcare plan so I haven’t had a chance to go to a doctor about this but I was curious, is there a credible, online website where I can test myself to see if it seems likely and it would be worth my time and money to see a doctor about it. I don’t care for medication as I seem to have found a way to operate with out it , I would rather just know as it has always been something on my mind since a young age. Also, I love this community so far, everybody on here seems so supportive of each other!",4.586262135922333,5.118534511326863,5.901519417475729,80.26975485436894,69.58252427184465,8.510097087378641,28.718608414239483,8.548686976883017,2.01655715210356,1200,41,240,18,20,405,161,309,0.07200000000000001,0.777,0.151,0.9777,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,21,16,1,1,14,0,36,6,0,3,3,55,67,29,0,8,14,1,3,5,2,3,5,5,0,0,22,15,0,0,14,2,2,3,7,5,0,0,19,13,36,11,36,43,3,30,0,1,5,1,12,13,0,12,17,187,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400821414735947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409034477344804,0.07543193056161536,0.0784862289727722,0.0,0.0,0.06414445745625814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749984432989319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617095814407302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28721466654861416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309193981615333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892152430918017,0.0,0.04769371989388107,0.06738603302630182,0.181134213746407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342285330154204,0.07287551427298741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721451503177852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631149978486132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982253137295691,0.1036774666751874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304129530298901,0.0,0.0,0.0834749468566617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851322910447719,0.08925290585390287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502284422915212,0.0,0.10006426668620227,0.0952416919480619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994103537065935,0.14549901554033784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173866225277703,0.0,0.0,0.10473711387022304,0.0,0.0,0.06539330562906538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033759010203557,0.09596276893848388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566595449964254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269174961057133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254952217420094,0.4293511790807456,0.09840188848338174,0.0,0.0,0.0780268858859171,0.0,0.0,0.09615279302188756,0.0,0.14523249131562738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532832862483248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070392641799709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581512550447783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253311129766055,0.0604398613634395,0.0,0.07488377403060853,0.055001857183466736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404070589801393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055635522220497176,0.07487105472379335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866996204650114,0.0,0.0,0.1340120130843004,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thenoobster1123,2018/12/01,"Research Paper Topics I was thinking about writing a research paper about facets of adhd, is there anything that you guys were interested in being researched in particular? (just topics, mods please don't remove)",7.818761904761902,10.89440268571429,7.165714285714286,64.46761904761905,65.0,6.9523809523809526,34.52380952380953,7.793537801064563,3.277380952380952,174,8,20,2,3,54,30,35,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,3,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533251233172564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378879415609896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558797475850953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053935422929606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29501308357998274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,apolo234,2018/12/01,"What do teachers exactly mean with 'you got distracted'? Because I don't think it means what I think it does. For me at least, getting distracted in class even if it's pretty interesting and you like it a lot is normal and expected not to be controlled, but teachers in my class are always calling on people who get distracted like if it was a bad thing, genuinely curious here, why do teachers treat distractions as something bad and to be avoided, even if it's just done just once? Are involuntary distractions in class an ADHD-only thing? Because I truly think they mean something else when they say that. Truly strange to me to say the least.",6.218119834710745,7.317418115702484,6.302138429752066,76.81866219008265,66.1900826446281,9.686363636363636,34.13326446280992,9.827888789773867,3.419106611570248,516,23,91,11,8,164,75,121,0.174,0.665,0.16,-0.457,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,1,6,12,0,6,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,23,19,9,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,2,10,4,12,14,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,3,65,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579415574716007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863612231964314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581621358983777,0.18848037688615502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578596362947563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339237879701455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528786036168192,0.15820521765022402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914498603634608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042181870361178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153989015976727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364441490969427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105543582819053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143185377236888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052005694217333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147109824725782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646395228898528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717728921215547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727954629575647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245881632117882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380308591988107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054132118503055,0.29717631364453106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949869869809128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,phantomfires1,2018/12/01,"Effort to comprehend reading So I have always wondered if this was due to to ADHD or not, but when reading anything it's difficult to process what I'm actually reading. I can easily pronounce the words and know what they mean but I can't process what I'm actually reading. A great deal of effort has to be put in for me to be able to comprehend what is being said. Does anyone else have this issue and does ADHD help with it?",4.302829457364344,5.312519360465117,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,70.51162790697674,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.5114170542635668,339,14,65,6,6,115,57,86,0.036000000000000004,0.826,0.13699999999999998,0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,16,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,11,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,45,13,4,0.1549285897052874,0.0,0.3023759096692304,0.0,0.3723881152758338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891299770535367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832967219107284,0.1587426487667514,0.12749302855609046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972457309460614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711581057928782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942295669634885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080931709604813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384536792494396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170519594104174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514470116937277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876265306146734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574602421742395,0.0,0.0,0.6198820623277822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737256709978488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801344672421567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PicassoDEAD,2018/12/01,"Any tips for sorting out a tax mess as a adhd person I haven’t really filed taxes since I started working part time type jobs. And I’m like overwhelmed by how to even take care of this. Plus I feel extra poor n unable to hire a pro to help, what do? ",4.491111111111113,3.679367370370372,5.6337037037037065,86.73166666666668,69.74074074074075,7.9407407407407415,25.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,0.78922962962963,194,4,44,1,3,65,47,54,0.10300000000000001,0.72,0.177,0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,9,7,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,24,5,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748875623839993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121278041124767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180404820542257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603139540254367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772468070127035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090847438426732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095492629823079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152396623819392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377972890993948,0.0,0.0,0.2723712888098701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983478019222112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580374458074017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079055931726133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453774473480424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189292807399898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709379477322586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,guernseycoug,2018/12/01,"26 years old - just got diagnosed with ADHD Hello r/ADHD, 2 weeks ago my GP signed me out of work for depression/anxiety. 2 years ago I got a new job (audit) and started studying again and taking exams (accounting). This was more responsibility and more time consuming than anything I’ve done in my life before and suddenly the problems I’ve always seemed to have with how my head works became much more apparent. I went to a psychiatrist this week to discuss why I was feeling depressed/anxious and he was almost laughing (not in like a dickish way, he’s a cool dude) with how easy it was for him to diagnose me. The gist: full blown ADHD. I’ve never been able to manage how my head works, but up until 2 years ago I’ve been able to work around it because I’m pretty smart and could get a lot done in the short bursts where I’m actually focused on the task at hand (sorry if that sounded kind of r/iamverysmart, didn’t mean it like that). There’s a number of reasons why I didn’t get diagnosed until now (even though I really should have been), and I can explain those in the comments if you’d like to know. That’s more or less the background info out of the way. I have a couple questions for you guys/girls who have far more experience with managing ADHD than I do: 1. How do you manage it? Obviously these techniques are different for everyone and my psychiatrist will be able to help me with this as well - but do you have any helpful tricks or things you do to stay more organized/focused beyond just taking medication that I could try and implement into my life? 2. My medication options are very limited bc of the country I am in. Basically Ritalin, Concerta, or this other thing that’s completely different that didn’t sound appealing at all that I don’t remember the name of. I’m currently taking concerta and my appetite has completely disappeared (I’ll also be talking to my psych this week about this), which is a problem bc I am quite the foodie. Love eating, love cooking. Will my appetite come back as I get used to the meds? Or do I just have to remind myself to eat even when I’m not hungry from now on? TL/DR: diagnosed with ADHD as an adult and wanted to type my thoughts and ask you guys questions ",6.248830275229357,6.1704265160550475,7.0171045871559645,75.81596880733944,65.94954128440367,10.278752293577982,32.57761467889908,9.98439552973466,3.08952304587156,1755,66,335,36,25,584,222,436,0.028999999999999998,0.843,0.127,0.9919,5,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,6,0,6,22,13,1,0,20,1,39,17,3,6,3,67,65,32,0,8,13,0,2,3,0,3,9,2,0,2,24,23,3,1,11,1,2,3,7,3,1,0,16,5,36,10,54,41,11,48,0,0,0,2,25,19,0,12,26,225,60,11,0.21813526117093,0.0,0.07095618283770305,0.0,0.4369269897030511,0.0,0.1933637474995077,0.0,0.0728103181631645,0.0,0.0,0.0581475631827645,0.060502003915216526,0.0,0.0,0.0494464859243561,0.0,0.05562429257776527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059835577871625724,0.064728876601039,0.0679756743663552,0.0,0.0,0.05591085038477892,0.0,0.044324410183834866,0.0,0.061872346945105475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263473749424332,0.15247378076046803,0.0,0.0,0.11610883747815975,0.08045417249555231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295203597836425,0.0,0.15193661346663254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881873808193768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880455313700855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605085514716948,0.0,0.0,0.06947919667669156,0.0,0.07112604743336268,0.0,0.0,0.036765247426422655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396667076092486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630846359582228,0.0,0.0,0.07199606791204252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924647332383034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747431164594099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215519596306061,0.0,0.0,0.07571810231704976,0.0399604782698758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271692399407023,0.10656987017047632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618169328189221,0.13125039318398066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792044159860786,0.08076636669545646,0.14649888442421133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345150530848953,0.0,0.05607978700910403,0.0702254648419109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762987540994521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739739938842688,0.0,0.1391506567533804,0.0,0.0,0.1629076100741258,0.07733790035177246,0.0,0.0,0.04658101132622943,0.07475979295338701,0.0,0.0,0.08236824265961631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619404972752019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139485529466167,0.05146575353093729,0.07750105486272689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640105691323321,0.05844295337078587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661291652373297,0.0,0.07143892885574141,0.057725010474866764,0.042398808328690515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936650785348611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279960943779073,0.0,0.05999481181288436,0.04288727624278346,0.11543041130455622,0.17497494879520006,0.0,0.06537659892812822,0.06740452416970555,0.13122209629154408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174009081447834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047195634861187 adhd,SadClownBoner,2018/12/01,"Operation: CLEAN MY ROOM, 6 hours in and realized how bad I was living. Several years of ADHD neglect and laziness compiled into a small bedroom has actually had a really negative effect on me, no really lol. Im scrounging through old school equipment, half eaten food, wrappers, clothes ive brought and never worn, stuff ive been meaning to find, stuff I didnt know I owned and a mountain of bad report cards. This might be the day I get motivated and clean my life up. I also have bad lungs and skin because of the dust and dirt in my room. If I can do it, then you possibly might also do it, then forget about what your doing. Xxx",3.5469599999999986,5.210501176000001,5.049800000000001,81.12190000000002,73.24000000000002,7.88,28.5,8.548686976883017,2.198200000000001,497,20,95,9,10,167,91,125,0.17600000000000002,0.72,0.10400000000000001,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,1,15,5,2,3,1,21,21,13,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,6,8,2,1,6,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,7,1,14,0,11,11,1,16,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,7,67,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.16139648574600451,0.0,0.1987662747500072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26452416060366946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41428046399793705,0.10082002371517282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066626717043172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116318604478812,0.0,0.19998987714763145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640929005936472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628755355450767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864925291623068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089385172028387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681963358430175,0.0,0.0,0.14604213182909834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801578648185856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509046627139984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755872966498524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354866462611926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645203221313414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119057488688221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738320229437076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868432804067648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37866326603417305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065055418421097 adhd,aikuistenlelu,2018/12/01,"I really need to know if I’m the only ADHD person with a feeling of complete lack of connection I’d [26F] like to know if this is ADHD related, or am I just odd. Even tho I have a lot of friends, I feel like I’m completely alone. There’s no one who would really understand me. My brain works differently and sometimes my thinking is a bit odd. I express myself weirdly and I guess I’m difficult girl to follow. I feel like there’s no one who would be at the same wavelength as me. I always have to explain myself and it’s exhausting. I’m the outsider, always. I have no one in my life who I’d have connection with and it’s eating up my confidence. I’d like to find one person who would get me. One person who wouldn’t need explanation and would just get me. Am I alone with these feelings? Is this just in my head? Am I just weird and different than everyone in the world? Or is it the ADHD? Either way.. feels bad man. Sorry if my text is hard to follow",0.0912000000000006,2.373831720000002,2.6340000000000003,90.427,89.3,6.0,19.5,7.404127859558343,0.69265,744,23,160,14,25,256,94,200,0.171,0.742,0.087,-0.9191,2,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,8,0,18,5,2,0,0,41,39,13,0,11,10,0,6,4,1,5,2,0,0,5,11,9,1,0,11,0,0,2,4,5,0,5,0,6,23,5,19,33,5,9,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,7,4,110,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793085972391015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179217061344802,0.0,0.0,0.17507829893832075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784194281575756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485682426806867,0.0,0.0,0.11744379028440795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061128921982132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198340725165383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076511782734196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948703862066656,0.0,0.0,0.10052807162224266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26597453649984265,0.15031722365638478,0.0,0.0,0.09615564163648414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812812721426339,0.0,0.10993074367391924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158953824588222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942431896857952,0.0,0.10797088105005692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563604686640808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743095400206061,0.20559177525944275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944169401965338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560166370450535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564488119441325,0.0800132909920038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558335312510096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479428280179329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405062725155673,0.11776860174160345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741124050723497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095223175257037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350698633582643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659063443748364,0.0,0.0,0.298939006182075,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spooky_spooky_boy,2018/12/01,"Help???? Hey I've been reading online about adhd n talking to my psychiatrist about it so,,, I read that being ""unable to read"" is common and i sometimes have short 2 minute ish episodes of looking at letters and not being able to understand them??? Like im looking at shapes and not a language??? Do y'all experience this or is my brain whack in some different way????",4.67914285714286,5.941214342857144,5.547142857142859,80.22785714285716,69.85714285714286,7.885714285714287,31.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.3190857142857144,284,12,53,4,5,93,55,70,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.5362,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,9,7,1,7,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,2,34,9,3,0.20962343289098825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519266303282605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340090777379281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901187129770971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050519409505129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050616839450625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264292790839535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241142082195044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35206177723556703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290404799069533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073229351864873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684873749632652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182253864069391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638932386121105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Redditley,2018/12/01,Finished my internship So I just finished my internship and got a 8/10 overall grade 😁 and they wrote down that I’m very passionate and driven. My only remarks were that I arrived a bit late sometimes (10 minutes) and that I’m a bit impulsive sometimes during conversations. So I’ll try and focus more on those. Just wanted to share this with you guys!,4.047810945273632,6.385377388059702,4.791865671641791,80.59635572139305,73.6268656716418,7.451741293532338,30.56965174129353,8.344100000000001,2.561171144278607,283,13,49,5,6,91,46,67,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.7339,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,2,4,3,3,6,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911911171604982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654840376341955,0.0,0.0,0.26809112770629984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054246974522846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059222305278446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355694531700529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382563305445845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340215544956288,0.1596989750360553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jerboadon,2018/12/01,"ADHD people are the fucking best at metaphors I’ve had a running theory that ADHD gives you a metaphor generating superpower and I just love that when you scroll through this sub you find everyone using long-winded but clever metaphors. Gotta love the upsides to ADHD. We’re good explainers. That’s all, have a good day!",3.98,6.719822333333332,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,75.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,28.33333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.280333333333333,260,11,46,5,6,81,47,60,0.0,0.66,0.34,0.9754,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,2,7,1,0,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,7,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,8,2,4,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7054317252918226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533188577732756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618376804490075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696041039121514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882863892328027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088344864140776,0.0,0.18769379196618646,0.0,0.32821871105731554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731519200760802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531794918106391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564520680962835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898642060489155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Cinza,2018/12/01,"I miss my meds and envy my coworkers Im pregnant so I’m not taking my Ritalin. I’ve been on Ritalin since I was 6, took a break as a teenager into early adulthood and got back on it after having my first kid. At that point I had just started a new job and when I began taking it again my career really took of. I’m really good at what i do, i absolutely love doing it - as long as I’m taking my meds. Those last weeks I have been so fucking unproductive, there were days when I literally didn’t do anything at all. I often look at my coworkers sitting there all focused and productive and busy and can’t help but envy them. It’s their natural state of being. And I’m over here thinking of everything instead of working. I’m also not really good at my job without my pills because I can’t keep my train of thought long enough to get anywhere. Anyways. I was afraid if that before we decided to go for kid #2 and I kinda knew it would happen and I know it’ll be worth it but damn. I miss my pills. 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Once I started graduate school I knew that driving three hours to see him every three months for a checkup was not the most convenient or feasible option, so I sadly left him as a patient and told him I would need to move to a doctor up closer to me. Well fast forward to the only doctor nearby willing to take me on is a psychiatrist in a city about 45 minutes away, and I keep missing appointments because I have to carve out a huge chunk of a day to see him (tough to schedule bc I work full time and go to school full time and I am horrible at mornings and being on time yadda yadda). So I’ve tried calling around to doctors in my area, but they have all refused to take on a Vyvanse maintenance prescription. My psychiatrist has also been tough to get a hold of. They scheduled an appointment for me during a time when their office was closed? I’m worried they might have fired me as a patient because I’ve missed two appointments...I’m just incredibly horrid at waking up/making appointments/doing anything time related well when I’m not on my medication and since I’ve run out it’s been a wreck. Ideally I really would like a primary care physician who will also handle my maintenance meds (just like my old doctor did). Is this an insane expectation? I can’t believe how difficult it has been to find a doctor to take care of my medication needs and as a result I have been off my medication for over a month and it is reeeeeeally showing, you guys. Does anybody have any advice or knowledge about this experience I’m having around the healthcare gap? I live in Texas and I’m insured and I don’t have any crazy medical records or any issues. I’m a run of the mill patient looking for some dang Vyvanse so I can live my life. Thanks in advance. I’m sorry for the rant and complaints...I just feel kind of lost/kind of like a loser/desperate. 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This is kind of just a rant I needed to get off my chest ADD makes concentrating difficult as is and I have to take all my classes online due to my work schedule, but one of my classes required a group project. Guess who couldn't find a group the person who can't meet up at the same time every week and my professor didn't even respond and the grading scale made it impossible to do solo. I feel like there's just no point I'm miserable downing coffee as my meds start to wear off just to try to focus and get by and then I get hit with this and I feel like I'll never be able to finish my degree. Sorry if this breaks any rules I'm just so tired and so ready to give up on it all im sick of never being able to focus and never having the energy after my medication wears off I feel useless and drained 24/7.",3.5699816849816837,3.990912280219781,4.912912087912087,86.85292124542124,71.80219780219781,7.605128205128205,24.50732600732601,7.492282038375204,0.9394930402930396,673,17,149,7,12,225,107,182,0.17,0.77,0.059000000000000004,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,1,8,0,10,6,3,2,5,35,27,17,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,3,14,3,28,21,3,22,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,2,13,97,21,9,0.3220514072391655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095030002679776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635595857115444,0.0,0.13567110028114787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442583020932998,0.2300735896805737,0.0,0.0,0.14717457588171107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523878521512261,0.3089410554660044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738796673531854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393539205862296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768349101691246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733805013213004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236641420347966,0.10748590755115213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886325607498296,0.1622164556335126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939851888463868,0.37257884865350094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911518415059407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060143334969052,0.0,0.0,0.1522213380275832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025509183359426,0.11397482181668875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107128922585005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389538271498486,0.18507535847278375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932588275290672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291651065229173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172286300419303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kokedlh56,2018/12/01,"How does smoking weed affect my condition and med treatment ? Hi, I’m kind of new on this thing.. I’ve just got diagnosed a few months ago. I’ve been a regular pot smoker for the last 3 years or so, and I was wondering if smoking pot while on Meds (Concerta) would have a negative effect, or any effect at all on my treatment. Thanks for the attention. 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I’ve been staying at my parents’ house a lot recently and I’m not really used to being around other human people yet. I lived in almost complete solitude for around 5 months. I barely left my tiny living space. Anyways, today I was in the shower whispering my brain out and I didn’t realize my sister was in the room until I heard a drawer close. I immediately snap out of my trance, of course, and think, “Crap, did I say anything weird?” I never remember. I have OCD. OCD intrusive thoughts, unlike ADHD ones, can be very graphic and disturbing. I’ve narrated them before in front of someone in a similar situation, unaware of their presence. Today was a bad day for intrusive thoughts, mostly animal abuse. I really wonder what she heard. But I do think this narrating/whispering thing is an ADHD problem. Do you all do anything similar? Knowing which disorder it is could help me know if I need to up some meds or not. I’ve heard people with ADHD say they do this frequently. 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How do you all navigate friendship? I'm not lacking in love. I've got my Boyfriend and a few close friends. But people often mistake my genuine enthusiasm and excitement for either sarcasm or insincerity. I am genuinely that excited. I usually move through life fine, but as my ""friends"" are slowly getting married and I'm not getting invited when I thought I would be...I'm realizing people I viewed as friends or close acquaintances at least, see me as a distant acquaintance at best. Any of you guys have the same problems and know some solutions? I am fine if people find me overwhelming...but it just bugs me that people think I may not be showing genuine emotions when I am. I really am that excited about the fucking cat on your sweatshirt.",5.071304347826086,7.53181953623189,5.568913043478261,75.61902173913045,71.02898550724638,8.947826086956523,37.58695652173913,9.516144504307137,4.164973913043479,608,36,100,15,12,195,91,138,0.07200000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.21,0.9596,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,6,14,1,0,4,0,10,3,0,1,1,31,21,15,0,5,10,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,18,10,11,16,8,10,0,0,2,2,8,6,1,6,3,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907370681737387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991883259282413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135047440204796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734780600699441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399279284504672,0.17547138958282235,0.19833024698326052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180416009251382,0.0,0.0,0.1879364971638018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431170102519584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340646750213498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130615505630364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017323614425772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526346730071932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816174672221132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159375306015348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124977430666126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161918979558227,0.0,0.15068373290391346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904306510477086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483181534932034,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sassyredvelvet,2018/12/01,Treating ADHD with Antidepressants Has anyone else tried and had success with this? I’m on 5 mg of lexapro and it’s greatly reduced my adhd symptoms. I feel so much more “normal” without the increased anxiety that comes with stimulants. ,5.3514285714285705,8.260678666666667,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,71.85714285714286,7.057142857142857,36.69047619047619,8.07648339933343,3.47964761904762,192,11,28,3,4,60,37,42,0.043,0.833,0.124,0.5274,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,6,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6251428916862806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896419727756334,0.0,0.0,0.18185737339869648,0.2664876627721597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240400675623962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172675176269094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150671411564527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867444637358756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911922894500261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548279303630218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032774238099905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658053976567087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507125128783773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Scarfington,2018/12/01,"I’m 26 and I just got my drivers license! A few weeks ago at this point, but I’m so proud of myself!! One of the characteristics of ADD for me is that it has taken me longer to hit these types of life milestones. I’m happy for me, and I suspect a lot of you are in a similar boat as I was.",-0.2299999999999969,1.1089466060606092,2.8242424242424238,94.40636363636366,82.93939393939394,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,-0.0944363636363632,220,6,57,2,6,79,49,66,0.040999999999999995,0.792,0.16699999999999998,0.8913,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,9,2,11,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688199678928514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327683009131839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429130714573027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938817624770271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537268925381287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819390486280381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39331958753927604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337453676360059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kkkkkkaii,2018/12/01,vyvanse and weed? I took 30mg of vyvanse today (around 12) and am going to smoke with my friends soon (around 11pm). I don’t feel too much right now other than being sleepy. Are there any side effects to combining the two or will it just make me more tired? this is the first day I’ve taken the medication. ,2.738095238095241,4.1571005873015885,3.5589206349206366,91.98885714285716,74.87301587301587,6.309841269841268,22.123809523809523,6.742157984588678,0.3302914285714285,239,6,53,2,5,76,55,63,0.057999999999999996,0.892,0.05,-0.1162,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,10,11,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,4,1,7,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879896168140396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921828713024377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828181957057704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397770669960214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351408951508953,0.0,0.0,0.213577923122154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571080058746426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845267666091462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278485605516267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321622079370047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607942660718584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177286981715156,0.2620341031742627,0.0,0.30713654287443753,0.0,0.0,0.2700430580832279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ammirandus,2018/12/01,"How do you know the medicine is working? I got diagnosed and prescribed Concerta earlier this week after 22 years of struggling with ADHD. Maybe I was just expecting it to be an instant fix to my problems, but I keep worrying about whether it’s at its full effect or not. I feel like I’ve lived my entire life thinking one way, not being able to focus at all, and daydreaming hours away, so how will I know that even the slightest improvement is the potential I can reach with the medicine? Does it take a while to kick in? My doctor told me i was going to immediately feel more focused but I don’t. I don’t daydream the whole time when people speak to me anymore however I also don’t process what they’re saying to me. It’s like I can hear the words and I’m listening to them, but I’m not focused enough to remember. My doctor gave me permission to take 2 of my 27mg pills instead of one if I didn’t feel focused however even after doing that I’m encountering the same problem. I see improvements in little things like remembering where I put things and getting better with procrastination but the areas where I need it most aren’t there. People I’ve spoken to about it who have been medicated for ADHD told me that it might take some time to actually start working and that they had the same problem. I guess where I worry is that I have been experiencing all the side effects of the medicine, I feel the difference when it wears off and I really go back to my inattentive/hyperactive ways, and I see tiny improvements but not the improvements others talk about. How will I know when it starts working to its full effect? 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I haven't done well in school since 4th grade, being more than halfway through highschool now this says something. My report cards since then have literally always said the same thing, ""Gandalf isn't an (C,D,F) student! He has great potential...yada yada yada...it seems like he doesn't try in class...yada yada yada...never turns in his work...he should be getting an A."" Every. Single. Report card. It isn't that I don't try in school, it's never that, I actually love learning and most subjects genuinely interest me, it's just that The big boring essay I'm writing seems to take a backseat to unintentional mental tangents. ""The great emu wars we're a terrible and bloody consequence of....wait......koalas have chalmydia.....but like, aren't they super lazy, so ..... wait."" And I spend the next 1-2 hours staring blankly into space and maybe pacing pondering the implications if STDs in marsupials. I can't help it, and it reflects poorly on the classwork everybody thinks I should be teaching or something, and it makes people I don't even know think I'm the laziest person on the planet. The worst part is, I ace almost all my tests! I KNOW THE MATERIAL! It's just that my monthly existential crisis, or my invetion if the world's first self sharpening needle, took precidence over my homework!",3.3395312500000003,5.839816578125002,4.398131250000001,81.76874375000003,76.578125,6.752250000000001,25.865,7.839951260653429,1.7216983125,1068,40,190,17,25,347,163,256,0.184,0.726,0.091,-0.9808,0,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,1,3,9,12,1,0,16,0,19,1,0,1,2,35,37,14,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,2,14,7,0,1,10,0,2,1,10,4,1,1,3,3,17,8,13,28,7,20,0,0,1,1,11,12,0,9,9,110,31,11,0.0,0.0,0.13829818454915938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419120140868375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179223144260594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450286675560342,0.16609467391930266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360466107394276,0.0,0.11940513281961107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054687932812763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404280141637284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124933925365413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499186541394428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956555974090545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308181733436504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336566615095633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847437468019233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790774794231785,0.0,0.0945991374786923,0.0,0.14237669365166528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282033199382285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311947658418713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930312797409328,0.0,0.15072072741090067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346884728935412,0.0,0.09825073836105944,0.12374435520134378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480808378249862,0.1127013571745777,0.0,0.28685622111706016,0.0,0.25803295890963585,0.14784476953123665,0.0,0.0,0.234464340854428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820581431861907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655573177114548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941524080416857,0.1816167862527696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745602970246306,0.192437026362732,0.1541505614261153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274232150345383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317377917191392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arozeisarozie,2018/12/01,"In the past 2 days alone, I have written 3 grocery lists. Not 3 different grocery lists. Nope. 3 copies of the same grocery list, give or take a few items. One of them is in the car. I think. **munches on cheese sandwich crackers for dinner**",-0.6408510638297855,0.9230211914893652,0.5536382978723431,99.46450000000002,113.6808510638298,2.7310638297872343,21.72127659574468,4.935628992294339,-0.11362808510638313,184,8,38,1,10,57,37,47,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.25,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283271505814037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667142995444697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320859245825081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967278757699917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802413888113368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947932382898676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109483478578405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26499484678046137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,juneballoon,2018/12/01,"Missed my interview I had an interview for a position at an airline that I was fairly excited for. For some reason thought that it was on the 29th the Friday, and saved it in my calendar as Friday. Went to the airport, waited over 50 minutes for my interview, wondering what was taking so long, only to be told that the interview took place yesterday, 29th a THURSDAY. fml... I had no words.. I had a lot of work to do at my internship too that I missed for this interview so it was just a net negative all around. smh..",2.845784313725492,4.819729656862744,4.679019607843138,81.7022549019608,75.9607843137255,9.239215686274509,28.0,9.725611199111238,2.9254235294117654,403,17,79,12,9,137,63,102,0.1,0.8490000000000001,0.051,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,1,1,12,18,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,11,0,9,2,16,6,3,12,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,3,3,63,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692179087830994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676321754643826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571066617372504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000403074929404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31596452381823315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109381187629832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738219662651385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400876922414669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897526135851903,0.3359997375151129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803463615062451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279615799049925,0.22016535527863007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,darkestlitleparadise,2018/12/01,"(advice?) hell is a place on earth [with adhd] tomorrow my unmedicated ass is going to be taking the SAT for the second time and it’s going to be hell. there’s no way i can escape it and i just know it’s going to be problematic as fuck, i can’t concentrate, i’ll be either bouncing the fuck out of my leg or in fetal position in the chair, and where i am we can’t have fidget toys. any advice? ",0.13739869281045713,2.0955393411764724,3.5027450980392167,86.77124183006538,85.0,6.130718954248366,16.50326797385621,7.3871296695380915,0.18034640522875825,304,6,67,5,9,111,57,85,0.271,0.711,0.018000000000000002,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,5,0,11,4,2,0,0,10,19,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,0,7,0,11,14,1,12,2,0,0,3,1,6,5,1,2,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105019973186208,0.5049384698379273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569563109770542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777046742132538,0.0,0.0,0.44050076877308464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198949262709207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26993423992461163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194256746539292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065348422324584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507644358233346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,richmondknife,2018/12/01,Those moments you know shit aint right. Anybody else have a day or week or mobth or two where you get hyperfocused on the possibiluty that maybe you cant actually do what other people do? Specifically while medicated?,6.078416666666668,7.998490675000002,7.309999999999999,66.40166666666667,67.25,10.333333333333336,30.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.5085833333333336,177,7,31,5,3,60,34,40,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3341958175228451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086118297205595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860850314872915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892349513981246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820945786431112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440514832948121,0.0,0.0,0.3449968169674373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374216692419843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924626950825268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515347476037272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345379209462389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747042551240429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deletetemptemp,2018/12/01,"How many tabs/windows do you guys keep open at work? I’ll work on something, and get an email about another issue I need to address. I find myself having thirty windows with additional brows set tabs open per window, over multiple desktops on my computer. Some times I get over whelmed and get really distracted and end up almost panicking. Do you guys experience this?",6.148656716417907,8.055604164179107,6.543462686567171,72.01608955223881,67.05970149253731,10.136119402985075,32.80298507462687,10.355215969177356,3.8498083582089553,297,13,48,8,5,96,51,67,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,9,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,2,26,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616965224894734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473092322904948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889304799224426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307065030334889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556257766487172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696655869743846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670570532043306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461660676592446,0.0,0.2096342684635559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391148269125763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487974635528705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151091514552472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815688108506186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375260000418794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434031389806146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raptorfan78,2018/12/01,"Vyvanse DECREASED need to urinate So by searching this subreddit, I could only find some older threads on how people had a more frequent need to urinate after taking Vyvanse or Adderall. I've found that after taking my dose of Vyvanse that I will not feel the need to urinate for 6-7 hours at least. I've put part of it down to being busy etc but I still think its a little strange, I've been doing my best to keep my hydration the same. Once I urinate for the first time after a dose then my normal need or frequency or urinating returns. Anyone dealt with anything similar? Maybe I just need to really focus on staying well hydrated.",4.856016260162601,6.318535739837401,5.569268292682931,79.47552845528458,69.65040650406505,7.743089430894308,31.55284552845529,8.167268648758528,2.4916113821138217,508,22,88,7,9,165,83,123,0.015,0.914,0.071,0.8266,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,6,0,6,7,5,1,0,22,17,7,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,9,2,19,11,7,18,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,11,64,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649644128689815,0.0,0.13710448684342438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174845198109245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302322085518395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581236574043725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424219438284257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227702546917374,0.1417169885044244,0.0,0.18267747055256445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407567691219688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808916827699742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698534937064444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738049437687091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6176899505995833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632408214909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774324691470396,0.0,0.1267131677652781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804206213243536,0.0,0.11550526099448005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748742241101452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673358362531857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758234707075538,0.13305365395417454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053750870460634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675591169612582,0.0,0.0,0.09715067632754326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980092724833333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brandonshire1,2018/12/01,"How I’m kicking my ADHD’s ass (fyi, I can’t medicate) The following was shared to a group of peers whom are fellow audio engineers. I’m very open about my ADHD with them. ——— [You need MORE accountability, NOT less!](https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=qnlw2RQUjWQ) ""ADHD does not cause a problem with consequences. The problem is with time. It was the delay to the consequence that disabled you. Which means...increase accountability...People with ADHD need more accountability, not less accountability. Because the problem is the delay, and all natural consequences of any importance are delayed."" 3.5 years ago, I started trying to create a very large and ambitious course on production. Not mixing, but rather how to get your tracks to be mix ready. 3.5 years later, I'm still only in the outline phase. My Gain Staging video was supposed to be part of the free materials for that course, but nothing else has been completed. I spoke with a colleague recently over coffee who runs a popular tutorial site. After looking over my outline, he said he liked the direction I was headed, but should consider starting smaller to knock the kinks out of the process. Combining that advice with the above perspective of Dr Russell Barkley, it became clear to me that I needed to find a way to create more immediate consequences for myself in order to finish the courses I've been planning for so long. If I have a client I need to deliver for, and that client has a deadline, I'm able to deliver the project. If I'm deciding the time table, and there's no one to be accountable to, I don't finish. With the demands of parenting twin adults with special needs while living with ADHD, there's always something more pressing and immediate. So I needed to find a way to make someone external be like the client I need to deliver to. But it had to sting if I didn't deliver. I found a friend who doesn't live near me, a colleague with education experience. I found a service called stickK.com, which will charge my bank card $10 and give that directly to my friend if I don't deliver by the deadline that I've set for myself. This friend decides if I meet the requirement, not me. So now I have a client I'm delivering for, and a more immediate looming consequence for not getting my work done. Tomorrow is that deadline, and I just shot off an outline for an in depth course about building and maintaining a mix template that works for you based off of tools that you're actually using. The pressure of delivering for someone else, coupled with the pressure to avoid being charged for not delivering, helped me get there. And now we're setting up the next stage in the process, with another stickk.com deadline and another penalty for not delivering. We can do this. We just have to know our wiring and how to circumvent the things we struggle against. We're not lazy, crazy, or stupid. We have challenges. Nothing more. Learn your challenges, and you can learn to overcome them.",6.1144613259668485,7.932146723756907,6.176441528545116,74.95913743093924,67.02946593001842,9.481565377532233,34.201151012891344,9.827888789773867,3.596968360957643,2393,112,404,55,40,758,257,543,0.079,0.821,0.1,0.831,1,1,1,0,0,0,91.0,5,6,2,8,17,19,1,4,41,0,34,4,2,6,2,86,62,30,0,17,22,1,1,2,4,2,2,3,0,1,21,31,0,5,9,1,6,2,15,8,0,1,13,5,43,12,74,42,9,46,0,0,1,1,32,15,1,6,24,272,64,13,0.08230060914586163,0.0,0.08031352252076426,0.0,0.4945466938055159,0.08042320274588059,0.07295452427320287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848069977369442,0.08917267562470976,0.0,0.055967236427327816,0.1725987292234799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016968744868085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403812369766238,0.0,0.0,0.08454539633896722,0.0,0.0,0.08629062285482106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106405863729188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202181767756145,0.08422209731739234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375031967157249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050578799338973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044253151613762,0.0,0.0,0.1804767399167243,0.190755739411814,0.0,0.12899601433901434,0.07895024360547324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446416870996745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055164363488085975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045230262439693435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041584092865069,0.0,0.14534589138570606,0.07283344924495277,0.06911178374444854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493629567956617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290920525123625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271740119809713,0.0,0.0,0.0875276315066778,0.0,0.0,0.15793930827031494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576902271374176,0.06259332186291135,0.0,0.0,0.0913850868360385,0.08912353956915478,0.0,0.05705687976864069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625170403762505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126192271207089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828672594757202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946607810743442,0.06335902976445341,0.0,0.0,0.11650558950470286,0.0,0.0657253727759159,0.0,0.0,0.08603846605728364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546768677281677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959802940738373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587671125617148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108130180020372,0.0,0.13581324352478602,0.0,0.13065278552390716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198316473074228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599778791694336 adhd,jacknyf,2018/12/01,"I'm in a foundation year at university and I'm terrified because I'm already failing and I dont know what to do. TL;DR: I'm having trouble at uni because all the information I have on studying isn't working for me, so now I can't stop blaming myself because I'm stuck at a dead end. Let me start off by saying that I am currently undiagnosed, but I am on the waiting list and have been for some time now(UK NHS smh). After starting uni I am 100% sure I have ADHD. So around a year ago that I discovered that I might have ADHD, so I went to the GP's office and they put me on the waiting list because they thought I might be onto something. This felt like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders. Finally an explanation as to why I lose focus to something within minutes, or why I have so many new hobbies to be completely disinterested in them a day later. ""Maybe I'm not just lazy!"" ""Maybe it's not my fault!"" I had uni coming up so I thought it would be a good idea to learn how to study and work with an ADHD mind in an educational environment and by doing this I thought I might stand more of a chance in education and get more than a pass like I did at school and college, even if ADHD isn't my problem. Boy was I wrong! It's worse now somehow. All the tips I have been given to help with studying just don't seem to help me and it just depresses me even more now I know why I struggle to focus or why I leave a lecture remembering absolutely nothing. Maybe it's because I'm aware of it now so I'm blaming myself? I'm now 3 months in and I haven't completed a single piece of work that I've been assigned with deadlines approaching and it makes me feel like a complete piece of shit because I know I can do it, but I feel like it's my fault I can't, because everyone else around me seems to be so far ahead(I know I shouldn't be judging my work against theirs but it can't be helped). It all feels so embarrassing, I'm starting to consider whether uni is for me, and if it isn't I have no idea what to do. I need this to prove to myself that I can do it. I think I just need some advice and reassurance, I didn't know it would get this difficult so soon. Thanks. 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I ran out of gas. Again. I was on my way to pick up my kids from aftercare. I had told them I would pick them up a bit earlier than usual so we could decorate our Christmas tree and make hot cocoa. I had to finish up something for work that took longer than it should’ve, but I still left in time to get them a littler earlier. I saw my gas gauge was low but thought I’d get gas after grabbing them (we live just a few miles from school). I ran out of gas (second time in 3 months), managed to pull into a parking lot, and called my husband (we did not renew triple A). He had to leave work early and yelled at me over the phone. Now I am waiting for him and sobbing in my car. I feel like I am a constant disappointment to my family. I always have the best intentions but can’t seem to pull it together. I feel like our night will be ruined because of my stupidity. Sorry, I really just needed to vent. 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I like to watch TV with subtitles because a) it helps me focus on the plot of whatever I'm watching since I can read and watch at the same time, and b) my auditory processing isn't the best so I tend to miss a lot of the audio otherwise. But some people I know find subtitles to be distracting. I'm interested to know what all of you prefer since I'm not sure if this is just a me thing or if it applies to a lot of people with ADHD.",3.208186813186813,3.6918154230769247,5.521593406593407,81.9376923076923,72.65384615384616,9.404395604395603,27.357142857142854,9.606745405546679,2.26372967032967,380,13,84,9,7,135,63,104,0.11199999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.6374,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,0,2,24,12,8,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,9,4,16,11,6,3,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,7,2,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932203544493206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872987445447314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560452819263357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299619514170005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353677435875036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681735365036785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919785166793563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148515285002914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33829441626218576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440491930010899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036507951327704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229951248126471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209157533804888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422685471412139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519106709436804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,esarappo,2018/12/01,"That study about younger children being overdiagnosed actually points to the emphasis teachers and parents put on hyperactivity. [https://psmag.com/news/maybe-shes-daydreaming-maybe-its-adhd](https://psmag.com/news/maybe-shes-daydreaming-maybe-its-adhd) A new study found children with August birthdays (typically the youngest in their classes) are being diagnosed at a higher rate for what could just be developmentally appropriate wiggles and distraction. But the disparity is only statistically significant in boys—and that shows an overemphasis in classrooms on hyperactivity as the only form of ADHD.",21.23554054054054,24.31504268918919,16.97905405405405,6.281824324324332,34.270270270270274,15.508108108108113,52.28378378378378,14.191785591663535,8.577929729729732,525,25,44,15,4,159,59,74,0.035,0.94,0.025,-0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,34,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.20257989029037596,0.0,0.7484558900926377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574535591823353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070155577496366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276139622866264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049369053299385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31576620917406384,0.0,0.0,0.23050639897701986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962415820903121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086873424119117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,3a220l12,2018/11/15,"eyes blurring/spacing out taking day off meds today for first day in a week i think bc have day off work and my eyes just keep glazing over i feel so foggy and spacey even though i've drank a bunch of coffee. Trying to figure out if this is how i normally am or if its worse bc of adderall withdrawl. i also tend to feel this way when my dose wears off like I just start spacing out and feel super tired, any way to prevent? sorry if this is rambly my brain isn't doing super hot today ",2.584411764705884,3.899243470588239,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,75.07843137254902,5.492156862745098,20.59313725490196,5.148860815047168,-0.13300392156862714,382,8,81,1,8,124,68,102,0.07,0.82,0.11,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,2,0,6,7,4,1,0,21,15,12,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,8,3,14,14,1,20,0,0,2,0,0,9,0,4,10,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511930829024567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190758604726846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653686047250367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752876066383872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811665180435128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942341572585543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499245216841155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241119269789965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476490295025544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545912243196266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005133905272106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171357312430764,0.1372943533895432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584277565299525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428940129269185,0.19057646825659855,0.0,0.0,0.2229422364066213,0.36772547971060615,0.0,0.0,0.13169422984878515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30793183028052795,0.15559260806809833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121389885772226,0.0,0.19767400122379072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nadhez,2018/11/15,"The book I'm listening to has an ADHD character in it! Gonna keep it short! *Six of Crows* by Leigh Bardugo! Fantasy heist story, follows 6 characters on their mission. Lots of disability representation, specifically one character with ADHD. Its never *called* ADHD by name, but its so obvious. And they showcase the good and the bad of it - the character, Jesper, has a gambling problem and annoys everybody else with his constant fidgeting, but he's invaluable in a crisis. I listened to the first on audible, but I'm listening to the sequel on YouTube right now! Thought others would like to know that there's some lovely ADHD representation out there 😊",5.514358974358977,8.00406030769231,6.62257264957265,68.4210384615385,69.85470085470087,10.15008547008547,33.92222222222222,10.355215969177356,4.345769914529915,524,26,81,16,10,175,81,117,0.14400000000000002,0.763,0.094,-0.8185,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,1,0,9,0,3,1,0,0,2,19,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,3,0,3,1,4,4,3,17,11,2,13,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,5,56,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8143882404400742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144969116294767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298583871167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307127199507106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151973391849468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440994659668378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420924851729454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057877174353226,0.0,0.0,0.09310292209078633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276482789402068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402573065473387,0.15289850947811492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065889766170538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147961275643658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210182304497214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467461850063149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449206279852788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203435077412351,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,teskov,2018/11/15,"Meditation alternatives Lately I've been turning on Tetris on my phone and some trance and mindlessly playing but being mindful of the emotions that I feel while I play. So far this has been a good alternative to meditation, meditation feels to impersonal to me, so I put two things together that I like doing instead. Does anyone else do something like this or any other meditation alternatives?",9.311521739130434,10.093726492753623,9.607065217391305,56.90885869565221,59.43478260869565,12.697101449275365,40.43840579710145,12.161744961471696,5.546301449275363,324,16,48,10,4,108,52,69,0.039,0.762,0.19899999999999998,0.8979,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,5,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824976112441772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876472622999069,0.2749719707337147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348482884389969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418477792486666,0.3018748491369144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713871251594161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250920868155064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027277552100006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221946646814603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097245749140403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978125630202904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660072429653725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828998513552066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29190439073131325,0.2621539097130664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wefearchange,2018/11/15,"For those who've tried Strattera- any almost immediate side effects? My doctor just started me on strattera, and I feel like shit. This is literally the only thing that's changed. My heart is racing, I feel like I'm going to throw up at any second, I was in a perfectly fine mood earlier before taking it- laughing and joking around with people, everything is fine. Now I've spent the last hour crying. Over nothing. My mood just went black. I understand this is quick, and I've now been told ""Oh no, it takes weeks to work!"" but seriously this is WAY out of character and that's all that's gone on. It's also consistent with what I'm seeing online. Anyone else experience this? 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My step-daughter (10) has been diagnosed and medicated since she was 7. Since the third grade up until now school has been miserable. Bringing piles and piles of homework home, getting in trouble for talking etc. Now she's in the 5th grade and now no homework is coming home, and she is getting Fs. Come to find out at last parent teacher conference (October 11) she's just been shoving (completed, and partially completed) work into her desk. So we set up a paid tutoring thing with her teacher so she can get stuff done and turned in. It's been a month now and we just got her progress report back, and attached to it is 20 pages of stuff that was shoved into her desk. We've done it all: grounding her, rewarding her for good behavior, having routines and anything else we can think of to get her to just bring it home. We don't even care anymore if it's 10 pages of she just brings it home so we can help her. She starts middle school next year and we just don't know what to do anymore. Sorry if this is rambling, but I'm just so frustrated.",3.8008978873239445,5.164822103286387,4.28262617370892,88.06929137323944,72.09859154929578,7.578521126760562,27.86649061032864,8.07648339933343,1.6573758215962442,840,31,174,12,16,265,117,213,0.068,0.887,0.045,-0.7016,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,8,0,0,3,17,6,1,1,4,0,22,2,0,1,1,37,39,19,0,2,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,12,23,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,3,0,1,10,0,24,3,22,29,4,28,0,1,0,0,28,11,0,2,11,118,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038061099215435,0.0,0.0,0.09973102729032554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318948264380143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356373919797055,0.0,0.0,0.2087930604685589,0.2541358725189528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230077452213753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480438253776705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124070760935412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351615730833266,0.08004644391078894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076766729085448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25327212908303626,0.0,0.0,0.1016504436983022,0.09692864153378007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246543579345754,0.0,0.4862634752196172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660417916273338,0.09878798960721172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208860313724505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967346255381568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288895030917266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456982931604472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530637845020334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005032280866687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566498099341326,0.08578061167760591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774726291817779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740986859112467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051485217622888,0.07765520288864666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318225409658269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882295179833491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780439386869204 adhd,Ldeezy,2018/11/15,"The car key trick: I lifesaver for always forgetting things at work (and anywhere else) I am notorious for getting lunch at work, putting the leftovers in the office fridge so I can finish the rest for dinner later, and then forgetting it when I leave (usually over the weekend too) &#x200B; So I started doing this trick - when I put my leftovers in the fridge, I also put my car keys on top of the box. I obviously can't leave the office without my car, so usually I'll do the usual pat all 4 pockets to see where they are and then immediately remember I need to go get them out of the fridge along with my car keys. &#x200B; At first my coworkers would take my car keys out and leave them on my desk like ""hey.... found these in the fridge...?"" but after I explained the purpose they'd laugh and usually start going the same. &#x200B; It's a bit silly, but so useful. I use this trick all the time for other things I don't want to forget when I leave somewhere (and need to leave with my car)",8.2109926677947,6.187815096446697,7.981184433164128,76.82793006204177,63.010152284263974,10.786012408347435,35.08685843203609,9.150863307647796,2.872791765369432,782,26,157,10,9,251,104,197,0.067,0.84,0.094,0.9043,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,4,4,10,6,3,0,15,0,9,2,0,2,3,30,24,18,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,3,1,0,11,3,3,0,1,1,1,25,3,26,21,5,41,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,0,18,107,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389354738781871,0.07688555544993513,0.3003513713653525,0.3368342704500383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087864440786128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718970228522141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859677636085481,0.0,0.10131361420185904,0.0,0.0,0.09655207229733656,0.0,0.10502794755718728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891999040036904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514276735784722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702927057642697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27866746862357056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467303028828903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363213310093418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080469375594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947452365969127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277506974768505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053880131529772966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961067538951934,0.4070693490732393,0.0,0.05450087339721815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907187065805924,0.0,0.1345389692885564,0.0,0.0,0.06563946438632468,0.0,0.3368342704500383,0.0 adhd,deryq,2018/11/15,"Straterra - take it in the morning or at night? I wake up ready to rock and roll, but shortly after taking my meds I start to feel drowsy. I also notice my chronically high blood pressure is higher in the morning than at night.... I think you can take straterra at night, but can anyone speak to whether it is still effective for maintaining focus and motivation? Or would this be a sign that my dosage is too high?",5.846582278481016,6.515843784810129,5.807443037974688,81.56762025316458,66.84810126582278,8.345316455696205,29.7240506329114,8.238735603445708,1.9861270886075952,325,11,62,4,5,102,55,79,0.034,0.85,0.11599999999999999,0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,0,7,3,2,2,0,13,13,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,12,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,6,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515162165333305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440153307154627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442123281890996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363932338683035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939390242162544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5814068247948608,0.0,0.0,0.2351210464133952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617384100051886,0.0,0.16492479426420578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658253928088849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232779596594355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670379716598586,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,THC_Turtle,2018/11/15,"Me asf Random person: Hello My Brain: Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Me, a person with ADHD: Literally everything I am thinking about. 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So I got home from a run and I had dishes to clean. Since I've just ran for a while I'm tired and hungry, but I've also got dishes to clean from last night. I decide to make the food and go down to my bedroom and eat it, but then my friend texts me to come on PS to chat. I go on and we talk for a bit, and I completely forget about the dishes. I knew when i saw them earlier that I needed to get them done before he got home but I got distracted and he got home before I remembered to do them. Basically he was rlly upset that I didn't do the dishes and that I blamed it on my add. To me even though I knew I had to do the dishes as soon as I saw them when I got home I decided to do them later and eat instead, and then because I was distracted I forgot to do them. To a 'normal' person they'd be expected to have prioritised the dishes knowing that my dad wouldn't want to get home from work to see them, or have gotten them done after eating, but I just prioritised myself and it led to the outcome it lead to. I told him that if he'd just called me to remind me to do the dishes it would've been fine becuase I would've remebered to do them and would've got them done. But he thinks I'm just using the add as an excuse. Sorry for how long this post is and I'd be surprised and appreciative if anyone actually read it all and responded, but there it is. Again, I'm hoping for some constructive criticism, and thanks in advanced for any given.",4.234996588893438,4.085028395415474,5.6667867376176835,84.03486150907354,70.20343839541547,8.825269477418475,25.215036157729568,8.563005593585519,1.4110686587528996,1286,30,284,19,21,437,155,349,0.086,0.818,0.096,0.5674,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,11,3,19,10,0,3,13,0,26,12,0,5,1,65,65,39,0,11,15,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,8,1,18,20,11,2,11,2,0,8,3,4,0,0,25,4,48,6,44,34,4,27,0,0,3,0,29,6,0,7,12,196,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.08850542610418755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252891362803382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061675841781112274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341618819757124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572669839185278,0.055286948272147016,0.0,0.1543498596300746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990156616621852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260993308984862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812587866418251,0.0950921850375466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784380155360627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784114756798089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990332006666764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966898821657532,0.0,0.07007088166710261,0.0,0.0947689907957458,0.0,0.10308833729317818,0.0,0.5077606209124683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222007481652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548733705346521,0.0900807914721092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061405534567223,0.0,0.0,0.04984370656877028,0.07392868778504011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026239240590738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053974604897424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724933692781758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851112954188075,0.08886203340499145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287662771600329,0.07919154485494971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686092508958518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071973709922457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273997448139008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227232702602547,0.08256549806372875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502400144009971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152584401305877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289736121656358,0.0,0.08349994906781523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622763601253815,0.08910756731750945,0.0,0.0,0.1042407833467198,0.0,0.08666314422962128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833152757358994,0.0,0.0,0.16048312521253533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602718118214876,0.0,0.0,0.19328179027919906,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,muhendisyarisi,2018/11/15,"What is my problem? I'm diagnosed by three different doctors as a major depression. One of them also said i have OCD. Another doctor said i have ADHD, and another said i have sleep apnea; that's way i'm suffering memory issues and chronic fatigue syndrome. I'm really tired of this situation. I am always thinking about what's my problem and i can't find anything. Probably you guys will say you have English insufficiency. Sorry about my B1 English :/",3.59059523809524,6.4384863928571425,5.890476190476193,69.45452380952383,77.92857142857143,8.971428571428572,31.952380952380967,9.444778638647367,4.012080952380954,363,19,55,11,9,127,58,84,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.9589,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,0,0,7,15,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,4,11,0,6,11,1,1,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,36,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945473581222684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945474947820004,0.13469647447057584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394889421593608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321280066213725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394263303826645,0.16430399534913429,0.0,0.16912932508510595,0.0,0.3313804712281848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795466950993613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028587312720868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689598425646372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096935453205756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453317274342392,0.3097930923281632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370397006534607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619526093262592,0.12873284885349956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819590197509833,0.16199612189277993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812105275652897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372566435788234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605634385712166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849218573983312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_dingo_warrior,2018/11/15,"Trying to be responsible with dosaging vs not getting enough of what you need. I have been prescribed, in my opinion and from reading things online, a high amount of stimulant medication. I feel like I have to use a ton to get the therapeutic effects. I thought maybe I wasn't being responsible enough so I tried halving my IR dose throughout the day. However, I have been losing a lot of the effects (clarity and anxiety flaring up) when go to a low dose. Any thoughts or experiences with this? I don't want to build up a super big tolerance to this stuff and not have it work. &#x200B; As a note, I rarely get the heart jumping out of my chest or the craziness from a high dose. I have gotten that before so I am aware what too much can feel like. Just on paper, it seems like what I need to calm down is a lot. 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I am a uni student, and for the whole semester every semester there isn't ever a day where I feel like I don't have something I need to be doing, and I don't get to take breaks without guilt during the week. I am also in the process of launching a business with my friend, and the stress of the two combined is starting to get to me. Normally it's hard to start working (the procrastination is real as I'm sure a lot of you know), but once I get going it's doable, and often enjoyable. But sometimes I just get overwhelmed and I cant find the motivation to even start, which leaves me with days like today where I've just been sitting around the house all day, hating myself for not working but at the same time not being able to bring myself to start. I know I should be taking breaks more often, but I'm working my ass off and barely scraping by as is, and I can afford to just stop. I really really hate how bad my time management is, and to top off this stress/anger cake with a nice cherry, I missed my first appointment with my new therapist today because I totally forgot. I know today's a wash and not to beat myself up over it, but I'm just scared I'm going to start spiralling down like I have done many times in the past, and ruin all this hard work I've done to bring myself back up to where I am now. TLDR:, I've been working hard and seeing the results I wanted, but some days I just can't bring myself to keep going, and I'm afraid it'll start me spiralling down, and ruin all my progress I've made What do you guys do when you get to this point? 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I'm an internal auditor and I hate it and love it (sometimes) I love the field work, investigations, research, etc. Love going down rabbit holes and the autonomy. I hate tying it together in a report. I think part of my problem is the my team but I'm looking for a new job so we'll see. Interested in what types of work other inattentive types find enjoyable.",0.7876623376623364,3.339122311688314,3.384155844155845,83.26766233766237,92.11688311688313,6.955844155844157,22.584415584415584,8.00094639256281,1.7790363636363642,306,12,60,8,11,106,54,77,0.08,0.73,0.19,0.8763,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,3,1,9,2,0,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,6,7,14,2,5,0,0,2,3,6,3,0,0,1,37,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165429973883332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746140520344492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034727055379304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833914016425353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853535066829036,0.0,0.0,0.20219081840057385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304796437290525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257188889021567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752377271015488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025953776842007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578770669750427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472272098467124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920321076340776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441176891260275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282705858572152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MazzW,2018/11/15,"ADHD and migraines? Is there a known link? I have one and get the other. I ask because of two things. I once had a migraine at work that felt like it pretty much wiped out 75% of my brain function(after I'd stamped on it with industrial quantities of ibuprofen) , and one of the effects of this was that my head was *quiet*. The weirdest thing happened to my speech - it turned automatic. I could think of the overall shape of what I wanted to convey, and whole sentences came out of my mouth without any further conscious input from me. I didn't have to choose the individual words. I still had an icicle speared through my brain, couldn't see the left eye of anyone I talked to, and didn't walk so much as float anywhere, but the talking bit was amazing. The other thing is the side effects I'm getting from dexamfetamine. Other than the irritability and tight throat, I get dizzy and light-headed, feel a weird kind of nausea, and my skull feels half a size too small for my brain. The visual disturbance and icicle through the brain are absent, but otherwise those are migraine symptoms for me. So are migraines and ADHD known to be linked? 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Caffeine is a really tough substance for me - I swear I feel more tired after taking it in coffee or tea form, not more alert! Red Bull surprisingly, and perhaps due to its other ingredients, does perk me up a bit. The fizziness of pepsi max or coke can work, though I still don't find myself that alert, so tend to drink just flavoured fizzy juice or plain old fizzy water. What about everyone else? Does a normal cup of coffee work for anyone? Or is it several cups before you notice anything? And is the stimulation more physical than mental?",4.4024390243902465,6.364810747967483,4.940333333333335,81.55050000000001,71.60162601626016,7.5216260162601625,23.68211382113821,8.238735603445708,1.4173323577235781,514,14,94,8,10,164,87,123,0.11900000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.8497,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,3,6,4,0,0,6,0,7,7,0,1,0,13,10,8,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,6,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,10,3,14,10,6,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,5,5,60,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869296800893965,0.0,0.13968957584474168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444445296379262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532275584649294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970982901108696,0.0,0.0,0.4988703746821415,0.0,0.0,0.14180412945113688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220315502965713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583057106663862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551481909047968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714969222791372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293115061567387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106781656771758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631870801329438,0.0,0.19326120884288955,0.17812380153662466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874603281245633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176889357993726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556236497699334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276306820071922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677826179052258,0.0,0.0,0.19510235973900555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041880415140512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707395064186493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,katastrophic7,2018/11/15,"Forgetful moments: causing small disasters Last week I forgot to put water in my microwaveable noodle bowl. Of course the package says that it’s highly flammable if you don’t do this. So when it was in the microwave for 5 minutes it started a fire and my apartment was filled with smoke. Worst part is that the fire alarm didn’t even go off? Concerning. Anyways, I was mad at first but also kinda thought it was funny because it was so unexpected. I had never done that before. I’m usually a good cook but my brain just made me misuse a microwave. Haha Any stories when your brain shuts off for a second and something like that happens?",3.7275856929955284,6.01480442622951,4.2108643815201185,84.62690760059614,74.40983606557377,6.403576751117736,28.30402384500745,7.348242739294969,1.7244819672131149,508,21,91,6,11,160,89,122,0.106,0.774,0.12,0.7724,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,8,6,1,1,7,1,11,4,2,2,1,14,18,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,3,2,1,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,2,11,3,9,3,10,7,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,10,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988445867610824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446331084059835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949860695883014,0.0,0.18076682138427444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742961753795867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822960451722556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739510115365715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031153361290682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069738533018495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073189505283367,0.17818067800284682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785586298073756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444959233053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731631493807751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378517295264672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101144811446328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384322467251738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004676346153294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135561842285245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689371029603889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354309763545305,0.0,0.0,0.15036282176572566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686499247745292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339675061477124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040280985648856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mavienoire,2018/11/15,"Started taking Wellbutrin and I no longer want coffee? What’s happening to me?! Lol. I’ve been a coffee addict for years (like multiple large cups throughout the day every day). I started Wellbutrin this week to help treat my depression. I’ve been on Vyvanse for a few years and never felt that it got rid of my caffeine cravings. And on top of not craving caffeine, I haven’t experienced any withdrawal headaches. Has anyone else experienced this? 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I didn't get a flu shot this year and regret that pretty hard. I either have an awful headcold or the flu, with the body aches and chills and everything. Anyway, my question is, I'm not sure if my meds (vyvanse, 40mg) are making my flu better or worse. Should I just skip the meds when I'm sick and know I'm not likely to get shit done while feeling this crap? But also, then I kind of feel like I'm backsliding (even though I'm not, I'm sick). It's a mental and physical conundrum. 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Which tool have you found that worked the best for you? I haven't found a method that's stuck yet but I'm determined to find one that works. &#x200B; Ironic how ADHD makes using tools to help improve ADHD harder ... &#x200B;",4.726470588235294,7.584874980392161,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,73.70588235294117,6.432941176470589,23.925490196078428,7.554174236665415,1.2482831372549021,228,7,39,3,5,67,40,51,0.057,0.67,0.273,0.9218,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,21,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101767132924547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369798802230206,0.4147172999286607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908683793767186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597117494064422,0.0,0.0,0.37421823324275894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438321997614895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391032173783185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563697991908255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802535745478734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738696625693334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484707301486317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147172999286607,0.0 adhd,The_Comanch3,2018/11/15,"How to focus on the right things? So I'm ~30, have adhd, never been involved in a group like this to discuss adhd. (found this sub today). I've never created strategies or talked with others to discuss strategies to function. I usually just relied on the meds, and if they don't work, to take more. But I'm running into a different problem. If I can't focus, when my meds finally take effect, I focus on the right things. Instead of focusing on my work, I'm focusing on the research I'm doing off my phone on what is the best thermostat to buy, for example. Does anyone else have this problem? Solutions? 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I took it yesterday for the first time and had an unexpected reaction to it - it made me feel really sleepy and sedated for the rest of the day. I chalked it up to just being tired overall and my body not being used to being medicated. Then today I took another pill in the morning and it definitely woke me up and made me feel more alert and aware, like my battery has been charged for the first time ever but it also gave me this uncomfortable anxious feeling - the same feeling I get from drinking too much coffee. It hasn't really done much to improve my concentration today tbh cuz I just feel distracted by all of this anxiety. Of course it's only the second time I take it and I plan to give it some time to let my body get used to it. Just wanted to know from others who are more experienced with ADHD meds - does this anxious feeling go away the more you get used to the medication? 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Any advice would be appreciated. I’ll try to make this short. I am not medicated and I only have mild depression (it’s not really that debilitating, I just have a crappy outlook on life). There’s been so many things I’ve wanted to do. Things like exercising, eating better, improving my social skills, managing my time better, and creating a plan to achieve small goals on a weekly basis. I’ve been wanting to start doing stuff like that for 4-6 years, but I would always procrastinate and never get started. Even when I think about looking up ways to attain more willpower or get started on things, I never get around to doing that either. I’d rather just browse reddit, YouTube, and Netflix all day. Over the years it has gotten worse. In my senior year of high school, it started to get bad, then in college it got worse, and now it’s getting so bad to the point where I’m flunking my classes and I’m not scheduling any classes for next semester. I’m not sure when I’ll sign up for classes again honestly. I feel like I have so much potential to be an interesting person and have a good life, but I’m just squandering it. Other times I feel like I’m utterly hopeless. I feel like this is all in my head and that if I can just change my outlook on things, I can overcome this and start to improve myself, but I don’t really try. I’ve always been this way my entire life and I don’t really know how to change. I’ve always shied away from things that required work or if I lost interest in something. My diet and sleep schedule have been kind of shitty for a while now, so I’m sure that also plays a role. 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I'm 42 years old and was finally diagnosed ADHD two months ago. I can look back on my childhood and see issues stemming from the ADHD, but I always ""got away with it"" because A) I'm female and didn't have the bounce-off-the-walls issue and B) I was intelligent enough to just BS my way through school. I'm trying to start a new career and it will take a lot of mental discipline. I'm hoping my tendency to hyper-focus will aid me, but I'm terrified. I have anxiety and depression on top of everything else. I think I've got my meds for that sorted out, but Strattera didn't do squat for me. My house is a disaster. My relationships are... not great. I don't really even have specific questions. Mostly reaching out hoping other people might have been where I am and have general advice? Any suggestions of what to try next on Medication Roulette? 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I don't listen in class. I don't do homework, I just copy solutions. When I try its painful. When I do study, during the exams my mind runs so much I forget. Its like my head ran out of RAM and deleted it. I always have a tip of my tongue moment. So doctors have said maybe adhd? I'm always jumping from task to task and I need so much to keep simulated. I'm a college student with only a little bit to go but failing courses makes it hard. My friend has adhd but he's a PhD student with straight As. When he's doing homework you can't shake him. He focuses on one thing only and hard. I'm jealous. He says that's because of his adhd, he ignores everyone around him. But me I notice every single thing..... 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Reddit! I need your help today! I have a day off from classes due to snow and I don’t want to spend the entire day being unproductive (or productive on the wrong things) (yay adhd!) Could you all please hold me accountable if I don’t get the following things done? Clean room Do Laundry Work on Paper For Class Watch Film For Class Laundry Work on Final Project for Class Find my winter clothes, because its snowing and I don’t want to wear a t shirt in the snow :) Look for internships for school break I’d really appreciate it if one (or all) of you could just check in with me in like 6 and/or 12 hours to make sure I did things today that were not just procrastinating! Thanks <3 ",2.2466426858513198,4.779534575539572,2.9650071942446066,90.3099088729017,80.94244604316546,6.2965947242206255,20.05803357314149,7.554174236665415,0.6215089688249407,562,15,115,9,15,176,91,139,0.039,0.8059999999999999,0.156,0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,0,0,6,1,11,2,2,1,3,22,19,6,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,1,1,4,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,13,4,19,13,2,19,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,4,10,67,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507395799041614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401946373428908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27248143763669536,0.0,0.0,0.22009504664458585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462212429554635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869258088456783,0.1559602246590136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915141737149856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437518946363255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804425587815364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336520590941097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329311280185625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390232442612258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265260641496148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562886138373454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730950338828026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931520122341816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269496970142253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082448534889202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710072983446466,0.0,0.0,0.34009331624234823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852351880258373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201293664475004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845328574281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865660859387572,0.0,0.0 adhd,pires235,2018/11/15,"What is the explanation of my compulsive fidgeting with things using my hands? I am not sure if this is the right place to put this. All my life I've had to play with something using my hands whether it be cards, pens, or batteries. This is a subconscious thing. I could spend hours on the floor of my house fidgeting with little trinkets while spacing out or daydreaming. Just last night I was caught fidgeting at the dinner table with an empty cream cheese box. I've never had an explanation on this behavior and would to know if anyone has some insight on this? 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After I ran out of my medicine, I requested a refill request from my Doctor, who I have been seeing over 1 1/2 years now. He had his nurse reach out and tell me he was “uncomfortable” prescribing that medication and referred me to a specialist. WTF. Why would he wait until I was out to tell me? Why did he prescribe it over a year before becoming uncomfortable? I go in every three months for checkups to make sure I’m healthy enough to take it (I am). I have no idea what to do, should I go to a specialist? Find a primary Doctor who will give me medicine? How do I figure all these things out without my medicine? SOS, thanks for listening to my rant. PS: this workweek has been horrendous. 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If you could please read through this that’d be helpful. I know it’s long, but I really get anxious talking to my dr when I have no clue what’s going on. I’m fairly new to reddit and this post was removed twice and I don’t know why. I’m just seeking advice, if you could help my figure out why it was removed as well I’d be grateful, thank you. (Sorry it’s not types out, one it got deleted and two it took me 45+ minutes to make sure it was comprehensive because I ramble off way too easy.) [Part 1](https://gyazo.com/64d16296bd27e31ad547e16424499d18) [Post 2](https://gyazo.com/64d16296bd27e31ad547e16424499d18)",4.838841512469831,7.7002966814159315,3.5579565567176203,87.85065969428803,73.3362831858407,5.525020112630734,22.662107803700728,6.574015621080383,0.472157522123895,507,14,92,4,11,145,77,113,0.048,0.733,0.21899999999999997,0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,17,20,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,5,0,11,3,9,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,55,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320069455591582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867428904166747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180802999290292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26668853481390803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872560754288469,0.0,0.09491589663622076,0.0,0.13357352642799974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33583078497026564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356916892326625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779900697610776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114807829720956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129974885708126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317061408690908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808560597235445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666546789285872,0.0,0.0,0.31989972111326914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705566149324114,0.0,0.10699118112416632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869545434386639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740538780143593,0.0,0.0,0.1342366863985198,0.0,0.15376079861121034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555477293714084,0.0,0.0,0.16314495779933738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256513428432773,0.0,0.0,0.1501624661648913,0.0,0.3014019376585709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pommer879,2018/11/15,"Mydayis to Vyvanse I was diagnosed as a child but didn’t start medication until recently. (26y F) I was on mydayis for about 3 weeks. I absolutely hated it. In the mornings I would feel focused, then afternoon VERY sleepy and evening sometimes could get stuff done sometimes but if I dared picked up my phone I would lose hours just scrolling. I felt like the couch would just suck me in and I would hyperfocus. The other thing I did not like about mydayis was it really did last 16 hours. Yes that could be a good thing if you got up at 6am to take it everyday. But some nights I would need to stay up late for school or work and would like to sleep in a little. If I took it at 9am I would be up to 3am. I saw a new doctor who literally had me in tears yesterday. He must of spent an hour and a half with me just talking and relating to being an adult with ADHD. Anyways he prescribed me Vyvanse. I’m hoping this medication could be a fit for me. I love how smooth it is. No kick in the ass. I took it at 7am this morning, it’s 10am I’ve already done a load of laundry and completed a study guide for my test tomorrow. 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My doctor prescribed me adderall and it’s making me manic. It makes me feel dissociative and has increased my sex drive to the point of almost cheating on my husband. I’ve called my doctor and I’m beginning to taper down with a follow up visit next week. Has anyone else experienced this or found an ADHD medication that works well Bipolar? 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So I went to the doctors yesterday and during the physical I mentioned and asked questions about my inability to focus and constant racing mind and not being able to sleep well because my brain has a thousand thoughts that just don't stop and other things of that nature. He basically said disregarded all of it and just said that adult based ADD or ADHD isn't really a thing and that I should just try coffee or soda since it is a stimulant and that can help. And yes, he actually said soda but then said to maybe not drink so much of it. So basically I'm not sure where to go from here and it was a big step for me to actually ask about it and mention what I'm feeling like, to the doctor. I'm 23 if that helps at all. Any recommendations? Thanks for any help. 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My son is now 13, he was diagnosed with combined ADHD around 8. He is very intelligent and has always gotten by with his smarts and never really had to study. Well now that he is in 8th grade taking high school honors classes the work finally caught up with him and he is near failing. Every time we try to bring it up, he either just brushes it off or starts getting pissed, sometimes to the point where he is downright rude to us. Being 13 I'm sure his hormones are raging which is adding to the problem. We have tried everything. Loving approach, take his games away, asshole dad approach, you name it. Nothing seems to get through that thick melon of his. He always thinks everything is going to be ok, then wonders WTF happened when he fails his test or assignments. He has horrendous organization, forgets or just doesn't turn in assignments and the worst part, doesn't seem to care. My wife and I have a difference of opinion on how to handle it. She always wants to trust my son and let him try to manage it himself. Myself on the other hand believe that all his goodies should be taken away every day, then returned to him when he completes his assignments and studies a bit. I know he can't focus for long periods at a time but it's so hard to get him back on task once he takes his break. These past couple of weeks he has even resorted to calling us bad parents if we don't give him what he wants. We dont know if its his hormones, ADHD, him just being a shithead, or a combination of all 3. We are kind of at wits end are just burned out. I know need some kind of consistency with him, whatever way we choose. I'm not here looking for parenting advice, just some perspective from the other side to figure out what he is going through so we can best help him. Thanks.",5.120002270663033,5.8638439645776606,5.6140769754768405,82.04856323796551,68.48228882833787,8.296503178928246,28.91564486830153,8.344100000000001,1.9639192552225249,1473,50,285,20,24,474,206,367,0.094,0.816,0.08900000000000001,-0.4745,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,9,1,0,6,19,23,4,0,12,1,31,4,2,1,4,61,65,21,0,8,14,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,22,0,0,9,1,0,6,7,9,1,0,5,5,37,14,50,54,9,51,0,2,1,1,56,21,1,13,21,190,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371892384941053,0.09138954531765207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334557615839219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325525440194935,0.0,0.0,0.17573578209283114,0.07191337648735555,0.0780877576239516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053683396753477,0.09814656716094568,0.08271345009244277,0.1021028402538116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549738945793672,0.0,0.09535288151661522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980570347688998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034813664402142,0.0,0.06031456643061488,0.0,0.0,0.09492382661654214,0.0,0.0977115784435852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960820204270293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283357549841149,0.0,0.0,0.061771027095764715,0.0,0.15759423964896582,0.0,0.1681047959179348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244982144850484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954475275082342,0.08971573649734614,0.10630249657460228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270203669995363,0.0,0.08377819431120699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268646267226774,0.0988121324917737,0.0,0.09288939251845926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477952352219935,0.15419330408997128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956335537654426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827648686343005,0.07853572447810242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440811465213027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934608313724998,0.07213066531383533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973779380694898,0.0,0.09813660481479293,0.09959889054998047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769233876817955,0.10127624218176297,0.08927823906652448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840941797882135,0.0,0.08956913492107936,0.0,0.0,0.08948883355110675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991319719896183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465021935827103,0.0,0.1702795642176036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924965899090084,0.0,0.06619602607373892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814427451344742,0.0,0.21095286021851997,0.0,0.0,0.08610336807079605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992573070588541,0.0,0.0,0.10906796963282864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048783415214612,0.10172611489034718,0.0,0.0,0.2249931897377659,0.0,0.0,0.07716622908605505,0.11032451918506808,0.07423416536421258,0.07501847007017065,0.0,0.08408836459874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142165093130487,0.06808582217680682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022571416992315 adhd,Bezdbefazed,2018/11/15,"Adice Please: Should I talk to my doctor about any medication? Hi everyone, throughout my whole life I believe I have had a lot of difficulty focusing, keeping my mind on one task, I space out frequently, I even dose off during meetings and have to catch myself from bobbing my head because I am really trying to stay engaged. My inner voice is shouting at me to focus but something just isn't connecting. &#x200B; I've gone through my entire academic career without talking to a doctor that I may have ADHD, but I remember as a child several teachers in grade school and high school recommended it. My parents were determined that I was ""normal"" and didn't need anything. &#x200B; From my own experience, college was very difficult. I would sleep in lectures, play games on my laptop, do anything I could to keep myself from paying attention. I don't know whether to account this to lack of discipline on my part or otherwise, however I would on occasion ask a friend if I could use some of his ADHD medication because he no longer was using them except when he had to study for a big test. The difference... it was like something I never experienced before. Full clarity, full awareness, I could pay attention, I could study my materials. I did this only a few times, I hope it's not frowned upon in this sub to have done this. &#x200B; I now have my master's degree in accounting through sheer power of will, but it was a constant struggle. I would only be able to take on projects, studying for exams, pay attention in lectures for short bursts of time. As I am now in the job world though, I feel like I am still facing the same struggles I have my entire life. I know I have the talent and intelligence to do the things I'm doing. I know that if i put 100% effort I could be one of the best people on my team. &#x200B; But here I am, carousing around on reddit when the thought popped back into my head. Why can't I stay focused? I haven't been spoken to about any of my behavior because I always do get my work done though. What takes some people days takes me only a few hours and a lunch to complete. I just wish I had that ability to stay focused throughout the workday. &#x200B; Can anyone here relate? Possibly give some advice on my situation? I don't hear about many young adults just starting to take any medication for this. &#x200B; Thank you in advance",5.818643067846607,6.847558150442481,6.21077876106195,77.36976696165193,67.05309734513274,8.947020648967552,32.544542772861355,9.120678840339163,2.885717463126844,1892,79,337,33,30,610,235,452,0.057999999999999996,0.821,0.121,0.9853,4,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,0,1,1,7,18,12,0,2,17,0,49,13,4,2,1,58,73,19,0,16,14,1,1,2,1,6,8,3,0,2,15,8,1,3,9,3,5,4,10,3,0,2,16,5,62,9,60,44,14,51,0,0,0,0,18,29,0,9,17,249,77,20,0.056527268744103874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586958423458104,0.05523779279471517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703521590017985,0.3674836324043587,0.4121209124518457,0.11532144344589362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039525180630340856,0.0,0.093034251481912,0.050321253659174316,0.05284536565536327,0.0,0.0,0.04346598044415068,0.0,0.10337549507779843,0.0,0.0481005422711618,0.06368687461875157,0.05932188109159747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059267765801899325,0.061085895832250825,0.0,0.2256621221322315,0.0,0.0,0.03645541195568105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059058964621731234,0.0,0.11571610965011453,0.0,0.11569404354746987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03733572788411209,0.0,0.0,0.05401422770787491,0.0,0.05529451556419035,0.0,0.0,0.028581885531404755,0.04038309208547016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043672827609741775,0.0,0.029533164841815743,0.05422610699988315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602657169775615,0.0,0.06371034015136041,0.0,0.0,0.05972416299055909,0.0,0.056144332471807966,0.055667973161763695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609459192786796,0.10048806746174063,0.0,0.0,0.09319772575790687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985376324780474,0.055232736411471854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805746245197751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057309778200863686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083582886818865,0.0,0.0,0.057076427318601027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041914253519331535,0.04359731445103274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055384721493654615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766086804764368,0.1289746052885283,0.0,0.0,0.0627668423890854,0.061213523507738364,0.0,0.07837778140051964,0.0,0.0,0.06204996626080831,0.0,0.06372600213077731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568255180242151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03621281582091351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403437615459008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441722763176206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385972383348562,0.0,0.0,0.06353901846809043,0.056568092061557426,0.0,0.0,0.08703490630338855,0.0,0.0,0.04001029176133224,0.18075164186635664,0.04514274983829114,0.0,0.0,0.1181891493544331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000588476068504,0.0908689548032541,0.0,0.0520427143815001,0.0,0.0,0.037554205591336966,0.0,0.11107550907292488,0.04487633722562765,0.06592300996988107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837830492987454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764282163257623,0.0,0.046640916728379035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100706778734203,0.06311067684764597,0.06500356934994035,0.054490269889026936,0.0,0.04115252488222907,0.0,0.0,0.12046604960771805,0.0,0.4121209124518457,0.0 adhd,drysauce,2018/11/15,"Trying to think properly is a challenge When I'm trying to think of a plan or how I'm going to do something. I'm always forgetting what I told myself 2 seconds ago. My thinking is very fast, erratic and sometines I can not understand it. There's thousands of voices in my mind talking at once and I can barely hear my own. I keep thinking about how much school work I have to do and how much I procrastinated then I become stressed. Which eventually leads to depressing thoughts. 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To start off: I do not have ADHD but I am moderately hearing impaired and use hearing aids. I've been together with my husband for 4 years and can handle most of his impulses and tolerate his constant high energy - no problem. The one big thing that does drain my energy and patience A LOT is his constant need to talk. It's all the time. He wants me to be as equally engaging in our conversations and I understand that - it's not fun just talking with yourself. Now, with my hearing impairedness, I use a lot of energy to concentrate on actually hearing and if I hear another distracting sound I will completely lose my focus and having to start over. Now I expected that my husband of all people would understand but NOPE - he just get annoyed with me for being 'boring'. At the end of the day I feel like a zombie. I can hear him talking but do not actually understand what he says and I just grunt or say yes or no once in a while - to his annoyance. I feel awful about this but I don't know how to actually deal with this in an appropriate way that won't hurt my husbands feelings/take away his joy of talking and at the same time let me go through one day without having my ears hurt or feeling absolutely drained. Any tips would be much appreciated! 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I usually go a few months before the meds start to seem less effective and then I always doubt wether or not I need them and stupidly stop taking them which leads me in a downward spiral for however many weeks/months until I start taking them again and realise how much I needed them. Seems like such a stupid thing to ask for advice for but I've done it 3 times now and I somehow convince myself every time.",5.042907801418437,5.57984378723404,5.2072340425531936,85.63333333333334,68.57446808510639,7.9687943262411345,24.177304964539005,7.793537801064563,1.062658156028368,372,8,75,4,6,117,66,94,0.086,0.8440000000000001,0.07,-0.1018,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,2,7,5,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,0,20,13,10,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,13,2,9,12,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,13,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475345531940847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880331172532313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718463534943906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217363944757406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300816204706147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067444433259627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016348671006201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736872932741685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130850740922486,0.0,0.0,0.3972861083129547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854854540175544,0.0,0.13146276969193949,0.39780702264071865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456494496564013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32560553960390176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315771611712257,0.0,0.0,0.14951232498914452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689201928919693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188086427213194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855782236097464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695919112990132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iluvnarchoa,2018/11/15,Should I get tested? I think I may have ADHD and have not tried being tested for it. Truth is I was diagnose with dyslexia when I was primary school and got judge a lot. But now I feel that I can't hide anymore because I feel that it may have gotten worst. What do you suggest?,1.9106896551724155,3.5459445517241366,3.3788275862068997,91.49893103448278,77.6206896551724,6.019310344827588,21.944827586206884,6.742157984588678,0.4236579310344828,216,6,47,2,5,71,42,58,0.084,0.845,0.07200000000000001,-0.3903,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,1,13,18,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,9,1,2,10,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,37,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41507062339439055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34251671105504816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105358675495955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505458127727108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492614218889418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044287410988935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622593493006536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936233449313509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349535403878023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130074950678827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344852535142838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,costadelsos,2018/11/15,"A great morning This morning I : - woke up well rested - showered - made a packed lunch - packed my bag - took my meds - ate breakfast - got dressed and I still have 30 minutes to spare before I have to go! This may seem like a normal morning routine, but we all know it's usually more like: stress stress late stress keys breakfast???? meds!! wallet stress I think my meds are starting to work :) ",4.129583333333333,6.15130390277778,3.3483333333333363,92.43,72.47222222222223,5.355555555555556,27.277777777777786,5.46131890053228,0.7475111111111112,299,11,58,1,6,87,51,72,0.209,0.6409999999999999,0.15,-0.8484,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,4,3,0,4,4,0,1,1,10,14,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,5,0,8,4,4,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608089397274594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420784933163199,0.0,0.11850427364399416,0.16335683020995573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142979978300288,0.0,0.16714107005869214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477576456543362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402010771830306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937470236062857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451741470810422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488748006806225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487477095250047,0.0,0.11832794366254253,0.0,0.6789082916686935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949407034636812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646211953529946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318720498475126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322171284482245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786878653336628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kehlania_,2018/11/15,"Is taking two 10mg ritalin IR the same as one 20mg? So I take 20mg ritalin in the morning and then 10mg 4 hours later. I forgot to take my 20mg pill earlier and I’m currently at school. I bring my box with 10mg pills with me so I can take 4 hours later. I took two 10mg pills just now and I’m wondering if it is the same as taking a single 20mg? Or did I just make a dumb mistake here lol. I take the version of Ritalin that lasts for 3 hours, I believe that’s called IR. 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I was told to go change Lady so I did She said to give her the diaper back so she could pee, I was extremely flustered and not thinking straight so I gave it back to her 3. I went to the other hca for help crying. I was flustered didn’t know what to do next 4. She told me why would I need help it was a simple task 5. I told her I gave her the diaper back i didn’t know what to do next. Probably communication error I was hyperventilating 6. I went back to the lady alone and took the diaper away from her 7. I wasn’t thinking straight I didn’t wipe her and put a new diaper on because I was trying to mentally follow the steps I saw the other lady do when she changed diapers and she didn’t wipe 8. I changed it and then called someone for help again saying what happened and that she probably got some on the bed 9. The lady came she asked if she had peed in the new diaper I stupidly said no because it was new but I should’ve said yes because she wasn’t wiped!!!!!! 10. She told me to put a towel under the lady so we did 12. Later I was told to do her again, she complained about skin irritation I checked and and she had some skin tears!! I told the lady what do I do she said put cream I stupidly picked up dove body cream!! Put some on her then quickly realising my error told the lady and she gave me an ointment so I put it on when I was doing this for some reason I was still feeling extremely anxious/hyperventilating so I did not wipe again and as I was putting the diaper back on I realised I put it on the wrong way so I had to start over as I was doing so I cause a tear. By this point i was having a full blown mental break crying as I was changing the poor woman who had the misfortune of having someone as stupid as me. I then ran out to get a new one for her and then managed to change her. 13. The lady that was supervising me came in and all I could say was is the diaper ok? And she said yes and then she asked about the towel which for some reason hadn’t been taken away yet!! I had completely overlooked it. I told her what had happened and she said ok, I think she changed the sheets I’m not sure my mind was frazzled. As soon as I was done I ran out to cry and have a nervous breakdown in the toilet I completely broke down. 14. My breakdown was interrupted by the lady saying she needed me to go do another person with her so okay and came out obviously looking like a wreck. 15. Another hca probably noticed and told me to just make tea for the residents in the sitting area 16. I managed that and thankfully I was finished soon. 17. I only realised my errors when I went home and had a complete meltdown, vomiting, panic attacks the lot!!! Was it okay to put cream on the tears??? I should of wiped that poor women. I new that I had made a huge fucking blunder and I felt sick with guilt. So I called the nursing home, quite late as my shift was a late one, and told them that i don’t know if anyone was informed because I don’t know if my supervisor had noted it but the lady in room whatever has skin tears and could you please check on her. It was my fault for not take it more seriously and asked the nurses to look at it! I should’ve mentioned the no wiping thing but I forgot to in my panic?! How many times can I forget something so important. I’m such a disgusting person I know. The lady said okay and that was it. This happened on Sunday and I can’t eat, sleep or look after myself because of it. The resident probably got a nasty infection or rash because of my fucking negligence. I’m going to call again and see if she’s alright but if she isn’t I’ll probably make a serious report about my actions, whatever the consequences. I don’t feel comfortable working as a healthcare assistant ever again and this was just my third shift ever. I’m so sorry I would never do this intentionally nor have I ever done something like this before. My mental state was not good at the time. I will do anything in my power to rectify it but at this moment in time I don’t know what that is. They most likely/ hopefully have given her a shower and a wash by now. I can’t cope. I don’t really know how to come back from it or if I can even. That poor, poor resident and how she must have been feeling. Please tell me what I should do.",1.3960008016239378,3.4209377142857207,3.3807742135681345,89.02418822647171,80.74353205849269,6.382069482693975,22.02941442664495,7.503015589744147,0.8381381146322235,3344,105,717,51,87,1129,310,889,0.154,0.774,0.07200000000000001,-0.9973,4,1,2,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,2,3,45,32,7,4,53,8,90,15,7,11,8,115,171,77,0,17,21,0,7,3,0,6,4,10,5,4,44,40,2,1,17,0,6,24,24,18,0,3,87,25,131,14,82,75,10,111,0,1,8,2,83,36,2,17,50,513,175,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437733205057672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863611745872166,0.0,0.047746903768296205,0.0,0.029552351352196582,0.0,0.03478011793665988,0.0,0.1185349279833864,0.04808201947432485,0.07941785932696029,0.1949929496287546,0.0,0.1545844397432687,0.0,0.0359640133899193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046946379710917176,0.0,0.0,0.12947047240594514,0.14501813428558016,0.0,0.043417328239954624,0.26826169619125184,0.03640716166651317,0.1329407084980848,0.0,0.0,0.10123439610567812,0.0,0.1392768485677847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650260339725302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043247179117420584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02791533222176621,0.11469209722859335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411066895041181,0.0,0.04058058950223512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814577841800692,0.022081479452562128,0.040544001089073176,0.07205974177706323,0.03544949366508441,0.06760563238100976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112123188091891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331612981540867,0.0,0.08478956587499707,0.041978227883612836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625924136655617,0.0,0.09535249143927572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061944962927839325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064747152423653,0.0,0.0,0.035931803291637136,0.0,0.039991732753588805,0.056423821641192924,0.04284961319084489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277781566608447,0.0,0.042675140433200434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267724660149875,0.03259702129432132,0.2040967962738305,0.08989764249149762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481184626375267,0.0,0.0,0.0572790966660359,0.03214408966817492,0.0,0.09917667023963593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380753792345847,0.0,0.0927875534070918,0.03995365449542612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278416301475245,0.0,0.0,0.3399003162319418,0.0,0.04495354421042234,0.0,0.0,0.027075748662626426,0.08690997925741029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814228139127368,0.10083138354254667,0.0,0.0,0.03367936897531405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229506621516308,0.0,0.07162122071380897,0.06507462053212802,0.0,0.04731169593881592,0.029915061259129024,0.0,0.03375251884874158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983383184927085,0.0,0.03177767664983268,0.0,0.036941073700925066,0.038911513020221264,0.0,0.0,0.028078684542073528,0.08124423827501412,0.0,0.0,0.07393438518515445,0.0,0.0,0.40385582299283374,0.04695746268438896,0.028694850561132274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033547627193163634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753896511786653,0.038137176469719286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030769090867002524,0.0,0.0,0.060047037816454825,0.04620964326382823,0.0,0.0 adhd,siriston,2018/11/15,"Felt like an idiot Been working for about 8 months now, I've noticed when it gets busier, a customer will walk up and have some project they want to start up. Okay, so we start talking about it and we're taking for like 10 minutes about it getting it all setup and what not but the thing is while talking, ive done this numerous times, they will say something for me to do on the computer ""move this over there"" ""oh its this size and doublesided"" and ill INSTANTLY completely forget what i was doing. Like everything in that moment completely blanks out of my head, and i have to sit there for a sec moving the mouse around randomly and clicking shit while i panic and try to remember what they JUST fucking said so that i dont have to ask them ""what did you just fucking say?"" I also noticed when it gets busier i tend to start up 4 or 5 projects in a row, so they can all do their thing at once while i wait, and then i will completely forget what all i have even done or where anything is. I end up searching through tabs on the computer, going back and fourth because i have to re-read what each tab says every time. I feel like i cant keep even one project in order in my head for even a minute without going back to the sheet 3 or 4 times. realized its probably this. i also did not know the eye contact thing was for a lot of people, specifically with adhd apparently.",6.1672322503008425,5.522047552346572,6.223552346570398,83.33393261131171,66.25631768953069,9.552731648616124,31.46305655836341,8.841846274778883,2.254540024067388,1080,36,228,15,15,343,152,277,0.077,0.8759999999999999,0.047,-0.9038,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,6,1,22,10,4,1,12,1,24,7,4,0,3,40,44,25,0,1,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,4,0,0,22,15,0,2,5,0,0,5,5,5,0,1,9,8,26,5,36,32,6,40,0,0,2,2,16,15,3,6,22,164,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535935672415266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668320174183435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583756243008492,0.09285727963038036,0.0975149969248656,0.0,0.0,0.16041463226841912,0.0,0.06358590426743117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280985529142217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348900061233264,0.12224957499648435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238696750243937,0.0,0.0,0.20668567686051986,0.0,0.0878849778571967,0.0,0.0937463596375378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052741852481040144,0.07451849470042457,0.10015316483950598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928643009727368,0.16349171453441882,0.0,0.11856261470512393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410261130743247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271478650959827,0.0,0.0,0.05732559407357354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384077409709295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867992954734746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325858746656972,0.22172828838765232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375133717608704,0.0,0.11108586595657127,0.07068259580033359,0.0,0.0,0.1223843409445358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231484745601124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246293176795738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433740147788056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181619602090274,0.0,0.09922191097173803,0.2488525253280491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707186808016764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030229817957114,0.0,0.0,0.2214917105606203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842751736151883,0.16767952569376846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078951407000055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247055445925592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081908206719822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061524253343794126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055032139084613,0.0,0.07593832094023452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdmanoman,2018/11/15,"DVLA and ADHD (UK) Hi all, Can anyone give their experiences of informing the DVLA of their ADHD diagnosis in the U.K.? I’m a bit afraid of going back to my GP and informing them because I know that I’ll have to send off the big scary letter to the DVLA and worry about what could happen. Also the informing of insurance companies etc. down the line too.",4.41,5.605222857142858,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,70.42857142857143,9.6,25.42857142857143,9.888512548439397,2.3605142857142862,280,8,54,7,5,95,50,70,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,11,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,1,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153550712568531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047332776928049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901004467071174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685797703833532,0.0,0.1560629763660788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27949958080146314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440532298222674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855218539221349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504295627074967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455907267610675,0.14549792717270246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263912005934756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406978942290186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599933417779733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idekanything,2018/11/15,"Advice for finally getting a prescription For years now I've been struggling with having trouble focusing on whatever I am doing, and I constantly am distracted. I've always wanted to see a doctor, but my mom worried what a prescription would do to my brain lol. My older sister has the same problems as me, and she recently got prescribed Strattera. She loves it and after taking it for a few months she's seen a dramatic change. I am now in college and the psychiatrist on campus is very picky about handing out prescriptions. Any advice on what not to say to set her/him the wrong way? (by the way, I am not looking to use this as a ""study drug"" and that's what I am worried about the doctor thinking.",6.429485294117647,6.626684742647061,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058824,65.54411764705883,10.03529411764706,33.911764705882355,9.827888789773867,3.3215176470588226,559,23,100,11,8,184,87,136,0.135,0.8009999999999999,0.063,-0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,11,1,12,6,2,1,0,16,22,8,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,12,1,20,18,2,17,0,0,3,1,7,5,0,0,9,74,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32826665780088765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976022883351366,0.0,0.0,0.11422187267524635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750434639539884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768456315776826,0.0,0.0,0.18151035594551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438383274086794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478592612459425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399730714440107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877547130905009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343368519677927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104818938965913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159485470586434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671842797764494,0.13406795829848087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607196982883319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584504760059385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335724077773504,0.0,0.0,0.13384625644523426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755933532278177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628868020730422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762510781032096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506772036807672,0.0,0.1385886100490544,0.09907003328579053,0.2666453944381495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34115296131351003,0.0,0.1193174258735195,0.18364321989127985,0.0,0.10816387058013736 adhd,calypsotsuki,2018/11/15,"psychic: *reads my mind* **my mind:** ineedtofocusandstudybecauseimsuperbehindihaveanexambutineedtoeatanddolaundryandtextmyfamilytoseehowtheyaredoingihaventtalkedtotheminawhileihaventtalkedtomyfriendsinawhileeithertheyprobablydontcarenoonecaresimgoingtobealoneforeverwaitstopgottastudyihaveanearlylecturetomorrowmorningandineedtogetenoughsleepandohmygodisthatadogineedtopetitfuckitillstudytomorrow **psychic:** what the fuck, are you okay? **me:** what? oh yeah no i'm good, you get used to it \------ i just came across a meme and wondered what it'd look like for someone with adhd",34.27022727272727,37.69200738636364,19.78545454545455,-43.22681818181817,122.86363636363636,1.7090909090909094,13.363636363636365,4.347061598140703,-1.4510545454545452,511,5,38,1,22,129,36,44,0.113,0.6920000000000001,0.195,0.4871,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,8,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,4,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,21,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302112629135183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142552283985084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401360560296377,0.14355212338637602,0.0,0.0,0.23045784135647165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342351325158438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307313917807227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554863820439069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748369647982382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328054679279793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373066763056017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979683301018428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Elizibeth_S,2018/11/15,"Do you easily pick up on hype/enthusiasm? A lot of the time TV shows or games will get me really hyped up and make me want to change my life in a drastic way. It's gotten to the point that I will make plans to pursue these new goals and then lose inspiration quickly. It makes it difficult to plan for my life and what I want to do because it changes so often. I don't want to go down a career path or go to college for something I was only interested in at the time only to regret it later. &#x200B; Does this ever happen to you? What do you do to combat it?",4.405966386554621,4.100572285714286,6.013109243697483,82.23042016806724,69.84033613445379,8.816806722689076,26.243697478991603,8.418075326091056,1.5039546218487392,438,11,96,6,7,151,75,119,0.085,0.809,0.106,0.1381,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,4,4,5,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,4,1,17,19,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,11,2,20,15,1,18,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,4,7,67,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413234265860516,0.2177130928782279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092213381131697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790795693431749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679426562369062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207096071399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360976062012673,0.0,0.20365468695430036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844084511027515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531083851758197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200447178634812,0.0,0.1523252783856997,0.0,0.0,0.3587952823848455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730450378886296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27253613560214657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937506570838615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478190835737186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793504333676504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089527897091909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31704013746634996,0.14221806820832927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177130928782279,0.0 adhd,gnarlychicken,2018/11/15,"I just want to be normal Just got diagnosed about a week ago and I'm not taking it well. I'm scared and confused and I don't know what to do. I'm about to start taking concerta and I'm terrified I don't want to take medicine I don't want to have ADHD I just want to be normal. I feel like the medication is just going to make me worse at everything and ruin my personality, which is the only likeable quality about myself in my book. I don't know what to do I'm thinking about not even taking medicine and just suffer. I'm so confused",0.7272318840579715,2.7905826434782632,3.2309782608695663,88.9670471014493,83.43478260869566,6.268115942028986,20.88768115942029,7.492282038375204,0.7268985507246377,424,13,93,7,12,147,56,115,0.20199999999999999,0.7070000000000001,0.091,-0.9434,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,3,0,11,2,0,1,0,26,33,7,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,11,2,14,30,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814858251033586,0.0,0.15352828161009638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579084117510071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439468045551887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565788134184091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757337401670487,0.12373164196134474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843158434473637,0.0,0.13852109392394646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903685765432504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461508038742349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561003457610065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447729169219695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393916699334334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172377233100913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122853722262494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339994977018364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258940163631768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208889705624882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097734872589254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086232239272558,0.0,0.13892781641196764,0.0,0.15572448849503526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650206968327425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rubinovyy17,2018/11/15,"I can't enjoy my favorite game So today was the release of a Fallout 76 and I am a huge fan. I was so excited. I put weeks worth of hours into Fallout 4 and was SO excited to play with this with my husband and my friends today. But here's the thing.. 2 big things have made this game so much harder for me to enjoy. 1. The game is different in a number of ways that make it difficult for an ADHD brain to play it as effective as possible. Weapons now wear down and break and you have to remember to repair them, everything has weight to it so you have to manage your inventory (before I notoriously hoarded everything), you have to eat and drink consistently, you can't pause the game, etc. For me it felt like a million things to keep track of all at once and I was constantly forgetting things and ending up overloaded or with broken stuff or just barely making it out to explore and realizing I'm missing a bunch of things. 2. This time, with this game, I'm trying to do it all without the medication I've used most of my life. I've taken Adderall since gradeschool when I was diagnosed and it helps me tremendously, I honestly can't believe I get by without it now. I had to stop taking it when I got pregnant with my daughter and my doctor says I can't start on it again until I am done nursing her. For me, breastfeeding her is far more important, especially since it's possible for me to get by without it. The awful part is that it makes parts of my day a huge struggle, even things I want to or used to enjoy. Between these two things I could not enjoy myself today. Trying to play this game was like information overload, too much stimulation, too much to keep track of, it was just too much for me. I enjoyed some of it but I found that mostly it just felt like I was lagging behind everyone because my ADHD brain just couldn't handle it. Idk I guess I just wanted to vent somewhere and thought you guys would understand. 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The second I slip on what takes sustained conscious effort, I have thirty million god damned thoughts flying at a hundred miles an hour. My last job went downhill in a manner worthy of a book, if it was a fictional dark comedy, in the words of my co-worker. Trying to do what used to just be boring work now requires me holding shut a floodgate behind which is an ocean of every strong emotion I'm capable of feeling. It's complicated enough now I'm tempted to just change careers and- \-oh look! It's been over a year. My new record before having to change careers due to my tiny little brain trying to process a small mountain of cumulative anxiety and just outright seizing like an engine that's never had an oil change. Do I need to change medications? Dosage? What were those blood pressure medications they sometimes prescribe? I can't make a career like this.",4.795835351089586,6.7071430508474625,5.074047619047622,81.2025,70.46892655367232,6.865052461662632,29.02703793381761,7.447530270364453,1.836795318805488,748,29,130,8,14,236,122,177,0.07200000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.7869,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,4,6,8,3,1,15,0,11,5,2,2,1,17,23,3,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,6,3,12,3,21,16,1,22,0,0,1,1,2,11,2,1,11,84,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136789792283476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387740858358537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251483722842128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160151146298215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375731199660767,0.0,0.15042251084241542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226569842940776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360935542271123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458587640392788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372958959067178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336645556934394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446516308287247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118666700245075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224555342976827,0.14590887645149944,0.0,0.0,0.12225009169486901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717542827481812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331200542560154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079453341590114,0.11227986381009228,0.14060156161381535,0.15482542046797587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398182066801746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094576456611985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967165327127538,0.0,0.0,0.11557383970630995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767781135365006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573392252466015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349536294196337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196717951092334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374840721963336 adhd,thatjaclynchick,2018/11/15,"That time of month (TMI?) & moodswings on meds I'm on 70mg vyvanse & 15mg adderall & have had meds for \~5 months (not that same dosage the entire time, but that's where I am now). &#x200B; So the last few months during sharkweek I've noticed I'm like an emotional wreck. Moreso than I've ever been before. Like picking fights over absolutely nothing. Getting really upset at the bf for literally nothing, deciding I'm completely done with my job because someone gave me a dirty look. I normally (pre-meds) get the usual PMS symptoms, cramps, etc. I guess I got a little bit more emotional before, but nothing that compares to now. The physical symptoms seem to be lessened a bit, or don't seem to last as long. But the mood swings are OUT OF CONTROL now. I feel like a complete nutcase. &#x200B; So- my question. How do you deal? has there been anything that works for you to quiet the 13-year old emogirl seemingly stuck inside my head? Anything I can take? Do some of you maybe not take meds that week? halp :( ",2.937153846153844,5.498140394871796,3.4012179487179486,88.04336538461538,78.38461538461539,5.951282051282053,27.698717948717945,7.1686216300943375,1.543302564102564,807,35,151,10,20,251,127,195,0.09300000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.083,-0.6005,1,0,0,0,1,0,49.0,0,3,0,2,9,6,1,1,12,0,13,5,1,3,1,22,29,8,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,3,13,3,18,21,7,22,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,7,18,82,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752942500472922,0.2132108020496234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439384251481696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348132441687161,0.0,0.14930892687258912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156379178824515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397311323708254,0.0,0.09840020712031376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044904303540907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978149035327959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737600908284664,0.0,0.0,0.09784567264625976,0.0,0.07935967255334156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436052542434413,0.06267659217943429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167391762081024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016822838924805,0.0,0.09664797479836404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003954056919126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706163099877531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302848171987922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858598176518415,0.08793168186699257,0.0,0.07764109217251049,0.07367376428737775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813975859414132,0.0,0.2923553122058493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008333111356656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595987634335515,0.25254702032242105,0.09988479235164703,0.09206120067186124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828122594543856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620411344610728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960694118171025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433602786585206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182376706306453,0.13192884641791916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023158306545241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662568882513364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037425474683791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387079062045192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132108020496234,0.056497283233581885 adhd,enzio901,2018/11/15,"Do you have difficulty remembering a series of instructions / steps? How have this affected your life? How do you cope with it? Unable to remember directions. I can go to a place 50 times but will not remember how to go there. Uses GPS for all trips. Only way I can remember a route is by a series of landmarks. But to remember a landmak they should either mean something to me or should be memorable. For example a lake, a temple, A house with a very unique design is memorable. Or being meaningful. ""This hotel belongs to that sportsman.."". &#x200B; Difficult to remember peoples names. Again when it's not meaningful. &#x200B; When learning anything, I have to practice / repeat something more number of times than my peers in order for it to stick. Eg: Learning programming, Karate, Rowing, Learning to drive. Basically what ever I have tried to learn in life. &#x200B; Basically I feel like all these boil down to finding it difficult to remember a series of steps that have no sentimental value to me. &#x200B; In contrast I remember stories very well eventhough I forget place and people names. People are amazed at how I know historical stories, variety of movies etc. But those things I just watched/read once maybe.",4.324861111111112,7.533508652777781,4.878674074074073,75.47373333333334,78.21296296296295,8.085629629629631,30.39925925925927,8.841846274778883,3.3605339259259264,983,47,150,25,25,313,126,216,0.068,0.818,0.113,0.8979,0,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,1,0,11,5,0,0,10,0,17,3,0,6,3,46,23,12,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,3,1,0,20,1,0,6,3,2,1,0,0,1,16,3,31,18,5,23,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,9,111,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223208049050314,0.3614722738821478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120042944196578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294255600787995,0.0,0.06727220435511166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760386397311249,0.0531301652554432,0.0,0.0,0.06797311720003392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453272355707936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581335409564378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087197814099248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505990053078193,0.0363335775135911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471497375407983,0.08101107141386428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920195435433314,0.0,0.05656197300124174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467702928806554,0.0,0.15540229279753145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439043696640497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6739765206531431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450779809292586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940833022101637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673185318308528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050492559579945424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423207066916384,0.0,0.12272659102970185,0.0,0.05903169146003639,0.0,0.0,0.06686784137759506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614722738821478,0.0 adhd,carmenE,2018/11/15,Officially got diagnosed with combination type ADHD. As the title says. I’m relieved I finally have answers. Starting 27mg of concerta tomorrow. Hoping it helps,4.296666666666667,7.4660082962963035,7.056740740740743,54.08733333333336,95.66666666666669,11.048888888888893,38.73333333333333,9.3871,6.834546666666667,132,9,15,6,5,47,26,27,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580721254778422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868625156388831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175347440683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30484306523733906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255478982572646,0.0,0.0,0.37857116960765697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031083550159534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269782225232384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,broadabroad18,2018/11/15,"Impulse issues I have always been an impulsive person, buying random hobbies such as knitting tools, guitars, scrapbooking, musical keyboards, etc. And spending thousands of dollars on things I never learned to do or did for a night and quit. Or I decide I want to learn about leadership and impulsively order 6 books and read one chapter of one of them. I’ve been out of high school for 5 years and decided last month I wanted to upgrade my high school math which lasted all but a week. I started booking random vacations and trips around the world for long periods of time and giving work a week or two notice each time. I ended up applying to and accepting a post secondary program a week before the semester started. My impulse issues have now begun to affect my work life. I quit my management job after 4 years to go work on a cruise ship entry level retail for 6 months, quit that after 5.5 months because I got bored and just couldn’t possibly last another 17 days on board. Came home got a job again have been home for 3 months and now I’m bored and today decided to quit my job and leave for another 6 month cruise ship contract on Saturday, even though I couldn’t last through the first one. Every decision I make feels like it just has to be the right one at the time. How do you guys deal with crazy impulse control? 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My insurance requires Adderall XR to be name brand, so the prescription costs over $200s. Generic Adderall XR without my insurance is $68. (Name and shame: Humana) I looked at their website and it looks like every ADHD medication is brand name only (adderall, ritalin, concerta, focalin, and possibly vyvanse). Is there any way I can navigate this mess? I can't afford to spend this amount on a single script. I thought the reason I had insurance was so I could be protected from this price gouging. I looked at manufacturer coupons for Adderall XR and there doesn't seem to be any. Anyone else have this experience?",5.773476752255378,8.241423946564886,5.988896599583622,73.33658570437197,69.07633587786259,9.34378903539209,35.57321304649549,9.800150414767053,4.0796351145038185,591,31,93,15,11,188,83,131,0.052000000000000005,0.903,0.045,-0.2414,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,1,3,0,14,3,0,1,0,17,20,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,13,2,13,13,2,7,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,2,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444146065897327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766009811538511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422030033958714,0.2083794861100688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237664702919047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358479029415375,0.0,0.16989189368295038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135037104075646,0.0,0.0,0.19893764074316933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278498195572533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625390379791763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935768639415918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123458405301852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048767188009689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467419285067874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927229560721896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091011291823656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851429758748556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614553009782201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142787715327725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604413972299725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OkComment7,2018/11/15,"co-morbid conditions with ADHD. Do most people with ADHD also have a co-morbid condition? If so, what are the main conditions?",2.881594202898551,5.9045551304347805,5.356521739130431,70.31420289855075,84.65217391304347,8.284057971014493,20.71014492753623,8.841846274778883,2.6320840579710145,100,3,14,3,3,35,18,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.915205280756245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30449570604542736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639728377613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AwkwardTurtle636,2018/11/15,"How do you save money? I'm really struggling building any savings, I always impulse buy things. More so when my meds have worn off or if I haven't taken it. Especially when it's all on a card, but if it's cash I usually forget I even have it. I'm really tired of living paycheck to paycheck, are there any methods or apps that help you guys with this? I've tried making a budget, but it's hard to stick to it. I don't make much money to begin with, so I don't even know what's realistic to save :(",2.292733644859812,3.253439897196266,4.514100467289719,86.52105724299066,75.26168224299063,7.219158878504674,22.72079439252337,7.645422480735847,0.849430841121495,387,10,86,5,8,135,66,107,0.15,0.757,0.09300000000000001,-0.6305,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,3,1,17,15,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,10,13,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988795555522093,0.0,0.0,0.3267249459922017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173350934227426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378623168105277,0.0,0.0,0.2151960422911471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101897138285787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202237591283125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212468019054986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32070653090445744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26683783794998783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659435103067486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30779090010778426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511372275127365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959602256495845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27610538685482383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630982395485963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645758994627678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saulmessedupman,2018/11/15,"How can I get better at remembering people's faces? So, I just went to a wedding which was basically a 15 year reunion. People were coming up to me left and right shouting my name and going through their best memories of what we did together. The whole time I was smiling and nodding back but I had no clue who I was talking to. Sure some things came back after awhile but for the most part I had no idea. It just hit me, is this an ADHD thing? Is there anyone on here who has a way to cope with this? Do I straight up admit I have a problem and apologize for not recognizing them? There has to be something wrong with me because this is constantly a problem of mine, even seeing someone from just 2 years ago which also happened to me recently. Tl;dr people constantly recognize me but I rarely recognize them. is there *anything* I can do?!",2.6233409090909103,4.9208013454545485,3.8791477272727306,85.61872159090913,77.96969696969697,6.791666666666668,26.07007575757576,7.865858978985527,1.646280303030303,662,26,128,11,16,216,108,165,0.107,0.8009999999999999,0.092,-0.7545,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,1,0,3,2,13,6,0,0,8,0,19,1,1,1,1,26,28,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,9,2,21,3,19,17,5,22,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,2,10,106,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333782470815105,0.0,0.13522811850125285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219957566967094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666788566088944,0.0,0.1255372744837149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460609961620496,0.0,0.092994266045444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009388264781296,0.13491982201252645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447881537836862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141001579194106,0.0,0.3297089727719401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075913859205568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970210889138281,0.0,0.08669880110975413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490120481204124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221260742121394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574816367250658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651989193291966,0.0,0.31728098739036875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919432687508478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062666810074632,0.0,0.17281164576844327,0.1302785503486855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156417051811615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292567906178818,0.1174419608717676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437784280003593,0.0,0.0,0.12261549633042687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202697502919304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895428152061438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108865446906453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141720616939393,0.0,0.1703188285191143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679163310401515,0.0,0.196476936394308 adhd,no_fer_rill,2018/11/15,"How Do I Help a Parent Recognize the Need for Meds? I'm a social worker in an elementary school where I work with severely emotionally distrubed kids. Many of my clients (kids) are diagnosed with ADHD. I have a parent who refuses to medicate her child, saying that he only has a mild case. I have another parent who is undermedicating her child, and refuses to increase the dosage. I want to make it clear that I'm not trying to have these children medicated to make them easier to deal with; my own child has ADHD and I've seen how much it has improved her life. I'm concerned because these kids are suffering. They are not successful academically or socially. They struggle terribly and it makes me sad to see it happening. I've attempted to educate the parents and I've talked about outcomes for untreated ADHD. I think it's part of my job to advocate for them. Plus, I care about them. At this point I'm so frustrated that I'm not sure what to do. The parents won't listen. I want to support the kids and I guess I just hope that they grow up and will be able to find the right help. Anybody have any suggestions? We're you in a similar situation? How can I best help them?",3.3888961038961085,5.411469740259744,5.056491341991343,79.38187987012986,74.54112554112555,9.122164502164503,28.00021645021645,9.642632912329526,2.80546735930736,934,38,181,26,20,316,130,231,0.10099999999999999,0.753,0.146,0.8385,6,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,7,5,8,11,1,1,12,0,17,4,0,6,2,32,37,12,0,4,5,5,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,8,15,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,4,26,6,27,33,5,9,0,2,2,0,39,7,0,3,0,117,41,6,0.10420546472210444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757041552155419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086328936867713,0.10926851560297217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352268409443965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935720625957396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062444162143504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743125848188846,0.0,0.10576635318513583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172171221402628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524190691483636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479406761937035,0.0,0.09214854830992482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954017933890864,0.0,0.0,0.10349953901403268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340784456970592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360340145493363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086738706120982,0.10564798553378976,0.0,0.0,0.11574877986582315,0.20995208547323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660300660518983,0.07726703170879133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925295159923995,0.0,0.0,0.5785391834428545,0.11284436354563275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850784634519556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899089750369121,0.0,0.08286836804811566,0.0,0.10546149356301776,0.0830382638565188,0.0,0.0,0.11772251422969605,0.0,0.0,0.11713130838546593,0.0,0.21244869676115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089381771596168,0.0,0.0,0.11825112647601825,0.09821241727956427,0.0,0.0,0.08375640531077913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677065416167584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707486703199569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292616592718293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586281939878696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,curious_marie,2018/11/15,"Immune system dependent on adderall ? Hi, so I’m a senior in college and I used to take my prescribed adderall everyday in my sophomore and junior year and I never got sick. Now I only take 15grams about once or twice a week to complete all my homework as I am trying to ween off of it so I can be completely done taking it after I graduate. However, now I find myself catching the common cold and other infections more easily. But then, when I take more of it again I don’t get sick or I start to feel better. Could this be a withdrawal effect and how long will my immune system be impaired/dependent on adderall after completely stopping the usage? 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Located in the US. The more I read about ADD the more I’m just like “this is me”. The reason why I started researching is because my mom was diagnosed at 35. I never really thought much of it until recently. However, since I’m in college I’m concerned about not being taken seriously and I’m just looking for drugs. This is 100000% not the case. In fact, the drugs part is what scares me. I have been on things like lithium and wellbutrin that did not go well at all. I’m afraid to experiment with medication because of its lasting effects. My life has been a shit show, I’m finally doing well. But I keep making the same mistakes over and over again which is preventing me from moving forward I feel. The impulsivity, the lack of follow through, the crippling forgetfulness. I flunked out of college because I discovered a way of feeding dogs called prey model raw. I. Flunked. Out. Of. College. Because. I. Became. Obsessed. With. Dog. Food. I literally would spend 12 hours reading about this, I wouldn’t do my homework, sometimes I wouldn’t eat. Is my extreme fear of abandonment BPD or is it really rejection dysphoria? In the past I haven’t ever been able to keep a job. I get the job, go balls out and do it the best anyone has ever done it. Obviously can’t sustain and fail and quit after people get frustrated with me. There’s so much more but the main focus of this post is what is the best way to be taken seriously? Go directly to a specialist? 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Hi guys, I've been trying to get a script for adderall or vyvanse and I recently just started self-medicating again with 30mg Adderall IR. My computer test is tomorrow and they mentioned to me that there would be a urine test to rule out substance abuse. I just took some Adderall today and my test is in less than 24 hours, am I fucked in that case? Also have smoked weed in the past week but I'm in CA. &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.1424893162393173,5.101625278846157,3.893589743589746,87.72918803418806,75.05769230769229,6.545299145299146,26.94017094017094,7.3871296695380915,1.404492735042735,415,16,82,5,9,132,73,104,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,4,0,9,3,2,0,0,13,14,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,12,10,2,17,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,3,9,51,12,6,0.0,0.20370241879932868,0.0,0.0,0.20661983860214755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972296055247245,0.1374879602665008,0.0,0.3725602471127811,0.4178141703314221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894142958467006,0.08982345515227523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023228459845818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931100061561566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944451026165675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096936152237595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641213885916918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975470229178394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793547484894454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216890457525553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296432307715164,0.0,0.19101444504917206,0.11672544985114387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790746330431602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213023180626333,0.0,0.4178141703314221,0.0 adhd,UltimateThoughts,2018/11/15,"Nicotine and the ADHD brain Unfortunately, a few months ago, I developed a nicotine addiction. About a year before I developed this addiction, I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI and was prescribed stimulants which did wonders for me. I went from being to a below average student to being a straight A student almost overnight. I developed pretty good study habits and worked really hard to get the grades that I did. Then over the summer break, I developed my nicotine addiction and before I knew it, senior year started. Now I know there is a lot of general senior year laziness (or senioritis), but I never developed the ""senioritis mindset"" of thinking that colleges don't care what I do during my senior year. So I was really confused as to how I went from a student with good study habits and good grades, to a student with extremely high levels of laziness and bad grades, even without changes in my medication. &#x200B; Recently, I decided I was going to quit nicotine (a little over 3 weeks clean!!!), and ended up doing a little research on the physical effects of nicotine and learned that nicotine basically just causes a rush of dopamine to be released. Then it dawned on me that maybe my nicotine addiction was causing a lot of the poor study habits I was suddenly having. Essentially, my thought process was that stimulants allow more dopamine to be released which ""rewards"" my brain when I'm completing tasks. However, if I can get that same rush of dopamine from nicotine whenever I feel like it, my body is not conditioned into wanting to complete the tasks that I would previously get satisfaction from completing. &#x200B; I guess my question is wondering if there is any validity to what I was thinking. I couldn't find any research on the subject, in fact when I googled the relationship between nicotine and ADHD, a surprising number of articles popped up endorsing the benefits of nicotine for people with ADHD. I've already made the leap to quit, and I don't have any intentions on going back, but I was just curious if this could potentially be part of the reason for my newfound laziness, or if I really just have senioritis. &#x200B; tl;dr - I was a pretty good student, and then I developed a nicotine addiction in between school years. Once the new year started, I lost all the good study habits I developed before and just became super lazy. I was thinking that my meds help my body produce dopamine so maybe nicotine was ruining the effects of my meds because I could pretty much get this dopamine boost whenever I felt like it? Could that actually be real?",10.285389610389613,9.275061305194807,9.63593073593074,63.38103896103898,58.24242424242424,12.902164502164506,45.45887445887446,11.911945987284742,5.72150303030303,2081,113,320,52,22,667,197,462,0.059000000000000004,0.802,0.139,0.9895,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,0,9,15,16,0,1,31,0,37,11,4,12,3,74,63,29,0,10,14,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,1,0,20,17,0,0,17,0,1,6,6,4,0,0,21,3,47,12,51,31,8,55,0,2,0,0,3,18,0,14,32,233,67,21,0.0,0.0,0.061451820476144316,0.3432451725955953,0.3027215710724184,0.0,0.05582108949835055,0.0,0.06305760007986605,0.0,0.06949143058516305,0.0,0.0,0.2046911808326061,0.2295544856342255,0.12846984383939375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842176401135758,0.05257918841438225,0.03838729182428178,0.0,0.16075420935219886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989592078344945,0.0,0.14059568765264965,0.0,0.0,0.06420439356525433,0.1293796699444591,0.0666162780294892,0.0,0.1980755804756854,0.0,0.0,0.15083462394084152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391549605919844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577471175625154,0.0,0.0,0.04159256932256837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03184065565896059,0.04498737944089568,0.06046322388763652,0.0,0.05755548473369584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160158117830925,0.0,0.07157714815210482,0.2640906278674558,0.0,0.0,0.0693710197580715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641075627909376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220896376291042,0.06653362690899302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03460789516254036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061530109315128,0.12622945184069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687416366406767,0.10707348975248923,0.0,0.0595858542420037,0.0,0.0,0.12652815431802153,0.0,0.13989592078344945,0.06343790481362002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026383961631786,0.0,0.04629184064072328,0.0,0.048568072094666084,0.06081897990749626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706337832506262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681927972015705,0.0,0.04365702091531287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219621505614684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054331848269535,0.133957453131026,0.0,0.07167619327118163,0.12102488456139272,0.06474594872040013,0.06217748804078944,0.0676086169567742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373126682760162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914414840737869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105020229270222,0.0,0.04999292293948169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714265755262622,0.0,0.05051253093184407,0.0,0.0,0.1167517911168053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070299030460999,0.13658141188521244,0.045844539291577766,0.0,0.0,0.044733671144497736,0.0,0.2295544856342255,0.24331234004546445 adhd,TheRealAbsurdist,2018/11/15,Thoughts on Disclosing ADHD to Colleges? Basically the title. I have ADHD. I’m applying to college and I’m unsure of what to do. On one hand it helps in explaining some of the more dramatic jumps in my grades( I got on actually effective meds and my GPA went up to a 3.7!) On the other hand people can be biased. I would disclose it in an essay that talks about my growth and development of strategies to deal with ADHD? I know this is vague be I figured y’all would have some good advice. ,1.5281168831168797,3.977589418367349,3.778423005565866,83.84125231910949,83.38775510204081,6.828942486085343,23.19480519480519,8.00094639256281,1.544497959183674,385,14,75,8,11,132,66,98,0.053,0.7709999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,9,2,2,1,0,13,16,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,9,1,18,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,0,54,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.1975912627142544,0.0,0.7300248025474978,0.19786110337738694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874797941927445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983060949866566,0.16194174536430966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357180695893513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127770751239978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249096236856468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720568183893553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037413085830394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274574662079844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074649528443702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770097982594264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28767195174362065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,I_Run_Thangs,2018/11/15,"Concerta crash My new medication is Concerta and i find myself crashing around 12 pm (lunch time at work) The dr seems to think it will help my anxiety yet im falling off at work. anyone have this same experience and would a higher dose help? &#x200B;",2.489374999999999,5.367655854166671,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.20833333333334,7.366666666666666,24.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.119266666666668,203,8,37,5,6,66,41,48,0.11699999999999999,0.778,0.105,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635537592433595,0.2955669481898783,0.0,0.0,0.18608027889831816,0.0,0.0,0.17008120669336665,0.0,0.0,0.21653789832665346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793839220214424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222319754641178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260813981794101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627442508614388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504179746500365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349256678685443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214393507564309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586033429305815,0.0,0.0,0.14183698727905752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541676965835517,0.0,0.0,0.1727928943533244,0.0,0.2955669481898783,0.0 adhd,saberToothedCat,2018/11/15,"How do I know if this is a symptom of ADHD? Hands and legs feel really light and it makes me restless. Often I find myself getting restless because I have this odd feeling in my legs and in my hands because they don't feel heavy enough. It's a little hard for me to explain. Like when I'm trying to move the mouse on my computer and it just flies past whatever i'm trying to click on. Things just seem to seem so light that I have to focus really hard on getting them there. I know this probably sounds super, super strange and don't know if it has anything to do with my ADD.",3.8895000000000017,4.472146949999999,4.911666666666669,86.56500000000004,71.16666666666666,7.666666666666668,26.666666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.336416666666667,454,14,96,5,8,149,70,120,0.09,0.812,0.098,0.6074,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,7,5,0,2,3,0,8,5,4,2,0,24,22,10,0,2,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,11,14,3,14,22,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,5,3,63,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693293488282934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538824124880202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302139425354381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510840269557805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864292786939692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258413429807304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730825884799771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383031724108572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113225605243877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225116162734882,0.1892539066402235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604325300633326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069284234234505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025640055732198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358706233463614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419343702538444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438013748396558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626318646379268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544803371623472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564017965500752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StopLookingBuy,2018/11/15,Why did I go from enjoying my night to being fixated that i may have left a door unlocked at work Is it a legit worry? how do others deal with this type of issue,1.359333333333332,2.8306070285714284,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,78.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,20.238095238095237,7.793537801064563,0.7705238095238096,126,3,27,2,3,45,33,35,0.08199999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.096,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921384406450766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161695486183657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970010509464185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41326644967155945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569457185187428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432192242046984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27690942210264285,0.3862779657968173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,assuredlyhurried,2018/11/15,"Medication Procrastination 15 days left until my long anticipated psychiatrist appointment after being diagnosed as an adult in August. I’ve made a concerted effort to keep myself motivated and not over glorify medication. I’ll still be me. I’ll still have problems. I’ll still need to be vigilant. I’m not going to instantaneously spin around my house singing “A Whole New World!!” (I might anyway, screw it). But I’ve noticed the closer it comes, the more I’m putting off projects. Home office needs organized? I’ll do it after. I need to start meal prepping for the week? Eh. I’ll start once I’m on meds. I don’t even know if I’ll actually be prescribed when I go but as realistic as I try to keep my expectations, the hope of having a whole new me that doesn’t live life overwhelmed is proving too tempting. Is this a thing? Have you done this? How do you tamp down those expectations so you can fight down the home stretch? TL/DR: I know meds aren’t going to solve all my problems but I am secretly hopeful that meds will solve all my problems. 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I've had a couple coaches recommend exercise, standing up, etc for working on projects. They also recommended multi colored pens, etc to make your workplace exciting. Do you have any recommendations that you use to keep doing your job and not get bored at work (especially when its a desk and computer job) and you just can't get yourself to do the work. 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They think I have low intelligence because I constantly zone in and out and dont catch what theyre saying. It happens all the time. Another example, we were on this trivia app the other day and I wasnt getting answers correct. They blatantly said “I wanna see her take an IQ test haha” or “I bet if you took an IQ test, the score would be higher than we all think it is.” Im so sick of it. I can’t sit still all the time, like when were watching a movie on the couch. She asked me to stop moving but I subconsciously do it anyways. One of my friends said to me “i’m gonna sit on the floor because you’re moving too much and its annoying me.” I live in a dorm with these people so I can’t just move out and stop being friends. I feel like a second class citizen in my friend group. It makes me feel really bad about myself; like some sort of alien in a human suit. 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I've seen some 'family organizer' type calendars that seem close to what i'm after. I would like something with enough space where I can write everything on and help with household tasks like grocery shopping and meal planning - wondering if anyone had any recommendations?,10.616851851851855,10.104809666666668,10.517376543209878,55.725694444444464,57.27160493827161,14.519753086419751,42.47222222222222,13.427899808715575,6.2782074074074075,377,18,55,13,4,125,67,81,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.8909999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,3,7,9,2,8,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,4,4,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.24805041561480898,0.0,0.3054840806108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728562740231162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773386934035929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626437235639324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284474109699492,0.0,0.23962543268874786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787035665978609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407531598880718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725496430419116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134535523237579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283907556946267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314028304438909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956860211424601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756555926324125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056756713458827,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JellyBunnyx,2018/11/15,"Broken foot and usually horribly active. Hey ADHDers, I broke my foot 13 days ago and initially it was a nice break (pun intended) from work, where I do 40 hours a week as a chef. Four days later. I've done nothing but play Minecraft for 16h a day solid and hyperfixated on that until the tenth day. I am now kind of bored with Minecraft as everyone I play with is at work. I normally do three sports a week and usually go swimming and to the gym at least twice a week and because of my foot haven't been able to. I am so bored and frustrated I am getting down and miserable, every little thing is upsetting and it's like a wild ride of emotion all because I feel like I am stuck here and have zero outlet. Any advice, I'm really having a rough time and this stupid moonboot thing isn't very cool either. 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Just keep having those days where I know I'm busy all day but I can't seem to identify where all my time went and why nothing on my list is done! What has helped you to recognize when and what you waste time on?,2.7019811320754705,3.821488962264152,3.1586320754717008,96.01643867924533,74.47169811320755,7.564150943396226,22.683962264150942,8.07648339933343,0.6977584905660379,197,5,48,3,4,61,39,53,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.6544,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,10,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,4,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936628093950785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31232977334436696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045718842644184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27127943990704506,0.0,0.0,0.16773219934026068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29285157889345764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778463628250778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339009199801197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292727149343033,0.27539924152525125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tcdonnie,2018/11/15,Trying to hold on to my last year I feel that time is a common element of struggle with those who have adhd. I am 22 and in my last couple of semesters of college. Time slips away and I am late on everything. I just want to be done. how to handle time management?,1.539818181818184,3.3183451636363657,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,79.18181818181819,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.759109090909091,204,6,45,3,5,68,40,55,0.045,0.93,0.025,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,12,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106280019380344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428389549336177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859896440233212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645022415115019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322941433661828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068905810314815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213714192762117,0.2915628747445957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702066067364873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521438624555697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548263278046236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245097283775474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664447537659608 adhd,411220,2019/01/09,"I really want to lie to my mom and girlfriend about taking my meds. I want to stop taking meds. I hate my meds. Ok I'm 18 in high school and I take concerta and strattera and I'm really grumpy since I hate my meds. I have no energy and I just can't get good sleep and like I have no motivation to do stuff I need to do. I have such a low sex drive too. Like over summer during vacation I stopped taking them and like I couldn't go like a day without jerking off but now I'm getting more sexually active with my girlfriend and I'm having actual erectile dysfunction and I haven't jerked off in like a week and it's so frustrating and embarrassing. Like I'm 18 I shouldn't have to deal with erectile dysfunction. Every time I ask my mom if I can stop taking them she says no since I did better in school with them last year. But now I'm a senior and I'm taking like two actual classes with work involved so like I don't think that matters anymore. Also ever since I scratched my mom's car bumper (which was while I was a very new driver) I have to take my meds whenever I drive. Then I told my girlfriend all this and like she got mad at me because she is worried that I'm gonna get into a serious accident if I don't take my meds. So like where I'm at right now is I'm really having a bad case of being 18 and like my mom is blaming it on ADHD and like I'm having so many problems with my meds side effects. So like I might be honest with my mom and agree to not drive if it means I don't have to take my meds but like I might also just want to not take my meds and lie to my girlfriend and my mom. Not sure if I followed the rules right I'm just really grumpy and like I feel like I have no one likes to talk to about this so I'm complaining on the internet. Tl;Dr I'm 18 in highschool and my meds kill my appetite and energy and sex drive and it's so excruciatingly frustrating. My mom and my girlfriend says I can't stop taking my meds because I need to focus in school and while I'm driving. I kind of want to lie to them about taking my meds and kinda live happier. 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Typed a number I. Wrong yesterday causing a problem to not big deal it was caught. My boss was nice about letting me know that this had happened. No where close to a dressing down. But I have always had a problem dealing with criticism. Mainly because it just gets stuck in my head. Any coping ideas? ,2.952919254658384,5.483928971014496,3.3035610766045562,88.93434782608698,78.1304347826087,5.681987577639752,27.248447204968944,6.868970318607317,1.3583316770186338,285,12,53,3,7,88,55,69,0.245,0.701,0.054000000000000006,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,2,0,13,12,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,5,1,9,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,37,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500781902075596,0.0,0.0,0.1430286783887115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821258559509255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606241569411805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6505096385672087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988648970412998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859903089120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158548320940314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743209778930455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155894961568108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507226323490694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40250655148283737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264259850105552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531196038755456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995811941183125,0.0,0.0 adhd,yosieyos,2019/01/09,"Here’s to those of us who perpetually overachieve and underachieve in the same instance. May we continue to perplex management for eternity. Just proactively delivered a ridiculously detailed competitor analysis while missing a huge deadline on something I was actually assigned. My boss didn’t know whether to praise or reprimand. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ",9.375094339622644,13.247891037735851,8.136452830188679,55.60807547169816,63.150943396226396,13.296603773584904,52.109433962264156,11.979248473330829,8.626187924528303,287,22,33,12,5,88,50,53,0.084,0.807,0.10800000000000001,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,7,2,1,6,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,26,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.5376876128430352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028101753745782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241796947368607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6627741811942579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SensioSolar,2019/01/09,"Can adhd cause erectyle disfunction? So I'm a recently diagnosed adhd at the age of 19. Also, I'm with my first girlfriend and i am having a hard time getting erection with her, when I think of her when I'm doing others things i do get it but not when I'm with her and supposed to. I'm always thinking in other things than what i am doing and I think this may cause it... I just overthink and can't focus on her and what i am doing and can't get hard... Does this make sense? Thanks people",0.5521765734265713,2.6103801442307706,2.6203496503496524,93.11555944055945,84.09615384615384,4.935664335664336,19.06993006993007,6.1124844417494595,-0.0986230769230767,381,10,83,3,11,128,60,104,0.013000000000000001,0.941,0.046,0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,3,0,19,25,12,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,12,1,10,24,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537068537319696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095169539516762,0.15706384869648465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38781803873063697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915879236422157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518557654838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055957608852986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958586951585919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338184644818798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599909260674935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086275637793227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863782113181168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378529812040347,0.0,0.0,0.2508081637142809,0.3628502999061264,0.0,0.0,0.11006775950067084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swatphilly,2019/01/09,"Boyfriend got rejected from job due to ADHD medication My boyfriend takes Vyvnase for his ADHD, prescribed by his doctor. He was offered a food service job on the condition that he took a drug test. He told HR and the third party drug test company about his prescription and offered to have his doctor send it to them, and they told him that it would not be an issue and not to worry about it. He just got an email saying that they have decided not to continue with his employment because of the results of his drug test. Can he do anything about this?",6.9542767295597505,6.931372981132077,6.773584905660377,77.96559748427673,64.47169811320754,10.085534591194973,34.647798742138356,9.725611199111238,3.2120742138364786,440,18,82,8,6,139,64,106,0.03,0.9229999999999999,0.047,0.2037,3,1,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,7,0,7,7,0,1,0,12,13,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,1,11,0,15,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,22,1,0,0,2,56,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762774353441639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882459950101194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542941830196383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32046437186393595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446334322345016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929689697749505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504094014677348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339408782004514,0.3106968981498286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770433565281533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449222307274865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177036396179771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991741704151321,0.17392914926041408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898077779867642,0.0,0.11120628762695044,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DONOTTOUCHYOURDICK,2019/01/09,Which ADHD meds have you used and what was your experience/opinion on them? I have been taking 10-20mg of adderall most everyday (usually 5 days a week) I have been on it for 3-4 months. It makes me irritable and a bit depressed. ,2.3830851063829783,4.074604702127663,4.558457446808512,83.30875,76.44680851063829,8.104255319148937,26.643617021276608,8.841846274778883,2.0242808510638293,179,7,38,4,4,62,39,47,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,4,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945511403396877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584170618906029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172544892510534,0.0,0.2827631183317604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914187657005166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646657545971599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620448244664424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683970321487844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28354459784467656,0.3615745456755487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633413484212546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HindianaJ,2019/01/09,"No meds work? whats up guys I'm 17 and recently I've tried Concerta, Vyvanse, Strattera and Adderall but none of them seem to work. The only thing that made a bit of a difference is 72mg Concerta but even with that the results were almost unnoticeable. Has anyone else gone through the same thing? What works best for you guys? 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My psych asked for me to not make an appointment until I pay for and take the test that apparently my insurance doesn't pay for. Has anyone else experienced this? 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I missed a tattoo removal appointment today. I got a reminder yesterday and even spoke to the woman on the phone about my appointment. I never wrote it down in my phone calendar. If I don’t do that there’s almost no hope I’ll ever get there. I’m so mad and angry at myself. About 10 minutes ago (4:02) I realized I had missed my appointment (at 1:30) and I’m just so embarrassed. I have been late and missed several appointments with this woman prior and I’m almost considering finding someone else to go to, but she has the best laser in town for removal because it is the most updated laser on the market. I don’t even want to call. I know I’ll have to later but I’m so upset and angry that I still have to struggle with this and broke down in to frustrated tears after realizing I had missed again. I try to remember to put things in my phone calendar and put as many reminders as I can, but sometimes it doesn’t work out. I don’t know how to handle this. Last month I was late for a doctors appointment because I thought it was at 3:30 but it was at 3:00. As an adult being late or not showing up isn’t cute anymore (but it never really was in the first place). Anyone here found any useful ways of coping with this? I’m losing my mind trying to do this on my own... 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I was diagnosed with ADHD as child and got put on adderall and stayed on it up until my senior year of high school when I guess I thought that I wanted to manage my ADHD on my own. Well let me tell you what a huge mistake that was. My senior year was one of the worst academic years of high school I’ve ever had, but I still managed to get into a decentish college. My first year of college I flunked and had to sit out a semester. Now I’m back and I’m terrified because I know I need to get back on medication to help me focus and get things done for school and even just for my life, because I can’t get anything done and it’s been noticeably putting a strain on my relationship with my girlfriend. I have no idea where to start though, do I just go to a psychiatrist or psychologist? Do I go to a general practitioner or family doctor? Any advice will help TL;DR ADHD sucks and I want to get back on medication but have no idea where to even start. 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I [21 F] and my partner [22 M] have been comming to terms with his adhd and finding where it affects our relationship and working on ways to alleviate problems or deal with them. I'm pretty positive on the matter, we've been together over 7 years and i want to learn as much as i can to be as helpful to him and our relationship. I know the classic problems, i know that he doesnt mean to interrupt me, that he doesnt purposefully forget things or try to ignore me. I get his time management lacks. BUT what i have the hardest problem with is an issue i havent seen anything about in regards to adhd. So im wondering if its adhd or just him. The issue is he will always forget or delay any sort of affection after i get upset. For instance i tell him my feelings got hurt because he spent so long playing video games after i told him what time it was that we miss the sunset we were gonna go watch. He then spends 20 mins explaining himself (comes off as very defensive tbh) and im mostly hurt because instead of devoting that time to hugging me and saying sorry hes just seemingly making excuses. I would feel so much better after these little things (especially now knowing its adhd not him) if he just spent 10 mins showing me some love and 10 mins explaining that he didnt mean to lose track of time. He often explains/defends himself first before ever apologizing. I sometimes have to tell him ""you didnt even say sorry"" or ""you havent even kissed me or hugged me"" he often doesnt realize that he didnt do those things and says he thought he did. So what im wondering is, is this something anyone here has experience with. Is this a symptom of relationships with a partner who has adhd? TLDR; My partner has adhd and struggles with showing me affection. Not on a regular basis but after any type of hurt feelings or fight or something. Is that a symptom/ caused by adhd or is it just him? 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Who here works in sales, and how does it fit? Sales. I've heard this is one of the best jobs for us hyperactive types. &#x200B; I'm curious to know who's in the field and how it works out for them. I'm skeptical with certain aspects of it. Like, how do you sit at a desk and stare at a computer screen all day for inside sales? Or how do you deal with the repetition of cold calling/ prospecting. &#x200B; Sales seems like it's still very largely a desk driven job. And I can't imagine a worse place for someone with ADHD than stuck in the same place, parked at a desk for the entire work day. I can see us talking people's ears off for 45 hours a week like we're driven by a motor. &#x200B; SO. What's your experience been like?",1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,79.98039215686275,5.648627450980393,21.31111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.2733158169934642,588,17,129,6,15,186,93,153,0.027999999999999997,0.813,0.159,0.9577,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,3,1,6,7,7,1,0,12,0,6,1,1,4,2,19,15,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,1,5,6,8,6,23,10,3,20,0,0,3,0,12,11,0,2,10,73,16,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367791521040262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615558708779624,0.4054731211663625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672995741258525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357917578673885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346944522794816,0.114674164202813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733890204295158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880515466108016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095400216049121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311384875020681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611295886019546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736717887069396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537293023160271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771134943516775,0.0,0.2324252130333252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863661879381497,0.1012604253736128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942455727512391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882913301373886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089403176611441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675941320814919,0.0,0.0,0.09177713388725932,0.0,0.0,0.08922271119364071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293223959835125,0.0,0.11335378036701113,0.0,0.0,0.4054731211663625,0.0 adhd,coffeeshopAU,2019/01/09,"tfw when you get hit with murphy's law I just started school again for the first time in 2 years, and it's a fully online program. I am super determined to do this correctly - I'm not gonna slack off, I'm gonna do all the readings to completion even the extra material and all that, because this program is going to help me build my career and I don't want to fuck that up. So today I figured I'd tackle this week's readings for one of my courses, and previously I'd noticed that the prof posted an audio clip with a course introduction, and I decided I'd start by listening to that since, you know, I'm trying real hard to be a completionist here, right? Well turns out this stupid audio clip is 16 minutes long! Sixteen whole minutes, and no written transcript!! My adhd is not that bad overall - *except* for when it comes to listening to anything! So like of fucking *course* I get hit with this immediately. Anyways I'm gonna turn it on and play phone games while I listen and if that doesnt work I guess I'll blast my computer volume and do some dishes (ie the only context in which i've ever been able to listen to podcasts). Just wanted to share this with you guys cause it's just.... so *typical*, you know? Determined to do a thing Correctly, then said thing immediately turns out to be a thing I cannot necessarily do correctly. (Also I wonder if it's worth transcribing it myself and passing that along to the prof so future generations of students don't need to deal with this? That's a lot of work though so i dunno)",3.252941176470589,4.955464973856209,4.878371241830067,81.88787058823532,74.09803921568627,7.5103790849673215,25.96549019607843,8.238735603445708,1.6944691764705886,1206,42,236,20,25,407,164,306,0.03,0.865,0.10400000000000001,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,0,4,18,9,3,0,13,0,16,3,0,1,6,48,49,23,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,7,0,1,25,19,1,0,5,4,1,3,7,4,1,2,3,8,21,5,37,39,6,27,0,0,0,2,15,8,2,7,16,155,46,13,0.12748399466036905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321098768702315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194890447119848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490846526517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644381053139378,0.07771305988130246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096117959872536,0.0,0.10981617319557672,0.13366454291689872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314304006914198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420197614298502,0.1153165717667383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843782073288108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571379762757824,0.1332102510044075,0.0,0.07245209203529758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043799279103975,0.12622919771885407,0.0,0.0,0.11420061880723185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544983437357018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012373894170413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228224032575516,0.0,0.0,0.1128193235870686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838233338945504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452776669683273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514137287905754,0.0,0.0,0.08638645409358013,0.0969573225880236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209442705364433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550369872796841,0.14510469572182072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887063487924252,0.12126647246304,0.0,0.0,0.12902060864194176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545607776630816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046765515425747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540841040854168,0.0,0.1252523774822177,0.0,0.0743369424855891,0.0,0.1208399206257924,0.0,0.0,0.0865532641052018,0.4159979347196021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503867260941874,0.0,0.1022599708005316,0.0,0.11462342141194305,0.0,0.0,0.14233132732238687,0.0,0.0,0.13825095410604596,0.18561973287959416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209551283433011 adhd,alyska__,2019/01/09,Got diagnosed and it feels so good! I’ve been dealing with getting my mental health in order for about three months for the first time in my 19 1/2 years and I always knew I had depression and anxiety but only about a month ago I realized I definitely also have ADHD. I brought it up to my psych last month and when I went back this month we discussed it more and I got officially diagnosed as an Unspecified Type and a Ritalin prescription! I couldn’t be more excited. When I realized I had ADHD I spent about two weeks obsessively researching and reading this sub & the ADHD turning into the distracting thing for a while. I’m so happy and any advice is incredibly welcome! ,4.224860139860141,6.345801500000004,5.720629370629371,75.098006993007,72.46153846153847,9.650349650349654,29.51048951048952,10.018931242160765,3.3373076923076934,545,23,97,16,11,184,86,130,0.061,0.779,0.16,0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,7,0,7,4,0,0,0,17,17,16,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,3,0,3,9,1,15,4,13,6,2,21,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,14,69,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105151025336984,0.13836664333273155,0.1255169191845748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323481908845802,0.1178197862960387,0.15341995073457304,0.0,0.09629060242139373,0.0,0.10832107765495624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088791117265404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597996635874508,0.12195701865467093,0.2874353125530262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159553923159674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204420692573832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739784245424312,0.0,0.0,0.11876458268132707,0.2264956106988367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073230582799907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505106564588905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542019820837968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269615616128828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520844972195837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769066072365467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163500463920636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407054677242176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256616662636941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401653447047434,0.13831938797062052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358032098187462,0.0,0.0,0.1312615470421392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911836237180536 adhd,emersynjc,2019/01/09,"My school’s accommodation specialist knows his audience I got an email from my school’s accommodation specialist about using a note taking software this semester. It was a mass email sent out to everyone who receives notetaking accommodations at my university. (I don’t know the exactly percentage, but I’d say that a lot of students receiving notetaking related accommodations have a diagnosis of AD/HD or another learning difference. Anyway, being the ADHD human I am, I didn’t read the email and skimmed it for the important details. I got to the end and read this. **TL;DR: If you want to use Sonocent this semester for note taking, fill out this form:** It was bolded and everything for my (and I’m assuming many of my peers) convenience. My accommodation specialist knows his audience and adjusted accordingly. 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Like the title says I finally made an appointment (thanks to some of yall on here), is there anything I should know before hand? Should I bring anything?",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,67.44444444444444,9.555555555555557,30.555555555555557,9.725611199111238,2.7545555555555548,187,7,36,4,3,58,31,45,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.7383,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,8,13,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,4,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7174349907153349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728535672278995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183460262865141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31942027777115817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197601816305627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27497959676284844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23110254110441905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675521019721901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,omarburn,2019/01/09,"My Personal experience with ADHD There are no windows and my gaze drifts toward the orange door of my classroom. My foot bounces up and down, and my attention pings around during the lecture. My professor is speaking just a few feet away, but he fades in and out of my focus. I drift between the PowerPoint on the screen in front of the classroom and the notes on my computer. I absently enter bullet points. Occasionally, a ripple of laughter flows through the classroom. My classmates’ questions and stories, along with my professor’s responses, swirl around me and fill the room. This isn’t a boring class. This lecture on mental health and exercise definitely interests me. And my professor does his best to keep us engaged with amusing and interesting stories. Still, like a pinball, my focus bounces from one thing to another. The lecture is the last thing my brain wants to pay attention to, even though I *want* to pay attention and I’m trying hard to. But I’m caught up in the chaos of the sounds of my fellow students—zippers, coughs, pen, keyboard clicks…. This is just a snippet of what ADHD looks, sounds and feels like to me. At the time of this lecture, I didn’t know I had attention issues; they weren’t identified. But it was the beginning of figuring out that piece of my story. Learning and attention issues are tricky, because there’s no “before” and no “after” that can help mark them. They are just part of who you are. I realized around middle school that maybe I felt “different.” But since “different” was my normal, I didn’t think too much on it. I’ve been told that everyone experiences occasional “ADHD-like” symptoms. But it’s the frequency and the severity of symptoms that make ADHD what it is for me. Maybe everyone zones out once in a while, but I *constantly* have to work to stay focused. And it’s frustrating because I’m not always successful. In high school, my friends and I all joked about “my ADHD” well before I was ever diagnosed. I couldn’t stay on topic for long. I could never remember my locker combination (much less find stuff *in* my locker!). And I was constantly borrowing pencils because I never brought one to class. I did well enough in high school. But in college, the attention and focus challenges were just too much. When the lecture ended that day, I heard my professor asking us to connect with him if we needed support with the mental health issues we’d been discussing. Encouraged in that moment, I took that first step. I emailed him. With that one email, I started my journey of being evaluated for learning and attention issues: the wait, the evaluation itself and what the results meant. I learned that I have ADHD. (I also have challenges with processing speed, visual memory and working memory.) The diagnosis changed my life for the better. After years of struggling in silence and feeling different, the biggest positive was understanding myself a lot better—and why I see the world the way I do. I was able to get academic help and accommodations, which helped me complete my university degree. I never hesitate to tell people that being evaluated for learning and attention issues was the best choice I’ve ever made. ADHD doesn’t define me, but it does help me understand who I am.",5.627212969786292,7.664077027118642,6.0321739130434775,74.6595725865881,68.55932203389831,9.198231392778188,32.14812085482682,9.653516015845867,3.387877671333825,2586,114,425,60,46,831,275,590,0.054000000000000006,0.804,0.141,0.9954,5,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,4,1,3,9,21,21,1,1,35,0,36,11,3,3,6,97,66,38,0,7,14,0,4,2,2,0,8,4,3,1,31,40,0,2,25,3,3,11,13,3,2,4,23,11,71,18,73,38,12,72,0,0,3,0,31,34,0,3,26,320,102,35,0.060756633922674975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111236702020275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048587058197195936,0.05055438653613145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370862813642476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225885603677373,0.056799251174995125,0.0,0.057082857556441276,0.0,0.0,0.11111004034972427,0.0,0.10339884106132256,0.0,0.12752067783082416,0.10746861073824147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782449688294037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427246264802533,0.0,0.0637021747245913,0.13131267416155992,0.0,0.04850922837495858,0.0,0.0,0.03918300260920797,0.0,0.0,0.061666704514418226,0.0,0.19043325317653936,0.0,0.0,0.10633707955492756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381234413113221,0.06277784411410801,0.0,0.04012918369646532,0.1099157075319923,0.0,0.11611113476292508,0.0,0.11886329252076536,0.0,0.0,0.06144075928779031,0.04340455141410848,0.05833589647829066,0.0,0.055530462706095775,0.05167956177708652,0.0,0.0,0.04694042465531188,0.0,0.03174283358700883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054426010175620036,0.0,0.0,0.1291629215030322,0.0,0.0,0.16289556409396508,0.12838543901996188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31707070373109475,0.0,0.05400328782917593,0.0,0.0,0.033390257080656766,0.04952476572688805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291420732671509,0.05936524479699759,0.0,0.0,0.05376770912179616,0.05102027054578224,0.0,0.0,0.05165311748326863,0.0,0.05748939605158587,0.040555524926379816,0.0,0.1220764100439338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245679376250042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398935004318974,0.04505027420915042,0.14057778482651873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952860138940059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470383224562491,0.123510802620148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579351384750295,0.0,0.04212099998834207,0.053050349248662816,0.0,0.0,0.057434657336513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806133480227934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882542243644314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844668715148766,0.048415171048460534,0.0,0.0,0.06863770264433493,0.0,0.05025851542256795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043003858203147984,0.12951697566839848,0.04852032633319175,0.0,0.0,0.06351602545549,0.06955180994415161,0.0,0.06894590817676541,0.0,0.1262988118905997,0.0,0.0,0.053103976005458894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072801577230727,0.0389303977722959,0.05969308435074865,0.0,0.035427681832219164,0.0,0.0,0.05805556738146255,0.067502855814572,0.04124976626330268,0.0,0.0,0.12649959722256493,0.146165499683905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167167367539788,0.04822578801929165,0.0,0.0,0.10925502094977683,0.0,0.054823412025330746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846310620745003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039125280261712976 adhd,MaryTHealthCoach,2019/01/09,How to Make Elderberry Syrup A great way to boost your immune system :),1.0258974358974378,2.699951076923078,2.4384615384615387,85.29820512820513,115.15384615384615,4.810256410256411,12.025641025641027,6.42735559955562,-0.17969743589743548,56,1,10,1,3,18,12,13,0.0,0.429,0.5710000000000001,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7283759173519727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409932189762421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243982302016708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,treyontop,2019/01/09,"Issue with boundaries Just looking for some similar experiences or suggestions, tbh. TL:DR I embarrass myself a lot and have trouble getting over it! But would be appreciative if you would read all :) much love either way! I’m a 27(F) with hyperactive-impulsive. Throughout my life, I have had big trouble understanding boundaries, which can be particularly hard for a woman. Aside from the typical unladylike impulsive comments and behaviors, it’s led to me thinking people and society are “weak” and can’t handle bluntness and sincerity (this may be true in reality, but I have a feeling it’s overblown from my perspective because when I am on medication, I understand others’ boundaries a bit better). My issue is sometimes I literally cannot comprehend them. I blame a lot on society when it comes to interpersonal relationships. Again, it may be true sometimes, but it’s my explanation for EVERYTHING. I try hard to understand. I don’t get it, so I do particularly embarrassing things. I tend to talk to everyone in the same manner, whether it’s my doctor, boss, or neighbor. While some aspects of this I find to be good, I know my lack of comprehension on this causes me trouble. Some examples throughout my life: • In primary school I was picked on for being annoying and weird, borrowed other kids’ stuff without asking first, and would act oddly toward the teachers at times- most of them thought it was “cute” or “fun,” having an outgoing little girl who was otherwise a good student and kindhearted, so that didn’t create problems then • In secondary school, I would get in trouble for disruptive things like dancing around the room, making inappropriate comments, disregarding authority (unintentionally and through demeanor), and throwing items if I got bored during lessons- again, I was still well liked by teachers and had more friends than before due to school switch and much kinder and forgiving folk • Smaller jobs from a working age turned out okay, but occasionally I’d say something horribly offensive or rude on accident and irritate my coworkers or bosses- overall still well liked! I was a good worker and had tons of energy and I got away with a lot more anyway • University was the bigger issue, what I could get away with in school days was limited. I have always been more into entertainment like reading and such (when I can calm down and focus, yeah) instead of partying, surprisingly, so I distanced myself from the other youth in a lot of cases. (I’ve always been very smart so I didn’t get my diagnosis until last year of secondary, even though my behavior was wild; naturally I’ve always got in more with an older aged crowd for the intellectual maturity of things, clearly not behavior :) University was first big struggle. I was able to control myself in lectures but would get restless and need to walk the halls and roam the yard, so I missed a lot. My grades suffered for the first time. And most of all, my interpersonal skills became evidently lacking. Especially with university professors and lecturers. My habits included horribly inappropriate comments in their serious academic presence, many an image macro or meme sent along with my informal yet well written e-mails, rambling discussions and debate out of line with our lecture topic, disrespectful behavior unintended etc. I had it called to my attention many times, sometimes shaped up, sometimes didn’t. It got easier when I started taking medication but the pain was still there. While somehow, yet again, most peers and instructors and even administration still appreciated me and liked me, I had a sort of reputation that was hard to describe. Unusual and goofy, was what I heard. Not the best thing when trying to study and get recommendations to corporations! • Work after university wasn’t so rough as I had practice before and medication to help me make decisions. Occasionally stepped out of line with a boss but it was insignificant enough to ignore. Work today is decent and majorly uneventful which I am grateful for. • Relationships- I’ve been with my man 32(M) for 3 years having met in our first out of uni job. He’s spectacular but does not have ADHD at all. He tries to understand but I drive him crazy sometimes. Some days I don’t want to be touched, others I am too smothering for him. I am afraid to have children because I fear this will put more stress on us. Overall it’s strong bond but I am too self conscious with him still. I’m annoying even though he says I’m not :) In all of the above situations, I am able to keep relationships due to my lack of inhibition which many find refreshing, albeit sometimes offensive haha. But I embarrass myself because I don’t get boundaries unless someone tells me flat out what they want/don’t want or expect from me. I wanted to get this out. Thanks to anyone who reads and replies! 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I can’t even remember what I want no matter how many times I’ve gotten it.",7.7748780487804865,6.418729048780492,7.946463414634148,74.60310975609757,63.39024390243903,10.151219512195123,35.134146341463406,8.841846274778883,3.0018682926829268,165,6,30,2,2,54,34,41,0.062,0.871,0.067,-0.2023,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,4,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087027061703094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738539898174954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34655929378658673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294549303607236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598150167385485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725353532648632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756751767828696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MadVaughn,2019/01/09,"My favorite ADHD superpower is surprising myself with gifts. I got a package from Amazon that I forgot that I ordered. It makes me want to order flowers to myself to arrive on Valentine's day. Be like, ""Flowers? For me? From...me???😳😳😳"" Learning how to love myself, warts and all, is a constant process. And I feel like I found a cheat code.",1.1757089552238789,3.6592366268656735,3.1747574626865687,87.21795708955227,85.71641791044777,4.544029850746268,24.792910447761198,5.985473137389443,0.8408223880597014,262,11,49,2,8,88,46,67,0.045,0.684,0.271,0.9226,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,1,11,10,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,11,4,8,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,32,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197219343225789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37740735725331387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523269072712046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765876351121481,0.2494991004723541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829266645945356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27932134240381584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34124474723536835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31520522996999634,0.0,0.2331222569674317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599243084847774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,galapagosh,2019/01/09,"Job Issues w/ ADHD,Depression & Chronic Pain -- need advice **TLDR; I have complicated mental and physical health issues. My current work is accommodating me, but the pay is low and I'm taking a 75% cut in order to have reduced hours. I want a different job.** I've been in my current position for two years, and the pay is the lowest grade for software in my area. And the pay never increases. I didn't realize how hard it would be to budget with 20% less pay than my previous job, but I was unemployed after leaving due to having severe depression issues at the old job and running myself out of sick time, so I was desperate and thought this job would have some kind of rewards for staying on... *PSYCH* on that I guess. I'm currently on FMLA because I was doing a doozy with my sick time again and I'm often taking personal days to lay in bed staring at the ceiling. I'm in tech so I do feel so so fortunate for the good health benefits I have and the pay I get, even though it's been really hard for me to budget. And that I -can- take paid mental health days to some limit that I need and mostly my boss doesn't badger me about it. I just got diagnosed with fibromyalgia which was also causing a lot of my sick time in the last couple of months and why I had to go to 30 hr days because the pain from sitting would get to be too much. I'm really hoping I only have to do this schedule for another month or so, I'm trying some new medication through a specialist I saw that seem to be really helping with the pain issues, and I will be starting PT this month. At my old job, which I did end up having to quit, I was able to work overtime frequently without getting exhausted. However, I worked in a closed cube and spent a large portion of the day fucking around but still got my tasks done in a reasonable time, so no one noticed. Once we all moved to open-concept cubes at this job I started having severe anxiety around constantly appearing busy but then also having significant difficulty focusing when I would try to. I had a closed cube at this job for about a year and then got moved to a partially-open cube. I'm having the same issues with anxiety about not doing enough, but also having similar issues with getting stuck on larger projects and getting distracted. I'm finally medicated for ADHD as of December, 10mg Adderall and it's done wonders for my energy and I have some modicum of focus but it is still pretty scattered. I also take 60mg duloxetine at night for pain & depression and that appears to be causing some moderate to severe fatigue in the AM still... I tried to step down on it in December but it ended up triggering severe pain and I missed a ton of work. &#x200B; AGH. So many details. I'm so sorry. I am working with a pain specialist, a therapist, a prescriber/psych, and at the end of the month, PT. I think there are still adjustments to be done to get the ADHD meds in line, but I also KNOW I need to be patient and not try to change everything at once. I've been considering taking a lower-stress job with less base pay, but when I tried to do that last time I quit a job I ended up dog-walking 5 days a week for $600 a month, which didn't even pay my rent. Most lower-wage jobs are highly skeptical of advanced degrees it seems, especially in Engineering where you -should- be able to keep a job. I just don't know what to do. I've done some applying to different jobs but I feel so frustrated and stuck here. There are multiple VALID reasons why this job is not good for me, as an ADHD person and otherwise. I'm not going to list them here right now because this post would become 10,000 characters long...",4.823285123966944,5.57613992699725,6.009576446280992,78.9161828512397,69.15151515151516,9.410881542699725,29.725550964187327,9.569149931871646,2.660112121212121,2881,106,558,61,48,966,307,726,0.16,0.778,0.062,-0.9971,27,0,0,0,0,0,92.0,1,1,1,10,40,23,4,1,38,0,63,19,0,7,2,102,116,56,0,11,18,0,4,0,0,7,18,0,2,2,25,37,0,2,13,0,12,10,11,17,0,2,26,6,55,6,100,75,18,105,0,5,2,1,6,39,1,18,52,376,80,31,0.07941241009683313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087656953261511,0.03880044403096479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587651891588098,0.0,0.1290649697426463,0.048247385194543385,0.0,0.041635418041059705,0.060750276362752466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069388139482567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261360217353117,0.04385238391787905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157842032457133,0.042003900086320455,0.0,0.0,0.042908301769569564,0.0,0.0,0.043934160661982864,0.0,0.12803608721921064,0.0,0.10259668867838696,0.04030096231509266,0.0,0.08296906648128964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253293385788894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067164898740445,0.04102712395266543,0.0,0.05245114791268127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035685376826635466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040153300620904386,0.0,0.0,0.04349620680657058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036707746749996974,0.12446911994772122,0.0,0.0451319027177391,0.06660736189294607,0.09527003822423992,0.0,0.043740861377970015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113792125978363,0.0,0.0,0.1266175176618342,0.0,0.0,0.026614232273072615,0.04195178565558316,0.0,0.0394372207778853,0.03910261376676357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486577724476733,0.5516319443964818,0.035292699436952464,0.0,0.04134790240247172,0.04364298377527786,0.06473171326210403,0.0,0.04204313802285853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035138741986443164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033756795624834315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025585978378128,0.0,0.0,0.044104642685610485,0.07999964856329078,0.08002903137941687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846557025176686,0.08440282433185789,0.029188629365093914,0.08832494378371067,0.030623873143235187,0.03834850026078517,0.0,0.03726158366584273,0.0,0.0,0.045205777618577365,0.08332996579138925,0.08457162501243508,0.026905952145470573,0.03019835816944576,0.2535012100027392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693398534171057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03802756862754637,0.04039548517262631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446487320475589,0.0,0.0,0.07631043506851093,0.08164918369776918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390888216032924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722940756306188,0.0,0.17942683913113108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444478457568152,0.056208512599970124,0.04232153150292391,0.1268377065690459,0.0,0.04548332372969786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492706234911034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046101964416698366,0.0,0.025442132928735216,0.03901114486065488,0.03152229158229974,0.1157650373628716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347895342206147,0.0,0.0387871927950557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023419748489855556,0.0,0.0318499226484722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165734830214794,0.0,0.0,0.03827536474744216,0.04305968562169934,0.144532950869335,0.0,0.0,0.1410307441985893,0.0,0.048247385194543385,0.05113898846422277 adhd,codemonkey425,2019/01/09,"Reducing Distractions & Tidying Up TLDR- Tidying up my house/workspace has led to reduced anxiety, more clarity, and greater personal acceptance.  I am going through a reworking/understanding of my ADHD, which has taken me on some interesting and surprising turns. I was reading The Bullet Journaling Method, by Ryder Carroll to see if there were more insights I good learn and improve on my practice. “Reducing Distractions” caught my attention. I am working with a job coach who specializes in ADHD. He also talked about cutting down steps to reduce distraction. I was getting over a sinus infection again and realized that decluttering my house would help with my dust allergy (hopefully avoiding another infection) and may lessen my ADHD symptoms by reducing choices. This all clicked so I checked out Mari Kondo’s book “The Life Changing Magic of Tidying Up” from the library. I consumed it and her follow-up “Spark Joy” over the holiday. My spouse and I have gone through the first 2 steps of clearing the clothes and books. I can already tell I feel much lighter and less burdened. She just released a Netflix show last week (ironically timed) if you are curious. The process she has of holding each object and deciding if it sparks joy for you was a tough but very enlightening process. I realized I have not been living as authentically as I thought I had been. Making choices to please others I really did not need too. Even down to what shoes I wear every day. Life changing indeed.",6.746450381679393,8.938566812977099,6.58846564885496,71.1591106870229,65.98473282442748,10.125496183206108,39.05419847328244,10.355215969177356,4.7484497709923685,1203,68,184,32,20,379,174,262,0.047,0.826,0.127,0.9623,1,1,1,1,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,8,15,1,4,12,0,19,8,2,2,2,45,31,18,0,6,7,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,8,14,0,5,10,7,1,6,2,7,0,1,12,3,30,8,31,17,8,23,0,0,2,0,12,11,0,6,6,132,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266940106156948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120740982617726,0.11682338232707977,0.0,0.15828203467402951,0.0,0.0,0.15318189037312066,0.11175391783935933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30907516345439284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421214340576488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648715405692827,0.0,0.12308213408788228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386449786290875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425903991711412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632290000414177,0.0,0.08302294656464433,0.12252839154234114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979170764275294,0.0,0.0,0.1450944487662174,0.0,0.16856140940034536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496590370233353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907801904139982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636700536365207,0.0,0.0,0.12899491497183013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751225469796633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738860407588847,0.10831949089231124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755497992301412,0.0,0.1603564465762443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612360783601305,0.0,0.09358519940452333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641009453319175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183728894501147,0.0,0.11741684624855872,0.1276839208250692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597443812639292,0.08518279914889633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588975249484024,0.0,0.15207867443398926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053466137571985,0.0,0.0,0.11717983363873692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635094675180837,0.0,0.0,0.10377393581475892,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WheresTheTabasco,2019/01/09,"It’s like I don’t like the assignment as a person and don’t want to interact with it. I have this two part assignment which involves watching Fury (which is a great movie, imo) and I CANT GET IT DONE. I’ve had 6 weeks for this shit and every effing time I open the document I get angry-ish and frustrated. I’m feeling like “I’ll just take a re-do” but I’m not sure that’ll solve shit. :\",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,2.6930952380952395,94.45607142857143,81.85714285714286,6.5809523809523816,20.02380952380953,7.645422480735847,0.4647666666666668,300,8,72,5,8,101,56,84,0.243,0.634,0.122,-0.9206,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,5,0,8,2,2,0,1,12,15,6,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,2,5,5,4,12,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,5,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491703235667647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051471345739266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311364436123727,0.17394617411629235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544223717642465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684437533728357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568643219945242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26367119674275546,0.0,0.0,0.21260224991839285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998689756926454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948231338669986,0.0,0.18307088254156006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197842188781848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237850068895964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361412596346398,0.0,0.19530947589576286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jesus101589,2019/01/09,ADHD meds and insurance Ok so I am a little worried. At the end of this year I will be quitting my job to go back to school full time and I am wondering what is the cheapest way to still get my medication without health insurance. Are there any cheap health insurance plans available for student? Any information on this would be helpful!,3.8472395833333337,6.322882578125004,4.6106250000000015,81.00520833333336,74.78125,8.016666666666666,30.979166666666664,8.841846274778883,2.853466666666668,271,13,49,6,6,87,50,64,0.034,0.884,0.08199999999999999,0.4804,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,1,8,3,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25454321680553177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880634038073285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286162272725185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875925061639072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065709553220954,0.0,0.12037118779384468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502683638750458,0.0,0.0,0.14196550812256606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017945929769044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122798888318668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526277012927105,0.21336686779811995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252760575617556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143535607577646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914426910215613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350265965534485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681174939010765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416826415259384,0.2296887652501408,0.0,0.2150938365682587,0.0,0.1504571017163132,0.0,0.0,0.13639267155458815 adhd,HeyVamp,2019/01/09,"The adult diagnosis process... Hello brains! I've been going to a counsellor for the past 3 months and she told me that I could have ADHD. This is something that I had always speculated but never wanted to assume it. So she recommended I go to a doctor and ask about medication. I had reservations about taking meds but once we talked about it I got really excited...this could be the solution to a lot of my day-to-day struggles. As she couldn't diagnose me, she said that I would be able to tell if the meds are beneficial and we could take it from there. I went to a clinic this morning. The doctor asked me to give examples of why I thought I had ADHD. I did the best I could to describe how I felt...recipes taking twice as long as they should, not being able to listen to people in crowded spaces, total lack of foresight or motivation, little concept of time (ALWAYS LATE), constantly feeling overwhelmed and not productively doing something about it etc. She said that this wasn't enough to convince her and that I would need a family doctor, which there is a month waiting period to see. After all my own research, going to counseling, seeing a doctor.....I thought a solution was on the horizon. Now it will be so much longer (1 month wait and a couple of sessions with said doctor and then maybe a referral to a psychologist) until I'm closer to getting a diagnosis. I left there feeling very deflated and burst into tears as soon as I got outside. I just feel so down. I'm curious if this is similar to other peoples diagnosis process? Should I just seek out a psychologist instead of waiting to see a family doctor? Thanks in advance everyone.",4.412761904761908,6.247714276190479,5.769079365079367,76.14314285714289,71.3174603174603,8.722539682539681,29.10793650793651,9.281916038205594,2.7562279365079365,1307,52,231,29,25,439,169,315,0.035,0.853,0.11199999999999999,0.9728,0,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,1,3,16,5,0,2,21,0,27,9,1,2,3,49,61,24,0,14,9,0,3,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,16,13,0,3,7,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,16,10,31,3,43,31,9,30,0,1,3,0,22,10,0,5,15,177,47,8,0.1661285566270153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965424139440666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823226739487487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553077747395687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717083543130201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272720560405508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976297573141236,0.0,0.2652802689259752,0.0919090440460725,0.0,0.10713917555183906,0.0,0.0,0.08430849399888793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101188515323088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582760397906322,0.09263862736991063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793714775700017,0.0,0.0,0.15661121812503742,0.0,0.12599938475285302,0.0,0.07975473339928185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339765706715063,0.07968282465736788,0.14162203074783394,0.0,0.13286818286709004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370012396293402,0.0,0.09024958143042426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325222863902748,0.0,0.07350927242705227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061827901544204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344923216375535,0.0,0.18453137541037587,0.08367852159556842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890334341120394,0.0,0.06106180205878602,0.061591109865817124,0.06406429218570417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846074547910814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792942525692455,0.11517262362914182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053213103670038966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703945061344944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985744263424959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278938791984144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683681888166017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873619994443204,0.06676392048945709,0.07260184045227405,0.07647442743332995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318875172220017,0.048435448669837816,0.0,0.0,0.0793714775700017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853672880360617,0.04899346347054867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770014181820154,0.07495259135593138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118012960166687,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,musephotos,2019/01/09,Anyone here in Miami having a hard time finding your meds? I take 10 mgs and every month it feels like I am hunting for the elusive pharmaceutical establishment that will have this pill in stock. I’m not sure if the dose I take is super common or what the issue is. I have to drive to about 12 pharmacies to get my medication every month. I would love some ideas. I’m really tired of hunting them down. I’m scared of buying anything online even with my script. So just looking for local ideas and nothing illegal. Thanks.,2.972970297029704,5.429546148514856,4.238108910891089,82.66666831683172,77.61386138613861,6.812277227722772,21.98118811881188,7.908726449838941,1.2028289108910901,415,12,77,7,10,136,76,101,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,0.5666,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,8,5,0,0,1,14,18,5,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,5,12,16,1,9,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,3,5,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130554079829038,0.0,0.15453329382408007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403201864580245,0.0,0.3164385083043536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495111412229787,0.1341555853971082,0.0,0.0,0.17163457492356576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811133356498544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822091273971632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239789587957907,0.0,0.1960015919320924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917435949516013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769439008563108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948574991572185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858982430870704,0.18917637262731346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997807345899154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018738295287007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030162264568828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800826854391586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698770465680397,0.0,0.2823859914286884,0.0,0.0,0.17288970341170848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950053025819248,0.2158343605884321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339900909845792,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TonyaHardon,2019/01/09,"Going back to college after 8 years away! I'm sure plenty of you are familiar with the kind of tumultuous relationship I had with academia previously. I failed far more classes than I care to admit. But now, I've got a fresh adhd diagnosis (I'm not just lazy and stupid!) and medications to (try) to keep my brain from flying off into space. I might actually graduate this time! I'm excited but also terrified I'll fuck it up again. So wish me luck! And I'd love to hear any school/study tricks you might have.",3.629232673267328,5.2586203762376265,5.222858910891091,80.1037933168317,72.96039603960395,9.010396039603961,25.496287128712872,9.516144504307137,2.1986722772277227,402,13,81,10,8,136,79,101,0.12300000000000001,0.654,0.223,0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,6,10,3,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,1,17,17,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,6,16,13,1,13,0,1,0,2,6,6,1,3,6,46,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.19855729057485474,0.0,0.2445313030800958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271482113839209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836652256286536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116668722085128,0.156455808671812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271397217406751,0.0,0.0,0.2074511435225492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810466193708805,0.0,0.0,0.11563664423639075,0.0,0.16273348198093532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932538705632036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085341335846905,0.0,0.2118826103981796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836395463740197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497453780767547,0.0,0.43169886107820427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184505470860958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592242130734145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176799119168608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186449463410833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814271924619498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339803659155181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102795715550236 adhd,madisynreid,2019/01/09,Chicago Psychiatrist Looking for recommendations near North Chicago. ,17.895000000000003,24.5996685,14.080000000000002,8.365000000000009,51.5,13.2,70.5,11.20814326018867,12.1801,60,5,3,2,1,18,7,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tannerlord18,2019/01/09,"Adderall Lowers My Heart Rate I know I have severe ADHD. My psychiatrist refuses to give me a stimulant because she thinks I'm bipolar and it'll make me manic. I've taken adderall several times, and when I take it my heartrate goes from resting at around 110 to 60. Is this because it lowers my anxiety and I feel more secure on it? Is this normal? I know when I smoke weed my heartrate is insanely high because I get anxious, and adderall also makes my high feel more normal, because my ADHD makes me feel really weird when I'm high, like my heart is gonna pop out of my chest or how I feel like my eyes are gonna explode. 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One of the side effectives I dread every day is lack appetite at the lunch. I know I should eat it, my belly is growling, I’m actually hungry.... but after that first bite... it feels as if I just ate the entire thanksgiving meal and can’t muster another bite. Thank you vitamins and protein shakes for getting me through the day. And cheers to anyone reading this during lunch break!",3.1892592592592592,6.028121012345682,3.3619753086419775,86.98888888888894,79.61728395061729,6.0691358024691375,23.814814814814817,7.3871296695380915,1.2427629629629622,346,12,62,5,9,106,63,81,0.044000000000000004,0.836,0.12,0.8118,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,2,5,0,2,4,0,4,8,0,1,0,11,10,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,1,8,3,8,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2814837095901589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024629542292312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033791980371117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720502880512285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951543892708857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302994171425704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584801233262762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453537830840952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507022126072789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852351705741358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545987899638295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28852613060890603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633307783074715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655642309040971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tofugween,2019/01/09,"Should I get take a mass gainer? Hi everyone, I’ve (24F) been on Vyvanse for about three months and I lost 10 pounds over the course of a month and went from weighing 110ish lbs to 100. I try to force myself to eat but I can’t get eat as much as I normally would off the medication. Has anyone on meds taken a mass gainer to supplement missing calories? How’d it go? What’s one that doesn’t taste like trash? 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For me, one of the most frustrating things about ADHD is not knowing when something goes missing if it was taken by another person or if I misplaced it. With three kids in the house it's a toss-up as to how or why something has gone missing. But, yesterday at work the adapter for my headphones has gone missing. I don't know if I took it off and accidentally threw it away, misplaced it, or if it was stolen off my desk. 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I know a similar topic was made recently but it was asking more about switching from meds that didn't work. I've been through my share of meds until I found one that worked amazingly (Welbutrin). However, as months passed the effect decreased and decreased. I raised the dosage multiple times with my psychiatrist but reached a wall where the side-effects would be too troublesome. Now when I take the meds in the morning, I can focus/work for 2-3 hours afterwards. Then it's back to watching my computer screen with blank eyes and existential dread. I know that as your body adjusts to medication, the effect lessens. But is it supposed to lessen this much? I'm at a point where I have the option to stay where I am (safe limited side-effects but not super effective), or try a different medication. I'm interested in hearing from people who've been on a medication that works for them for at least several months, and what the clinical utility of their med looks like. Thanks!",5.39211382113821,6.987787073170729,5.626829268292685,79.0628455284553,68.51219512195122,9.759349593495935,31.227642276422767,10.047579312681364,3.1802130081300817,870,36,162,22,15,276,132,205,0.07400000000000001,0.835,0.091,0.3254,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,9,9,8,0,1,16,0,13,7,2,5,0,28,25,17,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,5,15,7,25,15,3,27,0,0,4,0,8,12,0,4,14,104,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466407711328016,0.0,0.0,0.08608752484900639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435826949525235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697056025142705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298338257586021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275436246903805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618294663722404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102544558730198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845848511887045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469621897072696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401513964140083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593580825565528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6217913474762617,0.33835274190323544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872498577132773,0.0,0.08230080136134177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922986214758685,0.07586452228586915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776164385915196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583494113193533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254167378409836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054339213054597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647881184756976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933057609396601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417724436020578,0.0,0.0,0.103074368086181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528264979775869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601101471893593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075277921028699,0.0,0.0,0.07953058102831517,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Al-GirlVersion,2019/01/09,"How do you get ahead of a problem you don't consciously control? Or even realize is a problem until after you've already screwed up? This is basically the crux of problems with my SO. I do something (or don't do something), he gets upset saying that he shouldn't have to spell out every little thing, that he feels like I'm not putting any work into anything (""always take the easy way possible.""), that he feels like a dad instead of a partner. &#x200B; For example, yesterday he was trimming my son's hair and asked me to bring the vacuum over for the floor when he was finished. I did, but didn't plug it in yet because he wasn't done yet and I guess I though it was better to wait until then? And he was so angry that I didn't plug it in so that it was ready for use immediately; said it showed a lack of care on my part. &#x200B; It's been a string of little incidents like this for years, and I can understand how the ""death of a thousand cuts"" concept works, but I don't know how to anticipate things that don't occur to me on their own without actively being mentally ""on"" 100% of the time which sounds so exhausting. But maybe that's just how neurotypical people are and I need to get used to it. Compounding the fact is that my parents were the ""never mind let me do it"" sort which has left me with some life skills gaps over the years and that has also been a steep learning curve. &#x200B; I'd appreciate any tips on this sort of thing. I am on medication (Welbutrin and Adderall respectively), but can't swing therapy at the moment because frankly all that's available locally is the equivalent of a well-meaning but clueless friend listening to your problems. 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Anyone else like this? Possible psychological causes? Aspergers? Hello everyone, I'm in a country which is fairly ignorant about adult ADHD and I went to the only ADHD specialist I'd heard of. I had a long psychiatrist interview, a psychologist interview and those analog memory/concentration tests, and a session of neurofeedback to log the brainwaves. All the symptoms are there (strongly inattentive since childhood, hyperactive only since teenage years for some reason), but the analog testing showed very good memory and initial good concentration which then wanes and easily drifts away. While I know neurofeedback is not considered a strong diagnostic tool for adults, I think it's interesting to include and something happened which I haven't been able to find info about: I was best able to concentrate while consciously relaxing, practicing mindfulness and activating alpha waves. Maybe this skewed the theta/beta ratio or something, I don't know, but the more intensely I tried to ""concentrate"" on the puzzle the more interruptions in my attention I would have. My interview results also indicate ""borderline"" Aspergers (extroverted but very bad at social stuff) but she said my level of concentration was atypical and might be caused by my diagnosed depression/bipolar (currently asymptomatic for a long time, taking venlafaxine and Lamictal) or childhood head trauma. They're treating it as ADHD til my next appointment and I got a prescription for 10 mg extended release methylphenidate to see if it does me any good, possibly bumping up to 20 mg after a week. So far I'm not feeling a damn thing from the methylphenidate, I'm even feeling hungrier than usual but generally ok. I've read something else on the sub that linked childhood abuse with ADHD symptoms; I grew up in a pretty bad environment but got a lot of therapy which hasn't really helped with the attention, distractibility and willpower symptoms, I've tried every bipolar drug and a ton of antidepressants and a million psychiatrists/psychologists. I have strong anxiety about tasks but no generalized anxiety whatsoever, and keep fidgeting/flitting even at my most relaxed. Something is so wrong with my brain that no one knows what to do about it, wtf :( am I just seriously that insanely lazy and scattered by choice?",10.186276978417265,11.120066047961636,9.551238009592328,57.53174910071945,57.585131894484405,13.856474820143886,41.835431654676256,13.023866798666859,6.332258273381294,2030,102,282,72,24,649,236,417,0.154,0.706,0.14,-0.5925,3,0,7,0,1,0,58.0,0,0,1,5,13,25,1,2,24,1,18,10,2,4,1,63,39,37,0,2,15,0,2,1,0,2,8,2,0,2,17,19,0,2,14,5,0,3,7,10,0,2,10,5,25,15,42,26,8,31,0,0,1,0,12,12,1,8,17,180,42,8,0.1563824351931946,0.0926438069294471,0.0,0.0,0.4698532434734634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505897692458007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053172709256787375,0.0,0.11963213488524582,0.0,0.0,0.05467311737990445,0.08011614263831172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346322282949072,0.0,0.13057280128763565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205685885285917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728725822604351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064783846774622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872487989669232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842566144009928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067698834342172,0.0,0.13063745804811694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328912356723256,0.0,0.06587947318469538,0.07471505922456463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907165800011215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146535632994623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233233425133595,0.1876099788469902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914423549020933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024674742093159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052409924954870284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949994686928929,0.0,0.0,0.1289155449422736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820027932673969,0.0,0.0,0.138393534077729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664753770562252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927362204606549,0.07855358768974083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294852541433359,0.07895083996200697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315724697400452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298439264807104,0.11893588882684115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762976987876694,0.0,0.07954857854588407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821237725054461,0.0,0.0500912961929351,0.08039359441820304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437775354302571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230827697341896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129361166403306,0.0,0.0,0.07970609948751027,0.0,0.24078167753249366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951023706319411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32508245586146506,0.05879006461554585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941847175389299,0.0,0.051946770581691434,0.10020355002582257,0.0,0.0,0.04559392777769119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617340828353357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611657941063698,0.1290318867279026,0.0,0.0,0.06272027833445132,0.0,0.0,0.07248404207633333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554479756499271,0.08548982177890241,0.0,0.05035258053243975 adhd,Petal222,2019/01/09,"Waiting to get tested I set up an appointment to get testing done at the end of the month and I've been really anxious about it and just want to get it over with. Yesterday I met with my therapist and she told me I should reschedule the testing cause I didn't set it up with a specific person that she says is much better than the person I do have an appointment with. And I get it, I'd rather be confident in the results especially since I'm going to get tested for ASD and other stuff as well as ADHD but now my appointment isn't until March. It's frustrating cause I just want to know for sure what is going on with me and my brain. I hate this uncertainty. Plus, I had to call the office to reschedule the appointment and I hate making phone calls.",2.3288961038961027,4.3034111103896135,3.948051948051951,86.34922077922081,77.50649350649351,7.5168831168831165,22.688311688311693,8.418075326091056,1.376212987012987,597,18,123,12,14,199,88,154,0.12300000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.071,-0.9197,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,10,0,11,1,1,4,1,27,28,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,13,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,6,1,17,3,27,20,1,16,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,89,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891978009826532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784877150716874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923222703430538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757416548631866,0.3215030734501006,0.0,0.0,0.3234437368785631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110344893806994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943443511264975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112480269669955,0.0,0.17893986190694258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31085501309604546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651828329504091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508437794545444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565748639137614,0.0,0.11572765590026696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749200243717556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085237486084657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519302319185047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022602565815253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021733650912616,0.0,0.0,0.14837397819960774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278598174679503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042915103739946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571016546230887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154663186786842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,treefrxg,2019/01/09,"Pushing myself to start the process of getting a diagnosis (in Germany) Hey! I never suspected myself to have ADHD, never considered it. But recently, while I was reading some random article about it, I felt a lot of clicks going on in my brain. And by a lot, I mean a lot. I rushed to do some self-tests (not taking them so seriously, but scoring higher than I was comfortable with), read some more, watched some videos. Then proceeded to not sleep for 2 nights, going over my entire life in my head and painfully recognizing a life long pattern of symptoms. I am very much aware that does not qualify a diagnosis (you don't have to remind me of that), but at least it has given me a direction to start looking at. So now... I am currently in the process of trying to figure out ""what the hell is wrong with me!"". Or well, who am I kidding: I want to start the process. But I am struggling to take the first steps. I committed myself to seeing my GP to try and get a referral for a psychiatrist in my city (in Germany) who gives consultations to adults with/suspected of having ADHD. Hoping to get some answers, and maybe some more directions where to look for help (what kind of strategies/therapy/medications). To be honest, I never cared much for getting a diagnosis of any kind - even though I have struggled with my mental health throughout my whole life. But I reached a point, now at 25 years old, where I have run out of explanations for my symptoms. I literally feel like the last 25 years have been just a constant cycle of me telling myself if I ""juuuust get a bit more disciplined"" or ""as soon as this \*insert shitty event\* is over..."" or ""as soon as I learn to get better at cleaning/reading/organizing/concentrating/committing/maintaining a sleepingrhythm/remembering to brush my teeth/answering messages and phone calls/..... etc"".. THEN I will be fine. I will be ""normal"". But no matter all the tactics and strategies and therapy and new year resolutions I have tried to implement myself, I just don't seem to get to that place of stability and ""normality"". I am tired of constantly struggling to stay on top of things, constantly struggling to not lose another job (or key or phone), struggling to take proper care of myself. And struggling to keep finding motivation to just as much as minimally maintain my life. Losing myself time after time in depressive phases and anxiety. And I guess more than ever I am willing to admit, that maaaaybe after aaaall... there IS something structural going on there (whether physiological or psychological) - not just me going through another shitty phase. Something I am scared to confront myself with, because it would suggest that this might be the ME I will have to deal with forever. So yeah.... mainly just posting this here to hold myself accountable, because I wrote down in my calendar that I would go to see my GP this Monday at 9:30 am. Now it is Wednesday and I still have not been there. Maybe sharing this here will give me the necessary push to start this process. Tomorrow? Maybe? &#x200B;",5.555330261136716,7.3672518243727625,6.0649052739375335,75.24354838709681,68.39068100358422,9.113568868407578,32.2821300563236,9.546486929272694,3.2219807475678444,2410,106,414,53,42,779,264,558,0.125,0.78,0.096,-0.9757,2,0,2,0,0,0,118.0,0,1,1,6,28,27,2,7,23,1,41,12,3,1,6,85,79,40,0,7,25,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,0,2,22,20,0,3,11,3,1,10,12,15,1,1,7,9,61,12,89,60,22,78,1,3,6,0,21,26,1,21,41,323,83,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753889397720938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101536046477837,0.07964141140478738,0.04457120346855237,0.13745422446617314,0.05013989600940785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990829956853016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057967087722597975,0.07155552441718142,0.0,0.0,0.07316719800408597,0.06692630455869594,0.0,0.13365006153893072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124847408910486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757152431588123,0.056451730035782424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057356755394735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309730458764709,0.04329025741730393,0.05928701801233203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03314029891065702,0.04682363384244136,0.06293115739199147,0.0,0.05990473275589271,0.055750486963944815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397030583206468,0.12574883436313836,0.18624679955872567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722025436644112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726559840528185,0.06966870000310771,0.0,0.0,0.04393181129165244,0.0,0.0,0.06509857294791199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650408994787373,0.0582572585873882,0.0,0.13650502686030222,0.0,0.053425952370855186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517865661909125,0.03202079499476157,0.0,0.0,0.05800312277038167,0.11007852350716764,0.14665076874832653,0.0,0.16716587876572486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975390001210416,0.0713950865168452,0.07280303334206616,0.0,0.06605150710981549,0.06953032213957994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454401809967155,0.0,0.1516514399676263,0.06330143434117542,0.0,0.06150727344828021,0.1284356291586473,0.0,0.0,0.068775914603238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974192859030104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847804840473365,0.0,0.06195892544386086,0.0,0.06277167613495306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112063797081086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471539283788827,0.0,0.07424696890584268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561955880997154,0.0,0.1044579044240698,0.059667505256617424,0.0683752075738339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558991630085925,0.0,0.0,0.10091576384581374,0.0,0.0,0.18556550819801426,0.06985967194106572,0.052342390835138634,0.0,0.0,0.41111602661397545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624767749076588,0.14783959488998702,0.0,0.0572871057768648,0.0,0.07495365487477072,0.0,0.04354357928141931,0.0,0.06439525426489956,0.0,0.07643681355772006,0.07533155657213543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349733302194852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407949451575513,0.038658713150079266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893065277409785,0.0,0.0,0.07317595240127864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311913981786908,0.07166052462356623,0.07964141140478738,0.12662182217797552 adhd,BlueEyes_nLevis,2019/01/09,"Pretty sure I’m about to lose my job. Been sick for 2 years. Was diagnosed with an eating disorder, hypothyroid, and chronic sinusitis. Started to get better in November, eight months after a sinus surgery. The day I finally felt 100%, I kicked ass at work and was so happy. Was about to leave and got called into my manager’s office and was told I was being put on a PIP, (performance improvement plan) but “if every day went like today, it wouldn’t be an issue.” Got back on meds (had been off them trying to adjust to life without so that when we start a family I wouldn’t be pregnant for the first time and unmedicated for the first time in 15 years). Busted my ass every day. In my mind, every day has been like that day, or better. And yet, I just don’t have what it takes to be reliable and “see the bigger picture”. sharing this because y’all are kind and supportive, and proof that it’ll all be alright. Thanks. 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They dropped out of school at 17 because they wouldn't have graduated until they were 20. We didn't have custody or control of any of their schooling until they stopped out and came to live with us. I have signed them up for online ged classes to try and help get them something going in life. They are totally not willing to put in any effort. I just walked in and they were watching the classes on the computer and videos of other stuff on their phones. I am at a total loss on what to do. I am almost too the point of them just being a job at sonic and letting them be. Does anyone have any ideas on what I can do to help them? 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My doctor has me taking one 10mg Adderall XR daily. It's working well, but I definitely get the jolts when each dose kicks in. Doc suggested the possibility of trying out Vyvanse for a ""cleaner"" feeling. But they themselves seemed somewhat unsure of what dosage to prescribe. They suggested 20mg Vyvanse if I want to try it. Does that track? Would you generally go for twice the mg dosage of Vyvanse over Adderall XR?",4.623981481481484,7.4822573703703785,5.111836419753086,76.4470138888889,74.06172839506173,7.012962962962964,33.58179012345679,8.07648339933343,2.9924679012345683,361,19,57,6,8,115,60,81,0.025,0.865,0.109,0.6984,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,8,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,1,11,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265592371836796,0.2792011317424168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613202995612037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666894576999577,0.0,0.18132238081574645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619524138581075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35967878124343045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29044939660975394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398844560711988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332254176258534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881828284902996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686254715094456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322708078305987,0.0,0.0,0.2266426077024547,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YeastInVagMakesBread,2019/01/09,"How do you express excitement without ""Hulking Out""? I'm trying to curb my bad habit of ""Hulking out"" whenever I receive good news I'm excited about. Is smiling and saying ""that's great!"" enough to convey to others my true excitement, when my default reaction is to kind of go overboard? 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It's trivial, it's simple and I still haven't found a solution for it. Basically, I can't finish drying myself off after showering. I tend to do face, front of torso and upper legs and leave the rest be so I'm suddenly walking around the house half-wet and unclothed. I'm distracted by thoughts, not objects in the bathroom so I need something to be pre-distracted by to keep me in the bathroom...",2.4075757575757564,4.7893782929292925,3.8851414141414153,84.8410454545455,79.20202020202021,6.78828282828283,27.07171717171717,7.908726449838941,1.8983608080808083,397,17,75,7,10,131,67,99,0.075,0.879,0.045,-0.1754,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,2,6,0,6,2,2,0,0,14,16,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,15,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,51,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259384964836802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520938847060105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266507321582092,0.0,0.0,0.15564939300496602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34375634384701803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648024143101011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154512018417341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418035218022446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293511448726541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379169875135213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365129063162625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309968690992952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bingledoodle,2019/01/09,"So I learned I might have ADHD Hey guys, just your fellow 19 year old college guy here who just learned while working at McDonald's that I might have ADHD after my manager expressed surprise when I said I don't think i have ADHD since i was never diagnosed with it. He told me that i displayed so many symptoms of it and that he'd recognize it anywhere since he himself has ADHD. I then went to the break room and looked up the symptoms of undiagnosed ADHD in adults and I realized he may have been on to something. As a result, my coworker offered me one of her 20 mg Adderall pills to test out if they might work on me, and as stupid of a decision as it was to take it, I took it because I just had to know the results, and for the rest of the shift I have to say.. I never felt more leveled out in my life, it was like I finally understood what it felt like to be normal, I didn't have the urge to make an outburst, or complain about doing work, it felt as though my mind was able to focus and be brought back down to a grounded plane. As a result of that experience I told my mom about it and she expressed that she had some speculation that I might have ADHD although it was merely a passing thought, and because of this new information we are now scheduling with a psychiatrist so that we can discuss running tests to see if they can formally diagnose me. I then told some of my closest friends about this revelation and they had a lack of surprise being like ""yeah that actually makes a lot of sense, that explains a lot."" And when I told my friends mother about this she responded with ""bingledoodle, i have been a teacher for 20 years and have observed ADHD in many individuals and though i am not allowed to diagnose you, I honestly believe that you definitely have ADHD. You are always full of energy and you're easily distracted it just makes sense."" A part of me hopes that I am diagnosed with ADHD, cause then I would understand all of the different aspects of myself throughout my entire life that I thought were just quirks or shortcomings that I would never outgrow. It would explain why people would describe me as hyperactive as a child, or the fact that I loved running around and climbing on things as a child and even now, and why I would talk so much at blazing speed when I finally learned full sentences at the age of 5. It could possibly explain why I have a tendency to lose my keys, passport, wallet, etc. Or missing appointments, fidgeting constantly with my fingers, having to get up from my seat to ""go to the bathroom"" because class is so God damn boring. And when there's something I really like doing, like my band or an essay I really care about, I put all my effort into it, and the product comes out amazing, but when there's a project i dont care about but still counts a lot towards my grade I tend to forget details even though the rubric clearly states the directions. Or the fact that I have piles of laundry I have yet to take care of but I'm able to write out my entire cross examination for mock trial even though it's due in a month. For years I thought I was just a quirky boy who impulsively just does spontaneous things with my friends, or blurts out random topics to talk about with my teachers, or embracing my status as a ""smart slacker"" but now if I get diagnosed with ADHD it would contextualize my actions. I could have a tangible starting point for me to be able work on myself with a therapist and medication in order to be a better person and reach the fullest potential of what I could be. It just feels like.. a sigh of relief for me. I don't know I just had to get this off my chest, I'd just like to share experiences with each other and talk about it",10.56830332681018,6.736782642465759,10.063336594911943,69.3494863013699,60.24657534246575,13.332681017612526,42.23581213307241,10.98876172936215,4.414320939334639,2939,118,574,53,28,958,309,730,0.028999999999999998,0.866,0.105,0.9928,2,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,2,4,3,8,45,32,3,1,40,1,63,14,2,8,8,132,107,64,0,15,26,2,5,7,4,11,11,2,1,7,45,42,0,0,22,1,0,12,8,8,1,1,29,9,90,23,102,57,16,79,0,2,2,1,57,31,1,23,40,437,135,14,0.1469638089006466,0.0,0.04780515923424319,0.0,0.5887397963407425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040761887343535114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360964935281342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037668699170019034,0.0,0.08958777383707674,0.0,0.0,0.0551926287312199,0.0,0.04332584869512337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983939779863034,0.05032410492842704,0.0,0.04219876943431492,0.0,0.052938555857327485,0.0,0.1173386428531977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860862078380336,0.0,0.051181966882980316,0.0,0.0,0.04286967318019575,0.0,0.05741349650074076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463449835088259,0.09706820973018476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583920349919164,0.0,0.0,0.024769772516181475,0.034996991481126484,0.14110830354747128,0.10732777941095402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135438741971492,0.0,0.07678252444306577,0.0,0.02784097312684754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701151761917397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865607420726362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053844977290770125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692032563084694,0.16753121840030544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411375285651523,0.05480497009112776,0.0,0.12494337485178965,0.04421352512767394,0.0,0.09809948363386024,0.0993321568955595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935019203017997,0.0,0.20787383566059295,0.04946385077236117,0.05737407892465667,0.03910170338265787,0.0,0.03601176980485178,0.0,0.11334754945561183,0.047312854141900916,0.0,0.0,0.0479977764504911,0.0,0.0,0.051404598489203986,0.0,0.033195493454782406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053049161173590535,0.0,0.03396206687415234,0.042774376424559835,0.0,0.0,0.04630943410404671,0.055226537605808895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924640654051346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276585280343608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659874554603989,0.038957173177720884,0.0,0.0,0.03903704274177802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104665426980782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542661339586393,0.0,0.0,0.034673913452816944,0.0,0.03912182920964917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183444592345177,0.07366566294773358,0.11812394270420044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687876978941071,0.0650908162445229,0.031389491535006316,0.19252159475849512,0.1166728482503594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724028986698293,0.05442739972947623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099816934088877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045412307739431904,0.13261197877463626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265520428024933,0.0,0.0,0.20879774649069865,0.0,0.0,0.09463987453427154 adhd,banjorium,2019/01/09,"Feeling Great Methylphenidate Free after 23 Years! After taking Ritalin between age 7 and my teen years, then moving to taking anywhere from 18mg to 108mg Concerta not missing more than a single day at a time between my teens and age 30 I had a horrific thought: 'What if the person I am on meds isn't who I really am off meds?' I also realized I was worried I would not know how to be any form of adult without the meds after that long. I took a genetic test and found out no ADHD meds are considered ideal for me and all would likely have at least moderate side effects. I have apparently been metabolizing Concerta extremely rapidly so it was probably not doing as much as I had thought. I was so afraid to start this, but I forgot to fill my meds before the 4-Day holiday for Christmas this year. So no matter what, I was going to run out of meds and break my long-running streak. I decided to say screw it, and went med free and the transition was surprisingly smooth... I had so many adverse side effects and I didn't even know it... So coming off the meds actually feels better most of the time for me so far. &#x200B; Well, today is **Day 17** of going med free and I have noticed lots of positive changes along with some challenges. &#x200B; **Positives:** * Feeling more creative * IBS is finally gone! * Only one panic attack in 2 weeks * More emotionally aware (could be considered a negative sometimes too) * No more fluttery heart feeling * Goofier and more care-free (this is what I recall my natural state being before meds anyways) * No awful MPH crash! * I'm actually hungry in the morning and for lunch * I can drink coffee without screwing up my meds! * Better sleep since stopping * More flexible than I was on Concerta... * So much less social anxiety **Negatives:** * Less Focused * Need to suddenly build out my ADHD toolbox (externalizing executive function) * Forgetting things often * Misplacing my damn wallet! (seriously I need to figure this out soon, it's happened three times this week before work) * Tired lately, I can barely read without feeling my body pump out a bunch of sleep inducing hormones... * A primal urge to seek out dopamine inducing activities, but what's new about that? &#x200B; I am hoping to see some of the negatives at least improve somewhat over the next few months and beyond...",2.2298742253007653,5.125912300947874,3.5794407582938383,80.96331717098069,91.86729857819904,6.3883922712358725,25.923587313160766,7.61054688173877,2.2324806707983957,1829,82,301,40,65,595,238,422,0.111,0.73,0.159,0.9648,1,0,2,0,0,0,93.0,0,0,0,7,17,21,4,2,16,1,31,10,4,5,1,66,58,27,0,8,9,0,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,17,21,2,2,17,3,3,9,15,9,1,2,18,8,33,15,56,34,22,59,0,1,1,2,5,21,3,8,28,218,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.1130657163474037,0.0,0.1392449850220532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046327857715746386,0.0,0.1883065042785748,0.21117960507833264,0.03939545595826836,0.0,0.04431749450930717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590552715939052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788650438210155,0.0,0.0,0.10247153649400248,0.0,0.06434891747267564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906509925059255,0.0,0.061283922408172986,0.04990292022343135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046253646823701436,0.0,0.0,0.112083215393757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675088641406208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516522185142662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03826325736770348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645971889673112,0.0,0.0,0.06346120616194491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351897925238181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584769553786987,0.0,0.0,0.06386976335979176,0.0,0.0,0.05122869836983094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864919251640324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057539123109499525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367535457061835,0.0,0.0653493372675668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028302440158586118,0.0,0.0,0.1025352375847266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925135141188081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873352194423944,0.0,0.0,0.707838092199432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624042858743448,0.06157209362409648,0.08517274317552702,0.08591105413899415,0.0,0.05595067385700072,0.0616108847295018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595547942654638,0.0,0.0,0.03925593290652641,0.04405957149472523,0.0,0.0679702184466954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050583614710481575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062460033533931925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057947249753349576,0.0,0.037112448860398335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606951177200283,0.0,0.0,0.046163962973705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792159554199453,0.0,0.1159468202719783,0.05905394281869785,0.0,0.0,0.057295806654410926,0.0,0.04100426529175112,0.0,0.0,0.048433388737043837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711466591482164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848716270488077,0.0,0.0,0.09198239532459992,0.10134109765158647,0.06658382067918059,0.054912357108411684,0.0,0.06436410878986941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293842639774112,0.0,0.052087441111883015,0.053703148235407186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675319062163005,0.0,0.042174874848753735,0.05883232408853618,0.0,0.08230585414089209,0.0,0.21117960507833264,0.11191810027045113 adhd,str1po,2019/01/09,"I hate my doctors. * They dismiss any complaints or suggestions that I present in a constructive manner. * Address me in a condescedingly oftentimes. One of their psychiatrists made fun of my suicide attempt that he noticed when viewing my file. * As per complaint 1, they refuse to take me off the unnecessary SSRI:s that I don't react to and have a history of not reacting to. (But do experience side effects) * Refuse to change primary adhd med despite negligible effect and numerous side effects. * Charged me a late fee while I was present. I just gotta vent my frustrations. I would rather have medic from tf2 my doctor.",3.316486486486486,6.4748437117117135,4.411315315315316,76.61589189189192,84.85585585585585,7.6446846846846865,32.62522522522523,8.447377352677275,3.543451171171172,496,28,80,13,15,161,81,111,0.195,0.777,0.028999999999999998,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,3,4,3,3,2,0,5,0,6,3,0,6,0,16,10,7,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,17,1,12,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,5,53,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658061753440073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621598665802113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522573337328159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881444857438222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23325803940479045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354282691290286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26899142438253065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256350724462008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648734890390331,0.2402217175627255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714864312110565,0.0,0.0,0.16158556076485772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608347500333574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792910154015145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939398214346812,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TSeral,2019/01/09,"Study on life expectancy with (strong) ADHD On /r/science I just found an article about a new study on the life expectancy of people with/without ADHD. The research is done by Russell A. Barkley, who many people here seem to like. Basically, he seems to have found that with strong ADHD, life expectancy can be reduced by up to 20 years. He argues that medication therefore makes a lot of sense. Sounds interesting, but scary (but I have not fact-checked or anything). Here are the links: https://www.ajmc.com/conferences/apsard-2018/psychologist-barkley-says-life-expectancy-slashed-in-worst-cases-for-those-with-adhd https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/child-development-central/201811/adhd-and-its-impact-longevity",15.560390720390721,21.139663549450553,9.10058608058608,47.824969474969464,50.86813186813188,8.0004884004884,29.89133089133089,8.841846274778883,2.815357997557998,617,18,69,9,9,160,64,91,0.067,0.87,0.063,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,7,0,7,4,0,2,0,18,12,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,4,14,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,3,41,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7568562719343132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036487410121593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889384033613274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762023369181547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35585784348798405,0.06153436503778977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708089547761934,0.0,0.0,0.08407473037979457,0.12769676250602185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688458497745916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164637288995495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464016179180078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932610198813555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150617578073625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141437763936835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110972290480101 adhd,FerretBath,2019/01/09,I hate how people think I'm stupid [vent] Just because I'm in special ed doesnt mean I'm fucking braindead or you need to avoid me because I'm not 'cool enough'. Fucks sake,2.0490990990990987,3.4126526486486526,2.933513513513514,95.99774774774777,76.56756756756756,4.933333333333334,25.84684684684685,3.1291,0.20010630630630602,136,5,31,0,3,43,29,37,0.271,0.602,0.127,-0.7191,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,8,11,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,11,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940016757272603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33391999096098784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975291115750211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190625059252132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520258080602172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396257368979781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404471089847647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707366198501406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Batmanroggers,2019/01/09,"idk what to do with my life/school anymore. oof tl;dr: I got fired at my interhsip probaly because they found out i have ADD now i have a overwheliming amout of homework and have no idea how to ever get my life back togahter. &#x200B; this will be a long ride sorry for the grammer mistakes i am also disletic &#x200B; I have ADD and i am in the second yaer of college in social care, that means i work in all kinds of health care from mental health, addictions too elderly care. so in the begginng in the yaer i had a intership, it was a bit of a challenge. a day care of those with early onset dementia this is a bit of a diffecult work field as these poeple are around the age of my parents and have a lot of behaviour problemns becuae of thier illnes. lets say it went okay. I had a lot of issues focusing in the morning we all sat toghater with all 25 clients to talk about thier weekend about the news about thier struggels ect. i found it really hard to talk with this since it just overwerlmed me i was not sure when to speak and when it was my time to talk. No one ever said anything about this so i just assumed it was fine. i mean they gave me compliments about other things i did. so like after a week of 6 it was time that my teacher come over for a meeting with the people who watch me at my intership. i only got bad feedback.. what i did worng how this wasnt my thing... shit that was painfull .but we decide i was going to work on it! i was going to the social worker at school who would help me with my confidece and stuff. i was going to make this work! halfway the meeting i told them i had ADD had not told them before. my co worker allready assumed this. aftter my teacher left they said something like ""next time you get a job you should tell them about your disorder beforehand so they know what thier dealing with. since you know having this isnt a thing you can have when you work with this kind of poeple""i was shook. its ADD i can still work. ( they also thought i wasnt able to read since i was dislectic lmao idk what thier thinking) &#x200B; anyway next week i wrote down my plan and went back to intership, they even explaind me new stuff that morning(how to work with the weekplanner) so i was pretty postive. until my co worker asked me to come to thier office and sit down with her. long story short i was fired because she thought i woulnt make any proggres. she did also say that it might be better if i get a differnt kind of job like offfice work so i woulnt have to be social. Woman i am social i am just insecure! and add with a office job hell no! they did mention i could come back to talk about it. great. and it was the day before a break so i had no way to contact my teacher. ( who they promiised to call if anything was worng) So after the week of and I imformed my teachter they where all shocked and mailled my old intership. Since i didnt feel like comming back and talk aigan they stopped my contract fully and i didnt have to go back. my teacher mailled them for me about what i told what happend. and they sadi i lied! i did not lie! i felt so hurt i was so worried i all made this up or hallucinated it idk. (no clue why i was worried about that last thing since i dont hallucinate lol) but because of all this drama i had to go a level down go to a differnt class and find a new intership. &#x200B; I luckely have a new place now and it goes way better here but i am so badly behind. for you intership you have to do 5 big assigments and i have done none of them. (deadline is in 5 days) since well i wasnt able to work on them for weeks. and you have to work on them at your intership. &#x200B; In the mean time that i have to work extra hard to get all my assigments and examns done. But i also have to work on other things. wich normaly allready take me longer then the most classmates sicne i can not fcking focus. So here i am with a lot of work no clue what do do first or how to ever finish this all. I am really bad in social stuff so i am kind of to scared to ask for help at my intership. i go to the school social worker and school conselur but i still feel like i am never getting this togahter. esspecily now my whole projectgroup decide to not do anything so i have to do even MORE extra work. &#x200B; i have so much work at this point that i just get so overwhelmed and lay in bed crying, i can not fouces and write one paragraf a day. i really really try but i just dont seem to fix it. i just get mad at myself all the time.... I really wished i didnt have ADD i feel like my life would have been so much better. &#x200B; wow thanks for reading i just kind of wanted to rant I could just have used this time to work on my stuff but u know its me i ofcourse didnt do that. 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Newly diagnosed lady here! I’ve been on Ritalin for just about 2 months now and wow! It truly has made a difference in organizing my thoughts. I just started noticing that though my thoughts are organized, I can’t seem to focus on tasks. Nothing seems to interest or keep my attention. Has anyone else had this issue? Is it a medication thing or an ADHD thing? Thanks in advance for any advice!",3.654444444444444,6.608847037037037,4.527407407407406,78.63333333333334,78.62962962962962,8.044444444444443,29.987654320987648,8.841846274778883,3.120046913580248,354,17,59,9,9,114,64,81,0.08,0.742,0.177,0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,0,15,16,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,5,3,9,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272459502379344,0.18477372670853207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858571276912453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221409752988347,0.1937420802786189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919194272868897,0.0,0.1975557754318648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579580097784794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735780709765366,0.0,0.16806930341739354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891878692349855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904853613094662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092752004097926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143417313959545,0.21527691777639665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34427559031431404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383682333057195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408599796944646,0.0,0.0,0.25124213584991795,0.0,0.18577711670817607,0.45034211093612203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269591010616705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bthecrazybirdlady,2019/01/09,"I keep losing things Today I lost my ring. That I got for Christmas. Like two weeks ago. I have lost so many things recently. I just can't even remember when exactly I last saw I The struggle is real",-0.09235772357723347,2.2414661463414656,2.040853658536588,92.60160569105692,94.85365853658536,5.660162601626017,19.028455284552845,7.1686216300943375,0.6331430894308943,156,5,33,3,6,52,33,41,0.237,0.7,0.062,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,2,8,1,1,4,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069233583449306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953685006364803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810749238537548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123712498459864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845484204950641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106089246338485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532867130662003,0.4942905898284566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295368055125112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25769584185100985,0.0,0.0,0.223545355767304,0.0,0.2564701279072411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366852624518516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30082379152762684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460328985197674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116254321220455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160659193015966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BaronBilgewater,2019/01/09,"Getting meds for the first time. What experience can I expect? Finally got my diagnosis and meds are coming shortly. I have to say, just getting diagnosed has been a huge relief as I no longer hate myself quite so much for all of my failures, failings and abandoned projects, and I’m coming to terms with the fact that there are some things I’m just not wired for. I’d love some advice on what to expect from my meds. What is the period of experimentation like while we find my drug and my dose? Does life get better immediately? Or worse? How might my mood and personality and self esteem change? I know everyone is different, and I know what the meds are supposed to do. But I’d really appreciate more anecdotal info on what happened for people in, say, the first three months or so. I’m in my 30s with an admin-heavy job and a long commute, if that helps. Any tips for this newbie will make a real difference!",4.5636245110821365,5.977376401129947,5.58666666666667,79.2594524119948,70.29943502824858,8.609995654063452,26.04476314645806,9.057496981413335,1.9576504997827024,721,22,140,14,13,238,114,177,0.096,0.789,0.115,0.564,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,5,6,8,1,0,9,0,12,5,0,3,2,36,27,17,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,9,13,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,2,2,14,4,19,23,6,17,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,6,10,92,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367339677026985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606543883465212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193242395467687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338841637257704,0.218041224485883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845618206432194,0.0,0.26445744462126675,0.0,0.0,0.11075389352371112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467699295947581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093392361605787,0.0,0.12380039492172175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864077529880153,0.11567394891067136,0.2153044904512336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836781822208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122194502226356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191697871952556,0.0,0.0,0.12495223216436135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483079484907602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255917076546426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910861546767142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939338128921223,0.06183103794814573,0.0,0.0,0.11200200637470556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142257379410226,0.0,0.08448007615583124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623204693137482,0.0,0.0,0.1342606261794087,0.0,0.0,0.1010193353897374,0.0,0.09303648529817736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774107333672586,0.11050769414909747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461260609112882,0.0,0.14405348781135474,0.08107785833935464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129188258441352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203014025422216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408113238250277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379841007220314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289759002596759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADJ17,2019/01/09,"My family just doesn't understand ADHD Every time I've tried to explain this disorder to them (and why I think I might have it) I'm either dismissed as looking for excuses or I'm met with things like: ""but you're not hyperactive"", ""ADHD meds are zombie drugs that strip away your personality"", ""well everyone has difficulty focusing when it's boring"" (this one probably annoys me the most), ""you have a good brain, if only you would apply yourself"" etc. My family remain absolutely convinced that I'm autistic despite the fact I lack most of the core symptoms of autism. I've recently looked at some of my school reports from when I was young, and the way I behaved, according to those reports doesn't sound like autism in the slightest. Yet they mention issues with paying attention and drifting off into daydreams among other inattentive ADHD symptoms. Since I'm over the age of 18, I can get tested for ADHD on my own, and I want to, but I'm terrified of doing so and since I still live with my mum, I can't exactly hide it from her. I need to do something about this urgently, if anyone has been in a similar situation, what did you do? some advice would be appreciated. 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I haven't seen too many people reviewing Foquest when I was trying to search for it because its relatively new so I thought I'd give it a try. I can't exactly compare Foquest to any other medication because it is my first time using it but I will try my best to describe how it made me feel. I'm currently on 35mg which I think is quite a small dose considering Foquest lasts for 16 hours and I'm 184 cm (6 foot) tall at 93 kg (203 lb). http://www.attentiondeficit-info.com/pdf/quick-guide-adhd-medication-canada.pdf This link is very good to compare the types of pills that are available. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; * **Why I got diagnosed:** I was diagnosed with ADD about a year ago at 20 years old. I never exactly struggled with school but because I couldn't ever focus or just got bored/sleepy while doing work so I just put in the minimal effort to coast through; this couldn't be done when I got into medschool. I saw everyone around me studying for 10 hours a day and while I could do that I would do half the amount of work a ""normal person"" would do. This was quite humbling; I've suspected I've had ADD for the longest time but it wasn't a problem until now. I did my research went to a doctor and she suggested Foquest because of the long effect. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; * **The good:** After I got on Foquest I couldn't instantly feel the difference; that was until I got on a higher dose, the difference was like night and day. I wouldn't start yawning and getting sleepy instantly after looking at my anatomy notes, I stopped drinking 2-3 energy drinks per day, I suppose I was self medicating using high levels of caffeine. Apparently this is quite common. I could Focus in class and listen to every word my professor said, it really helped and the difference showed I passed a lot more of my classes. However the years of just coasting by in high school fucked up my discipline; some people might expect the medication to instantly fix them and they can suddenly study amazing, however, that was not the case for me. I needed to learn to study before I could start doing better. >**tl;dr: The good:** I could focus a lot better for longer times, I basically had to stop drinking caffeine because I didn't need it anymore. The long lasting effect the pill provided was also nice, but I wouldn't be able to tell the difference between this and a shorter lasting one. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; * **The bad:** The first thing I noticed was that my head felt a bit cloudy I felt quite ditsy and scatter brained. When telling a story or trying to explain something, it would take me quite some time to actually get to the point, which was proven to be quite frustrating for my peers. They noticed I was a bit different and all over the place which made me feel quite insecure and felt like the pills were changing me. I later realised that this was probably because the pills amplified my anxiety; which I had under control without the pills. The pills made me quite anxious but I suppose any stimulant would do this. It wasn't anything that was severe though I got it under control and it took me some time, but now I'm fine. I actually started to stress, I'm not sure if this is a good or a bad thing. Before Foquest I would just go into exams not giving a single shit about them, however on Foquest i would stress beforehand and get anxious. I'm not sure if this is necessarily a bad thing, I feel like stress actually motivates me to study. I also think stress comes with the fact that you put more effort into it. >**tl;dr: The bad:** More anxiety, more stress. Easily manageable. If you have very bad anxiety as it is I would suggest a non stimulant medication. Also the appetite suppression was nice because when I'm not on my medication I don't get full and eat everything in sight especially during exams, I guess to get my dopamine levels up which are tanking due to studying but with the stimulants this doesn't happen.",3.8870978316606815,6.5211354612299495,4.7810306937220775,79.03526078675556,75.40374331550801,7.895421580836568,28.829463043000512,8.763046000295581,2.654484081752252,3207,139,556,71,73,1038,304,748,0.10300000000000001,0.815,0.08199999999999999,-0.9315,7,0,4,0,0,0,147.0,0,2,4,22,22,32,3,7,47,0,65,26,4,14,8,119,118,44,0,24,23,0,7,3,0,11,17,2,0,2,42,27,4,6,17,4,0,7,19,16,0,4,41,13,75,16,70,56,16,85,0,0,4,1,19,30,2,13,51,371,117,17,0.038959011549937805,0.0,0.11405512610327916,0.0,0.04682116099968493,0.0,0.03453481308677345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346652238294624,0.0,0.5065448728494542,0.0,0.05298692763077815,0.0,0.08941061160059556,0.08802518761935085,0.038636870858848905,0.0,0.0,0.03205994698268247,0.034681780069545816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626457366259924,0.16624336285459276,0.0,0.06630249872442061,0.0,0.040885079041655385,0.06891215949085581,0.08506630063401148,0.0,0.0,0.04349114140842871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041213468439252186,0.03355973878363608,0.0,0.0,0.08739168841049476,0.12442240239601313,0.0,0.0,0.07537601835329755,0.0,0.0,0.07908515328487263,0.0,0.20351937533381986,0.0,0.03987619915603044,0.0,0.039868595095486785,0.0,0.11449499840501125,0.0,0.03986479494348228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035240656392423284,0.032824647519212664,0.037227005087727055,0.035013847489517684,0.038109388944043136,0.0,0.0,0.07879538730787485,0.027832325635654152,0.11222028203041236,0.0,0.0,0.06627703064431363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601697840076898,0.10177237780469707,0.07474606772459592,0.022141304074603144,0.13070788196121788,0.1869544830595285,0.0,0.04291774350005579,0.0,0.03445132524949851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039983185525340456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02611340422120528,0.08232466940134121,0.0,0.0,0.0767335573628611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527038260961217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710021544284277,0.0,0.0,0.06895499850619526,0.03271575762416048,0.0,0.0,0.06624311686464006,0.0,0.1105918761541261,0.0,0.03949832285298074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623552720335466,0.0,0.0413293546129401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057775226832871986,0.03004759145419032,0.03762685612389699,0.0,0.036560393183796135,0.038171559537562884,0.0,0.08871018573638825,0.04088092901051647,0.0,0.02639963449338164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401854642339934,0.034017506166277967,0.04070387506676396,0.0,0.03682885858008069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042004403758954485,0.0372785125238535,0.0,0.07832913431776285,0.0,0.33150163474304073,0.0,0.0,0.024958140401395143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037058941507866566,0.0,0.0,0.07885719922179386,0.0,0.0,0.0406427456912893,0.044012593809675433,0.039990865499971655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029992550456235768,0.0,0.0,0.0827261666879339,0.0,0.0,0.06514295624961441,0.2231370805084688,0.04072841778028559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343681464970647,0.0,0.02929232817674288,0.0,0.06810378656517925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764790844600519,0.04992672301052231,0.0382770310421081,0.030929103406831294,0.11358656467420206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043284895319920164,0.105802446022901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729615458643297,0.0,0.06429052929291365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036115394020426884,0.03515444823721107,0.0,0.0,0.03755509687857081,0.0,0.0567252488158857,0.0,0.0,0.1937275481149913,0.0,0.0,0.07526497835037659 adhd,ihaveadhdiguess,2019/01/09,"28(M) Diagnosed with clear symptoms of ADHD yesterday. Kind of depressed, but glad it's properly addressed. Hi r/ADHD, thanks for existing. Spent the past two days looking over this subreddit and relish in the commiseration. I was having dinner with a friend back in November who admitted she had ADHD. We had an engaging conversation, as you could imagine between two hyper adults, but asked me if I ever thought about it or was diagnosed myself. I said no. Constant seeking of novelty, difficulty paying attention to boring stuff and following-through once the task at hand became lackluster, being involuntarily messy, yes to all those things and more. &#x200B; She recommended I read a book, I Always Want to Be Where I'm Not. And suddenly things got a lot more clearer. I highly recommend reading this book, and I wish I had known \[and admitted\] to having a problem sooner. Many of the individual cases in the book resonated with me and my life so well. Strike one. I managed to ask my aunt while I was on vacation if my biological father, who showed signs of destructive ADHD (drug addiction, gambling, etc.), was a 'focused man'. She said absolutely not! Incredibly brilliant, but focused? No way. Strike two. &#x200B; I'll be starting US trials for methylphenidate in a month and I *literally* cannot wait. I'm hoping the rest of 2019, and the rest of my life, is just a little bit better :-) &#x200B; Thanks for reading reddit. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.816614987080103,7.904034046511633,5.607984496124033,71.87564599483206,74.81395348837209,8.473385012919898,31.64857881136951,9.150863307647796,3.5694330749353997,1176,57,179,30,27,382,164,258,0.127,0.6779999999999999,0.195,0.9659,1,0,2,0,0,0,76.0,2,1,0,1,7,13,1,0,15,1,15,9,1,0,3,39,34,18,0,7,9,2,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,2,10,13,1,1,6,7,3,0,5,4,1,4,12,4,24,9,28,18,8,21,0,1,1,0,21,10,0,5,10,129,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059032209905455,0.31128206475187103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387967882561455,0.420959056074862,0.4720918566069504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107061802270785,0.0,0.0,0.04979105594287975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057268761695615025,0.07069349930882927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997498332316651,0.0,0.05169999725054839,0.0,0.0,0.04176032468514837,0.0,0.055771659431910536,0.131445853114893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509291611024024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221670574610906,0.0,0.05857279086436236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050028003060794315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051788885141930745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841509406248254,0.0,0.0643143343464055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743027949693428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147391022801557,0.0,0.06489951188854967,0.0,0.0,0.05437620707034034,0.0,0.0,0.05505068048548445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564937321820467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516852225716725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895982602200294,0.04387830501389025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181406037338155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061959870823054174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943115532712888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318985244903632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458325029142998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412668688705715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730315494837127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923171531897635,0.0,0.0,0.08603802479004237,0.0,0.0,0.05140664479393923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976280046426736,0.0,0.07788987977062799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819299395280719,0.05139791317088822,0.0,0.0,0.05822071873676647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446274822095494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720918566069504,0.0 adhd,Psychicfog,2019/01/09,"My ex agreed that we could test our son if I reminded him and rant from an ADHD mom I set a reminder every single day in our shared calendar for the rest of the year and will remove it when it happens. I've also rewritten this like 5 times because I don't want to be angry about my ex, I just want my son to have the opportunity to understand himself if he IS ADHD; and maybe he's not, but he's got a pile of that on my family side, and I just see this kid who wants to do well, but needs a little extra to handle life. I want him to learn those skills asap and I don't want medication to be off the table because my ex and his family haven't had great experiences and hate mental healthcare. (Okay, I'm going off a little.) Last night my son cried because he was so stressed about keeping up with homework, which my ex attributes it to him actually having to do work. I literally just started crying from knowing. You mean the same kid that fully engaged after Christmas break when I (his terrible ADHD mother) realized he had to be ready for a project 2 days later that he had forgotten? The same kid who exhibits at least 6 of the symptoms my ex complains about on a regular basis, for 2 years, that must be present for 6 months? The same kid who got in trouble because he unconsciously drums when he has to sit (and was potentially distracting to the class), on who's behalf he was willing to be outraged? The same kid he continually bitches about for not doing enough, unless he's succeeding. It was awesome for you when he was excited to be in advanced math and put in the work, but he was pretty excited about that. Why can't we nourish the things he's excited about and follow a guideline that has accountability on the things he doesn't, but also gives him more of a break while doing? I don't want to project my diagnosis on my son, but part of me feels like you understand that struggle, and maybe it's not that, maybe we just need to find other organizational skills and homework skills and whatever. But per my ex, every time I mention ADHD, he's scored very well on a test. Yeah, literally a day ago you were pissed because he wasn't doing enough and you'd had enough and we do this every month where his answers are lazy or his work is lazy or the reality is you're just running his tank empty because you don't know how to handle it because it's not how you work. Maybe it won't even be ADHD, but I just want my kid to have all the resources and understanding and forgiveness if it is. Sorry for my rant! Also, any input on teens with ADHD would be appreciated, in case. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",8.200826972010177,6.2063621488549625,8.485687022900766,73.11195292620867,63.007633587786245,11.176081424936388,35.955470737913494,9.725611199111238,3.2302661577608145,2082,74,410,32,24,691,225,524,0.14400000000000002,0.752,0.10400000000000001,-0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,6,7,0,11,26,24,4,3,26,2,50,4,1,3,2,80,77,41,0,15,23,12,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,6,30,23,0,1,12,1,1,6,13,10,2,0,14,2,49,14,58,48,14,52,0,0,1,0,68,20,2,5,24,280,79,15,0.0,0.0,0.05921227166714551,0.0,0.4375337890796152,0.0,0.0537867469266512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455707946903905,0.0,0.26297522651986466,0.2949181426027288,0.041262630548143484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891814337110225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844587006208095,0.0,0.13330228396537194,0.11739547607571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880875483251128,0.0,0.04007677063071809,0.0,0.15336967407088167,0.0,0.0,0.05935402208525682,0.11440227732379045,0.0,0.030680255496585443,0.043347860362922284,0.0,0.0,0.055457933899758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820717515342413,0.0344842960607428,0.0,0.09705832625433647,0.06689691449450809,0.0,0.0,0.053656717580215264,0.0,0.0,0.059906251124441076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393275367884368,0.0,0.0,0.06669329156775554,0.04946008101209809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285815671808276,0.059287707349383885,0.12162914844301295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383393002749576,0.06609534517002362,0.0,0.061125975190218965,0.061148425954963524,0.0,0.0,0.07106449601585145,0.09686405067692418,0.0,0.0,0.08998286733104448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056941516109402276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570758038339079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173060679148671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060997424742784426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835193558465143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792324630877115,0.042947690500748766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950561828207724,0.06343306663820175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306692597285024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062257622909796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076281887552913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950156254537176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500651099539725,0.25052321943981154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911232204417312,0.0,0.054751806703859325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766951275945894,0.0,0.0,0.0431033982061607,0.0,0.2949181426027288,0.0781483568054412 adhd,RobertMosesHwyPorn,2019/01/09,"First major fuck up of 2019! I just started driving at the ripe old age of 23 (late, I know) and so I dealt with auto insurance for the first time, and it was a PITA but I chose a policy that wouldn’t kill me and moved on. I live very far from “home,” so I had to prove I actually had my car where I live now, and not where I’m from - fine. Except, I didn’t. My policy got cancelled. I called and got a new policy from the same company, the same thing happened with having to prove, so I called in early December and the nice phone lady said I have a month to submit proof - 1 month later, guess who fucking forgot? I just got a cancellation notice in my e-mail today and it looks like they won’t even let me open a new policy with them haha haha. At least I’m off and don’t have to drive again until Friday. Tl;dr - I keep forgetting insurance stuff and my policy got cancelled (twice) and now I can’t drive.",2.2063859649122795,3.4640738842105314,4.193157894736846,87.56043859649124,75.94736842105263,7.592982456140351,19.508771929824558,8.238735603445708,0.6847614035087721,698,13,155,12,15,239,111,190,0.08900000000000001,0.816,0.095,0.2676,0,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,2,2,11,8,3,0,11,2,12,2,0,0,3,30,28,15,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,14,0,2,3,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,10,2,23,5,22,15,4,34,0,0,1,2,7,11,2,1,19,103,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.1398528376439782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292677240407557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465690030978284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380396891142475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649811615559433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584820666887396,0.0,0.15787545248051693,0.0,0.12673123325579694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375464745645006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738319999509667,0.15855462675325835,0.0,0.07876108967748932,0.0,0.16166333262226676,0.0,0.0,0.14654727613662144,0.0,0.07001550419165667,0.0,0.2530960504805288,0.0,0.12034684531237165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287821759146335,0.1523190634825589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27682522199573817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316282696391982,0.1503829101674646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363235035643437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143769555995144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164059124402982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952108046722982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356697641209324,0.0,0.1358439889901639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824825322325574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ppld1234,2019/01/09,"Excessive reading as a child? Hello everyone, I'm new to all this and was talking to my psychiatrist about things I find challenging today in college and daily life. (Forgetfulness, inattention, constant need to get up and walk around, difficult time paying attention in class no matter how good the teacher is, and so on). She told me I may have adult ADHD, I was looking at my life and it does make sense. But she also said it's present from the age of 12, when I was that young I never really payed attention in class because it was easy. I still got good grades though because I could figure stuff out on tests and homework. The only thing I can't really understand is how I read do much back then. I would go though novels daily. I could read them extremely fast and didn't care about outside noise (once read a book at a football game). Isn't ADHD lack of focus? I'm doubting I could have it and might just be lazy due to how middle school me acted. Am I just lazy?",4.231428571428573,5.5498988481675395,4.990400149588634,83.58331151832462,70.98952879581152,8.179655946148094,26.208302169035157,8.634040054169528,1.784776813762154,764,24,150,13,14,247,125,191,0.08199999999999999,0.846,0.07200000000000001,-0.4416,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,15,6,0,1,6,0,20,2,0,4,2,35,32,19,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,9,10,0,0,5,7,2,3,5,2,0,0,8,2,20,4,20,17,3,28,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,3,14,102,29,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005974630712438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001104525720153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133059156489578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616400554268084,0.0,0.15247175806700825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750778053491402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514625381429088,0.0,0.2995525237220409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944151457702643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950091633979708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143032697372322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653390858441677,0.0,0.07107491240936427,0.20979006544296327,0.10002251495833307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666822772886984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501954174462401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834790289706368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326697040586542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193404888990127,0.09273096952061824,0.09645456850793996,0.12078446211816744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318562874846024,0.0,0.09511434406936033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003784162152455,0.0,0.16023425151046086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896142218093722,0.0,0.0,0.1265681666412245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987368515106106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316465063213624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005191023424122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616962496803833,0.0,0.2457431251060684,0.0,0.07292393535536776,0.0,0.11854297830141948,0.11950091633979708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019266253471015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883957632925019,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TommyGunn35,2019/01/09,"Looking for literature on ADHD and addiction Hey guys, recently diagnosed with ADHD (38/M) and looking for good books or articles on how ADHD and addiction relate. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks",5.400294117647062,8.907036970588239,7.507352941176473,56.37808823529414,76.3529411764706,11.635294117647062,34.97058823529412,10.686352973137794,5.943552941176471,163,9,21,7,4,57,26,34,0.0,0.711,0.289,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,12,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233270320730055,0.7000292782206237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203574307192587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706873840067493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285254771105445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224934082405495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014163623563807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260917030832283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170999023104654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787568276857026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792599103528574,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lindseyhuggs,2019/01/09,"My child is struggling, and so am I. I feel lost. My 10 yo son has diagnosed ADHD pretty severe. He is just going a mile a minuet. He also is just plain MEAN, and I mean it, my son is mean. He isn't mean to his friends or strangers, just me (mom) his dad (we're married) and his two little brothers. He wont eat regularly, sleep normally, wake up, bathe, get dressed, let alone help out with any chores at all. (Btw his chores are minimal and age appropriate) He is OBSESSED with electronics and his whole life seems to revolve around getting to use them. Such as xbox and YouTube. I limit this and if it were up to me he'd never use them TBH. He will manipulate and tell lies to get the electronics, then he's mean as soon as they go off. Mean as in calls me a stupid fatty, tries to hit me, stab me, throws things at me. Threatens to tell DHS we abuse him. (which he has done 3 times, but everything is always 100% cleared. This is a pattern he has established.) No meds work wothout unmanageable side effects so far. I am lost, I don't have ADHD, I didn't while growing up either. I have been trying to help him but he is soooooo mean. Oh and we have gone through 2 psychiatrists and even the police know him by name because I call for help. Reccomendstions?",1.3505211535646282,3.63144347826087,2.522942468159858,93.6639950226907,82.59683794466403,5.8034841165275965,22.01859171424389,7.093109894594671,0.5605401551749378,972,32,214,13,27,310,156,253,0.106,0.836,0.057999999999999996,-0.8071,0,1,0,0,2,0,45.0,2,0,3,5,10,6,1,2,6,0,27,5,2,4,3,44,48,23,0,2,8,5,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,6,16,1,1,11,2,0,5,6,5,0,1,7,1,32,1,26,36,3,24,0,2,0,0,39,13,0,3,6,127,38,1,0.0,0.11051285738871494,0.0,0.0,0.22419123829464985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966023526197092,0.0,0.07459011746230274,0.07761033019657741,0.0,0.0,0.06342861147256199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303244787230403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685815159042655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048364140057414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466979281962433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545032110144956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544122307007433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061605716350170335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382745812505384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716146256117471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206223053389453,0.0,0.14619335520778426,0.0,0.1060180113427144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755610615294685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126021805301252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537762060680667,0.06588124253808035,0.0,0.09348371514183004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363626663641268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7112089411822657,0.10360490533166823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923981935721927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719376302515437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138740921462586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489183365501347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491193223286679,0.0,0.10537156379801192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334002660485448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750884238010996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630488428373745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196621489735039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438804174060539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665203554348345,0.0,0.09111384182971724,0.0,0.0,0.16111527252925353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041356008542648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790361186628367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alty-Mcult,2019/01/09,"Can I go back down in my dose or lower my tolerance or something? Yo so im just gonna jump right into it: adderall works really well for me, I was on 10mg 2x a day for 1 year then it just wasn’t effective for long enough anymore, tried 10mg 3x a day which wasn’t very effective, tried 15mg 2x a day + 5mg at the end of the day, that worked well for 5-6 months ish BUT in the last month I started taking up to 60mg a day, usually at least 50mg. I know that sounds really bad but i’ve been doing it bc I discovered that it helps me not be in pain at higher dosages (chronic pain problems for years). My PCP wanted to give me oxy for pain but I refused & after realizing the adderall helps I thought to myself “well this can’t be worse for me than oxy especially if it’s only short term, right?” and figured I could just go down in my dose by the end of my physical therapy. A lot of my chronic pain problems have finally been reaching more precise diagnoses & i’ve been progressing so significantly that I just wanted to subdue the pain for a month or two so I can go harder in PT & just get rid of this pain once and for all. Honestly it worked, bc at the end of this month I don’t need much adderall for subduing the pain so i’ve lowered it. So almost everything went according to plan except a big problem is I think I raised my tolerance to my adderall bc it doesn’t work well at my prescription dose for treating my ADHD symptoms now - I’ve had to take 40-45mg instead of my previous 30-35mg. So what i’m wondering is like am I now stuck at needing a higher dose or is it reasonable to lower it if I just stay off for like two weeks? Anybody have experience in lowering a tolerance to adderall? I’ve never really had to so idk much about what to do or what ",3.10923076923077,3.723545751322757,5.064126984126986,84.64989010989011,72.96825396825399,8.778347578347576,27.765974765974768,9.057496981413335,2.0316773300773305,1386,50,309,28,26,480,179,378,0.086,0.745,0.168,0.9853,4,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,8,22,19,0,0,17,0,24,15,0,3,3,44,44,20,0,10,18,0,0,2,0,1,15,1,0,0,21,3,0,1,9,0,0,5,7,11,4,2,11,1,31,8,52,29,8,55,0,0,0,0,4,22,0,10,29,190,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893687347553624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446285265874428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417137540848051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374717306956344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717982724505024,0.062089206612013136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937204695452281,0.0,0.0,0.23978685588967302,0.0,0.0,0.07547591661653284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758811649965247,0.07683587707551774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683181668810975,0.07274035499145462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145999225529016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038851102549600204,0.07133485541431489,0.12678500204177007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968663081294203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032377584273108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086743858081486,0.06061499666456094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265908404705873,0.0,0.0,0.06580807523758374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321995668245313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742031911599396,0.0,0.10932932761685812,0.1102770373911185,0.05735259812812199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919315756850749,0.0,0.05655569078805112,0.5538852574261435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346332043161875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291470236295845,0.07645657357259843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700957076324654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724753998257742,0.0,0.0,0.05263384254903896,0.07926005234873527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729064387406401,0.11182201599879074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503948621624083,0.0,0.0,0.0476481997740492,0.0,0.05903516229776708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009739029661483,0.0,0.14528183750553578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189929355912795,0.06135648002939225,0.08772132885464792,0.0,0.05964875198920126,0.0,0.26744165805762776,0.06893436642501563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064247240816846,0.21654583556323764,0.0,0.07578128305780685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577344578032658 adhd,Folkcharm,2019/01/09,"Accidentally took 120 mg Vyvanse, please advise Please advise: It's almost 2 am where I am, I take 3 tinazidine normally before bed; tinazidine and vyvanse look very similar and I accidentally took 3 vyvanse 40 mg instead of 3 tinazidine; should I be worried or on the lookout for signs that should make me worried? &#x200B; Also... I guess I better get my work for tomorrow done because I'm betting sleep will soon be WAYYYY off the table. >\_>",9.612926829268293,8.713305048780487,9.097682926829274,66.34945121951222,59.487804878048784,10.639024390243904,43.67073170731707,9.516144504307137,4.464673170731707,362,19,57,5,4,116,58,82,0.11800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.094,-0.2415,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,1,0,11,16,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,5,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,2,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610163322337636,0.0,0.0,0.14862394162351816,0.0,0.2013680772876547,0.22582773335370385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329225492998465,0.0,0.15814441013763952,0.0,0.0,0.16436896080325766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018877344572485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709879999017766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473440249861846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560669444203984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405612096756392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209325088009864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080143320654065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859839230346917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973584857859794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412971720217657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533454700511864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353007984085968,0.3774787927626765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582773335370385,0.0 adhd,Drawing_This_Shit,2019/01/09,"What was it that made you think ""I need to see my doctor"" or what was it that tipped you off and made you feel something was wrong? After years of suspecting that I had ADHD I finally took the first step yesterday and contacted my GP and asked for a referral to an ADHD specialist or a psychiatrist. Idk I feel like I have a lot of feelings and thoughts running through my head about it, like I'm anxious and kinda excited to see someone but at the same time I feel kinda worried that I don't have it (if that makes sense) and I'm just stuck feeling/being the way I am. &nbsp; So anyways what was it that made you think you should get checked out?",5.08909090909091,5.212722303030303,5.684393939393942,83.69659090909094,68.39393939393939,9.327272727272726,31.65151515151515,9.188382445141503,2.4928151515151518,512,20,108,9,8,166,79,132,0.09,0.8690000000000001,0.04,-0.6448,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,10,2,1,4,0,30,30,11,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,8,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,11,6,16,3,12,18,2,13,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,6,8,75,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814781620572629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196267222656014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929759787461091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837281704378025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624468385563339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209950254010205,0.11338275474779486,0.0,0.17385950585410045,0.0,0.13499900096975273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291964317884913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288267742339915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507578749386403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492992234129678,0.0,0.4505269065628719,0.10594043681099176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176817643671511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529433106075514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447482263090746,0.12218303411497565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033904555647848,0.0,0.12599834422940118,0.09254532139133544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633311475974803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259769429095665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117813405845474,0.0,0.0,0.1735249279419977,0.0,0.10220430604221366 adhd,Nyltiak23,2019/01/09,"What it takes me to leave the house on time... 10+ [alarms](http://imgur.com/gallery/rfEZTnW) Pre chosen [outfits](http://imgur.com/a/k7tggrr) for the next day Lunch already packed And backpack organized and ready. How do you guys get out the house on time?: ) ",6.095714285714282,9.796162857142855,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,75.19047619047619,6.217142857142857,27.447619047619053,7.554174236665415,1.7349561904761912,208,8,34,3,5,54,36,42,0.031,0.904,0.065,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135027387437702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321592669018885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484264166638819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812958815781566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6556083687529994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30081255453524125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021352117780202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360193211559933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313128206182873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chinchillaf,2019/01/09,"Raise your hand if you’re a college student and unimaginably terrified of restarting school this month because your brain has been doing fuck all for a month! ✋🏼 I ended last semester with a 4.0 but jesus christ. The fact that I’m going to have to wake my brain up after it’s been unapologetically soaking in its personalized luxury puddle of disconnected racing thoughts and memory problems for 4 weeks straight is beyond daunting. Like I’m really bouta waltz into school two weeks from now and attend my first organic chem lecture and I’m gonna have to do that without recalling some crazy business idea I thought of at 2 in the morning on christmas eve. Lord save us all. I’ll pray for you guys if you pray for me.",5.333913043478262,6.852822681159424,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,68.56521739130434,8.708405797101449,30.46666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.672070144927537,582,23,104,11,10,188,103,138,0.057999999999999996,0.7959999999999999,0.146,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,4,0,1,2,4,1,0,5,0,8,5,4,0,3,19,16,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,4,1,10,2,21,11,3,20,5,0,0,1,7,8,1,3,11,62,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144705108250269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41925489974821495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631961887496866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972775684041884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360195869361048,0.0,0.0,0.10672116113160278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593426595195825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198366286780304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306785633601094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091741077706961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29977250925878673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396449570605126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968255746814904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029832183090135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800919691170813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981567677508724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343628355365946,0.0,0.2258793088520389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012556991673817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101569500091635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wookinpanub1,2019/01/09,Having ADHD is like being deaf while everyone keeps talking to you like you can hear them... ...and get upset with you that you're not listening.,5.032222222222224,6.615810925925927,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,69.37037037037037,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8344222222222208,113,3,20,2,2,36,23,27,0.085,0.752,0.163,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791357727228877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809557359969566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208293796395298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44934123013369376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543650193967139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895497287225028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204438073572689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oldman_raven,2019/01/09,"Get the most effectiveness out of medication Hey guys, I’m worried this might kind of come off wrong and skirt the edge of the “drug abuse” rule so I wanna explain. I take 20mg generic adderall for my adhd. I don’t take it every day (which my doctor says is ok) but sometimes when I take it, it feels less effective than other times, and i feel like it doesn’t have anything to do with tolerance. I was wondering what the best method, so to speak to take meds is. I don’t mean like snorting or something, but like food/without food, with a lot of water or a little, or what. Thanks so much :)",2.585750000000001,4.224019408333337,3.6433333333333344,90.315,75.75,6.466666666666668,23.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.7530666666666663,459,14,99,5,10,148,81,120,0.048,0.7240000000000001,0.228,0.9792,0,0,4,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,6,1,9,5,0,2,0,22,22,11,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,9,6,2,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,9,7,14,20,5,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,7,6,63,18,1,0.0,0.17791278497669072,0.0,0.0,0.18046084643381546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356731541016375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758165352670836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934790034432225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683954706532813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369316989617313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413571467073738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651466876800896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184888611321598,0.1072729709215354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631435217432935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845140551871953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148680118892904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636654585911047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007897690614653,0.1504978561213909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276590401067537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356618253152466,0.16679178948354426,0.1512684802486709,0.0,0.1592940063161756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038347502505227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941174165592465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559903527547398,0.14851019251179026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516007910891141,0.0,0.0,0.13824539672961586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755839097947085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447470422755308,0.16284004544912142,0.0,0.15249283126432614,0.0,0.0,0.16417430138021474,0.0,0.0 adhd,THEABRENTICE,2019/01/09,"In desperate need of help improving my short and long term memory. My memory has been in significant decline every since my diagnosis 8 years ago, and is getting progressively worse. Any help on improving it even a little is massively appreciated.",8.222857142857139,10.36510223809524,9.81761904761905,49.610714285714295,62.33333333333333,15.123809523809525,37.80952380952381,13.5591,6.981038095238096,202,10,28,10,3,71,34,42,0.10099999999999999,0.601,0.297,0.8568,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296479453361972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274449162332385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090830414622006,0.0,0.28179777689379737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474204283700526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483642514276881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33521773953388795,0.0,0.29598741728129035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479985576617201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27666955537608084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408442834646599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538188708837092 adhd,onlyhereforpcmr,2019/01/09,"Snowball effect of late homework/assignments Beginning of the school year you start with a fresh slate and you're like ""I got this"" Then you miss a couple assignments here and there and then by mid year you're playing a constant game of catch-up working on old assignments that are late while new assignments keep on piling in. Finally it gets so overwhelming to the point where you do absolutely none of it bc u give up and then u break down. Every damn year...",4.659123376623377,6.567763159090912,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,70.81818181818181,8.664935064935065,27.34415584415585,9.23628265651192,2.2637610389610385,370,13,71,8,7,114,62,88,0.051,0.872,0.078,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,4,5,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,9,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,12,8,1,24,0,2,0,0,5,8,1,0,16,40,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359930141181393,0.0,0.0,0.24163517477461646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839959837747762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922645557294664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409541421161068,0.20949160621196755,0.0,0.0,0.17465977871003086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941076708470144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926880932160953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669025776040307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091438696534856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291548369716412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644127440447813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210139185812269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545716768144356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898446365096255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421891925183937 adhd,jestew,2019/01/09,Having an adhd brain is like having a multi core processor But all the cores are working on totally different things... My brain is always doing more than one thing at a time. May as well learn to like it. ,2.527749999999997,4.906868275000001,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,78.75,7.0,20.0,8.07648339933343,1.0927499999999992,161,4,30,3,4,53,35,40,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,2,2,0,2,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324162244585617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301511257903984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175481647915809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889853259003491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270262955581245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742950063615446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675179343644612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128612008775509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869420630664105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136614129427624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thecontrarian123131,2019/01/09,"Vyvanse inconsistency, but excellent while working Title says it all; I take Vyvanse to treat my predominantly inattentive case of ADHD. It's been a lifelong thing and only recently has it come to light that my quandaries and plights of chronic inattention were something that could be treated - a truly life-changing revelation. Now that I've been given a glimpse of greatness, so to speak, I just can't get enough. I want to nail this treatment and I find it hard to imagine myself forgoing something so significant and that I know is so easily curable. I've been trying medication for the past 4-5 months with generally good results. MPH (Concerta) was satisfactory, I wanted to try amphetamines, and WOW! Vyvanse has been great... BUT... it wears off at points during the day. Around 1pm especially, I have this severe dip in potency. It's great in the morning, but later on in the day there is just this rolling cycle of effective => not effective and sometimes I end up below my baseline without meds, which is problematic. I just feel ""floaty"" and spacey and start to disconnect. I have made sure to eat CONSTANTLY and replenish all of my electrolytes and whatnot. I talked to doc about this and he just upped my dose to 50mg, but I'm sceptical that this will actually address my problem. I really wanted to try something IR, but I erred away from suggesting this, as I fit the profile for potential drug abuser (young male, sadly). I just told him my problems and let him do the treating, giving him the benefit of the doubt that as a primary care physician he was well enough versed in different ADHD medications to help me. It's not terribly urgent, because I've gone 17 years of my life without medication - to claim that I NEED amphetamines now would simply be addiction. Sure, I'd like things to be a little better, but I'd be lying if I couldn't go without. That being said, I haven't taken medication in a few days and I can tell that my writing is all over the place (sorry...). Anyways, does anyone else have experience with this sort of thing on Vyvanse? Or will this just be the nature of the beast for treatment (honestly, it's similar to my experience with Concerta - I feel better than baseline, but I feel like there is a better alternative).",6.7703581216882895,7.469559342042757,7.401959619952496,70.83448702722458,64.84323040380048,10.56243376575918,35.432212680431206,10.475803106731721,3.888529618125344,1797,81,311,43,26,595,228,421,0.076,0.722,0.20199999999999999,0.9963,1,0,4,0,1,0,67.0,0,0,0,7,17,26,1,1,18,0,33,12,1,4,5,66,55,28,0,10,20,0,4,2,0,3,10,3,1,1,29,18,1,0,8,0,0,3,8,6,2,0,13,8,36,20,53,30,6,37,0,1,0,0,16,19,0,4,17,215,65,2,0.0,0.10279383818095816,0.08466312412801585,0.09457883730258024,0.2085320967658028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606630898175243,0.08889364626733097,0.0,0.07723285970548112,0.0,0.0,0.08151183430466365,0.0,0.0,0.052886766046567946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019074288948566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845538667303234,0.0,0.09177827722689673,0.07473418584720014,0.0,0.09375438964119943,0.0,0.06926906526424466,0.0,0.0,0.1678548632441701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064346369179832,0.0,0.0,0.07592235900727974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061153546516884,0.08877491607650516,0.07247503188851304,0.0,0.07684168358294513,0.17928805411934934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973160454133754,0.0,0.0,0.13160209224811215,0.06197980890211824,0.0,0.0,0.0792950820740722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532738377973528,0.0832260130612394,0.04930647238582225,0.07276834904140148,0.0,0.2869524314554728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771797196579687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058151942622455974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767983277392002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871575607040695,0.12255923780523717,0.08477098387311956,0.08695413469442467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209235356864635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636838758007278,0.34959753302942354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924926974684159,0.0,0.0,0.06432982937276878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598323684650262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282016266850592,0.0,0.0,0.09064346369179832,0.0,0.08201418906770735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660310469653181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557928549991794,0.0,0.08566288756260892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252656076393171,0.06899330618816228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801164981038137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037124135073456,0.08580570923714098,0.09711828429322124,0.06140763644935476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635364503115158,0.0,0.06523108871530654,0.06973265496758872,0.07583016475297946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291413553193938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290082156770065,0.0,0.17670860868006896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351604244384215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800570561665805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508943476343076,0.0,0.06316073129422248,0.0,0.0,0.061630271055658735,0.0,0.0,0.055869196083306566 adhd,Zuneman239,2019/01/09,"I Accomplished So Much Today Before I start I want to give you a little back story, I work IT and recently got laid off a week before the holiday. Today I saw my first recruiter today looking for a job. But he wanted me to re write my whole resume and also write a 1 page paper about the skills that I have learned now I am off med's but after spending 5 1/2 hours on this project I finally finished it and I am so proud I guess I just wanted to post about it",2.8720408163265283,3.6852715102040814,4.6802040816326524,86.4433673469388,73.6938775510204,7.2326530612244895,24.20408163265306,7.447530270364453,1.0097795918367338,360,10,77,4,7,123,67,98,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.8569,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,12,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,15,1,10,10,3,18,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,13,53,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529662580933836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970762423019395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092079100124088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903141608007827,0.0,0.1545445686182597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429264226399058,0.0,0.0,0.14531328905757426,0.0,0.2001509147529772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892706426197286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029829513391935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210010709654573,0.0,0.0,0.15257299851526207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181551757972785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356231870530869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400783630814404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793959660937277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860040771229986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166597764164137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214946347094632,0.0,0.14573995463459088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028492774314183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227175422299406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lomoneys,2019/01/09,"Will I have to get re-tested to get medication again? I got diagnosed with ADHD in middle school/high school years by my pediatrician at the time. Yes I was on medication as well. But its been over 5 years since I have taken medicine or seen an adult physician about it. I moved to a new city since then and i am in my third year of college and over the years my gpa, my relationships, and my work situations have suffered tremendously. I finally got around to making an appointment with a doctor in a few days and i was wondering if since its been so long since i’ve taken medicine and been diagnosed if i’ll have to be re-tested? thanks!! 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I was on and off Vyvanse throughout high school. It helped me boost my grades dramatically, but the personality changes(feeling like a shell of myself) would make me quit. I went through that cycle twice. Now, i find myself in college with tremendous drive to earn a degree in neuroscience and go to medical school but first semester i just couldn't pull grades and realized medication would be necessary if i actually wanted to achieve my goals. I decided Adderall IR would be my best shot at not affecting my personality because of how rapidly its effects wear off. However, these are my concerns: 1. The first week of taking Adderall has been fantastic in terms of productivity, but I've already noticed my tolerance increasing. I'm worried that i will be on an endless increase of dosage that essentially mimics a drug addiction in order to maintain my newfound levels of productivity and efficiency. Also, that if i were to stay on the same dose, it would eventually become ineffective and just be getting me back to baseline. 2. I've also noticed this past week some positive personality changes. I know part of it is because I'm better able to engage/focus with others, but i'm worried its also the drug making me artificially extra outgoing/confident. Im wondering if you all had these changes and whether or not you see them as healthy. Thanks for taking the time to read. I really wish i didnt have ADHD so i didnt have to worry about taking stimulants to do normal tasks as im sure you all agree. But, thats where I am and want to approach it the best way possible so your advice really means a lot to me. &#x200B;",5.6228181818181815,7.49054291818182,6.757393939393939,70.12609090909092,68.30303030303031,9.643636363636364,34.10909090909091,9.98439552973466,3.8163127272727273,1433,69,236,36,25,481,191,330,0.025,0.797,0.17800000000000002,0.9953,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,1,11,14,8,0,0,14,0,24,8,1,6,3,51,45,26,0,12,14,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,3,16,10,0,0,7,1,0,7,5,2,0,4,8,1,34,6,42,27,12,40,0,0,1,0,11,16,0,7,15,175,50,10,0.08844823213137927,0.0,0.08631271574935251,0.09642162847260832,0.2125951738509868,0.08643058877741379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760482356159766,0.2121960578399937,0.0,0.09583362256106838,0.10747428318106728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801123092548557,0.0,0.10783444272095764,0.09768412336443133,0.0,0.0,0.18564192559920836,0.0782252736508606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713300355589085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051437376343493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044722083737645385,0.06318743470744978,0.0,0.0,0.08084008179325107,0.15046804213430176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046210550722489516,0.0,0.050267168610572184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928498558894756,0.09345041339171896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107853698945276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048608835258303465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432113385266178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519552401938599,0.0,0.0,0.11807976351894806,0.0,0.0,0.0963460542788293,0.0,0.2673068659392147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666048815092478,0.0,0.20139779702502145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578081618098383,0.08443384569547678,0.0,0.2316887540693046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971209213704806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407558217981464,0.08847216747912902,0.0,0.11332440469956828,0.0,0.08733195875550649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902866588541,0.07048178957749167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427404704029682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336141204199367,0.0,0.2660082521779721,0.0,0.0,0.08143124875181804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051574875437648465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433811785152557,0.07020608973956136,0.1418956734013484,0.0,0.0,0.08199239731070754,0.0,0.0,0.1017111018977268,0.0,0.09591833479750184,0.0,0.26947041932632004,0.0,0.2513243456095121,0.0,0.10747428318106728,0.056957761603408125 adhd,spaghetti000s,2019/01/09,"Is typing known to be affected by ADHD? Hi all, this has been happening to me more and more lately and I'm not too concerned about it but I'm not sure if it's my ADHD manifesting in a new way or just a weird personal quirk that's cropped up: I'm usually great at typing and spelling, but I've noticed that when I stop actually paying attention or lose focus (usually in lecture when trying to type transcribe what the professor is saying), I can keep like passively typing but I'll start sticking in words here or there that are spelled phonetically or the wrong version of a word (like sistem for system or witch when meaning which). It's a super weird disconnect that usually snaps my focus back when I notice it happening, but it feels like my brain is going on autopilot mode somehow. Like, I obviously know what the correct word is but when I stop paying attention it's like my fingers/brain gets dementia and tries to keep plugging along regardless. Anyone else even heard of this before?? TL;DR typing oddly when I lose focus // weird finger-brain multitasking combo",8.769108910891093,7.825724524752477,8.93651485148515,66.97061386138616,61.17821782178218,12.04039603960396,37.031683168316825,11.20814326018867,4.254073663366336,862,34,145,20,10,285,119,202,0.14800000000000002,0.743,0.109,-0.5549,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,14,15,0,0,7,0,9,1,1,1,4,39,23,21,0,2,14,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,15,5,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,7,0,0,2,3,11,8,16,20,4,24,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,7,20,91,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.1159620267196967,0.0,0.2856238158717841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308947862214891,0.1217565202067991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913737924864192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111652660444788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979644727021514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992681485703117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784868307847262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060084582257907374,0.0848929723538371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620843530537785,0.0,0.06753446116178309,0.0,0.0,0.13101172388192187,0.0,0.0,0.21016392523175412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124511007886448,0.0,0.0,0.06530647314360523,0.0,0.13404667372471948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29027440217318745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658832438958677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944192085281206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476783142389807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705800242425901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375874615453938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449927224011344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410927487114908,0.0,0.0,0.1986962662171999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119969196506001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135705371462702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926270547680201,0.0,0.0,0.09432260801416753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992316991458602,0.0,0.0 adhd,twelvis,2019/01/09,"Tried the recommendations in Dr. Barkley's lecture. Wow! Shoutout to [u/Vegetable\_Confusion](https://www.reddit.com/user/Vegetable_Confusion) for posting [this clip the other day.](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/ad47nf/dr_russell_barkleys_excellent_25_hour_lecture_30/) I adopted the 10 minutes work/3 minutes break with a time ([https://tomato-timer.com/](https://tomato-timer.com/)) and added some external ""prosthetics"" to supplement my poor working memory: lots of sticky notes telling me what to do and reminders (including working 10/3). I used the Forest app to hold me accountable: points and nice trees for not getting distracted during work/dead trees for failing. I also got some silly ""good job"" stickers and stick one to a sheet each time I resist the urge to slack off. I'm setting more goals to hold myself accountable. Two days in, and I'm really noticing a difference. I've gotten a lot more boring focus work done much faster. A traditional pomodoro of 25 minutes work/5 minutes break just doesn't work for my ADHD brain: I get drained and then slack off. Break's over. Back to work.",9.527719298245607,13.1349513625731,6.6595087719298265,67.62189473684212,61.690058479532176,8.536608187134503,32.452631578947376,9.21078282632365,3.31406245614035,917,36,124,17,15,258,117,171,0.071,0.8490000000000001,0.08,0.1116,1,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,0,7,3,7,0,1,10,0,3,2,1,1,0,17,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,10,4,20,7,8,17,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,4,6,67,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075241468004421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231560522535732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837991796496616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282619086586099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502471132278754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367272600803948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092964195136436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368939592272105,0.0,0.0,0.10731213467903676,0.10232733922343733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269632318367398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175443491815324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940524901904324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566343293620548,0.0,0.0,0.086697178157066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209470575980556,0.0,0.1225335893841411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196326905174707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118274216730609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492086511466996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686458816882874,0.0,0.12498127350351006,0.0,0.0,0.11050127805610543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7451495593740369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dbsx77,2019/01/09,OTC vitamins and supplements + Adderall = ??? Hello all! I was wondering if anyone has any experiences with taking vitamins and/or supplements in addition to their medication (Adderall or otherwise). 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I have been seeing my PDOC now since October and she has been a life saver. I honestly don't know what I'd do if I hadn't seen her when I did. I told her my symptoms and she immediately told me to get a neuropsych test done. I had an appointment with a Neuropsychologist (who was very sweet and knowledgeable) and she officially diagnosed me with ADD. My PDOC is on maternity leave so I'm following up with an MD in the office to discuss and start medication. &#x200B; The practice does not prescribe stimulants at all, so my only option(s) are non-stimulant medications. I like my PDOC a lot, so I'm just hoping and praying that whatever I'm prescribed works because I would hate to have to go see someone else just to get medication. It was hard for me to not do research so I'm having mixed feelings right now. I feel different knowing my diagnosis, and I'm trying to put the pieces together. How did you all react to getting your official diagnosis and how did you cope with it? 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Hi guys! I'm new to Reddit, so forgive me if I'm posting in the wrong spot!!! I am also new to taking Dexedrine. On the whole, Dex has changed my life; I am able to focus, organize my thoughts, stay energized, and stay productive-- which, prior to the pill, was nearly impossible to do. However, my body has exhibited quite a few side effects that run contradictory to my well-being. I take between 10-20mg of the slow release capsules each morning. About midway through my day, I find I get a ridiculous headache. Ibuprofen does nothing to relieve it. Further, my neck and back hurt constantly. I find I'm cracking my back at least every hour to relieve the pain, but it only lasts momentarily. I do a lot of studying and I'm sure stagnantly concentrating for long periods at a time contributes to my neck and back pain, but it has never been this bad. When I'm at home, I use my foam roller every hour, but it hasn't relieved the pain long term, it just cracks my back. I've also taken to rubbing A535 on my shoulders, which relieves the pain ever so slightly. I don't know what to do? Should I try switching medications? Does anybody else have similar side effects? Tell me about your experiences!! &#x200B;",4.066659574468087,6.176338676595748,5.010372340425533,80.06875000000002,72.87234042553192,7.593617021276595,31.75,8.395991825355821,2.6065361702127663,979,47,178,17,20,319,142,235,0.151,0.799,0.05,-0.9761,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,4,13,15,1,0,11,0,14,13,4,4,3,24,26,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,1,10,5,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,1,24,7,25,21,6,36,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,21,109,34,0,0.10512615482153037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813869605948847,0.0,0.1139041448278846,0.12773978473920788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233420960299281,0.08777594815355745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677145901155984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120953257049457,0.0,0.0,0.11360402661136712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779767299008832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399321303395424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781941285983486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950926256220214,0.1771466389820366,0.0,0.0,0.10283355154301377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921668019720083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492407697221953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409142118383168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046384561263372,0.0,0.10545010474873466,0.0,0.2070561728958392,0.0,0.1125397230072982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577745854034515,0.08569184718052318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742537121001992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606667777977165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937449748239311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180708230055115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107977142023634,0.2030629908183365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087138081933282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799531779077382,0.4474465627005067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068179676579883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181460588687264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241009871195474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908015680235344,0.0,0.15808357062879666,0.0,0.09188489293685538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345842422285123,0.06129990627857705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137375846178172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079524459801508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452103832820516,0.0,0.0,0.11736959758681477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493894731708383,0.12773978473920788,0.0 adhd,snarkdealer,2019/04/04,"Medication Jitters?? I've just started uni and my psych upped my vyvanse dosage from 30mg to 50mg, and while it helps a whole lot I find myself very jittery, and the only way I'm really able to calm myself is by smoking which i really don't want to keep doing. Does anyone have a good way of calming themselves down on medication? 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Let me preface this by saying medication is helpful; medication can help you get back on your feet; but I do not believe permanent medication is the solution to treating ADHD over the long term. When I was first diagnosed, medication definitely helped me, but it never sat right with me why I needed to take a pill everyday to feel 'normal' and 'functioning'. It also never sat right with me thinking about how people dealt with this in the past without medication. And I've always worried about the long term effects of using medication (they haven't been around long enough to study). I'm not trying to tell you to just cold turkey your medication, but to consider making lifestyle changes so that eventually you can naturally overcome ADHD and instead use its quirks (such as hyperfocus) to your advantage. 1.5 years ago I reached my low and could barely function without medication, but I slowly sought out changes within my life to the point where I can function perfectly fine without medication. I'll share what I believe benefited me the most, and would love to hear what's worked for everyone else! **On Sleep** * Sleep on a consistent schedule, within one hour. My current bed time is around 1030pm-1130pm. * Avoid bright lights before sleep. Make sure to start calming your brain 1-2 hours before bed time so you don't have a hard time falling asleep. AKA avoid those electronics! * Keep those blinds open! Use the sun as a natural reminder to get up and get your day going. **On Diet** * No added sugar; avoid carbs with a high glycemic index. Make sure to check labeling on items such as bread--lots of these have added sugar that affect our sensitive brain. Stick to berries for those sugar cravings. * Did keto for 8 months and lost 45 pounds. Currently on a blue zone diet. I cook as many meals as possible for me now. * Healthy fats are your friend; avoid hydrogenated oils aka vegetable oils; usually when you eat out, that's what's cooked into your food. **On Exercise** * 45 minutes of brisk walking every day is enough for me. Consistency is much more important than volume, and definitely gains are more marginal the more you do it. Whenever I make a mistake with my sleep or diet, I can feel the symptoms of ADHD the next day, so it's extremely important to consistently keep your health in check.",3.9090581091930936,6.921173511792452,4.375939381774391,79.75717784022481,78.03301886792455,7.665114411882778,27.181653954235248,8.593345894127513,2.4909282015254925,1875,77,319,43,47,591,233,424,0.068,0.782,0.15,0.9903,2,4,0,0,0,0,68.0,1,14,1,7,18,20,0,5,18,0,23,39,9,10,5,61,48,25,0,5,11,0,3,0,1,1,18,2,2,0,18,20,13,6,4,3,2,3,10,8,0,2,6,15,37,12,61,39,10,60,0,2,3,1,25,26,0,2,31,199,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270847218563567,0.0,0.05583179525901395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036853419132692,0.0524079958994852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213878813796956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843105067740197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719002661579888,0.14192350986350202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062265208125255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325810833448146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050287850688189986,0.0,0.0,0.12185901842198653,0.0,0.0,0.06392775422201184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444867860540154,0.052615313463925575,0.0,0.0,0.13015926895124216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053067002133098985,0.060184212404504875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369352456713985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357442642024785,0.07616088407230358,0.0,0.04866152576290225,0.0,0.09872011549049456,0.0,0.035795437860188226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642157513019452,0.0,0.0,0.0669493818865598,0.07098790090585164,0.0,0.12665117668344267,0.06654638719533205,0.0,0.0,0.1240537266964351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196670678962398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440572971411754,0.04448768456523032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721741112410915,0.0,0.0,0.0687548203946324,0.053547012529249836,0.056845803631818924,0.0,0.16817007818098048,0.06385620993694187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6345007138062947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027347956856157,0.0,0.04630071881510184,0.04670207172500107,0.0971547736414049,0.0,0.0669845338650539,0.0,0.06171125615950415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426798020954627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012565577949621,0.04366539376545602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059540536290140236,0.07100535193562474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075765222547493,0.0,0.050087655533382514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521192072846395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458062254917999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872394356658257,0.06546481986228557,0.04735636661227842,0.0,0.05505106771993714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403578060502747,0.0,0.0,0.11017998227696156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276221569095353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319467757714667,0.06936832494800699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056833547976412366,0.0,0.0,0.18214389705150985,0.0,0.0458533316793615,0.06396362952050476,0.0,0.04474225048218484,0.0,0.0,0.040559834032534006 adhd,Michaelkhed,2019/04/04,"Adderall Not Helping With Focus With adderall I have less racing thoughts and I no longer need to take naps, but it hasn't improved my focus when it comes to doing things like studying etc. I've increased my dosage up to 30mg a day and nothing has really changed. Any recommendations anyone experience this?",4.927894736842107,7.392640736842107,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,71.45614035087719,6.665263157894738,30.69824561403509,7.554174236665415,2.143009824561404,250,11,42,3,5,78,46,57,0.109,0.789,0.10099999999999999,0.1343,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,6,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908271239771684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252647084989235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408070200222125,0.27751594322699075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077692654768228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35929825788354297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151384188892222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159398811187734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739316138352066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388806818945781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30912525129777824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063866444056511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422273944291589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403158797830427,0.0,0.0,0.2557623991190657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheBestRapper,2019/04/04,"Giving a presentation on your meds? Hi guys! Obligatory “this sub is my second family even though I lurk 99% of the time” comment. I’ll get straight to the point—Do you guys have any experience giving presentations on vs. off your meds? Do they go more smoothly one way or the other? I get pretty nervous once I’m up in front of the crowd, and want to know if medication will play any role in relieving/increasing some of that anxiety? Thanks in advance for any insight, it’ll really help with my presentation tomorrow! 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Hi all, this is my first post here, I've been lurking for a hot minute, and I've never read so many posts and thought to myself, ""well what the heck, these are my people"" so quickly before. I relate to so much that's shared, and I've implemented a few tricks to help manage my time better. &#x200B; I've been dating my S/O for over 3 years, and he doesn't really understand ADHD. I have combined type and anxiety, I haven't had a panic attack in a few months, fortunately. He's neurotypical, so he doesn't really understand why I can't get along well without meds, or that I can't 'control' my ADHD. He seems to think I'm just not trying, or that if I put in more effort I could deal with it better, and not need meds? A lot of the 'normal' ADHD things like going on tangents with stories, talking a lot, ( like A LOT ) oversharing, talking quickly, easily distracted, forgetfulness and fidgeting drive him wild. I also have a tendency to panic as a knee-jerk reaction, which I really can't stand about myself. The logical part of me gets crotchety, and thinks ""this isn't even that wild, girl why you panicking?"" and naturally, my brain basically fires back with, ""why not panic??"" I just try my best to be as neurotypical as I can, and I just can't do it. If I have a real bad ADHD day, I can't just tell him it's a bad mental health day, because he takes that as me blaming it on ADHD, or using it as an excuse to justify it, which isn't what I want to do, I just want to help him understand what's wrong with my brain, and why I can't just 'try harder' to fix it. If this is something that's not allowed, I'm sorry; I read over the rules and whatnot, and may have missed something.",6.860584949063423,4.96683591620112,7.8838350312191965,76.04744495563591,65.53631284916203,11.105093657574763,32.23200788695368,9.916854025145753,2.798325796910943,1350,40,284,24,17,463,168,358,0.073,0.8059999999999999,0.12,0.9438,1,0,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,1,6,20,18,2,4,17,0,28,3,2,4,2,62,48,30,0,8,17,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,24,18,0,1,10,2,0,3,17,10,2,1,4,2,35,8,35,41,10,25,0,1,0,0,21,7,1,11,13,193,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339647205307511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921803118931975,0.0,0.08023351386790797,0.08997926990140379,0.0,0.0,0.05664830841493136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424295349074226,0.0,0.05694014161007215,0.1236578838125502,0.045140400750147885,0.0,0.06301138638665604,0.0,0.07771126465838134,0.13098301849724525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532934163302276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305375440379463,0.059123172002290864,0.0,0.0,0.09551268822186837,0.0763426503476364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890955204767615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298718248684804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737649403525153,0.0,0.04208451545538496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787120500589563,0.0,0.0,0.09926876572736164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235451267047675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886485634108602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507542342434713,0.0,0.0,0.1645064714745347,0.0,0.07462532721100568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059106275949545935,0.0,0.054435521201900455,0.0549073897904533,0.057112188274467325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255361210441738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606463614582294,0.0,0.08018930348207882,0.0,0.051337182854567835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183951513372922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444104585474602,0.0,0.0,0.1481407607614377,0.08428550008989144,0.14231563442529632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741264958930496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401514102050388,0.0,0.08289329450211852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567664098395883,0.11903771873050716,0.06472326220297159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919575637255071,0.09489693737520792,0.0,0.05878769949413296,0.04317934951300938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082596286556302,0.0,0.0,0.3083560673033117,0.0,0.06395571932525107,0.0,0.0,0.08735361976176208,0.05877771416958831,0.0,0.0,0.1331602998464117,0.0,0.2672756609420183,0.0,0.0,0.07138188652707084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096242360155433,0.08997926990140379,0.04768599196571053 adhd,m0_ss,2019/04/04,"Volunteering as someone with ADHD makes life that little less boring I got diagnosed with ADHD aged 31 just over 18 months ago, and like the majority of you on here there were a lot of lightbulb moments that made me realise the reasons why I do certain things. (moving house 13 times in 12 years... Over 15 jobs) I've seen a few posts on here about being scared of working in a dead-end job, fear of grinding away for little money and then resenting what you do. I've been there, and the way I'd get out of boring jobs was to walk away or find the next shitty job just so I wouldn't go mad with boredom. I was in a visious circle of awful job after awful job, and I'd had enough. Week night evenings turned to drinking, so at least 1 working day was spent hungover and in a bad mood. I couldn't wait for 5pm Friday so I could run across to the local pub, neck a few pints and moan about how crap work was. Sunday evenings were spent hungover, tired and wishing I didn't have to scrape myself out of bed Monday morning. This ended for me around 4 years ago when I decided after 3.5 years working as a manager at a very high profile, international charity that office jobs were not for me (I'd also had 10+ years of HORRIBLE jobs, fast food, restaurants, debt management, phone contact centres... the list goes on). I began volunteering as I was also getting bored in my free time and found something interesting which got me out the house. This 4 hour volunteering shift woke me up, I'd volunteered in the past in a number of roles and remembered why I enjoyed it so much. Yes, you get the satisfaction of providing a service to a needy cause, you meet new people but I also gained new skills. My role was a chef at a food and social charity, cooking meals for up to 30 people with food that would go to landfill. They quickly recognised that this was a very good skill and asked me to teach others, this has lead me onto ONE of the two part time jobs I currently have. (I'm a demo chef for a charity, so I travel the UK to work in hospitals, food fairs, community groups and colleges). After the boring office job, I jacked it in to go back to uni and study a masters in Art Gallery Museum Studies and to fund this I got a part time bar job. The pay was painfully bad but I enjoyed it, I lived off hardly anything and gave my brain something to find enjoyment from... Plus free booze, but as I was actually enjoying life I began to drink less! I was diagnosed with ADHD in the last month of my dissertation work so I didn't have any assistance with assignments like I could have if this had been diagnosed earlier. Yeah, I could have had an easier life and better grades but I'm also proud that I managed to get a masters with a jumbled brain. Seriously though, if you're studying and you can get assistance then please do. Roll onto my second part time job, the first one I applied to after graduation... Volunteer Coordinator at an arts charity working with homeless men and sex workers. This is another great job which takes up way more time than it should but not only do I enjoy it, I feel like I'm actually attempting to make a difference to people's lives. &#x200B; Over the years I've volunteered at Glastonbury Festival, Creamfields Festival, Art Festivals, Museums, Churches, art events, exhibitions, homeless charities and animal charities. Each organisation gave me a chance to try something new, or improve on my current skills. I still have good friends and contacts from these times, and I continue to volunteer on top of the two jobs. If there's volunteering in your area, maybe try and give it a go. You're not obliged to stay, if you don't like it then leave but some folk are surprised how much they benefit from volunteering. 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If not, do you know other low cost options for testing? My doctor seems fairly certain I have ADHD but wants to get me tested through official channels, however I don't have insurance and I'm in a weird place with employment so I can't afford to spend $500+ on testing. Does anyone have any other low cost options if it's not legit? I'm in NC if that helps.",2.043461538461539,4.382476358974362,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,80.28205128205127,6.464102564102564,25.134615384615394,7.645422480735847,1.601353846153846,308,12,57,5,8,108,58,78,0.092,0.841,0.067,-0.212,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,13,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,13,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,6,0,34,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387891073596042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482860973587727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552921439292996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737037155632715,0.31950864786876143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075396618673307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472433155641504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200653919338085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38146036162457386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332380794468612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153502770845688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alittleairheaded,2019/04/04,"How Many Of You Struggle With Food? Just curious as to how many of you guys struggle with food/appetite **ESPECIALLY** while **not** on meds. I'm not on meds and I still struggle with wanting to eat. (Always have, but it's gotten worse) I won't eat because I don't feel like it and then I'll get light headed and sick feeling. And, of course, when you don't eat you start feeling pretty miserable. If you have any tips I'd love to hear. Thanks!!",-1.032,0.6251738000000024,0.6511111111111134,99.30000000000004,111.0,3.333333333333334,17.22222222222222,5.46131890053228,-0.5337777777777775,342,11,75,3,18,109,56,90,0.159,0.65,0.191,0.6507,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,0,0,5,7,0,4,0,0,5,7,1,2,0,18,16,12,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,5,8,3,12,14,0,7,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,1,6,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206919158515289,0.0,0.0,0.09863790836910226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842017847165222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452622750488592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200225378419796,0.10362262952396634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507862818972173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578181959411669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362075316146325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148861538741586,0.0,0.16348012580061044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086333768904363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091187385990882,0.0,0.0,0.2941126896395081,0.0,0.0,0.3222322204898119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756640222351766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266602744424452,0.0,0.11583586596801015,0.0,0.0,0.4549083467179688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335411092434923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555332386426083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478167450708939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AbsoluteCatterbrain,2019/04/04,"I'm struggling to make/keep friends So I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 4 years, there were a lot of problems relating to my ADHD that basically made it unrealistic to keep dating. Since that happened I've realised that I don't really have any meaningful connections with anyone. I've always been rubbish at replying to messages and it often becomes awkward replying after so long after I'd forgotten about them. Then whenever I move places I sort of drift away from the friends I'd had before which makes it even worse. I want to make new friends but talking online makes me feel really nervous because I feel like people are judging me for what I'm saying (thanks anxiety). Most people suggest trying new hobbies but I don't stay interested in things long enough to make friends or they aren't particularly social hobbies. I have friends from my course but I feel like I'm being way too clingy since everyone else has other friends outside of work. I don't even know what I want from posting this. I just feel like I needed to put it into words and I just want to know that I'm not alone ",5.343128930817606,6.706831080188682,5.7852075471698114,78.75853459119497,68.38679245283018,8.672201257861634,32.05786163522012,9.029198982220553,2.7899329559748423,887,38,161,16,15,285,125,212,0.077,0.753,0.17,0.9624,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,10,16,0,3,2,0,12,0,0,5,0,35,34,9,0,5,7,0,4,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,4,5,21,11,26,29,3,22,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,5,13,95,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369974907100967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660262077701714,0.0,0.0,0.08564454564470761,0.0,0.0,0.06999473648266766,0.0,0.07873982606108096,0.0,0.0,0.07196982243675844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670447481404812,0.0,0.0,0.06274410309588836,0.11367616046516026,0.08758435587540171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598334163005147,0.0,0.0,0.10635239202960947,0.0,0.13596627079315665,0.0,0.0,0.09835234944404783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817445423881575,0.2205958773992949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771326427747948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101910754744807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297470769008625,0.0,0.0,0.11313334381336004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508566248971864,0.0,0.0,0.18217651656407235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750591355362466,0.0,0.0973931945689374,0.3435270155261391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939643578361084,0.0,0.07631998982036159,0.0,0.1988174817317478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427149710747273,0.0,0.1075381093606438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857680716971004,0.0,0.0,0.09848843015601856,0.0,0.10347131567414443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187693935878195,0.0,0.10162922505012242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185267203868232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028661657547806,0.0,0.0,0.1049223842017684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970781463710212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760295028810753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272982485984945,0.0,0.09476249958711944,0.0,0.0,0.06838095272579997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988152228978244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212923787943133,0.08169965034227625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493298857500423,0.0,0.1048926755446472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628241545056382 adhd,SanityDance,2019/04/04,"Yesterday, I was officially diagnosed at the age of 25. Today, my Adderall prescription was filled. I had friends with ADHD growing up. I was taught that the signs were restlessness, hyperactivity, a low attention span, and generally poor school performance. I thought that made sense, given the name, and none of those things described me, so I never suspected I had it. I could bury myself in a task I enjoyed for hours as long as I made some kind of positive feedback or reward visible. By tracking how many words I wrote each day, I managed to write four books before I was twenty one. No way I had a short attention span. It didn't matter to me that my homework was constantly late or I delayed working on projects until the urgency forced me to act or overwhelmed me. I still got good grades. But I noticed a pattern. I would flit from obsession to obsession, each dalliance lasting between five and seven months. The novelty hooked me. I became an expert. But soon I became bored and moved on. I thought it was just a quirk, not a disorder. Mundane tasks were left undone while I hyperfocused but I couldn't bring myself to fix it. I made schedules and calendars for myself that would help a little, but I just couldn't follow them even though I knew I wanted to and that I had to follow through. Then my doctor explained to me that ADHD isn't necessarily an attention disorder. It's primarily an executive disorder. I found this place and read some stories that sounded like mine. Now everything makes so much more sense. I do have a problem. I am not alone. This can be managed.",4.100805805805805,6.529451743243246,4.9504204204204205,79.0967817817818,73.79729729729729,8.168968968968969,29.88188188188188,8.94667605116694,2.7896965965965967,1260,56,222,28,27,408,177,296,0.071,0.818,0.111,0.9022,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,3,10,13,0,4,16,0,24,2,0,5,1,53,41,23,0,7,11,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,16,10,0,1,9,2,1,7,9,7,0,4,24,1,44,6,26,11,7,39,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,5,20,167,60,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029720774795181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305484357249331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725815716506894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621386176497954,0.0,0.10063962782545677,0.0,0.0,0.08129098177348526,0.0,0.0,0.12793677408311824,0.0,0.0,0.4333881810977483,0.12901618245189228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325397553090033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328444113679245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820589014695675,0.09738491057338976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572366664776928,0.10081265770519847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448778456192296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413257590289267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126032095999793,0.0,0.10274651149614797,0.14218842043559912,0.0,0.13695227803158805,0.0,0.0,0.061581026356019336,0.12633390850805445,0.0,0.111549130264837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578109743049583,0.08413848398717977,0.1277935945651244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061086731748026,0.133969816701847,0.09266029559496147,0.0,0.09721652573067456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435072769037504,0.0,0.0,0.08541385920795089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169406019777274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061157971685205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260828075008682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127568010715304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006626521947082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374115332874066,0.0,0.12384220475282033,0.20013717117799734,0.0,0.0,0.11947942620553095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434678726041258,0.10005158854178596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917649526002095,0.0,0.0,0.17908275557531156,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Saj08,2019/04/04,Inattentive adhd Stimulant vs non stimulant drug..what would be better?? Bc of my anxiety I’m already bouncing off the walls and I don’t need to have like more energy...what’s the difference? What type would benefit someone more if they have anxiety AND adhd?? ,2.4085714285714275,5.363738666666666,4.292619047619045,76.5,89.41666666666666,9.40952380952381,27.690476190476193,9.23628265651192,3.882347619047621,208,10,34,8,7,70,37,48,0.068,0.7440000000000001,0.188,0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,8,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994146957610988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751979951388686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815513712609946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220557116875688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26054993477848915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28920264005517404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183489807025187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491275779549485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129960483225116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543060348737632,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,handthosetoesover,2019/04/04,"I need ""relationship"" advise I don't know if this is an ok place to post this, but I'm lost and don't know what to do, and want to see how others with ADHD have dealt with this related problem. I've just turned 20 and I live in more or less a tourist town/area with the majority of the population that lives here being 40+ years old. I've unable to get a girlfriend throughout my entire life so far despite asking about 8 or so girls out. I don't believe it was my personality due to the fact I had alot of female friends during highschool that would always comment on ""how they wish they could find a guy like me."" I'm a pretty average looking guy, that might look a bit unapproachable due to my ""resting bitch face"". I've tried dating apps but the only women that I end up matching with only want sex it seems. I've never gone out with a girl or kissed one even, so I'm not ok with that quite yet and I'm a relatively shy guy in general. I need advice on what to do to change this I've tried everything it seems.... I've been alone like this forever and its finally getting to become unbearable now, especially whenever I see someone post on like social media about that kind of stuff. I don't know where else to go or try if anyone has advice or help I'd appreciate it thanks!",5.353636363636365,4.968440727272732,6.426272727272727,80.33690909090909,67.86363636363637,9.464242424242427,28.963636363636365,9.029198982220553,2.063629090909091,1008,30,214,16,15,339,154,264,0.062,0.777,0.161,0.9776,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,13,12,1,0,13,2,16,4,1,2,2,45,42,19,0,10,11,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,7,20,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,5,4,15,9,29,33,6,25,0,1,4,2,17,11,1,11,13,124,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458245470073893,0.2188580406260336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159811761094776,0.0,0.0,0.0931792770086995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830149568335101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468949426058193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367702304370963,0.0,0.12616710305982196,0.0,0.0,0.12225702339710592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846373799494883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940974538377651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354787917396468,0.0,0.0991841789376391,0.0,0.0,0.0739640727538747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064358599925158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267249556156788,0.10235092781146636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651820606580334,0.0,0.11701355654789765,0.0,0.06364282706820568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326439351454005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750602070868361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166136255628878,0.1846296766960011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909728682489002,0.16412850502127732,0.0,0.19776703684776645,0.0,0.18807594149506726,0.0,0.12224326355699792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187968404936438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606875357303152,0.08636861046177582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175078887240532,0.0,0.07588294560541776,0.1703370583546318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777970868099617,0.11699896596656716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449855452568847,0.11392752010728928,0.0,0.10715312512404816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910828028518558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022841446984946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784727673957168,0.20389122001749024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415311773043332,0.094883290972747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819436273073312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309939918060174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808842084031625,0.12180593583224618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321015878672367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877554570742689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795498946318814,0.0,0.0,0.07211372894305786 adhd,carpets234,2019/04/04,"I need some recommendations for reliable private consultants/clinics for an adult ADHD assessment in London, UK /Dr Paschos? I'm sorry if this has been posted before. I have been desperately trying to research and organise myself to get a reliable private ADD/ADHD assessment for myself for the past few months and I just cannot without getting lost in it all, so I thought I'd ask a direct question on here. I would really appreciate recommendations on somewhere to get a good adult ADD assessment in or around London. Anywhere or anyone you guys have seen specifically that could be a good place for me to start. I would like it to not be the most expensive but I am willing to pay a bit more for a reliable consultant that can really help me. I just need to get this sorted. I have looked at the Priory group in Southgate, but saw some very bad reviews for their in-patient service which I know is seperate but has put me off a bit. Their assessment is £700. I have also come across the name of Dr Dimitrios Paschos from Re:Cognition Health. Their assessments start from about £570. Can anyone vouch for this service? Thank you for any help you can give.",5.372106164383564,6.953101242009133,5.912508561643836,77.0517765410959,68.54337899543378,9.310616438356163,31.03909817351598,9.673873057562805,3.0409015981735164,928,38,166,21,16,300,126,219,0.053,0.856,0.091,0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,3,1,7,6,0,0,12,0,21,3,0,0,1,29,40,10,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,6,3,22,4,31,28,8,18,0,1,3,0,17,11,0,8,5,114,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33655888244742604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197568096635976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521987904068277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581351774085207,0.0,0.0,0.12464942017960964,0.1309018299252875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691266552328924,0.0,0.0,0.11914855589715648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30573589445499144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061670342096074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117963112397723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926232242570539,0.1343220270685882,0.0,0.23488791040569024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864396528556233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883702191030365,0.0,0.0,0.18770782171860045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695252425190327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840776081666629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175833596317956,0.0,0.15285074217495118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176436240638896,0.0,0.0,0.2076493337718472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336670077370911,0.0,0.0,0.1462933683323435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410253579911413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076095800592167,0.156856879069177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940357868349371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567433586190178,0.19821682913727745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289136041038263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116196454178127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506586400621103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553295683399505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497637783631278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893546819048694,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PaterSalad,2019/04/04,"I feel very different from other people and im wondering how much of it is my ADHD. First time posting to this sub. I'm not really sure where to begin, I guess I'll start on the ADHD part. I'm relatively certain I have it, being diagnosed once as a kid in 3rd grade. I took Ritalin for awhile, but my mom didn't like how it made me zombie (or the $80 perscription, more likely) and started giving me fish oil pills as a placebo. She then stated at the end of the year I was ""cured"" and we never brought it up again. Fast forward to me joining the Navy, I brought up to my recruiter that I was diagnosed as a child. He told me to find the record in order to get a waiver. I tried, but couldn't get it at the hospital, and my recruiter told me ""then you don't have ADHD"" in the sly 'its not real if you don't bring it up'. Message received, all good. I did 5 years in the Navy, and got out on some mental health concerns after my wife of 4 years left and I realized I wasn't in the Navy for myself, I was there to provide for the family I no longer had. Upon some digging by a military shrink, he looked at me and said ""dude you've got some pretty serious ADHD, and possibly some mild anxiety."" I basically said ""yeah I suspected"", and that was that. I was discharged and went back home to start a new life. Here's the thing, socially I'm akward. And not in the normal ""doesn't know when to shut up/ obnoxious"" way, just really quiet. I guess I give out uncomfortable vibes, is the best way to put it. Because generally, in social situations, I'm uncomfortable. Not as a confidence issue, not because I don't know how to talk to people, they just..... Bore me? Idk. I don't feel invested in getting to know new people because in the past it's also meant getting to know their petty drama, or insecurities, or whatever else I don't want anything to do with. Weirdly enough, most people seem to like me after I've spent any time in a 1on1 conversation with them. ""I'm a good listener, I'm insightful, I really put myself in other's shoes, etc"". My problem is I feel some deep emotional connections to people when they're around, but if they're not or I'm getting tired of being near them, I just lose interest in them. And it makes me feel like somewhat of a sociopath. It also very much shows in my interpersonal relationships. I have all these friends who I got to know very well and connected with emotionally on a real level, like we were best friends for 3 months, but as soon as they were transferred or moved away - nothing. Is this normal? I've tried 30mg Adderall (illegally, I got it from another with a script) and admittedly it solved every social problem I've ever felt I had, but I couldn't sleep and kept clinching my jaw, so I decided I didn't want to be medicated to feel ""normal"". But now I'm wondering if it was even the ADHD at all, or if I'm just emotionally.... Idk... Different. Does anyone else feel this way? How do you cope with it? And if you're on medication, how much better is your quality of life because of it? TLDR; I feel weird when it comes to connecting with other people, and want to know how much, if any, my ADHD has to do with it.",3.160518494897961,4.4794735531250005,5.009815051020412,82.40816964285716,73.625,8.349489795918366,25.717474489795922,8.89984518584905,1.8716179846938783,2454,81,507,50,49,841,275,640,0.102,0.812,0.086,-0.32299999999999995,2,0,0,0,0,0,106.0,2,4,6,5,27,24,0,1,28,1,37,13,3,8,7,120,101,55,0,16,28,2,8,5,2,0,10,4,1,2,30,30,0,1,24,2,2,11,19,8,1,1,31,14,65,16,83,65,20,82,0,1,1,0,38,37,0,24,35,335,95,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411500469313308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127287511427196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761499687318099,0.05983969677683716,0.043656078018373116,0.0,0.0,0.03990255427831781,0.05847185753065748,0.04696125622067333,0.05080170472255439,0.0,0.0,0.05361629950684611,0.04388097957486972,0.0,0.1391499878509813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977653447242301,0.05047109997277998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915814404086507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584355235110814,0.0,0.11924568104975967,0.0,0.0,0.049939692494046915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534426625657257,0.1925779902990469,0.05054439955546142,0.058965437900301815,0.06364475968223676,0.0376921973450179,0.05162034407365789,0.048081385890490894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379766315680451,0.0,0.201983432946704,0.04076865679469719,0.05479324321645603,0.0,0.052158179314339775,0.048541137939408584,0.0,0.0,0.08817960330066732,0.0,0.14907568976502586,0.10948768068139997,0.0,0.09573013857692744,0.18256668536818346,0.0,0.125731408726779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065952354994166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724282670845068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164212340177034,0.05956309317305554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817509503376997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062003432959191834,0.0,0.08061618116622862,0.1394002018112833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792188449567732,0.06384334543424343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053998149516635535,0.03809264749859703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497794275921272,0.057510086320805,0.0,0.0,0.06683614886875723,0.045550313264936616,0.06065316085149219,0.16780316497038336,0.0,0.04401356751639522,0.11023127593861616,0.0,0.0,0.1677405507333928,0.054757299538410284,0.0,0.0,0.060774463603052185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617979704426603,0.054476882832046235,0.23737832136414905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643344373994227,0.05465438520609178,0.05805762731862931,0.0,0.10921077187706482,0.0,0.11473613940244333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299094172694496,0.10967569224127788,0.0,0.0,0.0612685721046746,0.0,0.0,0.10856751873968654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051951628781915005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414566847716774,0.05710818591868656,0.17451777657088868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117689128072105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378494653559171,0.0,0.0,0.04586827110497112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037912761006767534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655242155918217,0.06559009038115217,0.0,0.10905987618740504,0.06340350658414334,0.07748945715879171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125868737328495,0.10097873739425604,0.1358913203586236,0.0,0.0,0.05131006204514176,0.05290165554609203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377339544747087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102477784715204 adhd,BoyRichie,2019/04/04,"Struggling with the Adderall prescription process and considering alternatives. Looking for thoughts and experiences from the community. Hi! Long time lurker, first time poster. I have been unofficially diagnosed with ADHD by several different doctors, starting about 4 years ago when I was prescribed Adderall. As a kid, I always struggled with assignments and was generally lumped in with the ADHD kids. However, I wasn't given a prescription until I was almost done with college. It was honestly a complete game changer. For the first time in my life, I could actually do my work without an exhausting struggle. I suddenly understood why my friends had free time. They could just do an assignment and it didn't take all day. But after four years, the struggle to get a prescription is starting to be so exhausting that I can't hardly stand it. Drug testing, going to the doctor every 3 months, having to physically go to the pharmacy twice a month just for one prescription, phone calls where they keep you on hold forever. There's also the fear of my life being in someone else's hands because a doctor can just decide that I don't ""need"" Adderall anymore. Now my insurance is requiring a prior authorization on top of everything else. I'm starting to feel that this is just too much and I need to consider other options. I'm running out of emotional energy to constantly be fighting for my right to hold down a job in spite of years of being a model patient. I'll probably be moving in 6 months and the prospect of finding a new doctor in a new big city to treat me like a criminal all over again is just soul-crushing. I'm just a dude who wants to write and make coffee and play with dogs. Why's this gotta be a whole thing? Has anyone here moved from Adderall to a less controlled substance, or even shifted away from medication entirely? How was the experience for you? How long did it take to settle in to your new lifestyle? Honestly, any feedback or anecdotes are welcome.",6.158381454162277,7.769643161643837,6.566643835616436,72.98705742887252,66.6986301369863,9.889357218124342,35.13435194942044,10.125756701596842,3.9017924130663846,1594,77,265,39,26,516,211,365,0.049,0.8390000000000001,0.111,0.9545,3,0,1,0,2,0,38.0,0,3,2,6,19,17,2,5,27,0,32,13,1,4,2,49,54,18,0,5,10,0,3,1,1,1,12,0,0,2,12,15,0,5,5,2,1,5,5,9,0,5,14,4,22,9,53,31,5,53,0,0,1,0,16,17,0,4,31,185,34,12,0.0,0.0,0.0837549614595429,0.0,0.20629521893485084,0.0,0.07608062972485903,0.0,0.08594353793750817,0.0,0.0,0.06863597671929712,0.07141510159494525,0.0,0.0,0.0583654356432449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511751484374158,0.060012370226274675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063747482742163,0.0,0.0,0.05231946136611306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763916200550471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998818087772144,0.09274870697174274,0.09626249706756844,0.13705206254314345,0.0,0.0,0.05535144037662617,0.0,0.0,0.08711279613244116,0.0,0.08967115123919495,0.0,0.3513910829865312,0.0,0.0878310189051454,0.0,0.0,0.09953229770412132,0.0,0.14339521639723854,0.09654404219045358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668805274804532,0.0,0.0723131133642847,0.0,0.07713594856874792,0.16791093103688026,0.0,0.09657945559558248,0.043396808538781716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844450120932306,0.1460091362024588,0.0,0.0,0.06630987784359918,0.0,0.04484116692638531,0.0,0.09755514545237562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768843084135041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517024754297703,0.07628715431103697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124457187957495,0.04193083210846931,0.0,0.0,0.1519087332497328,0.07207322754919639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572903190266935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646186934041285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055193442889597,0.18244145069136108,0.06309286362411677,0.12727955494929094,0.0,0.2486773188503921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058158728460928726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253623238581908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329595545676337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696030044960602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272110368326683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224679081156409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35890087658913994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290627384137983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057019774573045724,0.0,0.0,0.06813720572642185,0.2001861101024794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062310323309068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548913875860135,0.09582299799293924,0.0,0.08273435309235959,0.0,0.062483220053459236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658096985999795 adhd,mollymoment,2019/04/04,"Law School & ADHD Hi! For anyone that has been in law school or any type of rigorous graduate school, how did you all survive? I did well in undergraduate (I’ve been medicated on adderall since I was 14) but am worried about law school since the structure is completely different. In undergrad, I would procrastinate A LOT but I was able to complete everything with only a few mental breakdowns each semester and by getting extensions on several essays. My professors knew I was really smart so they were okay if I didn’t complete everything on time all the time in order to work with my ADHD/copious amounts of writing in my other classes. In law school though, there won’t be any nightly assignments or due dates for essays. We literally just have to read & brief cases & write outlines at our ~own free will~. I’m worried that this lack of structure will really hurt me and that I won’t be able to get used to it. So any advice would be absolutely wonderful. Thank you! Also, I take 20XR Adderall every morning and 10 regular every late afternoon. I used to take 30XR in the morning but it made me feel like I was about to have a heart attack so my doctor and I decided to go back down to 20XR. I would be willing to TRY 30XR again but idk how it will work. Thanks!",4.477220795892169,6.174360410569111,5.4806118955926415,78.83000641848523,70.91056910569105,9.081386392811297,29.6140350877193,9.549672527348893,2.840247154471545,1015,41,188,24,19,334,142,246,0.08,0.805,0.115,0.8996,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,1,3,14,9,1,0,6,1,28,3,1,5,2,38,42,18,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,1,1,2,3,2,1,0,12,1,23,8,32,17,8,24,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,5,10,127,31,17,0.18700375245369666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247421701127254,0.09136895129882734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477341663731316,0.0,0.30392773148135666,0.0,0.1907534464506414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537868588472062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637188257716247,0.0,0.07189717129206781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941048148286336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768955979715398,0.0,0.09570313233191524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755872684794775,0.0,0.16806691463381607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727735803732968,0.06679775905901869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770174236180816,0.0,0.05313927101130112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080017352279677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009569235264268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547418903894686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04568029376224067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949195150933072,0.0,0.08847373606663064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419330340226603,0.0942278993606719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774517684809365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111239022642768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352717916246177,0.0,0.11979939232658875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731444528425068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056305058853936,0.0,0.15469143647315467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060354894103605,0.0,0.0,0.17216793051285725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186511865792284,0.0,0.10904339190009144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348163633367954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615112002679532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840694158518483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139879624501386,0.13614095899023354,0.18991138799488846,0.0,0.199263150515,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,420blazeeIt69,2019/04/04,"Work/life balance On medication: i suck at life, but work is ok Off medication: I suck at work, but life is great Anyone else feel this way? Ive been trying to find a balance between the two for the last few years but am having difficulty. Being off medication, I am basically walking the line of being fired from work every day. Whether it be aggressive tardiness, inability to complete tasks, and constantly falling asleep at my desk. But when I’m on my medication I have a tough time going about my life and really enjoying it. The only thing I want to do is isolate myself and play fortnite or read the news till there’s nothing left to read. Any advice would be much appreciated 😎 ",6.352538167938932,6.854314740458019,7.46037213740458,70.74109255725195,65.7175572519084,10.519465648854961,33.16889312977099,10.411451182825502,3.490075572519084,545,22,99,13,8,185,88,131,0.166,0.6859999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.1001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,3,0,7,1,15,8,1,0,0,14,21,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,4,0,1,1,2,10,4,17,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,7,66,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364664879564217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949682670559318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764804699042674,0.14309015538069667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146422647227547,0.15091438752593758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006409896002059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666147142801465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766297956897175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706123351477658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276395568338155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936754865183424,0.0,0.0,0.1539670146216144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138351607681564,0.0,0.0,0.15173249544219858,0.0,0.2959213810650511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627394917680701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266041632248298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340000271937722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106211771137092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793799313079341,0.0,0.08946475852970028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277869888989283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814323055913863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481465899560132,0.0,0.13641988154067675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237047036582143,0.11084939528278416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40667378308094587,0.0,0.0,0.09920489744551728,0.0,0.0,0.08993142124594024 adhd,CoffeeScheme,2019/04/04,"How do you handle ADHD and Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria? I (27M) have been going to a pschologist and after a few meetings has referred me to get diagnosed with ADHD and Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria. This is all new to me and a lot to take in, but reading articles and medical journals is helping me realize what is going on in my mind. Until I can meet with my doctor, I wanted to see how others have worked with ADHD and more specifically, RSD. 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After being medicated for a full 4 months now, I've had some realizations. When I was younger and didnt know about my ADHD, I thought I had depression but... I didn't. It's just that whenever something bad would happen my dumb brain would NOT be able to perceive time and it would feel so permanent. Like, no matter how many times people would tell me that it was just a ""bump in the road"", I felt like it was forever. It was a dire and a furious urgency to be out of the situation RIGHT NOW and lead to some pretty bad suicidal thoughts. I could not perceive bad moments as having endings. I literally felt that only death could make the feelings go away. Now that I'm medicated I have a sense of time again and it's weird. Something bad will happen to me and I'll be able to see the big picture and work through it so much easier. (Except when the adderall crashes...) My question is does anyone have a similar experience with that distorted sense of time?",3.8531535532994914,5.673735695431472,4.965174492385788,81.39466529187818,72.75634517766497,8.579822335025383,29.571383248730964,9.188382445141503,2.6173048223350253,800,34,155,18,16,263,114,197,0.221,0.721,0.059000000000000004,-0.9889,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,2,0,12,0,23,3,1,3,0,38,37,14,3,6,6,0,4,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,11,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,13,5,13,2,20,13,4,23,0,1,1,0,3,7,1,3,16,106,25,2,0.23131408747957785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899729100536956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087009414307161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866359979059872,0.0,0.38627520209911737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911151089448045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468547665383825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961524229915383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121225837575323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024378119241421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131347816242238,0.0,0.0,0.1169593528403448,0.0,0.2220977988733319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573056327494095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455028363168545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356208654638858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300837901665192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720197478797218,0.11725808926132243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330246076594329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231634888053893,0.0,0.08502123481875735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796239347010283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018203154926923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766479294114135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129562358346482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877048341442904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921636896926798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000336300369558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807688552561465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25302006790705145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010893540191314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754563211367245,0.26976220917591576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841997053113091,0.0,0.0,0.3286377820401992,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Balakaye,2019/04/04,A funny ADHD moment I was just walking to class before my adderall had kicked in and realized I was wearing two completely different shoes..,12.547599999999996,9.827825360000006,12.095999999999998,52.868000000000016,55.4,14.8,49.0,13.023866798666859,6.777799999999999,114,6,15,3,1,38,23,25,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213649794488655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691471991168544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548499603257463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532475174593681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237771880328772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Meliza_23,2019/04/04,"Vyvanse and Depression Has anyone experienced depression and strong irritability with everything and everyone on Vyvanse and switched to something else that worked for them? I feel as if I can’t enjoy the great benefits of Vyvanse anymore without the bad side effects starting off minimal to none in the first week of upping my dose to 60mg and then eventually progressing to experiencing those nasty side effects daily afterwards and worsening every day after the first week of starting the new dose. It got so bad I just went back to taking 40mg dose I had left over and just dealt with it wearing off early and felt the depression was not subsiding either. I’m a 26yo female and I started taking 30mg last year in February 2018, then quickly moved up to 40mg within the next couple months which I stayed at for the rest of 2018. When that no longer lasted long enough for me, I was then was moved up to 60mg this February 2019. And now I am facing severe depression and I’m super anti social when I take my medicine. Everyone at works gets on my nerves and I’m beginning to hate my job because of it. I get angry over the smallest of things that happen and the situations just replay in my head for days which is driving me crazy. I feel awkward in conversations, and feel like everyone hates me but I know it’s all in my head at the end of the day. I have never experienced these effects so severely and I’m wondering if anyone has been through this and found something else that worked better for them?",5.95109618874773,6.915542537931034,6.435045372050816,76.1118602540835,66.72413793103448,9.691470054446462,31.81488203266788,9.811843763644266,3.077896551724139,1216,48,220,26,19,395,156,290,0.124,0.807,0.069,-0.9054,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,12,10,16,2,1,13,0,11,7,4,3,2,39,36,27,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,15,18,0,0,10,0,0,4,6,9,0,2,9,7,24,7,44,27,5,57,0,4,0,0,4,21,0,3,32,149,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724923747353377,0.13713175846824505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754021390515443,0.16375212084833107,0.05977650701176001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672616097229068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850159960074723,0.0,0.1897218937690044,0.0,0.3378359699336049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383320727331074,0.0,0.08685211407040544,0.10132226287719463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261983619850671,0.28110179041911243,0.088130065755321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874634957079347,0.07005413184392366,0.0941530427105232,0.0,0.0,0.1668196867110775,0.0,0.10751780265849877,0.0,0.0,0.10246467601926346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842759396940935,0.10811157064532964,0.0,0.0,0.08671419387730013,0.0,0.0,0.1936280305145782,0.20127583925247705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730948611683574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053891248627684483,0.15986408589598405,0.0,0.0,0.10654255030212527,0.0,0.0,0.04790719579472345,0.0,0.0,0.08678007400255516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827061036283511,0.20844466612860368,0.0,0.0,0.0756299692982781,0.09470702428111602,0.10428799429603074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215599292634242,0.0,0.0,0.11022362447076307,0.0,0.09995988986156354,0.0,0.15098286154751586,0.0,0.0,0.20822226155168788,0.10451898469052062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118690119236192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514675162122881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731574257703526,0.0,0.0,0.09090266503138278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452640582691613,0.10634196028473332,0.21416669117672346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314746847017501 adhd,NickKappy,2019/04/04,How do you deal with having a small phrase in your head on immediate repeat that you can’t stop. It just keeps going and going and it makes me want to bash my head in to make it stop. 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I can always pick up part time work closer to home on that honesly would suit me better, so money is not the concern. im hoping, in asking to adjust to a part time positon, to keep the opportunities and connections i have here and to improve my work since ill be less overwhelmed. But i dont really see why my organization would work with me on this. Anyone have success asking for a modified work schedule because of their ADHD? Some additional considerations: this is my first full time position (i graduated may 2018) so i have no seniority whatsoever, the organization is a fair-paying but smallish non profit, and im not formally diagnosed (but have a record of treatment from a Gp). my works staff handbook says scheduling issues/requests start at my supervisor then go to hr, so im not sure how best to frame this. tl;dr should i straight up quit my job or ask to go part time? what is the professional way to say my adhd is making my job too overwhelming and i cant do it to the degree i need to? anyvice or success or horror stories welcome! 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It helped but only slightly bc I always found myself straying away from the tasks I needed to commit to doing and I found it took me really long to complete certain tasks that should take at most 30 minutes. I had stopped going to my psychiatrist bc I wasnt able to manage a schedule with seeing her so I was again using methods of taking caffiene and trying to manage what I could. I realized that not being able to hold on to tasks was getting to my head and having a multitude of thoughts was affecting to my mental health in ways where i became unmotivated to tackle my issues head on. so I ended up eventually going to my college's counseling services where i was placed a psychiatrist who prescribed me 30 mg of vyvanse after telling him about my experiences. The first time I took the pill I was extremely jittery, felt anxious, and my heart was beating really fast. I also feeling the need to exhale to cool myself down and it made my mouth so dry so I kept drinking water. It took a long time to have an affect so at first I thought it was a placebo. But i realized it made me extremely productive, i cleaned my living room, bed room, and organized whatever i could before tackling my homework. I ended finishing my hw very quickly and applied to an internship i've been procrastinating on. It was the most productive i've ever been on a short amount of time. I felt that this pill wasnt something I would like to do everyday though so I only take it on days where I feel I need to, especially when my attention is toward whats important. today, I took it again, and I honestly felt less jittery this time. Still feeling very productive, I am actually on the pill as I am typing this post. I was very attentive in my microeconomics class and took some organized notes, although i dont feel as much as a rush I was feeling before when I took it the first time. I'm not sure if this is a placebo effect but if it is can someone let me know of their experiences and if it's similar to mine.",5.850460599810948,6.4380830208816695,6.980335137922148,73.44883389189657,66.81902552204176,9.911867319755947,33.132336512846955,9.906371001090498,3.3218264329294493,1766,74,317,38,27,597,201,431,0.043,0.904,0.052000000000000005,0.3784,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,20,6,0,0,18,1,34,12,4,6,6,66,70,33,0,10,9,0,8,2,0,2,6,0,5,0,23,14,2,3,19,1,0,9,7,0,0,3,34,10,60,6,51,30,6,64,0,0,1,0,7,22,0,6,32,236,83,9,0.14705847744567085,0.0,0.0717539302732857,0.0,0.17673571209645542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880130564126922,0.1223644338438045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306711049110227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908314021463129,0.0,0.0,0.04482274145172092,0.0,0.12513593293760547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709400784858393,0.0,0.0,0.11741422798314992,0.0,0.0,0.04742027605408011,0.0,0.0,0.07463062952536219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617572016596807,0.07203066107483734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302501617482361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651140605316624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157771138769361,0.0,0.0,0.18589296202345046,0.0,0.21179880029505727,0.0,0.06720439209819631,0.1876317986856444,0.0,0.16124203005274088,0.0,0.0,0.03841599242527042,0.0,0.08357672169631737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509244242310285,0.07815814238015939,0.0,0.08713250191604123,0.04928509878608474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674542173067979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040409746646352086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518862835243909,0.0,0.07184534386933683,0.0,0.06492766491036522,0.13014212487900978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915028708432362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407297234500787,0.07410017837110193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405245084392528,0.16356299648214484,0.11342056367366518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118445988062218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682240456465929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042068533757725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420942629922327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058593283399470265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062301085358459976,0.0566064002824211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587205450256461,0.06147373599365315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930043731347574,0.0,0.2211393467716256,0.0,0.06426779557614433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722421037168496,0.11674800450052955,0.2143774520287982,0.0,0.06969712076103099,0.0,0.4901621382757743,0.09984305301362574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350565400474803,0.0,0.18200796765351854,0.0,0.11672817438768435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223306153178065,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Haidukenshiruken,2019/04/04,"When I game, it feels like I’m just mashing buttons Honestly just trying to figure out if I’m the only one. When I play a game, I have a window in which I am good at it. After I’ve learned the controls, but before I know them so well that it just boils down to muscle memory. If there are 3 keys I use most, I eventually catch myself just hitting those three in unison instead of alternating the right order. Am I just bad at gaming or is this another bonus of being ADHD?",2.4295918367346943,3.923346806122448,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,75.83673469387755,6.940816326530613,22.45408163265306,7.645422480735847,0.9813632653061224,369,10,75,5,8,128,70,98,0.049,0.79,0.162,0.8407,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,17,12,7,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,4,4,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,10,6,11,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,4,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36210259648371385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31593805390087953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515719058725367,0.0,0.0,0.2563830800952627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379322149310733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234572213679914,0.21524791704585064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271513151586666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655859363149798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719937047105658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204167858980234,0.2291513081878399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730752190655803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456210184257406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602254171920336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709037983352611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,askmemygreatestfear,2019/04/04,"I got this Tomorrow I'm going to shadow a professional in my field, and he said we should meet at a coffee shop. Normally I would: Leave slightly late Drive faster to make up for it Be unable to find a parking spot (I live in the city) Be about 20min late to the meeting BUT NOT THIS TIME! Today I went to the coffee shop and mapped out a plan to get there as well as timed myself to figure out when I should leave home. I've GOT this!",2.445559006211184,3.5500511956521765,3.644409937888199,92.34282608695652,75.08695652173913,6.561490683229812,19.664596273291927,6.868970318607317,0.026942236024845027,338,6,78,3,7,110,62,92,0.027999999999999997,0.9329999999999999,0.038,0.428,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,13,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,8,1,17,4,0,18,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,8,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944561890946403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111568344579542,0.0,0.12091479656822457,0.0,0.3403226719090718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341277784345355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799986852710291,0.4505582237839579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786846947198674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420170558573575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845684340112733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238077930546355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812082096317625,0.0,0.20166890988695912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129423723509256,0.1972280181080284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511365815998285,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawayworriedfear,2019/04/04,"Is it normal to feel conflicted about medicine and the diagnosis? I was prescribed Adderall 20mg about a year ago after visiting a doctor and talking about attention concerns. Did a quick questionnaire and doctor prescribed it. Did exceptionally well in my courses, focused well, had energy to make plans. Actually started making long term plans and following through on some things. &#x200B; Eventually moved to Vyvanse for extended release, then Adderal XR 40mg a day. The entire time I became nervous about using it because I knew this type of medication is controlled substance and highly addictive. Wanted to make sure I wasn't abusing it in anyway and I kept asking doctor my concerns. They reassured me and said if I just stuck to the 40mg XR a day with 20mg supplement only as needed I would be fine. Over time I found that as expected, the 40mg a day became my body's new baseline. I could still get things done just fine provided I was disciplined enough and not distracted, but on some days I would try to take a break. I also found myself becoming more depressed over time, but there is a possibility that was more cognitive (childhood trauma coupled with pessimistic friends and negative news cycle doesn't bode well, but I am working on it in therapy). &#x200B; Recently I didn't take the Adderall XR one day (chose not to in morning then completely forgot) and the entire day I became utterly useless. Completely unable to motivate myself to do anything. Couldn't sleep either. Around 1am I took a 20mg tablet and \*\*fell asleep for a few hours\*\*. When I woke up, I was half awake but felt much better. Got the homework done I had forgotten about the previous day. Now I am very concerned. I originally took this as a concern that my baseline was low, but now my baseline truly is low and I am afraid of needing more and more of this to function. It reminds me of how much caffeine I was using before I ever started Adderall. I had once imbibed a NOS energy drink and fell asleep, so in some ways it's a familiar occurence. I don't know enough about neurology to know why this happens, only that amphetamine provides a 1000% increase in dopamine and stopping suddenly drops it to 0% for a long period. Guess I am mainly conflicted that the medicine clearly helps me function, but the potential for down-regulation and addiction concerns me. &#x200B; Is this a period other people with ADHD have gone through? Any advice on what to do to help my health and dopamine levels outside of the medication? Thanks for reading. &#x200B; \*\*tl;dr\*\*: First year or so with medication. Adderal XR currently, 40mg a day. Whenever I don't use it I become completely unable to do anything for myself, leading me to concerns over dependence and down-regulation of my body's dopamine. Is it normal to feel conflicted about medication? Any advice on how to help my body's natural levels and discourage desentization?",5.942936456996148,7.991470490601504,6.371991564276545,72.48956812763619,67.7781954887218,9.325582248303688,35.34403080872915,9.745691949364133,3.8911948835503374,2359,119,375,55,41,762,247,532,0.071,0.8109999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.9639,1,0,1,0,0,0,88.0,0,0,1,8,26,19,0,3,28,0,37,18,6,13,3,86,73,38,0,11,14,0,3,0,1,2,11,1,1,0,24,24,1,9,10,2,0,10,9,9,3,3,28,4,46,10,64,40,16,73,0,5,0,0,10,21,0,7,39,266,70,9,0.0,0.07254132673580768,0.059746532073576414,0.13348804676368622,0.07358026139544115,0.11965624994406655,0.05427205391563425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896141688802002,0.0,0.2653479990456605,0.29757912962948063,0.08326986991288438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076551836575068,0.054503015061791296,0.057236884036473576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732204423606185,0.13523587014966498,0.052097759679075456,0.0,0.0,0.054148323112872224,0.0,0.20402071216007925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257898187860695,0.0,0.06866877219337235,0.048882987394359007,0.06774403026235523,0.0,0.31587923152499503,0.0,0.0527327943899194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799840251999306,0.0,0.1253083685222868,0.0,0.05997695437445499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652308293813785,0.0,0.0,0.055381298834492325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061914154530549464,0.0,0.05878536904658298,0.0,0.0,0.05207774791568152,0.0,0.13425957412316555,0.04730209619034017,0.0,0.031987409119374866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896703199600372,0.0,0.0674459735258989,0.0,0.054140851340583385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507905480218533,0.0,0.0,0.12311299426347184,0.06468731834612905,0.0,0.0,0.0602940538851588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729505171064452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836396847660916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260400423754605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24671001023306025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507222853028521,0.09001448354681503,0.09079476462730672,0.0,0.05913125283466649,0.0,0.0,0.11997452727259035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520236915708935,0.041487480559916,0.09312837477168937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244553831185692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902171550585509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124132633319743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604520623587639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823876522851569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061268973832208175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667039773151533,0.0,0.04889417086131135,0.05118663918810845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577036098913729,0.0,0.09206679706811588,0.04921014136328112,0.0,0.05636753140140158,0.0700158466140706,0.0,0.08135001750319391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710194631603702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360459178761272,0.04156759181331757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863560000395147,0.0,0.05051683736180405,0.03611194857322938,0.04859736315754325,0.0,0.0,0.16514523083865476,0.0,0.05524582123292291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457235303949848,0.0,0.0,0.08698462298089582,0.0,0.29757912962948063,0.07885347369579601 adhd,hailfag,2019/04/04,"Was going to post on this subreddit then I opened up reddit, started reading r/ADHD posts, then forgot what I wanted to write... The irony is really really real.",5.852,6.922084866666669,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,67.0,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,2.7939999999999996,126,3,19,3,2,44,26,30,0.044000000000000004,0.956,0.0,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758794093999703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774997717299212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990795023879174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31284685779084936,0.35599187860140674,0.4007269735947416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137470901809644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447526068218828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DestinyC2001,2019/04/04,Careers Curious as to what you all do for a living that fits with having ADHD. I am looking for a change in careers but just can not fathom anything that requires desk work/computers and being super organized ... just seeing what is out there and what works for you,6.779533333333332,7.23693042,6.958000000000002,74.86233333333338,64.8,9.066666666666668,32.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.8588666666666667,211,8,35,3,3,68,40,50,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,8,7,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,32,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394085354392985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008770831209602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867813061574321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32285235178939603,0.0,0.30703175308950925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913546847972596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323566945464224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotADrugDealer42O,2019/04/04,"It finally happened After 5 years I finally convinced my mom to take me to the psychiatrist, and sure enough I was diagnosed with ADHD. After some trial and error, I finally got prescribed 40mg vyvanse. I’m currently in my math class taking notes. T A K I N G N O T E S. THAT ARE ACTUALLY LEGIBLE AND USEABLE. LET ALONE I ACTUALLY FEEL HUMAN. I JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS TO THIS COMMUNITY, AND THANKS TO MY DOCTOR. THATS ALL ",0.4529607843137278,2.918999776470592,4.108970588235295,78.21953431372552,92.41176470588236,7.53921568627451,24.730392156862745,8.344100000000001,2.4894509803921583,331,15,62,10,12,122,63,85,0.068,0.753,0.179,0.8345,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,11,12,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,10,4,9,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,36,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.3434034221833208,0.0,0.2114575749536492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223102182908527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858543414343486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800921675555993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180327024100296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896555084232577,0.0,0.0,0.5782335108088724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072319997485402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559190621623842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992068300062408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607038406463493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992241425518406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583068858813696,0.0,0.2645848393653536,0.0,0.0,0.3239820373076995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377980354143038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330596010506615 adhd,Chillyfilla,2019/04/04,"Be positive I've found having ADHD tends to make me a very impatient person. I recently figured out that I can direct that impatience to fixing my life, which is EXTREMELY HELPFUL, however, it often makes me stressed when bad habits for me or my partner do go away immediately. Recently I found that stress is 100 percent me doing it to myself and found as long as I look at things positively and balance living in the moment and responsibility then I'll be the best version of myself I can be. I know this is a specific thing but I'm sure someone will need this reminder like I do. It's going to get better, it just takes a little more effort and the ability to love yourself.",7.302435064935068,6.728653810606066,8.391558441558447,68.48590909090912,63.92424242424242,11.17922077922078,35.52380952380953,10.608840637214634,3.820490043290043,541,22,96,12,7,186,91,132,0.067,0.731,0.20199999999999999,0.9690000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,2,6,0,13,2,0,2,1,18,28,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,15,5,13,21,4,13,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,2,7,71,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066891272806824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905880737194382,0.0,0.13246782053329434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664955204277404,0.14031483033871295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218612954598076,0.0,0.0,0.08288913904506706,0.0,0.18033121281697975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634111338074816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871910081474833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120606227028428,0.07750936942876853,0.15901101630427586,0.1400926516501129,0.14040205658751492,0.13322775006189327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431896538397013,0.0,0.2118029277666102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763847208867105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852883559397902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31329948503904165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442535259193242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634707352101027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952766339525872,0.0,0.11928658421714287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108027220015329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309045424896059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jamar787,2019/04/04,"Going Back On Meds Hey everyone, I want to start by saying I love this community it's so supportive and everyone seems so nice! I decided to post today because I just feel so good. I was Diagnosed with ADHD in elementary school and I started taking medication in sixth grade. I started out on Focalin and I personally didn't notice any difference when I was on meds versus being off meds. My parents said they did though, so I took it for another two years. Around eighth grade my mom got worried because I wasn't eating that much and I was staying up until 2 A.M. almost every night. She took me to the doctor again, and I got put on a new medication. They decided that Strattera was the best idea for me and I started taking it around the start of the new school year. I was fine with it for a while but as I got into high school; I started to dislike it. I still wasn't noticing any difference between being on medication and being off medication. My parents and I fought about it almost weekly and they finally relented at the end of my first semester junior year. Fast foreward to this semester. I am now a Sophomore in College and have not been on any ADHD medication for almost 3 years. I ended up talking to my doctor because I was experiencing a lot of problems with ADHD. He prescribed me a small amount of Adderall to try when I got back to school from winter break. I was a little hesitant at first but I did try it for a couple of days. Suddenly I realized that I noticed that I was able to focus, and that I seemed to be able to discipline myself to study and do homework. I started being able to clean my room without getting overwhelmed and I could start taking on a heavier workload without going into an internal meltdown that led to me shutting down. I am now taking Adderall 3-5 times a week (When I need to study or have a big day). I really think that having the freedom to choose when I take my meds has made me a lot happier. I found this community relatively recently, and it felt amazing to see that people experienced the same problems I do, I have always felt isolated because it never seems like people can relate to me, I started doing research and watching How To ADHD on YouTube, it's made me feel so much better to see that I am not the only one who deals with some of these things. &#x200B; I apologize because this was a complete wall of text and I sort of jumped all over the place but I just felt really compelled to share my experience and express my affection for the /r/ADHD community. 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Man this app forest is fantastic! I don’t know how it works, but as soon as I plant the tree I don’t want to touch my phone (even if I’ll check if the tree is done sometimes lol). It works so good and I’m just happy! Sorry if this is an unnecessary post, maybe someone will find this fantastic app though. 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About 1.5 yrs ago i got a offer from my dream art high school,however only after 2 months of studying im depressed like crazy cuz(1 i cant take the stress like that(2 i cant keep focus on my drawing to finish them in detail(this also causes me stress)(3 I CANT GET UP and my mind keeps telling me to skip classes. So i changed my school to a high school for students that is going to study abroad.but the edu quality of that school is not good and im still streesed out.so i changed school again to another high school that dont have studying stress(the school im in now)…… Since elementary school i cant finish my homework or concentrate on class.my mom thought thats just because im a lazy kid and at the same time i can actually get great grades,so she even helped me to skip class&homework, even when im in middleschool so basically i almost didnt do any homework since elementary school.im not blaming her for that of course but maybe this is a part of why my self control is so bad? (My therapist said that my ocd and anxiety are acutually main caused by my mom…(i read some articals bout narcissist disorder(i dont know is it called like this?what i read is translated version)and shes pretty typical i think) Also she says she understand that i have mental illness but her action doesn't seems like it.she still say things like im just lazy or say that me shaking up&down while talking is ugly & wrong so i need to change it even thou i said if i stop i feel very anxious) everytime i feel angry or helpless i will slap or hit myself.i feel like im a burden to my family.i ve waste too much money from them and im really trying to do my best to learn more skills to be more useful but sometimes i just cant move,cant remember, cant hear or concentrate. Should i take medication?can i work like this?should i study abroad in the future?everyday my mind is filled with these questions and fantasies that i cant focus on real life even more.i just dont understand everything now… (Really thankful for you watching to the end;;this community is so good) ",2.282179136497721,5.001270692035401,3.3288133547868104,86.44403794582998,82.78761061946905,6.9640654330919824,25.197774202198982,8.101407402915765,1.8395014749262537,2331,94,447,50,66,746,274,565,0.115,0.773,0.11199999999999999,-0.6742,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,2,6,29,31,2,4,11,0,42,4,1,9,0,80,81,35,0,12,17,2,4,12,0,4,3,7,2,2,20,15,0,5,15,7,1,5,20,13,0,0,8,12,65,18,49,67,10,41,0,2,1,0,29,16,0,12,32,247,85,18,0.0,0.0,0.08182198342839385,0.0,0.050383534571852594,0.0,0.07432476734618461,0.0,0.04198002491050702,0.0,0.0,0.06705192924517889,0.03488345739411056,0.1816950610115292,0.0,0.0285092108262707,0.08792025252431314,0.06414226024424305,0.04736127841472384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03500411745157393,0.025555991109544225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043995807651630685,0.0,0.0,0.046567219747732584,0.0,0.0,0.04280827031815022,0.0,0.0,0.08613334095021757,0.2217459122755405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702042901448302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407398628464194,0.0,0.0361083872064025,0.04255116137204985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653469351420014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037131508112237734,0.0,0.04675544533572452,0.13844937755654585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03767786526040137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479051001224729,0.05989987906914467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570941864022257,0.0,0.047651836711873716,0.07032637539307242,0.03352980952585367,0.04622047149237665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413904765748157,0.0,0.0,0.047250488675353884,0.0,0.028100234515259268,0.1328824746654634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732618527315742,0.5434109476687401,0.0,0.0,0.07452652555815598,0.0,0.0,0.02303989208570505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02961159308725037,0.2457786707889674,0.0,0.037018950056859005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211748515185724,0.0,0.0,0.04223320933516566,0.0422487210361118,0.0,0.1269914307272599,0.14729982109221626,0.03346269500453903,0.08911544519264919,0.0308183727384081,0.06217103712037854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107583085424283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03188447962092024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539873578463604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04265096190119889,0.0,0.08022967326869368,0.0,0.0,0.0469635739930252,0.0,0.08386908184389605,0.04771777510091551,0.1342853640228299,0.0,0.04139409830883367,0.0,0.0474908085271179,0.0,0.11963567887629414,0.1000170241839069,0.041972432666312925,0.3818566118994475,0.0,0.03816530303110908,0.043735036443155836,0.0,0.0,0.0693586017577875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041463112728081335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695983681584415,0.035049668976995414,0.1440686378127575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456307775406776,0.033696276849816194,0.03664272106477527,0.03859724623468736,0.0,0.09735212336251242,0.0557038170504098,0.026862691154506898,0.0,0.033282334685912095,0.024445752672383074,0.0,0.03973828777180589,0.0,0.0,0.028463098111862668,0.0,0.0,0.08728705088591439,0.0,0.10862454258175376,0.0,0.03459102717779696,0.0741821614203586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03782916357255313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156175777544312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045836433513756464,0.0,0.0 adhd,Naina-11,2019/04/04,"Connecting with your child diagnosed with Autism Connecting with your child diagnosed with Autism could be a life-changing event. A proper diagnosis could fill child lives with fun and joy. Some ways that can be [helping your child with autism](https://disq.us/url?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.asap.org.in%2Fblog%2FConnecting-with-your-child-diagnosed-with-Autism%3AyBdk7KdBVipX5dLC5YohU2rpBuU&cuid=4636412)",20.155933333333333,23.93570726,10.734000000000002,47.790333333333365,36.40000000000001,13.866666666666667,40.66666666666667,13.023866798666859,6.022266666666666,353,12,38,9,3,84,29,50,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303220351908833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960471162186104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468793190340809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680893274052751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757940806980972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766828281430252,0.0,0.0,0.24711511696675215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366284166598816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213409728310685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kgmwong,2019/04/04,"Help me understand my boyfriend's ADHD? My boyfriend has a pretty classic form of ADHD and was diagnosed 1/2 years ago. One of the symptoms is he gets distracted a lot, and has a tenancy to go on tangents and be capricious. &#x200B; Frequently he will make plans to see me or to hang out earlier in the day, but when the time for us to hang out comes around he changes his mind stating that he's tired or that he just wants to stay at home. Fine that he wants to stay home on any given day, tell me and I will let him be, but it's very frustrating for me to keep getting flaked on. He says that this is a results of his ADHD and that he's prone to changes in his mind. But isn't everyone? Even if there are things I don't really want to do anymore because i'm tired/don't want to get up, i've still agreed on plans and i'm not gonna back out. &#x200B; On the other side, if I ever ask him to come over when we've made loose plans for him to, and he's already home, he gets upset saying how he doesn't like it when I change plans on him. &#x200B; We've talking about this a lot and he continuously apologizes for his flakiness but continues to do it, which makes me believe he's not actually sorry. &#x200B; Last night was not a big issue but it was kind of the tip of the iceberg that made me loose it because of how frequently this happens. &#x200B; The plan yesterday was to move his cat to my place for a week or so and for him to come over. I'm very tired after working all day but I drive over to his place at 10 to go get him and cat, I even got some bubble wrap form work cuz his likes buble wrap and his cat likes plastic. When I get there he says ""oh I don't really want to move the cat anymore"" and repeats ""i'm so tired""/""i'm really tired"". So I ask him if he wants to stay home and he immediately says yes. This ensues a big argument about him flaking on plans again and ends up with him back at my house but arguing for the next two hours. &#x200B; The way I see it is that he's just selfish with his time and not respecting the commitments we have made and thinking that I will always be available to wait around on him. But he says it's a result of his ADHD and we just need to handle it differently. In my opinion, if you're gonna make plans, stick to them, if you don't want to make plans, be upfront about that. I'd rather not make plans than make plans, get excited about them, just to have them fall through. Help me understand what i'm not understanding. 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I do not know if this is connected directly to ADD types but since I learn on a regular basis that something I have an issue with is something I have Inattentive ADD to thank, I wouldn’t be surprised if it directly effects one’s sleep. So I am frequently sleeping through my alarms in the morning despite volume and how well rested I am! I feel as though once I am down, I will stay down anytime between 6-8 hours and feel as though I have little control over it! In high school, my parents made sure I woke up, but I am currently in college and missing my morning bus (need to wake up by 05:30 to get fully ready and make it in time) means I miss the entire day of classes! Any advise on how to gain control over this deep sleep? Looking into getting one of those alarms for the deaf and deep sleepers, are they effective? Thank you for your time ",7.127268262737879,5.825099541436464,6.987034990791898,80.7890730509515,64.6353591160221,9.812400245549416,35.58072437077962,8.515128840125781,2.7476882750153457,711,28,144,8,9,226,114,181,0.052000000000000005,0.7859999999999999,0.162,0.9716,2,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,6,6,10,0,2,6,0,16,6,5,8,1,31,32,16,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,3,4,21,6,30,25,2,25,0,2,1,0,7,18,0,2,6,101,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772628223116547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081254762721735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223612007011799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267969003455488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453260380035793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575682662495236,0.0,0.0,0.1501628656182203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518352589258196,0.0,0.0,0.1415233080826612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499936839140059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897808923102136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403304309949053,0.0,0.0,0.1206784203554381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597986503164622,0.09592612176388596,0.0,0.0,0.1565400041259039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655756760954772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530441956268846,0.19476034913949114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595705873284383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544004062299878,0.0,0.0,0.14991865404059826,0.0,0.0,0.11887663835813035,0.0,0.4314349741392216,0.0,0.0,0.22126668457870904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317347267740175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544297047421786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646138051216101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823845129997173,0.0,0.16759443392331047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292106372925665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RobertMMJ,2019/04/04,Phone interview phase Got a phone interview for a job today. I also got a callback yesterday for another job that I expect to hear back from today as well which is the one I really want. I hope and pray my A.D.D doesn’t cause too much trouble for this one. Wish me luck people!,3.989464285714289,5.080236160714286,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,71.32142857142857,9.171428571428573,24.714285714285715,9.516144504307137,2.013835714285714,219,6,44,5,4,73,43,56,0.046,0.6970000000000001,0.258,0.8876,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,6,3,6,6,1,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,29,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254460254076145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262450193136201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590747624342675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216467631441308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451287814106756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317918604651875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430011265334387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282205109632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860972040514407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924115067993392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958203833026748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382225091697961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090338426603674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726187699573854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399573533400047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481153773011113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nxtpablo,2019/04/04,"DWI, locked in psyche-ward for 24hrs .. bc of Adderall (and alcohol). Last weekend was the last straw for me. It proved to me that my life is in shambles and I could lose everything I worked so hard for. I’m a computer science major in college right now. Nothing good ever comes from Adderall! I’m never taking it again! I thought to myself after being arrested with a DWI and being locked in a psyche-ward for 24hrs.. But I still took Adderall every day this week because I can’t function without it. Full story below. It was a typical Friday night in college, I was at a party my frat held and hit the bars after. I felt so wiped out before going to the party and thought to myself, “10mg of Adderall IR will do the trick.. what bad can come from it?” (My script is 20mg IR and 30mg XR). Answer- A lot of bad can come from it. If you are reading this I strongly suggest you not to drink while on Adderall, it almost ruined my life completely. So I walk into the party feeling up, killed 8 beers or so and didn’t even really feel buzzed. I’m a heavy drinker but after 8 beers I usually feel really loose and buzzed. Since I thought I was fine, I had 2 solo cups full of Jungle Juice after. Still didn’t feel drunk. Then we hit the bar. I had 2 beers and 2 vodka Red Bull’s. Ended up getting in a fight, getting sucker punched by some random kid and have no idea what started the argument. Anyways I leave the bar and my car is parked across the street. Despite drinking the copious amount of alcohol I did that night, I felt fine. Fine to drive that is, mentally I was on the verge of a breakdown bc of how frustrated I was over the fight. I get into my car and think it’s only a 10min drive back to my apartment and I’m too broke to get an uber .. I’ve done it before when I was way more drunk and was perfectly fine, tonight will be the same. Boy could I not have been more wrong. I make it 5 minutes down the street and I still think I was driving fine, maybe just a little under the speed limit. I hear the sirens and think no way this is happening right now. I pull over and comply with the officers but they were accusing me of all these things. Saying they can tell I’m too drunk etc. I ended up choosing to not take the breathalyzer which really angered them. They cuff me and bring me to the station. I hear them talking about misdemeanors, DWI, possession of illegal substance they found in my wallet, etc. Then my ADDERALL brain panics and tried to take control and get myself out of this mess.. had no luck. “Officer I have many family members in the Police Force and have all of their cards in my wallet. I respect the job you do to keep the community safe and know how hard it is.” There’s 3 cops there and the one girl cop is being nasty to me. After they find the small bag in my wallet I essentially lost my mind in the holding cell. “All I wanted to do with my life was become an Officer just like you guys. I’m such a disappointment and just blew the only opportunity I had left because of this. Just failed out of my major too. I should just take a shotgun and blow my brains out. There’s no hope.” I guess I lost sense of where I was or was so out of it that I thought they’d magically drop the charges bc of that ... nope. Instead they brought me to a psyche ward, filled with lunatics. I was stripped of all my belongings, no phone, no juul, no hoodie, no shoes, nothing. It was the longest 24hrs of my life. I now have a hearing soon to see the outcomes but I’m hoping my lawyer can help as much as possible. Moral of the story .. if your friends ever say let’s take some Adderall before we go out ... don’t do it. The risks and potential side effects such as temporary psychosis and schizophrenia are not worth it. Because of drinking on Adderall I still could have potentially ruined my life and future that night. Might be getting kicked out of college. Please please please take this seriously. I’ve been drinking since early high school and loved to party and still do. Never had I experienced such awful situations as when I drank and took Adderall. Adderall is a complex drug which should only be taken as directed especially considering the potential side effects. Taking it while adding in alcohol marijuana nicotine and whatever else will result in catastrophic events that not only embarrass you, your family and friends .. but can also cost you a ton of money in lawyer fees. Worked hard all summer to have spending money in college .. all of that is now gone. Feel free to share any experiences you have had when mixing the two if you have .. or feel free to ask whatever questions you have ! -nxt ",3.0582045303131227,5.000933833333335,4.06337497224073,86.49187375083281,75.25,6.8545636242505,25.031145902731513,7.719140084213159,1.3049444370419718,3624,123,720,51,79,1171,381,912,0.149,0.755,0.096,-0.9939,1,0,13,1,2,0,111.0,2,11,10,13,44,44,7,3,52,1,77,27,3,7,12,138,145,64,1,11,22,0,11,1,2,6,9,5,0,4,36,51,17,6,26,16,8,18,21,23,0,2,43,19,96,23,104,83,21,119,1,8,2,1,46,52,0,17,47,491,132,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272768160565547,0.057071234044551486,0.0,0.0,0.04557806189072237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875785798031594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328167379250836,0.0,0.0,0.043824849395506835,0.0951751783787885,0.1042289960257906,0.06294536852992193,0.1454930269145387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724825216177293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472857907931017,0.05975709931618365,0.0,0.06392359020466265,0.13651515620713048,0.0,0.0,0.036756399425102136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832462517370174,0.0,0.22332959397380614,0.06609491758873454,0.0,0.04761115351003193,0.0,0.1009594917782095,0.0,0.12712669748533215,0.03764398352166996,0.10310862823435576,0.048019882778204064,0.0,0.051222510495396265,0.05575104466150967,0.1074576961826707,0.0,0.17290719998315288,0.0,0.10944630931747797,0.0,0.05209146138806468,0.0,0.0,0.06249095275166504,0.08806680871409775,0.0,0.17866200023187478,0.0,0.06478197979714467,0.047803842876692426,0.0,0.0,0.06278528994931129,0.056432996665221835,0.05039958461294641,0.0,0.1531662227942414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270905891499016,0.0,0.0382018606264752,0.060217264665110876,0.0,0.11321575585530662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433926139677347,0.0,0.0,0.05655772670997119,0.05065886444474478,0.06305538991083283,0.0,0.031322398602373805,0.09291539439421748,0.0,0.060348391137847165,0.061924121516128534,0.05828020176002373,0.20128265325201286,0.027844377720234098,0.05712293664991702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376168047450304,0.12443131449204088,0.04845424013831403,0.05143928839217701,0.0,0.03804392144103818,0.05778294594711581,0.057258109245856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743652252410684,0.060461601686677136,0.05754766844579245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189713005591143,0.0,0.08791453547539538,0.0,0.0,0.16045495635406465,0.0,0.10937451391581024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862059304727079,0.17338594750369754,0.0,0.06687015061429095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768681151943173,0.0,0.06425214426136093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384629662889311,0.0,0.05700939922282702,0.0,0.10953540101859112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734508792117913,0.0,0.09064779432294016,0.0,0.05768094631681296,0.045416819712373435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429201155454303,0.06406361680211722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040340629448441176,0.0,0.2275773136538536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999666379257228,0.04580959888960285,0.04981524699842655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378642650502946,0.1095583152139809,0.0,0.1809874021235632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664480848501464,0.03869516841493286,0.0,0.05567483285054658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277081234340187,0.0,0.03361652361551566,0.090478330346783,0.04571712959806072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494015887840139,0.0,0.08298458641814616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062313965520691836,0.0,0.0 adhd,_emandaman_,2019/04/04,"Does anyone else talk way too fast when telling a story/explaining something? Ok so this is probably one of my most annoying symptoms I have. So this happens to me all the time and to give some context, I currently take a large dosage of Ritalin prescribed to me by my my specialist and this helps me heaps for my hyperactivity. One thing that especially my friends and teachers point out is that while telling a story or explaining something I will speak unnaturally fast without even knowing it. It can be really annoying and sometimes embarrassing. The medication I take never actually helps with this and it can sometimes be even harder to control when I am on them. I never really saw it as a symptom of my adhd because of that fact. Ever since I found this community around a month ago, I have been reading heaps of all your stories and it astounds me that there are so many other people that I can relate to and I can support. It has really helped with everything. So thanks everyone for the love and support and thanks for listening to my ted talk X",6.381293706293705,7.4686851868686865,7.03686868686869,71.7394055944056,65.81818181818181,10.334731934731934,35.432789432789434,10.389873798559362,3.91633209013209,849,40,147,21,13,280,112,198,0.040999999999999995,0.8109999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9686,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,12,10,2,1,8,1,15,5,0,1,6,27,29,18,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,18,13,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,3,23,7,22,23,4,17,0,0,1,1,15,4,0,3,12,116,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.12034651588408475,0.0,0.14821158298989956,0.0,0.10931935916508853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623106668333433,0.12636009741773127,0.0,0.1097845806311707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517721671193336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831844622100087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079217366277564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302144724995148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629087882459567,0.11155369405639737,0.0,0.1178414468206416,0.11083573436000993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352184922624983,0.09527988107344752,0.0,0.0,0.11830369840473573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905507984653412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479846010379369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777569114506933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130480034584972,0.0,0.0,0.12503126429363415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423603987890178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984361069519258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023027192722933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713518140420214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549739162041782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658112087185607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329642204665413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335745685196195,0.0,0.23701369755012056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201495635273106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988180925513787,0.24394134414502736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27989341723348304,0.0,0.25636188562457524,0.18544872599651746,0.19824645393446555,0.215581369596952,0.22708049413785344,0.0,0.0,0.08193104129928674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191126489520999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978889173008669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888001576358755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yungin101,2019/04/04,"So it’s not just me Omg... i thought i was crazy or something. All of my life. Everything has been so hard. Simple things. Things that I know should be simple for me but for some reason I struggle. My social skills are shot. Ppl at work think I’m weird and an idiot. Family tells me I need to get out more. And I’m learning that all of this can be part of adhd. 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We crave dopamine, because we produce less of it in the brain. &#x200B; I'm just so over the constant thoughts, the constant need for a quick hit. I struggle with social anxiety, so i isolate myself. The more i isolate myself the more depressed i get and the more I want to drink. Alcohol slows life down, gives my mind clarity, i imagine that's how normal people feel. I've learnt meditation, learnt a lot from Eckhart Tolle, started noticing my thoughts and not let them control me. This was a big change for me, I am no longer controlled by my thoughts as much as I was as a child. But my mind is still like a monkey, my ADHD coach said ""You have ADHD, you'll never live in the present moment"". I wanted to challenge him in that, but he's right, I can't find a single second of peace until my mind goes back to the feelings of fear and lack. I'm so over it all, life is bullshit, i haven't been happy in 13 years. I have no kids, no responsibility, no purpose, it just all seems pointless to me once you discover that nothing externally can fulfil you. But that's what all ADHD sufferer's want, something external to fill that dopamine void. If it's not alcohol it's weed, if it's not weed it's smoking, if it's not smoking it's porn, if it's not porn it's reading, and if i can't have any of those i'll just isolate myself because i'm too anxious to hang with my friends anyway. Sorry for the vent, I just needed to get this off my chest to someone who may understand. 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My lecturer is a professor and I'm studying optometrists. All lecturers had different style in terms of procedure and handling patient. Basically I was yelled in front of everyone and she manage to break me down, I couldn't even explain the reason of my procedure. Whenever I tried explaining she said I'm arguing back to her. After lunch every lecturer knows she made me cry. F this. I was trying my best already and yet shit happens though. I feel like throwing eggs at her car. My friends graduated last semester and I had to stay back another half a year to endure these mental stress. I even had to find another 36 patient which is nuts. Btw I had adhd. Long time lurker here TLDR; ranting ",3.1789361702127654,5.905451290780146,4.729900709219862,77.89400000000002,78.64539007092198,8.582695035460992,29.258156028368802,9.21078282632365,3.239729645390072,596,28,102,17,15,199,96,141,0.127,0.8059999999999999,0.067,-0.8225,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,1,4,0,11,3,1,2,1,14,20,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,2,0,6,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,9,4,20,3,15,9,3,19,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,11,69,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075918864454346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352380441199424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677789032649494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26969552674077296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403871032897506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926343650311367,0.11309835219951155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322304489241006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316588443436531,0.0,0.14775575681984773,0.16757238010412515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867172205561075,0.12528348814547055,0.0,0.0,0.16028388359038034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354894808090464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507802887165567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963780926388961,0.142948958063301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567632541365326,0.0,0.0,0.15519584764514074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659381754692662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673047836971487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030830868102676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668158643967865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001352777270527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691978095774872,0.0,0.0,0.20088433964631291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722989313787198,0.0,0.1022589431809129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381277738984812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293174162982444 adhd,betaskye,2019/04/04,"My ADD is ruining my future and I’m scared of getting help I’m 23, I’ve been in college for 5 years, have no idea when I’ll graduate, and have no idea what I want to do once I’m actually done. I’m a former community college student who transferred to university to get my bachelors degree. Right at the start of my first semester I fell into a depressive state that caused me to ruin my already unimpressive gpa for three straight semesters until I finally went to my doctor and asked to be put back on medication* which somehow snapped me out of my depression and gave me back the desire to work. I also learned that my school offers counseling and disability aid (extended due dates, more time for tests, quieter places to take tests, etc.) for adhd and excitedly told my advisor at the start of the semester that I would seek help from them to handle my issues. That is, until I actually went. Walking to mental health and disability buildings (they’re right next to each other) filled me with a complete sense of dread. The very first time I tried going to mental health services I was actually shaking with fear as I walked down the hall towards the office. I ended up ducking into the bathroom right in front of the door and hiding there for 20+ minutes until I had to leave school to take my gf to work. I did eventually go and even got myself registered with them and scheduled an appointment to see a counselor. Then I forgot and missed the appointment. I’ve chalked it up to being busy and forgetful that I haven’t called them back to schedule a new appointment, but honestly now I’m even more terrified of talking to them because I missed that initial appointment. I know that they’d understand and that it probably meant little to them that I didn’t come, but knowing I messed up and that THEY know I messed up makes me too scared to reach out again. I know I need help because my grades are still suffering because I can’t do my work which creates a huge mental and emotional toll on me and by extension my girlfriend. I’m sick of wallowing in self pity and throwing late night childish tantrums in front of my gf because I screwed around on my phone while I let another assignment window close. But I’m just so fucking terrified of getting help from the people who CAN help me and I don’t know why. *I haven’t been medicated for most of my life as my parents kept me unaware of it until middle school. That or I was just so oblivious to the tests that they thought I knew and just never talked about it. Either way I was fine until the last two years of high school when I took vyvance. Then I simply didn’t start again until recently. I now sporadically take 25mg amphetamine salts.",7.352670035509419,6.887827871892928,7.443017618137119,74.96841061185471,63.78011472275335,10.836629336246927,35.5045752526632,10.290406445055957,3.5198353455340063,2159,88,406,44,28,698,259,523,0.141,0.792,0.067,-0.9892,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,8,5,23,22,3,5,20,0,27,9,0,2,1,63,71,39,0,4,8,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,2,1,22,31,0,2,12,0,0,15,9,19,0,4,21,2,67,3,76,45,6,91,0,8,1,2,28,31,2,3,43,271,89,22,0.0,0.0,0.22285823865069487,0.0,0.09148629990134564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840047682966986,0.060876365265124424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982269066861931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776653258504915,0.07116569904851955,0.0,0.0,0.17560405788336106,0.0,0.18561802674559102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773115343860956,0.0,0.0,0.07820035581702454,0.0,0.06557411780094928,0.0798146049710991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113104386147414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791617800632787,0.0,0.07790132003722776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562929614295464,0.06742330239060322,0.0,0.08489842426407962,0.10055841761740103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566070590047475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339016213924409,0.0,0.1295021347748544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037544599834278,0.11931500302920155,0.0,0.0865260895512463,0.0,0.060883346831148134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183258422883834,0.0,0.0,0.25512168846500066,0.08042922509098949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186954491698436,0.0,0.07945371747704674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091789009007936,0.06205125068127189,0.08587123000039006,0.0806043642416923,0.0,0.07784198587852942,0.05376865892315243,0.0,0.07629628405118209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081338612675338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533739182003247,0.2301453756273789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056445009222816665,0.058711550598022626,0.07352106975132007,0.0809587774620068,0.07143725238565515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106961549002202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452673494244564,0.0,0.0,0.05277482267429389,0.0,0.0795334169848956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207458758860721,0.0,0.0,0.07652568326163313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516330333329559,0.0,0.0,0.1950285362044416,0.0,0.0,0.15242688291442544,0.3081663599684656,0.06066100205444538,0.0,0.07941397312109448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616429565971668,0.0,0.060792754660188124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170740728134676,0.1223712355886707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043398261688001,0.08877707684879979,0.0,0.0,0.07273978003039343,0.08457660660023393,0.05168322453181047,0.0,0.07436212335686275,0.07924780766883734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281030327021712,0.04489992960798487,0.060423717664600064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113549078504367,0.06869010348371041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625761774201284,0.0,0.0,0.054076332116215965,0.0,0.0,0.09804276861733772 adhd,iTM_Havok,2019/04/04,Is it safe to smoke weed while on Vyvanse and celexa? Is it dangerous to smoke weed while taking stimulants and anti-depressants? Can't really find much information about it. Most of the things I read from professional psychiatrists say that not much is known about it because things like this were never studied but sometimes I see articles online saying smoking weed on SSRI's is safe. ,8.833695652173912,9.497219869565221,8.067934782608695,67.94364130434785,60.44927536231884,11.537681159420293,34.64130434782609,11.20814326018867,4.138765217391303,317,12,50,8,4,99,51,69,0.028999999999999998,0.858,0.113,0.7059,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,8,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019684603686225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047330395698724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551824186670424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640230977578313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41048612183204203,0.0,0.2153351355558349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279274107363961,0.0,0.17886174187204262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44405978994976825,0.0,0.0,0.2224850982012168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27613450728408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992256461891184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709742241479133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mell0w-mang0,2019/04/04,"What steps should I take to get help for ADHD/How did you personally seek out treatment? Hey everyone, I was just wondering what would be the best way to get treatment. I have never been to see a psychologist or a psychiatrist, but honestly I’m pretty sure I have ADD or a combination of ADD and something else, and it is been significantly impacting the way I live my life. I always knew I had issues but I never sought out treatment because my parents didn’t support it. But as I’m getting older, I’m noticing the toll that it is taking on me and I want to get help. Would it be best to take an appointment first with a therapist, a psychologist, or a psychiatrist? I’m just scared to start off with a psychiatrist and tell them I think I have ADD and have them write me off as one of those overdramatic Web MD searchers or a person looking to score some Adderall. So I’ve been leaning more towards starting with a psychologist. Just wanted to know what some other peoples experiences have been.",4.429032815198617,6.150243647668392,5.630072538860105,77.61471157167531,71.07253886010362,8.669982728842832,29.96511226252159,9.21078282632365,2.656928428324697,796,33,150,17,15,265,106,193,0.02,0.82,0.16,0.9789,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,3,4,6,0,1,13,0,20,1,0,0,3,38,42,15,0,5,10,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,10,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,9,2,18,5,22,28,5,15,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,7,6,108,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861013358402774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673862227164213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552395363821406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944667962784365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720042140038385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340601165532221,0.0,0.13723771524384076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933684205914526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29319826933688525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807669353183126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643396805859235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710374659785346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909615727647772,0.0,0.0,0.12388511777247345,0.0,0.11781442718495368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641190866682744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972944655704913,0.0,0.0,0.09506910558088334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578358820321944,0.0,0.0,0.09726450747906118,0.24500444399190405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427328281899853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046210808455814,0.0,0.11179881218029862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800774331472973,0.0,0.0,0.19860635260256132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920775393190328,0.132228578528369,0.0,0.3164584086392709,0.0,0.1226260552403886,0.0,0.0,0.16289602014158974,0.0,0.08989686774611981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550200712630234,0.22272298951991912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214647586214913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932640388083528,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShinyRx,2019/04/04,"Wellbutrin side effects I started meds about a month ago, low dose Vyvanse and wellbutrin. At first I noticed a decent improvement on my level of focus and ability to get things done for school. However as I started to increase the dose of Wellbutrin per MD I started getting terrible headaches every day. After about a week I went back to the starting dose and the headaches went away but with the last few days the headaches have come back even on the regular low dose. I know headaches are a side effect of wellbutrin but from what I read it should go away, has anyone experienced it not going away? I feel like it helps my add ( I'm not depressed, Dr just wrote it to see if it would work on it's own for my add), but once the headaches come on I can't get anything done or even think, sometimes APAP or Excedrin does not even help it at all either. I will be meeting with the Dr again sometime soon and will address it, I just don't know how common it is for the headaches to not go away.",8.282718556119569,6.2773559746192875,7.322301184433164,81.55178793006206,62.85786802030457,9.973829667230683,38.132543711223924,7.793537801064563,2.808527805978568,785,32,161,6,9,240,110,197,0.047,0.872,0.08,0.7481,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,12,5,0,0,13,0,13,6,0,3,1,34,34,12,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,0,11,10,0,0,6,1,0,8,6,4,0,1,5,3,14,1,28,24,5,40,0,3,1,0,4,15,0,3,18,108,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669667097766597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416229129253007,0.0,0.09905047426137027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523490486998421,0.185107136722248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073682807025482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525146001979204,0.0,0.10367054877820517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053325788977673,0.2463512029184331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385006486261956,0.0,0.10141304681497286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086036641505649,0.08598907089576774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023827538064968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886578719616925,0.0,0.20521930406241298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613567903955925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229935985023145,0.09811387175865216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058804458026656965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369883287023973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960745196092045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703681378122334,0.0,0.12818523027952328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039797970731868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218162180065543,0.09591564571183586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808893075183346,0.0,0.3407810187039564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996542811018666,0.07712529273955979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654986926121167,0.0,0.0,0.22315987657695308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762744992751692,0.0,0.0,0.08550413176490618,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SadisticMale,2019/04/04,"I just discovered this sub . I love it SO much ! I knew for a long time that I had some sort of difficulty with focusing on tasks . I knew about ADHD but I couldn't accept that I might have something like this . My high school marks have been going downhill for quite some time now . Even though I passed with above average grades I feel I didn't reach my full potential because I couldn't focus on my studies AT ALL . I will soon give my country's equivalent of SAT . These exams will literally determine my future because if you aren't in a good college , your life is going to be very tough .I am still browsing internet even though I have a lot to revise . I found out about this sub a couple of hours ago . I relate with EVERY fucking thing here . I also dread about having a shitty job the rest of my life . I also can get off topic frequently in conversations . I'm India right now and I'm really embarrassed to tell my parents that my bad grades aren't because I have turned stupid . They are based because I cannot look at one page for more than 5 minutes . I am crying with frustration . The thing is - how can I mindlessly scrooll Reddit for hours , watch porn without blinking , but I cannot read a small fucking nbook for more than 15 minutes ? WHY ? 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(Hope it's okay to post this link, my apologies if it needs to be removed.) [https://thezeroed.com/low-quality-sleep-procrastination/](https://thezeroed.com/low-quality-sleep-procrastination/) ",14.57795454545454,19.59484179545455,9.081818181818182,49.54272727272729,51.50000000000001,8.036363636363637,26.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.1112454545454544,285,7,36,4,4,76,36,44,0.165,0.795,0.04,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,2,0,8,7,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,0,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140832311093532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055891630930258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036031499731778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916945750160832,0.0,0.19420914248488336,0.0,0.0,0.19403502826332164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317475622693804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184605155439643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8117139566615571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439218291122891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dethendecay,2019/04/04,"how to talk to my parents about getting on medication i was diagnosed in 9th grade. my parents never took it seriously. i never really knew what life would be like on medication anyway so i had nothing to compare it to. i’ve taken adderall that i have bought/been given by my friends/acquaintances. i feel like i can actually use my brain to a fuller extent. like i can actually get up and “do it.” like i can actually put my mind to it. my whole life i’ve received “you’re actually smart, you could do so much better if you tried” and i agreed to an extent. then i subscribed to this sub and found that most of you have received those same comments. it’s a touchy subject, because i (being a 17 y/o senior) use other drugs recreationally. my parents know this, and view me somewhat negatively because of it. i feel like there’s no way to bring it up because they wouldn’t want to give drugs to a drug user and never took the diagnosis seriously, but i know my quality of life would be better if i had some form of medication for it.",4.002297734627831,5.221670815533988,5.804834951456312,77.90537540453073,71.4271844660194,8.600129449838187,29.26731391585761,9.029198982220553,2.399077411003237,812,32,160,16,15,280,112,206,0.008,0.875,0.11699999999999999,0.927,3,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,2,6,10,0,0,6,0,17,11,1,3,3,30,34,12,0,7,3,3,2,5,0,3,10,0,0,0,15,5,0,0,6,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,9,3,27,8,23,18,9,17,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,5,10,114,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.3954614448740841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852755594383908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920348974694392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309708433244532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088894934072817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282898954648004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524673545523841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245222676127938,0.14475384078899403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108277612151124,0.0,0.0,0.10586210269533748,0.09718717480393567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135624721111394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146778206169184,0.2474782860833521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30618188325825546,0.0,0.0,0.10229568423580476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447557307422624,0.0,0.23441290855770636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721106902459048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33748312873569924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184599004231468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490270934141433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143030620595552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512149820787805,0.06878382454979666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500112951820695,0.0,0.0,0.059756118323325225,0.0804163136518353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311061630885805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439374951649533,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ralib1,2019/04/04,I’m 99% sure I have ADHD but... I currently have no health insurance and can’t afford to see a psychiatrist to get diagnosed for it. I realize it has negatively impacted me my whole life and I’m been struggling to even find and keep a job. ,1.5410204081632628,3.7395141224489836,4.607510204081635,79.48391836734696,81.24489795918367,9.634285714285717,26.126530612244892,9.888512548439397,3.042743673469388,188,8,39,7,5,68,37,49,0.11,0.8390000000000001,0.051,-0.4019,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,9,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577478067957653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30213411557607983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661169703152856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27206978821632943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552303349447233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164148738029043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953967563579346,0.2645874420393856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025683435498094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372086363358548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111948064520841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805554029210896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323437891538824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheWorstUsernameLeft,2019/04/04,"Off my meds with no difference ive been on ritalin 20mg in am and 10mg midday for a while. For the past 2 weeks i have stopped taken them (separate issues) and i have noticed no difference, except the reduced aggression and frustration. Anyone have any idea whats up. Im 34 and was diagnosed around 15.",4.7261475409836065,5.392886491803278,6.219795081967213,77.6316598360656,69.32786885245902,10.69016393442623,31.643442622950825,10.686352973137794,3.5020131147540985,240,10,47,7,4,82,48,61,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,9,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298255255516298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786371115398245,0.0,0.0,0.2264461485818257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581835236751336,0.0,0.5315318719363072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871564695752831,0.2747667919997835,0.2654996150290736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28255136862424673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896056641225133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282807774722984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266745133005407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404290085855956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Magecoop910,2019/04/04,"Why is it so hard to live a normal life? So let me start out by saying my adhd is severe, to the point where my doctor suggest therapy and medication a lot. I’ve had it my whole life sense i was 4. It feel impossible to do anything, hold a job, even focus on this post. It makes depression and anxiety just 10 fold. Does any one have any tips to make it easier? I started 30 mg vyvanse and it doesn’t really feel like it’s doing anything.",1.7265217391304368,3.3562731739130456,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,78.13043478260869,7.643478260869566,22.369565217391305,8.472884824447931,1.3351913043478263,340,10,73,7,8,120,68,92,0.109,0.8320000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.5644,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,2,0,12,15,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,6,1,7,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446813209338414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427109271044515,0.0,0.13651752362879846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370638393332904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370295916849258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826561701029836,0.15616710111251178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178677901277393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804643367729432,0.12748822890004213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986055418902634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708896982476385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248224409349226,0.25209597189633765,0.08718405870826018,0.0,0.1575789618219494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171598946573228,0.0,0.0,0.2382400866511465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977455522705707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748479298317187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209256707193086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869757900395638,0.0,0.1709104817123043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432278991218653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191451325346885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160326188856045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25262261857662344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407875095136568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102780638564165,0.19923854267920665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nocturnal-Nook,2019/04/04,"Horrible day at work Today I found out that 4 evening shift nurses have reported me. I’m very upset and depressed. I work in a hospital 12 hour shifts and the nurses on evening shift are in a big clique. What they reported me for seems ridiculous and it’s obvious they are targeting me. However management never sees things logically. I will retire at the end of December or early January. I’m trying to survive until then, but it is so hard to go to work. Taking vyanse daily. Thank you in advance",2.4114488636363625,5.124620656250002,4.2844696969696985,79.8893181818182,82.02083333333334,8.074242424242426,26.43560606060606,8.841846274778883,2.7137833333333328,397,17,70,11,11,134,71,96,0.111,0.855,0.034,-0.6459999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,5,3,4,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,13,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,1,13,11,0,18,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,2,8,46,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532572350319541,0.0,0.20467777446946456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104772611322864,0.0,0.0,0.3139161027932239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605584546644167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350554904573425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128775049867249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340261483528625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832815351450912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936719379291486,0.2163372526639744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786746496600992,0.0,0.0,0.2187856913909729,0.0,0.0,0.15787652378600953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525360260117575,0.0,0.0,0.16134100763739134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607672917911065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190111843230407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pwesten,2019/04/04,How to start school work I've been lurking here for awhile. My biggest problem is starting certain assignments. Like today I spent 9hrs watching YouTube videos and Netflix instead of studying for a test I really need to pass. So the question is does anyone have tricks to help start studying/schoolwork?,7.234245283018867,9.479458792452833,5.3850471698113225,80.0541745283019,64.84905660377359,6.809433962264151,39.66509433962264,7.1686216300943375,3.2137962264150954,248,14,37,2,4,71,45,53,0.10400000000000001,0.764,0.133,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,9,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,6,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,5,20,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155451145730807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522537843757845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321116713340628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082677202642402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373733798199646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582098652163384,0.0,0.0,0.3229114311847145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466345466046646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917293235583188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120848543089986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732319175523059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985298272122954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EPJ327,2019/04/04,"I‘m just happy and i need to share it with somebody who understands After 27 years of not knowing WHAT THE HELL WAS WRONG WITH ME i finally got my diagnosis and my doctor prescribed Concerta. I took it for the first time yesterday afternoon and i can‘t remember when the last time was i was this happy. The chaotic whirlwind in my mind just... stopped. I felt calm. I did some important phone calls. I went grocery shopping. I had sex with my boyfriend. We cooked dinner, we watched a movie and did the dishes. The whole time i was just living in the moment and enjoying being right here and right now. I‘m so relieved and happy to have this option. My life is already pretty nice, but this will make it even better. Sorry about the rambling, i don‘t really have a point. I just had to tell somebody. Thanks for reading!",2.075064516129032,4.887184038709679,2.810564516129034,88.71584677419355,86.03225806451613,5.680645161290323,23.23387096774193,7.1686216300943375,1.166929032258064,646,24,119,10,20,202,99,155,0.065,0.762,0.17300000000000001,0.9381,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,2,10,12,1,0,10,0,15,6,0,1,0,28,26,10,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,12,3,1,4,3,1,2,3,2,0,1,12,2,20,10,13,12,2,21,1,0,1,1,7,5,1,2,14,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893871373428207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539573793449414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632209153437898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566941872274374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111455618470014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699048768735698,0.16770270325774803,0.0,0.13021834663858806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224401246505976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889017210755242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413430612347686,0.12478885054087513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813205323788372,0.0,0.0,0.13518134828356626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218881935865652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457734304370024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135143569605809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471961179497855,0.0,0.0,0.15574765158221468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313151163861788,0.0,0.09807342744985398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342122123701312,0.2614761893157366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137181457108852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799016454884676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380748051219166,0.14094478039014774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678041760490488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008871544754253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937217571447432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191604095180238,0.0,0.17091961082888946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737997359143314,0.0,0.09858499438187134 adhd,chipwagon,2019/04/04,My emotional regulation just fucked up and I feel like a crazy person. Working as a light operator for a college play (a really really sad play fyi). I apparently was talking too loudly on the headset during a performance and the producer told me afterwards that I had to talk quieter or they’d replace me. Holding it together on the job (through this sad play) I suddenly just started crying at this minor criticism. I feel like a fucking crazy person. How do I explain that she didn’t make me cry? ,5.226626139817629,6.891427255319152,6.845015197568389,69.90500000000003,69.0,10.477811550151976,35.76899696048632,10.608840637214634,4.442065653495441,398,21,66,12,7,137,67,94,0.244,0.647,0.109,-0.9455,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,4,9,2,0,9,0,5,2,0,3,0,12,13,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,12,5,8,8,0,7,0,2,0,2,8,4,2,1,5,45,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467786445322067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876073003635686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565713590064194,0.2905711398215614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37601940290010655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181056814332576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987098850748935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357491866635154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551447935044276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605644745320795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394435246659226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326917707486243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432607684474007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805374531816576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onogomo,2019/04/04,"Should i seek evaluation for ADD? growing up, i've always gotten yelled at for losing things. I've lost so many hats, sweaters, even an ipod throughout my childhood till now, at 18 years old. I have gotten good grades however, but i have problems iwth managing my time and procrastination. I remember almost nothing in my life schedule, so i have 20-30 alarms in my phone. I also have billions of notes and sticky notes in my computer and phone which i have to take the time to delete if i'm not using, but i often just hoard. I have a very hard time getting into reading and taking notes for a 3 page reading in philosophy takes me an hour, but this may be subjective. I make lots of plans for school but often only follow through with half of them, bad at predicting work time , but so do most people. I often choose social media over hobbies, even though I love reading, it's so hard to get into it and I often just have other things on my mind, unless i wake up in the middle of the I have crush obsessions that occupy my mind, and sometimes i can't sleep cuz of it. Oftentimes, i have a hard time falling alseep at all - i need videos or reading or melatonin supplements something to help me sleep, but i sleep well when im off my phone or work very hard in school . 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So today at work sucked so I want to finally get this off my chest/ask for advice. I am good student academically, I'm double majoring in relatively difficult fields and taking 20 credits a semester and somehow doing pretty well. This is all fine and good, but the simplest tasks for me are a nightmare. &#x200B; Minimum wage jobs have always caused so much stress because I am just unable to do what to everyone else is mindless work. I work on campus, and seemingly every time I work and am given something to do outside of my normal routine, I fuck it up. I had to move everything to another location and I forgot a charger I needed for the camera. Then after work ended I left my bosses ID in his office, thereby locking his ID in their. I also have a lot of trouble following instructions with multiple steps because I just get confused. &#x200B; Its so frustrating that I feel I would be better doing something like teaching complex ethical theories but can't do something mindbogglingly simple. I am honestly scared about how bad I am when it comes to these simple task because any skill I have will be overridden by my inability to do basic tasks. I don't really even know what I want to do as a career because the only thing I would feel i could do would involve nothing but thinking about things and not actually doing anything, because I would fuck it up. &#x200B; Does anyone else experience this, because I know people with ADHD but even they are dumbfounded by the complete oversights I make when doing anything. If anyone does, what do you do to remedy this?",7.313333333333333,7.903313533333333,7.862666666666668,68.37633333333335,63.66666666666666,10.266666666666667,36.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,4.034466666666667,1300,60,203,27,18,431,170,300,0.152,0.755,0.09300000000000001,-0.9768,2,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,7,17,18,4,3,9,0,36,2,0,4,1,43,57,22,0,10,8,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,7,0,2,4,3,10,1,0,3,2,35,8,33,46,5,23,0,0,0,2,6,11,3,5,9,160,50,15,0.0,0.0,0.08335695269554404,0.0,0.10265744563906047,0.08347078918346915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830981430713844,0.0710757326092597,0.2776554534211441,0.3113815384442565,0.058088079478358534,0.08956962448928157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945437545250245,0.08752220690127267,0.1405856751218977,0.0,0.07985555093295095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132157985668112,0.3124250162725989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755464635621744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774919069738556,0.0,0.07358119675557327,0.08956055146900935,0.0,0.0,0.06820039132698981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950207787595013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271379344811355,0.0,0.07565618029620935,0.0,0.0,0.1128373352211225,0.0,0.07196947697105525,0.08162183870502665,0.07676939376393728,0.0835565039467357,0.0,0.0,0.08638116843387661,0.0,0.0,0.09357271029512884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579376044214298,0.08925615784806293,0.0,0.0,0.14329137723774887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476551325185766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388846929526233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280836144461987,0.0,0.0,0.04173157419741413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262046714881203,0.0,0.0,0.05701807188255353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078723880932232,0.06279304242868451,0.06333735731072385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083692815695277,0.08196215926683967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496525623359015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059219014165395184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690217627708942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054721815666328784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551965957521968,0.0,0.0,0.07776255783775765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727994045631556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784756389321887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422471214384745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134976261458099,0.05473326316517027,0.0,0.0,0.04980870332731813,0.0,0.08096754527822529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076507822263672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680224395261383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31093147961015705,0.0,0.0,0.2427177896828929,0.0,0.3113815384442565,0.0 adhd,shortfatyogi,2019/04/04,"Trying to find somewhere to get my 8-year evaluated for ADHD—no reviews! I googled “psychological testing near me” and almost none of the finds have any reviews. I mean, I know online reviews should generally be taken with a grain of salt, but a little something to narrow it down would be helpful! I’ll obviously ask around, and talk to my daughter’s pediatrician, but I’m annoyed that I can’t find anything on my own. 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I have a doctor's appointment soon, and I am thinking about switching off of adderall (25mg/XR) to another medication, but I wanted to see what people here had to say about switching medications. A little background - I've been on adderall since I was about 10. I started at 15-20 mg, never went to over 30, but obviously my dose per pound is less now. Never took any long medication breaks, but I'm worried I may have acclimated to adderall and need to change medication or dosage. I've been looking at vyvanse and other meds. Tell me your experiences. 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I was diagnosed yesterday and began medication today. I already feel like a better teacher, daughter, and friend. When I read through the first screening test for ADHD, planning on just filling it out for my student, I stopped after almost every question and thought “Wait, I do that...” While filling this out, I also got up from my desk twice, checked my email 3 times, and took about 8 separate sips of water. This had also been sitting on my desk for over 2 weeks. I had always had the idea in the back of my mind that maybe, just maybe, there was a reason I procrastinate and am disorganized and fidgety, and as I was filling out the screening test, it finally clicked. I have ADHD, too. Fast forward to today, my first day with medication. When my student had come back to school after starting medication, I was shocked by the immediate improvements I saw. I’m no longer shocked. In the past 14 hours, I have actually been able to make AND COMPLETE my entire to-do list for the week at school- grading, lesson plans, copies and more! And now, after I finish sharing how happy I am with the world, I am actually excited to work on my next graduate class. My therapist used an analogy regarding airplane oxygen masks that I think all people, especially teachers, need to remember. Always secure the mask on yourself first. If you can’t breathe, you can’t help those around you. I am so incredibly thankful I can finally breathe. 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Also, tons of leg cramps and headaches? I started Vyvanse 30mg very recently and have noticed that my sensitivity to the cold has gotten much worse. I’ve always been one to get cold if it’s below 70 degrees, but this seems a lot more extreme. I typically set my thermostat to a comfy 72-75 and end up getting hot within the hour, whereas now I’m still freezing and wearing a sweater to stay warm. I’ve also started to get an absurd amount of cramps in my feet and headaches. I’m not sure if this is at all related, but I didn’t really have this issue until I started on the medication. It’s starting to get really annoying, especially when I’m at the gym since I can’t seem to be able to stand flat of my feet without serious pain. I’m definitely not eating a lot, so I imagine that could contribute a bit to my current ailments but I wanted to know if anyone else has experienced it and if so, what do you do to mitigate those side effects? Extra info: I exercise on a very regular basis and try to drink a lot of water. My diet is very healthy when I do eat. 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We discussed the options and I went for Dex - I took the first pill at lunch and it had a profound effect. There was so much calm, so much more free space in my head - I managed to do paperwork for 40min straight for the first time since I can remember it was amazing. This morning hasn't been as clear cut. I guess I'm just looking to hear about people's experience starting medication, dialing in the dosage, getting the most use out of it, how stuff like coffee, or alcohol affects it, or hangovers - just anything really",5.3234358288770025,7.487221102941183,5.717112299465238,76.09473262032087,69.58823529411765,9.063101604278074,33.68716577540107,9.573946990214177,3.4972735294117636,594,29,102,14,11,190,94,136,0.043,0.85,0.106,0.8642,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,4,10,5,1,0,7,0,10,6,1,4,1,22,22,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,5,2,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,11,4,11,5,16,11,6,19,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,6,11,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183707845083721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145830102664236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761770736015212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815029095649467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386518242107308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898101775618685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936622330331584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764180551235105,0.0,0.19374276316702846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398121046137752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435193834889942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909411326710338,0.3463404888878751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527312143446689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917318211896058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012295621926063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947281547138663,0.0,0.16351539528060366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421967002953396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433421156610785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678332697399872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047147884486066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909862095336395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846561815222606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935217490524647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chrischticks,2019/04/04,"Untreated ADHD at 20 years old Spent most of my life as the class clown and the attention seeker. As a kid my parents constantly told me to ""slow down"" because I would be running in circles or being absolutely, hilariously, ridiculous. At one point of my life my family loved seeing me at events because I was so ridiculous and caused a lot of laughter. During this time teachers would tell me to calm down and tell my parents how high strung I was. After being this hyper throughout my life I had countless friends because I was so care-free (I could never judge people for being weird because I was...weird also?) and therefore made friends with every and anyone from popular kids to kids that weren't ""the coolest"". I had absolutely no judgement at all, being the ridiculous character that I was. During this time teachers would tell me to stop talking to classmates and sit still in class... but I never got in trouble due to working my charm as much as possible. Grades were fine, but could've been better. Highschool started and I was taking advanced classes but was doing average. I was smart but I KNOW I was smarter. My dad kept telling me I could do better if I applied myself. What a thing to hear. This happened every year of highschool... but I literally could not focus. It hurt my brain to focus in math and school become overwhelming. Flash to junior year when I thought it was anxiety and depression. Lost all of my personality and hyperness, I had no idea what shell of a man I was during this time. Saw a therapist and he treated me for General Anxiety and depression and it worked - but I still couldn't focus. Was a real hard time. Now to sophomore year of college. I can't remember shit! I have no recollection of events with my friends (countless vacations and music festivals wiped from my head). It got scary and frustrating.... was I losing my mind? No. After a year of manic depression and anxiety my parents stepped up (god I love them so much for this) and got me any and all the help I need. Just got diagnosed with untreated ADHD and start medication friday. I feel like I'm just starting life? I know its not end all be all, but after reading multiple accounts of the same story on reddit I can't help but get excited for the future of being me again... weird to say but it's true. Anyways I can't wait to get out of this brain fog, inattentive, anxiety ridden life and start doing what I KNOW I can do. &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.9009072750210265,6.143318323275862,4.7434861227922624,81.21110176619004,73.74137931034483,7.544070647603028,28.98948696383516,8.407314429234152,2.330512047939445,1938,82,346,35,41,626,219,464,0.113,0.7340000000000001,0.153,0.9751,3,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,1,7,13,32,5,1,14,0,41,13,4,4,8,77,71,41,0,9,15,4,2,1,3,3,7,2,0,5,19,24,0,3,9,1,2,4,13,15,0,1,29,6,56,17,53,28,10,52,0,7,2,2,26,15,1,4,33,246,75,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817423901546036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595283891429364,0.0,0.1516191196099226,0.17003589931328242,0.04758017551152431,0.0,0.21409922699892373,0.0,0.0,0.04892277555644706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060571052252155,0.07727340566169365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376081384830137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562133329057238,0.0,0.0,0.07133634376324463,0.07187570895559245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560981439694284,0.0,0.2234528404749052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807882453696928,0.0710153549545364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197027633468749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790096613647524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659589604646393,0.0,0.035377578256014106,0.04998466594878033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621697289418593,0.0,0.07311007170545827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223837023315708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187186822372383,0.0,0.06267697393294587,0.0,0.07180665382457463,0.0,0.0788582524391369,0.0,0.09379523679547076,0.07392431292371775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490146100168038,0.07898458555411034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535662448371875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470999293619371,0.034182497381841016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827553187865458,0.076377592715106,0.05948371169607485,0.1262964723762965,0.06620476801660025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704847119349388,0.0,0.0,0.07064704572477755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286805852386664,0.051879879733381866,0.10792621795708804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341893045577112,0.0,0.04741166543521455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233071279646291,0.0,0.0,0.04850652858403934,0.06109276329944085,0.0,0.0,0.06614173093181899,0.07887763824564208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998625213514846,0.07963812566249133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925933196376894,0.0,0.0,0.05564081954436858,0.0,0.07081066117788587,0.0557548937350322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182044645446338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809291115902386,0.0,0.11175198104694953,0.058495810764763234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260671558473326,0.056237079881628314,0.2446180794138664,0.0,0.0,0.08123744891141599,0.046483177104959486,0.0,0.0,0.05554623505501431,0.16319402311781928,0.0,0.0,0.06685677071842898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187408159996733,0.0,0.0,0.14910832570885546,0.0,0.17003589931328242,0.2252832940693001 adhd,Turn_Paige_394,2019/04/04,"Interrupting/Changing Topic of Conversation Too Much I’ve been told that I tend to interrupt or not really be paying attention and chime in with unrelated things at times. I’m glad my friend told me as I honestly hadn’t realized it. She said it’s not bad, but something she noticed. Has anyone else had this issue? I’m honestly not disengaged/bored/tuning out on purpose. I think my mind just wanders or follows a train of thought unwillingly. Any tips or ideas on how you got better or handled this? I’m feeling down about it tbh. 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I’ve finally done research and match up with everything and have talked to my parents about it (this is for months and months). After looking at all the different symptoms my dad fits soooo mannyyy. He is very unorganized hyperactive and can’t focus well. He used to do crazy dumb irrational things impulsively just like I do when he was young. He even dropped out of college after two years. He Acts very childish but deep down he is not immature at all. He used to smoke a lot of cigarettes ever since he was twelve and I’m thinking this could’ve been some form of self medication. Ever since he quit which was extremely hard for him he drinks energy drinks and coffee pretty much 24/7 which is also a stimulant. I really want to talk to him about it but don’t want to offend him. Do you guys think it’s okay to talk to my dad about this and not offensive. I want him to know because his life could change for the better and adhd is hereditary so it would make sense. Btw mods I’m not a troll I just keep forgetting my username and passwords to my accounts so need to create new ones lol.,3.068962873284903,5.135662805084749,3.9428571428571435,86.81053672316385,75.61016949152544,7.3765940274414845,23.94995964487489,8.269060116576782,1.4139671509281675,946,30,190,17,21,303,134,236,0.07400000000000001,0.79,0.136,0.932,2,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,13,7,3,0,6,2,21,5,0,4,5,43,37,16,0,6,8,4,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,11,11,2,1,5,2,1,1,6,3,1,2,6,2,17,4,30,29,6,23,0,0,1,0,25,7,1,3,15,119,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179364977686813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270041861724652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066317407127304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252097547473916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226269795724562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510385044953365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111073018979428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862542953799245,0.0,0.2271130670346216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656343613833791,0.20971082586380102,0.0,0.0,0.10418056338012224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698364800857478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477807957772353,0.0,0.0,0.10384069573567373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303417358907267,0.0,0.0,0.06370607573217918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187704980342654,0.056632190218861525,0.0,0.0,0.10258470729904164,0.09734280306421476,0.0,0.0,0.09855022697919087,0.0,0.0,0.07737686283987766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677624280143005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505095199509414,0.0,0.08521383608535563,0.08595250325838834,0.08940391389008176,0.11195533625329074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854974507937727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871438167158014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179313426825418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329417339561427,0.0,0.0,0.0742607086729318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552834519350568,0.12092884521477312,0.0,0.0,0.1917788642335324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048427263903735,0.0,0.27951401294349976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701146286589185,0.22282873079786655,0.0,0.0,0.06759332748972383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323606352690173,0.0,0.0,0.20023367326967706,0.0,0.19129070473466728,0.2051161687668768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104225143010046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234556387567904,0.0,0.0,0.07464806459484725 adhd,CitrusArts,2019/04/04,"ADHD got me into a car accident today I was backing out of my parking spot and didn’t notice the car behind me. Not only that, I was so caught up in my uncontrollable daydreaming that I also didn’t hear their blaring car horns. My distracted daydreaming has made me nearly run red lights, plenty of near-misses, and now an actual (minor) accident. I’m so frustrated and I wish my brain could focus more. Needed to rant to people who understood. 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For no real reason, except I am always very tired. My brain doesnt function logically at all in the morning. Thoughts such as 'I have to leave the house in 10 minutes' just don't even translate and it's super frustrating and impossible to explain to other people. Well, I knew I would hate Alarmy. I haven't yet gotten around to setting it up with a barcode so it's set to 3 hard math problems. It still works because I can't do maths in my head so I had to run out to the study and grab pen and paper this morning. I think I would hate it less if it was a song I liked instead of my dreaded alarm tone so I'll fix that tonight. I then watched an episode of the series I'm watching on Netflix as something to do instead of laying down. And well, **I was on time today** for the first time in a while. I hate *getting* up but I don't hate *being* up. I guess it's the same with everything I procrastinate.",0.05134615384615415,2.3240791346153884,1.9963461538461544,94.99865384615386,89.38461538461539,4.3538461538461535,21.94230769230769,5.8734145424116955,0.1564942307692312,772,29,170,6,26,255,122,208,0.158,0.804,0.038,-0.9576,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,14,13,5,3,11,0,16,3,2,1,1,27,29,15,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,10,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,9,2,1,7,6,21,4,35,19,3,26,0,0,2,0,1,14,0,2,10,120,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067702163021175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910792265044824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088409266807041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190203933245378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579129924719804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034409145973336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336289730182078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154493518167442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597674830134387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598377413803753,0.5727505023910964,0.14884316819300386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734576293825842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356639371719769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085459266061846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054591055212264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877463330319975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507649780640632,0.0,0.1491155427504281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116515898730818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582157101700193,0.0,0.0,0.1516174026220077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292970948589033,0.0,0.11513804315376892,0.16913694022256176,0.16669126285847027,0.13747198733217975,0.0,0.0,0.09846621186946916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966537857142015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26079973331181433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558395534720183,0.0,0.0,0.2060510590627645,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheMajesticSquirrel,2019/04/04,"ADHD Life hack: Label everything (backpack, lunchbox, etc.) with your name and phone number so you can be contacted if you lose it If I'm being real, I'll probably forget to actually do this",1.7950000000000017,4.589230722222227,4.590222222222224,74.97700000000003,89.0,7.3244444444444445,23.86666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.460506666666667,150,6,24,4,5,53,33,36,0.125,0.84,0.035,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.3316733927384994,0.0,0.4084691460511533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790555186692717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054618057015896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400669632320845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380238255875022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664476182878816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868573138538988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ocho-8-ocho,2019/08/21,ADHD COACH? Wondering if anyone has used an ADHD coach before. I’m struggling to get my shit together and just curious about others experiences. 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I just need to rant I'm sorry. I'm currently an inpatient at an eating disorder clinic and I came back from a weekend pass, handed back my meds (20mg and 10mg vyvanse) and went on with my life. On Monday, I was given my 20mg in the form of two 10mg pills, along with another at 1pm. By today, my remaining 10mg pills were done. When I inquired as to where my 20mg pills were, the answer was.... They don't know. So now I have to go through the hassle of refilling a prescription early, while also paying for it AGAIN. The hospital will not foot the bill due to THEIR mistake and I'm losing $100+ for it. Not to mention that I won't be able to get it filled in time before groups take place tomorrow. I'm going to scream.",1.2291925465838531,2.735419341614911,3.5533850931677016,90.06933229813667,79.1863354037267,6.836024844720497,21.43788819875776,7.7094869923839395,0.7577378881987578,578,16,131,9,14,200,103,161,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.9246,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,9,4,0,0,10,0,10,8,2,0,0,16,24,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,8,1,0,3,1,2,6,4,4,0,1,9,2,14,0,24,12,1,28,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,14,80,18,1,0.208067541365458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639153765722456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817695886481595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199821921343702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705015280346142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379738374966023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384634285312269,0.0,0.0,0.21292533432425176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290503893551024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870670269237688,0.0,0.2364991573527244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434847929815906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696425775465352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327743571720584,0.2271303001066708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111613298745515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427944550824346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738629580816116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291457781811986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564408967818063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132585660504284,0.0,0.1972237005154176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325175451782648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928806953852756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,unmerited-space,2019/08/21,"Medication makes me boring and lethargic. Should I continue taking it? 17 F here, recently diagnosed after a really rough season spent struggling with anger issues (after a lifetime of emotional dysregulation originally misdiagnosed as ASD) and depression. Because I am heading into university in the fall, my Dr and I decided that it would be best to try out the medication option right now, as all I am doing currently is working. He was also hoping it would reduce the amount of caffeine I consume (6-10 espresso shots a day, or 3-6 cups of coffee, or 2-3 energy drinks). I started on Concerta (18mg) but it was causing extreme fatigue so I switched to Dexedrine (currently on 15mg). I feel like I can sit still much longer as well as relax and let things go easier. My roommate actually thought I was sick when I was able to sit down and watch a whole episode of Brooklyn 99! BUT that new ability to sit still and let things go is also a curse. Before medication the only things that truely satiated me were food, drugs, and exercise. My crack was waking up early to run until I wanted to pass out, slamming multiple energy drinks, then walking by the ocean as the sun rose, talking to myself and dreaming up grand plans. I did this at least twice a week In order to keep sane, I would bike to work at 4:30 AM to work an active job from 5:00-1:30, bike to the rec centre to swim or weight lift (or go for an hour run), then grab a coffee and walk around the park talking to myself. At around 5 pm I would then bike home (usually an hour away at this point), cook an elaborate meal, smoke a couple bowls, and collapse into bed. On my days off I would sleep in, wander around town for a couple hours, write incoherent thoughts in my journal, binge on food and weed, get angry, get more high, and go to bed. Now that I'm medicated I've found I eat and sit around SO MUCH I'm scared I will gain weight. I don't do jack shit now. I get off work and make a meal and sit on my phone and sometimes clean or journal or read and force myself to go to the gym. Sure I'm probably more stable and capable of studying but I don't even feel like myself anymore. Is there any medication to try that doesn't cause this? I was on Wellbutrin for a couple months before I tried any stimulants and it just made me even more angry and it also made me lose my words. Does this laziness last forever? I am lost without my constant need for stimulation.",5.080263193413419,5.750555891213387,6.025222027264139,79.328287893103,68.5397489539749,9.0966122283709,29.22688621946281,9.19923166143015,2.3590993926305845,1908,66,373,35,31,632,256,478,0.09300000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.12,0.9112,4,0,4,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,0,9,21,17,2,2,24,0,31,26,4,9,2,70,59,44,0,9,11,0,6,2,0,7,11,0,4,0,18,29,11,1,6,12,1,12,4,9,1,1,15,7,40,8,66,34,10,81,0,4,1,0,5,32,1,8,33,238,58,6,0.0709218541350058,0.0,0.06920949903531258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014854338521201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645858565162073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703354220312274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525419459456083,0.0,0.0,0.0666334165645133,0.0,0.0,0.04323330400784877,0.0,0.12069854845501785,0.0,0.07442811038400424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571256104098942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664132886966946,0.0,0.0,0.2354210479354775,0.0,0.0914774573969502,0.0,0.06108488904366963,0.07198418905372954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206419248748465,0.0,0.0,0.13895283364088828,0.08224683459813059,0.07257076244040593,0.0,0.0797775400812875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368643155246943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172044082788477,0.10133317352980932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151797507293526,0.07776215240673537,0.0,0.0,0.111161224781879,0.0,0.2015326204984685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278628329792927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493283277362588,0.07114040231193887,0.07044140370727121,0.2095312206101501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402398964076869,0.07037899680737518,0.06303860261755137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057810776933806235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504480191134544,0.0,0.0692976710582752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934341366936122,0.07741958168050725,0.0,0.0,0.13421594640247111,0.0946817767046784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572315334177029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056609147336605076,0.0,0.10427144632470944,0.052587656193556105,0.0,0.06849676866563449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539392659308171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704407612670578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646575408110465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094104659596147,0.0,0.045434355816749865,0.0,0.07002677488208366,0.0,0.0,0.06056687592086755,0.0,0.0,0.07100514840662862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280026409515396,0.0,0.0,0.07097307304987778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014352720663528,0.0,0.050198853389537036,0.0,0.1132765686514188,0.0,0.0,0.07414292072735101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684300819657545,0.0,0.05332440797587421,0.11400859976326085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135198552553258,0.0,0.0,0.11260806027042555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445385057468796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811040256562812,0.0,0.0418315470907058,0.0,0.05688923344680717,0.17272742375538214,0.06376726423964406,0.0,0.0,0.0791817173763079,0.0,0.06836613653387885,0.0,0.20652781794196107,0.0,0.0,0.2519042516505249,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aces_of_splades,2019/08/21,"Morning headaches - how to manage/mitigate? (Ritalin IR 10mg 3x a day) Hi, I've been on Ritalin for probably 2 months now, and my dosage has settled in at around 10mg 3x a day (8am, 11am, 2pm) - I usually take the first dose just after eating. I don't take any medication on Sundays as well I try to keep Sunday as a day to let myself be less focused etc. Recently, perhaps the last 1-2 weeks I will often wake up with a headache that lasts through until 12-1pm. I've read a lot about headaches when Ritalin is wearing off for the day/crashing but less about people waking up with them. I'm just wondering if anyone else has experienced this? I've added Magnesium supplements in the morning as I heard they can be helpful too.",4.078040540540542,4.805698831081084,5.5698378378378415,81.49002702702704,70.82432432432431,9.163243243243244,31.69189189189189,9.3871,2.774289729729729,569,25,117,12,10,193,103,148,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.7402,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,11,1,0,0,9,0,10,9,3,1,0,13,16,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,9,1,24,10,4,25,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,16,70,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281371437121733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627922698564614,0.18504532110613395,0.0,0.16077166281565838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658864215459487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479816658824766,0.1508675379076658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141595443495747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536176690153117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105190131538668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052495242247095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944250611996131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467501625315888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353906326411393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193479082519212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441526351403465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520481235334235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471658676012815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806481688483111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832001725107718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715763896359076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261506721220965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989046097931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486586176098026,0.0,0.16238045630995626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958522327853624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crocodiledundick,2019/08/21,"I need to up my dose of adderall, but I don’t know if I should A couple years ago, around 7 of my pills were stolen. Which also means I couldn’t use my pills for around 7 days because of how regulated adderall is. It was also around the time my insurance was getting changed over. I was up at college in a city that was around 2 hours away from my home town, which was where my doctor was. And they needed me to have an appointment with my doctor in order to get my insurance in order. Obviously I couldn’t just pop on over whenever I want because I had school/work/other obligations. So I was without adderall maybe 2 or 3 weeks. I was also on 25 mg at the time. So when I got my prescription refilled, everything was fine until a couple days later when I was noticing rapid heart palpitations. I dealt with it for a couple days until it got considerably worse. Profusely sweating, getting dizzy. I thought I was having a heart attack, basically. Went to the hospital, had an ekg, and they said I was perfectly healthy but my heart rate, at rest, was 135 bpm. I told them about my adderall situation and they said that my body probably got used to not having adderall and then I then I started taking 25mg regularly. They told me I had to work up to my usual dosage. So I went on 10mg, almost failed a bunch of my classes, but managed to barely pass them, and then graduated. Flash forward to now: I’m still on 10mg. It doesn’t help me that much, but because I haven’t been working in jobs where I have to be using my brain that much, it’s fine. But uh now I’m trying to get a better job, and interviewing is really hard for me. I’ll go blank, mess up my words a lot, ask them to repeat themselves, focusing is really hard, and my memory has been getting worse. I’m 25 years old and often forget words all the time, and it’s embarrassing. It doesn’t look good, and I think I need to get to my proper dosage. However, my experience with adderall has made me very scared to up my dosage again. I know it’ll help, but adderall can really take a toll on the heart. What should I do?",4.231401489505753,4.863731981042658,5.443307379823967,82.88062796208534,70.4218009478673,8.682599864590387,27.15673662830061,8.841846274778883,1.85394759647935,1624,51,341,28,28,542,192,422,0.1,0.8270000000000001,0.073,-0.9073,3,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,7,5,22,10,1,2,16,0,40,12,7,5,3,56,77,32,0,9,11,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,1,0,15,17,0,0,6,0,0,5,8,5,1,0,30,5,59,5,54,41,6,61,0,1,1,0,15,28,0,5,28,228,74,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903442427149839,0.0,0.07798387950820224,0.0,0.0,0.18683777280488684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773128337247375,0.07280570849031766,0.0885978222544864,0.07316923728878624,0.0,0.0,0.14242168762271806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887703784299495,0.0,0.08650524771199558,0.0,0.08693795158228577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823849273133901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585126113485142,0.0,0.1506752046933969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594235036949705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999200478935427,0.07617993236217112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441292208242878,0.0,0.044260039154398,0.06532063280802519,0.1868592001723205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952734056049268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691446965759196,0.1044003812414002,0.0,0.07811829628370179,0.0,0.07669444947536024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456441476507016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559976665682759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539816753937479,0.0,0.0,0.06620935551626678,0.0,0.07369034139764853,0.0,0.0,0.07823923149814213,0.08483231207607499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144990395500866,0.17323734364252713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886649738619074,0.08172018741881873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083965991739436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496725216813831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481602164562765,0.0,0.07796977583252097,0.07881700900278428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875384851439515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512266974526035,0.0,0.06219372019511037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710959640477756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990127744623616,0.0,0.061826680270697376,0.13623440921874932,0.0,0.0,0.14883212815578528,0.0,0.0528742614688179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017855696462177,0.08577195759598534,0.06425776309682726,0.04593464590358343,0.0,0.0624692839698005,0.0,0.0,0.1443879500534122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507191323023041,0.0,0.1700890149813186,0.0,0.1587293055784639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030215858163552 adhd,xxjack_jackxx,2019/08/21,"School troubles already? Hi everyone. I’m new here, newly diagnosed and medicated. My doctor put me on a started dose of 10 mgs of Adderall SR, and while it helps me with small tasks and things that don’t really require a lot of energy, I just started my freshman year of college, and getting my work done is literally agonizing and seems impossible atm. My doc wants me back in 2-3 weeks to adjust meds, but I’m afraid my grade’s already going to be impacted at that point. Any tips?",5.475403508771933,6.035609189473687,6.856578947368423,74.10521929824564,67.6315789473684,10.12280701754386,33.7280701754386,10.125756701596842,3.448122807017544,383,17,72,9,6,131,74,95,0.052000000000000005,0.9109999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,13,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,10,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,7,40,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556546941237386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039593780565535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587505386184821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954667044111155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113146252089559,0.0,0.2112743292620538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727583857688893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786380009927043,0.0,0.1173326814287094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138381900550305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551998070517652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293240780085167,0.2079808896600301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993947559671108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516595393837716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754349726930865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322598491445173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894267572215824,0.0,0.18794815273357374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922586953056464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371589989250143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217720381029119,0.0,0.16560510869724016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030111880160085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294973800651852 adhd,areidherring,2019/08/21,"Waiting for perfect circumstances before doing something? Do any of you guys really want/need to do something only to tell yourself ""I can't do this until x, y, and z""? I do this constantly and sometimes it is warranted. For example: I'm about to move and I know I shouldn't get all my sewing supplies out from the storage unit only to put them back in there in a few weeks time (I also don't have the space rn). But on the other hand I've been putting off making appointments bc I was waiting for a week off in between changing jobs only to be surprised that my neither dentist nor doctor would be able to see me right away lol. It's annoying to wait for the motivation to hit bc even then I get stuck in the ""pre getting stuff done"" muck; looking for the right pattern to sew or the exact reference I need to draw uuuuggghhhh my brain needs to stop making such absurd rules.",3.9254549450549447,5.251894582857143,5.033714285714286,82.94982417582419,71.74285714285712,7.670329670329671,28.89010989010989,8.139509932561175,1.9599978021978028,692,27,135,10,13,228,119,175,0.04,0.877,0.083,0.8156,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,6,3,1,0,9,1,16,4,2,3,3,22,32,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,4,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,4,3,14,2,30,23,3,23,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,1,8,91,21,3,0.15074936976910336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205542165401048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251474085914852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416339952638731,0.11591696014917313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282766104577818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828615247221407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947284456260846,0.0,0.0,0.16290651402564765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429836775641806,0.0,0.15426894433705915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995685369813256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362809712607145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926557685356506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959548848648666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284791118848955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659150340709313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125274981783406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022272286214526,0.0,0.22355749509092326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439550662085104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030895077465344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965739064323135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574782762045035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012773011927624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210845959220924,0.1490949813530472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603322323691402,0.0,0.0,0.17257196191489876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176159372563306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790316980668261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891588407130907,0.0,0.2418441027339302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708802707325364,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bananapunani3425,2019/08/21,"So, I was told I can't be prescribed Adderall due to substance abuse history My doctor told me this I think a month ago, what the hell am I supposed to do? Adderall was the only thing that worked for me, now I can't be prescribed it?",2.1892857142857167,3.623354408163269,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,76.34693877551021,5.716326530612244,26.535714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.7515673469387759,182,7,40,1,4,59,35,49,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.8796,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,29,13,2,0.0,0.3846754154557508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877962925005092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230879945062725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25914482892427143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24692267062117995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156932688475821,0.20803248222344206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6204634157553169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636028171574594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BatteredRose92,2019/08/21,"I need advice/stories..Feeling guilty in my decision to medicate my son. He is six years old. The medication is tenex. It's been two days and he just stared at things and slept until it wore off. But that was day 1 of taking it. Last year I got called daily by his teacher. She also straight up asked me if I planned on medicating him any time soon. He was 5 at the time and the doctors and I agreed to wait a year and see if therapy improved anything. It did not even a little. Half of my family is telling me to because it's the responsible thing to do for him because it'll improve his quality of life. He has been in therapy over a year. The other half of my family is against it because my cousin was put on Ritalin at that age and he ended up having seizures. It feels early to do it, but I don't want him and all of his classmates to suffer. His grades fell to C average in kindergarten because he couldn't sit down and focus on his tasks. I've been with many kids in school who should have had meds by the time they were in high school. I know I probably should have sought out medication to help me. I ended up dropping out. I don't want to see him struggle but I also don't want to make a mistake. Choosing to medicate children is a very tough decision. Has anyone else here had to medicate their children so young? Did it actually help? I'm not looking to have someone tell me to do it or not, I just wanna know if it was helpful at such a young age.",2.6499257425742577,4.036077099009905,4.210317656765678,87.36319925742575,75.03960396039605,7.426237623762375,26.816419141914192,8.07648339933343,1.5603884488448845,1143,43,247,18,24,382,157,303,0.064,0.8690000000000001,0.067,0.2315,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,9,4,0,1,12,0,33,10,1,1,1,41,51,19,0,12,12,2,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,18,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,4,0,4,15,5,32,0,46,32,1,47,0,1,4,0,31,23,0,4,20,172,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.09217477247060743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107177956150294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423286043970844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604535987639046,0.09678064332216747,0.07772868487837828,0.0,0.08830297893259274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303163592062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644944820700757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183174187478765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667902819741983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890530432142541,0.0,0.16731876536487475,0.0,0.0,0.06238685174939587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780881493910106,0.0,0.0955189014072898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755445525647296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189934241211457,0.09979723748560787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382035349244524,0.07699369717303955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671658986849599,0.0,0.09466905058591983,0.0,0.0,0.07931868434777438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304966331582387,0.09576287483950502,0.0,0.0,0.10491857334630454,0.5709228202094454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003742711575416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911497515295996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183881667201564,0.0,0.0,0.09495369099440933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118766453398095,0.15053733071016848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003169088740397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987452147986639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101864976364296,0.0,0.16511623577570342,0.0,0.21603579344291776,0.0,0.12550384254273886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652329798938401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226912824515444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793553580691095,0.16713659492948932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433045314655681 adhd,sho_ganai,2019/08/21,"Does it get easier? Past has been bleak how is the future going to be any better? Like, really? I'm not even exaggerating when I'm saying my whole life has been lonely and difficult and the struggles ARE THE SAME. Just experiencing the end of yet another friendship, yet another prolonged period of time isolated, poor, and succeeding in getting absolutely nothing done. I've my next psych appt in 6 weeks. I'm pre-diagnosis. I've been away and doc is away now. Masters thesis is due in 8 weeks. Then the PhD starts. Signed up for that before knowing the masters would be such a challenge. 3 years of the same coming up. No obvious talents and no choice. Really, what's there to look forward to? It all turns to shit, every time, without fail.",2.5845478723404263,5.320302787234041,4.2497118794326285,80.29031250000003,81.41134751773049,7.4966312056737605,24.415336879432626,8.472884824447931,2.085116666666666,587,22,106,14,16,196,99,141,0.132,0.716,0.152,0.4639,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,9,10,1,1,8,0,13,2,1,1,2,17,24,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,5,0,0,4,3,2,5,16,17,4,27,0,2,1,0,1,8,1,0,19,65,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172479960662347,0.3615839626333664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239788147610917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671232051406705,0.0,0.0,0.15248690509480184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852010851831465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508813787278326,0.17644023120173088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270836304824176,0.0,0.0,0.11387836846163565,0.0,0.14526692961048993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015926397008555,0.0,0.09798732061348812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475468097285758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178169262439155,0.08423317643268137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478503256313918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336512662917248,0.0,0.0,0.16543667846479262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458946341076386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209067087636564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371111922334143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769813442854693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203610336986187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024541452798173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010729466089993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753782377123387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766015518192613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924949992732776,0.0,0.16620174250405273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247854768785853,0.0,0.0,0.11102949702414612 adhd,brainswelling23,2019/08/21,"what kind of ""protein"" do you have with your vyvanse? Hi guys! I was prescribed vyvanse by my psychiatrist and have been reading up on stuff. A few posts said vyvanse has to be taken with protein, I was just curious what you guys take with the medication to ensure it works &#x200B; Thank you",5.4839090909090915,7.063487163636367,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,68.27272727272727,7.6818181818181825,33.75,8.07648339933343,2.5763636363636366,234,11,42,3,4,73,42,55,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,5,12,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,2,9,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,33,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689994662391125,0.3016741310359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916508838345033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25853406308195104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250104999122753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777316998357795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483362852503836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616076725266585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842087217595735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666746580897484,0.0,0.0,0.22857283137204665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074286174787654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016741310359584,0.0 adhd,dfuelleman,2019/08/21,"When taking 2 medications (Vyvanse in the morning, Adderall later on) what time do you usually aim to take the ""maintenance"" dose? So basically, I have been off and on basically every ADHD medication for the past 10~ years. Recently I began taking Vyvanse and Adderall again as an adult and am having trouble trying to figure out the best time to take each. I usually take the Vyvanse whenever I wake up and was told by my doctor I could take the Adderall later in the day to help with any ""come down"" from the Vyvanse. I am having trouble trying to figure out a happy medium between too close to bedtime and too early to last the day. Is anyone else in a similar situation that has suggestions for times? I know it will be trial and error but I was just looking for input, thanks!",6.459654654654656,6.952320310810813,7.6463063063063075,69.53172672672676,65.48648648648647,9.82102102102102,33.33633633633632,9.725611199111238,3.38065975975976,618,25,102,12,9,211,94,148,0.038,0.885,0.077,0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,12,0,14,5,1,0,0,18,26,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,10,3,25,18,2,29,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,17,79,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540673874783499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359437814595777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962353901841089,0.1410200957313169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444361362114277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855765271322158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988783366368164,0.0,0.0,0.17752231554303408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087203126173126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149737508158042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596077031786366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651166443781088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922517284409624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563886581961966,0.1121883278860488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557609121041272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772992201657483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138517496371582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358948486416143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470396685545146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208921398697004,0.0,0.0,0.12671291680066907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407627170345849,0.0,0.0,0.13151313152938324,0.0,0.18688598461184747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031640783647568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863039948216273 adhd,the_ruser,2019/08/21,"I'm a senior, and I just wrote my first (coherent) college paper I'm an English major, and today I submitted the first paper I have written since taking Adderall. It still took longer than I would have liked--but HEY--I didn't agonize over every word I wrote AND it's actually coherent--as far as I can tell (back in the pre-medicated days, I got really good at camouflaging leaps in my thinking with superfluous language). Overall, I feel good!",5.10286274509804,6.391008011764708,6.732647058823531,72.02524509803925,68.88235294117646,9.901960784313726,31.81372549019608,10.125756701596842,3.4461372549019615,351,15,62,9,6,121,61,85,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.8548,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,1,10,2,7,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,36,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.23939611377352574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886352924382086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821056432975694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066919739750143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240407389999986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417336706664026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115241469210649,0.19620414367199066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27249428502551765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715773652376616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293054533579036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959121991542904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444947899687733,0.0,0.2144197599089344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719061304631718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325338805532569,0.0,0.2725586147342353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426769368000974,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AriSG16,2019/08/21,"Being Taken off ADHD Meds after 2 Days - What to Do? I have taken my generic Adderall twice now (20 mg once a day as soon as I get up) and the prescriber already wants me off it. I'm so confused as to whether to trust her/how to proceed. I had some pretty extreme side effects (for me) in the first 24 hours alone. I'm used to minimal side effects at most with mental health meds but my first day on Adderall I had dizziness, intense zoning out, couldn't control my emotions, no appetite, feeling panicked and overwhelmed - it started subsiding in the evening, but I wasn't able to fall asleep until 5 am. When I did get up (after almost no sleep) I still wasn't tired. (The prescriber knows I have lifelong insomnia issues.) Day 2 I had racing heart and was anxious. Couldn't keep my emotions in check again. But a few hours in, it all started to subside a bit. Things calmed. I felt this was a good sign. However, I had reported my side effects to the prescriber's nurse (as she asked me to do) and she called me back and took me off the meds immediately. Said she wanted to see how I did on just Zoloft (for my other mental health issues) and it was too hard to figure out what symptoms were from which prescription and I shouldn't be on Adderall if I couldn't sleep (which she knew in the first place!) Healthcare providers aren't always the best in my area of the country. My side effects seem to be subsiding. Should I trust her and just stop? I asked what to do for my ADHD in the meantime (I have a checkup in a month) and she said to do nothing. I'm so desperate for these meds to work and to be a normal person - I don't know what to do. I have like 20 days worth of Adderall - do I give it a shot anyway? (p.s. please be kind, I have my reasons for being nervous to trust the healthcare system in my country. Also, fairly sensitive at the moment due to Adderall side effects.)",3.372785145888592,4.772009249336868,4.159575596816977,88.39490716180374,73.21750663129973,6.2610079575596815,27.588859416445626,6.48374012150746,1.1279368700265249,1465,55,297,10,29,469,177,377,0.08199999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.11,0.8958,1,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,11,15,11,0,3,20,0,37,11,4,9,1,52,63,25,0,9,7,0,3,1,0,2,7,2,0,1,15,13,0,3,13,0,2,2,10,3,0,4,19,6,43,8,56,33,6,57,0,1,1,0,13,28,0,6,27,212,58,2,0.09216492717343827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215286642054798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228986136805126,0.09545506906396176,0.10170628896198676,0.07370425896232755,0.07668860258667969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041201340024586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232353111305393,0.0,0.0,0.07086913999493552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672140494438322,0.0,0.10062022996653762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411069530069106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337080276783768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971937670633957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734627602012326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087406516992599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660135642510123,0.0,0.08849278347713603,0.0,0.0,0.2351863199137552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630474096206916,0.08841299630392274,0.0,0.07730356817772784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256167171079483,0.0,0.0,0.1959340155181423,0.0,0.10921588245734716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152777611007515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192392477538496,0.0,0.08192042199435742,0.0,0.09597558893002822,0.10130286730689313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450271279866497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094978279765784,0.0,0.18576113833721572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356516556514328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903020601630655,0.0884347333247457,0.0,0.0,0.0981526395018862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047485944088338,0.09629273259144122,0.10116941342824402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376486482480603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476089518123912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533990259579282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344351432388344,0.08390348822611457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446297516320748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046961964727286,0.0,0.07360302989499769,0.07705400598924812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579464865354084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061230282309419425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593002577737347,0.0,0.0,0.1023986252771526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796009054100468,0.0,0.0,0.10872252391563447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670971646612479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhoSweg,2019/08/21,"I am “undiagnosed” but it’s really affecting my work. Got shouted at for the first time (at work) today Today I missed a 1 to 1 meeting (that was set over the office lunch hours mind you) with my manager. I missed it because I didn’t check my calendar in the morning and I hadn’t spoken about it in over a month. So I got back from lunch, pretty happy and my manager tells me to get into one of the meeting rooms right now. Firstly, I don’t like being disrespected infront of the team but that’s another part of the story. Then when we get into the meeting room, they slam their note book down as if to intimidate me or show that they’re angry. Then started to shout at me about how it’s unacceptable and it’s unprofessional and it’s happened one time before (where I was going for a shit, so I was late to a meeting). They then said if this ever happens again then it’ll be a completely different conversation because they’re not happy and it’s completely unacceptable. My behaviour is inappropriate for a work place (due to missing the meeting). I sucked it up and just said “yep, fine” to everything. Tomorrow I’m going to talk to them about it because the way they spoke to me so so disrespectful and if you want to fire someone over missing a meeting then why would employees want to stay there? Does anyone have any tips for me? I’ve literally plastered my monitors with “Check your calendar” but it’s not helped. I forget my building pass a lot aswell. Also am I okay for being offended and annoyed that I was spoken to in that way?",4.034189073226547,5.499430299342109,5.518072082379863,79.04237414187645,71.66447368421052,8.708009153318079,28.6779176201373,9.20300075937882,2.467316247139588,1217,47,235,26,23,411,156,304,0.172,0.736,0.092,-0.9822,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,3,5,6,17,13,4,0,17,2,16,3,1,2,1,34,36,28,0,6,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,17,13,2,0,2,3,2,3,5,8,0,4,11,6,34,5,41,20,2,47,0,4,0,0,23,18,2,5,23,166,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986562041423556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389350030271489,0.129360608694339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626077650681109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486127994729847,0.0,0.22560935421359565,0.0,0.10497586754920607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25869501003474965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288918119212372,0.0,0.0,0.10795891969724446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159212847088472,0.0,0.0,0.1108739214105638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098710885509825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128907885622822,0.0,0.14022413324499014,0.0,0.19733503692884494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818530679019008,0.2626520226609487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269001366533578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149122445269506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916286821623097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060270676255837936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488184903758016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456507123354373,0.0,0.09847002186767212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167192765717226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359397696065406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288918119212372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255081561876179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790317858740471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535437958324287,0.23469972384679966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663401472550834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452809726559464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731949558624501,0.13149235275351007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915737862149047,0.10782782271571366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438720820241613,0.0,0.2338741733349805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552960256713834,0.19584528737867832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113191440115559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943700407774696,0.0,0.0,0.08763607415279738,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,roastedpepper13,2019/08/21,"I passed my FINRA SIE exam!!! My first time posting in this sub! So I have been unmedicated for the entirety of my 22 years. I’ve been working as a Personal Banker for the last 3 years, and it’s been going great. It’s opened so many doors and opportunities for me that I never thought I’d be able to have, especially without going to college. Well a few months ago I got a job offer from a much larger bank, and for a licensed position. I was offered this job maybe one year prior, and turned it down because I didn’t think I could pass the licensing portion (if you don’t pass, you are pretty much fired). I was offered the job once again, and thought it was too good to pass up a second time, so I said “why not?” And took it. In high school, I literally never studied once and did “okay”, mostly C’s, sometimes D’s lol. But this time, I studied so hard and put in a lot of time and effort. I felt great about passing my exam (it’s a pass/fail exam. They don’t even tell you what you got), since I felt I could at least get a 70%; the minimum to pass. However, yesterday morning I took a practice exam and got a 65%… yikes. So that threw my entire day off and I spent the rest of the day bouncing out of my seat and literally shaking from anxiety. So, to take my mind off of it, I was browsing reddit. I saw a post that someone had mentioned how medication really changed their life. I immediately thought how much easier all this would be if I was medicated, so I actually made an appointment with a shrink to get medicated. Well, this didn’t help either because I convinced myself I’d never pass without medication. Even though I was freaked out and frustrated, I studied all day at work, and then studied some more at home up until it was time to go to bed. This morning was exam day. I woke up trying to be positive and psych myself up to feel confident for my exam. I had a nice long drive in to the testing facility, so that gave me a lot of time to listen to music and gather my thoughts. I spent probably 10 minutes looking for this place, but I finally found it and got all checked in. The test felt like a breeze, it felt easier than the practice exams I had been taking before. I finished the exam with 72 minutes to spare (exam is 105 minutes), and the 1 minute and 30 seconds it takes to grade the exam was probably the longest 1 minute and 30 seconds of my life. But, exam result: PASS. I was so excited I was VIBRATING. I almost walked out of the testing center without my certificate! And, I did it WITHOUT medication. Not to say there’s anything wrong with it, I really wanna see if it works for me going forward. But I was just really Proud of myself for passing it all with my own brain power lol. One exam down, 3 more to go!!! Here I come series 6, 63, and life and health! Don’t ever let yourself think you can’t do something because of your ADHD, meds or not. TL;DR - got a promotion at another company, ended up passing exam number 1 with my raw brain power despite thinking I’d fail.",3.641997290788684,4.774712167218546,5.353702588801927,81.12897049969902,72.19536423841059,8.073690547862734,28.46237206502107,8.507472789574589,2.0632960264900664,2335,89,465,39,44,798,269,604,0.021,0.882,0.09699999999999999,0.9899,6,0,1,0,0,0,84.0,0,6,2,11,23,17,1,1,33,3,39,11,2,4,8,85,82,46,0,7,17,0,7,1,0,1,9,3,3,1,27,33,0,0,13,0,4,24,16,5,2,6,47,13,64,12,72,28,19,81,0,1,3,0,20,26,0,9,32,319,91,29,0.06422182694525558,0.0,0.0626712389886578,0.0,0.07718215579580114,0.0,0.056928774663664514,0.0,0.06430888286199145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734218515634599,0.04912952183025013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284909152165565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744708886114323,0.0,0.054648044569351586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143385596608557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793817739771768,0.05532141732415435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255180607633337,0.0,0.0,0.16567106176202465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688147662535871,0.0,0.0,0.08483582201373213,0.058092319240964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03247248535351255,0.0,0.24665210077919866,0.07035187228042639,0.0,0.054627053191898894,0.0,0.07041591841704238,0.0,0.0,0.06710650784147895,0.0,0.1824937212278574,0.053866221457738894,0.2568203089183167,0.1416095818602203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753014249057821,0.0,0.0,0.06826479889478834,0.0,0.0,0.04304653686339302,0.06785388619063608,0.06441972875379373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119076095810988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234936053344304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567116921342274,0.13608532690948855,0.03137554067567125,0.0,0.0,0.05683429590351476,0.05393015995358627,0.0,0.0,0.10919820134918302,0.0,0.060768245474413764,0.0,0.0651108525081667,0.06451945716674752,0.0,0.07133597196165603,0.32348367084238705,0.0,0.0,0.06484573762978761,0.0,0.051261249555734405,0.0,0.1416312967886379,0.0,0.14859549627068233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367882994460144,0.08703674402410047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607602213725455,0.06709814023870407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301351532180765,0.06533668616687661,0.13848398313126736,0.0,0.0,0.06456067426760828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342644050498372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610896640753288,0.051071774462255415,0.0,0.06499591750830333,0.05117648124740423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312495889916327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054414945563009416,0.04944109997704228,0.06351702899672068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486046407356182,0.0,0.056132707441759334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345226062841134,0.06309761890168815,0.2039398277874024,0.2246895825001802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270562552729105,0.043602404864390994,0.06985490595458846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548627031028115,0.0,0.05795020975191344,0.0,0.0,0.24763019765594985,0.0,0.1402627646832402,0.0,0.0,0.045621343247677616,0.07021648605334338,0.0,0.12407025287231675 adhd,Derunsterblichegeist,2019/08/21,"Testing revealed I don't have ADHD, now what? I'd been thinking that I had ADHD PI for several years now. So I recently underwent super extensive ADHD testing at a psychology clinic that spanned several weeks (one visit a week) with about four hours per visit, and the tests came back saying I don't have ADHD. What they did say however, is that I have mild Dyscalculia as well as slow processing speed and poor working memory. The reason they said I didn't have ADHD was the fact that I did well on the CPT test as well as something called the D-KEFS, which I guess measures executive function, as well as having above average language skills. I just kinda have a hard time believing I don't have ADHD, since I was so sure that I did. Funny thing is my GP was actually willing to give me Adderall before the testing was even done because he thought I had it. And although apparently I don't have ADHD the Adderall is helping me. I've heard that ADHD testing isn't really that reliable though. Has anyone here had a similar experience?",8.093718592964821,7.147758698492464,8.655422110552763,68.45157537688443,62.517587939698494,11.779095477386935,37.99045226130653,11.00357731598739,4.279867939698493,827,36,144,19,10,278,116,199,0.023,0.865,0.11199999999999999,0.9412,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,14,6,0,0,11,0,31,1,0,1,2,14,38,13,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,12,5,0,0,4,0,1,3,6,0,4,2,17,5,19,6,12,20,0,17,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,11,104,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.08282211434825078,0.0,0.8159901653287868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059343963659883814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526076599227053,0.0,0.051736736981202285,0.0,0.07221919766178976,0.095620855179231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666305339428665,0.09707012016860432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868527734276272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056056671808585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302038523040378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141625343383753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349526973066903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602798535207121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056887421661495435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358110256921053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057510967410171074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054370707276381235,0.08726179838054841,0.08380013780715201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807320108105536,0.13498607695458234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176074948006666,0.0,0.07020638959266337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533804823202828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999016530105467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056384698977880114,0.054382081325304484,0.08338558950021302,0.06737830626033932,0.049489118653131416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615722302257285,0.0,0.3052378488008555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061787293623366435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465431371939266 adhd,adhdontplz,2019/08/21,"What's the point of trying If all we ever do is make life hard for other people? Thousands of threads on how difficult life is for our parents, partners, friends, employers and flatmates. People literally bleach their fucking toddlers for my comorbid condition, autism. Nuerotypical distaste/hatred for us often makes suicide seem like just the right thing to do for everyone concerned. Whatever they say, the normals don't want us here. Even if they love us, they'd always love us more if we were normal too.",7.5790000000000015,9.078030233333333,6.780000000000005,73.17000000000003,63.33333333333334,9.555555555555557,37.22222222222222,9.725611199111238,3.9462222222222216,411,20,63,8,6,126,69,90,0.095,0.768,0.138,0.7490000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,7,0,4,0,7,6,1,0,3,0,7,5,0,3,2,17,14,5,1,6,4,1,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,12,4,9,12,2,4,0,0,0,3,17,3,1,5,2,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001843334334875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526852343772446,0.13047246660175688,0.0,0.13782658086459978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143872201031638,0.13334666525964206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920984551436573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037605946555368,0.07046790757205433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603627243109889,0.0,0.1925613541607304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826472623803011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016038079710654,0.0,0.0,0.1999943734197223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635251192720435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317934929532125,0.0,0.1147046713728073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130980183865634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777409528652533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582600683903862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792883786973854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6940072062143321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850759209932174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeepSpaceEA,2019/08/21,"I want to help you (us) Hello everyone, I've been working on my programming skills and wanted to develop something practical/useful for us (people with ADHD). The reason for me wanting to develop something is so I can further practice what I've learned so far. We all share similar struggles when it comes to our daily lives and my question is; if you could make any app or web-interface exist in order to increase your quality of life, what would it be? I'll work on whatever is the most plausible idea that will have the most impact. My hope is that by putting myself in a situation where other people will be relying/looking forward to me producing a helpful product will result in me following through.",9.76590909090909,8.06640801515152,9.79606060606061,64.01409090909091,59.75757575757577,13.042424242424245,44.72727272727273,11.855464076750405,5.549081818181818,566,30,91,14,6,188,94,132,0.019,0.871,0.11,0.8739,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,4,3,0,4,4,3,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,4,1,23,21,7,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,16,2,17,13,4,15,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,6,2,70,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913743493764095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828798970686887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717031012972594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713939486969927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215970142098767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346910824658852,0.0,0.0,0.15816027050490372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797614635829407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247522448013028,0.0,0.0,0.14061096629943512,0.0,0.13372066595533916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629327801109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220792563774892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160079190661036,0.17838413866118705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372422708074266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899132300798815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451799445870161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647119138897887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746347799122697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817698876785037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318557966862061,0.0,0.0,0.11311882638781033,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bubbletea999,2019/08/21,"Caffeine doesn’t make me calm - do I not have ADHD? I’ve read that for people with ADHD, caffeine/stimulants makes them calmer and even drinking it at night allows them to relax and sleep better. For me coffee still makes me jittery. Is it possible I don’t have ADHD?",2.1056410256410243,4.756979307692311,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,82.84615384615384,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,0.4252205128205127,212,6,38,2,6,68,37,52,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.8738,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,4,0,8,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7290117778724559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882859955778366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807805929959016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355054415497994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049082430913703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897500807011499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017933958847206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279490114081412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225373554778572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234504333434566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147639666404998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hawtgawbage,2019/08/21,"ADHD and personal investment. Over the last month and a half, I’ve been coming to terms with an ADHD diagnosis. I didn’t really expect it or believe that I had it, and, as I suspect will happen when someone tells you at almost 40 that you’ve been struggling with something your entire life, I’ve been doing a lot of looking back at my past and trying to figure out what was and wasn’t ADHD. Just to try to understand what I’m even dealing with. This sub has helped a lot with that, and I wanted to ask if struggling with personal investment, either financially, physically, or emotionally, has been something y’all have experienced. For example, if I wanted to describe my life to someone else using two expressions, I would say “path of least resistance” and “easy come, easy go.” I don’t like money, I never have, and I’ve always preferred to get by with a little than make an effort to get a lot. As my wife and I started a family, it always made sense for me to work less and perform childcare because I never made much money, and, as I’ve been told, I’ve got the patience of Job. Good for and with kids. I happily quit working completely to be a stay at home dad this year. If a task is too difficult, I will quickly write it off as “not my thing” and move on to something I can either (what I know understand to be) hyperfocus on and “naturally” excel at, or something that requires the minimum amount of physical or cognitive effort. Even socially, I’ve never invested in others first. My wife had to say I love you first, the only friends I picked up in college were the two girls I lived with, and only because they heavily invested in me until I was super comfortable they would be a permanent fixture in my life if I wanted them to be (I did,and they are.). Back in my grade-highschool days I had a small circle of close friends, but it was all kids who came to me, not people I wanted and tried to be friends with. I’ve never felt particularly sad about death and loss, which I realized from someone else’s post here, and that’s really what got me thinking about this in the first place. *Is low investment/easy acceptance a component of ADHD?*",7.534498359914039,6.368447456057009,8.1487614523244,72.34699920823438,63.75059382422803,11.4394751724918,35.249519285148736,10.608840637214634,3.625536726614635,1693,64,319,36,21,568,203,421,0.046,0.867,0.087,0.9262,1,0,4,0,0,0,53.0,0,4,4,13,11,16,0,2,19,0,33,4,0,5,5,79,61,33,1,12,14,3,1,1,3,4,3,2,1,5,21,32,0,1,10,0,6,5,9,6,0,6,21,5,42,10,61,31,11,47,0,3,1,1,31,21,0,12,20,233,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785858825819371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886031079702603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105853546484472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362394427607626,0.0,0.0,0.12111324739411235,0.0,0.09601487402263434,0.0,0.0,0.08872828960305525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900730883234563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356784310272403,0.08257160552589952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078952875244355,0.0811914585811283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157698185657102,0.08858715099995458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403196250635233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424184407754911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756157643413332,0.0,0.0,0.2009632045024184,0.0,0.0,0.1825344069310259,0.0,0.08229096556130434,0.0,0.04475746097290858,0.06605474666283412,0.1259728266388953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964150982814445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278684879455685,0.0,0.07899623823176095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815075284406599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043280895008566016,0.0641946595550773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687789769304082,0.03847500965641165,0.07893175280448217,0.0695408331244896,0.0,0.0661331527776665,0.0,0.0,0.20086037216708688,0.07107815938618559,0.1490370384752735,0.05256861042177401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286033735781713,0.08370256711006291,0.0578929254470541,0.0,0.2429583907631564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979125681165988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517918072499273,0.054597800003383073,0.13752913554710328,0.08228070458760857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542413752802103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376410118773107,0.0,0.0,0.10090308964711132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252559779554024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027933307048414,0.20018289829312494,0.242513341038974,0.0,0.0,0.05574217255523745,0.08394081261773705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646606327384645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883407948844902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052320363488833135,0.0504620990055375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525239804024855,0.0,0.1604054858089858,0.0,0.15386156250762675,0.16397045919084705,0.0,0.06801778708201682,0.0,0.0,0.1858035519726574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466705400463363,0.0,0.0,0.11188853381920652,0.0,0.0,0.050714708278448865 adhd,notmadehere,2019/08/21,"How did you go about getting a diagnosis while in college? I have bipolar disorder which I’ve very recently been treating, but now that I’m thinking rationally I’m noticing something else wrong. I always thought ADHD was only hyperactive, but reading into it more, I fit every single description of Inattentive ADHD, and it also runs in my family. As a college student, I’m afraid of my psychiatrist thinking I’m lying, since it’s so often abused. I know a lot of people that seek it out to do better in school, or to sell it. I don’t want to do that, but I’m afraid my psychiatrist won’t give me a diagnosis because of that possibility. How did the people of reddit manage to do this? Was it even a problem? Thanks to any responses! My appointment is in two hours so it’s appreciated.",3.2744817927170864,5.5108623725490204,5.7165873015873006,73.54250000000002,75.60130718954248,8.292997198879553,29.22922502334267,9.04235418022936,2.8719303454715224,625,28,110,15,14,221,94,153,0.124,0.7659999999999999,0.11,-0.4841,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,2,6,0,12,1,0,2,0,17,26,12,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,4,0,1,6,0,11,3,18,19,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,4,78,24,6,0.0,0.2024691689245924,0.0,0.0,0.4107378523209573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665558424084626,0.14218887671679034,0.0,0.0,0.1162067342600617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416908015155264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113269184132289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195847454773462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275135294022726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286703181105942,0.0,0.14397683587261506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109388644284758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927964833118861,0.16392715746008488,0.09711710996710388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682859623684931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391317891258008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452791588840115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455215542712892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996470764860202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369383978282413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926456270522268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635125640292274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092988237836626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687269777975379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294336554695552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135671191027113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155457379735974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573266957018466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189906715779992,0.0,0.13566252135033746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669284847816577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409968984244466,0.10079159762955177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683443330721072,0.0,0.0 adhd,forgetfulcrone,2019/08/21,"Put the ranch in the bowl cabinet. FML. Yesterday I had chips and ranch for a snack. Afterwards, turned around to put ranch up and couldn’t find it anywhere. Searched for like 20 minutes. Resigned to it being lost in a weird place and starting making pork chops for dinner. Mom comes home from work, starts to make the peas, and goes to the bowl & mug cabinet, opens it, sighs, and just pulls out the ranch container with the most confused expression. To make things worse that’s not the first time I’ve lost things and put them in weird places. Someone lost the remote yesterday, and I’m betting it was me and I’m gonna find it in another completely bizarre place in the house. I am 21 goddamn years old. Tell me I’m not the only one who does this. It feels like having short term memory loss (and yes I am unmedicated atm).",3.3120105820105827,5.3068560740740764,3.4907583774250446,90.64555555555555,74.67901234567901,7.344620811287477,23.917107583774253,8.192908349453996,1.2094959435626105,652,20,137,11,14,200,102,162,0.153,0.8009999999999999,0.045,-0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,6,2,11,0,1,12,1,7,2,0,3,0,28,22,9,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,14,2,1,3,0,2,5,3,8,1,2,5,1,6,2,18,14,2,28,0,5,0,0,5,13,0,3,12,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402082602958623,0.0,0.0,0.13569048693541144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519623965776292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114693566483449,0.13567674206882602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324156967561598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543012139257727,0.0924456370961498,0.0,0.0,0.2365442717806949,0.11007025433235257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980191157378373,0.0,0.0,0.14931386252212986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264396865726727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237764773092685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591328248379944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515554067513218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357868392649985,0.0,0.08768692425471461,0.09841692764129537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055962529421563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902577251352258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964287010981942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318443295282053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131040578515822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193940742244768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545601811598547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075346949017528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420703528102636,0.0,0.13187286632595474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833313867444738 adhd,throw_this_out_now,2019/08/21,"Can doctors prescribe more than 30 pills? I'm on Adderall XR 20mg, but sometimes I either need less (e.g. on weekends) and/or travel causes lapses in my regular med pickup schedule. Having 60x 10mg capsules would be a lot more convenient. Is it possible for doctors to prescribe that? Edit: I'm located in California if that helps",3.4658313817330217,6.443940360655741,4.831522248243561,75.94409836065577,79.81967213114754,6.76440281030445,31.66510538641685,7.957251820313856,3.0005531615925047,266,14,40,5,7,88,51,61,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,6,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103672504357812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6184787698120475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250909640535952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568572374880069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33559455128754223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240230511776524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406023545213789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988109401064848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462207348304968,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Smoke7Star,2019/08/21,"ADHD - Concerta 27mg - How long before it works I am in my late 30's and have been diagnosed with Social Anxiety and ADHD. I cannot have a normal conversation or keep my conversation going. Have very few friends, i am very bad calling back or keeping in touch. Thoughts in my head jump from one thoughts to another, just like its doing right now. My main intention for this post is to get some feedback from folks who are or have been in similar situations or any pointers that they can share. Up until now i have managed myself without any meds. I have realized that if i do excessive exercise and play sports, i feel really good. I love nature/hiking. I think due to my ADHD, i have above average energy and if i am able to spend few hours outdoors, i feel good. I also eat healthy and watch my diet. But, this does't help the Social part. Recently, i went to the doctor and the doctor prescribed me Concerta 27mg, he said that this will really help me and change mylifestyle. I will be able to focus better, have better communications and feel good. Its been few days and i have been taking the meds daily in the morning. I realized that my head always feels heavy, i am getting kind of nervous and more anxious. I also noticed that my energy level has gone down. I don't see any difference yet with concentration. Also, i have lost appetite. I see some of these are side effects. I think i am better off without meds, but really want to see if the meds will help me you know. Can anyone share usually how long does it takes for the meds to kick in? I have been eating regularly and don't want to stop. But i hate my how i feel after having the med. &#x200B; Thanks for reading my post.",3.8703356643356654,5.530022812121217,5.021818181818187,81.66503496503498,72.39393939393939,8.228438228438227,26.025641025641022,8.841846274778883,1.9742144522144531,1328,44,255,26,26,438,170,330,0.042,0.8140000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,6,11,18,1,1,9,0,37,10,2,5,0,51,66,28,0,6,13,0,6,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,14,13,3,3,13,4,1,4,5,4,0,1,11,11,43,14,31,51,8,33,0,1,4,1,17,12,0,9,16,175,57,6,0.1478310367300215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664962673378345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733063999467355,0.061503632528409076,0.08008743326691176,0.08981544527014013,0.15079526147800315,0.07750686581848436,0.05654516923356264,0.08350349653663161,0.0,0.051683449062220235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683647109003358,0.061716370381519274,0.0,0.0,0.06289666199345395,0.0,0.0,0.19611680793889527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754760085010617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819281758220581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766939446716572,0.0,0.0,0.07502269523104757,0.0,0.07722598457530162,0.0,0.15131133023055868,0.06468396822910923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126805663359064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868695349908927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571069461334363,0.0,0.0772356151904055,0.0,0.042007892470624766,0.18599048971966567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729762716084151,0.1517172929401312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863204166342842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279189644220092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313990178714848,0.0,0.07697163795074012,0.04062203583560628,0.0,0.08337992424909524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036111388656096886,0.0,0.0,0.13082581553463726,0.0,0.0,0.08068751982461851,0.0,0.06671164117893386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926208670562162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242151424717896,0.0,0.08415330756732184,0.0,0.0,0.050087068192782136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800433033746248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415812689144516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393552095402284,0.0,0.14205652133893407,0.0,0.07298265715086982,0.0,0.0,0.06312344881618831,0.07031058444851493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670329478747046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830841395810897,0.0,0.1506951251448174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179668307096914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115054182145526,0.0,0.0,0.06805147844741782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947241591809574,0.0,0.1173613302765945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140750077328185,0.12197608742088854,0.08719457563345677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852042605225503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250384404489289,0.0,0.05381137769930276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981544527014013,0.0 adhd,mydog4president,2019/08/21,I was diagnosed three weeks ago and tomorrow I’ll finally see my psychiatrist to talk about medication Getting an official diagnosis is a long process here in Germany but I’m happy I went through with it.,5.726491228070174,7.858488842105267,7.360526315789478,64.85201754385969,68.47368421052633,12.435087719298249,41.614035087719294,11.855464076750405,6.152340350877192,168,11,28,7,3,58,35,38,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,5,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29541491898097577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382519269982166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650700857811913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411461685420573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35476151106381104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294924649597172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357244310215796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655651057088848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678617976477253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267321103311602,0.0,0.0,0.3089353972092751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EmilyEvie,2019/08/21,"Off To A Rough Start After a long war against the compulsions, apathy, and profoundly inattentive nature of my mind, I have finally qualified for and been accepted into a university. I have been looking forward to this for so long. I have chased after it desperately. Now that I have it.... I am terrified. Today was supposed to be the first day of the fall semester. My classes start at 8:00 in the morning, so of course I speed into campus at 8:03 already rehearsing my apology and hoping desperately for an understanding professor. I park close to the building my class is in and rush up three flights of stairs to come barreling towards the classroom door out of breath and overwhelmed by that flustered feeling I'm always trying to choke down. The classroom is dark. The hallway is empty. While I am standing there, staring blankly at the door in utter confusion, some machine kicks on in the distance and the subtle, uninterrupted hum of its toil lets me know that I am alone. It takes some effort to bring my thoughts into check, but in their racing, branching paths I remember that the parking lot was nearly deserted despite my being late. The lights in the stairwell had been left off as well, and my ascent had been only dimly lit by the windows at each landing. It should have been clear that no one was here. I just... didn't notice. I slump into the chair of an abandoned desk and start looking through the university calendar on my phone, trying to hunt down my mistake. Sure enough, classes do not begin until next week. I breathe a sigh of bittersweet relief and rest there a moment. I've recovered quickly enough from the run up the stairs, but my mind is in shambles. I am tired, so I press my back into the cold plastic of the chair and let my thoughts wander aimlessly for a moment. On my way back down to my car, I realize I don't even have a notepad or a pen. I don't have my textbooks either. I check my back pocket, knowing without needing to that my wallet is still at home. If classes had started today, I would have been hideously unprepared. Is the rest of the semester going to be like this? I have already destroyed my chance at university once. Now that I've earned it back, I am so afraid that I'm going to ruin it again. I don't think I can survive screwing this up... yet here I am, already crashing before I've taken off. God I'm scared. I am so fucking scared. I don't want to be this person anymore.",4.869378944710928,6.316933776824037,5.480186821509721,80.18404443322396,69.60085836909872,8.05746023731381,31.51704115122444,8.4952907291091,2.523447563746529,1924,83,349,30,34,621,234,466,0.11699999999999999,0.82,0.063,-0.9758,0,1,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,1,4,22,19,4,5,33,0,49,5,2,0,2,52,76,22,1,7,8,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,19,19,0,1,10,0,2,9,8,12,2,3,16,9,47,6,70,52,9,81,0,3,4,2,4,39,2,7,34,269,66,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865342442688916,0.3473069588603763,0.0,0.08729216129917812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404090548337158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226722193864292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926928927940006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036926472618972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765721470093494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679676364015565,0.0,0.06929098375138261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053044820020322035,0.0,0.0,0.11492198279809933,0.0,0.08923499920807243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698609028874866,0.0,0.0,0.11924367958886027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523164088927127,0.1041976747074952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530978443670994,0.0,0.11834120193312665,0.0,0.11398324237717013,0.21455181600833712,0.0,0.0512529265950149,0.0,0.0,0.18568119836614602,0.17619320463228538,0.0,0.0,0.08918933789716434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118550794132568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778822120661599,0.0,0.0,0.11157123325061133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943886557648213,0.0,0.11172398179578946,0.07108862120733618,0.07978753672735522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160193527978623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884072359402842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006314374361632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29701871461328083,0.0,0.0837799534870954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887488973786963,0.0,0.07887803229092047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722104241837898,0.0,0.16657104225605654,0.0,0.12057672958811615,0.19888172131213624,0.0,0.0,0.14245178299754938,0.0,0.0,0.10921330473608988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187767004732055,0.08327137475105675,0.08415116010013993,0.0,0.0943252165138706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112791739881227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452389046644453,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BleedingNitrate,2019/08/21,"The ""did I shower today?"" check 1. Touch hair 2. Is hair greasy? 3. No: Guess I showered today 4. Yes: put off showering until the last possible minute before leaving",-0.34862903225806363,0.4625181290322615,1.90834677419355,88.28252016129034,125.77419354838707,4.130645161290323,16.778225806451616,5.985473137389443,0.3741903225806449,126,4,22,2,8,42,27,31,0.068,0.8370000000000001,0.095,0.2168,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746543088583515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555685956199485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631014073750244,0.0,0.3417678360987332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638757536841326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32447395895193143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118982480142713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShortyColombo,2019/08/21,"Finally medicated. My world has completely changed! It has been 27 long years. I heard it all growing up- how I was lazy, how I was *so smart*, so if I just applied myself, paid attention in class, I would be *fine*. How my head's in the clouds, how I can't keep any of my schoolwork and college notes organized, how I'm *soo* distracted, just snap out of it! I have been given a grand total of 15 books on different ways to ""organize my space"". Hilariously, I've lost all of them. I went to 5 doctors in my lifetime before this year. When I was 12 one said I ""might"" have ADD, as it was only known by that title at the time. Even suggested medication- but between the other 2 doctors disagreeing, and my teachers wailing over how medications turned their students ""sluggish and unmotivated"", it was scrapped. I have been doing years and years of therapy to handle my impostor syndrome and my strong anxiety over being able to ""get a handle on my life"". My therapist recommended getting diagnosed again, so I went to a few more doctors. One said I was absolutely neurotypical, I just had a lower ""audio memory"" compared to most people, while my visual memory was quite strong. So I was recommended post-it notes. Great. Fantastic. I was talking about this to a friend who was diagnosed and medicated and she pushed me to try one more time. So I demanded one more test, terrified that maybe after all I didn't have any sort of ADHD, that I just happened to be a defective human who struggled over basic tasks. My doctor said I showed very strong signs on his end- so I was prescribed medication and we'd see what would happen. At first all I got was wicked dry mouth, and a punch of nausea but I powered through. Upped the dosage just a bit after a month. It was, as my friend said, like putting on glasses after realizing you needed them all these years. I don't dread going to work now, because I can actually get so much done. No more guilt, no more walls of to-do lists while I sit staring at those papers in agony. Meetings don't have me staring into space while I wait for my turn to talk, I can actually *listen* and not feel my attention wavering. My partner noticed how much more centered I've been. This time, *I* bought our theater tickets, and that's right, I actually bought the ticket for the correct movie, date *and* theater! I could seriously cry. I never realized how mentally exhausted I was at the end of the day. I never noticed how herculean it was to shift my focus from breaks to work. Never realized how this difficulty made my professional Impostor Syndrome 500% worse. How pushing myself to do simple tasks (pay a bill, cash a check, call for information, etc.) was SO HARD. I had gained a significant amount of weight from snacking out of boredom, which I used as a crutch to tide me over monotonous tasks. I had previously developed depression and low self esteem from all the mistakes I made. I can't believe I finally have an answer to why I ""couldn't be like my friends"" when I was a kid. I want that child to be able to open a portal to the future, to see that there are answers, that she's not stupid, that the way her brain works doesn't make her a bad person. I needed to share this somewhere, and I'm glad there's a space for it. Thanks guys.",3.0854116222760264,5.3677171031746065,4.401390906645144,82.52543583535109,76.38095238095238,7.636265805757332,26.39225181598063,8.543581382742746,2.022641646489104,2565,99,492,53,59,845,312,630,0.132,0.747,0.121,-0.7141,4,0,0,0,0,0,105.0,2,1,3,11,34,28,1,4,29,0,55,18,3,15,11,79,92,44,0,9,10,0,3,2,4,3,13,7,0,7,28,19,2,2,10,4,7,7,14,13,0,5,41,14,79,15,70,40,20,72,0,3,4,0,36,30,0,4,33,341,107,15,0.13974522004380724,0.0,0.20455676440862333,0.0,0.08397329894035699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503154169757423,0.0,0.05345235541701245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834071078741913,0.042593694535233435,0.0,0.05945644476773949,0.07872250424648472,0.0,0.0,0.07628279329658436,0.0,0.0,0.07800094104398432,0.07134774705849821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739159566257142,0.0,0.07326010222592931,0.0,0.0,0.055787593516466345,0.0,0.07675178114405926,0.045062053047323934,0.0,0.06018117662652716,0.14183845673069176,0.0,0.0730020058459318,0.0,0.2860703084536574,0.0,0.07150393930445023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377278637998415,0.0,0.07792643016474159,0.04615019993518763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035329691064099784,0.0,0.0,0.15308405786559928,0.0,0.05943360639019184,0.0,0.0,0.16195021552925845,0.0,0.10951666455245254,0.0,0.03971021449037766,0.0,0.055883509218916834,0.07703479922113132,0.0,0.06918486927778329,0.1235762365690622,0.0,0.0625921342003442,0.0,0.07170945613095246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062105986239971274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049353090837041945,0.06827245570968636,0.0,0.0,0.06183506110657496,0.0,0.0,0.07627420778542444,0.0,0.0,0.1322303061035139,0.04664050975932943,0.0,0.07019642828410856,0.0,0.0,0.3519465181283468,0.07041515668881176,0.07412379735623803,0.0,0.0,0.055771650695899636,0.0,0.10272881602329928,0.10361930995722944,0.16167019307599514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591008592449566,0.0,0.0,0.18938995547280973,0.05314126850205235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844087000711269,0.061010067958919674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691864582761696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024127201639807,0.0,0.07431812154786624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967082718125071,0.2658594111901005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135884750028296,0.0,0.07289237090285967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304602296501549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232191441635901,0.0,0.06432931162695113,0.07990541901839195,0.08112748566637705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222984241325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743891564629205,0.15200267055754615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034750085181612,0.0,0.05765222091976688,0.04121267572782055,0.11092325106619726,0.0,0.08508601521594243,0.0,0.12954521902805854,0.06304916255550552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260427682414435,0.0,0.07120615899639543,0.09927099483288293,0.0,0.0,0.22497834995299806 adhd,Happy_Wild,2019/08/21,"Online therapy ? Hi everyone, I'd like to begin by saying, as many have before me, how amazing it is to have this sub reddit dedicated to ADHD and thanking you all for being here. You are all unique and amazing. I am 35 y-o and undiagnosed. I'd like to get diagnosed and follow therapy online because I am permanently travelling. Does anyone have experience in online therapy ? Any hints and tips on where to start looking for a good and affordable therapist ? Many thanks in advance for your help. 😊",3.792150537634409,6.372695741935487,5.949677419354843,70.81118279569894,75.45161290322581,9.29462365591398,29.68817204301075,9.725611199111238,3.609507526881721,396,18,64,12,9,138,65,93,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.9740000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,2,9,15,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,13,14,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246264900157746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022067337208657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361301650102087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776722227082287,0.0,0.15043202916848755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794342643886266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470678867485207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892678324202412,0.0,0.17293081918531064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236348916559667,0.0,0.0,0.14827987097037554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849605855189242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273760798924218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484558772254593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35846690365154776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058747620589532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513017718906172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255219487427203,0.6065112556654453,0.20526239565458107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slowrocks,2019/08/21,Boss keeps asking me to work late but I'm out of focus by that point. How do I explain that I'm at my limit and will have a hard time getting extra stuff done? Currently I'm working pretty much the work load of two people at my work. I'm stretched pretty thin and keep dropping important tasks. My boss has expressed his frustration that I cant keep up with the work load and wants me to work longer. Now I'm okay working extra certain weeks and every so often but if I'm working 60 hours every other week then something's wrong. How do I show or explain to my boss that I cant handle all this work? By the end of the day I'm out focus energy and need to leave. How do I show him I'm at my limits?,1.986103752759384,3.225625397350996,3.696307947019868,90.97417494481236,76.48344370860927,6.092935982339957,21.85485651214128,6.42735559955562,0.3020459161147908,549,14,122,4,12,184,84,151,0.073,0.804,0.12300000000000001,0.8312,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,11,6,4,1,0,5,1,9,0,0,6,2,30,26,14,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,14,2,16,24,4,20,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,10,72,21,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841281663604252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074788656351014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867376612353152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271170264322688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541318340677485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058759448384742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388300795061292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420342525861435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092284715055513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308150139296269,0.12279154532918422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524855836954963,0.08598752652904984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039641639277771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962561733768933,0.0,0.0,0.2359587928937225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927650722998427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275364484910102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762086990342721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328220409467114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683999159797889,0.0,0.1860423081880596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7598234908500507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679092147456733,0.0,0.0 adhd,yeah-ok-retard,2019/08/21,"ADHD without sleep problems? So apparently most people with adhd have problems falling asleep but not me. whenever i go to bed at night my mind still races but my thoughts slowly start to fade in to dreams i guess. it’s weird. i’m always thinking about things while i fall asleep but that doesn’t make it harder to get to sleep at all. is this normal for some people or is it just me?",2.7264935064935045,4.7997621688311725,3.2584415584415574,91.29337662337663,76.66233766233766,5.43896103896104,21.38961038961039,6.1826913282559595,0.18134285714285706,305,8,62,2,7,95,57,77,0.044000000000000004,0.863,0.094,0.5883,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,1,1,19,12,6,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,12,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833806677856448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733630414307432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506958583470076,0.0,0.11429317557181788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215409343763345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342398181196887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305973340177608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887243598232008,0.1970411833637659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278843160714536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848625684005803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025024772117611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234386348382494,0.0,0.1606035131809849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336058918496317,0.12886060594128362,0.0,0.15965570203295446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938590096905147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Coldwarwinner,2019/08/21,"Rash as a side effect on Concerta (methylphenidate ER) I've had a pretty frustrating go of it since I was finally diagnosed just before my 30th birthday. I've tried 5 and 10mg Adderall XR, and it helped my focus but made me angry (I did also have face itchiness the first few days of the Adderall but no hives or anything). I then tried 40mg Vyvanse, and it helped with emotional regulation immensely but did jack all for my focus and other executive function issues. I started taking Concerta (name brand, not generic) 36mg mid July and am mostly happy with it since I feel like I get some focus and emotional regulation from it. I thought it could still be improved so my doctor decided to bump me to the next dose, 54mg. Focus and emotional regulation is great. My anxiety is also gone. No issues there. But I'm itchy on my arms and face and I see small welts that look like hives and rashes on my arms. I was itchy on the lower dose but I wasn't sure if it was bc I was working with fiberglass at work. But I'm not working (as much) with fiberglass today, my first day of the 54mg, and I am still itchy. I don't recall itchiness at home, so maybe it's environmental, but I did see rash listed as a side effect and here's a paper about getting rid of a rash by slowly titrating up: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/16190802/ but there's no middle dose between 36 and 54mg I'm not having issues breathing or any other signs of an allergic reaction, so I don't think it's that. I've seen some sites mention rash is a side effect but can't find any more info. Has this happened to anyone else? TIA, you guys are the best.",3.4860923076923065,5.134515409230769,4.7883846153846195,82.99611538461541,73.36923076923077,7.584615384615384,25.73076923076923,8.263242389622931,1.6558923076923069,1288,43,251,21,26,427,168,325,0.133,0.748,0.11900000000000001,0.0404,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,9,12,7,1,0,13,0,23,16,10,4,2,51,41,34,0,2,16,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,14,17,0,0,9,0,0,2,10,1,1,2,13,5,26,6,27,26,8,28,0,0,4,0,6,15,0,6,13,156,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600774952743165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817394685862793,0.0,0.0889680402334758,0.0,0.0,0.0813186208105491,0.11916156488276912,0.09570376274059833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896146444749752,0.0,0.12204810901112124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285489527599157,0.0,0.0,0.1500058329418858,0.0,0.0,0.11804053747137573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903645084276035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715248026604667,0.3924605041661506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880401998200253,0.08308367729343162,0.0,0.12739933079689533,0.10629472931100364,0.1978469028461269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152234068544696,0.0,0.06609512214938679,0.0,0.0,0.12821951554827113,0.0,0.11515380726317892,0.1028423864692654,0.12380192423959335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559048767788364,0.0,0.11665688584146225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641562808931516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363515300738945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766145612258284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004446017132856,0.0,0.0,0.11683748278451316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549278479680747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236847825475152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183173926198798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853497071825093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240665508909324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231668248877412,0.0,0.18575227730281552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096099673754475,0.0,0.08744200442567866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451938794526987,0.0,0.09232802461668783,0.0,0.0,0.11023738707769601,0.0,0.0,0.15791810568214884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540000966163185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SpecificWorldliness,2019/08/21,"Advice to deal with junk drawers? Hello! I tried looking to see if this question had been asked already, I didn't see anything but if it has please let me know! Does anyone have a good method or just general advice on how to approach and tackle the Junk Drawer Problem? at least half of the drawers in my dresser have become dedicated junk drawers, and I have a couple of other spots just filled with unorganized junk. I really want to clean them out and actually be able to use those drawers properly again but I'm just at a loss of where to start or what I would even do with the stuff in the drawers at this point. Also any tips on how to avoid going back to the Junk Drawer life once I do get them cleaned? I've gone through this process several times before and it always just ends up building back up and the drawers never actually stay clear of stuff. thanks so much y'all!",5.427366771159876,5.983308758620693,5.702079414838035,82.35540752351098,67.73563218390804,8.166353187042843,29.61128526645768,8.00094639256281,1.8737655172413792,700,24,137,8,11,223,110,174,0.065,0.816,0.11800000000000001,0.8962,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,1,13,5,0,1,9,0,12,1,0,3,2,31,25,15,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,4,3,11,2,26,18,2,24,0,1,3,0,7,12,0,5,7,96,21,0,0.14585582997578914,0.0,0.2846685001999001,0.0,0.0,0.2850572579608037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095553531325607,0.11664085453537865,0.12136373480678282,0.0,0.0,0.09918696599306508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198578763603666,0.0,0.1200269203479423,0.0,0.13635551193760873,0.0,0.0,0.22430826021659836,0.0,0.0,0.16108630489768416,0.1241125685199078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138670164598673,0.0,0.0,0.1503709561970363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276394197169063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918497305460186,0.0,0.0,0.09633640009991452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620365118497148,0.0,0.08289322942416179,0.12233695010071008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801585496952057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914746818506516,0.10302228618124763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248216245019948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722081741909607,0.0,0.11249300780402767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533169870488345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010590162971414,0.1378809040977121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395643310267245,0.0,0.0,0.16339191024770724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934389795344686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324564249454753,0.0,0.0,0.16477557166123066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032375071727005,0.1554629080184947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339400592413839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342844518929352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504970740039652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902653432542934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597260673312513,0.0,0.0,0.08602954751396817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361179680659896,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UbiquitousUser,2019/08/21,"Just diagnosed as an adult I was recently diagnosed with ADHD at 40. It explains a lot about my past and present. I started taking Adderall XR, didn’t notice any improvements and my doctor switched me to Concerta. I’m still not noticing any changes or improvements. My question is, how do I know the medication is working? *What* changes should I expect to see or feel? When I asked my doctor, he said: “you tell me”. I understand that medication alone isn’t a perfect solution, but my doctor is telling me that I should notice *something*, and being stimulants, should notice something quickly, as in day of taking the medication.",4.547071600965406,7.3360581238938085,5.228753016894611,75.87189863234111,73.95575221238937,8.356878519710378,34.166532582461784,9.095868883498916,3.6814495575221233,500,27,80,12,11,161,74,113,0.013999999999999999,0.9129999999999999,0.073,0.6322,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,0,11,8,0,2,1,22,22,10,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,16,1,9,15,1,10,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,4,8,58,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436874526515731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382772916247617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260930939219978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177212351441757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529564909768897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771060765186666,0.0,0.0,0.2427010346483933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671230714374241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060452946067691575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570685108328178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164532996143176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613312752809984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444777677680959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413320430371315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393415868527328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805072016777325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372859599241515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952735531975197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840857031977184,0.0,0.0,0.08462492816797539,0.0,0.0954804825008121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978793896112086,0.0,0.20900078935554126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446580115750805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704084146307399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shazam8301,2019/08/21,"How do I know if I have ADHD - Unsure So pretty much, we can’t afford the expensive testing and stuff and people have always said I act like I have ADHD, ADD, OCD, and a few other things. I cant really explain how I am but I’m not sure if the tell-tale signs of it.",2.070762711864408,2.3242940000000023,4.762500000000003,87.18917372881359,75.10169491525423,7.255932203389831,19.834745762711865,7.1686216300943375,0.3017084745762704,202,3,47,2,4,73,44,59,0.076,0.847,0.077,0.0138,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,15,11,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,10,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6473640292314928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410392327647866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801658419170705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158090896590452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979883519470226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867193333059146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740051763099613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253953113722653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561942632493473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30831812128358826,0.0,0.0,0.25384009714048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354060681934645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893071494369195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slimjim9876,2019/08/21,I am moving on Monday. And holy shit. How the hell do I pack all of my junk drawers? Why haven’t I started yet? Why do I have so many junk drawers?,-2.287272727272729,-0.5060445757575707,0.5718787878787914,102.7178181818182,100.8181818181818,2.64,15.690909090909093,3.1291,-1.3669345454545452,111,3,28,0,5,38,25,33,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.867,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840459687715101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026067833562889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38883500801069465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681181421860753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6836201212968099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rachmakenz,2019/08/21,"[19f] Just got a diagnosis of ADHD-Combined and looking for advice & support Hey y’all! I’ll keep this short — as the title says, I’m a 19 year old female who just got an ADHD-combined diagnosis and is just a little overwhelmed. I always did really well in school, but I also struggled a lot with focusing and getting my work done on time. My anxiety saved me from failing entirely, because I had severe pressure to do well. However, about a month ago I began taking anxiety medicine, and, with the pressure from my anxiety to remain presentable and functional gone, I could feel myself spiraling, hence I finally reached out and went through testing to get a diagnosis. I have an appointment to get prescribed medicine and start seeing someone regularly on Friday, but in the meantime, any advice, tips, or words of welcome would be much appreciated. Thank you so much:) tldr: i’m unexpectedly new here, i need some help, and any words of wisdom would be appreciated!",8.003011363636364,8.275856914772735,8.504681818181822,65.43577272727275,62.23863636363637,11.130909090909093,39.190909090909095,10.793553405168565,4.561754090909091,771,38,123,18,10,257,118,176,0.12300000000000001,0.69,0.187,0.9401,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,9,12,0,4,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,28,30,14,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,8,4,15,7,20,17,4,19,0,2,2,0,7,7,0,3,10,82,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271692509195964,0.2660213820908888,0.12065835924406032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088516796721251,0.113259170104877,0.1474813089039958,0.0,0.1851266932659915,0.0,0.31238442401958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297487005296869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086773141683579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929362401644504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882418998967785,0.0,0.0,0.14910810094287616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334451282119826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772832651123247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123548749752114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098589225478736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642369473840113,0.0,0.0,0.11430291012257993,0.0,0.0,0.11572070438049052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864625667312924,0.0,0.2001214088901732,0.10092807013450443,0.0,0.13146139554930775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428305346951763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719920571304833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082446714636836,0.0,0.13775635977493855,0.10846659348769376,0.0,0.0,0.15377200223459722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533039466908047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634339619402406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229768817998845,0.0,0.0,0.15446248836679188,0.0,0.0,0.10234206993863784,0.0,0.0,0.12531705293674034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937016187881167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447687302805826,0.1261806217108611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909385397046183,0.0,0.0,0.19338538218312465,0.0,0.0,0.0876540509377019 adhd,ClassicEngineer,2019/08/21,"Maths fucking sucks, just can't do it. Can't fucking remember formulas, cant focus and keep forgetting everything. Anyone else?",4.502121212121214,7.960226181818182,5.506363636363638,68.64621212121216,82.63636363636363,10.206060606060607,34.60606060606061,9.725611199111238,5.32567878787879,104,6,14,4,3,34,18,22,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393210752721013,0.3506930338291114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28592019651673306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076075496435561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6328407339263277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042226749306552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877218398827731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Suicidal-duck,2019/08/21,"Struggling to focus while driving So I’ve been driving for a year now and today I got into my first accident. Driving has always been a tiring thing for me cuz of all the mental effort I have to put in. It wasn’t a bad crash or anything, I just bumped into the car in front of mine. But what’s scary is that I had no control over my thoughts. I don’t even remember what I was dreaming about. I only snapped out of it after I hit the bumper of that car. Anyone experienced the same thing before? I need some advice.",1.6595327102803736,3.579636682242988,3.360570093457945,90.02683644859816,79.37383177570094,5.401495327102804,21.914953271028036,6.2581,0.3440400000000001,403,12,84,3,10,134,75,107,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,7,0,9,1,0,2,1,15,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,1,0,7,3,2,0,1,7,1,13,0,16,5,3,19,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127544072314216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693202310326546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548821209993134,0.0,0.1947628283573037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761320068711435,0.0,0.0,0.2013924443745949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654504141716462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632117947231702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201315085617309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929010245722708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385120836265412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754910354816413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000151207496906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379230968589424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681059075191936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474234235537283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144718501487595,0.0,0.0,0.18789300123683372,0.0,0.2720223550838653,0.2243396151117384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241052506718844 adhd,BatmanNANANANANANANA,2019/08/21,"Chest heaviness and throbbing headache while on vyvanse? Hi guys. I've been on vyvanse 30mg for ADD for about 6 wks now. 3 days ago I started to get a throbbing headache when I shift positions and today I started to get a heaviness in my chest while also shifting positions. Symptoms have not gone away. Acetaminophen helps to relieve pain as well as lying down and not moving. Hard to not move though! Has anyone experienced these symptoms while taking vyvanse? Trying to figure out if these symptoms are possibly caused by this medication. This is the only med I'm on. Left a message for my psychiatrist but probably wont hear back until tonight.",4.228585434173667,7.057302831932777,4.539684873949579,80.17798669467788,75.30252100840336,6.991876750700281,31.765406162464984,8.07648339933343,2.717100280112045,523,26,86,9,12,164,84,119,0.039,0.9,0.061,-0.1911,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,6,9,2,1,0,12,14,14,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,2,3,5,2,20,11,0,24,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,13,56,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578752629958694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152190376511644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114997142298953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451946211078488,0.1264627626891227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894996321432473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606575680052126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718514377766391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628453437615622,0.0,0.0,0.14732755466661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853630251768317,0.0,0.11023683826245358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786907563184792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268257045596287,0.16568030648487436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34959868085990503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250823804030965,0.17500142780549174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540859316278308,0.0,0.0,0.17732014655241846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328171126215482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128236036345164,0.12365655646413748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158517075798667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558927630852544,0.0,0.0,0.11166034722243676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787300244534682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bboydisplay,2019/08/21,"Got laid off today. It had nothing to do with my performance or ADHD. It sucks ass but still feels like a win in a weird way... As indicated in the title, I was laid off from my current position today. While this is shitty and sucks and has all the expected terrible consequences for my immediate future, I can't help but feel slightly good about it, because this is the very first time in my life I have ever been let go from a position where it had absolutely nothing to do with my performance (or lack thereof) on the Job. Like many other folks on this sub, I have been fired several times in the past due to bad job performance, usually as a result of the symptoms of my ADHD. That is always crushing and depressing. Today was different. While I'm clearly not happy about the situation, I felt that I should at least take SOME comfort and... I don't know, I guess, feel somewhat accomplished for having held a position for 2 years that I WOULD STILL HAVE if the company was in a better place (I was a support tech with a company that did custom SharePoint deployments and Admin stuff for Office 3265 and other Microsoft products, but there have been fewer clients lately and there was just not enough for me to do to justify keeping me on). While the job search is still going to be arduous and money will be tight for a little while, I DO feel a lot better about beginning it with solid references and no trepidation regarding explaining why I left my last position. Weird feeling, but I felt the need to share it. Hope everyone else is having a better day.",6.8701421239636815,6.898900953020135,7.4417726016581165,72.9305665219108,64.63758389261747,11.172838531385713,33.63679431504145,10.843485225782073,3.710951204105804,1236,48,223,31,17,409,161,298,0.145,0.7070000000000001,0.149,0.3372,5,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,9,11,19,2,0,21,0,35,3,1,1,3,50,58,22,0,7,10,0,9,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,13,0,3,10,0,1,2,5,7,0,1,15,9,22,12,37,37,7,42,0,1,0,1,3,15,3,8,26,170,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500529864588084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882775151264952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858286244134263,0.06467304448228962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814907635152913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842092927116643,0.0,0.09137737299929173,0.0,0.0,0.11084415247108688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862672671371129,0.0,0.0,0.10962198264301216,0.0,0.0,0.095966801291912,0.0,0.10137599482156627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682179494718435,0.07579255147877635,0.20373100482979514,0.0,0.0,0.09024228378771472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058970212189794,0.08898541215988641,0.08485191803570423,0.0,0.11687292417324595,0.0,0.0,0.11293751097416535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711116117147743,0.0,0.0,0.1053738579528462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31584150891978824,0.09429994872578187,0.0,0.0,0.05830570058265017,0.08647960256558268,0.11967703729931098,0.0,0.1152698851003514,0.10848683834381884,0.07493631801303899,0.10366293915582486,0.10633262423457387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019610705197588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756121164107348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866629456790472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359735985432595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127736038112953,0.0,0.0,0.11084415247108688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985440331874354,0.0,0.0,0.11925249106633876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541769845486835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145060745681835,0.0,0.12039258843808537,0.0,0.11027079983615566,0.07976840743861234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372685866161867,0.0,0.3016900469678394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684597454636635,0.08753747916754731,0.0,0.0842113419439378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957320405993509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753651160656824,0.0,0.0,0.06832013514125479 adhd,lonelyastronomer_,2019/08/21,"I’m having digestive issues from taking vyvanse? So this is really gross, but I’ve started taking vyvanse again since college is starting, and I’m getting diarrhea from it. It’s only in the morning after I take it. Is there anything I can do to prevent that?",4.319400000000002,6.1747967400000014,6.041,74.01550000000002,71.6,7.4,34.5,8.07648339933343,3.1366,207,11,32,3,4,71,38,50,0.055999999999999994,0.919,0.025,-0.3413,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,14,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503533510579372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894633788573093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175345204817178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137876012352696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489595815735064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166017243211913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306676502342916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6862237660559122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Andreyevna-,2019/08/21,"I love when people ask me if I have any hobbies. Like yes I do, allow me to tell you about all 5000 of them. HA BTW This is pure sarcasm.",-1.9056451612903231,-0.08223841935483732,0.7550806451612893,103.45262096774192,94.48387096774192,3.1,14.201612903225806,3.1291,-1.5904903225806453,103,2,27,0,4,35,28,31,0.05,0.574,0.377,0.9106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35671625674304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903893099025279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627170099920576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734325208091264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636612752701352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584853075996493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jonfyn03,2019/08/21,"Is 72mg a lot? I take 72mg of Concerta, or methylphenidate, and I was wondering if 72mg is a lot for that brand, I know it’d be a lot for other meds.",-0.6458333333333321,0.1897883055555596,2.5288888888888903,98.305,82.6111111111111,7.022222222222222,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.2897333333333329,113,3,33,2,3,41,24,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571431356129302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8154647081586514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35514606674340793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403958929724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467317056111985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pepperoni92,2019/08/21,"Neuriva Brain Health Supplement Anyone tried this? I had to quit my Adderal XR 30mg because I moved out of state and I'm having difficulty getting a new prescription. I've been taking this the last few days and it's helped a bunch. Not quite Adderall, but it definitely helps me! [https://www.schiffvitamins.com/pages/neuriva-brain-health-supplement-research](https://www.schiffvitamins.com/pages/neuriva-brain-health-supplement-research)",14.634954545454548,20.62692310909091,8.33125,47.576875,63.36363636363637,6.386363636363638,25.056818181818183,7.645422480735847,1.894681818181819,381,10,42,5,8,99,48,55,0.032,0.831,0.13699999999999998,0.7609,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170187269494985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610106554097187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829019798542752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122497565884998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093548493738113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550304545408065,0.0,0.0,0.2333280529986361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187638842765118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499074542968846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810142801526073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702534833511292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086616060050868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817053094599048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Math-Macgyver,2019/08/21,"Trying to get off the Meds forever Been on concerta since I was 12. Worst part was that I was on it every damn day from 7am to like 6 pm, 365 days a year. Honestly looking back at it I am mad at my parents for keeping me on the medication especially on a days like Sunday when there was no reason to be on it. I tried ROTC in college and after an amazing semester of being a cadet and building up the respect, my Lt colonel told me since you take concerta you could never join ROTC ever but I could join an branch (Air Force, Navy, Marines, Army) If I get off it for a year. So I got off it and after a week of withdrawals I felt like a normal human being.. I felt like I belong and most importantly I was in control of my life and I was the happiest I ever been. Getting off the meds has saved my life but unfoutalready I needed to take some kind of medication still for school, so I switch from 2 32mg concerta a day to just a meer 10 mg adderall. I take it only 3 days a week during school and none when I dont have school. Overall I encourage people not to settle with the medicine they have. Try taking a day off from it. If your prescription sucks and drags life outta you get off of it immediately and try a different dose. How do you guys feel about your medication? What are some stories of being able to get off the meds? Do any of you ever wonder what it would be like?",3.7482064918393534,4.243801066202097,5.308021272693932,83.91082339996333,71.4390243902439,8.411443242251973,26.60352099761599,8.532816995589336,1.6333526132404181,1074,33,233,17,19,365,147,287,0.06,0.809,0.131,0.9732,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,7,1,1,13,15,3,0,20,0,24,7,0,3,4,36,43,17,0,7,6,1,3,5,0,1,7,0,0,2,12,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,12,4,32,11,41,23,6,39,0,0,1,0,13,18,2,6,26,162,44,4,0.0914771379825021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062207590712825514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034027256179867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259938870630074,0.1460741022331284,0.0,0.0,0.3539711177034324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557413927538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721052442931864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482389254104776,0.07707343412686775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625358954441098,0.0,0.17566479598817786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896514508111205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316262384019656,0.0,0.0,0.09057674861782312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130908335944892,0.0,0.09525936232752044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938390235722318,0.2234555446476612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681775679938166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048314347619657,0.27646077790306217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782913871141869,0.07055280819878003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962817278742043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957248555340277,0.0,0.0,0.10157453614015666,0.09906082605302936,0.0,0.06341872943123199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405373334182872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777392421088212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513416676755729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305376055866251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751176931702129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874103255089066,0.0,0.2484278878923096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675488454732086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920305398857132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498273421546133,0.0,0.0,0.11781655532990412 adhd,gortonanonymous,2019/08/21,"A Poem I Wrote If I had 25 cents for every ""Ted Talk that'll change my life"" my life would actually change If that change bought me a new shelf all my blank journals would be a pain to rearrange Well, maybe blank isn't quite true Get a few pages in, then I'd want to start new Then forget about the journal and move along Hard to finish a chapter when it's twenty empty books long If I had 25 cents for every journal I've started, I'd be able to buy a shelf for them all If it sounds like I'm going in circles, just know when I stop, I'll hit a wall Because that's how it usually goes This circle is my repose It's easier for me to just avoid the hit It's easier for me to just close it and quit \## Sorry if this poem is a bit negative. I wrote it at a time where I was really struggling with getting things done and creating stuff while off my medication. Figured I'd share it here in case any of you feel this describes what you're going through too. You're not alone.",1.9651951357466049,3.3498813509615384,3.4779185520362006,91.92002262443441,76.83653846153847,6.624886877828053,20.88914027149321,7.285733465282438,0.3792027149321262,763,18,175,9,17,252,120,208,0.115,0.7979999999999999,0.087,-0.7005,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,2,11,7,0,2,11,0,12,4,0,1,3,31,27,14,0,8,9,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,4,1,4,3,3,3,1,0,7,3,16,4,21,13,5,25,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,15,102,33,1,0.14016798738392006,0.0,0.13678373621144366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145171762476525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531903798616076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544510411701506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302713903279078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448374351209567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344051637952118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361951495333545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087314599809788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646397637553102,0.0,0.15932139480563726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556298489746112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703266015664884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800958949824235,0.06847899847726227,0.0,0.0,0.1240442580054374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408175831851531,0.0,0.0,0.1412045008691224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489763879686969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707502313148079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914862115440491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981718164028059,0.0,0.0,0.08979520192458385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569065861541494,0.1984232458220208,0.0,0.0,0.1171867137599617,0.0,0.14653401414654751,0.16045881065741935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266171879019946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931213825201614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173308064465916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437523531928993,0.0,0.08267471058636372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260278541567037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914263324302295,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamliterallythebest,2019/08/21,"I never knew I had ADHD. I’ve always had many problems functioning normally with the rest of my classmates and peers. I have always felt different from other people that I’ve known. For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been the kid who talks to much and too loudly, and that can never get an assignment in on time. The kid with so many problems. Problems that only I was really conscious of. It seemed that my parents noticed none of these issues in me as a child. I never quite knew why I was this way or whether it was just simply because I was lazy, stupid and socially awkward. Over the years, this lack of motivation and self confidence has made me grow to develop numerous behavioural and physiological issues. These include binge eating, procrastination, self-hatred, depression and anxiety. Yesterday, I went to see a councillor and told her all of this. She began to list certain things like forgetfulness and procrastination, asking me if I was experiencing them. It was as if she had read my mind. All of these things she was saying sounded like myself. I almost cried, because for the first time in my life, I didn’t feel like I was alone in how I felt. I am fifteen and living with my parents, so she told my father that we should seek a diagnosis before acquiring medication. My parents seem to think that I can beat ADHD on my own, without the help of medication. Quite honestly, this is heartbreaking. The thought of trying to conquer this on my own seems mountainous, and I feel that medication might be necessary for me to maintain my well-being. If you have any advice at all, it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks. TLDR: I am certain that I have ADHD, and my parents don’t want me to receive any medication. What can I do?",5.670989230155562,7.076033149847095,6.59025661481186,73.1364579178301,67.65443425076452,9.47900545140274,31.34277356734477,9.761364909221204,3.1377135753224312,1388,56,242,31,23,461,170,327,0.1,0.8140000000000001,0.086,-0.5704,5,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,1,7,5,15,1,1,11,0,31,6,0,3,8,60,52,24,0,11,7,5,4,3,0,3,5,3,0,4,25,16,1,0,15,1,0,3,7,7,0,1,23,9,45,8,37,24,9,23,0,2,1,0,26,9,0,9,13,184,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991022121520658,0.08106668912139396,0.0,0.0,0.08307157238062071,0.08592062618038675,0.0,0.0,0.20708589349187376,0.0,0.0,0.1128300888681068,0.0,0.06346349753121064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755557585384895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114221560090836,0.0,0.07059209844532037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112669470131032,0.0,0.0,0.07145256601821097,0.0,0.0,0.08667462044716875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488788758473455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389324452150586,0.05926600984981147,0.1593075243328589,0.0,0.0,0.07056498264647852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334271468630112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146271950125458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055605747505464834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317552964554409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585964778176521,0.12158890260060508,0.0,0.073254420302482,0.07341620808407613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849792249080853,0.0,0.16821504763202452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342903310449462,0.0,0.08800651334860288,0.08376505930989248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060984496484918736,0.0,0.191949556181452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812823208937242,0.0,0.09444950469565426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309414685422854,0.0,0.0,0.368465128068936,0.0,0.0,0.05751340628719325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381420136441747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647446540311262,0.0829815670398475,0.0,0.0531457347196023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397650778876172,0.0,0.0,0.06597241967260953,0.0,0.0,0.066107675595184,0.2265685935110234,0.1730889037441891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456637262053728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667939590922772,0.0,0.07637760913941169,0.0,0.0,0.1102287023374728,0.05315685251109414,0.0,0.06586027237360678,0.09674825666977414,0.0,0.0,0.15854198309478482,0.0,0.0563237949481186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048931436676683496,0.06584908574443253,0.0,0.0,0.07459020928443602,0.07690393270630959,0.07485769973969587,0.0,0.0,0.07996962850509166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058931776591947364,0.0,0.0,0.05342295150673067 adhd,frompharmtofarm,2019/08/21,"Help!! How do I find the motivation in the morning to take my Adderall This summer I just started getting treated for ADHD and I have the worst time in the morning wanting to get out of bed. On Monday I start my 3rd year of my undergraduate and despite my good GPA average, I had a terrible time making it to class my first two years— I mean I missed a lot of class, A LOT! I want this year to be different, I don’t want to miss any classes due to not having the motivation to get up. I’m beginning to start taking all the classes for my major (Chemistry), so it is extremely important that I do well. Do you all have any tips or advice on how to get on a routine and find the motivation to just take my medication in the morning so I can get the day started on s good foot. Appreciate all the help I can get!",3.840827922077924,4.276375755952383,5.888982683982687,80.04389610389612,71.20238095238095,8.966233766233767,30.74891774891775,9.095868883498916,2.4597904761904767,629,26,134,12,11,221,86,168,0.092,0.773,0.135,0.665,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,7,8,0,0,14,0,12,2,1,6,3,25,34,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,20,4,24,32,7,23,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,3,14,95,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859487062373155,0.13708452237090504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907967256241293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047198454057792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656758619915006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643523104053345,0.11932603942561724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43975759257660174,0.0,0.0,0.2353281932596865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805966841569505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852996121949804,0.0,0.0,0.09364108362926256,0.0,0.0,0.15281109408091909,0.0,0.14132201173248124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971767486370339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164297621277964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360219838179646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703770488232234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823053828067826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613273496332147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806774119016412 adhd,Ryanmcl19,2019/08/21,"Help I tend to believe that my lack of social interaction with my friends and that the friend group as a whole exclude me more often than not is due to the fact that I have ADHD. I try to be relatable, and quite honestly, I find it hard to relate to anyone besides someone with ADHD. I am most of the time, very self aware of my actions and how my peers perceive them. It still just feels like a brick wall I’m trying to break through and idk how.",5.688478260869566,4.960190021739134,5.951217391304351,85.16769565217396,67.26086956521739,8.664347826086956,30.35652173913044,7.554174236665415,1.681914782608696,350,11,76,3,5,112,65,92,0.07200000000000001,0.775,0.153,0.8687,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,1,17,7,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,11,4,14,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,4,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155001742169141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996172701697186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163314509459774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844198172748222,0.15321671235510526,0.0,0.0,0.1960208009112201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313964691685149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212211793538905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375406480756214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477873102721952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281142046867164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373796417237868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862415947269526,0.1817189065821693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127523821734614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505861159368933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291220775995645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695940437710214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394470042223661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MackMaybe,2019/08/21,"Tired of hearing Adderall ""horror stories"" - what should I think? Hi. I'm a 20 year old with ADHD - or so I think. A bit of background. I went through a huge mental breakdown earlier this year and wound up in a mental hospital which said ""oh, you probably have ADHD"" when hearing my symptoms and started to prescribe me Adderall along with the antidepressant I was taking. I found it to not only make sense, but also helped. All my childhood I had people tell me I probably had ADHD, and I showed many symptoms in my childhood that made people think that, but I was never tested because my parents are very anti-mental health stuff. Once on the Adderall, I noticed myself feeling better, more focused (I was able to read a short story all the way through, had never done that before), more motivated. I wasn't feeling like how some people said I would feel if I was just abusing the drug - ""superhuman"" or super awake or anything like that, I never felt the urge to clean my room all in one sitting, nah, pretty normal in that department of things. However, I kept coming across articles about college students abusing the drug, and decided that a mental hospital diagnosing me wasn't enough. I went to a psychologist in my town and she diagnosed me with ADHD also, so I was then more confident in my diagnosis. However, at the same time, my university had me scheduled with another psychologist (a free service) that would look at me all-around. I was diagnosed with depressive disorder and social anxiety, but the psychologist there said she didn't diagnose with ADHD because ""it was hard to tell with the depression and anxiety"". so that made me... doubt myself again. and i'm still coming across a lot of articles about how Adderall can damage the brain, yourself, etc. over time and idk. I feel like it helps me a lot and like I do have ADHD but I don't want to damage myself.",5.841463705826168,7.132847753581661,6.513341690544414,74.26546621298951,67.16618911174785,9.255062082139446,32.59324259789876,9.516144504307137,3.2092033428844307,1482,63,251,30,24,486,171,349,0.145,0.741,0.114,-0.7859999999999999,4,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,0,3,14,12,0,1,20,0,24,12,1,6,6,63,52,27,0,6,10,1,6,4,0,3,11,5,2,0,16,20,0,1,11,2,1,5,8,5,0,1,25,12,44,8,36,24,13,40,0,4,1,0,15,17,0,8,20,188,60,6,0.07054344218482524,0.16716488727997422,0.0,0.0,0.5086770530264556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282713045712213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739709499268214,0.1079310803709982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805124222729499,0.06279861962274902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600525519062285,0.0,0.060027273529262334,0.0,0.0,0.06238994196045515,0.07701516827448783,0.0,0.0,0.07874981159532131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215338581979526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215179267709431,0.2864004355592209,0.0,0.0,0.08084889634102481,0.0,0.0,0.07219043351507128,0.0,0.0,0.16361599374752822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289023322766347,0.07867458535287307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267553584769668,0.10079249838417076,0.067732767186439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734724323520614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631930680534568,0.0,0.0,0.07498438028239525,0.15901517256702166,0.0,0.09456756460909267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785585025842115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059238724615342686,0.0,0.0,0.11994702377634675,0.0,0.13349982132871302,0.04708829543717672,0.07151997814434427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327359318288447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322235443460376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911759555016175,0.0,0.0803141764862102,0.07402347588872328,0.07512646363794655,0.04780206210307096,0.05365146659080923,0.0,0.0,0.07833014429271055,0.0,0.0,0.1467178216897081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176804152722142,0.15211552399268158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056253224213299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130890341044946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191015556227631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049931011463523606,0.0,0.056336084053480534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075536393095151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664329406325952,0.053039889283286686,0.0,0.1233161555952276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046865928423365545,0.1356041679980528,0.0,0.0,0.08226889686661239,0.08107930943189415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820572770940473,0.041608349918173734,0.055994100879358834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307889552996749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022407467573187,0.0,0.0,0.09085532781884947 adhd,Cessily,2019/08/21,"At least my husband can laugh about it Yesterday, I took two out of three children to the doctor's for annual appointments and then met my husband back at the house to pick up the third child before we headed to the library. That 30 minute stop at home was an ADHD textbook example, but I appreciate my partner can laugh about it. First we were discussing that the pediatrician is changing my oldest, diagnosed, daughter's medication to what I take. He has his concerns about the switch, and as we were talking I started to tell him ""I think it's hilarious that..."" and cue my youngest daughter walking in the kitchen and asking where her doll shoe was. I answered her (on the ironing board in the master bedroom because why not?) and then turned back to my husband... Blank. He tried to prompt me where I was going or what I was going to tell him and I *still* don't remember. He laughingly pointed out that ""... And you are on your medication"". While I'm rifling through his wallet trying to borrow his library card, because I have fines on mine for returning my last large borrow late, he notices I left my car running (cause it was just going to be a short stop)... With the doors open (because I was cleaning the car seat when he got home and distracted me) and it was RAINING (okay it hadn't been raining when I walked in but it was getting close to it and I shouldn't have been surprised). I send the teenager out to close the doors and wait in the car. He notices my wallet pillage and asks what I'm doing. I tell him and he informed me in no way was I allowed to touch his library card and to just pay off the fine on mine. FINE, I'll deal with the consequences of my actions. So I go to leave and he asks me if I have the middle child. I say sure I do, he says I don't. I walk out to the car with the youngest and the middle had gone out with her big sister, I just hadn't noticed. Happily in possession of all three children I get in the car and go to leave. Then I remember my library card. My husband sees me come back in and asks what's up. I explain I forgot my library card. He is then confused that I go into our linen closest, rummage around in the light colored laundry basket, and emerge with a wallet. He did manage to ask me why my wallet was in the dirty laundry basket around laughing. Once I realized how ludicrous the situation must look to him (that it was there and that I knew it was there) I started laughing and just told him I couldn't even explain right now. As an epilogue, we were at the library for an extra thirty minutes while I looked for my phone. I tried everything, including paging it with the Tile on my work keys. Couldn't find it. The car was connecting to it though, so I searched the car, the roof of the car, and under the car with no luck. In case you are curious, it was in the trunk from when we first got to the library and I checked in the trunk to see if I had an extra tote bag because I forgot to bring one from home to carry the books. I did not have an extra bag but I did put my phone down while looking and leave it there. God bless patient partners!",2.964714980392156,4.589288070400002,3.878051764705884,89.08619450980395,74.696,6.501960784313727,26.974901960784315,7.128822416839037,1.2202756078431376,2424,92,504,25,51,778,257,625,0.055,0.873,0.07200000000000001,0.9378,1,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,6,3,0,4,27,15,0,2,42,1,46,7,2,4,3,87,85,46,0,6,12,7,1,0,2,2,4,2,8,6,26,48,1,5,10,1,4,26,11,2,0,7,35,10,87,13,82,45,6,102,1,0,6,0,66,48,0,5,27,358,113,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627847532032847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263246938764704,0.3744672703391315,0.0,0.0,0.1848024345864274,0.0,0.1953409486043778,0.0,0.06816900041370391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229659561802391,0.08474736250176239,0.06900897827498809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259145626786871,0.0,0.08131150334774097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199753219144255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291290138123633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199906579445899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322047512969666,0.1362856307479463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370992222791407,0.0,0.2731753274449019,0.0,0.12814499682734412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221752854132579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410751501178643,0.0,0.0,0.0924379345567633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653015786380544,0.09036928050685324,0.2544795877106095,0.08704139754541176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182049285523565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614078502918538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736224789942762,0.0,0.08531615097125378,0.0542856371727698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573127782760505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053420146209288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181501463745061,0.0684147977346239,0.0,0.127415787403988,0.0,0.0,0.12767701383711572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004870156805779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340668802671253,0.0,0.06397716090296943,0.13395363061616394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755041566237847,0.0,0.06023389072856351,0.06439060273640294,0.2100629905593536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133222528618838,0.07870915863337627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654998752834408,0.08900684299199624,0.16317138400810066,0.08713832581647835,0.07825731137997008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358879325327403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457636695633694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832213844714886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PulmonaryEmboli,2019/08/21,"Missed the bus on the first day of school Starting off my Senior year great, not even surprised with myself. Missed it by 15 seconds too...",4.815769230769232,6.573395961538466,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,70.15384615384616,5.2,24.538461538461537,3.1291,0.15398461538461514,109,3,21,0,2,31,24,26,0.18899999999999997,0.684,0.127,0.0088,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,3,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964977513584623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036575029361472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391059205209966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068709302132537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652868928038562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32541016277234386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29606096639825674 adhd,Virusattribute0,2019/08/21,"i Feel like i dont belong in this world I am adopted child. I have ADHD. I was adopted at the age of 2. I spend my childhood being bullied constantly by others . I was ostracized and am social outcast. I have no friends and i just feel like not living anymore I feel so unloved.",-0.4149122807017527,1.8090608421052643,1.9922807017543889,92.05929824561404,98.47368421052632,3.9368421052631577,23.87719298245614,5.82211442006289,0.6714771929824561,216,10,43,2,9,73,40,57,0.17300000000000001,0.688,0.139,-0.4481,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,11,3,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33747234140261023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784825278743891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034498178428786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32910068612045545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259494523217767,0.401213464100444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169487964824575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743737089335781,0.0,0.2479554453278433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862447412224651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Michael_91,2019/08/21,"Ritalin (Mehylphenidate) and thyroid dysfunction Hello, I'm not a native speaker, so excuse my a little bit bad English.. &#x200B; I'm an adult, making my professional education, and at this time Ritalin helps me so much. On a medical checkup it it has turned out that **I have maybe a thyroid dysfunction**. Until a blood panel I have to await. My problem is: In the instruction leaflet of Ritalin it says **that is is not allowed to take Ritalin, if you have** **hyperthyreosis** **or** **thyrotoxicosis****.** I have never found something about this question. My problem is: If I have a problem with my thyroid, I musnt take Ritalin. Does somebody has thyroid problems and takes at the same time medicaments against ADHD? - And yes, I'm an hypochondriac and during Ritalin also the fear is away... But during my education is really important for me that I can handle my life.. &#x200B; Thank you very much! Michael",1.75902757619739,3.3457978490566056,3.4402515723270426,77.6591872278665,117.67924528301887,6.159071117561684,28.60522496371553,7.010146845296331,2.9368502177068216,714,39,109,18,39,235,92,159,0.12300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.079,-0.8511,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,11,1,14,14,1,2,1,23,24,13,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,17,1,14,23,4,11,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,4,82,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716146512852558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457761180726813,0.0,0.2833808925658586,0.31780243177512163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286376537058202,0.0,0.10918841702887833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276818595757193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443868222356778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715385864090816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338377559797516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765312049664174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236750446210047,0.0,0.1310670100143548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729073337137548,0.0,0.13137715982500225,0.0,0.0,0.13173813851286334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922636295211844,0.0,0.10085874411691097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005211764057137,0.0,0.0,0.14649357491761156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377532356348667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399443781328448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067399167387073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497080689520805,0.0,0.0,0.12039647118284515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525073752291939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224141905655013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789986367094456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31780243177512163,0.0 adhd,lilyandthecats,2019/08/21,"Food shopping and cooking I've never got the hang of food shopping and preparing meals for myself - I either forget, find the idea of cooking daunting, impulsively buy a load of snacks, find most of my food is mouldy before I get to it, rush to leave the supermarket the moment I've arrived, etc. I usually end up buying meal to meal, having pre-prepared meals/takeaways/going out to eat. And online shopping takes me hours. I don't know how much more strain my wallet and the top button of my jeans can take. Has anyone found a good 'system' for organising regular food shopping and cooking?",5.4507432432432426,6.963445819819821,5.873502252252251,77.66538851351353,68.27927927927928,7.712162162162162,29.190315315315317,8.07648339933343,2.1204855855855858,470,17,80,6,8,151,75,111,0.044000000000000004,0.91,0.046,0.2748,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,0,5,12,0,1,1,16,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,5,7,6,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,13,9,5,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073282307182232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061410514055835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706510669520152,0.0,0.0,0.13595222348836855,0.0,0.17118902723710416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28058580231460384,0.0,0.7424336784968413,0.16830084670313536,0.0,0.0,0.08019551788078401,0.0,0.08723552427094622,0.12874547238514644,0.12276506907293976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116300474374594,0.0,0.0,0.17327871783876445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435759055397272,0.0,0.0,0.1625304924703848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283749330663542,0.0,0.11838586312502362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308203344306021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690545655083915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,id_like_to_leave_now,2019/08/21,"What can I expect from a UK ADHD assessment? 27M based in the UK, after reading through the sub and getting tons of really useful advice regarding how to go about getting diagnosed, I finally plucked up enough courage to talk to my GP about everything. I’ve had all my paperwork filled out and sent back, my local area has a waiting time of 4 to 6 weeks so it’s just a waiting game on that front. I just wondered what I can expect during the assessment with a specialist, the wait is killing me and I don’t really know what to expect as I forgot to ask.",4.989464285714289,5.344408303571427,6.242857142857144,78.80214285714288,68.64285714285714,9.971428571428572,32.07142857142857,9.957137785484203,3.1014500000000007,438,18,86,10,7,148,78,112,0.042,0.8959999999999999,0.062,0.2484,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,8,0,6,1,0,2,1,19,18,6,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,1,19,15,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29058861825857785,0.2362776624996037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604414186840344,0.0,0.0,0.18592416057905894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24541515980320955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249837165236592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730827140241105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264872795364252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526540906865243,0.0,0.13741673252240033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675085163067056,0.0,0.13288330131868306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418587819883594,0.0,0.3097980220351138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434433517724814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099164641234366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883182046167975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395204003769945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622145730740477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,J-HOL,2019/08/21,"i am scared for my future i feel like i am going to fail my exams at this point... i cannot bring myself to study at all. it brings me to the verge of breaking down just trying to force myself to read through notes that were set out in class and put online. I don't even feel the urge to try in school anymore even though i know it could jeopardise my future. my parents are still pissed off at me and the only time i feel in control is at the gym or in art class. the rest of the day feels uncomfortable and anxiety inducing as i watch the work i need to do for other subjects pile up... i've posted something like this before but i honestly can't do anything else at this point.",3.3159154929577426,4.144322281690143,4.240957746478873,89.9487605633803,72.66197183098592,7.088450704225353,23.35492957746479,7.1686216300943375,0.6506484507042245,532,13,118,5,10,172,90,142,0.07200000000000001,0.873,0.055,-0.1154,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,1,7,0,11,1,1,2,1,17,20,7,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,5,18,3,26,18,2,28,0,1,1,0,1,16,1,1,7,81,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036025490677342,0.0,0.1819609869164119,0.0,0.0,0.15098685436428602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612636109940853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578630616282448,0.14649234417300314,0.0,0.0,0.11832820467873865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327242073875275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237112757204454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710881890870854,0.13107680120743254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427484036555827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008347730142348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927627719606626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604669658983554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954337343651246,0.0,0.0,0.2037307322787344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468922459439615,0.0,0.17572131504968178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844461814316936,0.0,0.0,0.1835277656506165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369359999688575,0.1856896466626699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412504159846327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652585874273708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802663153053184,0.0,0.1069875636879069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913919099232965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335742521091562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chupped,2019/08/21,"Dry mouth and bad breath My ADD meds are giving me a really dry mouth... i’m always thirsty and have bad breath, how can i fix or at least lessen?",-0.5382258064516137,1.6248150967741957,0.7550806451612893,103.45262096774192,91.58064516129032,4.390322580645162,10.975806451612904,5.985473137389443,-1.4901677419354842,112,1,28,1,4,35,25,31,0.203,0.727,0.07,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384162560188003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6791736403515998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901543930046073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451764398872144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605495757906167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RequiemArtz,2019/08/21,"Bupropion So I’ve been taking bupropion at a low dose for a month and this past week they up the dosage to 20mg. This is in combination with lexapro and hydroxyzine. The side effects I’ve been getting less sleep, easily irritable, agression. I’ve always been agressive person but this irritability and agression is something different. I’ve had a lot of random spurts of anger during high school, always looking for “exits” and planning. Ways to get out. This morning I woke up and I just feel a ball go towards my liver and it’s like blotchy and heavy. Should I be worried? Side note is they wanna put me on Strattera in two weeks but I’d rather have Adderall.",2.5445238095238096,5.362941865079367,3.4193333333333342,85.509,82.73015873015873,5.899682539682541,25.86031746031746,7.3011,1.5312260317460311,529,22,96,8,15,168,88,126,0.12,0.8420000000000001,0.039,-0.8788,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,3,3,1,0,6,0,10,3,2,1,0,19,17,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,2,7,1,16,10,2,20,0,1,1,0,3,13,0,2,5,59,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720350752118195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335697405068567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303726080410235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335988682710814,0.0,0.12705273487366792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620050471662302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921877816296983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877317824464296,0.0,0.0,0.1900603762057174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844126102743607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341068749305647,0.0,0.19520156434529906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473677932037125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226251868269556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371869653340085,0.0,0.0,0.17210529011577794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680872270726399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183829453637059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744933627157589,0.35864827621483336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270332352063447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saftig-klovn,2019/08/21,"Finally motivated myself to clean after 2 weeks I moved a little over two weeks ago and my room has been a disaster since. All of the stuff that I had managed to unpack was on the floor and more stuff that I hadn’t was in boxes in the hall. The final straw was this morning, when I slammed my foot into something so hard that I was worried I had broken my toe. I tried MANY times to clean but I just couldn’t do it. Finally today I managed to clean the whole room, took me around 3 hours and I debated quitting several times but I actually got the whole thing finished. I have to tackle the bathroom still and that’s not even mentioning all the boxes I still have yet to unpack. I know it’s small but it was really tough. Little victories, right?",2.74981151299032,4.587259569536428,4.1002649006622525,86.3539938869078,75.82119205298014,7.295160468670403,23.535914416709122,8.139509932561175,1.2959664798777384,589,18,120,10,13,194,89,151,0.071,0.863,0.067,0.1097,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,10,0,14,2,2,1,2,16,17,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,11,1,19,0,14,5,5,32,0,0,0,0,1,14,0,0,16,89,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.13910420418601524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263583108083633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689604354897666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415020109800593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684560907597186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114006952048146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769309841326518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403789658036579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833948087847238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857368147450382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445191361808039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150369820910686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516150763980261,0.0,0.0,0.09131853281250524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173339198289372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103625620070805,0.0,0.11791541461977953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973877295823628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767462783018202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263618289623446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470114040564448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662392833190577,0.0,0.13511681493396005,0.0,0.15837370372902582,0.09677928707226036,0.0,0.13924659981745444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868339333977414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182947409023545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476224778170754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,barberos3,2019/08/21,"I have to take the DIVA 2.0, and I wonder how it helped with your ADHD diagnosis ? So quick reminder the DIVA is the Diagnostic Interview for ADHD in adults. I don't know how often it is used in other countries, I just know it's a US thing and I, in Europe, was suggested to take it. So I guess it's quite common. A friend of mine is doing his PhD in psychological sciences and told me those tests have so many cognitive biaises - that means, we ALL recognize ourselves in all the symptoms mentioned so they are rarely worth anything. Has anyone else passed this test and how has it helped with your diagnosis ? What other kinds of diagnostic elements were there other than the test ? My psych thinks I may have ADHD because I lack so much focus since I have a 9 to 5 full time job and we might not have diagnosed it before because I compensate with enormous amounts of journaling and notes (I basically keep track of every fucking thing, even conversations I had with my friends). He had never seen a journal like mine in his entire career, and he thinks it might really help me ""alleviate"" some of this stress if I could be medicated for ADHD.",6.529202540578687,6.8712618990825725,7.134403669724772,73.78028581510236,65.3302752293578,10.1939308398024,31.448129851799568,10.035473477838034,3.0291364855328164,906,32,166,19,13,299,131,218,0.047,0.922,0.031,-0.3388,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,2,1,1,13,6,1,1,9,0,22,4,0,4,3,38,36,16,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,1,18,13,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,6,1,27,4,21,25,7,13,0,0,1,1,21,8,1,8,5,126,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845612930098684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502598585946095,0.12459421261359133,0.10006695510044487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482532273101951,0.0,0.10347317739620253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708820604707052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342207688527805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015817205330768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031606739047609,0.0,0.10245377296684954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789668578709076,0.1124178203547948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339568001828666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24451901144452345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206698591628929,0.10808422462322388,0.0,0.12662834076921478,0.1336570491022257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940792414110014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328394995809175,0.0,0.13245873141294265,0.0,0.12249983881992813,0.0,0.2579980980391132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939045250354642,0.0,0.0937859000998072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933723509225678,0.0,0.0,0.07790047551501103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058929536560196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929310755595672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263896116585591,0.18285707646571855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157210682656256,0.1558335437206099,0.0,0.0,0.07090630357814856,0.0,0.0,0.11619461032327408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627058217245975,0.1050238991828448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318706930099036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ponyslayer,2019/08/21,"Less emotional introspective reflection on past events than NTs? I have realized something about myself that I'm assuming might have something to do with my ADHD, but I might be wrong. I seem to be barely able to reflect on how I have experienced situations. Nevertheless, I feel like I am in tune with my emotions, I am very empathetic and generally think back on how my actions might have influenced events or might have affected other people's experiences. But when I try to reflect on how I experience situations and events, I usually draw a blank unless I have felt strong emotions. On the other hand, if someone had asked me how I felt about the thing while it was happening, I probably would've been able to answer in a heartbeat. Does this sound familiar to anyone? How do you deal with it? &#x200B; ^(a little background info: 30 year old male, diagnosed with ADHD combined type 5 months ago, have not been prescribed meds yet)",8.904679738562095,8.711679141176473,8.713137254901964,66.23689542483663,60.529411764705884,12.261437908496733,38.30065359477124,11.645159339076185,4.672986928104575,754,33,125,20,9,244,109,170,0.036000000000000004,0.8590000000000001,0.105,0.9124,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,5,0,21,2,1,7,0,36,29,14,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,12,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,6,19,2,21,17,1,22,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,8,14,90,26,1,0.2249856305162807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703890065464257,0.0,0.09971809329826327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188591833319327,0.1366910834908547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786575920167262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516559685254076,0.0,0.0,0.08650003116642355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159751529882006,0.0,0.11417783953185395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844322070810313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37961782813924855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200791180026592,0.0,0.0,0.056879747425422886,0.08036488969754277,0.21602148775398866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947702501954593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054958307303546734,0.11274735381160385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495415806191555,0.0,0.0,0.4773483995868025,0.0,0.0,0.08979069189498765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804228628507185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738712099126137,0.07798835393361568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128628125042733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240923407634424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528932752286925,0.0,0.0,0.09531479731523887,0.173204930174835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473522789287675,0.07208085375661948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763752373379489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389494314161105,0.09281835378864152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991166838283696,0.12299323406678757,0.1366910834908547,0.07244168480441819 adhd,BarelyHumanxx,2019/08/21,"Ive been working on my homework for 5hrs now, and I'm only on number 2 Ive been having an extremely tough time doing my homework and concentrating. The problems arent even that hard, I'm just cant find the will and motivation to focus on them.",5.0788235294117685,4.940551000000003,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,68.41176470588235,9.15294117647059,30.72549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.3852431372549017,195,7,39,3,3,68,37,51,0.09300000000000001,0.804,0.10300000000000001,-0.1273,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,27,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31352167534021225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338489372652213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252200598300945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610155438950595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542046706733176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27678973600541285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455727068079115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_rotten_peach,2019/08/21,"I had an interesting day TLDR at the end So, today I sat down to study for my university courses. Everything started out fine, I had taken my medication that morning and was feeling great. My first mistake was drinking a cup of coffee. I felt fine at the time but caffeine is a hunger suppressant and gives me anxiety due to my medication. I then go to a coffee shop to study for a change of scenery, this often helps with clearing my mind and productivity, I order my second mistake of the day.... another cup of coffee. Seven hours go by, an amazing thing for my lil adhd mind (I think I’m getting better at living with it), and I am shaking and light headed. I go home, but forget to eat. By the time my boyfriend came to see me, I realized I haven’t had food and walking up the stairs was difficult. But then even after I tried to eat I was still jittery, light headed, nauseous, and warm/cold. Now I think I just completely burned out my body in every way, if I move or speak I feel sick.... I’ve had the flu and this is nothing compared to that, sooo I don’t think I’m sick. TLDR - while taking vyvanse I drank coffee and studied for 7 hours straight, forgetting to eat. I think I made myself some sort of sick 😂 I probably should not drink coffee with my prescribed medication.",3.8258789265654265,5.1945036245059315,5.134383191179532,81.96848554191806,72.04347826086956,7.69785729144997,28.33555231953401,8.20500826718156,1.9263407114624505,999,38,195,15,19,333,141,253,0.11599999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.092,-0.7935,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,12,0,14,18,3,1,1,43,36,18,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,6,15,8,1,8,3,1,7,3,4,0,3,14,7,35,6,32,21,1,36,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,5,17,128,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377406336571419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201800488681905,0.0876774093493147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013644718786061,0.0,0.12730743109252662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108491184631954,0.0,0.0,0.12124366711174495,0.0,0.12016787514271253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782974633493068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455108323044812,0.0,0.3518282331463902,0.0,0.0,0.10151168431287903,0.0,0.0,0.07569975054798661,0.0,0.0965650499119214,0.0,0.10300533854795152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590193777039863,0.0,0.11004492004627414,0.0,0.0,0.09748840057514807,0.13858856306470932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598797274920515,0.10994570096024278,0.1954089041011916,0.0,0.0,0.12635947607471973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524872909189576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768216073155064,0.0,0.11496458173628095,0.0,0.2257382898727833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120396834966153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844808040894154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463767914240562,0.0,0.0,0.2314496893484706,0.0,0.0,0.12181378295292608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997273196350107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357047682324145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133044915213137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811225407225523,0.0,0.09152881423434103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617351125455147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614272324128872,0.2937534361414159,0.0,0.0,0.13366166117297093,0.0,0.10863820858642736,0.0,0.0,0.07781361913349394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097319673018968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kirschwurm,2019/08/21,"UK based friends: Do you have tips for an affordable private ADHD specialist for diagnosis? Pretty much the title. Do you know a clinic/specialist in London (or the rest of the country) where the consultation or diagnosis does not cost the world? I love the NHS but I've read some experiences that it takes many many months to even get a first appointment. Now I am looking for a private specialist that does not break the bank? Anyone have experience with this?",5.372500000000002,7.702931250000006,5.8066666666666675,74.805,69.83333333333334,9.561904761904762,29.857142857142854,9.957137785484203,3.2596142857142856,371,15,64,10,7,119,60,84,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7724,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,11,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,7,10,3,7,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,3,3,43,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650130536915003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418739779861326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385943775870212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564636101749606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314068819628771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756773546017894,0.0,0.0,0.17036733384298372,0.0,0.1152086280972372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118784857476927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517487919336506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990210510887438,0.0,0.0,0.4471299272152451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601089449675986,0.0,0.1621019870600973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434038723895236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057207457384614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657978822845603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,setupbefore35,2019/08/21,"Calling all adults who were medicated as children If you don't mind, could you kindly please give me some account of what it was like for you? In my experience, it seems the people who are most vocal about being against medication are the ones who were medicated at a young age and I think there is some great value in that for the rest of us. Especially for those who may be starting a family or even those who have children and possibly even in the process of deciding whether to medicate their child! From my limited understanding, you guys tend to feel more capable with handling life than us late bloomers. Do you think this the result of being medicated through development? or were you able to implement effective strats at such a young age that they're now firmly set in stone? However, another thing I have noticed though is the disdain you have towards medication, and by extension your parents for putting you on them in the first place (of course this doesn't apply to everyone!). For those who can identify, would it be possible for you to expand any further regarding your experience? For anyone who is willing to share their experiences, I thank you kindly. My passion in life (and my life's goal) is to help people with ADHD achieve the life that they've always wanted for themselves. As someone diagnosed late in my adulthood, I notice there is another side of our community, people diagnosed as children who have a seemingly different experience and story with ADHD and I would love to learn more about it so in time I'll be able to understand and help others in similar positions. Thank you for your time all.",8.603338926174498,8.47801539932886,8.344219798657722,68.4118330536913,61.11409395973155,12.28221476510067,38.423657718120815,11.698219412168324,4.6865832214765115,1311,59,224,36,16,421,162,298,0.016,0.835,0.149,0.9908,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,14,3,5,10,9,0,0,12,0,29,14,0,2,2,37,43,16,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,4,12,0,0,6,23,10,0,1,10,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,1,31,9,50,29,8,29,0,0,0,2,41,16,0,9,12,174,54,3,0.16445810422992768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976466822312052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842115859167322,0.0,0.0,0.055918575192522184,0.17244866165134234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057496465159475166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396505596856006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656532070749309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692151397747862,0.0,0.08591185789854196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862302680254614,0.0,0.0,0.07857338314446069,0.0,0.32174316594581603,0.07751823213575969,0.0,0.04157747945589462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699439897222575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788815995810888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065782025080284,0.0,0.0814196896269714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023280063726534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125780806055013,0.0,0.0,0.1855159048621682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232324524310666,0.04017296131351394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421492997029491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970227144247292,0.0,0.0,0.08302790176832547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723664168674828,0.0,0.0,0.055720533817694914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913056312214302,0.0,0.0,0.17102181339985986,0.0,0.08591185789854196,0.09026280630132084,0.0,0.1854018022350164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266290919213025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971648147649805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967240901364886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820214631757995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141092673177914,0.0,0.0,0.054629328416441775,0.10537811266333727,0.08078962620325053,0.0,0.09589684311351153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120668642990966,0.19782285019631288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850082541868291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682631871141665,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StabithaStabberson,2019/08/21,"Testing on Friday and I’m hella nervous As the title said, I have my testing on Friday for ADHD. It’s listed as CPT on my account and I don’t really remember what my psych said about it. I’m very, very nervous about it. I’ve been pretty high functioning until college, for the most part, maybe at a cost because I didn’t have a social life and my schoolwork was pretty micro-managed by my mom since whenever it wasn’t my assignments wouldn’t get turned in. I managed to have good grades. I’m currently being treated for anxiety, but I find myself unable to really focus straight still, even though I’ve managed to get myself to do things I was too nervous to do before. I can drive on highways now, but I’ve also zoned out and almost died like, three times in the past 24 hours so... I guess I’m just looking for advice/support. What was testing like, what questions should I ask at my follow-up, etc.",3.131068139963169,4.876791093922655,4.501635359116023,84.28015101289134,74.52486187845304,6.5946224677716385,25.87882136279927,7.3011,1.3683477716390424,712,25,134,8,15,236,105,181,0.07200000000000001,0.843,0.085,0.3159,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,0,16,1,0,0,0,16,28,12,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,3,0,1,8,3,18,4,24,17,3,19,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,4,9,89,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850161553096547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541571641360125,0.0,0.0,0.12311254321931388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777016523460634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392104656193852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938455640398262,0.0,0.1309988169825406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977421610930004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171693248782891,0.1016815186080147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407061210033758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608634528159043,0.0,0.0,0.12912468034109315,0.0,0.0,0.16959160617567084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265502066338144,0.0,0.0,0.15160824148086524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873836367680556,0.15042290142639894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927794963703332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466193946745108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030259824543932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671120083513727,0.14696124305752428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132418977062737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245752950100174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972466757403032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439361650389346,0.0,0.2928805151874379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734777287785126,0.0,0.0,0.15693108738474498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294345437557327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469890985696154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022765289723922,0.0,0.1512535992032919,0.0,0.08976859625925859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745173798240254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404723630577336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BelongToNoParty,2019/08/21,"How do you combat the piles of clothes I tend to leave after undressing? I often just take off clothes and just put them on the chair/floor/end of bed. A lot of the time they are in a halfway place..not that dirty and OK to wear again, but I don't want them comingling with non-worn clothes or put in the hamper yet. Has anyone figured out a solution where I can manage these sorts of clothes? Something I will actually manage to do? Danke.",4.2445318352059935,4.9972287528089945,4.3815168539325855,90.06905430711613,70.46067415730337,7.281647940074906,27.192883895131093,7.1686216300943375,1.104796254681648,345,11,75,3,6,107,64,89,0.081,0.858,0.06,0.3342,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,7,1,7,1,1,1,0,14,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,14,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,4,51,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.29357275294385404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103516786468042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266451596520059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185421178906321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557601948191794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143098184296964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.60484698188537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315984183982617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619139665483198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542001816899616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774409959686758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NaturalRaven,2019/08/21,"Adhd center Has anyone ever been to a specific ADHD center? I found one in my area that looks pretty awesome BUT doesn’t accept any insurance. I’d have to pay out of pocket and request reimbursement from my insurance for out of network benefits. I called today (after weeks of procrastination) and learned that the initial evaluation is $575-$700 and the first follow up is $475-$575. This comes after FINALLY working up the courage (and focus) to seeing a psychiatrist for the first time in my life and having him tell me in basically the same breath “I don’t know you well enough to say “yes you do have adhd” or “no you don’t” but here, let’s try this pill for depression anyway and see what happens.” It just wasn’t at all what I was looking for and really discouraged me until I found this place. It’s just a lot of money for me so I wanted to see if anyone had any stories or advice to help. Thanks!",3.92590690208668,5.589707786516853,5.344975922953452,79.38730337078654,72.25842696629212,8.007062600321026,26.19743178170145,8.634040054169528,1.9511094703049752,718,24,134,13,14,241,110,178,0.066,0.815,0.11900000000000001,0.7651,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,7,7,0,0,8,1,15,3,1,0,2,28,28,14,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,5,0,3,2,5,2,1,3,6,6,16,5,27,21,4,24,0,2,5,0,9,12,0,4,10,102,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967423305376511,0.13463376212897848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738571305055648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267329478086392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406853789624324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868239701652825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866683937709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423601246076236,0.0,0.0,0.124626881039015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092760165412636,0.0,0.23438552113643105,0.0,0.30213000281198543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218354495357464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923487941075798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757184517206867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088597425944896,0.09731573278247732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139539673296816,0.0,0.0,0.11713279334544448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336103365508032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394729029119818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016839955428767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882632593480425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956553368023526,0.0,0.0,0.329370491163904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204228776565848,0.12684624193122382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033868112811704,0.0,0.13059616828583606,0.0,0.0,0.0935413113996923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126424648097802,0.0,0.11051612982208818,0.0,0.12387776783277125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003030527774995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SiddThaKid,2019/08/21,"Who/where do you go? I'm going through this pretty rough patch right now and I just don't know where or who to go to. I have friends who care deeply about me and my well being but they don't understand the daily struggles I go through. I don't want to keep being a burden to them. I just wish I had someone I could confide in on a daily basis and that understands me. I feel like I'm going to explode honestly and I'm not sure what to do. Has anyone else experienced this? If so, what or where did you go?",0.13680428134556874,2.1956541100917453,2.2424082568807364,95.16404051987769,85.88073394495413,5.101223241590216,19.175076452599388,6.42735559955562,-0.06727584097859296,394,11,91,4,12,132,65,109,0.098,0.728,0.174,0.8195,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,20,29,9,0,4,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,6,4,2,1,0,2,3,15,6,11,24,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871104193306251,0.1886088207296033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767894971266336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697064707236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537728608378217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307495142311016,0.13150477179121875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422175700696958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276918093601274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636162524569464,0.0,0.0,0.1011640022620905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899308104221235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727266560984776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720090309295848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596799443687914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924374324922629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349056054468484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832616654811746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857348807335312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550748860377698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167966868129548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DarkIllusi0n,2019/08/21,"Cannabis (Medical) after adderall wears off? Hi everyone! I was recently diagnosed and am going to start on Adderall XR tomorrow. I'm a medical cannabis card holder occasionally use at night to help me sleep. Is be a bad idea to use cannabis at night after the Adderall wears off? I will be asking my doctor I just wanted to know if anyone has had experience. Thanks!",3.0452941176470567,5.967111470588236,4.73088235294118,76.28397058823529,81.3529411764706,8.105882352941178,29.088235294117645,8.841846274778883,3.1366411764705893,292,14,49,8,8,98,49,68,0.051,0.855,0.095,0.4667,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,7,3,2,0,8,17,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,11,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709872957003506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667174261060075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565390548657067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352567132509684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153271971039684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102183336856935,0.0,0.20578661152124345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956066645057785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100958107349407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374871838009256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561631377914515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238603170736521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948444012169756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771942163948912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105264123718724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890414146015396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368455872452867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633920145265541,0.0,0.0,0.12408432035600715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaltyChampers,2019/08/21,"For those that were already very productive before medication, did these different behaviors make it hard for you to get diagnosed? And how do you deal with the associated anxiety of always needing to be productive and high functioning? I've been on the sub for a while now, and it's been awesome to see how people approach ADHD, and compare coping mechanisms, stories, etc. However, I've noticed that my own behaviors and experience with ADHD is wildly different to most people on this board. I guess I'm looking for others that exhibit my symptoms, or just want to put this out there? And if you have symptoms more in line with mine, did this affect how quickly you were diagnosed? And how have you managed them? For some back story, I was diagnosed at 26 last year after my father was. I've always been an over achiever, and have also been forgetful, inattentive, and distractable my whole life. However, after the age of 23 I forced myself to be extremely motivated and driven. Since then, I would have periods where I would panic so badly over getting something done that I'd do it months in advance, and hyper focus for days at a time. I've never been someone who can't start tasks, instead I beat myself up over them and made myself so anxious that I'd complete things too early and then find more work to do instead of ever, EVER taking time to relax. (After all, there is always something to do.) Now that I'm medicated I'm much more stable, and am very productive while still being able to take breaks and not become self destructive. Has anyone else had their ADD or ADHD manifest like this? And if so, what coping strategies have you developed to help mitigate the anxiety that says you always have to be hyper productive?",7.787922705314009,7.854172540372673,8.02393374741201,69.39703243616289,62.72670807453416,11.006487232574193,34.9696342305038,10.62613485830676,3.8890346445824697,1386,55,227,31,18,454,178,322,0.067,0.863,0.071,0.5201,4,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,7,3,6,22,6,1,2,7,0,34,8,0,8,4,48,50,32,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,2,8,1,0,1,20,21,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,15,4,24,2,38,29,10,43,0,0,2,0,16,13,0,7,26,181,44,4,0.09870879636864507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558863736266038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892761134251326,0.0789373887934996,0.3285345039020927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102391808831353,0.11151284355473018,0.0,0.06901948551478843,0.1011388267455574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590097147711032,0.08241772189863987,0.0,0.10901611043290044,0.08399391546333562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349429497908376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365900768279613,0.10176443476736932,0.0,0.3005620515310033,0.0,0.20625936621774416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101336964722478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245853332990018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008640044297226,0.0,0.17857551500136315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655614358154972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021805162031786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314254409457876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087388677281652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842369316279843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616242551377523,0.10429126285245792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046084352799862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972094204108985,0.04822413193182711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289052850403646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340064980286078,0.06588888806243601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887745529868886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878841952460354,0.0,0.07256232291063047,0.07319132177273302,0.07613030896377161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238061890319967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581350454031998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686450161095112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922960390298513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849719675333154,0.0,0.0,0.07865813083486244,0.0,0.1029748022010714,0.0,0.0,0.0816529363846997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363564284100151,0.1519817078401013,0.0,0.0,0.06986659412111369,0.0,0.07882897228735028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519246870024965,0.14843346081588424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557773822900595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511578591533997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628901892511376,0.058221005554954776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020484605125083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718611793724644,0.0,0.0,0.14023979369312378,0.0,0.0,0.06356522856639453 adhd,enjoliese,2019/08/21,I can never keep a consistent morning/night routine I will be perfect for like 2 days maybe 3 but I can never follow through. I feel like my skin goes through periods where it looks like trash bc i forget to moisturize for a while. I’m hoping now that i’m becoming self aware of the things i do i can try to do things to manage but it’s super hard lol,0.1950666666666656,2.44337010666667,2.2920000000000016,93.47266666666668,87.93333333333334,5.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.4471333333333338,278,9,61,4,9,93,52,75,0.05,0.6509999999999999,0.298,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,1,7,1,1,0,3,9,14,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,6,8,12,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,9,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812677849250883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424387194120207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877099160928793,0.1819393897712388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281381734500972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529490700567131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263662430131037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732630355606613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386229293100945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558545915721341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928410816139393,0.0,0.0,0.23899460335198425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656808649949178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383886124504992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729071504633052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cmanastasia22,2019/08/21,"Temporarily Transitioning off Meds cause I'm pregnant. Looking for good coping mechanisms in the meantime Hi all, Like the post says, I'm going to be going off meds for a while cause I'm pregnant and apparently Vyvanse and fetuses don't play nice together. I really do need the meds to function but I also don't really want to risk my kid potentially being born with missing limbs, we're already playing russian roulette with our health histories as it is. So, does anyone have really good coping mechanisms for transitioning off of meds and functioning in general? I wasn't diagnosed until I was 27ish so I never really learned coping mechanisms, I pretty much survived up to college with mom and dad constantly ""holding my hand"" per say on the whole executive functioning aspect and I didn't do great in college because of that, took me a whole 7 years to get through undergrad in a subject I actually gave a shit about and was good at. Please help me figure out how get my shit together without my ""adulting"" pill. I also appreciate any advice on parenting while you have ADHD.",6.339605168700647,7.912201040201005,7.327440775305097,67.84569095477387,66.23618090452261,10.911844938980618,35.82232591529074,10.914260884657429,4.548261737257718,873,43,139,26,14,293,122,199,0.114,0.7190000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9148,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,1,6,12,2,1,8,0,13,6,3,3,2,23,26,16,0,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,10,0,1,2,2,0,3,6,4,0,0,6,4,17,8,30,18,4,23,0,1,1,0,12,12,2,0,8,89,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.11157184474038456,0.0,0.13740522195094584,0.11172421291779333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616855032056962,0.1828630186124346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777498933831945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994381152718565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969591673993199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349015592338575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355261292934012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160448909009926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005297747665896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119467829179409,0.0,0.12995537640233648,0.28768955876179625,0.0,0.1260517785831447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152990217572235,0.0,0.0,0.07663453930443166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055856992926933434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601034749376183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079897009568132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390462302485215,0.0,0.0,0.0840474052142753,0.08477596130401849,0.08818012805966402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695250314068807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255025461974596,0.0,0.0,0.10949875137251996,0.11631706541147654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929768291187521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184328833677435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347209523519079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270274064454982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743616038707301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552958885854341,0.0,0.11021226966208762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362626096518067 adhd,daffodils400,2019/08/21,"Diagnosis Doubts Anyone else struggle with doubting your own diagnosis of ADHD? Sometimes I think that of course I have ADHD and all the posts here speak to me so much, but I often worry that I don't have it. That I've just trained myself to be bad at focusing, especially with the constant distractions of my phone/the internet and that I'm making things worse for the people who actually have ADHD.",8.087499999999999,7.631337486842106,8.433157894736844,68.44210526315793,62.28947368421053,11.284210526315787,34.78947368421053,10.686352973137794,3.7224578947368414,323,12,56,7,4,107,55,76,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,0,9,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.19351560763684172,0.0,0.7149668022479471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865841602320325,0.20318536729717268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557513701341167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142956318574388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565712615563705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236912422811367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577588752956466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747867621465712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899199341611211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612722933101434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730987157128355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174403201353824,0.12706487385690252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138682728015295,0.20208820518123333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kwade7575,2019/08/21,"This sub has been a huge help. Diagnosed with inattentive ADHD at 30. 3 weeks of meds has resulted in drastic life changes and really sore teeth/jaw It's been an eye opening few months of realizing I have inattentive ADHD. Its unreal to look back and see all the signs that I (and others around me) didn't pick up on. I am a very mellow, laid back person so I probably don't struggle in the same way that alot of you do. Many people say I'm calm but my brain is a constant smattering of disconnected thoughts that I've always struggled to contain and organize. Being as mellow as I am, no one picked up on this. I started taking meds and it's worked wonders. Being able to maintain a single stream of thought and organize steps in my head without losing focus of those steps has been special to experience. But man... My jaw and teeth freaking hurt and now starting to get headaches from all the clenching Anyway, this sub has been a huge help! Thanks.",3.233068362480129,5.476513540540542,4.153577106518283,84.66616852146267,75.75675675675676,7.1637519872814,26.558028616852148,8.124751697461798,1.809772655007949,755,29,143,13,17,243,119,185,0.084,0.792,0.124,0.6843,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,2,10,0,17,8,5,3,2,27,28,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,11,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,7,4,11,3,25,19,6,23,0,2,3,0,6,12,0,2,8,96,22,1,0.14298241977837473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34367416575683146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897282733844235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272846676361066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988931006302787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961566759797674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125644133323404,0.0,0.0,0.15451320034520485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512414631875867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986424271853035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470241295245476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467412131217172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191676204074778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306563760549494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099271158197876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006922157122198,0.15996075424545744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449617316770882,0.0,0.0,0.3176424705891487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412720333524408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688858805593542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912600670871534,0.1248467338614491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415923176348553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159819938413173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137053591018738,0.0,0.0,0.11393847656707072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024073852912189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895253992803683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750498529164174,0.0,0.0,0.1316390018379911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270241400255121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797547064753433,0.0,0.1134927895362522,0.11469187257960388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782995032680478,0.1550583350279703,0.10409290451105747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dja216,2019/08/21,What are our current obsessions? I'm currently VERY into DIYs. Hoping to complete a DIY headboard before I get bored of this in two weeks haha.,3.1311111111111103,5.955530259259259,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,79.74074074074073,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,2.2849851851851852,115,5,18,2,3,38,26,27,0.13,0.6509999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.5752,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36749897801568937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452819081304406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256400319928041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289553470820809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42188504716013264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563471100755256,0.0,0.0,0.34642894085158243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zortheon,2019/08/21,"My mom does not think I should go to a doctor/psychologist does anybody have advice for this? Recently I’ve noticed that I haven’t ever been able to focus on anything I’m not interested in without zoning out after a minute. I tried to bring this up to my mom today and she pretty much denied it, and just told me to try to learn how to focus, and try to limit my screen time. And after I try to learn how to focus only then would she consider mentioning it to a doctor. Does anyone have any advice for this?",5.352051282051285,5.107049076923076,6.7142307692307694,77.79743589743592,67.84615384615384,8.856410256410255,25.987179487179485,8.344100000000001,1.6233256410256405,400,9,78,5,6,137,62,104,0.055999999999999994,0.912,0.032,-0.3222,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,18,11,7,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,10,1,20,7,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,7,57,16,3,0.1582026705766363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091876374371732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758324099284608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061898566249204,0.0,0.13018731814344087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32385427391265004,0.4153326693917945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310337281038826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991022347067654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705701114711157,0.0,0.0,0.11629716590640622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011478901174094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032025985889636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094899086316108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620605148204145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136988336164858,0.0,0.0,0.09224924944541243,0.0,0.14995763355391686,0.1511694313624815,0.0,0.4296369145020075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250172896041264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238263812127793,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Magic_Under_Where,2019/08/21,"The downside of meds...realizing I have been making people uncomfortable for YEARS! Said something inappropriate (WAY too personal/revealing/TMI) to a coworker this afternoon. How did I NEVER recognize that I do this!?! Will I ever be able to have a non self-conscious conversation again?",6.036875000000002,9.413970604166668,7.3290000000000015,59.61600000000002,72.125,11.340000000000002,34.6,10.793553405168565,5.420745,231,12,32,9,5,78,41,48,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.7037,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,4,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,26,7,0,0.3478318221657113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31463379689652005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218044225397624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826934440585304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114278937890626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39590876370155215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308677155653945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628644498205021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677779302284731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760927101964934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239922893604667 adhd,greenishfrog,2019/08/21,"Help! Need medical provider to write letter on undiagnosed ADHD Hello! I've been mostly lurking on this subreddit for a while now. I have been told by teachers and other people in my life that it is likely that I have ADHD, and I relate so deeply to most of the struggles you all post about. I recently lost my college scholarship that I depend on for paying my tuition. I need to petition for it to get it back, but I am required to get a medical provider's imput/proof that I have a condition that made it difficult for me to meet the scholarship requirements. Any advice on how to move forward and do this successfully and as pain free as possible? Thank you!!!",5.0730642361111125,6.327289414062502,6.1816666666666675,76.07444444444445,68.921875,9.75138888888889,31.409722222222207,9.994966539143718,3.2704555555555554,527,22,95,13,9,176,81,128,0.094,0.7879999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.7477,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,4,5,8,0,1,5,0,8,4,0,3,1,16,16,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,5,0,14,5,21,11,3,12,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,3,6,73,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611309900283144,0.18747284921714572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046405661055582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752021732956147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046661096221605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285924962605582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550878627983154,0.09372784411933356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942609968616174,0.0,0.0,0.1815323821223487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38653583553222903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390537215037874,0.0,0.2845075493614092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414110931857893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300410145895472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162811833027791,0.1837385323146621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942797182341445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005624723128531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662899714970878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332016277862254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,julesveritas,2019/08/21,"Have experience reporting ADHD as a disability with an employer? My HR business partner recommended this as an option. I’m wondering what others’ experiences with this have been. How was the process for you, and were reasonable accommodations made? (e.g. timeliness, help prioritizing work, etc.)",7.846304347826084,11.788493630434782,8.77626086956522,48.52743478260871,69.21739130434783,13.24521739130435,39.63478260869565,11.602472056035307,7.105196521739131,241,14,30,11,5,81,41,46,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.594,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,23,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687252874373784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421735923685861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002369480991604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564787954525865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290310481076733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154511714214669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327217163783175,0.22336090378808648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tarbear21,2019/08/21,"Past, present, future tense My son has ADHD and he has always had issues talking in the past, present, and future tenses. Has anyone had this problem, and if so what were the step you took to correct it?",4.151538461538461,5.744186205128205,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,71.56410256410257,5.2,25.82051282051281,3.1291,0.5298820512820512,158,5,29,0,3,49,30,39,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.7525,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,7,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771110058799297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109592783138874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940717209172247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275121122067385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990904102620902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002517890505225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221011120450115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486289119061442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swalsh1998,2019/08/21,"My ADHD reared it’s ugly head after Wisdom Teeth Removal I got my Wisdom Teeth removed monday. It’s now Tuesday night, and honestly I feel like shit. I didn’t take my meds Monday morning since I had surgery at 8:45AM, and didn’t want them to interfere with the sedation. Came home loopy and sleepy, didn’t want to screw stuff up then, either. Today I woke up swollen, a day off my meds, feeling worse than normal. I haven’t showered, i barely even put on pants, and I look like I gained 20 pounds in just my face. I’m gonna start taking them again tomorrow, I like how productive they make me feel, even when I’m not going anywhere or doing anything.",5.281384615384617,5.581236946153852,5.452115384615387,84.91663461538462,68.0,8.038461538461537,27.788461538461537,7.645422480735847,1.491923076923077,513,15,103,5,8,162,92,130,0.087,0.731,0.183,0.8625,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,7,8,2,0,2,0,6,7,5,2,0,19,23,8,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,7,4,19,6,11,15,1,24,0,0,1,1,3,6,2,1,16,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362731995371312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627746099279074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330470145652632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146374591160124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348113900940009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696352523500441,0.12698841734539287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010224297891615,0.0,0.1421671466369935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242821375249652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830305287438958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605267732236757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926967790379422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865303884556652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948921185041802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668113016753456,0.17416244681583248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869316652261888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246325458366655,0.14704101583149634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581611179117907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203487283719386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26729971790508683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849123405849525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968935542496667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811478303526236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sadtyms,2019/08/21,"Not being able to finsh and indecision I'm in year 12 (11th grade) and am lacking so far behind in terms of submissions that I don't know what to do. THe ADHD medication I have been taking has seriously not been working for me and I only felt the effects for 3 weeks or so and my parents don't want me to use any other medications because they feel that the one I'm on is the only 'safe' one even though it doesn't work for me. I have been a good enough student that all my teachers know that I can actually do something good but since reaching 11th I've been unable to submit the most basic of assignments because now I really have to try to get where I want to and that's too hard for me. I've also reached a point where I've become so indecisive that I delay stuff because I'm too afraid to chose a topic for a project just in case it's not the perfect one. Any help or advice would be appreciated, love this community and thanks :)",6.260257731958762,5.132684613402064,7.303835051546392,77.25121649484537,66.26804123711341,10.028041237113404,31.771134020618554,9.120678840339163,2.4408964948453606,741,24,156,11,10,252,112,194,0.087,0.767,0.146,0.9412,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,12,10,0,3,10,0,19,3,0,2,2,30,33,14,0,4,7,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,5,3,15,6,20,25,5,13,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,5,5,107,27,6,0.14950803146701944,0.0,0.14589827191899202,0.0,0.1796796000096274,0.1460975180086405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956151874841145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334117649285452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734161248967526,0.1651198745058497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544817625214229,0.0,0.0987486447401395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559575292343719,0.0,0.14355115619856698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811177572508167,0.0,0.0,0.2508004868680559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339298298242962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021208199829676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643314082429308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349368355822543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012272253207424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30393153426095704,0.22741519004117824,0.0,0.0,0.1660109758614802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413334150027711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957786733297147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367458860288592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509858692485808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711509265465994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124114331591076,0.0,0.0,0.13764690833731474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689088182260912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150613940117252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912693619833238,0.0,0.0,0.17636742115754714,0.0,0.11992632465740548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176872550801019,0.0,0.0,0.10620621595918904,0.0,0.0,0.0962782704514022 adhd,chloerobs_,2019/08/21,"Tips for college student with ADHD and anxiety? Hi there. I wasn't formally diagnosed with ADHD and a math-based learning disability until my sophomore year of high school. I started medication that same year, too. I had always shown signs of ADHD throughout my childhood, but my mom just attributed those things to me being a hyper, fun-loving child and wouldn't take me to get tested until my teachers at school really insisted it, as my grades were slipping significantly. I've always had trouble in school. Staying focus on things I'm not interested in is really hard, even with medication. It mentally exhausts me and my procrastination has only gotten worse. It's like there's a glass wall between me and the things I need to do and no matter how hard I try, I just can't get to it. It feels like trying to push two magnets together. This has been my entire life. I'm sure a lot of you can understand what I'm saying. Anyway, despite having accommodations throughout school, I never really learn how to cope with my ADHD, so I just don't know how to combat the ruthless symptoms that cause me to be unable to concentrate on my school work. I've seen counselors, but nothing they suggest has ever really resonated with me. Because of how bad my ADHD has gotten, my anxiety disorder has started to take over my life. I used to feel like I had finally gotten my anxiety to be manageable, but these past few months, I am constantly anxious and worrying if I'll ever amount to anything and if I'll ever be able to ""just do it"". Even things I'm passionate about, like creative writing, has become difficult and tedious to do and focus on. It's like my ADHD is preying on everything I love. I'm 19 years old and on my second year of college. I ended up moving back home and commuting to a university that is close to me. My first year of college, I was away, staying in a dorm, and I had a really difficult time. My grades were awful. I was constantly anxious and depressed. I absolutely hated dorm life and was constantly overwhelmed and overstimulated with noise and people. I couldn't focus on anything or do my homework on time or study for tests. When my medication did work, I would go on these spurts of productivity, only to find myself mentally exhausted and anxious by the time it wore off. Now that I've moved back home, I have a fresh start at a new school and I'm really afraid of screwing it up. I'm really afraid of not succeeding. Math and science are my absolute worst subjects and I have such a hard time with them. Doing math really triggers my anxiety... it reminds me of how badly I struggled with it in school, always feeling like the stupidest person in the room. I recently took the math placement test for my new university and as soon as I saw the first question, I had tears in my eyes and no idea how to do it. As people who also struggle with ADHD, what do you suggest I do? What are things that could actually help a college student with inattentive-type ADHD and anxiety? How do I learn to focus during class? How do I focus on my homework? Did you guys do anything in college that helped? How do I break myself out of the cycle of procrastination? I just want to get my life back on track. I really feel unaccomplished and unfulfilled and frustrated by my inability to cope with my symptoms. Thank you for reading.",5.42319462227913,6.619858970266044,6.601250177834686,73.60147407170294,68.06103286384976,9.627557262768534,31.424135723431498,9.855512778267206,3.202683568075116,2658,108,467,61,44,895,266,639,0.174,0.7509999999999999,0.075,-0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,4,2,5,34,29,3,5,19,1,52,16,1,13,5,94,87,51,0,8,14,1,7,6,0,2,12,1,7,3,31,39,0,0,12,1,0,5,10,17,0,4,21,11,74,12,84,58,5,75,0,2,3,3,20,29,1,6,44,338,105,37,0.04990297608734134,0.0,0.048698106070401787,0.0,0.4797894371121571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399073919475982,0.12456982124619835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087820058182006,0.16912847598385286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319769193226272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688548873957733,0.11511692485285055,0.08333380116845263,0.030420391040165223,0.05511391641075755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051264102849115145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178216638011186,0.0,0.03984346576362072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298136018047992,0.05065047027925716,0.0,0.0,0.05719313398718715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419922482534795,0.0,0.0,0.06592089011902481,0.13542029661089686,0.0,0.0,0.044849577144828935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092977650568638,0.10695208826364824,0.0,0.054666271065481886,0.04561041607519145,0.08489489193389077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821673600876212,0.0,0.028361011324971305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049411792061191916,0.0,0.0,0.1341097938924683,0.04926885744119933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689782592351043,0.05272523409978519,0.10011350771113724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633438579148234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027425370582031608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099179126729236,0.14628044051753006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242572572214512,0.04503938426109349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508159950459235,0.10058092518160187,0.0,0.0,0.058445762464130975,0.039832079410752896,0.10607793213178762,0.0,0.03700242445044959,0.038488251579448886,0.09639321054056167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788325144651179,0.0,0.05236477881953242,0.0,0.0,0.07590692405729757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047638037314810255,0.06919288049658279,0.04357335387194816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055902754050419584,0.0,0.0499164805413888,0.0,0.2877221188825532,0.0,0.04927316854635656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396848495434511,0.0,0.35353133195191666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596474997148557,0.10637986541372063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043388514084662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703296438485579,0.10373659932605303,0.07504165503135761,0.0,0.0,0.04594395570493977,0.0,0.0,0.16576659948735498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639530666252758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055444042601653136,0.06776169009184578,0.0,0.04874795645130412,0.051950758029898056,0.0,0.0431001488422279,0.0,0.0,0.02943406823784125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265992186632236,0.050678894564799314,0.05085539596352031,0.03544964242611655,0.0,0.0,0.16067940233454162 adhd,thekindestkinder,2019/08/21,"Adult ADHD and Drug Testing -$400 Bill Hi friends! I need some advice to see if my treatment is normal or if I should find another doctor. I (31 F) was diagnosed with ADHD last year after dealing (sometimes badly) with the condition since childhood. I live in a rural area with a drug problem, so even finding a doctor willing to prescribe a controlled substance was difficult. I now go to a local counseling center. I have to do an office visit every 3 months and have drug screenings every 6 months. It was originally kind of a pain and a little costly - 25 dollar copay + 50 dollars for drug screen. But it was doable. Or so I thought. Today, I get a bill for 400 dollars for my latest drug screen from a lab that is already in a bit of hot water for fraud. My insurance won't cover it, and tomorrow I have to call around to see just what in the heck is going on. I'm sure I will have a battle on my hands. There's no way I can afford to continue treatment at this kind of cost, and honestly, the counseling center I'm going to seems a bit like a money racket. The gentleman who did my diagnostic is the owner, and he made sure to talk to me about how successful he's been and how another one of his branches isn't making as much money. A little weird, but whatever. He's know as a bit of a blow hard in the community, so I brushed it off. I see one of his associates regularly, and she's okay. So is this level of monitoring normal? How would one even go to see another doctor without seeming like someone just wanting to get out drug screenings for nefarious reasons? Any help is appreciated.",4.749606429322519,5.498881406940068,6.340675980171253,76.48935856992641,69.31545741324922,8.940303439987986,30.552651344449448,9.107695989026183,2.6438764909118206,1254,49,234,23,21,431,175,317,0.052000000000000005,0.862,0.086,0.9216,1,0,6,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,15,16,1,0,23,1,24,13,1,8,2,46,44,23,0,9,9,0,3,2,1,5,11,0,0,1,9,13,1,1,7,0,9,5,4,6,0,3,8,12,22,10,43,31,5,35,0,0,8,0,16,17,1,7,14,154,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898322267944592,0.07717631041931808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715409981773853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370769459996495,0.24844570937981095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030709404922572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594326518845832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586703041381755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064528767949437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858045411562618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142276872043644,0.0,0.08016092741991986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425117464069141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495358877059391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432834402431457,0.0,0.13308460959260046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443687781154947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061018145910081825,0.0,0.08252540813741309,0.0,0.17953989037749107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074870443942123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052937235714088614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448670270134932,0.043404199972274835,0.06437754671961426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716924581765604,0.1583132503248767,0.06973895125266137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473081852831485,0.052718375591810286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260788462190237,0.0,0.05805785930689765,0.05856112775221914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476318810807788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055244985719724,0.0,0.08403807638228232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557120426847022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120245662026605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517407111665088,0.1437970662885623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653313524493502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691773623461883,0.0,0.07811118340433601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887151189757503,0.0,0.0,0.06347946133037632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626996474149198,0.0,0.0,0.07486183453408676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658322409797702,0.06268899763046386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613189758353826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056103649145105565,0.0,0.0,0.05085919178006176 adhd,theslyder,2019/08/21,"I've been taking Vyvance daily for almost two years. Fears of tolerance and erratic emotions? The medicine was euphoric at first which I understand to be normal, but with the euphoric feelings also faded a sense of motivation. Not completely, but it certainly is less noticeable than a year ago. I'm scared of it becoming less effective to the point where it just doesn't work anymore. I need the medicine to be able to function at work (every job I've ever had I've skirted the line between barely getting by and being fired, until these last two years in which I've become a significant pillar of my team.) There's also the emotional need for it. Vyvanse makes me go from feeling like there's no joy in anything to feeling excited about something as simple as writing a to do list. Life just feels like everything is going to be okay after I take it and I'm scared of losing that I'm also scared of slingshotting emotions. If the medicine makes me feel positive, am I more prone to depressive states as it wares off or as I build a tolerance? Should I take breaks? If I go one or two days a week without it will it help to lower my tolerance or does it need to be significant stretches without it? These are things that's been weighing on me for a little while and I don't feel like I have any one to listen to me about it, so I appreciate any of you willing to hear my thoughts. Please chime in if you've had experience with these issues. It would be nice to not feel alone with them.",4.611241670729727,5.878958477815701,5.356548025353487,81.50951080773609,70.02389078498294,8.447846578904601,29.99333658378027,8.841846274778883,2.391797139606696,1186,47,227,21,21,385,156,293,0.091,0.675,0.233,0.9928,2,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,7,12,14,0,4,14,1,23,2,0,4,2,44,49,22,0,9,14,0,8,3,0,4,1,2,0,0,20,7,1,0,11,1,0,3,7,6,0,6,6,10,19,8,48,33,3,29,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,7,16,159,39,5,0.09266972312964113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821461181832862,0.0,0.0927953416005636,0.09597788543609292,0.0,0.22232383231837566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260371790167346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190346424718117,0.0,0.0,0.0762592861635603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046928570126164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716244158616467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976430504370246,0.0,0.07981629674128443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109589920099294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31272289655133484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382507001253467,0.07807823854910803,0.0,0.08328557177067966,0.09064877114650312,0.0,0.10427920223746358,0.3279961749958515,0.1986098061603055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882481915372272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841610553346581,0.0,0.15799901768754787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444551299743546,0.0,0.062114562019871325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672311459741698,0.09196040103331432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755381928138423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545536601576778,0.1358212373778653,0.09287940778568916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367371618491156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371551956245727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061402764604923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079665302181446,0.0,0.10550509399388576,0.0,0.0,0.12559080540785975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172352780077412,0.08760284185911882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833567765003897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134168029824148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902829671244688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565646312352874,0.0,0.0,0.07356940885641315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715745621807161,0.09647244995127344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743340621430682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866061234038486,0.0,0.1349293242589088,0.0,0.0,0.06582991248704942,0.0,0.0,0.17902879019780898 adhd,Bespacito1738,2019/08/21,"I’m proud of myself. I mastered pinch harmonics AND finger tapping on guitar. Now to face the final boss, sweep picking",2.789393939393938,5.822098545454544,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,86.27272727272728,4.751515151515153,25.51515151515152,6.42735559955562,1.507951515151516,96,4,14,1,3,31,21,22,0.0,0.763,0.237,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SeanyD72,2019/08/21,"Does coffee have the reverse effect and make you sleepy? All I need in the morning, if I wake up too early, is a small cup of coffee and it's lights out.",0.9118181818181804,2.5343650303030363,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,80.51515151515152,4.4,17.060606060606062,3.1291,-0.9251939393939392,118,2,27,0,3,39,29,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,1,8,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6594151547342804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029840551685429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587295356010574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Faijursikder,2019/08/21,"Do i have adhd I can't focus on anything i just think about big stuff happening to me in future which are unrealistic. I can't study, i can't focus on anything it's ruining my life the good thing is i found out. It had been ruining my life for 5 years and i just realized about it. I'm too delusional, think my anxiety was caused by this. I'll be 18 in a weak i still act like a kid.",1.1541344537815093,2.376662329411765,3.999831932773109,88.01352941176474,78.6470588235294,8.151260504201678,22.731092436974787,8.841846274778883,1.3522268907563029,298,9,72,7,7,107,58,85,0.113,0.816,0.071,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,1,0,9,16,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,12,2,10,11,0,10,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086409192297081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964622602551007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42267262476713935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381906066245553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158365835412985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540367633851465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271000647283912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627911137227295,0.12546650991569075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509225644779414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939909666624832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061603006954146,0.3291125071460385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653800091517069 adhd,wittycommentnotfound,2019/04/21,"FDA permits marketing of first medical device for treatment of [pediatric] ADHD https://www.fda.gov/NewsEvents/Newsroom/PressAnnouncements/ucm636379.htm I happen across this article just now, and wanted to see what you all think / feel about something like this?",16.04090909090909,21.42115915151516,9.796969696969695,44.415454545454566,48.3939393939394,10.460606060606061,35.24242424242424,10.504223727775694,4.959351515151517,224,8,21,5,3,59,31,33,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,6,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733881286255915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916636060271206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350489269988813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34832216972666336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924383729882829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968101901329508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138852295269696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032414624080257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25239354887545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233089189818804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NightjarPatronus,2019/04/21,"How to tell my friend I think she might have ADHD? I (22F) got diagnosed with ADHD last year. I didn't grow up in an environment where neurodiversity was ""visible"". In retrospect some of the friends I had earlier in life may have had ADHD as well. Maybe part of why we ""worked so well"" as friends was because our minds were similar. Right now one of said friends is finishing her last year of college but she seems to be struggling with motivation? And generally a big part of her complaints about college life has to do with organizing herself and meeting deadlines. This, among other details, makes me think ADHD may be a catalyst for her struggles. My question is: How do I, and SHOULD I, bring up the fact that I'm wondering if she has ADHD and ask if she would maybe wanna look into it? I know I improved my life a lot from having my diagnosis and seeking help for it, but people are different. This could be not the best time for her to hear this, or maybe she doesn’t want to know/find out. But on the other hand, knowing that I struggled with undiagnosed ADHD for years… I know I would have loved if someone had discovered my ADHD earlier. I don’t feel right sitting with this idea in silence while my friend might really benefit from it. Thoughts?",5.4689263485477175,6.4130377468879685,6.001387448132782,78.86357494813281,67.79668049792531,9.344502074688798,32.07494813278008,9.516144504307137,2.8777653526970965,991,41,190,20,16,321,137,241,0.068,0.77,0.162,0.9712,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,3,8,13,0,3,8,0,31,6,1,4,1,51,50,18,0,9,8,0,2,0,5,7,4,2,0,0,11,13,0,0,12,0,0,2,4,3,2,1,10,5,31,10,35,29,5,25,0,0,1,1,25,14,0,13,8,143,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641331399676142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380261809387259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812394356550645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284757008524846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303090237502278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012718738779546,0.0,0.08248038701109449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991680171226071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215400638024999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049623157290225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313927151045795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897639073000463,0.0,0.052914954234930894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911893338410025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354372393309267,0.12870089994211414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728288429597035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662936476140391,0.0,0.0,0.06711594297661855,0.07125065498152945,0.0,0.05269618623169104,0.0,0.23793162275112184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749565773788005,0.07971162116710369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349495757821636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097878845553618,0.0,0.05473030033959577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843610779120896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057398284580485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483664899752795,0.07509446785537602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186827078459962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688957031085872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475903575782988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900112905225098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116912528227706,0.0,0.06267325690041282,0.046033277166963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046563617045911734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419614945477337,0.0,0.07123529371615618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856121367944941,0.05747266652082481,0.0,0.0,0.11216006982154494,0.0,0.0,0.10167556991463036 adhd,ashleighfkaye,2019/04/21,"Not sure what next steps to take... Through a convoluted chain of events, I ended up with Adderall—and my quality of life has drastically improved. I finally have the steam behind the things I want to get done. I finally feel like an adult and like I can function. I can tackle those tedious tasks instead of hiding from them until they come to get me. There’s still more work for me to do, but medication has helped me along my path significantly. I’ve always suspected that I had ADHD, between observing my cousin, who was formally diagnosed as a child, but his mother never got him treatment because ‘nothing was wrong with him’, and hearing teachers tell my mother tell her this over and over. I remember in junior high telling my mom ‘I can’t think like everyone else, I think I’m broken and people think I’m stupid’ and she said nothing. After her death, my life began to fall even further apart. I’m barely hanging on and someone else is in charge of my money. My car needs $2000 in body work because . . . I’m not the best, most attentive driver. I fall asleep on boring stretches of road. I have three months’ worth of mail to tend to and am still holding off. I hyperfocus so hard at times I don’t eat, don’t shower, don’t leave what I’m doing until I’m done. I’ve gotten fired from jobs this way. I identify so strongly with all of the experiences in this sub—because I’ve experienced them over and over and over. It’s like a bad cycle that needs the hammer of Thor to break it. I was once late to a vocal lesson because I wanted to take pictures of a bird that was in an interesting spot. I’ve fallen asleep driving on ‘boring’ stretches of the highway and lose shit like clockwork. One particularly bad year, I lost my state ID twice. I feel foggy, like I can’t think my way out of a paper bag. I called my health insurance provider for ‘mental health services’—starting the search the right way—and was told to see my GP first. I made an appointment with my GP three weeks ago, as per their instructions. I’m more than halfway through a six-week wait. My appointment isn’t until May 9th. It would’ve been much sooner—but I, too, have had a hard time getting the courage up to get treated. I watched my cousin struggle and didn’t want to live like that, even if my mom were still here to help me out (his mom does). My mom not being here is really the impetus for me wanting to get my shit together. As I prepare for my visit, aside from gathering the few report cards I can still find (I tossed a lot of shit after my mom passed)—what else should I do? I can’t just say to my GP hey, I think I have ADHD, I’ve tried Adderall and it works for me—can I? I’m not just some kid trying to get high; the effects, at least for me, do not make me feel high in any way, shape or form. I’m just trying to fix my life and I really really have an idea—an idea that’s decades old now—that my untreated ADHD, which has been mentioned by so many to my mom about me growing up, is the actual culprit. TL;DR—always had a hunch I had ADHD, got Adderall from someone who’s been formally diagnosed/treated, improved my life drastically, have no idea what to say to doc at appointment and don’t want to sound like I’m bullshitting or otherwise not serious—a ‘hunch’ isn’t something most doctors care about.",4.237125420597741,5.233974996965099,5.056050999538169,84.32953008510921,70.65402124430956,8.158355875173187,27.527907897341162,8.456263369488248,1.7772109652305867,2589,87,530,40,46,841,299,659,0.10800000000000001,0.8,0.092,-0.9422,2,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,4,10,19,27,4,1,27,0,48,16,6,3,3,72,96,28,1,9,14,10,6,8,0,2,9,5,1,3,20,22,1,2,16,0,2,10,18,12,0,5,24,14,77,15,88,69,12,73,0,2,2,0,42,33,3,8,33,321,97,9,0.0,0.0,0.05626296542356822,0.0,0.2771604348617724,0.0,0.051107680846832086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959471611409645,0.0,0.0,0.039207378647217225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627903736085634,0.14058381710285836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605053678966835,0.0,0.0,0.06404171018003425,0.0,0.0,0.05887220357743229,0.0,0.05878311736273757,0.0,0.0,0.04966467936998965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058518613719586964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059012337919143065,0.05045428105444545,0.118002169511211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899546095346335,0.1444900689129924,0.0,0.05106521913813213,0.0,0.0,0.07616117054112229,0.0,0.0,0.05509182546106275,0.0,0.056397655389827335,0.0,0.0,0.0874563045255568,0.04118874517253144,0.0,0.12631647375962268,0.05269562760578799,0.04904131551449727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073415451694744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922239444690501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329511495204848,0.0,0.0,0.1225691427788564,0.06498137784485927,0.0,0.0772898654704355,0.18274702626939013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525643946164906,0.0,0.0,0.05721369348300592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503735388437465,0.061048322724481324,0.0,0.0,0.16289373277906552,0.2253385749084079,0.0,0.05091042333112363,0.0,0.0,0.06450120000997896,0.06293724572366892,0.04901622120424992,0.0,0.054554557228342265,0.03848516174246044,0.05845312303509781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580813492166255,0.058102681730393214,0.0,0.0,0.40514905133102463,0.04601967278555241,0.0,0.0423830605697584,0.08550090734264416,0.04446709210205352,0.0,0.06131674904177981,0.0,0.0,0.11064305936696517,0.0,0.06049922631235177,0.06140069580779025,0.03906852169058098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997071916214057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108058124675464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531187844980316,0.049237056953852984,0.05484311006249077,0.09169914388353438,0.0,0.0,0.04594357222527056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754609404941996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977017927247624,0.04438563754922637,0.0,0.0,0.04080850738591879,0.0,0.18417343729314986,0.0,0.0,0.0602735266607969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433915736122228,0.0,0.08669877297184532,0.0,0.15117903980637168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03830342166431026,0.18471498737655104,0.0,0.0,0.06723819099609367,0.0,0.0,0.05509182546106275,0.0,0.11743188599065192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003207076949742,0.18305542886688744,0.09249473031896677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259205850552188,0.0,0.0,0.04095645944043582,0.06303669419554149,0.0,0.03712793119616832 adhd,_nebuloza,2019/04/21,"What to do about my ADHD if i don’t have access to meds Due to unfortunate circumstances i don’t have access to Concerta (belive its called Ritalin in the US) anymore. I can’t get my meds on the black market as they are insanely expensive. Help please",3.7542000000000013,5.4692146200000025,5.569000000000003,77.39950000000002,72.8,9.8,26.5,10.125756701596842,2.8676000000000004,201,7,38,6,4,69,36,50,0.061,0.8370000000000001,0.102,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,8,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501573320588883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889501953855732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975104833759187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222324063951234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952920379982479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472691353168976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31982508465936305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35046943699260125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,treesgomeow,2019/04/21,"What medication is less ""stressful/harsh"" compared to Addy. XR? I've been having a lot of bad symptoms. &#x200B; Dry mouth even when drinking 2-4 liters of water it won't go away. Hair texture and density reduced and overall dryness in my face. Really bad vasoconstrictor issues that I can feel in my nose (dryness as well) making it feel stuffed. &#x200B; &#x200B; Is Vyvanse or Ritalin ""less harsh"" to the body? Also if I do switch how do I convince my provider?",3.776033591731266,6.604997197674423,4.327364341085271,81.05704134366927,77.02325581395348,6.14780361757106,32.811369509043935,7.3871296695380915,2.544549354005168,373,20,61,5,9,118,67,86,0.11800000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.023,-0.8461,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,8,10,5,2,0,9,12,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,6,2,8,10,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197977567356483,0.0,0.4551585405992317,0.5104454634746909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315602512511295,0.0,0.23383388153057205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553875570157824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371734382564088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248670644053936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160401344606044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958073757904033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615211372692832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904619714042546,0.0,0.0,0.0934693054505978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106276614454294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970506954116121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554197298740074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590135306723207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104454634746909,0.0 adhd,anonsweet,2019/04/21,"Escapism. I think being an anxious person, as well as unfulfilled makes me more susceptible to wanting to break out for a bit, the frustration of life makes me want to pause for a bit. However, I am really growing out of self destruction, I have a mission in this life and I want to be truly at peace with myself and change my perspective. With work, of course. My best friends ever, who I have had so many laughs with, people Who don’t give a shit about what people think, I now look at and think, fuck, we are worlds apart because they don’t want to help themselves. I tell myself that with them I can just have a fun night with them but (and in no way am I saying I do not hold responsibility for my actions) they always go overboard and want to get fucked and I always end up joining in- if I don’t I really feel like shit and have really weak will power, I hate being on a different level to people, it’s not so much I want to be fucked, but I also have tendency to thrill seek. They always have drugs on them, always intend to get fucked and go to places where that’s the norm, I’ve stopped all the club scene, music. I don’t even think they enjoy themselves I think they just use these places to get fucked. Now the thing is I’m scared of distancing myself, I don’t really have many other people that I trust like these people, and I feel so fucking annoyed at myself for not being able to say no, but it’s really no fun being around people who don’t want the same sort of things. I think the best thing is to hang around with people who have similar values/norms and care about becoming a better person and not living in a bubble, of course getting drunk now and then is fun and I’m all up for that but i just feel they take things overboard and only go to places not because they enjoy it but because it gives them an excuse to get fucked. It’s not nice wanting and expecting things from friends and the best thing I can think of is to walk away, I’ve tried speaking to them, trying to encourage them to grow together, but i can’t reach through. I used to be like that, and it’s pointless. But I know I’m vulnerable and when exposed to people like that it can set me back. Do others get what I’m saying here, I feel like I’m just like them and it’s making me feel awful. I really want better for myself and I want to be able to use escapism in moderation while working on myself, not spiralling down. - I say escapism I’m not suffering, I can be empty quite a lot but sometimes I’m just bored and looking for something to do that isn’t tedious. I love all my own healthy escapism tasks but sometimes I want to have a few drinks. But do other people struggle with high ambitions and poor will power and has surrounding yourself with more ambitious and positive people helped. It’s not their fault, I just, I need to cut negative influence if you get me. Just venting.",3.255028062560804,4.7890884027538725,4.222960787248372,87.28223434109108,73.75043029259895,7.117578388086507,23.473808276584602,7.7425588080867325,1.0252080071840153,2266,63,465,30,46,733,226,581,0.161,0.637,0.20199999999999999,0.965,4,0,3,0,0,0,54.0,1,1,15,11,25,46,14,2,19,1,45,16,2,8,4,108,108,45,0,15,28,0,5,6,2,2,4,5,0,3,34,37,2,2,13,3,1,8,21,20,1,0,1,12,68,26,74,96,15,50,0,1,2,8,39,28,9,4,17,325,102,3,0.1075262366569318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042994346303194535,0.1789408852915841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060737020647949766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572114751067393,0.0,0.0,0.05051221944322613,0.041340519395347705,0.0,0.09832049376542948,0.05937714024010629,0.0,0.0,0.16926322729474194,0.09509821829611873,0.11739080137823756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054815082259877336,0.0,0.0568742504564274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617101575681577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266738812898142,0.06234814860062311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761816510006569,0.0,0.0,0.03551003260390665,0.048631818524710116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359212401391552,0.07681676495247006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830745037107829,0.3479219559712378,0.19662307235022244,0.10314896409817643,0.09166445735284576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307994873659326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720725698753495,0.056803686314048814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029546803806312787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594896087939562,0.15759566361171465,0.0,0.04747381847002402,0.0,0.09029495761711433,0.0,0.0,0.04570748061555638,0.04852331334372369,0.0,0.10766189688512,0.10901472705993964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952207803510194,0.03986467101055871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050453044537748494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088927414769529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372725768410516,0.09388776236854192,0.16851304727044727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718369417536735,0.0,0.0,0.20665218170723554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101835835343246,0.05382626049861864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608665771701342,0.0,0.11037413673479984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138947511756524,0.1063461974924576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044948374275677536,0.0,0.056204884501392965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042317408037519,0.0,0.04699133512444265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430696127336052,0.24114464755716786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300325648250994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930221705356274,0.0,0.0,0.3488196815894269,0.04267466086196462,0.0,0.0,0.04833950006823599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828038091754412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,frasierfan69,2019/04/21,"Does springtime make you antsy? Spring is here and I find with the nice weather I get especially restless and hyperactive, but it often translates into anxiety with me asking myself stuff like ""what am I doing with my life?"" I think it is because with the arrival of the warmth and sunlight, it activates me, but at the same time, the weather is still not hot enough to do as many activities outside, and school is still in, so it just makes me feel really trapped. I go on a walk and go yoga every day, but it's not enough (or I don't have to possibility to do the necessary physical activity required to keep me calm) so on the really bad days I sometimes take some extra ritalin just to make me less antsy and capable of entertaining myself in other ways. Once the summer comes around, I am usually fine since I am moving around a lot, but I find the spring can be rough. Today was rainy and I felt much calmer. That's part of the reason why I love the fall so much. Does anyone else have this issue? I read that people with bipolar disorder can get springtime mania and while there is some overlap, I don't think my symptoms really meet the criteria for that.",7.9953378921963,6.668766747787611,8.19086886564763,72.93180611423978,62.93805309734513,11.404022526146418,34.26226870474658,10.436869588844218,3.3483415929203533,919,31,175,18,11,302,133,226,0.079,0.804,0.11599999999999999,0.8695,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,1,14,0,19,5,0,4,0,43,35,18,0,0,9,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,17,0,2,7,3,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,4,24,6,23,32,11,27,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,5,12,129,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666846614715348,0.0,0.0,0.08835696866344994,0.12947532249426247,0.0,0.22498232072625127,0.11813371230074045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550904598601712,0.07703060204061524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885179335329463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298924586361802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448246190460105,0.0,0.22116478128100672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556129172975286,0.0,0.0,0.261136533388018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646750773871627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389366788376052,0.0,0.12132969834655148,0.0,0.23098965460082854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204042986499126,0.0,0.14363166955735365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189166588890572,0.0,0.1123185382858438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892549552515984,0.06173529231842152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743054519160793,0.11404885889171655,0.0,0.2530477751774096,0.1281137289152804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430542303920928,0.18578483579649346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457402597985366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684039622581107,0.0,0.08760520590512381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245694222061994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263986561768718,0.0,0.24285692677499696,0.1299237110149157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788757995780012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452998725810188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497768222846138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182964222974392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465707445022302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134105819319122,0.09501034778871542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193848739366534,0.0,0.0,0.07368413291497777,0.0,0.11977873282254475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917260022904604,0.0,0.0,0.1003022266930086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402427055933688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blxckmercury,2019/04/21,"MY ADHD IS AFFECTING MY JOB I am a 23yo male teacher and this is my first year formally teaching in a school. Everything is new to me and i am struggling with my adhd. I am struggling to stay on par with the syllabus, marking, planning but the worst is that i have anxiety from trying to be perfect and keep track of the hundreds of variables in my job. I need to be diagnosed (i was as a child) but i want to know if it will help. Have you experienced this?",1.1078723404255302,3.319984893617022,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,83.04255319148936,6.313191489361702,26.421276595744683,7.554174236665415,1.5304034042553187,356,16,75,6,10,120,59,94,0.11599999999999999,0.784,0.10099999999999999,-0.1154,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,2,6,0,13,1,0,1,1,14,17,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,14,1,14,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,59,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943318546463064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733097497618073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087427440050108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848358711984167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749361121089784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785099796952874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081758815932716,0.18280196056396866,0.0,0.0,0.11302653418781915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249587164816805,0.0,0.19862977738165116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814106651362693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192084781336947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300054477135597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963109375098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130485930974512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243967593380168 adhd,miasmxle,2019/04/21,"I left all my revision to the last minute again I have exams over the next two weeks starting on monday and, as always, I left all of my revision until the last minute. It's not that I didn't try to revise sooner (trust me, I've spent the past week at my desk ""revising"") it's that I *can't.* Whenever I get all my notes out, block access to social media from my phone and laptop and start playing the music I listen to to study my mind just wanders. Three hours later, I've written about half a page of notes and I'm googling random psychiatric disorders I don't need to know about. I'm just so frustrated because I do this *every time* exams roll around. I promise myself that ""This time I'll be organised and cover all the content I need to"" and every time I'm left cramming the day before when my mind is too frozen in panic to take anything in. This is the first year I've had exams while on meds and so I thought my ADHD would be easier to manage this time but apparently not. It's upsetting because I'm hoping to go to university in the future and study psychology but how am I supposed to do that if I can't even study enough for my AS's? (for anyone outside the uk wondering what the hell an AS is it's partially used for predicted grades for universities) I'm not really expecting anyone to read this I just needed to rant before my panicking drives me insane TL;DR I always leave studying for exams until the last minute and I'm sick of it but I'm not sure what to do about it.",3.972282913165266,4.78498602287582,5.4405695611577976,82.00970588235297,71.12418300653594,8.442950513538749,25.35574229691877,8.704169506293173,1.6814408963585432,1177,33,238,20,21,398,154,306,0.107,0.853,0.04,-0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,2,2,14,0,16,1,0,2,5,42,39,23,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,17,11,0,1,3,2,1,2,8,4,0,4,5,1,29,5,41,31,6,39,1,0,0,0,3,12,1,4,25,154,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417469695405564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962793763768477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493977239883148,0.0,0.09705868524825187,0.10499605559040427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379635427193874,0.0,0.2007250154949483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606476750747511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517518801591574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186871345173475,0.0,0.07790155998456022,0.0,0.1987474984704735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032395655504214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162139438126905,0.0,0.06703086141482241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714599745909457,0.1161520665658547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481948734725412,0.28842275017427954,0.0,0.12488672484649276,0.384442762068706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101030595137814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381816548623656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236416856898165,0.0,0.0,0.12543584531588398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383830445642664,0.0,0.0,0.11259184803863535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797691736540705,0.0,0.07555858700917932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023007410494525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669641557984215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116176646471322,0.0,0.08867996139328316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936351552357776,0.2750987114257829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007691273303448,0.0,0.11521512669987526,0.0,0.0,0.10186661085170312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892167289710496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790632105743144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378474383167757,0.0,0.0,0.07595271287536888 adhd,SurelyYouKnow,2019/04/21,"Freaking out about my Capstone So, long story short, I am graduating in May with degrees in Political Science and Women and Gender Studies....and my capstone is basically due tomorrow, but due to me having to take over a class I am a TA for, chronic fatigue syndrome, ADHD-PI, anxiety, ptsd, and a death in the family this week (after the last month of hospital trips for her and hospice, etc)--I am just trying to get started. I don't even know what to do. I was thinking about writing about how consent should be taught in schools rather than just abstinence. I have written previously on this so I might be able to do it. I'm just so overwhelmed and feel like my brain is broken and I needed to get this off my chest. I have no one to talk to about this at the moment. Thanks for letting me vent. And good luck to all of you guys on your final weeks of school if you are in school or have returned later on, as I have. As a side note, if someone is just super ""on point"" today and has a cool idea, I'd probably run with it so feel free to share anything random I could research and write about to do with Women and Gender Studies. It might be cool, actually, to write about the differences in diagnoses in women vs men. Or how women are always blown off at the doctor. Idk. Thanks again guys. You all give me life ,on the daily.",3.3388961038961043,4.919623106060609,4.465129870129871,85.44090909090913,73.62121212121212,6.998268398268398,26.20779220779221,7.62386473244151,1.3844428571428566,1036,36,207,13,21,339,149,264,0.071,0.7829999999999999,0.146,0.9740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,0,1,19,13,0,1,11,2,28,7,2,2,2,45,43,23,1,6,11,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,0,7,8,14,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,3,4,22,11,49,31,2,39,0,2,0,0,18,21,0,9,17,150,30,8,0.13350714754689078,0.0,0.13028371736820096,0.0,0.16044964698062633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108864179361518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213260244823907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986500688489152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903813012697065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659459374072376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550694445671604,0.0,0.13948655363863668,0.0,0.13665022269647026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889576053542694,0.08818021181882485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125858656875356,0.0,0.13501045048130392,0.0953775328834882,0.0,0.14625055435980205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950394857788734,0.128072221230077,0.0,0.11197946115861966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643861320705169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507133190345882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337203677822822,0.1088261442123312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365201037526848,0.09430004658779098,0.06522484858490575,0.0,0.0,0.11814962435407245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28325997117534024,0.0,0.0,0.1065641314394437,0.0,0.0,0.09899385824309548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046789836990914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620740775550446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394328570368628,0.0,0.15606271103921862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053490827716624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131201728694113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944970461912066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038075978574464,0.10730798803732404,0.0,0.24583088842042644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554598936570287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265491652934335,0.0,0.0,0.0906425895450108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418276147023574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peramit,2019/04/21,"Social networks (Instagram,..,..,) are one of ADHD producers. Comment please",7.916999999999998,11.796890700000004,7.600000000000001,49.48000000000002,92.0,10.0,45.0,8.841846274778883,7.711000000000002,57,4,4,2,2,18,10,10,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901151534377714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327304156312532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389966498695726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005368993654177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,osmani12,2019/04/21,Birthdays Who else here forgets about family birthdays since I always forget family,7.543846153846157,11.760339153846154,6.91423076923077,57.06826923076926,80.53846153846155,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,4.672569230769232,71,3,6,2,2,22,11,13,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507018755489313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520891955071858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7946603056370004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486493819562476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SOFTLIQUORONLY,2019/04/21,"Going back on Adderall after a year long break... should I start on a lower dose? So as the title says I tried to live without my meds for a year, and things aren’t going all peachy. Things are starting to fall apart and my impulse level is at an all time high. I was taking 20 MG XR before stopping, should I start again on maybe 10 MG XR and work my way up to 20? I know my doctor will know best but I just want to hear some opinions. Also, for those of you who take IR twice daily instead of XR once daily, what made you/your doctor choose that medication over XR? Just curious.",2.193249999999999,3.7340318250000015,3.3483333333333327,92.43,76.58333333333334,5.466666666666668,19.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.2438500000000001,449,9,98,2,10,145,84,120,0.025,0.909,0.066,0.6848,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,1,2,19,19,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,2,11,1,17,14,4,25,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,11,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765908117995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236386652639226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464771688564071,0.0,0.1806487158616341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35238205916835186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566053153542232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940125788944572,0.0,0.0,0.18187375638841013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892056148544861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200143257444393,0.15233713893146378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628815929940037,0.0,0.0,0.17293624129485544,0.0,0.19120704670965674,0.1734114098671507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332186442743892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136891429339443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655215088395649,0.0,0.0,0.14391547808839678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588534298458781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287223159630973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037533265680218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687072923097284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153173613373848,0.13663551394634413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593535304801485,0.0,0.12531886443317156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217030761515145 adhd,Cypher852,2019/04/21,"Is memory loss/issues (not forgetfulness) also part of ADHD? The best way I can describe it would be if memories were a rolodex I have cards for everything but if I were to look at the card , there would be nothing there. Like I can say yes I was married at this location , no I can't tell you anything about the day. I'm not asking for medical advice , more just maybe something I can look in to further as I'm not sure if it's part of ADHD or something else.",5.8192631578947385,4.799725031578949,6.849473684210532,79.79631578947371,67.10526315789474,10.126315789473685,32.68421052631579,9.3871,2.6827473684210523,358,13,76,6,5,121,65,95,0.087,0.846,0.068,-0.1921,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,1,13,1,0,0,1,13,18,7,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,8,3,11,11,4,6,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,4,2,56,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431465329151114,0.17541227187833608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435517722596955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771905781601016,0.0,0.1678149176289234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838163887260148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576723670281187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995515785818736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132941718396634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735878705599152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769810745334952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014815273767231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033902095681267,0.0,0.0,0.18083452978986905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224191487454715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887774179564115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275125999970628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27638668880441136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691833282650668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568971275988864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248438978734554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550334034819228,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bot_Boi69,2019/04/21,"Misdiagnosis?? I recently got diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 19 and decided to get tested because I've been really struggling in college with procrastinating, being very unorganized, and barely going to classes due to me not being interested/ not gaining much from lectures because I often space out in them a lot. I did hella research on ADHD and I could relate to a good amount of the symptoms, but could also relate those symptoms to dyslexia (which I was diagnosed with, in 5th grade). I truly wanted to go to the doctor to actually find out if I have ADHD or if I really needed to make big changes in the way I do things. I am quite hesitant about the medication because I definitely have an addictive personality and I heard the medication is like speed if you don't have ADHD. The last thing I need is to be addicted to another substance especially something as serious as this medication, unless it is truly going to help me. So I went to the doctor and had to fill out the questionnaire and answered it truthfully, but when the doctor came in she didn't even look at it and asked maybe 3 questions. Then she diagnosed me with ADHD after that I explained to her my dilemma and concern and she reassured me that I have it and the medication will help, even though she barely did anything to diagnose me with it. And of that, I got prescribed to 50mg of Vyvanse. When I take it my mind definitely feels more clear and can actually pay attention to one thing for more than an hour and my mood is also more regulated. I am doing really good about taking it only on certain days, but being honest not sure how long that will last until I will be taking it every day. and a pretty big red flag though when I do take it is I definitely feel a lot happier than when I'm not on it, and that is a biiig concern to me especially with having an addictive personality. &#x200B; Any suggestions on what I should do? Any helpful tips/facts yall could hook me up with? I'm just really lost at this point and don't know what to do about this",7.773863636363636,6.803369164141415,8.908262626262633,66.46072727272728,63.16666666666667,12.061414141414142,35.709090909090904,11.308507894218259,4.09116606060606,1623,63,292,41,20,563,191,396,0.043,0.797,0.159,0.995,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,3,17,13,0,1,19,0,39,16,0,2,4,66,65,38,0,10,13,0,2,1,0,4,16,1,0,2,25,27,0,0,9,0,1,6,7,3,0,1,12,5,41,9,59,41,7,44,0,1,2,0,19,20,0,8,18,232,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.14114030765361107,0.23650591090087816,0.43454993830422817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566243600920345,0.0,0.07835454402285276,0.08787206648135705,0.09835495592704413,0.07582981351903119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951004924228701,0.0,0.06760586047147933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224980487367385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271043749838275,0.0,0.0,0.07650092302367642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173215740907883,0.0,0.0,0.09327589897586186,0.0,0.0,0.2935975763689677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205600433329808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552830143690112,0.0,0.06092949533834875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313046059136633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660956726710811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03778221603381711,0.0,0.1232968441725573,0.12131075101385412,0.11567570067981818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541602067468362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121686413995505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974307785056638,0.11789466700183066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353300296533476,0.0,0.0,0.06399753809359175,0.060727372639267474,0.0,0.0789416462270981,0.12296124970845047,0.0,0.0,0.04827160750892893,0.0,0.07265131646596917,0.0,0.0,0.2914037479417113,0.0,0.0,0.07301872044327985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316070849699229,0.10724305301146314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049003310876594285,0.054999708813100234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628738707200585,0.0,0.0,0.06836215882770143,0.0,0.0,0.07357154681694841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101066491121628,0.07691715233540902,0.0,0.0,0.18531037061105776,0.0,0.07140349726996699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055672523585783805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756005663070637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815713791356802,0.15032838774727433,0.21749105114375916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413095747408294,0.0,0.14210054704050612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966841688946969,0.04265395291328647,0.057401212665893035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703781755226018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787206648135705,0.0 adhd,statsigfig,2019/04/21,"Just do one little thing I’ve found lately that, if there’s something big I need to do, if I convince myself to do something tiny, it’s easier for me to get things done. Essentially, I try to take advantage of the ADHD “while I’m here, I might as well...” For example, I need to clean off my desk, but when I try to approach it that way, nothing gets done (which is why I need to clean off my desk :P). Instead, I decided to throw one candy wrapper in the garbage. Then, while I was there, I noticed a glass that I needed to take to the kitchen and wash, so I did that. Sure, it’s not much, but it’s better than if I hadn’t done anything at all. Need to conquer a sink full of dishes? Just wash one. You can do that, no problem. Since you’re washing one, you might as well wash another. Maybe one more. I try to “one more” my way until I’m done. Sometimes I don’t get all the way to finishing, but it’s a bit better than when I started.",2.00785594639866,2.9473618793969862,3.6965628140703535,92.1894338358459,75.93467336683419,6.7137018425460635,24.321943048576216,7.0316486544052195,0.6971062646566164,710,22,168,7,15,238,102,199,0.034,0.8390000000000001,0.127,0.9397,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,4,11,8,0,0,7,0,16,6,0,0,3,23,30,16,0,9,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,0,13,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,2,6,8,0,23,7,26,20,7,21,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,9,120,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461567597481447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087283950331912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532834042689744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341141386679866,0.11320302967557193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244450006716998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369113990729575,0.0,0.0,0.1625218177197512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696725504066405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392499228471548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417091470771964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199981953770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622435352890143,0.3844254815907401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949370761964836,0.11805217475775275,0.0,0.0,0.421579673930288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921768145661426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577374648446423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965182705903858,0.10255242837838484,0.0,0.07339257835925535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772694764095996,0.0,0.15592450928952753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777455025936605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111968666959372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469137705800272,0.0,0.0,0.1864601926720056,0.0,0.09356443191639698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EvolvedFromTrees,2019/04/21,"I prefer chaos over order. Due to my ADHD most things around me are chatoic, messy. But I like it that way. I've learned to work around it and now am actually better at doing things if they are chatoic. I get confused and zone out if things are all neat. Unlike most people here I don't have too big of a problem losing things. I don't try to be organized and I have figured out my own patterns. I don't own a wallet, everything is in my pocket. If I use a wallet I will forget to put my cards back in and lose them. And sometimes my whole wallet if I misplaced it. It's easy to slide everything in my pocket, I know what's supposed to be in their, so I rarely lose them. I don't have a bookshelf for my textbooks. There are a few places where I will ""forget"" my particular books, so now I leave them there and it's mostly where I expect them to be. Try to do X first, then Y, then Z? No fuck that I do X and Z at the same time, stop in the middle and work on Y, start X back, finish Z, then go back to X and Y. And I love that I can keep track of it all since that's how my brain works anyway. Playing games like /r/factorio or /r/rimworld , I see people drooling over incredibly efficient and well designed builds. I myself would rather do things the most convuluted way. People can't figure out how it works but in my brain I know how everything connects and functions. Of course this sometimes causes problems, I dread the day I will have to live with someone. I'd rather be messy whenever possible. I enjoy chaos, I find it beautiful. I guess it's my way of keeping my brain stimulated?",2.1397112462006085,3.770782613981762,3.7335334346504574,89.2230357142857,76.96352583586626,6.645288753799392,22.69224924012158,7.447530270364453,0.7861349544072955,1236,36,268,16,28,411,159,329,0.11800000000000001,0.79,0.092,-0.7446,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,6,9,22,16,1,2,9,0,28,6,4,6,2,58,40,27,0,11,9,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,20,18,0,3,7,3,0,3,6,8,1,1,0,2,47,8,32,32,11,43,0,3,1,2,8,21,1,11,17,191,67,7,0.0,0.0,0.0955357042775386,0.0,0.1176560688858417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430246571517327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583581534325625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658407449766999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32786436433144434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056966410081954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313702193883175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26395703764454503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947828927547104,0.08327319011898146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050642917225536,0.05114840229504741,0.0,0.05563849212200024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784723996274737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403499177668802,0.0,0.0,0.10760591345540436,0.0,0.0,0.10366134210200507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565741555169496,0.0,0.08644697469090615,0.0,0.0,0.3285732021041904,0.0,0.0,0.0883580418792815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036133774794888,0.0,0.1022840490608104,0.0,0.0,0.11036687774907797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873530319975506,0.0,0.09841594939434617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801315655019764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098340554692697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294985437461773,0.0,0.1936500441587491,0.0,0.06929370793519814,0.0,0.0,0.08184829235635123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252000972034202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570859346179133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293454937656024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455365940014697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331239900034563,0.0,0.0,0.08802332893463033,0.0,0.0,0.10930119768083983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850877526207976,0.0,0.0,0.06954493365039431,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Forgiii,2019/04/21,"How my Teacher ruined my life because of my ADHD First of all. Hi. I'm new here. I really wanted to share this story for a long time but didn't find the right sub for this but looks like I finally found one. Here we go. (I'm really bad at telling storys i hope you enjoy in nontheless) &#x200B; As the title say's, my life was ruined by a Teacher because of my ADHD. First things first. I was a very Hyperactive child. I do not envy those teachers that had to deal with me in Primary school. If a teacher didn't like me I would understand that but that teacher brought ""didn't like him"" to a whole different level. (I'm very calm now i was hyperactive in primary school) This teacher terrorized full 4 Years of my life (To be exactly the 4 years from age 6-10.) because she didn't get along with my ilness. She just didn't know how to handle a boy with ADHD. I can only tell you what my mum told me because.... we'll get to this later. Stating my mum this teacher always used to kick me out of class even if I only did the slightest sound. Everytime someone else did something bad everyone blamed it on me and this teacher, well knowing I didn't do it, punished me instead of the others. In the last 2 years of my life in the primary school she even wanted to kick me out of the school and put me in a school for mentally disabled persons. Shoutout to my mum who went through so much trouble to prevent that from happening. She drove me to several psychiatrist and therepists who tested me on things I don't remember and they came to the conclusion I have ADHD. We talked to these professionals about my school situation and some of these psychiatrist even called this exact teacher and really got angry on the phone. Even the psychiatrist fought for me which was a nice thing but this teacher still wanted to kick me out of school. So therefore one psychiatrist did a Test. A test wich would ultimately decide my fate xD He did an IQ test with me which showed that I had an IQ of 129 (that one point is really bugging me). We mailed all documents to the school and that IQ prevented her from putting me in a school for mentally disabled kids. While we prevented this the torture continued with this teacher doing the same stuff everyday. Punish me and terrorizing me. My mum said that at one point I was so scared of this teacher that I purposly vomited so that I didn't have to go to school. A 8 year old forced himself to vomit because a Teacher terrorized him. Great world we are living in. I forced myself through the remaining years and got to another school. I didn't have any problems with any teachers at the new school my only problem was that i was getting bullied there but thats not the Point of the Story. &#x200B; Fast forward to now. I have several Problems today. Ranging from a low self esteem to Depression and the complete loss of the memorys of my childhood. I didn't think about this very much until I went to a psychology class I have now in High school. I learned so much about Psychology and even about my own problems. While learning about the triggers of those illnesses it was when it hit me. All the problems I have today. The Depression, low self esteem loss of memories all tie back to that one Teacher. That one Teacher traumatized me so much that I lost the memory to my whole freaking childhood. She is the reason I am having trouble with mental illnesses and other things. All of that. Because one teacher didn't know how to handle a kid with ADHD. Germany pls fix your Teachers. At least fix this one. &#x200B; This teacher still lives and I know where she lives. I have finals coming um the next weeks and I'm planning on giving this teacher a visit after those finals. I just want to show her how she fucked me up and how far I've come. Wish me luck. I hope for her she doesn't die in the next few weeks (she's pretty old now) because I really want that talk.",3.689264314800965,5.5481761060209465,4.522769882822242,84.23605875509017,73.28010471204189,7.573306739798888,27.70290035735061,8.319207256438283,1.9389013795395995,3091,119,596,52,63,996,291,764,0.16,0.74,0.1,-0.9966,2,0,1,0,1,0,83.0,6,3,1,8,37,40,5,4,46,0,46,9,0,9,7,96,89,38,1,17,11,4,0,3,0,3,8,4,0,7,53,35,0,3,14,2,0,13,14,28,2,11,36,5,97,12,96,48,17,91,0,9,1,1,55,35,1,6,47,423,150,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25617170122823185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354725197480057,0.1385724521303052,0.15540448710322946,0.057981267889213525,0.04470246252662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03278071164685925,0.07119043468277908,0.18191281109261614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353115567308772,0.04875866181451001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344589662812487,0.04469793435815849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395082865336936,0.07343626887534364,0.0,0.04424438793966305,0.0445404629009712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035612843304983995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078731428447308,0.0,0.0,0.040735876775969966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010097505710165,0.03896408541225296,0.10878606593687667,0.0,0.046742839529298204,0.0,0.03941179771295103,0.06681902610773884,0.040895669650864094,0.04845651334652582,0.0,0.06819202678880794,0.047000977261281295,0.0,0.0,0.03769857222801698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045042135144267886,0.0,0.08468467314241415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371582842474507,0.03475006523928091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044652669488415,0.062482258099452175,0.0,0.11293222074633605,0.0377272132906766,0.035799416796213505,0.0,0.04653692022295285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288864725491186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535515883229506,0.0,0.0,0.08234683240933274,0.09067739223977543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946841051194822,0.0,0.2311036851057527,0.097268698474733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037223863057201566,0.0,0.0,0.12090060761393832,0.0,0.0,0.0433711908546986,0.0,0.20396119550640274,0.0,0.08571213171775477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655298479594474,0.043831907379663984,0.0,0.0,0.04829276594616922,0.036406756684821566,0.04055197218134593,0.033901989945329516,0.04268120358043962,0.5608848046834937,0.0,0.0,0.08894714341999363,0.0963220970258945,0.0,0.0,0.047919182345448084,0.0,0.0,0.036121222667056134,0.0328195307869414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809055957206482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880245060416576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853058356487195,0.07452298273681751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328892821808208,0.027316310183855275,0.0,0.0,0.02485855787254547,0.0,0.08081866323120288,0.040735876775969966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443805154018152,0.0,0.0368196132655502,0.0,0.10552545415484242,0.12572474091867994,0.0,0.0683922506681687,0.0,0.038330510503177234,0.07903897920688402,0.0,0.09519228041981063,0.049023701780176177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060567870858618714,0.0,0.15540448710322946,0.13726526735102926 adhd,teeheehaahaa,2019/04/21,"Focalin XR: Loss of Appetite, how can I force myself to eat? Finally got diagnosed and treated for my lifelong ADHD. I'm 18 and this January I was put on Focalin XR. My dosage has been upped to 30mg and now I'm experiencing a major loss of appetite which is followed by nausea and stomach pains. I wake up around 9 AM most days and take my pill and get ready for classes. My first class is 10 - 11:05 (usually leave later as professor assigns turn in work at the end), second class at 12:50 - 2:30, and third 3:00 - 5:00. As you can see I have very little time to eat food, and even before my meds I rarely ate breakfast. After taking XR I notice a sudden loss of appetite, and about 10 minutes later I lose my appetite completely, which is then followed by stomach pains then causes me nausea. Even then I still can't eat and thinking of food makes me want to vomit. I talked to my doctor about waking up earlier and stuff but the problem is I'm normally not hungry in the morning. I don't really eat food after 8PM either (when I do it's usually some fruit or vegetables). I take my anti-depressants at night. How should I go about fixing my problems? When I get nauseated I feel a lot worse and don't have energy to do anything. This is really bad as I have three classes with constant work and labs daily.",3.9984898785425114,5.239845253846159,5.268380566801621,81.66398785425105,71.46153846153847,7.935222672064778,27.530364372469634,8.371475516178862,1.9219615384615385,1026,36,197,16,19,342,151,260,0.12300000000000001,0.866,0.012,-0.9772,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,7,12,10,0,0,6,0,20,21,4,4,0,33,39,25,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,15,11,0,2,0,0,4,4,9,0,4,4,4,29,1,33,34,5,36,0,4,1,0,2,11,0,4,21,129,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913056975420004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841983265197316,0.09565072554481184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897138652275081,0.0,0.0,0.09142959351722577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037779987301707,0.0,0.0,0.1126562712202643,0.11611217591047315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929450977539726,0.0,0.09254405536432724,0.1090565748982876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997669016974636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43978095154204827,0.0,0.0,0.09516626491394753,0.0,0.0,0.14193563161389572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432849719989434,0.0,0.0,0.11770307860901175,0.0,0.09139447363099762,0.3897764871876764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227338110004297,0.0,0.061064679926961525,0.0,0.08593528510090166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377099620849022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769025133032532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020585421973574,0.0,0.0913477073227914,0.0,0.0,0.07172179341347824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193495388720331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083185255258698,0.10527537391746934,0.0,0.12232926931497712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286626431673475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562478413667176,0.0,0.1080140424419852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376667652499758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562145114184483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580741657125349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300125700267275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423606087159139,0.08636193282562772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884778218498533,0.0,0.0,0.06265328539333187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687162289049195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366756666905168,0.08865513477387812,0.06337510095451222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564455802173161,0.0,0.1094978046264858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ryang234,2019/04/21,"ADHD and my Journey into Journaling.....Journey-aling!?!?! 🤔😏 My name is Ryan, Hi all ......and, first, I hope you're all having a fantastic Easter!! Since I've been on adderall....I'm 39 and have been on 10mg x2 for about 2 months......I've taken to journaling. Used to be that my thoughts would fly by and say hello, and zoom off.....now they que up for full inspection lol....it took one anxiety attack (which are super rare for me) to realize that when a thought is in my head it isn't going away until I adequately work it out. What I've realized is that I am doing on paper what I used to do in words out loud: put them all out there as I work out what I'm really trying to say and then would find myself trying to pull them back in......but paper doesnt judge you, and when you really go back and reread the thought or story, you can pick out the important things under all the extra. It's made a huge difference in my communication with family and friends and my son. I dont have to rely on practiced and polished sentences or stories.......I can take what I'm thinking or feeling and thoughtfully articulate it without my mind racing to find the next thought, and then that allows me to, when I have said what I needed to, to actively listen to whomever I'm communicating. Sometimes I start the page with lists of things I want to do, say, learn the words to, etc... sometimes I just write that I'm sad, or excited, or nervous........sometimes I write the name of the person I want to talk to, or just had an encounter with, or a friend or family member, and write them a letter and then reread it and decide if it is something that I can work out myself, if it's an insecurity that is irrational, or if a conversation needs to be had IRL. Now why am I sharing this? To brag?....nope. Also there's no way I would ever say that I've figured anything about anything out, I've just got some good ideas that I'm working on. I'm sharing this because I know what it feels like to be trapped and paralyzed in your head with every thought whirling by and all of them seem so important and you cant catch any of them......and even when you do they are like sand and slip away. In the meantime you've done nothing, and you start to go down the rabbit hole of what is wrong with me......and if allowed to continue then it can be a terrible trip down... this wont be everyone's experience...... but some of you may know what I'm talking about and how it feels. Day one, sentence one, can be as simple as this 'This is stupid and I don't know how to even start here. All I know is that I have thoughts rattling around...and noone to say them too that won't judge me......so maybe I'll just write and see what happens' Then shut your mind off and write......dont worry about punctuation or grammar or sentence structure......write everything that crosses your brain, and you'll end up on a track that you didn't even expect.......then go back when you're done and reread the pages and pages of things you didnt even know where floating around. And the catharsis sometimes from this is peaceful and quiet, and for lots of us, that is a rare butterfly!!! I hope someone picks up and trys this.....and it helps them. You're not going to be good as doing this overnight, but the amazing thing is that you never HAVE to be good at it. You dont need to schedule this in, or set a plan for it......or even do it daily. Do it when the head is full.....empty it out on paper....and start picking off the thoughts one by one. Maybe this might be a tool to assist in your life, a silent friend who is there when you need him/her to listen and never judge no matter what kind of f'd stuff you write down. I love you all...... Be well, and good luck in whatever journey you are on right now. 😁🤗 PS: if anyone is struggling out there on a day to day basis with all that is overwhelming.....remember.....the day will eventually end!! You're going to be ok!! Just try to do it better tomorrow.",3.5332483419967744,4.40027798243413,4.469946002867896,88.36428089711418,72.18695106649938,7.54982075640796,25.39901864133357,7.772667728589733,1.1310509231044992,3020,89,663,37,56,980,309,797,0.042,0.84,0.11699999999999999,0.9946,1,1,1,0,0,0,214.0,1,20,8,8,40,29,2,2,30,1,73,6,4,10,11,153,129,74,0,16,26,1,4,2,3,9,1,10,0,1,58,51,0,0,26,0,0,14,16,7,1,6,21,15,62,22,105,88,17,98,0,1,1,1,60,45,0,26,39,445,120,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695551192004077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628302649762107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935733318794627,0.0,0.04427460870881743,0.0,0.0,0.04046790406621842,0.0,0.09525323107448087,0.1030429530286879,0.0,0.06584175073610163,0.1087518984220853,0.13350809018753218,0.0,0.03528037528557909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118618767031682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460821261662868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929967076072032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060467592467566576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845348662917753,0.20348900911617515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252105156117616,0.0,0.06454649522368526,0.19113115109926496,0.052351714561117035,0.048762615496133616,0.05530253246749826,0.05201477886921015,0.056613356740031665,0.1091197649369166,0.0,0.08779079436985351,0.04134627774876225,0.0,0.0,0.10579433998330508,0.04922888143189498,0.0,0.0,0.134143432350681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735192523378792,0.1941729362564612,0.04628833443615951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051179124634628544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819091896797168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879273611661585,0.0,0.0,0.11496688562060102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533440906732331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026844022465165,0.15903434068329791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087918611506687,0.056550104079686185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920369114466835,0.05223490971121166,0.05476320937128357,0.0,0.0,0.11628746276151206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139677285230737,0.116875538496519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165583695022202,0.08927432642242353,0.0,0.06155126420853685,0.0,0.0,0.05553311522840663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608972575954609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053466521925823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818087546326973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741530706874711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049425371513946346,0.05505286581932347,0.2301246527692717,0.0,0.0,0.046119290355637874,0.05268769299745586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478752220723677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049037733992974564,0.04455539712314608,0.22896144724493445,0.0,0.16385834274124494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050405186601057,0.06625361530508246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351518276115628,0.09303628944715876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537996755401709,0.037084291548280766,0.0,0.3675735378263453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430182398882581,0.11788102197316992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961711560568015,0.09997172120571524,0.0,0.0,0.06827295364094985,0.04593888799989845,0.0,0.0,0.05203703637595922,0.0,0.05222364814021234,0.0,0.0,0.05578992883131261,0.0,0.1685362497990285,0.0587753923657223,0.0,0.1233393108144134,0.06327778755228497,0.0,0.0 adhd,General_Hax,2019/04/21,"Desoxyn Dosage Question This is not asking for medical advice, I just want to hear opinions. My question is, is 15mg of desoxyn daily a lot? I am prescribed it from a psyciatrist and was curious if this is considered a high, medium, or low dose? Thank you.",2.7906122448979573,5.299474591836738,4.607510204081635,79.48391836734696,78.59183673469387,7.185306122448982,30.20816326530613,8.238735603445708,2.654376326530612,201,10,35,4,5,68,40,49,0.044000000000000004,0.82,0.136,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,9,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,6,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801328143437086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679998648945946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231004713697232,0.0,0.0,0.30288498175597595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371850368680145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887921421808665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422770777508651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26392930108478635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908672618409526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gttcwork,2019/04/21,"The worst aspects of my ADHD.... Hey all! I just wanted to maybe get some suggestions on how to better cope with my worst aspects of ADHD, for reference I am medicated via 15mg Adderall IR twice daily. For me the worst things are extreme sensitivity to external stimuli; co-workers, loud noises, a lot of smells etc. I have a job where I am in fairly high demand to my co workers. We have an in office messaging system and when I have any downtime I spend it helping coworkers with their customers, and also simultaneously helping my customer and coworkers. When two or more coworkers are asking for help I get super overwhelmed and very pissy. The other aspect is my lack of ability to keep me emotions in check, which I guess also ties into the first aspect. I absolutely despise being interrupted from doing whatever I’m doing. It makes me incredibly upset. How can I better cope with things such as these? The medication definitely takes the edge off, but they’re still there and throughout the day it builds up.",5.675362872421694,7.484421887700537,6.782922077922077,70.22295454545457,68.0909090909091,8.979220779220778,31.004201680672267,9.424239791934726,3.132966692131399,811,33,130,17,14,272,123,187,0.08800000000000001,0.826,0.086,-0.3328,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,5,11,9,1,2,10,0,12,2,0,3,1,24,21,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,2,20,3,24,20,9,15,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,4,5,104,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929921102717985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26150288378715125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118607517324644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285107321098496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28920614529272803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544441830745273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391626849373516,0.0,0.0,0.1823464876504442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907360250866455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084472348353685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801144421248352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287731960984803,0.1727474547015128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224920522688605,0.14532692475433806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900243891747707,0.0,0.0,0.1091379794873244,0.0,0.1642584180508885,0.0,0.0,0.3294194859732941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057186140933674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293217018934785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724518534537784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971641553882235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490519157290348,0.0964369425079221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190304488498148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwingaway1314332,2019/04/21,"5mg Ritalin & Anxiety - 2nd day of ADHD medication - a question! Hi folks, Recently diagnosed with ADD, went to the doctor and they suggested I try Ritalin, but at the dosage of 5mg 2 times a day. Yesterday was my first dose (Just took one tablet to see how it effected me). Felt notably more alert, and focused, working from home this weekend and it made a LOT of difference, more conscious around the house, tidying, cooking, followed through ideas, structured choices etc etc, largely positive, still some fog, a little hyper sensitive, but put that down to new medication. &#x200B; Today I've taken my second tablet, felt ok at first, a little anxious but again put it down to adjusting to new medication. Carried on my work, but stopped for a chat with my girlfriend about her evening, after conversation I started to feel anxious, and the anxiety has only escalated since. Nothing in the conversation was uncomfortable or unique, I think it was more the over stimulation that came from talking. &#x200B; My question is thusly: Is this normal for first time medication use? Will it subside after a few days/weeks? I'm a little worried the feeling will be magnified when I get back to work on Tuesday. &#x200B; Thanks so much for your insights!",8.345893970893968,8.978908662162166,8.025855855855859,67.93705821205822,61.477477477477464,10.974913374913378,41.401247401247396,10.727762888450028,4.827288565488563,1001,54,157,23,13,319,143,222,0.069,0.84,0.092,0.8501,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,1,7,10,2,0,0,15,1,9,10,0,5,0,36,26,12,0,1,6,0,4,0,1,2,9,0,1,0,9,9,1,2,12,3,0,6,0,0,0,5,10,5,13,2,30,13,9,40,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,5,22,107,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033101974574456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618176237328976,0.304325001344315,0.0,0.0,0.1277293948070306,0.1886253277064059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431807086113452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419370702836502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548295611561786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767998378356017,0.0,0.0,0.08473405941250778,0.0,0.0872225550553797,0.0,0.08544896451704509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621248187777426,0.055140106193232834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442359598807449,0.0,0.16031462543673494,0.0,0.0,0.21303322883136205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361671615602676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374082080205388,0.0,0.0,0.09632882330566203,0.0,0.09424278128721464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510173869722813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097474009893294,0.0,0.0789941661222599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364036283472571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137002475162484,0.0,0.0,0.16125789126683135,0.0,0.0,0.08179616677413996,0.08010473052990348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657062304913234,0.06349301178676144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784807881964794,0.1870413939659292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242994720543231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652559127961509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905846623934009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909009577608655,0.0,0.06667008147435008,0.06979599704736304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710092586211093,0.0,0.07686044869641212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053492896430342066,0.0,0.0,0.097359874209487,0.0,0.07913265651121101,0.0,0.0927533105611076,0.05667985946110556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210299435622197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696547881112838,0.0,0.0,0.07739009954522867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233108505363205,0.08478161089794528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304325001344315,0.0 adhd,Easter51,2019/04/21,"ADHD dosage question I'm on 40mg vyvanse and looking to potentially up my dose to 50mg. I feel it's not lasting as long as I would like and I'm not completely getting benefits I'm looking for (better focus, avoiding distractions, listening to people, and recalling details), however it has helped pretty immensely. What are people's experiences when they have found the right dose. What does it feel like? I don't want to get too ahead of myself if I'm already on the right dose. I would like to try 50mg though just to see if my symptoms improve.",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,5.041851851851857,80.28833333333334,73.44444444444444,8.133333333333335,30.51851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.693251851851852,438,20,81,9,9,146,69,108,0.075,0.797,0.128,0.7641,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,0,2,2,0,6,4,0,0,0,16,20,9,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,8,5,14,17,0,9,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,3,7,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209085286343372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284315556212745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256841386571094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927253257231908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085673983878065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980521753484274,0.0,0.0,0.18588361225677946,0.13131665198745232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154240017730374,0.0,0.0,0.19207030117518686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320654979441807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983282199303988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694064886231022,0.0,0.0,0.16266947398088882,0.3087146805248817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548667601266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870047688892537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591358106116184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139520490761338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464758409049498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910529724087374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059617547843054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479753907101007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841817185940596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26115217195617085,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,randomshitidfk,2019/04/21,"My girlfriend has ADHD and I really need advice So a bit of background leading up to this. Yesterday, my gf and I got into a disagreement, where she said I hurt her when I didn’t realise she had meant something, and I didn’t catch on (I have autism, so that might be why). Afterwards I tell her that I’m sorry I didn’t realise and I send her a message telling her how much she means to me, and that I love her and such. But she doesn’t respond. So I think oh, her ADHD perhaps. But she then pins a picture from earlier in a chat (discord), because we were voice chatting and I needed that picture, meaning she had probably seen and read the messages. A little later I ask her about it, and she said it was because she had been hurt and she didn’t want to respond, which hurt me a shitload. I brought it up today, how she HAS purposefully ignored me (and sometimes others because she didn’t feel like talking to them) and it just makes me unsure whether it’s always her ADHD. When I talk about how it makes me feel and how it makes me unsure if she sometimes ignores me on purpose, she says it was only one time and it’s her ADHD, which I understand and respect, and she says she can do nothing about it. But it hurts me too when she doesn’t respond, and I don’t know, is there really nothing she can do? I’m sorry if I’m not realising what it’s like to have ADHD, but I just really need advice. What can I do? She told me to only message her again when I can realise and acknowledge that she has ADHD and she can do nothing about it, but I feel like I do think about the fact that she has ADHD, and that’s why she sometimes spaces out when we talk or she forgets what we’re talking about. I really don’t know.",2.8297923839332317,4.0273222619718325,4.229608763693275,88.15667188315076,74.26760563380282,6.7240479916536255,26.669274908711532,7.093109894594671,1.1788633281168497,1333,48,283,13,27,442,138,355,0.059000000000000004,0.902,0.039,-0.4039,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,1,1,25,11,0,0,9,0,35,1,0,8,1,65,64,42,0,6,12,0,3,3,2,1,0,5,0,0,27,24,0,2,12,3,0,4,10,6,0,1,19,9,70,5,21,43,2,26,0,4,1,1,60,10,0,4,15,214,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155559719234691,0.14300248042880875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088361066695066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840442010390517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338119380205904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988309474771661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099141510359753,0.10454585607844444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852103035101515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31332158426230194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042504524172843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072420426500106,0.07333593481665536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603911706540927,0.0,0.14652537351512296,0.0,0.0,0.15940797044531593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762220117251578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378864216340522,0.16276471004720675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062683468878188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049582137410985806,0.11129872945943564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889003613156588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319017246897787,0.0,0.18749925453928312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920355833785314,0.1163760325643268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633012678261967,0.2171021052061136,0.16381648075648647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524629195686994,0.12790825965903846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937692391691462,0.0,0.0,0.04266623205809926,0.0,0.06935695662088671,0.06991742564170307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617293725164917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043157780905747484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320497587602407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,punkinholler,2019/04/21,"Fun with ADHD #1786: Making a cake 4x because you cannot read directions I made an angel food cake yesterday for my mother's birthday. I have made angel food cakes from scratch before but I was talking to my mom while I worked on this one. I ruined 3 cakes (in the batter stage, not after baking, thank God) before I finally realized what I was doing wrong and re-read the directions more closely. Word to the wise, kids: do not chat with other people while baking persnickety cakes. It will only end in tears and 3 dozens of wasted eggs. Fortunately the [ 4th cake](http://imgur.com/rcJRfcv) is a beauty.",5.713660714285716,7.232681616071428,5.7789285714285725,78.56607142857145,67.66071428571428,8.1,26.5,8.472884824447931,1.931514285714286,479,14,81,7,8,151,82,112,0.149,0.754,0.09699999999999999,-0.7282,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,7,0,8,5,0,3,0,13,12,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,1,10,3,11,7,1,11,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265529968634474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180095207868611,0.0,0.3294584623988151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171461613820258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206632232716788,0.0,0.0,0.4681750448916714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663555187462704,0.12922157295842146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226728065767078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118031982822892,0.14723248824413684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420962699794295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872810142564147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555987974132273,0.0,0.17822993099050138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093445657115558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116582186287076,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bakxai,2019/04/21,"Focused on managing my money until the 20th so bad I forgot its easter weekend and I'm deadbroke. In the middle of this ironic, kinda funny and stupid shit atmo. I basically did pretty ok with my money but I was so focused on the date I was supposed to get some fresh income that I forgot it's Easter weekend.. So I'm deadbroke. No eggs for me. Surviving on coffee until Tuesday lol. How are you guys managing or not managing your finances? It has been a life long battle for me so far and I have been getting better at it, but still fuck up tremendously from time to time.",1.9947368421052647,4.397838912280704,4.158859649122807,82.16618421052631,80.9298245614035,5.905263157894738,23.535087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.2574350877192986,452,16,80,6,12,155,78,114,0.149,0.662,0.18899999999999997,0.6576,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,6,7,4,0,4,2,8,4,1,1,0,13,15,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,0,2,3,0,2,5,0,0,7,0,12,2,15,8,1,18,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,3,10,60,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670601993378892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28288007162388906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29569485283761976,0.3342153574687656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167003749374096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259185069737551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830559230819924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32540098755652913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283199650254583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25543148448766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373012551491014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EarlyAvocado,2019/04/21,"Take a second, evaluate yourself. As a college student diagnosed with ADHD less than a year ago I've had a lot of catching up to do. While I may not outright act immature or naive, I have an issue being rational . I have never been physically hyper, but my head has always been on a swivel. I have always been extremely anxious and easily distracted. A full but quiet room is harder for me to work in than a noisy cafeteria, due to my inability tune out distractions. You might think it doesn't make sense, but its much easier to tune everything out when there's already a lot going on. If you're anything like me, its really easy to get stuck in shitty moods. When stressed out or anxious, close your eyes, take a deep breath, and think about how you feel. Question your thoughts and emotions until you are comfortable with them. If you're only looking for annoyances and distractions to avoid, that's all your going to retain. Try and get used to how easily you can get uncomfortable.",6.172903225806451,7.074227311827957,6.695860215053768,74.66379032258067,66.20430107526882,10.286021505376343,31.09139784946237,10.317481424215053,3.2892881720430114,784,29,138,19,12,256,123,186,0.19699999999999998,0.696,0.107,-0.9418,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,7,1,1,6,9,1,5,10,0,16,5,3,4,2,36,31,19,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,11,1,2,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,6,4,16,2,26,22,6,24,0,0,2,0,9,12,0,9,9,99,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948761093288962,0.0,0.14373864011608653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789396054752373,0.0,0.2698481761818412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663729330915278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343790713173231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645816405315009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240003251749626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573244716077116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198930880700217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25415437721243184,0.0,0.18431030335004855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641551527964502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924535531922247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921964904869855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616748118626254,0.0,0.0,0.2757129598834021,0.0,0.0,0.10823822802853304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201845610146732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920093788862302,0.0,0.1250622067516908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332448267678067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164820427373132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387921174233483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857454414545239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438373943058467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780188538890645,0.0,0.12873118069402315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009108167224986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400479238296575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804914224604307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442106258851416 adhd,FlexationStation,2019/04/21,"How much does ritalin affect your character? I recently started ritalin after being diagnosed with inattentive type adhd, and whilst it has had very positive effects with my focus and being able to converse with people without having an existential crisis, it feels like there's a noticeable tradeoff with certain aspects of my personality. Aside from lectures being nearly impossible to stay conscious through, being late to everything no matter what and losing my keys and bank cards every other day, I feel like there are some parts of the adhd that make up who I am and in a way I'd be sad to lose. (e.g I feel signifcantly less creative on the medication) That being said, I've still only just started the medicine and so came to ask those of you who have been prescribed it, what your personal experience was/is on ritalin (mainly curious about effects in a social setting and if it's had any effect on your personality) Any general advice would also be super appreciated!",12.439942857142858,9.693428765714286,12.163428571428573,52.38457142857146,55.62857142857143,14.8,46.14285714285714,13.023866798666859,6.220371428571429,794,37,115,21,7,267,121,175,0.078,0.792,0.13,0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,6,8,7,0,0,7,0,16,5,0,6,1,30,25,11,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,3,12,12,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,5,4,11,4,24,12,5,19,0,3,0,0,13,7,0,2,10,91,23,2,0.14072255838450215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33824233728121145,0.13751245539164902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253577909842637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139233056721305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155659594048394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094911787456312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075440847121244,0.0,0.0,0.14283043457368666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231472591548642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185648247531188,0.0,0.12647236163304484,0.1376536646419196,0.0,0.0,0.21346066127695895,0.20106444765517004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874117530092174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749986771136688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148650947917431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939334004502293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176317280838055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034472721577008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021356542359266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702584685275553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238881741721,0.0,0.09755930336128983,0.3686205301777109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389465495087567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385937816527912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344892666334708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920830223916736,0.14999152350570094,0.11238121690460257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611084832575827,0.0,0.11169901674968566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565152458645352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996526794890567,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kevlap017,2019/04/21,"Googling symptoms is a surefire way to have an hypochondriac panic and anxiety when ADHD Yesterday I freaked out because after googling I finally found the name of my skin problem, seborrheic dermatitis (like severe dandruff but it also affect my face. I get all red and swollen) and learned it is rare amongst the general population but very common if you have HIV. Now, I did test negative last time I checked and didn't have sex since so I was freaking out because I also have a weak stomach, another symptom of HIV ... Turns out my father is one of the few people that naturally has that skin condition and a weak stomach. So it's just something I inherited. Yet I had a complete panic and thought I had AIDS all day yesterday at work. Don't google symptoms if you know it will give you anxiety. Btw I'm fine today, my dad gave my his treatment so that I stop looking like a tomato.",7.607113740959897,7.151914550295861,7.932149901380672,71.63827744904671,63.2603550295858,11.061406969099279,41.262984878369494,10.504223727775694,4.460443261012493,705,38,126,15,9,232,107,169,0.19899999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.039,-0.9806,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,9,10,0,2,9,0,15,14,5,1,2,25,24,16,0,3,5,2,2,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,8,4,20,3,9,15,3,18,0,0,2,3,9,4,0,2,15,84,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567315120510494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247099436415668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200163882564975,0.23637673867406525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883576228544161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198522875179291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963659275802493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924188868272666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939596118673214,0.0,0.0,0.08071734100212401,0.14820582871395804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490649580921447,0.1259341700629889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095705601767484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297370181013066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046899141839336,0.0,0.0,0.362533548913048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710748648478942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478309965997944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453554783504244,0.0,0.12779998724764752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893791689456135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916486592209436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48173885798158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265189437599718,0.09008736625631078,0.0,0.1464433406029534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804636229699993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274746814430735,0.0,0.12263106146397815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247431156833147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SufficientlyDistinct,2019/04/21,"Talk about your experience. You never know who you'll help. Was out at a Passover seder last night, whole lot of people there; most of them friends but some new faces. A friend and I are commiserating across the table with one another about being adults with ADHD, coping strategies, medications (self- and otherwise), etc., when I look over and see this high-school girl has LOCKED ON to our conversation. I ask, and sure enough, she's been diagnosed and is trying to muddle through school. My friend and I spend probably close to a half hour just kinda explaining our situations, a couple extra things we wish we'd known or habits we'd wished we picked up as kids, and I gave her what I had left of my pack of Neuro Gum. (I'm drowning in it; forgot I had a monthly subscription and acquired a 3 month backlog, go figure.) She might not remember all the tips and tricks, ADHD being what it is, but I bet she'll remember seeing supportive, kind, successful adults who want to see her succeed. Talk about it. You never know who could benefit.",5.837594191522761,6.866150239795921,5.822653061224487,80.17069858712715,67.01020408163265,9.296075353218214,27.83202511773941,9.466822959209583,2.2771370486656206,821,25,156,16,13,258,135,196,0.009000000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.203,0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,4,1,3,6,10,1,0,8,0,16,3,1,1,4,43,32,14,1,4,5,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,10,15,0,1,7,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,6,4,26,9,22,18,8,19,0,0,4,0,34,9,0,7,9,106,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903427986619567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666346453210148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292646140877426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644450222022924,0.13365671014204322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226037770480225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481290939622094,0.13471769067829842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816010544233377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27997636995343744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865024332789313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809659425598899,0.12762591957654895,0.0,0.0,0.1189581554597226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578878310450534,0.13277089044821055,0.09846356122557608,0.0,0.0,0.1312434730540797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143687625568408,0.0,0.0,0.10269508237258404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168765350673368,0.0,0.12814377333887794,0.0,0.0,0.19283388116674752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863281817364464,0.1166639878060323,0.0,0.1133573650302726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185341412735077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374363008814611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023679766915355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736730238490595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24450077088918376,0.28877250132181786,0.0,0.12601490733425558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577797084009754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370760578344378,0.11384729593932237,0.0,0.0,0.19417993215841975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802504343730827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201147095587932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124766897428884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348626379084201,0.2778152057268856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,roxyloveswatermelon9,2019/04/21,"Adult ADHD diagnosis in Australia Hey guys, I’m in my mid-20s and have recently been reading a lot about ADHD. A lot of the symptoms seems to fit - especially issues with concentration, following instructions, processing information and regularly losing things. I always got very good results throughout school despite never really being able to study. When I enrolled in university after high school however, I noticed that I was unable to rely on natural intelligence anymore, and not being able to concentrate caught up with me - I failed some subjects and dropped out. A few years later, I’m back attempting a law degree and I’m noticing the same symptoms again - I can’t comprehend the content in class (I need to read it over and over once I get home to understand it) and I become disinterested and am unable to continue after a few minutes of trying to do my weekly readings - I often end up reading the same sentence over and over again. On the rare occasion when I do complete my reading, I’m unable to recall basic information from it when I’m questioned about it in class. In spite of this, I have however been getting decent result again (this is with virtually zero study though, and I don’t think I’m reaching my full potential at all). I also notice that at work when I’m given instructions, I’ll be listening to the instructions and nodding my head but then afterwards, I have no idea what I’m supposed to do and need to seek further instructions/clarification. People often comment that I overlook details and that my work seems “sloppy” or “careless”. In day to day life, I also frequently zone out during conversations with people and often don’t even know/remember what we were talking about after a couple of minutes. I know that in Australia where I live, to get an ADHD diagnosis you need to be able to show evidence of having symptoms from childhood - often in the form of school reports. While I’ve always felt that I’ve had issues with concentration etc, my school reports demonstrate nothing but academic excellence. Does anyone have any thoughts/advice? I got a referral from my GP to see a psychiatrist, but will this end up being a waste of my money? Thanks :)",8.850662837999524,8.609862276381909,9.02705671213209,64.099338358459,60.65829145728643,11.701555396027755,39.3041397463508,11.111384760643409,4.683812969609955,1758,81,273,41,21,581,202,398,0.057999999999999996,0.894,0.048,-0.7054,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,1,0,6,20,7,1,0,17,0,24,5,1,2,2,54,52,27,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,16,22,0,0,10,6,1,2,6,4,0,1,10,3,32,3,60,36,11,56,0,2,1,0,12,27,0,11,26,201,48,21,0.2420966452448506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909531210760621,0.07885801327066355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906973315679882,0.13429586853440575,0.0,0.0,0.05487800687140187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003160625790895,0.05642653446085915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205245881973715,0.0,0.0,0.08912557470184063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461124215259942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929177773721372,0.0,0.10408820535145086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062013523809041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295051306374226,0.0,0.09000058493534188,0.05330085030546115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748358175295075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648550496989186,0.0,0.0,0.06768639327794858,0.12908453543449352,0.0,0.0,0.07990458039091554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282033430168692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526279924311858,0.08094755817816156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910992147921657,0.0,0.16845733263502105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869998990154955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057000006728276466,0.0,0.0,0.0712585910557853,0.0,0.0,0.0902814067018103,0.0,0.1372146068861403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951159485360346,0.062239952532530576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743275349835453,0.2756286352170231,0.0,0.08594167533533707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118928873348951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040121636478003,0.0,0.4036036000588197,0.0,0.05169777006091572,0.0,0.07968041014079556,0.0,0.09141610171397806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266863065477614,0.06430656063394069,0.14693046221120618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516311115592693,0.0,0.06486270432995936,0.0,0.07429668807712267,0.0,0.0,0.05361275121721034,0.051708584946271285,0.07928624158708644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054789243493363664,0.0,0.0,0.08401038189888425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658502891292785,0.0,0.0,0.06473177525696414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749949406358665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196743402912693 adhd,shinyminotaur,2019/04/21,"My doctor said I have slight ADHD. Is there such a thing as ""slight"" ADHD? Isn't it either a yes or no? Maybe slight refers to highly functional adhd, I'm not sure. I do know I've crashed many times emotionally lol.",0.8465909090909136,3.1537122954545467,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,85.13636363636364,5.3381818181818215,15.618181818181819,6.742157984588678,-0.3152309090909089,167,3,36,2,5,55,35,44,0.159,0.775,0.066,-0.4552,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7804370875967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215584012961494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434910238539522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287043716030394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896205397729237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194588614361994,0.21746553861385967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590527703211972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401321583341064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380797588031075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262209448772504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saraherz,2019/04/21,"Help! First 6 hours of Concerta worse than without meds - hour 7 to 12 quite good, like what?! Too low? Too high? Hi, this is my first post & I appreciate help/experiences/knowledge of you guys! TL;DR: I was recently diagnosed at age 31. Tried almost all meds in the past year (with neurologist & psychiatrist) & ended up with 60 MPH (2x 30mg Ritalin Adult) for the last weeks: rollercoaster situation every day due to several crashes. Yesterday, I tried Concerta 54mg, as I was used to the daily amount of 60mg MPH, which made me a more impulsive over emotional weirdo than I already am without meds - for the first 6 hours (??) and was then functioning alright from hour 7 to 11! First impression was dose is too high but now I guess it’s way too low & should work much sooner. No matter what, I don’t think it should made one feel soo weird before working. Unsure if increasing or decreasing Concerta, maybe adding 20mg Ritalin Adult directly in the morning (works not more than 5 to 6 hours for me) Background: I finally got diagnosed about 9 months ago & noticed MPH seems to be the best for me. (Actually the combination of a small dose of Vyvanse & 2 times 30mg Ritalin Adult was the best but I needed to quit on Vyvanse cause of increased anxiety/compulsion symptoms. Vyvanse alone wasn’t working fully.) With Ritalin Adult only Its soo hard to wake up or stand up in the morning, i’m tired all the time and when I manage it to eat & take it, it works 2 hours - 1 hour crash where I need to sleep - then only when I slept I get another 2 good hours. This two times a day, everyday, is just unbearable for me, all my energy levels are just down! (I also increased Escitalopram to 20mg which helps with Mood, Anxiety & Compulsion.) Concerta Trial: DAY ONE - 54mg First 6 hours: very irritable, annoyed, almost no control over my impulses, sooo many feelings, like living in a fog, not feeling like myself, brain not functioning at all. (So everything worse than without meds but calmer and no running thoughts.) Hour 7: it clicked, I became crystal clear & thought the meds are finally low enough. Thought about decreasing the dose the next day. But then I was clear and awake for the next 5 to 6 hours, with executive function. Not perfect but good. Felt it going down slowly & could sleep perfectly & happy. The night was sweaty. As my alarm went on, I couldn’t stand my thoughts and hyper focused immediately. (birthday breakfast table for bf is important though!) I guess it was a Rebound. DAY TWO - increased to 72mg First 6 hours: same as yesterday. Hour 7: starting right now. Waiting for the click. It slowly got better but still not feeling myself. ===> As the curve also shows the highest point is after 7 hours we could assume the dose is too low for me in the first 7 hours (lol). Is that a thing? I only read about the feeling of nothing happens at all when a dose is too low. I also read [here](http://addadhdblog.com/) that the starting dose for people that normally take 60mg short acting Ritalin (which I did with 2x 30mg long acting = 15-15-15-15) is 72mg Concerta, what I took today... I’m not a good eater in the morning & struggle drinking water as well. Will improve that tomorrow definitel but don’t think it makes the difference. So, that’s it. No idea what’s happening/how to react/adjust. As I have an important appointment in 3 days in the morning (!) (trial work day so maybe new amazing job) and my doc is on vacation I feel kinda stressed about it so I appreciate everyone reading this!",3.3671390834689485,5.717750442793464,4.4264133588056325,82.35418358923562,75.77563150074295,7.958008443595368,27.621618434397035,8.796325658703443,2.359278138635345,2780,114,521,62,63,904,300,673,0.10800000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9891,1,1,1,0,0,0,156.0,1,1,0,21,29,28,1,3,34,2,33,24,5,6,9,81,70,36,0,9,21,0,8,3,1,3,15,0,0,5,29,13,4,2,16,5,0,10,17,10,1,11,22,10,40,17,77,41,17,114,0,5,2,0,11,34,0,10,69,290,69,11,0.0,0.0,0.037037754960999536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033644045342782564,0.0,0.0760111554740167,0.03930903128388243,0.041883325147409334,0.09105570976112788,0.0,0.4934793950521797,0.0,0.0,0.039798213544340544,0.029034804804628174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03229616833047989,0.0,0.07966103361639583,0.033567342796295266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042369360154867725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898934543524312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042568782985408525,0.06060656731153171,0.0,0.0,0.17134091339516586,0.0,0.0,0.07704528402605447,0.0,0.03965398668677459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718059713813178,0.0,0.03883654923190884,0.0,0.042693286645731035,0.03361609291705785,0.039216761041478636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03197799063577976,0.03626679675377107,0.034110723854294527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514448811669828,0.0542288746910675,0.03644191584806968,0.08315378628597217,0.0,0.22598633920584302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019829465906768744,0.0,0.02157020616739877,0.12733649075536788,0.06071076828365435,0.0,0.08362150417306301,0.037580554855676525,0.03356271093463645,0.04040287608112828,0.03399944463876088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763195579022075,0.08020124224239955,0.0,0.0,0.5606575769084979,0.0,0.0,0.042845591855398456,0.0,0.0,0.03766361662035051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0309376808100696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562741088578278,0.0,0.0335141912642422,0.03358820982358884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182622911599178,0.02533467583019701,0.038479529676056085,0.07626004793654004,0.0,0.21079240589919726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03029462366913705,0.0,0.027900651877519854,0.056285011485964855,0.0,0.0366563343012151,0.08072929355633364,0.03561737898899157,0.03718698800134365,0.03641801040984915,0.04321102743169,0.0,0.0,0.05143740015019151,0.08659747616302503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623151073551262,0.026312614182297432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035878919769388166,0.0,0.03634956409753478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073777612809009,0.11389319979721788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03747512357325905,0.0,0.0,0.03241261879335065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034552013589736044,0.0,0.04287736256355505,0.0,0.0,0.04266203121849657,0.07596307804826813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053728255718660016,0.0,0.03031021645159885,0.0,0.04347632654284297,0.03967789636204869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944887241375671,0.057073563125867775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02521503683800305,0.0486389466930656,0.03728973904483054,0.12052535565389537,0.06639407352738849,0.043622688014557535,0.03597607643793884,0.0,0.04216843383926503,0.05153672444133035,0.0,0.07415133817658885,0.0,0.0,0.03278018141595202,0.0,0.031316131307956685,0.0,0.030126220985733775,0.030444512930903736,0.0,0.03412532008411436,0.03518385783477894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975927789681364,0.0,0.16578634768750564,0.0,0.07735699993829061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024441214704913096 adhd,Dothecockatoo,2019/04/21,"Rage This afternoon, I pulled the car over aggressively and raged at my kids. I scared the shit out of them. After two days of planning and organising easter stuff alone and back to back family gatherings, I lost my shit at my kids. They didnt deserve it. No child does. I wish they had a better mother. I haven't hated myself this much for a long time. I thought being on medication I could handle more but I should have stuck to my limits. I dont know the purpose of this post except to admit what I did in writing and for me to seriously think about finding a way for it to not happen again.",2.8997500000000014,4.616009475000002,4.331666666666667,85.38,75.08333333333334,7.133333333333333,22.0,7.908726449838941,0.94115,467,12,96,7,10,155,82,120,0.131,0.746,0.12300000000000001,0.0072,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,4,4,10,6,1,6,0,9,3,2,0,0,18,18,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,6,0,19,1,20,9,2,18,0,1,0,0,10,6,2,0,8,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013520766620992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29898147157958904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171941509605043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552220671556184,0.0,0.0,0.12537957964107574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701311467606023,0.0,0.22784927606397604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183274218738908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768893672606312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191778388773699,0.0,0.0,0.191941482796437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684368522325506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204839647409306,0.0,0.0,0.21222353316990086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958495164555886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291510149903802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861928411296588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464020782615465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991220031576442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225550905592018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457128302881215,0.0,0.15434131711419416,0.11336313094947885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991215811583234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431510162770132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356406807782514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fussli22,2019/04/21,"Afraid of having kids I'm a woman in my mid twenties who never ever considered starting a family, until I met my boyfriend. We've been together for almost 3 years and for the first time I can actually see myself starting a family with someone. However I'm terrified of the thought. First of all, I would be a very disorganized parent, always forgetting important school activities, forgetting the packed lunches, probably wouldn't be able to help them much with their homework... I know that my partner would be an amazing dad, but I couldn't place all the responsibility on him. And what if they were to inherit my ADHD? I'm not sure I can justify the risk of passing it on to them. I've come to a point where my ADHD is somewhat under control, but it has taken a lot of hard work. Do I really want to put my potential children through all of that? The stress, shame etc... Does anyone have some clever insights on this topic?",6.173929121725737,6.776768909604519,7.152121212121212,72.44510015408322,66.11864406779661,10.504160246533127,33.6050333846944,10.436869588844218,3.634609039548023,735,31,131,18,11,247,118,177,0.111,0.823,0.066,-0.8312,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,4,2,7,0,4,13,0,16,1,0,1,6,30,28,6,0,6,4,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,7,5,1,1,3,0,1,3,4,4,0,2,5,2,19,3,22,16,8,21,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,5,9,96,26,3,0.15439993638173385,0.0,0.15067206544998568,0.0,0.3711174381518318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460923326170475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847311579062234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796002549544223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300187368817598,0.0,0.0,0.17317265754518665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351164248104655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721967428455871,0.0,0.13966358202045767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911090375565139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626650140221176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831201575983146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349102274569984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485416712822658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126530451777485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350171872494852,0.0,0.11908274939174428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144285735135492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131507116762134,0.0,0.14595784635058098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664692457564568,0.0,0.0,0.15521458161222496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989125528824651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626097863751015,0.1230367590690901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082256504951145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218570139326205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686460546234473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455201127915932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257630284684272,0.0900318445555865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739611758437586,0.09106908284235808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240499258026937,0.0,0.0,0.2193625697099868,0.0,0.0,0.09942849682907552 adhd,MrJ429,2019/04/21,"Back on medication [Adderall XR 15mg] after an extended period of time. In regards to reduce appetite, how do/did you manage this side effect? I'm 31 and been on/off medication for about 12 years. I've tried Adderall, Strattera, Wellbutrin; and for me, Adderall works the best. However, the main side effect for any stimulate is reduce appetite. This wouldn't be a concern but I'm about 6 foot and weigh roughly 115lbs (BMI 15.6). I've always been underweight. No thyroid problem. No GI problem. Just a super high metabolism. I smell food and lose weight. My new prescriber is definitely concern, and will be watching my weight extremely closely. I would rather not try and attempt other medications. I understand Adderall is controversial. Nonetheless, it works for me. So, what are some tips and suggestions that seemed to work with you, or someone know know, that helped with the reduce appetite side effect. Other than, **always eating**",3.4688617886178865,6.687207146341468,3.9835365853658544,78.67355691056912,87.29268292682926,6.391869918699187,28.17479674796748,7.645422480735847,2.5322894308943096,748,35,114,15,24,235,110,164,0.10800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.076,-0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,10,7,5,0,0,6,0,11,10,1,5,0,29,17,11,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,7,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,5,9,2,15,10,3,13,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,3,6,69,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579465092054129,0.0,0.0,0.1054059998949424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918620665581488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266399392691688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860472609035794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742783278841055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389390763612123,0.1637670739231254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036899951839105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340647898576236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684416225204791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970093832497433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29663006049744844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110709524027046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133185013904167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038233360155276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104710182874737,0.0,0.0,0.16136151457465747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774989377507542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385277372029442,0.0,0.0,0.11010826809718884,0.0,0.0,0.09981556652833028 adhd,xtaskillz,2019/04/21,How did you get diagnosed? Im just really curious. My mom has it .,-2.2752380952380946,-1.1414675714285707,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,117.57142857142858,10.438095238095238,18.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,3.3352666666666675,50,2,11,3,3,20,14,14,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.3804,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922213990575345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533701465203939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238370475679969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567976068345812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106760314922207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,santas__boobs,2019/04/21,"Don’t feel “ADHD enough?” I have been diagnosed with ADHD, and this might be because I’m inattentive, but I don’t quite feel ADHD enough, like I function well enough to keep up my grades, etc. but that also means that I don’t feel like my ADHD is bad enough to justify the problems that I have. I can’t tell if my ADHD isn’t bad or if I am just really good at covering up all of my problems. I feel like I struggle with it a lot but right now my psychologist doesn’t think I need meds or anything, but she also hasn’t asked me a whole lot about my struggles with it? I don’t relate to a lot of the posts on this sub and I don’t know if that’s because I’m inattentive or what but I almost feel like I can’t blame a lot of my problems on my ADHD because I don’t take any meds or anything so it isn’t really “bad” enough to be causing me actual problems when I know that it is. And the fact that I am still mostly successful with it makes me hide my problems even more, so then I can’t open up about it as easily so then how do I know if i need more help than I am getting? I also have anxiety so this might be a stupid question but whatever hahah",3.1708416334661367,3.2323054143426297,4.960794322709166,87.43728710159365,72.54581673306772,8.346713147410359,25.64765936254981,8.278499904357787,1.3191452191235071,893,25,209,13,16,307,103,251,0.18899999999999997,0.691,0.12,-0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,16,18,1,2,8,0,28,1,0,3,2,55,47,29,0,11,15,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,11,0,0,0,13,11,1,0,1,5,35,7,21,41,15,14,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,17,9,156,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0714857488061274,0.0,0.5282254785994485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335372206550736,0.0,0.0,0.17574460445028994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981551896920866,0.0,0.05603943233287639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056429526893014,0.0,0.06848299596097161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834931476218687,0.13396564720633772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525247026538191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435169634853367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784570003977111,0.08169804447513215,0.0483838548599027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851981840914267,0.15699892116652173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03827241203640932,0.0,0.0,0.06144233365100766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049100894937582594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511189612148896,0.0,0.0,0.12077614370717715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315364148478935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911315996613265,0.0,0.0,0.0488978955228029,0.0,0.0,0.0797955408405693,0.1627382976556374,0.0,0.0,0.1554227309084562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863445143671566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015748689478539,0.0,0.0,0.350472943197638,0.0,0.0,0.08206171771529931,0.07791509487461439,0.0,0.0,0.09385731705490953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255887614273742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058501076045238534,0.0,0.0,0.15316285425397294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055078208727588784,0.0,0.064027593657685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693847574125851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586452289104562,0.0,0.0,0.08178594610997614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kanyerising,2019/04/21,"I'm exhausted and I still cant sleep It's been about 2 weeks since I've taken any stimulants for my adhd bc I told my doc I just needed a break and I'm not sure I really like adzenys anyway. I was really hoping with no stimulants that I would maybe see an improvement with the sleep dread + insomnia but atm I've been awake for about 40hours and I'm so tired I can barely move. I should just be able to fall asleep. But Its like I cant shut down mentally and I keep worrying bc theres things I could finish if I stay up a few more hours... And I know the kids left a few dishes in the sink. And the towels are probably dry by now. I know I could definitely finish up the tail for my daughters fursuit before she gets up. We are almost out of dog food I could run to Walmart while everyone is asleep. How do whales nurse their young bc I've never seen a whale's nipples The towels are definitely dry I just heard the dryer stop.",0.5244808491001365,2.7131600659898503,2.517501153668668,92.96238001845872,85.39593908629442,6.221412090447624,17.583987078910933,7.520522993642371,0.2795096446700507,731,17,165,13,22,244,124,197,0.12300000000000001,0.816,0.061,-0.8584,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,12,0,17,9,4,3,2,34,31,12,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,10,2,2,2,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,7,3,23,4,17,18,3,23,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,3,12,98,27,0,0.1586044661985873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906117468518012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588194625302098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785647579393172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496071896408313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798982814900946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515533642978288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178515009013505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286428743082783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753002187454762,0.15619345076883365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409749369923292,0.0,0.0,0.17432973351523035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232421659517005,0.0,0.0,0.15497226152718566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593395041856651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983599775960694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857144723959588,0.0,0.11760320201635853,0.122325541987543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100244002955325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321216469256093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638722497081184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119925341280167,0.0,0.31743801689451656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905125797197346,0.12666173158393298,0.1326004355798975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948283238541107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536975982847707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822925022357628,0.0,0.1515533642978288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272229359105846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107053426866502,0.0,0.11266806220303235,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Raina_The_Rogue,2019/04/21,"Your friendly reminder To unclench your jaw To loosen and straighten your shoulders To fix your posture To take a break if you need to 💚",11.678076923076922,8.163664500000003,9.073076923076924,76.3219230769231,57.84615384615386,10.4,49.07692307692307,3.1291,3.9498923076923074,111,6,20,0,1,32,19,26,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904701884187223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666937207305802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574633085954237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,derekexcelcisor,2019/04/21,"ADHD colleagues, how do you motivate yourself to improve yourself or career? I didn’t read a book until I was 14. I couldn’t concentrate. I eventually graduated from high school with a 2.9. Then I graduated from college in journalism with a 2.4. It was really hard to type that out.",2.981949685534591,5.8113242075471785,5.221037735849059,73.36350628930819,80.50943396226415,8.816352201257864,29.58805031446541,9.2995712137729,3.5049522012578618,225,11,38,7,6,78,40,53,0.036000000000000004,0.848,0.11699999999999999,0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,9,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,28,8,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990956317542618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720165952245905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43877471218729097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41540051470420336,0.0,0.26604421131568473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420293760595105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hakubaikou,2019/04/21,"Musicians: Do you find singing any harder on the meds? Im the assistant director in a chorus and I'm finding that my musicianship on dex is noticably better - but I'm finding it difficult to relax my muscles to allow for the right sound (particularly around my diaphragm, i can usually get the throat to relax after warming up). Do you find that this is true for you / how do you manage this? Im trying a reduced dose and stretching prior to practice at the minute. I have a very stressful job which i don't think helps.",2.3739783978397817,4.961953742574263,4.347344734473449,80.24812781278129,80.88118811881188,6.841044104410441,27.00360036003601,8.00094639256281,2.1085168316831693,412,18,74,8,11,140,67,101,0.099,0.737,0.163,0.7223,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,1,2,7,0,1,8,0,8,2,1,2,1,12,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,5,13,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,49,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603216333431538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498483553935442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391115561920316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6775606199205371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682835760383088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422418030934293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003808788417487,0.0,0.18391348289032966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058621503427604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110017907822928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827257567879827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122972607322892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875330747718732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582831043956227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041170922786584,0.15291836781243262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pasta_girl,2019/04/21,"Does this sound like ADHD? I'm not asking for a diagnosis necessarily. I just wanted to know if these behaviors were part of ADHD or something else because I often feel like i'm the only one who does these things in a room. Watching all youtube videos on 1.5x speed because 1x is too slow. Feeling like there are multiple tabs open in your brain/ multiple tv shows on at the same time if there isn't something fully engrossing you. Looking up anytime someone comes into the room or there is a strange noise. Not being able to sit in a chair properly with two feet firmly planted. Leg bouncing.",4.688131760078665,6.610908884955755,5.074808259587023,81.04155358898727,70.76991150442478,7.500098328416913,30.254670599803337,8.167268648758528,2.2588021632251736,476,20,85,7,9,151,84,113,0.016,0.902,0.08199999999999999,0.7351,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,6,3,3,0,1,18,15,4,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,4,3,13,13,3,16,0,0,2,0,4,11,0,5,6,52,9,0,0.18735371889576727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45032552353461536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515043627455776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841817616902285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914871188265108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613886393966988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279090039202355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650999143329375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946333924617065,0.2676910684283585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296470418207368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745946903517678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732993763258876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695572867612762,0.14249094570214196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028858200774913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874419803458575,0.288468092161013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446948586114183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924746014681844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301735980106196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105060775721992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LaraQueenOfDucks,2019/04/21,Sleep I feel like the sleeping side of ADHD isn't spoken about much and by some it isn't taken seriously. Ive had ADHD all of my life and sleeping has always been a huge problem for me. It is not as simple as just closing my eyes and other things people may suggest and its definetly not because im not tired. I will sit awake and cry still when im absolutely exhausted but yet I just can't fall asleep no matter what I do. It is also so much worse when i hear any noise it can get unnecessarily annoying very quickly which makes things difficult if i have a partner who snores or moves a lot in there sleep. I often find myself awake till about 5 or 6 am then waking up at 10 and having a nap for an hour at about 3 pm. Some people just say my sleep pattern is messed up and others say its because i go to sleep to late but honestly it is not something that i or others that go though this can choose so please be patient with us. I hope i helped to bbring some more light to this,3.5741614906832315,4.183653748792274,4.8266701173222915,86.79271739130438,71.89855072463769,7.4601794340924785,24.44755003450656,7.447530270364453,0.9126303657694964,774,20,170,8,14,257,132,207,0.09699999999999999,0.799,0.10400000000000001,-0.1489,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,17,9,1,0,6,0,20,12,9,1,1,36,28,23,0,3,13,0,1,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,19,9,0,0,3,1,0,4,8,6,0,0,3,6,18,3,21,22,8,22,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,11,10,124,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698869059970857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979341107613878,0.09342921716966282,0.0,0.0,0.07635691667629961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368944721495809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233386147985456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677412422426763,0.08021565561521016,0.0,0.0,0.10262546962154664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866371438730664,0.0,0.12762707980426885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655213954129593,0.0,0.07526154541917228,0.0,0.0,0.11152326891592394,0.11057704433552937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425718054478485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266611536588579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930945404957163,0.05485625213259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545977434391996,0.0,0.0,0.0749503891827141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193400382881901,0.16508320301292556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568706594833576,0.0,0.0,0.12325402705612212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744054814557176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858536149036852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6741900667757991,0.0,0.0,0.08644164810062509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967008437312897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919289569217314,0.0,0.11031838230985426,0.0,0.0,0.12905384958548255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350637318377877,0.0,0.0,0.09264599416862083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442690820759133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1234q2341234,2019/04/21,What Adderall does to your sex drive... Does it go away or is that along term side effect? It's only my third day on Adderall and it's driving me crazy. Can't stop thinking about sex. Does it eventually stop once I get used to it?,0.13437500000000213,2.4277303541666697,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,89.20833333333334,4.033333333333334,18.416666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.5763583333333337,179,5,41,1,6,57,37,48,0.05,0.863,0.087,0.1867,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,8,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,6,1,10,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471438374988756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964528483867716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6905896542664193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743260308972252,0.0,0.14949719758996088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28013932880384995,0.0,0.20006113840955306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398426293785199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855161624117398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719046911948534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saturnsappho,2019/04/21,advice for being a good partner to a woman with ADD? hi all! i have a lovely gf of 6 months who has ADD. i was wondering what would be some things i can do to be a good partner to her. i know she struggles with shame about her disorder and i want to know if there's anything non-ADD/ADHD folks can do to make their partners lives easier or just make them happy. i love her so much!!,1.37165505226481,2.8265750853658567,3.2249128919860617,92.80597560975613,78.6341463414634,6.149128919860628,20.25087108013937,6.868970318607317,0.1870432055749132,295,7,68,3,7,99,58,82,0.09300000000000001,0.653,0.253,0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,2,4,0,11,2,0,2,1,17,19,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,5,10,14,3,1,0,0,0,2,15,0,0,4,1,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680231414380373,0.21792966887102355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352402036107787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555968473536712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741122217600876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374057844148845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451286638652743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969281308128028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025631687350808,0.0,0.297731209841969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801007238404412,0.0,0.16394318392999532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331458307782333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816261069029213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154122744996752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185246492896836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584249054433739,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,autumngirl11,2019/04/21,"First time in my entire life I'm not freaking about money and bills! You guys! I am 39 and a financial disaster my entire life. I read about this app/service called YNAB and didn't think it'd work for me because of my ADD.... well I am three weeks into using it and for the first time in my LIFE and I am not panicked when I go to the store that I forgot a bill and will overdraw my account. I think it works for me because I check this app now instead of my bank account. So I see what I have left in my budget to spend on things, versus what's sitting in my account. In other words, if there's $300 in my account because 3 checks haven't cleared, I'd normally just spend it. Now, I can see I have budgeted 50 bucks for food and only let myself spend that. It connects to all my accounts so I don't have to type anything in if I don't want to. Anyway - its a huge victory for me with my ADD and I had to share. (And no - I am getting nothing for posting about this!)",1.9399519230769224,2.9832946298076948,3.6059615384615378,92.36403846153848,76.25961538461539,6.161538461538463,25.01923076923077,6.322622252153567,0.6186000000000007,745,25,172,5,16,249,109,208,0.047,0.888,0.065,0.5377,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,13,3,0,0,5,0,16,4,0,1,2,28,26,14,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,15,13,1,1,2,1,18,1,7,1,1,3,3,2,32,2,27,20,1,22,0,0,2,0,4,11,0,2,8,122,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382001582908216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196127254556082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845871430273813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973168858176386,0.21133139808042334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913096019450135,0.0,0.09932526414363736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304881134358968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988705642254108,0.17871316845472435,0.370333591490568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123653697488772,0.16769559249790966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291971848133188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738041479411198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481631942119022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785365701153996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610877406037448,0.22396986799591792,0.0,0.0,0.20381844721376347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509443235056676,0.0,0.0,0.1030832987246581,0.0,0.14018916950162194,0.0,0.15713834188862486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544678625643411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AshleyGamerGirl,2019/04/21,"Is this relateable? As a teen and even adult I have always struggled with having weak ""willpower"". I will want to do something, and even commit a decent amount of time to it, but I can't just go all of the way. For example, I wanted to be really excellent at gaming. I got good, but there are people who are better than me. I would get frustrated. I would complain, get discouraged/embarrassed, and eventually stop because I don't compare to the people who have literally spent 1000's of hours. The problem is though that I can't commit that much time because if I sit down and try to commit myself like that, I go for maybe a few hundred hours and then stop because of this very cycle! I mean I'm not going to lie, I cant possibly fathom how someone could even commit that hard to something to begin with! It seems like a seriously impossible thing for me! This has affected me with literally everything I've ever done in my life! Learning a new language, playing games, college, work, you name it! This makes me feel really crippled and weak like I am always disadvantaged or inferior to other people.",5.593060257278264,6.563594118483414,6.617714962762362,74.4607227488152,67.5308056872038,9.440893703452947,30.711238997968856,9.606745405546679,2.9220044685172653,873,33,155,18,14,292,127,211,0.16399999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.155,0.3199,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,3,8,15,1,1,8,0,20,3,0,3,6,37,35,14,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,15,9,0,2,4,3,1,3,5,8,0,0,3,2,21,7,24,27,4,18,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,3,13,111,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315632598785104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523003920822306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185965352097796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706431155014208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722621020558082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26570635543746146,0.12129701862599016,0.0,0.0,0.12051635088206596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780269254562106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011868415529005,0.0,0.2286286165757913,0.11247290782743674,0.10724838739931236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201231910933022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641140287807626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471558746802552,0.19653680167000684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950975930260174,0.0,0.134716910943626,0.14606926489769856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857559065215264,0.0,0.0,0.1295102286766443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788947185902895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117248037702594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831124305979852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180996786365094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207546844357818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361864617782773,0.20646646934267374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421961411764146,0.0,0.14018568766399478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890870636475927,0.0,0.1317481063792106,0.0,0.15638427953812034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104201354117188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064279623908954,0.15818595052450096,0.1064387327157306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762309029612372,0.0,0.0,0.19051513156851324,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,failedtobuffer,2019/04/21,"9 steps to reheating pizza Step 1: Put pizza in oven. Step 2: Wait for da pizza... Step 3: Substantial amount of time later, open oven and realize all I did was put a pan in there. Step 4: Put still frozen solid pizza into oven. Step 5: Call myself an idiot and am a scum of the earth and should never heat up pizza again. Step 6: Debate with myself about how I'm not a dum dum for this, and that I am smart cookie, just good at some things and bad at others. Step 7: Doubt, but ok. Fine. But also not fine. Step 8: Burn pizza while having internal debate. Step 9: Order pizza.",-0.7890866290018828,1.3616040084745755,1.6666666666666683,94.7895856873823,97.89830508474577,3.9781544256120527,9.945386064030131,5.82211442006289,-1.2605212806026365,435,4,93,4,18,147,80,118,0.067,0.838,0.095,0.3532,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,5,1,6,7,0,1,2,21,8,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,8,7,1,1,0,0,13,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,5,13,5,3,27,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,51,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122775760389016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216368503531282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27105069040823665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264404123937506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472880718411754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8005415472861687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119860235378657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763509475818048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547840660263506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CarlMarksthespot,2019/04/21,"Seeking Info + Sources Regarding Adderall & Amphetamine Effecting Those with ADHD Differently than Neurotypical Hey all, Hope you're having a great morning, day, or evening wherever you are. Don't forget to take a deep breath, relax your shoulders, and not to hold too much tension in your brow. Hopefully, that hyper focus or Reddit rabbit-hole feels a little better now. Drink some water too! I'm hoping to learn more about the ADHD brain and how we differ from the neurotypical in terms of the way that stimulants effect us. I remember listening to a podcast with a CEO explaining that he needed a fresh pot of coffee for every hour a meeting was expected to run or he would not be able to sit still.... #relatable. On a recent rabbit-hole of my own, I was digging through amphetamine subs and discovered that many people report this effect extending into stimulants far more powerful than caffeine and d-amphetamine. (I know meth and Adderall are very similar chemically, however they aren't in dosage or administration.) Not only did some of the commenters say that substances like meth had little to no effect at all on them (at massive doses 1000mg and more), but that they didn't experience withdrawal effects in the same way either. If anyone has any resources that could be of interest on this topic, I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks so much.",8.433880070546735,8.941810086419757,8.563647854203413,64.58046296296297,61.304526748971185,11.551910640799534,36.69870664315109,11.20814326018867,4.5180607877719,1093,47,167,28,14,358,162,243,0.017,0.853,0.13,0.9753,3,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,2,3,3,7,8,11,0,1,13,0,16,6,3,8,2,49,27,14,0,9,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,10,2,1,11,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,3,13,10,30,17,13,24,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,10,7,118,24,3,0.13441993372077055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230932771607869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564394202639985,0.0,0.0914101643860602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398954307669566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888350785597382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500571013735327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732337922647983,0.0,0.0,0.08668973696623486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28088044182741456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168036084312065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878309847798102,0.0,0.11325459164395217,0.0,0.0,0.131488488341936,0.0,0.0,0.0679667573563214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29639690294240506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40052797264034745,0.13237655788126898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387368018797184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567078980285286,0.2694481739437374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362807147500062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976282356811396,0.09967067762515576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223241678884316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931898569939116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272346800762666,0.0,0.1522715813055925,0.0,0.0,0.10689612651584143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734793270671436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010670613908613,0.0,0.0,0.12375581508243165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169062957618166,0.0,0.0,0.11091052291392783,0.0,0.2133925733092919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097612843785305,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HelixVanguard,2019/04/21,"Remember: We are all more than our shared disorder! Pretty much what the title says. Just got started thinking and realized that sometimes there's a reason my brain acts in seemingly random-ass ways. The way that I look at it is there's different types of ""me"". There's the bit that I recognize as me, the conscious and actively choosing me that I can control. Another ""me"" is my subconscious, or the deeper part I can't completely control. He's the one who makes random songs run through my head, or gives me weird dreams, or gives me a gut feeling that I stop and listen to, even if I don't follow it. Past ""me"" is the one I often thank for putting something I need in a place that I'll remember it, or the one I trust to have acted in my interests when I can't remember what I was doing 30 seconds ago. I set things up for future ""me"" because I know I'm forgetful, so putting things in easy to remember places, or doing grunt-work when I'm remembering it and am feeling up to getting it done because sometimes the motivation for certain things just isn't there. An example from today is I was feeling like crap, and I found myself stuck with *Stand My Ground* by Within Temptation running through my head. For whatever reason, I was somehow introspective at that moment and wondered why I would be thinking about that song, when I realized that subconscious ""me"" was trying to get my ass moving and start bettering myself instead of letting myself knowingly flounder in a self-destructive spiral. Of course, I didn't immediately start getting my butt in gear. I couldn't make myself go and threw a minor temper-tantrum at myself because I didn't want to do the things I knew were good for me. Talking to myself like I was helping someone else and talking to them, forced me to be patient and understanding with myself, and start moving in a more productive direction. All of that to say, sometimes you just need to trust that you're acting in your own best interests, even if you don't know why you're doing something. Sometimes if you're doing something and your gut feeling doesn't feel right, you should stop and all yourself why you feel that way. Often enough, we're smarter than we think, if we can just trust ourselves enough to know that we won't intentionally screw ourselves over completely. Not to say we don't make mistakes when we react impulsively, because I'm sure we all know that we do, but that they're honest mistakes and we probably didn't mean for the result to have happened like it did. We're all human, and all have to learn and grow. But we are all far more than we often let ourselves believe. We are smart. We are strong. We have a force of will that can rarely be defeated when we set our minds to something, and god help anything that stands in our way.",7.950869025450031,6.975533534450655,7.636312849162014,75.73828057107387,62.81750465549348,10.637119801365612,36.462445685909366,9.725611199111238,3.3701242706393533,2216,89,415,36,27,704,232,537,0.032,0.828,0.14,0.9929,1,0,4,0,0,0,63.0,18,6,1,7,22,24,2,0,19,0,50,9,8,11,9,117,97,35,0,12,16,0,6,3,0,4,0,6,0,1,30,34,0,4,33,3,0,13,13,6,0,4,16,13,74,18,54,71,17,58,0,1,1,3,39,21,4,16,19,297,104,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937527577349511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023620020755303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512026917873938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633258009650073,0.0,0.0,0.07546548967120398,0.07029320926161813,0.059239910516320736,0.07312671776280588,0.0,0.0,0.07477377996345741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045817116111595,0.0,0.15025144588582676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998166751522446,0.07676688315596343,0.0,0.0,0.06854558102134233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055954653299906176,0.0,0.0,0.1384200965167569,0.0,0.08848162211985068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032078980417119,0.047851772235813744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344202645423135,0.0,0.0,0.1049855920707308,0.12850998709565822,0.0380672694567984,0.05618111004189196,0.05357142062638485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059231736170443625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374851898520415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897929039385848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405707750264888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698674547104128,0.0,0.09817169214514286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624779628001862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413250535635246,0.0,0.0,0.07296275701830844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763246841780013,0.0,0.0,0.14238198982436387,0.049239289824087915,0.0993322308552419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616569237761494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253470285148977,0.06394165504455028,0.0,0.0,0.13996333503044892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814451535632061,0.07221765036407125,0.0,0.0,0.13467030904526692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773677995317254,0.0,0.0,0.3793863006486261,0.05720204451600577,0.0,0.1597997169719671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060977665275327275,0.06987656853821393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675341544046216,0.2062632798984516,0.2649866353368382,0.0,0.18964009634523116,0.0,0.0,0.1119994766528199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631295022619268,0.0,0.0,0.10767477931974076,0.0,0.06166779180371565,0.0,0.0,0.17799878113842138,0.12875759337837614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349086258764063,0.0,0.0,0.04547620827087994,0.0,0.0,0.06973035910986024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039507568823299984,0.21266796674614852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181321820405238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263884554293265,0.04876350833723328,0.0,0.0,0.04758191007081432,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nlgoodman510,2019/04/21,"A book on the insight of living with ADHD. My wife is asking if I know of a book that details what it’s like to live with adhd/anxiety. I’ve been looking for a good chronicle that outlines the rushes of natural hyperfocus and professional creativity with the dismal hope of maintaining personal relationships and the despair on being alone with your own thoughts. Nearly Everyone of us I’ve talked to has these extremes. But I’m not seeing one with actual stories of working though and overcoming challenges.",7.534057971014493,8.856743130434785,8.09,64.37166666666668,63.34782608695652,11.35072463768116,38.15942028985507,11.20814326018867,4.969494202898552,416,21,62,12,6,138,67,92,0.086,0.763,0.152,0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,11,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,4,4,17,8,1,4,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,2,1,46,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.2014876171406231,0.0,0.4962802366133773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384349709737194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795108640866085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302414678832253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197293558071626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731795442539942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507402565906507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347202209021146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087215490320542,0.0,0.36463843693214026,0.0,0.1733851060935196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991127700752953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028403876306112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167446014201897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453204734068552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659549730891553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028584257293708,0.1639162979863436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483612924706573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031461898440476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AmPotat96,2019/04/21,"What triggers flip your anger switch? I have realised I have very specific rules (for example in the house I will get annoyed if X ojbect is misplaced or someone uses X object in not the same way I would use it etc) and when these rules are broken I find myself feeling really frustrated and uncomfortable to the point that sometimes I end up throwing a tantrum. I always assumed it was due to the ADHD. Does anyone else experience this and if you do, what ""triggers"" you and how do you learn to deal with it/ get less ""triggered""?",3.206138613861388,5.720627881188122,3.8876138613861393,85.17953960396042,77.11881188118812,6.4162376237623775,26.931683168316827,7.554174236665415,1.6533239603960397,420,17,77,6,10,133,75,101,0.183,0.8029999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.956,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,5,0,9,0,0,6,0,21,14,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,12,0,8,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654295445552236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377234323300196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544297165885365,0.2262960993394679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276958847592422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932751598953392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844993169315123,0.0,0.1956154797521077,0.0,0.24631611629469066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160424375372348,0.0,0.0,0.11167292373592788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018610837067227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307793767795264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548415810220741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087831004332707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414879020136262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871330758886709,0.0,0.21843515388070667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815024506187496,0.0,0.18223176812667208,0.0,0.17530755837041248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689186490548068,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cassidylmc,2019/01/05,My story I was diagnosed with adhd in 2nd grade and have struggled with it since. I went to a private school and I was know as the “trouble kid” or just a weirdo. My teachers were always terrible and never really understood just how hard it was. I was bullied and what not and I hated myself and all that teen bullshit. I’m afraid to tell people I’ll have it in case they treat me any differently just sometimes it’s so damn hard to not fidget or even to focus. ,2.0309456264775427,4.135156042553195,3.672695035460993,87.33388888888891,79.0,6.305437352245864,22.14657210401891,7.3871296695380915,0.8788643026004732,364,11,73,5,9,121,64,94,0.242,0.7,0.057999999999999996,-0.9526,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,2,3,0,7,1,0,1,2,20,12,11,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,2,10,1,9,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,1,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29557262527057865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464215478546005,0.0,0.0,0.16724793843703115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496243779227647,0.0,0.2569554226186325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244134652008832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406286679298931,0.2428152753946184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516243843533635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968443540373972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050413999529196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755574878550527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890486371779086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034444802340117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324139195616415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571103558606104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496279199561766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279892594583625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aussiemamaa,2019/01/05,"Vyvanse side effects (HELP) 26 y/o female. I weigh 135lbs and I’m 5 foot 9 inches. I was diagnosed with ADHD and was prescribed Vyvanse 50mg once daily. I started taking it December 17, 2018. It’s almost been a full month on it and I’m just now starting to feel the side effects. My main concern is the anxiety it gives me, chest pain/heart racing and beating HARD, and I smoke SO many cigarettes during the day. The first week I felt fine. A little insomnia, but that went away. Now, the side effects hit me like a freight train. I went to my primary physician on January 2nd, and he prescribed me propanolol ER 60mg to take every day to help with the heart/chest issues. It seemed to help some, but the issue is still there. I go back to my psychiatrist January 13th. I love the focus I have while taking it, I get so much work done at work and at home. I’m wondering if my dosage is just too high? I found it odd that she started me out on 50mg. Is there anything I can do to help with this? Has anyone else experienced this? Thanks in advance. 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Hopefully it's reasonable to assume that many people with ADHD have walked different paths to diagnosis. What was it that prompted you, your family or loved one to investigate?",8.410387596899229,10.440296395348838,8.386046511627908,60.468062015503904,61.79069767441861,12.24496124031008,37.58914728682171,11.855464076750405,5.482463565891472,207,10,29,7,3,67,34,43,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.9195,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,6,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513065495992599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054075892120748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755691353401186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903353510844775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044017180683303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638262447139488,0.0,0.0,0.2963621409672356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808061796276086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265483334020232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30054912525613264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33171628249373025,0.0,0.30382783744259456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aloneanddankrupt,2019/01/05,kinda pissed because I just found out Concerta contains Lactose And im very very lactose intolerant. I've had issues eating and and have had stomach issues for months now... fuck?,3.112187500000001,6.219258343749999,3.8685000000000014,78.7265,90.5625,5.0600000000000005,28.275,6.742157984588678,2.0957049999999997,145,7,21,2,5,46,24,32,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.813,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733909379699374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910513748024229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31187189722805503,0.0,0.2629586103386411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072421567593034,0.5937593385765599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270359247257712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693827464560249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,liztheasian,2019/01/05,"Im on academic probation after i sucessfully ""played the system"" for most my academic career I knew from a young age ( im f/ 21 now) I really needed help but due to my living situation i was placed on the back burner. My parents put a lot of pressure on me to get good grades and I've felt like I learn things fast its just hard to start or finish a task fully. I always waited until the last possible moment, im talking i would be studying in my stats class studying for my history exams next period. But all throughout i got pretty good grades and graduated top 10% in my class. Got some C's and 1 D but other than that, pretty swell. However i got to college and i wanted to be a doctor and i just saw myself decline really fast. I learned that i have just playing the game of school and i was good at it but when it comes to college everything is harder and i cant keep up. I wasnt going to classes cause i thought i would just do everything later on my own time and i wouldn't check my school emails or Canvas. When i did go to class it was impossible for me to sit still and concentrate. i would be constantly be shifting and squirming in my seat. Never took great notes or pay attention. Looking at clock to see when this boring classes ended so i can be done with the day. I failed some classes, forget about straight As, it was mostly C's and way more D's. I knew i needed help and i was under suspect of autism, but after lots of therapy visits my therapist thought ADHD. I recently went to my doctor hoping i can get medicated before the new semester and he sent me to a behavioral counselor where after he conducted his own test and concluded I did indeed have ADHD. So now im in the process of waiting to see when I'll get medicated and hopefully starting this semester actually able to perform better because i just found out im on academic probation. I never thought that i would be in this position. Its really scary and im just wishing anyone going through something good luck. 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Supplements? Herbs? Accupuncture? Etc. * ADHD Aide? How do I find someone to basically be with me and help me stay on track? I find it's MUCH better if they're with me in person, for like an hour a day. I also want to find a behavioral/social coach to help me figure out what I'm doing to drive people away, as well as jobs, and what I could do differently. * Income Advice What are some good jobs for people with ADHD? I'm super smart, incredibly compassionate, and tend to speak out a lot, or over speak, as well as jump around a lot in terms of topics, and I make a lot of mistakes. Longer Version I feel like I am such a verbal processor, I can only ""think"" when I'm talking. I love asking questions and listening as well, but it's definitely something that doesn't come easily. &#x200B; For ADHD, the best thing I've found is someone who just encourages me to DO the stuff I'm avoiding. Definitely difficulties in prioritizing. My BF got me to do SO much shit, because he just reminded me in real time. Sometimes I'd try to avoid it (I'm the queen), and he would just be like, no, get up, you're going to regret it so much if you don't do this. Eventually, he left me to do his own thing. He was extremely focused, self-driven, and I think me just wandering around life kind of lost all the time got to him. He knew exactly what he wanted to do (run his band), and how to get there (started by holing himself up for days to teach himself how to play instruments, then wrote songs, then found other people to play with him, then bought a tour bus, then got on a booking website and booked shows, then went on tour and played for money... it was insane to watch!). I remember one day he came over to make vision boards with me. He wrote, ""Go on tour."" This is before he had anything lined up. I wrote, ""Figure out what to put on here,"" or something like that. Typical! Like, I had no fucking idea what to put down. He told me I could go on tour with him, and knowing myself, I was like, that is never going to happen. I say I'm going to do stuff all the time, completely enthusiastically, and I just don't. I don't really know HOW to make things happen. The process. Anyway, he really kept encouraging me. He helped me buy a new car... by just helping me figure out the steps to making the decision on which car to get (he literally said, that one, that's the one, let's go get it, and I was SO relieved), getting down to the location, getting the money organized, like the logistics. He TOOK me on tour with him. I sang in the band and actually made some money, and found out I LOVE performing, since I get to just be mindless and in the moment, without having to pay attention to a bunch of little details. We started doing production work as PA's and I found out I loved it. He had a certain quiet confidence and social grace that others invited in. And my life changed dramatically. I started writing for a professional newspaper from a connection we had. I started traveling with a plan and an intention for the first time, instead of just GOING and panicking when I got there with no idea what I was doing next, I became a ski instructor and found out I really loved teaching kids outside. And I was great at all those things. Where I failed. &#x200B; I didn't get along with supervisors at ski school. I made mistakes, but I think I just felt humiliated by them. He told me he needed 'alone time,' and I really didn't feel like I had enough of my own thing going. He would USE his alone time to literally do pushups, journal, come up with goals and how to achieve them, garden, write songs, practice his passion, music, create art, meditate, travel solo, and LOVE IT. In the meantime, I would sit at home, wondering what I should do. This is how I spend SO much of my time. I'd read a book cover to cover out of boredom. But, I wouldn't hone my skills, just engage my mind. I didn't know how to think about the future... what do I want to do, how do I want to accomplish those things, what do I want to practice, what do I want to do with MY time? I just wanted to spend it with him, because he MADE things happen. He got out of bed like clockwork at 6:30 am. He listened to music at night on headphones with his eyes closed instead of getting on Reddit (my addiction). He maintained his connections with his community of supporters, where as I have a history of burned bridges and rocky relationships. Eventually, he left me. He said he NEEDED his alone time. I get that. I was kicked out of the band for reasons I still don't understand. Initially, I sucked at practicing. I just WOULDN'T do it. I think it really pissed of him and our other bandmate, because I was fucking terrible. Plus, I was SO along for the ride. Eventually I got much better at singing, and contributed where I could. I was diehard committed because the band brought me SO much joy and purpose. However, I couldn't write my own songs. I couldn't play an instrument. They were quiet musicians, and I was good at just getting up and improvising, joking with the crowd. Which I think bugged them, because it just wasn't their forte. I wanted to create SO badly. I wanted to learn an instrument. I thought it would give me a lot of confidence. But wanting wasn't doing, and it just didn't happen. So, now, it's been three years. I'm absolutely floundering. I think I need another person like that in my life, as like an ADHD aide. To help me focus on what's important to me. To stand by me and just kind of 'hold my hand,' so to speak, so I can get some things accomplished, like, day to day. I also feel like I need a behavioral therapist to help me change my behavior from talking/thinking to doing. Which is uncomfortable. Even day to to day tasks. Laundry. Cooking. Cleaning. Grocery shopping. Anything where my mind and thoughts are not engaged, fucking hard. Having someone just around helps SO much. Just someone to do those things with, or for, or who might be disappointed if I don't. I wrote the articles, applied for the job, but my bf at the time gave me the MOMENTUM. So, how do I find that? In short! Also, I really would rather not take an ADHD medication. I just have read that they have some negative effects on the brain over time, and I don't want to deal with the side effects. Do you have any herbal remedies that might help? I've tried VERY low dose ritalin/adderall with disastrous effects on my mood, and I seem to be very sensitive to anything chemical. I also have anxiety, so taking amphetamines doesn't sound like my cuppa tea. What else can I use? What else can I do that's a little more natural? Maybe acupuncture? Lastly, what have you found you CAN do for work that you're good at? Where is ADHD a good fit in the workforce? 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adhd,maadiisoon,2019/01/05,"my experience with rejection sensitivity in adhd (this is longer than i thought it was and i apologize in advance, it’s also a bit rant-ish) i always wonder if other people experience the same things i do. while being non medicated is a blessing its also a bit of a curse. it’s really nice not having to take any medication (id keep forgetting to take it is highly likely as i’m more the inattentive type) but it’s also awful because i have trouble dealing with my symptoms which makes me self conscious and it’s just bleh. i get bad rsd easily and when i’m hanging out with friends it’s frustrating because i don’t want to be That Person who’s making others uncomfortable bc of something i can’t help. the feeling of it is indescribable and physically painful and difficult. it’s so hard to explain to others too, saying that you’re in pain because you feel left out even though you aren’t actually being left out and the anxiety that surrounds you when it happens is so hard to describe in words out loud. it’s awful and it sucks but i’m learning how to deal with it w/o medication and attempting to tell people does help a bit. it’s scary but other people will hopefully understand and try and help you feel more connected even if it’s only a little bit. even talking to other people who get this is helpful, i enjoy helping others through similar situations and helping them know they aren’t alone in how they feel.",4.588148338472081,6.181557564748204,6.126813977389518,74.71488009592326,70.47482014388491,8.892360397396367,30.50428228845495,9.362217197678863,2.9301361425145602,1145,48,203,25,21,390,147,278,0.18,0.68,0.14,-0.9347,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,3,2,15,14,2,0,10,2,18,6,0,4,0,47,41,28,0,4,7,0,6,1,1,1,6,2,0,2,31,19,0,1,11,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,8,19,6,28,35,7,19,1,1,0,0,25,14,1,4,4,142,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.08898182413094477,0.0,0.10958470143397178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443848073792206,0.0,0.2187579447138384,0.07587187552446703,0.0,0.0,0.06200782424384315,0.0,0.06975503503174565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613431237977086,0.1667536237415865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39819453247361214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801211892894049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797951890669327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806772847381292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838968193429355,0.0,0.0,0.18442022385061616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704480520986652,0.0,0.09527910370294453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063316053816676,0.0,0.1633647939288796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667097795833797,0.09634024578178567,0.0,0.09056566921571244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810479765026685,0.0,0.0,0.05011200021471777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814201524638456,0.0,0.0,0.0445475929225071,0.09138970006751047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173122650176148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755729828159841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934906828843443,0.19405108742487825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528602945896705,0.07961780906682236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058414407200463064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251268247749404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512415021205373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249393795467483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701974196456181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477444383389937,0.137117105557288,0.07328974573543474,0.0796982919466513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057818503678364,0.0,0.0895872064888889,0.07238941730814524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061907528619813273,0.0,0.0,0.0949251128535216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378231916476272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888448444455784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,huguetteclark89,2019/01/05,"Just took my first dose and fell asleep? My dr prescribed me vyvanse Friday. I am very small so she suggested starting with 10mg. I decided to try it today (saturday) so any potential side effects wouldn’t be happening at my workplace where I can’t really just leave if I don’t feel well. I skipped drinking coffee today. I usually only have 1 cup per morning around 9am. I am sensitive to caffeine. Took the pill at 10:30. Sitting in a chair waiting for it to kick in. I just started to feel very warm and tired and eventually I fell asleep. Now it’s 12:10ish. The only effect I feel is the sleepiness and some mild stomach weirdness. Has anyone else had a similar experience? 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As title says One of my biggest struggles with my adhd has been my accompanying insomnia. But I find that it’s mostly me not wanting to go to sleep and not really caring about the repercussions in the moment. This usually results in me making all nighters or sleeping during the day. It’s especially bad if I don’t have anything planned for the next day, and if I do, I only get around 4-6 hours of sleep. 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I take it to help my dyslexia and ADD. It was a huge help when I was studying in college and continues to be very helpful and almost necessary to stay focused and productive at work. Over the past two years or so I’ve noticed my irritability with others increasing, especially towards my bf. I snap at him easily, I’m overly sensitive to harmless things he says, and even seemingly meaningless little things he does annoy me much more than they should. I get short tempered, and I hate who I am and how I act like that. Unfortunately it’s not just with my bf that I get irritable but I act on it mostly around him. This isn’t my normal demeanor. I’m very happy and positive and encouraging when I don’t take it (vacation and weekends). I’m worried that I’m harming a relationship I care a lot about, but don’t want to stop taking it and end up sacrificing my quality of work. Can anyone relate to this situation or have advice on what to do?",4.06707587382779,5.99885369565218,5.80423415743109,75.13675191815861,72.42995169082127,8.735322534811026,30.050866723500995,9.325443323948027,2.9160266552998007,853,37,154,20,17,292,125,207,0.109,0.73,0.161,0.9078,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,3,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,0,31,26,20,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,16,16,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,4,0,2,3,1,21,5,24,21,5,27,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,6,11,108,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27600707995528034,0.0,0.0,0.14141654462867362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987478783867077,0.0,0.0,0.1257202865959417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398840863714968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235870427410548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508352687446755,0.0,0.0,0.09327785117696293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756857900027076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503367523575344,0.0,0.13943055513241234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839806367581807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689954536721123,0.14154465827334067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200645356226098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381670313524237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837061982554985,0.0,0.16078572023111268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26963068896614056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162291278198084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230787336185798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856603327109611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874293724748653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052717334929658,0.0,0.11807051300402965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247348188077843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876473714984655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795640862360012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330510069524161,0.08329822706169925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056271196016682,0.1434209512794205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188867718385648 adhd,haimurashoichi,2019/01/05,"Do I still have ADHD? I was diagnosed as a child (4-6,i can't quite remember), and I'm 20 years old now. Should I diagnose myself again? Does it go away with time? I feel like my ADHD has quietly lost the H and became ADD as I got older, I still believe I do have it. But I'm not entirely sure, so I decided to ask here. Sorry for the inconvenience,and have a nice day. 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I can cope without my glasses and still just about read my monitor at work so decided not to wear them yesterday and then didnt wear them today either. Normally i feel quite anxious,self conscious etc when walking around in public but its almost as if because I have to focus so hard just to see what's around me it has distracted me from being anxious.",6.5389285714285705,6.867429321428574,7.116761904761906,73.96157142857145,65.30952380952381,10.053333333333336,34.65714285714286,9.888512548439397,3.487888571428572,349,15,61,7,5,115,68,84,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,2,9,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,2,0,0,16,9,9,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,11,0,13,6,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,7,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088363822035404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532682359764678,0.0,0.14027236437539709,0.20555039279035509,0.0,0.3571738884698735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229102968272305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937794964501848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758533255995162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373507366124584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623673596135785,0.0,0.0,0.10143530270724338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970867812529198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965568710955897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915065663554497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337523563860808,0.20066598734658767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986155079628028,0.0,0.20928175381339492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020876193955458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083503119279054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901564337149737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338251896361794,0.0,0.14604770612525472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Koningstein,2019/01/05,"Trouble at going to bed. First of all, sorry for my bad English. Usually i go to bed at 3/4 am and wake up early so I'm tired all day long. Waking up is always a terrible struggle but that's just a cause, not the main problem. The problem is when, I've been tired all day and I arrive home. When it's 10pm or 11pm, I'm not tired at all, I feel revitalized and still awake up to 3/4 am due to I don't feel tired. I don't know if I've explained well the situation. Any of you have the same problem?",-0.2746266233766228,1.34779423214286,2.6041233766233773,94.52724025974024,84.35714285714286,5.501298701298702,20.003246753246753,6.574015621080383,0.01865000000000005,382,11,95,4,11,135,68,112,0.204,0.7,0.09699999999999999,-0.8893,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,6,0,8,6,2,1,4,22,16,9,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,7,1,1,1,2,7,1,13,15,6,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,10,57,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356562825027965,0.0,0.0,0.10098650792746727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239930353056277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525525447143045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915431148859364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017422901856406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631579485433694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687943105541058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895969609144094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161286045199878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141966924006984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42628930970448503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692256185403614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623592244844534,0.0,0.0,0.11859395429483564,0.0,0.0,0.15524661907941642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6827251896240968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355406280579082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352120585528232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redladyblaze,2019/01/05,"I crash so hard at the end of the day that I don’t have the energy to hang out with friends, go to the gym, or do anything productive after work. Is it okay to take more meds to combat this? I talked to my (primary care) doctor, and he prescribed 10 mg of Adderall to take later in the day if/when I need help focusing after the extended release wears off. It was such a life changer that now I want to take it every day just so I’ll have the energy to do something other than watch Netflix after work. Is it okay to use meds to function outside of work/school or should I fight the urge to take an extra dose when I don’t absolutely NEED it? I know I should ask my doctor, but honestly he’s not that knowledgeable about this sort of thing, so I’m wondering if anyone here has had this question answered by another doctor.",8.645333896872359,5.449330828402367,8.837548605240912,74.70278106508877,63.20118343195266,12.260693153000846,36.56889264581572,10.290406445055957,3.420679797125952,646,21,135,11,7,215,102,169,0.042,0.863,0.095,0.7637,0,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,0,10,2,13,6,1,1,0,21,27,9,0,6,6,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,11,5,26,23,2,16,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,6,10,89,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980313447031648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989234615536582,0.0,0.11756315221242247,0.0,0.13355657012988342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565720492358994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764022761366909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386755542888644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653321943735282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203672930184438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037473184441514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119169699532376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797618092736354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575730480466334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785131514799051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090756870615154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31737467905244104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186054331060086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003799780120734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445838466321349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099820525726329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296574087235773,0.11482696528165964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491108312962204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338679270475778,0.0,0.0,0.0842636365228033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492761160883978,0.3120154439633852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VliegendBroodrooster,2019/01/05,"I did it Reddit! I finally finished filling out my tax returns. Of 2017. Oh man, I was looking up to this task for quite some time now. Maybe even 6-8 months. But I finally did it. I can say taxes and tax returns are very tiring to me and since I started a small business next to my current job, it's been a hell to figure out every tax rule and costs and revenues that come along with it. It's such a heavy job to get everything clear and correct. But I finally got the power to do the stuff today. It's kind of a relief. But this has taken way too long for me to do it. Still a bit proud somewhere. Not looking forward to next year though, need to find the same motivation again.",1.5116088840736737,3.312201894366197,3.2122535211267587,91.48751354279524,79.35211267605635,5.777681473456122,23.599133261105088,6.67199483983844,0.6285215601300109,527,18,115,5,13,175,92,142,0.034,0.885,0.08199999999999999,0.6807,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,7,4,1,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,2,22,17,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,10,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,6,3,11,3,18,11,3,26,1,0,2,0,2,5,1,1,19,75,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168597548373413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302775930780172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199954969876376,0.0,0.13011392423824306,0.0,0.13879171427123296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075115055930192,0.1411462100357818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068329414642153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351176774794735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064958655654457,0.0,0.0,0.1608150667383536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666567853061987,0.2593645891499793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514567836100376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232645419722466,0.0,0.0,0.11450787830363772,0.0,0.0,0.3284760854812085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425529993339408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280892372619813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774608076769442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093063393765706,0.0,0.12332798680025366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767853876295606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172667777049725,0.0,0.09004936709130529,0.17749455205118295,0.1463815702915904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742091217824233,0.0,0.12257933525493228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944784819742472 adhd,b-tec_slave,2019/01/05,Recently diagnosed. Looking for tips. I was diagnosed with ADD last week and I was just looking for strategies and tips that tend to help. (apart from medication). Thanks! ,3.558275862068964,6.672414482758622,3.3547586206896547,81.34110344827587,93.82758620689656,7.8372413793103455,29.93793103448276,8.238735603445708,3.4137255172413794,136,7,22,4,5,41,22,29,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5976679868618665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734608940795034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999472052924564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944837352078038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966010372944172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907080160267197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27106590879855536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616903986297255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LenniferJewpez,2019/01/05,"First time poster, long time procrastinator With the start of 2019 already well under way i thought id share with you all my thoughts on progress ive made I recieved my diagnosis early last year and begun medication mid way through the year. The psychiatrist i found helped immensly and put me under a lot of scrutiny regarding treatment asking me to stop my daily weed smoking before he would medicate me. Mid 2018 - present i have found a much more stimulating career choice, arranged the neccesary things to finish my uni degree, organised my finances and curbed some destructive behaviours. The medication has been a godsend and really changed my entire life for the better almost over night. Go smash some goals this year! Remember to buy a notebook to remember things while forgetting to fill it out half the time.",7.6191666666666675,9.420499250000002,6.906555555555558,71.194,63.444444444444436,10.204444444444446,35.927777777777784,10.355215969177356,4.090457777777777,668,31,105,16,10,206,102,144,0.040999999999999995,0.843,0.11599999999999999,0.8775,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,1,4,1,0,11,0,5,4,0,2,1,24,13,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,6,0,15,3,16,6,6,29,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,17,64,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433293739167987,0.0,0.15795341442964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381222736410062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179763767179085,0.0,0.0,0.12659158243392835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141821779675893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175085282879484,0.0,0.3138810394871947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134711611603823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959406057660361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667441162529955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011007284279227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667027767119554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168855324238055,0.0,0.13543812596716506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325814097593361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522094922876074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432282667494974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438905577364918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169616832106424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242888906095298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131193514654067,0.0,0.0,0.11966755906346413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190185528465774,0.0,0.0,0.2272669538996479,0.2503901152698428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722835170373806,0.0,0.0,0.12869586659654028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016792435807913,0.0,0.0,0.27652341129997005 adhd,blxckbutterfly,2019/01/05,"I think I fucked up in university, don't know how to solve this I'm currently in my 4th year of my uni degree, catching up with a lot of failed courses that I have failed during my second and third year. Most of which I failed bc of personal situation, inattentive ADHD and what might be anxiety (no official diagnosis but my psychologist made me do tests and mentioned the term GAD a lot in therapy and shaped my therapy mainly around dealing with anxiety, so I guess that's that). But anyway. In my first year of uni I couldn't really do well with how much you have to study on your own and can't just do well by attending class & reading a few summaries all the time, at least not in my degree. I had to write and hand in a lot of essays right away in the first semester, which I had a tough time dealing with. In high school my coping mechanism to cover up my failures was just to make up excuses. Hopefully get an extension. Now I'm 21 and way more responsible, really hating the person I was before. Now I can see the pattern between making up excuses for my concentration/planning issues and anxiety for disappointing and failing, and being childish and trying to make excuses blaming it on anything except myself. When I had an important essay for a grade that I had to do and just got stuck and failed to finish it on time, I was really ashamed bc I didn't know why I couldn't finish this essay. Just like a (not graded) proposal for the following assignment. So I made up an excuse that I really really handed it in. My professor bought it for some reason, but I didn't hand it in because I felt guilty and thought it was unfair. So I accepted the 0/10 and managed to have a good enough average to pass because of my other essays. But.. I didn't hand in the proposal for the same reason. Now I looked back a little bit at this course and saw that handing in that proposal was actually compulsory. So while not handing it in didn't affect my grade directly (maybe influenced how she graded my second essay..), I didn't hand in the compulsory work for the course according to the syllabus. And i'm scared she let me go bc of my stupid excuse (while in reality I was just too incompetent to finish a 1000 word essay). I don't know if im overreacting and should let this go or go and talk with my study advisor about this. Passing this course allows to to go to the advanced writing class in my degree and I feel really guilty as if I shouldn't have been able to follow those courses. I really want to another degree after this (different career path) but even then I'm like I wouldn't be able to pass required writing courses bc I cheated myself through it in uni in this degree. It's kind of fucking with my mind. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.413558249868213,6.133435295202958,6.5601296784396395,75.61146494464948,67.81918819188192,10.031924090669477,30.614865577227203,10.09235958154656,3.0653368898260416,2198,82,409,52,35,740,233,542,0.151,0.765,0.084,-0.9907,2,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,0,10,24,22,5,2,26,0,39,9,7,13,1,87,74,40,0,9,17,0,9,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,29,27,0,1,10,1,1,12,16,14,2,5,24,12,56,8,78,39,16,70,0,6,3,2,18,35,2,11,24,304,85,21,0.13982752641461044,0.0,0.06822574770874137,0.0,0.08402275707193378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37875766612726736,0.3398114989583945,0.0,0.07331067661617023,0.16045151247361036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057533070080922025,0.062238071833060536,0.0,0.0,0.0656862819536145,0.0537593683873623,0.0,0.0852375622701684,0.0,0.059491463097440925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632772191646134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415603992738218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304500216566746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223960652008464,0.0,0.04617738122602046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03535049935115371,0.0,0.06712817662116982,0.0,0.0,0.11893722253734268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926829501956447,0.03652705569165477,0.0,0.1589344111760677,0.0586403475422593,0.05591642318069753,0.0,0.07701789232020577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902536687611016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386772936047763,0.0,0.0694401419540658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551886152589056,0.07297180462249478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280442576066473,0.11526832756760975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298311936369776,0.0,0.06831266644500543,0.07007195773833495,0.0,0.0,0.0587099528629288,0.0,0.0,0.17831454401705754,0.0,0.1323081863816527,0.14000393949043416,0.0,0.07023777219020855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416745438256518,0.07059297066582339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139466033806602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209200266611997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993268286453902,0.0,0.3135198286837497,0.14376598539585805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597059717767265,0.0,0.0,0.0699958735251161,0.07075646088347166,0.055712217510785686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858599911686022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619403457975036,0.0,0.0,0.1599049625448687,0.0,0.0,0.0447979164692122,0.0,0.05550371854346784,0.12230183267331025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047466855957813706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041236948942812685,0.05549429101614732,0.0,0.0,0.1257217388575757,0.0,0.06308629690436196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089805228381924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398114989583945,0.13506651387821422 adhd,Bramvis,2019/01/05,"Please help! I cant get meds here in Vietnam! Dear fellow ADHDers, As you know it can get tough for us. At times it feels like things aren't working out no matter how much we try to focus. I've been living in Asia for 3 years and I've been struggling to have access to my prescription ritalin since. Now I live in Vietnam and it's not at all possible to get it here. It is but it costs me over 100 USD to get just 30 MR pills. Is there anyone who could help me long term, I am happy to pay you for your help and cover any expense ! Thank you so much! Happy new year! 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If you’re here to know about **Ambien online in the U.S.**, you must know that addiction is psychological in nature, while dependence is more physiological. Some symptoms of a person being addicted to Ambien include:- * The intake of the drug for reasons other than the one for which it has been prescribed. * An increase of dosage that has not been mentioned in the prescription. * Constantly craving for the drug. * Repeated intake of the drug if one is facing problems in his personal and professional life. * Purchasing the drug by using unfair means to maintain one’s habit of taking the drug regularly. In short, if you take **Ambien online**, you might be able to save yourself from the side effects of the drug and it's withdrawal symptoms if you take the help of the prescription provided along with the prescribed dose of the drug. 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But somtimes i just loss all motivation and i cant even get out to the gym (i live like 50m from my gym. like this, i get a boost of whanting to train and i do these plans of what exresises i am going to do. i set up goals and then i rush down to the gym. i do it for like two three days in a row. somtimes i even hit the gym two times a day for five days in a row and my body is so sore and tierd that i cant move. but then comes the fase when i need to rest. and my motivation is gone and it can go up to two, three weeks until i hit the gym again. i just cant find the motivation keep up the consistency of my workouts after i have had a rest period. Its really bugging me because i cant reach my goals. i have tride to mix up the workouts with diffrent exersises, i look for alternitive training methods and can get really in to diffrent styles of wourkouts, and im lovin it and i tell myself now im going to be consistant with my workout. then i get to the resting fase and its gone. consistancy is a bitch with ADHD. &#x200B; am i the only one with these struggles? how do you manege to get the spark back after the rest? &#x200B;",1.4615988647114475,3.3010138211920537,3.698547776726585,87.75637417218546,79.66225165562913,6.963292336802273,23.699621570482503,7.957251820313856,1.1778085146641442,1122,39,250,20,28,386,133,302,0.054000000000000006,0.877,0.069,0.2911,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,9,12,7,1,2,24,0,21,4,1,5,2,38,39,26,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,22,0,1,6,12,0,8,4,4,0,8,3,1,35,3,43,32,8,37,0,1,1,0,2,11,1,1,20,182,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727747926226425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26555888553252577,0.29781563194884125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423095050360923,0.0,0.07470341218905305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612190567768276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055632459175292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709770844799274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618820553597998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200558558502777,0.10423827386881797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201283125316661,0.0,0.20893856850594505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26474321838230463,0.0,0.0,0.10892525619383447,0.0,0.0,0.06734853474835244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796105781274985,0.0,0.10821109903543187,0.0,0.10290847582942213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024788993902894,0.0,0.0908669241649964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304090583436265,0.0932023889562836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701327890676986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562251160350854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711133384328456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145804403863115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832012556787063,0.0,0.3591313483788801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982996778253304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781563194884125,0.0 adhd,_singmetosleep_,2019/01/05,"What's your favourite music to study to? I'm mostly listening to Hip-Hop/lo-fi beats while studying (right now it's blockhead) and I'm looking for new suggestions, preferably without lyrics so if you have any let me know! 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I think I'll be here until she kicks me out (if she ever does) or dies. Then I'll be homeless. I can only hope I'll have the courage to kill myself after that. Already on meds. Can't take the stimulants. Been on different things. I'm not able to work. Not much anyway. 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What can I do? I’m not sure what it’s called, but I’m reaching pre-meds levels of stupid again. I’m already taking 54 mg Concerta daily but I don’t think it’s working anymore. It’s been like this for a few months now. Should I switch meds? 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I was diagnosed with ADHD at 7 (parents did not medicate me but put me on a super strict routine and sent me to therapy and tonnes of extra curricular activities). When I moved out of home, with no routine, everything spiralled into chaos, eventually I decided it was for the best for me to be on meds. My psychiatrist prescribed Ritalin Sr which I've been taking for while now and it works well for the most part (when I remember to take it). Im noticably able to focus more, my anxiety and mood swings are under control and I can generally hold a conversation with people. The downside is it makes me feel a little ""flat"". The biggest issue I have with the medication is I always forget to take it. My partner (when he's not working) will usually notice and remind me but most of the time it's too late to take my medicine given that it's slow release. Do you guys have any tips on what I can do to get into a routine? Should I ask my psychiatrist for the short acting version for when I forget to take my slow release? Is anyone on the same meds and is feeling flat even normal? It's my new year goal this year to get my medication and routine sorted. It's super frustrating trying to explain how much of a struggle it is to remember to take meds. I think my partner sometimes think that I do it on purpose.",5.281398692810459,5.7685882814814855,6.730784313725492,75.09441176470591,68.03703703703704,9.612200435729848,32.17864923747277,9.627879704456738,3.0122701525054465,1076,44,203,22,17,369,142,270,0.09,0.8290000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.2435,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,7,9,7,1,1,13,0,20,5,0,3,0,42,39,16,0,3,4,1,2,0,2,2,5,0,1,3,17,16,0,2,8,0,0,4,3,2,1,0,6,2,28,4,38,30,9,32,0,0,0,0,12,13,0,3,15,147,45,3,0.0991686017953587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918138797804145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251622092479367,0.0,0.0,0.06743804985710061,0.0,0.0758637089370499,0.0,0.0,0.06934099216015527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927092559014444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407132936770216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122601939086227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065404333962058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549992620447592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891263448653112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028524950164162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362300280995623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819250704276923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647062339901896,0.0,0.09947419331430178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711910735649467,0.10350625546274077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186650230541878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939299152542334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619581175521501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406158425346981,0.2997057997283223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540052954397636,0.07290033280515547,0.07353226167046778,0.0,0.191555307145258,0.0,0.0,0.0971641742716248,0.0,0.225808220858166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011499648095954,0.10738993183467617,0.0,0.06875102199345634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969183535594336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467738814113924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808028291019176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367255440839326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44737468119203627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340793878233757,0.0,0.0,0.12708647155565642,0.0,0.0,0.057826009199644014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732897102106247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922020444305612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891644826843212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439184639873628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772265637177005 adhd,OC4501,2019/01/05,"Adult ADD questions for those diagnosed in adulthood A very good adult (in 50's) friend of mine seems to very likely have ADD and been living with it for a long time, although not officially diagnosed. I'm worried because I think it is really impacting her life and self-esteem and I am worried for her. The problem is that she's not following up with evaluation, or seeking other ways of dealing with it, and sort of pushes people away who express concern over it. It seems to be a sore point, which means I can't even talk to her about it much. I see it impacting her job, finances and family, as well as herself and I think she puts too much pressure on herself to figure it out on her own. Any advice on how to talk to her about it from people who lived as adults and didn't know that they had it? She is an amazing person with a lot of skills (which probably covered up the ADD to this point). I don't how to best support her in this journey, and I want to see her thrive. 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I hear the obvious hyperactive cartoonish types, but I’m wondering if there are some more realistic examples you guys relate to? I’ve always felt that Juno from the film Juno was ADHD, I relate to her and the quick wit and impulsive decisions. 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Any tips on dealing with fidgeting silently? 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I made [this schedule](https://imgur.com/gallery/m3aGonO) back in July. But I haven't done it a single damned day. Why? 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She thinks it's OK to blame it all on her disorder and it rubs me the wrong way because I also have a mental disorder (bipolar) and I try my best for it not to influence my relationships, I also take meds and did therapy for many years. Sometimes she's rude, she doesn't like that to me it's kinda frustrating having to repeat things over and over, she thinks we hate her because of her disorder and she gets paranoid and weird, we already told her many times she needs to go to therapy and take meds, we told her she can't blame us on her shit but she still does, I'm writing all of this because yesterday, after one of her rude displays she told me I was like a minefield and everything got me upset, and it just hurt. I've been ""taking care"" of her ever since she's moved here, had her in my house many days (she has only cleaned twice or so), reminded her of stuff, paid stuff for her, found her a job, everything a friend can do, yet she thinks she's the victim and I'm the rude one, &#x200B; I know a lot of this might come from her disorder but she really needs to do something about it. Have any of you experienced something like this? Are there any magical words for her to understand she's the one with a problem and not everyone else? And any way I can convince her to go to therapy?",5.898478260869568,5.832964898550728,6.2893840579710165,80.69494565217394,66.68115942028984,10.146376811594203,31.45289855072464,9.888512548439397,2.7394028985507246,1370,49,283,28,20,443,160,345,0.19699999999999998,0.6990000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9897,2,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,7,1,0,1,13,27,7,1,14,1,23,6,1,1,4,56,52,25,0,4,8,0,1,3,3,1,3,0,1,1,15,27,0,0,6,0,4,5,6,12,1,4,14,2,60,17,39,37,4,27,0,1,0,2,58,6,1,6,17,194,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487247732295636,0.0,0.08251179166409008,0.1195888773904374,0.0,0.08101447869718871,0.09085509649517662,0.2033877059992964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153026192331329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673934464503734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846767880019545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623414140658938,0.0,0.0,0.06440870031851591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482211875825422,0.07708574287869191,0.0,0.0758911142069587,0.0,0.0,0.4284709144204187,0.0,0.06543271212953022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246167743134658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763475994974527,0.0,0.07144701065493489,0.13439892512215926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198267517987305,0.17330394853221814,0.0,0.0390648248187306,0.0,0.08498830267997318,0.0,0.05980129618120335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382100237769525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627583502547055,0.08004403181235492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419880052400153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041092252836623634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958817910627024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356773349468774,0.13496771247826106,0.0,0.0,0.2274185436415356,0.0,0.0,0.1661077196589555,0.07532403839597122,0.07535170392213053,0.07932034372450253,0.0,0.0,0.05968159566921263,0.1589397377332619,0.0,0.11088367805554024,0.057668098245443423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200054066854193,0.056866807069809865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713774958163458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154586503038256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790029493330683,0.0,0.0,0.08027620197281812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675148153184393,0.06185144420867361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151249243373494,0.07395055086533438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971231406163782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119009012515554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487431136828845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652188074748644,0.0,0.04967461057729212,0.14373094622409358,0.0,0.0,0.08719928425518866,0.0,0.0,0.2857880426197396,0.0,0.05076468326220869,0.0,0.0,0.07783937422590287,0.08994045260708602,0.0,0.0,0.06169400574364953,0.04410194459987523,0.11869967156869632,0.0,0.0,0.06722821770575202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175048338203758,0.09085509649517662,0.04815015065425925 adhd,iamlegend12222,2019/01/05,"medication making me anxious i was on clonidine for a period of 6 weeks, where i noticed that although my cognitive functions markedly improved, i felt rather emotionless, almost cold even. my anxiety still remained, although i could say my adhd was definitely treated somewhat. I stopped cold turkey a little over a week ago, and now i feel completely clouded mentally, from the moment i wake up to the moment i go to sleep, and im getting periods of depression. Either way, on or off medication, im starting to believe my brain will never be ""normal"" and that im simply not compatible societally. I seem to be sensitive to any medication i try, as in ill distinctly notice the effects they have on my brain within an hour of ingesting them. I cannot live like this. Im at a loss as to what to do.",6.7346504782928625,7.1233020529801365,8.145386313465785,66.5472774098602,64.89403973509934,11.214422369389258,38.632082413539365,10.980518767755715,4.669383517292125,634,33,105,17,9,220,102,151,0.12300000000000001,0.836,0.04,-0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,5,4,0,0,8,0,9,9,4,2,2,19,16,8,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,19,2,23,9,2,26,0,2,0,0,4,11,0,4,14,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086377863791062,0.0,0.11127559175347376,0.0,0.1257010894358901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536533428599193,0.0,0.0960308147597566,0.14181421536787245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414303666085452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802680578636403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161678753449144,0.0,0.0,0.10022622982798032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081196025798864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291199268070419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347220794345346,0.0,0.12052937479155315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558472771183503,0.0,0.0713421180796451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362267578294345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423797649712979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132806960798491,0.125814965961077,0.11084610744848128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379286783633977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793776041192118,0.12650564817037696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681718883002167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229936546933867,0.0,0.2858355824186519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982723075918744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142786403745216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562158288509262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885143549270623,0.0,0.10024915961989332,0.10494947499835658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522725865477701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964060603677066,0.20138667377936734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eesha6890,2019/01/05,I just had a break down Im at my friends house right now. I just went through a bad internal breakdown because one of my friends brought up embarrassing stuff about me to a new friend of ours. It made me feel so embarrassed. I hate my self for letting it get to me. I honestly feel like just giving up on trying to be okay. Idk what go do. I think i should just move away from being around this guy but i dont know. I know im soft but i just feel like he holds on to my old failures and belittles me. I really hate it and i hate myself too.,-0.7028205128205158,1.4126021367521415,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,91.73504273504273,5.171282051282052,18.911111111111108,6.742157984588678,-0.016139145299145063,418,13,103,6,15,138,74,117,0.198,0.6709999999999999,0.131,-0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,10,13,3,2,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,19,22,5,0,1,7,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,6,0,1,4,4,21,7,18,14,0,17,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,68,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405862736198534,0.0,0.0,0.14148595121702193,0.0,0.12573786094391246,0.09179936219963884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764924654787418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228431213242972,0.21516562088368346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490405482760381,0.0,0.07867799890607947,0.14446137452823868,0.08558478908215109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910955583606986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460346696499069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376271582562902,0.0,0.0,0.325329966624157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552262751620206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539903161624797,0.0,0.1471430914443907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249360024081156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600552488016569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544249671734336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580207595297277,0.0,0.10204489953929896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964729617975044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860457250620766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710008796177222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723915797152204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649314340341356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224194560464207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960010528026756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,godisadelusion,2019/01/05,"I’m getting really excited about the possibility that I found the “slipper that fits”. It is week three with my atomoxetine script. I was very worried after hearing about all of the fucked up side effects that people report. But, I am also very weary of adderal because I tried it in the past and it turned me into a fucking lazer beam. This, coupled with the fact that there is no difficulty with obtaining it made it a very attractive try for me. I have had none of the super shitty side effects, yet. I can poop normally (in fact better), it doesn’t make me want to vomit and I don’t get insomnia nor do I want to sleep the day away. The one scary thing that did happen to me is during the first week for about three days I had suicidal ideation like I haven’t had in some time. Horribly it was over Christmas. That has completely gone away and I now feel much calmer than I have felt in a long time. I feel like I have a little more focus as I can play my games a bit longer and I seem to be paying more attention to where I place things, but that is it for the focus right now. I am only on 50mg at the moment. I’ll take the calm feeling by itself as I swear my adhd is most pronounced in my thoughts. I feel like a cat chasing a laser pointer quite often. Now, my thoughts are still very random and attractive to chasing but they are much slower and less enticing for the stupid chase. Maybe as I continue to bore of those thoughts the focus on external reality will start to increase. I had hopes this medication would work because I swear my adhd is caused by the continuous unrelenting feeling of lions, tigers and bears thus a pressure in my head to find a solution for something that does not exist in reality. Atomoxetine is thought to affect noradrenaline which is linked to the fight or flight response. I had a feeling upping my noradrenaline would overload my mind to the point of where it makes no more sense to que my inattentive thoughts that search for a solution to my imaginary dilemma . This is personal speculation of course, but hell the actual reason this stuff works in the first place is speculation as well. So, if you suffer from a similar situation maybe atomoxetine is a good choice. Anyway, I know atomoxetine is a bit of a hit or miss so I thought I would give my positive hit...so far as I must stress that I have only been on it for three weeks now. Maybe the other foot will drop and if it does I will report back. I will also report back if it gets even better as my struggle for a place to rest my head has been long and arduous. TLDR Atomoxetine calms my racing inattentive mind without the shitty side effects most commonly reported. I wanted to report a win, so far, because this drug gets reported as awful quite often.",5.888430675469785,6.3274155474860345,6.577592686642968,76.88801422041647,66.7094972067039,9.786558320636534,30.797866937531747,9.725611199111238,2.7637329608938543,2187,78,419,44,33,720,253,537,0.134,0.753,0.114,-0.9123,1,0,2,0,1,0,43.0,0,1,1,14,24,27,5,3,38,1,47,11,5,10,4,73,86,31,1,12,11,0,7,3,0,8,4,1,0,1,34,13,0,0,23,2,1,2,9,11,1,6,20,8,53,16,69,56,15,61,1,2,0,2,7,32,3,13,29,302,87,9,0.0,0.0,0.07104652237740393,0.0,0.17499330944693994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644319025179173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680412622602914,0.11196406920838996,0.0,0.1331425285599394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287790241950788,0.15896694093568253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479010015218741,0.0,0.0,0.07633395317743844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055660462506649,0.0,0.0939055377451062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742311682238194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442990711094857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048086572280746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087233581603005,0.10402285352601147,0.06990357251679062,0.0,0.06654183720500605,0.12385464910665868,0.0,0.07982618828466524,0.0,0.13461285692321753,0.15214902682526887,0.06984054581303614,0.0,0.0610648164922358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438062717286354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943648999556838,0.0,0.08205576937534517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231112541691563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001135489639028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670555211716733,0.07296906345003333,0.0,0.1288590792482603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888921587643843,0.09719490909693038,0.0,0.21942520036367252,0.0,0.0,0.07334270146913087,0.0,0.0,0.14702323502580675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703911670929614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133278401911032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933409712135855,0.11074194488878604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949996944869576,0.050473354399559966,0.06356993137364456,0.22819508273072536,0.0,0.06882362278591317,0.08207594123077619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487272985164166,0.0,0.0,0.046640317040738316,0.07485497514912308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217449866593922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627832624500139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183511551448053,0.07285690682515271,0.0,0.0,0.05604832890758886,0.0,0.0,0.051531278370329774,0.0,0.05814163071330927,0.0,0.08339711221336009,0.07611089156842701,0.0833435377463407,0.0796361186597406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473979435376003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673592153977048,0.0,0.0,0.34679102661024075,0.08490557874539359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885871997734776,0.07919020302075577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402847824969164,0.12882563757374696,0.0,0.17519772228302274,0.0,0.06545983468882134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018077455859943,0.0,0.1060048363555076,0.07393632950642594,0.0,0.15515431813243472,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flizio,2019/01/05,"Where to start? I've been subbed to this subreddit for a while and everything you guys have talked about is literally ringing with my daily life. I recently told my mother about my daily struggles and she said: ""sounds like you have ADD"" (Was ADD back in her day.) Apparently my brother and my grandfather were diagnosed, and I have no clue where to even get a diagnosis. How did you guys get a diagnosis? Is there a specific doctor I should see? I am 21 and in Utah if that makes any difference. I have tried Adderall before and it feels as if ""the fog has cleared up."" It took me about 6 days to pack up my things to prepare for a move. (I live with roommates and literally all my belongings are in a 10x10 square.) I found myself googling questions about things I found in my room. For literally hours. I've just got no idea where to get a diagnosis even if i do or do not have ADHD I'm not sure where to start. Any help is appreciated. Thank you!",1.8344148936170228,4.226983186170216,3.3281276595744664,87.94400000000002,81.5,7.164255319148936,22.69787234042553,8.238735603445708,1.3200310638297874,741,25,158,16,20,243,109,188,0.049,0.879,0.073,0.6564,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,0,14,4,0,1,8,0,18,3,0,2,3,29,34,14,0,4,7,2,1,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,6,25,3,23,23,1,21,0,0,2,0,15,11,0,5,9,107,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822465992735408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062462177460212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660486288616365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903786085040955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559564832606227,0.0,0.0,0.15391545117059055,0.0,0.15843568697971244,0.0,0.15521404281687695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031884182508392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628783430829364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667575444892502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325396015156967,0.0,0.0,0.237683167510684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128354654558557,0.0,0.0,0.3003027701940341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164376562131837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933877739209314,0.0,0.0,0.1711875992011278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071106301906448,0.07408559050407884,0.0,0.1339044156760821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122353652033436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611735556776634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169875966874736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973013923866466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424815443024136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084062143588052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214668784055618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853121699180014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292265981486885,0.0,0.0,0.12188568976439987,0.0,0.1396134059940488,0.0,0.0,0.2014910488170497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449023247933282,0.16848204537302555,0.10295631062323414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ManagedTurtle,2019/01/05,"Crossroads with Physician Hi everyone! I've been following this community for around 3 months or so when I was first ""diagnosed"" with ADHD. My physician put me on Adderall XR 10mg and over the last couple of months, it's been upped to 20 and then finally 30. I had a follow up today and she asked if it was working. My response was that I'm not sure. I still struggle daily with focus and forgetfulness. I struggle with being able to string a sentence together without having another 46 thoughts run through my head and knocking my focus completely off track. I can't move between multiple tasks at all unless I'm stuck waiting for something to complete and just get impatient. I can't get anywhere on time, even if I know I need to leave at 8:30 and am up and ready, I'll not leave until 8:45. I can't remember what I walked into the next room for or the conversation that I just had, but I can remember what shirt I wore to a concert 10 years ago. I'll have something that is due at 8am on Thursday and you better believe I'll start it at 11:53 on Wednesday night (but it'll be done). I also, according to my wife, still have a tendency to just stop mid sentence and leave the milk on the counter after moving it to get something else from behind it. But if I'm under any kind of pressure, I get super clear and level headed and can make decisions and focus without even flinching (according to my doc, people with ADHD can't focus under any circumstances, so that's not a trait). So, my doctor then tells me that if Adderall doesn't work, then it must not be ADHD and prescribes Paxil for anxiety, as anxiety and ADHD mimic each other. I've got a friend who has diagnosed anxiety and she described her symptoms. Honestly, it doesn't sound anything at all like I experience and, according to her, it isn't constant like mine is. I'm not sure what to do. I really feel like her first diagnosis was correct, but I'm not a professional. Should the Adderall have helped? Is it valid to discard a ""diagnosis"" because one medication didn't work?",5.990608333333332,6.2520553775,6.781000000000002,76.13133333333336,66.475,9.766666666666667,33.91666666666667,9.621722640351123,3.1879416666666667,1621,69,301,31,24,538,204,400,0.065,0.836,0.099,0.9607,0,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,7,13,13,0,3,14,0,35,11,3,1,7,66,57,38,0,7,22,1,1,3,1,3,7,2,1,0,21,25,1,2,6,1,0,7,16,3,0,3,14,3,33,10,52,37,3,55,0,0,0,0,14,22,0,6,29,208,54,5,0.08656189638315852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161223117068925,0.0,0.07673189829770727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692235172636601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117730115748911,0.09076769582852454,0.19865884140836065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123306517177146,0.07705843996877049,0.08092368812117455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052767328596698866,0.0,0.0,0.09752561487928968,0.0,0.07655696297300797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151700289748887,0.0935426583131217,0.0,0.0,0.09577909191438227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571700543060315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859976888977338,0.0,0.0885828736484753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231135704818868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434663235277627,0.0,0.0,0.0827136015226826,0.0,0.08467414458837871,0.0,0.0,0.043768295705297465,0.061839836072013175,0.0,0.09482432637568183,0.0,0.14725900968669878,0.0,0.0,0.06687750641956024,0.0,0.18090007259872412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923145611733618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776749575936636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058020614499166234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014089457955994,0.04757215446302298,0.0705594988146825,0.0,0.2749696491558298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686931048760852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778073799989955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720200383265828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818575968874766,0.1840031935903069,0.0,0.06418454934630563,0.0,0.0,0.09205955882679276,0.0812324758919185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058656581228714665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001111979288136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701861442128297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055453767367086564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196115508737789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991873060214846,0.0,0.0,0.061268955791635216,0.0,0.1382568845363007,0.07236962136146334,0.0,0.18098657740471866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316712584632448,0.08997095430026729,0.0,0.0,0.07565891280890573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872047667057407,0.05047493789335069,0.0,0.08205055635435532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688515828977785,0.0,0.18905427454244886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574302322750083 adhd,Douglasprest,2019/01/05,"Bedtime is like a Black Hole I just realized this. As I approach bedtime, time slows down for me, while relatively speeding up for the rest of the world. It’s like approaching a singularity, or any strong gravitational field. This explains why, after an hour of pre-bedtime wind-down has passed, I look at the external clock and 3-4 hours has passed. (WTF how the hell can it be 3 am???) The problem is, that when morning comes, I have to reintegrate with the external time line. Relativity is a bitch. Bedtime’s a black hole. (Ref: Interstellar for an example of relativistic time effects) ",4.161944444444444,6.666772046296297,5.229407407407408,76.80633333333336,73.9074074074074,8.764444444444445,31.170370370370367,9.3871,3.1491859259259254,463,22,85,12,10,152,74,108,0.10800000000000001,0.815,0.077,-0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,12,0,9,0,0,2,0,10,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,3,13,11,1,20,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,1,13,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023852008331527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536456718247071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579954892804259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28771027491623324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726683289563395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175229296925125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150947215554038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656985412860889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GreatWhiteNorth12345,2019/01/05,"Medication Tolerance Concerns Hey Reddit, So I’ve been on meds for almost 2 years now and noticed I’ve started to build a slight tolerance (crashing a earlier in the day and not getting the full effect I once used to). Does switching medications mean I’ll have a tolerance for other meds? I don’t want to keep increasing my dosage as 50mg of vyvanse already feels like a high amount. I heard about magnesium supplements on the subreddit before and was wondering if they truly help. What’s the best way to combat building a tolerance? I live in Canada so it takes a while for me to get appointments for my psychiatrist due to having healthcare (~2 months apart) so I’ll ask about it during my next visit. Thanks guys, any suggestions help! 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I have never taken any prescription stimulants prior to that day. I had more motivation on the first day I took it than I've had the last 8 years, tasks seemed so effortless and rewarding. For the first time in my 17 years of life, I could use my muscles without wanting to quit. My job consists of hard manual labour 60 hours a week, and it felt so good to complete a task without any mistakes made. In April of 2018 I started to collapse, I lost all motivation to do well or be somebody. The dose jumped from 40mg to 70mg with afternoon boosters of adderall or methylphentidate, which only riled up my feelings and made me a lazy piece of shit. This cycle of dosage/prescription changing went on until September of 2018 when I cut all drugs from my system and went sober for a month. During this month, I contemplated doing illegal drugs or killing myself every second of every day. So my doctor put me back on Vyvanse, but changed the dose to 20 mg. I am mentally stable now, and feel good some days, but I still dont feel normal no matter what ""medication"" I take. The motivation is like a ghost, I can see it, but cant embrace it. Someone give me advice, or lead me in the right direction to reclaim any sort of motivation. Thank you",5.892383720930233,6.4079026860465165,6.477819767441861,77.34021802325584,66.71317829457364,9.550775193798447,32.40406976744186,9.516144504307137,2.910286046511628,1055,42,199,20,16,345,156,258,0.085,0.775,0.14,0.9422,1,0,3,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,0,12,8,12,3,0,12,0,13,8,1,10,3,41,33,17,2,4,9,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,10,0,0,6,6,6,1,3,12,6,25,6,36,19,5,40,0,2,1,0,2,9,1,7,25,126,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850829490114187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653572057733604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538392259316356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349339906485203,0.0,0.11642471366776967,0.0,0.0,0.08865746025494478,0.0,0.0,0.28644986637540754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365549848625375,0.0,0.0,0.13013960261531488,0.0,0.25754536091008823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871142062378579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843748675467002,0.0,0.10661708290809403,0.0,0.0,0.1889033838604704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652095444058256,0.0,0.18627238546803707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947121394475024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935333478718252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019137831753936,0.0,0.1228507708638078,0.0,0.0,0.09051349807356686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843176974558404,0.054249181108721095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242944063244826,0.0,0.0,0.2101399678480705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186244996791367,0.11190353557088632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726424795380136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564191315412367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879691944219136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445192923992034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162719862100674,0.0,0.11810611449671744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482868243169393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848555721783129,0.10108784930234706,0.0,0.0,0.11398232152245236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408495194978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859561937338544,0.0,0.08867774333970882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348925502462717,0.0,0.0,0.10223193060139776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474908794026929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337099469438415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590405000488046,0.0,0.0,0.06549504880974501,0.0,0.08907065075237093,0.0,0.09983948417646077,0.20587283629304146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140797441467297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301394171658394 adhd,Cynical_FK,2019/01/05,"Does any one else hyperfocus on leaving a certain place and forget to take their belongings with them? This has happened numerable times to me in uni, where i get so hyperfocused on where im going to go before i leave the lecture. When this happened i only took my bag and left my laptop, phone and textbooks in the class (thankfully no one stole it) but it is the most embarrassing thing to come and collect your stuff from lost property. Does anyone else do this because i feel like the only one?",7.752842105263156,7.213558599999999,7.5947368421052674,74.45315789473686,63.0,10.547368421052632,34.78947368421053,9.888512548439397,3.2627473684210515,397,15,73,7,5,127,69,95,0.115,0.836,0.049,-0.6704,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,14,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,2,1,10,3,10,12,1,14,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,49,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382736967989635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703930889623347,0.17150545670670986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203618982261244,0.0,0.1424320935456859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418714062850452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929590449386176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796569601047144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846347588094,0.11957969864780915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745162317996588,0.0,0.19025722130232786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29603556276844084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080425306907666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544725630153988,0.18186402033618598,0.0,0.0,0.08177573378480912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272022723281472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402727150928601,0.2546072896214478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488143743354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916154919833578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585250050324498,0.0,0.0,0.1541053886954068,0.0,0.0,0.11120299005498163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760339363650686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859706158269215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leftwinger2,2019/01/05,"Any advice to reduce terrible anxiety when Adderall wears off? Adderall has been very effective for me but when it wears off the anxiety is almost unbearable. I've tried other stimulants and they also have this effect on me. Any advice for this medication-induced ""Nervous Nelly""?",5.7425,9.04647991666667,6.5915,64.90350000000001,72.75,9.673333333333334,32.516666666666666,9.888512548439397,4.548661666666667,228,11,29,7,5,75,38,48,0.16399999999999998,0.794,0.043,-0.6444,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,3,0,6,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948565651892589,0.0,0.0,0.30478406572895217,0.0,0.0,0.24340575849921325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139660805289265,0.0,0.4656866903714474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664825197862874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511383431397375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,V-paw,2019/01/05,"Is it weird that coffee makes me jittery I know lots of people get hyper on coffee but that seems to be the opposite in the ADHD community.... Stimulate (adderall) make me chill and let me concentrate and are great. On 25mg. But coffee makes me jump off the walls and run, talk a lot. Why could this be? Diagnosed at 19, am 20, female. 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Was just watching Netflix and realized I had spaced out for a few minutes. Hit the back button and then realized it was the third time I’d rewound the same scene. Best (worst?) part is that I love the series and it’s even a good episode! But apparently my phone decided to google image “cats of the serengeti”. Oh well, third time’s the charm?",2.9555428571428566,5.192314573333333,3.063238095238095,92.184,76.6,6.419047619047619,24.04761904761905,7.447530270364453,0.9309619047619048,303,10,63,4,7,92,58,75,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.9511,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,8,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,3,5,6,3,6,7,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,5,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510428972427894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426205217724698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563690046607992,0.2953197685755903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27383585752457457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29466086405772024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347690447412533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535459256824434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168987442354888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38074612026912974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935446464120535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,modestlaw,2019/01/05,"Oops, double dosed by mistake... Rough day So my baby girl woke me up last night at about 430am, she pee'd through her diaper. 😣 I fixed her up, started to stumble through my morning routine about 2 hours early only to pass out and sleep through my alarm. I woke up late, popped my 30mg Adderall XR, rushed to get me and the kids out the door, grabbed breakfast, forgot i already took my meds and took another pill with breakfast. I realize what I did about 15 min later. 🤦‍♂️ It wasn't until about 15 min into my first meeting that I started to feel it. Ughhh, it's embarrassing to be at work like that, and people noticed. My focus would just latch on to everything with OCD-like levels. You just can't get a good workflow going when you try to put your headphones in and you take an uncontrollably interested in your USB-C adapter and start the stare and count the pins on the port... Again, in front of everyone. Thankfully my afternoon meeting was cancelled (unrelated to this) and I could just lock myself away to grind through tedious busy work for the rest of the work day. Now I'm crashing hard, and I still gotta get my 3mo and 3 yo fed and ready for bed, do laundry and dishes, and take care of the pets... by myself. (Wife is a night shift psych nurse) I'm really struggling to rally myself together to finish the day. Thank goodness for Uber eats at least.",3.4068080808080796,5.1335667851851845,4.055622895622896,87.8448484848485,73.74074074074073,6.8350168350168365,26.346801346801357,7.520522993642371,1.3059629629629628,1072,38,217,13,22,340,171,270,0.062,0.866,0.07200000000000001,0.586,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,5,0,4,12,12,0,4,12,0,9,8,1,0,0,27,31,16,0,3,3,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,3,2,7,18,5,1,2,0,0,7,2,5,0,1,9,5,30,7,45,18,3,46,0,0,1,0,13,16,0,0,24,128,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016026772106011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268471711844846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784534247562573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873579584480902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086434558517493,0.0,0.0,0.2632680599168219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923695431298105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300238672733076,0.12229390594210834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880274787700848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574387753537305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327804553575708,0.0,0.07733359090987567,0.2282636523627237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189494724583695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400478838474514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091789911040782,0.15349660677419014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647853994272493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511467582480026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553911441217199,0.0,0.0,0.15492035135242818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034898746206821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433609141940677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679124791485772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717203888124314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617156823745258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28894014149442243,0.0,0.10866831133957586,0.0,0.0,0.14225335546698445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046203707230068,0.0,0.0,0.2505560210498492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023648811261353,0.09238483707227037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29718894411601465,0.0,0.0,0.09666256657317716,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SmallDinkwood,2019/01/05,"ADHD, Caffeine, and managing without medication Hey I was diagnosed a year ago as an Adult. I went through a few months on Dex but hated the side effects (Lost 10kg, mood swings). Since then I've been just drinking non-stop caffeine to slow down my brain, stop the fog, and tune through the static that is my train of thought. However, I feel like caffeine isn't something I should be self medicating with as there are medicines out there but the process of acquiring these restricted pills is too exhausting. How do you manage without medication? 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I'm looking for a calendar or to-do list application that has the following features: * Calendar month view * Ability to cross items off or mark as complete * Web-based. Mobile app in addition would be a plus, but ability to access from a real computer is a must. * Ability to make tasks/items different colors. **Google Calendar Tasks**: So close. This is what I'm using now. I really need different colors though. I can make different task groups but they are still the same color. Events can be different colors, but can't be crossed off. **iCal:** Can't cross anything off **Asana:** Can create tasks in different project groups with different colors, but can't view all tasks on the same calendar **Todoist** Can't view in month view **AnyDo** Can't view in month view I feel like these aren't such crazy requirements, and it would be SO helpful if I could transition from paper to digital. Please let me know if you know of anything! I super appreciate. Love all y'all. 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Is it because you're less hungry or is it because of the stimulant effect boosting metabolism?,6.157500000000002,8.682906416666674,6.298333333333333,71.28,68.16666666666666,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.8064,110,6,16,2,2,35,20,24,0.11599999999999999,0.794,0.091,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230930360415136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754668723890423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800001769315281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863959808927827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224705500383969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lizard_overlady,2019/01/05,"1 aderrallXR 30mg vs 3 10mg help? I was supposed to change from 3 10mg adderallXR today but it turns out the internet was down at the doctors place and my prescription didn’t get sent. I’m going back to school on Tuesday and won’t really have longer than 1 day to try the actual 30mg pill, so my question is - how different in absorption/effectiveness/pacing will 3 10xr vs 1 30xr be? Does anyone have any experience with this? 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Technically I’ll be seeing the psychiatrist’s physician assistant for my initial appointment. I’d like to know what to expect. I’ve already have been diagnosed with moderate ADHD by a neuropsychologist and I want to try meds. ,6.951111111111113,9.011305777777778,8.030555555555559,61.53250000000003,65.2962962962963,11.325925925925928,33.87037037037037,11.20814326018867,4.650348148148146,248,11,37,8,4,84,40,54,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,8,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6375779300788199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927191631157671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26923162120902216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562859990943174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577904101084854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295918212755245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946422063138829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227530916441779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467426531825873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009299399103754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156456235583983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tiranon,2019/03/14,"How am I SUPPOSED to feel on Concerta? This is not a ""I just started my meds and I feel amazing"" post. &#x200B; I started on 18mg of Concerta three weeks ago and felt very little change. There was no rush of euphoria, no lifting of the fog, just a slightly easier time concentrating on things. My husband said he thought I was more likely to do the things I said I was going to do, but other than that I seemed very much normal. I went back to the doctor after two weeks and he bumped me up to 36mg. I do feel more motivated right now, but I'm not sure if that's the Concerta or my active efforts to change my habits. &#x200B; I plan on sticking with the current dose for now (I have an appointment in a couple months to renew the prescription and discuss how I feel on the meds), but is this how it's supposed to work? Does the lack of an ""everything is so much better"" reaction mean that Concerta's not right for me, or am I expecting too much?",4.125356715823038,4.842173476683944,5.240414507772024,83.93402949382225,70.70984455958549,8.632762056596254,28.83579115185333,8.841846274778883,2.0989349541650064,743,27,155,13,13,246,104,193,0.045,0.852,0.10300000000000001,0.9187,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,11,4,0,0,13,0,12,2,0,4,1,32,27,14,0,4,11,1,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,8,7,20,4,24,19,6,26,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,4,13,112,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773365173536316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633667500616333,0.295357223489745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345309285956672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748803782816843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571363246984701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344764245476997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439646166931485,0.1063563020980766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092280314902161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458074637106065,0.0,0.11669288370482996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907127414144447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059375976246313675,0.12181023270562928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238749886819529,0.2699964931592287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700826409464022,0.0,0.26802714256897353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907872473734282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163971585258894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075808511929156,0.2312156772389646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064111229509754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204652802503695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114545519533389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148521793515705,0.0,0.0,0.09648540000915096,0.07086817218138353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872226364927164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005585921464744,0.0,0.0,0.19497646730251836,0.0,0.0,0.1126643793295134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847909767423931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295357223489745,0.0 adhd,molineuxx,2019/03/14,"Confusion over ADHD vs Autism I went a while back to a neuropsychologist to talk about things I've long struggled with. I don't need to list them all since everyone is familiar with them, but the basics. I went in suspecting that it was likely ASD. The neuropsychologist after extensive questionnaires and a Conners test told me I have ADHD-PI and what would have been previously called PDD-NOS. But his rationale was weird. ""You can have ADHD symptoms or ASD symptoms and they all fall under a broad umbrella. You can have some of this, or some of that. I think you're more on the ADHD side of things"". Cool, now I have an answer but when I asked him to explain my sensory issues like hypersensitive hearing, he waved it off as likely just ""hyperacusis"" and waved away any ASD concern. As a matter of fact, I was only given ADHD tests, nothing specializing in ASD, despite me telling him of all the relatives diagnosed with it. So is it possible for ADHD to explain the obsessive interests, face blindness, hyposensitivities to pain and heat and sensitivity to light? I have real Theory of Mind difficulties that prompted me to see someone in the first place. I see people here posting about these things as also in the ADHD realm, so where exactly does all of this differ? I don't doubt that I have ADHD, but I am considering seeing an autistim specialist. It seems to be a common story of people being identified as ADHD-PI then later on it turned out to be autism. Just wondering if anyone has dealt with something similar in their situation. 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Today I got to the test center kinda late so I knew I would get 2.5 hours instead of my usual 3. I overheard one of the proctors tell someone ""ok you have until 7"" and I'm like hmm that's funny thought they closed at 8. I ask the proctor getting my test ready when they close and he said 7 on Thursdays!!! He saw my allotted time was 3 but knew I could only have 1.5 so he was like ""just try your best"" I finished that test in 1 hr and 25 mins!!! I couldn't believe myself. I have never taken a test that efficiently before. Even with forgetting to take my Vyvanse today. It is just so wild how we suddenly have hyperfocus when things are last minute. I sometimes wonder if that is why I'm so used to putting things off until last minute because I know that then I will the attention span to do them.",1.2042322300596844,3.1842171443298994,2.9292186652197536,92.24760444926753,81.16494845360825,5.3213239283776455,21.55073250135648,6.339386263674448,0.25513814432989657,722,22,157,6,19,239,116,194,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,4,1,13,4,0,0,7,1,14,0,0,2,1,27,33,18,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,3,29,4,17,20,2,35,0,0,1,0,13,13,0,4,23,99,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495990278941406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754796458135356,0.0,0.13616698977683245,0.1802900673394112,0.16793328296809906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776459651607874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569306367580156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508147703879867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798426239966856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575894984651651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879439411095744,0.2608786790727664,0.18051185759271696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635739430730775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341888034618485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108435091567624,0.12170399009079505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086637211376312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221762698313734,0.0,0.0,0.16195087133735284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355861750328885,0.0,0.15826591246234326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609500300699586,0.0,0.1398663366750116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212623096845978,0.0,0.0,0.1270396437066224,0.1866203040710544,0.0,0.3033644104407336,0.0,0.0,0.1086444769287247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138207684022259,0.17624169509514884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439502238437954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353710167986353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367508258650195,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jediwizard69,2019/03/14,Im changing to canabis drops So i take adhd pills but tomorrow morning i will be getting canabis oil its legal they take the parts that get you high and remove it.It helps with anixety whitch comes with adhd im thinking it might help my depression i dont talk about because theres a part in my brain whitch says people will laugh i dont know why tho,1.3272945205479445,3.670699315068497,2.6783390410958923,92.11285102739728,83.24657534246576,5.293835616438357,22.823630136986303,6.6274283507984215,0.6245356164383562,282,10,58,3,8,91,56,73,0.067,0.753,0.18,0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,8,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032543951023671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227116679779412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728704656731435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747864353099846,0.14451918613337764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450024164416705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932508885252656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530602733255102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249056793648623,0.17725844496713564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624412466895207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220212342382292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797768720989784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633575907846919,0.0,0.1163107438879165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341760997236699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522846471092838,0.13484734500808254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075003804753319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138652541261652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pinkietoe,2019/03/14,"How do you get into the mood? I find it quite difficult to flip the switch in my head to get from daily life into sexy mood. And it is hard to not let my mind wander during sex, and actually enjoy the moment with my SO. Any tips? 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When I told my manager his exact words were ""you don't have to explain anything to me, we've got your back, call me when you are feeling better or if you need anything"" Feeling so lucky right now despite where my ADHD is at and just wanted to share.",14.674655172413793,6.699429568965518,13.511885057471266,60.17162068965519,57.90804597701149,16.448735632183908,49.16781609195402,11.602472056035307,5.5496519540229885,691,25,132,11,5,229,105,174,0.085,0.8320000000000001,0.083,-0.0933,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,5,9,9,0,3,8,0,16,1,1,1,3,26,33,11,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,9,5,24,4,28,21,3,27,0,1,2,0,13,10,0,3,16,99,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955317650639824,0.0,0.11030890492477227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048660793640932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048076898357623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568698516313327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100574198901473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270675600913587,0.1423266645300626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609467804010656,0.0,0.0,0.09935553235750748,0.4130728019828089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584160894711596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501497210376364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952635448977244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147415442883687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838918859231431,0.0,0.1403741896974561,0.0,0.0,0.12724873851335022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764504592036132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932713881469914,0.0,0.0,0.18454195734898252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971970572763956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627142034825522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983257724290152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029383835320902,0.0,0.12453026782073705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601842467410138,0.0,0.0,0.14121348947926252,0.0,0.0,0.09356369283814317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451243941224838,0.0,0.0,0.11890813349816108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339817114725228,0.0,0.2994557445301234,0.0,0.0,0.11535749608112808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717822764557867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,insaneperson440,2019/03/14,"Dexedrine Spansule duration issue Hi I was recently diagnosed and I started taking 10mg of Dexedrine for the past three days at roughly 8am and I’ve noticed that by 12-2 ish I’m back at baseline, my symptoms return. Is this a dosage issue or could it be something I’m eating? I also have ibs-C any help is appreciated. Thanks!",1.3209090909090904,3.8649970757575782,3.539621212121212,84.37943181818183,85.81818181818181,5.724242424242425,27.946969696969692,7.1686216300943375,1.8040969696969693,261,13,49,4,8,89,55,66,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.8478,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,5,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747169631958886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792245311871465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987572073227707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715537366924255,0.0,0.0,0.15925092564220572,0.0,0.0,0.2506311186299358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25267342189116343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655135367221514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154663981911015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811340961165361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357248514321321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381588725884246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010057284289356,0.0,0.0,0.17477997521884933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566572411727609,0.18566238221141693,0.0,0.0,0.2273421144784316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PerceptualModality,2019/03/14,"Dr. Accused Me of Seeking Medication I just came home from a disappointing doctor's visit after mustering up the courage to talk about what I've been experiencing (maybe ADHD maybe anxiety). Doctor asked me about 5 questions without even letting me explain my answers and told me that ""lots of law students are just out trying to get Adderall"". I feel so defeated right now. The whole appointment was probably 3 minutes from start to finish.",7.98769230769231,9.289583923076927,7.891435897435898,66.27023076923078,62.33333333333333,10.342564102564104,39.95897435897436,10.355215969177356,4.6553712820512825,358,19,53,8,5,115,64,78,0.11800000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.04,-0.7344,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,12,11,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,2,7,1,13,6,2,9,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,37,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401829319717132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528860198045895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683438145079653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857712810347686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091134104618975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320001770966152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105103518032928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441427582297473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004675714143552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436192543547047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699067867155318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015558319602112,0.0,0.0,0.20132958377958105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547395739753716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238796661125264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067227805054558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145607699349402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063324336202536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096688419486935,0.0,0.13568620017629576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231273097563353,0.0,0.19264992764356206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peachlanz,2019/03/14,"woke up at 6am, had a good breakfast and took my meds and got to uni at 8am and do productive work on an assignment just to... ...write one word in the space of 3 hours. I feel like spongebob when he spends the whole night writing the word 'the'",4.083974358974359,3.52401226923077,4.55846153846154,93.25320512820515,70.53846153846155,8.471794871794872,26.948717948717945,7.793537801064563,1.0589025641025636,186,5,47,2,3,59,43,52,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,2,8,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,25,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946607167237887,0.2394371067713185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811148221917662,0.2680566541443748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300633444676683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374138188125456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722852379688622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31452329499680465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271118908876993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723731260539873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374192195060193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439991834523462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theimbalancedyogi,2019/03/14,The test for ADHD should just be to make you schedule the appointment to take the test. It’s been more than 6 months since my doctor gave me a referral to take the ADHD test to see if medication would be a good route for me and I had to ask him for another referral because mine expired. 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I'm in a brain fog state. I lose track of time, lost in thoughts or in the internet. I'm like time blind. I have shit to do but I feel paralyzed. And once I realize this, I get distracted by something else and that has been happening over, and over, and OVER.",0.5831473214285694,2.7369104843750023,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,84.78125,6.7821428571428575,21.642857142857146,7.957251820313856,0.8743107142857145,237,8,57,5,7,76,44,64,0.205,0.768,0.027000000000000003,-0.8519,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,1,6,2,1,2,0,6,4,3,1,0,10,15,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,6,1,10,11,0,9,0,2,1,0,2,6,2,1,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625408390920333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406727915345323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964643439938505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891506195547913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686185912801769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286710890346005,0.20797062449786544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489802282505356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310844839600994,0.2567288835883837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504611046294293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828217905701791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105455750959504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670820074683175,0.2742729763663283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,corbinkidd,2019/03/14,"I got diagnosed yesterday. I am almost 25 years old and I’ve been living with ADHD my whole life thinking it was “ just anxiety” as people would say. Well yesterday I finally went to the Dr. and he prescribed ADHD meds for me.....in just one day I honestly can not believe the difference it has made! My whole life I’ve struggled pretty bad with reading, comprehension, and math of course. I COULD NOT focus to get through a paragraph of anything. I would go out of my way to not have to read or do math. Honestly I just thought I wasn’t smart. I recently decided to go back to college because I was just over retail, and my boyfriend ( my freaking amazing boyfriend) encouraged me to quit my job and go back to school full time. I was having a lot of trouble in my classes, easy classes that I shouldn’t have been struggling through. I would come home crying thinking I was just a failure and that I was letting my boyfriend down. He encouraged me to stay in school and keep working at it. The harder I tried the more I just felt hopeless......That’s when I decided I needed things to change and I went to the Dr. Anyways I took the meds yesterday and could not believe it. I feel like I’ve been living this lie thinking I’m just dumb...yesterday proved that wrong. I studied ALL afternoon/ night like I never have before and actually felt like I retained the information! I didn’t feel as anxious or have mood swings, I was able to have conversations with people without loosing my train of thought or stumbling over my words, and I even read a few articles! This is a HUGE turning point for me and I am so happy! 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I've always had a lack of focus, and my attention span is minuscule. Also, no matter how much sleep I get, I would always get extremely tired in the middle of the school day. My ADHD wouldn't even let me enjoy the things I loved most of the time. I was prescribed M**ethylphenidate.** For the first few months, the medication made a life-changing difference. My intellectual potential was finally being used. I went from a 3.0 to a 3.8 G.P.A. Then, I noticed some strange things starting to happening in January. Some days I would feel anxious, or super paranoid. I started to be fearful of a lot of dumb things. My anxiousness would causes a lot discomfort. It strips me off my mood. My focus and attention has also slowly digressed. I don't feel as motivated and on-top of things as I was a few months ago. I was just wondering if anyone here has experienced the same problems that I am currently facing. If you figured out what exactly caused it and/or how it was solved, please let me know. Thanks!",3.3686061381074173,6.285083950980392,4.296581415174767,80.05592071611255,79.58823529411767,7.665473145780053,27.497016197783466,8.587818076936951,2.5954422847399843,882,38,151,21,23,284,127,204,0.151,0.743,0.107,-0.748,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,4,7,9,1,2,14,0,20,7,2,8,1,38,35,13,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,9,3,23,4,20,18,10,22,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,9,13,112,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744335325867533,0.0,0.10120969397459252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261221613252596,0.19000632890995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797163802871903,0.0,0.0798341660322326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345793842307469,0.120782542470623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726750716525086,0.0,0.0,0.11588573162078634,0.0,0.11928909905306567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541184255958595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128479182945929,0.11546112926688762,0.0,0.0,0.12507368208973918,0.0,0.09711762406533388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930397522985235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096501975440876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274787020430674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335043737832792,0.08064553395778952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413585847265336,0.1030478486787921,0.10803562107518642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003961371142814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226759353042904,0.0,0.08393213150930434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998956630009592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125330415440459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925053611517113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555170402801355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425795864174525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424420248964252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511746270202707,0.0,0.0,0.3034125219998054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657665365911099,0.1312279441820935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861097545607272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584183465522087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381846201630108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332100327574885,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Catalatatat,2019/03/14,"Have you ever asked for a higher dose? I was diagnosed with ADHD 7 years ago in college. We tried adderall, and it sucked. Concerta on the other hand has been life changing...until now. I was off it for about 5 months, due to having a baby and not getting around to going to a new doc for refills. I was thinking the break would be good bc it wasn't working as well anymore and a break might decrease my tolerance, and the baby would be older before getting whatever comes through the milk. Anyways, I have been back on it for 6ish months now and it isn't helping like it used to. **I am not sure if this is normal.** I have a doc apt later this month, and am thinking of asking for a higher dose. Has anyone had experience with asking for a higher dose of pills? 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Hi (my first post on reddit)! &#x200B; I am 21/F/in my last year of university. I thought depression/anxiety (diagnosed) was the cause of all of my 'problems', but recently, I am finding out more and more that I may be bipolar type 2 with ADHD (and anxiety) instead. &#x200B; My psychiatrist and I chatted about it today, and they recommended that I get diagnosed (because I want to). It's not for school/work necessarily, but I think I would like to know so that I can potentially relieve myself of symptoms with the right therapy/medication. &#x200B; However, the assessments are costly, although the insurance will bring it down to about 400-500CAD. &#x200B; Is it worth it? I think it would be, but I would like advice from anyone else who has had a formal assessment. &#x200B; Thanks in advance = :) ",5.316312655086847,7.66489563870968,6.341290322580651,70.83501240694794,70.03225806451613,9.672456575682382,35.148883374689824,10.035473477838034,4.182215880893302,684,36,110,19,13,227,100,155,0.011000000000000001,0.82,0.17,0.9723,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,6,0,16,4,0,1,1,24,25,9,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,1,3,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,18,4,18,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,84,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218309269378468,0.0821975561618852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557003304088816,0.5110530630819146,0.0,0.0,0.12869760586224988,0.0,0.0,0.05881613095485475,0.08618717502918068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512765664744482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864106964971258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075271667660233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026844460666841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688085037167533,0.07154935260105065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789467691966206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622816438747139,0.06856607919319914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219003192305177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343433908274794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056024321443735,0.0,0.0,0.08048801858146366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305478055946185,0.0,0.0,0.07183493167078336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513027058395391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742912975958028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744306428188019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779676380089412,0.0,0.06677901239015734,0.0,0.0,0.0797324958275937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049614022206958264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123772880972235,0.0,0.0,0.17926159568016306,0.0,0.5110530630819146,0.05416819293350531 adhd,sipleansipsyrup,2019/03/14,How do you guys use the adderall for getting things done instead of getting sucked into non productive things Adderall helps me alot mentally but i find my self researching things for hours that are not helpfull to me atm. When i could probably be doing alot more productive things. I literally go down deeeep rabbit holes on my phone all day chain smoking like a mother fucker. And it does give me energy but not the kind of energy that makes you wana get up and say like clean your room. It will some times but most of the time i wana sit and read about bunch of nonsence topics lol. If i needed to study for school and stuff would be great but docs thinkin was it would help me stay focused on things that would be more benefical like look for a job and have energy to go all my b.s drug groups and probation bull shit. Keep my room clean shit like that.,8.298757485029936,6.864584287425152,7.0362799401197575,81.79657559880242,62.41317365269461,10.984730538922157,31.65344311377245,9.827888789773867,2.5269167664670658,684,18,141,11,8,205,106,167,0.086,0.69,0.22399999999999998,0.9786,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,4,11,4,0,7,1,14,4,2,3,2,30,26,13,0,6,7,1,0,4,0,4,1,1,4,2,13,7,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,4,0,0,2,2,16,7,17,16,9,16,0,0,1,1,13,7,4,5,9,90,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933788570815127,0.0,0.0,0.08831694101321462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983978966894035,0.1401402901712361,0.0,0.0,0.15881046645638167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516347070600134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146412812812878,0.13136825607970226,0.15565578723568868,0.0,0.0,0.15098020082734606,0.0,0.13559515392243796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358008533552556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134861323416935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358948507419578,0.12172127882328695,0.0,0.14260511769807285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676138362984665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499767563017765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141055213163618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800638939355586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154153957113256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764777432340495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698011304455254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890261327840699,0.0,0.13859368200165362,0.0,0.0,0.14286147181488726,0.0,0.28114015464765274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459630750404495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676703384534516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548944014184138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970519246913228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827483020863552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918412500792454,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justanotherloudgirl,2019/03/14,"Cigarettes and Meds : when I take my meds (Adderall/XR) , there is a strong craving for tobacco that disappears when I am without the medication. Any suggestions to help get over and past it? I desperately want to stop smoking. Any similar experiences, legit advice, or commiseration is welcome. Willpower is failing me.",5.647987421383648,9.139541754716989,6.779528301886796,62.18992138364784,74.84905660377359,10.325786163522016,39.02201257861636,10.125756701596842,5.643820125786164,255,16,35,9,6,85,44,53,0.17300000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.0516,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622287718204576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649747627409699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249805017900835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020193698219968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986952511014034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961532952456876,0.2703346586971821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561706910712244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435283629879751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176600162466066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827993818673136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586800780086904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tikiobsessed,2019/03/14,"Tips for actually respecting your calendar when time blocking? Im trying to get better at cutting down my daily todo lists into more realistic amount of tasks that I can actually finish. I think time blocking and scheduling tasks on my calendar would be a good way to do that. Problem: I'm so bad at keepingcalendar appointments with myself. Im great at sticking to meetings and appointments when others depend on me. But when I block off an hour to do a specific task..I easily blow right past it, use the time for other more interesting things, or get so hyperfocussed on the actual task that I keep going into other task blocks. Productivity channels on YouTube are saying schedule the time and then just commit to doingthe tasks at those times. As if the only barrier is setting the time. But my ADHD is almost rebelling against my calendar...I can do all the things - like work in a conference room with no distractions, clear my workspace, set the stage etc.... Still doesn't work. Help? :(",6.1670633234169125,7.835036900552487,6.7250828729281755,71.64561835954103,66.73480662983425,9.9891202719932,31.602634934126648,10.214889679676881,3.499347301317467,793,32,132,20,13,259,117,181,0.13699999999999998,0.723,0.14,0.586,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,7,11,2,1,11,0,11,0,0,2,3,27,18,14,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,6,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,12,6,25,16,5,36,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,4,17,89,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.42489875200629657,0.0,0.17442664399176044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453338858032603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118345377822012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836201039841588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161866282061258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165633600289655,0.0,0.08248478424873115,0.12173415132700265,0.0,0.16001421485494746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972823690026772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429308522747136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354604474029074,0.0,0.0,0.12900456321634882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090667793684555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103833389809019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854982761088488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887664666376667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394632890188595,0.0,0.11541888316418256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159067115603732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284534021283373,0.09299802220079732,0.0,0.0,0.5077838188286046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853859447237004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535189375313874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520311020455665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113231404197582,0.0,0.0,0.10310126369288942,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ByDesiiign,2019/03/14,"Do you take your meds everyday? A month and some days ago I got started on 20mg IR adderall once a day and am now on 20 with a 10 booster. The first month I took my meds every day, but at my recent appointment my doc said a lot of his patients only take them 4-5 days a week. Is there any benefit from skipping a few days a week (mainly weekends) or does it vary from person to person ? Even though it’s only been 5 weeks I feel a massive improvement in how I function and can’t understand why someone with adhd would purposely put themselves at a disadvantage for a few days unless they really have nothing to do.",7.125,5.32970673809524,7.865079365079364,76.07714285714287,64.95238095238095,10.939682539682536,35.285714285714285,9.725611199111238,3.1742952380952385,483,18,98,8,6,163,90,126,0.032,0.8959999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,1,5,1,0,0,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,16,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,12,1,14,11,5,25,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,18,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355236143170526,0.0,0.1206345616244408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254509023262958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265963309660061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909227685991995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988540732818302,0.0,0.1146607324616902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881061569690394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575711322741372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884269182202816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569788062155492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023280847511512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217249656435132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058092973854982,0.0,0.0,0.14493019247746874,0.0,0.2070034180545917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23765508350165834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680689044273747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718200728981694,0.0,0.1343713295479692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945166814235562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153076478914838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632439424911246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464376973356188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370661217848898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511997287710304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167330077290954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274868197807608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279902721897926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966736202547218,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gluep51,2019/03/14,"Been on Vyvanse for about 2 weeks now, haven’t noticed a difference Was prescribed 20mg of Vyvanse a couple weeks back, and I didn’t notice any difference while on it whatsoever. Was told to double up to 40mg 3 days ago, but still haven’t noticed any increase in focus or motivation. Should I talk to my psych about raising the dose again, or try something else?",6.683028169014088,6.548599802816902,6.7888380281690175,78.00466549295778,65.05633802816902,9.353521126760565,34.651408450704224,8.841846274778883,2.841954929577465,290,12,55,4,4,93,54,71,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7227,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,3,0,11,2,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,9,35,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169280178620345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597273815075813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468413629081355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113006734755255,0.0,0.12315752048496882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990384557477719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595279109335247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6522494873144886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701525344162947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525060022560181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349154710190413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247656516677266,0.0,0.12965364048897646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063634312963716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dandelizard,2019/03/14,"I did it! Set up coaching!!! I feel so accomplished. Just got a psychiatrist appointment for meds, and we talked about the strengths and struggles of add and i felt like someone was finally hearing me without trying to frame it in dysfunction. Like i am already a real person and worthy and valuable but things can be better! Just frick yeah that is all Thanks to this sub for the vicarious motivation and validation to take the step",3.647116736990154,6.655180518987343,4.4130801687763705,79.05720112517585,79.25316455696202,7.561744022503518,29.030942334739805,8.515128840125781,2.7368216596343187,347,16,59,8,9,111,62,79,0.04,0.669,0.29100000000000004,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,5,1,6,0,0,1,1,17,12,8,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,6,6,10,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27387451068880875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194964117844765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548804816907222,0.0,0.2382932070537902,0.2718707558537895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984934565093377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797186429494792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424979373630498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27567375235550184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670255573242045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28248493655809936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102834210437095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945324095141736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660163823371512,0.19947892809406895,0.0,0.2284922260282377,0.0,0.0,0.16488079329192246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849898067066882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392381568062311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,curburcommunism69,2019/03/14,Pass add test? What’s it like n should I have coffee to focus more or na?,-3.7897058823529406,-3.3935960000000005,-0.7442647058823509,107.96830882352944,126.64705882352942,1.7000000000000002,4.25,3.1291,-3.0496941176470584,56,0,15,0,4,19,17,17,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dtorssegment,2019/03/14,"How to sleep on time??? I really need help for sleeping on time. I haven’t gone to classes for the past week because I constantly just oversleep since I’m sleeping at 5am. I can’t manage to sleep earlier. And when I wake up late, I feel really bad and unmotivated to do any work. A huge problem is that I play video games a lot, and then I play until 5. It’s so bad, but I can’t figure out a way to not play. I could try playing earlier but at night when I’m tired, I just want the adrenaline of playing. I don’t know how to break out of this cycle. If I decide to not play after 2 am for example, I’ll just end up browsing reddit or reading fan fiction until 5 am again not. Any idea on what I can do to stop this cycle? 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Should I wait to take them? My first exam is the day after my prescription will begin. I'm wondering if there's any chance taking these could throw me off during finals and what other people's experiences are.,5.4498,7.5859609799999985,5.805,75.70750000000002,69.2,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.5116,219,4,35,4,4,70,43,50,0.0,0.9570000000000001,0.043,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,5,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,25,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260588287348584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284945902252758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439498056089154,0.0,0.0,0.17317610203536205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266850806627384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883109763569605,0.0,0.2284068210063199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616109297602532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931847436295186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900630385674553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037940441013237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912033893251924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,workthrowaway1998,2019/03/14,"Finally diagnosed after months of waiting with kaiser for an appt... now to wait 2 weeks for a ""phone consultation"" before (possibly, who knows) actually getting medicated 🙃 Sorry, I just needed to rant a little bit, honestly. Knowing you have something and not being able to do anything about it while you wait through a system that seems to not care if pretty frustrating. Now that I have been diagnosed and prescribed I am going through even more hurdles and waiting further weeks and scheduling (something I might be better at if medicated or receiving therapy... cough cough) blood tests, drug tests etc.. My doctor told me after prescribing and diagnosing me that I would hear back from medication management within 14 days. I thought, okay, that's a wait, but at least then I will be able to have what I need. Nope. They were calling to set up a ""phone interview"" even further out than he suggested. Which I am now questioning if it is even going to be the last step to receiving medication I was prescribed (and questioned thoroughly on *and drug tested* for). I realize they're doing this to fend off people trying to abuse it, but let me just tell you, I can totally see why people would try to get adderall illegally after going through this system. As someone who didn't consider it before, it's crossed my mind now that the days/ weeks/ months go on that I am still not seeing any progress from them whatsoever. Especially with how much it takes me to remember to do every appointment, fill out every paper, meet every expectation. I even quit smoking weed a long time ago because they told me I can't if I want adderall (even while in a legal state, mind you), so there goes something that at least slightly helped me focus.",8.397630358136947,8.209324138801264,8.209797736129152,69.4148598997959,61.55520504731861,11.496678419001672,37.25904620523289,10.966923227221727,4.206573724253108,1380,59,233,32,17,444,187,317,0.07200000000000001,0.905,0.023,-0.9144,0,0,5,0,1,0,49.0,0,4,3,3,17,5,1,0,10,1,25,13,1,1,1,47,50,20,0,10,12,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,0,0,19,11,0,5,8,0,0,9,6,1,0,0,7,3,31,4,41,34,7,52,0,0,2,0,26,14,0,9,25,169,50,9,0.17292756865860415,0.10244544576757947,0.08437618095456209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664492788170611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879833831342743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115232731113635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648531305834078,0.0,0.05270752039931114,0.0,0.14714862421121366,0.0,0.0,0.07647019083436342,0.0943960585637918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828919103084505,0.0,0.08815559063287366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152397584398226,0.0,0.0,0.2632767631376394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884993470452876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054107877448998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642997519635337,0.28554257045066384,0.0,0.2185484023496301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947168494163614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034751730193348,0.0,0.19655744477213666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745096893555973,0.0,0.0579548520575796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503646928815072,0.07047952439594811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884150775773277,0.0,0.0,0.08665942674912823,0.0,0.07651772827481466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484126650412379,0.0,0.09172441141485284,0.17460754823670338,0.0,0.1380291354780584,0.0,0.06356083013257037,0.12822360100308874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988620249639392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747492540896732,0.0,0.08796475295446972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371845323091288,0.0919648776717973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097946612537677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378008832131184,0.07871338190076356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732604838766322,0.19969213624500853,0.0,0.09678912766236804,0.0,0.0,0.06905008985520407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501000526490715,0.0,0.07557315854937137,0.0,0.09887887277408056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686425866590348,0.05041772796575076,0.0,0.0,0.16523970250144615,0.0,0.1174064678554626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050998580196827986,0.0,0.20806809712168212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802011677584987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284278324074267,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,racheld119,2019/03/14,"Adderall and cigarettes? Does anyone else have the uncontrollable urge to smoke when taking adderall? My dose was lowered so I’m actually able to sleep when I take it and have less back pain but smoking when I take it has not lost its appeal. And I mean like, a LOT. I really need the adderall I feel like but I have surgery in May and can’t smoke so I haven’t taken it. There’s no winning it feels like... 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I don’t feel like this when I read other peoples conversations or comments that aren’t meant towards me. But if I text someone, and they don’t use emojis, I just feel like they are mad or something. Is this the ADHD or does many others feel like this too? 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I’m in grad school, looking for a FT teaching position in fall, and a single parent to two kids. I sub and my districts are on Spring Break. This week, I have so much to do and I’m procrastinating hard because it’s just overwhelming. Advice?",1.5313524590163932,4.223864983606557,3.0526024590163963,86.75792008196724,87.68852459016394,5.67295081967213,22.37909836065573,7.1686216300943375,0.9556377049180328,248,9,49,4,8,81,45,61,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.7149,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,7,8,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,31,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984072828510334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33087187439932203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615274699207726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735545213588493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643668613067605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489690670566781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390809433692293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090541120626464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25530577676535465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29830536996315776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495206469702485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tsukiruu,2019/03/14,"Experience with Vyvanse and heart palpitations? Hello all, I've been having pretty bad luck with medication all in all. After getting switched around between Ritalin and Concerta, I was put on 30mg of Vyvanse--which was great, but my doctor pumped it to 40mg and I lost a lot of weight from induced anorexia. Then it was Strattera, then Adderall. Vyvanse, unfortunately, is the only medication that improves my ability to focus in any degree. But the cost is really distracting and uncomfortable heart palpitations (the beating hard variety). I'm going to take 20 days of 20mg before going up to 30mg this time--but it's only day 2 and my palpitations are back at full force. My doctor had me get an EKG this time before starting. &#x200B; Has anyone had a similar experience with Vyvanse? And if so, did it get better over time? Did you make any lifestyle changes that made it manageable?",5.022962313759862,7.413868969325154,6.180162138475023,71.49111963190185,70.96319018404908,8.828921998247152,31.88825591586328,9.424239791934726,3.4085568799298867,714,33,115,17,14,238,104,163,0.125,0.777,0.098,-0.6951,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,6,0,13,8,2,3,3,21,24,12,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,10,2,8,3,20,14,5,20,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,9,74,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010566090230748,0.16833860471689555,0.18842092499626248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686885897990856,0.0,0.0,0.12332802397519943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652702563073868,0.11567328589162028,0.0,0.0,0.2357709476244901,0.0,0.0,0.1225254361343156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655463513075034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869085496745452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835986408825152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710331259783403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171408657469484,0.0,0.1574684617847873,0.0,0.0,0.15273842628312773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410266752328285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283359473714226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123038653863746,0.11777989319596725,0.0,0.1310878269651338,0.092475064953875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27912454038046897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107284968289016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094275955893726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926876497870858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875086952363463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805777604462948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041631930202729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423475359680518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687017321286198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833860471689555,0.0 adhd,Grixxo,2019/03/14,"I just studied for 45 minutes but in the end I didn't understand that much It's usually very hard for me to go and sit down to study. (Even with meds) I think it's because I get frustrated very easily, whenever I don't understand a task, even though I really tried, it's usually over. Well, now I managed to focus on my homework after a long time ago, and I understood one task but that's it. From like 4-5 tasks I actually have to do. I really don't know how to deal with this, I may be able to understand simple instructions which are given (e.g in math) but when it comes to excercise these tasks I can't remember anything. This has a very negative influence on my grades, I'm almost failing my last year of High School. Anyone have any advices? :( ",4.390263157894736,4.998403815789477,5.9419473684210535,79.53463157894737,70.05263157894737,10.553684210526317,29.673684210526318,10.577609850970193,3.104729473684212,588,22,121,17,10,201,99,152,0.134,0.8029999999999999,0.063,-0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,20,22,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,2,1,1,3,1,16,2,20,17,1,21,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,12,78,27,7,0.14768516703037926,0.0,0.14411941918018742,0.0,0.0,0.14431623597819587,0.13091398975935278,0.0,0.14788536170274633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043097792082692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326490263881118,0.0,0.12153230887425127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002750705755767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721769445829548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225692237439822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308052227089642,0.0,0.0,0.1950893199431652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715940429289228,0.0,0.08393288382937432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229690133613106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603748744592108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811639054991114,0.1203831224064271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215151274511172,0.0,0.0,0.1306967254407056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404492733307272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856559064043904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000752913019492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922179938898287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729850474268995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946527356951272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094630691767387,0.1450999267687984,0.0,0.08611640854806693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026853410465804,0.0,0.0,0.4612364018273365,0.0,0.0,0.3253086933614475,0.3655671889259188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278670143585344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510440551916408 adhd,goonie814,2019/03/14,"Slow to get started in the morning Not sure if this is an ADHD thing or not, but it takes me forever to get going in the morning! Just super slow getting out of bed, low energy, and moving along at a snail’s pace with the things one needs to do in the morning to start their day. On weekends I can laze around for hours! But once I have coffee and have been up for a bit, I can get the day going, but it’s still those first few hours upon waking that are hard AF. Also adderall of course provides a nice boost to get my butt moving and actually accomplish stuff. Anyone else relate?",4.0163235294117685,4.691918394957988,4.886880252100841,86.52006827731094,70.93277310924371,7.294537815126048,24.118697478991603,7.1686216300943375,0.8509235294117645,455,11,95,4,8,148,84,119,0.045,0.8029999999999999,0.152,0.9502,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,9,0,8,2,2,0,1,17,19,9,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,1,6,3,20,18,2,25,0,1,0,1,1,10,1,2,11,67,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.16202479190453958,0.0,0.19954005909826766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327769680901914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160945170072962,0.1701209905309172,0.0,0.14780505858786508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126563175030916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141558052765972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138699724123757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122805083488887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337283793936065,0.0,0.1887213827777041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873344640531852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701919909907073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35293477028592285,0.0,0.12311177179827593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682030952609212,0.11250862888721372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350387992300397,0.0,0.13259460564829334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006868891071574,0.0,0.0,0.15648465375826073,0.0,0.12483656472235825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206106229086888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Arcphoenix_1,2019/03/14,"How do you get into “the zone?” What sort of preparations do you make for a needed period of working and studying? Things to get shift yourself into a more focused mindset and whatnot? I’m probe to getting sidetracked myself and was wondering what others do. I tried Googling this, but there’s so many parenting articles and things about how to study rather than how to prepare oneself for it. Tldr: How do you shift yourself into “study mode” before starting anything tasks needing a lot of or long focusing?",6.029254658385093,8.02385086956522,5.6965838509316775,77.62978260869569,67.47826086956522,7.86583850931677,34.88198757763975,8.418075326091056,3.1292248447204973,408,20,64,6,7,126,64,92,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.4416,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,5,0,20,14,11,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,14,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,3,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461132973247185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191657745908813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087624725486815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307945788105757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171782448085686,0.0,0.0,0.17408209214610765,0.2644042921923579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867510530474495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958099396003784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459141189636205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465200341003623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706208031307705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28282008532377306,0.18986121661957844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnonForMemes,2019/03/14,"Effects of ADD on standardized test taking? Hey, everybody. I don’t have ADHD, but I have had ADD all of my life. I’m currently a junior in high school and will be taking the ACT several times throughout the following 10 months or so. I’ve noticed that the questions aren’t particularly hard. So, I’ve come to the conclusion that the reason I’ve been falling behind during separate portions of the test is because I lack the focus to stay on pace. Did any of you experience trouble taking the ACT with ADD/ADHD and how did you manage? Should I consider taking medication? Again, thanks :)",4.0208108108108105,6.377370045045048,5.429090090090091,75.90904054054054,73.77477477477476,8.403963963963964,28.21711711711712,9.120678840339163,2.7618209009009016,469,19,80,11,10,157,75,111,0.09699999999999999,0.833,0.07,-0.28,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,3,1,17,20,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,1,7,1,11,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,51,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413645346189443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487169345717128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119364512498028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817718072254286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962105548827728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449245492762568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940105105372436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970017996297206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498345681858386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656818872752395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090589436887553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057026780238431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879768246581427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858388936367609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074446422239588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572043967352712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522543447276119,0.0,0.0,0.16905776625944247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707355432030224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bobjohndaviddick,2019/03/14,Does medication really work? I've just recently been diagnosed with ADHD and I've been struggling in college to be productive since starting my upper level courses. It's so hard for me to imagine finishing college at the moment but I'm meeting with a psychiatrist next week for the first time. What medication do you take (if any) and has it helped you?,4.48,6.988797606060608,5.863636363636368,72.61545454545455,72.93939393939394,9.248484848484848,32.21212121212121,9.725611199111238,3.732230303030304,286,14,47,8,6,96,53,66,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.4006,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,8,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,8,30,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948764840427556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685403123703976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903645534102134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147172414368573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870411318207896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979544324963424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446044179015726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943511956603649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26094442201881324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718466891195568,0.0,0.2422645864994189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029653218879562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366792172907336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256504802086302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448108841732064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307209009981256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681395638264412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862587738257296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stellefeder,2019/03/14,"Today I texted my sister to wish her a happy birthday BEFORE facebook reminded me. AND I wasn't even medicated! I count that as a win. Of course, when I texted her I saw the previous conversation in which I promised to donate to my nieces fundraiser, and totally forgot to give her cash when I last saw my sister. (it's like an hour + long drive to see her) and I was going to e-transfer it instead and TOTALLY DIDN'T. One thing at a time.",2.3374438202247205,4.266280314606743,4.261109550561798,84.32739466292136,77.31460674157303,7.1466292134831475,25.73174157303371,8.07648339933343,1.6489202247191008,344,13,69,6,8,117,60,89,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.9381,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,10,7,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,6,3,16,4,10,4,2,11,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,8,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25308884714215024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644802077560292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853195048870668,0.16903486988496064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166170433583436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292906118829721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424430628844197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530802484597474,0.0,0.0,0.2632139272632541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996268575316086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015445326329212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701116374365974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759757686035748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343233366644012,0.0,0.2819264383689359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342026880573541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MaeBee13,2019/03/14,"Which med has the least side effects? Hello lovely people. Was diagnosed with adhd when I was 16. I was prescribed Dexedrine and it really improved my life for a while. I couldn’t get another doctor to prescribe me meds when I moved to another city for university, and haven’t taken meds since. I was 21 at the time. I’m 29 now and I’m feeling like my life is chaos all the time and I really need to take meds again to get my life in order. I just really don’t want the intense side effects of Dexedrine like sweating and thirst. Are there any meds that are more gentle on your system? Thanks so much. I know everyone will react differently to different things just wanting to know other people’s experiences. 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I've taken many online tests (from official sites) and even talked to people in the medical field, all of which lead me to strongly believe that I have ADHD, but I have no idea where to go to get a diagnosis. Would a college therapist be enough? I've also been looking online and found many things saying that some therapists might be biased when diagnosing an adult (I'm 22) with ADHD, and might not have training or experience with it. Any help would appreciated.",8.199052631578947,7.770597115789478,8.34,69.11000000000001,62.05263157894736,11.389473684210527,33.736842105263165,10.793553405168565,3.6024315789473675,406,14,71,9,5,133,70,95,0.055999999999999994,0.8420000000000001,0.102,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,1,1,18,17,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,2,3,1,10,8,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,1,47,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523338667347238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607915030319307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870931398341652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635382158474538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946553641086615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702474998961147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499823013168665,0.0,0.0958724754839196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419879131398679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915325040459494,0.0,0.0,0.15167335861500228,0.0,0.08249404272433393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972932884279772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638605610738515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189232838828724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29432560268306884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462268158244052,0.0,0.3079697143150443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835972481412476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006311159799695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543183831613706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666883351873295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370686537239224,0.09643349303511656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622567251595555,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ohnoimreal,2019/03/14,"I keep on fucking up and i don’t know how to stop I’ve always been disorganized and constantly misremember things but I was certain my friends and I were leaving on a spring break trip on a Sunday and not a Saturday. We leave Saturday morning and i have a shift scheduled at a new job that’s strict on schedule changes for 1 pm that same day we leave. My friends already berating me and getting upset cause I always do this but I feel like I’m out of control and like i can’t help it and idk if I should blame myself. I always feel so guilty when this happens and they just berate me every time and i don’t know what to do cause they kinda have the right since it happens so often and they’re tired of dealing with it. I get so suicidal when it happens too cause I hate myself so much for it I just get this feeling of worthlessness that comes out of nowhere. I’m just tired :( ",1.6374236874236845,3.7585655384615393,2.9412454212454238,91.98431013431015,80.42857142857143,5.8026862026862025,24.3968253968254,6.937597516519254,0.8418964590964597,696,26,149,8,18,225,101,182,0.203,0.6709999999999999,0.126,-0.9615,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,2,1,12,9,2,1,6,0,11,3,0,5,1,41,28,21,1,2,7,0,3,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,13,17,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,3,24,5,17,24,2,25,0,1,0,1,8,9,1,3,15,100,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659184402543104,0.0,0.3089790538015733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814615891838135,0.13094046534280868,0.10662358640330316,0.0,0.13375979347705555,0.1388272909428969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982641995958764,0.1276094429113362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428810735050488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877572745940037,0.08842686161386483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126079177687855,0.1144305512405486,0.19400632385648786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32836881223634584,0.0,0.0,0.1222049193117145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296562822538134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283033471516915,0.11001936672503068,0.0,0.0,0.13605004756081296,0.0,0.0,0.3931883500726097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094312958688913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099090093847932,0.0,0.0,0.11954533886203003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570553687165772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239024810529744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348375577395967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539278736339058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223244851620977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217581144403637,0.2845286698839403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spidermonkeyy115,2019/03/14,"Natural remedies or things to do to manage. There’s a job I’d like to pursue but I won’t be able to take medicine if I do. Anyone have ideas for natural remedies or ways they manage without meds? (I know everyone is different, looking for a variety of things to try)",2.286666666666669,4.32572025925926,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,77.8888888888889,8.023703703703704,29.31851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.6415007407407414,210,10,41,5,5,72,39,54,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.6956,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,9,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,28,6,3,0.2819039064838674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971137660058232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945295820876741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26937126337184536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182351969588559,0.0,0.0,0.2797461286988823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492701457946945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772400919168534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672828213335234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131316894170058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119566543018328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745688584043057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139424784412887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376219942012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27174530608608594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UdderTime,2019/03/14,Does anyone else randomly get really inspired and focused at night? Many nights I’ll stay up far too late because I suddenly get really curious about the mating patterns of emperor penguins or decide I want to start a ska band and make a Craigslist post looking for band mates. I’ll just get random jolts of energy and work super hard on whatever I decide I want to do.,10.172065727699534,7.627840478873239,10.093521126760566,64.8499530516432,59.70422535211267,13.973708920187795,40.568075117370896,12.45797560212912,5.105587793427231,298,12,51,8,3,99,54,71,0.019,0.7440000000000001,0.237,0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,9,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,9,9,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,5,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574397954326594,0.23070696737818985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372577897451776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970423977220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809549973181086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529164464542801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170257803455172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25399462410421925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908092046244407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029861466603714,0.2282807975154155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226020301945204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564472204779395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28849144894273576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593721280876242,0.2399946992922917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26561493862459445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392196052412314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,creepyalfredo,2019/03/14,"I need some help? I have ADHD, and I have this sensory thing, where if something isn’t EXACTLY how it’s planned, or how it was yesterday, I have a panic attack. It’s getting really bad, to the point where I’m almost autistic. It’s really stressful, so does anyone have any advice. Thanks.",1.9947368421052647,4.397838912280704,4.055350877192982,82.9082894736842,80.9298245614035,7.308771929824562,23.535087719298247,8.344100000000001,1.821645614035087,226,8,42,5,6,77,42,57,0.228,0.679,0.09300000000000001,-0.8476,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,9,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053751127980925,0.248300564109779,0.0,0.0,0.2544413557177204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279461526148532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767047071427342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28907192294399897,0.0,0.0,0.21216031003001184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236192226833645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275515039897698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031580570260546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840964250269648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981279810081958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402037156488455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255619799926772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956162188873768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29106715713507925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339382999381341,0.0,0.0,0.16881069936443446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aero_programmer,2019/03/14,"The low battery alert popped up on my computer and my charger was in my bag right beside me. Thought internally I would just finish typing out my thought and then grab it. Yeah, I’m waiting for my PC to turn back on now. That’s it. (This happens more often than I’d like to admit)",2.1543103448275858,3.850074775862069,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,77.10344827586206,6.019310344827588,25.393103448275863,6.742157984588678,0.8708993103448277,219,8,47,2,5,72,47,58,0.036000000000000004,0.847,0.11699999999999999,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,9,5,1,11,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,5,31,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004486981248644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34552291204327995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908918604749164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33368289153513114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6203949368346371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250040851506831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775647176868173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blackthorn66,2019/03/14,"My psychiatrist is gaslighting me. He keeps telling me that I'm basically treating him badly because I tell him he's not listening, but he literally isn't. Like he doesn't allow me to finish sentences. He told me that dealing with me is harder than it should be, but it's because he decided to take me off of Adderall and wonders why my depression came back. I understand that Adderall isn't specifically for depression, but my sadness comes from. The fact that I spent my 20s untreated, and I haven't even started a career and I'm about to be 30. I've accomplished nothing of note, and I can't hold a job. Things started looking up after getting on Adderall but I told him I needed something that lasted longer, and 30mg of XR was just really weak for me, so he said I didn't have ADHD and removed me from Adderall. What do I do? 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I take vyvanse 30mg in the morning and it works well until mid-day but then I start to get tired and can’t do anything or have little motivation. I thought maybe a lower dose in the morning and mid afternoon might help better? ,5.82279661016949,7.008243101694918,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,67.13559322033898,7.933898305084746,33.39406779661017,8.07648339933343,2.5545898305084744,249,11,44,3,4,79,46,59,0.105,0.7070000000000001,0.188,0.6509,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,9,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,6,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,28,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593589098730086,0.0,0.2070586859537604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253407340505035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324543254778114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145907462674822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686530288631731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521855251440556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527822831906677,0.0,0.0,0.25347684088260025,0.0,0.26692501588024603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818677187858468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809523492191934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783681229466095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997551497076938,0.0,0.28919579710755505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623317343448696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317958364937148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SeemlyBiscuts,2019/03/14,"Found an ADD support group in my area...and got too distracted to make it. Ten years ago. This has been happening for ten years. I am consistently inconsistent and cannot schedule anything. This meeting, finding a healthcare provider, doing normal human tasks all prove to be impossible unless they hit my narrow laser focus. When that happens, the task is all that happens, nothing else, even eating or going to the bathroom. And that’s enough venting for me this morning. 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So. Hello all, I’ve never been officially diagnosed with adhd. However my primary doctor has asked me to visit a psychologist for evaluation. I simply keep putting it off. Many things point towards the adhd direction. I’m not lazy, I’m not dumb, I’m not an asshole. I simply lack motivation at times. But man does it feel amazing when I complete a task - even one as little as paying my credit card bill on time, I mean, I’m not broke, I just always put shit off. I’ve always been enamored with the idea of higher learning by self teaching and reading, except every time I start a new book I lose interest. Even when I REALLY wanna read something I just can’t do it. Recently I discovered audible, I had a book sitting on my counter for just over three months, read maybe the first chapter and called it a day. Well, with audible I was able to listen to it on my way to work and my way home. I finished it in less than a week! What a great accomplishment that was. I am now on my second book, four chapters in. WOW! Reading truly IS fun with audible. Anyways, maybe one day I’ll call that psychologist person. But for now, I’ve got audible. 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There are a ton of counselors who say the specialize in this, but what are some qualities/characteristics that you look for when seeking help? What has worked for you? Thanks!!!",9.018731343283584,9.989107850746274,6.9693656716417935,74.92927238805972,60.04477611940298,9.685074626865672,36.15298507462686,9.516144504307137,3.4458985074626867,314,13,50,5,4,91,53,67,0.040999999999999995,0.812,0.147,0.8604,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,9,9,3,3,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,2,2,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291674976415928,0.0,0.2614521279365091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29549401757537397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586736097988066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779647098222619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449358451504829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838900540841292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212770864278114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27970709032999985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24632914767617164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601375765193612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947835830516444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,myngi,2019/03/14,"I visited the psychologist for the first time. Couldn’t stop crying:’( I went to the psychologist, cos I wanted to get tested for adhd. I couldn’t stop crying when the doctor told me to explain my adhd. I hardly ever cry, couldn’t even express myself clearly. 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My entire life is a joke. 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Whether it's been an upcoming friend get together, video game release/purchase or whatever, I've always needed it. My response to times when I _don't_ have it is irrationally over the top. But it's been my whole life and I'm 50 now so I guess it's not going away!",3.1492582417582433,5.18213418681319,4.92537087912088,80.01025412087913,75.26373626373626,8.066483516483517,27.85851648351648,8.841846274778883,2.38646043956044,365,15,69,8,8,124,60,91,0.09,0.7829999999999999,0.127,0.5255,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,14,15,8,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,3,9,13,2,11,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,4,5,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520342423293312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874754582881612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219794827570768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671341645765207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696030862009157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634342532901625,0.0,0.1105202252152955,0.0,0.1202223022430228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303369635623936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44824806005587897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177639207155498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705597348099223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726298470722207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285280459720694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216116932626405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334990082785663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361753728748949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ferioq,2019/03/14,"Better understanding in children with ADHD Are you a parent or caregiver raising an 8-12 year old child with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)? Interested in taking part in an anonymous online survey about the variability in children’s lifestyle patterns? &#x200B; Please follow this survey link for more information: [https://rmit.au1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_7OItEa0MqhWJrQ9](https://rmit.au1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_7OItEa0MqhWJrQ9) ",16.203103448275858,21.388251034482764,10.702965517241381,38.98858620689657,47.27586206896551,11.536551724137931,44.35862068965517,11.20814326018867,6.9017613793103445,392,19,31,10,5,107,48,58,0.094,0.763,0.14300000000000002,0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547140107268737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500539037193619,0.280427300363615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041093149061375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449796753366805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216853672014654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25625784518629185,0.2499161186588731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333105892613544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352052468923396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402538373543188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280427300363615,0.14861705375869705 adhd,JayClone,2019/03/14,"Taking Vyvance now for about 2 months, just went up In strength and I’m not sure how I feel about it. Help me talk it out? I was originally prescribed 20mg, and I felt like the medication was good, but not good enough. Like I was trying the trial run rather than getting the full experience of the benefits. So I requested a higher dosage and was given 30mg. This is the first week with the higher dose and for some reason I am having some pretty low moods, mostly at night. I also feel the medication might be affecting my sleep. At night is when I get pretty bad anxiety and my mood changes, usually to a depression. I wake up at 5:30am for work and take the medication, I get home at 9pm and get into bed by 10pm and I cannot sleep. I lie down and I feel my body screaming to go to sleep but my mind is still racing. Takes me about an hour to fall asleep, and it’s been somewhat restless. It shouldn’t take that long to wear off, no? I know the dosage is so low, the changes shouldn’t be as severe as I’m feeling, I just was wondering is there an adjustment period? Is this a sign of danger? It may be just me with a stressful time at work catching up but I’m not sure. 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Newbies questions. I have adhd. All this while i just could not concentrate on day to day tasks and procrastinated my life away not knowing there could be a disease triggering it. My symptoms are mentioned. I am extremely restless and unfocussed. My mind wanders away within minutes. I walk around my house even while having dinner. I cannot sit in one place for more than 10 minutes. Normal breath awareness meditation helped me but restlessness and mind drifting away still did not stop. I have appointment with my psychatrist tomorrow noon. I am reluctant to to take prescription drugs but if the doctor says I would not hesitate. My yoga teacher spoke with me over the phone and said she will teach me the candle method specifically effective to my condition. Is that more effective than normal meditation ? For my diet I would like to add intermittent fasting is really helpfull for my condition but there still is a lot of restlessness. 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Hello, does anyone have experience with intensive bootcamps? I'm looking at a career change and found some good options, not sure if my brain can handle it, it would be 8-9 weeks of really hard work/study and long hours and projects. The bootcamp specifically is Ironhack. [http://www.ironhack.com/en/courses/ux-ui-design-bootcamp-learn-ux-design](http://www.ironhack.com/en/courses/ux-ui-design-bootcamp-learn-ux-design) Anyone with ADHD went through something similar? I'm a bit worried about my abilities of going through it. Thanks!",14.547142857142852,19.740387761904767,9.155,48.12750000000002,52.33333333333333,9.438095238095238,37.88095238095238,9.827888789773867,4.824766666666665,548,23,55,11,8,147,66,84,0.066,0.8059999999999999,0.128,0.7489,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,1,15,14,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,9,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,3,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288300109965144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826237982425398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063910792999045,0.0,0.0,0.2256086504689529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137933081223402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768576702795354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953820263818473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159046238055324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485717711988687,0.16951054801018936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104046871624666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902621271468868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885072284003578,0.1697117547994671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294694089836453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558522065465832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541000255261175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047534867236185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860650523891656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211114473808416,0.0,0.0,0.18734723997204414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713004095113616,0.20524073357511396,0.0,0.14356490367422553,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mcnasse,2019/03/14,Falling asleep after taking Vyvanse? Yesterday morning around 9am I took a Vyvanse (40mg) to prepare me for my day after being awake for maybe 18 hrs straight and I seamlessly fell asleep 30 minutes after and slept until about 5pm.. is this normal? Is it not supposed to pretty much do the opposite ? 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Hey guys. Im pretty much new to this sub anyway ill cut to the chase. So my sister and i (who was 8 yrs younger than me) always thinks highly of herself. She would always sprout things like ""Oh my god. Im so pretty"" and bullshits like every fucking minute. And would proudly annoy you to the point you want to smack her face on the wall. She would also do crazy things like dancing like a complete idiot and would do irritable sounds to get your attention. One time i got home from the gym and she was there again, doing that same shit every fucking day and annoys you through out. Theres this one time where we got in a fight where i smack his face with a slightiest touch and would scream like crazy where the neighbours could hear it. And heres the fun part. Im not the only who gets irritated by his presence. Some of my family members cannot withstand her abnormality.. its like she has a fucking ADHD its crazy.. i dont what the fuck is wrong with my sister. And also she likes to inflict pain on herself and when i tried to beat her ass its like shes asking for more. I dont know what to do shes like a curse that would annoy you till you DIE. 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What in the hell. So, I've been seeing a psychologist for nearly a year. At the beginning with her she thought I had some mild depression. Mainly low motivation that caused issues at school/work, which kind of turned into less motivation etc. Always had a problem with paperwork, starting tasks, switching tasks, staying on task with boring stuff. I tend to impulse buy, and make riskier choices. All in all, I graduate with my Masters in May and most would call me ""high performing"". I tend to ""get by"", but mainly because I procrastinate and cram it all at the last minute, which unfortunately works and then I just keep doing it, but it's no way to live. I've also always been labeled as gifted . In hs I was in an intense gifted program and I performed very highly on IQ, among other psychological tests, given in high school. My psychologist and I had a talk and basically she said that she was now believing my symptoms reflect more of an undiagnosed ADD and that I was able to ""get by"" because of my intelligence and lack of hyperactivity. My PCP sent me to a neuropsychologist for testing before he prescribed. TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE. I never met the doctor. I was never even asked what my symptoms or any of my background or anything. He gave me call after the test and just said I was in the average range for all the ADD tests, so he was confident I didn't have ADD. So, here I am trying to come to grips with the idea that maybe I'm just lazy and need to find ways to cope with my ineffective behavior to say the least lol. None of my ""average"" ADD test scores were compared to my ""superior"" and ""above average"" scores on most other psychological tests, which from my understanding is a important comparison (I'm a mental health therapist). AND THEN, I get a report saying my diagnosis is ""Cognitive Disorder, NOS, further rule out ADHD""-- WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT EVEN MEAN. I'm a therapist and that just tells me, ""I have no idea so I'll write this generic code, but please still let me test you so I can really rule out ADD"". And, he writes this with no explanation. I went back to my PCP and he still prescribed Strattera on account of my psychologist's opinion and the unethical conduct of the neuropsych. Stimulants will be prescribed if Stattera doesn't work. But, now I'm confused. Was I given a diagnosis? If the tests come back fine, then could I still have ADD? I mean, evidently there aren't any neurological deficits according to these tests, sooooooo am I really just lazy and need to figure out how the hell to be an adult. Am I being dramatic about this neuropsych guy? Ugh. I'd love your perspective....I'm a 24 yo female, btw. 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Ive been diagnosed with ADHD since i was 16, but it’s always been affecting me deeply my whole life. But sometimes i have a hard time trying to explain myself to someone who doesnt have any adhd like tendencies. I like to put it in a metaphore that my mind is in a room full of TV’s that all are on different channels and constantly on. Then when having to face focusing on one thing, or talking to someone for a longer period of time is like trying to focus on only one of those TV’s, which obviously would be a very hard thing to do. How would you, in a short and easy way explain what adhd is like to someone who doesnt have it?",6.5461094224924015,5.082097957446809,7.32954407294833,78.39000000000003,65.87943262411348,10.610334346504557,32.908814589665646,9.606745405546679,2.7862899696048617,536,18,112,9,7,180,81,141,0.023,0.853,0.124,0.9433,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,20,3,1,2,2,16,23,8,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,14,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,9,4,21,17,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,10,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062939589125683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494316081512424,0.0,0.0,0.08576691990853884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629249631732454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801063037665644,0.0,0.13177008552541536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259601166084193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908331935790252,0.2464663052377441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734672470857727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092633511314312,0.0959210560628003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678690556186314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432897771492873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42744922617468106,0.0,0.12473735208521212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137165477520099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675789920905134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470848789419465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125638945147478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406341570066832,0.0,0.10010934706778653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081010967674812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791861378018699,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Paperballerina,2019/03/14,"My 5th Year Into Living with ADHD Hi everyone I am new to this Reddit thing. I was looking for different subs (short for subreddit I believe) to join and stumbled my way here. I am a 29 year old female based in Singapore who has been living with ADHD for the past 5 years. I was first diagnosed after having difficulties completing my work assignments on time, and frequently having bad temper flare ups, and am always late for appointments/meeting despite trying to get ready very early on (like 3 hours earlier). The breaking point was when my then bf broke up with me, which caused me to break down in public. I couldn't remember how, but I ended up on a hospital bed on that fateful day, with my parents by my side. A few sessions with the psychiatrist later, I was assessed to have ADHD. The next few years was a long road of taking my meds ( methylphenidate ), and attending weekly psychotherapy sessions. I am getting better now, but still struggle with anxiety issues from time to time. Since being diagnosed, I've been feeling more depressed and negative than before, and it has really affected my social life (several friends have stopped contacting me after I shared that I had been diagnosed with ADHD, not sure why.. but they might be thinking that I have gone insane, and should belong in a mental hospital). There is just so much stigma towards people suffering from mental illnesses in my society... I sometimes wonder if there's a place I can move to to escape all this... Thanks for reading... Cheers.. 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Haven't told my family or friends yet; I'm not ashamed or embarrassed in any way, I'm just still processing it myself. &#x200B; My entire life I've had issues with paying attention. Not due to a lack of caring or effort to pay attention, I simply couldn't do it. It effected every aspect of my life; constantly losing things, throwing things on the floor of my apartment without realizing it, never sticking to an organization plan, forgetting appointments and bills, and generally living the life of someone who just couldn't focus. I don't have better words for it than that. It's like there are two people inside of me; one that knows what I should be doing and how to do it, and the external one that just brushed everything off without realizing it. I, as a 25 year old male, have broken down in tears of frustration from a lack of ability to do basic adult things. &#x200B; I finally pursued a diagnosis because I learned that hyperfocus is a symptom. The specific event that opened my eyes to what it is was working on my motorcycle; I spent 14 hours hunched over the damn. I didn't just have to get it done, I had to get it done NOW. When I finally finished I realized I hadn't eating or drank anything since I started. My back hurt so bad that I couldn't stand up; I had to literally crawl to my apartment. I was shaking and had a horrible headache from not eating or drinking. I was in terrible shape physically and mentally, and didn't even realize it until I was done. This, unfortunately, was far from an isolated incident. &#x200B; It feels good to finally have an explanation. I'm not blaming the disease or saying I'm not at fault for my own actions, but it feels good to know that there were things that just weren't within my control. I finally have a foundation to build off of; I can finally start to learn how to function as a regular human being. &#x200B; Unfortunately, as a recovering poly addict, I can't and won't have adderall or other similar drugs in my house. I know I would abuse them. I'm hoping to pick up some knowledge of how to cope without them. &#x200B; Sorry for the rant, I just wanted to share my experience with people who understand before I start telling people who might not, and hopefully pick up some understanding myself in the process. I've been lurking here for a while leading up to my diagnosis and I want to thank everyone for telling their stories and sharing their advice, it's helped me feel like I'll be able to live a normal life with enough work and time put in. 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After months of just doing nothing due to laziness/depression/I always get distracted when I start, I finally cleaned my room! Now, it was really bad, and now, not only can I see the floor, but I got rid of unnecessary stuff and sorted my clothes and threw out trash. I even managed to get all the laundry done. I started when I woke up at noon because I felt bad for waking up at noon, and then I just worked for 12 hours straight, if you don't count 3-5pm when somehow checking the time turned into 2 hours of Netflix. TL;DR, I cleaned my room and I just remembered that I need to eat",5.506580796252925,5.2498411803278735,5.908782201405156,83.74172131147544,67.52459016393442,8.938641686182669,33.002341920374704,8.418075326091056,2.357089929742388,472,19,99,6,7,152,80,122,0.08800000000000001,0.8909999999999999,0.021,-0.8186,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,0,1,19,16,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,7,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,6,2,18,0,15,10,1,29,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,3,17,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811208410500025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33738715004974323,0.12316069701048853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067553683667204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067356610801792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344441831617598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939884905554121,0.2213231262707819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111133879904304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158851731212326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979341353927762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126507568979664,0.0,0.0,0.1498088693330144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938612365467096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365926201401342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294309343000383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887005456842194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099839924750473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600755433636543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312855624235401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781018099322725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975969750448945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708631802215147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Payday2k19,2019/03/14,"Help with Vyvanse and ED Issue I’m 28 and have been taking vyvanse for a bout 4 months, starting with 30 and moving to 50 only a few weeks later. It has been great! And while I did notice a little ED at times, it was nothing that I couldn’t get through if I was turned on enough. I met this new girl about a week ago, and have planned to hook up this Friday night. However, since meeting her, my anxiety has gone through the roof everyday, been feeling stomach cramps, no appetite, and increased heart rate during the peak hours of vyvanse, and I can get nowhere near hard, like zero bloodflow! I realize that all of my emotions and excitement have caused me a lot of anxiety, and I’m worried I’m going to have problems when we do hookup, which I do not want to happen. I have been taking it earlier than usual as well but it hasn’t helped, but it’s definitely the whole situation that has given me issues that I’ve never had while on vyvanse. Does anybody have any idea on what I can do for the time being? Right now my two options are 1) taking a spare Vyvanse 30mg instead of the 50 2) skip it completely that day (which I haven’t done before) I definitely don’t need it for the day (not sure about side effects of skipping one day), but If the 30mg is low enough to increase my blood flow I’d rather go with that. I’m definitely going to talk to my doctor next week, but this is coming up soon, and I could really use some help! TLDR- taking Vyvanse, new crush making me super anxious and nervous the past week as we have a planned hookup on Friday. Having Cramps and other effects of anxiety all week, along with extreme ED, but want to perform normally in bed ",5.818725181216514,5.560173961077844,6.316088874881817,81.0893744090766,66.874251497006,8.827986132997163,31.6508036558462,8.20500826718156,2.2030323353293406,1309,47,261,15,19,426,180,334,0.07,0.815,0.115,0.9649,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,0,6,8,9,0,1,15,0,34,6,3,5,4,52,60,24,0,10,10,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,20,20,0,0,5,0,0,9,8,3,1,3,12,2,23,6,38,45,10,50,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,5,29,172,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838440447483534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780430564124232,0.0,0.22882717332777566,0.1126407397511248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484347157500352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242674571525216,0.0,0.0858889121325149,0.10454108759896848,0.0,0.0,0.07960807483935467,0.0,0.0,0.19290865936066054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205452991073263,0.08725443045572165,0.10203506895806867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121571641225322,0.0,0.20604835326834944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041494914907894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418577893159234,0.0,0.16999767481117814,0.0,0.0,0.10992752465331523,0.0,0.0,0.08817073536477249,0.0,0.08931805424274468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815349557922185,0.2004948752815893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981914938081649,0.0,0.0,0.11255727668681267,0.0,0.2081367950599845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871189471543548,0.09993279447237204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476748404467978,0.0,0.0,0.06655532094910004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958532466906011,0.10597295940632977,0.0,0.07393161509505372,0.07690032865991937,0.19259564326668585,0.1060397235521706,0.0935684397884649,0.09769187252081417,0.09567173416389943,0.11351729220977877,0.0,0.0,0.06756416973180314,0.07583180799367073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518179121907692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540631133140197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387497655290578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514939212370054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247881467312801,0.11207505472413556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057325949930914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397284289673836,0.0,0.29986958088670457,0.0801408593320829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628012405738695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845278681858958,0.09739943278188272,0.0,0.0,0.08611499549198873,0.10981337894479773,0.0,0.11761976335121932,0.0,0.3998954521534069,0.0,0.08964873463989134,0.0,0.0,0.11131951251228908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125748736883183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hue-man-be-ing,2019/03/14,"Beating Caffeine dependency by getting medicated Hey all, So I'm going to try to keep this as concise as possible without rambling on. I'm 21 years old, have suspected inattentive ADHD my whole life with always zoning out, struggling hard with being able to pay attention and absorb info in school, daydreaming frequently, etc. Never got diagnosed officially or medicated while in high school. In college, with less rigid structure and time schedule I started self-medicating with caffeine - 5 hour energies, caffeine pills, lattes, etc. and this really helped me for a while. The problem with caffeine has been an ongoing battle of building fast tolerance to its effects so having to go on it and off it at some point every week to get its full effects. Well I am pretty certain that my body/mind has developed a dependency on caffeine for normal energy levels, memory recall, cognitive function, mental clarity, etc. When I'm off caffeine my whole mental state feels like it's in turmoil - dull thinking, depression, lack of motivation....this became a problem more and more so I eventually sought help and have been prescribed medication for adhd. Unfortunately when I take these medications (I've tried vyvanse and now on Focalin xr) I still lack this mental clarity and just basically feel what I could describe as an amplified version of my inner state of confusion. But I've noticed that if I have some caffeine with the Focalin I feel much more sharp, alert and clear. The problem is it only seems to last for a few hours and it can make me pretty jittery and anxious and what not. I'm also not trying to take a bunch of caffeine along with these other stimulants. I'm just writing here to see if any of you can relate or have suggestions about what to do? Have you ever been dependent on caffeine prior to being diagnosed with adhd and were you able to get off of it once starting medication? Would really appreciate some feedback on this. Thank you guys so much!",7.717318952234201,8.703499745762715,8.01878787878788,66.23154083204929,62.84180790960453,10.843143297380584,37.55983564458141,10.735267742514802,4.496275706214688,1586,76,242,39,22,520,200,354,0.114,0.784,0.102,-0.3713,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,0,3,15,14,1,4,10,0,21,9,0,7,5,68,45,30,0,10,10,0,5,1,0,1,9,0,0,1,20,23,0,2,10,0,1,2,4,10,1,0,5,6,18,4,53,36,21,45,0,2,1,0,10,20,0,12,22,179,38,5,0.16657378628012864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028398137432205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660449835338374,0.06930136706643451,0.0,0.0,0.05663794336450492,0.0,0.0,0.0940904825766645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066497807056166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173487902005737,0.1690688867236753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786607052412795,0.0,0.07533776310980785,0.07017279960475041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633706698825556,0.059500173100770076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054189237781508,0.0,0.09466772143740833,0.0,0.06661213684659381,0.0,0.0,0.08246711855534991,0.0,0.0,0.07460869704049171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165089771885144,0.08799717537022028,0.0,0.0,0.1640416257518682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402921742447126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788993406270062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588279957108809,0.040689769004763926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555946479043172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251296259257212,0.4195139130652835,0.25180079699657,0.0,0.08409601964709844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245089914139085,0.0,0.0642359864637134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816034717954665,0.0,0.09482267986177413,0.08739558398706028,0.08869782300402901,0.0,0.06334343528416142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873303472029743,0.09389345792977427,0.0,0.16946542500403214,0.0,0.2390829257832923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671143285661916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858156466551302,0.06636887064222552,0.07582125947777013,0.0868863937415431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790178327964787,0.0,0.06651302044772116,0.0,0.0,0.08706954423323804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524275691917414,0.0,0.0,0.07667938125637813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336687814680453,0.0,0.0,0.04856525716542403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696390000405602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680772188901,0.0,0.07488491928667829,0.0,0.0,0.1859736836889111,0.0,0.08028559288730938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059164619268997964,0.0,0.0,0.05363402851414726 adhd,TheoMott_,2019/03/14,"Today was my first day noticing the effects of adderall I was prescribed Adderall by my psychiatrist last week and I am currently using XR 10mg. Last week the 10mg just felt like a cup of coffee, nothing special. Yesterday my doctor told me to take two tablets if I was not feeling the affects. Today after taking two tablets of 10mg Adderall XR I feel like a new person! Idk if this applies to all people who have ADHD, but before I was feeling somewhat depressed, socially nervous (hard to talk to people in fear of saying the wrong thing), a lack of any motivation, and would always procrastinate on homework assignments or studying in general. Now I feel like a lot of these issues are a lot easier to manage with the medication and I’m curious if those who had similar symptoms like mine felt the same way after taking adderall and maintained that sense of ease throughout their time taking it.",10.839821428571431,8.270751434523813,10.346190476190477,63.632142857142895,58.464285714285715,12.457142857142856,44.23809523809525,10.608840637214634,4.886966666666666,723,34,116,12,7,236,107,168,0.129,0.745,0.126,0.2635,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,2,9,0,2,11,0,9,3,0,4,1,30,22,9,0,5,7,0,7,4,0,1,3,1,1,1,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,8,8,12,5,19,13,6,19,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,7,19,80,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184151499524814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512873032836087,0.0,0.0,0.08591858034506096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075098485314608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148173871746685,0.0,0.10882031727321888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293189310735939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421726681865638,0.2555342654477443,0.18052104647243788,0.24262103249720074,0.0,0.0,0.1074685519063356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317983935008358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187081395497285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597523172222346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469021281340334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482712107036184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727877357269765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202428808630345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123093807648196,0.14384403024322365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518271122805548,0.1103191284103912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047420323890932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879228853539962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313202933097571,0.3799813070098424,0.1015509088446088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393765983101167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367248353090876,0.0,0.2395195918612299,0.12072756699250417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468404008238503,0.0,0.0,0.10912106670984903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028636901625378,0.2026918450710792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975149506283236,0.13813785725537345,0.0,0.0 adhd,cheywyatt,2019/03/14,"cant keep attention on lectures usually i paint my nails in order to pay attention to lectures cause i easily get bored but was hoping there are alternatives since my job doesn't allow painted nails. are there any other things i could do while trying to pay attention? This is for an online class.. 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Hey y'all, first time posting on this subreddit. Within the past year I (19) have found out I have ADHD but have not yet been able to start medication. Numerous people in my life (all without ADHD) have suggested I try meditating to help curb my behavior. Any time I try I just cannot for the life of me stay ""in the moment"" without any thoughts. Has anyone here had success with meditation, if so how?",5.121124497991972,6.571542578313255,6.580903614457832,72.51946787148597,69.0,10.35261044176707,31.90562248995984,10.504223727775694,3.670583935742972,346,15,62,10,6,118,59,83,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,1,1,13,11,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,9,1,13,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,44,10,1,0.17242631852182952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216687820540784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451161869049697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205644910220585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666573845064254,0.0,0.1890565584241928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557372671437854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357961604803205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370137574200745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460043147370312,0.11953869876483247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513675010716056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204423572314192,0.18378351349257965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688723669965416,0.2010863458916028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413230383103145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33242563601503666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103689590914304 adhd,RavenWhisperingOne,2019/03/14,"How to stay on task instead of slipping into daydreams. I'm having an issue I've had my hole life currently 18F and it just never really mattered to me until today. My problem is when i try to sit down and do something that isn't in the last of things i can just like focus really well on i get distracted super easily. I look online and people just say to remove distractions but i am the distraction. Ill just start fidgeting with something it'll say something like keep a schedule and i try but like it just never seems to fit right. &#x200B; i never really cared before because i was always able to do well to decently in school just by virtue of being one of those people that can coast buy with minimal studying and work so exciting daydreams didn't hinder me but now I'm trying to get a good at art and its sometimes a struggle to start tasks or to stay on task of the more mundane ones like watching the video lessons or drawing hand studies. however its not really a problem with more exciting art like painting characters, or drawing cool buildings or anything with more imagination involved. its not that i don't want to do the less exciting stuff i do as i want to become a better artist but its just hard still. &#x200B; Any one have any tips on how to stay on task when doing things i want to get done without getting on meds. I have bad reactions to psych meds and well id be afraid that it would impact my creativity as i get a lot of good ideas from the day dreams its just that they happen to much and i have no control over them. i don't really care when they happen other times when I'm not trying to do art. &#x200B; Also just thought i should say I'm not formally diagnosed but my therapist says she thinks i could have it. My parents say i probably don't cause i did pretty well in school. But i thought id ask here as places like r productivity just seem to be about labeling and how to keep doing stuff even when you don't have time to do it. Where as i just need to know how to keep my mind in the same plane of existence. 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I was doing my standard ritual of saying to my girlfriend ""I'm going to bed"", then getting into bed and playing games on my phone/scrolling reddit for 3-4 hours. I thought to myself, ""Why am I still awake? And don't I have things to do tomorrow? I'm sure I have plans... Hey, I bet there's a subreddit for people with ADHD."" So here I am. And wow, this isn't just a sub for people with ADHD, this has fully encapsulated my life so far. I've seen people talking about the big things from trouble being taken seriously at diagnosis to procrastinating even when I feel really motivated to just forgetting to turn the music on when I've had my headphones in for the last half an hour. It genuinely is crazy to me that these things aren't normal to other people, and that there is actually a community of people who experience the same things as me too. I still sometimes wonder how I would think if my head were a bit clearer like neurotypicals (which is a new word for me). Since I got diagnosed roughly a year ago I've tried to make the best improvements I can. I got a huge-ass whiteboard and fixed it to the wall in my study so I can at least glance at it while I play games instead of doing work. For a long while I did actually keep tabs on that whiteboard of meetings and plans that I had, as well as a to-do list, but I've since let that slip. It really improved my organisation, but I'm the president of a society at my university, as well as being on a separate committee, and I'm in my final year doing my dissertation, so I have a lot to juggle. I never really feel like things are overwhelming me, but that might be because I procrastinate so much to take the edge off. Overall, though, even though ADHD may cause me some problems, I like to think I really am ever the optimist. I'm sure it's because of my ADHD that I'm so social, and open with friends and strangers to the point where they're open with me in return. I think it's the reason I never stress about anything, because I know my limitations, and that procrastination is just a part of my life right now. I'll never worry about not starting anything early enough because I've spent the last 17 or so years of my life leaving things to the last minute, and I like to think I've gotten good at it. Sure, there have been issues with that - one time my university's Internet went down the night before a deadline and I had to stay up until 6am to start the work, so I could get it in for a 3pm deadline. But I still managed it, and I never stressed, and it's something I love about it. What I just wanted to say to all of you is that even though there are issues to overcome, I hope you can all find something good in ADHD. As Adrian Monk would say, it's a blessing and a curse. 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When I was a young kid and soon a teenager, living under my mother's roof and attending school bright and early, I routinely cut myself short of sleep. Staring at the ceiling, reading a book with a small light, or playing my gameboy advance until 2 in the morning was an every night scenario for me. I was too into the book to sleep on time, and I had to beat the gym and get my Pokemon up a level or two before the next day or I would suffer the consequence of getting a good night's rest. Now a 21 year old college dropout working full-time and living in a state with no family and few friends, I still can't seem to shake my sleeping problems. I don't need to stay up all night, but once it's 8am I think to myself: ""I need to do these few chores on my day off, so I can't afford to sleep until 7pm again and risk having no motivation to do them."" Though, naturally I'm super tired by 1pm and will stay up again, with no sleep, until 6 or 7am having not done anything productive. At that point I usually realize that if I had gotten sleep I would be in the exact same position, but with more sleep. I've had many conversations with my therapist about my sleep, to the point where she recommended I get a sleep study. I'm wondering what you, if you've been in a similar position, have done. I originally went in to a therapist for my mood issues, mostly depression. I'm not exactly sure the route I should take, given that I'm not on medication and my therapist recommended a transfer to someone who specializes in sleeping disorders. Of course, I'm not going to make a bold decision without consulting a medical professional, but I would enjoy hearing some of what you have to say. Thanks for bearing through without a tl;dr :)",8.145524647887324,5.937888853521128,8.818617957746483,71.35581426056342,63.28169014084507,12.142605633802814,37.3987676056338,10.820120047756994,3.8736795774647885,1393,54,273,29,16,474,189,355,0.087,0.8170000000000001,0.096,0.449,1,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,2,1,6,11,17,1,2,27,0,25,14,11,3,4,54,46,26,0,9,16,1,0,0,1,5,3,2,1,1,9,16,0,0,6,5,0,5,12,6,0,1,12,5,33,10,50,28,8,53,0,2,2,0,12,23,0,11,22,190,42,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185251641303876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560470368647806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795484615495373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784798223256808,0.0,0.058661274592505086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805760738004777,0.0,0.0,0.13939615185706689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573838824679432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420611058656299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262003058106618,0.0,0.10675077311358004,0.0,0.03870731559144232,0.05712571423429735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676260573398068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326100369825715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028112925667245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045462583211117284,0.06905076787038378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372231817262454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100235879747864,0.0,0.0,0.07243357385897507,0.19174408232832765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146783294921047,0.07253274030812744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876804790978266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517010670096203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812637756074733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054162172775720704,0.0,0.06892887805186616,0.0,0.06200291661370805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7497284666039169,0.0,0.0577076421212524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518801801395956,0.05439109411991528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419093363016813,0.0,0.05120869969198539,0.0,0.0,0.06270464662254599,0.0,0.2372357262076429,0.0,0.043640822092125366,0.06691571171500063,0.0,0.039714291362225616,0.07828006551363118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653156734002412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501128094311035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313674882688718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130726013680707,0.07386016277892495,0.04958339627425338,0.0,0.0,0.14514579342062986,0.0,0.0,0.04385928459279813 adhd,TheAutisWinchest,2019/03/14,"How do I talk to a psychiatrist, I'm not good at bonding with those from the medical profession I've never had a good experience with trying to communicate with doctors, therapist etc. I'd tell doctors I had an issue with a personal ordor issue and they'd simply tell me to lose weight. When the order could be something like a yeast infection (tmi). However, instead of them trying to figure out, they prescribed me to lose weight which takes months to do and isn't a quick fix, which basically makes me question why I needed the doctor if they blantantly reject helping me. I remember going to two therapists as a teen and the help was horrible. One laughed instead of trying to understand. The other doctor just sat across the room, sitting at her desk while glaring at me. I've had a million doctors smirk while picking at my weight (I'm honestly not even that fucking fat. I have maybe 50 pounds to lose but that shouldn't be an excuse to push me to the side). No help about anything psychologically. I've been having this trouble with focusing since middle school. My issues were pushed aside because I was branded as a lazy kid and a lazy student when the inside of my brain had simply been scattered. My father apparently suffered with similar problems just like the other men in his family once I had done some digging. My family didn't think I could be anywhere near ADHD or add because I was ""too quiet"" and ""your cousin can't be still, so he has ADHD"" Moving on, I don't know how to talk with psychiatrist about wondering if I have any ADHD . Do I just schedule and appointment and see what will happen? I don't know what to say or what to do? I don't want another session where the doctor is just awkwardly shooting down my advance to ask for help or for advice. Since other people in this forum have wayy more experience , I was hoping for advice? TL;DR I'm trying to talk with a psychiatrist about possible focusing issues, but I don't know how to start the conversation. 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So I started taking a Adderal, and at 10mg TID where i started I felt like I was more focused and productive than in Concerta. My doctor wanted to bump me up to 15mg TID to see what kind of impact they had, and now 20mg TID. I think 20mg is pushing the envelop for me because It gave me the head disconnected stoner feeling, although holy crap did I get a lot of stuff done today. With that said where did other folks taking Adderal land on dosage? 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How do I talk to people about executive dysfunction in a way they can understand? Shit has hit the fan for my life and very soon I'm going to have to talk to a lot nuerotypicals like my family, my boss, etc about why I cant function. And i barely understand it myself",5.958142857142858,5.775904671428576,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,66.57142857142857,12.142857142857144,30.357142857142854,11.698219412168324,3.6371428571428566,277,9,55,9,4,96,42,70,0.136,0.7959999999999999,0.068,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,3,0,9,13,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,11,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,2,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674891740309196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321359537332105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045220450157746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372734383804141,0.09494840731341828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652273566656724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694722730120945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949499087835992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686276523687839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069680327172966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035710148438564,0.0,0.30852811469230923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753684558395259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,superhulasloth,2019/03/14,"Self-Identifying as ADHD I was originally diagnosed with ADHD eight years ago. This past month is the first time working with a psychiatrist to work on the right medication regimen. I've been very successful through my life without meds due to extensive research and brain helping techniques I've learned over the years (also an ADD mom that got it), but I want to get to an easier brain place now that the adulting that is required of me is way bigger than when I was a teenager (I'm almost 30 🤓). Now to the point... I have a co-worker who constantly talks about his ADHD diagnosis. It's all about ADHD this and ADHD causes that and is very forward about making it known. He's extremely productive and does great work overall, but I'm concerned that the ADHD forwardness is a cover for when things don't go the right way. I know that dealing with the symptoms is hard (because, ya know, me too), but I think it's hard for me to see someone talk about ADHD so freely while not thinking that it could be an excuse sometimes... Because, ya know, I am still getting all my shit done with the other neurotypicals despite feeling like my brain is going to fall out most days. Am I perpetuating stigma here? I sort of feel like I am and sort of feel like I'm not. I don't know. Thoughts?",5.467419999999998,6.130766332,6.0325500000000005,79.64202500000002,67.67999999999999,8.81,31.225,8.841846274778883,2.44862,1013,39,195,16,16,329,143,250,0.071,0.841,0.08800000000000001,0.7366,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,6,13,6,1,0,16,0,19,8,4,3,2,41,40,14,0,2,6,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,17,11,0,1,12,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,6,6,20,5,27,32,3,32,0,0,1,0,12,10,1,4,22,124,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6755322368389498,0.0,0.0711808172544647,0.0,0.08040852566882797,0.0,0.0,0.06421562142172496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978998736425146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689229833967529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248988621972014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677542214646476,0.0,0.0641127567786377,0.0,0.0,0.05178664761935666,0.08278543941087843,0.0,0.0815024802561888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702707870898136,0.08217444740626026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218057858825802,0.17209831249357546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830286289095727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390653231990959,0.0,0.0912723120956152,0.0,0.06422298594815093,0.08853067563306535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386547342494882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382317978936668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765224063711082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671803549252119,0.11769109595048605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360065687990214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919483712536667,0.08089347503111423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404600934656113,0.06409443481647856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665512628584524,0.0,0.0,0.08389606989897229,0.0,0.07590914842053291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371509681170407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398844487554152,0.0,0.08377007417131023,0.0,0.0824264628810624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680376544008842,0.0,0.079418432247547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412742451755622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346210895773548,0.0,0.1290836748095515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053347536271095994,0.10290557930042346,0.0,0.06374897272252154,0.04682338649015809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251128376728827,0.04736282905543742,0.12747628941197833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774060216040689,0.0,0.2338364802804753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034207164841294 adhd,neosharks,2019/03/14,"Does having ADHD increase the risk for Schizophrenia? Hey guys, I am a diagnosed Aspie along with ADHD and recently I have been worried about developing Schizophrenia. I am not hearing any voices or having delusions, rather these intrusive thoughts that come with my fear and then they go away. You can through my post history, and you will see I have made a reasonable amount of posts on these subject matter. I read a study about how people with ADHD and Aspergers are more at risk to get Schizophrenia and this has got me scared. I also read about how Cannabis can trigger schizophrenia in someone who is predisposed to it. No one in either side of my family has it: No uncles, aunts, first cousins, half uncles, half cousins - not a single soul. I am the first one in my family that I know of that has ADHD and Aspergers, and this is leaving me worried that I might develop it. I have gone through several stressful events in my life, and I have gotten through it, though with some anxiety. I did try Cannabis for the first time when I was 19 and when it got legal in Canada when I was 21, I mainly did some CBD (Low THC like 0,5-0.7% weed) and some low THC weed like (5-9% weed). I smoked pretty frequently during November, not as much in December and I have not done much weed during the months of Jan-March. However since I already smoked it, I was wondering is it too late for me to prevent developing Schizophrenia? While I am a bit encouraged by the lack of family history, the fact that I have smoked Cannabis and have ADHD/Aspergers worries me. Because of my fear, I have began taking Vitamin D3 pills every day because apparently a lack of Vitamin D Deficiency can increase Schizophrenia risk. For people with ADHD who did do weed, when did you start smoking? And were you not worried about Schizophrenia?",7.0381858407079605,7.412647294985253,6.753833333333336,76.83075000000002,64.25073746312684,10.083834808259589,34.354129793510324,9.888512548439397,3.3259131563421818,1439,59,258,28,20,452,166,339,0.122,0.809,0.068,-0.9563,2,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,1,3,14,12,0,7,12,0,37,5,0,5,1,45,53,25,0,3,8,3,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,1,18,20,0,1,4,2,0,5,7,9,0,7,17,3,37,3,38,34,15,37,1,2,1,0,14,12,0,6,20,193,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129661332735032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938065372536479,0.06797948666366357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057807181358480876,0.0,0.06502956699287325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986619272631443,0.0,0.0,0.103638071349476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280483485494632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322537814334512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482201438301265,0.0,0.0,0.08627957881532965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438956328780484,0.08699093192389347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162145219641487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404090494920153,0.1913113829644944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691887990116152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044412269698178464,0.0,0.048311024525618786,0.0,0.1359745656930124,0.0,0.0,0.08416957599890644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580824894725178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046717225123989965,0.0,0.0958907797661854,0.09000937030549576,0.0,0.0,0.060042445311424185,0.08305954335789617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043499189289051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901782233605648,0.0,0.0,0.06785119695731533,0.0,0.12497878478072635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520490258205282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786529430723687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282502531345325,0.08648194103865972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005855595454847,0.0,0.0,0.08740060752123514,0.08393344041303819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510610981074164,0.0,0.06773899463618395,0.0,0.0,0.09603289362771822,0.0,0.0703180683431697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202554016563806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016787831323552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737439974355104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391413894099933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351823267556571,0.06748548632041712,0.049567842013881175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771368013668415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218567810648524,0.0,0.34531199049246114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wonget,2019/03/14,"Out is sight, out of mind If it’s not in the open my mind completely forgets that it’s there. I’ve rediscovered a bag of peanuts in my dresser draw for about the 30th time since I put them in there about 3 months ago. Halloween candy sat in a box untouched till a January clean and I was floored that I had candy. And the best part is, I found gift cards! It’s like a unknown treasure hunt every time I clean my room!!! ",3.4052651515151524,4.030873238636364,4.075454545454543,91.96651515151515,72.29545454545455,7.2303030303030305,27.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.0340848484848493,327,11,76,3,6,104,58,88,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,9,3,12,2,2,15,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,1,6,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362372406937381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967657546249197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794214456752291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245387614289196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29220481849532715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301990284928013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381804972587493,0.0,0.2127187212636256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28859483737884944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679073216736833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204525527986962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107979944885387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RopyRaj,2019/03/14,"Decided this year (sophomore year) I would try to stop taking medicine. In all honesty, my grades have gone down by about 3 or 4 points on average, but I feel more like myself. Just wanna discuss! I’m not trying to say that you shouldn’t take medecine because it makes you somehow not really you. I just found that I kind of like my easily distracted hyperactive self. I made the decision to prioritize countering a way my medecine affected me (May not do the same for you) over my grades and I’m honestly Pretty proud of myself. Just wanna have some nice conversations about this? Have any of you guys done the same?",3.613822843822845,6.042502923076928,4.291515151515153,83.23909090909096,75.32478632478632,8.357109557109558,26.02097902097902,9.095868883498916,2.284169230769232,490,18,93,12,11,156,81,117,0.05,0.725,0.22399999999999998,0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,1,6,7,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,3,1,27,17,3,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,2,17,6,16,10,5,10,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,5,65,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256758635316284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676337462323512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959079142670566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134395085245723,0.16027767355812825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459912473768076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221445286336951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362889996726385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921487531325484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212288028633213,0.1497572252990959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208589789761945,0.0,0.0,0.2282474373829527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437261381689322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841433852088465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404888300349844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756897309026707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33737074470379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046416265622182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780807969997144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593737805993823,0.0,0.0,0.28895167411493056 adhd,MrFishky,2019/03/14,"A late night snippet into why you’re not alone Ok, in true adhd fashion my original post didn’t follow guidelines so wouldn’t post and my second post was something wack with the “meta” so third times the charm! I guess the clue is in the title. I don’t remember feeling this way but I just had my 30th birthday a few days ago and the older I’ve got the more I guess everyone around me has settled into the groove of being a grown up and I’m still, well, me. I don’t know if it’s ADHD but I just feel like no one really knows me, but then again that may have been from years of closely guarding myself for fear of being rejected for the umpteenth time. But, for all that self preservation it is really really lonely existing. I’ve been staying with my family for the past week, I usually do for my birthday but I decided to cut my visit short because being here just stresses me out, people are always talking and want to converse. I know that they care but I just think I need the quiet (super ironic for someone riddled with ADHD I figure) and for someone to understand that I can’t be chatty all the time, there are some days where all I want to do is sit and play a video game or just straight up not get out bed. But I worry, I worry so frequently that I’ll never meet someone like me and my life will just be a continued endless lonely walk with no purpose or true companionship. I’d like to note at this point that I do have a few people I do consider friends, but even still, I find after several hours hanging out I’m making my excuses and I’m out the door because I’ve just had enough pretending to be..I don’t know what. I had a great girlfriend a year or so ago, we would have evenings where she would sit and read and I did my own thing and it was so great, I felt like she understood it. She had a lot of personal demons too and I tried my hardest to help her and make her feel safe but like all thing, it didn’t last. I don’t know if that breakup resonated a lot more than I realised but I feel a lot more..hollow now than I remember feeling before, maybe like I’ve hit a point where I’ve almost given away too many pieces of myself that I don’t have enough left. I’m definitely rambling now but I’m having a tough evening and I don’t really have anyone to talk to so I thought someone else on here may find some comfort that maybe they’re like me and they’re not so alone X",2.4287726672857914,3.9560716573146313,3.794260716555062,89.5370179383157,75.91382765531063,6.9524610196001735,23.793978200303048,7.678348718463194,1.0085836160125132,1883,58,407,26,41,619,225,499,0.08199999999999999,0.752,0.166,0.9901,0,7,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,1,32,27,1,2,25,1,45,1,0,3,7,103,78,39,0,8,26,0,6,7,2,6,1,1,2,2,19,28,0,2,21,5,0,5,16,7,1,3,16,7,55,20,43,50,17,63,1,3,0,0,20,23,0,15,35,276,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27289870060380184,0.0,0.13419154097209826,0.0,0.07579390335053893,0.15678671896797333,0.0,0.0,0.06298122509212979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292511686072792,0.0,0.0,0.06738130447519643,0.0,0.0,0.07111446794225743,0.0,0.0,0.09228142786066933,0.0,0.06440772136058084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771723248966247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762925341215616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632303686429844,0.0,0.0,0.1564186928912076,0.0,0.14998016933767996,0.0,0.0,0.07232628081620471,0.0,0.0,0.07135502127379069,0.08517375591847183,0.19135897771057192,0.054073879833970884,0.07267551796765519,0.0,0.13836095384771988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584789106089425,0.0,0.03954558019958529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060537247130800685,0.16689985089707396,0.16676500089480625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050734282876615765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454068363509468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798979486952435,0.0616985118719792,0.08538308326538832,0.0,0.08223881890475003,0.0,0.05346300363792315,0.2588526210060744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305010950526952,0.0,0.0,0.10104906098671708,0.07673909796669666,0.15208416887664353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056124139858780134,0.058377796769980526,0.0,0.0,0.07103115756775871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129038377688267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225591048593337,0.10494963397391352,0.06609072359839989,0.0,0.0,0.14310548815442414,0.0,0.21747402713681044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571178312692814,0.0,0.19395913983063676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148697549450076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789625335447381,0.08550962431242133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565319714029848,0.0582708606717077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067685473735657,0.12089433988681865,0.0,0.08670412839997255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167559958682858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057187280796852,0.048499928750411085,0.0,0.060090437388781524,0.13240861714577318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138942418320186,0.0,0.0,0.07879731268268875,0.0,0.0,0.08336327334847289,0.0,0.08928937965163031,0.06008023078902476,0.060714995220088164,0.0,0.06805556884727855,0.0,0.06829962520894536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373637855822225,0.0,0.10753785564139903,0.0,0.0,0.09748543110871154 adhd,ez_rider1600,2019/03/14,"How to communicate with someone who has ADHD? (my partner) My GF and I have been dating for a little over 2 years and are about to move in together. I'm losing half my closet but gaining 24/7 cuddle availability (it's a fair trade I figure). She has ADHD and is taking Dr. prescribed medication for almost 2 years now. It certainly helps and I can tell when she is late taking her meds, even by a few hours. Conversations are more jumbled and things are more confusing for her when she's late taking them. It's like she just woke up and is slightly confused at everything. But even on her meds there are still significant challenges and I'm looking for some advice on what to do next. I've read all the articles she's sent me (okay most, not all), watched the videos, chatted for hours about how she processes things differently and how everything for her is different. I would say I'm much more informed than the average bear. Tonight we were chatting as we often do and I asked her a question about how she was feeling about us. Things have been a little off the past few days and we haven't been connecting as good as we usually do. A good time to check in I figure and see what's going through her thoughts and how she's feeling. So I asked her ""how are you feeling about us right now?"" A few minutes later and a lot of talking on her part she didn't answer the question, and was doing something she often does which is self stray from one topic to another to another eventually ending up so far off track that I don't have a clue what point she is trying to make. I think it's fair to say this happens about 80% of the time (or more) whenever we try to talk about anything complex. I'm a pretty good listener and I don't mind paying attention for long periods. In the beginning of our relationship I would just sit and listen. 5 mins, 10 mins, 20 mins, 30 mins, even going as much as 45 minutes of not saying a single word back after I would ask the original question. Sometimes it was a more serious relationship question and other times it would be just casual chit chat. So here's where I'm stuck. If I just listen and listen and listen ... the question almost never gets answered. And often if I interrupt to ask if she's going to somehow swing this around to come back on topic she will pause .... and ask me ... ""what was the original question again?"" And believe it or not it actually starts all over again. If I wait or interrupt and say, ""this has nothing to do with what I asked"" I get told I'm impatient and/or I need to rephrase the question better. If I ask how should I ask the question she (eventually) says it 99.9% like I asked it the 1st time. No matter how I ask, how long I wait, if I interrupt or not, if I rephrase or don't, I seldom get an answer to whatever I've asked. If I become direct. She tells me I don't understand her and how hard it is for her to focus with ADHD and she needs to add the other parts in. She often gets upset at me in the beginning then frustrated at herself after she calms down. She does say I need more patients and I admit sometimes I just want a quick answer to something like a regular conversation and i get frustrated. So lately I find myself avoiding conversation and at times communicating all together with her. Or if she starts to drift off track while talking I will reminder her once and if she starts to drift a 2nd time (without ever coming near answering anything) I just cut her off and ""don't worry about it, I'm good"". Usually i know the answer isn't coming from experience and/or I'm mesmerized at this point and just need to check out for a bit as I'm confused at what point she's trying to make. I admit that most of the time I laugh it off and so does she. I'm like what does ""tidal wave energy"" (15 mins later) have to do with "" hey babe, what would you like for super?"" But sometimes I just want to know how she's feeling or what she wants for super. Tl;tr: How do I get my GF to stay on topic during (some) conversations? 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While it happens very rarely, I will sometimes complain about my frustration due to ADHD to my gf. Though it often feels like she only takes it light heartedly, giving silly answers and over all not being to serious about it. Obviously it’s a bit annoying. I love her a lot and just want her to understand somewhat. What should I do?",3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,72.6,8.733333333333334,28.5,9.2995712137729,2.6545999999999994,303,12,56,7,6,103,54,75,0.096,0.716,0.188,0.6596,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,2,0,5,2,1,1,2,15,14,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,11,3,8,11,5,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,3,3,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403578750966136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543520745477385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367111350940345,0.16060490618312825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745438310349872,0.21565903891064347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879947985705215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26640192312410377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983121885302027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911261334858528,0.20290055672313728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097877116929147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234366523735494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380595412899726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087550497797173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340360086929704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549248382472394,0.132599255741686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,19apricots,2019/03/14,"How can you help someone really struggling with ADHD???! Just worried because my friend is VERY spacey and her memory was so bad and she got distracted so easily she couldn't hold a conversation today how tf do I help her?! She's super closed off as well so is there anything I can say or do that's not patronising af and somewhat helpful?? I want to help her but I don't want to just be another thing to think about that's confusing. Idk it seemed to even make her frustrated and upset what can I do if anything???? Ty 💓",1.6892987012987,4.002995800000004,3.6412987012987017,85.95779220779222,81.47619047619048,7.246753246753247,22.87878787878788,8.296473431620573,1.4929047619047622,409,14,84,9,11,138,72,105,0.172,0.635,0.193,-0.6889,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,1,4,1,0,12,0,0,3,0,23,18,13,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,14,3,8,14,1,3,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,5,1,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049062961468565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983042441475105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293432572221194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670816133995159,0.12198382754581748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132169282132644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460275186810007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004444849404964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365120290445345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357347751143786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819414920496378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913371516159708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821705807935579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695506478663155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919606917173086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294269792931812,0.1282209667064783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896787497594527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651098513770113,0.23605747205261104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992089993087634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321913438399933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pospanik,2019/03/14,"Perfect time to be coming up with all these amazing ideas of what I could do right now instead of sleeping I’m waking up in 4 hours. Have a loong, stressful day full of resposibility infront of me. Shout out to my girlfriend though, who’s voice made me to calm down and now I will give it a shot and actually sleep. Sorry for this post, I find it kind of stupid but I felt like venting out will make it better too..",3.662156862745096,4.592465352941176,4.372647058823528,88.94524509803922,71.94117647058823,6.607843137254903,25.93137254901961,6.42735559955562,0.7434313725490203,325,10,71,2,6,104,66,85,0.065,0.78,0.155,0.8340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,2,0,6,3,3,2,2,15,12,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,6,16,6,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.21480612899081186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467894245135453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961456159878184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574853186052647,0.0,0.0,0.14195969330261193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113504688547006,0.0,0.2011864055782434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115991030512607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167746288652349,0.0,0.0,0.24848956802240324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292219198213875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753989463579046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082836048332256,0.14693233026818528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081486074187586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798194385123704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405594982459766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464071922471464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214761038411904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162675492543248,0.0,0.12835419729019099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RizheyIOT,2019/03/14,"Not dignosed Hi, i found this subreddit today and i just feel how a weight was lifted from my chest. When i scroll through all the posts i can relate to sooooo much stuff its insane, i have brought up some of these things in the past to some my friends thinking its normal but none of them can relate. Witch made me feel really different. But to the point. So my little brother was dignosed with ADD and aspergers and got a lot of concerta and vylvanse perscribed but he had issues with the concerta and didnt like it and with the vylvanse he only felt tired, he refuses to take any of them so they are just laying around. About the same time as he got diagnosed we started talking about how the ADD was affecting his daily life, and i realised how have almost the same issues and look on life, my mom pointed out that i might have some sort of dignose aswell but she didnt get me dignosed when i was younger because i did not have any serious issues with waking up for school and getting ok grades (E in every subject) and that got me thinking, and a couple of months later (Today) i decided to take 60mg of his vylvanse, and it was the best descision of my life, im currently 19 years of age and attending upper highschool,(we have a different school system here in sweden) i felt so good and concentrated at school i got a lot of work done wich i normaly dont get, i could even read a whome page of text without having to read the same scentence over and over again and again lol. So i have decided to call my local doctor some time this week and ask for a meeting regarding possible diagnosis. Im just wondering what you guys think is the best idea, to keep taking concerta/vylvanse or wait up to 2 years to get a diagnose and a perscription. Sorry for my crappy english.",5.172400647813632,5.987742186246423,5.610347576927872,81.865569951414,68.39828080229226,8.820281549769529,30.073626510526967,8.964715089967882,2.3766914413853244,1409,52,272,24,23,452,185,349,0.052000000000000005,0.872,0.076,0.8917,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,3,3,19,8,0,0,20,2,24,10,2,5,1,73,51,33,0,2,11,2,5,1,1,1,7,0,0,1,12,27,1,3,12,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,19,6,33,6,46,30,15,38,0,0,1,0,22,17,0,11,18,190,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920559256622221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116148338522365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930438897962097,0.08328229384124602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430528770299545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697807351757706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096557538034797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112699072543284,0.09857067395046354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083846175253773,0.0,0.18614938072956974,0.0,0.09118210203044186,0.0,0.0911647143596254,0.10440676150222508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588396924093542,0.0,0.0750578144997931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008793712913693,0.0,0.17107082123421774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976769218953356,0.06882672144976369,0.0,0.18617259484652132,0.0,0.0,0.07472013181682799,0.2849971179162136,0.0,0.0,0.08820799115503544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056593368371676,0.19245381463010056,0.2789442639153169,0.0,0.07918269329865334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876975755559045,0.043522349844971164,0.08928640668608599,0.0,0.0,0.0748088236297786,0.0,0.0,0.15147347963459654,0.0,0.08429422352722335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450493048306262,0.0,0.10433508042171197,0.07110666425535038,0.0,0.06548760292346381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728422242040043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775303026411364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504155382391668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684279250173112,0.1004297646343305,0.08531864525998152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821788242905967,0.0,0.0570700255474561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047582282634985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972317772504334,0.063054703734519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198082110472168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094212435367226,0.07160301476884058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918400499732127,0.17124589283615044,0.0,0.0,0.10389216573911292,0.10238991130717014,0.16888401166068734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145847999428574,0.1084813277228401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587460058432149,0.09660870192744517,0.06485481985123054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473542414628013 adhd,2rando,2019/03/14,"More smaller doses vs one higher dose? (IR Generic Adderall) The sweet spot for me seems to be 5mg (prescribed 2x a day) but each dose only lasts 3hrs. I've tried taking higher doses (7.5mg, 10mg, per the docs suggestion) but they just make my body feel stressed which ruins my focus. I'm wondering if it would be better to just aim to keep my body at the 5mg dose. Like if I can take 5mg 3x a day or some other combination, so I am not taking more than 5mg at once. Obviously I am gonna talk to the doctor, but is that something that is done? Thanks in advance.",2.310416666666669,3.2946098750000026,4.163333333333334,88.96166666666667,75.25,6.666666666666668,22.5,6.937597516519254,0.5177499999999999,435,11,98,4,9,148,82,120,0.057999999999999996,0.8320000000000001,0.111,0.7476,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,3,6,0,1,6,0,9,8,2,1,1,19,20,7,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,4,9,15,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,6,4,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514473277236578,0.0,0.43994164001249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554307336464573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026959043733736,0.0,0.2026572519450723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013179934931547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602146991008813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142391344346804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674927278311216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218904621321692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089944924681914,0.13419277418653522,0.1506135682070162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028246154739924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524560331189782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268469577851349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466901367219678,0.15917200318089478,0.0,0.18232284319788133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445189696749058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475912236574132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406774732020494,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lex_Marker,2019/03/14,"Medication and Anxiety After doing my research and really trying to figure it out I’ve decided that I think it would be best for me to get a prescription for Vyvanse. The only thing that worries me at this point is the anxiety. I already have anxiety and I thought that taking meds for my ADHD might actually help me clear my head and start to think a little more rationally. Has anxiety been a really overwhelming for those taking Vyvanse (or Adderall)? Has it been manageable/beneficial for pre existing anxiety? 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This is my first post on Reddit or any online forum. My whole life I felt like there was something different about me. I think a useful word is ‘neurotypical.’ My brain just doesn’t work the same way as other people’s and I always wondered why. I’m a 20 year old girl, currently an undergraduate at a UC school in California. I have a good GPA, I’ve always held multiple jobs. I’m great in a crisis. My dad is an alcoholic, my mom is an anxious veteran who was on the streets for a year. I have two half sisters, ages 4 and 6. My credit card is almost maxed out to help with impulse purchases (like my 2011 Honda Accord) and automatic payments that I might forget. Recently I began to wonder why I do the things I do. I starting worked in politics after Nov. 2016, then this August I realized I was completely unhappy with the life I was living. I quit 3 of my 4 jobs, which were a big part of my identity. Now that I have free time to relax, I realized... relaxing is impossible for me. I know how but I can’t do it. My cousin is on the spectrum for autism and he never knew until adulthood, because his mom didn’t tell him. I was always terrified that I had austim too, or something like it. But I didn’t have words for my symptoms and experiences. In 1st and 2nd grade I felt bullied and like I had a really hard time making friends. I didn’t understand why tapping my leg was annoying to the other students, so instead I learned to tap my fingers very quietly and rhythmically and constantly. Timed readings made me feel anxious and inadequate, so I worked even harder. By 3rd grade I still didn’t know my months of the year because memorization bored me. I blurted answers in class. Once I had so much trouble completing a times tables worksheet that my teacher made me stay in at lunch to finish it, and I stared at 3 problems (like 8x4 = ?) for half an hour because I couldn’t focus — I just stared around or listened to the outside noises. I changed schools three times in 3rd grade, and again going into 4th grade. I was smart and I entered a GATE program, but I struggled in math because I made constant careless errors. In middle school I had my first kiss, with a girl. I’ve always been bisexual. I fall in love with so many people. I get fixated on one person, get bored, then immediately get fixated on someone new. In high school in the hallways, I would randomly roll my R’s. At home, where I felt alone and comfortable, I would make random noises or jump in the air. After 8 hours of research (from 10:30pm to 6am on Wednesday night), after reading your posts and after deeply connecting to memes about ADHD, I went to see my doctor. She referred me to a psychiatrist for diagnosis next week, but I already know my condition because it’s been my long term companion. My ADHD has grown and changed with me my whole life. It may be mild but it affects so many aspects of my relationships and who I am. I can’t remember the names of people who I’ve had multiple conversations with. I have really struggled to think before I speak and it can offend people. I am either GOING GOING GOING or hating myself for accomplishing nothing. ‘Nothing’ means so many different things. ‘Nothing’ means literally sitting in bed for hours, skipping multiple meals and deodorant. ‘Nothing’ also means cleaning my room, cleaning the kitchen, checking my email, calling my mom, then still feeling completely useless and unaccomplished. I’ve generally used a lot of my own coping strategies, like meditation, mindfulness, healthy eating, and exercise, not knowing I was doing self-treatment. I’m not sure what happens next, but it feels really good to share. Thank you for this space. 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Don’t know how to pick myself up First time posting on reddit, 14 F (Sorry for spelling&grammar errors, English isn’t my firsts language) I started eight grade a couple months ago and i feel terrible, Ever since first grade I’ve been bullied by my classmates and even tho i was diagnosed early(I was like 9) I’ve never really felt comfortable whit myself or been able to really embrace my ADHD. I switched school after 3rd grade cause I got accepted into an music school. From 4th grade to 6th grade everything was as great as it could be, but in 7th grade my best friend got mad cause I was friends whit the guy she had a crush on, she started a rumor that I touched her in the locker rooms(cause I’m Bi) and even tho the rumor was debunk’d the other girls in my class avoided me and that really hurt my self esteem and I’ve been in an depressed and anxious state ever since. All I want is structure,I know what i want to be when I’m older and just when life was going great(good grades and new friends) it all went down. I don’t know what to do. I have lost all my motivation to go to school and to even try to be good. My anxiety is killing me and I developed some kind of sound sensitivity which brings me to the state of having meltdowns daily. I don’t know how to pick myself up again, and feel like all my support and structure has been torn down I know I’m young and I have time too get better but I feel so weak at the moment, What do i do?",3.154193548387098,4.763511193548388,4.0911612903225825,87.81674193548389,74.16129032258064,6.895483870967742,24.335483870967746,7.554174236665415,1.0455058064516134,1210,37,250,15,25,390,155,310,0.152,0.7070000000000001,0.141,-0.6817,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,10,15,24,2,1,12,0,28,5,0,8,8,50,54,26,1,3,4,0,5,2,4,0,4,1,0,3,9,15,0,1,12,0,0,4,5,9,0,4,17,6,37,15,33,33,8,40,0,4,0,1,12,13,0,2,22,164,46,13,0.09435436777014232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133956142271882,0.0,0.08363945401144933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223291805811074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218083308489735,0.10659357867724532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803817554574735,0.08344877066632475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907837804201896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533428497967629,0.10440131328890527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126727870161413,0.09576769714285606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696051010482886,0.17069785507518767,0.0,0.0,0.08479962174704865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312521012837198,0.0674067791878838,0.0905949898001072,0.0,0.0,0.24077333107299584,0.0,0.0,0.2915918019323314,0.0,0.04929626282698432,0.0,0.10724752320206084,0.15827993414587532,0.15092761468263136,0.20805204713352346,0.0,0.09342565846500976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010083021813884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438912817504076,0.09825555439129907,0.2592734647328843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329056069242934,0.092193556138566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059978767218268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531275616095072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277190518659822,0.09112803635168397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903654023675306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133747222566615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864749725679987,0.0,0.0,0.098432183507243,0.0,0.0,0.15610181610118934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562198981280753,0.1335690142939449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070722183957121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100375812489917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406042213256159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130530149640623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746744421888182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaltieCaramel,2018/11/03,"Losing interest too quickly! I get myself so excited for getting properly into a new hobby, maybe a game, or new project. Then within like 2 day i completely lose interest! It’s very frustrating because I just want to get into something :(",4.756627906976743,7.427627860465122,6.439709302325583,68.04002906976747,72.72093023255816,9.881395348837213,36.33139534883721,10.125756701596842,4.887051162790699,190,11,27,6,4,65,36,43,0.22,0.526,0.254,0.2057,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263487109463936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26252820708908103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161480255075046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392453910351706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223274664274828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602427108246453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515495051406271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836547053530956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276176178436705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065972300460848,0.1476859783078356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,swagerito,2018/11/03,"i'm actually doing well in school now! all on my own too, i've learned to recognise when i can concentrate and when i just can't and stopped trying to follow a strict planning every time i have a test, and also just asking teachers to go over everything i have to know for a test with me really cuts down on the time i have to sit down and study. It's definitely not a fool proof tactic but it's been working out pretty well. I feel like i'm finally starting to learn to live with my add without having medication suppress who i am.",5.848757575757574,5.196044118181816,6.900000000000002,78.2466666666667,66.9090909090909,9.87878787878788,31.96969696969697,9.2995712137729,2.604060606060605,423,15,87,7,6,143,75,110,0.017,0.82,0.163,0.9214,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,2,21,17,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,1,10,3,18,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,9,62,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.22511678113545355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447993861951234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566076974386755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943633550869019,0.0,0.2073261828197992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664204340325685,0.16480250663013624,0.0,0.2527058231206881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110447396031571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677928661021082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270178852806614,0.0,0.20370043669516555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323924144633488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346911393056469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778370132705304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233467089091102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328111674348708,0.0,0.0,0.1928642726406041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690303472712243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566210145392685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148297984390331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223735875811087,0.0,0.16794254487487806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strungnendearing,2018/11/03,"Took a sick (a.k.a “burnt out”) day & skipped my meds. When I went back to work with full dose the next day, the meds worked LESS well. I got a restful 8 hours of sleep, usual routine with a good breakfast (I know it doesn’t work for some, but it helps me) and plenty of exercise. I expected the meds to work BETTER when I went back to work, but experienced the opposite. What gives? Anyone else had this happen? (I take vyvanse 60 mg, steady dose for the last 8 months with few days skipped.) 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I was wondering if anyone else feels like that after being on meds for a while. Also it’s weird but I would say that the meds now aren’t really that that effective. I know I could just go to my doc and get re-upped for a higher script but I’ve become more aware of the effects of stimulants and don’t want to take too many to reduce the stress it puts on my heart. I don’t know whether it’s anxiety that comes with meds but I feel less social than I used to be too. Do any of you guys have any similar or related experiences after being on stims for a while? 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I am currently on the call waiting with my bank to cancel my card. This is second this year I’ve dropped/lost/had stolen. I don’t know how many times I’ve replaced my cards. I’m currently in between jobs so to replace I know it’s going to cost around $70 (student card, bus pass, drivers license). Trying just pass college is an on going struggle. If I graduate next year it will be 6 years of school to do a 2 year program. How do you guys just not end it all? Help",-0.3661314413741579,1.8150176893203918,1.7058252427184468,96.94453323375656,90.55339805825243,4.33427931292009,21.515309932785662,5.8734145424116955,0.07769962658700535,374,14,85,3,13,124,73,103,0.08,0.8909999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.5859,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,15,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,0,12,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,9,47,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262449488005712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094865409802228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164887254391716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757186497995944,0.2459480167859811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425068598649016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450352688824455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147242298213003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378340964989579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620484524570706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193758357531868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301230861288976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189885890703215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262078499563643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617319296561488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469081365011284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573677171059377 adhd,charliepa,2018/11/03,"Medication side effects I'm only taking 5mg three times per day of IR Methylphenidate and whilst it's making things slightly easier, I do occassionally feel this burst of excess energy and slightly uninhibited. It's brief and easy to contain and control the impulses associated with it and I can still focus and get things done to the same standard as if it wasn't there, but I was just curious if others have felt like this? I've only been on the medication for about 5 days now, and I know it's listed on the list of side effects, but I was just wondering if anyone knows when it'll settle down. It doesn't feel like past (hypo)manic states, more just a burst of energy and a more playful/teasing mood. I don't know if not taking food with my meds is contributing to it, or if it's just something that'll past. I don't feel it very day nor with every dose, and more starts to happen towards the end of the effectiveness of a dose as if it's wearing off or something. 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It’s kinda always been in the back of my head but it doesn’t interfere with my life in a really bad way so I kind of always pushed it aside but my anxiety is getting worse than it has been before and I just kind of feel like it’s more than just anxiety. - horrible short term and long term memory. Always have had a terrible memory. For example at work an incident will happen at work with a customer and I go to tell my boss about it and even though it literally just happened I can’t remember anything specific like what was said. - always fidgeting. With my hair or my hands or bouncing my legs - lack of focus. (Also probably contributes to my memory problem) but it takes me a lot of effort to even pay attention to a TV show or what people are saying to me. When I read I will skip entire paragraphs if they are too long. At work I start one thing and before it’s finished I think of something else I need to do and start that and have a million half started projects going at once. - very easily bored. Especially at work. Just bored with life in general like there are things that I like to do but even then it’s just like I can’t wait to go home. - easily annoyed and frustrated. The smallest things piss me off really bad. And when I am mad about dumb things I know it’s silly to be so mad about it but I’m still really tense and annoyed. These are the things that make me think it could be ADD but I’m sure I’m forgetting something (lol) ",2.2498214285714297,4.258474414473685,3.8212593984962417,87.00381578947369,77.88157894736842,7.76390977443609,22.370300751879697,8.634040054169528,1.4531432330827072,1178,35,245,26,28,391,154,304,0.204,0.716,0.08,-0.9929,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,5,23,22,7,0,10,1,24,8,5,2,1,51,45,27,0,6,15,0,3,5,0,3,3,2,1,0,24,16,0,2,6,3,1,4,3,13,0,3,5,5,28,9,36,34,5,28,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,6,18,167,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980025039777859,0.33212570210906084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267475481141668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211683921892769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673064211881855,0.16663725378429406,0.0,0.0,0.1698240995378857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967242131049883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213701964405784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335988443161522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977266596944039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045569908653441,0.07128840888434378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521349956669019,0.0,0.1701350823605867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648400591056415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241104949482437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009527801314398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782723105879672,0.05484075337651099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096611803065232,0.2437563404486605,0.0,0.0,0.17661808763231032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483600081860063,0.0,0.0,0.06660911699990997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399137333624915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627072735996017,0.06761878122576022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918028114467137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758810274465357,0.0954834273710932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981478246960222,0.0,0.19177981831833715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304010055249696,0.0,0.09492102850540964,0.07935524663510772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364301412667014,0.0,0.0,0.21189090963814464,0.0,0.07969064879491075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404880027714216,0.0,0.0750279906743751,0.08020563644800845,0.08721891671551772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33147282999723404,0.12787995839162067,0.09804098570595028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233536786722763,0.0,0.07920689381831653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905867647993228,0.0,0.10169227137909582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,exoplan3ts,2018/11/03,"How are people with ADHD supposed to follow their dreams? I'm a high school junior who's finally decided I want to go to NYU and major in journalism and political science. I love everything about it, to the point where I spend at least a few days a week researching this school and tips on becoming a journalist. (I was worried this would be a short-term obsession, but my obsessions never last this long. I can legitimately see myself going here. I've known for my whole life that I love big cities and writing, and I've considered journalism before.) Unfortunately, after years of having no real long-term goals, I legitimately don't know how to follow through and work hard on the steps it takes to get there. See, I totally could do it. I'm naturally smart, and it's worked in my favor this far. Somehow my GPA is perfect and I'm good at standardized testing and working under extreme pressure. The only problem is, trying to develop good habits and do more *outside of school* (where nothing's a legitimate requirement and I don't have external pressure) just isn't working out too well. It's also making me really stressed. I don't know how to live up to these big (albeit feasible) expectations I put on myself. My grades are good because I didn't need to try. I'm good at writing because I don't need to try. Working hard means I actually need to try, and I just don't know how to develop these habits. It would be so much easier just to give up. Last year, I wasn't half as stressed. I mean, I was much more depressed because of how aimless I was, but I wasn't having daily mental breakdowns because I couldn't follow through on tasks. What should I do? Should I lower my expectations of myself and just go to a state school or something? Or should I actually try to follow my dreams, no matter how hard it is? (And if so, mind sharing any tips?) &#x200B; Edit: by ""working hard"" I mean improving my extracurriculars/awards and other out-of-school efforts, in addition to taking harder classes next year and possibly getting an internship or job. In general, I just want to improve my writing a lot more. 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Here’s [ADHD Comorbidity](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2660162/)a short article explaining how other disorders are often entangled with ADHD. Personally, before I began my journey to get it under control, I would regularly deal with anxiety as a result of my procrastination. As the due date would get closer and closer my anxiety would build eventually leading to full blown panic attacks. The worst would be those moments that I knew I needed to do something, yet couldn’t bring myself to do it. This would lead me to feeling worthless and depressed and a failure at life. This would be even worse if I had to deal with the consequences of my procrastination (nothing like telling my wife that we have to pay a late fee, have our credit rating lowered, or missed out on some opportunity because I couldn’t bring myself to do something) If you think about it it makes sense. For normal people, anxiety is there to help them stay on task and motivate them to get things done. For us though, that anxiety doesn’t serve as much of motivation for us as it does punishment for our disorder. And the depression often arises out of the shame and feelings of unworthiness that follows the anxiety caused by our procrastination. For me, I still deal with anxiety from time to time since I started treatment two years ago. But now I am able to recognize it as a sign that I am off my program and need to get back on track. However, thanks to the combination of meds (adderall for me), weekly talk/CBT therapy, and mindfulness/meditation/self reflection, I haven’t gotten to that dark place in a long time. While ADHD isn’t curable, it is manageable. I strongly recommend that if you think you have ADHD, or if any of this sounds familiar to you, make an appointment with someone who specializes in and really understands ADHD. I know that I would likely not still be married and able to function in my career at the level I am capable of (and currently do) if it wasn’t for me seeking help. 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I'm super spaced out and I don't pay attention to what people are saying. Someone will be talking to me and I won't remember a single word. In line at chipotle the people behind the counter had to get my attention like 3 times. I keep walking into things which is kinda freaking me out. I feel a huge layer of brain fog and I'm not having an easy time trying to retain information that I'm reading. Also it's messing with my dick and I can't get a boner. This just doesn't seem right. My ADHD symptoms made it hard for me to get work done, but I've never felt like this before. Should I wait it out or should I schedule an appointment to get a stim?",2.087924528301887,4.150763075471698,3.757836477987421,87.00052830188679,78.62264150943396,5.749433962264153,24.436477987421387,6.742157984588678,0.9541753459119496,615,22,120,6,15,205,104,159,0.061,0.868,0.071,0.3488,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,8,0,14,5,2,2,1,33,30,8,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,10,11,0,3,8,1,1,1,6,2,0,0,5,4,13,3,19,20,1,18,0,0,0,2,3,11,1,3,8,77,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074722664042144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905056788401233,0.13805517859642266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689863925747856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192716401811856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133451219054233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766643031954772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728883072267618,0.0,0.16575550991802235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607761179715908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464596610460307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344484359996033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868029835448736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335026514859474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314582051971585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654471284886693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393650651763921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268050603494856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955604298550793,0.14742831244847668,0.0,0.13728531793025467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571593177246334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462720491001586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219108431046068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588652138869154,0.1297991246976078,0.13875650025000158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469021843170472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132830116010286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720701066996472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567945436310282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mfbenjamin,2018/11/03,"Wish me luck 99 days ago I posted in r/ADHD that there were 99 days left for the most important exam of my life so far. It’s tomorrow. I’m going through a mental breakdown rn, completely anxious and could not study at all today. My psychologist told me to chill the day before so now I’m trying to chill. I studied a lot this year although I had some harsh complications. I’m afraid of having trouble concentrating during the exam (it lasts about 5h30min). I’m freaking out because I took my concerta but was not able to read at all. I worked hard for this and I was confident the whole year. Wish me luck.",1.8692180546726007,4.296832272727272,3.4482644628099166,86.91827082008898,81.64462809917356,6.367705022250477,23.357279084551806,7.61054688173877,1.215461029879212,479,17,95,8,13,158,82,121,0.073,0.7859999999999999,0.141,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,6,0,6,1,0,0,2,16,15,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,1,12,2,13,8,6,19,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,10,58,17,4,0.18125211710211653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782982213226845,0.0,0.16066906568407432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047633009614156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048960826412224,0.0,0.1542322018046785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003939631573247,0.0,0.0,0.14471506688703986,0.0,0.0,0.3506778627520128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300975510581056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236629537948802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774466683603898,0.0,0.0,0.19693095556798676,0.0,0.12802373057114566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540940683231746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265950308602316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358942547101153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181301166499133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718058137590304,0.1731941652799085,0.2013777712307372,0.12305828981089632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236151585824694,0.4168619792053858,0.0,0.0,0.13195369995263684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334408416593499 adhd,bestpics99899,2018/11/03,I hate math It takes an insane amount of concentration just to do a single algebra problem.,3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,80.76470588235293,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.803258823529412,74,3,12,2,2,25,17,17,0.431,0.569,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6300316809555649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106143259866043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479802277914799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,okCardiologist19,2018/11/03,"Question about doctor referrals? I went to the doctor a couple weeks ago as i am suffering with adhd symptoms, the doctor said the new way the nhs do things is by emailing (someone) and then after examining the symptoms I have said I suffer from refer me, how long does this process take if anyone knows? (It would be via the NHS/Uk system) ",8.823025641025644,7.076707199999998,8.653846153846159,71.60948717948719,61.615384615384606,10.512820512820516,35.512820512820504,8.841846274778883,3.0721282051282057,268,9,47,3,3,87,52,65,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,6,5,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,7,6,0,9,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,32,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047419795113984,0.0,0.1626195304458627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282742204215916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298664960975385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633140767050749,0.1605404776367598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082067031705384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623496477423717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717952199850287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550873210899687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34901058544533164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543866786125846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38135468212475615,0.13793341350361685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218776579627584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456160179578196,0.14715449188807614,0.0,0.0,0.17006226159997592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031935890202956,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Foger_Redditor,2018/11/03,"Low, pounding heart-rate? Vyvanse 15mg Resting heart-rate in 50s, feels like it's pounding and jittery. Nasty stress-like headache too but I don't really feel that stressed. I don't know how concerned I should be. I started Vyvanse yesterday and I took half my 30mg dose dissolved in water over 4hr this morning. Dr. isn't available this weekend and I'm sort of afraid to seek a medical opinion as they'll just yank me off of it. I don't know what my normal resting heart-rate is, but it's usually in the 80s at hospitals as I'm always nervous there. I'm not asking for medical opinion, but have you guys had similar experiences starting stims? Thanks",3.529217758985201,5.514715325581398,4.259605355884428,85.41088794926006,74.03875968992249,7.171529245947852,31.882311486962646,8.00094639256281,2.365024806201551,523,26,100,8,11,167,88,129,0.08900000000000001,0.862,0.048,-0.5797,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,10,5,0,1,0,18,22,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,4,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,2,11,2,12,17,2,13,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,6,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044884871511332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779816514452485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511141498174253,0.0,0.0,0.17069307922439464,0.12058536741911716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713107328529872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6000596347495792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552784383717955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246347010333252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400812919231932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538077313601188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813277229498794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389443444486628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867023861415874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540141953219375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753463415806726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590104828525136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kik2828,2018/11/03,"Adhd I remember I only had two more months of high school left  and my psycho  special ed teacher  had  bias against me  she called her super attended on me because I did a follow Direction When I stay in my bedroom and I look out at the window and it's past afternoon and it's sunny and beautiful outside, I feel terrible and think shit I gotta do something, it's such a beautiful and perfect day and I'm wasting it, I won't have this gold opportunity forever. Then because I'm feeling guilty I try to go out and do something, but then I'm all alone, start to feel like shit, low self-esteem, nothing really happens or change, and then I think, ""oh well, now I just wanna go home"", and so I go back home, repeat over and over, day after day, and each day hoping that I'll figure out how to break this cycle.Hello I graduate high school a year ago and I was in special education all I can say is a teacher that I had was very very rude and very racist to they have no respect for any white students disabled students and I live in a small neighborhood and they didn't give me support or any advice to help me to continue my education my special ed teacher was an asshole I'm sorry to say this but he was the biggest fuckface ever ever since I graduate in my life has been shit I'm 22 years old and, staying home with my dad and mom and I was in special education for a long time since I was a kid and 6 years being in high school the teachers are very rude and they have no respect at all the very nasty to non-white students I was treated like a fucking animal when I was in special education all we ever did and I'm going to be honest with you all we ever did was second grade reading level and they refused to help me to catch up my grades by the time I graduate high school I was still doing second grade reading books the school that the only care about the athlete I gets so mad when I start to talk about. My life my mom and dad dose not give a shit at all she have a good time her and my brother always treat me like shit my mom get so fucking mad she always telling me I can't take a off from work just for you keep on complaining about your life bitch it not my fault iam mentally disabled I hate staying home doing nothing fuck society I cry every day before I go to sleep I never fuck before never have sex I don't do drugs and this how I get treated like a piece of shit and fuck special education I send so many emails to my fucking special education teachers telling them my situation and how I feel this fucking ignore my email blocked me on social media and they didn't give a shit about me in my opinion they only care about the only paycheck my life has been fucked by the school system I went to the Community Center the disability College Department in my hometown they told me since I have ADHD and many multiple disability I cannot continue my education because I failed a fucking test there give me iam so fucking mad my mom gets so mad at me when I'm started to talk about my life she's always telling me I can't stay home for one minute listen you to complain I blame her for everything I've been home she is the reason why I'm staying home she always telling my brother I care about you I have no job I have nothing in life social workers are not doing shit for me this is the 16th time I change my social worker and all they do is just signing paper She believed everything what the special education teachers have to say she'd never in her life believe me and this is what I'm so fucking mad I have seen so many special ed teachers lie about me She is the type of person only care about her situation and no one else she gets very mad at me when I'm started hey can you help me talk to someone that you know to help me find me a job and she's always lying to a friend saying he's working a good job which by the way is bullshit so she doesn't embarrass herself from her friends I have no friends at all my sister is having so much fun she haveing a great time this world is fucking evil I have no friends at all my special education teachers did did not help me at all all I have been doing is staying home doing nothing my special education teacher told me that iam I am actually disabled by the time I graduate high school none of the human and that fucking high dips hit teachers care about me very sad staying home and not doing nothing in your life it's very sad that you can't drive a vehicle because you can't read at least I need 40 years to get my education back and my reading book the third grade reading level they put me in that shit whole program for a long time All throughout my entire K-12 education I was always put in the fucking retard classes because I had a speech disability. I could function fine and do my work but they put me in those stupid fucking babysitter classes because they wanted their school to seem like they were inclusive. Those fucking classes ruined everything. Instead of taking some classes that I wanted I got to sit next to the other autistic kids and fucking do elementary shit even in fucking high school. I wasn't a fucking retard but they treated me like one anyways and had one of those goddamn minimum wage piece of shit helper teachers follow me around everywhere.I was bullied and made fun of the ENTIRE TIME I WAS AT SCHOOL. Everybody ignored me or joked about me or straight-up just insulted me every fucking day I always eat lunch by myself and my special ed teachers was always telling me to socialize that's the problem I do socialize but I'm with made fun of I was bullied one time I got beat up and punch in the face at the school bus stop they called in my special ed teacher and I know he was being paid to shut upI've been out of school for a year now and my life is still fucked up because of all that.there Treat you like an animal and plus there dont care about you They put me in special-education because of my speech problem as well and I have a low GPA I know how you feel the teachers they don’t care about us and your correct i’m not saying all special ed teachers a bad there are good teachers who actually care about disable students I know how you feel it’s very sad I feel so mad and angry when people don’t understand me I also got rejected in college because I have a low GPA I also was bullied in high school too and I know how you feel I wonder what you been up to now I hope everything is good with you I understand your pain seriously thank God I’m not the only one who is also complaining about the special ed it really destroys you when you're sitting home and doing nothing and you blame yourself and you blame your demons for not helping you you can't forget about social workers the social workers that the disability people give me or not doing shit for me this is a 16 time that they give me a social worker and she's not doing nothing she's a fucking lesbian piece of shit and I'm sick of tire changing social workers and when you realize that you have no friends no Society nothing because you are a loser fucked school system fuck everyone 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adhd,srassmi,2018/11/03,"ADHD and Bipolar Comorbidity? Rant🙃 About a month ago, I was diagnosed with ADHD through the Qb test. The psychiatrist , asked if I had any symptoms, I explained the adhd ones and a visit to the GP which he ruled out as anxiety and depression(the gp not giving further treatment or a referral, only a website for “help”). The psychiatrist continued to prescribe me Concerta and send me home. He recommended on pill of 18mg the first week and 2 of them after. One pill made no difference, maybe a placebo effect the first day, but nothing the rest of the week. Two pills made extremely nauseous, kind of carsick somehow?, and gave me a headache. The day after that I had the same symptoms and some other: -I was somehow extra irritable. -the adhd seemed to be way worse. -I had a discussion with my mom in which I claimed I had a illness bc of her and that her behaviour towards me was the reason and there was no way to fix it. - I also claimed there were certain behaviours from my family members the she couldn’t notice but I did. -I kept stuttering and making extra movements with my hands while talking. -I didn’t even turn up at work or answer any calls -I didn’t turn up at college -Booked a 10-trip with my dad when I knew that was the time I had to hand in my assignments. -I didn’t turn up to my follow up appointment with my psychiatrist. Also that lasted like 2 weeks It seemed to me like I had a manic or hypomanic episode. So I tried to contact the psychiatrist who said that I should have went to the app in the least professional manner. So I now have no job, no way of paying the psych app because the insurance refuses to pay, a trip to visit my family which I don’t want to, and a ton of assignments that I haven’t done bc of adhd and I can’t do because of the trip(I won’t have WiFi connection),also, I’m withdrawn from my course. And it seems to me like a depressive episode is coming on the way. I don’t know what I would do, the year hasn’t even started and it’s all going downhill. P.s. I also forgot to mention me booking a theory test that I haven’t even practiced for right after the trip. I would go to the gp but, I don’t want to sound like I’m crazy and they did ignore the first time even after confessing the selfharm, also I procrastinated to another level and tomorrow is my trip, I have a extreme fear to visit my “family” since they have the tendency to bring out the worse in me. There is this feeling like something soooo f*ing bad is going to happen and all is out of my hand. Going out of the house and getting in a plane sounds impossible. 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I don't take medication and want to know any tricks that anyone has to induce hyper-focus... or any focus. Sometimes I just can't make myself get anything done. ,5.8910852713178326,7.295259813953493,6.739534883720933,72.27271317829461,67.13953488372093,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.475951937984496,184,6,29,3,3,61,35,43,0.10400000000000001,0.862,0.034,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356062254451412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784717672455495,0.0,0.2563840152125574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188299249835292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277513417843084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122301201177556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796602777988585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138598602107825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081368186221096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342513141688576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376378194667872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Supergaz,2018/11/03,"About generic and original concerta? Probably going to concerta from generic IR's So I think my best dose would be 27mg which is only made by generic brands and that is okay. I have read that Actavis has OROS release but how about the others? 3 of them exist, Sandoz, Mylan and Actavis. They also cost the exact same, here at least.",3.2584895833333327,5.587901203125004,4.42625,82.32708333333336,76.03125,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.7940916666666669,263,10,46,4,6,86,53,64,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.636,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,3,1,11,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,7,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109109545157211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080055176829108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095528351380264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678774485252215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29568825549908073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191756235367261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888898736245943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491175135966507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276181469799312,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,serenalivingstonxo,2018/11/03,"Ally hardestys newest video covering her experience with ADHD opened my eyes, even as someone who already has ADHD. MUST WATCH VIDEO! Share with your friends who don’t seem to grasp what ADHD really is! So before I forget to post this, as I forget things as soon as they happen... I haven’t watched Ally in at least a good year, maybe even more. Today her title caught my attention and I decided what the hell, let’s just take a peak.. GIRL! That was literally the most eye opening video. This is coming from someone who already suffers from ADHD. I didn’t relate to some of her traits, but some of them were really good aha! Moments or where I genuinely just got a feel for what she deals with. You may be wondering what traits I have that ally didn’t mention. Here are five that I’ve struggled with for as long as I can remember... •throwing my laundry into the wash, but forgetting to take it out until 2-7 days later and finally put it into the dryer. • completing a very routine task like shutting my bedroom door, closing my garage, or even tucking a chair away, and literally as I’m walking away I question myself did I close it? Even though I literally just fucking did the damn thing a split second ago. • getting into a stare contest with my professors because their talking a mile a minute or slow as a turtle and I can’t seem to focus • having to interrupt my advisor or classmates to get a thought across before I forget it forever because I have a severely scattered brain that runs faster than usain bolt himself •leaving some answers on the scantron blank but on the test packet I mark the answer. (I forgot to transfer my answers before I moved on to the next one) I’ve lost so many points over this and it is SO frustrating. Anyways, allys video was great. I really liked it. It sheds a lot of light. Some people think they have adhd just because they occasionally forget to do something or have really bad impulse factors. I’m sorry but I live with these struggles every day, multiple times a day. I’m 20 now and I’ve lived with it since I was in 6th grade. It’s been hell and some more. Some people barely understand what adhd is, you can send this video to them! Feel free to comment to inspire a discussion!",3.873368298368298,5.866224862470865,4.790833333333335,81.93958333333335,73.1025641025641,7.284149184149183,27.534382284382282,8.07648339933343,1.929378088578088,1762,67,319,27,36,572,230,429,0.121,0.8059999999999999,0.073,-0.9644,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,6,1,17,19,5,2,24,0,30,5,3,0,1,69,52,29,0,1,13,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,2,1,28,23,0,1,17,5,1,7,5,10,0,3,14,8,43,10,51,34,11,48,2,2,5,1,27,22,4,18,20,223,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854913413043453,0.0,0.07197541170186528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920375152357054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257274999673304,0.0,0.06779532193091523,0.14848910105493213,0.0,0.2072756104352682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064166064517007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994321959959789,0.08513252835050611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709423241395096,0.08370957674195653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451693814171707,0.0,0.06841118593077852,0.0,0.0,0.0794253309569682,0.0,0.0,0.0821103393182153,0.0,0.0,0.0889463193489854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273187767968738,0.07506445285048845,0.08484318445813513,0.0,0.0,0.13620681243010055,0.06493990983295897,0.0895189472769715,0.0,0.0,0.07180141129697344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597490805680419,0.0,0.08302847670627701,0.0,0.07933659105933384,0.0,0.14339522429732798,0.07185596160480917,0.0,0.0,0.08863509549413097,0.06902999006780929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823200647339045,0.08157235984426496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629856622168354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635293528048266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550205543798828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258225456704624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675652542698443,0.0,0.07776338470738207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162447088689913,0.09095817434301116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806511113174295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197931235688513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783569442449307,0.0,0.09172844085065013,0.0,0.06716622325005821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759432317913453,0.06250869699663471,0.0,0.09089234609908364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976751142888588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209867040135736,0.06526232064176257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788611411037108,0.052027159298331536,0.07977472068716515,0.06446060517781803,0.04734607791670583,0.0,0.07696437472534523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452796622279449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699525639188303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805366788434575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228760313917442 adhd,PluckyMango,2018/11/03,"Reflections From 30 Days Post-Diagnosis **tl:dr;** I've been diagnosed and medicated for 30 days. My whole life and perspective changed for the better. Read the bold/bold-italic headers for the short version. I know I've only just begun my ADHD journey. I'm thrilled with the improvements I've seen so far and can't wait to see what else the future holds. 1. **My Diagnosis** * 31/f, had no idea I had ADHD * I had so much shame around failing on commitments that I quit making them * I had so much shame about my lack of self-discipline and motivation that I would massively overestimate timelines in the hopes that I would be able to underpromise - overdeliver, and I still underdelivered even on an extended timeline. * Know I have GAD and have worked with self-help CBT methods to manage anxiety in the past * Felt like I hit a wall on CBT / mindfulness practices and didn't understand why * So much overwhelm in my daily life over simple things * Brought a list of everyday life things that were hard for me to do to my doctor that didn't seem as hard for other adults to do * I took assessments for a variety of mental disorders and impairments * I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI, moderate anxiety mostly related to ADHD symptoms 2. **Starting Medication** * I was prescribed 27mg of Concerta and after a month on it, I think this may be my correct dose. It's working really well for me. * Next doctors appointment is this week so I'll find out soon! ***Day 1 of Medication Experience*** * The day one experience was euphoric. I read that I would be so I took the day off to enjoy this experience. * The first thing I noticed was I was going to pick up a new charger for my Fitbit from a big box retailer. I knew had an egift card for said retailer. Pre-medication I would have dismissed it and gone without it because looking for it in my email would be too much effort. I located the gift card and printed it without even thinking about it. * The second thing I noticed was I no longer actively hated waiting at stoplights or overreacted to other drivers reactions (like pre-medication if I thought they might turn in front of me, I might swerve, now I realized they were just inching forward to see to turn and didn't swerve). * Things I noticed while shopping: I got my item and went to check out with no detours. I didn't mind waiting in line. I didn't feel like the cashier was judging me or the people behind me in line thought I wasn't being fast enough. (A lot of my anxiety stemmed from ADHD-symptoms.) * My partner noticed the ""light was on"" when I was listening to him. He was less afraid of how I would react when he approached me when I was focused on something. * ***I noticed there was now a pause between things that happened and my reactions. This is something I have been trying to develop for years through mindfulness and CBT and have made no progress on. It was overwhelming that this is something I have built-in now when medication is doing its job.*** 3. **The Emotional Experience** ***Relief*** When the medication worked, I couldn't believe it. For 31 years, I thought something was wrong with me. That I was a defective human. That if I just ""put my mind to it"", tried harder, worked longer, or found the right system/tool/book that something would click like a light switch and everything would fall into place. The motivation, the ability to start, to prioritize, to organize would magically be there. Even after my diagnosis, I wasn't sure I could believe I had ADHD. When the medication worked, I finally did believe it. ***Hope*** I have so much hope for the future now. I believe that I can achieve my goals. I look forward to what the rest of my life will bring. Connection with others, being able to finish what I start, following through on commitments. The thought of being able to do these things without fighting through a hurricane of distraction is optimistically overwhelming. ***Anger & Acceptance*** Initially, I was upset that no one in my life noticed this sooner. My parents don't believe in ADHD. In comparison to my sibling who has a mass of sensory and learning disorders, I looked neurotypical, but lacking in motivation and discipline. I remember them making comments about how kids with ADHD needed more discipline, more structure, more parenting. I don't think there were any ""warnings"" in school because I wasn't hyperactive and achieved above-average grades. I procrastinated on projects and papers and studying, not because I wanted to, but because I couldn't execute on the plans I attempted to make for myself. My parents enabled me in many ways because they didn't want to see me fail. I was upset with them for their comments like ""Just do it."" and ""You're not trying hard enough."". For not hearing me when I said ""I *am* trying my hardest and I need help. Something is holding me back."" But I realized I can't control the past. I can't control how they feel about ADHD. I can only control my actions. Being angry about it now only takes energy away from what I can achieve. ***Grief & Acceptance*** I had a bit of grief about who I could have been and unrealized potential. Could I have finished my master's degree instead of dropping out? Where would I be in my startup business if I had been medicated the past two years? Could I have actually gotten an A in FST and Chemistry in high school? How many friends would I still have if I hadn't done something emotionally impulsive that triggered them to ""break up"" with me? How would my marriage be different over the past 7 years? But what I realized is there's nothing I can do about those things now. I do have control over my direction in the future and that is what I want to focus on. It feels like a new start. &#x200B; 4. **How Being Diagnosed & Medicated Has Changed My Life For The Better** ***I Built Habits And Routines!*** * I figured out an eating/hydration/exercise/sleep schedule that works for me and my meds. * I built a habit! (This has never happened before.) I have set up and completed my full morning routine checklist every day for 30 days. * One of my fidgets was eating. I lost 8 pounds so far by being able to consistently count calories and control my fidget and emotional eating. * I set days and routine lists for household chores and actually do them. * Grocery Day, Laundry Day, Calling / Scheduling Day, House Clean Day ***I Organized!*** * My house is cleaner than it has ever been. So is my car. * I started organizing cupboards and finding a home for everything that used to get thrown in piles or forgotten. ***I Can Better Control How I React To Situations!*** * Most of the time, I have a pause that I can use to decide how I want to react to situations. * Making decisions to keep or rid of things in a decluttering no longer triggers a meltdown. * When I feel intense emotion, I don't automatically cry. * I am much better at driving than I used to be. ***I Have Better People Skills!*** * I am able to listen attentively to my partner and enjoy it. * I have a genuine interest in other people and am able to identify emotional cues. I used to be so focused on whether people thought I was a dink or following an idea that I failed to notice how they were doing. ***I Have Better Memory-Building & Recall!*** * I can recall more memories about the past month than I have been able to recall any other time in my life. 5. **What I'm Still Working On** ***Finding New Systems*** I had developed so many systems / routines / coping mechanisms to deal with ADHD and not even know it throughout the years. (Hello, caffeine!) It's been a re-evaluation of which of those mechanisms I still need, what I don't need, what I can modify now to be more efficient. I can make a cup of tea and not forget to pour the water, take out the tea bag, or drink the tea now. I used to have an alarm system for every step. Not having to do that anymore blew my mind. ***Learning How To Estimate Time Again*** I overestimated when dealing with time things in the past to unrealistic proportions because of focus and distraction issues. What used to be a 2-hour grocery trip now takes me 30 minutes. These little things add up and it's been a big shift in not having to build in as much distraction time. ***Prioritization*** Prioritization still seems to be my weak spot. I've been much better about being able to shift my attention to and away from things, but horrible about what I am filling my time with. I hope to come up with a system/routine to help with this as well. ***Rewards*** I am really horrible about rewarding myself for a job well done. This is something I'll be working on over the next few months. ***Deciding Who I Want To Know*** I'm not really sure what to do on this one yet, and so I've been selective in who I've told. Because of my parents' reactions in the past, I'm hesitant to tell them. I see symptoms of ADHD in my mom (especially emotional dysregulation and hyperactivity) though and wonder if she would talk to her doctor about it and/or benefit from medication. It feels like such a profound difference for me, but so far for the friends I've told, they don't seem to see much of a difference from the other side. So far, other than my partner and three close friends who are incredibly happy for me, I'm keeping it my little secret. ======================================== I hope sharing this experience will bring you some hope if you're deciding to pursue the diagnosis process or are in the process of getting diagnosed. <3 &#x200B; ***When you were diagnosed, how did your first year go?***",1.1285065614013805,3.7173824275442513,2.9584228391320195,84.88043096132866,96.12942477876106,6.0829070190326116,24.49930294581161,7.397325069010072,1.7941927445751005,7471,331,1374,163,292,2472,587,1808,0.057999999999999996,0.843,0.098,0.9971,7,0,10,1,2,0,425.0,0,3,13,44,87,64,3,12,79,0,173,35,0,38,7,256,282,107,2,42,36,5,9,7,6,18,28,5,3,6,95,70,7,15,50,4,4,25,38,24,3,9,79,26,201,40,228,158,30,208,0,9,10,0,62,85,0,31,101,970,296,34,0.19650118323271465,0.0,0.047939202299667964,0.0,0.3247148248830645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968171245148932,0.05969261143851376,0.03340688572773464,0.0,0.056371075247113635,0.0,0.024359546540476597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021865964218403703,0.0,0.0,0.04615483251763465,0.01888716007647312,0.0,0.10481213526054264,0.0,0.02090100424187835,0.13836846464790906,0.0,0.15206566206130154,0.02681604984123333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0250812097787466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051968049183284036,0.02115854624389156,0.02575346900350507,0.0,0.1652945893726834,0.07844510268225913,0.0,0.026980915349552142,0.1900905105717117,0.0506460228937319,0.0,0.12465285291487074,0.0,0.07698821749998119,0.05630184501220701,0.0754227328150334,0.0,0.05027223355017117,0.0,0.024062043848286918,0.0,0.050267441755310095,0.020518940513728344,0.16577803710045758,0.0,0.05075956258916956,0.0,0.0648935891392057,0.02221832126738004,0.04139018047502527,0.0,0.044150648255031386,0.12013491426401715,0.0,0.0,0.062098064026497625,0.0526426817115916,0.02358399392549118,0.026907180166185454,0.06734944558335439,0.041785951518767774,0.0,0.02693167561855956,0.056931122521250564,0.0,0.02566593948796137,0.0,0.02791903770067409,0.0,0.01964499336948896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344133684439154,0.02614739543448496,0.06600992377900054,0.02425052958458584,0.0,0.0,0.027683889346782897,0.0,0.0493914753951438,0.02595178609361983,0.02463833856369713,0.14637750957592394,0.024189260416890727,0.056683995674168236,0.0,0.055456479415876586,0.0,0.025637022835598888,0.04874927593212287,0.04366482008530731,0.0,0.0,0.05399595567740025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144527232919307,0.08400048341068185,0.049236452078068295,0.0,0.0,0.06187931393544785,0.0,0.026813031736032576,0.020882284879455485,0.0,0.023241771346829667,0.08197879104033215,0.07470800914414062,0.0,0.0,0.08185069370653852,0.2226985527757485,0.024753371890879356,0.05211417564635407,0.12400636179652448,0.028767476360125287,0.05881701364714185,0.0,0.16250735181596504,0.07285156875480299,0.018944228302845083,0.07116827521594946,0.05224530940632796,0.0,0.0,0.02356852312225104,0.19575316207257895,0.0,0.0,0.06657714362454045,0.05604300169909509,0.0,0.0,0.10909565481635863,0.0,0.16413478722197095,0.06811458932359797,0.0,0.0256627391666604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0235242269491142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024692245392483537,0.0,0.026125399522091874,0.049138589810898026,0.0,0.04720638362971565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027824691873287576,0.02097636710206426,0.04672940589312363,0.0,0.0,0.049717422032249735,0.09786625121407297,0.06708273643003218,0.051248397356846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521889075760178,0.0245803867546506,0.0,0.0,0.15127621103176145,0.0,0.0,0.08692784304884688,0.0,0.09807881172535757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046300009925213034,0.07658998812677374,0.055404163093880056,0.019742525968740942,0.021468836910704645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581998205508724,0.04721625894206287,0.024132676854392614,0.09749999380725814,0.08593606512273899,0.0,0.0,0.046941325363016886,0.054580011196935015,0.06670570236929131,0.053434215155493535,0.023994137909963187,0.025570582716460802,0.0,0.1272854483194678,0.0,0.0,0.07243843065047463,0.019496686609114848,0.019702674552578552,0.0,0.06625431096360643,0.02276982068972987,0.02216396925795536,0.027423319202189152,0.0,0.07103254817822283,0.026637143879574988,0.14305520171121333,0.0,0.0,0.2268318043454881,0.026855399574055337,0.05969261143851376,0.0949052395931312 adhd,rc88888,2018/11/03,"Nervous going to the doctor I've been diagnosed with ADHD since I was in college. And it absolutely changed my life for the better and finally felt normal and gained self confidence in my abilities. I stopped overthinking how stupid and lazy I was. Plus, I didn't have to expend so much mental energy doing the small things let alone bigger, important things. Then I got off the meds about three yeara later, to see if I can function well without them and I didn't want to depend on it. Thats when shit started to hit the fan but it wasnt immediate. It was a slow downward spiral. Quitting and then getting fired multiple jobs (10 to be exact) in 2 years bc i was either late or couldnt follow instructions. I couldnt maintain friendships anymore bc it was too overwhelming for me to handle. I was becoming worse and worse managing my time and money. So, i went to the doctor a few months ago and told me he was going to treat me for depression and then adhd. Thats just backward thinking, but i tried the meds for depression and i still felt the same way, in fact it became worse, so when i asked him i wanted to be treated for my adhd, he told me not until i work on my depression. He doesnt seem to understand that my ""depression"" stems from ADHD, im naturally a happy person who just keeps running into one failure to the next and i know why. So he is refusing to treat my adhd. So i left him, and now im going to a different doctor but im so afraid that its gonna happen again. I dont want to keep wasting on doctors who will prescribe me on other ""conditions"" when i know what my main problem is. It took so much out of me to even write this... Is anybody going through different doctors until the right one sees what the main problem is? 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I’m very proud of myself. I’ve been struggling with time management, difficulty waking up, and this awful feeling of dread in the mornings, and I’ve been consistently late. But not today! I even had time for coffee 😊",2.40625,4.881585458333333,4.133166666666663,82.52850000000002,79.83333333333334,6.34,22.1,7.554174236665415,1.1082449999999997,194,6,36,3,5,65,37,48,0.239,0.67,0.091,-0.8391,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,3,1,8,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,21,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942466558317792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870302513118192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23521425253116546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317514267816187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074514455558645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.514466636438484,0.0,0.5575344320346657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265877787456924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410431215427708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pattumblr,2018/11/03,"Thinking I'm not ""bad"" enough, but knowing I have problems others don't have. Hey all, before I say anything I would like to first say that I do have a normal doctors appointment coming up in a week or so. I'm going to ask her about this, though to be honest I don't really know how to. So I can't remember the reason I started ""researching"" ADHD, but I did and there are a lot of things that just fit. Suspiciously so. But there's also a lot that doesn't fit. Just a quick example, I'm forgetful for a lot of stuff, but not everything. I tell stories at work or at home but I almost never remember that I either told them to someone already, or WHO I told them to. I forget stuff at work that I haven't learned over a long time through sheer repetition. But I also am not forgetful about other things that people on this subreddit say, like appointments or getting to work. I'm never late for anything, I've never missed a payment on anything. This is leading to a lot of self loathing. This is just one example but I have literally a 3 page word document of other examples and stories (homework, or how about the thing I'm most embarrassed about which is I can't read, I just can't get very far in a book) I go through the ""checklist"" of symptoms (DSM-V) and I really am affected by most of them (at least in the PI category) in multiple areas of my life. But then I find something here that doesn't fit me at all (another example that people say is constant music in their head, I really don't have that to an extreme degree, just normal music stuck in headness that everyone gets occasionally) and it just blows any sort of confidence I have found some sort of explanation to why I act (or don't act) the way I do. Then it just makes me think I really am just a lazy loser who is useless at anything other than being a janitor, which I have been for 6 years. And sometimes I don't even think I'm even good enough to do that job when I constantly forget stuff my boss tells me to do. Anyway I don't really have a question here, just a little venting on my alt. If there were a question I guess it would be how to professionally bring this up to my normal doctor. I've only gone to a doctor once in the last like 10 years and that was just for a checkup last year. I've never talked to ANYONE about mental health ever. &#x200B; tl;dr somethings really fit, but there's just a lot that doesn't which is leading to a lot of self doubt and loathing.",5.65972461273666,5.252186931726907,6.72434021801492,78.53069277108435,67.23293172690765,9.925530694205392,31.038726333907057,9.516144504307137,2.61021721170396,1924,66,391,35,28,649,213,498,0.106,0.8170000000000001,0.078,-0.9261,1,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,4,7,37,12,0,2,27,0,44,9,2,9,7,92,72,35,0,7,31,0,0,3,0,2,7,4,2,2,36,8,0,0,13,2,0,9,20,7,0,2,9,4,43,5,59,58,16,59,0,3,0,0,22,26,0,23,26,290,79,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226440727108057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854346158590822,0.0,0.0755370200710317,0.10947995734341852,0.0,0.07416627587371878,0.08317506030472598,0.046548805087201266,0.07177649923232055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786230229752659,0.0,0.2253162868550303,0.0,0.06399213933202749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715345298163616,0.0,0.0,0.05824648130994382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058964193972607715,0.0,0.14794172048357798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018649374050008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414556869821144,0.0,0.09042204822289032,0.061917552834412325,0.0,0.06540755168458925,0.061519051396964876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256267526683182,0.058224107702908035,0.0,0.07505263012285404,0.0,0.0,0.10728795473561477,0.0,0.07780419011473233,0.05741317710634253,0.0,0.0,0.07540613378784261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050027755928202,0.0727598647725876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866160640181193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792673109372348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523739976270165,0.11159286938544084,0.0772153409334332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483487348471175,0.1003246241264302,0.06860555723889511,0.0,0.06057669181386351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491658874944519,0.0,0.0,0.04569135592609568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689821788711632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117351625852984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120137900840415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289773302858191,0.04638394771513308,0.05205982151611889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491015618335903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549804983996442,0.0,0.0,0.15336083943686268,0.0,0.06846919697960528,0.0,0.2631075244020109,0.07037869254997117,0.0,0.0,0.1550825382739352,0.0,0.0,0.21773889112583275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428179614847943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799803331837761,0.1053933449384912,0.06769946612866602,0.0,0.04844973884377684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235078932591644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114645880693231,0.0,0.055018058297183835,0.1196578110213532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642675721331926,0.1315812825148337,0.06725243893027265,0.0,0.039914138040892964,0.0,0.0,0.1308151033691785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647897417004648,0.0,0.0543329583134702,0.05490700120443293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617660857917537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949871612030735,0.0,0.0,0.09725078866959776,0.0,0.08317506030472598,0.13223996799878812 adhd,ewica,2018/11/03,"Do I need a higher Vyvanse dose? 5'4.5"", about 100 lbs, been on Vyvanse for a week and it worked great at first however now I don't feel a difference. Been taking it daily, decided to not take it today and I feel the same as before. Do I need a higher dose?",1.1527777777777786,2.910200574074075,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,80.2962962962963,6.542222222222222,20.059259259259264,7.554174236665415,0.6027970370370372,197,5,43,3,5,68,37,54,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.6662,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,6,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530264170329761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31067172024114925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007023100608104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252929224661917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278339179195869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409685583510204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471465171122092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185689481328263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385195031929109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647730838688767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pyrexids,2018/11/03,"Vyvanse Long-term use I’m graduating college in May 2019 and would have never done it without vyvanse. Do people take vyvanse after college? I’ve been taking it for 3 years, do people usually take it for that long? I’m extremely hard on myself and I’m terrified that if I move away I won’t have the only thing that got me through school and I’ll end up back in my moms basement. Anyone feeling the same?",1.6209214092140911,4.0409826097561,3.360894308943092,87.19453929539299,82.65853658536584,5.595663956639567,24.96476964769648,6.937597516519254,1.176060704607046,322,13,62,4,9,107,57,82,0.081,0.899,0.02,-0.6940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,11,18,4,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,10,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,40,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102536181873582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949308318949654,0.1550860874304772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639746727722694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863623931195102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197981854215464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130880169045647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067337402798592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569761365730887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621525607219185,0.0,0.21436306795977544,0.0,0.0,0.15555468556321864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339327222269622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796509669097683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411963547966144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454934190571778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399294694855934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419419759926347,0.22213150359779615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944206175442928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327379796767725,0.0,0.0,0.12988084873141653 adhd,bjackilly,2018/11/03,"Today I got to the front door and realized I left my keys in my room. While grabbing them I found 2 other things I'd forgotten. Thought to myself, 'it kind of works out, if I wasn't forgetful I would have left without those things I needed' Just realized I literally can't imagine not being forgetful.",3.5494915254237327,5.510178864406786,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,73.91525423728814,8.787796610169492,28.749152542372883,9.3871,2.7699938983050845,239,10,45,6,5,80,45,59,0.038,0.8909999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.1847,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,9,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,11,1,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,33,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29890189539564177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803046480808327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838805110510523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5923813440782496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213625297371293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622188522640011,0.0,0.0,0.21642123841688765,0.0,0.0,0.25840162756915097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278552172745234,0.0,0.19846273001771786,0.0,0.0,0.193653740145292,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dontknowbilliejean,2018/11/03,"If You’re Thinking About Seeking Treatment Do it. Don’t wait. Get that appointment on the calendar. Find a Psychiatrist who understands ADHD and is willing to work with you to get the results you want. Don’t settle for, “You’re an adult so you can just deal with it.” If you don’t get the help you’re seeking, fire them and find some one who will do the job. I took the initiative and booked an appointment thanks to advice from people like some of the ones on this sub. 6 months later, I’m up to 60 mg of Vyvanse, 2 mg of Guanfacine, and functioning like a normal healthy adult. I still have to write down everything and practice the skills that I learned to compensate for ADHD. Stimulants normalize your attention and clear the brain fog, not make you remember where you put your glasses consistently. People without ADHD forget things all the time. They’re not a substitute for motivation. You still have to do the work. Everyone has to give themselves a swift kick in the ass sometimes. I’ll tell you what’s changed for me though. I don’t drive to work stressing because I can’t remember whether or not I turned the coffee pot off every single day. I know I turned it off. I did it right before I walked out the door. I don’t walk around constantly feeling to see if my fly is down because I know it’s not. I don’t have to reread the same paragraph 4 times to retain what it said long enough to move on to the next one because I understand exactly what it said after reading it once. I don’t sit in a meeting daydreaming and missing most of what was said because I’m actually listening to and engaging in the conversation at hand. I don’t lie awake at 1:00 AM wondering why my brain won’t shut off because I’m asleep and have been for hours. I don’t sit in a meeting with my subordinates vomiting word salad all over my desk because I can say exactly what I want to and it comes out clearly and coherently. I don’t feel petrified when going into socially stressful situations because I can handle it and no one is really going to care if I screw up anyways. I can run a big project without it completely wearing me out because the thoughts in my head and on paper line up and they stay lined up. I can spend all day working on one boring, painstaking job that I hate doing because I don’t go all “Squirrel!!” and zoom off to the next shiny object or get bored and walk away. If you’re still thinking about seeking treatment, do it. Don’t wait. I know it’s hard. I know it’s scary. I know it can be expensive. I know sometimes you don’t get the results you want the first time around. I know that not every person responds the same way to treatment. But if you don’t try, I guarantee nothing will get better. I’m talking about significant quality of life stuff here. I’m glad I didn’t listen to the negative Influences who told me that nothing was wrong, that I should just deal with it, or the people who downplayed the role of medication as part of an overall solution. I’m much much happier today than I would have been if I had just kept doing what I was doing which was just getting by. 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Has anyone exprenced this? How did it manifest itself? And how long did it take you to recover? Not talking about a few days of sleeplessness that you recover from i a day or so, but the slow sneaky kind of sleep deprivation that builds up over months. I went off Vyvanse because it was acting weird, giving me this horrible brain fog in the afternoon. Now I’ve been feeling incredibly sleepy every day for almost a week. In the beginning I was only able to lie on the couch all day, falling in and out of sleep. I also noticed that my fitbit said I suddenly had almost twice the amount of REM sleep (29% compared to 15% before). When I tried to take Vyvanse again the same brain fog appeared. Could this be the result of som kind of long term sleep deprivation? Since on Vyvanse I have been sleeping on average between 6 and 7 hours, which isn’t terrible. But I used to need A LOT of sleep before. I never felt rested unless I got 8-9 hours of sleep. On Vyvanse I never felt sleepy. Another thing that makes me think it might be sleep deprivation is that the only thing that clears up the brain fog is coffee. Something about my adenosine receptors maybe? TLDR; Suspecting long term sleep deprivation bc of: 1) Weird afternoon brain fog after a few months on Vyvanse and 2) Incredibly fatuiged when off of Vyvanse. 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Hello! I'm a regular on this sub as I also have ADHD. I'm also working on my PhD in psychology and my current project is to develop a scale to measure hyperfocus. A scale is simply a list of questions that people rate how much they agree. For example, if I asked you to rate from 1 (strongly disagree) to 5 (strongly agree) how much this reflects you: I often lose track of time - that could be a scale. This scale could eventually help with diagnosis. Right now, I'm working on writing questions for the scale. While I do have my own experiences of hyperfocus to go off of, I'd like to know more about how others experience it! TLDR: Tell me what hyperfocus feels like, what happens during it, what situations make it more likely, or anything else you'd like to say about it! Help research on ADHD progress and maybe get hyperfocus included in diagnostic criteria for ADHD!",5.455755968169762,7.197668448275862,6.7874712643678174,70.23927055702919,68.54022988505747,9.491777188328914,34.07427055702918,9.851270322608157,3.680149071618038,746,36,126,18,13,253,99,174,0.016,0.857,0.127,0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,1,6,9,7,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,4,0,20,19,12,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,6,27,15,5,13,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,5,8,85,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5935118390637362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746586944155287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015991364145466,0.0,0.11542079241943948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714955612506832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313709527090964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623101131226722,0.0,0.0,0.062426361062403575,0.08820165081739978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450407233297951,0.0,0.07016659679090154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917750099762788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826297926988455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785177359934683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24127020884599035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381229823038519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241219254048536,0.0,0.12403469844681865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151831978797733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559336779238902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766125620846983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543631971620122,0.0,0.09818235339764436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877704828400786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791168658701056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199198978979966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976437377477086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Knowledgefist,2018/11/03,"Creative work with ADHD meds Have y'all got any experience with this? I have a passion for creative work, but it's been more than once that I've dedicated a day to a specific project and then ended up bouncing around to two or three other potential projects of varying validity. Do ADHD meds kill your creativity? Do they allow you to better focus on projects which don't have a set structure?",6.040399999999997,7.157278906666669,6.622666666666664,74.29800000000002,66.6,9.2,35.0,9.3871,3.3334,318,15,56,6,5,104,59,75,0.077,0.6859999999999999,0.237,0.8883,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,3,1,3,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,7,8,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,5,2,11,6,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,39,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247724111750429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846960850537252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943570061308452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309217949304414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080262731453275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337260881167445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356535696228907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746157662482865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415460900591971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850233790939283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251075647178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327341261018065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31788880241368744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ileanaeliz,2018/11/03,"I'm Poor and I Need Help Hey guys, all my life people have been implying that I have an attention problem and suggesting that I get help. Obviously I never did, and now I'm 22, I have no health insurance, and my life is falling apart. I really need help, especially with my college classes and just with getting up and completing tasks in general. When I went to get diagnosed, the doctor told me that the test is 350$. There's no way I can afford that without getting myself into debt. So what can I do? I really need help but I don't know where to turn. 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I just got prescribed a starting dose of 10mg of Adderall XR, to be taken around 7-8am. It’s only my first week and my doctor suggested I move up to 20mg this upcoming week. It definitely helps me focus and keeps me awake during the day (I usually am so fatigued that I will take a 2-4 hour nap after school). However, it makes me anxious, a little clammy, and I am so so worried that it’s going to alter my personality and/or affect my physical health in the future. I am also worried about becoming dependent on it and having an awful time trying to wean off and eventually completely quit it. There is history of dependence and addiction in my family. What are the consequences of taking adderall daily for at least four years? Is it worth it? 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Does anyone know as to what could be causing brain fog using vyvanse? Drinking and eating just fine. &#x200B;",4.013636363636362,7.149881727272727,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,95.36363636363636,2.2,28.22727272727273,3.1291,0.911418181818182,106,5,14,0,4,30,19,22,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.35100000000000003,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27870235137265786,0.3125556003642363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985716601359636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742946312918146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642401452275607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537262128113495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509866162754344,0.0,0.0,0.2519818242074601,0.0,0.26320460871089024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136371267132766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215915146160328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125556003642363,0.0 adhd,evil_glass_wolf,2018/11/03,My medicine makes me shy I take ADHD for school but the medicine i take makes me very shy and i really want to be able to talk to my friends but cant. I also have tiks on my medicine and cant eat. Is there anyway too help this? ,-0.07588235294117851,1.5897327843137283,1.344862745098041,103.58788235294121,83.90196078431373,4.864313725490196,18.04313725490196,5.6839178017228535,-0.7864227450980392,176,4,47,1,5,56,34,51,0.075,0.746,0.179,0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,7,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,29,10,1,0.28478600134028903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34225743130362984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774326238148074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29140717627429163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002495819328666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908860536671277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38019373458837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824412048209212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821863735535497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282472619054628,0.2289002003753227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497827630856336,0.16797416214137065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cdenae1001,2018/11/03,"ADHD/LD/ASD Parent Group There is a new FB Group for parents of kids with ADHD/LD/ASD since they often overlap. It’s for parents to exchange ideas and find help and support. It’s a safe space with NO judgment or bullying. https://www.facebook.com/groups/263780010862595/",6.105652173913042,9.615505217391306,4.415391304347828,79.79265217391305,72.91304347826087,5.419130434782609,26.591304347826085,6.742157984588678,1.3432400000000002,224,8,34,2,5,64,35,46,0.142,0.6859999999999999,0.172,0.1197,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085635293171403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338311666415675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181968932071798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388515614888987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043482726496901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7048139670694943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502372351496498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401019900559924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JahVonNumyn,2018/11/03,"Impulsive snap got the best of me. Its the second time in recent meomory that ive had this bad of an impulsive leap. I'd been feeling overwhelmed by school and all the pressure going along with it. The choice to go to a rather intense university experience and seeking an engineering degree was impulsive in itself. Buti've been working on trying to maintain a growth mindset and stay positive. This semester was a true test of the robustness of my new mental outlook and it wasnt strong emough unfortunately. A little background, im 30something, a wife and two kids, associates degree from community college, and been at 4 year uni for 3 semesters. This last one was very tough and so i got an academic success coach and a calculus tutor along with going to seminars hosted by the schools academic success program. Deapite all of this and i wasnt even failing though i was barely keeping my head above water, putting in 16 - 18 hour days of studying, supplementing my adderral with energy drinks to power past the poop-out period of my meds. After what started out as a normal day, i accidentally skipped a class as i spent too much time working with my professor on an assignment that was already late and then upon getting over that, went home and began working on math hw that was due the next day. I grew increasingly frustrated as i had completed only two problems over the weekend due to their length and my preimposed timelimits (to avoid going into hyperfocus and spending 3 hours perfecting one q)(those multi multi part qs in webassign) and then i had quiz section which while my average was a low b at this point had been sinking steadily due to recent bad scores. It all started weighing on me, so then i started thinking about how tired i was of all of this and blah blah blah whine whine whine, failing to put things in perspective doom dread yadda yadda, next thing i know im in the advisor office and i tell her i want to drop all of my classes. She said fill out this piece of paper, i did amd the next day my account password was changed, my wife was obviously frustrated with me fprnnit talking to her and i had outreach calling me and checking on me saying that bc i lut mental health down on the withdrawal paper they were obligated to call and make sure i wasnt gonna do anything crazy. I said of course not and that i wasnt really thinking about what i was doing and pretty much got an ok cool response. While i feel some relief i wish it hadnt been that easy as i idont think iwouldve gone through with this. But it is what it is and im an adult technically speaking though i sure dont feel like it after making idiotic decisions like that. So tired of being so damn impulsive sometimes. Now i gotta find a job toot sweet before the loan jackals catch whiff of my failure and seek repayment for all the money ive pissed away these past 4 years. Anyway i just hd to get that out. Any advice on next steps? I made an appt with a cbt therapist that specializes in adhd cases though i dont think ill be able to affors the appts in the long run but i gotta quit doing this type of shit for fear of losing my extremely patient and loving wife who has been so supportive and surprisingly underatanding in this situation bc i know if i keep this up that i will and by proxy lose my kids to a certain extent as well and that was one of the things that always weighed on me in the first place is being so busy i had little time for family stuff and felt guilty for not participating as much as id likeb amongst other things. Ugh, i coudl go on and of course theres more tonthe story but that bsocally isnthe gist. Ok stopping the word vomit... 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Hi folks I just discovered a few months ago that I have ADD, and got some medication for it, it does really help. I might get the dose a little bit higher when I'll meet my doctor at the end of the month. Since I have ADD diagnostic, that allowed me to understand some behaviors that I have that I couldn't understand before. I try to get more and more comfortable with this everyday, day by day. But, sometimes, I still have some behaviors that creeps the people around me, mostly at work. Example: I had a new job recently, and a co-worker of mine make me notice that I was staring at him and he (obviously) didn't like it and wanted me to stop. I apologize and try my best since than to not stare, since he is not the first person to make me notice this really strange behavior. I sometimes zoned out, get lost in my head and my ideas, analyzing situations/thinkink about ideas, and some people may think I'm just staring at them like a creep... but I, for some reasons, never notice that I'm staring. I felt embarrassed the rest of the day, even thought I was glad he told me, because I don't want to creep out people. I think I can be very social, even with some awkwardness. Lucky enough, I have good friends and a good family that do understand me and can bring me back to earth by making me realize it's not so bad in the end. But my question is: how do you deal with your behavior in social/work situations? Do you have any tricks do give me to try not too creepy for other people? Do you aware people of your ADD/ADHD? If so, those this make everything easier? P.S: I'm a little bit sensitive kind of person, I'm aware that maybe I care too much and that I shouldn't hahaha ;)",5.416293290043292,5.485734352272729,6.166461038961043,80.70689393939399,67.69318181818181,10.113852813852818,27.84145021645022,9.957137785484203,2.3568802489177503,1380,39,286,30,21,454,164,352,0.063,0.8190000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9786,2,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,6,2,4,15,17,1,2,15,0,26,4,1,8,2,70,52,22,0,5,10,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,2,20,24,0,1,12,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,9,5,46,11,35,38,16,30,0,1,4,0,25,12,0,12,19,192,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627932651244464,0.0,0.07101465393500347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054479060293798495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713168651962959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160135613781907,0.06689036174295795,0.0488356689004415,0.0,0.06816960309167037,0.0,0.08407283780436661,0.0,0.17492360204401766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167975278013925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549972731836784,0.16518437290777185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199825712661331,0.07010674812967839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419113058985282,0.08277734396793557,0.0,0.10582673836192726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199970233379939,0.0,0.07552267610276067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692029945603301,0.0,0.0,0.06814341782043927,0.0,0.0,0.061894506454077264,0.0,0.12556599345333072,0.07685094630637307,0.0,0.1343886671795564,0.06407306487471469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221825542147082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369753585097541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808739018896994,0.0,0.0,0.07949902198097639,0.0,0.0,0.08342455453301811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827757320512102,0.1605869917522358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745195733070847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139021295812032,0.0,0.08048349801730867,0.0,0.0,0.08070463864439684,0.0,0.08498641089559156,0.0,0.0,0.1278896276613449,0.0,0.05889170334470866,0.0,0.06178748682780416,0.07737288629843743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648331974318538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332383792572622,0.13990180992497026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974402675575463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264388569371567,0.08236871016658602,0.07910115756330684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880898159977284,0.09004949768312495,0.0,0.16332864961960866,0.0,0.0,0.15846607835248808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397772652113895,0.06697740744601277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266535822250984,0.0,0.06360015817769903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765506643021054,0.0,0.16317282659633428,0.0,0.0,0.250198955193438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661009758118981,0.09450453210534468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749679622088314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,octopusnipples,2018/11/03,"Hair cut heebejeebees. Is that how you spell heebeejeebees? Anyway, can anybody relate to my anxiety around getting a haircut? Any suggestions? It’s not because I am worried about getting a bad haircut. I have been seeing the same hairdresser for over twelve years. It’s just the whole: Leave enough time to get there in good time. Wait until it’s my turn. Get hair washed by a stranger and make small talk. Sit in front of mirror with everything in the room reflected in it. Make small talk with my hairdresser for an hour. Try not to fidget. Try not to move my head too much. Try to ignore all the other noise, conversations and visuals. Mission it home. It’s not until right this minute, having written all this down, that I fully understand why I hate getting a hair cut! So please friends, can anyone offer me some coping strategies?",2.6524193548387096,5.607939967741939,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,84.80645161290323,5.938709677419356,23.23387096774193,7.365786028017652,1.2917677419354834,665,24,119,11,20,205,103,155,0.114,0.8190000000000001,0.067,-0.7619,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,3,0,9,0,7,5,4,3,2,21,20,6,0,0,5,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,4,10,2,21,18,7,20,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,1,6,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972463920846376,0.0,0.1234335528647742,0.0,0.0,0.1128208090722074,0.0,0.0,0.14363715638525762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472186871779002,0.09835845408689818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671936249514466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450124381567613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465986661727785,0.0,0.42149782730642377,0.0,0.0,0.1353340892855093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930132673658806,0.16559331904440233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184883749000514,0.0,0.15889885058991945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708480754476812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154069276126196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714912442026397,0.11861201105566074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711563324453794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779340767867293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857635629572006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593766514650477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881708622874177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328641489599006,0.1755042366746688,0.0,0.16797273387171854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559474654877064,0.18014332912574585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386040921186965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390515753966068 adhd,Notaliveee,2018/11/03,"Fear of swallowing pills... Hey guys, a few months ago I was prescribed Methylphenidate and I haven't taken them due to fear of choking on them... The things are absolutely tiny and this fear is completely irrational... This has always been a problem for me, anytime I have had to swallow pills in the past I would have to have them crushed into a cup of tea. I also have diagnosed OCD which could be playing a part in my fear of choking. I was wondering if anyone else had this problem and if so can you offer any remedies? Thanks, I'm really contemplating taking the medication today due to their revere here, Thanks all help is appreciated. ",6.04825,7.167078658333335,6.288333333333334,76.69500000000002,66.58333333333334,9.333333333333334,31.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.900166666666667,509,20,92,10,8,163,80,120,0.201,0.698,0.10099999999999999,-0.9246,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,4,0,3,9,0,4,7,0,18,7,0,0,1,12,24,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,0,13,3,13,15,3,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,6,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354723222273285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047934875033058,0.12535765268244015,0.0,0.0,0.1024510761256562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534200323825953,0.15436461942709592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579596874058421,0.0,0.0,0.1202863573109548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291241485175888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585354730294676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6781184136363175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917287844658164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009813734590916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176981821751204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025198221623655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314549582671548,0.14381796031593866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883144122675342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651393113545573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132743745719652,0.0,0.0,0.2774071465062661,0.0,0.0,0.100088985905256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280403517381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337973420316493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070215221916464,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coachbahman,2018/11/03,"Making decisions with ADHD I've struggled with this for years, my ADHD was holding me back on so many decisions i wanted to make. If i facing a hard decisions my mind would start to race and wouldnt let me sleep. I've been through a lot of training and got a lot of help, but eventually 1 piece of advice helped me the most. Basically I have never been making decisions at all. I explain that concept here in this video: [https://youtu.be/aMZHHA6UQ2k](https://youtu.be/aMZHHA6UQ2k)",8.736,9.506082364705883,7.421176470588236,72.13529411764708,60.647058823529406,10.094117647058825,32.294117647058826,9.888512548439397,3.0439882352941177,391,13,65,7,5,118,60,85,0.038,0.937,0.024,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,7,2,2,3,2,24,14,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,9,0,12,7,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,4,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805839770307986,0.19538146299067655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537434140618813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991225454855384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791091761573646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680344396954216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445471722990016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399678678828459,0.0,0.0,0.4003894443899828,0.20271027754800552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188489270802684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420795525925332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008686130260792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152030599891774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902327683793714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793124633238602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203339068075652,0.0,0.0,0.12875639224681742 adhd,whdgns4433,2018/11/03,"I’m an international student in Canada and I’m worried about the cost of visiting psychiatrist Hey guys, I just found this sub today and I have been thinking I have ADHD for many years now but too scared to get diagnosed because of the cost so here I’m posting this. Please let me know if this post doesn’t follow the sub rule. So as title says, I’m an international student who’s studying in Canada. My school requires me to sign up for the pre-paid health insurance for international student but I’m not certain the coverage of it. I would like to visit psychiatrist but I’ve been told those mental health related visits are very expensive. Even with the insurance I don’t want to spend too much money on it as I’m already making my parents to spend a lot of money on me. So what I’m asking here is - how much should I expect, if there isany way to know the general price range, etc) Here is the list of symptoms that made me think I might have an ADHD: 1. Short attention span - I rarely can focus on something. The only time I can focus it when I’m doing something I like. But it’s not 10% either. 2. Procrastination - since my focus slips to something else that is more fun, I can’t really make any progress on any work which results in the procrastination. 3. Mild depression - due to these negative results I get sad and upset all the time with the pressure from missed works in back of my mind. 4. Insecurity - I am naturally a self conscious person but even if I try to know it’s fine to have problems with myself I can upset with myself sometimes and think less of myself. 5, can’t really think of a single word that describes this but I can never finish what I start. If there is any project or work, I just give up in the middle of doing it if I get stuck for once. I guess the first reason kinda contains this point. 6, Sluggish, demotivated - most of the time I do zero work as long as I know it will have minimal consequences Basically I don’t do anything by myself and if I do I only do stuff that are graded/must be done (even then I procrastinate until the last minute). 7. Can’t go to bed early and end up getting up late. 8. Clumsy and often can’t understand what people are talking about. English isn’t my first language so please bear with me. Thanks in advance",3.5391899167890344,5.152301438325992,5.0010205580029385,81.66952398433678,73.16299559471366,7.511404796867352,25.6067058247675,8.167268648758528,1.577168086147822,1799,59,352,28,36,603,229,454,0.10400000000000001,0.83,0.066,-0.9532,1,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,9,23,15,0,5,22,0,40,4,0,7,3,69,76,32,0,11,18,1,0,2,0,4,4,2,1,3,24,12,0,2,13,0,8,6,12,9,0,3,7,2,40,6,53,63,10,48,0,3,0,0,14,18,0,13,23,238,64,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072297460384227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013363878490463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734209114116007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556804137884117,0.0,0.08584839916298778,0.0,0.0,0.07061139217988098,0.0,0.055978549585515285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909280978469696,0.09320524046891623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939736938903674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671195403989366,0.0,0.08133388210757335,0.0,0.10241442031732582,0.1819580069521565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622063869605193,0.0,0.10068655644700593,0.0,0.0,0.19190897006342886,0.08809144228730295,0.052188950387063934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011607978781301,0.09092586772979164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195221412481076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186886684005628,0.07485348430873404,0.10358793250473346,0.0,0.0,0.09390211808055962,0.0,0.08972673277046189,0.0,0.0,0.08126641917419206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780703505061082,0.0,0.08689150856355564,0.12259411242650604,0.09310093049627173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254276679417604,0.09741682920556537,0.09272184711900522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501083163529382,0.0,0.07082474701443761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977956628492098,0.0,0.13968129162491846,0.0,0.0,0.10196604513553356,0.0,0.0,0.0636631706464342,0.08018217606432211,0.0,0.2016029298140421,0.0868087745316092,0.0,0.1758949898350846,0.0,0.0,0.08786864739563913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765694981406676,0.0944162541472528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730266851280333,0.0919375771092058,0.09293658684200112,0.0,0.0,0.09579843316048092,0.0,0.0,0.07596249957667088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120850320018997,0.09082194863308926,0.0,0.06499755380925919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512306798196626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954462479055406,0.0,0.07380925656137963,0.0,0.08454447542071175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353631259843971,0.0,0.0,0.16063995783930024,0.0,0.08704384435502271,0.0877472399564246,0.0,0.062346357148999124,0.0,0.0,0.09559798493523768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576914242089622,0.05416355253881997,0.07289016341209076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674125413906252,0.09325754585432544,0.0,0.06523320373229409,0.0,0.0,0.059135333790280215 adhd,HeadbangsToGojira,2018/11/03,"What exactly did a coach help you with? I’ve been looking into ADHD coaching, but everything online just gives vague answers about goal-setting and prioritizing and planning and organizing and what not. I read hundreds of self-help books over the decade before I got diagnosed, so I’ve got all of that on lockdown. ...But all of that falls apart for me at the point of actually doing things. So assuming the coach can’t follow me around and throw pebbles at my head, I’m not sure what one could do for me. So for anyone who has or had a coach that solved problems they thought were unsolvable, what sort of help/strategies/advice did they give you? 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Anyway. I was reading articles about ADHD being a spectrum disorder, and I was wondering if any of you can send me links to helpful articles. I keep trying to explain to my SO some of the behaviors our kids are going through, and some of the same issues that I’m having. Especially when it comes to two of us getting very overwhelmed with too much noise, especially when we are tired. I find it incredibly hard to explain this to someone who doesn’t have to live with this stuff every day like we do. My SO seems to think that ADHD is just hyperactivity and I keep trying to explain to them that everyone is different and we have many different behaviors stemming from ADHD. 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In an effort to shed the shame and keep a positive mindset I have decided to list the little victories that prove that I am making progress. Slow progress is still progress. Why I don't suck: -I turn things off -I put my garbage away -I put things away as I'm cooking instead of putting it off -I ate breakfast and brushed my teeth 3 days in a row -I followed through on workouts I planned to do What are some little things you have accomplished?",5.517272727272727,5.747254212121213,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,67.48484848484848,8.115151515151515,33.16666666666667,7.645422480735847,2.053421212121213,524,22,110,5,8,160,82,132,0.07,0.763,0.16699999999999998,0.9049,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,9,5,5,2,1,7,0,14,5,1,1,2,11,23,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,4,2,2,2,0,4,3,4,0,0,3,1,18,1,19,20,3,21,0,1,0,0,1,13,2,1,4,77,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968941319701425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189752270322294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808769558833648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750752923463351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546684140423113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259827369090384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798850953371954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765036960795487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261797392970168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198751638299266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185963051685565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514251075829977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bulletsforbutterfly,2018/11/03,What are your ADHD hacks to overcome disorganisation and feeling overwhelmed? Having a really crappy ADHD overwhelm moment. What do you do to cut a big problem into smaller pieces? Anything else you do to help yourself?,5.981216216216217,9.446336783783787,6.514797297297302,64.83003378378382,73.05405405405406,5.8621621621621625,33.57432432432432,7.1686216300943375,3.016464864864865,179,9,21,2,4,58,29,37,0.251,0.628,0.121,-0.778,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,6,1,3,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7931670005144974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27155341134192706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566405626163243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685271058791598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118514425021826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157555828483832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113998557268528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Revircs,2018/11/03,People who were diagnosed later in life; Were you also adrenaline junkies growing up? I was having some shower thoughts earlier today and realized that almost all of my fellow adrenaline junky friends I had growing up ended up getting diagnosed as ADD. I'm wondering if this is a trend or just a coincidence.,9.23139393939394,9.4188462,9.581818181818182,59.01939393939398,59.72727272727274,13.15151515151515,43.78787878787878,12.45797560212912,6.225424242424243,251,14,35,8,3,84,46,55,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,11,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,6,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005350400199084,0.0,0.0,0.24001241402394066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6092476130304484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658245034465879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187830370599605,0.0,0.1568045977646348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198942431553094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807110501058895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382682670653463,0.0,0.0,0.2844864416179328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254762315320351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDRSDhijklmnop,2018/11/03,"The Paperclip (Just started meds) I just started on Adderall this week and had the perfect example happen of the amazing difference it's already making. There has been a paperclip on the floor of my dining room for maybe a month. Just around and slightly under the table. I've noticed it there dozens of times and thought that it should be picked up. For a month I have been telling myself ""it's not hurting anything, I'll get it later"" or ""someone else dropped it, they can pick it up."" Two days ago, now on Adderall, I noticed it again. Immediately I just went and picked it up and put it with the office supplies. Couldn't have taken even ten seconds. But thinking back I realized how crazy it was that I hadn't taken care of it before. This is a very silly example of how getting medicated has already helped me, but it's been exactly this same experience with pretty much everything I've been delaying or putting off. Now when I think of something that needs to be done my brain says ""On it!"" instead of before when it was ""Your call is very important to us..."" Lastly, thanks to everyone here for all the ""does anyone else.."" posts. I know they're frowned upon, but reading my own experiences behind written by someone else really hit home and got me to the doctor.",5.634235537190082,6.5885109669421515,5.960816115702483,79.26576962809918,67.42975206611571,8.694628099173555,32.893595041322314,8.841846274778883,2.751544628099173,1002,43,184,16,16,321,141,242,0.015,0.905,0.08,0.9342,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,1,1,18,6,0,0,12,0,20,4,1,6,3,38,39,15,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,21,9,1,1,5,1,0,3,3,1,0,4,15,1,17,5,29,19,4,35,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,2,17,136,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023024686072832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547117929729376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069614622440613,0.11824941161399492,0.09497117333474664,0.10273782886545517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874183641341432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964078762290239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883379786800467,0.11784474776642452,0.0,0.11766642350026454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442878709043439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057707944587708,0.0,0.11812525529202784,0.10099455538091376,0.1181027297852848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892264038224664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622607433242648,0.0,0.0,0.11027754833249584,0.10372151210479437,0.22578286764110986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059211624273865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230253679638098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205515260674633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773557311243216,0.0,0.1157639052914838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354694067672815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342536737006092,0.09407314392807582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703591682830818,0.0,0.11594311980814498,0.0,0.12819257177575072,0.11626169112838525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842355611701853,0.0,0.08483835798405343,0.08557377036466783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278616214427625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052922150380523,0.11741170128780272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320343759916749,0.0,0.0,0.11543950178133032,0.0,0.0739334933851945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177728898103098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955701064396829,0.08884692509531941,0.0,0.0,0.1633731359585579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087191538601002,0.10625243003749224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789791971987426,0.0,0.09162127567850102,0.06729549071306333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273711096138846,0.0,0.1388219397635415,0.0,0.0,0.19044781965977653,0.0,0.0,0.09257355340730307,0.0,0.0,0.10698462313176448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snakeplant1312,2018/11/03,"Struggling and in need of advice I have been really unmotivated recently and feeling pretty blah. Since making a coherent post is too much for me at the moment, this will be more of a list. I’m looking for any advice you might have in case you’ve had similar problems. I’m 22, was diagnosed in March at the end of my senior year of college. Was raised as a girl and am pretty intelligent plus I think I am inattentive type, so didn’t get diagnosed until really late. Went to a hard school, it sucked, I got out with a 3.8 and have no idea what to do with all this new time and space. Diagnosed with clinical depression, had a severe episode from August 2017- April 2018 triggered by a breakup but I think it was building up for a long time. Always have had issues with time management, procrastination, and avoidance, which really drives the depression. Doing better now but again am feeling unmotivated and disinterested in social life. On Adderall illegally through college, legally March-May of this year, now on Vyvanse since July. Have noticed a significant drop in motivation and interest in things since then, maybe not the Vyvanse though. Wouldn’t say that it fucks with my appetite or sleeping stuff but it makes it easier for me to ignore my body’s needs and burn time doing whatever the fuck for hours in my room instead. Poor self care prevents me from feeling my best and reaching goals. Vyvanse was magic at first but now I’m not sure. I do not exercise regularly and could improve my sleep time. I moved to a new city and have a lot more free time since leaving college. Having a hard time finding a social group despite being well liked and having a ton of friendly acquaintances. I have a hard time connecting with people because I’m bad at focusing on building relationships and listening to myself in regards to what really makes me happy. I’m also not good at having conversations and feel like it’s m not always natural to have good social skills. I have one million interests but rarely ever do things for myself because I can’t decide what to do and spend so much time trying to get baseline stuff done or “rest.” Basically a daily weed smoker for about 4 years (sometimes much heavier than that). Trying to stop this as I think it’s the primary issue here. Basically I have a lot of stuff I theoretically would like to be doing but I spend a lot of time high or scrolling mindlessly on my phone or laying in bed with my partner watching TV instead. I have to find a new job and have been putting off applications for weeks because writing is really stressful and carries a lot of trauma for me. Other than that I’m good at staying fairly tidy, paying bills on time, scheduling, that sort of thing. I know what I want to be doing to thrive and I’m not like completely failing at life but I have been really stagnant this past month (not normal for my personality and no major life issues bringing this up). I go to work and then come home and waste time pretty much. WTF is going on? How do I fix it? Apart from smoking weed, what is the one thing you would fix first here? What’s good with my Vyvanse? 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I'm in the marching band, and I basically have no time for homework on mondays, tuesdays, thursdays, fridays and saturdays (the most important homework days). The only time I have is either at the library or late at night, and the library is the only time I get to play games with my school friends and night time my meds have already worn off. I only have 6 more weeks before the season is over. My question at this point is what to do BEFORE the season ends? I really want to have a good GPA by senior year because I want to go to a fairly prestigious college out of state, and right now it's really hard to keep grades up. Is there really any way to keep my grades up for just this semester? After this it won't be easy but it will be easier, because I don't plan on doing band again, but I really don't want to mess up my grades. TL;DR: Marching band takes up too much time and I want to find a way to get good grades at least until the end of this semester, is there any way to get homework in without having much time?",5.623496124031007,5.137380027906978,6.270988372093028,82.01423449612405,67.32558139534885,9.213178294573645,29.54457364341085,8.59863814320734,2.018015503875969,826,25,171,11,12,271,106,215,0.028999999999999998,0.8540000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.9481,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,12,0,21,0,0,0,0,23,34,10,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,9,8,0,2,2,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,14,4,37,29,6,50,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,3,28,115,23,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015340372904768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604110253733102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379432539520215,0.0,0.2007221833903622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606369428111931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892557588626126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779807205415556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112272854680367,0.0,0.1848615748256581,0.0,0.06702991565123857,0.1978505483076321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565406230421433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096669117771197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304521985557236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100845747779655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340384486369131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213636616008488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691036644606031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149457483788472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212352852072884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022300836988567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072296420781256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193649523650404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867871017442168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41264224493220697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826414067514504,0.2808537900694294,0.09460702962059886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369316674224908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595164123003394 adhd,treebun,2018/11/03,"First post here, share your experience/advice with me? Hey, so.. recently I've been struggling a ton with time management. I don't know how else to call it? I feel like I spend so much time worrying about how much time I'm wasting doing nothing, that I truly end up without any time to actually do anything? For example, today I worked 4-9. Short, sweet shift. But from the time I wake up to the time I have to start getting ready for work, all I can think about is how I want to cram as much time as possible being productive before I have to get ready, and how little time there actually is for me to do something ""worth while."" Biggest problem is, I don't know what exactly I want to be productive on. I have a couple long term and short term goals that I'd like to meet, but like I said, I spend so much time worrying about work and what to spend my time doing that by the time I need to get ready, I've done squat. I can seem to isolate one goal at a time..? I'm not gonna lie, the sun going down so early has really messed with my depression. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone has any shared experiences or advice for this kind of thing? I know I need to implement a routine, it's definitely not there yet. Any attempt I've made seems to kind of fall through and I just say ""eff it, I'll start over eventually."" Going through an extremely toxic/abusive relationship last year has set me back a ton, and over the last couple months I feel my ADHD is absolutely out of hand at this point. I'm diagnosed but not medicated or seeing a therapist at the moment. In the process of setting that back up. Wish me luck. Ultimately, if anyone has any advice about creating a solid routine or how to pick your basic tasks throughout the day, I'd appreciate it a ton. Feeling extremely lost at the moment, thanks guys.",4.844279741997133,5.25139690384616,5.9481079789775455,80.60558767319637,68.97252747252746,9.517247969421883,29.012900143334928,9.54385415503706,2.3819184424271382,1419,48,294,29,23,474,182,364,0.073,0.779,0.149,0.9743,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,8,21,15,0,1,18,0,23,4,2,7,2,50,56,25,0,8,14,0,4,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,13,9,0,0,10,0,4,3,6,5,0,2,5,8,31,10,50,48,10,57,0,2,1,0,11,18,0,10,36,179,44,6,0.0,0.093139063373926,0.15342250514495442,0.0,0.09447299818680016,0.2304480400644273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382784241596656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109930779255973,0.0,0.064688684528439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089126539455773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689065059508732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802687957189493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739591984797854,0.0,0.05069643933909294,0.0,0.06770600014601771,0.07978669669185327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044451764430913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656679107186209,0.0,0.06962443044875888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689489443960769,0.0,0.0,0.11924154041665852,0.05615843762031617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668649565944005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321020827152306,0.0,0.08935085482854427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659691082606022,0.07783547999556821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637187976821529,0.12960470330635931,0.12815400118754294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521347260128564,0.07878708301242486,0.0,0.06956667999849928,0.0,0.0,0.08581124220128665,0.0,0.0,0.07438193822556634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919051219508652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274512400436817,0.0,0.2311472663898661,0.11657547107515365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542766017213398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326763728994702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431111522162588,0.08862007663699996,0.07528589665657717,0.0,0.0,0.07521840063078139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050359074882888384,0.0,0.07761711455351905,0.08439687630507736,0.0,0.0,0.07477536308638245,0.0625132014831828,0.0,0.0,0.06264136535501973,0.143125750692011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060517212823674775,0.0,0.0,0.11128001141140287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217941753161677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237280203803337,0.0,0.09127135533525953,0.05222446829029318,0.05036960972067403,0.0,0.0,0.550051972538637,0.0,0.07451234258403319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273150128525892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039671570246033,0.07577647635303618,0.0852483384759886,0.17168533033274266,0.15966294358281544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062175599954707 adhd,Mrawesomepreston,2018/11/03,"I have always felt stupid. Hey everyone, My story of getting diagnosed with ADHD: &#x200B; So I'm a twin and my brother was diagnosed with ADHD when we were super young (more along the lines of hyper). From about pre-k to about 6th-grade, school was hard but I just thought that it was supposed to be like. Then I went to boarding school in 7th through 9th grade and it became harder. It made me so confused and frustrated why I couldn't focus like anyone else and why I couldn't just work. I thought I was stupid and lazy and it was all my fault. Obviously, I have some blame in this because I probably was a little lazy but that's beside the point. I then went on to a new school, the tutor at the school would always help me because my grades were 70-75 range. I always wanted to do better I just couldn't focus. My parents thought I just wasn't doing the work and was lazy, but they never doubted I was smart. The tutor from my new school recommended a doctor (She had seen ADHD many times before and picked up on it.) I went to the doctor thinking that it was the dumbest thing ever and that I was just lazy and stupid and that there was no way I had ADHD. Then she said I had ADHD and that sometimes I just blanked out in class (had my eyes open, but was asleep, I know weird) and I was like ""I'm sorry what the fuck"" in front of my parents. Fuck I'm getting off track sorry my meds just wore off. So they were like you have ADHD and so I was like maybe I'm not stupid. I finished out the year with an average grade of 77. Over the summer I was prescribed Focalin(it made me wanna fucking die) before finding Vyvanse. And omg, I didn't feel anything, but it was like I would randomly pay attention and actually want to work. So it is now November and the first quarter grades came out and I have an average of 89. When I got that report card I was so happy it was the best feeling in the world. My middle school and high school years had been nothing but solid Cs and a B slipped in occasionally. But having 3 As and 2 Bs was amazing. I felt like I could finally do something. I felt accomplished. And I didn't feel stupid anymore :). TL;DR; Didn't know I had ADHD, got bad grades, thought I was super stupid. Then got told I had ADHD, got meds, and now I have good grades. But you should read it though, reading is fun. &#x200B; Thoughts during this: Don't want to write anymore or else I'll go off track. Wait, is that going off track? Is this right? What would an Xbox do if it could talk? What if people think I'm still stupid? I need popcorn. Is it bad if I say what meds I'm on? Did I write to much? I'm bored. 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Go procrastination! A psychiatrist WITH ADHD recently diagnosed me with it, so I finally feel like I have a credible diagnosis thank god. I had been living in fear of having Borderline Personality Disorder for years. (Yes, years. And I’m only 19.) I had an awful psychiatrist who never even suggested ADHD, although he diagnosed my brother with it... Looking back, and at everything I currently do, it all makes sense. I just turned in a HUGE assignment minutes before it was due and realized I should probably post here. Anyways, I am handling getting on medication, and my dr prescribed Adderall IR 15mg twice a day. The first time I took it, I, too, had the “omg this is how normal people must feel all of the time” feeling. And it has helped a ton with anxiety (which, strangely enough, caused me not to eat). But, I’m finding it difficult to get everything done in those eight hours I feel like functioning as an adult, and the headaches/mild mood swing when it wears off are not helping. Does anyone have advice for coping with the after-effects? Or has anyone felt that Adderall XR was different in terms of side effects? I took a friend’s XR once (pre-diagnosis), but my body just wasn’t used to it, and that made the comedown so much worse. 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Every fucking time I feel frustrated Every fucking time I feel lonely Every fucking time I have self loathing Every fucking time I'm unstable Every fucking time I want to escape Every fucking time I screw up Every fucking time I'm lost in my mind Every fucking time there's no one to understand Every fucking time I just want to end it. Every fucking time I can't absorb any other type of media THANK YOU MUSIC! I stim like crazy when listening to you, and you always manage to calm me down and make me come back down to earth. Since I was a kid, then as a teen and now as an adult, I don't know and do NOT want to know where I would be without you, let's hear it for music. **THANK YOU MUSIC!!**",2.6868264840182614,4.279944965753431,4.1878767123287695,86.70775114155255,75.36986301369862,5.962557077625571,23.125570776255714,6.42735559955562,0.6470748858447486,559,16,110,4,12,186,75,146,0.153,0.731,0.11699999999999999,-0.8158,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,1,6,19,12,0,3,0,8,11,0,1,0,19,36,8,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,14,0,1,2,4,20,5,16,31,0,21,0,2,0,11,11,5,11,0,16,64,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652695118409644,0.0,0.0,0.04619779371255203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052237441834002536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058519561661581974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060169808363281924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723775136941449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869945496208389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280435619526907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656712568942113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467005580905414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946763517743659,0.0,0.03318936816959947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415853839503297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534681033307431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859448519697031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046034179483303135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087050581386282,0.0,0.0,0.056196125450878716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876348977481582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961315681408323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072221667547282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020859543719807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654864396192447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048258723987915766,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sphiz,2018/11/03,"Vyvanse and oversleeping Hey guys! I was wondering if anyone can relate to this or has any ideas for how to eliminate this problem- I'm prescribed 30mg of Vyvanse per day for ADHD. It does help me focus and generally be productive. It doesn't interfere with falling asleep at night at all, but I have noticed that I feel significantly groggier every morning and have trouble getting out of bed for my alarm (which I didn't have any issue with, getting 8 hours of sleep before) Thoughts?",6.442564102564102,7.576975252747253,6.793131868131868,73.37270146520147,65.7032967032967,9.583150183150185,36.04578754578755,9.725611199111238,3.6983391941391934,392,19,66,8,6,127,69,91,0.10099999999999999,0.8640000000000001,0.034,-0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,9,2,2,1,1,18,15,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,6,0,13,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800985495282685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169840571326321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629642988424417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983209442727729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030748888746304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039565416021933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963671118486364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178445451972154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435334348529326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077075425813415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621839547409305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952184075087556,0.0,0.0,0.26310174469425024,0.0,0.24325905675437956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187154885166859,0.0,0.0,0.2653457733920016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301149872325932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332330760454491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502738542774644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527487897611313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MirrorNexus,2018/11/03,"I went to reddit specifically to go to this sub about an hour before I got lost on the front page Here I am, I forget what I'm here for though. This happens with so many tasks I set out to do. Finally cleaned the table off though. Anyway, I'm new here, why are there currently 2 Finish It Friday posts?",1.3890476190476164,3.3141373492063515,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,80.26984126984127,6.104761904761905,18.436507936507933,7.1686216300943375,0.1323460317460312,235,5,52,3,6,78,48,63,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,10,7,1,13,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254725707812963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902650520681451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505903049265444,0.0,0.2119231739652587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343148152866208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609451042819585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892494124205985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686411090546427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559126471518107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537709606905835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206694020272771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456326953350811,0.2390969864163669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ambitious_Sociopath,2018/11/03,"Do you ever feel like you have particularly bad weeks? For the past week I feel like I've been in a fog worse than I've ever had in my entire lifetime. Nothing has really broken me out of it, not exercise, or alcohol or taking walks, anything. I feel like I have been ten percent present at any given time. I've had bad days like this sure but it has been just a constant thing. I also feel like I've given up the fight against my lack of motivation entirely. 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Trying to get an appointment set up and having a hell of a time trying to find a dr that is covered, doesn’t believe ADHD is BS, and doesn’t have terrible reviews. Any suggestions or resources you guys recommend?",7.078125,7.951842229166669,7.858333333333332,67.22,64.20833333333334,10.566666666666666,38.91666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.608116666666668,209,11,32,5,3,70,38,48,0.156,0.7340000000000001,0.11,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,21,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.623008688842274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762628029944286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29202618434591593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738026028682754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002549078254621,0.0,0.1354196997739794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25664571500930394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511398163070945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35195540737166137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ur_n0t_my_supervis0r,2018/11/03,"Early start, extra dose? Heya! I'm on dexamphetamine, and my doctor prescribed me to have 3 doses a day roughly 4 hours apart. Normally I take the first one when I get up (generally between 8:30 and 9.30 a.m. - sometimes up to 10 also it just depends on what I'm doing that day and when I wake up) and then take my second and third dose around 4 hours apart. So last one is normally around 4 - 5. Today I had to get up really early to be on a job and took it when I got up at 5:30 a.m. So if I stick to my normal routine and taking it about 4 hours apart that means my last dose will be at about 1.30 - 2pm. Should I take another one in the evening or should I just stick to 3 doses for the day and not go over? Thanks! 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I've been struggling for a while but I honestly don't know if I actually have ADHD. Regardless, I'm struggling a ton and about to fail out of college, so be diagnosed and getting meds would help infinitely. I went in super nervous and feeling like a fraud (partially because I \*do\* want meds). He chatted with my for maybe 20 minutes and then had me do a rating scale that went about as you'd expect. He was very nice and seems supportive + had no problems talking about stimulant medication. But he couldn't diagnose me or give me anything until I take what I assume is a CPT (Conners, TOVA etc). From my impression and the length of time we talked, it seems likely that this test is going to determine for him entirely my diagnosis. He said he'd be fine with Strattera or something even if I do well on the test, but if it doesn't confirm ADHD I don't think I'll get stimulants (y'know the things that work). I'm worried I'll do too good and not get anything or do too bad and be accused of lying. Maybe I am just lazy. I just wish this test wasn't forming the entirety of his conclusions about me. Plus it's gonna cost $150... But who knows maybe even if I do too good he'll dig deeper and diagnose without it. We'll see. It's a costly mistake though",3.2318181818181806,4.817085690909089,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,73.9090909090909,8.054545454545455,28.5,8.710501217029153,2.2350727272727275,1075,44,213,21,22,363,156,275,0.165,0.687,0.14800000000000002,-0.7047,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,0,4,14,19,0,4,12,0,26,5,0,2,0,48,53,28,0,12,15,0,1,2,0,4,5,1,0,0,13,15,0,0,8,1,2,4,8,8,1,1,9,4,25,11,26,34,3,16,0,1,2,0,18,4,0,10,10,138,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.09870412339294284,0.0,0.2431162093597936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664694470681358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445287154948743,0.0616577988998016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106451500291896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280477574215993,0.1336122530735448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511425695890375,0.0722588821137218,0.0,0.11080074360343324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137890800766126,0.0970286739038597,0.0574837295997027,0.16967330645684153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779618138668306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676195732001892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882987119282026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30484492875200103,0.0,0.2247013045372571,0.10189417882166843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678327557310937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621322058138904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120088900028287,0.1841594457562072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786730423025451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114799875217037,0.0,0.0,0.11477953552928588,0.0,0.0,0.152098744191771,0.16259500582640954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719705635604989,0.06481041576562062,0.09937565081488572,0.0,0.058979176184842726,0.0,0.09587479294205116,0.0,0.0,0.06867164618754047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691245417358527,0.05965866309264894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094260189239056,0.2812906869345025,0.0,0.0,0.11631316504162625,0.09750134982043046,0.0,0.07363565518592144,0.10271889948472117,0.0,0.07185137498375489,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beccalert,2018/11/03,"Long Term Vyvanse Use and Stomach Issues? I scrolled for a while and couldn't find any post for this sepcifically. I've been on Vyvanse (30mg) for about 7-8 months now and my life has completely changed and it has helped me in countless ways, I'm so thankful for it. Of course it stole my appetite early on; I'm working on that! But the past 3-4 months on and off (mostly on), I have horrible stomach pain after eating. Doesn't matter what food it is or the time of day. I can usually get in a few bites or maybe a small meal if I stuff it down fast enough. But I always get aches and pain and I dread eating again. I'm obviously going to go and see my doctor, but is this common? Is it due to the vyvanse (only change in my diet)? Have you dealt with this? Thanks for reading//I miss food😭",2.414517482517482,3.7126143212121256,3.734545454545458,90.89412587412588,75.48484848484848,6.2890442890442895,22.995337995338,6.67199483983844,0.4547296037296036,613,17,137,5,13,201,105,165,0.09,0.863,0.047,-0.4226,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,11,11,2,1,1,21,23,16,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,9,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,12,2,22,21,4,31,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,4,16,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455639673838613,0.0,0.0,0.10179623350564987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167102562393452,0.0,0.15695004710270505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965394687344414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321691828937845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30634619942480895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546726722174514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681650234135947,0.0,0.3620182428135651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641661366173482,0.0,0.17014772967426706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033592482479238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624038614264885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057324477605799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247341265435256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038653224446466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389667209778733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384811570113547,0.31856737514039685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289871052863773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336431830662094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928577649654415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713624361178828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27563402679394755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728707232282201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129286512213885,0.16486546480183414,0.0,0.0,0.11881917271924745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897813729388307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zethantheGOAT,2018/11/03,"Meds aren't helping suppress my other mental issues as they did in the beginning. I have a general question that's needed an answer for some time now that some of you may be able to help me with; NOTE, this may be a lengthy post, so get ready. **TLDR- I'm worried that my ADHD medication isn't combatting some of my other mental health issues like it did in the beginning.** &#x200B; First off, let me so guiltily admit that I did originally self-medicate with Vyvanse (20mg) and Concerta (36mg), but completely responsibly, I never abused the substances in my time of self-medicating. After 2 months of this I realized how much of a positive impact the substances had on my life- wasn't feeling depressed, stressed, anxious, dysphoric, bodilly-dysphoric, and the biggest, I could concentrate and find a meaning in my life. Once I analyzed all of these amazing things, I confessed to my parents, who were somewhat disappointed, yet oddly happy; they made me a doctors appointment. I explained it all to my doctor, flat out, just as I did above and she prescribed me right there, without hesitation, **because she believed my additional issues may have easily been related to my ADHD, or even causing it.** Fast forward 5-6 months and here we are. I'm now on 50mg Vyvanse, which let me say, provides me with the concentration and pep that I need day to day, but not all of the shields against those other issues like it did in the beginning. It might be notable that I now feel every single symptom of workaholicism, and that may very well be one of the big factors to this, but I am going to see a therapist for that soon. I will be explaining this to my shrink, but I always love to get input from other individuals, sometimes it's really reassuring, and just helpful in general. Should I mention a combo with my stimulant to my doc? Possibly an anti-depressant, or something else that may be beneficial?",6.740319340715942,7.507000107648723,7.481891578676282,69.99985513778009,64.92067988668555,10.610816379088334,37.008627349987115,10.537671172512404,4.22051954674221,1510,74,252,37,22,503,198,353,0.035,0.797,0.16899999999999998,0.9945,1,0,1,0,1,0,66.0,1,1,2,1,14,10,0,1,18,0,32,8,0,5,4,62,51,19,0,4,10,1,2,2,0,8,7,1,0,0,28,15,0,1,11,0,0,2,6,3,1,2,10,4,40,7,41,24,9,35,1,2,1,1,20,14,0,13,22,200,68,2,0.09369142791915848,0.11100902154853327,0.0,0.0,0.22519777871008625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077958773492544,0.10151462300654307,0.1138453399595966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584464534395993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711342484712517,0.0,0.0,0.10555815547627408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624690496458296,0.0,0.0,0.09823367961922652,0.0,0.0,0.0748049814525723,0.0,0.0,0.12084644021882557,0.0,0.161392579158754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917942930419752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826716580501157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188230451570275,0.0,0.07893906890004262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474640213670556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563226775478057,0.07969388072574805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978998082333571,0.0,0.053246997606261434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997362672049672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958960666937867,0.0,0.0,0.18839816761101646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911580358017409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191611665671582,0.1323540526480084,0.0915457982889552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456017165461079,0.08865309446106268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020574315872366,0.3122101655930402,0.09438425679041906,0.18883784576697335,0.09939179908864497,0.0,0.0,0.14956720779342106,0.0,0.06887397979444489,0.13894201328456696,0.07226060510457401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997783129764833,0.06348773631123461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040332430712667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562300758312558,0.08973048924378875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495584156003736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060021127831136736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001196752169643,0.0,0.07450718397987607,0.0,0.0,0.07465993778150462,0.0,0.1954811853217153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721282385611917,0.09266321789565636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732321413110407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738126741504056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878296908031897,0.062244421575542816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092644501323322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730524019341016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423984558747821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031519312766667,0.0,0.0,0.09514819294204327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138453399595966,0.0 adhd,EverydayOld,2018/11/03,"Ritalin to Concerta - experiences/tips? Hiya all, So I'm currently on 10mg ritalin a day, and not going to lie it doesn't seem like it really works, and even if it does it definitely doesn't work longer than 2-3 hours... at the same time it's been a life saver to use during exams (I'm a grad student) in that it just makes me calm and kinda clears my head of static, if that makes sense, and I can actually take a test to my decent ability. I'm considering switching to Concerta when I talk to my psych next week, because I've heard it's basically ritalin but lasts longer. I was wondering if anyone had switched from Ritalin to Concerta before and could just generally let me know what it was like I'd be super grateful thanks so much! 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That's how I can describe my life with ADHD. I tried to find a doctor for meds and a counselor for coping skills since I moved to a new state but no one answers the phone. A call back can take weeks and their case loads are full. I'm overwhelmed. My relationship is strained because they don't feel like I'm communicating or listening well. I'm not being a team player, they feel like a parent sometimes. I'm overwhelmed. My new job thinks I'm not focused enough. I lose track of deadlines and cant remember small details. My boss thinks I don't care. I'm overwhelmed. My friends think I'm ignoring them. That i dont care about their trip to Paris or recent work success. I havent answered their last 10 texts. I'm overwhelmed My house is a mess. I'm late to every single thing, even the things that I'm excited to do. It's a struggle to remember to eat at normal times. I make a game plan for the day only to get distracted by stuff as stupid as dog facts around noon. Errands dont get done. I can only seem to hyper focus when I'm playing sports. I feel like a champion for little things like paying a bill or doing laundry. All of a sudden its 11pm and the day has passed. I feel like I'm playing one giant game of adult catch-up. Permanent survival mode. I am so so sooo overwhelmed. I'm not entirely sure why I'm posting. I guess I'm just afraid that if I cant get in to see a provider soon that ADHD might ruin my current situation. It's creeping into everything. It's a no good, dirty rotten, pig stealing, disorder. 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How do I start on adderall again ASAP? Don't want to fail classes. I stopped taking adderall XR, but I don't remember why. However, I had some pills left that I never finished (prescription). Don't remember how I felt on it in 2017. Recently I've been struggling with school and I can't process anything or read anything and store it into my mind's memory. I just had an exam and took an adderall XR pill a few minutes before the exam with some of the beads taken out because it was 10mg, and I think I should have taken \~5mg. I was stuck on reading words and not understanding (like trouble with understanding what ""Not false"" meant) during the first 30 minutes. &#x200B; 30 minutes into the test, I really felt it and could fucking think and pull stuff out of memory and read words (failed all my previous quizzes, couldn't even finish them) and re-did the fucking problems that I was struggling on before and I felt so smart. Didn't even have to use the index card notes. I have like 4 pills and another exam tomorrow. What should I do? I took the pill at 3pm and I'm still under the effects, hoping I can study as much as I can. &#x200B; How do I get on adderall again ASAP? Maybe not adderall, but try vyvanse instead since I had trouble with XR before. Maybe it was trouble concentrating, but I could still put stuff into memory (I think). I go to medical counseling every week, the next appointment is next wednesday. Should I tell them that I self-medicated? I really don't want to fail classes because I can't get the help I need in time. I'm going to tell my professor about this for everything I failed.. hopefully he'll understand and let me redo the quizzes..",4.041608391608392,5.743835575757577,5.021818181818187,81.66503496503498,72.03030303030303,8.107226107226108,29.055944055944053,8.730908602173464,2.338335664335665,1340,54,252,25,26,438,160,330,0.066,0.8370000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.9167,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,6,13,17,2,2,14,0,31,8,0,5,2,68,64,23,0,13,8,0,3,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,13,22,0,1,13,3,1,6,12,12,0,1,18,3,37,5,29,38,5,38,0,4,0,2,6,15,2,5,19,163,50,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582875360183126,0.20840088847795865,0.0,0.0899205011517328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411364001333789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045496327419652,0.0,0.21891090450494194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693511392583946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132793599343892,0.0,0.07225140748066665,0.0,0.07707012728622101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470117407910901,0.0,0.0,0.07294227218872808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585563032250802,0.08960580654813866,0.0,0.09747190015741368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747906989677003,0.0,0.0,0.17034605743032513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931719254128394,0.08768923124756582,0.0,0.08379010377856948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723027522496418,0.0,0.09525331460577936,0.17277618021463045,0.0,0.0,0.08658705106890638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303902552036501,0.12717094536191098,0.06613873835807682,0.0,0.1824006126838616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205495571757716,0.0,0.08620641239008042,0.0,0.0,0.2573314903225505,0.0,0.10987236167854778,0.0,0.08467168730265195,0.0,0.19428503355030774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678758287386172,0.0,0.0,0.08946007960498846,0.0,0.0,0.07093655955456928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060697092280884414,0.0,0.13696644198909488,0.07169414802902697,0.0,0.179297310495953,0.19633552908393107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447630360437234,0.0,0.14990547670670445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648430195463443,0.0,0.0,0.050003822059635744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055160349777106,0.058221307902678265,0.0,0.0,0.2678186811695424,0.0,0.0740638857440948,0.0,0.0,0.10115981153250593,0.0,0.06878665186861306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737960820015119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840088847795865,0.0 adhd,skylarlove0,2019/02/21,"How to create a schedule? Hello! I have been diagnosed for roughly 2 years now with ADHD. Although I have learned a few things to help me like doing work outside of room and consistently taking my meds, what advice do you guys have? I'm not perfectly situated, I'm still having major issues with school work. Any advice for reading multiple textbooks and keeping up with work? How to manage time better?",4.414227799227799,7.065154283783787,5.276100386100385,76.06445945945947,73.72972972972974,6.93127413127413,28.138996138996138,7.957251820313856,2.2690293436293443,323,13,50,5,7,105,57,74,0.044000000000000004,0.807,0.149,0.7955,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,11,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,10,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,35,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518130615875408,0.4094984995305581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248686049149326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531131534860998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266745793550207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746658721537584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044282809345462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218693770258298,0.0,0.1862389442280777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236525366573154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327394112767813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095856359732856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120544678974553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551930126014026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733007772562722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753968252223066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920171374213472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217800667529155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576186793106002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349297641213684 adhd,lacroixluva,2019/02/21,"Tips for coping with a 10 hr workday? I have an exciting job opportunity that could really jump start my career. But the entire company is super up front about the fact that they expect their employees to work 7am-6pm every weekday. I'm interviewing with them and they have made it VERY clear that it's mandatory. I'm kinda into the idea of it, I'm at a stage in my life where I could work my butt off and put personal stuff on the back burner. But I'm worried about my ability to actually pull it off. I'm thinking about asking my doctor to upp my dosage, getting a back brace, anything that will help me cope. I've never had such an intense workload before. Anyone out there have experience with this, or advice on how to deal?",5.540833333333335,6.0327241944444445,6.547222222222223,76.62000000000002,67.47222222222223,9.455555555555557,29.19444444444445,9.444778638647367,2.4917277777777778,580,19,110,11,9,194,99,144,0.015,0.8390000000000001,0.146,0.9537,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,4,9,3,0,0,9,0,8,3,1,2,3,21,18,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,13,3,21,13,0,19,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,2,4,73,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.18931156273606292,0.0,0.0,0.18957009622041668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564612045722313,0.0,0.15964171550775524,0.0,0.1813595465213587,0.0,0.0,0.2983410334925886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507582879869812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30977914244251537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000077766094196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856255048195226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344952297441515,0.0,0.0,0.1897647625950718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135460918148924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003105244910368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899723563261345,0.0,0.0,0.19251053764458748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702471457093612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835631734928994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962124077167618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693893331955184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950189964986458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427844474335314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731096908941595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207836283524987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243044431013188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006655271086756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824619778212296,0.19701178345474754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tracenator03,2019/02/21,"Feel like a worthless lazy bum I can't get myself to study much up until the night before my exams. I miss so many classes and assignments that I fall behind. My GPA is tanking day by day and yet I can't get myself to finally crack down and get my shit together. I continue to jump around twitch, reddit, YouTube, and video games when I know I should be studying or doing homework instead. I constantly forget small details and skip steps when trying to learn something. From an outsider's perspective I look like a careless lazy bum who doesn't belong in college. The reality is though I do care, and that's why I'm so stressed out. I can't seem to control my impulsiveness and it's killing me. 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Just wanted to introduce myself by first off, thanking you all SO MUCH for existing. Seriously. When I finally found this subreddit, I was overwhelmed from realizing that I wasn't alone in the way I felt (ADHD-PI). Reading your words of encouragement and the consistent flow of quality information has gotten me through some very trying times. I'm so happy we have a space to share all this. Anywho, 'lil bit about my experience (in my 22 years of sage wisdom): I was only diagnosed a year ago. Contrary to the typical experiences in seeking a diagnosis, my family doctor was actually the one who brought it up with me, and in hindsight, I can see how extremely lucky I was that she did. I pushed back for a few months (I had a totally stereotyped idea of what ADHD was and didn't think it applied), until I took a dive down the all familiar hyperfocus information rabbit hole and had my ""holy shit"" moment. I started on Vyvanse a year ago, and the moment I was medicated, it was like all the clouds in my head cleared and all the lights turned on (currently at 70mg). And suddenly, I had the relief of knowing that the parts of my character I hated the most weren't actually part of my character at all. And I got a job 2 days later. That hit me like a tonne of bricks. It still does every day. I went through a terrible breakup within two weeks of my diagnosis, and then the last 3 years with her disappeared just like that. We never fought, bickered, or treated one another poorly. But my lack of executive functioning, time management skills, sleep habits, bouts of RSD and no sense of life direction wore her down in ways I never realized. I caused it, and that tore me apart. I'm positive had I not been medicated at this point, I would have spiraled out completely, but I managed to hold down a full time job in a French speaking city (je suis trés Anglophone) doing high pressure B2B sales in a call center. I got promoted 4 times while being entirely miserable and for some morbid reason, I'm almost proud of that. But as they say, all good things must come to an end. I've since had to break my lease, just left that job without even giving notice (I still can't believe that), incurred $5000 in debt to my landlord, and move back home with my mother (not a staunch defender of the ADHD brain). So here I am, more surviving than thriving, but still pushing on. I hope someone can relate to some of the things I've shared here so they might perhaps not feel so alone in their struggles either. Thanks again to y'all for being here ♥️ TL;DR - 22m, thought he was life-stupid growing up, doctor asked if he had ADHD, took Vyvanse to the tune of Aladdin's ""A Whole New World"", girl left him 2 weeks later, pushed on after never having been able to do so, thxsomuchiloveukpeaceoutbye",5.615600656006559,6.599571029520298,6.261740467404675,76.98460742107422,67.4870848708487,9.564657646576467,30.92271422714227,9.725611199111238,2.8980637966379663,2246,86,417,48,36,734,309,542,0.059000000000000004,0.8390000000000001,0.102,0.9594,5,2,0,0,1,0,82.0,2,3,3,5,25,25,3,4,31,0,35,10,4,3,13,74,65,31,0,6,14,1,2,3,0,3,6,2,2,1,21,20,0,1,12,1,3,12,12,9,0,4,32,6,54,16,69,27,22,90,0,2,1,0,29,34,1,10,44,284,75,9,0.07648621490101884,0.0,0.14927902494850193,0.0,0.3676862671473831,0.0,0.13560082919124722,0.0,0.07658989581251861,0.15843330320390908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802024652796489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150428605239544,0.0,0.0,0.11762635609319305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617377217561333,0.0,0.0,0.08350313691593214,0.0,0.0,0.0853839113395316,0.07810097708542926,0.0,0.0,0.0785724118009061,0.0,0.0658861015849193,0.0801943411125832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865456212894533,0.0,0.0,0.0776318981023588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657376389924552,0.06693360209138816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774408409095986,0.0,0.0,0.050518423583450094,0.0,0.06444293487750724,0.0730858560826541,0.0,0.1496363894543032,0.07210439630987575,0.0,0.03867372840757268,0.0,0.07343876094519622,0.08378690980741779,0.0,0.06505913532180563,0.0,0.08386318678055601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337254683247578,0.0,0.06415300819508776,0.12234602641009774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142099801752149,0.0,0.0755143022247754,0.0784969227619785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081188542752397,0.0767219098504953,0.07596806947020365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634362668917486,0.0,0.0,0.22770229881807544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042034823422273895,0.0623464736234452,0.0,0.0,0.16620499257120275,0.0,0.10804895110138757,0.11210190339807836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410362950971196,0.0,0.08113978699366661,0.0,0.0,0.061050567012938387,0.08129274193073341,0.05622616856892982,0.0,0.17697265247174013,0.07387086296717649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708006261202897,0.0,0.0,0.10365807739146098,0.05817121303306917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656542344211458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230419561093254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765069131570224,0.0,0.0,0.07864056767935043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060824908021166336,0.0,0.0,0.060949610572486074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851200045945353,0.06327018735285879,0.0,0.07654145233068947,0.0,0.0648065216784844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413733657932875,0.0,0.18324597006367568,0.0,0.0,0.07995999875223665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083646086760399,0.0,0.0,0.10162808510346254,0.04900927813057603,0.0,0.06072151103829813,0.17839890797852367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995799809570902,0.051929119230785324,0.08319503824280143,0.0747159180765926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310913757777166,0.04511355123811656,0.12142239449634472,0.12270525603247093,0.0,0.0,0.07090348749584104,0.0,0.08539412745678251,0.0,0.07372998174763842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054333612568970936,0.0,0.0,0.19701845878878568 adhd,the1michael,2019/02/21,"I found it interesting that I overcame one of my symptoms from my childhood. Would you share similar stories? Hey guys and gals, I think it is awesome to have found this community that gives me hope and perspective everyday. Something interesting I've noticed is that ill be reading through many peoples successes and struggles and find a trait or action that I haven't felt in years. I still have many obstacles I face everyday, but the one you're talking about I somehow don't contend with anymore day to day. I believe the biggest example of this, to me, is when i'm reading about experiences in misplacing things daily. As a child and teen, this may have been the most frustrating day to day symptom I displayed. I remember constantly leaving my coat at grade school and just forgetting about it and not bring it home. I would then bring a different coat to school the next day until I had 5 coats or sweatshirts on the coat rack. Sometimes, I would even lose the coats completely or get them taken. I didn't seem to give it much thought and it was impossible for me to keep track of. Later in my teens, I remember my dad had made me keys to the house and I would constantly forget them somewhere and lose them. He eventually just gave up and kept one hidden in the yard. When I was 19 I joined the military. Losing things didn't magically go away there. At this point in my life, I would always used plausible deniability and persuasion to get myself out of jams if I had lost something. I was never proud of this, but it's how I adapted. This didn't always work when I got to my unit and had a line Sergeant to answer to. There was nowhere to hide, he knew my stories were false. I was touted as a hard and competent worker, but nobody could understand some of my basic deficiencies. Every decipherable note of verbal or nonverbal communication going forward alluded to the fact i'm either an alien or incompetent. I'm not either one. This hurt. It wasn't overnight, but this triggered a change. My voice in my head to never forget things was loud and ever present. I put things in the same pockets everyday, placed items in the same place at home, always double checked for my things when leaving. I remember this process for about 3-4 years. Today though, I don't ever think about it much. There isn't a screaming voice in my head. It's simply just not much of an issue anymore. Haven't added medication in that time, haven't changed much from then. I still suffer through many symptoms that haven't gotten better. Some are far worse than others. This one though, that was huge before is somehow changed to being near nonexistent. I find that to be really interesting. I hadn't given any of that thought until today. I was wondering if people have similar stories? If you do, share it please!",4.698264729620661,6.585338227871944,5.1184920634920665,80.8838559322034,70.67608286252354,8.296314231907452,29.40368576809255,8.909455092898707,2.442539198278181,2233,89,412,43,42,710,247,531,0.107,0.8320000000000001,0.06,-0.9796,1,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,3,10,25,18,1,1,21,0,46,9,3,4,5,83,79,40,0,10,20,1,2,0,0,6,6,4,3,2,36,17,0,2,17,3,1,7,17,9,0,5,33,6,54,9,62,36,13,64,0,6,0,0,17,25,0,17,34,291,90,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761466894518026,0.0,0.0,0.045662159005111363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318326006068926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630866737609376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571370218006774,0.07565150353180675,0.0,0.059385930167222274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309738456307264,0.0,0.0704021922998327,0.1451237760358381,0.0,0.05361129410628996,0.0,0.0,0.2165208092584476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015416437707009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443498596342778,0.12147633596333456,0.0565741152139721,0.0,0.0,0.06568250152853693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447150383175718,0.0,0.1227420046752046,0.0,0.0,0.14724610541566205,0.0,0.0,0.07016291308721946,0.12882674961757154,0.07632220190459088,0.0,0.053703468093539784,0.0,0.0,0.06648593604349835,0.0,0.0,0.06015038656156705,0.0,0.1378240752293379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470752614132955,0.06669197054664908,0.0,0.0774784469469442,0.07188208923578862,0.0,0.0,0.07008386370866722,0.0,0.059683203454358236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219763296715435,0.0,0.0,0.04742780430452045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536044126111385,0.07329871622983163,0.0,0.0,0.0635359708443762,0.0,0.20422909338495765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764338485937492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974426363234496,0.0,0.10357557684887524,0.0,0.07141143430207318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764471311621212,0.0,0.0,0.2275022089058444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310233924857687,0.0,0.14030832875414018,0.07370707496369913,0.06347547486348595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750112803054563,0.0,0.0,0.13433003719765316,0.0,0.04301599003518832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819286687321705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591238935966268,0.0,0.061127968294334076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033858477279182,0.06640994932388204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724711863381106,0.0,0.0,0.07019646436830758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093738545129264,0.0,0.05397009271048385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304690989583667,0.08604997748110205,0.13194287390032286,0.10661419340931293,0.03915386687930983,0.0,0.1272947207051422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990223652503047,0.0,0.05799331738142389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281789204681198,0.04888370484668236,0.0,0.06842837433036496,0.23849597037371825,0.0,0.0,0.08648073685643354 adhd,lonelittlejerry,2019/02/21,"Experiences with Meds As someone who's been using medication ever since I was pretty young, I'm curious to see what other peoples' experiences with it are. For example, starting meds young vs. as an adult, side effects, how it's changed your life, etc. ",10.75304347826087,8.733007782608697,10.566956521739133,60.26826086956522,58.1304347826087,13.547826086956524,44.73913043478261,12.161744961471696,5.54755652173913,202,10,33,5,2,67,38,46,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,1,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,6,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475781411132679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610110401665007,0.0,0.21169817857256434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45786254013713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530593724844506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199205515739463,0.2357657769910821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622504949912029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809786967054686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864957021407524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359628230791265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829721060079708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656512732822918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021312144734706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AmazingArgument,2019/02/21,"40mg Vyvanse once a day or 20mg twice a day? I was recently prescribed 20mg once a day for ADD and it worked great but only for around 4-5 hours so I went to my doctor and got it changed to 40mg a day. Should I take the full 40mg in the morning or take 20mg in the morning and 20mg in the afternoon in order to increase the duration of its effects? Any personal advice or experiences would help greatly. Thanks.",3.0260000000000002,3.394174266666667,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000004,73.0,8.222222222222221,29.44444444444445,8.344100000000001,1.8927777777777783,324,13,74,5,6,112,53,90,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,8,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,11,3,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,7,40,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617964205500325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260501128922538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604984560186945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072544830199065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650947189862415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845369062257786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636055799528427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441962985399346,0.3975460045982229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084619216462245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755169222665584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840110337605917,0.0,0.13712049090716152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742436536838147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801698971566152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271114887190489,0.0,0.0,0.1659890145389857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713285670925526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125501104570553,0.0,0.0,0.1280745447749473,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EggMcSausage,2019/02/21,"Help me I’m in seventh grade and need advice Sorry if the formatting is bad because I’m on mobile. I am in seventh grade and I have severe ADHD. My parents help me as best as they can but do not put me on medication because it would likely stunt my growth. I exercise, play video games, read, and do art. I often find my self not doing my hw during a normal day and getting distracted. I end up focusing more when it is late at night like 3 am but my work does not turn out the best. I would consider myself smart but my work is not as good as it could be because I am always doing my hw in the night. My parents don’t know I stay up late and do my hw at night. My bedtime is at 9:30 and I find my self still doing hw at 3 am. Recently they caught me and now I cannot keep my laptop in my room so I’m getting work done late because I can’t focus. My parents love me and try their best to help me but because they are Indian they are very strict and would most likely not understand. suggestions?",2.7852112676056318,3.481803859154933,4.573352112676059,87.56566197183098,73.78873239436619,7.557934272300469,24.52863849765258,7.793537801064563,1.0913996244131452,774,22,173,10,15,264,104,213,0.05,0.773,0.177,0.9863,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,6,5,12,0,1,4,0,27,3,0,0,0,33,39,20,0,7,10,3,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,10,0,1,4,6,0,3,8,2,0,0,2,0,37,10,18,32,5,30,0,0,0,1,16,14,0,3,15,118,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187498596334895,0.09909657499031133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438115579599326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846730258073898,0.30909265142100656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192702825766555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809675487630598,0.0,0.0,0.06540099236214361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887444818502776,0.10377753058437814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981906625711655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853736123047504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059649684166317,0.0,0.0,0.08505780793982072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391874346747196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901377735155139,0.0,0.0,0.05573222578376022,0.0,0.3431843334654016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486312557616308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152638887021568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215979959822084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519415162871505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854989481862479,0.09936016500895654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33781105954925894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194495332530157,0.0,0.0,0.10143733721089697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013003639433013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158527276464487,0.11456431532744067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352007406623753,0.0,0.10808945425823874,0.08098607254718328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885066147770137,0.110304844363387,0.0,0.10557127632968864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367378326226096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214828324072336,0.0,0.0,0.21611603785660186,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TrippingFish,2019/02/21,"If someone says they don’t like me I feel like no one does and it fucks with me so much So there’s these 2 girls who were my friends, now they don’t want anything to do with me. One of them I was texting and arguing with and she said I’m annoying and she dosent like me. So yeah some back and forth “fuck you” type stuff. Now I’m just like fucking mad. At her, the other girl, the world, everything, like fuck this. I’m not good enough for anyone I guess I’m just annoying and anyone I’m friends with will eventually hate me. But fuck her, I never did anything to her she’s just fucking rude. I don’t even know what to do anymore. It’s like 1000 screaming suns in my head, why do I have to care what people think. Why why why all I ever do is ask why and complain, fuck I guess that just how I am, i keep digging myself deeper in this hole the more I obsess and think about it, I just want to take a fucking Xanax and not care.",-0.1968239130434739,1.8759246350000005,1.4303043478260875,100.29591304347828,87.65,4.478260869565218,17.695652173913047,5.7926816847441245,-0.6312869565217394,717,18,175,5,23,231,107,200,0.212,0.644,0.14400000000000002,-0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,0,16,28,14,1,4,1,14,10,1,1,3,36,42,15,0,3,9,0,1,6,2,1,1,3,0,2,12,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,17,0,2,4,4,30,11,15,37,5,9,0,0,0,8,20,4,8,4,11,112,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005964482434282,0.12699366887219815,0.0,0.1494586582280833,0.0,0.08489558757785698,0.0,0.0,0.0698276926215063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851747762751158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946890727762898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383155328083892,0.0,0.059979498997883976,0.08214332391649849,0.0,0.0,0.08161464939434837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045916532815690574,0.06487506119581088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031998133176682,0.6716229778067322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616756457953046,0.0,0.0,0.20007607502159014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965659839197028,0.0931978032204766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807165720771391,0.0,0.0,0.04990709270980627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661926293649693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675618877465904,0.0,0.07003867947995518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307113144085775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629565877965558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863816099900382,0.0722161787902088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694346787464701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039563312924731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827821749108769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637544246265452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712480751929293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097118958992862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reddit_for_ross,2019/02/21,"Amphetamine lasts twice as long as it should for me. What enzyme is messing me up? I have prescription dexamphetamine. If I take my last dose at 3pm, I will be awake until at least 3am. Not just that ""not feeling it but kept awake"" thing everyone gets, I'll be still stimming for most of that time. I was talking to someone on IRC about this, and they asked if I metabolize codeine poorly, which I do. They said there's some fucky enzyme that will cause codeine to barely work, and amphetamine to work for too long. Does anyone know what enzyme that is, and if there's any way to treat it? Thank you :)",3.783632119514472,5.1844434789915965,4.043977591036416,89.61948646125119,72.19327731092437,7.305695611577962,24.14659197012137,7.793537801064563,0.952898412698413,470,13,101,6,9,146,80,119,0.01,0.895,0.095,0.8995,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,0,17,18,10,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,12,2,16,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,7,68,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588129463797296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027989617597838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429502877771406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547787381125104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005969009446472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903492080180756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590337026747564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197609351583996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597641613177876,0.3736989793740508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057149534619037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804607432281567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422213960570156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305989098061887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234915264265144,0.184242885284945,0.0,0.2110401704623658,0.0,0.0,0.15228732866385206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336633131724338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194864223793927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337579897327423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jard00,2019/02/21,"How do i stop talking like an idiot? I tend to stumble over my words because my thoughts move faster than my mouth and I have so many things I'm thinking about that aren't the conversation that I'm having, and it's hindering me getting jobs because during interviews I keep fuckin up and it's hindering my relationships cuz I sound like an idiot please help",3.150142857142857,5.683848585714286,3.818571428571431,85.49642857142858,77.42857142857143,6.857142857142858,27.142857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.8332857142857144,291,12,55,5,7,92,50,70,0.12300000000000001,0.738,0.139,0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,0,4,2,1,2,0,10,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,2,5,10,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,4,33,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479048399444799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908849016316605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912703668883061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28317513756614315,0.2536405146134719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788243428454785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28930960665126537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032918442043023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132388903813311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063691646819403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23857320624506315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936104794194495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895800819478082,0.18284675844750267,0.0,0.2265434604404072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bluehairedbeauty1,2019/02/21,"Help with Adderall Hi! I was recently prescribed Adderall for ADHD- I’ve definitely had ADHD my whole life. It’s been really helpful so far, allowing me to kick ass in the ways I’ve always known I should be able to, but the energy it makes me feel is a bit overwhelming. It’s difficult for me to calm down after I take it, and I’m ramped up to the verge of anxiety. I’m in college, and I feel so different when I take it that it made me want to change my major and my entire path of life- is that normal? Is that okay? I’ve always wanted to do law and never felt like I could because I wasn’t good enough- but when I take it, I feel like I can. In a way I feel like I’m more myself when I’m on it, and that thought really scares me. I don’t want a drug to be able to have this big of an impact on me... I’m pretty overwhelmed. Do you guys have tips on how to calm down after? The excess energy is with me even into the next day. Should I trust the thoughts I have when I’m on it? Literally any advice is appreciated!!",0.8677149321266953,2.460269018099549,3.4027579185520374,90.34775678733034,80.53846153846153,6.772941176470589,19.647285067873305,7.734863291789972,0.5033292307692308,787,19,184,13,20,275,111,221,0.083,0.733,0.184,0.9694,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,3,10,1,21,4,1,4,1,31,42,14,0,7,2,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,5,26,8,29,29,5,26,0,2,0,1,5,14,1,0,13,119,40,1,0.258001928618659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310068180826388,0.12605824932202206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146782727143028,0.0,0.0,0.08772507936190119,0.0,0.0986853846054706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863779049930551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083564206895705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646591532182076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299677309699833,0.0,0.0,0.08319494999600954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477855124759724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496001635032254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332924802629379,0.0,0.0852039202892419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609070544003364,0.1843166293563929,0.12386115578960942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819988845336888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773123616895338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293325430584106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223439220686186,0.1890700652134216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220638315423156,0.08610914538538188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994934963325451,0.0,0.13719398902700405,0.0,0.12639355552501064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312403573864037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528264199006604,0.0,0.1273728894631695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915246967381605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29097801237756565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048247122281302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282643331481368,0.20478992193621606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402496976134188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Michalaylah13,2019/02/21,"Extremely anxious about talking to doctor! **Background:** I have a history of anxiety and depression on top of my ADHD. I come from a family where mental illness is mental weakness and nothing more. &#x200B; **Problem:** I am having issues where I feel like ultimately my meds aren't doing enough. However I am internally struggling with whether I need to talk to my doctor about the issues I'm having or if I'm just overreacting, which is causing some pretty severe anxiety. I'm so anxious about calling that I dial the number, let it ring once, then hang up before it even gets to the automated menu. I don't want to waste anyone's time or be told I'm being ridiculous and need to tough it out. &#x200B; At the end of the day I pretty much know I need to at least go in for a med check, but this mind numbing anxiety is making it impossible for me to do so. &#x200B; # My questions I guess are these: Has anyone else dealt with this type of anxiety? Any tips for getting through it? Is it normal to feel like you need to just toughen up and take control of your brain? If I can get through the damn phone call, any tips for staying calm and collected at the appointment?",2.5956424375917777,5.160282828193836,4.005357929515419,83.192500917768,79.7488986784141,6.602716593245227,26.63895007342144,7.793537801064563,1.8641425844346544,930,39,169,16,24,306,134,227,0.13699999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.076,-0.8732,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,2,10,11,2,1,10,0,19,6,1,3,0,34,40,14,0,9,8,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,11,9,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,8,0,0,1,3,19,3,35,36,5,19,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,7,6,118,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646353498087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879497039295497,0.32292620475979944,0.12048346309452125,0.0,0.2710731521833341,0.2001546403638617,0.0,0.12388322152803045,0.0907671477507636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538042886542201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889162412536867,0.1809130630955392,0.0,0.0,0.09100254711383096,0.0,0.07630926588865541,0.0,0.0,0.09935708424862222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571308442261039,0.0,0.07629926278731658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813436930272085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400249853496621,0.0,0.07846118074868368,0.09153334339137403,0.0,0.05851042518484038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351129323776385,0.0,0.08958380456477344,0.1265721614177987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884807902866309,0.0,0.05034564394685672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758781262277846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492219357651185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048684721662864014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058550838208412,0.0,0.08655759709810433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913205274708561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679884989030832,0.0,0.17854833838664202,0.0,0.08944692442608332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512113395716371,0.2627425186227466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679577945811799,0.08500095785446514,0.0,0.0,0.09434153369318514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024825820270268,0.0,0.08476513903926441,0.0,0.0,0.09923694606027857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007732018193086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442122436794197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926096499635304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660588372716293,0.14240464785214366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165539231985358,0.0,0.0,0.08464801969385008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052250503426338565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32292620475979944,0.0 adhd,plantsanddogs527,2019/02/21,"Work issues Does anyone feel like they enjoy the work they do but because of their adhd they’re not detail oriented enough to be successful? I was recently diagnosed this past year and I’m just struggling... I’m taking Straterra and I’ve been working in my current field for 3.5 half years... it could be burnout but it just feels like I’m getting left behind and I’m not progressing and just failing to flourish... anyone else feel like this? Ugh idk... maybe I just need a new career, one that’s less detail oriented that’s better suited to my strengths... I don’t know... I don’t know where to go from here... all I know is the feeling of failure sucks... 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Have any pros & cons to share? I’m currently taking 20mg of Adderall a day, and it’s no longer working. I’m personally curious if switching to something that’s a non-stimulant could help. I realize everyone’s experience will be different, but if you have experience, I’d love to hear about it. Thanks!",5.735665024630543,7.9738095287356385,7.160591133004927,65.86137931034483,68.65517241379311,11.867980295566506,38.86535303776683,11.491704259439757,5.637769786535304,387,23,62,15,7,132,58,87,0.019,0.795,0.18600000000000005,0.93,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,11,14,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,9,11,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949187207106096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591622480187544,0.0,0.2710299835084029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591062323166258,0.0,0.0,0.12851698789795318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082017410963278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041742984798385,0.0,0.5847925621763951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459932764333795,0.0,0.13357097366993706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985500503789795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075031363318505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400073088759144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534129420028263,0.0,0.0,0.14104907628902558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996625612259058,0.0,0.0,0.18346721475744004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507581339882428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shiningmatcha,2019/02/21,I think Concerta makes me concentrate on sleep... I’m no kidding Anyone has the same thought? I just took Concerta and sleep pill before sleep....,2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,91.30769230769228,7.2153846153846155,25.73076923076923,8.07648339933343,2.423338461538462,114,5,20,3,4,35,21,26,0.08900000000000001,0.8540000000000001,0.057,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432771592829454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364889512305473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551336664897056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8343603709913632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807953833250698,0.0,0.2206369704883728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087786944766129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,norwegianfriend,2019/02/21,"The only drug my insurance has approved is Mydayis. Why does it have such bad reviews if it is a chemically identical ratio of salts to Adderall XR? Advice? Experiences? The majority of reviews on drugs dot com are 1/10. People are saying their heart rate got up to 150 bpm, that it takes hours and hours to kick in, and others say it’s basically a placebo or was so extreme they heard voices. Could it have something to do with the inactive ingredients? I’m just perplexed, because it’s the same four amphetamine salts, with the same ratio of each... it doesn’t make sense why it’s making some people violently ill when adderall worked perfectly for them. I am currently on 10 mg Adderall XR, but of course, my insurance will only pay for the brand new, pricey stimulant (making my copay go from $3 to $55). The adderall 10 honestly doesn’t feel like it does anything most days. And it’s definitely stopped working by 2 pm. Which my classes go until 4! So I thought this sounded like a good thing to try. But the reviews have me terrified! I’m sensitive to medication, and if I don’t plan out my water and food intake perfectly, the adderall sends me into panic attacks. I know it works differently for everyone, but the majority bad reviews and scary side effects are turning me off. I start 12.5 mg tomorrow morning. I’m going to wake up at 6 to take it (I have somewhere to be at 9). They won’t specify why you should take it consistently either with or without food, pharmacist couldn’t tell me. Is it more effective a certain way? I read that stomach acidity can work against the drugs efficacy. What have you guys tried? How have your experiences been!?",3.8428254972875213,6.083119819620258,5.241808318264013,77.58253164556963,73.90506329113923,8.438336347197106,30.90596745027125,9.140100540675403,3.002477757685353,1317,62,237,31,28,440,189,316,0.102,0.787,0.11,0.6901,2,0,4,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,4,10,6,12,2,1,15,0,27,11,3,8,3,44,46,18,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,3,5,5,0,1,21,12,3,1,5,1,1,4,6,5,0,1,5,9,23,7,35,35,9,26,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,6,12,148,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258632481524442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639050782618958,0.0,0.0,0.11943116717604135,0.0,0.0,0.17530968208367895,0.06399550971318768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381887323263684,0.0,0.0,0.06770413050459259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968291492842933,0.0,0.0,0.18373935207232414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652342718091632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031394861987993,0.0,0.20538333800739145,0.0,0.0,0.053081603094708565,0.07499852532341449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538871476899755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898955079111006,0.0880531735253236,0.08396298316099116,0.0,0.0,0.1039478031239944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244031197580458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677049127587052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057694872072908215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257693421964773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022711656502466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575742285409977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139140935580088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596857282141171,0.0,0.12317271209540233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556136540309406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500951848767692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669703831927154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081958670475711,0.0,0.0,0.07430616936188338,0.0,0.0,0.0877689079576975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679818696835084,0.0,0.0917581165906218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974478410621708,0.0,0.0,0.08334327412856253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425505638875304,0.11418930062581625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332911794201417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418736661067784,0.0,0.0,0.1011980429210934,0.0,0.30570999100019697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fotzepol,2019/02/21,"Has taking medication from a young age negatively affected my brain? Hey guys. Does anyone know anything about the harmful effects of medication on young people with ADHD? I started taking ritalin at the beginning of middle school, stopped for a period, then started up adderall in high school and stopped again before I graduated. Sometimes I feel as though using these while my brain developed may have damaged some aspects of speech or thinking processes. Can anyone inform me or point me somewhere where I can read up more on the effects stimulants have on kids?",9.086529209621991,10.374118494845368,8.35417525773196,63.961915807560146,59.9278350515464,11.00274914089347,40.90893470790378,10.864195022040775,5.073942955326461,462,24,64,11,6,145,72,97,0.092,0.9079999999999999,0.0,-0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,0,6,5,2,5,0,17,15,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,15,14,2,23,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,4,12,46,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641621009775726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401902687818113,0.0,0.14133978335447248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461509092736763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834709089086407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030401411600824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684452112040694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006451684805127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146865533182746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439209149985757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34605031525915714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907333553500395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236405180934493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180154355692207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476505890658293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987015025674748,0.0,0.2431382369146229,0.0,0.0,0.287189848703237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827686618978546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005370997209844,0.16874847852575312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834122955620188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aeromoon,2019/02/21,"Connecting the Dots? I will sit there for hours to try and finish my homework and I know I ""learned"" it in class during lecture. I heard the words come in through my ears despite the 20 million other thoughts racing in my head, but, later I can't seem to connect the dots. Call it what you want, a fog, buffering, etc. I can't seem to just do it. I know it's the adhd and its slowly bringing me down. I got diagnosed a couple months ago (22) and my past got a lot more clear while my future got a lot more confusing. I was put on Ritalin and now adderall. It felt like it was working with the adderall but maybe it was a placebo effect? I was scheduling things and being proactive but when I sit down to do my homework I couldn't connect the dots... I still can't. How am I gonna be an engineer much less get a bachelor's degree like this?",0.9981609195402292,3.1034035287356336,2.6926436781609238,92.9750574712644,82.67816091954023,5.475862068965519,23.459770114942533,6.691623216298621,0.6588528735632186,650,24,141,7,18,214,103,174,0.017,0.882,0.1,0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,1,14,0,14,4,2,2,1,28,29,12,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,12,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,10,3,22,2,13,14,7,23,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,14,99,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240488785311226,0.0,0.15666768922653732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046939210160445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522442502603883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955573801683303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938548250045103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971097345084839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969632185238326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233837876979052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240608857196316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138431120017012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405145769813934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426130922327012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726906466872558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30051287726011666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755720765436594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107068986130214,0.0,0.12992286192191796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871654422903526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767063689971016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217915130047889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114329959571464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174169608595954,0.0,0.0,0.14031033405108262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999358944895915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424472870015354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286674641970024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SAB2018,2019/02/21,"My fiance has ADHD and I need help Hi there! Im hoping some of you guys can give me some pointers before this relationship tanks and maybe answer some questions. This may get lengthy, so I'll apologize up front but I really appreciate any help. Background: He and I have been together almost 18 months. He was honest from the beginning about his ADHD and his struggles with it. He said ""But I can handle my shit"". That being said, 98% of the time he can absolutely handle his own shit. Hes actually quite successful in his chosen profession and uses his ADHD ""abilities"" as he calls them to his advantage. Its the other 2% is why Im here. I learned early on to not even talk to him till atleast 30 minutes after hes taken his meds (Vyvanse) in the morning. In the times that Ive been too early on that he'll go off on some intangible rant and I basically just let him run out of steam then hes right as rain. Ok, I can handle that piece, its annoying but I can brush it off. Its the sudden anger outbursts causing the real damage. He'll insult me, my kids, attack my character and sum it all up with ""Im good with being done"" meaning the relationship. So, Ive been in abusive relationships in the past. And while I know this is just another piece of his ADHD I have a pretty low tolerance for it due to my past. I just refuse to live like that. His outbursts on that level happen every months and after its over he'll tell me he knows hes wrong and Im right and hes sorry. So my question is, how can I de-escalate it before it gets to bad? I cant just allow him to verbally attack me and just take it. Hes very critical and judgemental. Im trying to figure out a way to tell him that behavior is not acceptable while not escalating his emotions even further. Thx guys! 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I'm on day 3 and the nausea is almost unbearable. Add onto that headaches, lethargy, backaches, moodiness, and general fuzzy-headedness. It gets better, right?",5.384062499999999,8.981314281250004,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,78.0625,9.45,33.0,9.516144504307137,4.5825999999999985,155,8,21,5,4,48,30,32,0.231,0.6890000000000001,0.08,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853423664644869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286648055033884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31258195443552145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532280912953061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413918641556596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975225477800396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kefim_Wod,2019/02/21,"I'm efficiently avoiding my actual work I'm glued to a computer with dual monitors all day at work. I have a hotkey setup that opens Chrome and my 3 favorite subreddits set to sort by New. I am having a very difficult time not hitting that hotkey and obsessively checking those subreddits. I think my longest streak of actual work the past week has been maybe 20 minutes tops. Today it's been like 5 minutes. Silly me. Stop doing what you're doing.",4.4291362126245835,6.404258790697675,5.66654485049834,76.31848837209303,71.55813953488372,9.100332225913624,28.564784053156142,9.606745405546679,2.9201016611295696,360,14,63,9,7,120,66,86,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.5868,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,6,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,34,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.4916381651279629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624553346436633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306612647690322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25306845730505384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432875987643319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404680504606481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060055283642445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614080181905971,0.0,0.0,0.14688552495846444,0.0,0.2387727364560309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784474317304413,0.0,0.0,0.20205982370320372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501608822279986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sissyscissors,2019/02/21,"I FORGOT I have an exam today... ISO Survival tips I'M a disorganized mess and I just realized I have an exam TODAY that I completely forgot about. It's in a couple hours, on Oceanography. How the hell do you keep yourself organized and accountable as a student???",3.4634693877551044,6.1394533061224505,5.570775510204083,72.57779591836736,77.16326530612245,8.817959183673471,28.16734693877552,9.3871,3.3129477551020416,208,9,33,6,5,72,37,49,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.8702,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,4,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,25,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784016187669244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993340882219876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35541834372994074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207886013569284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6841907446598621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bumblers,2019/02/21,"I, 20f, just got diagnosed and am a mess of emotions but what’s new! As the title says, I just recently got in to see the psychiatrist and walked out with 4 (four!!!!) diagnoses; ADHD, GAD, MDD & BPD. I was just wondering if anyone here has any advice for someone just starting down the rabbit hole. I just started Concerta (18mg) this morning & I’m not sure if I feel a difference yet. Do you guys tell people about your diagnoses? Is it challenging to get accommodations in place for school? I’m just super overwhelmed at the moment, super glad this subreddit is here. Anyways. Thanks for reading! 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It was TORTURE. I don't want to have to take Adderall for the rest of my life, but it is literally like eyeglasses for my brain. Modifinil felt like nothing or if it did do something, the something it did only scarcely registered. First dose after 2 plus months... My brain feels like it is slowly inflating back to its normal lopsided bouncy house self.. My vision has improved. ..l have a vision problem that is neurologically based and even tho my glasses prescription has hardly changed since I was a child, my vision during my break from Adderall was deplorable...I went to the eye doc who determined that I did not really need a new script. I was scarcely able to articulate myself at my doctors appointment and miraculously he understood.. I feel so much better. I wish I understood why Modifinil doesn't work. I wish that it had worked.. I wish that medical technology could come up with better meds to treat ADD that did not have so much stigma attached ..So glad that after dragging my ass forever and struggling thru every stinking day.. Jeapordizing my livelihood due to my insane inability to do my work. ..I finally got myself together and renewed my eligibility for low priced care and uhh.. got back to the doc.. and back onto the only med that has ever been able to help me managed my twisty tangly disorganized brain. I truly wish I could live without it. I wish that it were not dangerous to cycle between Modifinil and Adderall.. I wish that it were not such a dangerous med. I wold like to figure out the best ways to potentiate it so that it continues to work effectively. I went a long time just microdosing for fear of building tolerance..or running out . I actually need to have functional acess to my brain in order to think it thru properly. I need to root out different things that have worked vs. things that have not worked. I think l-theanine really can help... That stuff is wonderful. I wonder if my body is somehow resistant to B vitamins.. I also wonder why gingko biloba seems to do almost nothing at all... Anyway. Blah blah blah. Ideas on ways to potentiate Adderall and reduce potential negative side effects would be helpful. Thanks. 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So I've been keeping my meds beside the bed now and when the first alarm goes off I take my morning med then and go back to sleep. I have my snooze time set to 20 minutes which is about how much time it takes for my meds to kick in so when I wake up I'm fully focused and it's AWESOME. All my morning struggles--actually getting out of bed, making coffee/breakfast, getting dressed and showered--all of it is not a struggle now. The only issue is that I have to take my afternoon dose a little sooner.",2.4648115299334807,4.4033317560975656,4.024567627494456,86.12447893569845,76.96747967479675,5.773540280857352,26.62897265336289,6.574015621080383,1.1549252032520323,478,19,93,4,11,159,78,123,0.021,0.8959999999999999,0.083,0.8068,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,2,7,0,6,3,2,2,1,11,17,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,12,0,14,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,11,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712403384555033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961238843319414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853825612622314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833546386015338,0.0,0.0,0.14899736866018568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295626017923438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874142696103864,0.0,0.08656649023328357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898163186725844,0.0,0.13538827025408454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266381648371516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167422373240267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6767690064679153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197211048951382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924043880901658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584558682960325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242916555647756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923706065887538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435751614916024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26645558567925826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Harry-Osborn,2019/02/21,"Fasting vs. Eating Breakfast? To be brief, does fasting in the morning or eating breakfast provide more focus? I’ve heard arguments for either side for suppressing ADHD . 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So I'm on Lisdex (Mate I'm not typing out that long ass name again) have been for about a month and it's working p well. (Just got my dose increased to 40mg as well and gone from only taking it on days I'm at work to every day) Is anyone else on this? I know it's a fairly new drug and it wasn't their first choice to put me on *Its controlled* (They first wanted to put me on elvanse but I had super bad side effects) What's ur experience been with it if you've been on fairly long term. 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First post... here goes! A few weeks ago there were some posts on this sub about a specialist/doctor who made short lectures or videos about ADHD for people with ADHD. You guys were pretty positive about the videos and I thought, 'oh I gotta check that out!'. But my ADHD brain allowed me to postpone it until now and also allowed me to completely forget his name or where to find these vids. Can you guys help me out? Also thank you for being an amazing, informitive and supportive group!! 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Hey ya'll, I am currently on 70mg of Vyvanse, I was just curious if anyone else has used the whey protein supplement Syntha-6 Edge with it? Just wanting to make sure I get enough protein during the day and making sure this is a safe way to do it, I do not drink soda or any caffeine. &#x200B; Many Thanks!! Drew ",4.295454545454547,5.833494000000003,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,71.12121212121212,7.098181818181819,31.381818181818186,7.554174236665415,2.0924945454545454,268,12,50,3,5,85,52,66,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9126,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,3,2,15,12,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,5,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520655215198863,0.28268326414091943,0.15820328973253325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162667412481521,0.23836734112704444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500336605476862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278987946085085,0.0,0.0,0.19434100607606125,0.0,0.0,0.2403794790223206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154488431409267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105782331600997,0.23586061293463545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385212045513437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418380768777412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009264080399079,0.0,0.0,0.13721719678231345,0.18465893442353856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28268326414091943,0.0 adhd,myropnous,2019/02/21,"being left on read triggers my RSD one of the most intense emotional pains I regularly get is that manic anger from seeing someone read my text instantly when I send it then send a half hearted response the next day. It makes me feel so insignificant and usually puts me in a downward spiral. doesn’t happen often, but when it does, it hurts ",6.549461538461538,7.164273753846158,6.904423076923077,74.50432692307693,65.30769230769229,9.576923076923078,33.17307692307692,9.516144504307137,3.110615384615385,274,11,48,5,4,89,53,65,0.157,0.802,0.040999999999999995,-0.8340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,3,2,1,2,0,7,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,3,0,2,0,2,6,0,4,7,1,13,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,6,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102540314489502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049307000436423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634186715619438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840740656748952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234831228357015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708278567968924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27750199543094445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506923362911999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25443502526474115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631559844574033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24905090396536586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868503786787302,0.0,0.24918184702121265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541351772290664,0.0,0.0,0.4684826389603197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866095051175201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984182150668093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791392487210346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mcollins03,2019/02/21,ADHD ___My mom is killing me with this singing My mom has been singing all morning. I just want some quiet peace omg.....lolololol some people can't work without peace. I need to be in a zone.......why are people so annoying lol.,-0.6807828282828297,0.9984914772727294,0.26212121212121176,101.89095959595959,111.5,2.8646464646464653,20.7979797979798,5.033348758259628,-0.30416868686868703,171,7,37,1,9,52,37,44,0.154,0.624,0.222,0.3585,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,4,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33017706193993845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039526340961667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.643530637086044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371189267091794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809321376815962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620453210509221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479048401461063,0.0,0.0,0.2648339187556606,0.0,0.2000097348287364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,creativedabbler,2019/02/21,"Could Adderall actually be making my depression worse? I am not a newbie when it comes to taking stimulants for ADHD. I’ve taken Adderall off and on for the last 20+ years. And with this latest round, I’ve been taking it for five years straight. I’m quite sensitive to it, and have never been prescribed more than 20 mg. Often I only take 10 or 15. In many ways, it’s always been a miracle drug to me. It clears my head like nothing else can, it actually calms me down and makes me feel less anxious, helps me feel more positive, and of course greatly helps me focus. But that’s only before it hasn’t warn off. When it wears off later in the day, I’m back to my usual, foggy, distracted, unmotivated self. But for several years now, I’ve really been struggling with depression. I’ve always suffered from depression, but this is more than usual it seems. In the evening hours, I will often feel so depressed that I feel like I almost lose touch with reality. I have suicidal thoughts and have trouble finding reasons to live anymore. I take antidepressants, but not sure if they’re even belong. But then I take another prescription to help me sleep, so I go to sleep and I start the Adderall routine all over again the next morning. So I started wondering, could the come down off the Adderall actually be making me *more* depressed? Has anyone experienced this and wondered the same thing?",4.282709989630142,6.361460798479094,5.08976322156931,79.86387400622195,72.19391634980988,7.975734531628068,28.304355340477013,8.710501217029153,2.3276022813688217,1102,43,198,21,22,357,146,263,0.16699999999999998,0.759,0.075,-0.9815,0,0,1,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,0,2,12,15,0,2,10,0,17,5,4,5,4,46,41,21,1,3,9,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,13,0,0,10,0,0,3,4,10,0,1,6,7,21,5,29,30,7,36,0,7,1,0,4,12,0,8,22,131,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.26831394035380085,0.0,0.11014647591016063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177505789949747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252164947038307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610387658366716,0.0,0.10353933991157806,0.090892986727237,0.06408438475278022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047382377555886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798809793057028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789813326106675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463514451114208,0.0,0.0,0.05910719720520659,0.0,0.3946935874370637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628585468878124,0.0,0.07656250023670541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106900525655664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536563478203832,0.06547536455091227,0.0,0.0,0.08376718963580006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208727344222045,0.0,0.0,0.10104535326974652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406018320024212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842948393998152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025759664125142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470765126286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895519229689383,0.0,0.0809293537126157,0.0,0.0,0.102533824881879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353290329676367,0.09291954692552086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068676294228572,0.0,0.09747168746633098,0.0,0.0,0.08794143420411264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940915802424478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748192923294052,0.0,0.0,0.05871386253115715,0.0942323080016787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343546491215265,0.09561179418935184,0.10353933991157806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834340194574983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297418450928454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581333722000984,0.0,0.10025112220868623,0.0,0.08637981377466546,0.0,0.3445500550374905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088873274756985,0.0,0.0,0.07276051406214244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188086112583972,0.0,0.0,0.07274815539947665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878281076166054,0.0,0.0,0.09340001614230012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770603707328894 adhd,sojackhorseman,2019/02/21,"Can’t get through my courses because I can’t even breathe from anxiety much less focus I switched to an online school after failing my last semester of university, felt like this time maybe I could handle four courses instead of my usual 3, nope. Haven’t started one of them and haven’t done any assignments for any of them (I started in January and still have to be done in April). I procrastinate like crazy and can’t get past it, I’ve been cleaning and stuff because I convinced myself that’s why I can’t focus and cleaning would help but there’s just more cleaning (roommate doesn’t really care too much) so I try to get ahead but it just ends up back to what it was. My room is tiny and I don’t have a desk so I can’t study there - yesterday I drove to the library, couldn’t find parking, so I went back home again. Everything I do is in the common area of the house and it’s driving me mental to be around people trying to study. I don’t know how to get through my courses at this point - I’ve had a week off work and haven’t even gotten through a full chapter of school, I don’t know what I’m going to do. I’m sorry, I think I just needed to rant for a minute, I hope that’s okay. TLDR: I’ve just had a week off work and didn’t even get through a full chapter of school because I kept cleaning and making other excuses. Just needed to vent, thank you for reading! 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One of my classes is in a very small room, and no matter where I sit I am always in eyesight of a guy who habitually twirls his pencil around in his hand. If he’s not writing he’s twirling his pencil. It drives me nuts. The other day we had a quiz and he kept on twirling his pencil, I tried to turn my body to the side as much as possible and cover that side of my face with my hair, but I could still hear it. It was very difficult to complete the quiz. Does anyone have any tricks to try and not let themselves be distracted by something like this?",5.231818181818183,5.390899606060606,5.595000000000002,84.33750000000002,68.0909090909091,8.41818181818182,28.62121212121212,8.07648339933343,1.6847848484848489,516,16,107,6,8,165,90,132,0.125,0.8270000000000001,0.047,-0.82,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,4,7,3,2,6,0,13,4,4,0,0,16,17,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,3,15,1,18,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,4,73,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705217727730973,0.0,0.0,0.2787247327885809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329484283789246,0.0,0.0,0.1824349950968186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276358325031851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148697374811451,0.0,0.0,0.1636233803854196,0.0,0.0,0.13216568383674684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933940612908578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291719841639988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097587496234875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821550414744996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095592288753051,0.0,0.10012055805145532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065030664714696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886880026631093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420756551729552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103265600277115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155369063786414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366081419960954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782739046657032,0.2229096938631703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381845560638828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chibone90,2019/02/21,"Advice for PCP and HMO frustrations Hi, everyone! I'm on an HMO health plan currently since I don't have to go to the doctor very frequently. I chose a doctor a few years ago and the wait to get in for a new appointment was 2-3 months. However, my experience with this doctor and referrals has been frustrating. I've gotten lab work done and followed instructions as given only to be met with administrative incompetence at every turn. I've sent them multiple lab records that were confirmed sent by the doctors only to have my PCP say they never got it. Example: My doctor is skeptical of my two ADHD diagnoses, so he referred me to an in-network psychologist for an evaluation. The psychologist he referred me to hasn't been in network since 2017, so now I have to follow up with my PCP and get a new referral. I really need to switch PCPs, but I also need my medication. In my area, starting this process over from scratch means probably about a half year before I would even get a prescription for the medication I need. Any advice? **tl;dr: My HMO health plan PCP is incompetent and I need to switch, but doing so means having to wait almost a half year for medication. I'm stuck and don't know what to do.**",4.148016715608762,6.062965708154508,5.7025028235825586,76.02051276259319,72.17596566523605,9.540456290941949,28.142986220917106,9.93914555978268,2.979176824034335,962,37,178,27,19,326,129,233,0.067,0.9329999999999999,0.0,-0.9134,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,7,3,3,0,15,0,19,11,0,0,1,26,45,14,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,5,10,0,2,5,0,0,5,4,3,0,3,12,2,20,0,32,31,1,25,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,12,111,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571738596968066,0.20444166237814976,0.0927278677743572,0.0,0.10474888352988693,0.0,0.0,0.08365424677486967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113640381910752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890129232693347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617398765541708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353489120374724,0.0,0.10704936508776357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690919919908204,0.0,0.08813597940297438,0.09995655099497723,0.0,0.10232580005820853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395865068289986,0.0,0.059450616148490565,0.0,0.08366384060729512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238487594215692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748931730678035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278955608073633,0.0,0.31614189380592983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349637593352854,0.0,0.0,0.3102593073795369,0.08067943151454833,0.2020603459271516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591168013522024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278412852313335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670139762221784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318775131410795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730641206814507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404143201666945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378246802282888,0.10218592044558368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631179911756857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615520255532385,0.0,0.0,0.07430987069987473,0.0,0.0,0.2020905960306628 adhd,q11111234,2019/02/21,Psychiatrist not very helpful? So I went to a psychiatrist for ADHD+anxiety but she just kept talking about my weight (im slightly underweight) as if I didnt realise it was a problem. I explained to her that this I only became underweight last year but I've had all the ADHD-PI symptoms ever since I can remember (she thought it was cause im too skinny). I got my blood test results last week so I told her that my doctor said my results were excellent and the only thing I'm deficient in is vitamin d but she ignored it and carried on talking about my weight for the next 40 minutes. I found this very unusual but it was my first visit so I didnt know what to expect. She did not mention any of the treatment options for either of my conditions either. Should I see a different psychiatrist?,3.222967032967034,5.364862102564104,4.867252747252749,80.01346153846156,75.41025641025641,7.790476190476189,30.37362637362637,8.634040054169528,2.6632780219780217,632,30,116,13,14,213,94,156,0.059000000000000004,0.887,0.054000000000000006,0.2348,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,7,0,11,7,2,3,2,28,22,11,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,2,3,2,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,15,4,23,1,13,6,3,11,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,2,7,83,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35606793219826804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073941649566,0.0,0.11332572320387632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521792827066076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477344343914085,0.0,0.15162626763473067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399996265624714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260067283141527,0.0,0.16242647154695206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848007534928205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992942682878438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200304989096012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141317200889055,0.2415056740104523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754722026840054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253323595558421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174875832195913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781230350720286,0.0,0.1409138559406014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804738846085715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225418885253016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539728620856377,0.0,0.2381366000351501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841678993562886,0.0,0.0,0.1176056045992851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155290514486146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444599336762921,0.0,0.0,0.11882795385400605,0.3607861293915505,0.0,0.13732608712399966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539648539238607 adhd,KurtClemons24,2019/02/21,"Tips on starting a task?? I struggle a lot with sitting down at my desk and starting a task. When I’m in the “flow” of the task I can focus relatively easily, but the mental effort it takes for me to actually sit down and get into that “flow” is sometimes too much for me to handle, and I end up procrastinating. Recently, I have not gotten any of my assignments done because of this, and I’m falling behind a lot in school. I know this is a bad habit, and I really, really, want to get my assignments done with, but I always I end up scrolling through Reddit or on YouTube watching things I don’t even want to watch, just to temporarily forget about deadlines and my impending doom. I really need help. Please give me tips. Thank you.",6.3118750000000015,5.952365326388893,7.1633333333333375,75.765,65.875,10.533333333333337,31.88888888888889,10.125756701596842,2.9824472222222216,573,20,113,12,8,192,88,144,0.09699999999999999,0.785,0.11800000000000001,0.4655,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,21,21,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,2,18,1,25,18,3,21,1,1,2,0,3,10,0,3,6,80,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.17008644858504088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502712190359618,0.0,0.0,0.11852634752239148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455287631447419,0.10624840869806768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567279077167949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087466756874301,0.0,0.0,0.11511998096702508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212353513175367,0.1671993224591414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682603850076476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957877884754446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963581789522003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564802555980824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812663175864472,0.12923728398625434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132320004904813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33497287217801536,0.0,0.17209495244981673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639550390114844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238187821179776,0.0,0.2467333188385341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822106249866514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104789518688229,0.0,0.0,0.16046710827941568,0.0,0.0,0.11579362926378566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560701587641292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sanostol23,2019/02/21,"Need advice on meds So I've been diagnosed with ADHD about 5 years ago and since then i took 18mg concerta pills for about a year, after that time i stopped taking it and i finished high school without any problems. But the ADHD was still there, about one year ago i had to drop out of college because of anxiety, panic attacks that led to depression, although i managed to beat it. So now i take meds for the anxiety, and they help me a lot, but i decided that it's time to take on actual job, since i spent most of the year working part time or just sitting at parent's house. I want to slowly become independant, get a stable job and maybe take on studies later in the year, but now the real problem kicks in - my ADHD and complete unability to focus in work or not stay bored. Being bored is hell for me, my mind is going blank, i try to helplessly latch onto anything that could take my mind out of boredom but i always struggle with that, then comes the time slow. I have no idea how this works but while bored or just doing something im not slightly interested in the time just slows, i feel like 1 hour of work is 2 hours instead and that's what killing me and my motivation to work and study - i just can't concentrate for hell and while at that the time just seems like it's going slower that anything. I browsed this sub for a couple of weeks now and I've seen a lot of people talking about their meds and how it changed their life and so i decided to visit my psychiatrist and talk about it, I've recited everything i know about how ADHD affects my life and how other people have exactly same issues and meds helped them, and she still decided no to prescribe me any actual meds, just some over-the-counter supplements(the name of them is in my native language and thus i couldn't translate it) that should help, and there are people that confirmed it working for their concentration, but i'm still fixated on getting concerta(in some regions it's called ritalin), since it worked so well for me in the past. Now i checked for these meds online and I'm able to just order them without any prescription from trusted source, but I'm still thinking about it, since i have a visit with my second psychiatrist in about 2 weeks and she is the more down-to-earth one and i know she can easily prescribe me actual meds. Anyways i just wanted to share a small part of my story and actually ask you guys if the meds you take actually helped you in life, how did the meds help you and if you have any tips for me(in overcoming the hellish boredom for example). TL;DR: I took concerta couple of years ago, want to go back on it because life, want some advice.",6.883994002181027,6.283474471374049,6.931472191930207,78.69954198473283,64.78244274809161,10.081134133042534,32.64558342420938,9.424239791934726,2.726662159214831,2109,73,415,34,28,676,229,524,0.11199999999999999,0.8,0.08800000000000001,-0.9506,4,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,7,9,39,20,5,2,20,0,21,7,0,10,1,95,51,49,1,12,24,1,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,27,29,0,1,10,0,2,9,8,14,1,3,8,2,53,6,66,39,10,72,3,2,1,0,30,20,2,12,41,275,80,13,0.05126177083857631,0.0,0.25012046869553906,0.0,0.2464267475046622,0.10018481836403256,0.13632140067039816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042653899832538304,0.0,0.0,0.13943904804502222,0.0,0.07843022876374797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436813922840906,0.0,0.04792283590366397,0.0583176647183976,0.0,0.03941713757458873,0.0,0.062497399417282315,0.056614598458414774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052343999435757724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054228156478965284,0.04415747655004305,0.053746991428243615,0.0,0.0,0.040928352806346636,0.11344034883684118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415168810865715,0.052029618349355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607077425164759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025919491579860118,0.03662141932966504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535643190231783,0.0,0.08739973708660642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075721249432101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179842220671965,0.05416087535747356,0.0,0.0,0.1009650367572022,0.0591492010106187,0.0,0.05786829967256106,0.05537150906970314,0.0535039705292939,0.10173879547257454,0.0,0.056713554369668975,0.0,0.056344257283515324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483081893582075,0.050087823799335504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716184885736993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514993388576512,0.0,0.5124624413638078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351955091748406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800995354126454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694726051705521,0.0,0.0,0.06014464311353036,0.05692013009466236,0.11102300479015416,0.048935160655694934,0.10661537232174903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810118327829218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834711784416392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187964882397034,0.0,0.04666679091397168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961706624877487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039463815615066594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463822711828235,0.1637508656368636,0.04285713577120346,0.0,0.053589933004194235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125483238708544,0.08240453927735944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03284647289377335,0.0,0.0,0.17934690487328964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390742713363596,0.034803377488381436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094208234911083,0.0,0.08223820100870975,0.0,0.04609048827506811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882903561565863,0.0,0.2612342578665934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806539842120668 adhd,hi-im-meg,2019/02/21,"No, I don’t need my hearing checked My older sister just came home from college for a long weekend. In the span of ten minutes I have said multiple idiotic things to her because I didn’t pay enough attention to the conversation she was having with our Mom. Her response after my third interruption was “I really think you need your hearing checked.” I wish that was the case, but nope. It’s almost impossible for me to have a decent conversation without saying something stupid because of my lack of context. ADHD really is something my friends.",6.389757142857143,7.9406322900000035,6.855428571428572,71.35700000000001,66.1,9.314285714285717,36.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,3.7867714285714285,439,22,71,9,7,143,72,100,0.09699999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.095,0.4337,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,17,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,2,0,2,6,4,17,1,13,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,1,4,55,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569072656107976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637968348765286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239098354801093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430198913675614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026380226089076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151706731574754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44206910455551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671817298053906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355457821787773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229686160704154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29083185676584195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127109705194384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865491727048888,0.15595759804402126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019560325937933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302893219422041,0.12566183078248494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255212389948802,0.18904674468541385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chauvinist_telephone,2019/02/21,"Should I ask my doctor to start taking a booster? I take Concerta 54mg (pretty sure it’s extended release) and have been having trouble staying focused late in the day. It works great during the school day, I eat a healthy diet, I get my work done, and I am engaged during track practice, but later in the day (about 6pm onwards) I completely screw myself over. Eating healthy is something that is REALLY important to me, but the minute my damn medicine wears off I just can’t do it. Sure, I may do fine for 3 even four days in a row at most, but it doesn’t matter if that fifth day I over eat like crazy. It doesn’t matter how I frame it in my mind, I always find some excuse to overeat on unhealthy shit. It’s like the consequences don’t even exist to me. I can do my homework and study sometimes, although it usually feels a lot like trudging through a blizzard. Listening to jazz and having a designated study desk have helped a lot, but not enough. Anyways, I have an appointment coming up, and I’m looking for some input on what I should bring up with my doctor. Would the generally recommended course of action here be to get a booster? My only concern here is that taking it everyday would lead to tolerance, and my concerns are on an everyday basis, not just every once in a while. 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I have struggled with this my entire life. This phenomena used to scare me as a child. As an adult, I manage it, but it still drives me insane. I have a doctor's appointment set up next week and am not seeking help here. I only want to know if anyone else experiences this. Here is how I describe this phenomena. As I am typing this out I am going through the actions I am describing for you all. Picture this: Someone asks you to imagine an item. You want to close your eyes and see this item. Let's say it's a pencil. I am trying my best to focus on this pencil. I see the image in my head, but it fades as other items appear around it. Suddenly next to this pencil, there's a lightning bolt. Then I see Bart Simpson's head. I don't even like the Simpsons. Why am I thinking about Bart? Next, as I am trying to focus on this one item, I see a mountain range and think about how beautiful it is. My mind is drawn to the mountain range, but I tell myself that I must focus on the pencil as this is my task. I still cannot shake the mountain range out of view. It won't go away because I find it interesting. The image of the pencil becomes almost static like; fuzzy even. I open my eyes, try again, but this time the pencil fades and I see water dripping. I can't focus on the pencil longer than 2 seconds before something absolutely random forces its way into the still image of a pencil that I have created inside of my head. I have described this sequence in real time to you. When I was young, I was brought up by strict, religious parents. I remember having the phenomena constantly occur when I was growing up. The moment I would close my eyes, image after image would bombard my brain. Sometimes they were scary. Other times they were random. I had no control over these random thoughts. I was taught fear by my church as a child, so sometimes I feared I was demon possessed and these thoughts that attacked my mind were not of my own. It scared me to the point of where I would never close my eyes during nap time at school. If I closed my eyes my mind would wonder and I'd have no control over it. That terrified me. I am the type of person that always likes to feel in control of their situation, but it rarely happens. It never ended, but it got better. I eventually shrugged off the thought of demons and accepted that my mind was different. I could never sleep and still to this day cannot sleep easily. When my head hits the bed, random impulses fire off like a rampant swarm of lightning bugs on a pitch dark night as they scatter into different directions of the night sky. One light appears, and I humor it. Just as I become acquainted with this light, another light forces me to change my focus and demands my attention. It's brief. I never get too intimate with the same light before another light buzzes by and my focus shifts. I can best describe my attention span as sporadic. I'm 25 now. I've made it through college, landed a job, and my life is steady. But I feel I need help. I feel like I've had ADHD or some form of disorder my entire life, but it is finally becoming too much for me. I've made an appointment and I hope my doctor will be able to help me. I am not asking for any medical advice, or in any way attempting to break community rules here. My only question to you all here: Can any of you relate to this? Am I alone? Tell me your stories.",3.0603513432237364,4.873925390988376,4.249288291900562,85.72494186046515,74.88662790697674,6.895990376904571,24.36206896551724,7.691903868010439,1.2274076984763438,2711,86,535,37,58,887,289,688,0.10300000000000001,0.83,0.067,-0.9755,4,1,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,11,4,7,26,19,1,6,32,0,50,20,13,8,7,100,87,42,0,12,16,1,4,5,0,7,6,4,1,4,44,28,1,3,17,1,0,10,14,7,0,3,19,25,97,12,81,56,13,82,3,0,12,0,29,34,0,16,39,378,141,17,0.06219704125607915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474875687290318,0.0607782288739363,0.0,0.0,0.06228135247396808,0.06441737709509253,0.0,0.0,0.05175292082614937,0.0,0.0,0.16918448352623308,0.13043804163385606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348961739949112,0.06372821887313651,0.0,0.055368553256409526,0.11629167518206167,0.07075811348520132,0.05843616766148441,0.0,0.0,0.03791473905764043,0.20607523648194986,0.10585020216075032,0.0,0.13054391509149862,0.05500822860205636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694324678383256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579622261557035,0.0,0.0,0.06721290569410987,0.2092778114713732,0.04965927642367034,0.0,0.0,0.040111946177328085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299653402943613,0.07128319777841649,0.12732261447979232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051957647019437336,0.0,0.05508811749298107,0.0,0.0,0.08216111831074734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084064102494925,0.0,0.1399779264397088,0.09434607861318642,0.04443357870089941,0.0,0.0681338185286762,0.05684696891364811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499077393618445,0.0,0.07069602375441597,0.0,0.049744655700336114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500063817386765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25532843270229605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250680970897658,0.0,0.0,0.061775695883206826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061720966285752875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03418186728118959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360068866281228,0.13179482887261226,0.15193166331907654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770468859609035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265697560489045,0.0,0.0,0.2512051251409465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572198180650727,0.04611831799553456,0.1918807701706251,0.0,0.19844177695766696,0.1167354197514117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429264965439756,0.09460730516253532,0.0,0.0,0.06906245379129455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430805737309049,0.0,0.0,0.05879630784737504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967492066839645,0.0,0.0,0.07079384961464909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045712315456165,0.0,0.0,0.04946158361327551,0.12454017731782024,0.06294672629270795,0.2478149460150876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991208032570663,0.12448391843086733,0.0,0.05269935121924814,0.04788232103143565,0.12302892835297832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868254996119325,0.0,0.0,0.06502185194632573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087259110067546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970670526088462,0.0,0.1481325098412022,0.14507037972710424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668312487559055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371827385587935,0.0,0.0,0.07337085280521574,0.09873823263021048,0.04989071482793227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056123155602699225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674500380940695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767319743521046,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ell_the_cosmonaut,2019/02/21,"Mysterious Ticking Noise I was thinking about things that could've shown I have ADHD before I was diagnosed and I remembered that one day in class it was really quiet and I couldn't concentrate on anything. I finally realized all I could focus on was the ticking clock so I just got up, took the clock off the wall and put it in another room. My teacher and my classmates were like ""why this?"" And I just went ""it's ticking"". Later one of my classmates informed me that they couldn't even hear the clock and was surprised that I could. 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A few days ago I re-discovered it, and it got all my attention and focus, and my life just started to make a bit more sense, and also when talking with my actual girlfriend, she said she also noticed something that could make sense with ADHD, but I asked myself then why my parents didn't try to test me when I was a kid or something, but I also remembered that they didn't believe that I'm bisexual, and that I tried to kill myself when I was younger, so today I went to a doctor and he told me to go to a psychologist. Then a few hours ago, still interested in the subject I discovered this subreddit and reading hundreds of posts from the Top of all time my life started making so much sense, but I'm a bit scared that the psychologist won't agree that I have ADHD because he may think I'm just anxious or something, and... Yeah I think that's it, so, idk help",6.656959830866808,5.548476725581398,7.180634249471459,78.39357293868923,65.46511627906978,10.050739957716704,34.89429175475687,9.095868883498916,2.8781627906976746,836,33,170,12,11,276,113,215,0.084,0.8079999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.2699,1,0,3,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,1,2,15,5,1,1,10,2,11,4,0,3,3,33,30,27,1,1,8,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,14,11,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,9,2,27,3,15,18,8,27,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,3,19,117,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.10310884257611473,0.0,0.5079307752683608,0.0,0.2809834379966167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534886051625618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936563734221765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877776434616116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440930795809012,0.0,0.0,0.1190425501842676,0.0,0.0,0.2307065390290923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436085036179497,0.0,0.0,0.06814190888156008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814740770852732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987427596540609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004896879928591,0.0,0.08450589211233013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164323745690693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405373993363692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168970492485411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926145576675126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872772363356947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158645587266328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767220030586157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202945218925348,0.0,0.0,0.0715978978773878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732283974900423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119299850084536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568851541485187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969209483953297,0.0,0.10050678202342188,0.0,0.1057840147841155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440265108806322,0.0,0.0,0.14957327372077436,0.0,0.08438015046664497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995832263709654,0.10982111577222617,0.0,0.08492544324959975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310783562303664,0.0,0.08388217600954426,0.061611150410628965,0.0,0.10015325188720883,0.10096258375169112,0.0,0.14347230313784465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979478065699887,0.09534164556159892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804152578987456 adhd,Gibby14x,2019/02/21,What great things have you accomplished when in hyper focus mode? I created a business due to my tendency to hyper focus on relevant industry data. ,6.80846153846154,9.061025230769232,8.541538461538464,56.97846153846157,65.92307692307692,12.892307692307696,36.07692307692308,12.161744961471696,6.126292307692308,120,6,15,5,2,42,23,26,0.0,0.7,0.3,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8565133821201515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161248165406302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Exisartreranism,2019/02/21,"Did you notice an increase in confidence and a massive reduction in anxiety when you got on medication? I’ve recently started taking focalin for ADHD and I’m enjoying trying to establish the exact ways in which I find it enhancing. One of the ways I really find it helps me and that I’ve found exciting is with my anxiety. Now, I’ve never been truly tested while on this. I’ve never given any speeches or done anything crazy like that while on focalin, but just walking around my house, talking to my friends, or just thinking in general, I feel a huge reduction in anxiety and a huge boost in confidence. I guess this can be attributed to the drugs effect on dopamine. I was worried before I started taking this, believing that it would exacerbate my paranoia, but I have not had that effect. It honesty works better than any anti-anxiety meds I’ve ever tried: Xanax, Ativan, SSRI’s, and Buspirone. I feel those numb the anxiety, but don’t deal with the underlying problem, whatever that may be. Have you experienced this? How do you react in situations of pure panic now? Is it worse, better, or not much different?",5.679342948717951,7.252744274038463,6.8939615384615385,70.3343717948718,67.79807692307692,10.354358974358977,34.05897435897436,10.504223727775694,4.1086028205128216,891,42,145,25,15,301,122,208,0.131,0.688,0.182,0.9329999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,5,8,9,0,1,9,0,16,4,0,5,5,39,28,15,0,2,10,0,2,1,1,2,4,1,0,0,16,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,8,4,17,6,22,16,2,30,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,5,12,106,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955863408557035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925365265725625,0.0,0.4760001908763185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240758189695592,0.11078238010570336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589347779897368,0.14020683187952546,0.0,0.22012287233562453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829726837139135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001847512956555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273503795737102,0.0,0.0,0.1443166212856129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256757247786346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584620123034268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274808405733392,0.0,0.0,0.13644745301227695,0.0961458516380026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952998646183768,0.0,0.13709013101888698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341281982892541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359275200405922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079751153316355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823027379512806,0.12536518437803365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148134942623212,0.0,0.19195921841751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168138855314533,0.0,0.0,0.08432711173511981,0.0,0.0,0.14600932346361506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907700054355495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972261490426656,0.0,0.12287436470825877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988132615197646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616553753071693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871342144347685,0.10002412856209483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797392924309649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689798904196741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975572012429112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059739816282077,0.12637987686763047,0.12682002508374446,0.08840211459399026,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yogiscott,2019/02/21,"Need some help with a rejection spiral I'll tldr; it. Though I have an excellent track record with my boss, I feel like after a conversation we had yesterday about work schedule that he's disappointed in me. He inquired about my start/end times and I explained that I don't take lunches unless it's a team thing (once a month maybe). He asked me to account for at least a 30 minute lunch daily to (what I would guess ) appease any auditing. Though he didn't say it, I feel like he's disappointed in me. The more time passes, the darker this corner is getting that I'm crouching into. I do this with anyone's perceived rejection. any tips on pulling out of it?",5.57123076923077,5.943073930769232,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,67.38461538461539,8.961538461538463,30.09615384615385,8.841846274778883,2.2377692307692305,521,18,103,8,8,168,88,130,0.10400000000000001,0.789,0.107,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,1,0,18,16,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,7,2,0,5,1,2,2,2,4,0,0,2,3,13,3,17,13,3,15,0,4,0,0,12,7,0,2,8,62,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921126668677862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501776977988081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078833864623927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022946523468265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719631381319826,0.3068747417557786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221258534241747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660206526990105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396109548389674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098592609855383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577326332260968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143366643723226,0.0,0.0,0.15925508746838876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287314482477437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080000240728455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202089931407042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148624736461434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268888967558088,0.0,0.4220363820829078,0.0,0.2504774351782447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636086532333784,0.0,0.0,0.15257205410565206,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deetertheslayer,2019/02/21,"What will testing be like? Hello, my pals! So I'll be getting tested for ADD tomorrow. It won't be a one-and-done type thing, of course. I'll be going into my university's counseling center once a week for I think about 4 weeks? Anyway, tomorrow is a personality evaluation is what my counselor said. I was just wondering if anyone had any input or advice? I'm kind of freaking out haha! I hope each and every one of you has a wonderful day!",1.3307865168539337,3.733529101123597,4.321449438202247,79.93183707865171,83.83146067415731,7.1555056179775285,22.38314606741573,8.238735603445708,1.6762260674157297,346,12,66,8,10,124,67,89,0.036000000000000004,0.8059999999999999,0.158,0.8866,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,19,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,7,4,8,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,6,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259400180186673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723370837147085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167047182712005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911414843738216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948080889458588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207999715214278,0.0,0.13140446157168836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964805160607346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077419852187865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129596679071344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24623577070314295,0.31335369810229785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188747992123246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993782474825527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360856143396098,0.14815283989441572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709324610484379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014842684522229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waytootiredforit,2019/02/21,"Medication Question Hey everyone, hope you're having a good day so far! I'm on Adderall (not the XR kind) and when I take it early enough in the morning my heart rate SKYROCKETS to like 140. Does this happen to anyone else? I try not to take it right when I wake up because of this. I spoke to my psychiatrist about this and she was perplexed by it but in the end said to not take it right when I wake up. Thanks! : ) &#x200B;",0.4442006269592476,2.828743137931036,2.007189132706376,94.75899686520378,88.88505747126436,5.0027168234064785,19.40334378265413,6.574015621080383,0.08406666666666672,331,10,73,4,11,107,59,87,0.019,0.863,0.11800000000000001,0.8143,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,2,4,3,0,0,8,11,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,8,5,13,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,7,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342393958984148,0.22813331589709254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312771603603317,0.1923691241437537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444890934699815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108136850952635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429878082890062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683863799169676,0.0,0.16628823306593382,0.19399297581210967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940043080038462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747338711232345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602416919758625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248125594252952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864752651267454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550974715894145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172376545020478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913548396203736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031975631465308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206700505906199,0.17859051663839992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42348743459245375,0.0,0.0,0.1728523349543567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746797890075576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813331589709254,0.0 adhd,fartingcrow,2019/02/21,"Do You Think ADHD Is A Learned Trait Instead Of Genetic Issue? Hey all, I've really been wondering. I just recently became diagnosed with ADHD and like all of you, it suddenly answered SO MANY of my questions. But, it also got me thinking... It seems like the perception of ADHD is that it largely a genetic issue, but I wonder if actually this is a collection of learned habit from the young age. The reason I am presenting this idea is it seems like almost every one of the ""problems"" with ADHD people and myself, I can correlate to something in the way I was raised by my parents. For instance, the rejection sensitive dysmorphia could very likely have been because I grew up in a unstable household. My lack of ability to focus could be contributed to parents that didn't care about me and left me to play video games while my main was developing. My inability to handle deadlines because none were every imposed on me, etc. etc. What do you guys think of this idea?",6.148683241252303,7.251339149171272,7.047196132596687,71.40276473296503,66.34806629834254,10.453222836095764,34.97283609576427,10.504223727775694,4.0522372007366485,770,36,128,20,12,257,112,181,0.096,0.83,0.07400000000000001,-0.8003,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,0,10,0,18,1,0,1,2,31,27,9,0,5,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,15,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,7,0,19,6,23,17,7,13,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,7,10,100,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.10854271836986504,0.0,0.5346989231369021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137901649643568,0.0,0.0,0.08894918415886212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560740668642504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340460469461147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761339946189664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289432330026687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809778119223905,0.0,0.0,0.18742918058983524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889593852377087,0.0,0.0,0.11013344588996328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112629072943105,0.0,0.2321867712434158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084980931879148,0.0,0.0,0.2173620008296291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276797843257567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537113472535402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470115973579737,0.0,0.0,0.07711165738234989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064304049550593,0.0,0.0,0.12460108572235612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712556593599601,0.11436115680700265,0.1098244693332885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251602636993407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562893405818356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381169694024926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177494760609876,0.0,0.08828780047403209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412445654164177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,radiofreejoe,2019/02/21,"Forgetfulness Story I'm at work with morning and I realize how tired I am and that I'm ""dragging my ass."" I think to myself 'did I get enough sleep? Yes. Did I take my med? Yes.' and then it dawns on me that I forgot to drink my morning coffee. My commute is 45 minutes, I brought the coffee in the car with me. I drink coffee every morning, it's tastes good and it's addictive yet I somehow didn't drink it.",-0.6496899224806221,1.5390315116279076,1.886395348837212,94.30269379844962,94.34883720930232,4.262015503875968,19.95736434108527,5.985473137389443,0.03361550387596912,314,11,69,3,12,107,51,86,0.037000000000000005,0.8859999999999999,0.077,0.4696,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,5,8,2,1,0,12,12,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,4,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,16,1,7,7,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,45,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595481768244791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6996990159096198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600581324663925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059717792675216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243897700139395,0.0,0.0,0.1996946977028213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644591540061182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382572947854738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901055491059387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255548034719066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27364408880364344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332897212375686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jmabeebiz2,2019/02/21,"Ran out of Adderall, can't function Just like the title says, I ran out of adderall about 3 weeks ago and I've had a really hard time focusing on tasks and getting work done. I work from home, and some days I just sit around and do nothing, when I know I have deadlines I need to hit. My wife and I just moved and I just got approved for my new insurance in my new state, but I've had a really hard time even finding a psychiatrist who will call me back. I can't get a hold of my old psychiatrist (she was part of a really weird network) and I don't have any refills. I've left messages for my insurance and the 5-6 psychiatrists they recommended, but I need my medication. My insurance is terrible. I've tried coffee, I've tried Magnesium, I've tried Ginko and some of the other natural things, and it just doesn't work. Any recommendations on what to do next?",3.456673951048952,4.631153312500004,5.043409090909094,83.0173251748252,72.69318181818181,9.051748251748252,27.174825174825173,9.466822959209583,2.203744405594406,677,24,146,16,13,229,96,176,0.073,0.8809999999999999,0.046,-0.4991,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,10,3,0,0,8,0,14,1,0,0,0,27,23,13,0,2,7,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,7,3,21,1,17,14,3,23,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,12,88,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431630998021998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608215190487994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488790892778954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651210542801653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547222846723079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772002742833977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550609978361865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000797455622746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138489599504885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832939602473348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118706726321107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147032401885623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199027745206134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083273272094628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463056631437478,0.0,0.0,0.07402665650346864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264383701600187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104534447810315,0.0,0.2247052925105778,0.0,0.2926843969312861,0.16114680484050084,0.0,0.0,0.14539074374780933,0.0,0.15899826993298238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408502538480674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912092196005723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049745195535565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100665382821523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670897122893714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086232311646742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154289397607508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33093241671160256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,raintaotrees,2019/02/21,"I can only get serious work done if I have the whole day to focus If I have a large amount of work to do or just something I've been procrastinating and it's going to take all my mental energy to tackle it, like a report to write or some program to code, then I need the whole day to do it. Without distractions. Like I can't be asked to go down to the shops to get milk for example. It's only a few minutes, but it breaks my concentration like nothing else. &#x200B; If I know in the morning that I'm expected to be say at an appointment,. I'll have anxiety about preparing for it hours before and just won't be able to settle down to get any work done because there's this break/distraction, even if it's hours away from where I am just now. &#x200B; I can only describe it as asking someone to land a plane for a few minutes. And then go back to normal flight. It's not going to be just a few minutes. There's preparation before landing, and then again before take-off. A few minutes distraction means about an hour lost, or two, or maybe even the rest of the day. Just gone. Or mediocre at best. Just not full speed focus like it was before the distraction. &#x200B; It takes so long to get into the hyper-focused zone, to narrow my focus down to a point where all I can tunnel vision see is the task at hand, that if I have to break it for a few minutes, it takes absolute ages to get back.",4.594487030584592,4.879562062717773,5.511957026713127,83.94337495160669,69.48780487804878,8.46837011227255,27.442702284165698,8.344100000000001,1.673001703445606,1100,33,230,15,18,362,137,287,0.052000000000000005,0.862,0.085,0.8824,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,6,19,10,0,3,20,0,21,2,1,0,2,34,42,20,0,8,20,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,5,1,0,2,1,1,5,5,5,0,1,6,3,13,5,41,31,14,39,0,1,1,0,4,16,0,11,20,162,29,6,0.0873080619830526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28379474604514343,0.318266554959026,0.05937247606949215,0.0,0.06679042844436077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324250446424707,0.0,0.08202879823873085,0.13426902091985096,0.0,0.05322218422073558,0.0,0.2971709208198441,0.0,0.09162442457184344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891943148993774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869292024065964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293468266102163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533230303572554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807429439388135,0.0,0.19847673456018697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25794256255049264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479822275628085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061723593745656,0.0,0.0,0.07726488743051549,0.0,0.0,0.09530706322478152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771268326310741,0.09510407473496896,0.0,0.0,0.08798599140358328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473782168399707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554336348660888,0.08377444018419207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920514617018556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825343390335553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943087517793649,0.0,0.0,0.06957322158760204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397583759287046,0.06721401160053417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625791879555084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528729019985709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495266650686746,0.0,0.08416185615620528,0.0,0.1906839268729857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318266554959026,0.0 adhd,stapledshots,2019/02/21,"concerta od?? my normal prescription is one 36mg and one 18mg tablet taken together. the thing about that is ive been off my meds for like 4 months and just got back on this week. this morning i accidentally took my dose 2x, am i gonna be fine? if not what can i do that isnt calling poison control?",2.190937500000004,3.385894968750001,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,75.875,7.620000000000001,23.7375,8.238735603445708,1.1340662499999996,234,7,54,4,5,80,52,64,0.039,0.8290000000000001,0.132,0.6917,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,0,7,13,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,0,7,2,4,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444707020339894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31133405583344953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419680534464625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438540850500341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895733512355144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386719735509174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433659775892347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987344483095845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132123676107242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256010297565705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33875192630811857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445700838728569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nerdymama87,2019/02/21,I dunno if this is a good thing or what.. I found an advantage to adhd! Im waiting for the kids bus and like it was 8:09... I guess my brain noped out for a bit cus it was suddently 8:15 and the bus was coming! I was weirdly so happy i didnt have to wait 😂,-2.3352118644067796,-0.5785497118644045,1.0862499999999995,100.41039194915257,96.96610169491524,4.3059322033898315,14.154661016949152,5.985473137389443,-0.93325593220339,193,4,51,2,8,69,44,59,0.037000000000000005,0.747,0.21600000000000005,0.8892,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,0,11,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,0,6,4,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669959127506058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333854178210847,0.0,0.0,0.3408943904201642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630495849228367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348229132133225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561302273366224,0.0,0.0,0.3363999549072553,0.0,0.0,0.3250724996212928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298524647537247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918856657458318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028745437951934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Northern_dragon,2019/02/21,"Job applications and challenges. Applying for summer jobs now, and god do I hate this. I'm quite good at interviews if I remember not to speak too long. But then having everything organized... Writing applications is incredibly taxing. Looking for jobs is harder. And I just had an interview, and while collecting all my things last night, could not find my end of work statement from my previous job. I can always ask to get a new copy, but it will take a couple weeks at least. Luckily I have my old boss to recommend me so she can at least confirm my employment. How about you guys? Anything you had to learn the hard way?",3.7345920745920793,6.193268333333336,4.694933954933955,80.34678321678324,75.06837606837607,9.04087024087024,27.73038073038073,9.573946990214177,2.8925452991453,493,20,91,14,11,160,88,117,0.033,0.8590000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.8363,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,6,3,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,1,19,17,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,14,2,12,13,3,15,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,11,63,17,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807731340258422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655639985053925,0.0,0.15513367964452895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324914490745443,0.18361203383909752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697565166202967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913826777901665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516682849465517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669801933699603,0.0,0.0,0.13918455481503514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430899787675662,0.0,0.0,0.14865173487765151,0.16383369748401247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6586886358724829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352651484273033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685374172314794,0.1393497650495611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026813808360432,0.0,0.1557256371320944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412856269653448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650009609159073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879803133805216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476798171928327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024471166508007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317172989858593,0.1331089290654035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080799389823707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,growithosman,2019/02/21,"ClickBank Affiliate Marketing – Make Money Without A Website # How to Make an Extra $1,000 or More per Month Online For most people, an extra $1,000 or so per month could really make a big difference. What would $1,000 extra do for your lifestyle? Could you payoff some credit card bills, drive a nicer car, upgrade your home, or take a great trip here and there? Regardless of how you’d spend it, focusing on making an extra $1,000 per month is a great way to get started online. Sure, you may want to quit your day job, but you have to start somewhere. What’s the old phrase? You have to walk before you can run, right? Where to Start I recently stumbled across a program that’s made exactly for someone that’s looking to make $1,000 or more per month and scale things up from there. It’s called Clickbank Pirate. Here’s a link if you want to check it out: [http://cbpirate.com](http://cbpirate.com/?hop=godeals1) The really great thing about this program is that it takes failure out of the equation completely. You Can’t Fail... Most people that decide to promote Clickbank affiliate programs fail because they’re looking for a magic button. Let me tell you right now... Clickbank Pirate is NOT a magic button. You will not get rich overnight. Most of the “gurus” promoting those get rich overnight type of programs are lying to you. They’re either leaving something out, or they’re blowing smoke. Big money can be made online, but it takes work to find a successful campaign. That’s where Clickbank Pirate comes in. They’ve spent countless hours testing and tweaking to come up with campaigns that are proven to convert. Instead of just teaching you how to do it, they give you a business in a box with all of the tested and proven campaigns, squeeze pages, and giveaway reports they’ve used to make money. You don’t have to write a single word. All you have to do is send traffic to the squeeze pages using the exact methods they teach. Many of the methods to generate traffic are free and can have you making money in as little as a few minutes. 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Here’s a link: [http://cbpirate.com/](http://cbpirate.com/?hop=godeals1) If you aren’t earning at least $1,000 per month online, I highly recommend that you check it out today.",6.787445626588831,8.231744186046518,5.915620468882405,78.85157965351664,65.10017889087656,7.959344694473214,32.062941342623105,8.119692808369301,2.4348146690518786,2476,97,411,29,38,747,246,559,0.047,0.841,0.111,0.9881,2,0,4,0,0,0,103.0,0,27,5,15,19,15,0,1,36,0,34,0,0,16,6,77,76,27,0,10,15,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,23,19,0,1,5,0,19,10,7,3,0,3,4,6,36,14,72,63,24,64,0,2,4,0,38,31,0,14,22,262,59,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898830368359668,0.0,0.0,0.04476120931381381,0.0,0.12496414778495152,0.0,0.07705846925613732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497850268688787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265039549840681,0.07698817409167595,0.0,0.0,0.11725304309720765,0.0,0.0,0.04735517805089582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671694366157909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198524026631475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711213469071481,0.062458073311898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685427877851449,0.14087822982816284,0.04173099427263607,0.0,0.0,0.2428648754241564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775810290059802,0.07365457051294348,0.0,0.07231208315551628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728662562273576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774996604988912,0.0,0.07508541027833239,0.0,0.0,0.14718889108596886,0.0,0.0,0.12332255493521666,0.0,0.0,0.06242611368249783,0.0,0.13895926318936822,0.3921116761756161,0.07444476979326313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930488371360989,0.0,0.0,0.0544461530345982,0.0,0.07091750838672273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705064745281867,0.0,0.09951383099486574,0.05584552992120268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527178103748215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916812518288135,0.0,0.0,0.07381572116487208,0.0,0.07810003407104693,0.0,0.0,0.0940800966950214,0.0,0.07250158645055714,0.0,0.0,0.25082946333091416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062215559153415874,0.05652869167478596,0.0,0.0,0.3638104939729374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692053024795123,0.0,0.16562682693716765,0.0,0.06417956949419802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463474965938966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960144136464656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190255422545648,0.0,0.0,0.08661982599839291,0.0582839656540675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078225959353397,0.0,0.05345667593637461,0.0,0.0,0.052161356592694184,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Professorflippers,2019/02/21,"Doctor Won’t Refill Meds, Need Advice Hey all. I’m diagnosed ADD and currently take 108 mg Concerta daily. My doctor now refuses to fill my prescription because he wants my psychiatrist to take over. However, my psychiatrist won’t prescribe me Concerta because he doesn’t like to prescribe stimulants. I feel trapped. I have no more refills for my medication and we’re quickly running out. Any ideas? I need the meds for my schoolwork and I’ll get nothing done if I go without them. Any advice or support would be so appreciated. Thank you so much. 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I don’t know why but I get really nervous about phone calls. I HATE not seeing the other persons face and also having to respond reasonably fast. My preferred ways of conversation are face to face and messages. Face to face I can get off of facial cues as well as voice. Messages give me time to think about what I want to say and edit it to be as clear as possible. But phone calls are just sooooo awkward and unless I’m prepared to write important information or instructions down, I will likely forget at least part of it. Weirdly there is one exception to the above, at work I always answer the phone and have no problem making phone calls either, no anxiety,no hesitation, I just do it. The reason for this post is that I need to call an ADHD coach and make a first appointment as well as apologise that it took me almost a year to contact her after my psychiatrist recommended her to me.😑 And well I’ve been procrastinating for almost 4 hours now. TL:DR: Have to make a phone call, hate making phone calls, procrastinate, feel frustrated due to inaction and shared in hope that I’m not alone and that someone will add a little outside pressure and tell me to Just Do It! 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Hey guys, I'm looking for any advice you may have (and would like to use this opportunity to rant a little bit). Like a lot of you, I procrastinate doing a lot of shit in my life, no matter how important it is and how severe the consequences may be. Most people already hate applying for jobs as it is, so applying when you have ADHD just make it 1000 times more difficult. The fact that I desperately need to get a job within the next month still hasn't been enough to motivate me to do any applications. I have enough money to cover a bill at the end of this month, but I won't for the next few months that follow if I don't get a job I end up starting these applications by filling out all my personal details, but when it comes to the detailed questions, I delay doing them until the last minute, and then they just don't end up getting done full stop. I find myself struggling to convince any prospective employer that I can organise myself, manage my time and prioritise tasks effectively. Truth is, I struggle to do any of those things, but I need a job regardless. Anyway, my procrastination has actually led to me finding a job opportunity that is too good to miss. It'd allow me to be in the job for at least 12 months, and I really need some stability to get my shit together. For the past 4 years, things have been anything but stable. I went to uni, changed course, dropped out. Did an apprenticeship, quit after a few months. And since then, all I've had is temporary retail work that usually lasts between 3-6 months. Those applications have always been easy to apply for as they usually involve online questions which determine your capability. But having to write long, detailed responses, providing evidence of skills I can't even convince myself I have, is another story. Anyway, I've known about the job role since it was posted last week, and I now have 4 days to complete it, so time is running out. I can't just let the deadline pass without me even giving it a shot. I've been doing some research into what the role would entail, highlighting stuff on the job description...but I just take one look at the questions and don't even know where to start. I was just wondering if anyone had any advice on how to motivate myself or make the job application process less daunting? I am in the process of re-registering to my local GP (just need to hang in the form), where I will seek getting my (probable) ADHD diagnosed, but until then, I still gotta do this shit",8.118170068027213,6.893411289795921,8.31454081632653,71.81575680272111,62.63265306122449,11.595238095238097,35.11054421768708,10.686352973137794,3.5737891156462585,2012,72,379,42,24,662,240,490,0.092,0.823,0.085,-0.6521,13,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,4,3,8,26,17,5,2,28,0,51,6,4,12,4,71,79,32,0,9,16,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,2,25,13,0,2,11,0,3,8,9,9,0,1,12,2,44,8,60,56,17,71,0,1,2,0,18,22,4,14,41,270,69,18,0.0,0.0,0.055783494859272385,0.0,0.206098864193917,0.1675790268985338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630815300633084,0.0,0.04756475178632105,0.061936811338495185,0.0,0.2332395303461642,0.05994109100286114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997016639578089,0.0,0.04704082882020316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062407921146188663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047158203302476,0.049241439114808834,0.059935019226442426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036865837389159724,0.0,0.0,0.05801992061781549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699656011295535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189013063038898,0.11813070151029476,0.0,0.11326819249676028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449311548097848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919394584857407,0.054836599990562965,0.0,0.04794617333670427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660101944104608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643728837873245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567261208551996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031415657452153925,0.1397880589882076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845372437717991,0.04037638985378779,0.05585456232339545,0.05729301364292325,0.0,0.050588048114668056,0.09600616962671116,0.0,0.0,0.09719701416316934,0.0,0.0,0.0763143857084899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376497071548617,0.0,0.0,0.1695445445971315,0.0,0.0,0.12158842070299435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873558143405231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456919014088095,0.0396300904176778,0.04991311075225605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474699328041836,0.0,0.061632103383919876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210917496560173,0.06080059825889692,0.0,0.0,0.03662051003786133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457867483225778,0.2347107385264345,0.0945727552055214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092147809270618,0.0,0.09130195960265987,0.04779138679542035,0.0,0.11951975653328599,0.06543872456880774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429799648842739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595400311440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999977850493689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937105619463895,0.12591541047717206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585324710859009,0.0,0.0,0.05299129374127688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510373690091428,0.06199156045123689,0.04161583175375926,0.0,0.0,0.0812148605196876,0.0,0.0,0.0368115285681208 adhd,PumpkinFloss,2019/02/21,"Psychiatrist said adhd disappeared at 18 I knew going to one would be dumb as shit, specially to some old dude in the public health sector in a remote province of Spain. But I was pressured by my dad whod rather take every authorities words over mine. The result was the most awkward doctors appointment. I literally couldve told the guy i was gonna kill myself and he wouldn't have seen anything wrong with it. Ugh. Thank god I got my way and convinced him to go to a private psychologist at the same time. What a painful fucking experience honestly. And everytime I try to explain each sectors qualifications AS a psychology student he still thinks i'm ""getting bs out of the internet"". Anyways rant over. Peace x",3.9346670493685423,6.559492156716419,5.0732835820895525,77.0488117106774,75.19402985074628,8.003673938002297,30.456946039035593,8.841846274778883,2.89874466130884,575,27,100,13,13,189,104,134,0.196,0.708,0.09699999999999999,-0.9248,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,13,4,2,10,0,8,5,1,1,0,18,23,6,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,0,1,8,2,11,4,18,10,4,14,0,0,1,1,10,7,3,2,3,61,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540079176495142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392734821504746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163310369742597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807589957008127,0.0,0.0,0.20674597386931426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539450727564026,0.11042438593346583,0.0,0.24023609931725076,0.0,0.1690400875845851,0.0,0.0,0.2092749099994912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246607293777011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338332505511737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178176336995956,0.0,0.14321977587051465,0.0,0.22489686967900446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010472265472374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695310952921376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687885621788608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891283181403207,0.0,0.0,0.1945875021748796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354278992254399,0.0,0.0,0.12324293609912867,0.0,0.0,0.201958982664378,0.0,0.1434963295585678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776394626493665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014069352215134,0.2310837683034269,0.0,0.0 adhd,shortcompsci,2019/02/21,"Concerned and Torn I can't decide what to do right now. (For reference it is roughly 6am where I am as I am writing this post) Do I get in bed and allow myself to sleep for the first time in roughly 48 hours? or Do I pull out the practice exam and prepare for the real exam I have tomorrow? &#x200B; The two big reasons why I am unable to make this decision for myself are: * I know that if I tell myself ""I'll do the practice exam later"", there is roughly an 80% chance that I never end up doing the practice exam. I need to get this practice in if I want to avoid the panic, stress, and anxiety that would accompany going into this exam ""blind"". I also set a goal for myself last night and told myself that I was going to complete my homework assignment for Class A as well as go over this practice exam before I went to bed. If I don't do what I told myself I was going to do, I will most likely get down on myself, begin to mentally beat myself up, and spiral into a depression. * I know that staying up for 48 hours straight is already pushing it as far as my health goes. I recently had a scare where I was extremely sleep deprived (at most 10 hours total sleep over a 4-5 day period) and extreme headaches, nausea, and other scary symptoms of sleep deprivation. I also know that I will need to get up earlier than usual tomorrow morning, so my success in doing that can be made more or less likely depending on how much I sleep. So, I would greatly appreciate your thoughts on what I should do, as I am being extremely indecisive. &#x200B; Thanks",5.656465949820786,5.545414632258068,6.923440860215057,76.09960573476705,67.19354838709678,9.21146953405018,31.738351254480285,8.841846274778883,2.6163620071684583,1216,45,227,18,18,415,155,310,0.102,0.8340000000000001,0.065,-0.9068,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,4,11,14,0,5,13,0,32,8,5,6,2,43,54,24,0,9,5,0,3,2,0,5,3,0,3,0,18,11,0,1,8,0,0,7,3,8,1,2,9,4,40,6,43,38,6,52,0,3,1,0,5,24,0,9,20,178,58,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716174979166396,0.1553154173278896,0.0,0.21043424510750425,0.2359951449739489,0.0,0.0,0.07428780968971903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826322623067672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181651471764797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262701044493513,0.0,0.08363949093086934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600939217391393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260052164666637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294093236624708,0.0,0.2207562105568278,0.0,0.0,0.107062569261517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322189591677446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868972163218294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010503328231,0.07915646616964246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488470914411247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918865009632925,0.06482074149588904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786262398654397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138599108356705,0.14400958607396958,0.07489613533417938,0.0,0.0,0.09112983847437604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393601349634773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930031911064018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053084135218902,0.0,0.09984380949383996,0.09588302269782123,0.0,0.0,0.08293020988665395,0.0,0.0,0.0972226447355183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858936303745613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350484199588958,0.0,0.0,0.1112375679449366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093301284670697,0.0,0.0,0.08487719262178015,0.08940454770104637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709337761911761,0.05662480290943371,0.0,0.0,0.1855828488208338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486098728348198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695139844362947,0.0,0.05727716556898465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873122895458673,0.09002064083322359,0.08762540308053163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379663199932092,0.0,0.2359951449739489,0.0 adhd,JamnJ27,2019/02/21,Shortage Anyone else’s Pharmacy out of 20mg & 30mg of Adderral! They all say it’s backordered..This is awful. ,-0.12456521739130365,2.0616946956521787,2.5568478260869583,86.97266304347826,102.04347826086956,5.778260869565218,23.14130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.6077043478260866,90,4,17,2,4,31,20,23,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388625125264821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34774835553643385,0.5095787141750863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154597669273413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955009354473108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlexandreZani,2019/02/21,"Can stimulants cause long-term change to your personality? So, I just got diagnosed a few months back and got put on Adderall. One of the issues I was having was focusing at work. I'd get really bored, get almost nothing done and have awkward ""why are your tasks taking so long?"" conversations. That's fixed. But here is the thing. It's not just fixed. Today, while out with friends, I was obsessing over a task I had been working on. As soon as I got home, I hopped on my laptop, and now it's 2am and I'm a bit concerned by this. This was probably the most extreme example so far, but I have skipped meals, not budged from my chair for hours on end and such. Those sorts of things used to happen occasionally, but now, it's a very frequent occurence. What kind of freaks me out is that the effects seem to extend outside the period when I take stimulants. According to the pharmacist, my dose should have stopped acting some 9 hours ago. It sort of feels like I'm not just more focused when on the meds. My preferences and behaviors are changing generally. Is that something others have experienced?",4.151616950097576,6.0035889289099575,4.741583495957626,83.17449958182327,72.03317535545023,8.377028157234456,27.57764148313354,9.007467420416297,2.183375020908837,868,32,170,18,17,277,135,211,0.064,0.902,0.035,-0.5882,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,3,14,7,0,2,11,0,19,3,0,5,0,34,32,17,0,2,9,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,14,9,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,10,2,15,3,23,21,5,29,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,6,18,114,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261296907931151,0.0,0.14248083782858498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941065782297542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534159934387054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616892926724498,0.3010435885489457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441928359484058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560998373191053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602489867380676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194506751849439,0.1016505465849136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993132442763694,0.0,0.1486791720752392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414020380164753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582477253356014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272642467181682,0.0,0.28024995645162964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851166198138666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817101379432954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951470969240922,0.0,0.0,0.25184073295468634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804984630545404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357289164103887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652913451681906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641800369195452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424035779561805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341048595671078,0.0,0.0,0.14303869933750452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115331024637184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953361422358858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095402226627588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895910524357416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139656749413852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905959537928124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487234816249974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228911120530042,0.0,0.11740246805833394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839275183047666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717465808582547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sunaaay,2019/02/21,"REMEMBER TO FILL YOUR PRESCRIPTIONS I waited until I was out of vyvanse. Found out I needed prior authorization (new insurance) Doc struggling to get it done... places me on adderall for the duration I have not slept in 24 hrs and have not eaten in 30. I physically can not do either. 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I took Concerta from age 8 to age 15 before I was finally able to function without it. Due in part to ADHD, I’ve had a hard time with college, and it’s taken longer than I wanted. Now I’m nearing the end of my school career and it’s not gotten any easier to focus on increasingly important lecture, and papers don’t get any easier either—they just get longer. I don’t want to, but I feel like it’s necessary. 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I was diagnosed very late in life (24F) so all of this is still really new to me. But...how do you avoid or lessen the chance of hyperfocusing on a hobby, interest, project, etc., without crashing and burning yourself out? Thank you for any information!",4.3309615384615405,7.022076326923081,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,74.19230769230771,8.775384615384615,31.55384615384615,9.3871,3.3248415384615377,227,11,40,6,5,74,47,52,0.079,0.774,0.147,0.5792,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,9,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,9,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165268679469191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32317519259087474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551066425409053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35917562004973624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489943847174815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075183133458127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049447484376217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397891376342064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542792894605723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293145288710403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26271813764039176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069318364417362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,timelady314,2019/02/21,"Finding out I have ADHD I recently found out I had ADHD. Throughout all of my life, I always wondered why I was so useless and why I could never study and pay attention to anything. I always figured I was lazy. My teachers always said so. My mom said so. Everyone said so. I went along through school doing mediocre at best. I never studied for anything and got a bare minimum GPA. Even for subjects I liked, physics, for example, I never studied and did alright. Not amazing, just average. I always wondered what would happen if I actually studied and applied myself. I’m so disappointed in myself because I applied to so many amazing schools with a low chance of acceptance. I really want to go an amazing college just because I hope I can start over again. I guess even if I don’t end up in my dream college right away, I’m okay with going to community. I’m glad I finally realised that my “incompetence” is not my fault. I have ADHD and it’s not ideal. But despite everything, I did alright in high school. I’m graduating. Not top of my class, but still graduating. Not with honors, but I still did pretty well. Seeing this page here makes me realised that I’m not the only one and that it’s okay to have ADHD. 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Ive just been precribed 10mg of Ritalin twice a day, how do I know if it works? How do I know I I need a higher dose? Thanks",-1.9206060606060584,-0.05775245454545441,0.9472727272727288,101.33257575757578,96.27272727272728,4.751515151515153,14.151515151515152,6.42735559955562,-0.8577303030303027,148,3,40,2,6,51,31,44,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,4,0,10,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,1,4,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264616348083114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37273877988392695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947565033437192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634055781125098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651839331604534,0.26748265218590744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321190788545702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626215565205833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DesperateRuin,2019/02/21,"Can't stay ""mentally present"" long enough to have conversations. Then I think I do better with written conversations, but miss or forget half the points I needed to address and get over-focused on just a couple, and often just miss the point.n't do all three like other people. Let alone remember multiple responses to different points and address them sequentially or fully before getting sidetracked. Then I have a hard time filtering out background noise to hear what people are saying. Then on top of this, I'm pulled into my own thoughts without realizing it and have to settle back into the conversation after having half an entire imaginary conversation from tangential thoughts right before I might have actually had a chance to fit into the ongoing real conversation... ... if I could have actually stayed mentally present long enough. ""...*What*?"" Then I think I do better with written conversations, but miss or forget half the points I needed to address and get overfocused on just a couple, and often just miss the point.",9.66221590909091,10.347168062500009,8.906954545454548,62.55168181818182,58.71590909090909,11.812727272727273,38.054545454545455,11.407655852321104,4.79993590909091,833,36,120,21,10,263,98,176,0.091,0.815,0.094,0.5574,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,0,0,11,0,15,0,0,0,1,39,32,16,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,5,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,4,5,3,11,3,20,24,4,28,0,4,0,0,9,14,0,7,12,93,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.22254944409220195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809845209628388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768036959030995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405858470160647,0.0,0.0,0.2016967142537164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104195082639804,0.25233926978198895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913482205487193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564247827839346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872451848837273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214654629805928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851766172336246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660119089058685,0.0,0.055708242314521775,0.0,0.0,0.20182209834702688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982648394050956,0.12096551739555955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910039539538324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810509208911427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538965824043197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978864453119895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917131306708976,0.09737915137713267,0.0,0.09067951423007822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430770087465073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612886984065554,0.0,0.1810507340957463,0.0664905498461235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991876759997414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,datrapl0rd,2019/02/21,"Finally came to terms with my ADHD at age 28, Started Vyvanse today I've never felt so calm and in control, confident and self assured. It was beautiful. I've been more productive today than I have been in weeks. My mind feels sharp and focused and I wish I had gotten this taken care of when I was younger, particularly in college (I did awful). Also, I'm glad to find this community! 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That is until you ride with someone. For me at least. Car rides with most people give me a little anxiety. I enjoy blasting music and spacing out while my body is on auto pilot or just looking around and enjoying the stupid things. These stupid things range from noticing some cars are dirty but it's not all from salt and mud or finding that the leather under my butt has progressively gotten softer with time. When I ride with people, they want to talk because they feel quietness is awkward. And then they disturb the one ""normal"" thing I can handle about my life. This leads to me driving one handed while I try and channel my growing distress into flexing my now free hand. By this time I have now lost any sense of our conversation and then feel embarrassed to top it all off. Obviously this does not always happen to me. There are plenty of times when I enjoy the talks and want it to keep going. Dates are a good example of this. Anyway, I am not sure if this is just me, but I'm perfectly content riding with people and not expecting anything from them. I actually prefer if they don't talk and just enjoy this car ride with me. 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End rant- thanks for understanding",3.516371308016879,4.876036860759495,4.332341772151898,87.45311181434599,72.79746835443036,7.2919831223628675,23.29324894514768,7.793537801064563,0.9705172995780592,308,8,64,4,6,99,55,79,0.18899999999999997,0.696,0.115,-0.6232,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,11,1,1,0,0,15,18,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,7,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,5,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644774973211123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830132612366764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456673006339425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189568040064322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28384972758000754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491384280072985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127237338142207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857596200885315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183823166885888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751350994849676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397172320599275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223200104577736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234806062339,0.20260791892396784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581945463537249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tetra_nova,2019/02/21,"Cocaine? Since coke’s a stimulant I imagine people with adhd are affected differently, to what extent is this? Just curious because I’m probably going to be trying it this weekend and want to be safe about it",5.48,7.402605717948718,7.331282051282053,65.65538461538463,68.74358974358975,10.328205128205127,36.07692307692308,10.504223727775694,4.676292307692306,169,9,25,5,3,59,33,39,0.040999999999999995,0.7859999999999999,0.174,0.644,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762957570720938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159103240145094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140666864459581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523596086922115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747561563546039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42729652280232333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32783733827343264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269073080700071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337579067923843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ominecaflow,2019/02/21,"ADHD benefits? I love a lot of things about my ADHD mind, yeah my life falls apart sometimes but there are some really glorious moments. I'm lucky and have shaped my life around it so it works. My career choice means I get a lot of variety, a lot of time off, and I get spend a lot of time outside in nature. ADHD is a double edged sword, and the positives for me include: -Lots of creative ideas -I'm really good at solving problems that other people can't -I can be very charismatic (although usually embarrassed about it after) -I understand new things really quickly -I am very empathetic -I can feel happiness incredibly intensely The are a million negatives as well, and I am very comforted by this subreddit, as I have been struggling a lot lately. I am trying to achieve some big long term goals and have to face my weaknesses everyday. What are the greatest strengths that you think are associated with your ADHD? 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I was very inclined to label it all as a kid being a kid and so on... Reading some of your stories gave me perspective on this. Thanks!!!",2.134375000000002,3.6605336875000014,4.085833333333337,87.14250000000001,76.70833333333334,6.466666666666668,26.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.3084833333333332,179,7,37,2,4,61,38,48,0.038,0.77,0.192,0.8213,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,8,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708014758139367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918511061481313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7213325005505486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232307297139274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FreudTheGoat,2019/02/21,"We know about the great benefits adderall can provide if used in moderation, but can we talk about the many negative effects? For instance, I could be asking the professor to clarify a concept and next thing you know I’m sweating profusely like that meme from Key & Peele. There’s also the occasional insomnia and other little annoyances. No doubt this medication helps me out a lot in other areas of my life, but lately I’ve been starting to wonder if this help is worth what it’s doing to me.",6.4458865248226935,7.331288765957446,7.215744680851063,71.23333333333333,65.59574468085107,10.521985815602838,33.751773049645394,10.504223727775694,3.783083687943263,400,17,68,10,6,133,74,94,0.125,0.7120000000000001,0.162,0.457,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,1,4,5,1,1,6,0,7,4,1,2,0,17,14,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,11,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,4,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866297196097487,0.0,0.2556162856681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055082010400284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836075968232865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600996456135908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316260773769182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593079461534985,0.0,0.26612497949346664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663535916802572,0.11525727148509216,0.2364511027553269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005684438825576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918310386213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376618503991886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090071484704274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669834724602133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962138169837114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567329649214585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375679230585436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558422379659375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,juicy_weetbix,2019/02/21,"Sure I'm ADHD not sure whether to get checked. Ever since growing up I've had a tough time at school etc many teachers use to tell my mother I should be checked for ADHD but she never did. I still find today that I have troubled concentrating and just thinking a bit differently. I'm sure that I probably do but don't want to be checked for job possibilities. As such I'm trying to become a cop in AUS and if you have ADHD your pretty much out. What word other redditors do? 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I finally decided it was time to see a psychiatrist for issues that I believe were tell tell signs of ADHD. My psychiatrist concluded that based on the information I provided I may have ADHD, but definitely do have a form of Binge Eating Disorder. So far its been three months of wellbutrin and strattera. The wellbutrin did absolutely nothing no matter the dosage so he took me off. The strattera (40mg) thus far has been nothing but severe side effects such as urine retention, delayed orgasm, and erectile dysfunction. My psychiatrist finally ordered a test to determine if in fact I do have ADHD. The department of neurology called me to schedule the exam and I was stunned that they told me to take the whole day off since this test could take 6 TO 8 HOURS. I am wondering if anyone has taken this 6-8 hour exam. What exactly does it entail ? All I was told was that part of it was computer based, you can not cheat it, and is very accurate at determining ADHD. &#x200B;",5.29011583011583,7.0687115135135175,6.4662741312741305,72.23871621621623,69.0,10.042471042471043,32.67374517374517,10.290406445055957,3.77318532818533,790,36,135,22,14,265,114,185,0.07,0.863,0.066,0.23800000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,0,10,0,21,4,2,3,3,23,29,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,13,1,15,0,17,14,4,20,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,4,9,93,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772697785464776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211983019846945,0.1369534080213929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880854418838289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269841096882699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508818507754523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998872637687859,0.0,0.0,0.07268778784048319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917393570988986,0.0,0.09863214357708196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532913864888855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469337450783491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199073364531935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763860096736155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996300965337035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629407632454187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205253955457032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981424207148933,0.0,0.0,0.12732875061742074,0.0,0.09323380197909532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948583242100207,0.0,0.19702474462555894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572134980016378,0.0,0.0,0.21539598722793876,0.12522351364985188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929964819478536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583523935342908,0.0,0.0,0.12222777815715585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369534080213929,0.0 adhd,SoaringMeadowlark,2019/02/21,"Change the name ADHD sounds like something that’s not very serious. Just a little trouble focusing. In actuality it can have some very dark effects on people. It should be considered as serious as bi-polar or depression in my opinion. There needs to be a new name for it. Something that accurately reflects the real nature of the disorder. 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Hi, fellow ADHDiers! Do you you guys take longer time In taking tests. Are you always the last or pretty much the last person to turn it in? I'm wondering because that's what I do and I've been diagnosed.",0.7288666666666686,3.1097532200000018,2.056000000000001,95.16466666666668,86.8,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3514666666666661,191,4,41,2,6,61,35,50,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.593,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690898937996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693150930889672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799330006595564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448352590644161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662045786937271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651278667074806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961370287271664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285280410989927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066782542792168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619654855312014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443314124959332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360013410938425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TachiFoodKoma,2019/02/21,"RSD research? I keep seeing things on this sub about RSD, and it struck me because the concept is so accurate it's scary. I deal with this phenomena constantly. HOWEVER, I have one major concern- aside from personal anecdotes, the only sources I can find about it are from one doctor, William Dodson, who wrote roughly 3 papers on it and hasn't published anything in years. I'm not sure if I'm just looking in the wrong places, or if it's simply called something else, but I don't feel super great about all the research about this being from a single individual. Why have no other experts written on this topic? Does anyone have resources on RSD from anyone that isn't W. Dodson? I don't mean to invalidate anyone because it's Definitely A Thing, I'd just like to find more varied information. I'm always trying to be a good skeptic with my own health. Sorry for the ramble, and thanks for the help!",5.380645472061657,6.617955306358383,5.993193641618498,77.77202552986516,68.1907514450867,7.8475915221579955,30.02360308285164,8.07648339933343,2.1658134874759147,720,27,127,9,12,234,111,173,0.13,0.769,0.10099999999999999,-0.3193,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,9,0,12,2,0,0,2,21,23,8,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,4,8,6,21,19,5,9,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,3,3,83,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830960463665246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486778152210298,0.0,0.13678613241021548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026541685088604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973073729446092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962639141201522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136706886582334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013474977732235,0.14546155575388908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885673508649785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404658535018084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038468812862071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139418708791561,0.0,0.1832597917690801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176685682794623,0.0,0.0,0.11141476838413657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774530758857926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120742926197455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958419696377494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106394419369504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252719819744911,0.12641894180934649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513820329270208,0.17366609019967225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245701560125972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796543238960376,0.0,0.186071361719489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566617976300022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303442564395633,0.0,0.0,0.22086035870674164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128534881766226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998905063631762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817371175573953,0.0,0.10704119691825734 adhd,throwaway_777_,2019/02/21,"Anyone ""accidentally"" got addicted to their prescribed stimulant? I started on vyvanse almost 2 months ago. Kept building up a tolerance so we gradually titrated to the max dose. Still nothing. So we tried the max dose of Adderall xr. Still nothing, so I just stopped taking it. This was maybe 2 weeks ago. Now I have incredibly suicidal mood swings, absolutely no attention span, and general anhedonia. The psychiatrist and I thought it was bipolar symptoms, which I am also diagnosed with. So we are upping the mood stabilizer and anti depressant. Now I realize it's withdrawal. Something in my mind just tells me I'm addicted to it. I can just tell there's some kind of craving for it. I keep randomly visualizing swallowing a vyvanse pill, or just thinking the word ""Adderall"" in my head. Same feelings I had towards my preferred brand of cigarettes when I quit smoking. I feel so fucking stupid. I took the medications as prescribed, I never snorted the adderall XR's. Never took one too many. Like I said, I stopped cold turkey because I thought I was getting nothing out of them. I can't believe that I was actually addicted the whole time and that's probably why I kept building up a tolerance and needing to increase the dose. Has anyone had a similar experience? I feel so guilty and shameful and I think it would be somewhat comforting if someone else has made the same honest mistake. TL DR: Took vyvanse and adderall Xr as prescribed. Quit the max dose cold turkey because I thought they were doing nothing for me. Now experiencing withdrawal a couple weeks later and feel so stupid, ashamed, guilty, and weak that I got addicted. Anyone else had such an experience?",4.790352846832398,7.6028126910299,5.707100469698705,72.63222591362127,73.25249169435216,8.669996563180204,36.62515752090732,9.314750747691287,4.14709843051896,1344,79,212,34,29,440,163,301,0.132,0.799,0.069,-0.9756,0,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,3,2,21,14,3,2,17,0,18,18,1,2,2,54,43,23,1,5,6,0,4,1,0,1,15,1,0,0,11,15,1,5,12,0,0,4,4,8,0,1,20,9,35,4,21,21,6,31,0,1,0,1,9,9,1,6,19,144,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.08862148458698979,0.39600319778383597,0.0,0.0,0.16100248240904316,0.0,0.09093722676189528,0.0,0.0,0.07262402187218887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049804036763332,0.0930498015954354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107188937409106,0.0,0.0,0.10231641887128397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048410050582723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821807162799238,0.09217442388185956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172709459050232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766727758641368,0.0,0.0,0.1836733983049787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395619395458084,0.04744663139208589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526470142101142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320149073959524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071976575652254,0.0,0.09456893492699278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436719361652787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593051959071388,0.0,0.09207126754016386,0.09123499345367447,0.0,0.0,0.09148567544640286,0.0,0.0,0.0916963766893175,0.0,0.07248696707967614,0.0,0.0,0.06733752198445027,0.1400829013431147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34855440364824763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061538000472828924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791298508422387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931839980651536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638502781564493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694651226516952,0.06991314916196634,0.0,0.0,0.0642787041367771,0.0,0.14504855291159907,0.15184934751635445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933591154373647,0.0,0.0,0.094390646578637,0.06828091902721499,0.0,0.1587510937282148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638004704188484,0.0,0.21628881042473352,0.05295444580780403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30269349857832795,0.061656828762307374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569122433611376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194562136024575,0.10139072589523418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451174785603868,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fartingxfarts,2019/02/21,"Hiding and overcompensating for difficulties with perfectionism? Do you guys hide and/or overcompensate for your difficulties? I just really hate admitting to anyone that I can't do something, I hold myself to really high standards and I present myself as a confident and reliable person (my motto: ""Don't worry about it"") but it just hit me that maybe I act this way cuz I hated being criticized for handing in stuff late, forgetting assignments, being ""lazy"" and all the crap I did as a kid. No one would describe adult-me as lazy, but I struggle immensely to keep up this image. If I'm behind in my work, I will hide it, feel disappointed/frustrated with myself, and be tempted to just not communicate with my profs at all what's going on—while wondering what everybody must be thinking cuz I missed ONE day or missed ONE assignment—until I can catch up and have something to submit that's of a high standard. I feel bad now cuz I was absent from class yesterday due to having an accident that resulted in injury, which my prof knows about, but here I am thinking I'm being judged for having not updated him with the work that was due, and I'm putting off sending him that update cuz I'm not done with the work yet... It's like I just don't want to be criticized. Rationally I know I should just send what I have... (but my brain is saying anything that's incomplete is worth nothing and I have nothing to show for myself). Is this just another manifestation of RSD or something? Does anyone else relate?",7.30782894736842,7.2954230877193,7.711260964912281,71.50268092105263,63.73684210526315,11.195175438596491,33.25109649122807,10.820120047756994,3.607741228070175,1200,44,215,29,16,395,154,285,0.192,0.77,0.038,-0.9922,0,0,3,0,1,0,37.0,0,2,0,3,11,8,3,1,7,0,29,3,3,5,3,54,49,22,0,5,16,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,19,13,0,2,8,1,1,6,7,7,0,3,4,4,33,1,34,34,2,26,0,2,0,0,11,9,1,5,11,159,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195618283552666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931961877621006,0.13871129276122646,0.11140498754713568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130354100285996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112720147771505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730794627262542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847065577342662,0.13853922910520272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309138266118507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369028954811929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693873311895669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404601968400626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673165233996249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860696798541962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033064947469894,0.0,0.0,0.14880098905651776,0.0,0.15271286803464226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613910698588868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600592016353136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597986836010542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27520796777107165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820730249135675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609280511227714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345389386445248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765843336486253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126629977169302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415270236746852,0.1549760171861058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734901794522914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984975905152138,0.10745716838846536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681223084937406,0.2956715262827221,0.1374834592111917,0.0,0.0961690169131578,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coyote_bongwater901,2019/02/21,"Afraid of getting tested. So I’m a 21 y/o college student. And I’ve always kinda thought maybe I have add or adhd, because SO many of the symptoms I have or relate to. I’ve been kinda struggling this semester in college with focus. In class and at with homework. I’m really thinking about getting tested, but the whole process is just kind of daunting to me. But the biggest thing keeping me from getting tested is my family. I still live at home and am still on my parents insurance. And I do not think they would be supportive of me or even believe I had adhd. They’re in the camp that think prescribed medicine for add kids is pretty much meth, and hurts more than it helps. So part of me is really wanting to get tested because I’m just so tired of having no focus, or concentration. And I really think I might have adhd or add. But at the same time I have this fear that I don’t, and I’m just like lazy or something idk. I could come up with reasons all day. I just kinda need to vent/ talk to someone with experience. Sorry for posting this jumbled mess (I also can never get my thoughts straight.) 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Why is it that I have such a hard time in relationships? I’ve always had a hard time understanding when someone is trying to flirt and I get attracted to people really easily. At the same time, I get bored of not much is happening either. Life is so complicated ",2.9208333333333343,5.774645826923081,5.263076923076923,72.76525641025643,81.11538461538461,9.620512820512822,22.128205128205128,9.725611199111238,2.8444512820512826,221,7,39,8,6,77,39,52,0.094,0.789,0.11599999999999999,0.4824,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,10,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,5,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369544645771625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243240705495431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058506649766469,0.0,0.4170585803605575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442265680716447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711234754979903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613835407172107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912778422892434,0.0,0.0,0.4998471154796924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972376476437755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072157404906407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580454722150855,0.0,0.0,0.2423369922927857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005190639574453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,birchmark,2019/02/21,"Job interview tips? Hi guys, I have a job interview in a little less than two hours. I've messed up job interviews in the past but I'm more prepared this time. I have practiced interview questions (enough I hope), I have a notebook and non-clickable pen with questions written down to ask the interviewer and also to take notes in during the interview (which apparently is acceptable - I thought that wouldn't have been) and I have learned more about selling myself via my current but currently virtually non-existent job (government funding issues making not much work available) which involves ringing employers and marketing jobseekers to employers. Does anyone have any tips to do well in this job interview? It's for a temp it service desk position and I'm very new to this sort of role. Thank you for your help Regards Birchmark",6.679975594874924,8.651809053691274,6.402794386821232,73.28367907260527,65.84563758389261,10.25039658328249,37.7065283709579,10.436869588844218,4.490873825503357,675,36,108,18,11,211,100,149,0.012,0.882,0.106,0.9247,11,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,19,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,10,4,17,15,5,13,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,4,6,68,18,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159065986126183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856258255956628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134378557846066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549715195182144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683592766192991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975935258248202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435110757597733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971486619265256,0.0,0.0,0.14395580490025567,0.14273440489637124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512772666335307,0.7191413430360426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452656171675364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674701707783627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065458607707864,0.0,0.0,0.13998170035487506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835940161138388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247267114608761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089750866251435,0.0,0.0,0.13343912926108575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506431659035987,0.08451431822105171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158303877652315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958875301066325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031636745986214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551634657111304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,itsiNDev,2018/11/04,Shoutout to all my ADHD brothers and sisters staying up all night doing assignments that are due tomorrow! T-25 hours till due: time to start an 8 page legal summary of a 40 page SCC case :),7.195,7.054837388888894,7.1633333333333375,75.765,64.0,10.533333333333337,37.444444444444436,10.125756701596842,3.8165444444444434,150,7,27,3,2,48,32,36,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.5848,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,14,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234206425225468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289078596126624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087140105574975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082693266371377,0.46421545119006397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396018122703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yeaitiswhatitis,2018/11/04,"Is starting a meds(adderal) a lifelong commitment? I got hit with a severe wave of what my psych thinks is adhd. Idk if I agree or disagree. Is it possible to use this for a month or two to get things right up there in the head. Or do you think It will only make things worst if I start and discontinue ",1.665053763440859,3.7172791612903278,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,79.96774193548387,6.713978494623658,21.623655913978496,7.793537801064563,0.8228946236559138,236,7,52,4,6,78,49,62,0.165,0.7559999999999999,0.079,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,2,1,12,14,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,7,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056563368236164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328774063924735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341166694945487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610168940983083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976786121917428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300451054593888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343012206813864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867198936603477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171972124664349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873215424551666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600334624973511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379323187903748,0.3259299628453531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484443490248777,0.0,0.0,0.2196602524801054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SipSmashRepeat,2018/11/04,"Took one Adderall XR, three cups of coffee and one spliff for met to be able to sit down and focus And even then I'm browsing r/ADHD instead of actually doing the work I was supposed to do on Thursday...",6.900714285714287,5.049713833333335,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,65.42857142857143,9.352380952380953,35.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,2.4583428571428576,159,6,32,1,2,54,35,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,8,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,23,1,1,0.36676594021274106,0.0,0.35791065102470665,0.0,0.44078138671177297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224544445855134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970601861305838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074904546454268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670099726361411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RoboxPussySlayer,2018/11/04,"Drug interactions I have a pretty florid history with substances and I’m the stereotypical man thinking I’m a sesh juggernaut. I usually do well and I don’t think I’ve ever really properly lost my composure on the sesh before. However, I threw a party a week ago and I have recently been prescribed Ritalin. I proceeded through the night normally until my memory is quite literally completely blank and I woke up next day. All I know about what I did is what people told me and apparently I just rampantly ran around being super friendly and eating drugs like misbegotten Halloween candies. Banter aside, has anyone ever had interactions with their Ritalin ? Does it enhance the affects of other substances?",5.119052307692306,8.263511096000002,6.756800000000003,63.745784615384636,74.04,10.566153846153847,32.81538461538461,10.389873798559362,4.8997323076923065,577,29,80,21,13,197,90,125,0.021,0.83,0.149,0.9369,3,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,8,0,11,5,0,1,3,18,21,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,8,0,14,4,9,12,1,16,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,12,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369282766195434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912083683536024,0.0,0.0,0.16438944185594195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713482319975597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936159024616554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909251833455164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160005299800412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283014826191819,0.1889566042261812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33407696048880225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267036754811294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014860918963629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090217135411161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158174949551055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639145951013187,0.17329394908410586,0.18093077559940235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280222450895698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786891114211945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964120951997838,0.0,0.0,0.1183000054241827,0.0,0.1823326797413175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236649506251928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645364730611138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338047895888306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812571905891975,0.0,0.16603443737292148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,acorable,2018/11/04,"I’m graduating from college soon, and I just feel like the adult world is going to be full of everything I REALLY dislike and everything I’m bad at Lately I’ve just been feeling kind of hopeless. Time management, planning, and organization are only going to become more important in the “real world”. Plus, although I think I’ve gotten marginally better at those things over the course of my school life, it was slow, painful going and I still really dread tasks that require those skills. The idea of finding a job, searching for housing, moving, dealing with bills, etc etc, sounds awful & crushing to me. (It doesn’t help that I have a lot of interests but no concrete plan for approaching getting a job.) Older people who’ve been through it or people in the same boat, how are you doing? Because right now, my motivation is at an all-time low & I feel like I have nothing to look forward to.",7.830072320841553,7.430250692307695,7.652859960552268,73.64064431295202,62.78698224852071,10.114661406969098,35.937541091387246,9.444778638647367,3.331094148586456,713,29,125,11,9,228,113,169,0.11599999999999999,0.79,0.094,-0.5872,2,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,0,6,6,10,0,1,9,1,12,2,0,2,0,22,24,9,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,7,0,1,6,2,5,0,0,4,5,11,5,22,19,6,24,0,2,1,0,4,12,0,2,10,82,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069830795621172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828248619214107,0.0863563027898944,0.15645538702051012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528919789934953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604808374861242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31598284544560484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546347059644201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488684174704029,0.2024078061304885,0.0,0.0,0.12947719494341212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401294446534956,0.0,0.24153063103361844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949535609816562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634598034439441,0.0,0.1599200112341998,0.0,0.0,0.281156858020536,0.0,0.0,0.14751996345237406,0.0,0.0,0.1598017621212642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006059588034276,0.13841853640093066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896103856517505,0.0,0.0,0.12043661147239075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056509323636832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592923756371156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774091150055623,0.15073916314112376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642223964769348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124323323683584,0.1815055813112388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097922183118053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337027473937694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131320620289197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411444211141497,0.09077177563360747,0.0,0.0,0.08260469377432147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thatoneguy42021,2018/11/04,"Whenever I'm watching something on my phone, I constsntly tap the video to check what time it is, how much time is left is left in the video to the point where it's excessive and disruptive. Don't understand how people can just sit down and watch a whole movie without touching the screen once.",12.403684210526311,7.6088473508771965,10.637280701754387,69.56013157894738,57.94736842105264,14.908771929824562,44.28947368421053,12.161744961471696,4.939147368421053,237,9,47,5,2,73,44,57,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,6,7,2,10,0,0,3,0,1,7,0,0,2,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030785231321832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401790690736765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29556245521116603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240570056568276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623573866869319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365764406366575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236622086005961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889205340758853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309854496390867,0.0,0.26753088348943355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,puppiesonabus,2018/11/04,"ADHD/Executive Functioning Therapists? I'm a young professional and struggling to keep up with deadlines and organization. I'm interested in finding someone I can meet with weekly to work on acquiring time management skills and getting organized. I've searched online, but I haven't been able to find this type of therapist. Any suggestions?",7.654736842105263,10.796765000000004,7.9016140350877215,58.71663157894738,65.66666666666667,12.279298245614035,41.22456140350877,11.602472056035307,6.453536140350878,283,17,38,11,5,92,47,57,0.044000000000000004,0.92,0.036000000000000004,-0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,20,3,4,0.2497823289480153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001898193325687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698605490856818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565930469401101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050095748989873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201801077375552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116397567433586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611267237744827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.580033071759935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456500847058675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036031764427675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184451036733495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LessActuator,2018/11/04,Sleep deprivation and adderall Is it normal for sleep deprivation 5-6 hours to cause you to feel a buzzy sensation in your brain or head. I am taking my medication today and it is making my focus worse. I am studying for a paper and it feels like my adhd is 1000x,5.976729559748428,5.711026547169813,7.552830188679247,72.37880503144656,66.54716981132076,10.085534591194973,28.9874213836478,9.725611199111238,2.5396213836477988,209,6,40,4,3,73,38,53,0.158,0.797,0.045,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,4,2,0,9,9,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,9,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,26,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961412942417013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750791016230373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531346726973114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918826743517955,0.17603794437208778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289147164590936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426677863601078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038525132426928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644830094626957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482358051847329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414330359034475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931831679699695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527238095765425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357130601683102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511165376288271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gayredditman,2018/11/04,"Walgreens issue filling prescription Last Sunday (a full 7 days ago), I brought my paper prescription refill for Cotempla to the pharmacy (of course we can’t do electronic scripts because of it’s controlled status). For the last 7 days when I check on the status, I see a message that says “Prescription out of stock, more is on the way”. How long does it take for the pharmacy to receive the drugs from their warehouse or wherever they order it from?? I occasionally skip/forget to take my meds so I’ve built up a small emergency supply, so I’m not totally out yet. But I’m starting to get concerned about if I’ll receive my medication by the time I run out.",5.021854768153979,6.316334212598431,5.8944356955380615,77.93584426946633,69.07874015748031,9.109011373578305,33.0087489063867,9.444778638647367,3.1395746281714785,523,24,96,11,9,172,85,127,0.026000000000000002,0.9740000000000001,0.0,-0.4515,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,10,0,3,2,0,2,1,11,11,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,20,10,3,26,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,11,60,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075489492523624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272817235157886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626053463415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301998901200468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489548429162616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715254050849929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122327287674646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443789341124853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817069605639676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072045018703206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600742087285364,0.2358691061955584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619570136049773,0.0,0.0,0.1865774377208115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572387336236788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520848321351875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652757921741926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858476127596487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1vy89,2018/11/04,"Does it mean you don't have ADHD if sometimes you are better able to refocus yourself? I went to see a psychologist and told her sometimes I am able to focus better when it's like the night before an exam and I really have to get shit done fast. It's not that I don't space out anymore- I still do, but I'm more able to discipline myself and get back to work instead of spacing out for a long time. She said I likely don't have attention deficit because if I did I would never be able to focus better. I'm not convinced. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to get it checked out again and maybe get medicated for it. I'm fairly certain I have attention deficit, and have had many signs of it from a young age and I really need some help. Although my parents are extremely strict so that kept me pretty disciplined as a child so maybe that's why I didn't show a lot of hyperactivity although I did have a ton of energy as a kid and could never sit still for a movie. And that excess energy sure went out the fucking window by the time I got to university. I've tried everything else up to this point and I'm putting in endless hours at university and barely seeing improvement. I don't know if I should just avoid saying that sometimes I'm able to focus better. I really need some help and don't want to jeapordize my chances of getting medicated. 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Four years ago, I forgot to go to that appointment. What followed was four years of remembering then forgetting to make another appointment over and over again. I just finished my last test and I graduate at the end of this semester. I never got that extra time. Here’s to ADHD, folks!",5.176519756838907,6.828875648936172,6.217355623100302,74.40500000000003,69.1063829787234,10.477811550151976,30.44984802431611,10.608840637214634,3.578235866261398,397,16,71,12,7,132,60,94,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,1,15,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,10,0,17,5,2,22,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,15,52,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458559475220433,0.0,0.3382288142323754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004881158794485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983409348294912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897390207716126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842431670174063,0.0,0.15258369615265344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555106555837277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052005976962865,0.2546934317114571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714081704385967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611584440282053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337349675466892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914226564502631 adhd,lendahandhanslanda,2018/11/04,"How to focus on just ONE interest? Ive got so many things, readily available resources surrounding me- knitting needles and yarn, unused embroidery hoops, hot wheels with the paint half stripped off, a fancy dremel, soldering gun, electronics kits, a dusty guitar, drum kit in my closet, expensive microscope, dried up acrylic paints and fresh canvases, a flat soccer and basketball, STACKS of unread books and old textbooks... I could continue for what seems like forever. What is it that encourages me to buy these mostly expensive things and not be able to follow through with putting them to any use. Why can't I just focus on one thing at a time? It's like a comfort knowing these things are there, and while I can start off projects I can't at all finish them, or get to be really great at my hobbies. It wasn't until high school where I became a fairly proficient student, but I mostly relied on the pressure of my teachers. I had a good relationship with most of them and therefore felt bad ""letting them down"". Why then am i so at ease with letting myself down? Just a frustrated ramble, carry on fellow adhd-ers ",8.32839364518976,8.07961838834952,7.637908208296557,73.65788614298323,61.71844660194175,10.986054721977053,36.203000882612535,10.436869588844218,3.784889320388349,892,36,153,18,11,278,142,206,0.067,0.828,0.105,0.5795,0,0,0,1,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,0,8,10,1,1,10,0,14,0,0,3,1,28,22,15,0,1,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,0,3,4,3,2,4,3,0,3,4,2,19,7,29,13,4,27,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,5,10,110,31,5,0.16939741203666572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035827703619281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519604906970805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414397633159881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525004951840794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264808061681044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850315616881202,0.0,0.0,0.14208251221057766,0.13548258515381212,0.1867612447958227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897766638003354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309638753030472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464406616665893,0.0,0.16551803785465158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174238783001955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775408822062874,0.0,0.2295761408710525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702911869760026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852031981932653,0.0,0.0,0.18186942531565875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143922467731315,0.0,0.15421304179632475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990036012324685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450160453855568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877699321648166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630497506782014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057096325622762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,snowappleby,2018/11/04,"I'm medicated now, but now I also have like raging anger issues that weren't nearly as bad? Is it just me? I am now medication via 50mgs of Vyvanse once a day, I eat relatively well for a college student and I actually sleep for more than 5 hours a night now as well. So overall, the meds have been a great help. And just in case you're thinking I *might* just need some therapy or theres a different underlying problem, there hasn't been one I've been able to find (I've actually gone and checked with shrinks and doctors btw) But, now on the meds I'll turn into what I feel like is a raging lunatic on the edge Like if I'm just sitting in traffic because people can't bloody drive, I'll start screeching at them in my car if I'm alone. Or! someone does the whole snotty *Well! Excuse me!""* if I don't say it first when I walk past them (you know the type). And I mean **raging** angry inside my own head and if its in a conversation, I'll be as sarcastic/rude/spiteful as I possibly can without making the other person cry or just grit my teeth in company and then go home to proceed to just losing my ever loving mind and punt something across the house while the whole scene repeats in my head. **TL;DR** So without rambling too much and coming off as a loon, is it just me that loses their temper on meds? And if not, how bad is it for you guys? 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So naturally, I've been hyperfocusing on the [possible neurotoxicity of amphetamines](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2670101/). Seems it's not all bleak: for one, it turns out that even *meth*amphetamine has [*neuroprotective* effects](https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0278584615000469) (yes really). But how? Well, looks like amphetamine's mode of action is [biphasic](http://www.jneurosci.org/content/34/16/5575), only affecting dopamine transport out of the cell in lower doses, and [increasing intracellular dopamine in higher doses](https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007%2Fs00702-005-0383-4). The latter is what is associated with its neurotoxicity, because dopamine spontaneously breaks down into oxidising substances. So I guess I'll try the 2,5mg pills I've been prescribed. Any thoughts?",15.182619047619047,20.53370099206349,10.419285714285717,39.06321428571431,50.98412698412699,13.088888888888887,45.42063492063492,11.855464076750405,7.659568253968255,839,44,79,28,12,234,102,126,0.048,0.887,0.065,0.2406,1,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,7,3,1,2,1,15,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,3,2,2,3,13,10,3,13,0,1,2,0,2,8,0,4,3,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653665307300702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928540994285208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175050301330507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697788937584464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587444775619993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392861584241035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112993918379703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365206274346637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594684641895407,0.3725065946862024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27608174485508136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688568313820173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229427488908649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441887251189469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626728549323003,0.26637488522885666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018955991013825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Poysnn,2018/11/04,"I spent an hour looking around in my house for my phone. (You won’t believe where I found it and #7 is a surprise) I wasn’t even supposed to be looking for my phone, I was supposed to be working on a project but then I began thinking about a funny meme which made me giggle a lot so it prompted me to look for my phone to satisfy myself. I thought it would be an easy find but it went on for about five minutes to ten and eventually to 30. Then I remembered I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD since I was seven, so I started looking at weird places where I have misplaced things at least once but still, nothing turned up. It was at this point I started getting nervous. When I’m unaccompanied and I begin having a nervous breakdown, I go on my phone to cope with memes. I reached into my right pocket, and lo and behold, my phone was in my pocket the entire time. I’m still confused how I never even felt my phone in my pocket despite the fact I got onto my knees several times in the search. This reminded me of the time when I was eight years old and I was looking for my favorite Batman toy and it was in my hand the entire time, it also didn’t register in my head I was using one arm to navigate through the toy box. I cried to my mom about it and she pointed out it was literally in my hand. ADHD is awesome.",3.1421955719557166,4.233224870848709,4.542470479704797,86.62935147601476,73.35424354243544,6.896014760147603,27.941143911439113,7.1686216300943375,1.376833062730627,1024,39,215,10,20,341,139,271,0.05,0.8220000000000001,0.128,0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,16,6,0,3,13,0,21,6,5,3,2,30,44,19,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,6,2,1,2,4,4,0,5,20,8,42,2,39,19,2,44,0,0,5,0,9,24,0,2,18,161,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889556243033672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613771761166784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701886922469872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544371037169808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205304017309796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201801147515133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880476296958335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115427444063223,0.0,0.1098764185478508,0.0,0.0,0.13181204552593215,0.0,0.0,0.06280856847097893,0.0,0.06832225221637167,0.0,0.09614874310275873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337761482665767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838980761793245,0.13871460365515173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047612002247527,0.0,0.0,0.10220443481501763,0.0,0.11375249970560394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407970286495609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271897964593946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535172511242715,0.0,0.1261478155615888,0.128027482700766,0.08146234206438335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560147356835288,0.0,0.2272883797874907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361827464392644,0.10266490264425077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581131106051447,0.0,0.09944497861274794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018082302356985,0.0,0.1920113546498093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986702088619399,0.07703038064895402,0.0,0.09543909413229286,0.2803986574201329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307618824107736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382913380698472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144262554921236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875196136500566,0.0,0.0,0.08539890848972663,0.0,0.0,0.07741598863655841 adhd,wrongfuckingplanet,2018/11/04,"Adderall and jaw clenching? My doctor switched me from vyvanse 50mg to adderall xr 30mg. Since starting adderall this week, I've noticed that I've started clenching my jaw and chewing on the inside of my cheek. It's to the point my teeth are starting to hurt and I have to keep reminding myself to stop. I didn't have this problem with Vyvanse, which I only stopped taking because my insurance won't cover it. Is it the dosage, or should I ask for a different medication? 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Lemme tell you guys, if you have trouble sleeping, consider trying this. I had no trouble staying asleep and even felt rested after 7-8 hours. I suspect I could've slept even longer if my alarm didn't wake me up and I chose to stay up. I've been having poor quality sleep for years and usually can't sleep longer than 5/6 hours at a time. Falling asleep usually takes me 1hr or longer unless I'm truly mentally + physically exhausted. The ADHD/anxiety combo keeps me up, and I feel like I'm almost fighting off sleep at times by aimlessly scrolling through the internet. I think I put off sleeping because I have nightmares often + I read a post on this sub recently that got me realizing that I procrastinate sleep because maybe staying up will give me enough time to do x, y, z task that I'm really not going to get to (better said [here](https://old.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/9tsn1u/im_tired_of_planning_to_go_to_sleep_early_and/e8zamze/)) I got a 48""x72"" 12 lbs blanket (I fluctuate between 90-100 lbs and it's on a full-sized mattress) and it seems to be a good fit. There are weight guidelines but I've seen a variance and just picked a weight I thought I'd like that wouldn't kill me but also cover the bed, and I'm happy with it. I'm a tactile person, and though I've never tried any other weight therapy, I'm into it so far. It's basically like gentle pressure surrounding your limbs, non-threateningly. Comforting in a really unexpected way. I like cuddling, and this reminds me of that. It definitely made me drowsy somehow, too, which is sometimes hard to achieve. I went to bed before 2AM, for once! **TL;DR:** Have trouble sleeping, bought weighted blanket, used weighted blanket, had great night's sleep, recommend",5.190742804085424,7.489968208913653,5.4129331476323115,77.5684990714949,70.25348189415043,8.017864438254412,31.465273909006505,8.745826893841286,2.813208282265553,1573,70,264,29,30,497,210,359,0.09699999999999999,0.745,0.157,0.9781,0,0,0,0,2,1,68.0,0,3,0,2,11,18,2,2,16,0,16,22,13,3,2,40,43,21,1,3,9,0,10,4,0,2,1,1,3,2,19,14,7,1,7,2,4,4,7,9,0,1,16,13,27,9,33,24,3,43,0,0,2,1,9,17,0,7,21,146,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540535745159483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417942836572177,0.0,0.0,0.05125478723450367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358513025869954,0.0,0.0490306235565209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172106665653386,0.0,0.05453803744798656,0.0,0.0,0.05668465000927096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117268407519971,0.0,0.0,0.08266878203627734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622473478534542,0.0,0.08466504656070517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03240711787942525,0.04578772887854316,0.06153889683943406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348571084750899,0.06148341192384488,0.03642527186756537,0.05375778815499084,0.10252133071232283,0.07066226009866951,0.0,0.06346169883257309,0.0,0.0682277088158276,0.057414333674050876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126236498035075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696840126467704,0.07090890792191126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524952545367074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053821597941935126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606459183205746,0.0,0.0,0.06438957878206092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645902133469637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886424792294296,0.0,0.06816315158615292,0.06014651426211118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672543472773472,0.06825647153912105,0.043430769045297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118358899639637,0.0,0.05596314048116724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138294387382154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443071291243932,0.0,0.0,0.12821978409431514,0.0,0.08211865447188932,0.0,0.06328365866477874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096668990227205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058347448272429936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772495110845387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633891685110866,0.0,0.0,0.20494238416938976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818961944954587,0.0,0.05601971167752376,0.0,0.07329541400845185,0.0,0.0,0.04106791661835536,0.06297060269323893,0.05088232366160056,0.11211863993611043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702926547714321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055355382821923135,0.1411777727149437,0.0,0.0,0.05087368109657898,0.0,0.5463321952047512,0.0,0.05941443382764585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04127349935790428 adhd,PrimordialForce,2018/11/04,I forgot to take my groceries after check out I bought my groceries and proceeded to almost walk out of the store with an empty shopping cart. I only realized because the cashier hollered at me from across the store. 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Caffeine has NEVER sat well with me. I can handle the amount in green tea or chai and feel kind of ok, but a single cup of coffee and I feel extremely wired in a bad way. I get shaky, talk too fast, and in general just feel like I’m crawling out of my skin. It can also induce bad panic attacks and anxiety in me. Not to mention if I have caffeine less than 12 hours or so before bed, I can’t sleep. What I don’t get is that my Adderall doesn’t feel this way AT ALL, even though it is of course a stimulant. On my meds, I feel calm, productive, and the opposite of wired, sometimes even a little more tired. I’ve always wondered why this is- in fact my hate of caffeine is part of the reason I didn’t get diagnosed for so long- I simply assumed a stimulant would be the worst thing possible for me. Does anyone have a similar experience/explanation? 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So many times we ask each other for advice regarding school, work, and everyday life with ADHD. Wouldn't it be a good idea to have a sticky post or thread where we can share tips and advice? 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I find myself inducing manic episodes and hyperfocusing multiple times a week/for weeks at a time. What really scares me is that I love how it feels, and thats partly because I love what I do and feel fulfilled and engaged but don’t/can’t Slow Down and am not sure that i Want to.... Not rlly sure what to do or how to cope",6.892134831460672,6.7831164157303405,7.659865168539326,71.84889887640449,64.61797752808988,10.266067415730339,33.530337078651684,9.888512548439397,3.201609438202248,367,14,67,7,5,123,64,89,0.09300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.121,0.3473,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,3,2,19,10,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,8,6,8,10,1,7,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,46,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27821510165058194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111877470969142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341042620622424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158459212545586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351358535706054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178712043650279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068931742209843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830327613683844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176946040034604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363674547241688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26997619847304666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365432692486205,0.0,0.371386786294638,0.0,0.20814412413296046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jonathanQDDP,2018/11/04,"Too much time between psychiatric appointments. Getting discouraged. Hello all! 34/m here, recently diagnosed and started meds 2 months ago. I've been very pleased to find a clinic in my area that subspecializes in ADHD, and generally happy with my psychiatrist (CRNP) and therapist. The problem is I only get to see the CRNP for med adjustments monthly because the clinic is so overbooked. Everything I've read and in my own clinical experience, when meds are first started, titration should occur more frequently than once a month. I've had so much hope lately and have seem some improvements, but I'm also getting increasingly impatient because I know I will benefit from a higher dosage of medication, or possibly, a different medication. I'm ready to get better but my fear is at this rate it may take another 3-4 months before I see additional improvements. &#x200B; I understand another possible hold-up is the way controlled substances are prescribed in the US, ie, monthly visits with 30-day maximum scripts. Is there a way I can speak with my clinic about a more frequent titration and/or medication adjustment? Thanks in advance for your input and for being a valuable part of this community. It helps me every day!",7.716338028169013,9.637704201877938,7.952694835680753,63.3374929577465,63.31924882629107,11.689389671361505,39.55211267605634,11.4731,5.49909915492958,997,54,143,32,15,325,142,213,0.049,0.7959999999999999,0.155,0.9733,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,4,8,9,0,1,12,0,15,8,0,1,1,28,31,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,5,10,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,2,3,14,6,21,25,9,28,0,1,2,0,6,7,0,5,16,92,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150062090585985,0.0,0.08961762466631325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084834763435156,0.0,0.1095400655989405,0.122845612168644,0.0,0.21202095809038132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232572829223039,0.0,0.08602728542636195,0.0,0.0,0.08941331213635398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339044330786673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040019848288634,0.0,0.0,0.10261273987430368,0.0,0.10562630204577046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517975567985528,0.0,0.0908607159550808,0.09889362673162484,0.0,0.11376379813551568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924020988251132,0.08599424067180858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112789487542977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762111830451652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677641211601629,0.0,0.0,0.10041351482892803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556103234529855,0.0,0.1140433898217347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33689256785707994,0.3055379818431685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034788601856332,0.0,0.14863790144317082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076664880890227,0.0,0.07688988285800605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947970667496452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097567524545404,0.0,0.227946493554278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673750760100867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112575075797284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982246559516364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112465849716465,0.092036179175302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311592455404604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601340900701763,0.0,0.0,0.09307781644582702,0.0,0.1173830253828319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895128544365666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524699159956158,0.12160891777632928,0.0,0.0,0.08341676136040223,0.0,0.1604943958080284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122845612168644,0.0 adhd,happytrails1,2018/11/04,I want to do some anti-productive productivity and it’s driving me crazy because I can’t decide what to do. I feel foggy when I don’t have a project. I’m slowly cleaning the kitchen today but in between bursts of energy I want to fiddle with something cathartic. I have a cabinet of miniatures and thought about sorting and organizing them or arranging them in my printers trays. But I would want to vacuum the living room floor first so I didn’t sit on a dirty rug. I’m restless and want to fiddle because it’s cloudy and cold outside and I’m honestly just lazy and want to feel like ive accomplished something. Anything. ,3.5345529061102847,5.773826926229511,4.694470938897169,81.15969448584205,74.81967213114754,7.387183308494784,30.763040238450074,8.296473431620573,2.519236065573772,503,24,91,9,11,165,76,122,0.095,0.732,0.172,0.7391,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,3,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,24,20,12,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,8,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,13,2,14,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111765909513914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314851519548306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485987013500464,0.16591571176125472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754728470636726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346306462659805,0.0,0.20507638889381166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35758674439386234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437640724166,0.0,0.0,0.22014088850569974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6849199198905179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498002283916705,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smallboo-bs,2018/11/04,ADHD without hyper focus? I was just diagnosed with adhd about a week ago and I keep reading about hyperfocus. This is not something I ever experience and I feel like a fraud. Is it possible to have ADHD without experiencing hyperfocus? Or maybe I’m just not understanding exactly what it is. I’m also depressed so I basically have no interests or hobbies so maybe that’s affecting it. ,2.8174647887323943,5.8701919436619745,5.959281690140845,64.98342957746479,87.30985915492954,9.03718309859155,31.043661971830982,9.120678840339163,4.2508523943661976,312,17,47,11,10,113,47,71,0.141,0.795,0.064,-0.7524,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,2,17,11,7,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,6,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6362455856322785,0.0,0.15642942854580438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411224730225204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199278996998114,0.17911267253315544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962662740332395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262088315832358,0.0,0.0,0.08922820414320494,0.12606973674206995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685406387168574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621400912293872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545743562656245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894267371225613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651710209053806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585472481671124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837108137309637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155306567966788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402203063289272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KyreNo,2018/11/04,"Those who have been on medication for several years, how much has your dosage changed over time? How long does it take for people to develop a tolerance to their medication, and to what extent will the effective dosage increase? I just started taking vyvanse, and I am curious what to expect. 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Backstory: I'm currently a highschool student and about a year ago I sustained several concussions and one was pretty bad and as a result I got medically he schooled for 60 days. I was also diagnosed with ADHD when I was 6 but never did anything about it. I'm really struggling in school, I try really hard to get good grades but I can barely get a 3.0 (finished 2.8), and I can't read more than a page at a time and when I read I can't retain it and same goes for listening to directions. Whenever I ask my mom to help me schedule a doctor's appointment she says it's the concussions and I need to sleep better which I do sleep better (10 pm- 6 am) and I also drink lots of coffee and still feel tired all day and I still cant do anything. 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I take my medication in the morning, and then 5-10 minutes later become convinced that I forgot to take it. Sounds silly. It’s almost like my mind is playing tricks on me and wants to double dose. I’ve tried post-it reminders, calendars, etc. Any advice? 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I sit down to do something and think about all the ways to do it and/or not do it with the result being the same: it doesn’t get done. The best comparison I can think of is it is like when your car is in park and you step on the gas. Your engine revs up really fast but the car goes no where. ADHD feels like the parking brake of the body",3.1123469387755134,3.9852639081632684,3.4761224489795914,95.07602040816327,73.18367346938777,6.416326530612245,21.142857142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.08246530612244872,365,7,86,2,7,113,67,98,0.027999999999999997,0.88,0.092,0.6757,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,0,12,1,1,2,1,19,21,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,2,6,4,13,16,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,57,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214261875535416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289076447307941,0.0,0.0,0.2422865532670747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067191287445166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321654784464026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205800618108092,0.3116556092332376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396076929772032,0.0,0.12396487632620043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196930551931945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202430251153973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973579775455705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792248530109372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795300594092399,0.0,0.5194981920381979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313665106811724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2thumbsdown2,2018/11/04,How to deal with ADHD when you temp don't have your meds I use Concerta 56mg and guanfacine 1mg. any advice?,1.4475000000000016,2.8030554166666697,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,78.16666666666666,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.29348333333333354,86,2,20,1,2,29,23,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945948351661621,0.4021551574791865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798634226272436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242828686581286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571316119640267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554411058411959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,My_mau5_died,2018/11/04,"What are your experiences with vyvanse in relation to easing RSD/emotional regulation? TL;DR I just started vyvanse again and am still having quite a bit of trouble with RSD and the subsequent emotional regulation issues. To preface, I'm a 20 y/o male who was diagnosed with ADHD, Pure-O OCD, and MDD. The ADHD and depression were diagnosed 6 years ago and OCD was 1 year ago. I'm currently taking 37.5mg effexor, 150mg wellbutrin, and I was just put back on 20mg vyvanse. It's helped a lot with my focus and a little bit with my self-discipline, however, the emotional problems are still extremely frustrating. It's barely made a difference. I'm really sick of having my entire mood dictated by my perception of how others view me. It ruins all of my relationships. I end up either trying to control everything or just giving up and pushing them away. Sometimes I can manage to ignore it for a while, but it always comes back. All it takes is one person not responding to my message to ruin my entire day and make me oscillate between anger and depression. It makes it impossible to focus on what I need to do, on top of it being insufferable. I don't understand how I was able to work through most of my OCD stuff, but not this. I'm losing my mind. Has anyone else had this problem improved with vyvanse? Did it get better with a higher dose? Did you have to take anything in conjunction with it? I'd really rather not add *another* medication to my pharmaceutical cocktail. My psych appointment isn't for another week and I'm gonna go crazy worrying about it. Some anecdotes would really help me out. Thanks.",4.4843137254902,6.492680921568631,6.112358169934641,73.04081176470592,71.48366013071896,9.86332026143791,30.21385620915033,10.17224662633116,3.5546979346405223,1286,55,220,38,25,439,178,306,0.129,0.787,0.084,-0.946,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,1,6,13,14,2,0,10,0,22,5,0,6,2,52,42,17,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,19,22,1,2,2,1,0,4,5,11,0,1,9,1,24,2,40,30,8,30,0,5,1,0,12,11,0,4,15,151,43,3,0.10311600018820387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785078750095454,0.0,0.18281222500682265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580077260713302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162522340940296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721011048980168,0.10565452787794713,0.08485568210226754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688087654797543,0.15857967834778894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119772253359401,0.2251519307912353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882530364749502,0.0,0.0,0.11565336234253636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650128954753641,0.0,0.17762731972948956,0.20932113923255,0.0,0.10773427307479418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614018660109933,0.347974863532626,0.09133016971637414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926740120110827,0.10086723459318774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538738541423793,0.09891826341227124,0.058603199216113115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823296266831214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762631381857177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334932173382093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536042815925628,0.0,0.08766553589694885,0.0,0.09757085261865762,0.13766146166898002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387852183619226,0.0,0.0,0.10411776512270922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645920756145905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987407039058721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003691399479935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973361721201972,0.0,0.10366006101950467,0.0,0.10967655899950524,0.0,0.0,0.1981762504699575,0.0,0.0,0.11070799411633757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757247696030932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198436085543118,0.0,0.07298603566835099,0.0,0.16469714190133436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804314992859455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325911975909027,0.0,0.0,0.09493535890175404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000899541576862,0.0,0.0,0.10734739277698463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271343548972858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506967624264738,0.10471930356088352,0.0,0.07325064799112149,0.0,0.0,0.13280664666067454 adhd,dnevvvy12,2018/11/04,"Idk who I am as a person, I believe my ADHD is all that I am. Hi everyone. I am new to Reddit and while joining stumbled upon this subreddit. I have never in my life so closely related to each and every post made on here. I appreciate everyone sharing as it shows I am not alone. With that being said it makes me slightly nervous about myself. I am 23 and although been told by multiple therapist I have ADHD, I have never been medicated. One therapist even said my ADHD is so badly untreated I began to create my own coping mechanisms and when something I come across has to be done with intense concentration I then get anxious and even suffer panic attack’s. (AKA driving on highways, still can’t do it have tried so many times). I have lots of weird antics that I and many others have thought to just be my “personality quirks” but now reading everyone else’s story’s it appears it’s due to my inability to focus in on anything. I mean, I seriously heavily relate to everything anyone mentions here. The reason behind this post is because I am worried that if I went to get treated I would lose a big part of me that what I thought to be me, is actually my ADHD. I might not even know who I actually am. Does anyone else feel this way/felt this way prior to medication. A doctor is always for medication I feel, whereas I never have been. but I do think it is time I change things. It controls me...whoever “me” is. 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I started out with taking Adderall XR, the focus and motivation I got was life changing. Unfortunately my doctor said there may be potentially be an issue with my heart so he put me off Adderall temporarily and put on Wellbutrin instead. 1 month later turns out the heart issue was false alarm and he put me back on Adderall, but now I definitely don't get the same level of focus as before, if anything my attention got worse, what gives? I guess everyone's brain is just different? Because I've read a lot of posts on reddit saying that Wellbutrin is supposed to strengthen the effects of Adderall. Now I'm concerned that I will never get the effects of Adderall back, I really hope this is only temporary.",7.3447333333333376,7.942512540000003,7.587333333333337,70.35033333333337,63.6,9.6,36.0,9.444778638647367,3.5492000000000012,651,29,105,11,9,212,98,150,0.076,0.8320000000000001,0.092,0.5617,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,9,0,10,5,3,4,1,23,22,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,2,12,1,16,13,2,19,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,8,70,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895634178446678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223075455910606,0.0,0.08811930752194641,0.0,0.12300554807041095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161371042964362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529198860007851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102907303651064,0.0,0.14795803556482767,0.12650094156377822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812837379986265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104790740786775,0.13867020404142874,0.0,0.0,0.2312274710142268,0.0,0.1592434874321039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34259643577429744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357560353082696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017554571342531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210338023226423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289538181200027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655595019387835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153823187282625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114896278760352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994049312545766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021614624804227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138443607556939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359527143924296,0.0,0.0,0.14459398938798138,0.0,0.09260555176515946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750478485075415,0.11495583525748618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231668156286773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868727275617728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572341894401496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731376300005178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pianvarz,2018/11/04,"Finishing Ritalin's honeymoon season, does it also included the post-honeymoon blues (crashes)? Yellow guys, I've recently been diagnosed and prescribed with medication (ritalin; doses are still being consider) (massive help from this sub-reddit). It greatly improved my focus (especially on stuff the I was not able to focus on before), ability to socialized (social etiquettes; eye contact, sticking with the subject, listening, etc.), organization (following a clean/fix/sort as you go system, thought this was a stuff of legends XD), 3C (calm, cool and collective); it is definitely a GAME CHANGER!! However, the physical and psychological side-effects are sometimes too much bea; headaches, binge-eating (ruined my keto diet and intermittent fasting), sleep problems and feeling post-effect blues (crashes). I'm aware that some these benefits are a part of the honeymoon package as the brain adapts to the treatment but does it also include some side effects (headaches, fatigue, inability to control eating, etc.)? I just know your experiences guys and maybe decided whether it is better to stick with Ritalin or to venture forth in the journey finding the right one hahaa. Biggest thanks to everyone here by the way!! I know for a fact that this diagnosis and treatment is huge jump towards a better life and this wouldn't happened without this community. Thank you soo much!!!!! 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Then it takes 1.6780 seconds to remember what you needed. Been realizing I have these short hiccups quite a lot. I mean, going in another room and not knowing what you wanted there is one thing. But this is really getting ridiculous. Lol. Or perhaps opening a cupboard, to get perhaps... some spices for in a dish... and...hiccup. Wh at did I need? Oh yes... &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.5167667238421965,6.256860367924531,3.8644082332761593,84.52012864493999,77.39622641509433,6.118696397941681,23.78730703259005,7.348242739294969,1.2606339622641514,453,15,78,6,11,141,76,106,0.027999999999999997,0.938,0.034,0.1644,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,7,0,1,5,1,1,0,6,2,6,4,1,1,1,21,21,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,5,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,1,10,0,13,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,3,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311896851502844,0.37141843391976814,0.0,0.16025906587528602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721081216059929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382464913259295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395473112995917,0.0,0.08685870000856441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399319786988595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993342659472906,0.0,0.14461458641414313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664802943337779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399719193477408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356381562125694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363970335064958,0.0,0.16255705257624128,0.0,0.0,0.09790894080096174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313036288455408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149116392188716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153566931257224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33247753838392785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014505420161896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37141843391976814,0.0 adhd,Berghain_Boi_69_99,2018/11/04,"Have you guys accepted how weird you are, and if so how? I'm relatively fine with my personality when i'm alone, but when i'm in social situations i find that i'm incredibly inhibited, because i've made so many social mistakes (impulsivity and inattention) in the past that i'm very affected by social anxiety and am just trying my best to be normal. So i end up seeming pretty stilted and boring, which is really not who i am. I wish I could just own how strange I am and go with it confidently, because i think people would like me more I'd form closer friendships if I did. But it's so hard. I think having OCD on top of ADHD makes this more of a problem. I guess I'm posting this in the hopes that some of you have experienced similar issues and found a way to accept yourself and express your inner weirdness..",7.4530214723926385,6.0861000306748485,8.71698619631902,68.85621549079757,64.03067484662577,11.585582822085893,35.71242331288344,10.686352973137794,3.6953196319018407,647,25,124,14,8,226,103,163,0.15,0.667,0.183,0.8727,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,2,11,11,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,6,0,38,28,20,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,2,17,6,13,22,6,15,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,6,5,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894776554456656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632890511168095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061008809070953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221713280639588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654552931648943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587932778446256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964068142609112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409912404650718,0.0,0.0,0.17286694042355708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896022716009455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368115701923212,0.1561089892678868,0.0,0.0,0.14123311799439064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659275831672936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455692404466438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702510799639678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491824704728576,0.1052398149114666,0.15984331546731845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447411921141216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050508280920494,0.10930215428615096,0.13766333800518518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509954744784001,0.1603977238241708,0.0,0.15086010258415367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100155200277752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352848007110358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772173561356706,0.0,0.4821460232124177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020453619290344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704134084250266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130086679801299,0.0,0.1251438124478228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130215066767855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199771589331747,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,time_andacrayon,2018/11/04,"Getting ADHD diagnosis without parents I'm in Year 12 and living in the UK. My parents already have one child with mostly non-verbal autism, and another who's somewhere on the autism spectrum, but my mother is heavily resistant to the idea of anyone thinking that there's something wrong with her kids and my father believes that it's heavily overdiagnosed. I'm female and gifted, and as such I have always been basically a model student in my grades, although I normally received poor reports in 'learning skills'. I achieved the best GCSE marks in my school, but I did that through doing coursework essentially the night before and cramming hugely before exams. So my academic record doesn't reflect that I am a very poor student in reality. When I was 11, I did have an assessment for giftedness, in which the psychologist noted large discrepancies in my scores and said in her report that I met the criteria for an unspecified learning disorder, which I believe could aid me in getting a diagnosis. It was also recommended that I be assessed at some point during school; however, when my mother read the report, she said that it was ridiculous to say that I had a learning disorder when my lowest scores were still average to low average, and no one ever followed the recommendations, especially as I moved schools a lot. I believe that I have ADHD, and I would like a diagnosis, but I am afraid of what my parents would think of me if they knew about this, and as I barely go to the GP, I don't know how to even begin getting an assessment. I think it would look like I was looking for birth control. Is it even possible to get an assessment without my parents? Can I be assessed through the school without my parents finding out, and if anyone has experience of that, are school psychologists aware of how female ADHD can present? I have seen similar questions before but they didn't really answer my questions. 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I've had ADHD for as long as I can remember, and it's always been my biggest inner demon. Adderall, Concerta, Focalin, and a few more thing's I've been put on to try and ""tame"" me. When I'm on it, I don't hunger. I feel like a literal zombie. Everything that is presented to me suddenly becomes mandatory, and I'll enter this super focus mode. However off of it, I feel inattentive. It feels like me, but like, time management becomes nonexistent. Keeping track of now and later is difficult. Organisation is difficult, and it's something I can't really stand, but I'm stuck with it. Now that I'm actually in university, academic performance is more difficult than ever. What do I do??? &#x200B;",1.844258312020461,4.542473920289859,4.677331628303495,75.98689258312021,85.15942028985508,9.044160272804772,27.682864450127877,9.325443323948027,3.45466189258312,563,27,100,20,17,200,87,138,0.151,0.8079999999999999,0.04,-0.9289,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,0,1,16,20,11,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,3,10,4,13,16,3,18,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,12,65,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.19020007994349752,0.0,0.2342390614812904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217735398389274,0.21118050236447244,0.2368320481569651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305165910218667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630357947342254,0.0,0.0,0.1751688894440026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956508955241773,0.27848168206598545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324135305858876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856635886453345,0.0,0.0,0.1724856217752017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959343010456124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486173471820605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207904330831612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004811329531512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948684463776114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365121982493352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232833792286774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368320481569651,0.0 adhd,risheib,2018/11/04,"Struggling in med school - need advice I have been struggling really badly in med school. I have ADHD and sometimes I don't know if I am studying in the right way. I think one of the reasons I am struggling is because there is do much to remember. I really don't know what information to remember. Another reason is some concepts are really complicated and I get to get stuff mixed up. I don't know if it is because of my ADHD but med school just seems so impossible at times. So any tips? Anybody who survived med school here?",2.8343689320388346,5.188564135922334,4.465834951456311,81.3902087378641,77.54368932038834,7.6151456310679615,26.804854368932038,8.548686976883017,2.2023056310679614,418,17,78,9,10,140,60,103,0.084,0.871,0.045,-0.2039,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,2,0,14,0,0,2,0,18,22,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,10,0,10,21,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,1,53,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685893081127288,0.10919500955262912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598979781527472,0.11717339799237793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933016288685246,0.1362362928400468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676332647853295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423485153070054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964898726960037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214474710150188,0.082856810199567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572067214495191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475833316807888,0.2297830248212389,0.0,0.0,0.2531684907064602,0.09542882314597204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523638484494598,0.0,0.10172760230248866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051774011560736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504574849886789,0.12792022283425755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160108647146897,0.0,0.0,0.06515886442233021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869723957922955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,duckforceone,2018/11/04,"[Instant Gratification Monkey] so i seriously wanted a 3d printer So i have been wanting a 3D printer for a long time, so i could work more on many of my creative projects such as my RPG rules and Trading Board game for LARP. (I stream on twitch because that actually helps me play games and do things i can't find energy to do otherwise) Finally got it, and spent 5+ hours just setting up stream for it. Then i streamed putting it together and troubleshooting for 8+ hours... hyperfocus is at times a bonus... but not eating much and spending so much focus, had me run low on reserves. And now, 3 days later when i write this, i still haven't touched it, or even cleaned up the area. Of course the day after the 3D printer day, i could no longer resist the Red Dead Redemption 2 lure, so i biked out and bought an xbox with the game. And of course, i instantly try to work on a stream setup in my living room. 2 Days later, and my apartment is again looking like a bomb site. And i have played about 1hour and 30 mins on my xbox. The rest have been technical stuff for streaming and just not having energy to do anything else. Best thing i have learned is to appreciate the fun i have had with creative trouble shooting. That makes it worth it and not a waste of time, and by that thinking, i don't hate myself for this weekend. Well i'm definitely on the road to knowing myself better, and feeling better. Of course now i have a 3D printer i need to get working, and an order for some cables for a more sleek stream setup that doesn't take alot of energy to setup. Maybe by the end of next week i will be going. Hope you all have an amazing sunday.",5.2627811550151975,5.455312079027358,5.674132218844985,83.68110714285716,68.0273556231003,8.525288753799392,29.823860182370826,8.238735603445708,1.8972941033434645,1290,44,267,16,20,414,181,329,0.075,0.738,0.187,0.9906,0,0,0,2,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,7,16,15,1,0,22,0,26,2,0,1,1,42,43,26,1,6,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,15,19,1,0,5,9,6,3,8,4,1,0,7,4,28,11,40,32,9,48,0,1,2,0,6,17,0,4,27,177,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.1325683900177607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117916143032554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281189124840523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425644586827207,0.2402936461113759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692770151573929,0.0,0.0,0.3504437806678659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390067732491071,0.1134838619871658,0.0,0.12032131324899127,0.0,0.0,0.08972655177783513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868900587667585,0.0,0.0,0.14881522359306068,0.124162927781771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097515421602824,0.0,0.07720574605491845,0.0,0.1086503328371308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412211759430492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105628323149917,0.0,0.0,0.13492806060190388,0.2675665138641459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746586986040952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636864023165821,0.0,0.11995657899152498,0.12022151192966744,0.11407839694602405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067982630069364,0.13772890131075408,0.1364779235170945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997283314684471,0.10072982774850348,0.0,0.0,0.14447625787933974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656510999673785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848866515558002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551385553715513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021410501816379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805032103793789,0.08704613524833064,0.0,0.0,0.2376427902694128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922321100883454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602537491836929,0.0,0.10896934947527624,0.0,0.12214397841217604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966976430266901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_white_nigga,2018/11/04,"I want to share the story about my mind and ADHD, and would love to have some advices. [Wall of text] Hello guys, I am Tin, 20 years old international students in Sydney. I have nothing but ideas. I just want to share my story and ask some question about ADHD for my coming diagnosis and ideas. Tl;dr: I am unsure about if my former-diagnosed ADHD is cured, and I think my Bachelor of Commerce is not suitable fore me. I am looking forward your advices and experiences. The story is, I was diagnosed to have ADHD secretly by my mum through on-telephone mental doctors when I was 12-16. I had no ideas about it, still thought I had the same mindset as every kids besides. The differences was just ‘childish personalities’ such as being naughty and hyperenergetic. Then I found out throught conversation with a girl (who lately became my first gf); and then I did some researchs and was revealed from my mum about the diagnosis. However, I live in a way that I feel my mind is just like a normal teenager and believe that the Disorder got cured by simply growing-up. And 18 hit me with a serious break-up, that made me tried to forget all the feelings/emotions about that incident, and lock those feelings/emos as well. Then I started to focus on expanding my mind and my logic and totally forgot about my emotions. Now as I am 20, fresh man in uni, feeling like it is hard as hell to stay focus on studying. My social life is good. (Because i had no emotions, so I could have been lack of empathy and became a Narcissist - but this is another story). My mind is quite well-explored. This is probably due to the number of books that my parents asked me to read during my childhood and listening to some rap with great meaning behind the voices (while being high sometimes). And ADHD is such a double-edge for my mind. I think: “Having Adhd doesnt mean your mind is weak, it is because your mind is too strong that you cannot control it.” So it can either be 20% power or 200% power, depending on your Attention level. My idea about our mental ability contain at least 4 charscteristics: Mind, Logic, Emotion and a side bar Attention which reflects your brain’s bandwidth. (This is also the base of another project I am still brainstorming for, may as well post some day). Logic is used for analyzing, processing tasks and calculation. My Logic’s grade is good, but it was achieved through practising during my childhood, not my own discovery (like doing maths problems). So it is around 6.5/10. Emotion is for love, friendship, empathy, and some other social-valued personality such as being Brave or Faithful. My emotion’s grade is poorly 0.5/10. I feel no love and have no more romantic lover. I just don’t have the motivation to try again. I know you can say my family really does but I am quite sure you understand what I mean. Mind’s grade 9/10. ADHD. And my parents’ effort. Attention grades 1/10, ADHD is a double-edge. So lets be back to the story. It wasn’t really to hard to pass exams during high school. But the problem for the Asian kid (yes I am) is “passing” is not enough for happiness in my society. No family pressure as my mum had some ideas about ADHD when she had me diagnosed. Righ this moment, I am a freshman in uni, having my final exam coming in literally 15 hours, with 50% of the whole semester’s work done. And forgot one more half of it. It is not because i am busy, but I cannot control my body. My mind is not in its “turbo” mode. I have no motivation. My brain is just working in a battery-saving mode, for my physiological needs. No social. No love. I sometimes think about sex, but still no Love. Just No. I had survived the first exam Macroeconomics 2 days ago quite safely; however, the trade-off is extremely damaging. I had to stayed up for 36 hours straight, fucked up my diet and exercising schedule, and weaken my mind. Now I am here with 14 hours and 30 minutes left before the exam. Still nothing else done. I just can’t. Another nosleep night. So in short, I am just tired of the way uni give exams and the method students use to study for it. I dont have enough attention for that task. I am seriously sreaming inside panicked. Now I just want to consults reddit-psychiatrists or anyone who have the same feelings/experiences for some thoughts and advices. My plan is going for an appointment at an local psychiatrist after finishing 4 exams. I also have some thoughts about having a break from uni to either relax or find some different fields from my current Finance, such as entrepreneurship, teaching, making music, or writings (which is beneficial from my mind and can rediscover my emotions). I do not have good skills about those fields, but I am willing to learn. I am proud of being a quicklearner for some non-complex tasks thanks to my well-educated mind (in the right way, not depth) and my ADHD. I am just 20 and fluid, as I was raised in a Buddhist country (Vietnam). Willing to do everything. Lastly, I also have an idea about doing researches in ADHD as well. Let me know if you have any good info (I am fine with being the statistician or the AMAer). I am willing to go everywhere. I just need a direction. I am just lost. I don’t know what is the purpose of life. I have no joy. I am not afraid to change, I just do not know how. I am telling all I fell without acknowledging some of them are just a result from my personality, because I don’t have any ideas if some of them aren’t mutual to other ADHDers. If you can, please tell me if you have the same feels. Thank you for reading and sharing my whole burden. I just want to say I love you very much. I have to come back with studying. I have 14 hours left. Have a good day, and tell me your story so I know we are not alone.",4.01944823983694,5.8756069134001825,5.083076828531336,80.57313019163605,72.39106654512307,7.810920487949772,27.82265217703031,8.51134518750558,2.1122072434525214,4492,170,831,79,89,1475,427,1097,0.084,0.769,0.147,0.9976,9,1,1,0,1,0,181.0,2,14,2,21,60,46,2,2,45,1,124,22,3,11,4,199,179,79,0,17,47,5,6,3,2,5,8,4,0,8,33,46,2,6,45,7,2,9,32,12,3,4,27,11,131,34,117,136,31,90,2,2,1,9,62,34,2,27,45,608,164,31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532737093449639,0.10051552962807266,0.030393644270613106,0.0,0.0,0.03551132752592801,0.0,0.08225868272055491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663311266101471,0.10785974749009246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023974494415859745,0.0,0.0,0.030522988019562467,0.0641080396650244,0.0,0.0,0.05272967201259178,0.0,0.08360493875734265,0.0,0.02917598765366728,0.03863007317261315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038085487845303266,0.0,0.07655198698017407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627144284097826,0.08860648179924732,0.0,0.0,0.0769122995709545,0.02737563852030694,0.0,0.0,0.06633746308714628,0.0,0.0,0.104402737463255,0.0,0.07164591255242764,0.03929624423652135,0.035094529365693634,0.030005068609827205,0.07017567425986311,0.040184488796864086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02864265985341337,0.2699803747388609,0.0,0.07085594329672605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028888549577507583,0.0,0.030815236279633413,0.0670791649009559,0.06464607583479674,0.0,0.06934680567065091,0.024494871377135692,0.0,0.037560087890450435,0.03133799330216127,0.058329561178001324,0.0,0.03759428141568813,0.0,0.031698078876662115,0.0,0.032891525825553214,0.03897255317641783,0.14379290463048902,0.02742270550121069,0.0378018961570668,0.0,0.03394984176659735,0.0,0.0364994943565224,0.06142941582799785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245288139226946,0.0,0.0,0.13506443137511598,0.0,0.0,0.2709435101826579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421708389944672,0.027948745625524102,0.0386775953342087,0.0,0.07450655649139791,0.07012222440058849,0.04843630239099481,0.050253164294953384,0.0,0.030276335587010032,0.0,0.028792716983117563,0.0,0.03742866485431474,0.0,0.1856738934344428,0.03244349534678245,0.022887055258932868,0.0,0.0,0.11204684372047546,0.0,0.0,0.06910711698989896,0.0,0.4500655040826291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025205128558224002,0.050847233126761184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03217633122930176,0.033594297989223865,0.06579922492453133,0.0,0.035978779172072595,0.0,0.023233978352509288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614403215165268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898151073347394,0.0,0.03763718586227257,0.0,0.0,0.032837778849603365,0.0,0.03696753483046415,0.06561667762560093,0.0,0.0,0.038409650311374936,0.10940636991639256,0.06859320600341354,0.0,0.04393067593040175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029281187664771224,0.0,0.0545333130546202,0.0,0.034700602770049584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485482785598292,0.0,0.0,0.06782208104277783,0.0,0.024268744661286742,0.07309145139838548,0.10952760611384772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03231539743999613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990589830946187,0.0631343232555746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659097989744335,0.0,0.08166091684303359,0.0,0.03940823548815083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655768512921809,0.0,0.0,0.03569431387118326,0.0,0.0592264790355444,0.0,0.028290633460046493,0.08089420905717577,0.08164704641156055,0.0,0.0,0.15414211173031292,0.0,0.0,0.07656114636468236,0.0,0.03305175714163209,0.0,0.04992316099525548,0.0,0.0,0.02435673147735014,0.0,0.0,0.02207991273683642 adhd,burgersnfriez,2018/11/04,"Ritalin and suicidal ideations? So I’m still in the process of figuring out which medication brand/dosage works for me best. Tried 10mg per day of Ritalin for 15 days, that didn’t work so we moved on to 20mg of Ritalin per day also for 15 days. That 15 days is over, and it’s been 2 days since I haven’t been on the meds. My doctor is out of the country at the moment so she can’t prescribe me anything and furthermore, I can’t take any meds. So what I’m asking is, is there any correlation between stopping Ritalin intake and suicidal ideations? I’ve been having a lot of personal issues that make me feel trapped, desperate, etc that I believe are making me feel extremely suicidal. But I’m just wondering if stopping my meds has also contributed even a little bit to that, even though I haven’t been taking them for too long?",5.596506024096385,5.794550578313255,6.380385542168675,78.88479518072292,67.31325301204821,10.495421686746988,32.86506024096386,10.355215969177356,3.2749175903614467,660,27,132,16,10,218,96,166,0.139,0.836,0.025,-0.9568,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,3,13,1,0,0,6,0,16,6,0,2,0,19,27,13,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,2,13,1,19,22,4,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,11,84,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900588903780117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161888363811394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778813515936943,0.0,0.11109133844662944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388231976708329,0.12470624600491398,0.0,0.12973313568484035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598186188198522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162899566921155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252844712557646,0.15697406692479607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201694748303764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402913112773108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910030291378652,0.0,0.10516206900591933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102622547748402,0.0,0.0,0.15864179376578064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959847634307757,0.11971015590011536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629899556600174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037590140922417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982985801948668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489892705829274,0.1986967793134256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899468654307781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869288108475026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675126871129543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067873519463363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886760807969094,0.17302138088852714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,watchmedonothing,2018/11/04,"I've had the words ""roasted red peppers"" stuck in my head for days now Does this ever happen to anyone else with random words?",9.91,6.5351088,8.791999999999998,76.55600000000003,61.0,10.0,33.0,3.1291,1.8574,100,2,19,0,1,31,24,25,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28376379749671826,0.4158179003744201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617249553544193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35514209664591234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33901653104453616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670939148471449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588716315803292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164957638448698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joshgarza12,2018/11/04,"Questions and Concerns about medication for ADHD... Hello everyone like me. Lately my ADHD has been getting to me. I have been diagnosed since I was 16 but currently not medicated. I love the way that my personality is but I hate the way that I am when it comes to focusing , forgetfulness, lack of motivation, scrambled thoughts, zoning out etc. I've tried to help myself naturally but have not found success. I am scared that medication will change my personality and ""who I am"" and mess with my brain and body. I currently have Adderall XR 20mg but I never take them because of the comedown makes me feel so shitty and disoriented and I have a hard time sleeping the night after. Anyone taking medication regularly or take any supplements or products that help you with ADHD? Or have an experience of taking them regularly ? And am I having a bad comedown because I don't take them regularly? Any comments or advice would be highly appreciated.",4.791995614035088,7.494696456140352,6.519645467836256,67.3556085526316,72.74269005847952,9.187280701754386,31.15533625730994,9.673873057562805,3.6290845029239778,758,35,121,21,16,260,103,171,0.226,0.6890000000000001,0.085,-0.9837,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,2,3,7,1,1,7,0,19,9,3,2,1,31,32,17,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,2,24,3,12,24,2,13,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,5,9,90,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044943594227994,0.10963148099357513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258708450179942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784463656096232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367457170319897,0.1367808529924627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124618607262771,0.0,0.12524195619360468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868291430619912,0.09664237816012794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138712273638897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251223180437418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720304846983453,0.0,0.10974405973557394,0.0,0.0,0.056727003051007724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230113425380602,0.0,0.0,0.05861502489913779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005008558186916,0.11076511702090673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039816025174507,0.11853566387220132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655602791278242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054810722747567424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125651227417963,0.0,0.07488818214169264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520814217466067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652840580311169,0.0,0.0,0.10528339825678974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959212326520812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567929145862008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123224905983577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280532958132544,0.0,0.11227175084162266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217673258868912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906690623748761,0.06541931573380808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617013994606456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781035557385279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969707429006936,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pincopallino59,2018/11/04,"Why u gotta do this ritalin? First post, longtime lurker, sry not sry on mobile etc. I took my meds at 7pm today because I forgot to take them when I woke up (at 2pm) and I thought it would help me study that evening it's now 6am here and no signs of falling asleep. Looks like the cycle continues today ☹️. Sometimes I just wish there was an off button to all this crap but if anyone else asks it's ""nope I'm happy with my ADHD, there's a lot of successful ppl with ADHD you know"". Wow I just reread this whole thing what a mess keeping it though it kinda proves my point 😁",-0.08507428571428477,1.958806624000001,1.8633428571428567,97.6061,86.75999999999998,4.531428571428573,16.92857142857143,5.773587663045528,-0.6269428571428572,448,10,105,3,14,148,97,125,0.098,0.774,0.128,0.6911,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,9,6,1,0,4,0,3,3,2,0,2,20,15,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,1,12,4,11,8,4,15,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,3,7,62,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293158528405178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489025212363508,0.18300996417938933,0.0,0.0,0.16697889636455507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088807306951832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920811044164978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992005330691779,0.11797209764265608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192799221164185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013669166494532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972042303555185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875930078710193,0.0,0.0,0.09816094686669632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872612125472722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998980253644978,0.0,0.0,0.1518502510635544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839860214549568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688468685190929,0.0,0.17106172954346602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665266791567458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342946285864988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866243568801255,0.0,0.17548621045680815,0.14179864534740708,0.0,0.0,0.33860817924246445,0.0,0.19844543954718585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117030850855735,0.1994148595274312,0.20539595355620868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688143834648002,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PaleFlyer,2018/11/04,"Question for y'all. On sleep habits... I have started to notice with my current job, my ""I need to be up by"" is frequently offset (it's a sales focused position, so meeting customers at their places of business...). When I need to meet my boss/coworkers hours away, at ""normal"" or earlier than ""normal"" time, I generally can do it easily. But waking up for 8 am clock in is... Damn near impossible. Last 3 jobs, all 8 am ""start time"". Last 3 jobs. Can't make 8 am work. 6/7 sure, I'm just grumpier. 9? Holy fuck I'm in heaven. 8 am? Can't do it. Doesn't matter if the commute is 10 minutes, or an hour. (Not kidding. Literally last job was 10 minutes through no/moderate traffic... Current is 35 no traffic, an hour+ rush hour). So my ""get the fuck out of bed time"" is NOT the same, my commute is not the same, but... 8 am start is impossible. Is this me, ADHD, or could it go along with the <not yet diagnosed personality issue> I noticed recently? (Thinking OCD, and/or asbergers. Well, OCD was mentioned a long time ago, by a doctor. The other one is purely my mind... And looking at history with a buddy who does have it.)",0.4531050085816801,2.878302461538468,2.8662318614448417,88.08642533936657,89.9954751131222,5.763207988765799,23.910282415353407,7.237678284180719,1.2655141519737874,848,36,173,15,29,290,133,221,0.061,0.871,0.069,0.1695,6,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,1,1,1,6,6,3,0,12,0,26,6,2,1,3,32,40,10,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,3,1,1,2,1,14,3,26,36,3,37,1,0,1,2,9,12,3,5,23,107,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342233907049482,0.0,0.0990018105253636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493151848215676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917120150737362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335769128394325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431409526953458,0.09773609544357302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650154163971404,0.058350683056079614,0.0,0.0634730289482253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43994800770383147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433196065880092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273113983391098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883750752804324,0.0937870788344106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455045166858143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276978062728653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562568459820484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188547246687015,0.0,0.25430770329859803,0.0,0.0,0.07568049103047307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751883386648694,0.1166868144582836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511250341075034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027523728534876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176542807554156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371531665554372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526157462136347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156309141185285,0.0,0.0,0.26049715169089266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004180216339423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130784320684895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LetsTacoBoutitt,2018/11/04,"Problems with Commitment? Hello lovely humans! I'm 25, medicated, and I have issues with relationships. I love being in them and I love not being in them and that mental switch sometimes occurs daily, hourly, or annually, depending on the person. My boyfriend often expresses frustrations over my ""lies"" of one minute saying I want to be with him forever and then a few days later saying I'm unhappy with the relationship and don't know if it's worth being in. The thing is - I genuinely mean the lovey-dovey things when I say them, it just seems to switch at first sign of boredom/feeling suffocated/concern over being in an unhealthy relationship. I don't want to continue to reduce my boyfriend to a puddle of tears based off of my weird brain. Am I alone in this? Am I just actually a terrible human? 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I was sitting there waiting for my appointment with the psychiatrist (I couldn't remember when exactly my appointment was and I go there an hour before him) . But after all the second guessing myself, the 'am I just lazy??' and all the panic and hours of online research, my demon has a name!! I can move forward and stop being so hard on myself. I just wanted to take a sec to appreciate this subreddit and just how relieved I am.",2.5108510638297865,5.071429872340428,4.269617021276599,81.19400000000002,80.06382978723406,7.164255319148936,25.35744680851064,8.238735603445708,2.0128502127659567,384,15,69,8,10,129,64,94,0.075,0.816,0.109,0.635,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,3,23,14,10,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,2,15,2,7,10,2,10,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048660040791036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27492279286685445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695774139600786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539391124899927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983888989650741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426422952207999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533495934965633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878871726404769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178023169365936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068378228650756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264556964723363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203657155292206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976349678030216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PersonalDilema88,2018/11/04,Does hyperfocus in people with ADD every go away? I'm engaged to someone with ADD. I started to learn more and more about ADD. My fiancee is hyper focused on something and I'm wondering how long this will last? She admits that it's probably because of her ADD. My understanding is that the fixation is temporary and then eventually it will shift into something else. Is this true?,3.3069366197183108,6.2067476338028165,4.657165492957748,77.48039612676058,79.70422535211267,7.493661971830987,30.00176056338028,8.472884824447931,2.9079140845070426,306,15,51,7,8,101,51,71,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8831,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,10,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373368170118205,0.0,0.0,0.17111652119859616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456487875072046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449487003232014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365079470017373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595323869833042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22881385690311945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841706407757455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946070480595165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30264986980431924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784232396671395,0.4322042775690702,0.0,0.0,0.19868602128156787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922261247716659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044150153802549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alexheid,2018/11/04,"ADHD = Genious My opinion of ADHD is that it is an unrecognized condition of genious. A lot of people would not understand this but it's TRUE. Only irrational, anxious, emotionally up and down people have the ability to see thru bullshit, stay up late to create blog posts and tell others what they think...all to hopefully create world change.",5.7370967741935495,7.987945612903223,6.565354838709678,70.07803225806455,68.67741935483872,9.476129032258065,31.754838709677426,9.888512548439397,3.678118709677421,276,12,42,7,5,91,50,62,0.14,0.6459999999999999,0.214,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,10,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325349954671568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502954427496046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343770824972779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492209045644956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200552979301092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992504412315986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883591584768627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850347394925805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071983453691049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218959599163487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765516065735111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361494304121145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364988445090026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419642670345007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306478179968761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738716785706375,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,techtonik25,2018/11/04,"Reminder: Christmas is next month. You should already start to plan your gifts, especially if you order them online: some deliveries take a month depending on where you shop.",6.303678160919539,9.726683965517244,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,71.41379310344827,8.004597701149425,30.356321839080447,8.841846274778883,3.0585080459770118,141,6,21,3,3,42,26,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518864391033034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6537078689736155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355011555088213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898417218605045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078882719687941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goomoonlagoon,2018/11/04,"How do you create structure in your life when you arent forced to by school or a traditional job? I want to start my own business, but I have such a hard keeping myself in check. How do I make progress without deadlines put inplace by external forces (ie. School, work etc.)?",4.301603773584905,5.8184194905660425,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,71.0754716981132,6.809433962264151,30.23113207547169,7.1686216300943375,1.620022641509434,215,9,43,2,4,66,43,53,0.031,0.8059999999999999,0.163,0.7096,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,8,8,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,29,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195449823396484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566651953049364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843263946944525,0.2546716978345222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023771973974644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125399220584896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880312363667069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579946064413947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279997796937585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689966255322527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761945751097929,0.0,0.2085896096255399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Totemical,2018/11/04,"Diagnosed at 30, First week on medication Can't tell if its working for me. Hi there, First post here. After reading through the subreddit here for months decided to get myself finally diagnosed!! Psychiatrist started me on 10mg Adderall XR daily. I take it at 9am with a full breakfast and am able to get maybe 30 min of focused work done in the morning and another 30 in the afternoon, With a hard crash happening at 4pm. I've not had any appetite loss and only struggled to fall asleep a bit on the first day. I do feel like i drank a strong cup of coffee, But my mind still has a difficult time focusing on the task at hand. I'm wondering if anyone else here has experienced the energy boost without noticeable effects on focus. 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I haven’t slept in 8 days, for some reason I’m terrified of going asleep and I don’t know why. Every time I lay down it feels like there are hands covering my ears and I hear a ringing, then It’ll lead to a panic attack this has happened twice. Is there anyway to fix this. I keep hearing thing that aren’t happening, like I thought my door opened and someone said I’m home but no one was there. I’m scared whats gonna happen and it’s giving me anxiety. Does anyone know what’s happening to me?",0.2365280665280665,2.4523876216216216,2.1976576576576607,94.5144074844075,87.1981981981982,5.577546777546778,18.44837144837145,7.010146845296331,0.17362176022176,410,11,92,6,13,136,75,111,0.151,0.7859999999999999,0.063,-0.8466,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,2,0,9,4,4,2,0,14,29,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,5,2,0,10,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,4,7,11,2,8,23,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,53,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720348065201283,0.0,0.0,0.10712639477958756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429589065925494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880629995195812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340731015857667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908410550683078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746642277535476,0.1094516203639474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697079818960826,0.0870714736404106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6774053705760978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34535245338549064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367982734882515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136178054266509,0.0,0.0,0.16839790403449398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969909893416744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381751098136953,0.0,0.0,0.17975624007709476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575230450744332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457356187228804,0.0,0.15338764743219788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981239755416596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178439641900418,0.0,0.0,0.12162981019254687,0.08933664917486887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382461305222089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crystalcandelabra,2018/11/04,"Constant ""Crashing"" on new meds? Brand issue or something else? So I'm relatively new to ADHD medication. My doctor began my prescription for adderall at the beginning of this year. I was on short-term release meds that I always got from the same pharmacy (an independent drug store), and those worked out really well (10mg). These past three months, however, my doctor agreed to change my prescription to an extended release version of the medication. I also have been getting my prescription from CVS, since I can't access my original pharmacy anymore. The new meds... don't really work. At all. On my old prescription, I would get about five or so hours of good focus and motivation, then an hour of that dreaded ""crash"". With these new meds, I'm getting maybe an hour of focus, then a whooping six or seven hours of feeling irritable and anxious- I get this feeling where I feel like I NEED to do something, but everything is too confusing or boring to sit down and actually do. I'm going to see my doctor soon, and have stopped taking my meds until then, but I'm still a little confused. Does anybody have a similar experience? I don't know if the issue would be because of the extended-releases, or because I got a different 'brand' of generics- ones that don't work for me. Like I said, I'm planning on talking to my doctor about it, but if anybody has any similar experiences- if extended release worked differently for them, or if they had issues with different brands- and could offer advice, I'd really appreciate hearing it. 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(Just diagnosed 32 year male) Got the diagnosis yesterday at age 32. Been contemplating this for 12-14 years, so really no surprise. I’ve been lucky to end up with a job that works well. 140 IQ score as I got the results of the final evaluation, but as many of you know, view myself as pretty handicapped in several areas. Blips in the tests were working memory and speed. Did well on everything else. Regardless. In a few weeks my first appointment is scheduled having the diagnosis. I’m leaning strongly to medication as things are, however I have no one to discuss this with. How have you guys eventually figured out what treatment is the optimal for you? Is it a waste of time to try alternative strategies before medication? And if one goes for medication, are there things to keep in mind or should one listen blindly to the doctor? Cheers ",3.957246835443037,6.731989075949367,5.214414556962026,75.26630537974688,75.96202531645571,9.013291139240506,28.229430379746837,9.516144504307137,3.163884810126583,686,29,118,20,16,227,110,158,0.054000000000000006,0.8109999999999999,0.135,0.9184,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,4,6,6,0,0,10,0,13,6,0,2,0,19,19,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,6,3,7,6,27,12,1,20,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,3,11,83,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307268679577025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872816312723814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006735984270604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306401602892084,0.0,0.1385112858675356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405493563629843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713128573811711,0.0,0.1330215709869762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501518127559646,0.0,0.0,0.15484640019048346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551886467406642,0.13900276895698974,0.0,0.0,0.0859454743770153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855052364827302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726263296641038,0.0,0.0,0.15790494612663514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179129317942266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910044802288278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018466466683644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766712936550967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779138041094866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118974177985432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617560448476844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544315141187934,0.0,0.2812189969342584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277012605652581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141448831039996 adhd,jawnhawk,2018/11/04,"Married to an ADHD person My partner has ADHD. It is something I accept and love, it makes me laugh while other times makes me frustrated. I like coming here to see so much of what is posted is common to me and my experience. No reason to post other to say that love it out there. 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Hi all. I lurk on this sub but have been too scared to post, but I’m really desperate. For some reason I’m not sure of, my script didn’t refill (I get automatic refills every month for 3 months between psychiatrist visits) as it usually does. This never happened to me until today, when I took the last pill. I can’t request a refill until Monday at 9am. This wouldn’t be such a big deal if I didn’t work as a server on weekends AND if I weren’t a college student studying for an exam on Monday morning. Yes, I hate that I have to rely on medication just to stay focused and more importantly, stay AWAKE. I’ve been panicking for most of the day, making calls to the pharmacy and the emergency “on call” doctors to see if they could get prescribe a couple emergency pills. They can’t— it’s a controlled substance (but for some reason they can prescribe emergency lamictal, which is also a controlled substance???). They even paged my doctor, who said he can’t do anything about it until Monday. I’m not sure if I did something wrong, and I’m not blaming the pharmacy or the doctor. But I’m usually on top of my medication. I’m not sure what happened. What do you guys do if something like this happens to you? Thank you ",3.8947473684210494,5.3523697000000015,5.353578947368423,80.11573684210528,72.0,7.823157894736843,29.55789473684211,8.371475516178862,2.2575999999999987,995,41,186,16,19,335,137,250,0.154,0.76,0.086,-0.9565,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,4,5,8,8,1,1,14,1,19,7,0,6,5,36,36,22,0,7,16,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,12,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,12,3,0,1,8,2,21,5,30,25,6,31,0,0,1,0,17,9,0,9,18,128,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896709243513902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227405729770387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289960758788287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515283530596269,0.08952728379439652,0.12407054777044872,0.0,0.14463012140271495,0.11560188487560175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443117377323561,0.09812637943438993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406130622117918,0.0,0.09447499734172472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716738303961395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102707673314713,0.29747056928427323,0.0,0.0,0.11070590617122768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140153130885366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054781423004537366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748481497468847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591987804332184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900339788128675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648215098420503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739026759376973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183383299686857,0.23057818321218404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666202579612057,0.0,0.11226244723556196,0.0,0.08935369420650936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726474669966165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390329309555125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31704572904042105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323493406512188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628684474117768,0.0,0.12458139475504648,0.0,0.0,0.1095354545085184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24699237008435634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080900465327006,0.0,0.08163252519242924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259737813420513,0.0,0.0 adhd,forestwaker,2019/05/05,"How do you keep studying when your brain is fried At some point in studying after about an hour or so I get drained enough that I can't concentrate and all I can do is take a break. Most of the time I go walk my dog and that normally resets everything and I can get back to studying, or I eat a snack. What do y'all do to get your focus together?",4.901,3.788671333333337,5.72516666666667,87.41175000000001,69.0,9.633333333333333,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.8414666666666668,270,8,65,4,4,89,53,75,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.4173,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,9,3,1,1,1,11,15,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,7,15,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,5,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143561669873213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214762352858976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946711395436329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975559851184769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588140828059125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513664136633673,0.0,0.16366328515913015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835981574896804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559661252533507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821551437311556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722302156895454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652196470505414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792100647624675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zsd99,2019/05/05,"Please guys... include a tl;dr Seems like not a single post has a tldr. This is a friendly reminder to include one, especially for people with adhd. Tldr; remember a tldr before submitting a post.",5.1273333333333335,7.53448782857143,7.165714285714286,64.46761904761905,70.71428571428572,8.095238095238095,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.4596666666666667,154,7,20,3,3,54,26,35,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482382111648452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656654233442685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386978585390133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28691042773109465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156331922280924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963505666047629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088483043314875,0.0,0.0,0.31807220689210364,0.0,0.0,0.5550247474053587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32824442248430385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378889391262833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foshizzleee,2019/05/05,"Adderall 5 mg not reducing distraction I just got prescribed adderall by my psychiatrist for ADHD. I'm taking 5 mg in the morning, 5 mg with lunch. To me, it feels like I drank a cup of coffee (slightly more alert), but I still get distracted by noises when I'm working/reading. &#x200B; Should I ask my doctor if I need to up my dosage? Does adderall prevent people from getting distracted by noise? I've only tried it for 2 days, so not sure if I should just keep using like this for the next month or not.",4.484384724186707,5.493347396039606,5.3420933521923635,82.46128712871287,70.0891089108911,7.751626591230551,30.270155586987272,7.957251820313856,2.057061103253183,401,16,77,5,7,131,70,101,0.098,0.8220000000000001,0.081,-0.5688,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,18,14,6,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,10,3,13,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,7,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648358773877606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387653591045075,0.2677675656252578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601150519533445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211717898755102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255528902935035,0.1928428752493014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142315294109148,0.15742878267179086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026320914961484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762460017917206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958705155620632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531839212526407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589322120002804,0.0,0.0,0.1633978372478152,0.0,0.0,0.23436065164414485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759749404671614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277332761300716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042460959302046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598375425185364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769138168581766,0.0,0.1656870369675396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496133533640629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032458576625508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677675656252578,0.0 adhd,Nickissupershort,2019/05/05,"Sharing.Question/Help Anytime I get near anyone of the opposite gender I freeze up, like I don't talk to many people outside of my gender because I think that they'll think I like them when that's not the case. Is this like anxiety or just because of adhd or something?",4.16,5.5269496296296285,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,71.22222222222223,6.881481481481483,30.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.8383111111111103,216,9,40,2,4,70,40,54,0.034,0.789,0.17600000000000002,0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33965513411245674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620404553460645,0.0,0.0,0.1976149497099975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34456588492456874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765763981132635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894346834531924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41422256347337133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28653300899429995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959335932541606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31659984077243997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757520595561344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715979594866986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36218383820188793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,insertuserhere123,2019/05/05,"Is this Anxiety or ADHD? Not sure if my anxiety or adhd is to blame for this, but when I’m with a group of people , I get this weird anxiety thinking of something that I could say or do that would be really anti social/weird . Like what if I just straight insulted this person out of nowhere . I never end up doing anything like this but I get anxiety from just thinking about the possibility of me doing it. (My mind just starts racing thinking of the aftermath) It seems to be the same kind of anxiety of when you’re on a cliff or a tall building and you think “ I could jump right now” , i would never do it , but it still gives me anxiety.",3.2027906976744163,4.604568077519378,4.80844186046512,83.56475581395351,73.65116279069767,8.26077519379845,26.078294573643408,8.841846274778883,1.9055234108527128,498,17,102,10,10,168,73,129,0.179,0.753,0.068,-0.8746,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,6,0,12,0,0,0,3,30,22,12,0,6,13,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,12,4,16,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,7,11,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221515859206449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6151870160900217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029374907077223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402114663603705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870916091569113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400483551141281,0.12857201607502075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956969539074066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095876998469475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353302262824757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674154662948585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291824480571498,0.1170282125277234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109660316151335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586186609077967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445930940077773,0.0,0.10658456588285747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201419573967873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366248222935826,0.0,0.10318141935167234,0.0,0.0,0.0948658157502504,0.0,0.10703505523440794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263199470028231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34351931165843475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041950730105148,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,richardrhombus,2019/05/05,"Questions about Straterra Hello, Before I get any heat, I do have ADHD and all medication I have or talk about is prescribed to me! I'm a college student and finals are approaching. My ADHD is mild, and have previously had an Adderall prescription to aid. However, I've switched to Atomoxetine (Straterra) quite recently which is not a stimulant like Adderall. I was curious if I could use the medication to grind out an essay I have due in two days, or if the medication doesn't work like that. &#x200B; Thanks!",5.8780091185410335,7.704598138297875,6.845015197568389,69.90500000000003,67.61702127659575,10.052279635258358,35.76899696048632,10.290406445055957,4.166640121580548,411,21,68,11,7,137,65,94,0.047,0.888,0.065,0.3744,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,0,13,3,0,2,1,14,17,7,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,8,3,8,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,6,47,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331676350631542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526324559658034,0.2189813636516592,0.1225526110471776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334998085282606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388728473413925,0.0,0.0,0.11622398545675572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974170961135244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415507703602463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608822419090406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446439863032468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188242501784606,0.19168119723443366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794090690916256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485026385606647,0.0,0.16591807237726114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604420086669714,0.0,0.0,0.15564819148357814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311989138741751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189813636516592,0.0 adhd,JuracichPark,2019/05/05,"Major accomplishment! I work 2 jobs, due to a previous ""employer"" screwing me over big time. I work full time 2nd shift doing Maintenance/custodial at a school, and part time mornings caring for house plants in various accounts. I have 2 degrees, but am not in my field. Anyhoo.... Last week my school had a staff appreciation week, we night people don't really participate, as we don't work with the day staff. But when I got in Thursday, I had several staff congratulate me on my 3 year anniversary.... Which really confused me! I started in Dec 2016, but they recognize by a different calendar, I guess. But--That means I have held this job for 2 years and 5 months.... Holy crap this is the LONGEST I have EVER held a job!! And I am 45! I am so proud of myself! I am not currently medicated, tho I am looking to start, as I have been in the past and I know it helps. I have had some bad weeks, where I struggled/forgot stuff, but I have a very understanding boss and keep to a strict routine. I really like this job, amazing good benefits, so this gives me hope for my future! (I finally have a 401k, excellent health insurance, etc.) So there is hope out there! Sometimes it just takes way longer than it should.....",2.806527506827937,5.051128304721033,4.290669137729225,83.16419722980882,77.11158798283262,8.35653531018338,25.18318376902068,9.095868883498916,2.157130472103004,937,34,187,24,22,311,141,233,0.054000000000000006,0.741,0.205,0.9911,7,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,1,6,10,13,2,1,11,0,22,4,1,1,1,30,38,16,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,7,1,32,9,21,30,6,35,0,0,1,1,5,12,2,5,23,121,41,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760485918103226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918519440338245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538947130964202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213341943138638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037205306642136,0.0,0.10574083821634972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805592963443055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213911237297657,0.0,0.0980484078258714,0.09349392515509997,0.0,0.12877621011128204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124256995591171,0.0,0.0,0.07835419466324924,0.0,0.0,0.232211971557368,0.0,0.13488447538199802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640124910850785,0.10390421987383,0.0,0.0,0.06424402574018633,0.09528738627107064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711040657156509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816478999538247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733607703544322,0.0,0.11776233054938945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330678421629524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970075522217274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658902825893267,0.11159226768916516,0.08104228131328332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466335390951486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366138204763667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320613472600186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561500685256315,0.0,0.16548186296719705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338201217659129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789266863324174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044923072661277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121694830927157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645300560104028,0.0,0.09278810760181193,0.2813053196803381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553091785960189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505568229770606 adhd,Chert_Blubberton,2019/05/05,"Alexa, what's the weather? Me: ""Alexa, what's the weather?"" (tells me the weather) (... realize I wasn't listening) REPEAT",0.8557142857142851,2.3539669523809543,2.343238095238096,85.7434285714286,117.57142857142858,5.48952380952381,28.009523809523806,6.742157984588678,2.422478095238096,90,5,15,2,5,29,13,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pachirisu22,2019/05/05,"Forgot my psychiatrist appointment Saw my therapist on Wednesday, after confirmed my appointment date/time for Saturday. Friday night got a call from the office confirming my appointment. Had the reminder in my phone. Didn’t see the reminder pop up on my phone yesterday, completely forgot about it. Just now remembered it. Now I’m going to have to pay a cancellation/no show fee, likely. Put a reminder in my phone for tomorrow to reschedule the appointment. A day in the life!",4.880238095238095,8.048445595238096,5.609523809523811,71.46880952380955,75.1904761904762,9.923809523809524,31.952380952380967,9.994966539143718,4.356009523809524,386,19,58,13,9,125,55,84,0.022000000000000002,0.978,0.0,-0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,7,1,14,4,0,17,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,10,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327717298845981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416911108525498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017310234638187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521168943452213,0.0,0.2606452593317847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301868536861947,0.15921415970818567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058271619930607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276110397575237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691716201036673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969338800734043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783852309205135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,polywha,2019/05/05,"Will not taking my Ritalin every day cause psychosis or be bad for my health? I started taking Ritalin about a year ago. My doctor told me to take it twice a day as needed. She however was a terrible psychiatrist and didn't really care about me. I proceeded to only take one on the days that I needed it as I found taking two in one day gave me a migraine. I also found that I didn't even need it every day, like weekends where I was just relaxing. I eventually got down to taking one almost every other day and it was working great for me. &#x200B; However, today I saw a psychiatrist (a different one) who told me that if I was prescribed Ritalin and i did not take it every day it would cause psychosis and make my ADHD significantly worse. She seemed really angry when I said how I've been doing it for a while and berated me by saying that I would only do harm to myself my not taking my medication ""correctly"". &#x200B; I was pretty shocked by this. Everyone I know who takes Adderal or Ritalin or something like that doesn't take it every day and can take a break from it with no or few ill effects. I don't know a single person who takes it every day. I did research online and I found no evidence supporting what she told me, only accounts of people who take it on an off, the worst they said was that you may have withdrawal symptoms, but nothing about sending your brain into psychosis or making your ADHD worse. I've only seen improvements since I started taking it, even on the days I don't so I'm really conflicted about it... &#x200B; Has anyone else ever heard this or been told this by your doctor? Anyone ever experience something like it? is it dangerous to not take Ritalin every day? I'm a little wary on how to proceed and would appreciate some insight!",4.9920773294908765,6.112782726224786,6.405522334293952,74.89005103266092,69.0,9.241546589817485,29.155739673390972,9.516144504307137,2.7562661863592703,1414,51,251,30,24,481,158,347,0.09300000000000001,0.84,0.068,-0.8258,3,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,1,2,15,13,1,0,14,0,27,13,1,7,3,50,70,24,0,7,13,0,0,3,0,5,12,4,0,1,30,10,0,1,8,2,1,1,11,6,0,6,26,6,42,7,29,38,4,35,0,0,2,0,23,10,0,11,26,186,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517002333062913,0.0,0.046162069323947744,0.0,0.05214640796960012,0.0,0.0,0.04164501170523044,0.0,0.16927237652490984,0.18983345138369973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282524355274958,0.053357828122367015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348113163669697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058133833810799174,0.0,0.0,0.05309476567541506,0.10699241714481544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694305292681386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054408144554426385,0.0,0.1066036098235738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350266253046632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879117142585463,0.09421111498828463,0.3071328503664211,0.049760674403093084,0.0,0.05094014118182587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129533491707097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041649787736084326,0.057413771624168275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055354157850474366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723901378515051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763248405909101,0.0521936490219029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952202388611887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052460906551436204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584067443327027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049968150501864345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115168419163707,0.15842402054361496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036102814260356914,0.04547059438051403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297982705672785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000833047375556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907205362078254,0.04141277951531973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047407867584316615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043077653612318086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018101559628914,0.0,0.0,0.07371906201736346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059095019529600674,0.0,0.05412671290154659,0.5873179973019075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936178505323651,0.19904269761237234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050870505887388735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791181469083997,0.0,0.10613941211472204,0.11097949791259468,0.0,0.18983345138369973,0.0335351185053532 adhd,ninja-slash-nerd,2019/05/05,"Can you make a list of all the stimulants and non stimulants you’ve tried? I have the opportunity to request my psychiatrist an adjunct medication for my ADHD. I’m currently on Concerta but its not lasting me the whole day, so we want to add something to the mix. What have been your experiences with other adhd meds?",4.587499999999999,6.7229560833333375,6.396666666666667,70.57500000000002,71.5,10.133333333333336,32.0,10.355215969177356,3.8529,255,12,45,8,5,88,49,60,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.4815,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,3,1,11,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,7,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.662657360355705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779878545534653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26968006071654704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247260957518349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402681252711986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062320972452756,0.2777310807509881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122414725661996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717703732609364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261051581640468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307800710259912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Im_Embered,2019/05/05,"Books to give to non-ADHD spouse? 28 y/o ADHD’r here. I’m looking for books that I can give to my wife that will help her understand ADHD. I’ve never looked into any books, preferring to get lost in the sinkhole, also known as ‘the internet,’ for my information. Any suggestions? PS - Preferably not some monstrosity with 1200 pages. Thanks!",2.4689285714285703,5.361449603174607,3.589186507936507,83.35616071428574,84.71428571428572,6.9595238095238106,22.160714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.6459857142857142,267,9,48,6,8,86,49,63,0.036000000000000004,0.865,0.098,0.6062,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,11,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,10,9,2,3,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,1,25,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7013037213140161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555269494463805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26455224329522875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162548408669364,0.3731909128951425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037856648216273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32668537156501426,0.0,0.2123348986530807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500211104938121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908226465173901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024958290077834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hcvoila,2019/05/05,"Technology addiction or ADHD ? In those days of technology taking more and more place in our lives, people tend to be distracted very easily. I remember seeing something like the average time spent on a browser tab was 5 seconds. And I feel like ADHD could be side-affected by this : it may become harder to detect it and to distinguish it from an Internet dependency, doesn't it?",7.946304347826087,8.38942185507247,9.094021739130431,60.58711956521742,62.33333333333334,13.2768115942029,36.09057971014492,12.602617957971056,5.310214492753623,304,13,47,11,4,105,55,69,0.035,0.8490000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.6861,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,3,2,9,5,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26127805589180103,0.5760787760553643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26469909550847315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135873544081272,0.0,0.0,0.15456873014172132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118545682644,0.17122185508246876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341834441413633,0.0,0.21163492816484475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615851381862984,0.0,0.250406419111752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27150186149768346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098769900794088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451135542883407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020365368538865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397547770212023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977546510821382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Six651,2019/05/05,"Does ADHD go away? I was diagnosed as a child and was medicated until 16.and then treatment just stopped. I am in my 20s now and the only difference I can see is I am no longer hyperactive. I just assumed it went away because I am no longer being treated for it. Stupid question I know!",2.8621052631578934,4.8137587192982485,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,75.84210526315789,7.3670175438596495,28.94385964912281,8.238735603445708,2.1402028070175443,225,10,44,4,5,76,42,57,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,6,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32233860671894704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039878562268347,0.0,0.0,0.16349949715862866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722294532825845,0.0,0.2802243707107364,0.0,0.0,0.2347140588981555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152431015249625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740225704629406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701952923718103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039872514761559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004587339116746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373017496051885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423717510118266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486351372134606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdoubts,2019/05/05,"""If I really had ADHD, I'd be able to control myself"" -- workaholic who sometimes takes more of my meds than maybe I should which causes severe anxiety / self-hate: any advice? hey y'all - so here's my scoop - I've been on anti-depressants for serious social anxiety / OCD issues for about 4 years (zoloft, 200mg) and about a year ago was diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Adderall (generic, 10-30mg / day depending on how much work I have and whether I need it). &#x200B; It has, as many of you know, helped IMMENSELY. However, I am a workaholic - I love working and creating stuff and getting stuff done, and as a creative artist (writer & filmmaker), there's always more on my to do list / more creative projects I could be starting, etc. Often I will find myself, in the early to late afternoon, taking an extra 10mg or so of medicine bringing me closer to 40mg or so. &#x200B; My doctor says this is okay and not anything to seriously worry about, but for some reason I still feel like I'm 100% breaking the rules and abusing the medicine and that 'if I really had ADHD, I would be able to control the amount I take"" which spirals me into self doubt, self hate, and everything that I'm trying to get away from... &#x200B; Does anyone else have this? I feel like the meds are very much helping me in life other than this one aspect. Would love to hear your advice / thoughts!",8.02682948230477,6.882102615969582,7.689353612167302,75.96692892658675,62.764258555133075,10.373676513600467,35.439894706054396,9.265573868473778,3.109561801696403,1080,40,199,15,13,343,165,263,0.076,0.816,0.10800000000000001,0.8181,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,3,0,4,11,9,1,1,9,1,20,6,0,6,0,38,38,22,0,7,7,0,2,2,0,4,4,2,0,2,13,12,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,4,25,5,30,24,9,19,0,0,0,2,14,8,0,8,11,131,38,4,0.16194122565814126,0.0959369357898562,0.0,0.0,0.2919328249373249,0.1582470914758227,0.07177556278575344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737403629434077,0.35092650068453324,0.2951644717876305,0.055062793324392886,0.0,0.12388459437585142,0.0,0.0,0.056616535150607813,0.08296396150771332,0.06663191521499108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607455614249566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317912375727618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163085471752036,0.06464844570528183,0.0,0.0,0.05221934674308167,0.0,0.06973987018227729,0.08218346760349655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287685324919411,0.07085792893805062,0.08286104932045686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764055709658341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030363691928676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277116579551382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188234948215446,0.115690843967563,0.0,0.0,0.07400567321943669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460760652877687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799417167709559,0.0,0.0,0.0912597654232547,0.0,0.10854578998412022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451228296790109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044499331246393665,0.0,0.0913383781028395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719193842667915,0.0791163028893003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461582787640524,0.0,0.0,0.0820914925684618,0.08134586377687063,0.0,0.17988019467015184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904543405497328,0.06003868343784609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486778278890896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374369589867984,0.0832512756248079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439108124410649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341002464563434,0.09147374512821974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253934290952178,0.0,0.0,0.08008200650115986,0.0,0.057311416513873274,0.0,0.06466323599930034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538395927978546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263947179108375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428162208106186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549737310603215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680923551255814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789514098981575,0.0822295877350003,0.0,0.11503840038679355,0.0,0.2951644717876305,0.10428483987220076 adhd,SubComandanteMarcos,2019/05/05,"First day on Vyvanse 30. It didn't work I'm in my 40s. I have always struggled with what I thought was deprssion. I tried every antidepressant but nothing worked. Reading up I realized that i have ADD. The forgetfulness, constant mistakes, inability to keep a job, the messy house, constantly losing stuff, getting nothing done... I took me forever to convince a psiquiatrist as I'm in Europe and ADHD is not widely recognised specially in adults. Anyway so this was my only shot. I started today and aside from slightly more energetic on the morIng I didn't find any other benefit. Around now I realised that shit wasnt going to help me either and I got really down. I don't think I can get any different ADHD medication, as it took me ages to convince a psychiatrist to try this. Any insights?",4.032335907335906,6.5884096081081065,5.435559845559848,74.92121621621625,74.54054054054055,8.012355212355214,30.841698841698843,8.841846274778883,3.0541644787644784,634,30,104,14,14,212,102,148,0.151,0.764,0.085,-0.8769,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,1,1,6,0,11,2,1,0,0,17,23,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,5,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,10,0,17,4,17,13,3,20,0,1,0,0,2,9,1,0,8,72,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424441005524051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854700442312675,0.0,0.0,0.2906548084157819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268290953053457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30792034541883795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188179111431492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885151914888708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579695266264195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003767800356505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021560460105538,0.12118547288067515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488700819641938,0.0,0.0809693608295595,0.0,0.113946803874981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549508203088124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439201623672378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413801491099571,0.12663447110713566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593882289366731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352420395989754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734088865619155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835535892977392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250921724849616,0.0,0.09127035467225936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624408786597745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084146832592956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894127031350562,0.16309482294267302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128944792175504,0.0,0.11310579202762555,0.0,0.0,0.1350455295479713,0.0,0.3165802967900521,0.1934564558576438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074406784733304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gammont360,2019/05/05,"Asking for Advice (18 years old) Graduating High School Soon I am 18 years old and about to finish high school. A background on my parents, they are 1st generation Americans with Pakistani descent. My parents are very emotionally abusive; since 3rd grade I had problems with them. It only got worse in 7th grade when my parents said terrible things to me, took away all of my things, and I was grounded for months, even throughout my birthday. I have a photographic memory so I can remember all of it. I had thoughts of running away and got severe depression and anxiety attacks a lot. My parents wanted to get a divorce in 10th grade and I was in the middle of it and it brought me so much trauma. They eventually made up and act like nothing happened but I am not able to do that. Now that it is 12th grade, my dad finally started trying to change himself but still showing his true self sometimes and I honestly dont think he can change and I dont blame him for that because of the life he has had. I started having trouble with concentration in 6th grade and with my parents being the very stereotypical indian type of parents, this was not a good situation for me at all. I have high blood pressure from my dads side and adhd from my moms side, along with moderate depression and anxiety. I had academic burnout in february and have been missing so many online community college assignments (high school program) since then. I am afraid that if I dont get caught up, I will be stuck here with my parents and wont be able to graduate high school. There are many people who live in my house: grandma from dads side, grandma and grandpa from moms side, uncle, cousin, mom, dad, soon another aunt and uncle, brother comes home from college on weekends and doesnt seem to want to be friends with me, and then there is me. I cannot stand most of these people except for my grandpa because they act a lot like my abusive parents in this dysfunctional family. If I am able to get passed my unmotivated mentality, I might be able to get all my work done but it is so hard to, even with adderall xr. I only found out I had adhd in april 2018 which started to explain a lot for me. My family has their family moving into the home im currently at and I want to move out but I am finding a hard time because I cant make enough money and any job I get I cant commit myself to. I dont see how I would do well in college in a few months because the same thing will happen that happened in February. I want to take a gap year but my dad just told me no, I am not able to, did not give me any good reasons, and said that if I do, he will not pay for any dorm or food, or textbook costs for college. I want to move out and take a year to help recover from my bad high school experience, my tuition is already covered for with a savings plan. I am just so confused and dont know what to do. All my close friends graduated last year and I dont really have much contact with them anymore. I barely have any friends left in high school but they are also more like acquaintances. My best friend doesn't like me sending him long paragraphs about my problems and isn't really listening anymore and he lives in another state. I have no one to turn to and my psychiatrist isn’t very good and also cuts me off because he doesn’t have time and tells me to talk to his wife who I have no connection to and have never met, so I am starting to not trust therapists anymore. There is also the problem of where I would stay if I took a gap year because my parents house isn’t an option. I have been considering freelance work on upwork. Or should I just go to college and try to get through and take a gap year after my first year of college. I just want help and there seems to be no one that wants to. Can anyone please give me some advice?",5.452737816374338,5.644264432325888,6.026739701765415,81.31958507113069,67.62023653088042,9.035262526424043,32.04939153288008,8.841846274778883,2.4635662800662748,3007,118,607,46,46,978,305,761,0.129,0.794,0.077,-0.9839,12,0,0,0,1,0,62.0,0,0,7,6,30,32,2,3,21,0,78,3,1,4,8,118,130,59,0,17,24,23,2,4,4,8,1,3,3,1,23,50,1,0,10,2,4,14,27,15,1,3,26,6,94,17,96,90,17,95,0,3,1,0,63,43,0,17,39,419,117,31,0.2047148224531146,0.09702143575657901,0.0,0.0,0.09841097378780386,0.08001798208834593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518157942671013,0.09822622173259653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137047939080062,0.08586453630251067,0.06264251153900928,0.0,0.12181325721585147,0.02862827274318465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03827614490479346,0.04657853282634898,0.0769345257978295,0.0,0.03418566516090085,0.14975070680775954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429671152527349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662445517544988,0.03526873857083744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705282306429199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041898867767556185,0.28790909673433085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605532427958897,0.0,0.042305027063102636,0.0,0.05408488380752366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040050075610755236,0.11579214927370082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485101632318369,0.03742112780008729,0.03482606468000075,0.04950839518060887,0.04489184728084961,0.12652973120816224,0.0,0.12834605452685693,0.07855244460550775,0.02326883025100795,0.10302304826682426,0.06549165782827515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861718484852344,0.0,0.0733537083315949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054886412114826734,0.3028094293635557,0.08213826333873815,0.0,0.0,0.09448536782908132,0.0,0.0,0.044225427497853936,0.0,0.040629574653883095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0225011825330219,0.033373980644534056,0.0,0.0,0.044484650716559083,0.0,0.028919226647037513,0.08001065736439651,0.0,0.07230677551020448,0.03623323517424579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442473282698587,0.0,0.03874122296049355,0.027329746724820442,0.08301947948221658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041260878318527185,0.04343401516152353,0.0,0.14385571551933773,0.0653605672754983,0.1305476751800038,0.0601955797169617,0.0,0.031577738268865875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039285878666611374,0.0,0.08592550776991792,0.0,0.05548802470219108,0.06227793891151715,0.0,0.0,0.4091608511429469,0.0,0.0,0.05676939275559816,0.0,0.0,0.04494308006922084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753066264817585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245822291443295,0.04209618653746695,0.0,0.0,0.04638039741394789,0.0,0.07789227015022021,0.0,0.0,0.2486187954303761,0.032626241795544145,0.07454587432411579,0.04271244129248273,0.04625389592289663,0.0,0.06773688663912822,0.04602160753042591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049363879011728,0.0,0.11591856399497852,0.04363975251223595,0.032697104330394765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235204164644456,0.032908403965632216,0.035785955599014,0.0,0.0,0.04753793745232562,0.08160205897936866,0.026234598441143515,0.0,0.03250414043204131,0.04774834369816164,0.0,0.0,0.03912275714298713,0.09097828007223403,0.05559517064471825,0.0445341882975786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134670079664733,0.16904454876540764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03681264212943439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059613931555054185,0.0,0.04172437867125834,0.058169414526198684,0.0,0.0,0.2109274141131294 adhd,pwoppywoppy,2019/05/05,"Newly prescribed for ADHD and needing advice Hi, first post here so I'm sorry if I mess something up. &#x200B; I was prescribed Guanfacine a little less than a week ago (Wednesday, so about half a week). I've been taking 0.5 mg twice a day, and so far it seems to be doing really well. I noticed a striking difference today especially, since I was able to focus on playing a game for about 3 hours (first time in probably years that I've been able to do so). I've been looking around online and in this subreddit and I've noticed a lot of people taking Vyvanse as well as a non-stimulant (usually Guanfacine) together to treat their ADHD, and it makes me wonder if I'm doing something...wrong? Of course, everyone experiences ADHD differently, so it's not fair to myself or anyone else to assume there's a 'right' way to treat ADHD. Nonetheless, I am curious about Vyvanse, especially since it seems to note on their website that they can treat binge eating disorder, something I suspect I suffer from. I hope to talk to my therapist about it on Tuesday, but does anyone else have any advice/way to get over this feeling of 'doing it wrong'?",6.537536334633111,6.921549290322582,7.1789861751152095,73.32364409783766,65.31336405529953,9.626231832683443,33.282169443459765,9.466822959209583,3.1586727401630625,904,36,155,16,13,299,125,217,0.052000000000000005,0.867,0.081,0.5978,1,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,2,14,10,0,0,9,0,13,1,0,1,0,21,26,16,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,3,2,4,5,2,14,7,32,20,2,26,0,1,1,0,6,11,0,9,13,103,24,0,0.1982908958804704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766142461746358,0.09688378426090456,0.08788645750500097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742405142071423,0.12047257125744475,0.0674223044416371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864960489259798,0.20317245576349385,0.0,0.08826046872242405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394061182318853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717178212926848,0.11362927289829425,0.0,0.08676284962188324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145054493107344,0.1656465993761157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947377242917244,0.0,0.09698327260543232,0.0,0.0,0.05013091746597487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866613473897704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051799404471316216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847380062571144,0.09763829489150301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993697852798536,0.0,0.0,0.0832572058506637,0.0,0.0,0.08428991436401795,0.0,0.0,0.06618035637712745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351509338027512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257554992231244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873497002565594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495393279359683,0.0,0.10689556178307842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351511271480277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466967081943688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805165843243632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402827815390378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265401926545275,0.0,0.11098521181171564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909007609563865,0.07968935549154171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511550669334547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781250800052312,0.0,0.09397829187440032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091947037427896,0.0,0.0,0.15739408346844064,0.15905699595285536,0.0,0.17828732917579793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751900902953042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679996641896535,0.12047257125744475,0.06384641786231446 adhd,MediocrePickle,2019/05/05,"New psychiatrist but want to go back to my old one I was diagnosed and formally tested when I was a little kid and went to a psychiatrist 2 years ago to see about medication. He was great, aside from some issues with sending my script to the pharmacy and not responding about appointments. Consistently took IR for 2 years with some short breaks. I decided that I wanted to see another psychiatrist who was a little more reliable. Honestly this was a dumb move because he doesn’t even believe I have ADHD and prescribed me way less than I was taking before. And he wants me to see him every single month, where my dr before sent in 3 months at a time. My question is, if I make an appointment with my other psychiatrist and he prescribes me the effective dose that I had before, will the pharmacy flag me or anything for dr shopping? I’m not trying to stockpile my meds or anything but I went from taking 10mg IR 3x a day to just 10mg a day.",7.916912912912912,6.56526561621622,8.500180180180184,70.73219219219223,63.10810810810811,12.114114114114114,35.69069069069069,11.20814326018867,3.8976726726726736,749,28,142,18,9,252,110,185,0.025,0.888,0.086,0.8962,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,11,0,11,5,0,2,0,26,26,12,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,1,1,7,3,1,0,1,11,3,20,2,21,14,5,27,0,0,3,0,11,6,1,6,12,92,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314898032288036,0.0,0.12033703181316385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234907962456994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234266535793697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438584070374383,0.0,0.08275389819498777,0.0,0.34654795488158946,0.15294738277937422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509918268539534,0.0,0.0,0.13778665288962488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966371639716972,0.0,0.11437793634065475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715167897726087,0.0,0.0,0.14966839579843189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169108383682405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721207647221092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906163233431924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079121548090935,0.1367570794178538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671383777413866,0.14428418071250895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311112983595351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245016014794465,0.0,0.09198988996708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207466634468142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245332024976128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413904188966767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915878978353258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508268138604062,0.09216752006864504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402122855556897,0.10775458112228356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516891756883751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484123573911714 adhd,FlatMarser,2019/05/05,"Conflicted Over Marijuana I’ve been smoking most nights for the past few years. I found that it helps anxiety better than any medication has for me, and it helps me relax when the stimulants are wearing off at night. I never do it during the day, when I have responsibilities to tend to. I really do enjoy it and my consumption hasn’t increased much (usually a bowl or two shared with friends). That said, I’m a little concerned that it might affect concentration, motivation and memory, which are obviously problem areas already with ADD. My psychiatrist was cool with it initially, but recently suggested taking a break just to see (which I’ve been pretty inconsistent with). Any thoughts or experiences that might help?",9.262924634420699,9.56015799212599,9.325084364454444,60.52078740157482,59.62992125984252,13.241394825646793,37.82789651293588,12.540900571622839,5.237698312710911,583,25,92,19,7,192,88,127,0.025,0.79,0.18600000000000005,0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,6,1,12,2,1,3,2,24,19,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,3,8,6,13,11,4,17,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,5,10,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388853807685785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389630874793599,0.0,0.1344094776883897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539174597509253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331150828443405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186762190624852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264520522069045,0.1357448373789325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533025961107677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609684873045175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699855247472435,0.0,0.3727783671722373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291591960496067,0.0,0.13551012572846358,0.0,0.0,0.3297637672271645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772485527594372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874934529024727,0.0,0.16812049400961265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112557465675674,0.0,0.1734818546114939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713026169671402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000958808758374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210400175207007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394856122733881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163267845736932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350794784356853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314458370436528 adhd,Dumbledore27,2019/05/05,"I can’t cope with the depression my adderall XR is causing me I was prescribed Adderall XR 20 mg over a month ago. Initially, I thought this was a very high starting dose. I had expected to be put on something lower, like 10 or 15 mg. When I first started, the effects were really intense. During the first few hours, I felt euphoric and lived in an almost dream-like state. Around 1/2 pm, I’d hit a wall and practically fall asleep. It’d pick back up around 3/4 pm and then finally wear off around 5. The end of the day was brutal. I have dealt with depression my whole life and adderall seemed to only worsen my mental health. I was usually able to get through the comedown by taking a walk or watching a funny show. When I was taking 20 mg, the depressive state would only last 1 hour. I met with my psychiatrist a few weeks later to discuss how the medication was working. I told him about feeling a bit down at the end of the day, but explained that I was more concerned with the wall of exhaustion I’d hit every afternoon. I was worried this would start to seriously affect my work performance. He decided that upping my dosage to 30 mg a day was the best way to combat the exhaustion problem. It did help, but it made my depression 100x worse. The 30 mg a day would last longer and I wouldn’t feel the slump after lunch. the first few hours after taking it, I felt great. I saw improvement in my mood, focus and ambition. However, when it wore off at the end of the day I endured absolute hell. Most evenings/nights, I’d sit in my bed, staring at the wall weeping. It was absolutely horrible. Unlike the comedown on 20 mg, These depressive episodes would last *hours* and sometimes all night long. It almost felt like a mix of panic and pure sadness. I’d often pace around my room sobbing. It’s been like this for weeks now. I started taking half of the 30 mg pills every day, hoping that this would alleviate the depression. It hasn’t really helped. Most days, anytime between 3 and 6 pm to 8 or 11 pm, I have serious thoughts of suicide. Does anyone here experience depression as well as ADHD? If you have any suggestions or medicine recommendations, I would really appreciate it. I can’t deal with this anymore.",3.294265734265732,5.508555396270398,4.3783216783216785,83.26440559440562,75.45687645687644,7.663403263403263,27.31701631701632,8.5409612609427,2.1209365967365974,1751,70,333,35,39,570,226,429,0.192,0.7140000000000001,0.094,-0.9937,2,0,1,0,0,1,56.0,0,1,0,8,14,26,2,1,33,0,30,10,2,6,2,58,56,23,1,11,7,0,5,3,0,7,7,0,2,0,19,18,1,0,11,1,0,3,4,18,1,4,24,8,34,7,47,21,10,72,1,10,3,0,11,23,2,12,45,201,53,2,0.06828477993517497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820650357382588,0.0,0.060530337344672475,0.0,0.1367546867781046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046435991940797915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772015302797088,0.04774630583088954,0.0,0.0,0.2431517254254214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052506780802230715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166066370583088,0.0,0.07454929408626362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014727890174823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082662379950273,0.07039860973854026,0.4116950662964861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975647108428327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814401410782676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506574438758843,0.0,0.0,0.06679561759857151,0.0,0.0,0.06905367292658768,0.0,0.19669229166370406,0.07480263868530991,0.0,0.17424899678869155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03567597916577184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528421094498038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258352793082548,0.0,0.0,0.09153969721832528,0.07214661909608422,0.0,0.06782219400693394,0.2689870132587828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698362848601772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482315594890711,0.10008148283658967,0.0,0.060296711717921975,0.06042988144591902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461270983156897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878973186148768,0.06881499742301138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054504259869455514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816128046261874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386730434146244,0.0,0.08011747647618178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533931233699547,0.0,0.06864506421762308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123493567458244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621638990560062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256895968660584,0.0675353933931899,0.0,0.19332927479180145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469246618082187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053666254621397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084209755691873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524903350801617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520603789755119,0.05634209480719665,0.0,0.05420127991766041,0.10954786317913306,0.0,0.06139621783411645,0.0,0.0,0.07623751820754572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942426612122257,0.06934650864626671,0.0695880244858996,0.2910452908794013,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mewmoe,2019/05/05,"I keep pushing everyone away I didn’t learn about RSD until the other day but I believe it is behind so many of my problems. I have a tendency to get insecure in my relationships and then constantly ask for validation. Build up negative thoughts in my head and then blow up on the person, whether angrily or sadly. Just fucked up a relationship doing that yesterday. It wasn’t the most healthy relationship so it’s probably better that he left but I am still pissed off at myself for being so impulsive and so insecure that I just can’t keep it to myself. Finally seeking treatment on Tuesday, so this is more of a rant. It’s just the past few days until my appointment are so agonizingly slow - I couldn’t even make it until Tuesday before destroying my relationships. Rant over",4.816632653061227,6.903271292517007,6.205187074829932,72.39308673469391,70.76870748299321,10.070068027210883,31.97789115646259,10.317481424215053,3.8304789115646254,628,29,108,19,12,212,93,147,0.29600000000000004,0.6579999999999999,0.046,-0.9937,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,13,8,3,2,7,0,11,3,2,1,0,18,18,18,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,14,1,22,13,3,28,0,1,0,1,7,12,2,2,15,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534587920855602,0.0,0.14607161093930449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229571827365694,0.17516436248876754,0.0,0.13750286660423666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801063114755227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053391009399926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026881757351778,0.0,0.0,0.1485607170772875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703126168297593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373189907612066,0.08122800848307267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595597254917793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27638235319340765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689214179162041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037791573876271,0.1576247982495791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484161739512191,0.0,0.1357526638883284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676257418003107,0.14876626629156686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6676774868536388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416060677730248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342786560048195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nauticalsun,2019/05/05,"I landed my dream job, but I’m fucking it up New to this sub, but everyone’s stories resonated so much that I thought I’d take a shot at journeying with you! I’m 27, diagnosed with BPD and ADD about 3 years ago when I was in my third year of medical school. Everything clicked with the diagnosis, but finishing the last two years was still an uphill climb. Last year, I graduated med school, passed the board exams and earned my license as a doctor. Now here was the picture: I have a mediocre class ranking (below 50%, i assure you), and my board rating was average. Plot twist of the year: **I got into a competitive residency program in a top tertiary hospital** despite being academically average and being an outsider (not a graduate or intern of said hospital, which grants points on application). I do believe some of my strengths worked in my favor during the pre-residency (kind of a trial) period, but getting in was still a huge surprise. But there it was. It was going to be hell, but I was bracing myself for the incoming onslaught of physical, mental, and emotional torture that is being a first year resident at this program. We’re four months in. * I’ve developed a reputation as a slow worker and a sleepyhead (I was off ADD meds until a month or so ago) * I’ve gotten into big trouble with my attendance because I am ALWAYS late due to sleeping in despite multiple wake up calls and alarms * I get people in trouble for forgetting things and they have to cover for my stupid ass. * I have difficulty submitting paperwork and requirements on time * The work is **not** ADHD-friendly. Tasks pile on top of each other real-time and you are expected to find a way to finish them quickly. Routines don’t mean anything here. Different seniors will have their own tasks for you and they all think their tasks takes precedence over others’. They will call incessantly. They will harass you. It’s impossible to plan your day ahead. You don’t know what scut work shit errand some senior is going to pile on you in the next couple of minutes. So here we are. I’m performing poorly at a job I was lucky to snag. I’m constantly afraid of being kicked out of the program but I’m also not improving. I recently got on Concerta 36 which greatly improved my wakefulness at work. This is already a big step in making my team mates feel like I am present. I am still quite forgetful, and procrastinate a lot with paperwork. **and my attendance** I need changes in my life. I am currently on sick leave now (just had surgery) and fully intend to keep my life on track when I return. Basic plan is: * Accountability for tardiness. Real, palpable consequences are needed. Threats of being sacked are APPARENTLY not enough to get me out of bed in the morning. I neeeeeeeed real consequences for my tardiness. Current option: pay for the whole team’s lunch every time I am late * Compliance with medication. I need to ensure that I have a constant supply of my medication and that I take it every day (easier for Neurotypicals, hard for us) * Maximize my lists. I have been customizing paper lists for every post I assume. They help and have gotten quite popular with my co-workers for being handy, but they can still be optimized. * Maximize alarms. I tend to forget appointments and events (duh) so I will try setting up an alarm at 10pm every night to remind me to review the events of the next day so the team can plan ahead with covering for me as I attend to those events. Hopefully I get some structure in with those things to keep me from getting kicked off the program",3.2491698841698837,5.95960240690691,4.509460317460321,79.678,78.23423423423424,7.88979836979837,26.931703131703127,8.759644201051973,2.5250077906477912,2817,116,494,68,70,925,325,666,0.102,0.813,0.085,-0.9442,6,0,0,0,0,0,98.0,2,8,9,25,21,23,7,4,37,1,50,15,5,2,2,79,84,39,0,5,15,0,2,1,1,4,8,1,1,0,21,34,1,3,7,4,3,9,6,13,0,4,18,4,72,10,95,54,10,108,1,0,1,2,27,42,4,10,55,340,93,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656539638880491,0.0,0.1276995153575943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794862845474688,0.057601921769356176,0.05993426905027345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059274096573099774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390848159633445,0.0,0.0,0.08115251956049158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071856545373837,0.0,0.14710023503908873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619760287501999,0.0,0.0,0.15567648392459493,0.0,0.0,0.07969921173722971,0.0,0.13935910104849691,0.0,0.0,0.07310837126209302,0.0,0.07525544015746483,0.0,0.07372518990812575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102343160782048,0.0,0.07442567217865396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275165870769985,0.06882722219999701,0.0647354213845243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03642025203070836,0.05145785045972933,0.0,0.0,0.0658336085224703,0.06126820978698699,0.0,0.0,0.05564977113538596,0.06659006195960353,0.18816206258008208,0.0,0.08187198791571955,0.0,0.11521705561595035,0.07941271826233294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452423539680734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827981919296999,0.0,0.0,0.07154149212697622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295622122815774,0.12804616193057522,0.0,0.07500758359352194,0.03958549966973885,0.11742722391085345,0.16250470445069698,0.0762687828535415,0.0,0.0,0.10175305544100774,0.035189948861862594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123685900757653,0.0,0.0,0.04808021437814327,0.0,0.0,0.07846118261358133,0.16001695277802466,0.21768626623383572,0.07258873984308045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498643284641198,0.0,0.0529499304649547,0.16022676409949566,0.0,0.06956648758136502,0.15320826549350006,0.0675947554591218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993614835309284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809110823957093,0.0,0.06898429828253072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322436374047432,0.0,0.24595583566165294,0.0,0.0,0.07112038801388898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851649751700074,0.0,0.0,0.14579528920249282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393719100557382,0.0,0.0,0.07208146458758061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009123378697915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624715371616545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570632636861642,0.046153560436369936,0.0,0.057183334184744035,0.08400189816336329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048903265549839696,0.0,0.07036230224242951,0.0,0.08664255452552848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717362136802739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804183038972128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621914719838843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783076090376747 adhd,Ihatethingslikeme,2019/05/05,"Well, Hey? Well, basically, i never really thought i had ADD, but a few days ago, i was taking with a friend who has ADD and i mentioned how i found it pretty hard to concentrate on most of the classes, a lot of times when the teacher was saying important stuff i would just zone out and then not know what to do. ( this also happens with friends and conversations) I also told him how much i forget stuff, like, i forgot when my birthday was, and for one day, i forgot what year we were actually in( I literally wrote ""2017"" down as the date, proceeded to think a bit and i was like ""Oh, I'm fucking stupid, it's not 2017 anymore"", and proceeded to correct it to 2018), I also never know what day we are in.(i am guessing not knowing the date is pretty normal) I forget things all the goddam time, writting emails, doing pieces of hw, watching something someone told to watch and all that stuff. I tend to procrastinate a lot too. I'm also very deorganized, my notes for school are all over the place, very messy, my copy's and books for school are completely always deorganized, and then get ripped and messy because of that( I'm honestly getting more organized thought, but only after i looked how other people did this kind of stuff, before, i didn't know how you kept everything so clean and fine) After i told him some of his stuff he told me something along the lines of ""Oh, yeah, that really sounds like ADD, I honestly can't get through classes without my meds, you should get that checked"" Now, after that I thought ""Hey, that would actually explain a lot of things"". Also, i tend to pick up a bunch of Hobbies, and a lot of them, once i hit a wall, or get trouble with something, idk, i just kinda lose all motivation. I think it happens because i often think ""Hey, you know all those rules and the basics? Let's ignore that, let's just go in blind and I'll figure everything out"". Or even like, starts something with a lot of interesting, works on it for a bit, gets bored, drops thing, go do something else. But the thing is, i want to know if this is worth checking or even worrying about, because i might be just Making up excuses for being lazy( i tend to do that). Because i don't know, i have looked up some of these things before, and it all seems pretty normal stuff that you just need to control(thanks google) so I don't know. But i always feel like I'm way behind everyone else, and that i have the potential to be at their level, it's just that i really don't know how to. There is also the thing that, no one in my family has ADD or ADHD, or anything like that, my parents always seem fine, super organized and all that. And from what I've seen, your parents kinda need to have ADHD for you to have it. So yeah, i don't know.",5.838451256460522,5.617973815837941,6.257496584090777,81.39756549634646,66.82688766114181,9.142731539238401,29.486663102239646,8.654491914285503,2.026109297213805,2134,65,434,29,31,691,232,543,0.083,0.773,0.145,0.9885,2,0,5,0,0,0,94.0,2,6,2,4,31,24,3,0,22,2,40,2,0,8,10,119,98,47,0,9,20,2,2,6,2,4,1,2,1,0,45,31,0,4,23,1,3,2,13,7,2,2,21,10,55,17,60,67,22,42,0,1,6,1,33,16,2,21,28,310,100,8,0.0,0.0,0.1093050525127471,0.0,0.13461357599510496,0.0,0.04964480361736871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687217178121571,0.1398012361418606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554163160975132,0.0,0.0,0.04608711122713727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365598257680302,0.0,0.09531178061523507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228529451775025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587198815745214,0.0,0.06281405372063409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083552303933506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356951149662934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398117645201872,0.0,0.0,0.053514908338994686,0.1006668591567586,0.0,0.05279626409517213,0.0,0.028317668312154074,0.04000978192425482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614062828860069,0.08653821282348198,0.05177545959505997,0.17556092272774668,0.0,0.06365754404717502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616955112050944,0.0,0.09904957482016843,0.0,0.05016922712455495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058320295842725176,0.3077872851273476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145372377390812,0.0,0.16416645864257198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940597164006035,0.06265495429496701,0.0,0.2380660436386565,0.0,0.0,0.03738358433076009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062208616640943,0.0,0.0,0.05941215573504351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116991191587442,0.08305357793192672,0.08638858262646952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974546595920533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059643197164100735,0.07590049303010099,0.042594111915611306,0.0,0.0,0.12437322386043548,0.0,0.0,0.03882661999859585,0.0,0.05851301059826303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093079762884086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763416982469676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453719983520912,0.0,0.11335952968226813,0.0,0.10196918425061384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047452616050238386,0.21557584134632424,0.0,0.0,0.03964042784808648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38467202046440696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210857826784844,0.0,0.0,0.051561620114257696,0.0,0.0,0.22324227766431526,0.10765668629311742,0.0,0.13338447156224814,0.0653136032055954,0.0,0.0,0.21405963335597875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241951572703837,0.03303303386942656,0.044453938559770985,0.0,0.0,0.10070993524678147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398654988180493,0.0,0.04077210191546644,0.056875509939596884,0.0,0.07956829001405161,0.0,0.0,0.03606520238077296 adhd,Voideternal666,2019/05/05,"Doctor Shaming I have switched doctors because of insurance purposes, but here's the problem: with this said doctor, I feel that he is shaming me because of my medication. (Granted, he is not shaming me overtly, but subtly). This begs the question, ultimately: why do some doctors fail to understand certain perspectives? Moreover, why is ADHD shamed in society?",7.335000000000001,10.152869166666667,7.380000000000003,63.52500000000001,65.66666666666666,9.466666666666667,47.0,9.888512548439397,5.9664,290,21,36,7,5,93,45,60,0.196,0.7659999999999999,0.038,-0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,4,2,0,5,5,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,5,1,5,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,25,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255963847056587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288580684493705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7685350959549115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949141057622339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910263881830544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961745230201706,0.0,0.0,0.21028323232411936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855950272675694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541744419894405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33876632955301555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,amandasaurusrekt,2019/05/05,"Been taking 10mg generic Adderall (amphetamine salts) for 3 days and here are my thoughts. Just need somewhere to share this. It's been up and down, basically. But 2har I notice the most is the drowsiness. My head feels heavy and I get so tired! I feel pretty focused, like unbelievably compared to normal, in the morning and for a good 5 hours after. Then I just feel agitated and sad. It's about 3pm right now, I took my dose at 7am and I'm on the verge of tears for no reason!? I've read in a few different places (including this sub) that stimulants affect us ADHD folks differently than others, but man that down feeling is getting to me. Does this go away? Any other firsthand experiences? I'd love to hear your thoughts.",3.0042145178764907,5.175534957746481,4.126338028169016,84.93399241603468,76.1830985915493,6.904442036836404,25.711809317443123,7.882392219407189,1.4936624052004337,572,21,113,9,13,186,105,142,0.067,0.804,0.128,0.8603,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,5,4,1,3,0,22,20,10,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,11,4,19,15,2,18,0,1,0,1,6,11,0,1,6,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414136142977846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551212436403473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959113331393252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954707000894796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549397022279189,0.0,0.0,0.14864756045792712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661578306942509,0.0,0.0,0.3435497389636386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177491982833458,0.0,0.0965366056952454,0.14247235866996846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432762778986488,0.0,0.19144705047743527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728005599337736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298609339278609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533072720626694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595067284487158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166428895941909,0.0,0.19338924646738967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746985111395944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281092926069802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990817233219085,0.0,0.0,0.17464663746321793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506139513553526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771523870346552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269703234283978,0.0,0.19523161714572945,0.0,0.0,0.18872316002615586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204323318282438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gumdr0p,2019/05/05,"Non-stimulant ADHD medication? Does anyone have any positive/negative experiences to share? Could anyone compare their effectiveness or how they ""feel"" to stimulants? Some backstory: I just started Vyvanse after 10 years of being off of my ADHD medication (concerta back then) and it's been helping me tremendously. Mental illness has been a big struggle for me and my sibling throughout our lives. We have very similar traits and diagnosis'. She has been diagnosed with ADHD a long time ago but was never medicated for it. That diagnosis kind of got swept under the rug over the years when they started diagnosing her with PMDD and BPD to name a couple. I think if she was to treat her ADHD it could help her so much, and god knows she really needs the help. She's going to be bringing up the fact that Vyvanse has been helping me so significantly to see if ADHD treatment may be the road she needs to be focusing more on too. However, my sister is also a former addict. She had a meth addiction that started in her teens that lasted 9 years. She's in her 30s now and clean other than smoking weed. Obviously she can't/doesn't want to be prescribed a stimulant like I'm taking. It's the reason she hasn't even considered bringing it up to her new doctor (trying ADHD treatment. Not her past drug addiction.). But are there any other medications any of you have tried that could benefit her without immediately making her want to relapse? I'm really sorry if this is TMI. I just really want her to feel better again and she won't look into these things by herself.",5.762901325478642,7.361534735395192,6.8046637211585725,70.95762886597943,67.62542955326461,9.804025527736867,31.039273441335297,10.07000556051586,3.3944572410407456,1252,50,208,31,21,419,170,291,0.04,0.8420000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9803,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,3,2,13,7,0,1,12,0,27,12,0,6,3,45,49,19,0,11,10,1,2,1,0,2,12,0,2,0,15,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,8,4,36,6,32,31,3,34,0,0,2,0,34,11,0,6,21,154,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725170956870725,0.5892497830388053,0.0,0.07243744311396537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534928374220618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671166916674174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427725217630764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283554849201241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227229839693565,0.0,0.0,0.10292006051916333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957338093813794,0.09041862218939307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658826494250304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364110443303348,0.0715113472804735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947661077335794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397349642120894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993518559969774,0.0,0.0,0.08263742982212736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046441816561831634,0.0,0.0653567782819518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190934959494544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509597792061825,0.04490968305455004,0.06661049439579929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992293802723393,0.0,0.0721578602834363,0.07231722623147918,0.06862193884981634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454692265935668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292862724466555,0.0823518037382257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007160740121755,0.1211846636200694,0.06302540833812105,0.07892306361073162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800839557481283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705055686971425,0.08401897955489185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511809662219653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147581089663424,0.17351974595712222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542864959680872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061441228902758216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428933346034792,0.052361136990293,0.0,0.0,0.04765000636560264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110961345669445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742531871709719,0.14459691674323338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877254719594301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578697580910699 adhd,valiantpipsqueak,2019/05/05,"Question for those on mediation Hey, so I was on Vyvanse until a few years ago when I realized that I didn't like how it affected my mental health as a whole. I developed depression while I was on it and didn't actually notice until I was already off the Vyvanse because the Vyvanse sort of dulled my emotions anyway. On to the question, though: Does anybody know of any ADHD medications that would be unlikely to dull my emotions or mess with my mental health negatively?",9.805112359550565,7.974412404494388,10.058286516853936,62.57933988764046,59.78651685393258,12.944943820224724,43.59831460674158,11.698219412168324,5.256098876404495,380,19,63,9,4,128,60,89,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,2,0,11,8,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,10,1,14,1,2,11,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,4,7,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.17418357444267146,0.0,0.21451408966299285,0.0,0.1582234150716739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697163857265024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138146835820393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880777251705707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373589559767714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562005655734082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015615568756554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794597608723298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980951717400894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720274105238163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981307844052974,0.3597582428268297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321564364032316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999063744949157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753686216592363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928123675736426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267964183569862,0.0,0.0,0.11494374174421222 adhd,JD_Flare,2019/05/05,"Starting a new job and need advice I am going to keep this short since my ADHD gets really bad when I have to write. For example I had to write a two page summary about my internship experience which took me forever to finish. I don't know why but every time I write a sentence I get distracted or start day dreaming. So you can see why writing something simple can take me a long time. I started a internship in March and is ending next week, however they really liked me so they offered me a full-time position, which I said yes to. I have notice at the internship I would have a lot of day dreams but will happen most frequently when I have to write an email (I might write a lot of emails throughout the day). The boss had me meet with her to talk about the additional duties I will be doing from now on. She made it clear not to fall behind, so I don't if she knows something is up. I am pretty sure they know I am slow but may not know it's because of my ADHD. My questions are the following. I don't drink coffee but I heard that it helps with ADHD so is that true? I don't have the hyperactivity part of ADHD but my leg does shake a lot when I sit down. I am taking vitamin B because I read a couple of articles online stating that vitamin B helps with the brain. Is this true if not what vitamins I can take that will help? Are there certain foods I can eat that will help me? Will exercise help me and if so what kind of exercises (cardio or weight lifting)? Any werid or unusual treatments/activities you guys can recommend me that will help? I am asking you guys because you have ADHD like me and maybe what worked you will work for me. Thanks in advance. TLDR: I got a job need tips to control my ADHD",2.6774256157635463,4.30950678,4.3220394088669964,85.57185714285716,75.48571428571428,7.684729064039409,24.068965517241374,8.433251757073789,1.4561310344827585,1343,42,281,25,29,451,175,350,0.021,0.779,0.2,0.9966,3,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,3,4,12,11,0,2,19,1,40,12,2,3,5,52,66,23,0,6,14,0,1,2,0,10,6,2,0,2,16,8,4,3,5,6,0,6,7,3,0,1,7,4,53,8,30,48,6,36,0,0,1,0,34,7,0,13,23,192,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752463668145665,0.07795548894680039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054249932006307656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457912617084936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660903394557757,0.1458908268448833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905560559104715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947476983798354,0.0,0.0882698397250016,0.0,0.15434538492461514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981189283933607,0.0,0.0,0.07814941227033541,0.0,0.08163003638176976,0.0,0.0,0.07065722733104708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672141215077335,0.0,0.0,0.07803554014010725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646459589582387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335859160579889,0.0,0.045338135056560286,0.0,0.06380358607772628,0.0,0.0,0.15798015636237256,0.07054502443832435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208301670159265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832932924237192,0.07090794215304459,0.0,0.08307368714999512,0.1753696497176125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779483530203252,0.0,0.0,0.07059862022049461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346629328090216,0.0,0.07548530716377913,0.0,0.0,0.08014500014358385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084628974649748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830473165655699,0.0,0.07704747105008003,0.08484192468706349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082469506442133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863888637429183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116014846021356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936658090679568,0.0,0.07979687714242466,0.0,0.10221218555748766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588456802163031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357057664513655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599094328393837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282982959754953,0.0,0.0,0.1693960800760238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518726560760751,0.0,0.17994326709801886,0.06412035531631624,0.0,0.07344636779398384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303522488933612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863328118846539,0.0,0.0,0.07792886537069857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399092471720058,0.09714481019032778,0.0,0.0,0.14396957980860042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615472075475344,0.0,0.0,0.056670076310251886,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alleeele,2019/05/05,"I’m not stupid—but my ADHD makes me seem it sometimes. Lost my job today due to poor working memory and slow processing. Today, my boss fired me in a very humiliating way. She made it very clear that she thinks I’m stupid and that all I do is fuck up. She then expected me to finish the shift as usual but I walked out shaking with anger, as I can’t let someone shit on me like that and just take it like I deserve it. It was not a particularly important job, albeit. I’ve been working as a waitress at a place I really like, but despite my efforts (and I really am a hard worker) I was constantly fucking up and forgetting to do things. Additionally, when someone would tell me to do something I would often be slow to understand or just not understand at all. This was frustrating for my coworkers and caused my boss to yell at me often... thus worsening my memory and concentration. For the past three years I’ve struggled to keep three different jobs which I struggled with for the same reasons. In the army, as a basic training commander, I fought to remain a commander and ultimately was successful because my people and teaching skills won over my deficiencies. I was a waitress at a hotel but quit before I could be fired. And now, at this restaurant. Over and over again, my superiors would enumerate the same problems. I became paranoid and anxious as I tried to force my brain to work in a way that it just... can’t. *Trying to complete tasks and remember details for me feels like trying to hold water. Understanding instructions and following a conversation is like running in sand.* I remind myself every day what I’m good at. Deep analysis, language learning, writing, solving problems, articulating my emotions, working with people, and teaching. But I wonder how I can ever be given the responsibility to utilize my real skills when I am so slow to understand, so forgetful, and so unable to manage my time. I feel like an imposter when people believe that I will succeed, because only I know that *all my skills are just potential and that’s all they’ll ever be.* Thanks for reading this, if you did. I guess I’m just hoping to hear I’m not alone, and to hear stories of people’s success after going through what I’ve been through. Cheers.",5.048036764705881,6.735996776470593,6.054158088235294,75.31264889705884,69.47058823529412,8.794852941176469,31.398897058823533,9.271962702966755,2.9872014705882366,1790,77,311,37,32,593,211,425,0.141,0.722,0.13699999999999998,0.5052,4,1,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,1,15,18,28,7,3,18,0,30,5,2,8,7,84,62,37,0,9,15,0,6,6,0,5,0,3,0,0,20,23,1,2,13,2,1,5,6,13,0,2,13,9,50,15,51,38,6,48,0,1,0,2,11,19,3,8,28,223,70,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211485872389496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800108037400406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598949925606123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359124042711117,0.0,0.07230139263666482,0.09572968432776012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948522348835502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728540005470617,0.0,0.0,0.08908718703801671,0.0918200737578358,0.0,0.06783992414691505,0.0,0.0,0.05479724196621614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877333161357624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557740872342096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371659190056586,0.0715890886197505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592460835275283,0.12140211560586416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710283908085282,0.0,0.0,0.04828919422899646,0.07126701162247515,0.0,0.0,0.09360167968252753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611451522983419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152991217151705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439225910351866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529524777230112,0.07552334004773673,0.0,0.0,0.04669611501730432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688539594830134,0.0,0.24906603375721895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275245882405624,0.0,0.0,0.08039864574314358,0.056716707870047164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462188807599292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111143887727287,0.23562406906281985,0.0,0.08877333161357624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260553811708622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037378045461544,0.08499085580804779,0.09671202912728502,0.10886517662886447,0.08736111381962365,0.0,0.0,0.09625202448856053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735155066618905,0.0,0.0,0.08721828962770424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439859879875869,0.06541241155101678,0.0840353884351404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765371634888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388525806701366,0.0,0.07426565675840859,0.07822699181149498,0.0,0.0,0.05644887220419492,0.05444397530852374,0.0,0.0,0.0495454437992973,0.0,0.16107919685390326,0.0,0.0,0.1730628031897334,0.0,0.0,0.3538181648184767,0.0,0.0,0.09358009615186297,0.14021476990018436,0.0,0.13488706832709926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214402217562566,0.2474304628606257,0.0,0.0,0.1810761945878826,0.0,0.0,0.05471651753899223 adhd,seawatersister,2019/05/05,"My boyfriend told me I wouldn’t be a good parent He told me I wouldn’t be a good parent because I leave my laundry in the dryer and I’m late and thinks I would forget about the baby. I don’t agree- I don’t think that leaving my laundry in the dryer has any sort of correlation with how good of a parent you are. As for forgetting about a baby, I think that is extreme I forget minor things I don’t think I would forget my own kid. And yes I am late often even when I try to be on time. he brings me down all the time instead of bringing me up. He makes me feel bad about myself and tells me everything that is wrong with me and expects me to be this perfect person which makes me exhausted and that makes my ADD even worse. He’s mean and angry towards me and it’s hard to deal with.",1.7177852916314436,3.1104776213017797,3.291821639898565,92.96238165680477,77.52071005917159,5.775316990701606,20.947168216398985,6.1826913282559595,0.04363871513102247,614,15,140,4,14,203,85,169,0.139,0.754,0.107,-0.3664,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,8,1,16,1,0,4,2,35,30,11,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,2,29,4,20,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,5,97,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033709823079046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091750017124573,0.08097923486260529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369542429796605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548174302730832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193898012785016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716889392950952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342646375313825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900031662594075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997030675979883,0.2813209409590505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266019149204452,0.0,0.0,0.1447038545508115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425158767874518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159924884689693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161097412497218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825430530816106,0.3404790941925224,0.0,0.0,0.15492244762213606,0.0,0.0,0.25387239953838764,0.0,0.09019098093429452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537732136063732,0.18873425499557792,0.14524184559558934,0.0,0.0 adhd,mjk96__,2019/05/05,"Trouble sleeping Hi all, I was diagnosed with ADHD several years ago. Initially I was prescribed Adderall but stopped taking it. Recently, I started talking it again. While I am taking less than I am prescribed, I find that I am still having trouble sleeping. Any tips or tricks to help with this? 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I do a lot of sounds at home i.e. clapping slapping whistling and sure I am getting better at not doing it on school and yeah sure that’s good but I want to stop doing it at home cause it’s just annoying Yano! 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I started college last year after being in the Air Force for two years; a stint which ended early due to PT failure on paper but was really due to crippling mental health issues that were exacerbated by military life rather than helped by it. I thought having a built in routine would be helpful. I thought I'd function better with structure. Maybe I would, but that wasn't what I got. My flight chief insulted and belittled me constantly, treating me like I was stupid and talking to me like I was a child. Rquests for anything resembling respect were dismissed as me ""wanting her to be my mommy"". She demanded to know whether or not I had a learning disability when I had trouble keeping up with CDCs (additional training for airman after Tech School), and when I told her flat out that I had depression, she laughed and said I had no reason to be depressed; I wasn't security forces, after all. I wasn't being deployed. And it certainly wasn't her fault. So why would I be depressed? My ADHD was diagnosed a month before I was honorably discharged from the Air Force, and I began medication for it shortly after. I've been on Ritalin for about a year, the dosage climbing a bit over time. My college career has not gone well. Neither has my current job. At college, I forget due dates or run out of energy early in the day to go to class. Test scores are fine, but attendance and participation grades have left me on academic probation. I do better with someone other than family to feel beholden to, like a friend in class, but saying so to another student or the teacher feels childish and whiny. I want to stay in school and keep trying, but I'm terrified that I've messed up so bad that I'll be kicked out. At work, I have a hard time focusing. If I can, I retreat into the bathroom for ten, fifteen minutes at a time between restocking or zoning areas. But then there are things like zoning towels or cashiering that I can do for hours without stopping and only have the standard introvert energy depletion. My first yearly review is coming up and my daytime manager has indicated that they're aware of how much time I spend in the bathroom and it'll reflect poorly on my review. My money management skills are nonexistent. I've overdrawn my account more times than I can count. I have no savings, a maxed credit card, and student debt despite 90% of my school being funded by the government and only being in school for a year at this point. I'm exhausted. I like my job, I like being at school, i want to be a teacher, but I feel like I'm treading water in the shallow end. I dont know how much of this is ADHD or just... ineptitude. I want to do better, but I'm scared that I've let it fall too far to fix, and while I trust my parents, the idea of talking to them about this makes me sick. I don't know what to do, and I'm hoping someone here has any advice on how I can correct my course. Thank you.",5.908415178571428,6.257628269097222,6.623077380952385,76.890375,66.65625,9.291190476190476,33.123809523809534,9.159459690764724,2.9073113690476204,2337,96,430,39,35,771,279,576,0.128,0.725,0.146,0.7991,6,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,1,1,8,18,35,2,1,24,0,58,8,0,7,3,82,88,46,0,10,21,1,4,7,1,4,7,2,0,1,21,26,1,4,12,0,7,7,12,11,1,3,23,6,63,24,75,49,8,77,0,3,0,0,18,33,0,8,43,305,84,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748027390557589,0.07448072034122832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183180900898311,0.07992269173341189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272207592120467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364001940755669,0.0,0.0,0.06485709974824685,0.0,0.0,0.20222960919809232,0.08321184950156868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565626839682623,0.0,0.0823660992607686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915521068856192,0.0,0.19694298527338255,0.07736109157094513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932857489411945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350155392527061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185287158947527,0.0,0.11561646376789488,0.05445115809224982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483218687401628,0.0,0.0,0.05888692315785396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331724428340085,0.0,0.06095962087628809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827761577648261,0.0,0.0,0.08101766323211428,0.0,0.0,0.10217652094111487,0.0,0.0,0.07570306694038924,0.07506076059977923,0.0,0.0,0.08604243067793547,0.0,0.07955325629593242,0.1512719970387586,0.13549461829627008,0.0,0.0,0.1256645748755781,0.0621289878646199,0.0,0.0,0.08281260644236646,0.07793950553626355,0.05383601975877129,0.2606586587141872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087704462630818,0.0,0.07657263680964924,0.0,0.0,0.07678303175195453,0.07681123314713674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083760181824724,0.0,0.22412013008411613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593658401371705,0.0,0.0,0.08463262918663712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205197392244264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882810249043686,0.07836624256451724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250210813110347,0.060612730001983424,0.07630892089085982,0.38569053460963304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916090886643772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394848708965516,0.08123974431236375,0.0,0.06372283537816006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252454104300138,0.0,0.07017258763492411,0.0,0.0,0.05063678584479879,0.0,0.0,0.12101938740609527,0.2222207396965578,0.0,0.0,0.07283090769590916,0.0,0.05174797275617879,0.0,0.0744552834777962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982471915453102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685303985905801,0.0,0.06877615775514058,0.0,0.0,0.07347278643094082,0.0,0.055488634538308185,0.0,0.0,0.16243223520515854,0.0,0.0,0.2454139890317621 adhd,southside_irish,2019/05/05,"In-fighting RE: Testing Accommodations and ADHD TL;DR- Let's stop shaming one another. Non ADDers do that enough without even realizing it. There is no shame in letting yourself be able to perform on the same level as everyone else. ESPECIALLY in a law school environment. So I've noticed that a number of people I know who also have ADD/ADHD have a tendency to shame other ADDers who have taken the steps to have any form of testing accommodations. As if it's wrong to take the hand up to put you on the same level as others. I had a friend of mine who thinks she has ADD but has never been diagnosed chastise me for my accommodations because she felt it was ""unfair"" I was getting more time for our law school exams than the rest. &#x200B; It's funny because I have a friend without ADD who I explained how my brain functions in timed environments and she was SO much more supportive than the ADD friend. She goes ""oh wow, i never even have to think about how much time is left on an exam, my brain just does that...I so get why you need the accommodation"" &#x200B; I think there is just such a shame we all feel about asking for help/taking the help offered that so many of us don't for fear of ""cheating."" I walked out of my first semester of law school exams furious because I knew I had the material DOWN and should have crushed the exams, but the constant itching of the ear plugs in my ears kept distracting me, people getting up to the bathroom made me lose focus, and the time crunch turned me into a spaz. Then when the ear plugs got to be too much I would take them out and then the clicking of everyone's keyboards was driving me INSANE. Now, luckily I still did objectively well that semester, but nothing could help the sense I had that I was unable to perform to the level I knew I was. &#x200B; I had looked into the accommodations center for the law school that semester but avoided it, telling myself I didnt need it. (Despite, let me remind you that law school grades are on a curve, meaning everyone is competing for the 10 A's in each class section. ) Luckily I had a moment of clarity this semester and sought help. (After of course the pushing it off due to fear the office of accommodations would say things like they didn't believe I really had ADD) But lucky for me the woman in charge was SO amazing and understanding. Saying, ""it's not fair you are competing with these people as if your keyboard changes the locations of the keys on the keyboard while everyone else has it stagnant."" A lightbulb went off for me on that statement. &#x200B; ANYWAYS. Sorry for the rant/preaching session. I took my first exam with accom. on Wednesday and my GOD did it feel great to be able to actually demonstrate my knowledge instead of feeling like i was running up a hill with sandbags on my ankles. &#x200B; Has anyone else had similar experiences?",7.424395604395606,7.234434809523813,7.457450549450549,74.01254945054949,63.54212454212454,9.990622710622713,35.41611721611721,9.473421319101043,3.2447616117216125,2290,94,412,37,30,738,253,546,0.068,0.7759999999999999,0.156,0.9955,0,1,0,0,2,0,76.0,3,5,2,7,25,23,2,8,41,0,49,8,7,3,3,72,79,31,0,8,12,0,5,2,3,3,2,5,0,1,27,21,0,3,16,0,0,8,9,12,1,3,29,12,55,11,74,40,13,58,0,1,2,0,31,30,0,3,22,306,82,18,0.11956208642852315,0.0,0.05833767465796215,0.0,0.14369039345242487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780687866014896,0.0,0.3238636767319819,0.3632025543328957,0.04065315936501932,0.06268563621533244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180029539389981,0.061252743369854916,0.0,0.0,0.055887205557693685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932590722749458,0.0,0.0,0.06735276422075437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334708300102644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632404170372355,0.0,0.0,0.06460207010993381,0.0,0.047730298578828934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606765004814017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231479377414144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498181720087888,0.0,0.0,0.0617697981204821,0.0,0.07896963046914675,0.0,0.0,0.22849339460620885,0.0,0.05847733134637454,0.0,0.13454058747074354,0.09068127500550123,0.042707589217085715,0.057399176405160575,0.0,0.0,0.10169944963778164,0.0,0.0,0.13856005708214722,0.0,0.09369938312365317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781236136067322,0.06590881118934551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027989254484526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03285409794121395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495227836926694,0.1833905009285353,0.0,0.05841199611471627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050201020059513504,0.06687969595811709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656626853448862,0.0,0.06060859481350644,0.0,0.06511908147368044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183783577242136,0.08865377212105373,0.09221365182250348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736152326773542,0.0680611139255234,0.0,0.0,0.04050918202754243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433394468836262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009646006526258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03829726706415355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508056999872262,0.0,0.3025080364520452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691998353227076,0.0,0.0,0.04774121833323091,0.04997962894504144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783881940213084,0.0,0.0,0.08989580930900153,0.0,0.052251266725404484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971586876939194,0.11491583591691255,0.0,0.0,0.13943522817860265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641893864088723,0.0,0.06502460845841658,0.0,0.062234174277769866,0.07190923434104682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537503372642908,0.05541762598026363,0.05394309315441529,0.0,0.0,0.11525358473409247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493347579497834,0.06536118616941054,0.3632025543328957,0.0 adhd,searchism5,2019/05/05,"I just wished my mom a happy Mother’s day a week early.. again She laughed and reminded me I did the same thing last year when I made her breakfast in bed a week early. This is what happens when I really REALLY try to make sure I don’t forget something I guess lol",3.0642857142857127,3.925265428571429,4.620000000000001,86.875,73.28571428571428,7.742857142857144,22.92857142857143,8.07648339933343,1.0327642857142862,208,5,45,3,4,70,45,56,0.035,0.745,0.22,0.872,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,2,1,9,8,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,2,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,10,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510661551934738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820261747632501,0.0,0.2263906413352792,0.2725296250833237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868401881058246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224482500731306,0.17089005475122904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983825986271706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280157945209981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709061070638426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128836040072335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008305354610453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381540068850096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107149044658752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29440126324984045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486338909972406 adhd,Grandfinale9356,2019/05/05,Recently diagnosed with ADHD So I've been on adderall for a week or so and if I'm tired taking one doesn't really wake me up or make me more alert but if I'm not tired I become more alert. Is this a misdiagnosis? I'm on 10mg Adderall.,-0.5727672955974832,1.3737008113207594,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,88.0566037735849,6.552201257861638,18.26729559748428,7.793537801064563,0.5711786163522015,185,5,44,4,6,68,37,53,0.114,0.7879999999999999,0.098,-0.2057,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,1,0,9,8,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,5,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34023347730449893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126638142126184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873424764654233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897272131635526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183717899074465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136233093147167,0.0,0.27952897959975154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285740167752032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6507679924934873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708727343755825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,3f3f3,2019/05/05,"What's the point? I'm starting to feel cold... I'm insecure about my voice and looks, I'm Stressed over nothing all the time, I most definitely have an inferiority complex, I also have an intense fear of being watched and judged by others, I'm too poor to See a doctor, I no longer have access to Ritalin since I'm >18 because for some reason they think that your ADHD magically disappears the day you turn 18 or some bullshit... All of that Would be fine by me If I knew how to act around people and not let everyone hate me... if I start talking I'm never going to shut up OR EVEN WORST I can't keep myself silent and stop randomly talking/making very unfunny comments... even when they tell me to stop, I start doing it more and hate myself for it when I go home... I'm not charismatic funny or smart, So what I'm I supposed to do? focus on staying silent? (as if I could...) because either way, they'll think I'm annoying or boring and will not want to talk or hang out with me anymore (which they already don't), I'm Lost...no matter how much I try To improve, I end up in the same spot, maybe with even more trama then before...So what's the point?",3.807076271186439,4.491866190677972,5.112500000000002,84.67985169491527,71.41525423728814,7.764406779661018,26.614406779661017,7.865858978985527,1.4131491525423732,895,28,189,11,16,299,142,236,0.16,0.7659999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,4,0,12,11,3,3,8,0,14,2,0,3,3,45,40,22,0,6,12,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,9,10,0,3,6,0,1,5,7,9,0,0,1,6,25,2,26,32,11,29,0,1,3,0,10,10,0,12,12,122,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335154072453326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999304097193358,0.1086965815700375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347978616679381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209991826018121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657132854199841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085224645122179,0.0,0.0,0.08765829003239728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912167984086804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203863347639786,0.0,0.0,0.2693251197447634,0.0,0.0,0.12987906552939113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294976738028346,0.06872612534540899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449493592271865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683891940997754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634060666599307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081350463224802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898920756470673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141400447954072,0.0,0.1483746561885318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655167604779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999181322275542,0.0,0.104831239856191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042059359651115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423103354935372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25697999211179784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975020599531526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831204407843777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243588362658724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886183618300173,0.14487451013505806,0.0,0.2272733534052473,0.15569791570985547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849752252883686,0.11880160836541045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741863497821147,0.0,0.0,0.07925707073031615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228195222658747,0.14784384288304853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214968605823178,0.08017017507317,0.10788836566196547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655491781218607,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sweep94,2019/05/05,"how do you plan meals and what to eat on vyvanse? food doesnt feel important when im in the middle of stuff, let alone appetising. i usually poorly snack and then eat properly after dinner time. howwww do you all plan your food and make sure you're eating? the more specific the better!",2.4130952380952384,4.968523642857143,3.4321428571428565,87.07952380952383,80.42857142857143,7.3047619047619055,20.047619047619047,8.344100000000001,1.233569047619048,228,6,44,5,6,73,45,56,0.062,0.8320000000000001,0.106,0.5459,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,2,2,8,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123316748226774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813173686171886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293385468997074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036607500867236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958051496667245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214492574406517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096397176140133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368477923372533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346908753171203,0.0,0.0,0.19322235858360884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954474896248335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257928932411375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Neren1138,2019/05/05,"For anyone taking stimulants for ADHD: What happens when you take steroids!!! Since I’m gong through this right now I thought I should post this! I’m currently on the 3rd day of the 1st round of anti-inflammatory oral steroids for aggravated soft tissue injuries due to exercise\martial arts \ being a functional ADHD adult who still fights with the fine line between persistence and stubbornness. If you remember the 1st days of your meds, the focused hyperactivity, the controlled energy etc. Not being able to sleep but being tired, it’s exactly like that. Only it’s amplified because if you take your dosage of adhd meds in the AM (like I do) it will line up with a steroid dosage... and oh boy.. wow! I saw my CBT therapist yesterday. His advice “Ride the wave...” Seriously that’s it Just be prepared! Oh and let the people in your life know what’s going on!!!",4.602983725135624,7.0320831139240525,5.241808318264013,77.58253164556963,72.29113924050633,8.564918625678121,28.374321880651003,9.23628265651192,2.683616998191681,684,27,121,16,14,220,106,158,0.069,0.8270000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.7556,1,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,6,0,2,4,7,2,0,11,0,9,3,1,2,1,18,19,7,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,11,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,12,4,18,10,1,17,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,2,10,73,23,0,0.15158304088433328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465200742813909,0.14812519319598305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599038666757712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240361478017094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001326971936598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551704243660664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905515975328886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861481353671146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340443824433357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330607503103671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550039293694623,0.10706758461970113,0.1481116340418805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367491729441122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528573318596168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508859446439764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517465174453953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171403597412355,0.1294510886795565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539105783544358,0.0,0.15169251234361447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105441225802488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419147460084581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759995937285664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034000247218707,0.0,0.17422240673041758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,evanslusher,2019/05/05,This really hit me. [every day is a step](https://youtu.be/m2KxYcGg49c),8.858999999999998,12.972860899999999,6.420000000000003,57.94000000000002,90.0,14.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,6.398,59,2,6,3,2,17,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203317859099462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6797801676979616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168691867158429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DanteMuramesa,2019/05/05,"Handling Off days on third shift So I just started back on adhd meds after 9 years with vyvanse. I work third shift and I have been taking my meds before work but I have some social obligations during the day they will keep me up for a long time. My original dose should be wearing off about now and I'm torn whether I should take another dose now or wait 12 hours and potentially be up all night. How do you handle meds on your off days when you have to get things done during the day.",3.0741666666666667,4.674391909090911,3.539280303030304,91.72892045454547,74.35353535353536,6.566161616161617,21.465909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.4134939393939394,385,9,83,4,8,120,70,99,0.026000000000000002,0.9420000000000001,0.031,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,2,8,0,0,0,3,0,11,3,1,2,1,16,18,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,12,0,13,11,2,24,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,16,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770348618771506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812233213785484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289266644446476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470623520859656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458343607223365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686118870044185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029454723598616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019897661186262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361585191895824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294573301911304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759127837615199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218566474075968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617452857825966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232726152850355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598875615623915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481803622602985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007763368664732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516390384681896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129439522243167 adhd,Peanutgallery93,2019/05/05,Adhd and never fitting in My grammar will be bad. I enjoy talking to people because I have a wealth of surface level/ medium level information and speaking one on one Is great. I make sure to end almost every conversation positively wishing them a good day. People tell me that I am intelligent idk but hey that feels good. But I never truly fit in. I just get the feeling as I'm gradually pushed out of group conversations and ignored by people in general of course until they need something. It just feels bad that even among family some who do have ADHD I think nothing like them. I try to get information online about how to be better how to understand but it's overwhelming a brain always on the move but can't wrap itself around the human condition. I could say more but there's no need to dwell on the things that upset me. I hope you all have a wonderful day.,2.967962184873948,5.494629535714285,4.6295938375350145,79.47226890756303,78.04761904761905,7.048179271708682,23.57282913165266,8.124751697461798,1.6561984593837535,694,23,123,13,17,233,111,168,0.138,0.6709999999999999,0.19,0.7772,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,1,9,15,0,3,8,0,11,1,1,3,4,36,25,12,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,8,0,1,2,4,6,0,2,0,5,17,9,22,21,3,22,0,1,0,0,16,14,0,4,7,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438056916751143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323103394336448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901835886779645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733338015063994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388600743116305,0.08719411286369437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650472645658506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967675335694534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142035171765832,0.0,0.0,0.1844942441434829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266884502839139,0.0,0.0,0.0944746818922257,0.0,0.1205149595116904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348426855235071,0.0,0.2169716271642756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946200392083564,0.0,0.0,0.23994553320328876,0.0,0.15769895171134035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206815431024666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988072147284255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547840158855382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520258430345964,0.0,0.21212045364590432,0.22063812051026824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724799347237876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385133566056506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29749182826499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374887474331465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011697846168628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481081158596964,0.0,0.0,0.11496783490552576,0.12502076489460273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950275199661125,0.0916524236649107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711282879141764,0.0,0.0,0.14890670711735876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448565179328356,0.0,0.1551176766716957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ogtippett,2019/05/05,"BACK ON MEDICINE AFTER 4 YEARS! I have been on focalin xr 70, which I believe is the highest dose, since about 12, and have always been on some form of it since probably 7. I went through a rebellion in high school where I hated feeling dependent on it, everyone made me feel so ashamed of having add. It’s been 4 years since I have been to any kind of dr, I am also a diabetic. Getting my life back on track I decided to go schedule an appointment for my add. I was the one that knew I needed it, no one else influenced me, I live on my own. I was unable to focus at all in school, and only on all the noises and twerks in the classroom, and even at work. My anxiety is awful as well and cannot stop thinking, I FEEL LIKE ELON MUSK. I REALIZE HOW STRONGLY I HAVE NEEDED IT ALL OF THIS TIME, I CAN FINALLY FOCUS, I CAN THINK, I AM MORE ORGANIZED, CONFIDENT, AND LOUDER WITH MY THOUGHTS, THIS IS NOT A BAD THING IT IS A BLESSING OF PRODUCTIVITY AND OCD. DO NOT FEEL ASHAMED OF A.D.D!",1.5366310578426263,3.4511211831683184,3.5691870766024003,88.40929390307457,79.74257425742574,7.02490880667014,24.98801459093277,8.032893268588372,1.450867326732673,757,29,164,14,19,257,117,202,0.081,0.7859999999999999,0.133,0.8974,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,1,2,9,1,21,4,0,4,3,33,36,11,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,10,0,0,2,4,4,1,2,10,4,24,5,27,26,7,25,1,0,0,0,0,14,0,2,10,119,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003518484388695,0.1248955042288208,0.0,0.0,0.10207337595825554,0.0,0.11482634655550955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308357872064751,0.12532751125573066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911167868661264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538957066471226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913985660727867,0.0,0.0,0.1434273039040007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035809605152964,0.10723171036437006,0.0,0.16442758175446415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842123064172768,0.0,0.08530548027850739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819300689373685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858924655901568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630640236957402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060203066418296,0.07333144253752592,0.0,0.13254134706709242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420285676405449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259499515347272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342374523622864,0.11415806966429655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183354983955156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038191079607237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37249364826179904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549060233559786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971999391258027,0.19235646964579028,0.0,0.11916290078549285,0.08752471326955677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349582288106719,0.13914451569697212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927483263525196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933193909054012 adhd,PigsOnBoat,2019/05/05,Does anyone else HAVE to multitask? I can never do one thing at once. If I want to watch YouTube I put my tv on in the back and when I play video games I always watch videos on my phone. I listen to music or think about random stuff all of the time but I can never just do something alone. Just wondering if anyone experiences something similar,0.970289855072462,3.5185286376811646,2.44927536231884,91.1576811594203,88.71014492753623,5.385507246376811,17.81159420289855,6.937597516519254,0.2378811594202901,272,7,55,4,9,88,50,69,0.039,0.917,0.044000000000000004,-0.1655,0,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,14,9,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,9,9,1,10,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,5,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365950304475945,0.0,0.0,0.19008044771117474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31946123287813016,0.234063859234799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756563218623971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990945469839105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083237525182706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345823386288813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523741473811534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432812312555119,0.15479691125929074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296453774207282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35172867052971224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261509239437772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517654394823675,0.14637518018032675,0.0,0.0,0.1332052485539385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347398787115353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477335237198525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hoyessiempretodavia,2019/05/05,"Med break question My dr suggested I take med breaks. I’m new to this and I’m on adderall. How does tolerance work with adderall? I’ve noticed the meds aren’t as effective when i take them daily. If I take a med break, will the effectiveness return? I’ve been having major issues with coverage so I’m trying to make due with what I have. It took over a year to get an appt and the dr is not supportive or knowledgeable about adhd and doesn’t want to over prescribe. I’m looking for a new dr and I’m on waitlists. So I have a long term plan I’m working towards, but I’m trying to manage my day to day life and, as you know, it’s hard.",1.0130486425339351,2.858396786764711,3.1532352941176462,91.08859728506788,81.13235294117645,6.2434389140271485,22.226244343891395,7.321109707123232,0.7271104072398193,497,16,111,7,13,169,80,136,0.026000000000000002,0.9309999999999999,0.044000000000000004,0.2769,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,5,5,1,0,0,8,0,8,4,0,4,0,20,25,14,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,9,1,18,22,2,19,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,10,60,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750534077462703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787557582035666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746687799611253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610063983365553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048155220940447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202980137424754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005019215071499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288302166110767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890333357741476,0.12231659225940285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722828893732972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471757549669079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28135608970957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583335380196831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317103865944366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652917251946796,0.0,0.0,0.3285515624994074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183213461416726,0.19778534244723528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591325361197387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208248361339646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379940368039527 adhd,WykenPippin,2019/05/05,"Trying not to be mad at my mom for never having me tested/medicated for ADHD... It's like my whole life she would avoid the option at all costs. Probablynot intentionally, she likely struggles with ADHD as well. I would ask and ask for help figuring out what was wrong with me and nothing... then I turned 18 and it was ""You're an adult now, you have to do it yourself."" I'm sorry mom, but what the fuck?! I'm 21 now, I was diagnosed 2 years ago but never received treatment due to life circumstances. I'm just upset that years of suffering could've been avoided if she just helped, but instead years were only added due to my own incompetence when I became an adult. I don't want to blame her, I don't want to be mad at her, but hindsight is a bitch...",3.0306359649122783,4.49304780921053,4.4105263157894745,86.00201754385971,74.19736842105263,7.171929824561403,23.19298245614036,7.793537801064563,0.9804324561403516,585,16,123,8,12,194,95,152,0.157,0.76,0.083,-0.8921,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,7,13,4,4,5,0,15,4,0,1,3,26,24,11,0,5,8,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,10,1,0,5,0,17,3,17,15,3,17,0,1,0,1,15,4,2,2,14,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36952183932625465,0.0,0.1362777788946627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874450058391839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274576816633065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560389078424474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421265494219131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060921376758404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171767113197796,0.15021538826932446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076615247141952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36010773020036235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371415194414118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751393656297102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692323350876123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720949801053666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071835394172027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437672204417954,0.16722073300592066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135507275136709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822721904428106,0.0,0.0,0.17164086812544682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184194325177602,0.16808629410471387,0.0,0.2970030285779227 adhd,heqbert,2019/05/05,"Making a short Movie about adhd - need help, looking for a certain post/description Dear adhd fellows, i am currently making ( i amwriting the script) a short movie about adhd. A few months (or year ago) I read a post from someone who described their adhd in a very good way (imo). It goes something like: I have the feeling that people without adhd are using their minds like spotlights, they can focus this or that. But people with adhd ARE the spotlight, they cannot move the focus, they are trapped in this special focus which can lead to a very hard time... &#x200B; I would be super glad when somebody remebers that and can link me.. &#x200B; Alle the best",7.475515222482438,7.707811680327872,6.489110070257612,79.5810655737705,63.34426229508196,7.955035128805621,33.002341920374704,6.868970318607317,2.1493030444964867,523,19,89,3,7,158,79,122,0.039,0.725,0.23600000000000002,0.9744,1,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,3,3,9,0,0,12,0,11,0,0,4,2,17,17,5,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,11,9,9,15,3,14,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,8,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7454457548416762,0.0,0.09163887033172624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240212883331055,0.2512325709649277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848943781414523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227131432636858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670904498804187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926068986906326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692924805278151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010111009960235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681196748312067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801200477800385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438289208452001,0.0,0.08251579326681795,0.1098750661206402,0.0,0.07665390437788934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333937637838587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801619912293608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340655195240596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759233217326337,0.07958587861097742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602808791549069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928589780513138,0.0,0.17059630415917212,0.0,0.08205710194386091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965325842371033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343717448570836,0.0,0.2512325709649277,0.06657241369976617 adhd,maister11,2019/05/05,can anyone with adhd message me please please,2.942499999999999,4.731668250000006,2.1950000000000003,86.45000000000002,116.5,1.6,16.5,3.1291,-0.6287000000000003,38,1,5,0,2,11,7,8,0.0,0.5660000000000001,0.434,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624714787200427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690707980857742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8448201210837616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Milfzilla,2019/05/05,"ADHD hobbies: Picking locks I love reading about hobbies on this sub, they can draw quite a bit of inspiration. A hobby sticky would be really cool. Anyway picking locks is one of my favourite hobbies and I think it's perfect for ADHD. Here's why: Small wins - fun and actually gives me confidence; unpicking a lock gives you a surprisingly satisfying feeling of accomplishment (that final click is orgasmic!) a nice quick reward system. Focus - Takes a great deal of short acting kinetic concentration. Better than TV - You're learning for starters and it won't need to automatically consume a 45 minute block of life (I set 10 min timed breaks inbetween studying/working etc.) Ex smokers - you actually get to treat your fiddle cravings (my biggest hurdle smoking/vaping). Cheap - can buy practice lock sets for <$30 on amazon. No obligation - can be picked up and dropped anytime, not like an instrument. And once you know a lock, you know it for good. What hobbies do you enjoy?",5.690019379844962,8.317535715116282,5.964558139534884,72.72307751937987,69.75581395348837,8.540155038759691,32.97829457364341,9.21078282632365,3.4253662015503883,781,37,122,17,15,249,126,172,0.036000000000000004,0.6829999999999999,0.281,0.9933,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,1,6,4,15,0,0,9,1,10,3,1,3,1,19,20,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,2,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,13,15,16,16,2,17,0,0,1,2,12,6,0,0,6,66,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.3460658895979075,0.0,0.4261940857973495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568198768860306,0.19358102969253035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828030101309875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977520478688237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965531647900019,0.0,0.0,0.19423888579903711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263927803538917,0.3401916069642666,0.0,0.14872262100501946,0.0,0.1954893772361592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489434053764104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524216444983466,0.08662669328674498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600328620452314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147612882739104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883368710381285,0.12015259604910986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859532893763006,0.1773620438049392,0.0,0.11359192728738693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331810618970855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361569008546282,0.0,0.0,0.10339325436741907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999835980433327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908674755457406,0.0,0.0,0.12595882090759644,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FearSG,2019/05/05,"Was I wrongfully diagnosed? I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 14 and have been on Ritalin ever since then. It has helped me improve my concentration but I often feel caged for the creative aspect. I'm not able to think out of the box nor in unorthodox ways. Chancing upon this subreddit, I've been reading all your post but strangely, I can't relate to you guys at least half the time. I concentrate best when there is no sound. I get distracted easily. I didn't use caffeine to help me stay concentrated etc. In fact, caffeine makes me jumpy and when drinking too much, I feel nauseous and unwell. My memory is decent but at times, feel like it's failing; though not always. Was I wrongfully diagnosed? Or is there a spectrum and I'm just at another part of it?",3.1412548262548228,5.4760053648648634,4.478803088803087,81.78067567567571,76.43243243243244,8.282625482625482,26.787644787644787,9.04235418022936,2.46024555984556,606,24,113,15,14,200,100,148,0.099,0.7609999999999999,0.14,0.8121,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,10,6,0,1,4,0,13,5,0,2,3,23,22,14,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,6,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,4,17,2,15,15,6,18,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,8,83,21,2,0.16111933718607932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363413306526733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406419553981327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168947673293406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908480410362198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905982071254001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783561167006446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796906509358186,0.0,0.1457416647409442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24440033392708346,0.11510368667890088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417820372432022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953347496032605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159897909319251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871476969704114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754840868386514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844125146030812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447654120773395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430778752583793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116293836692633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327958068161475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717317758304077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323876555514372,0.15829893073776627,0.0,0.18789996240118045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915537626307312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278890303704721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523174045513833,0.0,0.0 adhd,8293729,2019/05/05,"Trying to observe everything is so tiring... am I doing anything wrong? I've recently developed an obsession with BBC Sherlock and I want to be able to observe everything just like him LOL. Adding to that, I have ADHD and some other mental health issues going on so my therapist recommended mindfulness to me. I think I am pushing myself to notice everything all the time just like Sherlock but it's just... surprisingly tiring. Am I doing anything wrong?",4.294074074074075,7.40734532098766,5.692839506172843,70.27777777777781,77.27160493827161,8.538271604938272,29.987654320987648,9.150863307647796,3.641528395061728,365,17,52,10,9,122,55,81,0.095,0.7659999999999999,0.139,0.1799,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,8,3,0,0,1,12,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,8,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,41,13,0,0.1735551309906013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857954057731534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856421698994605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679404825047116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863538052152193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448098843920072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114646571555645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958054078744464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749027514360697,0.0,0.1752412072941094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759366694846256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136475400620718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151088384064056,0.0,0.11120712008973573,0.0,0.0,0.10120139257401163,0.3989521841650899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783254148461525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236731291664723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795105811946391,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kalebtbacon,2019/05/05,"[Question] I don't know what to do anymore. When I was in elementary/middle school, I had multiple counselors try to get my parents to diagnose me for ADHD. My parents don't believe ADHD is a real condition so I never got diagnosed. I am currently 20 and my life is pretty much in shambles. I live in a really messy room, I can't keep a job due to being late, I just flunked out of uni, ruined a relationship, and I can't even remember to pay bills so stuff keeps getting cut off. I really want to get treated so I can improve my life but I don't have insurance so I can't just go get diagnosed. I honestly don't know what to do with myself anymore. What are ways I can try to keep track of things? I have tried calendars, journals, and even apps but I cant keep up with them. I lose journals within a week and I keep forgetting to put stuff on my calendar. Sorry if this is a mess, I really suck at writing.",2.0951388888888864,3.689450904761909,4.62534060846561,82.94055059523811,76.98941798941799,8.322883597883598,27.156415343915327,9.017664075816787,2.2872986772486774,707,29,147,17,16,250,104,189,0.124,0.821,0.055,-0.8690000000000001,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,9,8,2,0,6,0,22,5,0,0,1,26,37,12,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,7,7,0,5,4,0,2,2,9,6,0,0,3,0,28,2,23,33,1,19,0,3,0,0,6,10,1,2,6,104,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605639829085211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150176702831352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213554492819252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300870069567901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320123252128053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22654898378996705,0.0,0.06160917684747377,0.0,0.08670154635301579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757543989476184,0.4817776406713099,0.0,0.0,0.11915333250533157,0.0,0.12228579432266565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313960603690696,0.0,0.0,0.09572378309575323,0.0,0.0,0.12127769669116893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969029977469218,0.0,0.08360877794299627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407423050512129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028706701796742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897717388805328,0.12143864057205354,0.0,0.0,0.12338885750558035,0.20834145277884145,0.0,0.0,0.1163866218769022,0.1228019662229584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971185608991844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135075300712005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819605062052785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201960202476061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080005719029813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394019926253837,0.08604700678574813,0.08695611746308328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fjaklord,2019/05/05,"I was just convinced that I wasn’t cut out to be a good adult. First ever post on Reddit, go easy on me! “You just don’t apply yourself enough,” “You gotta make yourself do it, even if you hate it,” and “You’re behaving like a child,” has been the gospel that teachers, family, and friends of the family have been telling me since middle school. I’m 22 now, and began taking an ssri near the end of last year in an attempt to treat my depression (which seemed to be worsening as a result of my inability to hold down a steady job.) I never considered myself ‘hyperactive’ by any stretch of the word - I’m one of the most even tempered people I know, actually. My first clue to get an appointment and get tested probably should’ve been when I learned that ADHD ran in my father’s side of the family. Executive dysfunction started to become a regular obstacle for me to overcome, which I just chalked up to my depression without noticing that I was neglecting the things I WANTED to do as well, letting my obligations and responsibilities pile up while desperately hoping that they would somehow just “get resolved” on their own. This past weekend, a friend of mine who has been struggling with ADHD since her childhood offered to let me see how her medication might affect me - I know, very stupid young adult stuff, but I’d heard the stories of Adderall and it’s effects on neurotypical people before and her dosage was a very modest 10mg. I expected to FEEL like I was on methamphetamine. I was bracing myself for the rapid heart rate and the boundless, restless energy that every DARE grownup warns you about in grade school. I was expecting to microwave a baby, damn it. Instead, for the first time in a long, long time, I didn’t feel like I was on some kind of hidden time limit. I was able to make and stick to a plan - something which I am notoriously abhorrent with ordinarily. I cleaned the empty cans from my desk, did laundry in the meanwhile, and even got some writing done. To be entirely honest, it scared me. Actually being in the driver’s seat of my own life, even if for a single evening, was like I had just been woken out of a decade-long coma and could see the world with fresh eyes, where I cared about what happened to me and my loved ones and had a say in what happened to boot. I’ve scheduled an appointment with a local doctor for tomorrow, where I plan to share my experience and past struggles, as well as undergo testing to determine if I really do struggle with an attention deficit disorder or if it’s all just been in my head. My only worry / concern is forming a dependency or addiction. If that window of ‘normalcy’ is just the high from the medication, I’m not certain that I would be able to stop taking it if it enabled me to create the life for myself that I want. End rant, thanks to any who stayed for the whole thing. Just couldn’t get the thoughts out of my head. Tl;dr: I hadn’t considered that I might have ADD or ADHD, and many of my previous issues in school and with work lead me to believe that it’s a very real possibility.",9.232199844074842,6.965428589527029,9.056554054054056,70.68605509355513,61.24662162162162,12.215800415800414,38.309771309771314,10.727762888450028,3.91581606029106,2423,92,459,46,26,791,287,592,0.114,0.7859999999999999,0.1,-0.8353,2,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,4,2,12,25,33,5,5,41,0,47,12,4,8,4,89,83,33,0,15,20,1,2,4,2,5,7,2,2,4,31,26,0,4,10,1,0,3,8,13,2,5,28,7,62,20,82,41,10,62,1,3,3,1,25,30,1,18,31,330,93,13,0.14249214601507013,0.0,0.13905177977153302,0.07766873589356554,0.2568718036343326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689954555413828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786856901171486,0.06062516060818299,0.08026992670121866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264011973303815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688419195079275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272827656699302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165417213692999,0.07292337467781798,0.0,0.07290946879491456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262057474596989,0.07361623869258083,0.0,0.2352867964187964,0.06444615194997302,0.0600278893267805,0.0,0.0,0.06969233045092957,0.20149337068015452,0.0,0.07204831043516059,0.10179641758444312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180561991240815,0.0,0.0,0.1100890785441922,0.0,0.14889253029286292,0.0,0.04049078515657894,0.05975782579168176,0.056981993036757835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600533413358767,0.0,0.0,0.07034074697488722,0.14623805079658256,0.0,0.0,0.084426939550396,0.0,0.07527538781330435,0.0,0.07076342620326906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436238990898167,0.07070073401056774,0.0,0.0,0.07419182139624829,0.07830995695832971,0.058075058587834065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570787343866912,0.100646416723839,0.13922892997331027,0.0,0.0,0.1891515978854975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430236252170689,0.0,0.09511461393470658,0.07223233551630366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354584617611693,0.0,0.15116164907487428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494936368449131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111412633487107,0.0,0.0,0.09655636586553552,0.054185848993237536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360248766937809,0.09878611261246373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031924239681698,0.06823404370761599,0.0,0.07681531686224799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109362883297551,0.045642058728590805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665773686357301,0.07132974805847002,0.21631448858978936,0.11354779185367507,0.06485974905069318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787097565687366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484870776939832,0.0,0.0,0.050428337176258616,0.0759388342343801,0.0,0.059564907222268836,0.0,0.22344559406514888,0.08155970812000274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713636043695936,0.0,0.062272208106369326,0.06559381181354884,0.0,0.0,0.09466545024181644,0.0,0.0,0.0565614237044015,0.12463247434930708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635641517077874,0.08404555956388977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811755188633828,0.0,0.0,0.07954369616896337,0.0,0.0686786719572196,0.0,0.0518679896861197,0.0723538455058348,0.0,0.10122233222971172,0.0,0.0,0.04588013512259345 adhd,getkerfuffed,2019/05/05,"What has medication NOT done for you? Hi! I am in the process of receiving a diagnosis and it has been so relieving to read about how people have benefited from therapy and medication. I've never been on medication ongoing besides a contraceptive years ago and want to make sure I don't assume it will be a cure all for my ADHD and any other issues that have stemmed from it. I would love to know what meds have NOT helped with when it comes to your ADHD.",6.567,6.270857255555558,7.687777777777778,72.005,65.33333333333333,11.644444444444444,32.44444444444444,11.20814326018867,3.542044444444445,363,13,72,10,5,124,65,90,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.8843,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,13,4,0,2,3,17,18,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,13,12,1,8,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,4,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556872814279345,0.0,0.1680551566228734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289239122212843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331019783821304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940106922331092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707444587362812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787688733450484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419064361150744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110734821223722,0.0,0.1265490778904459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105855608466616,0.5729590979908159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621919844436748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143397152482592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963573231845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868107982562115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680631595593827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118218076445963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346753382648832,0.0,0.0,0.12208615591372685 adhd,not_your_catwoman,2019/05/05,"Why does taking the next step seems so hard? Hey everyone, mobile blah blah, formatting, you know the lines. So I recently went through testing and did get diagnosed with adult adhd, inattentive type and also general anxiety disorder. I have a few more meetings with the psychologist to work on coping skills ect. But I would have to see my PCM to start meds, if I want to start meds. I've been taking wellbutrin for at least 1.5yrs, so obviously going the non stimulant route isnt working. The thing is my family is a few months away from a large move. So *if* I want to start meds I'm left with do I even want to start that journey here or wait till we get to our next duty station (military family obviously). Since my new pcm at the next place would have access to all my records, I dont think it would be a huge deal to start here and transfer but I could be wrong. Different doctors may have different ideas. I don't really know. But trying to figure out the next step seems daunting. I'm not sure if I'm looking for advice or encouragement or what 😂",3.2104220085470097,5.186430822115391,4.3474358974359015,84.4753418803419,74.91346153846155,8.276068376068377,25.017094017094017,8.998388855275968,1.945165811965812,833,28,167,19,18,272,124,208,0.069,0.8859999999999999,0.045,-0.5895,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,0,3,8,3,0,0,11,0,19,2,0,1,4,41,44,18,0,10,10,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,7,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,3,3,16,2,23,34,5,27,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,9,13,99,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249650579587755,0.09960193288803984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151102447659035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797391370552167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576381802315688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138045496320985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508231219642904,0.0,0.1034538094622798,0.0,0.21298414484271672,0.1168172290097022,0.10432665394749864,0.08919704769109753,0.0,0.11945774263226727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673218547464343,0.0,0.0,0.09739566356593776,0.0,0.0,0.1921755015547648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650535272029846,0.0,0.05792749101033956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913066156337934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150632320235991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203288131316133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074403726719127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855930504040997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33965392179409465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135719828714025,0.10833232266560856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844177933333634,0.43360229294642216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649207242135836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652970777541035,0.0,0.10064066458401953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122266172923241,0.18558111508768532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431510844182895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607224504474026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606503768060223,0.0,0.1532729121476196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771580245563075,0.06531073753883178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920177578760556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035764349602185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448739583739482,0.09197330822850336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484082116288081,0.0,0.0,0.2172181541160923,0.11144122760130856,0.0,0.0 adhd,GGSillyGoose,2019/05/05,I'm proud that I have never lost my keys completely They have been in so many places other than my pocket and sometimes lost for days or weeks. However I still have the same key and keychain that I was given when I was 6 years old (living with my parents) and have kept them safe for 13 years. Non ADHD people lose their keys all the time forever and I have managed to keep them with me.,4.654177215189876,5.027273911392406,4.911240506329119,87.99293670886074,69.37974683544303,7.838987341772152,24.66075949367089,7.554174236665415,0.9603043037974685,305,7,65,3,5,96,56,79,0.034,0.841,0.125,0.7371,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,4,3,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,13,14,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,13,2,7,7,2,11,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,9,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26651195782089765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325107328254325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430166032848297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711013136412225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581779920695133,0.0,0.0,0.2480922806320476,0.4841536227502414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482943885694415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710346829356201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326994076076668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462378043708369,0.0,0.0,0.15374019202595254,0.0,0.2316915942134259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932592551144667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709751168517776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930981243149994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788218349215598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28561183742882584 adhd,fpvandrock,2019/05/05,"Elvanse adult now in germany For those who haven’t heard about it yet, Elvanse is now covered by insurance since february 2019 in germany, even when diagnosed as adult. https://www.adhspedia.de/wiki/Elvanse_Adult",13.66838709677419,16.4314095483871,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290327,50.29032258064517,11.361290322580645,44.532258064516135,11.20814326018867,5.658212903225808,180,9,22,4,2,48,26,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6920961150651848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503767852645209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640600312080923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kungjaada,2019/05/05,"Better grades in more difficult classes? Does anyone else get worse grades in easy courses and better grades in more difficult courses? Last year I got a 51 in an intro to gender studies, which is wild considering I am The SJW. I knew most of the material, I just didn’t do any of the homework and didn’t study for the exam. This year I failed an introduction to First Nations studies, which is almost comical considering IM A FIRST NATIONS PERSON. Again I failed because I didn’t write the paper and slept through half the lectures. Meanwhile in every course whose content is entirely new and difficult to me, I’ve gotten 80s and 90s. For next year I’m considering taking all “serious” courses that would prove more challenging, but I’m concerned that by overloading my schedule with difficult courses and failing everything anyways. Anyone else deal with this?",8.391304659498207,8.959521664516135,7.951182795698923,68.73121863799285,61.38709677419354,10.759856630824373,39.15770609318996,10.504223727775694,4.422620071684587,698,34,109,15,9,221,94,155,0.14,0.813,0.047,-0.927,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,8,3,11,0,0,10,0,9,1,1,0,2,17,17,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,7,0,9,3,16,9,5,17,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,2,10,69,16,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823716533123596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210433041509051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891771995045225,0.3647556333431927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850463815364174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148457875901511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350593955755126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576539667035222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29738544055851096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499692082922892,0.0,0.1599712223625996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028064142310679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299550233683823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235956783552686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226609784239532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450904014054712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190953292418035,0.1893006408459713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541913937838195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338307521240799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813930113487448,0.1264431683025752,0.0,0.0,0.3438705384036674 adhd,AceOBlade,2019/05/05,"I have tried intermittent fasting and I have noticed that when I haven’t had my first meal of the day I am way more focused than when I have had something to eat. It’s like my body thinks that food was the main goal for the day and that I don’t need to focus since I already ate. I really want to know what other changes I can make to my diet to help me function better without the use of drugs.",9.969725490196076,4.6682762470588255,9.481176470588236,77.55196078431376,63.0,12.274509803921568,38.921568627450974,7.793537801064563,2.921039215686274,311,9,72,2,3,101,57,85,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.8906,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,0,10,7,1,2,0,9,17,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,13,2,10,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252583909954882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024330842989084,0.0,0.254243281226725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213345199030065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29522801181802777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654377389542728,0.2342098536738926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946922550479931,0.2767726181550217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534189901201446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257910133933758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118232525931375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278470503735594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971776026550525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26059082518998683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663169394626294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933875146214002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762093813255724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466623684793744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554001183029726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976859851010101,0.0,0.0,0.13500423853355825,0.18168086373180745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064013516459846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Internetstranger9,2019/05/05,"I can't take my Vyvanse any more- what's next? Hi everyone I started taking Vyvanse a few months ago. At first it was great! I was more productive, less anxious, more in control. I don't feel like that any more. When I take it, it doesn't help me get things done. I am now anxious. I get frustrated and have fits of rage, which are extremely out of character. So, I stopped taking it. Anxiety has improved, no more flying off the handle, but I am in a complete fog all the time now. Does my bad reaction to Vyvanse mean I'll probably react badly to other stimulant medications? I really, really liked the increased executive function I experienced when I first started medication. It was like a glimpse into what my life would be like if ADHD was not dominating every thing I do. I am scared that I'll never get out of this fog if I can't take medication. I know you aren't psychiatrists, and I do have an appointment with mine tomorrow. I just want to know what other people have experienced so I have some idea what to expect. I am also on other medications and am starting counseling if that is relevant. Thanks in advance",2.9893752730449954,5.353941458715597,4.967745740498035,77.93594801223244,77.07339449541284,8.556050677151594,27.812145041502838,9.23628265651192,2.7917961555264315,890,38,164,24,21,305,123,218,0.154,0.755,0.09,-0.8778,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,4,8,11,2,1,7,0,26,5,0,3,2,28,43,12,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,19,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,5,3,26,6,17,36,10,28,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,20,124,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370415570969815,0.0,0.09861882806345512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896876394854543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131133596989926,0.0,0.08510803007516066,0.2513678247301958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578275660876145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166463654391046,0.0,0.12477939104338788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735800932321152,0.11385016374561376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373521906161833,0.10630674632114906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625272050541937,0.07947896893410157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892630220191118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437487099950827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226565220147309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457035642763782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559078474107924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228317624554777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858108976661195,0.2174098472747835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118683232518572,0.0,0.44830166403005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880086364271353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580495999489403,0.0,0.1183185351196802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712863145634455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994925415706954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254268878446225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138338587040454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362357540041433,0.0,0.0,0.09301225962601728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182410179522421,0.0,0.0,0.10242656185958106,0.0,0.0,0.1478227339908256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487235858944809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656197396346138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903074380833651,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Marsgirl2434,2019/05/05,"New side effects of methylphenidate er So I’ve been taking methylphenidate er 54 mg tabs for years. I take my prescribed dose every day at the same time. I don’t take any other medications besides birth control which, again, I’ve been taking every day at the same time for years. I’ve never had a problem until a week ago. I renewed my rx and it was the same meds and brand and dose and everything but now I am feeling wayyyyyy too sensitive to it and I’ve been super anxious and hyper focused on everything and I’ve lost interest in my daily life to the point of being concerned I might be depressed. I went off the methylphenidate for two days and felt completely normal so I know it’s the medicine. Does anyone know if there’s been a recall? Is there any possibility that the manufacturer messed up or something?",3.062943037974684,5.615561670886077,3.5713765822784818,87.04605221518989,77.86075949367087,5.975316455696203,25.697784810126585,7.1686216300943375,1.2417329113924054,656,25,124,8,16,205,98,158,0.081,0.816,0.10300000000000001,0.5406,0,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,10,0,12,5,0,2,1,24,22,14,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,9,2,10,2,14,10,3,24,0,2,0,0,0,8,0,3,15,75,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303997513300393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007295737884087,0.0,0.0,0.1661868351147898,0.0,0.1028592715719267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423684650790026,0.0,0.1649908225709395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846117633479508,0.0,0.12670136431675938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873262089025928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478846990279993,0.0,0.2644170677437191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438073347236543,0.0,0.14124391749453888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616901770928238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039046474798546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058253976266504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340054848613916,0.14819286199777934,0.0,0.1560552116097155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134564835734892,0.14207497430372645,0.0,0.0,0.14413171598963587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906182114102755,0.16583884133678342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075966621999808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324865466680895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424187616742126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155627570050028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437002589983005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799879815599118,0.0,0.0,0.13636785546274555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946165880188853 adhd,Jhon778,2019/05/05,"I forgot to take my Adderall this morning. For starters, this is what I had to do today; •Study for a calculus exam that's on Monday •Finish Stats homework That's it! Nothing insanely crazy, but this morning I completely forgot to take my pill. By the time I noticed, it was way past the time I'm supposed to take it unless I want extreme insomnia. This is a list of things that I did today: •Sat in bed •Browsed Reddit/YouTube •Had friends over •Refinished my guitar •Sat in bed some more •Made dinner for an hour •Contemplated doing my homework •Started my homework but got distracted by something else I guess I just feel a little powerless. I had all day to be studying and I literally spent maybe 10 minutes fiddling around with an equation in my notebook. I almost never forget to take my meds in the morning, so I'm a little overwhelmed with the fact that one missed day was enough to derail my productivity completely. TLDR: Spent all day doing jack shit because I forgot to take my medication in the morning.",3.997859220477025,6.5310670785340355,4.858280977312393,79.13069080860967,74.54973821989529,6.96695753344968,30.50639906922629,7.984000788550335,2.4682353694008152,816,38,136,13,18,264,111,191,0.10300000000000001,0.851,0.046,-0.9116,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,11,0,11,5,1,0,4,21,28,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,5,0,13,4,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,11,1,21,1,25,16,5,23,0,2,0,0,1,10,1,3,12,93,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405550557394866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495441701305662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556506963817401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29433961139370474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715710211879298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725676599527927,0.0,0.0,0.1450343439652458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097265238858916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844548409401747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226254050319028,0.0,0.1546276346776799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823103811839332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813647778691675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328165527020093,0.0,0.0,0.14101529205249813,0.0,0.15591363228651367,0.1414027529715899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825797480048496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468379611272496,0.15980623715943432,0.0,0.0,0.09511481045273468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399406913888026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440824338997648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805966849102114,0.0,0.0,0.09935091672041632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276842455808771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325212558965047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369566891803009,0.0,0.2660988060233372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279078645571457,0.11141503226634587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lolwtfwallhax,2019/05/05,"[Question] Going to get assessed this week, what should I say to the Psychiatrist? Hi there, I'm going to see the psychiatrist this week to get assess on whether or not I have adhd. I am 25 and has coped with attention problems and maintaining focus for as long as I can remember. I will also bring childhood report cards to my appointment as well. (First time seeing elementary school report cards as an adult was shocking.) &#x200B; What kind of questions should I prepare and should I note down all of my behaviours? Thanks in advance, I'm looking forward to my appointment.",5.901357142857144,7.872270028571434,5.936369047619048,75.87883928571429,67.76190476190476,8.678571428571429,33.125,9.188382445141503,3.205214285714286,463,21,76,9,8,146,71,105,0.027000000000000003,0.92,0.053,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,20,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,2,1,1,1,4,10,3,17,15,1,14,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,3,7,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762523695459425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146526948134406,0.0,0.20521774458502445,0.2301450097146883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110583850281196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791018521204587,0.0,0.21528383657548253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972337643113365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167615427928859,0.1590505643676524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812328029758609,0.0,0.0,0.4243487381041797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455633543800004,0.0,0.0,0.15062062783551994,0.0,0.19168564250849374,0.3018588571498924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437655763186133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044223657332022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30385484012400804,0.0,0.17029577221144532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301450097146883,0.0 adhd,rmc2019,2019/05/05,"Meds stopped working and its never been so bad I'd like to share my experience and it would be great if anyone could share some thoughts or maybe someone has been in a similar situation? &#x200B; Im 28 and back in October I got diagnosed. Initially, I began lisdexamphetamine 10mg increasing weekly to 50mg. As I increased the dose the ADHD symptoms began to disappear and the less it felt like i was taking an amphetamine e.g. less rush. It worked well and it was seriously life changing. I'd never felt better. However, after a few weeks on 50mg the ADHD symptoms started to come back. By the time i got an appointment with the doctor the symptoms got so bad I could hardly function with day to day life. I then had 60mg for a week and moved on to 70mg. It was instant relief again, I could think straight, I was more sociable, felt amazing and didn't feel like I was on a stimulant at all. After a few weeks the 70mg began to wear off and the ADHD symptoms that came back were so much worse than before. Today I started dexamphetamine and again its given me instant relief. It's too early to tell how well it works but I'm a completely different person from yesterday. &#x200B; Has anyone else had so much relief from medication that when it stops working it becomes unbearably difficult to think straight and complete simple tasks and life becomes even worse than pre-medication?",5.379004965243297,6.839782399999998,6.057775571002978,76.47313803376369,68.39622641509433,9.0506454816286,31.683217477656413,9.414487439383343,3.0182075471698115,1116,47,196,23,19,364,143,265,0.08800000000000001,0.787,0.125,0.6940000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,15,17,0,0,17,0,18,12,1,2,3,37,38,22,0,5,3,0,5,3,0,1,11,0,0,1,13,15,0,2,7,0,0,7,3,4,2,0,23,5,13,13,27,10,11,44,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,31,129,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842836956015542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086581908104806,0.19162044525844385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026617406402008,0.08079016665639216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818901503705796,0.1316713215268493,0.0,0.17416515523287995,0.06709473153646084,0.0,0.0,0.06973557451966372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018230420427928,0.0,0.0,0.08341183677288902,0.06792147226549318,0.16534345134102052,0.0,0.0,0.18886364420245952,0.0,0.0,0.10170222466219303,0.0,0.0,0.08003012300068862,0.0,0.08238047200752871,0.0,0.08070534078025242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586826112511661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052079051936275614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712949796497996,0.0,0.0,0.039868447339422006,0.05632977497035925,0.2271223510616563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918835778050072,0.08693135273892827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070633258629431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517050138302525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708024133336302,0.11556498471453618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921446579826767,0.0,0.17516703206409345,0.07943211956671241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380405857398655,0.11592624414505155,0.0,0.12162649195564065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884794653827025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862963253457277,0.0,0.0,0.06680854169425895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161952267766888,0.0,0.0,0.13184266792797214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278174026011802,0.059284670499834026,0.0,0.06891754253786701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010465711348048,0.0,0.06259733583707154,0.04597751342458794,0.0,0.07473967703037526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529917977829595,0.0,0.14178952538333062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961218137252354,0.0,0.16070783042170578,0.05601210073767839,0.0,0.19162044525844385,0.0 adhd,Bogeyman321,2019/05/05,"Finally on the right track Hey guys, been lurking for a week or so and really loving the community here. I’m 18 years old currently and when I was in grade 3 or 4 I got diagnosed with ADHD, at the time I was a little more hyperactive then inattentive and I tried Biphentin (didn’t like it, got super zombied) soon I became quieter and life started to get trickier, Since ADD/Inattentive ADHD wasn’t super known about at the time I guess I slipped through the cracks. Was never able to do assignments and felt like literal death everytime I had to do my homework. When I got to high school it was rough RSD started affecting me a lot more and I just assumed it was depression, Experienced those weird outbursts of mega powerful emotion followed by me being fine later, fear of abandonment, and the fear of failure. Working was always tricky, getting bored and wandering or cutting corners or forgetting procedures. About a couple of months ago I tried some of my old Biphentin and it was amazing. So I talked to my parents and got an appointment with my doctor a week ago, I got a prescription for 20mg Vyvanse and I’ve been taking them for a week and the improvement between emotional control and being able to focus is amazing. I currently work at a call center and I’m doing amazing so far, the script is very easy to remember, the pace and people are nice and I get to have my own space. Also i find the tactile stimulation of working on a keyboard really helps me tune in my focus. I’d just like to thank you guys a million for all the info and those god tier reminders, this is truly an amazing community and it’s so great to know I’m not alone in all this. I didn’t even know what RSD was until last week and just being able to understand where all these thoughts and emotions had been coming from the last few years has helped me more then you could imagine P.S, I have a FU appt with my doctor when my first fill runs out and I’ve been thinking of upping my dosage to 30mg, Because while that ability to regulate better is there I feel im still not able to focus as well, is this a good idea?",5.872028985507242,6.159169120772947,6.4022164251207725,78.6570347826087,66.72946859903382,9.715787439613527,32.743574879227054,9.592334608150935,2.9609576038647347,1672,67,320,32,25,545,216,414,0.08199999999999999,0.742,0.17600000000000002,0.9909,5,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,9,20,24,1,2,26,0,33,5,0,3,4,62,59,38,1,1,9,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,13,26,0,2,14,0,0,4,6,7,1,2,24,4,35,17,46,31,10,54,0,2,0,1,12,18,0,8,35,214,48,10,0.3368155155345113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023933982490684,0.0,0.1492833161180158,0.0,0.0,0.08720982396226107,0.0,0.06733781152121365,0.0700643726632757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513299030153121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447148811693262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598157489823538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253418573726601,0.0,0.0,0.09444181016913904,0.06722994555659241,0.0931699904013612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252467749731625,0.08546516458915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237247612249393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28415409063549074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556158678569408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895055476317947,0.04257601120703633,0.0,0.08084892865983134,0.09224123346393076,0.07696081981774858,0.07162377636284238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197915398927834,0.0,0.0,0.07062621858161262,0.3367276705698171,0.09283507373500582,0.09276006581956192,0.16675015721954206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288017014821287,0.08896602115430599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950559299282518,0.09095463865248077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255249942553204,0.13727479966432346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059475689860050016,0.12341328576099013,0.08439440779409975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158712666765618,0.07599728823139898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672107327730476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494322239952753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767156125426499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349844264304004,0.0,0.0,0.058376367360798785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788632195279657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538658020996604,0.07190965248444049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521882086077517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965431875141198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919987773763585,0.0,0.06724532644704974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331083761846297,0.06767988826041732,0.0,0.07752361852813135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395444558501853,0.0,0.06684847416905733,0.09819991785339983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143378129484159,0.0,0.0,0.08765920752714065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947701862258196,0.0,0.0,0.27017309016307706,0.0,0.07570939959570251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390428007191514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084490745368872 adhd,ExperiencedYeet,2019/05/05,"A bad, a good, and a question I’ve reached the point in taking medicine for long enough that now I doubt that my ADD even exists, or that I’m just being over dramatic. I still haven’t found a medicine that works the best, and am just recently on a new one, but I feel like I have no real condition. Anybody else feel this way? Any opinions? Reading this subreddit sometimes makes me feel worse because many have it worse than me, further making me doubt myself. In good light, today, unlike every single other solo performance or audition, I didn’t get extremely flustered and start shaking and mess up despite sounding good alone. I did get flustered towards the end but I got a superior rating on my solo. Is RSD my fear of playing in front of people that I know, worrying that they’ll change their maybe good opinion of me into one that sees me as a bad player? Not volunteering to play for the band despite everyone telling me I should, because I feel as if they’ll think that I’m actually really bad? And I worry about looking bad in front of the girl I like, despite that fact that I’m never going to ask her out because of my fear of rejection from her or friends who may judge me and our relationship. Just now, I’ve switched Reddit accounts because I fear my parents or friends tying this post to me especially because my main account’s name is one that I’ve used a lot.",8.956555555555557,6.773822618518523,8.656111111111112,73.07750000000001,61.70370370370371,11.370370370370367,39.907407407407405,9.725611199111238,3.7844074074074068,1097,47,207,16,12,354,152,270,0.22699999999999998,0.644,0.129,-0.9874,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,3,8,24,0,6,13,0,13,0,0,3,2,42,35,15,0,2,11,1,4,2,2,4,0,1,0,1,17,9,0,0,8,4,3,4,5,12,0,3,4,8,34,12,27,26,5,29,0,1,2,0,17,13,0,12,12,133,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.09678090487476478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271582663178537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744268729311785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271563113387417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312293366020028,0.3022820812841404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407848592297317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049144454489462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284833850912261,0.0,0.08783998636777064,0.10247472137142996,0.0,0.0655044303637384,0.0,0.0835595697705323,0.09476636503576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347997638098483,0.20058429140769066,0.07085094072883441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874073038866096,0.1532453688236386,0.0,0.1036301285356625,0.0,0.056363677372300074,0.3327345518608896,0.07931964418903417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054504217835855434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690420251867067,0.0,0.0,0.08776712690262542,0.08328237584856886,0.0,0.0,0.08431539656638459,0.0,0.0,0.1324007275353025,0.10054831090938156,0.09963504068838552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649019880817562,0.0957842398060872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016114962765504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012256863424397,0.0,0.0,0.06875574971714186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375282937280828,0.0,0.09498263890095512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109916911695596,0.0,0.09920225948777517,0.11288334160021173,0.06353431435912467,0.0,0.0979237638332213,0.10647728701459808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902997041955061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808702748595446,0.0,0.07019687358575179,0.0,0.07920161948867087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456757421669903,0.0,0.0866836894714511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635476053835756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400670302975246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565572137769681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872083312086793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220088781467437,0.2014349086571616,0.2021364540131631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mini-Beets,2019/05/05,"Working towns are my nightmare. This may be a long one.. sorry Recreational centers, Mall, Gyms, pools, movies, and stores all close way to early. People are to preoccupied by money and the next big progressive step and less attentive to how they interact with other people. Everything just seems so forced and competitive. Really, I'm just hyper sensitive to emotion, distracted by my surroundings, forgetful, unmotivated, twitchy, anxious, frustrated, excited, exhausted , cant stay interested in one thing at a time. Pretty well everything I've done is half assed or Incomplete. I hate it.. I try really hard to stay dedicated to one thing and i fall off every time. To top it all off, I rarely every get any sense of accomplishment even if I do accomplish something. For example, when I graduated Highschool, even though I went threw school with 60s and .mainly 40s, I graduated with 70s-90s. I felt nothing much about it, my graduation was just another step towards the next literal day. Same thing when I got my lisence. Every once in awhile I do get super excited about something, like when I got my cat or my bike, but then it's just overwhelming. My friends talk to me like it's a joking matter that I am how I am. They know it frusterates. Me being so forgetful and lost in my head sometimes just standing there or pacing for what seems like 5 minutes but could be 20. They slowly explain things to me like a child, or get frustrated with me about stuff. Finishing this post is like pulling teeth so I'm going to summarize the rest. Jobs often feel like you're a bad worker other than considering a nearly invisible condition.. Mentioning ADHD as a big issue often results to ridicule. People mostly dont understand how severely it can intervene with with every minute life. I'm constantly in a rush to go nowhere, simultaneously I am moving slow, thinking fast in thought, feeling I talk to much, I am boring and lazy, while I get told I work hard and talk to much. I dont do anything and I'm always running behind, while I'm told I'm seemingly always on the move and to busy. I look frantic when I'm calm. And angry when I'm focused . I'm lost and it feels like the world isnt very fitting to me. Nobody seems to take me seriously, and as much as I know maybe it's me, I dont know how to change to fix these issues. Sorry for the rant.",4.809276629570745,6.53882581531532,5.794382617912032,76.77894276629574,70.12612612612612,9.36767355590885,30.175940646528893,9.773937934552695,3.0512956544780083,1858,76,337,46,34,613,235,444,0.14,0.7390000000000001,0.121,-0.8637,1,0,2,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,3,10,27,28,4,3,14,0,24,5,3,5,2,66,65,40,0,2,12,0,6,7,1,1,2,0,0,1,21,21,0,0,16,5,2,12,5,13,1,4,12,7,41,15,50,48,11,56,0,3,1,1,13,20,1,14,26,213,62,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000652504929267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463352594968602,0.0,0.0,0.05092963445648843,0.078531572649834,0.0,0.0846074839374776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163034746607893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625323134037046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922659328056278,0.0,0.0,0.08093245069317881,0.0,0.059795762422600374,0.0,0.0,0.0482996244944152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664127985135154,0.26332121642260675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424425729923728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893190285275394,0.0,0.2524014694289275,0.0,0.1346175393283645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360406571629032,0.10700678330135527,0.07190877949165599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057861948638085275,0.0,0.15651347171448718,0.0,0.0851265452314685,0.0,0.11979713875305405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417837731475502,0.07394108012252401,0.0768615624367215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633713506981706,0.07431949279786602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234772813241769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289896029735936,0.2561216839630536,0.0,0.0,0.06627772216459528,0.06289104317864745,0.0,0.16350855522610422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523982814122884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591982701922637,0.22021913797271514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929856687726965,0.0,0.0,0.07186160823719126,0.0,0.0,0.07975832868099049,0.15224778578237616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576359752645144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172654698520464,0.07619284560637626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595641975802574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579545578890295,0.0,0.2727181673516365,0.0,0.0846074839374776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531218732271613,0.07407083933461472,0.1676725918657838,0.0,0.1596514017270818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857342745453616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631002336336451,0.1805878534797304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902164654759644,0.04798824665310962,0.07358174124147071,0.059456473549595615,0.08734112320436024,0.0,0.0,0.1431264536973442,0.0,0.05084725744146305,0.0,0.0,0.07796598828172546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617943576332276,0.0,0.05944637463111808,0.0,0.0,0.06733757158216867,0.06942632449004206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904561996035796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CE23,2019/05/05,"Prescription dosage question... I recently started Adderall and I’m wondering when I’ll know the “right” dosage for me. My doctor told me people usually adjust as needed, but what made you realize the right dosage for yourself? I appreciate the insight!",5.215116279069769,8.653921674418608,5.601209302325582,70.22227906976744,76.44186046511628,9.021395348837208,34.181395348837206,9.3871,4.45152465116279,204,11,28,6,5,65,33,43,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.5916,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927324876367041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717778153037207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27061953165205954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206491883020634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982759616979329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32038476332712784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238988778377794,0.0,0.0,0.4884838213242835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243183552884889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27328466697525144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149879150138739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101541312694481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ajam2046,2019/05/05,"Undergraduate Dissertation, recent diagnosis Hey guys, not sure if this is the right place for this or not, but my dissertation (thesis) is due on the 7th May, and I'm almost sure I won't have it done to any reasonable standard in that time, I'm currently 4000/9000 words and most of it is very rough. After a lengthy process, which I started in November, I got diagnosed with ADHD on May 1st. I applied for an extension under extenuating circumstances after the diagnosis once I received a report to use as evidence, however I only got it on Friday , and the extension takes 3 working days to process, and it's a Bank holiday on Monday, meaning there's a good chance my request wont be processed in time for the deadline. Has anyone been in a situation like this? Should I submit a piece anyway as an insurance? Or would this complicate things even more? And is my recent diagnosis a valid excuse for extenuating circumstances? My Attention Deficit has plagued my academic performance throughout uni and I just want to be able to get the appropriate support in order to finish my diss to the standard I know I'm capable of, it's so frustrating knowing you can do better academically, and actively trying just to feel like a failure when it comes to getting grades back. All I want is a 2:1 so I can get on in life, which means I really have to pull it out of the bag for these last deadlines cuz I've done so badly in my previous years. I really don't want to repeat the year because of the financial side and I don't really think I'm that suited for uni, but I'm in too deep just to drop out haha. Sorry for that turning into a bit of a rant, I'm just quite stressed.",5.955276923076923,6.422507935384616,7.231192307692307,72.1615576923077,66.56923076923077,10.807692307692307,33.78846153846154,10.686352973137794,3.7254461538461534,1329,57,246,35,20,454,176,325,0.099,0.779,0.122,0.6856,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,4,13,11,1,1,23,1,25,2,0,3,3,49,51,20,0,6,11,0,2,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,18,13,0,0,8,1,1,3,6,3,0,0,5,2,22,8,46,38,5,44,0,0,0,0,6,21,0,7,20,167,40,5,0.12447411097651195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959369240807188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464284189489863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464666386317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703519256201281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571290801260314,0.10393068337829857,0.0758782627243535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008723587738936,0.13589349067425424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722342491524887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027550409357463,0.0,0.0,0.12633860248170756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547604640344714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822139763566865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293785053828779,0.08892432975272352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509775651726852,0.0,0.0,0.10440297865290316,0.1991066349487104,0.0,0.0,0.12324893965859685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681543222692558,0.10146301378414163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087919745719504,0.1216235263858399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711775953789214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256086579447107,0.0,0.09466817041589698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300489530064205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239353884469335,0.0,0.0,0.2392239084999772,0.1279801172177625,0.24580633584133485,0.0,0.0,0.1063002106589536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991411599840795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933857639264202,0.08810341641390837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258467356947285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412517460511949,0.2346307530095356,0.0,0.09358904046009148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269506838499789,0.07975798426943469,0.0,0.0,0.1451637102093772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845097506578168,0.1353920891016883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750566660998273,0.0,0.10270417753909368,0.22025416700087266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061863527040744,0.0,0.0,0.08842283710100032,0.0,0.0,0.16031449284967808 adhd,Lililuv02,2019/05/05,"Don't knock it before you try it.. So many people make judgements about certain medications before they have tried them. I was one of those people who was against taking any medication. I always had ADHD, Anxiety, and depression since I was a child. I grew up in a mentally, physically, and emotionally abusive home. I didn't realize what these symptoms were and by the time I was a teen I was drinking heavy liquor and smoking weed daily. I did this for 18 years and then one day while smoking I had a major panic attack. I had never had one before and this freaked me out so bad. I decided I would not smoke again and quit drinking the same time. Well bad idea. Not only did I have continuous panic attacks but then also had severe withdrawal. Went through hell for about 10 months with every symptom in the book. I was sober but couldn't cope. I realized that although the weed and alcohol was bad for me but that's how I treated my issues. The pot was very potent and raised my serotonin and dopamine which gave me energy and I used alcohol as a depressant at night to calm down and sleep. So after 11 months passed and wasn't getting any better so I reluctantly decided to go on citalopram 10mg. Had a bad headache for about 2 weeks and a little nausea but that was it. Was feeling some what better and not panicking anymore, but my mind was still racing and couldn't focus ot concentrate on anything. I decided to go back to doctor and tell her my symptoms. She gave me wellbutrin XL150mg. Have only been on it a week but finally I can focus. I never thought I would take any meds because I was determined to handle things on my own but I was wrong. With chemical imbalances you can not will yourself better. I wish I would have got help sooner and not pre- judged meds. I just felt like I would be a failure if I had to take meds to help me. I am now so much better and have my life back..",3.2789371657754,5.2185110748663135,4.364916443850269,84.58502172459895,74.61497326203208,7.34879679144385,25.85862299465241,8.17850203761792,1.6662890374331547,1498,53,291,25,32,488,198,374,0.18,0.74,0.08,-0.9913,0,0,5,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,2,5,17,22,3,2,14,0,43,13,1,3,3,61,59,39,0,8,14,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,1,1,16,22,5,0,9,4,0,5,12,13,1,3,32,2,47,9,32,19,5,38,1,2,0,0,13,11,1,2,23,211,63,2,0.0,0.09512396569917632,0.0,0.0,0.09648632822235688,0.0,0.0,0.17159935924829012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420345960311907,0.06680310836189507,0.0,0.0,0.16378857278587994,0.0,0.061417397840795286,0.0,0.07962061861722733,0.0,0.0,0.06606727602041472,0.0,0.0,0.1826703439024765,0.0,0.12346759958873738,0.2681367073006689,0.04894066617590327,0.0,0.20494850567449285,0.0,0.0,0.284020348798735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051776839728369856,0.0,0.1382977883224281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217455436559369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729642694391227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903092198723516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764312645607481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040594239014312916,0.0,0.0770856790249512,0.08794770980309717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194532061646139,0.0,0.09125502600106576,0.0,0.06421082273477483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762597239770487,0.0,0.08053186683432707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063139147702784,0.0,0.08379612544439549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670729364429064,0.03922293546446156,0.08046612785790729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053590505433078174,0.08139584883533678,0.0,0.0,0.26753383345354703,0.1617563091761653,0.08090786006788861,0.0,0.08106442558201914,0.0,0.12816459189889093,0.0,0.05901832121516525,0.0,0.12384066133515152,0.0,0.0,0.07534153407033012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632084987402907,0.12211991048447955,0.0,0.18839304856413988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131828192679384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539241352932313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906985961383186,0.0,0.06641214110040113,0.0,0.08034244791888852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641152794025923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033890612072585,0.18109178396135195,0.0,0.07017216322078647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333743276287111,0.0,0.0,0.06373689928267312,0.0936290371858039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901576675728436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693400026920812,0.0,0.06624309370486199,0.0,0.0,0.12879871418653382,0.0,0.0721853780024878,0.07442450564944562,0.0,0.0,0.09232317539287456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281271287724097,0.08777846187514764,0.0,0.051700564799549285 adhd,medicjanet,2019/05/05,"First day on Adderall XR So, today was my first day taking Adderall XR 20mg and I am wondering if my side effects were normal. About one hour after taking the med, I needed a nap. I slept for about two hours and woke up feeling very focused. Is the sleepiness normal? If so, does it go away eventually? In the past I have tried Ritalin and focalin with no luck at all and told my doc that I wanted to try Adderall. I had been off all the other meds for over six months and got sick and tired of not being able to sit still, so he said he would give me a 30 day trial run. Being able to sit still and focus on my work was amazing, but I can’t fall asleep for two hours after taking the med everyday. Please let me know what your experiences have been with the med. it’s Saturday now, so I can’t really call my doc till at least Monday.",3.387758620689656,4.08986231609196,4.645459770114943,87.58301724137932,72.39080459770116,7.409195402298851,23.12068965517241,7.492282038375204,0.7773310344827586,649,15,142,7,12,215,111,174,0.034,0.902,0.065,0.6377,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,8,0,16,5,2,1,2,25,31,15,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,11,2,16,2,23,16,3,35,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,4,20,96,21,1,0.2312017766166649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861083991422156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804143191695675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236590286079852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011631163792609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307985083687687,0.0,0.0,0.05845128254674607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966601130806528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089490573243073,0.06569864884914181,0.0,0.09245659072229499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415307668741131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635312249898515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820974049507815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136261062230617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227152615090442,0.0,0.0,0.08571659390709142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226528652299122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783341536922305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035412840346588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268950610673134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405688918023808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996291711827956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463803746157856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607524438994201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286621553277894,0.10957612525921727,0.11046160274584606,0.0,0.15697082983951213,0.0,0.2258505408223997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538283955879202,0.06818439903999322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536423216664164,0.08415882348840083,0.0,0.0,0.08211955430272115,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nicethingscostmoney,2019/05/05,"How do I stop ending here? It's the middle of the night and I am not working a pile of homework. I have lurked on this sub for awhile, but posting has been one of the many things I out off. I have ADHD and am on Adderall. It helps, but I feel like I am still past the line that seprates laziness and illness. I had something due this morning that I have had assigned for months. I thought about doing it all day, but just sat in bed and did my usually games/podcasts on my phone pushing back the time when I would start for hours. Eventually I went to buy food (another thing I was putting off), but never managed to get more than a dent in the assignment due today (let alone start on several things due this week). It's 4 am and I'm still not done reading the short story let alone making the presentation (it's for a foreign language class for context). Anyone have advice in how to stop chronic procrastination? I have been doing it every since middle school and have always done well enough that I've never had to confront it, but college is making me adapt (or should be). I imagine one of you have been in this situation and found something that helps. I sink huge quantities of time reading the news (not that I can get reliably through full articles without getting distracted) and listening podcasts while playing mobile games while I live in a city full of things I want to see ""at some point"". I also have a completely random sleep ""schedule"" which doesn't help things (I have a family history of sleep disorders). I'm suprisingly calm, which is a nice contrast to panic and existential dread which happens way less than it use to (strange since my procrastination is pretty constant). Hopefully you don't have to deal with that too much. TL;DR: How do you get yourself to not do things the day before they are do.",5.597352795031056,6.496674722857147,5.651068322981371,81.65106211180128,67.4857142857143,8.486956521739131,31.21739130434783,8.587818076936951,2.3362621118012417,1443,56,275,21,23,454,190,350,0.069,0.83,0.102,0.8922,0,2,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,1,1,14,10,1,3,17,0,43,5,2,6,3,45,64,22,0,4,12,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,27,11,1,2,4,4,1,3,9,4,1,2,14,3,29,6,40,45,8,55,0,0,1,0,11,20,0,4,31,201,56,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430885040494737,0.09294454868381817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701936540194995,0.0,0.07606283495771468,0.07914267918587832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997355890051182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650609826113285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313699065592948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809352250814008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972548621607487,0.10278471915370382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268165108970899,0.09805861993389063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900917596655164,0.0,0.0,0.19466981062926164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424299807824705,0.09827845053866867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801378616581946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966525418824894,0.0,0.04809262493745277,0.06794964241764917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501253408368553,0.10428787070623087,0.0,0.0,0.1987730891151749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410922113237669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125923960145472,0.0,0.0,0.0944699159530083,0.09366838137236452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452153882292852,0.0,0.04646802034084619,0.0,0.08398762929510205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697900690257222,0.09643092528777902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591929049688315,0.0,0.06991992104195613,0.0,0.14671595335233695,0.0,0.0,0.08925828462948053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890376084734667,0.0,0.0,0.11159608414169278,0.0,0.0,0.0907973183199696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991371414399005,0.0,0.09109316380012407,0.09676539101555903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956160965032289,0.0,0.0,0.1902799875308885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962607034590388,0.07579374635036268,0.0,0.0,0.1074520343858572,0.0,0.15735898840762355,0.10691240718608996,0.19036588974891694,0.0,0.0,0.14644719994823546,0.0,0.0,0.13464471776724218,0.0,0.151916733011385,0.15903955138838427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791381059889217,0.0,0.0,0.07551009370558791,0.11092377337198124,0.0,0.09015719184564316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214817726861308,0.10475491368819552,0.0,0.05610085162790935,0.0754972680158852,0.07629491775440281,0.0,0.08551913755589483,0.08817186682800301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168674717537964,0.0,0.0692443100793905,0.0,0.0,0.06756643743365405,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thiopental5mg,2019/05/05,"Diagnosed as an adult at 25, I still am shocked. I was doing so well academically until my second year of college. Then I had trouble focusing on studying, started losing interest in hobbies. And even started forgetting basic words mid conversation. It got so bad that I would feel like playing a video game, and as soon as I turn it on and see the startup company logos I alt+f4 and do something else. Instantly forgetting what people say to me while they are saying it. Having people comment on how absent minded and cold I seem when they interact with me. My emotions were absent and my face felt like a mask. I thought I was just turning lazy, and stupid. Slowly I convinced myself that I was. And this made me depressed and cynical. I was blowing away my money on random things, I had to give my mother my money so I could keep myself from burning it all away. I was afraid of going to the doctors because I didn't want to have a record of psychological issues, because I am also a doctor and that could affect my opportunities to work. So I deteriorated so much, reached a point where I felt like killing myself because I started feeling like everything was unreal. My friend urged me to seek out help and I reluctantly complied. And I went to one of the best doctors in the city, with the confidence that he will tell me I was depressed and needed antidepressants. After almost 2 hours of questioneers and history taking. He diagnosed me with ADHD. I was absolutely shocked to hear that. He prescribed me methylphenidate and told me to come back in a week or two to discuss how I felt about it. Today marks one month on medication. And by god did it work, I felt like a human being again. I cried so much that night, I felt alive again. Oh man, I wish I had sought help 5 years ago. Would have made my life a lot easier and would have done better in college. But better late than never, am I right?",4.1107051282051295,6.0716063159340665,5.156285714285716,79.70538095238095,72.37912087912088,7.600586080586081,27.79267399267399,8.344100000000001,2.0611933333333323,1505,57,273,25,30,494,201,364,0.102,0.741,0.158,0.9552,0,0,2,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,2,7,20,25,3,1,14,0,32,8,1,5,2,58,61,35,1,8,3,1,7,5,1,4,7,3,0,3,15,22,0,1,10,3,2,3,2,11,1,4,26,12,53,14,40,28,5,44,0,3,1,0,24,17,0,6,29,204,68,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030572636947681,0.0,0.07601399160001797,0.0,0.08586826100787348,0.0,0.0,0.06857585927808049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611336908315698,0.06593801009430582,0.07159935469523063,0.1568209061038454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899914543341988,0.15168138595437294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386777208228547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693202026054796,0.0,0.09419456718050928,0.0,0.0,0.1477161780548015,0.17407299012673175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633124777659254,0.0,0.08775408875322782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163480911055674,0.09645948040436672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663840035229515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770683861025979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671759557365187,0.12252252020369872,0.4116769337546356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625179780490974,0.0,0.0,0.0822611512313045,0.048734849026442865,0.0,0.06858372385552526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664875861732436,0.0,0.11495554263641315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444846610526385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950282963013538,0.0,0.07622033529375055,0.09487190472506586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673201346526544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056918759565946,0.20947052693975685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959345756745198,0.0,0.07290330073968572,0.0,0.1622812691237566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638613841042535,0.0,0.0,0.08658509487705095,0.0,0.06844644410769403,0.0,0.12607520266035965,0.06358403614532751,0.06613724413856352,0.0,0.0,0.08047246161094201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621557583538925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889930673017267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106337624328107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960618874832145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323175639521859,0.0,0.13638689600848686,0.0,0.0,0.06833325745445186,0.07806541823417604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601609433110228,0.0,0.0,0.18208716300036032,0.0,0.06848167380801679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644748469429152,0.0,0.07495104500620042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696983162606765,0.0,0.0,0.06807752515282592,0.0,0.0,0.08128288807997762,0.08193972977129245,0.0,0.0,0.1865471465290917,0.0837672631197795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057876305497585,0.0,0.06878509782691182,0.0,0.07710136423229699,0.07949298149673457,0.0,0.0,0.09861059081526093,0.0,0.0,0.12485698347824828,0.0,0.0,0.18274732362844484,0.0,0.0,0.11044297856244913 adhd,savekickass,2019/05/05,"Finally made the appointment I have been procrastinating all my life, thanks to you. I always knew I needed help but for some reason I always thought I could hulk smash through it. I mean I survived 4 years of college trying to get my 2-year degree and just needed this year of taking 1 physics class every quarter... and another calculus class in the summer. Then thats it! I'll get my 2 year transfer degree and i just need 5 more years at the university to get my bachelors (help). So far this quarter I haven't done anything, the only thing I remember from all the lectures this quarter is the word solenoid, it sounds kind of funny. I spend my time thinking about doing stuff then cleaning my room to get ready for studying. Fast forward to 3am I have 3 luke warm half-filled cups of coffee and my room is upside down. What did I do? I started writing a novel about 4 guys who received super powers from a wizard named Dart in hopes they would help him with a mission, on my phone in my bed eating nutty buddies on plate. I sleep in until 2pm and get ready for class 30 minutes before I need to be there then spin my pencil and drop it 10 times until I can feel my professors and classmates frustration. Then I take out my laptop and browse reddit or play minecraft (i got a silent mouse just for this). I feel like I am on drugs without the fun part. Finally I managed to make the appointment which is on the same day of the exam on Monday. I was browsing this subreddit and I saw this [post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/8ysroj/you_yes_you_get_your_fucking_medication/) which just got to me and finally managed to say the hardest phrase to anybody in my life ""I want to talk to my doctor about some mental health issues I've been having"". Then I come across threads like this [one](https://www.reddit.com/r/mildlyinteresting/comments/bkkf9a/my_notes_before_and_after_being_prescribed/) and it discourages me from getting help because ""its just my personality and i need to learn to power through it without the meth lite""... it doesn't irritate me as much anymore, but stuff like this is the reason why I neglected getting help thinking that I just need to man up. Thanks for acknowledging another troubled human and if you read all this I wish you the best. Cheers.",7.21005507618873,8.057759009546544,6.4940453460620535,77.20676289700755,63.9164677804296,9.02371947861208,31.867174591518268,8.950670267944501,2.604217844685148,1831,66,321,27,26,561,227,419,0.052000000000000005,0.767,0.18,0.9951,2,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,3,1,5,11,17,1,0,18,0,21,7,1,4,3,64,55,26,0,12,12,0,3,3,0,1,5,2,4,4,26,16,1,2,12,3,1,3,4,4,0,3,11,6,53,13,54,41,10,43,0,2,1,0,21,19,0,5,25,215,79,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232810788843627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169542578064362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856454816714282,0.0,0.0,0.08444126128658952,0.0,0.0,0.07006732946591297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190378637933665,0.0,0.07245238155020416,0.0,0.08935474238304153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334513919855087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798159605762093,0.0,0.0,0.0549116764982176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714982546986634,0.0,0.08713320672075618,0.0,0.0,0.0987415195605454,0.08712490145117277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173859000994204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610404698855713,0.06082782142994006,0.0,0.2798175524888591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113943457870373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619695385790054,0.0,0.0,0.08430723643157935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905054754465452,0.0,0.0,0.2853555088584649,0.0,0.0,0.08456849769379317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886957482044791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866573049507155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028129101817454,0.12479308247669232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056654436484499,0.0568351508735431,0.0,0.0,0.0927481960976173,0.0,0.0,0.08580643896998295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259159460169471,0.3788049795266368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769666084683842,0.06475683967672469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220406572992113,0.0,0.0,0.0743455943158236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815456638765624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516834446367745,0.0,0.0,0.17508710469569616,0.0,0.0,0.09645303014105908,0.0,0.0,0.06771096237651171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852067938549675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602662836581991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494200205173948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803734268756806,0.06843656925278364,0.0,0.15678071062152574,0.0,0.0,0.05656675587937478,0.10911534420881147,0.0,0.06759585970813779,0.0992978217241286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057808071608715136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022090571007441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683039239458392,0.0,0.0979128963269644,0.1641540672251562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048478026727658,0.0,0.0,0.2741539174601694 adhd,xAbandonedBrandonx,2019/05/05,"How I explain having ADHD to others I always have trouble explaining myself but recently I figured out a pretty good analogy that I have been using. I explain it as I’m a guest in my own brain. I don’t have Admin controls, and I can only remember/access some information at a time, and I don’t really have a ton of control which information I’m able to access. I’ll remember a useless bit of info I read on reddit about 9 months ago but can’t tell you what I had for Dinner last night or where I went. My dad found it pretty funny but also thought I explained it well so I thought I would share it here!",2.7007142857142874,4.110435103174607,5.150984126984127,80.57457142857146,74.95238095238095,7.5796825396825405,26.092063492063488,8.238735603445708,1.7966406349206347,477,17,93,8,10,169,84,126,0.047,0.765,0.18899999999999997,0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,5,0,12,2,1,4,0,25,23,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,2,12,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,6,0,18,3,11,16,4,12,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,69,26,1,0.17945844360205396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567417514878048,0.0,0.159079082350335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351285251201268,0.14932380119308858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592214108405026,0.0,0.0,0.20033497353055707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40255580832178695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967669206094608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052122814521582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628258353507498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324201754973862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840959247215992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648623306654245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651475072367038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795070076055477,0.0,0.1149656742675512,0.0,0.17719356302907674,0.0,0.2032914332682993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685458965928326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284939917034717,0.10464366163093214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549944760149307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613546928909052,0.16635977513631456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748212942061324,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LadyLoretta,2019/05/05,"How do I tackle my mountain of paper? Accumulated paper clutter has been one of my biggest problems as an adult. I have a few (ok, it's 5) file boxes full of random papers that need to be dealt with. Papers range from things I should scan and file electronically, action items that don't have a specific deadline, interesting articles/recipes/magazines, old bills/bank statements and similar things I don't know if I should keep or shred, etc etc etc. I have been able to slow down the paper that comes into my home. When people want me to take a printed version of something, I decline and say it's against my personal paperwork reduction act. They usually laugh, but everyone understands. Last year, I paid a friend did come over and help me figure out what to do with it all, and we got through 1 box. When she left, she was under the impression that she had taught me how to do this on my own, when really she was holding my hand as we baby-stepped through the process. So without embarrassing myself and asking her to come over again, how do I tackle the rest of my paper mess? What worked for you?",6.754323899371066,6.6817566650943405,6.8849056603773615,77.16748427672957,64.89622641509433,10.085534591194973,33.232704402515715,9.725611199111238,2.9976874213836466,871,33,166,16,12,280,136,212,0.024,0.863,0.113,0.9548,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,1,1,8,8,0,1,9,1,19,1,1,3,1,35,32,18,0,6,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,12,15,0,2,4,0,1,5,3,3,0,1,9,4,29,5,28,20,10,24,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,3,9,124,41,8,0.16004159523375805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961728751626174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41358498972774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354660513122842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292660267774622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364773947725945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799988378639662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727250775314694,0.0,0.16053476901352434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225232331087945,0.0,0.0,0.0879546752911738,0.1304552605826841,0.0,0.0,0.17388566149686582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866881498614175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793673230376188,0.0,0.10844832683943403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109526910189723,0.13974214786601838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313819254915534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252674400600294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727150012916116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320783893585753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203313621935096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264904900260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660894480834176,0.0,0.0,0.17626320664371795,0.0,0.09439667940362258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427438670769858,0.0,0.11651218741637563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306154016072792 adhd,spaghettipastabowl,2019/05/05,"Hello everybody, I got diagnosed with ADD a week before my psychiatrist left for a tree week long vacation. Because of that I started doing some research about ADD medication. I found out that you can’t take ADD medication with borderline. That was the case with al the 5 medication I found for ADD. Does anybody know why? And what is going to happen when I’m going to take them while having bordeline? (I’m very sorry for the mistakes in this post. 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I was diagnosed with ADHD a few years ago, but just started taking Concerta a few months ago. At first I was taking 18mg, but noticed little effects, and switched to 36. With the 36 life is much easier, but after a month or so I started feeling the difference less. I took two 36mg capsules (total 72mg) today instead of one, and felt it to be stronger, as is expected when doubling one’s dose. However, I found myself feeling almost euphoric, and not necessarily any feelings of wanting to re-dose, but almost as if I was a bit happier. Most of all, however, I felt very focused: not as if I were an average individual taking recreationally, but I felt... normal. Even on the 36mg, I always felt as if my symptoms were still present, just lessened. On the 2 capsules, I finally felt as if I had no ADHD. I know Concerta increases dopamine levels, but am I feeling too happy? Am I liable to start craving it? Medication changed my life and I want to do anything I can to maintain my ability to continue taking it without worry. The fact that I am wanting to increase my dose is a bit concerning. I have an appointment with my physician in a couple weeks, but for now does anyone have a similar experience or advice? 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He didn't say that I DON'T have ADHD, but he said he doesn't have enough evidence at this time FOR a diagnosis. Now this is where it gets more confusing. He recommended Strattera (Straterra?) to my PCP for me as well as therapy (which I want regardless) for coping with my symptoms. He said during the feedback that I ""didn't want a diagnosis because of stigma"". I had more than a 45 on the baars and that stupid computer test said I had problems with attention and impulsivity and I got placed in the 98th percentile for inattention. So, my question is what does this mean? Is there a good reason I actually don't want a diagnosis? Does it mean I don't have ADHD? Does it mean he wants my therapist to figure it out over more time with me? Or does he think I'm just drug seeking? Or am I just lazy and stupid, and this was a nicer way of saying so? I have an appointment with my PCP in a couple of days. What questions should I have prepared? Should I ask for/try out Strattera? PS: I understand this is the internet, and I will probably prioritize my docs instructions, but if anybody has had a similar experience it would make me feel more optimistic for the future that my issues may be solvable/manageable instead of never-figure-out-able and permanently disabling.",5.244683229813667,6.790227701587305,6.308764665286407,74.22534161490684,68.80952380952381,9.795721187025537,32.10835058661145,10.074871250255047,3.4105638371290534,1326,58,239,34,23,442,161,315,0.109,0.813,0.078,-0.9276,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,2,12,11,2,1,19,0,30,3,0,2,0,58,50,24,0,13,9,0,1,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,17,18,1,1,13,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,12,6,30,3,36,32,10,21,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,10,7,168,47,12,0.0,0.0,0.09339305130494893,0.0,0.2300346108481553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894700840673213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058340115671511136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448370429541833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589437536064562,0.0,0.06172099921977903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350039745397618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109859621924681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977751070396895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361662833887167,0.0,0.0,0.04839068988517455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157253503419702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050001257601349235,0.0,0.0,0.08027176206165013,0.0765430289045411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988984689500427,0.09497120122583677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592029642580308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388299404473367,0.0,0.0,0.31274830986972857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381262937003567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999900457515138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318482568880456,0.3663022419064076,0.0,0.0,0.3216302972586446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839939099899096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27310853702230914,0.15221492121613955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947283708582907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944557496550124,0.1111194262333872,0.0,0.06132309650932419,0.0,0.0,0.16741687291298513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497656182058567,0.0,0.0,0.09963097544292704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789656138984723,0.2257941975054222,0.0759651794528999,0.0,0.0,0.17209832360354746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393469347835571,0.0,0.0,0.06798519574987408,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Oceanblue0918,2019/02/26,"Depressed, ADHD, or just lazy? I’m really struggling to get myself off the couch and paint, or just do something. I’m not necessarily unmotivated. I want to create something or do something but I just lay here all day. I try really hard to start things but it takes all my energy and I lay back down. How do I get out of this? Anyone else struggling too or have any advice?",0.8554054054054028,3.4024891351351343,3.082486486486488,86.14291891891894,90.08108108108108,5.662702702702703,18.210810810810813,7.1686216300943375,0.5089016216216224,292,8,58,5,10,99,49,74,0.17800000000000002,0.748,0.07400000000000001,-0.794,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,17,11,9,0,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,7,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538975558434069,0.20644415245355865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366635864920765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772028357702965,0.21646432244558889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244851648406478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624741762411524,0.0,0.18196085953593785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648346457507122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207528171047127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925051283000546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706814914885796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879226673426295,0.0,0.0,0.14953332409179992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417167582774487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158843787087809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035401764119732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434339830213166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460862880345545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,legsfellasleep,2019/02/26,"I have an assignment due tomorrow at 10am, so I cleaned my entire apartment today instead! I made sure to take an Adderall this morning too... oops 🤷🏼‍♀️ There’s still time, but just as I was finishing up my sweeping, my Ulta package came a day early 😊",-0.04843665768193972,2.2576778490566056,2.7251212938005414,89.01037735849056,91.26415094339623,5.292722371967655,26.439353099730464,6.868970318607317,1.4654711590296494,198,10,40,3,7,69,47,53,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.2363,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,4,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689147277822394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644070331375357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879386375381159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274153249707679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864069244196927,0.0,0.3082584258006828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390661159284493,0.0,0.38861876083631824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,batemochael,2019/02/26,"Took the wrong pill, help! So I take vyvanse daily (70mg, \~10hr dose) and adderall as needed (5mg, \~5hr dose). I have a lot of homework to do tonight so about 30m ago I went to go take my adderall because my vyvanse was wearing off. But instead, I accidentally took my vyvanse! I'm really worried because I'm trying to get over a cold before traveling this weekend and I need to get a lot of rest, a 10hr dose at 6pm is gonna keep me up til 4am! What do I do??",0.6894279427942784,2.171292376237627,3.3906270627062685,90.74147414741476,80.68316831683168,5.677007700770076,26.073707370737075,6.42735559955562,0.8474941694169416,354,15,82,3,9,125,69,101,0.10099999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.03,-0.76,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,6,5,1,0,0,8,20,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,10,0,13,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943325103553124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26054057898451594,0.0,0.18184401133991512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233001504275561,0.0,0.12145133672736486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323943334508574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994747684990665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36336229632588973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169135162471134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690248342036831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213534668902145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748598708545208,0.14508911100278665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981031860380583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170239776795508,0.0,0.0,0.2336487533406479,0.0,0.0 adhd,honeybeebutch,2019/02/26,"Hyperfocus? What hyperfocus? Last night/this morning I transcribed music for 5 hours straight. I transcribe/arrange music as a hobby, and it's mostly just songs I like. I don't do it very much. But I swear, every time I do, I sit down and don't stop working on it for HOURS. Something about music analysis just kicks my hyperfocusing into overdrive. Case in point, last night. I've been listening to Lemon Demon's album Spirit Phone album nonstop lately, and I thought, hey, I should try to transcribe Lifetime Achievement Award. A lofty goal; it's a complex song with weird modal harmonies, weird meter changes, and weird key changes. And then I sat down at my computer at 9pm with Audacity, a keyboard app, and a tuner. And I didn't stop until 2am. I transcribed 22 pages of sheet music for this song. That's 5 hours where I didn't feel tired at ALL. All I wanted to do was keep working on this until my brain decided it didn't want to anymore. Has anyone else experienced hyperfocus to this kind of extreme? I would love to know if y'all have a thing that tends to suck you in every time like this does with me. edit: got my math wrong on the times",3.4615719608756454,5.361259004424781,4.242752678155568,85.82998369818351,74.0,6.527806241266885,26.05402887750349,7.273561745256523,1.23096814159292,909,32,178,10,19,291,132,226,0.066,0.8140000000000001,0.121,0.9107,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,5,4,10,1,0,7,0,14,3,1,0,2,30,26,13,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,13,11,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,6,22,5,30,16,5,31,2,0,0,1,6,15,1,2,17,103,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997352254572173,0.09868877013515504,0.14461519598393638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755955715750306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29861602275422605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351306632626664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790483775386752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783403973738715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136491437240505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288300944952308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169851006095631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254522260607333,0.0,0.1469761872026396,0.07756716762799501,0.2300968091138248,0.15921271369097964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790830910113788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738487738542428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375456079958374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649017327665134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342346189537424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865690839267643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359996773189004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376752500826832,0.0,0.0,0.11204984919330084,0.2469006089452636,0.1622203257370635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582518417370264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164557539394656,0.16649673324555295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055040358482749,0.0,0.0,0.10026221334710483,0.15431505966284115,0.0,0.0 adhd,Put1demerde,2019/02/26,"I'm so tired of this bullshit... I took a timed take-home astrophysics midterm exam this past weekend. We were given four hours to complete the exam but my professor said it would only take about one or two hours. Due to accommodations I got six hours. And I didn't finish. Like WTF! How does this happen? How the hell does someone not finish an exam in six hours! It was four questions long. FOUR QUESTIONS LONG! And it wasn't even that hard! I would check the time, work on a problem for a few minutes, then look back at the clock and an hour had gone by. I hate this so much. Everything takes so long. My homework sets take forever and they're not even that hard. Half the time they're ""plug-and-chug"" or manipulation problems. I'll work on a question and run into a problem – usually something to do with using the wrong units – and it'll take me forever to finish the problem. I am a professional time waster. I just sit in my chair and look at problems from all my physics classes and just waste time. Sometimes I'll look at a problem, know exactly what to do, and just do something else because for some reason my brain thinks ""hey, you could do this problem in your sleep, so why don't you take a fifteen minute break and relax."" I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know if I'm not at a high enough dose of Adderall but this is not acceptable. I can't take it anymore. I hate this shit so much. I just want to be normal; to be able to efficiently complete my homework and study for exams. I hate this fucking brain that can't sit down for two minutes and work. I hate having ADHD so much these days. Sometimes I embrace it. I see that I can overcome obstacles and that I'm doing well in college and tackling a difficult major. But these days I've been so depressed. I've been working non-stop ever since the beginning of the semester. I haven't even gone out on weekends, I just study all the time and the stress is killing me. I'm so tired of myself; so disappointed. I just want to fucking cry and scream but I have no more energy. I'm exhausted, I just want this to be over. I wish I didn't have to live like this. I'm sorry for the rant. Thanks for taking the time to read.",2.127683200876952,4.107300006741575,3.227196492189641,91.25673883255686,78.14606741573033,6.049328583173473,23.887366401753912,7.0180271515732855,0.7669002466429159,1713,58,366,19,41,550,200,445,0.261,0.6679999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9987,0,0,2,0,0,1,58.0,1,3,0,4,25,30,9,1,25,0,33,10,4,5,4,72,74,35,1,16,18,0,2,2,0,3,4,2,2,0,25,21,0,0,9,4,1,4,14,24,1,9,14,8,38,6,42,53,10,54,1,2,4,2,9,16,4,7,32,233,63,16,0.06145664873367743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385894894104897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094848164967176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047256369383664766,0.0,0.037463402648059266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721188984163346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887225387117648,0.0,0.0,0.04906813324082043,0.0,0.06750724285204006,0.07926890850304824,0.0,0.052932521501006816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756225491177716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513391440720641,0.0,0.0,0.06350114653962763,0.0,0.12177461063140653,0.055591057239152114,0.0,0.0,0.05523327313424296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363136291008083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915249616402734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054345911511491665,0.0,0.11010617189871362,0.2427028688608806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493232359128508,0.0,0.0,0.30261209751754914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799267626377346,0.0,0.10132490074144453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600492285520814,0.0,0.0542673467698369,0.16316160060405555,0.15482432005136718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553312433565953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021446727696564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164461569251029,0.0467405507046163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586673251810479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116399905549661,0.0,0.0,0.20653653478955286,0.0,0.06147327977562736,0.0,0.0,0.06318767048861308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845934637667904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897299222160637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308436676934685,0.050837574907982616,0.0,0.06150103199040693,0.0,0.0520720190376817,0.09462466139076983,0.12156439408009215,0.06879568672741238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051380510187921585,0.07039838348408589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36966201178737296,0.0,0.0,0.05658102519281126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937893899782704,0.0,0.0,0.25085106268519275,0.1412707541622326,0.0,0.0,0.06828059802648093,0.0,0.0,0.12006843162495692,0.0,0.0,0.05307881243655768,0.06768581605021161,0.0,0.10874617112995964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525690785837877,0.0,0.05545506651192168,0.0,0.07067211306562934,0.0,0.0,0.17896468889308378,0.0,0.0,0.08731407996602243,0.13438639552786116,0.0,0.0 adhd,sundown73,2019/02/26,"Extreme med sensitivity? I'm starting Adderall yesterday only took 1.25 mg. It calmed me and made my restless anxiety go away for 6 hours but I was unable to focus (stared at wall like a zombie and had this odd buzzing/opiate feeling ) and crashed so hard afterwards on the come down with rapid pounding heart and 5x my usual anxiety and had to take benzos to sleep. Why is 1mg hitting me like 10mg or more for most people? Anyone else? Did not take anymore today. Feel like I've been hit by a truck mentally and physically even after 11 hours sleep.",3.794631360332296,5.779469065420562,4.8167601246105916,81.70422637590862,73.29906542056074,7.372377985462098,27.77673935617861,8.167268648758528,1.9639437175493248,438,17,81,7,9,143,85,107,0.095,0.782,0.12300000000000001,0.6314,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,6,3,3,1,0,15,18,9,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,4,5,4,12,9,2,16,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,11,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26696920326682266,0.0,0.17304749031335287,0.12200767461875905,0.17878593230387166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393938039319392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030794272383105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457642552536694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524919726344066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645507670264002,0.12465590493674455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916685842319888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630903510116914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677184522656145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436755935274624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255741439694583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510694053038727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938193868919521,0.0,0.1758451814935123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270773571996652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096960340156147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492326289207391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350513219086945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623899795063003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653964014556054,0.0,0.1938651432449759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217641326366755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574503552066713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nkeeks,2019/02/26,Why do I constantly lose everything!? I’m getting so angry with myself. I literally lose my phone at some point everyday and I can’t tell you how many glasses I’ve lost. I’m getting so freaking angry with myself! Does anyone else do this!?,0.9675683890577496,3.562190255319152,3.3477203647416403,83.02000000000002,93.25531914893615,6.089969604863223,23.7355623100304,7.447530270364453,1.7365647416413372,190,8,34,4,7,65,34,47,0.382,0.618,0.0,-0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,3,7,1,4,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609011477542452,0.25803651645680586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721460657918798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038404162774447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037729403480035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263346371017886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631486208913004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634818235819935,0.2749095674662981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553229424939678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380671345555827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011642425332115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272435009224513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,candoitmyself,2019/02/26,What do you do for a living? What makes it a good or bad fit for you?,-3.049999999999997,-1.6421074705882326,0.2191176470588232,108.63102941176471,94.29411764705885,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.5314470588235296,51,0,16,0,2,18,12,17,0.165,0.564,0.271,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152542714179136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175957566242096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449122425837752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119202791712591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ORFALICIOUS,2019/02/26,"Do Stimulants affect ADHD and NON-ADHD people differently? How do they affect you? Hi, Im 27 and was recently perscribed Vivance. I actually took vivance and adderal for a very short while during Middle school and late high school. I had no side-effects and actually loved how they just calmed me down... essentially making the rapid waterfall of thoughts turn into more of a gentle stream. I chose at the time to stop taking them as I really have never liked the idea of relying on a drug to cope, and rather tried to find work-arounds and ways to adapt. 10+ years later I have felt like I made great strides, but still deal with all the problems associated. So chose to reconsider medication. I started taking vivance again, and immediately... all the racing thoughts, impulses, obsessions, are gone. I feel calm, not rushed, just relaxed from head to toe. So I was wondering if that is the same for everyone, just adhd individuals, or does it affect each person differently regardless. I used to hear people say it either sped them up (giving them tons of energy), slowed them down (low energy, making them feel like a zombie), gave them racing thoughts, or slowed their thoughts. I would love to hear how it specifically affects you, and what you know regarding how it affects others. Thank you ",7.137482117310443,8.261674450643781,7.231090128755365,70.88583404864094,64.15021459227468,10.333505007153075,31.84234620886981,10.355215969177356,3.4026454363376253,1029,38,173,24,15,331,148,233,0.06,0.82,0.12,0.9388,4,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,9,0,12,13,0,1,10,0,10,6,2,14,3,55,36,21,0,5,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,7,12,0,1,11,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,12,6,25,10,23,23,7,28,0,1,0,2,23,10,0,4,17,111,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.2115852992426038,0.0,0.3908637309659545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650800097712643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176608490930448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653102619524976,0.0,0.0,0.0948704363039441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257213341576372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359052609691786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963083930600888,0.07744821933174166,0.10409072685165152,0.0,0.09908489582631347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399687620613134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195225522784754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126007085018444,0.0,0.24437219355561796,0.0,0.0,0.11454125565490747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238184230519435,0.11710154487884825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059579372892340735,0.0,0.12229134991352722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889114217037836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956887518953868,0.10258028731072966,0.1447292086788495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092118017766801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361257639043869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031586961679966,0.09465954491814957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373385437147736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694503059939577,0.0,0.1070419257829064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621208752872073,0.0,0.21943368086325551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673324878888008,0.0,0.08657647074954568,0.09063572389860064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630218535862153,0.0,0.0,0.09980948337256773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34426213831269564,0.06321481926582022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044764459762555,0.0736033628009092,0.11791909190306953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363154572171553,0.0,0.08944971179937675,0.0,0.08605091600486238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175661627303966,0.07892386661200182,0.0,0.0,0.0770114467072876,0.0,0.0,0.06981257007393146 adhd,HumbleLeaf,2019/02/26,"Diagnosed with ADHD-C on Monday but... Hi r/ADHD, I'm 30/F and just been told that I have ADHD-C by a psychiatrist who specializes in adult ADHD. I'm a bit confused about the diagnosis as I never thought I'd fit the criteria. I breezed through school with no effort and good grades and finished two bachelor degrees with distinction. I don't really find it hard to pay attention especially when I'm learning (I love learning about everything). Even when I had a boring and frustrating assignment I completed it without procrastinating too much. I'm good at problem solving, complex reasoning and critical thinking and have a high IQ (apparently). I'm not writing this to brag and think what you want - this is what really makes me question my diagnosis. I attended the consultation with the doctor as I'm feeling exhausted a lot of the time, but my blood work is perfect and my Mum suggested him because he treats my sister who has ADHD-I and learning disorders. I went because even at 30 I do what my Mum says. Anyway I think it's reasonable to suggest that I have some issues with executive function and some signs and symptoms consistent with ASD (but socially I'm still very good). I never really thought I fit in anywhere. I know I'm not ""neurotypical"" but do I really fit in here? If you have a weird or wonderful ADHD story or insight into mine I would love to read it. I'm struggling to get my head around this. TLDR - Questioning an ADHD-C diagnosis as I'm academically giftef but also feeling exhausted all the time.",4.988631645171439,6.727702429065744,6.681970745517463,70.55349402327776,69.69204152249135,10.375652720981442,34.243630072349795,10.537671172512404,4.182853287197233,1218,61,208,37,22,420,158,289,0.114,0.7859999999999999,0.1,0.4824,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,3,13,16,1,2,13,0,13,9,2,3,5,66,39,25,0,4,12,3,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,14,19,0,0,20,1,1,2,7,8,0,1,6,4,28,8,28,32,6,23,0,0,0,2,22,12,0,10,9,136,42,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7114869987157134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763345590996564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528841076173612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311053044411007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233243754028944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867378239115575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584039650973323,0.0,0.0,0.09692864196573946,0.08656463583056596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172009489532887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760092742314109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552587949449875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729871369963842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044186201336804516,0.0,0.0,0.2128089018317268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576130961928823,0.0,0.0867968855508043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935662346747407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827283748731421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046479424025250994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190142753113914,0.1526619035207586,0.0,0.05645351681679135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062171307441385174,0.0,0.13045670685112198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092548761494874,0.0,0.0,0.1894835150480064,0.0,0.08459645998189219,0.0,0.21671998641607512,0.17391143785883656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725629992095128,0.0,0.08559297121752699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621210724752558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675405647832051,0.0,0.0,0.08841466157068258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790432516839325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625739922719969,0.0,0.1342839402773608,0.09863106127837018,0.0,0.0,0.08081367348659098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261609196811044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978205512791169,0.04988368468250071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840054963670888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152590652269999,0.09171643243781513,0.06157056853552695,0.0,0.0,0.06007863984694941,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lyndskg,2019/02/26,"Early vyvanse crash yet still insomnia I’ve been taking 30mg Vyvanse in the morning semi-regularly since October, not regularly because it often gives me bad insomnia. When I take it several days in a row (studying for finals), I end up being severely sleep deprived because I’ll stay up until 6 or 7am but have to get at a reasonable time. Since January however, I’ve noticed that the effects of vyvanse have worn off within ~3-4 hours of taking it (I take it around 9AM). By early afternoon, I start feeling fatigued and hungry. By evening my brain feels fried and I’m exhausted as hell. I can’t take naps at any point though and even at night I still have trouble falling asleep even though it seems like it “wore off” early. Any advice? I’m thinking my dose is too low now but the insomnia just makes the issue more complicated. If anyone has any tips on falling asleep on stims that would be extra helpful.",4.741219405594407,6.23474903977273,5.780909090909091,77.7298251748252,69.9659090909091,8.597202797202797,31.720279720279716,9.057496981413335,2.8892557692307688,725,32,129,14,13,240,121,176,0.182,0.7709999999999999,0.047,-0.9719,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,1,0,6,0,10,10,4,3,0,19,27,12,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,2,9,1,21,21,2,35,1,3,0,0,2,15,1,4,18,77,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743453878787844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660485550625745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118527206280716,0.0,0.0,0.11609199837358901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888638676557504,0.15899269770084193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455799992828613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410326289030859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550400489575573,0.0,0.0,0.2584025006703433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318778038043177,0.0,0.0,0.14285710361958642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813351964568813,0.12510056224501048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874106598420839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284269722993723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611351338574934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371143681235017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704927512972772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238037083217734,0.0,0.0,0.14847194575333725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327901802636212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340825643467933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187198035379652,0.0,0.2946509642079732,0.0,0.21575197680575614,0.0,0.13050356209498126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230443179224278,0.13899904969045454,0.20829020184201108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902581280767579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356106628485531,0.2562531113786871,0.0,0.07604275936804132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263908334407586,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForsakenDepth,2019/02/26,"So that's it? Not allowed to see a psychiatrist; Can't get diagnosed. 26M here, I live in Sweden, so I need a referral from my GP to see a psychiatrist for a neuro-psychiatric evaluation. GP had me see their psychologist, who had me fill out all the questionnaires and stuff you'd expect, asked me about my troubles, history etc. She then sent our a referral and then here I am, with a letter stating I'm denied a neuro-psychiatric evaluation on the basis that since I'm studying at university and haven't had any major problems with school or work in the past I'm "".. Showing a sustainable level of functioning"". Literally in tears because I've worked so hard every day to ""Sustain"" that fkn level of functioning, and when I'm finally old enough to realize I shouldn't have to settle for lower quality of life, in this day and age, I'm basically told my life has to go to shit before I can get any help.. And that my managing is what's causing me to be denied help now. I'm just so tired of things like doing laundry or making dinner being these major tasks I have to prep for and tackle every day, just like getting out of bed or being on time and staying awake during lectures. How is this even a thing",9.320585774058578,6.431434719665273,9.925142259414226,66.47273430962345,61.63598326359833,13.242008368200835,38.544351464435145,11.602472056035307,4.338862426778244,954,35,180,22,10,328,138,239,0.10800000000000001,0.858,0.034,-0.9442,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,1,2,13,5,1,0,12,0,18,6,1,4,1,28,36,19,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,13,12,1,0,1,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,5,4,18,2,30,26,5,28,0,0,3,0,11,11,1,3,14,119,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870083142325853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658021152215327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905887841399948,0.0,0.1243170930175749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008102613191504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826598594381469,0.0,0.0,0.14828455256398168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095641316807154,0.1629358651557674,0.09649515238481572,0.0,0.2461846740271992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004122963900752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289876804327367,0.0,0.08302982877352794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087348562379508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585038657841192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063841122105705,0.1427504328614775,0.0,0.1290056080390663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752033800183968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832847006485727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330337022647894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394653397946003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397943184086302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785713901232533,0.3492592331353321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996563453443953,0.12085227402127492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557190945880543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724517871994013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411962731648452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518986039932515,0.1679160731418512,0.0,0.1396011656662383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271952548274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CalmPassenger,2019/02/26,"Getting medication for ADHD with a history of substance abuse, being on suboxone, and while already having a psychiatrist? Hello, I have a history of substance abuse but I have been clean for two years and am currently taking suboxone strips that I get from a psychiatrist. Whenever I bring up ADHD medication to my psychiatrist, she says that I don’t have it and changes the subject. She’s never done any examination or testing on me, she’s indian and does not speak english very well and honestly I think she just insists I have anxiety and not ADD because she gets a financial reward for prescribing prozac. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child, and took medication throughout high school and did really well. Now that I’ve been clean for 2 years, I’ve gone back to college and am on my second semester and really think I need to get back on the medicine. My question is, would any doctor prescribe me this medication with the fact that I have had a history, and especially the fact I’m on suboxone? And also, would it further a doctors suspicions when they learn that I already have a psychiatrist but I’m going to a different doctor instead? I know that if I schedule an appointment with a new doctor, I’m going to choke up and be nervous about seeming like I’m drug-seeking, so I wont be capable of fully describing my situation and why I need medication, but I intend on being completely honest with the doctor of course. Should I see another psychiatrist? Or should I just go to a GP? 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I am prescribed 60mg a day for about 6 years or so. It has been 60 days and I have been a wreck. My goal was to prevent brain damage, I live in constant fear I am damaging my brain. So I decided to take a long drug vacation. I have had dreams about taking adderall, I have eaten everything in my cupboards, binged on sugar, slept non-stop for the first 3 days. I have been grumpy, irritable, and finally I feel normal. I never once stopped wanting to take adderall again, every single day has been a struggle. I work from home, and in 60 days I wrote two pieces (freelance copywriting) that arent very good, and thats about it. Now I am struggling with what to do. I have such a good streak going, but at the same time when I think about ""recovering and not needing adderall"" i also think back to high school and college before being diagnosed and this WAS my life. I would eat tons of candy, sleep all day, fall asleep in class, i was impatient, and did nothing productive pretty much ever. So here I am, and im ranting on reddit and I dont know why. I abhor being reliant on medications and I would prefer to never take them again but I am having such a hard time operating without it. Today I sat down to write, and this strange thing happens. I have energy and i feel good. The SECOND I pull up work, I yawn. Immediately I feel tired, and then my mind goes to ""you should go clean the house, or check on your dad"" I take a deep breath, and remind myself I have to learn to refocus without adderall. (I have post its everywhere to remind me of things) . So I do that, and try to start and again, and again, and again, my brain is searching for anyway to avoid what I want to do. So I give up, and walk to the living room and then anxiety sets in. ""you need to get some work done the bills are coming up"". Okay you scumbag brain, ill go fucking work then. so I sit down, and my crappy brain does the SAME THING and I cannot focus. Im done ranting, maybe someone can relate to this. 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I was diagnosed with adhd a few years ago(28yrs old) and I have only recently decided that my life was tough enough that I needed to explore medication. I tried all the natural and behavioral stuff and while it helps, I decided I needed to explore medicine. I have found a great psychiatrist who I really like. She started me on a small dose of Vyvanse and she said I’m pretty sure she thought we would need to go up but I can’t remember exactly. Anyway the first day I took it, I definitely noticed some increased focus and for the first time in my life I felt like I actually accomplished something in the correct time frame that I had set out to do! It was pretty amazing, I remember thinking this is what regular people must feel like all the time Anyway, while it definitely made a bit of a difference the first day. The last 5 or 6 days have not been anything like the first day, I feel a little bit of increased focus a few hours after taking it. But then I don’t really think anything is going on. My question is, should I tell the dr this? I think I need an increased dose and I think the dr even said that the first day. But I’m an anxious person and I feel like I’ve heard stories of drs becoming suspicious if someone is wanting higher doses of stimulants. This is my first time ever taking adhd meds so I also don’t fully know what I am “meant” to be feeling. The Vyvanse was 20mg. I think I can definitely see light at the end of the tunnel, as it is definitely doing something I think. Thanks for reading!",3.8285878885316182,5.3597121414791005,5.323557073954987,79.97553925509115,72.27974276527331,8.398767416934621,29.357047159699892,8.959647251330699,2.4925979635584143,1240,51,236,25,24,418,160,311,0.022000000000000002,0.759,0.21899999999999997,0.9959,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,7,7,10,0,0,23,0,26,11,0,3,7,57,60,19,0,9,6,0,5,5,0,3,11,3,0,1,17,11,0,0,22,1,0,9,4,1,0,6,15,10,36,9,25,41,12,46,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,4,32,162,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.07849282304852646,0.0,0.19333414801261667,0.0,0.07130065255057684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432373057676019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086849988700862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323820768833196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883398631738983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756280750681555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593691608981425,0.0,0.0,0.08163969241856757,0.0,0.08403731174989185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124141394908771,0.08311071468037104,0.0,0.053126468161139306,0.0727579382224244,0.0,0.07685895819355577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268113335116405,0.11492536385449978,0.07723008198590423,0.0,0.0,0.4105071183255373,0.0,0.08819267519361923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142597209796832,0.0,0.0,0.08867971999836911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391379291993383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792121373112994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044204896942471775,0.06556514853326441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362704441974872,0.1964820547710103,0.08061686334167133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610941184449578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868999925769075,0.0810296619127461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856572578463275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157562421135293,0.08440285771924419,0.0,0.0,0.06117433755610361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576340604688428,0.07023261952235166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366234427890913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010545451729264,0.0,0.08045662943598167,0.0,0.1030572652932606,0.0,0.07941972310294973,0.0,0.18223403901777996,0.0,0.15302394749931533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409617157123262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815219807678438,0.12384537387316773,0.0,0.0,0.05693220975827942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920786738274233,0.0,0.0,0.0758089061116884,0.0,0.12095401289589247,0.0,0.07030361523980909,0.07405361473572848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30923647289628897,0.0,0.06385629625880151,0.18760886093460696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936609195304207,0.05460999183581243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474425659686043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713861861617455,0.0,0.0,0.05179741436660806 adhd,BALLS_SMOOTH_AS_EGGS,2019/02/26,"By far the most productive work day I've had in weeks. A couple of thoughts... Hey fellow ADHDers, I work in IT at a desk, and like most of you, I struggle to stay focused, prioritize tasks, and be the productive worker I know I'm capable of being on a consistent basis. Well last night, I changed *two things* that made today very different. The degree to which each factor helped I guess I'll figure out as time goes on, but I felt compelled to share. #1: Sleep I got a full 8 hours. I can't emphasize enough how crucial this feels. I've been more alert and energized than I've felt in some time. I took a small dose of melatonin around 9:30 and feel sound asleep for 8.5 to 9 hours. #2: Intermittent Fasting Last night around 8:30 PM I decided I was going to fast the following day until lunch at 12:30 PM (16 hour fast with an 8 hour eating time. Look up the 16-8 fasting routine). I woke up to a freshly made pot of black coffee, opting not to add any delicious cream like I normally do, and off I went to work. Instead of eating anything in the morning or even taking my medication, I simply drank my coffee and water. Lots and lots of water, because, well, I couldn't drink anything else. It honestly wasn't even that difficult, and the energy I felt from not consuming any calories was incredible. I finally broke my fast with a small meal at 12:30 and have been snacking a little here and there since. I'll continue to eat as I please until around 8:00 PM tonight and then repeat the process all over again. I'm so amazed at my energy level and focus that I hope to continue intermittent fasting through the remainder of the work week. So there you have it. It may not work for you, but I think sleep combined with a selective approach to nutrition just made me the most productive ADD guy I've been in a while. Hope this inspires someone else to give it a go as well.",3.487558558558561,5.2083909270270325,4.464324324324327,85.02261261261263,73.51351351351352,7.960360360360362,26.657657657657666,8.648137234880735,1.9021603603603607,1473,53,295,28,30,478,200,370,0.015,0.809,0.177,0.9956,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,0,6,17,15,0,1,23,0,15,15,3,5,1,58,42,25,0,4,7,0,5,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,12,22,10,0,11,1,0,6,6,3,3,1,19,9,29,12,53,19,11,64,0,1,3,0,9,25,0,11,34,178,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821170121531295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304890066863374,0.23212096302871474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298317802818353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919455879974006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617088477347976,0.0,0.11210724051875108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080870570994956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514457651651135,0.0,0.2668102552599032,0.1452143061183283,0.0,0.0,0.08980744711604974,0.0,0.11481437738065467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789466759130314,0.0,0.2503589289440453,0.095212213681775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337773315004449,0.0987927150644624,0.0,0.06951465352075213,0.0,0.09574775700935516,0.08606049054442062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825795296194412,0.0,0.0,0.17265436999679393,0.3423789512527885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047766752574551916,0.14169625738876634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492552042639477,0.08711265110717292,0.0,0.0,0.07298753745920973,0.0,0.0,0.1477857254328767,0.0,0.246726021026716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875587113532429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312952905942255,0.08515921176671262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540765168471503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189780136029084,0.0,0.17395751034555546,0.0,0.073643632450545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264087598984974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086345951522863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535000425876117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774311868751982,0.055692253986729966,0.0,0.06900158386730311,0.15204423029284522,0.0,0.08238619142274109,0.0,0.09656685793048983,0.0,0.0,0.0849042884346682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171479060557699,0.0,0.0,0.13943752173333185,0.0,0.23444372743054184,0.08057198932093104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163793629965411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,suburbianhoe,2019/02/26,"I have a doctors appointment tomorrow to test for ADHD and I’m afraid they won’t take me seriously Once I read more into what ADHD was and the symptoms, I realized that I may have it and it’s affecting my life pretty badly. I’ve been smoking marijuana since about 2016 or so, and the past year I’ve pretty much been smoking everyday. If the doctors do ask me about marijuana use (I’m in a legal state and have a medical card for it) and I tell them the truth about my daily use, they might just write it off and not truly believe my concern about having ADHD. I haven’t told anyone, including my mom who made the appointment, about this so, I’m not sure how to navigate myself through the appointment. If anyone could provide me with any tips to help me get through the testing and appointment in general it would really help. 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Luckily, the test is going to be copies of the homework problems. There are 3 homeworks, 7 problems on each one, my current plan is to try to memorize all 21 problems without doing any actual learning. Will this plan work with this particular course? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.",5.729577922077922,7.904092931818187,6.074220779220783,73.90454545454547,68.54545454545455,8.664935064935065,36.435064935064936,9.23628265651192,3.7029655844155833,390,21,64,8,7,125,62,88,0.091,0.8320000000000001,0.077,-0.0534,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,14,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,11,9,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,41,5,10,0.0,0.0,0.18806924445780107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242313144244093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485799859465405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197221908739443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149363999779622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095285710749302,0.0,0.0,0.21247710670963985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059367385127052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532278760246981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277453558131907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308458468624379,0.0,0.1882617637204328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577749909539415,0.0,0.14030418953056176,0.0,0.0,0.13690445081664224,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HoodedGalah,2019/02/26,"Adderall and weird anxiety Adderall and weird anxiety Anxiety is something I’ve been dealing with for a while with adderall. I️ typically smoke weed throughout the day to help it, but I️ always end up high which counteracts the adderall. I’ve had a few weird experiences with adderall and “choking” when it comes to doing what I️ have to. For instance, I️ am behind in all of my classes this semester, and one class, my 8am ENG201, I️ haven’t been to once. There has been three different mornings where I’ve been up at 645 for my 8am class or even pull an all nighter not to miss it and I️ get anxious about showing up after missing some time and don’t go and then the cycle continues. Another weird thing, I️ live in an apartment with one other guy and we share a living room. We have a lot of mutual friends in Greek life and I was laying down in my room with the door closed and he comes back to the apartment with two girls who are seniors in college. I️ kind of know them and have talked to them confidently when I️ was drunk no problem. But now I️ can’t even think of how to leave this room without being weird and awkward about it, and once again I️ feel like the longer I️ wait the worse it gets. Any advice?",4.054370982552797,5.420705603305786,4.378953168044081,87.61368227731865,71.47933884297521,7.361248852157942,27.907254361799808,7.793537801064563,1.5462995408631772,964,35,197,12,18,302,137,242,0.14800000000000002,0.784,0.068,-0.9341,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,2,0,12,13,0,1,13,0,19,2,0,1,2,39,30,21,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,12,24,1,1,3,2,0,4,6,9,0,4,7,1,9,4,36,22,5,35,0,2,0,0,13,18,0,3,14,128,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661732310180933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248452752706624,0.0,0.0,0.10203232532667554,0.1573299917530135,0.3443405012669545,0.1695024599784926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153714762355002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584922990297123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967633687569614,0.15468462180254622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675983524872386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289088002698393,0.0,0.0,0.1981999714858201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467678819890965,0.0,0.0,0.07586471750221402,0.10718858521646016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159205093553222,0.0,0.1567793842858171,0.0,0.08527117315571661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856316047779097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056862981190633,0.1585254670604743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562435409576041,0.08245804414248899,0.0,0.0,0.15887066516022386,0.0,0.0,0.10597766868156724,0.07330195098791686,0.0,0.26497608639330256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755861781010158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195753445449662,0.20334193474312093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356798884557292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155080999166978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059644522569588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967988973563073,0.09613955502763352,0.0,0.0,0.0874895136425743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656724994452194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463317779396528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290354865764855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RetroArch_Merlin,2019/02/26,Side effects of Vivance What are some of the side effects of vivance and how do they effect you? What do you do to counter them?,1.1998717948717932,3.6262387307692334,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,84.76923076923076,3.466666666666667,27.89743589743589,3.1291,0.4271435897435896,101,5,21,0,3,31,17,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thatguyfromdeadpool,2019/02/26,"Correlation between vyvanse dosage amd effectiveness ? Long story short, ended up being prescribed Vyvanse 30mg and it was not working as effective as I thought it would, ended up doubling my dosage to see how it was and ended up feeling... Perfect, no issues, no anxiety, or anything. Told my psychiatrist and she didn't like I did that, but agreed to up my dosage to 50mg, I'm within the first week of that change and I oddly don't feel like I did with that extra 10mg, if anything it's gotten worse. I was wondering if others have had a similar experience with various dosages and of there is a sweet spot to it all ?",4.365775941230488,5.80945608264463,5.646721763085399,78.52442607897154,70.81818181818181,8.352984389348027,30.79981634527089,8.841846274778883,2.603902846648302,490,21,91,9,9,164,78,121,0.124,0.8009999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.4691,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,3,2,22,20,12,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,4,9,4,16,8,4,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,4,8,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752248853516634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388968629524957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178281076540573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547132034820526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142192326688813,0.0,0.0,0.2082310802649632,0.14710392147077586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514905579301887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491913812145366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119687968650066,0.0,0.0,0.18222607082964312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408559212967508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347151360185214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675820499893568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517057618904918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330330792801967,0.1499067425492585,0.0,0.20984241529930786,0.14627432246381789,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shreyaans41,2019/02/26,"i have 55k screenshots and i m just pissed of and wanna rant # Screenshots part Usually, I capture a screenshot of stuff I want to be reminded later or what I wanna do later but I forget that I have even taken the ss and now I have 55k of them and I m actually panicking rn coz I wanna do all the things and there so so less time. I hope u can understand the feeling lmao. # Oneplus part I usually take notes of my ideas and stuff on my phone but my oneplus sucks. I take notes before sleeping, clear recent and sleep but coz my phone decides to not show reminder I forget. one time I had an amazing idea for an epic meme but I forgot that I saved it and got reminded after a month when the meme died. wtf oneplus # 5 layers of idk folders another thing I wanna tell about is my PC's desktop. I usually save stuff in it and don't organize or clear it up till I don't have space. but when while working there is no visible space left on the desktop I clear it/organize it and because I m in a hurry I don't have time to go through each file so I put all of them in a folder called idk. and then again keep on saving files till again space finishes then I make a new folder idk transfer all of the files in it and old idk folder coz it looks cleaner when the icons are least and now the address of first idk folder is C:\\Users\\shreyaan\\Desktop\\idk\\idk\\idk\\idk and this pc isn't that old ***I had more thing in my mind lmao I forgot*** i also formatted it well coz i just saw a post about it also i ave my finals day after tomorrow and my 90% syllabus is untouched . wish me luck lmao",0.6198306233062354,3.0489985154321033,2.314790725685036,92.54180216802168,88.53703703703705,5.136284251731407,19.939476061427282,6.697824305789354,0.32888039747064113,1245,39,261,16,41,407,153,324,0.10800000000000001,0.722,0.17,0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,2,20,9,2,0,16,0,20,3,3,5,6,59,37,35,1,7,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,19,16,0,3,5,1,0,2,6,2,1,2,7,3,41,7,32,29,9,48,0,0,2,0,6,13,2,4,32,184,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.11125376026592608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234168738134693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954560726848935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949721796337498,0.0,0.09701101410521984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641323868767847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352466971176942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183206008241705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530012455942245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057645040357544274,0.0,0.0,0.12488839313296675,0.0,0.09697375028672096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479244080429059,0.0,0.09118129955908633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323403795836585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573986036546517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133408969675786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238682420714872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573662789186596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610012956227044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511392250976844,0.0,0.09099878765820492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010805144289368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239260990591474,0.0,0.0772536590168299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691555280031485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918657715988386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460787904440407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256752517385307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281773850262489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915300140472983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171437186627905,0.0,0.09964658234909113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722227627664884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943407334144225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868463983251835,0.0,0.0,0.3766856915209337,0.0,0.06724390403704014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250540789078087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110168587179188,0.0,0.0,0.08299798678587557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jadkinson22,2019/02/26,First day on Adderall Today is my first day on adderall after being diagnosed with adult ADHD. So far I am not really noticing any difference. What should I be expecting. I don’t seem to have any better focus. 10mg is my dosage to start as a reference. ,2.41,4.759871999999998,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,79.0,8.0,24.0,8.841846274778883,2.1934000000000005,200,7,36,5,5,69,40,50,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,7,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31355487821368794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548461696688371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074762901269086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33652188811464906,0.0,0.0,0.2648111994373222,0.0,0.2725882553290429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438481624191777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970399589736148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671412350080819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751642368087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466858835541552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473056741372427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tb651175,2019/02/26,"Great Thread on ADHD This thread on ADHD sums up the stigma and challenges well. &#x200B; [https://twitter.com/i/moments/1100258214480756736](https://twitter.com/i/moments/1100258214480756736)",29.888627450980398,39.50578923529412,8.831764705882357,41.83627450980393,39.0,4.6196078431372545,23.31372549019608,6.42735559955562,1.3836431372549025,175,3,11,1,3,32,14,17,0.0,0.6509999999999999,0.349,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6959470684416507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137189216076346,0.3518255422164862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31922136775891186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603332675765731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518255422164862,0.0 adhd,KennedyLyons12,2019/02/26,"Goddamn ADD I told myself I was going to wake up at 9, clean my room/house and do laundry but here I am at 12 browsing through reddit. It’s been three days of this 😒",-0.5109459459459451,1.3416772972972986,1.7310135135135134,99.12733108108112,86.83783783783785,3.7,20.06081081081081,3.1291,-0.6659675675675678,128,4,31,0,4,43,34,37,0.062,0.8809999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,0,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37337900309573735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32903428264939283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6680379909333666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532176818923489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HaruBells,2019/02/26,"People who think they understand I saw that ADHD was trending on twitter this morning, and I was really happy about it. I thought ""Cool, maybe more people will understand that ADHD is real now"" I tried to mention it to my roommate, because I thought she'd also appreciate it, and she said ""ADD and ADHD are completely different."" I tried explaining that they're not that different, it's more of a matter of people presenting different traits and symptoms. I know I could also be misunderstanding it, but she doesn't have it. She based her statement of ""they're completely different things, like how depression and anxiety are different"" on the fact that she treats her two ADHD friends differently than her ADHD cousin. In my head as she's describing this I'm thinking ""yeah...cuz your cousin presents differently than your friends do!!"" It was really frustrating, honestly. I'm sure plenty of you folks have had similar interactions, so feel free to share!",7.5753903743315485,8.847816517647056,7.581978609625673,68.22981283422462,63.235294117647065,11.828877005347593,36.63101604278075,11.567385478589935,4.821411764705882,768,36,123,24,11,247,101,170,0.07200000000000001,0.747,0.18100000000000002,0.9643,7,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,1,0,6,12,1,0,2,1,15,2,1,1,2,24,28,11,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,16,6,0,0,10,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,8,4,23,11,14,16,2,6,0,1,1,0,23,3,0,0,4,84,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329191277458953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184497356397485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784485779230898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054062409898446254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859720185796068,0.0,0.0,0.07080887865785547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638547147542653,0.0,0.0,0.6486089278146093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484251156736077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703779445323014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440832823120933,0.0,0.0,0.09101783851455596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873972935012375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043327698214784036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909741502144537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445196163922234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009445458753556,0.11362956516999305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843610810235624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358588803003393,0.09217913318127917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891930736277795,0.1136533358417042,0.0,0.14081419988404004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042449619796056,0.0,0.08663373195638241,0.1846513525377807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rick_Ass69,2019/02/26,"Anxiety Attack Tips Took my meds and drank a latte. Usually doesn't affect my anxiety this bad but having a bad reaction today. Does anyone have any tips for how to calm down pretty quick? Luckily today I'm feeling emotionally fine so I'm not panicking about anything real like relationship or a test coming up, its just the feeling and it's making me all around feel like I'm falling apart. I know it's temporary but I can't focus because I'm so anxious. 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Anytime I read threads like this I'm always surprised by the variety of responses. &#x200B; My own case is as boring as it gets - right now I do business computing consulting, for a couple clients. Mostly subcontracting. Work from home. 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So many things make sense now. I have bipolar as well (diagnosed years ago), but just trying to medicate that alone over the years has not helped. I'm hoping we can address the ADHD side of things now and maybe I can make more progress. I came across a report card from 5th grade a few weeks ago. In the notes it said ""can do better"". Decades later that still applies. Cheers and happy to be around those who understand.",1.6723005565862683,4.157584857142858,2.2131168831168857,95.0637012987013,83.08163265306123,5.196289424860853,18.092764378478662,6.574015621080383,-0.10723673469387718,388,9,81,4,11,119,73,98,0.053,0.7859999999999999,0.161,0.907,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,6,0,10,4,0,2,0,13,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,5,6,10,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,13,50,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777881949762063,0.0,0.2786527378076037,0.0,0.0,0.16278614946891906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991928874984166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780174582400685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976660524992605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31905912488062466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731596810968705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535125181410576,0.0,0.0,0.15611048007659886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811880038963622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098313894665752,0.15935102608108592,0.15790365669726625,0.0,0.0,0.1583375209616405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492897709154808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950964821312235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552035154700805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884049397871915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671167228031847,0.0,0.0,0.16362497033608442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521529974467004,0.0,0.14131941883200444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036471085809187 adhd,gauss213,2019/02/26,"How do I stop the music playing in my head when I meditate? I know the earworm thing has been posted a lot here, but I'm hoping somebody will have advice for this situation. I notice most vividly when I'm meditating that I will have a song stuck in my head. Usually a song that I know the lyrics to. In my everyday life, I don't think the music is always playing, but when I'm meditating and trying to quiet my mind, music is practically guaranteed to start playing, which is somewhat frustrating. I can pause the music if I hold my breath, but that's not exactly viable long-term. Does anyone have any advice for stopping the music in this situation?",6.8152080989876245,6.5044873937007885,7.931383577052866,70.51291338582679,64.8267716535433,10.721709786276717,33.103487064116976,10.290406445055957,3.3802967379077615,517,19,93,11,7,177,72,127,0.078,0.84,0.08199999999999999,0.1153,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,9,0,13,4,3,1,1,19,22,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,14,4,9,18,3,13,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,8,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644852044403394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518035221813528,0.0,0.0,0.12682428027414186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040296157497305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320468499195304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827992264547399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852334919970876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049876265723115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172826859173134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504387870515055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585529864651725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830869435042694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123279450622048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786124678691677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192606359625608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200345845229028,0.0,0.0,0.31183950120136184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390024664293407,0.1194996765311214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661914615619224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539997596663534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Clones43,2019/02/26,"Brain Balance useful? I have two girls diagnosed with ADHD about 2 years ago. After 7 months of struggling to keep control and then basically getting in trouble constantly at daycare and home, we decided to medicate. Thank god we did but where one kid has been able to control herself with minimum dosage of addherol, our other has been a challenge to find the right dose/medicine. When we started off, went with a low dose of addherol, worked great for a month, then began wearing off earlier and earlier. We upped the dose and two months later again to 30mg. After a couple months when she started burning through, I refused to up the dose anymore and we switched to another med. I can’t recall the name but it began making her incredibly emotional as it wore off and pretty slow thinking when activated. We were not happy with it so we switched again to Quillivant chew. The same issue arose where it began to ware off earlier so we were prescribed an afternoon .5mg Ritalin booster. It did very little to chill her out in the afternoon but began causing insomnia. Sigh, so once we switched insurance to one that covered the Quillivant liquid form, we started with that and it worked great. We also gave her .1mg clonidine in morning and night. This combo works to get her through school but by 4, it’s worn off. The problem is, it’s practically impossible to complete her homework or even end the night on a good note because she becomes incapable of listening or following directions. She becomes overly rude, impulsive, disrespectful and emotional. She is 7 so I get there is a level of that in all of them but as a parent that just wants what is best for my daughter, we are considering giving brain balance a shot to see if we can better manage her behavior and perhaps help her find more control in herself. We get our assessment from them later today but before we dump an enormous amount of money and time into the process, would love feedback from some here that may have tried or researched it. TLDR: considering trying Brain Balance to help our 7 yo daughter control her adhd for better quality of life once meds ware off. Want input.",5.414863086048591,7.40770379093199,5.7818461038433435,76.41932314942717,69.02518891687657,8.548273340375397,33.713252620459905,9.11188708381993,3.2875485333550016,1723,83,285,34,31,551,217,397,0.069,0.787,0.14400000000000002,0.9868,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,18,0,2,11,17,17,2,1,20,0,19,14,4,7,1,67,46,33,0,5,12,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,2,2,17,33,1,6,4,0,1,2,2,6,1,4,14,2,39,10,59,30,7,60,0,1,1,1,47,25,0,6,33,204,56,9,0.08415412652171274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227381290772287,0.0,0.07459755559205591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729802457536517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824293919147698,0.0,0.0,0.08345828062118371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129957443727338,0.18588324217859653,0.07160896342568394,0.0,0.0883145638875221,0.14885497239180304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183150991656397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644946925882574,0.0,0.0,0.08823400055875713,0.09094071446881287,0.37754403465888825,0.0,0.0931149403592072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541466698909153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893241310023212,0.07453557783014626,0.0,0.0,0.05558300689112157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383069412059644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758682310964473,0.08072830636672294,0.0,0.07058448866092308,0.0,0.18556044316070636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958363252198735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281347422929905,0.0,0.08441345040934974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783504416019583,0.0,0.0748000543010473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059440548295477236,0.0,0.08434454285704637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595238478230869,0.0,0.05617353292074509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695252675162471,0.08477642900748837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868408364972873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794589396751035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792427965040977,0.11405002811405038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934431985329284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856150006271811,0.0,0.08052413381824182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186716423920728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516846881436525,0.06705994336631489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869417167294124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797616486029147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747781323772056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392256628041566,0.0,0.0,0.04907094792436933,0.0,0.07976827205884497,0.0,0.0,0.11427025577259682,0.0,0.16441270707774933,0.0,0.0,0.07268214569859202,0.0,0.06943596771351315,0.09927256836148288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801171838974348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379561913584927,0.0,0.0,0.0597806769811797,0.0,0.0,0.05419249837856553 adhd,toocoolforforest345,2019/02/26,"Making Yourself Great Again: What are non-medicine treatment for ADHD which has worked for you? ;) After going through bankruptcy, my gf and losing everything. How can I get treated for ADHD at 30 years old? It seems like a struggle. What can I do to treat my adhd without medicine? 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Hi. So i have been on track with applying for Chiropractic school for almost 6 months now. This is the first time in my life i dont loose intrest after a week of thinking about something i want to do with my life. Does anyone here with ADHD study chiropractic or is a chiropractor? 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Yikes. How many of you guys have been in this situation before? What did you do? In my case, I just refused to give anything. 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TL;DR: Vyvanse is possibly still making anxiety bad like Adderall did, dr says Vyvanse “doesn’t do that”. Says non stims don’t work. But do they? This past month, I’ve been switched from Adderall 20mg SID AM with a 10mg PRN daily to Vyvanse 30mg SID AM. I had to try something else bc I was getting terrible headaches, my anxiety was off the charts, and I was miserable on Adderall. Vyvanse has been pretty good to me so far. No more headaches. The come down is very easy and predictable. But I still do have pings of anxiety since I’m also diagnosed with GAD. I saw my psychiatrist again today for my new write ups, and I talked to him about how I still get those waves of bad anxiety sometimes (it’s pretty much as if the focus is there, but it all goes to the anxiety and therefore causes me to feel in a dreamlike state, disconnected). He then says “Vyvanse doesn’t cause anxiety and shouldn’t make yours worse”... but one of the first listed symptoms of Vyvanse on any issued list is anxiety. Also it’s still a stim, even if it’s a pro-drug, so anxiety is a possibility..? I asked about how non-stimulants work and he said “they don’t”. He said to simply take some of my PRN anxiety meds if I feel it coming on (which I’ve obviously tried, but it doesn’t always help?). It’s just very disheartening to hear him say that. If I /am/ one of the poor souls who is simply sensitive to stims bc of my comorbid anxiety disorder, surely you don’t just them straight up that they don’t work? I don’t think my psychiatrist is terrible, but sometimes he makes me feel as though I shouldn’t actually tell him how I feel and that I’m just there for pills. I’m also not a doctor and try to listen to him, but it’s hard when you feel like you’re not being listened to? Has anyone tried a non-stim medication for their adult ADD/ADHD? How did it help you? Did you switch to a non-stim bc you’re stim sensitive? 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You have probably heard people say that other people are too busy thinking about themselves to be thinking of you. They tell you to think, ""do you spend this much time thinking of other people?"". The issue is if you have ADHD you probably do. I am thinking of like a million things at once, and as much as I wish it wasn't true some of these thoughts are judgmental towards other people. &#x200B; Something I found helpful for social anxiety is to acknowledge that other people don't actually think like us. They don't have a million things on their mind at once. They aren't thinking of you as much as you probably think of them. &#x200B; I hope this is coherent enough and brings some benefits to you.",5.894354838709678,6.726494188172044,5.998010752688174,79.66701612903228,66.79569892473118,8.565591397849463,30.553763440860216,8.59863814320734,2.3697182795698932,773,28,139,11,12,245,82,186,0.049,0.852,0.098,0.8429,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,11,6,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,19,0,0,0,2,28,40,10,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,17,4,0,1,14,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,6,4,23,6,30,33,7,8,0,1,0,0,26,5,0,4,4,108,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.07333182821574491,0.0,0.2709333028103789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442625522529752,0.2739324885129735,0.0,0.0,0.11497323854821563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764608807687892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239390374820878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050368898038227104,0.0,0.0,0.07463710889312926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843308458873913,0.0,0.06679337435678069,0.0,0.0,0.041298373315939774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734252520337389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618642822704855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175243282653006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096434438253768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005645075429886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416775175526748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306086393438245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148122207286071,0.05975925563267041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532041269499325,0.0,0.11570239583009025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082438195360884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568107038938116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984756105250818,0.4815063557775646,0.0,0.05965767016494197,0.08763667955542112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039159772378208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641439430150454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739324885129735,0.0 adhd,RacketLuncher,2019/02/26,"After 15+ years, I cut my dosage in half This is just a friendly reminder that with age, you might benefit from lowering your medication. I'm in my mid-30s, I've been on amphetamines (and its variants) for over 15 years. My job demands a lot of divided attention. In the last few years, I noticed I was having too much anxiety, but couldn't pin point the issue. When I lost a few pills and couldn't get an early refill, I split my last 5 pills in half to make them last until my next refill; I didn't expect it to feel better than with a full dosage and better than without any dosage. 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I do not have ADHD, but I have an 8 yr old kiddo that does. I sub here because it's more helpful to learn how to help him more than listening to other parents imo. I like seeing things from his perspective. He is medicated and he does have other behavior issues. He doesn't know what ADHD is. He knows he takes meds to help him focus or as he usually says ""to behave better."" I want to eventually explain it to him in an age appropriate way, but every time I start, it comes out wrong and say something that makes him feel different and not innately good way. How was it explained to you, and when? And do you have any tips on how to approach it? 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[16 F] As the title states, today was a big day for me. Just since 8:30 am, it’s 12 now, I have completed all my history notes I was behind in (4 whole lessons), done 4 quizzes and made 3 100’s & a 90, and I had 5 minutes to wait until 11:30 for my math class to start. This is life changing and I am absolutely floored by the results. Side note; I felt a little dizziness today for a split second, which I think is normal, and my appetite is next to none. I will still eat obviously but it won’t be near as much as I normally do. I’m still loving the results. 🤠",1.8409523809523842,3.0371289682539664,3.9335238095238085,89.30314285714289,76.77777777777777,6.627301587301588,25.29841269841269,7.1686216300943375,0.9734660317460312,454,16,103,5,10,156,91,126,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,14,3,0,3,2,17,22,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,12,1,14,13,4,18,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,11,65,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608839156141514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144955963627575,0.0,0.18975083257169698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671512628729787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852021987811717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518454587654207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376620144333696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782933400003876,0.0,0.18138639445851693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333871474694892,0.17124471514504386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330388422705921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924709823843032,0.0,0.35463786673854125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970595880721602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561927574096611,0.0,0.2890567663718842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596268764100467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146348099412758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205424169406394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Phuck-hugh,2019/02/26,"Any experiences with stimulant therapy + Guanfacine? Have recently started this combination, wondering if anyone has had success treating anxiety with Guanfacine while on stimulant medication. 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Does anyone else turn to netflix to keep racing thoughts at bay? When a shower seems overwhelming because of the steps involved (I have long, thick hair and it adds about 20-30 min to my shower), and I don't want to deal with the constant merry-go-round of half-thought thoughts for that long, I put New Girl on and set the laptop on the sink. Helps me focus on one thing. Am I the only one?",5.3614285714285685,5.397466571428573,5.009619047619047,89.06871428571432,67.80952380952381,7.196190476190478,28.704761904761906,5.6839178017228535,1.0222933333333335,328,10,69,1,5,100,61,84,0.016,0.9440000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.4438,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,10,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,2,6,0,14,7,0,14,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323144337944395,0.19523286458179892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615267532943435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059082828228672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964405041217648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667446466333821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917344692667496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828944756477106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771633087291698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936254378634558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372474660889791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840267153879896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582324713637187,0.14491582790047247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915474051328958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346234128897964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658768248769067,0.0,0.0,0.6050764689043225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207255053067456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238664773047646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pansh_,2019/02/26,"Hypersomnia After Work (after meds effects) Hey guys! I´ve always felt soooo sleepy for pretty much all day long, getting worse after 5 - 6PM. Because of this, it has always been very difficult for me to play sports or make any exercises after work because all i wanted was play some computer games, watch TV, or even go to sleep early. After i started taking Vyvanse daily, this sleepyness was gone by the day long, and it was great but everyday after work when meds are no more making effect, this feeling of tiredness and sleepyness comeback and i get back to the state that i described before. &#x200B; My doubt is: Have you guys already went through the same situation as me before? And Have you managed to solve it in any way? &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.635127005347593,7.876328889705883,5.4568181818181785,77.96090909090908,68.92647058823529,7.298395721925132,30.010695187165776,8.00094639256281,2.3110235294117647,603,24,96,8,11,187,93,136,0.069,0.841,0.08900000000000001,0.2127,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,5,3,5,0,1,3,0,9,2,1,4,2,19,21,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,4,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,7,3,9,3,18,14,6,21,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,15,63,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271503290985948,0.0,0.1850592423788638,0.36146449685544796,0.4053706481792348,0.15124340734699354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550807364549888,0.0,0.1355763650242909,0.0,0.18925075053561471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343318698579444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344838738021807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622746681365768,0.0,0.1067721076790106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161977255993763,0.0,0.06319910251606473,0.0,0.0,0.12260145747791047,0.0,0.2202164708582303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682192182107205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845743824403826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470424393099406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174683842092613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313320533271212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249965838804249,0.11128308927024197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870990000793351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361065116754493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175393955804607,0.06559028078065393,0.08826759066293217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308609110892852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428708446723703,0.0,0.11332513309085378,0.0,0.0,0.4053706481792348,0.0 adhd,jonnierod,2019/02/26,"Massive hard drive, no RAM. I feel like my brain is a computer with a massive hard drive, I can remember encyclopedic amounts of information. But it has no RAM. In conversations I will forget very basic nouns and concepts. I know the material but I can't always access itwhenI want to. Anyone know some coping strategies?",3.5830295566502457,6.682139913793105,4.934532019704439,74.44224137931037,80.89655172413794,7.452216748768473,28.975369458128082,8.418075326091056,2.8276128078817737,257,12,42,6,7,85,46,58,0.132,0.8079999999999999,0.06,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,9,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610198202733131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934321650179475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501879698186068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861389135137682,0.22410415762947036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620191784576624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447977316802659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325579627317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35535589739093604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588316747107248,0.18502575803258345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meltedbones,2019/02/26,"How do you force yourself to start doing things? Hi everyone. First off, I'm on mobile so apologies if the formatting is off. (Please tell me if I am breaking any rules!) Background info, I was just diagnosed with inattentive ADHD a few months prior, but I haven't been prescribed any medication and I don't think my parents are taking the diagnosis very seriously. (I haven't returned to the psych since my diagnosis) so I am currently a 19-year old who was diagnosed somewhat late in life (but of course not as late as the ones who got diagnosed as an adult). Now for the priblem... I'm a uni student and I'm also currently the marketing manager for an international event held at my university. This isn't the first time I've been involved with campus events, but I've never been entrusted with such a high-ranking job (directly below the project officer) with an equally demanding responsibility (I have about 5 divisions under me including media partner and roadshow - the thought of having to manage a roadshow, among other things, is giving me unending anxiety). Needless to say, my tendency to procrastinate, which hasn't gone away since childhood, is acting up pretty badly, and I really don't want to screw this event up. I have extreme difficulty starting tasks from arguably complicated ones such as completing the budget forms to what some might consider small problems e.g. replying to texts. TLDR I'm procrastinating when I'm really not supposed to. How do you force yourself to start doing things? I want to start small, from being able to replying to texts without having to endure a sense of dread and anxiety. Thank you for all your kind advice.",7.471336842105262,8.549470393333333,7.874561403508776,66.72868421052634,63.4,11.249122807017544,36.78947368421053,11.10113133989139,4.564400000000001,1338,63,212,37,19,440,174,300,0.1,0.845,0.055,-0.8894,4,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,0,2,11,7,1,1,19,0,27,6,0,2,2,32,46,20,0,5,9,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,10,5,0,4,9,1,21,2,43,35,6,38,0,0,0,1,15,13,1,5,22,153,31,10,0.12039164354689215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468735990132472,0.11764532071350235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627715384814688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374089203451053,0.0,0.18419855557390644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311191216286733,0.0,0.1005219935993445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622834771204489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665849519277233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503937467959532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481014099777373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549063469560457,0.0,0.0,0.0962881953303911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720038136719405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947012948494287,0.0,0.0,0.1253693703888374,0.0,0.0,0.2716140356235594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503617824105818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128191503021052,0.0,0.12771650846958235,0.0,0.0,0.09609546127585177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285345741276382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633077784818075,0.0,0.1631609868551973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368067276837836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215387168245446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122481583064321,0.0,0.1151985436277654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425193932071662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574026711523434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917842326981186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408552998195158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905195330223578,0.0,0.10522760293647354,0.11084045025054937,0.0,0.0,0.2399485752817591,0.07714210398334423,0.0,0.095577517099151,0.07020133551614391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933571435908063,0.14202022120776792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160532481933854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752827124911628 adhd,parolang,2019/02/26,"Your life can be dysfunctional in ways that have nothing to do with ADHD Just something to think about. Once you have a diagnosis of ADHD, and it explains *so much* of what is wrong in your life, it is easy to see this as the only explanation. There might be no one easier to bully than someone with ADHD, because they have been wrong about things so many times. But it's important to take a step back and realize that in many cases the problem isn't always with you. You might be in a toxic work environment, expectations might be unrealistic. Someone might have stolen your wallet, you didn't actually lose it. You might simply have too much on your plate: Can you really be expected to manage school, a full time job, and taking care of young children at the same time? I wonder about ""normal"" sometimes. I forget things sometimes, try to do too much, and have a hard time following conversations. But so does everyone else. What can a normal person be expected to do that I can't? Or is what I am expected to do more than what a normal person can? Are other people in my life, family, friends, employers, co-workers, really accurate judges of my ADHD? ""Normal people"" are often incredible hypocrites. They expect more of others than they can do themselves. Supervisors can be greedy: They aren't comparing you to a standard, they just want as much as you can possibly do, and will still crack the whip on you on last time for good measure. Just be careful out there.",5.6744784688995225,6.9572645090909075,6.317282296650717,75.55002870813398,67.54545454545455,9.425837320574164,28.291866028708128,9.682069395223575,2.634890909090909,1160,38,207,25,19,379,140,275,0.084,0.8390000000000001,0.077,-0.4943,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,13,5,2,16,8,0,0,12,0,44,3,0,0,0,39,54,14,0,11,6,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,16,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,2,2,24,4,38,38,8,23,0,1,1,0,24,11,0,8,9,165,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.08163160822052641,0.0,0.4021304576205191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960458810841506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432269115048253,0.0,0.050993059970668615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057616392633754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320382196491078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987993261325337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799324080829062,0.0,0.0,0.07885900691776211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462879183455117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016274701628372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749351397618271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301101401416007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818697952396474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725617476380362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358441470919693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961859023763892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437040840298192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597334104740026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32784207775267143,0.08026568459881699,0.0,0.0,0.08908591125468222,0.05668429014345371,0.06362058800513269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598656638065323,0.1460821883704063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430427914952497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004300288885584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717833781436703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465958802779848,0.0666592608461001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175496094292195,0.06439886251567832,0.1654665620167648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680404136432297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579074378957952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114842195988532,0.053600379462635885,0.0,0.0,0.24388874739931654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056793746043650215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493397078575108,0.06639851338889177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071627348735918,0.12179829471295806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291914353778568,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ammers10,2019/02/26,"Struggling with severe short term memory recall issues, memory loss, forgetfulness. It feels like I’m losing my mind! Help? I’m 27, female, inattentive predominant, taking 75mg Strattera generic daily. I eat and hydrate well, and I get between 7 and 8 hour of sleep every night. Short term memory loss is an ongoing problem for me that has started affecting my work performance (desk job). Aside from seeing a neurologist to determine if I genuinely have a memory problem unrelated to ADHD, I’m at a loss on what else to try here. I feel like it’s gotten progressive worse in my mid 20's, even with medication. I’ve set Outlook calendar reminders for my recurring tasks and duties. I have been diligently practicing “active listening” during meetings, especially long ones, and I write down essential information and to-dos, of course. But sometimes I miss something no matter how hard I try. Even when I have it in writing, unless it’s on a sticky note in the middle of my computer monitor right in front of my face, I may forget. For instance, last week my boss said she asked me to send her X item by Friday, but I literally don’t remember it being said during our meeting two days prior. I remember the most important takeaways from that meeting and had them written down but it’s like there just this blank there for that particular task. I have *no doubt* it was said and that I heard it at the time, but the memory just *isn’t there* a day or two later. Fortunately, my manager is super understanding as she is also medicated for ADHD, though it seems she doesn’t suffer the memory problems I do. We have decided to do a wrap-up after every meeting where we quickly go over my “to-do” takeaways afterward, but this is a short term exercise and I don’t want her to have to essentially hold my hand forever. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to deal with this that I haven’t tried? TL;DR: Despite ADHD medication, intense memory problems are starting to affect my job performance and I don't know what else to try. Halp?",5.103926147162639,6.870923677165357,6.475000452529643,72.04015748031497,69.44619422572178,10.084568739252422,30.46076568015205,10.324001499409627,3.5444179744773283,1615,66,275,46,29,547,215,381,0.09699999999999999,0.831,0.07200000000000001,-0.6092,2,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,3,0,1,9,16,17,0,2,13,0,26,8,3,5,0,55,50,24,0,6,10,0,4,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,19,15,1,2,9,1,0,3,8,12,1,3,9,10,40,5,41,39,5,43,0,6,1,0,26,19,0,6,23,179,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445299751139267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641848244832533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498338382410138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681706125600448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933474756545122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123255274481189,0.0985171132589372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362430808831496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778069371875224,0.15965453325216994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623161120509815,0.0,0.16102512555514312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966349838714202,0.13653471000258702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049925623434203724,0.0,0.05430837096545753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560207713044929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405117055606763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410634723050224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973874898789896,0.1896550869699393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251671678304037,0.07789332346686581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400558734945712,0.0,0.0,0.08456669097220154,0.0,0.10690605651242867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887968596263344,0.0,0.0,0.09648732983887603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967563016968204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647532384988826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36574815654297504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649939434947904,0.08160684750671188,0.2726954206782623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614813566162712,0.08699330720681771,0.0,0.10795444855976467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562799238698352,0.0,0.0,0.07356597203530567,0.09451027548149604,0.0,0.135274276947156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989899484669497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184846112516026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388621348981677,0.0,0.0557212101891886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595131013197782,0.0,0.18669447802338351,0.0994802691165062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056363162743629375,0.0,0.07665165039605079,0.0,0.08591899994187938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956807614901557,0.0,0.0973827653018254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Governmentwatchlist,2019/02/26,"Help on preparing a 10 year old for life I feel like I am not parenting well and need some advice. My 10 year old is pretty strong adhd and is on meds. Here is the issue: he is a very different person on and off meds. Specifically he is kind of mean, very short tempered and loves to pick on other family members and is generally rude. I love him, but the person he is off meds would have a very hard time being “successful” in our society. On meds he is polite, thoughtful, very intelligent and spends a lot of time reading and using his imagination. Because of this he takes meds everyday. I am very concerned that as he gets older he will decide to not take his meds or forget and he will damage his relationships and life. I want to help teach him off meds now while he is surrounded by loving and patient family members. As a parent how do I help him off meds? Anyone here have personal stories on how you made these kinds of transitions? To be clear, we are not taking him off meds but I want to help him learn how to interact off meds so he can be successful if he forgets or decides he doesn’t want meds later in life. (When I say off meds I generally mean in the evening when they wear off or on a very rare day when he doesn’t take meds)",4.747096613545819,5.200064314741038,5.807009462151395,81.37035483067731,69.199203187251,9.30288844621514,27.24128486055777,9.354420925462401,2.079583466135458,977,29,202,19,16,325,126,251,0.043,0.758,0.198,0.9918,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,1,3,12,13,2,0,9,0,24,7,1,6,1,46,42,26,0,6,9,2,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,3,4,11,0,0,8,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,2,3,22,10,32,34,2,35,0,1,0,3,40,20,0,6,16,125,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791745215948629,0.055223693671623636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395150920594779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0344497030293781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03644610692529314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059043890166910876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037326198158239315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655055299961272,0.0,0.0285745901725226,0.040372784537732936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029525626674461108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062440482576983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515174629631223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058984722974475524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117698853879921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975007156364055,0.027609319289496264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804519606615185,0.1530151348520229,0.05347381609479408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311810120062675,0.8160493363915269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419035551516061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860143922214104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255016430403628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803449754153425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749387551104941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652813366705608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060673641345925414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044941279016839884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996249175429834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486488280338465,0.06590618350768726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048808949437116805,0.0,0.279774071445317,0.0999982125543289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081183051965701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04014510045136898,0.0,0.0,0.07278483285838601 adhd,kyymo,2019/02/26,how do i ask my parents i want to try medication? its gotten to a point in my life where ADHD has really started to show up in my daily life. my sudden isolationism in the past years coupled with massive amounts of homework/late work has really made me realize i need to make a change. and id like to try medication atleast to see if it has any if at all effect on me. any ideas?,4.177215189873415,4.431845962025316,6.106177215189878,79.42584810126583,70.39240506329114,9.357974683544304,29.7240506329114,9.3871,2.4346081012658227,297,11,63,6,5,104,56,79,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.5514,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,4,1,13,12,4,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,14,10,2,12,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24073658152391905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27243860577004186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726505639833646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190396164837227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164186365642274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261283206119581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829731480285802,0.0978625218205771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895404388472988,0.1337100842967813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035873437038224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852910850083573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224232178956388,0.0,0.1912208542597901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893599673031632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665050900665665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962305046930653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417821496791812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719979452516518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814944506605725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582981492195327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289946198804095 adhd,mefenamicacid01,2019/02/26,"Went to a government office without bringin my document I was seating comfortably waiting for my number to be called. I'm on my phone reading reddit ofcourse. Then it dawned on me I don't have a single fucking paper with me. Fuck. I brought all my make-up though. 😅",1.3960164835164832,4.074919096153845,2.964835164835165,87.03730769230772,88.80769230769229,5.279120879120879,28.582417582417587,6.868970318607317,1.8374417582417584,211,11,38,3,7,69,42,52,0.07400000000000001,0.84,0.086,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,7,6,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34696127266118226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6282565799558806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681095466679824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398796909711305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338397289438705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31498663878128125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32754325560440284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucide8,2019/02/26,"Struggling with graduating and can not have more on my plate now. My boyfriend (30) and I (27) have been together for 3 years now and living together for 2. I won’t go deep into the specifics of our relationship, but right now I really having a hard time with it. After years of struggling with depression, my ADD, and my studies I am finally graduating. It obviously puts a lot of stress on me and most of the time I feel like it is not going great, but I have to push through. In some ways this is my last chance. I made a lot of progress with therapy over the last few years and desperately want to grow and be a better person, although it is not an easy thing to do. My boyfriend never studied, always worked low level jobs and did not have a great upbringing. I do not care about this because I love him. Last month though he was fired from his job because of a stupid mistake he made and he has been hanging around the house ever since. He looks Youtube video’s all day, sends out a few applications, stays up until two or three AM watching movies and then sleeps till eleven. He does minimal housework. We have talked about this and then he feels bad and makes promises, but after a few days it is back to the old way. All these things are starting to really bring me down. I am having a hard time on my own right now, and feel like I can not have his shenanigans on top of it. The thing is: I have been where he was. Kind of. When I was really depressed and not diagnosed with ADD yet, I was this to my then-boyfriend. BUT I CAN NOT DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW. I know It sounds really bad how I describe it now, because I make it look really black/white. A lot of you might think ‘dump him’, but next to that he is really sweet and caring. I just wish he started taking his responsibilities. Do you guys have any advice for me? I know it might be a bit more r/relationships material than r/adhd, but I love this sub so much and hope to find some people who might understand my situation a bit more. Sorry for rambling so much.",3.6609991809991835,4.873166226044226,4.429255528255529,87.47073013923017,72.24324324324324,7.883669123669124,24.62317772317772,8.344100000000001,1.260152563472564,1582,45,343,25,30,508,204,407,0.151,0.7340000000000001,0.115,-0.9487,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,2,0,4,20,24,2,3,19,0,41,4,1,5,5,75,67,33,0,4,16,0,6,2,0,4,1,1,0,2,22,28,0,0,8,1,0,8,10,11,0,3,10,11,42,13,47,51,19,64,0,3,3,2,27,19,0,11,36,242,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548332006546102,0.07763750627250411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610866735841353,0.0,0.0,0.054028644978379066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072724033568188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061092055975418176,0.13267466757303872,0.14529573397968315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026696519883137,0.17347739006892002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200890180854546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024772037830844,0.08190934087042344,0.1368601358350375,0.08063995896616437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952712812702842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186696787927427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051674433143178,0.11351802476035075,0.0,0.08703346348511595,0.07261575382132987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030639900775868,0.0,0.0,0.17518755325866536,0.0,0.07866787538774261,0.0,0.0,0.1423429794672384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891166072918432,0.0,0.09167449798210472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768349936929674,0.0,0.0,0.08273482719849594,0.08732715594439752,0.19428677634742425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763039945367757,0.0,0.0701557023897463,0.0,0.13343578372320938,0.0,0.0,0.20263634843749587,0.14341324290381913,0.1503548008635854,0.1060668278503476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285131190784776,0.0,0.0,0.0634161387152124,0.0,0.1168096114369095,0.0,0.061276647796836385,0.0,0.08449585204395754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336928743203957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055080545286469,0.06937257342092329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986907674677017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053857773669255,0.0,0.0,0.17059888237756313,0.0,0.2035492982488971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572176433440884,0.08930499745342987,0.07950726088159224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893763950201444,0.11247007240601922,0.08468300426917907,0.0,0.0,0.09100957268789656,0.16611653652505504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973642445092901,0.06385880654873395,0.0,0.0,0.09085786548075156,0.0,0.15834891609401608,0.05090827706157691,0.07805910678237536,0.0,0.1389835973097208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761099129473246,0.08271013028496514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686159954330856,0.12612723827579778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136344462380457,0.0,0.0,0.05784046115939516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348935959954862 adhd,cynthiatakefive,2019/02/26,"My husband and his ADHD I just recently saw ADHD trending on twitter and the many things associated with it. I’ve been with my husband for three years now knowing he has ADHD and it made me realize I’m possibly being insensitive to some of the things I did not realize are associated with this disorder. He’s great at paying bills on time, doing college work, but he gets very irate if I interrupt him while he’s doing any of that. The reason I think we argue most is he just never seems to hear a word I’m saying. It seems like every time I say a sentence i have to repeat it. And it makes me feel like he doesn’t care what I’m saying. But yet he has to multitask and listen to many things at work. Could that still be his ADHD or him just choosing to not listen? Really I’m just trying to understand a bit more here.",3.643441814595661,4.608759532544378,5.542736686390533,80.40787228796847,72.01775147928994,8.473570019723866,25.325936883629193,8.841846274778883,1.7771297830374757,647,19,131,12,12,224,99,169,0.092,0.8220000000000001,0.086,-0.2726,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,8,5,1,0,6,0,13,0,0,3,1,36,31,10,0,2,10,2,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,12,9,0,0,10,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,4,8,15,4,17,24,4,14,0,0,1,0,21,4,0,6,12,88,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6049146654173905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557180373924125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737872921034694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282967021949065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046864268850396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421728714275048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060210289940371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362572543600738,0.08989622208317775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574335466486493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873302699898785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418246744236354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915537352982391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295280233119585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906768637173985,0.08399553403278902,0.2551529505357598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970513563900748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185953933137804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061282990425947,0.12937886708431146,0.12424642961994345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002060357336024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911008238904276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049162793971596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079663529857504,0.08062969365897417,0.0,0.0,0.14675026697067184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543339415045068,0.0,0.0,0.13099819621284992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382667576577047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832180907923803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103331952257578 adhd,snowthief5,2019/02/26,Made it to work early today!! But I was still 30 minutes late lol. At least it's better than usual which is 2-3 hours late. ,-0.5322222222222202,1.3823128148148172,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,87.51851851851852,3.6,12.703703703703706,3.1291,-1.554274074074074,94,1,22,0,3,32,25,27,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.7418,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664621148323197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967050535722685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6797252469118795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285083168882677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060660463150454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855829688157616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318228821981597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933908145595293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imakethebestmemes,2019/02/26,"How prominent is the hyperactive part usually? So, for a while now, I have come to believe there is a reason why I'm always late to stuff, simply can't sit down and do work, etc. I'm pulling all nighters where I put off starting till ""10 more minutes"" and I don't go a good job of finishing things. However, I can sit down without any sort of involuntary movements. When I was young, a therapist wrote off the idea completely just because I wasn't bouncing off the walls, but I feel like things have gotten worse. That being said, it it worthwhile to get screened again?",6.872162162162162,6.3841457207207215,6.720495495495495,79.83047297297298,64.76576576576576,10.282882882882882,35.61711711711712,9.725611199111238,3.1815333333333338,449,19,90,8,6,142,81,111,0.055999999999999994,0.8640000000000001,0.08,0.3626,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,2,1,13,21,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,5,3,7,2,13,15,4,24,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,11,60,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538744361755345,0.0,0.0,0.1351662320864687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116459647242518,0.0,0.0,0.22393879104415249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121745472010874,0.20840011228400696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167423062202765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005009733949259,0.1419969322467302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384590655413654,0.0,0.11296207495172833,0.16671368485269988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438019001578907,0.0,0.0,0.1972424487092544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421427733091046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710597585521624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152418772617806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998125655086492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043623391262348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906993527292373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068607417137205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275370513578664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307801464711603,0.26409973637712186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891029668805415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935345647565107,0.0,0.0,0.1916012559207208,0.0,0.1447024481215064,0.0,0.202557341298788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pound_puppies,2019/02/26,"A little humor while filling in my bullet journal. So I started doing a bullet journal and I think it's actually helping keep things straight but that's not why I'm here. I'm here because I was reading yesterdays entries to reafirm things in my mind when I come across this gem. \-priority is work. Need more visuals to help me focus as I'm having real trouble getting things That's it, real trouble getting things? I forgot to add the word done. ""Real trouble getting things DONE"" I have so much trouble focusing I can't even finish the sentence to remind me to focus and finish the sentence. It's probably not as funny as I think it is.",3.0328133333333334,5.395648008000002,4.7093000000000025,79.85248333333334,76.92,6.086666666666666,30.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,2.1397066666666675,511,25,86,6,12,172,71,125,0.139,0.77,0.091,-0.8753,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,17,22,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,11,18,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,63,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.14848241534396084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275295287298324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106901661906328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31141705761411137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004976761554773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384858636208998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397406749294364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524334241729405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250039585179742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363429706207318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118522487339595,0.11282182818449504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640500222558571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219728639015795,0.5195608958581021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076968783573015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054287951086712,0.19499098399396167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729722361497454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110771460822501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OldLadyCoyote,2019/02/26,"First time taking medicine for it this morning... I was originally diagnosed when I was 7 years old, after failing first grade and struggling to keep up in classes. I learned coping techniques over the years and more or less managed it myself, which worked just fine until this past year. &#x200B; My job is fairly demanding and I have to be able to focus to keep up, and I just wasn't doing that. &#x200B; Gave in and have begun the process of managing ADHD and my laundry list of other issues as well. Last week they had me go through all the testing again yesterday they prescribed a very small dose of adderall (5mg twice a day) to see how it goes. &#x200B; \*\*Point of my post:\*\* I've lived with this so long, I don't know what I even expect. Any advice, anecdotes, etc. welcome. 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It was looking okay at first. Like the kid would have trouble focusing on task or didn't want to do X things etc. Since this week-end, I feel like he let his guard down and started to act ""normally"" around me. Like yesterday, he didn't want to eat his food at dinner. His mom had to bring out a hourglass and tell him : take a bite before the timer runs out or you go to bed, and the kid was always waiting until the last second. To be defiant of his mom. My problem is... I have a 2yo daughter. Don't judge me.. but I'm kinda scared for her. To mimmick his behavior etc. I'm thinking : If it was just me, I would be fine... but now I feel like I'm imposing something to my daughter in the future. Like if we end up being together until he's a teen and it turns out to be a constant hassle etc. Draining me from the energy that should go to my daughter etc. So I'm lost right now. Any advice on what to do? Is it hard for sibling of people with ADHD etc?. I'm the kind of guy who would sacrifice his happiness for his daughter so...",1.6113598326359837,3.0285071548117166,3.6353535564853567,90.2831558577406,77.8702928870293,6.62100418410042,23.247071129707113,7.365786028017652,0.8108642677824269,866,27,195,11,20,295,128,239,0.091,0.8220000000000001,0.087,0.5757,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,2,7,13,0,1,15,1,23,3,0,0,0,36,43,16,0,10,7,6,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,4,10,14,3,2,4,0,0,5,3,4,0,2,7,4,23,9,36,27,5,30,1,1,1,0,28,13,0,5,17,131,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658132603366401,0.09914761124239696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844246133820794,0.0,0.0,0.06899772217654246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032279971018686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633679269867399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964450869494216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038210807503968,0.0,0.0,0.17973064890055715,0.0,0.5657854310969075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260459485678557,0.14496912031717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630362905635383,0.12268840054432913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153265241427911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046345253327084,0.0,0.10800831544324424,0.09089013203081496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565718654707107,0.0,0.08270517131767235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375189391202208,0.0,0.2478463385534806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520262850778072,0.0,0.11075789162218598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376624217884887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941133701393418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034106005303467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708554789961236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893234778168304,0.0,0.08664809772314802,0.0,0.0,0.10158128423236756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393051571647582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811049842954998,0.0,0.0,0.14363082420726192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628688855207476,0.0,0.08868236666481684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740692536945761,0.06501283085272212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036165304566233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196899765793311,0.0,0.08138679408748548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162273409222112,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iwillwadeout,2019/02/26,"pain & hyperfocus I deal with chronic pain as a result of tension headaches, joint hypermobility, and gerd/ibs. The pain might be a bit worse than the average 22-year-old’s, but in the grand scheme of things, it’s not too bad. The problem is my adhd: because I can’t shift my focus, the pain becomes all-consuming, and I can’t concentrate on anything else. This is particularly annoying because the headaches and joint problems are exacerbated by my shitty job and I need to be able to focus so I can apply to other jobs. I know I can’t be alone in this issue. TLDR: I need tips for ignoring/shifting my focus away from pain Thanks!",3.4221286031042126,5.598423422764231,4.887982261640797,79.93423503325944,74.9349593495935,7.3995565410199555,28.2549889135255,8.296473431620573,2.0992341463414643,503,21,95,9,11,168,81,123,0.273,0.643,0.084,-0.9756,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,1,8,0,11,6,0,1,0,14,15,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,12,2,15,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,59,17,2,0.1323677264488443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908028424385132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709304458340044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434203763046708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089273604061687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243638362777931,0.0,0.11052152258115752,0.16138027490079468,0.14618975425864816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451127434155805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646531372139456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057625039233328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815751619760655,0.2627090876504469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274584074117789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042123986386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629798387289266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889766225979375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7042429678009852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533160751192176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186641834918445,0.0,0.0,0.0879392357557741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489402174261295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524047598667188 adhd,bamboozled_onceagain,2019/02/26,"How my second grade teacher saved my life Well I'm 13 right now in 8th grade 100% ADHD but when I was younger my mom that I was just a brat and energetic but one day when me and my second grade teacher and my mom had a parent conference my second grade teacher told her( even though it's against the rules to talk about this) she told her that I should be tested for ADHD and sure enough one look from the doctor "" halee sit down"" ""halee stay still"" ""halee stop running around my chair"" looked at my mom and said ""yep she has ADHD"" And now me with ADHD has to take white pills everyday for the rest of my life ",4.2805,4.649043880000004,4.286150000000003,92.16282500000004,70.2,7.21,22.825,6.6274283507984215,0.31046,475,9,108,3,8,146,78,125,0.022000000000000002,0.8759999999999999,0.102,0.85,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,5,1,7,4,0,1,1,16,14,12,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,4,18,3,13,6,2,16,0,0,3,0,12,5,0,0,8,72,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272682410996059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615890506524268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415173368206083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335564559500624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482541069435244,0.0,0.08618380814210162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843301791928431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191483007147801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584657491577594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683940274833654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488764003576401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143308433531504,0.12412067834461145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907915828267522,0.104205122320001,0.10909091827891447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298013487317501,0.0,0.09810813519372988,0.10487853070851147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820039819420395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493671398167782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732127216091673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,krokantekrab,2019/02/26,"Is this even ADHD anymore? I know adhd comes with mood swings, which I definitely am affected by, but 99% of the time I'm in a negative mood. My neutral mood is slightly bored and sad, from which I can switch to extreme sadness very quickly. I have those on average once or twice a day. However I rarely feel happy. I'm never amused or anything because I can't stop thinking. My environment could be super entertaining but it doesn't affect my mood at all. I don't even really have hobbies anymore because I'm so bored. Whenever I actually do feel happy though, it's very extreme. I get an inflated confidence and a really bad urge to seek adventure, which usually just results in unhealthy behavior. During some periods on my life this would happen monthly or even multiple times a month. But right now maybe it's maybe twice a year. Does anyone recognize this? I'm really starting to question if it's my ADHD or maybe something else. 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Has anyone ever been successful? I've been looking through tribunal records, case law, you name it. (Thankfully there's a local library that gives you access to search legal publishers. Hyperfocus helps too.) I'm not finding much of anything. I can find a few situations where someone suspects they have ADHD or is a child, but almost nothing related to diagnosed adults. Is it a case that these things are just so often settled out of court, or does nobody really ever try?",5.959988304093567,9.000543642105264,6.288771929824562,68.7758479532164,70.47368421052632,8.853801169590644,33.71345029239766,9.444778638647367,3.96546783625731,446,22,63,11,9,143,77,95,0.038,0.875,0.087,0.5559,1,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,2,2,2,8,4,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,2,16,13,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,3,8,11,2,5,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,4,2,46,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696942081601136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956767694688298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663652923601402,0.0,0.16080732611251988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833894363282345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100625202853692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535224639003137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35720583414648976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745688030473304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098046327948293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640967624846131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365021532487504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750296803256647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518585339074692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965113925066973,0.0,0.0,0.3311437016078245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990900362010676,0.0,0.0,0.12982296926625694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267183855838185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VeganVetK9,2019/02/26,"Is there any app that restricts phone use on a schedule? I use the focus app on my desktop and it's saved me in college and I usually just block my phone entirely when I'm studying but I can't feasibly do that for 4 months. Is there any app that would allow me schedule certain apps to be blocked on a schedule like from midnight to 1pm and then for 45 mins of every hour? 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I have never even considered the possibility that I might have ADHD but today while I was trying to focus in class I realised that I couldn’t. I couldn’t follow what the lecturer was talking about and every time I stop actively listening, my mind would drift and I would zone out. This happened all of last year too but I’m only starting to think it might not be normal.",4.072207792207795,6.4797195974026,5.097402597402599,78.10896103896107,73.80519480519482,7.5168831168831165,26.584415584415584,8.418075326091056,2.115109090909091,327,12,56,6,7,107,57,77,0.066,0.892,0.042,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,2,18,17,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,7,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731987166169562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501450526894781,0.0,0.1915298848679382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102145361110688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529902366672454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823086996470802,0.22953197038714498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532592630009014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272880155620425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288979398641285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562731327299768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609007699882824,0.0,0.0,0.1900526563635291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271404871389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565974401464266,0.0,0.0,0.13255418290088838,0.0,0.21547613346439864,0.0,0.0,0.154337760166743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229682378549269,0.0,0.0,0.14638890516237762 adhd,AlbanyVance,2019/02/26,"My just hate my boss so much I want to scream into the abyss So for context; in a fourth year uni student (22) doing law and govt at a prestigious, highly ranked, uni. Not really sure what I wanted to do and taking a while to finish my degree- and not where I want to be in life at all. I’ve been diagnosed recently. I’m working at a marketing firm for one guy who’s setting up his own business. But I am absolutely at my wits end with it. I’m not good with small tasks so my boss talks down to me horribly and gives me extremely opaque instructions, leaving it up to me to guess what he wants and hope he’s not pissed off when I guess incorrectly. I was an unpaid intern and yet I’m currently being employed as a “contractor”, and I’m being underpaid. I feel trapped. I can’t leave because I will have a bad reference and have wasted all this time, I can’t stay or I will continue to be exploited. The way that I’m spoken to just drives me completely insane and my boss is highly incompetent himself (yet a micromanager- toxic combo) so I’m forced to accomodate him arriving in the office late, cancelling work some days etc., it is absolutely draining and maddening and it may compromise my uni studies. But I haven’t had a stable job in so long that I’m afraid to sever this one loose and end up with a black mark against my name. I also need regular income and feel like I could spiral out of control without it. I also don’t want to ever have a career in a field as brainless as marketing. I’m due to go on treatment in April. This may sound arrogant (as a fora for ADHD people I’m sure you can empathise) but I know I can do so much better than this. I’m very smart, very sociable, very charismatic, and I’ve got a decent education and background. I’ve had plenty of offers from contacts but all are dependent on upcoming elections (I want to get into policy). It almost compounds the fact that it’s so undignified to be treated like I’m doing a mundane job badly, by someone who sees nothing in me. I get home frustrated and drained and don’t have the energy for anything else. I need an escape plan- yet plans aren’t really things that people like us do. 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So, hi, ADHD-C here. I'm an artist and writer and I often have trouble starting and finishing the projects I want to do. Sometimes I can beat this for small things (like sketches, and just a few days ago I wrote over 1000 words for something) but for the bigger things I either never start, or do start but quickly loose interest/ get intimidated by the amount of work. I'm waiting for my insurance to kick in right now so I can get on meds and start beating this, so I want to hear about some projects (doesn't have to be art or writing, can be anything) that you want to work on, are currently working on, or did in the past, and how your ADHD is effecting them. can be positive or negative, and tell me how you plan to get past the ADHD, or did/ didn't get past it thanks guys! 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I work as a bartender for a restaurant and decided recently I wanted to love up into management. I need the extra money for my family. I brought it up with my boss and he seemed very supportive and gave me two conditions. Don’t be late to work, and talk to him every week about where I could improve. My first week went great but then my boss went on vacation. Today was his first day back, and I was late. Now, usually when I’m late there’s a reason and I always call ahead of time to let them know, but today I just woke up late. I woke up at 10:00 which is when I was supposed to be there. I haven’t done something like this since I was a kid but as soon as I realized what happened I felt ashamed. I felt like I failed my self, my family, and made myself look like a royal jack ass in front of my boss. I told him I wouldn’t be late anymore and his first day back from vacation I’m almost a half hour late because I set a 10:00 am alarm instead of a 9:00 am. What’s wrong with me? 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I’m a 22 f with ADD and For as long as I can remember , I’ve needed something playing in the background in order to fall asleep (music, podcast , TV ) . It’s really hard for me to fall asleep without it and I usually end up staying up all night just thinking. My s/o (neurotypical) can’t stand the noise and it keeps him up. Anyone have any advice or tips that could help?",2.3171256454388995,3.948138819277112,3.9619965576592087,87.77590361445783,76.4698795180723,6.670567986230638,25.110154905335627,7.447530270364453,1.1587191049913947,314,11,66,4,7,105,62,83,0.022000000000000002,0.914,0.063,0.4883,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,1,1,16,9,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,14,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416942298103629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819720728680326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294333475756987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747795864624024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906660289139368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156479801458234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578434942911768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984392244417186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188848966300673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339677800088253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210842016248756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584500065313543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801838821400453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904116147778734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26362765211735795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848315338958835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724060586796683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768468523690614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Perrosforlife,2019/02/26,"I've never been diagnosed with ADHD, but you don't know how much I relate to all these posts. I can't get stuff done. At this very moment, it's 2:41 am, i have a midterm in about 9 hours, and I still can't fin dthe motivation to study. &#x200B; My friends can't understand how I can't remember what they've told me a day ago, an hour ago, even a minute ago. They think I just carelessly don't pay attention. I try, but it all seems like a haze, I can't explain it to them. &#x200B; Sometimes it's just so hard to basic tasks, like simply sending a oackage. I just did that today, when I kept telling myself I'd do it three weeks ago. &#x200B; I think I'm lazy, or I thought I was lazy. I think I'm stupid, becuase I just get so confused, or make things more complicated than it should be. I think that I'm just a couch potato that doesn't wanna work for anything in her life and just wants to everything easy. I do want to work for something, I want to earn something; I want A's, I want to learn as much as possible. But I just keep failing at it. School has become so hard because of the lack of motivation, concentration, memory, all of that. Even with hobbies that I used to love. &#x200B; I think it's time for me to get tested for this. Maybe all my questions will be answered. 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So over the years I've been on a large number of psych meds (as one does), and a small handful of them have given me what were pretty clearly stimulant effects in the very early stages. My brain fog cleared, I had more energy, I was able to think clearly and focus. It was incredible, tbh. It felt like I was the me I was supposed to be and wanted to be, like I could do the things I wanted - things like concentrate for more than two minutes, or run round the corner to the shop if I needed something, without having to worry about exhausting myself. Other things that have done this included starting coffee (I am just now falling out of the effect radius of this; it lasted about four months), taking caffeine tablets (a similar duration, but now they just make me jittery), and the three-week crisis during which I looked after my father as he died and wound up his affairs - the high from that, bizarrely, lasted about six to eight months. The meds that had this effect were Effexor (one day's duration), Abilify (a week's duration until I terminated it due to side-effects), and trazodone (about two months' duration). I know the first two affect dopamine uptake. **tl;dr has anyone else found that some non-stimulant meds initially and immediately help ADHD-like symptoms?** It's incredibly frustrating, because these experiences have very much led me to conclude that these are symptoms that would definitely respond to the right medication. But am I wrong? Are these common effects? I've never been able to find any other mention of them.",7.030436456996148,8.341258209059234,6.870390610673027,72.70942967174034,64.47038327526133,9.526425820649184,33.22373005684944,9.682069395223575,3.3503909407665518,1274,52,205,25,19,403,168,287,0.075,0.84,0.085,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,3,7,10,6,1,0,16,0,25,8,2,11,4,41,38,16,1,6,7,1,3,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,24,8,0,0,11,1,1,3,2,3,0,9,14,4,23,3,32,20,4,33,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,3,23,151,47,1,0.21877765451004635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146411288975168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438815363613682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648721143363081,0.11208178049631058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668241378427525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221141082738273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733807751325115,0.0,0.0,0.07054674406759928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352833242216075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572689988916926,0.11194274927151304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138032870383823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070032631256806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503042862368137,0.0,0.0999794063653942,0.0930460805818144,0.0,0.11993920294873665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733210250915254,0.11557530185830114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060117238694384276,0.1783329882902614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032556666114148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185906461408187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301789161089235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645189814033737,0.2203954703422698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619393548540173,0.0,0.08041337447222204,0.0811104293488024,0.0843674071863659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482494007062089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128776331163097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341746078539208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421286347548462,0.0,0.0,0.1548519499046188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739375150372385,0.08224678448825506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801922856349973,0.07009194357776427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205709682296743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051447722029704,0.12904072896359872,0.0,0.17549023798327032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544692592443866,0.0,0.0,0.11108966393751037,0.0,0.07770668436318902,0.11959951045757898,0.0,0.07044281829865494 adhd,Audurstef,2019/02/26,"I don't think Strattera is working anymore Hey guys, I started taking strattera in june last year. When it got too expensive, I quit cold turkey in oktoberish, and that's when I realized that it had actually made a difference for me in school. So I got my finances straight and started again in november/december. I don't really feel like it's working this time and I've actually just been insanely depressed (I'm taking 100mg sertral). I can't take school seriously and I'm just being more impulsive than ever and not really thinking straight... &#x200B; Before I started taking strattera, I was put on Ritalin or Concerta (can't remember which) but it gave me a lot of anxiety. I just don't know what to do right now - I've spoken to my doctor and I'm supposed to get an appointment with the psychiatrist, but they're full for like 12 weeks. I'm freaking out because I'm messing up my school and just getting more and more anxious and depressed! I know that different meds affect different people differently, but I could use whatever advice you may have. Sorry if this post makes little sense? Very bad at explaining in general :P",5.289819767441859,6.966207548837211,6.445043604651165,72.7884956395349,68.86046511627907,10.026162790697676,34.8328488372093,10.270032843473604,4.039284883720931,913,46,155,25,16,306,133,215,0.131,0.836,0.034,-0.9635,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,11,8,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,4,1,38,40,17,0,2,10,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,8,0,2,1,6,6,0,0,7,2,18,2,17,30,5,29,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,4,15,95,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.2094893676913792,0.0,0.0,0.10488772850545988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629876791382918,0.1304252764567596,0.0,0.0,0.08211192749086682,0.12125939573242908,0.1064487049683034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962127443344647,0.0654311737987897,0.0,0.09133523197519408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569925119251309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848970872441544,0.0,0.0,0.4485740891261944,0.0,0.1098631867659496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970917714561055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427242650576968,0.0766810291391119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215750735542528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716931881156514,0.0,0.0,0.10627974998075322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797837750867897,0.08749335910834442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104878127242882,0.10757910768649633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125343029286656,0.0,0.1015641427039074,0.07164777165790193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922636205263035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441343182329789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279844454217316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790256462376673,0.0,0.11416530029757285,0.0,0.0,0.1375246838105231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215910325396225,0.0916645598982803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258900066695597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015412954225063,0.2279194229546601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32281396817171965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375534532078727,0.0,0.0,0.06258862295313464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270404597777984,0.0,0.08856363666145663,0.0,0.0,0.08609865487639325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628411776708034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304252764567596,0.06912101745277201 adhd,xodus989,2019/02/26,"How is there time? I need to find time to get my diagnoses redone. I had it in elementary school and went off meds in high school. I'm 28 and going back to school to get my AS in CompSci to get out of EMS. 15 units was not a smart idea to start with. I'm probably failing intermediate algebra because I can't pay attention to lecture and when I do homework or take tests, I gloss over minor details and get answers wrong. I have school Monday / Wed, work th-sat every other Sunday and have two kids. An infant and a toddler. I have no clue how to find time to drive 45 mins to the doctor and get a diagnosis to get meds. Forget reading the text too. I'll read a paragraph 3 tomes and still won't remember what I read. Rant over.",1.9856933198380595,3.6020965065789525,3.8752631578947394,88.10414979757088,77.35526315789474,6.7821862348178135,23.534412955465587,7.61054688173877,0.9666643724696352,567,18,124,8,13,192,99,152,0.107,0.884,0.009000000000000001,-0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,2,0,22,22,13,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,10,0,0,6,3,1,3,4,2,0,1,3,0,10,1,21,18,0,21,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,10,69,13,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824392007711094,0.0,0.07788477158900886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967947398727453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077358559422453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764809442238032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335510305180252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005137613409953,0.0,0.07261217931624216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499145390395634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442318990634802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838377316724633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473663151659374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775301073235036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834007604004971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473360703786448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172227499316486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043320467860716,0.0,0.10203383569991263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606388941650404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350358337293005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480850258064767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844006377636908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301493545500147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969171218487642,0.0,0.0 adhd,rayjensen,2019/02/26,Do adhd meds help with the social anxiety caused by ADHD? I went to a psychiatrist today for depression and anxiety which has tremendously effected my ability to function lately. After talking to him for a while he said that he thinks I might have inattentive type ADD. I was really surprised because I didn’t think he would say that especially because in the past I’ve gotten good grades. That being said my success in school has taken tremendous effort and kind of burnt me out and I just couldn’t do it anymore. I started looking at symptoms for ADD and it really felt like there was finally someone who understood me. Does anyone know if the medicines for ADHD can help the social aspect as well as the academic aspect of ADHD?,6.627908496732028,7.835859764705888,7.1356862745098075,70.81781045751637,65.32352941176471,10.162091503267973,33.49346405228758,10.25414643259724,3.76753366013072,592,25,94,14,9,194,92,136,0.05,0.797,0.154,0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,2,0,20,25,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,10,5,11,6,18,11,0,12,0,1,1,0,13,4,0,2,8,65,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144934257725205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557479228688904,0.0,0.12677015385919355,0.08937969372115785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584445056668514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313136627955555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009731027276287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118623732333882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227340801923774,0.14002836070517571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721532268598526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135964674796306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311227385329347,0.07025044162484954,0.0,0.14419455796972172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244987353769652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734258586277427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419871126284193,0.0,0.0,0.1356043728883815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202544900884887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637786512413485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431857245362372,0.10165325561980534,0.0,0.12936786877452786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606073003080789,0.1083075030992395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047669273842357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328613207525791,0.0,0.1027425962329694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638129128223563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116516236275135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493193138516328,0.1184970199419332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080471778599428,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wongc7,2019/02/26,"Types of medications and to medicate or not? Hey guys. What are some effective add/adhd meds you all have tried? as a child i was on ritalin for a few years and then taken off because my mom said it made me angry or something. Dont quite remember the whole story. I went unmedicated for about 14 years until some hard events in my life put me in a deep depression and my add symptoms got much worse. I went on methyphenidate for about 2 to 3 months but began having paranoia and also some weird heart palpitations. I went off it and have gone unmedicated for 7 years. I have .mostly been able to cope with it but having 2 very young kids now often sends me into spacey overwhelmed mode. l am trying to decide if i should seek medication again or just continue trying to cope.",5.33430463576159,6.22645041059603,6.0062847682119225,78.89525496688742,68.0728476821192,8.953907284768214,27.02052980132451,9.120678840339163,2.028395496688742,616,18,119,11,10,201,106,151,0.08900000000000001,0.888,0.023,-0.8079,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,1,4,0,11,7,1,2,1,27,20,15,0,2,8,1,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,11,2,13,0,22,8,8,26,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,9,12,80,17,1,0.14390025474105778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294014214119602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507698172669382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772025965627303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394107854936424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168650026843345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509017925486813,0.0,0.0,0.14248387615946914,0.0,0.0,0.12890636335743702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052249472086656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164100555972637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361619003985884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598407430270342,0.4348931027309945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853423916849758,0.11485981044580135,0.0,0.10578324461019813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465950153181695,0.0,0.15305563394958874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301093694344398,0.0,0.13688209508550714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078144643003003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956746309942748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29309648132512955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873278061520122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001909334597633,0.0,0.1606594954440303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664665332383425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780011382941947 adhd,streamsweeter,2019/02/26,"Is it still possible to have ADHD and be able to remember appointments/assignments? I haven’t been diagnosed with ADHD yet but since I was 14/15 (I’m 19 now) a few of my friends have suspected that I’ve got it. I feel like the most debilitating thing for me is not being able to start tasks and being overwhelmed by them easily and being very sensitive to criticism. I have a bad relationship with my parents because they see me as a slob who just can’t get anything sorted out and my room and bathroom are always a mess. One of the main symptoms that seem to come up on any website or video is having memory problems. I usually can remember when my assignments are due and when I have tests. I can even remember loads of song lyrics. There’s been maybe 4 times since high school when I’ve just completely forgotten about turning up to something but I’m terrible at jotting things down in my planner so I just try to remember everything. I’m also not very impulsive or talkative. In fact I’m a very nervous person who’d rather take the safe route at all times and keep to myself. Obviously none of you should feel like you have to diagnose be but I’m wondering if it’s worth seeking out a diagnosis or if it sounds like it’s something I can push through. I understand they can be quite expensive.I live in Sydney and so if any of you also do feel free to give me recommendations for people I can see. Hope everyone has a good day!",4.321165325285044,5.717141475352116,5.556116700201208,79.31537558685449,70.86619718309859,9.775720992622404,29.72099262240107,10.07000556051586,3.0199485580147565,1145,46,224,31,21,382,161,284,0.095,0.78,0.125,0.8302,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,3,2,18,14,0,2,10,0,31,3,0,0,3,49,53,25,0,7,15,1,3,3,1,1,3,2,1,1,11,13,0,2,11,2,2,2,5,6,0,1,4,7,26,9,34,41,5,27,0,1,2,0,13,13,0,11,15,152,37,3,0.20622217834112846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478389833232597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491580151337956,0.08579668624704345,0.0,0.0,0.14023815293178615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485164075319597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860934525043492,0.06285556291584737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882107324064972,0.10811001522477047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649812234743721,0.0,0.0,0.20931117007349384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681039019333152,0.0,0.0,0.09852706443112523,0.09266959830509247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640819447864815,0.1473251654120418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966337171506223,0.0,0.05387128833835738,0.09891355231665457,0.0,0.08648468952377875,0.08246735738695678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894252690033236,0.0,0.1024125771604034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164987372316637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112460947933856,0.0,0.09104898082033376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358894814418504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987074255793647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449266214920036,0.0,0.0,0.07148424633396899,0.09003262588362322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624226031397505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986633868794649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096713355277364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070272152128967,0.4672190548987801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435392707893686,0.16433237646244314,0.09386846299920472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058911696497164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587599079910697,0.0,0.0,0.07298255962478879,0.0,0.08234464900563636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717190217912734,0.07752670672288628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700485190563708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024981058553998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000566115715898,0.11215525592295633,0.0,0.10734228023442544,0.0,0.0,0.11356229729642407,0.25523234169765435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181957778089303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,squetchy,2019/02/26,"You forget how ADHD you are until you forget your meds Haven’t missed a single day of taking my medication until recently. Since June, I’ve known that Concerta has helped me work in ways that I have never been capable before, but also felt that its effect has been so subtle. The more I’ve gotten used to it, there have been times where I question if the meds even make much of a difference at all. I still struggle to focus, especially when taking in auditory information and filtering out noisy distractions. But then I missed it for a day and could barely get through reading a single paragraph. I forgot how much my eyes glaze over without even noticing!! Suddenly I’m 3 paragraphs down the page and realize I have no idea what I’m reading about. Scroll back up to restart, tell myself to focus, catch myself about 30 words in before realizing I forgot to focus. Whut. I forgot how ridiculous my brain is off meds 😂 To all those still trying to get their diagnosis, you’ll get there! To those who, like me, forget that their medication actually IS making a difference, IT IS. I can’t stop thinking about the fact that off meds I barely seemed capable of reading — how did I survive all of public school and 4 years of university like that?!",7.4706317512274945,7.357909621276603,7.728936170212767,71.84692307692309,63.42553191489362,10.46481178396072,32.11947626841244,10.035473477838034,3.1120572831423883,991,33,174,19,13,324,134,235,0.136,0.836,0.027999999999999997,-0.9640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,2,3,18,7,1,2,9,0,17,4,2,8,5,40,36,17,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,4,10,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,9,2,25,2,31,25,9,29,0,2,1,0,13,11,0,3,18,128,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.11086673843871198,0.0,0.1365368551321864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085368491393213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735889358187891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933470779013598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682606640309546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070814973627717,0.0,0.0,0.14653779443037826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739603951071456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007635146852227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090831870556892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806923333069302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615022808133534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825159166602132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100798125571924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167079547092555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047793324255511,0.22889976393138095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670324930456354,0.0,0.08762285158797135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934546602464744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726893325895575,0.0,0.340921516575781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217593311284213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497914357942216,0.0,0.10342605963071336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397916840142237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145780395699596,0.09498284739666976,0.0,0.11876958963634925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084080289163772,0.0,0.09929993876343428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279654755846779,0.0,0.0,0.06624676532898707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713357025340004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812235657487063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017814027035848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951575553667184,0.0,0.08270925917411501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316096131278238 adhd,lapindupoche,2019/02/26,"ADHD Women's Palooza - online Just found this -- it's happening this week, and you can listen for free day of. There's some great topics (eg. ""The mysterious paradox of being a high achiever with ADHD"") and well known speakers :) https://adhdpalooza.com/women/ Thought it might help/inspire some of you! 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I was wanting some advice how to best tackle this matter and something I could do to assist. Thanks for the advice.",6.203400000000002,8.526737139999998,7.221,65.55550000000002,67.6,8.200000000000001,34.5,8.841846274778883,3.6544000000000008,227,11,30,4,4,76,39,50,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8591,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,10,9,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,5,6,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030241225253676,0.490319032297345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632857492965675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003092950531996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107577324579933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527377665857157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771624323830554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314163761649453,0.0,0.0,0.17757595430413156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230978937269427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797702324010809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Avulpesvulpes,2019/02/26,"Pregnant, in grad school and had to stop meds. Help! Advice and suggestions wanted! I work full time as a nurse and am in my second semester in grad school to be a nurse practitioner. My husband and I weren’t trying but are happily expecting our daughter this summer. I was taking Adderall XR 20 with Adderall IR 5 in the afternoon but had to stop suddenly per my doctor’s recommendation. (I am aware some doctors are okay with continuing medicine and this may be me being overly cautious but taking Adderall is not an option for me right now.) I am really struggling with working and getting my schoolwork done. We had just moved in October when I got pregnant and I started a new (much better paying) job with an hour commute in November. I was slammed with first trimester fatigue that has been lifting but feel very behind and overwhelmed. We haven’t even fully unpacked yet and the baby’s room is still full of boxes. I’m having an extremely hard time with school. A B- is failing and I’m keeping my head above water but it’s so stressful. Getting the readings done without my medication is extremely difficult. Does anyone have any good tips for managing their ADHD symptoms without medication? Especially in relationship to school? I would be so grateful and thank you very much in advance! 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I'm having troubling finding a local pharmacy that is a supply of Dyanavel. I've been told it's on back order. Is anyone else currently experiencing this problem? Or has in the past with Dyanavel or a different adhd medication? Did you have any issue getting an alternative medication prescribed for the month? 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I take 10mg in the morning and 7.5mg in the afternoon. I work 8 hours a day and am in grad school, and the crash at night when I need to do my homework is awful. My doctor tried to prescribe adderall XR but my insurance wants me to try methylphenidate extended release first. I’m prescribed 27mg concerta, I will be trying to tomorrow. Adderall IR helps with my anxiety by keeping me focused, and helps organize my mind a bit more with tedious tasks. I tried Ritalin in my early twenties (am 27 now) and only remember it making me irritated. I am a bit nervous about concerta because of this. Has anyone here taken adderall IR with good results and tried concerta? My doctor really just wants me to give it a try so we can try to get adderall XR covered, but I’m willing to give concerta a solid chance. The crashes are getting more severe (anxiety, depression, extremely low energy) on IR, otherwise I would prefer to stick with adderall. If I remember to update this tomorrow with my reaction I will...but I can’t trust my ADD brain to comply",4.830535714285713,6.130209553571429,6.253035714285716,75.16696428571429,69.53571428571428,9.885714285714286,34.98214285714286,10.125756701596842,3.8954875000000007,916,47,162,24,16,311,126,224,0.10800000000000001,0.792,0.1,-0.2557,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,9,1,14,4,1,2,0,28,27,11,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,13,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,24,2,28,21,4,20,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,1,12,97,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346245951613072,0.0,0.0,0.08841433589625683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708061544133916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27609366686993164,0.0,0.0,0.14115611726755728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815475346724103,0.0,0.108908188946123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588467104780207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082505368931873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755533203781494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212615931219346,0.2425980178799596,0.0,0.10605732866748814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950885302767466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452433611422413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239146296662267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440402355266585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767492358608765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375848080639332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866147864769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616826448532913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100486855920333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28647848039905904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797061309806654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428485583927186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507203483867993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6009421341937947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916284880885308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205456116558397,0.0,0.0,0.08982396879029833,0.0,0.0,0.0814274031148401 adhd,MaxScar-,2019/02/26,"Different types of ADHD? Adult female who thinks she may have ADHD. Been doing research (been trying to figure out what's wrong for a while.) I'm currently waiting for my first appointment to see someone. Interested to hear if anyone knows about the different types and what your type is. Also interested to hear adults stories on how they finally figured out they had ADHD. Did you figure it out yourself first, or just go in about problems? What are/were the problems you were having before diagnosis. Did you have problems with your job, relationships, communications and emotions? Basically, I cycle between thinking I might have it and other times just that im a crap, ect. I have a long time before my appointment to obsess about it. Finally made an appointment after years of wanting some kind of relief. 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I am supposed to be doing homework right now, and hopefully, I will get back to work after this. I am the worst at staying focused. My focus only kicks in if it is 3 am in the morning. I have worked hard to bring that down to 11 PM. I suspect I have ADHD. Ever since I heard about it, I have been reading about it. My parents are reluctant to talking about ADHD, and I don't want to bring it up at a doctors meet because my parents will be there. But I need something to help me focus. I have tried coffee, bu it only helps during school. After school, I lose my focus again, and I don't really want to drink coffee again because I want to be able to sleep. Also, even if I got diagnosed, I don't think my case is severe enough for Adderall. What should I do?",2.6252597402597395,4.0287365909090935,4.331038961038964,86.40227272727276,75.13636363636364,6.392207792207793,26.20779220779221,6.868970318607317,1.1655792207792204,664,24,134,6,14,224,94,176,0.132,0.7909999999999999,0.077,-0.6654,3,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,11,3,0,0,4,0,25,5,1,0,1,16,37,8,0,8,3,3,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,8,4,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,26,1,23,28,2,19,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,8,103,34,7,0.1259812654452556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30280999839000144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074717246079334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687181676797367,0.0,0.1535940201991952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557366650842601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894716346651686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341367856768146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017232411996188,0.0,0.08320943766897937,0.11395726715879699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164002302033612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075872658419044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257089371931777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888517331370398,0.0,0.0,0.12512782254520818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140940811273556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341351202483884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162885860871592,0.0,0.0,0.4196618591980715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601535776486136,0.0,0.08070682457889873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758731234030858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549995328987261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232297081160894,0.0,0.10421300463079107,0.0,0.1260722476084971,0.0,0.0,0.0969865330275119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685585332478016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125896907937697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072370799677545,0.0,0.0,0.07346068899562821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553300960987613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394773781779207,0.22292104326494505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834317233475518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Parzival1819,2019/02/26,"Can’t figure out steps B-Y I’m ADHD Inattentive, One of the hardest things about my ADHD isn’t the inability to focus, I can sorta brain muscle my way through most things. The biggest issue for me is that I’ll figure something out way too quickly, but I can’t figure out the process of how I got from point A to point Z. That part comes easily, and I’m incredibly lucky that I can do that. It’s always been figuring out steps B-Y. Doesn’t matter with what. It could be a math problem, finishing an assignment, doing laundry, cleaning my room. I know exactly what the end result will be, and I can picture it in my mind, but I can’t ever figure out the how. And I wish I could see the steps. You all probably know this but it feels like a blurry and fast set of film stills in my brain that i can’t put in order. I’m not on meds and sometimes wish I was but i’m nervous about putting stuff in my body that would mess with my brain. 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It’s like I have a feeling that something is really wrong. Just wondering if it’s had this affect on anyone else. Also any med recommendations for something that doesn’t cause so much agitation?,5.2355376344086055,8.174585564516128,6.7109677419354865,65.3531182795699,72.38709677419354,9.93978494623656,34.526881720430104,10.125756701596842,4.5843462365591385,283,15,42,9,6,96,51,62,0.28300000000000003,0.608,0.109,-0.9425,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,15,10,6,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,4,1,2,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928306840027567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095915400539731,0.0,0.18106926929372869,0.26739538153835424,0.0,0.16550104072765273,0.24251964440936066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431486051208071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526472117926029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977263809080445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196789420305638,0.0,0.2272621124431227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270572075817563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563609846374386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291223354634496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399637029679407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163140586483154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644352117593429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629743011504445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952962677446453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25668313885463023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25878631316586226,0.0,0.0 adhd,jwaddle91,2019/02/26,How I know ADHD isn’t real If I wasn’t constantly told that I had ADHD I wouldn’t know that I had ADHD.,-2.002933333333335,-0.30056035999999864,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,92.6,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.8048666666666664,81,1,20,1,3,31,14,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8598093453830493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577090102176425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621215403040715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27143913397701325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787507608127186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Corgi_Cookies,2019/02/26,"Today I got my diagnosis. I was officially diagnosed with ADHD today. I don’t know how I feel. I’ve had this for as long as I remember, but it took me 16 years to realize it. When I was younger I wondered why nobody wanted to be my friend and thought I was annoying. I wondered why people would get upset because I “always talked about the same thing”. I wondered why I could never bring myself to do things I didn’t want to do. I wondered why I would get distracted so easily. I wondered why I couldn’t learn. It doesn’t help that I have other mental and physical health issues (depression, anxiety, POTS, EDS, and some other minor ones), but having answers is comforting in a way. But I also just feel discouraged. I have so many issues, and sometimes I just feel weighed down by all of them. I’m sorry to drop all of this into a group of complete strangers. I just feel so... alone. 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Think I’m gonna get things done when I get home. Never do. Every morning on my way to work I think of all the things I want to do that evening (Ex. cook dinner, run a load of laundry, put dishes in the dishwasher) and by the end of the work day I’m thinking of all the bull shit excuses in the world to do nothing when I get home. It is so frustrating because I really want to do those things in the morning but I end up giving myself a million reasons not to and then I go to bed feeling guilty and telling myself I won’t do this to myself tomorrow. Next day, repeat the whole thing all over again. I think it’s an ADHD thing but maybe it’s just a lazy thing. I don’t know. I just know it sucks and I figure you guys might understand. 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I went to my school and my counselor said I very likely have ADHD. She tells my parents, they ignore it and refuse to say anything. What should I do?",3.004069767441859,5.2397763255813965,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,76.44186046511628,4.3,27.02906976744186,3.1291,0.6003069767441858,174,7,32,0,4,54,30,43,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.5719,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,13,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,24,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761610773109845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725796197364348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710845033103368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53233123121753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801570067133575,0.1906241688312463,0.0,0.24259569758245325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095139793554835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290497597501977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778290321841765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222102558121088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ckherman,2019/02/26,"Tips for Helping Spouse Deal with my ADHD? My partner and I moved in together four years ago (and married three years ago) and the adjustment has been a struggle. We still butt heads over some things that he gets annoyed at that I attribute to my ADHD, like forgetting to put stuff away, impulse buys which I’ve mostly learned to control, closing cabinet doors. In my eyes, it’s all minutia because I’m able to function really well and not forget the important things. Does anyone have any tips, routines, exercises that we can do together to understand each other better and be more of a team unit? Is there anything he can read or do on his own or adjustments that I can make? What have you found to be successful in your own relationships with neurotypical folks? TIA!",6.803675213675213,7.665648419580421,6.532540792540793,76.52735819735821,64.8041958041958,9.991919191919193,34.770007770007766,9.994966539143718,3.4970767676767665,616,27,109,13,9,193,104,143,0.043,0.821,0.136,0.9355,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,0,4,3,6,1,1,4,0,12,4,3,3,1,27,17,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,11,11,0,1,5,3,1,2,1,2,1,2,2,1,12,4,17,13,7,15,0,0,1,1,13,8,1,4,6,76,23,4,0.17304382211725772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159300933478585,0.0,0.30678581488035256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767573296524025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209962638936556,0.0,0.14240032131330793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625803671334576,0.0,0.0,0.10548590782799187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530431984056688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408336071935853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840058227416164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514318148565513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973361924395066,0.0,0.0,0.09040825493589537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759288463619588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598762635797692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454047070541544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155080949705697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391819744630333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739568362522198,0.0,0.0,0.1730906502330777,0.0,0.11085630348862018,0.0,0.0,0.1857843051113368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819301987265958,0.0,0.0,0.18090297471883232,0.1980937759525436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299252525898865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014472154222416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558717781100256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228690959578963 adhd,fefil2,2019/02/26,"How long do withdrawals from Vyvanse 50mg last? They misdiagnosed me all my life. I was given Vyvanse 50mg and have been taking it for years. 2 months ago I went on an SSRI and it has done miracles for my ""ADHD"" and depression to the point where I no longer need stims. When I stop taking my vyvanse, I feel extreeeme brain fog. I haven't made it past two days since I am a college student and can't risk falling behind. Other symptoms include lethargy and fatigue. Spring break is coming up. I'll have 11 days off, maybe I can stop taking it then? Thanks in advance. 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I have acomplished a lot in my life so far ( 22 M). I was predicted to get BBB at A Level, got A*AA in the end. I was a national champion at rowing, getting a silver and bronze national medal as well. At univeristy I got a 1st class degree in Entrepreneurship and mamagement. I won an award for getting the highest mark of anyone in a 'management' subject. Which is quite a few hundred people. And I didnt feel proud, happy, or other emotions other people would get after these acheivements. Thats not to say im not happy, I am. I have an amazing life and I love it. But I tried to get into cooking, cooked for 11 of my friends. (Typical ADHD moment, never cooked for anyone but myself in my life, so of course I start with throwing myself in at the deep end and cooking for 11) . Again, felt nothing when everyone loved the food, as in my mind, it was a disaster. Things went wrong but everyone was fed, food was good and everyone was happy. But I still wasnt happy with how it went. No ending to this really, just wanted to see if other people felt this way. That their acheivements are not that good, and look at what i didnt do and what I got wrong. Rather than what I got right. 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(Atomoxetine) I need help. I just got prescribed with it today and got heart effects and panic attacks from adderall so we switched to this. I’m scared. I’m really scared I’m gonna get the racing heart from it. I also have GAD so a high heart rate causes panic attacks for me. If you had this side effect, did it cause complications? Has anyone died from a 20mg dose? I need help. Thank you reddit!",0.6792307692307702,3.1934865882352947,2.2305882352941167,90.71610859728509,94.88235294117644,4.027149321266968,18.303167420814482,5.8734145424116955,-0.11200452488687772,340,10,66,3,13,110,57,85,0.239,0.677,0.084,-0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,3,4,7,2,4,3,0,4,5,4,5,0,13,14,6,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,7,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867406503650216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924123098723892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501996673897713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091971827719629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792003273167024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103610484016274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099879864462648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173730565007506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6441382943287056,0.18217323484226625,0.14357905240083485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152676910165407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31888372587152025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705692168770315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27210640640273964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511257154736954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881124580208786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Real_Lumen,2019/04/23,"About to start Strattera (Atomoxetine) tomorrow, any advice or things to watch from people who have taken it? I’ve just recently been diagnosed with ADHD and have never taken medication for it before. Strattera was picked because it’s not a stimulant and they’re worried any stimulant will make my anxiety worse. Looking up people’s reactions to it has me a little worried (zombie-like/disinterested in everything or large mood swings while people adjust) Has anyone taken it and if so how well did it work for you?",4.620978260869563,7.762073923913043,5.826260869565218,69.67743478260871,76.06521739130434,8.462608695652174,27.67826086956521,9.120678840339163,3.205305217391305,419,17,61,11,10,139,69,92,0.105,0.8690000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.7337,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,5,1,16,14,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,2,3,1,10,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,5,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403340919660938,0.19541569731469405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719831133256581,0.0,0.15298223917248885,0.0,0.0,0.13982891682642085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219044271069694,0.0,0.17016612238773773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297295172632626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972688124263192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769890463001184,0.20042998970994894,0.0,0.0,0.16793073332031067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348653325869347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145629127916453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423497524889618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159176543299511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974536545390876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415451028856667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285616425703053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980378769805114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558600080216255,0.4061737142155297,0.2037941557702394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lumberjack2022,2019/04/23,"Adderall makes me want to crawl out of my own skin That's the best way I can describe the uncomfortable feeling it gives me. It also doesn't really help my symptoms and it makes me jittery. I know everyone had different experiences with medicine, but has anyone felt something similar?",6.083846153846152,8.156432769230769,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,67.46153846153847,9.815384615384616,36.07692307692308,10.125756701596842,4.1347538461538464,232,12,38,6,4,74,44,52,0.069,0.8340000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.1186,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,10,11,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,4,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279340173262369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480104673720275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923696829912099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29107389122713434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26621075295272884,0.0,0.2725206903282896,0.0,0.0,0.1408666862604175,0.0,0.2674961872927436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672550064439693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673726192864876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531092689237084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719304560786036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847595671202005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144770824596766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895682819660748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432334636524645,0.2211368163194222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,menoxp,2019/04/23,"Hi Hi I'm new here, I'm 27 years old and a few weeks ago I actually took serious that I might have ADHD. I never had any issues sitting still so I clearly didn't have ADHD was my line of thought. My parents don't necessarily believe in / know about mental illnesses so I was never taken to the doctors about my issues growing up. It even took me like 3 year in elementary school for my parents to get me glasses because they didn't believe I actually needed them. When I finally decided to look at videos on youtube, I was shook. Many of my life problems / things that I thought were just a part of my personality were laid out in front of me. I felt lost for so long and pretty much hopeless, mainly cause I'm still trying to finish college while failing constantly but feeling like this is the only can/want to-do, but just knowing more about what was going gave me so much hope. I started the processes of going to the doctors. Now I have to wait about month before the psychologist talks to me. I'm 80% sure I am ADHD spectrum, but that other 20% is making me doubt everything. I could just be lazy even, though when I do manage to work it's harder than most people I know. Now that I think I have ADHD, my wondering/ in the clouds mind feels like less of a choice and has become more frustrating Now this puts my diagnosis till after I'm out of school. Is it okay to tell the professors what I think might be going on with me? Or should I wait till I get the diagnosis? I don't want run around screaming ADHD for my problems like my wife already thinks I'm doing and then turn out I dont. I'm not passing my blame to ADHD just when ever I catch something personal ADHD related, I'm just in shock of how it's everywhere in my life. Thank You for listening and any advice would be appreciated. tl;drs I think I have ADHD, is okay to inform my college professors before I get diagnosis",3.6022767695099813,5.011897897368424,5.201923774954626,81.10605263157895,72.65789473684211,7.8729582577132495,27.0508166969147,8.433251757073789,1.87655444646098,1491,53,293,25,29,505,189,380,0.091,0.799,0.11,0.8417,2,0,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,1,2,3,28,20,1,2,11,2,33,5,0,3,5,58,76,22,0,8,10,3,3,4,0,4,5,2,0,2,14,10,0,2,15,1,0,12,8,11,0,0,17,6,50,9,46,51,9,55,0,3,1,0,15,14,0,7,32,200,64,11,0.0,0.0,0.1328346078702005,0.0,0.6543646856298756,0.06650800677838965,0.06033159373430823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751065376143155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256705061692201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058834196904461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041489095173811226,0.07516755850864226,0.11582907388438285,0.15336192394869289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991695929545269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354930326731009,0.0,0.05434083148171032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932576621191514,0.0,0.0,0.07976648772116328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990673658597775,0.06156468717684537,0.0,0.0,0.06116845678315416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882694403545009,0.09724497762371652,0.06534882590500489,0.07455703380139134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667652497194112,0.0,0.11604118071989927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759950851910973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207511647934706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221293724521154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614639468130663,0.13300383747391986,0.0,0.0,0.06023146766963265,0.0571537420148046,0.0,0.07429615816723338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543096271583581,0.06900274113443065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858905219232188,0.1444030303881411,0.0687217794726035,0.0,0.05432530211270281,0.0,0.10006470844077596,0.050466054419204605,0.10498502341702128,0.06573332803227609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141812507704551,0.0,0.0,0.051763134675131627,0.0,0.0,0.15114642956808366,0.07370297092629823,0.0,0.047184633499327916,0.118855738800233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924207360960362,0.0,0.1302495581462884,0.0,0.06841967694084959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776187218736646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239635624014367,0.0,0.0,0.048173625719574766,0.0,0.10870652719228358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641462870445454,0.0,0.0,0.05470451258307895,0.059487942970684174,0.0626610337910127,0.0,0.0,0.04521642219318798,0.17444187473015754,0.06686916997018348,0.1080649891817146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123560754256088,0.04620866322275292,0.07403036217272509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028778176190184,0.0,0.05459408840025854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380879097460415,0.049548909638492976,0.0,0.0,0.048348280156977806,0.0,0.0,0.08765755847289325 adhd,basementbats,2019/04/23,"I properly studied I’ve never been able to sit down and study while actually retaining any information. Finally, as an adult midway through college, I got on Adderall. This week I was actually able to study properly and I retained almost 100% of the information during a major exam today! It went super well. Ironically, it was an upper division cognitive psychology test and there were several questions regarding attention and focus, and it did have some topics regarding certain groups performing differently on certain cognitive attention and processing tests (including individuals with ADHD). Anyways, I was just really happy about this success and I didn’t know where else to share :-)",10.191428571428574,11.765610646017699,10.755271807838183,46.70486725663719,57.58407079646018,14.952718078381796,45.34639696586599,13.707050652182113,7.782669785082174,565,33,67,24,7,192,82,113,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9674,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,3,22,11,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,0,6,7,11,2,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,5,49,11,5,0.4213646176750527,0.0,0.4111910842740128,0.0,0.2531991934452175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109678993043238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327119461372834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011817129158515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759980348703542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307921712616115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685018885725578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242752353791609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578548711873085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162491184727854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360124028095065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496848187015847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380110406514008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997021943422028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899663998849826,0.0,0.18942869757306213,0.19530461102811725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheOldSaltyDog,2019/04/23,"Productive distractions I’ve just started doing this, so long term effectiveness is unknown, but here it is nonetheless: First a little background and I promise I’m not here trying to like advertise or anything so if I need to revise something, let me know, mods. So there’s this app called Anki that’s a flash card/study app, but one thing that makes it better than most is it’s configurability to help you achieve goals and it’s algorithm is really intelligent about adjusting frequency of cards you miss to make sure you learn them and how often it shows you review cards depending on how many times you missed it during the “learn” phase, paces you with how much you learn each day and you can set time limits for each question to help you learn a pace for a test if needed, etc. it’s really awesome and people in my premed and medical school communities basically all worship the app. So I decided to take the plunge (the desktop version is free, but the app is $25 to be able to sync the decks you make on the computer and that kept me from getting it for a while) and it’s fantastic. I’m constantly flipping from app to app as one loses my attention all while I should be working on something. But recently since I’ve made a deck to help me study for a final exam coming up I find myself flipping into Anki and answering a few questions before I move on. I had the default limit set to teach me 20 a day of the 152 I made and my stats show it took 22 minutes to have mastered those 20 cards. That’s 22 minutes of study time I sucked out of what would have been completely unproductive. I’m going to increase the limit so that I can do more in a day and reclaim more of my time to being productive. If this is something you think you could apply to your life, I highly recommend it.",6.8322301516503146,6.2634601355932205,7.209649122807018,76.55784567350581,64.87570621468927,10.503479036574488,32.755872732679165,9.93914555978268,2.989239548022599,1424,50,277,27,19,466,186,354,0.036000000000000004,0.82,0.14400000000000002,0.992,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,13,1,11,14,11,1,1,20,0,22,2,0,10,3,64,44,30,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,22,17,0,4,14,2,1,5,1,5,0,3,6,0,34,7,39,31,13,34,1,3,0,0,20,11,1,9,17,185,56,13,0.1212899265014492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981127493918986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320879402753023,0.0,0.0,0.10727108346920304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238505759847308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044805319369442,0.12717018029934954,0.13107132151226922,0.0,0.09684013686026297,0.0,0.0,0.234665905584505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352703295932256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286718587756768,0.11085679547003584,0.10316914952114503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336898053990353,0.0,0.06893186035822667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389424315599803,0.12814946662784005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665777159958641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402716749167028,0.08567066205724483,0.05925613149777473,0.12156437036144616,0.0,0.10733776818238236,0.0,0.13569240299346436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295349222468101,0.2428859033142957,0.12296894826573684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218684060276687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891199684335006,0.08916205177637505,0.17986988728349262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437838641070418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408716321012111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27174495237064417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540286544579435,0.0,0.11975916989442033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275188097959823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033228057751542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012473333145826,0.0,0.0,0.08584963425355141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431432032029655,0.0,0.09119493001149166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057963770748577,0.07771768742954839,0.0,0.0,0.2829005261229852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475757117827647,0.08234789841460759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883005110491077,0.0,0.0,0.08616088380863147,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlexanderTheGrave,2019/04/23,"How do I talk to my doctor about adhd? I’m 21. Is it possible I’ve made it this far without a diagnosis? I did great earlier in school, but it wasn’t because I tried, I was lucky and just able to handle that level of education. As I’ve gotten older I struggle to maintain my focus to study no matter how much I know I need to. Anything that happens to jump out seems more pressing. I struggle to stay focused at jobs when that shouldn’t be a problem at all. I wouldn’t consider myself hyperactive by any means, typically people consider me quite “chill.” However I am definitely always fidgeting. The first thing to turn me on to the possibility of adhd was someone in an r/askreddit thread mentioning they do really well in crisis because of the dopamine levels rising closer to normal than average. I thrive in crisis situations and it seems like I handle them far better than anyone else. After some research, I seem to have a lot of the auxiliary (for lack of a better word) attributes of adhd (insomnia, rsd, etc), but not necessarily the main features. The one time I asked my doctor about the possibility he said I needed to talk to a psychiatrist, which is fair, but I couldn’t tell if it was because it was out of his expertise or because he thought I was just looking for drugs. I definitely don’t want that perception. If I definitely don’t have it, that’s fine. I may just like the idea of having a reason for often struggling to do what other seem to have no problem doing. I don’t know, I rambled. Maybe hyper focus, maybe not adhd? ¯\\\_(ツ)_/¯ Thoughts?",4.489886265476532,6.107764380794702,6.058684134753815,75.01158220558597,70.75496688741723,8.563432191189174,29.686726173337174,9.085049710711278,2.676633861215087,1241,50,221,25,23,423,169,302,0.12300000000000001,0.74,0.13699999999999998,0.3097,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,4,10,13,0,3,15,0,26,4,0,5,1,50,46,12,0,12,12,0,1,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,17,4,0,0,12,0,0,2,12,5,1,2,12,3,31,8,43,29,8,22,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,12,7,162,48,5,0.09111364427741853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380035774278103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581385100067432,0.0,0.0,0.061960402528638416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370877857652064,0.09335669587454692,0.074978765854692,0.0,0.08517895796150783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216812746097292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116522818322354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651735146724246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566290069422953,0.0,0.0761137583463101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161579817347036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750121927694542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004531144752748,0.0,0.0,0.08057149472709005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285621399830708,0.0,0.0,0.0904162328793892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100147352134434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902704853200931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651251363534042,0.0,0.0,0.07746156210990822,0.0,0.08621393325104741,0.0,0.0,0.1830718043656483,0.09924946949821208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697901221417875,0.13511922546982247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927202613345972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174096340202662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316672866425281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081508315385196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436690481409822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691057608919353,0.0,0.0,0.05836973362231555,0.09368000127321174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666994052242079,0.0,0.0,0.09221187233405978,0.0,0.33178575904400986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241555367986488,0.0,0.0,0.07720029512130537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711502174360392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28575529167558816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646739189337016,0.07963734109489852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053185666655834,0.0,0.0,0.14466811212688574,0.05312909869468062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186018360767913,0.09910548103224112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374118806794416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192210851418408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783030168545318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bb3bt,2019/04/23,"Alternative remedy for my ADHD I’m an adult in my mid 40’s and have had ADHD since I was in college (although undiagnosed at the time because 80’s). I have tried Ritalin as an adult but found the side effect of wild mood swings problematic for my marriage. I run a profitable online business presently which I have built over the past few years, and on many occasions when my adhd gets the better of me and my work progress stops dead, I have a small puff of weed from my vaporiser (usually a sativa, which is apparently a more energizing strain) and I get over 3 hours of intense focus and productive problem solving. I must stress however, that the dose I consume has to be small/light or it can backfire, and that the majority of my work is not social i.e it’s me alone in my office creating educational video scripts/slideshows. Has anyone tried the above mentioned method to combat ADHD? Can anyone relate?",5.699399224806204,7.055963552325583,6.396511627906978,74.732015503876,67.54651162790698,9.221705426356593,31.77519379844961,9.516144504307137,3.018742635658914,729,30,129,15,12,239,113,172,0.133,0.743,0.124,-0.406,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,1,7,0,2,13,0,14,2,0,1,1,14,18,11,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,18,3,18,13,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,8,82,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7324459623705314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578027840651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130724041568888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287946281273866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475326086438538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705887066574154,0.0,0.0,0.1592074301711576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150047497404895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447281996204726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544833790633432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579142954966196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603678028163284,0.0,0.0,0.1553155468140022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738282825321046,0.17453203870219702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884446572749273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688982487779775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780702740334685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184509403738853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811719089474977 adhd,financepadawan,2019/04/23,"So glad to have found this sub! I feel so understood. &#x200B; Im about to really dive into a detailed, time intensive, and intense program. Im straight up so scared I just got back on meds again 2 months ago. &#x200B; I know I have strengths in this kind of work and environment but submitting work that might to be perfect is going to be a big challenge. Turning things in on time is going to be challenging. Not spending all my time doing other things because they're worth while and important is going to be challenging. &#x200B; I don't want to talk to my family about it at all because they will tell me they're so proud, that im so smart, that im working so hard. I hate that sort of thing because my ego is a huge problem when it gets inflated like that. I become reckless and I miss things and I get nervous even more than I was before over failure that hasn't even happened yet. &#x200B; Im just really glad to have found a community of people who get it. Thanks",2.826666666666668,4.9874664615384665,3.7632051282051258,87.37762820512822,76.69230769230771,6.7948717948717965,26.730769230769234,7.793537801064563,1.6065384615384617,780,31,154,12,18,250,110,195,0.124,0.664,0.21100000000000002,0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,9,16,17,1,2,4,0,17,0,0,0,3,22,35,14,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,0,5,0,2,3,3,5,0,0,5,2,15,12,23,24,3,24,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,2,11,101,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349612855003419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35933872483746593,0.4029866641688901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375390062036168,0.0,0.1516264207645996,0.09156934536277313,0.0705516627119781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952465633075904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781616751434335,0.0,0.04192259489126399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181657422009695,0.0,0.0,0.12995366287083907,0.0,0.1413617146075423,0.0,0.06631197860848212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331845181539237,0.0,0.07427250582802457,0.08185803725212719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477937647995413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633966997571818,0.04556604563920831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050641849310313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209609369797067,0.0,0.0,0.08795610249548302,0.0,0.0,0.06617924607093809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748046213605661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933520131477206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623058481317056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300897310401995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664120140400985,0.07246839065788255,0.07633385941806188,0.0,0.0,0.22033112486424308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503925771150405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018400937348584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489034083481724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108189127285604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029866641688901,0.0 adhd,circelline,2019/04/23,"How to Text Without a Dozen Spelling Mistakes? This isn't a problem for me when I'm writing, say, a YouTube comment or an essay for school, but when im texting my friends, I make a LOT of spelling errors from typing things incorrectly. I'm pretty sure its from having to type much faster and not having time to proofread, but its still annoying. Now my phone considers ""doean t"" and ""anyome"" as legit words since I've misspelled them so much. My question is, doea anyone have any ideas? Are there apps that help in this regard? My phone is a Samsung Galaxy S6 is that helps.",4.686959459459459,6.009956468468468,4.8104391891891884,85.28701013513515,69.9009009009009,6.631081081081081,29.190315315315317,6.6274283507984215,1.4502153153153152,452,17,85,3,8,141,82,111,0.055999999999999994,0.76,0.184,0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,1,17,11,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,7,2,11,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,6,56,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073478970730942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527034539960428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826132907814912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168579665750857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682479861983577,0.2553123530568404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094717574471815,0.0,0.0,0.1577739852282937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34750766630585705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404659123600314,0.0,0.226167250642492,0.0,0.0,0.2647803980149673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796516264300595,0.0,0.2392117433595064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955217269230408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887596144806781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276911470969696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570289225831803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782503272281496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278452769059357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RuthanneMarigold,2019/04/23,"Who sprayed lens cleaner for her glasses all over her hair?? This girl right here! Wanted my Beach Babe sea salt spray, grabbed the lens cleaner, and really went for it. Oh, well.",2.5340909090909065,5.379504151515154,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,83.24242424242425,4.512121212121213,23.40151515151515,5.985473137389443,0.2813696969696973,139,5,28,1,4,39,29,33,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606445363278446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807620244778441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320465016660863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061657644571109,0.521866586264824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nursing96,2019/04/23,"Mydayis I have been on Mydayis 50mg with a 20mg adderall booster for about a year now, I just don’t feel like the mydayis working at all anymore and I am thinking I might ask my doctor about going back to adderall, it just doesn’t last long enough for my day and I had 20mg 3 times daily. Does anyone have any similar experiences?",2.2726086956521736,4.037995028985513,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,76.97101449275362,5.759420289855073,27.44202898550725,6.42735559955562,1.117220289855072,263,11,54,2,6,87,50,69,0.0,0.9570000000000001,0.043,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,9,12,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,8,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681992270640246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724497361977506,0.1920915391710649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256827355749112,0.0,0.0,0.21124374264559329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717252855022875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811889187486115,0.2404104842512243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838605680518938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687301723370297,0.0,0.0,0.13890735719811387,0.19626097063880554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613046088120833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393454777323468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421496348286074,0.0,0.0,0.24311972909455346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914359137067625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603033334568835,0.0,0.0,0.16019221481031226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000003977043117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691152725940015 adhd,ADHD_Newb,2019/04/23,"Conscious Experience of the ADHD Mind & the Effect of Medication I am a 23 year old female who has just been diagnosed with ADHD in the last 3 months. &#x200B; The most enlightening part of my diagnosis has been learning about how a neurotypical brain works - I had always though other people's experience was the same as my own! However, I have been struggling to find a description of the ADHD brain that I relate to, so I thought I would see if any of you redditors could relate to my experience & maybe give some insight to you own. &#x200B; The best description of my mind would be a sort of ""bifolding consciousness."" Whereas, a normal brain has one stream of thought, I experience 5 - 6 conscious trains of thought, occurring at once, AT ALL TIMES. &#x200B; For example - just as much as I am focussed on writing this post, I am solving a problem in my head, feeling the seat beneath me, thinking about something that had happening earlier, and hearing the noises outside. &#x200B; I do not have control over what these streams of consciousness are focussed on, & each one is just as prominent in my mind. Its like my focus is split 20/20/20/20/20. &#x200B; For me, the right medication allows one primary train of thought to emerge, & the others to fade to the background. I feel like I am left with a 90/5/5 spilt of focus now. &#x200B; The idea I had of ADHD before I was diagnosed was that person who is always distracted. They could be doing one thing one second, and another the next - like they have one stream of consciousness that is constantly being interrupted. I could never relate to this, because I never forget what I am doing - I am just always doing/thinking about a lot of things at the same time. &#x200B; Can anyone else relate, or am I just a little nuts???? &#x200B; \*\*It's also worth noting that I have the most severe case of my psychiatrists have ever seen (score of 9.2 on the quotient test).",6.915143699336772,8.05518840677966,6.812608695652178,73.63316507000741,64.64971751412429,9.54635224760501,34.035372144436266,9.653516015845867,3.3824091378039784,1552,66,257,30,23,492,176,354,0.038,0.8859999999999999,0.077,0.9065,1,0,1,0,0,0,95.0,0,2,2,4,14,7,0,2,26,0,41,8,4,4,4,57,53,12,0,8,8,0,2,3,0,2,4,1,0,1,18,5,0,1,18,0,1,0,3,3,0,7,14,5,34,4,47,31,13,28,0,0,2,0,10,14,0,7,16,204,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122341733547026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03530595584479577,0.11020656559785727,0.5740253448488295,0.429167139303189,0.030022847960773882,0.046294097551412096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03087002173824515,0.04523588892222327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02691283319781396,0.0,0.037567564824544084,0.0,0.04633167336989892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785472393239762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047709407070848836,0.04951688070058191,0.1057482015964228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962065321360692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036880841655251406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039935316736237056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274485482421645,0.0,0.0,0.0446461427172934,0.03154006915730745,0.0,0.0,0.040351405026115436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042351763487750174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904083313606059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530963215604289,0.0,0.04975915489969332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049838870450602535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598734430227914,0.0,0.0,0.047968040089507,0.0,0.0,0.06470694427552058,0.044248917032111916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03753391855314216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435362525149803,0.0,0.0,0.08895098713829093,0.0,0.0,0.13373377608658296,0.0,0.03523932705823134,0.0,0.03245461001225189,0.0,0.06810089281663499,0.0,0.04695298429651437,0.0,0.04325666648980035,0.0,0.0,0.04632697048337624,0.04701726609957516,0.17949911377486497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780908704836873,0.0,0.03060737202263612,0.03854922190437078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228255784415425,0.0,0.0,0.04224465028454877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03770302238929231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03518105344673515,0.0,0.0,0.049875826789384944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033988073004646555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615414213939532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661295127753726,0.056577819516899185,0.04337618860918874,0.14019756353745966,0.051487297929224685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03214101282874088,0.0,0.0,0.06272439511224914,0.0,0.429167139303189,0.028430521801277087 adhd,BIgTrey3,2019/04/23,"Is there any correlation to ADD being worsened by concussions? Hi I’m new here and I actually found out about this subreddit from an r/AskReddit post. I’m interested if there is a correlation with ADD being worsened by concussions. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 19. I knew pretty early that I had ADD but I couldn’t get tested until I was able to go and do it on my own. However, as a kid I felt like it was there but not as bad as it was in my teens and now as an adult. I started playing football around 12 years old through my first 2 years of college (20 years old). I ended up stopping due to too many concussions. I still have some leftover issues that come and go but I’m curious if the repeated head trauma could have effected my ADD. Thanks for the help y’all!",2.2887601078167137,4.114965427672956,4.201549865229112,85.16787735849059,77.11320754716981,7.813297394429473,25.822551662174305,8.634040054169528,1.8497004492362987,609,23,128,13,14,207,100,159,0.059000000000000004,0.792,0.149,0.9362,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,6,0,15,2,1,1,0,28,27,15,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,14,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,9,1,16,4,22,14,2,26,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,18,86,22,2,0.18545061994407047,0.0,0.1809730534918736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261127809346987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509036956486767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548435213757288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974928816170936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806722977105452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822847553834926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425420461020093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780616776870941,0.0,0.0,0.15774420258693322,0.0,0.2033370326805428,0.0,0.0,0.09689029472870883,0.0,0.2107917220508579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032583856776547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243036414172155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356226563792275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060180543203132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801782099751502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910936435794095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38919845895843397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761043062022355,0.1886699511844636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126290330551554,0.0,0.14810110464366635,0.15504502220231173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170738014767927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582723570197115 adhd,AnnabelsKeeper,2019/04/23,"I can no longer remember where I park Does ADHD get worse as time goes on? (Unmedicated- the only thing that's supposed to work for me per a genetics test makes me nauseous). So the only places I go most of the time are work, home, and Wal-Mart. At work and Wal-Mart, I can no longer remember where I park unless there's kind of ""landmark"" like a tree or cart corral near me. Too many times lately I've found myself wandering the wrong isle like a moron. I'm starting to fear for my brain.",2.7651000000000003,4.234445909999998,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,74.9,7.0,21.5,7.645422480735847,0.6356999999999999,381,9,83,5,8,124,69,100,0.17,0.78,0.05,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,1,7,0,3,1,1,1,0,9,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,3,11,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,7,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129285560485051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778462864388152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550460435198325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936985578335176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942619984733032,0.0,0.0,0.09256603206282264,0.0,0.10069199065071996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771983281824685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844993165112065,0.0,0.0,0.19985983726316586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311640242303944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182649308975452,0.17962649092532018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694974167149186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510897975390064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014069029172292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540457380234718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770644350108893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099345170370816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869540523121584,0.0,0.1805553051766087,0.0,0.193711808538934,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ladyofthehighcourt,2019/04/23,"I think my ADHD fucked up 98% of my friendships. What’s worse, I notice too late when I’m the only one reaching out, even they often don’t reply. But they only reach out when in emergencies. I feel unworthy yet so jealous of people who have solid social relationships. I have plenty of acquaintances, but no meaningful relationships. And when I do, they don’t last for too long. because I’m so good at fucking things up by saying something inappropriate without knowing it. I thought I made a solid friendship with a couple of people, but they barely initiate conversations and don’t often reply to me. But then when they need me in emergencies, my dumbass thinks “they rely on me because they trust me, so we’re friends and I just I’m overthinking everything “ But after I help them, they disappear. God forbid I ask for help, and yet when I get convinced enough to ditch them, they pull me back in with some nice act. And yes, I know the red flags are in my face, but I always hope things will get fixed. Sometimes I feel like will never belong anywhere and that I should just never speak ever with anyone. Idk, man, I’m just feeling overwhelming isolated and lonely.",4.465314228255405,6.452819696832584,5.163039215686275,79.91423202614381,71.48868778280543,7.807038712921066,26.75741578682755,8.515128840125781,2.0301521367521365,927,32,164,16,18,299,129,221,0.11800000000000001,0.654,0.22899999999999998,0.9819,0,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,11,0,20,13,3,1,4,1,10,3,1,1,3,42,30,22,0,3,10,0,3,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,6,12,0,1,9,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,2,6,35,7,24,25,2,29,0,2,1,2,23,10,2,4,17,119,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137357701363787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865191521460475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970695980105428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333087076400764,0.0,0.0,0.1096480951065288,0.0,0.17385130470850504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778058635843936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147340556330541,0.0,0.09418380535942822,0.12898691987408725,0.0,0.0,0.12815675991735884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163035968162405,0.10187114328118692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016989163460644,0.26365678637504314,0.1490018278332882,0.0,0.0,0.11960338443829377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911591850283718,0.0,0.0,0.14163074302376208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673488389761842,0.1162353794927396,0.16085533969126234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966556687730133,0.0,0.0,0.12619363226657554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492848817731054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057336797478197,0.21995880145661756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234733956395647,0.0,0.0,0.09662724499748893,0.21690250079867016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771725706924467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30619107805979384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339865521748768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535942412570566,0.0,0.10977794112114664,0.14103182721723292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946988261865774,0.18274047307241886,0.0,0.11320588749794222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374581738205444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531826576542306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ewokimus,2019/04/23,"How do I convey to my SO that I am unable to get to the point? Everything I think and do is a meandering novel and sometimes by the end, I don't even remember the point. I'm 30, and was diagnosed with ADHD earlier this year. Im currently on Adderall, and I'll be honest it's changed my life. The diagnosis explained so much of what I had difficulty with in school, in college and even every day at work. But most importantly to me it highlighted a glaring fact that ADHD affects my communication. I can't ""get to the point."" Rarely ever. For me I have this obsessive need to tell every tangent every related factoid in a narrative because they're all, literally all of them equally important. I can tell it frustrates my SO. I'm honestly afraid to open my mouth sometimes. She could ask something mundane and I'll tell her a novel, because for me there is no 1 to 1. It's windy road and the answer is there, but we've got to take a few detours and appreciate the scenery before I can even see the end of the road. It isn't something that turns off, from recipes, to TV show factoids, to financial planning. What can I do to make it easier for her?",3.450758454106282,4.9684760565217445,5.297681159420288,79.83946859903384,73.21739130434783,8.589371980676331,30.60386473429952,9.150863307647796,2.725400966183574,903,41,178,20,18,310,128,230,0.032,0.8809999999999999,0.087,0.8986,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,10,5,1,2,14,0,18,3,1,3,4,27,31,14,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,22,2,28,26,6,18,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,6,122,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31206721075007376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137599414939293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582895469974548,0.0,0.11047801571403523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734572003949425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366080005685993,0.0,0.0,0.08373131330197123,0.0,0.0,0.13177739867192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299863688801873,0.0,0.0,0.257259706675834,0.11744105774586935,0.3281688015567562,0.0,0.11668520697036733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566439359813506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383902424305108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024153275064227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170463465029392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666429670039143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544193060349536,0.09626925893779367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682014369188337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707507402232814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139756513552545,0.10345980618326886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990302171749505,0.2568156054953897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761798891054256,0.0,0.3404383551337533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319151457975417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122063211172364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451970967356242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360796471608482 adhd,dwarfcracker,2019/04/23,Finally got better grades When I was younger I was on 20 mg of methylphenidate took one pill in the morning and one in the afternoon to help with my short attention span but it didn’t work so my doctor suggested 50mg of methylphenidate and to take one in the morning and one in the afternoon and since then I’ve gone from barely passing class to getting a’s and b’s plus my attention span is much longer than 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adhd,gothcryptid,2019/04/23,"Just took my first exam while on medication all i can say is holy cow. i had gotten sick on the day of the exam, so i took it later in my professor's office. while i was taking it, she was typing on her computer and eating lunch, and i wasn't distracted at all by the background noise. i was able to just focus on the exam for an hour and a half and i didn't even zone out during it. it felt so good to just sit down and take an exam and not have to worry about finishing on time because of being 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adhd,Echospite,2019/04/23,"My uni has a compulsory 4-day residential. I thought it started today. Spoiler warning: it did not start today. It started yesterday. May the gods of academic achievement have mercy on my poor soul.",3.429509803921569,6.47486155882353,5.0141176470588285,69.20686274509808,95.17647058823529,6.972549019607843,35.07843137254902,7.793537801064563,4.143937254901962,159,10,21,4,6,53,29,34,0.149,0.784,0.068,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321473272119812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7020178793503014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26246572823537856,0.0,0.0,0.6267552283986199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,common-homes,2019/04/23,"Suggestions for when you're overwhelmed or anxious...Because I can go into other worlds for hours on end with little awareness (which I don't want cause I'm not doing what I should be doing... My psychologist suggested I make a card with things to do when overwhelmed. Here's what I have so far: \- Meditate for 5-10 minutes \- Take a walk outside \- share with a friend/call \- no electronics \- sit in hammock \- exercise \- At the end put: Remember get back to work",3.496976744186046,5.855109569767443,4.24436046511628,83.77956395348839,75.3953488372093,7.555813953488372,28.19186046511628,8.472884824447931,2.2500744186046497,357,15,66,7,8,114,68,86,0.042,0.9009999999999999,0.057,0.0459,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,11,14,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,12,12,0,17,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29954762679061103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388643274002352,0.0,0.16163492083368344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272385361341546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696940414817554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048566933963762,0.0,0.13853159564312115,0.0,0.15069266579191345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611224767011268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657531501381499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699181028675082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655218725476315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003668706764243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936219679436756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615599450796546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639421870531178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930346770220356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kimbereen,2019/04/23,"Has anyone ever been required to take an ADHD test on a computer where your ability to pay attention to boring stimuli is measured? I am fuming at the prospect. After having been diagnosed and on medication for inattentive ADHD(for twenty years) I have moved to a new city. I waited nearly 6 weeks to get into the only psychiatrist who accepts my insurance. After two sessions with a psychologist at her practice, I met with the doctor to discuss meds. She told me that the only way for her to treat me is if I take this test. It will measure my heart rate and micro movements while I am shown stimuli that would require attention and is boring. The doctor had not even read the notes from my previous sessions and was hustling patients in and out of her office at a pretty fast rate. I am furious. I understand that ADHD meds can be abused, but my therapy is dedicated to talking about my struggles with ADHD, and I am required to go every other week. I really don’t believe in the science behind this sort of test. It is also $150 out of pocket. Am I wrong? Will it accurately diagnose my ADHD?",5.685577580314423,6.749474239234452,7.113482570061523,70.65187799043062,67.37320574162679,9.607792207792206,33.11038961038961,9.784248007369934,3.5009614490772383,872,38,143,19,14,299,128,209,0.092,0.846,0.061,-0.7536,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,2,1,12,0,23,6,1,0,1,26,31,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,10,12,0,4,4,1,1,3,2,6,0,1,6,0,24,2,33,21,0,25,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,2,9,117,34,13,0.0,0.13369805127917506,0.0,0.0,0.6780643533727112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023885170498716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890100259607766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713308780612792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290623392437865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099494859494984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453037065817887,0.10207108230109536,0.09507335110699998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895472907885351,0.0,0.06413010147388434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371704647265106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506816722163938,0.11367536645474564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119932051678313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898247425889304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164122557501402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479979381366047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287146729918934,0.0,0.07228878981779717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796584141204365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968467368058696,0.0906972659516545,0.0,0.0,0.12904343871535678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782434520571642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102291931005317,0.11747138865845592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956787866774284,0.18102837668123128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015895977581364,0.12337384391757145,0.0,0.07266585989057757 adhd,bubbletea_75,2019/04/23,When did you know it was the right dosage? I've been titrated up 2 times now and don't feel any difference or side affects. I know it's a process to finding the right dose and right medication too and it can take time. Loosing hope a little.. 😣 any encouraging stories from when you found the right dosage?,1.6899297423887596,4.226947360655739,2.3167681498829045,93.97360655737705,83.59016393442623,5.4529274004683845,23.46838407494145,6.868970318607317,0.6597334894613582,243,9,52,3,7,75,45,61,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,11,11,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,2,3,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,5,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833299657731896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176504289862532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533302923595808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040102757551156,0.0,0.0,0.2284125133186596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690911406766246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289748346890565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087917203023037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986083810496176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7116177690444953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663097882491275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429465448964227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway010122234,2019/04/23,"Confusion about late diagnosis Hey guys, New to the community and came here because I thought I might get some good insight or answers. I'm in the military and was recently diagnosed with adhd due to work and behavioral difficulties. Did alot of testing and psychology appointments for months. I've heard the diagnosis mentioned in childhood but my confusion is because I am 20 years old and never had issues before, I did okay in school but I actually excelled above my class and went into a higher education program, but always had severe issues with organization and procrastination. In fact even in high school for the first year I had stellar grades in honors classes, but it was severely taxing on my staying up late and grinding and procrastinating so the rest of high school I just sort of checked out and failed most of my classes. But besides that I didn't have to many behavior issues besides the occasional shenanigans and getting into trouble but I always felt mature and thought I had a good relationship with my teachers. I'm not sure how it was missed all these years and was wondering if anyone can relate. I mean I have alot of energy now which is why I was sent up among many other things but I was never described as bouncing off the walls or being a complete space cadet as a kid. But lo and behold I did poorly on the testing and found myself relating quite a bit to the symptoms, but didn't think I had adhd at all. It's actually becoming worse as I age, which I thought would be opposite. Is this normal?",8.392564102564101,7.976004503496505,8.59704895104895,67.38582983682986,61.657342657342646,11.402890442890445,38.297435897435896,10.793553405168565,4.2443103030303035,1232,55,209,27,15,406,163,286,0.105,0.816,0.079,-0.7609999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,7,11,0,2,16,1,27,2,0,1,6,63,44,32,0,3,14,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,10,22,0,0,10,0,3,3,5,5,0,1,25,2,24,6,34,15,8,40,0,2,0,0,7,20,0,12,16,153,34,16,0.0,0.0,0.198438112255842,0.0,0.2443845301786187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920165325257194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109275231087686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395892693173705,0.11229083032270336,0.08651699709317884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110015614233483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162878511028522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660314581684814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319686449978084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671546495798668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762288501951416,0.0,0.0,0.08648376423084371,0.0,0.11148017933687354,0.0,0.0,0.10624082873608856,0.0,0.0,0.17055848061920942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067314245882562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484810739627175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31836339600866026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293851672013764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616274494633,0.0,0.11075267976684648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785993655450857,0.0,0.0,0.08115513398064866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683435360735273,0.0981972825919345,0.0,0.0,0.0996188309366704,0.0,0.0,0.10668965074966594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814270397506164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003907065406974,0.10915971420520194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086982334197593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297251249321283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837084528611468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582644397745492,0.10567810846864814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754761885356735,0.06514852732062022,0.0,0.2421531496722789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425272047351743,0.0917448770246984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026100339151296,0.07401980741800038,0.0,0.10361438654754927,0.07222621874671535,0.0,0.0,0.1964239670731837 adhd,hologramANDY,2019/04/23,"Frustrated with expected working hours It's not so much about a start or end time, but being expected to work 8 hours. I finish what I need to do in about four to six hours at the same quality / quantity as my peers do in 8 hours. Which leaves me another four hours of boredom which is almost unbearable. Is it possible to get a ""reasonable accommodation for a disability"" that says that you would only be expected to work 6 hours a day without a reduction in pay or benefits? Because I'm just sitting here on reddit for two hours a day to get that full 8 hours when I'd rather just go home after six since two more hours doesn't matter.",7.882073490813652,6.1818816299212624,8.460275590551182,72.10673884514439,63.40944881889765,12.876115485564306,36.12729658792651,11.855464076750405,4.136980052493438,505,19,101,14,6,170,84,127,0.057,0.902,0.040999999999999995,-0.2053,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,8,2,1,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,14,6,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,6,0,1,5,1,20,11,4,25,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,17,68,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985730026959853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322246482209337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060007843871221135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269707487592414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718823433421834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286121736202432,0.0,0.055945472146355715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874290787712353,0.0,0.8724882630000446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423328357830207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236440534528238,0.07299168857979198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486772345498115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109758163728128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121226576474056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828309150635365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143022369132731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967602929831103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057400900766904836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232229828397746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489222582800524,0.0,0.2149955226393624,0.0,0.0,0.06992864112720705,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ganginguponthesun,2019/04/23,"Scared of seeking diagnosis and scared of relying on drugs. Could a diagnosis turn into self fulfilling prophecy? Or will it be liberating? TL;DR Therapist has recommended I get evaluated for ADHD but I’m scared of what a diagnosis might bring. In particular I’m scared of self-fulfilling prophecy and having to rely on drugs my whole life. Hi all. I guess I’m looking for advice, or even words of encouragement. I’ve been seeing a therapist for over a month, mostly for some anxiety issues, but also to address some procrastination/lack of focus issues. My symptoms are bad enough that they adversely affect my life. For example, I frequently stay hours late at work (unpaid) because I put off all my hard work until the last hour. I often forget to submit my timesheet for work, meaning I have to wait 2 extra weeks to get paid and actually lose a couple hundred bucks due to taxes when this happens. I have a hard time getting out of bed, showing up on time to things, and keeping track of things, etc. That being said, I have always managed to be a very high achiever. I had a 3.9 GPA at a great liberal arts school majoring in human bio. I know my current boss is super pleased with me, despite me feeling like he has every reason not to be. Overall, I feel like I’ve developed certain stringent routines that really help keep my life on track. The problem is when I stray from these routines, even just a little bit, my life feels like it completely falls apart. I kind of feel like I’m in this perpetual cycle of building up my routine M-F and then on the weekend completely destroying it and having to start all over. Also, I am known by my friends as super spacey and forgetful. Anyway, this brings me to my issue. My therapist has referred me to a psychiatrist to be evaluated for ADD/ADHD. I am really eager to see if I am diagnosable, but at the same time I’m incredibly apprehensive and nervous. What if I do have ADHD? What does this mean for my future (I’m going to med school)? Is the only way forward taking medication? I’m seriously scared of relying on drugs for my entire life. I also have a tendency to get hooked on stuff easily which scares me even more. Also, the diagnosis is really expensive ($385) and follow up appointments are $200. My insurance won’t cover this so this is another big deterrent. What are your experiences with diagnosis? Was it a big relief or did it just bring more stress? Has anyone successfully coped with adhd symptoms without using medication every day? Thanks for the feedback in advance :)",5.312609085475195,6.892970207112974,6.745072325164378,71.02864853556487,68.68619246861925,9.730639569635386,31.23036461446503,10.025080133382057,3.4126374656306044,2021,84,342,51,35,689,252,478,0.135,0.7509999999999999,0.113,-0.53,2,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,1,9,14,30,1,9,20,0,36,13,0,4,4,58,74,27,0,4,12,0,6,4,1,3,13,1,2,2,23,14,0,3,10,3,4,9,3,15,0,0,6,10,40,15,67,59,15,58,0,1,3,0,10,28,0,11,25,232,63,12,0.0,0.0,0.06273581469147138,0.0,0.30904673350210754,0.06282148990608344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056443626308592,0.05349276630014629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741157374680072,0.04918014430799719,0.0,0.0,0.044951664619058515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053677794985311535,0.03918936831709431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018584594214357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480949048479576,0.0,0.0,0.05132873712170364,0.07113344961610163,0.0,0.0414604418157534,0.0,0.0,0.06525096710910216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625886234032705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366101096942212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664266896330134,0.07169811416185594,0.12738485376079842,0.0,0.10833082603653284,0.0,0.0,0.06288600024782126,0.0,0.0,0.1300237784721742,0.1837094411974057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966874960141431,0.0,0.1343513071856363,0.0,0.03653635211960598,0.0,0.0,0.07087774734856725,0.07082048028488018,0.0,0.05684966640002712,0.0,0.1151788417368308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309089150543461,0.06792380203177951,0.0,0.0,0.126621461037395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129990947299836,0.0,0.11428425714239515,0.0,0.06694605946626872,0.03533100371895161,0.0524033006948766,0.07251966458925066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270425793658203,0.12563147864556298,0.06443346541994084,0.0,0.0,0.0539857289520304,0.07192182816422439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005695812059818,0.07140947570276042,0.12952679383509694,0.0,0.06819940902877948,0.0,0.0,0.05131406854049651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488939211986373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056891906620738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151493405616242,0.0,0.06462719682216801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355361764827955,0.06609877151683999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115261014207282,0.0,0.3861810209294395,0.1301257770646926,0.10245842577580967,0.0,0.13413281012547226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550337754017689,0.06852245458838417,0.0,0.0,0.07364168720079699,0.0,0.07359437963777134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363969561021954,0.0483365755270093,0.0,0.0,0.05918775336213994,0.0,0.22392997022994787,0.08542018165913659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246054999316732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992688362281059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055524191167349336,0.0,0.05304433307738306,0.0,0.05102882232212665,0.05156795609281544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717752565401166,0.0,0.06197133822010311,0.0,0.1404072897756775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tommy_trojan_throw,2019/04/23,"I took a gamble and pulled it off without disclosing my ADD meds or ADD history Sorry if this is inappropriate, but Ive been on Concerta and Ritalin for 10 years, well controlled, and I'm about to start a job that unfortunately still heavily stigmatizes any sort of mental health condition (even controlled ADD/ADHD). I was told by redditors that I should not disclose my diagnosis or my medications as much as possible, as many people in my profession have been screwed over (minorly or majorly) due to the stigma of having a mental health history. A week ago, as part of their onboarding, HR asked me about my detailed medication history, in depth psych history, and I lied saying I didn't have any, thus their system didn't flag me for any psych issues. Following that, I underwent a government level urine drug test and I learned the next day it came back all negative!! I abstained from my meds for about 4 days prior which was rough, and I wasn't sure if it was long enough time frame, but I pulled through. &#x200B; I hate that even in today's society, ADD/ADHD is still heavily stigmatized in a lot of professions, especially in medicine/health, and I've personally known some people in my profession who were threatened to have their license to practice revoked if they didn't do exactly what their licensing board wanted, since they disclosed their ADD/ADHD diagnosis openly. I know of some who were kicked out of training (or resigned from their jobs) because each time they made a mistake, their superiors would attribute it due to them having a mental history. It is not right, but it's the reality for some jobs.",14.127617449664436,8.994808271812083,12.821261744966446,56.21753020134233,55.20805369127517,17.020671140939598,49.59865771812081,14.265292616868653,6.706855302013423,1307,59,222,38,10,424,167,298,0.11900000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9842,3,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,11,2,9,7,2,0,11,0,23,8,1,5,3,47,34,21,0,7,13,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,15,13,0,3,3,0,1,5,8,4,1,0,15,2,33,3,37,17,10,37,0,1,0,1,17,14,1,12,17,153,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585265432724307,0.0,0.08814851300991665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774436315968199,0.12083179042938105,0.20287002283238095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296398151761784,0.0,0.0,0.07646404850346733,0.0,0.06061835630936865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373409833541745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230632423999259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826253357265302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532007648737808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274921269576637,0.0,0.1313597843035512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817747416141988,0.0,0.3171036377849864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379064664293297,0.2960397686277369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054650214182422274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800222210048775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454124587395741,0.0,0.09409354950002297,0.0,0.10081764210298652,0.0,0.0,0.2209132337622781,0.20035284255605484,0.3006396442702259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310063192321531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575671134117112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076849937062383,0.0,0.13787984113930174,0.08682811102317821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210487070735237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492213466844761,0.0,0.07907953407082627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225868479236899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113161420431206,0.07038490466831494,0.0,0.15882754181285244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372203630133047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596978097177355,0.0,0.0942585117106232,0.09502020856607823,0.1104826931784428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058652922433505984,0.0,0.07976563212978928,0.0,0.08940946877089595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585764768645136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064008653895243,0.0,0.12083179042938105,0.06403679196254501 adhd,AutisticPenguin06,2019/04/23,"To you, what is ADHD like? I have ADHD myself but I want to see how others say how it's like. This is my POV of it: It is basically a storm of confusion. You want to pay attention to that one thing but your brain is telling you to just pay attention to something less important.",1.9106896551724155,3.5459445517241366,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,77.6206896551724,8.088275862068969,23.66896551724138,8.841846274778883,1.5917613793103451,216,7,48,5,5,74,37,58,0.09699999999999999,0.746,0.157,0.39399999999999996,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,2,0,10,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,2,8,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,37,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6693655851129925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31087944739645257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721057338456685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870748196045856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214610867188692,0.0,0.0,0.22191512378082867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439003921009456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340666682164466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850119211058937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285133149552472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChemistCapsule,2019/04/23,"Concerta and sleepiness Hi! So I've been on concerta for ages now works amazingly and every now and then I fall asleep after taking it which I normally take as a sign to get more rest However this whole falling asleep after taking it has been going on for a week now and I've been sleeping more so I don't know what to do! I really need this to stop as I have exams in 2 weeks!!!!!!! Please help",1.3862195121951224,3.397926097560976,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,80.70731707317074,7.0268292682926825,20.006097560975608,8.07648339933343,0.8880682926829273,308,8,66,6,8,104,53,82,0.049,0.87,0.08,0.5216,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,3,0,0,9,14,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,12,11,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,10,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085557422877317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932485434929772,0.0,0.14067770579392952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591496977463005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360366938195719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354127505739493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425280554491001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27171496492295705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857484819868198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477100001257028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694719703392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5583380515505061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971092533743405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27635978517450394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020568791072095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,superawesomenot,2019/04/23,"Drowsy immediately? A few weeks ago after years of dealing with issues (36M), and after getting the run around for more than 6 months, I was prescribed Adderall 10mg IR. For the first few days, life was good. Took one in the morning before work and one in the afternoon. Then things changed. About 5 days into doing the 10mg morning and 10mg afternoon routine, the afternoon dose started to make me drowsy.. like very drowsy. Tried the same dosing over a few more days and the same thing kept occuring. Morning dose started making me drowsy a couple days later. Tried some experimenting at home on the weekend. Took a pill on a full stomach, empty stomach, well rested, after working out (over multiple days of course) and everything I tried ended up with the exact same result: immediate drowsiness and none of the benefits I experienced in the first few days. Went back to the doctor and explained what was happening and he didn't have any good answers for me. Having me try another medication now, methylphenidate er 27mg I believe, to see if it makes a difference. Took my first dose this morning and if I'm being honest, I'm getting nothing from it. Maybe slightly drowsy but no benefits. Anyone had anything like this happen to them? What solved it for you if you did? Searched Reddit for answers and no one's post really described totally what I've been dealing with. I saw a few people describe crashing a bit early from the IR after a couple hours but not nearly as fast as I seem to be. For the record this is my first time ever being prescribed or using a stim.",5.5237339124839115,6.950414652027027,5.813223938223943,78.48981981981984,68.02027027027026,8.070527670527671,30.64929214929215,8.418075326091056,2.3971629987129983,1251,49,218,18,21,399,166,296,0.037000000000000005,0.907,0.055999999999999994,0.6385,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,6,6,8,0,0,25,0,14,10,2,5,3,40,35,19,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,8,0,1,0,11,16,0,1,4,1,0,5,5,0,2,7,13,3,15,8,40,19,16,54,0,0,2,0,7,14,0,6,36,151,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617062053935763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610599604152624,0.10193294898199236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797135093567787,0.0,0.07999538086438111,0.08653732980957933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474833418635284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271837817737386,0.10952215361628694,0.0,0.0,0.106127922195527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028350766244554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512158484433327,0.0,0.3761536660974295,0.2004380663446608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015635487601024,0.0,0.09949834728777417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609902754732181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879318275711887,0.0,0.0,0.08736589823321549,0.0950898354490195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307464177539647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157621443800954,0.0,0.0,0.16306993279047108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192460649451213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975093533013377,0.0,0.0957320695139732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146177311461364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866215509568774,0.0949835939998226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194664884844462,0.0,0.0976603078806415,0.0,0.0,0.09792864440003213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759193325233901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932754228527604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761562460966528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739303401241188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310011512309628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227508573718954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746362313545985,0.08849614906819132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761119058672966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291637405143137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056683814898992615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240109868549287,0.2639962870355604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395805395058614,0.0,0.08020826390538474,0.0,0.0,0.07797583627491035,0.0,0.08740328274415332,0.09011445656138484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415397812761412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625999227025131 adhd,labsterdex,2019/04/23,"Intense mood swings when the good times are over Right now, I'm struggling to deal with myself. This weekend, I went on a trip with my boyfriend and we really had a great time, I enjoyed every moment of it. We came back yesterday evening and this morning, he went on a business trip, he will be back on Thursday evening. I know that he’ll be back in three days and not seeing each other for multiple days is actually a common thing in our relationship. But right now, I’m feeling so incredibly sad and I just can’t seem to turn it around. Missing him for three days feels like the longest time. I know this feeling, because this has happened to me for as long as I can remember. I always prepare for the mood dip that comes when good times are over. But the intensity of these mood dips keeps surprising me. Rationally, I know that my reaction is completely over the top, but nevertheless, I cannot seem to stop crying and feeling miserable. At this moment, I’m just so angry with myself for feeling this way. I’m 24 years old and things are going well, but these intense mood dips just really throw off my groove and every time it happens, I feel incredibly sad, angry, ashamed and kind of defeated. I know that I need to keep my mind busy with other things right now and I know that tomorrow will probably be better, but today’s just difficult. How do you guys deal with this?",4.824405677114132,6.097620232209742,5.3144963532426575,81.98955647545833,69.52434456928839,8.617307313226886,29.03390498718707,8.99025400887824,2.270704868913857,1090,40,212,20,19,349,138,267,0.15,0.743,0.107,-0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,1,0,3,19,21,0,3,9,0,16,0,0,1,0,50,47,21,0,1,10,0,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,22,20,0,3,14,1,0,8,3,8,1,2,4,7,26,9,31,37,1,52,0,5,1,0,12,15,0,2,29,140,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.09913383071383684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452815771808965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043357800040244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434138740759056,0.0,0.06192622545247942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984505896173417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618796423988492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750782828555168,0.10651157774918583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158806848921596,0.19654478580522192,0.20946257004827545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341939325549407,0.0,0.17118212016868414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081913092359881,0.07257346036614468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773398438736691,0.1704119773394605,0.0,0.11199954350774001,0.0,0.10058666803961586,0.1796653229978548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805896082887879,0.0,0.10578677201732033,0.27914658946005816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963006297769237,0.0,0.0,0.08990091084458722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025734687943325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532514870638668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659800837754027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952749588050636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015790609412745,0.0,0.0,0.10906595014205213,0.11507777190736725,0.2602631072943495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095133765311682,0.18496118188771804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493091478238901,0.0,0.10620033166638634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246879401631224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29617970691423984,0.0,0.09629218280379363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049700840742027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806346846452265,0.0,0.0,0.09133851951438024,0.18834352190760048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541841543983276 adhd,throwisconsin,2019/04/23,"I can always Zone out, but I recently discovered I can zone on on Demand? I have found myself ""zoning out"" as some may call it all throughout my younger years, I was diagnosed at 5 with ADHD and Aspergers. It wasnt until now being older I have found that I can escape reality, and come back as I wish. Helpful for noisy rooms and crowded spaces. I've always wondered if people unlike us have this mentality?",3.3509584086799293,5.469084746835442,5.241808318264013,77.58253164556963,74.9493670886076,7.552260397830018,25.20976491862568,8.418075326091056,1.9695663652802893,321,11,56,6,7,110,57,79,0.05,0.8240000000000001,0.126,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,1,16,15,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,11,0,10,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,6,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707074318089787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748530643601638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320379691131105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000603305201714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403343497525485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862460352180655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939512828219065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098071986211095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226999611402596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616039478849028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224077794552539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709487208448631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259027057693174,0.0,0.2442746522047165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505399239264155 adhd,Kubera10,2019/04/23,"Diagnosed today I have just been diagnosed today(25F). I’ve been on this sub for about a week. It made me feel so normal, and not alone.. I’m finally getting a hold on this, is amazing. I’ve been dealing with it for years. I am starting with Adderall XR 10mg for 30 days!",0.8991666666666696,3.078571535714285,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,83.64285714285714,5.8761904761904775,25.404761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.17892619047619,210,9,45,3,6,70,41,56,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.6239,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,9,11,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,1,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384167854251017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642911227728228,0.2626335825022781,0.0,0.517126889096183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880803735334065,0.0,0.0,0.2790635362191145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309510304794803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241048332080272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959855315075175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803116575373972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829418627088558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043431530044424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404909769440762 adhd,age-of-alejandro,2019/04/23,"what would have helped you in school? i'm hopefully going to be teaching middle or high school social science next year (cross your fingers for me!). i'm a substitute teacher currently and i generally can manage my adhd kids/ones i suspect might have it or display similar symptoms pretty well bc i *also* have it and thus Get It. however, classroom management =! everything i'll need to do as a full teacher. i plan to ask them what they think they need bc who is going to know better than they will? that said, while most kids are pretty good at knowing what would help them, not all of them are gonna be able to tell me what they need. **therefore,** my question is how could your teachers have best/better helped you learn? did any of them do something that was incredibly helpful? did any of them help you develop coping mechanisms?",2.03639843279084,4.865326575949368,2.9531464737793875,87.2907383966245,87.03797468354429,5.7943339361060895,23.97950572634117,7.2636822038024595,1.3808923447860155,661,26,120,11,21,209,103,158,0.013000000000000001,0.823,0.16399999999999998,0.9745,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,9,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,21,2,1,3,1,25,36,8,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,10,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,2,22,4,13,24,3,12,0,0,0,0,26,5,0,6,4,80,32,7,0.14047312265143827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882139536217208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233630543281382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105308086321468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313234072014181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474178757197287,0.1242370615579686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121563580351518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624818487987596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339140877105002,0.0,0.15966822561438845,0.1178221905778638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707808653345841,0.14841756659085684,0.0,0.13952150664130653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544007090394004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901978434967733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124771215527021,0.0,0.0,0.14939475957263548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858233334714008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573620461539922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362210766292726,0.0,0.0,0.2843325992507024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319465834567102,0.0,0.10814307271291597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460053606328724,0.0,0.0,0.12277970080086735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000950493895016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630220740747505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957615192159586,0.0,0.0,0.0904600853952892 adhd,WarpedNote,2019/04/23,"I’m In My 30’s and Just Finding Out That I May Have ADHD For most of my life and especially my youth I had always struggled with school. I couldn’t get myself to do my homework. I assumed I thought I was too smart for it because when reading the work I would get bored. Not finish it. And if I did finish I would forget to even bring the homework with me. Or if I brought it with me I wouldn’t remember to turn it in. I thought these were all just weird little quirks I had when I was a kid. Maybe I was just lazy. I proceeded to fail most classes until I was High School and I switched to an independent study school. I thought I hated spending so much time at school and I never finished my homework so I’d rather have lots of free time at least. Then my grades got better. I would get packets of homework for the whole week. Usually 4 meant to be two hours of work each. When I received them I would ignore them until the day I had class the next week in which case I would arrive at school 4 hours early in a panicked rush. Finish all of my homework. Turn it in. Pass the test on the courses, rinse and then repeat. I always wondered why I ended up doing my homework better that way. And getting better grades until a few friends of mine that had ADHD mentioned what their symptoms were. Again I thought I’m not hyper really I can’t have this problem. But issues I had mirrored theirs again and again. And now I’ve finally had my first group therapy session and it all makes sense. Why I can’t complete things, why I prefer a mess to organization, why I get grand ideas and then never follow through with them or move onto the next one. It’s all starting to make sense and I just wanted to share. From someone in their 30’s that lived most of his life not knowing there was a reason for all of it.",1.9155749128919872,3.956145094850953,2.9759148277197056,92.50473170731709,79.08130081300813,5.192752613240419,22.737979094076657,6.025991092188313,0.29174945412311226,1416,45,299,9,35,452,177,369,0.084,0.85,0.066,-0.6625,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,6,7,17,16,1,1,14,0,30,3,0,4,7,70,55,28,0,13,13,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,6,1,17,18,0,1,13,1,2,7,9,8,0,3,21,0,55,9,43,25,14,60,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,11,37,218,72,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172598574257192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396666567507397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116063751788954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267773277294056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799503249017139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412546121959491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433370980917706,0.0,0.0,0.055432468961085016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193705875585688,0.0767070338044648,0.07138758978501614,0.0,0.0,0.06484118023449648,0.0,0.21923989917887893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712345546854717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285975525895421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867264678693387,0.0,0.0,0.16530081877574013,0.0,0.0,0.09474247347661056,0.0,0.08759715660297088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612364914338359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855912562892405,0.0,0.08411610877976712,0.07410837940245303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135106094587139,0.0,0.0,0.1120427912855888,0.0,0.08431515654325535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920027732839095,0.061695419669013374,0.0,0.1294581312353064,0.0,0.1785129489950727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687057067483708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030604672470386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394891978130564,0.0,0.05376527799905287,0.0862901198761038,0.0,0.0,0.09507203340589626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246890163088273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111040382098029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940340209967625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773789509959706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723146504677408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959769332696282,0.0,0.055756843478759435,0.0,0.0,0.26651213851441946,0.0978760937866107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825752289159384,0.0819837104148379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243286128006883,0.0,0.04950185202434673,0.06661671759195836,0.13464108366616234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30292139590196593,0.09370061423012753,0.0,0.0,0.09101439269441952,0.12219855818989843,0.0,0.0,0.2980938515725761,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thklap,2019/04/23,"Adderall 15mg XR just started I (25M) just finally got started on Adderall XR 15mg after being diagnosed as a freshman in college but my parents insurance at the time didn’t cover meds for it. I’ve taken it for a couple days now and haven’t really noticed much of a difference. My doctor wanted me to be on Vyvanse 30mg but we are waiting on my insurance to approve it so I’m using this in the mean time. Anyone have experience with one working better than the other? I’m still very fidgety, maybe a little less, just feel more awake mainly.",2.567454545454545,4.6012217454545485,4.898181818181818,79.53727272727275,77.0,6.945454545454545,28.272727272727273,7.908726449838941,2.146836363636364,432,19,77,7,10,151,79,110,0.035,0.927,0.038,0.0799,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,1,0,13,17,5,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,6,1,15,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,9,53,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328869074334952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812399723845756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267461939380055,0.0,0.13216000955171198,0.0,0.0,0.2079950926408304,0.0,0.2141035558180241,0.0,0.2097499566763624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045648404699706,0.0,0.0,0.10361650197311076,0.0,0.0,0.2244858942454899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638976613959189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538921035119573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058752321555573,0.22322397099937447,0.2276260593868944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064383875960088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330906667098414,0.0,0.0,0.13886283819558054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754554247684566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128053773208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900946804700931,0.0,0.16365378773039418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389874413677936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698985620167176,0.0,0.16908501837304285,0.12087038316075635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918822171381094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TidalWaveAftermath,2019/04/23,"ADHD or depression? Chicken or the egg? I hate meds. I swear my antidepressants make my ADHD symptoms worse and then they make my ADD meds work less. I up one dose to deal with the symptoms of the other dose and vice versa. Then I’m a mental hot mess when I forget to refill one rx on time and miss a dose of either. It takes 5-7 days to get back into a med rhythm, but the damage is already done. Why can’t they take meds to be like us? Why do we have to be the ones to assimilate?",0.5720192307692322,2.3295029326923142,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,82.17307692307693,5.313846153846153,17.130769230769232,6.2581,-0.44044692307692296,371,7,87,3,10,126,71,104,0.166,0.8029999999999999,0.031,-0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,2,1,2,6,1,0,8,0,7,7,0,2,0,14,15,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,1,11,1,12,12,2,10,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326591199177095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527275248895481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642083643935517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925636540166744,0.1426840270547476,0.1192034700602394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163095781530696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230813783680201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366410636665112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676151089620051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847657663190278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6149235249148064,0.0,0.13947435880544048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813496821483123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28770058834783346,0.20811872032992906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070198566680205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647781410501306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497684286782637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075663944093892,0.0,0.14104113142729824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RealitySeven,2019/04/23,"Inattentive ADD - How to deal with Daydreaming? So, a quick introduction: i have inattentive ADD and have been taking stimulants (Vyvanse 50mg) for 2 years. With the stimulant, i feel like i have the mental energy to do stuff, but starting a boring task or getting out of my 'mental universe' is still really hard. Recently i noticed I'm 99% of the time inside my mind, having really complex thoughts, calculations, and so on. Sometimes i stay in this daydreaming state for hours before realizing I've been 'away' for so long and time has passed. Whenever i engage in any activity, i get thousands of different thoughts on what to do, say, how to act, where to look, which movement should i do, and so on. It feels like I'm never able to function automatically, i can't be spontaneous at all. If I'm talking to someone, instead of just saying whatever I'm thinking, i go through loads of thoughts about what I'm going to say, if it's proper, if it's stupid, and so on. I've always been like this for my entire life, but recently this is really annoying me, i don't want to be so 'artificial', i want to be loose and simply live the moment. Anyone else feels like this, and have tips on how to live more into the moment, instead of being trapped into mind? I do mindfulness meditation already, it helps, but i still need to actively bring me back to the moment everytime, which is annoying.",7.427321428571425,6.88455895075758,8.168073593073599,70.08818181818185,63.65909090909091,11.785281385281387,35.90259740259741,11.20814326018867,4.088482467532467,1089,45,198,28,14,367,140,264,0.105,0.8109999999999999,0.084,-0.768,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,18,9,3,0,8,0,23,1,0,5,2,45,46,23,0,7,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,13,14,0,0,9,0,0,6,3,4,0,1,6,8,19,5,39,35,2,37,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,4,20,137,32,0,0.11395651787599315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257538511844862,0.0,0.0948209517391395,0.0,0.0,0.07749433989118193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968104691990988,0.1167619193221988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706589976367424,0.0876255281305817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696860341833433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748416611624055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906030677195875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519604810439987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285951834505622,0.2442316774205953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907515441676347,0.0,0.12952823047582382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208265667565737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638265183197558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112224215315383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049085867042667,0.2226935938726184,0.0,0.2012513861293847,0.1008479323177652,0.09569477433341747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968273431990005,0.0,0.3451907931094802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449731406725394,0.08789029178245268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974025090053315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190103901243105,0.0,0.22503662717158207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718683906841108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655498779345102,0.0,0.11270591003997432,0.0,0.08065900988360658,0.12146248565864097,0.18201164475880646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304529491099798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568111937911288,0.09159393247254616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301873529241823,0.0,0.2714062383809097,0.13289792397506578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442901350966138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338426130094003 adhd,Nesh36,2019/04/23,"Writing The Wrong Letters; Is This an ADHD Thing? Hey guys, Throughout my life, when writing, I’ve always inexplicably just written the wrong letter in the middle of a word as if I was trying to write another word (ex: writing an L after R in “word” as if I was writing world) But sometimes I just simply write the wrong letter with no connection to any other word. (ex: writing two Es instead of EA in EARTH or writing a G after the R instead of a Y in my own name, Ryan) Does anyone else have this issue?",6.903762376237623,5.497070663366337,7.8266138613861385,74.92803960396044,65.13861386138615,9.268118811881187,35.05148514851485,7.554174236665415,2.607588514851485,391,15,74,3,5,133,63,101,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,10,0,4,1,0,0,0,20,5,7,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,14,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,3,3,49,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513428140044825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740192786819568,0.0,0.0,0.1422207738105989,0.2192990613424626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462339077525031,0.2142862374327215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301776709394896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470767083286462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070791543292964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828537120129315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477201073118663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684248374037495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894176189915994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199073636881973,0.0,0.20429709541228727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6859775687341167,0.0,0.0 adhd,unhappykittens,2019/04/23,"I know that I have ADHD and I’m on a low dosage medication for it. I’m having a hard time sorting out if ADHD is the reason I can’t do anything or if it’s just me. Flair might be wrong but it seems relevant. I having a difficult time figuring out where the line is between the disorder causing the issue or me causing the issue. I just can’t do *anything*. I waste so much time doing absolutely nothing. I recently decided to go back to school after understanding why I couldn’t get through school the first time and getting medicated for ADHD. I thought the tides had turned but a year in and I’m nearly back to the same shitty position I started in and I can’t understand why. When I set aside time to study, I will take my medicine before, sit down at my desk, and then do everything except what I’m supposed to do. But for HOURS. I waste literally hours with my books and computer in front of me, notebooks open, homework out. But none of it gets done. I don’t want to blame it all on the disorder because I feel like at some point I have to recognize I have a hand in this. I’m getting so discouraged and increasingly pessimistic about my future. I am pursuing a STEM degree and I know I’m smart enough, I just *can’t*. Maybe this field just isn’t something that will be possible for me and I’m tired of wasting so much money and time. I don’t really know why I posted. I don’t know what I’m asking for. Maybe just comfort? Or advice?",0.9978285144566286,3.3717507898305112,3.113823529411768,88.19177218344964,85.16949152542372,6.453639082751744,22.913758723828515,7.724431198458867,1.2604177467597202,1133,42,235,22,34,383,144,295,0.16,0.7859999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9842,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,15,0,29,4,1,3,1,52,56,24,0,4,15,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,11,15,0,1,12,1,1,3,10,4,0,1,3,3,32,3,34,47,8,41,0,2,0,0,1,17,0,9,19,161,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34839442489682515,0.09442652507156556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903787308662318,0.0,0.09033677836326624,0.0,0.0,0.14860628147917065,0.0,0.05890525480158305,0.0,0.08222571596232041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853295353860687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149459722382586,0.0,0.0,0.09888688478435333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984547458887058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684555586321137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885944919547947,0.06903308159772845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219413146458247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194247375106567,0.0,0.05491752542964495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656224011270658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903237981639785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017149543059497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124231000225351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047208940705791576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415730611562945,0.0,0.0,0.1946907827845849,0.0,0.10251003623361032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206955159317752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271988395747223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134736467199847,0.10893673757522396,0.09254562034274742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190418168469303,0.09935258325081794,0.09541128331559792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559111012529934,0.0,0.08796907503961031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439113102057697,0.0,0.0,0.0683957961927029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265435550316003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671408229333125,0.33807727130850906,0.11106291983289986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510659074557162,0.0,0.20119219604021965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056995364954644724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615828722455382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565063916911803,0.0,0.062227083954216285 adhd,DanielleReddity,2019/04/23,"Support/tips for newly diagnosed. Hi everyone, I was wondering if I could please get some advice. Sorry this is a long post but just working through this. Thank you in advance for reading. I was recently diagnosed with adhd. As soon as I researched it it was like all the puzzle pieces fell into place. I have tons of ideas, I’m creative (although I flit from one thing to another), resourceful, can spot problems and overcome challenges, I’m great in a crisis and I can start many different projects that I’m excited about even though I rarely (if ever) complete them. On the flip side I find it impossible to start anything I’m not excited about which has meant 36 years of procrastination. I’ve been made redundant a few times and I’m pretty sure it’s because I can’t keep an even pace at work. In fact I know this is the case; I’m just embarrassed typing it. I have had this since school. My first memory is of being 6 yrs old and hyper focussed on a clay modelling project of a grocery market stall as my part in a larger project making a mini villag I was hyperfoccussed on the details of these stalls, the tiny carrots and peas, wonderfully immersed in making them perfect and hours, days and weeks flying by and I know my classmates and teachers are wondering why everyone else had finished and I had not. Same with middle school and all the way through to college (which I never finished- a reoccurring theme that makes me sad). I was given extension after extension on projects from teachers who believed I was bright and wanted to see me succeed, only for me to sit and procrastinate with a deep panick brewing inside, yet paralyzed to do what I knew would help. Thinking what’s wrong with me? I knew I could be an A student, why didn’t I have the discipline/motivation? Why couldn’t I just try harder? I have a thousand thoughts running through my mind, am constantly researching and going off track, I have a million tabs open and a hundred to dos. I know this is common. The thing that doesn’t make sense is the piece on organization and cleanliness. Everyone is joking about having crazy homes and clutter, there’s a common thread on missing appointments. I don’t often have that issue. I organize as a hobby. I have systems- a calendar on my fridge, as well as electronically, I fill it out methodically. Mine, my husband and my kids appointments. I use outlook, reminders, paper todo and electronic todos. I rarely miss appointments and I always know where pretty much everything is in my life- keys, phone, wallets, etc. My wardrobe is organized by colour and type and my house is tidy and clean. This sounds very dull when I type it out lol but I’m almost ocd about being tidy and organized. It’s the only way I feel calm. I’m wondering if this is many years of trying to overcome my adhd? Mood fluctuations are common for me and I work to keep on an even keel. Meditating and gratitude journals, music and other therapies I also find at some times of the month I have such trouble focussing I can’t hold a train of thought for more than a few minutes. I’m literally counting the minutes until the day is over because it’s so debilitating. Tasks that were once second nature are foreign to me. I have to fake that I’m doing work in the office because everything is mixed up. I can’t do simple math and I look at things differently, it feels like my brain has been put on backwards. Aka I couldn’t work out what century I was on the other day. I saw a sign saying ‘the bike stores biggest sale’ and I thought - oh they must have sold a really expensive bike to get to put up a sign like that. It’s like I have a broken brain. Even trips to the supermarket, I get more and more anxious at the choices and it takes me ages to just get what I need and get out. The distraction is again, debilitating . Other times I see with crystal clarity. I’m fast, switched on, smart, focussed, confident, witty, charming and perceptive. The day is a breeze and I’m really happy. I’m constantly looking for Projects to take on and I feel like I can take on the world. I never know which mind I’ll wake up to though. Lost in a maze of my mind, ? or normal/great? I’m not depressed. I’ve been struggling to regulate my emotions recently but def not depressed. There’s nothing I can link this too - diet or sleep. Does this sound like anyone else’s adhd? Can anyone relate? I just started a very low dose of concerta (18mg) and I’m seeing how it goes (no change yet). I’m obsessed with reading about this, working out if I’ve been accurately diagnosed and also how to move forward with my life, get my meds right and explain it to family and friends. I’m particularly worried about how to talk to my husband about this. I don’t know why but I’m feeling embarrassed and ashamed like I’m a lesser person. Thanks for reading. Sorry this was long. I just needed to share. I don’t know who else to turn to. 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Never hated my brain more :( Due to circumstances beyond my control I find myself out of work. I'm terrified, beyond anxious and I know the consequences of not finding another job like, now. AND YET. My ADHD brain is working overtime on ways to avoid the actual job search. I know I need to sit down at my laptop, search the sites, send my CV etc etc. So why have I spent all day playing tappitytap games on my phone? Every night I go to bed determined not to repeat the same day but yet, here I am. I can't talk to anyone irl about this because oh my god, don't I KNOW how important it is to find a job and why don't I CARE because if I cared I'd do something about it, etc etc. I'm a mid-30s professional so I'm not a teen who doesn't understand how the world works. I've lost two jobs due to my ADHD (which has really shattered my confidence) and now my stupid brain is stopping me even trying. I. Just. Don't. Want. To. Do. It. Even writing that made me feel sick. I feel like a lazy slob who can't do this very easy thing everyone else in the world does. Help? How do I make myself do the work I need to do?",0.17575630252100893,2.384849306722693,2.2518907563025223,94.05707983193277,87.44537815126051,5.5848739495798325,19.004201680672267,7.021680442328713,0.24510756302521,877,25,198,13,28,293,131,238,0.151,0.7509999999999999,0.098,-0.9246,5,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,6,17,9,2,1,11,0,18,4,3,6,2,35,38,11,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,9,2,1,2,10,4,0,1,3,2,29,5,23,35,7,27,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,14,122,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.08943961780590198,0.0,0.22029698557775004,0.08956176109021298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961056363300544,0.0,0.10354123580782933,0.0,0.06408555819414967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117410251727276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30694349991696,0.0,0.0,0.18689166170968927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279607078470107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821655901980126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802057193432406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656390216332876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088670536647763,0.1210712221363765,0.0,0.07722118318662986,0.08757789029376077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268451449480793,0.0654765634623435,0.0,0.0,0.2513061704598423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208822720594487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048786769867047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143273800006292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547548142779302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110944927689854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955356274330037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004952922234524,0.0,0.0,0.08672381043799754,0.06117875464847269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591833308488535,0.07068805727899861,0.0,0.0,0.08600966142191355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871493763354784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055857131929913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662559293174018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366680680790197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088984767374439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222603046343336,0.0,0.08953117370766411,0.09541348355937487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562291014378211,0.054059018432041465,0.07274948748209592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540424908213533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668964428364249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doremi_done,2019/04/23,"I could cry I could cry from happiness for finding this subreddit. There are so many different things I’ve faced throughout my life that I never realized were due to my recently diagnosed adhd. I always thought it was the stereotypical “can’t sit still” “can’t focus” “problem child” disorder, but it is so so much more than that. And no mom and dad I can’t just mentally tough it out. I have struggled for so long with anxiety, depression, insomnia, rejection sensitivity, intrusive thoughts, obsessions, forgotten memories, derealization, the list goes on. I just chalked all that up to being low key crazy so I never told anyone about my struggles till I was at my breaking point each time. But finding this subreddit has made me realize that I’m not alone. That all the things I’ve dealt with are not because I’m crazy but because I have adhd. I’m not crazy! Okay maybe I am a little crazy but I’m not CRAZY crazy. I might be crying now. Thank you guys for creating such an amazing community. I really truly am so grateful. For once things are making more sense to me now. I better know why I act the way I do and can start working on bettering myself instead of hiding my problems away in shame/embarrassment. I have always lived life to the extreme. My parents often joke there’s never a dull moment in my life and I know why that is because of you guys. Thank you ♥️",3.4987499999999976,5.763828647727276,4.746212121212121,80.6268181818182,75.02272727272728,8.33939393939394,28.04545454545455,9.075114841892004,2.5786318181818184,1089,45,202,26,24,359,152,264,0.21899999999999997,0.648,0.133,-0.9684,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,3,17,18,0,3,8,1,24,6,1,2,5,39,38,15,0,4,10,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,14,8,0,0,8,1,0,1,11,10,0,0,7,0,31,8,24,26,6,28,0,4,0,0,10,11,0,2,13,139,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731547193058026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656641450165827,0.0,0.0,0.17123091504609222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871308304291408,0.0,0.0,0.0719453787674595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667163032281488,0.0,0.0,0.18816837848772952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200150191012035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430383458194045,0.0,0.3390703333324633,0.0,0.0,0.08862183745632356,0.104434520576509,0.0,0.10750158535803768,0.1179246213369518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880852007827627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037610622877088,0.0,0.10953181747030326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309491945785625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218029714902563,0.0,0.10312610476659008,0.09085665765102376,0.091057321270007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736011616246916,0.0686820681559992,0.10431764343602126,0.1033701367458247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103692232693682,0.10915351758101816,0.0,0.12050737434455193,0.0,0.0,0.07563840511290743,0.0,0.23807293867361665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957799274736307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425081878699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972674144118142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969099595323771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659160744852339,0.0,0.10159470792774916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728283982377537,0.0,0.08217071203533974,0.0,0.0,0.215132808526148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946062932800556,0.0,0.0,0.2050731839165146,0.0,0.0,0.1633715534200801,0.05999790318647308,0.0,0.0,0.09831894527236608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167190205601974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569037526223486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490753850259481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RedHive,2019/04/23,"Nice thing my therapist taught me that made me shine up a bit I was in a group meeting with other people with adhd and my therapist, and we spoke about the common thing of always forgetting peoples names. She said ""the thing is, you didn't forget the persons name. You never learned it in the first place."" And idk I just thought it was very nice and also correct, and the way it touched me kind of helped me feel a bit better about that (often embarrassing) flaw of mine.",6.7635869565217375,6.3023299239130495,6.336000000000002,82.40900000000002,64.97826086956522,9.099130434782607,30.35652173913044,8.238735603445708,1.963327826086956,371,11,74,4,5,115,62,92,0.015,0.872,0.113,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,8,0,4,0,0,1,2,20,10,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,5,13,4,10,2,2,8,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,3,54,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258482488292973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028283475282167,0.1563679053587603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662035948249955,0.4103288902363467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502007137023752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598481433290883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259615628576677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569403145140427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781832709020878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493865095555208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056581796660144,0.16408807541627174,0.1963406867347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875885314068451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363887283430164,0.3745452648623106,0.0,0.0,0.14919074395314774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505706337793396,0.0,0.14916540331198902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,paintedsky219,2019/04/23,Nursing students Any nursing students here ? What are your tips,5.561999999999998,8.856965199999998,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,97.0,2.0,45.0,3.1291,3.187000000000001,52,4,6,0,2,14,8,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brandalyn426,2019/04/23,"Struggling with meds I can't seem to find a medication that doesn't put me in a fog. When I first started on Vyvanse (I've since been switched to dexedrine) it was like a whole new world opened up. I could focus and complete tasks, I could retain information... I just want to go back to that, but eventually it didn't work as well anymore and they switched my meds. I've switched from one stim to another and always seem to have the same issue - it doesn't do much for the ADHD and it puts me in a fog. I'm about to lose my job because my tendency to become distracted has gotten old. I feel like a failure. I just want that clarity back I'm not sure what advice I'm looking for, I think I just want to feel like someone understands what I'm going through. Thanks for reading ❤",2.739596153846154,4.285659575,3.812500000000004,89.65019230769232,75.125,6.9230769230769225,26.68269230769231,7.61054688173877,1.2965961538461537,612,23,133,8,13,198,96,160,0.11199999999999999,0.764,0.124,0.0093,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,8,9,0,2,7,0,11,1,0,0,1,27,30,7,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,8,1,0,4,5,3,1,2,4,3,15,6,21,24,3,17,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,2,10,81,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330627275156395,0.1327843624037854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306645030225225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142486318805659,0.0,0.0,0.13476050648946086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089729588211985,0.0,0.08283368148020576,0.15007330415534922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247188555034046,0.0,0.0,0.21698478154167186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741415992815212,0.1941512454847956,0.0,0.0,0.12419559868128326,0.1155829395562925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445212229174696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182768864217066,0.13484399442106426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915831128887845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410841431038335,0.1520195415609898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187318750176395,0.1368889273345171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989044291841907,0.0,0.0,0.13123770316148986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258749678107405,0.0,0.09207857770008712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732020885465985,0.0,0.0,0.13592086453849314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740754849408006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240472539864396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513415050733465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617945997339383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205555694810135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806914893963986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251038156537449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706903963362855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146013237048924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404438749515898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217611806703135,0.0,0.0,0.15170973643407007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892523761947826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reflectivejuly,2019/04/23,"How to cope while waiting for diagnosis. Hello. I’m a final-year Ph. D. student and I recently started pursuing an ADHD diagnosis. I have had some preliminary screeners and been put forward by my university’s disability services to see a psychologist for “diagnosis as a specific learning disability” towards the end of May. If I am diagnosed my doctor will then put me on the waiting list to see a psychiatrist for a medical diagnosis. This means that if I am diagnosed with ADHD I probably won’t be able to access medication if at all until well after my funding runs out and I have to graduate or drop out. I’m really struggling and have been for years. It’s clear that even if I don’t have ADHD I have significant and severe overlap with ADHD symptoms. I used to chalk these things up to depression, laziness, lack of motivation, etc. I like my research and I’m interested in my field but I struggle to start work, focus while I’m working, and to do the things which would support me getting my research completed (like getting to sleep on time, waking up, eating a healthy diet, consistent exercise, etc.) It’s debilitating. My self-esteem is completely destroyed and my degree is in serious trouble. Even if I complete it there’s probably no way that I could stay in academia not just because of the struggles I have been having but because of the external perception of me as irresponsible, lazy, stupid, etc. It’s extremely demoralising. But I want to finish this degree because I know it will be a lifelong regret if I don’t. It’s hanging by a thread at this point. So, since I can’t expect a prescription to help me get my act together any time soon I was wondering if anyone had any good tips (especially beyond the generic) on how to get into a routine, focus on my work, and generally function a little better. I had some success a couple of years ago when I was regularly working out and used to-do lists and schedules to keep me somewhat on track but even though I know these things help it seems impossible for me to be able to do them consistently again. I feel like I am banging my head against a brick wall by trying to make myself do them again. Does anyone know a good way of building a routine like this again? Is there a good baby-steps approach to getting my life back together without constantly getting derailed by insomnia, lack of motivation, exhaustion, etc? I so badly want to start living my life with more purpose and reflection and I’m so frustrated that I can’t seem to, and a lot of advice seems to be for people without ADHD. I guess what I’m asking for is what works for you personally. Any ideas and personal stories (especially ones beyond “use a to-do list!” and maybe advice for how to do that) would be so appreciated. I feel so tired and overwhelmed all the time and like despite all my tiredness and overwhelm I’m still not getting any of the things I want done. Thanks guys.",6.246625482625482,6.986328390990996,7.369420849420853,70.47081081081082,65.990990990991,10.306821106821108,35.676962676962674,10.290406445055957,3.872404375804377,2327,110,406,55,35,789,254,555,0.115,0.753,0.133,0.8199,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,1,2,9,25,28,3,5,27,0,43,17,3,9,4,90,86,47,0,17,17,0,2,5,0,6,12,0,0,3,25,26,2,3,16,1,1,7,10,14,1,1,9,4,53,14,74,65,14,60,0,4,2,0,10,24,0,18,32,297,78,16,0.12539726752166444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37675786794710064,0.12253675852873505,0.05557855580989095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054888394052106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768068508284223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058614758872964,0.0,0.0,0.048211379206386296,0.05235074026661312,0.11466151557877377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545184641102792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721497382041825,0.06775494899774605,0.0,0.050059757223762096,0.06937484570928737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400224138499676,0.12727558694274474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417470842280522,0.054867996922741136,0.06416247083801664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415635506840937,0.0,0.0,0.05553237957164925,0.0,0.2797022011146616,0.12423556882239448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634046262252675,0.04479191648651793,0.0,0.06868328859998526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293021384455098,0.0,0.0,0.1577659178461672,0.0,0.0,0.06906961379402941,0.062081504888381565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434688679489177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405114515881675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077912581204854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572942651483275,0.0,0.0,0.10337258821207387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857179848832772,0.15315692712610804,0.06284050255045223,0.05536404230303511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330413629909851,0.0,0.0,0.04185182489822565,0.0,0.06298920488191519,0.06829719289987328,0.0,0.12632455456644254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248621688973552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434673381555369,0.10949205720183212,0.0,0.0,0.05927047489339213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135199463376992,0.0,0.0,0.12605888881696456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040166350277462376,0.0,0.061907336819285036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992538697581042,0.17123544413958672,0.06540834907647593,0.0708316096931755,0.0,0.05186495775676422,0.0,0.0627439139642949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313524705204194,0.06682840127037444,0.050071209912527566,0.0,0.0,0.1966386760191073,0.0,0.0,0.07114966657936697,0.0,0.06516788735560275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057724478139864525,0.0,0.0,0.16661674514715222,0.0,0.061601089331666414,0.0,0.10968023266499298,0.07206285616645254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256825667719411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245446619655754,0.0,0.0,0.11094383597317477,0.09953451419633788,0.0,0.0,0.056373601554196434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087849107895775,0.06799399376897049,0.22822676057504965,0.0,0.0,0.08907862102402142,0.0,0.0,0.12112759345956152 adhd,Iamasleepiamasleep,2019/04/23,"In school going off medication - got any tips for the transition? I’m a college student currently transitioning off adderall (medical reasons) and having a lot of trouble keeping up. Did you go off/not have medications while in school and have tips or things that helped you? I’m trying to not get extremely discouraged but my grades have tanked from straight A’s to barely passing so any advice or personal insight would be appreciated. For what it’s worth, I’ve been well managed on adderall since teen years so I don’t have a huge background of coping skills to draw on.",6.75878706199461,7.983534716981133,6.791185983827492,73.34424528301888,65.0377358490566,9.830727762803237,35.89757412398922,9.957137785484203,3.73716873315364,464,22,79,10,7,148,78,106,0.017,0.8220000000000001,0.161,0.937,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,10,3,0,1,0,12,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,15,12,1,15,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,3,3,49,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413798435308527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27020476924168585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379685363724493,0.0,0.2258174317966313,0.0,0.1588945148439961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316428555497314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658698765409075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890209440887746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6004172468479201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347094490712928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426580601126115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021292094390781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434184286170644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198749277652266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488386094034438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786281522028218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411294385635354,0.0,0.0,0.12793693977286452 adhd,johnqnorml,2019/04/23,"Niche complaint, but since I was diagnosed and take Adderall I can't get my pilot's license??!! I have to bitch to someone about this. I didn't get diagnosed until my late 30s, I had developed a ton of coping mechanisms for my fairly mild ADD. I started taking Adderall XR and it was a game changer for my motivation and ability to lock in on doing tasks. One of my long term goals was to get my pilot's license. Basically once I wanted to focus on one hobby, stop the rec drugs, and put all my effort towards that I was going to get it. Well I hit that point this year, and started the preparation and planning only to find out yesterday that if I'm taking Adderall that's a hard no on getting my medical certificate! You can opt to stop taking the meds and go through a VERY thorough exam process and get certified (if you pass of course) that costs about $7k on average! That'll basically doubly the cost of getting my pilot's license! I'm just pissed and bummed out that the faa has taken this stance on mental health, especially considering ANY previous DX of depression will also put you in the same boat. It sucks to have these choices put in front of me, and to know that my one life long plan has just been yanked out from under me. There are a few other options, like getting a light sport pilot's license which comes with a shit ton of restrictions, but that isn't enough. Only low and slow 2 seat aircraft, daytime flights only, and lots of other fun parts of flying taken away. It's frustrating.",5.8231681681681655,6.157745851351353,6.45036036036036,78.10605105105108,66.83783783783784,9.280480480480481,31.647147147147145,9.150863307647796,2.668092192192192,1196,45,225,20,18,392,166,296,0.152,0.789,0.059000000000000004,-0.9863,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,0,5,7,10,5,0,13,0,18,9,2,1,1,35,43,18,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,20,18,0,3,3,2,2,8,4,7,1,3,9,2,24,3,41,31,9,36,0,2,0,0,4,16,4,4,13,148,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877357115044061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548968342058035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429627363299923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956241159746916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561158096060922,0.2253428704658575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873478217028764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147016019886684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145988798187787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639794711614053,0.0,0.1261775392419408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944193919192357,0.0,0.0,0.11799699577931995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100744668777364,0.0,0.12522258372384604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840868698041002,0.0542332153704434,0.0,0.0,0.1964783104154033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437557798688972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330557650138835,0.11182952842766568,0.11187060193899068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822058113192485,0.2256669868701892,0.253281224157414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021154191047285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049390481488004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478303894834804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394877609602345,0.0918274960519907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405726239414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714497677329795,0.0,0.0,0.1856163912212809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338587352899656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159375567275793,0.06547577337025615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981010104031818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714859260875061 adhd,UrbaneKoala,2019/04/23,"Jitteriness, and slight nausea, after waking up 2-3 hours early? Does anyone else feel jittery, queasy, and especially anxious if they wake up a few hours earlier than normal? I think it may be ADHD-related because it feels similar to ""inner restlessness"" which is more of a canonical symptom. Thanks for your thoughts!",7.282272727272726,9.308521181818186,7.579772727272727,65.2096590909091,64.45454545454545,10.590909090909092,35.56818181818181,10.686352973137794,4.5761818181818175,255,12,36,7,4,83,50,55,0.09300000000000001,0.8540000000000001,0.053,-0.306,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,9,8,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108018630310963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924200423413049,0.0,0.18098974282459146,0.2652162661852531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778889954971478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651612822059602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162309473876608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261758607008104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098183985719579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536121616571022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26903802500559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383087778875545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658567831724799,0.0,0.20549322239254103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JeepDee2404,2019/04/23,"Do the Concerta stomach aches ever go away? I was just prescribed this medication and have been on it for about a week. The headaches and dry mouth has kind of went away, but the stomach aches have not. Anyone else have this experience?",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,73.54545454545455,7.127272727272729,26.90909090909091,8.07648339933343,1.6714727272727274,188,7,36,3,4,57,35,44,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,4,3,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064808899881173,0.3025701336806134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548888506146906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466855732418424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671160976682983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888604328449686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782600970414266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075099010667541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29748406310451736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687215054541624,0.0,0.0,0.2737464083831176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,somewhatweirddude,2019/04/23,"This could explain a lot Hello I’m a new to reddit (this is my first post so sorry if it’s bad). Anyways, I just found this sub (its really cool that there is one for ADHD)and started to read a couple of posts and it sparked some curiosity. I’m 17 and in my senior year of high school. I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD since 3rd grade. I took medication for it up until about 7-8th grade when me and my parents decided I should stop taking it and become better at functioning normally. This has been okay but at times I still struggle pretty greatly from it and certain symptoms. Anyways my actual question is what are some other things that can be explained by ADHD?. How can I start to cope and work on becoming a better adult when dealing with it? I’ve never done any research on it or had anyone else in my life to ask for advice. So any kinda of answer or too would be so much appreciated!!",3.0345996275605245,4.81219070949721,4.621541899441343,83.18300186219741,74.86592178770951,7.007970204841714,24.782495344506522,7.793537801064563,1.3833259590316571,703,23,136,10,15,236,121,179,0.033,0.847,0.12,0.9508,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,13,8,0,1,4,2,16,4,0,1,2,31,26,17,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,17,8,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,6,1,11,6,23,15,4,24,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,8,13,100,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.12135450322691545,0.0,0.4483588800411445,0.1215202310995706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913406261979658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695331296638678,0.12741845276686833,0.0,0.0,0.11625701756127108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383290910932008,0.0,0.2746850950321585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199673394881199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928895361131056,0.137598666462402,0.0,0.0,0.12820661700352054,0.0,0.12621974764404187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272603972517655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388432486718198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577800933619537,0.0,0.13635104294513314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710404274860735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313900089348888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783703396791079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572388301116144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527660474113644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914167111875118,0.0,0.09591179262175416,0.12010477535498144,0.0,0.0,0.12184346648872953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426752848658756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808374315133265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381992806106199,0.12651578651108458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393083118468211,0.0,0.12439066295882027,0.0,0.07966628506822993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585593341189905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286940389554172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920749164457294,0.17604106374299275,0.0,0.09931166897284294,0.10396802885360222,0.0,0.13000494784783004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925454903177586,0.09350099523881572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261727182293703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725135726918988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381652140041848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053338450007292,0.0,0.0,0.08833965205903263,0.0,0.0,0.08008183735489201 adhd,necknickolas,2019/04/23,"Is the side effects worth the productivity? I’m in my final year of high school and only last year have I have been diagnosed with ADD. Although I was still receiving good grades before taking the medication, after being prescribed 5mg dexamphetamine, I’ve noticed significant improvements and my concentration has gotten significantly better. At the start of this year my dose was increased to 10mg and I have still maintained the same productivity but during this part of my life a lot of events have occurred which have caused me to become highly depressed although I believe the medication has had a significant impact. Normally I have the ability to counteract sad thoughts and maintain stability and happiness although recently, especially when I’m coming down, I begin to constantly feel down and also become angry or petty over things that wouldn’t normally impact me. I also begin to make assumptions upon things that occur and although I know they’re not true, I basically convince myself that something worse has happened which effects my mood and my relationships with others. I’m considering trying to hop off of the medication completely but don’t know if it is worth the risk in this last part of my schooling. I am considering moving down to 5mg again although feel that it will no longer be effective. So just wondering if anyone knows any coping mechanisms or if it’s worth sacrificing happiness to maintain good grades? Sorry if this is stupid but really struggling with what to do. Thanks for any help.",10.109712153518124,10.078269992537317,9.75183368869936,59.24231343283583,58.02985074626866,12.7317697228145,39.665245202558644,12.031772070788634,5.209417057569297,1250,55,183,34,14,406,152,268,0.134,0.716,0.15,0.1957,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,14,1,2,11,0,23,6,0,5,1,42,42,26,0,7,11,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,17,13,0,0,10,0,3,4,4,5,0,0,6,2,20,8,29,32,5,33,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,8,17,136,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429334348416534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821245953524773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619733234018518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070700426505506,0.0927290640226793,0.12277666726986615,0.0,0.09637887217386312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194657744135236,0.0,0.09387167078534198,0.11425743224563326,0.11776245501721845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385936549286177,0.1106065741606097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020131450449476,0.0,0.0,0.1193759688972604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280486841118665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636557312885227,0.2320102400067998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304314553642513,0.2302745654064212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966820061723845,0.17765712360637384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769717385192247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264601399615972,0.0,0.0,0.07274116090220592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293402894125652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582238627252847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354326345474334,0.0,0.12406791072541437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287983091526772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360169957504204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981169770953344,0.0,0.10759892930713252,0.11699756657445992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057552629139765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389370491207017,0.0,0.1219877557648146,0.07713253803641668,0.0,0.1740539604030367,0.0,0.0,0.11392355137588475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193507717301372,0.0,0.0,0.10032885214870932,0.0,0.0,0.14479530459213827,0.0,0.0,0.08651338532192522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398636536906318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817793018965722,0.0,0.0,0.11105407499858608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052754060223786 adhd,bigboybrowning,2019/04/23,"My daily routine is fucked, and I'm becoming increasingly disappointed in myself. I need help but no one else understands what its it's like. To begin, I was diagnosed with ADHD around 16. Currently, I'm a 20 y/o student studying psychology at the u of m. Because of school, and being a self-supporting student, I also have 2 part time jobs. Suffice to say that sometimes shit in my life can hit the fan real quick. In order to help remind me of things I need to do in my constantly changing life, I began to utilize my reminder app. While it first started with 5 or 6 ones that occur weekly, I now have around 34 reminders which is not good. While I initially set them up to remind me to do various things throughout my day (e.g, going somewhere to study, homework, etc.), I've ultimately begun skipping them. For example, I was working one of my final papers last night, and my reminder for studying Spanish came up. I saw it, and said to myself ""yeah I'll get to it in like 15 minutes"". I ended up forgetting it, spending most of my night editing my essay, and now I'm cramming for my Spanish exam today. I feel like a piece of shit because I've ultimately failed myself as a result. Then in turn, I make an additional reminder, and the cycle continues. I'm becoming increasingly resentful towards myself, since it ultimately comes down to myself. I want to know if anyone else has this issue, and how you've delt with it. Open to any and all reccomendations, as well as hearing some of your stories.",5.0587370242214575,6.200020505190313,6.418510380622838,74.78209083044983,68.86159169550173,8.824982698961938,32.443079584775084,9.120678840339163,2.9942579930795854,1182,52,208,22,20,401,172,289,0.099,0.816,0.085,-0.794,2,0,0,1,0,0,46.0,0,1,2,3,8,11,4,0,8,1,11,6,2,3,1,35,35,19,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,15,17,0,0,3,0,1,5,2,6,1,4,6,5,33,5,43,27,9,45,0,2,1,1,8,15,3,4,26,143,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426250207184166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490484221750188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070348417028604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298074566223251,0.12159718659379845,0.0,0.21129290668395967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468710035737345,0.2621357741352643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357332819775637,0.0,0.0,0.12554305926044226,0.102228529517945,0.0,0.1282461738255672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653595048175726,0.0,0.0,0.12045324576477302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827648760039127,0.0,0.10511136542557242,0.0,0.13235467531950298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060005954077991225,0.0847818792971324,0.0,0.13000332963129127,0.0,0.10094541300315016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971368887369126,0.0620031079240223,0.0,0.06744608388489738,0.09953947090774028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375603723607238,0.0,0.15909151924288478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386650365725775,0.11776723070102743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522101146729725,0.09673646134517998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764818560124747,0.17393672511914654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921689101992532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599292174974124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273804083360813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412529934874437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851412047401245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350788252598486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288768128576787,0.09437560814026584,0.0,0.12010605282598973,0.0,0.0,0.12380454312767852,0.0,0.24363761592837266,0.09816969072105644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737321254147175,0.0,0.08399920738047734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467167554169646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768560360884298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920070239224034,0.0,0.11249060164061088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908498481715425,0.0,0.12354549503964332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699979493924215,0.0,0.0951944157156936,0.0,0.10670362550687253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639725729651894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RC-RX,2019/04/23,I just think it’s such BS! Last week I go and get a blood work and a urine drug screen done for my doctor to get my Ritalin filled for my ADD. Now I have to wait for her to send a authorization to my insurance company to pay for the Ritalin.. and she’s taking her time with it.. what the hell,0.4619270833333324,2.096739671875003,2.7668750000000024,94.22395833333336,81.96875,7.3916666666666675,18.479166666666664,8.344100000000001,0.5211229166666671,225,5,57,5,6,77,42,64,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.7424,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,5,0,2,6,2,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,10,7,0,7,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,4,36,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36168789240051097,0.0,0.36161892151838254,0.0,0.0,0.4097955665399024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692411775629594,0.0,0.20082760582087664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880426973446041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656893251108164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642442863575965,0.0,0.0,0.20605216169813187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834510989300127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572566609198702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GoldDustWoman97,2019/04/23,"I forgot one thing at work, and it was the most important! I've been doing so well on concerta lately, I cleaned my car (it was horrid - think receipts from 2017 and icing mashed into the floor), I've been productive at work. And then now I just realised I forgot a crucial step at the end of the day yesterday at work and feel like I've failed. I'm taking it hard because I've felt so much success as of late! I'm dreading going back to work to have to face my manager whom I respect to tell her, yet again; "" I'm so sorry, I forgot"".",5.271458333333335,4.296113705357143,6.440000000000001,82.13833333333334,68.19642857142857,9.252380952380953,30.273809523809533,8.344100000000001,2.0168702380952386,413,13,89,5,6,140,70,112,0.115,0.7559999999999999,0.129,0.39299999999999996,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,9,6,0,1,5,0,6,1,1,0,0,13,17,9,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,8,3,9,4,14,9,2,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,11,56,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686879846382887,0.0,0.12436078006871057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156764468569968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806896588033714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315207422740943,0.14574264905496584,0.19587872263964426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594188540358125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827502103364456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602575875001572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966752053217444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996862605596153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382404300494187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228369145941068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338788290106126,0.0,0.17831111913925282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355331928137701,0.1307194548784967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342680268549572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940781333873566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ajamacicarus,2019/04/23,"How to study for exams when you can't focus I've got my national exams starting next week, and for the most part I'm confident, however I'm not able to study for as long as others due to my attention span. At the moment I find that I come home from school exhausted, sit down to revise, but I just can't achieve anything, I'll try so hard to focus that I end up getting really frustrated or getting a headache. Is there any sort of method or preparation that people have used for exam revision which they find they can actually do after a long day?",15.57054054054054,6.4951707387387385,14.360720720720725,58.004324324324344,57.82882882882883,18.40360360360361,50.51351351351353,13.5591,6.244372972972973,436,15,87,10,3,146,80,111,0.085,0.894,0.021,-0.7819,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,5,2,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,0,14,14,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,17,13,2,18,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,11,53,14,5,0.2150713804189698,0.0,0.20987864286930796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625591379678754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698542081557286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526495050945851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387032479588597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048940648346072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931426907127219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247318390500805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201223006555758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926617125310969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573413040872005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806628075382752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873085300718804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329013464407223,0.0,0.1491034151702605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778023351383215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766371909700047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522286300268668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146019349648292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857526190730015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251728846641562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hardwarejunkie9,2019/04/23,"Surviving Grad School, Writing, and ADHD Saw a post on Twitter asking for how to organize a dissertation or other large writing project, [so I wrote up the 6 biggest lessons ](http://www.eccentriccog.net/2019/04/surviving-grad-school-writing-and-adhd/)that helped me survive. Mainly it's about managing your energy levels, giving yourself credit for the work you've done instead of focusing on your missteps, and providing just enough structure to make your life easier without having to waste all your time organizing and reorganizing.",18.80346153846154,17.058823705128205,14.065384615384614,40.5296153846154,42.717948717948715,16.04102564102564,52.92307692307693,14.06817628641468,7.638738461538463,451,21,49,11,3,129,66,78,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,4,5,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,13,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,11,4,3,7,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,1,36,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682174295855681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210035307560575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419208552570678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442659879392757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267779010989523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584549710802989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697740097983466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779986557887934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264073306833089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785019645970152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784764076026287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278826513541825,0.0,0.17210313876551064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BeepBoopdlcy,2019/04/23,"Should I ask my doctor about ADHD if I have ASD? I know the rules say avoid this, but I have to ask. I got a mental doctor(forgot the word) for depression a while back, and at some point told me he was noticing signs of asd. I am 17 if that matters. I have since been diagnosed with it. However I have noticed recently that I also have a lot of the symptoms of ADHD(not hyperactivity though) so much so that I am very much suspecting have it. However, I still see him every few months and I'm not sure if I should mention it. Surely if I had ADHD he would have noticed that too? I'm also very shy and I don't want to ask him because he might think it's just the autism which I don't think it is. (I display many symptoms that only appear in ADHD for example as a child I was so zoned out that my teacher thought I may have carbon monoxide poisoning, I constantly fidgit with things, pick them up and put them down randomly, constantly get distracted, and pretty much all of the symptoms I've seen EXCEPT I'm not hyperactive, aggressive, and not impulsive except any amount of alcohol will make me very impulsive) Sorry for jumbled sentences I'm in class, this is bugging me, and I don't have time to edit it. Thank you in advance.",3.2536585365853625,4.930700747967482,4.7484634146341484,82.92610975609756,74.04065040650406,8.009430894308943,27.340650406504068,8.697196308434329,2.074649430894309,968,37,192,19,20,324,136,246,0.109,0.826,0.064,-0.8967,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,11,8,2,2,9,0,26,7,0,2,3,45,46,20,0,8,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,16,10,1,1,5,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,8,3,30,3,24,32,8,19,0,1,2,0,15,8,0,10,8,138,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701829885954901,0.0,0.0,0.10452659596820617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643342984716052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651253262947675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431075281383177,0.0,0.0,0.07520801915526269,0.0,0.0596226147019773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113905715193201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424155606757595,0.0992726710825904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002204782271153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240713461954098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051100442333119216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822568515623163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053752507688426224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315253721897874,0.0,0.0,0.06528734295598643,0.09916157078873483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985670720102368,0.10375842382873496,0.0,0.0,0.07806910569789258,0.0,0.21569955424320825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340638561537116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438709910574384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245981103426462,0.0,0.0,0.09950550762064522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832366840463208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657322088680972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778054170017247,0.0,0.0,0.07794000650346766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090747040775209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948761812800598,0.0,0.0,0.07810928822649663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843650405484628,0.3049786876807879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004811165193548,0.0,0.0,0.06497903382400355,0.1253423416605612,0.09609548581068847,0.07764832163442484,0.05703240725189475,0.0,0.0,0.09345936823696452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421045785382019,0.05768946583689232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947972394255374,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ellowellsmileyface,2019/04/23,"Sooo how do you guys deal with racing thoughts like all the time? And NOT forget most of them? 🙄 I feel like I’m always in racing thoughts mode. And I’ll get so many ideas— things I need to do, want to do, how to do them etc etc. I’ll type in my question to google or start doing something I need to do, only to get started and distracted by something else I need to do/get an answer too!!!!😡 I’ve tried many times to make lists, white down ideas etc as they come to me in my notes on my phone and it like defeats the purpose because I get into the whole “oh what else should I put on this list/write down while I’m thinking about it” mode and distract myself then realize some time later and at that point the list/thought is like a mile long and unfinished still. Or I end up with like 500 open tabs on my phone internet. Ugh it’s like exhausting Any tips help idk I’m struggling",1.1332795698924762,3.053425016129033,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,81.09677419354837,5.208602150537635,20.010752688172047,6.139981653823899,-0.2024279569892471,687,18,161,5,18,216,113,186,0.087,0.795,0.11800000000000001,0.6998,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,1,6,12,0,3,6,0,8,1,0,3,1,35,26,15,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,17,6,26,23,7,27,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,5,17,88,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218803502202024,0.0,0.0,0.08351523765121306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486403899188761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579022733901584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661206053539012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518454875695846,0.0,0.10877350282470544,0.0,0.4108979535592555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062096594302385136,0.08773572629251426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566533203182363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216015376871376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231717734656366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386379172085313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35999355130562405,0.0,0.0,0.10868327991409844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197685078329202,0.2490208032348664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27318691694613284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934027921415719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609546030563787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345830490767945,0.137575679203425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909078832217951,0.0,0.0,0.17385157131733858,0.0,0.09807649041636383,0.0,0.0,0.12838802482681294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158972809513601,0.07869190239571595,0.0,0.2924930585928209,0.21483507801438964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338015449068653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243671619270743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711335076376233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wolftjie,2019/04/23,"sweaty and thirsty and weird I often have days where I am really thirsty and I drink a lot of water, which makes me have to pee every 20 minutes. In addition to that I sweat so much that it runs down my torso, even though I am kind of cold and I never sweat like that when I'm hot and exercising. Also, my hands and feet are dripping with sweat and I have weird moods and brain fog. That mostly happens on weekends. I'm quite sure this has to do with my ADHD, does anybody else experience this and can someone tell me what to do about it? &#x200B; tl;dr I have weird sweaty days and it's hella annoying",1.9223170731707315,4.067177430894308,2.9896138211382137,91.88490853658541,79.56910569105692,5.726016260162603,20.819105691056908,6.816661863887847,0.31107642276422753,476,13,101,5,12,152,78,123,0.087,0.8909999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.6818,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,1,0,11,10,7,1,2,19,15,14,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,13,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,13,3,12,15,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509608985786944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669931710607495,0.0,0.2262562371132164,0.25373899315444426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311203086454396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26934307612683944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827396715823533,0.0,0.0,0.20456396971646476,0.0,0.0,0.1744422025131959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792355178932852,0.0,0.17593974307911664,0.0,0.0,0.20426589792906646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465871749526225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745375593614472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201883842414257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753118224808015,0.0,0.0,0.1393888817882843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350662832386613,0.0,0.16105475367259356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222105631190936,0.0,0.0,0.13377535302957333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693239446087744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681025202868616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251776662612032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051644576971654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373899315444426,0.0 adhd,UCSBalumni300,2019/04/23,"Do I have ADHD? - I procrastinate on every single important thing - I have a voice in my head - my sleeping schedule is fucked up - addicted to coffee - can’t focus in class - can’t emgage my brain in hard classes - sometimes sometimes zone out in convos",3.238695652173909,6.036465478260872,4.671913043478263,77.95352173913045,79.0,6.288695652173913,26.591304347826085,7.554174236665415,1.97715304347826,196,8,31,3,5,65,35,46,0.13,0.83,0.04,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30644941377460044,0.33783740966608977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138097014925376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368457691847468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25987998646588834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181771766208344,0.0,0.2884980965801043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813111970495813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560463639473879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867557865951865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SleepingLucarlio,2019/04/23,"I overreacted again and did something I regret terribly I don’t know where to start, I’m still pretty emotional. I’ve been on vyvanse for a couple months now and it’s helped me a lot, no complaints! Tonight I (F23) got in a fight with my older brother (M29). We have never gotten along. He has pretty severe mental disabilities from his birth mom but he’s just an ass. He’s an asshole to my parents who bend over backwards for him, he’s an ass to my little sister, and he tried to be an ass to me tonight. Long story short I confronted him on his behavior (calling my mom a dumb old bitch) and he attacked me. Nothing crazy just tried to choke me. My dad immediately ripped him off me and my brother ran out the door. I went downstairs. I was so angry and sad. It consumed me. I remember a part of me tried so hard to say “it’s ok, calm down, stop thinking, calm down” but I couldn’t do it. I coped in an unhealthy way, giving myself some brands. Physical pain often knocks me back to reality. The second I calmed down I started crying because I immediately regretted what I did. If feels like all the progress I made the last couple months just went down the drain. I’m so disappointed with myself. I’m ashamed I can’t control my emotions and that I act impulsively. Now I’m gonna have to get tattoos to cover up these stupid to be scars. God damn it. How do you guys cope when you know you’re overreacting or stop yourself from doing something impulsive?",1.9201030927835063,4.244045804123714,3.4802852233676984,87.38743814432993,80.64948453608247,6.079312714776632,24.13298969072165,7.3011,1.086943092783505,1143,42,231,16,30,377,170,291,0.27899999999999997,0.626,0.096,-0.9967,1,0,2,0,1,0,36.0,1,2,0,2,15,19,7,1,15,1,15,4,3,3,2,37,34,16,0,4,7,7,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,9,12,0,3,5,0,0,4,5,14,0,1,10,3,42,5,31,20,4,42,0,4,0,3,28,17,6,5,21,145,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106074929898826,0.0,0.0953435119245901,0.0,0.07558541681675751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266114447032111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906949297048188,0.0,0.2743933709440056,0.13620127186674144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27895247694069264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269494708608331,0.0885811336235712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478159759641343,0.11894606831681885,0.0,0.0,0.0991690996422222,0.0,0.0,0.12277327052360786,0.0,0.0,0.1110740123533994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311037241249015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628740433085768,0.10107142563633466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057706519977485,0.1242742751377796,0.0,0.1097305344988084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541502107016808,0.0,0.11732584965568026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249564994682131,0.0,0.0,0.2904398770674413,0.197941198123638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563159573918052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897531213019355,0.0,0.13011054421903234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319380532576988,0.0,0.1376803450570265,0.1342731085062096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229236613201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046070614519976,0.0,0.0,0.09860477763390936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007760272754474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091283671042603,0.0,0.0,0.17552677706439568,0.0,0.09902153968541406,0.2073285929361728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945016489596989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525507766996291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842043825962292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298868291116247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,21Trev,2019/04/23,"My Current Struggle With ADHD & Sleep I am going to talk about my struggle with sleep, but first starting with an about me. I am 19 years old (turning 20 in July), I was born downtown Chicago but raised in the North Suburbs. I moved the day after I graduated high school in May of 2017 to Greenville/Spartanburg area in SC. I have been going to college and currently don’t have a job. I play video games a lot (mostly to pass time but probably addicted by now). I haven’t made friends here for a few reasons but the main reason is because this area has nothing fun to do, literally, unless you want to drive 2+ hours or more. I was diagnosed around 7-8 years old, maybe earlier, so high school was a breeze until college lol. My sleeping pattern/schedule has always been very bad. Tossing and turning, waking up constantly. Not being able to wake up in the morning. So instead of me going into full detail of my sleep schedule the past years, I will talk about the past month. End of March I dropped the only class I had on Mondays/Wednesdays. So now I have 2 online classes and 1 class at school at 8am Tuesday/Thursday. About a week after dropping the class my schedule was destroyed. I sleep every other night. I am lucky to sleep two nights in a row. This pattern has been ongoing for three-ish weeks now. This is how it goes (random days for example): * Thursday Morning: Wake up at 7am > take meds > go to class. * Thursday Night: Wide awake (I get a natural energy wave at night no matter how tired I am). * Friday Morning 2AM-4AM: Fall asleep. * Friday Afternoon 2PM-4PM: Wake up > Take Meds. \*\*I hate when I don't take my meds. I know its part of the problem but I don’t care. Without my meds I feel dumb and its hard to remember anything from the past. I also wont be able to remember much of what I was doing during the period I didn’t take my meds, like I blacked out but not actually. * Friday Night: Wide awake * Saturday Morning: Wake awake but meds are wearing off... > take meds * Saturday Afternoon: Meds kinda wearing off and getting a little tired but it’s the afternoon and sleep is a waste of time * Saturday Night: Full on dumb mode. Tired from staying up previous night but getting natural energy wave so my mind is active but not using a lot of brain power (hard to describe) * Sunday Morning 2AM-4AM: Fall asleep (sometimes I still struggle to sleep after being up for so long) * Sunday Afternoon 2PM-4PM: Wake up > Take meds. And so on… Let me know what you think, or if you want to know more.",1.9517735638594544,4.511029672801636,3.128170291875815,88.4708499721138,82.53783231083844,5.764952593418852,25.04632831381297,7.13173024886023,1.2609669529652354,1966,79,376,27,55,632,231,489,0.11199999999999999,0.805,0.083,-0.9574,4,0,0,0,0,0,101.0,0,3,0,2,21,15,4,3,23,1,38,24,19,6,0,56,65,32,0,4,18,0,3,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,9,3,0,9,11,9,0,2,11,4,42,6,66,47,11,101,0,0,1,0,7,34,2,10,56,232,52,12,0.10504037694166944,0.0,0.05125212781926618,0.05725475770419134,0.06311906032253209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200037574510506,0.04370100411231197,0.056905602265446435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321964010142193,0.04675410266561277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385216360340899,0.0320158194170557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058629899802631065,0.0,0.0,0.05354783243308971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056755665598193776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774235335380496,0.0,0.0,0.05330688575661507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046517298167331515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044250523963832916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02655578534594912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044673645483341295,0.0,0.0,0.040576967330606416,0.0,0.08231889235551541,0.0,0.11939373374477455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409554570706144,0.05185281282674569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098092535575386,0.0,0.0,0.051721806257447316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211818305927764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659116618594791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053705451063064805,0.0,0.025658711189659338,0.05263902639635305,0.0,0.046478714082740666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930157219638134,0.0,0.049695872216135036,0.0,0.0,0.05276358851208078,0.0,0.525042806059229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053030418532781134,0.0,0.04192111336559469,0.05582064863633583,0.038608381576400654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450064734531751,0.0,0.050394537315082005,0.0,0.11022220590699597,0.0,0.0,0.03994396998240232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687424605890989,0.1504093880358261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662564614088239,0.050254727360203866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799900194611148,0.0,0.0,0.11899027067718307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594597039545804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42046494338269824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519438093353974,0.0,0.03717405971958335,0.055979532876476,0.04194269035590178,0.0,0.0,0.16471651303557594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369318730717953,0.08442747612695266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03365281609984761,0.0,0.0,0.061249888507022676,0.18109269184616936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425376700898895,0.051304592654143985,0.0,0.0,0.04536058002538735,0.0,0.04333465584753697,0.061955535822520585,0.0,0.08425705444474227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050627587498588485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146383829959832 adhd,kwithpy,2019/04/23,"My impulsive behavior managed to trigger anti-fraud detection software and prevent a giant purchase My Amazon account was wiped today. I went to login and check on an order I'd made (a Wacom Cintiq 22HD for my new drawing hobby) annnnnd my password didn't work. I then found an email from earlier today saying that they detected malicious activity on my account and have ""reversed any modifications made by this party"". It turns out, the party was [me](https://i.imgur.com/1WU8ron.jpg). Once I changed my password and regained access to my account, I discovered that they wiped all of the purchases from my current address (including active ones that are currently in the mail) and deleted my credit card info. I like to imagine that someone on the anti-fraud team saw my account get flagged, checked all of the data they've mined from my shopping and browsing habits and went, ""Huh. This customer has shown ZERO interest in drawing supplies up until purchasing a $2000 piece of equipment and several instructional books the other day... yep, definitely fraud."" I've gotten in touch with customer service and they're just as baffled as I am but they couldn't do anything from their end. Now to wait for their ""account specialists"" to get back to me in the next day or so. Has something like this ever happened to you?",8.359325567136723,9.221427081545066,7.714448191293687,69.3965772532189,61.44635193133047,9.918945432250156,40.248007357449424,9.784248007369934,4.329745800122625,1062,55,158,19,14,332,147,233,0.0,0.9179999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.9072,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,5,2,5,4,0,0,12,2,10,0,0,3,3,26,22,16,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,2,3,3,12,2,2,0,0,2,10,3,25,4,31,11,3,27,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,1,16,109,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552544985878436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189932488602728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193596400911382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526850856976047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380866133194649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348924170951668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696945623275847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023900536567488,0.0,0.0,0.19287811659738086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322962260837495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803597113723572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493212540196436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827521816835568,0.19631030619523152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965790682479682,0.12508088859125818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679094452114078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853070311638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639991637971895,0.14210404553610814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34993367438829714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077758669003695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422278878164697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343814917064471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uniSean,2019/04/23,"""Can you feed the cat?"" Of course! I grab the scoop, reach into the open bag, then wonder why the cat food looks like sand. When I turn around, my gf is holding out the food bag and laughing. ""At least you noticed before you put it in her food dish!""",2.307352941176472,3.5533698823529463,2.5707352941176502,99.34080882352943,75.66666666666667,5.1000000000000005,18.63235294117647,3.1291,-0.8655529411764706,188,3,45,0,4,57,40,51,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.7896,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,6,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379862473859644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524615870003014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7897289512668006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635693249606808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281267057601125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785221464329865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884803025258948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679443786899465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643985136155376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608571747688584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peachybee123,2019/04/23,"Fidget For College Classes What are the best ""mature"" fidget toys that i can bring into class on campus that arent made for children and also wont get me weird looks? thanks!",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,74.58823529411767,4.533333333333334,20.15686274509804,3.1291,-0.2400666666666665,139,3,25,0,3,43,29,34,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.8364,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,4,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,17,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785861800710863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968150788642888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473374301354882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39754556148937203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479524312303347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358527540593936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Odin343,2019/04/23,"This might be the first time I was grateful for ADD I have finally finish my final coding project! It’s been 11 days in the making with the last 5 of them working on it from 8am to 11pm pretty much straight........ i think the only reason I was able to do this was because of the add and meds. Add to hyper focus, and the meds kept me from burning out. I actually don’t know what I’m going to do now that 15 hours of my day have been freed up......",3.1140549828178687,2.918224958762888,4.826340206185567,89.2546993127148,72.60824742268042,7.291408934707904,24.414089347079038,6.42735559955562,0.5661079037800683,339,8,81,2,6,116,67,97,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,13,18,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,9,1,15,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,10,53,15,2,0.2095730366676605,0.0,0.2045130525136515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277537779660061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703145422117893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591540356406375,0.0,0.1782627179290766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191051863507567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638722584419095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115175860144146,0.1708299962247388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989162933696322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655767977571615,0.0,0.0,0.22232387335202464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406029573338745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938973810847193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132111211577082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547598603432275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342859397083064,0.0,0.0,0.12220372302262962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525716666968769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BN2BWLD,2019/04/23,"ADHD // Self Doubt // Lying to myself As I get older the effects of ADHD become more apparent. Little quirks I would write off in my younger years are total side effects of ADHDEvery therapist, Doctor, or psychiatrist I’ve ever seen I will tell them what they want to hear just to collect my meds and get on with my day. The issue is, I need more help than just medicine. I need therapy. But, I’ve never been able to tell a therapist how I’m really feeling out of fear that the truth may boil over to my everyday life. (I’m great at ignoring things and compartmentalizing) Self Doubt: Somehow I have become relatively successful in my career. I can attribute most of my success to my wife and wanting to be my best for her... However, as a Sr Level exec for a well know tech company I feel like I’m just skating by. I know I could be doing so much more but I’ve never felt motivated by money or prestige... What really motivates me is being able to go home and see my Family but when I get home I rarely do any thing productive. I feel like I let past events define who I am when in reality I have accomplished more than most of my peers and should be proud. I have a very hard time being genuinely happy even though I have every reason to be happy. The way my peers and family view me: Finished state college, worked in politics as a press secretary, jumped onboard with a Green / sustainable cities company, jumped from there to digital advertising and have been in this industry for the past 12 years. I’ve worked for some very large companies in the tech space and some start ups. Now I’m making over $300k/yr. The way I view me: Graduated HS with a 2.6GPA, went to a 2year Junior College for 3 years, accepted to a state college and was kicked out after 2.5 years for failing grades due to partying. Never told anyone and continued to take classes to get reinstated... I had more than enough units to graduate but never filled out the paperwork for graduation or reinstatement. I was burnt out. Got my first job in uniform sales and quit after 6mo. Got my second job selling cars and was asked to resign after taking a corvette for a weekend test drive. (It was worth it) My next job I used connections to get in with a state senator working on his campaign where I worked into the role of Press Secretary. Almost every job I’ve had since I keep running it into the ground until they let me go... The strange thing is, I always get a better job, the pay increases tremendously, I get invited to speak at more conferences, more companies ask me to sit on their boards... Internally I feel like a fraud but externally people view me as a reliable source of information. For some reason I still can’t come to terms that ADHD totally fucked up my life for a while and who I was then is not who I am today... however I have a constant fear of falling back into those old ways. I feel scared by the events I was responsible for... I feel my medication helps me tremendously in my day to day but I feel like it is masking bigger issues. Drive, motivation, organization, planning, executing, among other things. How do I deal with feeling like I’m flying by the seat of my pants and feel like everything could fall apart in an instant?? Any feedback or resources would be appreciated!!",4.908078078078077,6.237522524642293,6.032398516163223,76.70924077018195,69.38155802861685,9.533877406818585,28.7631513866808,9.834651829143768,2.7812736336336337,2584,93,482,62,45,862,309,629,0.07400000000000001,0.799,0.128,0.9862,8,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,4,19,18,26,1,5,32,0,45,6,0,12,8,97,92,37,0,9,14,1,13,6,0,5,4,2,2,2,18,27,1,2,21,1,5,14,6,9,1,2,16,21,68,17,91,60,19,98,0,2,6,1,25,36,1,14,47,322,86,30,0.12317591177150344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220502638629864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167144145778462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124611300522525,0.0,0.0,0.0837638438866166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043063730746617936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515284998051176,0.0,0.0,0.04735733647850311,0.0,0.0,0.1360381171117277,0.0,0.0,0.0646327600271718,0.05446954208879936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305257062527373,0.0,0.06655470079032792,0.0,0.09834594263438312,0.0,0.0,0.11915740950552715,0.0634944782001421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303788255420904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363682192833463,0.0,0.04067826401269334,0.05570983207567965,0.10378101820100444,0.0,0.055351283535793286,0.0,0.11611928724275865,0.13860714568484672,0.2802664890617122,0.2639906879438189,0.05913409593153712,0.0,0.0,0.052386683814198566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056937072801277834,0.2252401550081741,0.0,0.0700037092497461,0.0,0.09851502897735556,0.06790093878862548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112304852753787,0.05517071136626228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941410235953592,0.0,0.08256221722365341,0.0,0.12355548265678352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856364978288878,0.30558271519558666,0.054742204986895464,0.0,0.0,0.06769425978123236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259557152097122,0.08700278922869488,0.18053258590778254,0.06172731153407431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041110438792054366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841033497827424,0.062043386173316464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527423397705568,0.09133337782225896,0.19000171342455094,0.0,0.06549948978462289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462619949279116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758534543083353,0.0426973339643426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550637209583403,0.0,0.0,0.0789096431803068,0.12664535222024148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616602879474104,0.0,0.049077627021415285,0.0,0.12849933964584614,0.0,0.0,0.05094619354106916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359227216740436,0.0,0.04918422112676718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926129562208096,0.0,0.10766117608637343,0.0,0.07043119499893494,0.14301672734928586,0.1636652050361064,0.0,0.0605098539586194,0.0,0.035912432354203334,0.0,0.058378180889029074,0.058849931142702434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319221965677128,0.0,0.1016330272365423,0.07265234414066192,0.1466569580961891,0.0,0.0,0.05537496875744858,0.0570926521294184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934706157536667,0.0,0.0,0.0875006336329171,0.0,0.0,0.1586424973998928 adhd,pioneer9k,2019/04/23,"Trouble Taking Meds? Hey all. Symptoms - I feel that I suffer from pretty bad ADD. My attention span is super bad 90% of the time. Its greatly effecting my daily life and has been for as long as I can remember. Starting tasks takes monumental amounts of energy, doing tedious things consistently is damn near physical painful, and its like this day in and day out on top of being completely scatter brained most of the time. I open a video I want to watch, and then an hour later I come back to the tab and see 1:05... its sickening. I dont even remember 'not' watching it. Stuff like that happens all the time. If I focus on something (finally) for like 5 minutes, I get overwhelmed and have to get up and pace to break it up. Every once in a while I can focus and it feels so weird when I can. But its literally once in a blue moon, maybe just a few times a month total. I don't feel like I can be myself and almost never have. Sometimes I feel 'manic' (not to a harmful degree by any means, so not technically manic) and that's when I feel like myself. Socialable, can focus, happy, etc. But thats once in a blue moon as I said. My psych and therapist said it's not counted as mania, so yeah. But that's just how it feels when the 90% of the time im 'down'. Recently - I was prescribed Wellbutrin 150mg. I tried to take it and immediately had a 3 hour panic attack after swallowing it. Shaking, almost throwing up, almost passing out, etc. It really sucked. Also, im not a fan of having to be on something 24/7. id MUCH rather take something as i want to and be able to get off it when I want to. Wellbutrin Is an everyday thing. I have a problem with taking things, it wasn't the pill, it was just me. Its an antidepressant however, but I feel like if I took a stimulant I could combat the root of the problem. I feel overwhelmed as fuck all the time and have trouble starting things, which leads to anxiety, and then depression, very badly as it's been ongoing for years and years now. Im beginning to feel very trapped and stuck. Im able to do some things every once in a while but I can NEVER be consistent for NO reason. I feel like if I can do the things Im wanting to do on the regular basis (like work, hobbies, everyday) I wouldn't feel that way. My girlfriend actually takes Adderall and says it calms her down rather than making her feel speedy, and I fucking resonated with that. My Problem - Thing is, as I described, im extremely anxious when it comes to medication unfortunately. Even with something mild like Wellbutrin. I can take Benzos relatively fine (im not addicted - have a few mg but haven't touched it in months) but ive never had a stimulant. My doc/psych also costs a few hundred and the free psych I see for the Wellbutrin does not prescribe any stimulants, its a free doctor. I can get Adderall though but im 99% sure I wouldn't be able to take it or I'd have a huge panic attack again. I would do like 5mg either XR or IR, not sure, if I were to do it. I weigh 125lb if that makes any difference at all which I dont think it does. TLDR / CONCLUSION: I have major anxiety taking meds, tried to take Wellbutrin had panic attack, have bad ADD, want to tackle the root of problem and actually do things I want to do... + questions below. My questions are - does anyone else experience this anxiety of taking things? Does it sound like I would benefit from a stimulant of some sort?",2.824119621605128,4.649849259587022,4.354216254704507,84.66557522123894,75.57817109144544,7.448723425897674,25.70145458244329,8.271665926689208,1.6675486929101817,2650,95,533,47,58,884,273,678,0.151,0.746,0.10300000000000001,-0.9912,1,1,4,0,0,0,101.0,0,0,0,6,22,50,7,7,36,1,57,12,1,12,10,124,109,60,0,22,29,0,13,11,1,4,7,4,0,0,47,31,2,0,22,1,3,7,19,29,0,0,13,23,55,23,72,85,17,73,0,4,6,2,10,25,4,16,50,355,102,5,0.13241089670451706,0.0,0.08614262312141956,0.04811580733011373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259038633517262,0.0,0.0,0.07059263083724195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004395032219298,0.0,0.10129397355439364,0.04986220800426598,0.0,0.03086159256083128,0.045223537089871715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063651045908466,0.0,0.033938602109631164,0.14741009058856194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049271450544986856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604017536592601,0.046276768657317925,0.0,0.0,0.035239775548610415,0.0,0.0,0.05692938286282456,0.0,0.03801510376933765,0.0,0.0,0.046113734944484695,0.0,0.04517605450239172,0.15449822400987945,0.0,0.10345638986186194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03687077120048722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844876737690476,0.05830409898428327,0.0,0.0743745942058017,0.0,0.0,0.04317442154535374,0.0,0.0,0.2678037115043819,0.12612582808354014,0.0,0.04834988838209982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160782690837473,0.09223897129318442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866116035608641,0.0,0.0,0.03903017288736756,0.046984620570859295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693204073996544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814039740395523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031175244065944463,0.2371940112559998,0.0,0.0,0.03905982561852464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058923534491819037,0.0,0.0443415143246136,0.048078094698574485,0.09805243755920028,0.04446334936565114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045940965060271,0.0,0.03244574815695386,0.0,0.1021234464113778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801771142150925,0.0,0.0,0.04696484325198739,0.1553556577612934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490316150837803,0.0,0.16893246088535632,0.0,0.0,0.09888700531090228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028275270334566463,0.045380151605316034,0.04357992877536928,0.0,0.09999715600302506,0.0,0.08396872303749353,0.035099486547891766,0.0,0.0,0.07034289425127499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044992078097613034,0.0,0.13591516972567164,0.043652587526209735,0.0,0.062480742801734886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050526265899062665,0.0,0.0,0.08319713541694113,0.04587520696761342,0.36504055713539424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124641888097206,0.26390374846618003,0.028281185363526237,0.04336434457511503,0.0,0.15441971737725696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903779275581519,0.05993220478855616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283523798142758,0.15619875504872496,0.035033868861373205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032132236602352315,0.0,0.0,0.0627072679764453,0.0,0.0,0.05684551747728845 adhd,MidnightSysadmin,2019/04/23,"Anyone heard of or used eTNS for ADHD? I ran across this article on CNN: https://www.cnn.com/2019/04/20/health/adhd-treatment-etns-device-fda-bn/index.html The article says pediatric approval, but I wonder if it is also approved implicitly for adults. If so, does anyone have experience with it? I’d gladly pay the grand or so out of pocket to avoid taking medication instead. I take Vyvanse, which works well and has few side effects, but it only lasts 6-8 hours in me and the crash is rather harsh. I’m in the US. I did fill out the company’s contact form, so I’ll let you know if I get more information.",6.127622014537907,8.691918626168228,5.9195638629283485,73.79768431983386,68.34579439252336,8.120041536863967,25.907580477673932,8.841846274778883,2.02207455867082,491,15,83,9,9,153,80,107,0.102,0.7609999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.6199,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,4,7,4,0,1,5,0,6,2,0,2,1,20,15,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,2,8,3,12,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,6,2,55,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939991948005858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435726144672444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287413956784105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985521077399794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104165563970472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737767200774813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184621259897741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239948530800544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295047315903488,0.16752927982644725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101619498610114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704354689192347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631006630656016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344072798471784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30905655101638485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721975498637136,0.17750652412857376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479052559356388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288173008946688,0.1496237312446128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daBoiWonda,2019/04/23,"How do you read books to completion with ADHD? I tried to pick up a habit of reading one book per week but of course, staying true to my attention deficiency, I ended up reading 1 fortnightly, then not finishing the book I was reading, then 1 per month, then completely lost my interest to read. How do you guys pick up a habit to read with your ADHD?",8.841739130434783,6.346981289855076,8.942318840579713,71.91608695652175,62.18840579710145,13.257971014492753,38.94202898550725,11.855464076750405,4.394802898550725,275,11,55,7,3,91,42,69,0.048,0.833,0.11900000000000001,0.7241,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,1,10,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,8,2,12,2,0,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,34,8,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317699091189679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28944316543769616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225340259007515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667116858777215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067579399890588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017404172685696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353254115913673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8284027082764137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147121364291927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371315008030924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110719151841465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ddrt,2019/04/23,"Nothing was more eye opening than the day I got glasses. I was diagnosed with ADHD in the third grade. I’m 33 now and I’ve been through a lot (mostly alone after I left for college). The coping mechanisms I developed in my early twenties worked until I was 27 but then I hit a wall. I completely lacked the ability to understand why I couldn’t focus, why I would stray from things I loved, and didn’t get why my head hurt so much after a day of work (I work on a computer). I talked to my doctor and initially they thought I was showing signs of depression. However, they urged me to go to an optometrist. I went and that was it; I had a common astigmatism. Combining my coping mechanisms, with my meds and my new glasses helped a lot. I still notice when I need new glasses because I basically lose all motivation at work and try to do easy or non-work things more than work. Obviously there’s no silver bullet and everyone’s different. However, If you’re feeling like you’re not able to concentrate on something for a long period of time, something you would normally have no trouble with, maybe see an eye doctor. It’s hard enough as it is.",4.9727999999999986,5.824512680000005,6.0457777777777775,78.43400000000003,68.86666666666667,9.911111111111113,31.44444444444445,10.047579312681364,3.1290444444444443,903,37,174,22,15,301,137,225,0.114,0.7929999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.5865,3,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,7,5,6,0,0,13,0,14,7,3,1,2,31,26,15,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,11,5,28,2,27,11,9,26,0,3,3,1,6,8,0,5,17,117,34,11,0.1144102543005267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749889238728408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849451912798364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974342910401342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995697488792335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475702981993085,0.0,0.09854138438205576,0.11612399979810135,0.0,0.1195343647627212,0.0,0.23420748650832615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182163764812087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932390092788824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057849262217850375,0.08173470853254601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977463576292023,0.0,0.06502198410433434,0.0,0.0915043319397662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248911538912303,0.0,0.1174179282715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668678179298707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247854351787643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430707605740834,0.0,0.0,0.055895071166069614,0.0,0.0,0.1012494747752248,0.0,0.12799580955262854,0.0,0.1945350137137932,0.10325972138078507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494047822824902,0.0,0.1270840005823168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841047011234681,0.08483375387677221,0.0,0.22099627307773712,0.0,0.0,0.11209775761744747,0.1097797246629774,0.13025683282720935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911701599319607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761572066796849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136817687415097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195862862335596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520181783842965,0.0,0.0,0.0908289621651991,0.06671353934553008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767705258372487,0.0,0.0,0.11910510962117705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060594519638771,0.3097123773886231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997521665020139,0.0,0.0,0.162547524129069,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deku_shields,2019/04/23,"Been on medication for 14 years. Need ideas as this is not working. Yo. My main issue is that I completely lose my personality in the drugs I take. All emotion is gone and I feel like a psychopath that can't access his feelings. I'm unable to connect with anyone around me, and I'm generally absent from the present moment. A side effect of this is that I had no friends growing up because I was socially inaccessible, so this isn't just me not wanting to give up my hyperactive personality traits. I'm robbed of any joy when I'm on stimulants. I've had history on the mainstream drugs; Vyvanse, Addy, Focalin, Ritalin. From 10mg standard to 70mg XR. I've taken them for years at a time, not missing a day and I've taken this shit as needed. Nothing has worked medication wise. I'm going to try Dexedrine next, but I'll be surprised if its any different. I have also tried weed, and find that it generally elevates my anxiety and fells me to spirals of self-loathing. However, I have had strains that has genuinely gotten me excited to sit down and do the things I care about with proper focus. If anyone can offer me advice on strains and getting a medical card that'd be great. Cause rn the best I have is skunk weed that makes me feel like offing myself. I'm currently working through some symptoms of a personality disorder, and when I'm on my meds I withdrawal into those symptoms even further. Which is why I'm posting here. Has anyone have a similar experience found something that works for them? Thank you, I look forward to your experience's.",3.775830769230769,5.899150193333334,5.272666666666666,77.81146153846156,73.73333333333333,8.215384615384616,30.871794871794872,8.950670267944501,2.8398641025641025,1238,58,226,27,26,416,176,300,0.057999999999999996,0.809,0.133,0.9701,3,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,2,7,9,16,1,2,12,0,25,9,1,4,1,37,53,17,0,5,7,0,3,2,1,0,8,0,0,3,17,12,0,0,7,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,10,4,28,11,35,40,4,31,0,2,1,0,12,15,1,3,13,142,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036519854394742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482545747080268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426471409210656,0.0,0.08114451932522737,0.0,0.0,0.2225032847934852,0.0,0.0,0.09442625397725614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466029125158161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131564901588112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814711302281846,0.10896479984751756,0.0,0.0,0.11121410337229086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840743697459625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082229450753478,0.12156729663071965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460188690954692,0.0,0.0,0.11931632558210885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005932219989804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075168478741454,0.0,0.0,0.16089903486607046,0.151555211063559,0.0,0.0,0.09694756335097003,0.0,0.0,0.11630208558791988,0.08195069104822589,0.0,0.05541805740757896,0.1017535887807778,0.06028296119010339,0.0,0.0,0.11694436485252792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974197793666574,0.0,0.11071124078111673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364249729493047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907346832494306,0.11866704047935428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080364777152214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782168724187245,0.32056807396692616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730156386363928,0.0,0.0,0.11280839952555274,0.0,0.0,0.10177860568972334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778530113352314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015873165403832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065586078001367,0.0,0.10888102095389547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812668580071344,0.0,0.08165913575160029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049810987027946,0.07975267747087357,0.0,0.0,0.09765652102265136,0.0,0.0,0.07046928876413575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185123014345145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440313706438917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256380539174708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571316267563963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30888568815504946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366133254416587 adhd,smallenergy,2019/04/23,"A Short Story About Myself Had a nice Easter dinner with my family last night. After eating, we were all sitting around, talking and telling stories. My aunt told a little anecdote about me. When I was a kid, I watched a lot of cartoons/TV in general. My aunt mentioned that when I was young, people could walk between me and the TV 50 times and I wouldn't look up. People could be speaking to me, or wave in my peripheral vision where I *should* be able to see, and I just wouldn't notice. Also, I'm just now remembering that in elementary school, it was difficult to get my attention. Someone 10 feet from me on the playground could call my name as much as they liked, but if I wasn't paying attention to them in the first place their voice wouldn't register. These two little things leave me with a question. *How* did people in my life not know that I had ADHD, or at least that something was up? It's so frustrating to know that I could've had more help in life, and especially in school, if the adults around me had paid attention to the signs. Gotta look on the bright side, though. I know now. I can build strong coping mechanisms now. I have more knowledge to better myself now. I'm lucky enough to have been diagnosed in my late teens, rather than in my 40s or 50s.",4.653550420168067,5.512638019841268,4.988001867413633,85.70340336134457,69.59523809523809,8.151633986928102,25.93464052287581,8.313332769828598,1.4465099906629315,999,28,206,14,17,316,146,252,0.027999999999999997,0.8640000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.9571,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,3,3,18,8,1,0,12,0,24,6,1,1,1,43,36,19,0,10,10,2,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,2,9,10,2,0,9,1,2,1,5,2,0,2,14,7,33,6,35,12,7,37,0,0,5,0,17,22,0,8,14,148,42,3,0.12796452491951787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537884916773384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233318434582896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278311144662355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317422336449764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306660872344198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086770423202977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298812991612223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309396553713348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322215613155498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063356554305033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884655952583404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685618272945397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577192367713449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109778690029849,0.10430816700703467,0.14434955785159648,0.13549595527098499,0.0,0.0,0.18077025662250548,0.06251700313785433,0.2565081429125429,0.0,0.0,0.21491594448650608,0.0,0.0,0.10879086303185867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406864960279256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008603808231685,0.0,0.0,0.1456884597640316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661434680286795,0.0,0.13369569268012332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334955396716728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495886154051127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259013861836973,0.1019711587379638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084239267037285,0.09851334306409028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285303792025527,0.1118466350444063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501394431385101,0.0,0.12572449602204605,0.0,0.07461714354402076,0.0,0.0,0.1222755873598408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500274687366486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway31515213,2019/04/23,Is hypervigilance a symptom of adhd? Ever since I was a kid id get super hypervigilant at night and really freak myself out. Around 12 it calmed down for the most part but it springs up every now and then now that I'm in college. The last few nights I've been extremely hypervigilant and cant calm down enough to go to sleep. Does this have anything to do with adhd?,2.4411196911196877,4.601973459459458,4.319343629343631,82.92391891891893,77.91891891891892,6.93127413127413,21.382239382239387,7.957251820313856,0.9507861003861008,292,8,60,5,7,99,60,74,0.068,0.873,0.059000000000000004,-0.1654,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,0,1,9,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,13,7,4,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,8,41,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409821317066102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521388716961956,0.20036050914594988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196960756914464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325580455270265,0.0,0.0,0.20358919995642155,0.18963164740384436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759007405648488,0.0,0.12791278154255578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834625397727008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224269330001225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372947501859346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418595897131292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618068655746786,0.0,0.2252330954159814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393448166423045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fcayayo,2019/04/23,"Day to day decision-making based on mere interest + big picture 21 years later I recently got promoted at work and today was the first of several meetings that will be held during the transition. I ended up in this room with a bunch of strangers I often see around the office, having to introduce myself, being asked if I had any hobbies and such. I'm usually quite careful when it comes to sharing details about my personal life, as a way to avoid over-sharing stuff but I constantly find myself having to, I can't just leave the room while 14 people are looking directly at me. Today I realized that I've spent the last 21 years deciding which hobbie is the right one for me and that my lack of interest has affected my life in a much more significant way since I literally can't tell you more than two things I'm genuinely into. I constantly feel my brain is like the pieces of a puzzle floating around in this sort it weightless ether. 21 years and I still can't describe my life and not make it sound utterly boring, or not having anything to describe at all. I hope this is intelligible I'm half asleep been a long long day.",7.903011106540518,6.804648828054301,8.210160427807487,71.98390374331551,62.98190045248869,11.837268613739202,35.92801316330728,11.022393298168332,3.8911683257918552,905,35,168,21,11,299,140,221,0.046,0.8370000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9256,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,8,8,0,1,12,0,17,5,2,2,1,30,31,11,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,2,1,12,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,4,6,5,21,6,26,22,7,39,0,0,2,0,6,15,0,6,22,115,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167953597076844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094212078499416,0.2400297315271617,0.12603480645199475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049929639052226,0.0,0.0,0.13745394639163172,0.0,0.0,0.11613208829253922,0.0,0.2913765081454435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083559454918936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940700338459992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681670448545391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321942586513497,0.11467446192259705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782470960879367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390275549626374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989307312763624,0.0,0.1427507293852559,0.0,0.0,0.2856736859681201,0.06586431144059464,0.0,0.0,0.2386159208914364,0.1132115263906316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999075918989466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910530772840156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135484348200837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346447305686018,0.11771617339049395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433934623392827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331145834940204,0.0,0.0,0.1151321687356909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074309359050008,0.0,0.0,0.1523037608618449,0.0,0.11152122841078088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766427042410688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433212099380858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783516858450835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956579208913487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555797005671512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169568977678053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848083067629728,0.0,0.0,0.21402140814427284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814768890744248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604513452108272 adhd,The21stsirsavage,2019/04/23,"How I got diagnosed at 21 Hey, Reddit this is my first post ever! I'm 21 (m) Today at 9 am (9:30ish I was late lmao) I took the TOVA test and scored -20% which I guess is pretty bad. I then took an IQ test and the psychologist told me I had an IQ of 131 which is very good. I felt so relieved to get that news that ADHD was why I always struggled in school. On things I enjoyed I excelled but things I found boring I struggled with tremendously! Why I believe I wasn't diagnosed earlier and why I think it will benefit me for the coming future with medication: Sitting down and doing anything since I was a child was a huge struggle for my parents and I. They would force me and I me FORCE me to practice spelling words, practice my handwriting (because it was shit and still is), and other normal school stuff. It never helped me and honestly, I feel that the trauma of being forced to do something I hated so much handicapped my relationship with school and learning. I have always been an average student couple A's, more B's but mostly C's. In fourth grade, I took a test and was considered a ""gifted"" student and once a week a select group of students and I would go to a different classroom. I'm not sure what classified me as ""gifted"" if anyone has any idea lmk. The gifted class was sweet the teacher gave us problems that made us think creatively to solve unorthodox problems. I was always super good at brainstorming really creative ideas to solve our given problem. I remember one time we had to figure out a way to collect space junk and had to use stuff in class to make our invention. Anyways, I've always been a very outside the box thinker but always had trouble when I had to be in the box. I managed to graduate high school and am now attending college. There is a long story pertaining to how I graduated high school but I'll save that for another time. My first year at college was not easy but it was super fun a little to much fun. I was 18 and I chose to study business because I had had so many jobs I knew the only way I was going to be successful was if I was the boss. \*tearful lmao\* Holding down a job has never been a strong suit. Anyways, After my one year, I knew college was way too boring to see myself continuing for another 3 years. Luckily, a friend I met traveling to Alaska during summers in high school was living on Maui and wanted to start a business selling cold brew coffee. I was super excited and jumped head first at the idea. I dropped out and moved to Maui after my second semester ended. My friend and I hit it off immediately wasting no time at all. We established our LLC, had a logo made, and set up shop at a local farmers market. (Couldn't attach the logo to this post idk:/) After three months of business, our partnership sank. I was all over the place and she was a madhouse. We shared a small living space and the stress of the situation and our personalities lead us to fail. Long story short I moved back home and I'm now back in college. Instead of getting a business degree I am now a visual communication major and love it. It's basically a fancy word for graphic design. So this time around I had a different mindset about college, this go-round is not about fun it is about personal growth and development. I was having similar difficulties with attention issues but the difference was I did care. I wanted to get A's but as much as I wanted it to happen it just wasn't working out. I watched videos, read as much as my attention span would allow and found a psychologist. I am about to finish my second year of college and am so happy I struggled because unwittingly I found my passion. I know what intrigues me, I know what I love to do. If I would have been diagnosed earlier I might not have found my major I might have just stuck it out with the business degree. I also know how to set my room up for maximum focus without meds. With meds, I am going to be unstoppable and I can't wait to show my family what I have always been capable of. If you made it this far I assume you're taking your meds, cheers!",3.4041417910447755,5.245680085820896,4.8380099502487575,81.749776119403,74.01243781094526,7.586069651741294,26.676616915422894,8.351877782099677,1.9098825870646765,3215,118,608,56,67,1073,351,804,0.096,0.7390000000000001,0.165,0.9967,5,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,11,2,1,12,29,44,2,5,46,0,75,9,2,11,6,125,126,57,0,16,18,1,2,0,2,7,4,0,2,3,33,45,0,2,23,5,2,14,12,16,0,8,57,6,100,28,88,56,10,100,0,1,2,3,31,40,1,9,37,431,133,36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315730588859994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04202582492221932,0.2623649024801764,0.0,0.0,0.035737170170734155,0.11021073312278376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03674558860889268,0.0,0.04324582806417805,0.046782432255966365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081850660319988,0.04387873482946562,0.0961056560347118,0.0,0.0,0.05920812143563865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053580278530237634,0.0,0.0,0.04526890497042305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058147801601466265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600175575727327,0.0,0.1647170018996496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046545484271358815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753630341431087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954135980096608,0.0,0.02657187622305886,0.0,0.050458172670738925,0.0,0.0,0.13410214340325294,0.0,0.23048227420119735,0.08120310805121407,0.0,0.08236877162526574,0.0,0.11946607767557277,0.08815626852067167,0.04203064462638724,0.0,0.05789196586346364,0.0,0.04647157055898006,0.055942593858001724,0.0,0.05188423186512547,0.05393352545532908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035224505821254984,0.16657225760356598,0.05271395275519533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797447431410635,0.0,0.05485064697222966,0.10429952578548772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664363414333406,0.0,0.05928095841686984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267092182305145,0.09280877859339433,0.09301375361523033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948604849972008,0.14917795291550556,0.03507887600988987,0.053279491692424484,0.0,0.0,0.17512031462153071,0.05294062322750323,0.0,0.11149875978023877,0.0,0.0,0.04194651451546399,0.11170894379004573,0.15452710180566914,0.0,0.08106270259726149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148981380395472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559661775511285,0.07122120662736056,0.03996817312698603,0.0,0.0,0.058352790092958226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177277951417777,0.0549056672998832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066060134632884,0.053464288881826895,0.0,0.15085553422459105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525662332111389,0.0,0.033666164488149804,0.0,0.0,0.0564211937288432,0.05953118506933343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31911264990647803,0.041877149544718266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394388501277368,0.043471567293230304,0.0590706632077737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040457106212220935,0.0,0.0,0.03719658449973297,0.0,0.04196810457986001,0.0,0.06019815206571809,0.21975509237163074,0.12031896131159794,0.0,0.0,0.04952964927917036,0.0,0.039512572762991804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982644315273533,0.06734641452423995,0.0,0.0,0.12257400298146548,0.0,0.049813162526617695,0.0502156994282535,0.17516165654849658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896407992367092,0.045388065242235834,0.0,0.08672182700296273,0.09298961456587647,0.1251400228313337,0.04215405404997268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422600503655238,0.0,0.0,0.05065826413941043,0.0,0.03825849054763873,0.0,0.0,0.14932576582418486,0.0,0.0,0.13536709068806368 adhd,bubonicupcake,2019/04/23,"ADHD and depression Hi I've very recently been diagnosed with adhd, always had depression tho, anybody else with this terrible duo know how I can enjoy things again? Im sincerely willing to try anything. I used to love playing videogames, now I can only suffer through the first 5 minutes of the game before putting it down, putting an honest effort of trying to get into it, I can't even watch TV, somehow staring at the ceiling is less torturous...",4.927487091222034,7.20685142168675,5.525851979345958,76.56385542168678,70.92771084337348,8.11635111876076,34.74870912220309,8.841846274778883,3.462815490533563,360,19,57,7,7,116,67,83,0.151,0.687,0.162,0.0194,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,0,8,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,5,0,1,2,2,4,5,11,8,1,9,0,3,2,1,3,3,0,1,4,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751479374961912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448630464691158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267449759694472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821184506704295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34052445611906085,0.2006419035088121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513698589273898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056633829412848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814723162369574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328008613094916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352924223474026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864022639226918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841468679731995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503451956949766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39744771191382455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951859928356917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313303741345383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684246446290161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073278604402636,0.0,0.16310740561448245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slyther-in,2019/04/23,"I feel like finishing books/shows is a race I don’t know if this is a symptom of my ADHD, or if it because I’m an INTP, or if it’s a part of my competitive/completionist nature. But with any sort of media that I binge, I start to feel like I need to finish it faster. Catching up on YouTube videos, watching a new show, starting a new book series, going through my backlog of podcasts. It’s like I start to feel low key impatient after a time, and start thinking of it like “only x amount left”. I start to look forward to finally finishing so I can start the next piece of media. And it doesn’t matter how “into it” I am. I’ll start watching/listening at even faster speeds (I already watch videos at 1.5x and listen to audiobooks and podcasts at 1.5-2x speed). I have a few theories on why but I’d love to hear if any of you experience the same thing. I think I like beginnings the most, and I start to get excited to start something new. But it’s like I can’t start a new one until I finish the current so I start trying to race through it. I think it also is because my nature is to constantly improve repetitive tasks or things that go on for extended durations. And I think I might just love having a massive completed list. For some reason the idea of having watched a bunch of shows or read a bunch of books really appeals to me. The quicker I finish x, the quicker I can add it to my imaginary “done” list. Can anyone else relate? 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E.g. Shop keepers, uber drivers, meeting new people in other friend groups. **Me:** Uhhh I don't think that's friendliness. **B:** I don't think she's necessarily friendly with them, I would say ""outgoing"" but not overly jovial. Seems like hyperactivity if anything not a ""hi let's be friends."" More like scattered attention span meets new stimuli. Like if anything A, you're UwU and Mahiyah is OwO. **Me:** Yeah I just want to fk around, i don't really care if they think I'm mean. See A, when you meet people you're like OMG LETS' BE FRIENDS. w Hat's YOUR FAVORITE BOOK!? I love you! For me it's like, who u what u want. I'm gonna turn weird mode on now to see whether you are worthy to speak to me, a demon overlord. **B:** Yeah it's like you zone in on them because they're unfamiliar, like you can be pretty wild it's almost as if you're experimenting to test their reactions. **Me:** Yeah I just say the weirdest things and throw it at them to gauge their response for the heck of it. It's entertaining maybe I'm a sociopath yikes guys CALL THE COPS. **A:** Yeah you're a good friend and introverted but i guess you are hyperactive rather than friendly. You're cold to most people coz you don't trust them but you're warm to us because you know and care about us. **A & B:** You are a good and considerate person, you got great potential like Naruto. &#x200B; I always found it confusing that I although I like being alone, and having a small crew I can be super ""outgoing"" with randoms and it made no sense but with my own friends I can be like :////// sometimes. It's almost like I'LL JUMP IF YOU JUMP YEEEEEEEET. &#x200B; What are your thoughts lmao.",-0.3044368126567605,1.4522625323943714,1.1646035114798394,95.3745340536369,111.0,3.9733744935365625,18.38414045919352,5.965841474258946,-0.04441115184256228,1409,48,295,18,73,447,175,355,0.069,0.605,0.327,0.9989,0,1,0,0,0,0,100.0,2,15,7,1,7,32,0,1,15,4,22,1,0,2,0,51,47,22,0,9,17,0,1,11,8,2,0,4,0,3,17,12,0,0,11,3,1,3,8,2,0,0,4,9,45,30,26,33,4,17,1,0,2,1,50,9,1,12,15,158,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752472378741691,0.08146362539458046,0.0,0.0,0.06544787672793959,0.2556703845495049,0.19115066699808106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945394436769292,0.0700202846579987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589561819523977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803163048623623,0.0,0.16038953828714728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694040665310158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624195916049528,0.4861538373849806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319454059684374,0.06290818068193718,0.08671823111923058,0.08664816542653986,0.0778815489187233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645427544718308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086164664594493,0.0,0.4226994370392658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098987634885864,0.07442596308153737,0.0,0.0,0.07902026296209283,0.08567915966931436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193240781169226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635899594740988,0.13735831669203025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002116491208214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038888119167037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876506045696275,0.0,0.0,0.12535688250423496,0.07160523166738055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017962166237724,0.0,0.0,0.07779253816286813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522553786799589,0.15119826679430906,0.0,0.062443871693445216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555485864454476,0.0,0.0,0.18922634138489414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278638680028382,0.06243326535351273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587478101060897,0.0,0.19115066699808106,0.0 adhd,oh_god_derp,2019/04/23,Impulse spending. HALP. So I've recently (within the past 6 months) have finally been diagnosed with ADD/ADHD. Ever since then I've noticed I impulse spend A LOT. Does anyone have any tips or tricks to help stop this? 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I wanted to make a post for anyone new to ADD/ADHD meds and needing some guidance on them. I was diagnosed with ADD 4 years ago and have been taking my meds every single day since. I’m also a University student and use them for attention in school as well. I just wanted to give some tips to anyone new to them and wanting guidance on how to get the best effect out of them with least amount of side effects, especially students. If anyone else also has any advice feel free to share :) These are some of the most important things that have helped/worked for me and that I wish I knew from the start. 1) Take the medication as early in the day as possible. Try to take it as soon as you get up in the morning to avoid insomnia or sleep problems. I usually take mine around 8:30-9am and WONT past 11am. 2) Do NOT to take them when your distracted on the phone or computer because you can fall into a trap of being occupied on that (learned the hard way). Definitely make yourself busy or be productive on the start of it so you don’t waste time. For instance, I always make sure to be doing lecture notes or readings when I first to stay on track. I mean, you don’t even have to be doing those type of things but just avoid as much as you can being on your phone, watching Netflix, surfing the net etc. when you take them. 3) Remember to eat, seriously. And stay hydrated! At first I didn’t eat or drink at all on it, which everyone thinks is awesome and an easy way to lose weight blah blah blah, but then you just begin to feel super sluggish and zombie like. You’ll also be starving on the days you don’t take it and may end up eating more to compensate. I always try to eat breakfast or have something in my system before I take them. 4) People always ask me about exams or tests and whether to take them before. There is a lot of conflicting opinions about this and it also really depends on individual experience with the meds. Personally, taking a smaller dose 2-3 hours beforehand (15mg or 27mg) has worked well for me. I build up nerves if I take one of my usual high doses and it can make me to anxious. This is also considering you haven’t taken any other doses for the day. ALSO this is really random, but chewing gum during my exams has really helped me when I’m on them! It kind of soothes me and I think the jaw movement keeps me from getting distracted on other things going on. 5) Communicate with your doctor constantly. If you think you need a smaller or higher dose, tell them don’t just continue on the one you have. Also don’t be afraid to try different types because everyone reacts differently to meds, so explore and test them out.",4.590935317339814,5.6245011910112375,5.595202955764759,80.6534968114182,69.86142322097379,8.46960218645612,27.35378074703917,8.764118213836602,1.9894510173094444,2132,69,413,36,37,704,252,534,0.078,0.853,0.069,0.2939,2,2,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,16,11,8,26,17,0,5,22,0,38,19,2,10,2,87,80,53,0,10,21,0,4,4,0,3,9,0,0,2,21,24,8,4,13,3,1,4,9,8,2,4,5,5,54,10,80,65,13,67,0,1,1,0,37,29,0,21,29,286,75,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427024890784881,0.1160314218581584,0.05262795370853873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323473679188376,0.14820187507995813,0.0,0.0,0.08074731916178497,0.0,0.0,0.06707124036804005,0.0,0.12453872636030908,0.060831616726404365,0.0,0.05285191819175728,0.05550296821592713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238284437942277,0.0,0.10103905368943937,0.0,0.062305188731375236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415791607782652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315504366232668,0.0,0.0,0.06025933563982444,0.0,0.12405810029371366,0.0,0.06076774638921643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816003174128386,0.0,0.243001469573842,0.049596045917808335,0.0,0.05258422891408868,0.0,0.06621328261384561,0.03921334808400679,0.0,0.050021814966817964,0.11346122508563893,0.0,0.05807528629642233,0.0,0.0,0.060038546976723374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100024262254444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305517839848702,0.056953147280995736,0.03374135898627973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058785668641658365,0.0,0.0,0.0531838897592196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039794482891013394,0.0627277014564744,0.0,0.0,0.05846752514104098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052770814859929766,0.0,0.06182475518556405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02900520012972489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641988272650769,0.0,0.05047428053399252,0.0,0.0,0.1585198371037709,0.0,0.0,0.06467137287000196,0.2637868987928776,0.11961812812688052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364380681597095,0.08804425712746174,0.0,0.11467989922578775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046134424119088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667541612049438,0.04115970677805714,0.05183962441900307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669307937778205,0.05686008198954608,0.0,0.0,0.05680910524979595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593861012211401,0.0,0.11410189373796485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725467598451995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008564487958725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049111506338071216,0.0,0.05941291117567685,0.0,0.0,0.045705953382336975,0.0,0.0,0.08404483248054949,0.12656111542383805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055955555227364034,0.0,0.4910276526385788,0.0,0.0518920272960904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832843921851982,0.11412576321817985,0.0,0.0,0.0346191447601916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092506952808653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127664799341114,0.1307754112962428,0.0,0.1050539543311572,0.09425034042706333,0.0,0.07229670806257761,0.10676158276318044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827261007295897,0.0,0.0,0.08644418492396974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823235591811977 adhd,_why_not_,2019/04/23,"My Husband was Diagnosed with ADD as a Child, Could it be Impacting our Relationship? Hello, I apologize in advance for my minimal knowledge of ADD/ADHD. So, a few years ago, I found out that my husband (early 30s M) had been diagnosed with ADD as a child (when he was in early elementary school) and used to take medication for it as a kid, but hasn’t taken in it many, many years. Nothing much else was said about it and I didn’t give much thought to it. However, an ongoing issue in our relationship has been my husband not listening to what I consider to be small boundaries, for example, me saying that I need some time to myself. I’m an introvert and sometimes like time to myself to decompress. I also tend to be very focused when I am interested in something, but find distractions to be disruptive. My husband tends to distract me a lot. I’ve asked him to please leave me alone when I am doing things like putting on my makeup or going to the restroom, but he’ll try to have conversations with me anyways. Instead of waiting until I’m finished with a task (I.e. reading or writing a paper - I’m in grad school), he’ll just interrupt me. If I say I need time alone, he sometimes listens for a short while, but he generally still interrupts me. I have recently started to wonder if this may have to do with his ADD diagnosis? He frequently jumps between tasks and cannot spend very long doing the same thing, and I am wondering if that translates to him frequently interrupting me. His interruptions have started to become very stressful as I need at least some meditative alone time to relax and decompress at the end of the day, and lately it seems like I just can’t get that. Tonight, he interrupted me while I was reading ~5 different times (despite my having the door closed and previously asking him to leave me alone for awhile) and then once again when I was getting ready to go to sleep because he noticed that one of my socks had fallen on the floor of the living room and he wanted to put it away (he knew I was getting ready to go to sleep and we had already said goodnight to each other), I don’t understand why the sock couldn’t just wait until the morning? It’s a sock. I have a lot of trouble falling asleep (he falls asleep very easily), so now I’m still up and feeling a bit frustrated about the situation. If this is an issue that is likely caused by his ADD, what are some steps we can take to alleviate this?",7.602729034531357,6.639995801268497,7.937687632135308,73.25598881254405,63.503171247357294,11.26599718111346,36.62165257223397,10.504223727775694,3.7199796335447504,1926,80,366,40,24,635,228,473,0.113,0.812,0.075,-0.9494,2,4,1,0,0,0,55.0,4,0,0,1,18,11,1,3,24,0,40,7,4,2,0,69,81,38,0,10,14,4,1,4,0,3,3,6,2,3,22,26,0,2,10,3,1,11,7,5,0,1,18,7,48,6,65,54,12,63,0,0,0,0,43,18,0,15,38,253,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633149536737654,0.0,0.07105313315285193,0.0,0.0,0.3320682522528452,0.0884537352230586,0.06410043148366303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986939499359372,0.0,0.07530885662675355,0.0,0.0,0.04886213045785631,0.08852560015254811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750919210974155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234191591788373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399775135910261,0.0,0.0,0.05169375276605402,0.0,0.0,0.16271256232499734,0.0,0.08374557718580775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695974679101464,0.0,0.07099410019748857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040529096915549914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326079725801601,0.0,0.0,0.08788651533298977,0.0,0.0,0.12563403125889222,0.07689258791329391,0.13666288182631742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732331344287746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090419046391577,0.16974648551558053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566399756567456,0.0,0.07077889326763705,0.07093521366548028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629090712657888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253046373440685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074836837058293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178472275082737,0.178303160702403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769114925523682,0.09125772048200066,0.0,0.08536313412427322,0.054315531985991115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798681575530409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611571024416281,0.0,0.0,0.16035465033898122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791440184449036,0.17211430683565526,0.0,0.0,0.1524927266202967,0.1274859546040849,0.0,0.16224356165729512,0.0,0.0729706786825897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009829091165583,0.16042704271357636,0.0,0.0,0.061707723038950814,0.15855194303551667,0.0,0.11346914048989015,0.0,0.12802478557408206,0.0,0.09181800783383448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053412242710375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650368299358147,0.0,0.0,0.06363461985857907,0.2336969736564785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442041387536704,0.0,0.0,0.08344484174742609,0.0,0.06922873189570039,0.0,0.2645471702330565,0.04727786964486808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232799219840713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385073154423594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032352004731904 adhd,Halastjarna,2019/04/23,"PSA: If you have or had a credit card, pay your bill. I just got served papers telling me I'm being sued because I forgot to pay a credit card bill for over a year and forgot that it existed entirely. DON'T GET STUCK IN MY SHOES. CHECK YOUR BALANCES. PAY YOUR DEBTS. DON'T DO CREDIT CARDS.",0.9844088669950748,3.4380841896551746,2.0862561576354715,94.86293103448278,86.41379310344826,4.693596059113301,16.9064039408867,6.1826913282559595,-0.3541113300492609,225,5,47,2,7,71,44,58,0.127,0.745,0.128,0.2702,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,6,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,10,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,8,3,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,27,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884337745255558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329129021696649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096304196312796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569445689297546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41033862224130974 adhd,Lyxie,2019/04/23,"SPECT? Other testing and diagnostics? Hi! Reaching out in part because I just feel like treatment is not successful and people don't know what they are doing. I had neuropsychological testing done and he didn't say anything about ADHD, a month later a psychiatrist have me a 15 question survey and said yeah you have ADHD. How does this make sense? I read amazing things about SPECT scans being revolutionary in diagnostics and then read that it's not real medicine and has no research to back it up. I hear about genetic testing that make it less trial and error to be properly treated with medication... And then I'm told that there's no reason to believe that is true. How were you diagnosed? How did your treatment journey go?",4.391607347876004,7.129925462686567,5.0732835820895525,77.0488117106774,74.22388059701494,7.108151549942595,28.96440872560276,8.139509932561175,2.3207595866819752,588,25,98,10,13,189,92,134,0.07200000000000001,0.823,0.105,0.6645,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,1,9,5,0,0,3,1,15,2,0,6,1,24,24,13,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,11,10,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,7,5,9,5,11,15,2,11,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,6,71,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386987362375104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019553044871128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034392463622486,0.0,0.11126036609306766,0.0,0.0,0.20563359759698202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525040847159294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972142161918845,0.18677775081306452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228582785874977,0.13038982611937475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372833467589794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570936363070202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030629675884377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891683440379777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436623658601747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838661749322973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456829312824126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764758650564188,0.0,0.12653396211967086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446025407918691,0.0,0.3651317888569944,0.2077437382145502,0.0,0.1876573630317429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736149900886725,0.14514444875882493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121255854473499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744023400658852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spikyhands666,2019/04/23,"Does this kid have adhd? I tutor an 11 year old boy. His mom is a stereotypical “tiger mom” and is upset that he is falling behind in classes. He recently moved, and now goes to a rich school that is 2 years ahead of the average school in the US. I worry this kid might have adhd. He is not hyperactive, and doesn’t run around, etc. But he has trouble focusing on reading or homework. For example, if a wordy math problem is in front of him, he won’t even try to understand it, he says “oh, I divide?” and wait for me to say yes or no. And even if he has done the same type of word problem 10 times, he still doesn’t seem to understand. I feel like he may not even be trying to understand. When I make him sit there and reread the question, I can see his eyes glaze over and go blank. He also has trouble staying focused when reading. He shifts in his seat constantly, jiggles his knee, etc. I can’t help but worry he might have some sort of attention disorder. Am I overreacting?",2.7411363636363606,4.2586448686868685,4.135239898989898,87.4561931818182,75.06060606060606,7.576262626262628,25.506313131313128,8.278499904357787,1.4922313131313136,756,26,162,13,16,250,119,198,0.113,0.8390000000000001,0.048,-0.8974,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,8,1,23,2,2,1,0,34,32,16,0,4,8,2,1,1,0,4,0,2,1,3,5,8,0,1,7,2,1,5,7,5,0,0,1,5,16,2,20,26,4,25,0,0,2,0,28,7,0,11,12,101,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798418369038537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931054917413476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364344704974827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581468762795942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133433797705899,0.0,0.10188480687715018,0.11914378721164215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596905877920777,0.2306939864155368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058868269851143476,0.08317445536260931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616733835076644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780376100148831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687965596452725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771497660496328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470182769071819,0.0,0.27271245695866186,0.0,0.12374196298024172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221690580111411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280710685044053,0.0,0.0,0.13042329131390853,0.0,0.2329141665236343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495621145041855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851725833788436,0.0,0.23565779886864016,0.09277611107701356,0.10598947252287892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409417400325674,0.0929776160632666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788869012932204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580906486074143,0.0,0.0,0.36360939439946494,0.14004563384406707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364716494407512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994850865430912 adhd,TrueCrimeMee,2019/04/23,"ADHD in the UK, local area only supports kids with ADHD says I need to go private for help. I can't afford it and I don't know what to do, it's ruining my life Hello I live in Hertfordshire and the local mental health only offers talking based therapies, I applied and went through all the channels and was left with then telling me there's nothing weird based therapy can do and that I need to be medicated but that they don't do that. They're the only mental health service in the area. I looked at going private but I can't afford it and don't know what to do it where to turn. I'm disabled and I'm trying to go back to school after a surgery but I have little hope for me, I can't even focus long enough to do things I enjoy. I can't even play video games anymore Please tell me where I can turn Many thanks",1.911065891472869,3.5999808430232605,3.426186046511628,90.9219147286822,77.77906976744184,5.749457364341086,21.93178294573644,6.42735559955562,0.3384475968992251,643,18,138,5,15,212,91,172,0.025,0.8540000000000001,0.121,0.9362,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,17,4,0,0,1,18,33,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,10,9,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,2,0,0,2,2,18,5,18,30,2,20,0,1,1,0,10,12,0,1,4,88,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310196246778346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798713308022444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992347483233476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334753340746966,0.0,0.17047822329968607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200335043838259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27435725506638303,0.0,0.0,0.08650234004319332,0.0,0.0,0.12817998456933416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141849675928781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402178147457007,0.0,0.09115482979556802,0.0,0.12934625720644735,0.11395726267414258,0.1142089456804166,0.1083730626157789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084074851450658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000857459186085,0.26011265005430423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138417477991496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383102864167167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944547060742204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166280669258788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262911544227467,0.0,0.13060978576661825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464492278071628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372891360282263,0.22559819676464565,0.11881580976524404,0.29516955257838623,0.0,0.08573790588085275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761936097786341,0.2807479192923308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963457800771884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aickmans_Model,2019/04/23,"Prescriber drama - is my shrink trying to dump me, or am I missing social cues or what? I've been dealing with the same psychiatrist in some capacity for more than a year now. Back in the fall, after our state made it legal for prescribers to call in prescriptions for scheduled medications, we agreed that she would continue to prescribe my Ritalin but I wasn't going to see her for therapy anymore (I'd initially gone for a specific, non-ADHD-related issue, which was solved). I would email or text her when I needed a new refill, and she'd call it in like usual. Since then, I have not *once* gotten my medication on time. She'd initially responded to emails, then stopped replying to those, so I started texting. At this point, I have to send her multiple texts before I get a response, and it's usually a day or two after my prescription runs out. I feel like I'm harassing her, and possibly not getting the hint — a friend of mine thinks she's trying to passively ditch me as a patient. My theory is that she's completely overwhelmed with refill requests and an adult patient's Ritalin script is pretty low on the urgency scale. OR do doctors do this if they suspect a patient is abusing meds? I tried to refill early a few times due to complicated transportation issues (and explained this to her). What gives? I texted this morning (today was my refill date) and got no response. Should I text again or am I on some kind of weird list or what?",5.424027459954235,6.619162043478262,6.193379099923723,76.53209382151033,68.05797101449275,9.578642257818457,31.91762013729977,9.811843763644266,3.1916260869565214,1148,48,206,26,19,377,166,276,0.10400000000000001,0.825,0.07200000000000001,-0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,1,0,5,10,2,1,14,0,19,5,0,1,0,34,35,20,0,5,11,0,1,2,1,3,5,0,0,1,14,10,0,1,4,1,0,6,4,6,0,1,8,2,35,4,33,22,5,41,0,3,1,0,26,11,0,10,25,144,49,2,0.0,0.1588904483094286,0.0,0.0,0.1611660724434422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299441096445824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031171382844974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141120070973156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738688682285424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060472902159282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648551620001853,0.1382545847323593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726038109121594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780664355565369,0.09580340414231707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360785510625227,0.0,0.14012684917508605,0.12864407789723248,0.07621397975380799,0.0,0.10725463699558486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799379491927218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964792117332087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103216953062854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689175822325302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895850350970727,0.2701898758422137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943587679559687,0.0,0.12951777551871824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281560776986582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677093782374413,0.15118128952551552,0.0,0.13643123837904175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068629451856839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109316121870131,0.0,0.0,0.13670139753875946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949189859793349,0.0,0.0,0.11211633994056652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335877847657906,0.0,0.0,0.08592796169270192,0.0,0.0,0.15639339238945713,0.0,0.1271142213469707,0.0,0.0,0.2731419562706111,0.0,0.13099941054457326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953916157579964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905262332986649,0.0,0.0,0.08635811026665577 adhd,svene,2019/04/23,"Stims not working outside of euphoria. I get almost no benefit when the honeymoon ends. Can't focus, can't do work, at least not any better than off meds(well, some better, but very minorly so. Nothing like what a lot of people on here talk about. Still ADD AF.) I have a few questions. Has this happened to anybody? Did you end up just constantly going on and off your meds? Did this work? I would much rather they just work when I'm not jazzing, but they don't. If this has happened to you, did other stims work, maybe? I have tried XR addy, addy, and vyvanse. They all work for a little bit then stop. maybe Ritalin?",1.5368004722550168,4.052309297520662,2.7013754427390806,91.08894628099172,84.12396694214875,5.440613931523021,21.865997638724913,6.868970318607317,0.6772757969303425,479,16,95,6,14,153,83,121,0.095,0.867,0.038,-0.6999,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,3,8,9,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,1,19,17,9,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,0,10,4,13,13,7,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,5,9,68,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461277326439635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923734791469804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25812630596739466,0.15931767417535997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769839804936814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25850118486872065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762423587544964,0.0,0.08293533495836113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580906878564528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129398638837298,0.1462601143003327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240643971859922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29321243248554163,0.0,0.16209524057633962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727528012764397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002369140184048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116943036628036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347490500750395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653982046185167,0.12200394517269353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729293979943585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990768347559548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040746479052387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374323068718591,0.0,0.0,0.1036644263166832,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,epicmingo,2019/04/23,"Finally diagnosed. Not sure what to do now. Well after years of wondering if I have ADHD and a year of trying to get my mom to get me tested, I have finally been properly diagnosed. Its wonderful to know that my last 2 utter dogshit years of high school weren't entirely my fault. It's also a bit concerning to see what I'm up against for what might be the rest of my life but I think I'll just take it day by day at this point. Anyway, during my diagnoses meeting when my phyciastrist was going over tips to help me move forward, he brought up the possibility of medication which my mother quickly shot down. I think she has a stigma towards medication, especially adhd meds as I have a cousin who was put on ritalin and his whole personality changed or something so they took him off of it. Now I understand that there are many things that can be done to combat adhd, like color coding and using a calendar and alarms and what not, but at the end of the day it feels like the only way to have a real change in mindset is to use medication. ADHD is caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain (I think) and there isn't really enough color coding I can do to beat that. So I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience with their family and how they dealt with it. I dont want to come off as some kind of drug junkie either, it just seems like, based of stories from this sub, medication is really what causes people to get their life back on track. Tldr: Got diagnosed. Mother has a stigma to medication. Not sure how to deal with it",6.406098671726756,5.944333651612903,7.5088614800759,73.70682163187857,65.70967741935485,11.294117647058822,30.81593927893738,10.843485225782073,3.1773927893738136,1232,39,243,31,17,420,174,310,0.036000000000000004,0.9009999999999999,0.063,0.8370000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,1,17,9,0,1,15,0,26,14,1,6,2,46,52,20,0,3,12,4,1,3,0,1,13,0,0,1,22,11,0,0,10,0,0,7,6,2,1,0,9,4,26,7,47,40,6,39,0,0,3,0,17,16,0,10,20,173,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814688310247348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345877994782749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548565021390605,0.08130680085475926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061017765097252825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663321660977548,0.0,0.0,0.08858449106546279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630353307074773,0.16789047187554926,0.06835581417649629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352887986227454,0.08180973517266042,0.0,0.32216758759138125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120594428327056,0.09300143939354352,0.0,0.09202459817158366,0.0,0.06628947323164612,0.0,0.07028344236925553,0.08199313856516037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762272304422843,0.07480719904354544,0.0,0.040123396724771665,0.05668999069141084,0.0,0.17385525321563827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437642242156287,0.0,0.04509829104173055,0.0,0.06346605767638537,0.0,0.08741657134097904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053188823011066436,0.08384108470003207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826342176696579,0.04361048096147283,0.06468350476118502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209912023603953,0.1163039957316966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045175901482625,0.0,0.0,0.08814359210897617,0.3997003468596709,0.0,0.08418127751739797,0.0,0.09293758870447813,0.0,0.08433996590544958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035173629729524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055013564694412896,0.06928821303530942,0.0,0.0,0.07501448773671585,0.08945888690119437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977195210830393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903213919067554,0.10167147119157807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030974393507873,0.0632342808908319,0.0722402351120253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109002274670008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957903243146914,0.0,0.05966378208589381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052718785398857985,0.15253911044501733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816440080815738,0.05387566025459252,0.0,0.0,0.0826095507887617,0.0,0.1370714911507597,0.0,0.0,0.04680461358454977,0.06298693074410963,0.0,0.0,0.07134811809873373,0.0,0.0,0.08859509012953866,0.0,0.0,0.2581657032912391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330270915651434 adhd,surprise-mailbox,2019/04/23,"How the hell can I make myself eat like a normal person? Recently diagnosed with genetic high cholesterol at 21 and god help me, this is such an I convenient combination of disorders. I didn’t eat too badly before, but now I have to really stick to a low fat, low sodium, low cholesterol, no processed foods diet and I’m spiraling. I have to plan out so many more meals now, and they take so much longer to prepare. Instead of just rolling out of bed and scrambling some eggs, I now have to plan to buy avocados 3 days in advance so that they’re ripe on time. I have to go grocery shopping like every day because all this fresh food goes bad so quickly, and I’m throwing out like half of it because I get distracted with something else I want to eat. On top that, I’m now having to keep track of everything I eat which means I’m forced to address the fact that some days I’ll accidentally only consume like 500 calories because I just didn’t think about it. The quick easy snacks I used to reach for just to put something in my body are now banned, so I wind up just not eating enough because I’m not hungry until I almost pass out in the shower. Any one have any tips to make things more manageable?",9.186390041493777,6.149343925311206,8.791572614107885,74.95607261410791,62.02904564315352,11.797676348547721,37.79294605809129,9.642632912329526,3.35555734439834,950,33,193,13,10,306,145,241,0.141,0.754,0.105,-0.9203,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,21,11,1,1,7,0,11,14,2,4,2,33,26,13,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,9,11,12,2,2,1,2,5,5,7,0,2,2,0,18,4,34,24,7,34,1,3,0,0,3,16,1,3,17,117,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439423254914308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537338531863054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907702132368508,0.2785570514778169,0.0,0.09720929427802463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689419256766307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102483889985602,0.0,0.0,0.11595056123971215,0.0,0.0,0.13092822136319293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844770042681285,0.09543233921151748,0.0,0.0,0.11803981282554285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625160081915024,0.0,0.10267098434891274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27627741221841845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968535855344601,0.0,0.06492486964732055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657224522083311,0.12070017221279318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154120577529197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232463533294653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525113402317584,0.11582079600537358,0.0,0.12444017015454215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397908541834281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193033250710308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741155726169356,0.08688419276166437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974941611979583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484212533356322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318466910261014,0.0,0.1127976011971742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589410471945693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589379298227509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589556479687352,0.07319997892748648,0.0,0.0,0.06661389844348357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866614110823116,0.0,0.0,0.06738134340962593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kjokandestriper,2019/04/23,"New to ADHD 25W First time Posting here I am new to this thread and also new to ADHD. To make a long story short, I have returned to school to finish my degree (RN) to find school near to impossible to focus on to go along with my hell-ride of a life. I went to doctor, sat through about 4 hours of Adult on-set ADHD testing to find that I was a ""missed"" child and ADHD is something I have always had to pair with my anxiety and depression. Tomorrow I am picking up my first prescription of Adderall. I am nervous. Almost excited. Maybe I can stop loosing things now? Does anyone out there have some advice and peace of mind for me? What should I be expecting as a newbie to this process???",2.61391304347826,4.4640711884058,3.9442753623188413,87.26684782608696,76.2463768115942,6.6289855072463775,23.818840579710145,7.492282038375204,1.0679449275362316,536,17,108,7,12,176,90,138,0.081,0.877,0.042,-0.6191,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,2,0,18,17,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,4,0,14,1,29,11,1,21,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,2,13,75,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331064162066193,0.12869473779741333,0.0,0.0,0.13187752382404186,0.0,0.0,0.10531964208370273,0.10958411752646104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074937391677086,0.0,0.0,0.0920870023992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343215503591182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347995062520221,0.11525068170928622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074099869194934,0.22404620289274788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484757625354133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969698547498892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302289794149933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654946997171813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791010462966269,0.0,0.13230934625130736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329784460338402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815871423054227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261312362737291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26657283654145864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013883238199252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010626042724438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749496309037283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679474553246272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208629170000874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItsNewSomewhere,2019/04/23,"What is it like to have hyperactive/impulsive ADHD as a child and/or adult? I'm an adult with primarily inattentive/impulsive ADHD. I've realized that my 7yo nephew, who I hadn't seen in several years, absolutely has undiagnosed Hyperactive/Impulsive ADHD. He's a bit of a terror, he seems to have defeated his parents' best efforts as reigning him in and is developing a bad rep around the larger family. He definitely had a lot of the tell tale signs, but the hyperactive/impulsive combination is pretty different than my own, where the inattentive aspect is the main struggle. I'd like to better understand what's going on internally, how impulses ""fire"" to cause behavior like: * getting physical with his siblings. not always rough, but often it seemed to escalate to the very border of attempted bullying * constant talking in a loud 'affected' voice, also, continual use of as close to bad language as he can say without it being bad language * impulsive and constant lying, in literally every situation where he might possibly gain _any_ benefit...perhaps hundreds of times in the space of a few hours I could see how his impulsiveness would ramp up with his energy, even his motor control seemed to seize up a little. I'd love to hear your description of what 'the struggle' was like as a kid, now, if you have advice, quick links, successful strategies, or whatever!",10.062424242424242,9.458653603305788,10.413842975206617,56.31955234159781,58.42148760330578,14.678236914600554,42.89393939393939,13.5591,6.399883195592286,1100,55,166,40,12,372,153,242,0.11699999999999999,0.728,0.155,0.8853,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,8,10,15,0,3,18,0,16,1,0,6,0,31,28,14,0,3,6,2,2,4,0,2,0,4,0,4,8,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,8,12,8,35,20,6,23,0,1,2,1,25,14,0,8,12,110,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241767633832611,0.11496606983377144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408454093688784,0.09789409826570668,0.0,0.0,0.0800059310226481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473330793291688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946981265183238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346625705326478,0.10405172983920312,0.1284431629684323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085880203431038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427537961947444,0.1319543084974319,0.09393383036975114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229190506623899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770661501938549,0.0,0.09912507113318347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090980612253827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061467189759640724,0.0,0.06686311985808419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259992922228786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586140151914515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299110920304217,0.11791605541630874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000216935680401,0.10618358117336464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480789667271708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063623327902607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263252640128936,0.0,0.11969219129603235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355988124575433,0.0,0.0,0.09375169667584847,0.321312008989566,0.0,0.13291084053793473,0.0,0.0,0.1322433584831916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459863312926543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456249132235624,0.10283115277568812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860257248163312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247764090884082,0.0,0.1016116944814932,0.0,0.09707344588574797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341025512377599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357507647749778,0.0,0.0,0.07576264480780577 adhd,snopdong,2019/04/23,"Should I tell my friends I have ADHD? My ADHD is a huge part of my life. It’s a part of me and something I will always have to live with. I take medication for school so I have two personalities, my unmedicated self, and my medicated self. Sometimes when I forget to take my medicine my unmedicated self surprises people. My friends always comment on how hyper I’m being and how different I’m acting. I’ve just recently started telling them it’s because I forgot my meds that day, but I haven’t gotten into why I take meds. I see them 5 days a week and sometimes more if we’re doing something that weekend and I feel like it’s something they should know so they can learn how to handle my ‘ADHDness’. But I’m also scared they’ll look at me differently and treat me like a mentally disabled person. So, do I tell them or not?",3.0264629948364927,4.833658548192774,4.886092943201376,81.15060240963857,74.96385542168673,7.393459552495698,26.917383820998282,8.192908349453996,1.8019118760757318,653,25,129,11,14,223,94,166,0.035,0.85,0.115,0.8836,2,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,13,3,0,3,0,24,26,18,0,3,6,0,1,2,2,4,3,0,0,5,5,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,31,6,10,19,3,12,0,0,2,0,17,4,0,2,9,86,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391087034162241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674507245998621,0.18051489783343008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612356499029658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991101855727225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666044496245655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484673608746627,0.07749246604371142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761049913750686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961341100676677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661702853072941,0.10598794519766937,0.0,0.09578282209697148,0.0,0.09108921654526923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097602540303384,0.21854839049303695,0.10931433021765798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492935517664776,0.0,0.07520087306472649,0.18942724916275808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071030795873408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859946175890207,0.10977952243359887,0.08643819314427463,0.0,0.3394800669877342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505212889737943,0.2145632949568025,0.0,0.07677708703315426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467248367520206,0.0,0.2844281018915086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596144744806174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870097488821393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787916834436901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,M_Meursault_,2019/04/23,"A cautionary story: Ritalin cost me my relationship of 3 months. I was diagnosed with ADHD around 2 months ago, and began seeing a psychiatrist about a month ago. They started me on 5mg of Ritalin twice a day. At first, it worked great. I didn't notice any negative side effects, but about a week in I began to feel a little bit more emotionally volatile. My emotions were out of control, I could go from happy to sad in like 10 minutes. I went from crying to not giving a SHIT about what made me cry so easily. I was not abusing Ritalin, I took it exactly as prescribed. Once in the morning, once about 5 hours later. I didn't tell anyone how it made me feel, because I was worried that I wouldn't be given any other medications to replace it. Instead, I tried my best to not let it show, but I couldn't.*If your medication makes you feel shitty, tell people, especially those most important to you, and your doctor.* I cracked under the pressure, and got into a verbal fight with my girlfriend about unrelated things, that I was too worked up about because I was so emotionally off-kilter. After this, she needed space. During this time, I was switched off of Ritalin and onto Vyvanse. I just stopped taking the Ritalin, and didn't consider I could withdraw. I did. All the bad things it made me feel got *so* much worse. I got into another fight with my girlfriend, and said some really hurtful things I didn't mean and wouldn't have said if I wasn't in withdrawal. We broke up because of what I said. I'm not asking for pity, because I don't need it. Vyvanse works great for me, and life goes on. That said, I'd like to try and fix things with her, so if anyone has advice on how I could explain what happens, and contextualize the experience of medication adjustment to someone who's never experienced it, I would appreciate it. I'm sharing this too, because I hope someone here can learn from my mistakes. It was an awful month, and if even one person can avoid an experience like it or gain something from this post, I'd be happy. TL;DR If you're feeling shitty because of your medications, please tell your loved ones, and your doctor(s). Don't suffer side effects because you're scared about what will happen if you seek to alleviate them.",4.742145348837209,6.282503944186053,5.704113372093028,78.1005886627907,70.02325581395347,8.351744186046512,29.71656976744186,8.841846274778883,2.4592383720930235,1776,70,324,32,32,585,215,430,0.14800000000000002,0.682,0.17,0.9123,0,1,1,0,2,0,65.0,1,8,2,9,20,24,3,3,15,1,30,14,1,9,3,69,67,27,0,15,13,0,5,3,2,4,12,4,0,1,29,21,0,3,11,1,1,3,15,13,0,4,29,11,52,11,52,28,7,43,0,5,1,1,32,21,1,9,21,226,81,5,0.0,0.0830094613099971,0.0,0.0,0.08419832027237242,0.06846167072740089,0.1242076527254946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528619555024062,0.07346385722415763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979749466750717,0.0,0.0,0.06236811654310007,0.06549649868183577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058497045058166726,0.2989548232022997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352348609069577,0.0,0.07648720655620449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857807466563814,0.167811258771456,0.0,0.15391490227941404,0.04518280480208422,0.0,0.0,0.07110926900247283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434184422640417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642369105922076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627386757232036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706394575378192,0.0,0.0,0.17712181615324313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959286926833481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720778826285742,0.039816625045542224,0.0,0.16809977694816164,0.15448245522771753,0.0,0.0,0.12390738098888515,0.14916001777629656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958523518815156,0.0689948358875607,0.0,0.07500051421916443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164093929589023,0.04948534118780066,0.10268310577583273,0.07021837113382744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323174638793913,0.198876960953837,0.04676549126850387,0.0,0.0,0.07631571110672786,0.0,0.28231169694227937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368440285989205,0.0,0.05150204804312171,0.10389697625643787,0.054034472333788164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976359909255906,0.0,0.14922289909522415,0.09494872970630844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048570675900539935,0.0611735552451369,0.0,0.07690467239668962,0.0,0.0,0.06709796619505297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488213137076303,0.0,0.0,0.0752180555027158,0.0,0.0,0.2665718285845549,0.0,0.07014212794477348,0.0,0.05582862663077389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191542519329326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187229604272657,0.05393549231118857,0.0,0.0,0.0495887196371401,0.0,0.0,0.058573168378194276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267628518151082,0.0,0.1837061804068093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617859458491687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040852459643798085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778390668084304,0.09513207325098752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619778256436291,0.0,0.0,0.0649461791969509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301320702071328,0.07114917445953325,0.0713969685149836,0.049768504525663504,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,illa_vaeatinclam,2019/04/23,"My thoughts wander quite often It will be at random times. Small thing will get my thoughts rolling and then it's just this crazy web. It's always at times I want/need to pay attention either while someone is teaching me something at work or listening to a lecture. I try my hardest to concentrate but then I get to thinking how I need to concentrate which usually leads to me thinking about times I haven't paid attention which then leads to ""not so random random"" thoughts. My question is how you stay grounded? How can I keep my mind from doing it's own thing?",4.113720693170237,6.084767385321102,4.072782874617737,87.4339653414883,72.39449541284405,7.046279306829766,29.542303771661572,7.793537801064563,1.8959410805300718,451,19,86,6,9,138,66,109,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.3474,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,5,0,26,19,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,8,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,14,0,12,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,8,60,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103291169012164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147813325674886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827010511078483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754550322224866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524116916130024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026148792113946,0.2186262507883213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416067227367346,0.15824136403813707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908747172743293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27311472927548525,0.2634145023000771,0.0,0.4895479147778852,0.3595711466421451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955401526843408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263827568922681,0.0,0.12123789718669163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964183791449134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GlendaCap,2018/11/23,"Looking for ADD middle or high school students, parents or educators w/ experience working with teenagers with ADD to interview. Hi! For my thesis, I am exploring how design can help middle and high school students with ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) improve their concentration when reading. If you know anyone, either students, their parents or educators with experience working with teenagers with ADD, I would love to be connected. Thank you so much in advance!",8.7468,11.70185668,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,62.2,10.333333333333336,44.5,10.504223727775694,5.852599999999999,381,24,48,10,6,117,50,75,0.032,0.8140000000000001,0.154,0.8802,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,21,8,8,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,11,6,2,8,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,4,1,32,7,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606514357064067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302239292654952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807019261607207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304327301104664,0.4111999835218305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694416178474056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634105438113041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562932040230134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304949987693905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321487864164648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464736692530374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938804644631961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915666142936967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833345283738719,0.0,0.0,0.13823449653999068,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NationalProgrammer,2018/11/23,"Dry mouth/bad breath issue Hi guys, So i`ve been on and off stimulants for about 2 years now but I haven`t been taking them for a couple of months. Lately I feel like I really need them . But what throws me off is the dry mouth/bad breath that I get when i use them. So here’s the theory that I came up with: I know that the dry mouth is a common side effect. It can cause bad breath on itself, but I’ve always had issues with my sinuses too, they produce tons of mucus pretty much all year long. A stimulant acts as a decongestant (which is also why you find pseudoephedrine in cold medicine) so my sinuses drain and the mucus drips down my throat. Since there is hardly any saliva that could wash away the mucus and neutralize the bacteria , it gets stuck in my throat/mouth and could be responsible for bad breath. Maybe someone can confirm/disprove my theory? Also I can’t be the only one with this issue, does anyone have any tips? I’ve never taken anything more than one week in a row, does the dry mouth get better when you take them consistently ? As you may know and/or have experienced stimulants can increase anxiety, which i struggle with anyway. so when I ‘m on the meds I run around constantly worrying I might have bad breath. Without them that’s not really an issue, but I can’t get anything done... 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I began taking 25 mg daily of Strattera 3 weeks ago. So far i have not noticed any improvement in my ADHD symptoms. After the first week though, i began to experience a low grade burning sensation in my chest. I thought is was GERD at first, though i have never had any problems with GERD. The burning sensation sets in at hour 6 after taking my dose, and subsides 4 hours after that. The side effect is a massive nuisance. If it does not go away I will ask for a different med at my next appointment. Anyone else have this experience? 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Honestly just thought i'd vent here but I have really found over the years ADHD does get me in some struggles with romantic partners. I always tell people at some point early on that I have been clinically diagnosed with ADHD. But its still tough. I get a lot of "" Do you even listen to me?"" Which my honest answer to is ""kind of"". I am fully aware that I miss part of what people are telling me quite often. It just honestly gets tiresome being reminded of it constantly when I already feel bad about it. Anyway more of a little rant than anything.",3.223545454545455,5.77548262727273,4.508181818181818,80.55227272727274,77.27272727272728,7.272727272727272,24.54545454545455,8.296473431620573,1.8885454545454547,459,16,80,9,11,151,82,110,0.136,0.715,0.149,0.5645,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,16,16,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,12,4,15,12,5,11,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,4,5,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712101271370013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483264135582974,0.0,0.1318273539321439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037528331905884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228333786518665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120771864277576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080421579324394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864410967166174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464223709610396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010751663164174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371150665914092,0.0,0.0,0.2483211079077989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498159444780894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878956798250055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469244247081966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156542548914674,0.0,0.21967233128110292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976858428022954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515971512565436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685109600060343,0.0,0.0,0.10149500957398287,0.0,0.0,0.1700956935471562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652326871491798,0.0,0.0,0.16562656856887412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769515019264403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577658414869616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020244240342798 adhd,amandanick7,2018/11/23,"Nutrition on meds (and off) I (like many of you, I’m sure) only have a palate for junk food when I’m on my meds. And that’s not even all of the time. What are some things you do/buy/eat to keep yourself healthy?? I’ve seen my weight fluctuate dramatically since I’ve been diagnosed. 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Like the title says. What were the side effects that you couldn't stand? And what pills were you taking? And last, what did you change to? I am recently diagnosed with add (still call it this in my country) and I have started taking Concerta. I'm on 36mg and have only been so for about a week (started at 18mg). I know that doc said it could take weeks before the side effects disappeared, if I had any, but honestly, I really want to stop taking them. They last 6 hours for me, then 4 hours of feeling really bad, and then just heaviness/pressure in my head+being tired but not being able to sleep.",3.728846153846156,5.216507269230776,4.366153846153846,86.91384615384617,72.46153846153847,7.969230769230768,26.07692307692308,8.548686976883017,1.6931384615384617,515,17,105,9,10,164,85,130,0.12300000000000001,0.807,0.07,-0.8429,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,2,3,4,4,0,0,4,0,12,5,1,3,0,21,23,11,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,3,14,2,14,14,0,22,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,14,66,22,0,0.1496216846291157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349575258797145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985571392673894,0.09120799021164087,0.0,0.12731703346158746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278046871353584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31655980642042997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946074034906387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186286038683358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565321937708848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355501428653326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946944407329166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222816492706653,0.24392328542591635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309759742657214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379403337177092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170296491121816,0.0,0.14773336307672302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423244851033113,0.1189851689917616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972973962036604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180599695814512,0.0,0.11948807061902095,0.1250904279654863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499875447707738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196811624220582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825074615842984,0.0,0.2400349807371721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cattywocky,2018/11/23,"Working Memory/Short-Term Memory Problems My poor working memory seems to be my biggest detriment. I am constantly misplacing things ( and I mean constantly). Like for instance, today I could have sworn I left my hat on the table but- as it turns out- I packed it in my bag. So, It's like I'm trying to be good about putting my stuff away so I don't lose it....but it doesn't matter if I can't remember that I did that in the first place. It wouldn't be so bad if this didn't happen several times through out the day, it's really embarrassing. So any help for strengthening your working memory? Any tricks you've learned? Any stories of your own you'd like to share? 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Also, sorry for the wall of text, but here goes: 30/F. Diagnosed with ADHD about 10 years ago after being misdiagnosed with depression as a teen. Started off on 10mg XR and gradually worked my way up to 25mg XR morning, 10mg IR afternoon. I took brand name adderall because I got weird side effects and had problems with the consistency of the generic XR. This was while in college and still on my parents health insurance that luckily covered brand name prescriptions. After graduating college, I got a job in my field, and moved out of the area. I had to switch doctors. My health insurance also changed, which no longer covered brand name prescriptions if there was a generic available. I switched back to the adderall generics, but after a year or so I decided I wanted to change medications. I changed to vyvanse and eventually worked my way up to 60mg a day. I was starting to get annoying side effects (anxiety, stress, dry mouth, constantly thirsty) so I told my doctor I wanted to reduce my dose, and also that I eventually wanted to get off of medication. This was in February. She obliged, and my dose was bumped down to 50mg. I was happy that some of the negative side effects went away, but I had a hard time adjusting to the reduced dose. Half a year went by, and I still wasn’t feeling well adjusted to the 50mg dose. I wasn’t at my best, but not at my worst. Feeling defeated, I went back to my doctors office to talk about it. She asked if I wanted to raise it back to 60mg, and I said “no, that’s the opposite direction of where I’m trying to go.” Then, the thought hits me: I began taking medication for ADHD for a reason, and it’s been working for the most part. Why would I think that things would be different if I stopped medication? It’s only natural that going off of medication would bring back all the symptoms that I had before I was on medication, plus maybe some added symptoms from withdrawal right away. I would be crazy to think I could simply go off of medication, and that things wouldn’t be like they were before. Should I really continue trying to get off of medication? We agreed to hold off on any more reductions until I see a psychiatrist who specializes in adult ADHD. This is where I’m stuck. I have no idea where to begin. I tried googling and looking at psychology today for a psych, but so far no luck. I tried looking through my insurance. It’s very overwhelming, and end up stopping my search because of the frustration every time. I wish someone would just make an appointment for me, but I know I need to do it myself. Can’t expect anyone else to help you if you won’t try and help yourself, right? Regarding the use of medication for treatment...I’m having trouble deciding whether or not I really want to stop taking medication. I feel like the majority of the reasons why I want off of it revolves around the process of getting it filled, and issues with my doctors office. Besides the judgy looks I always get when picking up my script and going to the pharmacy to get it filled each month, my doctors office does not compromise for any reason for fill dates. Only once have I ever requested to get my prescription early because I was going out of state, and it was only two days early. It’s not like I was asking for two months at once or something. It was just flat out rejected, no ifs, ands, or buts. This makes me worried that if I plan on a longer vacation I’ll be SOL if I run out mid-vacation. Aside from that, as of right now, I only have one pill left that I’m saving for Monday. My fill date is supposed to be Sunday, but when I called into my doctors office to get my script, I was told she is out on vacation until Monday. I think, that’s fine, this is a family practice and they have an entire staff of doctors and all my medical records. However, the PA that is covering for my doctor will only write me a script for 40 mg because in FEBRUARY there was a note on my chart saying that I was tapering off of the medication, so the PA took it upon herself to bump me down another 10 mg because my own doctor hadn’t. This is regardless of the appointment I had in August where we decided to keep my dose at 50 mg...but according to front office this is apparently all my doctor’s fault because she didn’t specifically write in my chart that we weren’t reducing the dose further, so if I have any issues I need to take it up with her when she returns. The choice she left me with was to either take the script for a 30 day supply of 40 mg (which I would be stuck with for an entire month) or to wait until Monday when my doctor was back in the office. I chose to wait until Monday, but I think I may be regretting my choice already. I’m dreading the next couple days because I hate the feeling of being completely off medication. I get so unmotivated. I can’t finish anything I start, and I get no enjoyment/satisfaction from anything. I feel like a spoiled brat just thinking about how unsatisfied at life I get...I have a ridiculous amount of hobbies I typically enjoy at my fingertips, but nothing will strikes my fancy for more than 30 minutes at a time because my brain already deemed the activity as “unworthy” and moved on. It’s really frustrating, especially since I thrive in a state of hyper-concentration. It doesn’t help that a lot of my hobbies (sewing, 3D modeling/printing, piano, video games), as well as my career (security analyst/developer), require a prolonged state of concentration to be successful. I am also dreading the idea of going back to my doctors office again to get the script because I feel like they now labeled me as a drug seeker or an addict. Anyone else out there currently or been stuck in medication limbo like me? How did, or how are you dealing with it? 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Does that insinuate that we are somehow handicapped or abnormal? I definitely feel like I am a minority compared to most around me and while I am ""normal"" in many other ways, I don't think my brain works like most other people. What I'm asking is if using the term ""normal"" is offensive or has a negative connotation to those of us with ADHD? Is it more or less offensive when used by others? Or is it like other terms where it's ok to use only if you are ""one of us""? I personally don't find it offensive, but should I only use terms like ""neurotypical"" in a place like this? 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I know I need to do ""green"" for however long ""green"" is scheduled for and the little red line shows me where I'm at doing the ""green"" task. However, their is no daily widget for Google calendar. I mean they do, but it's not fixed and I can still see other days in the week. Once, I drove 3 hours away to a meeting a day early because the Google calendar widget showed I had a meeting, and stupid me didn't look at the date. Little did I know the widget was showing the wrong day because I had no tasks set for the current day so it jumped a head to my future tasks. And even then I can still scroll through the widget and end up 3 weeks from now on accident. Any suggestions for a widget that is visual like Google calendar, like longer tasks are visibly longer in the widget, but it also only stays on the current day? Thank you and sorry for rambling.",4.717216312056735,5.173258345744684,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,69.26595744680851,8.181560283687944,26.30496453900709,8.07648339933343,1.4589347517730502,731,20,149,9,12,236,103,188,0.1,0.828,0.071,-0.7506,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,1,7,6,1,0,17,0,15,1,1,0,0,13,25,11,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,6,16,4,19,19,0,35,0,0,6,0,8,11,0,0,23,92,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292427039435368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453014491272404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441847021632026,0.0,0.0,0.18740409689680548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956610038056306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614413767720274,0.0,0.0,0.10152601969414307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775393531624513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030306171525062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137639092230756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895334445897825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252892953665472,0.30812171554417306,0.0,0.1360312120101576,0.12908024821566091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743857376271756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397627873969493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369938139146525,0.0,0.11690570095228292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421630610132054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248939939922752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206917458436125,0.0,0.16383765892045676,0.2455108802676081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415183242612306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682936422228833,0.0,0.0,0.2465986734512575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387021189138746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806108968334968,0.0,0.0 adhd,DopeyOpi92,2018/11/23,"Back again with more questions about going from Vyvanse to Adderall XR Hey everyone, I posted to this sub under a different account and I was talking about my experience on vyvanse 70mg once a day. I said that it calmed my mind down in a zombie like way. Like my mind was quiet but it was because I was on autopilot and not sorting my thoughts like a normal person. I told my psychiatrist about this and he said to dump half of the capsule out and try that. It was instant anxiety and all of my adhd symptoms came rushing back all at once.\\ I told him this and he said that he didn't like that response, obviously, and he said he wanted me to try adderall xr 10 mg once a day. So I started last week and it was like taking the 35mg of vyvanse all over again. &#x200B; But after researching journals and forums and thinking about it, I think I know what's going on. At least I hope. &#x200B; So stimulants increase the amount of dopamine in released in your brain. And like with any other drug that you have taken for a while, your brain gets acclimated to the drug being there and actually changes itself. When you stop the drug your brain doesn't know that its not going to get the drug and then you have withdrawal as your brain begins to try to get used to not having that drug present. &#x200B; I think I was having withdrawals from going from the highest dose of vyvanse to the lowest dose of adderall xr. I know they are equal mg to mg but it was still quite a change. So I was just taking the 10mg and trying to tough it out and get through withdrawals but it was really hard. I looked up what the standard dose was for adderall xr in adults and it says to start adults off at 20mg a day, once in the morning. So today I took two and I guess the withdrawal feelings are gone but it kind of feels like im back at 70mg vyvanse. &#x200B; Like, writing this right now, I'm not losing interest but I'm not really paying attention to what I have already typed. It's like I'm just writing down what I'm thinking as I think it. I have some kind of tunnel vision like I did with the vyvanse, but I don't think I would call it focus. It's just like mindlessly doing stuff that I'm kind of interested in doing. It feels like there's like a see through wall in front of my face. I feel muted. I'm not obsessively thinking about stuff and I am not depressed but it's because I am not thinking of anything except for the current task. But I guess that's normal? &#x200B; I was thinking too that maybe I have to let my brain get used to this drug and dose and I will be able to work with this feeling some more. Maybe it feels amplified because its new and alien. &#x200B; And don't worry, I'm going to tell my psychiatrist all of this including me taking 2 today. He said that's what we were going to do anyways if this didn't work and he was closed all of this week. I have been seeing him since I was in middle school so he knows I don't abuse anything. &#x200B; I just wanted to know everyone's thoughts on the feelings im having. Especially this sort of autopilot, zombie, mute, tunnel vision thing. Someone told me in my last post that because I felt like that on vyvanse that it may have not been the right med for me. I have tried ritalin, vyvanse, regular adderall, daytrana, intuniv but it was when i was little, and now adderall xr. I hope that this is the right med for me and this is what I am supposed to be feeling and it will get easier to handle the longer I'm on the med. &#x200B; Also, if you notice, this is a really long post that I wrote without losing attention but I don't feel like I've been thinking this entire time. Idk, trying to nail down this adhd stuff is like one of the last pieces in making my mental health manageable ( I have other mental illness that we mostly have under control). &#x200B; Oh, another thing, when I was on vyvanse a long time ago I was able to just sit down and read because my mind finally calmed down. But right now I don't want to do anything. I have today off and I have no interest in doing anything for leisure. I just wanna lay in bed. In fact, I feel sleepy all of a sudden. What the hell is happening to me?",3.208500836353497,4.8262253992890995,4.154379704488432,87.38445218845835,74.03554502369668,6.718260384722608,26.03735712294397,7.343069049133942,1.2276641204349032,3303,115,668,37,68,1066,282,844,0.045,0.8340000000000001,0.121,0.9958,3,0,6,0,1,0,107.0,2,8,1,6,33,33,2,1,33,0,69,20,6,5,8,138,150,55,0,11,31,0,12,16,0,4,14,7,1,3,69,38,0,2,31,1,2,12,19,7,0,3,41,22,80,26,105,101,16,102,1,3,3,0,41,45,1,13,56,455,149,8,0.06790036535355584,0.04022541489702736,0.03313048091980703,0.0,0.08160304411422734,0.0,0.030094788506157856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746487080859695,0.027149948820756144,0.0,0.3310650787144714,0.3712786918646224,0.0230872884215796,0.035599726707560585,0.025971796821998717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175243039980286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831678457619241,0.0,0.10347858122780454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949815933408767,0.03466693237097094,0.03882996455037064,0.0,0.0,0.07182958327691284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03807801671463466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656851775939552,0.0,0.029241242591818824,0.0,0.0,0.035470714969194045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362286006125475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648817089015541,0.0,0.03320979318718652,0.0,0.0,0.17166232450230695,0.07276205186357221,0.03259749946931188,0.03719076565059122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642541523900774,0.0,0.11576802718487822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747999075918197,0.0,0.030022034418874605,0.0,0.030412695182918406,0.0,0.0,0.03608745660330028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744038358946729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334404634303486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606167258899096,0.09329066262588008,0.08302179045628334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03471636198225602,0.0,0.2653815098545172,0.034027002075141616,0.0,0.0600896866380075,0.0285096028764932,0.07596314058981707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022662010564238225,0.0,0.0682150434270524,0.0,0.11313299829923228,0.0,0.06842759794001381,0.0,0.10284001918312012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327892979862109,0.0,0.0,0.06652794143386491,0.0,0.03865250799780735,0.0,0.14462334614668154,0.02300552241941839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029643989993770777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975446709211809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038031974462303976,0.03611019828734178,0.033959370078368134,0.0,0.06524806910056649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597308202128699,0.16147199119610445,0.026998547925128204,0.0,0.03435939738264798,0.05410780009684631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028083941941738143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02876587960952695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048060228078509334,0.0,0.02711265974091364,0.02838387290633522,0.0,0.0,0.11659450996460947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03528723909394852,0.07657893666171345,0.0272878708255309,0.02967395607437865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510998562052946,0.21753906210985868,0.0,0.053905305546313495,0.03959324907793217,0.0,0.09654241046076237,0.09732256335233117,0.03771990214312418,0.13829967293407214,0.0,0.033164395320727305,0.0,0.0,0.05864411469283627,0.0,0.0,0.06007409208499751,0.02694807475789853,0.05446557739972177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03272676458531985,0.0,0.04943227466683698,0.034478058489352315,0.0,0.02411723569525557,0.0,0.3712786918646224,0.0 adhd,ttrew2,2018/11/23,"2nd day of Adderall 10mg XR. Felt great the first day, but now I don’t feel anything. So I was prescribed Adderall 10mg XR a couple days back. Yesterday i did get the slight euphoria feeling along with the concentration/focus improvement. I cleaned my room spotless. I took it at 8:30 am and started to feel it around 9:45. I drank only water all day, no caffeine. I did get the appetite suppression and a slight headache. But it wore off around like 3pm when it supposed to last like 8 hours? I’m a really skinny guy and have a fast metabolism so that may be why. I took it at the same time this morning, I knew the euphoria feeling would go away, but I dont feel any concentration/focus/motivational improvement. I only have a slight side effect of jaw clenching. I can tell it’s not working because I’m my usual scatter brained self. Should I call my doctor or just try again tomorrow? My next appointment is in four weeks so I’m not sure if I should just wait.",2.6206770833333337,4.791671380208335,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,77.38541666666666,6.9750000000000005,26.8125,7.984000788550335,1.7069562499999995,763,31,153,13,18,249,122,192,0.03,0.795,0.175,0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,11,0,15,6,3,1,2,33,34,12,0,4,9,0,6,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,8,7,3,2,8,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,9,6,18,4,13,20,2,31,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,21,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663490529796677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693865181682203,0.2530035752168221,0.0,0.0,0.13351043571482266,0.1092684268873503,0.0,0.08662466301560323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863393177236265,0.1451030396236801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723425425676948,0.0,0.3665786875366461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544843044825068,0.0,0.0,0.1665436445368805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592577042526137,0.0,0.13644115396518935,0.0,0.0,0.12087272967348744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484858931189382,0.0,0.08076040329539441,0.0,0.0,0.1566690468112637,0.0,0.14070430030456835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994281949325554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583290209908613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388486848495183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112814070399838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615145276510805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103481337541212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482444088207803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058122686734464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393038521706238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124204275647344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286139552682494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157632983908459,0.09647860150488716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650636599581338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139864460891308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822584467916534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345266827931036,0.0,0.0,0.10094588610420764,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlrightLolita,2018/11/23,"Describing it to friends and family —It’s like having five tv’s inside your head and all are in different channels, with the radio on and if you pay attention they don’t turn off they just keep going — it’s like when you’re trying to focus on something it’s like you’re speaking to a crowd that is having other conversations between themselves ",3.8369154228855713,6.122100477611941,4.791865671641791,80.59635572139305,74.07462686567162,7.451741293532338,26.092039800995025,8.344100000000001,1.9804248756218903,280,10,49,5,6,91,49,67,0.021,0.818,0.161,0.8481,1,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,9,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34580511916301804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120198091009717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571541005674325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881043581571573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396824064644673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29419147766673104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851023833249018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480565345460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471464568592486,0.3600127215420781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,el34toro,2018/11/23,"Diagnosed yesterday. I unwittingly hid I had ADHD from everyone until last month. Wow. Diagnosed. I already tried concerta a few days ago, and knew exactly what was coming. I'm a large 25 year old male, and I had tears in my eyes when my doctor confirmed my diagnosis. How could it be this simple? The world I know, until now, was one that is of complete chaos. I thought everyone, at least to some degree, operated this way. If everyone could fight their way out of daily struggle, why couldn't I? It's been too long since I've first formed this thought. It's been so internalized, so young, I don't know the first time I've thought this way. I finally realized and confessed to my doctor (and to myself) that almost everything I have started, I have left unfinished. I have more movies left unfinished than I have actually finished, and that says a lot about how harder things usually go. For all my life, I have been fighting an invisible opponent. ADHD is worse than most other conditions, because if you have ADHD and you don't know about it (estimated 90% of the adhd population), the result for your failures will appear to be *you*. For all these years, I've looked at myself and seen a failure. Subjectively, my life is far from a failure. I'm blessed with enough creativity (maybe ironically, caused by adhd) that served me well. I'm about to graduate from a good college in an engineering degree I love in. I'm lucky to make enough money without leaving my house. I'm lucky to have parents that always supported and loved me, and i'm lucky when I told them about my adhd they saw some symptoms in themselves and laughed with me, and said they will support me all the way. But you know what? It still sucked. Trying very hard and not making any progress is a difficult thing to live with. Anyhow. I'm rumbling because my medicine didn't arrive yet. Thanks to all scientists that made a peaceful, productive and happy life possible for those of us living with ADHD. You are fucking heroes. TL;DR Diagnosed. Wtf. Life is good.",3.7019429901105316,6.161652356020948,4.611160558464224,80.90241855730076,75.17801047120419,7.9093659104130305,27.626817917393844,8.761943790366164,2.3879997673065736,1608,65,291,35,36,520,204,382,0.105,0.762,0.132,0.9313,2,0,0,0,3,0,62.0,1,6,4,4,15,22,4,1,15,0,30,14,1,7,5,59,64,24,0,5,5,1,1,0,0,2,10,2,0,1,22,19,0,0,10,0,1,3,6,6,1,3,17,7,42,16,41,40,14,42,2,0,4,3,21,11,2,12,24,195,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0692842580429893,0.0,0.5972844863665122,0.0,0.06293585347151591,0.0,0.0710947047891132,0.0,0.07834856919019957,0.0,0.05907640861921407,0.0,0.0,0.048281389346127135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656000787991454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729349787239299,0.0,0.06115888907006106,0.07444053744521027,0.0,0.0,0.11337299069918146,0.0,0.0,0.0457881349507606,0.0,0.0,0.21618583571321168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533987027983022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672078231896854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035262213376696,0.06380884035878162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777753456217234,0.0,0.1207825123789429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563693480610441,0.0,0.0,0.040350062570374635,0.11910028419748388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557918386336954,0.06360067715094216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081922693636977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560755935422281,0.057873223221914565,0.0,0.07517712073816253,0.15428007514530445,0.0,0.20059325580309514,0.0,0.0,0.12538588681192514,0.06283140538809792,0.05962082733357465,0.0,0.0,0.06036035414487605,0.1281577692870307,0.06718046217390042,0.0947840504643526,0.0,0.07132749872622658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667029564340253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450094348333679,0.0,0.04811039584903323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883539083959511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004009909375823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753579660872219,0.05646082728947874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058730662107365765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025307739806505,0.0,0.05669946410582225,0.0,0.0,0.07422300873921485,0.0,0.0,0.16113642843484455,0.0,0.07379458767675591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536584560341717,0.0,0.0,0.0943364478050717,0.0,0.0,0.16909454657768605,0.041399774614134674,0.0,0.0,0.0678420737792232,0.0,0.09640659156159616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540240894018715,0.0,0.0781947761887063,0.05858116737186959,0.0,0.225421100261998,0.0,0.0,0.06383614463125595,0.0,0.06406506957399652,0.0,0.0,0.06843998455470263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235349916321429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144136453639973 adhd,Captain_Braveheart,2018/11/23,"Accepting that people don’t like you I feel is especially hard for those with rejection sensitivity Especially when you don’t even know why they dislike you. If you’re anything like me you’ll become insecure in who you are and start thinking that no one really likes you. It’s not true, obviously, everyone has people that don’t like them. But still, it’s hard to accept. 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The former makes people think I'm a genius or something like that. I never really feel like it. It's just when something intrigues me, and I can hyper focus on it, I think a lot about how to do it more efficiently, or shortcuts that I can prove give the same results. If it's something I find boring, I'll puts around with four out fifty things needed for it, get bored, and start on something else completely unrelated, and not get back to that task until someone asks about it wondering why it's not done yet.",6.378796992481205,5.498233646616543,6.6365413533834605,81.32293233082709,65.91729323308272,9.40451127819549,30.27819548872181,8.418075326091056,1.982175939849624,517,15,108,6,7,167,83,133,0.035,0.887,0.078,0.6697,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,2,29,19,16,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,3,1,7,2,19,16,4,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,7,13,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230835091442318,0.14944653189325646,0.0,0.0,0.12292165930086935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760905979759588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271824000922963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354163383118345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082948456625874,0.11420326048377008,0.0,0.0,0.2922163547644531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505590986099996,0.153351264178124,0.0,0.0,0.1278537997324521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561980090647953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590635632794654,0.0,0.0,0.10670708546288324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751471636420435,0.11853338031966268,0.12329307146927347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082606263134694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070239057745625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240973200599893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544796324261987,0.4922688958393405,0.0,0.0,0.11314898231121588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240635632018012,0.2048623111022934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561589584376161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424783116414794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336020404634458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ceroij,2018/11/23,"Is it possible to be Inattentive and Impulsive, but not Hyperactive. Usually it's Inattentive ADHD or Hyperactive/Impulsive ADHD. Are they exclusive of eachother?",7.129000000000001,11.216426600000002,9.503500000000004,38.059250000000034,83.0,16.900000000000002,46.25,11.698219412168324,10.6236,135,10,13,9,4,48,20,25,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8362597712330819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922253259528203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831825788033651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chris2fr,2018/11/23,"Distractives Anonymous? Interest for a Twelve-Step Program Concerning Distraction? Distractiveness is part predisposition and part behavior. Speaking with my friend Kay the day before yesterday, we find that part of ADHD and Aspergers could be considered a spiritual disease. Twelve-Step programs allow for personal recovery through service and with groups. Would anyone be interested in exploring the Twelve Steps as a framework for recovery from the disorder part of our predicament? 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So, never heard of RSD before now, but am fascinated by the posts about it. I struggle with feelings of ""not really having ADHD,"" especially after reading some of the more extreme stories—so (a), anyone have coping strategies for feeling like you're making it up because it's not as bad as some others'? And (b), that's exactly what I'm thinking about RSD. It perfectly explains several things about my life, but doesn't seem like a consistent, ""real"" problem for me. Kind of feels like if I said sometimes the news makes me sad and someone said, ""oh yeah, that's a medical condition called intermittent event-dependent mood disorder"" and it's like... that's just part of life, though. I read a comment where someone said RSD is something everyone gets from time to time but people with ADHD just get it way more often. So how do I know if it's not actually an issue for me vs. if I'm downplaying it the way I do everything else? Aaaand now I've gone down the rabbit hole. Holding back from posting a questioning analysis of every thought I'm having and every possible ramification of those thoughts. Would love some advice!",5.260334507042256,6.986747765258219,6.166194248826294,74.56506602112677,69.0,9.268661971830984,32.091842723004696,9.673873057562805,3.314699765258215,906,40,155,21,16,299,134,213,0.07,0.778,0.152,0.9669,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,11,1,9,4,0,3,3,43,31,16,0,5,12,0,3,4,0,1,3,4,0,0,15,6,0,1,10,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,7,9,7,24,23,6,15,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,9,11,99,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.11262067408847926,0.0,0.27739379509948026,0.11277447460051113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069532205319126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874093006942459,0.09636010123657156,0.07035109209433522,0.0,0.09820293513155966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784354418665678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322665257979012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964078166254134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944709049017048,0.11027642203854957,0.10372045276939068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750598798837872,0.1648936991240053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059088460336558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204550203117118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017872696381128,0.06342471958990631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303088410162495,0.2255283027944664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415940629562437,0.0,0.1540702600799803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162605037167962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900906394795133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497463426329555,0.0,0.08000874646319123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010415596071828,0.22105618527890775,0.0,0.0,0.11042900094601253,0.0,0.0,0.12928235515892564,0.0,0.23087664553395976,0.13135853648843882,0.07393273828275265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293357172616652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506228214123256,0.0,0.13037716460213272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955681090301441,0.08884601767803099,0.11414056490893325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206485500919829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667134384500242,0.07394820459953208,0.11338688190562413,0.1832406798520637,0.1345896068126183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832095556938835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198188694347018,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dentelle,2018/11/23,"It was 7:55 this morning and I already missed one appointment this morning This whole week has been a disaster. Tuesday : Going straight to work, being late, then get reminded I was supposed to be at a training at the other end of town. &#x200B; Next day : going straight to work, then getting reminded I was supposed to be at another place to give interviews. &#x200B; Yesterday : sat next to a person all day at a meeting, wondering if I had ever met her at a previous meeting, when at the end of the day she told me it had been nice to see me again. I also wasn't able to finish some important report because I put it off til last minute, thinking I could do it on the train, but Wifi was bad so I couldn't access the documents I needed to write my report. &#x200B; Today : having to text an important co-worker that I was going to be late to our early morning meeting because I slept through the alarm clock -- she decided to cancel the meeting because it was going to make her late to work. &#x200B; I'm 36 years old and I feel like a complete disaster. 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Sometimes the shopping takes me half an hour, even though it could have been completed in 5 minutes.",12.755714285714285,8.341868857142856,10.080000000000002,72.66500000000002,56.85714285714286,13.342857142857142,44.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,4.299992857142858,240,9,45,3,2,70,45,56,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,9,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,5,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610801194475959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495584749677541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30749701666327506,0.0,0.0,0.23415908594057744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38741547902075296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667697854410132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888203298931345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611782404966807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775072884413137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217462354763668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29006001981988755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342126569381533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050899705686186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484126027449028,0.0,0.2881447208457483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,depmob123,2018/11/23,"Thank God Reddit has a crap mobile website When I used a mobile app for Reddit I'd go down a rabbit hole for hours together, visiting atleast 10-15 subreddits, and then repeat-visiting the same ones again and again even though the front page is the same. After uninstalling it, I visit two subreddits at most and get back to work because the mobile site is garbage. Please never fix it thanks!",7.869324324324324,7.628979040540543,7.092567567567568,77.16290540540544,62.64864864864865,10.102702702702704,32.013513513513516,9.516144504307137,2.8037405405405407,315,10,56,5,4,97,55,74,0.068,0.833,0.098,0.2928,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,7,0,3,1,1,1,1,8,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,8,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,8,36,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375323518005466,0.0,0.1773847134827482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921960534769548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203018799847162,0.0,0.16537623929023915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656638970483184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244293135436102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718225522949856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319419475916538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358087217369676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858960530784834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842548038441357,0.0,0.0,0.2513218039619544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118440786135677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quemyself,2018/11/23,"Im lost Hello everyone, thank you for your time in reading. Usual appologies, as I am on mobile, usual formatting and spell check. Recently, I've begun to realize I might have an attention disorder, and I don't know what to do. Where do I start? How do I know if I do have ADHD, or something similar? What does testing look like for this? Please anything advice is appreciated",1.9333333333333336,4.6735067777777815,4.4105555555555584,77.69000000000003,85.3888888888889,8.200000000000001,26.055555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.8614888888888896,296,13,52,9,9,103,54,72,0.068,0.779,0.152,0.7303,0,0,1,1,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,7,14,0,9,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,7,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561196508619535,0.20825093834896144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753733195106509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442452355210991,0.0,0.1864960683093194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363799918949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019792638968384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342419668263812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411593768795856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896071437529415,0.0,0.23263732298584805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607854328702606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339333822833527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317003801447887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042275212915915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406431167655838,0.0,0.0,0.15084203009122285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620523478286586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426753487450297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694263274426823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrrobot001100,2018/11/23,"How do you experience different amounts of Adderall? (10mg-100mg)? Tried to find if this question was ever asked, but couldn’t find it. I’m wondering, by a breakdown list, how does different amounts adderall affect you specifically? Say if you took 10mg in the morning, how long does it last, and what do you feel as the best/worst parts of it? Also, how do you know you are “coming down” from it? **My specific question is: how do the different amount of mgs affect you?** How do you feel on: 10mg,20mg,30mg,40mg,50mg,60mg,70mg,80mg,90mg,100mg? (Answer whatever mg you have tried, and how they compare to each other.) For instance, do you find 30mg to be best for working, while 10mg is good for the weekend, and 50mg is when you don’t want to eat, or have a bad crash? I’m super curious about this. The Good and bad. Share please! 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Can you use it? Any suggestions? Will it ever be changed? I find that it doesn't give me enough time to think while I'm saying commands, so when I pause to think it registers what I have said before I'm done speaking. The solution is to prepare what I'm going to say before I say 'Ok Google', but I find that the act of saying 'Ok Google' overwrites that preparation. This happens even on my medication. I could just type it out, but the reason I want to use it because if it didn't have this issue it would be way easier than manually making events, timers and alarms. E.g. ""Set a..."" wait, a timer? Or an alarm? Or a reminder? Wait, how long did I need to set it for? ""...timer for two ho—"" ""Sorry, what did you want me to set?"" \*gives me time to speak what I wanted to set\* ""A timer—"" \*I realise that my brain has taken too long to catch up and it has stopped listening\* Mildly frustrating because they aren't even long pauses. Very short, just a little trip up where my brain catches up. Does anyone have any suggestions?",1.3811956521739148,3.862114565217393,2.538001207729472,92.22845108695653,84.5072463768116,5.575603864734299,19.73611111111111,6.996647511020387,0.3825589371980676,813,23,168,11,24,259,119,207,0.057999999999999996,0.875,0.067,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,0,10,5,1,2,9,2,18,3,2,5,1,30,39,11,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,20,4,0,3,5,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,6,8,19,2,20,28,1,28,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,10,106,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165696637345389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518610232262645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485324099879357,0.0,0.20733606527984494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200429267778675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887958292863408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727103744867326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661392062988816,0.1246739986330099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588256359325334,0.0,0.16093462876596,0.1102018653120966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270012937229733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337401436644567,0.06923858007333238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773352978137872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431693992828497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210528408190136,0.0,0.3234461373260344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813222167413596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273052407140655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033511883139723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526113908240336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158878664228521,0.3875352118199074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363782841936669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185501669877046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612700125139742,0.0,0.0,0.14207966119701915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900983528020773,0.0,0.0,0.21044334932849296,0.0,0.10052219474981644,0.21557479744475536,0.09670268090345197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865442659137669,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ichmagpflaumen,2018/11/23,"Reward yourself for the time you put in, not the results Hey friends, this is a mantra I live by when doing projects. Reward yourself for the time you put into the project. Not for finishing a section or completing your project! (which seems to be the general advice for non-ADHDers) If I give myself a reward only when I finish, I get demotivated and lose momentum along the way. In the end it takes longer and I hate the project. But if I take breaks and get rewards for the time I put in, I’m more efficient, interested and focused on the task. Sorry if this has already been mentioned. Hope this helps you too :) ",3.212704160246531,5.50858543220339,3.9936363636363663,85.53664869029278,76.03389830508475,6.6637904468412925,28.52388289676425,7.686295010490155,1.8252101694915253,483,21,92,7,11,154,73,118,0.057,0.685,0.259,0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,5,3,9,1,0,13,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,14,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,12,7,13,12,2,19,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,6,8,64,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847919239113794,0.17764547418386528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061248464806944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190605920819921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101414824435153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404523927760026,0.0,0.18995809959215326,0.17439187925084673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948240375739755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185164449191367,0.0,0.0,0.18056091780780106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052606035521805,0.0,0.0,0.20337924629780027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826134701716716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482548587343964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549701513514042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035017596607748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733705899925901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180139114876338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429838184370358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Look444,2018/11/23,"Painful boredom That's the best way I can put it. I haven't been diagnosed yet but does anyone else deal really poorly with being bored? An example: many times I can't find anything interesting to do. I could play one of the 200 games I own, I could watch a show or YouTube videos, I could go for a walk or anything else I want, but nothing motivates me so this creates a sense of annoyance that I'm bored and I can't do anything about it. It aggravates me, makes me anxious and really annoyed. Does anyone else experience something similar?",4.301603773584905,5.8184194905660425,5.273726415094341,80.85228773584909,71.0754716981132,9.073584905660377,31.174528301886788,9.516144504307137,2.930211320754717,430,19,83,10,8,141,71,106,0.226,0.6779999999999999,0.096,-0.9267,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,2,0,6,0,11,2,0,2,0,14,15,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,4,1,3,3,5,0,1,1,1,12,3,6,10,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336174155193054,0.0,0.21460018108119386,0.3144678690669989,0.378843946372361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104273555882906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675666866066318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820652650347228,0.0,0.15575473651535748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685809779897982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845787038030302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501095360429958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025611803759658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721265216048771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243315495598433,0.15558042472533973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724529054578867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398584168654362,0.0,0.16328813632122718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426579035881866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661584611867566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813802211161994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948150047222078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051239835847094,0.12180632912585793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ThrowawayBrisvegas,2018/11/23,"If there was an ADHD nation, would you live there, would you succeed there, and what what would it look like? Fed up with missed deadlines, the nations of the world create a new state akin to Israel, though for ADHD people. Migration is offered to comorbidities and similar conditilns, such as those with OCD, Aspergers, anxiety, bipolar, SAD, schizotypical, etc. Family members are offered residancy, dual citizenship is allowed, and citizenship is not by birthright. False diagnoses and those who successfully treat/""cure"" their disorders are allowed to stay. The three questions for you to consider: 1. Would you personally thrive in a world populated by those sharing these conditions, (or would such a high proportion of ADHDers cause conflict and exaccerbate the difficulties you have, which may be managable when diluted in a world of normies/neurotypicals)? 2. If we had such a nation, would it be structured significantly differently to the timetables and socieites of the current world, and what would such a structure on a national scale look like if it were to suit ADHDers best? The current world isn't exactly designed for us. 3. Without appealing to mass-employment of foreign workers like the UAE, do you feel this economy would be sustaining, or would there be a collapse or large drop in living standards? We'd sure have a lot of programmers. Personally, I feel our economy would suffer a lot from our sufferings, since OCD and depression take a pretty big toll on productivity. Plus, I currently delay work so much, can I suspect a society of us would alievate this? On the other hand though, I feel our depression rates would be a lot lower in a world where we aren't treated to feel inadequate by default, and I know I could be a lot happier, healthier, and more productive if society was structuring my life in a way which suits me, rather than for me to oscillate between being a completely unstructured mess and having to conform to systems which don't naturally accomodate me. By virtue of our demographics, I feel we'd pay a lot more attention to mental health than current societies. If this gets any interest i'll follow up with demographics (there would be be a heavy and age gender skew). 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I think it has something to do with just wanting to read it fast and get over with it so I always find myself trying to get to the end as fast as possible. ,4.047733333333333,3.82661684,4.834,90.09033333333336,70.6,7.466666666666668,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.589466666666667,182,4,42,1,3,59,35,50,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,11,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111018373500185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350182238794933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353595427281451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428740936863928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776678443789181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311630647039896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887184288901852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995727301377055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316075148938829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269335450924368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045733580232947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702702375422347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041448076886665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673552802026544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shelldonsan,2018/11/23,"I tried to make myself write the big paper in advance; it did not happen. AT all. Now I have two days left. I’m so disappointed in myself and I am a stress boy. I posted here a couple weeks ago and received so much great advice on how I should go about motivating myself to write an 8 page paper that I don’t particularly care about. I followed absolutely none of it and, with two days left on the clock, I am feeling like a lazy sack. The only difference is now I’m on thanksgiving break and I’m working on it at home. Not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. This upcoming deadline is already an extension. Not really sure what to do :( ",1.9246741854636609,3.7669982030075246,4.08137218045113,85.54180764411029,78.24812030075188,7.140100250626568,22.36152882205514,8.07648339933343,1.119561904761905,503,15,107,9,12,173,84,133,0.141,0.731,0.129,-0.16399999999999998,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,1,10,0,9,0,0,3,3,20,18,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,1,1,11,6,15,16,4,24,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,2,8,74,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907069639884462,0.15336957250124705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092911115003347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444623836984516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764028699958613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914405704453343,0.0,0.22316394537196105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807664602801824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748284547041123,0.12360373498273332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832983117671967,0.14511886837613386,0.0,0.1907524021050509,0.0,0.0,0.15299880188552836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355065725526114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759680351551079,0.0,0.0,0.08452760996267393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549052326932906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718776851486158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158760352678828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657029364169947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083943944245923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819095913895132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261338881545134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298902751465548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746752382404922,0.0,0.33802590980571584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387842004624768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595879901042895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zolavt,2018/11/23,"Dexedrine Hi I was just wondering what the max dose of Dexedrine spansules is? I know the largest pill size is 15 mg, but are people ever prescribed 2 or 3 times that? I'm currently taking 15 mg, but haven't noticed any benefit. I tried two pills once and actually noticed a little something. Wasnt much so I tried 3 at a time a couple different times and felt like it was actually worth taking. I've only done this a couple times and don't plan to do it again until consulting with my doctor cuz I'm not sure if that's healthy. Definitely don't want to do anything that's super neurotoxic. Just wondering what kind of dose others have been on. I don't want to suggest trying I higher dose to my doctor if it's going to make me look like an idiot or like I'm seeking a high. maybe it's just not the drug for me, but ritalin did nothing at any dose... Are there effective non stimulant meds? I really need to get things under control now that I have finally gone back to school and I'm trying to move forward in life. My focus in class is shit. 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I wonder if redheads might not metabolize some adhd medications the same way as others. Or if we generally tend to have the same unusual side effects... Just comment down below if you want! I should mention that I’m fairly small (5’4”, ~105 lbs). For me, I have taken stimulants like Vyvanse, mydayis, and an adderall booster. With stimulants, everything seems extreme. They seem to metabolize right away for me even if they’re a slow-releasing medication, to which I get left with a bad mood for a majority of the time it’s in my system (ocd-like symptoms, anxiety, paranoia). I’ll also seem to have an inability to eat. Like I’ll force myself to eat, but it’s never enough and no food seems appetizing. I’ve also taken 30 mg of a nonstimulant called atomoxetine (generic version of Strattera) and felt nothing happen at all for the 2 months I had taken it. I doubt that any sort of connection will be found between redheads and adhd meds, but it’s worth a try!",5.377107142857142,6.676464325000001,6.737428571428571,72.20300000000002,68.25,9.114285714285714,32.785714285714285,9.424239791934726,3.203371428571428,835,37,144,17,14,284,125,200,0.057999999999999996,0.893,0.05,-0.3720000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,1,1,4,6,0,1,11,0,9,6,0,4,2,39,25,15,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,8,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,6,1,15,2,27,15,7,14,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,14,5,94,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492233778572952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273076405232544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330809837446031,0.0,0.08740064867944397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734128142975896,0.0,0.0953936627761288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666163868888994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381177302069775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805040113738333,0.0,0.07546079830445901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026801940585288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969755456166526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815109731572264,0.12526881430421152,0.0,0.0,0.059690712401216074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103056407185856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413254939449855,0.0,0.0,0.11163318939666488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538111502558307,0.2301889504768129,0.0,0.1212007950066301,0.0,0.0,0.0911929588643268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811635232121569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962559434627894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756855356874378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160342624989887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874910342381112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666198737895363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756799429676263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738738759640643,0.09068603264705603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238988422965237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotNavarro,2018/11/23,Does vyvanse cause excessive gas? Ive been on vyvanse (30mg) for about 3 months and lately my stomach has been releasing bombs. I constantly burp and fart when the meds wear off or even throughout the day. Im wondering if this is a normal side effect (nothing to worry about) or maybe I might have digestive issues or something else.,4.756666666666668,6.677036730158732,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,70.5873015873016,8.214603174603175,30.06031746031745,8.841846274778883,2.592513650793651,266,11,47,5,5,84,53,63,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,4,2,2,0,11,8,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509741881307547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640128641334716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756006509285753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379777021633187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409007855822692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136478509312788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389727041810424,0.2549966944451032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755928922313849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454427408825545,0.0,0.2713738963509719,0.0,0.0,0.2591748388408641,0.0,0.0,0.1950063150641094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937242388863256,0.2344225196375695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808216348211707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26494432221351816,0.0,0.24810917799928225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Iskahylock,2018/11/23,"My parents asked if I wanted to take medication for my ADHD when I was 10 and then just never brought it up again. To clarify, I was diagnosed with ADHD (comorbid with Aspergers) when I was 10-11 years old, though I wasn't exactly aware of this till years later as it was never explained to me why any of what was happening was happening. So, when my mom asked me if I wanted to start taking pills out of the blue, I said no because I had no idea why I may have needed pills in the first place. I'm in my 20s now and I guess I'm just a bit baffled. The possibility of medicating my ADHD was never brought again from there and I don't know why. My parents clearly knew there was an issue that might have needed addressing, and I have no idea why they left it up to me to decide these types of things at freaking 10 years old... Venting aside, has anyone else experienced something like this? I'd really like to know.",5.180835777126099,5.115287865591399,6.293792766373413,80.05614369501468,68.19354838709678,9.559335288367548,29.27468230694037,9.339509955726095,2.288920430107527,717,23,149,13,11,241,102,186,0.053,0.903,0.043,-0.1779,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,0,5,0,17,5,0,0,5,30,38,14,0,6,4,3,0,2,0,2,5,1,1,0,9,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,14,3,22,2,24,22,1,29,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,5,21,103,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38783840323512175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315198571857369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521616178047487,0.11021922719420003,0.0,0.0,0.20112877457318665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655742983578729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743969857003987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918232594950046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986178811480036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914998588509613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850161162263198,0.0,0.19024940416989725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286918710681474,0.0,0.1122762021950168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823644415003573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687623333270004,0.0,0.0,0.10510753831481644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673298113806133,0.0,0.11411585814035854,0.0,0.1259858842878135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952510391301358,0.2488962179031161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257553905354001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388897860197484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238882572406274,0.0,0.0,0.1212701677626741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891275308230972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232467822324652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281343043425443,0.0,0.0,0.07613932510897202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617600467330512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146540909485165,0.0,0.10568798582370544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268963551432184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882644735791844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781663959687294 adhd,queen_of_queans,2018/11/23,"I hate major holidays because they force me to adhere to an environment that I am just not adapted to. Everything is different on holidays. Crucial stores and services are unavailable. People are so emotionally charged nd tense. Expectations and schedules that didn't exist a week ago are suddenly thrust upon me. If specific things don't happen within a specific framework then \*iT's JUst nOt cHRisTmaS!!!\* If things don't go right, I can't just say, ""Well, I fucked that up. Try again tomorrow!"" No, any mistake and the holiday is ruined. I try to keep some sense of routine in order to get by day to day, but all that routine and familiarity gets thrown out the window because of a day on a calendar and I become a mess. &#x200B; My husband is away, I forgot to brine the turkey last night because I injured my back, I burned the cranberries from trying to multitask,I didn't make enough pie crust, my 1-year-old decided she wasn't going to nap today so I couldn't make the sides because I had to juggle her along with everything else, and I didn't realize my roommate was relying on having ""dinner"" in the middle of the afternoon because she was going to take leftovers to work that night. I locked myself in the bathroom and cried while she went out to buy food for herself. She wasn't upset with me -- she has ADHD too, so she understands -- I just felt like such a piece of shit for things going wrong today because I wasn't even trying to do anything fancy. &#x200B; Thanks for listening to me vent. Holidays are the worst. I may lobby to have Thanksgiving on the following Saturday next year just so everything feels like more of a normal day instead of this eye-twitching hyperventilating hot mess.",4.888533653846154,6.968341593750001,5.582500000000002,76.96019230769235,70.5625,8.673076923076923,30.12019230769231,9.265573868473778,2.9160024038461536,1370,57,234,30,26,444,182,320,0.131,0.799,0.07,-0.9676,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,1,16,14,3,1,18,0,26,5,1,2,1,38,47,16,0,6,10,1,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,10,12,2,2,5,5,2,6,13,10,1,0,12,5,34,4,43,33,7,45,0,1,0,1,12,16,2,4,24,168,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751085356451843,0.0,0.08667481277418895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188610415445255,0.2376233575592687,0.06649278831099474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046344120329643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186619588358162,0.07518569357203954,0.0,0.3576294939792703,0.10798876106474474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740518032096702,0.2522363838877725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215780643523853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816814580721321,0.10998774341883204,0.0,0.10103141243118843,0.0,0.06458183083183305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636312524436619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943978866498793,0.06985303807723511,0.09388277185703478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823424872976593,0.0,0.0,0.09039472290568933,0.10217054622119327,0.0,0.2222792844334358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646527659843073,0.0,0.0,0.09653610595367078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691009578781511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970259416071229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553935175381494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053592467281366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398863057484288,0.18351714985073506,0.09580224939697743,0.0,0.0,0.10260217303386816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778735685955048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350237424815203,0.0,0.07775745246080183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036830867387384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351732450556303,0.0,0.0,0.09002138077092897,0.0,0.0,0.1948792341789869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536532440366546,0.0,0.0,0.26554095361814384,0.0,0.0,0.10179095156678084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843208007248555,0.0,0.08791468739904076,0.09064172454390496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118397178424593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690552920366038,0.2376233575592687,0.12593240122811514 adhd,OneBigAssBlast,2018/11/23,"Great books about ADHD? I’m sure this has been asked like a dozen times, but...any recommendations, guys?",3.647368421052629,6.460944526315793,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,77.42105263157895,5.905263157894738,14.76315789473684,7.1686216300943375,-0.5113368421052629,82,1,17,1,2,24,19,19,0.0,0.584,0.41600000000000004,0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734432263424794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678949158443539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682837561337796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43432381892965655,0.0,0.39006574873545335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924607709200267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37128684677752494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297114744714459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pigeones,2018/11/23,"I’m so annoyed with my Mother this Thanksgiving Rant/Vent Hey guys, never posted in this thread before! I was talking with my mother tonight at Thanksgiving and we were talking about my brother and how she’s his guardian bc he’s high functioning autistic and needs to redo some papers (not super relevant) And she insinuated that I needed a guardian even though I’m perfectly functioning and have ADHD that is pretty under control and mild depression/anxiety. As a child I believe I was misdiagnosed with ASD because I was a very awkward kid and much of my ADHD symptoms could be read as autistic, I was also diagnosed ADHD as well which I do believe is the correct diagnosis. I’m very annoyed and upset with her because she literally said she thinks I’m a vulnerable adult, even though I told her all the criteria of what makes someone a vulnerable adult which I do not fit into and that I was incorrectly diagnosed with ASD as a child. I pay all my bills, I don’t use any services except a therapist which many people who are not vulnerable adults have. She insinuated needing rides for groceries and not being able to drive was correlated to being a vulnerable adult when in reality it’s just being poor. I’m just beyond mad that she thinks I’d need a guardian or that I’m incapable. I hate when people who don’t have disabilities think that someone who has one is not aware of the severity of their disability or how it affects them. She wouldn’t apologize or admit that she was wrong either and then cried in front of everyone. Sorry that was long winded y’all I’m heated.",6.061644518272424,7.159143760797344,7.019034883720933,71.54529651162794,66.54152823920265,10.00671096345515,33.322425249169434,10.125756701596842,3.5389679734219257,1276,55,221,30,20,427,157,301,0.14,0.804,0.055999999999999994,-0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,2,3,15,10,4,2,12,0,27,3,0,6,5,52,47,27,0,6,12,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,8,19,18,0,1,4,1,3,3,9,7,1,1,11,1,33,3,27,30,5,19,0,0,0,0,37,9,0,4,6,158,52,4,0.11271562238170844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063868224132669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013864249561952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665048840294869,0.0,0.08622714260578153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742079443061322,0.0,0.0959126927489698,0.25398381594182984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126420154904995,0.08999425271812614,0.0,0.1238128184684294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288079681444449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889521107353176,0.0,0.0,0.10770460750760194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160618728279802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128334151455847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909024356337113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997497788540272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752385531909423,0.11427594967856647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285895167628902,0.3343088231262862,0.08693323667847966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076379022829081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628564067812925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795040876584486,0.11467230995990706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274612482990355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072183685028112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733657006497678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100716213600336,0.0,0.0,0.12617591109239978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715468969559142,0.0,0.18119309535705208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087152514099962,0.0,0.2166708586945337,0.22148505340311064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770460750760194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735010779704402,0.0,0.18600438599966967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013448811232176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323683867956108,0.0,0.0 adhd,MeHasAdhd,2018/11/23,"adhd or just unmotivated? So if being unmotivated is a person's main issue, how is that related to adhd? I'm not trying to downplay anyone's issues, but I'm just confused how these two are associated. If you dont really have issues being inattentive or hyperactive how do you have adhd? Again I'm not attacking I'm just actually curious because I'm not super knowledgable on the intricacies of adhd.",5.044780701754384,7.007457776315793,8.60263157894737,55.94675438596494,69.92105263157895,10.856140350877194,31.08771929824561,10.864195022040775,4.367471929824561,325,14,48,11,6,124,48,76,0.142,0.779,0.079,-0.6045,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,8,3,1,1,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,16,14,9,0,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,12,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,37,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.15433000678954106,0.0,0.7602544848461124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058102520829424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991661455936256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640578524721377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185348724838546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951974649326613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808906632178095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131390256270713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737236964438536,0.0,0.1544879884903488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bunnythermos,2018/11/23,"How to finish a video game? There's a stereotype that people with ADHD do better at focusing on video games, but I am not. I have over 100 video games and have only completed a few of them. It is really frustrating because it feels like I cannot even focus on doing ""nothing"". Does anyone have tips for getting through a video game? 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I’m so bummed right now. So I talked to my doctor last December and he told me to book and appointment with a psychiatrist. A couple of months went by and I finally decided to turn my life around and do it.Unfortunately this specific office was busy and I had to wait 5 moths before I could finically see a professional. I planned everything the week before. Told my boss I was coming in to work late. Wrote it down in my planner and set an alarm. Filled a couple of surveys and went to the hospital to get a blood test ( all things they wanted me to do before my appointment). So I went to sleep all ready for the next day. I woke up this morning. Made some coffee and got ready for work. I check the clock it was 9:30. I my appointment was at 9:00. I decided to call in sick for work as I was kinda bummed out by all this but I did not have the balls to call the the psychiatrists office to tell them what had happened. So I spend all day watching all three hangover movies while eating chips as I always do when stuff like this happens. 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(Pls read I could use some help) I'm going through some tough times recently with my medication. The other day I only took one pill, and I cried when I felt good enough to have a cheerful conversation with my brother in the afternoon. I take 76mg of Concerta slow release, and in the afternoon when my dose wears off I get really tired and irritated. Earlier this year we (I'm 16 and live with a supportive family that I'm extremely grateful for) experimented with a pediatrician with my dose. It gave me a new perspective on just how much my pill effected me, but was a dead end in terms of change. Now I'm left with the same dose and side effects, but with the understanding of just how much it affects me. I feel really terrible understanding that if I want any hope of getting through the rest of my schooling, I need to suffer these side effects. Has anyone else been through this as well? If there's one thing I've learnt being on this subreddit, it's that someone has. Support or advice would be great.",5.869005628517826,6.559388463414638,6.619512195121953,75.69069418386493,66.8048780487805,10.600375234521577,32.84240150093809,10.560738912317856,3.4525422138836763,845,35,163,22,13,279,122,205,0.114,0.759,0.127,0.1849,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,3,9,11,0,0,12,0,9,8,1,8,0,41,30,15,1,7,7,2,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,12,14,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,3,1,2,6,2,21,8,26,20,8,24,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,6,13,108,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577786721590693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448904963512192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971553071871584,0.14236811108810746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469880077640139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093825478653577,0.0,0.305254559846424,0.08960962836105968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607278837441427,0.0,0.123066223559269,0.14356988759844988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359172952464682,0.13098731608744926,0.0,0.07025601969444763,0.0,0.1334113685892063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518864463900874,0.0,0.07896705369557126,0.11654255208374495,0.0,0.15319008483312713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093133565501021,0.0,0.0,0.13800619709070294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096684121502355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269316855798106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147546313037686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139974965895714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428476741066287,0.10302779421240994,0.0,0.13419633992288074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830881393057144,0.10567581810139016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898507898888462,0.0,0.17802662450033693,0.0,0.13719387160658694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062226561380556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772974706210942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315351902474356,0.0,0.0,0.1044712110997288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231053020401037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102139170756104,0.1596996857636495,0.0,0.0,0.1543757604077158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892984493300145,0.0,0.12000600856269952,0.0,0.0,0.081954822428007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493046948868307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987043016511605,0.0,0.0,0.08947762014926586 adhd,adoptedbypizza,2018/11/23,"Awkward Vyvanse question I've recently been taking Vyvanse (40mg) and I've noticed a pretty dramatic increase in my sex drive (like... very dramatic). My doctor didn't mention this as a potential effect and I'm curious if this is a common side effect. I was on antidepressants until this past summer when I was slowly taken off of them and I figured that was contributing to it, but I'm not sure. Thanks. 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My daughter started taking methylphendid a while ago. The doctor told me she would likely have an increased appetite and she surely did. However, we went swimming and the shorts that were tight on her this summer are now very loose. She seems so skinny now. I am waiting for a call from her doctor, just wanted to see what you guys had to say. She was only diagnosed a while ago so I am still researching and learning. Glad that I just found this page! 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I'll try to stick it in my mind which procedure I'm doing. Then I get to the shared step, and end up switching to the other procedure and going through that one. Now I've got a nervous habit of repeatedly checking which procedure I'm doing, and I still don't catch myself sometimes. My coworkers keep asking me if I can even read. How do I explain this? Stray thoughts or conversation is enough to make me follow the wrong procedure without even realizing it.",4.390789473684212,6.722131412280703,5.106877192982456,78.75347368421055,72.59649122807018,9.121403508771932,30.69824561403509,9.642632912329526,3.2451150877193,487,22,87,13,10,157,74,114,0.049,0.907,0.045,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,3,0,16,22,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,1,1,7,2,2,0,1,2,0,10,2,12,20,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,5,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913668851623765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366532960017099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337271421062249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813879972128265,0.23115006199224344,0.0,0.44327087510089536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687814474975958,0.0,0.12713835514121552,0.0,0.17891964404608454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988418606221892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865352125891065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258812074382625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159026290902866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376843892315199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212528336801554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865341822531158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775990844932912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188297979135604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564643293920668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445894708199816,0.0,0.0 adhd,rumblerosie,2018/11/23,"adhd probs exploded with emotion at a slight provocation and now I'm sobbing in the bathroom with the Pokemon battle music stuck on FULL BLAST in my head. Happy Thanksgiving!!!",8.046774193548387,9.413522870967745,7.584032258064513,68.29604838709679,62.225806451612904,10.070967741935485,38.08064516129032,10.125756701596842,4.408212903225809,143,7,20,3,2,45,28,31,0.22,0.68,0.10099999999999999,-0.5229,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431351538542899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083633394856988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810906496814058,0.0,0.0,0.4638132237266936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RainbowHipsterCat,2018/12/15,"Teachers with ADHD? I've taught at colleges and universities for about ten years. Teaching is really an ideal occupation for me, as my work is always varied, my days are short (relative to an office job), I can be creative, and I don't have a boss breathing down my neck. That said, because I'm PI, sometimes the lack of accountability creates problems. I'm currently slogging my way through end-of-quarter grading, and as usual, I'm struggling with the workload. Adderall helps, but it's still the worst part of teaching. Throughout the quarter, and especially in the last four weeks or so, I get hella behind because I just do not have enough executive function or energy to deal with all my other obligations AND read student papers. I can keep my energy level up in class, but by the time class is over, I'm done. I don't get to spend as much time reading papers as I'd like, and I don't feel like I can always give my students' writing the attention it deserves. My productivity is, shall we say, variable at best. Are there any other teachers here, and if so, what are your strategies for continued productivity and energy management?",8.285902688860439,7.681284854460095,8.526137430644479,68.42316261203587,61.95774647887324,10.937942808365342,39.08194622279129,10.230975488527342,4.100205633802816,906,42,154,17,11,299,132,213,0.051,0.8190000000000001,0.13,0.9451,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,3,7,7,0,1,10,0,19,2,2,1,1,28,30,19,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,1,2,2,2,0,4,3,0,3,3,3,19,4,26,25,7,20,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,12,110,25,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507925225414225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839766371778143,0.0,0.0,0.11604282407518104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080442982770324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907888781892045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005036434909407,0.17592503451723146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462663240368206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113870004230492,0.17631942826619096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628202913573224,0.12190711225405447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830743787368952,0.1636959373775541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437814221503345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933645646853301,0.15167498930398945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909649974774418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673471619164426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544195024405932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478931395174225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328192873282227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413775698340257,0.0,0.10931802334432622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623201956443244,0.13570184986438705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876990125171895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362754060621652,0.0,0.0,0.1783927029048145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900615236481534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793872296866826,0.0,0.0,0.13544815836288207,0.13687920601454162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422984995150255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988824391549014 adhd,Fucture_Lawyer,2018/12/15,"Does music help or hinder with studying? To specify, I mean music with lyrics. I struggle with paying attention while studying and I can't decide whether listening to music helps me focus or instead makes it harder for me to recall the things I just learned. 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My dad told my mother: ""if he put as much effort into those stupid ass card games as he does in school he would have graduated early by now (me being a junior in highschool) then proceeds to mock the games and my knowledge of them. It honestly hurts really bad because for the last year in a half I have been working my but of in school desperately working to bring up grades that just wont rise and these games (expessually d&d) have been the only social outlet I've had and sometimes the only things I feel I'm good at Now I genuinely feel like crying because I've had such a shit day leading up to this at this point just want to burn all the cards/games I own",7.808114525139666,5.410813575418995,7.902730446927374,78.25621857541904,64.08379888268156,10.514245810055867,34.66550279329609,8.472884824447931,2.5679994413407825,686,22,145,7,8,224,110,179,0.138,0.804,0.057,-0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,4,7,9,3,0,10,0,17,2,2,2,1,23,29,14,0,6,5,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,3,0,6,2,6,0,1,13,4,17,3,23,11,3,30,0,2,0,1,17,12,2,2,12,98,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443370625648226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855043633542728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326752077227261,0.1937284340169224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268690500723948,0.0,0.1745446424792822,0.10247762099181457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390548223765459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068964664448304,0.1135184869188525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030676666628824,0.13327812758842686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909231417348628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402123575112005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952504488963734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763071550524013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035541299324184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681008699623258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417018490861228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021225159867588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159738803825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179567355468204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115068075368165,0.0,0.0,0.32163140283358344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310899065928605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197896042650162,0.0,0.0,0.15715657169872874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556637384639364,0.0,0.0,0.12614917870903586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183615431207834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372358065574114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136278656591056,0.0,0.0,0.1128782944407889,0.0,0.0,0.10232665632715256 adhd,gc339,2018/12/15,"Gifted & ADHD? So I was identified ""gifted"" when I was 7 and I went to a magnet school through elementary and middle school and a lot of kids were like me. Now I'm out of the magnet school and with a more diverse set of kids and I'm not the norm anymore. A couple of my friends are diagnosed ADHD and I can relate with a lot of the stuff they struggle with. I remember my mom talking about how gifted kids are commonly misdiagnosed with ADHD, but I don't know if that's all it is. What do you think? &#x200B; Also, I want to avoid going to a doctor or something as much as possible because I'm still a dependent and I'm pretty sure if I try to raise any of these concerns with my parents, they'll just discount it as the whole gifted thing.",2.909134199134201,4.267672142857143,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,74.32467532467533,7.2112554112554115,25.82034632034632,7.793537801064563,1.4122917748917754,586,20,120,8,12,198,92,154,0.031,0.878,0.091,0.8131,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,8,5,0,2,11,0,10,2,0,2,2,30,19,18,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,7,13,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,15,3,21,14,6,9,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,6,5,88,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833238705361682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720366698198457,0.0,0.2904968884896307,0.1628913945982709,0.09116193904468346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294645391237092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171863184679727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832921352894904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606291675056925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137210885753797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357049468435216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618649741248003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367307536895007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549246002599733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793738953214615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700349609265715,0.0,0.0,0.09854578697935147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488521186240356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112677438518873,0.0,0.13638204202591808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185808609414178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070121920703289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320202279091097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705642817413663,0.0,0.0,0.14014330345570444,0.1534608051589636,0.0,0.0,0.12634517078215324,0.0,0.0,0.10774826265569933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906012876768782,0.08589697654298943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101448759519697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906906202835566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427024911527335,0.0,0.14966752506579076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628913945982709,0.0 adhd,AsleepRoll,2018/12/15,"I have ADHD, I've played the ADHD card, and I have no tolerance for people with ADHD. I'm a teacher and have had an increasing number of students/parents coming to me with ADHD asking for special privileges regarding homework and testing, etc. To which I roll my eyes and tell them to get their shit together because life isn't gonna revolve around them and that they are enabling their ADHD by making an excuse to not work to get around it. I'm just like naw, I'm not gonna give you anything special because it's a disservice to you by not teaching you as many coping strategies as possible. Is anyone here with ADHD surprisingly strict with other ADHD people? 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Hi everyone, For a bit of background, I am a young adult and I suspect having ADHD. I am currently seeing a psychiatrist and he hasn't given any official diagnosis yet since I started counselling so do take what I say with a pinch of salt and I hope you won't be offended by what I wrote here. I am just seeking information. Pretty much what the title says : do you experience often that all the sensorial information the world is giving you is too much to handle at the same time? For example : even the sound of your own voice is piercing your head? The touch of others is unbearable like fire? Lights and color are too distracting? You suddenly get sensitive to every smelll and a man's cologne is pure torture? I often have that and when I am in a huge period of stress (exams yay!), it's even worse. Today however, it was so overwhelming at the cinema that I could barely follow the movie and only watched the left corner of the screen for a lot of scenes that I considered too heavy. Then I went to a dinner with my friends and I couldn't follow the conversations we were having because of the ambient noises (kids, people talking/shouting, TV). I felt exhausted after that and directly went to sleep with no lights and my pillow in my head. After two hours of nap, the sensation of overload is still there but not as vibrant as earlier. Actually the washing machine is on is on at the other side of the apartment and I noticed it today when I usually don't hear not care. I spent the last week, almost sleepdrived and without eating correctly so it might definitely have exarcebate today's effect. If any of you, have experienced that I'd be happy to hear your stories and if you have any good strategies to deal with it as well? Thank you for your time!",5.357102713178296,6.628648799418608,6.396511627906978,74.732015503876,68.27325581395347,9.570542635658915,30.6124031007752,9.827888789773867,3.0651961240310084,1433,56,255,33,24,478,190,344,0.064,0.8320000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9505,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,12,0,1,18,15,2,3,25,1,32,7,3,1,3,43,50,25,0,5,7,0,3,1,1,2,2,6,1,3,17,18,2,0,5,3,1,4,8,6,1,1,8,17,34,9,40,36,7,38,0,1,4,0,29,13,0,8,22,193,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.11454929859059232,0.0,0.14107207632705185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754255291360804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23947428062864806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155585170940335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815230762840288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968023391901428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372112028428574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210171659222676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201125575477944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506130186429032,0.0,0.09890060565286073,0.11216490131884424,0.0,0.2296470446739899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270650459482162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906901497445164,0.0,0.061327999319565764,0.11260488576161255,0.0,0.09845565502265254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495684797875135,0.0,0.0,0.2409385363283691,0.0,0.2645993220421623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165882357028424,0.11559903716625687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956831654765465,0.0,0.0,0.12753744424478802,0.0,0.0,0.05734761647123634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979519771555004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452527327427255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258066025630087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336418173534283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892753908782664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137889301986194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942115224503333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669603591169004,0.0,0.0,0.0935393990261737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710078941720836,0.0,0.11746820667686475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308459858797004,0.0,0.09374256183496228,0.0,0.13446232678039766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825773364257948,0.0,0.0,0.10807089484896412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689444840169146,0.0,0.33379730977324445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466655830822035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928126848535992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415791010657756,0.0,0.10554180413826192,0.2176312382286077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315344131170132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962374735367255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NinjaRouterz,2018/12/15,"I think my unmanaged ADD is the reason I’m experiencing so much depression. What do I do? Some backstory that I feel is important to include, I have been diagnosed with ADD since elementary school and have always taken Adderall. I took a break off of it until school started back up. My main primary care doctor was on Maternity Leave, which meant me having to see another doctor. This doctor denied me getting back onto my medication (it was at this moment I was holding back from bursting into tears, because this isn’t the first time I’ve had a doctor give me problems about my medicine, it is SO frustrating and upsetting). The reason was that my grades weren’t suffering. Realistically though, the only reason I’ve been passing my classes is due to Quizlet... It’s hard for me to focus in my classes. Anyways, I explained to her that I want to get back onto it because it helps me focus and gives me the motivation to accomplish daily tasks... which brings up me being depressed because I have no motivation. And she goes, “We need to get rid of your depression first.” Karen, maybe if I had my medicine I wouldn’t be so depressed. Reading some posts makes me feel more confident that the main reason I’m struggling with my depression is because my ADD is unmanaged at the moment. I didn’t realize how major the correlation between ADD/ADHD and depression was until today. I really hope I don’t sound stupid in this post, I just want some guidance on what to do. I’m so tired of feeling like a lazy failure because of my lack of motivation.",6.537309741248097,7.163324565068496,7.345570776255709,71.2920471841705,65.33561643835617,10.18751902587519,34.71537290715373,10.125756701596842,3.6510199391172002,1231,54,212,27,18,411,149,292,0.187,0.716,0.09699999999999999,-0.9845,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,6,13,15,2,2,11,0,29,7,0,9,0,41,54,14,0,8,2,0,4,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,18,12,0,1,14,1,0,3,6,12,0,2,14,7,38,3,34,37,9,32,0,7,1,0,8,12,0,5,15,159,56,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081064046542872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484836450706439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432389447732847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766741885352573,0.0,0.2741735310659615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171340022793506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648599529890626,0.09130072173155106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682841202562902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644929733673825,0.06426266656775483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530284884257137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409906839899713,0.17258283372781588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058050205749237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060293811246107006,0.0,0.0,0.08934393903440392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524757288261228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043946646236534506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060044536596157015,0.0,0.0903701959685714,0.0,0.0,0.09061850179894512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612603705469833,0.06669924364999964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841354989048826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723008217146633,0.0,0.0,0.08607317447426685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997765814613007,0.0,0.05762639729651072,0.36994796015610615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207511533155607,0.07168114615963347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441031213470925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063669419699097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403873632082826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763845241764036,0.08837867576224127,0.0,0.0524525016542938,0.1033881035016374,0.0852652251302622,0.0,0.09994144333382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061135921855864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NebulousJenn,2018/12/15,5mg Adderall XR - HORRIBLE headache I just started meds two days ago - is this normal???,2.293125,5.122662062500002,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,84.625,5.7,33.0,7.1686216300943375,2.461975,67,4,12,1,2,21,16,16,0.26899999999999996,0.731,0.0,-0.6978,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024811939629513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292819787256235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043387520153377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448651515647039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213735490317909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435334517474488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leopardsocks,2018/12/15,"I'm a bad listener and my partner is sick of it, help? I've recently been officially diagnosed as ADHD-C, I especially have problems with auditory processing. My partner is real fed up with me not listening. And the thing is, I really don't blame him. A common issue we've been having goes something like this; I'll bring something up we talked about previously and he will tell me we already had that settled don't I remember? Well, no, not really. I find myself agreeing to what he's saying without really hearing him or even knowing that I'm doing it and then it comes back and bites me in the ass. He was laying into me today about forgetting something again and I just got fed up and I felt small and said, ""I have ADHD, I'm sorry!"" That was the wrong thing to say. He said its no excuse and that he treats me just how he always has and that I just don't listen. I tried to explain further, but honestly, I didn't know what to say. It wasn't the right thing to say in the first place. I just need help, y'all. How can I catch myself from having these ""phantom conversations""? And how can I explain myself better next time? Even though this may paint him harshly, this is a tiny snapshot into our relationship. He is a wonderful partner and person, I don't want to break up, I just want to not be a fuck up. 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Hey, I've been trying a few different meds to see which ones work best. But one thing I've noticed with all the meds is that they take a very long time to kick in. Of the meds I have tried, Adderall IR and generic Concerta take 1.5 hours to kick in, while Adderall XR takes somewhere between 1.5-2 hours to kick in (with a gnarly gap in the middle of the day). My doctor is surprised by this long delay, since she said stimulants typically kick in fairly quickly (more like within 30-60 mins). The drugs seem to last as long as one would expect once they kick in--not any longer or shorter. &#x200B; I tend to take them right before I eat breakfast (yogurt). I also take them alongside migraine meds (400mg of magnesium citrate and a beta blocker). Not sure if they are the culprits, although adhd meds still take long to kick in even if I take them later in the day. My doctor said I might have stomach enzyme issues, but that she no longer tests for them. I'm wondering if anyone else's ADHD meds take this long to kick in and what some reasons might be?? &#x200B; Weird note: I just started Vyvanse today. I know it has a different metabolization method (and is supposed to take even longer than the others to start), but I felt it kick in within an hour. &#x200B; TL;DR: My ADHD meds take longer than expected to kick in, although they last a normal amount of hours once they do. Any theories why this might be happening??",5.5627448703058455,6.0883119198606295,5.511957026713127,83.94337495160669,67.43205574912892,7.910878823073945,28.487998451413088,7.594959193182576,1.5844651180797524,1159,36,226,11,18,362,151,287,0.033,0.946,0.021,-0.4838,2,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,9,2,6,5,0,0,15,0,16,7,1,2,2,33,39,17,0,7,9,0,1,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,11,6,2,2,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,4,24,4,38,29,6,39,0,0,1,0,14,15,0,10,25,134,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724058582274494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531574274972397,0.0,0.18419261167535755,0.20656600865153651,0.07706958343149052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962215241865225,0.05806096610061672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048218553005797166,0.0,0.059467422460509824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308970463674237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840772189330515,0.0,0.11600000963261314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571451611295863,0.057983417368236825,0.04733713315083722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485465605943553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440820201864603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010951576855276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321819986924346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059144533449368035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311421262442581,0.09238063083842048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02768412269967796,0.0,0.0,0.2507379295239898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035448016278742,0.0,0.0,0.1803408662815992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055520603364470025,0.0,0.06451456393616525,0.0,0.12069478275732493,0.1151949503843304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058262038167447884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483924148942734,0.10780459679886163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515542858164933,0.0515865560795136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687466252080196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021690746001689,0.0,0.045253503871828735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340699080560507,0.0,0.468663195695392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764634175407496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03304237333349328,0.0,0.053712698389245375,0.0,0.0,0.07694492590547275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467553463914825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226441888780126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145180964591317,0.041253489226166715,0.0,0.0,0.04025386772608377,0.0,0.20656600865153651,0.0 adhd,calliasshamil,2018/12/15,"Redbull helped my ADHD more than Ritalin...(PLEASE READ) Guys I've been struggling a lot recently because my stuborn doctor wouldn't perscribe me Vyvanse instead of Ritalin. Pretty much I tried out Ritalin to treat my ADHD but it always gave me this depressive mood for some reason?! It does help with focus but beeing in a bad mood sucks. When I took a redbull I became hyper but able to focus and motivated. Has anyone had this experience with Ritalin too? honestly fuck this shit my doctor wouldn't perscribe me Vyvanse until I stay on Ritalin for another month and then I could talk to him. &#x200B; tell me ur experiences with Ritalin or if you had simillar stuff with Vyvanse or any other ADHD med.",4.185307692307692,6.976123530769232,5.283846153846152,74.99115384615384,75.23076923076924,8.0,30.76923076923077,8.841846274778883,3.1870769230769227,569,27,89,13,13,187,87,130,0.165,0.7290000000000001,0.106,-0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,3,10,3,1,3,0,7,9,1,2,0,20,11,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,0,15,2,15,3,4,10,0,1,0,1,9,3,3,5,5,63,22,4,0.13889103766329028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007601099563779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556846966490443,0.1504883812801124,0.16876781314254136,0.09445066838766078,0.14563936312262282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711584291165014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596821496632845,0.08466668741953795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089319190754278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962664722036075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28432172473112605,0.12154448302933135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27172417187060405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840252625934767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752396370449224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619146969656294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808019343082063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427663210078982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086150116504592,0.0,0.10210089369013492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246065115846846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130211753293376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892862355060182,0.0,0.0,0.1428031189875196,0.13713814375286615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256965424352522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480393661084753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519906904303626,0.15899700873484227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163535497475296,0.12139688878800745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543130533079504,0.09429789752621713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876781314254136,0.0 adhd,blebbish,2018/12/15,"Accidental diagnosis stories Hi everyone, I’m F/twenties and I have recently started to believe I might have ADD. My close friend says he sees certain symptoms in me and after that I started looking things up. I can resonate with so much of what I read, except for the hyperactivity. Are there any people here that have been diagnosed but have never related to the “I knew something was wrong for ages”-stories? 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Help please. I'm not sure if this is the right place to write, but it seems like the most related sub for me to post this in. 19M . I'm not sure if it's my never developed work ethic, ADHD, or something else causing me so much trouble. I find it impossible to sit down and work on something I have no interest in even if I know it must be done and I have no choice. I will zone off to another anxious worry or interesting idea every 5 minutes and lose my train of thought. I can reread the same sentence multiple times and getting nothing out of it. This in specific really frustrates me and makes me feel easily irritated. I never studied more than 30 minutes a week since i was little- so basically never. When I was younger, I didn't feel the need to study, but as education became more demanding this caused me to start falling behind. I've struggled to get homework done on time without distractions ever since I was young. In middle school, I developed a heavy gaming addiction that I only recently quit. I could always spend many hours focused on something I was interested in, but have an intense struggle now to spend even a few minutes trying to study something I feel frustrated with. I struggled with depression and intense anxiety in high school which caused me to skip weeks of school at a time just sitting at home and playing video games for hours. I used to think I had OCD because when I was younger because I couldn't go to sleep until I go to the bathroom multiple times in a row to feel absolutely no need to pee and had my slippers beside my bed in perfect parallel. I was always a terrible procrastinator. Recently I've had moments where I go to a room to get something and completely forget what I'm doing just to remember what I need as I get back to my original location. I end up doing this multiple times in a row sometimes. This might be because a bit of marijane use this year. (haven't used in weeks though). My brother also struggles with temper issues and has a very hard time studying as well. My mother is unbelievably forgetful. Like my mother, my time management is absolutely horrendous. I usually feel great when leaving my house, but when I'm at home, especially when I try to study, I get the most intense sleepiness. I've had daytime fatigue for a while, but I suspect it is because I only get about 5-6 hours of continuous sleep where the rest of the two hours and spent going to the bathroom and waking up 30 minutes. My brother struggles with this as well(minus the bathroom part). I recently bought caffeine pills and noticed when I take about 50-80mg it makes me very sleepy but jittery( i figure this is coincidence). When I try to study, it feels as if every cell in my body is refusing to cooperate. My brain just refuses to focus and comprehend what I want it to. If I ever do manage to get into the zone, I am very focused. I have an important assessment in 3 days and this failure to focus is causing me great stress. I quit gaming, have been very consistent at the gym for 2 years, and even quit fapping all in the goal of self-improvement but it seems like nothing helps. I am 1.5 years late to college due to my past lack of work. I honestly think I have been so long without any real work ethic and am so lazy, it is nearly impossible for me to get any studying done now. I am also considering the possibility of ADHD but am scared to get misdiagnosed. I feel as though me even writing this is an excuse for not trying harder to study. How would I get this diagnosed. I have no idea where to start.",5.642487555671995,6.2748421916426524,6.544072570081216,76.23778556457954,67.28530259365995,9.652030390358922,33.49607021220854,9.688023934748609,3.1996495677233434,2827,123,526,58,44,940,297,694,0.16399999999999998,0.735,0.10099999999999999,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,5,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,0,10,34,30,3,8,28,0,51,10,6,11,10,106,96,57,0,14,24,4,8,3,0,4,4,0,5,0,28,23,0,2,19,6,4,5,15,16,1,1,19,8,72,14,92,69,12,94,0,3,0,0,15,36,0,13,53,359,100,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056773521193348435,0.18776559988812164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329471010297408,0.08666737866430005,0.0,0.0,0.07083066744748524,0.05460910691633448,0.03984009880504587,0.05883416033020871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004534170910295,0.0,0.12698688284300028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685650329814172,0.05784774745266207,0.0,0.0581371049757302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139968751209302,0.0,0.0,0.05460357524712268,0.0,0.0,0.04158064168458266,0.0,0.0,0.03358648335994966,0.0,0.04485534836209781,0.05285883181779738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988391818927933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043505110405907314,0.0,0.04612631193035286,0.0,0.0,0.13759008454885122,0.09421641620575577,0.0877571807414541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432805443934655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759903114750834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208995765352184,0.0,0.1183902079916713,0.0,0.0,0.11483400454304167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665232788163968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981457249993739,0.055024055383270466,0.10447845869182276,0.0,0.20514830078482615,0.06009188165448255,0.0,0.11758113232486067,0.0,0.05435668124264356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028621117299478662,0.0,0.058747094852967335,0.05514387335139274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763291353556889,0.052196585935282085,0.0,0.04608805215191555,0.0,0.058262796513110116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952593585943223,0.05279967523740345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524732048642012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038283871202343854,0.11584719273641582,0.12049902040291582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994192437486646,0.05929199848010217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921646749633804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639620781671492,0.04971505671458184,0.0,0.0,0.054411206076482685,0.05716682510233735,0.0,0.05871096211348475,0.049877043600282576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617647336809652,0.0,0.059277015419738316,0.033362978793509336,0.0,0.15426443910364676,0.0,0.05899506805177505,0.044474965268288584,0.0,0.0,0.05213991082155934,0.1581194165334439,0.0,0.0948210704078126,0.054329490931651306,0.0,0.0,0.08616015514539316,0.0,0.10423271502400476,0.0,0.0,0.2004638183657941,0.051507212298455854,0.0,0.07372321015614275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965602857682045,0.27222006865160897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816720518504958,0.0,0.03915673636159845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673991628544403,0.10233420875098256,0.04134470775742122,0.2125727527174902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143220232730735,0.0,0.05087336834809318,0.0,0.0,0.1349379486357716,0.057357382040592285,0.17188168116107472,0.030717394214102463,0.0,0.12532328817778332,0.0,0.09365009567332913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040410708466943,0.0,0.15165579188705455,0.05288849540276965,0.0,0.036995247559834334,0.0,0.0,0.10061101653459673 adhd,Sundried115,2018/12/15,Avoidance Anxiety - How do you cope? Ive dealt with this issue for awhile. I just wanna know how to force myself to not avoid things that are stressing. Ill avoid phone calls or important assignments for no solid reason...,3.2940000000000005,6.3721304000000085,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,82.5,6.2,20.5,7.554174236665415,1.0825999999999998,176,5,30,3,5,53,35,40,0.248,0.603,0.149,-0.6931,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,12,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168302436038453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229023006521229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43227404238822137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276107700079188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258240836066422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744173491868482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27514861276391306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Irukandji37,2018/12/15,"My new bosses appreciate how thorough I am I am really enjoying my new job as front desk customer service, helping people with basic questions and signing up for programs and giving tours. There's over a dozen of us though, so we have a notification binder for the bosses to share updates. Yesterday, I asked for clarifications on a couple points and they praised me on being so thorough. That was such a relief! I told them I was really trying to not be too intense about it anymore, because I realized I was being a bit stressful in how I demanded explanations at first. They said they understood and appreciate it. I found it so stressful to not know how to answer customers or verify that I understand vague memos. I don't need any extra uncertainty on wtf is going on! 😅 If I don't get answers while I'm focused on the issue then I'll forget about it until it kicks me in the butt. I'm learning how to work with their mostly laid back style, and they're making efforts to give me lists or show me where to find more information, though. I feel like if I don't totally understand something, then the fog can be overwhelming and I can't recall what I do know. There's so much that I'm expected to just remember. I also explained to a coworker that if I'm focused on something, I might legitimately not hear her. She had jokingly called me out for ignoring her, which kind of hurt, so I figured I'd let her know that sometimes I will do that and I don't mean to be rude by it. She apologized for giving me a hard time and said she understands. It does worry me sometimes, though. It's been 5 years since I last had a job, partially because of worsening adhd symptoms and being too hard on myself, but for the most part I'm enjoying figuring out how to function in a work environment again. I look forward to going back on Straterra eventually and moving up the ladder. In the mean time I'll appreciate my slow progress. 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My consoler handed it to me recently and wanted to know if it helped anyone. 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Now I have to finish a lot of work stuff that I’ve been behind on that’s costing me a lot of money when it’s unfinished. I actually remembered to start my Concerta this morning and now I just need some encouragement today to get this stuff done. I don’t realize how much it contributes to my depression and anxiety to have it hanging over my head. I feel like such a big failure that I can’t make my unmedicated brain just do it, but I can’t. My therapist is working with me on celebrating small successes instead of beating myself up over bigger failures, and it’s so hard to do! The amount of work I have to finish is actually do-able in 1-2 days if I can focus and not panic, or spend all my time beating myself up and learning about random stuff instead of focusing on my specific task. Any encouragement helps! I wish I could have my therapist follow me around all day and snap me out of these bad-self-talk patterns, but I can’t, so I’m on here instead. 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It dawned on me that her personality has a lot in common with ADHD: tardiness, being talkative, getting in trouble at work/problems with authority, putting her foot in her mouth, using humor as a coping mechanism, and rarely sitting still. Of course I don't know if she would actually be diagnosed with ADHD (if she were real) but her character resonated with me in a way I don't often feel from TV/movies. When I do see ADHD in media it is usually in some form of stereotype used as a gag (e.g., Dug from Up, Dory from Finding Nemo, Tigger from Winnie the Pooh). So...which other characters from fiction do you think have traits that align with ADHD? Here's my speculative list: 1. Miriam Maisel- The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel 2. Edward- Cowboy Bebop 3. Rapunzel- Tangled 4. Luna Lovegood- Harry Potter 5. Kaylee- Firefly 6. Barney Stinson- How I Met Your Mother 7. Bart- The Simpsons 8. Calvin- Calvin and Hobbes 9. Hiccup- How to Train Your Dragon 10. 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What is the best kind of support does he need from a parent I find myself getting really exasperated with him and can't understand why he can't follow basic house rules. I ask myself if he's doing it on purpose or just couldn't care less. Then I think, well he followed the big rules; no drugs or alcohol and no speeding tickets. It's just the every day basic rules. It drives me nuts. How should I react to him? I'm guessing he can't help it?",1.6148958333333316,3.5360781979166696,3.565833333333334,88.49583333333338,79.52083333333334,5.933333333333334,21.08333333333333,6.937597516519254,0.4770083333333335,361,10,76,4,9,122,68,96,0.152,0.759,0.08800000000000001,-0.6489,2,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,0,18,19,7,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,5,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,4,3,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440338199522296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347390184310172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963640452189014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328152919497719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726511846336465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998282619365241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26481037372458216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239244965598132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870529628112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930204010080625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515502961867253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305638252578058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634821268929396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778857499317674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931663033548466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535526547124797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628512820653453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591258111707242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463157302400248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377175934721647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531164703423294,0.0,0.2060479220287957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilactuesday,2018/12/15,"Today I realized that my dog understands “sorry, buddy, I forgot my key” Find yourself a pal that gets you.",8.116500000000002,7.121213650000001,9.320000000000004,63.86500000000004,62.5,12.0,35.0,11.20814326018867,4.224,83,3,13,2,1,29,17,20,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385404831654209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506825425165834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371114854053739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548067181252213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995023612519354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Korrugate,2018/12/15,"New Exciting Stipulations for Getting My Prescription Refilled Hey all! So, I was diagnosed with ADHD-I about 5 years ago. I tried several non stimulant medications before moving to my current med (Vyvanse). I have seen noticeable changes in my day to day life and have minimal side effects. I also have an anxiety disorder and an rx for Klonopin that I take as needed. I rarely need my anxiety med (maybe once a month), and I avoid taking them because benzodiazapenes are a bit scary, but I know exactly what a build up to a panic attack feels like and can usually stop myself by taking it at the right time. It’s like a safety net. When I started seeing my current doctor to be treated for ADHD, they specifically said “don’t worry, we aren’t going to take away your anxiety medication.” Fast forward to yesterday. Because I live in one of the worst states in the US for drug (opiate) abuse, I have to take a urine test /every/ time I get a Vyvanse refill. Ok, that’s fine. I ping for amphetamines and nothing else, they check a box, and I get to be a productive human. I mentioned in my appointment that I haven’t needed my anxiety medication in the last month but that I nearly did about a week prior on a particularly bad day. My doctor said “oh, it’s good you didn’t, because if you ever test positive for that we won’t refill your prescription.” Is this a common thing? I feel misled. I know that these two classes of medications are often prescribed together. I clarified with them and it doesn’t matter if I am prescribed it or not. I cannot take it if I want to continue to be treated for ADHD. I’m not sure what I should do, but I’m considering making another appointment to ask more questions... because given the choice between focusing and stopping a panic attack, I’m going to choose the latter.",4.666736865440036,6.230312717579256,6.2438184438040345,74.06848093549105,70.23919308357347,9.373043671026382,30.925404566614947,9.757249324022393,3.2134798049213025,1431,61,252,35,26,489,186,347,0.163,0.7559999999999999,0.081,-0.9831,3,1,1,0,1,0,45.0,3,4,4,1,7,16,2,3,21,1,23,11,1,3,4,44,53,19,0,8,9,0,2,2,0,2,10,2,0,1,17,12,0,3,7,0,1,4,9,7,0,2,7,6,44,9,38,41,4,42,0,0,2,0,18,13,0,6,28,170,61,5,0.0,0.0971599587383559,0.0,0.0,0.2956544420744488,0.0,0.07269057179355352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557764323689003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598712994900501,0.2509277991584209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666158783598265,0.18658014251018112,0.07704436956412714,0.0,0.06846894793042987,0.19995268579596595,0.0,0.06977837887104914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952586507290024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674813380102503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586551477737994,0.0,0.0,0.08323115863134553,0.0,0.0,0.093982361491732,0.1678667673875796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509726270936407,0.0,0.06850285223762931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417626547185488,0.06909093126110624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292620179689908,0.05858284681363825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285293014354779,0.0,0.0932082098949741,0.06878009339309354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013323496707276,0.06684326112207087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057921032519471775,0.08012489309741383,0.0,0.0724100119761281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473753389457983,0.0,0.08238287686620427,0.0,0.18217334281221964,0.33043694529991713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309077724954679,0.0871560436444916,0.0,0.18241220518979054,0.0,0.0791988559361096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868393866742353,0.09336077929375096,0.0,0.08733035060163513,0.05556724808797917,0.0,0.0,0.19242533351659247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186195043494087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002997913628049,0.1560069626844103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534564824614518,0.0,0.0,0.09263987044331297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804203373684801,0.0,0.0,0.13711609575557498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728670825829438,0.0,0.3699355914824432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447904456421609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956330334087771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567454700881808,0.0,0.08010486129709284,0.0,0.09863932235730692,0.0,0.09031454534891677,0.0,0.048367400917754,0.0,0.06577773363387687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327786671136726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528071417728687 adhd,drinkyourdinner,2018/12/15,"Looking for tips while off adderall - expectant mom Expecting mom here, so I’m off my adderall. What crutches can I sue for the next 9 months to get by? I regularly use: Wonderlist (to do list) Apple Watch timers and schedule reminders The max caffeine that the docs recommend Bioavailable b-complex Luckily I’m a “generalist” for our family machine shop, so I am highly motivated and my tasks vary... but the short attention span is killing me. Between that, the mood swings, and the reduced sleep from all of the change, I’m struggling. You guys got any other tips? (Not looking for alternative meds or essential oils, I’m looking for behavior accommodations I can make.) Thank you in advance for brainstorming with me! 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I’m a 32 year old male with a recent ADHD diagnosis. I also take Zoloft for depression and anxiety. My doctor prescribed me 40 mg of Vyvanse, and he told me to titration slowly and told me about the “water hack” where you can take a lower dose to slowly get into it. Well 20 mg was awesome the first 4 days, very focused, had mental energy and was very productive, didn’t feel so impulsive. Then comes day 5 and 6. HORRIBLE. I feel like I’m on crystal meth. Very uncomfortable. Very agitated and amped up. I’m real discouraged because I had experienced some success and now it’s the opposite. I thought I would have had a rough day or two and then experienced success. Advice. TLDR: started Vyvanse and it was great, now suddenly it’s making me feel very agitated and exhausted. Thanks 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adhd,yourkitchensink420,2018/12/15,"how can i stop being so chatty and annoying on my meds ADHD-PI here...i’ve been on vyvanse for over 2 years, varying doses. it truly has saved my life. i should say for the record i have depression mostly caused by my ADHD, which is also medicated. a lot of days i avoid taking my vyvanse when i work early in the morning or have the day off. it makes me feel too talkative and analytical and just remembering i will feel that way if i take it makes me avoid it, cuz i’d rather not put the energy into the day like that. i’d rather just lay in bed on my phone, play video games, etc. basically would rather feel monotonous and lazy, for lack of a better term. don’t get me wrong, my meds help me a ton in being a normal human being. but even though they GIVE me the energy, i just feel like it takes too much energy to live through the day on them. sorry if it’s confusing...i would just rather stay mentally tired than actually dealing with things i need to. but when i take them, i’m nicer than ever and actually am close to an average human. lmk if you’re confused or whatever lol",3.0788235294117636,4.405034619909504,4.857375565610862,83.39203619909505,73.84162895927602,8.276923076923078,22.50226244343892,8.841846274778883,1.3709529411764707,845,21,179,17,17,288,135,221,0.128,0.775,0.098,-0.4178,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,2,18,11,1,3,12,1,15,4,0,5,1,48,29,19,0,13,16,0,4,2,0,4,4,1,1,2,10,8,0,3,5,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,5,24,5,23,21,7,25,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,8,13,122,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.2409801204148461,0.0,0.2967767272147862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873985759396624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920022444091668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683891299262695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31851478490710405,0.12729336440741212,0.10634554593264972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770300321444826,0.08155154953958034,0.11168675066723134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972295288672955,0.08820783526684886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645085951754763,0.1184448061402707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276012892181632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721134551921353,0.12064356301416865,0.0,0.10902731354758813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497078139373124,0.0,0.0,0.1648359420990998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27429729155890936,0.12438422346483813,0.12442990815011724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076552366871628,0.0915523150614902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097554044333185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241226383117106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986877704423695,0.0,0.0,0.09818923766563427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821587665531962,0.0,0.1316038489261417,0.0,0.10322743469019628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37133984306171797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202876524083431,0.0,0.1213098069081634,0.0,0.0,0.14191195742879936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800567513380497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988848917125458,0.0,0.0,0.17542076663430947,0.13499635189360434,0.0,0.07951139140151754 adhd,lemonyemon,2018/12/15,"ADHD while pregnant I take Vyvanse (30mg) every week day. I’m not having kids any time soon but when I do, I realize it’s very possible I won’t be able to take my meds (Vyvanse is a Class C medication, which means most doctors won’t prescribe it if there’s a bun in the oven). Interested to hear if anyone in this community has had this experience? How did you cope? Are there other meds you took that helped you manage? 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I was on a medication called Tenex which is the brand name of Guanfacine, a medicine that decreases heart rate and blood pressure and it ended up just putting me to sleep. I was on adderall in high school and was doing fine on 20mg IR and got increased to 70mg of XR which absolutely fucked me up. I wasn’t sleeping or eating for days, and I didn’t want to withdrawal but couldn’t sleep so it ended up gaining me a Xanax addiction. My doctor has told me there are nonstimulant medications but have a risk of worsening the depression. He’s said low dose stimulants that aren’t adderall are a good plan, but I was wondering if you guys had any ideas. Thank you all so much for your responses. 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Has anyone experienced this? For the record I’m a super skinny guy who can eat a whole pizza and my body will burn it off in a couple hours, just to give you an idea of my metabolism. I mean, the Adderall works, it just doesn’t last long enough. I’m on 10MG. Did anyone switch from XR to IR, or should I ask my doctor about Vyvanse?",2.6644588744588766,3.962225337662338,3.9734415584415568,89.4325432900433,74.84415584415585,6.172294372294372,20.62554112554113,6.42735559955562,0.10852554112554147,289,6,63,2,6,95,60,77,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,6,5,2,0,0,7,11,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,10,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949048135608825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714461082296095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424047025918576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333350374758407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584491960652788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578319001863508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789571852012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022955963755592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880464845124486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153492276257957,0.0,0.0,0.2380581867247404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437911755295777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662242671123705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971046496544856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038396839737115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354403204822955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352336769129504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yazan_,2018/12/15,Why do I keep doing this? It's honestly not alwaya my faukt because things naturally come up and not everything is in my control but I'm constantly slesp deprived and so bad at organizing my time that I delay studying for exams up to a week sometimes and now i have a huge midterm tomorrow that I havent covered 50% of the material for at best. I dont always do this but Im doing it enough to be directly having a bad effect on all of my studies and plans later on in my college career. Im screwed. ,3.0042307692307686,4.311914807692311,5.591538461538463,78.12846153846156,74.0,8.276923076923078,30.30769230769231,8.841846274778883,2.6108115384615385,396,18,77,8,8,142,69,104,0.19,0.716,0.094,-0.919,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,2,6,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,1,14,13,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,14,12,3,17,0,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,7,58,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858500488045101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729857888359516,0.13615571820464967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439829678780286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192401379572076,0.0,0.24136844073990166,0.2505126979938076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617715180058405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307864102773803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007379319768224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825255230300617,0.0,0.0,0.19852903706947791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209047525605024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838777304172845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024065464314966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916267599292904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154401029583086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,keyboard-citizen,2018/12/15,"What's the most damaging and most useful symptom of ADHD for you? For me my most damaging symptom is my lack of consistency in anything and everything. I have very good days, very bad days and everything in between and so my expectations are (frustratingly) constantly changing on a day-to-day to as far as to a minute-to-minute basis. Most useful symptom is ironically the amount of things that go on in my head at once. If I can get even the slightest bit of control over the 20-50 tabs going on in my head, the scope I have over situations is very large (for example I find I can predict things happening miles away before anyone else ever can).",6.866091428571429,6.720255632000001,7.516685714285718,72.97720000000002,64.68,10.982857142857142,34.65714285714286,10.608840637214634,3.6359142857142857,514,21,96,12,7,171,74,125,0.10400000000000001,0.821,0.075,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,7,0,9,5,2,3,1,16,15,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,1,23,15,7,19,0,2,0,0,1,13,0,5,4,68,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410115908300385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547579012541353,0.13990700341891704,0.11236531405176492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828899431629964,0.0,0.11400979100203827,0.0,0.0,0.11619016549856614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907232365552067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144447036261181,0.0,0.0,0.14755717942566066,0.15314739165138824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522422117048353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406624612651026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018701654981644,0.12351322430645074,0.0,0.0,0.2454365861207089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480011547144312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133938930090414,0.0,0.15520391142270315,0.11452788906315588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074673683179933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802701576999897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541650370243445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348286573995756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257691780260275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814295289323868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586294602000515,0.0,0.3379930190677438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theresamay420,2018/12/15,"Diagnosed 5 months ago at 23 y/o but still struggling to accept my ADHD. How did you work through the emotional side of things? I'm still constantly thinking about my ADHD. It's totally changed how I view myself. I'm a mess of confusion, anger and worry about being held back in life (among a thousand other things). I'm frustrated that on meds I'm productive and it's great, but I just don't feel like myself. I'm usually so extroverted and now I'm so quiet, but off meds I'm totally useless at the things that matter (I'm in uni). I hate that I don't know anyone else with ADHD, or anyone who even comes close to understanding because I'm sure it would help. How did you begin to accept your diagnosis? 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What can I do? I've been battling my psychiatric clinic since summer time. Initially I was ok with the depression treatment, but years later I'm on 3 anti-depressants (max dose on two of them), have done inpatient, am well-versed in CBT and what not and I'm pretty fucking certain I'm just depressed because I don't meet my own ambitions. &#x200B; I'm super driven and ambitious. I work in my dream field, with a fantastic company, but I literally work 22 hours per MONTH because I can't focus. &#x200B; Whenever I finish something I feel fantastic. But I can't fucking concentrate for more than 4 minutes at a time, 9 on a good day. &#x200B; And the clinic refuses to treat me for ADD (officially diagnosed by them), because they need to treat my depression first. Yes, I am fucking suicidal. But I want to try ADD medication. I'm fucking angry that they ignore me every time I bring it up. I think it's because my area has a drug epidemic. Or because they don't want to do the paperwork to notify insurance they change treatment from depression to ADD treatment. But I feel stuck. Did anyone here go through the same struggle? What can I do next?",3.952468288625493,6.366194860262009,5.2034684965689335,77.1788937409025,74.19650655021834,8.903389478061968,31.865460594718236,9.48565724429506,3.479149552921605,969,48,167,26,21,321,130,229,0.17800000000000002,0.64,0.182,-0.2802,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,6,6,2,19,5,1,8,2,18,10,0,0,1,29,37,10,1,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,3,1,0,3,5,12,0,2,6,2,29,7,23,31,3,23,0,5,0,4,9,8,4,1,12,102,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987844084786549,0.33507697266123937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427229227806179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361998568036551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723870439912953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928051067612476,0.0,0.4750210843386052,0.09329641660665712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406562175209557,0.0,0.0,0.10659750489817396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744619217940918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929545809246671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818672918506978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33991260126280753,0.0,0.0,0.05224000317020255,0.07709776426241133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052224896939888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259928438423162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336931433264382,0.0,0.0,0.06815718764213081,0.0,0.0,0.09775749287192977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935152362920622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603680835254763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076416662889354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609428002932968,0.0,0.10054507744214296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058898341298224965,0.0,0.0,0.16079710062278493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240734620946891,0.0,0.08979205185517479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843307387299883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264672185065601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383706614514354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33507697266123937,0.05919318173221876 adhd,Gunnedup,2018/12/15,"How large of a correlation is there between depression and ADHD? TLDR: What is the relationship between Depression and unmanaged ADHD I have been struggling with depression for over 6 years following a family tragedy (which started my road to treatment), but I feel that at this point it’s caused by something more than grief. It has been over 6 years since the event where I realized that I had depression extending beyond grief (along with clinical diagnosis), as some of the symptoms were present before the event and continued far after. Here are some of the things that I have experienced with depression along with some that I feel may be associated with ADHD •I deal with at times feeling like things that I usually enjoy are not fun •Experiencing a wanting of isolation from other people, beyond wanting time to myself •Trouble feeling motivated to do even the smallest tasks at times •Have daily thoughts of past and current “failures”, and having trouble with dwelling on them •I have times where I have trouble concentrating on what other people are telling me and catch myself getting distracted by simple things while they are talking. •I feel like I interrupt people while talking and say what I think that they are trying to say, which I’m sure can be annoying. •I have trouble concentrating on simple tasks from chore to things I want to read, and my mind wanders to things unrelated to what I was doing. I’ve received help and treatment for depression through therapy and medication, although I’m no longer on medication as I have been able to manage the symptoms without them with time. I wonder if they could also be symptoms of another issue. After reading about types of the disorder, I feel like inattentive ADHD, and some hyperactive/impulsive ADHD symptoms feels familiar to me. I didn’t want to go into everything that I feel about what could be signs of ADHD but I wanted to give an idea of what I feel. I know that I would need to see a medical professional about the issue to receive a proper diagnosis, but my current insurance may possibly not cover things. I’m struggling to find a specific doctor or facility that could diagnose me besides a local mental health office that focuses on drug abuse. I wanted to see how this community feels about the relationship between depression and ADHD before going to do an examination, like if what I am experiencing is not consistent with possible ADHD symptoms. I have read on the topic, but feel like I would benefit from hearing from people who have or are familiar with the disorder. Thanks in advance!",12.80602134885978,9.893687816593893,11.852983988355167,55.4019019893256,55.11353711790393,15.155943716642403,47.278505579815615,13.295006501635747,6.356079670063076,2092,100,317,57,18,680,211,458,0.18,0.73,0.09,-0.9946,2,1,2,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,5,2,14,27,1,4,21,0,42,13,0,4,1,81,77,28,2,14,12,0,11,5,0,4,13,3,1,0,32,25,0,0,20,3,0,7,6,17,0,0,8,18,38,10,75,58,5,48,0,9,2,0,19,21,0,11,25,248,70,8,0.0541049664912777,0.06410553798257093,0.0,0.0,0.5201892442724905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326772215548879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673377486503735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920786829299956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558070448548592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959523954627847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577984471140108,0.3262036985070742,0.05491540208804944,0.0,0.0,0.12401795806694853,0.055378725827554716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274458393987603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03573582009139704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862605517398159,0.0,0.051005347189270696,0.0,0.300928064033704,0.15461039548820907,0.0,0.0,0.04945095917891459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028267611891552625,0.05190241395639942,0.0614981986128704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751104931793272,0.06098022946485995,0.0,0.0362654185553575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107792148949665,0.0,0.1129430562105862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029734674616492363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216476840108973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635151848263871,0.05452508059927822,0.0,0.05463059256399798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040118147091741316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051649312620492334,0.1500382852577899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114668160492517,0.12199044059663447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235882419081446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617697158634033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605288193641326,0.0,0.0,0.08622930659984476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044756187386881495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041652646534487935,0.0,0.0,0.038295773759260604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312451684871501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099329061205203,0.28117888303053234,0.0,0.08697504521196786,0.047290125486307864,0.04981258391366911,0.0618737444773616,0.0,0.2156696136504324,0.03466827786481566,0.0,0.04295329981067094,0.15774520530839445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036733720704301434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059588976698052236,0.0,0.1914750662874015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215525695735998,0.058674528196441235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686923169615703,0.0,0.0,0.06968364903875268 adhd,UntamedBuffalo,2018/12/15,"Adderall ADDvice First time prescribed adderall xr20, iv never taken it or anything like it before. I am a non traditional college student (27) and have never been strong scholastically, so i asked my doctor for something to help with my lack of focus and motivation. He didn't really go into much detail and just said take it in the morning. is there any one out there who is/has taken it that has any advice. such as what to expect long term, what to avoid, etc. i made the mistake of taking two as after the first hour i didn't notice any difference, now im still awake at 6am posting on reddit lol. 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What do I do?,-0.3008571428571436,1.7332625571428582,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,87.71428571428572,5.785714285714287,17.32142857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.002571428571429113,249,6,60,4,8,86,44,70,0.073,0.757,0.17,0.6887,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,13,2,0,3,0,14,20,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,5,3,5,17,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,0,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120767727554421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188556422015718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389478005852763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32919568784268605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292403405841765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265434222368714,0.16942173469938446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730209444577333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217870962251327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513186244869132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155281421042086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635728315952268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pthompson32,2018/12/15,"Amphetamine/Adderall/Stimulants/Focus. A friend of mine is in need of a long term perception use of Adderall XR to help him concentrate and learn new material at his new job that’s outside his skill set. What ought he do? My friend’s end goal: To be prescribed Adderall XR long term. What is first need: For my friend to discuss their issue of ADD at his new workplace with his new doctor. What brings you in today my friend’s doc may ask. “I just began a new job in a field I’ve hadn’t worked in before and I’m having trouble concentrating and learning new material.” “I’m falling behind at work. However, I very much like the job because of its low stress nature and I want to be successful in being a good asset to my employer.” “I was diagnosed with ADD in middle school and around a year ago I was re diagnosed with it at Doctor Kingsley’s.” “I’ve been prescribed Adderall XR in the past and it’s worked quite well.” ADDITIONAL INFORMATION •My friend has Medicaid. •My friend wants Adderall XR to better focus on tasks. •My friend is curious if you or anyone else has any advice or input that’d be helpful in this quest. •My friend would settle in the beginning for Modafinil, Concerta, Ritalin, Vyvanse (if they can afford it), Dexedrine, or Adderall IR. My friend desperately is in need of Adderall XR. Any advice or input would be greatly appreciated. SUMMARY A friend of mine desperately needs Adderall XR to help them concentrate and learn in a new job outside their skill set. This friend wants to obtain Addy legally and would love if you or anyone else has any good advice or input. Please do not argue for my friend’s health or anything else nonproductive to this cause. Thank you",4.139879464285716,6.397555871875002,4.8340178571428565,80.76062500000003,73.09375,7.696428571428572,27.36607142857143,8.527137837955566,2.131513392857143,1349,51,243,25,28,433,154,320,0.040999999999999995,0.74,0.21899999999999997,0.9957,7,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,4,11,3,25,1,1,11,0,26,7,0,2,0,46,42,18,0,14,12,0,0,1,12,5,6,0,0,0,12,15,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,5,0,26,21,40,26,3,42,0,1,0,1,34,19,0,11,20,137,38,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134478008234265,0.05785837472458762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315856842759285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127732557471073,0.13375471503797984,0.05371207371279737,0.058104597883231066,0.061019122102841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039788301070279586,0.0,0.05554040218395212,0.0,0.0,0.05772646773683464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705080008883715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249640073077684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361427887649532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357542374509046,0.0,0.05781030434822342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055519068034573016,0.0,0.0,0.6051340701187183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949162508810137,0.0,0.0719609749223205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937950690644704,0.0,0.0,0.131248354201498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812546146636078,0.2590836650826149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03188787744553705,0.0,0.0,0.1155247064080048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058909189518119576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798133978665902,0.1935890439305499,0.0,0.4412707012770405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062308093560541865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164742680441955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694232286583667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605724737588674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476715618277964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009232226943144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061868817808890725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637276970056701,0.0,0.05385501183581196,0.11549472528713632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058686033053000485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425531402510461,0.0,0.0,0.13909890676504805,0.0,0.0,0.04203207268071072 adhd,avonarret1,2018/12/15,"How will I make interest last? Everytime I crave something so bad I just can't wait to do it / get it. I get really frustrated if I have to wait for something. Like right now. I ordered something and its delivery got delayed and I just couldn't stand the waiting so I reordered somewhere else just to get it earlier. I know the title doesn't match what I wrote so far but for me it is always like that and after I've got something like this item I bought I know I'll obsess about it for some days or at best 1-2 weeks and then all the air is out and I couldn't care less about it. And that happens with literally everything to a point where I don't know if there will be anything left in the future for me to really enjoy. It happened with learning languages, programming, playing games, taking pictures (where I had to get an expensive camera, because an ordinary one wouldn't suffice, of course..). It's frustrating to even know this about myself in advance. Surely I'm not alone on this. What do you do about it? Moderation? 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My creative ideas are always impractical to implement or not engaging enough to fulfill me. What have you done that fulfilled that need? I wanted to create a pyramid in my yard in my twenties and created a business online that sits in the way back machine unfinished. Still an awesome idea though. 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The nurse practitioner who prescribed me the medication that worked beautifully for me refuses to continue seeing me or prescribe even a single refill because I’m now out of state for grad school, even when I made it clear I come back home often. They are so stringent about their protocol and act obtuse to the fact that their purported patient safety protocol is putting me in harm’s way! Ever since I ran out of my medication, not only have have seriously suffered with grad school/professional stuff, but I’ve been unable to do basic tasks. And anxiety and depression have come back with a vengeance. Being off the medication has led to suicidal thoughts. I alluded this to the provider indirectly, and they didn’t care. I was literally unemployment, depressed, and had never moved out in my mid-twenties before I started the medication. Now I’m back in that constant mind fog - coupled with lightheadedness, physical fatigue and body ache that I’ve had since I can remember, that no blood test has found a cause for, but that *somewhat* reduced on medication. I feel *so* helpless. I won’t even be back at my university for over a month so I guess I have to be in this state until then, and then no guarantee how long it will take to start the whole process over.",6.022657596371879,7.800783485714287,6.47914965986395,72.85319160997734,67.20408163265307,10.179138321995463,33.611111111111114,10.380263240014207,3.789308390022676,1074,49,187,29,18,348,148,245,0.16399999999999998,0.78,0.057,-0.9828,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,4,1,17,10,0,0,11,0,21,9,2,4,4,38,38,18,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,1,0,13,15,0,1,5,0,0,7,7,8,0,0,9,3,23,2,30,24,3,40,0,5,1,0,7,12,0,5,19,133,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747161371183788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114828865287099,0.0,0.061733523693202626,0.0,0.08617369030401069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248863529889107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032519686335672,0.10403264388245803,0.0,0.17447104361147586,0.0,0.1094373747330374,0.0,0.0,0.11205382188667128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744481728432983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862244941376779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006645226880878,0.09160491590800976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241076028636076,0.07234762658752864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103781652135863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156081318421213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015825140468271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947562436337445,0.0,0.0,0.08962115758086484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958245442649763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6121159186407933,0.0,0.0,0.1022542811198478,0.0,0.0808331035194966,0.10763445689993477,0.0,0.0,0.0781060107890364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702073731698915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180476893541293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471967339678997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049821950821181,0.08069943363236334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675439182377358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335948529550235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159304314959615,0.11077343065260836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522855436913638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039742180574334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218158769828159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038376598392702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138082556415066,0.1130648359614467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372609053838942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thraceanlegion,2018/12/15,"Where do the days go? A month feels like a few days Ive been trying to apply for jobs for a month now. Only did one application and got exhausted. Next thing i know its mid december and the jobs i wanted arent open anymore. I cant even remember what i did all those days, but somehow a whole month has gone by and it feels like its only been a few days. How do you guys stop yourself from wasting hours of the day without realizing it? 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This post is literally a cry for help. I’m 19 years old, I’m intelligent and passionate about learning but I never actually do any work or achieve anything worthwhile. Nothing interests me enough to keep my attention for longer than 2 mins. I could be watching my favourite show and then I’ll just switch the tab and listen to a song half way through and then try to watch the show again, and then just repeat the cycle. I try so hard to study and get everything done atleast a few days before the deadline but every single time, I end up starting the night before. I would truly believe I just had no interest in studying but then how can my lack of interest in “fun” things like watching tv shows or football matches be explained? It makes no sense to me. Why does not getting work done for school mentally torture me so much if I’m just lazy and uninterested in EVERYTHING. I really truly want to believe that there is nothing wrong with me, that it’s just my fault, that I’m lazy and always bored and uninterested and just simply irresponsible. However, if this was all true, I wouldn’t be stressed all the time, I wouldn’t spend hours infront of an open book, wanting to study, but not being “able to”. I don’t even know if I truly have ADHD or if I’m just faking it for some sick reason. I’m so desperate for help. I’ve been to psychiatrists in the past and I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD and Anxiety. But for the past 2 years, I’ve told myself, I don’t have it, it’s all fake, I just don’t work hard enough. And yet, nothing has changed. Absolutely nothing has changed. I’m still the same. I even tried to make myself believe that I just haven’t found something I’m truly interested in and that’s why I never get anything done no matter how hard I try. Then, I found the German language. I spent a week just learning it all the time. I thought I finally found one thing I could truly succeed in. I’ve never wanted to be brilliant at everything, even if I was able to succeed at just one thing, I would be satisfied. I thought learning German was that thing. I was so happy. I felt alive after so long. But then a week later, I stopped learning it. I tried to but I just couldn’t. I still don’t understand why I can’t do it. I want to believe its my fault but there is no evidence to support that claim. The cycle just got repeated again and I was back to being who I was. Lazy, bored, uninterested, Always tired, easily side-tracked, foggy minded, procrastinator, easily overwhelmed by “simple” tasks, never wanting to start something that requires even a little bit of mental effort. What is a person like me supposed to do? Fail constantly at everything? Always feel inadequate? Always feel like no matter how hard I try, I’ll always fail at everything just like I always have in my life? 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And you're so mortified that you have to trust that everyone around you knows that no same person would ever say that? Is that an ADHD/impulsive speech thing?",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692309,4.759487179487183,84.09384615384619,69.0,8.276923076923078,24.538461538461537,8.841846274778883,1.6843692307692306,336,9,62,6,6,101,50,78,0.133,0.723,0.14400000000000002,0.2709,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,16,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,1,14,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,4,5,3,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989386319881155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028899396264627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878523418469492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477972421412193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739950047069133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190993004063226,0.0,0.1827861554948835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915745113580732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051281900779058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690963426740453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837130232925694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962331200546148,0.14548495373391598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702738125198688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304243575745912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472646799940676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541696569218618,0.1225711514268432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298736112729676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27177439488152244,0.2091460010751184,0.0,0.0 adhd,adamski25,2018/12/15,Depression ADHD and Depression,12.362500000000004,16.491370250000006,12.52,12.425000000000011,96.5,21.6,54.0,11.20814326018867,15.136300000000002,27,2,1,2,1,9,3,4,0.787,0.213,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721795983346842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8201283480343545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,getcha-rox-off,2018/12/15,"Neuropsyche Exam I’m going in for a neuropsyche exam soon and I’m looking for some tips to ensure she will confirm my ADHD so I can get treated for it. There is no question it is an issue for me, but I’m not good with relaying that effectively. Just looking for any advice. Thanks guys!",1.146822660098522,3.640837672413795,3.713842364532024,83.1939655172414,86.06896551724138,6.072906403940888,23.802955665024644,7.447530270364453,1.489509359605912,227,9,42,4,7,79,44,58,0.075,0.768,0.157,0.7255,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,12,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,8,11,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598447762880937,0.2925898581767106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036159368156108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643464511136326,0.0,0.17016734402433634,0.2511393755472099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964729755998686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31251679455411824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028749493606426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354190395893873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566580143062885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,QueenlyFlux,2018/12/15,"Medication interfering with my gains Hi friends, I was diagnosed recently and I've been taking Adderall instant release for a week, 20mg twice a day. I'm starting to notice some positive effects, which is good since I've struggled with attention problems my whole life. Unfortunately, it's also causing appetite loss to an uncomfortable degree. I've never been a big eater, and I was always underweight up until a few months ago when I took up weightlifting. I committed myself to eating substantially more to support my lifts, and I managed to gain quite a few pounds, putting me in the healthy range for my height. Since starting medication, I can't get myself to eat like I had been, and I'm concerned that my current plateau will turn into weight loss if I continue on my current track. The problem has multiple dimensions. For one, I don't feel motivated to eat. Nothing ever sounds appetizing. I've also noticed that food I used to love doesn't really give me any pleasure. The worst, though, is that I get full after two bites, and trying to eat big portions like I used to makes me nauseous to the point where I can barely choke it down. Needless to say, I'm starting to feel undernourished. Does anyone have any tips for dealing with this? Do I need to talk to my psychiatrist about switching medication? Thanks for reading.",5.549415917843387,7.5128630772357745,5.96028669234061,75.39098202824135,68.63414634146339,8.593581514762517,33.6790757381258,9.134995656068208,3.224556097560976,1071,51,181,21,19,344,152,246,0.105,0.742,0.153,0.9248,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,7,7,14,0,1,10,0,16,12,0,6,3,26,37,11,0,4,1,0,4,2,1,1,5,3,0,0,7,9,6,0,5,2,0,2,4,6,0,3,7,7,26,8,32,29,8,30,0,2,0,1,7,12,0,2,18,114,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951329759446221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164801989116646,0.0892990918540568,0.0,0.0,0.14596297651915874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504085328634579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024751701516924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921271899158847,0.11064252308154106,0.0,0.1089278515294472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391672301157217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392618623840848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707736099307557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085287426700763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977214002807566,0.0,0.0829154022068347,0.0,0.11214086081999768,0.10295141666080802,0.0,0.09001518090705554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580350597615257,0.10486256112072133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968607662420714,0.0,0.07163713762013366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243417529206233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566204436487765,0.0,0.0,0.07957664705867115,0.08277203608494724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297672806502756,0.2443697594221221,0.0,0.0,0.07272301682639093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014523781716534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538207786283325,0.0,0.10788654961142298,0.0,0.11414835576340104,0.10734934841289462,0.0,0.06875213612601769,0.0,0.1059658549705705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534541486395239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755293230433342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788559491373514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219448558238684,0.0,0.0,0.12178581146144545,0.0,0.0,0.08069151394559962,0.08625999675305941,0.0,0.09880611883978298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544165576373288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923680880764755,0.07286344309355584,0.1167336751414971,0.10483634472523777,0.0,0.0,0.18538057349117792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608587602331008,0.13068722046619607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981928903547533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thenewmoment,2018/12/15,"Anxiety during comedown tl:dr I only ever get anxiety during comedowns, what are some coping strategies/ ways to prevent this (if any)? I (21F) been trying different ADD medications for over three years now and my main issue is that every medication makes me feel INCREDIBLY anxious during the comedown. (I never experience anxiety otherwise) When I tell my doctor about this she typically prescribes a different medication in hopes that I won’t experience this. I understand why she is doing this, however at this point I’m frustrated and just want to stick to a medication. I have been recently prescribed Foquest 35mg (similar to concerta however it is supposed to last about 16 hours), and I have been noticing that I get very anxious in the evening. Other than the anxiety it is working very well for me and I do not experience any other side effects. What strategies do you use to cope with comedown anxiety or comedowns in general? Is there anyway to prevent this? 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She’s 21 and she’s been on ADHD medication since she was a small child. My question is this: if you skip a dose do you truly feel a difference that very day? I don’t have ADHD but I know from my history of being on antidepressants and anxiety medication that the effect of skipping a day doesn’t happen that quickly. Of course these are different medications and I don’t understand the science behind them, but I thought it would be similar. Please don’t hate me if this is a dumb question and I’m wrong lol",1.942287104622871,4.436198167883216,3.992437956204384,82.70627250608275,81.91970802919708,7.448953771289537,24.461800486618003,8.447377352677275,1.94625391727494,547,21,106,13,15,186,82,137,0.127,0.7959999999999999,0.078,-0.8176,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,3,4,2,0,9,1,17,5,0,1,0,19,26,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,2,18,1,9,19,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,5,1,5,5,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.603779885921349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608249724365887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200126463781958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624473690916482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350636782612744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243622467115791,0.11106632548646901,0.0,0.0,0.12400250119874423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902564266957344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061361075544446066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506109040010155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786942000827535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813980955179834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988095642276354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038963646875038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059722105344102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443442979256507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834420525224265,0.0,0.0,0.09971116759979462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075245234916266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363190385902583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922156014447583,0.13732222656247714,0.0,0.0 adhd,urfutureex,2018/12/15,"Why does strattera give me cigarette cravings? Newly diagnosed, only been on Strattera (40mg) for 3 weeks. I've never liked smoking, never found pleasure in it, but occasionally would do it during particularly bad stress periods just for the rush. Ever since I started taking these, I've been craving cigarettes like nothing else. Anyone else feel this? 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I spend countless sleep less nights literally not even sleeping the entire night because I thought if he could do it then why can't I do the same. Finally without telling anyone I finally took up the courage and spend a solid week into learning and building my own ecommerce empire. The reason why I am posting here is because you people are the only people in the world that can understand what it takes for someone with ADHD to pay attention and finally go through with there goals. And what I am asking is for what you guys think of my product and please give me some solid truthful criticism about my website before I display it for the world to see. Also for the love of god tell me about any grammar errors or any spelling mistakes. Please I am a guy struggling with severe ADHD and if I do succeed I will post regularly post about how much I am making to inspire you all. https://bambooonly.com",9.322083333333332,7.737116671296299,8.621962962962964,71.71933333333334,60.52777777777778,10.677037037037039,39.65555555555557,9.120678840339163,3.6717977777777793,915,39,158,11,10,289,136,216,0.084,0.733,0.182,0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,3,9,9,0,1,10,0,16,3,2,5,2,38,34,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,12,0,1,9,1,7,2,4,2,0,0,3,1,25,7,25,29,7,24,0,0,1,1,17,6,0,4,13,111,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662152175307692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857181260480339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063623118625413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744341471806067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354223568643978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503208518924598,0.0,0.09424549575390684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842993267450806,0.0,0.0,0.1428573654453762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315352421464744,0.0,0.0,0.10583243821650427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639845011400191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557008080806422,0.0,0.0,0.10624758257813603,0.06294538574849785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193323980007568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608687931047618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996192955549413,0.0,0.22179216979693891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141866060229813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787466215329936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423519459550446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356901430635156,0.09670817222976284,0.0,0.2431544242805405,0.0,0.0,0.31822190054454136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387597363330275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825847080367649,0.0,0.0,0.1251231492872953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216726726338985,0.0,0.09384349543375664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783939141693617,0.0,0.0,0.09259726744444237,0.0,0.11578658418076965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327499095555065,0.0,0.1936118623290896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193639310795922,0.0,0.08792816982407438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583243821650427,0.12305437944465605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530126576408728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884206277347627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998807565815441,0.0,0.0,0.10676516847782903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cali1979,2018/12/15,"I am who I am Went to a Christmas party. Had a drink. Socialize a bit. For a few hours. Now I’m back in my hotel room as my girlfriend is downstairs with her friends. I’m antisocial yet I’m very comfortable with it. Is there something wrong with that?People would never know what an introvert I am by speaking to me. I hope you’re very normal and very friendly. I just get bored very easily. And when I get bored I rather be alone. I went to a shrink last year and she diagnosed me with ADHD. I’m a classic ADHD patient. I would say I have moderate ADHD. It is not severe. I do need constant stimulation otherwise I would get bored. People usually bore me. Are used to blame myself thinking I am boring. I just think it’s who I am. I am coming to except me as a true person. I get anxious and depressed because of the way I am. It’s difficult. I’m not on any medication. I tried Adderall for two days and didn’t like the calm down. Any advice would be helpful. For now exercise and cardio and weightlifting helps me the most. Love you all and happy holidays. Have a good evening",0.3211749038176954,2.7560242752293576,2.4709292690145013,89.87248742231432,92.94495412844036,5.381710565255994,21.711157147084933,6.968188349444268,0.8973073098549866,844,32,170,14,31,283,126,218,0.113,0.679,0.207,0.9734,0,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,10,18,0,0,12,0,22,6,0,2,3,35,41,11,0,8,6,0,1,1,3,4,4,2,1,1,7,13,1,0,3,5,0,3,4,8,0,1,4,3,30,10,20,31,4,20,0,1,0,1,15,4,0,2,13,116,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052013327259484,0.10982309437072514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639884568704037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285377547692708,0.0,0.0,0.12696511070088098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641852309295676,0.0,0.0685099589559492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269729345669005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681128924558667,0.0,0.12145022028011612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248019779522158,0.0,0.09679859860932134,0.1140702509494298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009629206018877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423043100318903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365954812300038,0.0,0.2348698878351435,0.0,0.0,0.09426472780976787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963785381320595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066102543555734,0.0,0.0,0.1116254653104578,0.11067837363980056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176485405614554,0.09161025385030884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490652066614439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143348792113292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321789187231455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333339887129683,0.08667963973614881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011521618720252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582973264892774,0.098131831421849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937450573219483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696511070088098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456420413306592,0.0,0.08652086049153973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402586544603233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763032697516713,0.0,0.1097855872810998,0.0,0.0,0.09706612332095443,0.12377819823422112,0.37092356810375454,0.0,0.08920742213990683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836740591286912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31934547381848905,0.12287733883041542,0.0,0.07237342376349748 adhd,dillontweedie,2018/12/15,Tics that's come and go with life events and stress. Anyone get tics randomly when stressed or for no reason at all? Any med changes that helped or any added meds that helped? 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Fuck you, RSD. Fuck you for making me feel like my friends hate me, or will hate me if I do the slightest thing wrong. Fuck you for making me feel like a failure if I don't get everything right the first try. Fuck you for making me feel like trash if I'm not perfect at everything. Fuck you for triggering panic attacks because of these feelings. RSD isn't the only source of all of these feelings, but it's a big one, and I'd like to say an equally big *fuck you*. 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I only ever have just enough energy to do one and half ass the other, and often school is the one that gets forgotten. I tried really hard this quarter; I went back on my meds and hit the books but things just seemed to slip through my fingers, and now idk if I’m going to pass one of my classes. I work a demanding retail job and i want to just quit and focus on school, but I’m worried that without the responsibility of work I just wont do anything at all and drop out of class anyways (it’s happened before :/ ) Anyone else struggle with a proper life balance?",2.8971408743927825,4.650675244274812,4.3675225537820985,84.96101318528802,75.18320610687023,6.595697432338652,24.88619014573213,7.348242739294969,1.1145206106870225,511,17,103,6,11,170,83,131,0.172,0.8059999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.9459,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,11,2,0,1,7,0,5,4,2,1,2,23,15,11,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,2,0,5,1,2,10,0,17,12,2,12,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,3,3,73,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108886255810727,0.1595582476350674,0.1281480709824098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974259928043833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325101585077119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008791483983276,0.0,0.0,0.160905131797354,0.0,0.0,0.1408618092625777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813596722540414,0.0,0.0885018745579335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770674280576828,0.0,0.1394986473985051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453262929727182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32997865488975675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172974916603734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165690420631333,0.11843556976902572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563227257823754,0.0,0.0,0.09976116147274204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728048038635409,0.0,0.14176582035013524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279715545158333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345649966866928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572677623561733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185039930580532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435825732922425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501129500665099,0.0,0.3401080739004122,0.1581458826737782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,twogaydads,2018/12/15,"If you could go back in time to when you were first diagnosed with ADHD, what would you tell your parents or caregivers to do differently? For science.",5.923928571428572,7.495174964285718,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,67.21428571428571,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.5947285714285715,121,5,22,2,2,37,25,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078515059590149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609512008445517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27095581948829706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34444894335759724,0.0,0.35456482474791673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288664208465025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286929281365173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768253408133284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966204950824115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788681215912649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410755874280813,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XeeleePoole,2018/12/15,"""Friday-night""/""End-of-the-week"" impulsivity explosion I didn't find anything like that on whatever side I searched for, but I am pretty sure the thing that I usually refer as ""Friday night"" is related to my adhd, so I was curios of any of you may have experienced something similar: Before I got meds, it always was the way that my concentration levels got lower with the week. As same as my impulsivity control. Meaning, on Mondays it was quit okay, still manageable till Wednesday. On Thursday I at least was able to somehow control my impulses, but then on Friday I just wanted to run away. I dont even know from what. Then when the night came there was too possible outcomes: First, I get hyper-philosophical (like a low/slight hyperfocus) and have awesome ideas, theories, give speeches to fictional situations, etc. And that while my thoughts are fast but slow enough to let me follow and somehow in a line-like order. In this situations I feel like me and as like everything is awesome and is going to be great. I am like unstopable. Only bad thing is, that I wont sleep and then be tired the next day, but nvm. Second is, I become my own slave. I am aware of what I am doing, but don't have any control. Actually ended in Suicide attempts in the past. But the really shit thing was, even if I got quit good through the acute phase, I hadnt enough enery left to use my weekend. Like eg seeing friends, enoying my freetime. I was just consumed by getting my sleepcircle back. That was my usual weeks past the last about idk 3-4 years, till I started meds about one year ago. Now I'm not taking them anymore, cuz I got too used to them, so they stopped working + I got medical problems which are better without them. So yes, I am not planning on taking them again soon. The point is, this ""friday night"" thing returned. And I don't really know how to deal with it. Do you have experienced similar things? How did you deal with them?",4.492035040431265,6.056149315363888,5.257823450134771,80.96630390835583,70.67115902964959,8.103234501347709,29.422506738544477,8.634040054169528,2.2644161725067384,1520,60,287,26,28,493,201,371,0.11199999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.106,0.3271,1,0,1,0,0,1,67.0,0,3,6,10,22,15,1,0,12,2,38,4,2,8,1,48,62,31,1,3,12,0,1,6,1,2,2,1,0,0,19,11,0,4,9,1,0,4,9,3,0,3,18,5,45,12,39,39,6,59,0,0,1,0,13,15,1,4,44,203,64,2,0.07836389687457278,0.0,0.07647185922155861,0.0,0.09417817563014984,0.0,0.0694648663723318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520503980053728,0.0,0.0,0.1065802741744709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771592869234012,0.0,0.0,0.06448681009103298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362546069540292,0.06025699958186825,0.06543058062810908,0.0,0.08654676735927168,0.06668190446653265,0.0,0.0,0.06930649861102749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896274216441815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636753212867027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050538230600660976,0.16157947346103946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918419035131492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881430598798394,0.16194170692296872,0.08739645957577809,0.10351722963628404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704284175776262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962314083143224,0.05598318358504175,0.0,0.0,0.07162318206166693,0.06665629064929632,0.0,0.0,0.06054375233524392,0.0,0.08188380353279341,0.07517379047774403,0.04453600849053185,0.06572791874848696,0.31337383504406313,0.08639647295307501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846330108508192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861334966586265,0.06387703504276626,0.0,0.0,0.08514260324389103,0.08013239387070192,0.0,0.22970785019754755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536125685998415,0.1740892471033512,0.07894338180104908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334089334513513,0.2941568348033109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053101404595802065,0.0595992747855472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961441325307248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407921199639048,0.08834351933421376,0.0,0.07972425545090615,0.0,0.0749836660335236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669930065767674,0.0,0.0,0.1004038379202236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062445880001103925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043941402229163,0.0,0.17616860681118154,0.07842049034370872,0.0,0.0,0.06032835632765515,0.0,0.0,0.0554663695445863,0.0,0.06258150927080608,0.06551572669016725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571738420564685,0.0,0.07385704540565917,0.0,0.11783979588476423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603074551052846,0.0,0.0,0.06221218078618821,0.0,0.09006777166239963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536249273949968,0.17261352247876466,0.0,0.046221056715181084,0.0622016137998777,0.18857637370616925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554000016490693,0.0,0.057049850234196266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092756065188686 adhd,danmidwest,2018/12/15,"Taking prozac for anxiety. The panic attacks have subsided but the excessive fidgeting has not changed. Could this be a sign of adhd? I'm in the process of seriously trying to rule myself out for adhd. What pushed me to the psych were the terrifying panic attacks. I've be on prozac and they seem to have gone away for the most part (thank god). But I was hoping it would help with what always felt is excessive nervous energy caused by anxiety. I run the gambit on fidgeting.. finger tapping, leg bouncing, etc and its not subtle. But I take it a step further and its somewhat of a problem for me. I do this thing where I'll start thinking about something and so wrapped up in it that I'll sort of zone out and start tapping the back of my head pretty intensely. I don't know I'm doing it until after I'm doing it so I feel helpless to stop. The thing is I do this in public around people and its not normal. People think I'm a weirdo because of it. I even got called a basket case a few weeks ago. I was talking to someone about seeing someone about anxiety and I said something like ""yeah I feel like a basket case sometimes and I'll never forget the reply of ""well you kind of are"". I've accepted being a weirdo. I can handle being called a wierdo. But basket case is a whole-nother level. I want to get rid of it. Wondering if this could be a sign adhd? Tldr: I'm a weirdo because of excessive fidgeting. Prozac got rid of the panic attacks but has had no effect on the fidgeting. Could this point to adhd?",2.4321004243281443,4.499325693069308,4.091083215464405,85.00570544554459,77.54785478547855,6.572795851013672,23.692715700141438,7.5804360353943165,1.228798302687412,1187,39,228,17,28,397,150,303,0.185,0.7170000000000001,0.098,-0.9825,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,1,11,17,3,4,24,1,27,6,3,2,1,48,53,17,0,9,9,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,20,12,0,1,10,0,0,4,6,10,1,0,9,6,19,7,40,35,5,28,0,1,1,0,8,15,0,7,11,160,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510663830469579,0.0,0.08317549637629912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807488641202108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153413131990064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352945954130324,0.0,0.3202388339574436,0.08815728812389961,0.07215022661246502,0.0,0.11439698080851085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162382930247904,0.0,0.0,0.096390256490337,0.09926072818783016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247491912063561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464633830551613,0.061974472910860674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488751879194764,0.0670328660599858,0.09009244901094376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049022810808516816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009040191008713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629764882235707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289292351796602,0.0,0.0,0.09319532814982556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771051957256964,0.05156704902308066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168214791875287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236823109002741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193443161301557,0.09003334949809308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302712903966361,0.0,0.10160980030130956,0.0,0.13010116490287849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870059860100814,0.0,0.0,0.0954598326701913,0.0,0.08978356927980959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925474266654042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477113736758606,0.08542019402977187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590053583352945,0.14447133479601984,0.09280123182630183,0.0,0.1328280916667757,0.0,0.0,0.07844689513545362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410984289966327,0.07541778206886061,0.0,0.08638695360795272,0.0,0.0,0.12467425862612486,0.12024619789914635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370507163068866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534393911759585,0.0,0.07526554696864958,0.0,0.0843653136261512,0.0,0.0,0.10475893077056946,0.0,0.0,0.10175568796148264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665483127640624,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,abl2point0,2018/12/15,"Complete final exam disaster Hey everyone, So, I am a mature student, returned to school two years ago to study nursing which is when I was officially diagnosed for ADHD. It was also the first time ever that I started reading about ADHD symptoms. As I read my first book, my intention was to highlight what applied to me but pretty quickly I had to give up because I ended up highlighting everything. I realised that what I had thought of as great personality traits were rigid coping mechanisms to help me with basic functioning. I actually had a pretty great friend-fan base - I mean, having ADHD can make one feel like life is an Indiana Jones movie, and by extent get everyone around you excited and cheering. Sometimes. So, went back to school. It has been up and down like one would imagine with this gift (?). Today, just now, I finished my final-est exam and had an episode of complete obsession with getting the words of the question just right. I have extra time on exams, hell I even have ""stop watch"" time. But, the first question I touched took me two hours. I erased and rewrote >40 times, sometimes because I didn't like my handwriting. I completely lost control and perspective. I have had this happen a few times, milder to moderate manifestation, but today it was severe. I was prepared for the exam, love the subject and tend to be very engaged in class. I am well familiar with the topics and most of the material (95%). The whole thing was a shit show. I had flagged my less severe episodes to my doctor and worry that meds are making my OCD traits worse (I dont have a diagnosis of the disorder but only traits). But she has not taken to it. I tried to tell her three times in the last year. Is anyone else experiencing exacerbation of obsessive-compulsive traits on stimulants? I am on 30mg long-acting Dexedrine, but I experienced this on Vyvance too. However, I had never experienced OCD traits so much before...like ever. Alas, I am feeling pretty crushed and feel like my efforts have been lost. And SO devastatingly embarrassed by the total loss of control. Even in the moment I wad freaking out by what was happening. I cant quite ever get a professor to take me seriously because I present as very competent and have great critical thinking skills OUTSIDE of situations where I am left with a pencil, pen and highlighters... Ideas? Thoughts? 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I have been told by a few people that I ask the same question over and over and they feel like they are talking in circles. I feel that they were specifically referring to questions I asked out of insecurity, but I am curious to know if others have gotten this as well? I tend to be intense in my questioning but truly don't realize how overbearing it can be.",8.09041176470588,6.395432129411766,8.384558823529414,72.79801470588238,63.0,11.794117647058822,36.54411764705883,10.686352973137794,3.6776470588235295,341,13,67,7,4,113,56,85,0.04,0.809,0.15,0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,1,20,22,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,2,12,2,13,14,3,8,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,5,2,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647062542929346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988025275714745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756033761534486,0.1183722560283512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106141939573716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095001246818298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487177340507056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.74246349623399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331790438462934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31665658379392475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897934537858293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wromeo13,2018/12/15,"Well, I just ruined everything I always do this to myself. Every time. This semester was supposed to be the one where I fixed everything. I was on academic probation already. As soon as my exam grades come in, I'll be kicked out. But the worst thing is having to face my parents back home next week. And admit that it's all my fault. Again. I don't know why I'm posting this. Or what I'm looking for.",0.5909756097561001,2.963107121951221,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,87.53658536585365,5.719024390243902,20.39512195121951,7.1686216300943375,0.6655521951219514,312,10,65,5,10,104,62,82,0.12300000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.048,-0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,1,9,14,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,1,9,1,9,10,2,12,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,6,47,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27600673237462897,0.0,0.20811466848659768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232202802634035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545084106017692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107316138874899,0.0,0.4495722054933115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508844749863878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745597086924732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003254946320465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659988007515453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948354371738278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777217101219916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239539825801612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616445566031182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458433335847409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006261561903625,0.0,0.22488229037462895,0.0,0.2256887483107208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,msmonk,2018/12/15,"GET UR HEALTH INSURANCE FOLKS Hello! If you are scrolling Reddit, and you use Marketplace insurance/Obamacare, and you haven't renewed your plan yet or signed up for 2019, this is just a gentle reminder to GO DO IT RIGHT NOW. STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND GET HEALTH INSURANCE. The deadline is TOMORROW, the 15th. Don't put it on your to-do list, don't tell yourself you'll remember later. Do it right goddamn now OR YOU WILL FORGET AND BE OUT OF LUCK WHEN YOU BREAK YOUR ARM/GET APPENDICITIS/NEED THERAPY NEXT YEAR. That is all.",2.1217647058823523,4.814199509803924,2.8799019607843164,89.55455882352943,83.31372549019608,6.537254901960785,23.20588235294117,7.793537801064563,1.3423764705882348,418,15,82,8,12,131,70,102,0.086,0.8490000000000001,0.064,-0.3237,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,10,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,1,1,16,18,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,6,15,1,17,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,4,9,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738998121744804,0.0,0.13557426899400613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507138007045637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537021407065749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981006471621655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702322552194087,0.4074432172773086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994396681399692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850445502640266,0.0,0.27280433790412434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060318338391912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536192927980598 adhd,Sirderyl,2019/07/01,"What was the most effective medication for you? Hey guys, so I’m meeting a psychiatrist tommorow for the first time. I know that there is no best medication for everyone and that it differs from person to person but still, which brand/type of medication had/has the best effect on you? And which, on the other hand, had no effect? I’m thinking about getting a prescription. Normally, I would Google the informations about different types of medication but I can’t force myself to do it, so I’m asking you. Thank you for all replies C:",4.190155555555556,6.5845060600000025,5.263333333333332,77.11722222222224,73.4,8.844444444444445,28.11111111111111,9.444778638647367,2.7982777777777783,426,17,77,11,9,140,64,100,0.042,0.78,0.17800000000000002,0.9459,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,6,6,3,0,0,7,0,6,5,1,3,1,14,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,8,3,13,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,3,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619026495529448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506646310584372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491104742244273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964496474616355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211181097912326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728850267958052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542807449494154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181869465647273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6732319991575696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636956092041188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176258255909177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342434044332666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153817941222141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070533328711692,0.0,0.0,0.09742133738837372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868353369625162,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sicknastygrace,2019/07/01,"Does anyone else have extreme anxiety about answering texts? Doesn’t matter who it’s from. My inbox is always cluttered with weeks old texts that I can’t bring myself to even open. It’s recently gotten so bad that it makes me too anxious to even go on social media, I just feel like I’m constantly letting people down when I can’t stay in touch with them. It’s definitely put a massive strain on my friendships and relationships. I don’t know if this is something anyone else relates to, any advice would be really appreciated",4.795074257425744,6.7140290396039655,5.690185643564359,76.75329826732674,70.48514851485149,8.218316831683168,27.476485148514854,8.841846274778883,2.2989693069306933,427,15,74,8,8,140,76,101,0.09300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.124,0.47700000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,12,17,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,2,9,1,11,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800355573717034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330104412675688,0.0,0.0,0.1252883777407631,0.0,0.14094181314941512,0.20813686413380014,0.0,0.2576474390077904,0.3775478692848579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383130443279672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990961757755332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122819840281902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078149565782435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433753500787043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315643207367612,0.13161989507835714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470688498499142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125256431441647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839616824609196,0.0,0.0900095385957844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298051153047375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332712822880416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772765570522687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521040202395905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802778768779405,0.0,0.18191311772041235,0.19780301010718954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780776906828966,0.0,0.14183566245448978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637353909847896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778486997950865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308776189162998,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alush_H,2019/07/01,"ADHD is hard, but I hate meds. Yea, I hate meds and I can't focus in class. I can't focus on work. I can stare at the wall for hours. Should I just take meds?",-3.4528828828828817,-2.0056989459459444,-0.4282432432432444,109.1163738738739,106.02702702702706,2.466666666666667,6.166666666666668,3.1291,-2.8487981981981982,117,0,34,0,6,40,26,37,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734533924108196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382706945304435,0.44928829741957255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407658337184108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7582217676886596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107834023157348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564851653460871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PythonWebApp,2019/07/01,"""Mood Disorder"" i'm pretty sure i have adhd, and have lots of trouble focusing, being distinctive, and getting work done. i'm on my second psychiatrist, my last one wanted to put me on adhd meds but felt like she wasn't helping. So i told my psychiatrist about my symptoms and for one of them i put that i get bored easily and usually have a better mood than some days(depends on what is happening that day). My physicist ended up putting me on mood stabilizers(because he thinks i have a mood disorder) which aren't helping at all, he said it would help with my focus and motivation which i haven't noticed at all. I told him that the first medication(Gabapentin) wasn't helping(gave me side affects like cravings), he was gonna make me increase the dose but after i told him about the side affects he was gonna try a different med. He than moved me to oxcarbazepine which guess what it doesn't help either. I was gonna ask him about stimulants since he did mark down adhd as well, but felt like he was gonna think i'm just trying to get some drugs(because i've abused substances before). Anyone have suggestions?",5.41661971830986,6.766791037558686,5.681333333333335,79.62200000000001,68.20187793427229,8.872488262910796,28.75399061032865,9.21078282632365,2.3674559624413147,893,31,167,17,15,284,115,213,0.07,0.767,0.163,0.9674,1,0,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,6,12,0,0,6,0,19,2,0,5,4,30,42,10,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,2,1,4,14,3,25,6,22,22,7,21,0,0,0,0,22,10,0,4,9,103,35,2,0.0,0.12822899625247375,0.0,0.0,0.3901964640277824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567347668428401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117581961722484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194598130001656,0.0,0.09209155292927476,0.0,0.0,0.0957162686975072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697962089647358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307215074103487,0.2480705845496505,0.0,0.0,0.1107518089389754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585527820106736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782605464682494,0.0,0.0,0.09205617877155367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962937743196752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192221024298949,0.0,0.0957030610832556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901638994929674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821786661115033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861988956355122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200907387059327,0.0,0.0,0.0722410663794041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042728296823496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502610889292215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321494547383335,0.0,0.0,0.14667219993416666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101037912660252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263882247746266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029468131377552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952488607564259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020008360677342,0.1124872735587981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869249404367553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102410414742409,0.0,0.1469554201639158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919461110802533,0.0,0.06383394303126813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730732415674044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878913094161169,0.0,0.0,0.07687997584371688,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BarKokhba1,2019/07/01,"Feel like I'm addicted to my vyvanse. If I kick the addiction, can I start taking it again? I certainly need it if I am to continue with the careers I am working toward. I feel like I take it compulsively now. While I take less than prescribed if I do not have work or school, I hate to be off of it, and rarely am. A few years ago, when I had adderall, I used to snort it on occasion. In college last semester, I would take a pill and a half a day (about 120 mg, while the legal prescription limit is 70 mg) due to tolerance. I believe I need to take it to be truly successful. If I kick the addiction, and then return to use as prescribed, will I be free of compulsion?",3.709056754596322,4.026231208633096,5.544124700239808,82.82219824140688,71.44604316546763,9.631015187849721,29.83293365307754,9.725611199111238,2.585656434852118,514,20,113,12,9,178,83,139,0.027999999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.161,0.9409,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,1,0,8,0,13,4,0,2,1,19,27,13,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,18,6,18,21,2,18,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,16,81,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500455480039019,0.0,0.0,0.13564633664982706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240538395871785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868767046925984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474682903830506,0.21864041965048214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510792894490626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473479403474473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951936619773673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269303687644217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486822190154947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831100999548512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752741442578501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643268060357976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280624997422652,0.0,0.0,0.10870369371469353,0.0,0.0,0.09854228896123422 adhd,craigjackson88888,2019/07/01,Does your ADD get worse when dressed? For adults with ADD (not ADHD ),1.0223076923076917,3.6190070000000034,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,94.3846153846154,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.8089692307692309,53,1,12,0,2,14,12,13,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6404147757708459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663243814619738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27840631509286784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430473367441329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,teenyboopy,2019/07/01,"Self diagnosis question I'm in my early 20s and I've been extremely curious as to whether or not I have ADHD/ADD. I want to consult with my family doctor but I don't want to cause any suspicion. I know the only best diagnosis to receive for this is through a professional but can anyone tell me if these are symptoms or just normal occurrences? &#x200B; \- I can't watch a movie and i.e. online shop at the same time. I feel like every time I am trying to search up for something on the web, I disregard my show that I'd have to rewind the parts I miss. \- I was cleaning my room the other day and I was cleaning out my bag. Next thing I realized, I was cleaning my desk when I turned around and realized that I never finished cleaning my bag. \- It takes me over an hour to read one chapter of a book. I'll read through the chapter and by the time I'm finished, I realize that I did not articulate anything I read so I'll have to re read again. \- Whenever I'm given a verbal list of errands to run/do, I will ""listen"" and after, I will forget/miss the instructions (which is why I always tell people to send/give me a list of what I have to do. \- SOMETIMES, when someone is trying to talk to me especially over a long period of time, I will be able to listen to like the first few seconds but after that, I consciously find my mind wandering off and thinking about something else. However, I don't find myself squirmy, talkative, or fidgety and I'm sure I have the patience for most things. Are there any other signs to be aware of?",3.5481680033769507,4.793222077669906,5.001021528070917,83.13655972984381,72.5598705501618,8.092359645420009,28.32151400028141,8.587818076936951,2.056182383565499,1198,46,242,21,23,402,166,309,0.047,0.892,0.061,0.7853,1,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,17,0,26,2,0,1,2,43,41,20,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,5,1,13,11,0,1,10,7,1,1,6,1,0,3,6,4,39,4,41,30,5,30,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,6,21,169,52,10,0.11725892233335065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409224377826425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756881679776623,0.1270499933579251,0.142482425263651,0.1594801763329184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199016490122242,0.0,0.09649410197265912,0.1043853012118762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305600468824075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045721369307508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562230431639924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001947569415836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795478327323758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987956994016988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054127619904264,0.0,0.059289634368143565,0.08376979754438621,0.0,0.0,0.2143450613763832,0.0997403794349998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547641848715998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444243712866574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457357295025415,0.0,0.0,0.10377045634191874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839808479540348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043730968674377,0.0,0.12470619417498865,0.0,0.11488884746012253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945768045784066,0.08918069432392046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697998608845426,0.0,0.08129257247072008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135682897840945,0.0,0.469162617052145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232662921440625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993531043734625,0.18054329432967686,0.11597207249056417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051514659683843,0.12187691794382945,0.08816411654174,0.09424828008251257,0.20497893303112286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580323530790022,0.0751347827234453,0.0,0.0,0.27349848233540475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922222237306322,0.1275440357515043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832470093225854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580793894719613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142482425263651,0.0 adhd,alex_nobody,2019/07/01,"ADHD and Sleep Hello! I'm posting this for my partner not myself! So my partner has ADHD-C and is on 36mg of Concerta, she also takes Ambien every night for sleep. She's had chronic insomnia since I've met her, and I know she's seen sleep specialists... Now we are working on getting her into a proper sleep study.. she's tried everything from keeping busy and excerising, to melatonin and amitriptyline, to anti depressants such as mitazapine or trazadone . Nothing works except Z-drug sleeping pills or benzodiazapine drugs. It's torture. I'm just wanting to know how some of you guys and girls here cope with having ADHD plus insomnia? What are some things that help you sleep? My partner is now approaching almost three days without a good night's rest and I'm worried.. She doesn't have any more sleeping pills until hopefully tomorrow.. so I thought I'd post here and read what other ADHD insomniacs do to cope. I hope this all made sense! Thanks :)",3.9947884996695286,6.577524949438202,4.668810310641111,80.2388136153338,74.78651685393258,7.334302709847982,28.44811632518176,8.313332769828598,2.3227048248512894,763,32,131,14,17,244,119,178,0.063,0.85,0.087,0.6405,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,2,10,6,1,0,2,0,10,13,7,2,1,31,26,17,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,5,8,12,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,17,4,18,21,5,13,0,1,1,0,18,3,0,7,7,82,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609638244180225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601982570473533,0.0,0.0,0.07668307216364825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520838089910043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184101545056536,0.0,0.08258978057847911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224035478849092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079132774885507,0.0,0.08617960715703983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009848484244626,0.0,0.0,0.0804278501749827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494601955795318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427293995583279,0.0,0.0,0.1904804990859356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523129761986617,0.0,0.0,0.10539709907468896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907332872094474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997224229812112,0.0,0.09200888975467028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367192485484554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591579135356232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793210683664941,0.0,0.6717136488838498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209722769662877,0.0,0.0,0.08828248349156759,0.0,0.0,0.06370495033853724,0.0,0.0,0.07612582370783898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510290847954682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655831334996497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243438604422813,0.0,0.13961789432886196,0.09738078935825613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RagingCitrusTree,2019/07/01,"Obsessive Hyperfocus Vent My head has been screaming at me these past few days over politics and feeling like I have to do more, more, more, always more than voting or campaigning. And it won’t stop and I kinda don’t want it to stop because I can channel righteous passion into a lot of different productivities (and also it’s an actual fucking problem that is super important). On the other hand, I got so stressed out today that I just burst into tears. And I feel disgusting inside. Like I need to wash myself from the inside out. And it’s actively impairing my relationship with my partner because I can’t think of *anything* else to talk about. So yeah. Obsessing and it’s kinda crappy but also useful.",3.3286466165413566,6.063059872180452,4.9721428571428605,76.33535714285716,78.09774436090225,7.7097744360902265,27.545112781954888,8.634040054169528,2.6586631578947366,565,24,93,13,14,190,91,133,0.132,0.723,0.14400000000000002,0.3862,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,2,3,4,1,9,5,2,1,0,27,17,13,0,3,3,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,9,12,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,4,13,4,17,14,6,12,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,4,7,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1951082940909123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197768370398989,0.16636242679485322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452995436887502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375775899147364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289419148330095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889013668639334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702052967678074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021868826739676,0.14283402493732694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848372305788342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990675521836215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519159602977327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535685958013804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997808824946725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824970608339544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086114316016486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131135705876845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465599909123775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33431021033790564,0.2290255420191003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070065324525687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811065257135046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951556079146006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268015523056485,0.0,0.0,0.11792719071535195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,poopshoes53,2019/07/01,"Husband just started Vyvanse....will he eventually calm down a bit? Title pretty much says it. He was switched from Ritalin 2x a day to 30mg Vyvanse about a week ago. Like many other stories I've read, he really likes how long it lasts, no crashes during mid-day, etc. He's also overweight and probably has some binge eating disorder characteristics, so the appetite suppression is something he's excited about. I am happy for him that this is working better than the Ritalin. However....he's acting super, um, meth-y, for lack of a better term. He left for an out of town trip with his buddies yesterday and spent a combined four hours cleaning the inside of his car Friday and Saturday. (It wasn't that dirty. On days I've driven his car, I've given my boss a lift in it and didn't think twice about it. But we're talking an exceptional detailing and probably doing some things twice.) That's really nice, but we have two little kids, a house that always needs cleaning, etc. It was something of an *issue* on Saturday that he was ultra-focused on his car versus helping with anything else. He's also relatively irritable and is monologuing a lot more than usual. They started him on the standard 30mg dose, and he's a big dude (250 lb or so). Is this normal, especially for someone who was already on Ritalin daily? Will it level out after a couple weeks of taking it, or does this sound like he might need a bit smaller dose? Any insights/experiences are appreciated. I don't want to shit on a new med that he seems to really like, but if this continues, I'm gonna have to have a hard conversation with him about the tweaky tendencies he's developed since starting it.",6.0072429906542055,6.589530183800626,7.027755451713396,73.2638761682243,66.47663551401871,10.033707165109037,32.560903426791285,10.008157457239328,3.283855950155763,1323,53,237,29,20,445,188,321,0.045,0.828,0.127,0.9748,1,0,3,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,1,5,10,12,1,0,21,0,20,8,1,2,0,37,34,18,0,6,9,1,1,4,0,3,6,2,2,1,22,13,2,1,2,1,1,6,4,1,1,4,9,3,12,11,35,22,11,40,0,0,0,0,28,15,1,8,23,142,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920566213387592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235006956292941,0.17899635008983966,0.0931220267984932,0.0,0.0,0.07610585913471105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920962931058135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795898110663085,0.2443638151007844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383152825285396,0.0,0.21652724139450968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826398486962245,0.0,0.09793734085676456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114516715879201,0.09349040249117647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24962903099529976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947408790694092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913531898152435,0.10025362239312002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501408940088915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021347280703643,0.12913458097021355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680990945765528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122544802145427,0.0,0.0,0.1215956896157859,0.0,0.0,0.21870355059828808,0.11216796790595417,0.0,0.09904102082526496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514590760714503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346397798539976,0.0,0.0,0.1243120438518174,0.0,0.0,0.11872385061533135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227020904517672,0.1659667193938023,0.0,0.1080879507414191,0.0,0.0,0.10965268087861517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385752198448976,0.241326031038616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119450230921046,0.0,0.2150863395087198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899909108905954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018829736824076,0.0,0.0,0.11487886965720726,0.09257702725139222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482499380058984,0.17231486498093238,0.0,0.0,0.2376414814075553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414595454490903,0.08995282664693098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435117863377838,0.07171044479071538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093244365677853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325827202330293,0.0,0.06601021171449853,0.0,0.1795425034582871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147526170691907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd_hkid,2019/07/01,"Trying to understand my son's (7) hyperactivity. My son (7) has ADHD and ASD. He is a very smart and generally kind kid who can carry on well-reasoned conversation. I also have ADHD but I don't experience the hyperactivity so I'm trying to understand more of his experience. He's been on Intuniv for over a year and it's definitely helped. He started with 1mg, 2mg, 3mg and now he's at 2mg twice a day. No matter the dose, most days he experiences an hour of uncontrollable hyperactivity. He's out of school for the summer so with the doctor's approval, we're trying to see how he does without the medication and maybe it will reset his body's tolerance to the medicine. Of course now his period of hyperactivity is long and more intense. This includes running around, chasing people, throwing things and being rough with his older sister. Some of the behavior is fine but some is unacceptable. The most difficult part is that I can never gain his attention to talk to him. Whenever I do get his attention, he focuses back on what we was doing withing half a second. If I'm very, very persistent, I can get him to agree to stop what he was doing but immediately after our talk he goes and does it. From ABA for his ASD we've learned to use positive reinforcement and redirection which work great when he isn't hyperactive but I can't get him to even acknowledge I offered him a reward. Timeouts and taking things away aren't successful in general with him and are even more impossible when he is hyperactive. Timeouts give him a new way to express his hyperactivity (trying to escape) and other negative reinforcement doesn't cognitively register. TLDR: Does anyone have any personal experience with uncontrollable hyperactivity as a kid? I'd like to know what's going on inside his head and be able to reach him.",5.4509329446064125,7.036341067055397,7.374794169096212,66.62581807580176,68.35860058309038,10.619195335276967,30.921166180758014,10.70791436637684,3.6916079067055385,1458,59,256,44,25,512,180,343,0.091,0.789,0.12,0.8212,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,0,6,12,10,0,2,16,0,27,5,2,2,1,47,41,25,0,1,6,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,13,22,0,1,8,0,0,3,9,3,0,3,3,2,27,7,43,35,8,32,0,0,1,0,44,10,0,5,19,169,40,5,0.1084541074140686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606815225690363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673071051564088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375251209137859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583363358751656,0.0,0.0,0.09654714920454983,0.0,0.0,0.10189620400641984,0.08339451412888982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046806410866172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988785419525335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100737453231976,0.2847267607721521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326583018388925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243557110502072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998838453692866,0.10403906227692156,0.06163696856930132,0.0,0.0,0.11957103630064406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130520321758083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269450208518216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680544938656968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293826350405455,0.059603541114831314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529851986539463,0.0,0.0,0.09597847220972136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895672812024806,0.0,0.0,0.10925610326888788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364649362137137,0.10474565276082687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744522955382206,0.0,0.07518842243527807,0.09469794332403028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150888542774512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976134679149337,0.08642388200839056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676437543790514,0.0,0.0,0.09067249005162364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154399149517673,0.17434260674171015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410417971866732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945328792782788,0.0,0.0,0.22580910131514464,0.0,0.09366952712231244,0.0,0.2684579905487404,0.0,0.0860858223421157,0.0,0.0,0.09751326737993617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454588935331376,0.0,0.0789558818796271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984088936707397 adhd,flahless,2019/07/01,"Vyvanse and sleep TLDR: Recently put on Vyvanse. 20mg in morning 20mg in the afternoon. Now I am having trouble sleeping. How do I get more than 2 hours of sleep a night? Back story: I was recently put back on ADHD meds after being off of them for 10 years (give or take). I used to take Dexedrine in high school and it really helped me. However, back then i had a terrible obsession with my weight and would purposely not eat before taking my meds. I lost too much weight and I was taken off of them. In the 10 years since I have struggled SO much. I have been constantly exhausted, depressed, and just a general mess. Holding a job was difficult. Having the energy to maintain friendships was difficult. Having the energy to do ANYTHING was difficult. Basically I have been a shell of a person for the past 10 years. I used to have a terrible doctor who would not take me seriously and was convinced that it was all in my head. Within the past 3 years I have started to take my mental health seriously and started to get some help. Ive been to counselling, therapy, and I see a psychiatrist. I got a new doctor who actually gives a shit and takes me seriously. But nothing has seemed to fix my energy levels .... My doctor has done everything to diagnose my sleep issues including sending me for and MRI to ensure I do not have an auto immune disease. Recently, I mentioned to my psychiatrist that I do have ADHD and was on medication for it when I was 16. I told him that, honestly, at the time, it was the most clear headed and ""awake"" that I've ever been. Since then I've been living in a state of exhaustion and I am tired of being tired. I have to plan my days around when I can take my naps and it is just too much to handle. So he tested me for ADHD again and put me on Vyvanse. Vyvanse is amazing. Started at 20mg in the morning but I experienced some horrible crashes so now I take it in the morning and in the afternoon around 12-1 depending on what shift I am working. The problem is that since I started taking that second dose I have not been able to sleep. I would rather not get any sleep than experience the Vyvanse crash but I am worried about the effect that a lack of sleep has on my body. I have taken to smoking weed which I realize is pretty harmless but its just not something I used to do that often (I am not against it by any means). I have searched this thread for some answers but I just kept falling down the rabbit hole of Reddit so I thought that I would just ask directly. Important things to note: I practice proper ""sleep hygiene"". I do not drink caffeine after 8pm, I do not exercise before bed. The only thing I may do is go on my phone but I've tried cutting that out lately and still nothing. I've decreased my sugar intake and I am eating a lot more healthy. I guess I am just worried. Help? Advice? Similar experiences?",3.0252530251038467,4.9653008176991165,4.6541954126783445,82.23160556257903,75.3362831858407,7.727289145746795,27.10583348383601,8.542538833126315,2.08546703991331,2242,88,431,44,49,754,245,565,0.1,0.8270000000000001,0.073,-0.9279999999999999,2,0,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,2,4,28,23,2,2,30,0,64,32,12,6,3,76,98,34,0,7,23,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,1,1,25,22,6,2,6,3,0,6,9,19,0,1,25,5,67,4,64,66,12,70,0,2,1,0,17,27,1,11,36,323,92,7,0.05787499777305559,0.0,0.05647764925770549,0.0,0.2086635015199431,0.05655477800377717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871396620783205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762619189782782,0.1030420364601767,0.054105310367387416,0.0,0.0,0.13350690263119902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849472081973264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428607554155852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254231212303847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732458568451417,0.0,0.0498476507768678,0.05874190448051896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771253778307425,0.0,0.059226216491876996,0.0,0.05669546457582553,0.0,0.11844114246173874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052351248891882377,0.0,0.0,0.05201431619702319,0.1132257063268602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071189290193607,0.1110379429817068,0.032891694964274555,0.0,0.04628792270077603,0.0,0.06375583493196364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187928893048336,0.06151841627585203,0.0,0.0,0.1163771731640534,0.06114811270510489,0.0,0.0,0.05699521477594197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060406461278592005,0.05743200503110185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652855183454713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110468335272034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317739675588482,0.049203253477146096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630428392118388,0.12857215108311704,0.05830297149778005,0.05832438541048955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276343476373642,0.0,0.0,0.05589603349115508,0.0,0.05431176485014328,0.0,0.1110652425211369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401654375368985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049646813376132,0.0,0.05053421571270293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058879679172474324,0.0,0.05537855667963657,0.0,0.17454107383070147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037076205547434085,0.0,0.17143373462741146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857258754499903,0.04611888012390386,0.0526872243396883,0.0,0.0,0.05940785352797586,0.1436243886647894,0.0,0.4633343552343664,0.0,0.0,0.04455500080226429,0.0,0.0,0.16385688521899006,0.0,0.04621904798174453,0.0,0.0,0.06050351368162135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916331612369623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618510380955876,0.0,0.07689915374495085,0.0,0.0,0.04594628353182192,0.03374737661987204,0.13303759236804485,0.0,0.05530204055069698,0.0,0.03929332447327584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995624793378126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095231134480762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042133687666681185,0.11754973911556713,0.0,0.16445095161268705,0.0,0.0,0.1490784042380417 adhd,frycrunch96,2019/07/01,Are there any good things about having ADHD? Share your happy moments I lowkey hate myself most of the time but I like that my mind goes to really weird places a lot. I do wish I could control it a bit but it is entertaining,-0.021024844720496816,2.3214278913043493,1.5945962732919268,95.33456521739132,96.17391304347824,4.367701863354037,13.093167701863356,6.1826913282559595,-0.7903875776397511,177,3,38,2,7,57,40,46,0.091,0.599,0.31,0.8936,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284027128081758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858246400322616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983266892607938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648180158418564,0.21817407774892714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291956356110201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29088795549478785,0.0,0.2697854548534689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349993359830786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231396679124644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591242991463555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854961882260951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750559114610732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815403066555068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593387911838422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31423292618424825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-Fahrvergnugen-,2019/07/01,"How is guanfacine? I'm really excited to have a new med to treat my ADHD, my treatment has been bupropion for the last 3 years but I have told my docs it wasn't really working and giving me anxiety so they raised it to 450 and that didn't help much. I went to a new psych today that decided because of my anxiety bupropion might be working but creating too much anxiety to really help me focus so he started me on guanfacine (intuniv?) And I was a little sad at first worried it was another experimental treatment (old docs said bupropion was kind of an experiment to see if it works on ADHD). But after reading more I see a lot of positive things! Next month he also wants to try Zoloft, which I had for PPD before and it worked great for me, just switched back to bupropion cause ADHD. Anyone have any stories about this drug? I'm excited to see how it works. TL; DR anyone been on for ADHD and liked it?",3.253,5.0569983000000045,5.151111111111111,79.505,74.33333333333334,9.022222222222224,27.555555555555557,9.558583805096642,2.7026222222222214,714,28,137,19,15,245,104,180,0.09300000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.146,0.9274,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,9,7,0,0,6,0,15,3,0,4,0,18,26,14,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,11,4,14,6,22,13,4,18,0,1,3,0,8,5,0,3,13,91,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139077356377676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854904916391683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269787692075465,0.11209738031339034,0.2453420844794898,0.0,0.0,0.14949847821233272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220200169584277,0.0,0.0651672299030304,0.0,0.09096679327009387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109819087194835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397383225857198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457189313878812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093185115444744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255134001384758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786121223235507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330999217643955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132328577078092,0.0,0.08714041819783687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052227528814121536,0.10714514254210808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088532156892763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874541285593472,0.0,0.0,0.11340745611075992,0.0,0.0,0.08532915546841699,0.0,0.15717238066584555,0.0,0.0,0.20649565300110875,0.11369282081133192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217697943620092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069321810852422,0.0,0.2054548810659048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168947281961002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555641520173076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566667167308301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710217701328888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013317825975813,0.10215063809149352,0.0,0.07258029048677914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305430753024494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910038520204703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891342016895008,0.10856544115344076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884218903558 adhd,can-i-see-my-kids-,2019/07/01,Rant:teachers can’t deal with me and it’s my fault I go to a small high school in England with about 1500 students so you get to know all the teachers names quite quickly. Any way I was in class just messing about by myself not harming anyone and the teacher screams at my to get out of her class so of course I challenge her and ask why because I wasn’t doing any harm then she screams again “don’t argue with me just do what she says” at this point I’m getting angry so I calmly ask her again what I was doing wrong (as I need things explained in detail to me to understand what I did wrong) then she gets one of the senior leaders in and bullshits to the slt saying I was distracting other students and had my phone out playing games (I am allowed my phone out due to anxiety) I denied this and now cus I don’t want to waste anymore of your time I’m getting excluded cus I teacher lied and disregarded 2 mental illnesses I can’t control,3.6344992636229776,4.704488664948453,4.473048600883653,87.67412371134024,72.14432989690721,6.7799705449189975,28.80559646539028,6.868970318607317,1.3834091310751102,747,29,154,6,14,241,110,194,0.191,0.7559999999999999,0.053,-0.9788,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,3,11,13,1,1,5,0,14,1,0,2,1,26,29,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,13,0,2,3,2,0,1,6,10,0,1,6,4,30,3,28,23,1,23,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,0,9,106,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087370071669344,0.0,0.12985944336694547,0.0,0.16834788801972314,0.11869420531365407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31738950112009745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347894718829716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039075690332485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750063568833474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434407984217527,0.0,0.09647369717333733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935179425203876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329099255596268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106959984957054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586859651118515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150280189016798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047004900537026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055162997010385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699864340770809,0.0,0.1717975944873796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277536288923687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898347275676513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671731239318836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012384090325513,0.13474085030987965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317433797508834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711932644317225,0.0,0.0 adhd,Regendorff,2019/07/01,"Benefits of ADHD diagnosis and medication ? How much of a difference can I expect ? Hello, as somebody who suspects that I have an undiagnosed ADHD I wonder if there are any benefits to the diagnosis. What does the medication actually help with ? I'm mostly directing it to people who are taking/have taken medication. What was your experience ?",5.599717514124297,8.795722220338984,8.645000000000003,50.59653954802263,72.55932203389831,12.068926553672314,33.56214689265537,11.20814326018867,5.7870994350282485,277,14,36,12,6,102,44,59,0.04,0.813,0.147,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.20907112379843595,0.0,0.5149590245801425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569318650827418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238392572233931,0.0,0.0,0.1874862649183494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957162679180236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360315804972604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.647484514601995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749390450053874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852973197107422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233835101682304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idabyells,2019/07/01,"How do you cope with losing interest in long term projects? I'm a grad student working on my MA thesis and I've been researching this topic for a year. I was SO excited at first but now the excitement is gone and the boredom has set in. I discovered a new lead on a different topic and I really want to switch to that but it's a little too late and my advisor is not on board with the idea of me switching right now. On an intellectual level I know I should see it through. Yet the thought of sitting down to write this fills me with anxiety and dread. How have you all managed to get through your long-term projects? Have you ever found a way to reignite your brain's interest after it has faded and there's a newer, shinier thing to pay attention to?",3.8719964349376106,4.9765235555555565,4.8737611408199655,84.89374331550802,71.61437908496733,8.700891265597148,29.59536541889483,9.095868883498916,2.331188235294118,596,24,125,12,11,195,98,153,0.08,0.7959999999999999,0.124,0.8399,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,4,9,6,0,1,12,0,10,1,1,3,2,25,18,11,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,5,1,14,4,24,12,2,30,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,0,13,87,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715769746292463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037559857093844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343294922589139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287810695572467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077622110716164,0.0,0.24591630037597795,0.0,0.0,0.11717935738472188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531898208448412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326085687647376,0.0,0.25300260555209475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479191993411668,0.0,0.3969693244726124,0.0,0.2509169068097978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166152995593144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368234863124962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915376772737141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787256520618831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900460894918574,0.0,0.0,0.178056784162649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228876749377194,0.17802654050976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328173584805353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443181910643946 adhd,Psylobin,2019/07/01,"Visiting another state. Forgot medication at home. Suggestions? Just like the title says, I'm traveling for two weeks out of state and forgot my medication at home (shocker - I know). I'm working while I travel and the struggle is real. It's detail oriented computer work and its feeling slow and cumbersome. Challenges getting started and staying focused. More frustration and exhaustion for less work completion. Has anyone done this before? Any suggestions for coping and remaining productive over the next two weeks?",6.314588235294117,10.048419811764713,6.466176470588237,63.84279411764707,74.41176470588233,10.458823529411768,36.73529411764706,10.125756701596842,5.622552941176469,424,24,52,15,10,135,62,85,0.1,0.812,0.08800000000000001,-0.4761,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,1,5,1,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,14,11,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,8,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,3,0,2,3,2,3,2,8,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,33,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208934316319214,0.1882571556758787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553441573497762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527702941327157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882380860303423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837257152165916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077783437211237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937991562365227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601746773272916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986672450681273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877112916915511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617234316884427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093655005024224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434910860146666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277272074350186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707515865947144,0.19135946075359173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768802031778115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35075745294778216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880228482579452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921088848720491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Retrosurf,2019/07/01,"Pretty bad first trip to the psychiatrist... So I (25,m) finally am realizing adhd is and has been a big issue in my life after leaving college due to depression and bad grades, as well as ruining most/all relationships in my life. Throughout adulthood I’ve had bad spells of anxiety and depression, which have a lot to do with my adhd tendencies. It took me long enough to notice the issues I’ve been having, but now that I’m aware it absolutely makes sense, as I identify with just about every symptom there is. Anyway, I went to see a psychiatrist today feeling hopeful about getting help and ended up having a pretty terrible experience. First off, they were extremely busy due to some technical issues (shrugged that off easy enough). They instructed me to take some questionnaires on their computer that apparently “diagnosed” me with adhd. When I finally saw the guy though he didn’t even ask me any questions about it and kept reinforcing that he doesn’t prescribe stimulant medications (I never even mentioned medication at all) and that I don’t fit the “criteria” despite not talking to me about my symptoms whatsoever. I’m fine with the fact that he doesn’t do stimulant medication because I do worry about side effects, but this guy treated me like a junkie, automatically assuming I was there just to get drugs. I just wanted to get help and find out how to treat my condition. After I said that’s fine about the stimulants he basically just wrote me a quick prescription for straterra and pushed me out the door, no explanations about it or anything. Have you guys had any experiences like this? I understand they were busy but there was basically no personal interaction or empathy here. Honestly I’m feeling pretty discouraged about all this now and basically wasted a day off stressing for hours in the waiting room just for that. On top of that I’ve been asking myself again if my concerns are actually substantial or if I’m just making more excuses for my failures/shortcomings in life. Im guessing I should probably find a new doc for a second opinion, but it’s difficult to find places that take my insurance where I live. I could use some advice. Should I just give the straterra a try and give this doc another chance or nah? There’s a general practitioner in my area that I’ve been thinking of seeing as well. Where did you guys go to get help with this? Any advice would be greatly appreciated! TLDR: went to a psychiatrist for the first time today for my adhd, but was treated like a junkie trying to get a fix and had no personal interactions to discuss my symptoms/issues. They wrote me a quick prescription for straterra but it felt like they were just trying to get me out of the office as quick as possible. I heard some people have success from that med but honestly not sure if I should trust them. Am I just overreacting or am I doing something wrong? Should I give up on this doctor? I’d appreciate some advice on where to go from here, thanks everyone",8.236413502109706,8.123072764918625,8.434804701627487,67.42100753465945,61.85714285714286,12.147293550331526,36.8781796262809,11.602472056035307,4.472514454490658,2401,102,412,66,30,789,251,553,0.08800000000000001,0.747,0.165,0.9940000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,7,6,42,30,0,1,26,0,41,11,0,8,5,91,84,36,0,11,26,0,3,4,0,5,11,2,2,6,25,19,0,3,12,0,0,7,10,11,2,4,25,8,51,19,71,52,11,60,0,4,3,0,39,28,0,19,29,294,76,6,0.0,0.0,0.06379947103000297,0.0,0.31428647604165394,0.1916597964831878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337779119891538,0.06855450538893851,0.0500139706077011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380050144066981,0.0,0.12223915926821252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376363053361526,0.03985380569179845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219899180567994,0.0,0.0,0.04216338417734581,0.0,0.11261990516429247,0.06635726667821175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691712594850177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581769286576634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057905479110763075,0.1351058460530862,0.0,0.08636306950706911,0.0,0.05508376221273211,0.062471455175391676,0.0,0.12790440582416018,0.0,0.0,0.06611413535189754,0.0,0.06277310697894374,0.1432367481445147,0.1792628494534521,0.16683141200711213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049437559579096,0.1881495278114644,0.0743116176959021,0.0,0.0,0.07207944633978787,0.07202120833987274,0.25893788900875303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314644321323389,0.0,0.0,0.06493507911163711,0.06438413428565988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061943005312862,0.27295047347196183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922583386369624,0.0,0.0,0.13853518794070266,0.1277615014919646,0.0,0.05772994818148384,0.05785744902319768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558201493963188,0.0,0.0,0.08728060965818057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262018989904527,0.1975842898876433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050423523413592505,0.0631424539845642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443325589544242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532485481408959,0.11417104903482292,0.06830606707968577,0.0,0.0,0.07370384164614018,0.0,0.19953870787784064,0.07048851285277527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323829251965197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019147627346127,0.0,0.0,0.062189423989398376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419556037027324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033115790558499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489024749696124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061617966094795425,0.13590549402240734,0.09831219902669773,0.052548338444525736,0.0,0.06019125398354246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189156542751685,0.06423352680021167,0.0,0.03812242197216404,0.0,0.12394134843714673,0.0,0.07263733387570807,0.13316205699177058,0.0,0.0,0.06806077585694145,0.0,0.05646557780857552,0.0,0.0,0.038561622522249164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756529910566035,0.1212120724389146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639450538271853,0.0,0.046442636428598326,0.07148055056961035,0.0,0.0 adhd,nausicaaa456,2019/07/01,"diagnosed as an adult, worried new doctor won’t take it seriously? I was diagnosed last year at 27 by a psychiatrist who was completely shocked that I had made it so long without any doctor thinking to ask me about ADHD. It’s been totally life changing. I ran in circles for YEARS with psychiatrists who called my symptoms PMDD, or anxiety, or bipolar II, and rx’d an array of SSRIs and mood stabilizers that felt ineffective and had awful side effects. Enter 2 daily doses of adderall IR and I finally feel like a functional and well-adjusted adult who is capable of stringing two sentences together—and in the 8 months of adhd meds I haven’t had a single episode of the exhaustion-burnout that used to take me out of commission for a few weeks 3-4 times a year. I now feel very sure that my issues were NEVER related to a mood disorder but instead were a direct consequence of a lifetime spent with untreated and unrecognized adhd. I’m elated by this revelation but it’s scary. I’m moving out of state away from this astute doctor who finally got me on track, and I find myself bracing for the moment when the next psych I see refuses to refill my script. The symptoms aren’t obvious—before diagnosis I’d ostensibly “done well,” having completed a high-profile and irritatingly notorious graduate program that is generally understood to be something only people who have their shit together do. (In truth the experience was terrible and now I see that the whole thing was 200% more difficult than it needed to be). I feel like my personal happiness and my professional success are dependent on the whim of an unknown stranger who is bound to be skeptical. There’s so much hubbub over controlled substances and I’ve already run into issues with stigma in my personal life (running the gamut from garden-variety incredulity to literally being accused of abusing drugs by bored and meddling administrative staff at work). I don’t know if I’m just nervous and insecure or if these fears are valid. Anyone else feel this or have tips for finding and talking with a new doc? TL;DR Is it reasonable to be nervous about finding a dr who isn’t an adhd-skeptic? help me help them not mess with a good thing?",8.345080213903742,8.198448980392161,8.851060606060608,64.63636363636365,61.647058823529406,12.320142602495544,39.86898395721926,11.741389052700956,5.046535294117649,1776,87,289,50,22,595,237,408,0.151,0.755,0.094,-0.97,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,5,11,23,2,4,25,1,31,14,1,6,4,58,53,26,0,3,11,0,5,2,0,1,13,0,0,4,25,22,0,3,13,0,1,5,8,13,1,1,17,7,24,8,51,30,6,38,0,0,2,0,19,14,1,7,20,196,49,10,0.0,0.10131382521356996,0.0,0.0,0.4110593548605031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436097508174296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058148847184968336,0.0,0.0654139202900001,0.0,0.0,0.05978967015385031,0.08761376654377727,0.0,0.0,0.07993909025347651,0.0,0.0803382369966798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276160439369248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731394159424204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090456864943592,0.0,0.17930848697151933,0.0,0.09590527629811926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357905802753634,0.0,0.0,0.09800037658489648,0.26256532862582865,0.0,0.08750508653157754,0.0,0.0,0.09916294302234993,0.0,0.07143154534393976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364391494676827,0.0,0.0962210586238457,0.1729430688026748,0.12217486255986285,0.08210176009588807,0.18734119910650265,0.2344602038715319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717206393527418,0.06838911754313909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102559956030408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146293562909772,0.09034463469799273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784977307127005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699334443923913,0.06970100195558297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079464505887386,0.08355046173277872,0.0,0.0,0.07567250735344408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091039801610506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498088745566144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682522273265842,0.0908822141010073,0.06285873214013149,0.0634036164465235,0.06594957971222963,0.16516966766183075,0.09093947090907012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503321836396328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059280964977176887,0.14932579457787792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791718349159885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627872368092786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777345019724155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582877366733987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059093636401342,0.17775255683430874,0.1285837991370514,0.06872865282671374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361635946439215,0.054790521296402814,0.0,0.0,0.04986080972673071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352957351562848,0.0,0.0,0.07385206095454885,0.0,0.07055363144178332,0.0,0.0,0.06858992011589375,0.0,0.15376517823169042,0.0,0.0,0.09546740816183462,0.0,0.08242733395020302,0.0,0.06225135089750442,0.08683823399796979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651943949259594 adhd,breadlvr,2019/07/01,"How to organize/minimize my room ? I just graduated from college and will be going to medical school in my hometown in the fall. My college was out of town so I wasn't at my parents' house very often. My room isn't messy per se but it's big and so I have boxes and crates of stuff from high school and all my college years. Like tons of notebooks, free shit, stationary, tons of clothes, sentimental cards. Since I'll be spending a lot more time in my room studying I need a clean space. I'm selling/donating clothes so that hasn't been terrible but I'm so bogged down by 6 YEARS of stuff",1.3973846153846168,3.7293312000000007,2.7600000000000016,91.71576923076924,82.83333333333334,6.35897435897436,25.06410256410256,7.61054688173877,1.2869679487179493,464,19,100,8,13,150,78,120,0.040999999999999995,0.802,0.158,0.9214,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,9,2,1,1,1,13,13,11,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,11,3,16,7,5,18,0,0,0,0,1,13,1,2,4,61,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261812294228916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345803111210948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618563001531125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846960294379172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875667617907427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366559797505867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462781793237466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653113042451266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493998326894025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279042172705615,0.18366036326716506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083282135506829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294638502612272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319286883678448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859520670429183 adhd,dutchyyy18,2019/07/01,"Vyvanse - migraines or bad moods Hi. &#x200B; I'm 31 years old, diagnosed with ADD a couple of years ago. Since then, been treated almost daily with many kinds of medications.. tried ritalin(la and sr), concerta, a generic version of adderal XR, and now vyvanse. &#x200B; The doctor first prescribed 50mg of Vyvanse. Once I started taking it, I felt a big positive difference. However, I took it in the morning, and then at around 16:00, I started having major headaches/migraines. A painkiller doesn't always help. &#x200B; I did drink more water than usual - around 2.5 liters per day. &#x200B; So after a few days where the headache reappeared each time, I thought maybe the dosage is high for me. So I started taking many dosage levels from 25mg to 40mg (through dissolving with water) It did solve the headache problem, however, then I started having really bad moods. I was angry, unfriendly at work, and was very indifferent. The quality of focus was also worse than with the 50mg. &#x200B; after a while, going back to 50mg for a few days, did solve the mood problem, and the focus is better, but the headaches came back :) &#x200B; I'm having a hard time scheduling an appointment with the doctor, and until then, I need your advice. &#x200B; Should I give myself more time with the 50mg?",5.942033096926714,7.954404510638298,5.5195390070922015,78.74361111111112,67.72340425531914,7.775413711583925,32.63002364066194,8.344100000000001,2.7441016548463355,1040,46,168,15,18,319,131,235,0.085,0.865,0.05,-0.5961,3,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,0,1,0,3,9,10,0,0,21,0,14,8,0,0,0,26,29,17,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,17,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,1,11,2,14,3,27,17,7,40,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,28,105,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949710295202794,0.05397177298713466,0.0,0.06096854266387292,0.0,0.0,0.04869051909324253,0.050662036645526536,0.4617897542877991,0.5178821534249753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840291250455078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363516471439784,0.1016745479692822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384872677243696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963737363970089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736921046395389,0.0,0.11779931575180146,0.0,0.0,0.06179801710550796,0.0,0.06361292007807202,0.0,0.1246388195605041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964510889876809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846011647318785,0.0,0.0,0.05178960782570818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840740745832995,0.03460292181547315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454190448966055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040810608153775095,0.06432941097735102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634034085828242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345771260074315,0.06116817929122637,0.0,0.0,0.061336248148315474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514620390544745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388962391413093,0.06484161207239712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651937482215892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900513619519302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036553550636241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723817211097842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155740224494276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048336689808477336,0.1065093637700754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764659585991359,0.041337603188147824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670573365807572,0.05023733360741425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432573942179906,0.0,0.0620480444176263,0.0,0.0,0.5178821534249753,0.07841718664586053 adhd,ozzyboiii,2019/07/01,"I love Vyvanse but I get agitated more easily on it, can I ask my doc for something? I guess it just makes me more irritable, but I love it otherwise. I absolutely don't want to try a different medication, it lasts the perfect amount of time and is otherwise very stable. I've heard of people being on mood stabilizers or anxiety meds while taking vyvanse/adderall for irritability, any advice? When I first started taking it, my doc said that he would just switch me to a different medication if mood swings became a problem - but these aren't full on mood swings.",6.1811455525606505,7.262420915094339,7.459110512129381,68.55556603773586,66.26415094339623,10.962803234501347,33.06738544474393,10.914260884657429,3.917734770889487,451,19,79,13,7,154,71,106,0.158,0.6709999999999999,0.171,0.5498,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,1,1,14,18,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,11,3,9,14,4,10,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,3,6,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876965332698776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061972037221706,0.0,0.1469392497077577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956713023913076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013615445933555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338156592480982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035289928939732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115957239131397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156569318668369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467160372662689,0.0,0.12821364852037914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335551022532745,0.38699703246063216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331627958862733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379283719517006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827102945382376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478711345991507,0.0,0.0,0.13595389458495705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888377104752076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200230682684052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040844725426629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848457976914945,0.11329266227186098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364467981315929,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YoungLostKid,2019/07/01,"First time back at work tomorrow after a year off and after getting diagnosed: freaking out So I’m a nurse and I’ve been off work since last July cause I was in grad school. During this year “break”, I got my diagnosis which was a total surprise but also a blessing cause it explained my whole life ! I also started meds in March and it has been amazing so far. The problem is, I’m starting back at my old job tomorrow and it’s gonna be my first day after a year and my first time working while on meds !! I’m currently on Dexedrine 3 times a day and it’s working great. The point of this post is : do you, friends, have any advice for me to make sure this day goes smoothly and I don’t end up feeling like a total mess/failure? TLDR: tomorrow is first time going back to work since diagnosed/medicated; freaking out a lil; in need of advices",2.828546365914786,4.436622251461991,4.147840434419384,87.07960526315792,75.0233918128655,6.757059314954053,27.418964076858806,7.447530270364453,1.462959565580618,659,26,135,8,14,217,99,171,0.054000000000000006,0.779,0.16699999999999998,0.9688,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,9,7,10,0,0,10,0,12,2,0,3,3,20,25,13,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,5,2,11,7,20,18,3,48,1,0,0,0,3,14,0,0,32,84,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078549084952794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250007912255194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334376771279566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487969982044481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158956940184665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086688709238713,0.0,0.0,0.10946856840756504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552578366358083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453373918769773,0.07705023550535413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669589732881059,0.0,0.0,0.08332699351979696,0.0,0.05634876352370963,0.0,0.06129536983996747,0.0,0.08625993109049465,0.11890836071789687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702750323009702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791462504007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617979390000584,0.05269154896685405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199274372883199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594012513030879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997166482102018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317362584687668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195598686706384,0.0,0.10329340190765028,0.0,0.0,0.1032007963277301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915303756629534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843430346798214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526778779754595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165021668678703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25155990693583896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041407091169773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925914993216375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083614708708691 adhd,Skittlepawz,2019/07/01,"Lack of Awareness with ADHD Forgive me if I ramble or don't make sense. I have a hard time explaining what I'm thinking or how I feel. Maybe I'm wrong, but I feel like a lot of other disorders get a lot more sympathy from people, especially because people just know more about them. Autism Spectrum Disorder, DID, Schizophrenia, etc. People might not know a lot about these disorders individually, but I've heard of people telling people with disorders like this to just... stop having their disorders if you know what I mean? Like, I'll be told I'm lazy because after I get home from the store, I'm just too tired to do the dishes or something similar. I've never seen someone tell an autistic person to just stop stimming ever in my life because nowadays, where I live at least, even if they don't understand or know what stimming is, people get that some people on the autism spectrum cant help it. Additionally, I've seen so many people online talk about how they cant get checked for ADHD because they don't exhibit the typical, well known hyperactivity that most people see as a key part of ADHD. This lack of understanding of the symptoms isn't just something people without ADHD have, but people with ADHD experience it as well. For my entire life, I believed that ADHD was a mental disorder caused by a lack of dopamine in the brain and its symptoms were an inability to focus as well as possibly hyperactivity. Until recent months, I had no explanation for how I was, believing I was just weird and lazy, that my mother raised me wrong and that's just how I would be forever because I didn't know how to fix it. I believed at some point in my life as a kid, I did the wrong things and now I don't know how to talk to people and that's why I have a hard time making friends. I had no idea what ""executive function"" was, I didn't know about RSD, I didn't know about the impulsive behavior, I didn't know about the memory issues. Like I said above, I have a hard time saying/writing what I'm thinking or feeling, which I had no idea was a part of ADHD. Even sensory overload and indecisiveness, I didn't know that was ADHD. For a time, I was confused. I had heard horror stories about bad doctors people had gone to. Psychiatrists and psychologists who seemed biased against the individual and towards their parents, but I always believed I was lucky to have such a good psychiatrist. After awhile, I finally remembered to ask her about this and I actually motivated myself to do it. She then started to explain some things like what develops slower for people with ADHD, things she had never told me before. Now I'm wondering why. Why don't doctors outright explain or at least try to explain this to patients or their parents if the patient is too young? Perhaps it wouldn't have done much good for me as a child, since my grandmother would still likely not make much of an effort to understand my disorder (which, she is a couple generations away from me, so I understand) but I'm sure information like this would have been useful to me growing up if I had lived with a younger, more open-minded parent? What do you guys think about this? Is ADHD awareness less of a problem than it has been from my perspective? What are your experiences?",8.207065138471116,7.198759599678457,8.360563219583032,70.85858365314802,62.32797427652733,11.11262317187014,36.14168654703869,10.237710317436264,3.5820861321439685,2589,100,471,48,31,850,251,622,0.141,0.762,0.09699999999999999,-0.9791,4,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,3,7,2,37,24,0,2,31,0,58,10,1,12,4,112,111,42,0,13,27,4,6,7,1,5,8,3,1,4,36,15,1,2,34,0,2,2,22,8,3,0,34,12,61,16,73,70,21,35,0,0,3,0,41,12,0,25,28,342,97,3,0.0,0.0,0.041073109352046,0.0,0.5058318897447226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035021689773131075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039347836860311534,0.0,0.03954430595803441,0.0,0.03514282796917479,0.12828630808746333,0.0,0.0358149152098091,0.18968102285332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698560602956532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043237330402793366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657103711873184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33766608708193696,0.08616041441205408,0.0,0.043071992167714436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046940722740079856,0.055599203889544105,0.03807220376048312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234287153499546,0.0,0.0,0.0638448814821858,0.03006862190445932,0.0,0.046106797789941235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032518107779281234,0.0,0.08795973972385725,0.0,0.0,0.07060505712087947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041675048628706336,0.0,0.0,0.113111302968589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02821158707484628,0.0,0.0422190243280904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502744868758753,0.0,0.04393031973311525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313119206951688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918680408367108,0.14393902590137836,0.0,0.07433128946887207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734851594062414,0.0,0.0,0.08428485299943539,0.042671968964214414,0.04228438375095898,0.04584761339828658,0.0,0.0,0.04241613968253249,0.04465012208034298,0.042498219528807696,0.0,0.033595297340559084,0.0,0.06188099288228641,0.0,0.06492376371296192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020564209940134,0.09115727393525506,0.0,0.4085121339292822,0.036750774780247165,0.0,0.0,0.03978801621947972,0.04744938944986196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027379935525309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155813034906387,0.0,0.0476789999489183,0.0,0.04003658605345012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033539742383391836,0.038316540351837486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034816724248633114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566214814900346,0.06480483675167205,0.0,0.0,0.02979104058481598,0.0,0.03361258899497579,0.0703771200024749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966869032929782,0.08749384794900719,0.0,0.06765960959724364,0.07357584972587007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388683113652888,0.08090741913472768,0.0,0.0,0.09817049459179264,0.04837548703853066,0.0,0.08043630670836245,0.0,0.028575888587928307,0.0,0.0,0.17526588507560656,0.0,0.036351662709984314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353007262165128,0.0,0.11393720662895032,0.0,0.0,0.04057260695385456,0.04564407711888623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969714578348494,0.13805420747341526,0.0,0.0 adhd,lurkeraccount3,2019/07/01,"A cascade of events just led to me almost running my car into a neighbor’s house and this post is my commitment to go get tested for ADHD. I’ve suspected ADHD for awhile, but I’m female and have always gotten good grades so it was never a thought for my parents or teachers. However, I have always been “different,” quiet, and you might say “flighty” sometimes, which has become apparent especially as I’ve gotten older and had jobs. So today I was helping a friend look for his dog who had gotten out. I was driving around and I found her and got her in the car. I left the car running in his driveway while I went to get a leash from inside (should have brought it with me) and got her inside safely. However, I left the car running because I just didn’t think to turn it off as I was getting her out. Came back out to turn off the car, and instead of getting in the car and putting it in park and THEN turning it off, I just reached in and pulled the keys out of the ignition while it was running. 🙄 Edit: upon discussion with my friend, we determined I must have left my car in drive and the hill was just keeping it still, otherwise why would it have started rolling when I pulled the key out? Still trying to figure that out. My friend’s driveway is on a hill that basically backs up to his neighbors house across the street in the direct path of the driveway. You can see where this is going. The car starts rolling, FAST, and my fight or flight kicks in. Somewhere in there I decide it was a good idea to fight with this multiple thousand pound death machine rolling very fast down a hill. I’m not a tiny person, I’m 5’10 and 180ish, and I lift weights. I think all this went through my head at the time and made it seem reasonable for me to try to stop the car. So anyway, by some stroke of fate, I DID stop the car, aided by the godsend of the slight upward slope of the neighbor’s yard leading up the the house. It was less than a foot from a huge tree on the driver’s side and less than 6 feet from the house from the back of the car. The lady that lived there came out and was super chill and just made sure I was okay, there was really no damage to the yard luckily. This all happened about 10 minutes ago and I’m sort of in shock just laying in a bed in my friend’s house trying to cool down. I’m in the middle of moving to a new city right now and I just graduated, but as soon as I’m financially able I’m going to see if I can get tested. This is not the first situation like this I’ve found myself in, just the most serious. **Tl;dr** Almost let my car roll into neighbor’s house. Think it might be ADHD. Knew you guys would understand.",3.724715478733735,4.624462298892991,4.4504913575451575,88.55900174791225,71.76752767527675,7.255078656049719,25.517770440862304,7.3759095455046575,1.0344678966789664,2074,61,445,21,38,665,240,542,0.061,0.831,0.107,0.981,6,0,0,0,2,0,53.0,1,3,0,3,27,17,2,0,43,2,36,5,3,6,6,91,82,37,1,5,15,1,2,1,8,6,1,2,10,2,24,37,1,4,14,2,0,32,5,5,0,2,32,8,44,12,82,42,6,103,0,1,3,0,28,45,0,11,26,295,68,7,0.0716777726039294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584282607030933,0.0,0.06353802062406033,0.0,0.14354987086006854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928329758622805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380841418776613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653473481826934,0.0,0.04369410489032302,0.07916246840445139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639605533647899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488801653487834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096907676029524,0.0,0.15718195598191328,0.2215122772375728,0.0,0.18724338897294004,0.0,0.12220838995719285,0.1202398298625774,0.11465452528100605,0.0,0.0,0.07097226404124568,0.06338441759417551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356207372952843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804410007381284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962391556578133,0.0,0.08091548062136887,0.0,0.0,0.07112912924764862,0.0637104976850863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336343289815043,0.07329537880519027,0.0,0.035018139110136945,0.0,0.06329278640693947,0.0,0.060191276478973925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564648306774998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207757917658002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618212874047463,0.0,0.0,0.05528231702666655,0.06922683943334702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795896839841711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258626629717792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864749258817136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205595900058469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591861654434095,0.0736966881530088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121242616305995,0.0,0.057001041709778835,0.0,0.0,0.1142358092256573,0.06525275214974763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056881958776223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708911499011859,0.0,0.10146779274506433,0.0,0.11448392358290292,0.11985165483016565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755545240760831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377846673889741,0.0,0.05690414496262575,0.04179588562272942,0.0,0.06794214736655907,0.0,0.0,0.14599350763651084,0.233894501407598,0.0,0.07461908913311023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059141669101857426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872842169272188,0.0,0.13289202662543434,0.06467804101070537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183566624413573,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,teh_tetra,2019/07/01,"Was a crappy partner because of my illness or my personality I have type I bipolar disorder, and recently diagnosed with ADHD. Before that diagnosis I got out of a long term relationship, and looking back at my mistakes I can see where the symptoms of my mental illness could have cause the problems, but I don't want to write off my shortcomings on undiagnosed mental disorders. What makes it worse is I'm definitely not over my ex, though she's done with me. Has anyone else had this internal conflict?",8.482580645161292,8.340733172043013,9.046795698924733,63.330193548387136,61.365591397849464,12.171182795698929,41.18064516129033,11.602472056035307,5.131694193548388,407,21,66,11,5,137,74,93,0.20600000000000002,0.757,0.037000000000000005,-0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,10,5,0,2,0,16,16,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,13,0,11,11,1,10,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,4,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235527616666691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006536135462374,0.19059339474248949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303333629199694,0.0,0.11339244930345076,0.0,0.15828427124377345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910876877200591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851709715729544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880036340602585,0.0,0.0,0.4263764747524009,0.0,0.0,0.1903569742199743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539088497012574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877244284980226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461659661626848,0.1562049682396316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416583478094564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749168590400547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242030923871276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799034128156369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366645119834646,0.19970949515897174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482291288352704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193339840116795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275787731794324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971591673647324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956422686961852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_non4me,2019/07/01,"PSA: Owning Cacti Is a Bad Idea I knock over things a lot. Yesterday I knocked over a cactus. It landed on the back of my hand. I picked it up and knocked over another cactus onto my other hand. In an attempt to dodge the second one I stepped to the side right onto a rake. Winning.",-0.10189655172413836,2.218321482758622,2.089224137931037,92.99693965517244,92.79310344827587,4.279310344827587,19.31896551724137,5.985473137389443,0.03271724137931065,218,7,45,2,8,73,41,58,0.059000000000000004,0.7759999999999999,0.165,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,8,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,1,11,1,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,1,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275514725003346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135272810950279,0.34044629150391564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46028940137010105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466463975948929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762955195375934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482081646013921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27088467469091826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Robot_Penguins,2019/07/01,"I want to help my husband succeed in his career... He has ADHD and is medicated. Growing up, he had a hard time because he was taught to hide the symptoms rather than working through them in a positive way. His job requires him to be very, very organized and detailed. The doctor who diagnosed him said he should probably find another job but he really enjoys what he does. How can I help him, or how can he help himself stay on track with the details? What works for you?",3.4080494505494516,5.505202923076926,4.40668956043956,83.72893543956044,74.71428571428572,7.626923076923077,30.05631868131868,8.472884824447931,2.422943956043957,370,17,70,7,8,120,67,91,0.025,0.765,0.21,0.9555,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,4,3,2,0,0,5,0,8,4,0,2,0,12,11,6,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,11,2,11,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,1,1,45,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230226460151412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087483625651656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116777542878032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443660198249416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960770724170507,0.1676416842460592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508888402759398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160651864472426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852102225567295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802016295536457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298372709843087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654176405962746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272280724977774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222420670798328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418506912530734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911159524255725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170433260241854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31612588548301424,0.11299125514794033,0.15205706911428604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27892630078475245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sinsaysgo,2019/07/01,"PMS meets ADHD. Chaos Ensues. Anyone else get this or is it totally in my head? No matter how much of my meds I take or how much caffeine I guzzle down I can’t seem to get on track. I’m at work, supposed to be working on a high pressure project. I’m writing this. Does anyone else go through this?",-0.7347619047619071,1.4385644126984118,1.3749206349206349,97.67285714285715,95.34920634920636,3.4349206349206347,19.698412698412696,5.033348758259628,-0.3976158730158734,230,8,51,1,9,76,47,63,0.13699999999999998,0.845,0.018000000000000002,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,2,1,8,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,0,30,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582859339512701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005469767560217,0.440411405334445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880734688627048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35906762728225633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456831988343548,0.0,0.122141084921974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056468048344546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270693813391134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23872199412497244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159743457159128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956504445686568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158925108217734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312921199650043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smoky_paprika,2019/07/01,Just took strattera any tips? I just took strattera this morning and so far the only things ive felt whats tired and nausea. Is this normal? Ive know that this is normal for about a month or something. But got any tips or whatever to help me get thru this first month,2.2249090909090903,4.173596218181821,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,77.72727272727272,5.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.23980000000000026,212,5,46,1,5,65,39,55,0.06,0.89,0.05,-0.1431,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,10,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,0,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086397695489633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178879680533856,0.0,0.0,0.1930261705961657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856133063977176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149630216252846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210610279449713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471455325610613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622660247463317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446855806055318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259015870971267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470146458579097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076191833407052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082215029927386,0.0,0.0,0.5042541892438824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrMcSquiggy,2019/07/01,"A really rewarding stretch I'm not sure exactly where to put this, but this is the best place i can think of to share. I just had the most amazing stretch. Been reading reddit for a little bit this morning, and felt like i needed to stretch. I'm laying on the ground so i just kinda did it and for some reason it felt like my whole body was focused on it. Hard to explain but it felt amazing.",1.4839814814814822,3.5623567037037063,2.7809722222222213,93.15812500000004,80.72839506172839,5.531481481481482,23.70524691358025,6.6274283507984215,0.6314802469135801,307,11,66,3,8,99,53,81,0.031,0.642,0.327,0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,5,0,6,1,1,1,2,19,14,5,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,5,8,9,7,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,2,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247423361583368,0.0,0.2314421359049371,0.2354771301627176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106413837535253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990465089359504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713875685557184,0.2124733079778074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719058899859867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148822071364407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311214917037885,0.0,0.0,0.21205099648389827,0.0,0.13580854650224847,0.21796475707025784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980148554605773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358369568932382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236683314930236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ssshhh1800,2019/07/01,"Rent Day!!! Just a reminder to pay rent, if you haven't already! :)",-0.7892307692307696,1.3575258461538446,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,98.23076923076924,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.5597384615384615,48,2,11,0,2,15,12,13,0.335,0.665,0.0,-0.6184,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8633718956449155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045681022523175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nkeh07,2019/07/01,Positive Drug Screen for Adderrall with prescription from 2015 I have a prescription of Adderrall (3 in total) from 2015 that I still take occasionally when needed. I was prescribed these while in school and have currently started taking them again. (I stopped taking them for a year or so). I took a drug screen for work and showed positive. Will my old prescription be valid enough to prove this for my positive drug screen?,5.467542857142856,8.328235106666668,4.479238095238099,82.03200000000002,71.26666666666667,8.552380952380952,28.04761904761905,9.23628265651192,2.6561619047619045,343,13,59,8,7,101,49,75,0.025,0.8340000000000001,0.141,0.872,2,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,2,8,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,11,7,2,12,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,9,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.696489081808756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685529350673415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148442301987214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007132441907475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260836386863446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169928636550708,0.0,0.15987625071118627,0.16737226167744393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45156592506669296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224243799561776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574458598640486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891923012455087 adhd,Pickleface32,2019/07/01,"Can't get anything I want accomplished because of my adhd. Read a chapter in a book. Too distracted by thoughts. Play a video game - I want to play another one already. Want to learn a language. -always get distracted by something else where learning a language feels like a chore. My mind just can't be focused on one thing anymore. It wants to do many things before I die, but it just can't.",2.004064327485377,4.679041921052633,2.7638596491228107,90.28757309941521,83.73684210526315,5.4830409356725145,29.49707602339181,6.937597516519254,1.7473058479532169,310,16,59,4,9,97,52,76,0.136,0.747,0.11599999999999999,-0.1063,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,13,1,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,5,3,8,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,35,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426960316726859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284892851910312,0.0,0.16803260732929065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175465926155895,0.0,0.0,0.2002730182994772,0.0,0.0,0.16618173796215974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310247148110645,0.0,0.17183846990155247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095847692243001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869731717556846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210835979623738,0.14426799420972672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101358189097044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865906354982393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473832791565116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390468536891768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736833684750447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199747314787134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546545237355838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26832367879780256,0.0,0.0,0.1603200454615514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764444403147441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AreWeThenYet,2019/07/01,"Does anyone else tend to compartmentalize their social lives? Ive always noticed I compartmentalize 90% of my social life. I have several separate friend groups. My family doesnt know much about my life outside of family. Romantic relationship take a while to merge with a friend group(s). Sometimes this causes friction (""how come I dont get invited to spend time with you and your friends?""). And then even longer to meet family. Theres hardly any social aspect to my work relationships at all. Everything is kept in its own tidy box. Ive always envied those that seem to have just friends and family as one big pool of people that they can float amongst. But part of me wonders if everyone does this and Im just drawing ill perceived boxes around arbitrary things.",5.2686450839328565,7.744668712230219,5.396564748201438,77.0030965227818,70.51079136690647,8.949880095923263,27.41067146282973,9.516144504307137,2.732524700239808,617,22,105,15,12,194,100,139,0.035,0.875,0.09,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,2,1,21,16,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,14,4,17,15,4,8,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,3,3,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212249285989414,0.0,0.0,0.08259434689302021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492496405987104,0.12444617867491382,0.0,0.10812172367841193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247689226623825,0.0,0.10462371874245907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125741906463608,0.0,0.14234570321451315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146102839278627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802206415793931,0.0,0.0,0.11605655619171827,0.1091569560613174,0.0,0.4579921955100744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753468807480341,0.0,0.06345582544511247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880085396004187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119348395483654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674912367447673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715761412272839,0.0,0.0,0.10724800560926516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928424515661851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827863175443947,0.0,0.0,0.08230183053409408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152517460937713,0.0,0.08420240163838763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26079690275950235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105691173648318,0.0,0.1372108783550748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714277487029118,0.0,0.0,0.12012323795269107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131990937812982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806900691983959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082205777591144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171401367726934,0.08842152371881809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,melatoninmike,2019/07/01,"the search for the right medication/vent Hey y’all, I’m 32 /m in the US and having a rough time trying to find the right medication. In the past I had tried adderall XR and Concerta at very low doses (10mg/18mg) and had a tough time with side effects like headaches and crashes. I seem to be very sensitive to all medicines and am probably one of those “poor metabolizers.” I recently came into some very good health insurance and decided I wanted to have comprehensive adhd testing done and reconsider medication. The testing came back positive (no shock to me) and my doctor thought it’d be good to give strattera a shot. I started strattera 18mg and felt it working immediately, but the side effect of insomnia was just brutal. At the ten day mark I was getting about four hours of sleep a night. We decided to take a reset break and then go down to 10mg which I just started again yesterday. Even on such a crazy low dose I felt sleep disturbances last night and am crazy constipated on this stuff. It’s frustrating because I want to be medicated, but medication seems to hate me. Any tips from the strattera folks, or just folks that stuck out med trials and came out somewhere alright on the other side? Thanks for listening.",6.3005316091954064,7.250247875000002,6.565275862068969,75.54064367816093,65.9396551724138,10.152183908045977,33.57011494252873,10.203070172399654,3.4121042528735623,985,42,182,23,15,317,144,232,0.149,0.778,0.07200000000000001,-0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,3,8,13,3,1,16,1,13,11,2,2,1,40,34,16,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,9,20,0,0,10,0,1,4,1,8,0,3,12,4,15,5,29,18,2,38,0,2,0,0,6,18,0,4,16,110,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317427438128531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454581521738395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429152938808776,0.0,0.06682374347569398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761305324488324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069626399352645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122014016200619,0.0,0.11218000574309622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240341922605342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050606962719592,0.0,0.10019130719273317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727227608234375,0.1051581362039044,0.06229995344204625,0.18388923554942652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822771760705673,0.0,0.11652164699863565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795427936496817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935547760249607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355512261358189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176385308087745,0.4417251727270186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574314733214102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428180355967554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046453341446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818962377854796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823718770836943,0.0,0.0,0.18723090786332094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958908331835326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939967513497055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551801500559572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548944158464814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824211020033575,0.0,0.0,0.1009239856986686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702656789127543,0.12784138941412554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885047960752254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186016977130186,0.0,0.0,0.2713456015204123,0.12931422365837494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980515394013689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blueElderberries,2019/07/01,"can I function without meds Has anyone successfully tackled their ADHD symptoms without meds? I was diagnosed a few years ago and I don’t want to take meds but I am struggling to manage my symptoms",2.7648648648648617,5.786212513513515,3.879783783783784,80.42670270270273,86.02702702702703,5.122162162162162,31.72432432432432,6.742157984588678,2.353631351351352,161,9,25,2,5,52,29,37,0.106,0.8009999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388724995422111,0.0,0.17618993094417604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897854689429298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173857117686114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6623371070964911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778850310101704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131782629342135,0.14944378780005893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723458513782258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831976683360955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799578312226415 adhd,Questionably_Ethnic,2019/07/01,"Exciting realization this morning I can read books again! Background: I used to read fantasy novels like there was no tomorrow when I was a child. When high school started, I got sucked into the internet and social media (and reddit...) and could get through maybe two books a year if I was lucky. I made a New Year's resolution this year to read a chapter a day and am now about to finish my fifth novel (Oathbringer, Lies of Locke Lamora, Red Seas Under Red Skies, Republic of Thieves, and City Stained Red, if anybody needs a recommendation!). It's made me happier than I've been in awhile and I needed to share that with somebody!",5.757836134453782,6.8659809495798365,5.977636554621849,78.69990021008405,67.23529411764707,9.311344537815128,30.841386554621852,9.516144504307137,2.753444537815126,499,19,93,10,8,159,84,119,0.09300000000000001,0.765,0.142,0.7163,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,7,0,7,0,0,3,0,17,16,10,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,3,9,4,13,8,0,17,0,0,3,0,3,5,1,3,13,55,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076497263496674,0.0,0.0,0.1217793915514558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986556083743473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102418310352628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950871049687435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225254458910044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573500347407045,0.0,0.0,0.18970459061300596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28002932991803586,0.0,0.1823726860956652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666417324866105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110551241252724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924878725126952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365447611495082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844589615771302,0.0,0.0,0.16308804056635326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647999775876211 adhd,zootedzap,2019/07/01,"Choices oh choices Are choices just evil or is just me? Even trying to choose which word to use when making a sentence is brain itching to me. I write something, rewrite it in a hundred different ways only to delete everything in the end and just lock my phone. It's like an influx of randomness in my mind that never seems to cease.",4.272307692307694,5.894951615384612,4.729230769230772,84.31076923076925,71.30769230769229,7.046153846153848,29.92307692307693,7.554174236665415,1.9215230769230764,265,11,49,3,5,84,50,65,0.066,0.8759999999999999,0.057,-0.3818,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,3,2,2,2,1,14,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34448044390220944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224033331261681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733127563880757,0.0,0.0,0.20381602000012336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733431074254905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075796223987034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598140600200168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31158064704167565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379980682761685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346911142109268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28092217903696604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756210484099116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950745595311607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266516449719498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449386523735203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deadmausy5,2019/07/01,How do you manage with ADHD in the corporate world? I work for a big accounting firm as a senior consultant. I work on multiple engagements at one time and sometimes I feel as if I'm just making no progress and I have to constantly explain why shit isn't getting done. I'm more than capable at my job and the work is actually fairly easy. I just go into hyperfocus mode and go into way too much detail on certain tasks trying to achieve absolute perfection. Unfortunately this means I neglect timelines and budgets. I've recently been diagnosed and put on vyvanse so life has definitely become easier and I'm still working on changing my behavior. Looking for some success stories and hope for those working in the professional world!,6.148666666666667,8.009553385185184,7.24388888888889,67.17250000000003,67.0,10.733333333333334,37.944444444444436,10.793553405168565,4.879977777777778,597,33,93,18,10,201,96,135,0.076,0.731,0.19399999999999998,0.9471,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,9,6,7,1,0,5,0,7,3,1,2,2,24,19,13,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,2,0,1,2,2,9,5,19,17,3,22,0,1,1,0,3,13,1,3,5,62,11,12,0.0,0.0,0.16319053823017554,0.0,0.2009757226654089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469033826576128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690519470848806,0.0,0.0,0.18071420662264534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973303837594786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113244396105326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455557043431439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736979921029149,0.0,0.19007920744117696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609527225176735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594812170559575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811817830083104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042951713876253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162607963064547,0.0,0.0,0.18216046520623827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293192180950555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331811315925575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811046585724562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511761019538435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165727893689042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539290296514533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354860578936262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751207117923699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353692750892876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273791088795595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508973824767982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087203750791482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,udambara,2019/07/01,"Concerta is working and I am so relieved (and a bit on Ritalin) Hey guys. I never thought I'd actually make a post here because I'm pretty shy, but after being on Concerta for a few days and actually seeing results, I really want to share my experience with fellow adhd-ears. I am just so stoked and filled with hope right now. Background info: I have adhd-pi and I work from home on a computer (am a digital artist), and I have a ton of content I need to produce in a very short amount of time. My energy level has always been horrendously low. I'm always tired and sluggish, and if I've had a big carb-ladden meal, I literally can not function for the rest of the day. Because of this, my biggest challenge, apart from staying focused, is staying awake in the day. I'd sit at my computer and start dozing off as soon as I'd get to work. And the entire afternoon would be me, struggling to stay awake for long enough to get work done. If I'm not dozing off, I'm on YouTube etc. Basically, I'd end up wasting all of my precious daytime work hours. What Concerta has done, is it actually keeps me awake and energetic. Not hyper or fidgety, just calm and alert. No dozing off, no sluggishness, no naps, no giving up and going on Youtube. Just sitting for hours hammering out work, all the way into the night. I've even manged to leave the house to run errands for a couple hours, twice in a day, get home, and get straight back to work. Without Concerta, I would have been completely depleted of energy and end up crashing on the couch. I am literally so relieved, I could weep. The drawback is for the first couple hours, I feel jittery and anxious. It is somewhat like what I've experienced with Ritalin, except Ritalin gave me a euphoric high which left very abruptly and made me feel anxious, anti-social, depressed and filled with rage for the entire day. Anyway, that's my story with Concerta. I have so much to say but I think it's gotten long enough, so I'll end here. If you've gotten this far, thank you so much for reading. And if anyone else has their own experience to share I would love to hear them too.",4.275400641025641,5.500096379807693,5.5040576923076925,80.29927564102566,70.77884615384616,8.431282051282054,29.49166666666667,8.841846274778883,2.350117243589743,1658,65,320,30,30,553,205,416,0.12,0.7240000000000001,0.156,0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,2,10,17,16,1,1,22,0,28,6,0,4,3,62,56,34,0,11,15,0,2,1,1,3,4,2,3,1,9,26,1,1,5,3,0,4,9,5,0,2,10,6,29,11,55,40,14,65,0,3,1,1,13,29,0,7,26,208,38,12,0.0,0.0,0.2260088543992516,0.0,0.1855593399563559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284735456623366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442856355367875,0.0,0.053980193365124766,0.0791007551523586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936220889472382,0.0,0.09412108305848772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428265265721586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809429686919527,0.0,0.0,0.06163809902253298,0.17084116450617656,0.0,0.2489387973931663,0.0,0.0664924419638847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800527011612378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449088312602501,0.0,0.20512945931963694,0.15953694179658584,0.08609865950839253,0.050990021512133714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510332701627001,0.0,0.0,0.07806950825372029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566647322515545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133572810256078,0.07405749182192657,0.04387466780121044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644036163965941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701026600972296,0.0,0.0,0.0815662778863006,0.15487624340718076,0.07667724409733864,0.3041066892136975,0.08907869628290714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861910845144294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174389303326783,0.0838782719796309,0.0,0.0,0.03771613113499017,0.0,0.0,0.1366395422102754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696762185164616,0.0730487209399214,0.051531750659910135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350209850229025,0.0572429897509836,0.059541573921621835,0.0,0.0,0.07244718288570115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393647687561579,0.07854038433531779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772211179800456,0.0,0.04945644192219098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592857161814626,0.0,0.061392718704881964,0.0,0.0,0.06151858537536323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054642717665757255,0.2468555089036053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070643870650025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107559638583512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946678793419213,0.0,0.06128835649389507,0.04501607290130353,0.08873030375237086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739654385244847,0.04553469377999168,0.06127794642281448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441826345177019,0.0,0.3934187904078589,0.0,0.0,0.16452247777371526,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikhael4440,2019/07/01,"ADHD Med Student Hi all, I'm a med student and I think I may have ADHD after reading about its symptoms. I have severe brain fog, a non existent short term memory, an inability to focus, and can't even construct coherent thoughts unless I'm on some sort of stimulant (coffee). Recently it's gotten so bad that I even get super depressed and moody when I'm off coffee and kind of lose the will to live. I think that I've been getting by using caffeine to self medicate unknowingly. I've always been a good test taker and that's probably why I was able to make it this far in life despite having all sorts of other issues (chronic procrastinator, social anxiety, depression). The problem is, I am worried about actually going out and getting a diagnosis for my psych issues because I've heard it can interfere with licensing in medicine/healthcare jobs in general. I am wondering if that's really the case and if so am I better off just trying to fight these issues by myself? Is it ok to keep using coffee as a way to ""treat"" my underlying problems, since it is essentially a stimulant like actual ADHD drugs, or are there better approaches that wouldn't require me to actually get a diagnosis?",8.766444086886565,7.6313972212389425,9.757240547063557,61.70171761866455,61.30088495575222,12.819951729686244,39.12952534191473,11.911945987284742,4.939492035398232,956,42,156,26,11,332,142,226,0.134,0.7879999999999999,0.078,-0.8998,2,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,9,16,1,0,11,1,18,6,1,5,2,37,36,15,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,14,9,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,8,0,0,6,1,13,8,28,27,4,17,0,3,0,0,5,10,0,9,5,104,27,8,0.1089028107039547,0.0,0.31882030148326285,0.0,0.3926400463280913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061586252796283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833103521084244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092929806436016,0.06638614260578644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926313723492142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157155306751098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875956625649289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629268606245744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385855876618578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275888951802522,0.0,0.06189197698931497,0.09134251075961967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409987216093308,0.10806923564431688,0.09679782193557368,0.0,0.11340551893214837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692127583893897,0.05320441241650602,0.0,0.09616317704357492,0.0,0.0,0.12183438891757775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269347178907377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193294462161866,0.10970812462746786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741564914783385,0.2084105643956823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893228135116054,0.0,0.06976592915279439,0.0,0.10752838743717907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360938238471592,0.12302917814281104,0.0,0.0900855303849053,0.0,0.0,0.11101270105834307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319171846288804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956104759265564,0.0,0.08645666713694039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393785989974486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881141253965434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864419821282083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826784791168763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810045272555525,0.0,0.1105960905380955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ti-vi-di-aitch,2019/07/01,"responding too slow hey! i recently find out i have ADD, although its not officially tested. my friends are saying it for years, but im scared for the diagnose. im afraid im putting myself in a victim role, you know? i dont want it to be my whole identity. anyone who wants to share their experiences? tips? advice? also, the reason why im posting this is because im curious if responding slow is part of ADD. for example, when you see something were you should take action, but you're not quick enough. like you see someone you know but your reacting too slow and before you want to wave, its too late. i always have this. it's hard to know if it's because of ADD or something you can train. is ADD überhaupt something you can train? when do you know you can do nothing about it? like forgetting stuff. i know that's something you can't control, but the rest? i like to hear your point of views :)",1.3298377227986191,3.8204383072625694,2.632609736632084,91.36992551210429,84.92178770949721,5.867624368183027,22.490289970736896,7.2636822038024595,0.9018569300345836,703,25,145,11,21,226,100,179,0.11,0.825,0.065,-0.7362,0,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,0,13,1,1,8,8,1,2,4,0,16,1,0,3,0,29,28,12,0,6,9,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,12,6,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,6,23,5,14,25,4,15,0,0,3,0,23,3,0,3,12,91,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718127733311447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771371666001858,0.09126531428501274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669313222789231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372387571143246,0.0,0.09333243238371818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301917735216918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132626769008487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854804190445893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333219658623984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729134000178077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024857343767556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847410660552113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825471663882578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362108062730805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5923840724438114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013954391816763,0.0,0.12372756988197806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075719918386633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052441100549678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877635415308885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368619642773312,0.0,0.10504630761751993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026203797799124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277272748411127,0.10829905272916668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722458368415716,0.10981214434450856,0.0,0.17480682111501394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929343266981518,0.33775833385788795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556116745888635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246821134994647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940822034891992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897214211258504,0.12245751713915835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063246622570303 adhd,Gorthalas,2019/07/01,"How to become productive again? Hi folk, Just a question I had. I went back to school a year ago to do a course on how to set up a business and actually start one. So I just finished year one and registered my company with the chamber of commerce. The problem is that I can't put myself to work. All this freedom is really messing with me. When I would still go to school I was building on ideas and being very conscientious with my schoolwork, house chores and all that. Now that my routine has changed I'm not productive at all. I feel restless and a fair bit of fear. Do you guys experience this sort of thing? What's the best way of dealing with this? I don't want to slip back into depression, but not being productive will definitely catapult me in that direction.",3.3736525725929667,5.366047781456956,4.490993377483446,83.55266938359654,74.49668874172184,8.08986245542537,28.83392766174223,8.841846274778883,2.3675558838512485,609,26,120,13,13,199,96,151,0.062,0.86,0.078,0.6574,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,11,6,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,2,3,27,19,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,5,0,2,3,1,15,1,21,12,5,22,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,11,91,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.16924848062734738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537405159254248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672309867206195,0.0,0.0,0.19154639403138451,0.0,0.0,0.1820103421356938,0.0,0.18934715115555426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347225117467186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788048614367817,0.14938014006800113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965365074188873,0.0,0.19516367549478789,0.0876944336343891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856765412739144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172887009899598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012181437167045,0.0,0.19578809057788368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350493930317277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595479274635644,0.0,0.17435104530241227,0.19428797030093087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110751843968274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510529060148819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275886668503667,0.0,0.1385061834152998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522314671308685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431028324632325,0.10229702405129272,0.13766539398103805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077687450050088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262634460629587,0.0,0.0,0.12320393139579597,0.0,0.0,0.22337414661602295 adhd,bl8ant,2019/07/01,"How do you handle time away from work and coming back? i'm always a bit stressed at the idea of vacation, because i forget so much about the work flow while i'm gone. daily rituals of how to get tasks done disappear, and no i don't have the focus to make notes of it all. i forget what clients i have. i forget schedules and regular meetings. after a few weeks gone it's like an amnesiac returning to a job as a surgeon. luckily, i'm not a surgeon.",2.158951612903227,3.8457493440860233,4.4233198924731205,84.05497983870971,77.06451612903227,7.660752688172043,26.678763440860216,8.472884824447931,1.946011827956989,351,14,72,7,8,122,63,93,0.139,0.795,0.066,-0.5267,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,9,0,5,2,0,3,1,13,13,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,12,10,4,14,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,48,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487464416462566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391441100230633,0.2078101843178228,0.0,0.16474555093851884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950495594689334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232801616391094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765657218403936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119760710683066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050861315933439,0.0,0.0,0.26818738168672795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203343185590444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039798050385253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866925818116787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095773382151037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758844862856675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678306393059346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934991776802616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,classicbinch,2019/07/01,"I can’t go home because my room is so messy I really need some suggestions, I’m renting a room in a share house at the moment and I have so much anxiety about how messy it is that I’ve been living with my boyfriend for months. It’s making me more stressed that I’m paying rent and not even using the room, and I have so much anxiety that I’m a burden on my boyfriend for living with him. I don’t really even feel comfortable there because my housemates can be very cold and hostile. I don’t know where to start with cleaning it when I don’t have the mental energy to even go there. Any suggestions???",5.43425142857143,4.932780928,6.006285714285713,83.80600000000003,67.72,9.702857142857145,29.057142857142853,9.23628265651192,2.107274285714286,476,14,103,8,7,155,71,125,0.158,0.779,0.064,-0.8903,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,1,6,0,12,0,0,3,0,15,23,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,5,3,0,0,1,2,13,2,11,21,4,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135430543685733,0.0,0.3047022673144243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428030569828352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946150861143368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069749861128796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263659346040557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976621672486186,0.0,0.0,0.22979527080128445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944901739448884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517106498265865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293585438374414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069890025419385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896164244148595,0.0,0.2928000358134186,0.14766907105965935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551644094180264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096117957813273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812854023380416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200383587263876,0.0,0.1643216869763425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Iamannoyedheses,2019/07/01,Can I take Ritalin to stay awake until my exam? Due to poor time management I don’t have enough time to study for my exam tomorrow. So I can’t sleep. I bought some Ritalin 10mg from some girl on campus and I’ve taken 4 already from yesterday. Now my brain feels sooooo tired (but my body not) I’m wondering if I can keep taking the pills in 4 hour increments until I’m done studying?,2.123410714285716,3.8802446625000013,4.059642857142858,86.31250000000004,77.375,8.071428571428571,22.67857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.5721071428571425,303,9,64,7,7,103,58,80,0.08900000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.0,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,0,9,15,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,10,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,9,35,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27515897957647706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769666596697197,0.0,0.2783520616973452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551670359163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576405744407632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607658593858573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455551084845115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216297532089352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495255924366671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576914580232924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749535963354334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907907535584293,0.2865859928318303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704045779960783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blogzaworld,2019/07/01,"No one on my dads side of the family thinks I have it I have been diagnosed with ADHD and my mother is very supportive and helpful but my dad and his wife always say ‘you might have had it when you were little but I don’t think you do now’ like I believe my paediatrician, physiologist and my mother that not only is also a physiologist but has been with me my entire life unlike you. (Daddy issues). It pisses me off so much. My little step brother has it and they believe that he has it and does things to help him at his school but nothing for me. Nothing. He has done it multiple times with other diagnoses. So many times. Anyway sorry about the long post but I need to rant. Thanks for listening if you did. God bless. Have a good day. ❤️❤️❤️",1.2437987012987008,3.4228096623376665,3.4884253246753225,87.19549512987015,82.24675324675323,6.1876623376623385,18.715909090909093,7.413659706084162,0.4324818181818184,584,14,123,9,16,200,95,154,0.057,0.792,0.151,0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,1,0,7,6,1,0,4,0,19,4,1,0,0,20,25,16,0,2,7,6,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,2,24,5,12,18,1,14,1,0,0,0,21,6,1,2,7,91,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848458793604569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229992390317972,0.12797957531049622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34657517821788003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919265917177192,0.0,0.0,0.3122213202572481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459736348963194,0.15739775268154596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449953586252532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290058430024124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618690623225847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053433455434768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086382884803542,0.07514223134617015,0.3083096317718391,0.0,0.13611417426473496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593595000926155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631647044566126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306569214919435,0.1140457902063124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951635375232089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422346538473523,0.11697699900499176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730439425039746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231333737231663,0.0,0.1556606887017743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721741155494224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453812917999886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160463297723205,0.0,0.0,0.10218240079735642,0.19710636860388955,0.0,0.0,0.17937195902406242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690671448512145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pickle_nugget,2019/07/01,"Hard time actually getting a hobby, is this relatable? I am interested in a lot of stuff, and i would like to learn about and become at lot of stuff too. The problem is that I never have been able to commit to anything, even if it is something I think is fun. Let’s say that I want to learn how to play the guitar. The first day I will spend too much money than justifiable on a guitar and all the related accessories. Then I read every piece of information that I can find, play the guitar for several hours and build up this new identity in my head of being “the guitar girl”. 2 days later i will have completely forgotten about playing guitar, and those moments when I remember, i’ll just get anxiety for feeling that i’m lazy and that i never can get good at anything because I never put in the effort. I’ve just begun an investigation for ADHD/ADD and i’m thinking that this maybe is related to my hypothetical diagnosis. Does anyone here relate to what i’m feeling? Is this normal for people with ADHD? This just makes me feel so dumb and lazy and it’s really sad because that first feeling when i get interested in something is the beeeest feeling in the world, and i would like to genuinely stay interested in something instead of just jumping around different hobbies and never feeling at home. If this is related to ADHD, is it something that gets better with medication?",6.989823899371067,6.975749215094342,7.864528301886794,70.14408805031448,64.39622641509433,10.689308176100633,34.647798742138356,10.355215969177356,3.6398855345911962,1102,45,194,24,15,372,136,265,0.084,0.777,0.139,0.8776,1,0,4,1,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,16,14,1,0,13,0,21,2,1,2,6,48,39,18,0,7,6,0,7,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,21,14,0,0,13,9,2,2,4,3,0,2,1,8,17,11,35,32,5,33,0,1,0,0,3,13,1,4,19,145,38,3,0.10019808569707918,0.0,0.09777887789272192,0.0,0.3612558827066029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766512613040447,0.0,0.0,0.07006083124093121,0.0,0.16490897419699868,0.0891975394981794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215964607186318,0.11066091348863584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861706428800017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505578650503172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129238952187608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468567347801028,0.0,0.0,0.08768402001649805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617989061226838,0.0,0.08442120870778967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039789764643653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157923508575556,0.1704568810154395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617468212662299,0.0,0.0,0.08404140041673315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975780387483948,0.0,0.10283214307362668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050684960671404,0.0,0.09867493104426532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245933125326682,0.0,0.09790344694158064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036965868440854,0.0,0.0,0.06688300025368693,0.0,0.10066244462079076,0.0,0.0,0.10093902996655793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365712192685593,0.0,0.3091157628225392,0.09677193554003086,0.0,0.0,0.09817284991518199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946473650679745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587603596505198,0.0,0.10072675102253406,0.0,0.0,0.10022520072207433,0.0,0.06418945941616727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135048986453261,0.0,0.0,0.07968153940299902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319531658650707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085495264206908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679782757356997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940567188236485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840577498662528,0.0,0.0,0.05842630954162744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590994269870212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235569051136635,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ayle87,2019/07/01,"Do you hate walking? I have always hated walking, or even jogging, I find it too monotone. Unless it's a group activity I will always try to keep walking to a minimum. It's not exactly laziness as I will gladly cycle for the same amount of time if that's an option. A friend this weekend heard me ranting about it after I declined a walk and took a bike instead, and she immediately assumed it was due to the ADD. Now I'm wondering if it's common, what are your experiences?",3.947819548872179,5.229018789473685,5.974436090225566,76.40105263157895,71.63157894736842,7.954887218045112,31.46616541353384,8.418075326091056,2.5621428571428577,375,17,69,6,7,131,69,95,0.092,0.846,0.062,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,2,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,13,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,3,0,6,1,2,0,0,3,1,9,2,9,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,6,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45300657246710596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797943285222754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26627685759030545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487980401069849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031133339987784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375085879274949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419557035269843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872977417892806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024390111276041,0.18481497363886265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952037303596145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dmillie27,2019/07/01,"20 almost 21. Been denying ADHD for ages. Just went thru a crazy breakup type thing, and I truly believe it has lead me to be a little more aware of the person I am and how maybe I should try to attack what may be holding me back. Looking for any advice primarily how I can go about being more focused and if that may help my emotions and feel more worth too be goal oriented. Which deep down I know I am just don’t know how to present to myself anymore.",3.122158054711246,4.264259787234042,4.083313069908815,89.70500000000001,73.46808510638297,6.222492401215807,25.130699088145896,6.1826913282559595,0.6558954407294832,356,11,76,2,7,115,70,94,0.079,0.81,0.111,0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,0,3,0,13,0,0,4,0,19,19,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,10,0,10,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,3,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936721145912616,0.2387848539724793,0.0,0.0,0.2446903098567013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617254624601766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233853505648875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779937176349254,0.0,0.1878970405587996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27530899202144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27487106262227323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355528737794845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887489008315226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378873298057126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685867073940256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491198241625056,0.0,0.0,0.20520007442803587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24549152874879734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133649135492252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234130736371152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590376759710335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265233049506555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ucaliptastree,2019/07/01,"I just simply cannot function For the last 7 years, I just cannot function, I don’t do things. I don’t eat. I don’t sleep on time. I cannot focus enough to have conversations. I cannot learn. I’m essentially a 150 pound paper weight. I’m sure a lot of these issues can be attributed to anxiety, depression, and other things. But something I wasn’t aware of until recently is that a lot of my issues are probably adhd. Hopefully I can get a psychologist appointment sooner or later and get a formal diagnosis. I just want to move on with my life. I’m sick of being functionally useless.",2.007344632768362,4.311090101694916,4.545000000000002,79.99145480225991,80.18644067796609,8.001129943502825,23.39265536723164,8.841846274778883,2.001506214689265,464,16,90,12,12,163,71,118,0.113,0.825,0.062,-0.7351,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,16,5,1,1,1,15,23,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,1,1,12,2,12,20,3,9,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,6,61,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381013293177512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515609966567482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706401717629313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027258715153725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047105681987778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070186892058472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677752413100968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135709012370629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149396454957665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993777406060612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368684980649685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056984333694367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360650096382508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561926166944926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826273838553024,0.0,0.0,0.15252219254681695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867254337101346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632437958250158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552516624586145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168561078266693,0.0,0.0,0.2412563705953193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275825646187132 adhd,forddawg,2019/07/01,Relationship commitments I know organisation is a big struggle for us in general. But has anyone had issues when it comes to missing important commitments - for example I will unintentionally prioritise less important things over going for meals with my partners family. At the time it doesn't resonate that I'm making the wrong choice but afterwards there's a unwavering feeling of guilt. I know that the family time is much more important but when it comes to making the decision in the moment I mentally can't plan based on logic. Is this typical among you guys or am I a horrible human?,6.612169811320754,8.702874698113206,7.834103773584907,62.495683962264174,66.16981132075472,12.469811320754713,34.00471698113208,11.93303328291395,5.2178528301886775,482,22,74,19,8,164,74,106,0.121,0.7909999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,8,0,9,1,0,2,2,17,19,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,1,8,0,13,17,3,16,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296228869975872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768852574337064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124554847174269,0.0,0.1106117810599488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432652023715565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166070911667717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283289182501838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404498804086209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29204839887579154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204589301625498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608139919183082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486669422537804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869576427506635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533462329436145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551217811571343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631417065310745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391800472793572,0.0,0.0 adhd,msHaydenParker,2019/07/01,"I have ADHD and ADD combo, and have had it since I was like 7. I have documents from my pediatrician stating I was on 75mg of Vyvanse a day at 8 & 1/2 yo I stopped it throughout highschool and now I'm in full-time college online because my anxiety is too severe to be in public conditions and be able to obtain information. Well a Dr. Put me on 50 mg of Vyvanse and a half of a .5 xanax every twelve hours or as needed for my panic disorder. And then he retired. I finally felt normal and not like everything was a dream. Like I felt competent and productive and able to manage stress so much better. (Mind anyone's negative thoughts- I took my meds as prescribed, never more. I want actual help not to be high.) And now my new primary won't give them to me and no psych wants to help me either! I'm coming off of all my meds and it's throwing me in a loop. Its so hard to focus. I just don't know what to do. These people who have caused the outrage epidemic about prescription pulls are assholes because people like me actually need it. And sadly it's seems impossible to obtain . I am getting more and more depressed as I realize the change in who I am from when I have my meds, and don't. And I just can't believe my brain is so chemically unbalanced nothing else has ever worked but that prescription combo. I don't even ever feel a ""high"" on xanax. It helps me function normally.",2.493629893238434,4.416688142348754,4.4989380782918165,82.82711174377225,76.82918149466192,7.62767259786477,25.83074733096085,8.488131031819089,1.8981002419928816,1092,41,216,22,25,374,160,281,0.098,0.823,0.079,-0.4802,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,14,11,1,2,9,0,24,4,1,1,4,46,40,26,0,6,7,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,18,0,1,8,1,0,5,10,5,1,1,8,4,31,6,29,28,6,29,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,2,16,149,43,5,0.21927375754685235,0.0,0.2139795567459328,0.0,0.1317622226111566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879151234520315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387191217233743,0.0,0.0,0.07666065482278328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366724737512553,0.0,0.0,0.12352321821249795,0.0,0.09696490972864573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239101580392756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262727536850453,0.1159812804109485,0.0944424631506143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070671677617911,0.0,0.09443008303505976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256533615680721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158754391818832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241412441981795,0.19834566736066206,0.09237379896641933,0.0,0.09853455721480207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543570012746145,0.0,0.21053719396204168,0.12010184168799146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057280744063819625,0.1051736843401114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982131085033454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046186638682802,0.23167476381293464,0.0,0.0,0.10797024092438988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025356132179094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142521639841575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653455693565751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107019936002559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059572087942175,0.1625887128132977,0.08455871980924935,0.10588798071000928,0.0,0.0,0.21484172616895272,0.10519954210607456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863525465544073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201681434210776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021534507640368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980929676213343,0.0,0.123858466117145,0.0,0.09069275907762224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916613398690422,0.12558867421061293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870394351879017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181060638121105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293333433882934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857672087712853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981695351597833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ramen_Radio,2019/07/01,"I found a new hobbie You guys should try it really, I’ve been hyper focusing on it for a while. It’s image transcribing, and for the uninformed, check out r/transcribers of reddit.",3.6470476190476178,5.686534657142857,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,73.85714285714286,9.23809523809524,23.095238095238088,9.725611199111238,2.3402380952380955,143,4,26,4,3,48,30,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491347890576709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959009321365026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837052145315533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208448406482263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400310318443503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_Driver8takeabreak_,2019/07/01,"Medications Has anyone had negative experiences taking any kind of medication? If so, was it more positive or negative?",7.6136842105263165,11.412398000000005,10.472894736842102,36.89776315789472,69.0,16.431578947368422,41.078947368421055,13.023866798666859,9.026557894736845,98,6,11,6,2,36,18,19,0.281,0.579,0.141,-0.595,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639384821832025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533464999925131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544239839909963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773063800373464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7300098928808241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242377640892923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,staciathegeisha,2019/07/01,"Hyperfocus Heat It was 98 degrees out today. I got home, parked, and turned off my car. Just as I started to notice I'd been in hyperfocus (literally just sitting in thought in the driver's seat), my husband pounded on the driver's window. Apparently I'd been in the shut off car 25 minutes.... He didn't understand how i didn't register the heat when my face was so red. I had such a hard time trying to explain it.",2.7932142857142854,4.483012845238097,4.963809523809527,80.84785714285717,75.30952380952381,7.6571428571428575,28.66666666666667,8.418075326091056,2.1448523809523814,325,14,65,6,7,113,57,84,0.019,0.981,0.0,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,8,13,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,2,7,0,11,4,0,16,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896745611123746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012560833016004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33733334095074885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828763974770433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380327686584858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669822769798351,0.19609750255054448,0.0,0.3187702621441242,0.0,0.0,0.2283236081698963,0.3657945983834023,0.0,0.3500970682540553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1076033,2019/07/01,Diagnosed at 18 a few weeks ago i was diagnosed with ADHD (combined type) and it seems there is less specific information about ADHD in young adults. Are there more people who were diagnosed at my age and have some more information?,4.790714285714287,7.560696404761909,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,73.04761904761905,9.914285714285716,27.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3151238095238096,187,7,32,6,4,60,34,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,4,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699093885634385,0.0,0.21017969001845271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7219711727139391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437907618017206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585191173694532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019170332775756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,turbotron9000,2019/07/01,"Accidentally taking double stratterra Hey guys, i accidentally took my stratterra twice today so its 160 instead of 80, how bad is this? Ive been taking stratterra for about 2 weeks now and I cant find much info online about this",3.2434883720930223,6.19258869767442,5.326790697674419,72.18972093023257,80.62790697674419,8.091162790697675,22.55348837209302,8.841846274778883,2.2652455813953494,186,6,31,5,5,64,35,43,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935392786815023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213209633390229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34810128895196724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584382513367217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286611910200438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332393209087855,0.0,0.39059790971438174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28200153599279915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CrazyCatCate,2019/07/01,"Fear or Anxiety the only thing keeping you from completely falling apart? I just started reading here yesterday and I'm starting to see I do need to talk to someone and get me figured out. I've read a couple of lists and I'm finding a few things that don't apply to me. I don't think I'm any wonder, just fear and anxiety push me in just a few areas. Example, I almost never oversleep on a morning that I have to get up, like for work. Mostly that is because I'm so anxious about not getting up and being late I barely sleep or I sleep so lightly I'm never going to not miss my alarm. It is also extremely rare I am ever late anywhere, mostly again because of fear and anxiety push me to get everywhere ridiculously early. I've almost never had any trouble with the basics of my jobs, like the short everyday tasks I'm fine with doing. However I'm struggling right now with some projects that have no direction other than my own and I'm just not finishing them. I wouldn't even say I'm high functioning, just the highest thing on my list is NOT failing. Anyone else?",2.4611111111111086,4.543492518518518,4.246074074074077,83.85633333333334,77.51851851851852,6.912592592592592,27.003703703703703,7.908726449838941,1.8643248148148144,848,35,160,14,20,286,121,216,0.126,0.802,0.071,-0.894,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,16,12,1,5,8,0,13,2,2,0,4,38,35,12,0,2,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,4,2,0,4,11,9,0,0,1,3,19,3,23,32,6,29,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,8,16,108,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340176458440452,0.0,0.0,0.09344524368856988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589245937004104,0.0,0.2681707688383889,0.13200772155811713,0.0,0.08170453497088867,0.1197270704803569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246187060194046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251544879444524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292927741611285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761353724749901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771786045230456,0.10569790039399177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944676477912459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067991727066454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441980996556772,0.0,0.06640879008069918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345889091075632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595601777794312,0.10386202784083272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636247410066946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417443188620947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664311048891428,0.27036675706930346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887001467670247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337640953530947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997896255932228,0.0,0.09292414901984604,0.0,0.0,0.09311466107878674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338696285441928,0.0,0.09900698700298492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654146663102062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215743650765434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391994643778244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328906931055971,0.07487303495429769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267193028078734,0.08506850202221215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HashbrownTownxxx,2019/07/01,"My lack of organization is affecting my personal life, advice needed Hey all! I’m a 26 year old woman, who was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. I also have depression and anxiety disorder— I’m taking an antidepressant with a stimulant as far as my medical treatment, and in the past— I’ve tried to maintain routine and structure to help me to be productive and happy in life. Well, this all worked well until I graduated college 2 years ago. I work as a nurse at a hospital. My job is full time consisting of 3 days a week— 12.5 hour shifts. While I have tried very hard to keep the same work days, health care is 24/7, so we all have to take turns covering weekends and holidays. I started out in night shift, which is when I started having issues. Because my life lacked a lot of structure, I could have days where I worked a whole bunch, and then days where I wasn’t doing anything. It started making my depression really bad, and I’ve been withdrawn socially, gaining weight, leaving my apartment less and less. I figured it was the night shift and weird sleep schedule—I just tried to tough it out until I could get a day shift position. Well here I am, 3 months into dayshift, and while I’m a bit happier overall, I’m no where near how I use to be when I had classes Monday through Friday— with set periods to study, workout, see friends and family ect. I’m kind of at a loss for what to do, or how to go about scheduling my life... I just don’t think the 3 days a week is keeping me busy or maybe consistently busy enough. It’s like I either have no time for anything but working and sleeping on my work days, and too much time where I’m bored as hell, on my days off. I live with my boyfriend and our two cats— he works a 9 to 5 Monday through Friday job. So if I have random days off during the week, I’m home by myself and feel miserable. I really just need to figure out how to structure my days off I guess... I don’t know if anyone has any advice, but I would really appreciate it. I love my job and just about all nursing jobs have the same kind of schedule, so switching to another job wouldn’t solve the issue. I have talked with my boss and scheduler about this, and it doesn’t seem like anything can be done... It just sucks because I feel like if I could at least get it down to the same work days every week, I could schedule stuff around it, but my schedule changes from month to month... Please I really hope someone has some suggestions. I don’t want to keep living this way.. it just feels like I’m not enjoying life.",4.68047363397757,5.264164200787404,5.349463135289909,84.1278680505846,69.39370078740157,8.756000954426153,28.97661655929373,8.841846274778883,2.065480839895013,1986,69,412,33,33,643,243,508,0.079,0.8170000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.912,5,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,2,0,0,10,28,25,2,1,22,0,39,12,2,8,4,87,76,45,0,15,16,0,5,4,1,2,8,0,1,3,17,29,1,3,8,3,0,1,9,10,3,1,6,6,49,15,61,61,21,74,1,4,1,1,14,25,2,11,50,265,66,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229652627836056,0.11756863939310852,0.0533251839240592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810720015857159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090854139535241,0.06307942565997687,0.04601962369956498,0.0,0.0,0.042062883701252926,0.0,0.1485112340250563,0.05355211555294653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022823663908504,0.07334179304891021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656754115861321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133364874042878,0.0,0.06363769159976254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212055601313785,0.0,0.0,0.4267562353442024,0.0,0.10362555889420634,0.0610576685905593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156107348601572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062157834295374026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068451830928861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671027556232034,0.0,0.09125093228394696,0.08595175423862296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647682918476758,0.0,0.06285866671625706,0.0,0.03418837418144094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066269261686625,0.0,0.0,0.06403780449515198,0.05388848517488786,0.0,0.0,0.0639436379600653,0.0,0.0,0.040321691606675945,0.0,0.060341960711945725,0.059749063497847726,0.059242119672699975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557569340299124,0.2984806468815881,0.1604098132227968,0.0,0.12528765452627647,0.03306048648193359,0.0,0.0,0.06369713873917793,0.0,0.0,0.2124518789688596,0.1175578773393028,0.0,0.10623873526642952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114297826998765,0.05429366761206369,0.0,0.0401549883355953,0.0,0.06043537631757988,0.0,0.0,0.0606014316872695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404923925833252,0.0,0.04422201247832594,0.08921069268207765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129057618446197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312421766970888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057426268278175624,0.0,0.05252641062213635,0.0,0.06603386683808155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415139777508874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793701061066071,0.05476429664884297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040006090499883,0.06132206381661238,0.0509704801747153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773742376662753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688648987307351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046053231351968,0.0483515852045168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038545911347082414,0.0,0.0,0.10523336733865796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252711951003775,0.0654330912624373,0.05876424351166749,0.0,0.0,0.05195597572349183,0.0,0.049635483627863464,0.035481913076609965,0.04774949797604333,0.19301593907370126,0.07325451557345017,0.1622639862191691,0.0,0.0,0.06716268004888294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503576890536156,0.0,0.0,0.04273351277834175,0.0,0.0,0.07747773825578361 adhd,Share4aCare,2019/07/01,"S.T.R.E.S.S acronym for productivity? I remember reading a really good post/comment in a procrastination thread, where someone laid out this STRESS acronym they learnt as part of their ADHD therapy. However, I have lost the thread :( Anybody have any idea? Thanks!",6.768571428571428,10.636141571428574,5.947904761904763,67.38042857142858,73.76190476190476,9.074285714285717,36.97142857142858,9.3871,4.7416228571428585,214,12,29,6,5,65,37,42,0.204,0.672,0.124,-0.6027,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32067107566457703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144974106512507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379964641748396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012122684049006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29127035098844634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889448221841151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555440170904826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668966053932577,0.0,0.1709345423783228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302260029670074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607944732827626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056464474590261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456560575383356,0.30513695414367104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,retroPanda7,2019/07/01,"Any healthcare students/professionals with ADD? I need some advice. Hey all, I am a physical therapy grad student (23, Male, diagnosed about 5 years ago and on aderrall XR since then). I finished their first year of grad school in May and am now 2 weeks away from finishing my 1st (8-week) clinical rotation. I struggle during my clinical rotation to do some tasks quickly, such as measuring range of motion of certain joints, documenting patient notes, and others. There is alot of multitasking involved (such as typing notes while workijg eith the patient) that I struggle with. I also struggle to articulate myself well; when asking patient's questions for an evaluation, I often make the questions too wordy or confusing. This also happens when I try to explain things to my Clinical Instructor (i.e. reason I am doing or suggesting a certain exercise, modality, treatment, etc.). My Clinical Instructor says thay she can see that I know what I am talking about, it is just that sometimes it doesn't come out easily/concisely. The clinic is an outpatient orthopedic setting, so it is fast paced; however, I have worked many jobs before in very fast paced environments and although I was kinda slow at those too, the speed wasn't a big issue. Any other healthcare professionals or students struggle with AD(H)D in a medical setting? If so, what were your struggles and how did you deal with them?",8.995978835978839,9.643520699588477,8.660767195767196,63.88416666666669,60.11111111111111,12.045737801293356,41.63697824808936,11.629938488055165,5.424357084068194,1122,59,165,31,14,360,162,243,0.061,0.9109999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.7808,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,2,2,19,9,0,6,11,0,18,9,0,3,3,35,26,21,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,13,12,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,6,1,1,4,3,23,3,25,21,5,29,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,13,17,124,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020244221400288,0.10903957674887448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967396399920276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729994013768362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149963039811104,0.0,0.11557049615754035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046711383689592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596089527329636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268163196562003,0.0,0.12485099629227565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718694728949593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463093214765301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877597380371694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838887230195492,0.12206691476225535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760223196296318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210910137140329,0.12471127020024082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391808101339385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120921350576736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755952511475593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647318259320914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782126357152544,0.0,0.1244911273320204,0.09802181564036612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017538681868625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165851099143593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6429757452653688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886953964089247,0.0,0.0,0.140670892838885,0.0,0.08172135415080073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351466898304429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014948609312913,0.0,0.0,0.1973399316573876,0.0,0.11059937711057508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955162297125169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842682884885656 adhd,BMN12,2019/07/01,"How far can ADHD affect someone in terms of weird/erratic behaviour? I've always been afraid of sharing this with someone in fear of being judged as psychopathic but I do sometimes see people posting about related things such as dangerous behavior or lack of empathy. Apart from the usual symptoms related to absence of attention control, hyperfocusing, impulsive behaviour, etc, I'm wondering if some other symptoms I have may be related or if something is generally wrong with me. (please don't judge, I don't do these things on purpose but I have no control) \- Wouldn't hurt a fly in person but when I drive, something switches on inside me like I'm trying to actively kill someone on the road \- Always used to hurt animals (would feel complete remorse/guilt after and then start tending to the animal) \- General lack of empathy. Do not feel much for another person's wedding, graduation, sickness, funeral or any other important event. (too indulged in my own world) \- Random body tics when no one is looking. Making weird faces/noises. In general just acting like a complete lunatic in specific circumstances that act as triggers or just having a lack of care for others well-being. Anyone with ADHD can relate or have any other seemingly unrelated symptoms which you think might be related?",7.819265785609398,9.312125933920706,8.19393832599119,63.27026138032306,62.78854625550661,11.339676945668135,39.36240822320117,11.20814326018867,5.251901262848753,1045,55,146,30,15,344,144,227,0.16,0.743,0.09699999999999999,-0.953,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,8,12,2,2,6,0,21,5,1,7,0,42,35,18,2,7,13,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,1,4,9,4,31,27,8,25,0,2,2,0,5,13,0,13,10,107,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819223362068983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519126411221613,0.0,0.0,0.1595240069569756,0.12298999664367635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201269861153558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028402526244254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195861435611639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595507656498866,0.0,0.26310399438747145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081063577073196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198515162726934,0.11861185838766868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112520198723626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297652783587669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146050616990024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984950247201691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829275281045005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442737383724667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862224902871431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947951815454182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131491445869962,0.20482821454158706,0.0,0.128750459849821,0.0,0.0,0.11233249857745543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934658601030008,0.10677745700065976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981412300457416,0.18059291382121348,0.1160039455949672,0.0,0.0830192790330443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657312417070567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558460553824117,0.07515543233953488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963299105126108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130189381076768,0.12917962997399662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054588291490397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719724790244402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332026707902464,0.12823945887680546,0.0,0.0 adhd,compu22,2019/07/01,"Struggling to find ADHD medication that won't cause weight loss? I'm an ectomorph with dreams of being a bodybuilder, I have been working out for over 2 years now and weigh about 162lbs at 5'9 with 9% body fat. My stats arnt crazy impressive, but I eat an insane amount of calories (over 3000 a day) and work hard. When I first tried concerta when I was first diagnosed in high school, the side effects were devastating. I lost like 12 lbs, some of it being muscle. This had me pretty depressed as im pretty sure I have body dysmorphia and care quite a bit about how I look. My psychiatrist has me trying bupropion now, which is an antidepressant that can potentially help with ADHD symptoms and may not cause as much weight loss as the stimulants out there. However, it has some pretty mixed reviews and I need something that works since I'm going into university and can't focus at all when I'm not on meds. Any suggestions? TL;DR want ADHD meds that won't cause me to lose weight or make gaining weight more difficult for bodybuilding reasons.",7.559976926626675,7.558866345177666,7.14784494693124,75.71412551915091,63.213197969543145,10.615413013382556,32.12228887863406,10.230975488527342,3.0764050761421315,838,28,154,17,11,263,131,197,0.13,0.691,0.179,0.8763,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,12,9,11,0,1,8,0,16,12,3,8,2,32,26,15,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,8,12,7,0,3,1,0,1,5,7,0,2,5,6,13,4,24,16,7,21,0,5,1,0,2,11,0,4,10,93,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609215765246467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807507918562186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928912867038038,0.22238898095769052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020640886311864,0.30850734740288344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645596772327555,0.0,0.08622060194229822,0.10160483562642983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243277705800737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149448766462402,0.170299140223363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689218437628465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896747420060905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709851428079848,0.1057668115327966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081309695496586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890642354750302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406329222940948,0.11199229455648907,0.10927682834689577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682110672745542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238898095769052,0.10084562099155203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358895962865124,0.07422685778313481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055294262398416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647437511637896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292498506341108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131197111081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280819023083126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706599867477633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465185997640428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434811935604176,0.10404780118384137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359299399510342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059044736379234276,0.0,0.0,0.4876054514066383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186336882111924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446457129713948 adhd,ixiant,2019/07/01,"Medication helps me cope I am 37 and I have long suspected I had ADHD. I wanted for a long time to go a kind of self-help route. I've meditated daily for about the last five years hoping it would build my concentration (I'm inattentive type). I also tried all kinds of task management approaches. Basically worked at improving my executive functioning. It all failed and left me feeling deeply inadequate and weak. I tried to get diagnosed last year, GP agreed etc but the Psychiatrist lost my referral and I just kind of gave up. &#x200B; Last week I visited a Psychiatrist, he took me seriously and immediately put me on Ritalin LA. He said based on my responses to his questions and if I respond to the meds, he would give me a diagnosis. &#x200B; It hasn't been a magic bullet but I can't begin to express the major changes I've experienced, I feel all this mental space. The things I need to get done no longer seem like some looming disaster that is about to tear my life to pieces. It's like the coping part of my brain that I never know existed has stepped up and said: look, one thing at a time, lets do this! I no longer feel like I've been locked up in a cell with all of the things I've been putting off. I was using 90% of my mental energy worried about things I needed to get done. It's improved my relationship with my wife and kids, I can finally listen to and retain what they are saying to me.",3.2900268817204283,5.257756573476705,4.846258960573478,81.02272177419357,74.66308243727599,8.664336917562725,25.603494623655912,9.2995712137729,2.1982698924731188,1120,39,224,28,24,376,161,279,0.10400000000000001,0.807,0.09,-0.5887,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,3,5,11,0,0,14,0,19,6,1,1,5,36,43,13,0,7,4,1,3,3,0,2,5,4,0,1,14,11,0,1,7,0,0,7,5,4,0,2,12,9,34,7,33,28,9,31,0,2,1,0,20,11,0,5,16,141,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169003543305798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778726079779044,0.0,0.2107853011192886,0.236388842845475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858615489950962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289939336987326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872760781553493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990831834928734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848242730639523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754880858199707,0.06949013350339485,0.0,0.10655518380647447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245961576879455,0.09331081945919256,0.055281121535615804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039686078083784,0.0,0.0,0.096611650011037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038770732423034,0.053457375935310567,0.23786555579748464,0.0,0.0,0.10568478759799266,0.0994657751030352,0.06870509887026438,0.14256450021958408,0.0,0.0,0.17216283377281202,0.08168280274988192,0.0,0.10618234639957898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804570451357573,0.09798989248675254,0.1960517657645426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424982943797154,0.07502108048535973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591307350312986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533457695024874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556763140101702,0.10896532938921953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443221802858108,0.0,0.0,0.18505322383675984,0.07735348241275622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855149773400567,0.1014744459735062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584890483009739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343853397994033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807121164925344,0.13208069989125645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401056432894119,0.0,0.0,0.05737271795068321,0.0,0.07802460515976035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081415266605587,0.0987830122708138,0.0,0.1381964817049241,0.0,0.236388842845475,0.12527814987902086 adhd,FocusSun,2019/07/01,"I’m 17 and I find out that I suffer ADHD how do I tell to my parents? Will they get disappoint? I’m really scared to tell this to my parents, all of the kids they know are great at school and perfectly healthy mentally and physically. Everytime at school I would end up losing my focus but everyone thought it was my fault and my low interest about studying and learning. In these days I have been searching symptoms of ADHD and I’ve been suffering most of them. I’m really scared to disappoint even more my parents. Sorry for any grammar or lexical error in this text.",2.9222113022113057,5.369215144144144,4.3977067977068,81.5062407862408,77.73873873873873,8.36068796068796,28.108927108927112,9.095868883498916,2.7664342342342345,455,20,84,12,11,151,73,111,0.24600000000000002,0.67,0.085,-0.9635,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,3,12,0,2,1,0,8,1,0,1,2,18,14,9,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,0,14,3,15,8,3,9,0,6,0,0,9,7,0,2,2,56,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751468819683595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613726924618176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065633307918076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823731909105552,0.0,0.0,0.10308695636811208,0.0,0.0,0.14913763974984556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265095520965196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154345041592391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207472551121358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577547953204187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746095114840547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572882500060138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519912944738484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997301116422408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125193057056941,0.31591519493731457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471469428342412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222308693333148,0.0,0.0,0.2728352163281211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390718702199426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087216011337173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thinxalot,2019/07/01,"Kizik - Hands Free Shoes Walking down the street a video in a shoe store window caught my eye. They are supposed to endure the wear and tear of just shoving ones foot in. No laces, no shoe horn, no sliding your finger in to peel back the heel to fit your foot in, no crushed or broken down backs of your shoes. Didn’t buy them, but I’m intrigued.",5.419857142857144,5.103921700000001,4.552142857142859,93.59535714285715,67.71428571428571,7.0,26.07142857142857,3.1291,0.3131428571428567,269,6,61,0,4,79,52,70,0.158,0.7879999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,2,11,11,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,1,2,3,6,2,11,2,0,13,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,2,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9151042849310356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032172462840079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AmaryBlue11,2019/07/01,"Tips for focusing on reading textbooks, articles, etc I am a college student who is currently struggling to sit down and read my textbook and articles for a history class. In high school I relied on audiobooks and class lectures but this college course is online and the textbook is a free online textbook and the professor says there isn’t an audiobook version of it. Do you guys have any tips for sitting down to read large chunks of textbooks and long articles? I have to do about 2 chapters and 4-5 articles a week.",8.566701030927835,8.011993092783506,8.27703092783505,70.27389690721651,61.37113402061856,11.883711340206185,44.14226804123712,11.20814326018867,5.2128037113402055,418,24,70,10,5,134,62,97,0.021,0.93,0.049,0.5499,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,9,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,14,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,48,8,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501018415182464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706186674883028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402614503798657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563728350662611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147374363915158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7281463905142437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929648594329148,0.0,0.24557455106581794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25367025485862005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946390323660332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nickyfree,2019/07/01,Forgot my iPad after putting it in a separate bin to go through airport security. & super hormonal right now so every time I think about it I start crying. I filed a claim online which included paying a $30 fee. 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Maybe get the whole basic human being thing down (eating sleeping etc) &#x200B; &#x200B; first of all does this seem like a thought out decision? or just another impulsive one? and for anyone else that has gone through this; was dropping out to figure shit out a good decision in the end? 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(ADHD / Spirituality). And I've been told by friends and some research articles of adderall actually decreasing the output of natural DMT from within the brain. So going with the belief that DMT does come from the brain does anyone know of any cons of adderall and decreasing and suppressing spirituality? 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It made sense, with years of lacking concentration, clumsiness, unable to sit still, mind wondering etc. I started taking Adderall and immediately noticed an improvement in day-to-day life. But things started to change when my mental health was dropping more. I'm now also taking Lexapro to deal with depression and I've come to the conclusion that I don't think either medication is right for me. With lexapro, it killed my excitement and happy feels and now, after having a pretty good month, I'm going back to feeling depressed. And Adderall I'm starting to be dependent of it, I take 5mg tablets every 3.5-4 hours (20mg daily) and I'm noticing if I'm only 30 minutes late, I'll doze off if I'm sitting anywhere. Now that I've lowered my dose slightly to come off them (taking half the tablet instead) I'll sleep even if I'm taking them. I'm sleeping through my alarms, can't get out of bed in the morning because I'm so drowsy. I'm going through some bad health times (in diagnosis process due to IBD symptoms). And as I said I've been feeling really depressed so I might be sleepy just because of lack of nutrition and/or my mood is too low to feel motivated. But I'm kind of thinking about my whole history now and yes, I couldn't concentrate in classes growing up, but it was mostly because I was so tired and would often fall asleep in class. I was wondering if anyone else had experienced this. 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I have ADHD and am prescribed vyvanase but I avoid taking this stimulant because I fear becoming dependent on it. I know the drug works for me because I take it once every week or 2 weeks and I feel incredibly focused and productive on those days. On off days I feel ok but nowhere near where I am with the drug. Ideally I don’t want to take this medication for lifetime and I already decided I won’t increase above the 30 mg starting dose. What are your thoughts? For example, If i did this for 3-4 months then stopped would I ever get my neurochemistry back to baseline or would it take years to build back up without the drug? Also would drugs like Modafinil be a better option for Adhd? I really just want the therapeutic effect for focus not the euphoria at all.",5.435262172284645,6.483707938202247,6.105112359550562,77.7117509363296,67.93258426966294,9.753558052434457,33.372659176029956,9.928628108626363,3.304178277153558,735,33,139,17,12,240,111,178,0.087,0.782,0.131,0.7918,0,1,4,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,4,6,7,0,2,11,1,12,7,0,5,2,35,26,12,0,7,8,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,2,18,4,22,18,2,29,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,6,18,91,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700842163043817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399868633724954,0.08985905770492622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280505170151433,0.0,0.13699455366434413,0.12409943004047415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937860463378724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898671229052757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212355916184666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164148923884744,0.0946732098415263,0.10737053801961094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644300100757247,0.1136312618860028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870660255733519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061753420542884775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548963567235312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288676019472575,0.0,0.0,0.11319693370301487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968947725218274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196661335595129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198454338595847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953324031530183,0.0,0.0,0.0939430158862684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33794102198361103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841212127754424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704815506335683,0.0,0.09271372627852673,0.1325527681562311,0.0,0.27039970654118256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831682397572524,0.0,0.08180379364798664,0.0,0.0,0.23946476897589825,0.0,0.0,0.07236002645991807 adhd,vegankilljoy,2019/03/03,"Before you started medication, did you feel like your brain was full of ""noise""? Like a super highway of super highways. So much traffic. Thoughts like slippery noodles made slipperier by outside input or internal ""now this!!"" interruptions. Or like you were * mentally navigating through fog? * having a hard time articulating even though you had the words? Did others feel like you communicated really well while you thought what you'd just said was a jumbled pile of mush? Have meds have helped you with this? Asking because I've been loosely diagnosed by my psychologist and am seeing a psychiatrist soon; wanted to hear if others have experienced the same pre-medication. **tl;dr**: just me or nah? was it noticeable to others? what's been helpful for you? 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I got diagnosed with ADHD a while ago, and got a prescription for adderall. The first day, I felt okay. I could focus in class. It’s been four days now, including today, and I feel like I’m in hell. I take 15mg. I have had three breakdowns in the past four days. My appetite is completely gone, and eating food not only isn’t satisfying, it makes me almost gag. I feel like I focus more on things, but to the point where I don’t hear or see anything else going on around me. I get angry/irritated so much faster and I’ve never felt more depressed. How long do I have to give this medication? I just feel completely awful, with zero motivation for anything. I don’t have my follow-up appointment until April and I honestly don’t even think I can last the week with this.",2.404236947791162,4.37205560843374,3.9380481927710878,86.53968273092373,77.25301204819277,7.077269076305221,21.91004016064257,8.021203637495839,1.044021365461847,645,18,133,11,15,214,103,166,0.068,0.828,0.105,0.6961,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,7,2,13,5,1,4,1,27,31,12,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,9,2,0,8,0,0,2,6,2,0,5,7,7,19,4,16,23,3,27,1,1,1,0,2,8,1,2,19,86,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665857266244961,0.0,0.12287194099992578,0.0,0.1388007612577888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281331538826609,0.1233948370813602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539676444790836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906659025164509,0.0,0.0,0.11067109330995,0.0,0.0,0.26818149143140474,0.0,0.11938705712357175,0.14068913973810698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130105186136154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418355651719363,0.11579326191536547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155248974473984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102604874977778,0.1980501162581696,0.2661801747315055,0.0,0.0,0.11790403177391608,0.16761122601952216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241950069120366,0.13297009021529174,0.0787768852572131,0.0,0.22172274061001448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622677242147534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129879850190159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543848802361316,0.0,0.0,0.2453360464646077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252516343216756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963787821891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189640444321654,0.0,0.10690678635128201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542132962347334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323216635833927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310339606349111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104565067764993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843924711216585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208822800896348,0.08881752666004776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138878801444526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118687894111896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bouge_bitch,2019/03/03,"Anyone here on ADHD meds but it backfired horribly? I know here in /r/adhd often users talk about how much ""being medicated has saved my life!"" but I am also wondering about any bad experiences you guys might have had - nothing is ever perfect, things can backfire. Just looking to hear some experiences so that it might help others..",4.372500000000001,7.209809916666668,5.223333333333333,75.42500000000003,74.83333333333334,7.333333333333335,26.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.282166666666668,265,10,42,5,6,86,52,60,0.187,0.713,0.099,-0.812,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,13,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,5,9,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592544484957986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279742205342095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993314191164315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133599547936675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953422871095765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728324102881729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37380334080409056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918786915225133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534810233301505,0.0,0.12806919775054482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500625872261148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495734239301038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044943038583714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223404635028592,0.19248142698055987,0.0,0.405386999258323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045734281832806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333539285578587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357363444752722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269374310277581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720565359088752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SevereZombie5,2019/03/03,Does Vyvanse or other ADHD meds stunt growth? Im wondering if any ADHD meds users have experienced this?,2.8077192982456154,5.832116789473687,4.269473684210528,75.73298245614036,91.63157894736842,6.743859649122808,22.12280701754386,7.793537801064563,2.0313017543859657,85,3,13,2,3,28,17,19,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359805151858546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799328167714842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315477652814426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28580664413550955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5878079943696753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869406246401551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Time_Effort,2019/03/03,"Unhealthy fixations What are some ways that you've helped kick unhealthy fixations? I have a weird addiction to either important people in my life, or my phone (not sure which it is - when I'm on my phone I incessantly check social media waiting for them to respond.) I know it creates a huge tax on myself, and my relationships and I want to work to make this easier for myself and others. I'm working on getting help, but due to my current work situation this isn't easy. . . &#x200B; Is there any good suggestions you guys have for me?",4.662352941176472,6.493295382352947,5.462892156862747,78.60551470588237,70.66666666666667,8.629411764705884,29.41666666666667,9.188382445141503,2.6572901960784314,427,17,77,9,8,139,70,102,0.085,0.7659999999999999,0.149,0.5756,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,1,13,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,14,2,12,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,3,52,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359293782315094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344906152557785,0.26297357977095004,0.1471727926976446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307034191804555,0.0,0.0,0.18152254599352036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428949256524052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012307736407644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893858733476312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286360879765465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446180608048526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003814506846674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235372607114574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432647696853572,0.0,0.2206125928239364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397297186445454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764992492088775,0.17178385557993048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47266827827096203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297357977095004,0.0 adhd,Rhazior,2019/03/03,"Just handed in my bachelor thesis I'm so done. Even managed to fix some MAJOR typos that I was ""gonna get back to later"" on my last ~~proofreading~~ skimming of the full text. 2 weeks to hear the verdicts. Thanks for listening to my rants in between /r/adhd",1.66,4.237743529411766,3.226960784313725,87.06632352941178,84.29411764705883,5.752941176470588,22.225490196078432,7.1686216300943375,1.0281607843137257,204,7,38,3,6,67,43,51,0.046,0.8690000000000001,0.085,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,10,5,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44733261401971697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28621196955224165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809073179855105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584588000053495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944680688233413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195157166417491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034066106114083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426874910394067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29857010086787805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cyronius,2019/03/03,"I feel like an alien, even here amongst ADHDers I've joined a lot of ADHD groups, and I was hoping to find peers or people that have been through what I've been through and come out the other side with their self esteem intact, but I feel like an alien, even amongst ADHDers. My experiences and perspective seem so different to everyone elses I was gifted as a kid. I topped my school without doing any study, and by scrawling assignments together during lunch break on the day they were due. I didn't know it at the time, but my giftedness was masking my ADHD symptoms, because my executive dysfunction wasn't visible to anyone, including me. When I got to university, I was academically excluded, because I had no ability to deal with the increased workload or assignments that couldn't be written in 30 minutes during lunch. I never internalised any of that though. I thought I was queen of the world. I was supergirl! I could do anything. I couldn't do it all at once, but once I turn my focus on something, I could beat it and do it! And I was convinced that that was true of my issues with motivation, organisation, academic performance etc. But, it never happened... Those things never changed, and 20 years later, I'm working an unskilled public service job that I don't like, but don't hate, and even here, my symptoms are undermining my performance and stopping me from advancing. Then one day, last year, I found out what is going on. I found out I have ADHD. At first, I was excited, I have answers and solutions. But as I researched and found out more about it, I lost my joy, and ultimately, my diagnosis has robbed me of my strong sense of self worth that I've had my entire life. Medication won't fix the things I struggle with. It will just reduce some of the symptoms. No amount of training or practice will let me function in the way I want to. I will never fit. The things I've spent my whole life telling myself that one day I'll solve? Nope, I never will, because they're literally hardwired in to my brain, they're just how I work. The most I will ever do is compensate for them. There is no relief in my diagnosis, only an awareness that I'm inherently broken, and can never be fixed, I can never function the way I want to. And I react negatively to every useful hint and tip. Create an environment that caters to my ADHD? Yep, I have to do this when other people don't, because I'm broken. Can't motivate myself, so that I need to play mind games with myself and create artificial urgency? That just reminds me I'm broken. Find the strengths that ADHD gives me? Fuck that, ADHD has ruined my life, I'm not letting it claim ownership of the parts of myself that I do like. Read a list of positive traits other people have found? They look like lists of generic positive words that could be found in anyone. Hyperfocus, the one ""positive"" trait relatively unique to ADHD? I don't hyperfocus... See an ADHD coach? My intelligence, my resourcefulness, things that I have found pride in since I was a child, even they're not enough, and I need to ask people for help because my own greatest strengths aren't enough to overcome this fucking condition. I'm currently trying to find medication strategies that work, but so far Concerta and Strattera have been no goes. I'm talking to a therapist, a psychologist and a psychiatrist, and none of them are getting through my barriers. How do I progress from here? I'm even an alient in ADHD communities. I can't find people that have walked my path and come out the other side. Most people find relief in their diagnosis. Most people suffered self esteem issues before they were diagnosed and ADHD helps them address that. Most of the gifted ADHDers I talk to still somehow managed to get through university, even if later in life (I tried that, I still couldn't). Most people know they need help and can ask for it, but I'm so so resentful of my ADHD, that I struggle to ask for help, because it just makes me feel even worse.",5.510140737729905,6.71146891941876,6.111806472919422,77.17281284930397,67.86393659180978,9.046326592825931,30.93814144903973,9.316499836019103,2.754700050807845,3160,124,576,61,52,1028,301,757,0.09,0.747,0.162,0.9953,4,0,1,0,0,0,106.0,0,0,9,18,30,26,4,2,30,1,69,15,1,7,10,114,119,48,0,13,19,0,3,5,0,6,10,0,1,5,45,35,2,2,21,4,2,6,30,9,0,4,30,5,92,17,75,72,19,61,0,3,2,2,29,26,2,14,31,412,137,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868559521441338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037614617373905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207981825341625,0.0,0.036530822448071334,0.0,0.12450154470269342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236565763750968,0.0,0.03777431088818706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049556138246687115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469608355508747,0.07647953127127011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633016703707604,0.0,0.0,0.0858874765075013,0.04576618883710963,0.0,0.04505693185470231,0.0,0.046380177541017815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03708380846642682,0.0,0.0,0.09173757756337192,0.04950879944047254,0.20524341889254089,0.04015509327948956,0.037402163237905406,0.04241844547864622,0.0,0.043423880952495865,0.0,0.0,0.06733776661481583,0.06342728805273369,0.0,0.0,0.20286735716707932,0.03775980104022968,0.0,0.2920411313587248,0.0,0.08207935239476331,0.04638596147036237,0.042584838493551734,0.025228988942339464,0.0,0.03550432689012075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039255687056188766,0.0,0.0,0.0438278961685431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902005123524995,0.0,0.0,0.044091259043275335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266740101407037,0.04405219680651415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487933496605899,0.03618539391795717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078762769308008,0.12542149157111385,0.10843841139308187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03727808825348048,0.0,0.04845909722473209,0.03774047945082611,0.0,0.0,0.02963199569894862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944051225214615,0.0,0.0,0.04482325163332869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874828650537433,0.2396648566819803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455203365205207,0.09024347678047956,0.033762106113656015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048072195413251535,0.0,0.24620651174027475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044403999603158564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492706031422309,0.035374665791556965,0.04041279726424315,0.13893157035966924,0.0,0.0,0.03672150996789022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417512000482715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090299552658569,0.03711368845654325,0.0,0.09281628564926564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842081408827586,0.0,0.07136119442213998,0.038800552858022,0.0,0.0,0.05154251783990715,0.1179682531784307,0.0,0.04361490134696317,0.03524227864891047,0.02588532431972514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602784897355257,0.048285733833440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383404232696153,0.0,0.0,0.05236708759018935,0.07047258521546253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956206759931207,0.0,0.042792290855385516,0.0,0.09695368463655543,0.0,0.045239226758189206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057173967716596816 adhd,alphalimapapa,2019/03/03,"Extreme Pet Peeves Do you guys have things that are pet peeves, but like REALLY irritate you more than they should? Things that neuro typicals might not understand? Mine is when people eat/drink/use what’s mine without asking. If I don’t consume them quick enough it seems like someone else does. And then when I go to get it, and it’s gone, I am pissed. I feel like it’s so rude lol, I bought it for ME to consume when I wanted it. Get your own! 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I had a coupon to make my prescription $25 but once it ran out my insurance wants me to pay $200 for a months supply. I'm going to try and apply for assistance I was just wondering if anyone has done it when what it brought their cost to. It's a 40mg dose if that matters.,4.071341991341991,5.718544467532468,5.505909090909089,78.44553030303031,71.85714285714286,9.28917748917749,29.71645021645022,9.725611199111238,2.922811255411254,312,13,60,8,6,105,58,77,0.023,0.9359999999999999,0.04,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,12,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,0,10,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133247456410684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43868853107136413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745183953583817,0.3210209871791567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068559007487092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828125807893352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210264514754588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939521138448894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038998602269336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33407711168956544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297969985457305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502664293932145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401910605511689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_autist,2019/03/03,"ADHD and Citalopram/Celexa withdrawal? Hey don't know if this is the right place to post this, but I will be unable to take my daily 40mg of Citalopram for the next 2 months. For those who have been in similar situations how shall I expect to be affected by this and will this have any effect on my ADHD symptoms?",7.685714285714287,6.029688999999998,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,63.76190476190475,10.939682539682536,32.111111111111114,9.725611199111238,2.710644444444444,249,7,50,4,3,81,48,63,0.039,0.943,0.018000000000000002,-0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,3,0,9,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,9,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6433760041814219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820251625817738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710474198403414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365209074860592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28467068185666544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796587689840779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563544096819602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285891994391024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008729293013108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782122056020315,0.20125495238841395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,superdupercooper9,2019/03/03,"Found out my SO has ADHD and looking for advice. (Long) This is sort of long and wordy but tldr I found out my SO has ADHD and I think that is causing our current relationship issues and need advice. This could probably be posted to relationship subreddit but I wanted to get opinions from this community because I thought I could get more valuable insight. I’ve been dating my current SO for about 8 years and love him a lot. We’ve lived together for most of that and had our ups and downs like any couple does but one thing that has always gotten me upset is that he never cleans up after himself or contributes to the household chores unless I rag on him for hours. He often has a hard time understanding why I get annoyed. We moved to a downtown apartment a couple years back close to his work which allowed him to not have to own a car so money savings were a nice deal to offset the increase in rent. However, this also became a point of contention with me where I feel he takes it for granted that I’ll drive him places and when I bring it up to him he gets offended and suggests that it’s different when we’re in a relationship vs if we weren’t and i basically don’t have a right to be mad. Then yesterday while I was cleaning and generally feeling bad, I was going through some crumbled up pieces of paper laying around to throw them away and found a page from his doctor’s appointment that showed he was taking prescriptions for ADHD... I thought back to a recent discussion we had where he said his doctor wants him to see a psychiatrist but he wouldn’t tell me why because he didn’t want me to think of him differently. I started taking a look at how ADHD manifests in adults and it was shocking to me how accurately it describes him to a tee. Doesn’t help with the chores. Can result in their partner feeling like they are their “mother”. Leaves his clothes in the dryer without putting them away. Doesn’t see my side of things by default no matter how much I try to explain myself. Whenever I ask him to do anything in particular the answer is either “no” or “not right now” which generally means “never.” We just so happen to be at a stage in our lives where we’re looking at homes with a realtor and it seems like he isn’t willing to give in to any of the things I want. He found the place that he wants (downtown) and when I suggest other places that I want (suburbs, for cost) he refuses to consider it, says it’s not the life he’s ever wanted and that he’d leave me if i made him do that. One of the things he has always wanted to do was move from city to city every few years but I have family here that I don’t want to move away from (which I get is another conversation that we’ve had). He says that if we’re to stay in this city then I’m not being reasonable by also asking him to sacrifice his proximity to work in order for us to save money in the suburbs. Over the years there have been times when I’ve seriously considered breaking up with him because of how he acts, how lazy he seems, and how he’ll project it onto me by calling me mean and irrational. I’ve had at least a dozen of our mutual friends comment to me on the side that I give in way too much and need to stand my ground with him more. But I love him. I want us to be happy and I’m willing a lot of times to give in to the things that he wants just because I’m tired of the arguing, of which he accuses me of starting, but which continue until I eventually cave into doing whatever it is he wanted to do. I’m looking for general suggestions or ways that I can talk to him about finding out about his ADHD since clearly this isn’t something he necessarily wanted me to find out. I wonder if the way he acts is all linked totally to that, or if I’m looking for reasons to explain his behavior. With us looking for a house right now it’s been even more stressful (not to mention that the mortgage and down payment will be in my name. I don’t bring that up to him though because I think it’s not a fair point of discussion, but that I’m technically taking the financial burden is just the reality of the situation so it plays a factor in my mind regardless.) Any thoughts or suggestions would be great. Cheers",6.244148379819528,5.63519835023585,6.920084085315835,78.28336546349469,66.0872641509434,9.96825266611977,32.46780147662018,9.375752755850444,2.6949253691550448,3323,119,671,55,46,1101,332,848,0.071,0.836,0.09300000000000001,0.9605,10,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,11,0,5,2,39,24,4,2,40,0,62,6,0,12,6,149,138,63,0,25,31,1,4,3,2,6,4,3,6,2,51,38,0,1,28,2,4,13,21,10,0,3,25,15,91,14,129,97,18,112,1,0,8,2,100,56,0,20,37,478,142,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29901618063806457,0.0972520460493096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958795252331545,0.08281053154428628,0.0,0.0,0.101517871741844,0.05217890791894001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04094918918514243,0.044297976353874384,0.09303992202055716,0.0,0.14025672449621834,0.07652651052591229,0.04154848442420818,0.15166968572040904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050811701080639114,0.0,0.0,0.051118411710080316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946046350819573,0.1101195391585492,0.0,0.0,0.05130156397759121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039796280123392,0.0,0.10186529778771844,0.043546320528076436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03286677240131825,0.04501181197839888,0.041925917779150064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691038663818284,0.0,0.07548220268883221,0.0355493778119009,0.0,0.0,0.09096158511003556,0.0,0.0,0.2182421443307861,0.038445343549394335,0.0,0.129990743740077,0.14320629739749413,0.028280410128140136,0.0,0.0,0.05486184711090954,0.0,0.0,0.04400362346458722,0.052971672920663716,0.04457621920954992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335385209151588,0.0,0.04991449396842949,0.0,0.04900471231281292,0.057417689769747864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051937715621031263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537975265936277,0.0,0.0,0.03514777414010455,0.0729323578090871,0.0,0.08788001994141338,0.08807410943681937,0.2507210162906368,0.0,0.0,0.08461030600483795,0.08982276719456248,0.04708520636274861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840896770383378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502445794543924,0.0,0.0,0.15866469244648865,0.07316034643482297,0.07379452920092887,0.07675773810107267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674388905179434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596944201850876,0.0,0.0940807480613242,0.0,0.047657429543306484,0.0,0.053650939506033404,0.0,0.0,0.050023703121204126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102325506462336,0.04913313558663613,0.16027456793926587,0.0,0.12748725891017668,0.04733425191334433,0.07914413263353312,0.0,0.0,0.07930639305582518,0.09060137000893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116294017132429,0.055933621143691534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038308566868209055,0.0,0.0,0.0704424007541386,0.05303876841351344,0.0,0.0,0.05700123290220816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965677751502754,0.03999613004913636,0.043493441236638425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529549547204966,0.09565481317185673,0.04889008039955617,0.11851439187506707,0.08704838585503752,0.05719312547916934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03378455663684389,0.0,0.0,0.05180311543614437,0.17956962122776773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815554267646175,0.1184942617343018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980340187976228,0.0,0.0,0.047967975985039366,0.053963848011743636,0.07245342441117245,0.0,0.0,0.03534889553898893,0.0,0.0,0.12817820479241665 adhd,Ununpentium_115,2019/03/03,My Vyvanse Isn’t Working Today I am 16 years old and I take 40mg Vyvanse for ADHD. I took it today and it just has not been working; I have mild brain fog and simply can’t focus on my work. 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Well, I am not diagnosed with ADHD/ ADD ""yet"". 2. My course is from Sunday to Wednesday every week. I live and work in a city, and my family lives in another. I usually go visit them Friday and go back Saturday, once a month. This month, I took Sunday off so I can stay with them longer. As a result, my mind just shifted the whole week, thinking of today as Saturday as I just got back from my parents'. For me, now was Saturday till a colleague asked about how the course lecture was today. That was a facepalm moment. This is actually the first time something like this happens to me, and I have no one I want to tell, so I thought I will share this with you all. Maybe you will tell me stories that could make me feel better.",2.806153846153848,4.499166282051284,3.991282051282056,87.82038461538464,75.28205128205127,6.851282051282053,24.82051282051281,7.61054688173877,1.1872974358974355,604,20,124,8,13,197,95,156,0.015,0.9079999999999999,0.077,0.7943,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,3,11,4,0,0,9,0,11,1,0,3,1,22,23,11,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,7,1,24,4,20,13,2,31,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,22,90,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.14813549547442895,0.0,0.18243483095435184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591761727619819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191307648976167,0.0,0.0,0.2334505942375748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342553014383626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212004330061558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407442129234927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789855897302596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310410289634226,0.0,0.07675494827857621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912151924034007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725435670416762,0.0,0.12140881311248998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342367759331715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416210910733426,0.0,0.2680854351772144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132808429512304,0.0,0.1525041136791164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327534014337724,0.0,0.24233159337894544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166269281198606,0.10286402031101202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685566103009655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686352400381657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179924994190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536084377432123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972676998824386,0.0,0.12051272610760133,0.0885161550144519,0.0,0.28777845276916725,0.0,0.16865606046419027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718692299539153,0.0,0.08953593135505672,0.0,0.2435305818209547,0.0,0.13648697671354046,0.0,0.0,0.16947995722481388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051265023777702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,madduckshaddock,2019/03/03,"What to do when nervous energy keeps turning into paranoia? Basically if I'm doing something mundane or routine, I start to worry about things, think about what people think of me, what will happen if I do x, feel self conscious, just start thinking of things to panic about. Sometimes I feel like my brain is just LOOKING for things to worry about when things are too stable lol. This is why I haven't been able to do things like meditate or yoga, and I don't enjoy taking walks by myself or being alone. :( Is this just me...?",7.9763366336633625,6.8360466336633685,7.592950495049507,76.6032871287129,62.86138613861386,9.268118811881187,32.08118811881188,7.554174236665415,2.1899647524752464,414,12,75,3,5,131,63,101,0.185,0.7090000000000001,0.106,-0.8397,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,0,1,13,1,1,0,0,17,26,8,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,3,14,23,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,6,58,19,0,0.16661689950612527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725648588605838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599956336588366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849302133595018,0.11903114629880658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473387739725058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809675586514134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280120190803327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991623204670864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548903195395684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551117909341385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381776398044588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282698294050277,0.16478837399464666,0.0,0.2358645980858217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527517269961644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55346432244675,0.3202841445239758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123134141554245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503458362033836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338415098450476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NarwhalQueenoftheSea,2019/03/03,"Post It Notes to the Rescue! I just got my windows tinted on my new car. When I paid, they told me not to roll the windows down for 3 days. Guess what was the first thing I ALMOST did as soon as I got in my car? Yup.... reached for the window control. So I taped a post it note covering all of the window controls. It has saved me at least 20 times in 2 days!",-0.2511538461538443,1.5179335641025666,1.6766025641025628,100.4079807692308,85.15384615384616,4.412820512820511,17.442307692307693,5.148860815047168,-0.8498000000000001,270,6,68,1,8,89,55,78,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.7955,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,2,1,8,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,11,1,12,2,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,7,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287276742203697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216660758690274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29996072795312106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781331111299572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37199499295509203,0.0,0.2561883314539432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460550583760824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454516463111112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450088536337545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560616242292145,0.0,0.0,0.2222186802164902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HeadFullOfChems,2019/03/03,Adderall and Focalin Spacing So my boy gave me 15 mg of focalin to try (baby dose I know) took it with coffee as I read I should and felt like cocaine for an hour? Then just anxiety. I have adderall is it safe to take the adderall once the effects of the focalin have completely gone? Need to work but had to take some Ativan to calm me down. Any advice helps! Fuck midterms good luck to you other students going through it rn. We got this shit. 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If I take it before bed, it makes me wake up and fall asleep in the middle of the night. **Disclaimer**: Not seeking medical advice, I'm just curious what dosing schedule has worked for the community. I've already asked my doctor and they're stumped because it's supposed to *help* with sleep!",2.424516129032259,5.3234310483871,3.2292741935483886,85.71391129032259,85.29032258064517,5.680645161290323,27.10483870967742,7.1686216300943375,1.7533806451612906,263,12,46,4,8,83,54,62,0.0,0.956,0.044000000000000004,0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,3,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847964915478013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216165908585051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246155162535834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776620487570166,0.0,0.2479980641385117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983061087034083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534931019244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454167123398328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29359998068191945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735012075912833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29165528413774594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382604469937762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217528999300905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,floydanigga,2019/03/03,"Parents are very ignorant on believing anything I say about how hard it is to get anything done when it comes to studying I went to a doctor for a consultation about ADHD and he does suspect I have it even after saying it in front of my dad and telling him about how bad it can affect a person. I was given a Conners-3 test to do, one for my parents and another for my teacher. It has taken about 1 month to get my dad to finally let me get a diagnosis and see if I do have it. I find it very hard to study even for subjects I enjoy with ADHD, I get way too distracted and find it hard to focus on what I’m supposed to work on. This even happens when I think of giving myself a reward but nothing helps. My parents are always starting arguments with me about how I’m able to focus perfectly on stuff I like to do but I somehow can’t when it comes to studying and they are considering dropping me out of school even though I tell them that’s not how any of what they’re saying works. I want to get treated, I want to stay in school, I want to study and get good grades but it’s extremely hard with my parents not being open enough to understand just how hard it is to live with ADHD and how it can be treated. 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The thought of eating made my stomach cringe. But lately I’ve been eating more and more and I’m always hungry. All the time. While I’m eating I think about what else I can eat. I’ll eat to the point I want to puke I’m so full and then wait a while and eat more. It’s only when I take my Adderall. ,-1.5372398190045224,0.4264978823529404,0.7035294117647055,101.66434389140272,99.58823529411764,2.6153846153846154,13.597285067873305,3.1291,-1.597651583710407,300,6,71,0,13,99,49,85,0.046,0.9359999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,5,7,1,2,2,14,15,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,11,0,5,9,5,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226062559390668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9046494965215192,0.12309126647858812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621620402571385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942528213739627,0.09835666911541212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364471049061045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206563113054584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929252790240612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107881861452046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944153542377262,0.0,0.11697872715562757,0.08592044575487946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691031746519877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shoushy,2019/03/03,"Adderall doesn't work for me anymore Hey everyone! I'm hoping to get some advice. Been struggling with ADHD all my life, but I didn't get treated for it until I was 21. I'm 24 now and I've been on dextroamphetamine since January 2016, and at this point I've been prescribed 60mg a day for the past few months (I almost always take 45mg or less but I take the full 60 on the really bad days) Unfortunately it's just not working the way it used to. It's still a huge improvement to my life before because I don't lose things constantly and I'm able to perform maintenance chores consistently, but I kinda feel like all it does now is wake me up, it doesn't improve my focus or memory anymore. I'll have good days every now and then, but those are far and few between. It's as if it's taking my regular scatterbrained existence and speeding it up. If anything my symptoms are worse :( I have about two weeks of my current script left and then I'd like to ask my doctor about switching to something else like Vyvanse or Dexedrine. I was wondering if anyone else has had this issue and what worked for you as a replacement? Thanks guys :)",2.8827631578947366,4.839547539473684,4.020035087719297,86.54557894736843,75.79824561403508,7.191578947368423,25.43508771929825,8.07648339933343,1.5285361403508777,901,32,181,15,20,293,136,228,0.09,0.7759999999999999,0.134,0.8602,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,5,7,10,0,1,7,0,16,5,1,1,2,30,30,23,0,4,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,1,18,7,23,23,7,27,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,11,19,112,32,4,0.12854472817481113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448578323962064,0.12561242065164932,0.0,0.0,0.12871897701955926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069595113449174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549636587011378,0.08988146275362771,0.1317092647282723,0.10578135856720304,0.0,0.1201719685806635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732947870908442,0.07835967318633383,0.0,0.10938209591016967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389111848056616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487021462981567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157097619343347,0.11249035787341402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147652517816051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830447757594397,0.1228299964343378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499607690210961,0.09183237949253624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343186299666769,0.0,0.0,0.10781721922971167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727949066643732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767391944613565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416729924564974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396642232787308,0.0,0.1815898860582303,0.1884013834235765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380867035955702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260317564089214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227104881820294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151631745319758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234904444466667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633352749077234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896001187618143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265598596839877,0.0,0.0,0.13438285994104782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360719147098488,0.2899489139959548,0.0,0.0,0.11834671517447147,0.0,0.0,0.08539940557561275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556952114725606,0.0,0.0,0.11102137290411962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020328219605714,0.10311082724335778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394012743545961,0.2807462792147583,0.0,0.13099805989349333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thenewmqueen,2019/03/03,"Starting Concerta, what to expect? Hello, I am a 19 university student. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD after realizing I can't focus for longer than a few seconds. Actually I should be studying right now for an exam tomorrow, but thats besides the point. I am currently studying without any medication which sucks because I feel like its negatively affecting me. My doctor recommended me start medication with Concerta, then move to Vyvanese if I dont like it, then Retalin, then Adderall if I don't like any of those then finally another pill that I believe started with an ""S"". My question is, as someone who has never gotten and treatment for ADHD before, what should I expect with Concerta. THANK YOU!!! :) Stuff about me, not sure if it'll affect any outcomes. I'm 19, I eat junk food a lot, I do not get a lot of sleep, 6 hours on most nights. I consume caffiene and I have a sweet tooth. I also do not do any intense exercise, I mostly walk to my classes and get around 4.5- 6 miles a day. 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I recently had an evaluation after being referred out by my GP and social worker as they believe I may have anxiety due to ADHD. However, I only got a few minutes of telling some of my symptoms before the NP interrupted me when I said I was in grad school and said I was too smart to have ADHD and wouldn't have made it to grad school if I did and that I had to have depression. She didn't ask how long I've had these symptoms, how they've affected multiple areas of my life, and ignored when I told her all the coping strategies I've developed that just aren't cutting it anymore. I filled out a long form prior to the appointment that answered all of these, yet she didn't refer to any of my responses and asked many of the questions that were on the form. Now she prescribed me Lexapro and I am not sure if I should take it and just accept that maybe that's true or if I should just try and find another provider. Were any fellow redditors told this during evaluation or from those around you? What did you say/do? TLDR; Was told I was too smart to have ADHD during evaluation. How do you handle this? 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I'm going to see my psychiatrist on Tuesday, and there I hope I can start titration on a medication. I haven't yet unfortunately because for years my mom went on about how I'm not allowed to take ADHD medication because of ""research she's done"". Screw her. But, I digress. My question for you guys is: How effective is medication truly? Is the medication known to substantially help those who suffer from ADHD be able to remember important tasks, stay engaged, focused, and pay attention? Will I be able to read those books I've been trying to read? I find it so difficult to sit down and concentrate on reading a book, or even an article on the internet. I have no problem generally listening to podcasts and audio-books, but I want to be able to read. It's so frustrating and it frankly makes me feel like I am a moron. I understand that ADHD everyone differently, as does medication. I just want to know the truth: can ADHD medication improve my life?",5.366494208494206,7.164060448648652,7.0403281853281845,68.12304054054057,68.83783783783784,10.691119691119694,35.376447876447884,10.7630783206399,4.437509652509652,793,41,135,25,14,274,112,185,0.102,0.74,0.158,0.7745,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,9,10,3,0,7,0,15,10,0,5,1,29,30,13,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,2,9,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,9,6,1,2,3,6,0,0,3,3,20,4,23,22,0,14,0,1,1,1,9,6,1,3,5,90,27,8,0.2696977650543058,0.0,0.08772870477422601,0.0,0.4321657378354101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960350288863488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939255874128515,0.0,0.0,0.07867144388672985,0.09199815023819148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059377610079389326,0.0,0.0,0.08590259071773332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545576450753189,0.06422404574765253,0.0,0.0,0.08216629042421955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109181835593221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901439640866067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060257575643668015,0.0,0.0,0.08929024477643159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940627948931943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699700491222346,0.043920235015073424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060008450803738775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6339482908459958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528892095121233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602144589273499,0.0,0.0,0.100707740031315,0.0,0.3596943321330085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183833112310084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163806695364316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363115541073877,0.0958206443728048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759305167328211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610356930152077,0.0,0.0,0.0935882949413555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060498196381169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333751006387567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789217276880345 adhd,ohboyanotheridiot,2019/03/03,"Serious question Don’t answer if you don’t actually know please god I need a straight answer Is “growing out” of ADHD possible? Like, I had it in elementary school, I was tested in like 3-4 grade, took meds for awhile, then stopped. My parents insist that the doctor said I could grow out of it with puberty, and they’re sure that happened. I don’t even know anymore.",4.675416666666667,5.745592375000001,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,69.69444444444444,8.537777777777778,31.06666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.494763333333334,289,12,56,5,5,95,56,72,0.045,0.738,0.217,0.8779,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,13,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,1,7,3,8,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,32,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.21851169112840485,0.0,0.2691059513109159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206651151212387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878032200757474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291895860638596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789574321200105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800996936514367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461189803578531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879007224828476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487224462636041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603237774441984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486344670450258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245794749332502,0.0,0.2524339280679063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25083943323448604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299731779647946,0.0,0.0,0.22661699497838225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720549467873965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110400879175727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878116398136535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Herzvonmir07,2019/03/03,"When people say ""yeah, I have ADHD too"" I have to say it is so annoying and irritating when people claim to have ""ADHD"" as well. For example-- the other day at a work pitch in, my boss made the comment about ""yeah, all of us have a little ADHD."" Of course she was looking directly at me because she knows I am diagnosed and get treatment. No,no you all definitely do not have ADHD. As a neurotypical, you have absolutely no fucking idea what it is like to have ADHD. You don't know the struggles it causes. You don't have a brain that works 10 times harder to do what neurotypical people's brains do. Stop using an actual disorder as an excuse for being a little distracted. Also, thank you for trying to make my diagnosis seem like it isn't a big deal by saying everyone has it. It is to me. 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Initially, the guideline was that a person with Asperger’s Syndrome, ASD or ADHD only had to inform the DVLA of this if they judged it to be an impediment to their driving. But now they have to, regardless of whether it affects their driving or not. The assessment as to whether to let them keep their licence then falls to their GP, who may have little to no knowledge about the person’s level of functioning, especially as relates to something specific like driving. This may mean that many autistic people and people with ADHD will have their licences taken away, people will lose their livelihoods, and autistic people and people with ADHD may be blocked from getting a driving license in the first place. Even worse, this is going to make a lot of people wary about getting diagnosed as autistic or as having ADHD, especially as adults, because they’re afraid they’ll lose their license - so ultimately all this practice does is discriminates against millions of people and means that more people will go undiagnosed out of fear. If you’re autistic or have ADHD in the UK and drive, you *must* inform the DVLA or you’ll be fined £1000. Hardly anyone is talking about this and it’s not being covered in the news at all, so I hope this post at least brings it to some people’s attention. tl;dr the government made it illegal for people with autism and ADHD to drive in the UK without taking an assessment that they are very likely to fail, and despite having not told the public about this or made any attempt to disseminate the information, have instated a huge fine for failing to do this. 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Hello to this sub! I have been reading for a while and have to say I love how supportive this sub is with one another. You guys really do keep one another one track and do a lot to be supportive as a group. I’ve always scrambled by with as much self-management as I could do with but finally being diagnosed has given not only a lot of relief but better understanding that the struggle was not me against myself my whole life. I look forward to being a part of this community. That being said thanks to Kick Start Sunday and writing my goals I remembered one was to refill my weekly pill box and behold, I found I had not taken my meds for the morning. One thing down, lots more to do today :) ",3.5991933418693978,5.0953683943662025,5.150179257362356,81.13086427656852,72.80281690140845,8.262227912932138,24.8809218950064,8.841846274778883,1.8480478873239443,560,17,108,11,11,189,87,142,0.02,0.828,0.152,0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,1,7,0,1,7,0,17,4,0,1,0,22,29,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,5,8,3,14,6,21,16,7,8,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,3,7,89,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487387773449795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28952807701249506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209955353150055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022669942512664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012420998553313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123389780336707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137157639763496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669741442419436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271075782743285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751322769980944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593249809229488,0.0,0.0,0.35211151646383204,0.1246011755275876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334939559745803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014872448545132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467752514048616,0.1049980158853194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950148905554114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809363195557134,0.0,0.08844238295539758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639084367760087,0.0,0.13132312920946626,0.1097878886417397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402280061646386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771693987047897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432639069095413,0.0,0.0,0.31332924277623875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271036667827644,0.0,0.0,0.09171845263070108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308612033292154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372144793431954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074041394654588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413489737824665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Neulingbasmati,2019/03/03,"Executive function disorder sucks I'm having anxcieties over finishig my assignment AGAIN. Read all my recources, all i need to do is start writing but i'm sitting in my room in tears, trying to get into a positive mindset and am only actually distracting myself. Help, please.",5.0975510204081615,8.179401612244902,6.534040816326531,65.67167346938777,73.6938775510204,9.634285714285717,36.330612244897964,9.888512548439397,4.900090612244896,225,13,31,7,5,76,41,49,0.15,0.653,0.196,0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.3615842256776225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246599454388793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358684356138128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835872006089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747436003726325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818050697818605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067311165551861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706306758422415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26226332780561024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515658227759998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheHistoryDude92,2019/03/03,The tiredness never ends I'm on 36mg of concerta for the last month and a hald since upping from 27mg. I feel it's zapped the little motivation I've had. I honestly just want to sleep all the time on it and I'm drinking caffeine to beat it but it's not working. Am I on too high of a dose or is not agreeing? I'm so clueless at the moment. ,0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,3.105194805194806,92.39207792207796,81.72727272727272,5.9584415584415575,22.688311688311693,6.868970318607317,0.5161480519480519,266,9,64,3,7,94,53,77,0.08900000000000001,0.843,0.067,-0.5484,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,0,3,3,1,1,2,12,8,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,11,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,6,39,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32798880429575633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29654451433360857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929126966562588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35374780894980384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729168899272918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355701025788099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672441584764029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582280552945775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769603756862025,0.0,0.3350543167329101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952318723990141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748109847951872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374750152868646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,badsunrising,2019/03/03,"ADHD self help/resources that aren't super positive about ADHD? I get it: some people think their ADHD is the best thing. Good for them, I'm tired of hearing it. ADHD didn't make me a millionaire. It doesn't give me executable ideas for businesses, big or small. It doesn't make my creativity marketable. It just makes me borderline unemployable and makes life 80% more expensive. So it's impossible to listen/read any self help that keeps pushing how ~lucky~ I am. I'm not asking to be hardcore depressed, but dang I'm so tired of trying out a new book and hearing how great my brain supposedly is. I don't need to hear about how to manage it while having a family (which the books ""for women"" seem to emphasize the hardest). I don't want to hear about Jeff from Iowa who makes 75 million a year because their ADHD helped them invent a new kind of litter box or something. I just want solid advice on things like RSD, what kind of work I should be looking for, and how to stop being an utter disappointment. I'm already medicated fairly well but it doesn't solve everything. I also included coaches in the title in the hopes that there's no prohibitively expensive online resources there too.",5.402631578947368,6.72543009649123,6.063114035087723,76.97388157894737,68.21052631578948,8.857894736842105,28.72368421052632,9.188382445141503,2.459968421052632,954,33,171,18,16,311,139,228,0.121,0.778,0.10099999999999999,-0.1608,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,3,17,12,0,0,11,0,15,5,1,9,0,32,39,15,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,3,16,4,0,2,3,3,2,1,9,2,1,1,1,5,16,10,23,34,3,12,0,2,1,0,16,6,1,6,6,108,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551044379913527,0.09027110548083646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194186396043498,0.07387497486267043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282048128530922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636133588786471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631301655482057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694543381272784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312484822531726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956538245009112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302375130217053,0.0,0.0870861361254062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048263902370725184,0.08861778099992992,0.0,0.07748262090041952,0.0,0.10184751454815476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41646869254150704,0.0,0.18575788722134484,0.0,0.0,0.09175259731229927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428397174424238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211016840513652,0.0,0.19239578063622714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524959742665523,0.0451314211008105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757459175155064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083165039874363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306152151407608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849741470763644,0.0,0.17843927297896667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404355255879421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240340110599513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409782787128693,0.192741640947694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711174072127262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772324806689027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274421126069827,0.05919235005234581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123507678302656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271887121514147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089743501169846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305927777647484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725257702190204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948866227088824 adhd,Muhryzzle,2019/03/03,"Even the volume of his voice is different. My son is 8, and has inattentive type ADHD. He started taking Vyvanse about 2 months ago and... Holy shit. I've known this kid his whole life (obviously) and now if feels like there's someone else in my home. The kid who would look you in the eye and say ""okay"" to a request and immediately forget now says ""okay"" and you can see the request sink in, the wheels turning, and he DOES it. Maybe not right away, maybe not how you expect... But it gets done. His teacher declined an in person conference this spring because ""he has made such improvements that it's not necessary, we can speak on the phone."" Even his volume is lower. He speaks at an audible level and NOT AT 100 all the time. His handwriting went from illegible to pretty decent for an 8 year old boy. I can read it, and you could too, at least. He can read a text and comprehend it the first or second time, not the tenth or fifteenth time. His sister (4) said ""he's better at helping me."" His room? Not clean, but functional. His backpack? Devoid of crumpled balls of paper, now they're at least semi organized. His DVDs are in cases. His violin hasn't been lost. He stopped bed wetting. (Maybe a side effect of the medication and not a cognitive thing, since Vyvanse can cause issues with urination... But, I'll take it!) I've had him in CBT for over a year now, and didn't want to medicate him because ""he's a kid"" but I reached a point where it wasn't a ""want"" anymore but a ""need."" He needed the ""boost."" And I regret nothing. I have ADHD inattentive type myself and I wish my mom would have gotten me therapy or medicated me as a kid. I struggled through my teens and early 20s learning to do things that others have come naturally to them. I still struggle, but not like I did, not like my son was struggling. I want better for him. Vyvanse was the first med we tried for him, and it seems to work very well. It hits him right as his school day begins and wears off right around dinner time and that's exactly what I was hoping for. He is my son, but toned down a notch. He started at 10mg, and is at 20 now, and I think we might try going up to 30 next month depending on how HE feels about it. He said to me after a week ""I feel like I can think better. There's not so much noise. I like the medicine, it makes me feel smart."" He asked for an increase himself once he got used to it. The biggest issue I've had with him since he started the medication was whether or not I should give it to him on weekends. He cleared that up himself and said ""I like the medication, I don't want to skip it."" I'm just so proud of him, for all HE has done to work around his ADHD and for keeping an open mind about taking medicine for it. Do we still have insane days? Of course. But they're not the normal anymore. They're just off days. Once the weather improves and I can send him outside, I see them being even fewer and further between. He isn't as explosively emotional now, because he can actually work through his feelings. He actually gains more from the CBT. If you have doubts about if you should consider medicating your child... Ask them. Ask if they want ""help"" with their ADHD. Make it a joint decision. Because they will likely enjoy the results as long as the side effects don't outweigh them. Get them into CBT, and work with their therapist and psychiatrist. The medication will help the immediate but CBT helps create long term solutions. I know my son isn't all kids with ADHD, and his isn't the stereotypical ""bouncing off the walls"" or ""explosive"" ADHD, but I am eating my ""holier than thou"" attitude about medicating children every day, and it's really not that sour, since now my son is thriving in so many ways. 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I know they are of top priority but, somehow I can't focus on any one particular thing. I have so much on mind that I just keep going over and over that list instead of actually working and, if I get myself to actually work on a task, I am so slow! I can see myself work so inefficiently, and it makes me even more anxious. This has been an ongoing cycle for almost a week now. I am wondering if I should switch things up a bit because I haven't been taking my medication lately. I stopped it because I felt I was getting to dependent on it (is that only me who feels this way?) 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Currently, it's 3 months after the breakup of my 3 year (semi) long distance relationship. At the end of the relationship, she mentions that ""she just didn't love me like she had in the beginning"". And I can't help thinking my ADHD was the cause, I thought I tried my hardest, but maybe I didn't give her enough attention. From what I hears, she is now happy and having a ball, while I'm isolating myself and showing depression and anxiety like symptoms. Not fun. 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I am a graphic designer and my work involves me to be pretty creative, i really love what I do and could not imagine myself doing anything else. I know with A.D.D a lot of the time you procrastinate when you don't want to do something but in my case I WANT to do the work in question but just can't seem to find the willpower at times. It comes in waves, there will be times of productivity where I get soo much done and it makes me feel really good. However I'll wake up one day and that productivity will no longer be there, it will take me days of building up my confidence again until I can do good, meaningful work. I reckon it might also have something to do with the anxiety. 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I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD since like for as long as I can remember. Took all the stimulants out there trying to find the right one, but I was young, immature and refused to ever take my medicine as needed so eventually my mom said “fuck it” and stopped getting me a prescription. Well I’m 18 now and recently been struggling a lot lately. I’ve been depressed, all over the place, unorganized, anxious, etc etc. My mom noticed all these things and began to worry about me so she set me up with a therapist and stuff. After seeing the therapist for awhile, he suggested I go and just take a few tests and discuss what’s going on with a psychiatrist and let them check me out and see what my problem could be and just to overall evaluate me. After I took these tests and talked with the psychiatrist, he tells me I have ADHD and “Hypomania Bipolar 2”. This made a lot of sense as to why I’m like the way I am and it made me happy knowing I could be “fixed” in a sense. Anyways, I’m going to be put on vyvanse starting Tuesday and was wondering if that would even help with the “bipolarness” I’m experiencing. Obviously doctors know best, but does anyone have any experience with taking vyvanse and it helping to “stabilize” your moods? Help me out please. Thanks. 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I was just wondering how much I would benefit from getting officially diagnosed. There's apparently a two year waiting list for treatment. I'm honestly not sure how much if affects my daily life... and if medication would be needed. Or would it? (I don't know???) What's your experience? How severe were your symptoms and why did you decide to go or not to go on meds? Bonus question: Can ADD get worse with age or in specific situations (like going though hardship)?",3.418122344944777,6.10566585046729,5.297094307561597,74.41041631265931,77.41121495327103,8.376890399320306,27.48428207306712,9.095868883498916,2.810278504672897,454,19,79,12,11,155,83,107,0.069,0.8079999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.7905,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,4,1,28,20,12,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,0,7,5,9,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,7,3,50,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149887405039953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156766229477506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498689386433308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692330437919574,0.0,0.304998699806714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890051059084294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831222487556346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263539598053787,0.08739569273421874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987043586245499,0.1802109470795507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630066824694153,0.1326432641131578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819935155074508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003956194841339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209264160535734,0.0,0.0,0.2010777265606458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859992310177854,0.18593323744276027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757566561416648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474768636325086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614186916399139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399652038958784,0.0,0.0,0.18230226312336906,0.3812309344222375,0.0,0.0,0.11519807535825395 adhd,moemoerser,2019/03/03,"How to improve abioity of shifting attention Hey all! Over the past months I sort of isolated one of my main issues concerning mood and social interaction to the egg-chicken problem of problems shifting attention and anxiety (the two forming an unplesent spiral). Of course modulo all the tons of details I am simply too much in favor to oversee :D So I am talking about that usually either I am in some situation and have trouble shifting attention, which could be something as general as me looking forward to sth and having troubles to leave that appreciating thought and embracing another thought that corresponds to the actual coming situation, as for example enforced by some social situation (think eg group dynamics). So an expl to make things more concrete: I am looking forward to eat some tasty curry dish later, but last minute for some reasons the dinner plans get changed to going to a Sushi restaurant instead of an Indian restaurant. So in that situation I often have trouble shifting my attention towards embracing the idea of having a nice California roll, I am stuck in thinking about not enjoying the paneer masalla I already have mentally eaten with greatest possible pleasures. Then this leads to bad feelings, anxiety about what I might be missing or about what I might have enjoyed more etc and then the trouble shifting attention kicks back in by focussing on that etc (I guess this is just yet another story to explain some ocd-ish behavior?) or the other way around (therefore chicken-egg issue) I am starting for example already with a bad day, feeling moody, depressed or anxious and then the trouble shifting attention kicks in as an unwanted catalyst lifting the whole thing to the next level etc. I guess these are quite common issues amongst adhd-ers, ocd-ers etc in different variations... So I wonder what your main methods are for the attention shifting part (on all levels such as behavioral exercise, meditation, supplement, exercise, friends, etc etc). For the anxiety part answers are welcome too, however after hyper focussing on that the past week I now announce the week of the attention shifting ;) Thanks for your comments thoughts ideas time and energy!",11.933911686690593,10.673441551724142,10.899672335777812,56.41606802933377,55.23342175066314,14.069527227336554,51.08893743173663,12.827911418992354,6.998794476517397,1783,109,242,49,17,570,204,377,0.13699999999999998,0.757,0.106,-0.8529,2,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,3,19,22,0,0,25,0,21,6,0,5,3,63,43,25,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,16,12,4,0,21,2,0,5,1,12,0,2,5,4,20,9,55,33,26,41,0,2,2,0,12,17,0,15,22,195,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.07531295169612913,0.0,0.09275093432099343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033196785397067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185219311555496,0.17711901172682362,0.08718726982795744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870328365815684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059343823271182414,0.12887800057318982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164230921943902,0.0664805626620765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161900851182697,0.0,0.0,0.04977233924714612,0.0,0.06647184796933732,0.0,0.0,0.08063282418291061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897063845870197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164319585357499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804532861796312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962623037470456,0.0,0.04032143982725379,0.0,0.043861078968513385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700368262378502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742453338867602,0.0,0.24165606891586405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290899820716757,0.0,0.08171857536952011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961733634415726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051515790280643535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777557456549622,0.16374375061992372,0.0,0.0,0.0616013992059889,0.0,0.05673347235421796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207788771853118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522966691280968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714885911832453,0.1473470527992178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700470044813542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769462323702456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208651199283756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935010664806097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469976514289974,0.0,0.1573430704425087,0.0,0.05941409862741603,0.0,0.0,0.05462579375987525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062031399494257324,0.0,0.07105358289977283,0.0,0.0,0.1025450302479884,0.09890293422759312,0.0,0.18380812291563176,0.0450021305533841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539004667233831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499880879630155,0.0,0.0,0.06125896745833021,0.12381237114353726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616460080047293,0.0,0.0,0.08369442268918051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quisbysnittle,2019/03/03,"JORNAY PM Has anyone tried it yet? It’s a night time stimulant that is supposed to help with being productive in the morning and throughout the day. I want to try it so maybe I can finally make it to work on time. 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Does anyone else have this? Is it a symptom or is it related with ADHD? I'm going to get diagnosed again but the curiosity is killing me. I'm always confused, tic'ing, with intrusive thoughts, I can barely study or read a book, but I feel like I can focus and stop tics when I'm having a SERIOUS conversation. Not chit-chat in which I'm always lost. I don't have huge conversations that often, but when I do and I talk (almost aggressively) about things like vegetarianism, climate change or psychology I can actually see myself stopping from trying to do everything at once, even stop doing tics or ever going out of focus. What's going on?",4.553274094326729,6.642023315789476,6.514928229665077,69.88904306220097,71.4812030075188,9.046889952153112,28.632262474367728,9.573946990214177,3.017727819548872,563,22,94,14,11,196,86,133,0.195,0.757,0.048,-0.9590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,1,5,0,14,3,0,0,1,23,27,13,1,0,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,2,2,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,2,9,2,12,25,0,17,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,7,10,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.15316658498910155,0.0,0.3772616407816396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571689363635851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26120022115301683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097474065354348,0.1608201488691671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660388208421319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930721308853962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373534059040649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311167435134422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366807288538082,0.1419758456322457,0.0,0.0,0.14106208893519767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936175776908243,0.11212952233442516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820031229834461,0.0,0.2676054328603533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364875195339946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336171727349904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133620532692748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715320321339433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699864894430346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507374979202684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39366716942785984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32627512524170704,0.0,0.1261554275679572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104274707981574,0.0,0.0,0.12460567027849535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656293952636896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,canula3000,2019/03/03,"When someone asks “What’s wrong?!” “Is everything alright?” Or “Be honest, are you okay?” I don’t know if this is an ADHD thing or just a me thing... But I find this question *so* infuriating, even though I know whoever’s asking it is asking with kind intent. If I’m feeling great and happy and someone asks me what’s wrong (it almost feels like an accusation that’s come out of nowhere) it’s like all the contentment I’ve been feeling that day has been ripped from me and and my entire body fills up with rage and frustration that I have to reassure this person who’s misread my emotions for some reason... And it’s especially hard to give them this reassurance now that the question has brought on negative emotions, there *wasn’t* anything wrong, but now there *is* because you’ve made me feel antagonised...But you can’t say that to them because it sounds completely insane and you know they’re only asking because they care... Or if I was feeling not particularly happy but not particularly bad either, just a bit deflated from an exhausting day at work etc but overall fine... that question pushes me into the more negative space. It also makes me feel like I’ve got yet *another* task in life which is monitoring how my energy/temperament comes across to others when I’m a little tired, for fear of them throwing that question at me... Is this just me that experiences this?! Or can anyone else on this sub relate? 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Insomnia I’ve struggled with sleep my whole life, I am always in a cycle of sleeping @ 3-6AM, waking up late, and sleeping the next day even later, this cycle continues until I’ve stayed up the whole night and day, and I go to sleep @ a regular time 8pm. This lasts for about 3 days, and it goes back to staying up late. It’s EXTREMELY hard for me to force my self to sleep, I always wait until i can barley open my eyes to sleep, anything before and I lose any sort of sleepiness I had, and end up staring at the ceiling for hours, or some sort of thinking(overthinking).It’s not that I sleep late in the night because I nap in the day, of course I absolutely living napping, but sometimes I don’t have the luxury to afford time to nap,which is why it’s strange why I am getting barley any sleep in a day, but still often sleep late the following night. I have tried things like melatonin, and although it did help induce sleepiness initially, it has probably given me the worst quality of sleep imaginable,I wake up several times in the night, and don’t feel very well in the morning. My problem is not my quality of sleep, but rather the feeling of sleepiness that u don’t seem to get until later at night, I always sleep like a rock the minute I do pass out. So I am wondering if anyone has tried any sort of mediation that improved there sleep? And hasn’t messed with they’re quality of sleep. I’ve been meaning to try magnesium citrate! I just bought one by CALM, hopefully that will work",7.406554809843397,6.308231557046982,7.36336912751678,77.6555682326622,63.96644295302014,10.631230425055929,33.96062639821029,9.725611199111238,2.9836865324384783,1196,42,236,20,15,384,151,298,0.067,0.8390000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.866,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,1,16,0,19,21,18,1,0,36,32,19,0,4,9,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,13,0,1,6,3,1,3,6,5,1,1,5,5,23,5,42,26,4,49,0,1,2,0,2,15,0,10,31,143,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135824717755952,0.0,0.0,0.1110054966792629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804593643737295,0.0,0.044776205471181295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183925039160514,0.0,0.03316887658440169,0.0,0.046300362064556885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545527483300033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819262945773845,0.0,0.0,0.035938424752740505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502439623784293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056855750913565886,0.0,0.030923431694377137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874220931288712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036471025781555054,0.0,0.0,0.054043110505140254,0.053584579114713586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435281016268569,0.2455151392326813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038432603625837086,0.05316563125735451,0.0,0.04804654143354741,0.0,0.0,0.06087279138569645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927030924688913,0.0,0.054814078710418435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057867476454576176,0.25530854405172515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03687078643886255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586650319297577,0.052064663030469166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953438200142358,0.056763285758680074,0.06146975055218192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8167651610826738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381457768504413,0.0,0.0,0.11599129749233485,0.043453266084189465,0.0,0.0,0.05688293882804151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03614872585268488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951837261870384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082594892547604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489536353608842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892266659299743,0.0,0.09819621962229867,0.12149747384187562,0.0,0.0,0.05900718413897519,0.03961237674154544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_jake_jak_e_,2019/03/03,"History Age ten: parents told son might have add, no prescription Age seventeen: tried ""Dex"" for recreation, had fun but ended up catching up on home work Age twenty: told Dr it helps focus but ended up abusing medication (takeing double or triple dose, mixing with cocaine and alcohol) spaned three months Age therty two: going back to school, feeling like I could be doing more, struggling with procrastinating. Went to Dr asking for meds had blood work done and will see her soon, I don't know what this post is about",7.28709677419355,8.465159806451616,6.44209677419355,76.48314516129034,63.83870967741936,8.780645161290323,30.553763440860216,8.841846274778883,2.491331182795699,414,14,69,6,6,126,77,93,0.094,0.804,0.102,-0.0489,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,11,6,1,0,0,12,20,5,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,6,2,3,2,11,10,3,17,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,10,42,6,4,0.0,0.2183513312990324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969479944750112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228454994059592,0.0,0.0,0.14170621748337234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471390978869897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885907683312683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264492153714164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318162953674143,0.13165549635001464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473520667795842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352446716587664,0.0,0.18485604764293348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127995166376838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003388486982909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047025978950939,0.185650930315132,0.0,0.19550061200857707,0.0,0.0,0.14709704889207714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463018957459728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649711267771864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865094537952945,0.1468538014468235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265799518906185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385617592953246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35219046346387234,0.0,0.1251195617690903,0.0,0.18002275150040406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083696805934914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683279466544652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,arinthegreat,2019/03/03,"I made my bed today! after months of putting it off and sleeping in a messy bed, i put new sheets on my bed and threw my yucky comforter in the wash! i can't wait to sleep in it tonight! 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I’m looking for some help on a few questions I have. 1. What are some reasons your Psychiatrist would stop prescribing your ADHD meds? 2. If a psychiatrist decides he won’t prescribe your ADHD meds any longer, then can you get your meds from another Psychiatrist or will they contact your previous one and not prescribe your meds? I have been on my meds for almost 3+ years and having some difficulties, any help and info would be appreciated. Thanks. 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I've been wondering if you guys have found the statement that those diagnosed later on in life with ADHD on average tend to be more intelligent to be true or not.,7.456666666666668,7.381495777777783,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,63.444444444444436,12.755555555555556,37.444444444444436,12.161744961471696,4.891544444444444,152,7,27,5,2,52,33,36,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,7,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775964570028423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033516918838901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435727569485824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934875592864688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28069471633658394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309623405939484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jayhow90,2019/03/03,"Staying home on weekends feeling guilty about not being “busy” Does anyone else feel the need to cram activities into their free time or they feel like it’s being wasted? Definitely comes from a need to be constantly stimulated I guess. Like all I need to do today is laundry and clean my room but I feel like I should be going out to meet friends and doing stuff instead, to make the most of my weekend. It’s probably just me trying to avoid the chores lol",3.4487921348314607,5.653660887640456,4.261109550561798,84.32739466292136,74.95505617977528,6.6971910112359545,24.608146067415728,7.645422480735847,1.2857741573033707,365,12,69,5,8,117,67,89,0.069,0.6970000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.9239,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,4,1,8,0,0,2,1,23,19,4,0,4,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,1,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,6,12,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,8,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448021901809573,0.19706277829413188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567355390406166,0.0,0.2078382570156221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830754085196634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606653764427139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889872901188364,0.2747983428120325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859214628330378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930444237839634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187099032678475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292067919447176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818852578708417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283804425867046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42782635550559545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736212803183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204996072532462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201695615959964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214801144104557,0.0,0.18230446864967004,0.0,0.0,0.13057809655020122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Orchestral_Design,2019/03/03,"Feeling Slightly Dizzy on 60mg Vyvanse Ive been on 60mg for a long time now, basically since 2012. Im 28 now and im starting to notice some side effects that were not present before, most notably dizziness, its not just when I get up from sitting, its while im sitting to. Now, there is *a lot* of things that can make one dizzy. Circadian Rhythm not right, how often you eat, blood sugar, what you eat, amount of sleep, quality of sleep, hydration, activity level. So Ill need to narrow some things down, but right now I was wondering if others experience this as well. **TLDR Didn't feel dizzy on Vyvance, now feeling dizzy, wondering if its just me.**",1.7969047619047591,4.4296321825396845,3.1383809523809556,87.52328571428572,84.3174603174603,5.899682539682541,24.273015873015872,7.3011,1.2474958730158732,509,20,99,8,15,165,87,126,0.077,0.877,0.046,-0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,13,1,0,0,2,0,7,7,3,3,0,23,16,9,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,4,6,1,14,12,5,24,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,9,12,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638495014926555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280092410197492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678284261820524,0.0,0.0,0.24312443369540196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373874855701903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519383906275836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184117061558454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626280102756194,0.0,0.0,0.1069869485690125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884426051897055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824778023778036,0.0,0.0,0.108608661924005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737534281530412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258379011071966,0.0,0.3207879184547176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344574072709444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296343931409287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934595121375812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410935783076256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476297596127528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Joseph-The-Italian,2019/03/03,"Wish me luck guys.... Im starting a new book Haven't actually finished reading a book for years. I think the book looks cool, buy it, read -at most- to the first chapter, it goes onto my self, and is forgotten. But I'm going to finish this one! I know it. Famous last words I know. Just thought you would like to know.",0.24065384615384744,2.5392814307692326,1.7387500000000031,97.06812500000004,88.53846153846153,4.480769230769232,18.89423076923077,5.985473137389443,-0.29126923076923106,243,7,55,2,8,78,51,65,0.028999999999999998,0.804,0.16699999999999998,0.8356,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,13,13,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,6,3,6,11,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,8,29,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.22543322539985994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964976757100366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128876612464707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287370198963835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495313148488316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808724967140889,0.18830464154075505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128602122332567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399089759287505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311167838223184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653890245576565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621466466390562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409946548653245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635106392722774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480223982881186,0.0,0.18339677780236086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26565102905999544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410345034441365,0.0,0.0,0.1487633866961128 adhd,amateurtower,2019/03/03,"I skyped with my Mom on her birthday today We spent 2 hours working on a cover letter and resume and I sent them in (more than 24 hours in advance). She was so delighted to help me. It's always been hard for me to ask for help with anything, but I'm slowly getting better as I work really hard to not be ashamed when I struggle. It's always nice to remember that there often people in life who are really happy to help. Also, I really want this job! 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I'm expecting my period (sorry) but I get serious fog brain and struggle for string words together. I was asked by a coworker at my part time Home Depot job if I was okay. I played it off to being tired from being on call for my protective services job. I was desperate and took some more Vyvanse and guzzled some Diet Mt. Dew and went on my way much better at being able to think. I got called out on a call and I had to explain to someone that their spouse is awful and pushes caregivers away and they can't be home because it's unsafe. Over and over and over again. I. So proud how great I was able to speak. It was book worthy. Woop Woop!!",1.4312643678160908,3.64407948275862,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,81.75862068965517,6.073563218390802,20.011494252873558,7.3011,0.4894735632183909,555,15,118,8,15,180,96,145,0.10400000000000001,0.742,0.154,0.898,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,4,8,0,1,3,2,13,4,2,1,0,22,22,13,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,12,1,1,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,11,2,16,6,22,7,5,20,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,3,4,78,21,4,0.3212805866432363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017698941010985,0.0,0.15092684353075408,0.0,0.0,0.09792483179956203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207328514800172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793276942816357,0.4920951004286609,0.18372970049749274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392792307694563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847871733936952,0.17710649049713792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222706240210127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188214078356329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848073306230564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808909910043565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739577833850063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610999923395173,0.0,0.0,0.17982365655902874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679361133268005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293181358974043,0.0,0.0,0.0936706468708542,0.18463238603141868,0.0,0.0,0.17847727660325127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275087876485193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891516129537047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CheeseAndJelly,2019/03/03,"Should I go back to school despite probably having to take medication? All the adhd medication have had a negative effect on my well-being and emotional health. But i feel like i want to further my education. So far I finished some four years worth of studying in six years with the necessity help of said medication, and feel like i have learned little of practical value. Has anyone experienced something similar?",7.613424657534248,9.31663965753425,8.369753424657535,61.05983561643839,63.38356164383561,11.867397260273972,37.88767123287671,11.602472056035307,5.262558356164384,337,17,50,11,5,113,56,73,0.048,0.7559999999999999,0.196,0.8072,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,1,12,12,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,7,2,9,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165877581650576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347815261279144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482197193151244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682785225653373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492941411526032,0.2754140370387389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095493423782911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489372938954556,0.0,0.0,0.12920224798199034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834455370064696,0.1931950880263468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825530298653848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782672932367288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335788432981467,0.0,0.0,0.1950823286522306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483952421075828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493072664911613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369421146608273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331342800578553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482608628837913 adhd,throwthataway59,2019/03/03,"i keep saying random bullshit I dont think its tourettes or anything i have adhd, but i know almost nothing about it ive never cared to look into it as i guess i just wanted to remain ignorant. But is a symptom to randomly say dumb crap. i keep saying/singing ""oh my god its a little baby boo or loony poo or baby you"" to my daughter out of no where i constantly say no one loves me to my wife not in a mean way in fact i dont mean it at all and i always say it after she hugs me or stuff like that and i keep saying utter jibberish, ive always done it but lately its getting worst its like an urge that i cant quite ignore and if i do ignore it i clentch my jaw and feel like i have to bite if that makes sense. I just dont understand and i feel like a complete weirdo i feel so stupid and it use to just be in my home but lately ive been doing it putside in shops etc and its degrading i look like a nutcase. Sometimes i just tense up like for no reason i just get the urge to tense or clentch and i really dont understand it. 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I know that long walls of text are annoying, so I’ll try to keep this as concise as possible. I was diagnosed with ADHD on Wednesday, and I was prescribed 10mg IR 2x a day. I took it for the first time on Wednesday night, and I didn’t notice much of a difference at all, I forgot that I even took it. I took one dose at 7am on Thursday morning and then another 10mg at 3 on Thursday afternoon. Again, I didn’t notice much but it did make doing my work a little bit easier. The next morning (Friday) I took 10mg at 7am, but since I didn’t have to do anything that night I decided not to take it again at 3pm. In an attempt to keep my energy levels up, I had a big cup of coffee at 3 instead, which I think kind of delayed what happened next. As the afternoon went on I started feeling ‘off’. I do have some struggles with anxiety in general, but I slowly starting feeling more and more anxious. This eventually progressed to me having to leave my friends house because I was experiencing the worst social anxiety I had ever had in my life. I could barley drive I was so nervous. When I went home, I felt unimaginably awful. I’ve felt bad in the past and I’ve had suicidal thoughts before, but I have never felt this hopeless in my life. It was such a dramatic shift from how normal I felt 6 hours earlier. After my non-stop worrying and feeling like I have nothing to enjoy in life, I fell asleep at 2am. The next morning (Saturday, today) I had to go to my part-time job, which I have always been able to manage because a lot of it is just about socializing with customers and greeting them. I didn’t take any meds, which was planned with my doctor as I didn’t feel like I needed it over the weekend. I woke up in a bad mood but not as awful as the night before. Still, I was not myself and I had trouble functioning at work. I had to stop myself from tearing up and I drank a bunch of coffee because I still felt tired. When I got home, I started crying and I just couldn’t stop. I rarely have full blown crying like this, and my mom noticed that I seemed really sad even though I hid the crying from her. I’ve been having on and off crying spells since then, which is really out of character for me. I’m really worried about how when I don’t take my medication I don’t feel like myself, and it’s only been three days! I’d heard about “crashing” but I never expected it to be this intense. TLDR: recently started medication and experiencing some of the worst anxiety and depression symptoms I’ve ever felt in my life when I don’t take my medication.",4.134885129490392,4.887526870300757,5.65528822055138,80.83781119465333,70.71052631578948,8.617878028404345,29.063492063492063,8.841846274778883,2.2318406850459485,2053,76,411,36,36,698,227,532,0.205,0.732,0.062,-0.998,1,0,0,0,0,1,54.0,0,0,1,6,24,19,1,2,19,2,44,14,1,3,5,70,86,38,1,5,11,1,11,4,1,0,12,1,2,0,24,20,1,6,16,1,0,9,14,11,0,4,41,14,67,7,70,42,13,90,0,3,0,0,7,34,0,4,51,289,91,5,0.06142570658796006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382176249486691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677847946667695,0.0,0.05111110859194233,0.0,0.0,0.04177158685704448,0.06441020916349653,0.14097149223071107,0.06939356431214451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505481227124961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257579849493678,0.11233362180967374,0.0,0.10453750417857707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670609624755268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049043428455250435,0.0,0.26989301743160304,0.1188434973819488,0.0,0.05290587107624042,0.062345799185813615,0.0,0.06417678958921169,0.0,0.06287181352282786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114219976342303,0.11112613659375896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529341443423755,0.13164761117962553,0.353869866969417,0.0,0.0,0.05224867464438207,0.0,0.0,0.04745734853680462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490964460990152,0.0,0.04912774890347836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543185494742218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232299841074152,0.0,0.06049194772279884,0.07087701822927195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095553564653646,0.1091959807122266,0.0,0.06396542096896066,0.0337579619197356,0.0,0.0,0.06504095410478428,0.0,0.0,0.17354717254814156,0.12003799002636538,0.061564695113267134,0.0,0.05435981737608453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222193913702906,0.0,0.0,0.04100213612589199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823011258491364,0.18563981122584966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194104516227433,0.0,0.0,0.09030992414907067,0.045546383112670334,0.09475058339065777,0.0,0.19598080744722995,0.1729315936239585,0.060184150543802224,0.05893962213161559,0.20980072223170365,0.0,0.0,0.041623648493783166,0.04671701780849176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651805434335144,0.058637787401783915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692482547959146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805264160607205,0.0,0.06065047480315215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591965628948056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162395849059584,0.0,0.0,0.12523154468958214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390972511733946,0.0,0.0981092972559296,0.1540639235058129,0.0,0.06421548547649618,0.0,0.06718975321162153,0.0,0.0,0.06384482862787907,0.23092243415319855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039359112520240436,0.06035044484732378,0.04876514971283269,0.03581782348388673,0.0705998136363877,0.058224387526035024,0.0,0.272984880656319,0.04170402268394803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388449080971876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943729194533906,0.12476157342965295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jbookout7,2019/03/03,"Need advice: I’m extremely behind in my last semester of (online) high school and cannot get anything done I’m super behind on my chemistry and English classes. I will probably retake chemistry next quarter but English I do not have time to retake. I’ve tried breaking down the assignments into smaller chunks but just opening up the lesson page or google doc gives me panic attack symptoms. It gets hard to breathe, I tear up, and shut down. (I am on the autistic spectrum so that does not surprise me) I recently had my ADHD and anxiety meds upped and they help slightly but its not enough. I have a conditional offer for my dream school abroad and /need/ to pass these classes. I’m at a total loss. Breaking things down was usually my go-to and helped but it’s not this time :-( Any advice? 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So, I have to work without ADHD medications for awhile as I have been having some psychotic symptoms (I have psychotic depression) and my psychiatrist thought the Metadate was too long acting, as I was doing ok on the Ritalin. Anyways, until my Psychotic symptoms subside I am going to have to be without ADHD meds so what are some ***non-med*** ways of dealing with it?",3.4880645161290325,6.65113933870968,4.942177419354842,73.43326612903226,83.03225806451613,7.616129032258066,33.55645161290323,8.472884824447931,3.7637838709677434,554,32,83,14,16,184,68,124,0.0,0.981,0.019,0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,1,18,9,0,0,0,12,21,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,5,0,10,1,23,15,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,68,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398554722310867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405213019288928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867894069880035,0.25155019595043443,0.10507713046296176,0.0,0.0,0.12746246787321294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933455978456825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177302384959936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592966928522264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065384972826164,0.3687019657078928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391771904077762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804094659428002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685318272214166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968367318238928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528066053791176,0.0,0.17763272398353666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,233AK,2019/03/03,I need help! I can't concentrate for shit! I feel like my meds are not having the effect they once were. What do you guys do when you are having problems concentrating? AHHH i fucking hate ADHD!,0.700614035087721,3.2016571315789486,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,96.10526315789473,4.63859649122807,16.859649122807017,6.42735559955562,0.07209122807017554,153,4,29,2,6,50,31,38,0.153,0.6409999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,1,5,3,0,1,0,8,2,1,1,0,5,12,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,8,1,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692154181185664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533826612547666,0.21947605585537044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840173856367377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041933657509171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033134186507588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592123843525206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009082410074712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412490936946597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779768887124985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32717633145222025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939654056939212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153540794640856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lenethren,2019/03/03,"A possible way to help keep your hands busy... I came across this sub r/cardistry For me, it really helps if I'm learning something while keeping my hands busy. I tend to learn things well then simply move on from them. But this is something I think I might continue to do from habit. And I can fit a deck of cards in my pocket. I know this isn't for everyone, and not ideal for some places, but I thought I'd share in case there's someone here that it might help. 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I spent my evening writing an in-depth guide on ADHD about it's causes and it's pharmaco-therapeutic treatment options. I am not sure if this is allowed here, but the post can be found right here: [https://www.reddit.com/r/FADQ/comments/awnsxi/adhd\_pathophysiology\_and\_pharmacological\_treatment/](https://www.reddit.com/r/FADQ/comments/awnsxi/adhd_pathophysiology_and_pharmacological_treatment/) &#x200B; I hope this will be informative / helpful to people on this SubReddit! Cheers!",19.13763440860216,25.5296296451613,13.372258064516132,17.595053763440884,42.870967741935495,8.649462365591399,32.913978494623656,9.2995712137729,3.592733333333335,466,14,45,7,6,131,48,62,0.023,0.7809999999999999,0.196,0.9201,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,0,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7318331852659883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993044020087985,0.2466448181610159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851798046345132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340674089082337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255880838965275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605426393614034,0.0,0.0,0.20160649345692305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407218589786109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944002293891669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334514690805666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130772223996587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466448181610159,0.0 adhd,holysocka,2018/11/16,Okay. Here is my phone Now where did I put my pHoNeEEEE,-2.5524999999999984,-2.128157916666666,-2.229999999999997,118.175,128.16666666666666,1.6,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-2.3953666666666664,43,1,12,0,3,12,11,12,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theislandofjoy,2018/11/16,"OMG, the noise in my head has stopped!?!?! 38 year old female. just diagnosed w ADHD, first tablet of vyvanse this morning and holy crap, for the first time EVER, my thoughts aren't racing compulsively! it's bonkers! I feel exactly like me, but the noise has stopped. i literally noticed the sound of the clock ticking for the first time in my apartment (i've lived here 5 yrs). i long suspected i had adhd and have always felt ashamed for not 'getting life' the way other people seem to re organization, being on time, constantly distracted...basically a 24/7 whirling dervish. self-medicated w alcohol, sugar, online shopping, dating, would constantly fall asleep or zone out in work meetings (big taboo for a grown-up job). could only ever excel at things i liked, and then it became hyper-focus obsession (which helped my career but not my work life balance in any way). sorry for the novel here, but really felt compelled to share. i've used this group as a source of comfort for the last few months and gain a lot of hope/strength from it. it helps to know i'm not alone and that help and diagnosis is possible. i know that much work is yet to come (changing my unhealthy habits and replacing them w better ones), but i feel for once in my entire life, this is now actually possible. i'm not afraid of hard work - heck, having ADHD is hard work so i welcome the opportunity to finally make positive changes like remembering to drink water more than once every 3 days, remembering to text ppl back, buy groceries, etc. i think part of why this diagnosis took so long is that i was considered 'smart' in school, skipped a grade, honour roll, went to uni and got a career. i think the only reason those things were possible is b/c i actually truly enjoyed school/learning and my areas of study, did better w structure and also manifested as more the daydreamy type rather than the disruptive kid, which i understand is often the case w girls. from university til present, its been way worse without having strict parents to force structure or discipline into my life and i became accustomed to living in constant chaos, no matter how hard i tried. so i welcome the opportunity to put in the elbow grease now to make some real changes. ADHD feels like pushing a 2000 lb boulder up a steep hill every day and then having it continually roll backwards. every damn day. i am grateful to have some wind at my back now. and i encourage those who have been avoiding or doubting diagnosis to do it. thanks for being here, adhd reddit friends. xo",6.263347288949897,7.3559093553191515,6.566733013040498,74.98629032258067,66.08510638297872,9.298558682223748,32.18256691832533,9.454032385205345,2.9830741249142068,2007,80,352,38,31,647,267,470,0.084,0.715,0.201,0.9964,2,2,2,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,1,15,20,26,2,5,24,0,28,13,4,6,3,68,51,30,0,3,14,1,8,4,1,1,6,1,0,2,22,16,4,5,16,3,2,6,7,7,0,4,12,11,30,19,51,35,9,63,0,0,0,0,15,18,3,9,40,214,52,12,0.0,0.0,0.13133811790124278,0.0,0.4043704592953555,0.0,0.0,0.0719166259017632,0.0,0.06969610051665592,0.0,0.0538148418048069,0.05599384722860178,0.0,0.0,0.04576210372667116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034895842211648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903182659028755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356380926197693,0.0579676654573448,0.0,0.21816213151730784,0.0,0.053728637788206406,0.0,0.0,0.13019683626206185,0.0,0.0,0.06830180857211705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592232244784495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505039519608525,0.0,0.1217422217391824,0.17009383163704328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020773287411279,0.048074716902569335,0.1292252363902938,0.07371708813521337,0.0,0.1717202612033935,0.0,0.0,0.051991036724710615,0.0,0.03515824236544902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382101352464399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084612876419245,0.0,0.06906287135888035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531688279278395,0.0,0.0,0.06683794503782049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667787305882822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396584478625952,0.054853443116389684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012645458737729,0.13150544099574382,0.0,0.11884334804479342,0.1191058223304132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721079746803087,0.0,0.0,0.0898382918910694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474826130208903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537132833701798,0.0,0.0494686990298121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766144576180864,0.07061354177233924,0.1433314395092981,0.04560003253823662,0.10235996166817432,0.0,0.0,0.07472182101204591,0.07287264697351202,0.0,0.046653060200374914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759100555887865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764887359477159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659509718037705,0.04311014285757688,0.06918925249715625,0.0,0.0,0.15246155490763794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362098725756788,0.0,0.061261764371957336,0.07020212823138484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532991963291276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112521289844526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195510624685644,0.0,0.0,0.08941404479296905,0.0862383225183705,0.0,0.05342377456337777,0.11771869901491193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476590766805324,0.045688085023287264,0.0,0.0,0.07005523760334392,0.0,0.058120252377146873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024410096844124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062382043314863675,0.06072220370636045,0.0,0.0,0.06486883900111508,0.0,0.2449535042229877,0.0,0.06857814943886284,0.04780359743135878,0.0,0.0,0.04333501236702435 adhd,katalina0azul,2018/11/16,"Just needed to get this off my chest. Sometimes I feel like certain behaviors/habits I have frustrate people. I forget things - any kind of things, tangible or intangible. I sometimes neglect chores, I’m not especially organized and sometimes I can’t help but interrupt people. I hate that feeling a lot - that people get frustrated with me. Mostly because I don’t do those things on purpose and I get frustrated at myself for doing them. I can’t blame anyone for getting frustrated with me but it’s difficult when it’s not intentional. What do you say? How can you explain that you’re not just being a dick. I dunno, I’ve been thinking about how to verbalize this thought for the past couple days. I’m satisfied enough with this 😜 thank you for reading my mini-vent.",4.224086538461542,6.639985756944448,5.036944444444448,78.6794230769231,73.375,8.041880341880344,29.82692307692308,8.841846274778883,2.771436538461538,615,27,105,13,13,199,92,144,0.218,0.6659999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.9570000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,0,6,11,5,0,3,0,10,2,2,3,1,28,24,8,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,13,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,3,19,4,14,21,3,6,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,4,4,75,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415831194329575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173795895677604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023328503507746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857465166470592,0.0,0.108263168558341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734560362012112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976165266015975,0.11992736526119407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35082352186477017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573825789507388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252066418186282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481223554061318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201348896184604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271826537716012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447451970305552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025225110040586,0.34914268569954804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791683336794966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334980791062484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980873359627315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455343547255998,0.0,0.0,0.3345789065518367,0.10756521796200673,0.0,0.13327114413754304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BearSheep,2018/11/16,"My therapist just told me about this subreddit. Guess i'll share my most ADHD moment of the day. After lunch I stopped by the gas station to get nicotine and gas. I paid for the gas inside with my nicotine, then drove off! I just went out to my car and realized (4 hours later) that I didn't fill up after paying for the gas.",3.0555223880597002,4.194209477611942,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,73.62686567164178,7.151044776119402,23.84776119402985,7.554174236665415,0.9514501492537312,253,7,54,3,5,83,48,67,0.03,0.9309999999999999,0.039,0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,9,1,13,2,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213341930915937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260978668139497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831658240240707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862081255744529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34525491021833216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29310416829707586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407055387154324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349983173198049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32499515332146345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ryzws,2018/11/16,"Memory getting WORSE with medication? Since I've been taking medication for the last couple of months, I've become really happy with the progress I've made in my studies. I seem very focused and I pay attention in class and to my assignments. My only concern is that, for some reason, I'm becoming more forgetful with everything else. Now, I don't think it's that I'm only just noticing my lack of memory because of my medication. I'm forgetting things I've never forgotten like my calculator, keys, chargers, etc... I know everyone has a bad day, but this is something that's caught my attention, so you can tell this is a frequent occurrence now for me. My memory in class is alot better then what it used to be like, but it's like my brain is so focused on my work that everything else is pushed out of my head. Has this happened to anyone else? What else could it be? &#x200B; FYI: I'm getting enough sleep, drinking plenty of water and eating well. 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I had to let it out. U can skip) My friends , who know that i am on adderall, recently talked about how they should start taking it for studying. Besides, I just hate those ppl who give u shitty advises on how u have to stop taking them. Really? Do u think i take them for nothing? Do u think i enjoy the ""privilege"" of getting hands on the ""study pills""? Okay. U know so much about adhd, meds, AND my LIFE, that u have to judge me. In fact, Id trade ANYTHING to have a normal life like everyone else. Also, I never skip classes on purpose. U have no idea what im going thru when i dont show up in class. Do u think i enjoy the ""free time"" when I skip class? No. Im half-dead, depressed, self-loathing, hopeless, disappointed and guilty when i do. In fact, I love those days when im able to go to lectures and focus. Stop judging me. I put so much effort u cant even imagine, just to function and live my life. 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Whenever I have something important to do, I always do the second most important thing. Even if it's something I wouldn't have done if it was #1 on my priority list. Is there some way to use that to my advantage? If not, is there some way to get out of that loop?",3.3822535211267564,4.227137084507047,5.071943661971833,83.99101408450704,72.52112676056338,9.060281690140846,25.46760563380281,9.3871,1.924592112676057,267,8,58,6,5,91,39,71,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.8604,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,12,14,4,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,7,2,8,11,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131335188407352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956000438993972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540494733834991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32793812772068953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970218250402646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822352721777887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947856879027784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441127524648104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941040702578357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thrashing_throwaway,2018/11/16,"Today at the age of 27, after a 4-day evaluation spanning a month, a psychiatrist, psychologist, and psychometrist diagnosed me with moderate autism, ADHD-PI & “extremely low” processing speeds. Historically, I’ve been too sensitive to low-dose stimulants, so I guess it’s just coping skills for me. I fully support the advocacy of meds on this sub, but are there any unmedicated ADHD folks here? For those of you wondering, I’ve been on 5 mg/day of Adderall, Adderall XR, and Vyvanse. They made my thoughts race, the music in my head got worse, they exacerbated my anxiety and sometimes I’d feel like I was having a heart attack despite drinking enough water and eating regularly. At this point, I’m pretty scared of stimulants, but if you have suggestions, I’ll listen and discuss them with my psychiatrist. The diagnosing psychologist said that people with autism tend to be sensitive to psychotropic medications. 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What the fuck? Why?,0.7974509803921563,3.1890624705882367,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,100.76470588235293,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,-0.14870980392156818,70,2,15,1,3,20,14,17,0.418,0.5820000000000001,0.0,-0.8762,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7199517103864606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869680895613315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989899416760696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680936848950159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800958130901894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skelecan,2018/11/16,Why Would You Stop Taking Your Medicine (aside from financial/medical issues) A lot of the time I see people talking about how they wanted to stop taking their medicine or that they never wanted to start medicine. I don't get it. Why would you want to stop? Why do people not want to take medicine? I just don't get it.,2.66,4.900763809523814,2.7399206349206366,94.12035714285715,77.57142857142857,5.469841269841268,21.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.23694920634920624,252,7,52,2,6,76,39,63,0.115,0.8420000000000001,0.043,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,15,16,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,7,14,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,6,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764502294347598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625143094751802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356318263082632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757120619835832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023927809341976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341397812388817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456372784438944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952368123857166,0.0,0.0,0.4235366888435497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808969195981103,0.13572747798458787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846667548600856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39840435887150705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571238231024701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991403344040366,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RegularUser003,2018/11/16,Here's hoping for a cure for ADHD I hope one day ADHD is cured. I don't like living with this. Medication feels like a bandaid over a gaping wound. I feel embarrassed at work how much I struggle to be organized at even a basic level. I really hope the science gets there. ,1.4795151515151483,3.8494584363636406,3.6468181818181833,85.24356060606063,82.81818181818181,6.575757575757575,20.075757575757574,7.793537801064563,0.9827575757575756,214,6,42,4,6,73,43,55,0.165,0.677,0.157,0.1481,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,7,9,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,5,7,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,3,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001435709941128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419441901063245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743491138814898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104230520164264,0.14865243017554314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871323858061893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6200113239115339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331480500386528,0.0,0.18373849743993248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961876048323236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529627796520855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100042786794734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333014090125852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753044856906925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148475551736934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wants-NotNeeds,2018/11/16,"In retrospect, how would you frame a new 504 educational plan? One hour from now, I'm meeting with the school staff regarding a 504 plan for my 10-year-old son, who was just diagnosed with ADHD. My wife, who was leading the charge on this, just had surgery and can't attend, leaving me to take the reins. We have some general guidelines given to her by the clinician who diagnosed my son. That's all I have to go by. &#x200B; In retrospect, is there anything you wish you'd asked for/done different, when setting up a first 504 for your 5th grade (-ish) ADHD kids? I am want to help my son by asking for the best type of accommodations to help him succeed in school. Other than the general guidelines given us, I'm going in uninformed.",5.763255086071986,6.423053478873237,6.1027699530516415,79.410696400626,67.02816901408451,9.691392801251958,31.97496087636933,9.725611199111238,2.8968472613458527,582,23,113,12,9,187,95,142,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.9447,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,4,0,6,6,2,0,0,9,0,10,2,0,2,1,16,21,3,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,0,15,2,22,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,1,5,73,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925788199867741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696662524640605,0.19846230046464414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440563931535912,0.0,0.3053806546568047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140343962580373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315504730356576,0.0,0.17064377411216694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892734570778267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856469775842284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189516277707723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084591218862646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294155646206358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774391815092972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713860413565955,0.0,0.11067578351553098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33059481607218283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228028885311968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646436818413607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633552456487887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781999440190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602405318768776,0.0,0.19846230046464414,0.10517835581266262 adhd,indigobbyxo,2018/11/16,Wellbutrin Doctor prescribed me wellbutrin for my add to try to go the non stimulant route.. been taking it for 2 days lots of agitation cant stop crying and does nothing for my add at all.,7.041891891891893,6.5960322432432426,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,64.4054054054054,9.562162162162162,34.71621621621622,8.841846274778883,2.892794594594596,151,6,28,2,2,49,31,37,0.052000000000000005,0.8320000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.3489,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114411283007904,0.2415628884825703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833822770269295,0.327783609978536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287343709093856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184410440116635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594044019697501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131523995243404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28162562414430725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254304469393896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pin_it_back,2018/11/16,"IR Dose = XR Dose ADHD Medication Hi Everyone! I’ve begun taking my medication over a month ago. My psychiatrist prescribed 2 - 10 mg pills extended release (XR) of methylphenidate (Ritalin) once daily. The first week was euphoric, I felt more social, witty, and able to keep in conversations. That slowly started to taper off on week 3 of taking it. After 30 days of taking it, I spoke with my psychiatrist to see if I could try Adderall IR. She ended up prescribing one 20mg of tablet of Adderall IR twice daily. Here’s where I’m confused. 2x 20mg of Adderall IR seems way more than 20mg of Ritalin XR. Is 20mg XR medication equivalent to 20mg of IR medication (regardless of whether it’s adderall or Ritalin) It’s just the difference is the the 20mg XR pill is designed to space out the dose throughout the day, so 10mg would take effect immediately and 10mg would take effect later in the day. Which means one 10mg IR pill taken in the morning and one in the afternoon (for a total of 20mg) should — in my head — be equal to a 20 XR pill. TL;DR - Is a 10mg morning dose and afternoon dose of an IR Medication (total of 20mg) = to 20mg XR taken once in the morning? 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I got prescribed 40mg vyvanse 4 days ago and I haven't felt much effects. The first two days I had anxiety (first day was up and downs and the second I had very high anxiety until 4h30pm.) now I think i'm having a crash, took vyvanse at 7h30am yesterday and felt normal (maybe a more talkative or ""high"" in the morning) until about 11h am then I felt less focused than normal and more tired all through the rest of the day. Same thing today except it went from 9h to 2h pm and now i'm unfocused and tired. I'm gonna excercise later so maybe that will help with tiredness. I think it may be too low but I don't know. I tried 50mg from a friend before and felt super great and focused for about 6-8 hours.",1.7435439560439576,3.5179858269230806,2.976227106227107,93.57115384615385,78.55128205128206,5.995604395604397,21.399267399267398,6.868970318607317,0.3375728937728941,583,16,130,6,14,188,100,156,0.08800000000000001,0.772,0.14,0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,8,0,11,2,0,1,1,27,25,16,0,2,4,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,10,4,10,3,17,11,7,27,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,3,16,80,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146583322226317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238998622310036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107000192044851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243818798001931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48294174768042103,0.0,0.0,0.21391818237740196,0.0,0.0,0.0971506914629046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057019456717917,0.13863490060660374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842845841520192,0.3985711974107513,0.0,0.0,0.12383402634999975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910645967372743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25265659043702665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243743959105123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24640785971864645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353974863135814,0.16114532794608946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890519982003648,0.11919206787904725,0.0,0.13970792054528866,0.08537296678907569,0.0,0.12283512000694055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037532387670506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656737439181357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laurrbrooke,2018/11/16,"It’s like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife... For several months I have been to many appointments with my PCP, a PA, an evaluator, a psychologist, nurses, and finally, just yesterday, a psychiatrist. As someone who struggles to follow through with anything, this was a big deal for me. I even overcame my anxiety and drove to my appointment in the middle of a pretty bad snowstorm in the northeast. There were many setbacks, even down to this AM when the pharmacy told me the adderall wasn’t approved by my insurance. After some phone calls and a trip back to the pharmacy in snow covered roads... I left with my adderall in hand. I stopped at the grocery store on the way home to pick up my bag of groceries I forgot two days ago. (Supposed to be my snacks during the snow storm... that sucked) I got home with plans to change into my pajamas, take my first dose of adderall, and eat my snow storm snacks..... Then I realized I couldn’t find the bag with the prescription. After about 20 minutes of searching I found it in the refrigerator next to my snacks. Here’s to hoping the meds help! tl;dr: finally got prescribed meds for ADHD and immediately lost them before even taking the first dose. 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I'm 21 years old and just got diagnosed with ADHD. My doctors think it could one of the underlying reasons why I have depression. I'm currently on 300mg Wellbutrin. On Monday, I was given 20mg of Vyvanse. It didn't really do anything for me but give me a headache. I didn't drink any caffeine because I didn't know how my body would react to the Vyvanse. Tuesday I took it and drank some caffeine because I still didn't feel different and I was really tired but I don't remember having a headache that day specifically. I e-mailed my doctor Wednesday night and she said she wanted to see if doubling my dosage would work since I didn't feel any changes at 20mg. So, I went from 20mg to 40mg. I started it yesterday and by the end of the day, I had the worst headache of my life. I almost went to urgent care because nothing was working, I tried Sudafed, Ibuprofen, everything and I was so miserable. I skipped Vyvanse this morning to see if I'd still get a headache. It's 1:30 and I have a headache - not as bad as last night. I think it might be withdrawal from not having caffeine but I also see that headaches are a big side effect of Vyvanse. &#x200B; I don't know what I should do. I can skip the Vyvanse and have coffee or quit coffee, take the Vyvanse, and suffer through the terrible headaches. Has anyone had this problem and if you did, how did you fix it?",2.5896856906534325,4.729540354838711,3.5247491039426566,88.90455955334987,77.35125448028673,6.299476151089055,29.36876206231045,7.321109707123232,1.7172849738075544,1105,52,221,14,26,353,142,279,0.11900000000000001,0.84,0.042,-0.9761,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,4,8,8,0,1,13,0,31,9,1,5,0,42,55,24,0,9,10,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,12,11,2,0,9,1,0,3,9,7,0,1,20,6,34,1,22,29,3,25,0,3,3,0,6,6,0,7,16,143,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409620398553747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745086951224835,0.0,0.0,0.0937982696426287,0.0,0.12708569699147526,0.14252246572461044,0.15952499350782576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201320580602675,0.0,0.09652121877892983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793381590317334,0.21450011405152875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028483098327628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958688312264965,0.0,0.1240792508488029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364801764295362,0.0,0.0,0.1512871114455916,0.0,0.10102331961731313,0.11904878361928753,0.0,0.12254504452523045,0.0,0.2401064072183535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490138350418705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388578671357324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541437375593088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861259192384273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128016337048326,0.11251705374945664,0.0,0.0,0.09380902683566364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892109352975342,0.0956085324364576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284671967571812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442814333855112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014095725379895,0.0,0.11254471693974016,0.0,0.1230780916462952,0.0,0.07948000968298134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223248326054712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475434624817615,0.0,0.0,0.15028035643973772,0.1205955818961544,0.0,0.0,0.13286882909766068,0.0,0.11157143219633188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803993143832431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097025050627912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301979245257203,0.0,0.1873388849383646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818889245259276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031179425270674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480975537920134,0.0,0.0,0.13031558827136655,0.0796334835288293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918178649403643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217461485473811,0.10583767313118952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077976311703874,0.0,0.0,0.16664156471993008,0.0,0.14252246572461044,0.07553212159783257 adhd,handysalad,2018/11/16,"Doctor says Strattera is a controlled substance, but it’s not, so no meds for me. I was diagnosed 5 years ago when I was 17 with ADHD and was put on strattera. It has helped me a lot but I have also gotten just generally more healthy since then (ED, depression everything is better now). So I just recently moved to a new state after being in employment limbo while living with my parents for a couple months. Before that I was in a completely different state. Literally the week after I moved I was completely out of strattera. I couldn’t go see my old doctor because they were 5 hours away and they wouldn’t give me any refills since it had been more than 3 months since I last saw them. So by some luck I was able to get an appt with a new doctor pretty quickly. I give all my medical history and all that and tell them that I need more refills of strattera as well as some other meds. She was able to refill everything except for strattera because apparently it’s a “controlled substance” and they can’t give those out on the first appointment. She told me I would have to provide proof from my old doctor that I’ve been on it and go see a psychiatrist to get it filled. I left feeling frustrated and angry because I’m now completely out of strattera, I’m in the middle of starting a new job, and they didn’t make any effort to try and get the information from my new doctor (like having me sign a release of medical records, or a Care Everywhere thing for Epic, and of course I forgot to ask if they would do this while I was there). Well I went on to google and I couldn’t find anything that suggests that strattera is a controlled substance in KY. Even the list of the controlled substances doesn’t list it. So now I’m just kinda stuck and having to go without my meds for who knows how long until I can find and get into a psychiatrist. I mean I am kind of interested to see how I do without because I am in a much better place health wise now then when I started it. Bleh, I just hate feeling like some sort of druggie trying to get his fill when all I want is to do is to be able to think clearly. 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I bought medikinet in the pharmacy using my prescription and it costed around 3 dollars (11 PLN) I usually pay 40 (150). How much do you pay? It would be perfect if person responding to this is from Poland. Cheers",1.3693333333333335,4.034956044444449,2.5438888888888904,90.18250000000002,88.55555555555556,6.555555555555558,23.055555555555557,7.793537801064563,1.5005555555555552,182,7,36,4,6,58,37,45,0.087,0.765,0.14800000000000002,0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,8,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,24,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580950741160393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914121103331551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35123633698815665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474219232119814,0.4430305673180576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857526778838343,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,quagga3,2018/11/16,"The amount of people with ADHD will rise in the future In the past where there was less society more ADHD people would have died due to lack of impulse and be less likely to pass of their genes but these actions aided human evolution. I just realised with developed society, more rules are in place so people are loads less likely to die from ADHD so the genes are more likely to be passed on. It may have been a mutation that essentially made people with ADHD more likely to die but the amazing human skill of sharing information allowed more humans to survive which increasing general population so the ADHD gene sticks around and through each learning experience less people die. Also ADHD people are more likely to have multiple partners so maybe that balanced out the short lives of some. 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I was diagnosed around the age of of 6 or 7, and for the longest time I thought most other people were diagnosed around that age too. Now, though, I don't know a single person who was diagnosed at that age. So, out of curiosity, what age were you diagnosed?",4.285,5.5667978181818185,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,70.81818181818181,9.863636363636363,28.29545454545455,10.125756701596842,2.805454545454545,220,8,44,6,4,73,37,55,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,8,2,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127639663726594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8914978618804509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654267413652444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178624340496012,0.15338673697452496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725931602370592,0.13946096536095948,0.1024335672013079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dm_mec,2018/11/16,"Connors Test Required? I'm 25 years old, never been on many medications and throughout my whole life I struggled with Symtoms of ADD. I never wanted to be put on medications and I've just been putting up with it. I started a new job and I've noticed what I'm experiencing is really compermising me at this point in my career and I want to look to see if I could get help. I called a phychirst today to see if I can schedule an appointment to come in and talk about what I'm experiencing and possibly get prescribed some medication. I was told that I may need to take a Connors test for a evaluation and its up to the provider. They also stated that insurance does not cover this test and the test runs for $300, which is not something I can afford at the moment. Is this test required most of the time? Is there any alternatives? What determines if the provider makes you take this test or not? 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First and foremost I am not on any sort of medication for ADHD because I have a dark habit of eating the entire prescription in less than a week. Any who, turns out I can still be a regular functioning human bean. Now, you maybe thinking “how the hell’d she do it?” I opened all the blinds in my home to let in as much natural light as possible, consistently drank Red Bull, took small breaks every 15-20 minutes, and after each break started on a different task. And lo and behold, my whole living space is organized and aesthetically pleasing. 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I can't believe I thought this was normal at one point. I thought I had my depression under control (before I was diagnosed) without any medication whatsoever. It's really clear to me right now that this utter lack of any kind of chemical to get me out of bed is just....unbearable at this point. I have no idea how I made it 25 years without dealing with this. I was medicated before for anxiety, but while I got some relief on that end, this ""I don't want to do anything""/ ""Everything is a pointless chore"" feeling has always been here. I was just dealing with it. Just wanted to share before I redo my prescription next week. Take your meds if they work for you. Breaks are not even worth it. Haven't gotten anything significant done this entire week.....",3.8268131868131903,6.118689153846155,4.942893772893775,79.47115384615388,74.12820512820512,8.046886446886448,28.45054945054945,8.841846274778883,2.495970329670329,652,27,118,14,14,214,100,156,0.091,0.8270000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.3667,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,3,6,4,0,0,3,0,17,4,0,4,1,27,27,5,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,12,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,12,1,20,3,20,15,3,17,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,8,88,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272585944015317,0.0,0.0,0.167909571061246,0.0,0.09444403310688293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318868018237826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31515766111261456,0.13909341766715516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846718022202056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545568614013166,0.10633306976623738,0.12530594581655344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633906136141398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934598712633987,0.0,0.0,0.08154198213650468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095491616603584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624234140195029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450102720484456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873959629326974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936758049188702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285611489265091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681770906019627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713255587824666,0.3731088931514505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129759481135392,0.0,0.12096134792627665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365745103859472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334129613986008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908951956011095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543134224591134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928240696236404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602164981286335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563591372150098,0.0,0.29708853975600397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35702354278689225,0.0,0.08987794370139386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950206334417295 adhd,710coug,2018/11/16,"What hobbies have you guys found to be most engaging? I keep trying to pick up hobbies, but quickly lose interest and have been unable to commit to any of them. 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I’m trying to avoid going back on Adderall because it got a little out of hand when I was younger, taking an extra pill here and there and you know where that leads if you’re not careful. And I wasn’t. Anyway - she raised my dose of Strattera to 80mg from 40mg. I think she raised it because I told her I thought it was really working at first, but it faded off. She wants me to take 80mg of Stattera + 30 mg of Vyvanse a day. I also take Wellbutrin. I guess I don’t really understand what the Stattera is supposed to be doing with my norepinephrine... combined with the other drugs and what the benefit would be? If someone could explain? Straterra makes me feel kind of blank. I do t want to socialize and I just feel very blah. I don’t think I laughed once the entire time I took it. I don’t understand how it’s supposed to help? Vyvanse worked great the first week but I seem to be getting used to it rather quickly. I’ve stopped taking Strattera for now and I feel a little more like myself again. Any thoughts or suggestions are appreciated! 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I've only just been diagnosed with adhd and have begun taking adderall (only 5mg twice a day since my doctor wants to make sure that I don't have any negative effects with the drug and to start small with the dosages) but yeah so I've vaped from time to time growing up (I'm 21 now) and have definitely felt my vaping habits increased a somewhat noticeable amount since I've started taking adderall. Now I've read about how and why these two drugs are so synergistic and satisfying to take together, but my question is if I should just quit vaping for my cardiovascular health. Nicotine can be hard on the heart over time, and in my understanding so can adderall, so is this gonna be a bad recipe later down the line? What are you're thoughts/experiences? 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Like I usually have small number of friends, so if a friend is here just for something fruitful for them, I wouldn't notice it at all, this way I'd be abused. And when I feel it I'd be hurt a lot. Our observation is not on point is it. What should I trust",1.6035585585585608,2.856450527027029,3.2524324324324314,93.71126126126127,77.51351351351352,6.554954954954956,21.792792792792795,7.1686216300943375,0.3703765765765765,265,7,64,3,6,88,54,74,0.182,0.616,0.20199999999999999,0.1777,0,0,1,0,2,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,2,12,12,5,0,3,5,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,6,7,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.5136389026871755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095979348078902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023935570649659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204090965390986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589563515385683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184277507901194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24677721590844556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049037122407948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388589224874539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686873188559698,0.2143764213730088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042891976158425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387252144406053,0.0,0.0,0.17205017752597332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012541293345225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goddamnrainbow,2018/11/16,"Forgetting about tea waiting on us is an AD(H)D inside joke, but.. Did anyone stop forgetting about the tea they made thanks to the medication they take? Or is every tea we'll ever make cursed forever?",8.314864864864862,8.185181162162166,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,61.7027027027027,11.724324324324325,32.013513513513516,11.20814326018867,3.5882,161,5,28,4,2,51,30,37,0.054000000000000006,0.812,0.134,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,2,1,9,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827652560132324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211854456123536,0.2991657965483712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359803198908454,0.23701515712357826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577004613531296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968583955779679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669720272433188,0.0,0.0,0.32690512993082393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271112127942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tyce0,2018/11/16,"Vyvanse is NOT working for me I started Vyvanse 2 weeks ago and the first two days, I was more aware and was able to concentrate. I was only taking 10 mg and then a couple days later bumped it up to 20mg, to which I experienced the same effects as the first time I took it. But after a few days of taking Vyvanse it has caused severe social anxiety and it has not improved my concentration at all. More specifically yesterday, I went to meet with my group to work on our marketing project. I was there for more than 2.5 hours and I couldn’t write a single paragraph due to having brain fog for the first time. At the same time my anxiety was through the roof and I couldn’t even talk without stuttering. I plan to switch to Adderall IR and feedback would be appreciated.",3.867280701754384,5.537495026315792,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,72.42105263157895,7.698245614035088,27.798245614035093,8.344100000000001,1.8753666666666668,612,23,121,10,12,198,93,152,0.06,0.903,0.037000000000000005,-0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,7,2,1,0,0,9,0,13,1,1,2,1,21,18,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,7,1,15,0,22,7,8,24,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,18,89,20,5,0.16684988428290104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790235527084272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552794095764064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625965142945727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714007920744291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461622342351125,0.0,0.3228131166478118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020277497012013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257672790071982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643135266688916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689685554088373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884928773082898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700824451250293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180972068670788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509006965128772,0.13410761682530914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29187452788975793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537636064171886,0.0,0.0,0.1629880927079859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383691294186922,0.0,0.0,0.15467151432770945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083733439671113,0.0,0.2429374058609659,0.0,0.0,0.11852537063752673,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Littlesquishy98,2018/11/16,Questions for a project Hi everyone. I'm working on a project for school on adhd advocacy. My questions to everyone is what do you feel are the main issues in society against people with ADHD? What do you feel could be a solution to help with the issue? Thanks everyone!,2.768235294117648,5.62123788235294,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,81.94117647058823,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.5020823529411773,216,12,37,6,6,72,35,51,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,10,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,27,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513155072195832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991554685928654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382542099996174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987985042519734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585531861760724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919569907440029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017301983661364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42068087119373454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900288037760272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286933032501772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669558750193522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHD_Goingtobeatrip,2018/11/16,"Forgot to take my Concerta 56mg today... sub 10 mg IR addies? Like the title says, forgot to take my Concerta and now I am at work. I have my 10mg adderall bumps, took one this morning... thoughts on when to take another? Is 10mg enough? Need to be productive, but, want to keep the usage safeish. 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I always suspected that I have ADHD, but didn't get it diagnosed. I recently found a job in an SEO agency (was working in-house doing content), but having read how fast-paced and intense such places are, I'm not sure if I can survive there, given how my work environment is slow paced, and I take some time to get certain tasks done. Can anyone share if they know people with such conditions working in agencies, and what they did to do well there?",10.765408163265308,7.890920948979595,10.340510204081637,64.56341836734697,58.89795918367346,13.4734693877551,41.8469387755102,11.698219412168324,4.9126244897959195,415,17,70,9,4,136,71,98,0.040999999999999995,0.8540000000000001,0.105,0.7199,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,7,4,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,2,2,18,19,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,0,8,4,7,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,49,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262418666556253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755604307457915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239960132849905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999021511404426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814741885036976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443751083967,0.0,0.0,0.1852993277537373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046195561581879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597657126365554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745809512579802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884779126233757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294102479479428,0.0,0.1852762225256608,0.0,0.0,0.3998347423486046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738192796326274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509587091911485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025447094341954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713513873430375,0.0,0.13333305255745442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340484584322372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594445080038445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873036586269821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hawaii_Ty,2018/11/16,"Good News and Bad News On Wednesday, 2 days ago, I drove my car to campus for an 8am class and then walked across campus to my second class of the day. I felt productive and decided to study. I studied for 5 hours and went home. The next day, Thursday I walked to class because there is no parking lot close to that class and then went and studied again till 9pm and then walked home. I WAS ACTUALLY STUDYING AHEAD OF TIME! Friday morning rolls around and I go to my parking garage to drive to class. MY CAR WASN’T THERE. It’s at this point I realize I had left my car on campus for 2 whole days and had absolutely no idea. Now I have some fines to pay. **TLDR: Studied proactively on campus days in a row, but forgot that I had left my car there.**",0.9556862745098016,3.23978208496732,2.2650980392156868,94.85294117647058,84.359477124183,5.168627450980392,19.457516339869283,6.522977012572876,0.009277124183006523,581,16,128,6,17,186,86,153,0.05,0.9359999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,21,13,14,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,11,0,1,4,0,1,12,3,1,0,1,10,1,16,2,23,3,3,41,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,2,18,78,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.16564245650003928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150464905960024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110522716826424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172641041802272,0.10347236691915927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473436077711411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297770928605632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646756237095117,0.14237046193150565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340527562245124,0.0,0.16716041670141416,0.0,0.0,0.19161661101217964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36884757602834384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430748943816246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805211804854899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604598446484482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897717835670944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147026944283049,0.0,0.18950945114356946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dymphna_Rose,2018/11/16,"Diagnosed after 40? Others here who are older? I'm struggling with not feeling skeptical about my psychiatrist's suggestion that I take a comprehensive diagnostic test as she suspects I have ADHD PI. It's very hard not to see everything as part of my depression, as that's been my ""thing"" for more than half my life (I'm 44). I've been taking bupropion and Dr said depending on outcome of test she might recommend some Vyvanse in addition. Also taking Duloxetine, which has helped with the pain that is either from depression, leftover from having Lyme a few years ago, or some combination. Many medications over the last 20 years ,with the most helpful being a combination of Celexa and Buproprion. My depression has always tended to be sluggish, oversleeping, overeating, can't 'wake up'. Some brief periods of anxiety but those are always triggered by events/circumstances. The things I told my Dr. that made her turn toward ADHD were: drinking a lot of coffee and especially to help me relax/sleep. Periods of obsession/focus on subjects I'm interested in. Recent issues at work with attention to detail, focus and organization skills. How much of a game changer would medication be? I'm really just thinking it over. 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That means I just added another bowl to a growing tower of dirty, probably molding bowls that looks like it could collapse at any moment. I'm absolutely terrible at getting my dishes washed on a regular basis. It's so bad now that it's actually become the subject of a running joke in my family. Does anyone else struggle with this and have some tips or strategies for keeping the mess under control?",5.302561576354679,7.433133574712645,6.211165845648607,72.66827586206897,69.57471264367815,8.189819376026273,34.267651888341554,8.841846274778883,3.412482430213465,379,19,58,7,7,125,69,87,0.20199999999999999,0.73,0.069,-0.9244,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,10,7,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2465469990677356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180860400818118,0.2649223779342502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665663655492175,0.2588666783694425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094966782986269,0.0,0.2790287301583798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833650611401669,0.2017180483831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210930670014571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105412543521376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381730793850416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199761480083705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456423637528214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343054840697175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121598249909504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752066175677102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723961661755245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641214697727923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WheelieNelson,2018/11/16,Need to get diagnosed/help but can never get myself to make an appointment I forget or put it off then years go by. I'm 27 now and really need to get it together and get my life going in a direction. The wasted days and inattentiveness are really holding me back from my goals. Any one have tips for making themselves make appointments? As soon as I get my health insurance for the next year confirmed I'm going to call.. hopefully ,6.258571428571429,6.517438190476192,7.116761904761906,73.96157142857145,65.90476190476191,11.481904761904767,29.895238095238096,11.20814326018867,3.444555238095239,344,11,64,10,5,115,61,84,0.078,0.88,0.042,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,1,14,19,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,12,19,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,9,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848413934664268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528145645813706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292655283455426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184920921104997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935608443884344,0.0,0.32213300811031603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083197810923872,0.0,0.0,0.1266409817210711,0.0,0.0,0.1876578029536156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345231040181835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783522174681774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801898742612414,0.14572042954944514,0.0,0.20093742555589905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802909957654654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899346095080912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420767032586549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433394146741627 adhd,MrHassanSan,2018/11/16,"One of my favorite musicians dedicated this song to us ADHDers Went to Kamasi Washington's show last night, and before one of his last songs, he said: ""I wrote this next one for a...certain group of people I'm a part of. My mom used to call me Space Cadet. How many Space Cadets do we have in the audience?"" I just about cried, and may in fact be crying right now. Here's the studio version of [The Space Travelers Lullaby](https://open.spotify.com/track/7G1BDlsQntzvbFRoAQ4r7G?si=MB1Y5t6TQLOxo_11915aug)",6.149913793103447,9.120584724137936,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,69.57471264367817,7.5683908045976995,24.66810344827586,8.472884824447931,1.6581275862068965,409,12,70,7,8,116,66,87,0.066,0.86,0.07400000000000001,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,9,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,3,8,0,12,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321021078744392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785229179927567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471909560757179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318487914449875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063726996338808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384010158792404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164829247006562,0.1910224661715416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138021652230032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204300993125045,0.0,0.14111932419497342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738347557493645,0.1936273049622751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448514582004487,0.17580606078737684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869741356054445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gde7,2018/11/16,"Question - Conversations Hi. I won’t go into detail about all my other symptoms, but do you guys ever find yourself falling between conversations when say out with a large group at a dinner table. What I mean by falling between is that you aren’t talking to that lot at one end, or that lot at the other end...you are in-between conversations and very aware of it and your surroundings. I find it very hard hearing or concentrating on people in restaurants because of the general buzz. It’s the same in a group of people hanging around - I never seem to be in the conversation. But I can’t work out its a me thing or an ADHD thing...",5.365548780487806,6.128849731707318,6.331453252032522,77.05376524390246,67.9430894308943,8.426422764227643,31.63516260162601,8.472884824447931,2.460008943089431,499,20,92,7,8,166,78,123,0.053,0.9470000000000001,0.0,-0.5913,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,0,7,2,0,0,3,24,11,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,12,7,1,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,21,9,4,20,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,7,4,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201632232758712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630812292140184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167317705078347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245104806780063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570918653139666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348714395551104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041131994276821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139056121798008,0.0,0.0,0.16410556916492494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064726100803898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114894594104046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955164057305474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129027228255994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241367898460887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540068858466135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521886593950248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568298032224927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667726610296922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040839428870124,0.0,0.14724415400177568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434115036748346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30230797043531105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333671928865159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mmarlaire,2018/11/16,"AD(H)D is like sitting in front of a TV but you have no remote, you have no control over the TV, it just changes channels and shows at random. Once in a while something you actually want to watch might be on but then it changes channels again and you're just forced to sit there and watch. It's the best analogy I've ever heard. I read this in the comments of Joe Rogans podcast where he was saying that adhd would be solved if people just went running for a bit.",6.359042553191488,5.581844053191492,6.052638297872343,85.15300000000002,65.91489361702128,8.371063829787236,31.56595744680851,6.742157984588678,1.6571897872340422,367,12,77,2,5,114,68,94,0.095,0.79,0.115,0.2617,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,7,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,11,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,2,11,4,2,16,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,3,5,52,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2290041147665359,0.0,0.282027793753832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627173682529355,0.0,0.2561989128246082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964995881645778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632024126334673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227249304772453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464793155045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894783576245985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499159417505975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626906631990905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473355251467265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661904071182706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806604674813506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841447408734991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754148506056634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670286870801246,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LaserrGirl,2018/11/16,"Diagnosis as an adult is pretty much pure luck in germany So i've known that i have adhs for about 2 years now, i show all the main symptoms and i tried medication etc. But i just cannot get an official diagnosis because every doctor over here seems to not know it fucking exists in adults. Basically every psychotherapist can diagnose it over here, no problem wether they have a speciality in adhs or not. This also mean that i get turned down A LOT. The stereotype that adhs means failing in every aspect of your life and not being able to sit still to an extreme amount is still very much alive over here. Plus there are tons of people who dont believe adhs is even a real thing and medication is the devil. Sorry for the small rant, but i just cant deal with this stupidity. If you life in a country where your condition is acknowledged, youre lucky.",6.220722891566265,6.573807939759039,6.59363855421687,77.35587951807231,65.98795180722891,9.531566265060242,29.853012048192767,9.3871,2.437688674698796,682,22,131,12,10,221,109,166,0.105,0.836,0.059000000000000004,-0.6832,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,1,14,8,2,0,11,0,13,8,0,0,2,27,21,11,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,20,20,8,16,1,1,0,1,9,11,1,6,4,95,20,2,0.15004332272041462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998959097035615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146501687859344,0.0,0.0,0.16904744371666905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468807734455578,0.0,0.15229081417408988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357569868430998,0.0,0.0,0.17584965676396824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733796699440406,0.09910219956455496,0.0,0.3792539121221836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871263408913184,0.15678288662329784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245988619525571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196007229129915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756146737690008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268823302996986,0.0,0.30230572456534155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205982128109726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402114775813333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264800075487955,0.0,0.143571196050083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707821499196006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659380577156888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679612155577429,0.0,0.0,0.2396495826867688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595246286869874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968211651190934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186956702478714,0.1632040490950692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380145505229473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662298046837556 adhd,momophet,2018/11/16,"Treatment with guanfacin or atomoxetine only Dear people of reddit, im a 22 year old student starting medication for my adhd soon. If previously took methylphenidate but my psychiatrist wont prescribe it to me because of my canabis consum which she believes is an addiction. Now she wants to prescribe me guanfacin or atomoxetine. Since im already taking asthma medications which have increased heart rate and blood pressure as a side effect so i dont feel like taking this stuff. Has anyone ever tried guanfacin only as medication? And what kind of effects can i expect? Does it help you find the energy to do necessary task lime studying cleaning planning and stuff? I'd be really happy if someone can tell me a bit about their experience with it. 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I'm asking this question because my symptoms do not match up with the short-term list of ADHD effects, but are more an inability to stay focused long-term. I've always been intelligent but have always had horrible discipline capabilities when it comes to focusing on projects for long periods of time (weeks/months). I'll often get bursts of obsessive interests in projects and study them intensely for weeks at a time, but eventually get distracted by something else and seemingly loose all interest in the other thing. This started manifesting at the end of high school and made me quickly drop out of college because despite being incredibly motivated the first few weeks/months, I end up getting distracted/obsessed with something else in life and greatly lacking the mental energy/discipline to force myself to stick to my responsibilities. I've tried Adderall a few times in the past, and it enabled me to actually maintain focus on my responsibilities that I wasn't interested in, but have never been a drug user nor enjoyed getting high, so I never really thought to seek it out. I'm almost 26 years old and despite being highly intelligent and versed in a number of advanced subjects, I have very few ""accomplishments"" to show for it due to my inability to stick to any substantial project (like college) for long periods of time. I want to go back to school or do something substantial career wise, but I am starting to seriously believe I cannot do this on my own and I am starting to worry. Even though I am intelligent, I feel deeply envious when I see friends able to easily be disciplined with college for multiple years at a time. Other than that, I am ""healthy"", and not at all depressed in life, I just cannot seem to reliably maintain my adult responsibilities on my own. Should I approach a psychiatrist with this information, or someone else? Would they prescribe me ADHD meditation (since it has helped me before) or something else?",14.214869775893398,9.39434654593176,13.121889763779528,53.18533010296792,54.66929133858268,16.342499495255403,51.3549364021805,13.639024540459545,6.75918316172017,1698,84,275,44,13,558,192,381,0.122,0.767,0.111,-0.6558,0,0,5,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,2,6,10,14,1,3,17,0,26,4,0,3,4,50,45,23,0,6,13,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,15,16,0,2,8,1,0,4,9,6,0,1,6,2,29,8,61,33,11,62,0,1,1,0,9,25,0,9,31,193,44,13,0.08767961851324194,0.0,0.08556265973189782,0.0,0.3161215881622651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877984726463582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459129329416221,0.0,0.0,0.05962514725123722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196860743140585,0.0,0.0,0.0674202144968252,0.0,0.10689736326575194,0.0,0.07460889744572062,0.09878490496598168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552822766515901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755183269472517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168052103880897,0.0,0.29298028185960884,0.0,0.15531623462635805,0.0,0.0,0.05791156110181975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433344959805994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458023871620971,0.0,0.0,0.06774105576463305,0.0,0.1832359273214798,0.0,0.04983034777867695,0.0,0.0,0.09666708894709418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058769800082389814,0.27791499271302283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238614151005582,0.04283583273696937,0.0,0.0,0.2327811098025928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296457504171419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836043299498557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399700699698305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524785414887466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200501033026673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370011702652097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982212391581938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616980878452884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747290985365471,0.0698693040365768,0.15964046335656792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252948649033104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429065623515338,0.2700002158803345,0.0,0.0,0.18618025580457745,0.18690961438131687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113269556158393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058250442538137576,0.0,0.0861447800155216,0.06960782319108681,0.30676014393531353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952870552917455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234486782591477,0.0517157106996932,0.0,0.14066260243652634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904290867016201,0.0,0.062285085340655286,0.0,0.0,0.11292559926663005 adhd,letsweek,2018/11/16,"I fucking did it boys so im gonna give ya'll a little backstory; last year i got diagnosed with ADD, broke down with stress and just started going to school again a month ago (didn't go to school for 6-7 months) &#x200B; im in my last year of middle and we had a couple of trail exams and i only got B's and A's. then a week later we had a verbal exam and i got a fucking A, im so fucking happy. i thought i would fail so goddamn hard, i was always a little behind most people in my class, but i fucking did it. im so happy (im from Denmark btw)",0.1975733137829927,1.53756044354839,3.175718475073314,92.37221407624635,81.66129032258064,5.154252199413492,20.14369501466276,5.565023196281405,-0.1382645161290319,421,11,99,2,11,151,72,124,0.09,0.833,0.077,0.3935,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,1,6,9,4,1,9,0,7,5,0,0,0,15,20,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,10,1,12,2,12,8,1,20,0,2,0,4,4,6,4,1,12,56,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692719774359557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098328574836267,0.11847459290165675,0.13286539324087898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098747962247065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109822466935725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043484791773991,0.0,0.10489309539180396,0.12428586498776065,0.0,0.2623580747785021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327982571314429,0.09795108941560628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905534841815021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826053169608808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191835944010131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455528602633866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831613302406718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580562717751782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213247056896418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739451682165517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525362087253528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680722592629908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770946819848455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767511218045696,0.0,0.13286539324087898,0.14082839484134732 adhd,hell094,2018/11/16,"Concerta allergy after 2 weeks? Hi! I recently switched to concerta, and it’s been working well for me. The last couple of days however, I’ve experiences extreme nausea, skin itching (no rash) and fatigue. When checking webmd the «most likely» cause is «drug allergy», but it seems strange to me that this should happen after being on it for a few weeks already? Has this happened to anyone else?",3.7049647887323935,6.703636450704228,4.823362676056341,76.28884683098593,78.85915492957747,7.493661971830987,31.41021126760563,8.472884824447931,3.2287591549295787,312,16,48,7,8,102,57,71,0.066,0.912,0.022000000000000002,-0.4556,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,4,3,1,0,6,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,9,5,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603943990499277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649929456072093,0.2417750989527624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424021287285057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610919413735481,0.0,0.15217857846486002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27364569870074384,0.0,0.19711935264477434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308200709867514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173279897692974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234382117903198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329880029304256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148146257012445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785554571471644,0.0,0.21216181342848875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178609158033328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dex-04,2018/11/16,"I do really well in academic environments, but fall apart whenever I'm in an office/professional environment. So I just wanted to post this here and see If I can get any advice or if people have had similar experiences. I did well in undergrad (poli sci major so, not as hard as say the hard sciences or engineering but still), and even better in grad school for my masters. Throughout that whole time, I felt really good about myself. Despite not being medicated I never had trouble with deadlines, and was able to work on multiple assignments without feeling overwhelmed. Not only that but I was always very proud of my work, and was ambitious in that I wanted to always be seen as one of the top performers in the classes I was in. However whenever I'm in a more professional/office environment everything changes. Throughout the two internships I took part in, and an office job I had for about 5 months before I left (would've been fired) I've really struggled. The office job I had was the worse experience I had by far though. It was a job that only was looking for someone with an associates degree so I was overeducated and it should have been easy, but I did horribly. I had a lot of trouble staying organized and keeping track of the files I was supposed to be working with and was not able to locate them when they were asked for, and I struggled to get things done on time, and made a lot of mistakes with the work I was doing as well. Safe to say I ended my time at that job in a not so great place self-esteem wise. &#x200B; So my question is how can I do so well in college/grad school, and then screw up so royally on what should be an easy office job? Also has anyone else faced this issue. I think one reason for the difference is that in college and grad school I usually had much longer deadlines, which I work better under. You give me a week or more to do something, and I'll do it and do it well. But then I struggle to get things done no matter how simple or small if I'm only given a few hours which was usual for my old office job. I also know I was much more invested in the work I was doing in school than I was with the office job. 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When do you listen to it, what about it makes it so important to you? Are there any songs or artists that you guys/gals truly feel that they understand the whole thing? 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Tips to stay motivated? 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And hopefully I'm in the right place. There is a job I'd love to be in. It is so easily attainable to physically fit people. I'm not out of shape, but I am not super strong (think using your own body weight type exercises). I've passed the written test for it last year and I had myself so geared up for the physical test, of which I did try once and did not pass. I am so stuck on not being disciplined or maybe it's motivation (depends on who I talk to) to working out and passing this test. I keep being told ""if you ***really*** want this job, ***you'll just do*** ***what it takes*** to get it. It's easy. Just do the things"". These statements devastate me. I want the job so bad. I do. But I can't get the physical being of my brain to do these 4 physical activities (and get them to test standards) it takes to pass. I've made different plans with a therapist that I do well on for a month or two and just fall back into the hole. This is two years almost of this misery. I want to sh\*t or get off the pot, but I just can't let this one get by me. I know I'd be so happy. I've talked about meds to the therapist but it may not look good for the job I want to go for. No one seems to understand how frozen I get or how stupid I feel not being able to ""just do what it takes"". Please tell me I'm not alone. Please tell me you struggled for so long too and how you got out of it and made your goals attainable. I know I have what it takes deep down, to get strong and pass, but it's not enough. My brain is in the way!! If anything, thanks for reading. It feels good to write this out. TLDR; Can't attain dream/goal job, brain is extremely in the way. 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I've had ADHD all my life, I took Adderall around middle school but stopped about a year later. Apparently I ""didn't like it"" and stopped taking it. Fast forward several years, through sheer luck (I can assure you) I am self employed as an artist and have made a temporary comfortable-ish lifestyle for myself. Sound good? Well I haven't been able to produce content. I saw a post earlier titled 'Underachieving Overachiever' which is pretty applicable to my case. I've had loved ones tell me that I'm a perfectionist with the unfinished ideas I come up with (that honestly can not compete with the market in my opinion, of course), and even though I spend pretty much all my time on the computer looking up ways to motivate myself to sit down and focus ALL day on skills related to my work / ideas for my work in general, I do just that, end up spending all day on the computer. The computer is a large part of what I do for work and I also need to access YouTube and other sites that are extreme time-burners for me. I've tried blocking apps, internet, all that and they get in the way when I need to refer to the internet for my work. But then again, once I take a break, I can't get back to work. I've made so many draft schedules, even spent days referencing professionals' daily schedules to put myself through rigorous catch-up type bootcamps / put some structure in my life. But I Just. Don't. Follow. Them. I feel like there's no way out, I can't get the work ethic I wish I had. Maybe I'll get back on the medication soon, but I feel like I'd be putting all my hopes (eggs) in one basket which could result in an even deeper depression if it lets me down.. I don't want to lose everything I've had, it's a shame that can't even motivate me enough.",5.256392005610096,5.58896395430108,5.943632538569427,81.25718793828892,68.05913978494624,9.372791023842918,30.15240766713417,9.318704503766252,2.4272083683964474,1469,52,298,27,23,480,195,372,0.08900000000000001,0.77,0.141,0.9752,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,2,12,19,13,0,1,20,0,27,5,0,6,7,54,52,22,0,7,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,15,14,1,3,7,1,3,7,10,3,1,2,11,5,42,10,44,38,10,52,0,2,2,1,7,20,0,5,24,194,57,17,0.08940970685795081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745309270397628,0.08737013075252917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300182054293178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959359506221772,0.08358600648894937,0.0,0.0,0.13750109128385218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701854558163437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713863755920117,0.0,0.0,0.1729855927286382,0.0,0.07700844950342617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919046206916441,0.09238412790544212,0.0,0.2362170725465927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035567935274708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904164684969662,0.12774862488844846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335644079185862,0.0,0.0,0.0749926200976394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880401299352145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018653521114072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142748295522883,0.12630544022587578,0.1310431995361689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508163535059267,0.10002659185675752,0.0,0.0,0.08069575122731952,0.1692032529305277,0.0,0.09064740934556244,0.08982406802021338,0.0,0.0,0.09007087328115428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572642215331767,0.13259232945777716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521841978655557,0.12117266261669656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682199961483266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562978404417215,0.2728854457331159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964435155694083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048739669668122,0.0,0.0,0.09327382378535268,0.10100751928824084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950103686980315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444994476373745,0.0,0.07814802468620186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784458303005976,0.0,0.1042710381653745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933747412894324,0.06070332194925029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273616163044585,0.21290779087364728,0.0,0.0,0.08039006413942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028167503830594,0.0,0.0,0.39054798874234464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515383960826607 adhd,AffectionateLettuce8,2018/11/16,"There's nothing like knowing exactly how you could live a happier low stress life, but just not being able to function that way. The symptoms of low-stress nearly overlap with depression for me. The minimum pressure to keep me functioning is just unhealthy, it's like I have to overload my plate to hit the minimums required in life.",9.584207650273221,8.769653868852462,8.589180327868853,69.69830601092899,59.491803278688536,12.06775956284153,44.92349726775957,11.20814326018867,5.258667759562842,270,15,44,6,3,84,49,61,0.322,0.648,0.03,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,1,1,11,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,9,4,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,30,7,1,0.2575033766130367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559549298505309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178728095341446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888083269913745,0.0,0.0,0.14151712149144546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637645003627127,0.25160628563033705,0.0,0.2273801992298677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470814347646809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899384957942799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676446045828955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043941945598388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Albus_Percival,2018/11/16,"Applying for jobs, have successfully started applications... I always stop before I actually finish them 🙈",8.180625,12.472475812500004,10.392500000000002,34.80250000000001,72.125,13.2,39.25,11.20814326018867,7.718225000000002,87,5,8,4,2,31,15,16,0.134,0.6709999999999999,0.195,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.45731557062636896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899379495626449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39876986779168666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650432604439791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316989373223526,0.0,0.0,0.39179591344195397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lvstarrr,2018/11/16,I LOST MY LIFE FOR 5 HOURS Okay so this weekend my parents went out of town and I was trying to be productive so I decided to clean. By the way I wasn’t on my Vyvanse this weekend so I was just trying to focus on cleaning on my own. While I was listening to music my phone died and I decided I would get my charger after I was done cleaning most of the stuff. When I was done cleaning I couldn’t find my phone... I searched for my phone for 5 hours.... turned the house UPSIDE DOWN in order to find it and it was in between the sheets! My parents were freaking out... all because my attention span and memory is shit lmao ,0.7392358803986703,2.9122689534883754,2.6392303433001096,92.55226744186048,84.27131782945736,5.546179401993357,23.16777408637873,6.868970318607317,0.7391169435215947,481,18,104,6,14,160,69,129,0.10400000000000001,0.828,0.068,-0.6769,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,4,1,14,2,1,0,1,16,19,9,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,5,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,12,1,22,1,21,4,3,20,0,1,0,0,6,10,1,1,7,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424649568020015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945072681623186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835814001110291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34258798292411363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791664611571303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691322116850584,0.21625184410083706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323768163490619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458570324440686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162045433959628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923788904950336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145454325097184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448507956849303,0.20385379379178584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876137022212654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373566049591052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313429846949024,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuperN0VA3ngineer,2018/11/16,"ADHD and Online Classes: How to Make it Work? To make a long story short I'm considering going back to school at 27 to earn an MBA. The thing is, I'd have to do an online program since there aren't any great MBA programs near me that I could attend night classes. At least not without driving for an hour for each day I had classes and an hour to get back home. I've always been wary of taking an online class because I don't know if I'd know how to be disciplined about watching lectures or doing homework around other life activities. It was bad enough when homework wasn't made mandatory even though I knew it was the only way I was going to learn anything. But I also really want to learn how to manage my time effectively and how to motivate myself to do something even if I'd rather be playing a video game or scrolling through reddit. Have any of you guys ever done online classes before? Did you have any tricks or life hacks to getting stuff done?",6.06715849595431,5.9838359633507885,6.317943836268443,80.69258448357925,66.32984293193718,8.41142313184198,30.452641599238447,7.686295010490155,1.9183047120418848,763,25,147,7,11,245,118,191,0.054000000000000006,0.898,0.048,-0.2876,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,4,16,4,1,0,9,0,21,2,0,9,1,32,34,16,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,7,5,0,1,7,3,0,4,5,2,0,0,11,1,11,2,24,20,3,20,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,5,10,99,18,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382993959107934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566906638450035,0.12035259818658775,0.0,0.0,0.2950817824413956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190269213386315,0.12876083389817733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224394458094088,0.12076889153873442,0.08817159074909434,0.0,0.1230785301124977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154837803595978,0.0,0.0,0.09328124603786143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960351827702993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945244449332906,0.0,0.19106755523676214,0.13083573839371782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113752763157706,0.0,0.16440521625603782,0.0,0.0,0.1594668146184332,0.0,0.14321697252498894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508635373404374,0.0,0.2848837866511794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589814245259622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432792106761025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800241353386715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686246945240016,0.19309749875897664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573544104573051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000572336768807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266049678497697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638404819925735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964823087673472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135143005157316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557892616055764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875175943372163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960928132092066,0.0,0.14210869298649587,0.0,0.0843411195028147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531279612156357,0.11480900640677642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942841404088688,0.0,0.10530010751998127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Apprehensive_North5,2018/11/16,"Grandfather had ADHD. Being one generation removed, what are the odds I could have it? Title. Everybody associates with the stuff in this subreddit to a degree, but I've hit a brick wall getting into the working career world out of college. I didn't think anything of my grandfather having ADHD until I read about how genetically inheritable it is. On top of that, while my father doesn't believe psychiatric issues exist beyond ""not bootstrapping hard enough"", he's generally thought to have some form of OCD or OCPD. My brother was also diagnosed OCPD. ... I think it's looking pretty likely I have the genes?",5.7989500509684015,8.188567284403675,6.779204892966362,68.03029561671764,68.81651376146789,9.248114169215086,31.37716615698267,9.725611199111238,3.5890603465851183,490,21,73,12,9,163,84,109,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.8076,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,0,13,18,6,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,8,1,14,11,3,11,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,3,57,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5268347648106653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528190347387873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037030978981464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694606817495995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750011258368909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246782886872268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264763585324937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451494490988927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634641437546305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287718522089736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708255957767622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405992189774306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852520668487731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298961032717934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924398706636206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509140106319077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808893758016034,0.0,0.17400814686389732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159569052115905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BCrumpalump,2018/11/16,"Life is Hard Hello friends. So I'm a high school teacher and this is my first year. I am unmediated (I tried adderal xr and didn't like it and keep procrastinating getting another doc apmt.) School is not going well. I had a meeting with my principal today in which I spent 20 minutes just apologizing. I hate this shit. I can never focus on planning when I should be so I end up planning 1 day at a time and not planning as fully as I should be. Right now I'm trying to get some work done I should've done a long time ago but I can't focus on anything right now. If I don't dig myself out of this hole I could lose my job, but my list of shit to do is so long I can't even start. I wish I could just make an actual living doing a job I'd actually love and be good at. All the things I actually wanna do are either too financially impossible or don't pay enough. So yeah. Rant over. Thanks for indulging me. Bye. 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After a mental breakdown earlier this year I've made it a point to prioritize my mental health especially after i was hospitalized twice in a row. One thing I've noticed is that regardless of who I'm seeing, they describe me as an ""overachiever"" (something I'm definitely not used to hearing, furthermore believing). I'm graduating in December, b-avg student, bio major. I have no idea what I'm doing after college but I'm in the process of applying to Grad school for (fingers crossed) fully-funded toxicology Ph.D. program By no means did i ever think i'd be in the position I'm in. I've always dreamt big but only until diagnosis and medication last year, did i start applying myself and following through. Obviously with RSD, it's hard to recognize all the good especially in contrast with the bad. I'm even harder on myself because i expect to see more results especially since I'm ""aware"" of the problem now. The ""overachiever"" label only makes it worse and it feels dismissive. Like i can see I've made progress it just still seems to take a lot more effort for me compared to other students/daughters/girlfriends etc. (I know comparison is the thief of joy). Thanks for letting me vent!",6.058791666666673,7.97399129583334,7.064166666666665,68.16416666666669,67.29166666666666,10.166666666666668,35.0,10.380263240014207,4.199999999999998,1061,52,169,29,18,355,150,240,0.098,0.8320000000000001,0.069,-0.7809,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,13,0,10,4,1,5,3,27,36,7,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,6,8,15,4,33,28,7,26,0,0,4,0,3,11,0,2,14,103,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172466469225439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765219695146535,0.08589613788919566,0.0,0.0,0.15875493200396976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571495373594911,0.0930683280824045,0.12745924770578046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124725967864359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818684730553615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622578643898655,0.0,0.0,0.14977849095376564,0.15881342551705316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906784904438984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743928768259786,0.2297174634668797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408785762506346,0.0995274052193303,0.06884047431976402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979484359247668,0.0,0.2666608926540195,0.09405710636807477,0.0,0.0,0.15348999363458216,0.0,0.1419498683109908,0.2840040092520396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042455923481447,0.0,0.0,0.09548282854792238,0.21433358982669154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320349530972156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482981443281092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260630076055678,0.3368560191046759,0.1282772449595498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656045728869747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084777728133174,0.0,0.0,0.09973532515221112,0.0,0.11252921773837564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594519214917918,0.0,0.0,0.12972904750619435,0.0,0.0,0.09361293658710036,0.09028808210144787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169916958361217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359717132907898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722201712790285 adhd,jellyegg,2018/11/16,"I saw a new doctor today I chose to see someone who specializes in ADHD because I wasn’t able to find a right fit for meds with my gp. After the appointment was over she gave me a book about ADHD to read. I’ve been reading it for the last hour and I’m almost crying. It’s helping me to finally understand all the emotional regulation, social problems, and just general social stuff that have made interactions with other people so difficult for me. I always blame myself for being too stupid to realize how what I’m saying might affect people, too dramatic for getting upset, and not worth it when I’m rejected. But I guess I’m not all that’s to blame.",6.843355481727572,6.3865701240310075,7.9707862679955745,70.73930232558142,64.81395348837209,11.092358803986714,32.38205980066445,10.608840637214634,3.4585827242524925,522,18,93,12,7,179,87,129,0.18600000000000005,0.768,0.046,-0.9551,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,6,0,6,1,0,3,2,22,17,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,5,0,0,6,3,11,1,17,9,2,11,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,3,7,63,20,4,0.15979977820505425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840965591984961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001639484222482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296621675993442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741246158588394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553255273874466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356184428925558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975324201855802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750528460721868,0.14605410226234353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834887886195231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603747167916206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107110422896091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737059231793554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025814742940164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512064139346163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775015293045435,0.0,0.0,0.16952231172601215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433562156588712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157009107774506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290680631078887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31968604458900146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646813745596226,0.0,0.12707919752211108,0.0,0.0,0.12733973388239886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32579149963891635,0.1353978335032618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829325142828152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147150484076372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635720475332555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SnowedInByEdward,2018/11/16,"How does Adderall IR strength compare to XR? I usually take 10-20mg IR, my doctor just prescribed me 20mg xr and I was just wondering how that compared? would it be the equivalent of 2 10mg tablets spread out? or 1 20mg but just throughout the day?",0.03736263736263723,2.378808230769234,1.8302197802197813,95.17192307692308,91.69230769230772,5.279120879120879,26.659340659340657,6.868970318607317,1.273595604395604,196,10,43,3,7,64,39,52,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,11,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704025443011209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291534341191608,0.3669169659096773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152482808405669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617804690062323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546940164212901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978462782191089,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jack_ofall,2018/11/16,"Two weeks of finally being medicated at 24, got a new job after months of unemployment Rewrote my whole resume, was able to sit and write out crap for hours for each application, slayed the interview, had minimum anxiety through the whole process. 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Like obviously I have to go to work and do certain things, but there are a lot of things I say I want to do or know they would be good for me but can’t make myself do. Even if I work at like 2pm, I’ll just lay in bed all morning. It’s especially hard for me to wake up to do something before work. It’s been like this for me all throughout college and now as a post grad. Help!",1.5086565656565654,2.7855225727272765,3.7657575757575774,89.83308080808081,77.81818181818181,6.707070707070707,24.040404040404038,7.3871296695380915,0.8460101010101004,393,13,92,5,9,136,70,110,0.051,0.752,0.19699999999999998,0.9333,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,5,8,0,2,2,1,16,1,1,2,4,17,21,8,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,12,6,15,18,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,65,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264685424457458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879067306914658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101562563597205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127331756504192,0.16637586664249301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769256977576464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329572537814622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901406454359354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907276190917021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863950072612344,0.0,0.0,0.26481512863133216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997508704469326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707519016486538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774469615980305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270805402402618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147401490100251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26356458114773645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699850709630293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332276963245849,0.0,0.0,0.14091002329135008,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sld92,2018/11/16,"How to study when bored by the subject? Hi, I'm currently transitioning from a sociology/comparative lit background (with an average grade of A) to STEM and the uni requires that I take 101 classes in different STEM discipline before I can be accepted to my integrated program in mathematics and computer science. I don't have any problem with Biology, CS, Physics or Mathematics and I get the work done rather quickly. Everything is logical and I actually like algebra and problem solving. The only class that I find difficult (not its content) to work through is chemistry. It's an online class with written content and exercises (while the other classes are on campus). I just hate going through the explanation and doing the exercises as I cannot concentrate. I get sleepy and can't work on it for more than fifteen minutes. The only thing that I can do so the content enters my brain is to copy over what is written. But it takes so much time. Do you guys have any advice? My first exam was good (96%) but the second one, which was less math-intensive and had fucking Lewis diagrams and such, was an utter failure (56%) because I procrastinated before I completed my units and such. Now I can't find the motivation to keep working on that content. It's so fucking boring. What can I do to stay concentrated? What can I do do my assignments? I feel so tired and confused when I read it, even though its pretty simple compared to physics or mathematics? It just drains me.",5.392697829131656,7.3149755772058835,6.510693277310923,71.45377450980394,68.96323529411765,9.592717086834735,35.37885154061625,9.957137785484203,3.9531748599439758,1175,61,198,30,21,393,155,272,0.096,0.851,0.054000000000000006,-0.9368,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,7,16,12,3,1,16,0,27,6,1,2,0,36,40,26,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,18,15,0,3,6,3,0,2,5,9,0,3,7,2,24,3,25,32,3,17,0,0,1,2,3,6,2,3,9,150,42,19,0.0,0.0,0.13863070667628696,0.0,0.0,0.13882002780975308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932122335845331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659885666129145,0.0,0.24176630809860056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858667313600353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489478938345408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842314829039194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453773723578175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382972274854702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127674956490746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183013555719768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596817298464231,0.12083672047726092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626655726208319,0.14844165768488593,0.0,0.08073634396276039,0.11915373729916492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066238308491702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025548579512442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262700373585692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940366021814377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443092705220668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626397631174832,0.21608705908343728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452675774991675,0.0,0.2718657220374092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142099098520214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514177563405877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362386562047697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437878671106784,0.0,0.13957387214755945,0.0,0.08283671028757214,0.16327782482888642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136873947750615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissManicMystic,2018/11/16,"Relatively new boyfriend, I can tell I annoy him sometimes and it sucks. I really like him, but sometimes I can’t shut up! I just get so excited sometimes and talk incessantly, it’s hard to stop. How do I deal with this? Or how do WE deal with it? He told me one time in a very genuine and compassionate way that I was giving him anxiety because I was throwing so much information at him. Once he said that I totally understood what he meant and I was working on it, but then it’ll happen again. Recently, I thought I was being funny but I was actually just really annoying him for like half an hour, to the point where he had to tell me to stop. I got upset because I was embarrassed. I really really like him and our relationship is great!! Except when stuff like this happens (it’s only been a few times), but I drag it out for so long after that it makes it worse. I told him to tell me in the moment next time and not let his anxiety boil to that point, but I don’t know if he will. I know that I annoy people, I’m medicated and that helps, but this is how I’ve always been and I hate it. Any advice?",2.2228223396920264,3.7488640655021856,4.4144564467938405,84.8801815674558,76.46724890829694,8.139829924155368,23.40634336934039,8.841846274778883,1.5479729257641923,857,26,187,19,19,297,121,229,0.16699999999999998,0.684,0.149,0.4959,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,1,11,14,5,2,5,0,20,2,0,4,1,37,37,24,0,1,12,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,21,12,1,2,6,0,0,1,3,7,0,2,16,2,35,7,18,17,3,27,0,0,0,0,29,10,1,2,19,132,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.11055545646595766,0.0,0.0,0.11070643661192113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942670024295299,0.0,0.0,0.07704161361820093,0.0,0.1733342694207954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381220128953835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335956340784024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918975534849213,0.1086788369622938,0.0,0.0,0.09060898409023407,0.12490348216462907,0.0,0.0,0.200365320820384,0.0,0.10148628407918564,0.11185118813642286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593642010288602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111568595165456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452329702765935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584749569666335,0.0,0.22139260542736847,0.0,0.0,0.10025877305013127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562247371023989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412853955459867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328175687929823,0.0,0.0,0.10941693888592566,0.12048602714571632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065098064514986,0.07676876283422923,0.08616274138001685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854156049144125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419280713893107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903078922154683,0.0,0.11186097529730013,0.1216318971638907,0.0,0.0,0.10776547274615536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361424274074805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894323256596962,0.0,0.0,0.1296908356764971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105883559019068,0.2970633991303513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994022264625066,0.1981822902922704,0.0,0.0,0.21650838577517645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347675622198637,0.0,0.08992494594176198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247703531939235,0.0,0.11545298099223635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sailorcybertron,2018/11/16,I was late to my diagnosis appointment because I slept through my alarm. Luckily the psychiatrist I was speaking with was very gracious about it and we continued with our appointment. I just thought it was kind of funny in hindsight after the appointment was over. This is why I try not to schedule appointments in the morning.,5.9710344827586175,8.614781620689659,6.023655172413792,72.53686206896553,69.0,10.157241379310344,39.18620689655173,10.355215969177356,4.943485517241379,266,16,42,8,5,84,41,58,0.039,0.8009999999999999,0.16,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,1,9,1,11,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644223772477746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517050657262081,0.0,0.0,0.4893118448029812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443652026752445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945015919873514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35790596414707304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914102692504737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rondeline,2018/11/16,"Executive function? Please. I just crave novelty. I want to see, what I want, when I want, and the world just gets in the way of that. At least that's how it feels. I enjoy a lot different things, to many to master any.",-0.30533333333333346,1.944342355555559,1.7572222222222216,95.8225,92.11111111111113,5.666666666666668,16.38888888888889,7.1686216300943375,-0.012111111111110963,166,4,39,3,6,55,34,45,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639460231368332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324630904843005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089719920594142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625227546707588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270531875896427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226163224781303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493004606437712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535732146240552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140545438862274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630678245409647,0.2525813258738631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TibbyJuggernaut,2018/11/16,"Depending on ADHD mediation to work. Hello! I’m wondering if anyone else seems to feel the same way I have been lately. I was diagnosed with ADHD a year ago & I’ve been on Vyvance for a year now & it’s been working wonders up until recently. I feel as though this medication isn’t working anymore. After getting to work, I don’t have the need or motivation to start focusing my attention to my work for 2 hours after I get there. I’m not sure what it is but I just don’t feel like doing anything & then my medication kicks in & I kick ass. Does any one else feel like they need to take their medication in order to be able to feel the motivation work? Instead of being distracted by literally anything else. 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What should I do??. I've taken modaflnfil since Adderall is not available here it seems to calm my mind but not help me focus it or something.",0.4343939393939422,2.8821730454545467,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,91.27272727272728,3.8424242424242414,18.696969696969692,5.46131890053228,-0.3735257575757576,340,10,71,2,12,108,63,88,0.071,0.762,0.16699999999999998,0.8787,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,1,18,20,7,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,1,9,3,7,16,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555840911627586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894770414877874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738512256755887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913484025790194,0.0,0.4181899199558325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495444170333026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379836230543105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350229385273176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303466805973284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695444239865304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982265685691014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063095544062056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845560658971226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568644339335126,0.20787152867969555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720188023884853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901938352382434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729902501611287,0.0,0.0,0.2892439436990694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257347522918206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357441554352997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858915666911206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,state_farm03,2018/11/16,"ADHD and Good Grades Is it common to have ADHD while maintaining good grades? I have been getting A’s the last few years (currently in High School) but they have been some of the worst years of my life. Along with my anxiety, I fell like I am required to get A’s or my world will come crashing down. I never get good sleep because I push homework off until midnight and I don’t trust myself to wake up early and finish it. In addition, I never get much sleep because I push homework off until later in the night resulting in constant headaches. Does anyone else with ADHD and anxiety experience this?",3.7784482758620714,5.877609603448278,4.497793103448277,83.47651724137933,73.65517241379311,7.053793103448276,26.255172413793105,7.908726449838941,1.680468275862069,478,17,87,7,10,153,73,116,0.08,0.7909999999999999,0.129,0.7236,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,5,0,9,4,3,1,2,16,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,13,5,18,11,4,29,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,16,61,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292823583692388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460622676105166,0.0,0.0,0.10264735818468528,0.1504159774286588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897824967179554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645690759197567,0.0,0.15864078872070042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846740254557906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263421761213368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360050616464834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067919034397159,0.0,0.0,0.3693916091825821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155104352541945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966320762693546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369058038156502,0.07172003248982707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107916347028179,0.0,0.2264454750605359,0.0,0.0,0.1377637141986325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857144179880838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938159985641975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907132488978212 adhd,themadscientist420,2018/11/16,When you find a month old to-do list under a bunch of things on your desk and realise you still have not done everything on that list... Surely I'm not alone in this!,4.679714285714288,4.179945114285714,4.720714285714287,92.38678571428574,69.28571428571429,8.142857142857144,23.214285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.4487142857142854,129,2,31,1,2,40,30,35,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.6036,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789772266837607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744577331310411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288604960299943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344393639695953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920695851964489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38396587511813096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29221991475840065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34487023026811475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430974363775125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mechavon,2018/11/16,"New YouTube feature: a screen time reminder! All of us struggle with screen time. Surprisingly YT added a new feature that reminds you to have a break. I think this will be very useful for us. What you have to do is tap on your nickname(upper right corner), go to settings > general > screen time (it should be on the top) As a personal recommendation, dont put the notification time too short, you will get used to it and it will lose its effect. As soon as you get the notification, block the phone, and go to do something else (Even if it is just drink water). **Don't ignore it.**",1.839516678012256,4.418821787610618,3.046017699115044,88.70611300204223,83.3362831858407,5.954799183117768,21.966643975493533,7.321109707123232,0.7785308373042894,454,15,94,7,13,146,72,113,0.071,0.8640000000000001,0.065,-0.1751,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,2,5,0,3,4,4,0,1,8,0,14,2,0,3,1,14,21,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,2,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,1,13,15,1,18,0,1,3,0,9,6,0,1,7,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282681428799485,0.17789298538023646,0.0,0.0,0.15169848446130602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994112363021132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189750738835388,0.0,0.2064081088385964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315723484099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507692314737673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856087544637046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255212550961292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508028286149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979993224560708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984147595126896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635810206105772,0.0,0.0,0.42355568443265135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368704432331391,0.3136778202741076,0.0,0.14983406716775038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LW9487,2018/11/16,Best Generic XR I'm currently on 30MG XR M. Amphet Salts and they don't work for crap! Does anyone have any suggestions for the best generic Adderall? 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So I've been reading alot online that Adderall can cause permanent skin damage or premature aging. While I haven't noticed it having any effect on my face, I can't still help but worry. I drink insane amounts of water, I work out every other day of the week, and I eat alot of sardines, tuna, apples and bananas. I also haven't been taking it very long. Only about maybe 5-6 months (probably not even). My doctor said she'd never heard anything about premature aging after I asked her about it, she almost looked at me like the thought was rediculous. When I read the 2018 FDA pharmaceutical handbook, it didn't mention amphetamines having anything to do with skin. So is it actually a thing? If so, what contributes to it? Is it Adderall alone? Is it preventable? Does it mean the dose is too high? Please help! 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I.... well... I've been adding things to my list and then not watching them since 2012 so.... no? &#x200B; I will never understand neurotypical people who actually watch what they said they were going to watch lol.",2.729645390070921,5.692945404255319,2.77989361702128,89.0841666666667,84.31914893617022,5.686524822695036,20.599290780141846,7.1686216300943375,0.6817546099290777,202,6,38,3,6,61,41,47,0.045,0.889,0.065,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,4,8,1,4,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.30259470362852897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359730529245031,0.3767828249235412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762263978824637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915388132398285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149713906409312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495840666220097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565025273599489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060042949960719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228056591483933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788004059089061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767828249235412,0.0 adhd,ImNotAWhuffo,2019/03/02,"How to fuck up a confirmed job - an ADHD guide So I was invited to an interview for a very interesting position in my city at a very well established company for a well-paying position in the marketing field. The first interview went really well, I was invited to a second one right after. I couldn't make it to their office because I couldnt take another day off and it would have meant that I would have to steal time off my current employer, which I told them I considered unethical towards my current employer. No problem, the manager I would be reporting to actually invites me to a meeting at a pub near my work and takes time to come see me. I was quite impressed by his attitude tbh. That interview went well too, I got the job offer quickly after. So they send me all the forms. Now I'm at a business trip in a hotel and don't have access to a printer nor a scanner. Note: I was also very tired due to not having had a lot of sleep so my brain felt very sluggish. I also haven't had a lot of coffee which is unusual for me and might have affected my thinking as well. So I somehow for whatever reason print out the forms at the hotel computer, fill everything out with pen, then photograph each document with my mobile and send the files to HR (note this is a very respectable firm so imagine being HR and having someone send you random pics of documents on a bed). I have no clue why I did that. No response from them. 1 day later I check the documents and find out that they are designed to be filled out on a computer in Acrobat... So after having overcome my initial shock I do that and send them the files while also disclosing that I have ADHD (although this sounds like an excuse I needed to explain why the fuck I sent them pics of employment forms on my bed). So currently my brain is in overdrive doing the usual ""what the fuck were you thinking"" routine and also thinking about all the potential ways they're going to retract the employment offer on Monday etc. etc. Not going to get any sleep tonight but skydiving tomorrow might help calm it down. Oh yeah, I also resigned my other job after sending the files so now it's serious job hunting mode again. 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I think it's ADHD related because it happens a lot when new thoughts pop into my head while I'm talking. Anyone got tips for this? Or do I take classes to become an auctioneer so I can keep up? 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A couple of weeks ago I was prescribed Vyvanse for my ADHD and binge-eating disorder. At first it really helped me (although I had some severe withdrawal symptoms on days I didn't take it) but now, most days I just feel anxious, fatigued and nauseous. I was thinking of going on 5-HTP (along with my Vyvanse) because I think my negative symptoms might be the result of a serotonin deficiency. I was also considering switching to Adderall, but I am not sure it will help with my binge-eating. Does anyone have any advice of where I can go from here?",6.293125,6.971867062500002,6.875000000000004,74.27,65.875,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,3.134932142857142,469,21,79,7,7,154,80,112,0.166,0.792,0.040999999999999995,-0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,2,1,18,18,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,1,16,1,14,10,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,7,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164333045088634,0.1883492374221476,0.17085776920339266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413896956117532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310739431134155,0.0,0.14745022269561675,0.21774820602854947,0.0,0.13477253985082455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749622061837794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326987007836126,0.0,0.2486105506525489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209037050162289,0.0,0.1686733924311474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745820880160602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394971614381346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21908407680883288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583872673832642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447313017273472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347807361032538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774820602854947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166089819170567,0.4006739540106848,0.1449210636952535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470078090702218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460927813111322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coffeebeans5,2019/03/02,"Any nurses? Always feel like my ADD gets in the way of being a great nurse. Anyone else in the same boat? I can't remember shit, I'm super unorganized (like 1k times better than I was many years ago tho), very Forgetful and sometimes I'm just a complete idiot. Example: yesterday I forgot to put a patient name on a lab sheet!! The NAME! Seriously?! I'm doing carless things on a weekly basis. I've been doing this for 2 years now so it's not like I'm a new nurse. I start to have anxiety about my manager calling because I know it's something (she's amazing tho) I think this is a vent and wanting to know I'm not alone. I think I'll do half retarded shit my entire life... I can't tell you how many times I've lost my keys or locked myself out of my car (thank God I've now purchased a car that won't allow this to ever happen 😅). I just get tired of it. Its no wonder I have low self esteem. And I can relate it to stress.. I'm working 2 jobs and a single mother. But, I should be able to manage things without making little mistakes. 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I find myself responding back to peoples days (sometimes weeks) later. This is especially not good for my career as a cosmetologist because I constantly have people messaging me for appointments or asking general questions. ,11.643333333333338,12.60803,11.533703703703706,44.43166666666667,54.55555555555557,15.348148148148148,47.62962962962963,14.06817628641468,8.042007407407407,276,16,31,11,3,92,46,54,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.6351,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923965638501595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265919826741466,0.0,0.0,0.19136512798482036,0.0,0.15170841382856873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689392981489549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050010843772575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549240585166893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087397592107274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508017171864056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176039059379529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787905696031345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613809878902185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996279388818269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bovine_scatology,2019/03/02,"How can I stop getting over-excited and better control my emotions? I’m 19. I, however, act like a 5-year-old when I get excited. Today in biology lab, when I finally managed to adjust the focus of the microscope and saw the cell, I said “HERE IT IS! HERE IT IS! LOOK! LOOK, PROFESSOR! IT’S ON THE UPPER LEFT SIDE AND IT LOOKS LIKE AN ASTROID”. Everyone in the lab bursted into laughter (except for the professor, but he did smile). Situations like these happen all of the time with me. What can I do to stop this? How can I be less spontaneous and more conscious of how I am acting? It’s really annoying sometimes. In math classes, I feel like I am jumping from inside because of how excited I am and can’t seem to settle down internally. Despite that I force myself not to blurt out the answers, I sometimes can’t but do it. 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So this thought has taken over my mind the last few months and I don’t really know what to do or think about it. My dream is to work in a hospital. It’s important to have focus and my ADHD doesn’t give me the focus I need. Right now I’m studying pharmacy assistant and I catch myself being out of focus many times. For example: I can’t do 2 things at a time, when a college is talking in the background I listen to it and forget what I do and focus on that, when my boss walks around I get anxious and sometimes make small mistakes. Im 17 at the moment and it’s scaring the shit out of me thinking I can’t be what I want to be just because of the ADHD. Please let there be someone that was in the same position like me and has some tips for me. Help ",1.9485472154963688,3.1526568531073487,3.8740476190476194,89.80588983050848,76.51412429378531,6.865052461662632,23.942292171105727,7.447530270364453,0.9186597255851492,641,20,144,8,14,218,101,177,0.054000000000000006,0.813,0.133,0.8909999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,1,1,11,0,21,1,1,2,0,27,34,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,2,22,1,21,24,3,22,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,2,9,105,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682841106010553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780651966927605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403147929986606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608339841993613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969716690711466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234969540786062,0.15120300917671275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564904397759628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025613278834076,0.0,0.1564130557639266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662356788801576,0.12848094867069473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322353283206355,0.0,0.07700493740493608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521225572502473,0.15980145724344985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591507862374669,0.0,0.12581039970409,0.0,0.0,0.11687287932235675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301890430688546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097510269169778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460621166263534,0.0,0.0,0.15780463975138745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617941755934583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335505105804172,0.0,0.15588973884464674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668860229099918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471540751880487,0.20199245224077805,0.0,0.1251322952126815,0.18381842313433885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296807861154724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474889018726699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kafromspace,2019/03/02,"Postpone the 40 pages essay I have to wrote I know how to wrote it. But I need it to start perfect. &#x200B; I know it doesn't need to be perfect. &#x200B; I know I am being silly and daydreaming about the grandness of an essay that will be the greatest essay ever. &#x200B; But I can't help it. It's been 4 hours and I wrote half a page. &#x200B; I hate being this way.",0.4042307692307681,2.7946183974358974,1.9750769230769265,94.79492307692308,89.38461538461539,3.6328205128205133,20.620512820512825,4.935628992294339,-0.21725025641025608,297,10,61,1,10,96,45,78,0.10099999999999999,0.735,0.16399999999999998,0.7043,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,3,16,20,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,9,4,6,11,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994761310614608,0.560146196265054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424663828066352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113781601917441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724698921073496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349413173976172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900086237068048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090695207722087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157173804247547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147693978103674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.560146196265054,0.0 adhd,Royal-STK,2019/03/02,"Is 30mg Vyvanse a High Dosage to start out on? I started on it 5 days ago and while it has helped with motivation and has has helped a little with mood and focus, everything else has pretty much stayed the same. It also has given me anxiety(especially after it wears off),insomnia, and I think high blood pressure, so what’s y’all’s opinions?",9.195,7.353698803030305,8.902121212121212,70.42318181818182,60.96969696969697,11.224242424242425,34.121212121212125,9.725611199111238,2.971884848484849,275,8,52,4,3,89,49,66,0.035,0.8690000000000001,0.096,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,11,10,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343518658320333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157157373771944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255726921460412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056303717992905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265344690634065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378998073524965,0.5326285630060075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526294396775925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852924431212606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643472480608226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35681746112805585,0.268661466447208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615092956101214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0dc43482258df86bca0c,2019/03/02,"What is the typical timeline of release for Adderall XR? *I'm not sure if this is against the rules to ask, a similar post was deleted.* I started my Adderall XR 10mg prescription about 3 days ago, the 2nd dose makes me a bit anxious and weird probably due to the unexpectedness and newness of it all. My question is whether anyone knows the timing of the doses? I heard things like the first dose is IR and the 2nd dose which works around hour 4 is a slower release. Is this true? If not, could someone point me in the correct direction? Thank you and again, if this is a bad post please let me know how! 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Do you take your meds every day? I feel like I need it on weekends to keep my life together too. My doc said to only take on days where I need focus or I’ll develop tolerance and have to keep upping the dose. Adult male 35 here recently diagnosed and been taking 40mg Ritalin IR split into 3 over the day. I’ve been using it for a month but I’m scared of developing a tolerance. Has anyone here developed a tolerance?? 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I recently started seeing a P-Doc and was diagnosed with bipolar and impulsive ADHD. I’m currently on 50mg of Lamictal at night and today was my first day of the Adderall XR 20mg. Once it hit me my mind opened and I instantly wanted to do everything and when I was out of stuff to do I was just pacing around the house over and over. I am feeling amazing but I feel super jittery. I keep reading articles stating that if I feel this way I probably don’t have ADHD but I am curious if this is just an initial effect and will go away over time or should I stop taking the Adderall all together? I know I should ask my P-Doc but I’m just curious what others have experienced. ,3.3067316017316024,4.7640232012986985,5.582532467532467,77.89617965367968,73.48051948051949,9.28917748917749,30.365800865800864,9.725611199111238,3.0919670995670985,599,27,116,16,12,211,93,154,0.019,0.866,0.115,0.9144,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,5,0,15,3,0,1,1,33,30,14,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,12,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,17,2,17,22,1,23,0,0,2,0,1,9,0,3,11,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41481547852059536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536328754811474,0.16133909414249958,0.0,0.16214468216926034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259977080598736,0.0,0.0,0.17516516572474475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510386320096972,0.16881645044061508,0.0,0.0,0.2617850475628292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679654238940235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808124626425127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913426095003325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339711983582616,0.0,0.0,0.09484550798004084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738562914323048,0.0,0.0,0.174256700966525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619547301864168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379217095476566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186070533848576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726267996767078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704020256202922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750479866590764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221530809579197,0.0,0.0,0.1442846887602373,0.0,0.0,0.19756292169747391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975875512462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063284244309263,0.0,0.16358575274371295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017922126370931,0.136986048097163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fuubar2000,2019/03/02,"How to get in gear faster when on medication? I take adderall XR daily. I work from home. Even with proper sleep, I wake up early, but it just seems like it takes me 1-2 hours of dicking around (surfing the web, watching interviews, maybe playing a game for 10-20 mins) before I realize okay I guess I better get down to working on stuff.. Feels like it takes so long to get in gear, the snap focus effect takes awhile to get going.. &#x200B; Once I \*am\* in gear though, then im focused.. but in the mean time, I'm just so slow to get there.. Feel like I waste 2 hours of an adderall XR that claims to work 8 hours, but realistically only works 6-7 hours.. I'm sure others experience this.. but does anyone have any tips on how to get ""the brain going"" so to speak? It doesn't help that my work is on the computer, so I work independently and it's up to me to stay on task, or to get going on stuff.. I thought maybe if I exercise that'll help but it only helps kinda, hard to tell if it's really doing anything in terms of getting my brain ready to work etc (for when I sit down at my desk) ",3.0928248898678414,3.8717878942731296,4.4462087004405335,88.45495181718063,73.1409691629956,7.260903083700441,22.998072687224674,7.413659706084162,0.6556522026431715,840,20,191,9,16,279,129,227,0.047,0.83,0.12300000000000001,0.955,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,9,14,7,0,0,7,1,6,7,5,4,1,26,29,19,0,2,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,14,3,0,0,7,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,17,7,37,27,2,36,0,0,1,1,7,17,1,6,17,104,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750920388016343,0.109353393000448,0.06119947202626489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292637641466528,0.0,0.0740579579250988,0.08011434986294072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765788487347526,0.0,0.0,0.07959298577221924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009276635597508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875495553477913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036786308593627,0.05944064085434366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803207081077427,0.0,0.0,0.0910080338107004,0.12858444226350754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761480692388536,0.0,0.15343816068530944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913929190476084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806175612355863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096462157031054,0.0,0.09027200703421427,0.0,0.35450654773019497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720970324666074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190057223314558,0.0,0.0,0.07964246448778409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082351490364887,0.09803059509450444,0.0,0.09066017747868184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584140269343827,0.0,0.13689002691259505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765289982337263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192778149698841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005967834572055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592236031360077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060447671664966,0.0,0.0,0.0848189258144898,0.0,0.2706592133559294,0.0,0.07865932159383053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841932134028002,0.07144572759279376,0.05247662469337455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586204189072382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109353393000448,0.0 adhd,lollilately16,2019/03/02,"My brain literally works better. (Backstory: officially diagnosed with ADHD-inattentive at 35. Made total sense. Was relatively successful pre-diagnosis: multiple college degrees, steady job - but always late, stressed, behind. Started meds, got pregnant, went off meds, now finally back on them for a consistent amount of time) I play pub trivia every week. It’s good for my overall mental health to socialize and feel smart/useful. I’ve got a decent trove of random knowledge and feel like I contribute to my team, although I’m far from the smartest. Over the past few months, my teammates have noted that I’ve made quite a few lucky guesses, or was able to pull a random answer “out of my ass.” I recently realized that it’s not me be lucky, but rather I’m able to better access little facts I’ve stored away. It’s like my brain works more efficiently now. ",6.3124475524475505,7.893798589743593,6.5062937062937065,73.67506993006994,66.30769230769229,9.775291375291378,31.48951048951049,10.018931242160765,3.336007692307692,684,27,114,16,11,219,110,156,0.046,0.726,0.22899999999999998,0.9855,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,7,4,10,0,1,6,0,4,5,3,2,2,23,15,6,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,2,11,9,18,7,5,21,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,6,13,59,16,6,0.2787792047953676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675192145770557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598331546310801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309611198777493,0.10718200023714436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465575518897245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112097903701562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147751230556913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744175184430405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095914232240972,0.0995799598042648,0.0,0.15269449611672428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169133851962848,0.22296519703987708,0.0,0.15355336196377664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481646291970731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832267221121322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723754288831454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619743778146318,0.1397050005649422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378762417655394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30966085025465423,0.0,0.14047193443249414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125945077945383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306314775085784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482579999552389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763041628078204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420901458978914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866067801142683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596703185982401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127919809957856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766852909534322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180993119221724,0.0,0.0,0.1292155579073214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295458133533198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrAceManliness,2019/03/02,"Why not buy four pairs of gloves? I bought some gloves on Amazon a little while ago, but for some reason they didn't fit quite right. I realized the sizing chart didn't make any sense and that it was a total shot in the dark as to which ones would fit. So, being the genius I am, I ordered three more, thinking I could just return the three that didn't fit, or all four if none of them did. It's a 30 day return policy. What could go wrong? I'm sure you all know where this is going. Finally worked up the motivation to return the three ill-fitting ones this morning and, what do you know, the return window ended [yesterday](https://imgur.com/Yg0zbXB). Gah. They're decent gloves, but definitely not worth a 4x markup...",4.611857142857144,5.857216471428576,4.620000000000001,86.87500000000001,70.0,7.314285714285713,21.142857142857142,7.554174236665415,0.5354428571428569,566,10,115,6,10,175,95,140,0.10400000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.079,-0.5505,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,3,3,2,0,0,11,0,12,0,0,3,4,25,20,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,3,2,6,1,0,7,6,0,9,1,9,10,7,21,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,4,9,76,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020580611324954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500932110941926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639884965703518,0.0,0.0,0.14700462869246744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018901855726945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497008409895902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590909619819411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505434508449069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845915876922315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215398224304388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089206793698975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24244585242914365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343637679270769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946624088418689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483394664077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605691979362326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056834543492584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594550206768047,0.0,0.0,0.1619244436112798,0.2492203128434979,0.0,0.0 adhd,lobularia_maritima,2019/03/02,"Adderall's effect on romantic relationships? Keeping this short so we can all manage to read it: I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD, currently taking 10 mg of Adderall twice a day (although I haven't developed a good routine about it). * Lots of arguments with my boyfriend recently. (Dating 2.5 years, amazing human being) * I tried to google this and others said that Adderall made them 1) better partners or 2) more emotionally distant, but I don't feel either? Rather than emotionally distant, I just feel irritated and annoyed with him, and I just don't feel that I like him as much anymore. * But I don't know if this is an effect of a medication, or if I genuinely am growing tired of him. I don't want to break up with him if it's the Adderall, but I don't want to stay with him if it's just not a good relationship. Thoughts or similar experiences? &#x200B; TL;DR Do I not love my boyfriend anymore or is it Adderall? &#x200B; I can give more details if this is too summarized.",5.026200607902737,6.641220829787238,5.966291793313069,76.20500000000001,69.42553191489361,8.988449848024318,34.173252279635264,9.424239791934726,3.3754699088145887,788,39,140,17,14,260,104,188,0.155,0.8,0.045,-0.9662,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,1,3,7,7,1,0,6,0,16,4,0,3,1,41,29,18,0,8,19,0,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,12,9,0,1,7,1,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,4,22,6,18,24,6,12,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,10,7,105,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735425821963453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837285215358119,0.3181922863309681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596977957878017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157983004636486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444000677110153,0.0,0.0,0.13289274940673687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29456070233409565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807616258242294,0.0,0.0,0.1986087506625938,0.09353751298382257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256014565905094,0.0,0.21963831492351704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637796203208164,0.0,0.0,0.07195654611004476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396653317538982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113133067809034,0.11817081999521775,0.12389058184942844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318997443042071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624974156730944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309669644384263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585581853042927,0.28114293230709003,0.0,0.0,0.12454587043269615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955559265693068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844421781442993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394501161586016,0.0,0.15048653580941918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889391600022764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445362038244032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181922863309681,0.08431561417510952 adhd,Drudas00,2019/03/02,"Exist any way to make Ritalin last longer? Hey! I take Ritalin LA and is good for me. i go to school in the morning, i back, i work a bit (i work as a freelancer video editor) and around 4pm the effect end. since i start to took i ask myself if exist any way of make the effect of the Ritalin last longer, I'm asking just because i'm curious haha, when i go to college very probably i will need concerta but for now i'm okay with ritalin",0.2059574468085117,2.1940559787234086,3.2653617021276595,88.39400000000002,84.95744680851064,7.164255319148936,21.102127659574467,8.238735603445708,1.2522119148936168,338,11,75,8,10,121,59,94,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,6,2,2,4,0,4,0,12,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,3,12,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,39,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26392750684897937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274969801274032,0.3628296313986004,0.0,0.0,0.14921597634294534,0.0,0.11829385702219025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185731695603394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187473938378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205713538824156,0.1627637558640815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636072874318777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590658478028147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438889954319307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922363413913506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639357213468686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605239351591924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735281449832595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590487675301966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560175342889207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011533286583565,0.0,0.3080629502849801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825480578849117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhichTension,2019/03/02,"Can I get medication without a psychiatrist? I was diagnosed with Asperger's, but I'm positive I have ADHD. I could never focus on anything important to save my life. Now, it's especially important since I'm going back to college and looking for a full-time job at the same time. Coffee helps some, but my life is still a mess, just not as much of one as if I didn't drink coffee. I was against the idea at first, but if I want to finish college, I think I should at least try medication. I don't know if it will help at all, but I could at least say I tried. Problem is I'm financially dependent on my mom, and she had always refused medication. Now, I might be an adult, but she's throw a fit if I was going to some shrink, taking a bunch of tests, and getting some crazy pills. She'd *know.* I have to account for practically every minute I'm not in her house. She's the sweetest woman ever, but she's very immature in a lot of ways. But, thanks to this rotten disorder, I'm stuck here for now. That being said, is there any way I can get ADHD medication that I can hide from my mom?",2.834447058823528,3.9935543688888906,4.833098039215689,83.98517647058823,74.2,8.138562091503267,25.235294117647058,8.671277953709913,1.6107411764705881,843,27,183,16,17,291,125,225,0.11199999999999999,0.758,0.131,0.6381,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,10,0,22,9,0,1,3,40,41,16,0,9,15,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,2,5,4,1,1,4,1,1,3,6,3,0,2,7,4,27,2,27,26,10,25,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,10,10,128,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941361149686343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182378749098034,0.0,0.0,0.08321754899214344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007022044119118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409695844120457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540909107355145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420559017677865,0.0,0.0,0.1402495756065533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987853816218055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106930022547038,0.10310417437727568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409005185447406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918038629080242,0.0,0.1390943116700328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404751830657385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120152430639082,0.0,0.1381437446858789,0.0,0.0,0.121435900708487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450553648079802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287074086266574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276214472651367,0.0,0.0,0.10403678925277804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931099900816632,0.0,0.12981796628337566,0.0,0.2866425673904195,0.0,0.0,0.0899579247859557,0.0,0.09438127575007962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292282549900329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170940298303328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164043441815452,0.09731558525409408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122786061981404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772689841687464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200894877800432,0.0,0.0,0.11266422803037225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841140643398915,0.0,0.0,0.07135643399814058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661658946665384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009701922792028,0.07217851673692821,0.1942673119908928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796279777436355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Panterable,2019/03/02,"This subreddit has opened my eyes. I have been living with untreated ADHD for most of my life. I have made some horrible mistakes recently that have made me look really hard at myself. I came across this subreddit only recently and reading all of the posts and comments has opened my eyes. Your stories have resonated with me and I am finally going to seek treatment for ADHD. Seeking treatment for mental health in my country (US) is tough as it is, but with communities like this one I believe I can be better. It is incredibly reassuring to know there are others out there who share similar struggles and have found peace. Thank you. 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My grade schooler has been fairly recently diagnosed, but probably a long time coming knowing what we know now. After learning a massive amount about it on this journey, everything the teacher tells me he does is very much ADHD. Impulsivity, strong emotions, not on task, etc. We are in the process of putting more accommodations in place but the process is slow. But I get emails all the time telling me about things happening in class with him, such as ""he was really emotional about this small thing. I don't know why such a small thing was so big to him"". Or ""he had a really hard time getting starting on work and then called out pretty loud about something"" What I really want to write back is, ""yep, that's ADHD"" or ""classic ADHD"". Of course I don't. But really? This is a teacher that has been one for decades. I find it hard to believe this is a new thing she is facing to the point she is scratching her head still on why he's doing what he's doing. I really don't know what to say back anymore other than ""we are working on it"" or ""I'll let his counselor know"". I know this diagnosis doesn't solve everything but I hoped that there would at least be some more understanding involved, especially from teachers who work with so many different types of kids, many of which have the same diagnosis or another kind. Not every kid is going to be perfect or ""normal"". I really wish teachers would learn about the things the kids in their class may be going through so they can understand it better, which can help everyone.",6.5417161716171615,6.853590448844888,6.5136138613861405,78.3452062706271,65.3036303630363,9.901650165016502,32.01485148514851,9.725611199111238,2.8619425742574256,1258,46,239,24,18,399,161,303,0.019,0.8590000000000001,0.122,0.988,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,2,6,16,5,0,0,14,1,34,3,2,0,2,46,53,16,0,7,13,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,26,8,0,0,12,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,5,5,23,5,36,41,9,38,0,0,0,0,28,16,0,8,17,168,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39507079684751256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617578272093855,0.0,0.0,0.0815032083356636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263869292496033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259182048028217,0.0,0.07268396698535115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391777993531044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079316520651154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341376489807821,0.0,0.08586348572986181,0.0,0.0,0.07191868143261236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488907244674316,0.0,0.0,0.09165549421409816,0.0,0.0,0.06924251436087486,0.07852914286103296,0.1477211193937941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511354785895473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587419350117853,0.0,0.0934127054651144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726739375325603,0.0,0.1472392096473428,0.0,0.08434321484523034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508536735207288,0.0,0.0,0.0816260176737312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855806911771141,0.2709929524475648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403743353481907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545830146461405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664082596939905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060413779912279676,0.0,0.0,0.07937261547099783,0.0,0.0,0.1610432988143835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568916069730493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586348572986181,0.0,0.07768926589792774,0.0,0.0,0.08360940557172171,0.08860690823251087,0.0,0.0,0.0826163663250006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31589025792026904,0.0,0.08114555450815543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653550241800753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632682987523207,0.0,0.0,0.058169375939798734,0.0,0.131262506255336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436626978708374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729928484643265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916856979147121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566654342609839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678093785352489,0.048473517312844376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831430469978166,0.0,0.09450611071523853,0.0,0.0,0.17949007008190312,0.0,0.0,0.11676054033654246,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clockwork_doorhinge_,2019/03/02,"Realizing I have ADHD feels like putting on glasses! I have really bad anxiety and depression. This past summer I got diagnosed as BPII. I have struggled with mental illness pretty much my whole life but just never realized it. It's not something that's talked about in my family. I have loosely heard the term ADHD but didn't think it was a real think because people talk a lot about how kids have it but it's not real because kids that can't stay still are just being kids, that's all. I don't know what ADHD is at all. &#x200B; These past few months I have been actively making lots of life changes to trying to cope with my depression and anxiety. My university life has been affected really badly these past few years. It is so insane. I come to university, sit down in the library and I am there for the same amount as my friends, but on the drive back home I realize I got absolutely nothing done, and I don't know why. I really really have to push myself to finish tasks, and I am very smart, I just can't finish my work. When I sit down to study it is impossible to start tasks and I haven't been able to study for years. Because of this I end up panicking and going through extremely depressive episodes and can't get out of bed for 7-10 days. I try to recover somehow, I decide I'm going to go to counselling and fix myself. I try to do that for a week and then just stop. This semester I told myself I am not going to skip class and I am going to get my shit together because this is seriously the last straw for me. Half of the semester is gone, and I haven't been able to submit a single assignment or sit through a midterm, WTF. &#x200B; My friend just finished her undergrad and has applied to law school. She is dating a guy who has ADHD and she said she believes that she has it too. She said she took Adderal? that he gave to her and she was able to concentrate on studying for her LSAT exam like never before. She said she has never been able to do this. I thought to myself this girl has been able to study for 4 years and finish her undergrad on time, and here I am, been taking so many anti-anxiety and anti-depressants my whole teen life, having crazy panic episodes, I'm 2 years behind in my academic studies, MAYBE I HAVE THIS TOO I THOUGHT??!! &#x200B; I've been reading up on ADHD and I cannot believe now much this relates to me! I am actually stunned. I immediately called my psychiatrist and booked an appointment to see him, but what's next. How do I recover from this? Is there a cure? is making active life changes going to help with ADHD as well? Do I take medication just before studying or do you take it in the morning and then focus on all your tasks in the day? I have had trouble sleeping when I have taken medicine in the past, do ADHD medications cause insomnia??? &#x200B; Literally anything you could tell me about ADHD would be greatly appreciated. THANK YOU!!!!!",3.2855382431233338,5.207475010434784,4.603574090505768,82.95802484472051,74.54782608695652,7.754747116237802,26.34338952972493,8.542538833126315,1.91472777284827,2301,84,448,44,49,761,250,575,0.114,0.8140000000000001,0.071,-0.9756,0,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,4,0,1,26,18,1,2,17,0,63,12,2,6,6,75,100,39,0,2,16,0,1,2,2,1,10,4,2,5,29,26,0,1,11,2,0,12,15,10,1,1,26,6,72,8,66,70,15,69,0,3,1,0,38,18,1,5,37,319,101,12,0.25795485837858456,0.0,0.050345346268365364,0.0,0.4960185784719238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359518502463588,0.25075470999698113,0.0,0.0,0.11840085636367267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245497385344207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039670272697994884,0.08615261278579417,0.12579750993372146,0.0,0.08780023408284598,0.11625071642661527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052680150297338385,0.0,0.0,0.05299813929816149,0.10915281462837352,0.04444105392180545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119119288748749,0.0,0.0,0.06654381743247792,0.0,0.17774091322921454,0.05236375026943036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052795476027039205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569428789301403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048635376616968866,0.0,0.02608594541449681,0.03685660047349572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971811347944062,0.0,0.05390830672346325,0.0,0.17592202870631246,0.0,0.08252402594805076,0.056879228404607525,0.0,0.05108317307997208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034580340823223435,0.0,0.051749951061457015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670609762500895,0.04205352767097312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220114510426486,0.050409485600236136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877215984161771,0.0,0.0,0.06887474840800306,0.052305147755980594,0.05183006534615884,0.0,0.0,0.1039449526355738,0.051991565123084026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117942138497699,0.0,0.07585060062986859,0.0,0.1193704135164939,0.0,0.05486758366393773,0.0,0.0,0.04950292873905092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060530889365632064,0.0,0.0,0.1969976804183871,0.03576668385080528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248656548331897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186317605608733,0.0,0.0,0.05160493292534337,0.11744364093613036,0.13220199007117758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472244848317343,0.0,0.0,0.052212817646350516,0.04111132491992644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295739104293922,0.0,0.0,0.05162823005846293,0.0,0.0,0.03971725050279516,0.0,0.0,0.03651635528934637,0.05498911140910908,0.04120061662300243,0.043132362411690696,0.0,0.05393408519633843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636997037348285,0.0829337376033345,0.0450927832087008,0.04749803525335639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611482299533168,0.0,0.08191493748612316,0.030083110467714624,0.0,0.0,0.04929738431866764,0.05731946780975086,0.10508064974246824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256795467610948,0.0,0.0,0.04138316555882067,0.0,0.04638647936308868,0.0,0.04655282747501605,0.11519895491224633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03755884182542903,0.0,0.0,0.03664874606113913,0.0,0.25075470999698113,0.13289157713085162 adhd,coeursyve,2019/03/02,"Maturity. WTF Hi, this has been bugging me for a while. I have seen other older posts about this topic, but the answers didn't satisfy me. As you all probably know, there are countless studies stating that people with ADHD mature slower than others in the mental department and I've seen all kinds of statements from 2/3 or more years of retardation. And that at some point development eventually catches up, but that that could be as late as 30 or 35. What exactly is meant under ""maturity"" though? Emotional intelligence? Or the ability to work like a little cog in a clockwork? I am asking, because this doesn't feel familiar to me. In fact, people often think I am 5 to 10 years older than I actually am, despite having very soft facial features and are shocked when they find out my real age. I work with, attract and even date people with a smaller or significant age gap, without relying on them for anything. Even in my friend circle people will always come to me, if they want advice or a shoulder to cry on. As a child I often felt like an old spirit trapped inside an insignificant little body and was furious at how adults would not listen to my opinions, 'cause children should keep their mouths shut. Maybe it is, because I grew up in a dysfunctional family and in a tough environment. I had to take care of my younger siblings since I was 4 without expecting adults will give me much attention or rewards. We were poor and we moved and changed schools very often (9 times), meaning I had to be strong to survive school and protect my little brother. I had to help around the house and learn about responsibilities and consequences, go shopping alone and find my way around the city even at night at age 5 onwards. Never got any pocket money and picked up pennies from the street at age 16 to eventually save up enough to buy a piece of bread. I thought most other kids were spoiled, egotistic, ungrateful, materialistic, naive and incredibly sadistic. Kinda characteristic for what one would say about an adult, who's ""childish"", no? In my family they knew I had certain talents, but whatever I did was never enough to completely cover up my deficiencies. I was berated for talking too much, being too sensitive and having no control over emotions etc. That is all true and every time I am out of control I direct it inwards, which is self-destructive, but I do not want other people to suffer because of my issues. I sometimes still say I feel like I am 6, but that is because I still feel inadequate and like I have to work as double as hard to perform well. No matter if people are initially enchanted by my virtues, I know I might disappoint them. Are characteristics like chronic lateness, distractability, forgetfulness etc. what is being meant under immaturity? Or the fact that people with ADHD often preserve their sense of awe and curiosity about the world around them and their imaginative abilities? Because I know many people, even in their 30s +, who are not diagnosed with anything, who only care about some celebrity's makeup, who don't understand issues and still think they have to interrupt, who only talk about partying, who are lacking empathy...To me these are qualities, I find ""childish"". Does anyone have opinions on my rant? &#x200B;",8.605692453625633,8.531434456998316,8.45169002951096,67.47434786045534,61.09106239460371,11.122449409780776,37.58689924114671,10.618573550423957,4.13501016020236,2615,113,427,55,32,845,307,593,0.10800000000000001,0.742,0.15,0.9793,1,2,0,0,0,0,83.0,2,1,11,9,27,23,1,1,20,0,52,7,4,5,10,114,81,44,0,10,19,1,6,5,1,6,2,3,0,6,27,33,1,4,23,1,4,6,13,6,1,1,21,11,58,17,81,49,16,67,1,2,2,0,37,36,0,20,27,316,85,6,0.0,0.0,0.06639680499170035,0.0,0.1635406808580982,0.0664874798405916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704684743261813,0.0,0.0,0.05661437234798921,0.07372084511062563,0.08267552422656378,0.04626924042621747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757484898286802,0.0,0.11198153667863348,0.18170892620483647,0.06360781280195926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073814501887521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557662327513079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874175137960196,0.06989538022333781,0.07197684279042546,0.0586100644763241,0.07133819409829309,0.0,0.15262432539944126,0.05432405980380639,0.0,0.07473827218748677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905873080583244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059541885767101066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307071559041754,0.0,0.14060612680325904,0.1517642108479572,0.17975797579415329,0.0,0.057326271813883965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128283301488141,0.0,0.10320855207617112,0.048607482035204236,0.06532865673516347,0.0,0.1865608016063333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052567202604846784,0.0,0.0,0.06526975488299079,0.03866845531095596,0.0,0.0544174592503071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095008992534779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045605489213385635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850852801850237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203126661494894,0.0,0.06047669558785944,0.0,0.07085274140783407,0.11217830400186922,0.0,0.1535031959487912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620348419541608,0.2045805697814048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898144422532494,0.06835489268763609,0.07411503765271335,0.0,0.0,0.0685678829635902,0.07217923101983191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231529459785227,0.100033824609709,0.0,0.10495262098685088,0.0,0.0,0.06385052683505678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139608268723227,0.0,0.04610537316109718,0.10349431714789914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377360564002544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431938549594635,0.0,0.06516309969269789,0.0,0.07335816373524037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744392583164479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082155931260327,0.0,0.1377193535566284,0.0,0.0,0.07098010985183298,0.0,0.0,0.05628303497970119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729287398818919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300946424362256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115728862400081,0.1093752573183014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719401761747686,0.06684853156348518,0.05401581807761828,0.07934884025313431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083159137843023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227954101096893,0.0802630018537073,0.05400664327610893,0.0,0.0,0.06117574419103367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117543397214432,0.0,0.14860085079784868,0.0,0.0,0.09666671602339576,0.0,0.08267552422656378,0.08763050396716587 adhd,imightbeanaliean,2019/03/02,"Help me understand myself? I was diagnosed young, I think third grade? My mom is foreign and I don’t think she fully understood what adhd really was because of the language barrier. Long story short, I never really got to understand my own brain myself. My mom basically told me, I have a hard time focusing and I needed a lil more help than others. and was pretty much told to eat some adderal/Ritalin and I’ll be good. My grades got better etc, I’m now 24, no longer on medicine and haven’t since sometime in high school. I wasn’t ever really explained much about it. Now I’m older and I don’t want to take medicine anymore. It makes me feel like a zombie. Lately I find myself drifting off into my own little world and thoughts in my head In The middle of conversations. As if I’m hearing but I’m not listening and I think it’s starting to do damage to my friendships. Or in conversation, I’ll go and just say something so stupid and completely off topic. Why do I do that?! How do I stop? I feel antsy all the time. I don’t want to do something impulsive and stupid. I feel I am damaging my friends and relationship. Tips? 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So I’m 20 years old (almost 21), and was recently diagnosed with adhd and dyspraxic tendencies by a educational psychologist at uni. The report came back and said: “She present with a profile indicative of ADHD and Dyspraxic tendenices, representing Specific Learning Difficulties.” After I’d done all the assessments (the meeting was an hour and a half, we did a bunch of questionnaires, little weird challenge type things, general interviews etc) she actually laughed and said I could tell without doing the test, and was shocked I’d never even been considered to be tested before. On the report it says I scored 110 on the brown ADD scale which was 60 over the clinic cut off score. It was one of them things where it clicked and was like, shit this makes sense! One of her recommendations was to see a GP to get a medical diagnosis to get medication. I went and the doctor told me it was a 2/3 year wait, unless I went private (which I cannot afford). Does anyone know what the process will be? Im from north west England if that helps. It’s just this 2/3 year wait seems ridiculous, I’ll have left uni at that point. It’s also really stressing me out as now when I look at issues I have/had, a lot of it can be explained by adhd. I suffer badly from anxiety, a lot of it is from behaviours adhd can explain. I’m impulsive, I do dumb things for no reason and don’t know why, I but into conversations with our realising etc. It’s really embarrassing and it makes me feel anxious, I used to be outgoing but now I can be quiet because I try my hardest to avoid doing dumb stuff or saying dumb things. I always told myself this behaviour was stuff I’d grow out of if I like learnt to discipline myself, but now I’m stressing, im rally gonna be 24 and still doing dumb shit cos of this long as wait time. This turned into a mini rant, but if anyone could help me that’d be appreciated. Thanks!!",5.728906249999998,6.267509911458332,6.721354166666668,75.37156250000002,67.07291666666666,9.8375,30.322916666666664,9.827888789773867,2.800147916666666,1562,55,296,33,24,523,206,384,0.18100000000000002,0.748,0.071,-0.9934,1,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,0,1,1,11,21,8,4,21,0,36,7,2,5,2,60,67,27,0,5,12,0,1,2,0,2,5,5,0,0,27,22,0,6,8,0,0,4,5,16,0,3,20,10,29,5,41,35,6,40,0,1,4,0,21,17,6,8,21,196,56,9,0.0,0.0,0.08056685977215873,0.0,0.4961066689648984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267212889446672,0.0,0.0,0.06602337360443866,0.0686967121176898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315833801669897,0.09326954240869896,0.0,0.1154560430178373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348370871352876,0.06893433045746664,0.05032794038445864,0.0,0.0702526615827469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944268909485491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183522637918274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379687970787518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845038777847148,0.07224899995967525,0.08448776359588918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841529256618312,0.05453024294822987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174492504294358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626860892349966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067674279673026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130518066686157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835839784955398,0.08617141398640389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074586936451662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970191448220036,0.0,0.0,0.08066950092848657,0.08274702414645345,0.0,0.07306319170004834,0.06932978675045864,0.0,0.0,0.140379483754323,0.0,0.0,0.11021916836665074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663414604077538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367552699881497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663305685962924,0.0,0.11188987586608994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804608840035425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578037480256174,0.08488565075784632,0.08151825155305258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570673399316724,0.13131039238463188,0.0,0.0,0.06578980174683204,0.0751597184187122,0.0,0.0,0.1694937472596864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593269384419083,0.0,0.18914489324065026,0.0,0.18902338619351314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216126634915104,0.07601035307834947,0.0,0.0,0.21939735161770552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962830498629687,0.0,0.0,0.2366694686157296,0.0,0.05605296616321953,0.08980180547346789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130551736264462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306829171493086,0.0744977520501001,0.0,0.0,0.07958510048568505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126642848483077 adhd,comradecoyote,2019/03/02,"got dismissed entirely.. horrible first time therapy session. I might seem overdramatic but I don't know what to think or do right now. I'm 28 and believe that I have undiagnosed adhd. four days ago I woke up early and got the idea to finally seek therapy. I've had it with the obsessing and the self analysis on the matter and I just want reassurance and help. I don't have insurance but I went to a local rehab clinic that focuses also on psychiatric care. it was easy to jsut walk in and I've had a lot of trouble with googling and finding the right therapist in my area. I'm gay and live in rural wv was worried about a Christian therapist and potentially barking up the wrong tree but their statement on their website reassured me that they would not discriminate and it didn't require a lot of planning. so I went for it sort of impulsively. I went to this clinic and saw the therapist after checking in and paying and at first I was just going thru my symptoms at work and at home and I thought she was listening and hearing me out. I started to tell her about my experience with rsd (rejection sensitive dysphoria) and how I learned and read about it online, it's association with adhd, etc. and that's kind of when things got bad.. she said she had never heard of rsd and picked up a book of the dsm 5 and pointed at it and said everything outside of that diagnostic criteria is 'fake'. then she said she knew i didn't have adhd anyways because I did well in school and had no past of psychiatric care. it crushed me tbh and I think my disposition changed after this. I wasn't as attentive or thoughtful with my responses and I felt I had made a huge mistake and didn't really trust her tbh.. she ignored all of my symptoms and started focusing on suggestions of bpd which I've read about but disagree with? I just don't have many hallmarks of it.. but this backfired I guess and by the end of it she told me she thought I had narcissistic personality disorder of all things.. I was immediately crushed by this.. I dont think I'm thoughtless of others or narcissistic? I started to cry and she accused me of fake crying. I was just stunned. I asked her why npd? and she said I knew more than the professionals and that I was always arguing with people in my life. I was heartbroken. she kept saying she had interviewed thousands of patients before and asking me if I wanted help. I realized she had made up her mind and just quietly let the session end at that. granted I believe I did change in disposition because I was really dismayed that she dismissed adhd so quickly and all the symptoms I had described which DID fall into the dsm 5. I was upset thru the interview and tried to explain to her that my mom is also diagnosed with ADHD and I had read it's genetic? and i read that doing well in school is not disqualifying? but I did tell her before I left that I was sorry, I don't feel that I know more than her as a professional in her profession.. I told her I just don't have insurance, I never have had insurance.. all I have is my research and my obsessing and ruminating, that's all.. I told her that I overthink everything. I don't know why she was so cruel towards me at the end. my bf and my mom and friends of mine have been wonderful in comforting me right now but I'm still so beside myself and destroyed by this. I know she's wrong about me.. I have so much love for so many people and it's genuine. I'm not devoid of empathy by any means.. it shapes my world views and idk how she came to this conclusion.. she never asked me about empathy or my self image or details about my arguments with others.. I'm not taking advantage of anyone or feeling superior in any way. I'm not sure how to move forward with seeking a diagnosis and help from here and I'm not sure if should give this professionals opinion any real merit or not. everyone tells me to just forget about her but it's impossible. I really put so much weight into this before it happened. I thought it was doing the right thing and getting help. tldr: I legitimately believe I have adhd and am suffering from it all day and every day. my first ever experience with therapy ended with a total dismissal of the idea that I have this condition because of a 1) lack diagnosis or psychiatric help in the past and 2) particularly because I did well in school.. which I don't believe should be disqualifying? and she said I have narcissistic personality disorder which I strongly disagree with but I now feel kind of fucked up by all of this and I'm not sure how to proceed with therapy or help from here.. 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Has anyone tried taking vyvanse + some kind of anti-anxiety drug, and how did that work out? I plan on asking my doctor this week about it but I'm curious if anyone here has had experience with this.",6.3342168674698796,6.715491096385545,7.091228915662651,73.78840963855423,65.74698795180723,10.013493975903614,31.057831325301212,9.888512548439397,3.0437730120481934,343,12,60,7,5,114,59,83,0.113,0.852,0.035,-0.5335,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,0,14,15,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,10,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,4,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171600700124865,0.0,0.0,0.2363474766969104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579988836051395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822278442176669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298599331380032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959946534649232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532143585882111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829926742800145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599495328750875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975992191102946,0.0,0.0,0.10827031662940503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104427234840044,0.0,0.15385777420735372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962414021757893,0.0,0.13496933910593945,0.0,0.19359713480145724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812170613077139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228084969276653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294895402228101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355673522242219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629168746027068,0.0,0.12303922791127525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jenbunz,2019/03/02,"My first day of adderall It's only 5mg but I almost feel like my mind is a bit foggy and I tried playing red dead 2 which I'm obsessed with but got bored of it fast. Other than that my Brain isn't constantly thinking and I dont feel as bored as I usually do. Is this normal?",0.06973118279569945,1.7257167258064567,2.7141935483870974,94.0079569892473,83.35483870967741,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,0.042249462365591565,215,6,51,2,6,75,46,62,0.21,0.711,0.079,-0.8507,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,11,10,6,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,7,2,6,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596248685120444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899690842823671,0.0,0.0,0.2965001735024271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702189077176304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712916071021883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31128409255953826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26859315772577125,0.1897464429008568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22592130775229805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242654200786995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975994066497198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681827591179053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26023400764442073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020026312517516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018732500038003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803266285205591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925235739512673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stonemoon,2019/03/02,"How to handle waiting for a diagnosis? TL;DR: I have to wait over a year until I can be tested and it's VERY frustrating. What do? So about a week ago, I realised that a lot of symptoms that I've blamed on depression or 'laziness' actually point to ADHD, and having spent time in this subreddit and relating super hard to a lot of stuff here I decided to go to my GP so I could get referred to a specialist to be tested. I got the referral! But now I have a 12-18 month wait until I can be seen. I'm absolutely gutted. I'm in my last year of university and want to study my masters next year. I love my degree but I find it nearly impossible to do my reading, and essays always end up left to the last second, so I'm not achieving my full potential. Even if I get tested and it turns out I don't have ADHD I just want answers because I'm tired of feeling like I'm constantly fighting my own mind. The kick in the teeth is that I could go private but that would set me back £300-£400, which I just can't afford on a student budget. Has anyone else had to wait this long for a possible diagnosis? How did you deal with it? Is it worth selling everything I own in order to go private?",1.7841626794258367,3.535966497975707,4.267178873757825,84.46603882959147,78.35222672064776,7.243945528156054,24.99245491350755,8.150884317080207,1.5642242914979754,923,34,193,17,22,324,139,247,0.07200000000000001,0.863,0.065,-0.5291,1,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,12,6,2,0,13,0,21,5,2,2,0,35,43,18,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,8,0,4,5,1,4,3,3,3,0,1,5,3,25,3,33,32,5,35,0,1,1,1,4,13,0,4,18,135,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.1344167047715743,0.0,0.33107917496622136,0.0,0.12210031938826288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461270425103876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963126829834924,0.14113335799323068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591539692725913,0.0,0.08396648353367875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488505916033173,0.0,0.21995218322792348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200635764872346,0.11863732018054232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506609359156655,0.0,0.12199887498483605,0.0,0.0,0.09097755067310404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237939800264737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964669196586831,0.09840319219023208,0.0,0.0,0.1258940506479761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439294291662542,0.0,0.23484652652286345,0.0,0.1101651736914455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339012764726365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245568670208675,0.0,0.0,0.14965751166791272,0.0,0.0,0.06729397497332844,0.0,0.0,0.1218976822006922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342073115069017,0.1243178863786754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908054972801173,0.0,0.10994466295779087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649059628217012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021108248173094,0.1552838505263015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777966679993586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576820839781376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316708565071018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031869632586687,0.1583146165951369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982416850324826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365189874607536,0.16248806287589726,0.0,0.11048863817088188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784824307870396,0.0,0.0,0.266104752680747 adhd,cam102090,2019/03/02,"Not convinced on ADHD I'll start this story by stating that my mother is a psychiatrist and she is convinced I have ADHD (I also tested ""positive"" when I was tested in childhood and again at 18). I'm 28M. Early on, I was horrible at school and I could not fit in. I was also a very hyper child who was always running around on circles. I grew up always losing things (It took me half an hour to find my car keys.......today). I also grew up feeling extremely different than the rest of my peers. This made me angry. After high school, I decided to ""prove everyone wrong"" about me and do really well in college. I started college by taking remedial classes because my math test grades were so bad on the SATs. Long story short, I met my goal. As of today, I have a civil enginering degree and I'm an Air Force Officer. The bad thing is that I suffered alot more in college than most people did. I had to study about 10 times harder than my peers. I didn't have a life in college and I was constantly angry at the world. In addition, college made me feel that I was less of a valuable human being because I couldn't keep up (I graduated with exactly a 2.5 GPA) . I didn't learn anything in college and should not have my degree. Fast forward to Air Force service, I'm still in the Air Force and my 3.5 years have been the sequel to college. I work a desk job with engineers and business people. It requires attending alot of boring meetings and keeping focus. I started off well but then my peers started understanding more things than I do. Once again, I am somewhere I don't belong and I am angry. I'm always looking for things I lost and I still don't fit in with people. I haven't made any friends at my job. In fact, It's gotten to the point where I've made it clear that I don't like them. I don't even care about making friends with them. I've always felt less than and I can never keep up. I'm so fed up with it that I've decided to start my life over again from scratch. I'll be moving to a rural area to work as an operator at a manufacturing plant (blue collar job that starts at $21/hr). I've always wanted to live on farmland and I think hands on work may be more on my level. I plan to completely forget about who I was and purge myself from everyone in my past except my close friends and family. I also plan to take a career that apparently is ""below"" me. When I went to the job interview, I didn't tell them i have a college degree, i dressed down, told them I was in the military only (they dont know I'm an officer), and even modified my language to make me seem more relatable. My family thinks I'm nuts and my mom says that what is happening now is related to my adhd. They think I'm throwing my life away. I think I'm just pursuing a career that is at my level. I have always denied my adhd and have not been treated for it because I see it as a weakness and the air force wouldn't go for it. Also, I feel like the condition is overdiagnosed. I'm here to ask for random people's opinions. Am I throwing my life away and is it a result of my adhd ? Is there a way to prove someone has ADHD with some sort of brain scan that shows you exactly what an adhd brain looks like ??? Thank you. 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I have been eating them for 14 years. Since i was 6-7. So could they make me die earlier than i should in the long term?,2.565930232558141,4.692813441860466,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,77.37209302325581,8.020930232558143,22.377906976744185,8.841846274778883,1.4168186046511626,170,5,37,4,4,54,39,43,0.091,0.862,0.047,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,0,6,9,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025770567187392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475685705781858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091652946349737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048183084937291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041022176736365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636254123048302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976909990989975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000952672818472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641968323571636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909976030641196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183294786042684 adhd,Mandalorian_Mindset,2019/03/02,"Now that I am diagnosed, how do I stop focusing on the idea of ""ADHD"" **TL:DR** I am brain vomiting out my emotions to this great new tribe I have found in an attempt to stop hyper focusing on my newly found diagnosis. &#x200B; I am 27 years old. I was diagnosed by therapist as having ADHD about a week ago. Now all I can do is focus on it, the idea, how everything makes sense, why did it take so long to find out. I always wanted a biological answer to what was happening in my head. Before a year ago all my symptoms were manageable, though everything has been hard and I have failed a lot. I have also had a lot of success. I bought a house 6 months ago, I just finished my 4 year apprenticeship in the carpenters union, and I have 4 awesome animals and a beautiful girlfriend in said house. Though at the same time I have consistently messed up those things up and made everything expediently harder on myself. Doing anything extra in my life has been none existence recently. I pretty much quit all my hobbies and started wallowing in my own pity. &#x200B; The post on here "" **get home > make a schedule of stuff I want to do > feel motivated > get to work > can't focus > feel like a failure > do something for instant gratification to cope > day runs out and I go to bed feeling like a failure > repeat** "" that was pretty much every weekend for me. It was so bad to the point where my anxiety and depression were controlling every aspect of my life. When it got to the point a complete break down I looked up a therapist. &#x200B; I searched ""anxiety, depression, and anger management"" when I looked for a therapist .In the first 20 minutes of the first session with her she said all signs pointed to ADHD. I didn't look up anything about ADHD because I know how my mind works and I did not want to fall into that internet search pitfall. So I waited till the fourth session when she finally diagnosed me. So I searched ""ADHD reddit"" after the session. Holy shit did I break down crying reading all these posts and all these amazing people that I can relate to. I finally did not feel alone. (after years of lurking reddit I finally made this account to post on) &#x200B; Now I feel like I took the red pill. I have dived deep into the rabbit hole. I spent so long not knowing what was going on, and straight up just ignoring it. Now all I do is consume ADHD content. I have read so many posts on this reddit, I have watched almost all of ""How to ADHD"" 's youtube videos ( she is absolutely amazing), look up as much information as I can, ect. When I try and not focus on it I hyper focus on it. My girlfriend has gotten so annoyed listening to me about it (she has been nothing but supportive). But I have spent too much time on the idea. &#x200B; I made an appoint with a psychiatrist and I plan to try medication if I am prescribed it. I am exited and scared to the max. I can't wait to try all the different techniques to better myself. &#x200B; So to end, thank you for making me not feeling alone. I really like how it is called a tribe, and even explained by Salif Mahanmae in his ted talk as primal survivors. I feel like I finally found my tribe. Now I just need to stop the over ending searching and crying (good crying because it all makes sense) and enjoy my life. 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After reading a bunch and talking to people I know on Adderall it seems lots of people end up taking it every day and building up a tolerance. I was repeatedly told something along the lines of their original dose just stopped working so they needed to get a higher one. Then this would happen again and again. However there were some places I read that said some people don't take it on weekends to combat this. Or that people who take it as prescribed could go off of it every now and then without too bad of withdrawal, if it's a lower dose So I'm currently taking XR 10mg and was just curious if anyone knew how often, and how long I should go off of it to reduce tolerance, so I don't end up on insanely high doses.",8.58304945054945,6.428656993589747,8.834761904761908,71.415,62.39743589743589,11.478388278388278,35.74725274725274,9.957137785484203,3.4269406593406586,625,21,115,10,7,208,93,156,0.057,0.845,0.098,0.6652,4,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,15,1,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,4,0,31,24,18,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,12,7,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,1,9,0,23,14,4,28,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,9,15,89,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678699663760724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275167574145932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193634484681727,0.0,0.0,0.0984932615575583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053328905873136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25735028176927044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979110846213182,0.0,0.1735912271107577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505184259928169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135951539614105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393219266321347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515444670489046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298390544819378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324166463646278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348859605424447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42351370672575867,0.0,0.15956231839811308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055272962921645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527389873018706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139032663657502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757310274807295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768269740222668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593127103985144,0.12275241524878895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459327208791063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721886591341934,0.0,0.11118366737720199,0.0,0.0,0.10848955382576393,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xcito,2019/03/02,"Pay for a diagnosis Hi, I’m 35 years old and have always had focusing issues, hard time socializing, can’t have a discussion if there are background noises nor can I sometimes understand direct conversations, and an another major problem is that I have big problems understanding when I’m in a meeting. I’ve only read two books in my life, somehow I can’t go past the first page without reading it 50 times. However, if I had to focus on something I love, I would stay up all night until I’m finished. Quite the opposite to the stuff that’s not my “hobby” were I would quit when I’m almost done. Also, my major problem today is that I need to change job position/company once a year. That’s because I’ll get tired of it and become depressed. Other problem is that for some reason my body is screaming after drugs of any kind. I don’t do drugs, so I don’t understand why. I can go on writing for a day, but this is not meant to be a wall of text. Reason why I’m writing this is because my friend mentioned my problems and pointed at ADHD. I’ve contacted my medical care three times and met with different psychologists. All of them told me that I may have ADHD, but unfortunately, because of my age they can’t prioritize me. Having said that, my question is the following: Shall I pay $2500 for a private ADHD medical investigation or not? That’s a lot of money if I don’t receive the help needed. And, if I would pay and get the diagnosis, will my above problems be “resolved”? 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The title says it all i don't feel hungry even after stopping vyvanse (30mg). I dont feel hunger, at most i eat like 1500 calories a day if im lucky. Im off my meds and still have to force myself to eat. Does anyone know why this happens and how to help. Sorry for any errors or bad formatting im on mobile.",0.3594863013698628,2.4625107534246595,2.5166952054794542,93.27175513698631,85.3013698630137,4.197945205479451,17.344178082191778,5.148860815047168,-0.5714917808219178,267,6,57,1,8,90,57,73,0.171,0.6970000000000001,0.132,-0.2457,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,1,13,7,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,9,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,7,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345432264538548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665573535651515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930124055234444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759553331807233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599946436353498,0.0,0.1955307590312627,0.0,0.0,0.3414301232353637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101937226328188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871476974262262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753268193445235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182677389889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406351070320795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168880072954227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150772974439982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664700904369413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706347682615895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267482570154615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675944309575854,0.0,0.0,0.13323558790667678,0.2789650318251315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316151985917155,0.0,0.0,0.15054370166608108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GabesRedditAccount,2019/03/02,god i really hate adhd and anxiety and im venting im 16 and ughhhhhh ive tried a lot of adhd medicine and it just amplifies my already very shitty anxiety so i can almost never focus and my grades aren't the best they aren't all D's or F's but their C's and B's and then i have to decide my whole life next year basically. I mean i'm not dumb i got a 97th percentile on my psat and i'm happy about that and i know i can do cool things but i'm lazy as fuck and am just not ready for actual life. I have zero motivation to achieve anything. Maybe it'd be easier if i actually had something to aspire to but i like really random subjects like geography and shit. Whenever i get into a hobby or learn a skill i stop halfway because i get interested in something new or just get anxious about life and want to curl up in a ball and cry. thanks for reading this i'm glad theirs others with this too.,0.8643353228431891,2.759898000000004,3.8415897992403703,85.70636733586545,81.88659793814433,6.97080846446012,22.066196418882257,8.032893268588372,1.1536432989690728,708,23,155,14,19,254,120,194,0.16399999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.185,0.7514,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,4,7,12,4,0,6,1,12,5,1,1,2,39,26,23,0,2,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,15,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,21,8,17,22,4,11,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,7,8,95,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.2705591357774759,0.0,0.3332044763521227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881451883458265,0.0,0.15297790413191226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120979444807014,0.15660860346190758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407788292897535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450549080842383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548006779222758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227481454172262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815806113708608,0.21728003618120026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087235860076028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757059717773338,0.0,0.13686507100259154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29948104045074386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761855558851127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937482091848384,0.13545191234047532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785538096205787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926905589840274,0.151005010993675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691738267877823,0.13388643749803772,0.1474309655075428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866411782839091,0.0,0.17761550387923075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229821637566709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344306411585795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589804781500435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762875143189914,0.0,0.0,0.09209735555882102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411836408774572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438146604048463,0.08176556243617254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477165216713562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892709876027346 adhd,Spenedge,2019/03/02,"Chronic dry mouth that has persisted for a month after stopping stimulant medication. Hey reddit, &#x200B; I result to here for I can't find anything on the internet, really anywhere, about chronic dry mouth that persists after stopping stimulant medication. I spoke with my doctor and had a physical done. All my blood work was normal except for low-normal levels in Vitamin D-3 and Vitamin B-12. I explained about my chronic dry mouth and he said he has no idea what to do about it, so he referred me to my dentist. So, I talked to my dentist. The dentist has nothing stronger than over the counter dry mouth products that have very, very brief and temporary relief to my chronic dry mouth. So then I spoke to my psychologist and psychiatrist, again nothing. &#x200B; This all started by taking Adderall IR for a few weeks where I had no dry mouth at all. Then suddenly severe dry mouth came on. So I stopped the medication, and it still took 2-3 days for my mouth to get back to normal. But at least it did. Here is where the continuing problem happened. After stopping Adderall, I was given a prescription for Focalin and Ritalin. Within 2 days on Focalin, again, instantly severe dry mouth with no cure. The following day I mistakenly took Focalin in the morning, and then Ritalin in the afternoon. The severe dry mouth persisted after taking Ritalin for an additional 2 days. So I stopped taking stimulants all together. Well, it has been over a month now and my severe and chronic dry mouth is still here. The only medications I take daily now are an anti-depressant I've been taking for about 2 years that has never given me any negative symptoms before, and Restoril at night for sleep. &#x200B; I have tried several types of lozenges that have xylitol or other ingredients. I have tried different chewing gums with xylitol in it. I've tried Biotene mouth spray. Biotene mouth wash. And lastly, OraCoat Xylimelts. Those are virtually everything that is on the market for dry mouth. Not a single one has any remotely lasting impact on my chronic dry mouth. Things that claim they last up to 4 hours only last for 5 minutes or less. Drinking water does nothing. There is nothing left to really try. &#x200B; I was told by the doctor, the dentist, and psychiatrist that there is nothing to cure or help with severe dry mouth. I really have no idea who else to talk to. I also don't believe them at all when they say there is nothing to help, there probably is, they just aren't aware of it. As far as the dentist goes, I had a teeth cleaning and filling done at the early stages of the severe dry mouth. There wasn't anything wrong with my teeth besides the filling at that time. At that point, I asked for the first time about dealing with dry mouth since I have never had it before. The hygienist just said there is nothing strong than over the counter. &#x200B; I have a hard time believing this considering over 400+ medications commonly have dry mouth as a side effect. I am guessing my case is very rare, especially since I can't find much of any information on it at all. Thanks for your help reddit, love you guys.",5.559046870084933,7.439795110726642,5.763285624410193,77.13999921358919,68.48096885813149,8.714753067002203,32.513526266121424,9.218907990703514,3.0927667820069207,2506,112,427,50,44,795,238,578,0.084,0.868,0.048,-0.9339,1,0,1,0,0,0,89.0,0,2,4,7,33,7,0,0,31,0,44,52,23,5,8,59,68,31,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,25,5,1,1,25,22,3,5,8,1,0,7,13,2,1,2,23,6,43,5,78,45,11,85,0,0,0,1,28,31,0,4,46,291,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03999984894704424,0.0,0.2709756108698287,0.3038903128098761,0.1020430707501762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232207664494402,0.0,0.046760630332547085,0.0,0.0,0.03846120881906269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512427336032934,0.1127076467028089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720794270693034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903141238136634,0.0515669707484841,0.04308093891515682,0.0,0.0,0.05225878141349321,0.0,0.10239229419203257,0.04377160582972283,0.10237276883052072,0.0,0.04899917665309587,0.0,0.0,0.04178411432153218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495348414367967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914321715543377,0.042545787735142254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026132649222726415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510111685069334,0.0495262687485492,0.04423127460630337,0.0,0.04480683265447702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057922108790393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925823640535637,0.0,0.0,0.11292980133318015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308730939611424,0.0,0.0,0.05434534519616662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045143731002948884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519423397615348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984872385391135,0.0,0.036769419409916966,0.0,0.0771548414607158,0.0,0.0,0.04693905906131865,0.09801519795418492,0.3359593077964488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033893891579680216,0.07608278437021235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728373569071841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392850068556948,0.0478610361841185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612957009015373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515826787982508,0.039776790959143535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955473922071679,0.0,0.08275179028317592,0.0,0.05005471357240048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03540341597313052,0.0,0.07988982236018441,0.20908890773258745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198846755972869,0.18803877674666986,0.08040609713954461,0.0,0.04605039814780195,0.0,0.0,0.033230129138310895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874987275056608,0.0,0.0,0.04779490695585003,0.11114498947922784,0.13583735923556806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381172720405792,0.0,0.0,0.040121896420240506,0.0,0.044972720070438836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036414129780433464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468747692903473,0.3038903128098761,0.03221033251545183 adhd,GraciousFox,2019/03/02,"2019, not starting strong. TLDR: my life is falling apart all around so I learned to knit. At the beginning of Feburary I switched to extended release adderall. Three days in I didn't zip my backpack up on my ride to school on my motorcycle and my prescription fell out somewhere along my 40min trip. Unable to get a replacement, I began to go into rapid mood swings over the following week. One day I was so mad I wanted to scream and the next I was okay or at the brink of tears. This put a very one sided stress on my relationship to my pregnant wife. I stopped seeing the benefit of being together and started to lose interest. I am currently staying in my house alone while my 6 month pregnant wife went to stay at a friends until I decided what I want. In her being gone these past couples days i have been bombarded by my family for ""being selfish and making a mistake."" I skipped school today to just be alone and in my empty house I did miss her but it wasn't overwhelming and I didn't know what to do. So I started learning to knit and that's all I've done today since it keeps my concentration occupied and my head quiet. 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I never asked for it. So my room was very messy and I knew I had to clean it sometime. I don‘t like to clean so I always told myself I‘m gonna do it next weekend or whatever. It never smelled or anything like that. Just messy. So my das cleaned my room while I was gone and I don‘t want to speak to him anymore. On the one hand I finally have a room where I can walk around without having to worry about tripping but on the other hand this is my room and nobody should go in there and do stuff without my permission. I really hate it. Really hate it. Now I‘m going to have to lock it. ,0.4727566964285686,2.5991014765625025,2.172589285714285,95.770625,85.015625,5.2196428571428575,19.299107142857142,6.5431188927421005,-0.006704910714285806,471,13,107,5,14,154,75,128,0.109,0.769,0.122,-0.5137,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,0,3,0,13,2,2,0,2,16,25,11,0,2,6,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,9,0,11,5,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,6,4,19,2,15,17,0,22,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,9,79,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633254729521478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946627262006097,0.0,0.0,0.16152645239557875,0.1747359376615133,0.1835006850464652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150214511102372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310743685972112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875830933798375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179061101770054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027753510165648,0.0,0.20875212810983587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330083080473983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514913627028596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941316315029436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247002294387989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755945131103235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195630524479254,0.11577442436117948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37842492824111706,0.0,0.0,0.19933771295526725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SkepChick209,2019/03/02,"Gastroparesis symptoms on Strattera? Anyone else have slow motility or gastroparesis symptoms while taking Strattera/Atomoxetine? I was diagnosed with Gastroparesis last year and was on Strattera during that time. When I took a medication break a few months ago, I had 0 symptoms. Now that I’m back on it, my symptoms have returned. It could be a coincidence..but I don’t think so because during my break (3 months) I wasn’t exercising, ate large portions and my diet was crap and that would have been a disastrous combo for my Gastroparesis and I wondered why it never flared up during that time. However, I can’t find anything in the leaflet’s listed side effects, or in public accessible medical research on a link between atomoxetine and slow gastric motility or gastroparesis. Does anyone have a similar side effect? Also, I am not sure how important this is, but I’m taking an Egyptian brand of atomoxetine called Atomox Apex, not the Strattera brand. Could that be why? Should I contact an atomoxetine researcher or something? —————— TL;DR : Whenever I’m on Atomoxetine, I get Gastroparesis symptoms, possibly an unlisted side effect. Had no symptoms during 3 month break. Want to know if anyone else experienced this or if it’s just a coincidence. 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Was it useful? In process toward diagnosis. General Dr. said let's start with MRI. Did you have one? Did it help you learn about your condition? 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Context of my ADHD experience I was diagnosed at age 8 I couldn't focus constantly dazing off. I was then prescribed concerta and from what I remember at first there weren't any results but a few months later I was aceing all of my classes. Before being on meds I would do well on tests but wouldn't complete assignments therefore failing. The withdrawals at the end of the day really affected me. Everyday when I came home school I would be extremely hungry and incredibly irritiable. And being 8 years old I had no idea why. I would get into fights with my siblings sometimes physical and on rare occurrences I would destroy things. my mother said I've always been sensitive to loud sounds but after taking meds I was much more likely to be irritated by them. I remember crying on the floor when the television was too loud. Like with most ADHD meds I had a decrease in appetite and being me I would would often forget to feed myself until the meds wore off and I scarfed down food. As got older I remember when taking my heart would feel like it was beating much faster and anxiety would increase. My parents never considered that I had any problems because of my high grades and that since I became a mess when the medicine wore I should be taking more. In highschool I stopped taking my meds because of the increase in my anxiety. It was a struggle daily to focus but it was worth it to be less anxious. I'm definitely not oppossed to ADHD medicine I just have not had good experiences, I would go back if there was a medication that didn't give me terrible side effects.",5.229819819819821,6.945223969969972,6.046842042042044,75.43411891891894,69.06006006006007,8.931603603603604,31.938618618618626,9.3871,3.1436055015015008,1414,62,241,30,25,464,177,333,0.154,0.764,0.08199999999999999,-0.9779,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,11,15,2,1,18,0,39,5,1,5,2,53,54,21,0,14,9,2,2,4,0,12,2,4,1,0,11,12,2,1,8,1,1,4,8,8,1,1,21,6,39,7,36,12,10,49,0,1,0,0,6,22,0,5,26,182,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364094430577529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822896593899134,0.0,0.0,0.0951775993643744,0.0,0.1070690168355423,0.07905748092801271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381030035364707,0.0,0.08531831687681593,0.0,0.05954782568657847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800384770576531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337269852195398,0.07562351909508946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686974393700577,0.04513131066654958,0.0,0.0,0.07102822688143094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198150879092355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536160417972835,0.0,0.0,0.07076798127651214,0.0999874518933377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059524952207841486,0.08462009371690543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03656166165568999,0.06713119259835741,0.0397712466610969,0.05869590377912633,0.05596939875436282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292663688085455,0.0,0.07393771211537556,0.07019564576989383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899890194824369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675477259618932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441240285762013,0.0704974876798434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558573683116378,0.0,0.10288670392991932,0.0,0.053972890091293774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343223804405408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770450836940065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702149569304494,0.0,0.0,0.06696140894634914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699989375314502,0.0,0.04483097990803262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782109447163785,0.0,0.06656700521082297,0.0,0.0,0.07082349600289828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788817911168592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921200933413288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058506413454847424,0.0,0.0731582902343107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046500337463453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649160243857788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292042421483572,0.0,0.06314606526182874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474060572592695,0.0,0.0,0.045064825583127535 adhd,Chrisrawraw,2019/03/02,"I have problems with focusing and remembering things. I am sure you cant diagnose it here but it would be nice to hear what you guys think. I am taking anti depressants and I finally want to get help with this part of my life now since I have the energy to do things. For all my life I had a hard time paying attention. I would be thinking about a million other things besides the task at hand. It would take me a lot of energy just to focus and I would have constant headaches trying to get myself to focus. When my mind can focus for a few second I can do everything correctly then bam! All of it is gone. Mind is again somewhere totally different. I also have a hard time listening and remembering. My Dad used to blame it on the video games I played when I was little but now I realize that isnt it at all. He told me I cared way more about the video games than the other things in my life... the thing is I would forget the things I had to do that day plus when it looks long I would feel overwhelmed. Also if this helps at all, I used to be on adderall when I was little but then my Mom took me off of it because she thought I was doing fine while on it... Yeah... I am going to see my psychiatrist on the 7th. Should I mention 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adhd,discardedyouth88,2019/03/02,"CBC Radio (Highlights): ADHD is the most common mental health disorder in kids The Current from CBC Radio (Highlights): ADHD is the most common mental health disorder in kids but can 'ravage' adult life, says reporter 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adhd,cactuskuhween,2019/03/02,No days off Does anyone else get super anxious on days off from work because you arent exactly sure what to do with yourself and a Netflix binge isnt necessarily the most desirable 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adhd,bdubwoah,2019/03/02,"The plan was to write up my resume, I organized the apps on my phone instead. That is all!",0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,84.26315789473685,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.3433999999999999,69,2,16,1,2,23,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IanAKAThotSlayer,2019/03/02,"Should I ask my gp about adhd because my dumb ass councilor basically just ignored me when I brought it up, chalking it up to be just depression and anxiety. Even tho I told the cunt I was on anti depressives before and still showed symptoms of adhd. Then she brings up my t1 diabetes as if thats the problem. Fucking sucks.",4.158571428571431,5.930388984126985,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,71.85714285714286,8.214603174603175,33.234920634920634,8.841846274778883,3.0042596825396823,258,13,47,5,5,85,51,63,0.368,0.632,0.0,-0.9776,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,8,9,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,0,9,0,8,4,0,9,0,2,0,2,3,4,5,1,3,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983427349226136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043451270734865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327205223475461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517484009814323,0.0,0.21182526005303395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288145192337021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441914986606931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013629841547326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23819707436899634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879972807994936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587386705548177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378679592900157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheUnholyHand,2019/03/02,"Feel like a shit parent My 4 year old is getting assessed soon and I was talking about it with my mil today. She had a friend over who *apparently* works with adhd kids and kept saying she "" only sees an intelligent girl who needs extra stimulation, she wouldn't be able to focus on cutting and gluing out her shapes right now if she had adhd"", and then my mil says she's nothing but an angel when she has her. It's suspected I have adhd as well as my son so maybe I do suck at this thing! I guess it just hit a nerve today and feeling like I'm failing at raising kids.",2.887843691148774,4.116553415254239,4.4233333333333364,86.70179849340867,74.16949152542372,6.600376647834276,23.280602636534837,6.937597516519254,0.6871777777777774,445,12,94,4,9,149,84,118,0.121,0.77,0.109,-0.5248,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,3,0,5,0,9,1,1,1,0,19,19,12,0,3,3,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,5,16,4,11,12,1,15,1,1,1,0,19,7,2,2,10,63,23,2,0.164676044352965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5937258117207345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665303119727298,0.23528919797917536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722830337051064,0.0,0.08603643642134326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814092285961923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090479432512614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543922051730814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210520028514214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801110589414644,0.0,0.1727998070561154,0.0,0.0,0.1252435523171885,0.0,0.0,0.18285325915801864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063244210281245,0.0,0.2619140001638434,0.0,0.0,0.13122548666997724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903759306997365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323603666332196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940344656656403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121872699642961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806354067119326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198861215711809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604597344711424 adhd,TheMotherOfFlaggons,2019/03/02,"Daughter Diagnosed with ADHD Today I’ve felt something was off with my six-year-old daughter for a long time, but I suspected anxiety or a processing disorder. I was surprised because I would never describe her as hyperactive. Her pediatrician wants to start her on vynanse. I really don’t have a lot of experience in this area. Any tips you can give me or advice, I would really appreciate! She is struggling with reading, getting along with her classmates, and talking talking talking when she should be listening to the teacher. She also struggles with controlling her emotions. If she’s happy, she’s the happiest kid in the world but if she gets frustrated or upset, she will definitely let you know!",6.1397619047619045,8.403659642857143,6.930349206349209,67.81742857142861,67.65079365079364,10.11936507936508,37.2031746031746,10.355215969177356,4.64798984126984,569,31,86,16,10,188,89,126,0.163,0.693,0.14400000000000002,-0.1888,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,1,3,6,0,12,1,0,1,1,24,20,11,0,6,7,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,21,2,15,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,22,6,0,6,6,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800448756376984,0.16099748767299965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131755175606228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203961231526684,0.0,0.1260377569653339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043362314355188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478766984408074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722369667615422,0.0,0.0,0.18882445191725666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532813023934133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116281331179366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819143141881975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215623948753453,0.15804880230666474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753856418350032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905454939738032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847399601301088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580372264019234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006951268784468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706985092600542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728835258893438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648004126155722,0.0,0.21109360362747606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683708513459194,0.0,0.0,0.11661502259109993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444771261405861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972734795495381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607044785837636,0.0,0.1561692599334586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717725564664152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407562534599954,0.0,0.0,0.10609735108067077 adhd,XxScatterGloriousxX,2019/03/02,"I dont know how to think So 2 weeks ago my partner of almost 4 years broke up with me.. i was emotionless for a week and then i started working at a strip club as a dancer. now today he has messaged me and is telling me he is getting the help he needs and he wants to be the man i fell inlove with again, even if its the tiniest of baby steps.. my parents hate him now and i want him back so bad but ive spiraled. we are 18F & 20M, been together since i was 15.. i dont know how to think or what to focus on, ive been seeing my psychologist and he upped my dose this week and i just dont know how to think anymore..",0.3553357314148684,1.6110111942446077,2.5102338129496395,97.6966217026379,80.94244604316546,5.496642685851318,20.93585131894484,5.985473137389443,-0.17769112709832147,472,13,122,3,12,160,88,139,0.055,0.9209999999999999,0.024,-0.5936,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,11,3,1,0,6,0,14,1,0,3,0,26,27,16,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,1,20,0,15,22,0,19,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,3,12,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097890235313962,0.0,0.15925506514066598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231920918826155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772442811125784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222915425275901,0.13279132198767915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591792552183138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504407602642404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309156373149908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701855959298602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066008104505805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622118154597272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179257585908501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659452051725985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673387395355304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315591006025984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256896189789503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900751470591638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30571822947588523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507508302143369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761121072001014,0.0,0.3827156311268779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578263495561104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241621024373178 adhd,PM_YOUR_PASTADISH,2019/03/02,"Dealing with Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria while single I've been single for over 2 years after a 5 year relationship and have only recently felt like trying to date again. The part I'm having problems with is that I was ghosted by someone who I liked (and thought it was mutual?) and it sort of triggered a mental backslide, y'know really making the RSD feelings go absolutely haywire, and I'm having trouble finding the rational ground of being reasonably upset instead of a full on depressive episode. I keep trying to go over it rationally and understand that people suck sometimes but my feelings are hurt and I really don't know what to do with them because I also feel that they shouldn't be this hurt. I don't know how to process and let go. Instead it's building into a chain of impulsive desicions that are ultimately making me feel worse.",10.484285714285713,8.721401286624207,10.218289353958149,61.750254777070104,58.4267515923567,13.047861692447679,43.4476797088262,11.765960540728905,5.344611282984532,690,33,107,16,7,227,104,157,0.16,0.8170000000000001,0.023,-0.9648,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,10,1,1,7,0,16,0,0,5,0,31,34,11,1,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,11,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,5,5,10,2,18,25,4,16,0,4,0,0,5,6,1,1,9,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258377945655878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592295390647664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222745940886665,0.1355307703305399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31825633953104376,0.0,0.15108674674315214,0.0,0.14382082837328472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682876737324981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33690639635387765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986552987285694,0.0,0.0,0.2594367595145125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090750137428975,0.0,0.15375270198045338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007313484478002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585781628731682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967657430696578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704015634304867,0.0,0.10909106128462852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505687495721984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161297956729604,0.16178850759171107,0.1553703852477678,0.16894180182627727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332750174595978,0.0,0.1556294269311054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492334350454436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366922820692888,0.0,0.0,0.16381348159952408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035953635387198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026646256257032 adhd,scared_pony,2019/03/02,"ADD and help with potential other disorder My parents had me talk to a counselor or tested for something when I was maybe 5 or 6 but I don’t remember it. What they were told is that there is a disconnect between what’s going on inside my head and what I’m doing. As an adult, I feel I still have this. My actions do not really line up with what I think or feel, and I don’t see my actions objectively at all. Does this sound familiar to anyone else?",2.9718389057750763,4.076604968085107,4.8365045592705185,84.30500000000002,73.78723404255321,8.350151975683891,26.19452887537993,8.841846274778883,1.8579167173252282,353,12,75,7,7,121,68,94,0.023,0.955,0.023,0.0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,0,1,16,17,9,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,4,12,0,10,13,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,2,56,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093052578624874,0.2651294915340563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965605867557015,0.0,0.2264420156546531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616019997345653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261672963649393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705887880532706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26556170380074323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734409108705389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599585061949479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873215913068401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576783969581482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931238557617314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619766813917886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992055584325509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066455189684651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207980931497363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658025174039604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247255609291815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sieze_da_day,2019/03/02,"I made a list of things I want to improve, and my wife thinks a lot of them fall under ADD. Looking for some insight and support. [Here is the list](https://i.imgur.com/n41x8Su.jpg) Add on: I have an incredibly hard time waking up, and sometimes have a 25-45 minute ""sleep walking"" like state before I am fully alert even after getting up. At first I dismissed the thought, because I think I have the wrong idea of what ADD is. I am extremely successful in my career but I have a few shortcomings I cannot shake for the life of me. Same in my personal life. So I made a list and pretty much all of them seem to be somewhat connected. I know you cannot diagnose me, that's not what I am looking for. I am just looking for some advice, to hear if you maybe deal with similar struggles, and just kind of look for a bit of support. 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It's all due to this crazy brain and the medicine that makes me a zombie. I often thought that this exact scenario would happen, and I believed that I would have at least some emotions. I'll probably face reality in a couple of days, but for now this brain of mine isn't being a team player. I'm sorry for the post, but I had to write down my frustration with how our kind of people deal with sudden, strong emotions. 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I have ADHD and ideally I'd like my career to be a creative outlet for me, while also something that can help benefit and transform the lives of others... I'd also like to teach at some point. For the record, my Myers-Briggs personality type is INFJ and my enneagram type is 5w4. What are some good career ideas?",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,74.58823529411767,6.886274509803924,21.62745098039216,7.793537801064563,1.1850803921568631,278,7,48,4,6,94,48,68,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.9715,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,8,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,34,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354492819270575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562960367037501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378196681766056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868477843245164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931713823808695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029574073394996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766703134476728,0.0,0.19670880967442528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443974089700185,0.19451300288992573,0.0,0.0,0.210588390589354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149819934047075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,orbo100,2019/03/02,"Rock & A Hard Place - ADHD Rant Heyo redditors, &#x200B; So, I've had ADHD for as long as I can remember. I was diagnosed around the age of 7 and once we found a medication I could handle with little to no drawbacks, things were great. Of course, school and home life were rough due to behavioral issues linked to ADHD and my attention span problems alongside hyperfocusing, but I got by, I guess. &#x200B; Fast forward to a now 30-year old me. This year, my new doctor in a new town thought it would be a great idea to swap me from my tried & true medication that I'd been using to some new medication. At first, it worked GREAT. Better than any other meds have for me. I could actually focus, prioritize - I was mentally there and finally felt like I could pass as a ""normal"" person - at least for a while. However, over the course of the last couple of months - it's been having horrible PHYSICAL effects on my body. My normal blood pressure of 135/70 has skyrocketed to 170/112. That's a huge leap. I keep mentioning it to the doctor, but he REALLY doesn't listen. I had to go to a walk-in nurse practitioner today at the same clinic just to get labwork done and vitals checked (I'd been asking and being ignored about those too) because today my BP was so high I thought I was having a heart attack. Come to find out, she deduced that the new meds are causing my extremely high BP issues, and now alongside the unwanted ADHD medication, I have to take a medicine to help lower and regulate my BP while I'm on it. I'd love to swap doctor's offices, but this is a small town and this is the only one nearby that's on my insurance plan. Basically, my choice is either: 1. My mind will be great, but my body will suffer greatly. 2. My body will be great, but I lose the ability to be fully present. Being stuck between a rock and a hard place is torture. I never imagined I'd have to make this kind of choice. I also never imagined it'd be such a hard choice to make. This. Sucks.",4.295774570697844,5.47951394373402,5.398270917062478,81.2315824808184,70.68797953964193,8.347862623310192,27.51927292656193,8.738905477910976,2.003332407745707,1556,53,305,27,28,515,206,391,0.11699999999999999,0.752,0.131,0.9318,2,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,0,0,6,11,20,3,1,24,0,40,16,5,6,3,56,60,23,0,8,7,0,5,1,0,4,10,1,1,1,18,15,0,2,13,2,1,4,4,8,0,2,18,6,34,12,46,27,4,47,0,2,0,1,9,21,1,2,25,196,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.06306072790321034,0.0,0.31064730834525617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167735232446369,0.0,0.2800670999092195,0.15704306067613688,0.043944463610419864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575263481147929,0.060411867350004124,0.07351566239135053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039392332821318064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057151981072824674,0.0,0.21533793125100825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638351882302614,0.0,0.055665228602386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547837168210328,0.07150185477176113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558890647271377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842684915924427,0.0,0.0661296702681251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620462482671167,0.07078909475780874,0.059062379828730124,0.05496654913926268,0.0,0.07085353892804644,0.0,0.0,0.03376178052177987,0.0,0.03672557646571175,0.0,0.051683278907721626,0.4274689692248253,0.07118726455028614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366304163004562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657613978671644,0.0433140622735928,0.13655116839217105,0.06482008417412656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294918962259833,0.0,0.1348949706069923,0.0,0.057438071687756685,0.0,0.06729277783282576,0.0,0.052674701087431136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045643689781484316,0.03157053323491327,0.06476717088461077,0.0,0.05718750941226355,0.0,0.07229431638802285,0.0,0.0,0.058322932553288874,0.0,0.08626997509575715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355862083400547,0.26039524448291496,0.06512272105572896,0.0,0.06524874060803344,0.0,0.05157982772285319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996793245640038,0.2496452742054276,0.0,0.0,0.12662962614024453,0.0,0.0,0.06780881917823381,0.0688192053556584,0.04378882978106188,0.049147146267113535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642452312984887,0.13503028287569474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061833524240929964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041397836851207966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320294201992633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539985382373563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858691406291865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042931289404151945,0.0,0.0,0.10260363602398592,0.0,0.0,0.12250621397905227,0.0,0.0,0.04387338488036907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055811754871911284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704482301279436,0.0,0.0,0.04590487055220693,0.0,0.15704306067613688,0.08322754938864002 adhd,cruzinforbooozin,2019/03/02,"Possible other paths to explore first? Hi all, I read the sidebar a bit and poked around at other resources, and just cried for a while because I feel like I related to so many posts and I didn't realize that so much of my ""scatterbrain"" could be, you know, not normal. I've done a lot of self-reflection/improvement following a 'quarter life crisis' in the last 6 months or so and trying to figure out what my hang-up is with doing my freaking job and just generally feeling like I'm falling flat on my face. I did great all through school and college (though not as well as I could have done I feel), always had my nose firmly in a book, was considered 'gifted' at a young age, all my teachers loved me. But I just relate so hard to a lot of the posts here and bit of research I've done and I just can't shake the gut feeling that this might be something. On the other hand, a coworker/friend (who was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid) pointed out that it's not like focusing on paperwork and nitty gritty details is *normal* and half the office takes Adderall anyway when I asked her about it a while back (making me think well, maybe it's not ADHD I just need a better system/hire an asst, it's not a unique to me problem that I need to go full-bore into). And my younger sister pointed out that my trouble focusing on stuff/hyper focusing on other stuff could be more related to a cell phone/caffeine addiction. However she also said that she's wondered 'frequently' if she has ADHD, and I know my mom's sister was diagnosed as an adult...that side of the family is notorious for being late to everything... Obviously I don't want to internet diagnose and get ahead of myself here. But I also have a shitty high deductible/covers nothing until I pay $7k insurance and I'm otherwise very healthy so if I'm going to decide it's worth it for me to talk with a Dr about my suspicions and start getting specialists involved, I want to make sure I've tried as much as I can before then and eliminate other easy options and not get labeled as a pill seeker (I already try to eat healthy and hit the gym regularly)... Especially since the FAQ has implied getting a diagnosis it's a pretty long, involved(read: expensive) process 🤦 I suppose I am asking, and maybe this is an inappropriate place for this question, what other things could be causing ADHD-like symptoms? What other paths should I look down first?",5.433737588652482,6.067746317021282,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333333,67.74468085106382,9.330496453900713,31.624113475177303,9.3871,2.8333390070921984,1899,75,354,36,30,630,247,470,0.075,0.826,0.099,0.8957,2,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,0,4,23,13,0,1,30,0,33,14,4,3,5,81,65,44,0,14,16,3,6,3,0,2,8,1,0,1,29,27,1,0,13,3,3,6,9,4,2,4,10,9,42,9,53,43,10,45,0,0,1,1,19,20,0,9,20,252,71,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457059484883768,0.3729308579283664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560836525453537,0.1240769117909726,0.06455044194517955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906015207475141,0.14504841287633033,0.0,0.0,0.05965207544077055,0.0,0.047290338851179135,0.0,0.0660124802657579,0.0,0.0,0.0686107259300827,0.16938841219917486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969315027658455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477563150952507,0.0,0.08521490744907535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362176639328933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381652182886698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938083903724265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972138187542314,0.0,0.0731328765277773,0.0,0.1569014456397259,0.11084232915023204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197424717477022,0.0,0.0,0.059935949463637776,0.0,0.1621235328546036,0.0,0.08817781690900563,0.0,0.0,0.08552913285055293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949393021786936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196456723039693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769833970224113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852687965931151,0.06323576911802313,0.08751045651081826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479506801426017,0.1137008986873329,0.0,0.0,0.06865337756024906,0.06514530662020944,0.0,0.0,0.13190671630475745,0.07001644852439108,0.0,0.1035667619246276,0.07865110087932695,0.15587344164061706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229714590766532,0.0,0.09085747476733518,0.061921377999201076,0.0,0.11405633093188634,0.11504501623707025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201836245477593,0.0744374121690928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105165872413693,0.0,0.14667105143851936,0.08745663269987031,0.14859501957653826,0.07892389819634738,0.0,0.07423089988043863,0.0,0.0,0.08690421429060337,0.0,0.15519637968780994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737936787307497,0.0,0.0,0.07851226435790856,0.0,0.0,0.08092993475385482,0.0,0.0,0.06417265848368534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972271583130484,0.0,0.0,0.054909538866168936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776146592847441,0.0,0.0,0.07311558947413158,0.0806324107885532,0.058328397056116865,0.06235361185643214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051538842151071435,0.049708334992994124,0.07621920153571238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800947206797825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400931153233362,0.09151408072949492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950243233586704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412916022300054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Blue-Faces,2019/03/02,"Don't lie about ADHD to join military It might seem obvious to most people, but this is an open letter for anyone attempting to make the same mistake I made Soon will mark two years I've been in the Marine Corps and due to my adhd and Drug policies banning stimulants, its been rough. Best way I can explain it is the military requires you to be on time, attentive, and aware. You can find habits and methods in order to get by, maybe even thrive but you will be so Mentally exhausted and anxious its not even worth it. Find another passion because 4-6 years is a long ass time to pay for mistake To summarize dont be like me and enlist thinking you're just gonna shoot guns and do push ups, Im in infantry and all we do is study weapons and clean. Then shoot stuff which is pretty badass... Still not worth it but cool anyway. Feel free to ask questions",4.962376395534291,5.5402439298245625,5.239978734715578,85.18267942583735,68.76608187134502,8.557363104731527,29.58054226475279,8.575989854853784,2.037182456140351,676,24,138,10,11,214,116,171,0.174,0.696,0.131,-0.6985,0,0,2,3,0,0,15.0,1,3,0,3,9,9,1,0,5,1,19,4,1,3,2,37,28,14,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,9,11,0,2,8,0,4,1,4,4,0,1,3,3,8,6,18,18,4,18,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,4,10,86,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975029667106566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341261142826328,0.0,0.18682937627384755,0.0,0.11563571529893787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460553399978624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081252109047363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355336632262355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382106772911056,0.0,0.19178526688692266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846041086889625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361977669190603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023038741648301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640285982408061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863595855021064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807950385172365,0.0,0.0,0.14635378475517702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648408371611594,0.11039069104215404,0.0,0.16614381504318196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166661510494418,0.17543927489315142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465185827431244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824825841279156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526052358375192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055336340726327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320705961329541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931754371087667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596715294478372,0.0,0.0,0.19286577040142605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154967835146855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126887335735582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129952322475825 adhd,jayscool,2019/03/02,"Question about ADHD So I had a long distance relationship with a girl who had adhd and basically every year she would forget my birthday date and not even realise my birthday had happened after the date when we spoke again. I understood her situation but after 4 years or so of forgetting, it got harder for me to understand. I just wanted to know if this is normal for those with adhd, or is it that she didn't make an effort to remember?",6.519529411764707,6.73909365882353,7.559999999999999,71.14000000000001,65.35294117647058,10.094117647058825,32.294117647058826,9.888512548439397,3.1978705882352942,351,13,61,7,5,119,64,85,0.018000000000000002,0.982,0.0,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,22,15,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,10,0,11,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,9,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6989695849793564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804699629709576,0.0,0.1633408894876409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505275184230394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143550763149476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654395955586136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156575381393527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940739560900522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899480103890394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171748508846568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814007083756786,0.21961295496378486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179140711481046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182186584782968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434748589875615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771720085315692,0.0,0.0,0.2496873424931232 adhd,Nakopa,2019/03/02,"Energydrink plus being awake for 16 hours == mental super mode? Im awake since 9 am and downed a pot of coffee, had an coffeeine crash, downed an energy drink, binge played frostpunk in one go without even looking at my second screen for 8 hours. I feel cured. What the Fuck.",2.8972222222222186,5.08792316666667,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,76.5925925925926,5.801481481481483,20.059259259259264,6.742157984588678,0.2444637037037034,217,5,43,2,5,68,47,54,0.10800000000000001,0.747,0.146,0.29600000000000004,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,2,2,9,5,0,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,2,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677748026230465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335452233252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802006382308294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706369305992927,0.0,0.0,0.16637305071899833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765873585388298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162135445915297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458310668682901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950169014577508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983707786014463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24216070070541146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821945815243201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Desert-Leviathan,2019/03/02,"How do you deal with extreme hyperfocusing? I have a problem where I’ll hyperfocus on a specific thought or decision, I know with ADHD hyperfocusing isn’t me just being silly and not just simply deciding, however I end up getting it to the extreme where I can’t get over a thought or decision for 4-5 hours straight? What are some ways or techniques you use to help you move past or at least stop yourself and let yourself think about other things? TL;DR: What ways or techniques do you guys use to deal with extreme hyperfocusing? 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Just trying to understand the condition of the different people here So... 1. At what age did you get diagnosed with ADHD? 2. How long have you been taking medicines? 3. What medicines do you take and how often? 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So I call around frantically until, if I'm lucky, I find one that has it. Sometimes (like today) I don't find it in stock until days after my prescription has actually run out. How should I handle this? I don't want to have to go through 2-3 days of pure exhaustion from stopping and starting the medication.",6.1645,7.0009842800000035,6.929350000000002,73.21242500000002,66.2,9.77,32.425,9.827888789773867,3.2648600000000005,525,21,90,11,8,174,74,125,0.068,0.8809999999999999,0.051,0.0037,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,10,3,1,1,1,19,17,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,10,3,23,15,3,25,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,13,66,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.20014523320650346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065725915342644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257994700958066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942712183190595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150404600962116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290827790708019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728031950104138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37491015970180336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656143705881565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104888468773019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357712097989728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020010784610224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661380175031369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207693827219418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897913709182452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284632610237088,0.0,0.14516881870827705,0.0,0.0,0.1714704014074815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195937977671842,0.0,0.19440811723357068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097161321145128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deepfriedpeanuts,2018/12/08,"parents won’t consider getting me tested for adhd ( pretty long post, sorry! ) hi there. im a teenage girl who thinks she has adhd. ive dealt with these symptoms for at least two years now (i can’t say i’ve had them longer, because i can’t remember that far back hahaha). before, i didn’t think anything of them. just, “oh, this sucks, but everyone must deal with it.” and then i started noticing that i was wrong, and what i’ve been experiencing isn’t really normal. last year, i made a friend. he has adhd. i recently found out he has adhd and we had a huge discussion about it. he told me about his struggles and symptoms and all i could think was “that’s me!” since a month and a half ago, i’ve been researching adhd and add A LOT. taking every test there is and reading every article i can find. of course, i know online tests and articles aren’t a substitute for going to an actual doctor, but they’re my only resources as of right now. i am convinced i have adhd. i finally told my parents that i thought i had adhd and asked if they’d go get me tested and they laughed. it made me feel so bad. i’ve heard that getting tested is a bit pricey (not sure if that’s true where i live), but if that’s the case, i know for a fact that the cost is not keeping them from getting me checked out. also, they’re soooo against pills for some reason. and they refuse to put me on any, for just about anything. as a sort of compromise, they took me to this medicine store and we bought this stuff that’s supposed to help with focusing (they think that’s all that adhd affects) ive been taking it for some weeks now and can tell you that it doesn’t help. i’ve told my parents this and they said “you have to wait for it to get in your system!” but it’s been weeks and nothing’s happening! all of these symptoms definitely hinder about every aspect of my life, but especially school. my parents don’t listen to me about any of it! i do understand that there is a chance i don’t have adhd, and maybe im just overreacting, but i am absolutely sure i have it. 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Ill start with telling you on why i decided to get checked and changes that I noticed after taking medications. &#x200B; For the past 5 - 7 years I have noticed that I am always tired towards the afternoons of my days. My day starts around 5am and at work by 6am. I usually start my work day with a cup of coffee and drink another within a couple of hours. I always needed a caffein stimulation to focus. Towards the afternoon around 1 or 2 i get to the point where I cannot think clearly and am in a Fog. At this point i will throw down another cup of coffee. After 5 years of this, I decided to do blood test thinking may its a thyroid issue, Vitamin D deficiency, or even Low T. All results came out normal and now I'm really thinking what can be wrong since i know this cant be normal. I look around online and read things about ADD and looked at characteristics of a ADD person. I matched many of these symptoms, but never wanted to believe I had it. I finally decided to make an appointment with a psychiatrist and after running a number of tests, about 6 hours spread between 3 days, the results where in. I have ADD. He put me on Adderal XR, but eventually switched to SR. &#x200B; Pros: After medication I cannot believe the drastic difference it has made. I enjoy my job a lot more and have never been as productive. A lot of people say that they get irritated easier, but I feel the complete opposite. The days I dont take my medication, I notice that my temper is shorter. &#x200B; Cons: I feel like my social personality is dulled out. When i have a conversation with people im not as bubbly as i was before. When i was on the XR 20mg, sleep was a big issue. But after i switched to SR that hasn't been an issue so much. Getting to the gym has also been something I dont want to do any more. I also increased my nicotine intake, i feel like it kicks in the adderal a notch. &#x200B; Has anyone else have similar cons? &#x200B;",4.1556038455426645,5.705673366995074,5.735475925631657,77.26886778960754,71.48768472906404,8.588463372000637,29.8455426664548,9.11188708381993,2.667120546639123,1641,68,303,34,31,558,201,406,0.057999999999999996,0.8859999999999999,0.055999999999999994,0.3084,1,0,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,1,2,14,7,1,0,27,0,33,14,2,5,4,60,59,24,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,2,11,1,0,3,15,26,1,0,10,3,1,5,9,4,0,0,10,7,41,3,57,45,7,59,0,2,3,0,10,24,0,5,32,207,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753377168554787,0.10148299109005418,0.33036716461003923,0.37049600395101456,0.04146951312164617,0.12788884574650233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263968472318978,0.06248275618890061,0.0,0.16285939925008885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189076747399838,0.13741054241580405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974659366794878,0.0,0.0,0.06451034421695227,0.0,0.06393794557641831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747487307995059,0.0,0.1966401225059801,0.0,0.0,0.12378988360024905,0.0,0.06371269128661597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293973448110278,0.059738656948303624,0.0,0.0,0.05094222070331464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040277707539868514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250224047688722,0.08713039572298288,0.0,0.0668022556823821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744127340092126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010899315027998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587048761807368,0.1909465366293941,0.060514732035005736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033513839193648434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595849640514064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241820771594676,0.0,0.0,0.10368858610482108,0.0,0.05770217252172528,0.040705626719599965,0.0618256725224152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457297943975367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044828421258350765,0.04521701171177498,0.0940653888646768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949785049980376,0.0,0.20828353572713806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821374472568045,0.08455379165695226,0.10649339234447147,0.0,0.0,0.11529446242169132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061303253625727326,0.0,0.0,0.06099800536781156,0.0,0.03906631228289405,0.0,0.12042375451480973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048494938730006765,0.0,0.0,0.04859436251513803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044452937019171,0.0,0.061025543019166274,0.06216296263201256,0.0,0.04694654022453795,0.0,0.0,0.12948906488309184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338313092088291,0.09170100188888156,0.0,0.05330052140932209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040513400847439734,0.11722345421305433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008926685020614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716251005030062,0.0,0.07193694078169956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055026321307614416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879052080508294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667370039217714,0.37049600395101456,0.0785401770300886 adhd,psyllock,2018/12/08,"Recently Diagnosed: it's ADHD-PI allright, but with a bonus on top: being emotionally neglected in my childhood. The diagnostic sessions already had me a bit worried. I thought okay, i have adhd, i wear the t-shirt so ask your adhd questions and we are done. But they asked so many things unrelated to adhd that i feared they didnt really believe i had it and were looking for answers in completely different directions. A week ago i had my final talk and got my diagnosis. Adhd. After all, what a relief. But... Then came the part about my childhood in which i suffered serious emotional neglect. My mom was depressed and died when i was 11. My stephfather then cared for me after, an admirable sacrifice from his side, but i never had any emotional connection with him. So i received very poor mirroring growing up, creating blind spots in my selfimage amongst other things. The key symptoms that are the result from my childhood experiences in some ways overlap with adhd, strenghthen it, or make it more difficult to treat it. Its a catch22 diagnosis where i feel if my adhd doesnt drag me down the echos from my childhood will be glad to step in and take over. I am hopefull though, cause now i clearly know why i felt so different and strange for all my life, i have the full picture. Anyone else with a similar double edged sword diagnosis? 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I have been searching the Internet but can seem to find an answer. When I have the opportunity I try to not take vyvanse because I don’t want to built up a tolerance. Finals week is coming up and I want to be sure my meds are going to work during the week. I got a little bit of studying done today but not nearly as much as I would have if I had taken the Vyvanse. I also have adderall IR and was debating taking it. Would taking the IR adderall cancel out not taking the Vyvanse to prevent building up a tolerance? Thank you any answer is appreciated I am just not well versed on how these medications work and cannot reach a conclusion based on the information I found.",5.4232777777777805,6.110553121428577,6.7438095238095235,74.41896825396827,67.78571428571428,8.793650793650794,30.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.5328888888888894,567,21,102,9,9,193,84,140,0.040999999999999995,0.7879999999999999,0.17,0.9529,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,12,0,18,1,0,1,1,27,32,11,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,7,0,13,4,17,22,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,6,78,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670724868920313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774704640901693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658571669655304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729793187127958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364850876952731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218298123431432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214276079372045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356716299327793,0.14481453310819847,0.0,0.0,0.1737251730912723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004712008615039,0.0,0.12672178002691614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880206045865106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175995064117114,0.1596152062562397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647423907770113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424105605609366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933116959202894,0.0,0.5956491505754659,0.0,0.0,0.14587353212446388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018595789463762,0.0,0.0,0.10757276909177917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869082203640013,0.0,0.2541877152752359,0.0,0.14245977862914125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069758108330274,0.0,0.0,0.22510750212528524,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,maudest,2018/12/08,"I have one day where my symptoms get terrible on my period There's always this one day during my menstrual cycle when, medicated or not, I get really hyper and have lots of trouble with verbal communication. That day was yesterday for me and the guy I’m seeing was trying to talk to me and ask questions but like, I couldnt even answer them. When it happens I do this thing where I just repeat whatever word I just said over and over until I can figure out what I want the next one to be. Then I get embarrassed so I get giggly. I could tell he was annoyed, but I couldnt stop. Anyone else experience this? 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I feel like men are having trouble dating me. I feel like I’m too hyper, too loud, too inattentive, just too much.. me. Guys always like me a lot in the beginning, they find me very exciting and interesting, but then they get sick of me. I’ve been dating A LOT, and I always feel like I’m the problem since I get a lot of rejection. My question is, how have you been adapting to dating life? How do you cope with rejection? How can I adapt to dating a “normal” person?",1.9676635514018697,3.964299831775701,3.9119719626168217,86.07356542056074,78.7196261682243,6.522990654205607,20.980373831775697,7.554174236665415,0.8264699065420551,410,11,82,6,10,139,61,107,0.172,0.718,0.11,-0.9034,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,3,0,20,17,7,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,15,6,8,15,5,8,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,4,11,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023506021473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785707713198736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539186143577151,0.3587593538766309,0.0,0.0,0.15299526794505452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491312311527266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574657757089192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823547524446724,0.3271214065840432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269376931744471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230539990283639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401077671852204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461621604133855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017364414811974,0.0,0.0,0.18751981610320195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847021362478862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183256406453112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381177475156531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StanleyMilgramisHere,2018/12/08,"Neuropsychologist is dismissive of Adult ADD - now what? I am reposting this info after the numbing appt I had; Okay, I went to Neuropsychologist appt, had a long day there. By the time the doc and I met, I was tired, distracted and hungry. COuldn't remember a thing as far as my own personal time line. Doc basically said she thinks that there is not really a chance I have Adult ADD. Because in her words, 90% of kids grow out of it...so I basically shut down at that point. The neuropsychologist wants me to come back to undertake the full battery of tests. I don't want to go, I would like to find a psychiatrist or neuropsychiatrist who is at least familiar with Adult ADD. Any one else have a less than stellar first meeting with a diagnostic person? What did you do concerning any misgivings about the professional ( I feel that she is disregarding Adult ADD/ women being underdiagnosed ) Edit: After a full week of thinking about how that initial appt went, I would like to know if you all think I should go back for the full testing? Is my hunch that the neuropsychologist was biased already against the potential for adults and more specifically if she would be unbiased enough to give me a full screening for Adult ADD. &#x200B;",6.693952802359881,7.940273823008852,6.785115044247791,73.25206784660769,65.19469026548673,10.451445427728617,31.438348082595873,10.504223727775694,3.318084719764012,988,37,179,25,15,316,136,226,0.075,0.893,0.032,-0.7445,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,1,17,1,22,2,0,1,1,35,37,9,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,10,10,12,0,1,8,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,9,3,22,3,31,21,10,29,0,0,1,0,21,12,0,3,13,127,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876969326061644,0.0,0.0,0.16570708796454134,0.18583509650449134,0.20800469885700326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351981011333385,0.0,0.09322892638323436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317416138571347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863166067341804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775917148360447,0.0,0.0,0.15802472006104878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773295015447131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139781573385048,0.1300880652712075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467110285780068,0.1738351511312765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405013109953957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943450707465364,0.0,0.0,0.13534436077243847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363401443078084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670772374381951,0.0,0.0,0.1445748221443792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797530655858416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324771608648112,0.0,0.1454780322802777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160449338077787,0.2939874073399317,0.0,0.0,0.17835749484395572,0.1757784905928327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180412314705728,0.0,0.12267677150115935,0.0,0.0,0.2835481124577363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259259980937889,0.0,0.18583509650449134,0.0 adhd,Distracted_by_dogs,2018/12/08,"A long success story, with data! Hey there, long time lurker, posting on a throwaway for reasons I'm sure you can all relate to. It's long, as all of the posts here are, but I wanted to share my story in hopes that it can help others that suffered like I did without knowing. Jump ahead to the data if you want here! [https://imgur.com/a/3w3YA4v](https://imgur.com/a/3w3YA4v). This year I was working with a therapist about my inability to focus at work. I'd describe it as a block, a mental fog, completely unable to move on to the next task though it was clear in my mind of what that task was. I'd turn to reddit and Facebook, making memes and creating brackets for a ""March Madness"" style competition of my favorite band's songs in a Facebook group. I was struggling at work. As always, I started strong at the new job, got promoted quickly, but after a year into the new job the fog returned. I was fed up and sought out a therapist through my health network. I attributed this to depression after a pretty bummer 2016. The process was ridiculous, frankly, to get the help I needed. Long waiting times since I was ""low risk"" as just a sad white boy, and when I first got help the therapist gave me a ""feelings wheel"" so I could help articulate my thoughts. Unfortunately, it did not come with a pack of crayons so I couldn't use it to its full potential. Eventually, the therapist moved on to a new job and I was assigned to another. After our first session I could tell this was going places. Gave me recommended reading and concrete goals to work for—great. The next time we met I really focused on my lack of focus, as I don't mind being down if I can at least be productive. That's where he first suggested ADHD. ""ADHD, me? No, I'm just a sad boi. I don't bounce off the walls or anything like that,"" I thought. He gave me a simple test to self-assess my symptoms, something similar to this: [https://add.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/adhd-questionnaire-ASRS111.pdf](https://add.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/adhd-questionnaire-ASRS111.pdf). Then it clicked. It opened my eyes and I went home with this new discovery and found this subreddit. I poured over so many posts that I could relate to as if people were telling my own stories. I was eventually referred to a Psychiatrist since a therapist could not prescribe medication at my healthcare provider through an adult ADHD program of some sort. I had to take a drug test and fill out a form similar to the posted above as well as have someone close to me fill one out as well. (There's a side story here about how they forgot to send me the paperwork and schedule the drug test after the appointment was made and luckily I was proactive enough somehow to check on it. This post is already long enough.) Next, I start a drug trial with a pharmacist. 5mg of Methylphenidate (Ritalin). I'm nervous; what if it doesn't work? Am I doomed to live in fog? We progress through increasing dosages and timing throughout the day. We have a call every three weeks or so to check in and talk about how it's working and what to try next. I try Amphetamine salts (Adderall) and absolutely hate it. I feel anxious and it only makes my symptoms worse. I call back after a week and am able to get back on Methylphenidate quickly which was a huge relief. This lasts about three months until we arrived at the dose that seems to be working best for me. It's Metadate CD (Concerta), a longer lasting version of Methylphenidate taken twice a day six hours apart. My time with the pharmacist is complete and this is now my prescription, ready for refill through an app. Now here's the fun stuff. I use an app called ""Rescue Time"" to track my productivity on my computer. Here's my progress over time: [https://imgur.com/a/3w3YA4v](https://imgur.com/a/3w3YA4v). I think the most interesting data is the amount of 'red' on the day-to-day graphs indicating very distracting time. It's nearly non-existent in November! TL;DR: Shared process for being sad, getting help, finding out ADHD, getting medicated, saw results!",5.8781663061764,7.985829260273974,5.181175198269648,80.72683609709208,68.04109589041096,7.86253304494112,29.930305215092524,8.479577106124081,2.2458401826484042,3240,125,573,50,57,976,341,730,0.096,0.747,0.157,0.9938,3,0,7,0,0,0,166.0,5,2,1,18,31,28,3,4,54,0,41,12,1,10,4,92,84,45,0,14,13,0,2,2,0,0,10,1,1,2,38,36,1,3,11,4,2,10,8,14,2,8,32,9,64,14,104,43,15,110,1,7,5,0,34,41,0,12,56,378,102,21,0.051145335969966316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688005287449228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056440150052203764,0.0,0.042557016694451937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053630344208503385,0.0,0.057779671704969185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042088253638232265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865521269544631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367387468400572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667531925012454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405717822058338,0.1072498233675442,0.0,0.0,0.16334155615261214,0.0,0.0,0.13193804221020775,0.0,0.04405140292693704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793705646697253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569360813413747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309215143494915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172123722362909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467459105006637,0.13051258994533907,0.0,0.056078221009553966,0.0,0.0,0.10688530839364964,0.0,0.029067073076461808,0.0,0.08181119478108033,0.05638791346578525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049543061873056,0.0,0.054365100472341284,0.0,0.0,0.1714082030162817,0.0,0.05130294211367466,0.050798858867201584,0.050367853487038455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226156228616042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028108139083004482,0.0833805501851621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997405540843459,0.0,0.0451622686874728,0.22631006441778626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048394953537270594,0.06827981781999007,0.051853343095639284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304709045499444,0.05154246914632403,0.0,0.1032844188665918,0.0,0.0408237192162595,0.10871879601697336,0.0,0.037923618561531085,0.0,0.19758593674621788,0.21757458014098047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034657403304947834,0.03889833270226548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035457736163206015,0.0,0.053435990358756964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449154699127274,0.05203319376164247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051159176624241916,0.0,0.032765011873536164,0.05258592362080236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046560792982576975,0.05335573979997986,0.0,0.0,0.0846159008713496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043335277194463936,0.03937417836471761,0.0,0.0,0.07240186408628342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346820999880274,0.058549173271188686,0.0,0.0,0.04820387387150455,0.10631917454435394,0.038454927533817705,0.04110868370176544,0.08940655591937192,0.0,0.0,0.29691838543778193,0.0,0.03277186613140199,0.0502500329114375,0.08120736754137396,0.2385860536318723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694486517111615,0.055631438782383726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834629778525267,0.0,0.04220025854811862,0.0603336885700962,0.0,0.08205140695199789,0.0,0.0919715986898443,0.04741223884735326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930227874947725,0.0,0.2606408960690287,0.0,0.052121466821689284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587183899790013 adhd,Icczy,2018/12/08,"Random thoughts after waking up? I realized that everytime I wake up Im instantly bombarded with A LOT of thoughts, and the odd thing is that they're completely RANDOM, and FAST. They aren't the typical ADHD kinda thought that comes from somewhere and leads to another thought and so on. They're completely unrelated to anything else and to one another, they will just appear and disappear in a split second one after another. Good thing is that they don't last that long, only up to 5~10 minutes after I first wake up from a nights sleep. I've tried to understand where they come from but they aren't related to literally anything. I've even conspired that they must be subconsciously related to the dreams I had at night that I don't remember, but they're way too different from the usual thoughts I have during the day, even if they made sense. So now I just let them annoy me while I wait for them to stop. Since they're that odd, I was wondering if they're related to ADHD at all, is it something else or it's just something people usually experience, so if you have something to say about it I'll be glad to hear from you. Thanks for reading",6.5994342876854075,6.758425286995517,6.8686098654708525,76.37093135563991,65.18834080717488,10.987098999655053,33.74577440496723,10.727762888450028,3.5746925836495347,921,37,175,23,13,298,117,223,0.059000000000000004,0.878,0.062,0.3919,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,9,2,12,4,1,0,8,0,16,4,4,2,2,38,30,16,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,2,9,2,0,5,4,1,0,4,8,2,21,3,32,17,2,30,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,10,15,120,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26171224553758266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425197375278634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920274802049735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875860061816751,0.2283233611612509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022048222688701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137594873595264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819154330208716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383229680692844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065083985922281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261576468385324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132583581642127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122718975544874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761224886647068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875412040777189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134017302778186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635796675470336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256837344427514,0.0,0.10302766109930987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435850785358792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475637826383849,0.0828103747613027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548571406227585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891239532450224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334313429620895,0.0,0.0,0.08658807622236027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006908490853648,0.0,0.10896156400719224,0.0,0.0,0.25147019729028713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910310049827567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002447731137376,0.0,0.0,0.14467396113790934,0.0,0.0,0.4322044206208591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392436224565381,0.0,0.0,0.11335097015239995,0.0,0.0,0.23983832918720996,0.0,0.0,0.08642620179624723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807889301229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lazy-beans,2018/12/08,"How do you deal with burnout? You know the kind. You've got 3 papers and a presentation due tomorrow and you can't even bring yourself to get out of bed. **Your mind is cloudy and you can't think straight**. You're irritable and aggressive and all you want to do is run away from everything and sleep for a year. You don't know what to do or why you're here or what to tackle first. That's where I am right now. **I desperately need a break** but there's only a week left of school and I can't give up. **All the 'advice' I've found online so far focuses on preventing burnout in the first place** (not helpful when I need help NOW), or suggests things like a 10 minute break.... (which also isn't helpful, because I can't even get started and a 10 minute break would kill any momentum I have) So I look to you, r/ADHD. When you're completely out of energy, running on the ghosts of fumes for weeks on end... **How do you keep going?** How do you sit down and do the work when you can barely form coherent thoughts? **Couple things:** **I have no time for a break** and haven't done anything for 3 days in an attempt to give myself a break. It hasn't helped. I've already talked to my teachers and **exhausted my accommodations**. There's nothing left. I've tried eating a good meal, exercising, meditation, reading a book, playing with my pets, taking a walk... it's not working. **I'm so tired**. **TL:DR; How do you keep going when you're mentally and physically exhausted, have no time for a break, and due dates are looming over you?** ",-0.8003606557377054,0.9143468000000006,1.1003278688524605,96.07934426229514,110.50819672131149,4.491803278688527,17.459016393442624,6.317382671508695,0.03768852459016436,1174,38,256,19,61,381,160,305,0.083,0.823,0.094,0.7189,1,0,0,0,0,0,83.0,0,13,0,7,20,9,3,0,18,0,25,7,1,4,2,42,47,29,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,8,17,2,3,5,4,0,6,12,5,0,2,4,1,25,4,30,42,3,52,0,0,1,0,22,18,0,3,22,152,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169725168003142,0.11521406313231465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010958808582165,0.09428749069139017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017851180901417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702464183842413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077434197902364,0.0,0.0,0.07187295879405751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361971333989613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045812455484632,0.0,0.07603808773072886,0.12155346588602972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065634923944908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120644848646907,0.0,0.0,0.10442762094698778,0.0,0.0,0.15574847190282962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596418059863592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200577535697495,0.0,0.12927524518255326,0.0,0.0,0.123199561257906,0.2262078116887365,0.13401470057541967,0.09889197134041144,0.0942983039904202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31611327281520585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959632821695512,0.1304428982415733,0.1227784876375474,0.12959350372265355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562052789793141,0.0,0.0,0.05760175830641302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900935480871076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881912828636325,0.0,0.11904905623023775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748480960876527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313171331679055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967102391534823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318419933513867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793553686928955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068905620895924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932476861250935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798877906429338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345279649503835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864885682740635,0.09476647206359062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665986618850503,0.07554788566679073,0.0,0.09360231263178166,0.1375011101687024,0.13551287890334698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004882569320967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954261603036747,0.0,0.18915036105524533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638968776477484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167049441877466,0.0,0.0,0.08375535626719245,0.0,0.0,0.07592607240187255 adhd,PlaceboJesus,2018/12/08,"Coming To Terms I was typing the following in a response to someone, when I saw my post was getting overly long, and then I realised that this deserves its own discussion. So here goes: A lot of ADHD people experience anger and bitterness; it's understandable and not entirely wrong to blame ADHD for its share of your life's problems. There's a phase many people diagnosed as adults go through. It's kind of a game I call *ADHD or Me?* You look at your life and distinguish what were symptoms. What occurences were attributable to those symptoms? Through introspection and retrospection, you try to strip away all the labels and stigmas attached to you and view yourself without the influence of the ADHD. You try to reconcile your actions and behaviours with your intentions and desires. That is/was the ADHD. That is/was me. There's a tendency to want to separate yourself, in your thinking, from the ADHD as if it were a nemesis or hostile parasite or alien, to conceive of it as something *external* to the self. It's natural to want to deny or reject what we dislike about ourselves. Especially if we're trying to divest ourselves of all the emotional baggage we've been carrying around. However, (I've said this before), *brains are incredibly complex and subtle things*. Stupidly small alterations/changes to chemistry or structure can have a **huge** impact on function. They can permanently change your ability to think or function, perceive. So much of who we are, what we are, as unique persons is dependent on those structures and that chemistry. Not to mention how we internalise our life experiences and memories. The self, as you perceive it, is really rather ephemeral. It's easy, especially when angry or bitter or regretful, to wish or fantasise that things had been different... If you had never had ADHD... If you had been treated at an earlier developmental age... If you been labeled, or not labeled earlier... The problem is that, *if* any part of your life had changed significantly (and all changes to the brain *are* significant), you would not be who you are. You would be another person living another life. Wishing you'd had a different life is like wishing *not to be*. It's almost universally agreed that in almost all circumstances it's unhealthy to be suicidal. So how can wishing *not to be* be healthy? Self-acceptance is supposed to be essential to being happy and mentally healthy. Whatever those terms mean. So, I guess what I'm saying is, that if you ever want to accept yourself, you have to find a way to accept that ADHD is an inextricable part of that self. I'm not as angry or bitter about ADHD as some people here, but I have to admit, this is one of the hardest parts of my personal journey.",5.352053134121603,7.667183006085197,6.0455568198683975,73.13572057586703,69.85192697768764,9.191094839954486,34.33676346905457,9.685265186389033,3.827364458516796,2174,110,350,54,41,708,227,493,0.07,0.858,0.07200000000000001,-0.7099,3,0,1,0,0,0,91.0,5,21,1,0,17,18,6,0,23,0,45,11,2,6,6,92,67,49,1,21,28,0,0,1,0,2,9,2,0,7,36,21,0,0,13,1,0,5,9,11,0,1,17,8,37,7,64,39,13,28,0,2,3,0,44,12,0,24,10,272,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6403247850049563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185610014759793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025820130000088,0.12415325159436247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270077530108079,0.0,0.0,0.055620585336996715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037505399332354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321741194573665,0.0604500760920705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050406700461586,0.05099577499346425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008700944069194,0.0,0.12370332603893268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659231516022952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355001704859195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581841183319695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541079576595021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030929688175098793,0.0,0.033644867379030274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521575167394457,0.0,0.0,0.06301976888544893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061647952289211085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508893317148716,0.028922252718500362,0.0,0.052274906954997515,0.052390359936460816,0.049713301563476565,0.0,0.0,0.050329937075406124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060019763497443285,0.0,0.0644864293793206,0.0,0.0,0.05965992978564184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043518996755182636,0.0,0.04565888378250985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040115622747058925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232431109239256,0.0,0.12312600181314096,0.15507412928435846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669747678144708,0.0,0.0,0.11329329164411928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03792519722428354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631299620104961,0.0470784163705253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470350949692365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016018125409175,0.04557524611282469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475546690021597,0.0,0.0,0.12306345802286682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866003354703051,0.0758662619283282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057925493537075,0.0,0.0,0.0616295499525097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475352704530168,0.0469904043489541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723094718809626,0.057066930187525386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410832070791419,0.06472618195276426,0.0,0.0 adhd,_PINK-FREUD_,2018/12/08,"How to deal with 0 appetite/thirst while on meds? Hey all! I've been on ADHD meds for about 5ish years now and use it to get schoolwork done. When I don't take my meds my appetite is normal, but being on them totally kills my appetite. I've gotten advice to hustle through it and eat anyway (which is fair), but it's hard to do that every day. I've noticed that I can still drink smoothies easily, but I also get easily dehydrated because I won't feel thirsty for water. Does anyone have tips/tricks they use to stay hydrated and well-fed on their meds? 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Hyper focused on “becoming employed” Hey everyone! So I hit a really bad financial situation in my family and I am postponing graduation to get a job (well, several jobs). I can’t stop overthinking and hyper focusing on this. (I have literally refreshed my inbox every half hour since) The anxiety from being borderline broke and the guilt from being potentially “useless” if I am not graduating and am then jobless has led me to apply to around 12 jobs in a day. I received a phone interview from one and I am scheduling a follow up in-person interview next week. The problem is that I have since yesterday compiled a 20+ saved list of jobs to apply for by staying up all night. I was keen on noting if they were posted within the last week. My true fear is that most of the jobs I applied to the other day may have been old postings (thanks to the site advertising old posts first 🙄) and that I may never hear back from them. I also know my anxiety is causing me to overreact because I only applied to them a little over 48 hours ago. My main questions would be: should I go ahead and continue applying to more places that I know had recent postings? Should I somehow force myself to wait for more responses? If so, how long? 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I mean stuff like * caffeine * smart drugs * being slightly drunk When I face some kind of difficult problems or issues or tasks I tend to loose it and feel sexually aroused that will eventually lead to masturbation. Nothing really helps just to let it go and when I get back to the problem in a few mins it's back. I really don't know why that happens it could just be a habit from my childhood... If you are undiagnosed or even diagnosed before trying any serious medications did you notice working better under the influence ? When I get 1 or 2 beers and am getting to the ""tipsy"" stage I am actually able to function better. My cognitive skills are more enhanced I am able to focus on specific things and filter out crap. It really comes down to the ""focus"" factor.",4.309630769230768,6.565533306666668,5.902000000000001,73.29946153846156,72.6,8.882051282051282,28.205128205128197,9.466822959209583,2.9254974358974364,636,25,108,16,13,216,104,150,0.126,0.8029999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.74,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,5,9,10,1,0,6,0,13,8,3,3,0,23,23,13,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,3,2,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,1,13,5,15,17,3,16,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,6,8,77,22,3,0.3195137675539886,0.0,0.15589967335880794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864015926533108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456863648411665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594134144374212,0.0,0.0,0.2825839623905941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761640953265394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755287215998434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621498741776643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852672657275297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551791503164967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807778805949166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25039913415379195,0.0,0.09079351864929723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127248471878512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708167166513813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674468052172198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636221040211446,0.08779820532038428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336223752200746,0.0,0.07804914378154211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174022080768466,0.0,0.1609382531287223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329103865100815,0.1818842710416042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30573152427230904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070330516690397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828834104250885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061353748604448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846443736731104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415573901503298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630491408495452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BatshitLandlady,2018/12/08,"Just a whine about how I feel like I will never actually enjoy my life, and its because of my ADHD. I read a post on reddit a while ago, and I havent been able to stop thinking of it since. A user asked what could be the worst thing you could do to your enemy, and someone replied ""make them stupid, but make them smart enough to be aware of how stupid they are."" and I truly feel this is my life. I am going to be 27 this year, and my life is all over the place. I have watched my peers go through college successfully, gain a career, succeed in their career, move forward through their life with ease. Everyone is travelling the world, getting promoted and just enjoying themselves, living life with freedom and a sense of security. I have no job currently, no career, I barely passed college and took a course in an unemployable field as I didnt consider the future, I have not travelled at all, I am working menial minimum wage jobs living in borderline poverty and I truly just feel ashamed of myself. I am painfully aware of my shortcomings; Im embarrassed when people ask me what I do, what my plans are, I dont know what to say. I never thought this would be my life, and I dont know how to get out of it. I feel like Im going in circles chasing my own tail every single day and its never going to stop. I was diagnosed a year ago, after reaching a kind of breaking point, and while I am doing better than I was, I just don't know what to do with myself because I dont see a way out. This is my brain, this is my life. I cant escape myself. I hate reading the statistics about how people with adhd tend to fail college, earn under a certain amount, have marital problems etc etc because I feel like it is predetermined that I will always be unhappy and there isnt a whole lot I can do about it because its the way I am made. There isn't really a point to this post, Im just whinging. I dont have many friends and nobody I know has adhd, so here I am. Apologies for the depressing post. TLDR; ADHD makes me miserable.",5.633775185577946,5.198359756097563,6.500710498409332,80.20591198303288,67.29268292682926,9.374337221633086,31.240721102863198,8.841846274778883,2.362741251325557,1580,55,322,23,23,526,192,410,0.15,0.7020000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.5307,6,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,5,9,17,25,3,3,21,0,49,10,1,8,6,59,76,24,0,4,7,0,5,3,1,3,9,1,0,0,20,20,0,3,11,4,1,10,16,12,0,0,7,8,56,13,41,59,11,46,0,4,2,0,12,15,0,1,20,234,76,19,0.07203391211877966,0.0,0.07029470721118314,0.0,0.3462830562246051,0.0,0.12770743363149273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993798539921115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468396793539655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564481693203313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370814149528341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041366896961671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502643474813926,0.0,0.0,0.04645591409974762,0.0,0.06204270295557951,0.07311290449862333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33769283409050466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443028709716586,0.16067370663433206,0.0,0.0,0.06069167775722632,0.06883148997498051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211255172071106,0.1543831236321372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055653221815124256,0.0,0.07526949198396174,0.0,0.16375412911703474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111857499040627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334269585089884,0.0,0.14296508552581774,0.0,0.0,0.07501223459466072,0.1583518170037286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561577769775347,0.10557639266337313,0.0,0.12721452824666127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612406561263122,0.0,0.06816022935391954,0.14424958707534002,0.07303108071886756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656064868304893,0.0,0.0,0.16667098132747124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664916126280971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987848949554726,0.0,0.07526010652746509,0.0,0.13619066074055627,0.0,0.20696572739202965,0.0,0.0,0.06892672550534401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410681103683814,0.0,0.0461467686370275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728425814638121,0.0,0.0,0.0574017016966259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958719648256309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061034099979361774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120447151992739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047856130419163714,0.046156422283824085,0.0,0.057186879956247015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003232683532198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435433307453395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042329040131127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244154594222429,0.0,0.0,0.05117082441527564,0.0,0.0,0.09277495535983016 adhd,adhd-n-shit,2018/12/08,"How can I save my marriage and my family? I’m 32 years old and I was just diagnosed with ADHD this year. My wife pointed out that I might have it because I could never finish things and was constantly getting distracted. All of the signs were there and I’d been that way all of my life. I was somewhat skeptical but finding out about RSD has really hit home. I’ve been able to deal with forgetting and getting distracted, but one of the biggest factors in my life has been the intense upset feelings that I get anytime someone tells me I’ve done something wrong. Anytime there’s a chance that someone could be judging me negatively, whether it’s real or not, I get completely flustered and can’t think straight. If someone tells me I should be doing something differently, what I hear is “you’re wrong and everything you do is wrong and you’re a bad person”. I can’t help it. When someone does that repeatedly then I’m way more likely to get those sorts of feelings when they tell me something. I’ve been with my wife for just over 5 years and we have the best daughter that anyone could hope for. I love our family. But, as you can probably relate to, my wife has been telling me about all of the things that I’ve been doing wrong for the past 5 years. She’s trying to help but, at this point, I can barely be around her without getting stressed out to the point of breaking down, curling into a ball, and crying until she leaves me alone; that’s something that happens almost on a daily basis, sometimes multiples times per day. I just can’t hold it together like I used to. I think that taking stimulants has definitely contributed but it’s not he only factor. A few weeks ago I mentioned something about how our lives will be in 30 years and I immediately thought, I can’t live like this for another 30 years. The only thing keeping me from completely loosing it is my daughter. I want her to have a good life and to have her daddy and not have to deal with my shitty situation. Adding to the stress, I started a new job recently, which isn’t going well, and I’m the only source of income for our family. If I loose my job then we have zero income and I feel like that’s a real possibility. I’ve always been very sensitive to criticism. Even as a small child, if a family member or teacher would tell me I was doing something wrong, it was like they had beat me. Some kids ‘needed’ harsh punishment, but even just saying something to me was usually too much. I didn’t get in trouble because I was so scared to being told I was doing something wrong. Fast forward to my teenage years when I got a motorcycle. I’d been riding all my life and knew what I was doing but my dad would point out things I was doing wrong. He was trying to help me do better but it always had the opposite effect. Even just knowing he was watching me would make me incredibly nervous because I didn’t want to mess up. The only times I ever dropped my motorcycle were when he was watching and it was because I was so nervous that I’d do something wrong. Now I’m that way with my wife. Even when she’s not around, I hear her voice telling me I’m doing things wrong. If she’s around and actually says something that could be taken as critical, like “you left the milk on the counter”, I literally can’t take it. What I hear is, “you’ve ruined the milk, just like you ruin everything”. I do ruin things, I forget stuff, I do things wrong, I’m not perfect. But sometimes I don’t ruin things, I just do them my way, which isn’t always her way, and she point out that I’m doing it wrong then too. If I don’t finish one thing before I start another then I’m doing that wrong. If I’m putting away groceries and I see that my coat fell, I might go pick it up. But I feel like she’s going to tell me to stop that and put away the groceries. If I leave the coat on the floor then she’s going to tell me to put my coat away. I feel like I can’t win. She’s probably trying to help me get everything done but it just makes it worse. I make it worse because I get overwhelmed and overcome with feelings of failure. I am a failure. I can’t take it. I can’t keep going through this. I need to be able to have a relationship with my wife again. Our marriage is in bad shape. We have had sex in months and she has no desire to have sex with me, maybe ever, I don’t know. I can’t really talk to her because, at some point in the conversation she’s going to tell me I’m doing something wrong and I won’t be able to keep talking. I’ll curl up into a ball and start crying. My life is shit. Work is very stressful but it’s the least stressful part of my day because before and after work, I’m crying. I don’t like this, I can’t keep it up. I need help. I need to be able to have happiness and enjoyment in my life again. I need something in my life that doesn’t make it worse. I have a therapist appointment this Monday. I only made it because my wife was going to move into a different room until I made an appointment. I think we also need to go to marriage counseling. I received a voucher for 5 free sessions through a program at work, and she was constantly on me to get a session scheduled. We finally agreed that I would get the voucher from work and get the contact info for the therapists that it works for and that she would schedule it, since she’s at home during the day, when they’re more likely to be open. I did my part and so now she says that she won’t schedule it or go because I’m the one with the problem. My wife isn’t exactly neurotypical. She has bipolar type 2 and was only recently diagnosed and started treatment. Prior to her taking medication, she would spend the bulk of her days laying on the couch, depressed, with occasional bouts of high energy. She’s more stable now but now I’m not stable. I used to do everything I could to help her. I would do anything she asked and try to do as much as I could to make her life easier. Now that I’m the unstable one, she tries to help but it’s almost impossible because just being around her makes me feel bad. If you made it this far, sorry for taking so much of your time. If you have any suggestions or comments, please leave them. 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I've always had this problem where I need something to occupy myself with WHILE I'm watching TV/movies. I used to draw a lot or absent-mindedly tear apart whatever I was holding, and now all I ever do is snack. This is unfortunate as I am already pretty overweight and still give up on whatever I'm watching halfway through or get too intimidated to start watching something new. Anyways, what do you guys do to keep yourselves just occupied enough to sit through movies/binge watching shows?",6.038055964653901,7.705031185567013,5.9936671575846825,76.77206185567013,67.04123711340206,8.429455081001473,36.53755522827688,8.841846274778883,3.3864503681885125,423,22,71,7,7,133,68,97,0.125,0.841,0.034,-0.8264,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,1,1,2,15,17,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,13,15,3,11,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,3,6,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521471683176395,0.0,0.19012407376003385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360938443257771,0.0,0.0,0.2066845581368413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937790660234104,0.21919083753851445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262435099723852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309464285914106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942561623471764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307123007686549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942430209352294,0.0,0.2206794914784328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324590287833391,0.0,0.21863647496213812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277140955674812,0.0,0.0,0.16172817571701462,0.0,0.18247441487673075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734416720450065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,A_Realistic_Optimist,2018/12/08,"What's the most frustrating task in day to day life? What everyday task is absolutely frustrating due to your ADHD? How do you deal with it? &#x200B; I personally HATE shopping. Without a list, I make 4 trips to the store. With a list, I make 40 laps around the place trying to find the item. Next thing I know the managers asking me to empty my pockets because nobody circles the cereal aisle that many times.",3.1907692307692312,5.814747756410259,3.945833333333337,84.13875,77.84615384615384,6.976923076923077,25.134615384615394,8.07648339933343,1.7236615384615384,327,12,60,6,8,104,58,78,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.9209999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,8,0,2,1,0,3,0,10,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,10,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627961510958925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369264240427005,0.2657052599093458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946606645549052,0.20442483541434026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329783545557478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820452274889588,0.2254368564560955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998583689809844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158891397421527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017408094212174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445150399381755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919248524130944,0.2216947849835702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255564097998174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093225156118607,0.22846126567228045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527314177730966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750692795843244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846105370783313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078791518621653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657052599093458,0.0 adhd,SundayMorning0081,2018/12/08,"[17M] I will be taking my first ever dose of Vyvanse tomorrow (30mg). What to expect? Hi everyone, I recently got a prescription for Vyvanse and I plan to take the first dose tomorrow morning. For those of you who have taken Vyvanse or similar medications, what have your experiences been like? This is my first ever ADHD medication and I’m not sure what to expect. Is there anything particular I should do in preparation or while I’m taking it? How should I expect to feel after it has kicked in? I’ve read that Vyvanse doesn’t have a distinct “come-up” so I’m concerned it may be harder to tell exactly when and how it will start to effect me. I’ve had attention-deficit and hyperactive issues for a long time now so I’m glad that I got the prescription, but I’m just a little worried about starting it. I’ve read about Vyvanse but I’m hoping this will help me get a bit more info regarding it. All feedback is appreciated; thanks for reading! 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I check my bank account every morning, I always clip my keys on my belt loop after getting off my bike, I always place things in specific places and return them after in done using them. I periodically pat my back pocket everyday to make sure my wallet is there, I leave my socks in my shoes and have my clothes ready before I go to sleep. There are others, but those help me on a daily basis. There's been many times in which I thought my keys were lost when they're actually on my belt loop. Eventually you won't notice that you're doing these things. Sometimes it can be annoying when trying to multitask you keep repeating the same habits over and over.",6.377687074829929,6.907108537414968,6.6738775510204125,76.30564625850342,65.66666666666667,9.798639455782316,29.258503401360546,9.725611199111238,2.5982462585034005,613,19,113,12,9,198,100,147,0.066,0.884,0.05,-0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,2,6,4,1,0,2,0,11,2,2,2,1,11,18,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,27,1,16,11,3,24,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,0,11,78,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.189874551290299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237995728107724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961413092571307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556674335696134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199115073463915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393560110561858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165602492209988,0.0,0.11057995339044578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041774829148167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294484937490892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060240301425818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123987102575128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298785579852009,0.1972658288494092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879191931238637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215219160293165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065733971700548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947128730430969,0.0,0.0,0.14979130498981644,0.19243703451000715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833821421210237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585304541501283,0.0,0.0,0.15446871609783375,0.11345670503537628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210185712624126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680480429799927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rabbet2,2018/12/08,"Keeping yourself busy without getting too distracted? I'm in the midst of watching a long series of very dry lectures that move at just slow enough a pace that I have that urge to do something ""active"" but I know if I tab to a game of tetris or something I will obviously miss material. What's like a mindless activity that i can occupy myself with while still concentrating on the lecture?",7.805675675675676,7.549521594594594,8.049324324324324,70.30344594594597,62.78378378378378,10.643243243243244,38.770270270270274,10.125756701596842,3.9857675675675672,314,15,55,6,4,103,58,74,0.087,0.8440000000000001,0.068,-0.3274,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,9,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,10,8,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,5,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34060958409822284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222498635853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930020561712561,0.0,0.0,0.18116330271716646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104703518840996,0.0,0.0,0.29172389240702784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503585935679725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075509391256777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26325351572473804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27199019442443706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177643181343955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RandomCapeDude,2018/12/08,"How to stop skin picking? I've done this for a long time now and it's hard for me to stop. One thing I'd do that sometimes helps is doing origami, but most teachers get mad at me for it. Plus, I'll run out of paper eventually. Anything else I could do to help stop this?",0.1712429378531084,2.018944796610171,2.0450000000000017,97.91518361581923,84.08474576271186,4.611299435028251,20.002824858757066,5.46131890053228,-0.4105276836158192,209,6,51,1,6,69,46,59,0.193,0.723,0.084,-0.7101,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,11,7,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,10,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090046411847266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462247197592645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622682194057109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409297389806994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389817347511576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958074401511874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34356445273851016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680388704479976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736651395655669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534721129377554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.642796432937684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026416105155373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494416645189833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OpalOctorok,2018/12/08,"Difficulty controlling emotions is ruining my life. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was young, and it has persisted in my life until this day. I’ve learned (through years and years of trial and error) to cope over the years with the dysfunction of lack of concentration, procrastination, and general restlessness. But one part that I still struggle with is my lack of emotional control. I didn’t know this problem was possibly linked to my ADHD but my doctor brought it to my attention because of the impulsive nature of it all. Im not bipolar, because the shifts only last a few minutes or a few hours. I don’t have manic episodes. But Every emotion i experience is so intense it disrupts my life. It’s like I’m unable to push down or control any sadness, grumpiness, anger or in some cases excitement, it just consumes me immediately. I’m normally not aware of it until after the storm is over and I see the carnage and hurt feelings I left in my wake... I feel like such a burden to friends and family. I feel like they see spending time with me is more like babysitting than having fun, because if something upsets me in any way it shifts my mood immediately and then I’m not fun to be around. I’m really at a loss as to how to control this, especially since I don’t really notice it’s happened until it’s over... 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I am in my late 20s and we’ve been together for almost 11 years. We have a pretty good marriage and we love each other and we really are each other’s best friends, but every so often he makes a point to make me feel inadequate about my personality ( adhd related stuff...serious when I’m super focused, even tempered, not overly emotional). He wants me to be him. He is very positive and happy all the time. I am not like negative and depressed, but I’m very even tempered and have kind of a resting face so my emotions don’t translate well. If I’m just having a neutral day he is like “ why aren’t you happy?” ... I am... I am just not the kind of person who sings the sound of music running up a hill. He knows this is a big trait of mine and keeps trying to change me. I’m all for personal growth and I’m not like “ this is just who I am, deal with it” but this is like... my personality since birth. It’s not a bad habit that needs to be fixed. He knows that and even when we met he said he liked how matter of fact I am most of the time... I have emotions I’m just not super explosive about them. At this point it’s just a trigger. Today he made a comment again and sort of walked away rolling his eyes and I feel like crying because it’s exhausting. If I try to be more bubbly it just comes across as fake and he tells me I’m just not being myself. During a fight a long time ago he told me I act like a psychopath and all I wanted to do was to correct him and tell him he meant sociopath... which by the way is very hurtful. This really is our only issue and it comes up every few months, but as much as I love him I feel like eventually I’m gonna get tired of not being enough as I am. I seriously don’t know how to get him to understand this. Maybe we should go to therapy together before it becomes a huge thing. 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Are those diagnosed with ADHD more susceptible to cold symptoms than neurotypicals? Because.... yeah.... brain fog and stuff. 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Sometimes I lose sight of the ways ADHD can be articulated in understandable terms, and it makes it feel illegitimate because I can in turn no longer articulate it to myself. So thanks! u r gr8",9.143235294117645,7.709751764705883,10.050441176470589,60.85448529411767,60.764705882352935,13.676470588235292,37.720588235294116,12.602617957971056,4.8562352941176465,360,14,64,11,4,125,64,85,0.125,0.634,0.24,0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,4,0,6,3,3,1,0,11,12,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,9,4,10,11,2,10,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251789276427804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301211425630627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450539018814862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203341225124432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36887321442457344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998083786173176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985866477885765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575653866308545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469946145998382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930901778093998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258549574091171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047516416990862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958001779175816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095952865766146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578535434014032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949457639113054,0.0,0.2100752937080204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902368251350325,0.3203503190489607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,InsideCommercial,2018/12/08,You know what helps? Remembering to take your meds. You know what doesn't help? Taking one and forgetting the rest. Ugh my ADHD is being so irritating. 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(Pounding and racing seem too strong as words). I'm on the UK generic Xaggitin rather than concerta itself. 72mg in the morning. During Titration I had anxiety issues that got better as my dose increased, but now if I take smaller doses I don't have the anxiety issue. Tangent of interest: I was on dexamphetamine sulfate, and later lisdexamphatamine and have been surprised at how different the two have felt to the ""concerta"" - it's like I felt more alert and a ""cleaner"" concentration. With xaggitin I feel a bit muggy.",6.554220354808593,8.64317936134454,6.522969187675071,71.8463772175537,66.3109243697479,8.986367880485528,35.07096171802054,9.444778638647367,3.732394211017741,540,26,81,11,9,171,88,119,0.04,0.787,0.17300000000000001,0.9407,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,8,0,7,4,1,1,0,18,16,13,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,8,6,11,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,7,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951470031341521,0.0,0.0,0.13488521927790692,0.19765625201830467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34122153381668624,0.21060473066658406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154699526441272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611492358510125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887002851801296,0.0,0.0,0.1950793815889675,0.0,0.37044238194121615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078606478526636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542855328067874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285959942358735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026900547508859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424472758084357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610024448358087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561549546969113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127908059386994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504222800993827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844233144042585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tad-confused,2018/12/08,"Wrong time for job interview I turned up at the wrong time for a job interview. I got the offer when I was in class so I ran out and took the call! Never had anything written in writing. He was okay about it though and offered for me to come in tomorrow for another interview. It’s a waitressing job. Does anyone have any thoughts? It’s a good sign right. I’m so worked up and would love to hear thoughts. :( ",0.765542168674699,3.16208537349398,2.148204819277112,94.44423493975908,86.83132530120483,6.211566265060243,22.757831325301204,7.554174236665415,1.0289045783132535,318,12,70,6,10,102,54,83,0.109,0.787,0.10400000000000001,-0.1007,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,1,5,1,0,0,1,11,16,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,9,1,5,3,14,6,0,16,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,5,41,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026369386609514,0.1854420734170303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365725093164415,0.0,0.1455320329631251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058306656931453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234014621209915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476214988926376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833293233762415,0.14144266471557146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932218887798256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526487387481376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961353785414042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363972021643019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102846833107378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737536916813875,0.280797426081474,0.20624467886067607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964862517054909,0.0,0.1923614235043844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874850954953487,0.0,0.0,0.12562877881491094,0.38671423362813,0.0,0.0 adhd,SamSepiol925,2018/12/08,"Am i stubborn about sleep or is it my ADHD? I've had problems with sleep and getting stuff done for years now. I try so damn hard and so much time to make a schedule to follow and be orgsnized but it never happens. I tell myself I'm going to sleep at 2am or 1am (have work till 11:45pm for holiday season right now) but it never happens. I've made schedules over and over again but I always end up getting consumed in something and I don't know losing track of time. It like in the back of my head I know I should be sleeping but something is just sucking me back into whatever I'm doing all the time. It could be anything like watching YouTube videos, movies, reading books and stories, or talking to someone sometimes. I just can't stop and it's very debilitating. My life is a mess and I'm very dysfunctional and unorganized. I rarely get 6 hours of sleep. I try to manage my life working around this and take classes later and work later so I sleep sometimes during the day. A lot of times I don't sleep enough. Most of the times it's 4 hours or less if I have work that day. It's currently 7am and I have work at 10am yay me. Anyway, does anyone else face these issues. I've had issues with motivation and getting stuff done as well as this sleep thing that I had to drop my math class for school because I was failing and would miss classes. And now I feel horrible because my dad wasted his money on me. I've always been a disappointment to them. Who else is 24 and still doesn't have an associate or bachelor's degree? I've been in school for 6 years. :( I'm just so frustrated. I feel like a burden. 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If I’m distracted constantly, Elvanse does the necessary to keep me focused. However, if I’m lost in my own thoughts then Elvanse does not help and can actually make it worse. I am often highly distracted by the world. Attention being pulled all over the place and unable to get anything done. Elvanse is the king in those situations. But I also sometimes find myself unable to complete tasks because I’m lost in the maze of my mind. Not paying much, if any, attention to the world but locked into daydreams. Elvanse is not good in those situations. It may be different for you, but I came to this realisation for myself.",5.585161290322581,7.798273000000003,6.279870967741939,72.12480645161294,69.0,9.153548387096777,34.17419354838709,9.642632912329526,3.7303767741935485,548,27,88,13,10,179,78,124,0.12,0.846,0.034,-0.7775,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,2,7,0,3,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,25,19,10,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,10,2,17,11,3,15,0,2,0,0,2,11,0,5,2,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.16880280212159693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138331449202165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763182636513432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234718959442838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544654943646033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784218762928285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813654597324602,0.18692912464114356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807265066435173,0.0,0.0,0.30275062670100017,0.17701783686623898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809990697161258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037452224525716,0.0,0.0,0.14508679369518165,0.0,0.19071024134052145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594434961604035,0.18276208207551511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375191139937494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776545852494467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154649971490642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465973856893202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715965702845192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807265066435173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888718644779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316788292009313,0.17108090808649254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373262079633521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176280640755004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Paxelic,2018/12/08,"What are some things people can look out for in ADHD What I means is things like *Inattentiveness *Hyper activity *Memory loss Etc Mainly for people to confirm or think if any of their specific traits are actually linked with ADHD",3.4688617886178865,6.687207146341468,4.631097560975611,74.03087398373984,87.29268292682926,7.611382113821138,19.028455284552845,8.344100000000001,1.8960699186991872,187,5,29,5,6,61,35,41,0.054000000000000006,0.888,0.057999999999999996,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,7,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.25482752409129433,0.0,0.6276607254894728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757896604921974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29123161951006776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757608556061886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219285422732859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284449704249095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36207261112369415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469694863560214,0.1673230784810487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,IWillDrownedYourFish,2018/12/08,"Child has ADHD So... this is really hard for me. I’ve had ADHD my whole life and it has been really hard for me. I didn’t really learn to deal with it until my late teens. My son is 4 and he was always the sweetest and most calm toddler but things started to change around 3 and gotten worse the older he’s become. Watching him in karate really concerned me and I decided to take him to the pediatrician. She immediately asked if anyone has ADHD in my family after doing some tests. He starts going to further tests soon and I guess I just feel guilty... I never wanted this for him and the doctor of course told me I’m doing everything right by him and that it’s heavily genetic but after what I went through growing up dealing with this I was hoping it would be different for him.",2.7171428571428606,4.705731019108278,4.642170154686081,81.7544108280255,76.38853503184713,7.543039126478617,21.405368516833484,8.418075326091056,1.322257870791629,618,16,119,12,14,211,98,157,0.045,0.905,0.05,0.1787,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,0,1,25,27,13,0,4,4,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,4,21,2,21,17,3,18,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,5,9,88,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106811665774175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785811156799507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903990147216606,0.0,0.0,0.12609207408744286,0.1324168472932955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643328482707727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983924427817666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920549035553564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479865226142538,0.0,0.14497735261065745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729936707059292,0.0,0.13352817519699184,0.0,0.07161882834625376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049883680044974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603545383839262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537681581753368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406832066938094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977918719096249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004646048566401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924361783603788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629598806366837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096213129685512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005109295249179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649771745421027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410114672003224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534571392133168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835445615215092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130424474721872,0.0,0.15813906773229253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434605921422705,0.10061894294233678,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XXXoSirus,2018/12/08,"Ever get anxiety after cleaning because you just know that it will eventually get messy again? Long time lurker, first time posting. Always had this problem and it at times prevents me to get started. I want my room to be clean but knowing that I won't be able to maintain it just give me major anxiety and its depressing.",4.59098360655738,6.642887114754102,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,71.29508196721312,7.50295081967213,31.872131147540983,8.238735603445708,2.626479344262295,258,12,44,4,5,83,47,61,0.16399999999999998,0.772,0.064,-0.7552,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,13,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,5,8,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,9,31,13,0,0.2370329523364909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723040465787198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626591194993892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449308768400262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415613451963216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440987578097973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162010816907933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371519803264474,0.2273836065578074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605342233137997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976670382577856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270120463785117,0.0,0.0,0.22680852338657326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777314366567853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146474620277504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398081766000932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Stell2020,2018/12/08,"Accountability: give me zero and I will fail, give me too much and I will run, but give me just enough and I will thrive. How to explain this to employers without sounding like a loony toon?! If I’m only accountable to myself things will be done but it will be pretty shotty. Put me in over my head too soon and I will quit before they can say ‘how are you going with it all?’ But make me accountable for some daily things or responsible (as in it will impact others) and I will do a pretty good job. But employers have put me in a box and there is no way out. Sadly it seems like it will be another failed job (due to Boredom and careless mistakes) and I’ll be moving on, however can’t get anything management like with an ever changing job history and no ‘real’ experience. 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This is my kitchen bench with sunscreen, meds, toothpicks, cat treats, etc etc. Just general disorganised stuff that I tend to reach for in the morning or have put there because I couldn't think of anywhere else to put it. [Before and after](https://i.imgur.com/XEI2J3m.png) I'm not saying this is some miracle solution, I'm saying it takes 3 seconds and makes everything look better. The tray is the cardboard lid of a box I had lying around. Junk, like cats, likes a demarcated space. The next level would be separating into three narrow trays (Daiso, Kmart, a million places have these). Then throwing away anything that's empty or out of date. But until then: put it on a tray.",7.455489220563848,8.97847652238806,6.419651741293535,75.55561359867332,63.626865671641795,9.239137645107792,34.291873963515755,9.444778638647367,3.3035266998341632,610,26,99,11,9,184,99,134,0.064,0.789,0.147,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,0,19,16,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,9,7,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,3,4,5,16,12,3,22,0,0,1,0,2,12,0,3,7,63,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981263408235896,0.1404285923468519,0.0,0.0,0.14820883487500075,0.0,0.0,0.09616132483010656,0.0,0.13423138238981486,0.0,0.0,0.13951471829700351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317776752953096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518600039601501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835463062011576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413478126480706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246805041462825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052975859020315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752217523242255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776610405502584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481241352738446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343186566510612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25089406002329817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058298334272893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860638076169824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107813697566424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205919660756622,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Willywambam,2018/12/08,"The fear of being left alone in this world I'm from Denmark so forgive my poor grammar i'm 33 years old. My ADHD has burned many bridges for me regarding close freindships. When i was a teen i had a lot of friends but as i'm aging, friends are getting fewer and feweer. My ADHD has me acting like a teenager in many ways. My Father Helps me a LOT. He's the most important person in my life. He's pushing 70 and I know he's not gonna be around forever. I don't know what i would do without him. I never really took the step from teenager to adult. In some ways, i did offcause. I fear due to my introversy, and lack of getting shit done, will leave me lonely and unhappy. Have you guys ever had this thought and how have you dealt with it?",1.6086820276497704,3.3770815225806463,3.3446313364055307,90.80266129032259,78.93548387096773,6.235023041474656,23.974654377880178,7.1686216300943375,0.8653686635944697,576,20,126,7,14,192,100,155,0.16,0.7340000000000001,0.106,-0.8326,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,6,8,1,2,7,0,16,2,1,1,2,24,26,10,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,7,0,21,4,16,14,5,21,0,1,0,0,14,8,1,4,8,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758950647808273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197041361733033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392181407680606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003883517795967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414615585636371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35195910894147703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416493795282777,0.0,0.16341215694353614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484833421571695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104823327335304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189309566498168,0.0,0.0,0.1655919124006603,0.1699156102134391,0.0,0.11046120321234736,0.07640309326172345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659103295760366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171050078757154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061577601906012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641025033404436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655164044459825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018591596921893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052964788564672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241543041703087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737524036452471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482664321360228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075208807952895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109328055596412,0.0,0.0,0.10070850198457898 adhd,sxxbrinx,2018/12/08,"Feeling Out of Place in University? Does anybody feel out of place in post-secondary? I feel overwhelmed and inadequate all the time because all I see is everybody around me taking full course loads, constantly studying, and balancing everything so well. It feels really shitty because despite genuinely trying not to, i’m always late, not caught up on readings, using accommodations/extensions, etc. ",10.389923076923079,11.958613800000002,9.445961538461543,56.282788461538466,57.153846153846146,12.653846153846155,43.94230769230769,12.161744961471696,6.348000000000001,327,18,41,10,4,103,54,65,0.10300000000000001,0.816,0.081,-0.5441,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,14,10,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,5,3,1,10,9,4,14,0,1,1,0,0,10,0,0,3,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514722128849458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738359294156387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566294263518641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274683917183052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420403529838145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347555816540373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917773344209135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257267865537514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374455205833345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398412273741549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015943190462051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055018244057092,0.0,0.13484734670986773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773584367964775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826470522490022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274028931537495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429110792325364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817985583823848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925868398673276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,earthrumble6,2018/12/08,"Started Vyvanse three weeks ago....have become more sociable? What does that mean? Have had ADHD ever since I could remember but only started getting medicated this year (20f). I'm currently on 20 mg and it's working wonders for being able to focus on work but there seems to be some confusing side effects? After the first two days of frankly tripping out (jitters/anxiety) and then adjusting, these are my social side effects: &#x200B; \- Being sociable to almost a fault \- Uneasy excitement in social situations \- Frustration when there's no one to talk to \- New found urge to learn new things in hopes of telling people interesting information later \- Unable to stop myself from talking &#x200B; Other than these new social changes, all my other side effects are standard (ex. lack of appetite). Has anyone experienced this before? These side effects actually sound like my old social ADHD habits amplified. I'm seeing my doctor soon and am wondering if I should adjust my dosage... &#x200B;",8.631285637439483,10.21138696449704,8.066906939214633,64.59120494889727,61.01183431952664,10.1691231845078,37.848843464228075,10.230975488527342,4.4668769230769225,803,38,108,17,11,253,123,169,0.10800000000000001,0.778,0.113,0.4554,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,7,5,7,1,1,2,0,11,2,0,4,2,32,23,8,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,14,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,2,3,8,4,19,16,4,28,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,8,19,72,19,4,0.09632672323122796,0.0,0.09400098657680064,0.0,0.2315320044093169,0.0,0.085387828122583,0.0,0.0964572989497326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131098931284669,0.351142536633621,0.0,0.0,0.07368967961405358,0.0,0.0,0.06735388459114723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638529780260482,0.08196694667137037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190090071094557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690905032332862,0.0,0.0,0.062122767573155935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859448293991438,0.08429616463398037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713303597162696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193546157195312,0.0,0.10561728009097476,0.0,0.0,0.050326737149431984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567417098279664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706037132004688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492804074537393,0.0,0.09703903957020092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27909884863957585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107869213221307,0.0,0.06527348061667164,0.07326081366573957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678082122296983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091193996485267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675992695238977,0.08769223105099777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968246086976366,0.10827527284339268,0.0,0.3927718544957531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363611009879734,0.0,0.0,0.08053345384645183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484754268367198,0.08419380187628395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399519468279058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409721177659124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726748703771551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208924444642716,0.14025400351614126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351142536633621,0.062031251565233515 adhd,ImACompleteFailure,2018/12/08,"I just failed out of University. I have zero work ethic. I cannot sit and study and I have done that ""hyperfocus"" thing people talk about EVER. I never 100% learned all the material for a test and I'm in second year uni, well before I failed this year. I used to come in to exams knowing 50% of the material because I didnt care. When a deadline was coming up or an exam is nearby (even one day) i literally look at my phone or tab out every 20 minutes because of boredom. I even had a feeling I had ADHD but didnt care to go to my GP because Im so fucking lazy. I keep trying to clean all the papers in my room but keep saying tomorrow. I cant even fucking sleep on time and haven't slept on a regular time regularly since middle school. I dont even care to watch a show or movie when I do nothing. I literally just browse reddit and youtube all day. Im fucking pathetic Now I have no life skills, no degree potential no work ethic and nobody knows. Thanks for reading.",1.621563236449333,3.5761548955223894,4.03429693637078,84.98095051060487,79.64676616915423,6.420633673736581,23.514270751505627,7.475848149327749,1.0925562189054732,758,26,156,11,19,264,120,201,0.165,0.7829999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,13,10,3,0,9,0,15,6,2,1,5,29,34,14,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,10,0,2,4,2,0,3,10,5,1,3,7,4,20,5,21,27,3,27,0,2,2,3,3,11,3,3,12,101,23,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926472129165586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713419707730664,0.0,0.10568537581872016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37989169561721947,0.0,0.0,0.21397526029710887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601979408648923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271001104662432,0.14556192067917584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281327192241277,0.11234635455932984,0.10464417709516197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279944406791385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444637506614508,0.0,0.0,0.07058593830579471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683154471656942,0.0,0.0,0.22079000929181106,0.0,0.0,0.13651456175065005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772640162565372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429703876092564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579098997407258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119173614570945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841613920014224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610490539227908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423399065584755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987691274282025,0.0,0.12569741557413375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273983800988452,0.0,0.12429007629832815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982756103348443,0.0,0.11434702330440695,0.0,0.0,0.08251321386606203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448444810557816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432390547561416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726925116628032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167105772792324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808387121105345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996194564771074 adhd,UnCerveau,2018/12/08,"Struggling I've been diagnosed with ADHD for a long time; started taking medication in 4th grade (age 10) and now I'm 24. For the a few years or so now I've been struggling with my medication. I'm split between a desire to not need it and an inability to stay stable in society without it. I'm just wondering if there's hope of achieving a happiness in my creative life, I've always been artistically driven, and working life without taking methylphenidate or amphetamine. I'd especially love to here from those of you who either don't take medication at all or simply don't take the standard prescription stimulant medications.",10.881282051282053,8.665412341880344,10.983863247863253,57.99169230769232,58.05982905982906,14.146324786324787,44.76752136752137,12.688352899677879,5.7765398290598275,512,25,84,14,5,173,78,117,0.069,0.7759999999999999,0.155,0.8883,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,2,7,0,5,8,0,1,1,21,18,8,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,3,3,17,14,3,13,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,6,7,53,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754907418189898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150246836242345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482098256483239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554437314462974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503335106109605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628010644679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922537140910462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179106238976526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884094713565774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082738787247217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335552023869872,0.15564062108932242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053089712757934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43916317251308623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514692959228634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281521075923289,0.15835523848207705,0.10630616351689294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940337417361826 adhd,verylilly,2018/12/08,"Fun things to do when bored that don’t require much commitment I would love to find a hobby but I’m very bad at keeping up with things. I’m not particularly good at something and I get distracted easily, any suggestions?",3.4422093023255838,5.7867392093023255,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,75.51162790697674,8.951162790697676,27.02906976744186,9.516144504307137,2.698213953488372,178,7,34,5,4,59,35,43,0.256,0.5589999999999999,0.18600000000000005,-0.6832,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310848260696105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28373007033794817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105833738460546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753852336989132,0.0,0.0,0.2850194332780155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020418436189955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066949421530922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498020147734496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616050265778158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515139669403183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803817176021076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413937537467049,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lauranordersvu,2018/12/08,"Weight loss with dex. Help - I need to put it back on. I’ve lost about 6-8 kgs since I’ve started taking dexamphetamine. I love the results of the drug on my energy, concentration, and overall mental health, it’s changed my life. However I’m not allowed to stay on it if I continue to lose weight - due to coexisting physical health problems. Has anyone found a way to stop the weight loss? Does anyone know of any good weight gaining supplements? My appetite is less for sure - and I’m trying to remember to eat, but it’s hard :( Help, I really don’t want my doctor to take me off it. I don’t want to go back to feeling how I did. For reference I’m approx 178cms tall and currently 62kgs (so I’m not underweight) - I was previously around the 68/70kg bracket. I’ve gone down from an Australian size 10 to an 8. I’m still ‘healthy’, but my doctor rly doesn’t want me losing anymore weight. 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I daydream and it takes a lot to focus on just one task. Due to this, I have been fired more times than I can count. My boss usually just gets fed up. I am also almost 40 and ADHD wasn't a thing when i was growing up. They just failed kids in school who were having problems. Anyway, it looks like another boss is disgusted with me making ""stupid mistakes"" and I am out of a job again. Anyone else?",1.6672277227722785,3.7994884455445583,3.4202871287128715,88.53003465346536,80.38613861386139,6.4162376237623775,20.991089108910888,7.554174236665415,0.7533239603960401,387,11,81,6,10,129,76,101,0.204,0.7440000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9515,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,2,0,4,0,13,1,0,4,0,20,20,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,6,2,12,1,11,14,2,11,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,3,6,60,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260428014616395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021401199911311,0.0,0.0,0.1614325509828955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167460515807207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114973632237546,0.20683606405659247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863354095201696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700812156815962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546690397633716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.600963998149465,0.17942820247204327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862176537224956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951700168005746,0.0,0.0,0.17161966233272555,0.0,0.0,0.13474744280141945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678995107429714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931589585279633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429965471888528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177847023425414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341111193542388,0.12934788926000992,0.0,0.0,0.11770996775259765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223274080446729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trombonejb,2018/12/08,"Thinking by means of communicating? I tend to find that it helps me to solve problems but means of communicating with others instead of thinking through with it by myself. I try to avoid thinking by myself to solve a problem bc I over think a lot of things so it helps me to communicate with others to avoid this. 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I started Adderall XR 20mg 2 weeks ago. I started Wellbutrin XL 300mg 6 weeks ago to treat bipolar 2 and anxiety. The Wellbutrin worked, my depression is almost non existent and my anxiety is more manageable. The first day I took the Adderall, after about 2 hours, I felt different; energy, focus, a little buzzy for about 5 hours then I crashed. Every day after, I haven’t felt any different than before I started the Adderall. No focus, less energy again. The first week, I weaned from caffeine down to 250mg per day x3 days and went through a hell of a withdrawal. I was taking in between 500-65mg daily. The next 4 days after weaning caffeine, I couldn’t stay awake. I had zero energy. I gave it time to adjust to no caffeine but I was useless so yesterday, I started the caffeine back up 250mg and was more awake. Today, I took in 500mg in order to stay awake and I was still wiped out by 5pm. I’ve read that mixing Adderall with caffeine will ordinarily make bad side effects worse but my anxiety isn’t worse, I don’t have any jitters, no mania but it’s just making me stay awake and useless. I don’t go back to doctor until 18th. The 18th will be 4 weeks on Adderall. Do I call my doctor now and let her know what’s going on or am I still adjusting to medicine? I’ve always heard when people with ADHD find their medicine, it’s like a light switch and I don’t have that. *weird coincidence since I started Wellbutrin and Adderall, my resting heart rate went from 93bpm to 77bmp. I’ve always had an elevated heart rate until now. 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The hyperactivity and restlessness. But even as I've entered adulthood, rejection sensitivity is a massive bitch. I'm not fully convinced it's learned (environmental.) It's something I've experienced as long as I can remember, perhaps even at the age of two. Just today I was texting a girl I've been seeing, and she said she can no longer attend to our thought-out weekend plan. I was instantly overcame with intense amounts of anxiety, near panic attack, and a flood of negative thoughts. And then we made plans to do something different, and I experienced waves of joy. It's affected me in every social environment, not just dating, but business and buying stuff. I cannot deal with being confronted. I take lexapro and concerta; I'm medicated. I've tried therapy (exposure, CBT and DBT.) What do you all do to deal with it?",5.694514048825425,7.739172011976052,6.943353293413169,68.16262091202212,68.40119760479041,10.407922616305852,36.798249654537074,10.560738912317856,4.539703270382314,734,40,122,22,13,248,101,167,0.162,0.815,0.022000000000000002,-0.9441,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,2,1,0,2,4,10,4,2,8,0,12,1,0,2,1,26,19,14,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,13,0,0,4,1,1,2,5,8,0,1,6,4,12,2,19,12,2,12,0,2,1,0,11,4,2,0,6,78,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457472362040225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150002720060078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896750982788164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974514450592658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24964858325148725,0.0,0.15922990318731972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724776298049654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882429885467904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038476486435274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217358100938134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408570546697414,0.0,0.1797701457439345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059836441665805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264869452209807,0.0,0.29098322549797023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634517844258533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209488698953876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161233827813631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000695217371508,0.0,0.0,0.17913780867341636,0.0,0.0,0.1283099325540925,0.0,0.18461307549852154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,soopnaazee,2018/12/08,"Dosage I was recently diagnosed with ADHD but my doctor refused to give me meds... so I went out and bought them on my own (adderall 20 mg xr) I’m a college student studying for finals. How should I take these? I’m a female, 5’8 130 lbs if that helps ",1.2513461538461534,3.17755836538462,3.216000000000001,90.529,80.73076923076924,5.6984615384615385,23.861538461538462,6.742157984588678,0.7758030769230769,193,7,41,2,5,65,45,52,0.057,0.8740000000000001,0.069,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,5,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,24,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853785146176956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254694912567639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282154921244655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35127420011089544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076122840419559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149358263552515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35618791195889565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166192339572221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411011107247684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29726082406454163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hobalot,2018/12/08,An idea to remove distractions? I've been thinking about ways to eliminate distractions when I'm trying to get work done and thought if there was a laptop that I could only use for word processing that might help. Anyone tried this? Any other suggestions? I found a weird e-typewriter on Kickstarter which looked interesting but I sometimes get a bit obsessive when I want something which causes me to overlook gaping flaws in my brilliant plan that will solve all my problems. What's worked for you guys/gals?,6.438819875776397,8.535142260869566,5.440062111801243,79.46891304347827,66.6086956521739,8.735403726708075,30.534161490683232,9.23628265651192,2.8082465838509307,416,16,69,8,7,124,74,92,0.109,0.747,0.14400000000000002,0.644,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,15,15,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,1,8,1,9,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,42,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010330929356366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543388697477654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24097893207737914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267495160761297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623416930337987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588243283015286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420179880347501,0.0,0.0,0.230643615491099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479500158166035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24917620726264406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535679289244747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23415861895589635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787437349171164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120787128339452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992799088128807,0.2183066543659644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143424956213968,0.0,0.17523419388262546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29972104421782364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063901150379786,0.0,0.0,0.13019170058873825,0.17520442965792715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32138672493324183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SnowInTheSea,2018/11/17,"Is it okay to off of meds for one day out of my weekend? I’m on Adderall XR, or whatever the generic one is. I’m at 40 mg, and it sucks to take on Saturday, when I have nothing to do. Is it okay to go off of it for a day? 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I am a 20 year old female college student with a very new diagnosis and an even newer adderall prescription. I am an athlete and when I was speaking with my GP re: meds he told me that exercising on them may be difficult due to the increased heart rate, and that his patients often reported feeling as though they could not exercise as hard while on meds. After doing more research, I have discovered that adderall is a banned drug by the NCAA and my boyfriend who has been on adderall since he was maybe 12 went through college as a collegiate skier and claims that the meds help him exercise. I'm planning on trying practicing on the meds to see how it feels (what my doctor recommended) but I am wondering if this is just another one of those things where adderall affects everyone differently? What have been your experiences? Is adderall banned by the NCAA because it is a performance enhancer or because it is dangerous to exercise while on it? Sorry for the long post I know this is not the best forum for them lol ",7.771174825174826,7.919065035897436,7.7226107226107255,71.2695104895105,62.74358974358975,11.193473193473194,38.752913752913756,10.832165505486646,4.369102564102564,842,41,145,20,11,271,123,195,0.094,0.858,0.047,-0.9074,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,3,7,3,1,0,14,1,20,7,1,2,0,24,28,16,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,15,7,0,2,4,5,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,5,16,1,22,19,3,21,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,5,10,109,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550592199094041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529068461062255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730107381832645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540049684321312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301346785756546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348003975207863,0.0,0.13205935525878407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962441221350434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521773100394528,0.0,0.0,0.12328592980650815,0.0,0.12620815021923876,0.0,0.0,0.13047467242963764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155782567082846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528915420159385,0.08648064253994638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709070477878328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418029849042735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296198142446591,0.0,0.7165710810875838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461012998490388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538675304495473,0.0,0.08742856099755192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356729044066625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281372913352142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672822752472988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444294248703508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571640012169864,0.0,0.12676333621623065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328592980650815,0.0,0.08759738329068911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645655839022196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196045698987651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399187187488513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830858567673857 adhd,Mysterious_Exit,2018/11/17,Adderall IR generic question Has anyone had experience with mallinkcrodt adderall IR? My pharmacy only has it in stock and has ran out of Sandoz and Teva which i have usually taken.,5.687083333333334,8.619699375000003,6.270000000000002,69.10833333333336,70.875,8.016666666666666,35.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.9212791666666673,148,8,20,3,3,48,27,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32990652845960644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615291159133762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588392986581647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285448015617198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196415188613656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,notagoodspoon,2018/11/17,"How do you ... learn?? Skip the backstory if you want. I've written and deleted this over months, always deleting it. let's try again, because honestly I'm desperate to find anyone that can relate... So I have accepted the fact that I will never be able to reach what could (should?) have been my full potential. Adhd, debilitating c-ptsd, generalized anxiety, the sads, etc has stunted me, crippled me... I'm 30. I have *just* started sort of getting somewhere with therapy. I am realizing that there is so much that I don't know. I was considered gifted when I was very young, but that intelligence is long gone. My husband is getting a PhD in biomechanical engineering and me..? Well after the long term child abuse, I barely finished high school. Tried college a few times. Had so many different jobs ... called in and quit every single one of them. Drugs. Bad stuff. My life has been a complete shit show. Believe me when I say that I have a serious lack of even basic knowledge that doesn't involve just trying to survive life. So as you can imagine, I feel utterly worthless. Lesser than. I can't have intelligent conversations with my husband. I have hundreds of bookmarks on things I want to read and learn ... But I ... don't know how to actually take action. Anything that requires my brain to focus and actually RETAIN information is immediately dismissed. I want to grow. I want to learn. I really need advice. Young me would be so fucking disappointed in who I've become. Tldr: I know nothing. Can you share how you handle learning new things??",2.89664664457332,5.8120532007042245,4.204266777133391,79.79760977630492,82.13380281690141,6.862303231151618,27.014913007456503,8.027739517013583,2.2274568351284176,1215,53,210,25,34,398,176,284,0.133,0.8079999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9811,2,0,1,0,1,0,66.0,0,5,1,3,16,11,2,0,8,0,33,6,2,3,2,44,51,19,0,10,5,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,15,7,0,2,14,2,0,3,5,7,1,1,7,2,35,4,22,37,7,25,0,3,0,1,16,7,2,2,15,145,50,10,0.1219175842388476,0.144452401212127,0.2379479507883137,0.0,0.14652124407783765,0.1191364522971073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144519670076388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326661823961577,0.0,0.0,0.08524760962483048,0.0,0.10032778377716356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101796090338542,0.07431982775389659,0.13464839321368266,0.0,0.13735936785465966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361003445764836,0.1244914847109566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782826749532356,0.0,0.0,0.09734127049060064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737792669454026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138569144580262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597033388425472,0.08052541455763709,0.0,0.10272082298352044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061645193804691065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143046327103932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271084207503508,0.12739381160415286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288126214882025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098439016519726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100814763217795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246689900532729,0.1722279905584277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157864510574856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360529469668148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731345257784718,0.0,0.08962345243258774,0.0904003439010049,0.09403035694565956,0.11774876257443273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169832102126044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261451033212316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251513173093766,0.0,0.0,0.12967435797009094,0.1219505768686068,0.0,0.0781035263415695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096953756400252,0.0,0.12338710411889273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251466482184146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629389363061864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956646542700835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166685051704604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942338279994604,0.0,0.1619932512370817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710911238049131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483221104532955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005947752393812,0.2876405998390373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961854994397804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660675385689902,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Flimityflamjam,2018/11/17,"I fucked up Long post warning: tldr: I fucked up the date on a very important assignment and now I’m fucked. I’m currently a senior in college, who was on track to graduate in the spring. One mistake might have cost me my graduation. I am currently in a persuasive writing class geared towards my major. I have consistently had a b+ in the course all semester, as writing is my passion. We had a revised draft due that I thought was due this week coming up. How wrong I was. This revised draft was 20% of my grade. It was due last Thursday. I misheard the date, and he usually sends reminders via email but he didn’t this time. I have no one to blame but myself. When I finally saw that the paper was due Thursday I had a panic attack and almost passed out. I submitted the revised draft, but it doesn’t matter. My professor is against late submissions for any reason, so I will now receive a 0. I had the revisions done too, I just didn’t submit it. That’s what’s really causing me so much turmoil. I calculated out the best grade I can receive now and it’s a d+. A d+ in a course in my school is an automatic retake requirement. I emailed my professor and explained to him my stupid mistake and my difficulties with dates. I asked if I could at least get half credit(this will put me around a c+) However I feel like he won’t accommodate me, because my excuse sounds fraudulent. Has anyone been in a situation like this? Is there any possible way I can fix this? I don’t know if I can live with one mistake pushing me back a full semester. 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I open youtube, see 5 videos I want to see, add them all, choose one, then from those recommended, add 5 more, choose one, then... Will I ever catch up? the world may never know",3.0170454545454533,5.162480250000005,2.3772727272727288,97.61090909090912,76.04545454545455,5.3090909090909095,22.363636363636363,5.985473137389443,-0.020572727272726958,177,5,39,1,4,51,34,44,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,5,4,2,10,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,5,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564534544497177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656727229636413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039264550714419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340559384926216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280359870485167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242916086722665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PhysicsMouse,2018/11/17,"Suggestions for sleep after stimulants wear off? I finally got myself to a psychologist earlier this year and got diagnosed with the ADHD I've suspected for a long time. For the past few months, I've been trialling medication, and I've finally found the dose and brand that works really well for me about a week ago. I've already seen improvements to my work productivity and ability to start tasks and stick with them, which is great. I can actually follow through on thoughts of, ""I should do \[x\] thing if I want to make \[y\] progress,"" now, during the day. The problem is, when the medication wears off in the evening, I get a rebound effect where it feels like my executive function disappears entirely. I'm fairly certain my insomnia on the meds isn't due to lingering stimulation of my body, because I can also feel when that wears off. However, what happens is that I'll be very tired, know exactly when I plan to go to bed and even have an alarm or a text from my boyfriend to remind me, and then just... not. Instead of going to bed, I'll think, ""Just one more dumb mindless phone/computer game (think things like candy crush. I've never gotten into that particular one, but it's similar totally mindless little games), and then I'll go to bed."" And then the process repeats and repeats, till I realize it's after midnight and I've basically melted my brain doing what amounts to nothing instead of going to bed. Then when I finally do get to bed, my mind is swamped with all the usual ADHD brain chatter that can keep me awake even further. If anyone has any suggestions for forcing myself into bed when my brain is struggling to send any executive signals to the rest of my body or shut down the chatter without mindless games, they would be much appreciated!",8.933637387387389,7.691908555555559,8.8271753003003,68.84544763513514,61.04204204204203,12.288963963963964,40.03171921921922,11.333407214811013,4.540555705705706,1411,64,252,33,16,460,186,333,0.08199999999999999,0.863,0.055,-0.8651,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,5,17,9,1,2,18,0,19,15,9,4,5,49,43,27,0,6,9,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,6,0,14,16,0,1,10,3,0,7,4,4,1,2,7,3,25,5,44,32,7,50,0,0,1,0,8,13,1,4,32,166,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.1021439059059316,0.0,0.2515886708622451,0.0,0.09278462491602747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550717443293608,0.0837054501083387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235989039006475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318847493644334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380653809279949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325320170893153,0.0,0.3505427319914865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675042077396085,0.0,0.0,0.10623897493705843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740284605171008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058497180526848,0.07477706302206537,0.0,0.3439862593342943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476647120973367,0.0,0.0,0.10937267131221412,0.0,0.237948019414713,0.0,0.16743009962596972,0.1154002700307748,0.0,0.0,0.09256031828239544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303649331319712,0.0,0.0,0.057524505534496825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022740359450529,0.1049079518838584,0.0,0.09263063993435844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986877975951397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626600854465766,0.2108902659008228,0.0,0.0,0.10568798430898246,0.0,0.0835474826369561,0.0,0.07694531061864966,0.0,0.0807288140144834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043475454983357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418557082231186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992041977962472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015611763301824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705499433068905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474670379802416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740867515106609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942497235099782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907767103635896,0.13413804372353458,0.0,0.08309717071238351,0.06103456690102845,0.12030404501068405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528044157445945,0.0863646290933667,0.06173773354077425,0.0,0.08396085203978107,0.0,0.09411189979932592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008992163590952,0.0,0.1524036317042081,0.0,0.0,0.07435535450059227,0.0,0.0,0.06740476407584996 adhd,kquinton82,2018/11/17,"Planner/organizer for ADHD-ers Can anyone recommend a paper planner/organizer that is good for us ADHD-ers? Something that will let me keep track of goals, habits, random thoughts etc.. 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Sometimes when I take my meds I start to feel like I want to be alone and stop having any kind of human [interaction.In](https://interaction.In) general I'm a sociable person and I do like to talk with people I enjoy talking and people I'm close to,but when I take my meds I feel more comfortable and relaxed being on my own and this is not possible due to I'm being a student.What can I do to overcome this feeling and is this a common side effect? 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I panicked and emergency stopped when I realised that I hadn't looking for oncoming traffic and then an oncoming car started beeping at me. I am so lucky nothing bad happened 😮. Maybe I was hyperfocusing and lost track of the world around me because I have a very powerful imagination?? I don't really know what happened but it really scared me 😭. 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Like maybe a memoir, or anything that is informative but also relatable? 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Finally at the age of 19, I think I have pinpointed the issue in my life... ADHD. I've been struggling in every aspect of my life, especially academically for years and attributed it to laziness. I'm done being frustrated with myself; I want help, and I want medication. I come from a culture that really stigmatizes things like this and I don't know how to talk to my parents about it. And I have a strong inkling that if I do, they will not support me. But I need medication. I truly am at my wit's end, and being a working college student with a rigorous schedule does not help my case. I'm done sacrificing my academics and mental health. What do I do? I've never felt more relief then finally accepting that this is the issue in my life, and there is a solution. How do I bring this up to my parents? How do I talk to a doctor about this? Is there anyway I can surpass my parents, schedule a doctor's appointment, and use my parent's insurance plan + my own money to pay for my appointment and medication without them knowing (I am still on their health insurance plan)? Any help would be appreciated, especially any information that would allow me to use my parent's insurance without them figuring it out.",3.9626763485477166,5.921962560165981,5.854728215767636,74.54947821576766,72.7759336099585,9.301327800829876,30.30726141078837,9.766711354998122,3.2603824066390032,991,44,178,27,20,342,121,241,0.096,0.777,0.126,0.6442,5,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,4,10,9,3,1,10,0,24,10,0,7,1,40,39,17,0,6,6,5,1,1,0,3,10,0,0,0,13,14,0,0,7,0,2,2,6,4,0,0,5,1,35,5,26,28,2,20,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,11,134,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175480088278422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330276247730136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425422152230437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022433063739714,0.08559375046078622,0.3002792242765713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866301834609045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240872020207236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391245625642518,0.21429104742173266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793384430321896,0.0,0.0,0.1966789334809472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417540754119834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750708386370382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725722213846995,0.0477847799701232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955983361991996,0.09856896852354564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252450311758313,0.07543671429968016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430293604571242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265926870650353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811079111485117,0.0,0.0,0.1022517235916741,0.0,0.0,0.1109930587613336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723113839736175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498028407522773,0.06267237667628106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895200384841136,0.0,0.0,0.1153811516614034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856973065842672,0.0,0.07120647914536066,0.0,0.0,0.138962121581677,0.0,0.0,0.062986109632615 adhd,Psu008,2018/11/17,"Off meds on the weekends and I’m completely useless I recently was diagnosed, initially started on methylphenidate. Which was awful so my doctor switched me to lisdexamfetamine which is okay so far (50 mg). During the week I have a very full schedule, more often than not I leave my house at 6 am, and not come back until 9 pm. I spend my time in between a full time job, part-time degree, and some volunteering. Although I’m feeling much better on the medicine, it still feel like I have powers however I never learned how to use it. Is there any techniques that you guys use to correct the ADHD behaviors the built up over the years. Second, by the end of the week I’d be so exhausted that I tend not to take my meds. So I become completely useless and never get anything done. Does any one relate with these things? And is it actually possible to get a normal life where I’m often on the top of things? Note: Sorry if I didn’t write enough details. I really don’t have the well-power nor the attention span to do that.",3.0167661691542267,5.098245825870649,4.204800995024879,84.80531094527363,75.81592039800995,7.252736318407961,25.59452736318408,8.167268648758528,1.6569422885572145,805,29,157,14,18,263,128,201,0.073,0.866,0.061,-0.653,4,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,11,6,0,0,14,2,14,4,0,3,3,26,27,14,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,4,1,1,1,8,3,0,2,4,2,16,3,22,22,6,31,0,2,0,0,3,15,0,4,16,109,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.1342640586785706,0.0,0.16535159766957014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712635381702766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322152935985365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579511744594497,0.0,0.0,0.15195289312241492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168360872928714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851812955439113,0.28851254151863964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964686232027154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082506923491214,0.12040240860183113,0.14079821506186682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218603308087314,0.14216308497102476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391351997917923,0.09829144370738943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376598024770046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623174049369072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875573552013572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653284431755575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568367527024398,0.0,0.0,0.09718103876843613,0.06721755469223449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056539899294491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114151802122626,0.0,0.21222956231718926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348050373017793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093231813311992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899219671582944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510750731710224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814109479813849,0.0,0.13584954584112707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401622790803987,0.09738405697245234,0.0,0.10987633252887144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344752586375196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281200840411832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045496986120147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376602040679842,0.0,0.11352283355038023,0.0,0.0,0.22072633046466106,0.0,0.12370630949481515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860085306929291 adhd,edj2012,2018/11/17,"Wellbutrin: IsTight Throat Common? Question, I’ve only been on Wellbutrin about four days and I have this weird tight throat today that is making it alittle difficult to swallow. Just wanted to know if anyone else experienced this. Is this normal? Should I stop taking it? 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Any advice on what to do next? I'm sorry for the long post guys, i just really need some advice on what to do here. &#x200B; So, last year (Yes, this happened quite some time ago, but lately i've been thinking about it again and just had to get it off my chest) i decided that enough was enough, and after a couple of months of research into ADHD and comparing my personal symptoms to the ones people typically have i arrived at the conclusion that i should go to the doctor and see if it' s just in my head or it's actually a thing. &#x200B; I went to my doctor and after a pretty long chat she indeed concluded that i most likely had ADHD and got me an appointment at a psychologist, the appointment was a couple of months later but, nonetheless i was quite happy that i had finally had someone acknowledge this. &#x200B; The day of the appointment i went in with the feeling that i would finally get myself some treatment, or at least i would be on the way to getting it, but the reality was that, after a simple test of my attention, the psychologist just decisively concluded that i did not have ADHD and pretty much kicked me out of there. Now, let me explain what my symptoms are, and what the test she made me take was: &#x200B; \- ***To describe my symptoms briefly:*** I've always been the kind in class that skipped on bits of homework here and there, never really found a time to study and had to have my parents force me to study (Even having mock exams before the actual exam) but i never really managed to focus. As i got older this just got worse and worse, and while going through high school i pretty much did not manage to study at all, stopped doing any of the things that i enjoyed since my mind always wandered while doing them (Examples of this are: Playing video games, where i start a game and i never really seem to finish it, no matter how much i push myself my mind isn't ever interested after the first couple of hours, Reading a book causes the same effect, trying out any kind of new activity or thing to learn too). &#x200B; Aside from this i've always had problems while studying and even doing any activity that i really enjoy that requires some sort of time commitment. There's more, but i don't want to make this post even longer. (Ask in the comments if i should give more info) This became a really serious problem because it made me not really be able to do anything for a really big chunk of my life. &#x200B; \- ***The test the psychologist did:*** She basically had me do a couple of really simple puzzles, she put a couple of blocks in front of me and had me put them together to form some images. Aside from this, she also had me match some images with words and one more test that i don't remember exactly. Now, i had no problem doing this, since my interest does not wander at all while first doing an activity, and i enjoy things that are challenging. 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(HELP!!) Hey guys, I've been reading this subreddit for years now but haven't posted because I'm just so nervous about talking about it...I haven't been to the doctor's in about 20 years (I'm 25). I finally got health insurance and I want to make a doctor's appointment and express my concern to them about my life, I'm just really not sure what to say because I feel like I've been hiding my issues from the world for so long. I know I should just tell them the honest truth but is that too much for the first visit?! I've worked at my job for a year now just so I can see a doctor and I'm so nervous about what to say.",1.900839160839162,2.934467195804196,3.5079720279720306,93.06657342657343,76.34265734265735,6.5986013986013985,21.391608391608397,6.980632752743323,0.2966419580419579,511,12,121,5,11,170,77,143,0.10400000000000001,0.809,0.087,-0.5126,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,18,6,0,2,8,0,9,6,0,2,2,18,19,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,4,13,4,19,14,1,13,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,9,74,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851508160170212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6217604697876361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678743534135513,0.10849228505200807,0.0,0.16636052907764778,0.0,0.12917617081650226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146020023243413,0.0,0.0,0.15037008579070787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142524276039613,0.0,0.0,0.10179181328692176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850745624641213,0.15070243864520724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346095446517936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726664053386753,0.07419349873299906,0.0,0.0,0.13439562061086627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137097210769527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163814458172157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544455484471167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190595500125595,0.0,0.0972885168937324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415380613214752,0.0,0.0,0.12101662998696368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313083161978066,0.0,0.0,0.24412644098741015,0.13273657979348524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957382805732983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055942548141484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933879688142831 adhd,Luxtaposition,2018/11/17,"Odd ball: an ADHD rant Visiting the in-laws with my kids and I am clearly the only person in a 10 mile radius who has ADHD. The in-law dynamics combined with my wife's glares when I miss a queue...shoot me in the face. Since having ADHD is looked at having a superpower.. Then clearly, we are the cape wearing heros according to The Incredibles story line.",4.342714285714283,5.521224985714286,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,70.57142857142857,8.457142857142857,26.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.0863714285714283,279,9,52,5,5,95,53,70,0.09,0.77,0.14,0.5423,1,0,0,1,0,1,12.0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,10,0,6,2,2,0,2,6,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,8,0,7,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9090765505166136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173565864595248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917652462926947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016054637507246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857435195323368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ajholt1113,2018/11/17,"Vyvanse doesn’t last long enough despite increasing dose Hi, I was diagnosed with ADHD at age 27, at the beginning of October this year (which I posted about here before, thanks for helping me get there!). I was started on 30 mg of Vyvanse, which was significantly effective for probably less than a week. This didn’t surprise me, because for the month prior, I’d been taking 50 mg once or twice a week from a friend. When my doctor followed up 2 weeks later, I told him I couldn’t really feel the difference anymore, and he upped my dose to 50 mg one month ago. With that dose, I could feel it more when it was working, but by the early evening, around 4 pm, I must’ve been on the come down because I’d literally lay in bed on my phone with 0 motivation until 10 pm when I got ready for bed. I take it around 7 am, and it kicks in around 8:30 or 9. So I’m only getting about 7 very effective hours, and then 6 completely useless hours. I’m happy it helps me with work, but the only time I get anything done at home is if I take it on the weekend. I’d rather not have to take it on the weekend because when I do take it, I barely eat. Like, one small meal a day in the evening is normal. I like having days to eat more on the weekends so I’m not starving myself. I had an appointment Thursday, told him about the problem, and he upped my dose to 60 mg, meaning I’ve gone from 30 to 60 in less than 2 full months. When I had it filled, my pharmacist was basically like wtf and told me to talk to him about other options, like Adderall. I do like Vyvanse because of the smooth transitions and natural feeling motivation, and don’t want to get addicted to the kick of Adderall. Does anyone have any tips for helping Vyvanse last longer? Is the problem possibly the fact that I don’t eat enough during the week? I’m thinking that may be a contributing factor, and that the medication just can’t override the lack of energy due to lack of fuel. If so, does anyone have any suggestions for quick easy foods to eat during the day that won’t lessen the effect of Vyvanse? I’ve read certain types of foods, like those that are highly acidic, can inhibit the effect of stimulants. It’s also common for drugs in general to not have a huge effect on me. I don’t have a drug abuse history, but from the occasional college party, I know that weed, cocaine, or even snorting Adderall, just don’t seem to affect me the way they do most people, even with me rarely using them. Any suggestions are appreciated; I’d rather not have to sacrifice my personal time to do well at work. 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I never throw things away while I’m working because either I’m hyperfocusing or too distracted to remember. Now there’s paper and fabric everywhere and I can’t focus at all...,2.6294326241134773,5.567842191489365,5.29053191489362,71.0841666666667,84.53191489361703,8.239716312056737,26.9822695035461,8.841846274778883,3.1621801418439723,201,9,32,6,6,71,40,47,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.7987,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677071739181306,0.0,0.0,0.2385769311480236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287292418722908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018504573118109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433485403705105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600103762000943,0.2507755770671698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531526409737152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849237071514681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fmlthrowaway48,2018/11/17,"How to turn around Chemistry class I though I had my adhd and depression under control, but this first semester of college is killing me. I'm sitting somewhere around a low D in my Chem class. I'm studying more, and I think I'll do better on the remaining couple of tests, but I don't know if it's enough to turn it around. How do I talk to my professor about this? I hate using my mental illness as an excuse, but it really is hurting me.",4.00992673992674,4.540129131868135,5.3667582417582445,83.5990750915751,70.86813186813188,8.264468864468865,29.452380952380953,8.344100000000001,2.0255919413919408,345,13,71,5,6,116,61,91,0.247,0.7,0.053,-0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,4,0,15,14,10,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,12,1,13,13,2,9,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,51,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151409323897226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.514467434805924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037313660133585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160605062646208,0.0,0.2131508836894997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591929473487507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990471103574872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385824619228367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190190679045784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062235444333912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312600595849934,0.0,0.10586910525181213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413434218737985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340918338182255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483556377509064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234349998951562,0.18926639033263787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190708342782527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637785004575786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_prudabega,2018/11/17,"Anybody just like to learn/teach themselves or take classes for fun? Dropped out of college after I was going to be a super senior x Infinity. Was undiagnosed at the time and the lack of structure and passion for my field left me depressed and unmotivated, however I still like to teach myself for fun. I’ve taken online courses like the ones on Coursera but, of course, I’ve never actualy finished one, yet I take super detailed notes and do the readings when I can. The itch to keep my brain active and in sponge mode is intensifying and I’m wondering now that I have grown a little and have my handy Focalin prescription, if taking some physical classes might be fun. Thinking being around other students, regardless of who, will help motivate me to complete a course. Does anybody take random classes just to learn either onine or in person, more so in person? If so, what do you think are some cost effective ways to go about it. Bonus points if anyone in NYC has advice. Thank you everyone, really love this sub and this community!",6.90640625,7.737472661458334,7.120833333333334,72.50750000000002,64.57291666666666,9.525,33.70833333333333,9.516144504307137,3.2583770833333343,829,34,138,15,12,268,128,192,0.025,0.731,0.244,0.9939,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,5,10,13,0,0,8,0,15,4,2,2,1,33,29,17,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,6,1,2,3,1,1,0,2,3,0,13,12,24,21,5,25,0,1,0,2,7,11,0,10,12,97,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870575477823826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356126498386444,0.0,0.0,0.14457986351928462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813039375868136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028441995441596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988400838451653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212660705810462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551902844670157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846033689635253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886039905549784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435800007425248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764595878017285,0.0,0.0,0.23803684064351624,0.1627780840240622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658190385686198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229197686211056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526106395977007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201072461885374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362133598244105,0.0,0.0,0.1535305089992986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245454665132525,0.0,0.1040443865826091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970131178986274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884502238885273,0.0,0.0,0.1495258562795881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081323041767669,0.0,0.0,0.09470292462087912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891397154357334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612736343047258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheIllestOne,2018/11/17,"Will reading (novels, autobiographies) for fun, instead of watching netflix/using reddit/playing video games in my downtime, help me increase my concentration abilities, or lead me (a college student) to burning out since I have to read so much for school? So, i know leisure reading is much better for improving my attention span and concentration abilities than my other favorite downtime activities (netflix, reddit, video games). This can help me do better in school. :) On the other hand, perhaps it will lead me to burning out and will be too much reading for my brain to handle...since I am required to read a lot in many of my college classes. :( So, LOL. It might either help me or hurt me. **What do you think?**",4.297292549969718,7.1900749133858275,4.758582677165354,78.34600242277409,75.45669291338581,6.427377347062388,32.60387643852211,7.61054688173877,2.6473917625681413,562,29,89,8,13,178,74,127,0.040999999999999995,0.6970000000000001,0.261,0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,3,1,11,2,2,2,0,15,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,11,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,16,3,18,8,6,10,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,4,0,68,22,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469345058099004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584279451036345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28071826281542395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944758911783226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672199886495361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868523238230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153523712045213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809641480097152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078721657367748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6982024457944838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257079248794115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309616097827701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894517800951154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792487212295765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ll-Bluej-ll,2018/11/17,"Is this normal I'm prescribed 10mgx60 a month. Will my doctor be ok prescribing 10mgx120 a month versus getting 20mgx60? &#x200B; Orange is the ugliest fucking colo, blue is my favorite, and I don't want to try cutting up a 20mg pill into 8th's because",4.496224489795917,6.503281428571434,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,71.44897959183673,5.716326530612244,36.73979591836735,5.985473137389443,2.4754448979591834,206,12,34,1,4,65,42,49,0.13699999999999998,0.754,0.109,-0.0829,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,6,3,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,8,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268198175730724,0.3665177699053429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387300801292175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087347123354562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788553498352195,0.15759107663337468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815220321786452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295536829052149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478937579691625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791127858296182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665177699053429,0.0 adhd,0edon,2018/11/17,"I want to know if these things I do have something to do with ADHD and if should talk about ADHD when I go to the psychologist Hello, I recently made a post on another subreddit about what I was feeling , after struling for more than 3 years I finally gained the courage to post about it and I already schedule a visit to a psychologist probably going next week. In the post I made , people said I might have depression (I was thinking this already ) and ADHD , now I thought ADHD was something else , but after that post I searched it and learned alot about it and started noticing I might have some of the symptoms , so here I am , I'm still kinda denying it and I wanted some kinda of comfirmation , so can you guys tell me if any of these things correlate with having adhd and tell me the ones that have nothing to do. Thank you for your time and excuse if my english is a bit bad. -Always doing something when I'm seated , like always playing with something with my hands or constantly moving positions -When I'm in class I can only listen to what the professor is doing in like 5 min intervals , until I drift of into my thoughts , I can leave a classroom and don't remember learning anything. That alson happens when studying , like I read one page of the textbook and go to the next and then I notice I don't remember anything the other page said. -When talking to someone I have to actively try to pay extra atention or I just forget what they said 2 min ago and then their story makes no sense to me ( This thing only happens sometimes) -When I program my week in an calendar app , in that week I just change my plans on the go , I almost never do the things like I programed them -I don't think I lose alot of things but I think that's because I found a way to cope with it , I triple check everything before leaving the house , like when I go to the gym and make my bag , I imagine I'm in the locker room and go through all the steps of getting dressed like this , so I undress , then I need my shorts ,a t-shirt , socks , then I need a gym-towel and a water bootle and I do this 3/4 times before leaving the house -I also have a place for everything in my pants pockets , the phone goes on the front right pocket , money and cards one the right back pocket , paper tissues on the left front and left back is the keys and after that I'm constantly checking if that I haven't lost anything , when I use something else like a ticket for a train I always put it somewhere I don't remember , sometimes it's in my backpack or one random pocket or in the jacket , this happens to many times -I sometimes forget appointments , like going to the dentist , I have to be always asking my mom when it is , I remember I have it , but almost never remember the date and when I have to cancel I always forget to make the phone call or to tell my mom to cancel it . -When someone texts me , sometimes I just read the message and then forget I read it and then don't answer it for a while until I go to the message app and remember someone texted me ( This doesn't happen alot and I always thought everybody had this) -When playing new video games , I just play them non stop for 2/3 days , dont think about anything else and then I never finish them , before my pc died 2 months ago , I had like 5 games to complete even tho I was almost finished with them -Also when Im playing video games I cant hear music or talk to people , I just can't and like when people talk to me when Im playing I just get mad at them for no reason ; the music becomes like noise to me its so weird it becomes no different if someone was blowing a horn or something , the music just becomes noise like that -I can't study , I really really want to , I want to get good grades and finish my course , I know I can do it , but it's like I have a mental block preventing me from doing it -When Im at my pc , im always doing like 3 things at once, like I to youtube to see a video , then in the middle of it I go to reddit and then I go to spotify because I need music to browse reddit , then 5 min later I go to the video and instead of watching it I just start reading the coments -Sometimes I hate being seated , I'm at the train I like get a mini anxiety attack and dont want to be seated anymore. Also in many situations people sit I just prefer standing ( I dont know if this is important or not) -Also I think I cant relax in the traditional sense, like being in a jacuzzi or at the beach just laying there , I dont get anything out of that -Driving, for the most I drive in auto pilot most of the time , I find it very hard to just be aware of everything around me , like I can concentrate for 1 min and then just go on auto pilot , I nearly escaped some acidents only because of fast reactions or because someone was sitting in the passenger seat and warned me -I think I have an addictive personality , I start eating something like a box of cookies I eat a little and I put it down because I shouldnt eat anymore( I track my calories because of gym) , but its always on my mind that I want to eat it and then 15 min later the box is done ; also I used to smoke weed , 5 months clean now , I was always the guy to ask for more , like guys let's do one more blunt , everytime that's was me -Last things , I dont know If I had any of the symptoms when I was young I dont remember much, I remember my mom telling me when I was like 2 or 3 years old I was always climbing out my baby crib and when I was 10 I played soccer and was a goalie , and instead of paying attetion to the game I was just lost in my mind or playing with the dirt with my feet like drawing in the dirt.( I sometimes played in dirt fields) ",4.360471629797473,4.743779789974075,5.448930014716535,83.84433524492516,70.028522039758,7.844373846621036,28.51326823798734,7.63319966405982,1.6295057441192269,4415,149,902,46,74,1465,382,1157,0.07400000000000001,0.815,0.11199999999999999,0.9886,2,0,8,0,0,0,106.0,0,3,7,6,58,43,3,0,70,0,80,11,2,8,4,165,153,106,1,20,39,3,3,22,0,4,4,5,2,4,55,49,5,3,30,26,5,23,25,9,0,5,29,11,146,34,123,114,18,161,0,4,2,0,44,44,0,36,108,625,201,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03522411521834706,0.19415967706661968,0.0,0.05728408278068221,0.0,0.09706537839160956,0.0,0.07131270453447776,0.12919678065034831,0.26885612056250985,0.0,0.0,0.043945620048223326,0.03388124311404103,0.024718076334213367,0.0,0.06408830715555533,0.0,0.0,0.1329473430394531,0.02876393098600804,0.06041345714224281,0.03675879851082888,0.0,0.04969083124211018,0.026978607984349347,0.11818010839720393,0.10705596464913797,0.08248367703524115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527559998023712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03299347698164872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03418109911035471,0.0,0.03387781108887207,0.0698341302797411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020838132544587874,0.0,0.027829698170117014,0.0,0.03353405560874844,0.033758459079543564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03306570526472686,0.22721180411043795,0.0,0.0,0.13225021417312768,0.08097590158125305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02134132641934257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711801044152283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016337577526259063,0.0,0.0,0.035395478818026904,0.029531967053999787,0.0,0.0,0.0354277017510987,0.0,0.0,0.08440667248296113,0.0,0.22035925759232008,0.02710120766956492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597987965016057,0.11429119726449707,0.0,0.028944601954678618,0.031900745486361,0.0,0.0,0.03641721328369021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456586516366223,0.0,0.0,0.1396071090954808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102984012573647,0.026338043634615074,0.0,0.10263908813584208,0.07021270157266861,0.03304052050787406,0.0,0.34728500445857524,0.03238443764527569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036148109438759665,0.07054325953133643,0.0,0.0,0.0611475167831947,0.06470418402539485,0.06551722722005489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03256221740914492,0.06855442260455058,0.06525045768691137,0.1135279052502725,0.05158118509208185,0.03434182656553663,0.023752542768013314,0.07187531755820799,0.07476146078583447,0.031206480480469763,0.06872692459824954,0.0,0.0,0.031003589220180955,0.07357331876162956,0.03390530181393277,0.03441050819725234,0.10947495530805534,0.07372265942723588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896024216848958,0.028213003995781805,0.033758459079543564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378127645411632,0.0,0.03483707492545684,0.0,0.0,0.06496361516600176,0.0,0.0,0.12928028162424327,0.0,0.041398926272254055,0.033221425088118366,0.031903536853474586,0.0,0.2928194736828709,0.0551873925736254,0.0922064121688038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025747943860729743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363192847800134,0.0,0.0,0.13688641045559347,0.17412386411000585,0.19174036865508712,0.0,0.06861036961128186,0.0,0.02580386708291992,0.027013715761288314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716768004353522,0.0,0.10388248124477953,0.1129660941692426,0.02974792827962624,0.0,0.0,0.15026346712779984,0.12422276009067112,0.0,0.07695475209772171,0.07536397729701126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02193726972383614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558132236080821,0.0,0.02666022828019613,0.11434834517169586,0.025647227009015342,0.07775459139274846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041614869797963285 adhd,aloysius345,2018/11/17,Just threw my shirt in the toilet Because I decided to change clothes in the bathroom and got distracted while taking them off. Didn’t even notice where my shirt had landed for a solid fifteen seconds. How’s your morning going?,6.316428571428574,7.9851625476190495,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,66.3809523809524,7.504761904761906,33.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.5998476190476185,185,8,29,2,3,57,38,42,0.06,0.9,0.04,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,5,0,5,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796669188095013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853264800326375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030186594318552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26073421084902065,0.0,0.3669268187709976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223219959021725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449440938690726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,soph82900,2018/11/17,"Impulsive Spending on Food?! Anyone else?! I spend about $15 to $20 on food a day. I don’t even eat it all, it’s just whatever I am craving I treat myself too. Usually take out from some restaurant. I will go to Trader Joe’s to stock up on Foods that I will like but will never have them. I can not deny my cravings? It’s like I’m conscious that I shouldn’t be doing this but I have no regard and do it anyways. It is such a waste, and also unhealthy. Any tips on how to stop being such a fat ass? Lol ",-1.3935135135135148,0.5949927117117113,1.4347387387387407,97.95643243243244,94.85585585585585,4.0410810810810815,16.40900900900901,5.6839178017228535,-0.656548828828829,385,10,92,3,15,133,76,111,0.177,0.7090000000000001,0.115,-0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,1,14,6,2,1,2,14,17,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,3,5,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,12,3,12,11,2,11,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,6,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676729992853664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258276951347676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466061181181417,0.2148316619516446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521978510877208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145447235112724,0.17515235570137422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848503776357646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7606012800841334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916027581728204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486831303972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171040663468694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529348334909048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764572371664098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092185004337576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wifeypoo89,2018/11/17,"My ADHD daughter is emotionally and mentally exhausting at home but a normal child at school. I have a question... those of you with ADHD kids, are they also disruptive in school? My daughter isn’t getting the greatest marks but is getting by. We get the usual report cards stating she’s distracted and doesn’t get work done on time etc.( She’s 11 and on Concerta) The confusion for me is that she’s a nightmare at home - she gets escalated in an instant from being my little girl who is caring and happy and kind...to being irrational, violent, screaming at the top of her lungs, being disrespectful, slamming doors and hurting her siblings for zero reason but will find some way to blame it on them. Sometimes she just wakes up in a sour mood and stays that way all day even after she gets her meds sometimes. She especially targets her brother and my husband (who’s been her step dad since she was 1.5!). BUT... at school? She’s FINE! We’ve never had any kind of feedback from any teachers or fellow students that she acts like this at school. She’s distracted, yes and doesn’t normally just complete her work she has to be helped to stay on task. But she treats everyone with respect and never has these outbursts. I’ve thought maybe we were doing something wrong at home but everything I try will work momentarily or not at all. I’m getting so burned out 😣",5.0441292420239785,6.569700289575291,5.398902662060556,80.6344686039423,69.27027027027027,8.078114204429994,30.619995935785408,8.532816995589336,2.3904548262548264,1081,44,197,17,19,344,152,259,0.129,0.762,0.109,-0.5711,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,2,4,5,16,1,3,9,1,23,3,2,1,4,38,33,20,0,2,11,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,4,3,9,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,6,2,31,7,31,21,5,32,0,1,0,0,37,19,0,5,7,135,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438587171162731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113363614149477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798594396304392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344027346703837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637378053535236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543016997909515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382382928606758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412337326740665,0.0,0.0,0.11314929584296705,0.06701016092536594,0.0,0.0,0.09694473085401684,0.09118133497539796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272815690300906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710428505317323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800087953744901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680032395284329,0.0,0.30530332268329263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860982215192416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129982501268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049565855080811815,0.10168470016561666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192532128376572,0.0,0.11269378541871618,0.0,0.10224291526209507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649691182373818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880898594590946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113652972170916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431277782748888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107120589713361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392473746314734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810512085926237,0.2006834487385498,0.0,0.0,0.21627535331277006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054404586846091,0.05915930607376841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888137810989456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173849956994954,0.0,0.0,0.1610607302839289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215816434651689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092526525614692,0.0,0.0 adhd,matt_siri,2018/11/17,"Vyvanse and melatonin ? Hey everyone ! Sooo yesterday the doc upped my dose from 40mg to 60mg (taken once in the am). I was just wondering if I can take melatonin to help myself fall asleep at night ? Or if the two meds clash in a negative way. Vyvanse is super good at keeping me up and I hate it. Cheers",0.8509907834101398,3.145228661290325,2.709447004608297,91.41274193548388,84.96774193548387,6.123502304147466,23.37327188940092,7.447530270364453,1.0999465437788023,235,9,50,4,7,78,50,62,0.105,0.708,0.188,0.7052,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,9,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,6,3,9,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,2,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962311806436509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26002461184802383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30607414488281304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779551147999284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755542393920995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443551063755966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909266649871479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301542553593305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309156724129135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028381387456489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460742830839475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361964119844854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PearBanda,2018/11/17,"On 36mg of Concerta, should I go back to 54mg? I was on 36mg for about 5 years, before switching to 54mg for another 5. Then I stopped for a year (by this time I found out I had bipolar disorder with psychotic features and my doctor thought it wise to stop using stimulant medication). But now I've gotten the a-okay from my psychiatrist to take 36mg again and it's going reasonably well. I am wondering whether I should ask if she can increase my dose back to 54mg. The only reason why I would like that is because I can't focus after 2 PM (on a good day), as all my concentration will be gone and I crash. So my question is, how do I know if I'm on the correct dose?",4.578333333333333,3.7882535000000033,6.425833333333332,81.05250000000002,69.55555555555556,9.977777777777778,31.88888888888889,9.516144504307137,2.600155555555556,520,20,118,10,8,183,97,144,0.07200000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,13,5,0,5,2,26,25,11,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,0,17,4,20,14,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,13,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449688631492226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340316094861213,0.0,0.0,0.2852525783207007,0.0,0.11306975480134444,0.0,0.15783382269614946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962229021226108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258154202269475,0.18985145563061886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337440561697773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108304651441615,0.15557577062218306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193754324038684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061845786110766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685632670366809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410694767130169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778532021021898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814183391580286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310147038329271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946141459982686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472541372401298,0.10815762334368573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019923133327646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677302596674387,0.0,0.16737109631765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011502507519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176301289566086,0.0,0.0,0.2388921378374828 adhd,lmidor,2018/11/17,Taking Vyvanse I am starting Vyvanse today after taking Adderall for years. Can I have anything with citric acid in it? Or is it the same as taking Adderall where I'd have to avoid it? ,3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,4.823333333333338,81.855,73.16666666666666,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,1.1130666666666662,147,6,24,0,3,48,27,36,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.3736,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989117976544901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709989696398355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8193234827423489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443047023076949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339116987237447 adhd,suamac,2018/11/17,"How do you balance your text/message response time? I feel I either hyper focus on texting someone and get nothing else done, or take hours to respond if I remember at all. I know my inconsistency is very frustrating to others. Has anyone found a good strategy for maintaining a healthy middle ground?",6.5150000000000015,8.466875129629628,6.937962962962962,69.36583333333336,66.22222222222223,9.103703703703703,37.574074074074076,9.516144504307137,4.116274074074074,243,13,36,5,4,79,49,54,0.06,0.828,0.11199999999999999,0.4151,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,5,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631955194510336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165941719149853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584399586715617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564273856133517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33920957708121696,0.0,0.0,0.16163369488053286,0.0,0.0,0.2594859033354669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046683359822741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002233307760578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968500316860438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35045728666985426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621292327965797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260865752522375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803968476820884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552636584599669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AdyC123,2018/11/17,"ADHD Diagnosed by a neuroscientist friends and Doctor but on a 15 month waiting list Male 49 (I feel like I am in a dating site!) head all over place, half way through a house restoration (which I am not sure I can ever get focused enough to finish), school was hard for me, but I pushed thorough to Uni, which was a massive struggle, but lovely people helped me. Think about so much stuff all the time. I have so many half-finished job to do lists and spread sheet lists everywhere. Anyway not wanting to write a novel but a good friend marries a neuroscientist who specialists in alternative mindsets, she politely points out to my friend that I am a dead ringer for ADHD and recommends I speak to my Doctor (I only ever see the same Doctor), the Doctors says I am quite odd (which upset me at the time) and agreed that I have all the classic symptoms of ADHD and I get referred to Sheffield Adult Autism and Neural Development Services for diagnosis. In the meantime, my Cousin suggests I try her daughters meds (she has ADHD) and I tried Conceta last week and my whole world changes and I see clearly and precisely for the day. I went to the Doctors (unfortunately my Doctor had left) and the new Doctor (who did not have the time of day for me) explained he cannot prescribe anything until the official diagnosis. I called Sheffield Clinic (who were very lovely) explained I am on 15 month waiting list and I need to get my Doctors to escalate as to why they need to fast track. Really not sure what to do know ☹ I can go and see the Docs and say its messing my life up (I wish it was diagnosed years ago but I am where I am), do I buy Concerta off the Dark Web (wow its expensive) or could I peruse private route. I don’t know why I am self-conscious about posting this but advise would be so helpful right now. I have just started reading your stories and realise I am so not alone. I also realise I have a lot of reading to do and can self-educate so please excuse my lack of knowledge, I have been too busy writing lists without diagnosis!",5.329350900988182,6.136350992443327,5.791196473551638,80.73874588258091,68.04282115869017,8.324316992830848,31.89391590776981,8.384062270229773,2.3696022863786093,1612,66,308,22,26,519,212,397,0.062,0.802,0.135,0.9845,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,1,16,13,0,2,23,0,35,17,2,0,9,61,58,31,1,7,14,2,2,1,3,1,13,3,0,2,14,17,0,2,8,3,2,3,8,3,0,1,8,8,49,10,40,47,9,42,0,0,3,2,31,17,0,2,21,212,63,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516780380865448,0.0,0.06484853778040524,0.0,0.0,0.07576773762941175,0.0,0.058502969093091335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060201301160090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470063705979083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773895361306583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840925533774535,0.0,0.0,0.09435936546383893,0.0,0.0,0.14850396143094796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5990275843708995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558988772344577,0.0,0.0,0.13234790249063738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698996167951886,0.052262788160029626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956084488676326,0.0,0.1146632507404056,0.0,0.04157634182590245,0.0613599312110155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553356612457623,0.0,0.0750793441564632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807008805629754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441240724247075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725962184531254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040944442743699,0.0596320490716586,0.0,0.0,0.07948440141796216,0.0,0.05167237198637844,0.035740413295520204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621947664215628,0.1320526136540576,0.0,0.0,0.0741688821467855,0.0,0.0,0.08126002184638627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678512661216812,0.0,0.05377820826666499,0.10848875801438504,0.0,0.07065469254973104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563856989084672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050717282583498564,0.0,0.07643263548129288,0.08030351502460625,0.06915623434934016,0.0,0.07006339626117299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781060024447295,0.1463519501441396,0.0,0.04686572087944507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247497626896945,0.0,0.11635345799360006,0.0,0.07403795772894997,0.1748880068426297,0.0,0.15263569678739036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178031930090478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647872112481559,0.08374632131496478,0.0,0.0,0.13789766394039116,0.0760372799124967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687552492704365,0.0,0.0,0.1279738670444843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933648548981346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036150836111678,0.043149409178717436,0.05806796893386355,0.05868147325598814,0.0,0.0,0.0678165098998278,0.13202414380711933,0.08167626014728452,0.08412599429958126,0.07051994498008486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196804987756292,0.0,0.0,0.04711018009404057 adhd,ray_c_n,2018/11/17,"How to focus? What you do to focus? I can't focus when I need. Most of the time I'm distracted. When I'm focused, I'm hyperfocused, I forget about my surrounding that time",-0.298333333333332,1.9759636111111119,2.951333333333338,86.72700000000002,93.44444444444444,6.213333333333335,18.31111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.8391177777777781,134,4,28,3,5,48,24,36,0.14,0.782,0.078,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365405862417679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8438745163324579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wrongframeofmind,2018/11/17,"Could ADHD just be another term for stupid? (I have ADHD) Watch any show or listen to how people talk about people who are 'stupid'. It seems like 'stupid' and ADHD are almost interchangeable, in my case at least. I mean, what do you think are some traits stupid people have? Poor learning skills, poor comprehension skills, impulsive behavior, forgetful, short attention span. Now look at some general symptoms of ADHD (that at least I show), poor learning skills, poor comprehension skills, impulsive behavior, forgetful, short attention span. I'm not calling others here who have the condition stupid. But I sort of struggle with, wouldnt it be a lot simpler to just call myself stupid? So stupid I was diagnosed?",6.598524590163933,9.149053114754096,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,67.03278688524591,9.798032786885246,29.41311475409836,10.125756701596842,3.364184262295081,568,21,90,15,10,172,77,122,0.262,0.72,0.018000000000000002,-0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,7,9,7,1,2,0,12,2,0,1,0,25,18,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,2,4,0,2,8,0,0,1,3,8,1,11,13,6,10,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,7,3,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7352362731988751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315140812510786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040072222893351,0.16037520827487048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123460213566501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221134064796992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552350265484734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472075429264963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843451121719995,0.0,0.0,0.1300275915012104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660094536067516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180965126769374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923455055580167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989036507587606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589674652736943,0.0,0.12293066188322314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800039388049336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sleepywidow9,2018/11/17,"Medication I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD and hearing the stories on this thread has significantly helped me. I am currently researching difference medication options and have noticed that many people report that the effects of stimulant based medications usually decrease or stop helping over an extended period of time. I am interested to hear about your experiences and what medications you have personally found to be most effective. I apologise if a similar question has been asked previously. Thanks :) ",11.6737037037037,13.586844518518527,11.70577777777778,39.99199999999999,54.4320987654321,16.85037037037037,50.7679012345679,14.83674596321566,9.355615308641974,430,28,49,21,5,144,66,81,0.025,0.784,0.191,0.9309,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,9,5,0,3,0,14,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,2,8,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,5,6,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934087758087513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504495290266486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334241136798794,0.0,0.16813950101297462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742220195130452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764534358760419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627637182950197,0.0,0.2157384154850999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315960788638362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6484875176306052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322194557667265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156986191337898,0.140519459219107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028047120515325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890075890172395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454620893409444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816439948638024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384063937289724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724366525086152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LOOKATHUH,2018/11/17,"Struggling with being impulsive. Anyone have any advice? I've always been reckless but I'm having a lot of difficulty exerting any self control over myself recently. Spontaneity is fine, and its one of my favourite aspects of myself and my personality, but I realise I'm cultivating some pretty bad habits. Main one is definitely alcohol (terrible coping method for depression lol), but I also have a pretty bad internet habit that I find it hard to monitor. I haven't done any painting, drawing, instrument practice, or reading in ages, because I'm usually just lying in bed scrolling. I've been going through a pretty bad patch in my life and am just coming out of it, and I really need a way to combat these unhealthy behaviours. It's hard to monitor when oftentimes I find myself in these situations without putting any cognitive thought in to it; in a way, they just seem to happen and I'm left to deal with the fallout of my piss poor self control. Any advice? I'm definitely cutting down on drinking for a while, because I'm fully aware I'm using it as an escape mechanism. But the root of the problem is still that I find it really difficult thinking about my actions before I do them. tl;dr my brain is essentially ""cat vs. laser pen"" and exerting any conscious, cognitive will over myself is really hard",6.612515432098768,7.778810506172843,7.571808127572018,67.82709490740743,65.33744855967078,10.848662551440327,36.58667695473251,10.820120047756994,4.4883417695473256,1055,52,168,29,16,355,138,243,0.217,0.695,0.087,-0.9883,0,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,2,7,11,2,1,10,1,16,5,2,4,0,35,31,15,0,2,10,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,11,10,2,2,7,2,1,4,2,10,0,2,4,3,20,1,31,25,3,24,0,1,0,0,6,12,1,4,6,111,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998017784590256,0.0,0.10925596936856546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175568074942219,0.08506603279737936,0.0,0.0,0.4171316109711747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148367978066543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560808152876754,0.1246405568882089,0.0,0.08699273997368293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141258211527585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806466379868967,0.0,0.0,0.2293259702731279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539771795911716,0.08805311972542296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461983765267333,0.0,0.10014940428246452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803172871122255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810136103756711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040429054220656,0.0,0.2747420204567721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107643676247578,0.0,0.07221018032369605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691482751508141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580446259925631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385514321822771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892658987341064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120230958992937,0.0,0.09782315927706717,0.0,0.1027723863378178,0.0,0.0,0.10226065017316016,0.0,0.1964792030408544,0.0,0.10094273869056587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930690694642662,0.2133025979871016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149141579447753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816433934619886,0.0,0.0,0.10687611253465228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550676846501327,0.0,0.08116157013849068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829647433800378,0.11259518903267955,0.0,0.0,0.16229556904608236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854894884197384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mmaybachmusic,2018/11/17,"stimulant non stimulant stomach pain? Hey guys, i was diagnosed with ADD about a year ago, and since then have tried different medications to no improvement. currently, im taking 18mg of strattera, and just started a few days ago. last week, i stopped taking concerta to start strattera, and since i stopped, i've noticed strong stomach aches and cramps, particularly around the right side of my stomach. Throughout the day i have pretty severe stomach cramps and aches, mostly on the right side of my stomach. I thought it was appendicitis, so i went to my doctor last week and he checked the ultrasound and my blood, but couldnt find anything. the pain is still there, but it is not getting worse. has anybody else had this problem on strattera or any other type of ADD medication? 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I realised that these are common side effects and it'll take a while for the positives to kick in but does anyone know how long it'll take for these side effects to subside? My doctor really didn't give me the time of day to ask any questions about this medication and despite spending ages researching it I'm still unsure. I have a really busy week ahead and given its only my second day so I'm wondering if I should stop taking them until I'm at a time that I can deal with feeling unwell for ages?",8.650254452926205,6.767416633587786,8.508206106870231,72.9505025445293,62.05343511450381,10.870737913486003,35.57379134860051,9.2995712137729,3.145380661577608,533,18,98,7,6,173,87,131,0.066,0.8540000000000001,0.08,0.1911,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,5,0,8,5,2,4,0,22,24,12,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,11,1,13,19,0,22,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,17,58,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008331616250545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347178339577998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508239652827958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277644102727007,0.18205056373969009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074141848644165,0.15453002961836376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678588426235474,0.1261517928396627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693956619832966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704606214943902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627012397912287,0.0,0.0,0.1562714665078031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789001105841476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430024669317625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781472515292955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624872953819306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498721066349675,0.0,0.1410203758979076,0.29526460811586497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310773902717068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593534243207853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164519954519447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914980400284116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CrAzYgIrLePiC,2018/11/17,"Combined yet singular I feel like I sometimes have impulsive and hyperactive traits, but my inattentive and SCT/CDD (cognitive deficit) are way more dominant, and they suppress the other traits. Does anyone else feel this way? Also, I have no diagnoses.",6.6971428571428575,9.940636095238098,6.205000000000003,69.27750000000003,69.0,10.866666666666667,36.69047619047619,10.686352973137794,5.244647619047621,204,11,29,7,4,63,34,42,0.069,0.888,0.043,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25362176836604344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175605547034088,0.32495384610172834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218968019174217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775368499379309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649350245763615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207173802759908,0.2265693683306053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494165446063698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136657838316472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034719158611082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwawaywarship,2018/11/17,"Dr. Nora Volkow on Addiction: A Disease of Free Will [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1AEvkWxbLE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1AEvkWxbLE) &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; X post from r/REDDITORSINRECOVERY.. &#x200B; &#x200B; If any of you out there are suffering from similar problems or just want to chat, PM me. I want to help those that need it in any way i can. ",15.858974358974356,18.223639769230765,9.09692307692308,60.714743589743605,45.53846153846154,10.77948717948718,40.4102564102564,10.504223727775694,4.4242871794871785,316,12,39,5,3,79,42,52,0.10400000000000001,0.735,0.161,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,9,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344168514445404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140543448729786,0.5764951877524082,0.12905388721129224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360127815957345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035808585894783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087626294070883,0.0,0.0,0.09079478969193222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193454110172513,0.07531750236023098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764951877524082,0.0 adhd,Skweebler,2018/11/17,"Met with a counselor, meeting with np Monday. What to expect First off I want to say how happy I am I've found this subreddit. I've struggled with anxiety for a long time, but after reading more about ADHD, it's like so many elements of my life are explained. The constant zoning out mid conversation or while listening, losing things in my pockets lol, the constant struggle to clean my room or do laundry, constant procrastinating in school and life, and the impulsive behavioral problems I had constantly as a child. It all makes a lot more sense. I recently went to a counselor that I felt comfortable with and explained how my life has fallen apart financially, academically and occupationally (I just got my first job in 7 months of unemployment). I explained that while I thought my main issue was crippling anxiety, that I recently researched ADHD and comorbid anxiety and how it sounds a lot like me. He agreed and said that it sounded exactly like that's what it was, and recommended I see the nurse practitioner that works for the same place for anxiety and adhd medication management. My question is what should I expect from the np visit on Monday? Will she most likely go off the counselors observations or will there be formal testing? If so what does the testing usually consist of? I feel like I'm really close to making headway and finally feel like I understand what's wrong with me. But the thought of misdiagnosis or being labled a drug seeker gives me a lot of anxiety and I'm quit nervous. I just hope she understands me ",6.3974468085106375,8.038873460992907,6.981340425531916,70.12350000000002,66.16312056737588,10.320851063829787,35.02198581560284,10.467255456243755,4.083335602836879,1244,59,205,33,20,408,157,282,0.10300000000000001,0.747,0.15,0.9459,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,9,15,0,3,17,1,13,5,0,5,2,57,38,26,0,7,9,0,3,6,0,3,5,5,2,1,18,18,0,0,12,1,0,4,0,6,0,2,11,9,27,9,29,22,9,34,0,1,1,0,16,12,0,11,24,143,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306141935611839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35074854354781604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963774389942168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024666989160523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063420681249748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273183632827003,0.13101998752267852,0.0880457023479976,0.10045209405245252,0.0,0.1559987448000779,0.0,0.10054354248631084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796631827363703,0.05211482183641376,0.0,0.07334030208381627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761560331440372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107808936914087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571023842709653,0.09099739959144136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943097690901687,0.26879785803022355,0.0,0.0,0.08115098934038177,0.0,0.10258805391018716,0.0,0.2338783809881349,0.0,0.0,0.1224199812396356,0.09296869106645593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923773911755092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319350139102884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580624474550374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774383983712873,0.0,0.0,0.1027241953440961,0.0975334863684126,0.0917241088587282,0.0,0.0587449156564741,0.0,0.18108397974144216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872270272618602,0.07292295891228881,0.0,0.09280458084391384,0.07307246475326734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172802371051434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092093613816432,0.0,0.0,0.14559799261832065,0.053470595598714116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092439743930872,0.0,0.0,0.10099381686224833,0.0,0.054086619287279376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500616398134017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667581779669658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025878249477088,0.0,0.0 adhd,13500ft,2018/11/17,"Exhaustion from Impulsivity Recently I have been really struggling with the impulsive side to my ADHD. I have tried explaining it to people, but I have yet to find someone who really understands what I'm saying. My thoughts are scattered, I'm losing sleep because I can't turn my brain off and I swear every second of my day is being consumed by my impulsiveness. I can tell my friends are starting to notice and get annoyed... &#x200B; Time to get ready for work! Nah, lets skip! $300 for this random thing I didn't even know existed..sure! Oh my god! If I sell X,Y and Z, I could travel the world! Yes! Let me look at plane tickets! Wait, look at that apartment! I should move there instead. I should save my money... oh! New tattoo! &#x200B; Some days are good days, of course, but lately even the good days turn bad. I'm mostly posting this to put into words how I'm feeling, but I'm also hoping someone can relate. It's really starting to break me down. &#x200B; I am outside. It’s sunny and beautiful. I feel good. I feel soooo good! I have an idea!! Let me write it down… Oh! Another idea! I can go do this! And then I can do this! Oh! Let me write that one down! Wait… What am I trying to do? Hold on, let me find my original idea! Yes, that was a good idea. Where did it go? Shit. Was it this one? No.. Where did it go? Damnit. I swear I wrote these in order. Ugh. Which one was it?! This one? No! Fuck. I just want to find that fucking idea. What's wrong with me? Why can I never remember? Is it this one? No! god damnit. I’m so sick of looking. I can't! The papers start moving. Flying all around me. Like I’m trapped in a tornado of paper birds. The sun is gone. All I can see are scraps of white consuming me. Dust surrounds me. I can’t handle it. I just want to start from the beginning. Stop!! Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. Now i’m crying. I’m overwhelmed. The wind. The noise. The dust. My hair is in my face. Why do I have long hair? I hate when it blows in my face. I can’t keep it down. Stop! Please. I hate the wind. I fall to my knees. Crying. I can't handle it anymore, but it won't stop. I’m screaming now. Make it stop! I lay down. Pull my knees in and cover my face. I hate the wind. I stop trying. I give up. Finally it stops. Paper falling all around me. One idea at a time. My palm is open and a single piece falls into my hand. It’s my first idea. It has to be. The one I was searching for. My eyes are open and I’m looking toward my hand, unable to read it. All I have to do is lift my head. I can’t. I’m too tired. I no longer care. My eyes stay open. I stare past the destruction my storm left behind. Focused on nothing. Too exhausted to blink. This is where I stay. Wait! I have an idea… &#x200B;",-1.8346834101956884,-0.36219410563380094,0.5178891935684895,100.30241929452824,112.41549295774648,3.4894927084631684,14.00542191200299,5.5918218376336215,-0.912219512651128,2060,51,479,21,113,681,247,568,0.18,0.665,0.155,-0.9651,0,1,0,0,0,0,146.0,0,0,0,3,20,27,8,2,19,2,58,22,16,3,5,78,110,18,0,7,7,0,7,1,1,3,4,2,0,0,38,17,0,14,18,3,2,12,13,17,0,9,11,18,76,10,50,88,8,84,1,2,9,2,9,32,3,5,36,295,114,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874990459879755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039093073558601824,0.0,0.2118661898417806,0.2376010243068854,0.0,0.05125986586688632,0.0,0.0,0.0484804825102203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870354868140073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040816679066298704,0.029799656819873538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545714876368656,0.0,0.0,0.04984120534813145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903045180131351,0.0,0.10739508574514743,0.1261063386082557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457576104836497,0.0,0.04118746457944256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415271303066524,0.0,0.0,0.05355079476863605,0.13403917898272028,0.04158129726291078,0.0,0.0,0.03776819470062129,0.0903862270735392,0.05108047181366535,0.04689465461978635,0.08334689749051645,0.20501081753355374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479054937687993,0.05016980111162946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855353308194452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44147897021521415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043450963730793664,0.0,0.0,0.026865750358807963,0.0,0.05514406611421077,0.0,0.05311336500630311,0.2499395674038667,0.0,0.023882593099733784,0.0,0.0,0.04326141745904656,0.16420333014038213,0.054689470363749736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0326309140331154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391339051215362,0.0,0.0,0.0377028910361536,0.047213143810050005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690618403431328,0.05565555015807373,0.0,0.0,0.2318787450737954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666597354647172,0.03389049290086787,0.0,0.0,0.053660716174522206,0.0,0.0,0.046818025585080164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049142621308620835,0.0,0.0,0.048897924679051165,0.0,0.09395036365428186,0.0,0.048267739595146165,0.0,0.05537683082374796,0.0,0.0,0.038875072177137114,0.0,0.0,0.038954773418634105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050179437732492116,0.0,0.0,0.048919999728778786,0.0,0.08283968820548238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840335714224158,0.10420916278451599,0.0,0.40869794588970604,0.0,0.051104898041034255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042727378797250186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03247681971213592,0.0,0.0,0.038808987980667765,0.0570101184663868,0.05618576657688268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956849868919347,0.10634502284304713,0.0,0.05089069232473757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766692026688985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822166883787502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035588640746208364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344774079400801,0.2376010243068854,0.0 adhd,Luravea,2018/11/17,"Any advice on how to cope? I'm pretty much giving up on dealing with ADD. Worst part about it all is I'll be losing my health insurance next year and can't afford treatment/meds out if pocket. Life suck meter reads: over 9000+ Anyone got any advice on how to cope with ADD without meds or therapy? Sorry for the tmi, grammar, whatever. Kinda not giving af anymore as of now.",1.7835,4.1706334,3.484916666666667,86.77537500000004,81.66666666666666,5.3500000000000005,20.041666666666664,6.6274283507984215,0.4519666666666669,295,8,55,3,8,98,63,75,0.152,0.7509999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.5514,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,14,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,15,6,4,10,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,3,3,32,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876023721695434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697360073006679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668540423173766,0.1386736598046649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446467402485166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805033952892681,0.0,0.0,0.15861885834317116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081051789329944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008302330499472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187527905577514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029469707859486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579191378917158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092120460290747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476697130741898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017681275161975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983789678571113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222008934220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680226272976545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117851022430946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771498970002113 adhd,sorgan71,2018/11/17,"So I kinda have a big problem that I dont know how to fix. So I have had ADHD for a long while. I am not a very organized person as many people on this sub can relate, but I did not know until visiting this sub that a symptom of adhd is forgetfullness. Being forgetful is what I feel to be holding me back in life. How do you guys cope with it? I tried an agenda but everytime something came up I forgot to write it down. Idk what I should do.",0.8037777777777784,2.563654126315789,3.4319298245614043,89.2579532163743,81.42105263157895,6.32748538011696,20.029239766081872,7.3871296695380915,0.5210467836257311,342,9,76,5,9,120,67,95,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.6083,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,2,0,18,19,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,1,11,0,12,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546789470611659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744710415921347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639382401111535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045953054360383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668373213103067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849757558543585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364919692715115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299895803276704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042232889434226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396352912864316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998615696494306,0.20149857563426027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081475163416697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765723821816054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985733421817834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566769920465916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040857986433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Seanymysoul,2018/11/17,"If I make a mistake at work it starts a chain Not sure if this is an adhd thing or not, but when I make a mistake at work and my manager critiques me, I start to panic and make more mistakes after. I’ll start overthinking and make simple mistakes one after another ",5.7994444444444415,5.312659314814816,6.726296296296297,78.89833333333333,66.96296296296296,9.422222222222222,32.814814814814824,8.841846274778883,2.648303703703704,209,8,41,3,3,70,36,54,0.306,0.6940000000000001,0.0,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,18,8,8,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,30,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723841369075525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376578211913302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.605151168575453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358101983423686,0.0,0.0,0.2659199436746499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812630663540108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361092878212487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057335951781928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300015977750992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kennethcashh,2018/11/17,is it fair that some people have to take adderall just to function like others who dont i feel like people on here including myself are dealt with a bad hand . ,5.262812499999999,5.68564965625,5.400000000000002,84.845,68.0625,7.65,25.375,7.1686216300943375,1.0661375,127,3,25,1,2,40,29,32,0.092,0.632,0.276,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332030105209648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677017756649804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177949950298246,0.28509246181242176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899264762305972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533235197437912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000475799775443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DoorInTheAir,2018/11/17,"Wrecked over my performance review at work I love my job. First job I want to keep because of the actual work I get to do and not just for the paycheck. I just had a major performance review and it was awful. Criticisms included interrupting in large group settings (which I feel like I am so careful about), not communicating thoroughly enough, forgetting to include all relevant people occasionally on communications, focusing on too many disparate parts of my position, things slipping through the cracks sometimes. I left and burst into tears. I feel so discouraged and devastated. I know I can do this job. I know I can excel at it if given the chance to do it my way with my tools. I am fairly okay at keeping my life together. I don't agree with many of the criticisms and I work fairly independently, so they are working off of extremely limited information I feel like my only choice is to go on meds again (great choice for many but I prefer to go without) and I feel like I'm digging my heels in at changing my brain chemistry against my will just because of ""normal"" expectations and being pushed into one way of doing things. I'm not broken dammit. I feel so frustrated and sad and protective of my process and of my ADHD. I'm at a low point right now and grateful for this community. Thanks. 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I'm currently on the Focalin train, which has been an absolutely different experience than Adderall Xr, for the most part an improvement. For all my life I've been into whatever music that feels ""massive"" but on new meds, not so much. I'm curious if any of yall have experienced the same in regards to meds and media stimulation *20-30yr male reporting in* ",8.669,8.492552133333337,9.343833333333336,61.46775000000002,61.0,13.9,40.08333333333333,13.023866798666859,5.7249333333333325,330,16,55,12,4,112,61,75,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.6681,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,11,7,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,11,5,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,36,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341613463466352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853237737688519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817958226006493,0.0,0.0,0.23603029649201346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26383401061152345,0.0,0.0,0.1363765178815236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905083931482662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991873643125573,0.27171050285035064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827230005961272,0.0,0.0,0.2604934015721663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29207615341092763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mitochondriawesome,2018/11/17,How do you guys remember to take your meds? I keep forgetting and phone alarms aren't working. Does anyone have any tips? :/,1.3089130434782597,3.85121456521739,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,99.0,5.778260869565218,18.793478260869566,7.1686216300943375,0.7594434782608701,97,3,19,2,4,29,23,23,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25521204040704715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624135207133217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284213446411972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715989731044973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33357757196523835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41686580664487616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251336951641465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28217355398870114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27321769991605416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,physicsgallblatter,2018/11/17,"Adderall and mood swings? I take Adderall XR for ADHD but not everyday because I also have had a few concussions so it only helps me in certain situations when ADHD symptoms interfere more than concussion symptoms, if that makes sense. Everytime I take it, I become VERY talkative. I can talk for hours and hours non stop and even on the same topic. Does that happen with anyone else? Anyway, today was one of the days that I did take Adderall and again I’m non stop talking. Then when it was wearing off, I was on the phone with a friend and became unbelievably angry at something that they did. In my head i know that it’s irrational to be feeling this way but my emotions toook over and all I could think about was how hurt I felt. When we hung up, I cooled off, was even hanging out with friends and having a good time. It was an hour nor so after I had last talked to that friend when I decided to call and apologize for my outburst. Instead, anger took over pretty much right away. She wasn’t being confrontational at all at any point. All she was doing was saying that she made a poor decision at the time and how she understands that it was a mistake, asked what she can do to make it better, etc etc. The thing I was mad about isn’t a big deal at all. My reaction is completely unjustified, yet it happened. This is very unlike me. I’m usually pretty rational and don’t really get upset about many things. Has anyone had a similar experience after they’ve taken Adderall? 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I did almost everything that was weighing me down for college. I have 2/3 letters of rec done. My college essay almost done. I just have to go through and proof read. Common app 95% done. And guess what? All my deadlines are in JANUARY. I have never, ever been this productive in advance for something like this. I just have to buckle down for the home stretch. I have been diagnosed since 1st grade and I have a lot of ADHD behaviors but I forget that they are ADHD. My biggest flaw is total and utter procrastination to the last minute, no matter how much I care about a thing. But I did almost all the work I’ve told myself I have more time for. I’m so happy. Maybe it’s because I got my proper meds back, or just luck, but I’m so proud. I did however put off taking the SAT and I need to figure that out tomorrow, but I’m taking my victories as they come. Thanks for the word dump. TL;DR: got a big majority of my college stuff done now, deadline in January. I’m happy. 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Hey there, i got ADHD and selfmedicated for 2,5+ yrs with Alcohol which made it way worse + triggered > strong Restless Legs + medium High generalized anxiety disorder. I never tried any stimulant.Serotonine increases my RLS, Ive been taking Codeine most of the Time. And Xanax or Lyrica if the anxiety becomes too much and causes too much Headtension. Are Opioids the best fit for me ? maybe THC? . My doctor said something about Oxycodone, since it gives more dopamine / endorphine than Codeine. But i stick to Codeine as long as it works i guess",5.6207619047619035,8.150472219047622,5.3676190476190495,77.35904761904764,69.66666666666666,9.23809523809524,32.61904761904762,9.725611199111238,3.513190476190477,473,22,80,12,9,146,81,105,0.10099999999999999,0.78,0.11900000000000001,0.6046,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,4,0,4,5,1,3,1,16,10,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,9,2,9,5,7,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,3,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264067735199885,0.0,0.0,0.2013303748898412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281108698233939,0.0,0.28823389052763143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080606703760012,0.0,0.0,0.19770246258936616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352723050052187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590992934691816,0.19282395819313605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807197393817956,0.0,0.0,0.15067176322578452,0.0,0.20753154396729875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262730669020813,0.19904315038645465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671819319012984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825807336520574,0.0,0.0,0.18926190873744794,0.0,0.0,0.18978193455905296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769749441412716,0.0,0.1452970855044749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920092534481374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583719337359964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503093117399402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416449607353741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098510462962618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790365468900347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953429065638288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714931760886545,0.0,0.19198432021321102,0.13382602522377998,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heehayhoo123987,2018/11/17,"Sons psychiatrist warns me about my adderall worsening my depression Hello all! I took my son to his psychiatrist appointment yesterday. After he prescribed my son adderall and letting him know I also take adderall, he was explaining the ‘window’. He asked me about my window of when it kicks in to where I can feel it stop working. I usually take it at 7:30 am before breakfast. Usually by 8:30 - 9 AM I’m ready to go. I said that my window is usually from 8:30 until 2pm. At 2, I feel so tired and drained. I homeschool my son and due to long breaks/tantrums/random shit school stuff can drag until 2PM. Once we’re done, I am left feeling completely fried. I want to sleep forever. I take adderall 10 mg once in the morning and I thought it was normal that I was crashing at 2 PM. He says it’s not normal and to make an appointment ASAP to get it sorted out with my GP (who prescribed me the meds). He also said something about the adderall making my depression worse. He knows I have a very difficult child. He asked about it and in a few words I let him know that I was struggling more than I used to. I feel productive but some days my patience runs thin and i feel tense for the rest of the morning till noon. I have been feeling very down (dealing with my son has not been the easiest lately) and I’ve had more frequent thoughts of suicide. They pass after I’ve cried it out but it’s starting to worry me. Anyone have any experience with adderall and depression? My doctor briefly mentioned it before prescribing but since I was going to therapy once a week there, he thought I’d be good to go. Now I’m not so sure. It helps me out a ton in regards to being productive. I go to the gym and I get shit done for the most part. But my mental health seems to be getting worse and I’m not sure if it’s adderall related. 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I just wanted to ask if any of you people didn't feel smart because you couldn't concentrate? I am 32 years old and I feel like I have a good head on my shoulders, I've gone from high paying jobs at my best to low paying jobs at my worst and I can't get back to the pay grade I am used to because I am too scared of not being able to focus on those jobs. I was an alcoholic when I was making close to 40 dollars an hour, why am I only making 24 and I quit drinking?",2.7897872340425534,3.535157801418439,4.387014184397163,88.72350000000002,73.822695035461,7.625815602836879,23.31985815602837,7.908726449838941,0.902378156028368,514,13,118,7,10,173,90,141,0.132,0.753,0.115,-0.1031,3,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,1,7,0,13,10,3,3,0,19,25,8,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,2,1,4,3,5,3,0,0,6,2,19,5,17,16,3,19,0,1,0,1,4,9,1,2,8,73,20,7,0.15348887245283432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280658514105245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437769662563544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434913762686524,0.0,0.0,0.11802346861355327,0.0,0.18713078403008016,0.0,0.13060772546773008,0.0,0.16107710212834475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555038018386165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557879746242438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503606611797478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137795266706473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552171714735071,0.10965248114883168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801916008370174,0.0,0.0,0.12873918398320813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752386467738272,0.1631514939541067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621694208702837,0.0,0.0,0.15115562138715544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456942066563673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498691005803891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049100284457888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546238911478671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106075203179926,0.0,0.0,0.11673520397386633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640985810742272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632543091723469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366913767557974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953370831811273,0.115404530158667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080203787933855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256510466959887,0.0,0.0,0.09053171373224067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849983372177396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884180152926844 adhd,Scylla_and_Charybdis,2018/11/17,"Email client/app suggestions now that Google is getting rid of Inbox? So I have until March next year before they force me to switch to gmail proper but I just feel so exhausted that I have to find an alternative method all over again since it's so hard for me to create habits that get me to face things (in this case fucking email) that make me really anxious. It's kinda dumb but I want to cry. Any recommendations for things to try? What I like about inbox is that it sorts everything out into bundles and was a little like having a digital letter tray. It really helped me prioritize better.",3.8153043478260886,5.9638592695652175,4.594130434782612,82.60771739130438,73.69565217391305,7.730434782608696,21.065217391304348,8.548686976883017,1.243626086956522,476,11,90,9,10,153,81,115,0.142,0.747,0.111,-0.7242,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,3,0,6,3,1,1,1,13,12,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,3,16,11,1,11,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,2,8,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853658296050027,0.0,0.0,0.2633708554847923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837669514936931,0.0,0.0,0.20618478516507352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25608266268970586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952246093483126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787767299781632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307684996618825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552518477796495,0.2436018956124524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088389370322281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626231071723648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779135527403646,0.2336577834034664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561627040232887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479366947430507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986984505957465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284777450706012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097627944471594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828015523200814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750627776492438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012825512247954 adhd,adhdthrowaway1236,2018/11/17,"Concerta to Vyvanse Dose Equivalency For those of you who switched from Concerta to Vyvanse, which does of Vyvanse worked best for you and which dose of Concerta were you on? &#x200B; I'm on 72 mg Concerta and my doc started me on 50 mg Vyvanse. Should I titrate up to see what's the best dose for me or should I just take the 50 mg? Thanks!",4.0369565217391274,5.233733275362322,4.499246376811595,87.38452173913046,71.31884057971016,8.418550724637681,32.64057971014493,8.841846274778883,2.5294614492753635,272,13,58,5,5,86,40,69,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,14,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079791831298633,0.3453886126498076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965948805103966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874458930911456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265063492280532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118997234495248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137167572877911,0.0,0.0,0.2616944742524823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693364078345206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453886126498076,0.0 adhd,saffron14,2018/11/17,"My doctor knew it was me on the phone before I even spoke I called my doctor yesterday to refill my prescription, but she wasn’t in the office so I left a voicemail (totally all over the place because I’m out of meds). She called me back while I was driving to work and I was a mess again since I am still out. I had my radio blasting and couldn’t figure out what was going on since normally my radio is connected to my phone so when I answer the phone the music stops, but today I forgot to do that. As I’m trying to turn down the radio and yelling down to my phone on my lap “hold on! My radio isn’t working right, I’ll be right there! Don’t hang up!” When I finally get it all figured out and try to explain myself, she’s laughing and telling me she didn’t have to ask if I was around, as soon as I picked up the phone she knew. Totally embarrassing, but I’m glad my doctor knows me well. She’s mentioned before that even without my testing for ADHD she could tell I had it ",2.399764492753622,3.5853304589372,3.99185688405797,89.48604619565218,75.32850241545894,6.720893719806764,23.08242753623189,7.1686216300943375,0.6978601449275361,763,21,168,8,16,255,104,207,0.046,0.894,0.06,0.5909,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,13,5,0,1,9,0,18,3,0,1,4,33,31,17,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,10,0,3,7,4,0,3,6,2,1,0,13,2,36,3,29,15,4,33,0,0,0,0,20,19,0,1,11,124,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466028428686015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293758940869065,0.13586538356771746,0.0,0.0,0.1117509933360086,0.0,0.08859276567942738,0.0,0.2473328945477113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967995289387237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160354191894558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462590076046127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198023996414496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920361236243968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592973800900728,0.0,0.0825952706336783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987042068056831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579031573716384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143059252797076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239406495170862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184054045105105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822470405769784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404395246125117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606196581324002,0.12150368567238977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540523658216399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377573188994602,0.0,0.0,0.197341169100115,0.15807899646052714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067051960163195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009443074843642,0.0,0.2116062026845542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LostInRiverview,2018/11/17,"Doubting my diagnosis So I apologize if there is some sort of thread or wiki post or whatever that details what to do in my particular circumstance. I'm just a little overwhelmed right now and I need to vent a little bit and calm down. I'll back up a bit. A few months ago, I discussed with my therapist (who I had been visiting for other reasons) that I was concerned that I might have ADHD. We discussed some of the symptoms of it, and he ultimately concluded that I was. My therapist only holds a Masters of Psychology, though, and isn't a Doctor. I initially agreed with his conclusions, but after awhile I started to very strongly doubt it. I discussed this with him, and he recommended that I talk to my regular physician and get in to be formally evaluated. I followed through with this, and a few weeks ago, the formal evaluation with a Psychologist also returned a diagnosis of ADHD (specifically ADHD combined type). When I read about all the symptoms of ADHD, I often think ""that is so like me,"" or ""that's describing me to a 'T'."" But now that I actually have a diagnosis (from two different people, no less)... it just doesn't feel like I really have it. I was even diagnosed when I was 7 years old, but was never treated for the condition and I guess I just assumed that I either never had it or I grew out of it. Is it possible that I was pushing for a diagnosis (without even really realizing that I was doing it) and presenting myself in such a way that I would seem to have this condition? I feel like I don't really even know what's going on inside my own head. My Psychologist and PCP have discussed medication to begin treatment, and I'm open-minded regarding that, but I'm worried that I don't actually have this condition that I've been diagnosed with, and that the medication will just mess me up instead of actually addressing something that's wrong with me, if there really is something wrong with me? I feel ""normal,"" so it's hard for me to gauge what ""normal"" really is for ""normal people."" It's hard for me to perceive or understand how other people think because I can only relate it to how my own mind works. I try to remind myself of this when I'm doubtful - that I can't truly objectively understand the condition as it affects me, because I don't have any frame of reference. But I still just have so much doubt in whether this is really something that I have. 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Some days are less than others but it's there. There will always be laundry and dishes and if it's not addressed then they get out of hand. I think ADHD is like that, if you ""keep up"" on it ie lists, reminders, being conscious, self aware, then it isnt so bad. But when you let it slip (which is easy) it all comes down and nothing gets done and mistakes are made. 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I was diagnosed and put on Ritalin (MPH) recently and my doctor mentioned that some people have no benefits from either MPH or AMP but benefit from the other. I feel like it is not working but I don't know if that is because I am just doubting it. Has anyone had experience switching medications and getting better results?",6.646374999999999,7.412855887500001,7.465,70.04,65.125,10.4,38.5,10.355215969177356,4.323575,341,18,57,8,5,114,60,80,0.055,0.7909999999999999,0.154,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,4,2,5,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,2,0,18,14,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,1,7,4,6,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,47,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417234236296213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599326564344473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599668875655818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730946671874647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264368078913434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834726551533824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182297947149432,0.0,0.0,0.11280357461208905,0.15937916818416098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165579702607238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452144406791664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899298606411947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494896402589588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117499848920396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466603668307718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242721725014239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027947497455608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872476211474307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lost_twentysomething,2019/09/24,Tips to discourage night time eating? Any tips on discouraging binging after meds have worn off for the day?,5.134736842105267,8.317739578947375,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,74.26315789473685,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.3886631578947366,88,3,14,2,2,27,18,19,0.34,0.66,0.0,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249368480374439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30815708598921504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889334556952092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307549794662129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484056523123192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786231393661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BigProblemTonight,2019/09/24,"I suck at sticking to the plans that I make? I’m wondering if this is an ADHD thing, something else, or just completely normal human behavior. I’ll make plans, and then last minute I cancel, to either do nothing or to do something else. I guess I just find it soooo hard to stick to a plan. My “plans” are never even concrete, its usually just as simple as “hey do you want to grab a drink or food later” with no set time, place, way of getting there, etc... and then last minute I cancel even though I’m usually the one who initiated it in the first place. I feel so bad because I hate when other people flake on me, yet that’s exactly what I do to my friends. All. The. Time. But I can’t help it, it’s just a last minute impulse. Any advice on how to help/prevent this ?!? Or what may cause it? Am I alone on this one?",1.9298991596638688,3.345108376470592,3.4445378151260506,91.99470588235296,77.0,6.504201680672269,22.142857142857146,7.1686216300943375,0.5176386554621857,624,17,142,7,14,206,104,170,0.132,0.826,0.042,-0.9338,0,1,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,5,12,4,2,0,8,0,9,2,0,4,3,28,20,16,0,3,11,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,16,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,3,15,1,17,19,3,23,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,8,14,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682612404268513,0.13564635417894946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376829517101966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439752851955613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590296888863688,0.08461905221822984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259908066870194,0.0,0.0,0.14554267910807311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359837902233278,0.0,0.0,0.2319207229457714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481307116563725,0.18336921559913166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018797044088355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687247098388554,0.11807417735245306,0.16785310332084347,0.0,0.10724649813513212,0.0,0.07252400821021784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529180534592175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243490880549967,0.137048995032469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608671458671794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394531089678058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531737027624454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706106196628508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600716407606933,0.13319471630661206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812641996229312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962353830386244,0.0,0.2900598603674786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372989630915604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222111917981904,0.0,0.13638296428957422,0.0,0.16188583045216176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576558443406954,0.0,0.08187544183519152,0.1101832146354679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053666298287485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ClankerTheGearPunk,2019/09/24,"I need help on finding a better medication than Adderall Ok, so for some back story, I’m a 17 year old in early college who realized during this time that my ADHD was doing too much to hinder me, it mostly effects me mentally and I can’t stay focused causing me to stay behind, but it also effects me slightly in actions. So for years I’ve said that I won’t put myself on stimulants but recently I have decided that it has become such a huge problem I have got to do something, I despise my ADHD with a burning passion and I want to do what I can to remove it from myself, so recently I have taken Adderall and while it does work...dear god the crash, it hurts man, I really hate it since while I know it helps me it feels terrible to come off of, I’m now taking 2 pills a day six hours apart, and i find myself wondering, is there any thing better? I would live to know if there is any other medication recommendations that could be seen as better than Adderall ( I will also mention that I won’t be using vyvanse, foclin,strattera and daytrana for medical reasons)",9.000093896713615,6.1647789624413125,9.59492957746479,68.42460093896715,62.192488262910786,11.907981220657275,39.15962441314553,9.994966539143718,3.892911737089202,841,33,155,13,9,288,132,213,0.109,0.758,0.133,0.0927,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,11,10,2,0,6,1,19,5,0,6,0,31,35,16,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,19,7,0,0,11,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,5,3,25,5,22,23,3,26,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,4,13,116,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294894459373765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962272257469958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686420246670391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433956007474187,0.0,0.0,0.13549934472710715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32552290860757405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603445366336385,0.0,0.10568491696939908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979564482841536,0.0,0.0,0.07912366156473652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736516517635787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062034779374273034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242693640153964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812486496884096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112907834350012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447046710936414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082304470461006,0.0,0.13134012663119654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485231987752644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083358219740759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707859980551215,0.1236407276211377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018985512530174,0.09097165639587128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874050110947316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739592272235498,0.0,0.12333540660176676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859712535421186,0.12614377942678126,0.24227935466972025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670445891975885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014888472101638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445127761880502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615383372193722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224616708604924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150850845284248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715404058048612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596310888592132,0.0,0.0,0.07236460804483824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304998872630713,0.08931838310521327,0.0,0.0,0.08715409160455681,0.0,0.0,0.15801420146018869 adhd,acollins30,2019/09/24,"People on Vyvanse, what’s your Resting HR? Trying to figure how how much Vyvanse increases my RHR. I’ve been taking it for about 4 years now at 35mg. I just got a fitness tracker and currently my RHR is 90-95. As an athlete this scared the crap out of me and I saw that it was any resting HR above 82 is poor. What do you think it would be off meds?",0.7314661654135364,2.3629961315789494,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,81.10526315789474,5.395488721804512,22.69924812030075,6.1826913282559595,0.2747879699248128,270,9,63,2,7,91,63,76,0.125,0.847,0.027999999999999997,-0.8092,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,0,7,1,1,2,0,9,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,9,5,4,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,3,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624174035382896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086302742831448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286351162318533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28367243851716817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675264886863726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863416938335613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901401174755925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472617606910725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199295198616496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741241091679885,0.0,0.0,0.2484995334912111 adhd,SevereDifficulty,2019/09/24,"Tired of not finishing anything So I just found this sub, and thought maybe I should ask others going through the same stuff I am. A little backstory- I was diagnosed with ADD when I was about 11 or 12. Went on Ritalin for roughly 6 months in the sixth grade until my mother decided it didn’t work and tried a bunch of herbal shit that didn’t work either, and then ultimately neglecting it until recently. If I’m not interested in something, it’s like pulling teeth trying to make myself focus long enough to actually perform any related task, which made school quite difficult. I’ve tried going back to college a few times but each time I ultimately lose interest and quit. That includes things that I really enjoy, and I hate it. Even since starting on medication about 4 months ago, I still find my interests changing with the wind and it’s driving me insane.",6.8474074074074025,7.56181201234568,6.97120987654321,73.93644444444446,64.67901234567901,10.67753086419753,33.48395061728395,10.577609850970193,3.6231461728395065,694,28,123,17,10,223,118,162,0.134,0.787,0.079,-0.8009999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,8,10,2,0,6,0,6,6,2,2,0,26,17,14,0,2,7,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,8,1,13,5,17,8,6,25,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,2,16,79,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.1469705152092163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350384446783284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241779110651954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393656699020215,0.0,0.14079703112226416,0.0,0.0,0.11580733571352825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932202866333575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528627356014567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561708805439142,0.0,0.0994743734986004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765189019438806,0.0,0.0,0.16513258674454848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118663466129574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869303852257088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357887688969532,0.15094758322746868,0.0,0.13328228203696962,0.0,0.16849048971578545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250779926899276,0.10053121101274357,0.0,0.15130477734024014,0.0,0.0,0.15172051018196206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042582782950805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203777487832793,0.0,0.0,0.09648257501733297,0.0,0.1487060494052767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524221259519038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459571981546372,0.12458350442523593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594447554246283,0.0,0.0,0.10660027089356394,0.0,0.12027478805573172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240875798073152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005646829844103,0.0,0.0,0.11956497926831278,0.17564007687892064,0.1731003658040672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306756401055362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961401598099812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928709375918226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justhelp17,2019/09/24,"Vyvanse (I don't really want to talk to my doctor about this I'm just curious) Yo so my doctor have me about 30 mg and I take two. It has helped me but I don't sleep good at night and I can't explain it but I feel fucking weird during the day. I go through a lot of mental health struggles one is gender dysphoria I was born a girl and am looking into transitioning and then depression and anxiety, but it almost makes me feel like I am lowkey tweaking. And I start thinking weirdly like in some ways I am more calm but I feel bizarre about how my family is handling my dysphoria and my aunt chewed me out for posting myself drinking over the weekend and now thinking about it puts me in this bizarre headspace...like not even necessarily sad just hella weird. Like life seems bizarre to me",1.448654230512993,4.011778962025319,2.6645502998001334,90.77042305129915,85.32911392405063,5.6047968021319114,24.1385742838108,7.0608816371341465,1.0414126582278485,628,25,127,9,19,201,98,158,0.18100000000000002,0.722,0.098,-0.9085,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,1,4,0,11,8,1,2,0,30,26,15,0,1,7,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,7,2,0,2,4,7,0,2,1,4,23,5,16,25,3,17,0,2,1,1,5,6,1,4,10,85,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453435038178336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333755455855256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240784264495876,0.0,0.15012268139045373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568029422037529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074576298287936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512223836983015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431271822617954,0.0,0.2643910398173155,0.12451858358311635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611357668818839,0.0,0.0,0.09905761588678924,0.14619296046276553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852707090965008,0.0,0.0,0.11682832935787578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231118889107522,0.2554597140860327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636648958254606,0.0,0.0,0.1481819951392998,0.0,0.0,0.11634532222492056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756514698649782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356694133587873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810889026164564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692938074314412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521771242222428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165981356833286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867442636965506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442395655578866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233690785322715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221419797869426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105046492224634,0.1400941948654114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336634435797495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026389821182086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280552382567662,0.13834970344584446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,QueenOfThestrals,2019/09/24,"Being around a lot of people is exhausting Kind of just what the title says. For some reason I always feel exhausted after being outside and around people- especially when it comes to places that are loud and full of just people talking like school. It's weird because I'm not physically tired but my brain feels like screaming and it's like ever noise is just too much. It's gotten to a point where I'll get home from school at 2:20 and sleep until 6, then have dinner and then go to bed at 9 so a majority of my time at home is spent sleeping. I was just wondering if anyone else experiences this? Is it a normal thing? I wasn't sure if it was caused by some other things I have (mainly my anxiety). But I just genuinely feel overwhelmed and I guess overstimulated just from being out and about and I really hate it.",4.276296296296299,5.672131135802469,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,70.97530864197532,8.11604938271605,23.993827160493822,8.59863814320734,1.4936197530864193,652,17,127,11,12,214,102,162,0.10300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.07,-0.7422,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,14,11,1,1,5,0,13,7,3,2,2,36,25,17,0,3,11,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,13,12,1,0,5,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,5,6,10,5,20,17,7,19,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,7,10,93,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181465939458606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862153785716408,0.0,0.0,0.09928232234502872,0.1454849673777842,0.0,0.2528014216213851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655544862973095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850718091661442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458622742504276,0.0,0.12231133547258892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186139627830655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843758332200308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388929242221356,0.0,0.0,0.21538239122272426,0.10143728888213943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418362534801992,0.0,0.0806958745396995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641738324618445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018518215846396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848539837108698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786015850548856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081066140476661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071434974237075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437858062233284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391195102623175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953128119946361,0.0,0.14834875057945568,0.0,0.13422592189714078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096207521422996,0.1459887992126321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291570681985973,0.0,0.2874018004320291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841839789689721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382337286007615,0.0,0.0,0.1141257385552234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866295791541554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279518804728904,0.16319598115049905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539814977613078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Agnosticfreethinker,2019/09/24,"Brain fog Hello everyone, I have been experiencing brain fog and I am thinking it is because of my daily monster energy drink or my change in calories. I take my XR Adderall(15mg) in the morning 6 days a week and I have a zero calorie monster everyday except on the weekends. The monster has 200mg less than the daily recommended amount for an adult and it is the only caffeine I intake. I’ve been recording my sleep and I have consistently been getting 7-8 hours of sleep everyday. I go to the gym five days a week most of the time and I count my calories. I am 5 10, 180 pounds, 25 years old and have been taking Adderall for two years now. In last two weeks I have increased my calories from 1700 to 2500. I have previously eaten this much before and had no trouble with a lesser dose(back when I was taking 10mg XR) I understand there are lots of variables here but I am freaking out because I am in school and this brain fog is really hindering me. I am about to stop drinking the monsters, to see if that makes any difference at all. I came here to see if anyone else has had issues and could give me some input. Thank you. TL;DR Monster energy drink or change in diet + Adderall is giving me brain fog. Looking for some input.",3.1279863945578237,5.03855107755102,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.95918367346941,6.9523809523809526,26.768707482993197,7.793537801064563,1.6442380952380953,974,37,187,14,21,322,137,245,0.043,0.898,0.059000000000000004,0.3716,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,13,0,26,11,6,1,1,28,42,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,12,5,1,2,5,0,3,1,2,0,4,9,4,27,1,25,32,9,28,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,8,17,127,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465385181011468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676040698180883,0.11248211204049333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441369009696989,0.0,0.13384117749022165,0.0,0.09341430303156688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902010923723222,0.0,0.12555854834064764,0.0,0.0,0.2322643944849223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087650029975837,0.0,0.0,0.14159744313777947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469625408386765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32262646755016244,0.0,0.0,0.09170671920134764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489905512239066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735527875053949,0.2106210762844652,0.062390242543822576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811073365390822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145813183078236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894849773110156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218716505129207,0.0,0.0,0.09333063929112212,0.0,0.0,0.07327869550936822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070059341389889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519516049230855,0.0,0.0,0.08349228714775228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032758449272733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110275549256328,0.17496016060620195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971764326341198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178061117675863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476216559055129,0.0,0.0,0.10107025123360028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034229663142744,0.0,0.0,0.06401333269138147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144773182918675,0.1142843728907138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264175575951394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138884919977227 adhd,ADHDmessup,2019/09/24,"ADHD help needed and fast! I'm a medical student in my 1st year and am having major difficulties with cramming for exams. The sheer number of subjects is throwing me completely. My mom and pops are medics and keep telling me ADHD is all in the head. They won't let me go and see anyone for assessment. I'm losing the will... to do anything like... and keep wasting hrs on YouTube. Any fellow medics on here who can help a damsel in distress. Study tips needed especially for boring subjects like Anatomy and Biochemistry. Also how not to procrastinate would be good to hear about.",4.674722222222221,6.831842212962965,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,71.31481481481481,7.392592592592592,28.66666666666667,8.167268648758528,2.1552888888888893,461,18,79,7,9,147,79,108,0.11599999999999999,0.782,0.102,-0.396,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,5,0,12,4,1,1,1,16,21,9,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,3,14,16,2,9,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,4,50,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021306831450058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337919140781062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377157758894095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169819424843972,0.0,0.13767587247383212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754137048748693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508198369217476,0.14032557273049845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170084387406434,0.0,0.1885623096059094,0.0,0.22427895538057294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974126655642356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107835267385488,0.0,0.1634713033843244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871689343872003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505619627493665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959429080231096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810567421979166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331859646045166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622993979368373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884704266824485,0.0,0.0,0.10773745785990042 adhd,SoraShiuninYugoTrash,2019/09/24,Personal strides at work! This afternoon I was really pulling myself down hard because I was going too slow at work. (I process orders and I had about 30 orders for 5 hours worth of work). I was upset at myself. Then late afternoon I decided I should try listening to ambient music (thunderstorm/ocean wave combo) and know what? Not only was I able to focus better (not hearing the office noise around me) AND I BEAT MY PERSONAL BEST! Last week I hit a record of 67 orders in one day. Today. I BESTED THAT NUMBER AT 73! So I guess ambient music is how I'll actually show them I'm worth something.,1.9933488063660505,4.55484925,4.064137931034484,81.81773209549073,82.36206896551724,7.362334217506633,22.716180371352788,8.384062270229773,1.8446970822281168,467,16,85,11,13,159,82,116,0.036000000000000004,0.8340000000000001,0.13,0.8896,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,7,5,4,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,1,0,1,5,3,17,3,13,7,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,10,54,20,3,0.19103653542998508,0.0,0.18642410122813025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006301863018694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645409886110335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40096211583229496,0.16895629116843802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320276129408045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857046552354713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044828142557195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113121234563933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215312059542082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881325060189112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498868383530674,0.15572027368216995,0.21549753293080945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945130047175465,0.14529189363048348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336114682295768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122382896366509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706925817468405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108029827184385,0.0,0.0,0.12970126758943193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532379855757529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417230619081555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trwaynogoli,2019/09/24,"First meds Holy shit guys Its just Hmmm Litterally My head doesnt feel like a rushour but like a spring morning with 1 bird chirping blue sky and an empty grass field My breathing is more calm I am not 4 sentences ahead in my story There is just Space Calmth I think i'm addicted to this stuff already. Is that possible? (Methylphenidate 20g x4/day)",1.5163768115942031,4.200250492753625,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550724,87.55072463768116,4.8057971014492775,22.159420289855074,6.42735559955562,0.3791855072463779,280,10,58,3,9,84,60,69,0.15,0.799,0.051,-0.5503,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,3,0,5,4,3,0,0,8,8,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,5,3,4,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,5,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073642121409565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111358952383808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183270615467384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256104414610926,0.20142323246055474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398242591191057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791721893479901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893593075192853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549045234312985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131799287094358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178532568482472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894148876865944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227622432674074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066046773431632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamnotmyusername,2019/09/24,"Finally starting meds! I was diagnosed 5 years ago at age 26 and I didn't want meds initially because I wanted to see if I could function without it now that I knew what was up. Didn't work out great. My psychiatrist prescribed Motiron 10 mg and I'm starting tomorrow (I have a head cold so I already have a headache, yay). I've waited about a year for this to happen so I'm excited! Anything I should be aware of other than taking them with food to avoid being nauseous and drinking a lot of water?",1.1986303630363049,3.679332485148514,3.1142821782178234,87.72574669967,85.53465346534655,5.742904290429043,26.238448844884488,7.1686216300943375,1.5002864686468649,395,18,77,6,12,132,75,101,0.081,0.889,0.03,-0.5606,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,4,1,10,5,1,0,0,15,21,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,10,3,13,12,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,9,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812888872263502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175187580756545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536364954930116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249645600222225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044117724999846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395868994132396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685321377918588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201294670912286,0.0,0.0,0.2429879530291942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154663962351248,0.0,0.0,0.17769826251254742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062313291612275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083938984950245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464173868681293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013008864484293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844650334601805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108840615733105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704948697750494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937073658410156,0.0,0.1462930392688095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588087353978949 adhd,converse220,2019/09/24,"Chronic earliness? One thing that always made me question if I had ADHD was this: I am always early. Appointments, work, class—anything where I need to be somewhere at a certain time. Early without fail. And sometimes it’s excessive like I was at work 50 minutes early the other day!! I’ve had a job where I tried to be late since the manager didn’t care. Couldn’t do it I showed up 10 minutes early like I always did haha. I see people I know and people on here struggle with tardiness and time management and it’s never been an issue with me. Well maybe the time management part but better early than late! Honestly the amount of times I’ve been late to something I can count on one hand. But FORGETTING like an appointment or something is a different story... Am I just weird or is this something ADHD related?? Anyone else like me?? :D",2.6108169934640517,5.1581926234567925,4.005482933914308,83.31820261437913,79.55555555555556,6.774727668845316,24.961510530137982,7.928766900206844,1.7713423384168476,663,25,118,12,17,218,97,162,0.022000000000000002,0.748,0.23,0.9872,3,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,5,13,0,1,9,1,17,2,1,1,2,21,22,9,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,9,2,14,10,13,10,2,22,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,4,19,79,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30031155937349274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118847925831102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736222088619269,0.1280176526442316,0.10281646659579484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105008805560856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273865055727952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057713338631976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053760236665185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437285281088787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040679216059253,0.1239854708408699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866475306717114,0.0,0.4228194223814764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416103565248906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822296469079185,0.0,0.0,0.1255208447593745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926427714140504,0.0963628288188566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932761239412744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529980828980895,0.0,0.17323784337182097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996342514918575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099562448911879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335315905705997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885589358995477,0.12357064808634335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061631101474566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300578901231906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141830431259275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482728982009066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233769504594478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043944944148313,0.0,0.18191825623314467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,androidhusband,2019/09/24,"""you're just using it as an excuse"" i dont really use reddit, but i felt the need to post here because of how i've been dealing with my adhd. i think i was diagnosed when i was about 6 or 7, and i'm 15 now. my dad also has it, and yet despite that i think he still fails to understand just how much it affects me. my mom doesn't understand it at all, even though she works in the medical field. my mom says that because my cousin has a more severe or apparent case of it, and because i have a generally calm demeanor that i don't actually have it. she says my dad ""forced"" the psychiatrist to diagnose me with it. i do online school instead of attending public high school. i used to attend public school, but i was constantly stressed and felt watched by everybody all the time, so i could hardly focus on anything. i thought that leaving public school would remedy this, because i'd be in the calm and quiet of my house, but now i'm having the exact opposite problem. i have so much time in the day that i get completely overwhelmed and paralyzed. i can't force myself to be busy no matter what i do. even now, i'm supposed to be doing homework. i know i need help with it, i really want to get help with it but my dad says that because i have the intellectual capacity to do the homework i don't need to wait for someone to help me. i have so many overdue assignments and the sheer number of them is making me panic, but at the same time, i just can't focus. i've tried taking medication too, i've been on and off vyvanse for years now, but they don't work for me. instead of focusing on my work, i just hyperfocus on other things instead of what i'm supposed to be doing. i want to do my homework. i absolutely HATE the stress that comes with not doing my homework. i don't want to have so many late assignments, but i absolutely cannot focus to save my life. my dad just keeps telling me to ""buckle down and do it, it's not that hard."" my parents say that there's no excuse for me to not have my homework done because i'm alone at the house all the time and i don't have anything else to do anyway. but that's exactly the problem. i'm alone. my parents are constantly either working or doing something else, and i guess they don't have the time to make a real effort to help me. and even when i'm not alone, they don't check up on me in a way that motivates me. it's more of a ""wow it's been 5 hours and you've only done 2 assignments? what the hell is wrong with you"" kind of way. or they're accusing me of lying to them when i actually have been productive. that's another thing. i've lied to them about getting homework done so that they don't get mad at me for doing so little. they always get mad at me for wasting so much time and whenever i ask them for help they go ""just do it. it's not hard. i can't believe someone of your intelligence isn't able to do this simple thing. a kindergartener could do that."" it makes me feel so horrible. i can't focus, and it's so hard for me to retain information or self start because of it. i've broken down crying so many times because i can't understand my homework. i don't want to be like this my whole life. i wish my parents were just more patient and spent more time with me to help me. they can't seem to understand that i don't want to be like this. they just say ""if you really wanted it, why wouldn't you just do it,"" and ""you don't need our help with this, don't wait on us,' even though i do. i need help. i've tried so many times to do it by myself. it doesn't work. sorry i rambled a lot, if you managed to read through this whole thing,thank you.",3.0849714536671087,3.924765167325429,4.676646903820816,86.56782059727716,73.21607378129117,7.888361879666227,25.781510759771628,8.226894021818545,1.4081191919191929,2818,89,623,43,54,951,253,759,0.113,0.7759999999999999,0.111,-0.9329999999999999,4,3,1,0,0,0,85.0,2,7,12,8,47,19,4,4,25,0,77,6,0,10,5,113,130,52,0,20,30,10,7,2,0,2,6,6,7,1,50,26,0,4,14,1,2,4,31,12,0,0,15,14,103,7,82,105,15,53,1,2,1,0,57,21,1,10,27,436,153,23,0.05120058583407214,0.0,0.0999287720015095,0.0,0.0615331543907999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908509690599038,0.0,0.04094508999324533,0.04260298900736232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368827850834275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842674391375957,0.0,0.04786563618382105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969121518235274,0.0,0.0,0.05768552705390177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410477108635325,0.05368284011511442,0.11065928789055736,0.0,0.08175900311783837,0.0,0.05624143934443603,0.03302014214419298,0.05278555578474884,0.0,0.10393503371543668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718792731590214,0.060006705275466865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855430390973818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527001623671647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02588855460317913,0.0,0.09832118344955093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375096436026826,0.0,0.029098472847466767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056403217701317836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346267234945773,0.05054997842112037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745493873803946,0.05409623004092505,0.0,0.0,0.050422263473945086,0.11815720346055368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045509433214138285,0.0,0.05331753118776118,0.028138502963408276,0.0,0.05775649096137692,0.05421402761730197,0.0,0.0,0.07232897591163667,0.05002803999408194,0.05131643788226545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352890712585199,0.0,0.0,0.10253036586992373,0.20763743114413408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031584073060067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993101463307768,0.0,0.0,0.11291496540886428,0.18982292817848534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03894035271357218,0.0,0.0600728556937904,0.17055657416375275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049036008079885805,0.0,0.0,0.0979840917061019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121444143974563,0.058277475913935985,0.09840121905370793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358380448146526,0.0,0.2072709053316025,0.0,0.04661109038381914,0.053413377457789867,0.05784208832516021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676418045005646,0.03941671240937042,0.0,0.05731486398754116,0.03624003818132529,0.0,0.04088885398558297,0.0,0.11730019616841494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038496468555694864,0.0,0.04475156877615079,0.047138620420361835,0.0,0.0,0.13606157661811316,0.06561453602685854,0.1006086312448052,0.0406475459913173,0.2686992600964661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952367377322456,0.0,0.0,0.21320646215564165,0.061588000596530815,0.13266260110792585,0.0,0.0,0.18119659251823406,0.0812812836879689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620056497356501,0.11432725121081785,0.058878146883221474,0.0,0.0,0.18637318141619352,0.0,0.0,0.03637142715995168,0.055979803006939034,0.0,0.03297149859999626 adhd,adhdvyvacct,2019/09/24,"Vyvanse Ups and Downs I take 40mg Vyvanse, and I notice I have mood swings as the day goes on. The med kicks in about 1-1.5 hours after I take it. From that point until about 2.5 hours after taking it (so about an hour/hour and a half) I start to feel myself zoning in and super motivated to get things done (also super optimistic, which is great). This hour is the best because I don’t worry about irrelevant things, just focusing on the task that needs to be accomplished. Around the 2.5 hour mark, I can feel a change. I’ll still be pretty focused, but now the optimism is mostly gone, and my motivation/overall mood fluctuate even with simple changes in what is happening. One second I feel good and motivated, the next I feel irritable and uninterested. The latter phase might only last for a couple minutes until I swing back, but this happens many times throughout the dose and can be very uncomfortable. Once I get to the 5 hour mark from when I took the med, things tend to smooth out a little bit, but the mood swings still happen from time to time, and overall my focus is a bit weaker. Additionally, around that time I start to get irritated by the fact that the meds are wearing off soon and that I have to wait until tomorrow to get back to max productivity (really makes me want to take a 2nd dose, but I don’t). I find that my environment can definitely affect the impact of these swings (being in a comfortable setting with limited external stimuli and listening to upbeat music can really help). Is there anything that can be done to prevent this from happening when I can’t control the environment that I’m in, and is there anything I can do to prolong the initial phase in which I’m locked in and very motivated?",9.129257028112447,7.196503451807232,9.107060240963856,69.19135341365465,61.168674698795186,12.226827309236945,35.687550200803216,10.93419730881044,3.6843077911646582,1374,45,257,28,15,452,168,332,0.06,0.81,0.131,0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,9,20,9,0,0,25,0,28,3,1,6,1,43,56,25,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,20,19,0,4,8,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,6,23,6,48,46,4,48,0,0,0,0,2,17,0,2,28,180,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502286581243481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338209389283384,0.14476469269021944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250433732055754,0.0,0.04956527871236907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532889446868122,0.0,0.17753697827623868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202851414611753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119508060900952,0.0,0.08996698358254518,0.0,0.05243764935193898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664148986994172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370390024577368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644493161273411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431505341167711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169922616056112,0.0,0.0,0.0681982237011839,0.0,0.08964358071329816,0.0,0.0,0.2876055094354193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449978244481392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605116634635563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627777675244308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814930887913826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054274462235152116,0.08243467547116748,0.0,0.0,0.27094827382310044,0.0,0.0,0.0862561164339009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028967472832171,0.0,0.0,0.08647316081248764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257096053654712,0.0,0.08659154840332295,0.05509715716588011,0.06183924200926631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686339028426276,0.0,0.0,0.08272059592296749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417739568390708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510201296861565,0.0,0.12986712039794793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445373264108107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620544790619716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964798341752392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033741285123456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417706209596633,0.04795821966657953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825733479435707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,letthevibe,2019/09/24,got diagnosed and staring adderall my family thought i’ve had it for like 5 years but never got tested until now to make sure i didn’t “GrOw OuT oF iT” even though my mother has it. and i started adderall this morning. only worked for about 3 hours and i felt super productive but half way thru the day i felt back to normal. and i took my second dose about 3 hours ago and it’s been great and i’ve actually finishes my homework before 6. any advice or tips for like idk anything about adhd(add) and adderall?,2.3252941176470614,4.587303882352941,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,78.80392156862743,6.04078431372549,23.925490196078428,7.1686216300943375,1.058577254901961,404,14,78,5,10,132,70,102,0.015,0.8029999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,18,12,12,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,9,3,9,5,12,3,0,15,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,13,48,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.17807128542697848,0.0,0.2193019623733782,0.1783144686177959,0.16175490138269327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409065646240615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016307021810166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031359353286416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527453580894424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768260609685405,0.0,0.0,0.18521037218714728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052437545533178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202312970982078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504131827277698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188714485836137,0.20118160002541235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594062887436486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782981459834989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180485279708315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073755604953553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787887727409432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878202491232422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915820045850046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198246710754408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928278244568746,0.14486640072024026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273872501471332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448417945859765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284547110574205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750924224439516 adhd,StrayTrailerParkCats,2019/09/24,"Impulsively decided last night I REALLY want a pet turtle, like TOMORROW, fiancé agrees, fiancé wakes up sick which means no turtle today, my day is literally ruined. Don’t worry, I spent all last night reading about taking care of a pet turtle, I’m a turtle pro now. I’ve also noticed the adderall I’ve been taking is giving me mood swings, so I literally got so upset I cried. I guess it’s also safe to say it’s not helping my impulse control very much. I hate when my brain feels like I need “said” thing RIGHT. NOW. :(",3.6645873786407774,5.192215106796116,5.355521844660196,79.59794296116505,72.68932038834951,7.480097087378643,23.55461165048544,8.07648339933343,1.3772145631067962,408,11,76,6,8,139,73,103,0.228,0.62,0.152,-0.8716,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,4,0,4,3,2,1,1,10,18,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,11,4,4,14,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,12,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795465930072214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511478703961865,0.0,0.0,0.17820214526695513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603314745312456,0.0,0.0,0.1919900866886976,0.11272008729918642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837515363129053,0.1248644692540889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766705372449725,0.0,0.0,0.13978932631244775,0.0,0.19254234568356213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725612795886387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171528531673004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28494171168468385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077955058203242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038910169324064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284850592373978,0.12959881845589802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280425897839794,0.0,0.0,0.19899074199563246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482954146163285,0.0,0.11196998035970962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492630804464575,0.1662579377330329,0.13899385480317786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628289894912785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161175558200606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567312952218438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442136550734461,0.10309109531681387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774998518014465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Meruem_God,2019/09/24,"Concerta(18mg) Exposed to Summer Heat Hello, I'm in a bit of a predicament here so I would really appreciate some help from someone knowledgeable in this area. I'm prescribed Concerta (18mg) and am currently staying at a flat in the city for my studies. When unpacking my bags after moving into my flat, I left a couple Concerta containers (that were in a plastic bag, inside another plastic bag, inside a bin bag) on my room floor and forgot to store them in a cupboard as I was in a hurry. I then left for about a week and once back I realized what I had done. It's possible that, being in the position they were in, they were exposed to the heat and sunlight coming in from the window at certain points of the day for the week I was gone. Concerta shouldn't be stored at heats over 25/30°C and was wondering if, in the case that they were indeed subject to such heat, would it be dangerous to consume or would it simply just have less effect and are safe? I would just wait and buy my next months prescription but unfortunately I lost the paper for it and since it's been a couple months, they've probably cancelled my subscription due to inactivity anyway. If it's safe to consume, I'll be able to make due with what I have until my next psychiatrist appointment. I am a 21 year old male, about 70kg, around 170cm tall and live in Spain (in case any of that info is required). Thank you in advance! **TL;DR** My concerta containers may or may not have been exposed to higher heat than recommended for a few hours a day for a week. Are the pills now dangerous to consume or do they simply have a decreased effect?",5.448867924528301,5.9687053647798765,6.381440251572325,77.63046226415095,67.67924528301887,9.75622641509434,30.67987421383648,9.766711354998122,2.824014591194969,1278,47,245,27,20,425,169,318,0.064,0.879,0.057,-0.3053,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,5,5,12,7,2,0,24,0,32,1,0,4,1,46,42,20,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,13,13,0,7,6,0,3,4,2,3,0,0,14,0,25,4,48,17,4,54,0,1,0,0,9,27,0,9,22,171,38,2,0.13476378381676324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164399424245744,0.1413115776026471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996833917826295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362503128315692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712714841390806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160870669572262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29822712709022864,0.0,0.17382298366428287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791013983091746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032932359373166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271518096249446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292842490860846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899889009717594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471105894794479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995587215562076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513433304209312,0.1432325748319826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664562590184345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414119214071919,0.1435190315507459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739533521127192,0.15192591762280114,0.0,0.0,0.1452981521430006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633313073692214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147799458374286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418491670293543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364026265667554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407238605310435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32429813565503474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614557491114075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382929301846314,0.0,0.0,0.08678345837378508 adhd,ripplesinthewater,2019/09/24,"Who wants to play ""make a list of all the items you've left on your car roof""? I'll start!! Let's see....to date I've driven off with .... 1. A Tervis cup 2. My Dad's wrapped fathers day gift 3. A phone (twice) 4. A wallet 5. Mail envelope & stamps 6. Coffee cup 7. Flip Flops R.I.P to my tervis cup and my old phone. And yes, I have now made a sign for my dashboard hahaha",-2.7056968641114985,-1.1332783292682898,0.0772125435540083,104.94121951219515,106.6829268292683,3.3184668989547035,10.735191637630662,5.288315135182226,-1.7021491289198607,275,4,73,2,14,93,64,82,0.03,0.8190000000000001,0.151,0.8684,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,7,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,7,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894077773891976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317820935412245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904871736677068,0.36750898856317227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34007124737617256,0.2399010756233016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377127932158272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28639381766346705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543838812989089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198235798528792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChameleonCoast,2019/09/24,hyperfocusing on the climate crisis instead of doing my work and if we're going to die I at least want to try to graduate college first,11.25888888888889,7.058319333333337,11.98444444444445,57.23000000000002,59.37037037037037,13.762962962962966,45.51851851851853,11.20814326018867,5.173474074074074,110,5,19,2,1,39,25,27,0.256,0.703,0.042,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,15,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577479609669722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571216771466064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054231595592447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648669162002608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31697903917722803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912417412668284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,supercoolmelly,2019/09/24,"I’m angry about everything and I want to scream Last year was my first year of college and I pretty much bombed it. My GPA was a 1.95 and I was put on academic probation. I swore to myself I would clean up my act this year. Try to be better. AND ITS NOT WORKING!!!! It feels like everything I try doesn’t work. I keep planners and calendars and organizing apps and then...I forget to check them. The reminders don’t do anything. I’m still just as lazy. And I still can’t read. No matter how many timers or focus apps my body will not let me sit down and read for more than 5 minutes. Everybody tells me I just have to sit down and do it. My psychologist says try doing one assignment at a time, my academic advisor says just buckle down and force myself to do work. IT SOUNDS SO EASY WHEN THEY SAY IT!!!!! WHY can’t I do work like EVERYONE ELSE?!?! I want to be good and do my work so badly and I just can’t. It feels like there is a chain that keeps me tethered to anything else. But whenever I explain that it feels like no one understands. I always get told I just need to try a bit harder. To move on to another method. I’M SICK OF IT!!! I don’t want to keep messing everything up. And I hate how bad it’s become. I wasn’t always this bad. But once elementary school turned into middle school and middle school turned into high school, I now noticed I was steadily declining. I think my final straw was senior year of high school. I had to do online school and I pretty much cheated the entire year. I cheated on all the tests and quizzes. I think that was when I started giving up on actually learning things. I’m miserable. I can’t remember anything, my attention is garbage, and school is starting to feel like a chore again. I don’t know what to do. My parents don’t want me on medication, and at this point I’m pretty sure it won’t work...because nothing else has. ADHD has taken over my life and I’m not sure what to do with it. Sorry I sound like such a brat...I’m just mad at myself :(",0.5087499999999991,2.8677388848039196,2.3424000000000014,92.8026,87.84803921568627,5.518901960784314,19.43450980392157,7.003673034542,0.3655529803921578,1547,46,334,23,50,510,187,408,0.121,0.753,0.126,-0.8016,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,2,8,19,20,4,1,9,0,38,4,1,2,3,63,70,30,0,6,12,1,4,6,0,3,3,6,2,0,21,23,0,3,12,2,1,3,16,10,0,3,10,10,49,10,41,54,5,45,0,1,0,0,10,22,0,1,24,211,70,22,0.0,0.0,0.06501328793269255,0.0,0.08006648342992684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086938568952463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985878920278837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447224881099504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687931565730585,0.040612044313596135,0.07357856815891088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892158757054543,0.07273377469435334,0.07400182539778685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696195059992286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366000591105286,0.17962619336946709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474397980611974,0.19037857171789715,0.0,0.07298094952294046,0.0,0.056668487736809874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034807152266808875,0.0639097222830914,0.0,0.055879223420362785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577525644033833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407792254135058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776496093733477,0.0,0.0,0.03661361104542245,0.054305676804459066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812532673434968,0.04705696310116757,0.19528834210797927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675440707726014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671144766670612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708084533618047,0.09794940951108153,0.04939923683124323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392543498396268,0.07584938588319133,0.0,0.07095006610062841,0.09028934151097576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397564914039766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297915584077447,0.0,0.0,0.20333503177289391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697333215397921,0.0,0.0,0.13327970156919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546953714784801,0.0,0.0,0.1589410405121746,0.0,0.4719738842449122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457767529033255,0.09431053698683232,0.0,0.1064085461737636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558055754612532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823040888043007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426057821022697,0.08537714689858783,0.0,0.0,0.03884772015119621,0.0,0.0,0.06366000591105286,0.0,0.18092737579478935,0.1449308227386006,0.0,0.06935566621906485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718110684722206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011583196947683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29100887915228024,0.0,0.0,0.0473262308564579,0.0,0.0,0.21451134534321567 adhd,sendaway22,2019/09/24,"I [22M] find my inability to focus is holding me back from reaching my full potential New to reddit and how this all works, so if this post isn't allowed here, by all means please remove it. I am sort of at a road block right now and not quite sure what to do. I am 22 and a current graduate student, but am finding myself having an even harder time concentrating than I had during undergraduate. I guess a little background would be helpful. I'm not sure if there were ever signs of me having ADHD while I was a child. I was a decent student all throughout K-12. I would say I started to notice myself having a difficulty concentrating when I started high school. My grades were fine, but I was always mad at myself because I knew I wasn't reaching my full potential, as I always procrastinated and waited until the last minute to do things. When I started college, the same thing continued, where I was getting okay grades, but nothing near what I know I could have been getting. I wanted to get my work done and stay ahead, but the only time I could actually buckle down to study or work on an assignment was hours before it was due. I had to take my MCAT one summer and I had the hardest time focusing and studying for that and then during the test, I was getting so mad at myself because I was zoning off..so you can tell my score was not very good. My goal is to end up going to medical school, but because my grades were only average/had a poor MCAT score, I'm now in graduate school to help build up my GPA to get into med school. Since starting graduate school I'm really motivated to do well and succeed, but yet again, I cannot get myself to study and I am so frustrated by this. I'll tell myself to sit down and study and I'll go through maybe two slides of information and I'll be up walking around and doing something completely unrelated to the task or fidgeting with random stuff around me. In grad school, there are less courses, so I now have more available time (which should be dedicated to studying/reading supplemental material), but I'm having an even harder time buckling down without having the structure of all the classes/labs I had in undergrad. When I try to go to the library to study, I'll find myself wondering off with all thoughts but studying, moving around to different areas thinking the change of scenery will help, but it never does and I end up getting nothing done. I know I sound crazy and I'm not self diagnosing, but was wondering if anyone here had any suggestions (by no means am I saying I have ADHD)? I know this sounds like I'm being lazy, but I swear I am not, I'm just worried I'm going to be unable to focus to study for my exams, only to get worse grade in grad school, and screw up my chances of getting into med school and landing a job in a field I'm so passionate about. Sorry for the wall of text, all suggestions are appreciated.",6.13215215535638,6.144546609154933,6.807586427656852,76.9122321809646,66.1830985915493,9.420059752454119,31.82479726845924,9.095868883498916,2.6202258215962444,2286,83,435,36,33,755,255,568,0.09,0.815,0.095,0.5767,4,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,8,29,13,4,0,23,1,58,4,0,3,10,89,98,47,0,9,23,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,2,14,25,0,3,15,0,1,8,11,4,1,2,24,4,60,9,72,63,11,78,0,0,0,2,13,34,1,10,34,308,74,35,0.0,0.0,0.06338462646556779,0.0,0.15612144243101667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809197353120922,0.0,0.0,0.04417017538160066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045416553286138216,0.0,0.0,0.1734654613937024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994474371764528,0.0,0.11878399050446703,0.0,0.05527010392644281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687115184987033,0.0,0.06810184294581195,0.0,0.0,0.10371915453425358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659257905084597,0.0,0.06786191918647476,0.0,0.0,0.05684068968190512,0.13293866365354418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505791833350518,0.0,0.0,0.08580150920924001,0.058753584818603426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809722507600304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054167191699828,0.0,0.14765683958388176,0.05447938131282594,0.0,0.0,0.07155290341004346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060960835079044,0.0686262678037846,0.0,0.0,0.06396548805375442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445569590643573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708918746298396,0.05294525394214945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031732688837419816,0.0650998342431702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525388293369491,0.14150542266863447,0.14429598039911426,0.0654331778816952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903461599402745,0.0,0.0,0.05009565353833974,0.06273188155507999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246480510969476,0.07394926706100652,0.0,0.0,0.04401374217083274,0.14819874166871266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129874055335284,0.0,0.0,0.06220688983267352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908536690369528,0.0649704419514319,0.0,0.04161046839363791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546939162891231,0.0,0.10330625018629816,0.0,0.5258861346329856,0.0,0.0,0.06776000366291399,0.0,0.0,0.05372968095351551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000388862040483,0.0,0.07270941435606239,0.1838958880180391,0.06923111160584018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074355490340663,0.0,0.0,0.1224346127462382,0.0,0.048836470833632094,0.0,0.11354333346882862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630359442548799,0.04161917307170697,0.0,0.05156531933290876,0.18937268896257956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409873157015543,0.0,0.06344951087335343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053592915860900765,0.03831088252016303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840042596607625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261224380316521,0.14087722230856894,0.14185937744240246,0.0659627870750004,0.06619251829313869,0.09228130310731006,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jermergerg,2019/09/24,"Experience with meds Hey all, Just wondering if anyone had some experiences they could share for someone newly on meds. I'm on short acting adderol, and I found that I got a pretty big crash in the afternoon. Wondering if you adjust to it with time. This is my first day. Thanks!",2.6264779874213846,5.3675618679245325,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,81.26415094339623,7.306918238993711,22.040880503144656,8.344100000000001,1.5491031446540884,221,7,42,5,6,71,46,53,0.048,0.799,0.153,0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,9,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,2,7,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437547377526112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627596616498326,0.0,0.0,0.14238572481084313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319331070099057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779652838059893,0.0,0.2420753866220468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657903772720904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904766814345186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461403500805627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706734615272816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326583107446733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287393977015696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788559757278172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,squiddypie,2019/09/24,"Psychiatrist recommendations in Orlando Hi all, I live in Orlando and I am having trouble finding a psychiatrist for ADHD testing. I’m 19 and I don’t have a doctor and I have no insurance. I am having trouble searching for some online. Any recommendations or advice for finding one would be greatly appreciated!",3.7591363636363617,7.049812618181818,6.8294318181818205,58.34414772727274,86.45454545454545,8.568181818181818,34.14772727272727,8.841846274778883,4.604863636363637,254,15,34,8,8,92,36,55,0.14800000000000002,0.785,0.067,-0.5104,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761191104068049,0.3058225224405427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128246679296583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203295311936344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720825943227272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450413467023373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763508888746822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207092751891216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231899149432005,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,She_S_U_C_C_me,2019/09/24,"Feeling hazy/blurry when I take my prescription. I was just diagnosed, about 2-3 months ago. I was originally taking 10mg of Adderal XR and it was really helping me be able to do well in school. After the first month I went back to my doctor and was telling him I was only feeling the effects for 8-10 hours instead of 12 (I have classes spread through out my days totaling to about 11 hours from when my first class starts to when my last one ends, including a few hours in between classes). I was prescribed 20 mg of extended release and I have been taking it for about 2 weeks now and I feel like I’m very distant, not to other people, but in my head. It seems things are blurry or hazy (not crazy blurry but enough for me to notice) things far away seem almost out of grasp, like when I drive to campus in the morning stoplights and other cars seem to have this refractive veil in front of them. Even in class when I should be focusing I feel I can’t and everything is just kind of passing by in a blur (not like a fast blur, but just a blur) is this something normal to feel? I was thinking I just have to build a tolerance and it should go away and it has a little bit not enough to were I feel concerned. I do smoke regularly (not cigarettes) and I thought this has been a factor but even the days where I’m sober the next morning I still feel this hazy blurring feeling. Any advice on either what to do or advice about taking Adderal in general?",4.622198670738278,5.177870645051193,5.164142266930124,85.50481587928867,69.51194539249147,8.079683851266392,28.390335908029453,8.032893268588372,1.6762327645051198,1141,38,236,14,19,366,147,293,0.023,0.9079999999999999,0.069,0.8643,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,21,5,0,0,12,0,27,3,1,2,1,53,49,20,0,3,16,0,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,15,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,12,8,29,5,43,33,6,48,1,0,0,0,4,16,0,10,29,170,43,7,0.10389519815760928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305037040355856,0.092096824489174,0.0,0.10403603332456544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065229746532656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522591737972095,0.07988899431534698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134266477677036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400761555272644,0.0,0.0,0.1054514391532331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634113773080796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202030783905696,0.2147030252677828,0.0,0.1372435970483009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337430490300916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202602711192397,0.07422275032303824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674640495595173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904603537875045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662644707510124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963876130826024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30694752627388433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819086105730974,0.0,0.08468845320583009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227383761192478,0.10413028280181658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658563119027909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104937219059424,0.0,0.10179523515520013,0.0,0.11828537171517504,0.0,0.0,0.07040207510045826,0.07901697989579452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202784877705719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655792432835791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514748723540734,0.0,0.28374685911580944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998359940186121,0.0,0.0,0.07353755600160608,0.0,0.08297083945556538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124650363903066,0.0,0.09080898255597712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804670624460424,0.06657184787516211,0.0,0.08248118213089149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572441926539985,0.0,0.0,0.08333846110028861,0.0,0.09341426045538777,0.09631188957355306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KellyGreen55555,2019/09/24,To the receipt checkers at Costco... I don’t know how I manage to lose my receipt in the 90 foot walk from the checkout to the exit doors but I do... EVERY single time. At least I was able to find today’s receipt jammed in my pocket and I didn’t have to have it reprinted at customer service. 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I took it 3.5 hours ago. First hour I felt nothing then I started to get a slight jitter and elevated heart rate with a tiny bit of anxiety. Now I just feel slightly elevated heart rate and a kind of surreal feeling. I am not focused and and have no gumption. I tried to do some studying but it's harder than without the drug. I feel like taking a nap. What gives?",2.4450000000000003,5.2177186960784345,4.15245098039216,80.43102941176474,82.62745098039215,6.9294117647058835,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,2.519435294117647,425,21,75,9,12,142,77,102,0.05,0.882,0.068,0.3834,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,0,4,4,2,0,0,17,14,9,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,4,8,2,11,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826288264364375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521083608247798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072329293421244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926620513710498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012950455861655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879342138206744,0.13560656403046698,0.18225578247738008,0.0,0.0,0.16145974500068222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991724705148317,0.1820914563807849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44987230221692176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738664959597354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766703421289855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273586072740377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213622497753532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083640030591445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343546992421345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427200884504014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108956328548236,0.12887448177170027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297851628361084,0.0,0.13819032204483586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nami245,2019/09/24,How to get Vyvanse out of body? Any tips or successful methods? Vitamin C just doesn’t do it for me.,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142893,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,94.71428571428572,6.609523809523811,26.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.9615904761904759,78,4,17,2,3,27,21,21,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.7476,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845990996287824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7915488401093279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723092079986084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,runningbree,2019/09/24,"Staying / Getting Focused at Work I just started a new job a few weeks ago. I'm having trouble getting started on tasks and staying focused on them. When I do eventually get focused I can be pretty productive, but it takes a couple hours or so for that to happen. Idk if I actually have ADD/ADHD (my Dad has it so could be possible), but some tips with staying focused would really help. I've always been disorganized, and sometimes feel like I don't take in information as well when it's spoken to me vs written down.",3.3009130913091305,5.431407782178218,5.1431023102310265,78.17711771177119,75.13861386138616,7.261166116611661,31.024202420242023,8.167268648758528,2.5472961496149606,410,20,73,7,9,140,76,101,0.06,0.74,0.2,0.9265,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,22,11,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,8,2,10,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,9,50,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.1673889383604629,0.0,0.20614622157652174,0.0,0.15205136051063894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272704363498287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695307626814435,0.1897951380995681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673093011985714,0.12254136046553984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688526815313838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168377666960733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497321932572513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892290345582792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021746613785085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380109487123145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656651405930957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337476639004192,0.0,0.17450809509994727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988677408829237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696479632945503,0.0,0.2428202166728537,0.5484857884038252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579390449056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759134979351442,0.0,0.15422644018531326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487618271001005,0.0,0.0,0.12185028309698935,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2ndacc123,2019/09/24,"How my teacher ruined my life because of my ADHD (Repost because last time nobody saw my story and I really wanna get this thing out) First of all. Hi. I'm new here. I really wanted to share this story for a long time but didn't find the right sub for this but looks like I finally found one. Here we go. (I'm really bad at telling storys i hope you enjoy in nontheless) As the title say's, my life was ruined by a Teacher because of my ADHD. First things first. I was a very Hyperactive child. I do not envy those teachers that had to deal with me in Primary school. If a teacher didn't like me I would understand that but that teacher brought ""didn't like him"" to a whole different level. (I'm very calm now i was hyperactive in primary school) This teacher terrorized full 4 Years of my life (To be exactly the 4 years from age 6-10.) because she didn't get along with my ilness. She just didn't know how to handle a boy with ADHD. I can only tell you what my mum told me because.... we'll get to this later. Stating my mum this teacher always used to kick me out of class even if I only did the slightest sound. Everytime someone else did something bad everyone blamed it on me and this teacher, well knowing I didn't do it, punished me instead of the others. In the last 2 years of my life in the primary school she even wanted to kick me out of the school and put me in a school for mentally disabled persons. Shoutout to my mum who went through so much trouble to prevent that from happening. She drove me to several psychiatrist and therepists who tested me on things I don't remember and they came to the conclusion I have ADHD. We talked to these professionals about my school situation and some of these psychiatrist even called this exact teacher and really got angry on the phone. Even the psychiatrist fought for me which was a nice thing but this teacher still wanted to kick me out of school. So therefore one psychiatrist did a Test. A test wich would ultimately decide my fate xD He did an IQ test with me which showed that I had an IQ of 129 (that one point is really bugging me). (btw I don't want to brag with my IQ. IQ doesn't mean shit and I'm still pretty bad in school) We mailed all documents to the school and that IQ prevented her from putting me in a school for mentally disabled kids. While we prevented this the torture continued with this teacher doing the same stuff everyday. Punish me and terrorizing me. My mum said that at one point I was so scared of this teacher that I purposly vomited so that I didn't have to go to school. A 8 year old forced himself to vomit because a Teacher terrorized him. Great world we are living in. I forced myself through the remaining years and got to another school. I didn't have any problems with any teachers at the new school my only problem was that i was getting bullied there but thats not the Point of the Story. Fast forward to now. I have several Problems today. Ranging from a low self esteem to Depression and the complete loss of the memorys of my childhood. This is what hits me the hardest my whole childhood is just gone. Reduced to atoms. I didn't think about this very much until I went to a psychology class I have now in High school. I learned so much about Psychology and even about my own problems. While learning about the triggers of those illnesses it was when it hit me. All the problems I have today. The Depression, low self esteem loss of memories all tie back to that one Teacher. That one Teacher traumatized me so much that I lost the memory to my whole freaking childhood. She is the reason I am having trouble with mental illnesses and other things. All of that. Because one teacher didn't know how to handle a kid with ADHD. Germany pls fix your Teachers. At least fix this one. This teacher still lives and I know where she lives. I have finals coming up this year and I'm planning on giving this teacher a visit after those finals. I just want to show her how she fucked me up and how far I've come. Wish me luck. I hope for her she doesn't die in the next few months (she's pretty old now) because I really want that talk.",3.4199844821364134,5.271611672392641,4.359111331649223,85.15704303500543,73.99386503067484,7.395344640923853,26.70922049801516,8.172558066119503,1.7291252255503422,3263,120,640,53,68,1055,302,815,0.16,0.74,0.1,-0.9965,2,0,1,0,1,0,78.0,6,3,1,8,39,42,6,4,46,0,50,10,1,9,7,104,100,40,1,19,12,4,0,3,0,3,8,4,0,7,58,39,0,3,15,2,0,14,16,30,1,11,38,6,103,12,103,56,18,98,0,9,2,1,55,38,2,6,50,450,161,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928779673686255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03451929409176537,0.0,0.0,0.056423182009609524,0.043501207738964515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031899820872998766,0.10391608358214914,0.2023136096746735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042361376510847294,0.04744840791273723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147224171133708,0.04349680125248059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042769771942906334,0.07146287267772856,0.0,0.043055442636979614,0.04334356140427352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034655846842056214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700404540471792,0.0,0.0,0.039641212986982095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363361496418949,0.03791703360565026,0.10586274191509464,0.0,0.045486755264594766,0.0,0.038352714879100434,0.08669793329311158,0.039796711871228935,0.0471543788474265,0.0,0.0663595550628665,0.0457379562604588,0.0,0.0,0.036685527580874455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438317525964148,0.0,0.0824090072550419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119747526898128,0.0676325070913639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172098601071644,0.060803220582429526,0.0,0.10989748030510604,0.03671339899435372,0.034837406687796835,0.0,0.04528636946890269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518991689302272,0.0,0.0,0.12542300580785215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03311336364725562,0.0,0.12198658636014235,0.0,0.0,0.08013398951234313,0.044120344317732735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706419494088423,0.0,0.22489341407173985,0.094654871783145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03622357490336958,0.0,0.0,0.11765173886000295,0.0,0.0,0.08441142060722069,0.0,0.19848030365503988,0.0,0.08340885572876874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946020214291404,0.04265404634884182,0.0,0.0,0.04699503170462902,0.035428426000139325,0.039462250318647515,0.03299096792481725,0.04153426452504932,0.587798163128897,0.0,0.0,0.08655693545733563,0.09373370762474084,0.04258431246570425,0.0,0.04663148712779138,0.0,0.0,0.03515056491774461,0.03193759685627833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939122174453592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749102000003149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668901406388295,0.07252038411599968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780575281520327,0.02658226005473994,0.0,0.0,0.048381106050286136,0.0,0.07864688564555898,0.039641212986982095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043187912050863295,0.0,0.035830188204491714,0.0,0.10268975003792633,0.14681548434270167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03730048426630489,0.07691502569700451,0.0,0.13895137756299294,0.04770632566388363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589402771929747,0.0,0.0,0.16029197246552085 adhd,AGO-Friends,2019/09/24,"ADHD from Childhood Trauma? Hey this is my first reddit post so spare me if I make any mistake...:) When I was 7 I was a part of a serious natural disaster. My mom and brother died from this. I’ve always thought I came out of this trauma relatively well. I used to deny every therapist my dad brought me to because I thought I did not need it. I do not remember how I was before the trauma but I’ve always been described as “very-ADHDish”, ”super creative” and “very all over the place”. I have’nt really think much about it until I stumbled on an article describing Childhood Traumas to often be a big factor in some adhd-cases. Right now I’m 22 and struggle with the adult life. My apartment is a mess. I struggle to feed myself. I’m bouncing between project I start way to early and dont finnish etc etc. Which is making me super frustrated. Does anyone have any experience of that and how it differs from “regular” adhd? Can you “fix it”? Does a therapist help? Just wanted to connect with some people about the topic. Do not really know what to do with the information... have a nice day",2.294832761578044,4.731427325471703,4.142710120068614,82.52484562607206,79.99056603773585,6.684734133790737,26.61749571183533,7.84624498591911,1.9169547169811327,851,36,155,15,22,287,131,212,0.147,0.741,0.11199999999999999,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,10,14,1,2,12,0,16,2,0,5,1,34,30,13,1,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,10,1,0,6,0,0,2,4,10,1,1,9,0,22,4,25,20,7,21,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,9,111,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502614636003463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782816866904608,0.0,0.0,0.1698517726979641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732229404612538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612856103701045,0.0,0.10626769135512112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283484037291536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054030751026987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296106138597606,0.13047794323803086,0.0,0.0,0.21857490536177707,0.0,0.14636395187093926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785589303733945,0.0,0.0,0.10522075573382744,0.0,0.0,0.1221612114158894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062268718667416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370758971074689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863337146324483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820976506381561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672302944151882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626346483286504,0.0,0.0,0.09180463242535078,0.09260043122306028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523797270742646,0.0,0.08657933455319025,0.0,0.13047794323803086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196050323643028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000868817912953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414700333928137,0.10665086132500363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839404162956235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611132318283914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29000155124947424,0.0,0.08002108055243844,0.0,0.1982890224628707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786029369272568,0.0,0.10304296603289778,0.07366023853715255,0.09912767114192708,0.0,0.0,0.11228635375518853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JQuinnmaine,2019/09/24,"Could antidepressants be making things worse? I use to take my adhd meds in the morning and take them throughout the day. My doc put me on Imipramine and it's been rough. Now I'm too lazy to take adhd in the morning and when I do, I miss the second dose or if I do manage to take the second dose I find myself laying back down for a nap. I've been off the Imipramine for a couple of weeks now but I'm still feeling the same. Does this med take a bit to get out of my system? Or am I just being lazy cause in just a lazy sack of shit?",0.514079254079256,2.172857393162396,2.173566433566432,98.42370629370632,81.90598290598291,4.596425796425796,16.61926961926962,4.851557810540192,-0.9780529914529912,413,7,101,1,11,135,71,117,0.14800000000000002,0.836,0.015,-0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,11,0,8,3,1,3,0,17,20,8,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,12,0,16,15,2,16,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,3,7,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893625187564268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456079645266667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768518142703307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640900080886106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933633786591528,0.1792395525201034,0.0,0.10447055609488222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417590931635033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190733050379928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148056502381179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463341898363896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081300043295584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35987014659726924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284532665785367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662810552521672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936592747852613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6089839741059179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761937751788644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990789470476672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299391133754372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508229263148946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,casadega,2019/09/24,"And then I was crying in the Krystal parking lot... TL;DR Venting about a rough week and anxiety depression of ADHD and how one little thing seemed to ruin my day. I've had an emotional week. Went to the funeral of a good friend, next day ran into one of my oldest friends who hadn't responded to my texts in a while and was a bit of a jerk to me, and there is a huge project due this week at work that is not going well. That basically sent me into a spiral of anxiety and RSD depression that I haven't really managed to climb out of. This morning we had short, 10 minute interviews. In the past, the time they gave you was 15 minutes before your actual interview time, but it was important so I was generally actually early. These interviews are also an hour before the normal start of the workday. This morning I was cutting it closer than usual to make the call time and then got stuck in traffic so ended up missing it, because they had just given me the actual time of the interview. It's not the end of the world, more that it reflects poorly on me for literally walking in on the tail end of the thing and them being like ""well the next person is here, sorry"". Things are not going my way. I'm definitely feeling like I'm a failure at my work, I can't get anything done right, I've somehow managed to just fail upwards, etc. etc. (I'll also say that no one at work is giving me a hard time, other than we're all frustrated about this project we're working on). I haven't really been hungry since Sunday, but have been trying to eat when I should...so I decide what will cheer me up is getting a coke icee from Krystal. For whatever reason, it was the one thing that I really wanted. I drive to Krystal, wait for a long time even though there is only one other car there. Finally, I order and decide to get a sandwich in addition to the coke icee because I should probably eat something (yes, not healthy at all). I get up to the window and the woman there is obviously also having a bad day, very flustered, trying to get things done, maybe they're short-staffed? While on the headset she reaches out to hand me a very blue and very much not coke flavored icee. I waited til she wasn't talking to the other customer and said, ""I actually ordered a coke icee."" Her bad day is not getting any better, and I hate to be that customer...but apparently not enough to not do it. She comes back and tells me the coke flavoring is not working and asks if I want the blue one, trying to be nice, but the line at the drive-thru is just growing through all this. I just say that one of the staff can have it, because I can feel myself getting way too emotional about this stupid drink and I just want to get out of there. I think she thought I was trying to be a bit of an a-hole, but I honestly was thinking if one of them can have it and enjoy it, that'll be better than nothing. I wanted out and I wasn't going to get my cheer up treat. She goes back to get my sandwichss, that I honestly do not even want, and I had only ordered one anyway (I guess she felt bad about the icee and gave me two)...and I can feel the tears leaking down my face. I'm trying to contain it until she gets back. Finally, the food comes and I try and take the bag and be gracious and say thanks, and then pull out from the drive-thru and into the parking lot. So then I was just sitting in the Krystal parking lot sobbing over how I couldn't have a coke icee, because it's easier than crying about how I can't get anything done at work, how overwhelmed I feel, and how sleep-deprived and generally drained I am right now. If it weren't for our big project this week, I would take a mental health day (or two) because I know I'm not operating well, but unfortunately I work at a non-profit and it would seriously screw a lot of people over this week and probably mean several necessary things for our project wouldn't get done. So I'm still being not productive and just feeling like crap and then feeling more like crap because I'm so lucky to have this job and have money to buy a coke icee and that I can afford (just barely) to lose $2 on the deal because if I tried to get a refund I was just going to break down. I don't get like this very often with my ADHD...but this week has been difficult. Writing it helped and makes a change from the lurking I normally do.",6.0781810076865606,5.2381222015855045,6.70417869448929,80.45904917953786,66.50849377123443,9.598698826534301,31.58451603575817,8.780745627414401,2.323258374497,3396,113,705,46,47,1120,326,883,0.127,0.764,0.109,-0.9556,3,0,2,0,0,0,106.0,3,2,4,12,49,43,8,1,60,1,74,18,4,8,4,133,141,69,1,16,31,0,10,5,2,6,1,4,1,2,49,48,12,3,17,1,4,15,24,21,3,10,37,18,79,22,99,90,15,113,0,8,2,1,42,43,4,14,53,492,128,20,0.0,0.0,0.17694735574370835,0.0,0.10895889884303718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875434461783676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03082685886283415,0.0,0.06935668671229613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460764418513118,0.0,0.042378674250042624,0.0,0.0,0.1045709838520781,0.11354930112306715,0.19343490603235766,0.0,0.07714724600275674,0.0,0.0,0.08018375510882708,0.09898014324970517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046288356254450984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795453639726493,0.07809785373219519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958867477194444,0.1461747883434431,0.04673461071568168,0.07808761617144644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855587570779112,0.0,0.044407445561239815,0.0,0.09277053509362006,0.0,0.10198328959091978,0.12045030992776855,0.04683938169598531,0.10111283144359676,0.05988183184151885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375252949467834,0.09715413358253072,0.04352518568107515,0.09931651242680456,0.0,0.0,0.05481482414752409,0.0,0.07004574618412834,0.0,0.35525623398078393,0.043485942350798695,0.1030513579504722,0.038021768855474924,0.036255605679507016,0.0,0.04993757067050796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060796767999477,0.04475530337940934,0.0,0.0481850839784535,0.0,0.0,0.0303846349410771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464222872764002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044984350264570906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024912913439416547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073299026755233,0.045433901606015785,0.0,0.04011680053709511,0.0,0.050714162940658204,0.0,0.15415630273564498,0.0,0.0,0.06051802952821873,0.0,0.045541413908146866,0.049379107681206666,0.0,0.0,0.04568331857560005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033323743423780916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642076740944913,0.0,0.0888301572522363,0.04349663370697823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27645914139647165,0.06895303831302813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327388381125925,0.031427036460259294,0.03958156882620676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774968160581944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712123227756673,0.0466081571401128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742541623070133,0.04312047557954443,0.10814787919547904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126794028662337,0.0,0.05121149982547826,0.0,0.03749854459914776,0.0,0.045364067722745816,0.0,0.0,0.03489827250575517,0.0,0.05074471258013912,0.032085748677766576,0.0,0.0362016586775939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816703718022396,0.0364356059163546,0.03962158046034514,0.041734998187826236,0.0,0.0,0.18069672816952626,0.0580929717025219,0.04453780154401677,0.03598801244413232,0.1585983783317261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543898200065248,0.0,0.08856424497800336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499260556091166,0.14961237885235346,0.1336879645775234,0.07196379947420475,0.21817235138986288,0.0,0.1222749291732869,0.04202259704511175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101223682452346,0.0,0.0,0.06440415239447883,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Fintwo,2019/09/24,"What happens next? In the UK, I’ve been referred on the NHS, done my blood test and BMI/blood pressure/heart rate etc. What happens next and how long will I need to wait for diagnosis?",3.0674774774774782,4.683971783783786,3.2524324324324314,93.71126126126127,74.4054054054054,6.014414414414415,25.84684684684685,6.42735559955562,0.6347009009009006,144,5,32,1,3,44,30,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28737986209495353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31319234957033604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966624520115103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327771090108957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485198928380519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822701025668894,0.0,0.0,0.5973177936211901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Unfortunatebassist,2019/09/24,"I'm frustrated with people assuming I know what they're talking about I'll use a work example: My manager approaches me and starts telling me that I'll be working on a new project, when to start it, why I'm doing it, who to ask for additional files, etc... But he never tells me what the assignment IS before walking away. Am I making changes? Am I doing an entire rework/redesign? Am I changing template styles? I don't know!!! Then when I ask, I feel like an idiot for not just KNOWING that they wanted x, y, and z done. I can't mentally shift gears if I have no idea why I'm looking at what I'm looking at. I've noticed that people do this a lot. My mom will out of the blue say ""so hows the new paper working out?"" What paper? Notebook paper? Packing slips? Printer paper? No, no. Toilet paper. Clearly. Meanwhile, I just stand there and can feel my brain loading in all references of ""paper"" and my last interaction with each. Why can't people just be clear in what they say?",1.1939224734656193,3.5488749289340085,3.1763844023996306,88.2385221504384,83.9746192893401,5.612275034610062,24.182971850484535,6.980632752743323,1.073113705583757,759,30,151,10,22,255,119,197,0.08199999999999999,0.8759999999999999,0.042,-0.8093,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,3,9,3,2,0,8,0,16,1,1,3,4,33,34,11,0,2,6,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,1,7,19,1,17,30,4,20,0,0,3,0,13,8,0,3,10,96,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701015061657014,0.0,0.12412175293649008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241593320238992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747852167040149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795098588584161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519446202942598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733764190443965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359763457898102,0.09437945536651277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913618057556632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178127068579192,0.10768733379740736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454230361909867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187836021260554,0.0,0.0,0.11231525121738252,0.0,0.0,0.0881844928688886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133135870832632,0.0,0.0,0.15472570903657912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189142487213186,0.2551854440491543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040818228529845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747654503186806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011844913098046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870163650419661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618506435693527,0.2309400360056464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410067741503906,0.0,0.0,0.07792193798012345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576263502128572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885330977470463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RYRO14,2019/09/24,"Big shoutout to pharmacies that treat you with respect Big shoutout to a specific Walgreens location for helping me out. Long story short: I went to my last prescription of adderall filled at a shitty Walgreens location and the head pharmacist treated me like a addict! I went in there with my prescription in hand like normal and the head pharmacist said that they needed to call my doctor (which is understandable) and my doctor told them it was a valid prescription. The pharmacist the tells me they don’t fill prescriptions from out of town (which is funny considering they filled the same prescription a month prior with no issues when she wasn’t there). I tell her that the reason it’s from out of town is because I recently moved here for a new job and no longer lived in the town that was within the same state and 4 hours away. She tells me I need to go to that town if I wanted it filled because no pharmacies in the new town will fill and that the last prescription they filled was a “courtesy” fill. WTF. I then told her that I am dependent on the medication and it isn’t right for her to treat me this way and that I may potential lose my job if I go cold turkey on it. She listens but doesn’t give a shit and I storm out because of her shitty attitude and after she had written stuff that she ended up scribbling out on my prescription. Now I am feeling like I am fucked because of her senseless doodling and because my current doctor is retiring in a month and doesn’t have anymore available times for me to come in (and that he is 4 hours away). After I leave, I went to a Publix pharmacy and tried to get my prescription filled and the pharmacist there instantly tells me that they are out of stock and that no other publix locations have any in stock. I felt l was getting treated like an addict again considering he read my prescription said Adderall and he didn’t want to deal with me. Fine. I’ll go to CVS I guess. So I went to CVS and the pharmacist there said that there is a waiting list to become a CVS customer if I want Adderall (seriously wtf). So at this point I am freaking out because I recently got a new job and in a month I have a new hire review to access my performance. Obviously, going cold turkey on adderall after 4 years would scare me to death when my careers on the line. I figured it wouldn’t hurt to try another Walgreens location to try to get it filled. I went in to the new Walgreens and and they asked for my ID and after that told me it would be done in 15 minutes. No questioning, no treating me like an addict and they even gave me a flu shot while I waited. So glad they helped me out! TL,DR: some pharmacies treat you like addicts and others treat you like a normal human being. Always stay close to the ones that treat you with respect.",5.218793592862934,6.021692140510954,5.570389294403892,82.23809407948096,68.28832116788321,8.935604217356042,29.638280616382808,9.075114841892004,2.327272343876724,2215,79,434,39,36,707,210,548,0.107,0.79,0.10400000000000001,-0.8343,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,9,2,14,26,2,1,35,0,33,14,4,2,1,68,70,35,1,13,4,0,3,7,0,5,9,4,0,1,30,39,0,2,6,1,0,20,13,7,0,1,23,9,73,19,72,40,3,93,0,2,0,1,46,40,2,8,37,297,103,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29340148314037673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598634914988646,0.0,0.0,0.04575597577024552,0.07055398637182432,0.0,0.0,0.06672844816270143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290221137314422,0.0,0.1264325813287858,0.0,0.0,0.2460971614651763,0.07431078257129227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870531041281805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579599030666527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936768112033291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660655191485214,0.0,0.0688557179194967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959436744319273,0.0,0.0,0.04444098016943638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03402121989020564,0.04806827926648263,0.0646039659856416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622037194723396,0.105460603083703,0.06454571753167933,0.15295802463862188,0.0,0.05381380640786385,0.0,0.07412180020649088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810724644106656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019917509842974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252396198266814,0.0,0.07202977706374332,0.0,0.0,0.0702278569302868,0.2003093649506567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969219549604133,0.0,0.07124489501145864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301037046645236,0.0,0.05941371692690733,0.059544936495885874,0.0,0.07527448777853525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677823639109244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111827203830284,0.07151310107875908,0.0,0.09978166303606484,0.0,0.3249204273764119,0.0,0.0,0.1318496490669287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045593926284597776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360589059166867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753743822234762,0.0,0.06730301480646128,0.0,0.0,0.06917998743524044,0.13287125840080033,0.0,0.0,0.0574608571832842,0.19200977737610175,0.0,0.06736382931822092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906688704800369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171665128827008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702500578771326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352395466030572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923431180817751,0.0,0.0,0.1928805483490718,0.0,0.13704590093589106,0.0,0.0,0.07004585657824977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905896663427132,0.05340754761501818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118684489967765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955943922012054,0.0,0.0,0.04332920941991606 adhd,ViscountBurrito,2019/09/24,"How do you distinguish ADHD symptoms/issues from personality or character traits? How do you distinguish ADHD symptoms/traits from just general personality or character traits (or flaws)? This has implications for coping strategies, assessing successes, and self-criticism/self-talk. But I struggle with how to draw the line. I know all too many many people with ADHD have been very unfairly called lazy, slackers, etc., because of a lack of understanding of the condition. But what if someone with ADHD is *also* actually very lazy? One of the most helpful things for me to work on understanding after diagnosis (as an adult) was that, with ADHD, you can't just say ""I'll try harder today"" and expect that will fix the problem (procrastination, distraction, etc.). ADHD traits have to be managed differently. This explains so much of what I've always dealt with. But the flip side is the fear that it might be self-defeating, if I chalk something up to ADHD and try to excuse it, when it's really just ""me."" For example, people with ADHD often struggle with boring and repetitive tasks. But almost everybody does to some extent -- that's why they are called ""boring""! So if I can't focus on doing a repetitive task, or if I do it so slowly or so poorly that someone else ends up having to complete it, is that because my ADHD brain is especially badly suited to the task, or was I just being a slacker? Or what about lateness, which so many of us struggle with? Lots of non-ADHDers are ""late people"" too -- surely they aren't ALL just undiagnosed. When I am late *again* because I underestimated how long it would take to get dressed, or didn't think about parking, or was overly optimistic about traffic... call it ADHD or J-E-R-K? I don't think it's reasonable to say that ""but for"" my ADHD, I would be some super-diligent model citizen/worker/spouse -- there's no way to know whether I would or wouldn't, but most people aren’t. I also know there is no real benefit from feeling badly about things that are, in fact, due to brain differences rather than a lack of will. But how do you tell which is which?",6.3502813299232725,7.225362514066496,6.987349360613809,72.82331560102304,65.80306905370844,9.73426086956522,30.98526854219949,9.791249743138472,3.0126678465473162,1657,60,287,34,25,546,189,391,0.102,0.8590000000000001,0.039,-0.9587,2,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,1,4,2,2,30,13,0,5,12,0,40,2,2,6,4,80,51,42,0,13,29,0,1,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,26,12,0,0,12,0,1,0,9,10,0,1,5,3,23,3,48,35,13,21,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,23,13,217,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.05285759928810504,0.0,0.7811551574370282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423880580372789,0.0,0.0,0.08663207267855423,0.04506993684246785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904516628007818,0.09905614219148096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093295954453084,0.16592673293043994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679137238690905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318259115178388,0.0,0.0,0.047400490718325375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045248226230857794,0.0,0.04797445122990244,0.0,0.12081743759025075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060951113514636834,0.027387644578328218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028299176451186188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036305913733054786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056534586099838816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930363204210236,0.0,0.18330273019730933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047934658499942176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604947072245956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474558697362487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057460910515901215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981778804821653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670386458930451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020582301869118,0.09459024444493076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051828955287590586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061652062918065076,0.03469973063162344,0.05569103382900846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861489714587239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951891907040614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178830462803332,0.04169915727089104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987625319422414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105023142362858,0.0,0.04072562622691525,0.04353608222629705,0.04734293122001178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719701458482787,0.06941397924374035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134244865319692,0.0,0.0,0.07354947760764098,0.0,0.0,0.11277614561386988,0.06515428522303515,0.0,0.0,0.08938422545711362,0.0,0.0429939589644567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887583228221541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039433043132753205,0.0,0.0,0.11543259967178532,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZoMbiie-,2019/09/24,"Immunity to Concerta? I was recently diagnosed with ADD a few months ago and after awhile found the perfect dose at 36mg. I had never felt better. My anxiety, depression and sleep problems had vanished. I was doing extremely well in school etc. I then noticed it was wearing off early and was prescribed 18mg at noon along with the 36 in the am. Then I noticed it wasn't really working at all anymore. I'm now tired instead of energized, I can't sit through class as well, I have a difficult time finishing assignments etc. I have lost the euphoria and happiness. Pharmasict suggested taking 54mg all at once in the am instead of the 18mg at noon. Still nothing... the pharmacist said it is odd and not normal to become immune to the concerta. Is this something you have experienced? I would rather not try the other meds as I have been told they are addicting and I have a history of addictions. Thank you for your time. Your responses are greatly appreciated!",3.5567280540208728,6.173089243093924,5.086362799263355,76.50595917740948,76.45856353591161,9.32608962553714,31.0500306936771,9.725611199111238,3.692200491098834,767,38,133,24,18,257,111,181,0.107,0.7440000000000001,0.149,0.8786,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,1,4,7,12,0,0,12,0,22,9,2,0,4,22,30,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,13,3,17,8,23,16,5,25,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,15,102,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31344245448587554,0.0,0.0,0.12743587311170285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997713453324097,0.0,0.14257275288648555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877325386775928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714534158132626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382154736847775,0.14591487050628482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32066409149091873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803356037142572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762703654617194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849753320668697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530367628852055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693263179126793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968658951319184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474903741607086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087771178165183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085572160133422,0.1379430120928013,0.3273467832245959,0.0,0.1531012785217554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756031572680694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209728181544397,0.0,0.1419471125980907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675008333718866,0.0,0.0,0.1454942872967448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386529736101064,0.0,0.0,0.11067460665368564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114808099274626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809073752037857,0.0,0.0,0.13235625079631722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765694381081972,0.16523266682040394,0.0,0.13737024968886355,0.0,0.09760460446393794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25851766134706866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466006565849297,0.0,0.0,0.10212402679742223,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ignoretheimplication,2019/09/24,"What’s your go-to strategy for lighting a fire under your butt to be productive instead of f***ing around and procrastinating? I know we all struggle with this and there are tons of tips online, but I’d love to see a list of the most common tactics people use that actually work (at least some of the time).",5.302500000000002,6.236102250000003,5.796666666666668,80.22000000000001,68.16666666666666,8.666666666666668,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.2525,245,9,48,4,4,79,50,60,0.055999999999999994,0.848,0.096,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,1,1,11,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,11,5,5,5,0,0,1,2,4,3,1,2,2,34,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.36860567444842973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362558449682738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467014943799745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758809810330844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409120795848105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618673542005991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009983796476537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948807848809516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025482085970371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262336200477632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749887178998971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kaykaylalaaa,2019/09/24,"Budget ? Monthly spending ? Does anyone has patience to do a WRITTEN monthly budget either on paper or excel ??? Or do all ADD people just do all the math in their head ? Asking for a friend",1.7174285714285702,4.499820171428574,3.3228571428571456,83.70714285714288,90.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,0.09282857142857193,146,5,22,0,5,48,28,35,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,2,7,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,18,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679835938929597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582954153039555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353925209679121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961049415000574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39333428936660775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118273314809196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657035237549893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elektritekt,2019/09/24,"The biggest obstacle in my treatment are the off-days and I'm stuck wondering why I ever stop medicating This is a question that I will be pressing my psychiatrist with, but I wanted to post here and see: **How many people here take stimulant medication daily vs. how many only take them a portion of the week?** I'm currently working with a psychiatrist and we had settled on generic equivalents of Focalin 10mg and Wellbutrin XL 150mg. I was instructed to take the Wellbutrin XL in the morning every day. Easy enough. For the Focalin, I was instructed to titrate up (in quarters) to a needed dose each week, and leave 2-3 days off the medication. While initially I would titrate up to a half pill as a stable point, I found that a quarter pill in combination with Wellbutrin and my normal coffee consumption was a good balance. On the days where I take Focalin, I feel more organized, more capable of handling projects that previously the mere utterance of would cause storms. I feel treated. However, the days that I am instructed to only take the Wellbutrin (usually works out to be the weekend, when I don't need as much 'go'), I find myself more easily disturbed, more sensitive/irritated to noise and distractions, not having a short fuse or inability to communicate precisely. On top of all of that, because I'm less focused in general each weekend feels as if I've taken off a pair of glasses and can no longer see as clearly as before. I was told the idea behind taking Wellbutrin XL was to aid in being managed on the off-days, and while to some extent I feel that, the shift in medicated to not-as-medicated feels like it's causing behavior shifts. That said: this is all extraneous information though, the primary thing I am wondering from this post is how many people are instructed to take their stimulant medication every day. At times I feel uneasy about this particular psychiatrist. Even though he is quite nice and easy to work with, I sometimes wonder how seriously he takes the treatment suitability. I told him I was recently experiencing dizziness and thought it could be from the Wellbutrin since it's listed as a side-effect, and he told me that it was not a key side-effect, which seems flat-out wrong.",7.5654197080291965,7.979438367396598,7.884370437956207,69.0370666058394,63.136253041362544,11.326885644768858,37.56295620437956,11.038039088145766,4.386110218978102,1783,84,304,46,24,585,208,411,0.07,0.835,0.095,0.9349,2,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,2,5,13,8,0,2,30,0,27,8,0,8,5,65,62,30,0,8,6,0,7,1,0,3,8,1,0,0,18,20,0,1,16,2,0,1,4,4,0,3,16,11,29,4,53,38,14,43,0,0,2,0,13,22,0,8,19,204,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045633540270413935,0.0,0.06369975876123916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538022636660381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976906730213976,0.0,0.0,0.3379464318342021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734967789915012,0.0,0.049443867929511526,0.0677145312461133,0.12614439386891002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710669701327585,0.0534795056857313,0.0,0.0,0.06842005271955502,0.0,0.0,0.08207936901428126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254427073928613,0.06278843715776461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845070485527421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792651999611185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03657247734651047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768677069014046,0.0,0.0,0.08315181706436539,0.37706439376271067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055030205926998935,0.11101445895505284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334622920289591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386775637428252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379603912381526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076624417290191,0.0,0.14338905101035934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385955903126391,0.07962209029955622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391453706634674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120834597229131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193063552556464,0.06814910387694713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061924394417862315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403777127262261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258573474495635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502790752834936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973319891389999,0.0,0.14709778306323135,0.05942992990069367,0.04365106538948341,0.0,0.0,0.21459383484304956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244695340355497,0.0,0.044153960298544036,0.0,0.12009524532182662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754888322994748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435451837023584,0.16349540672344076,0.0,0.0,0.10635581134299432,0.08184690335961929,0.0,0.0 adhd,PVanDes,2019/09/24,"Products that help with adhd? I am concentrating on mental health as my senior design thesis and my teacher has suspected that her child has adhd. She showed me [this](https://revibetech.com/pages/revibe-connect) product and i thought it was really interesting. It does a variety of things, but the most interesting to me is that it uses vibration ""cues"" to help kids stay on track. Is there any other products like this you guys use to help with your inattention? Are there any personal ""cues"" you use to remain attentive?",7.030904761904764,9.402599455555556,6.730952380952385,69.70500000000001,65.55555555555556,10.031746031746033,30.63492063492064,10.290406445055957,3.6201587301587295,421,16,64,11,7,132,65,90,0.015,0.792,0.193,0.9537,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,3,0,12,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,3,10,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,2,45,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723422031066406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672719086690556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719703339425335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945793126427228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088847167595586,0.0,0.0,0.3951566754359643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600659539503828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803944028753706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715880540305439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589161365220275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945729984446768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055487219498754,0.0,0.0,0.15600980978872034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091738421144881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bobbybouche1501,2019/09/24,"how do I stop drifting off in conversations and begin actually connecting with people? I'm non hyperactive ADD but I still cannot focus when in conversations and it's keeping me from having a social life. I went to a music festival over the weekend and while all my friends were meeting new people and making connections I mainly just kinda lingered around. Everytime other groups would stop by our camp site to hang out there would be a big group with everyone talking and though I knew what was being talked about I was still stuck too deep in my head and couldn't really join in. I'm the kind of guy who can't think of anything to say until it's too late and then I sometimes catch myself interrupting people without meaning to in order to try and join the convo. At a certain point people just talk to my friends and ignore me. I even had this super hot chick come up to me and start talking and we had the worst most awkward conversation. she approaches me, says hey, and all I could come up with was ""what's your name"" and "" where you from"" and then my mind went blank. I was trying so hard to come up with something to talk about but my brain was just all over the place and I couldn't do it so she just left. I feel like I'd be fine if I could just slow down, take a deep breath and process info before speaking but the silence feels so incredibly awkward to me that I impulsively start rambling and sometimes I make absolutely no sense. can someone who has gotten better at this PLEASE help me? I don't wanna be this awkward forever... thanks for your time.",4.33503529079616,5.795516639610391,4.880660643704125,83.92204686617734,70.91558441558442,7.564313946922642,26.37831733483907,8.04050195162591,1.5259416713721061,1247,40,244,17,23,398,175,308,0.11,0.7609999999999999,0.129,0.9067,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,3,0,2,21,15,0,3,11,0,26,4,3,3,4,66,48,31,0,8,10,0,4,1,2,2,1,3,0,2,12,28,0,4,6,1,0,9,7,5,0,0,13,7,35,10,41,25,6,51,0,0,0,0,31,24,0,3,18,174,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.104093888328096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777977777162126,0.09495832756284406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076775153241193,0.0,0.0,0.09434036258914166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907826079463475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756585730562009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703335760042395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045409286162245,0.0,0.0,0.10192712531523587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787044643352307,0.07620459760849868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482493452368116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056194168510992,0.0,0.0,0.09555477639428032,0.0,0.1094735166565216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149820992018759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481261030198376,0.0,0.11107970259666056,0.0,0.0,0.12032766139196505,0.0,0.11589654971451785,0.0,0.07534370923038784,0.05211325131003131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240522512630555,0.0,0.0,0.11619418214202545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770562510515776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302191299893693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958043569537592,0.0,0.11144675659427504,0.1170909028094738,0.10083700461164824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833511044827315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965548067603553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087359586563917,0.09038058538846566,0.08211926910779413,0.2109974090192684,0.0,0.15100221535378525,0.0,0.17037254497932994,0.17836068868318358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020206830525302,0.42868387351511866,0.0,0.0982067965351066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834940577250835,0.10480208468368993,0.0,0.06219974980201354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484295941912892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776709318702432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028254369844509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515496768864245,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChimChimJam,2019/09/24,"I need help, I can’t do any of my homework I know this sounds dumb but I can’t bring myself to do any of the homework I need to do. I currently have four math assignments that I just didn’t do, every day I tell myself “I’m going to finish all of these during class and turn them in” but I just can’t. This week has been shitty because I just didn’t do any of my homework. None of it. I know I need to or else I might get kicked out of tech crew for the play but I just can’t bring myself to do my homework. Any advice will be appreciated.",0.3525454545454529,1.8705121333333352,2.627878787878789,95.65227272727276,81.83333333333334,5.363636363636363,17.575757575757574,6.1124844417494595,-0.5093333333333332,416,8,103,3,11,142,62,120,0.064,0.851,0.085,0.3291,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,18,0,0,0,1,17,29,5,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,3,1,21,1,14,23,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,4,72,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090898545688289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870939057729991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156946651235146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391940836332806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803003283021901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184815934187745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276355406282958,0.0,0.12266256291217505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466795078293335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372317549512893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289641361343448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801111108185281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864708636766173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234763742520222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312778346836968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thejazzghost,2019/09/24,"Ways to control phone distractions? I recently got an app called Lunar Launcher for my phone, which seems to do a good job of eliminating clutter on my phone. It can also hide apps away from the home screen, which is cool. I saw a couple of other launchers like Indistractible which seems to do something similar. Anyone else have any good suggestions on useful apps for ADD?",6.218676470588236,8.05064822058824,5.678705882352944,78.57217647058825,66.79411764705883,8.969411764705884,29.776470588235288,9.3871,2.751861176470588,301,11,51,6,5,92,52,68,0.05,0.764,0.18600000000000005,0.8796,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,4,11,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,2,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802290652269034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532599725441882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758460657108134,0.23091916873742116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174342385832345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012893529757894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527726812113333,0.0,0.24936866669548466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826850760045905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37806091608620135,0.18024973467904293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260654358853759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364589000594776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101048609827817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252662162283865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103384923793442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350156595163085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946481380485864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888896790728825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CrowMoonCat,2019/09/24,"Anyone managing ADHD without medication or professional support? Would especially appreciate advice from people diagnosed as adults. I was diagnosed with ADHD (initiative) about two years ago (37 year old female). Went to therapy for depression and anxiety, but therapist recognized the symptoms. I left my last job in May and have no medical insurance. I don't take medication now. Adderall side affects outweighed the benefits. And I keep forgetting to take the Bruproprion so I figured I may as well stop. Can't get more when it's gone anyway. (Not a great way to handle it I'm sure.) Currently working part time with very flexible schedule. Convenient, but not ideal when struggling to make a routine. Anyone managing ADHD on their own? I keep trying to make a routine but can't shake that all-or-nothing mentality. I feel like I have to do all the things now. I'd especially love to hear from anyone diagnosed as an adult.",4.419696969696967,7.519910878787882,5.863787878787877,69.34901515151515,76.57575757575758,9.969696969696967,32.803030303030305,9.994966539143718,4.532939393939394,745,39,113,26,18,250,111,165,0.07400000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.187,0.9682,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,8,11,0,2,8,0,10,8,0,3,2,27,24,13,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,7,1,0,2,4,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,7,3,1,1,3,2,11,8,19,18,4,21,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,3,14,74,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172190674345908,0.11308030185360925,0.10257884969425454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852552799792553,0.0,0.0,0.2427424665450241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966951680307262,0.3523602704091239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851153856650442,0.08267043290049714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060458954386831326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275817730025486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042491618530475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148343021440426,0.2057146099861298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943272926121458,0.0,0.0,0.12573018213148648,0.0,0.0,0.056534975327685685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444187079146497,0.0,0.15448807523355373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497273536547709,0.11661860130021046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103651709936578,0.0,0.12142873516629345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531354649710624,0.0,0.08022571803624746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674715049099046,0.0,0.12097573064233005,0.0,0.0,0.1313177510190424,0.10906478562732068,0.12027744918036945,0.17401416487687252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323359719756572,0.1343599070186975,0.07687926488886028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747729669609334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856632364418592,0.0,0.11304168235339584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548116743141766,0.0,0.09185319609653976,0.0,0.0,0.10404622999438563,0.10727365356116578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155000689537553,0.0,0.08424558079311692,0.0,0.0,0.08220420937393629,0.0,0.0,0.14903984726070568 adhd,greentreesbluesky,2019/09/24,"ADHD and laziness? First of all I know that being lazy is a false stereotype about people with ADHD. We need to do more effort than neurotypicals to achieve the same result. This is exhausting and if we underperform, because people don't see our inner struggle, it looks as if we are lazy. However just as neurotypicals can be lazy, we can be lazy. And this a bit of my struggle. I am quite innatantive, but mine feels very periodical. So I am not always sure at the time what is causing poor results. How can overcome my personal laziness while also struggling with adhd?",4.676341719077571,6.926051518867926,5.478805031446542,76.75980083857444,71.54716981132076,7.729979035639412,29.70230607966457,8.515128840125781,2.504055765199161,455,19,77,8,9,148,74,106,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.9604,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,5,0,0,4,5,5,0,3,4,0,14,1,0,4,2,24,19,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,11,1,11,16,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,4,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035720943236161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387532820944315,0.1392960459240614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020497616108142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276510070015192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197311724353326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464601604100641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239632015891296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200251654521012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057972880204908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413017929995795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211788929730595,0.1461733469942866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805796538850768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340171549639218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250304753933717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777912903838792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761637582046052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812831841411338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sweet_Brea,2019/09/24,"Switching from Adderall IR to Vyvanse XR... Hey guys, Not sure if this goes against the guidelines - if it does my apologies. I have been taking Adderall IR 20mg two times a day (total of 40mg IR) for the past year or so; lately, I don't think it has been benefitting me like it initially did. I have been experiencing the well-known side effects: increased anxiety, lack of sleep, irritable, tired/fatigue, mood swings (probably mostly from lack of sleep), unable to focus and concentrate, hard time getting anything accomplished at work, ""crashing"", etc. I took notes from the past 3 months and gave them to my Dr. to review/analyze so she could either adjust my dosage or change to a different medication. She suggested that I would probably feel more regulated and productive on Vyvanse since it is XR and known to be gradual/smoother. She wrote a prescription for Vyvanse 20mg... my question is: isn't that a pretty low starting point? &#x200B; TLDR; Been taking Adderall IR 20mg 2x/daily for a little over a year and the past 3 months I have been experiencing side effects. My Dr. and I decided to try Vyvanse to see if it would be a better fit and prescribed me Vyvanse 20 mg. I'm wondering if that is too low to start with since I have been taking 40mg Adderall IR daily and if I should call her to request a higher starting dose?",6.718313570487485,7.056717774703557,7.0322687747035575,74.68608432147566,64.92885375494072,9.908722002635047,35.44374176548089,9.725611199111238,3.4284663504611324,1059,47,190,20,15,344,138,253,0.064,0.8540000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.6595,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,5,3,7,0,0,13,0,23,6,2,2,2,37,38,17,0,11,9,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,10,5,21,4,24,22,8,26,0,2,1,0,14,10,0,10,15,117,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339920359374402,0.15026769968099232,0.0,0.0,0.09460413499307946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176656320513727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937250829230634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627679063935088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082220763158486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873722096615156,0.0,0.0,0.07975432544170961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920462647406594,0.0,0.0,0.10822093107473682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792025554944268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252923442973506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461036959289593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244876136086633,0.0,0.0,0.11078042617949184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950061015454768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041695044005981,0.12394579858255485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458046292478747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197418008245245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35415950846130084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690432197181545,0.0,0.0,0.12581275876220335,0.26666568178286404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853419810513767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854577370258888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459555053530845,0.0,0.2475105769962905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625942480664061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655372112234233,0.0,0.2789442760246301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924016555018305,0.0,0.0,0.1442212530097506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373974522722009,0.08396108169068148,0.0,0.1208036915346732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119056627530664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411047834549275,0.0900303051353637,0.0,0.0,0.17569752582087908,0.0,0.15026769968099232,0.1592736710921414 adhd,pololly,2019/09/24,"What do you do for weekday breakfast? Long story short: mornings are the worst for me. Without my meds in my brain I am like a chicken with my head cut off trying desperately to just get out the door looking work-appropriate. Usually because that's my priority, breakfast is the thing I cut corners on, which is bad. I'd like to have a full breakfast (not just an apple, or not waiting until I get to work hours after waking up and eating a bagel), and my doctor says I really should have a proper meal (due to other meds and health conditions.) What do you guys do for breakfast? Does anyone have some sort of grab-and-go meal that makes their life easy? I am absolutely aware that there are things I can do differently in terms of scheduling my morning so I could have breakfast, but even in doing so I've run into this problem so I'm trying to consider any angles possible. Thanks for your help!",4.382997802197799,5.823080108571428,5.303428571428572,81.01610989010992,70.77142857142857,7.898901098901099,27.74725274725275,8.384062270229773,1.941026373626373,709,25,134,11,13,232,114,175,0.085,0.841,0.07400000000000001,-0.2191,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,1,7,8,2,0,8,0,19,14,3,1,0,20,26,9,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,1,10,6,8,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,2,18,3,23,24,4,20,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,3,10,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567474521777067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893881300348515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420275149830725,0.1036921989317247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988935296289214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581207988535712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771969760288378,0.0,0.17410593079745104,0.14885683020619406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405613816217655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235033177175686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774186047996982,0.0,0.09667251233986272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842707134228538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745730505783127,0.1808097716768815,0.0,0.0,0.11401534359965372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751555703422838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201476079689875,0.16620584657548684,0.0,0.0,0.15053433441690486,0.14284228571059449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354396628451402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778884875238433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176370430231365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276401109127303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089712750344017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527141409858567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660646138232834,0.0,0.0,0.2260155457907617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309752902149212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873425958839926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639716230889372,0.0,0.2476716049632132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Reddmann1,2019/09/24,Mind block leaves me feeling broken I feel so broken and I don’t know how to change. It feels like there is some block to doing anything that I don’t have an extreme passion for. It’s like my brain just turns off. I have allotted time every day over the last week or so to write an essay and I am nowhere closer to finishing it than when I started. I would appreciate any advice on how to overcome these difficulties.,2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,3.5359523809523807,88.4132142857143,78.04761904761905,6.104761904761905,23.595238095238088,7.1686216300943375,0.8922666666666665,332,11,67,4,8,107,62,84,0.157,0.708,0.135,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,2,0,17,14,8,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,10,13,2,11,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,9,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471638036177687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200353332187873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814281581143665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823575672315821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267570229449705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312125857209986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310748162987628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836725103461529,0.18069582683699054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900570135895454,0.206174656813052,0.0,0.2678201801366901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714117862043014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553908503441914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902771626555072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474876263669861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27511914405706017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288809118900086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796767848086977,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Accidentallydone,2019/09/24,Why do people with ADHD spend so much time thinking about thier ADHD Why do people with ADHD spend so much time thinking about thier ADHD,5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,69.0,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,0.2839846153846155,112,2,16,0,2,36,12,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8311481041018243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254196458135563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972820989235435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156915958625945,0.0,0.0,0.2016337396696284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120229441053407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aktg102,2019/09/24,Adderall and Urinary Tract Infections My psych wants to start me on Adderall. I’m looking at the side effects for Adderall and see a fairly common one at greater than 5 percent prevalence vs placebo is Urinary Tract Infection. How does taking Adderall cause this condition? Does it irritate the urinary tract and make an infection more likely? Is it due to dehydration? Does anyone on here experience this issue from Adderall or know why this is?,6.121428571428575,8.983231948717949,5.850586080586082,72.96346153846156,69.25641025641025,8.046886446886448,38.06593406593407,8.841846274778883,4.036547252747253,364,21,52,7,7,113,56,78,0.047,0.9209999999999999,0.032,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,4,0,11,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,9,11,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762106258953894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609549367111977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6669002578870538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484864193725152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651374101699199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396061853570258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410439591517874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133180744782687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956449650708394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213476336856695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024260348507189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980108942778603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909961283926913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983126568636554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292191821891291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MichaelUramMFT,2019/09/24,"The first FDA approved biological marker assessment tool for ADHD I am a LMFT in California that diagnoses ADHD. After seeing how little I could rely on Continuous Performance tests with gamers and the recent purchase and folding of Attention point online assisted assessments, I searched online for any new methods for assessment. After being excited for Akili and then disappointed that it is not yet available, I came across NEBA’s device that looks for a biological marker for ADHD. After looking into the research, I added NEBA to my offerings. Has anyone here had a NEBA assisted assessment? If so, I would like your feedback.",8.970520694259012,10.673700738317756,9.780774365821099,52.16485981308414,60.30841121495327,12.095594125500668,38.650200267022704,11.765960540728905,5.740397596795727,517,25,61,16,7,176,77,107,0.03,0.894,0.077,0.5965,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,11,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,8,2,16,6,0,16,0,1,3,0,2,6,0,1,10,52,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7118247357116708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342605385814258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804905350792318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258096255581731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763339661517076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038933655126664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679355687857332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645530852303333,0.19787874355351587,0.0,0.0,0.33158633158173684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906810677351228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663706726897014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494029374938984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732775217700684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025003692134155,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ArcticFoxes101,2019/09/24,"Referral sent! Wooohoooo Stage one is complete Now the waiting game...",5.298181818181816,8.753477454545454,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,92.63636363636364,5.836363636363638,41.86363636363637,7.1686216300943375,4.141872727272727,56,4,8,1,2,15,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8398634032679508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427978112070604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aldraz,2019/09/24,"ADHD correlation with Aphantasia Hi guys, I would like to know how many of you has also Aphantasia. Because when I was researching Aphantasia, many people had also ADHD/ADD which was surprising. If you don't know what Aphantasia is, it is inability to recreate visual images in your head, where one does not possess a functioning mind's eye and cannot voluntarily visualize imagery.",8.878134328358207,9.813589910447767,9.43503731343284,57.2516604477612,60.34328358208955,13.267164179104473,39.13805970149254,12.602617957971056,5.809928358208955,312,15,45,11,4,105,54,67,0.042,0.8859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,2,1,0,9,11,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,5,2,5,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439093856119034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619255174309723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379433136362465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980265114210842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406110166784274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223719157712705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248724382983272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055308624246817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588418581890766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848678525566166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533388821538475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687989025409324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074879303892164,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,riricide,2019/09/24,"In 1 hour I finished writing what used to take me 2 days !! My mind is so blown right now. I'm writing my grad thesis and it takes me forever and some more to get my thought organized enough to put on paper. Today is day 1 on medication (5 mg Adderall) and I wrote 2 days worth of my thesis in 1 hour!! I'm so happy I want to cry. I was still not 100% sure about my diagnosis because it's hard to wrap my mind around a new reality after 30 years. I tried the meds after insistence by my therapist to give it a shot for a week. If you're on the edge, don't be stubborn like me - give it a shot.",2.168529914529916,2.5946354769230773,4.566410256410258,88.05081196581197,75.0,7.931623931623932,25.213675213675213,8.167268648758528,1.2118803418803417,452,14,110,7,9,160,85,130,0.069,0.8370000000000001,0.094,0.6216,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,17,16,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,15,3,18,12,3,22,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,15,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948218693214493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236095722153653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844495029625804,0.3248787127735212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350367785660994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772996987481231,0.3221635580885895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875131474132325,0.15042110906782816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307298513133636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203601489097911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865185023774473,0.16915922828250612,0.0,0.0,0.33909763996122577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217578017917889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688034794471587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340063840719913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409914259415956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826026854959607,0.0,0.2525061439991397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949651745498984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330774855940494,0.0,0.0,0.15916616801247094,0.0,0.0,0.11400496876572642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502681724426594,0.0,0.0,0.0990420996157284,0.0,0.1346933001039536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813337282240762 adhd,camp-cope,2019/09/24,Anyone else make a nice dinner for themselves and then not care about eating it later on? Maybe that's the medication but I also did that all the time before I was diagnosed I just have no idea how to eat unless it's immediate,2.955217391304348,4.8901473478260895,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,75.52173913043478,7.208695652173913,20.195652173913047,8.07648339933343,0.9495391304347828,182,4,35,3,4,62,40,46,0.106,0.85,0.044000000000000004,-0.4047,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,2,1,9,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141717726826843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726266207030112,0.27440839052591864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278910671393212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27305551419612595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27182685907323484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480837576707653,0.22372529071462308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023308384520511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876877069418526,0.0,0.2690564330498656,0.0,0.0,0.2697957064387279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616523620856726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KitsuneA,2019/09/24,"I never know when it's going to be a good day or a bad day and that's exhausting. Today starts the day where I am delivering a training series to management. Will it be eloquent, clear thinking me that shows up, or stumbling, rambling me? I have to do this presentation 3 times, and I can almost guarantee it will end up being 3 very different presentations. It's like professional Russian roulette and it gives me so much anxiety.",5.162357723577234,6.700965073170736,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,69.0,9.856910569105693,33.178861788617894,10.125756701596842,3.6320178861788617,344,16,61,9,6,116,57,82,0.099,0.7809999999999999,0.12,0.1849,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,2,10,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,5,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,12,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426651290459635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188948768730625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203528005509858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510597974563733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27572849588009163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337448390902177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25316534104983435,0.14998543650452067,0.22135415629178576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503735889074162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289324951056878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940033126310696,0.0,0.2035427138790612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679598665054234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910208447394046,0.0,0.0,0.1538873268377217,0.0,0.2501546571409043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177523750772381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilpineapple7,2019/09/24,"""Take your medicine!"" 3 words I always hated to hear from my parents when they were unpleased with my behavior. At 10 y.o. this journey began and I was labeled ""ADHD"". That's when I'd say the isolation began. Finally there's evidence that there's something wrong with you but there's nothing you can do about it. You watch people around you get angry at you and don't understand why they can't understand you. You didn't choose to be this way so why are people treating you like you are alive to just annoy them and create havoc? If there's one thing I could suggest for parents of an ADHD child out there, it's to be kind to your child and to try and be as patient as possible. Treat your ADHD child the same as your other children without it. Don't use their diagnosis as an insult when they act out of line according to your standards. Keep in mind that what you say to your ADHD child in front of your other children MATTERS. How you choose to respond to bad behavior may be echoed by the adhd child's siblings. Know that what you say about your child being different (not in the good way) will have a lasting impression on their self esteem into adulthood. Thanks for reading if you got this far.",4.590667996011966,5.8862883559322094,4.924117647058826,84.48508973080759,70.10169491525424,7.5868394815553355,27.86540378863409,7.928766900206844,1.7079938185443675,956,33,183,12,17,302,130,236,0.11199999999999999,0.773,0.115,-0.2246,3,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,21,6,0,14,12,3,0,7,0,19,0,0,2,0,32,32,17,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,9,15,11,0,1,5,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,6,5,32,7,36,18,1,23,0,0,1,0,45,11,0,3,8,131,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6621504798198639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168907361330753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809477947038216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200622133080448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879798275905788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512781755312268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207106111675734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057571087394643713,0.0,0.0,0.0924243279202762,0.08813109145469104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879238289605098,0.0,0.0,0.1241950729101386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794424920162127,0.0,0.11474863984566055,0.0605589732010202,0.08982167921608662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383454011823181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126311734395156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573277514896616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466936006554517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447116919586933,0.0,0.0,0.15278735370814986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422560391454035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022242337085247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628887437783178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495491775979245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483164984205166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285112433415195,0.0,0.0,0.10145054463210096,0.0,0.0,0.07320706953404703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481354467123376,0.0,0.0,0.2294287731788401,0.0,0.0951710297182468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493151952700808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886337092946935,0.0,0.0,0.10622173772237073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047831380738773,0.0,0.0 adhd,jonbellringer,2019/09/24,"Question to the Redditors with ADHD on this subreddit who are by and large happy: have you mastered ADHD, or has ADHD mastered you? I am trying to find a helpful fundamental understanding of ADHD that will help me and others find ways to find contentment despite ADHD. I no longer believe that ADHD is a disease. There is no physiological signal or metric that shows a difference between ADHD and neuro-typical brains; there is no cure, and some people, like you, live fulfilling lives without ever treating their full-blown ADHD. DSM requires social/academic/occupational suffering: so ADHD is not diagnosed if you are doing OK. On the other hand: despite millions of years of evolution, ADHD is strongly prevalent in the overall population. While I find the idea that ADHD sufferers used to be palaeolithic hunters too simplistic, it is true that our brains and bodies in general are not perfectly adapted to sit in a chair for eight hours a day, stare at a book/screen/desk and endlessly repeat the same limited subset of micro-tasks five days a week, 12 months a year. I found being restless, curious, open, easily distracted, has been a blast in some circumstances, for example at conferences and exhibitions, on hiking/hitchhiking/adventure holidays. Any hyperfocus can be, in the right circumstances, a godsend. If this is true, then we shouldn't fight ADHD, but perhaps adapt our life to it more completely. In other words: perhaps, individually, we should focus on finding the square hole of life for our square peg of personality, rather than trying to medically or otherwise turn ourselves into a round peg. I would love to hear from those among you who have found their own square hole, i.e. a set of life circumstances (job, partner, hobbies) where ADHD has not been an issue. How have you organised your life so that your ADHD has not stood in the way of your overall happiness or success?",11.282252252252247,9.846652840840845,10.643975975975973,58.29118918918922,56.62762762762763,13.925045045045044,42.92072072072072,12.688352899677879,5.725939099099097,1528,69,228,42,15,496,198,333,0.033,0.8240000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9855,1,0,0,0,1,0,55.0,5,9,2,7,9,16,1,2,21,1,29,11,4,2,4,51,37,19,0,6,13,0,2,1,1,4,6,1,0,2,16,12,0,2,10,2,0,0,9,5,0,3,5,7,22,11,40,25,5,33,0,2,5,1,26,18,0,9,12,168,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8824413552329701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035665998045848336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909020589299945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825718497240071,0.0,0.1170971810476306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499005101156517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764840671710556,0.0,0.0,0.05323295855477138,0.0,0.054796320281321385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744163280365396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396796490940847,0.0,0.0,0.11501162937621755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166236351042276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911197777553484,0.0,0.07030870937932718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051650077279912,0.0,0.0,0.0592066768089732,0.0,0.05474140952903748,0.05204590437737637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818046386764616,0.025623127105272425,0.0,0.09262394588422927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733578311285869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283518967946685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418629762119174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03636039033252842,0.04579500502106339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058753037692569426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478975227853147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053463470797303014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121661892520914,0.05704765864287305,0.0,0.05459954337733107,0.0,0.04529767294110195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326053403103155,0.04207010242243881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055737600852028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03725709427072674,0.0,0.0,0.06754875062696483 adhd,Kappappaya,2019/09/24,"Isn't this a little bit ironic? mods pls I am currently searching for a way to get diagnosed. At the place a neurologist referred me to it costs ~400€, so I have to find one where it is covered by insurance. At least I wanted to search for one, instead I was on reddit procrastinating. I thought about this sub and wanted to write about it. As per usual the sidebar suggests to read the rules etc. before posting, so I checked them out. The rules mention that memes are for r/adhdmemes and before I realised I got sucked down that hole and spent the last few minutes checking the top posts of that sub... Why do you do this to me, mods?!?! ^(I'm kidding, Thank you for running this sub!)",2.5286969001148094,4.804312753731345,3.400149253731346,89.04433409873711,78.17910447761193,5.914121699196326,25.97933409873709,7.010146845296331,1.1363566016073483,535,21,107,6,13,170,88,134,0.033,0.9,0.066,0.493,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,1,6,2,1,0,9,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,17,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,3,1,4,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,13,1,21,13,4,16,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,3,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556064152801385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281220377178759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208241320138554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330372980987388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097882122344897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916906946776768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711842142801853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032419538708954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942532260618185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28318327566860113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831091405264424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002375159012523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090090692814985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237541022223445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588496364287073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301316843325864,0.0,0.2464912245749509,0.1658567874221085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854715220832807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Guigzi,2019/09/24,"Going back to a treatment ? I have been diagnosed as a kid,took ritaline until début high school. It helped but the side effects like anxiety and depression made me quit. Late i school i tried again and it didn't do well. My life is kind of messed up now. I think i have been misdiagnosed as schizophrenic and i think people don't look at the other side of the iceberg with ADD when there is some various symptomes and particularities. i'm on a treatment but After seeing all the positive After treatment stories i began to think maybe my non treated ADD might be a problem in my life more than i thought.so i'm asking myself about a treatment. Do you think i should try a New treatment other than ritaline (try a New molecule ?) How do i explain my therapist i might need to dive more about mu ADD and explain it i think it is a trouble we need to fix and that maybe it is not (or not only) schizophreny ? I feel like people don't look deeper and it is sad. We try A LOT of non ADD related medication without success in my life",5.186889140271493,5.74666768137255,5.974117647058827,80.18083710407244,68.26470588235293,8.629864253393665,31.378582202111613,8.617729084823388,2.388851885369532,813,32,158,12,13,267,109,204,0.139,0.8059999999999999,0.055,-0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,3,9,11,0,0,13,0,19,9,0,3,1,40,38,15,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,3,9,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,5,4,23,6,23,29,6,20,0,2,3,0,7,8,0,5,13,112,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335371451960654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140829196201061,0.0,0.0,0.09383464172729944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051054970060072,0.12385933879093627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170276067224816,0.08717928225614367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935327729013772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179509923356508,0.1289329121169316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270769618829767,0.0,0.0,0.13765677511486393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585832364196459,0.11923679116011475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049513436625352,0.0,0.0,0.10374676299545664,0.0,0.11546909533287658,0.0,0.0,0.2451939591887481,0.0,0.0,0.1229338334043412,0.0,0.2589121382404431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096952706759645,0.0,0.23571744261531424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281040601947772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920246505305905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676760353949585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979545332449066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700465634388016,0.09724325502281912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683738699862726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168790275951015,0.0,0.3909640838531681,0.0,0.09687932913444536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558141550661187,0.3314053387405368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972091634364284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763394959491295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Waynny,2019/09/24,"Question about Ritalin Hi everyone, I have been lurking here somewhat since my therapist suggested I might have ADHD and referred me to a psychiatrist. Psychiatrists at my area can only prescribe Ritalin and I started on the treatment of 10mg twice a day last week. I went back to my doc and he switched it up to 20mg twice a day when I told him I did not feel any other effect other than feeling sleepy. So... I just took my second 20mg dose (early evening here) and I just feel jittery. Is that a sign that I am taking too much or should I just push through it for the next few days? Thank you so much for your help in advance! I don't really have a family or friends that are familiar with this and am sort of trying to figure out all this by myself with assistance from the doc and the therapist.",5.079689440993789,5.406110167701867,5.933720496894412,81.19660559006212,68.44099378881987,9.42136645962733,31.00683229813665,9.3871,2.592820621118013,631,24,128,12,10,208,107,161,0.01,0.9209999999999999,0.068,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,13,2,0,0,9,0,13,3,0,1,1,28,22,11,0,1,6,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,5,3,20,2,20,15,5,20,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,6,10,99,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497016695332055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216395368667657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375420279013508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460741874767686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181436993685678,0.0,0.0,0.17092048398660278,0.0,0.0,0.16862521663436789,0.0,0.271330161454765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819656688402948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989456786835807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580508483783552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975561629658244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629839604983336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902330942022101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604071182330596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003783066788923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145904008866511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796530579109207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660698342809176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448997299849627,0.0,0.0,0.16468190525967058,0.0,0.4153698701438692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092048398660278,0.1987340974638125,0.12144278890139955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348085165104574,0.0,0.0,0.1658167400464155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tatsubaki,2019/09/24,"That moment when I feel totally free from ADHD is.... ....during I feel the most psychopathic (no, not the bloodlusted, impulsive low-functioning one but with total self-control, just not too much emotion present) Seriously, what the hell? Although to be honest, I'm not complaining. Not at all. My only meds is Modafinil which doesn't work in itself unless I pair it with meditation. The more concentration I have, the less I feel. But it doesn't feel that bad. I mean it doesn't feel bad at all.",2.982717391304348,5.716908358695655,4.030608695652177,82.55134782608697,79.54347826086956,7.593043478260872,24.417391304347824,8.548686976883017,1.97074,387,14,72,9,10,125,62,92,0.087,0.748,0.166,0.774,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,4,21,14,5,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,0,5,7,3,8,13,8,6,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,3,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743816073151445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38550205126815457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589191380366714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596764155097945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836262616643364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514645239462757,0.2564235301667153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970212038396496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643067966378138,0.1755726639085675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408280437929735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680623500410717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Inori_i,2019/09/24,"Memory problems + In need of desperate study help. I've seen a lot of people (including myself) complain about having a shitty memory, and forgetting things, tasks and dates, and stuff; but I still haven't seen a single post that talks about how someone can improve their working memory. Tbh, is there any way that I can improve my memory? Personally, I don't have a problem with losing my stuff, since I always keep a "" bag of essentials "" close to me, which has stuff like my watch, my tablet and laptop, my stationery, keys, snacks, and a Rubiks cube. It keeps me away from over-cluttering, and it's easy to manage. At least I don't have trouble remembering where I kept my stuff. I'll even use my bad to keep some of my important stuff temporarily, and maybe sort it out whenever I feel like it or remember to do it. My biggest problem, on the other hand, is my ability to remember things that I need for a short period, like dates and numbers. I tried making a lock-screen wallpaper for my phone where I made a list of all the dates of stuff that I need to do, and included some details about what they are. E.g. NUMS Re-test: 6 Oct. It helped me a bit to some extent, so I thought I'd share it with you guys. It worked a bit, but it doesn't fix my issue for remembering things, like cramming for an exam, where I know I won't be given the luxury of checking my phone. Do you guys have any study tips that can help me remember or cram my study material? TL;DR: I talk about how I've always seen people complain about ADHD peeps having poor memory, but barely seen people make attempts on listing suggestions to improve our memory retaining capacity by a bit. I talk about my "" bag of essentials "", and how I made a lock screen wallpaper for remembering dates, but I still need help for remembering my coursework.",8.015324283559579,6.637383792022796,8.229304508128044,72.83720965309202,62.931623931623925,12.019507290095527,33.75247192894252,11.088447113337141,3.5435415116473936,1425,46,274,33,17,469,170,351,0.064,0.773,0.163,0.9890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,2,2,4,17,13,0,0,17,0,21,2,1,8,1,57,42,20,0,7,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,26,14,1,5,10,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,9,8,44,5,38,31,11,21,0,1,6,0,21,12,0,7,11,180,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439665718684419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686544900831013,0.0,0.0,0.09551065097828304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597858500610143,0.0,0.05863484024677645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300021376918656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046382869938226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03550780858772423,0.05016866722721219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390673408960842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882810231086224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329652815079095,0.0,0.18725729592933751,0.0,0.0,0.03859375668068845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723331374481088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785636762057641,0.0,0.059702680429589365,0.0,0.1328969559937869,0.0937513033988004,0.0,0.07055032931173323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828343034632876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605526583133874,0.0613176552005201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725602164722122,0.0,0.0,0.20158717392328093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568576846769835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809074517353384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059501311659034176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112163357355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823441083191464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933229178540124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996286658583842,0.0,0.0,0.05575070932863799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767808281486468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060651747707220184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574123984895038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224909583478634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,clabkrussy,2019/09/24,"I want to get help, but I'm worried I'll be dismissed I've just finished my first month of computer engineering school. Yay me! Unfortunately, the novelty of a new place has worn off and my mind has started to shit itself once more. My goals of keeping myself and my space organized, grades up, staying in shape, as well as staying in contact with my family and friends are seeming to get more and more impossible, and the anxiety from all that is feeding directly back into making it seem even more impossible. I want to get in touch with the counseling network at my school here and get CBT as well as possibly medication. My biggest concerns are: * will my parents find out that I have started medication/therapy for the condition they have tip-toed around for years? I am on Tricare courtesy of my dad. * will the school think I'm just another kid trying to get amphetamines to sell to his communications major friends for like 10 bucks a pill so they can write a comp 150 paper at 3 in the morning? * will the school need to speak with one of my family members to look into past behavior, or will a long term friend suffice? * what if im just crazy and don't have a disorder? For background, parents never tested me for attention disorders because they didn't want that influencing my attitude towards life. They did, however get me tested for autism. I do not have autism. They've never blamed my shortcomings on me, but rather ""my intelligence."" I have realized recently that that's fucking bullshit. Not living up to potential in school simply because I couldn't keep track of assignments or pay attention in class wasn't because I'm smart. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy being the way I am, but the impulsivity, addictive tendencies, and overall ""meh"" cognition is really fucking obtrusive in my life and pretty much everything I do and I would love to get some help.",4.964721653704462,6.995911054441258,5.906028448628735,74.91956661891119,70.26074498567336,9.684854686860419,32.5215923045436,10.041961382958581,3.638197625869832,1494,70,261,41,28,492,191,349,0.076,0.757,0.16699999999999998,0.988,3,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,4,2,11,14,3,0,14,1,29,10,1,2,3,52,57,21,0,8,12,3,1,1,3,5,5,1,0,1,8,17,1,2,7,0,3,0,9,4,2,2,4,3,36,10,50,45,9,40,0,0,1,3,18,23,3,6,15,176,44,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731266804489884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360275321799576,0.06828793121159484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946529956414136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863972786206254,0.0,0.16324642346129226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461219707582187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895907961377514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022615546457784,0.0,0.16830330564510573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158713111243418,0.07592926435452611,0.0,0.0,0.20689911775609235,0.16504919714461455,0.3731006873759295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966568526277872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642215411162583,0.0,0.0,0.1586867139191995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261018507366604,0.04361065777903839,0.0,0.07882315045906549,0.07899723719128415,0.07496061260000372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056567918335339,0.0,0.059585473778861975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992568964494906,0.0,0.0,0.0901327980746097,0.0,0.07125094145180623,0.0,0.06562047890423657,0.06618930312189876,0.13769425048542128,0.0862132620513292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506493891183176,0.0604886732801395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982377453044463,0.0,0.08521410525909441,0.0,0.0,0.09326354123449523,0.0,0.0,0.10063353913330188,0.0,0.0908151955146866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057185822053646876,0.0,0.08813900000143303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517077083690103,0.0,0.16252807918735385,0.0,0.0,0.09162984427016316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263652866042341,0.19029048129980028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208298053082483,0.0,0.0,0.05719778500889128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606054753459114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795347145271632,0.07085486953269148,0.0,0.0,0.16052096965406135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065353862756126,0.0,0.0634117132310405,0.09759790836348567,0.0,0.05748411259272111 adhd,CurrentMorning,2019/09/24,"Starting bupropion After getting diagnosed with a combination of ADHD, mild depression, and mild anxiety, my psychiatrist decided to start me on Wellbutrin and Trazodone to try out. I've read mixed things about Wellbutrin and anti-depressants in general so I have a lot of reservations about taking it. I know that Wellbutrin, according to my psychiatrist and what I've read online, tends to be on the milder side of anti-depressants as it's a NDRI. And I'm aware that many anti-depressants require a titration period before they fully work and I know that withdrawal symptoms are always a possibility with anti-depressants when you stop taking them. That being said, would there be any adverse effects to trying out Wellbutrin for just a day or even just for a week? I've read too many stories of people taking it consistently for a short period of time and stopping abruptly only to experience 'not feeling normal' unless they're on the medication. Any personal experience or advice would be appreciated.",10.345618686868686,10.147786920454552,10.340075757575756,55.75997474747476,57.63636363636364,13.504040404040403,41.71464646464647,12.650343791298138,5.8806547979797985,822,39,115,25,9,273,106,176,0.079,0.894,0.027000000000000003,-0.7697,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,3,9,2,0,0,10,0,8,3,0,1,0,30,20,13,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,9,11,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,27,13,1,20,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,12,81,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484903126422138,0.11777677573038248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028742631142212,0.0,0.0,0.16392385351224562,0.0,0.09220218806033004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025588911677588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777294070025502,0.0,0.5190450562675252,0.1223315227144126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960639676678685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579543747978501,0.0,0.0,0.060941651573481914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296994785996833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324760589905499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246703734909827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443892325461224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141743351994605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809005378781062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166558131938314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355766871931494,0.1052388003416489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587514419780564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616763500618377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464798528016075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061808306476867,0.0,0.0,0.2015305452700692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252728364297933,0.27186203434191314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007223000566269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027977737587375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636587120501498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966788213507428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774448522600982,0.0,0.0,0.17123666231562115,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TippyCanoe4,2019/09/24,"In my experience, in order to have self improvement you must first have self reflection. In order to have self reflection, you must first not have ADHD. However, in the three years since discovering cannabis at 35 years old, I've been making up for lost time.",7.147375886524824,8.207011255319152,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,64.1063829787234,11.373049645390072,30.56028368794326,11.20814326018867,3.572126241134752,207,7,37,6,3,65,32,47,0.047,0.892,0.061,0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,2,6,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,9,5,0,14,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653608828560472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598655136646064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756278355628711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410312727080265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738693135519593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316943702929332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6910333691900705,0.0,0.0,0.18264954962478655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287513185874848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843782693802575 adhd,NightOverlord,2019/09/24,"Is Anger Driven Normal so im trying to find out if its common for those of us with ADD to only be able to keep with a project, (cleaning, creative projects, building stuff) when angry.",6.41,6.074862222222228,6.18,82.81500000000003,65.66666666666667,7.2,31.88888888888889,3.1291,1.4834888888888886,144,5,27,0,2,45,33,36,0.171,0.758,0.071,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,18,4,2,0.3420140817344791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125946745977974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36943389818432704,0.0,0.0,0.3039978304434215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351011836344552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601171209038467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915242974338349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322051111037624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114008292433977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kingjia90,2019/09/24,"Feeling good after going Dairy free Hi, I would like to share my current situation, I feel I found a ""cure"" that works for me, simply by eliminating dairy from my diet. Anybody else wants to try elimination diet and find if it works? I have some studies here that may confirm a link between the two: http://www.bachflower.com/study-on-milk-and-adhd/ https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.godairyfree.org/news/nutrition-headlines/diet-change-improves-behavior-in-adhd-kids/amp I've also fasted for a while, because I have a newborn and I had some trouble to get used to take care of myself (eating regularly and peacefully) while taking care of him",12.561244239631336,16.113266752688173,8.369923195084489,58.71774193548389,53.516129032258064,8.325038402457759,30.4900153609831,8.841846274778883,2.6784144393241163,540,16,67,7,7,148,68,93,0.027999999999999997,0.775,0.19699999999999998,0.9337,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,15,16,7,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,11,7,12,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,6,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342012998115203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446205035301202,0.0,0.3914584016928697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101197509467203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683600219288613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484532860362227,0.15090604054691648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826794704453273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510661063313836,0.0,0.0,0.19806834227973907,0.0,0.0,0.09437975860531513,0.0,0.10266493614692178,0.15151677956990825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825421111395555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305298321926615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716456981691028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264635958805828,0.0,0.17646429385116874,0.0,0.0,0.15601961362055305,0.0,0.0,0.10654932934360613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630239857588668,0.0,0.0,0.12832529963076508,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Muzzy5000,2019/09/24,"New guys posts post Greetings fellow humans (and maybe non-humans!) I am new here. I am well into my 40's and only found out about my ADD a 1 and half ago. So looking for a community. Hopefully to share thoughts and ideas. :-)",0.32266666666666666,2.728322488888889,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.77777777777777,4.777777777777779,18.61111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.06411111111111101,172,5,36,2,6,57,36,45,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,3,5,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915217389293984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710720841777098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447939957520945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555259241614785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790896427933427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760875079515745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483731536471994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775475283789536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802757874299644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735510198534682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962709406052236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222871240669757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bigsmellypoopy,2019/09/24,"New school for final year on high school I got kicked out of the school I went to for grades 9-11. I won’t go into the details, but it was for drugs etc. Feeling nostalgic tonight, and just kinda sad that I won’t be graduating with the kids that I’ve become great friends with, familiar faces that I’d known for 3 years. Sure, I’ve made new friends here but.. it’s not the same. And while I hated the administration at my old school, it feels so weird that I’ll be graduating at this new school, going to prom here, etc. It just feels wrong Sorry for the useless rambling. Just needed to get it off my chest. Wish I hadn’t been such a dumbass last year. Not sure if this fits the sub.. sorry if it doesn’t",1.0604081632653075,3.1395293265306137,2.359891156462588,95.59820408163269,82.26530612244899,5.552653061224492,18.643537414965987,6.742157984588678,-0.1469842176870748,549,13,128,6,15,176,88,147,0.183,0.684,0.133,-0.8055,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,8,0,8,3,2,1,2,26,20,8,0,4,9,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,6,3,8,5,17,10,3,22,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,3,11,72,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031437535798834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683481566748307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631875316807452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898293621072622,0.0,0.0,0.12925593808206065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232272580775574,0.0,0.0616466509084991,0.0,0.13411667019958268,0.0,0.09437005404900202,0.13008807549421622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649399643822947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466644351872096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618032163770544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164815263319784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749056759193234,0.0,0.3418761132866758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381416322819415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970778045218684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641677709770324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224146558327572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938100964254947,0.0,0.0,0.13568651951071467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900719596308402,0.0,0.2279515299772856 adhd,SpottedOrca,2019/09/24,"Meds and anxiety and my shitty day Sorry for the shitty writing tl;dr got locked out of my dorm took meds late on an empty stomach which caused sever anxiety over very little and easily accomplishable things. Ate something later instantly felt better. Honestly I had a shit day today (now yesterday since its 12am and I just remembered I wanted write this) I got locked out of my room this morning (18 first year in college) because I forgot to check the lock when I left for the showers. I had to use my friends phone to call campo while in a towel and still wet. when the cop came it was 9 am and I had a class to go to at 9:30. to walk to the dining hall is about 10 minutes and I usually take 20 ish minutes to eat so i didn't have time to go do that so I take my meds on an empty stomach. I haven't done this in a while and frankly I'm proud of myself for it. I then go to class. I get out of my classes at 11:20 and I'm unbelievably anxious. Like legs bouncing at the speed of sound anxious. I told myself it was because of the school work I needed to do. So I go back to my dorm sit down and make a plan. The plan is only two things long and they're super easy. Still overly anxious. I then go to a planning workshop my school holds. Validates my plan. Still anxious. after thats over I have time in between then and class to get a quick bite to eat. When Im done eating I almost instantly felt better and accomplished my work. Moral of the story, take your meds on a full stomach or eat shortly after taking them.",0.9956862745098044,3.2184187619047653,2.7826003734827296,91.61418067226893,83.60317460317461,5.356676003734829,20.69327731092437,6.661559191721324,0.3492969187675068,1190,36,251,13,34,394,160,315,0.09,0.8079999999999999,0.102,0.7901,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,13,14,8,1,0,19,0,16,11,5,3,0,32,42,25,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,12,17,6,2,3,0,1,8,2,1,0,2,17,4,34,7,46,25,1,61,1,0,0,0,8,23,1,2,30,162,46,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575553418600929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310278829721794,0.38699278896048667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585144746649975,0.0,0.10441002233437696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151482260452425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744744903172379,0.09794871116907757,0.0,0.08797530111234951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104607152876128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527777247869264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505221310797789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445459568792276,0.0,0.0,0.07284486868683519,0.0,0.0,0.06616482324036542,0.0,0.08948615138679213,0.0,0.2433543525094745,0.0,0.13698737593293134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925052970613231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660502483963736,0.0,0.0930475082327736,0.0,0.0,0.041839107309501945,0.08583322279071808,0.0,0.07578821444855527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716499494579031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805044721661989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350056378625292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513265744753267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970127974638044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334338205798971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674819724012168,0.08790766024664262,0.07084183438210725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592942919524783,0.0,0.09586634795558308,0.0,0.0,0.20517531566710212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575608205524929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379008463051267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987409885860192,0.0,0.08117618088062771,0.08183216027805815,0.0951485751564374,0.0,0.0,0.08365729446271204,0.0,0.0,0.07396498449494528,0.0943197502895432,0.07066151151645224,0.05051236386223471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469307272973827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514899517324782 adhd,goldenkumara,2019/09/24,"I didn’t get diagnosed until college. How do I work through the resentment I feel towards my parents for not picking it up earlier? Pretty much what the title says. I’m kinda upset right now so sorry if this is a bit rambly. My whole childhood I was told by my parents that I didn’t work hard enough on “time management skills” but was never given any support for it other than being scolded for procrastinating. I got diagnosed last year after being referred to a psychiatrist by my GP. He said I’m pretty much a textbook case and agreed that the symptoms I’ve shown throughout my life are caused by my ADHD. Since then I have been on meds and realised how to feels to be “normal” and that I wasn’t lazy like I’d been told. It’s been life-changing to be able to actually focus on things that are important. My grades quickly improved and overall quality of life became much better. Knowing how different my life is now that I’m medicated, it makes me really sad that it took this long to get a diagnosis. And honestly, I feel a lot of anger towards my parents for never exploring the possibility that there was something wrong. They had the money and resources, and often hand out ‘armchair psychologist’ diagnoses to family/friends we discuss, so it’s not like they’re totally oblivious to what ADHD is. So why didn’t they ever try harder to help me? Isn’t that their job as my parents? Maybe it’s unfair to blame them, but I don’t know where else to direct it after spending so long blaming myself. I was never a bad kid. I always tried to do the right thing. Why couldn’t they see how hard I was trying? I’ve been trying really hard to focus on the future instead of dwelling on the past. But I can’t get over this feeling deep down that I resent them for this. If I’d been medicated earlier in life, or even just known that I wasn’t alone and that I wasn’t just lazy, I could have been spared so much frustration and setbacks. What can I do to help myself let go and move on?",4.939105818039828,5.7064459796954345,5.983451776649747,79.1548613822726,68.8984771573604,8.701132370167903,29.367044123389306,8.841846274778883,2.2809311987504883,1572,56,301,26,26,523,197,394,0.131,0.753,0.11599999999999999,-0.6791,6,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,6,4,20,14,4,2,14,0,39,11,1,7,5,49,61,28,0,5,10,4,8,2,0,0,10,2,0,1,29,12,0,0,9,0,2,4,15,9,0,0,24,11,40,5,44,30,9,40,0,1,1,0,20,17,0,6,21,216,69,8,0.08158109586952877,0.0,0.07961138135410131,0.0,0.19608924725114266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449341174962534,0.0,0.0,0.06788200708877867,0.0,0.0,0.055477942726259916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811680740640555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215184967916287,0.08906542737094321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380625800511969,0.08630198216268141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513586673763055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484092851169836,0.0,0.08523488153251912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815053734141342,0.0,0.0,0.08429508003477443,0.0,0.0538835444121841,0.07379477181987168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649994132371834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302935229813976,0.0,0.12786826636880858,0.0,0.046364416819745284,0.0,0.06524785494180031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924191321646466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109364177811298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095664948090778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966967351983739,0.06649948161748527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342219781494517,0.2881157032614157,0.07971280524305706,0.0,0.0,0.14439340527432118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935733034067733,0.0,0.0,0.054456014980501836,0.0,0.08195917604550852,0.0,0.09061820636947496,0.16436874264393347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867077940976745,0.2398859692212092,0.0,0.18876111134883092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799321526453952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36234460996530543,0.0,0.07787838710087595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197042780799504,0.0,0.16599460686538595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452587803473813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933962024208565,0.0776023040548971,0.06487656186087387,0.0,0.0,0.06500957106792582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748472553905742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280511329209418,0.0,0.09132335768324384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257726081301616,0.0,0.08479399545215087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839771015720333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047570593059316484,0.0,0.0,0.15590846636878522,0.0906395992688516,0.2215528358865334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472284997890241,0.09108238010943506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878401883835868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919612151834651,0.0,0.05253555099868272 adhd,sevven_,2019/09/24,"My brain gets so overwhelmed it just stops So, I’m a university student and whenever I have a lot of things to do at once or a lot of information I need to take in it’s like my brain just stops processing altogether and I can’t bring myself to do any of the things I need to do. I also become more impulsive in other things like spending money or just being dumb and it takes a lot to knock me out of it. Usually when I do finally get knocked back into doing things it’s so close to the date of things that are due I end up doing them half assed. It’s a frustrating cycle because I know I could pull out some really good grades if I could just like, stay with it! Any tips?",1.9520396270396283,3.4676842447552474,3.9106468531468543,88.25007284382286,77.18181818181819,7.563869463869463,21.706876456876454,8.344100000000001,1.0192149184149182,529,14,119,10,12,180,83,143,0.069,0.838,0.09300000000000001,0.4941,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,2,1,7,0,12,3,3,0,0,27,21,11,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,15,4,19,18,5,20,0,1,0,1,2,8,2,7,12,89,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164923957629348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812144454898967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201138197303637,0.0,0.0887991938177118,0.16088127660654308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325232209006859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326115817539408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902054831170814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595745693481043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522133205861893,0.0,0.0,0.12218124142120132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005652506639076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350128557035566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715307508325886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160251954790693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513399479227752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332005176893267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526503710459486,0.0,0.2435735977050403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190517032056929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838839966568914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043513064246687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sadieclementine,2019/09/24,Why is it that when someone else has to do the exact same thing as me helping them do it is fun and easy but doing it for myself never happens.,3.3367741935483863,3.533671870967744,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,72.2258064516129,6.2,25.177419354838708,3.1291,0.440148387096774,112,3,24,0,2,38,27,31,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39390958981956864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169795990718699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31606205983958063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636792647860768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995327158438404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132689719781371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254898070070165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xSailboats,2019/09/24,"i'm all set up at my new job!! back in May I was offered a really cool entry level teaching job in my field at a university and I got through the interviews just fine (i even sat down and studied and took notes for a few hours) and was told they'd reach back to me before October so I can hop in during the next semester 2 weeks ago (mid september) I started stressing REALLY hard because I was worried they wouldn't reach back out to me - so logically someone in my situation might shoot an email back to the recruiter and ask for an update right?!?! *WRONG* instead of opening my mail I just kept putting it off - I set like 20 reminders and just could not bring myself to write an email for 2 minutes and instead decided to stress about it and feel miserable for like 2 weeks i FINALLY got so mad I just sat down and powered through it and as I was signing in to my laptop I got a text on my phone from the dude asking when's a good time to call me 😅 i immediately replied and asked for a call the next day, now I'm all sorted out and set up! i'm aware most people think it's pathetic that I struggle doing such obviously necessary things and it's such a bummer to me too but hey it worked out this time - for me my ADD is really debilitating when there's a chance of failure and it just bites me :( i'm optimistic though and i have no doubt that I'll go all the way with this job 😁",4.280649750096121,4.431262764705885,5.574780853517876,83.69086024605923,70.14186851211073,9.051980007689352,29.204344482891198,8.998388855275968,2.0714612072279897,1085,38,240,19,18,365,158,289,0.125,0.8170000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9628,4,0,0,1,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,24,12,1,5,17,1,13,0,0,0,4,46,33,23,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,21,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,12,3,31,5,38,16,5,48,0,1,0,0,16,20,0,5,22,156,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082138941900744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189874949385045,0.0,0.0,0.3498283225653357,0.0,0.06933329557946655,0.0,0.09678219520910401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322773119220221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081010119337593,0.0,0.0,0.07335124781822565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512251491851729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750907358487596,0.0,0.0,0.1245938201453741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463961553060146,0.0953975792067681,0.2728986934548224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188641743374227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112008480383954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33860061590570617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113274871566103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206574636844746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984834069750034,0.24192214284096314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885122891961062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433755460123644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858937411307872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713116327597876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784566240660514,0.0,0.0,0.09636937470083813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050395452485475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605717359029913,0.11890308075878593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556210979855575,0.07287836726393995,0.11174646994043927,0.0,0.1326424468087943,0.0,0.0,0.10868101030176346,0.12636649505081687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027949602312987,0.18246664826452716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280222027532674,0.11550590430815075,0.0,0.0,0.12435404987799435,0.0,0.0 adhd,mgarzadc,2019/09/24,Teacher Invents Silent Fidget Pen A friend told me about this pen and this is beyond cool. It was invented by a teacher with ADHD. Check it out on Kickstarter [http://kck.st/2HKxz5P](http://kck.st/2HKxz5P),8.425967741935484,12.81549925806452,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,72.54838709677419,5.680645161290323,27.10483870967742,7.1686216300943375,1.858864516129032,171,6,22,2,4,42,26,31,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6992082031178031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494957350478019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559329751567267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Preastii,2019/09/24,"I'm in high school, pretty sure I have an issue, and I'm not sure how to go about figuring it out. Hi. As stated in the title, I'm in high school and have dealt with a few things all my life that I just generally put off to the side as me being a procrastinator or lazy/forgetful. I know the rules say don't ask for diagnosis, which I wont, but I will list some of the things I'm experiencing just in case i'm completely wrong. * Can't seem to really get anything productive done unless I'm forced. Even if I have no electronics or distractions in my room and have homework to do, I just can't sit down and do it, I always find something else to do or get distracted by. * This also applies to games as well, even if it's a silly example. I can't stand doing anything requiring a grind or any semi-monotonous task, just end up doing something else every time, even if it's a goal I really, REALLY want to reach * In class, many teachers use a ""restroom pass"" system where you can't go use the restroom more than a certain amount of times per semester in order to keep people in class, and 90 percent of these passes I use to take a walk because I can't stand sitting in class anymore * Constant tapping of my legs, shapeless scribbling, or nodding my head * Can't seem to get anything done in class unless I'm listening to music * If I'm playing a computer game or something similar for a long period of time, I get a really strong urge to get up, I almost feel like I'm going to explode in my chair unless I go run a lap &#x200B; Those are some of the things I'm struggling with, and I really want to get help or at least talk to a professional about it just so I can know. I really do not want to talk to my parents about it before a professional if possible because they have a long history of generally putting my grades/chores before emotions, and I feel like they would think I'm making things up in order to slack off. Also, I feel like they would think I'm making it up to get meds/adderall, as they are always suspicious about me using/buying drugs, even though the only things I've ever touched is alcohol and weed very rarely, which I think is normal for someone my age. I don't make my own doctor appointments, and don't really know how it works. Would I be able to set up an appointment independent of my parents, or should I talk to a therapist / psychologist? Also, would there be a phone number I could call that could help me out and guide me a bit? I truly don't know where to go from here, as I know that it would be in my best interest to just get some input from a professional. I think that if I did have ADD/ADHD, it would help me in school as my school provides a little bit of support for people with these conditions, all of which I think I would really benefit from. But obviously, that's only an if. I'm not trying to get diagnosed, I'm just trying to get professional input on what's going on. If I don't have ADD/ADHD, at least I know that I just have to focus up and work harder. Thank you all for helping me out.",7.007073301230607,5.312303203852332,7.926656500802567,75.22007570893527,65.11556982343497,11.260117710005353,32.48416265382558,10.203070172399654,2.9580213376136983,2388,73,493,46,30,814,251,623,0.04,0.8270000000000001,0.133,0.9947,2,0,5,0,0,0,71.0,0,2,4,6,29,19,0,3,30,0,49,7,2,9,8,106,110,45,0,22,32,2,4,3,0,10,5,2,2,0,29,17,1,2,18,3,0,12,16,4,1,0,3,7,58,15,92,91,16,68,0,0,0,0,23,37,0,22,13,328,87,20,0.057621964315845216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385008069258675,0.0,0.0,0.061580355895290005,0.05770007378681859,0.0,0.0,0.13824079213541735,0.095892180620205,0.06243337426201589,0.07001699368204127,0.039184911676126005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057145505117623174,0.0,0.0,0.14225390076717448,0.0,0.05386875824190164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025162923840543,0.0,0.09806409514915007,0.0,0.060470696556790327,0.0,0.12581652214997727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883846808831041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060415533281415315,0.0622688728475766,0.0,0.09201289952858477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848508084776285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058978522128957635,0.0,0.11793455082762175,0.0,0.0,0.06682318484346428,0.0,0.09627151459384492,0.06481695415096163,0.05103595727871362,0.0,0.0,0.15223505593970968,0.052122365643396784,0.04854899015104218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874061895131965,0.12349542846195807,0.0,0.0,0.05266543147478149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30105098096157085,0.0,0.19648734131630155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059136759325164774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449115224813087,0.12176153793012265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060142360089420414,0.0,0.051217049453257286,0.0,0.0,0.1900051478606133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04070009748021748,0.08445354350063876,0.057752346077658376,0.0,0.1019872503241034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538932586813758,0.058419627691345365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564572907280837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764820081471418,0.0,0.0,0.12796474454603501,0.0,0.0,0.07989562954935682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496010690688357,0.0,0.05862225317932146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158519788615218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953128466836252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045823298800259066,0.0,0.2332660167099623,0.0,0.10491374436703202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048822903374473765,0.13308060985442252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060238988172691424,0.0,0.0,0.06538872225445046,0.10861603887949464,0.0,0.043324546023575904,0.13894305670758444,0.0,0.05305056298697106,0.0,0.06690354178320794,0.19140736343462966,0.1846091403032528,0.05661328737762531,0.0,0.10079949232839452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782430627307647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930062893931026,0.0,0.0475441552208604,0.1019607824613052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051809066039662725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389895259243621,0.0,0.0,0.28653093136537844,0.06300057233187596,0.07001699368204127,0.0 adhd,yonic8,2019/09/24,"Food for thought I hadn't thought much of it, but seeing many parents of potential ADHD children this site. The 2 most prevalent things to describe myself as a ""student"" were always they bounce their leg alot AND that they are EXCEPTIONAL bright but they fail to apply 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adhd,ReddIt21442,2019/09/24,I Need Help Does anyone know an adhd medication that will help or at least not worsen ocd and does not cause any negative side effects like loss of appetite or 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adhd,bakedtaiyaki,2019/09/24,"fight or flight ive been looking at RSD posts and articles and honestly i think i have it pretty bad. recently, i just got into an argument with my mom, snapping with an attitude i didn’t even realize i had displayed. she was verbally and physically upset and i just took it as “shes just coming down on me again, what the fuck?!”. i always take certain words in the worst light. she literally only told me “i should change my hairstyle, this new one would look better!” and my brain took it as “that hairstyle is fucking garbage, you dumbass kid.”. its so annoying and im tired of taking things the wrong way and acting out like an asshole. it’s like everyone is threatening me when no one is moving. if anyone is going through the same things and/or is recovering, please give me some advice before my relationship with my mom gets even more muddy. thank you so much!",3.510803212851407,5.753466385542174,4.577807228915663,81.9529357429719,74.90361445783131,8.041124497991968,26.12690763052209,8.841846274778883,2.1557081124497994,684,25,128,15,15,223,116,166,0.185,0.7040000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.9418,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,9,14,4,1,7,0,14,4,1,0,1,26,30,14,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,13,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,8,0,2,8,3,23,6,13,20,5,18,0,0,2,2,12,6,2,3,6,91,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656909898984235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628916962979804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772146990299116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166914077947647,0.0,0.0,0.11892306673636464,0.0,0.0,0.1236038686285524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601523356314306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784456549698685,0.12038843578458795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461659886420934,0.0,0.0,0.13354397483098587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584065221312235,0.0730173583827765,0.1340678220475412,0.07942722620570983,0.0,0.1117765840568635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096173705440574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655659766296546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347216652235012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32736384064812,0.0,0.14853976493156587,0.10273760810464133,0.0,0.0,0.1349783555066429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940616447782255,0.1062916332318892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534114155516993,0.0,0.0,0.13384874616625025,0.14218329586332665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799335500274118,0.15004690885614674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016001300977988,0.0,0.0,0.12866963454678765,0.0,0.0,0.1856969209449976,0.08955075791617867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063031951313075,0.0,0.13354397483098587,0.3105507390424465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110932744471104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927949097539934,0.15280253708470154,0.0,0.0 adhd,modularmercury,2019/09/24,"Weirdly sensitive RSD I know it's pretty common for people with ADHD to also experience rejection sensitive dysphoria (RSD), but does anyone else experience it to the point that they just kinda shut down? Like if someone says they'll be in a group with me but later doesn't (willingly or unwillingly) I usually start crying nonstop afterwards. Or I'll see that my friends are doing stuff without me and end up feeling this weird mix of sadness and guilt that stays with me for the whole day. It's even worse when I see them again later. I can't look them in the eye without struggling to hold back the crushing guilt. I try so hard to be normal but in the end, I just end up feeling like a super toxic person to be around. tl;dr: overly emotional when being left out. adhd thing or something i should look into?",5.904423076923077,6.688880596153848,6.529897435897437,76.03176923076926,66.75641025641025,9.060512820512821,30.343589743589746,9.120678840339163,2.620371282051281,647,23,114,11,10,212,100,156,0.165,0.688,0.147,-0.48700000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,1,10,11,0,3,7,0,11,1,1,0,0,26,19,13,0,3,11,0,3,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,9,15,4,23,12,1,28,0,2,5,0,8,13,0,5,16,83,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271583164783951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088480417009903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095172084513052,0.13946196345547507,0.0,0.1211677854389698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466107676932077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495117127864853,0.08778043496000801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191117892215202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370340483361152,0.15310672962819713,0.3616622509377339,0.0,0.0,0.08990013436688461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26628565509166713,0.0,0.0,0.1376437795833432,0.09723783652759448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515914093021696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192886017446325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748031313270962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788516846647168,0.0,0.0,0.1329940704585818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285981799278234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333600330387785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436233707771728,0.11884701073760015,0.0,0.0,0.12866903675200594,0.0,0.0,0.13847397776232798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824105377958848,0.0,0.0,0.21692593677332564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532654017048173,0.10478501712314912,0.0,0.0,0.09634017626673,0.14507638136191572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422929323977745,0.15581470848583462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042620353303696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241053986353916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990720790061562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196324405939293,0.0,0.2624125931020577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870889553058816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Texas97,2019/09/24,"It feels like somebody else is driving the ship. Long time lurker, first time poster. A little background, for the sake of context. Early 20s, currently unmedicated, but have a history of being medicated before joining the military. Everyday, when I come home, it feels like I’m not in control of my actions. It feels like my impulsivity and lack of focus are dictating my actions far more then I should allow them to. And it creates a sense of hopelessness, like no matter what I do, the ability to be in full control of what I do/say is just out of reach. Is this common, or am I losing it? I’m young, so I’m hoping to get some advice with older individuals who can shed some light on what I’m going through. The worst part is, I know what control felt like, when I was medicated back in high school. I would pay a LOT of money to be allowed back on meds lol. Thanks",3.3794235588972437,5.124324122807022,5.044916457811193,80.64802631578948,73.85380116959064,7.692731829573934,26.83416875522139,8.418075326091056,1.8971116123642435,679,25,132,12,14,230,108,171,0.114,0.695,0.191,0.9003,2,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,5,6,10,0,0,9,1,15,2,0,5,0,27,29,8,0,4,4,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,5,0,3,5,0,2,5,2,3,0,1,2,5,12,7,21,22,8,30,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,5,20,90,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831144932997072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176713604079352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044028876762825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192435301321665,0.0,0.0,0.4762481229462542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182386784902702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470094001349005,0.30334905028834336,0.13590079241211034,0.0,0.0,0.12039402530876238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394891479015213,0.0,0.08044055979009015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954499673697946,0.1419763652035694,0.1405813593004832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778679458185808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457469712775074,0.1418604684624261,0.0,0.1252586266254644,0.0,0.15834728381524246,0.0,0.12033242000736845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721925880948726,0.2851737297090392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532742480572025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125584513148154,0.0,0.14324624302856145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130311203416869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650664625035617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005461000117643,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ForKitup,2019/09/24,My sister got medicated!!! I was recently diagnosed and medicated (so life changing it was unreal) and today my sister finally has a prescription and I am so happy!!! I recognize so much of myself in her and it makes me so sad to see her struggle. She will be able to learn so much more than me and I am so proud of her for it. What a gal,0.3720000000000033,2.573241271428575,3.8367857142857176,83.13946428571431,86.28571428571428,8.071428571428571,21.607142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.897714285714286,259,9,55,8,8,95,44,70,0.083,0.787,0.13,0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,1,0,7,10,11,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,13,2,7,5,3,4,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,47,17,1,0.2433322920774712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574133003074552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469771543541243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665586319823985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461506280227334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590317496620536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718727940851275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624261944679263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902633688251207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577544656986213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402612826000549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193904332447686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438374478424225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306505607913356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ayoooperi,2019/09/24,"Supplement or vitamin advice so right now I’m being prescribed Wellbutrin to treat the anxiety I got from ADHD. I was wondering if any of you had any suggestions about any over-the-counter medications that could somehow effectively treat ADHD or at least minimize the symptoms associated with it, including anxiety.",10.597861635220127,11.479936962264151,10.669811320754722,50.03163522012579,56.73584905660378,15.368553459119502,47.855345911949684,14.06817628641468,7.912640251572329,261,16,34,11,3,87,43,53,0.061,0.7509999999999999,0.188,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,6,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586350364414787,0.22711312884822055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741502605222818,0.0,0.3555934909437616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556436825942024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588340938683745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341335382330577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984810358621684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415680482406199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204402096430606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,coolbutclueless,2019/09/24,"Any advice on how to deal with loud overstimulating social situations? I'm going to a lot of conferences in my life right now. One problem I'm running into is that I'm primarly going to these conferences for social reasons, to meet and get to know people. That said, anytime I actually go to one I can't meaningful socialize because my brain fries. I can be talking to someone but eventually all the voices just turn into a wash of noise that I don't even hear as noise anymore, I try to focus on the person in front of me talking but I can't keep track of what they are saying and I lose all context within minutes of something being said. Its becoming a real problem.",3.659772727272728,5.56480361363637,5.538484848484849,76.72772727272728,73.46969696969697,7.527272727272727,29.424242424242426,8.296473431620573,2.3820060606060607,535,23,94,9,11,184,87,132,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.8566,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,8,3,1,2,2,19,21,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,5,3,3,0,2,2,6,11,0,23,17,3,14,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,1,1,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.1439829714697119,0.0,0.0,0.1441796019277974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033589304554734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632533401903744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994227185963849,0.16295223971712702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470939938967713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211277033312431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745230777090108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708635220791088,0.0,0.25156025648423097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662943252610656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114508049743773,0.0,0.0,0.08108706207896994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421563946529183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650654986078761,0.0,0.12543777467243591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996108635903428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228936341019047,0.12883090275244888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28236193436645435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793890255583882,0.0,0.15170118663950305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260029170746398,0.28069881820093656,0.11733397909425895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658471478695419,0.0,0.4512116902658522,0.12501469064529988,0.11358761374917105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718271618524303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017360302604876,0.16048696488829903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,devilwearspuma,2019/09/24,"my girlfriend is doing homework! she started college this semester before she was able to get her Adderall prescription filled and has spent the first month agonizing over every assignment, on the verge of tears and melting down into rage when she opened her calendar. we've all been there, even a simple paragraph of writing feels like a massive obstacle that can leave you feeling completely defeated. I have ADHD too, but after a year of Adderall and CBT I'm able to manage it well (just got lucky I guess), so I did all the writing assignments for one of her classes, just so she wouldn't fail or drop out. well we finally got to pick up her prescription today, just 10mg extended release for once a day, and she's sitting next to me on the bed happily typing up a worksheet that I was sure I'd have to do, and she's in a good mood about it, despite it being last minute and honestly quite a lot of work. I'm completely blown away at the change just a small dose of this medication has made, and I'm so happy for her, I know that she's going to be okay now.",6.956264541146062,6.120401981042657,7.270056010340372,77.10479103834555,64.73459715639811,10.705902628177512,34.821628608358466,10.018931242160765,3.2708729857819905,842,33,165,16,11,275,136,211,0.05,0.7559999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,5,15,13,1,0,13,1,15,2,0,2,3,31,29,13,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,3,2,2,8,2,21,9,28,18,3,30,0,2,0,0,17,14,0,4,13,113,29,9,0.31738381281034506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071683298790926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909626988577815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503512413961158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787499518079485,0.0,0.33277088925191434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234315137747342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481450752160222,0.0,0.13370477547215875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604787920734677,0.11336952964399745,0.0,0.17383922666776208,0.0,0.1349832545204418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290997132980715,0.0,0.09018826746647776,0.13310324200615556,0.2538408286675116,0.0,0.1748170259890212,0.0,0.0,0.1689304852323153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721292160839543,0.1293550840468186,0.0,0.1680318155806553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752884963175491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349141839494019,0.0,0.15015811885034874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986540046791387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266663656835093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687706427823272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690017011779611,0.10753374275896307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878837623476706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232294813634086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956524374530528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042137191452526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28536616398010284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552959787444901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021923848064053 adhd,magnelectro,2019/09/24,Guanfacine for ADD? Experiences? Has anyone tried Guanfacine for ADD? What was your experience?,6.5614285714285705,8.504857285714287,5.160714285714288,64.2967857142857,119.0,7.114285714285713,32.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,4.078057142857143,78,4,9,2,4,23,11,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199075514159738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8950817073455102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31062500820520306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Whoopiauberg,2019/09/24,"Small vent session So I'm 24, and just completed my diagnostic test for ADHD. I get the results back next week and as dumb as it sounds, I am so scared I did too well on the testing and will be told I don't actually have it. When I look at the posts that you all make, and when I read about symptoms online I feel like I'm reading about my life. I've struggled for so long and now I feel like I know the reason why. I'm so afraid that I won't get an official diagnosis and will be left to just continue struggling. I can never focus at work, my memory is so poor, I hop from task to task and hobby to hobby without completing anything. Being in the military is no help because people don't understand why I can't just buckle down and get things done. I don't want to live my life feeling like a failure anymore, I just want to take a step in the right direction.",3.0642857142857127,3.925265428571429,4.782087912087913,85.71291208791209,73.28571428571428,8.017582417582418,26.637362637362642,8.384062270229773,1.6152505494505496,676,23,148,11,13,230,108,182,0.135,0.7879999999999999,0.077,-0.8854,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,17,9,1,4,9,0,17,3,0,3,2,25,34,17,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,2,1,1,8,5,1,0,3,5,20,4,19,25,1,20,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,12,96,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.13214479688562314,0.0,0.16274164138795005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342945720996888,0.0,0.0,0.11143440878810143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041252174556554,0.0,0.08254728406423828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28395857814195963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857581630055602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540857579923774,0.2902199514630205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122451061647416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076533290608853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074420143153744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471280040332183,0.0,0.19129421165395644,0.19846972151836084,0.0,0.11957328412757802,0.11983737053078812,0.11371388451990855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039007886060436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443983550605204,0.0,0.14401461577456334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387920677996796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968944174957742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709018364225909,0.0,0.0,0.1392284260503826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564304940967896,0.0,0.0,0.13557331066997064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831287998493864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074727903923848,0.1018146809215114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996322603597398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939414108024866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409710340272868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597416935756825,0.0,0.10862116188662828,0.0,0.12175369419449472,0.0,0.24438063841475244,0.0,0.0,0.13053452708153093,0.0,0.09858320365549277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cthulhu_8,2019/09/24,"I'm done everything I can think of I know how it is so I'll keep it as short as possible and put my problems in bullet point • I can't clean my room read a book or watch a show or play videogames without somebody helping or forcing me to • I go to the only doctors my company will allow • I talk about my problems say that I might have ADHD to the 1st doctor •I took the online quiz where you have to hit space on every letter but X apparently I passed and I just have anxiety and depression • I spend the next 5 months (started May15) taking online quiz after online quiz with months in between appointments • 1st doctor still says I'm depressed and anxious but doesn't prescribe me anything but says would you like to try medication and I say yes then I just get another quiz survey thing • Eventually 1st doctor finally says maybe it'd be best to have second opinion • Doctor number 2 prescribes me busPIRone •2 more months later • Nothing's changed just more tired 2nd doctor ask me from left eye dominant and Voila all my Dyslexia and trouble reading are solved because I've just been reading with my right eye??? And all my other inattentive problems is just me not adhd ●and here we are I can't go to another place to get a second opinion and I don't even know if I have ADHD because 2 doctors and a online quiz say I'm not so I just don't know anymore... I don't know what to do I wanna get better I just don't know...",0.8580927929580078,3.3913747038327564,2.6502998349532376,89.51332981844858,89.41811846689896,4.9722721437740685,22.535209976159912,6.5966054737557815,0.7797163763066206,1128,43,219,14,38,372,154,287,0.11599999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.084,-0.8423,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,2,15,10,0,0,8,1,25,11,2,2,2,49,45,23,0,6,17,0,0,1,0,3,9,6,2,0,7,13,0,1,6,6,1,5,10,6,0,2,3,9,33,4,23,36,5,26,0,2,3,0,13,11,0,7,11,136,40,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824701553991993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430531392395195,0.059934508276735125,0.08850872801598203,0.07769822221844866,0.0,0.0,0.06447211768448992,0.0,0.07324297405187145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551804098220072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221933832071257,0.06929070810670215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287972493643704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495866367296744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613334620704511,0.0,0.08017520291907962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174682235066005,0.0,0.06600992007110015,0.0,0.07041237145995075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858242603305541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279772120145528,0.0,0.0890517231832584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251370100523279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963756259746882,0.0,0.0,0.21528468090266767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512320470736506,0.0,0.0,0.038275919086092285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870913038664923,0.0,0.0,0.07892539566934759,0.0,0.08311277045681947,0.0,0.0,0.18760519162323225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332190530269729,0.0,0.0,0.07517514104256716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059585695934715764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185493958978493,0.0,0.07406233409690212,0.08832339151428173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489974620097,0.0,0.07875941230637189,0.0,0.0,0.23510173296643316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669070924503366,0.0,0.3738235067450905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055453732317691885,0.0,0.06256725096007575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890647387794438,0.06297158148341768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052049629547520855,0.05020098073265746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900472509959901,0.0,0.0,0.08704533624257486,0.05319182027172385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552278944551921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055654780926244304,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lucidfluke,2019/09/24,"I need help keeping my son focused Any advice I can get on keeping my son with ADHD focused on evening activities would be so appreciated. All we do is fight. I'm at my wits end. He is so awesome but just can't control himself once his medication wears off. I know that he can't help what he's doing, but when I have told him to stop what he's doing, or to do something specific 30 times in a row, and he still hasn't heard a word coming out of my mouth I end up yelling. Then everyone looks at me like I'm a crazy bitch. Ugh. Like no one heard me say ""get your towel and get in the shower"" 25 fucking times before I raised my voice like a psycho? Then 15 minutes later he needs me to bring him his towel... Does anyone have any tips or tricks I can teach him? He is 9 and a half. Anything is appreciated!",1.8369674185463647,3.198758883040938,3.8028111946533016,89.55328947368423,77.12865497076024,6.289223057644111,23.325396825396822,6.868970318607317,0.5718484544695072,623,19,142,6,14,212,106,171,0.114,0.72,0.16699999999999998,0.8707,3,0,1,0,2,0,19.0,1,1,0,1,6,8,4,0,6,0,17,4,2,1,1,22,34,12,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,3,6,23,3,14,29,1,21,0,0,1,1,24,9,2,2,13,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032494391404534,0.1652621588287008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300148713271745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825267355160185,0.0,0.13917139395895656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439087091351686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456819510631113,0.0,0.0,0.18968252042158726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479980983817578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995803395845006,0.0,0.0,0.11170220023997067,0.0,0.0,0.161601458473237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563487641739465,0.26507474313506496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267152137489131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006433480600664,0.0,0.0,0.0929439584592434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478705464743804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201825085478714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037066143567609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508007533190543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180107337354856,0.11460012502314695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449105441967782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019687954048578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350594930805009,0.14139193730986635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972305262919709,0.0,0.0,0.161601458473237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013803362083635,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tangleduplife,2019/09/24,"Criminally ADHD I went to the store today and went through self-checkout. I scanned all my things, bagged all my things, loaded them back in the cart and went out to my car. My daughter got in the car. I popped the truck and was loading stuff in when my brain went, "" hey, wait a minute...."" I had not paid for anything. Groceries back in the cart, daughter out of the car, all of us back in the store where the self-checkout (thankfuly) was asking if I want to continue. It's only Monday, ya'll.",2.36187857961054,4.427835268041235,2.846323024054985,93.85225658648342,77.76288659793816,5.548224513172968,23.14891179839633,6.42735559955562,0.3994155784650628,379,12,81,3,9,117,56,97,0.0,0.985,0.015,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,9,0,3,1,1,0,3,12,12,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,9,1,12,0,14,3,3,22,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,7,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415620309428525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979228425011894,0.0,0.15880977724493847,0.0,0.0,0.39186914045136456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896361839092627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586419971212393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919725367344034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544324175864021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446572297551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571421166675434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102121492469254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433817317573166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019641364719836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299016563484211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LaserPopTartCat,2019/09/24,I’m so happy I just finished my homework as soon as I got home without any distractions!,6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,7.1633333333333375,75.765,66.22222222222223,9.422222222222222,40.22222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.7301555555555552,71,4,13,1,1,24,15,18,0.0,0.6829999999999999,0.317,0.7206,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329857809945579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916260565612311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212524723606391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491169184455277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720150355414573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kmalynn,2019/09/24,"To medicate or not Hello everyone. I am a mom of a 9 year old with adhd. Diagnosed last year but has struggled in every year of school. We are doing the occupational therapy thing, the iep and 504 thing. I can’t help but think he is going to need to try medication to help him. He says “my Brain is hard to control” I’m looking for opinions from kids with adhd. Did meds help you? Did you wish you had them sooner? My husband is very reluctant due to his own experience with adderall. I have an open mind and wish he would have the same. Thanks in advance. I wanna do right by my kid.",1.4579971988795537,3.5985669495798334,3.54808823529412,87.28723039215687,81.18487394957984,6.655742296918768,22.521708683473392,7.793537801064563,1.0807977591036408,453,15,96,8,12,154,84,119,0.057999999999999996,0.773,0.168,0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,1,2,0,2,0,1,6,0,15,4,1,1,0,21,23,5,0,5,4,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,14,1,17,19,2,12,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,2,6,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534576855488209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415951522649286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493217629729995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492554575992515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389829399120228,0.1405152155273417,0.0,0.1438458180685861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835734732559768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173039029780434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956990991068165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198676275839278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348728356917266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334246747817732,0.2962803731766377,0.0,0.0,0.14848136919737168,0.1722264171137122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903775943607256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430713637408558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558225493349234,0.0,0.11694225829904993,0.0,0.14882524552298645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537314750138518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538642573016396,0.16816764867788275,0.0,0.19539064119046815,0.09422547191031333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983917233734947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133392894045734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382068371560443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446206269888683,0.0,0.0,0.2840914714906925 adhd,turntbacon,2019/08/25,"Fevers reduce my ADHD symptoms to the point where they are almost non-existent, anyone experience the same thing? As long as I can remember, I've always been distinctly aware of when I have a fever because of the strange clear-headedness I always get. I take stimulant medications daily to combat my ADHD and the clarity I get from a fever is more effective than my meds. It almost makes getting sick enjoyable lol. I have anxiety in addition to ADHD and that seems to greatly diminish as well. I didn't find a whole lot about this online so I was hoping that maybe some people in this subreddit experience the same thing and/or know why this happens. TL;DR- Fevers make my ADHD symptoms diminish greatly, to the point where it almost feels like I'm cured.",6.8699206349206365,7.916507357142862,7.2495238095238115,70.79325396825398,64.71428571428572,10.793650793650794,32.698412698412696,10.746095033038511,3.8250317460317462,610,24,100,16,9,199,90,140,0.063,0.799,0.138,0.889,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,9,1,8,8,0,4,1,21,20,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,13,6,15,17,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,3,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601916029778784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350067601164382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392664767444068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914607691329134,0.0,0.0,0.08148135000204634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103636012737158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279798196505061,0.0,0.0,0.058921694513777385,0.0832499385937072,0.0,0.0,0.10650743896088194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826482841647193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569521991235296,0.0,0.0,0.10304818752977256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574181146828046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640425199899481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569312759023702,0.0,0.0,0.10312647722143913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907069002118336,0.0,0.0,0.15557101040142282,0.0,0.11707128986240732,0.0,0.12943993359330047,0.11739296100111235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078808669348951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031936931209184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320071744747356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060856610439039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422411473404364,0.08761698730833528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483635095585624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477557639458368,0.0,0.1051513156088688,0.13010296391009152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SageLukahn,2019/08/25,"I was prescribe adderall this week. Had some strange side effects, a possible weird reaction to hunger? It definitely doesn't get me wired, so I guess the doctors are right. In general it makes me feel calmer in a weird way. But yesterday I didn't feel calm at all, and I couldn't put my finger on it. My heart wasn't really racing, but definitely felt like it was beating ""heavily"" if that makes any sense. I went out for a workout bike ride but cut it short because of my odd feeling heart, just in case. Today though, I took my stuff as normal, and started feeling that relaxed feeling again... for awhile. Then later in the afternoon I got that weird heavy heart beat feeling again... Until I ate. Is this just a weird reaction to hunger? I don't feel hungry in the way I used to, and in fact I've begun to lose weight so I know I'm gonna have to force myself to stick to a meal plan more strictly, but this just seems like a weird way for my body to tell me it's hungry. Anybody else have this feeling instead of hunger while on this medication?",3.5463571428571434,4.932344528571433,4.250654761904766,87.96455357142858,72.76190476190476,7.345238095238094,26.458333333333336,7.865858978985527,1.3841190476190484,821,28,172,11,16,262,121,210,0.147,0.731,0.12300000000000001,-0.4975,0,0,0,1,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,9,11,1,0,9,0,12,13,5,4,2,34,35,15,0,3,8,0,11,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,15,4,6,0,12,3,0,4,5,7,0,0,10,11,20,4,25,23,3,32,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,4,14,103,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674802976017798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776195177169637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416950679252975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056736315093692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656351967908688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160023355781721,0.0,0.12248163588705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664702901881601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202474324268533,0.0,0.1405263470388479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534925704426518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010594774094196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464284834085736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271170914993014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030018692143167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850751017277526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498583068754847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380946762771413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823725357760438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172089242031527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893912904426138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612965589696553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029059670209257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603048851808098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114967326451537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533117795051468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209159450696049,0.0,0.14172851891105126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017451061681216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303763570895487,0.10232430597523323,0.15533882852530712,0.0,0.1182532905895354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DaJMeRos,2019/08/25,"I suspect I might have ADHD Hello ^^. I am 30 year old adult and I have not been diagnosed with ADHD. However, I think I might have an ADHD brain. I have always struggled putting my focus on tasks, specially those that require more thinking efforts. More so, I can take hours to days to finish simple tasks. Either I lose focus and end up doing something else entirely or I just spend a very long time trying to finish it while taking too many breaks... I constantly start out new projects and usually never finish them. With school, it has always been in the last minute when I could muster all my energies into focusing on studying for exams. Nonetheless, if the topic is interesting to me (specially if it's in a visual format) I can lose track of everything else and focus solely on that (like being hipnothyzed). Although I'm usually on time, if the timing of arrival is not strict I always end up getting to places way later than expected (sometimes it feels like a sort of social anxiety perhaps). I am a productive procrastinator (chronic) in which I will constantly do cleaning or work on other tasks rather than studying or working on assignments. My time management is really bad. Recently I have realized that I do not have a realist concept of time; in the sense that I might be positive to finish and impossible amount of work in a small amount of time and then failing in the attempt. Writing a simple email can take me ages, etc... The main reason why I'm writing this is because I have always assumed these traits were normal as I always managed to deal with them. Now that I have started a master's degree in another country, for the first time I am failing... I have not been able to adjust these traits to the new and different school system and it has been going downhill for me. I can't concentrate while studying at all. It's like my mind has constant noise and I want to figure out what is wrong. I believe I have undiagnosed ADD. I have read extensively about it and I can relate to its symptoms but I do not know what to do next... I am a hardworking student but here, I simply give the impression of being lazy and irresponsible but I know I am not... Not being able to manage it is ruining me... and I'm scared. Thank you in advance for any advice.",4.484690938731152,6.278005993071594,5.56429357424263,77.85232543132727,71.0554272517321,8.327373998098086,29.13252275506045,8.925248442259385,2.566281130281212,1797,71,315,35,34,594,219,433,0.07,0.8909999999999999,0.039,-0.9134,2,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,2,13,8,17,0,2,19,0,49,4,1,1,3,64,67,28,0,8,19,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,22,19,0,1,11,1,1,3,9,9,0,1,5,1,46,8,51,53,9,67,0,5,0,0,11,22,0,11,42,235,68,18,0.16166969285390584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914433304415197,0.07899087638106321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363053388587956,0.0,0.0,0.05497046751532455,0.08476238459875837,0.06183843626191465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749372029271475,0.04927617209995178,0.0,0.0,0.09107319075550363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023842230126702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206125564670346,0.0,0.06454004728060353,0.0,0.0,0.05213178864538996,0.08333717721999291,0.0,0.08204566756320739,0.0,0.08445520969612473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505428337755654,0.0,0.143191361761435,0.0,0.09015222149269787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264914770755858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087252716884257,0.05774843043898119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875807907626573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223287092283353,0.07754415044374989,0.04594030606420427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960604079071612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884943516477586,0.06589118872119963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184754685152039,0.0,0.0,0.07153629536358141,0.0,0.1808670327976469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195384674609386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725899350242304,0.08162015146679978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234481687467696,0.15614159678592365,0.0859687762264029,0.0,0.07920098663542996,0.0,0.0,0.08482257344030429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445520969612473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126134739348431,0.0,0.0,0.08085672148440633,0.0,0.051784872515645904,0.08311168515156855,0.07981465885808052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092978302635509,0.16361836030112306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240094616002895,0.0,0.062230614012750166,0.07994773005792752,0.0,0.11443064071133704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450613261227415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401835654750625,0.18233323347691788,0.0,0.0,0.07442186608581075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359141124469906,0.0,0.0,0.3299481430572001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488155458522427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780563261564115,0.06669721401220316,0.04767848678127027,0.06416293854132253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294087584426302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654619281158845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838021490108988,0.0,0.052054990824412915 adhd,floortile,2019/08/25,"Just found out my younger cousin is like me...what do I say? TLDR: My cousin in middle school was formally diagnosed with an executive function disorder. I want to reach out, but don't know how. During a brief family visit, that I was not present for, my cousin told my mom she struggles with executive function/was formally diagnosed. My mom talked about my journey a bit, but it sounds like my cousin is struggling with her self-esteem. She said comments to my mom revolving around how she considers herself dumb, even though that is very much not the case. My heart bleeds for her bc I know what she is going through. I wasn't diagnosed until high school and it took me years after to learn to accept it. (She is in middle school) I want to reach out to her, but I can't find the words. My mom told her she can always contact me, but I know that probably won't happen. Plus, will my cousin be upset my mom told me about the conversation? Any help or advice would be very much appreciated. ",3.3269025735294133,5.435759380208332,3.994914215686277,86.53709558823532,74.98958333333334,7.434313725490195,23.794117647058826,8.313332769828598,1.3886889705882353,779,24,156,14,17,247,101,192,0.083,0.807,0.11,0.3242,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,3,6,0,17,5,1,2,0,30,30,11,0,3,8,10,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,7,9,0,0,7,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,9,3,34,3,23,16,3,18,0,0,0,0,32,9,1,1,6,102,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099880484859969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504865838978187,0.0,0.0,0.06950773557597904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099044259278746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115891446301012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31122940138074784,0.0,0.0,0.11714392617864695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751013056448119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635647480392674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934200111308217,0.0,0.0,0.11207029609220746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058089494059697815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903858258161486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211218351169548,0.06851061862820207,0.10799269948243806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851929748787425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998713419528319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985479030653151,0.0,0.0,0.15027531391428853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110201935460329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722711703549416,0.08128316742303747,0.0,0.31033231762169183,0.0,0.0,0.10662951587896817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137085670055499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215421729645912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042287300926564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930041361092623,0.11356140817582858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867138027968548,0.12057469407301186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260854592012306,0.0,0.0,0.06582124368188479 adhd,TheDoctorMaybe,2019/08/25,"I'm in danger of losing it all this semester, need some tips I've had a couple of rough semesters recently due to some emotional issues of my own doing and obviously getting through my schooling. I'm literally the worst at studying, so I never really did it but if I get a D in ANY of my classes I cant graduate. Can any of you lovely people share some tips/solutions you have used to get through college? I'm basically a senior but I need more to go on so I can feel like I'm doing better.",3.66966712898752,4.337751611650487,6.187406380027743,76.90970873786408,71.71844660194175,9.380859916782248,30.248266296809987,9.606745405546679,2.8144518723994447,388,16,78,9,7,140,67,103,0.064,0.772,0.16399999999999998,0.9051,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,2,7,1,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,3,14,21,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,10,4,14,19,7,9,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,4,5,53,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162801950887962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056691359766431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25730909787531386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26158434493062577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758287177683036,0.1661317946788515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644890045071015,0.0,0.13216195551161075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271890082850256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113610835020274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601608782134883,0.0,0.0,0.20988296329700792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448616636414677,0.17935476752495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121897574678298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897571661848205,0.0,0.22961234473348816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535022192471625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084615067358105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hoekstra,2019/08/25,"How to effectively lecture Near the start of last year, I noticed despite actively listening, taking detailed notes, and participating in discussions I retained nearly nothing from my lectures. I stopped attending and did the work on my own time, using resources provided from the profs and ended the year with a GPA of 3.0 which is better compared to my previous years 2.1. Currently, it feels like lectures are an inefficient use of my time, and as an engineering major, there isn't a lot of free time to go around, but I feel like missing lectures is not a good habit despite helping my overall GPA. I guess I'm just looking for any advice on how to get the most of my lectures / actually retain what is being taught in class.",12.49716417910448,8.720812298507465,11.593343283582088,59.677776119403006,56.61194029850746,14.302089552238805,49.18805970149253,11.979248473330829,5.899840597014924,584,30,96,12,5,190,91,134,0.096,0.831,0.073,-0.4719,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,10,0,7,0,0,5,0,22,21,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,4,11,6,21,18,4,20,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,3,13,65,14,11,0.0,0.0,0.184121706859805,0.0,0.0,0.18437315281340472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830694976131388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796268860968502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686962956880233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711197566817793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080169869789249,0.2695820246048836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857603714688114,0.0,0.10722958724256794,0.1582534635813101,0.0,0.0,0.20784918112262868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646633399294765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537970809254504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435627557640386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844130835954398,0.0,0.0,0.16040658795712467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104083911566046,0.2148102155291625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335466763568219,0.0,0.0,0.15774256762091862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186175525988212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300575360496488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259130020075204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735923133218642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645057461447808 adhd,lkr01,2019/08/25,"How did you approach diagnosis as a medical/mental health professional? I'm not looking for advice on whether or not I should get help, but apologies in advance if this is still not allowed. I'm wondering if anyone here is a psychologist, doctor, medical student,etc. who has been diagnosed as an adult. How did the process go for you? Were there any issues since you're more educated on ADHD than the average person? I'm a clinical psychology PhD student. I have spent the last year actually doing ADHD evaluations on other people. This isn't why I want to get assessed, but I'm afraid I'll come across as being a hypochondriac who convinced myself because I see ADHD patients all the time. Or like I'm trying to BS my way into a diagnosis because I'm familiar with the symptoms and ADHD tests. Has anyone been in a similar situation? Did your doctors take you seriously?",5.564430894308941,7.202903573170737,7.296097560975614,67.09504065040652,68.14634146341464,10.100813008130082,35.008130081300806,10.317481424215053,4.166713008130081,702,35,113,19,12,244,107,164,0.033,0.915,0.051,0.6954,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,1,5,4,0,1,12,0,15,7,0,3,1,21,31,13,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,7,2,10,2,16,22,2,16,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,5,5,76,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.1338834665137984,0.0,0.6595315323394227,0.13406630457500773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329795766523273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186121083666646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726676800426996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818217165221084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925101176907262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808517577492977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530097618672719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335845342196918,0.0,0.07797162593007027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583289024420984,0.0,0.0,0.0919595602334923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319693794100374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183301895892653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702701617505577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521005298038695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821049627190352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511440430111437,0.11979422065357392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932741755146873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348991611782668,0.15421400768125998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956487113208388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259913416392905,0.10315428791015284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000006776129658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314705127561408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092173201949253,0.1088997673530137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379801471919265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878316657551094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834970029764139 adhd,Pamcore,2019/08/25,"Managing gaming with ADHD I’ve just repacked the majority of our Magic the Gathering cards for our storage unit (in clear bins, so I can see what’s inside). I now understand that my frustration with deck building was directly caused by ADHD challenges, so there’s no point, for now, to staring at loose cards in binders/boxes with any pretence that I’ll pick the game up again in the same way. I’m done with trying to build a custom deck. A few years back, my brother spoiled us for Christmas by buying us all 5 pre-constructed Commander decks released that season, and we haven’t even played with them all. I’m leaving those, my older Commander deck, and my Izzit stuff here; that’s it. This is a manageable pile of stuff with minimal decision making required to start up a game. Now we just need a clear table to play on. That’s the hardest part, now. We may, sometime in the next few months, buy a folding card table so that I don’t have to freak out about decluttering before playing. My partner also has ADHD, but has an easier time keeping his table surfaces clear than I do. tl;dr I’ve become self aware enough of my ADHD that I think I’ve found the adjustments in attitude and space use that I need to enjoy playing Magic the Gathering again.",6.002162534435263,6.54069411983471,6.256545454545456,78.94148484848488,66.47933884297521,9.263250688705234,31.42258953168044,9.21078282632365,2.6785263911845734,995,37,184,17,15,319,145,242,0.032,0.868,0.1,0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,7,0,1,2,17,8,1,0,15,0,11,0,0,4,5,36,23,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,2,5,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,21,6,32,19,8,28,0,0,2,0,17,13,0,1,14,121,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297900225578406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476794748204184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909069541249466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073792806032987,0.0,0.0,0.14468928231726771,0.11147911349201442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458245635451327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406781713884133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536744390839156,0.0,0.08653028946401872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364474013147724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644692708461238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871974390913452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744960619654912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457023123149588,0.0,0.0,0.19428320781389666,0.0,0.0,0.13932968744783206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187011231381766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238459661224794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439730837690277,0.0,0.13667108620983312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957137149189324,0.0,0.09272893080842257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29994820192387645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839453554217918,0.0,0.0,0.07639247254987408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894659413171897,0.0,0.0,0.13638511622296565,0.31517568592892364,0.11314981786582233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398894302221456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843655792257017 adhd,millapinch,2019/08/25,"Trying Strattera Again I was diagnosed with adhd this year. I am also bipolar 2. My life has improved dramatically since getting my adhd diagnoses. I am sure many of you are familiar with that experience so I won’t go into great detail. In terms of medication I have found dexamphetamine to have been the most successful. However I also have a history of addiction and alcoholism and I can already recognise that I am misusing/abusing my medication. I tried Strattera earlier this year but stopped after 5 days. I don’t think I wanted anything else to work other than the dex. However yesterday I decided to try it once more. I know that it takes time to build up but I felt it’s effects immediately. I have taken it again today and again the results are similar. I feel incredible focus and my brain feels quieter and calmer. Does anyone else have any positive experiences taking Strattera? There seems to only be negative anecdotes- does anyone like Strattera? Has anyone had success with it?",4.200530726256987,7.303411664804473,5.6993826815642485,70.14181145251398,77.60335195530726,8.943128491620113,31.85502793296089,9.3871,3.976188603351956,804,41,121,24,20,270,116,179,0.040999999999999995,0.816,0.14300000000000002,0.9544,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,0,4,0,19,9,1,2,1,25,32,10,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,11,9,1,1,9,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,21,5,16,24,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,13,88,32,3,0.0,0.15067415462116654,0.0,0.13863269051723134,0.3056642104972693,0.0,0.0,0.13590470181844955,0.0,0.0,0.14033385986265434,0.20339358075223612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647909970155766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667580062203541,0.13029939575701388,0.10464903233723627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196236400803808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201331281434696,0.0,0.0,0.2581471756012071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257243163016124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246631810206426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248790846604438,0.0,0.0,0.12860066547928076,0.0,0.12210192704974328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943395262455413,0.0,0.0,0.06644041464993121,0.0,0.07227292195284396,0.0,0.0,0.14020397782315974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988861027878028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982303742180638,0.062128219733373576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892913602573686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25621824069903965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354305510267461,0.0,0.09671755240341508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576963901526495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519529062244737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631875559231932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985502650974353,0.0,0.19123012276075932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814845896913462,0.0,0.0,0.07415311127050142,0.0,0.12054109007536933,0.0,0.0,0.25901766777382673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500741395054382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258035268863547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378499019362014 adhd,JaneFairfaxCult,2019/08/25,"Non-stimulant meds for inattentive type? I know we don’t give medical advice, etc. I’m calling the doctor tomorrow to ask about trying to switch from from methylphenidate to a non-stimulant med because of side effects (fast heart rate, zero appetite). Any inattentive ADHD people have good luck on non-stimulants? I’m particularly curious about Wellbutrin, but any feedback gratefully appreciated.",8.69246153846154,11.412965630769234,8.178461538461539,59.58153846153849,61.92307692307693,11.96923076923077,40.692307692307686,11.602472056035307,6.051984615384617,326,18,42,11,5,103,53,65,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.9288,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,10,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,19,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534791511212536,0.2238854437820427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31160782304031315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418864771706214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966445447771753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339488104958002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345056821697087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555202707140544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197849591014596,0.0,0.19216814586776965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714986400483844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259138784945706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089832215649928,0.2308060805529195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883730579823355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555190379818332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Woodchip_bushbush,2019/08/25,Intense Dreams? Anyone else remember all of their dreams and are they bats*%€ crazy?,5.283571428571432,8.951707357142855,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,82.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.121114285714286,69,3,10,1,2,19,13,14,0.12300000000000001,0.514,0.363,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37269525417943533,0.5461350582404577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452641715514648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038001020250043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boopityboopbop,2019/08/25,"Doctor checkup for depression/anxiety, wondering if I may also have ADHD? Hi all! I just wrote the longest post that was nothing but rambling, so let's try this again. I'm 23, been diagnosed with depression and general anxiety since I was a kid. The last time I saw my primary doctor was a few months ago, and I've been on Cymbalta since. It has helped stabilize my life like no other medicine has, but I'm still having trouble functioning and I feel like it has to be something else. I have zero sense of time management or organization. I'm chronically running late to my part time job that is 10 mins from my house, and I start back up full time college next week. This past semester was super difficult for me as I had no determination or will to even attempt half my work, so my grades dropped bad. I love college and I want to succeed. I hated school growing up as I was that socially anxious, awkward kid who couldn't pay any attention in class. I practically never finish anything. Books, games, puzzles, etc. I'll start and eventually hit a part where I get bored for one second and I'll drop whatever I'm doing like a pancake. It took me weeks just to finally take a min to schedule my appointment for tomorrow (don't get me started on the dentist app I also need to make). I'll sit down with the full intention of doing a certain task, but then something will pop into my brain and I'll go OH YEAH, GOTTA DO THIS TOO!! Then I'll sit there for three hours thinking about what I need to do and next thing I know it's midnight and I've wasted an entire day. Even making lists and schedules doesn't help. Someone on a random sub suggested to read posts here, and I felt like my eyes opened reading how much of this stuff I relate to. I honestly feel as though I have adhd, but now it's one of those things where I'm worried I'm wrong. My doctor is really kind and I know he'll help however he can. Should I say I've looked into adhd and can relate to it, or just tell him my symptoms and see what he says? All I know is that I've hit my limit and need help, so I'd appreciate any advice. Thank you!!",3.137889516462323,4.674197025761124,4.645177710428435,84.1276067640171,74.05854800936768,7.9275106764017105,26.844537815126053,8.583994105835817,1.8940624603939944,1658,61,338,31,34,555,232,427,0.13,0.736,0.134,0.56,2,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,5,22,19,1,1,12,1,33,12,2,4,4,61,72,36,0,7,11,0,3,4,0,6,9,2,0,2,22,21,0,1,9,4,1,4,6,8,0,6,12,9,41,11,36,49,9,56,0,1,4,1,21,14,0,8,36,209,63,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071485158360803,0.08324750615592898,0.07551654250486074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625417329036274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586538958753301,0.0,0.13034152396417484,0.0962414043714766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010480534346855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550650001612868,0.07113079576999487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510115547758316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494104629553262,0.0,0.07337474854253252,0.0864669127430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615893140292084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116601816531451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501030951320387,0.11253549715209024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615010018833767,0.060860355508308074,0.08179656932039163,0.0933224047900028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901739905177175,0.0,0.048415919497279414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410832068938769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284065061956297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389582030720437,0.09829879527969557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084538766858119,0.0,0.0,0.08871315382467093,0.14045597870978327,0.06944190759737602,0.09609898194622307,0.0,0.0,0.08711340917749719,0.060172812047820684,0.16647977161255126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153885254846941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688806219234291,0.0,0.11373109890237172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799851839071201,0.0,0.06262507204336662,0.1895037926753773,0.06570443023732757,0.0,0.1812028567350053,0.0,0.0,0.08174291180022468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545504041519067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450676311324649,0.08132429951859553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317855800259828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042779439613934,0.0,0.05457543568365463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354943558776156,0.0,0.08621768158819995,0.06788607245108133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409414919073687,0.0,0.0,0.08684133645535648,0.07218192511231848,0.1311681465115536,0.0,0.0,0.18089555218546066,0.0,0.06803351754160329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752313390045636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854590522781358,0.0640529120649138,0.0,0.07446055202280848,0.0784322828022137,0.0,0.0,0.11319402180910285,0.054586852560619605,0.08369957104989477,0.0,0.19870186336663676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465016153503067,0.05783899055810063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024776662410478,0.0,0.1366699117993894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238583561064596,0.06201994857392545,0.08651543667979254,0.0,0.0,0.09314281371620066,0.0,0.0 adhd,kmbrick,2019/08/25,"ADHD soccer problem My son: 8 years old, very athletic and fast, intelligent, well-meaning and sweet-hearted, but also self-conscious and quite ADHD. History: he was always an exceptionally active kid. Never liked sleeping, sitting still, or listening. Got ADHD diagnosis in 1st grade, tried to exist without medication for about a year. When he began getting into trouble in school and alienating himself from peers, we decided to medicate. It has been an amazing transformation in school. He still struggles at times, but is more able to maintain friendships and meet behavioral expectations. Problem: he has played soccer since he was little. Says he loves it and I will say he has always seemed more suited to the game than something slower, like baseball (t-ball, the year before we medicated, had me in tears frequently because his behavior was so bad). He’s pretty good in the recreational league he’s always played in, especially when he’s ‘on’ and focused. This year I encouraged him to try out for club soccer. My reasoning was that he likes the sport, and is good at it, and I want him to have a ‘thing’ that can be his. He’s quiet when it comes to talking about feelings, but I know his self-esteem isn’t great, probably because socializing has always been hard for him and he’s always the crazy kid that others tend to side-eye (besides in his close friend group). I thought getting him to excel in something and be part of a more elite team would build confidence. It’s been a bit of a disaster. From what I’ve seen, he is very unfocused at practices, which are long and intense. He was put on the C team, which is the lowest team in the club for his age group. Two boys from school are in the club but they were put on the A and B team so he doesn’t really know his teammates, which can sometimes cause him to act out more, to ‘show-off’ and be funny. To make matters worse in my head, his best friend ended up joining the rec league this year and was out on his old team. I don’t think he knows, but the mom texted me asking why my son wasn’t on the team anymore. I was crying about this to my husband last week and he was just like, well, we should switch him back to the rec league. They’re only a couple weeks into the season. Part of me thinks this is giving up (on my part or my son’s, I dunno). Part of me still insists that he’ll get better and grow as a player if he sticks with his new club team. Another part of me is worried I’m conflating my wants with his and maybe he should just be on a chill team with his friend and have fun. So do we: a) give it a season on the club team and see how it goes, or b) get him back in the rec league and give up on club soccer? What would be better for him in the long run?",4.4736232173132535,5.373351125461255,5.036257105814304,85.04595741497958,70.03321033210332,7.9258801236661025,26.272264884811012,8.098718942377014,1.4449551610651237,2138,63,437,28,37,685,248,542,0.076,0.7390000000000001,0.185,0.997,2,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,4,0,1,15,19,26,0,1,31,0,44,6,2,4,1,73,73,39,0,10,13,5,2,4,3,6,3,4,0,3,22,35,0,0,10,23,0,6,6,5,1,1,18,8,46,21,70,44,11,72,0,0,2,1,81,35,0,6,34,271,68,14,0.06843256119872085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467279202963672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054725494466613685,0.2847068646775755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175750716178725,0.0,0.0,0.06786671233139828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397520700408214,0.0,0.0,0.10524083094380893,0.057138330170941026,0.08343170827734231,0.0,0.05823106928381847,0.0,0.07181575102454282,0.12104607853433927,0.07471063295104402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029909096763239,0.0,0.05894859203962345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571932735826822,0.07516995513127632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060610937361787916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03460155911047277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586124810834721,0.0,0.1430127551061113,0.19694024503306384,0.0,0.11479597114522408,0.054731770624054016,0.07544714030975337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061302133309187434,0.0,0.0702315505842714,0.0,0.0,0.08109291451041996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282623790619292,0.055781670949231615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337307709580471,0.06858740420000366,0.0,0.1211213264275039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061763058267417084,0.0,0.04567926598769256,0.0,0.0687497056855041,0.07454312083816265,0.0,0.20681581781139804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014738859727254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277940993003255,0.06609259403600437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361692276441734,0.0,0.0,0.052046046480936616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705289753690408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962051668894029,0.07378187527078114,0.13096143809582658,0.0,0.1375872504098911,0.0,0.07278645236529799,0.0,0.0,0.043839651019777146,0.0703600703392581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884063869421748,0.0,0.2077722161195493,0.05453189128181446,0.06229843356806225,0.14278017183460304,0.0,0.0,0.0566081217861569,0.0,0.06848198237600472,0.06975837822645373,0.0,0.10536545784644548,0.06768155284159387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395099531372434,0.0,0.0,0.07154057126690405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500350051218511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546355289218836,0.08769764406085417,0.0,0.05432780960052173,0.0399035767550535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929224340452766,0.0,0.06684866865110001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292805965305586,0.08072659524305775,0.0,0.10978494561030924,0.0,0.12305818187572087,0.0,0.06174974247784916,0.0,0.0,0.06596654697392572,0.0,0.0,0.06949658769287076,0.06973862621875937,0.09722505609894322,0.0,0.0,0.22034162881162592 adhd,LilsauceLegend223,2019/08/25,"Should i get my therapist to reconsider his ADHD diagnosis? Now I know my therapist is a licensed professional, and I understand that it's his job to recognize ADHD And Diagnose it. but I feel like the symptoms I've been talking to him about our verbatim ADHD symptoms, * I can be really impulsive. (quick to make life changing decisions fast and without thinking about it, which is why I think I dropped out of high school.) * Disorganized, and not the most neat person ( which is putting it lightly) * Extreme difficulty staying on task. ( quit\\got fired from a lot of jobs because of this) * But once I do focus on a task that interests me it will take a lot to pull me away. but then after a short time it starts to get boring and I drop it Even though I still like to and want to do it. Like I used to be able to pop out animations left and right, but now I can barely open the program for more than 30 minutes without drifting into something else. (Like within a week or two for each new job/hobby) * It runs in my family ( multiple of my cousins on my dad's side has it, and most of them were/are on medications) I showed all of these traits when I was in elementary school and lower just a little bit more jumpy. And at first my therapist diagnose me with ADHD off the bat, but after 3 more visits he equated this to being anxiety and depression. but during this evaluation two things were red flags for me that were a little bit weird, when he did diagnose me at first he categorize me with the hyperactive type. which is weird Because I stopped being hyperactive Once I grew up but I still have difficulty paying attention. but the second red flag made me type this out. Just today we were finishing up our intake And he Googled “[Is it possible to develop ADHD later in life](https://www.verywellmind.com/can-adhd-develop-in-adulthood-20485)” And referred to the article As to why he thinks I don't have ADHD. And he went with the familiar phrase “you're not moving/fidgeting around” And just diagnosed me with anxiety and depression. Now I don't know if he just has experience with ADHD in children, or only the hyperactive type of ADHD but this is making me question whether or not I should get a second opinion from another therapist or give him other documents to show him other forms of ADHD. I don't like confrontation so I just chose to stay quiet during the appointment. what should I do? TLDR; I’ve shown ADHD symptoms for most if not all of my life but therapist diagnosed me with anxiety and depression, But used a Google article To make this diagnosis. Should I give him more information, or see another therapist?",5.191667578509679,6.883242421052637,6.2182416019258175,74.26111117190071,69.12145748987854,10.036896815844186,30.96268738374001,10.281603360665011,3.4642082941240826,2092,87,370,58,37,695,226,494,0.113,0.847,0.039,-0.9886,5,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,3,0,1,2,19,14,1,0,20,0,33,11,0,6,2,94,56,42,0,7,30,2,2,5,0,5,11,1,0,2,28,31,0,1,13,2,1,7,9,7,0,6,8,7,51,7,66,39,15,61,0,3,3,0,27,28,0,14,27,274,79,10,0.050982376648749037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6739800028996408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691893430304424,0.11700413577417496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538512410891712,0.0,0.0,0.04789962109871357,0.0,0.0,0.062156767207531126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131910196129748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053932594472475545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173313890707772,0.2587301956394133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258923377434455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367337895025305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987054711355945,0.0480616473891139,0.0,0.02577822148262735,0.03642182006462685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673116706613351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990856273692297,0.09781388249195294,0.0,0.0,0.04077526393474541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053865680056115584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517764263423433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560371618036358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539250140128665,0.0,0.10803108106503707,0.12453707005631898,0.10219546990592368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866867869594492,0.0,0.04824075748734327,0.10209339689304794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135938085556094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923909705865903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858913449228444,0.0,0.038774394795251486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451584480774885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747496942861144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051251369958910255,0.05711192971161961,0.054226033110729405,0.0,0.0,0.03266061595955248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435386710950583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319377397544248,0.040626353478496816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03924872431777246,0.0,0.0,0.0360855885968371,0.10868086017301264,0.0814291836966233,0.04262354971806419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897063042426762,0.038332402404800084,0.04097770317216037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551668125332073,0.033870425667820774,0.09800234513512487,0.0500899262057312,0.0,0.029728233813298106,0.0,0.04832533185018138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960474791352712,0.05307445208142883,0.0,0.08806480872185894,0.0,0.0,0.03007072665526373,0.0,0.04089498733807318,0.0,0.0,0.04726117392396528,0.09200733024815706,0.0,0.0,0.09829038355808148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smalltourist6969,2019/08/25,"first, Wow its awesome this sub-reddit exists! I have a question / seeking some advice regarding adderall and caffeine. Hello, I made a throwaway to ask this because I didn't feel comfortable doing it on my main yet I hope that is alright. Currently, I take 30mg of Adderall XR daily. I also (within the last month) started drinking energy drinks (bang) within an hour of my medication. I know this cannot be a good thing. But I was surprised I couldn't find(or maybe don't know where to look) to find reliable scientific evidence of the adverse effects of caffeine and Adderall. I can say I noticed a Greatly increased stimulation effect/ability to focus (tunnel vision) on work and stay on track, and i also noticed time felt it was going by faster than usual. I decided to stop all caffeine and take only my medication for a week. Within that week, I noticed a significant decrease in my ability to concentrate and work/study. \*\* I honestly could say I felt nothing from taking my medication alone.\*\* I decided to experiment. I purchased some recommended caffeine pills (200mg) the (energy drink I drank before was 300mg caffeine and other junk). I notice a significant improvement in my overall well being and work performance now when taking my medication and about an hour later taking my caffeine pill. my current daily routine goes wake up -> eat -> take my fiber pills for regulation, fish oil, and men once a day multivitamin.-> a half-hour later I take my Adderall....-> half hour to an hour after that I take my caffeine pill. In short, I guess I'm asking if anyone has some insight on how bad this is? 30mg Adderall an hour later 200mg caffeine pill? I don't want to wreck my heart and health in the long run, even though I feel good overall.",5.081213832039524,7.092289345565753,6.058730886850157,74.02538637967538,69.91743119266056,8.333521524347212,32.14878852034815,8.950670267944501,3.06403890849212,1404,64,230,27,26,464,173,327,0.054000000000000006,0.823,0.122,0.9591,2,1,3,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,5,11,12,0,0,17,1,17,17,2,4,1,38,42,18,0,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,12,11,5,1,12,3,1,3,5,2,1,2,8,8,38,10,32,30,6,44,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,7,26,146,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396523195110212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839396321341913,0.0,0.12106154282688475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052925524452021054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415233857285374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631995605746976,0.04614106927302207,0.0,0.06440821738265873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043380939611096,0.0,0.0,0.04881500264132402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224476871421732,0.0,0.077451692712426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499937747924604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404118561595496,0.0,0.0,0.07654418056807162,0.0,0.14535215532474605,0.0,0.13836201940455647,0.06438347693288071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043017441375775185,0.12697352040948418,0.0,0.08345056812001403,0.08338314259962115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804569320173788,0.0,0.08969524568617007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517911856924123,0.4472475461638849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319655866310317,0.06169898702966859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698493448742557,0.06356211815345024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162148975910279,0.0,0.0,0.07604267005992013,0.0,0.0,0.3050064353525555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041653879312143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262840306996379,0.3447028414849688,0.0,0.08060938497938687,0.0,0.057567087757113375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479223175623964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038644667362502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357510430506095,0.0806774760526318,0.0,0.06328180336782407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455287007795846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502863236702023,0.0,0.07436689064675724,0.0,0.04413654562066046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833639153526176,0.0,0.04464503364719783,0.0,0.12143092560687532,0.0,0.06805609296246161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653137767252782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ali_awann,2019/08/25,What are symptoms of ADHD? How do I know if I have ADHD or not? Can someone explain so I know I have it or not?,-3.1442307692307665,-1.5823996538461529,1.0142307692307675,99.36826923076923,103.23076923076924,2.6,18.03846153846154,3.1291,-0.9328153846153846,83,3,21,0,4,31,18,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8110085909140816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708662080583579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588854425418586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507008147241648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,deshybear,2019/08/25,"Weight gain So I recently ran out of meds today, and for the first time in a year I didn't take concerta. But I immediately noticed I gained weight (5 pounds). Heres the weird thing, its only noon and all I had were 2 eggs which is what I have every day. Whats causing this?",0.8378947368421059,2.953664982456143,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,83.3859649122807,5.905263157894738,18.271929824561404,7.1686216300943375,0.05848771929824581,212,5,49,3,6,70,48,57,0.033,0.851,0.11599999999999999,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,1,1,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,6,0,4,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602631126253957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633915952550581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346065919975105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550176042037567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28141784410430604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884438395559044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268621927432011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501553231612217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048977383361576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831634127642212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773205383179633,0.0,0.24014882859058026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170309082646019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315089531347532 adhd,ZamasuPychopath420,2019/08/25,"ADHD group chat on snap: ADHD Hey so everyone here has really good ideas so I made a groupchat for us. To bounce ideas and talk. Its on snapchat the group is called ADHD. The only qualification is you must have ADHD, this is a super exclusive club folks ;)",1.2944897959183663,3.97183355102041,2.7930612244897968,87.50551020408165,91.04081632653059,6.06530612244898,17.20408163265306,7.447530270364453,0.5958081632653061,200,5,39,4,7,65,38,49,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8143951357007791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298730334781906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618792187807831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420936882413111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824882018029889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603005351728131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288444991418616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852885589044914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616593293281942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378025716348847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sarahlina87,2019/08/25,"Taking a break to let my brain be itself. It’s ADHD day! So for the last 4 months I’ve been pretty successful forcing my brain to do stuff it’s normally incapable of doing. With the help of God, a strong circle of support, and medications, I have started my own brick and mortar business and I’ve been successful since opening day! But not today. My kids are watching YouTube, and had cold pizza for lunch. I haven’t done any cleaning, laundry or “to do” tasks today. Aside from changing the baby’s diaper and making sure the kids are fed I haven’t done squat. And you know what? It feels great!! It’s nice to take a day out to prioritize yourself once in a while. Let your crazy, beautiful, mind go. Just relax. Get on Facebook, get on Pinterest, spend hours and hours on Netflix. One thing on your relaxation day... don’t feel bad about it. Love you all! Hope you can make your own adhd day!",1.6773428571428577,4.20279997714286,2.8590714285714287,90.14917857142858,83.5142857142857,5.785714285714287,21.32142857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.7269142857142858,696,22,139,10,20,223,112,175,0.043,0.708,0.249,0.9911,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,6,0,3,3,12,0,0,8,0,18,7,2,2,2,24,33,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,9,10,3,0,3,3,1,1,4,1,0,1,6,4,13,11,19,24,3,22,0,0,1,1,10,7,0,2,13,84,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063233956854761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866655976285475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064095662586728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453703056523416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481777609458342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109508998753122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608368346727031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887800136279676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316739564117075,0.0,0.0724287833131983,0.0,0.0,0.14050633702104673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542234411915668,0.0,0.0,0.12657963640755218,0.2510113306948545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003932971251829,0.1038830395136482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606381662273488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502226651326634,0.0,0.17013835952934206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838539618328926,0.0,0.0,0.1286810814084998,0.0,0.10172377195926556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486706316653776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572261601244487,0.08635866251717364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965532876812133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542215125927044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020479825372532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589172335551925,0.0,0.14462078514270912,0.12011350184147708,0.0,0.19164252323204053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466745404289641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160208989757306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kilukila2707,2019/08/25,Every time I shampoo I get lost in my thoughts. Then I forget if did shampoo so I do it again. This is why I take 50 minutes in the shower,-1.4498387096774188,0.4867794193548427,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,93.51612903225808,3.1,20.65322580645161,3.1291,-0.5427483870967738,106,4,25,0,4,37,25,31,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,2,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39611109955630575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456274264823867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132105906040508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534848718744777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37323664028988457,0.2741409424219208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242259459872768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,todayis2day,2019/08/25,"What do you eat when your meds have killed your appetite? I need to get better about making sure I'm eating when I take my Vyvanse, but it feels like my mouth isn't even watering when I eat foods I usually love. I can't just drink a protein shake every day anymore. What are some of your favorite foods/tricks for this?",5.027769230769231,5.264629584615388,4.9075000000000015,88.82125000000002,68.53846153846155,7.730769230769233,27.01923076923077,7.1686216300943375,1.1175384615384614,253,7,54,2,4,78,51,65,0.069,0.688,0.244,0.9218,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,6,6,1,1,1,0,5,8,1,1,1,7,12,4,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,11,4,4,12,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508092996867616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288967818026208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336297339488018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025762803570316,0.0,0.6347959116477603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658338823713084,0.0,0.17423018711134536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455965342907708,0.14773140520109482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005228388822925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803966999066937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287834069334669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102755066277157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663679132326785,0.0,0.13803448004521154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969798659190985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333277494601955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489790331778173,0.0,0.1554809633880651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277508762409162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Aggrorollintrs,2019/08/25,"Missed several Ritalin doses So my second child was born Tuesday, and in the chaos of all that, I missed my Ritalin doses for 4 days. I’ve been taking (2) 10mg a day for 7+ years. I noticed I started feeling anxious, sweaty, lethargic, agitated. I had no idea what was happening, and I also stopped drinking caffeine at the same time. So I went cold turkey from my Ritalin and caffeine and believe I started withdrawing. Once I realized what I did, I jumped right back to my normal dose and drank some coffee and felt fine again. However it seems like I should have maybe titrated back up to help even out the dopamine levels cause when it wears off the symptoms come back hard. Has this ever happened to anyone? Just looking for advice. I’ll be talking to my doctor this week about it.",4.2319315673289175,6.0292629602649015,4.868493377483446,82.5702014348786,71.71523178807945,7.417439293598234,30.46412803532009,8.07648339933343,2.2542975717439293,621,27,113,9,12,199,108,151,0.138,0.805,0.057,-0.8834,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,0,9,11,1,1,2,22,23,10,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,8,8,2,1,5,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,8,5,16,2,15,13,3,26,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,2,17,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660679649583936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816197489582656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105116567271692,0.0,0.11205936382072992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696962320276037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056111419841345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463387712813907,0.0,0.13805207329347374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671228854247595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403560242363194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699637407241476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585196190769204,0.1449667326245449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103360587775564,0.0,0.15387726644474448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834394456443243,0.0,0.14356384618919732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074206690561537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091701274440952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829623047435808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458025399126128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100536212672173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702335971623668,0.0,0.1824600772686744,0.0,0.17067448064608562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686341846103955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589708794445486,0.0,0.18105116567271692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268694421912383,0.0,0.0,0.13398674269643626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657424589486594,0.12049755996205805,0.1288130389781283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345043388241693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855302250244593,0.0,0.0,0.14856507240639674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320388541208753 adhd,crimson777,2019/08/25,"Worried about being part of the group for him stimulants don't work So I got diagnosed a month-ish ago (after 4 years of putting it off, because, you know, ADHD) and started on meds. Now I know this is early so this is partially too early to tell, but I just had to bring it up and see if other people had similar experiences. I started on Adderall IR. I thought maybe I kind of noticed an effect once I got to really high doses (40mg or so) but given everyone else's descriptions, I didn't think ""maybe it's working"" was the effect we were looking for. I couldn't even feel a crash happening. By 45mg I was feeling a crash and I was worried about how high a dose it was. I did better on some testing at the follow-up from the diagnosis but I'm not certain it was meds, I think I was just trying more the second time. Although maybe that's an effect, but I didn't actively notice anything. We switched to Ritalin IR, and Monday I'll be up to 40mg and I haven't felt anything yet either. So now I'm nervous that stimulants just won't work for me. We can still try a few other things, of course, but still, everyone talks about how great they work and so far I've got nothing and it feels shitty. Has anyone been in a similar situation? Did higher doses work? Or different meds worked even though some did nothing? Or did you just have to go without stimulants? Are the non-stimulant meds even nearly as good?",2.9851185770750988,4.537405493006997,4.5665582243843135,84.4703390088173,74.4895104895105,7.631255700820919,26.42079659470964,8.321376580360154,1.7538858619641222,1105,40,223,19,23,371,153,286,0.063,0.857,0.081,0.7798,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,2,1,10,24,6,0,1,14,0,28,5,0,8,1,47,50,26,0,2,16,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,10,0,0,12,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,22,6,24,5,30,24,6,29,0,0,2,0,10,12,0,6,14,155,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105336010805078,0.0,0.08152846216583573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430961827168324,0.0,0.1513717863796628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606585068959162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134259151337409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335059829720736,0.0,0.09609214707620753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768315898349102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224177877225672,0.0,0.0,0.17576817156740498,0.0,0.08996718374820148,0.0,0.0,0.1395128461423354,0.0,0.08830844588393945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052270341438156016,0.07714253862092707,0.2206774865199683,0.10140049127370084,0.0,0.0,0.08133136728174081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434892199178425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577566405057683,0.10109184527764382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723410579886883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771975413307185,0.0,0.4086448110291803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734119234019912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650103330938122,0.20942360404155025,0.0,0.09794817965080306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959773154902378,0.0,0.06376245626793718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245820800683877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058920220599777084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329052557006194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033814383103324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301978409244659,0.0,0.14689941771479553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392436546714036,0.08038840361432115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110273470126242,0.11786509276306108,0.09036294678346528,0.0730162410490306,0.053630161062806776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488717827945353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865863229969251,0.0,0.4017443751885936,0.1868059705105068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059227558043463614 adhd,popcornnut88,2019/08/25,"I started using Lions Mane Hi all. Long time lurker, first time poster. Be gentle 🥴 I first tried Lions Mane with coffee a la Tim Ferriss and his long time sponsorship by Four Sigmatic. It made me feel super weird, like i just has a thousand coffees at once. I did NOT like it at all! But then I found a lions mane supplement on amazon. I had to write a huge presentation that i’d been stuck on for months. I took a capsule and 30 minutes later I was working, focused and not at all frustrated about the difficult thing i had to work on. Ended up I had blasted out so much of it in one afternoon - i couldn’t believe it! So I’m wondering, has anyone else used it? What’s been your experience? Or is this one mighty good placebo effect?",0.9482732732732728,3.4050300135135174,2.9247747747747748,88.73809309309307,86.7027027027027,5.721321321321322,21.735735735735737,7.1686216300943375,0.888269069069068,574,20,115,9,18,192,103,148,0.042,0.7859999999999999,0.172,0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,6,4,7,1,0,6,0,12,0,0,4,3,22,22,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,6,11,1,14,4,16,9,4,25,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,16,78,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475889259593605,0.1828174743569249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102384919229027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905117339826005,0.0,0.15803157039729554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745338647009656,0.0,0.0,0.09021702950712393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035363887949327,0.0,0.19563377796440734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965440550008388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433886246300598,0.0,0.0,0.31580098010510743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688300274949023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241711447077418,0.0,0.1311628880307907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900167774810544,0.2418107643545952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629011716020758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853762657567153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31212311705869195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982367146966095,0.1211388473474766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082037856007052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349427659642449,0.25979101676223393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnlovedToe,2019/08/25,"Unsure if I have ADD, want a proper test/diagnosis but without parents finding out Hi, i’m female age 16 living in the U.K. Throughout the past year i have been noticing what could be symptoms of ADD which i think has also become stronger since I first noticed them. For example, i’ll stare at something for ages not even thinking about anything, just completely zone out, if somebody is talking to me. I had a lot of trouble staying focused in school especially on subjects i had no interest in, i’d be writing paragraphs and then not knowing anything about what i just wrote. There are other minor things like this but I don’t want to go on too long in this post about it, I’m not sure how i would go about getting a proper diagnosis, i know like go to doctors and stuff, but i’m anxious about my parents finding out. Like they would suddenly start treating me different for having ADD (i’m not very close with them). Can doctors keep this confidential or do i have to be an adult for it to be kept confidential, if i did turn out to have ADD? Would talking to somebody at school also be an option? Sorry for how long this is and any advice would be appreciated, ty",5.3198684210526315,6.158900723684213,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,68.07894736842105,8.009824561403509,33.18245614035088,8.021203637495839,2.4367908771929825,927,41,174,11,15,300,129,228,0.061,0.8059999999999999,0.134,0.9591,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,1,14,7,0,0,7,0,27,3,0,2,1,49,46,15,0,10,14,2,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,12,13,0,2,6,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,6,1,18,6,33,29,1,28,0,0,1,0,11,13,0,6,13,124,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398838481635118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656886980811388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932555114901495,0.0,0.0,0.13178055107396888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198493499609892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883003115006547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223046134471658,0.0,0.0,0.0931350059973586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121873732557997,0.0,0.23879108430832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704578880023452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323076661586846,0.0992218688544317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094446552824079,0.0,0.1988835240021292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368329293903507,0.0,0.0,0.1282148530346714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709669257403773,0.0,0.10300350416968483,0.20646198998736368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917109728898256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656120930470012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905057468693243,0.0,0.11135499399924843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117178226849064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361107190031884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649353931417183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980236075901735,0.0,0.13057938569832625,0.08256500311036262,0.12433267555192624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353558597562906,0.0,0.0,0.1099406222853399,0.12124332830000732,0.0,0.18751664148615196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749663811381041,0.14948837371629006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268809850151813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624792185270868,0.13760560580354952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124458009381485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314573766798297,0.0,0.0,0.07511835034061362 adhd,FatChild44,2019/08/25,"Family and friends say they like me more on Ritalin, how do you deal with this? So my family and friends say they like me more when I’m taking Ritalin for my ADHD, some more tactfully than others. I don’t really know how I feel about that, I know I get into fights with my parents less when I’m on it, but I can’t help feeling like they don’t like me for myself... makes me feel pretty redundant and useless. How is it for all of you guys?",5.1400000000000015,4.167935688172044,6.382279569892473,82.43341935483875,68.46236559139786,10.450752688172043,28.277419354838713,9.888512548439397,2.2391135483870968,341,9,77,7,5,116,53,93,0.055,0.7090000000000001,0.237,0.9478,1,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,2,3,0,7,8,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,1,18,15,10,0,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,18,6,11,15,6,5,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,1,6,55,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24425371471779614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095304265076984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831911761689336,0.0,0.3082911493700267,0.14519394181168682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140438071111538,0.0,0.1061839595760025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123850719936787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622677970329888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338961632812995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971691271017299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135663572930953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256727949968738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067670712105018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020007140639026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232475304949696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281039207785474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shitfuck2468,2019/08/25,"Anyone interested in taking this and letting me know what they get? [https://www.psytoolkit.org/cgi-bin/psy2.4.1/survey?s=whMqY](https://www.psytoolkit.org/cgi-bin/psy2.4.1/survey?s=whMqY) Got results saying I have an attention span of 30 seconds. I've been considering getting tested for adhd, and this makes me want to even more. I'm curious to see what results are like for others who have actually been diagnosed. If you're up to it would you let me know what your results are? I think it would really help me in deciding if I should try to spend the energy to get tested and medicated. Thank you! Also for anyone with experience, how does this test match up against a professional computer test? I've read in the past that sometimes doctors perform a similar test where you look at shapes or something like that.",9.159548872180453,11.860146947368419,7.518804511278198,64.84527443609028,60.729323308270686,9.831278195488721,31.34511278195489,10.125756701596842,3.437481804511279,676,24,99,15,10,202,88,133,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.9547,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,5,0,21,25,8,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,12,4,17,17,1,10,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,3,3,69,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.17499666185298848,0.0,0.2155154395675328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340722745957288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507783246860337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201248334668296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354813092849645,0.1569297084547534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844337129384193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541559274834728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810718692587726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342367402339826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019868087798152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971061582969313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667467111799587,0.0,0.1752196053781166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058898016653746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197017395919512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065244432653904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711873043947131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937489095704012,0.0,0.1148810598573382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260752124943446,0.0,0.0,0.14289989360667665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380541950971817,0.17735835807007458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348311073065798,0.0,0.0,0.16509962151428878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490509233476265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175082897933218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057713349042528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547766058698097,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sprintfury,2019/08/25,"I am 20. I had been diagnosed with depression and anxiety before. Now, I have been diagnosed with adult ADHD too. It took me a while to understand/notice that I always had ADHD and eventually, it got me depression and anxiety in my early teenage years. I want to do my master's in a good university abroad and it requires me to have good CGPA. And I have messed it all up. Despite loving my undergrad course (pharmacy) so much, I still have an average score in university exams and it hurts a lot. Some of my friends often ask me to explain concepts which they might not understand. I like to teach so I enjoy doing that. But in the end, I'm always the low scorer. [Hurt (x2)] Because I always fail to complete my assignments on time, which are actually useless -- you just have to copy and write stuff from somewhere else, and you don't really learn anything by simply copying. Also, I get easily distracted while writing papers and have never completed them, ever in my life. I'm really tired of this. And my self-realization followed by diagnosis of ADHD has started to make me feel more hopeless and frustrated than ever. I don't want to sound cliche but I'm thinking of giving up on my aspirations and do something I can just survive in. Its like I'm self-destructing myself but I don't have a choice.",3.694698181818183,5.867540288000004,5.456218181818183,76.18410909090913,74.12,8.705454545454547,28.163636363636364,9.339509955726095,2.8358,1032,42,182,26,22,352,143,250,0.128,0.8079999999999999,0.064,-0.8959,1,0,1,0,0,1,35.0,0,2,2,4,11,18,1,1,7,0,22,5,0,1,4,39,41,20,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,1,4,1,0,1,12,14,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,6,2,32,7,29,34,5,25,0,8,0,1,12,11,0,4,14,137,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.10985720367784164,0.0,0.4058807172021328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002638581263782,0.2810148757114289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223951443747726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263983774972373,0.0,0.10524266110937626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862482679773436,0.0,0.0957932451907889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360660131175052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939217937088327,0.228523015732998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404217505245324,0.0,0.09970825635439136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366151523278025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056921428313427336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697535798683215,0.0,0.0588159211387558,0.1079924366402844,0.0,0.18884555523497806,0.09003671042964956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241028264406614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951522749038029,0.10999716036038244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570745082159796,0.10160355729527652,0.0,0.07514485275148908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942454888374285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275576096015448,0.0,0.08682497193740744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281676669304219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813527902076222,0.14423717410194012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488107254688245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666592647414306,0.0,0.0,0.07968134053960899,0.0,0.08990273913062519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288717265117487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213367385742309,0.0,0.0,0.06564353289573746,0.1293886880356654,0.0,0.0,0.12507524362461278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343896084113848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327995969616293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249476931846505 adhd,FederalEngineer,2019/08/25,"i can't focus on studing, i always do multiple things at the same time even when watching movies, Anyone with an issue like that? if i manage to focus for 30min or more i'm so happy hey i have been in med school for 3 years now and i cant focus or study i checked a doctor and he said there nothing he can do for me that there is no cure for attention, when exams are close i'm happy if i manage to study 1 or 2 hours / day some days i cant even for 1 hour and nothing helps and all my friends can 8h or even 12 for months even when watching movies i have to speed up and open other tabs to see other things at the same time when i drink cofee sometime i fall asleep because of it, i tried some energy pills to help focus, some other with iron and ginseng but still nothing i think it has been like this my whole life and i'm tired please help",2.6502197802197784,3.4083554505494504,3.6150549450549465,94.07994505494509,74.16483516483518,6.259340659340659,21.142857142857142,5.8734145424116955,-0.07370549450549424,660,13,155,3,13,212,105,182,0.04,0.8290000000000001,0.131,0.9322,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,4,0,14,6,1,0,1,26,20,19,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,10,11,1,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,16,5,19,17,8,23,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,9,17,99,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172983378239982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856950587771288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593400719220327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182798336316972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428877450274502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809693799143058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724374376466893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891307690749093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300130385325564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834676704088063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27765411923540706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713606105678528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957128418244124,0.1377416484764536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658589719997482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252091381878107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057935680798145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474273403728875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340947574671325,0.0,0.0,0.1426691720531085,0.11233484329574764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394229404804963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112578828851849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873084160392972,0.09032788769484354,0.0,0.0,0.16440148824303252,0.16202428431649904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570938052735986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738797731654625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907800619500546 adhd,Karthear,2019/08/25,People who take medication for ADHD I took concerta when i was young ( 7-9 yr) and have been off it for at a minimum of 10 years. Im 19 now and really want to get my life together. What would you recommend me taking/doing?,1.5813829787234042,3.073779000000002,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,78.14893617021276,9.806382978723407,22.388297872340427,10.125756701596842,2.3653446808510643,171,5,37,6,4,64,43,47,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157580822597261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807417318138604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736794427676527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435084317185676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485027056968623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983436963045002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162091602390765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010722347886905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843570873679124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404703925661666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574905926376076,0.0,0.0,0.22277692672965355 adhd,europeandaughter12,2019/08/25,"having to go without meds and having panic attacks- how to deal? thanks to a combination of errors on my half and my doctor's, i'm going anywhere from three days to three weeks without my adderall (when i can see my new doctor; i moved states a few months ago for school.) i'm on day two and am having extreme anxiety to where i left work yesterday because i started crying and panicking. i've been cutting out caffeine slowly the last month or so and already eat vegan/low sugar. how do i get through this? my brain feels fuzzy, as if i were drunk. i have zinc and magnesium supplements that are pretty helpful in combination with my meds, but wondering if anything else can make this a bit less unendurable. tldr: can't get my meds for a bit and can't deal",6.9121644295302005,6.366793731543631,7.354286912751678,75.50914848993291,64.70469798657717,10.40302013422819,34.06124161073827,9.827888789773867,3.1897711409395963,602,23,113,11,8,198,101,149,0.10300000000000001,0.855,0.042,-0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,5,0,13,6,1,3,0,20,25,16,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,3,0,2,1,0,3,4,3,0,4,2,3,14,1,18,23,4,21,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,4,11,75,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686223711832446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548128873362226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085208865914863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084875460850855,0.0,0.0,0.14997937364917815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803643361284106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878555668013115,0.0,0.0,0.14716952621251972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481265374181468,0.17004310225945804,0.2718286196628892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698738707194166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489834468346512,0.11012977837361468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665886110535912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775488191842292,0.0,0.14984776783785053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883650601611019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074617084206548,0.0,0.0,0.14323723068618946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799972964070144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393111209419752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104561124301644,0.14011789957581372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732539108636445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467793414016692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412182778338394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334223047738697,0.10505404554636984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331226515385388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213743601936464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287819460523427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574869498701356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416513043796096,0.14296755478193296,0.0959761887383264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,INTJ_GAL,2019/08/25,"Transistions and ADHD One of the challenges I find with ADHD is transitions. If I am focused on doing something and I get interrupted or have to stop because I have to go or do something else - I find it hard to transition out of what I am doing to do something else. This comes into play in relationships with someone who is non-neuro diverse because they cannot understand how hard it can be to start and complete a task with ADHD, and they can get frustrated when you are late for something because you had difficulty transitioning from working on a task to doing something else. If any ADHDer out there that has any suggestions on managing transistions more effectively it would be appreciated.",10.14435695538058,9.006062031496064,9.853976377952758,62.11461286089242,58.60629921259843,12.876115485564306,43.21391076115487,11.855464076750405,5.339342257217849,566,28,90,14,6,185,76,127,0.099,0.804,0.09699999999999999,0.2006,0,0,5,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,3,3,3,1,0,3,0,20,0,0,2,0,22,26,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,10,2,20,22,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,4,73,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817141268968416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171663578054795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24433938684395246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115091836838149,0.14008590280267672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348381112496547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442313793796058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396097863150241,0.0,0.07593275300404381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393738299944145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071613501985973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053653382965487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344545835814446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320599397514393,0.5142915065167616,0.0,0.0,0.0945687384525149,0.0,0.0,0.11170263481745403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909109349650758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726853244317726,0.0,0.0,0.09491159929314348,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jforres,2019/08/25,"How do you remember if you’ve shampooed? Often times when i shower I’m not suuuper focused on showering and I shampoo without realizing I’m doing it. Sometimes I’m mid-conditioner and I’m like wait, did I shampoo? And then I start over and shampoo (again?) and then re-condition. Has anyone developed a routine to solve this problem? I tried creating a “before” and “after” spot for my products but it didn’t really work.",2.234250000000003,5.0491639250000055,4.787500000000001,74.98750000000003,84.75,7.7,30.5,8.548686976883017,3.3096,334,18,55,9,10,117,57,80,0.053,0.865,0.08199999999999999,0.2629,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,11,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,6,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250357856393758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046753604243189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492582285788166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426068235073686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293768883106983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056024259448524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541219792063897,0.0,0.2534306161112562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878264437853666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430933901132819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514876203404393,0.0,0.26066567566289217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stormdai,2019/08/25,"I just found out i have ADHD. I had received info from a psychiatrist recently about how i have adhd and what it means, i always knew that there was something wrong with me, i do strange things without thinking, i cant take in visual or auditory information nor focus at all in certain academics and also suffer in social situations via blurting out dumbfounded sentences that make little to no sense in that current conversation. I also find my self talking extremely fast without making much sense and also stuttering like a mad man. Now that i know that i have adhd, as a highschool equivalent student, what can i do to help my self apart from extra time i receive in exams from my school. As in are there any ways that you guys know that can help and benefit me in situations such as the ones i have listed above. I.e different ways you guys cope in social situations or in a classroom. Greatly appreciated, Storm",11.132092436974792,8.471779688235298,10.748487394957984,61.25676470588236,58.0,13.243697478991598,43.10924369747899,11.491704259439757,5.006865546218489,737,32,121,15,7,243,106,170,0.106,0.792,0.102,-0.1602,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,10,8,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,3,2,26,21,14,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,7,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,0,20,4,24,17,3,23,0,1,0,0,16,14,0,2,6,93,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349840169546189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894449325109383,0.10038826210122304,0.0,0.0,0.0820443368440275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260508048364363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026949443363412,0.0,0.0,0.13228359471944226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301413200522358,0.0,0.23891969416219005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617347544283237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260925941785515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894220227679875,0.12092034235756888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106608921274618,0.0,0.0,0.1314203358078359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886896859173951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175376840215569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191247055451724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221015617401334,0.0,0.0,0.2517230016427972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068380372591034,0.0,0.2459695646989105,0.0,0.09288022621691157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071179429858167,0.09697177186358344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015274006410879,0.07730595192717718,0.0,0.0,0.07035044143735564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152850541499786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325994849133924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190894037186626,0.0,0.0 adhd,KirillDaneven,2019/08/25,"Guys, how to avoid procrastination and manage your time perfectly ? Shortly... how to be productive ?",7.125999999999998,11.2214406,7.001666666666669,58.2225,76.33333333333334,11.0,34.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,5.5276666666666685,79,4,10,3,2,25,13,15,0.111,0.6579999999999999,0.231,0.5204,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.861682105687802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074484690463019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sulmog_koptog,2019/08/25,"Tired of ritalin It just feels like I'm getting high. I much prefer concerta slow release but they won't give it to me anymore for some reason. It actually made me feel smart again. I forgot how brain fog felt like. Now my forgetfulness is back. Anyway, I'm thinking about herbs and alternative remedies as well as natural approaches to concentration. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.",4.678285714285714,7.9491050428571475,5.6910714285714326,69.84517857142862,77.14285714285714,9.214285714285714,31.607142857142854,9.516144504307137,3.9811428571428578,323,16,50,10,8,106,60,70,0.025,0.731,0.244,0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,3,0,15,14,5,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,6,5,7,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2387398294238353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636810413251632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426237278443676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811816461906786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731065591535299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474013834533769,0.17477560812236936,0.2348991396105701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278177717070778,0.23468734902603505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697237836977195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25848260663601297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390439809350507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314905655778228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984342941592646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153749121872343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675968817609084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811853230999289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996670976667046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378995342676976,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AmericanCrab,2019/08/25,I feel denial. everyone keeps saying i have ADHD and ive been diagnosed with it but. i still feel like i dont have it but i dont know if its because im scared that i have it or that i dont want to have it anyone have advice?,-2.1812668463611864,-0.4048961886792437,1.3892722371967672,98.58773584905664,95.7924528301887,4.538005390835579,13.231805929919135,6.1826913282559595,-0.9211326145552556,174,3,45,2,7,63,31,53,0.11199999999999999,0.818,0.07,-0.2342,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,0,0,11,15,5,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,8,1,2,14,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422076202377915,0.1985759495008961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209022257701948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387585897025573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062554194259401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7144871785299843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417731974755995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549970484945365,0.14517435344414378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950331733617767,0.0,0.0,0.1806237396548761,0.0,0.0,0.1116797392229806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927888608078203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616019603038497,0.2034501861940686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622849856715805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985942196264095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lioninn22,2019/08/25,"My Shift Manager is extremely toxic. Every shift i close the store with him he takes my mistakes and shoves them down my throat. I pass him the keys but miss it's a 12 minute event of making fun of me, i say something off he takes an entire hour just poking fun at me. There are a lot of instances but my memory is not very good, i can't list them He was talking to a bunch of coworkers in the back about how he used to bully this kid with autism that he reported to the point where he's afraid he'll shoot up the store. He admitted that he's bullying me t o a couple coworkers while i was in the room today and He told me about how he makes the environment toxic to push out people he doesn't like out. I'm his next victim because of my anxiety disorder and my ADHD makes me not fit in to this very famously clique environment (the store is known in the district for this and for being the asshole store) and the store manager doesn't really care. I really don't know what to do, im transferring at an undetermined date, probably in 5 weeks or so but this is really taking a toll on me, i can't quit in going through college for free on this job and i don't want to be that person who can't handle it, because my memory is so bad i can't justify or explain the shit im going through",2.587477240896355,3.81300549632353,4.51510504201681,85.76112745098041,74.91911764705883,8.41624649859944,23.614145658263308,8.976282227363876,1.569645448179272,1013,29,222,22,21,347,141,272,0.156,0.772,0.071,-0.9694,1,0,1,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,11,12,2,1,19,0,19,2,2,6,0,33,37,16,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,12,11,0,0,4,0,6,4,10,6,0,0,3,1,27,7,36,31,2,32,0,1,0,0,25,20,1,4,9,137,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761995984517742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121580750027286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273587600517228,0.12241521940724935,0.17874710100447924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494811000743808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222381795549565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803049776829776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352725965606055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664639679353352,0.1229715145049664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438366869206093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167330742314288,0.0,0.1454901717509027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057433382495159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162740676597344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246446087894112,0.0,0.0,0.2935947209963797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592393719425446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164256914534366,0.1280162815029141,0.0,0.0,0.13859609532730433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807295072379302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594032078845596,0.0,0.0,0.28177094862246704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659205498583045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049550870559006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286937859078038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307028073798353,0.11784148334790233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897140024123936,0.14009441901843914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662602936691172,0.0,0.2419411480578117,0.08647578463629063,0.0,0.11760361358384447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UnlimitedBacon437,2019/08/25,"It feels like I'm trying to read a foreign language half the time. One of the biggest reasons I had gone in for help/testing is because of my inability to read and understand what it is I am reading. This is especially bad if I am trying to rush, or I am reading something difficult. My mom isn't one to be supportive in the traditional sense, but is there for us if we need her. However, she can't wrap her head around ADHD/ADD despite my sibling and I being diagnosed during our respective times at university. Whenever I can't read something -especially easy- she can't understand why , but I can't find the words to communicate it and examples aren't really effective. The closest example I could think of is: EmgtlsK: !3:●° Bsycnolagv:/&:2@ P3rsnnajtiru: 1¤:£0 For how it feels trying to make sense of English: 13:00 Psychology: 18:20 Personality: 10:30 Anyone have a similar experience and can maybe help put words to this?",4.07731043862632,6.782458947976881,5.703679020741244,72.29547772866373,75.12716763005781,9.388507310438627,32.141788507310444,9.773937934552695,3.8474307378442703,750,38,127,23,17,254,108,173,0.057999999999999996,0.852,0.09,0.76,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,20,2,1,4,0,25,30,10,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,8,5,0,3,6,2,0,3,2,2,18,3,18,25,0,11,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,3,84,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178566303795268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684383966266736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883105042599254,0.0,0.0,0.11243200447822918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054535617954395,0.07699009384945504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008386829866355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818982028108286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235436871990794,0.0,0.0,0.12772013606132646,0.09022732265277236,0.0,0.0,0.11543409187295607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296181939054034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169309785971364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170282749332193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430490152918868,0.0,0.1268833253480635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791870134986804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364837313682377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116559863026473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102785496579397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696438249032838,0.0,0.0,0.6316609336878444,0.0,0.08090973842031744,0.1298553878500616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446075492359666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332148357675178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092666428663882,0.0,0.0,0.14729076907249752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572441724704022,0.0,0.0,0.26296136239611323,0.15192095380574122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396430845562278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Danky_Day,2019/08/25,"i genuinely cant go on. i got put on adderal xr 30 mg about 5 months ago. recently had to stop because im developing a tolerance. how did i live like this for this many years???? its so hard to even get out of my chair let alone do anything. im getting so depressed because i cant do anything. ive got no motivation. all i can think about is getting back on the computer to play more games and waste more time. the house is a mess, im a mess. i dont want to do this anymore. i cant wait to start my meds again so i can start putting effort into something.",-0.4484061393152317,1.5740249917355411,2.1162514757969326,95.2839876033058,88.33884297520662,5.440613931523021,22.692443919716645,6.868970318607317,0.5682675324675324,428,17,103,6,14,147,76,121,0.18899999999999997,0.732,0.079,-0.9053,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,5,0,15,0,0,2,1,10,26,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,1,11,2,14,21,3,18,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,11,60,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135271978679503,0.0,0.0,0.15804908082749244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133963394933275,0.0,0.0,0.25115598302562603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734109613109282,0.0,0.1860488560106497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143540595519826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884776380803755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079181902736724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918387893343376,0.0,0.08672692118502323,0.0,0.2440986412070838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670092592703142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608158554716566,0.0,0.0,0.4945072601766295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604532249604414,0.0,0.0745533606583353,0.0,0.13474987683459136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547139193549268,0.0,0.0,0.1695058102917124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121805022116765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681321369231396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067552267762982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748005224947053,0.0,0.0,0.21602418460717612,0.0,0.0,0.1275816458999827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977808478888718,0.0,0.0,0.08898313314324177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000828944242299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827033107281853 adhd,Rkthe23rdst,2019/08/25,"Hoo boy, some kid needs to vent. I half hope this goes nowhere and gets overlooked because I need to dump these train wrecks I call thought processes SOMEWHERE and I’m slightly less embarrassed posting it here than trying to talk to friends about it and then fucking it up by killing the mood or saying the wrong stuff or giving them the wrong idea or just otherwise being me. I genuinely can’t remember anything I’ve ever done that’s praise worthy. I feel like a leech with zero redeeming qualities. Everyone else I know is achieving, or hell, pushing toward SOMETHING. Meanwhile here I am with no direction and no drive to find it. I waste all my time on video games. I’ve told myself over and over to just put the game down and face reality, but they’re my escape from a lot of stress that’s probably just caused by them in the first place. I’ve told myself to do a lot of things, really, or just to STOP doing things. Try new things, go outside, do *A* chore, stop doing nothing, do ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE. But it’s like there’s this disconnect in my brain. All the positive, all the stuff that is productive or god forbid potentially life-changing just bounces off and I can’t take it seriously or follow through with it. The parts of me that are negative and content to stay where I am now are in control and I can’t fight it. And I hate it. The more I say that the truer it probably becomes in my head, and when I tell myself that I could probably improve myself by either not telling myself those things as much or just feeling positive in the slightest my own words just suddenly cease to hold traction. And the worst part is that I’m probably not even that bad! I’m probably way better off than most of the world, even mentally. So why the hell cant I kick myself into gear like a normal functioning up-and-coming member of society and be helpful to a single person at all? My whole mantra for the past year has been some bullcrap quest for self improvement, and I’m still empty handed. Quite the contrary, I feel like less of a person than when I started. I’ve got no faith in myself anymore. To anyone who actually read this, sorry.",5.201056049213946,6.14460918421053,5.532621326042378,81.98584928229666,68.40191387559808,8.842241968557758,30.00034176349966,9.04235418022936,2.3986887218045108,1701,63,328,30,28,542,229,418,0.14300000000000002,0.716,0.141,-0.2279,0,0,1,0,1,0,43.0,0,0,2,6,21,26,7,2,23,0,22,5,4,2,5,68,45,29,1,5,20,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,1,5,30,18,0,5,8,4,0,5,10,15,0,3,6,6,35,10,49,36,20,42,4,0,0,1,23,19,3,14,19,232,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0834755992947814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483360792298736,0.05981220076327544,0.0,0.14078577855316907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142309583859494,0.0521449513701476,0.0944732264375824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565399305667019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954919577168823,0.08734684420618763,0.0,0.0,0.08787408901390754,0.09049095190691894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594141639249544,0.06829746474721379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753806117288734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145846297443739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299794289280515,0.07737666019241969,0.0,0.08173801561976132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975617935203315,0.12222090185231625,0.0,0.0,0.07818285192563187,0.07276106355144714,0.0,0.0,0.06608870323260725,0.07908120291065858,0.044691600557483835,0.08205864582433146,0.048614876593670565,0.0,0.06841488869210728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445394971885674,0.08778966331824344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733627610085947,0.0,0.0,0.08496143551956492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656528752984844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946383549462324,0.0,0.047011052994687184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042008212119805,0.16716389229665302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454476638188844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620512874792087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288241926767649,0.12685501780688313,0.0,0.08261595436780235,0.0,0.0,0.08381194034705156,0.08207882057880822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526496269377088,0.08165848808025597,0.0,0.1493820651869325,0.08937205580066457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192455645167697,0.0,0.4611379027747906,0.0,0.0,0.08599225198562158,0.0,0.09098329873283352,0.0855640694086719,0.0,0.054799704278171615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690118808386604,0.0,0.0,0.13605114719548606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923783619756731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658535799990125,0.0,0.09575605752038284,0.06054630403356087,0.09117524001314056,0.06831308986508491,0.14303208014989732,0.09798683578745418,0.0,0.19584777770729345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643161267581832,0.06875455192314911,0.1495330703319114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273183472927746,0.0,0.0,0.06790993611802107,0.04987959883238529,0.0,0.0,0.16347603123952265,0.0,0.1161533403674195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789840134530875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718737600152975,0.09550338325386286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705113695733014,0.0,0.05508554843924548 adhd,Aguita9x,2019/08/25,"I feel guilty even for thing I don't do on purpose I often make mistakes because of innatentiveness and impulsivity and it EATS ME UP. I feel so guilty, and I start insulting myself. OF COURSE I messed up the super simple thing and wasted everybody's time and resources. OF COURSE I made this dear person feel bad because I didn't think of the consequences of my actions, even when I had good intentions. OF COURSE I ruined an emotionally invaluable object because I wasn't careful enough with it, because ai can't organize for life. OF COURSE my friends and family think I'm being annoying on purpose because I make the same simple mistake EVERY TIME even though I actively try not to, even though I want to be careful, even though I try to make thoughtful choices and consider other people's feelings to a fault. It just takes a second for me to ruin everything and I hate it.",8.94744011976048,7.674384125748508,8.873405688622752,68.62531811377248,61.03592814371257,11.703293413173654,38.83907185628743,10.686352973137794,4.178533532934131,707,30,122,14,8,231,92,167,0.231,0.664,0.106,-0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,16,3,0,6,0,8,2,0,5,0,28,26,13,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,7,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,5,4,21,6,20,19,2,9,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673530127938737,0.38962936493745215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606687359507922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308051777747487,0.0,0.14379503483009815,0.0,0.13208576717639348,0.0,0.4221627940165969,0.0,0.10770490253947904,0.0,0.11488815010681765,0.0,0.12050967250304015,0.0,0.2585450310041509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876353815070256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722034166196873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620872368578268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029230101009668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095877278262185,0.2559887663586584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862337782075448,0.11161893464752663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048092814374198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961145843099735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985326664820755,0.16382058125122112,0.3767861234894765,0.10148520455905682,0.14908102054553438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358057128663995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539927609670484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marinnnara,2019/08/25,"What are some good alternatives to ADHD medication? My ADHD has been causing problems all throughout my life, through impulsiveness, forgetfulness, spazzy-ness, you name it. But lately, it’s really been becoming a problem. It’s something I really want to work on. I would like to get medicated soon, and my dad is in the process of helping work towards that. But through asking friends and colleagues with ADHD and children with ADHD, they’ve all told me the same thing: ADHD medication turns you into a zombie. I am naturally a very spontaneous and bouncy person, and I know that medication will definitely change that. So are there any alternatives to ADHD medication that don’t seem to have such a huge impact on one’s personality?",7.277068376068377,8.972012330769232,7.924871794871797,63.97235042735047,64.15384615384616,10.700854700854704,35.21367521367522,10.746095033038511,4.301264957264957,593,27,92,16,9,197,87,130,0.043,0.821,0.135,0.8747,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,0,11,6,0,1,2,23,18,8,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,10,3,15,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,3,67,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7109961985569931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705213218824868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217872247121776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889717314743996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129049517371308,0.10430689444691507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617896869189618,0.0,0.05151500745409585,0.0,0.0,0.08270192829805402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609024187725727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418858835300019,0.0,0.11122634055869264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964487603989805,0.04817151909026742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496651196753933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681466017831382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218936233252494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869588113871166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633278464669045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976274227444989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590794740422299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550619249011815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942175807402337,0.0,0.0,0.10724968759979152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135623749766017,0.058157486059258336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356555671685042,0.0,0.0,0.07004339558308276,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Snydermayne,2019/08/25,"Random Question for No Reason... I have ADD & Dyslexia. When I was young, it was my escape from anxiety and depression from crashing and people not understanding. The streamers and gamers and esports play for hours and hours. I can’t see many people doing that who can’t hyper focus. So, I have a hypothesis: I believe that over 85% of competitive gamers and streamers that are working to make gaming a career have ADD, Dyslexia, Aspergers, or Autism. What do you think?",4.6065000000000005,7.285855223529418,5.07375,77.610625,73.23529411764707,7.0735294117647065,28.27205882352941,8.07648339933343,2.247970588235294,374,15,60,6,8,119,60,85,0.091,0.8390000000000001,0.07,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,16,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,7,12,0,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270730870595027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911476279121844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281514627982758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152101449483293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492137472564053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166788212335231,0.2533259951374699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34645273622180045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27990830796614563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569049676679965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911170780641613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601047320119178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601204363669141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190620598236867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,comrade_earthykins,2019/08/25,"Feeling embarrassed over nonsensical stuff like dating someone or being interested in something unpopular? Is it a adhd quirk? Its kind of hard to put into words but bear with me... Ive always had this weird reaction to being caught doing completely normal things that are close to my heart. If im dating a girl i act like im having an affair for months and months and dont want anyone to know about it. If anyone asks where ive been going i get flustered and embarrassed even though its completely tame and normal... If i have interests that i know might come off as a little... ""Different"" to my peers i do everything in my power to hide it and never bring it up around mixed company. A quick example is journaling, it helps with the adhd but id be mortified if my brothers found out that i keep a journal. IN FACT i never journal at home and keep it stashed like its a sex toy. Ive always been like this and have told many an ex girlfriend that ""the more i care about something the more i want to keep it to myself"" Anyone else like this? Is this a typical adhd thing?",3.5564261931187566,5.235094509433964,4.858435072142065,82.44150388457271,73.24528301886792,8.00710321864595,24.734739178690344,8.671277953709913,1.7469219755826857,844,26,163,16,17,280,120,212,0.073,0.79,0.136,0.9483,2,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,2,12,0,20,2,1,0,3,37,37,16,0,8,7,2,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,1,21,14,0,3,4,1,0,6,3,3,0,0,6,2,18,9,25,27,2,26,0,0,0,1,8,13,0,6,12,115,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991402337541306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842320307848618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322240098818704,0.11343107783945397,0.0,0.09855154883252483,0.10349489043398798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287184486564528,0.0,0.0,0.0953631627012852,0.2321456518226325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566389969809038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974626230682398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924804114665288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312007436639258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994951497229469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597613101517647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138309193016475,0.0,0.0,0.05783916189370561,0.0,0.06291660362727765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099170567276152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118679399807406,0.0742037007941638,0.0,0.11104684896853548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916231818390185,0.0,0.0,0.2952009529000358,0.0,0.115282956384339,0.121681921033726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042607863450696,0.11095620030394096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223820938956028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744125881619548,0.0,0.0,0.17672847580932466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076612968304145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693617260914835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128981110898743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380058498322587,0.17045332131006685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267315466444817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709590310560833,0.0,0.10876779353153268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578404575644457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305941867332458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TidePodPesto2,2019/08/25,"My only options are to be stressed yet productive, or (never fully) relaxed yet empty inside. Anybody find a medium here? I have a history of finding high-stress jobs and working them until burnout. Lower stress makes me feel something like shallow depression, and makes me less productive. Higher stress has the usual effects, but keeps me almost as productive as other people. I have yet to experience a sense of purpose with low stress, or decent productivity with low stress.",7.574796747967478,9.712596073170737,7.296097560975614,67.09504065040652,63.87804878048782,8.881300813008131,35.61788617886179,9.2995712137729,3.835310569105692,386,18,52,7,6,122,60,82,0.258,0.7,0.042,-0.9493,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,4,10,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,17,9,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,2,9,8,1,8,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,4,7,37,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672545765674093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900069506230553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237940052961884,0.0,0.0,0.06398945813608341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313359574197314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371115153329674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255852255753042,0.11248692775978217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061827846704861925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689514318863035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760617524147333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624994936810642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773654481641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742738083460688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8698024405524081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938124967638446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213275188762902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,C-C-Wayne,2019/08/25,"Doubts So I've suspected that I have ADHD for a while now and only started doing my research recently about it but every time I read an article or listen to first hand accounts or try to find something at least semi conclusive (not self diagnosis, more 'hey this could be a possibility to check out') I keep on thinking that I'm faking it? Or being too overdramatic about it? 1) If I see an explanation for some behaviours or a set of symptoms that I identify with, or read something then start noticing that I do actually do something like that or think a certain way or feel a certain way, then all I can think is that maybe I'm only doing it because I read it and not because I actually did it before. 2) I know that it could just be me noticing my behaviours or thoughts now rather than me just performing now that I've read about it and now I'm too scared to get it checked out because of this. And I know a lot of this stems from anxiety but I can't help but doubt whether I actually have something to get checked out or I'm just fooling myself into thinking that I could possibly have ADHD? 3) I know it's different for everyone and there are some things that I can do that other adults with ADHD seem to struggle with (I'm good with memorizing things but I'm really shitty at actually remembering things like appointments and to do certain things around the house and deadlines - just one minor example -). For anyone who has been in this position, what can I do and were your doubts actually right? TL;DR: Suspect I have ADHD, did research, noticed that I do have symptoms, started doubting whether I do or not bc anxiety, need help.",5.073416927899687,6.19419770532916,6.155909090909091,76.75386363636366,68.81191222570533,9.310971786833855,32.99529780564264,9.573946990214177,3.155732288401253,1304,59,243,28,22,435,151,319,0.128,0.795,0.077,-0.9418,1,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,17,14,0,6,9,0,31,3,1,0,4,74,56,29,0,6,25,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,33,17,0,1,16,4,4,0,4,8,0,2,5,4,26,6,32,45,6,26,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,19,15,183,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.39063730215452025,0.0,0.3848684608899874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249206604888625,0.0,0.0,0.0559801353676562,0.0,0.0,0.07127078350524542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641234058551922,0.0,0.0681255550172064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917652890059308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364614105419768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745439081519533,0.07650120076984877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048097429522345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073173810332583,0.06809938666569793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365657230727716,0.0,0.0,0.06715091568978633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732567792670718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237902210837974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116141570551372,0.0,0.0,0.1319974057216683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822699382344615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806454039131245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804314932680802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936381689917668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734480942003318,0.0,0.0,0.0542510399069044,0.12177917550108995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051227945468326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203285033474953,0.0,0.05128878095860224,0.0,0.07905004601915057,0.0,0.0906928947104082,0.06837119568683328,0.0,0.0,0.08015448745986277,0.0,0.0637978214276741,0.0728840362322898,0.08352052067149156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465378150775549,0.0,0.0,0.1700016176912396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369657613620682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642694579058168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127544496041136,0.20519804114286846,0.0,0.06355906266919849,0.04668389825300928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435579726374134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709653381928782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,accidentle,2019/08/25,"You know the only thing I really don't like about stimulants? That I have a timeframe in which I am capable of functioning. It's that I am only able to process things clearly for a certain amount of time. And if I choose to take another dose to help with something I am committed to a certain number hours unable to sleep... Either I need all my important shit done by a certain time of day or I am staying up all night just to finish up the important thing that didnt get done on time.",6.739090909090912,5.5115837171717175,7.388565656565657,77.35618181818181,65.36363636363636,11.152323232323234,34.95151515151515,10.355215969177356,3.387984242424242,384,15,78,8,5,128,66,99,0.06,0.725,0.215,0.8837,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,6,0,9,3,2,1,7,17,13,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,10,4,17,10,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,8,57,18,0,0.2021403248062919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119617554989981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036378684822245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137194677971805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056099766770544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354903987824829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199067501866532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109103608734584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875555219815726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988448953311012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969500146956605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30747365161415435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949626816974788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749413857913726,0.0,0.0,0.20228630813138568,0.0,0.0,0.1556174977186318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545469061747846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198436758051564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40287914937692415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536089468919405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beaglesquad,2019/08/25,Talking time I’ve been using an app called talking time that’s been very helpful. It says the time at whatever interval you set it to. It helps a lot with loss of time.,2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,76.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.3248095238095234,133,5,29,2,3,43,28,35,0.062,0.784,0.154,0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27642008621838704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362895729714711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23014372264081698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527549266183235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351648727145915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6314010831228076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23380221627525516,0.0,0.22335998730635875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,psmith2109,2019/08/25,"PSA for all you wonderful human beings This is very long so I put things at the end just hitting the main points I wanted to talk about. The second one has helped me a lot and it think I could help you guys too. (Sorry if it’s a little aggressive. It’s a little rant like but it’s all good advice) I talked about this a little bit in response to someone’s post but I want more to see it. To start off, it’s very important that we all try and stay positive. There are gonna be times where shit hits the fan and things are going to suck but you gotta push through. I like to tell myself that it sucks now but in an hour or a day or a week or a month, however long it’s gonna be, It’s going to be ok. It’s going to get better. So whether your stressed about work or school or chores in some time it’s just going to be a thing of the past. Also if people are being annoying about your ADHD or just being annoying cause sometimes people are the worst you just gotta let go. Let dickheads be dickheads and know you’re better than them. Sometime you just gotta let bad shit be bad shit. Second (and this is my favorite) will power. **Before I continue it’s important for everyone to know what none of this is actually facts based. They are all coping methods I came up with or learned from YouTube.** I stumbled upon a YouTube video one day. I forget everything about it now but I remember one thing and that is what they said about will power. **Will power is like a muscle** the more you use it the more tired it gets. Every decision you make, no matter how big or small, uses the muscle. Tougher decision put more stress on the muscle and tire it out more. Whether you are choosing chocolate or vanilla, or to take AP or CP you are using the muscle. People with ADHD use this muscle way more than others because we try to control our impulses more. For the average person I would assume that for them to use the muscle every day it’s like going for a light 5k jog everyday. For us with ADHD it’s like running a marathon everyday. That means our will power muscle (I’m getting tired of typing that out so we’ll just call it WPM) is tipped as hell but it’s also so tired and under so much stress from waking up and running a marathon everyday. My point is (I bet you never thought I’d get to it) sometimes you need to let your impulses free. Stop trying to control them. I’ve actually found that if I let my impulses out at the right time it actually can really help me in social situations. If it doesn’t help you in social situations then find a time when you can do it on your on. At the end of the day sometimes you are better off not doing something than pushing yourself to get it done. Don’t clean up at the end of the day, play a game, watch TV go to bed. Don’t do things you don’t want to do when you get a chance. You will be much more relax and much more willing/happy to do the not so fun things. Third, if people ask for your medication just tell them off. That’s it. People can be dicks. Make sure they know that they are and that they are wrong. If they still don’t understand then walk away. People will be dicks and that’s a fact. Fourth. When dealing with people that don’t believe ADHD is real or don’t fully understand or give shitty advice you just have to make sure they understand what they are doing it wrong. People who don’t believe in ADHD will probably be more stubborn but for the rest don’t be afraid to just tell them it’s not working. Stand up for yourself. For me, I cringe at motivational stuff like “you can do it” and “try your best” because honestly I am trying my best and I really don’t think I can do it. Sometime you just have to let these people know and if that doesn’t work the go back to my first paragraph and use that method. Fifth (and care so much about this) **STOP USING ADHD AS AN EXCUSE TO GET AWAY WITH DOING SOMETHING WRONG!!** (I don’t know how common that is but there is a kid at my school with ADHD and he drives me crazy because he goes around announcing it with the purpose of getting away with doing the wrong thing.) We all have to deal with our impulses. We do have a harder time because and can’t control it. We are way more likely to fuck up but that doesn’t mean you get a get out jail fee card. I’m totally down for a weaker punishment but it’s important to keep in mind that we are still humans beings that need to interact with other human beings. The more we hold ourselves accountable the easier it will be for us to take control of ourselves. I fuck up all the time and when that happens I face the consequences. I may not like it and I may argue but the truth is I fucked up and I deserve it. Anyone who fucks up on a certain level deserves something. In conclusion: 1) Stay positive. Try to push out the negativity. 2) Relax your WPM. Let your impulses take over a little bit. 3) Tell people to fuck off if they ask for your meds. There’s not much you can do about that 4) Make sure people who are rude to you about your ADHD understand what it is so they can get the bigger picture. 5) ADHD is not a get out of a jail free card. Face the consequences of your actions. You can let yourself loose a little but don’t let yourself get away with anything.",1.5097410868812735,3.6661538934579454,2.9963187954309483,91.22664503288335,81.09345794392524,5.832121841467638,20.28123918310834,7.016131500887134,0.3877054344063686,4086,111,865,50,108,1335,346,1070,0.13699999999999998,0.745,0.11800000000000001,-0.9894,5,0,5,0,0,0,106.0,13,35,15,19,49,57,18,4,59,1,108,18,8,19,15,178,190,77,0,15,51,0,0,8,0,17,5,1,3,6,81,48,0,9,25,9,5,20,25,29,0,7,5,4,99,30,128,139,34,125,1,0,2,7,97,58,13,28,49,617,180,8,0.0,0.0,0.0996784322738599,0.0,0.3682740159629498,0.06654303880212772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544566868059068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02380730198725024,0.0,0.028018777964640532,0.03031012795223885,0.06366096542608239,0.0,0.12795766655889915,0.02618097390329079,0.05685767083620779,0.08302189777586767,0.0,0.02897252124689832,0.07672135243874713,0.07146299726282777,0.09033863173016846,0.07434365973921216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03476703199536526,0.03894208479294485,0.03471442205232884,0.03497689346507237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275186293048731,0.027184727320698144,0.0,0.0,0.1097914022981439,0.07020442450413461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03484314288935031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046983124849486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737417539119435,0.0325345263485615,0.030600338142371362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311194495816117,0.028961392337638295,0.0,0.0373321078280958,0.0,0.15738512002429453,0.23125421608705016,0.032662148138246964,0.15480307139596874,0.02855802541468662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033713083635334685,0.030108722053555526,0.03624495555380007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128719709612428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033530631029245736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030263615877575343,0.0,0.0,0.09356003633880106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31334943899721096,0.0,0.13307389510784004,0.17062626960951305,0.0,0.06026319362726376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028946572870483068,0.0,0.0,0.09090978549067497,0.0,0.0,0.07417697043368306,0.037819888700763166,0.03429999225173345,0.0,0.0,0.034378988782765636,0.0,0.02717695854627161,0.0,0.12514676989729234,0.050492636602343405,0.02626008064772996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921585032101968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03250287166732346,0.2596521798570261,0.02972958603763678,0.0,0.0,0.06437313273186751,0.0,0.0326087759809391,0.0,0.03670973202466553,0.0,0.0,0.06845571590612379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038754320166441626,0.043624313832755085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856998769810188,0.029076987618116418,0.032387647249522526,0.0,0.0,0.0689172180198034,0.02713201729295664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485000318273356,0.0,0.07654323530059241,0.0,0.069415730130744,0.02884894013860616,0.07863593276811792,0.16837276490396302,0.03811418656067887,0.024099500201368525,0.07258172898013894,0.054381893304244235,0.05693166080730432,0.1170063378674083,0.0,0.03897705758949619,0.0,0.0,0.09627011260555236,0.0,0.07680005581683008,0.05473332730594045,0.1190385545772582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583408372592101,0.0436334397960657,0.0,0.027030477669520603,0.11912271983825208,0.15653364726314026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869900868049514,0.0,0.0,0.1417815608235392,0.08191161528868457,0.205847066742644,0.0,0.056186682606193326,0.060247554045496025,0.054051772870788516,0.027311422479478167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036923834284544314,0.0743625130955366,0.0,0.0,0.024186873418279086,0.14890550248189185,0.0,0.0 adhd,snowycheeks,2019/08/25,"Gut Brain Connection Have you tried cutting gluten and dairy from your diet? If so has this helped your focus, memory or even reduced anxiety? I have eaten this way a couple times for about 6 month periods. It seems to have helped, but between the discipline and certainty of results it has been hard to stick to it. I'm trying to get back to eating this way, but my depression overshadows it as well. Just looking to get others experiences.",4.645679442508712,6.9137885853658565,5.239547038327527,78.36207317073173,71.6829268292683,9.075958188153312,27.567944250871076,9.606745405546679,2.8310675958188147,352,13,61,9,7,113,62,82,0.111,0.83,0.059000000000000004,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,6,5,2,1,0,10,12,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,1,12,10,0,6,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,4,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792992217496761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022291155142967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616443731210683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25933580179558074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187020850500845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982813384074375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548050570908515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292675440879257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449066097546925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099574632814237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141984807135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681925140496195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707900685489565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133697535840294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366682250532868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182557846018342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720781326650976,0.0,0.0,0.21073478448406788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wewantmcneal,2019/08/25,"How to support students with ADHD during group work I posted this in r/ScienceTeachers and it was suggest to come here too to see if those with experience would have suggestions. I'm going to provide a lot of information and details here but the TL;DR is that I have a student with ADHD concerned she's slowing down her group during inquiry-based activities and asked for strategies for working more efficiently. **Background** I'm a chemistry teacher at a private high school. We do have a learning specialist but no in-class SPED teachers and our learning specialist isn't that great. The students all have their own iPads but the school has control over the apps they can download and somewhat the sites they can go on (so social media and gaming is really difficult for them to have access to during the school day). Since last school year, I've started using inquiry-based learning strategies in my classroom. This means that the students usually work through an activity sheet in groups to discover/figure out the topic of the day. Overall, I've read that inquiry-based learning is a great method for all students but especially those with learning differences because it makes them more engaged with the material and they're able to develop the concepts in their own language (vs memorizing ""my"" definitions). The workflow for a topic is they'll do the activity in class and homework is whatever they don't finish. (I do have check-in points throughout an assignment so that I can make sure they're understanding the material. And I walk around the room frequently so they can also stop me to ask for help. If I find after the first period class that majority of the groups didn't hit all the check-points then I'll extend the activity to the following class.) The next day in class, I'll do a review lecture on the topic to be sure everybody got the content and for homework they take a little ""quiz"" on canvas (similar to blackboard, google classroom, or schoology) to see where their understanding is at (they can use notes while they do this assignment). After the review lecture, they move into the next topic. The groups are assigned and get changed each unit/chapter. There are usually 4 students per group but in some classes there are groups of 3 or 5 (I try to have 6 groups per class because of how our lab room is set up). The group members do give each other a group grade at the end of the unit. It's 5% of their grade, they get to grade themselves too, and I take the average as the grade. **Current Issue** We've just started the school year and have had a few activities now and I had a student come meet with me with concerns that their ADHD makes them take longer to process information so they feel like they’re slowing their group down too much. My suggestion was the night before to read over the activity since it's available on canvas and pre-answer the questions so that way they’ve already done the initial processing. Another option i could suggest is that I have old lecture video playlists that they could watch so they’ve sorta pre-learned the material but I’m not sure if that’s taking away the purpose of inquiry-based learning. However, I do provide playlists to these lectures for all students already partly for those that are auditory learners to study from so really any student could already be doing this. Any other suggestions on how I could support this student and others that tend to work slower? I do plan in two class days to do a quick lesson on time management when working through these activities so any suggestions in general on this would be so great. Thank you!",5.939694794085297,7.687203402694613,5.819249663937431,77.62270744225837,67.3682634730539,8.506953440058657,33.39313210314066,8.957266950251167,3.011714921178051,2915,132,497,51,49,911,282,668,0.035,0.91,0.055,0.8962,3,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,3,1,21,9,26,12,0,0,53,0,55,0,0,9,7,90,91,44,0,9,14,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,31,31,0,2,16,4,0,7,5,1,0,2,7,4,46,11,79,73,17,78,0,0,3,0,54,35,0,11,34,337,77,55,0.07037759151796834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537405656975491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299026686926186,0.056280934510195786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357752674799346,0.07379704104183593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626509773668631,0.13158709558557102,0.0,0.06612206391977682,0.0,0.0,0.0858030531363314,0.0,0.059886146827245926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744501600903938,0.12124812686980148,0.0,0.0,0.07893445321547418,0.2247631206014228,0.0,0.0,0.1815508973448353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352960402948681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202071070075505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233365690905646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688427889056012,0.0,0.0,0.03558502488150636,0.05027776544254428,0.0,0.0,0.06432384364985105,0.05986314339277458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735387736803374,0.06751259865965986,0.07999441422378878,0.0,0.05628738905225738,0.23277462930985185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717261609853418,0.07435778943663457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345592087244875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736713025915687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034382936306219775,0.07053683555768872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983251158208761,0.0,0.0,0.14093276648759462,0.0,0.0,0.07666182906100008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480024200936845,0.051735627515172834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969473399145486,0.06604460213081627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384944351294206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621207336773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305914406476158,0.0,0.06740227851106849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883900916859096,0.0,0.1407932733874605,0.0,0.0901713744952697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35612939948237204,0.11216365724466072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643414193125427,0.0,0.0,0.07174109169348268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996272430157872,0.0,0.0,0.0588388178089642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597273136847972,0.1989901413633034,0.0,0.21166076088872185,0.0,0.0,0.06479423074212383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041037739575726206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778176493426402,0.0,0.06874868064904564,0.14653110953855206,0.0,0.12156728545700468,0.1550219483716094,0.0,0.0,0.05586245633972094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561786240907525,0.0,0.0,0.0999884435652378,0.0,0.0,0.0906417230351932 adhd,noblebees,2019/08/25,"ADHD and Beekeeping 🤔🤔🤔💥WHATTHEFUCK BEEEEESSS💥🤯🤯🤯 • hey there do you like... h y p e r f o c u s i n g? how about complex problems that are solvable and varied? what if it was just like playing a videogame but with real living things that you love and nurture? WELL it is! and.. I do? anyways bees are very interesting and have given my life a ton of meaning and purpose and even a career. my mentor is talking to me this week about taking over his honey company, he told me ""no one I know is more passionate and good at beekeeping as you"". my mentor absolutely has ADHD and just does not know anything about it (I've tried but he gave the back in my day speech).",-0.2823253968253958,1.9405711642857144,2.2776190476190514,92.58626984126984,90.92857142857142,4.825396825396826,21.349206349206348,6.42735559955562,0.39894444444444455,513,19,112,6,18,176,99,140,0.033,0.748,0.218,0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,11,10,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,1,0,23,18,14,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,2,13,9,10,14,2,6,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,1,5,70,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051613048133751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729500540378365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160593645631618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355407361756967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839191114243688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881373907446495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627863873710262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310052688378936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844761417269586,0.20535457844531302,0.0,0.1855818698753159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896844937501728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893416445675235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424150269080533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011020404660437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392167772429003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801990389435874,0.1689247819298039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962603628046666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082417931218,0.0,0.14269002664664546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341030728055482,0.0,0.0,0.16858379761019432,0.0,0.18896594166246888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leftistpirate,2019/08/25,"How do i deal with my long messages? Sometimes i think that everybody ignores my long messages just because they are long. I write very long messages on cellphone and long e-emails too. Specially on apps like Whatsapp or Instagram, nobody cares to read those messages. How ADHD people should deal with those urges to write enormous messages and replies about everything?",7.448095238095242,10.036951587301589,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,64.87301587301587,7.5796825396825405,37.99682539682539,8.238735603445708,3.4185453968253974,302,16,45,4,5,85,44,63,0.033,0.8759999999999999,0.092,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,7,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,6,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487112602411373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089888717223456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228856691235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686497765820197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068514056197533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734788093290892,0.0,0.0,0.7911186874518636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395064163679945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883862463744438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682812045752844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456156749335145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752067363245844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,toomanyquestions69,2019/08/25,"I know you guys don’t give diagnoses, but are my experiences familiar to you? I was always told I was very smart growing up, but when it mattered I NEVER did my work. When I did my work, I’d be a B student. And for the one year in 8th grade my Mom told me she’d take everything I’d own if I didn’t get my act together, I had received all A’s. When I was young (10-15) I had a couple of friends. But I have never felt confident enough to carry out a conversation, having always thought I was a boring person with no hobbies anyway. Trying to make friends now doesn’t work. My mind fires off so many things to say, and usually the most awkward/uninteresting things come out. The only person I can be around is my girlfriend, and I have to keep myself inline to avoid upsetting her and myself with my impulsiveness. I get too anxious to be around family, even though my parents have passed and it’s just my brother and his family. I’m always trying to make it seem I’m not a failure and I’m doing something with my life, and I’ll usually say something that embarrasses me 4 hours later when I’m alone going over every conversation that day. I can’t hold hobbies or interests in anything. I will be obsessed with a hobby or career prospect for a week or so, and get burnt out thinking about it all the time and start to believe it’s over done, and I’d be awful at it. I’m nearly 21 now, and have started a new part time job at Target. I was laid off from my IT position in November because of my job performance, my mom had passed a little before this, so I had a small inheritance to keep me afloat for for nearly 8 months while I was unemployed. I’m trying my best to be a pleasant person for my new job. And to think I’m not naturally pleasant is depressing and demotivating. It seems when I want things to be good, I can’t even put forth the effort? When I was employed at a place that even had insurance for its employees, I couldn’t find a doctor that would schedule me for an appointment. After calling 10 different doctors on my insurances provider’s website (Humana) and being told they don’t accept it, I’d get upset and forget about getting medical help. I’m constantly thinking about running away from my life. Selling the few possessions I have and living on a beach somewhere. Just to be away from people who knew me, and to not forced to interact with the same people who will eventually become disappointed in me.",6.177407407407408,5.784499209876548,7.139053497942388,75.93907407407406,66.16049382716051,10.162962962962963,32.609053497942384,9.725611199111238,2.946307818930041,1920,71,374,36,27,647,233,486,0.09,0.7979999999999999,0.111,0.9201,9,2,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,1,6,24,17,0,5,23,1,46,6,0,2,4,70,82,36,0,4,12,4,2,0,3,3,6,2,0,4,20,29,0,4,11,1,2,9,13,8,0,1,22,4,56,9,60,46,9,64,0,2,0,0,31,26,0,7,29,265,76,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836828022697427,0.0,0.0,0.2016922902953576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912792235285952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649022049465902,0.14385545959991658,0.0,0.0,0.1518255627390353,0.0,0.0,0.049253970818863534,0.08923551400192625,0.06875350982200402,0.09103215791099883,0.08479296369047754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250422720912409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960069000340005,0.0,0.08731439482349791,0.0,0.0,0.08940192205415834,0.0,0.052108300771960936,0.0,0.06959156630462968,0.08200870205127701,0.0,0.08441715856979072,0.0,0.16540122638415905,0.0,0.08268484287085986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348637330168457,0.0,0.16009979592252746,0.0,0.06807615909005786,0.0,0.07261641577891349,0.07903636506869034,0.1523391311588742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757916027544046,0.0,0.07384829798662253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248493276892342,0.0,0.2110692149352352,0.07750921308138213,0.04591960775090705,0.06776988664926419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000314529410074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415748209040934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957017444776372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053991254395216,0.14363470778097975,0.0,0.0,0.04440470211445929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414063618724606,0.0,0.08098124980921675,0.07134649084944128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786715412830253,0.08191692260384953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139591422084752,0.0,0.0,0.08158337767029819,0.18926028104594025,0.06449253312889769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463345508348582,0.15607124750082127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475110484092519,0.061450844230296876,0.0,0.0,0.08971709072147907,0.08749682209408302,0.0,0.11203091085686744,0.21165020830159176,0.08441715856979072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122473525544255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850830344576095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711170572330465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244051522673757,0.0,0.0,0.1143790842143269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060750361200709216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103665287758395,0.15531710751136926,0.07938404374921179,0.06414492532795373,0.09422842445120763,0.0,0.0,0.2316190770348861,0.0,0.1645704834307014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797610323368684,0.066667163715417,0.04765700533411673,0.0,0.06481162401069009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764666502764312,0.0,0.0,0.057396883928603426,0.0,0.0,0.05203153755208901 adhd,MrRobot_96,2019/02/20,"First Post Hey guys, as you can see by the title this is my first time posting on this subreddit. I honestly didn't even know I had ADHD for sure until this year, although i'm not diagnosed yet, I'm 100% certain I possess some level of ADHD. Among many thins I have always struggled with focusing and my mind is constantly wandering, I tend to shake my leg when I'm sitting or (used to) bite my nails, and get distracted my social interactions etc. I somehow made it through high school with mediocre grades and always felt like I was underachieving and for the longest time just thought I needed to ""try harder"". I am now in my 4th year of University studying Information technology and I have struggled with all my major courses. The material is heavy and the courses are only 4 months long, allowing very little time to absorb the information and makes it easy to fall behind quickly; not to mention that most of the profs are useless and I have to teach myself everything. I recently bought a bullet journal and am trying my best to start being organized and getting things done and not putting them off. It has helped a little but I still struggle to actually sit down and do school work. I have a two midterms on the 25th and I've procrastinated the first half of this week, despite knowing how important it is to pass these midterms. **I always tend to find reasons not to do school work, or I feel overwhelmed and anxious when attempting to. I was wondering if anyone else felt this way and how you guys worked around this obstacle?** I want to be able to get things done without having to take medication, I feel as though my ADHD is not very severe (I'm not sure if there are levels to it lol) and that I may be able to use it to my advantage (I heard it helps with creativity). &#x200B; Sorry for the long post, I tried keeping it as concise as possible. I hope at least some of you can relate and hopefully we can bounce some useful tips around that can be helpful for all of us ADHDers. 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To be fair, maybe its because I just took my meds later than usual today or something but it happens every now and then and wondered if it was just me. 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Hi everyone! I'm a college student going to school outside of my home state. I'm staying on my family's insurance, and there aren't any branches of my insurance in this state, so I just have to see my psychiatrist when I'm home. My parents have to go to their office every month to pick up my prescription and mail it to me, where I fill it at a pharmacy here. But that's all beside the point... I saw her for the first time in August, when she told me that per insurance policy, I need to take a drug test once per year. (She wouldn't give me a prescription until the results came in.) I thought that was all good until today: she sent me an email saying she'd written another script, but that I had to come in and take another drug test before she gave me another one. Fortunately, I'm going home for spring break in about a month, so I shouldn't run out of meds before then...but I feel frustrated and upset about having to go in to take a drug test when I already have to jump though plenty of hoops to get my meds. Also, that she didn't tell me about ""random"" drug testing! I tried to look for documents in my insurer's website and on google and couldn't find anything. Does anybody else have experience with this? Does anybody know if this is even legal? Thanks y'all! <3",4.369222222222224,5.071020662962964,5.425185185185188,82.88333333333334,70.14814814814815,8.962962962962962,27.222222222222207,9.150863307647796,2.0234444444444444,1049,33,217,20,18,347,142,270,0.032,0.927,0.040999999999999995,-0.5597,1,0,5,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,1,15,4,1,1,10,0,15,5,0,2,2,28,42,18,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,3,0,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,10,5,2,0,2,10,5,35,2,40,28,2,41,0,0,3,0,19,14,0,3,13,135,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791323508877053,0.07820229314844038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665002688979904,0.3076227085033024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804724935199037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642346295321087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118452300134782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842370657460723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115264386151685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670243431246419,0.0,0.08169064741835387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458909643184996,0.0,0.08239194020532188,0.09344213598686622,0.0,0.09565697524401844,0.09218731456902753,0.0,0.04944535075148709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937790605855732,0.0831797682311191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109102031776613,0.0938086774419012,0.22230429134872354,0.08202126152770982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427277113568145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374259667925325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211861968552495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724436035265104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561094222785524,0.0,0.0,0.07250973573709646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414271299495738,0.06626475136855409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858375785186004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924427630847884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776620034763992,0.0,0.09896827740858917,0.0779256357484533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423068276547824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057678610564604,0.0,0.08547240464882293,0.09003150837705637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960777675072584,0.0776340046609276,0.057021891487407876,0.0,0.09269308920805702,0.09344213598686622,0.0,0.06639270689192726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297328445207137 adhd,evfree,2019/02/20,ADHD lost wallet rant Sorry I just... I’m 41 and on a work trip and lost my wallet in the (I think) Atlanta or Nashville airport... not even sure which one. I had a tight connection time in Atlanta and I was so proud of making it! I had time to buy a water and snack at a kiosk. I took my jacket off to put my purse over it before boarding. I guess I took it off and never put it back on again. I keep hoping to “grow out of this “ or something. Not yet. Making me think more about meds. Would I have lost my wallet if I was on meds? Would my house be clean? And I know meds aren’t a silver bullet. I’m lucky enough to be traveling with coworkers so I’ll be ok. I just hate when I mess up in a big way like this and wanted to share.,-1.1510624999999983,0.8230210187500013,1.3212499999999991,99.83875,91.9375,3.95,13.625,5.341637118332708,-1.2245250000000003,553,9,136,3,20,187,93,160,0.11699999999999999,0.758,0.125,0.5179,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,10,12,1,0,7,1,11,2,0,2,2,31,28,13,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,2,3,1,1,7,4,5,0,1,9,1,20,7,21,14,2,28,0,3,0,0,1,13,0,6,8,91,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506723469368462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561317657053107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687418556104695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191860037896042,0.0,0.09071795415912833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130580036011362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356040533661856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641890136122795,0.0,0.1584827157608612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208241829152675,0.0,0.0,0.0754836139732227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710195747906314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449799140314851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336352311571072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576925134243547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059322905423503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307147814587174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27614807752995085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573824440737302,0.0,0.15375135890453548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945014241553393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601584259561456,0.0,0.0,0.16017902784813098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30520037615098483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101220867302933,0.10902152557883446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999196687382944,0.0,0.0,0.19513808328518398,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheNocturne,2019/02/20,"Diagnosed at age 34 with ADHD, makes sense. Medicate? Was going through a psych eval for PTSD. Doctor mentioned I had anxiety and ADHD also. The anxiety part made sense, have had social anxiety my whole life. I kinda pushed back against the ADHD diagnosis. He explained it and it made sense, but since it wasn't seeming to cause maladaptive behaviors we agreed to not put it down as a diagnosis, instead just a note that I have the symptoms. I looked into ADHD more and it all made sense. It explains my childhood perfectly. My girlfriend jokes that I have autism because of some of my behaviours, but I hold back from the vast majority when in public. I use to suck with getting things done, but being in the military pushed me into creating coping strategies which carried over to being able to function getting my graduate degree. Now that I'm comfortable with the diagnosis I'm wondering if it is worth going pn medication. I've read posts about people's experiences with the medication but they never answered my main concern. I've channeled my ADHD to where I'm good at tapping into the hyper focus. It helps me do things that I don't think I'd be able to do without it. Yea I'll procrastinate til the day before to study, but I'll easily go 10 to 16 hours straight and get the material memorized. Writing papers I can procrastinate as long as I have 1 day per 3.5 pages to write. I often finish it hours before I turn it in, but it works and I'm happy with my grades. Only reason I'm considering it is for my future career. I'm going into mental health counseling and think I could more than likely be a lot more ""there"" for the client on the medication compared to normal. I drift off and day dream, a lot. I get distracted by any noise. In class this an issue to the point where I don't really learn much in class, but when I go home I juat go over it all again. With a client I could record with consent which fixes half the problem. It doesn't fix them potentially thinking I'm not there with them. Tl dr Will going on medication for my newly but obviously correct diagnosis of ADHD take away any on my mental sharpness?",4.8179338175948345,6.224301564164652,6.0647142857142855,76.10154277643262,69.67796610169492,8.896497175141244,28.77877320419693,9.2995712137729,2.582961000807103,1698,62,307,35,30,570,216,413,0.036000000000000004,0.858,0.106,0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,3,2,17,9,1,1,21,1,24,11,0,7,6,68,58,23,0,5,13,0,1,1,1,1,11,0,1,0,24,20,0,1,11,4,1,11,8,3,0,1,8,2,36,6,57,43,14,54,0,0,1,0,14,24,1,8,19,208,60,13,0.14837012563509167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349361749847987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059325767932866424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089677326026276,0.0,0.1702541100059291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969930854002078,0.11408746827209387,0.0,0.04522252573271722,0.0,0.12625204893934866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620849472966475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846147233261793,0.0,0.0,0.14352968502058394,0.0,0.0,0.07529627717650453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759315552840254,0.0,0.07591707576602284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725672264330495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550345337864613,0.0,0.2951275655625837,0.062222911004891725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897137883491535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885525272511933,0.0,0.0,0.04972468385259053,0.0,0.07441366668629941,0.0,0.1461146868647055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742993169710845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052399103780984745,0.03624307446038934,0.0,0.0,0.0656514461257429,0.06229676878123527,0.0,0.0,0.1261389750490525,0.0,0.2105871004732201,0.049519105487165364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736682306211727,0.14952218961419347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453455701362492,0.0,0.05721609380894625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268561058095721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056421083179703714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033519374980515,0.0,0.051430581787165405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012886309396521,0.0,0.07104878353378585,0.0,0.0,0.07098508620481557,0.08671836852670863,0.07457647818347306,0.0,0.0,0.07420513834911482,0.0,0.04752485085801884,0.07627460008120189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753529499298927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136665056996043,0.0,0.0,0.0756223291972349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710668522066326,0.055777934793812996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985705187161358,0.14260437837580564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069204556843801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407207545518151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282497333446345,0.0,0.07151175325597403,0.0804505361027175,0.054007609271007236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Holiver_Peck,2019/02/20,"Reminder from my mom: “and you are proof that they are wrong” I work in a specialized outpatient clinic (not comfortable sharing specifics) and today some of my coworkers were talking about previous students on rotations and comparing performance. The hypothesis that some students were not a good fit because of their ADHD got thrown into the mix and my instinct was to take it personally and doubt my skills and potential, and then text my mom for support. She’s always been supportive, but her response was so perfect that I had to share. Her full response was “Don’t take it personally! They obviously don’t have enough experience with it. And you are proof that they are wrong.” Just because we learn differently, problem solve differently, etc does not mean we are less capable. Let’s keep showing the world what we can accomplish! 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According to my results the therapist said he does not think I have adhd and everything is caused by depression. I know I have anxiety, but it has never been crippling and for the most part I am happier now than I ever have been before. I'm tired of not being able to remeber a person's name 2 seconds after they told me. Ibwant to be able to pay attentions in meetings rather than wonder if the tape on the wall has always been there while i doodle on my paper in front of me. I want to not take 2 hours to write an email or do paperwork because the thought of it makes me anxious. I want to be able to follow instructions without making mistakes. Are these signs of depressions rather than adhd and if so where do I go from here. Should I look for a second opinion? Sorry if I rambled I'm terrible at writing never had the patience to learn grammar. 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My husband (32F). 2 kids (4 and 1) It’s not actually being late that’s the issue- in fact, he’s often early. Here are some examples of when it happens: 1. We are finishing dinner. I ask him to get the baby ready for bed while I clean up the kitchen. He is looking at his phone and doesn’t respond. The baby is wailing. I ask again. The baby is now hurling food onto the floor. I ask again and I finally get a verbal response that he heard what I said. 2. He tells me that he wants to work on something on our house after the kids are in bed. (Note: he can never schedule this a few days in advance. Ideally, he would tell me that he wants to paint a room or whatever on Thursday so I could make a point to come home from work early and make something simple for dinner). I say okay and then the kids are in bed. He will be on his phone for 45 minutes and then I have to ask him if he wanted to get something done, which makes me mad because this was his plan in the first place. 3. He is a firefighter and I’m a teacher. Our kids go to daycare three days a week and the specific days change sometimes. 3 separate times I’ve had to correct him about when they’re going this week because I have a long weekend at school. The second time, he put it on a calendar we keep on the wall and I still had to correct him again. 4. He will complain that we never “do anything as a family” but is incapable of initiating us actually doing something and following through with logistics. (Find “thing to do,” plan a time to do it, figure out what we need, pack up the kids). We have two small children- they need diapers, snacks, sippy cups, etc. 5. We have house projects that have taken years to finish- even though he only works 10 days a month and has at least 1 day a week when he is home while the kids are in daycare.\* \*This is a particular point of frustration for me because I almost NEVER get to be alone in the house without our kids there and he gets one of these every week and just dicks around on Reddit for half the day. He is finally getting to the point where he recognizes that he might have ADHD. I’m super familiar with the symptoms because I’m a teacher and my dad has it. I’m so frustrated because so many of the problems in our household (marriage, parenting, managing life) are rooted in his ADHD, but he doesn’t see any of it and excels at work. 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That's what all the doctors said. But I was never able to admit out loud, and barely even to myself, that my anxiety and panic attacks and mood swings all stem from feeling like someone I care about is rejecting me in some way. I KNOW they're not actually rejecting me, but knowing that doesn't make the feeling of intense despair any less real. ""Rejection sensitive dysphoria is an extreme emotional sensitivity and emotional pain triggered by the perception — not necessarily the reality — that a person has been rejected, teased, or criticized by important people in their life."" I'm so intensely relieved that this has a name, I'm not alone, I'm not insane or broken, that I've been sobbing since I read about it. Turns out I might not even have general anxiety, it might all just be my (currently untreated, trying to find a new doctor) ADHD.",9.07410206718346,8.802687249999998,9.563333333333333,60.53722222222224,60.22093023255814,13.69095607235142,42.36692506459949,12.838901577100673,5.999273126614988,765,40,119,26,9,258,112,172,0.217,0.645,0.138,-0.9482,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,7,15,2,1,9,0,14,4,0,2,4,38,27,11,0,0,10,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,10,7,0,0,8,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,7,4,12,3,15,17,5,9,0,7,0,0,6,4,1,5,5,84,22,3,0.1470113529825395,0.0,0.14346187386834075,0.0,0.17667907764944266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225942538561502,0.0,0.0,0.1223252225154172,0.0,0.0,0.09997276126222764,0.0,0.33738984793162385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672466372656401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988787215876712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300944698364073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307359698364121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419922429575215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486667145297786,0.10502493994498348,0.0,0.0,0.13436571329082225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158718984035675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038384662537906,0.07182232123699943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981312196777096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119116270060083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133842183825673,0.14198448079626086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643044464448572,0.1724861473595094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191916170248336,0.12836464293212765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705113634250053,0.16733110457524802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984146194748498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160931036056055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456224231223345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671059294065687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981105859649056,0.1599061366722886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166907691823139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PinCushy,2019/02/20,"I was recently diagnosed with ADHD-PI, same as my mother [Why did I never recognize this before?](https://imgur.com/a/52fPZDt) It's one of those things that just *IS* you. It's part of your nature, the very essence of your being. Until there was a name for it, however, I was under the impression I was just as scatterbrained, disorganized, and forgetful as my mother. This diagnosis has worked wonders for my mental health, allowing me to (for the first time in my life) start easing the hateful burden I've placed on myself.",4.786796690307327,7.575494393617022,5.304609929078017,75.63388888888889,73.14893617021276,8.858628841607569,26.401891252955078,9.444778638647367,2.8398217494089835,419,15,68,11,9,134,68,94,0.113,0.845,0.042,-0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,8,3,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,13,1,15,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30433957620634744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702846235587923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540178615649075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001739569886194,0.0,0.26917724377143737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886755598927834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520158449887165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531064702242826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159876863737542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742291132690581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645769524565701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500392726276152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924122322348274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682382569847389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766351887734758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894561370678924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285054374955117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27462284146818383,0.18435828817810004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drkfaery,2019/02/20,"Realized my ADHD was a problem after having my baby So they thought I was going to have PPD after my baby as I suffer from generalized anxiety. I thought I was doing really well and felt somewhat vindicated as I was a little scared I would get depressed or really anxious...however the baby is now 16 mos old. I finally realized that all my ADHD symptoms I managed before are now out of control. Impulse spending. Emotional reactions to things especially at work. My memory is now much worse. Now I have much less time to get things done and my bill paying is suffering. I am a great mom however....but I feel my family will suffer if these things don't get back in control. I am hoping the self realization I am on the right track... &#x200B; Any other moms experience this? Or partners of people who have experienced this with their spouse?",3.8094514767932464,6.323822392405063,5.844582278481018,71.92088185654012,75.07594936708861,9.023459915611816,28.887763713080172,9.558583805096642,3.337755611814345,670,29,109,19,15,232,102,158,0.146,0.772,0.08199999999999999,-0.8877,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,3,7,9,0,1,6,0,20,1,0,2,1,21,29,8,0,4,3,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,9,4,0,2,6,0,3,1,1,6,1,0,8,3,22,3,15,19,5,17,0,4,0,0,8,6,0,5,10,89,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31769363169925824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320989060486364,0.1606052231552541,0.08988248642382532,0.0,0.10111233647835777,0.14931839011845702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163323351921014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246988092968456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29648755262227355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138408089456837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525934103511086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867735442815966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929100770860955,0.12460137661864296,0.0,0.06683087363840905,0.0,0.12690725086461305,0.14478956677980573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716553554701966,0.0,0.07511722426175624,0.0,0.0,0.14572170821326766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127807067918834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247253190650524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30959992193944824,0.0,0.0,0.19432540494679865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869381415678622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091632436199522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647215249669902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934740820785205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287541416691756,0.0,0.0,0.13232869307727124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788574658563002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737883509228074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26343052480297197,0.0,0.0,0.20986192945075105,0.0770714084681342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188398155246637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096223854345923,0.0,0.1346960494370182,0.0938922349985825,0.0,0.1606052231552541,0.0 adhd,Sugar_Moses,2019/02/20,"Venting and Questions I went to the doctor today to get my yearly checkup. I decided to ask the doctor about adhd. They said, ""oh you don't strike me as someone with adhd"" and told me to tell them why. I said things like having a hard time paying attention other general signs. I had more but I have a tendency to forget things like this that I also could have mentioned. She chalked it up to me being a teenager and it's probably anxiety. She referred some therapists and I'm going to go and I guess they're going to judge me. I'm pretty upset because I don't think I'm too anxious I just want to better myself and I know adhd wreaks havoc on school and work environments. I've been dealing with adhd for a while but no one noticed because the staff at my schools are shit and don't care about their job all that much. My dad works and my mom doesn't spend too much time with me to be completely aware of this. That doesn't matter because they didn't really know anything about adhd until I brought it up. I wanted to go to a psychiatrist but my mom flipped out and I tried begging her. She said let's talk to the doctor. (She wanted me to talk to our psychiatrist so she arranged the yearly checkup)Now I have some questions 1. Is the doctor probably right? Could it be anxiety? 2. Should I have gone to a psychologist or psychiatrist instead? 3. Have any of you had a similar experience? 4. The doctor said medicine should be the last resort. Do you agree? 5. I am an A- student in school. My mom and doctor seem to think that because I have good grades I can't have adhd/ 6. I'm 15 could I still be diagnosed or will I be labeled an anxious teenager? 7. Am I being an anxious teenager? &#x200B; &#x200B;",1.5190685504971242,3.994457752186591,3.2866472303207033,87.16359871421099,83.72303206997086,5.733692158181954,23.66367645959482,7.116496586553881,1.0980681617702026,1351,51,262,19,39,449,172,343,0.109,0.823,0.068,-0.9221,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,3,4,3,10,7,1,1,19,0,37,9,1,0,1,47,65,21,0,8,6,4,1,2,0,3,8,4,0,0,13,15,0,0,10,0,2,7,8,2,0,1,12,5,48,5,34,39,6,23,0,0,0,0,31,7,1,8,11,183,61,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767854148218969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287670229874265,0.0,0.1432835081467741,0.16068778282830976,0.04496434541415364,0.0,0.10116431362628324,0.22409272163365365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054411704718332884,0.0,0.0618139316643183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122626734959694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847838855978942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741446342030477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693262990943769,0.0,0.0,0.15837600315997952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816754144060465,0.0,0.0671111217130986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060640477551696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467873510019999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03454533828507572,0.0,0.15031167706383092,0.05545890859921058,0.0,0.0,0.07283940886625873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923116245656311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656145951336632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267641832385177,0.053897197956034384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761289863013502,0.0,0.06460647119820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323193046413706,0.0,0.0,0.09721264929823982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527885860828328,0.0,0.0,0.044805099568683344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726852577077379,0.1425786022314022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814063958302687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042358615457878133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056466719082902385,0.2515837201588896,0.0,0.0,0.200753044349482,0.0,0.060193804689440925,0.0,0.0,0.06787195144740564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602385708040779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052804078825790884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062906329241439,0.05779240880820145,0.0,0.0,0.07677123243340775,0.08785531405988363,0.08473495328828635,0.0,0.0,0.07711102729347538,0.0,0.06267469515122494,0.06318116525505868,0.0,0.04489161705870171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699911126967633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061294554114115773,0.05966365003823225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627331855262117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068778282830976,0.08515912975660933 adhd,JurgenMcZozzle,2019/02/20,"adderall fucked me psychologically I made this thread originally on 4chan, here it is [https://imgur.com/a/ocPWNte](https://imgur.com/a/ocPWNte) I didnt wanna believe it, but I know that everything went to shit every since I took it, I really doubt its anything else. its kinda fucked that doctors just hand it over to anyone with ADHD, i've stopped taking it months ago but still I feel like shit, is there anything I can do to fix myself? maybe meditation will help me? anyone feels the same?",5.777380952380955,9.168417214285713,4.766666666666668,77.51166666666668,73.28571428571429,6.590476190476192,22.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,1.2357714285714292,402,11,65,6,9,119,62,84,0.24600000000000002,0.645,0.109,-0.9440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,1,1,0,6,6,3,2,0,14,15,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,4,3,10,1,7,10,1,9,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,2,6,41,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222344890486802,0.0,0.16399933427136695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587252182519731,0.0,0.3044933209121056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208441811937906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936457245127167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455129716915142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587807952853472,0.0,0.16627417858414026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709223978824951,0.1321704815370592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420757173551669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240076469235898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167611951317414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038606247217372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506000895894488,0.0,0.0,0.18586642845222026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767243543755032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852151625073487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798182027192132,0.15304137396474374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774844312084515,0.15467582567425567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910375910168454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555182964611016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715052159516838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DryOven,2019/02/20,Dr visits once a month? I’m at a new clinic right now and my doctor is telling me that she needs to see me once a month for a drug screen (for marijuna) in order to continue refilling my prescription. Has anyone else encountered this? My old clinic I had to see them once with no screening and I didn’t have to come back for a year. ,1.2463975155279527,3.353548173913044,3.132546583850935,90.16043478260872,81.7536231884058,6.8414078674948255,20.002070393374744,7.957251820313856,0.7897809523809531,260,7,57,5,7,87,49,69,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,10,8,0,14,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,8,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779335605200171,0.2019177375850804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153183929772082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975518903959413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017057334550276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285343719054301,0.0,0.164623627051208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31459292005304823,0.0,0.0,0.14612218253620435,0.0,0.19032788411905796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067879573507977,0.6296076118622219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829356429924164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140726925931899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224465358951732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690425185072346 adhd,emdeeeye,2019/02/20,"1.5 months clean and straight HELL. Light at the end of the tunnel? I got off stimulants for the first time in years after switching to a shit insurance plan and wanting to overcome dependency of stimulants. It’s been a month and a half of straight depression and detox. I’m doing all I can to stay positive and healthy, but this is HELL. Tell me there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. 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I can be well studied on a topic, but when it comes out, it’s like a word salad buffet lol 😂.",2.841666666666669,5.895864277777783,4.590222222222224,74.97700000000003,86.77777777777777,6.213333333333335,26.644444444444442,7.554174236665415,2.374117777777778,158,7,23,3,5,53,32,36,0.042,0.6920000000000001,0.266,0.8287,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,9,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595949067384005,0.3804016228289427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31980919639160515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248937329954567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101416231938475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137977902922292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881234786894681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466498657980648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33380897569727325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35788315965680223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MDKphantom,2019/02/20,"Help determining if I do have symptoms or not Hi, to cut to the chase I've been feeling mentally ill for maybe 6 years now, I remember being happy when I was like 12 and then it ends. I would always describe how I'm feeling as sad or down, when in reality it was the feeling of having no motivation to do anything, nothing would incite a reaction from me, I would just drift day to day keeping myself busy. School became impossible, things that just flew in my head, math for example, just stopped clicking, its like I was reading a different langue. I was always just told I'm being lazy or not applying myself, but I wanted to do well in school and I just kept being put down by teachers about how I just font care, and I think eventually I stopped trying to care. Enough of this lifestyle of course affects those around you, my friends stopped caring, my then girlfriend stopped caring and I was alone. I got testing done, and after being on random anti-depressants for a bit the tests results came back as manic depressive. I wasn't given any more information on this and the treatment really stopped there. From that point on ive always felt to disconnected from reality, so lost and slow in my own mind. Everything feels like a dream I guess. I legitimately got in a car crash a few hours before posting this and it doesn't feel real. The problem is I WAS tested for ADHD/ADD and the results came back nothing, and to me that just seems wrong, because I dont' feel sad all the time, I feel nothing all the time, I'm so empty, the only feeling I have is wanting to ""do"" something, but nothing incites joy or a reaction from me. I can't bond with anyone anymore, I am so irritable and angry all the time, the smallest things set me off into uncontrollable anger sometimes but im never even angry about whats happening, if that makes sense. I always feel like im dissociating, and I don't even know why or whats happening, but the only way I can describe is it ""I don't feel in touch with my surroundings or body"" Sorry this got long and rambly, Im just trying to spell out the key points. TL;DR : I've been kinda sick my whole life, and Ive been tested for adhd/add and the results came back negative, only showing I test postie for manic depression. This doesn't seem right to me as I have no real reason to be depressed. And my school work randomly got impossible for me, a night and day change from being the top of the class to having to be in stupid kid classes. 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I have ADHD-PI, I to school for physical therapy and I’m pretty sure the hours of studying are taking a toll. I can’t seem to think straight and it’s hard to get thoughts out and concentrate. For the past 2 semesters I’ve felt like this pretty much every day. I thought this was something everyone felt but a few of my friends said they never really feel it. Anyone else get like this? If so how do you deal with it? 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I sound like I have a speech impediment and I don't (hopefully). I was diagnosed with ADHD years ago, but this seems to only be a problem as of late. I used to think it was because a lot of thoughts were jumbled up in my head and when I wanted to articulate them it just ended up as a bunch of random words put together poorly, but now that my mind is calmer I still speak horribly (that was horrible sentence structure but I'm too lazy to fix it). Anyhoo, are you guys like this too? And if you are, how do you overcome it? It makes me sound like an absolute idiot...",2.4628153153153143,3.9291260472973017,4.129459459459458,87.42342342342344,75.68918918918921,7.636036036036036,25.171171171171174,8.344100000000001,1.4640927927927931,557,19,122,10,12,187,94,148,0.13,0.769,0.10099999999999999,-0.7454,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,0,7,9,3,1,6,0,12,3,2,3,0,29,25,12,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,5,7,20,4,19,19,2,17,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,5,10,84,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244027531598032,0.0,0.1655171928902684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382358965964677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084389232514842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895182194575428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537967651869984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488347294730748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916299536452325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854564117785297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106297932049472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27366783048113763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587437975151006,0.0,0.0,0.12463793766401834,0.0,0.0,0.4067885351227653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853531499303144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200998542089885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786670955064788,0.0,0.18770650938843966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848829603059782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998408603400506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903388815239356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911589530482275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007953214457573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964348876230875,0.0,0.1482358790142751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612672779127038,0.0,0.15406465225763924,0.11013307819398396,0.1482107005607235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024241459576468 adhd,The_Real_Zora,2019/02/20,"I’m terrified to tell my parents that I’m almost certain I have ADHD TLDR: certain I have ADHD, certain my dad wouldn’t believe me if I told him, certainly have no idea what to do. My dad has always thought I was a hypochondriac because as a kid I would always say some part of me hurt, but I honestly think this is because he never payed attention to me or my sister and that was a method of getting it for me. Now, I’m 16 (in the US) and living with my dad and his wife and recently have noticed I check out for almost every symptom for the inattentive type, and most for the hyperactive type. I’ve been going through middle and highschool on several cups of hard, always black coffee, and have recently been making sure I get ~8 hours of sleep every night, so I know it’s not a result of that. I’ve recently gone a week without coffee and immediately lost all effort and motivation in school. Because of that week, I’m behind in every class and dropped a grade for almost all, so at this point I’m reliant on caffeine. To keep tolerance down, I don’t drink coffee on weekends and breaks ever. Backstory aside, I’ve been really scared to tell my dad or his wife that I think I have ADHD because I’m afraid he’d think I’m faking it to get drugs or attention. I’ve smoked weed in the past that he’s aware of, so I wouldn’t put it past him, but I’m absolutely certain I have it, and I’d be fully willing to do some kind of therapy in place of medication if it meant a diagnosis and help at all. I talked to my dad about it once and he said he has undiagnosed ADD, but I know if I tell him he’d blow that off. Just needed to vent, or some advice. Either way, thank you for reading this.",4.356631935399847,4.623616381088826,5.8793396717895305,81.16550078145353,70.0028653295129,8.86694451680125,28.47108622036989,8.841846274778883,2.0463398280802285,1323,44,276,22,22,452,164,349,0.055999999999999994,0.855,0.08800000000000001,0.8263,1,0,4,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,0,3,7,14,0,2,11,0,25,5,1,3,11,67,52,28,0,7,14,9,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,18,17,1,1,11,3,2,3,7,5,0,0,11,4,37,9,43,34,9,35,0,2,1,0,31,16,0,14,13,174,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401189527856371,0.09218359573933656,0.0,0.0,0.2833902430984528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354841735350489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300242730074539,0.0,0.0,0.1062838467419448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241291312933307,0.10939927429652783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533189475125096,0.23844527776377436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785927483374756,0.0,0.05361306009486505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450611248050692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323112247931473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290150228564584,0.0,0.1009881443085299,0.10649333961468352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838497604524718,0.0,0.09823594587466936,0.10368868897448548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330000818426582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297838322376922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296970400872512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503312973122204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994860595718425,0.07275738235252674,0.0,0.0,0.08852751176038802,0.0,0.0,0.10740163503664067,0.0,0.10046426897773862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474845086829176,0.10215619450597613,0.18010789023673365,0.0,0.0,0.09856055870491497,0.0,0.08917757516116598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483327113902723,0.0,0.0,0.0943610663359286,0.0,0.060433761113958276,0.0,0.2794348885592395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973469906825941,0.0750194060095237,0.09444633030508127,0.09547260058724788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657230617033148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440366579685444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889101279609419,0.09805074420614383,0.0,0.07582333191670043,0.24736025413211324,0.0868514888267034,0.1078809088975454,0.0,0.0,0.1813392105598544,0.0,0.07489187963109906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901416490282283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347403674457256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487915894751541,0.15134055638192115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093609206734968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701325943406876,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allicat_88,2019/02/20,"I’m traveling for work for a little over 3 months, and I’m concerned about a lapse in meds. Any suggestions? I live in Texas and have a psychiatrist that I see every 3 months. I saw her about a month before I left on what was supposed to be a six-week business trip to a different state. My trip just got extended to 14 weeks. My next appointment with her is supposed to be in mid-march, I just called in my last refill, meaning I’m good until late March (I skip days occasionally or I start to feel weird). I’m not able to return home until May. Getting in to see a psychiatrist is such a bitch, but I’ve only ever gotten medication through specialists. It’s taken me months to find doctors when I’ve moved/changed insurance in the past. Is it possible to just get set up with a general practitioner and get my records transferred? How do I set up this appointment without sounding like I’m fishing for drugs or something? Or do I just go with it and call around until I find someone that’s cool with it?",4.899428789032751,5.465170039603965,5.833366336633662,80.9159367859863,68.90099009900989,9.185681645087586,30.884996191926884,9.265573868473778,2.5278822543792843,796,31,162,15,13,263,118,202,0.034,0.938,0.027999999999999997,-0.2789,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,0,10,1,10,3,0,1,1,27,28,13,0,0,10,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,6,17,3,34,20,0,38,0,0,3,0,5,13,1,4,19,96,25,3,0.13675746853401494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299976821655064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174314126232272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637053305894247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27928933154970753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467126831578067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819725354134726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288244727462382,0.0,0.1399770639546848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859524587674906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370495980184985,0.11522406554116038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691486851929603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499876973393008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435039855799365,0.0,0.07772242094497983,0.11470567619218468,0.1093774406191581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717889146203366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114755896314007,0.15426838124241485,0.0,0.14858738970915972,0.0,0.0,0.06681279123915994,0.13706691094716905,0.12075935022850645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896897505924211,0.1519067177768953,0.1377687619326238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366340265659808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454431192655789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401021734766834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055047814583126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417349758486915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217955992744941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587415929411135,0.10528258064288767,0.0,0.0,0.0967976401152034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939718434929853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182931946514514,0.0,0.09956106586635208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,101kbye,2019/02/20,"Job applications the pre-interview timed “IQ” tests I’m trying to find a new job and many employers have sent me a timed “IQ” test to take before granting an interview. Here is an example of one: https://go.predictiveindex.com/hubfs/Learning_Indicator/Sample_Questions/LI_Sample_Questions.pdf?hsCtaTracking=964e3bf1-d579-4f25-9e85-f4b2e4633181%7C2d20c6f4-96f1-406d-a160-5c8ebd206fe0 As you can see, the questions are not related to personality (those type of tests are fine), it’s stuff like “what shape comes next in the sequence” or “how long would it take a train to travel from point A to point B if...” So far I have not even attempted to take one of these tests, I just politely respond that I’ve decided to go pursue other opportunities, or I just don’t respond at all. I’m telling myself “well if they’re going to judge me based on this test rather than my degree and work history then I probably don’t want to work there.” How do I deal with these timed tests? I spend way too much time analyzing the questions, or it all just kind of “blurs” while my mind tunes out. Also, I fear running out of time or doing poorly on it, and risking embarrassment (this is my biggest fear). I understand that HR is just trying to save time weeding out the “dummies” and I need to take these tests, but it’s not really fair to people with adhd unless they’re trying to avoid hiring us. 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It's not too big of a deal and I can function normally without it. The airforce however, requires 2 years off of ADHD assisting prescription medication. I need a suggestion for an over the counter alternative. Before I get scrutinized I know it won't work anything like my Adderall does. It doesn't need to work as well and I know nothing will. If it did it wouldn't be otc. For me, the most important thing is excitability control. Whenever I see something I have a connection with I get overly excited and feel a deep need to interact, even if I don't want to and know it isn't what I'm supposed to do. Any advice would help. Just name something and I'll do research if need be. Thanks for every response. Edit: The reason for posting this is I want to go into my appointment knowledgeable and able to get my doctors opinion",2.1192231976589504,4.805888195530726,3.8851237031125296,82.39003724394786,83.24581005586592,7.2084064910880565,29.194200585262042,8.269060116576782,2.6209072093641934,733,37,134,17,21,245,102,179,0.027000000000000003,0.8690000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.9107,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,10,0,17,2,0,2,0,37,36,11,0,13,6,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,2,16,5,21,29,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,5,2,91,27,6,0.13717356870724806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32971194544352633,0.13404442375349926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328273060303206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288215910053663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672460365913795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538518214104761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414199260659834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040296011366285,0.12004151437207974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906018484163993,0.0,0.11557464788336255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935907794295826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537415668969518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150025840578325,0.0,0.07795890026246041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838891032194764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616101788829085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701607676577002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818793908119767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085623153822326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440097262675674,0.13162173876621105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313743605448979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103727485665749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093095743378662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112058297701153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313745220658996,0.0,0.0,0.12629099221545206,0.0,0.0,0.09113202380694728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618170497362997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233355121511494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223042518357253,0.0,0.1997279834963898,0.0,0.0,0.09744416750767268,0.0,0.0,0.08833528083535612 adhd,DarthBane92,2019/02/20,"Psychiatrist out of the office and can't submit refills Not really a rant, but kind of a vent: My doctor had to cancel right before my appointment for a family emergency. We've working on finding medication that works well for me and adjusting it to the right levels for months, so I only had a 30 day supply of extended release adderal, and I'm out of that now. Just got another call that the emergency had been extended, so no idea when she will be back. Her office suggested that I reach out to my PCP and see if he would do refills. But he's an old-school doctor who has made it very clear when I started seeing him that he's a basic GP and doesn't prescribe pain meds, psych meds, or anything else with a reputation for abuse. So I guess I'll be drinking a lot of coffee and listening to a lot of music at work for the foreseeable future. Hopefully I can maintain enough of the coping habits I've established to keep things running smoothly. Still frustrating, but that's life.",8.400667818077142,6.674003321243527,8.730846286701214,70.66163500287855,62.41968911917098,12.308347725964305,36.470351180195735,11.20814326018867,3.9903556706966032,783,29,146,18,9,261,124,193,0.115,0.802,0.083,-0.8548,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,1,0,14,0,13,6,0,1,1,28,23,16,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,10,10,1,1,3,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,6,4,12,3,23,13,3,18,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,6,9,98,22,6,0.0,0.16840020009694964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903515889883226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696045701966125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928880184614438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094172452222965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513009655620351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166176059374148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909511035695491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923278732753366,0.0,0.0,0.11873094815832315,0.0,0.0,0.14685775296930229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398703049684793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299037755985982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367393398128138,0.0,0.15657165299526402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116664949452895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604468899884041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263312178916473,0.0,0.14800598852180846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039025945212156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166681333191856,0.0,0.1344863564978786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157476369923283,0.14318050468140942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344639998174515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914098713391782,0.0,0.0,0.1080958789420299,0.15123579431237402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105178836648856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427556094603257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384262808128606,0.22651759805187305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059998194977107,0.0,0.11350479136680768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442451525129034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727171121332193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779147726174067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104158763726472,0.0,0.0,0.10096470918355814,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ElectricalFinish,2019/02/20,"I finally finished my (not so) short story! Im in my schools media club, and we are putting together a collection of stories written by us, even though the deadline was technically yesterday, i just emailed my story to the head of the club a couple of hours ago I think the trick to not procrasinating yourself to oblivion- chop up your work into digestable bites, it helped me immensely with my story, even though a huge chunk of my work was done in the last week and we were meant to start at the end of last year I say not so short becuse our stories are only meant to be about a thousand words long, but mine ended up being 3000 words long, i legit have no idea how it happend, but i’m super happy!",6.029730215827339,5.93113279136691,6.297041366906477,80.86268435251799,66.41007194244605,8.964388489208632,31.76348920863309,8.472884824447931,2.3065028776978416,554,20,109,7,8,178,90,139,0.027999999999999997,0.882,0.091,0.8942,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,1,0,3,9,3,1,0,10,0,9,2,1,1,0,19,15,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,1,17,2,19,6,0,24,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,14,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287803997445665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082702457840284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648952259908432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055020491381837,0.0,0.0,0.2278203644063183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892478199833046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359006598886296,0.0,0.0,0.17699678928884002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559831073553813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984131085965787,0.0,0.0,0.19468973001500312,0.18628963028639653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281160719848657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052486484169246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116587980283848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337294540015602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714949643542054,0.0,0.1745417591317479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207019610495805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105073239721618,0.3388880355052554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745174916523373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833941244084136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25111022996552124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106051488792072 adhd,Cantrip_Fox,2019/02/20,"Procrastinating and would appreciate support Woke up, took my meds, got in the shower. Got dressed, say down at my laptop to get started on my work and stepped in cat vomit. Great. After washing my foot (again), for some reason I made a sandwich instead of immediately cleaning the vom. Now I'm nauseous and can't eat. Still have to clean the floor (going to try to do that now). Hungry but can't eat. *Really* tempted to play videogames instead of doing what I should. Any help helps lol.",2.72673913043478,5.397351239130436,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,80.08695652173913,5.419130434782609,25.50434782608696,6.742157984588678,1.0956313043478256,382,15,71,4,10,122,71,92,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9631,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,1,7,6,1,2,0,9,17,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,1,6,3,15,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,45,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129287861802498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553017019249394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623573353160425,0.0,0.1264395495109978,0.0,0.3558724535444501,0.24528312010377595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298245040563354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105143544299027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471232461608689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425253010550689,0.22874475444238065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692368023095387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747129156666526,0.0,0.17767146424002667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524657475509302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718158634382506,0.15104816734396712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196685800469066,0.0,0.0,0.15804220686367454,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drippingpitch,2019/02/20,"Success story that no one around me understands, maybe you guys will So I'm 28, and I am actually really successful considering my ADHD (graduated college, have a good job), which prevents me primarily from having enough brain space to solve complex problems and I get overwhelmed real easily. Also procrastinating and memory issues. And money management. My partner and I are going on a road trip later this year and he's covering most stuff and I'm covering food/drinks/gas. Yesterday it occurred to me that it's theoretically (read: extremely concretely) possible to estimate the cost of these things and create a budget and savings goal (already terrifying), but the idea of actually sitting down and working through the road trip mileage, how many days we'd be in each city, how many meals in a day and approximate cost was intimidating. But I did it! Once I broke past my weird mental barrier to realize it was possible and that I was capable of basic arithmetic, I sketched out mileage, calculated mpg, cost per gallon, and approximated food and alcohol costs to form a pretty realistic idea of what to spend. Thanks to my recently improved saving abilities, I can now save for this trip and not be the broke asshole whose boyfriend has to cover her all the time. I really feel like I'm holding up my end. The reason I'm sharing this here is because it's apparently a somewhat laughable ""success story"" and my best friend and boyfriend were just like ""...okay"" when I shared it with them, presumably because that's just a normal part of their lives. It's kind of always been a miracle that I am where I am despite ADHD but little things like this used to make me so unconfident. It was really nice to see a solution through the fog and follow through. Thanks for listening <3",7.861123886639675,8.358914341538465,8.290898785425107,66.08731174089073,62.50769230769231,11.888259109311745,37.72064777327935,11.520995432342351,4.715307692307693,1431,67,237,41,19,474,197,325,0.054000000000000006,0.711,0.235,0.9967,2,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,2,6,12,24,0,1,16,1,20,4,1,5,1,52,35,27,0,2,6,0,1,3,2,1,1,1,0,2,24,22,3,3,8,1,7,5,2,5,0,1,7,3,27,19,30,24,8,29,0,3,1,0,13,12,0,2,14,159,51,11,0.0,0.0,0.21876727549677166,0.0,0.2694207137578786,0.0,0.0,0.11979008503288766,0.0,0.0,0.1236940648925996,0.0896383053987404,0.09326783114095286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978383428802293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665800591469368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763150402789248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251294725528329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445775103349035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927843990618324,0.1158188985251158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667605479031956,0.08007709418344094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710792638903817,0.0,0.08660042976304835,0.0,0.058562380948141125,0.0,0.06370331085286357,0.09401574549809018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098668920525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25307185619436456,0.0,0.1169928027282034,0.11123199559564564,0.0,0.0,0.11672445083168308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428448667091858,0.11234359312984404,0.0989774936558156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482092276924197,0.22728326483319825,0.11260943686987335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296032199441823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982436783157466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937215568315515,0.07595506194519458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121382510206372,0.10700255589312076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272918991740456,0.0,0.11403579260098907,0.0,0.10725495948377073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212029924367392,0.12758292104628205,0.21542310754719887,0.11524715371543975,0.11067531889634644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932119065040701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831619390302618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639476205878454,0.0,0.0,0.14893518563447486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536056064059345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668960778230796,0.0,0.09680974165697917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160283031091448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218226315898131 adhd,OKAz_123,2019/02/20,"Today was the most boring, worst day at school So i begin my day of with like 2 hours of sleep went to sleep like 5 and woke up 7:20. So there I am very tired in school. We start of with having a long 1 hour lecture about i don't know teen problems/cyber bullying etc stuff like that, really boring my thoughts just went off i couldn't hold my hands still, i imagined the weirdest things, also my heart was beating really fucking fast i was really uncomfortable so i managed to get through this lecture, clock was like 11 am, and i continue my day as usual and i get notified by a classmate that we are having another lecture for 2 hours and i just wanted to die at the moment like srsly. So i went to the lecture knowing that i was about to have 2 hours of pure boredom. Do you know what that thought does to a person?. Anyways this lecture was about art so my art teacher brought this photographer from mexico that only talked English and i live in Sweden so that made things a little harder and also he spoke very fucking slow. He was talking about like story telling with photographs and every time he talked about a picture his screensaver would turn on so he had to go to his computer every 2 minutes. This was like pure torture for me it was like claustrophobic. 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Does anyone here ever have a temporary hobby or obsession with something? Whether it be for a few weeks/months? I’m talking anything from constantly looking at/buying said obsessions or partaking in them frequently but only for a certain period of time (a few weeks or months). Whenever this happens to me I find it to be a way to focus my attention and ease any anxiety I may be having. The thing is that these things change all the time. Hope someone can relate! 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Whatever I say is completely unrelated to whatever is being talked about and it usually changes the course of the conversation I have ADHD-PI in case that matters ",4.13097435897436,6.615732892307693,5.699615384615388,73.49455128205129,73.92307692307693,9.871794871794874,27.756410256410252,10.125756701596842,3.345410256410257,278,11,49,9,6,94,49,65,0.043,0.9390000000000001,0.019,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,4,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030201317183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653987068686364,0.0,0.2630438309048657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709944032518324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378775712974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746493643449406,0.2543538363948289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199510546484348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757477910842628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164854924397246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666741098078921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629065945574635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763098466418894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720696139806982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotYourKindofFluff,2019/02/20,"Lately stuff has been crazy for me I like being alone, being alone has been my main course of action for as long as I can remember. Yet I still have this need to talk to people and to get overly excited about it. I constantly change topic and can never hold a real conversation. It has gotten me to the point where I generally think I am hopeless and I don't feel like talking. Yet I feel like talking. It's a hopeless never ending cycle that I wish could end. When I do hold conversation I feel like the person doesn't listen or is generally uninterested and it makes my motivation go down really low. I really feel like a fuck up half the time. Does anyone else feel this way? I feel like I'm using ADHD as an excuse for being a shit human being. I don't know. 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What are things that I am more prone to do than regular people? Does ADHD make me strange? Does it make me insensitive? Does it make me unbearable? How do regular people think in social situations? Do I think differently? These are some of the questions going through my head right now. I'm worrying about myself again and I just needed to write this down somewhere. Thank you",2.1735140562249,5.070277265060246,3.4568975903614465,82.59771586345381,89.6024096385542,7.104016064257027,22.579317269076306,8.07648339933343,1.9290570281124493,355,13,63,9,12,115,60,83,0.084,0.8859999999999999,0.03,-0.5514,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,4,0,13,17,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,1,10,16,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751656902467197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191776612027867,0.0,0.16667301635008636,0.0,0.0,0.4188126115916216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066355303974144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637219582622755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194589390639168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182881397747813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275349593070116,0.0,0.22119353640083111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870809502675464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623621213084808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931638205698766,0.0,0.16261891120759694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687213432486976,0.0,0.0,0.1059834482813852,0.20443845965500573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200863194626558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MindWatcher,2019/02/20,"Adhd, working memory and tests Hi, I have adhd-pi, I'm 27 years old, and I have a masters degree in engineering. English is not my first language, so please don't judge, based on that. I perform really bad in tests, and I am trying to understand why. How people see me: * very intelligent * articulate * distracted, messy, aloof etc. (everything PI) I just took some tests (shl for those who know what that is), and this was my results: Numeric: slower than average. Average precision. Verbal: average speed. Less than average precision. Logic: average speed. Above average precision. *precision is the ratio of correctly answered questions compared to total number of answered questions. I changed my strategy from numeric to verbal. Working faster but guessing more. I probably would have gotten same results in verbal as I did in numeric, if I hadn't changed strategy. This is a pattern I've been seeing since elementary school. Teachers would say: ""above average comprehension, way below average speed"". I can't shake it. But it doesn't fit with my intelligence. I've never taken an official IQ test, but I have taken a few, that gives a good indication of IQ. Scientifically well documented tests. My scores were between 129 and 132. The tests I perform poorly (slow) in, are those where you need to read. So I guess reading is the problem. But why? I read way more than the average person. Do you think this is because of adhd-pi and poor processing speed and working memory? This is extremely frustrating, since I'm at an academic level, where I'm supposed to be above average in these type of test. Compared to other students (and society), I am below average, even though most consider me to be far above, intelligence wise. Anyone who have some insights to this subject? 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During the talk I felt okay and was able to look her in the eyes the whole time, so I was confident. Afterwards my thoughts really got to me, typical Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria. I was getting quite sad and emotional during this time I was thinking. Then she came and talked to me about something else and I couldn't even look her in the eyes. She had already forgiven me and forgotten about the talk we had before but I saw her as someone who was mad at me and was going to punish me. This is something I've noticed more. That in my thoughts the person is against me while they really aren't and don't think that it was a big deal at all. This is a cause of many sad emotions in my life, which can be avoided if I can learn to handle social situations, chances of rejection and criticism like others. So; how do you deal with RSD? How can I not demonize people in my thoughts and feel better about myself? And be able to see more that everyone makes mistakes and it's a part of life. I can really feel worthless when I feel like I'm rejected by others. 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I'd been taking it for 5-6 months. I was on 60mg but decided I no longer wanted to be on it. My psychiatrist didn't really give me a schedule to wean off of it. She even said I could stop cold turkey but I didn't want to risk that, and I don't like to argue with doctors. So I took 40 mg for 2 days, then 20mg for 2 more days and then I stopped. Now I feel like absolute s\*\*\*. I can sleep for 8-10 hours and wake up exhausted. I have zero energy for anything. I've drank some coffee to no help. I've taken B12 gummies to no help. I've tried to go to the gym, but I feel like a zombie and once I get there, I barely do anything and leave after 20 minutes. Anyone have any recommendations as to what I can do? It's been 4 days since I've been off the Adderall.",0.7423295454545453,2.3227794829545485,3.2488636363636374,91.36204545454548,80.875,6.445454545454545,20.659090909090907,7.413659706084162,0.4752795454545456,623,17,147,9,16,217,106,176,0.161,0.747,0.092,-0.8706,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,4,0,15,5,2,0,0,18,28,12,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,6,1,2,3,1,0,3,6,3,0,1,10,4,17,3,24,16,2,21,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,16,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959799710756208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297276978469085,0.0,0.2894529362579041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041831435826324,0.0,0.0,0.3402658439762357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800109485326451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616083207251325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785085727187036,0.2512838958366915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918850976311051,0.16871104612480395,0.19990256005210472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576462966705086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319705410142944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862215066791324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577643847916755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037818600984414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729638381839644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126671704513904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729315615924298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548192692813153,0.0,0.17599755020234326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940712904665166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223275767062645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539863950390413,0.11940455126586548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746600063278112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MK_Pierce,2019/02/20,"Unaware of my Testing Anxiety I never had a problem with focusing and studying until a entered university. In high school, I was at the top 10% of my class, and graduated with honors. I almost never had to study, and I would always ace my coursework. I am now studying engineering at university, and while it seems like I study and study and study, it is so difficult for me to effectively test take. It was suggested by my primary care that I had ADHD, and he prescribed me meds to help me focus. The problem is no longer when I study now, it’s just when I take exams. It is almost like a mental block during an exam that if my professor had asked me the same question off the cuff, I would have done fine. Does this happen to anyone else? What do you do for it?",4.71046357615894,5.4476621986754985,6.1625761589404,77.77472516556291,69.3973509933775,8.953907284768214,29.00728476821192,9.120678840339163,2.372700132450332,596,21,115,11,10,203,90,151,0.073,0.767,0.161,0.9185,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,6,8,0,0,8,0,16,0,0,1,2,24,22,13,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,20,5,16,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,10,89,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353148370106093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558327966119291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784029102532426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592130955362208,0.0,0.0,0.12423487583472022,0.18204959786481426,0.0,0.0,0.16610265496407994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115206484358426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548507128009306,0.18182377544788825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484251233306906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711790222465313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909217603290602,0.18772397380947065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360659813971005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973574821430211,0.0,0.17905516482666772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274068675268422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400230117933464,0.0,0.0,0.19903727913995167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981714240760818,0.0,0.16174914783938438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671798034517081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524312261472733,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Noneexistantbeing,2019/02/20,"Class mate flips over my fidgeting Our instructor was lecturing us on something i already knew so i was fidgeting a couple little cogs. They were making a little metal tinging noise, not loud. He got so pissed he came over to me and just ripped them out my hands and slammed them on the table. Has this happened or often does this happen to you? Ps. Iv had issues with this class mate before. He constantly bitches and beaks me about sleeping in class. 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Hi all, I’m new here. I received a diagnosis of ADHD-PI and started medication for it last year in early fall. I’m more able to focus on things without hyperfocusing now, but I still get incredibly frustrated with myself because I don’t feel like I am improving at the rate I expected, even with the lifestyle changes and coping methods suggested to me by a counselor. I still don’t start things until I have to rush to finish them on time, and that’s only if I’ve written the task down somewhere, haven’t lost the note, and don’t freeze at the sight of my to-do list. I still leave many tasks incomplete, either because I have been distracted or because I have lost interest. I outwardly take criticism much better than I did as a child, but inside I’m always EXTREMELY angry and absolutely terrified that the other person thinks I’m worthless or annoying. My impulse control has gotten better as I age, but not nearly to the extent that most people I know have it. I’m just wondering if any of you folks have had the same experience and how you dealt with it. Thanks!",7.094178082191782,6.795443680365295,7.853527397260276,71.26193493150686,64.25114155251143,10.952968036529679,34.688356164383556,10.504223727775694,3.6417424657534236,902,36,163,20,12,303,134,219,0.166,0.732,0.102,-0.9517,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,5,9,11,2,1,11,0,15,1,0,3,1,35,33,18,0,4,12,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,7,3,24,5,27,26,7,25,0,3,1,0,10,8,0,7,15,116,33,0,0.1532715855167929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420266060806145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753423748068832,0.0,0.0,0.10422993405804076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280298807746841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27111252381264384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621410143897907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190711610453385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580162745350781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123443669509127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499290211468149,0.0,0.0,0.0774987189331491,0.10949725131830773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007807738112332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423405500177944,0.12493679908219728,0.0,0.1622924783924136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488075463667615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33462808266771576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553933307874234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440499741955044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267225100950246,0.0,0.0,0.14803065238782084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165699474676825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625921870494834,0.13383083651261235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697283422661454,0.0,0.3672086585480675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524115742445667,0.0,0.0,0.1411118832569128,0.0,0.0,0.2036536617350086,0.09821024316378887,0.0,0.0,0.08937389409228214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774833892890432,0.16621649636485974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870187586648982 adhd,gremorzep,2019/02/20,"Heart rate on Adderall Hi everyone. I’ve been on Adderall for around 2-3 years now but I’ve just now noticed the effect it has on my heart rate. I’m on 15 MG XR right now, but was on 20 for around a year and stopped that 6 months ago. The 15 has been perfect for me, and I’ve found the perfect mix of Adderall and Lexapro to combat my GAD (generalized anxiety disorder) and MDD (major depressive disorder) as well as my decently severe ADHD. I really don’t want to change my dosage in fear of messing up my chemicals and falling back into a period of instability. However, I noticed that my heart rate on my Adderall increase drastically if I take it after a few days of going off of it. Sometimes I’ll not take it on weekends or forget for a day, and then the next morning I take it and my heart rate is through the roof and uncontrollable. My doctor noticed higher patterns and did an EKG on me last week, but noticed no abnormalities. She suggested I maybe change to 10 MG XR but then wrote the prescription wrong and I’m still on 15 MG XR. 👏🙃 Just wanted to know if anyone has any experience with these issues and has any advice for me. I’m nervous about going down or off of Adderall because how successful I’ve been on it the past few years but I guess my heart rate is more important than my mental health? I’m not sure. Let me know if you have any experience ",4.628343361411957,5.2016076967509015,5.960403128760529,79.73874348174894,69.50541516245488,9.188046530284801,30.55134376253509,9.2995712137729,2.5462532691536306,1080,42,219,21,18,365,144,277,0.128,0.7859999999999999,0.085,-0.8669,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,12,11,0,3,12,0,14,7,5,2,3,44,30,26,0,5,14,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,15,0,1,4,1,0,4,4,6,1,0,7,0,23,5,40,22,5,45,0,1,0,0,5,19,0,6,22,136,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988489398955506,0.0893474288547859,0.08104998240036669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186533059023658,0.0,0.06994611957143934,0.0,0.0,0.06393219362450361,0.0,0.0,0.16278980037836954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030645865540135,0.0,0.055736807624432234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344832608570192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793365235237108,0.0,0.07875124947121093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958065281102406,0.09358571687268233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736830570350533,0.0,0.17887835648291942,0.0,0.10288772851338884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002517440806545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392714742996834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072393751206384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718917685608616,0.0,0.5417436930269918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543246728150737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049855060319147,0.07453023141589069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349660414097516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185690186976334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214312317899626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729810785294292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724020633176517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163890491951858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728330013625894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857442561499473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780834217759853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329344898162768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904297363279382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301864222699364,0.07644221852703814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617467423295956,0.0,0.20623907914822795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785929719383767,0.0,0.07334216834203701,0.0,0.0822093943830001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996781052221478,0.0,0.17663987800757314 adhd,SewBro,2019/02/20,"Correct me if there’s already a word for it, but I made up a word today to explain my specific daily urges. Enginyen From the words engineer and yen-an English word for an urge or desire. I’ve been in school for engineering for 6 years now (a 4-year degree), which is probably where these urges came from. Every day I get this overwhelming desire to build/invent/create. Sometimes it lasts all day, sometimes it’s an on-and-off thing, and sometimes is only for a few hours. You guys talk about keeping multiple calendars and reminders with you, but I carry around mini graph paper notepads to write and draw my designs. A while back I bought a DeWalt backpack to carry around tools with me and I don’t leave home without it. Ever. I mean this thing is a good 25lbs and I bring it everywhere. I have air tools, wood tools, electrical tools, plumbing tools, and more. Last year I rented an airplane hangar to build a freaking airplane because it was one of my urges (I haven’t started yet, but I swear I will (haha)). You gotta see the hangar, I organized it into sections. One section has a 6x8ft cutting table with an industrial straight-stitch sewing machine and an industrial serger (I haven’t used the serger yet and I’ve had it for years) and over a thousand yards of fabric, another section is for my off-road teardrop camper build (my current project), another section for my airframe jig table for the super cub I’m gonna get to eventually, another section is for my tool benches with all different types of tools because that section is my “body shop” for my Jeep that needs fixing all the damn time, and the last section has a tv, couch, and computer desk for “lounging” which I never do, but I need it there “just in case”. I have a problem. Everyone else thinks it’s “cool” that I can make all that stuff, but I think it’s a problem. I’ve explained these urges to my girlfriend and she understands, but nobody else does without some rigorous explaining, so I invented a word to explain it all; Enginyen.",6.018054112554111,6.60727046233766,6.082873376623379,80.02335768398271,66.45454545454545,8.806277056277057,33.70400432900433,8.72156446121922,2.7568549783549785,1588,68,294,23,24,503,201,385,0.052000000000000005,0.888,0.06,0.6976,3,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,3,0,1,13,10,2,1,25,2,19,1,1,3,8,65,43,23,0,7,11,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,25,21,0,1,8,3,3,2,6,6,0,3,6,2,36,4,39,34,15,38,0,1,1,0,12,16,1,3,20,195,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141358949761047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461074743949517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958883557632753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460122534418454,0.0,0.13413852189347306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221122630060265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583749187902307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191201902556858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495106571856226,0.0,0.0,0.09628224390705588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382091359390929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952249023676993,0.09269948396757488,0.10513210109173952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496540091254916,0.0,0.0,0.09228243198352412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089404922909224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036246976749764,0.0,0.10835091475651198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779387871689424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690513371129202,0.0,0.11649892488473552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410682850940928,0.07344149301605382,0.0,0.0,0.1198477683486814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316195658710556,0.08485685095755037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910944545781782,0.08367777538660055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862386490339805,0.21055512459150305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113495837344467,0.08767442790794036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264479528855066,0.0,0.07787514913499566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595050300889493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843266439116022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618935440496147,0.14099714114396913,0.0,0.0,0.06415554607119607,0.0,0.1042893457240403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453826948139965,0.0,0.09502491686335884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211731818037813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834059233416746 adhd,KayAyAreEye,2019/02/20,"Opposites attract? I’m curious if anyone else here seems to surround themselves with type A people? Why do you think that is and do you think it’s had more positive or negative effects on dealing with your ADHD and/or self esteem? My husband is like my polar opposite when it come to motivation, organization, etc. Most of the time it’s fine but sometimes I think having the constant exposure to someone who always has their shit together makes it that much harder to accept myself or feel proud of my achievements. Similarly, I’ve realized that the majority of my closest friends have also been more motivated. Would love to hear some thoughts on this!",5.625084745762713,8.101299644067801,6.212000000000002,71.54274576271187,69.50847457627118,9.126779661016947,33.83389830508475,9.642632912329526,3.78745152542373,530,26,83,13,10,172,90,118,0.053,0.706,0.24100000000000002,0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,5,3,8,1,0,4,0,10,2,1,4,0,23,21,7,0,2,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,11,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,10,7,12,17,7,8,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,6,4,60,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426868610452405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148750155999314,0.16802625796943554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119778276295306,0.20690646969049545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394928893270428,0.0,0.21822020575363404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081863179087154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686909426986716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252111202940181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210450148128968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601462984208606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759563966521604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865533557162136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225439652069786,0.0,0.1347933099434505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844560243665067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999643739942294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838342163202405,0.21066244760879266,0.0,0.20728357459431285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109903443967828,0.0,0.19971907018140395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881757552887371,0.0,0.1603139875322197,0.11775003545033748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822151034341834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344896790313133,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cagedextrovert,2019/02/20,"Mixed signals from a guy (21/M) with ADHD. Can you help me (21/F) address this situation? Started seeing this guy in November but we’ve only been on 3 dates. He’s initiated all of them which gives me the impression that he’s into me. However, he hardly communicates between them (which is why we’ve only met thrice in so many months). He usually starts conversations then takes hours/days to respond to my messages and sometimes never does and then restarts the conversation after he sees my story or something and remembers that I exist. (Though about 25% of the time he responds within seconds) The third “date” was actually unexpected because he had not responded to a message for a week and then he called me out of the blue on a weekend night at 1 and since I was drunk too I went and met him at a bar, we spoke, he didn’t try to sleep with me but he told me he was into me, thought he was out of my league but that I was his type and then we just cuddled until the next day. He texted and said we should do this again to which I responded and now again, radio silence for a week. I’ve been reading about ADHD and it seems like texting once every few days is common and I want to believe that that’s probably the reason for this since he said he was diagnosed with it. He is also in a very difficult major and doesn’t get much sleep. But then again, if he’s just playing me and is talking to 20 other girls I need to have my guard up and not get too invested because I really like him at the moment. I am just confused as to why he would explicitly express that he’s attracted and then disappear for days/weeks multiple times. If there is a 4th meeting I want to find out if his communication habits are because of the ADHD or if he just lied about being into me and hits me up when he’s bored or if he is talking to many girls (he’s super good looking and social). I just don’t know how to address this because if it is because of the ADHD I would hate to hurt his feelings by sounding accusatory. I did tell him on the last date that I would have never guessed that he was into because he imitates conversations and then rarely responds to texts and his reaction was “I do respond to your texts!” so....I don’t know if this is normal lol ",6.319826007326008,5.447201043956047,7.052980769230771,78.26306089743592,66.03296703296704,10.044871794871796,33.24404761904762,9.2995712137729,2.7440201465201466,1765,65,361,28,24,588,210,455,0.061,0.866,0.07200000000000001,0.4409,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,3,2,2,1,20,12,1,1,19,1,36,6,2,2,4,77,63,47,0,15,21,0,2,2,0,4,1,4,2,4,21,32,2,1,8,6,1,2,8,5,0,2,21,10,43,7,56,36,4,56,0,1,4,1,69,19,0,13,37,241,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.08638129437646266,0.0,0.4255281770710618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707882184707294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32376036345504705,0.0,0.0,0.09973004558945683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038729312484743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126134316153244,0.0,0.0,0.08984442181742301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746314243314248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458066034471415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475761707798357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090431221140816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249453340918128,0.08491501829240057,0.0,0.07424512436288001,0.0,0.0,0.09751311568131044,0.17529447857934588,0.0,0.0,0.07929519591750629,0.08739370011777338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933208969040744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476089306720216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729491353134694,0.07215439802422463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864913430486459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433325234823515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948774616146596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065462817450582,0.0,0.06507128808603703,0.06563535170087023,0.13654185996117932,0.0,0.09414043695192334,0.08306862288510282,0.08672934309599853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426932156104603,0.0,0.13464462750822373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543792261273186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854246187005978,0.0,0.056707222553498624,0.09101176845153658,0.0,0.0,0.10027421335116668,0.0,0.16840274234263095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107557990304292,0.08058392470972763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644684826596832,0.09949851121546864,0.17716486902457151,0.09023347100263376,0.0,0.06814587170018986,0.0875470673346193,0.0,0.12530771042830466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655490137942423,0.1422956466217697,0.07736907717034294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696898419045135,0.07027380734557102,0.10323170714605458,0.0,0.0,0.08458322729813468,0.0,0.060098256088320076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749063021598932,0.07303703909950925,0.10442101832355212,0.0,0.2130126220988516,0.0,0.0,0.08205754328592361,0.15974836969997488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864302403406272,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wiggley_wormboy,2019/02/20,"I just got assessed (20 M) and am starting medication soon and I just want to say thank you to this sub I've joked and wondered about ADHD through my life but not taken it seriously. I've struggled more recently as I've had to take on more responsibilities and my education has changed as I've come to university. I started looking into it mostly out of curiosity and the more I looked into it to prove I didn't have ADHD the more I realised I probably did. I checked all the signs and symptoms but this sub helped me realise by seeing actual stories and the way these symptoms translate to real life. It all just started to click and I realised that I haven't just started being affected by this now but that I always had been and that ADHD was what was causing me to be depressed, struggle socially and struggle with relationships etc. Even though I've come to the realisation that I have a genuine problem, I can't help but feel happy because now I can put a name and a face to it and there are well proven ways of tackling it. I feel like today might be the start of a new journey to the life I've always wanted, and it's weird but it's great.",6.871883116883116,5.977967238095237,7.599751082251085,74.8624837662338,64.93073593073593,9.951082251082251,36.133116883116884,9.075114841892004,3.0884051948051945,916,39,179,13,12,307,122,231,0.10300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.099,-0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,3,11,0,19,7,1,2,3,45,38,21,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,17,19,0,0,4,1,1,4,4,7,1,0,9,7,20,6,25,25,8,21,0,1,4,0,7,4,0,3,12,130,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.10506381045945856,0.0,0.3881709465892331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916891291362197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563052357161536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059982450502688,0.11389345269473106,0.18548472945127067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273020746973792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007299361055256,0.07111056736756245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887555763646,0.07691465395204783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861081436836342,0.11869912345675808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460954150904876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432882652184753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813723206141714,0.05259883020995233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808200442450904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845940698975258,0.0,0.11421370422756072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398184671875366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607920307756732,0.10301919890396118,0.0,0.10823131238261333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254435956412915,0.0,0.0,0.10630447996082916,0.11559004863216607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561814507770807,0.0,0.0,0.08579367844845708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097491344966806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810230453416146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376590444427808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238066998651824,0.08094937213144048,0.0,0.0,0.09912186414320084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577860562051238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020521810765982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700515958138606,0.17091616783132782,0.0,0.0,0.09680219994330312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675621209760415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heymel,2019/02/20,"Staying positive. How do you stay positive after having a bad event at work? Just a little context:I broke a mirror at work (not on purpose). After it broke, I couldn't get the thought I messed up out of my head. I broke the mirror at Hour 1 of work, by the time I was ready to clock out and leave I had more mistakes happen than ever before (in the same 7 hour time span). 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I’ve recently started a job search to try and move on from my current employer. I’ve filled out several applications that have those personality/productivity tests and seem to struggle. Almost made it to an interview with one place but was denied because I failed one of these said tests despite passing all other portions of assessment. Is this a common problem with these types of pre-hiring assessments and tests, or is it just me? If so, any advice to help overcome them?",8.847575757575758,9.90472461616162,8.723787878787878,61.90568181818182,60.414141414141405,11.44848484848485,39.732323232323225,11.20814326018867,4.963395959595959,463,23,69,12,6,150,73,99,0.13699999999999998,0.8290000000000001,0.035,-0.8883,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,16,9,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,3,1,5,0,12,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,5,47,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219325583803974,0.0,0.0,0.22474978696379785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263066359226113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681991780050629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044111418229753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454551313644236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123757965730479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385500885829513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041802128551768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597718803748615,0.23449781823575566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147640695039339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216128931867399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134991058091434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043267897991096,0.0,0.2535595740291746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886370824652307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463921049300304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238378849483988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Shittiesthousewife,2019/02/20,"Wellbutrin SR and night shift question tl;dr: recently switched from immediate release to SR wellbutrin and I work night shift, I'm trying to figure out the best time to take my med, and also does anyone feel a crash with the SR when it wears off? I work nights 3x week, and I switch to day schedule the rest of the week because I have a kid so I can't really be on night shift schedule all the time. So when I was on immediate release, I took it at about 4pm everyday, just the same time every day, even on my off days cause it's easier to remember. For the SR my psych says it's really important to take it ""at the beginning of your day"" and that I'll have to switch the time depending on if it's a work day or off day. Anyway, with switching the timing up based on my work, I would have to skip today's dose, according to my psych (its my Friday, yay!) Because that would mean when I take it tomorrow morning, the doses would be too close together. Is this any one else's experience? I hesitate to skip a day, its usually how I get derailed from any habit. I would have more than 12 hours between waking up this afternoon and waking up tomorrow morning. Ok also, does anyone feel a bit of a crash with SR when it's wearing off? So far I've taken it about 5 days, 2 off and 3 work days and I've noticed the last 3 nights that I get a light headed and really tired around 4-5am. It's hard to tell if it's the med though, or just, you know, I'm effing tired at 4am, because 4am. I'm just back to work after two weeks off so it's I don't remember clearly but I don't think i felt that before. Tired, yes, but not like light headed, eyes drooping, nausea. I didn't really feel this on my off days, but I was probably already asleep when it would have hit. Excuse my bit of a ramble to ask one question, I only have one hour until I can go home and sleep.",3.7242455242966734,3.947082416879798,5.206786700767264,85.5890445012788,71.37851662404091,8.608941176470589,25.870179028132995,8.608573733854374,1.5205195089514063,1439,40,321,23,25,487,174,391,0.06,0.904,0.036000000000000004,-0.7699,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,7,23,4,0,0,21,3,21,14,9,3,2,50,42,31,0,7,11,0,5,1,0,5,5,1,1,1,22,16,0,0,12,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,9,30,4,50,28,7,69,0,0,1,0,9,23,0,7,45,191,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641801688349728,0.11075683447409856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418341813630893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684105149014467,0.0,0.0,0.06164631051573144,0.06473848689407527,0.0,0.0,0.053248222818119466,0.0,0.12664068173749854,0.0,0.0589258166123312,0.0,0.07267257542744454,0.0,0.15120399162883874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113782029627633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465988984734084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120057023131177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784867137477932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045738325401501766,0.0,0.058345287049313674,0.0,0.0,0.06773883058188805,0.0,0.0,0.10504315746152934,0.0,0.06648992005156087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235951086122956,0.0,0.03935581459397939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203352110392477,0.0,0.14213894819473807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946241448666728,0.0,0.13639267346376352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03805745103480384,0.05644719482417656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03383157385661016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543248513626435,0.1538401029643582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249275767082971,0.0,0.0,0.0788404696190269,0.0,0.0,0.14077478683770436,0.052667001105280574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746621572468375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551495042607314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745078482066226,0.0,0.06837505417378721,0.0,0.1568912834661592,0.0,0.0,0.05506960111280903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692990320179251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619993739287746,0.0,0.06052669680557603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044371976633953064,0.06803681173545334,0.0,0.20189830574670292,0.23877468879088176,0.06563997502491632,0.0,0.07693821055845453,0.0470155397716952,0.0,0.06764623143899286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626801342706979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666421633174145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024846731258345,0.0,0.0,0.2459625890556144,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alfredostein,2019/02/20,"New face Hello all, I was recently diagnosed with schizophrenia through a voluntary psych ward visit. It was something I knew was going on for a long time but no one believes you when you're self diagnosed. I'm having a follow up appointment today with a psychiatrist and want to talk about ADHD. Knowing that all things mental fall on a spectrum I think this is another disorder that keeps me down. Really down. I don't have a doubt I have it but I just want to make sure I can get the importance of it across. That I need medication. I can't function properly and find myself losing track of everything. The trash, the dishes, my job (that I don't have anymore) and basically everything. Even time with my daughter is lost on 20 different things. Can you all give me some advice?",3.5533077660594397,5.964601382550337,4.7164189837008665,80.20431208053692,75.44295302013423,8.552444870565678,26.750239693192714,9.23628265651192,2.591532694151487,622,24,113,16,14,204,97,149,0.08900000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.4469,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,9,0,14,5,1,1,4,24,28,6,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,6,1,1,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,5,0,17,1,17,23,4,18,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,2,7,81,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382968648960308,0.15760295610078506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911829556708824,0.0,0.0,0.15994845932078358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817096447361237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273957787439789,0.0,0.1685054188031758,0.18484320616675706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652527526902816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898998203711205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740887505529793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426321629794108,0.15471644192554898,0.0916603077672546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004755189901526,0.14335489963984088,0.0,0.0,0.08863639872978228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272954212345154,0.0,0.18043336354804929,0.17605841343439793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765702310667924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162474701198478,0.16253437601400775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958859909471957,0.0,0.1557672123109769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928889348401052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033214133540702,0.0,0.15924657064856695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825235614025635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416280433530688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200642675694734,0.0,0.0,0.12963240537148735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429725974777186,0.10334302761787466,0.0,0.0,0.1880897248180562,0.0,0.1528765285305299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902566676913544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xGoldWizardx,2019/02/20,"Have any of you ever used a stimulant in combination with an anti-depressant? Going to psychiatrist today and want to be prepared. Hello all, I'm an ADHD spouse. My wife was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and PTSD a little over a year ago and has been on Cymbalta ever since. To be honest, I am literally AMAZED by how well the Cymbalta works ... in the last 12 months, I can remember only a single time where my wife had an anxiety/panic attack. Thanks to Cymbalta, she no longer has looping thoughts and no longer has headaches and pain from her anxiety. However, she is displaying textbook ADHD-PI symptoms: It is extremely difficult to get her attention (have to say her name multiple times), she rarely helps with the kids, and even then it's only if I get insistent/angry about it, she lacks motivation to start or finish projects, she talks out-of-turn and about subjects that are either off-topic, or topics that had already been discussed, etc. Her psychiatrist tried her on Adderall, but that didn't really work. In researching medicines myself, I've kinda honed in on Concerta or Vyvanse...do any of you have experience being on one of these meds in addition to an anti-depressant? For those that did not tolerate Adderall well/Adderall did not work...what medicine ended up working for you? I am going with her to her psychiatrist today and want to be prepared to discuss options. Thank you all in advance. 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Does anyone have experience with your doctor writing or refusing to write a prescription one day early?,3.685851063829787,5.700946468085108,5.311648936170212,77.90875,73.68085106382978,7.253191489361702,26.643617021276608,8.07648339933343,1.960451063829788,192,7,33,3,4,65,39,47,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497066756641732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260676764920549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35965609224574924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854034666871681,0.2440138321901032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727579846665175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847059332661625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29525017234323137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256657865007545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930967441584519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894847962323452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bearoloveclub,2019/02/20,"Can’t write essays I have always had trouble writing essays but usually they were informal and short. Now I just got back a grade for an essay, and I got a D+/C- (he said he will probably curve it to a C- at the end of the semester). I’m allowed to rewrite it luckily, but even so I don’t think I’ll be able to get higher than a C+. I thought the length of the essay was 2-3 pages. It was 2.5-3 though. I only did 2 which is part of the low grade. But even writing that much is so fucking difficult. I have a 5-7 page paper draft due in a week. I don’t think I will be able to even write two pages for this. Im having serious issues and I can go to my school’s writing center, but I don’t think that will help me at all. I just can’t do it, and I know that before because every time I’ve tried to write a longer essay I’ve failed. I know I’m not supposed to compare myself to others but everyone else I know got As or Bs and I feel so so stupid rn. 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I’m a few months away from finally seeing a psychiatrist for stimulants but until then I’m stuck unstimulated. Things I need to do in order for a shot at a successful day: • Plan everything the day before. • Do not act on impulses. • Stick to routines. 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What’s your treatment? I was diagnosed with ADHD/ADD in my mid 30’s. I knew something was up with me because I kept fucking up at work, and making minor mistakes on projects. Over time those mistakes cost me my job not once but twice... I got tested and put on Adderall, also I take meds for General Anxiety Disorder. I had a hard time getting past my failures in the working world a big bruise to my self esteem and over all self worth. I do hate the meds they make me tired at times etc... But they do help a lot. Anyone have a similar story? 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He goes through the roof instantly when they do ONE inappropriate thing. For example: 3 year old twins. Things like getting into car seats, getting coat/shoes on to leave, messing around at bedtime, kids slamming doors, if someone calls for something after they went to bed or comes out of their room ONCE. He starts yelling, is angry and annoyed, slamming stuff around, swears at me (in front of them) swatting the dog away (although he claims he doesn't make physical contact with the dog). He has said before ""what is wrong with you"" and ""get away from me, I'm not in the mood."" To some of the mentioned behaviors. I haven't heard him say either one of those since we talked about it. He will act like a jerk to all of us and the second they're asleep he acts as though nothing happened and he didn't just act/treat us like that. It's baffling. Can anyone shed some light? Experiences? Coping skills (for him and me)? How can he treat us so badly and then act like it never happened? Thanks for your help, I'm at the end of my rope with him.",3.9064747474747454,5.778901263636367,3.65848484848485,90.60217171717173,72.72727272727272,6.161616161616162,25.404040404040398,6.691623216298621,0.8184646464646463,898,29,180,7,18,270,149,220,0.079,0.831,0.08900000000000001,0.3315,1,0,1,0,1,0,37.0,5,2,4,2,8,13,2,0,8,0,11,1,1,3,2,28,26,16,0,1,5,2,0,4,0,1,0,4,3,2,9,16,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,5,0,3,4,5,21,7,37,21,4,30,0,0,0,0,36,13,0,4,14,111,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545819474526598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993741210994552,0.0,0.0,0.2290065854757985,0.0,0.0,0.24169436326925664,0.0,0.10739628909538357,0.0,0.0,0.10945018400833118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134024536175434,0.0,0.1311414995261077,0.0,0.0,0.11079882827365027,0.0,0.0,0.14426358827113692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468552527594095,0.1139233458831328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581968138809485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160336081427527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748487374878665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621445502300942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361950326016088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513582125307393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585801581884688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992033325120215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234189114878224,0.0,0.13497003246378486,0.13698115515874734,0.17431891157303026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282255718406034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122351586900179,0.10228755953805516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639971791798444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089833287102622,0.0990216124420384,0.0,0.0,0.09104125626729777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724455938505476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338369750379812,0.0,0.11842038356318575,0.0,0.0,0.17090512988760334,0.0,0.1263731585219512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641591918787156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923642689542235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063096638716635,0.0,0.08283011840495072 adhd,spookyscaryy,2019/02/20,"If I were to take a dose of speed to see how I react, would this be a semi-reliable ADHD test? I’m just curious as I’ve read that people with ADHD react different to amphetamines. This is purely hypothetical btw.",4.138527131782946,5.1074082790697695,7.288372093023257,68.33782945736439,70.86046511627906,10.38449612403101,25.96124031007752,10.504223727775694,2.9222310077519382,168,5,31,5,3,63,34,43,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,1,8,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7580052941116198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294851316445641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186316149306215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315446348644374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513018930319047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371122304610888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402341156234146,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tiredhoe77,2019/02/20,"Need advice on dealing with boyfriend’s ADHD I love my boyfriend so much but his ADHD is getting out of control. He constantly forgets things. We had a whole conversation in which it was explicitly stated that I got him a card for Valentine’s Day and he needed to get one for me/make one. Come Valentine’s Day there’s no card and he has no recollection of that conversation ever happening. He hates making plans because he forgets that he made them and double books himself. I on the other hand have to plan everything or I get anxious. He says that if things are important to me that I have to remind him but there are some things I feel like I shouldn’t have to remind him about. I remember everything about him and everything he says so it hurts when he can’t even remember simple things I say. He doesn’t even try to write it down either he just lets himself forget and tells me that I should’ve reminded him. Sometimes I have to repeat myself three times for him to hear me. When it happens and I say something he makes a noise or says “yeah” like he heard me and then then proceeds to ask me what I said. Sometimes even the second time after he asks me what I said he does the same thing again and I have to repeat myself a third time. He’s not on any kind of therapy or medication either. It’s just getting out of hand now we need to do something but he doesn’t see it as a big problem. He’s starting a full time job soon and can’t forget things all the time at work. TL;DR : boyfriend is horrible at remembering anything because of his ADHD, it makes me sad and I don’t know what to do about it",1.9284578088578082,4.207781329230773,3.1733706293706305,89.85232634032634,80.32307692307691,6.0317016317016305,22.77156177156177,7.229369725052465,0.8238205128205132,1272,42,262,17,33,411,151,325,0.10300000000000001,0.828,0.069,-0.8994,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,4,18,8,1,0,10,1,21,4,2,5,3,54,48,24,0,6,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,9,0,0,25,16,0,1,6,1,0,1,9,4,0,5,7,13,39,4,35,39,9,34,0,2,1,1,48,11,0,5,23,181,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060690032724546,0.08295492219685886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772908296219269,0.0,0.0,0.09590315170280528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985841307967135,0.0,0.1587240537541765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349805471180942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312644952468217,0.0,0.09173747681993928,0.09521295640332744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949589798697723,0.08751933601850359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742890618370019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820996522978007,0.0767891579106623,0.0,0.0,0.22888482842026334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292365734649795,0.060646454040416874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740907213904658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789543097562226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501384211097786,0.0,0.0,0.08381271128804484,0.0,0.0,0.0956788105207774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087803081155384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424164459891374,0.0,0.0,0.08840136015100819,0.04665410943013538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086807238010069,0.0,0.08294732862989458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661782930873763,0.08032632297451975,0.16999706471334758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551918396923075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062404968254537466,0.1888377574692787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504925897645303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122963298391465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884963223405606,0.0,0.16150237837575535,0.3375453592834321,0.0,0.0,0.06764747820651315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307071393609207,0.16791958845416186,0.0,0.06008659057884164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419885093275334,0.0,0.09708074774418324,0.0,0.33838856102435594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475043754625476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057635708061993064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477824914446004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180197156857115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slven97,2019/02/20,"depressed and unmotivated in afternoons. When I wake up in the morning there are multiple things I want to do like a play a certain video game, go running, cook breakfast ect. But once I come home from work I try to do these same things and have no motivation for them and just end up sitting on the couch and not doing anything, is this normal?",6.1364925373134325,6.39099007462687,6.2648880597014935,79.98001865671642,66.16417910447761,9.088059701492536,33.167910447761194,8.841846274778883,2.5747044776119403,273,11,54,4,4,87,54,67,0.11,0.74,0.149,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,1,1,13,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,9,9,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26406106393830503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764140668568588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637783275225764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842089202218229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236637490633928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218738794473581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676823222329936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143992293286644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417321172987917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263635521691405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785989289980345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892663227617241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233608146054934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheLastNeutrino,2019/02/20,"How do I know if my medication is working? Long story short, I'm a 20 year uni student that found out I have ADHD at the beginning of last semester and was officially diagnosed about 3/4 weeks ago. My main struggles with ADHD are insomnia, poor memory and terrible conentraion/focus. I started the medication process around 3 weeks ago (in UK if that makes a difference) and am currently on 54mg of Xandiate XL (had a week of 18mg, then 36mg, now few days into 54mg). The problem is I am currently at the hardest point I've had at uni in terms of stress and drowning in coursework and revision, so it's making it hard to tell of the medication is working or not. I thought it was during my 36mg week but I wasn't as stressed then and now I'm more stressed it doesn't seem to be having the same effect and it's confusing me. I'm still struggling with sleep, memory and focus/concentration with my work but at the same time I have seen in a difference with things like actually doing the chores around my flat. Due to uni and the stress, i can't tell if I feel better or worse, if my brain feels clearer or foggier, if the meds are working or not? I can't separate what the meds and doing and what the stress is. Sorry I've rambelled on.. My point is how do you know when you are on the right medication and dosage? Thanks in advance for any help :). TL;DR: I have just been diagnosed and started meds, how do i know if the medication is working or not? 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I think my worst so far is moving out of a house in December. And then only going back to clean out the rest of my stuff and give back the keys last Friday. 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In Canada, at least in Ontario we cannot diagnose until 6 years of age, but we’ve been doing SNAP forms and have periodic visits with our sons physician and teachers to discuss is very hyper and inattentive issues. My son still bedwets. He’s dry throughout the day but he’s got a full pull up once he wakes up in the morning. I read online this is very common in children who have ADHD and it was one of the questions in our SNAP forms. I never shake my son, but he thinks it’s funny and I can’t tell sometimes if he truly is not wanting to get out of bed, or, just pee’s in it. He has woke up periodically why a dry pull up but we try not to make a big deal out of if it’s something he can’t control. Anyone here experienced this? What’s the best way to approach it all, and if any of you continued to be incontinent, when did you start to come dry? 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Impulsive/disorganized sure, but I (self-diagnosis) have anxiety so I’d been diligent about doing school work because I have an intense fear of failure. I’m not sure but it feels more difficult to do simple things recently? I’ve been procrastinating and I’m aware of what I’m doing and it’s like 2 parts of my brain: one part is screaming out of what I need to do while the other just brushes it off. Ex: I was sitting down to do my homework (endlessly refreshing social media), then I decide that I need to pick up the cans in my room -> go to the bathroom to empty out cans, then I end up doing hair care (before cleaning up the cans) My mom has ADD but doesn’t take anything for it. Any advice/tips would be appreciated (sorry for grammar mistakes) ",2.927310924369749,4.590253294117649,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,74.88235294117648,7.210084033613445,26.26050420168067,7.957251820313856,1.5470504201680682,660,24,134,10,14,222,104,170,0.159,0.764,0.077,-0.9098,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,6,0,21,3,2,1,4,29,32,11,0,5,9,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,4,14,6,23,27,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,6,93,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079134327809196,0.0,0.12139605567238385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058688579882632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673486739269144,0.0,0.13503198919479786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771485373768978,0.0,0.0,0.1617932185993496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405506637536165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856836798301096,0.08023753321711515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901861736761165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721089689298876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752704973956674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585372798684924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533061213422735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753124627998167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34368776128447515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566854751819669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606009528767174,0.0,0.0,0.1655464244219116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176265850468746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776384728126164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5982470858901219,0.16493782355271136,0.11931379413896988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054254036272874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552691576550884,0.0,0.0,0.11272756009878325,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,existnt,2019/02/20,"Combatting nighttime hunger from Vyvanse? Hey guys! So 20 y/o female here. 161cm, 47kg, if that matters. I take 60mg of Vyvanse every day for ADHD and have been for the last 4.5 years on and off (3 years on, one year off, and then back on as of 6 months ago. Problem started about 3 months ago). During the day I experience the standard decreased appetite of most stimulants, but around 7pm when the medication has really started wearing off I start getting extreme hunger... It's definitely not thirstiness either before someone says it - I drink water all day and add electrolytes as well. But yeah even if I've been having small mini meals throughout the day I end up stuffing my face so much at night that I've actually begun GAINING weight. The burst of hunger, combined with my returning adhd symtpoms such as poor impulse control... basically it's leading to extra pounds and wasted money on takeout. I tried getting my Dr. to let me split my dose and take half in the early afternoon, but they aren't happy with that as I have quite bad insomnia even without the Vyvanse (ie. I have am currently on hour 50 of being awake atm lol). So does anyone have any solutions or explanations? I've heard something about dopamine depletion during the day but I don't know what to do about it even if that is the reason... Is there an appetite suppressant I could purchase and take at night? Been thinking about popping a small dose of diet pill of some kind around 5 in the evening and see how that works... Thoughts?",5.0967131242741,6.619015930313588,5.322578397212542,81.24416957026715,69.13937282229965,7.696631823461093,31.43670150987225,8.11559375814309,2.321146806039489,1200,51,217,16,21,379,181,287,0.084,0.8420000000000001,0.073,-0.6415,1,0,2,1,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,5,20,5,0,0,13,2,18,16,2,5,1,40,31,26,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,10,13,8,2,4,1,4,1,4,2,1,2,5,4,16,3,39,23,6,46,0,0,1,0,5,17,0,6,28,136,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.1094551533392547,0.0,0.269596862420817,0.0,0.19885190913027856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627485699613902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842715310115632,0.0,0.0,0.19969814695499105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624661667879834,0.0936516296141934,0.0,0.0,0.09544266548027452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580062355398236,0.08955322920402166,0.0,0.0,0.3616800896564639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981548169006187,0.0,0.0,0.10987728509151087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934334866618227,0.0,0.0,0.2963310780836898,0.0,0.09450237662099553,0.0,0.0,0.10971718202542798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720133867435265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105925287949306,0.0,0.1193998664731016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045820877633906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680076588429884,0.06164198948728001,0.09142801988384068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469452355209088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299267532019397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790552738713256,0.0,0.0824528952344655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051522603826908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760047217594621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732508333372663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929942400229147,0.0,0.0,0.07185465076485009,0.11532250290352285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919671918542546,0.0,0.0,0.08937958930909096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503555868146,0.08634875050464487,0.0,0.0,0.2381691793088873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25299841783624005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186968235730312,0.0,0.08904509262411102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615148491409124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658462289543133,0.1008482330122604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081213715144808,0.0,0.08165618266549315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166883688933812 adhd,Entropy_Gate,2019/02/20,"I was always treated like I was stupid. Now later in life do I realize that have ADHD-PI, and it couldve been easily treated early in life if the adults around me at the time had just listened instead of judged. been doing lots of stuff to take care of me this year. I confess I was in denial of it too. I thought it didnt matter because Im stupid anyways. I turned down treatment that was hard to come by and it'll be years to get it again if the resource is still available to me..it wasnt until I decided to educate myself a little bit of adhd, the thing that ive been turning a blind eye to that I understand how much its destroyed my life. All this wasted time, opportunities squandered because nobody wanted to look. I talked to my doctor, looked around my area for treatment that accessible, no dice, theres a cut-off period for getting help and I've passed the point where its going to be exponentially difficult onwards. I need help, I feel overwhelmed, I read the FAQ and common topics, it all looks like the same stuff I already did. What do I do with myself.",4.810754339118823,5.480748219626168,5.645260347129509,81.81439252336452,69.14018691588785,7.983444592790388,28.369826435247003,7.957251820313856,1.7454443257676906,845,28,166,10,14,277,128,214,0.11199999999999999,0.795,0.094,-0.5892,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,3,1,10,0,21,6,1,1,2,25,38,8,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,19,8,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,12,8,23,6,26,23,6,26,1,1,5,0,6,11,0,3,14,119,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222033059006469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792714365867599,0.0,0.1115400635260901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23866525208552666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343086865650044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463475205431217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667257200592664,0.0,0.0,0.11547192071254347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372055169126632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777954064533448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007083924409172,0.0,0.07618351635745002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008217384106802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970133565139207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447966461078132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28404973768038266,0.13097979482287875,0.13435298495913972,0.0,0.0,0.3377038833451739,0.0,0.0,0.11396423535446693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854193104130553,0.09939613140325797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672026636769276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340859452526973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705223922839767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30690960096927183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078866878308224,0.10774404663959053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905664398818157,0.0,0.0,0.10642046409625623,0.15633088057842828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29161509418698617,0.0,0.13955043347371435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790659681832114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264718434466805 adhd,fap_for_milk,2019/02/20,"Understanding ADHD to help my SO Hey guys, I’m currently in a relationship with a wonderful girl, someone who I’m confident I would one day end up marrying. Sadly, she suffers with mental health issues & ADHD. * I’ve been thinking it’s about time I start to read about the issues she’s got to get a full understanding of things. I assume this will be quite a large undertaking, trying to fully understand ADHD, but I think it’s something I need to do. * I need to be able to support my SO and I need to understand how these issues affect her. Do you guys have any good book recommendations on understanding ADHD? I don’t necessarily need self help books, but book that will give me an understanding of how ADHD works and the different types of ADHD. Obviously if you think it could be beneficial for me to read books on being with someone with ADHD then please do make suggestions. * I’m not sure if this is the right sub reddit to be asking this next question on, but my SO is on a few different types of medication, I’d like to know what each of these medications do. I understand that the side affects will be different for each person, but I’d like to get a general understanding of what each of the medications is for. Are there any good sources for researching these things? I’ve tried talking to her about the medications, but she doesn’t like to open up about these. * Lastly, is what I’m trying to do here the wrong this? I don’t want it to seem like I’m going behind her back to try get an understanding of things. I know she doesn’t want to talk about the medications, so is there a signal that she doesn’t want me to get involved in this? I think it’s something I need to do so I can properly support her. My counselor agreed that it’s something I need to do also. What do you guys think? Because putting myself in her shoes, I’d feel sad that my SO was reading up about my conditions. But I could understand why they’d do it. **TLDR**: SO has ADHD, what books can I read to help me understand ADHD so I can support her. She’s on medication, where can I get reliable information on her medication so I can try piece together how it affects her. 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I tried medication when I was very young and apparently reacted badly to it. The ADD has started to negatively affect my college work (uk), would it be a good idea to try medications again? I have tourettes, dyspraxia, autism, and ADD as my official diagnosis, so should I avoid any medications specifically? Thanks.",6.579090909090907,8.684330848484851,7.794363636363637,62.69154545454549,66.27272727272728,12.552727272727275,35.92727272727272,11.979248473330829,5.320676363636363,300,15,50,12,5,102,49,66,0.084,0.8240000000000001,0.092,0.1485,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,5,0,2,0,13,11,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333726509676605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375731926601572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990641280295787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450148648937304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140278903305352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7903067008382725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223775256735898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881924780196048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805668028393192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663138501493426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182478787332552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427823266918432,0.0,0.0,0.1393225397436279,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gay_gypsy_barmitzvah,2019/02/20,"3 Things Nobody Explained to me About ADHD. I recently listened to an ADHD podcast where a psychiatrist spoke at length about ADHD and in a nutshell this is what he said. There are 3 pieces of ADHD: 1. **People with ADHD have a nervous system that works perfectly well.** He never found anything they couldn’t do. But it works on the basis of interest, challenge, novelty, urgency (and perhaps passion). It doesn’t work at all on importance, rewards, and consequences (which is what “neurotypical” brains respond to) 2. **Rejection sensitive dysphoria.** Intense emotional response to the perception (not necessarily the reality) of rejection, teasing, or criticizing by others. 3. **Internal sense of hyperarousal.** Moods created by ADHD are almost always triggered by events and perceptions, and resolve very quickly. They are normal moods in every way except for their intensity. I hope this provides you some insight like it did for me. Take care all. 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Sometimes I find something that really motivates me but it only lasts for a couple days before becoming utterly useless. I’m sick of it, I’m a university student and I know how important it is for me to study and do my work but I’m unmotivated as all hell. 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But does anyone else find that they over analyse every thought, situation, conversation etc so much that it basically seems like anxiety. I'm constantly thinking about things ages after even when If theres nothing I can do about it, or stressing about what someone else is thinking etc etc. Does my head in sometimes that the mind wont switch off! Who else finds this, and anyone found anything useful other than the meds?",4.937571428571432,6.789332344444442,5.2887301587301625,80.04500000000002,70.0,8.253968253968255,29.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,2.4343809523809523,381,15,69,7,7,121,67,90,0.068,0.872,0.06,0.2003,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,17,14,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,9,11,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,5,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978115267387342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161449563218828,0.0,0.0,0.19756094095279814,0.14474957057187213,0.11625458739521065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526645402639873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725566617118394,0.0,0.1655694022303108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35404318025709386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472665929673443,0.09330863786465128,0.0,0.1190275160405148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823958315683404,0.0,0.0,0.15489714782086042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449855403224904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763924204670626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901822586784061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569210320945708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264416389068849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385096820863256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555402425353968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860846694922765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879533092047646,0.0,0.0,0.11969906884715978,0.0,0.1397213421456381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182627651315887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385465259156976,0.18104242613746205,0.0,0.11215396447808244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122013406462525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Leapsto,2019/02/20,"I have lived my entire life thinking that I was normal. Then I come to this sub and I relate to a good 80% of what's on here and all the symptoms I've researched. I haven't been diagnosed yet, and I still have my doubts since I'm not a trained medical professional; but I think the evidence is pretty damning. I've felt depressed and socially isolated since around 12. So much of my life was wracked with anxiety and depression that I just tried to hold on through most of it. So much unwarranted frustration that I took out on my parents. Shutting down my first chance at being in a relationship with a girl I really liked and somehow liked me because she wouldn't like the 'real' me. Every time I tried anything in a social setting I always said something that seemed weird or wrong. My erratic emotions and frequent mood swings. The constant lethargy and restlessness. Frequently walking in rooms and forgetting why I went in there because I got distracted. Disdain and frustration from my middle and high school teachers/coaches for being 'lazy' or 'inattentive' or 'uncoachable'. Forgetting coffee in the microwave and my roommate having to remind me to get it on numerous occasions. Forgetting that I'm in the middle of cooking sometimes. Constantly losing my phone/keys/wallet right after I put them down because I got distracted and forgot where they are. Chronic disorganization. Inability to sleep at night due to racing thoughts. The sporadic hyperfocus and obsessions over topics of interest. All the appointments, classes, and commitments I've missed that were important to me that I've missed because I got distracted and lost track of time. The relationships I've had with people where I thought they secretly never liked me and were keeping me around for their own amusement and to have someone to make fun of. Looking at people's faces and interpreting what they say still takes me a while. I have to say 'what' several times, and then my mind completely blanks on what they're talking about and hones in on a random thought I'm having or the expressions they're making and gestures they're doing. I spent so long thinking that I was just stupid, or that I just didn't understand how people worked, or that I was lazy and that I should have a better work ethic. It was all so hard, but I just thought that was the way everyone else went through life. That they just shoved it down, forced themselves past their limits every day, and kept on. I never sought help until recently; I was also in denial about the state of my mental health due to fear of stigma, mainly within my family, about it. I expect to hear back about scheduling an appointment with a psychiatrist in the next week. I don't know for certain if I have this condition quite yet, but I think I have many convincing reasons and experiences to believe that I do. I haven't read much about adults being diagnosed with ADHD, but I know that most people are diagnosed during childhood or adolescence. Let me know if y'all have any further questions, and your thoughts as to whether or not I actually have this condition. It's been only a few days since I've been suspecting that I have it and I would like to hear from people who have actually been diagnosed to see if they can relate or provide some feedback.",7.5243611568735105,8.06585796869852,7.198683415705656,73.48308095368847,63.217462932454694,10.632418085301119,35.47725608639941,10.442506126195006,3.799120117151748,2645,113,453,59,36,834,288,607,0.161,0.769,0.069,-0.9952,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,8,8,28,32,4,7,24,0,44,14,2,4,7,111,85,55,0,8,24,1,2,5,0,3,11,5,1,2,31,36,1,5,20,3,1,6,9,19,0,1,32,9,69,12,73,46,12,77,0,6,2,0,29,36,1,20,37,326,100,8,0.0,0.0,0.13696106656875653,0.0,0.08433653577346684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611880426333958,0.058391098945729185,0.0,0.0,0.047721306159935785,0.0,0.053683570154898684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774792439723238,0.12494099347696412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539601300071385,0.0,0.1711117551995302,0.0,0.0,0.07906302812130926,0.0,0.06206395441760323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044942180082576,0.0735769978089497,0.15166817115495906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051394900064023,0.0,0.12088299541637272,0.2849039928422385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862208469915588,0.07893726388764859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182506798485474,0.06705507892769365,0.0,0.0686444713322227,0.06615460562060697,0.07896621893492438,0.0,0.0,0.06737886337355098,0.0,0.0,0.05969069376484416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666346411843301,0.0,0.0,0.05885933692978326,0.1683757206348004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286288417553175,0.0,0.0,0.07459258677991007,0.15818431804540412,0.0,0.04703672446916681,0.07414358462887928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237463332236104,0.0,0.0,0.11569879125878675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717585412657588,0.14869972110535915,0.17141944153557612,0.0,0.06196568050052297,0.062102536268976986,0.05892920218797326,0.07850771001692378,0.07660414125277122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368451804196068,0.07114628614836717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069378121624201,0.0707197461099889,0.0,0.07085659651487664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475977322866222,0.0,0.10824634492083143,0.0,0.07463175184659808,0.06585434538152493,0.06875645600694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337113759522488,0.0,0.0,0.07792086916811752,0.0,0.06698983724794375,0.24325203474228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139305339968666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054510927803723,0.07861189517111307,0.07463959372359788,0.07019384290246983,0.07987434547866877,0.044955807499426036,0.07215143606847631,0.06928920097605985,0.1506830589540136,0.0,0.05992894068361241,0.06675235469334123,0.11161171878499808,0.0,0.07102069727840551,0.0559202719460275,0.06388455021546895,0.0,0.07927760894988774,0.0,0.17414808968993506,0.0,0.0702255320300313,0.1430688497773789,0.059458924874130736,0.05402402995745574,0.06940472357857726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208345585503644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729385413129412,0.05276275578007625,0.05640388833626589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986084801516214,0.0,0.2785549717497432,0.1227585626306299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796684329599983,0.0952882370216186,0.0,0.0,0.07305449639606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557015316160081,0.056290033866436426,0.0,0.0,0.13010558280676032,0.06332188946305689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217625692903994,0.0,0.0,0.049850201865580535,0.07672518507505964,0.0,0.0 adhd,Curious_Donut,2019/02/20,"blood pressure and vyvanse so I've taken vyvanse 3 times so far and i noted some difficulty breathing (not much but noticeable), so i've decided to completely stop for now and took my blood pressure. if i'm measuring right, i'm hitting 160/85!!! which is hilariously high in comparison to my usual 125/85. im pretty bummed cuz vyvanse definitely has been working incredibly well for me in terms of focus, but it's not worth the risk of dying. i'm also afraid of going back to my perma mental fog state, and i just thought my life was finally getting together and it's really disheartening knowing i prob can't continue this medication. i've emailed my psychiatrist already, but i'm just wondering if anyone had a similar situation? was there any other stimulant medication that worked for you that didn't give you this kind of blood pressure? would lowering my dose help in any way? (i was taking 30mg, which was already pretty low from what i've heard). thanks in advance. :)",4.546730769230769,6.926705362637364,6.027568681318684,72.10805631868132,72.2967032967033,9.385164835164835,31.70467032967033,9.827888789773867,3.631020879120879,784,37,132,22,16,265,118,182,0.11699999999999999,0.732,0.151,0.8968,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,10,10,0,5,2,0,11,8,4,2,0,23,27,15,1,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,0,1,3,4,7,1,0,11,1,13,3,15,14,3,21,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,4,8,76,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33985023611835075,0.1231409093130763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094287328919827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766915825966157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840415281391865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144924207943406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598110293395076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168681890728359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045025850738816,0.1477154361666332,0.08751262743957912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032121959523936,0.16269249765351107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632908995535606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035058840687202,0.08462555198179816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876341784707096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102452597135813,0.15517960435345327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319592099073747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531174786017115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133140710917656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986460614592842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150145208582684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308441165864932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873747728175516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157767669840889,0.0,0.0,0.1417677329146156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224605625586935,0.08978927964660341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108183443622438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695915664167455,0.0,0.0,0.122225292277069,0.0,0.0,0.1384500639261914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698902543703564,0.2242042993184,0.0,0.0,0.10938578018096026,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JoChiCat,2019/02/20,"How to stop taking Vyvanse? I was first prescribed Vyvanse almost 2 years ago, and I've recently accepted that it just isn't working for me. Not sure if it's become less effective over time, or if I've just been ignoring the signs from the start, but at this point, I'm not taking Vyvanse to help me focus, but because I can't function at all without it. I'm planning on asking my doctor what other options I have at my next appointment, and I'd like to have at least a rough draft of a plan to stop taking it by then. I've attempted to stop taking it by slowly tapering off the dosage a couple of times in the past, but never quite managed. There's always a point where I start to get awful headaches, brain fog, and fatigue, and eventually something comes up that I need to be fully functioning to work on. If I skip a dose I might as well write the whole day off, so I'd really rather not quit all at once. Does anyone have any experience/advice? How gradually to taper off, how to take lowered doses, what helps manage symptoms, etc.",8.64853632478632,6.04262195192308,8.797371794871797,73.15318376068376,62.653846153846146,11.552136752136756,36.09188034188035,9.725611199111238,3.2737450854700865,818,27,160,12,9,271,131,208,0.094,0.8270000000000001,0.08,-0.2114,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,9,10,6,0,0,10,1,9,6,1,4,4,38,22,17,0,5,14,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,7,2,1,1,2,1,11,4,31,18,6,33,0,1,0,0,4,16,0,7,17,105,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227544847849378,0.11135461824598836,0.0,0.12579036073112068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452596677844253,0.0,0.0,0.08542595964726526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783647823041357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743781396921428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657683260941295,0.1387375049144942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023355031484686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821057265597707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389962252034126,0.0,0.0810145569877013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857747117274568,0.10993097539548848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009959135238512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685237281191186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563130514100811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840097850532032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137162401338001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326304948323678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931456949236224,0.0968859471509418,0.0,0.1335983763789918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378128156911565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991857713073566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375031523880494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26722482826228344,0.0,0.0,0.08047543762706935,0.0,0.12403467052503883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670847205357534,0.0,0.0,0.1778290732763413,0.0,0.0,0.3150720262926142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839543535348387,0.13056735844671374,0.4722533192030896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650015351625886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129475350473544,0.0,0.0,0.14025032914788518,0.0,0.1210932708857199,0.0,0.1829058234926677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089521058494506 adhd,bearsfighting,2019/02/20,Brand Name Adderall What are your experiences with brand name IR adderall?,5.904999999999998,9.647212833333338,3.466666666666669,80.89500000000002,87.33333333333334,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.5307,62,3,9,1,2,17,9,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cross-Tie-Walker,2019/02/20,"Those who take Strattera, what should I expect? I’ve been on three different medications so far: Concerta, Vyvance and Adzyne. None of which worked. At a low dosage, I felt nothing but side effects and at moderate - high I would just feel anxious. Recently, I was prescribed Strattera and I’m on my first week of taking it, so what should I expect? Also, if you’ve had anger/agitation problems, did this help at all with it or is that a separate issue? 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I'm running through a gamut of emotions, but the biggest thing is fear; what if I can't get help in time, or at all. I have to wait three more weeks to get a final diagnosis, and I anticipate that if I was assigned to a psychiatrist, it would take at least an additional two weeks to see them. &#x200B; I've been trying my hardest to stay focused in the months waiting for the testing to begin, but I'm doing poorly. I feel useless, and worthless, and tired every day. If anyone could tell me how to stay motivated while I wait for the medical process to move along, I would greatly appreciate it. I'm so afraid, I feel like giving up.",6.6615816326530615,6.18840586394558,7.630671768707483,73.08233418367348,65.19047619047619,9.798979591836737,36.742346938775505,9.188382445141503,3.2950551020408163,590,27,111,9,8,200,97,147,0.121,0.7609999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.1159,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,2,10,0,11,2,0,2,1,25,27,12,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,2,3,13,2,21,21,3,20,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,4,11,78,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341970601285606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339501291956584,0.2056715276515076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835173661895412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351417178494387,0.0,0.0,0.10915981268918558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039666339409372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261030708697708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046650296184944,0.17116763210383532,0.12092061319233287,0.0,0.18541795093933972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768645350199676,0.16237127398716836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661165403841048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345256922843493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269273116865528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051338497673232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510309743183435,0.17989843126667845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348796838178722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980432314456615,0.3608209647698044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726375550971988,0.0,0.14794221187236556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244997184574886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869787548921276,0.1945414583602635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491760352527575,0.0,0.16534411478064662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154309897956835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047735219800745,0.0,0.2056715276515076,0.0 adhd,mb33388,2019/02/20,"Foreign 3rd World Parents Does anyone else know they have adult ADHD but is from a very strict/oppressive background? Not only are my parents from a war-ridden 3rd world country, but they're very anti-psychology/psychiatry, yet believe in spiritual stuff that has no backing. They've been in the U.S. for 30 years and I was born here, so this had only added to my confusion growing up. I might be generalizing, not all foreign countries are the same. My parents come from a middle-eastern, oppressive background, and it makes things really hard to even communicate. Anyone that relates in any way is of help!",7.365233766233767,8.454979445454548,7.273116883116888,70.9068181818182,63.63636363636364,9.558441558441556,35.714285714285715,9.606745405546679,3.5811558441558446,489,22,79,9,7,156,81,110,0.105,0.833,0.062,-0.6938,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,1,1,14,14,5,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,11,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128507820978409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044029607946627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24767767288376655,0.1814692550929463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361860049003109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954136385026533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256385135653197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549894116449766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147951969594023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697892394525775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865501160290174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187125306815439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733455764002492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822173363423948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788482098986195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693989805108665,0.0,0.0,0.5899762585243155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134606573335596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274760501616135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766345023001434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922671960563495,0.0,0.14058100039063964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405248655668407 adhd,MrSniper911,2019/02/20,"Growing up with ADHD Hi Everyone, Just looking for some insight into what its like growing up with ADHD if anyone is willing to share. &#x200B; Background story, I have an 8 year old son, who was diagnosed with ADHD at 6 years old, we have been consulting with a specialist for the last 2 years who has now got him on medication that obviously changes and calms him during the day (lasts around 7 hours). Im not looking to discuss the medication side, just looking to try to understand what he goes through or some sort understanding of what his mind is doing when not on medication. I have read a few books, talked to a few doctors, but would like to get an understanding from actual people that have experienced it. &#x200B; I really want to understand so i can help him structure his learning and life better, he doesnt really understand medically what it all means but if i can make it easier until he does i would like to. &#x200B; Im struggling to get him to remember to eat lunch at school, and i would like to know what worked for you when you were growing up, maybe it was something simple like everything you owned was a colour to remember, any idea is helpful. Also struggle with outbursts of emotion, laughing on minute crying the next. &#x200B; Basically looking for what worked for you when you were younger (outside of medication), thoughts you may want to pass onto a struggling father, to help me understand how to help. &#x200B; I have read most of the wiki, and already do alot for him that is contained, but im not with him 24hrs a day, so want to develop strategies to help.. Sorry if this is not allowed, but couldnt find anything to say otherwise. &#x200B; Cheers! &#x200B; P.S - Should mention im in Australia if you dont get a response... im sleeping or being attacked by a dangerous creature. ;)",5.892480392156862,7.376747738235299,6.107941176470586,76.50406862745098,67.20588235294117,8.960784313725489,34.46078431372549,9.2995712137729,3.2956960784313707,1461,69,252,28,24,466,175,340,0.065,0.7659999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9868,1,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,1,7,0,3,11,15,2,3,16,0,31,11,1,3,2,65,52,22,0,12,16,2,0,5,0,6,8,1,0,0,17,13,2,1,15,3,0,4,7,5,0,0,8,7,25,10,51,36,8,33,0,0,5,0,35,13,0,12,21,175,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.04781686932115296,0.0,0.17666520323368504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407264796200227,0.039185231206889735,0.0,0.371639872150214,0.4167819998184409,0.03332163683668222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03426189463592034,0.0,0.04032277235639158,0.04362033173087065,0.0,0.055744501189721414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043336461554944083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051835435248565966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538241289610929,0.06320181025944842,0.0,0.0,0.049733903714793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015351091738501,0.04288017429779007,0.0,0.05742756019270597,0.0,0.0,0.05013916749171648,0.0,0.055118332916751736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046821538802714883,0.0440379830448211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478505389917825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680133266478878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918972513943046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421812151324922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048255066786449766,0.0,0.0,0.05531496357957853,0.26464169716992986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02692908342902171,0.07988297573394369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03461010397733405,0.11969446851374768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459042154479925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032707837846595283,0.0,0.04922702186520415,0.053375295251256775,0.0,0.2468114028988108,0.0,0.0,0.04947596716315904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052111987949012895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283438054961716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033970386033864444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802639238449423,0.0,0.0627812275789429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101475130015287,0.0,0.0,0.03896671591099439,0.0,0.04959055132874338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903532328149182,0.0,0.0,0.03772254474056506,0.0,0.05485141679536525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367611675816842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039384292563553684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03890047592825446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033267740180881335,0.0,0.0,0.3060639694191677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670429559318231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134507415430695,0.0,0.0,0.1044244462148482,0.0,0.4167819998184409,0.09466305699352236 adhd,superawesomeperson24,2019/02/20,"Hanging out is so boring! What do I do? I have always just drank at night to slow things down. It made it bearable to just sit and hang out with people. In the last year, i have cut WAY back—almost to zero—and am so bored. I still smoke pot, but that just makes me stoned. I would love to be able to sit and watch tv and movies, but can’t really do that much without being on my phone all the time. I am 35 now and i think things are getting harder. I am on medication again. I have never been healthier and have a good job, etc. It feels like the less that i drink, then it gives me more ideas and projects to pursue, so then i have less time after work to hang with my wife and be a good husband. This is being exacerbated by the fact that we have a kid coming. For real, i could not be more excited, but it feels like a ticking time bomb and all i want to do is be the best person. I am reading all the books and going to appointments and being a model husband, but i want to be actually cool, and to me that means knowing how to do everything in the world. I have been trying to improve at piano and guitar so i can play songs for my baby. Trying to get better building stuff so the furniture i build for my baby will be the best. But, all that is probably not the best for my company. I feel like there isn’t enough time in the world to sit and relax and watch movies. BUT, I make movies for people to watch and all I want to do is to be able to sit and watch them. Sorry for the ramble. This is my adhd account. The only one i can remember that i have started",2.3224471299093667,3.352243141993964,3.904717824773413,90.64957220543808,75.28398791540785,6.746151057401812,20.79287009063444,7.087006719466742,0.29319929909365605,1204,25,276,12,25,402,152,331,0.04,0.7809999999999999,0.179,0.9949,1,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,5,13,17,1,0,18,1,44,4,0,4,7,59,64,30,0,5,12,3,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,18,22,2,0,8,8,1,5,6,3,0,1,4,9,34,14,40,47,15,38,0,0,4,1,10,12,0,0,19,210,52,5,0.2262542831244495,0.0,0.11039577137837364,0.0,0.13595684022243962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113280491092826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413084420613296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698778893963842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35615986703868124,0.10005176353214104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744901549417634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032281729814792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082153077838272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689057802488766,0.12616666665123913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167138035593044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160144559242252,0.2424541576077752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820852463136547,0.10852186244331834,0.06429276156581268,0.18977135812303308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770677294075458,0.0,0.0,0.1122612321962054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217171847225711,0.09221371925166408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658046212839894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210166203840157,0.107043636646028,0.1510264908788715,0.0,0.0,0.123228621519232,0.0,0.1139636935450286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831614656239723,0.0,0.08725062563984659,0.0,0.0,0.10616215891341076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665787887599895,0.08603828886230702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685623184747516,0.09877825649487056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197019229261415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315775537335447,0.1287634537809865,0.07247214367077587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815099857172307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663657312341625,0.08007197305994485,0.0,0.09034348138387877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950351165725954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031329220664685,0.0724873044393032,0.0,0.0,0.2638613839572276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536118065203001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001759573497123,0.0897950593370866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905052751452383,0.0,0.08235790639505289,0.0,0.0,0.08036227558954774,0.0,0.0,0.07285017014704374 adhd,Tehlinky4,2019/02/20,"I don't want to get diagnosed Hello, &#x200B; I have been having many problems in life lately, nothing too big, just nuisance, and I have been asking many people around me about it. At first, people thought it was anxiety and recommended I go see a psychologist. However, I don't like talking about my mental issues because I don't want to have any. It is weird to say but... Anyways, I ended up actually taking an appointment with one because I can have 4 free appointments at my school. I am supposed to go Thursday the 21st. &#x200B; The problem I am having is now that I've learnt about ADHD and someone pointed out that I might have it, I don't want to go anymore. I don't want to be diagnosed with anything, I just want it fixed. But the more I look at it, the more obvious it seems, somehow no one ever noticed it I guess : * Mind always racing, especially at night, which makes me a night owl. * Can't seem to read for more than .2 seconds without my mind going somewhere else. * Can't seem to find a hobby, which is something I've been looking for for years. Actually, this is the reason why I started looking into this. &#x200B; But on the other hand, I'm also organised, even though I push things, such as homework, to the last second, I always do it on time and everything is perfectly planed, in my head. &#x200B; I'm not entirely sure what I am asking, I'm just scared of it being true. I don't want to be stuck with it for the rest of my life. You guys are pretty brave for taking the leap of faith and taking care of it <3 ",3.0637330316742117,4.916420114379086,4.386274509803922,84.57746606334844,74.98039215686275,6.7991955756661655,26.47511312217195,7.61054688173877,1.5113447963800906,1209,45,234,16,26,399,161,306,0.092,0.815,0.09300000000000001,0.8548,1,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,0,2,17,12,0,1,13,0,34,6,2,2,5,44,66,11,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,1,1,21,11,0,0,6,1,1,5,11,4,0,5,6,6,29,9,40,56,4,31,1,0,4,0,7,14,0,6,13,168,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.14632592830878854,0.0,0.09010313804182236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995598848005464,0.12476730756057396,0.3249334391276545,0.3644022579815365,0.05098430231963045,0.0,0.05735424259347487,0.0,0.07435320342702206,0.0,0.0,0.06169650147320317,0.06674198482953976,0.14017952004018527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914058536903549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644010720224076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219230645591014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263043343557903,0.0,0.0664039438592127,0.0,0.0,0.04951904817234079,0.06781749234352201,0.0,0.0,0.06738101888897106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852408657437357,0.06377210980721801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917036831377515,0.0,0.17043584010856588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259136007018432,0.07423519029982556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694406562805624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825247366534926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111311105412984,0.0845729611853328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591148406921652,0.036628086420859136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887565124916728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004514937743085,0.15202198153380006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555528558994569,0.07953464767552919,0.15140298657992154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071441560046113,0.0,0.07193874447832474,0.08535741041508216,0.0,0.0,0.10160747235750207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395386276813792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087384545176258,0.0,0.0,0.07627463099715044,0.0,0.14347832852556466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499342317919873,0.0,0.0,0.07708486890493013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059621645663643925,0.07506118668769747,0.07587681462149765,0.05974388129983346,0.20475817724831508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352449346677637,0.05771798170495428,0.0,0.0,0.053066370401792406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066129188657612,0.0,0.16911139960582267,0.06026056548622195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049808819089416055,0.0,0.07366072387315199,0.05952029412073466,0.04371743757744444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653265828806479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765159245672789,0.0,0.0,0.07227142612389828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644022579815365,0.04828024045270461 adhd,MsMs1,2019/02/20,"Long term fears of medication So I will keep it brief. ADHD, diagnosed December 2018. Was initially treated with adderall 20mg/day. This was for two weeks (stopped during Christmas time). Early January 2019 I switched to Vyvanse 40mg/day. This was for five weeks. Last week my psychiatrist and I bumped my dose up to Vyvanse 60mg/day (I am also prescribed 10mg/day adderall for days where I don't need it for the whole day). Truly, life has been great with treatment. I am doing far better in school and for the most part, I would consider myself contented with this treatment. But I am someone that looks far down the line and that is where my fears set in. &#x200B; Truly, my biggest fear is the long term effects of Vyvanse and other drugs on the natural production of dopamine. If I continue this I will become truly dependent on this drug. I can easily see myself 5 years from now having no motivation (and all of the symptoms of low dopamine) if I do not take my medication. From what I have read on here and elsewhere, it can actually be far worse than pre-treatment. Often times is seems to take a very long time to correct (if ever). These are people who are following their doctors recommendation too, not even abusing. Some people are comfortable with that but I am not. &#x200B; I did not try my absolute best to manage my symptoms other ways (exercising, diet, mediation etc.) and I think I want to explore those methods again. &#x200B; My questions are: How long does it take for amphetamines to lower dopamine production in the body (read: is it already starting)? I know it varies from person to person but I have been dosing for <3 months. How should I go about weaning myself of the medication? I haven't missed many days since January so do I have to be careful? &#x200B; How open should I be about this with my doctor? I know the obvious answer is yes but if there is any reason to not fully involve my doctor in this process please let me know. &#x200B; Thanks &#x200B;",4.416330876330875,6.827798297297299,4.728673218673219,81.13037264537266,72.78378378378378,7.403767403767404,29.04995904995905,8.296473431620573,2.2683423423423426,1590,66,278,27,33,500,196,370,0.037000000000000005,0.8440000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9798,1,0,3,0,0,0,78.0,0,0,1,4,18,12,0,3,10,1,41,17,1,7,4,55,60,21,0,9,13,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,0,2,22,13,1,2,11,3,0,4,8,5,0,2,6,2,39,7,43,45,9,48,0,2,2,0,6,17,0,10,25,201,61,8,0.0,0.06989769803560493,0.05756918498007025,0.0,0.0708987707259661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510083819957768,0.04717711250992171,0.0,0.3835168547273825,0.4301016485463369,0.04011763007748973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515372988510255,0.0,0.0,0.061910080467821677,0.05217499194441455,0.0,0.06552852363963826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014784559761298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26632166955818914,0.0,0.0,0.059877201150669884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811471634421062,0.051625644279373516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368275540497456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579339117863095,0.03896467669427081,0.05336303424461821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915240055870406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03352738820743362,0.0,0.0,0.0650405859579131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052436168814389186,0.0,0.0,0.09726392007328397,0.04808760874639149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032489143846743,0.041668881847293775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882970542028936,0.049539715577263034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981019001285581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782893549124937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708808068271477,0.0,0.0,0.04374296229958972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388425478671755,0.0,0.08179738511499783,0.10302176703257354,0.0,0.06475719133553211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660862659457718,0.0,0.11801900869355846,0.0,0.0,0.06065518433325876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970461185013565,0.04701021334673326,0.05370550304347429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048800065792189935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998503487962449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04175593114891895,0.0,0.0,0.04932124087636498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263375226895568,0.13306740040768908,0.0,0.0,0.054313325468347294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037800678285675765,0.0,0.0,0.1031988225124178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04005274112529236,0.0,0.05762811634375295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048675848685383584,0.0347959182776143,0.04682632601528982,0.1419631777136234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586418046965603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601194570734661,0.04190731810711693,0.0,0.4301016485463369,0.03798990548877434 adhd,trimtali,2019/02/20,Advice for internet attention span? I have like 20 tabs open and I watch youtube for like 15 seconds then pause it . go to spotify on for 5 seconds then pause it and go back to the video and lsiten to that while i got twitter open... Any way to stop being like this? ,1.0377777777777766,3.3422631481481524,2.123703703703704,95.86666666666667,84.18518518518519,5.822222222222222,21.962962962962962,7.1686216300943375,0.6005407407407404,206,7,46,3,6,65,37,54,0.039,0.821,0.14,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,3,8,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,8,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588004772705466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969250733635234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823359468100544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173495597712626,0.0,0.29366446732036305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381514498337384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069758676066429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914474940200354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Izilmo,2019/02/20,"[VENT] Gone a week without meds. Supposed to have had them yesterday, but yet another step has been added to the process of me turning in my prescriptions. Paper due in 10 hours and an all-nighter seems imminent. I've been so fucking frustrated with this all day. I turned in my prescription Monday and the pharmacists said they needed a ""go-ahead/okay"" from my doctor before I could either pay for my Adderall upfront or ask for a PA, which is never something that has happened when turning in my prescriptions. The very last time (last month) I was told I could pay upfront or ask for a PA, and so I paid upfront, but there was no extra step. That was the very first time I ever needed a PA since getting monthly prescriptions since May of 2018. What. The. Fuck. I feel like cursing the pharmacists, but I know it's not their fault. I'm frustrated because I don't know what's going on behind the scenes and I hadn't planned for this sort of hiccup. It's been especially detrimental because right now I should be pulling my weight for a presentation I've so far done nothing for that's due tomorrow, as well as working on a paper that's due in 10 hours (that I only have a sentence for so far). I could have easily had this shit done by now had things gone as planned and I received my meds Monday, now I have to pull an all-nighter when I already don't get enough sleep. It's either that or ask for an extension from my English professor who has (so far) had no indicator that I have ADD (and my confidence in asking is non-existent because I already feel like an imposter). I literally have no one to talk to about this. No friends. My family doesn't understand. I almost want to be homeless so I don't have to keep suffering the guilt of my failures. I don't feel cut out for this society. I don't want to be alone in this pain.",3.7213913894324833,5.191143956164384,4.591462818003915,85.36210616438359,72.45205479452055,8.063600782778867,28.926125244618397,8.634040054169528,2.1189549902152645,1444,58,293,26,28,467,172,365,0.149,0.777,0.07400000000000001,-0.9813,0,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,3,4,16,14,6,1,20,0,39,8,2,0,3,41,70,23,0,8,10,3,4,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,21,9,1,1,7,0,3,8,14,10,1,2,18,5,38,4,41,44,5,49,0,1,0,2,16,14,3,7,29,199,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953285221786943,0.0985979449253215,0.2101099747969027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998249496110073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559946307018394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409814814151886,0.0,0.08100774102904988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280271018156083,0.0,0.0,0.061395785398113564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097440696100485,0.0,0.1948442299353456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836650558475184,0.0,0.0,0.08611337496032212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897455920247363,0.0,0.144407144197923,0.13602104721273972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097662437918744,0.0,0.0,0.07355087784815634,0.17602076030740868,0.09947559242833733,0.0,0.10820811046509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418458090150449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750461182238687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461766708949166,0.0,0.0,0.10463828301050572,0.1552005556483477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301930906148632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149030997410348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197462458392594,0.0,0.0,0.14117840815094582,0.07342370359780168,0.0,0.0,0.1786765156627408,0.0,0.09134646332921398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450962770468709,0.07240349021180016,0.10129895293272098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129983106407875,0.09055650071221943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666602614490276,0.0,0.0,0.09772089252364984,0.15749997814545405,0.0,0.0952682264244963,0.0,0.0,0.07328920649756976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765177315131405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632463007162111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102315831265187,0.0,0.0,0.09096717757103108,0.0,0.0,0.3106490731244702,0.0,0.09910601034693634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570990731202312,0.11230223318986476,0.0,0.07636327610215812,0.11592731305634232,0.08559576057505318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176889621927982,0.0,0.06930635125811907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bruciferlightmeme,2019/02/20,How were you taught impulse control of aggressive behavior as a child? I have twin sons 9 yrs of age who have a hard time with impulse control causing them to hurt others during play.,7.102,7.2038684857142865,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,64.14285714285714,9.285714285714286,37.5,8.841846274778883,3.321571428571428,147,7,26,2,2,46,30,35,0.179,0.754,0.067,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549596117575566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7750937345992954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095314767207722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699023481445823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148422856894715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trytostay,2019/02/20,"My psychiatrist drug tests me and I tested positive for cocaine and morphine. I do not use cocaine or morphine! I have Medicaid and go to an office that has quite a few colorful characters. They drug test us every 3 months and I’ve had 2 of them so far with this doctor and have never had an issue. I get prescribed 70mg of Vyvanse every month. Today my psychiatrist told me that I had tested positive for cocaine and morphine. I was honestly shocked. I insisted that I’d never done either of those drugs in my life, and even owned up to doing weed (which he didn’t care about). I offered to re-take the drug test on the spot. I insisted that I had nothing to hide. He told me that I could do it now or we could wait until next time, and I volunteered to do it today. He said it was probably just some contamination at the lab, but then he said “let me text the lab and ask them about it” which I thought was weird. I haven’t done cocaine or morphine, and I’m nervous that this is going to put my medication script in jeopardy. For some reason I am really concerned about it happening again. What would I do if my next drug test came back positive as well? I mean, it would be so highly unlikely, but I guess at that point I’d need to be scared that someone is literally drugging me because there’s just no other explanation for this, besides *another* lab error, which I’m sure he isn’t going to believe. 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I would take the pill everyday before school and around 12:30 I would crash hard and would have ZERO energy for the rest of day. I call it depressed I because I can't keep my eyes open and I don't want to do ANYTHING. Not even go to sleep. Is this a normal side effect? My parents and I have recently decided to go off of it and see what happens. I'm a junior in high school and my grades really depend on the college I go to. My mom doesn't want my grades to slip. I think that I have the mental capacity to keep them up. But I don't know if the focus aspect is going to be there 100% of the time. Not really sure where I'm going with this. Just want some feedback from experienced ADHDers. 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I tend to overthink things and I would like to keep this brief. Also, English is not my first language, but I try and if I make myself not clear, feel free to ask! My time is pressuring me. I'm 18 years old. I'm very new to ADHD. The situation with ADHD in my country, especially for adults, is not optimal. It's been like that for a long time, but I've read recently that it may improve soon though. Well... I've been stuck here for like 15 minutes and still can't figure how to start. But that leads me to one of my biggest problems. It's hard to even start anything. My problem is mostly about school. That I don't function properly. To make it more clear, in my country, there are 9 years of primary school (6-15 years), 4 years of high school (15-19 years) and then the university. I've handled the primary school really well. There has been suspicion in the first grade that I might have ADHD, but because my school results were good, it was dropped. I also changed school in my second grade. So I spent 8 years at the other school. Now, there was nobody, who would be familiar with ADHD in my family or school, really. I was just the weird kid. I knew nothing about ADHD until three months ago. So, I just accepted I do some things differently and that I have trouble with some things that nobody else does. I mean, really, it felt okay and I couldn't have guessed that I may suffer from something like ADHD. I mean, as I said, I didn't even know much about it, had a different idea about it. When I got to high school, things went fine for the first half-year. I finished it almost perfectly, with slight absence at the end, because of flu. That flu was kinda critical. Not by itself, but its consequences. The absence. I never studied at home, lived only off the being in the lesson and kinda listening/writing. So I did want to continue in my performance and just study at home so I can catch up, but I could never start. Like open the book and read and study effectively. In emergencies, I just didn't sleep at night, because I procrastinated whole day just to procrastinate at night too, but try to read something to school. That didn't work out too well, because I started to fall asleep at lessons. So I kinda started to avoid the school. I mean, for example, 'well, I'll just take the day off school so I can focus on studying for the whole day and catch up', but you all might have guessed, how it ended. I had to deal with the growing absence and visited a psychologist. Now I'll make it simpler. I wasted two years doing nothing because I couldn't get myself to start to go to school again. I could only for days and then it started to be really stressful to be there again, and I felt like the time in the school is not worth the amount of stuff I learn there. I'm repeating first grade of high school for the third time. I'm really stuck now, for a long time. Not only at school, in many other ways too. But let's get back to doctors. I visited 3 psychologists and 3 psychiatrists until I realized what my diagnose most likely is. Whenever I visited anyone, it just ended up like that I have a depression/dysthymia. I felt like the moods aren't causes, but consequences. To my situation. So I tried to solve it with them, but we never moved. Only the third psychiatrist, my current, was able to move somewhere with me. Together we kinda got to the question of attention disorders, based on the specific problem I had back then and wanted to analyze (knowing the right solution, but not being able to execute it). Well, he told me he can't do the examination to confirm it because it's not exactly his domain (but it should be) and sent me to clinic psychologist. This didn't help. As I said, my country is kinda wrapped with myths (experts for ADHD and studies claim so) and only now there is kind of a very slow revolution. Did not hit the psychologist yet. I don't blame anyone. I mean, in our country, there are only two registered medications. And registering new is a process for a few years, so who knows, how it will be. There is most likely only one clinic focused on adults with ADHD, in the capital. I did not find any other. It's not that big of a problem to get there, I planned it, to get examined finally, but there is no closer term than in June. Now, that is not fine with school. I still struggle with functioning properly. ADHD explained so many things in my life. I found a track and I was and still am motivated to get back. I just don't know what to do. Yesterday I had a consultation with the school. I had a big problem to communicate through emails/phone, it wasn't comfortable and I tend to overthink mails. Still, don't know about the phones, but yeah, I learned to get through the mails, by following a few steps writing it. So I started to communicate with the school in big. Contacted educational consultant, contacted teachers. I just wanted to finish this year. The problem is that I was absent the first half-year and wasn't classified. So I had to take exams from the whole first half-year. It's not a big deal if I don't take them, but of course it's better I do some, so I can show that I'm really interested in finishing this year. As I said, I was at school yesterday and it's not easy for them either. My case is very individual and of course, there is some law. They still want to help me though, which I really appreciate. I skipped a lot of exams already and I have in plan to take the one on Thursday. Biology. I was preparing and still am, but not really in an effective way, the way I need. I don't even think it's appropriate to come here, feel like I would absolutely fail to display any form of knowledge. But I said to school I would do it. I also promised that I would start to go to school at least partially and try to classify the second half-year. But there it gets complicated again. Many factors. I just don't know and am lost. Yes, I think that I can go to school at least partially, attend lessons and try to continue, but will I be able to keep up if it's hard to get sources out of lessons and I can't study efficiently? Will I be also able to catch up to the things I already missed? I know that only I can probably answer this question. If I was optimistic, I'd say maybe. I prefer to be realistic and I say no, but I can try. But it also leaves me kinda overwhelmed. &#x200B; I just don't know what else to do. With my life. Is there anyone who has been in a similar situation? I'd like to discuss. Feel free to ask any additional questions. TL;DR: Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if many people didn't read it just because of its length, I also have around 4000 bookmarked pages and stored windows that I wanted to save for later. \~\~ More like for never lol. \~\~ I don't think I can come up with good TL;DR, sorry. &#x200B; Thank you, everyone, and this subreddit, for being.",2.895652359990219,4.8721251239911965,4.180615737344096,85.32008477011496,75.82318415260455,7.624771337735388,25.151436781609192,8.472884824447931,1.6718902959158717,5396,188,1097,105,120,1772,429,1363,0.09,0.8059999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.9701,3,1,2,0,0,0,224.0,3,2,4,22,89,54,0,5,56,4,120,11,2,12,9,231,212,96,0,29,56,0,8,13,0,14,9,6,3,3,77,59,0,3,48,6,5,22,45,17,5,16,49,14,134,38,168,131,24,175,0,5,0,0,50,57,0,30,105,762,211,46,0.10315931760366864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789492689485368,0.0,0.022861127694649385,0.0,0.02582478881187992,0.0,0.056919436097291484,0.12374470352582835,0.0,0.05588653876203365,0.06267493111922219,0.05261390509067061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054098545081567376,0.0,0.02122283216107801,0.02295841592816652,0.07233002735638422,0.0,0.0,0.059492360694421785,0.0,0.1100486844117984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02280900831685504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02649325893020477,0.027282219896826262,0.044431308882665915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04118216047822916,0.0,0.0,0.06652922569695081,0.053176363369473484,0.0,0.026176133970286827,0.0,0.05388976527715647,0.02955737881948708,0.026396983200480187,0.02256885350333604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308818637167538,0.0,0.06852640206688937,0.0,0.0,0.05110181726889559,0.0,0.0,0.02464328719143513,0.0,0.0,0.024312355923146168,0.0,0.03912033792832192,0.018424259277066788,0.07428684183061016,0.028251497511802663,0.023571436850284764,0.13162089428207807,0.0,0.02827721678849845,0.0,0.0,0.10779297140819848,0.0,0.043970863126178976,0.04326257062264209,0.041252965035330776,0.0,0.056820809312372135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620524300896039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185913706348763,0.08174511216587388,0.05173860332655741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02911357824481173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584637068523608,0.0,0.026856138675182783,0.12756074198794115,0.0,0.0,0.027307705578173226,0.0,0.02637184787683861,0.03643223840346826,0.16379490335893335,0.0,0.02277289185258769,0.04564637492241797,0.0,0.0,0.028152645304927906,0.021925590703632886,0.0,0.0,0.051644734159258486,0.10458735655497883,0.02590935002189509,0.11237073906063902,0.0,0.02598053989376244,0.0,0.05471786692285499,0.0,0.0,0.020585195778487508,0.05482101444396283,0.01895849202547732,0.019122831719038298,0.07956282530615298,0.049815955884009465,0.0,0.04840401568360951,0.0,0.04949207373145068,0.0,0.027062087640000912,0.0,0.052427567544277236,0.1569146191489498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017879420464239376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027805798040900474,0.1480643024648304,0.0,0.0,0.08667153362627608,0.0,0.10318723398007287,0.0,0.13217300080441005,0.0,0.02546434522520426,0.0,0.0,0.02202437339514944,0.09812813428712076,0.04101821493513237,0.0,0.6003157367611819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696654639437353,0.02580845450727906,0.0,0.0,0.03970854129978333,0.0,0.02886960256989497,0.1825417398949261,0.0,0.12357474644191907,0.0,0.029542162444012587,0.026961129262134044,0.02952318450142521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775629685024782,0.0,0.0,0.02374380993950892,0.0,0.0,0.10280170017114848,0.049575243997313535,0.05067675288857035,0.0,0.07519128459994491,0.0,0.0,0.02464328719143513,0.0,0.10505760764615904,0.0,0.05038583183183661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383793055556451,0.07605754786050099,0.06141229848209968,0.0,0.0,0.11594076932711675,0.023907430231894573,0.0,0.0863802705546589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01877530295925341,0.0,0.0,0.09160177430028787,0.0,0.06267493111922219,0.2325092641398776 adhd,Ludrew,2019/02/20,"Long term effects of meds? Hey guys, just wondering if adderall or equivalent drugs have any bad long term side effects? I’ve spent years trying to deal without medicine, but it’s really started to affect me in my studies and personal life, so I might have to start taking some. ",7.435320512820509,7.707752403846152,6.82769230769231,76.98397435897436,63.42307692307693,10.01025641025641,36.56410256410256,9.725611199111238,3.5533256410256406,223,10,39,4,3,69,45,52,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.3839,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,12,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,7,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367830658064855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096714366236332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481421144685949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791254405753257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383221831847891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000735100005532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260083718916858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673537235711287,0.0,0.0,0.25533538469166783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016231936267027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419298075812715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34072501725310617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096986883945812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634135622826693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320177800603835,0.2610193980897946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549972763982013 adhd,ForgetfulJonez,2019/02/20,"Rare Day of Not Being Happy-Go-Lucky Today... Hi, &#x200B; Usually I am one who jokes a lot and is fairly happy-go-lucky. I am a teacher and today at school a co-worker thought that I might have 'weirded' a couple students out since I made inane conversation with them (which truly wasn't even bad, considering I asked them an innocuous question). Anyhow, after that happened I felt deflated the rest of the day. Let me mention that I have been called weird a lot in my life and usually I take it as a compliment or just shrug it off. But, today I think I felt down since once again in my life I felt out-of-place. I have an eccentric sense of humor which I use to joke around with people, but it's always harmless and not mean-spirited. I suppose my problem is that at times I feel like I'm an outsider and I can't believe how ""lifeless"" most adults are in their daily lives. I've been called weird most of my life and I know the way to fix that is to ""act normal"", but then I get depressed since I feel like I'm not being authentic and I'm not really being who I am. But, yet, when I am myself I sometimes feel like I weird people out. I know that some of my personality is probably relatable to my ADHD (I worked with students that have autism and some have adhd, so on the plus side I feel like to them I am normal). Ugggh, I'm a grown man and I still feel like it's hard to meet others who are ""weird like me"". &#x200B; Thanks, I just needed to vent; Maybe others on here ""know the struggle."" ;-) ",3.3900414569144215,4.353419299674272,4.611881847793903,86.85224385549307,72.61563517915309,7.40592241634587,24.37799822327509,7.686295010490155,1.050968729641694,1163,32,248,14,22,384,151,307,0.059000000000000004,0.807,0.134,0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,4,1,11,21,0,1,15,0,25,3,0,3,0,56,50,20,0,4,11,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,18,16,0,0,14,2,0,2,6,9,0,1,8,9,42,12,30,37,7,30,0,1,0,0,18,13,0,10,20,167,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943818124272293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250312958553409,0.18882102775446968,0.2117566263812307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756844111655703,0.08145927090537891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275391412455577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817107533173568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794873570837194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641299323434263,0.0,0.11238946846661184,0.0,0.0750490711735597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755171024827095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028985206320875,0.3112455744596895,0.25098920301392297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455243339828896,0.0,0.09904142393560418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705301136920781,0.0,0.07805566121876116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436610135274569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910123135541262,0.1846376475745913,0.255417956658467,0.0,0.076941620286354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815777332040864,0.0,0.08244904977223329,0.0,0.0,0.08753861319656539,0.09491533609419707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243624759890044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460934634258587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707471970803817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279571280391978,0.05904479209522068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081659098936573,0.07608274196710234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394604639897354,0.08337623091493271,0.0,0.0,0.09761091203049724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582078083138408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818506435059731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162364083196636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617854019398985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958595976935772,0.0,0.0,0.09109220662911577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655145217110622,0.0,0.0,0.08022201222149407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055832458227612944,0.0,0.06917529410514235,0.050808999629748365,0.0,0.24778079150315965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525648617142626,0.1919333325579882,0.0,0.0,0.06916354440634387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687033692543387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117566263812307,0.0 adhd,JustHaving_Fun,2019/02/20,"Recently diagnosed, what now? Hi Everyone! It's my first post in the community, I'm a long time lurker! After struggling my first few semesters at college, I finally got a diagnosis. I am beyond relieved. What do I do now? &#x200B;",1.7958471760797357,4.542954697674425,4.368504983388704,74.6837209302326,95.04651162790701,8.038538205980066,31.72425249169435,8.418075326091056,3.8885973421926914,184,11,30,6,7,64,34,43,0.09300000000000001,0.843,0.064,-0.2833,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,1,4,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805808664317521,0.3146622937566554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628369017623319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744545019476735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836758126535167,0.0,0.4405390561692349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071123552986105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291696660574257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480101651536893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556897673276149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707191096789533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100048239524427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146622937566554,0.0 adhd,voidwalker13,2019/02/20,"Tolerance building or no? So I recently was diagnosed and was put on adderall 10mg xr. I understand the necessity to start low for various reasons, but I honestly don’t feel anything or have results. The first day went great, I could tell when it started and I was able to focus and had some energy, but the 2nd day up until now (day 5) I don’t feel anything. I arguably get a little energy but it’s an amphetamine so that’s expected. I’ve contacted my psych about it and she said to continue taking as usual until 2 weeks hits. Should I stop taking this to prevent building a tolerance? TL;DR: First time taking adderall, was put on 10mg xr, felt no therapeutic effect after day 1 outside of mild energy. Should I stop until my psych let’s me increase my dose?",2.504200000000001,4.87746902,4.829999999999998,78.245,78.8,8.266666666666666,27.33333333333333,9.029198982220553,2.732933333333333,603,26,109,16,15,210,93,150,0.091,0.737,0.172,0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,3,0,24,25,16,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,8,4,14,2,15,12,3,30,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,21,71,19,2,0.15397602317630224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534182949333281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293732536324002,0.0,0.0,0.3972071873205504,0.0,0.0,0.15628242235412154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570980755956085,0.0,0.14784112891414408,0.0,0.0,0.2619438533101496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044611698362476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975910913498676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574509158925112,0.0,0.0,0.15432442617535086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30957686351030633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831299649568528,0.15203274708075326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646645819517978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797004342885745,0.0,0.0,0.2574616999306155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473124206281779,0.0,0.1345818310240307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978465735647963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602944703826425,0.0,0.0,0.169582835959996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351027810148682,0.0,0.0,0.1427373161041971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kittykittypink,2019/02/20,"Anxiety + Sleep advice I’m going to see my psychiatrist on Thursday for our monthly visit. He’s prescribed sleeping aides before like ambien and trazadone, but when I woke up from taking either of them I had a terrible sleep hangover. I’ve been taking Benadryl recently to fall asleep at night but I’m wondering what works best for y’all? I’ve tried melatonin but maybe it wasn’t pure melatonin. I need something to keep me asleep so I don’t stress-wake up in the middle of the night. 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Has anyone here had positive improvements after switching from one to the other? Im hoping there isn’t as bad a crash with the FOQUEST and am just looking for some attentive improvement since I stopped taking concerta due to the comedown alone and have noticed it severely in my school work and everyday life. Any responses appreciated, thanks! :) ",8.018448844884489,8.697108089108912,7.798762376237626,69.13134488448846,62.16831683168317,11.881848184818482,40.595709570957105,11.538034831475384,5.148642244224423,451,24,73,13,6,144,74,101,0.21100000000000002,0.624,0.165,-0.5848,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,4,2,16,9,2,13,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,9,49,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933442874765536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505798149200476,0.0,0.0,0.250152576355929,0.0,0.15482882123628425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848845820186844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280386251918728,0.0,0.19071710878756526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612102394959194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883480219387936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770975893887254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861602343426206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992969233985507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391821144638769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640237233284346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185945211329962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520992242235468,0.0,0.0,0.15004652104649427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120684800734952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240987163225085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250152576355929,0.0,0.18316896738118366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512517585023905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648760562856818,0.0,0.0,0.20386275263316336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033625700315764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612034864053558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xcapten,2019/02/20,"Survey for Research Project! Hello all! I am a UCLA student and am conducting a research project analyzing the affects of overexposure to screens on people's attention, especially those with ADD/ADHD (I have ADHD myself, giving me the idea). The survey should take no more than 30 seconds to complete and is completely anonymous, and I would really appreciate if you complete the survey to help me get as much data as possible. Thank you so much! https://docs.google.com/forms/d/12E85Wd8mXSlh4ORZfnmgLVoFqLeUlxu_zxtTCrylMn8/viewform?edit_requested=true P.S. If there is enough interest I will follow up with my findings in a few weeks :) ",11.185066273932257,14.130435371134029,8.913254786450663,55.84010309278353,56.113402061855666,10.078939617083948,36.53755522827688,10.290406445055957,4.352945213549338,529,22,66,11,7,157,71,97,0.021,0.8079999999999999,0.17,0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,1,14,13,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,2,13,10,6,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,1,54,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593915459189927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011745169078746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748378696636865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468529258923746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985521284247134,0.1833450456493321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810742918642887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575748505773232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809985447689178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250239325499258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546534346900426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243992307599268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143702629723032,0.0,0.0,0.17596273035074872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533093898188681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577010894137126,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xipetotech,2019/02/20,"Went for evaluation ~1.5 years ago, was told diagnosis of ADHD is 'inconclusive' due to severe anxiety disorder. What are my options for reevaluation? TL;DR: Went for a neuropsych evaluation \~1.5 years ago for official confirmation about my suspected ADHD, was told my anxiety was so extreme that they couldn't even tell if I had ADHD or not. Looking for advice on what my options are for moving forward with a reevaluation. &#x200B; I could go into so much more detail here about this whole situation (and am happy to discuss more with anyone who's interested), but want to keep this post brief so people will actually (hopefully!) read it: I'm 27/m and have struggled for as long as I can remember with issues involving attention, memory, motivation, procrastination, sporadic interests/bouts of hyperfocus, etc. Around a year and a half ago, I had that same sudden and powerful AHA moment that I'm sure so many of you also had when I started reading about ADHD, where my whole life--all the struggle and pain and frustration--finally felt like it made sense. For several days I was just continuously overcome with emotion and happiness that I might have finally had a breakthrough in figuring myself out. After a ton of research and internal debate, I eventually worked up the courage to make an appointment with a neuropsychologist for a a comprehensive neuropsychological evaluation, to see if my suspicions of ADHD were correct, and to get the peace of mind of an official diagnosis. A few months later, after completing the testing, I received the official testing report during a followup appointment with the psychiatrist who conducted the evaluation. I was diagnosed with a severe anxiety disorder and a mild depressive disorder (no surprises there). However, as far as ADHD goes, I was told that it was 'inconclusive'. It turns out, my anxiety was in fact *so* severe that it conflicted with their ability to definitively determine if I have ADHD... They didn't rule it out, but told me that without doing significant work on my anxiety first, they would not be able to properly evaluate me for ADHD. Over the past year and I half, I've made a lot of progress: I tried therapy for a few months (I wasn't finding it helpful so eventually stopped), restarted my meditation practice I'd had going for a while a few years ago but gave up on, received a medical marijuana card (I'm in a legal state) for use at night to help ease my anxiety (this piece has been especially life-changing as far as reducing my baseline anxiety level), etc. Despite all my progress, however, I still feel like everything I am doing is just treating the symptom, and my suspected ADHD-related issues are only becoming more apparent to me as my anxiety gets more under control. These past few weeks I've been feeling really down about everything; my lack of progress, my and my fiancee's frustration with my symptoms, etc., and considering 'trying again' so to speak and restarting the diagnosis process, but I don't really know where to start... My question is, basically, what options do you think I have for continuing some sort of process for diagnosis/access to treatment? Is it possible to get diagnosed by a psychiatrist or therapist without the need for a full evaluation like I already got? Is it possible to be prescribed and try out medication without an official diagnosis, if the doctor finds that my symptoms warrant it? Is it worth going back to the same psychiatrist who performed my initial evaluation, or would it be better to just go see someone else for a fresh perspective? &#x200B; Thanks for taking the time to read this, I'd really appreciate any input or advice!",10.166203703703703,9.542231330246915,10.499166666666667,55.85625000000002,58.2283950617284,14.519753086419751,44.632716049382715,13.427899808715575,6.528145679012347,2954,158,446,104,32,999,302,648,0.095,0.7809999999999999,0.124,0.9788,4,0,0,0,0,0,104.0,0,2,4,11,25,18,1,2,39,0,48,9,0,6,4,95,87,45,0,12,20,0,3,3,1,4,9,1,0,0,31,31,0,4,14,3,1,11,10,5,0,3,29,7,51,13,90,49,23,74,0,1,3,0,24,25,0,17,41,337,82,13,0.04905949503331102,0.0,0.04787499023527303,0.0,0.530639813927571,0.09588074150658676,0.17395312906593402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054138372710884015,0.03923286045343146,0.0,0.10631188474350392,0.11922531258959172,0.03336213894441992,0.0,0.3002430353499199,0.0,0.0,0.034303539617367165,0.0,0.0,0.043673351796600826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772372341871246,0.0,0.0,0.05418235785552186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338913657938756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189844068834547,0.0,0.051437947146473546,0.0,0.05502439529339363,0.039170014776655535,0.0,0.0,0.03163931570572461,0.0,0.0422548711846085,0.09958870952910616,0.0,0.0,0.16867929487049074,0.05021447199539434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04098291292342578,0.0551853286849686,0.0,0.0,0.16414291576194265,0.03240333377838466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818302152287763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961190952346781,0.035048113054348004,0.04710480878816997,0.053742278799819874,0.08967897934551089,0.041729981413279695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689468389675959,0.0,0.11152656641574944,0.0,0.03923735984830108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444948944112577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576709078211243,0.0,0.0,0.04872714817548171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241073351562796,0.0,0.043606333333241966,0.0,0.0,0.0269618154536718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930434440732637,0.07190397354738859,0.0,0.0,0.043416109292203735,0.04119761987842504,0.0,0.0,0.04170862829317648,0.0,0.0928425608189668,0.03274759388795732,0.04973862777155129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884455985082627,0.0,0.05204437142262973,0.049536104693685835,0.0,0.07831764176140911,0.052142479192573116,0.036064373707330316,0.03637699393659573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603901270742605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731195667834675,0.052202761667027635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366567841373533,0.03401167668959598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061441865095366,0.04698543494491937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495786223019793,0.0,0.14721831368821864,0.0,0.09428630627551526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055574844295744566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818813157462942,0.0,0.0,0.22169306063026686,0.0,0.0,0.05514492792970616,0.0,0.0,0.041567950937645586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944912618482542,0.0,0.0391789761063354,0.041015934586618855,0.0,0.10257527233437866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623799347362046,0.15297479965428493,0.03688663473556038,0.0,0.042880161043888435,0.045167391675642224,0.056103808147979,0.056961854993923436,0.0,0.0314353434817589,0.0,0.0,0.028606986079931864,0.0,0.0,0.1875137996112024,0.0,0.09992453033336048,0.053362642807605706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042371652030521165,0.0,0.0,0.028936561258333618,0.0,0.03935256769259984,0.0,0.0,0.09095728680385536,0.0,0.10954634837823947,0.0,0.14187480755984685,0.0,0.07143179336003247,0.0,0.0,0.06970091537197425,0.0,0.11922531258959172,0.15796353161362725 adhd,admiral_snugglebutt,2019/02/20,"Is this an ADD thing, or do I have a brain tumor? Sometimes when I'm going about my day, an experience will trigger some random memory and I will get totally lost in it. I'm not hallucinating or anything, but these memories are intense, like I am completely replaying the sound, sight, smells, etc. of whatever the event was. When it ends, I sometimes forget where I am or what I was in the middle of doing, and I don't know how long my brain has been gone. Is that normal? These are intrusive and sometimes they're unpleasant, but usually they're just regular memories. Just really, really intense. 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I was diagnosed on Monday with ADHD. My diagnosis occurred after getting a Masters degree and working at a fortune 100 company for 13 years. I haven't moved up much in my career, but I haven't really ever had horrible performance reviews. I have always wondered if I have ADHD because of never feeling like I complete tasks, I missed boring details, always procrastinated and just had difficulty focusing. I have felt under appreciated in work and like I could never really connect with my bosses. I needed immediate deadlines to get me to work on something. Big messy tasks with no clear path seemed almost impossible to me and would make me physically tired to even consider. I have recently had some major performance issues in my new position so I asked my doctor for help. I was having major anxiety issues so I worked on getting that under control over the last few months. I finally had that under control. It helped some but I still had issues. I talked to my doctor on Monday and was diagnosed. I started meds on Tuesday and have seen a world of difference. I didn't expect the meds to make a difference right away but I was wrong. I can spend time checking my work and looking at the details. Messy problems no longer make me feel tired and ill. The work I am doing now feels interesting instead of overwhelming. It is almost like my work is pulling a string attached to my attention rather than me needing to push the string into my work. TL;DR Started a new job had performance issues. Started meds Tuesday and now I feel like my attention is pulled into work instead of me pushing it on a string into my work.",4.395660772452306,6.897041557003256,5.636560027919966,74.17986563517918,73.16938110749186,8.03392275476966,30.18252675663099,8.841846274778883,2.9681959981386687,1326,59,211,28,28,441,149,307,0.149,0.76,0.091,-0.9590000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,16,14,11,0,1,13,0,28,7,0,6,4,50,50,15,0,8,6,0,5,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,15,0,2,9,0,2,6,7,5,0,0,13,7,41,6,39,35,6,51,0,2,2,0,4,23,0,7,27,158,46,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830389801864546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903551882075006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384161710422405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056928712251929414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695697406079004,0.0,0.06991711177888935,0.0,0.0,0.04536384151878053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802468659481136,0.0,0.16692972546554616,0.05941582618295072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510631407443897,0.0,0.15549960903290735,0.0,0.15233766731817097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915164976327907,0.06731433164651404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505096492640296,0.10632687299973237,0.07145187836403477,0.0815200584950715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663925068329785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997601368482807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106875693832749,0.07384727424119422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060659692408117964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178165187984915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249143983745972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902154294179693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479811447207899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939884649632241,0.0790933702251356,0.05470497194881771,0.11035835248564432,0.11478977654690865,0.14374457976805596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120690736790353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953467223511184,0.0,0.07347769481706637,0.0,0.0,0.06355161197171233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774633590997299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057289752661074986,0.0,0.0,0.15801795966188764,0.0,0.059429419356444864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059813472161411974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339308326113552,0.17106252102239602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070193583248418,0.5417637754818491,0.0,0.0,0.052863618971646716,0.08136318003834414,0.0,0.04792203317316024 adhd,that_adhd_guy,2019/07/11,"Long-time lurker, first-time poster saying: ""hello, /r/adhd"" Hello folks, &#x200B; This is a new account, but I've been silently lurking around here for several years. I've shared many of your personal journeys, and identified with many of your frustrations, obstacles and victories. I've seen several of your usernames so often that when I spot them in the threads, it's like running into a pleasant acquaintance on the street. &#x200B; I've wanted to comment many times, but there is a wonderful collection of people in this community whose advice is more sagely than mine would be. And also because sometimes even the tiniest things - for example, having to sign into my account - can be such a hurdle that it makes me mentally recoil. I'm sure many of you other fellow lurkers can identify. &#x200B; But I'm here now. One more item I can cross off the to-do list I wrote on Sunday. Which I misplaced the next day. And only found today. At work. In my desk drawer (which I peer into multiple times a day, looking for the thing I just had in my hand just a minute ago.) Found it right next to the expired prescription I lost two months ago. &#x200B; In my experience, paper documents behave a lot like cats: \-They are cunning, sneaky, highly elusive things. \-They love to hide everywhere. \-They appear and dissapear at their whim. \-They draw blood when you handle them carelessly. \-They will startle you when you least expect it and cause you to accidentally pour your two-hour-old tea on your tax return (cat is optional in this scenario). \-Oh, and their time schedules work very differently to ours. &#x200B; Speaking of time, it is now past midnight. 3 Hours after I planned to be asleep. For those of you who are also procrastinating on your sleep tonight: let's go get some rest. &#x200B; Until next time, folks.",5.298629693569269,7.684930661631423,5.0983027621924935,79.56555513595167,70.17824773413898,7.749719464825205,29.04197237807509,8.527137837955566,2.3860141562365134,1463,57,244,25,28,451,197,331,0.073,0.8320000000000001,0.094,0.9022,1,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,1,12,9,4,17,10,1,1,14,0,19,6,4,2,1,33,34,17,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,1,19,12,1,0,3,0,3,5,0,4,0,2,7,5,36,6,39,21,7,55,0,1,2,1,34,21,0,6,31,162,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660929964862971,0.06229103656979041,0.11301248356877992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195396935157397,0.0,0.4144071518203276,0.4647441096011608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674671078134071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885846035547009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548384291283138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222071463780009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660012898593208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210307967286262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235500219783152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054221603993179546,0.0,0.1397865643534703,0.0,0.0,0.033304217241627375,0.0,0.03622784574850915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735026569166201,0.0,0.0,0.1255522922457284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518374912793855,0.0,0.062285334543377265,0.0,0.0,0.056412464258067785,0.05352988318846085,0.0,0.06958537670225041,0.05419385894314492,0.057532499349981364,0.0,0.042550392005620025,0.2585103646688883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424013235933328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088078179583688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565476679463375,0.2033811154827036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688982660003008,0.0,0.043195372911222434,0.048481069741866084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085197201988055,0.044192870501026896,0.0556598184997812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054438021817588486,0.0,0.050692713011509474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440277821176429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637912000645122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304559722423814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007906274235812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270483635651283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585158896941836,0.0,0.06042296201137316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453952552234485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052596436290878935,0.037598549348369696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912891124659269,0.09281447728749204,0.0,0.0,0.04528273561677919,0.0,0.4647441096011608,0.041049795693379104 adhd,pearlvio,2019/07/11,Getting frustrated with RSD while looking for jobs? I'm a recent graduate and I've applied to a couple places within my field. I've gotten far within the interviewing process with one of them but ultimately was rejected. I've only applied to a few places and had a good attitude about it but the 3 rejections so far have (despite knowing that this is really normal especially in the creative field) really taken the wind our of my sails. I know it's normal to not get a job immediately but how do y'all deal with job RSD? Do you have specific strategies?,4.146780893042575,6.219084093457947,5.9195638629283485,73.79768431983386,72.55140186915888,9.241536863966768,29.645898234683283,9.725611199111238,3.2022614745586715,446,19,78,12,9,153,73,107,0.105,0.821,0.075,-0.5014,3,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,7,1,13,11,1,9,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,0,2,51,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140593134137902,0.0,0.0,0.19944830219976895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214926119576707,0.0,0.0,0.16226469267052104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759362589159972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264061954298705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245729872488535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790985690644069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131093198463844,0.14713470608234294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042481098526217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478702842457023,0.0,0.19101796738177626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jess_is_mess,2019/07/11,"I kinda really hate this I literally can’t even motivate myself to take a shower, I’ve been sitting on the floor in the bathroom for hours and I still can’t make myself get up and walk two feet into the shower?? Like what the heck???",4.526875,4.766922937499999,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,69.625,8.9,24.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.5697833333333335,183,4,37,3,3,63,37,48,0.078,0.795,0.127,0.3281,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,0,3,1,1,2,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,6,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717870071779823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149879201435583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062637894253095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052373605320381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103451811786355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746745318231758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26361272141266673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286185530496797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093912536349256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40196851608103135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lmjustdave,2019/07/11,"Recommended apps for reminding yourself to stay focused on tasks throughout the day I'm curious if there are any apps someone can recommend that will serve as a reminder for people with ADHD who get distracted easily. I have an Android, but apps for either OS are worth mentioning if it helps anyone else. I'm On It is one I was using, but unfortunately I found it too buggy to be useful.",7.67837837837838,7.390606702702705,8.527702702702705,66.87371621621624,63.05405405405406,11.724324324324325,36.06756756756757,11.20814326018867,4.246578378378379,312,13,53,8,4,106,58,74,0.059000000000000004,0.7190000000000001,0.222,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,9,14,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,9,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432148658875925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420600506590888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996860393096372,0.2926131886178241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841771930889811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385676712180277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131266514477383,0.0,0.0,0.1492051553336559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142004034692287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935182045611473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798706151556614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419732650782597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043931226237089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933034589058719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brainjerky,2019/07/11,"Girlfriend thinks that taking medication will change her into a different person/a zombie, looking for some positive medication stories or simple kind words I can tell her to help her with these fears... My girlfriend only recently found out about her adhd at 22, it’s really negatively affected her whole life and she feels as though her adhd is her only personality, that it’s who she is. I’ve been on this subreddit for a while now and I know medication would help her so much but she’s convinced that she either won’t feel a difference, or she’ll turn into a zombie... Does anyone have any stories they’d like to share about their medication journey , or just some kind words I can tell her that’ll ease that fear, thank you all so much !",7.224627659574466,7.2909212056737625,7.519210992907804,72.54562500000002,63.8936170212766,10.737943262411349,31.10017730496454,10.411451182825502,3.0989921985815605,594,19,108,13,8,194,90,141,0.039,0.764,0.19699999999999998,0.97,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,7,8,0,2,4,0,12,5,0,1,1,24,21,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,2,5,5,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,21,6,13,13,7,9,0,0,1,0,26,5,0,5,4,77,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30507229368412664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631163347116218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874714367535785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426714629658196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652139388114143,0.0,0.0,0.11107071076100576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28564613560543456,0.12835163110278416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916393965592055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014691544529315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26434044693566394,0.06975327142637132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964909567713496,0.062007908828243474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658291042893783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114441513882502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866052419468596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306051894805104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164761424071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130978574404983,0.0,0.12532062928269644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954299034178932,0.0,0.2218716701210512,0.11685315985438348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132679529804164,0.12470068454211347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380552030772287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170440757828404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016208268619656,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vyvansethrowawayy,2019/07/11,"have a prescription for vyvanse without a diagnosis, i feel like im cheating? I've had bad concentration issues for a while, and as a result I've failed my university terms twice. I'm not sure if I'm just lazy or depressed but when i need to buckle down and study i feel like i just absolutely cannot, it takes a lot to start studying and staying focused is just as bad. I have other common symptoms of ADHD such as impulsivity and disorganization (my room is always super messy, i spend hours making schedules then never follow them) etc, but then again, so does everyone in moderation. So, now that I've had some time off I went to my family doctor and I told them I want to see a psychologist to get a diagnosis, but my doctor said they'd be able to prescribe me Vyvanse on the spot. I've read how difficult it can be to get ADHD med prescriptions so I was really happy and excited to try it out, this was pretty much the best outcome. Currently I'm trying 10mg and I find it works well, I can start things easily although I do get a bit distracted while studying. However, the first time I tried it, it was too strong and I'm pretty sure I may have experienced a bit of mania. So now, I feel pretty used to it and it helps, but I do still get a higher heart rate. Basically, am I just a non-ADHD person reaping the effects of medication while others who really need it are struggling just to get medication? I know that the use of ADHD medication can count as literal cheating in some schools, although without prescriptions. I also see that most people are on higher dosages, which also kinda seems to be an indicator to me, although I am a smaller person weighing about 120 pounds. Anyways, this has gotten pretty long. I don't return to school until September so I have until then to decide whether I should continue this medication. Thanks for any insight :)",4.290639305445937,5.949846939226521,5.9786621941594325,75.2257596685083,71.32044198895028,8.707340173638517,28.398184688239933,9.23628265651192,2.582679242304657,1480,56,268,32,28,507,190,362,0.107,0.727,0.166,0.9844,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,7,23,20,2,2,18,0,29,9,1,6,3,52,60,40,0,5,15,0,3,2,0,2,7,1,1,2,20,10,1,0,9,1,1,2,6,9,1,2,9,7,33,11,37,45,10,38,0,2,2,0,9,8,0,9,29,194,53,7,0.08267412020831554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974329058958917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132228928122506,0.06879149089900344,0.0,0.0,0.05622123675803657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805887414727072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867613885707451,0.0,0.1805174537161531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120709859184712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924093047127908,0.07234867972536149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220349794898404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899866478063235,0.0,0.0,0.07793780272412572,0.0,0.12540755777007948,0.11812481599178185,0.0,0.0,0.07556264810242824,0.0703225644150993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596907780184849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800813828077046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796923050722282,0.055414720079973535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814173549718689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930223677523681,0.08629030208672099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543553435145995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078079820533562,0.0,0.0,0.0731639947815168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028658054659358,0.0,0.0,0.055185617214115086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183231000516824,0.3331419134052073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060774990959302874,0.12260362514898512,0.06376337820249578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731582530991754,0.14437570575285652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364372085383282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269649299937541,0.0,0.10592631679456728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864202050113835,0.0,0.0,0.16734124682288248,0.13176113990320135,0.07526341401484782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703433560961435,0.08811961200034843,0.0660236591928755,0.0,0.0,0.08642894091770667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583875977662767,0.0859300662516949,0.06216064947544427,0.0,0.0,0.07611522226946364,0.0,0.0,0.054925011881276034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641588868226386,0.0,0.0,0.07899866478063235,0.0,0.16839090224900286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280779086770815,0.0,0.0,0.04876333811145842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433396282996546,0.07663973770967553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593898032959132,0.0,0.060187744155673135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alshabbaranks,2019/07/11,"First meeting with Psychiatrist Hello. Been reading this subreddit for a while, but first time posting. Sorry if this is poor etiquette. I have a call with a psychiatrist tonight. I always get pretty anxious before these kinds of things not knowing what to expect so I’m just curious if anyone can share what it’s like. I think I have adhd but I really want to meet with a professional just to figure out if it’s not adhd then what is the “something” I’ve been dealing with. Asking for help has always been hard for me, so even setting up a call was pretty difficult. I’ve met with a doctor before to discuss anxiety and I’ve pursued different treatments there to varying degrees of success (meds seemed to kinda help for a bit). I’ve always figured my struggles were related to anxiety, but as I’ve been mulling a career/job change 1 month into a new job (3 jobs in last 3.5 years - I’m 26) I feel like maybe the anxiety is not the root of my issues. I appreciate any feedback. I understand we really aren’t supposed to talk about specific questions but anything on what the call is like would probably help. Thanks.",2.9535729386892164,5.511508697674419,4.357177589852011,81.230100422833,78.30232558139534,7.071881606765327,27.44714587737844,8.150884317080207,2.193511627906977,890,38,157,17,22,294,129,215,0.095,0.6940000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.985,5,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,3,7,9,0,1,13,0,16,1,0,1,0,34,28,13,0,6,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,8,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,7,2,12,7,27,20,1,17,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,6,13,99,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607881177578694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708382194302974,0.0,0.0,0.07378267020491046,0.0,0.2490030640959132,0.12257237168194254,0.0,0.07586464269170047,0.0,0.08928498408109857,0.0,0.10143140953235462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846483884188769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845221238276316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33236716128419397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147769793728338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185714330911872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335779311606856,0.0,0.1110527665184242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166220648182006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054860079036061465,0.07751131817721463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457746137934827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668596480896387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719330472028692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181726827046542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324419859612105,0.32300392602970496,0.0,0.0,0.11298444504928284,0.05962791357766505,0.08844072220179815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902059443814304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900128157725628,0.0,0.12051732466198163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660243192043399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047884842685051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391152847695624,0.22076386996854694,0.11697968568008199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154310102397732,0.0,0.10852781656752528,0.0,0.13901377751099067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877291882874416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352741167922223,0.0,0.12145513785893244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342614306646832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872069485575644,0.0,0.09989080045412756,0.0,0.0,0.0720815526538144,0.06952142920922143,0.0,0.0,0.06326632183291438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295071841729253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639952000603042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707418970405837,0.0,0.0,0.06986944798034654 adhd,KaleyJo,2019/07/11,"UGH! Walgreens and their stupid policies... I get it, I understand my adderall is a ""controlled substance"". But it's very frustrating when I'm leaving to go out of town tomorrow morning (Froday), and they're not allowing me to get a refill until Sunday...2 days later than what I was needing. I left a message with my doctors office to have my doctor call them, since they said they just need her authorization. But of course I haven't heard anything back since then, and they're closed now. I wish they would just short me 2 days worth to make things easier! I'm going to be gone for over a week...so frustrating.",2.6859039548022596,5.158187279661019,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,78.7457627118644,6.306214689265537,24.240112994350284,7.492282038375204,1.236082485875706,481,17,92,7,12,152,83,118,0.12300000000000001,0.812,0.065,-0.8178,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,1,5,4,3,0,4,0,6,2,0,3,0,19,20,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,4,2,17,0,13,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,56,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434688244760545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356706298461725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039294264584012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399524786886632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575968832048569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088296851328793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086837264018753,0.0,0.22700313883557305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114673595167277,0.21698889101280905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331005949142466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29616949827816863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997291252277784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304095159954468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268052385916446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079084028870776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647842410017728,0.0,0.0,0.1601978196685165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296602337410424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187047156251748,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Disgraceless,2019/07/11,"Smart watches and adhd? My phone is easily my worst distraction that I can’t seem to shake, has anyone found success using a smart watch so that you really only have the important stuff with you? I’m thinking about adding a watch to my plan in an attempt to lower my phone time, but am hesitant to add the extra charge to my bill if this is just another adhd fueled impulse.",9.870630630630627,6.678030567567568,9.816486486486486,68.61725225225227,60.89189189189189,13.109909909909911,36.828828828828826,11.20814326018867,3.965212612612613,298,9,55,6,3,99,56,74,0.13,0.753,0.11699999999999999,-0.2523,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,3,6,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,8,3,8,10,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6617579954946341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28869515888617103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250890074366284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018722173675712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939191246337613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637590152251914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506393670663761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151734923509913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641279837807414,0.0,0.0,0.16054026800921786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778654465613625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,San_Fran_Dan,2019/07/11,"""The Joy of Having ADHD"" <-- BBC Video headline https://www.bbc.com/reel/video/p06rw723/the-joy-of-having-adhd Thoughts?",30.741818181818186,39.773421363636366,10.154545454545453,41.8518181818182,17.181818181818187,8.036363636363637,38.27272727272727,8.841846274778883,4.179654545454547,109,3,7,1,1,20,11,11,0.0,0.725,0.275,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9495467268611144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362559447108995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fn2187tk421,2019/07/11,"What was your experience like with Strattera? I started on Strattera this week, my doc and I are giving it a try because stimulant meds are giving me insomnia. So far the only thing I've felt is very tired with no motivation to do anything. I don't know if this is because of the medication, or because I'm getting used to not being on a stimulant. I have read that Strattera takes 4-6 weeks to be effective, so I don't want to give up if it's going to end up working. But I also don't want to be miserable for a month if it's going to end up not working for me. When researching it, I can find plenty of technical information about it, but nothing about how it's actually supposed to make you feel, so I really have no idea if it's making things better or worse. Those of you who have had success with it, what did you feel that made you realize it was working, and how long did it take for it to be effective? Those who did not have success, how did you know it wasn't for you and how long did you try it? \*Not looking for medical advice, just want to hear your experiences to help put mine in perspective.",6.947320574162678,5.259590701754386,7.916443381180228,75.2231339712919,65.2280701754386,11.448803827751195,35.63955342902711,10.436869588844218,3.442091228070176,872,34,182,18,11,298,114,228,0.07400000000000001,0.795,0.131,0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,9,0,9,12,5,0,1,5,0,26,4,0,13,0,44,50,20,0,7,13,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,25,6,0,0,12,1,0,3,10,1,0,0,11,5,21,4,30,35,0,19,0,1,1,0,17,7,0,6,10,134,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.11800840467577232,0.0,0.0,0.11816956294631276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670617686237196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951354209166297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114998544747946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695109832566052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142128485245245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658181860494645,0.0,0.0,0.12228978569001693,0.0,0.11610996284974046,0.0,0.11052611429796276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317995352835082,0.3480158261357567,0.137452479018914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629478423995744,0.0,0.08105557228548142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651313227729134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291786852443827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059079372942441075,0.0,0.0,0.21403516824227373,0.10154916741288184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442511459968295,0.1614409232334698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432388417778338,0.24364472476238366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096523674645297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603379617520927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919712873319632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156616492760683,0.0,0.0,0.12096084860472114,0.0,0.07746965260751842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559354839470408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184579871911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606785440546728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389890889900726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420451617384288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444307215575632,0.0,0.09977836670069172,0.21397962155924202,0.0,0.1940024931797278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641113429826724,0.0,0.12323608926666885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RLMNL,2019/07/11,Its in the little things I just stopped myself from putting the two bags of chips/crisps I opened in the fridge. Yay.,3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,1.7210869565217382,103.2059782608696,74.65217391304348,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.8100260869565221,93,2,21,0,2,25,19,23,0.071,0.7809999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.4144,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943980770363518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958845783768962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124057756468673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32771459114554435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818647624740161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brexit-in-human-form,2019/07/11,"I dont really understand Im 14 and I got diagnosed with combined ADHD (i beleive they said it was severe, but idk) maybe 2 or 3 months ago (i don't really rember) i started taking Xagitin XL (or something along the lines of that), but to be perfectly honest ive put it to the back of my head and tried to carry on with school life and so on. But with recently breaking my hip like 2 weeks before summer break starts ive had no-one and have got increasingly bored amd well the subject of all my recent dignoses? (diagnosi?) Have come to mind and i have done my reaserch but have lost atention to it incredibly quick. It would be great if anyone could take the time to actualy explain what it is i have because the NHS did a terrible job at explaining it to me Thankyou for taking the time to read this and thankyou in advance :)",2.5461044176706835,4.549159554216871,4.0802168674698835,85.52040562248999,76.95180722891567,7.318232931726907,26.12690763052209,8.238735603445708,1.766611726907631,650,25,130,12,15,216,110,166,0.064,0.79,0.146,0.9559,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,0,0,7,0,18,4,2,0,2,26,31,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,3,1,0,4,2,3,1,0,8,1,15,5,20,19,2,22,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,13,85,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094473866399516,0.0,0.13346300252653262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527556288766443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157719075471994,0.0,0.09178042334487672,0.0,0.12811609161657578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969473704160894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202104913932214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281597132362398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407590000816168,0.1764560538404666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408343389825833,0.16599373597316106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451874539987265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263142438073067,0.0,0.14940829228309616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634549596666117,0.07355636739431083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435482193380904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125848967819416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520234169143827,0.0,0.1201761379792504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135511845808294,0.0,0.0,0.15060147352892414,0.0,0.1929061174924788,0.0,0.29732111350949325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321773196419288,0.0,0.0,0.15237549646684442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009076910480456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590900542186018,0.0,0.0,0.213135318766416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396087935647124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558634448088786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222085237139944,0.0,0.0,0.15673902938249012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077073564781406,0.0,0.13537217757857795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069540225501259,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MoralVolta,2019/07/11,"Does ADHD Qualify as Chronic Illness? I am registering my son for Pre-K next school year. In our state admission is not guaranteed. Students are placed as space allows in this priority order: 1) Low-Income 2) Has an IEP, Primary language is not English, Parent is/will be deployed for 12 months or more, or **""Parent has a diagnosed chronic illness impacting ability to care for child""** 3) All other children. My wife stays at home raising our three children. They are 4 (the pre-k applicant), 2 (severe special needs, has a rare disorder), and 2 months old. My wife is diagnosed with ADHD and in my view it affects her ability to take care of our children (3 young children, one with special needs....who wouldn't struggle with that?). Anyway, I do believe that her ADHD is a chronic illness that impacts her ability to care for our oldest. &#x200B; I also have OCD and am probably being overly scrupulous. All we need is to supply a note from her Doctor indicating that she has a chronic illness impacting her ability to care for our child. Anyway, am I being reasonable or unreasonable? I don't want to try to take advantage of the system in place for our benefit.",4.316592411260713,6.662754358139534,5.727343941248474,74.15505507955936,72.86046511627906,8.619339045287637,33.176254589963285,9.276330184999452,3.5813255813953493,917,47,148,22,19,308,121,215,0.054000000000000006,0.79,0.156,0.9678,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,7,0,1,1,3,9,0,1,8,0,21,11,0,3,2,21,30,9,0,4,5,5,0,0,0,1,11,0,1,6,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,23,8,27,26,3,20,0,0,1,0,25,9,0,3,7,102,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282102790946026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497919502174727,0.0,0.1286857129136453,0.14431683141504378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381152477351174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843699542613746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410952287192153,0.0,0.0,0.13611908876447892,0.12156468005247067,0.10393518965584747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913457518964204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895999038696045,0.0,0.0,0.1761308026729237,0.0,0.0,0.1263117382221796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462765159651988,0.0,0.08048066738087735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637569180645357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481757867657051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805262316430893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211388691194347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020014941395928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417469563278106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126591509622882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416271312946885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859839092809862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063607347089445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005278899498704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431683141504378,0.0764830751673749 adhd,colorsick,2019/07/11,"Elementary school advice, now that you're grown up Hi I have a child whose main diagnosis is ADHD with a good dose of ODD to jazz it up. He's a terrifically smart and curious kid but hamstrung because of the usual ADHD/ODD issues and I fear his academics will suffer. Of course we work with a network of doctors, therapists, special Ed etc professionals but I would like to ask those of you who are now older what advice you'd give for certain tasks like handwriting or more focused assignments like book reports and essays? Right now we break up his homework into increments which has been a much better solution than doing it in a whole block of time. It seems counterintuitive to me to continue this approach with activities that require more investment and complex attention requirements but if there's anyway I can understand or make this better for him I'm all ears.",7.3615527950310575,8.254733633540372,7.546142857142858,69.63635714285715,63.596273291925456,10.663602484472053,34.73354037267081,10.577609850970193,3.9005224844720505,709,30,117,17,10,230,115,161,0.083,0.7090000000000001,0.209,0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,2,0,5,5,11,0,1,7,0,10,3,1,1,2,27,16,10,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,2,12,10,0,3,4,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,9,21,12,7,16,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,4,10,83,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234196228461489,0.3442825783820893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646856058404405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738536120000587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115980035322936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803069899024711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964647101308782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982287174376172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898850396615578,0.0,0.14775445787058292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386503292915865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25818829746025546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758801488598175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949770071231606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043948170922894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782830927314055,0.0,0.16036923920249474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453507136662505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272017897006863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183388533970154,0.0,0.0,0.1940150998282496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966760930265228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824641116672594,0.0,0.0,0.12513884687785073,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vegis,2019/07/11,"I just got my ADHD diagnose a couple of days ago and my girlfriend wonders what she has to think about regarding it Hi! A couple of days ago I was diagnosed with ADHD and I have just started on medication, however it sort of spooked my girlfriend a little. She has never encountered anyone with ADHD before and wonders what kind of precautions she has to make regarding my diagnose. Does anyone here have experience regarding what to tell people in this situation? Btw really glad I found this community, it really helps me understand a bit more what's going on in my head:)",5.723490566037736,7.593468849056606,7.2775,66.48625000000003,68.0566037735849,11.337735849056607,32.117924528301884,11.20814326018867,4.4563433962264165,462,20,73,16,8,159,62,106,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.7564,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,6,5,1,1,1,15,15,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,13,2,14,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,6,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808090602414324,0.0,0.2364265881969736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864931979864478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347733027366964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559174809273898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29511486649351354,0.0,0.1720089889813038,0.0,0.0,0.4060648798329147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670196467517015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044913235338124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462195124034848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757900870555899,0.0,0.10665810001353347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368631721742736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938665819205731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887121676426198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365915506518616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901710404594314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434355663993025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028534527347934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245323406090393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086433819741287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989931180653485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943910583575406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165602508144671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545004103231965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882976275331546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28924083633391395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pedguini,2019/07/11,Advice? I’ve been having a lot of symptoms that line up with adhd for my whole life but after my mom caved and took me to the doctor (who said most likely case is that I do have it) she still won’t acknowledge the symptoms? The doctor said my suicidal thoughts are probably due to my mom treating me harshly because of the things I can’t help and I want to tell her that I have adhd but I haven’t been officially diagnosed yet. Is there anyway to get her to realize that I’m not purposely trying to do this for attention or to make her spend money? I just want her to acknowledge that there may be something wrong with me and stop trying to keep my position as the “perfect” child (my brother has autism and adhd). She keeps blaming everything on me and it really wears down my self confidence and overall happiness.,6.500717736369906,6.247256739130435,6.997846790890268,76.75355417529329,65.45962732919254,10.633816425120774,32.795721187025535,10.25414643259724,3.2135377501725326,649,24,124,14,9,213,98,161,0.098,0.7809999999999999,0.12,0.4386,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,16,7,1,1,1,28,27,10,1,2,5,3,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,2,10,8,0,3,5,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,6,2,23,4,20,18,3,9,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,4,6,94,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851094631379012,0.13148086654087607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202053331151808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656558784200634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754355958080881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092501478228734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029690921082524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323115534653924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018614113774426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391887423161438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503676248787256,0.06573441549151568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438974092292382,0.0,0.0,0.08981328166348268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151670601983353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506783771744552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619628271016626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559760421071291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036516909440636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358329253489218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745193764049847,0.11248996486040036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471760449642665,0.0,0.0,0.2796982849238195,0.0,0.0,0.11760277700971801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938915267221909,0.0,0.0,0.1068178036644978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494901869318449,0.18270146337319448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872234983487196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502204570473639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710948621719466,0.0,0.0 adhd,thowaway67889,2019/07/11,"Was I too blunt? I met Steven sophomore year of math class. I don't know how we have to start talking, but we would talk casually as friends. I'm not attracted to this guy. He also doesn't take the best care hygiene wise and is overweight. I would talk to him a lot about the current news. He's a trump supporter I'm relatively liberal. He dislikes most black people and stereotypes them as ghetto. We are from a progressive state and city. I don't share a lot of his same views as I'm pro-choice he's not. My senior year, he hinted about asking me to prom multiple time in our history class. I told him I'm not going (which was true), but he should ask this other nice girl. Decline because I was interested into a guy who had graduated and we had talked since I was 15 names Tim. Steven would continuously compliment me and reassure me. I talked to him about some of my issues because I thought we were just friends. I always made it clear I would never date him but encouraged him to ask out other girls or try dating apps. He always acted like he was stubbornly in love with me like we were the perfect match. We graduated three years ago I live in LA and work in entertainment he works back home at a nice store. I open up to my guy issues with him. It's only usually Tim because besides one other guy when I was 18, he's the only guy I've seen on and off. He was and still is terrible to me. Used me for sex, used me to cheat (I didn't know about the girlfriend ). He would say he wanted me for sex and nothing more after years seeing him. Stringing me along and ignoring me after seeing me implying my personality was terrible. I cried to Steven a lot about it which his response is ”well of course when you go after douche bag pretty boys you get treated that way” he's also tried to say why won't I date a kind guy like him because he listens to all my problems and we joke. I've wanted to say we're not compatible, and I will never feel that type of way. He’ll also say things to me about starting a family, and that will make me truly happy. I NEVER want to be a housewife I don't want kids besides maybe fostering kids I just had issues growing up as a kid and teen. I don't feel I could ever be a parent, even working on these issues. It hurts when he says that to me because sometimes think about having a kid but know I could never be fit and cry. One day He was going at me again about how we are a perfect match, and we make each other so happy. I told him back no, that's not what I want. He kept asking why I said we're not compatible. He kept pushing why and the reason. I just flat out said I don't find him physically attractive. He again asked why I said ”I don't know what I find beautiful” I don't want to point out flaws to people. He kept pushing for how and why I don't find him physically attractive. He started calling me a coward because I wouldn't answer his question. I just said weight and facial features like the nose. He left me on reading. I feel awful, but I want this guy to be my friend. I feel like he doesn't understand what I want, and unless I'm blunt the message doesn't get across. Am I the asshole?",2.524136162072864,4.027256402457763,4.0817905689360385,87.6755699504391,75.605222734255,6.940857316755066,23.650146364084286,7.6368930633389525,0.9817468683882562,2462,74,528,33,53,821,268,651,0.111,0.7120000000000001,0.177,0.9952,2,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,11,2,1,7,33,41,2,0,24,1,50,7,2,9,10,122,111,41,0,18,17,1,5,5,4,11,1,10,1,15,24,39,2,5,17,4,1,7,25,7,1,3,28,21,93,34,64,66,10,64,0,1,5,3,105,21,0,7,38,328,117,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773303676034922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129186769812745,0.08961176273128993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517032333075016,0.0,0.0,0.08281163489735838,0.0,0.1969515853143109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565101938134582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498486745947749,0.0,0.05490166361437232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598655351713004,0.0,0.11829908266128653,0.03472752982974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03556612130421054,0.04870863330899634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050763137956744114,0.0,0.10890874403930773,0.03846904916944526,0.0,0.0,0.14764839381902792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480858195296635,0.0,0.0562667548103834,0.0,0.09180924292188004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37322616578556106,0.0,0.11464447568984447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401397270296748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057645438484864725,0.0,0.0,0.22481344641764686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607444530934355,0.11837389394133295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058506050939892626,0.0,0.0,0.131537157201764,0.0,0.04754880417353344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733902907517054,0.04859995674223153,0.05095231562999887,0.07188796712127532,0.0,0.05409759192768642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661237063989939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166864483509636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297764841327548,0.08190771890297044,0.0,0.0,0.0597918738111021,0.0,0.0,0.07466289901989606,0.04701802984282659,0.0,0.0,0.05090380121727011,0.0,0.0,0.054782813454677816,0.0,0.05152530011386509,0.0,0.0,0.0603221263610596,0.0,0.05386261013189615,0.0,0.0,0.055364751532588165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488726119350148,0.21411060594802026,0.0,0.0,0.08581982925435498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454365355670157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053257086559844,0.0,0.11434175553914527,0.0,0.04300311277545825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110611549419059,0.0,0.0,0.0404870231711833,0.21640506643869736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03577424379378795,0.03450364851833762,0.0,0.04274932735768437,0.031399224043589725,0.0,0.0,0.10290821600020432,0.0,0.07311856636745791,0.0,0.0,0.056057706702713365,0.0,0.0930148315160453,0.05930600636046152,0.0,0.2540877441511001,0.08548413242885626,0.0,0.06557240364531497,0.048415853130549684,0.0,0.24294739423959136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760603916540276,0.0,0.0,0.19126050641028589,0.0,0.0,0.13870548420568926 adhd,jakers036,2019/07/11,"4 questions for people with ADHD I don't think I have ADHD, at least I haven't been diagnosed, but there's 4 things that are suspicious to me, so: 1. If you have to count like 40, 50 or more objects, do you get confused and skip/add a number? For example if you're at a job and need exactly 40 metal parts or whatever. Everyone of course makes mistakes, but whenever I count things like that I have at least a 1/4 chance of making a mistake, so I tend to count 5 objects, then another 5,etc. 2. Song lyrics, can you remember most of the lyrics to your favorite songs? I'm great at remembering music, exact parts of the song where each instrument will play,etc, but whenever I try to sing something I remember 2, 3 sentences and that's it. 3. How well can you imagine things in your mind's eye, like faces of people, logo's of car companies, some complex objects,etc? I can do it, but very, very vaguely and it's mostly like flashes of images that get lost in a second or two, so I can't focus on them or improve them and manipulate them in any way. Bonus subquestion, has anyone tried lucid dreaming and if so, if you did it, how often? I only got 4 lucid dreams in half a year of trying. 4. Waiting, if you're at job/school, do you constantly look at the clock every 10, 20, 30 minutes and get agitated that there's still x hours left until you can go home?",3.14523291925466,4.423507322463768,4.713250517598343,84.67978260869567,73.60144927536231,7.86583850931677,26.186335403726712,8.418075326091056,1.6933552795031046,1055,36,218,18,21,355,153,276,0.069,0.775,0.155,0.9755,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,9,3,2,12,11,0,1,9,0,18,3,2,5,2,46,32,28,0,8,13,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,12,9,0,1,7,6,1,2,3,4,1,3,4,5,24,7,28,27,9,23,0,1,2,0,13,13,0,15,11,136,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688098272013802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605218749518705,0.11726960052225904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819820039341145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085478288325822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351099553492665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374179480108601,0.0,0.0,0.09422649544770093,0.10686391143658472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528878849291005,0.0,0.0635588694858222,0.0,0.0894453156307063,0.12329937806679013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218043844539216,0.0,0.11013574767719177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221959574661366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150993747928908,0.0,0.0,0.21854931571724492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391391590836456,0.0,0.12208200031110357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930254649033714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292228979148015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292483788243404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505617490057675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422145731761908,0.0,0.15506574185378938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528170479802986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800645233302156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318381285193815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609667224530877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931222430529571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228962333084788,0.07165987290063132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277875267212839,0.0,0.10924733840717923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845525153683148,0.0,0.08877006241263027,0.0,0.0,0.10055382635453483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201859655159093 adhd,Arthe,2019/07/11,"can anyone share his or her experience with wellbutrin (bupropion)+cypralex(escitalopram)+vyvanse together as inattentive type? im taking wellvutrin and cypralex and it helps me with depression and adhd but its not that great for the adhd. i take also MPH but i dont like it much. i start stuttering, forgetting words and just stare at my monitor so my doctor wants to switch MPH for vyvanse so im curious if anyone got already some experience",6.396623376623378,9.381464246753254,6.170129870129872,70.41805194805197,68.87012987012987,9.594805194805195,30.48051948051948,9.957137785484203,3.5831610389610398,365,15,57,10,7,114,59,77,0.149,0.769,0.081,-0.7676,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,7,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,7,6,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,3,2,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588387741389873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065801627484945,0.1526591240568691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669572521357847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441808085431048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538971212395026,0.0,0.0,0.2237281946724916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734650088319745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267663166838774,0.21046304769907995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795328143971393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123999622774348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326193647441576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033021391227898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351168720220491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870594334981156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259515732120876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1exp,2019/07/11,"Does anyone take caffeine or caffeine + supplements on non-med days? Any recs? I've only ever drank a ton of coffee to tide me over on days I pass on meds. But I feel like all that coffee's not great for my stomach lining and I'm thinking about giving pill form caffeine a try. My bf tells me the caffeine + l-theanine combos are good. Do you guys ever do this and if so, do you have any brand recs? I'm okay with anything from Walmart brand generics to a reputable amazon find.",2.6459848484848507,4.139860000000001,3.7776641414141423,90.01982954545456,75.26262626262627,5.354040404040403,24.49621212121212,5.148860815047168,0.4183424242424243,376,12,77,1,8,122,73,99,0.035,0.84,0.125,0.7681,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,5,3,1,0,3,13,12,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,11,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171447142655077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630468940910796,0.0,0.19188964485806775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007673385619817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040599129625748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218545366503592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790427238642386,0.16658589874414412,0.0,0.0,0.2131249312846549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369026994893845,0.0,0.19558273960368974,0.0,0.25708495254381497,0.0,0.2308877158746459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392137847851888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590136165295888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734609071611235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532450861311,0.0,0.20381211835036625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494141763957254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831587154071025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CaillouNWOpsyop,2019/07/11,"Jobs You've Had Success With So tomorrow I have the inevitable meeting with my boss regarding me letting tasks slip through the cracks and taking a long time to complete certain things. I'm sure most of you have had this meeting... I'm not sure I'll still be employed come Monday. I'm not that bummed as I hated this job to begin with, but I'm just wondering if there are any specific careers that are good for ADHD brains....I know at the end of the day it's more about what I enjoy doing, but I'm afraid that I don't enjoy doing ANYTHING as long as it's ""work."" I've tried food service, landscaping and now marketing, and have been fired from all three for various reasons, and I just want to try and go down the right path this time around. Thank you for your help in advance!",6.778227848101268,5.58786767721519,6.6011075949367095,82.91280063291143,65.26582278481013,9.672151898734178,33.041139240506325,8.472884824447931,2.3385291139240496,615,21,129,7,8,194,103,158,0.046,0.778,0.17600000000000002,0.9611,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,8,10,1,1,6,0,13,1,0,2,4,27,27,12,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,10,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,1,10,8,21,22,4,19,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,11,81,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129854322149232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051648701383208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583793992079985,0.15776443301234738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266036375947084,0.18581304692794615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429300701396596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696537313789505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142965675463318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071888687602434,0.14864472675930912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496923583828325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878762862573683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517293726622269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739613180692816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812206748407657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136703543152252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221290043557264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134592874393793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152907201185766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340577502715105,0.0,0.1332482801386949,0.0,0.0,0.1631614622010516,0.0,0.0,0.11773788452240275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667820322615274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064311108961275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045296500600482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192188821826228,0.12901913769963727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FromChernobyl,2019/07/11,"Medications that are okay with anxiety My new psych was reluctant to put me on a medication because of some anxiety symptoms. I started taking atomoxetine yesterday but its very expensive even at a low dose 2 week supply. What are some nonstimulants that I can suggest if I decide the price isn’t worth it? Also, anyone take stimulants while having depression and/or BPD? I was hoping I would get those because I like the thought of knowing immediately if I’m on the right med.",6.771379310344827,8.313893206896559,7.832816091954026,64.7312931034483,65.20689655172413,11.317241379310346,36.339080459770116,11.20814326018867,4.7205494252873565,387,19,62,12,6,131,69,87,0.136,0.7440000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,1,8,4,0,1,0,12,16,5,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,3,7,12,2,11,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396455472481294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136988676801293,0.0,0.0,0.14336361238617365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499720291421135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582314744541945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659434103619348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542214697495086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071211093636065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036437073734716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268059515265905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001686075514548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277450786774635,0.4130976955439741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980218334679919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611446702443173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509678267926604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512318142642947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310745311917464,0.30831810731169795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627730401916854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917342819302053,0.0,0.0,0.16446484310401174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564932840473074,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XeelS,2019/07/11,"Just got diagnosed as a twice-exceptional I just got diagnosed this morning with ADHD and intellectual giftedness. I feel like this is a curse. I was expecting ADHD but not the other, I always felt like my mind was racing but I never could live up to my expectations, no matter what I did. I felt like I wasn't as smart as everyone told me I was, I couldn't grasp easy advanced math concepts but I learned how to take apart my engine piece by piece and put it back together in a week. I feel like it's what defines me, I could learn extremely quickly and well but I could never choose what I wanted to learn, it was completely random. You guys have prepared me for this diagnosis, I've lurked for months and each time I would read posts I always felt like this is me! I always felt like what happened to me was normal, that I had to tough it out. I don't know how to feel about it however. On one hand I'm relieved to know that all my troubles are explained, that I finally know what I am and that I am certainly not alone. But on the other hand, I will have to deal with this for my entire life, I will need to relearn all of my methods because damn, my DIY coping mechanisms suck! And most especialy, I have no idea where to start. Sorry for the long post!",3.8653333333333366,4.846105984313726,4.974215686274512,84.63230392156866,71.50980392156862,8.333333333333334,26.323529411764703,8.680891452615391,1.7059411764705876,986,31,207,17,18,325,132,255,0.114,0.7190000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9352,1,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,9,14,2,0,6,0,24,5,2,2,5,57,45,16,0,10,9,0,9,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,21,10,0,0,17,1,0,2,9,4,1,1,15,9,39,10,27,23,6,21,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,2,16,149,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625681667894326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313868832628993,0.0,0.0,0.27268686696206423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399806967261796,0.0,0.06659109759906362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453504258497167,0.0,0.0,0.2616554251896763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262064128338492,0.0,0.22175062808043156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043825726684901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657036045920928,0.15608076697819212,0.4195463917054764,0.11966601570282118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473685986533866,0.0,0.0,0.10816381233716044,0.09659971176588494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233175660848944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801047389601836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715875611650322,0.3202120274678744,0.0,0.09646006314857902,0.0966731023012308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030027781685864,0.0,0.08719355001429636,0.0,0.0,0.08099935516044188,0.16850374565931125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703105387902506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402319255693951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924158489317532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098153952448799,0.0,0.0,0.10926858971485888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222841484073536,0.07731994632695388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821341541532212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369815575187307,0.0,0.0,0.1043825726684901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644320090486562,0.0,0.08762495913114815,0.0,0.09821900532599867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760027132894518,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marinaandthealmonds,2019/07/11,"I Lived It: I Literally Never Know What Anyone Is Talking About https://reductress.com/post/i-lived-it-i-literally-never-know-what-anyone-is-talking-about/?&tb_cb=1 ""But just as soon as I start to get a sense that everyone is mad about American politics, suddenly the topic shifts to Syria, and then to memes, and then to Ariana Grande. What’s going on, where are we and how did this happen?"" Ouch.",10.22988700564972,14.575914728813562,7.045000000000003,62.0677259887006,62.72881355932204,8.679096045197742,21.69774011299436,9.2995712137729,2.1096418079096044,335,7,45,7,6,94,47,59,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,9,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,9,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33621564075143906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697266642053792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29650999245345266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212170118830868,0.0,0.1763536413579119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744019339097457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410713329163217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740052469015128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786531226098358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297186681509875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963567400008294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494116295495772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bartholomewvanbooger,2019/07/11,"Had anyone found a psychiatrist in the North Texas area they really like? Here I am, at a crossroads. I need to find a psychiatrist and actually see what my diagnosis is and determine my best treatment. I would welcome medication, so I am not interested in the holistic approaches. I have to pay out of pocket, so I'm concerned about just winging it. Is there any place where those with ADD or ADHD have given reviews of their doctor? I don't trust Yelp.",4.483903654485047,6.472629151162792,5.940963455149504,74.35104651162794,71.44186046511628,9.100332225913624,29.727574750830563,9.606745405546679,2.9948691029900347,361,15,65,9,7,122,67,86,0.077,0.8029999999999999,0.12,0.6936,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,12,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,10,5,10,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,1,48,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.2819467799441825,0.0,0.34722881894380114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964772755295364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202139965510552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30320644351714154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29572452372570224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640700220604802,0.0,0.0,0.3167887179969497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411529882808638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910591232288901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142324469220589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30186262288463106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509121580023014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302339052079507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052423253948893,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RollerRocketScience,2019/07/11,"r/samplesize survey for people with ADHD Saw this on r/samplesize and thought it s hold be mentioned here if anyone is interested https://www.reddit.com/r/SampleSize/comments/cbyrka/repostacademicare_you_a_disorganized_person_in/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share",37.9816,41.57902076,22.951999999999998,-24.963999999999967,1.4000000000000057,16.400000000000002,49.0,14.554592549557764,7.4209999999999985,249,6,16,4,1,61,23,25,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851609707754136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527557560173646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404528423048964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375561860288536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865453950378621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,b-gorch,2019/07/11,"Strategies for getting into reading books again...in their entirety, not just the first 200 pages. Hey all, This is my first time posting here. I have a degree, and reading wasn’t too much of an issue in college, but still was my main struggle. Now I want to get back into reading for fun and the struggle to finish a book is real. Does anyone have strategies (CBT related or personal) that help you get through an entire book? My struggle is I get through maybe 200 of a 400-500 page book and even if I like it, I find the task of reading for over 20 minutes exhausting, and I give up on it.",4.306016949152543,5.114731762711867,4.862500000000002,86.47222457627122,70.35593220338983,7.255932203389831,30.85169491525424,7.1686216300943375,1.7583186440677965,460,19,93,4,8,147,78,118,0.099,0.7979999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,7,6,0,3,8,0,7,1,0,0,1,15,13,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,11,2,16,11,5,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,8,66,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449916636611076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149181015560674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078501686403382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871055305353132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659492120493913,0.2542447991549693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123265783386313,0.1433664030473134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017342579970406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598734705946965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301389669915047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014297376908498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098632103266652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049428948338546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313213265628724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979632121871856,0.1701072281372888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935125027497245,0.0,0.0,0.4687138951963661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714570656394711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814969425099355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rolex528,2019/07/11,"Terrible adderall come down, should I switch to Ritalin? I've been on 20mg adderall for a while but lately I've been getting awful comedowns to the point where I don't even want to take it anymore. Does Ritalin have a milder come down effect?",3.7043750000000015,5.620484020833337,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,73.375,7.300000000000002,28.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.9818166666666668,195,8,37,3,4,62,36,48,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400409903379304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907148564468324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30005321456091266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646645208288166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913862778475653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867792126199143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241287730141852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780018052994225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022372268382214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ExistInContradiction,2019/07/11,"Anyone with recommendations on books to read about ADHD? Hi all! I was recently diagnosed with ADHD at 27 and have been wanting to learn more about this condition and how to live the best life I can with it. I know usually it's hard to read with ADHD, but I used to LOVE reading when I was a kid and have really wanted to get back into it. I figured learning as much as I can about my new diagnosis would be a good place to start. So do any of you have any recommendations of ADHD books I should read? I'm currently working on ""So I'm Not Lazy, Crazy, or Stupid?"" so any other recommendations are totally welcome! Also, since ADHD is likely hereditary, and I do plan on having children in the future, any books regarding parenting kids with ADHD would be a welcome read as well! Thanks everyone! Remember that y'all are awesome!",3.8655996177735337,5.658252291925467,5.584099378881991,77.08573339703773,72.66459627329192,8.92900143334926,27.291447682752032,9.466822959209583,2.5742170090778784,653,24,122,16,13,223,98,161,0.006999999999999999,0.757,0.23600000000000002,0.9925,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,11,9,1,0,5,0,19,3,0,2,2,27,29,15,0,5,3,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,6,10,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,12,8,26,21,5,15,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,9,88,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6913309404563975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667034097944866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607902191285363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703727561204452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372112826084101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061376644309744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731001294645608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161164128988107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009016732176468,0.0,0.0,0.08041449727001343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588420277226325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268980034508757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677185866089725,0.04683915562906961,0.0,0.08465842983226718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865299579921629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047836424349822,0.0,0.0,0.09259563153053206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645664473712467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016784301979396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794993354398629,0.0,0.06141928958096327,0.0,0.09466393189882123,0.0,0.10860646439716393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930789921320136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678600556239789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826782653368608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280428629206582,0.10559158038497568,0.0,0.11309784669320985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620217009166062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979735724582115,0.0,0.0,0.1362121672084594,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,winnie56,2019/07/11,"New to meds AHH Hello! This is my first post here but today I start adhd meds and I just took the first pill and suddenly I am very nervous! What if nothing changes?? What if a negative effect happens? I think I’m mainly scared that it does nothing and I’m still stuck with an adhd brain and I don’t get anything done for yet another day :/// I’m so sick and tired of executive dysfunction mannn",-0.1018269230769242,2.175685625,1.8550000000000004,92.72384615384618,99.0,4.961538461538462,19.90384615384616,6.67199483983844,0.5306730769230774,310,11,64,5,13,102,61,80,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,2,3,0,4,4,1,1,0,12,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,0,6,0,4,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168279434564752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818432269555235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427077146613802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935911310696896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345257705546256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183985348118547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175870409489087,0.17746617285144314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295017442882898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060341528330056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335240248736284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852551950727385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748757102544085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327972761816864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660858979651945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362103451886998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274570299100833,0.0,0.13849133110304934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111884472566333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931774948147665,0.16437938414961015,0.0,0.1926730725350076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308748724254086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AmiTaylorSwift,2019/07/11,"Is your mind sometimes ridiculously slow, and sometimes ‘normal’? Want to start by saying that I’m not diagnosed but will be tested in about a year (yay thanks NHS cuts). I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and depression but that’s been affecting me for about 10 years so I’m used to it. I’m 23 and I’ve had quite a range of symptoms and have posted here before and got great advice for my MA dissertation and other things. But right now I’m having extreme trouble with my slow af mind. I’ve always been quite slow/dopey. People can’t tell that I have anxiety because my mind and internal voice are crazy fast and nervous but outside I’m completely slow, like a dope. This is kinda ‘normal’ for me, whether I’m anxious or not outside I’m always slow. But recently I’ve been slow in my mind too, this has happened before but working a waitressing job it’s become distressing and makes me want to quit. I CANT think on my feet. People will ask me for something, by the time I’ve turned around I’ve forgotten what they’ve said and I’ll have to ask again. My cogs turn so slowly, if someone asks me a question- eg boyfriends parents asked if I wanted to stay for dinner, I say “eeeeeeeeeerm...... yeah can do” so slowly because the whole time I’m responding to them i’m processing what they’ve just said, so I’m just trying to buy time while I process their question. This usually takes around 5 seconds maybe more, which is quite a long time if you try it yourself and say “errrrrm yeah can do” in 5-7 seconds. It’s giving me serious anxiety to a point when I avoid customers because I’m nervous about having to think so quickly when I genuinely find it hard to. I also find it hard to remember to smile, also I get easily stressed when faced with lots of small inconveniences. Sorry that I’ve wrote tonnes. If anyone else experiences this how do you deal? If not then it could just be anxiety and depression. Thanks for reading TLDR: my mental cogs sometimes work so slowly that it’s noticeable. It takes me around 5 seconds to process a simple question.",4.386974231088948,5.8716620324189535,4.895319201995014,83.77307024106402,70.82044887780548,8.039933499584372,28.82801330008313,8.548686976883017,2.1157171404821282,1629,62,313,27,30,519,196,401,0.128,0.787,0.084,-0.9192,2,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,2,6,26,16,2,5,10,3,27,6,2,4,0,63,63,39,0,11,19,2,2,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,23,18,1,1,8,1,1,0,5,11,0,3,9,9,28,5,36,49,3,36,0,2,0,0,24,10,0,11,25,180,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102404536936158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624759746452,0.12095455444670493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240623747223115,0.08211001369443426,0.0,0.050820970214257376,0.07447133607565933,0.0,0.19410726725892768,0.27179157297726897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291888544084302,0.08027159953253396,0.12369412040970405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620573296436148,0.0,0.0,0.058030692355974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493198869289003,0.12520186393785845,0.14754147522702454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060716515560990426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109697877869697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286013014982884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797336449378619,0.06972323275255908,0.0,0.0,0.05813046462199621,0.08013220238629372,0.0,0.0,0.0642724852859244,0.0,0.13021765789599676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212570670350697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03550877196832602,0.0,0.0,0.06432131557761897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061791668725985,0.0,0.0,0.04851582408498431,0.0,0.07301887529959519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324639830180353,0.0,0.2935525522145941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424259288112297,0.0,0.08274898086157992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070480075301778,0.0,0.0,0.1007771458723637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068708017878647,0.0,0.06960930027846916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24426154652793666,0.3092251718472298,0.07270170579475993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176474311450255,0.0,0.0823345794084208,0.062070062472933875,0.13827452241831878,0.17339901920519227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061583254090789866,0.05595418300820863,0.21565317921347849,0.08136158985920583,0.051444719883342815,0.07746938079279994,0.0,0.0,0.08325702782033588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554446590137909,0.1092956928707746,0.0,0.06352730393136234,0.13383170906604466,0.0,0.0,0.04828671579333337,0.09314342907940612,0.0,0.0,0.16952592108038275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869266430208952,0.15811437017458022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277394373266915,0.080048995318316,0.0,0.128609245653613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114689868902894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582677715460263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360969771190276 adhd,phoneZombie24,2019/07/11,"I just a prescription for medications today, and I am so relieved! My psychiatrist used the phase 'obvious severe ADHD' so many times lol. I was expecting her to treat me like some kind of drug seeking student, or skeptically tell me that I might have mild ADHD. Instead, she spent half the appointment reiterating how not normal the things I am experiencing are, and how impressed she is that I've been able to function at all haha",7.098607594936709,8.078842151898737,7.898582278481019,66.57521518987343,64.18987341772151,10.876962025316457,34.787341772151905,10.793553405168565,4.033089113924052,346,15,58,9,5,116,63,79,0.055,0.737,0.20800000000000002,0.922,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,4,2,8,2,0,3,2,14,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,11,6,5,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,44,14,1,0.2354447089896235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659175727288044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27304111368002904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451794332047236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502639204070862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387039804071491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718577426738094,0.0,0.2497696292191523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306858251647796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659855044862934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057890533025556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564190027792753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372897032080438,0.0,0.22317405429493886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334863363273292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HollyBron,2019/07/11,"adult evaluation worth the trouble? Hi--new to the group here. I did a quick search and wasn't finding much on my question: &#x200B; I'm considering setting up an appointment to get evaluated for an ADHD diagnosis as an adult (I'm a woman.) I was (sort of?) diagnosed in college, and was prescribed meds, which sort of helped. I could never find the right balance and went off all of it when I moved locations and health insurance. My difficulties managing it are reappearing now that more responsibilities are cropping up in my life as I get older and really feel the pressure to maintain my job for the sake of myself and my family. &#x200B; My question: is getting a diagnosis worth it? What benefits, besides prescribed meds, does an official diagnosis open the doors to? &#x200B; Pros: Prescribed meds, if they are the right treatment. Professional advice. &#x200B; My cons are: It's a big chunk of money for us (not to mention the logistics of taking the time off to get the eval.) I'm concerned there isn't someone in my area who specializes in adults with ADHD, not to mention women. So it could take a few tries, which is not great. Expensive professional advice. &#x200B; I'd love to hear your thoughts on this.",5.869720390398314,7.8361014798206305,6.299873384331312,73.25960168820893,67.83408071748879,9.372619361646004,34.19388024268003,9.773937934552695,3.6427548931680303,982,47,164,23,17,317,127,223,0.053,0.899,0.048,-0.2541,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,19,0,13,4,0,0,2,24,27,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,5,11,8,0,0,6,0,4,2,6,2,0,0,6,2,17,4,30,19,4,24,0,0,0,1,17,15,0,5,6,111,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902120561310046,0.15369317935700666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426034762375672,0.4777840957370069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557608570583595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798184554848184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881883439106178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413526769023637,0.0,0.03976300135366656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375199065555871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434566883879906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670143251894652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359117761731859,0.08863356264224015,0.0,0.0527110716945663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803856510132631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555461131601868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097612456285461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26205561281772544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835824095719221,0.057809818421335986,0.0,0.0606524041819378,0.07595148813180368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619072285216336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037912012225077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343171202758397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663184325210844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825574310768992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062431775394579,0.04585590988722504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053391739645772304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945948427259335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290053442907135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777840957370069,0.0 adhd,redtilemile,2019/07/11,"What to do if you can’t remember if you took your meds? I was running behind for class today and brought my vyvanse with me in the car so I could take them after I eat. When I finished my breakfast, I completely couldn’t remember if I’d taken my 30 or not, so I took one just to be safe. It’s hard for me to tell if I had 30 or 60 now, but I’m kinda stressed about it :/ This same thing happens to me all the time. Usually I can figure out whether or not I took it by little clues around me, but having no clues seriously sucked. Is it better to risk taking a double dose or not taking it at all? Are there any other solutions? How do you guys remember if you’ve taken it or not? Honestly, any advice would help. I’m so disorganized with it.",2.2345358649789016,3.2758242468354446,4.332341772151898,87.45311181434599,75.51898734177216,7.545147679324894,23.926160337552748,8.07648339933343,1.1543780590717303,573,17,129,9,12,198,98,158,0.156,0.7759999999999999,0.069,-0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,1,10,7,1,2,3,0,13,3,0,1,2,36,26,19,0,8,18,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,5,2,1,4,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,8,1,21,3,17,14,4,18,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,11,7,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392980570707528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003241151785601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111907438116088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302657843387661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443046481350267,0.0,0.0,0.11759885307019663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071415028013668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583997559380915,0.130247809335633,0.0,0.1319426547948101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987251918315499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476229897251702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360567027155362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980732337936474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005516070902294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871987191958535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322306077688608,0.0,0.12873770375067406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978527424933935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588581781184379,0.0,0.13961342853556866,0.0,0.4909328815579185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162218813125814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463038822456723,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bonniesansgame,2019/07/11,"What is it like to have ADHD? I feel like I might need to go in to see a doctor about this, because I constantly just have problems with getting things done. I can’t do chores. I just can’t. The smallest tasks will overwhelm me, but then I can sit and mine a bajillion diamonds in Minecraft, because I want a house made of diamond blocks. I make lists of things I have to get done (even just “okay I’m gonna start with x, move on to y, and finish with z.”) I often tune out of conversations, or get so focused on something on my phone that I don’t hear my husband say something to me. To the point where “I should know better than to try to talk to you while you are reading” is something I hear more than hello. I forget appointments and important meetings regularly. Luckily, I write the date and day of the week every day at work, or I probably would lose that too. I just want to know if I am conflating my own scatter brain with the idea of ADHD, or if I should pursue this further.",3.721556503198293,4.575433796019902,4.6859026297085995,87.03861940298509,71.73631840796021,7.931911869225303,27.789978678038374,8.192908349453996,1.6423799573560776,767,27,165,11,14,250,120,201,0.06,0.804,0.136,0.9332,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,3,10,7,0,1,8,1,19,2,1,2,0,37,37,13,0,9,10,1,1,2,0,6,1,3,1,0,8,9,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,5,27,4,30,28,2,22,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,7,11,115,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32613768599323073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542650043426405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200037106795334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147104340540346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466289370486146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501317552614848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388809145403347,0.0,0.2777088622029391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961967437814616,0.0,0.11432175491687932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686071872601141,0.09693448522862773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126718373908504,0.0,0.07711378275959616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30585716483730685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656403975048755,0.0,0.15317357826357572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913953842697425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257917101748784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179852149916315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283898768863625,0.0905718134121201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394196757688946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442133096078183,0.0,0.10060984384354374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826763004830533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629303023437376,0.12983368579733706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357232502214432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790337592251018,0.0,0.0,0.10812459822618987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133743630224517,0.0,0.0,0.0960396253838964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905969432051138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180288204749734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212224820355487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006286361343752,0.0,0.10883955109913276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878141096462614,0.0,0.0,0.09638781895432567,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,HOLM3Z-IRL,2019/07/11,"Will increasing Vyvanse make a difference? Hi! I started Vyvance (Tyvence here) one month ago. First dose was 30mg for three weeks. For a week and a half I noticed my focus was good, I was able to stay on task and didn't gave the same urge to check social media. I wasnt drifting in and out of conversations either. After that I just returned to my old self really and didn't notice any difference. I was increased to 50mg after three weeks and noticed no benefit at all really, except a slight increase in patience maybe. Would upping to 70mg make that much of a difference or would I at least feel some benefit from the 50mg. Should I consider a new med? Thanks.",3.302954545454547,5.1193603560606125,4.4657575757575785,84.41863636363638,74.22727272727272,7.830303030303033,26.393939393939394,8.575989854853784,1.9126121212121208,525,19,103,10,11,172,85,132,0.018000000000000002,0.843,0.139,0.9315,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,2,1,19,17,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,8,1,10,4,20,5,9,24,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,12,71,12,0,0.14558659597478746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290537331391026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900387763995666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563210187987419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736129573126117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238358841632072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211112939439052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436036662323128,0.0,0.14626130382517566,0.0,0.1617138879792896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162058319299306,0.0,0.10702289944989864,0.0,0.0,0.14060844159995106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972539133762697,0.15276864217407307,0.0,0.0986532452432344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653300267859266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187857085848513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840720044394548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304694196105173,0.1551759403961506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403657739754166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503423569286386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684108139397644,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SilverWings002,2019/07/11,"Karens/Kevin’s. Have you ever read (or heard on YouTube) stories, and cringed because you related to the ‘entitled/stupid’ person? Or *were* the bad person in the story? I know I have... sighs.",0.7174285714285702,2.8091184571428585,1.5314285714285705,92.98857142857143,107.28571428571428,4.285714285714287,22.142857142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.7675714285714292,146,6,27,2,7,45,28,35,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342723313439037,0.24404731071450886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621360330358088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200197863024336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6991336710445405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004545115930529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-Riukkuyo-,2019/07/11,"I’m glad to be a part of this sub. I don’t have a lot of people to relate to cause I’m kind of an oddball and I have adhd, but reading all these posts, the ones in the ADHD anxiety one too, really make me feel not so alone anymore. Not a lot of people in my life understand that adhd isn’t just about hyperactivity, inattentiveness or/and impulsivity. There’s more to it like executive functions and that I sometimes can’t do what they’re asking me to. All I’m saying is I’m glad to have a place to relax, relate, and freely be able to post. I feel like I obsess over adhd to the point where I constantly bring it up to my friends (who at this point are tired of hearing me talk about it non stop) So, thank you.",2.7764178205900047,3.6941435231788087,4.767609873570142,85.33095725466588,74.03311258278144,7.610114388922335,22.99879590608068,8.00094639256281,0.940928476821192,556,14,125,8,11,192,89,151,0.053,0.748,0.19899999999999998,0.9756,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,8,0,11,2,0,2,2,17,23,6,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,4,12,8,22,21,6,14,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,4,83,22,1,0.12909011075541615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205649084704407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369842320218292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875358139272232,0.0,0.128022702321858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068182767229248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261110325337888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950054962458425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054367744355302,0.09222200091709304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997346993477694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549393680483108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442748543031735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118016287467554,0.1261338150434751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219495591716418,0.0,0.0,0.08616865133037821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494959985239053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397920102086561,0.0,0.17898965767406236,0.0,0.13487169030990392,0.0,0.2440637605501962,0.0,0.24726528460240824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291250443727144,0.0,0.08269843049112137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026576373703619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767342036269158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792511286405283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375774117871664,0.0,0.11884883018023197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483700923909176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438735790366074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JerryPharcia,2019/07/11,"Got some serious feedback from manager I work as a QA automation Dev in medium start up. Got let go from 2 previous small companies before for poor focus and performance issues in development. Stayed two years at a Big company before that. This is the third company ive had in a year. Been here 4 months now and passed probation. &#x200B; but got some serious feedback from manager. He said the perception is that three other people from other teams have noticed that im always fooling around never working and it doesn't look good. and that he noticed it as well, that it seems all day im messaging people or watching videos and shit. I explained to him that no one sees that im here at 730 every day and work for a few hours uninterrupted and again after 5pm. He said thats fine, but now we need deliverables. And each week now I have to get two automated tests done and show it every Friday, so that there is some ammunition to protect me against those complaints. It’s going to be tough, I also explained some tests are 5 steps and other tests are 25, so its a weird metric but he said then to pick up smaller ones. I told him ill try my best and its a good goal to have. I explained to him in the open office concept its hard to focus with everyone around. He also said I need to deliver some more stuff before can get into a regular work from home thing. I need some tips and resources as to how I can focus and get this stuff done.. feels impossible. Maybe these deadlines will help. Maybe changing meds will help. I have not disclosed my disability with them, perhaps that will help?",3.989838709677418,5.8067105645161305,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,72.38709677419354,7.927741935483872,26.593548387096767,8.608573733854374,1.92211870967742,1265,44,242,23,25,410,171,310,0.109,0.8140000000000001,0.077,-0.7569,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,8,15,11,1,0,10,0,22,2,1,2,2,45,46,26,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,28,21,0,1,6,3,1,5,4,6,1,6,12,9,19,5,35,29,11,35,0,0,3,0,23,14,1,8,15,164,47,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441427041858935,0.0749895780292113,0.09764826204946896,0.1095093422035271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045720235709424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300641741846585,0.0,0.0945785566371969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533821262827424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624379338406028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445429323701248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518650743626485,0.08611641439009075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556891032089569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412566856749413,0.0,0.10243798620556437,0.15118183829853934,0.21623885264607728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073253018244668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122269576211256,0.0,0.09040074421530273,0.0,0.08875302764638013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920450028916326,0.09406502544037933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215690108029016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568064457532203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810813878628086,0.0,0.10010636616156038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193534028924088,0.0,0.0,0.20047524762049865,0.06950843429374544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521132703246325,0.0,0.0,0.12213939092986514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495991868229653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429105463873807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718163842130952,0.08204461895290932,0.0,0.0,0.09250999206351178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378954233728652,0.0960591554805172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633860822946296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987373453314668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611641439009075,0.0,0.06118761946953639,0.0,0.17607420388818582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229125608369501,0.0,0.08103142457025803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244254792445226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095093422035271,0.11607254911514164 adhd,tailortroubadour,2019/07/11,"I got diagnosed at 24 so like...now what... I'm really sorry if this breaks any rules, but I'm just a little lost. I got diagnosed with ADHD week before last (I think? I'm bad at keeping track of time.) after going to 4 therapists over the last 7 years for what I thought was mid-level depression and high-level anxiety. So like, I have those too, but I apparently also have ADHD. And this is so weird and foreign to me because I was the opposite of what everyone expects ADHD to look like, so it makes sense that (especially when I was a kid in the 90s/00s) no one caught it. And (thanks to this sub) I started reading that Women with ADHD book by Sari Holden, and all the doubts I had that my current therapist and new psychiatrist were wrong about their diagnosis and maybe I was just scattered kinda disappeared. Because I was a really high achiever in high school/college, but I never learned how to study (I just kind of winged it, and I was in a major that didn't make me take tests nearly as often), and I was ALWAYS sick--but usually with weird, non-contagious stuff. Like stress hives, non-cardiac chest pain, etc. I also never completely gained control over my emotions (which seems to be a common theme with adhd), and it's started to cause me so much trouble in my relationships as an adult. And I can't be mad that it took so long to find this answer, because I couldn't even recognize it in myself at first, but I'm just exhausted. And now I'm trying medication and (while it's better than trying new antidepressants) the new-meds cycle is exhausting. PS. My current therapist told me to get checked after pointing out that I have at least one emotional or physical disaster a week that should be completely avoidable. The last straw was forgetting to roll up my car window (which I never roll down because Texas) and my car got rained in. Then I wanted to pretend it didn't happen (because I get scolded by everyone for being absentminded constantly) and my car started to smell like cheese. In a very bad way. ¯\\\_(ツ)_/¯ TL;DR Newly diagnosed, high-stress overachiever, trying to figure stuff out and get everything off her chest. Also, trying new meds is stressful.",4.861042543244508,6.468899971014498,5.636744584696902,78.43636044880786,69.82125603864736,8.820196353436184,29.055321801464853,9.285337120503966,2.6283396602773883,1724,65,310,36,31,562,213,414,0.165,0.78,0.055,-0.9935,3,1,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,1,6,20,23,1,4,14,0,25,9,2,5,4,58,55,37,0,5,10,0,0,4,0,1,7,0,1,3,27,22,0,3,7,3,1,7,8,16,0,3,20,2,37,7,49,29,5,61,0,2,1,0,7,23,0,6,33,206,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031053777737399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093944280719047,0.0558186692950393,0.0,0.0,0.04561893601873386,0.0,0.05131853147409385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202348631440397,0.20446674768130246,0.0,0.05708293691356847,0.0,0.0,0.059329716503511265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891301540811116,0.0,0.0,0.1406711016772184,0.0724932022271974,0.07523961136126997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777873739635949,0.204264374764696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091933899360802,0.0,0.0,0.07481559844976021,0.04430787884710999,0.0,0.0,0.1282019123735452,0.060290133427785414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061312909639933015,0.057061010246579676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514474718515482,0.0,0.0381249783338615,0.0,0.16095790004163418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059321529765562764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28350870632489616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059626708397048665,0.0,0.06985692108324316,0.0,0.16404549888352776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386752930798362,0.06723507768561958,0.0,0.05936659862495625,0.05633306630875756,0.0,0.07322933297064901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955723089763543,0.0,0.0673941790995511,0.0,0.07451440978803199,0.06757935483613453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931393516019108,0.0,0.15521630107908546,0.2591578291254028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091474374687007,0.0,0.07138134783434381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341539010960863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710144138856773,0.0,0.08595054373044811,0.0,0.0,0.07202234576828584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789186855638668,0.0,0.06107010564836119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509424838848396,0.14244568892572898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305310382225703,0.0,0.15358862975695828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043828373088724,0.0,0.0,0.06176127838856231,0.0,0.2336666023846905,0.0,0.04298426205257255,0.0,0.0532566371564246,0.03911680452633259,0.0,0.0,0.0641009561867726,0.0745320009469676,0.18218059553770666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738827639440733,0.055350737881249966,0.0395674611524536,0.05324759130481381,0.10762033397992728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334504418705896,0.0,0.04319943786566231 adhd,denverfeggit,2019/07/11,"A question for people with adhd I found out that a lot of people with adhd like to listen to breakcore, if you have listened to it,why do you like it. And if you never listened, I reccomend you to listen to Lauren bousfield or igorrr (2 artists that I like that do breakcore music)",4.1576785714285736,5.290230839285716,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,70.96428571428571,6.314285714285715,28.285714285714285,5.985473137389443,1.3868714285714296,221,8,39,1,4,74,33,56,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,10,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,5,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325961164235837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885695279286579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857377066785609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237510645488206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029850312973995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649196426645576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948282089954508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374841519844336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aroaceautistic,2019/07/11,RSD and autism I’m struggling with not knowing social rules/when people are mad at me. I often get the feeling that I’ve done something wrong but I don’t know what. I also pretty much never stand up for myself. Do y’all have any advice?,0.7243537414965964,3.1356920816326546,2.2847959183673474,93.22746598639458,87.36734693877554,3.2666666666666666,16.329931972789115,3.1291,-0.9199414965986396,188,4,37,0,6,61,44,49,0.127,0.7559999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,4,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28926820801155245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672781541331295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130437033013154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029321680082501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496770669310992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546587080778356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325370701914567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217609430036828,0.0,0.2283095755153522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522362703654812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011596877169113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017560397631223,0.0,0.22789135940315225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094653289933549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236523958131843,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheKingOfFratton,2019/07/11,"Finally got round to speaking to my doctor about my struggles with ADHD I was diagnosed in my early teens and was on Ritalin up until I was 18, then got told I wasn't a child anymore so my Child Psychologist could no longer see me. I'm thirty-six now, I went to my GP about a month ago as I've been miserable for as long as I can remember and got put on 20mg Prozac, which has helped with my mood but has completely removed the little concentration I have. Went back to my GP for my one month Prozac review and mentioned this and she's referring me to the county ADHD team to see what support/medication they can give me (though she mentioned there could be a long wait). I should have done this years ago.",7.139672619047617,5.586180368055558,7.428690476190479,78.44250000000002,64.7638888888889,11.006349206349206,32.37698412698413,9.957137785484203,2.75989007936508,559,17,118,10,7,183,89,144,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,2,5,0,16,5,0,0,0,13,27,12,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,12,4,21,0,20,11,0,22,0,1,3,0,12,5,0,0,13,79,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509030526300297,0.0,0.25882252971552433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478278238907352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225724513203947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306766455207066,0.0,0.0,0.23312216038714165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481767063911677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149426879987323,0.0,0.1493983855202895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992483292869228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004684407990306,0.0,0.0,0.3502844515586616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978539730768797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463202632894647,0.0,0.25839298891035484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216190170887335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330555393960054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892655515427076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676020283945734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537813221766154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326701464531335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526203731683369,0.0,0.0,0.16566764306972726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343436548252747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394996348514828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706682563636001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401272877256636 adhd,jinxed2008,2019/07/11,Speaking This one time I was trying to have a conversation with my husband in mid sentence I forgot how to say the word and it came out like a baby trying to speak for the frist time. Words are hard sometimes,2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,78.04761904761905,5.152380952380953,22.404761904761905,5.985473137389443,0.3160761904761906,166,5,33,1,4,53,35,42,0.035,0.871,0.095,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,3,1,7,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414252312428361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244537936767848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694920888730614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543135620183315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880304177379305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582181466774469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223953118939667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918105556230674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ipromisetobehonest,2019/07/11,"I’d like to hear about your parents I’m wondering what it would be like for a child with ADHD to have supportive, patient parents. I was diagnosed in 3rd or 4th grade. The same year, I was tested for gifted classes and passed. I think this caused a lot of frustration and confusion for my parents because they saw I had the intelligence to succeed and couldn’t understand why I didn’t have the ability as well. I had excellent grades (until middle school) because I was great with tests, but rarely turned in my homework and often got in trouble for not paying attention in class. I don’t want to ramble, but it was... rough. What’s it like to have parents who educate themselves about our disorder and try to adjust their parenting? Did anyone get that experience? Please share!",5.935890410958905,7.2224461506849345,6.106739726027397,77.28449315068495,66.94520547945207,9.675616438356164,32.40821917808219,9.888512548439397,3.267626849315068,622,26,110,14,10,198,97,146,0.071,0.742,0.187,0.9136,5,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,2,2,4,12,1,1,5,0,15,1,0,1,0,24,26,10,0,3,4,5,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,10,3,14,9,21,13,2,8,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,5,5,76,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118951405015874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378176424754016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352000005648445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137781037885327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361317954787229,0.0,0.0,0.15371632239157054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119781213200038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007361531329252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727023718352056,0.14787083523091268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116611752101558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657684224133468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140263888015406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7446373579602482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722653292498725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573941088307315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522009380089343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594045991551902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106056159021944,0.14588706714320898,0.0,0.13962654103898725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910908892590335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059248409716095,0.0,0.12102494485550333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545043045376724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527697267052368,0.0,0.0,0.0863706710545869 adhd,zippy_97,2019/07/11,"College scholarships? Hello all! Are there any scholarships/college funding for people with ADHD/ADD? Or more specifically for those whose college careers have been derailed by it? I got my diagnosis after 2 1/2 years of STRUGGLE and I’m just now learning how to live a structured existence. Last year wasn’t pretty grade-wise and I have to take an extra semester to graduate. My mom is understanding, but she’s cutting me off in May 2020, and I need to find $4,500 for another semester of tuition. Maybe less if I can arrange an off-campus living situation. Anyone else experience this? I’m easing back into getting a job, but I’ve learned from experience that I can’t take on a bunch of responsibilities all at once. It has to be baby steps because I’m re-learning things like routines and self-scheduling. So I will be working and supporting myself; not asking for a free ride. I’m just looking for any scholarship/grant funding that may be out there to help.",5.175390686661405,7.0543493370165775,6.206838989739544,73.58984806629836,69.44198895027624,8.928334648776639,33.37056037884767,9.424239791934726,3.3887013417521707,774,37,131,17,14,257,127,181,0.053,0.85,0.09699999999999999,0.8585,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,1,6,0,15,0,0,1,2,25,28,11,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,5,2,3,2,0,0,3,1,11,4,24,19,6,14,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,7,88,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989463661875102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514513699595848,0.1735826486037382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574910019206365,0.1696148283772842,0.0,0.0,0.15475713017319948,0.0,0.0,0.12728969343442287,0.0,0.10091137131940192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828704988025714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238588828711393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130014688236773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648758087243136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239709799666546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095766887603106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427245714615524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493682500813142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087426089921154,0.0,0.2923489055094381,0.0,0.1390115272118489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630672490769466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387791663415285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122745476496582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629421484255853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476427846096066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841323175817552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269385027038314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860733865722743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305787692896216,0.0,0.0,0.18785231611149064,0.0,0.0,0.24893027526482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099771193022258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233250640853595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205147617236442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320408157741336 adhd,DuOroEldrvarya,2019/07/11,"My RSD might be impacting my marriage? Hi, So my husband will sometimes remind me to do something that I have forgotten, or let me know when I forgot something, or question my logic when I do things that don't make sense to him, or get frustrated when I forget things. None of this is unusual and he never does it in any way that could be interpreted as a personal criticism, it's simply him making me aware. But it reignites all the times I've second guessed myself or criticized myself for similar or even the same things that he's bringing to my attention. And I go into this loop of just feeling AWFUL about myself and how I'm going to end up ruining my marriage because I just can't stop doing all of these stupid little annoying things. Occasionally they turn into full-blown panic attacks, which I'm careful to work out in private, away from him, because I consciously know it's not his fault, and I refuse to guilt him for airing perfectly valid... Complaints is a strong word, but complaints. It's to the point now where I, I'm ashamed to admit, find myself avoiding him or dreading talking to him, in fear that he'll say something to set off these episodes. I'm not sure what to do. I know many of you are going to say I should talk to him about it, but I NEED him to feel comfortable telling me when I do things that affect him. I know that if I could never tell someone when they did something wrong for fear of setting them off, that could get to be really difficult to bear, and I might even end up resenting them. I absolutely do not want to give him the impression that he's not allowed to let me know when I mess up. What do I do?",9.881787054409005,6.3666696646341485,9.431707317073172,72.38064727954973,61.19512195121951,12.653283302063794,40.169793621013135,10.389873798559362,3.937944371482177,1302,49,259,21,13,422,165,328,0.19699999999999998,0.748,0.055999999999999994,-0.9926,1,1,4,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,4,3,16,23,5,7,6,1,27,0,0,5,6,65,55,24,0,7,16,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,27,8,0,4,14,0,0,4,9,17,0,1,2,4,50,6,42,40,4,36,0,1,0,0,35,16,0,11,13,192,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703350617464993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766507607125234,0.09717466696789588,0.0,0.0,0.12609834931147473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545245135008056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477381992069327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051115110934664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321425533170466,0.0,0.0,0.13662735988792513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327720815545657,0.10459331535990993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453195672102636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807445227790123,0.09921823219023022,0.17634273873210696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393837212571035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842085391903366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152570358617584,0.0,0.0,0.10366272765780256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807891886044713,0.1048604665703946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194430089549555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669106944686571,0.1595411770231769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135129280990055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030995015749108,0.0,0.0,0.0977735512552504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586381316426662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625907274496362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450130484832307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763480065668168,0.31849786090243004,0.10229362754735873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647102323224178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748032437066732,0.0,0.0,0.16626414019675484,0.18080248270329635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435671576136696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031010588575551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250072374202784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061004926159767915,0.08209688671253636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529732438635192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308304537348328,0.0,0.0 adhd,pateldan95,2019/07/11,"I believe I may have adhd I am going to see a physiatrist to seem him about my mental health. I have taken self test and even my college professor have told me I may have ADD or ADHD. How do I go talk to my doctor about this? What type of test do they give you? When do they put on medication, if diagnosed? I have an appointment with him in 2 weeks and I want to be sure as to how I should approach him.",0.8443965517241381,2.4973042873563216,3.1638936781609215,91.74859913793104,80.83908045977013,6.648850574712642,20.070402298850574,7.645422480735847,0.5042195402298848,311,8,73,5,8,107,58,87,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,2,1,14,21,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,19,1,12,15,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,5,2,56,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132146975675864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405618614395414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167164491364024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854489565246704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102673826857445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482608569821112,0.2426945943197753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269598313112087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150970941245204,0.21517609645114835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146447360622477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701463380696906,0.1943789237806716,0.22274601903198984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123834937064897,0.0,0.0,0.17161781799934767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402576259881086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593854937524332,0.0,0.1712713976326326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustRetakeBro,2019/07/11,"Are noise cancelling headphones worth the price? The Bose and Sony are expensive and although I could buy them if it would be a worthwhile investment, I’m not sure why they justify a price of $300",4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,70.84210526315789,8.224561403508767,31.08771929824561,8.841846274778883,2.492077192982457,159,7,31,3,3,48,32,38,0.102,0.782,0.11599999999999999,0.1376,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47339030437776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588105577468202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350089575759167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211861768687933,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trippingout3019,2019/07/11,"People are pretending to have ADHD for 504 Plans so they can get higher scores on standardized tests My dad was talking to some parents on my brother’s lacrosse team about SAT and ACT scores. All of their son’s scores were really high, and my dad asked how they studied (my brother needs to get his grade up). They all stared at him as if he had two heads and said “Your son doesn’t have a 504 plan?” They went on to explain how they had their kids fake ADHD so they would receive extra time on exams, which allowed them to check their problems over 2 or 3 times. This is a total slap in the face to me because I struggled with finishing the test even with extra time, and people are using it to cheat.",7.1139817629179305,5.79101616312057,6.492664640324218,84.39000000000003,64.67375886524822,9.191894630192502,30.78115501519757,7.447530270364453,1.7313963525835865,553,15,116,4,7,170,98,141,0.079,0.899,0.021,-0.8481,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,10,3,6,4,1,1,4,0,12,2,2,4,3,21,21,11,0,4,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,4,0,1,7,2,19,0,21,13,6,16,0,0,1,0,28,9,0,3,4,77,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854055370430653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879452116296425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310588860637756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338503349794295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101943928631395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725735146498184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336960419947584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974220208242947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423983270434555,0.0,0.0,0.2800112275848131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932373739293811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937333554391098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920992028048446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112034690561055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231849848992658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35327326095306955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972742720091673,0.0,0.0,0.1744186034717318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872082179906345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434583706002787,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatThowawayAccount,2019/07/11,"Was diagnosed with ADHD as a child and I strongly believe I never even had it to begin with! My doctor diagnosed me with adhd at a young age and so far I was put on adderall as a kid. It wasn’t until middle school were I started to refuse taking adderall and just focused on school work and took it for big tests, in I high school I hardly took it and when I was in 11th grade I stopped completely taking adderall, I was still able to graduate and I haven’t taken it since highschool. Right now I’m 21 and trying to enlist in the military but I can’t because of ADHD it’s a HUGE disqualification. I’m trying to see a doctor to re diagnose me and see if it’s actually a misdiagnosis but so far all the psychologist have been rejecting me saying it’s not possible and they’re only there for treatment. Now I’m scratching my head wondering how the heck these doctors can diagnose me as a kid but they won’t diagnose an adult? I just can’t help I feel like I’ve been lied too and that I was just being a child that slowly matured. I don’t show signs of adhd what so ever. I can sit still, I don’t talk fast, I pay attention, and I hardly lose anything. Only like once every few months I misplace something and I eventually find it. TL:DR I’m trying to enlist but military don’t like ppl with ADHD so now I’m trying to get tested because I believe I was misdiagnosed and that I don’t have ADHD was acting like a kid. Diagnosed at age 3. Now I can’t find a psychologist to re-diagnose me and I keep getting rejected and I need help finding one",1.486559579439252,3.596782479750779,4.092280957943927,83.5897298481309,80.90031152647975,6.878543613707166,23.73841510903427,7.972316293177498,1.4605116043613708,1220,44,246,23,32,429,147,321,0.067,0.838,0.095,0.8474,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,19,8,0,0,14,0,26,10,1,1,3,43,46,30,0,2,9,0,4,4,0,1,9,1,0,6,14,19,0,3,6,1,1,4,12,3,0,1,15,7,35,5,28,29,2,37,0,3,2,0,12,14,1,2,22,161,49,13,0.07262058172234798,0.0,0.07086721211615807,0.0,0.5236549614747491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059760551082917626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853766515614626,0.0,0.0,0.16363705466927908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614129827149574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159585325786292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299072777105056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796520932659278,0.06568947377463033,0.06118597220108515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367191481231556,0.051880158092723734,0.0,0.0,0.19912168818438106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588251329190078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010755417458586,0.0,0.07452966788546314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735209030465107,0.07672763173626929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454850974899902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419149920890728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124385532190849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057965055490015065,0.0,0.0,0.05384724117507122,0.05600946954112946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773385494549073,0.04920958561049012,0.11046244961717518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186879444903912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300374257022121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201757999876791,0.0,0.057750801362332425,0.0,0.2204877171925156,0.11573840282860046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600724956411112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590687173048136,0.0,0.0,0.05140122151916073,0.0,0.11598978074259345,0.060714058054278514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920327942459764,0.0583696727696787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136827670252107,0.19721843219717566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875392309127087,0.05286864840082328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ameb14,2019/07/11,"TMI Question about poop For the past few years I’ve been dealing with severe constipation UNLESS I’ve taken Vyvanse or (for now I’ve switched) Adderall. I’ve read about people saying to try magnesium/fiber/stimulate but I’m wanting to see if anyone has had this issue and exactly what they did to help. (I’ve tried fiber and it does nothing) Also if anyone has any information regarding -why- I’m having this issue when typically adhd meds cause constipation, Id really love some insight. When I told my doctor she said “that’s weird” and never gave an explanation or what to do when I don’t take it (she knows I try not to on weekends but lately I’ve had to because I am in pain and bloated.) THANK YOU in advance for trying to help me poop.",2.470204081632652,4.89948472789116,4.2061496598639465,82.36146938775512,79.27210884353741,6.64108843537415,24.08571428571429,7.793537801064563,1.4858048979591842,593,21,110,10,15,199,97,147,0.066,0.816,0.11800000000000001,0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,10,5,2,1,2,22,22,15,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,3,10,2,17,14,2,13,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,6,9,65,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998688234616048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264201400401916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075029000855074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107275544944446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636686106736504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623963567884813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297820704529306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180621316758462,0.13834083588924476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192145386848665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299983514592817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687912239885809,0.0,0.17832623342070728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267745867953474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559627315910567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219245337045608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168636831483168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821308373025254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090956974803366,0.10959590711475564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709085086207368,0.0,0.15812730805967046,0.0,0.10127299671297604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037458725501632,0.1257151618262783,0.0,0.0,0.12597290165572209,0.0,0.0,0.1785905198276571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188598912999492,0.0,0.0,0.14554299418627908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510565412025881,0.0,0.4293160706677938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324235052660204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426466981720541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180125311811852 adhd,z0r0,2019/07/11,This serves as a friendly reminder: unclench your jaw. That is all. =),0.6635897435897462,2.2476548461538464,0.6230769230769262,98.31358974358973,115.92307692307692,1.7333333333333334,27.41025641025641,3.1291,0.3272256410256409,55,3,10,0,3,16,13,13,0.0,0.61,0.39,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aaddie,2019/07/11,"VISA or greencard process in U.S. with ADD medication record I'm an international student in the states, currently in my country Korea. I'll be looking for a job as a software engineer after finishing my phD degree. It's pretty far from now and I got diagnosed as an ADD. As a undergrad student, I still have to care about GPA, and these days I've been having so much trouble concentrating actually for long time. I think that some medication would help definitely and I know it is hard to be cured without medication and therapy. But all I'm worrying about is a status of residence problem. Is there anyone who thinks there would be a problem of stigma that I got medication?",5.1322047244094495,7.101920370078743,6.644889763779527,70.04213779527561,69.70866141732284,10.119370078740161,33.95984251968504,10.355215969177356,4.049069921259843,545,27,93,16,10,186,86,127,0.096,0.8109999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.1585,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,11,5,0,0,1,19,20,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,7,1,18,12,3,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,8,64,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.15450007339796956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070288187314467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142049887935733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210501505636717,0.0,0.0,0.16069416261227387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532501812204491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182600154113115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061203386473062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571108059439492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700999093814325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011056794655224,0.13295115599519705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.637973675896064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638536859124148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107105861094334,0.0,0.30298679864088485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643667715312265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105575445907815,0.0,0.0,0.20289352964269847,0.0,0.0,0.09231921358780326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526173900930937,0.0,0.0,0.16078434177029285,0.0,0.22493574386029894,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Schne032,2019/07/11,"I’m undiagnosed but suspect I have AD(H)D, really struggling with an exam and report tomorrow Sorry this is more of a vent, but any advice welcome. I’m very overwhelmed and hiding in bed for two days, telling myself every hour: next full hour I will go to work. And then the hour comes and I don’t. I just do nothing, hide under my blankets and feel more and more overwhelmed by my to-do list. Sometimes I get to work, but as soon as there is a little bump in the road I quit and give up. I “punish” myself by not eating or sleeping because I don’t have time for that, but spend my time on literally nothing useful. I just want to hide, but I know that makes it worse. Also hiding from social interactions, even though people try to help. Mehh",3.2265990990991007,4.8826153986486505,4.28891891891892,86.28018018018018,74.06756756756756,6.284684684684683,23.144144144144143,6.816661863887847,0.7021333333333333,581,16,115,5,12,189,95,148,0.17600000000000002,0.732,0.092,-0.937,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,3,5,0,8,2,1,2,0,24,19,18,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,3,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,0,1,15,1,18,18,4,20,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,1,10,77,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427609797286848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625460604419012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736213624339136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962406787075802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599751518668868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181794785714213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154813035624765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427662152150144,0.0,0.1330186306953179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982762433828071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248449480082698,0.15145051554271394,0.08972544025304488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582198240712072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664327037852031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676536324390688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823476391150687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538447916961803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790454735215107,0.0,0.0,0.3029755016530508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945240269809904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792218980024404,0.0,0.0,0.10114039027995346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157991550195721,0.1609362628351507,0.0,0.0,0.15614491698540206,0.17673097249064804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504787630543238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379919225143842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511387451527842,0.0,0.18411931813743285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718848150573493,0.0,0.1542234091694171,0.0,0.0,0.1363554982411959,0.0,0.13026549893970846,0.09312025938768753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298734485701283,0.0,0.1608906939102038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yungassgod,2019/07/11,"Anyone ever constantly “hear” things? I have ADHD as well as a few other mental conditions, and one thing that I have found is that I almost constantly hear things. Music, sounds, tools, electronics, talking, even sometimes my name or the name of a friend, but always very low and muffled, as if it was through an out of tune radio, or suppressed by a pillow or a couple walls or something. I have to constantly be listening to music, audiobooks, podcasts, or even just rain noises when I’m not speaking to someone or it will drive me crazy. I have heard this as a sign that somehow I am picking up radio waves, but also am worried it could be a warning of worsening mental conditions or even the development of schizophrenia. Any thoughts or similar situations from you guys?",9.111800804828976,8.206219978873243,8.691851106639843,68.87739436619721,60.478873239436616,11.49456740442656,39.29979879275653,10.608840637214634,4.292264386317906,615,27,101,12,7,197,93,142,0.11599999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.93,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,1,1,27,19,19,0,2,13,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,1,11,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,6,9,2,16,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,11,5,82,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806921080489976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483689060108184,0.0,0.0,0.11848994145703855,0.12328769271749032,0.0,0.0,0.10075935949401696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360255036350606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803510950638816,0.0,0.11830013677606592,0.16394513660029264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29359081224559525,0.1340264901181687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245862649650275,0.11447427310380826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467096711382654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33399233698330594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986371034246464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040250987808506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665471037932436,0.0,0.0,0.12554231366680488,0.11406700892794988,0.14654199678021032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909187151514992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953088193973724,0.0,0.0,0.11762888653262245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225416423885195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322087729293408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504718538855031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FelineHerdsCats,2019/07/11,"ADHD for beginners I'm a latecomer to ADHD, acquiring it middle age due to a stroke. That means for me, all the coping mechanisms y'all have built up over your whole lives are missing, and I'm just lost at how to get normal stuff done now that my executive function has hit the road. My technical, detail-heavy job has become a trainwreck, and I'm trying to figure out how to function not to lose it. Is there an ADHD for Beginners somewhere to get me started corralling my brain?",5.543971631205672,6.205359851063832,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,67.51063829787235,9.245390070921985,30.56028368794326,9.2995712137729,2.6820198581560293,382,14,70,7,6,126,65,94,0.05,0.925,0.025,-0.3054,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,0,6,2,1,2,1,11,16,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,14,13,2,12,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6878111357027403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069223292437794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296418632407912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522557098832585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934056387164514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893113664746597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845480901318047,0.0,0.0,0.2134246116582458,0.20824972597929212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780618805093612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186915653495881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350291132544034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183878287764912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952138699214286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129896673200138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwitaway11011,2019/07/11,"Not coordinated enough to spin a pen or fidget spinner? This works for me For medical reasons, I have bad coordination and while I do have a fidget spinner, I easily drop it when trying to spin it. What does work for me though is playing with a game controller while doing another task. The lighter weight the better I find. Are there any other fidget toy substitutes that work for you?",5.918333333333332,7.297219722222222,6.414888888888887,74.719,67.05555555555556,9.093333333333334,29.677777777777766,9.3871,2.6742077777777777,308,11,54,6,5,100,53,72,0.077,0.821,0.102,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,2,0,7,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,40,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631179480146302,0.2564465057595056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420058746235026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629683850383669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742991375449588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140194608031476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526998184249617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235269152820587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24637233515720214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514523552610877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402827269640213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660427909225727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978128661345117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341361556307488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rabdomuser500,2019/07/11,"Driving Theory test (UK) This is my first post here, sometimes I'm unsure if my meds are having an effect on me but this past week has proven to me that they have. I'm currently on atomoxetine (strattera) and concerta xl (slow release methylphenidate hydrochloride aka ritalin) I also have some quick release ritalin called tranquilyn. The atomoxetine is taken once a day in the evening 80mg and the concerta is optional in the sense that I only use it for college to complete essays and so forth. Last week I took my driving theory test (having only taken atomoxetine) and i scored 40/50 on the multiple choice which is 3 marks short of the pass. I scored 58/75 on the hazard perception which is a comfortable pass as you only need 44 for that bit. Anyway, i retook the test yesterday and decided to take 20mg of tranquilyn. The test took me 20 minutes less time to complete and I scored 47/50 and 69/75 having done the same amount of revision (the bare minimum) It was much easier to connect my thoughts in my head and I was able to evaluate which answer was the most reasonable on questions which i was unsure about. I remember the first time taking the test i changed a number of my answers because I couldnt put my thoughts together and constantly double checked my answers even changing some that were actually correct!! Finally, I was much more alert for the hazard perception than I was the first time. I remember the first time I zoned out totally on one of the video clips and scored 0/5 on that part as a result. TLDR: Retook my driving theory (this time taking my ritalin) and this resulted in a large improvement in my results. I will now also take ritalin during driving lessons as I often forget the instruction given to me such as first left and then second right. I'll take the first left but I'll have no memory of him telling me to take the second right after.",7.927009094975396,7.658509269121815,8.001965111077983,70.78360071567022,62.54107648725213,11.624213508274936,36.14268674519159,11.10113133989139,4.119841926345609,1504,62,261,37,19,489,174,353,0.027000000000000003,0.922,0.051,0.8827,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,8,12,1,0,0,27,0,23,5,1,6,2,45,40,23,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,15,13,0,0,14,1,1,9,2,0,0,9,15,0,37,1,37,23,13,53,0,0,0,0,6,18,0,7,25,187,52,7,0.09108122527557998,0.0,0.08888213724426515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567524589228195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055522269542624764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994371081704071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300411449784184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927037188041557,0.0,0.19099386361723591,0.09842644732482647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873985534098169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320771618289972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203165805740532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977503027427843,0.0,0.464841862143257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347561406687324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424335504879814,0.0,0.0,0.19792003552397214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117070848872894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391036103529852,0.06753557445582764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699853234887093,0.06171899544737047,0.207814128297836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863209117284437,0.08694733558100065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872306366378938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915617882051824,0.10203181722629152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936466691399446,0.0,0.0,0.20635454602698428,0.1555657374519707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008166073844844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108904772533527,0.0,0.0796090054583663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461663799444147,0.2655509745700093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202389185188136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866493491769481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461197299625077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SweetTaterette,2019/07/11,"3am and wide awake. Just realized I accidentally took stimulant at 9 pm instead of my sleep meds. I have been on AM/PM meds 20 years and have never mixed them up before but this is the worst. I can’t decide whether to take my night meds now and possibly not start sleep until like 5am, which I really can’t afford to do time wise, or just skip sleep meds and stay up all night but I know I will pay for it. And mods I’m not asking for medical advice as I know liability issues - I will make my own decision. Just boo. Any of y’all done this before and if so what did you do?",1.1471700879765407,2.7230142741935524,3.4612023460410555,90.32543988269795,79.64516129032258,7.089736070381233,18.530791788856305,8.00094639256281,0.4042354838709677,446,9,106,8,11,154,83,124,0.092,0.846,0.061,-0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,12,4,3,2,2,25,20,14,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,14,2,12,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,9,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963273484714228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971716869928396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358504308596472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318170314710624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622846866903758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914247192703092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705977943366273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980997653985749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953817424101776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348846804673713,0.14394899330002311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020737688438133,0.0,0.0,0.26818955101879804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108963642816992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154048802025612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289865869004757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113992934926633,0.1523042154351812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743725187148366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332166896728903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587586405784343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201797807877213 adhd,KritDE,2019/07/11,"Boyfriend has ADHD, wants hourly texts to remind him to stay focused on work, help? Hi frens, My boyfriend has ADHD, and I love him with all my heart, but lately some of his requents are getting a bit much. Without divulging too much personal info, he's a stressed academic looking to get into a PhD programme, and I'm a stressed undergrad. He's recently been hitting road blocks where his inability to focus is hindering his chance at a PhD, and my inability to pry my mind off anxiety and study is hindering my ability to help in the way he wants. He wants me to send him hourly reminders, usually in text form, throughout just about the entire day minus wake up and bed time. I feel this is too much as it destroys my ability to focus on what I'm doing. Sometimes I will discover that I forgot his reminder and it all comes crashing down again. Breaking up is completely off the table, I can't just selfishly let his problems go unanswered, and I can't give up on my dreams to be his 'secretary gf'. What do I do?",8.647878787878788,6.670685808080813,8.604141414141418,72.55954545454547,62.13131313131314,12.032323232323234,40.686868686868685,10.746095033038511,4.280420202020203,802,37,152,16,9,262,120,198,0.124,0.762,0.114,-0.6377,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,8,0,16,3,2,0,2,26,31,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,2,2,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,2,24,1,27,25,8,29,0,0,1,1,21,15,0,1,8,102,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544193063158172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128010151256511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098030579464906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701756092631242,0.15460149201701312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095094880061474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455658380281052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540760407196854,0.14145019531320807,0.0838008441428997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473231935032502,0.19766905416306074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904226805895864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633322039498386,0.0,0.0,0.15078051395162084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382324439615447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308194046778704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148885329201553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32518439944359184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287501279403067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109244908812246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559188565128614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583462410545975,0.0,0.0,0.15716510281191234,0.0,0.0,0.337813448443452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598093383224371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623984656963039,0.0,0.26091450723962906,0.11704119700328675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421392710062865,0.0,0.10734741998416926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,little11man,2019/07/11,Late nights suck It’s so hard to focus on the good parts on life when the shitty parts have so much more weight than the good ones and so now I’m stuck in a loop of thinking about that bad parts I forget the good ones so now here I am unable to sleep because I can’t stop thinking about how my life sucks because all I can focus on are the worst parts of my life rn when I probably have way more good parts going for me than I want to realize rn,2.439489795918369,3.145285193877552,3.3557142857142885,95.93928571428572,74.61224489795919,6.416326530612245,20.12244897959184,6.1826913282559595,-0.21481224489795905,351,6,86,2,7,112,59,98,0.221,0.6629999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.8947,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,2,0,6,0,6,5,1,1,1,9,14,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,2,9,4,14,13,10,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,7,60,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791107777063574,0.15756858020733794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345080281544747,0.4336058450762357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577480922601238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578980316781778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738608332838012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500721799198687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128419453298946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751544842200552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6997786067198964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934396851621333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293346253549195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805150451355043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562519871057174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622986068520568,0.1025857193957723,0.0,0.1573810720033437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ADHDThrowaway112,2019/07/11,"I'm 19 and I'm Scared to go to the Doctor I'm 19M, first year university, I live in Australia. &#x200B; I've been thinking about going to a doctor for my ADHD-like symptoms for about \~8 months now. I'm pretty well certain I have ADHD, but I know it's always better to be diagnosed by a medical practitioner and I want help. Now that I'm in university and because I'm 19, I'm quite worried it may look bad because I do want meds. Because, ADHD medications are commonly used as 'study drugs'. I took Ritalin once late last year (best friend gave it to me) and I found it worked, it made me just sit down and have clarity. I want that clarity. The clarity that isn't starting an assignment, only for me to wander off onto a completely random topic. I've tried studied outside, in the library, leaving my phone off, everything. My ADHD follows me and affects everything in my life. Yes I know it was bad (and illegal) of me to take the Ritalin when I'm not prescribed it. I don't do any illegal drugs, that was the first and only time I've done an illegal substance. &#x200B; I love learning, but I get average grades despite me trying so hard at university and I do a degree I love. I feel like it affects my daily life, I'm impulsive as heck, I cut people off in conversation, I hate waiting, I find doing repetitive tasks to wear me out, I've never been able to do maths, I have to get my Mum to proof read all of my assignments because they're a minefield for careless mistakes. My whole high school was full of the word ""careless mistakes"" when it came to my school work. I come onto this subreddit and read about (diagnosed) people's experiences with ADHD and I feel like I can **relate** to something finally. &#x200B; Thanks Hope you're all well",2.925333271358188,4.973687072046111,4.724187040996565,81.12945616807663,75.97406340057637,7.82035883610672,28.48461466951753,8.654491914285503,2.396791837873013,1382,60,261,29,31,469,172,347,0.107,0.703,0.19,0.9841,0,0,3,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,0,7,11,21,2,1,13,1,20,16,1,4,5,46,58,18,0,6,4,1,3,2,1,1,13,0,0,0,14,15,0,1,8,2,0,6,4,9,2,2,11,4,38,12,40,45,5,39,0,0,1,2,8,15,1,3,19,155,52,13,0.07428715076030999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463935951632087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061812860452148524,0.2414702904358564,0.27080105792286424,0.050517809931955725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405333581699722,0.18113903038032086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795978156995857,0.06570094796622099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496471014702177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399180254614484,0.07788866419999609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079978857895165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207209323856208,0.0,0.07602154717564724,0.0,0.0,0.1722990205450332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352900208046747,0.07266708803021321,0.0,0.0,0.07512363100709185,0.10614151069288004,0.0,0.08137794253067726,0.0678971099697138,0.12637722497422224,0.0,0.08145202645560924,0.05739406840017047,0.0,0.07762394036637027,0.0,0.08443819945029049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654669559778732,0.07334318165948067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979311124870386,0.07848845342586569,0.0,0.07378390258958346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165255056207192,0.06055394284358642,0.08379914177816054,0.07865936643736658,0.0,0.0,0.10494242302811642,0.07258589894512546,0.0,0.06559691512504749,0.0,0.06238249694165176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409410785037773,0.07029229823756666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251627765535374,0.14967297797274626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059295294996120275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057294830323928014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911339108940743,0.0,0.11299745132086947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300271342521462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557673903601696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901352901972174,0.14861450783665228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437439740930107,0.15036512514226127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718987799710098,0.0,0.0,0.05258082766201401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721279368197036,0.055854692221770405,0.0,0.0,0.06839362762662239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047600206623528034,0.0,0.0,0.04331743500977822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253575787346376,0.10087219805921067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416024666004974,0.0,0.0,0.1314494586964177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335861401233394,0.0,0.0,0.08293895087678901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816386101840214,0.07544220758120472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27080105792286424,0.09567697897945976 adhd,fighting_stripes,2019/07/11,"What’s your career? Having ADHD, I require a fast paced ever changing environment. I don’t do well being static or routine at all. My sleep schedule is well, not a thing and I’m actually managing myself really well. I’m a professional dog trainer in various disciplines as well a firefighter/EMT. I work regular hours as a dog trainer and my Fire/EMS hours are varying from the graveyard shift to little 4 hour pick ups here and there. So, what’s your choice career?",3.8721629213483126,6.1821868202247225,5.586952247191015,74.82177668539326,74.05617977528091,8.49494382022472,29.10252808988764,9.188382445141503,2.9588078651685388,373,16,63,9,8,127,65,89,0.027999999999999997,0.861,0.111,0.6767,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,8,4,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,1,2,10,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,8,4,7,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,45,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.18002141953870435,0.0,0.2217036311015355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515055603452952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686859782597774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450134489872671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848928553449175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817969128464098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460866698289707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255728593911328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6634623043673957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343003181585412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrLMB,2019/07/11,"I'm the non-ADD wife - how to help husband? I'm really grateful for this sub as it's helping me empathise with my husband a lot more, but I get to the end of my rope so easily. We have a toddler & I just feel broken when so many chores need doing, including very basic things & stuff that affects her welfare. Rationally I know he would never do this on purpose. I don't know what to do except encourage him to write lists & try not to get angry, but sometimes I burst into tears when I've been up half the night with the baby. So what strategies, therapies, tips helped you cope that your partner could or does get on board with?",7.575813953488371,5.613163596899227,7.613604651162793,78.77063953488374,64.1937984496124,10.460465116279073,33.9031007751938,8.841846274778883,2.617551937984496,500,16,103,6,6,162,94,129,0.049,0.8140000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.8918,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,1,22,17,10,0,3,6,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,13,1,16,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,2,5,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877257556784136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436282823309451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822887793574414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014483125922216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142344742132537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28339877088945586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635812987602001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873793540208365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537190010383736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833139205710397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340690259436629,0.1394525487496445,0.0,0.0,0.16967882502470905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158321223959751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882664962730835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698527535126907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067730754014468,0.0,0.12012275875070637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275876407876478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918796709594834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844290882844694,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,autumnnleaaves,2019/07/11,"i got the wrong train and now i’m going to be an hour late to school :( title pretty much says it all. i’m really really annoyed at myself. i wasn’t focusing when i got the train and it came at the same time as the one i normally get and somehow i thought it was the right train until we started moving. why can’t i just be fucking normal like everyone else and not do stuff like this!? why do i always manage to screw stuff up?? just needed to get it out.",0.5605154639175254,2.546769226804124,2.9125876288659818,91.45754123711343,83.5360824742268,5.9418556701030925,17.94742268041237,7.1686216300943375,0.1844688659793814,353,8,78,5,10,121,61,97,0.114,0.799,0.087,-0.3913,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,17,19,7,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,6,1,9,2,10,11,3,15,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,1,9,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419022933400249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505143645902576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246363588592534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629575337977445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766076162196854,0.1781994082704582,0.0,0.09692136927374774,0.0,0.272791587898976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679467800043631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237566925821745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166633698054376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125620264620346,0.12536594980192955,0.12645267134843982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341844550103621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155617896219544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349969753743408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185035835359231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563956277560214,0.0,0.13561963334457486,0.0,0.17259479613117518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207085382617504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904532133911206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353890919206463,0.09944279110418287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077702422344475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864578662786949,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gr3gb0,2019/07/11,"Hyperfocus advice I (16M) have had a crush on a classmate my age throughout most of the school year. I have had brief periods of hyperfocusing on the crush during the school year, however I was constantly dealing with so much work and hardly had much free time. Now I am a lot more free and I remembered and can’t stop hyperfocusing and getting really sad all of a sudden. My question in the end after all this, is it worth it for me try to talk to her somehow or is this just some ADHD effect that I must not act impulsively on?",5.976729559748428,5.711026547169813,7.218867924528303,74.77314465408806,66.54716981132076,10.462893081761008,30.874213836477992,10.125756701596842,2.843489308176101,418,14,84,9,6,143,73,106,0.085,0.838,0.077,0.0463,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,1,3,19,12,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,4,1,10,4,12,7,8,17,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,6,11,64,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638022208306039,0.2144976374972643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720680493365734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262999025753904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441617953239446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468224499717555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663326577541976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661520742459664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32272270057525104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458957122159461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062045291303996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486562498037545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443013338206324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351591634212985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642971542672226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279950662384265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490294112438775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980217379594588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827079040853668 adhd,oksannababy,2019/07/11,Is this normal? Just started meds So I was diagnosed with add and on medication my heart rate goes as high as 115 here and there is this normal? And will that stop once I get used to the meds ? I don’t have another appointment with my psych for a month,0.8375641025641016,3.1739425000000066,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,85.53846153846153,6.5435897435897425,18.28205128205128,7.793537801064563,0.4798358974358972,198,5,45,4,6,64,41,52,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,1,0,11,9,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442511328015761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364226459488786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169816379276258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760273735080252,0.0,0.2461070802584476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174733169315344,0.23465604171479595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859253340791323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564508371556509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480666243315521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487156274130846,0.0,0.0,0.1947428745062801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117979505203248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ZeMorlockWarlock,2019/07/11,"I have very low-level ADHD and reading this sub. . . Jeez, are you all okay? I’m reading these terrible things and it makes me feel like I’m almost cheating for saying I have ADHD when all it does is make it hard for me to do stuff like reading for long periods of time. I wish you all the best though.",1.23952380952381,3.1274754126984163,2.7399206349206366,94.12035714285715,80.5873015873016,5.469841269841268,20.02380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.031076190476190483,233,6,52,2,6,76,44,63,0.111,0.6940000000000001,0.195,0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,10,11,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,4,5,11,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,33,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507641373623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779041482539832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680767191279816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641141924682635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482393758937324,0.13397589880384395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679955994019486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324142907286708,0.0,0.0,0.16596363564478134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036373958272523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627608500971337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491363134501685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468408144112225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459071824700604,0.0,0.18425336439868575,0.0,0.10935386638889116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547370054401586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156573748905604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ChaoticEnygma,2019/07/11,"ADHD or Anxiety? My daughter was diagnosed ADHD at 6. She’s been on a slew of different meds, none of which have worked. She’s now 10 and has been unmedicated for a year, mostly because she refuses to take them due to having bad reactions to previous meds. We’ve been doing a lot of therapy lately, and it’s come to my attention that she has SEVERE anxiety. I’ve been doing some research and I see that some symptoms of ADHD and Anxiety are identical, especially in children. I’m wondering if anyone here has been diagnosed ADHD only to find out later that it was anxiety, or the other way around. Can you give me some insight? Just listing it here l, but we have tried: Focalin Concerta Vyvanse Topamax (I think? It was some sort of beta blocker) Adderall and now they want to put her on amantadine.",3.8835964035964032,5.9082277792207805,5.887142857142859,73.95401098901098,73.15584415584415,9.413786213786217,31.326673326673326,9.851270322608157,3.5795080919080924,634,30,109,18,13,220,98,154,0.07,0.9209999999999999,0.01,-0.7101,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,2,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,18,3,0,0,0,29,26,9,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,1,14,0,18,18,7,15,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,11,6,84,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6211926625837706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954139161122116,0.0,0.0,0.09035411543055576,0.0,0.0,0.11503381614507002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789388391423996,0.07877173712210052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113121879376454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623125734761587,0.0,0.1350081244801384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810537544901642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396026667253356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457665739591821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985881507527796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28707012588571057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827816249459062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299024908445252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029721647444347,0.0,0.0,0.14598260568567614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343097812461279,0.09715788195379736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777512799086814,0.0,0.0,0.08279940452885573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773237056381916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621771470997524,0.10256937404769507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013433302400702,0.09407420596614433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321389179331203 adhd,toughtimes2020,2019/07/11,Are break ups worse? I find my adult ADD makes break ups far more. Mostly the ruminating over everything. Does anyone know if this is common?,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,92.07692307692308,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,0.05680000000000041,112,2,21,2,4,34,24,26,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323079868335226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043477809250295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41526558630395294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223102508161643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393355566260106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084255572349223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708739115491497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blondewonk,2019/07/11,"True life: I’m a wreck without my adhd meds My doctor had to cancel my appointment once before, and then was out sick this morning - so I’m rescheduled for Monday... leaving me out of my morning dose of Vyvanse and only having 2 of my afternoon doses of adderall xr to get me though until then. Day one without proper meds: I had to take a nap at 3:30 in the afternoon because my brain was basically in shutdown mode from work (starting at 9am with an international client phone call), my appetite has been wonky AF to say the least, now it’s 1:15 in the morning and I’m asking Siri where polar bears live... Lorde help me idk if imma make it to Monday afternoon.",3.852137404580152,5.32537593129771,5.102206106870232,81.81483587786259,72.12977099236642,7.07206106870229,27.603816793893127,7.554174236665415,1.6364650381679389,521,19,98,6,10,173,91,131,0.073,0.885,0.042,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,7,6,1,1,1,11,15,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,11,1,22,10,1,19,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,11,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24156242371752804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790746555768947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252747262344575,0.0,0.17103583025746766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438199533182185,0.2052430346755493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296280947534382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057315775838702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050139796839468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472577527994922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128295232120022,0.0,0.0,0.14197194097393753,0.0,0.0,0.1774863033172103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416877415863898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465304216403013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405798276611387,0.13620251094416552,0.15286923082416085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598429260682626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226853060543865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112666238137204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748105757789536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875128267321343,0.0,0.14633008128565408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LBF-Recruit,2019/07/11,"I feel like I don't have enough Vacation days. Is this normal? My job offers about 2 weeks of time off during the year along with fairly sparse holidays off which are 1 day off at a time. I feel like I'm not getting enough vacation time because about half of the days I get to take off are eaten up by sick days. This pretty much leaves me with 1 week of vacation during a whole year. This is my first real job out of college and I'm used to having like 4 months off during a year (working during a lot of that time, but I still get much more than a week off.) Am I being too sensitive about this and need to tough it out and adapt to it? Do you guys think people with ADHD need more vacation time than 2 weeks per year to do well? Also any advice in dealing with this would be very much appreciated. I'm kinda turning into a zombie and starting to lose all my focus/motivation at work.",4.001557971014492,4.446854880434781,5.1400000000000015,85.52166666666669,70.84782608695652,7.872463768115942,23.48550724637681,7.793537801064563,0.9393855072463776,694,15,149,8,12,230,103,184,0.042,0.86,0.09699999999999999,0.8297,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,7,6,0,0,8,0,13,2,0,1,1,26,29,6,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,12,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,2,11,4,35,25,10,34,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,2,24,98,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557998311315,0.11024011086079487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021696782508218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671709329726943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877010262411239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910216684729464,0.11630583272981874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313314091106535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408385709046892,0.1611880679211297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595916145272686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682129579279934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170316668194327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239001133083236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945327720674485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534502947395827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620952355616366,0.0,0.09591005940594637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004671193057726,0.0,0.24879285411125698,0.16729965919495046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053334191222217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821072198456029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477195364444877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840653593194956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985002253319592,0.0,0.09009305938832644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482176167255596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228637776311317,0.0,0.0,0.3289124872514944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270876437749127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743469947776297,0.0,0.09308300659105148,0.0,0.0,0.3619689507546093,0.0,0.1014329440336804,0.0,0.0,0.1259523174294888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425923903507578,0.0,0.0,0.08013952037675327,0.0,0.0,0.2905929505912743 adhd,twelver2019,2019/07/11,"Experiences with Vyvanse... side effects Howdy -- My doc prescribed my 30mg per day of Vyvanse for ADHD and compulsive eating/drinking. The first week+ has been amazing from the point of view of finally being able to get out of the mental fog and concentrate on doing things. Also being alert in the morning has been an incredible feeling as well. &#x200B; However, it feels like this stuff is tearing my stomach apart. In the afternoons and overnight sometimes, I find myself with significant (something short of severe) pain. I have read that this can be temporary as your body gets used to it. Has anyone else had this same experience with the drug and could confirm that they had these side effects only temporary? I'm in consultation with my doctor, but he also said that this drug had ""basically no side effects"" when he prescribed it to me, so who knows how much help he'll be.",7.411749999999998,8.368331675,7.0225000000000035,73.21250000000002,63.5,9.65,35.375,9.642632912329526,3.4941375,708,31,117,13,10,222,110,160,0.03,0.888,0.08199999999999999,0.6757,1,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,4,6,4,0,0,7,0,17,6,2,5,0,21,26,12,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,14,9,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,4,10,3,21,14,2,17,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,7,84,24,3,0.15057865188012287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809662776931002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408353870119315,0.0,0.16315190640101687,0.18296954368911827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528809452262564,0.15428562341300073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725893671167127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022480082985915,0.0,0.0,0.09711077340161677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412363076311011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475097529510339,0.3492468612458657,0.0,0.12578914181525422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945896306334002,0.0,0.0,0.1522741815456927,0.10757341899019704,0.0,0.16495155290831834,0.13762615985614485,0.12808212436609254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734226140540045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092969629349023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275408910136436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356512328713127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174786461826836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069263493363443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452185008875775,0.1602263021847876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423454973482534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061940060182807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323478010231455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011101611531895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115922802824646,0.14892613699560034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237653077591314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000377654185234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300516084879674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078511177396925,0.0,0.13538829180933376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296954368911827,0.0 adhd,mellamolaura6,2019/07/11,"Amphetamines are a logistical nightmare when you travel regularly ADHD-PI. 29 F based in California. Diagnosed at age 12 (2001) and have been on the exact same medication/dosage combo since 2012. &#x200B; I work in a full-time marketing role that involves travel 10-15 times a year. Those trips can range from a few days long to nearly 3 weeks long if international. &#x200B; The way amphetamines/stimulants are scheduled and controlled in the US make it nearly impossible for me to maintain a consistent treatment plan: * Can’t get more than 30 days supply * Can’t fill the prescription more than 48 hours early without a vacation exemption * Only allowed one vacation exemption a year * Can’t fill the prescription in a state different than the one it was prescribed in &#x200B; So if my prescription runs out three days in to an 9 day trip to NYC, I’m just SOL until I get back home. &#x200B; The only other option is to “ration” my medication to ensure I have enough to cover me during my work trips if they fall during a refill time. Besides the fact that I shouldn’t have to do that, I don’t want to. I’ve been on this same plan for 7 years and it works for me. Really amazingly. The consistency and routine makes a huge difference for my anxiety too. &#x200B; I understand why amphetamines are controlled substances, but there has to be a better way to monitor and track them that isn't such an imposition on the people that use them as prescribed. &#x200B; I'd like to dedicate this rant to my insurance company, who has given me the run around, hung up on me, or left me on hold for several hours this week :)",6.03884016973126,7.433892280528053,6.666185761433287,72.96821782178219,66.78877887788778,10.25987741631306,31.92032060348892,10.398101306919678,3.538414238566713,1303,53,226,34,21,427,176,303,0.018000000000000002,0.927,0.055999999999999994,0.8666,2,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,1,1,3,8,8,3,0,0,24,0,21,2,0,6,2,29,30,14,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,14,7,0,3,1,2,0,10,7,0,0,3,4,1,22,3,42,24,6,53,0,0,0,0,8,19,0,5,22,149,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262440111292184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44694499092289625,0.5012342353039753,0.0,0.0,0.05259372812711032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120226937122673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052864673476639146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060803980355895376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421842950910147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735281061654218,0.0,0.0,0.0697800234719745,0.0,0.14365868887314412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103735265727036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183830205327629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689620735940708,0.0,0.1354102309084795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469731235661674,0.0,0.0,0.033587883510018346,0.0,0.0,0.121683557897147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178260792643328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925861113253798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317385314859533,0.10457527665982598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766274427981367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440431497111182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776681766813769,0.0,0.05687089027164419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017760927152799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157140091150838,0.08269804653134216,0.05937811398935674,0.0,0.0,0.04055065947439776,0.1091414450128051,0.1102945548850402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062036377783846935,0.0,0.0,0.06627275620847065,0.0,0.1501529312171127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5012342353039753,0.13281865780771093 adhd,Turtlemilkshake,2019/07/11,"a poem i wrote about volatility in emotion i think you guys might relate sickening, the sudden surge reaches a rolling boil in the pit of my stomach uncomfortable bubbling bloat the dense rush engulfs every facet of perception a momentary swell without warning, it swiftly recedes a disorienting retreat stark reality abruptly exposed constant oscillation a nauseating ebb and flow",9.300983606557374,12.522738114754098,8.70570491803279,54.37659016393445,61.295081967213115,10.781639344262297,49.90491803278688,10.793553405168565,7.033856393442624,319,23,35,9,5,101,52,61,0.15,0.768,0.08199999999999999,-0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210044266346651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382321916333353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282432911908246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857517237747416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132895371687924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963119359856584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755473259293061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onerb2,2019/07/11,"A question about focus. I only recently started really understanding what all the symptoms of ADHD are, the thing is, one thing about focus i see alot is the hyperfocus superpower. I've been thinking about how i focus on things and perceiving it better, and the conclusion i'm getting at is that hyperfocus is not a thing that activates sometimes, it is always active, my issue is where. I focus a lot on my thoughts, then i focus a lot on the game i'm playing, then focus a lot on homework for a short period before focusing again on my mind. Is this what the ""deficit"" is actually about? Focusing hard on things but not controlling what you focus and constantly switching?",7.770411428571428,7.8491870240000035,8.649485714285719,64.85560000000001,62.76000000000001,11.942857142857143,37.05714285714286,11.491704259439757,4.647034285714286,538,24,87,15,7,183,69,125,0.011000000000000001,0.941,0.049,0.5204,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,13,0,10,1,0,2,1,20,18,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,13,3,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,9,2,13,16,5,16,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,5,7,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1609931242442798,0.0,0.19826951880947472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727354324611055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403827269260276,0.0,0.0,0.1459081792361546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782808307088865,0.18503501022980764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619333628044439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778640932011894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721924522992573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207709919435904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657908896349954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117922476929611,0.1254719520107283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481127408580472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568807740152417,0.0,0.16289424755502552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146479528415747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316583341757826,0.0,0.1167711131175597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147360104553386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5480147977056498,0.1057101867582566,0.0,0.13097279774250348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717462036408696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zamemesemiulator2310,2019/07/11,"Can someone help me with my troubles that might be from ADHD Well I can't sleep early anymore everytime I try to sleep I can't, I have to stay awake til I get extremely tired then fall asleep. I can't control my emotions, people that I know can control their emotions and can be serious randomly and not have these change in emotions randomly like I do always. I'm socially awkward and sometimes when I'm alone my brain tells stuff like ""You are ugly, your friends are probably fake"" something like that and it makes me just not want to have friends and makes me extremely social around anyone. I had a relationship once but it failed because I wasn't like with her all the time i would get distracted and she would get mad then she broke up with me, after that I just have crushes on people and not date because I don't want that to happen again since no one understands ADHD. Well I think that's it or that's what I remember I'm just glad that I found this subreddit and I hope someone can help me. I told my parents but they would not believe me.",3.5416134453781503,5.267440657142857,4.118123249299721,87.53962184873951,73.38095238095238,7.4173669467787136,27.59103641456583,8.124751697461798,1.733078431372549,838,32,169,13,17,265,113,210,0.16699999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.136,-0.7041,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,3,8,18,1,2,2,0,23,5,4,4,1,41,40,15,0,6,10,1,0,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,15,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,10,8,2,1,4,0,35,10,14,30,1,15,0,2,0,0,17,4,0,5,13,116,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25839062076934033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133861452863496,0.0,0.0,0.08944944302975325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106612104790289,0.07516719813804155,0.0,0.0,0.09569868079110624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131063222604076,0.0,0.0,0.12111681330522553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000666778176088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372180299146845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411430231153437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627724644610033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786929688748495,0.16611001057235053,0.0,0.16849450536887245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950627785330256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441113074313418,0.0,0.0,0.10677274830711066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907973774640477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007823242484314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351550340151936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404157187073655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448505565635192,0.07284545918110055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936713768584037,0.0,0.0,0.14905531436409178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590425921300093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541584197604685,0.12177767598519505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892593739294896,0.0,0.2151572701994452,0.21916746145484226,0.1821704954750794,0.08275952117990701,0.10632123696640576,0.0,0.0,0.11458176164551358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306292465381168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396061156747984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888229956405065,0.0,0.0,0.06268469711253292,0.12355658450293988,0.0,0.10272181155509913,0.0,0.0729861218812899,0.0,0.0,0.11191233135585024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681374912328536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331261719844814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290968763548038,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,maryoj,2019/07/11,I get distracted while driving and I absolutely lose focus and become overwhelmed when I make a mistake. Should I give up driving all together before I have an accident? If not any tips are welcome,5.503333333333334,7.86626044444445,6.462222222222222,70.10500000000002,69.55555555555556,9.244444444444444,37.0,9.725611199111238,4.3439,160,9,24,4,3,53,30,36,0.27899999999999997,0.614,0.107,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,6,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,5,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29548206583574915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798827514528776,0.36973646461781495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270138223396865,0.4168221010710839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861061485217694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29003915813923625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chayes541,2019/07/19,"Is straterra supposed to feel like a stimulant? Need advice Need advice! Has anyone had these effect and had them go away after the medication has built up? It feel like I’m taking a stimulant! I thought you where not supposed to “feel” straterra as it’s a non stimulant. Could it be the generic brand Teva doing this? Previously on dexadrine for my add and decided to try straterra. I’m on day 12 of 40mg. I’m taking Teva brand generic. Every day I get the same cycle of effects Stage 1 pill “kicks in” I get increased heart rate, anxiety and sweats. Lasts about 2 hours. Feels like I have increased energy but makes me want to just sit and do nothing. Makes me very irritable. Stage 2 anxiety seems to wear off mostly and I start feeling good and focused for about 2 hours Stage 3 I get depressed and irritable Stage 4 depression goes away and I feel happy again and very calm Stage 5 (usually around evening) I get very tired and feel like I’m crashing off of my old stimulants. Eyes sore a tired exhausted Also nothing excites me any more ( dirtbike riding, fishing etc) Side effects minimal. Dry mouth, body tingles. I can focus incredibly well while the pill is working, memory has been much better. I thought this tools along time to work? It’s acting like a stimulant and I don’t like it! Every morning I wake up and feel normal and happy but have to force myself to take it and go through the cycles all day again.",2.7034899583175487,5.307918000000004,3.81471264367816,84.48,79.62271062271063,6.549400025262092,25.89730958696476,7.753152298057669,1.7161290640394085,1126,45,206,19,29,364,153,273,0.133,0.695,0.172,0.7829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,6,10,16,0,0,10,0,16,15,7,10,1,51,46,19,0,5,4,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,9,17,0,0,15,0,0,6,2,3,1,0,5,9,20,13,29,39,8,38,0,2,1,0,2,12,0,2,20,115,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839797536832568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752815621687286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401658986877261,0.0,0.14402954863724352,0.0,0.0,0.06582298666133587,0.0,0.0,0.08380215233847411,0.0,0.0,0.17689017814014998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325678895439623,0.0,0.10456531491122867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516097140199472,0.0,0.0,0.18213230578257866,0.0,0.162160631432496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498796990307377,0.0621767966474688,0.0,0.1586294651742654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38078916580996985,0.2690068143187613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673140863094468,0.0,0.1070007902311612,0.0789578981671969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042180564905332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155314985566596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854125494914292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673446115689321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27594436868611777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567475308504614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483342269018466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920174465859487,0.13960322540335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223456353593876,0.1806545501818186,0.0,0.09878125730016804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569905937587577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663086313388512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233859478610068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494689967005282,0.054892214744132514,0.21639394882649612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391304513216156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036789327098022,0.23301938592492366,0.05552461661326393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464073517781989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706614635045614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,UrbanMonkey122,2019/07/19,"🔥 Everything is fine. 🔥 Final paper, two take-home finals, 4 chapters to read and write about, and a PowerPoint all due next week. I sit here and stress while on reddit because I don’t know which one to start first, and when I start one I can’t even look at the screen to read the instructions!!!",4.125,4.766139499999999,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.66666666666666,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,0.9018333333333336,230,5,51,3,4,72,46,60,0.07,0.8959999999999999,0.034,-0.4359,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,2,4,1,6,7,1,13,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,10,30,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343239178825005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455397502845699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803726091201992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48276747631857,0.0,0.18743043897291345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109914106935656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503933423740188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343457769988936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29863106622104035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408212389099208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119311288014313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241131380966525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567652097059074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525089834180916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675227228805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,travelanche,2019/07/19,"My son (4.5 yo) was just expelled from daycare My wife and I just moved from Montreal Canada to Los Angeles California. My son started a new daycare this week. His normal crazy behavior has turned into pushing hitting and biting other kids since our move. I’m so sad and confused, is this a sign he needs medication? Any personal stories or help and I advice would be appreciated.",3.39985714285714,6.35314548571429,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,79.85714285714286,7.5,30.17857142857143,8.472884824447931,3.0132857142857143,304,15,49,7,8,102,57,70,0.14400000000000002,0.777,0.079,-0.6066,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,10,6,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,4,6,0,7,1,1,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26003945913232873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096381880835946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836781867725146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680776710515552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656652993708415,0.0,0.19731707701660853,0.0,0.2570105449925332,0.0,0.0,0.2607311460638689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323568509230121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012881236494175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835391681940847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894510942556315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345726487834932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890367976880035,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yellow_fleurs,2019/07/19,"Different types of attention issues? So I am not diagnosed with ADHD although was prescribed adderall due to attention/memory issues maybe 5 years ago. It seemed to help but made me too irritable so I stopped it. I since have learned I have OCD traits and possibly a type of bipolar disorder. I know no one can diagnose me, but I am trying to get a handle on how people experience attention issues with ADHD vs. other causes as I consider alongside my therapist the different types of issues I am experiencing. What I am wondering, from your experience, are inattentive ADHD symptoms different than say daydreaming or dissociating? How do you experience your ADHD inattention symptoms? I find I have some serious issues spacing out, difficulty focusing (unless it's hyperfocusing as I am pro at that), thinking about 10 things at once. When my therapist asks what I am thinking about I'm usually like uh, which part? I have multiple lines of thought at the same time it feels like. I get really mad at myself because of how hard I try and how hard it is to focus and recall things. Anyways just looking to learn about your experiences, not have anyone tell me what they think I do or do not have. Thanks!",6.189366438356164,7.973349360730594,7.3673030821917855,66.62163955479456,66.8082191780822,11.31974885844749,34.692066210045674,11.20814326018867,4.650855936073059,966,46,155,32,16,327,131,219,0.138,0.825,0.038,-0.9692,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,1,0,13,5,1,0,4,0,19,5,0,6,0,38,34,18,0,0,10,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,13,6,0,1,13,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,6,28,3,26,31,3,14,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,5,9,116,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430172438648899,0.0,0.07932270605122978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256971873276881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365602921111524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054548986643663686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192534237720948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181649987543584,0.0,0.2804771094855133,0.1025571136760573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501324706063727,0.0,0.0,0.04524610665989935,0.06392782203777572,0.0,0.0,0.08178731082097389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350402897450197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032126490782087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997964667800484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466993411085575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049178400488064336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743531913056181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514453368385146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467250000538855,0.0,0.0,0.08989931656985689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529818736050548,0.06063708645292878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690311055987427,0.0,0.06203736022099821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088045053045913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057326131450916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116175215641672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146342657467279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402259268073864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481313938072716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601754210274693,0.0,0.0,0.07821349183375767,0.08238540467138662,0.0,0.20779705448601168,0.11889919507559575,0.17201437127431285,0.0,0.0710407834495503,0.052179194706407625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150835020140813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855465373430886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970422405258928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057625153866603086 adhd,denya96,2019/07/19,"Always out of breath I’m a healthy 22 year old who takes 40mg of adderall everyday for the past ~6 months. I’ve taken adderall for years now, first starting at 10mg. Lately, I’ve been completely out of breath going up a flight of stairs and have to stop to catch my breath. I’m not overweight (16% body fat-112lbs) and eat healthy. I’ve also fainted twice this past week and it happened as I got out of bed in the morning. Anyone on adderall experience these symptoms?",4.052857142857143,5.491600430107528,4.182826420890937,88.73709677419356,71.58064516129029,6.604608294930878,29.414746543778804,6.868970318607317,1.4254036866359456,372,15,75,3,7,115,66,93,0.025,0.8909999999999999,0.085,0.6497,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,8,4,0,0,8,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,17,7,0,23,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,13,37,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769281306532097,0.184092090322804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469841018839736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457513521962071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196931674320914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638705715376325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641833164328472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881893779427189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573762584512066,0.0,0.17694842153983262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956446571301444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24957199948934536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659423495849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321575521841701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224033933946161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659709653295653,0.0,0.0,0.1849692464310256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299564279116491,0.1663473744820876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774679734739201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849467720351632 adhd,Muxika,2019/07/19,"Storage run: 1 bag, 2 hours I had to haul a few things to the storage unit and grab my clippers (because of course I would put toiletries I need frequently in storage). Once I get there, I completely forgot the code. Too me 10-15 minutes of button mashing to come up with the right combo. Success! I load up the hand cart, take the elevator, and reach my unit... Where's my key? Two hours later, one bag retrieved. Came wait to go back! /twothumbsup",2.135057471264368,4.522677908045979,3.0995402298850583,90.05781609195402,80.26436781609196,5.705747126436782,25.75862068965517,6.937597516519254,1.1245999999999996,346,14,69,4,9,110,65,87,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.8217,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,10,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,2,10,1,10,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989627004499321,0.0,0.15773153663974854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29594095239446633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228901264792763,0.271294345901886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518614258133915,0.0,0.14705353034543825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096330581140429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185977130469906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755601974707119,0.1753356278835423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26011511543128263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097099973513645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945477220272719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719019352917841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527610532343105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838085041647978,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fuckmefartface,2019/07/19,Anyone successfully work from home? or run your own business from home? What do you do? How'd you get into it? How do you start your day to make sure you get stuff done? medicated or unmedicated?,0.700614035087721,3.2016571315789486,2.716842105263158,86.8645614035088,96.10526315789473,5.691228070175438,16.859649122807017,7.1686216300943375,0.3231438596491225,153,4,32,3,6,51,27,38,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,21,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390825991888356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807149007189444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842964316062986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471998643667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850394992533516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946593547111086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937775871884916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064109218931036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33383640002922704,0.0,0.0,0.2748494440082004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230364051929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,xCelestial,2019/07/19,"For those who can't get coverage for Vyvanse, Shire offers full financial assistance! Shire (the manufacturers of Vyvanse and other drugs) offer a full coverage assistance for those who qualify! I called them to ask about it, and a very nice woman walked me through the whole thing. I faxed in the paperwork on a Thursday afternoon, and I was approved Monday morning! ^(so fuck my insurance) [Program info](https://www.shire.com/patients/patient-services/shire-cares) [Application](https://www.shire.com/-/media/shire/shireglobal/shirecom/pdffiles/patient/support%20and%20advocacy/shire-cares-application-english.pdf?la=en&hash=56713DC4CFF5A2F98C88B832007EA416E2B9BCF6) You fill out one part of the application, and your doctor the other, and fax it in (24-48 hour turnaround time for approval). If you're approved (which you will be if you make under the income limit), they send a pharmacy card in 5-7 days and you're covered for a YEAR.",11.509720279720275,14.32542350349651,8.22336363636364,61.57504545454549,55.22377622377623,10.754965034965037,39.47482517482517,10.793553405168565,4.998687272727271,783,36,97,18,10,221,98,143,0.028999999999999998,0.893,0.078,0.7243,1,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,4,2,4,2,2,1,0,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,11,8,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,11,1,16,5,4,18,0,0,0,1,14,8,1,2,7,66,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846879379204804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563442042814704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682956407283605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945107439698914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689342686497341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047048941889225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290679528616116,0.13727526982476454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875438942320383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753866935632436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804521357006498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453106876481704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29816393430460514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745584576938457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321078912042002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679506626046252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29334936636447106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920144794805936 adhd,PrimeEpoch,2019/07/19,"I feel like I'm mentally suffocating I really have no idea how to describe this feeling tbh. It's like I can't concentrate but I *NEED* to find something to concentrate on. Also feels like I can't breathe properly. I have no idea what I'm meant to about this to at least make it easier. I barely managed to eat today, and when I did, I was eating as fast as I could. Literally no idea what's going on, any advice would be appreciated.",1.0661797752808972,3.4032003932584303,3.923696629213485,82.78352247191012,84.3932584269663,7.604943820224719,22.38314606741573,8.548686976883017,1.7466755056179766,341,12,70,9,10,121,56,89,0.092,0.7240000000000001,0.183,0.7928,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,2,0,15,18,7,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,3,10,3,12,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717978456595532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499824790294594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330101953635207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476598054044765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710628322812076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750362785003022,0.2590642092598346,0.0,0.0,0.16571943427701613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304599599683796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140506937045153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657453486983569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102976132538724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272376635060092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444343144551754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615559893062807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958582673516834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186625847873602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288016026535203,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throuu-auuay,2019/07/19,"I am done. I am done. I am sick of not being able to live a normal life. Sick of having my family call me ""disorganized"", ""lazy"", ""loser"" despite trying sooooo much more than anyone else. I am seriously done and I can't put up with being unable to achieve anything in life. ADHD is such a burden no one deserves to live with. Even though I cannot afford medication/treatment, they's so expensive and inconvenient and ineffective in the long term. Ask anyone who takes them for more than a couple of years. I am doomed to live sucj a horrible life and I am not sure what I did and what I'm being punished for by life and by my own family. My family who is supposed to support me. Life is really unfair. Isn't it. Sorry I rambled so much but I needed to. No one understands. My own family claims there's no such thing as ADHD and that I am using an excuse to be a failure. I am not.. I am trying.. and slowly achieving things that are important to me because I struggled so much to achieve them. But I will probably never get to live a normal life. I will always have to try harder than everyone to still be worse than them. I am seriously contemplating killing myself in the next few days. That's the most logical solution.",2.583838383838387,4.604371695473255,4.693858959970076,81.0831228956229,76.90123456790123,7.710362888140665,23.39113355780023,8.575989854853784,1.6895777777777776,954,30,184,20,22,329,126,243,0.19699999999999998,0.763,0.040999999999999995,-0.9875,1,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,4,5,9,11,2,1,10,0,30,8,0,1,2,24,38,15,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,10,9,0,2,4,0,30,2,30,27,10,12,1,2,0,0,9,4,0,1,7,147,40,3,0.09769461738108748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348198903013399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128974781369047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662069597170431,0.10009968052267676,0.08039434598376287,0.0,0.09133127944737073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955373198685586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975712725912987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080972359508531,0.0,0.06300494613675575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999265372825893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161131692240109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452637340032788,0.0,0.0,0.09335139351848104,0.0,0.0,0.3683911626744011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104140538498458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808461947039892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414027584576052,0.0,0.0,0.3450645479834496,0.086456662111939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154503539855372,0.07243932090407436,0.07534811160641583,0.0,0.10389933390605627,0.0,0.19143996500432567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324008021879906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533132105499536,0.0,0.0,0.09821007390237377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258567350797307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936112578199712,0.0,0.0,0.07801904763781836,0.0,0.0,0.1021316258622694,0.0,0.0,0.11086269407046392,0.09207602071336904,0.0,0.07345419402543113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980792554846526,0.0,0.09598446555425323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898469707595112,0.0,0.0,0.1017035420794428,0.0,0.08437678231534318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955916139598944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291213054957166 adhd,phantomthiefkatet,2019/07/19,"It Turns Out Ritalin and Alarms on my Phone were the Missing Puzzle Pieces All Along (25/F) I've struggle with various mental health issues essentially my entire life, starting with a brain tumor as a baby that left me with epilepsy and partial paralysis, as well depression and anxiety diagnoses when I was twenty. For all of this time, I feel like I've been struggling to fill the gaps in my mind with whatever the latest doctor would suggest. They might work - for a time - but then they very suddenly wouldn't. I have always struggled with execution functioning, hoping that literally anyone would make the decisions for me. And once I had finally managed to make a decision, it was usually almost impossible to get my brain to have the energy to focus on the tasks I needed to do, let alone actually be able to carry them out. Like so many of us on this sub, my living space has almost always been a mess, and personal care had generally fallen by the wayside as I struggled to make it through any semblance of a daily routine. Two months ago, I started taking Ritalin after several failed attempts with non-stimulants following my ADHD-PI diagnosis. In that time, it's almost insane to me how exponentially my quality of life has improved. I don't lose track of what I'm reading at work every few lines anymore. I can follow people's conversations. I have had the motivation exercise 5 days a week consistently since I began taking. And most impressively (for me because I'm a disgusting monster) my apartment has been clean for three weeks now, and thanks to daily alarms on my phone, I've actually remembered to brush my teeth every day for a week now. All of these things that were a constant struggle are suddenly incredibly manageable, and I'm so pleased that I actually do have it in me to be better. It just turns out I had been trying to function with even less going for me than I had originally thought. I still have the occasional anxiety attack, and sometimes I still get entirely overwhelmed when there are extra people at plans/events I was informed about, but things no longer feel like I'll never be able to climb out of this deep pit. This sub has also been incredibly encouraging and helpful through my whole journey, so I just wanted to say thank you and share my success. I hope you all are able to find what works for you too.",8.337510151530159,7.8962613644646975,8.599698920471429,67.4029691987719,61.77904328018223,11.826126572249185,37.082400713083096,11.20814326018867,4.2868630484302255,1885,79,321,46,23,623,233,439,0.099,0.73,0.171,0.9911,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,3,3,10,18,29,2,8,19,0,39,11,3,6,5,61,68,24,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,4,8,1,1,1,20,23,0,0,9,2,0,7,4,15,1,2,17,4,44,14,61,43,11,53,0,5,0,0,17,17,0,8,32,229,64,10,0.23367249718574395,0.0,0.22803064959032746,0.0,0.09360964405636216,0.0,0.06904552325448775,0.0,0.2339892520092373,0.08067141171550382,0.0,0.06228927052529716,0.12962282451466745,0.0,0.0,0.05296843701922237,0.0,0.11917254717156227,0.0,0.07724677584506748,0.05446308106281719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861206653525608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748152847157477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888811152224186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739038579959741,0.0,0.0,0.07941489477881011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417231859410715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046628629428883,0.0,0.06708725980747232,0.07905755529203541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797245674737057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144616019112535,0.0,0.13125277139410213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876789043337687,0.11129045245297874,0.0,0.08532559961518511,0.0711908096978497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138949020193169,0.0,0.04426715504515637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279431249661888,0.0,0.0,0.05220858308625412,0.0,0.0,0.15472634314959066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129779234706712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462861730293668,0.07964865338949324,0.11003319685268434,0.114160578871209,0.0,0.06877903203120589,0.0,0.0,0.08713991774697047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597820636816173,0.07896907859921892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849563893511383,0.0826298641851817,0.07864753653883945,0.0,0.062171719295999524,0.0,0.0,0.05775506526992277,0.060074211760718026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295119441917098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799939162487908,0.06801127045806946,0.0,0.08550074379200456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791191076069373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823512919349541,0.0,0.0,0.06194191622979546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087994469862648,0.0,0.06443210145900181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703602490232749,0.0,0.1102630641425414,0.0,0.12440743873307,0.0,0.0,0.4071420496617973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712842465506144,0.0,0.0,0.14342282701235254,0.0,0.0,0.1034944160027764,0.0,0.0,0.06183662043141944,0.1362563122534518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288276230785307,0.16944571746091136,0.07608802526955,0.0,0.09369308092624383,0.0,0.0857857475494523,0.0642680941139549,0.045942031028597306,0.0,0.18743798233465475,0.0,0.07003321263624489,0.0,0.0,0.08696233272730679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011636097723115,0.0,0.0,0.11066282507285324,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pantyer2,2019/07/19,"Speaking Before You Think I’m not sure if this is related the ADHD or not but do you ever find it hard sometimes to not think before you speak. Like I always find it happens when getting comfortable with new people, and then when things are going well with making new friends etc you end up saying something stupid/offensive that you wouldn’t usually say around people you’re getting to know, and then putting them off you or whatever. I know it’s all about self control and I shouldn’t say certain things in the first place, but whenever this happens I usually have trouble letting go of it and overthinking the whole situation in the back of my mind for ages. If it does happen I try to apologise or explain to them but I just feel the damage is done at that point. Anyone else get this and if so how to avoid it in the future?? Thank you!",4.627545454545455,5.99442334545455,4.933712121212125,84.1805681818182,70.0909090909091,7.9242424242424265,28.29545454545455,8.344100000000001,1.926727272727272,672,24,129,10,12,212,103,165,0.079,0.785,0.136,0.9067,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,2,2,10,10,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,3,4,40,26,20,0,5,13,0,2,1,1,2,0,5,0,1,13,8,0,2,8,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,1,7,16,7,18,22,3,26,0,1,0,0,17,9,0,6,15,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481453644602995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256966989713556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619254004239017,0.12630364177720488,0.0,0.1097355306625009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478624006687804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097856530773325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382566477843298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787351894755078,0.12614696912322926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297541893950138,0.0,0.10917973200953532,0.0,0.13747750229564387,0.0,0.11150385367656432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232850233356092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253312370798395,0.10485253516261968,0.0,0.0,0.09523731156910868,0.0,0.19320886983519608,0.0,0.14011320914406494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270190674209223,0.0,0.11042479753051064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549082013271854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260508882829855,0.0,0.06022299922321081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822830042894661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244665342113243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381079065513767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091838554716646,0.0,0.12878985223695802,0.0,0.11652903431932406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391937644864055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29408533216002697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859643470062254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855950323882996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489848657240407,0.12191617755598505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617955897289088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134895191294522,0.0,0.0,0.16378887167977765,0.15797157564614903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836915488221197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715267420216006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083362098968487,0.0,0.0,0.1376254188985894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vickymorgs,2019/07/19,Can u take 2 (10mg) vyvanse pills at once? Does anyone know if it’s safe to take 2 vyvanse pills at the same time? I only have 10mg pills right now and I need way more than that but I can’t get in and see my psychiatrist to up the dose for another 2 weeks so I’m stuck with these. I’m new to the vyvanse world so any tips would be appreciated. I’ve heard of people taking one in the morning and one in the afternoon but I was curious if you could do 2 in the morning?,0.10314285714285633,1.7088446952380991,2.7773809523809554,93.85178571428574,83.0,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.20326666666666648,363,10,91,5,10,127,70,105,0.03,0.8690000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.7889,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,0,0,14,19,9,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,6,1,14,13,2,15,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,2,5,51,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597894663740556,0.24638932168172425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642983472771962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760654913202204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562615824224892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276351672509687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913482888478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422925008209347,0.0,0.2269380592611865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023821425049225,0.3184471111487703,0.17870729622394635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629004566455247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006653677940685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724278802849573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300105928953692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701444766169288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865103604522022,0.1884808945411208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166917835988058,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheSmellOfPurple,2019/07/19,"I made crepes I forgot to see if I had any bananas, strawberries, or whipped cream beforehand, though. Now they just have Nutella on the inside. Pretty dry.",2.7603571428571456,5.801787178571433,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,87.92857142857142,5.6571428571428575,24.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,1.541114285714286,123,5,21,2,4,37,26,28,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34031052994584443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735203148465462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091186681997563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987790551434051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916713348417272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AceTheKid450,2019/07/19,How to make a due date I struggle with getting things done if they don't have a hard due date. I've tried making myself a fake due date but if other things are more pressing I'll know that I'm lying to myself about the due date and push it off even further. Does anyone have tips on how to get past this problem?,4.308731343283578,4.10925685074627,4.679813432835825,91.34419776119404,70.04477611940298,6.7,24.212686567164177,3.1291,0.16037611940298468,247,5,56,0,4,78,49,67,0.185,0.7979999999999999,0.017,-0.907,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,4,0,11,11,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,7,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,9,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301032606797184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407579640734,0.2971154733530113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176479830987425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303378116367357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008485353411903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956157899994847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876042989901801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771594437228753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27781322286108656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035231890846994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857738991061619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711971137126444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TyphlosionsWrath,2019/07/19,"I'm just waiting for the day I can finally afford ADHD treatment I live in India and it's not costly here either. I lived in the US when I was young and got a diagnosis for ADHD from multiple doctors there. My dad isn't really the best person to understand mental health but I also just write it off as extremely high costs of treatments in the country. Anyway, I've left 17 years ago since then and been around but mostly back home. The severity of my lack of focus, lack of ambition, forgetfulness, taking life for granted, being so disoriented and disconnected from the world has fucked my life up. I'm on my third attempt at college after failing twice. I also managed to cripple myself into debt because my financial habits are terrible. I have no clue what's going on. But I've been feeling so disoriented all my life and I just want to fix my life and be normal. Thankfully there are some great doctors I'll have access to but I still need to be in a position to afford it. Things have also been looking up for me even though they are still so chaotic. I don't want to spend my life blaming ADHD. I feel like I'm making excuses because of how it just makes me behave. I just know that I need help because I've been trying so damn hard trying to fix it myself but I just can't. I don't know if treatment will truly fix my life but I hope it allows me to be in a place where I can be focused and directed.",3.4818181818181806,4.9081234755244765,5.117062937062936,81.53020979020981,72.98601398601399,7.717482517482518,26.28671328671329,8.296473431620573,1.7700685314685312,1118,38,216,18,22,379,155,286,0.168,0.7190000000000001,0.113,-0.9702,3,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,0,1,3,26,9,2,0,9,0,24,10,0,4,1,47,46,26,0,9,15,1,3,1,0,1,9,0,1,1,9,9,0,1,5,0,4,1,6,4,0,2,6,4,33,5,35,34,7,30,0,1,1,1,7,18,2,4,12,161,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38474484019613775,0.0,0.09459462956904996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560150257569604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499718820630977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205570458938592,0.0,0.1951537501100326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198870244726893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882105231615195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184505402307237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048292541853099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791459121857702,0.07623578349576228,0.0,0.1168988677021996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986544424449795,0.0,0.0,0.060647453103342186,0.0,0.0853481288907593,0.11765145147279488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559388112782197,0.0,0.0,0.1134309213962366,0.0,0.0,0.07152746977043409,0.11274813601636248,0.10704183278852852,0.10599008034788067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729334029432575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594397909341445,0.0,0.4522472568517253,0.05213457808074196,0.0,0.18845905571978894,0.0,0.08961203773572883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246350288691195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075415977439257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158252664254798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455607579099983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317766934416552,0.1114923649446386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836307583510627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055530740352667,0.0,0.0882740905214817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704422680557227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023489011310933,0.0,0.0,0.09824698657850787,0.0,0.0,0.07089537078431417,0.0,0.1048449737756936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449022347954858,0.0,0.0,0.11109198911137587,0.12836259131145042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588417617698314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871966874592421 adhd,agemder,2019/07/19,"med reactions & effectiveness + habits/routine: vyvanse & wellbutrin hi! i just started vyvanse in june/july (went from 50mg to 60mg), and it's by far the best experience i've had with a stimulant. and someone noticed a difference in me actually wanting to do stuff at work, without much hesitation. i've in the past not really noticed if stimulants are working for me, and it seems that when they did, there were certain conditions that made it so. that or i just felt the cardiac side effects or interactions with like, coffee. &#x200B; i do have to say that i think my sleep schedule, eating habits, and timing of administration might make a difference in the effectiveness of vyvanse, too. i feel like it works more consistently than any stimulant i've taken before, but i'm still having some varied responses to it. i've also been on 300mg of wellbutrin since may. my psychiatrist told me that i should take my vyvanse in the morning at around 8am then take my wellbutrin at around lunch time. when my sleep schedule is off (which it has been and i'm trying to work on it), i take vyvanse as soon as i wake up and plan to take wellbutrin about 4-5 hours after. so i take vyvanse between 9am-12pm and wellbutrin between 1pm-4pm on any given day. on days where i go out, i've missed my afternoon dose of wellbutrin. i'd say on average, that happens once a week, maybe twice during a particularly forgetful week. on days where i don't take it, i definitely notice fatigue or a drop in mood/emotional energy by the end of the day. &#x200B; in regards to how consistently i feel vyvanse work, i know that there are definitely days where i feel more focused and work-oriented, and around friends i'll be a bit more reserved than usual, which i heard is typical of vyvanse. but the thing is that it doesn't always happen. other days, i don't really get that distinct feeling, and i'll feel my heartrate elevate soon after i take it and i'll have a lingering, physically anxious feeling, which is of concern to me as i know that my anxiety causes spikes in my blood pressure. that doesn't really happen at all or as intensely on those days where i feel that kind of ""work-focused"" feeling. &#x200B; and oddly enough, as though it isn't already a looming concern of mine to be on two medicines with cardiac side effects, i often find that i feel calmed soon after my wellbutrin. as for how i felt when i was just on wellbutrin, it's almost as if i felt more anxiety-sensitive when i was on 150mg as opposed to 300mg. as a closing thought, i'm wondering if i'm responding inconsistently because i'm on too high of a dose of vyvanse, and if a lower dose would even work. &#x200B; it sounds like i need to log this all to find patterns in the timing, how much i sleep, and how much i eat and talk to my psych! but i would like to know if anyone's had similar experiences with this or a similar combination that could possibly point me in the direction of figuring this all out, and any advice in going about this in general! i was just diagnosed with adhd last year in april 2018, so i'm pretty new to treating it, but with all of the stimuants and antidepressants (and even a mood stabilizer at one point) i've tried, it feels like it's been a decade. thank you!",7.4688341684562145,6.727310187401577,7.784151753758053,73.52693151992366,63.661417322834644,10.9725602481508,37.35266046289668,10.300263719432786,3.7524908136482926,2599,115,490,52,33,854,267,635,0.045,0.873,0.08199999999999999,0.9629,1,0,0,0,0,0,96.0,0,1,1,12,37,16,0,1,26,0,35,13,5,14,6,107,86,55,0,11,20,0,13,5,1,5,5,4,0,0,41,30,3,1,27,0,0,3,7,3,0,3,20,17,50,12,94,58,15,87,0,2,0,0,11,47,0,17,41,329,91,7,0.0,0.0,0.052337694408690544,0.0,0.06445597931414211,0.05240916942217076,0.0,0.0,0.05370531544149497,0.0,0.0591849229169849,0.04288998182766493,0.04462663104737141,0.348665487452232,0.2606779842848806,0.10941604944329647,0.0,0.041028802709039774,0.06058958760499913,0.0,0.03750117054451935,0.0,0.0,0.14323319099810328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03269394353347794,0.0,0.04563740406059075,0.0,0.056284119246503485,0.0,0.0585529234744236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055095468090152235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042821277942612604,0.0,0.0,0.24212019260953854,0.0,0.0,0.05443597398428255,0.0,0.11206933246812983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097591064970346,0.0,0.060329471700425075,0.04750257676686242,0.05541682689052919,0.0,0.07084767110266231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492597505082672,0.0,0.0,0.2711826098460252,0.07663029993845147,0.15448715971028842,0.0,0.09803847463577144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143642433090117,0.0,0.028020827072505756,0.0,0.06096130070035445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228142960667298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666580104679745,0.0,0.0,0.052817321062525485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585011399697215,0.08842524568567595,0.04371773844435345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101092991698413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050748475899251945,0.03580018613278027,0.0,0.053881169210951166,0.0,0.05957374325329307,0.0,0.0,0.056895727682114434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827842643053255,0.03976790350878447,0.0,0.05179871255209639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831832586386577,0.0,0.05711698324957019,0.036342847090395085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119839846765041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140031114636903,0.06046271353892796,0.0,0.05456364944208904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030752771023302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530161419654855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882511724505791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436545230646955,0.0,0.16101403970435765,0.0,0.0454427395740132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037961440047813856,0.0,0.04283107460955656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139651123718429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822753560778073,0.04310786335361101,0.0,0.04937770495910608,0.0,0.0,0.035631125426498135,0.034365613291934216,0.052693770687862636,0.0425783044852112,0.09382082511436356,0.0,0.0,0.05124826079981538,0.0,0.07282604837889041,0.0,0.05239127049639406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059068746871491926,0.0,0.03163390515453715,0.0,0.08604169533908848,0.0,0.0,0.049717970255338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169992575711765,0.058162281782447325,0.31236145248862124,0.0,0.0,0.07619814000623336,0.0,0.2606779842848806,0.034537644831602765 adhd,erniellie,2019/07/19,I haven't unpacked from a holiday I took 4 months ago That's basically all. I keep looking at the suitcase and promising myself I'll do it next week. I am taking another trip in a month so I guess I'll have to do it soon.,-0.621360544217687,1.4557346530612243,2.5256122448979603,91.50093537414969,90.22448979591834,5.715646258503401,22.452380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.8586299319727893,174,7,40,3,6,62,38,49,0.057,0.8759999999999999,0.068,0.1134,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707810168818826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32031227588185024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365100079742948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27151606518075466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565181428743342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487647006749898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248711618745561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296756722153529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33938877679470525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450298733672414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Screampie97,2019/07/19,"Would this Tinder bio get me laid? My tongue is small, but my desire to eat pussy is large",0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,83.73684210526315,3.8,9.5,3.1291,-2.212389473684211,70,0,17,0,2,21,17,19,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.757520091548758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38678047164696905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258936942505673,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sillybunny_UwU,2019/07/19,"I FEEL LIKE IM BAD AT EVERYTHING ok I honestly don't know if this is the right place to post this but I really don't care... Ever since I was around 9 years old I loved art, I loved to draw everyday and it really made me feel good but now I really feel too unmotivated to do anything anymore. I feel as if I cannot focus on anything because of my self worth, I feel like I just wanna quit my passion because its so hard for me too focus on it. I love art and all but I feel like I should quit cause I just can't focus on it and I feel as if im bad at it.",-1.0057142857142836,0.7912166825396838,2.248571428571431,94.97142857142859,88.5238095238095,5.822222222222222,16.936507936507937,7.1686216300943375,-0.06869206349206357,426,10,108,7,14,153,68,126,0.09300000000000001,0.631,0.276,0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,13,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,2,2,26,21,12,0,5,8,0,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,8,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,8,20,11,14,18,1,14,0,0,0,4,4,8,0,3,8,67,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729545517905164,0.0,0.0,0.21125341951661436,0.11426476529378365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434513320062054,0.15649022792896689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308683122146209,0.13185779119078112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610607423853182,0.0,0.0,0.11535881541833633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454307383678036,0.27509437087378075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765959406060642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149824810274428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27729474044939395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054154050406315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812594690115486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475410703708312,0.1214543077740001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468886974692318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410553673210532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293033338067295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730465132734115,0.0,0.0,0.24668595868632365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961600593932536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390413606215232,0.0,0.0,0.10617807142937474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265757090900966 adhd,Sysorth,2019/07/19,"How do you cope knowing you can't function without a slough of different meds? I'm a 21M in Washington State. I was diagnosed with ADHD in middle school and have tried what feels like every possible therapeutic med under the sun. Almost none of them have worked. I'm still working with a psychiatrist to find the right combination of meds, but I'm practically useless and have been for the past 7 months since I graduated college. I have so many projects I need to complete - studying for a certification exam to get into grad school, find a job, hobby stuff, etc, but I cannot for the life of me figure out how to start on any of these things, much less stay focused if I do start. My maximum attention span seems to be about 2 hours even with meds. I've just started Focalin (Dexmethylfenidate) at a higher dose and I'm really hoping it works otherwise I feel like I'm out of options. Combined with the Duloxitine I take for anxiety and depression, if I forget to take either of the meds I become even more useless. I'm not sure how to proceed from here. This is more of a venting post but if anyone has input or suggestions, I'd love to hear them. Anything can help at this point.",4.954983766233767,6.076526995670996,5.773958333333336,79.3809375,69.08658008658007,8.891883116883117,30.021915584415584,9.188382445141503,2.519988961038961,940,36,180,18,16,308,146,231,0.084,0.823,0.09300000000000001,0.4903,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,3,10,8,0,0,13,0,14,4,0,3,1,39,34,15,0,5,11,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,11,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,3,16,5,36,31,7,24,0,3,0,1,8,13,0,8,10,114,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729149895982272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060604489668826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202710590028713,0.0,0.08102611818070117,0.0,0.0,0.0740595405136054,0.0,0.08716056203786915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169768651131305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105182652061643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122604778689816,0.10750339688465356,0.0,0.11066058935951216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181253116101018,0.1399141918008485,0.0,0.0892395339273309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710950719063407,0.15133407092251122,0.0,0.0,0.19361220673260054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055337194750691716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937601403276794,0.0,0.07099384755289068,0.0,0.0,0.10519935390537737,0.10430678488839544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510615352601548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058209143609793276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481221995826777,0.10349126847007184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955941134399229,0.0,0.0,0.10738308523337928,0.0,0.0,0.5882488450296097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454183777616067,0.0,0.07786108884004521,0.0785360194971408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110964032563552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012568064404354,0.119405360362896,0.10143908651021302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785306120377232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904524310932311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143870608587227,0.0,0.09642274350874523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761553212305262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249055242559688,0.11289329426809586,0.08458535184980494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124947955868022,0.0,0.0,0.09982539962709074,0.0,0.15927261443456062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036646426640003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191060441645943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210008622568773,0.0,0.2313262357171661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tahtihaka,2019/07/19,"A helpful thought for you to contemplate I came to a realization about freedom recently, and thinking it may prove helpful for some of you, I wanted to share it: ""Freedom is neutral in and of itself: When it's lost to us, we react with anxiety: millions of options to choose one to act on; when it's most present, it shapes the foundation for peace and confidence: we can choose inaction."" I'll leave it in that slightly ambiguous form for now, since I believe you all can easily relate with that anxiety part, making the rest of the thought tangible. Please do instruct me if this sort of philosophy-ish thinking does not belong in this community.",13.823,8.49631263333334,12.53166666666667,58.65000000000003,56.0,16.333333333333336,52.5,13.427899808715575,6.73025,516,27,89,13,4,167,78,120,0.052000000000000005,0.7390000000000001,0.209,0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,2,28,13,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,0,10,1,22,8,6,12,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,7,5,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363334223934885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247669247370334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514230139360636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923716977362496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946902091877886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327645789618123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399666501568145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673593097208484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489601613300634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380507347362275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130354229447765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705220081252286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184279609726892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817119576482494,0.0,0.3490354561106386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442427648331146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965939634831594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Agatarocks,2019/07/19,"Switching from Vyvanse to Adderall... I got a new job and the insurance is garbage. It basically doesn't cover prescriptions so I have to switch to something that has a generic. I've been on Concerta in the past and never loved it. I've been on 50MG of Vyvanse for the past ten years I've been medicated for ADHD since third grade. I was on Concerta for a while and then switched to Vyvanse in college and loved it immediately. Today I took my first dose of 25MG of Adderall and I feel like garbage. I'm really worried about this switch. Vyvanse worked really well for me. I never had a crash, insomnia or appetite issues. I'm exhausted, crabby and feel like I can't really concentrate. I'm hoping this is just temporary. Any advice?",2.4843351063829786,5.195199574468084,4.0823359929078045,81.49031250000003,81.6241134751773,7.4966312056737605,27.25221631205674,8.472884824447931,2.453059929078014,584,26,106,14,16,194,83,141,0.08199999999999999,0.825,0.09300000000000001,0.1103,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,7,0,11,6,0,0,2,13,21,10,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,3,7,2,9,6,18,14,0,16,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,12,68,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110618308235588,0.17161441603848915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194280290864926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759810255199973,0.2509267809389931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938279114257846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045983565522727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443088044499028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833022768931178,0.17427634504504366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159870671677904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170088931854494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769192764974154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708988640500565,0.1696154681362509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352994657997683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375211567546565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452751736728984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352013165671753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646779234890013,0.0,0.19512094655854254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790400899891927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278538871460632,0.17835124233400285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309390731563232 adhd,Steg567,2019/07/19,"3 years ago my former doctor forced off my stimulant ADHD medication, today im back on it for the first time and I can see my whole life ahead of me again! I just wanted to share this story with you fine people because honestly I don’t think ive been happier or more excited in my life! With that in mind please excuse the incoherentness of this because honestly im still over the moon about this! 3 years ago when i moved and got a new PCP she ran a standard drug test on me. At that time i was taking concerta which is extended release methylphenidate. Now ,which many of you probably know, methylphenidate isn’t an amphetamine but unfortunately my doctor I guess didn’t know that because when the drug test came back negative for everything, she said that since I wasn’t testing positive for my medication that means i could be selling it and therefore she had to take me off it. The doctor also said that “technically I could report you for selling it but since I don’t think you are im just going to take you off it”. This scared me from not talking about it at all over the following 3 years until I got a new doctor. This was in my last quarter of high school, and my grades plummeted. I went from getting all A’s and B’s to C’s and D’s, I nearly failed a few classes for that quarter and the end of highschool was gruesome for me, it scared me off from attending college and ive been just working full time since I graduated. My life in general without concerta was awful, focus was terrible, i used to love reading but I stopped because I just couldn’t pay attention for long enough, and don’t even get me started on my complete inability to motivate myself. Relationships struggled because my significant others and friends/family would get frustrated with me for forgetting basic things like their birthdays. I suffered professionally because i was constantly late for work, it was just a nightmare. But today I just took concerta again for the first time in 3 years after getting back on it and while i have to wait a month to get back up to my old dose i can see my whole future ahead of me again! Im already making plans to go to college and i have a large stack of unread books i cant wait to dig into! Im just so happy right now and I just had to share it with you people, ive heard of the exact same thing that happened to me happen to other people and if this reaches any of you I hope you know theres a chance to get back!",5.000032084188913,5.7503193798768,5.828269378850106,80.38304061858318,68.75359342915812,8.962243326488707,30.003144250513355,9.103633062298675,2.3993696611909647,1946,72,384,35,32,639,220,487,0.09300000000000001,0.797,0.111,0.6087,1,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,8,1,9,27,17,1,3,19,1,32,13,0,5,3,66,72,26,0,7,16,0,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,0,30,20,0,3,8,2,3,9,11,7,0,4,22,5,65,10,69,45,9,77,0,2,2,1,21,23,0,4,46,273,95,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247194918618055,0.0,0.1216609451468232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572758970286321,0.054878080195599435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466662413937874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26383565907793083,0.0,0.2509929981807525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848684808416431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195029258577261,0.07415747866530215,0.0,0.10958034603302076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809556875837648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916263384136725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060779932893979975,0.07090628022421998,0.0,0.045325085378510516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061674255599676577,0.0,0.06469200119660352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674199842130245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151172553176687,0.0,0.07800047950834584,0.0,0.10976874770446808,0.0,0.07559637321137658,0.0,0.1213668300703752,0.07305084808617586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250435280409015,0.0,0.06815848537098088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706250501295357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131408202398462,0.05593720151151872,0.0774101447406206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541213639532305,0.03352590983774609,0.0,0.0,0.06072951857146771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061935266145335365,0.0,0.0458066290050248,0.06957332124447539,0.0,0.07475096211113469,0.0,0.13826164138174465,0.0,0.0,0.06929003632514733,0.0,0.054774515235950935,0.07293577683747825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255374706776882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200867787242303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272440240552464,0.0,0.0,0.07532784755755723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398759403739726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686419354546991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367581242993954,0.0,0.05860397875620901,0.13055306941025982,0.0,0.1374079196107207,0.06945050900412382,0.1093678744120556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029786998077384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857197094778503,0.0,0.054802707931455336,0.057372205888828076,0.0,0.07174004082538339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547886905850233,0.055156861378162135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118062891570518,0.08794216280079034,0.0,0.0,0.16005934393821014,0.0,0.13009385219643155,0.0,0.07624308349332946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926855424959453,0.0,0.0,0.040475838645632506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361454686080036,0.0,0.15323107267622882,0.0,0.0661504750271447,0.0,0.09991725403709348,0.0,0.0,0.04874806959372928,0.0,0.0,0.1767647886120838 adhd,escaliere,2019/07/19,"After 15 years of compulsive nail biting/picking, I've finally stopped! Been picking & biting my nails to the nub since I was 8. I've tried to stop multiple times, but I always got stressed/bored and bit them. I can't count all of the times they've bled. You can kinda see how uneven it is where the white parts begin and how far it is from the edge of my nail, lol. &#x200B; BUT OH MY GOD, I'VE STOPPED, AND IT FEELS SO GOOD. It's honestly my biggest pride right now and greatest victory in a while. This is for all of you compulsive nail pickers/biters out there. You can do it. It's possible. I'm rooting for you!!! &#x200B; [https://imgur.com/a/CKARJjK](https://imgur.com/a/CKARJjK)",2.719156976744188,5.644168255813955,2.555925387596901,91.09807412790701,83.49612403100775,5.7056201550387575,22.79118217054264,7.1686216300943375,0.8963833333333335,551,19,106,8,16,164,85,129,0.046,0.747,0.207,0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,4,1,1,6,3,0,0,5,1,9,0,0,4,2,18,14,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,12,3,12,11,5,17,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,11,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593535800983052,0.4919631166125775,0.3678137303413034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304700895949922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652712798496349,0.0,0.0,0.16579657132414805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694523313155856,0.12104845339535394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389734479693824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062442978695835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292521075370622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120606386841177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519831742513754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379606232336006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765068513613617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275674255246084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678137303413034,0.09746446381012353 adhd,Weeberry1,2019/07/19,I dont take meds because they make me feel like I'm not myself. What's something I can do to focus better in school? Especially as an introvert whos mind often wanders?,2.570476190476189,4.342568714285719,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,76.14285714285714,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.6050952380952377,135,5,26,2,3,47,32,35,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.6966,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101634534537412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049135924107423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040579930491446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743218090025751,0.2462977348965243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843308879729038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013102546798994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829523839624341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34811090579206866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489171153511351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654143005454587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592177949562079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,greatdane114,2019/07/19,"Medication advice, please. Hi, I'm a 32 year old man who has recently realised that ADHD is still affecting my daily life. When I was younger, I was on ritalin and then dexdrine. When I was magically ""healed"", the docs took me off the drugs and set me free into the wild. I'm thinking about going to my doctor and asking to trail some medication so I can see if it improves my life. This way I can see what is the ADHD and see what is me (if that makes sense?). If you're on medication, can you please briefly tell me what it is and how it's helped you. Also, what side effects you have to deal with. Thanks",3.2733243727598555,4.290845991935488,4.628494623655914,86.41829749103943,72.95161290322581,7.769175627240144,25.068100358422946,8.167268648758528,1.2691283154121868,469,14,103,7,9,156,76,124,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.9118,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,12,9,0,4,0,16,23,14,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,15,3,9,19,1,16,0,0,3,0,10,5,0,4,7,68,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37267298990553777,0.151510240592535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399111715306045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494811721388332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984676141573784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869728610154016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980542238973146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811684517974197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039248089960216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902871693040848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349514930378784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685809519912745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269585929925712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403903321000617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309031524174765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706574158755044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382082163251247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355180073562504,0.1427465468494254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934792700165086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722630431647286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306917837729354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984525485958212 adhd,ditundat,2019/07/19,"What’s your experience with psilocybin? Psilocybin seems to be available as medication in some areas. Thank you",5.904999999999998,9.647212833333334,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,87.33333333333334,11.288888888888893,33.77777777777778,9.725611199111238,5.8509777777777785,93,5,12,4,3,30,17,18,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121431452341235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274326505532263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766302929316793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820246485190974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jzadek,2019/07/19,"'Improve your sleep hygiene' seems to be just the worst possible advice for ADHD insomniacs... I've only recently been dianosed with ADHD, but I've knowingly struggled with insomnia for much longer. The usual advice I'd get was to improve my sleep hygiene - don't use electronics before bed, only use bed for sleeping, etc, etc. But that's never worked for me. After getting diagnosed, and realizing that my insomnia was just one piece of the puzzle that I'd been playing with all my life, I'd hoped that I might finally get some advice that was more hopeful. But the classic advice of 'sleep hygiene' keeps coming up, even on the 'How to ADHD' youtube channel, so I'm guessing it must work for some of you? If so, I have no idea how. I find it all so frustrating, a little like when depressed people are told to just cheer up. Firstly, my brain is clinically impulsive and bad at regulating itself, so it's much easier said than done for me not to use my phone or laptop late at night when there's stuff I wanna do that's on them, so that's a bit of a non-starter in itself, but it wouldn't be completely damning on its own. But also, I really struggle to get readyin the mornings (as do most of us), which means that even when I'm awake, I spend a lot of time in bed because I literally cannot summon up the will to get up. No matter how hard I try, I end up spending a lot of time not sleeping in my bed. But it's even more insidious than that. Even if I had the willpower to stay off electronics from 8pm, that's not really an option for my most of the time anyway. If you're a student (like I am) or you do a lot of work online (like I hope to do), or you're applying for jobs, you *have* use a computer, and since it takes so long to get up and ready to face the day in the morning, and I can't concentrate well then anyway, the evening's when I play catch-up. ADHD affects circadian rhythms, so more than half of adults with ADHD struggle to get up and naturally stay up late. The majority of my best work gets done at the time when I'm not supposed to be on a screen at all, and that's true of *more than 50%* of people like me. Asking me not to use a computer in the evening is asking me not to do the work that modern life *demands* I do. So I guess this is part rant, part request for advice. Has anyone managed to find a way to make sleep hygiene work for them? Because it kinda feels like if this is the only solution, I'm destined to be groggy and tired for the rest of my life.",3.2894072001689203,4.282755228515629,4.833319256756756,85.05678209459461,72.88671875,7.8007601351351346,26.72846283783784,8.186683628785799,1.5880419552364864,1935,66,410,29,37,652,217,512,0.081,0.8029999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.9604,2,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,4,2,8,30,22,2,3,30,0,34,16,8,10,6,79,68,40,0,10,22,0,2,5,0,4,8,1,4,1,26,13,0,1,8,3,2,1,13,8,1,3,10,4,37,14,77,50,27,51,0,1,1,0,14,23,1,24,29,293,63,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506257829998278,0.2850938929258875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666233799002688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040799557854820194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909842885120437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871967079710484,0.07113902959977347,0.0,0.049651407683486304,0.0,0.06123454671312715,0.0,0.06370290191415741,0.0,0.0,0.06513770775564134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026321191976112,0.06117868662956374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037630813205325665,0.0,0.050256623099955385,0.05922384922141605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942426948833855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051680630255310375,0.0,0.1301509691184118,0.23123707452818054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029503427277021405,0.04168513022892826,0.0,0.06391938667556711,0.106661375093665,0.049632335611503584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438830231024221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855783238176507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226998662804394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738636411805844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658698557328531,0.0,0.0,0.05790320277364516,0.051864009939238134,0.0,0.0,0.032067540602024214,0.0,0.13164229961650115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364263166907485,0.14253389793303306,0.058481858735724236,0.0,0.05163776341032928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882081663355046,0.0,0.0,0.038948964635749636,0.0,0.0,0.06356007073638774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189994870967501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857876777721874,0.0,0.04500298606843733,0.0,0.0,0.05475736275286445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953935493061988,0.1331330252348686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126374359535967,0.0,0.08090485042156212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578066613047183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476079049400501,0.0,0.05761341777404792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550405033069542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053119493788687855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048267582367441816,0.0,0.35035181744834004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130031001684085,0.12438631023011153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299973434643585,0.0667965953044553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387181045308766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609702049864392,0.06706454600734194,0.0,0.055755763116214496,0.0,0.03961570440374845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018766109536924,0.25197759294034044,0.0642640941709851,0.0,0.0,0.046315379113062806,0.0,0.0,0.05246350472562851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487622720928016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Em1208,2019/07/19,"Anyone had trouble with nausea while taking Vyvanse? Tips or suggestions? I had my dose upped yesterday and hadn’t taken Vyvanse in a few weeks. I’ve never had this trouble with it, but it’s making me extremely nauseated. I’ve heard making sure you drink enough water helps.. can anyone validate? And obviously trying to eat, but every time I eat something it just makes me feel more sick.",4.122857142857144,6.802009222222225,5.1380952380952385,76.54500000000003,74.83333333333333,7.447619047619049,25.563492063492063,8.418075326091056,2.167965873015873,312,11,50,6,7,102,54,72,0.121,0.797,0.08199999999999999,-0.4459,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,3,15,12,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,2,6,1,5,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33257220503590884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329686182737659,0.0,0.4866891825037272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457269472855165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036978604489866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024664459049235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940269316355354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762310083924062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341794736155784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308196346478045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413826120399288,0.0,0.1788076330780264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867211002356453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146109002562192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907612211062737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,b4mbs,2019/07/19,"first day on elvanse (vyvanse)!! wondering what things i can do to see if it's working?? Hi! I (21, f) took my first dose ever of 30mg of elvanse this morning! It's been a good 6-7 hours and I'm not sure exactly what i'm supposed to be feeling? I've read a lot on it and I know it's a kind of flow-like drug that eases in and out, so it's not gonna be a case of flipping a switch lol. It's literally the first time I've been on a long-term medication for anything so I was a bit nervous about side effects, but all I've had is a slight wobbly feeling in my stomach and a bit of a headache. &#x200B; In terms of actual effects, what should I be looking for?? I haven't done a whole lot today because the weather is gross, but I did some sketches of my characters (i'm an illustration/animation student) and felt like I could have drawn for hours which was nice. I had to make myself stop to eat! Other than that, I had a quick phone call with a friend and found I was pretty invested in what she was saying whereas usually I have trouble listening to people talk for extended periods. &#x200B; What kind of things should I try to do to see a difference? Usually I have issues with things like finishing long-term projects, keeping my living space clean, remembering to brush my teeth/wash my face and stuff, but I was wondering if there's anything you guys found different while on elvanse/vyvanse to see if it it's the same for me!! Thank you for your time and help!!",3.727098707032482,4.5709028609271565,4.9834720908230885,84.94760485651216,71.71523178807945,8.268937243771681,29.943866288237142,8.563005593585519,2.1125747082939137,1152,47,245,19,21,383,159,302,0.048,0.812,0.14,0.9782,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,0,6,6,12,0,1,18,1,27,6,2,3,4,44,48,17,0,6,8,0,3,2,1,3,3,2,1,1,22,11,1,2,11,1,1,1,3,3,0,3,16,10,27,9,36,25,9,30,0,0,4,0,13,11,0,8,20,161,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.09471994982291024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033646876996132,0.23588549199925524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974993882037572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059168993322905726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119363505076825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911266011020876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749728649498297,0.0,0.0,0.06259791138023947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028213445012908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932963443137684,0.0,0.0,0.11256281514555172,0.09932016663577264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779946993861906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815641857237102,0.0,0.09319615738628248,0.0,0.0,0.2476864262208004,0.0,0.21285018030052005,0.07499099984832469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141223751057791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610810034234167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650596011431745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117594144507227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130904980092048,0.0,0.0862744761928456,0.0,0.20215334493292494,0.05334354731679445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484062183624968,0.0,0.08570882652707007,0.17179624156387352,0.08150887276490107,0.0,0.0,0.16503979049175302,0.0,0.0,0.06479062313422672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977812392579856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729159198988201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874844881304824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708974154726534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995399554631273,0.0,0.0,0.07718877099760725,0.0,0.0,0.2320410676775285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114941114122509,0.0,0.0,0.11111445640452584,0.0,0.0,0.09148117629288964,0.0,0.0,0.0780159443391321,0.0,0.08936300669982092,0.0,0.0,0.19345397904868267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319698543058658,0.0,0.09200482476907633,0.0,0.10784109192287022,0.06589972797028604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138034089190168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836790326930404,0.0,0.0,0.2105223959236768,0.0706633656693443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588549199925524,0.0 adhd,RedPianist,2019/07/19,"Name one positive you have with ADHD Look, sometimes we cannot always just focus on the negative sides of everything. ADHD is a disorder, not an illness. That means we are just simply different from the norm. So why don't you guys name a positive for being different. I will start: My positive directly comes from taking medication. Since I know I have a time frame, I force myself to be more productive and get as much does in that time frame. This ultimately taught me to he more productive even when off medications. Your turn",4.344342403628119,6.861353683673471,5.3934013605442175,75.78890022675739,73.38775510204081,10.069841269841273,27.21541950113379,10.25414643259724,3.358275283446712,423,16,74,14,9,139,75,98,0.062,0.81,0.127,0.7689,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,0,0,12,18,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,12,0,11,14,3,9,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0,4,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425887029747686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321497682260865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861590083724625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847635318561902,0.2110345333387076,0.0,0.16113768058235506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161935632568414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548856345794444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962028786333216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232248789511976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119571841817177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462692962495658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005768730662358,0.0,0.37099305360278056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536032886530644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477456496126148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152318281423591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211411167915775,0.0,0.13033162084103225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384465192452526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147410669071322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028588152332805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661530952767872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jephrii,2019/07/19,"Methylphenidate dosage increase or Vyvanse? I've been taking Ritalin LA for a couple weeks now but have noticed the effects have started to wana and I cannot focus as well as I used to, my Psychiatrist has given me the option to either increase the dosage of my Ritalin or going with Vyvanse. I'm not sure which to choose, also what is the difference? I know what amphetamines but does that mean the effects are more than Ritalin?",5.4974074074074055,7.196536950617283,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,68.38271604938272,8.362962962962964,32.01851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.8355333333333332,347,15,59,6,6,111,57,81,0.065,0.877,0.057999999999999996,-0.1541,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,0,7,3,0,3,1,16,15,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,6,2,10,13,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413229969698933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33389949574214256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152823343256809,0.0,0.0,0.2640783747708157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150116597511886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658432761167731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287127781938787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435637809859362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359226773377535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28441186877447033,0.0,0.22689126257019146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26062983775317583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205932130060054,0.0,0.2713248143425387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,demitasse_cup,2019/07/19,"Need Help Getting Around the ""Wall of Awful"" at Work Hey there ADHD-ers, &#x200B; Although I'm undiagnosed, I strongly suspect that I land somewhere on the ADHD spectrum (particularly anxious presenting) and have found this reddit and other resources really helpful. However, I have one issue that I feel like is affecting my performance at work that I just can't seem to get around. I discovered the term ""wall of awful"" on Jessica McCabe ""How to ADHD"" youtube channel, and it seems to best describe what I'm going through. I have a hard time getting started on projects at work, and usually once I get started I can get into a groove and get what I need done. Unless, I hit a snag. If I come across a problem that I know is more complicated than asking a question or that I or someone else can fairly easily fix, I start procrastinating and will waste hours doing everything else in the world before actually facing the problem which causes to get behind on deadlines and generally hate myself for being so slow/incompetent/whatever bad thing my brain wants to call me for not being the model employee I want to be. Does anyone else experience this? What do you to break through the ""wall of awful""? I'm so tired of feeling my work piling up because I'm not managing my time well enough to be able to get through projects fast enough.",7.6837005163511165,7.778869891566262,7.885384394721742,70.20659638554217,62.93574297188755,10.487779690189328,36.661216293746406,10.125756701596842,3.814996328169823,1069,47,180,21,14,349,149,249,0.124,0.789,0.087,-0.8813,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,7,8,8,1,0,12,3,16,3,2,3,0,36,46,15,0,7,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,8,1,0,2,3,4,1,1,2,3,23,4,34,38,5,31,0,0,0,0,7,18,0,6,11,123,37,8,0.09693403160116623,0.0,0.09459363194057482,0.0,0.34948760654226585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502798274125301,0.11778545835389563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950786453418587,0.0,0.067778528724031,0.09932037050927836,0.0,0.17258367866632487,0.09062023441467756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809358674497689,0.05909008595491786,0.0,0.08248372136381284,0.0,0.1017262858109225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821043727589512,0.09898048413924213,0.0,0.0,0.09957795216229776,0.0,0.08350008509866975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482762428109225,0.09919716910492786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292783529853754,0.0,0.0,0.20031753348794185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711805726068889,0.09482008308829667,0.0,0.0,0.0980255178386304,0.06924969154420849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628316237221247,0.0,0.0,0.4051522456559691,0.0,0.05508984400457763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683385253046404,0.09570228789160401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994567620113975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546049525341917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117394473956652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053272408724070165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735707151326805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375071237122036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323158007068577,0.06568500848540597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855055540307955,0.0,0.0,0.10858829978860077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209842278144356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649020356416475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213189041284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583121945208416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439866337831959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304602669894577,0.11141140975344416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675914107185223,0.0,0.11434840662505245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715533571865026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822765179375738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778545835389563,0.0 adhd,420cat_lover,2019/07/19,"I have a story that’s slightly funny but also big sad and I need moral support please help So I took AP Chemistry this last school year and I worked my ass off in that class like I put everything into it. It was very challenging especially since I have adhd. Well I’m studying for the ap exam and I’m feeling alright about it, then the night before my mom tells me I’m out of vyvanse and I’d need to pick it up the next day. Well my exam was the next morning at 7:30am and the pharmacy didn’t open til 9am. Literally a full freak out fest. If I didn’t take it the next day I’d have to wait until finals week, and then reschedule one of my finals and that would suck. So I asked my friend (who also has adhd) if he had any vyvanse I could use. He did but it was 10mg higher than my prescription. I took it though cause like what other option is there. Well I take the exam and I thought I did ok but we got the results back and I got a 2. In other words, I failed it. After everything I did, I failed it. Idk why I’m saying this but I guess I just need some love so thanks for tuning in to the nightmare that is my life ¯\_(ツ)_/¯",0.03679720704311151,2.0830182049180337,2.104116575591984,96.0730631451123,86.21311475409836,4.762355798421372,17.643594414086216,6.037888025583468,-0.4265483910139651,878,21,204,7,27,293,134,244,0.102,0.706,0.193,0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,4,13,17,1,0,12,2,17,3,1,4,0,37,40,25,0,7,7,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,19,14,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,3,1,14,2,28,12,21,24,2,32,1,3,0,2,11,12,2,5,19,129,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27556773642448634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336693249099054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779641480237956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717982156352517,0.0,0.0,0.08815675642155267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975564739461444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777443761155927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153660187163194,0.0,0.0,0.1478761476991747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607534051245546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796915875619756,0.0,0.0,0.2511811959338449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857627934516261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338796180737926,0.0,0.12629701161016352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684572037442204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345291432151882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097883314775657,0.11202183502056948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034737341904494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342736227190333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550287328391897,0.0,0.0,0.3657863593722211,0.10758879721623857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776880299895161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258483923685602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525228005442195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117219607716147,0.0,0.11602926660912324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483749527687277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301004851834042,0.0,0.0,0.172401119449442,0.0,0.10020686109123328,0.1055519017025589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264046614942448,0.0910172113792386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254754909318919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901852385495333,0.0,0.0945960931580678,0.0,0.0,0.09196321068662933,0.0,0.30924528250131345,0.0,0.10345142579917248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346465615416171,0.0,0.0,0.08144220747518285,0.0,0.0,0.0738291521512065 adhd,AddyCam,2019/07/19,"I dont have ADHD but im speaking for my flat mate. Hi. I never post just look around reddit sometimes. But Im saying something for my friend And flat mate Cass who had a terrible time on reedit yesterday. Sorry for my bad English Im Italian and not great at spelling. She put on something about a really bad job interview she had this year. Cass sent an email to the company. I remember she was quite badly upset about the job interview when it happened and we had to have her mum stay over that week while she got better. When Cass said she was going to put the email she sent to the company people on Reddit yesterday I thought that was great. She showed me the email and it was a great story. Then Cass was very proud of all the nice comments and all the likes. She has bad ADHD and is fast to get quite upset over small things. I love with Cass so Inknow! A girl comments calling Cass names over something quite small with the ladys haircut she described in the email. She showed me what the girl said back and the girl said my friend was making other people sick with the things in the email and that Cass was hurting women. Cass is a woman, and likes to help people. She helped me when I went to Uni in Dundee with very little English, and helped me with my own troubles. She does not say hurtful things to anyone, but Cass does says them to herself. It was only a small thing the girl said but Cass has an attack and cancelled her reddit even though most comments said were great. She didnt stop talking about it for a long time. It took a long time to get Cass to calm down and today shes been quiet but is still is talking badly. My friend Cass is a very nice person but is also very sick. It is tough sometimes which is why her mum comes over here. I think if you guys are talking about stuff then maybe its better to say positive things or nothing. When I saw the comments It seems almost everybody was really nice. Just a few bad comments from that girl, but that’s all it is to hurt Cass. Thank you Adela Campagna",2.35808547008547,4.564573355555557,2.7948148148148166,93.52128205128206,78.4074074074074,5.33903133903134,20.261158594491924,6.297961479604792,0.05118423551756912,1599,40,330,12,39,492,177,405,0.17800000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.141,-0.9674,4,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,1,6,18,33,1,2,27,0,31,3,0,1,4,46,54,31,0,1,13,2,0,2,5,0,2,11,0,9,25,20,0,1,4,2,0,8,5,15,0,0,27,13,40,18,41,27,6,49,0,3,2,1,73,17,0,5,24,209,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110550717608113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711729597718724,0.0,0.0,0.05360101846752019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046866444079811866,0.0,0.0,0.059667740489295865,0.0,0.07625224978148401,0.0,0.05153919373353201,0.33578565754916856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855887560592555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844148747743146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773734164207156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731057562432913,0.0,0.07855448646409008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044270330335103185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535337982046124,0.0,0.07003709516238521,0.0,0.038092669492996716,0.0,0.05360716566516808,0.2955875392615647,0.0,0.06636671176765825,0.059271258002828425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477922614455046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152595653213424,0.0,0.2172001653743548,0.0,0.1330267952652551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654914642038642,0.0671780996224072,0.0,0.11863257733764075,0.0562853271058954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049397742439806,0.0,0.04474066801320182,0.0,0.06733706620656338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169492124169653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431367523188546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097662663035453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940307863972545,0.05852490056601284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419280004261878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347601665730959,0.0,0.21387260263848812,0.0,0.0,0.08587770532998237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592788853521437,0.0,0.3187874584674301,0.21320845582216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101835206288475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480068038430045,0.1325817226187303,0.07503061010652091,0.0,0.07144126504308344,0.05352740018298969,0.05603710363789363,0.0,0.0,0.07672923588284006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161993649215114,0.0,0.06170893907186582,0.0,0.0,0.22264693648953154,0.04294783523364597,0.06585313528721473,0.05321150505956639,0.11725096550050865,0.0,0.0635332262830409,0.0,0.07446883913906195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121532459272533,0.0,0.0,0.05376456580674559,0.0,0.0,0.06213417978426501,0.060480935241965614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043162828696963834 adhd,olivialikesfries,2019/07/19,"ADHD and pregnancy I am in my early 20s, and have been on medication for ADHD since I was 13. As I get older, I worry that I won’t be able to handle going off my medication for 9 months if I want to have a child of my own one day. I’m not planning on getting pregnant any time soon, but it is something that I may want someday in the future. Can anyone out there share their experiences of going off of medication for pregnancy? Were you still able to work your job everyday? How did it affect your emotional stability?",4.371714285714287,5.074131695238098,6.4428571428571475,75.58714285714288,70.14285714285714,9.428571428571429,28.333333333333336,9.606745405546679,2.5294761904761907,408,14,80,9,7,144,75,105,0.02,0.9009999999999999,0.079,0.598,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,2,0,11,19,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,14,1,17,12,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,9,60,18,2,0.35260210275361137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237592065366618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198907605568835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232737943262841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369959311596012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983149533261295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724562577659429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422004557365854,0.0,0.200391900713524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495158979297998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328142843524747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072181719882434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946615511999555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583805154368926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572516263993098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079424736686916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028025608333142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079738558095492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834926513770234,0.17904227552983232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd-throwaway66,2019/07/19,"ADHD is the ultimate rollercoaster ride of curiosity and novel distractions TL;DR: Accomplishing basic tasks is hard because of novelty and distraction. There was a post a few weeks back about how people with [ADHD are intellectual tourists](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/cb9rng/having_adhd_is_like_permanently_living_as_an/) that resonated a lot. Left to our own devices, we end up on a wild rollercoaster ride of distractions that make accomplishing the most simple tasks difficult. Here's an example of what I got up to today that's pretty stereotypical of an average day for me trying to accomplish a certain task. I was going to go for a run this afternoon and realized I had lost my earphones. After a brief search and unable to locate them in any of the places that are usual suspects for where I forget things around the house, I gathered they were probably lost in one of the unkempt corners of my bedroom, and decided it was time to tackle those tangles. While I'm usually pretty clean, I have some spots I've neglected to organize. A desk filled with piles upon piles of half-read books, abandoned boxes of dust-riddled drawing and painting equipment, strange trinkets and useless products I'd bought and promised to find a place for but ""temporarily"" left on the desk they now call home. I also have a pile of laundry near that desk I've neglected for a while that included some clothes I should probably throw away. Armed with some cleaning tools, a laundry basket, a rubbish bag and a determination to find my earphones, I got to work on organizing the clothes. A few minutes in, I found a really nice pair of old jeans but noticed they had a small tear on the crotch area. Figuring it would be fairly easy to repair these, I ended up googling how to repair holes in denim and learning about different types of stitches on a short tangent. I haven't gone for a run, as initially planned, I haven't cleaned my room - which looks worse, the floor now scattered with clothes and cleaning equipment, and I'm watching a video on blanket stitches - what does my brain do? Do I remember to stay focused on the task and continue cleaning? At the speed of lightning, I Ctrl+t into a new tab and scan reddit's headlines, a now innate and involuntary reflex when I'm on my computer in my perpetual dopamine-deprived search for novelty. I find an article about co-ops in the economy, and wanting to read up more about them I remember I wanted to learn more about economic theory in general, which leads me down that rabbit hole. A few hours and many articles later, I'm three chapters deep into Adam Smith's ""Wealth of Nations"", and after reading a particular passage on ploughs, I'm down a new rabbit hole. I'm learning about horse-drawn ploughs on a particular Irish farm, comparing them with the efficency of modern ploughs, which leads me down more rabbit holes. This happens to me every single day. If I'm reading an article, even if I'm really enjoying it, I usually end up with 5+ tabs open and often forget to return to the original article entirely. I didn't go for a run, I didn't find my earphones, I didn't clean my room, I didn't finish reading Wealth of Nations. I have some layman-level knowledge on the division of labor, basic sitches, co-ops, and horse-drawn ploughs among other various things I googled along the way I won't bore you with to illustrate this point. This is an example of how it's difficult to gain a nuanced understanding of any one particular topic for us ADHD-folk. I'm a jack-of-all-trades type with so many skills and interests that I'm proficient at but can't commit to mastering. One strategy I've found that helps with general tasks is comitting to and completing them in their entirety as soon as they comes up, but that's not always feasible or easy, especially being unmedicated (stimulants haven't worked for me). Anyway, enough ranting. Kudos to the champions, if there are any, who made it down this far without falling down a multitude of rabbit holes.",11.111212307152877,8.757230035326089,10.37533309957924,62.96356591865359,57.75,13.844600280504912,43.98650070126227,12.306276458036287,5.433333678120617,3230,149,538,80,31,1042,352,736,0.055,0.835,0.11,0.9926,2,0,0,0,0,0,103.0,3,1,9,13,25,19,0,3,52,0,31,3,3,9,2,94,60,41,0,7,10,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,10,0,31,38,0,3,17,7,3,16,11,12,0,4,19,4,53,7,115,36,16,109,0,6,3,0,17,57,0,11,33,353,84,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620294379259033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022496352915899,0.06266351984144689,0.0,0.0,0.15363908554926858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704140327133258,0.0,0.0,0.07075573500507294,0.057908341141037774,0.0,0.04590795969183768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407028543651114,0.07689939865055698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648724482123674,0.0789605564087853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713676812969428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868237724778923,0.0,0.0,0.06590383299191374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001055373364646,0.07781482379251314,0.0,0.04974120093391501,0.0,0.06345148453055457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753259995827406,0.0,0.0,0.16514591425123787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840033808317505,0.0,0.12046374077920373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659592398809991,0.0,0.0674625013220809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047835663770957,0.0,0.07554154827502188,0.0,0.07416466734538735,0.08689702807214718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364793960855906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324099558357067,0.0,0.16441838608968773,0.0640254263588395,0.0,0.07125965038813467,0.050269662338562435,0.15270398379887146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546872912383485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574034153238752,0.07902463029305072,0.0,0.15309495695470726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221011072154205,0.0,0.15736475449557846,0.0,0.07119180028069419,0.0,0.07212566387603138,0.153233629749315,0.16239271259601315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37664929645822703,0.0,0.09649036192474662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062191908350466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026988487735233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006454364732796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391356310580631,0.0,0.07138458083785294,0.0,0.0,0.05113019312079094,0.0,0.0,0.07839982406695647,0.09058803119914456,0.0,0.2488282560022527,0.0,0.08883896439368562,0.05977715944107954,0.06040872183864165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259565079074676,0.0,0.10965239598159633,0.0,0.07674679345584949,0.05349769348590788,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,All_i_do_is_lunk,2019/07/19,"Organizing yourself? So I need some help with coming up with a system for organizing myself. Currently I use two legal pads (one large and yellow, one small and white). The yellow pad is the general to do list, it gets any and everything put on it. The mini one is my daily one and contains my plan for the day. This has worked ok for a while. Got me through most of college while I was still undiagnosed. (Was talking to a college friend after I got on meds and he just laughed and said “yeah no shit you have adhd, it was like everyone but you knew it”). However now I am in grad school and working on a long term research project. My system is best for 1 month max time frame. I got a daily planner but have never been very good at using it. I need some advice on systems that are simple/easy to implement that will work for my longer term projects because having something I need to do in 2-3 months time on my master list (yellow pad) is pretty stressful [overwhelms the list when it’s 50-60 things]. Please share your systems for keeping yourself organized. If your a grad student or work in a laboratory I would love to hear your experiences.",3.3888439849624064,5.31396198214286,4.337359022556392,84.96421992481206,74.26785714285714,6.858646616541352,26.521616541353367,7.669130373188453,1.4888785714285715,900,33,175,12,19,291,139,224,0.051,0.804,0.146,0.9645,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,0,8,5,11,1,2,12,2,18,2,1,2,1,29,33,15,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,5,9,6,21,8,26,22,6,33,0,1,4,1,13,11,1,5,17,116,31,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344141316476068,0.1247632431389469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868238728102045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782993837167662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398779892593346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998133396213733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234028181503046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199962894108955,0.11474671119674185,0.12489136043548417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864195026563104,0.0,0.06670529793823662,0.0,0.0,0.10708834259810944,0.30634182777242963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389982395403886,0.0,0.0855783487784792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348405284661855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062375911251047675,0.0,0.0,0.11298900101639685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523232875970713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181895069421893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381909500515016,0.0,0.0,0.2840098022519177,0.09847139191955052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34606550860410296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401496083692422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989211500481848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834937029616547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144885419213584,0.0,0.0,0.1292146523971131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310572994129474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982910126139583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196200081648127,0.0,0.14625211435021365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262091340283457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482208006562934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889748676037598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247206336480272,0.0,0.0,0.22054167047173287,0.0,0.10534584637789624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717978005923748,0.0,0.0,0.09069717353993746,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ScottyFalcon,2019/07/19,"So my meds haven't kicked in yet. Just locked my keys in the car at the gas station with my engine running. I was already late for work. TGIF",-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,92.33333333333334,3.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.158,110,3,26,0,4,34,26,30,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.6166,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350320068381795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469196266871577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385469446733819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529686416468969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FlyingChainsaw,2019/07/19,"What does your medication do for you? How noticeable are the effects? What has been your experience with addiction? So I've been on Dextroamphetamine (5mg, 2-3 times per day) for about a month now, and while I'm very excited to see how this will impact my life, it is currently the summer holiday so I don't have a lot of work to do to compare my performance on (and as such very little of substance to talk about with the doc, who I'd normally discuss this with). I've been trying to ascertain what exactly it does for me, if it's actually helping me fix my symptoms, etc. I thought it would be interesting to see what everyone else's experiences with this has been and compare notes. So I'll go first: - What I notice the strongest is the dopamine hit. It varies but occasionally it'll be so strong that it's almost comparable to a low dose of XTC and even sensations such as rubbing my arms become abnormally pleasant (even though I've been told 2x5mg is a relatively low dose). - The increased alertness. Holy crap, it's like it's almost impossible to doze off during the day now, this is a friggin' godsend (though it does mean I have to be more conscious of my sleep, since my body won't be punishing me for a bad sleep schedule as strongly). - I've attended two lectures while on dex, and I *did* feel like I was much better at keeping my mind on the lecture -though this was also the first time I brought a notepad instead of a laptop so not exactly a controlled experiment. Maybe the dex reduced my need for stimulation enough to actually do that in the first place though. Hmm. - I feel more... Conscious? I don't know how else to describe it, but it kinda feels like my mind is more in tune with itself and mental resources are being spent in a more focused manner. Like there's less clutter. - Speaking of focus. In my day-to-day of free time at home I can't say I've been feeling much more undistractable. On the other hand I *do* feel like whenever I get distracted it's a much more conscious event. The previous thing I was doing remains in the back of my mind and accessible for when I want to jump back. This one I find particularly interesting because I haven't been doing anything I would *need* to keep my focus on so I'm curious to see how that will go. - Lastly I've had two occasions where it just went tits up and instead of becoming *more* focused I end up with a scattered mind and body for four hours. Thankfully that's very rare but it's an odd occurrence. Obviously it's hard to judge the real-life impact of all these right now, but I *am* quite concerned about the dopamine. Taking my meds has been a pleasant experience and I've noticed that I'm starting to judge how effective a dosage has been based on whether or not I 'feel' a change in my mind, which I've mostly ascribed to the dopamine. I'm uncertain of whether or not my drive to continue using my medication even when I don't really have a functional need for it (like now), is simply because it puts my mind in a better, more useable state, or because that's something I want to believe in order to justify an addiction to the dopamine rush. As such I'm *very* curious about other people's experiences with medication, and particularly any risks of addiction.",4.259324395373291,5.784602591482653,5.344215299684546,80.27270570452156,71.19242902208201,8.690273396424816,30.716219768664565,9.188382445141503,2.678606834910621,2569,111,499,54,48,848,271,634,0.044000000000000004,0.795,0.161,0.9975,1,0,1,0,0,0,81.0,0,3,0,13,39,25,2,3,37,0,52,18,8,10,4,81,88,45,0,9,14,0,9,6,0,6,10,2,1,0,42,18,0,3,15,1,2,10,9,8,0,7,19,14,45,18,76,57,18,66,0,2,3,1,10,26,2,10,34,336,87,4,0.0,0.0,0.1190401496757628,0.19947313068027625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215075311911446,0.0,0.0,0.04877583846632153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147712609371244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050191793448543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379923964521306,0.05092635507118917,0.11154174755938176,0.13472328573249434,0.0,0.06871788411968079,0.0,0.10788616952880208,0.0,0.13549827507189385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452218702415062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840849699764498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734097735536345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012536283738812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190314534955093,0.0,0.05402142673840026,0.06302176129589923,0.06802298083854756,0.12085530516089762,0.0,0.0,0.058281136618234,0.0,0.2983128105861825,0.0,0.0,0.18503844407124595,0.130719586677912,0.0,0.0,0.055746220895278135,0.15564107300048052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031866167266587524,0.0,0.0693271115759581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463747712236716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040882119724559234,0.0,0.0611806490239605,0.0,0.0600655213779521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842622465906653,0.0,0.0,0.033519991663316116,0.04971718936703433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308094628785096,0.17878770797235258,0.06113070664212291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185381062628814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127536300597621,0.06643892862394983,0.06774913753594691,0.18433117909977176,0.06146629383715271,0.0,0.3695114268292439,0.0,0.048683789551261424,0.0,0.13450995257603826,0.13567593794858482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597598939559386,0.0,0.2083217724128379,0.0,0.0,0.04133023059347477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228465701983728,0.0,0.06372438766071152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131450767532407,0.0,0.0648732419452557,0.0,0.06942304319936812,0.039073484075417136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208743073934652,0.0,0.04850384142951095,0.0,0.0,0.1458098504005738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050453789975491437,0.0,0.1220734921733152,0.0,0.0,0.046955158669087546,0.0,0.0,0.04317094549400803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339476679429569,0.0458589181781298,0.04902362020139065,0.0,0.05615388158941929,0.0,0.0,0.04052083829644127,0.0,0.2397000639990717,0.048421389173938525,0.10669599788926612,0.0,0.0,0.058281136618234,0.0,0.041410038201252684,0.0,0.11916200650517272,0.0,0.0,0.05267810786942307,0.0,0.2013014537242028,0.07195014696328886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056540842003424366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440341048321225,0.0,0.0,0.08665492522966957,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Iris-w8012,2019/07/19,"Is it OK to put an ADHD boy on medicine? My eldest son, who is 11 years old now, was diagnosed ADHD few years ago. But there aren’t really much resources available here to help us to deal with it (in China). Hospital basically can only give him some medicine to help to control it, but the doctor didn’t really recommend it, concerning he didn’t seem to have obvious severe problem back then. Except for some weird behaviors, generally speaking it wasn’t a big deal then. But his problem in concentration are becoming an increasingly big problem for him now, especially when he needs to study very hard to get into middle school. Some suggest to give him some treatment which basically equals to medicine. I’m not sure if this is a good idea. Are there any negative effects of those medicines? The whole family suffer, my son suffers, I really want to do something to improve the situation, but what should I do?",6.54104895104895,7.601985633136095,7.019569661108125,72.10008068854223,65.44970414201183,10.64249596557289,34.298547606239914,10.637119530657019,3.8871136094674568,728,32,126,19,11,238,109,169,0.17800000000000002,0.726,0.096,-0.9591,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,7,1,15,2,0,2,2,26,22,8,0,7,7,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,4,2,9,3,21,17,9,19,0,2,0,0,19,7,0,6,10,86,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307463913500039,0.0,0.1219775904795918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357539800605123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580893626326188,0.0,0.0,0.1519727410069064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433451968411036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28372724044552344,0.0,0.1396651028074119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084346361787026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972074842492073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189237938426879,0.26400447617776346,0.0,0.11541565650189127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326610229022275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446604115788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533809932623546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011547289915851,0.10203157811768547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144392187811778,0.0,0.0,0.1046539972265422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950051609861865,0.0,0.13832996640848005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644578230115993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392625338506245,0.0,0.12526945915551854,0.0,0.15545328507126965,0.0,0.0,0.1546725942132781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059342359200538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296900852041717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552059738717104,0.0,0.0,0.113537661751681,0.08116236915103263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536298851623516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722485198940094 adhd,RaxDomina,2019/07/19,"Question about your ADHD diagnosis & medication Hey everyone, I have some questions about ADHD diagnosis & medication for it. &#x200B; Right now I have an appointment to see a doctor about ADHD. I was diagnosed with it as a kid but my parents refused to put me on any medication. Well 20 years later I've finally found the courage to at least see a doctor about it. &#x200B; Do I just go into my GP's office & say ""Hey, I think I have ADHD.""? Will he diagnosis me or send me to specialist? How do they do the diagnosis? I'm really nervous because I've been brought up to blame myself for everything so blaming a condition I may have makes me feel... embarrassed? I don't like talking about it but I know I need to if I want help... &#x200B; The last thing is about medication, price specifically. I've read Adderall can run $300 a month even with a prescription. Is that common? I'm trying to plan ahead for myself but that seems like a lot... &#x200B; Lastly, how much do you take? How often do you have to do a tolerance break? Are the withdraws really bad? I have to perform at work consistently, I'm concerned that during those breaks that I'd be very unproductive at work which, you know, leads to coaching, write-ups, and most importantly, poor performance marks that prevent me from promoting.. &#x200B; Anyway, thanks for your time.",3.9887076343717887,6.358930972440947,5.162625813077714,77.71878295104416,73.92125984251969,8.511879493324205,28.76001369394043,9.20300075937882,2.7782018486819577,1073,45,192,26,23,354,148,254,0.13,0.794,0.075,-0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,5,1,8,16,8,0,2,13,0,22,7,0,5,0,32,40,11,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,2,7,1,0,1,12,4,0,2,8,2,2,6,1,3,1,0,4,4,27,5,31,33,5,25,0,0,2,0,18,7,0,10,12,126,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162369344993941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702129633841371,0.3996720296496838,0.044735177440952616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054926648615511456,0.040101137977182566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676907915469861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134664825811082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043449518889342766,0.0,0.0,0.0628591523478848,0.059122155232272475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03326221947900662,0.0,0.0,0.07206283692410569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212844066923672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037386397394217535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409343299022992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230601134175559,0.10724500454417348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427719399148417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055926956320828565,0.0,0.0,0.043911136087006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650806611270444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052507928325434806,0.0,0.04835859474663847,0.04877778613754773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304502305336064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613079639035248,0.147385617135591,0.0,0.06580151027258818,0.0,0.08428545600776312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617892742383673,0.0,0.05231384517853389,0.0,0.0,0.1048421968865586,0.059887017342869324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049461161733183684,0.052874452862333964,0.0,0.06056480025219777,0.0,0.0,0.043703772704788216,0.042151544027694506,0.0,0.0,0.03835900930898376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466281975718865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427844874743528,0.03880093553291378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914745403768335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578264619693963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996720296496838,0.042362551320271835 adhd,jpgjordan,2019/07/19,"Learning to drive and stuff So, as someone with ADD, I've always had many difficulties with learning new skills (focus, forgetting things, making careless mistakes etc) which coupled with my mental illness (medicated), can make my learning experience less dependant on the effort I put in and more dependant on if I'm having a ""good day"". Have many of you had this problem particularly with driving? If so, how do you deal with it? I'm only just now coming to the acceptance that I'm not always going to be operating at my 100 percent and yeah, that's what I'm working with.",5.374042056074764,7.100071392523365,6.499147196261685,72.28928154205609,68.7196261682243,8.714485981308412,33.00116822429907,9.188382445141503,3.211767289719626,457,21,76,9,8,153,76,107,0.11900000000000001,0.809,0.07200000000000001,-0.6468,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,1,7,2,0,5,0,27,15,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,15,12,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,3,53,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410975880369505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656074595936372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679186150757966,0.0,0.1321866270941117,0.21131176686049236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859215833207056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049685676626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164873537642438,0.17191642410141456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27363385616545444,0.4156083211509711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064824836100787,0.2065583219038479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795820903648614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588648469726174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612554263016008,0.0,0.2060482424290936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366770131083176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346379438171887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617083181922654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921826880468572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cloudormouse,2019/07/19,"I finished uni after six long years! Idk why I’m even posting this I’m just really pleased that I finally did it! Despite writing every essay or assignment the night before, despite starting a physics degree and realising I was too disorganised and not single minded enough to do it so changing to environmental science, I did it! (I can highly recommend, it meant each time I struggled with motivation because I was bored with a subject there were other topics to just direct my brain at. Bored of geology? Look over here there’s physics goin on! Or ecology! Or philosophical questions about consumption!) I never got a hold on my brain enough to stay organised and I ended up starting the final project I was meant to spend the whole year working on two weeks before, but then I just frickin stayed up late the whole time and ended up getting an award for best project at my graduation. I’m extremely relieved and terrified about the next step at the same time but I just wanted to celebrate for a moment before I get back into the struggling bit!",4.766810187992721,7.186878907216498,5.465742874469375,76.20154335961189,71.78350515463917,8.069860521528199,31.514857489387524,8.841846274778883,2.976242935112189,844,39,140,17,17,273,121,194,0.077,0.794,0.13,0.9288,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,13,7,0,2,12,0,8,2,2,1,1,29,20,12,0,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,9,1,16,3,25,11,9,39,0,0,1,0,2,13,0,4,22,102,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452953489794168,0.0,0.07494012075416705,0.0,0.31382625051382673,0.0,0.1290128457142475,0.0,0.13421333376897834,0.0,0.0,0.27447254832236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004907828807194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776809123056973,0.25404972604399945,0.0,0.0811975010317794,0.0,0.1035781582250618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693388753233456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845707415472687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832246239095313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988772580249408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867619343584986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879373101421967,0.10323455621769148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412944728110008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481515925197637,0.0,0.13074291684886988,0.11536630173241658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349458678058308,0.0,0.0,0.11773788242009955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771549266074756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875539909410795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402825072308512,0.2620650059820193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570370023704692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505340755624813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200897693312415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251033114984691,0.0,0.09861115457060032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092984318254552,0.27450538874500896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949824661131257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833240010306635 adhd,siriously1234,2019/07/19,"What convinced you to get diagnosed? How can your partner help you complete tasks? Hello! I've been doing some research into ADHD and have begun to suspsect that my partner has it. His school teachers wanted him to get tested years ago but his parents never let them so now we're closing in on 30 with no proper diagnosis or treatment. I've brought this up a few times and he seems to think it could be a possibility but hasn't taken any steps to be evaluated. My question is: What convinced you to get diagnosed? How has your life changed since then? Also, is there anything your partner can do to help you manage your ADHD? As is typical, he has a really hard time following through on tasks. As we get older and start planning a life together, those tasks are becoming more and more critical and sometimes dangerous. For example, his car has been making weird noises for months. He finally brought it in and his front brakes needed to be changed so badly they've stopped working (and are now going to cost several hundred dollars). He figured this out a week ago and hasn't take then car back since, even though he's been off work the past 3 days. Yesterday he took an hour and a half bike ride and went for a swim instead. I've tried to explain to him how dangerous it is to drive around without front brakes (he has an engineering degree, he knows this) and he response was ""I'll just go slow and 20 mins out of the way on a backroad to get to work if I don't fix it by next week"". This logic is baffling to me and sadly this is just one example. Is there any way your partner has been able to get through to your or help you complete these types of things? I love this man and really want to be together. He's wonderful in many other ways but the thought of him forgetting to pick up our kids someday or driving them (or me or himself) around in a car with problems but he won't get them fixed is starting to grind on me. I don't want to nag but these things need to get done. Should I accept that l'll just have to do everything? How can I get through to him without becoming his mother and ruining our otherwise fun and awesome relationship? Thank you in advance for reading this wall of text.",4.957873828062926,5.822858032258067,5.4179802955665055,82.87357142857145,68.90783410138249,8.566852057842048,31.555378992531384,8.74248658614541,2.4354372477355786,1742,72,344,28,29,558,217,434,0.079,0.815,0.106,0.9286,1,0,0,1,0,0,39.0,3,12,3,5,20,14,3,0,14,0,42,5,0,6,1,71,76,39,0,9,16,2,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,6,22,25,0,3,10,3,2,18,9,8,0,2,12,1,38,6,59,56,4,67,0,2,0,1,55,19,0,10,27,230,60,9,0.08793823122020396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136932987691587,0.0,0.15590387217491186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032417173558925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119602025520358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236567147133158,0.15656733954734287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761907170526928,0.07342474988649833,0.0,0.1942417348535496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605397687525896,0.0,0.18440312467904094,0.0,0.0,0.07021152203033322,0.0,0.0,0.05671288418867495,0.0,0.0,0.17851090720656396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999134204002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808237235573365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903321193083708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633203391494974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41349686666320573,0.0,0.09995464667955127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877538234438985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682942818563369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660144394416541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832855209519759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992279942010806,0.1242267467065855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936768701400844,0.0,0.058699452191042535,0.08915556400612101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701914571803032,0.0,0.0,0.1304101683769988,0.06782338513701411,0.0,0.09352330654016887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059589221334122186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764499898200404,0.0,0.08394699211795396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991371427387429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414501096019547,0.0,0.0,0.09851094457628967,0.0,0.08796202855446415,0.0,0.1126709654135311,0.0,0.0,0.09441275036617623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899818479294641,0.0,0.08005566297388819,0.0,0.09934517065647508,0.0,0.14548682718792005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697315925153168,0.0,0.124486265346505,0.0,0.0,0.07352029891342775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611860582968572,0.0,0.0,0.08096170843359117,0.0,0.0,0.11684450665862155,0.05634726777575801,0.08639886568706337,0.06981313279309498,0.10255497961004688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770261055279622,0.05970428658141784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556047415240508,0.20940382426457646,0.1410774894650202,0.0,0.0,0.08151962135656754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953863362635505,0.09536526056451457,0.1920602390027624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056629337737647924 adhd,Topo224,2019/07/19,"Just spent an hour learning japanese, writing down things etc, heavy studying. Im over it now, i thought about going to japan in the future and stuff, changed my phone’s language so i could “learn faster” now i dont want anything to do with japanese lmao is that ADHD ? Because i havent been diagnosed yet...",2.8056497175141253,5.307675016949156,3.0450000000000017,90.74569209039551,78.4915254237288,5.967231638418079,28.47740112994349,7.1686216300943375,1.5662519774011292,242,11,47,3,6,74,50,59,0.023,0.905,0.07200000000000001,0.5687,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,7,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322132478582506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274770399937741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685082017544941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924246198380175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207056036403276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805690319203311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32397205458097306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082907636797185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710064384115818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27222631569735106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29859013363004583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31644441093450865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364676215825476,0.0,0.0,0.2194532915618272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630446466821868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trinketstone,2019/07/19,"I kinda disagree with the name RSD, and think it should be called ESD instead. Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria is something that can accompany the ADHD diagnosis, but I sorta think that there is more to it than just Rejection Sensitivity, but Emotional Sensitivity. I base this completely of my own experiences, and I am pulling this out of my ""down under"", but I think this sounds reasonable enough to share. I don't know about you, but I have more often than not had my emotions dictate how I should think or react to something. As an example, I have many times been lied straight to my face that I knew was a complete fib, and yet my emotions overrides my reason and tells me that it is true, so I can believe it even if I am completely aware its a lie. This happened more when I was younger yes, but it's hard for me to discern the truth if I am emotionally controlled at that point. I also believe that the RSD diagnosis can be applied to why we get so angry, so happy, so sad etc, as these are our emotions running rampant, its just that Rejection can be a very devastating one to overcome. What do you think, am I on to something here?",10.114337899543381,7.173900251141558,9.902739726027402,67.40515981735163,60.187214611872136,13.021004566210046,43.05479452054794,11.20814326018867,4.6588301369863006,901,41,171,18,9,297,124,219,0.151,0.7490000000000001,0.1,-0.9358,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,2,2,0,1,16,8,0,0,8,1,25,1,1,5,2,39,34,21,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,20,7,0,1,10,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,5,2,28,4,22,24,6,12,0,4,0,0,8,7,0,6,3,138,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208052134937534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788837313065682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476432278834064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222195325782143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345689616278453,0.0,0.12326413442564985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6181232648788735,0.0,0.113557864842234,0.12256947926227328,0.07258905562525204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750497964091944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741911747767401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718573617090108,0.11699243434218358,0.09845036245894548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039911618692486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142310364501108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447225598148376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389265746725518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599456343874755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25382316134047106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960589554310282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521029521534087,0.0,0.0,0.06408458209976513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906804364258766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991692164778168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ninnu,2019/07/19,"Possibly diagnosed soon. I am 26 and I had finally enough and visited psychiatrist. After describing the last 15 years of my life to her and answering the standard ADHD boilerplate questions(I took online test before that, pretty much identical questions), she made an appointment for an ADHD test behind a computer. The two visits took place yesterday and day before, I have yet to hear anything back and I assume I will know more in the next month as that's when my next appointment takes place. However, after coming home yesterday, I spent couple of hours reading about peoples experience living with ADHD, watched couple of lectures/public speeches on the topic. And of course in the midst of that I had the need to find out more exactly about the test I took, you can peek [here](https://www.nealps.com/add/why-a-20-min-test.php), if interested. I guess for a good 5-8(who can tell) hours I went into what the community seems to call hyperfocus. Well duh, as long as the subject interests me..and well the nature of myself by definition is interesting to me, no shit. Let's just say that during my research yesterday I finally came across people who seem to be describing the exact same problems I have. It feels good to know there are other explanations out there for my behavior other than ""has potential, but endlessly lazy/uncaring/..."" I have wanted to be psychologist, psychiatrist, video editor, business owner, to go study medicine, programmer, rapper, public speaker, drug counselor, professional gamer(in different times either 'e-sports' or poker), criminal mastermind and I guess bunch of other shit I can't even remember now. I have always taken the steps to begin all of these endeavours, but I always get bored. I have hit the lottery few times in regards with my undertakings, but even high amounts of money(which I spend impulsively anyways) has never been enough to keep my interest. Do couple of hours of work for couple hundred euros(very high pay where I am at) with the ability to cash out any time I want, with the ability to skip days whenever I want? Been there. Got bored. Drugs? Sure, got interested in (psycho)pharmacology, the subjective experience of taking drugs etc. After certain point(having tried around 50 different drugs) - bored. Sure I'll dabble here and there years later, but the passion is gone. I have had a lot of fun by my standards in my life so far, but social+work lives have always been lacking in quality and quantity. Everyone else seems to be marching to a different tune. I can be easily irritated about stupid stuff - i.e if I ask yes or no question, I expect yes or no for an answer. Don't give a fuck about your reasons. Of course I have learned throughout the years that my response isn't really appropriate so I have my own coping mechanisms to deal with these kind of situations without a huge blow back, but it is still there. In the background. I also feel always the need to speak out of turn because otherwise whatever relevant idea that popped into my head is gone if I do not get it out A S A P. No fucking idea where I am going with this. I guess I wanted to pop by and say hello earthlings. Based on my preliminary research I guess I am one of you, though I have no official diagnosis yet.",6.467914025678532,8.196783701365192,6.7862408581179965,71.25934015927194,66.08191126279863,10.427368763204942,32.72371201040143,10.556716374046252,3.859766422883148,2603,110,426,71,42,841,312,586,0.079,0.8170000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8988,4,0,4,0,0,0,106.0,0,3,0,2,31,24,5,0,32,3,41,13,3,2,7,86,86,30,0,12,16,0,2,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,18,26,0,1,18,3,4,13,11,9,2,2,18,9,55,15,81,61,15,76,0,0,1,3,22,27,4,17,36,298,73,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200308713842207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049241402035778266,0.2049409010929953,0.0,0.0,0.04187302372422328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067087225579865,0.054814689757812604,0.05756419232231887,0.0,0.0,0.0946945499093658,0.0,0.03753546980121601,0.0,0.104791359914603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287482770210888,0.07042524861034223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530412990939174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725256940420592,0.0,0.07942139557485331,0.06348098818460557,0.0,0.06249719785239553,0.0,0.19299790373372105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856292062011527,0.0,0.05143790354657138,0.0,0.0,0.12724660334099475,0.0686722576682252,0.08133924304473686,0.0,0.0,0.058837427906075525,0.0,0.12046407812048004,0.0,0.0,0.062268209719438514,0.0,0.0,0.13490452269428416,0.05627831650654374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384995193978482,0.06434065730297353,0.05906822695842425,0.06998883628516459,0.10329216067107673,0.09849409850735004,0.0,0.2713266493638478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319358192416165,0.0,0.06939935466263647,0.0,0.0,0.13011446366363227,0.061764616050195065,0.0,0.18191653365646995,0.0,0.0,0.13902106872027592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054730574476389515,0.0,0.0641207526764457,0.06767987748151012,0.05019173809593123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296447735035793,0.08698430464528407,0.0,0.0,0.1087434782690168,0.05449182312424805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234875332587448,0.0,0.05826363169140375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914847451723727,0.0,0.045264615028494055,0.09131397316344844,0.047490336431065205,0.0,0.13097114756999562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172472611188302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537652500618627,0.0,0.12866526915581405,0.0,0.0582081557853531,0.06941641517842859,0.0,0.06264378030079135,0.0,0.05891883561138449,0.0,0.0,0.13795589502408534,0.0,0.06159153396386155,0.0,0.039446439031995136,0.06330922259559864,0.0,0.0,0.06975232545918494,0.0,0.0,0.09793361759467503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816634971086447,0.0,0.0,0.126411440308523,0.0,0.06921273481049935,0.0,0.06276782660608532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491737714636475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070488495555256,0.0,0.0,0.11606717428441275,0.0,0.09259327970320183,0.0,0.05381915121451079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060496998055347924,0.0,0.10771440723262113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052358417073506,0.041805295480317736,0.06697577790178998,0.06014970171925117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080571715883634,0.14527381689600016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072640762032844,0.05708052224370111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059355978271458235,0.0,0.08965447877941693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895659420108888 adhd,casualsurferr,2019/07/19,ADHD is when you sit at the computer and put on sunglasses instead of headphones Almost did that just right now. But it was fun though when I thought about it :D,2.890520833333333,5.128537843750003,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,76.8125,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.4875291666666668,129,5,26,2,3,40,30,32,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.8091,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499777548859607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164192554001473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180496800783076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551383609241339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085759588912501,0.3301428490676573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItsTimmyD,2019/07/19,"Negative experience with dexamphetamine Alright, yesterday I got diagnosed with ADHD and my psychiatrist chose to prescribe me Dexamphetamine. Although I have only been on it for two days I have already noticed many effects of the drug, although mostly good! Recently I have been having some minor problems in my relationship, as well as my dad and step mum (who I live with), and it seems that after I take Dex I seem to over think or spend way too much time thinking about, for example, a small squabble with my dad, or overthinking what is happening in my relationship right now, unquestionably more than usual!! Has anyone else had a similar experience with Dex, and if so is it something that dies down after a while or maybe you just ""get used to it""? tldr: Does anyone else overthink negative experiences (minor) on Dex? This is my first post on Reddit, cheers guys!",10.760460829493084,9.227489451612904,10.022488479262671,62.64516129032261,57.70967741935484,13.502304147465436,41.49769585253456,12.28987398476788,5.221866359447006,695,30,112,18,7,223,105,155,0.073,0.8640000000000001,0.063,-0.5466,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,1,11,2,0,2,1,24,20,14,1,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,1,1,2,4,0,15,4,24,16,4,22,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,8,10,87,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648587616566671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137700496777093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183314263254012,0.2811058186258309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846710033823142,0.0,0.0,0.13923064013790187,0.1423669158423454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004354516273795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908048115769616,0.0,0.2291857070153835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40255302525600617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668174138586665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166874044772079,0.0,0.0,0.11505662770214732,0.10971208995139192,0.0,0.0,0.13582569719709114,0.12130418590221655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112882345521753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907482117116785,0.13781161852243864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008400623160316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617565919534024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432844521608303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137658305788033,0.0,0.0,0.13125880007816124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135444641688578,0.2945511369891081,0.0,0.11714745996959118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497595553558137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560470141211166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031391970244186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579354192318133,0.0,0.0,0.0799883642063036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400091143693085,0.0,0.0,0.11847592490764627,0.15107986203087134,0.0,0.0,0.10888383593630864,0.0,0.0,0.12333759866769507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thekamara,2019/07/19,I can't figure out if I suffer from mania I've been diagnosed with adhd from a young age. I was later diagnosed with major depression and later major depression with psychotic features. I have a family history of bipolar disorder. Whenever a doctor asks if I experience mania I'm not sure. How do I tell the difference between symptoms of adhd and mania?,3.7656493506493507,6.629594136363636,6.8598701298701314,62.67409090909092,77.33333333333333,10.438095238095238,30.640692640692638,10.290406445055957,4.7453965367965365,287,14,39,11,7,105,44,66,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.9389,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,1,1,12,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,9,5,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151487239450686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036289090845827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36919183521285703,0.4350662705478024,0.0,0.22392171458973487,0.2456325022014308,0.21936847220796954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096488282828168,0.2020444659956421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199670698918265,0.22276345678166665,0.0,0.0,0.18732757793594376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,outdoorminer,2019/07/19,Is seroquel going to work? Today I went to a psychiatrist. He gave next appointment at September. Until that time to see if I have bipolar disorder or ADHD they prescribed me Seroquel. What I read online are just very negative comments about this medicine. Have anyone tried? Does it work or does it make it worse?,3.3819548872180434,6.457645842105265,3.940100250626568,81.31736842105266,81.80701754385964,6.76591478696742,27.441102756892228,7.957251820313856,2.3347313283208018,251,11,41,5,7,79,46,57,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8842,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,6,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,27,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981927298439739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734916843403093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436769020381353,0.0,0.4342639975274563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101264819887402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562241929219865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26387906038674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24818773312611844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771998449157865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468111029552352,0.0,0.23518930560739526,0.0,0.0,0.1684575923050629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047254705313362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001027104847516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36126948658110863,0.0,0.25285607688129874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,foreignfellow,2019/07/19,LETS TALK ADHD AND ADDERALL If you got ADD or ADHD LETS have a discussion on adderall Ritalin modafinal etc,4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,6.0100000000000025,69.785,75.0,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,4.8165,88,5,13,3,2,30,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6801312722189841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155777059864798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226310760091246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786961429712131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274343378016194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rL5c7X5u-a3rPiU1w8gq,2019/07/19,Fidget toys that spin around your finger Anyone know any fidget toys that you can spin on your finger like you do with your keys? A way for it to not fall off and go flying is ideal. 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I suffer from ADD. Who's to say that's ""abnormal?"" While I do know that ADD is a neurobiology malfunction in the frontal lobe, maybe everyone's brain is supposed to be wired like this. I have begun to take great offense at people telling jokes about people with ADD, or when someone labels a person with an insensitive remark ""oh, that person is ADD."" WTF??? We are human beings like everyone else. Because we suffer from ADD, does thst make us any less of a person? NO. Some studies have shown people with ADD have higher iQ's than people without ADD. Albert Einstein suffered from ADD, I don't think I'd call him stupid. I'm 65 years old I wasn't diagnosed until I was in my 40's and that makes me angry, cheated and hurt. I spent all those years bring told I was stupid, if I'd just pay attention, if I would just apply myself, if I would talking and listen. Did the people, including, my family ever stop to think how they were humiliating me, scaring me, and destroying my self esteem? Did they they really l care? I don't believe it was done intentionally, however it didn't change the way I felt about myself or the way I was perceived by others. I grew up feeling,different, not in a good way . I felt broken and defective. When I address myself, I don't say I have ADD, I say ""I suffer from ADD"" because it's an uphill battle for me everyday. I wish in my lifetime the stigma could lifted for those who suffer from ADD & AD/HD. WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS AND WE HAVE FEELINGS TOO.",2.540380952380953,4.751434260317462,4.275793650793652,83.10892857142859,77.82539682539681,6.866666666666667,22.880952380952376,7.908726449838941,1.3057428571428569,1252,39,238,21,30,421,166,315,0.24,0.7090000000000001,0.051,-0.996,2,0,0,1,0,0,54.0,5,0,3,0,14,21,6,1,11,0,33,2,1,4,2,57,49,20,0,8,10,0,3,2,0,2,1,4,1,6,15,25,0,1,9,1,2,2,10,15,0,0,14,7,42,6,30,29,3,22,0,6,0,0,25,6,0,6,13,163,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082519262129054,0.0,0.07583323113767118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359555964261566,0.0,0.0,0.12563790408153214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448631865761495,0.11386809257619993,0.0,0.11369578583845773,0.0,0.1179668502358505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903472253900363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318419422994247,0.0,0.11650822209000275,0.0,0.0,0.09758650767024302,0.11411736902647332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315549922008264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087064720082307,0.0,0.21311249454222475,0.0,0.0,0.10512531828101412,0.0,0.05638474511994121,0.0,0.2141415368169349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353251327713293,0.0,0.12294439573696317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937786575238553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128508686435717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896005308732604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488727003172808,0.0,0.1120306347980387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925988075655002,0.0,0.0,0.11701501020702584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38654825820352096,0.2921087358538694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143861757804855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26604083006223306,0.111644801646416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163332491951041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448530972865243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323055853872053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384452515028146,0.08963059575386109,0.09746800614550027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816967257970373,0.1429071242773554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655624727111238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413741204600654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655434728212849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823540580118864,0.1074953566598581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843245646557222,0.0,0.0,0.14362250602859006 adhd,MoJo_So_Dope8,2019/07/19,"How many tabs do you have open right now? Random 2am poll: Collectively on all devices and browsers, how many tabs do you have open with things you need to address/want to remember/will read about later? On a handful of occasions recently, people have looked at me totally sideways when they've somehow learned I've got anywhere from 30 to 80 tabs open on just one device... Like yea I know it gums up the processing but how else will I remember to read that article from NY Times, to check my credit score, register for a 5k happening next year, find synonyms for (insert word of moment here), and find that one episode of that one show I saw 6 years ago?! Just me? I'll start counting...",4.37872180451128,5.891877135338349,4.590984962406015,85.83625187969928,70.8796992481203,8.327518796992482,29.089473684210525,8.841846274778883,2.1962036090225565,541,21,108,10,10,169,94,133,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.7508,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,1,6,1,1,3,2,23,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,9,2,19,10,2,20,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,2,12,59,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680352938201896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583547442158366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465125054026685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161006476264574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762906885433684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417832909383873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261042815960653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918435496126593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384372272079694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055783640693773,0.0,0.0,0.20160135953367087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853563933612232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141843705926826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792266377216464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871696264947338,0.0,0.21473681652963225,0.1618849299164576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417297391183208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593658344565534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053513867932592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441434525734556 adhd,esh246,2019/07/19,"Medication :) Hi - so I have had ADHD since I was a kid and medicated on various stuff (concerta Ritalin vyvanse Strattera) since about 12 (20, f) and also depression. I have had a lot of trouble working up the initiative to do anything lately and went back and saw psychiatrist who gave me the option between inutiv (guanfacine) or moving from fluoxetine to an SNRI. Am currently on 60mg lovan and 36mg concerta. So my question is has anyone taken inutiv and has it helped? Or alternatively has anyone with adhd and depressive episodes moved from an ssri to an snri? What have you noticed? Tia :) x",5.778096330275228,7.489025651376152,7.3696215596330275,66.49369839449542,67.71559633027523,10.220642201834863,34.725917431192656,10.411451182825502,4.227687155963301,472,23,74,13,8,163,79,109,0.078,0.8370000000000001,0.085,0.212,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,12,3,0,0,0,13,16,12,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,1,6,0,12,9,2,9,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,5,3,56,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274561217704577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221787869753566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486984930395068,0.0,0.14634644153181245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367473046618652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063451440990733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920181234608665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006102716319704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511924588389467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583084042383809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780296769133255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024710149576848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922051295259427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942207128851238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358324288096674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485864440960296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294689962166141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trash_0panda,2019/07/19,"My doctor doesn't want to change my medication and says that it's good for me not to take it and that medication is just optional. Do you feel that medication is a necessity for you? I'm honestly really confused right now from the response from this subreddit and that of my doctors. I'm trying to pen down my thoughts into words so it may seem a bit awkward. A few days ago, I posted here on this subreddit venting and I found out that my response to my medication (Ritalin) was not what it should be and that I should change it to some other one. Right, so I just got back from the doctor (he's a licensed psychiatrist, govt service) and told him about the side effects - that I didn't even know were side effects - I experienced. The anxiety, the jitters, bad appetite, how meds made me feel numb and irritable and the really fast heartbeat that I hear every first 10 mins of taking my meds. Doc says how these side effects were going to be present in any alternative medicine that I'm gonna take (concerta, according to him, would be the same if not worse since its going to be 8 hours instead), so why not I try therapy. He said there were 2 'coping methods' to ADHD - therapy or medicine. Obviously since medicine doesn't work, I should rather go for therapy. Oh, and that my country isn't like the US, we don't have such a large array of medicine to treat ADHD. Non-stimulants are only given to serious cases and aren't that effective, so he's not going to give them to me. He also went on to say how 3/4 of ADHDers tend to see their symptoms subside and basically don't need to rely on medicine anymore. Only 1/4 of ADHDers would still 'have ADHD'. As such, it was great that I was only taking the meds during exams, and hence wasn't being that reliant. Honestly I'm rather confused by his words, as scrolling through this subreddit",7.094181123199058,6.476808659217878,7.513728315201416,74.75272125845343,64.36312849162012,10.77706556895031,35.601881799470746,10.186864033877496,3.477327374301676,1452,60,278,29,19,478,184,358,0.07400000000000001,0.8740000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.4191,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,2,2,2,6,22,12,0,3,14,0,31,10,0,8,1,56,62,24,0,10,11,0,2,1,0,7,10,5,0,0,26,15,0,0,10,0,0,5,13,6,0,2,16,9,30,6,39,34,4,28,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,8,11,185,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31324191519050504,0.0,0.0770146856754209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694786332891643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908199888236192,0.0,0.06646365925658036,0.0,0.08616251830289218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680605786625331,0.07254193182528325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485145306039554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381696808189876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603100023887932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667788821861344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573840224473836,0.0,0.07320091482026418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785919835357643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390085867479272,0.0,0.09526043473575647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334408668753136,0.19750569600187665,0.07287158626897687,0.06948660140065444,0.09578651130316312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979211012230425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855601966949831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774747665771952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244562468293362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220881886020799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895153192969111,0.35009351075260403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442109478310623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058872753917769714,0.19823054389060984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832078968176386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131627284194773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839164689347584,0.0826436420698406,0.2072735631673652,0.0,0.0,0.06923283770866964,0.07909311852824627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437375750773045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693832079047125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030253283281252,0.26129453100727906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980676810756065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897373879263839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301843384137618,0.0,0.11797287136997933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450703879671792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051244612426452764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053947509541934,0.07839650888739225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325033809273238,0.0,0.08853907094616159,0.12343541314803393,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jmkaaay,2019/07/19,"Help! My brain is on to me.. I absolutely adore this sub. Having been in therapy for years, my ADD was always a little bit ignored. It took the backseat to all my ""other diagnoses"" (I didn't fit in anywhere so they gave me ""signs of avoidance personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, and OCD""). To be fair the therapy (schema therapy) did help a lot. There was a huge focus on ""take responsibility for your life"" so whenever something went wrong, it was probably because of the way you handled things. You CHOOSE avoidance, playing the victim, being hard on yourself, thinking the worst of things, etc, so whenever that happened you had to CHOOSE to think healthy thoughts and be understanding towards the needs of your inner vulnerable child. Again, this helped me immensely and I did take control and responsibility and became a lot more productive. For like 6 months. My therapy lasted over a year and was parttime, so 1-3 full days a week. After that, they let me go completely and I thought I was ready. But after 6 months things went south and luckily I was still in control enough to seek a new therapist in time. I explained what happened and how sad I was about losing control again, and I blamed myself for it. Kind of ironic, right? Being hard on yourself because you were hard on yourself which caused you to avoid or freeze completely and stop doing the things that help you. My new therapist pretty much said something like this: ""Well, duh, you have ADD. (That wasn't news to me) That means you are often incapable of taking control or taking the lead and just DO what you know you should be doing (This *was* news to me)"" and she explained about the whole process in the brain. Holy crap?! She said the other therapists should have never let me go so quickly and abruptly, especially since I don't have any support figures in my family to fall back on for accountability or emotional support. And she assured me I don't have BPD but I show some signs (moodswings, passive aggression, black and white thinking) because I lived alone with my BPD mom for years and simply copied her coping strategies. I'm on meds now for my dysthymia and ADD (Wellbutrin) and I am functioning a whole lot better, and I am a whole lot nicer to myself when things go wrong. Especially when I read yet another relatable thing in this sub every day. BUT .. dr Barkley mentioned something about how those productivity hacks, lists, methods, etc would actually never really work for us in the video Reddit's wiki on ADHD mentions. How accountability (partners) and artificial consequences helps us a whole lot more. And I agree! But how? Every time I try one of the games, or try to trick my brain by avoiding one chore by doing an easier chore (which was actually the one I should be doing), or set the clock in a way so I am always on time my brain always catches up. Every game stops working after 2 days, maybe a week if I'm lucky. Looking for new ways to try every week is tiring. How do I stay one step ahead of my brain all the time? How do I sprinkle all these artifcial consequences everywhere when my brain knows they are artificial and don't truly matter anyway? TLDNR: whole story about my therapy, eventually got a lot better and more aware of the role ADD plays, asking for ways to stay one step ahead of my brain when trying all the cool games, tricks, and ""artificial consequences"" you guys come up with. Thanks in advance! (Also, I'm on mobile and not a native English speaker, so my apologies if this post is a mess)",5.350992323534918,7.084161247706425,5.655367284528492,78.28877457404981,68.78593272171254,8.519203644760658,29.5548898458466,9.014128462123184,2.5073115271796795,2792,106,498,52,49,889,295,654,0.087,0.812,0.10099999999999999,0.9594,0,5,4,0,0,0,103.0,2,13,3,13,34,31,5,4,34,2,51,12,8,12,7,105,88,55,0,7,13,1,4,2,1,4,4,3,2,5,28,33,0,11,14,8,2,13,8,16,1,5,25,11,69,15,71,51,26,93,0,2,3,0,46,31,1,16,43,353,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.09358638671998626,0.0,0.05762770288852375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966270508559705,0.0,0.03834634359696338,0.11969705195446932,0.0,0.0,0.03260827857838404,0.05028073390851028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482764922228381,0.0,0.0,0.03687130745125773,0.0,0.0876913306220479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848174066544895,0.05234999938164327,0.0,0.12078504239639175,0.3747036949316991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925881662784402,0.0,0.041305482699432884,0.10055128136998218,0.0,0.21512419372430025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277315422855434,0.0,0.0,0.04866918738329305,0.0,0.0,0.10991184641379882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393834532603084,0.0,0.04954613162430816,0.10695593054850944,0.0,0.0,0.16160291579872907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452038718741303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175486033660782,0.0,0.03835074132222875,0.0,0.0,0.047478962258625065,0.08480570294304987,0.0,0.1288638516661582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070249730433492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993351757206995,0.052705157229696105,0.0390864101179924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806615502644396,0.033869161879747464,0.04685280729416316,0.04805943177876039,0.04234155212114821,0.0,0.04026670676002166,0.05364482837504727,0.0,0.2445970097010787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048173156992026296,0.05223262306371669,0.05326267652262205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056159552901350544,0.07654795408689631,0.0,0.03524945287718941,0.035555009050973946,0.0739654308379699,0.13893392895693618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246396506063332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373780984935347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045923738713603335,0.04878333727950003,0.05169921565693145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796390895462743,0.0,0.030718595374244106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04094983457010465,0.09122463539906177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966550708308366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074491210753892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221862847639088,0.03829367683587681,0.08017825376133116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882830048366722,0.0,0.0,0.1442125354468532,0.0,0.0,0.0441467764663413,0.27418035283128944,0.16702418622598905,0.19113881425844145,0.0921750645995524,0.0,0.07613536886662403,0.11184229799371358,0.05511254333037356,0.0,0.0,0.05327525063024379,0.13022214302477114,0.0,0.0,0.049918612074499887,0.11535813611420365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522448739428973,0.11539003769208026,0.0,0.04311364721887361,0.0889019901204557,0.0,0.2676775199510855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981770027149566,0.0,0.0,0.034062966847002094,0.10485363499987588,0.0,0.09263648567612112 adhd,MelRoZe3,2019/07/19,"How to Best Help Your Significant Other Who Has ADD I am looking for ways to actively help my boyfriend who is diagnosed with ADD be more productive throughout the day. How do I encourage him to do certain tasks (such as studying for a big exam that is a week away) without being too pushy or too annoying? He has a tendency to push off tasks that he does not enjoy, yet he seems to work on tasks that he does enjoy for long periods (max 1 hour). What could I do to help him stay on track and be more productive? He is currently on the lowest dose of Concerta but he's scheduled to get a higher dose in the next coming weeks. Thank you in advance for your kind responses!",6.700234541577827,5.8219599402985125,7.198102345415782,77.55126865671642,65.26865671641792,11.239232409381664,34.0682302771855,10.608840637214634,3.3832230277185498,528,20,107,12,7,174,87,134,0.051,0.774,0.175,0.9385,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,3,7,8,1,0,7,0,13,3,0,2,1,14,18,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,7,22,14,3,23,0,0,1,0,17,8,0,2,10,71,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044344481301687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272128105167606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460821388021075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183956011336728,0.0,0.0,0.13072481502238606,0.0,0.0,0.20573636535942874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35476849983854875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590245189563308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075968736341807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996187974254579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110809932777994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938323663517575,0.1702170580445032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155738880616985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453058565915487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605136869387687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661904627645493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089392844664732,0.32518763554296803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539569215189972,0.0,0.14756810894013758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lubbadubdub_,2019/07/19,"Self-Employed & REALLLY enjoy it I’ve worked for myself for around 10 years now but really turned legit about 2 years ago. I love the freedom of controlling my environment & hours. The work itself is honestly therapeutic. (Outdoors) I’m curious to know if anyone else has channeled their adhd into this perpetual hyper focused state and how you guys cope with running a business w adhd.",5.732904761904758,8.29046867142857,6.828571428571433,66.88476190476193,69.42857142857143,9.23809523809524,31.666666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.732238095238096,317,14,46,8,6,106,63,70,0.0,0.703,0.297,0.9777,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800172330394858,0.0,0.17702791929444428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327642015632798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396395517690354,0.20462309053534905,0.0,0.17778128254849765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239880193366888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668293025924133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774100778455656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667084871541896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975356674050256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024307280244165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793721088387058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083376182191579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722351704757148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907776782837684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572091043247709 adhd,bitter_nori,2019/07/19,"Is this doctor a jerk? This is my first post... sorry it's long. I'm a woman in her 50s. For years I just kind of figured I was somewhere on the spectrum and what can you do about that? But recently someone suggested some kind of attention deficit disorder. I didn't give it much thought because I didn't really know anything about adhd. But finding this sub was a complete eye opener. So now my next step (which requires a level of self care that I just don't possess) is to get an evaluation. It's taken me months, but today I finally reached out. I sent a short message to this doctor's contact page. I gave my age, sex and explained that I'm not sure what I have, but from the little I know, I might have ADHD and I would like to get tested. This is part of her reply: ""To diagnose ADD, we need written records from either Psychiatry/psych tests/ pediatrics/school/report cards/parent note showing onset before age 12.  FYI only 2% of persons who are “diagnosed” w adult ADHD actually have ADHD, According to American Journal of Psychiatry. There is almost always a different disorder responsible for their symptoms. Unless someone has childhood records, I almost never prescribe stimulants."" Am I overreacting, or is this lady giving me the junkie brush off? If I had records and psych evaluations and a written history, I'd probably be asking for treatment not testing. It was so hard to take this step and then to be treated like a drug grubbing low life that doesn't rate anything beyond a template screening response... I don't know...I get myself so worked up. Do I need to be talked of the ledge or is this dr a jerk?",3.834450418160096,5.995170112903228,5.065197132616486,79.19742532855436,73.6774193548387,7.560334528076464,30.19115890083632,8.401726058763845,2.5336069295101558,1285,58,225,23,27,425,184,310,0.07400000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.067,0.4436,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,1,3,10,10,2,0,15,0,30,10,1,1,2,41,51,18,0,4,13,0,1,2,0,2,8,0,0,4,20,10,0,1,7,1,0,3,8,3,0,1,12,4,28,7,29,34,5,29,0,1,2,1,20,11,0,7,16,151,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.09950361005014458,0.0,0.490170818836041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420741974538287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484345639902671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781782135269216,0.0,0.09532396930816033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062157216612439364,0.0,0.08676512232055585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396061323037828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690887683715183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069856530452154,0.0,0.10653223534658754,0.23372257202690785,0.20873200039307035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824759710419952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169821083250048,0.09319461107603708,0.08673179414849197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981828098118386,0.1956291794087822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134105144383303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236273501142475,0.1681127008879997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720212414331388,0.09963037638587154,0.1021962087980482,0.0,0.09023625044466314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816927197045732,0.0,0.0,0.0813878817267369,0.0,0.07495636783300992,0.15121223844330473,0.07864207226327859,0.0,0.1084414559428832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754935028257619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041868977026932,0.0,0.0,0.08903233333105916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765475405467787,0.0,0.10993604465182392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532170420367757,0.0,0.10067862068154676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031945200854898,0.0,0.0,0.1063722444611012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279005845668516,0.0,0.0,0.11414201860115365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610126810449933,0.10598118654085996,0.0766653591103001,0.08195599889704705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809492098182545,0.0,0.0,0.0966513625025142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423209150278215,0.0,0.0,0.07243335893362925,0.0,0.0,0.0656624328259204 adhd,Duuuuude_WTF,2019/07/19,"So for people on meds for years: have you ever considered tapering off? Pardon me for not coming up with a better title but if I don't stop writing down what I'm thinking I may not be posting at all LOL. So I was diagnosed about 2 years ago and was put on meds which helped me a lot. I've also gotten into, since diagnosis, meditation, self-help workbooks, cognitive behaviour therapy, exercise, and stuff. I'd like to think that I'm gradually getting better at handling everyday life like a normal person (LOL), although the occasional slip-ups still happen. Once in a while I'd forgot my keys or wallet, and sometimes I'd forgotten I have a bullet journal. Anyway so that got me thinking about my meds. Have you guys really ever thought about how long you will be on stimulants for? I assume for most of you still in school you'd want to take it for a long while. Myself, I'm almost 40 with a relatively stable though high-pressure job, and I honestly like the way I feel right now being able to focus on a task without music in my mind and and mist around my eyes. I know for sure I have learned a few techniques and habits that'll help avoid mishaps and mistakes, but without meds I'll go back to working with a handicapped/clouded/distracted brain. I know that for sure because I actually tried to only take meds when I need it, and for the past 2 weeks my productivity had been dropping like when I fall of the edges in Bioshock Infinite. I mention the game because I've been playing the game for 5 hours last night when I should have been dealing with my profolio. &#x200B; **I guess what I'm trying to say is I can survive without meds. I'll probably be ok. But I function better when I'm on meds. But do I wanna take it for another 20 years?** **Just wondering about your experiences. Has anyone thought about tapering off? Has anyone done so successfully? Or are you guys all set on taking them until retirement?**",3.6548274128686336,5.700482367292231,4.868538036193031,80.918651558311,73.85254691689008,7.879658176943701,28.01013739946381,8.660442795831766,2.2703325067024123,1525,61,283,30,32,503,204,373,0.023,0.813,0.165,0.9944,1,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,7,1,6,25,15,0,1,16,3,28,5,2,2,6,64,56,31,0,7,13,0,1,4,0,4,3,1,0,3,11,16,0,3,11,4,0,4,6,2,0,1,12,3,37,13,51,35,5,54,0,0,1,0,19,19,0,10,31,187,48,5,0.07566097654637229,0.0,0.07383419888217974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706889058626253,0.0,0.07576353880577345,0.0,0.0,0.060506055608576,0.0,0.08197863647717228,0.09193636801041284,0.0,0.07933713091094434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580782801310476,0.0,0.0,0.06735431018481622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817862069079696,0.0,0.09224445808574773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007479556936744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446267241303608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517523181398897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800314455697836,0.0,0.07679429854352345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742744793691396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687936991769795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401095326548217,0.0,0.0,0.038256463099825215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952973745383444,0.0,0.04299987657919211,0.0,0.060512994705879626,0.0,0.08334909575974922,0.14983252436539174,0.06690675168574474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521418731422902,0.0799399757971102,0.0,0.0,0.07451082115506616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508184454207216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831625880088152,0.061673794221312285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344158529560936,0.1478565254280475,0.0,0.0,0.1339151666629156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432425659760009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882960187777065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639601779192341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056101655412382316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100270107365607,0.07413169266905104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057647071474056,0.0,0.057543582077696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222696333145877,0.052453794531864405,0.06606424634038079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246230090576455,0.0,0.08157532958907117,0.0,0.0,0.07606017913105087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048470358985635995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646140605660496,0.0,0.0601686453589092,0.0,0.07657294761168391,0.0,0.0,0.0789308995837119,0.0,0.0,0.06258754165811731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074830640450523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084590721040127,0.06325596426703105,0.0,0.0,0.08661371641555397,0.0,0.0,0.14261914996815675,0.0,0.2275505529526425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652492060026659,0.0,0.0,0.14544149614374846,0.07433652530505046,0.12013272792945495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273767311609723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462680427535752,0.06005616145393754,0.0606906715857482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188034442673755,0.08205110158336525,0.05508209204364056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193636801041284,0.14616956475991885 adhd,Meklenk,2019/07/19,"Adhd and twitching? Hey all, my daughter has ADHD and anxiety and has developed a severe twitch. I know this is more common among those with adhd... have any of you dealt with this? Any treatment suggestions? She’s 16, in marching band, and it’s impeding her ability to play her trumpet... this is her one good outlet in school and I’m starting to get desperate to help her.",2.444542253521128,5.1301551971830985,3.6599823943662,84.62969190140845,81.53521126760563,6.930281690140845,25.77640845070423,8.07648339933343,1.9952380281690136,293,12,53,6,8,95,51,71,0.086,0.772,0.142,0.6416,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,9,9,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,9,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,3,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.79781314400495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009584158222699,0.0,0.16927996663957753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561060423052635,0.0,0.0,0.18560067005886652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483205220144805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161068689492185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994627034763233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394898907279484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998544172043805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566243926359665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flabfost,2019/07/19,I fucking hate when people don't understand I have adhd and that im different At school some literal retard said that I'm lying that I have ADHD after I told him after a year or longer of teasing and passive aggressive bullying for my hyperactivity and impulsiveness. I'm so sick of the fucking bull shit and my sister acts like I'm blaming things on adhd but if she was actually understanding I wouldn't have to say shit. Frick i cant even look my own father in the eye. I just so tired of the bullshit and the bullying. I want it to stop.,3.985272727272729,5.192625481818184,6.077954545454547,75.97693181818181,71.45454545454545,9.136363636363637,28.29545454545455,9.516144504307137,2.572545454545455,433,16,84,10,8,152,73,110,0.344,0.619,0.037000000000000005,-0.99,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,7,0,5,0,7,7,3,0,0,15,19,11,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,4,13,1,11,15,2,9,0,0,2,2,8,3,4,3,6,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.15890793097544656,0.0,0.5871045578636964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013269259863364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755400057786643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010851180404244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077036314690962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589467961467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955518883086407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674422707599987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289245481177068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489772148836006,0.129496562410557,0.0,0.16480233899579527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343049582232757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614117246089272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818337498090616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716013168940931,0.0,0.1556001880059221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390434715963094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604699774368188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486334453516738 adhd,XxRUDYTUDYxX,2019/07/19,"Couple tips for staying on top of things and being productive: I found the simplest system ever and it's so easy. **Every single day I do at 5 minutes of cleaning, and do one other thing that's also productive.** No more than 5 minutes ever. Some days there's nothing to even clean. Same with ""doing something productive"". Let's say I have to get groceries and do laundry. I'll just do my laundry today. Over time you eventually run out of stuff to do. By limiting yourself to very little, it's easy to wrap your head around getting stuff done. I used to freak out because I thought had to do *all or nothing*. tl;dr: Do one thing a day. No more, no less. Just one.",0.06368494101318589,2.3457845877862624,1.9551734906315053,91.6506783483692,100.06870229007635,3.90853573907009,21.22172102706454,5.852544927426893,0.3680809160305345,515,20,99,5,22,169,86,131,0.092,0.836,0.071,-0.1946,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,9,1,0,0,2,0,13,1,1,1,3,20,18,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,4,1,8,0,20,12,7,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,7,78,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593906920170805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401932260511885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960001529887237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425190399873602,0.0,0.3046904501052837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115974881787778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401601228964437,0.2849047135359425,0.1326861891311171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267194120587642,0.0,0.0,0.16455669736363335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162295462806298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103700021608805,0.0,0.0,0.1578393019213276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022183020851589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201435957535503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523677366525712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123807940455004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785588556624867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605606320148056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313874050274933,0.0,0.0,0.12502388218769614,0.09182958259822037,0.0,0.14927543562098733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136014717142445,0.0,0.12993993803141649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,videndumm,2019/07/19,"dying of hunger on vyvanse hello! so i was diagnosed with adhd a couple months ago but i didn't start meds until about a week ago. i started on 10mg of vyvanse and i noticed an increase in my hunger, but a decrease in my craving for food. i know that these meds typically decrease your appetite, but even if i don't feel like eating i still feel super hungry all the time. i just started 20mg of vyvanse today and it's gotten even worse! has anybody experienced this with vyvanse? and if so, did the side effects ever wear off?",2.398962264150942,4.5390551226415115,4.017584905660378,85.13826415094344,77.9622641509434,5.372075471698114,26.63773584905661,6.2581,1.1188294339622642,417,17,78,3,10,139,71,106,0.113,0.807,0.08,-0.3525,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,6,0,5,6,1,1,2,17,12,11,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,11,2,13,8,2,19,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,13,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941541549433347,0.0,0.32367716650616724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201184754416096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530618845130886,0.18948035080628509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868161822424572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117345446004,0.16514633767173406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462723132079772,0.13042908725739924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076613371256365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033649957051227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919519314704456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055914677757781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572679726370208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785881689328567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876750565029485,0.0,0.1458018035180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645888632591463,0.0,0.17305639623297228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644781239496885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605591490512485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,canadagunsadvice123,2019/07/19,"I got a tonne of stuff done today I cleaned my entire ground floor, did all of my laundry, sorted through mail that I've had for 2 months, replaced the battery in my clock that's been dead for a month, changed my hamster cage, cleaned two of my bathrooms, made a big ass pot of pasta, didn't over eat, walked my dog, and now I'm chilling because the power is out from a storm. Concerta fucking rocks.",10.270370370370372,5.824276530864201,8.925185185185189,79.16333333333334,61.46913580246914,11.29382716049383,43.049382716049394,6.42735559955562,3.2550790123456785,313,13,67,1,3,96,62,81,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.836,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,0,6,4,1,1,1,5,10,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,0,8,0,11,3,1,12,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832008223850265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094518944190646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993538944267724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932536093319834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043397751870285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339583844141581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767935408760585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669801691160276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348703077608575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772788076624153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857537101307519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,QueenMiza,2019/07/19,"Alarm app that will talk to me I need an alarm for iOS that will vocally tell me the time and if I can set it say other custom things... like “grab your stuff and go, you have to get gas this morning before work” , that would be great. Does such an app exist?",1.0655555555555551,2.8013144444444467,1.9516296296296325,100.30633333333336,80.48148148148148,5.060740740740742,14.503703703703707,5.6839178017228535,-1.1372029629629627,196,2,48,1,5,61,44,54,0.081,0.8079999999999999,0.111,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,30,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796510394981402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28759775766824786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170243530986734,0.0,0.18677542534385927,0.0,0.0,0.362330135343189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055839937022198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436846657651315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613501531470032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762176780748204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641508439300361,0.2872485211435488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183358468588548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916344119469136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925606277807296,0.0,0.0,0.2334586015483825,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nachoman067,2019/07/19,"Brain fog days Anyone else have these random days that despite diet, exercise, good sleep and being on medication you just can’t put two thoughts together? I feel like today I’m in mental clay and every thought has to tip to past a fog of confusion and lack of focus/ inability to tune out.",5.166964285714286,6.55019891071429,6.095000000000002,76.3,68.82142857142857,9.171428571428573,28.285714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.5938357142857136,233,8,42,5,4,77,48,56,0.163,0.795,0.042,-0.7274,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,11,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,2,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012745720502226,0.2492990391131536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716135461091005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138286246120616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325362461975602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499850368946096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302444745439672,0.1738201485992311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407622204309248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886859022910833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245108432155162,0.2451984572505507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226617243668524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459295901096315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348492550556064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863206704745817,0.0,0.0,0.23062868215813706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767774445095705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gavanator2345,2019/07/19,"A new voice Up untill recently I always just did whatever i thought would make people laugh or anything to entertain myself so I wouldnt be bored or start to mess with something. However recently a new voice has popped up when I'm thinking out loud (talking to myself) especially if I get frustrated, it feels like I'm out of my own body looking at how I'm acting or how im thinking and asking myself if this is who I want to be. I know a number of factors have led to this such as maturing (I'm 18) and getting ready to leave for college soon being two of the biggest factors but also some smaller things like getting a planner and actually writing down things I need to do or remembering to eat. (Dont forget to eat btw) I know this is a little messy but when I look at myself in the mirror and smile because I'm a person too not a monster, I feel like I'm starting to control my ADHD. (and having a clean room actually did help clear up a very dark emotional cloud that had been looming over me since February) P.S. it's ok to mess up and fall down as long as you get back up and look at the situation with a clear head and possibly a new perspective.",5.82981499513145,5.227336603375528,7.054177215189874,76.95861733203509,66.9324894514768,9.992729633235962,33.84258357676079,9.466822959209583,2.9794293411230117,913,37,183,16,13,312,137,237,0.064,0.768,0.168,0.9709,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,11,10,1,0,14,1,16,4,2,5,2,44,42,26,0,6,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,2,1,9,12,2,1,8,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,5,8,18,6,35,32,2,33,0,0,3,0,7,17,0,7,16,123,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.2333840745047132,0.0,0.14371094531848674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562743284227894,0.0994994630822395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098403482300938,0.0,0.11179039807645827,0.0,0.0,0.09194901381370248,0.0,0.07289436265464454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132825519838361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411822652726785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014591687947864,0.0,0.0,0.244718723070281,0.0,0.1345104907393862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092566005387165,0.17085479053109026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499007595599197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272274471642808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015140859361489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916604212320987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314351880950557,0.0,0.0,0.12661709342776525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526105213912593,0.11984976020570146,0.0,0.10582381778002947,0.3012492015102038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982003603800353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886664521646303,0.0,0.3464709725778253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290115201638762,0.1044119339237691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348075665230602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236140042540494,0.0,0.13545990858656848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891713939169147,0.13441201664226493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920579004567413,0.0,0.0,0.16927752841466542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611322113367296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588861971314467,0.15324302958964833,0.0,0.09493251755288308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681149040925942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866535282810113,0.07053090283086318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494562372899653,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CptSmackThat,2019/06/02,"Been off my scripts for over a year because I lost my health insurance and haven't been able to take the steps to get a new provider. I have no idea what to do to get myself back in the saddle so to speak. The year has been a really tough recovery period filled with flop after flop. I need help again, but I have no way to pay for it. I just don't know how to get an insurance that I can even sustainably pay for. I'm a stressed out mess and just back to my worst feelings and self again.",4.41057142857143,3.843953628571427,4.9454761904761915,90.77535714285715,69.85714285714286,9.285714285714286,26.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,1.3409999999999993,381,9,94,6,6,122,65,105,0.24100000000000002,0.741,0.017,-0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,8,0,10,1,0,1,0,13,19,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,4,2,10,0,17,15,1,16,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,9,64,13,2,0.23325298442267905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587142943471319,0.0,0.14218885432813666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540613963498908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793971739211152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36559517159684063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479370150400198,0.0,0.0,0.15634455869662947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633142277623604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818974014616996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462318632220304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729541324115826,0.0,0.22527718584676826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942783460518652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333373333852826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671905055766079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537721559377492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514536200197704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30041454893742364 adhd,imyourconscience,2019/06/02,"Just a story about a recent episode and how I'm grateful for my recent endeavor into treatment *First post... and not officially diagnosed... at least I don't think? I mean, I went to my psychiatrist and asked if there was a test to determine whether I had ADHD or not, because man....life was still fucking hard despite finally getting my anxiety and depression addressed.* *She set me up for a QB test... which was fucking stressfull - I nearly had a meltdown WHILE taking the test, and just broke into tears afterwards when I finally got to my car... Once my doc saw the results she said something along the lines of ""Well yeah, it definitely looks like there are some attention deficits and hyperactivity that could benefit from medication."" So here I am prescribed 30mg Adderall XR/day and finally feeling in control of my life....* *but anyway, that's not what this post is about...* I've been taking adderall for about 3 weeks now and this morning I slept in too late;(I typically take my pill at 5:30am or 8am, depending on if it's a work day or not) today I didn't roll out of bed until 10:30 though, so I took my other medications and decided today I'd skip the adderall. afterall it's a Sunday, I have no work or other obligations - all I'm doing today is weeding the garden. So That's what I'm doing. I take a break for a bit to cool off and check my phone. My manager texted me 20 minutes ago. I'm on-call this weekend for technical support - and he's letting me know we're seeing reports of users having problems accessing some areas of the system. *WTF? This isn't the protocol! I'm not supposed to look out for text messages! They're supposed to email the on-call email address to trigger specific notifications! THAT'S HOW I KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO GET INVOLVED.* OK. Whatever. Doesn't matter. I'm needed, so I have to jump in... Shit man, I just spent 2 hours addressing the situation when it should have taken me half the time. The first hour was mostly me just trying to collect enough information on it to determine what was going on - and then determine if I needed to escalate it to another team, and if so which one. That should have taken 15-30 minutes... I know this, but my uncertainty led me to every single instance before and after resolution.....and then I couldn't determine if it was ongoing, so while I knew which team to notify, I couldn't determine if I needed to. Shit man. I could not organize my thoughts. I kept getting distracted by my kids and animals. I kept questioning whether I had done A B and C yet. And was I missing something? Fuck it, I'll just send a case to the engineers... But wait, I need to check these logs now - I didn't do that before, they could provide some insight! Nope, just more questions and uncertainty... Should I really escalate the case? So fuck it. It was just after 2pm but I took an adderall. Maybe I won't sleep tonight, but right now I feel like I'm utterly failing at my responsibilities... I spent a bit more time double checking things and collecting various bits of information about the issue until the meds kicked in and I was FINALLY able to make headway. *OMG. I can just message the team and let them know I'm submitting a case and why! They're already discussing part of the issue so if I'm doing something wrong they'll just LET ME KNOW.* And yeah, that's totally what happened. Basically after chatting with them I understand that I've resolved the issue for all users who reported it (in the first 30 min), we're not getting new reports, and while there may be something to escalate, it will be to the development team and won't be addressed untli regular work hours... Man. Ok. Whatever. I'm glad that's worked out...but I have mixed feelings... I'm annoyed with myself for skipping my pill this morning. I'm frustrated by my inability to effectively do my job (been doing this 4 years now). I'm relieved by finally being able to see past the fog and make decisions/take action. I'm grateful for the medication being so effective. I'm angry that I've just turned 33, have dealt with this my ENTIRE LIFE, and have *hated* myself for so long because of all of these invisible walls I was never able to break through until now... BUT. I'm ok now. As long as I'm taking my meds regularly I have the tools to make progress. And I don't hate myself or want to die anymore, so that's a plus. If you made it through this, thanks for reading...",2.5717462112035316,5.0211524426229515,4.183474925300818,82.55269711163155,79.02341920374707,7.39247893617594,27.146302726856714,8.397772082910585,2.1826557269374685,3462,148,655,74,87,1154,360,854,0.08900000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.079,-0.9173,1,0,4,0,0,1,163.0,0,1,4,17,45,30,10,1,38,6,63,16,4,13,5,137,143,76,1,22,38,0,4,2,0,8,8,1,6,4,46,37,0,4,23,8,5,9,20,17,1,5,34,11,76,13,87,88,19,89,0,4,5,4,32,21,6,21,55,435,122,18,0.18052914784912255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232031786146267,0.0,0.0533427323542546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640613459771594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310018404872497,0.046034767991523916,0.0,0.05967880167907497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625679453177255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336592861190341,0.0,0.10241133881305482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709107281188049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749293000593701,0.14413783476706776,0.0,0.0,0.07761757703927369,0.0,0.05182983017016587,0.061077761652716965,0.062453584530235015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158133221034307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217828940374801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070119774039576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128096144648544,0.04299001976494751,0.0,0.3296014287894672,0.0,0.15355800093710575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252838423810775,0.1257587049138246,0.0,0.034199625006167036,0.0,0.04812855039548437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532137764121042,0.0,0.05390621897814625,0.11882343895739232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778484580380985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842552740938934,0.05971577437858872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653568306879824,0.0,0.06788158069000268,0.0,0.0,0.18460328489970768,0.08500871733801008,0.05879828183973165,0.0,0.0,0.10650840995032744,0.10106601117703078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056940348235674426,0.1205046080210964,0.0,0.060455264593711325,0.06554972198029818,0.13368479058482105,0.1818641238283751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848010087146396,0.04641173603006205,0.058118725313668865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408588354176857,0.04077707423787808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516515822785622,0.05744516630695123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526468051586893,0.0,0.0,0.057580671165880414,0.0,0.0,0.13482264108494516,0.0,0.06019266720013055,0.0,0.03855053160839085,0.0,0.11883383620155613,0.0,0.0,0.05139030195621504,0.05724152012113279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590557176545736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354038399570713,0.0,0.06764077535240008,0.06021984128022503,0.0,0.0,0.1853068771605663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048056936890438766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828744587066435,0.0,0.0,0.2262257534214689,0.0,0.0,0.055402328161176,0.0,0.0,0.03997851470143764,0.0385585961647392,0.05912299038840493,0.04777332603023533,0.07017866525851556,0.0,0.17112052344176806,0.0,0.13371635052611486,0.040855813715020534,0.06545462420334798,0.0,0.06264573653776194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549358958344979,0.0,0.04826986435141119,0.0,0.054105794865143546,0.055784109566758014,0.05429982547371153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523649296791333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579342774420162,0.0,0.038751617444741634 adhd,comparablebeast,2019/06/02,"Been putting off getting diagnosed for 3.5 years, today I am feeling the downsides of not knowing my status I started seeing my therapist about 3.5 years ago and pretty much within the first two sessions of seeing her, she referred me to another professional and told me she wanted me to get diagnosed for ADD. At the time, I didn't really have any desire to try to get a diagnosis for that, as I was convinced she was wrong and that my symptoms were those that were purely due to my depressive dissorder. I told her that, that I didn't believe I had ADD and that I ""might"" go see someone to confirm/deny that suggestion but that I wouldn't hold myself to it. I ended up moving away a few months after our sessions and saw a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with MDD. I told him ""cool, that's what I knew all along"" and we went about our day. I did mention to him that my therapist suggested ADD and he told me he thought MDD, so I took my prescription for antidepressants and sailed off into my future.... But my future was bleak and I hated the antidepressants and my life. Fast foward through years of terrible decisions and situations, a whole slew of financial disasters and several emotional crises, I moved back to my hometown and began seeing my therapist again. She asked me whether I had ever gotten a diagnosis, I told her no and she told me she REALLY wanted me to go see someone. I told her I'd look into it and that's where I am now... I know I have some hesitation towards going to see someone. I am already exhausted at the idea of opening up this new can of worms and the possibilities of then being prescribed anything. The more I think about it and research ADD in women, the more I can see why my therapist wants me to have someone check me out. On the other hand, I find the process of getting diagnosed in my area is one that I don't care much for. I'll have to see two separate doctors in my area in order to even begin treatment and that's not something I want to do. Financially, I am hesitant to spend so much to see someone who may not lead me to any sort of satisfaction or relief let alone two people who might not get me to where I want to be....but I am losing my mind. It'll probably be a month or two before I can go see someone, IF I don't lose my job before then from underperformance. I have a feeling I'm going to get called out about that any day now and I'm dreading the conversation. I'm already trying to look up new jobs to avoid the inevitable talk I'll have with my supervisor as to why I'm dropping the ball (I'm just so damn bored and also so distracted in my own head) and I just cannot take it anymore. Tonight is the first time in a long time I've cried over feeling like my brain is literally failing me. I'm a disappointment to myself because the best thing about me, the thing that makes me a person, a human being, is such a jumbled mess. It sucks and I know I have to get diagnosed....but the battle ahead of me seems so daunting that I don't even want to begin the journey. This was a rant I guess....my brain feels like queso in a crock pot that's about to explode.",5.453986486486485,5.4229939984076445,6.474682389395768,78.87303752797385,67.61464968152866,9.591736959889827,31.463418832845587,9.358847034038227,2.6153492339473225,2453,91,496,44,37,822,265,628,0.138,0.799,0.062,-0.9940000000000001,2,2,1,0,0,1,66.0,3,0,0,8,24,24,4,3,32,1,45,12,4,2,3,83,113,38,0,9,12,0,5,2,0,5,8,0,0,3,33,35,0,2,15,1,2,12,12,17,0,7,26,19,91,7,81,78,11,78,0,5,13,0,37,28,2,9,38,352,124,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748542233715927,0.0,0.0,0.05548101998917899,0.11822878986435265,0.04283887178413197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928566330620924,0.056171454982980436,0.0,0.0,0.05312575822862619,0.0,0.0,0.04408247754966629,0.0,0.050079505300461874,0.0,0.050329559077387884,0.04119102538221717,0.0,0.032654983645735984,0.0,0.09116604007750917,0.06035358324208941,0.05621704801769155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960077574563775,0.05469963427164344,0.0,0.05461686204525586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884270395861368,0.06909476256333798,0.0,0.04613864469762702,0.2174844204249908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482983658741705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025757980880995,0.04744597010341739,0.0,0.0,0.07076324515049437,0.04845595799311959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834378153815724,0.07653898309011296,0.0,0.0,0.048960823318939854,0.09113102142728637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959120514779739,0.0,0.15222163971703515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901196484652601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288800304579265,0.05497694301356855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047254436290921,0.0,0.0,0.1063173422660878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831987333614763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477762737557748,0.03783715856855277,0.05234192405661961,0.0,0.0,0.047406615725667865,0.08996843642732122,0.11985935080508685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035757524676800025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365585525461087,0.054089118487218056,0.0,0.08551605401892483,0.11387010556055635,0.11813747940126673,0.0,0.0,0.10347397275748267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036299538969996124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713779316699085,0.04677412450746083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039066286906495,0.0,0.05449862841900939,0.057756121265310364,0.0,0.0,0.05385134147153645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863496465045403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268732007881713,0.048766934570187034,0.0,0.06051738574507345,0.0,0.0,0.06021346569745872,0.0,0.0,0.272331525150031,0.04123980407261491,0.0,0.0,0.037916203123694515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567839266076263,0.04027699733646545,0.043056493670558485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487895681802193,0.07117733086496765,0.034324661351258536,0.0,0.042527565853412684,0.09370902309786562,0.0,0.050776866048182566,0.3583103340237067,0.05951679917657755,0.07273926488436867,0.0,0.2093153527945892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189577250798344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965872360808291,0.09667484328809696,0.059807542941784135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856896648440243,0.0,0.10348946366626174 adhd,asharahmed,2019/06/02,"Ways to deal with symptoms without meds? I've been having trouble with extreme procrastination, to the extent it's causing me some anxiety. Things take me so long to do that I give up quick and then it leads me to doing it last minute which causes me anxiety. Let me get this out of the way: I do not have ADHD, I have something called NVLD, which manifests itself symptomatically as being close to ADHD. Sadly, I don't have access to medication for this reason, and I've been considering cognitive behavioural therapy and wanted to see if anyone else here has tried it for their symptoms? Thanks so much!",6.856915297092288,7.6028842743362866,7.204829329962075,72.15973451327436,64.66371681415929,9.64298356510746,31.18710493046776,9.606745405546679,2.914616687737041,485,17,83,9,7,158,78,113,0.085,0.889,0.026000000000000002,-0.6859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,4,0,16,19,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,10,1,16,15,3,10,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,4,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941751027429803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509081809840542,0.0,0.0,0.11466762207059245,0.16803006680537774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745504751003504,0.0,0.0,0.3369316861863804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906943972556693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369949930203754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856795017915806,0.15731689633440865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336760702913782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167693812158074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512852223487407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821591000363445,0.16520555544901105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055362276349725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861197501482414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068107871390394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624971706372584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409027505371752,0.12330222299193327,0.0,0.0,0.15098259410975842,0.18754012971234135,0.0,0.1089495705075446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134038846189727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967272388623496,0.26033980108759697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808326678115525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mischiefmxnaged,2019/06/02,"is it worth going to the doctor to test for ADD? throughout my whole life, i’ve always been known to be distracted by things easily, to get bored easily, to zone out, lose focus, etc. when i was about 8 or 9 i started wondering if maybe i had ADD because of it. my school reports would always come back saying that i daydreamed too much in class and got too distracted by other things instead of the lessons. i was only NOT like this as bad in english, as it was a subject i was very engrossed in. whenever i’d ask my mum about it, she’d instantly say that i do not have ADD. she’d dismiss me and i felt as if i was being silly and dramatic for asking. whenever i’d talk to my dad about it, he’d tell me that he feels exactly the same as me. cant focus, always has to be doing something, constantly bored even WHEN doing something, can only concentrate on things that interests him, gets distracted easily, zones out when being talked to, etc. he’d shrug it off and say that i just have ‘his brain’ but never mentioned anything about ADD. i don’t think he thinks he has it, but i believe he does. i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety at 15. obviously, my concentration flunked because of this, and it got so bad to the point that i stopped going to school. i was put on medical leave, given work to do at home, etc. i couldnt do the work at home because i could not focus on any of it, other than sometimes (very rarely) english. i was tested for extra exam time for poor concentration and was granted extra. however, my memory and concentration became so bad that i had to stop my exams altogether and stop working until i got better. im 17 now, and still not better. depression is getting worse by the minute, my therapist ditched me, medication isnt working, and im just trying to find whatever i can to help me. i cant get hold of another therapist and ive tried so many medications for my depression that my doctors are running out of options until im 18 and can try adult meds. my old therapist was actually an ADD/ADHD therapist that was for some reason assigned to me for my anxiety and depression. doctors and psychiatrists often assumed i had ADHD, and when i said no, they’d look at me puzzled and tell me that it says on my medical records that i have it. this might be a misunderstanding because my therapist was in the ADHD department, though. since depression, i have become a WHOLE lot worse attention wise. i cannot focus on anything for more than a few minutes, i cant read books or large amounts of text anymore (even a few sentences is too much, and i have to get someone to read things for me and explain it) im extremely forgetful, and get distracted by everything, according to my friends. they say they notice i often go off topic mid conversation because i got distracted by something else. they say they dont interrupt me as they can see how intrigued i am by whatever im distracted by and dont want to stop me. they know that i hate cinemas and watching tv because i cant focus on it and i get bored and cant cope. i fidget all the time, i have a lot of fidget toys for anxiety but are also used for concentration. they help, but i constantly misplace them and cant find them for months, so they dont really help me for long. basically, i want to see if anyone believes its worth talking to the doctor about. i just want to see if they can do anything to help with my concentration etc, but i don’t want to feel like im just being dramatic and wasting their time. i should also add that my mum works in a school for children with issues such as ADD/ADHD and says that she knows what ADD people are like and that i am not one of them. obviously, im not trying to romanticise ADD, and i certainly DONT want it, but for years ive been wondering if i do. im sick of being so forgetful and unfocused all the time, i miss reading books, which i could only do if i was interested in them, but now i cant read things at all. i cant even proof read this to check if its okay. my apologises for any errors. i just want help with my concentration and memory. i forget things because im always zoned out or thinking of other things. maybe im just being dramatic. i apologise if i 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adhd,nutter_budder,2019/06/02,"Advice for parents Any parent who is out there who struggles with the knowledge of ADHD or ADD, here is a bit of advice that I can give you from my own experience. I started taking Concerta when I was in 6th grade around 10 yrs old. I still take it to this day (26m). I am on 54mg once a day taken in the morning. What I found out when I was in high school or college or even middle school was that when it comes to scheduling classes for your child please take this as a tip as advice that helped me. The classes that I naturally excelled in I booked for the morning (8am-12pm). The classes that I truly had no desire in or struggled with I tried to book in the afternoon (1230pm-230pm) the reason for this being that my Concerta 54mg was and XR (extended release) which to me was most effective on the second half of the 12 hr it was designed for. I started adapting this theory after my sophomore year of high school. While I didn’t excel in academics as a whole I saw a significant difference in my ability to focus on the courses that I would normally tend to lose focus on. Now I am not saying that this theory will work for all but if you see your child struggling with courses and excelling in other this might be something that you would think about trying.",7.812038512616205,6.233791581673309,7.893396414342629,75.72569887118196,63.46215139442232,10.597742363877822,35.65770252324037,9.2995712137729,3.099079415670652,1001,37,193,14,12,326,139,251,0.044000000000000004,0.8759999999999999,0.081,0.7874,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,6,10,7,0,3,15,0,19,0,0,2,1,29,32,15,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,23,10,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,4,0,2,11,3,27,3,41,15,5,35,0,1,2,0,14,19,0,7,15,150,50,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135300113640775,0.3448024588433277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998371977211906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470423186678654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840750457117392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131679123575728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170670953707244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288492586946323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768504210507904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505217691529228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289611736469128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282912224333687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883632053849206,0.2485380293649805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158354586732174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477324749826756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523986982569465,0.0,0.0,0.12341945140830285,0.12525846452251882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611999320829591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910835049343955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093005636341822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353390714689372,0.0,0.3571046146619634,0.09372566932517867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054745606911777,0.0,0.0,0.16650009930237689,0.0,0.09392923670356608,0.0,0.0,0.3688770608327849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26530045878719416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536434364037839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970869745210378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313153878613879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562671225077972,0.0,0.0,0.16710374872126196,0.0,0.0,0.07574161157860565 adhd,SpoonfullOfSplenda,2019/06/02,"When applying for a new job, do you tell them you have ADHD? I’m applying for a new job and my interview is tomorrow. I’ve struggled with this in the past and always opted to not tell them, but this has occasionally caused issues. I would like to say in the interview when they ask about my greatest strength/weakness that ADHD has been my greatest weakness, but it has forced me to find creative ways to overcome my struggles as well as forcing me to be much more objective regarding my performance at university and in my working life, which is now one of my greatest strengths. I am nervous about bringing this up because I really want and need this job. They say they are an equal opportunity employer, but ADHD has an awful stigma attached to it. What would you do, or have you done in the past? How did it work out for you?",6.82876388888889,6.715798737500003,7.125833333333336,75.63805555555557,64.75,10.361111111111112,35.90277777777778,9.994966539143718,3.4861944444444437,658,29,124,13,9,214,95,160,0.1,0.7090000000000001,0.191,0.9663,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,5,5,7,8,0,3,7,1,18,2,0,2,0,18,23,13,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,3,2,22,4,22,17,6,17,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,9,100,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916260469295042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346045493918967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747595846928853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312233345884798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007682695027202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954117742872066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462838525622953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232191806939465,0.4059416629406665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631341254954914,0.06661744057985691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023853289197338,0.1011074400685743,0.0,0.263390058962174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239944553028302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603375359493863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735417663202906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168740890055986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285101160863993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836512277141134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042725130935853,0.10823432393070563,0.0,0.0,0.12260186732255975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985399282504912,0.0,0.0,0.19372906777233725,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GentlemenGhost,2019/06/02,"What to do when none of the medications work... I was diagnosed with ADHD in September at 30. Since then, I have tried Adderall, Ritalin, and Vyvanse. &#x200B; \- Ritalin made me feel suicidal on the first day. \- Adderall works, but the comedown is awful. Very depressed. \- Vyvanse is okay. I like how gentle it is, but when it comes to more abstract school work, it doesn't quite cut it. But when I tried going up a dose (with the psychiatrist), it caused me to feel very depressed. It's been a week and I'm only starting to feel like myself. &#x200B; I've also tried a few antidepressants since I know that depression is co-morbid with ADHD. None have worked. I'm actually allergic to Prozac. Some have made me more depressed. &#x200B; \- Has anyone else had trouble with finding the right medication? (I'm not asking for med advice because I know that's against the rule. I just look from some support since it feels like a lot of people find a med that works fairly easily.) &#x200B; \- What kind of 'lifestyle' things have you done to help you cope with ADHD? &#x200B; \- Is there hope for me? I'm feeling very lost.",2.5195673076923093,5.40534720673077,3.1309615384615377,86.86403846153847,84.14423076923076,5.7,24.34615384615385,7.1686216300943375,1.2924076923076921,881,34,159,13,26,275,118,208,0.16,0.7120000000000001,0.128,-0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,2,0,8,7,14,1,0,11,2,16,8,0,4,0,30,37,11,1,1,5,0,5,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,7,6,14,7,22,30,8,15,0,5,1,0,4,5,0,4,11,99,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.06734798508510392,0.0,0.2488252711094091,0.06743995891383688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055190697432600674,0.0,0.3738847356881324,0.4192995410855818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825639155565961,0.07071328898659927,0.0,0.0,0.06451903865581966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207046654122935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089667982348609,0.0,0.059449694133352736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450850332878158,0.0,0.2377676043653628,0.07004804482518072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062557307832466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765257799002978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744784764555566,0.09860763557947093,0.0,0.0,0.126155609300969,0.058703514131530285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922240764253343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625881934719443,0.0,0.0,0.06854675546532309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186775586822304,0.07585689046066317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115067834439667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795461629294945,0.0,0.07533724279167857,0.058673475700041014,0.0,0.13060596713587969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533186212123391,0.13904925953744468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052488472363549706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784581434175667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340518544124425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893782086312576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698461392112268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126798499556356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884866494471932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754904244748447,0.07831659084927542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045850023217507314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405685044624594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083203448526504,0.0,0.0,0.05535909519766489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512161010462845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192995410855818,0.0 adhd,luxembird,2019/06/02,"3 days since switching from Vyvanse to Mydayis: is this withdrawal, or is my dose too low? Hi all, hoping for some advice here. For the past year, I have been on Vyvanse + Adderall IR (as an afternoon booster). I love Vyvanse, but I only get about 6 hours out of it, hence the afternoon booster. After months of guess & check, I reached a pretty comfortable dosage schedule (60 mg Vyvanse, 10 mg Adderall booster). Despite finding a comfortable dosage, I wanted to try a different extended release med to see if I could cut out the afternoon booster altogether. So on Thursday, my Dr switched me to Mydayis – a newer medication by Shire that works similar to Adderall XR. It's made of the same amphetamine salts, but it releases in 3 bursts a day, rather than Adderall XR's 2 bursts a day. It comes in 4 dosages, and my doctor put me on the second smallest dose to start. It has been 3 days since switching, and these 3 days have been absolute hell! Despite 8 hours of sleep each night, I'm dreadfully exhausted and I've got this intense mental fog. Coffee isn't helping, either. I recognize these as typical withdrawal symptoms, but I can't tell whether it's due to lack of Vyvanse, or because my dosage of this new med is just too low. I'm worried because I go back to work tomorrow to a job I need to be mentally ""on"" for, and I can't risk another day of exhaustion and mental fog. I know it's important to give my body time to adjust, but time just isn't something I can afford right now. What should I do??",6.217262905162066,6.207765816326533,6.847903161264508,76.76922569027613,66.00680272108843,10.182953181272511,37.36214485794318,9.916854025145753,3.707562865146056,1186,59,224,24,17,391,166,294,0.115,0.7909999999999999,0.094,-0.8801,3,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,2,2,13,0,18,11,2,1,1,35,34,16,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,8,0,1,5,2,21,4,37,26,6,41,1,2,1,1,5,11,1,6,27,132,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441039761147415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685743573952146,0.0,0.0,0.12276985100985036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002821897082794,0.0,0.14274323063665773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300508237005147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008550902643253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347981449927802,0.0,0.0,0.4530461445959805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223249388331954,0.0,0.11983757356421006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701009945366588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117009680011366,0.11231495953930544,0.0665399464343515,0.0,0.09364053450004294,0.0,0.12897814618121745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784770631505232,0.0,0.0,0.11628805346373125,0.23060280367580524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618502915516166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434476784203566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567035786663248,0.11078506623601517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601016474010294,0.11794699557561615,0.3539709478558983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934531001024878,0.0,0.0,0.08681422931862055,0.0,0.11307775651069152,0.0,0.1098727787609876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904553160841977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117672573394496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911367603474472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176989481782925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998670859095896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329856112279934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370156385072645,0.0,0.11716575875755232,0.0,0.0,0.09013483099564376,0.0,0.0,0.08287067888424149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169220066492704,0.0,0.0,0.10233413295699836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654198331981268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949045218007765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905752765475423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047302204813555,0.11890164603279728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539645679017287 adhd,THRUTheHeaDx069,2019/06/02,"What are the benefits of ADD/ADHD? Hi, im new to this subreddit but I've been diagnosed with ADD(similar enough to ADHD)since 13 and I've had it for much longer. Now I used to he a huge book nerd and when i was reading Percy Jackson series, the author made an interesting connection, that since most of these demigods have ADHD, it's because their nerves are meant for battle and not sitting around. And since I know pretty much all the symptoms of ADHD/ADD, I'm starting to wonder if there's any benefits. Does it help with quick thinking? Athletics? Reaction speed? I'm curious TL;DR: basically the title",3.2665362318840607,5.960589269565219,4.564891304347828,79.40356884057972,78.04347826086956,8.007246376811594,26.97463768115942,8.841846274778883,2.585159420289855,486,20,85,12,12,160,83,115,0.063,0.746,0.19,0.9490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,6,0,6,2,0,2,1,18,15,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,3,12,10,5,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,6,51,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7117692661176048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068755715455076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180698972799348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025750769334863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502802907715991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129570465627694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298811152258765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924315289023224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599328756859937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137126156703113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401002894989459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768590406924448,0.0,0.0,0.14299965655379135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063276182188465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810253821328973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36743641666564897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479937862673812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389359885924403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487245253565883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787843557223144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056743323320674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Flyasspisces7,2019/06/02,I’m kind of disappointed there isn’t much advice/ hacks in the sub Yeah.. that’s it,-0.8983333333333334,1.1540947222222258,1.1722222222222245,97.345,101.77777777777777,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.2623555555555557,67,2,16,1,3,22,18,18,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6084071272749519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6483523358510228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457689868882372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zartbitter,2019/06/02,"how do you guys deal with weekend med breaks? after a long wait i was recently diagnosed with ADHD and i started taking adderall (5mg IR 2-3x daily) about 3 weeks ago. this medicine has been a huge blessing to me. i also have BP II and anxiety and the adderall has helped with my mood swings along with feeling normal, healthy, and productive. my psychiatrist told me to skip it on weekends and i've really been struggling on the days i don't take meds with brain fog, feeling physically weak and not having the energy to leave the house. i've read that a lot of people just kinda take the day off and have a lazy day but that tends to leave me feeling depressed and i get down on myself for not being productive enough. do any of you guys take med breaks, and if so, do you have any coping strategies that have helped not just with the lack of focus but the resulting low mood as well?",6.129715909090912,5.937279812500004,6.225136363636363,81.77895454545455,66.2159090909091,9.312727272727274,30.1,8.841846274778883,2.1686859090909087,701,22,141,10,10,223,107,176,0.12,0.81,0.07,-0.8319,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,11,0,15,3,1,2,0,34,27,16,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,16,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,3,14,2,23,22,3,20,1,2,0,0,9,7,0,3,11,92,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581514129502216,0.0,0.11665087684779488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523633803460453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789779940047854,0.0,0.10066968478542436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690335134165458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460333641056143,0.13566849145586685,0.11334243428083254,0.13356598243550205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597263694094686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996149001428684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875286731666018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605991420875167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641048134418053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518427655996075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278679848425927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645728353263796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187721861958927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385165707120757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893499320573662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123128581150766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163044146430375,0.0,0.084303017798239,0.0,0.12993401894038073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314349801321913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757148865280033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957717400288001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574449947041552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555743497580937,0.0,0.11831955610467546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SeanClarke3424,2019/06/02,"Things i've been called because of my Type 1 ADD (: Idiot Stupid Slow Retarded Dumb Distant",0.4952941176470561,0.7458267647058818,1.0065882352941171,93.90164705882357,134.29411764705884,3.7129411764705886,21.04705882352941,5.6839178017228535,0.6199505882352945,73,3,13,1,5,22,17,17,0.491,0.39399999999999996,0.115,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474985789385513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7495948817666979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877012764768486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cultureStress,2019/06/02,"Strategies for managing breath problems? I will constantly stop breathing while I am focusing on something, or even just breath really shallow breaths I have a feeling this is bad and probably linked to my ADHD, but the only studies I've found are on mouth-breathing in children and sleep apnoea. Was wondering if other people here have this problem and tricks for changing your breathing?",9.370223880597015,10.427902701492544,7.849962686567171,68.61583955223881,59.298507462686565,10.282089552238807,43.615671641791046,10.125756701596842,4.9954507462686575,319,18,44,6,4,96,55,67,0.17600000000000002,0.8059999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.8673,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,7,6,6,0,0,14,10,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,6,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29964833426694765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818161282214792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263759951771987,0.0,0.0,0.2694390659462915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468128215955474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606963417076825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733794157728348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962804591948432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728552550779584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688218179453458,0.4771536605765678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972831595801285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24951183378377986,0.0,0.0,0.19194777730285045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845252352406385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703896680916816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Luk34drian,2019/06/02,"Help, I am stuck So let me tell you the story of my life first, to explain what I've been struggling with. I was born in Brazil. And I stayed with my grandparents while my mother went to Belgium to find work with her sister and eventually settle down there. At the age of 4 my mom came back with a man that is essentially my Stepdad but I didn't know it at the time. They married in Brazil and then took me with them to live in Belgium(still age 4). Which was kindof and adventure and dissapointment considering I had a really great relationship with my grandparents , uncles, aunts, Nephews and Nieces (I have a BIG FAMILY). With that said I learned the essentials of the western world in Europe, Belgium (region of Antwerp to be specific). Also I was well received by the family of my stepdad and gave back the love they gave me. I learned dutch from my Stepdad's sister which was a teacher at the time and I went to a local elementary school to futherly 'blend in'. Which was not the case. I was bullied in elementary, but I never let it take a toll on me, it was sad yes. But I always believed in people and individuals so I came to the point where I became friends with my Bullies. I noticed that some of my classmates avoided communicating with me and I always wondered why because I treated every one as an equal. When it came to my results I scored poorly on dutch, so I had to redo my first year in Elementary. But that did not have any effect. I scored well in the coming years untill had to go to high school. Here in belgium we have ASO, TSO and BSO. Short-story said, ASO is for the smart kids, TSO is for the technical kids and BSO is for the workers who are thrown right into the working life after getting their high-school diploma. So my teachers advised me to go and do a direction in TSO, which was trade or in other words 'commerce' (or somethin). And I just went with it at the time. I pretty much did not have much saying in those things since I was just a teenager. So I pretty much did well untill the 3rd year, where I realised that I am not living up to my dreams and the person who I wanted to be, which was actually still developping at the time. I was fascinated by technology, computers and science. So I chose to go and follow electro-mechanics. (They let me redo my 3th year in highschool bcs I chose something else. Which should be more diffult than commerce (more maths and science). But that was not the case. I found myself in Electromechanics. But I slowly realised ( as the4th and the 5th year went by) I wanted to know more. So I didn't do my 5th year in electromechanics, but in Mahtematics-Science (which is ASO). And one of the most difficult actually. So in my 5 th year ( I was 18 at the time, my peers were 2 years younger than me, since I had to redo a total sum of 2 years) I did well (the first semester) but I messed it up pretty bad later on. My grades were horrible. As expected, I had to redo my 5th year in high-school and that was pretty much the pinnacle for me. I dropped out. And realised that I shouldn't have changed from TSO to ASO in the first place. And at that time, I was hopeless. I thought I would make it up by going to anExamination Committee but I lost all hope in myself and kept saying that I am going to fix my school carreer. Which is not the case untill this day. I am 20 now, with no diploma. I work part-time in a restaurant). And Never have I been so miserable, I lost so many friends I Lost motivation and I did not know what to do. I see a psychologist every 2 weeks now and It has given me some insight to what is going on with me (honeslty there's much more that is interfering with me but I gotta keep it as short as I can for clarification purposes). And since I got more time, I have been observing my own behaviour this whole year. I noticed that when it comes to learning, I always get distracted by the minimal of inputs that come from my surroundings. That was also true when I was in high school, but I never noticed it at the time. Focus also seems to be a problem with me. Unless it is interesting. And at the time, in high school, I always scored normal when it came to to the subjects of physics and english, but my math was poor and so were my other languages (french and dutch). I noticed I watch a huge amount of video's linked to the laws of nature and how things work. Especially given in the english language. And what I find most frustrating is that I seem to be thinking in the english language all the time. It is frustrating because I only come in contact with english on social media, articles and movies. Everyone I communicate with is in Dutch. So why am I thinking in English? Also on the subject of my focus, I tried to study the subjects that i need to succeeed on for getting my diploma, but I can't seem to focus. I really try it. But most of the time,while studying, I think about something else and I my attention is gone. I'm also pretty chaotic when it comes to planning and organising. I don't know what to do now, how can I become who I want to be when I can not even focus on the things that are necessary to get my frikkin high-school diploma. Should I see a psychiatrist ? I think I might have some sort of concentration problem..",3.1214131951365367,4.921523876685939,4.3758202112816456,84.94060693641622,74.6840077071291,7.12308816689921,26.18922330742144,7.912648999904021,1.5136069231280316,4096,148,823,61,87,1347,358,1038,0.075,0.838,0.087,0.9089,2,1,3,0,0,1,129.0,1,1,5,15,44,30,2,4,54,1,88,3,0,6,7,156,154,89,0,13,27,6,0,0,2,6,2,4,0,4,57,65,0,3,26,2,3,23,17,16,4,6,60,7,135,14,147,79,23,143,0,6,3,1,38,66,0,16,52,619,192,23,0.0,0.0,0.08472013371465692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356730347561988,0.14447614447992108,0.0,0.0,0.02951901252081895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675633512491783,0.036243969979732775,0.05292237839494453,0.047940862023541114,0.0,0.04890609048346151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858931699817592,0.0,0.0,0.045920038971196925,0.1869612739679088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027994648605216024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252383438254237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028670656192456057,0.0,0.07314643248334174,0.04147832223655453,0.0,0.0,0.08184263125907551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934847698358294,0.1476917107604311,0.0,0.047594766915425614,0.06707401710435876,0.0,0.090715811737545,0.0,0.14801902161826586,0.0,0.03471744178559644,0.04785760942370136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029095550190730873,0.27517839461432275,0.0,0.04311406110657736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385831346663782,0.0,0.0,0.0954238778618918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331632418652026,0.061320882744215995,0.0,0.0,0.07666033668171772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215528367194505,0.0,0.03917752624208135,0.0,0.028975259518454536,0.044009024073750215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046049159324651666,0.0,0.050839069632994865,0.0,0.0,0.15954982694540895,0.03218657356691238,0.10043706265107002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0425307446312096,0.0,0.19768174533339425,0.0,0.0,0.05882893581491711,0.03301383398106708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700676768018852,0.0,0.030093727255522836,0.03790229912730828,0.04535225012909511,0.0,0.04103470747080591,0.0,0.0,0.22080833560399785,0.0,0.08307142362486715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055616710909442924,0.0,0.0,0.046604079622543294,0.0,0.03707030030716476,0.08258213165343664,0.06903976419343076,0.0,0.3514507076017326,0.0691813087516969,0.11855137606945075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772294502596262,0.0,0.0,0.044249115413601416,0.0,0.06683538842774121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626728403651069,0.034665783514735315,0.0,0.0,0.045379595615996624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032637506678569884,0.0,0.03794061324599175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651528533998791,0.11125669123076302,0.0,0.03446120133954062,0.2784278849301439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048228022421472734,0.05894253297051221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680970775140268,0.0,0.03481937834919679,0.0,0.15611646459813466,0.16095906155752096,0.07833815954816291,0.0484636197153676,0.0,0.0,0.04707425828964573,0.1264065236399976,0.0,0.0,0.030835885507904205,0.0,0.0,0.3074874919041657 adhd,Mannyjl16,2019/06/02,"My mom says I could not have ADD/ADHD NOT ASKING FOR DIAGNOSIS ! I’ve done many tests online about symptoms of ADD and ADHD and they all say I have mild to medium level of ADD type. I struggle at school with time management and focusing. I get made fun of at school for being lazy. Some days I don’t do my work because there is no possible way for me to focus even if I was productive in another class. I brought up the courage to tell my mom about it and she just said if I had it, it would be very noticeable. Yet how would she know because she never sees me throughout the day. When I was a kid I was put in special class where they did test on me to see if I had a disability. The one thing I did struggle at is reading. So I understand why my mom thinks I don’t but she didn’t specify they tested me on attention or what not. I just don’t wanna keep going through life not knowing what to do.",2.708345864661652,3.6816895789473705,4.297593984962408,88.42315789473685,74.26315789473685,7.744360902255639,25.67669172932331,8.192908349453996,1.3651954887218043,700,23,158,11,14,235,112,190,0.04,0.925,0.035,0.1882,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,11,5,0,2,5,0,23,2,0,2,2,33,36,12,0,7,11,3,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,1,0,3,10,2,0,1,12,5,30,3,24,19,2,20,0,0,2,0,16,10,0,5,6,115,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31225698886103026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362236370792492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144980679644984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838580796361373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372383952444048,0.0,0.0,0.16756446601493447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294466848782452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580538486008264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787344774029783,0.0,0.07383175461879897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547139685027813,0.0,0.0,0.14279203290323672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917604031890265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292549459496092,0.0,0.13170996933646711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564526782894647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019583271413356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790521469306211,0.0,0.0,0.08803146053971847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464558064971507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059703721529034,0.0,0.0,0.12994675332754907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357567858795013,0.2066218330512234,0.0,0.2629549444446436,0.20704544684001666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27162361687766784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502789196530116,0.0,0.0,0.1135484622167969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630749275550036,0.0832421060162803,0.0,0.0,0.07575249716783758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524255447642838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071906733016625,0.0,0.1031177791324116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172250102010109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457719014998572,0.0,0.0,0.1845709429003834,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nitronootro,2019/06/02,"Atomoxetine (Strattera) and Ketogenic diet Hi all, Background: I'm on atomoxetine since 10 days for 20mg, I started ketogenic diet just today. 115 gram fat, 95 gram protein 25 gram carbs I use complete green powder from bulkpowders to get some lifs, vitamins and minerals. [https://www.bulkpowders.co.uk/complete-greens.html](https://www.bulkpowders.co.uk/complete-greens.html) When I get atomoxetine my heart beat goes slightly high after 1 hour for 1 hour, no anxiety but i try to get deep breaths and just massage to my trapezius, carotid artery on left front neck and around my chest shoulder joint. My question : I haven't seen that much on web to research will ask to my doctor since I go to her office after 2 days. Just want to hear your ideas is there anything should I watch out, or is this something shouldn't be done with atomoxetine. I would like to hear your ideas.",7.673570138470801,9.807630986754967,6.330523780854907,74.12565924142083,63.63576158940397,8.404816375677303,33.59482239614689,8.841846274778883,2.9162264900662263,713,30,115,11,11,212,102,151,0.022000000000000002,0.9440000000000001,0.035,0.4118,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,9,10,6,1,1,22,21,7,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,16,1,19,14,3,19,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,3,10,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255139760594975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501657172512946,0.14605810324154195,0.15338437164156155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202547287514022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162462919542346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793376814952088,0.0,0.1679017445723656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25716120282283395,0.0,0.09324541214280034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698402071779322,0.1944250955838246,0.0,0.173350171741983,0.0,0.0,0.3231540544032496,0.0,0.0,0.3704327014822065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782637779960765,0.0,0.0,0.08015687339328499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061116909045624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379723069886855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27144269152344075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263099824239041,0.0,0.0,0.11613040017605886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555202601543349,0.0,0.0,0.11139353684724893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170478958453173,0.0,0.0,0.09677341165405688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655143324976205,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,makesamessjess,2019/06/02,"Headphones & ADHD = The endless cycle continues... I’m sure y’all know the the constant cycle of buying new headphones, losing the newly purchased headphones, buying replacement headphones, then finding the lost set. It seems like at any given time I can locate either three sets or zero sets and Nothing in between. ...And on most days, headphones are my lifeline to generate even a microscopic amount of focus and concentration. I’m genuinely curious how people manage to keep track of the completely wireless earbuds. For those joining me in this endless lost headphones loop, these ~$10 headphones are legit. [Panasonic Headphones - Amazon](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00E4LGVUO/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_i_UWa9Cb98ETQG7)",9.941531531531533,13.265375945945948,7.398378378378378,63.986936936936964,59.81081081081082,8.536936936936938,40.26126126126126,9.150863307647796,4.608304504504504,594,31,66,10,9,171,83,111,0.066,0.868,0.066,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,4,2,11,8,3,13,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773571917494917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005407175752103,0.0,0.15694084825454316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419723468896511,0.2493952214394558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883641163781644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243047509414426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109321454558622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051311804075441,0.0,0.0,0.12683270082985607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127492716638986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581879582944401,0.5038554002578429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289236161735626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144321030451933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999637790361934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100968374078792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175109314611782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457184711297826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,phlergm_schmlerghph,2019/06/02,"Feeling down and starting the work i have to do feels like an insurmountable hurdle I've been having a pretty garbage few days and things just keep getting worse and worse and I know i should've worked on friday and saturday and I meant to but i just couldn't bring myself to but now it's sunday and the feelings i had on friday and saturday just feel so much stronger. I've been doing well enough to stay away from any distraction but i'm still just feeling stuck in quicksand trying to stay afloat and i still haven't started anything. I have to do 3 overdue essays, 3 overdue assignments, a quiz tomorrow i have to learn the stuff for, another project due monday, a test on tuesday that i have to do well on because i'm failing that class, a culminating lab that's gonna be going on all next week, a culminating presentation coming up soon enough and who knows what else. I don't know how to get through all this and I don't know how to get through all of this along with all the stuff going on in my life. sorry for this whole jumble of thoughts i'm just really freaking out right now",5.768556375131714,5.8817315388127875,5.797351598173517,83.5032771338251,66.94520547945207,8.747593958552864,30.54478398314015,8.384062270229773,2.0324988408851423,873,30,178,11,13,275,120,219,0.096,0.828,0.076,-0.7246,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,15,6,0,1,10,0,17,1,0,2,4,43,43,17,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,15,0,1,12,0,0,4,4,3,2,0,6,5,14,3,31,34,9,37,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,0,19,122,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853193083248892,0.1365128933713744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071331792830889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231539549476678,0.0,0.0,0.07936106162507313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214496124223132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396013559900947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875490981843984,0.0,0.0,0.2690368758618486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291334339890988,0.0930059408332921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405270919455387,0.0,0.1479770568720618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571658798461848,0.0,0.0,0.2861904729597134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919552465698043,0.0636030124175961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570275586627004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845583082421206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324474406529897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340141459496103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117937161410346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457341925185813,0.18429469543349344,0.2775250010303423,0.2079357326886243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980669680835133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649075746544606,0.0,0.0,0.10335429382148056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838873333511349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442852021107617,0.0,0.23410830622919696,0.0,0.0,0.14534963950799315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955602935191224,0.0,0.2653442690923745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JoeAltenwerth,2019/06/02,"Hey everyone, so I made an app that I thought you guys might like. It basically lets you save photos, videos, websites/articles, social media content, etc. from literally any app on your phone. It called Figgle. So the title says it all. The app can save photos, videos, websites/articles, social media content and in addition to that, you can save photos, websites, social media posts, notes, music, etc. from any app and store it in one place. https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/figgle/id1449424159?ls=1&mt=8 If you'd like to know when the Android version comes out, leave a comment below and we'll add your name to our list. You'll be PM'd when it comes out (2 weeks).",6.870628019323673,9.237759173913048,5.708115942028988,76.89685990338167,65.95652173913044,7.545893719806764,26.690821256038646,8.167268648758528,1.7699661835748792,535,16,87,7,9,159,71,115,0.01,0.865,0.125,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,7,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,13,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,11,5,11,5,4,13,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,2,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441193964301544,0.0,0.2314840628862501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379352235956885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322495303633656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796366204004554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263366781410818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852504278675912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353762650534624,0.0,0.0,0.18021752874387767,0.0,0.1740413246791445,0.0,0.1663025259675775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104762664455038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055560777056248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533211915631553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782307442554554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300482705331293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535009940570186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204932757069177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512001616571415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472998881641868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652440375098954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gyzphysics,2019/06/02,"Adderall active ingredient Is the mg on the box the pill weight or only the active ingredient? For instance Amphetamine hydrochloride is 73% amphetamine and 27% HCL. But I can't find this information about adderall. What binder does it use, how much is the active ingredient etc.",6.74625,9.417887791666667,7.5275,62.4675,66.91666666666666,10.633333333333336,32.83333333333333,10.686352973137794,4.339108333333334,226,10,34,7,4,75,36,48,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,7,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516606446928409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481677019505936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672825771979272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295405148830354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056241654205801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470683915334415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893436517860103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,a_knightingale,2019/06/02,"My boyfriend maybe has ADD, how can I help him cope? So, as in the title, I am pretty sure he has ADD, it is not conformed though, but he already has made a appointment with a clinical psychologist but not before next month. **Some Background:** I am myself a student of psychology and by now means able do diagnose him nor really help him (yet). He just struggles so much right now with work, because he can´t focus or even start because he gets distracted. I already noticed this behavior before in daily activities, like cleaning or chores. Also saw a note from his old teacher, that said that he was unfocused and hyperaktive at school. With that said I just wanted to give you some insight about what the issue is. **Question:** My actual question is how can I help him, til he goes to the psychologist? Maybe some people here want to share some tricks and tips how they manage their daily life with an attention disorder. I just see him struggle so much right know and it breaks my heart that I can not help him. I am really glad for any advice you have. **TL;DR:** My boyfriend has a real issue with focusing on work and it really stresses him to an unbearable point, what can I do to help, til he gets therapy?",2.198587024329385,4.97393228820961,3.418856830941987,85.11802947598255,84.19650655021834,6.76487835308796,23.025733000623827,7.957251820313856,1.5949025577043048,950,34,176,20,28,307,130,229,0.09,0.7809999999999999,0.129,0.8267,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,2,2,17,9,1,4,10,0,18,4,1,4,1,40,31,21,0,2,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,4,27,4,22,26,6,17,0,0,2,0,31,7,0,8,10,122,37,5,0.11042752231823603,0.0,0.10776133242099832,0.0,0.0,0.10790849676926502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437190336649353,0.08830884970152843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509450189749299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346311853079816,0.0,0.18793137624297512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208161067192593,0.0,0.0,0.1265595075685686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293633702442799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153876453667478,0.10593214167251347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308571456348998,0.3700862024882237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305152866584793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060688078336903435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779982247431853,0.05394930949508543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448919164330332,0.0,0.0,0.22187857727295096,0.12028794474202785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814219477440001,0.0,0.16235386971493848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744092275837086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572246606800164,0.11587510876430945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655653985371869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438970192028683,0.0,0.0,0.11234448960853427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740819504428305,0.0,0.0,0.12569069605945954,0.21222809536612566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860900138808495,0.21008372274561327,0.0,0.0,0.11175854803010436,0.08799643818812307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816116866418564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649435371988696,0.2308856454252679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407663292889127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126283495624901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849448000651224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302660274834869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078510286623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KramAllemrof,2019/06/02,"What do i do to manage this aspect of my ADD? I cant seem to control my interest for certain passions, for example i like to basketball, play it frequently and have NBA hoop dreams, but im currently 19 and out of college. I have other hobbies I get way too big of goals for and i just end up deflating and losing interest. I dream of becoming rich one day but i cant dedicate any thought to a singular project, so inevitably this dream is going to be crushed by my innate ability to be a jack of all trades and a master of none.",4.288283093053735,4.685684119266057,6.071847968545217,79.26486238532111,70.19266055045873,10.26526867627785,33.92005242463958,10.290406445055957,3.511111664482307,415,20,85,11,7,144,72,109,0.061,0.701,0.23800000000000002,0.9493,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,2,15,13,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,4,2,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,11,7,18,10,2,9,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,59,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567459297124625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502700470188714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35571352538763223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453714158103306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809030017462245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569910459193454,0.0,0.1802450890309339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425791511989088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549447039720066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35481255157303204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149107592583828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28872374780973403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178367897515946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25174091251599795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,usurpedunicorn,2019/06/02,"Straterra - beware of your manufacturer! I started taking Straterra a few days ago - and felt an immediate improvement in focus. On the 4th day, I filled my prescription somewhere else and while the dose increased 7 mg, I felt an immediate spike in anxiety/excess energy. I basically felt like I was on a space ship. Of course, the Costco pharmacist made the mistake of telling me that the pills were ""identical"" to those at CVS. This was not the case; the manufactuer for the CVS-filled was Teva and for the Costco-filled, Northstar. I talked to my friend who has a C-level role at a large pharmaceutical company to confirm medication efficacy and side effects can change depending on the manufacturer. She said ""to be generic a drug only has to be within 20% of the original efficacy, safety, pharmacological priorities etc. Statistically they are proven to be similar. The reality is not especially when it comes to birth control or neuro meds"". So, to anyone who has tried Straterra and had bad effects, check the manufacturer. Try the non generic (which I haven't tried), or Teva, which I tried and worked well. I think when people share ""Straterra testimonials"" they should include the manufacturer too. I had never thought of this before until I felt amazing one day and just terrible the next. The other odd thing is that I felt immediate benefits from Strattera which I thought was interesting since people say it usually takes a few weeks to work.",7.515193014705878,8.969363203125003,8.167316176470589,63.328419117647094,63.453125,11.179779411764708,35.761948529411775,11.088447113337141,4.4592806066176465,1164,53,185,33,17,388,153,256,0.044000000000000004,0.833,0.12300000000000001,0.9545,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,5,6,10,0,0,25,0,19,4,0,6,1,30,33,14,0,2,5,0,5,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,14,8,0,1,10,0,1,3,4,3,1,1,16,7,20,7,26,13,4,28,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,16,127,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871469171786233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575410524337322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024009081623867,0.0,0.0,0.1043592691646849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973892474064522,0.10564518321925727,0.0,0.0,0.13755337896832476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372817416908821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222572946630654,0.0,0.1024516148250824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677819675181493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887775394823425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475286881413034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991666344812355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604678147416528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622756235354913,0.12354886525895525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458903494276218,0.0,0.1304311085685238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310536148555052,0.09327473186502336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004897657071882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666058221583432,0.09752980367048164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145069103222597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680660570809806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184422971650754,0.09857495638580184,0.10719447275781234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147786416790409,0.07858401154414857,0.0,0.1947280231999483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330633431683673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350727847227792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837597720672718,0.0,0.11026984463132446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785696051732768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iflysohighimightcry,2019/06/02,ADHD Meds? Does anyone else find ADHD Meds limiting? I’ve never been on it but it seems like it helps most people focus during work or school. I’ve been doing fairly bad in school and are planning to start medication next year as a Senior in high school...,2.6925999999999988,5.112663060000003,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,78.4,5.6000000000000005,16.0,6.742157984588678,-0.07060000000000022,203,3,37,2,5,66,40,50,0.085,0.789,0.126,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,18,3,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42646521100409657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406098533716706,0.18179478459326412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814401631259702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526744015014404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482173739497543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621649349561997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892548372846325,0.18746121816224146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668180123148157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394162485112459,0.17873889439828694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684253183899467,0.0,0.18869547762998226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300544404881696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386963616548407,0.0,0.1615227489348287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558364415741846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291688666460522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425708016092732 adhd,Sjakkert,2019/06/02,"Nutritions, foods, additives and connections to possibly intensified ADHD-symptoms? Hello. OK, so out of some suspicions and experiences of negative effects of some different food consumptions, I was searching around for possible clues on foods and diet choice effects in relations to (intensified) ADHD symptoms (and also anxiety). And got rather stunned from some of the suggestions. This and many other health articles state that people with ADHD should (maybe) avoid not only sodium, trans fats, many additives and sugar, but also foods like fruit, fish, eggs, soy, almonds, milk, cranberries, nuts and fruit cereals... Many of which otherwise are normally considered healthy or at least OK foods. [https://www.healthline.com/health/adhd/foods-to-avoid](https://www.healthline.com/health/adhd/foods-to-avoid) &#x200B; Some of it makes sense, but how on Earth is one supposed to eat ""a healthy, balanced diet"" if you have to steer cleer of fruit, fish and all such foods (especially if one has a fuzzy taste)? Especially considering the fish, it doesn't make sense, because fish oils are often highlighted as very great for ADHD (not that it cures it, in any way, of course). And also nuts like cashew are mentioned in tons of other articles to be beneficial for ADHD'ers. &#x200B; Avoiding things like trans fats, junk and refined sugar is all well and understandable from common sense, but this is just absurd and had me confused. Especially also considering the exhausting, uncertain and confusing work of backtracking any supposed reaction/effect to all sorts of ingredients. &#x200B; Another health article also mentions to avoid beans, oranges, corn (even rye), chocolate (even dark?). And ""Allergens can be in almost any food"", so keeping track just sounds kind of impossible. [https://www.everydayhealth.com/adhd-pictures/how-food-can-affect-your-childs-adhd-symptoms.aspx#adhd-symptoms-may-be-caused-by-food-sensitivities](https://www.everydayhealth.com/adhd-pictures/how-food-can-affect-your-childs-adhd-symptoms.aspx#adhd-symptoms-may-be-caused-by-food-sensitivities) (But then further down below the article seems self-contradictory and contrary to the others, by stating that ""Foods such as eggs, beans, pork, lean beef, and soy can have a very beneficial effects on those with ADHD"".) &#x200B; Anyone got certain experiences with such food sensitivies or is it all bogus or more exclusively individual? Of course, this isn't about curing or treating ADHD in any way, but about not intensifying aweful symptoms and whether it's feasible or relevant. Though it overall seems extremely limiting and caged-up. Sorry for eventual confusion (or maybe that's my introverted fear of reaching out), but I gotta try and ask to see if others had made proper sense of this.",15.845100502512558,16.824397907035177,11.946376884422113,44.85710301507541,46.06030150753769,13.789145728643215,43.518090452261305,12.857556352371635,6.092405628140702,2309,94,273,58,20,667,216,398,0.08800000000000001,0.81,0.102,0.9075,1,5,0,0,0,0,177.0,0,1,0,5,22,19,0,8,8,2,20,28,2,7,5,83,32,48,0,6,22,0,0,3,0,2,7,1,0,0,22,28,23,5,6,0,0,0,6,9,1,2,6,9,5,10,52,22,11,21,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,22,5,180,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6573711629713033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036515180381173434,0.0,0.0,0.14580823239820073,0.0,0.15804249619546426,0.17723950672876154,0.0991918397442994,0.0382375175685054,0.027896198345138342,0.0,0.0,0.025497699728251583,0.0,0.0,0.0324622479970623,0.03409055301004178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022229182264041712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809894659988933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731356514032308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048170566891427784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134099993929367,0.0,0.04103410595864136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732288732076208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583299817278811,0.04020361725475293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504554483878238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032412433410170284,0.0,0.0379734663160144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053445969343969786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034504773620583615,0.048682341536272565,0.1109116385621223,0.07326949285046941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03572869182776125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494202708302439,0.027733845494368702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025280759045828518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221930634088885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029058480894980306,0.06639409707135696,0.03804172932492291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082042076129426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370562778890772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024226223446171744,0.0,0.03582741346575978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02475785004838268,0.0,0.0,0.03796213097579761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017612422384212,0.0,0.057889628786037976,0.0,0.0,0.032787087912712364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026547499739976013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723950672876154,0.0 adhd,whambamthxsam,2019/06/02,"How do you all cope? I was recently diagnosed after being misdiagnosed with mood and anxiety disorders my whole life. I literally ran the gamut with all sorts of medicine to no avail. Being misdiagnosed caused a lot of avenues to suffer in my life and consequently lowered my self-esteem tremendously. I'm still having mood issues, even on medicine that helps TREMENDOUSLY, that I believe are deep-seeded in this whole mess. Just one example: I'm trying to get the ball rolling because I want to go back to school and start studying for the MCAT so I can go to medical school. My last two years of undergrad, my GPA slumped to a 3.4 because of extreme organizational and concentration issues that I think most of us can relate to. Because I wasn't diagnosed, I just thought it was because I was an idiot. I don't even know where to pickup where I left off and I'm quite frankly terrified of studying because I still believe I'm a total joke. What have you guys done to combat this HUGE self-esteem issue? Has anyone benefited from CBT or other talk therapy?",6.318268264398919,7.3517530804020135,6.805125628140704,73.53789331271747,65.93467336683419,9.942172400463859,33.90065713181291,10.035473477838034,3.495049168921532,849,37,149,19,13,277,119,199,0.113,0.838,0.05,-0.9057,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,2,11,7,1,0,7,0,15,5,0,2,3,23,28,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,3,0,2,7,0,20,2,25,19,7,19,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,4,8,102,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165295839909084,0.0,0.0,0.08377269130197545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092125123878381,0.0,0.3651698866069845,0.0,0.0,0.2699656675738907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307604198580675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24320563748238155,0.0,0.0,0.1373105968639499,0.0,0.0,0.12260540294836242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826439533937714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259484870170598,0.0,0.1361795418859011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186289714698904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803049226898084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751459555125656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584346304011625,0.0976596877895206,0.0,0.0,0.13017197878421335,0.0,0.1692481742315997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185666207064388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069417458994045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118514878686932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274307867143541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829616093417668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250462457509075,0.0,0.0,0.24997219994704215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480087294151735,0.0,0.19135799439319867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629730690999903,0.0,0.0,0.13701113801289486,0.0,0.0,0.07676826808087488,0.0,0.09511434192611896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134191521228569,0.0,0.11703521960740886,0.0,0.14411453396315124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066599075996859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675231923093672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715256395371296 adhd,swindleNswoon,2019/06/02,"Any entrepreneur ADHD'ers out there? How to stay organized and focused? Long time adhd'er, diagnosed back in 1997 when Ritalin was a thing. I'm starting a real estate business and looking for tips on how to stay organized and 'failsafe' my business from my adhd tendencies. Thanks!",5.644375000000004,8.923983020833333,5.853999999999999,70.19100000000002,72.95833333333334,8.840000000000002,38.766666666666666,9.3871,4.819911666666668,227,14,31,6,5,72,39,48,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.7312,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,7,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,7,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7277940125496063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372725773621146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521884702924166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488492743229725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864086087240788,0.16951261642179527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976230433051456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287843718324078,0.4303144844535362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584672518656264,0.0,0.0,0.13410765001553904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770692269750875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whyhellogoodbye,2019/06/02,"I made it a goal to write 5 songs this year. I just finished my 4th one! AHHHHHH I'M SO EXCITED. I can't believe I'm following through with it. I really want to share my achievement with you guys. If you'd like to take the time out of your day to listen to it, I'd appreciate it very much but it's okay if not :) I just want to celebrate. [Here it is](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vk0DtjmB7CM&feature=youtu.be); it's Indie Rock",1.428625792811843,4.070921186046512,2.826532769556028,88.72280126849896,87.13953488372093,6.848202959830867,22.93446088794926,8.00094639256281,1.4170837209302327,346,13,73,8,11,112,60,86,0.039,0.732,0.22899999999999998,0.9113,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,10,4,11,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,42,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34653489619466465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603380810281214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626342972295866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31668127520030065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625243323356505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026302021967813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511132417881356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672460046302772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048908293843445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404718187415822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864950278243872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638926549921812,0.3772871970459509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595957323996467 adhd,Storbod,2019/06/02,"I’ve been trying to get diagnosed for a while now and finally got an answer from the doc. [https://i.imgur.com/mX8FXM7_d.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/mX8FXM7_d.jpg) (Translation: Hello! You have now been placed on a waiting list for neuropsychiatric investigation. The waiting time is currently estimated to be several years.) And here i was thinking i might get help before the next semester.",9.414060150375937,13.987981333333336,6.217293233082707,64.99105263157898,69.0,10.27468671679198,30.9498746867168,9.957137785484203,4.544555889724309,324,13,40,10,7,90,45,57,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.4574,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,13,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,6,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521822200436404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080117509244075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32465006709232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096738091948332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702775155339134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986451906366841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143932310178008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151843318264075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096351955415755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348046855047068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898967925873965,0.0,0.0,0.17281105597982802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012103332259124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908474008983675 adhd,Killeni,2019/06/02,"Cross-Post Advice: My parents and ADHD I recently made a post on “Am I the asshole” asking if I should blame my parents for ignoring my difficulties and one of the commenters suggested I should go here to get some advice on how I should feel. https://www.reddit.com/r/AmItheAsshole/comments/bvq92z/aita_my_parents_and_adhd/?st=JWEUMCLX&sh=b0809a4b Did anyone else have an experience like this?",12.514107142857142,16.941577910714287,7.9529999999999985,57.99200000000002,55.60714285714285,8.765714285714285,29.057142857142853,9.3871,2.9928185714285718,337,10,41,6,5,91,42,56,0.139,0.816,0.045,-0.6322,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,11,4,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,8,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532178039090126,0.4117828920447638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282909720478239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473247967115606,0.21588478932869465,0.0,0.0,0.19697399551788813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601097095048698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610287251932832,0.0,0.0,0.1065351355362291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008090126802772,0.0,0.11974441200828848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293629951683196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993673473846135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427742782896755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467909932236979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035804892950449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208038653056556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6m2gUd56AJgmYhnr,2019/06/02,"[UK] Advice/reassurance on getting an adult diagnosis for some ""red-flag"" circumstances **TL;DR:** 18 years old. Been taking Ritalin for a year without an ADHD diagnosis. Recently looked into ADHD-PI and believe I may have it. Concerned about whether the NHS will be stubborn to help me due to my medical record of stimulant use. Looking for advice and reassurance :) I'm sorry for the long post, it was a bit difficult to explain my situation without going into detail. # Introduction! Hello all, I live in the UK, and I have recently booked an appointment on the NHS to see my GP for a referral for a specialist ADHD assessment. I've recently turned 18 years old, so any assessment would be an adult one. In my small town, there is coincidentally, an ADHD specialist in our CAMHS (Child & Adult Mental Health Services) building, so I am optimistic that I'll be seen and assessed by someone who knows what they're talking about, but I have a few concerns about my circumstances, and was wondering if anyone who has also been through this process can give me any advice or reassurance. **Basically, the major red-flag is that I've been taking Ritalin off-prescription, illegally, for a year now.** When I started taking Ritalin, I did not stop to consider whether I might actually have ADHD. I just assumed that I was lazy, unmotivated and a chronic procrastinator, and I was really desperate for some pharmaceutical support, especially after finding that modafinil was not effective for me and my body was also allergic to it. My life has a very demanding work load; I am studying for three A-levels at college and I run a business from home with 8,000 customers, and I've been running it since I was 14. Ever since I was young, I've always been labelled ""gifted & talented"" by my parents and my teachers; I started programming when I was 10 years old, and during my younger years, I used to be very popular in my classes because I used to write little comic books that people enjoyed. **But I believe this is the reason why I have been living with undiagnosed, predominantly-inattentive ADHD under the radar.** The darker side to the story has been my daily, life-long struggles, that I had always just attributed to being a part of my personality. And after recently reading into ADHD-PI extensively, I can, on a worrying level, relate my current situation and my childhood to its characteristics. # Signs/Symptoms For example, I have always had extreme trouble regulating my anger, and it has been common for me to get into an explosive rage at small or irrational things. When I was in primary school, **I used to be a bossy kid who would angrily scream at his friends for not playing by the rules of our tag game**, along with other situations where I had a problem with peoples' actions. **This would happen so often that I was eventually bullied by my best friends for a straight year.** At secondary school, despite being predicted to get good GCSEs, and having a good student track record with almost 100% attendance, **I came out with a measly** ***five*** **GCSEs**, an embarrassing underachievement which came as a shock to my parents. I did approximately zero revision, as I found it impossible to focus on this and could barely even start it, despite the fact that I was panicking and considered them extremely important. I was also struggling with an addiction to cannabis (which I have since kicked), which was also easy to blame for this. After somehow negotiating myself into college, **I was given an exam concession to use a word processor due to my awful handwriting**. My handwriting has always been complete ass, and my secondary school noticed this too late to grant me this exam concession. When I started my business, **I was able to ""hyperfocus"" on programming the products I sell**, thanks to the huge amount of initial motivation I had for this opportunity. I would do nothing but program these products, and I managed to quickly make them and put them up for sale. They became extremely popular, and after a while of doing this, it became a chore. At this point, there was no longer any hyperfocus. **I came up with many ideas for new projects or updates, and for the few of these projects I managed to start, I would end up working on them for a little bit before giving up and never finishing them.** My products went without updates for months and months, as I was unable to scrape together the motivation to fix bugs or improve features **that I had previously overlooked due to my reckless lack of detail and poor organisation.** **I have also had a lifelong poor relationship with sleep.** I can never shut off my mind, and I find it almost impossible to stop my constant thoughts, ideas, or songs playing in my head. When I was a child, instead of sleeping, I used to stay up and write comics for my class, or play with LEGO and K'Nex, for hours. I can even remember a time where I stayed up and studied binary..... when I was 8 years old. # Ritalin (my ""red-flag"") Regardless, after all of these struggles and traits which I have, I never considered ADHD to be a possibility. I'm not hyperactive. I don't know of anyone in my family with ADHD. And it was easy to label me as a ""gifted & talented"" kid. I'm pretty introverted, too. But after reading into ADHD, and discovering ADHD-PI, it became obvious that this may be what I've been suffering & dealing with my whole life. At first, my friends doubted me, and I even doubted myself. But then I learnt that people with ADHD are 300% more likely to start their own business, are more likely to have bad handwriting, can get into a hyperfocused state, have a poor relationship with sleep, have trouble regulating their emotions, are prone to unexpected underachievement, have higher levels of anxiety, etc etc etc, you've heard it all. And after discovering Ritalin, I have been using it like actual medication. I have never abused it. I've never taken it to get high. I've never taken it without the intention of doing something productive. Depending on my tolerance, I just take 10-30mg at once and focus on something until it wears off (I find that if I enjoy the task, e.g. programming, I can easily continue for longer, though.) After using it for a year now, my body has become good at tolerating the side effects, e.g. I can actually eat on it, whereas before even looking at food made me queasy. **Ritalin has fucking changed my life.** After years of underachieving and struggling to manage my business, I have been pushing out A\*s left and right at college. I made a stupid amount of money in a single month thanks to the release of a new range of products. I then even managed to win a young entrepreneurship award. # My concerns... After carefully considering all of this, on the 17th May, I decided to book an appointment with my GP for a referral to the ADHD specialist. My surgery booked it a whole bloody month in advance for the 11th June, even though it's literally just for a referral. **But I am really concerned.** I feel like it's possible I will get shrugged off for ""drug-seeking behaviour"" - my medical record shows that I was taking modafinil to help me study (which I had a severe allergic reaction to.) Additionally, there's no one in my family I can name who's been diagnosed with ADHD, despite ADHD commonly being a hereditary condition. And I don't feel like I can speak to my mother about this (I expect they will want a third-party to vouch for my symptoms), it'd probably give her a heart attack to learn that her son has been taking speed pills for a year, or even to suspect it. She'd probably just say ""don't be silly"" or something anyway, considering my recent achievements (ironically thanks to Ritalin.) I've also heard that the NHS can take a very long time to diagnose ADHD. If you've managed to read through my massive wall of text on an ADHD subreddit, firstly congratulations, but most importantly thank you! I would really appreciate it if any of you have any advice or reassurance on the matter and this process. **How long did it take for you to get diagnosed on the NHS? Should I just go private? How much did private cost for you? And of course, most importantly, am I just a lazy fuck, or does this all sound like actual, undiagnosed ADHD-PI?** I really do not want to waste the NHS' time if I'm just being paranoid, and it would definitely be embarrassing to be told I don't have ADHD and I am just dependent on illegal medication.",4.079851315484318,6.773596389105059,5.457499849683477,74.12359716030613,75.05706874189364,8.546506214514563,29.6023226050283,9.226163042838278,3.158204837615207,6680,299,1107,172,151,2230,563,1542,0.113,0.765,0.122,0.9564,3,0,4,0,1,0,310.0,2,4,9,14,55,58,7,8,80,1,135,38,9,23,14,208,211,94,0,20,42,4,2,6,3,15,25,8,2,8,74,73,2,3,23,15,7,13,21,23,0,7,62,15,160,35,206,117,29,180,0,1,5,3,61,72,3,33,97,817,234,38,0.027806069682384273,0.03294564569146273,0.10853885174493408,0.03031272028383622,0.634932352179237,0.08151530843480717,0.0,0.0,0.055687524416928,0.0,0.0,0.13341902327367858,0.09254750989417353,0.12051145953444065,0.0,0.09454540447389906,0.0,0.021271567198464382,0.0,0.0,0.038885300890491706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031633418478266576,0.0,0.0,0.023216906724484312,0.01695032199177357,0.0307096193522488,0.047321834571811085,0.0626558371860834,0.02918075463349053,0.0,0.06071405276851149,0.061772549974863526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540820828548674,0.02835014121859005,0.0,0.02941513477069777,0.0,0.02915413502936565,0.030048483039428708,0.0,0.022200884040901186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028666836882115673,0.0,0.08466772624335435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0243332789608514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032246212988703414,0.0284525510779854,0.0,0.0312780857980216,0.024627924459855025,0.0,0.09303335369528924,0.12855952745948146,0.025152181955248983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242617563944715,0.0,0.028119168620651558,0.03972932347402151,0.0,0.0,0.07624273182081963,0.04730365733419757,0.033623209833042636,0.030487920188293775,0.06444870138201582,0.05141252672065345,0.10169266629089847,0.08002234726759823,0.03160566038325255,0.0699672359986303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024588815589177068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02853704954542385,0.02955655180193628,0.0,0.03295032645463103,0.037275644762617736,0.029378639278600963,0.027891755059774304,0.0,0.027383377530947044,0.0,0.0,0.06277933620995513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030562977411787106,0.0,0.03136645774887447,0.0,0.030211376069372364,0.0,0.07856099735937366,0.08150784664788938,0.05573797347671992,0.04910653792071501,0.09842998665170342,0.07005028618680549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262155091222023,0.01856076743066117,0.028190990322726688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204675943241904,0.02802197818245697,0.029497845776254483,0.028076203759766882,0.0,0.08877815814040095,0.0,0.020440660623935798,0.0,0.12867453077325788,0.053710550739668204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02668067379409414,0.03165739463078345,0.11671117058911525,0.029612556719796894,0.037684224887046314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175069951159404,0.030111263784312607,0.0,0.0578316828212451,0.02427918751655217,0.0,0.0,0.026285723565849413,0.06269433125629263,0.026630528448131626,0.028288769329481957,0.059959292159729186,0.02660665339430461,0.0,0.027952780118776246,0.0,0.0,0.08344078319921998,0.0,0.0712531210145686,0.028589270727856962,0.1372756963105654,0.05970662541559722,0.03149885648080705,0.023746231578972626,0.0,0.022112502665348085,0.0,0.08442368104135176,0.022157837472882424,0.0,0.0,0.0314129440580292,0.0,0.06900440454379178,0.09376556205494936,0.08347845268009316,0.0,0.02355999260777749,0.06421941276945843,0.0,0.031126618492974274,0.1180876754294809,0.05927514113225245,0.0,0.046494238655707884,0.0,0.1162757655080895,0.0,0.0,0.03155399835873594,0.0,0.05780230630784983,0.16725363114467026,0.022349465535501056,0.0,0.1024003724010356,0.0,0.0,0.018473117147522203,0.0,0.05463864456763113,0.02207491335968951,0.048641828526861886,0.0,0.0,0.026569891184456008,0.0,0.0,0.030245019100522214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212413142343665,0.0,0.06882875872548844,0.0328014806581878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025776505172661588,0.0250906529308807,0.06208896757677231,0.0,0.10721623564763147,0.030154496443025845,0.040486299794934656,0.028238413501203506,0.0,0.13826843875076444,0.0,0.0,0.1969681693941541 adhd,King_of_Hertz,2019/06/02,"I need help I am a 22 year old Dutch physical therapy (of physiotherapy) student. I have dropped out of 2 studies before (chemistry and also physical therapy. Got kicked out of the last one because of a broken school system) Things now are going better, and when I say better I mean that I am still allowed in school. Things have never been worse, I have had the hardest time bringing up motivation to do anything for the last 3-4 weeks. I just stay home and do practically nothing. I stopped using my medication and just do nothing. This really frustrates me because I could have easily made it this year! But these weeks I just collapsed. Out of nowhere! I really don't know what to do. I just want to finish this study, I like it a lot and I know that I can make it if I just put some effort in it. But it just doesn't seem to happen for me. If you ever had something likewise, please share me your stories on how to get out of that cycle!",3.3662745098039224,4.999415181818186,4.668791443850272,83.7941675579323,73.65240641711229,7.339607843137256,26.905169340463466,8.021203637495839,1.667287629233512,737,27,146,11,15,244,110,187,0.027999999999999997,0.812,0.16,0.9644,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,4,12,5,1,0,6,0,18,1,0,6,2,37,32,12,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,15,9,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,1,23,4,21,26,2,29,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,16,108,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103434334978074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354668615997385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822399219299464,0.0,0.1174117508421086,0.0,0.0,0.24406613493593396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016667840843074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481180189173093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720894282737665,0.0,0.07841783725623487,0.0,0.11035608816210768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201622847389637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924858208678685,0.0,0.138406290679952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166160489489264,0.2249460204526128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741059434749444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730659450171073,0.0,0.13056105031716814,0.09210345375347144,0.0,0.0,0.15030186528406514,0.0,0.13900143897824987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231123514578754,0.10641952834653727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647931680719594,0.0,0.1447879504851537,0.0,0.09349956237223993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146180966743816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870911321789853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678844801736868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972810656778174,0.0,0.2792884734440811,0.0,0.1256128085901316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622458969227024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470694905369662,0.11019188237964657,0.11535837555818974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155868194060677,0.0,0.18333701957480567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804578873322395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917136589037865,0.0,0.0,0.08138482603515844,0.0,0.2213602264005484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061452599743482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771060528585608 adhd,adaintyrhyme,2019/06/02,"ADHD has turned my inner critic into a monster I'm in my mid-20's, and have gone through most of my life undiagnosed. Since finally getting evaluated and diagnosed last year I have made some good progress, but I'm still struggling to deal with the effects of all the damage my self-esteem has taken over the years. Growing up, my time in school was defined by cruel classmates and disappointed teachers. Whether it was my constant careless mistakes on assignments or complete social cluelessness, the message I seemed to receive the most from others was this: *You should know how to do this, what's wrong with you?* At the time, though I didn't yet have a name for what was ""wrong"" with me, I did fully believe that there was indeed something wrong. When trying to fix it, I overcompensated. I filed the harsh words from my teachers and classmates away in my head, bringing them back out on a regular basis in an attempt to monitor myself. This was the birth of my inner critic. To my inner critic, mistakes were unacceptable. No matter what or how I had messed up, the same message played in my head on repeat: *You should know how to do this, what's wrong with you?* It made me paralyzed with fear. Afraid to put myself out there, to try new things. I knew that the standards I had set for myself were impossibly high, but I still couldn't deal with the shame of not meeting them. The voice of my inner critic didn't just focus on myself, either. It bled into my perception of others, picking out the flaws within every person in my life and making those flaws impossible to ignore. It shifted my attention to the negative aspects of every experience I had. Nothing in life is perfect. There's good and bad in myself, in others, in experiences. My inner critic couldn't seem to understand this, which made connecting with others and enjoying things extremely difficult. More than anything, it made accepting myself extremely difficult. Now that I've been diagnosed, now that I have a name for this thing that's ""wrong"" with me, things have gotten better. I now have resources to help me cope with my ADHD symptoms that have already helped so much. Despite this, the nasty inner critic has stuck around. See, my inner critic was my original resource, before I was introduced to the healthier ones years later. Though it's made my life miserable and is often my worst enemy, in many ways it also feels like my best friend. It's looking out for me, protecting me from those careless mistakes and clumsy social interactions that made others see me as incompetent in my childhood. The thought of letting it go, of kicking it out of my head is a scary one. What if, without it there, I'm still that same incompetent kid? &#x200B; ......yikes, I did not plan for this to become such an essay, lol. I kinda just needed to rant a bit. Like I said, things are getting better, but it's still a struggle at the same time. Anyone having a similar experience that can relate?",5.476704201531067,7.23242761131387,5.7507851166102935,77.63836656578245,68.50729927007299,8.193056791881787,29.241766067295707,8.700769036622559,2.409113797400748,2353,87,400,39,41,749,250,548,0.218,0.6829999999999999,0.1,-0.9977,0,0,1,0,0,0,88.0,0,4,2,8,26,37,1,6,28,1,41,10,3,13,2,88,73,25,0,9,13,0,1,2,1,2,7,2,0,2,48,26,0,2,13,1,0,6,9,25,0,2,31,6,60,12,79,37,13,72,0,3,3,0,23,39,0,10,27,315,108,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677174205031184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656677319161734,0.05548621758615118,0.0,0.07517734242031222,0.08430893847232047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851478177186837,0.0,0.05709697382748126,0.06176631202761997,0.0,0.0,0.0651883849802367,0.05335187650298875,0.057932593415091715,0.0,0.07662898046576781,0.059040522375313424,0.07817180780925452,0.07281404081038749,0.122728704728363,0.07574916364528585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274761754733447,0.07497926279850567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430633482139943,0.0,0.14084623813282734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691772549175745,0.0,0.0,0.2036120756183428,0.0,0.07807608988278404,0.03508254528051895,0.04956781647939945,0.0,0.07600658582113637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053605768956830654,0.0,0.0725003668286057,0.0,0.039432425135849165,0.11639171642137153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136234565870775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930130270128004,0.07330781764398188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626306833047856,0.056557075669665925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094965914905899,0.19603138231610304,0.06779486167885419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826493592836934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939159014651529,0.046314240126510815,0.07034430554062476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051005092759128096,0.05144722503962909,0.0,0.06701132788762937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657564874152201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403254724893267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058327733047431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974990530218846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599990369577878,0.0,0.0,0.07022013234312767,0.11057984636001872,0.12632885180572334,0.07238245865677842,0.0,0.0,0.057395014758363776,0.0,0.0,0.14145613814750976,0.0,0.05341505615539919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221640040304388,0.0,0.0,0.14507007171857247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211635790946723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304776423312553,0.0,0.1363385061606906,0.05508300461885385,0.12137479417279652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421412166895017,0.07546967454257862,0.0,0.07223100591483024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055073648551466514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688352868214469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793015878809048,0.08430893847232047,0.13404272007432466 adhd,sancogg,2019/06/02,"How do you guys manage your paper documents? So in last couple of weeks I need to do some paper work for my visa stuffs. The process alone already a nightmare to me, and when I realized most of my documents are already expired or lost. So I need to deal with another tiresome process to reissue them again. To prevent such things happening again in the future, any advice on how to manage paper documents properly?",6.516883116883116,7.553667181818183,6.660155844155844,74.74166233766236,65.49350649350649,9.796363636363637,36.17922077922079,9.888512548439397,3.8183215584415584,331,16,55,7,5,106,54,77,0.062,0.924,0.015,-0.5514,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,8,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,7,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,13,6,2,9,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,6,42,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213421479788336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459519761532102,0.4999170225683968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403400889674826,0.23751462364323064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506280980395434,0.0,0.0,0.233521017330909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242796987082124,0.20030131873143628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463521247784787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726152582058744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359073719464704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25929881784953673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048263354976998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169200038913172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490137985847356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gottagofastquick,2019/06/02,"Very emotional about getting assessed for ADHD (tl:dr at top) TL:DR Can meds actually make you functional if you're really severely non-functional without them? How to deal with fear of facing up to what ADHD has cost you? So I'm getting assessed for ADHD by a specialist in a couple of weeks, and at 28 I've got a lot of baggage about it. I'm certain that I have it, and it's had a massive affect on my life, but I've tried to get assessed before, and it went extremely badly (general psychiatrist, didn't believe in ADHD, got really angry and me and lied about a lot of basic factual information, eg. Said I have a driving license when I don't, it was nuts), and if I do get diagnosed/get to try meds this time, I don't know what to hope for. I haven't worked in 6 years, although I did get a degree during that time (which honestly nearly killed me), and although now, through therapy, I've gotten to a place where I'm on top of a lot of unrelated childhood trauma stuff, it's only made the ADHD stuff more obvious. I'm frightened that I'm just making it up though, or that maybe I'm not, and nobody will believe me anyway. I want so badly to hope that meds will help enough that if I work really hard I can get a job. I know what it is I want to do (ecology related), and I know I'm smart and I try really really hard, and I know that I did well enough on my degree to do this stuff. Even if I can't work in that field, it'd be enough to get ANY job, and I can just keep an eye on ecology stuff as a hobby or something. But the state I'm in these days, I can't even get myself to shower or eat or get dressed when I need to because I'm SO distracted, and I can't figure out what's the most important thing at any time. I rely completely on other people setting my schedule for me, and in my 'spare time' which I have a lot of, I can't even do anything fun deliberately, I just constantly do random things with no actual purpose. I feel like I've ended up with all of my eggs in one basket, hoping that I can get diagnosed, and that I can try meds, but I don't even really understand what meds are like. What do they actually do? Is it actually possible to go from ""can't work, can't rest, can't do fun things, can't function"" to a decent life? I WANT to work, I know it'll be up to me as well, no matter how effective meds are, and I want to do it, I just can't even remember what I'm supposed to be doing right now. Also - I'm really worried that if meds DO help, I'll have to face up to the fact that I've been blaming myself (and others have been blaming me) for things I couldn't help, and the fact that I could have gotten diagnosed years ago. And I think that's going to be really hard, and I'm scared of that grief for how much life I've lost, and how bad things have really been. Anyone got any words of comfort about this? Stories about how meds worked for you? Did they actually help? Are things possible now that weren't before?",5.579415128410915,4.245209764044947,7.041656801765653,79.25335197632425,67.73194221508828,10.612540128410917,30.062650481540928,9.827888789773867,2.470175,2285,66,505,44,32,794,227,623,0.127,0.752,0.121,-0.8953,3,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,3,3,10,33,23,1,3,19,0,62,10,3,10,6,90,114,49,2,15,18,0,4,2,0,3,5,1,1,0,53,25,2,1,12,0,1,4,20,10,2,1,19,6,55,13,74,85,12,51,0,2,1,0,13,27,0,18,20,340,108,8,0.0,0.0,0.2354855303352772,0.0,0.2900099181585284,0.0,0.04278167436720605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859539565457435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846018905283388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03374616758969593,0.0,0.03971581396999988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089117594001145,0.029420289597068175,0.0,0.08213543542375869,0.10875031612118954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060217121139305,0.052154470776521474,0.0,0.03853357110922352,0.05340138863201089,0.0,0.031125232618505763,0.049756378864842535,0.0,0.09797056861471212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938444785272885,0.0,0.05428866440804739,0.042746130140495366,0.14960377239293465,0.0,0.15938418372380056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430857808084344,0.024402901739856573,0.03447864302131204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773660298936321,0.0,0.05485722818912549,0.0,0.11579946582663485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970079736680834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939698306213762,0.0,0.0,0.1438062538303117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578590002042008,0.0428978073123018,0.053395155932627066,0.0,0.1326186674860544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226740653373764,0.04715710718215525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052684072286284016,0.16412374653084205,0.0,0.04566701646245243,0.06443100646924597,0.0,0.0484860322949908,0.0,0.4288688581354068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035478391230764815,0.035785931932581436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03270382739501992,0.03670570317849909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345904691982782,0.0,0.05042389904396696,0.0,0.0,0.10881712940614514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782629601910869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054671851077022916,0.04121579579617892,0.04590856084841806,0.0,0.048319046553244524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452273483254469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03715472627104227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209954438806679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519222019943722,0.0,0.192380223751892,0.0309245745834934,0.0474175283263391,0.0,0.1125686920076002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106791056411485,0.0,0.0,0.050242823769385526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03982150536320922,0.1138655726593122,0.0,0.038713157862198866,0.0,0.08678732397609541,0.04473969564401654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652319737335524,0.0,0.210813458043826,0.04901277411546325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215876111157801 adhd,CoralineDickinson,2019/06/02,"I have a mental block towards Meds. But I want to take an informed decision. I am 27, and diagnosed with ADD. I am certain I have had it since my childhood, as early as kindergarten. But I only identified it with ADD (and maladaptive daydream) in late 2018. I had gone away for a project to a Latin American country for 6 months, miles away from home. So I had a lot of spare time on my hand for myself. Specially, because of time difference, my days were devoid of even WhatsApp and phone calls. I found it extremely odd that even when I was absolutely idle and had all the time to do something, I could not focus on things I wanted to accomplish. I wanted to learn R programming and learn Spanish. But every weekend I would binge on Netflix or YouTube, or worse, day dream. The work was not very challenging, mostly analysis and documentation. Yet, I was pushing deadlines and procrastinaring. I had made some good friends there but barely utilised weekends to go out and see things properly. I would plan to study then not study. And in doing so, miss out on going out on weekends. In my home country, friends and family and meeting up kept me busy. But in LATAM, I had all the time to observe my habits and behaviour. So yeah, that's how it got established that my lifelong chronic procrastination, day dreaming, forgetfulness, and losing important documents is a result of ADD. Now I am struggling to convince myself that I should take medication. I work in Corporate, including a lot of studying and programming. I somehow have been doing well so far, but I fear that my truth will come out sooner or later. I am convinced I'm an imposter (and sure it's not the syndrome). I almost always miss deadlines. The reason I get good feedback is perhaps because the output is nice. Although, I can't code a line. I just always somehow get by. So yeah, not getting shit together will lead to me getting fired and eventually stressed and depressed. I'd like to keep my job, pay rent, enjoy my adult life. I have listed my reservations towards medication. I might be wrong in some or all instances, which is why I'm posting it. To get feedback and comments. 1. I want to deal with my ADD using lifestyle changes. Working out, eating healthy, sleeping on time, gardening, being mindful of my situation. I feel that that is a permanent solution. I don't want to take meds for the rest of my life. And I fear that once I start, I can't quit. 2. What if by taking meds, I can focus better, but lose my thinking process as it is now. What if the way I deduce or perceive things alters after medication. 3. Already mentioned it, but I fear the dependency on Med. What if my coping mechanism becomes worse after I'm used to coping with Meds. 4. I fear the side effects and health hazards. As I grow older, I would be taking more medication, or dealing with pregnancy. Again, I really want to make lifestyle adjustments to deal with the situation. But I might fail in that (as I have failed in achieving any other objective in life). And medicine sounds like more sure way of atleast being able to function at work and not lose my job.",3.912782728344909,6.169375974446343,4.733454003407157,81.23206673437295,73.75298126064736,7.513681037871837,30.368529681562052,8.384062270229773,2.4752927794522352,2455,112,442,44,52,792,285,587,0.12300000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.127,-0.7574,3,0,1,0,0,0,91.0,0,0,0,17,19,34,1,6,21,2,46,14,3,11,7,116,83,54,0,14,25,0,3,2,2,8,10,1,4,1,25,38,1,3,12,7,2,7,9,16,1,0,16,5,65,18,73,54,11,66,0,8,1,0,12,30,1,20,28,307,90,21,0.0637533747992782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638397957055674,0.0,0.07035343441909582,0.0,0.10609583001874337,0.0,0.0,0.04335448105988488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979678851337468,0.0,0.0,0.07772693108041777,0.07041059361753016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638467914691205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509932372468448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744261714181153,0.054917887279982584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509018821179018,0.0,0.0,0.1233469576812896,0.19718079005028746,0.0549106882958831,0.0647083334232706,0.0,0.0666087074511145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523561846712854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421700556505084,0.0,0.053714967928900216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010100785570405,0.2869610845697362,0.0322356218730943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990228481827307,0.09851139844567676,0.0,0.166542535045578,0.0,0.0724650241910572,0.1069466120465092,0.050989397808607284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776685616942431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789966611225018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653077436234533,0.05666692881222689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191658367513122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509268209604958,0.062293357239157174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397115675604775,0.0,0.10840167882417764,0.0,0.060324984727190924,0.04255587273158673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540781361622598,0.25689927166028204,0.06424840684388984,0.1352645115995123,0.06437273450304608,0.0,0.05088733552210943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789526347616542,0.0,0.048487314371945936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105810999719096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678095616570521,0.0,0.0,0.04084204439487872,0.06554908740323674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080318553776406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544192307084565,0.05273745044315988,0.14332292887216327,0.06379941672410476,0.0,0.0,0.04908046262856775,0.0,0.0,0.04512496681974838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302927543240421,0.06664886968191776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017360251624085,0.0,0.2396730182183392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706472809744865,0.0408505883229301,0.0,0.0,0.18587552768259127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012489268111003,0.0,0.05260321100294499,0.22562035349759016,0.10120892288066624,0.0,0.0,0.05732194041706585,0.0,0.05752750455323913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565286461161493,0.0,0.12994027104729913,0.1358657048511719,0.069704307170567,0.0,0.0 adhd,NjalBorgeirsson,2019/06/02,"Slow processing speed From what I've read there's a pretty high correlation between slow processing speed and ADHD, so I'm hoping others might have dealt with this. I have a fairly high IQ excluding processing speed, but my processing speed is absolutely abysmal (it's about 80. In a large part because my visual processing speed is awful. It's almost as low as you can get) and I have very significant ADHD. This makes getting all the info I need in conversations (reading facial expressions and reading between the lines) very hard to do in real time and makes me pretty awkward and socializing very painful. I've heard meditation helps. Brain games might (since the companies that make the apps also pay for the studies I'm a bit dubious on the results here). I've read anecdotally that medication for adhd helps, although I probably can't take this due to a potential heart complication. Does anyone else have suggestions on how to improve this or coping methods?",7.728228840125393,8.855649764367815,7.804378265412747,67.28299373040754,62.85057471264368,11.154858934169278,35.93312434691745,11.022393298168332,4.383708045977012,785,35,124,21,11,254,110,174,0.106,0.7759999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.5295,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,11,1,11,5,3,5,1,22,22,13,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,17,19,3,17,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,6,9,72,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170283360401083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582394978915372,0.0,0.0,0.09249898377520628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087716566742115,0.11851467140183775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050962540860864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627857806547532,0.0,0.0,0.12912280079345692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012211086801477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662506770477117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086263123924865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361505345212343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706613812616458,0.15505851454338862,0.24441740417133445,0.0,0.11488358575959345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316261766827865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652249201611935,0.0,0.2454091499918447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576573140584359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307801033755653,0.0,0.0,0.12525625950009076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535016380931945,0.12470875868905755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627938332603776,0.1316545475883048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568106765736156,0.0,0.0,0.1179081003953279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696730721371948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744644949878309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863125548546525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheReallyEvil1,2019/06/02,"Empathy As much of a stereotype the lack of a empathy is, I find it true in myself. Like sometimes, I wish I can understand what others are going through, and be like; “Yes this is definitely sad I relate to this” More often than not though, I find myself simply not saying anything, although, I’ll admit it, my brain couldn’t care less. For example: A friend of mine texted me asking for advice, and when it blew up in his face, I found myself trying to explain why this is happening to him, not really being there and providing support. Same happens when I see someone cry, I’ll acknowledge that they’re crying, but I’ll just freeze up and not do anything, because I feel awkward and don’t know what to do. Yet at the same time, and I know this may be a bit of an unpopular opinion, I find myself with an advantage, as I will be more logical, factual and will not let other's emotions affect my thought process. It's almost like my mind enjoys having a lack of empathy, not really caring about other's feelings that much. Now, don't worry, I'm not a cold-blooded person, I still care, except not as much as others. *Rant over* What do you think? What are your experiences/thoughts?",4.689918831168832,5.7456262900432895,5.773958333333336,79.3809375,69.64935064935065,8.545562770562771,28.723214285714285,8.841846274778883,2.2831058441558443,927,33,173,16,16,308,135,231,0.078,0.76,0.162,0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,1,10,13,0,1,10,1,21,2,2,1,2,48,42,16,0,4,11,0,3,3,1,3,0,1,0,1,18,8,0,0,15,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,2,5,25,11,26,31,11,13,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,4,9,136,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203811330176065,0.0,0.0,0.1250562724618064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554269004717232,0.0,0.11675246955086895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612994499264257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634423876403148,0.0,0.0,0.1394151743784707,0.0,0.0,0.381991803911286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743649707001191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048104528245522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629322094105272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34243331674907423,0.0,0.0,0.13693212954900472,0.09648737240195894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097614982184174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208742912549728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726923832479204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770540032025782,0.0,0.18304041317870254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610025041828893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754189040778244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904649545880216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001159700759254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993151405843276,0.0,0.0,0.09951875538323918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581633447008601,0.0,0.1235164184273684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973490504938301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172026705536053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002253527092533,0.1227008256074748,0.1982926271968324,0.0728226034464863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479006289711215,0.0,0.0,0.13001175250904148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269107621580755,0.0,0.14361386579707527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682879225359062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rangerinthepark,2019/06/02,"I need help. No insurance coverage to get tested. Currently studying tech stuff, and I love it. Once I get going it's awesome, but a reocurring theme in my life has been how difficult it is to get started. My job doesn't offer me insurance, and I'm having a hard time staying with the course I'm taking. I'm frustrated, and pressure from family isn't helping. If anybody could help me with advice, tips, anything....I just want to feel better and stop this cycle.",3.244333333333333,5.34994626666667,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,75.22222222222223,8.055555555555555,27.91666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.489666666666668,364,15,66,8,8,122,65,90,0.19,0.6509999999999999,0.159,-0.4822,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,15,20,7,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,7,2,7,18,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183616767690107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976314423138626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841393321118287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065738152187527,0.0,0.1129876509195818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502445193160293,0.0,0.12699697386654274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001754896896466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493398359382293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174870738525526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578357928231205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168059031572824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656921143286213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379766817881972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816552318610602,0.23817770165299784,0.0,0.18682183950291786,0.0,0.0,0.2558072430708572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801345681436278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030081640101918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180198519563702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whenorwhere,2019/06/02,Ritalin and anxiety? I have only been taking my meds regularly for perhaps a couple of weeks now. Sometimes I notice myself getting anxious while taking it and I notice my heart beating more. I have not had a problem with feeling randomly anxious for the past year or so. (I did use to have extreme social anxiety but I have overcome that and have a good circle of friends). I tried speaking to my doctor about this but he does not believe that the anxiety is induced from my meds. Has anyone else experienced something like this and is this something that will fade as I continue to take it or is it a side effect that I must learn to control?,4.3641463414634165,6.317007081300819,5.420008130081303,78.11147560975611,71.6829268292683,7.5216260162601625,32.62520325203252,8.238735603445708,2.76334861788618,513,25,87,8,10,169,77,123,0.081,0.8340000000000001,0.085,0.5557,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,6,0,14,3,1,4,1,20,20,11,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,14,3,12,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,8,70,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387028076450315,0.33345458281102075,0.0,0.1031937802611474,0.1512166859142271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662760103841686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552738930865996,0.0,0.1632982811895506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105791550440512,0.1291512723119139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232870356195135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462262709339616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402260796458248,0.0,0.0771062617424981,0.0,0.0,0.12378599645241935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748870997433226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210181931581157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278638869854046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360494737453154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224386467189547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408851031708802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121743080186636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044274243287467,0.0,0.2272339013481183,0.14596380650580576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328931639649939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001994754374037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746471640278484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838254210729048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503890357926023 adhd,SoakedInDopamine,2019/06/02,"I am intolerant to pretty much every drug that treats ADHD. This sucks so much. I'm 24F, just diagnosed with ADHD, inattentive type in March. I've been cycling through medications, and nothing is working. I cant take stimulants because they interact with my other meds and make my fingers, lips, and cheeks turn blue. 10mg of Straterra didnt work because it still made my fingers turn blue. I'm trying Wellbutrin, and I'm not even on a therapeutic dose (just 75mg) but still having side effects. I've been suicidal for days and today I'm just agitated. And my hands wont stop shaking. Thankfully the nausea has stopped. But a lot of lifestyle stuff has to change. I can't have caffeine without feeling ill. A couple sips of hard cider (yes, I know I'm not supposed to mix them) made me loopy. I'm not sleeping well. I've been on it for just over two weeks, and I think I need to stop it. I'm not a candidate for guanfacine (sp?) because it's for high blood pressure, and I have very low blood pressure. My doctor and I dont think trying any other SSRIs is a good idea. I am out of options. Unless I do genetic testing to see what meds match with my DNA. And that's gonna be expensive. This sucks so much. After struggling for YEARS, I finally get an answer to what the hell is wrong with me, and I can't do anything to treat it. I am so frustrated! Because I have goals and plans! And it's taking 5ever to get them done! I know life isnt fair, but this just seems cruel. My body can't handle treatment. And that feels awful.",1.7966380393799746,4.015223318181821,3.2647088395475485,89.3524319229158,80.42857142857143,5.922245496439046,24.221198156682032,7.1029339738359605,0.9909206954335988,1194,44,244,15,31,391,166,308,0.209,0.733,0.057999999999999996,-0.9945,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,5,12,16,5,4,8,2,27,16,9,5,0,53,56,21,1,1,14,0,6,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,17,19,0,3,10,0,1,1,13,11,1,1,7,9,27,5,30,46,4,21,1,1,3,0,4,8,3,3,12,147,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596240146733634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345331994652035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888643476733968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633776715825473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997936077550699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426463917548535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195155927235955,0.0,0.06966018525650512,0.0,0.0,0.10963207959011913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055705042077957,0.0,0.11053596810795337,0.12659176898354585,0.0,0.12526211151684075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134232152569088,0.0,0.09100657253280622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923039045716268,0.0,0.0,0.11832421194320712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286586126596715,0.0,0.0,0.09059713690261716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967594543332717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412287051562768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193481783488085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872349432732245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762935822537636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182976018573294,0.0,0.2044111840625996,0.07210027796293822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23995872155101397,0.1088128835472956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382084660406779,0.08009111702246872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364248159345338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988921333693126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607328586065488,0.09833201737793128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809214767359256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172520465304103,0.2709139756700497,0.0,0.11291983271712225,0.123650349462914,0.11814993901646988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242638324211664,0.0,0.0,0.09944490901581292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842220046149667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238477605068026,0.0,0.0,0.14666902321640546,0.2349767370652677,0.105514120837565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912297860690614,0.0,0.0,0.08664242872008983,0.0,0.09711768487308688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412177757752808,0.0,0.1572711624026666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809650700646132,0.0,0.06955756551957366 adhd,Waluigi-Radio,2019/06/02,ADHD is forgetting something while thinking about said thing Does this kind of stuff happen to anyone else?,10.858333333333334,11.628054833333335,7.818888888888887,71.065,56.22222222222222,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.1912666666666683,89,3,12,1,1,25,18,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805573794937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214123087140754,0.3244501311961915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27710663669433777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645243455753931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800166800033987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297471119557128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012111055328414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437762362628361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624938395956643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103712931679334,0.2028995273710008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mikazhinka,2019/06/02,"Can we share some ADHD Coaching exercises and tips? 👍 TLDR; ADHD coaching and therapy are expensive. 😭 If you know any useful exercises / organization tools / journal entries to get your life together, would you mind sharing? — I’m seeing a psychiatrist specializing in ADHD, but I can only afford to see him twice a month. We’ve only just started talking about strategies, but I’m still kinda spiraling. I think my biggest issue is that I feel lost, detached from any meaningful compass or identity for myself. I don’t know who I am anymore - What about my behavior is traced to Depression or ADHD or laziness or self-centeredness or RSD or whatever else is making me abnormal. Paper exercises and lists might help me relax at least. Thanks!!",6.329318181818183,8.37252056818182,7.615575757575762,63.97336363636367,66.80303030303031,10.431515151515152,35.92727272727272,10.577609850970193,4.6413581818181795,593,30,86,17,10,202,97,132,0.07,0.7809999999999999,0.149,0.8703,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,2,0,26,24,12,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,15,5,9,21,2,6,0,2,2,0,10,3,0,10,3,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7003172793301521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813509642947516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444756372117811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547416385270116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216971342510686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736602986836281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761119045463497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764638364246273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205230541675205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601240829830091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028982508061274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590271739749399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724268104681814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545436964880049,0.14709549793217966,0.0,0.11628056528672676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159275059530129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217655521111036,0.0,0.1519762457792456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311321267872943,0.0,0.11634041542973735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709224614524286,0.0,0.13412277791946065,0.16659803281767474,0.0,0.0,0.09334600551883572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582093994227636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348705168046986,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wafen1945,2019/06/02,To all my fellow ADHD members Plz read Everyone I have ADHD and I have quite a story to tell!! So my first Time at writing a post I’m new to this online stuff I’ll start off like this... I have had this disease for well over 18 years it’s hard at 1st to deal with such a burden but we were chosen for a reason i’m 28 single and live at home with family I spent more days in detention then I did the classroom which ultimately lead to teenage world I wouldn’t of thought possible I have been on every type of medication that is and it is my belief that the longer we are on medication we are training our bodies to become Addicts I stopped using my medication 10 years ago I was medicated foreight the most recent years I’ve spent on the drug amphetime and methamphetime and in and out of prison and various jobs and etc etc I was locked away in jail for supply of prohibited drugs and firearms supply also I have spent most of my life around gangs brotherhoods an outlaw motorcycle gangs because that is where I felt excepted I didn’t know how or what to do and still don’t so I have come online like everyone else looking for help because we are not alone I hope that younger people can read this post and understand what not to do because I wish I had my time again but we are born into this it’s not our choice our choice is what we do with the problem we have and I didn’t do the right thing because I don’t know what’s right or wrong it seems I’ve gone so deeply medicated it’s too hard to explain so leaves me in a position do I go back on medication thank you,2.949876923076925,4.4651169876923085,4.171153846153846,87.42134615384614,74.50769230769231,7.338461538461537,24.5,8.012643519586192,1.2061384615384614,1251,39,268,19,26,410,165,325,0.084,0.852,0.064,-0.8141,1,1,3,1,0,0,5.0,10,1,0,3,14,8,0,0,12,0,33,11,1,4,1,55,54,23,0,4,8,0,3,2,1,1,10,0,1,0,21,26,0,1,9,2,3,4,8,3,1,1,15,4,38,5,39,38,8,44,1,0,1,0,17,21,0,6,19,185,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816739719908604,0.21644433105553015,0.0,0.07982357076477395,0.0,0.0,0.09326426737374588,0.0,0.07201266294030195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016326941378471,0.0,0.0,0.0846045991135662,0.0692426131566278,0.0,0.21957369395265056,0.09945275028293914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002484753267722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756978956023029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807456686168973,0.0928372226674971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885798232475644,0.0,0.07522491759604225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085829973802474,0.0,0.0,0.07587070378794496,0.17209257612104326,0.0,0.0,0.08489078445346539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646177410786185,0.0,0.0,0.07659617604448057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117728444577453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613335761163068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035837415778165,0.0,0.09032712906972293,0.0894396089667789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936037078540016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897785203954317,0.0,0.0,0.09534956445534842,0.0,0.0,0.0636047223733196,0.08798740904592209,0.0,0.07951548010201766,0.0,0.07561901630316181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442932192366422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697050147383538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062429080652674586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151743658996792,0.17248532228783867,0.0,0.0,0.08616534205575306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577887439647076,0.1801480133361365,0.0,0.0,0.09258602556598257,0.08891315381342564,0.0,0.0,0.15380379758510235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197780836832086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637375972290201,0.0,0.07191375719444656,0.07528552948805743,0.0,0.0,0.10308529127382296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870735267301476,0.0829056080805379,0.0,0.0,0.059824978145991636,0.0,0.0,0.07148935389581612,0.10501733610565027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937448488844531,0.0,0.07777397468939339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096543905024868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355263956558604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845514287716144,0.0,0.17396704335317362 adhd,PaperySinkhole,2019/06/02,"I can't stay focused and wondering if I should explore with my Doctor about my ADHD? So long story short I was a young pup and I think sometime in High School I started feeling like a Zombie and went off my meds. This was maybe 20 years ago or so now. Random Symptoms that might be nothing to do with ADHD and this list going be long or at least long as I can think of examples: * I tend to never read what I write I can't mentally make myself spend the effort of re-reading anything I said so it causes my language skills on the computer to fail quite badly. * I sometimes say before thinking including typing before thinking. * I can play say a video game for 2-3 weeks 16 hours a day or so and then burn out hard and can't find anything to do and almost feel depressed mentally not being able to focus on anything. * I can't spend time figuring out complex issues like I use to... For example a game like Elite Dangerous requires very basic but a bit of learning to play it. I can't focus enough anymore to really finish the learning part of the game anymore. * I can play say Modded Minecraft where it's very complex machines / recipes and such like Gregtech. But after a few months I don't forget everything but I can't really recall it and end up sort of having to explore it again but then of course burn out before I get too far... * I find multitasking at times really hard but other times I can do some stuff fine. Like I can have 3 Monitors with info going while playing a video game. But I can't say talk to someone and do something. * I can't talk to people on Discord / Phone while performing standard actions. A lot of times I end up getting up and walking in circles pacing around. * Since I went off my pills ages ago I gained about 200 pounds more... For some reason I like to eat but it's not about liking it I get bored and I just to eat too much. I always sit there watching something while eating as well and I know that is also unhealthy. * I'm a fulltime caregiver to my spouse. The second I hear her and this is not instinct to help her but just always the case I would run up and see what is happening even if I know she is just using the washroom. * when I lived with my roommate years ago if he come out of his room I always come out and greet him.. I have a tendency to jump up at the sign of a bit of noise... Even when my Apt was looking out a major road I always look out the window or setup a camera to look out the window to figure out what random noise was even if it was simple as a loud car going by I had to look.... * I want to program or do something in that area with game design but everytime I do it I can't concentrate long enough to really learn a language and I always burn out in other area's I'm always thinking what if I can do this and that and this and that over and over... I can't seem to ever be able to settle down and stick to something. * Have not read a book or long story in a very very long time and I can't normally stand watching even a youtube documentary because I just can't stand waiting and the effort it takes mostly in reading though. * I make youtube videos of me playing a video game... I feel like if I don't make videos I am wasting time. I feel even worse if it's not a multiplayer game because I feel like I need to show other people things but I also dislike doing other things with people. For example I rather have my own machines, my own base, etc... But I always like the thought of doing more with others but tend to want to do my own thing. * When I speak to others sometimes my brain runs faster then my mouth and it's hard to articulate what I'm try to say and then I get very frustrated when they can't understand me. I could go on and on but honestly the boredom is kicking in. I'm wondering if these are signs of ADHD / ADD or if I'm just having other issues. I been suffering with this for a very very long time. I know I had some depression on my pills as a kid but I also think I have more depression now during my lows from coming off a High. Thanks./",1.7176077783892865,3.7310508647343,3.276097352167799,90.24242432581181,79.60386473429952,5.834917140585826,22.075215556778574,6.8768520350812565,0.5810847367455518,3148,96,657,34,79,1037,315,828,0.084,0.8420000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9219,0,0,4,0,0,0,79.0,0,0,1,9,37,29,2,0,37,0,61,9,2,7,2,155,120,80,0,17,41,1,8,10,0,3,4,9,3,1,40,50,3,2,32,22,2,17,21,10,1,1,12,24,90,19,104,100,21,116,0,6,7,0,29,48,0,29,57,454,130,14,0.09529865144277794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179568954935226,0.0,0.12671475676863636,0.0,0.04771391677913103,0.0,0.0,0.11431544569250265,0.2775363927566561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451065471970233,0.0,0.0,0.11763400524909395,0.04241800213573446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978519666369476,0.0580931733894142,0.0,0.12163819995069684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404144524118658,0.0,0.0,0.05319240608322147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894898312671778,0.0,0.12313702484801048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804410932760704,0.0,0.0,0.03072987315993135,0.0,0.12312088326777415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877110395065205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462714676405644,0.0,0.0,0.0844063190399637,0.09846898187568363,0.05314159370976481,0.1573596512374184,0.04310154309037663,0.0,0.0,0.04282414151212542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046465393389585,0.10212206344843723,0.0,0.0,0.08710124093805963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957922414413024,0.0,0.10832083954643004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042136141371109485,0.0,0.12805330969492112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053704253135515335,0.0,0.03193833862636822,0.1006882575083308,0.0,0.0,0.0469249876098267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946703273931323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856046983685888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327905368706104,0.0,0.0420752275881021,0.2951770767861516,0.16005373126650865,0.0,0.0,0.04050975277231216,0.0,0.0,0.09541888476631556,0.0,0.04787015219181137,0.0,0.052927659104907016,0.0,0.09603862617228802,0.05054840462988894,0.0,0.0,0.03803323718972837,0.0,0.035027737006907006,0.035331371259996004,0.036750097484088334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046686222297178115,0.045720813139094006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159957636337,0.0,0.09910212853675322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068092317613381,0.19064888122256496,0.0,0.12210151275135556,0.048991442825580184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045325420346837696,0.1894632815877174,0.0,0.048223661506136384,0.03797034342094913,0.04337815655323446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039416014631278536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040373119055826426,0.14673111550302184,0.14137920458567266,0.0,0.03372643799533267,0.050787841274477705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054547077949691464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952589402548864,0.03582636291073124,0.07659744618094708,0.0,0.04386909723544657,0.0,0.0,0.09496828420263648,0.1831905835609226,0.046815220592423816,0.0378282421414508,0.1944929350970824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03235076438093649,0.0,0.0,0.04960462851969272,0.0,0.08230743702456712,0.0,0.2752097877286112,0.056209613723869935,0.0,0.03822141493067762,0.0,0.04284246627749885,0.08834280464378833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334732232139032,0.0,0.0,0.04855873370587767,0.03384871386653183,0.0,0.0,0.0613692070401293 adhd,clocktrees,2019/06/02,"Started Adderall and disappointed doesn't even cover how I feel. I was prescribed 1/2 - 1 pill twice a day, the pills being 10mg. I am undiagnosed but my psychiatrist, who I've been meeting with for over half a year, agreed it would be a good idea to try meds now that my anxiety is somewhat under control. I have a genetic mutation that basically makes me metabolize stimulants so they aren't as effective. So, I tried .5 on Thursday morning. After taking it, I immediately took a 4 hour nap (most likely due to the migraine I've been fighting all week.) When I woke up, I took a full pill and felt nothing. So today, probably against my better judgement but out of frustration, I took 2. Nothing. I'm so disappointed. I hoped that I would have that moment I read about so often on here where people cry because they finally know how their brain is supposed to feel. I'm going to contact my doctor on Monday, but not sure what his advice will be. I know I can't be the only one this has happened to. If you were in the same boat, what solution did you and your psychiatrist come to? Thanks in advance.",4.730015503875971,5.8458081720930215,6.026046511627908,77.38806201550392,69.6046511627907,8.896124031007753,31.077519379844965,9.21078282632365,2.728928682170543,867,36,164,17,15,292,145,215,0.11800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.096,-0.5583,0,0,0,0,2,0,30.0,0,3,3,4,14,10,2,0,10,0,21,6,1,6,2,32,40,16,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,7,2,0,6,4,4,0,3,10,3,26,6,22,23,5,31,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,5,15,118,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185832902131815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110545627457998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849421293851925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839096394361596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205759940456418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505099953220114,0.0,0.0,0.1628203672411748,0.0,0.0,0.159462299246068,0.09362256459152864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485875260876046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588333824485293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680450889238233,0.0,0.13938585285345226,0.1590265104033749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250338965169775,0.12176160988146045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283732476415888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144186448905866,0.1429630919917372,0.0,0.0,0.16387912717525194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595631417755059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092267176319852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690202381455762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125101322216576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278588834975953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837086939102996,0.11040823722754513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064251791519467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651768652539835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520916750671464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275199000096598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368208962175331,0.0,0.10914968500628118,0.0,0.0,0.13365292359400102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760407431731425,0.0,0.4838672427666838,0.197121641998103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644652320898086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062490387654192,0.0,0.0,0.09348464473223092 adhd,camvinsky,2019/06/02,"So, I took 100mg of vyvanse on an accident. Now what? Today my ADD self was planning on waking up early. I got up at 9, took my medicine and went to bed. At 12, I woke up confused after I had fallen back asleep. I went and took my medicine, and realized I had already taken one dose. Now I have taken 100mg of my vyvanse. Anything to do/ look out for?",0.025099999999998342,1.9754890266666685,2.5409166666666683,93.543375,85.4,4.816666666666666,22.708333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.32183333333333364,267,10,60,2,8,92,48,75,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,7,15,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,12,1,11,0,14,3,0,20,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418241077035553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803318093848516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850350866109165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526458699877273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402063393766366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484935036811443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860860851820866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077170939188811,0.0,0.7304107673314059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406286033714801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BluetickBirdGirl48,2019/06/02,"First day trying Adderall XR Y’all, I finally asked my doctor about medication. I felt embarrassed and was worried I would seem drug-seeking or that it would seem unnecessary. (I’m a chronic pain patient, so it’s a fear of mine.) I finally tried a low dose today. I don’t feel hyped up. I feel calm, centered even. Initially, it helped me feel more awake and alert, but a steady alert. I don’t think I want to be on meds for good, but I want to feel empowered/able to establish some good habits to help minimize my inattentiveness. Mostly, I just got tired of fighting myself and being the “smartest ditz” in the room. I felt like Sisyphus. I’ve been struggling deeply with depression, emotional reactivity, and anxiety lately and I actually feel sort of ok today.",3.9310489510489504,6.303500286713291,4.873426573426574,79.71475524475527,74.10489510489509,8.595804195804197,28.48251748251749,9.265573868473778,2.72315104895105,603,25,111,15,13,196,99,143,0.17300000000000001,0.613,0.214,0.7598,1,0,1,0,2,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,4,12,1,3,6,1,8,6,0,0,0,27,23,9,0,4,4,0,7,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,5,7,18,5,13,14,3,13,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,6,8,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.13705916556306902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744404251821664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130200688147867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057878003321516,0.0,0.1209695784182207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375676312531355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287767831510966,0.0,0.0,0.15798760613245602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927660531584792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804555770537934,0.35507928502234376,0.0,0.269708495178252,0.30771272648048065,0.0,0.11946689499797612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356059808030705,0.11233088034645207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828165895824409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843397849215404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861688859982326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600854474034803,0.14148883192483244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944894858483035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557212312743937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682907677332835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999483708769397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142687982003956,0.2662607937230122,0.0,0.0,0.19071297531992573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568237072599035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263402750547333,0.0,0.19954362920843732,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,missmarrie,2019/06/02,"Have any of you been able to start a business successfully? I’m worried I’ll fail because of my ADHD. Hi guys, I was curious to know if any of you who struggled with symptoms were able to start and run a business successfully? I’m 25 and my boyfriend and I have a long-term goal of opening a gaming cafe in our area for tabletop games like MTG and D&D, but I’m worried I’ll never get there or be able to maintain success due to how bad my symptoms get. I am on good medication for me, but I still struggle a lot with the feelings of ‘I’m so motivated and going to do this immediately’ right to ‘I’ll do it later, I’m just going to lie in bed and play some video games.’ I try so hard to motivate myself but it’s like I’m two different people more than once a day. I’m successful, intelligent and hard working, and then an hour later I’m lazy, bored and don’t care if I finish my tasks or not. I feel like I’ll be more motivated when I actually get to the point of having it open, but I will never get there if I keep saying ‘eh’ to everything I have to do and putting things off while I scroll the internet. I’m so frustrated with myself and I don’t want to set myself up for failure. My boyfriend is also very driven and has a great credit score, record with the bank and a lot of plans. I don’t want to take him down with me because of my lack of motivation.",4.459515570934254,4.167421802768168,6.024775086505192,82.14678200692043,69.72664359861591,9.01453287197232,29.802768166089965,8.671277953709913,2.017573010380623,1067,37,237,16,17,367,148,289,0.12300000000000001,0.664,0.213,0.9854,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,13,10,18,1,2,13,0,19,3,0,5,2,48,45,30,0,6,11,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,1,1,6,20,0,1,7,4,2,5,6,6,0,1,4,5,29,12,38,38,6,31,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,8,17,149,35,12,0.3571850640879904,0.0,0.11618703266164875,0.0,0.1430890118187412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952135889012522,0.0,0.12900328923633134,0.0,0.1619320613183902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941153629445927,0.14515779986409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139132599144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678493905122105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439412300211752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700496805879954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040233374215842,0.08505769371780357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488192716214908,0.0,0.13533100216949132,0.09986329507547448,0.0,0.13126593137701914,0.0,0.11788979000096328,0.0,0.0,0.2133117727508732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725177955820415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582749887458508,0.0,0.0,0.06543319000878009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450258019891005,0.0,0.0,0.10536584725313253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244397895256205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994212476468355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365542745692606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679681199809836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254238321494227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125517793262618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968988152837087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167803103503688,0.0,0.0946826331071632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685449511886101,0.0,0.09508281785847528,0.0,0.0,0.24893825478446086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475013635372176,0.0895195719881575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909929507732437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083507075745347,0.0,0.11630596886474713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823836177288248,0.14045133676333316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667832690321288,0.2418258471713091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GentilStreet,2019/06/02,How can anyone abuse their prescription drugs? It's something you are given by number right? Can you just go to a drugstore in U.S. and buy whatever amount you ask with your prescription? Or is it easy to find them from dark web or by dealers? Really stuck my head how people can take these prescription drugs as part drugs.,3.728743169398904,6.350631737704918,3.4635245901639347,88.33878415300549,75.88524590163935,7.3453551912568305,21.642076502732237,8.344100000000001,1.2725715846994534,260,7,49,5,6,78,48,61,0.11199999999999999,0.825,0.063,-0.6432,0,0,5,0,1,0,7.0,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,2,0,8,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,8,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.2583488946415817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524628565022642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384360734681986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7585925217577973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929012445558145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239205857565938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377813673576769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612260593678674,0.0,0.15116566512867835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968587249943318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621012129443024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786248941561266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394348108881282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fredflinst0ned,2019/01/31,"Did anyone sort of have a feeling they had ADHD before seeing a Dr about it? Jut asking because idk if i'm depressed, anxious, adhd or just a straight up lazy person. I've read so much about ADHD, watched many professionals speak about it & i relate a loooot to it. I've asked my doctors about it but i hate feeling like i'm playing the victim or self diagnosing. Everyone always says it's probably anxiety but i feel like i wouldn't be anxious if i could fix underlying things. Here is 1 example: I love meeting new people, love new experiences & random conversations. However, when i try to talk about things i love, or my interests or things i've learned i suddenly go blank and absolutely can't think for the life of me, then THAT makes me anxious to deal with the next person cos i know sometimes i just cant think. Idk maybe that's just how anxiety works. Anyways, i saw someone describe it as this: ""Adhd is like having to use internet explorer to access google. Sure there's a vast amount of information right there but sometimes its nearly impossible to access because the god damn system keeps crashing"". 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I’ve struggled with this my whole life. Almost anything I hear, my intial reaction is to defend, when 9 times out of ten, there was nothing to defend. or I am over reacting. when I was a kid my dad called me “defensi-boy” and so on top of being defensive about everything, I get defensive when someone calls me defensive and it’s this vicious cycle and I hate it all. it makes me hate myself. or at least that part of myself. maybe this is not at all adhd related but I thought i’d give it a shot and see how you guys dealt with it. 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I am a 21 year old woman and I’m trying to be diagnosed and treated for ADD because my lack of concentration causes me to be unable to do work efficiently, which adds significant stress and anxiety to my life. With that being said I’ve been in contact with my primary care provider and he told me that it sounds like I have ADD in conjunction with something else (perhaps a reading disability), however, he told me that he couldn’t prescribe me anything until I was tested, with that being said I’ve embarked on a journey for a diagnosis. Thus far, I’ve met with a physician at my university’s student health center. She did a preliminary analysis and told me that they can not conduct testing at that facility but that she could refer me out to someone who can. I was then referred to a local psychologist and called to make my first preliminary appointment next week. When I spoke the the receptionist she informed me that the testing would take place over 6-8 hours total and would have to be broken up over two separate appointments. I was just wondering if anyone has been through this kind of testing, what it entails, and why does it take so long. I’m just trying to familiarize myself with the process so I can be as comfortable as possible going into it. Thanks for the help in advance!",10.03336254107338,8.040887706827313,9.966695874406721,63.924151150054776,59.481927710843365,13.070609711573567,42.7166849215042,11.741389052700956,5.06686827309237,1065,50,182,25,11,353,149,249,0.037000000000000005,0.883,0.08,0.8881,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,5,7,0,1,12,0,24,4,0,3,1,37,40,17,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,16,19,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,13,4,24,6,35,17,2,28,0,0,0,0,21,15,0,2,11,132,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339176754036842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037077859159278,0.0,0.0,0.10088116439680464,0.0,0.11872689091616548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794933716709427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732197172916658,0.0,0.14709904212902936,0.14821123962846133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519268111062465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643714745088562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625693817188402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052412148147194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272112913669565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819954005234948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335868788727292,0.0,0.0,0.09670519093794727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208284092844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024129780216286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019064364720632,0.07048598732694797,0.0,0.0,0.12767975864388664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630537954568004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534392093371592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139343810533604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073775816058954,0.0,0.0,0.1626495614891926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431508692747758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274479113034696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224462370221095,0.11107074719239443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526772069330467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695525909629465,0.0,0.0,0.13282999701577292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41358582794040827,0.0,0.19590792639815868,0.0,0.14093673064497492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572953972433953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018668880930642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646121507654792,0.10503467819198033,0.0,0.0,0.20497912404024904,0.0,0.0,0.0929090419190814 adhd,Sepher40,2019/01/31,"A very short survey to design an app to help with anxiety Hey everyone! I’m a UX design student and am lucky enough to to be working with a client whose background is in sonic therapy. I've actually been officially diagnosed myself recently, and understand that anxiety is closely related to ADHD. My team and I will be designing a non-intrusive app that uses scientifically backed soundscapes designed to help with anxiety and chronic pain. If you can you fill out this short 11 question survey, it would help us greatly and hopefully allow us to help others in the same situation. Thanks for your time =) https://goo.gl/forms/5IPFcEacWufmbI0z2",7.9966891891891905,10.141743657657656,8.212240990990992,60.897820945945966,62.87387387387388,11.676126126126125,37.29842342342342,11.45678717892309,5.2369720720720725,530,26,75,17,8,173,79,111,0.068,0.72,0.212,0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,3,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,2,0,19,14,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,14,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,4,3,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.16019193400061926,0.0,0.19728282074500086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767351617192895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126225325215746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661421658462755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961634967048406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685746390707214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098184396285166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44011946171505306,0.0,0.0,0.16304329392456213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467285759263315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389155164168747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208359627720148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845174821336236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113218385481172,0.18772593974134733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095720299963565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089150016586893,0.39491732878056507,0.14177750955590854,0.0,0.13544534880479006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950704398311758,0.0,0.0,0.11661124503816173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kugleblitz5,2019/01/31,"Procrastinating taking medication. I just started medication to help me get more done and stay on top of things. It works really well and I definitely get more done while taking it. ....So obviously now I put off taking it until it's so late in the day I ""might as well resign myself to not getting anything done"". Meep. 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I forgot something, and had this feeling I had forgotten the exact same thing before. I realized halfway to the car that it was my keys. I had already gone back inside to get them, and had instead set my phone down, forgotten the keys again, and locked myself out without a phone. Luckily my neighbor is nice, and she was home.",4.813714285714287,6.109210085714286,5.210000000000001,82.64500000000002,69.57142857142857,7.885714285714287,31.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.3190857142857144,286,12,53,4,5,91,49,70,0.094,0.841,0.064,-0.2679,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,1,11,1,5,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073451084913995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838388639931482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141031937205102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664366562351087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192855651090034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702683728142713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008909369467672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841749878924951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452341565585155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960945287691391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558289988156201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OK-Potato,2019/01/31,I have to speak to occupational health after disclosing ADHD diagnosis at work. Have any of you been through this and how did it go?,4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,70.6,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,2.9961999999999995,106,4,20,3,2,36,23,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093674285900145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448067834057953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881643522180349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389632426928747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691335100308345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,god_among_plebs,2019/01/31,"Are you me? Hi guys and girls, I make this post, because i can't go to sleep at night and keep laying in my bed refreshing tabs on YouTube hoping there will be a new video that would catch my interest. Sometimes I watch half of it and I look for another one. This one was too slow in entertaining me, eventough I love the content. I make this post because I started writing this post, looked up from my bus seat and started thinking about passing cars. After a while I remembered. I make this post, because when I try to do any homework, it's always 5 minutes before it's due or not at all. I make this post, because I have never learned more than 12 hours ahead of exam. I am intelligent enough that I can make it work so far, but one day it won't be enough. If I try to read anything that isn't of the great interest to me, the words blur and I can't continue. Sometimes helps if I flicker my hand in the air while reading, sometimes when I jump on my seat up and down. Last time I read a book was 6 years ago. Before that I loved reading. I either got lost in the book or in my thoughts. In school, since the day one, noone noticed, I always had quick enough wits to figure out the answers when teacher brought me back into the presence with his question. Right now in college, I remember first few sentences of every lesson. l make this post, because I read your stories and saw myself, some of them brought me to tears,, that someone understands It is not the first time I make this post, but it will be the first time I finish it and post it. I am scared to ask for help, because what if I just lazy. Please can someone help. Can you tell me, are you me?",4.24449150256272,4.757676056379824,4.6351294847585685,89.11434515780958,70.33531157270029,7.314216347450769,29.26476935527381,6.980632752743323,1.3620456973293762,1289,47,279,10,22,407,175,337,0.052000000000000005,0.841,0.10800000000000001,0.9481,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,1,7,11,9,0,1,13,0,23,4,2,7,2,48,48,21,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,23,11,0,1,10,9,0,7,7,2,0,8,9,5,48,7,36,32,8,66,0,1,4,2,18,19,0,9,32,189,71,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095758994114819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443891814180635,0.0,0.0,0.04676375978411355,0.07210795125582589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056589190067277036,0.0,0.0642876444666731,0.0,0.0,0.05287739922952598,0.0,0.25151749795692224,0.0,0.11703090788884705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869775177551721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213163358986432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793896722160704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547893105929266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03908173850979517,0.0,0.0549990656643936,0.07581560356578658,0.0,0.06808991098760929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827874346538713,0.0,0.0,0.06830091607853155,0.06772141364567427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061123062297022863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605409341641252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549353012895608,0.0,0.07506704967393367,0.0,0.1241293843978267,0.0,0.3213164574503985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303717017322387,0.06641537223936908,0.0,0.0645329525943936,0.0,0.0,0.0782914201987226,0.0,0.0,0.18639256451167324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548526007292483,0.0,0.0,0.5268764324198237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703451723712823,0.0,0.3439268821366351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557986838323145,0.0587264434224072,0.0,0.0,0.06884753039020168,0.0695956396519569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056884580413821474,0.0,0.06881642970034697,0.0,0.11653171732209963,0.0,0.20403627325919085,0.0,0.09734694347788424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060105185518864776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406296771802001,0.0,0.05459313180539757,0.12029536482220962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337624186975196,0.0,0.0,0.07158862980751522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006302550328099,0.0,0.0,0.04884993837802184,0.0,0.0,0.04428354344627787 adhd,tangzdelight,2019/01/31,"First time doing homework while medicated So I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and GAD in December and my doctor prescribed me Vyvanse 20mg about a week ago. Usually it takes me ALL day to do one assignment, but today I noticed I did two assignments in under 2 hours after taking it with hardly any distractions. The only downside is that I took 2 pills today because I noticed the 20mg doesn’t really do much for me so I’m guessing I most likely need a prescription adjustment but it’s nice to finally feel like a normal student! 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Curious if this is tied to the intensified emotions present in adhd, and what others have done to help manage the rollercoaster. I currently meditate, use a gratitude journal, and started therapy about a month ago. 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My most effective strategy is choosing just 1 task to complete and telling myself that I will keep doing just that one thing for however long it takes, be it 10 mins or 14 hours, and I won't have to start anything else until I finish. Things used to really overwhelm me in Uni, so it really helps. It never actually takes 14 hours, mind. Quite the opposite: knowing that I can take as long as I need helps me avoid the stress of a deadline (even if there is an eventual deadline in a couple of days/weeks/months) and I am usually on track with things. However, if I have any kind of task with a time constraint/short deadline on it my mind goes BLANK. ""Have it ready by 3pm today"" or ""You have 2 hours to finish it""... and I will just sit there counting how much time I have left and how much stuff I need to do within that time. ""I have 55 minutes left and 5 pages to write... 11 minutes per page it is then... oh no, it's 54 mins now"" - ad infinitum. It isn't just me right?",3.89296524663677,4.9893037982062785,4.60885369955157,86.84359445067268,71.5560538116592,8.08621076233184,26.94198430493273,8.472884824447931,1.688040582959641,869,29,182,14,16,279,131,223,0.05,0.892,0.057999999999999996,0.5593,3,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,2,11,4,0,3,6,0,19,0,0,5,1,35,31,19,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,19,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,22,1,22,25,5,31,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,5,20,118,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.11448921155441955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797828879910966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654589437392097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246019476300122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981440667894345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257637309655532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006099613965834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800735968295683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748998209275132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612958296095906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727673954331925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466151984636004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428105985124084,0.0,0.1221726632970681,0.0644770260672001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549410885079086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076523085309228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692326795207466,0.0,0.09364518939848172,0.0,0.17249013276723607,0.17398534533599766,0.09048585115546136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950032870250515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478623962623694,0.0,0.0,0.15031877552786724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019222747092042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304101641555886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439179433024265,0.0,0.13430546078029187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26463431367921336,0.0,0.10254447687854083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117737227797358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736452803557194,0.0,0.11120740526898264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265683645647734,0.12921345376845186,0.0,0.0,0.09312463164689036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cyber_monk,2019/01/31,"Exercise exacerbates my symptoms instead of improving them I’ve recently started doing cardio and running about 6 miles several times a week in an attempt to be healthier. However, I’ve noticed that instead of improving my focus, the day after exercising my ability to focus is drastically decreased and my meds seem like they are much less effective. Does anyone else experience this or am I the only one? What can I do about it?",9.60409090909091,9.388789896103894,10.6136038961039,53.25469155844158,59.12987012987013,14.453246753246756,46.52272727272727,13.427899808715575,7.066846753246755,350,21,49,13,4,122,62,77,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9112,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,1,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,8,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447575458468202,0.2703245502706398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701482326448182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308790157218643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203957338209972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25807592325759576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889379080359745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29305515215954986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394507469180966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003716895052675,0.0,0.0,0.17877772995904967,0.20065426017390303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604998504123338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401805121196137,0.0,0.2980522935980842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673991228162032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27421991931873885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384113133378047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211628149774426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theotherlee28,2019/01/31,"Trying to decide if medication is the right route.. I'm struggling in life and not sure what road to take. I've come to the conclusion I definitely have ADHD, it runs in my family and I don't know why it took me this long to figure out. Only thing is I have family trying to talk me out of trying medication saying things like ""it'll only help for a little then you'll be dependent"" and ""the side effects aren't worth it"" Has anyone has these same worries but ended up benefitting from taking medication? I really think this might be what I need",4.092866972477065,5.38522575229358,5.962282110091742,76.58360665137616,71.29357798165137,9.119724770642202,22.799311926605505,9.516144504307137,1.8782376146788988,433,10,83,10,8,150,75,109,0.063,0.848,0.08900000000000001,0.5699,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,4,0,13,4,0,2,1,20,21,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,13,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,4,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127230808536785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128425201631266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709717057061666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096329921414485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30007265514246273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667764298689074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874669348770257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241525240365527,0.07775465741510762,0.15951422633272094,0.0,0.14084637626127866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480993056324945,0.0,0.1688373564369515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180107535837638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420877400134352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195819621229901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591673763379725,0.0,0.12656573373326752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638242852527255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500008621804704,0.0,0.23932816273382745,0.12792204242352945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146983328853775,0.1019795252986754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768260687326907,0.3241655741729792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361182658081031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162872101510128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Eclipse0527,2019/01/31,"Teaching Hey, I'm a 3rd year student from the Netherlands and I currently study to become a teacher German language. Now I experienced that it can be very a stressfull career path, even for 'ordinary' people, let alone for someone with ADD. I was wondering if some of you wanted to share your stories. Did becoming a teacher work out for you? How do you cope with ADHD related problems (stress, vague structure, lots of sensory stimulants in the classroom etc)? 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I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 5 and been on various medicines, ritalin, wellbutrin, concerta, strattera, and most recently adderall. Adderall seems to be the most effective however at the moment I'm not on it. The physician I recently got due to the state health care I'm on wouldn't prescribe it on our first meeting. I'm hoping our next one coming up he will since the welbutrin he prescribed for my depression isn't quite doing the job. When I was 15 my mother passed away and true depression hit me hard. She was my best friend, my teacher, everything to me. Losing her was losing a part of myself. Not long after I turned to smoking weed to numb my pain and depression and for a while I thought it worked when it actuality it merely made things worse, far worse and for too long. I spent the next 15 years of my life isolated in my rooms, watching tv and smoking weed. This became the norm for me for so long I thought it was all my life had to offer. Occasionally there were bouts of clarity, moments where I tried to change myself but somehow always fell back into the same patterns, isolation, weed, and depression. Now at 31 I've been clean and sober but the habits haven't changed, isolating myself and unable to find any motivation or strength to push myself. I live with my only true friend who loves me unconditionally despite all my flaws and mistakes. I have no income, (I do have EBT so I pay for the food in the house as to not be a total moocher), although I do have a job interview coming up. I need to exercise and lose some weight but no matter what I've tried I simply can't find the motivation or focus. I have the time to do whatever I want yet I can't find the strength to do anything. I can't find pleasure in anything I do except eating and even that is barely momentary. I'm hoping next week when I see my doctor he'll actually prescribe me the adderall to give me some strength and drive, but if he doesn't I feel as though all hope will be lost. What can I do? 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Take our academic survey and get your personality report. [18+ ; Mod Approved] I'm a Psychology Professor at the University of Central Missouri. I've just launched a study investigating how cognitive functions contribute to other aspects of our psychology (Including ADHD diagnoses). Cognitive functions are less commonly studied in academic personality research, so these types of studies can really help improve our understanding of the nature and impact of the functions. You not have to have ADHD to take our survey. If you have a few minutes, I would really appreciate the responses. The survey takes about 15 minutes. [You can find the survey here.](https://survey.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_6rq9iPIrWCyF3Uh) **At the end of the survey, you will be shown a breakdown of your cognitive functions/personality with descriptions.** I'm also happy to discuss / answer any questions you have about psychology (my areas are counseling/clinical issues, personality, & sexuality. (**One request:** You are welcome to share your cognitive function reports here, but please don't discuss the specifics of the survey or questions in the comments, as it may affect future responses. Instead, please feel free to message me directly if you have questions or thoughts related to the survey.) THANK YOU! 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Wondering if it’ll affect my appetite/weight as these aspects are very important in my respective sports.",9.918908045977012,9.736409396551725,8.632758620689652,67.60477011494254,58.48275862068965,11.871264367816092,46.919540229885065,11.20814326018867,5.682016091954023,267,16,40,6,3,82,49,58,0.086,0.821,0.09300000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118506466114944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621593699330541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38065490496011495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215943657018295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827577904407356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173080113140588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371636171157284,0.0,0.3480215925001985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Misc90,2019/01/31,"Any positive stories with Adderall? I was just prescribed Adderall XR for inattentive ADD, but everything I read online is full of pretty frightening posts about how long-term use will get you addicted, and how the side effects get worse and worse over time. It’s making me kind of concerned. All I want is a little help focusing, and the 20mg XR seems to be doing that pretty well (I’m not sure if that is a small or large dose). Does anyone have any positive stories about Adderall, or is it a pretty intense drug, and the stories I’ve read online are a fairly accurate portrayal of long-term use? Thanks!",7.848132183908043,7.151302491379313,7.615517241379313,74.8978735632184,62.8793103448276,10.836781609195402,35.71264367816092,10.125756701596842,3.5307229885057474,483,19,87,9,6,154,78,116,0.11,0.648,0.242,0.9533,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,7,0,10,3,0,6,2,22,19,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,9,16,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,1,50,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436825442849074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754190304246826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184021057353266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399726364772239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854903096165792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437520414239682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713372701330728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721058765253784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656249443099158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603111342286828,0.0,0.2831000450498847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676734345954876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318713452731786,0.4881775652324672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31998500032019844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561175863783127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075024281078087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472597478979565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326767391181698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27628953386738875,0.0,0.0,0.09434219152030314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381355398062504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260038311430621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the-big-gay-purple,2019/01/31,"Stimulants not working? Hello, everyone. I post in this group quite frequently. I'm a college student with ADHD and depression, so I take 30mg Adderall and 30mg Prozac. This post is for a friend who does not use Reddit. My friend has been diagnosed with ADHD. She is a freshman in college and she cannot focus, so she wanted to take medications to help her. She was prescribed low to average doses of (in order) Adzynes, Focalin (desmethylphenidate), and Adderall. She feels like none of them are helping her, and she remarked that she feels no effect whatsoever. As an upperclassman, I see her struggling and I really want to help. I know obviously she will check with a medical professional, as she has been very open with them and really wants to lessen her symptoms, but I wanted to see if anyone else had similar experiences? 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I have heavy ADHD and have been taking adderall for most of my life as well. Eggs, by itself(cooked duh), always had a metallic taste to me. When I asked friends if they had the same problem too, they looked worried. I’ve done research into what food to avoid but nothing about taste from what I can find. Does anyone else have this problem with eggs or something different?",5.48,7.402605717948718,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307694,68.74358974358975,6.7384615384615385,29.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6471897435897442,338,13,61,3,6,99,61,78,0.113,0.8420000000000001,0.045,-0.6553,2,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,8,8,0,0,0,12,11,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,4,7,2,11,7,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,2,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185015931998995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128138749503595,0.0,0.0,0.12363777252523395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712653811220245,0.18628694225977172,0.0,0.0,0.16996882199907806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799077751001279,0.0,0.0,0.31820821177885594,0.1860558636524238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187983222207307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617203811612827,0.0,0.4396933718818218,0.0,0.1404667934480128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841854629162888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526755213026206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445263975177436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479373088864331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996705589722533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366993094254048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347000025673974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463798237275186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MorganLane53,2019/01/31,"Need Advice Hey there everyone, first time poster here. So I (22 F) have always been given my prescription for my medication (40mgs Vyvance), for one month at a time (30 pills). I just recently switched doctors as I transferred schools, and she decided she would provide me with 3 months at a time, so 90 pills. I’m in my last few remaining semesters of college so I don’t really take my medication on the weekends unless I have a large amount of homework, a big project/paper, etc. So one month alone usually lasts me a month and half anyways, but I didn’t complain about the larger prescription. Well she also wrote me a second prescription for the 3 months after that, so 2 prescriptions for a total of 6 months. Well like I said one month usually lasts me longer anyways and in December we had winter break for school so I wasn’t taking my medicine at all during that time (maybe one here or there) and that 3 month script actually lasted me until recently in mid January, when this semester started. During that winter break I also moved into a new apartment due to a black mold issue in my previous living situation. As I said previously I just moved so this second move was fairly abrupt and incredibly stressful. During the move I guess I lost that second script (someone with ADHD losing a singular piece of paper, wow shocker) but hadn’t noticed until now when I went to refill it. Well I called my doctor to see if there was anything I could do to get her to write me a replacement, even emphasizing that I didn’t need the 3 months at a time because that was a lot of responsibility anyways (I would legit lose my head if it wasn’t attached to my body). She said she would not replace it and I have to wait until APRIL to get a refill. While I can understand to a certain extent why she’s refusing to write another prescription, I’m freaking out. I just started my 3rd to last semester of college and have a really heavy course load and don’t know how I’m supposed to balance everything for 2 months without my medicine. I would be happy to get proof from my insurance and pharmacy that I never filled it, and try again with her but I’m not sure if it would do any good. Have any of y’all gone through something like this or have any advice? Thank you so much in advance and I’m sorry for how long this is! 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The way I remember it, I had to read the word as my eyes passed over that exact word, because if I didn't, I'd end up forgetting the portion of the sentence that should have been in memory. But then reading aloud the word you're reading at that exact moment is also bad because my inflections and tone and pronunciations were garbage as a result. Has anyone else had something similar? I suspect yes, but I'm just making sure it wasn't just me struggling to read aloud when everyone else around me could. 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Can't sleep This is my first time taking medication for adhd. Don't know which one, forgotten the name &#x200B; Its 3:30 and I'm sure by now that I'm not getting any sleep. There's no feeling, not a fucking peep. I've been surprisingly calm. If it were my normal insomnia, at this point I'd be kicking my sheets, rolling around violently and crying in fustration, despair and all the other things in the bucket. I learned to stop checking the time. &#x200B; But I'm worried because it *works*. In school today (yesterday) I didn't have to struggle so damn hard. There was one train of thought, One At A Time, and I almost felt happy to think about the work I needed doing because it wasn't coming at me all at once, and my brain didn't groan and shut the motivation bank down at the slightest mention. It made me bitter in realising that this is what being normal feels like, and I missed out on it for so long. Even if I tried to willed myself to distraction, I stayed on task. How amazing is that? &#x200B; There's got to be a solution somewhere. (I've popped 2 of the melatonin tablets but they haven't done anything.) This is only my first pill too, I can try again tomorrow and I'll see, it will be Friday so I can sleep in. Gotta talk to my doc too, I can organise the appointment and that's all I need to do &#x200B; Or maybe the weighted blanket will cut it. It's too hot to order it right now, and I need to be able to test it before the 100%-satisfaction-money-back guarantee runs out. Ever since I heard of the idea in early Jan I've been waiting and waiting. It's all my mind wants, I'm itching for it and I'm sure you know what I mean by this feeling. &#x200B; I'm just hoping that tomorrow will be okay and that I won't feel like utter shit. I was getting my act togethor, getting on top of things and organised so this isn't going to ruin it cause it' s going to be a Good Day. Ig it isn't I think I can still manage, everyone has sleepless nights once in a while and it will all be over soon, right? &#x200B; ~~now I just gotta chug the water tomorrow to try stave off the inevitable sleep deprived headache~~",3.1650460829493063,4.77705923732719,4.145539170506915,87.42688018433184,74.13824884792626,6.9876497695852535,26.224884792626728,7.6583078777640585,1.3426809216589866,1695,60,349,22,35,548,215,434,0.078,0.8170000000000001,0.105,0.8866,0,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,1,1,6,23,23,6,2,19,1,40,14,7,4,8,66,79,26,0,9,9,0,8,2,0,8,5,1,0,0,35,19,2,3,14,0,2,5,12,12,0,5,14,11,32,11,45,49,5,56,0,4,1,1,6,26,3,5,25,226,67,7,0.06161061791061021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740439899709765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169413420215768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005304725930113,0.4491818662774351,0.04189733289732602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070028897557139,0.05484651214997305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047374762176775984,0.0,0.07511452165845453,0.0,0.052426098005501374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877782544293777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329107601997785,0.0,0.0530720919530565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767637076306515,0.03973375163309356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304905287220476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040693232066381715,0.05573033117458955,0.0,0.05887158567861445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460871843017207,0.08802927549144694,0.05915585502928133,0.0,0.0,0.1048119202419326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569580234780885,0.09656701492144712,0.0,0.07002946795169339,0.05167606320745188,0.049275639380172466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558564841062943,0.05519101208926016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611932451827089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955088835089232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771916869363051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019967167721305,0.0,0.0,0.05452345807780993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058297456349439176,0.0,0.0,0.06189614672109735,0.06711202467620532,0.0,0.12413243155839088,0.0,0.0,0.06220916087681728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370504775462377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781739129139012,0.12073064875921627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122659464350725,0.12524684757466067,0.04685765120179052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058241948237130574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523026212192817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062353234559445164,0.04909568572116525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324241391687183,0.050964939802215,0.0,0.2466204494481516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566872113915302,0.0492023190490929,0.05150923531412077,0.0,0.0644087949394826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613455649807394,0.0,0.046323517132774585,0.04952028090782073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818627138027326,0.07895519245880536,0.0,0.04891194864822174,0.10777694028942453,0.0,0.0583996618387939,0.0,0.0,0.12548869600238846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036339538719745317,0.0,0.0,0.07502513461802089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970652723568412,0.0625685731387869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491818662774351,0.0 adhd,PureSpeculator,2019/01/31,"Learning Higher level college math with ADHD... HELP!!! Hey guys, I found out I have ADHD, which explains a lot of why I’ve always struggled with math. I am a Statistics major at a top public university, and I am REALLY STRUGGLING with finishing Linear Algebra and Calculus of Several variables within this quarter. Any ideas of how I can learn it? It’s like I learn a concept, but then I can’t recall all the other concepts it connects to, so I’m stuck doing a full review on earlier math every time I’m trying to learn something new. And it’s super discouraging, I have a hard time getting started because I feel like I’m climbing a mountain for every problem. Even though I did do pretty decent (with absolute maximum effort) on the previous maths. Help!",5.5151748251748245,6.841976776223781,6.985601398601401,70.44917132867134,67.95104895104896,9.076643356643356,33.88041958041959,9.3871,3.5298061538461534,601,28,94,12,10,206,97,143,0.113,0.7290000000000001,0.158,0.8219,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,2,9,0,9,0,0,1,1,22,18,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,2,10,3,15,15,4,15,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,63,17,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41848875691413057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448720782075094,0.0,0.0,0.1183996349271036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613482204081584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499691000548155,0.0,0.29338755475440353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803440309089595,0.12438302584351307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909007973506101,0.0,0.0,0.09096441644402953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239462011543946,0.0,0.0,0.15596686544796307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233402287299154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965471121940308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012107111401414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480206761158018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681549101909546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713076483121734,0.0,0.16659815810441225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153825458897183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669285509709566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403709870841207,0.0,0.0,0.12323477220672928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640316592761504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106055037041049,0.0,0.20304793489838147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820812739696958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571056871367586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MythSteak,2019/01/31,"Advice: might lose access to medication! So I might lose access to my medication and I’m looking for advice and options moving forward. Here is what happened: Over the end of last year I was diagnosed and perscribed medication for ADHD. I had just gotten my first prescription and noticed an immense change for the better. Well my first prescription ran out, and so I went in for the second appointment to get a refill during my lunch break. We had a nice chat, my doctor told me that she would be refilling my prescription as well as requiring me to take a drug test. Well I got the script first and then I left without taking the drug test. Later that day I got a call from the secretary saying that “Mr doctor would no longer be able to prescribe my ADHD medication but that she would happy to still be my primary care physician.” I already started the process to get a new primary care physician within the same organization. Just how likely is it that the next physician in will be willing to sign off on my needed prescription? If the next won’t, then what can I do? **TLDR: impulsively didn’t take a mandatory drug test, just how badly did I fuck up, and how can I fix this??** I have a 30 day supply and an appointment to meet a potential new primary care physician in 14 days ",4.907637188208618,6.408818759183674,5.804863945578233,77.68747732426307,69.57142857142857,8.873015873015873,29.121315192743765,9.2995712137729,2.615185941043084,1016,38,184,21,18,334,130,245,0.057,0.8270000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.9319,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,7,13,14,1,0,20,0,23,16,0,3,0,29,43,19,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,8,14,1,0,1,9,10,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,4,3,4,11,2,26,10,27,20,1,33,0,2,1,1,9,11,1,4,20,136,35,6,0.09085142151939496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837150711882594,0.17755791526782794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025680281036277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585714210228274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035069937144634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927694591691767,0.0,0.27788723750658945,0.0,0.09610875749892478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577495278829833,0.0,0.0,0.0922122804347868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185980559258909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160764166354141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804673933356212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318345181987815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083990675234378,0.09493223597948712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532436244872615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033961200817379,0.09671302758271456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405603431600861,0.0,0.0,0.09871033530849437,0.0,0.0,0.04438541547181748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629231256108984,0.20327900357317052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36609299650593696,0.0,0.1927580022019715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656068316590308,0.0,0.06736517788244928,0.0,0.17548973806894494,0.19324303494556375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034349455589986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224869690127393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430510376112808,0.0,0.07255406258295427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492688715101395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868124266139178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245059016289101,0.0842201779499223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757752830415941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361472957825715,0.0,0.0,0.058505336777631166 adhd,theceruleankid,2019/01/31,"I need help. Growing up it was apparent that I had ADHD. Besides people always mentioning how I couldn't stay still or concentrate, Ive never seemed to be able to sit down and work on homework etc, and always procrastinate. My parents did not want to acknowledge that maybe something was wrong or that I might need additional help to overcome what other kids seemed to do fine. That's where the problem started. Fast forward 25 years and I am struggling through life terribly and don't know what to do, or how to overcome this. I've tried to get diagnosed or try meds from a doctor, but everytime I do, they think I'm just trying to score pills, or something. And the testing is very expensive now that I'm an adult. Also, I think a part of it is pride; I am very self conscious of people realizing I'm not paying attention, and have gotten good at pretending. Or maybe they think, ""well you've made it this far and seem fine"". But, I'm not fine. My anxiety is through the roof, I cant complete the work for my job and I constantly forget things or misplace them. My thoughts are very negative recently and I've never felt more depressed. When I was about 14 I tried smoking weed and it was the first time I felt like I could actually sit down and relax. Since that was the only coping mechanism I was able to find, the weed use has continued into present day. However, at this point, I think it is causing additional anxiety. What do I do? I need to figure this out, as the thought of continuing life like this is unbearable. Any help is appreciated. 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Interestingly I was not diagnosed as a kid even tho a couple teachers reported problems with following directions. In adulthood I went from being a “night owl” to the development of severe full on delayed sleep phase disorder— going to bed at 8 AM waking up at 5 PM. I began to wonder why in spite of having all “free time”, given that I was disabled by social anxiety disorder and not working, I was unable to really do anything I wanted to goals / interests wise, couldn’t read books and so on so I began to complain about concentration and focus problems to my psychiatrist. I was also making tons errors while on the road driving, esp any time I had to be awake at day. I just discovered in the literature on DSPD and adult diagnosed ADD that there is a definite statistical correlation between the two. Have any of you experienced similar? Has treating your DSPD successful improved your executive functions?",7.770539291217254,8.769938740112996,8.618787878787879,61.929845916795074,62.72881355932204,11.86009244992296,38.12480739599384,11.567385478589935,5.098450847457627,795,39,119,24,11,269,118,177,0.157,0.738,0.105,-0.7785,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,3,8,10,1,0,8,0,16,6,4,1,1,20,25,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,7,0,3,1,2,1,4,3,4,0,1,9,1,15,7,28,13,3,27,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,1,10,87,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757172403011569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696432700968973,0.0,0.12203584318395705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127511127902478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651087902710558,0.0,0.1028801368307922,0.0,0.0,0.3238281181063178,0.0,0.0,0.3656579069367117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053644599617834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066147732016792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064838750435644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970298254704612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052868978559943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956771839518674,0.0,0.10219551081230564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802173332714673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789192665241265,0.1626151880879342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604009451996173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583230434110454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409171201295373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478808549333627,0.14394609282371526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299756829755128,0.11613577144494552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Estanya,2019/01/31,"Does Autoplay diminish your productivity like it does for me? Just... one... more... it's already there, after all. How do you guys counteract this bane of my existence?",2.421379310344829,5.2531401034482785,4.1685517241379335,75.5066206896552,96.24137931034485,9.216551724137933,26.4896551724138,8.841846274778883,3.6337255172413774,129,6,22,5,5,43,27,29,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452048585922353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7169584951357079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405608595327508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012970429112187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775830705845301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Remarkable_Wheel,2019/01/31,"With my anxiety and depression stripped away I experienced pure ADHD... and it's WILD. In October I started seeing a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. He prescribed me an antidepressant which also works for anxiety, and told me that he'd like to see how I'd do without Vyvanse now that these external symptoms were taken care of. I told him I wasn't comfortable getting off of it just yet, but I'd be down to try it once the antidepressants were fully kicked in after 8 weeks. He agreed. About 4 weeks in, I was feeling better, and completely forgot to take my Vyvanse. This used to not happen because it relieved my anxiety along with my ADHD, but it was a weekend and I was super busy so it happens. That night I went to a Rocky Horror Shadow Cast meeting and was being trained on various parts of the production. No matter how much I tried, I absolutely could not keep my mind focused on what my trainer was saying. I could be staring him in the eye, repeating to myself ""Pay attention. What did he just say? What is he saying?"" and repeating what he said back to myself in my mind and my mind would STILL jump back to ""What was that noise? What's that person doing? How late is this going to run? That set piece is awfully beat up."" etc. It was actually fascinating because I hadn't had the additional symptoms of ADHD gone before and just seen the pure inattention taking place. Just thought I'd share this because I heard someone else doubting that ADHD is real this morning and it got on my last nerve. &#x200B; (For the record, I told my psychiatrist about this experience and, after my blood labs came back and my organ function is fine... apparently ADHD meds can affect the liver(?) he conceded to keep me on some form of ADHD med. Hahaha.)",4.5574007936507925,6.496021446428577,5.6639285714285705,76.61996031746034,71.14285714285714,8.66825396825397,29.408730158730158,9.250403328903447,2.7874075396825404,1410,57,247,31,27,467,182,336,0.07200000000000001,0.83,0.098,0.9146,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,4,17,11,0,1,11,1,29,6,3,5,2,51,56,20,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,28,19,0,3,3,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,27,12,33,8,39,22,8,38,0,2,5,0,20,14,0,2,18,179,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.07873987220552164,0.0,0.5818279499795348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645261837794428,0.0,0.08742544048044656,0.09804478111466174,0.0,0.0,0.1851783529187475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580905479795559,0.1861323300438428,0.0,0.14756001185026224,0.0,0.06865956561750991,0.0,0.0,0.07136200033836762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228560411911244,0.08226681821938334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459985819158686,0.0,0.0,0.1288456433158649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389929539739311,0.08189664606612443,0.0,0.0,0.0924754661849468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067404490535499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899884758689348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892837045922667,0.0,0.0,0.040798289425776214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042156162355057133,0.0,0.04585686359381589,0.0,0.06453358392250906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270430659994945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434384465516234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577150898819915,0.09101960579020202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039420092901444166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925241008667564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444157085341651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059314981850276075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572024472978861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593011237211279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873772671889055,0.0,0.0,0.0704536704257678,0.0843018116903656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184063636555784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675278836022664,0.19249906620778645,0.0,0.0,0.12859581710449874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836670103932695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711139880869695,0.0,0.06443756033360247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773150401701908,0.12133470485931748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405727825367534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313025947201063,0.0,0.1095637438250394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968854614119466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944613193013135,0.0,0.0,0.07479860678718014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778037594400503,0.0,0.058741842587742,0.0,0.0,0.05731845732005539,0.0,0.09804478111466174,0.0 adhd,Thomas_OMally212,2019/01/31,I keep biting my lip I just started consertia and I keep biteing my lil any advice on how to not do this? I don't want to have a torn up lip.,-1.8904545454545456,-0.1439922424242397,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,92.63636363636364,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.5046909090909089,108,3,28,1,4,39,25,33,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.3009,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419490190909189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919270296626184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.763132566869219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038485804758549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25320212204825143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,philipweiss83,2019/01/31,"What is your profession and how do you handle it? I am genuinely curious as to the profession of adults with ADHD. I work as a systems engineer at a logistics firm. My attention is constantly being pulled in 900 directions. Having ADHD and being here is challenging but I make up for it with 1. Noise cancelling headphones that filter out the rest of the world and 2. Nonstop sticky notes and 900 outlook calendar reminders. &#x200B; So how do you handle it? 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I'm 36 years old, but it wasn't until the past 6-8 years that I started wondering if I might have ADHD (when I learned what it actually is, and that adults can have it.) To make a very long story short, I started a new job last year that was the first one that really challenged me in terms of creativity and difficulty of tasks, and that's when I started running into some problems that eventually turned into actual, negative consequences. At that point I finally had enough of a push to do what I needed to do (hooray the for terrible, terrible US healthcare system...) to at least see/talk to *someone* about it. I saw a counselor who, over the course of a few weeks, diagnosed me with ADHD. Now I have my first appointment to see a psychiatrist tomorrow and I'm really anxious about it. Half of me knows the symptoms I've been dealing with for decades are quite clear, but the other half of me thinks I might just be lazy and lacking in willpower. I'm afraid I'm going to get there, be told I'm not ADHD or not ADHD enough, and I'm going to feel like it's a crushing defeat. Anyhoo, I just needed to get this off my chest. Right now I literally can't do anything because I'm thinking about the appointment so much.",7.010453025235634,6.035621355731231,7.717786561264822,74.39300091213136,64.69169960474309,11.10477348738218,34.481301307388264,10.389873798559362,3.3869534204925515,1005,38,197,21,13,337,136,253,0.141,0.818,0.042,-0.9776,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,6,12,7,0,1,16,0,18,3,1,1,1,33,46,14,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,18,10,0,0,6,0,0,5,5,5,0,6,6,4,19,2,33,36,8,42,0,1,3,0,5,11,0,6,26,138,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.20360685748975704,0.0,0.5015000963587768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785440367818123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584829037654965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359385120997682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755161820682264,0.0,0.1058848476471438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155854609705726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274844413804727,0.07452780799403573,0.0,0.1142798823247354,0.0,0.26620925676149315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900809844518992,0.0,0.17786614892458305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352369669602672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573327586048914,0.08503652522125542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096656251020997,0.0,0.0,0.09232187342468112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963588555434552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133875878232695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766888281522369,0.15470719438178,0.0,0.1007550409308472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946861098846032,0.0,0.07069142968473416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958735418402148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861820879889392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982226638373086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095951209422544,0.0,0.0,0.1336629586814365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890905977221988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493938852729537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883918703806515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151939251180813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843072092432528,0.0,0.08385024110910386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336909202274127,0.0,0.0,0.060831119853647024,0.0,0.0,0.09968434272042838,0.0,0.0,0.11347260809883088,0.0,0.0,0.12548677432308986,0.0,0.0,0.08607674913157834,0.0,0.0,0.08368098460874285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131329871515268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154024958612785 adhd,Hoccapocca,2019/01/31,"(UK) Sent a letter to my GP containing my self-eval form for a referral to a specialist. Slightly concerned that I should've given it to her in person. Can anyone reassure me that sending letters to your GP (i.e. with their name at the top of the envelope addressed to the medical practice) is a done thing and that I've not been stupid? Also does anyone know how soon to expect to hear from her that she has referred me to a specialist/if I'll hear from her and through what channels she'll contact me? Sorry for all the questions I just have no idea how to be a functioning adult and can't really ask my parents.",9.556829268292683,6.3246503739837445,9.35359349593496,71.81721951219514,61.52032520325204,12.766829268292685,40.860162601626016,10.793553405168565,4.23730699186992,488,20,95,9,5,160,83,123,0.031,0.905,0.064,0.5908,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,5,2,1,0,10,0,9,1,0,2,1,16,15,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,7,4,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,2,15,1,18,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,1,1,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815715731111837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175168763949963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122608317944284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869273353075295,0.232350685935262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118030550730521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631148890518696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478058416534425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872869857272055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211183628672484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825105130018586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543476408458501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454538598123113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368623679125451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541635643880174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084174018553992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mozart357,2019/01/31,"Dextroamphetamine Question - the Crash I've recently stopped Concerta ER 36m and have started Dextroamphetamine ER 10mg. It's not helping much, and I'll be talking to my doctor once I finish my first 30 days. The issue is, the past several days I have been feeling this nasty, nasty crash. I get home, walk the dog, and try to amp myself up to go to the gym or hit my martial arts class. However, after I finish walking the dog, I just...stop. I sit down, fall asleep, or find myself laying in bed doing nothing for a couple hours. It's not until nine or ten at night when I get myself moving again, but by that time it's too late. I try taking NoDoz before heading home, thinking the caffeine will help a little, but it's not. I have also altered my diet to cut out a lot of sugar and carbs, so this may also be a factor. So here's my question: How do YOU handle your crash? Do you suffer through it? Is there a ritual to keep you moving? Any advice is appreciated. Thanks in advance!",3.367727272727272,4.6753415303030295,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,73.0909090909091,6.896161616161617,24.816161616161608,7.3011,1.1266864646464645,765,23,151,8,15,255,126,198,0.11900000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.8189,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,0,2,10,3,1,0,12,0,14,5,2,1,0,23,24,16,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,8,5,2,2,5,2,0,7,3,2,2,3,1,2,21,1,18,18,2,32,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,7,17,100,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834845918773436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264398755358713,0.0,0.1533997882838376,0.0,0.0962779479099152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047251659820835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566534503687885,0.0,0.1826122956022645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491116193570935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158613014545298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293997983226669,0.12042624076000558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793740459497462,0.0,0.08046208435433032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529995323016887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897936025941151,0.0,0.2840287114644906,0.0,0.13942588802663014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777073021696915,0.0,0.12584110078177324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597062386093228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189842797904967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036461897405125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009501821187069,0.10407617745920383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286143537301182,0.0,0.1358479841533909,0.0,0.0,0.15077603238426535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515229527531233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31719969788833285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979127184690016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994292946046612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020969225550966,0.0,0.0,0.23673122518827397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644909499234444,0.11379509615591347,0.0,0.1303460725410581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071751566376372,0.0,0.0,0.08255531578031551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224444296743007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bnwebm-123,2019/01/31,"Just venting, statement made by former employer I never post much here but had to vent. As a disclaimer, I have been diagnosed with severe ADHD since 1997 and have been on medication since then, with brief breaks when there was a shortage or I was between jobs. I’ve managed to get far enough (a miracle) to graduate with a 3.9 gpa in my masters program. I’ve mostly been a therapist but have also been a supervisor. I recently started working once again as a therapist in substance abuse and left my previous supervisory position 4 months ago. I had lunch earlier this week with a couple of coworkers to catch up. The previous position was “ok” but paid little and required a daily 45 minute drive each way. My former coworker told me over lunch that my former boss told everyone I had been a “terrible employee.” This was a shock. I certainly wasn’t the perfect employee, since I only worked there 3 months and was still learning. I’m not even sure what constitutes a “terrible employee.” I showed up on time, did my job, got along with everyone (as far as I know, who knows now?) and have two weeks notice when I found my current position which pays a little more and is much closer to home. I’m really just perplexed and blindsided and now concerned that I’m missing things that I should have paid attention to.",6.777926829268293,7.3725093943089455,7.258845528455286,72.23046341463417,64.8130081300813,11.438048780487804,35.505691056910564,11.20814326018867,4.27228325203252,1045,47,183,30,15,343,144,246,0.131,0.825,0.045,-0.9685,8,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,13,8,0,0,15,1,22,4,0,2,4,37,37,20,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,15,2,1,6,1,3,3,3,4,0,1,22,0,19,4,26,14,6,39,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,2,20,126,28,13,0.0,0.14898827895292047,0.0,0.0,0.15112208452070486,0.0,0.1114661155506426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005589167649146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391353995341355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762939837320394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299290847231352,0.0,0.08305395290241532,0.0,0.0,0.24031111101059854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787384227485194,0.0,0.0,0.06569702054409984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057044929833067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613334770394313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24956672121235915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382132694227058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662324203716014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25206076755605794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898377071839825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667572223674672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007382874480444,0.0,0.1848753474459958,0.0,0.09698295724478752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316249213461518,0.0,0.1339152342739347,0.0,0.09563539090930093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042977206308204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055601618346532,0.0,0.12415886412980395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420570267731289,0.0,0.31205481809132424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900356510718155,0.0,0.10042080418500228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185139824971337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920012647004477,0.08353996022661712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332342069529962,0.0,0.0,0.24031111101059854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283543113223665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998112086488546,0.20173148393209744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308896368609864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Nice_Afternoon,2019/01/31,"Is it because Adderall gets you high or do I actually feel better? I recently got diagnosed a few months ago and started taking Adderall. It does all the normal things it's supposed to. better focus, calms me down, less crazy shit comes out of my mouth, ect. But I also really enjoy the fact that I feel calm and smooth. And I have pleasant thoughts about my self esteem. I've been freakishly depressed for almost 10 years and since starting the adderall I don't have subtle thoughts of suicide. So I guess my question is whether or not the Adderall functions as something that stabilizes my mood and emotions or is it just flooding my brain with dopamine and getting me high. Is ADHD to blame for my emotional issues and irritability?",5.837720588235296,7.575072036764709,5.678705882352944,78.57217647058825,67.60294117647061,7.792941176470588,34.188235294117646,8.238735603445708,2.8270817647058832,591,28,99,8,10,184,93,136,0.135,0.74,0.125,-0.33899999999999997,0,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,1,0,5,0,9,4,3,0,2,27,21,15,1,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,3,16,6,11,17,3,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,6,6,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15016044039477527,0.0,0.18492863220740144,0.0,0.13640148196492302,0.0,0.1540842390813481,0.0,0.0,0.12305430402560236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380116978201812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721810208249219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177611836352202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255024988673958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253287436141298,0.15618054863037878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465762079727944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617879681821523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556083070985338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078735530752156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306841642775244,0.0,0.16951137975726016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251561512842236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060620347164614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282207808064285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076546894154108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237594733881922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098576683455187,0.0,0.1519336435357566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052586500138186,0.0,0.15795114644315808,0.12728753018105185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846099528203664,0.0,0.0,0.21782795822404685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831498923697474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569534091501572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222814639148524,0.0,0.0,0.2443201606412571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990908754522945 adhd,brohatmas_ghandi,2019/01/31,"ADHD Flare-ups around certain people? tl;dr My ADHD seems to get worse when I am around or deal with my parents and I don't know why or what to do about it. I'm 31, married for almost 8 years, and am expecting my first child with my wife in August. I was diagnosed about a year ago, and have been in therapy for the past few years for anxiety and depression. My wife has been saying for a while that she has noticed that my symptoms get worse whenever I am around my parents. I live about 12 hours away from them, so I only see them 2-3 times a year. Our relationship is *okay,* but the relationship triangle between me, them, and my wife is pretty weak. My parents and my wife don't get along the best, and knowing that I try to avoid conflict whenever I can. This has only exacerbated the problem. I've danced around the problem for a while, but I honestly don't know what to do. I don't want to cut my parents out of my life, as they are pretty good parents for the most part. I love my wife and our marriage and relationship are great, aside from whenever my parents are involved. I can't keep punting it away hoping that everything will work itself out, especially with a kid on the way. My wife grew up with her mother and paternal grandmother really not liking each other, and I don't want to put our kid through that. Suggestions? Thoughts? Prayers? Amusing anecdotes that will make me feel better? &#x200B;",3.316862214199759,5.324896346570398,4.289589350180506,84.86533468712399,74.70397111913356,7.504753309265945,27.065132370637784,8.344100000000001,1.8799652226233443,1116,43,219,20,24,361,146,277,0.1,0.736,0.16399999999999998,0.9805,6,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,3,0,4,4,9,17,1,1,12,1,26,5,0,1,1,47,43,20,0,6,5,13,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,13,23,0,3,6,2,0,3,7,6,0,1,4,3,39,11,38,37,5,29,0,1,1,1,34,12,0,6,14,154,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047274637543103,0.0,0.0755024495711658,0.0,0.08529040391176006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228701731050283,0.10349688102465976,0.0,0.0,0.0651585997829586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30329503671088737,0.0,0.0,0.1600493292109073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938584989006297,0.07533031717480464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781162826498168,0.07336105531146296,0.08645077624592534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654974844448449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306701140748181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244976469650305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350117987254506,0.0,0.0,0.07144070275937298,0.0,0.0939056775449918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459793894185279,0.08388016362863229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570740465907054,0.0,0.0,0.14042976674708796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060161582568526474,0.04161217576925872,0.0,0.07521103690313755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687371330498037,0.0,0.056854937174837375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697223940638064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955876758919846,0.0,0.0,0.5674601798147003,0.09223616518592764,0.08130912273847704,0.059049582330046424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330707999974876,0.0,0.16300183845490668,0.0,0.08562434519219958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456525078944535,0.0,0.0,0.2743380452564945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773453492768675,0.0,0.0,0.06787340351939919,0.07754007097130851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852938074814405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740497266565568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761939218805338,0.04966619538219227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782819661770186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047677872317798,0.06760790676538299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768571397378937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200837438111915,0.0,0.1736010912870327,0.0,0.0,0.10349688102465976,0.21939948801211714 adhd,grenoga,2019/01/31,"Is taking Vyvanse with Ginkgo Biloba and Acetyl L-carnitine safe? Hey guys, i tried searching for this but no useful information came up, was hoping if any of you knew? I take 70mg Vyvanse in the morning before work and I went to the ""Health food store"" and spoke to them about some symptoms I had and they suggested Ginko biloba qnd Acetyl L-carnitine to take at the same time on top of my vyvanse, just about to head to sleep now and am planing to take them all in the morning, just wanting to double check just incase it might kill me/have some side effects. Any answers a seriously appreciated, cheers",6.385972906403942,6.794862991379316,6.334926108374388,79.15982758620692,65.63793103448276,8.697536945812809,31.226600985221683,8.418075326091056,2.2603118226601,481,17,90,6,7,152,83,116,0.08800000000000001,0.753,0.159,0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,3,3,6,5,1,0,5,0,5,5,2,2,1,25,16,7,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,7,1,1,4,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,6,1,9,3,18,9,5,11,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,5,2,56,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654349901003753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606929179947508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321441712470225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359918078207693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932419990647476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002934861227083,0.20744908434745848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384084028793666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159188828915356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703704334365744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530388938551665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284902645425004,0.5869529853694977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380108271202925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325028288504288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855812296679895,0.0,0.0,0.11511216148252025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809180053065549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420809483690461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hideboi,2019/01/31,literally the only way i can reliably wake up on time is if i don't sleep in the first place i either get 14 hours of sleep or zero and im not sure which i hate worse. i know what im doing wrong and have a vague understanding of how to fix it but it still fucking sucks.,0.961967213114754,2.1125101147541017,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,79.0,6.847213114754098,18.757377049180327,7.554174236665415,0.12582360655737726,211,4,53,3,5,74,49,61,0.179,0.787,0.034,-0.7559,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,3,0,5,4,3,1,1,11,11,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,5,1,6,11,1,9,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890014482661734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054184085720161,0.11608924909028175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193744570181595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882020560075485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48002379390773403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211417297702475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899154063864738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23214954752423925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44471680330027136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744755628687495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094189222105697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956540157760038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313158844426665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637037672143838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643867658704106,0.0,0.2429385584762155,0.0,0.0 adhd,Meg_09,2019/01/31,I cant attend lectures Anybody else have this issue where they cant get themselves to attend college lectures. A) cause you have convinced yourself you cant concentrate in class and B) because you get very tired by the time the second lecture rolls in so you make silly excuses and bunk.,4.292777777777779,6.8301012407407455,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,73.62962962962962,5.801481481481483,31.170370370370367,6.742157984588678,1.988352592592593,233,11,38,2,5,72,40,54,0.059000000000000004,0.866,0.075,-0.0334,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,24,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288820630010413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857094934286324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136556846773883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923335036523378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39189147925106504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506280849693617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893865431729068,0.431545713534376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309800767571188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bananarama93,2019/01/31,"What are your coping mechanisms when nothing works? Hey all, I’m currently suffering with depression which is nothing new for me. I’m also taking antidepressants and have been on them for 7 weeks which haven’t helped so far. In the past, in the heights of my depression, I have used exercise as a way of coping and it worked really well. I’d play football twice a week, lift weights 3x a week and cycle about 75km per week. This helped my depression and mood massively due to the fact I’d be pushing my body to the absolute limits. I found that I’d only done a lighter workout/brisk walk, I was still inside my head and it didn’t help at all. However, I’ve been diagnosed with arthritis which have given me extreme pain and fatigue meaning that I’ve lost the ability to do the only coping mechanism that worked for me. Because of my ADHD, watching films/reading books/doing art/playing music doesn’t allow me to fully get out of my head like exercising once did. Do any of you have any suggestions for me, or have any personal experiences that you have found helpful for your depression? Thanks in advance!",7.843649167733673,7.129186169014088,7.861348698250108,73.18935979513445,62.89671361502347,11.501323090055484,36.7345283824157,10.832165505486646,3.945463849765259,886,37,162,20,11,287,129,213,0.11900000000000001,0.79,0.091,-0.84,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,6,7,13,0,0,10,0,19,9,3,2,3,19,30,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,11,9,1,1,3,3,0,3,3,8,1,1,10,2,19,4,24,19,2,22,0,7,1,0,12,8,0,1,11,98,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884833434990718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239177808539553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569940877487405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042790523481086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833122868856775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980339579011108,0.11726366423811603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823047322377313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301354056574472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253352161082217,0.0,0.0,0.060361276137969926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371405831749537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097576055702324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644363670885848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611802606905992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584941525697854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158258761806136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171425020519636,0.0,0.0,0.12303898058305256,0.0,0.17573625687831734,0.12293536376501862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028941650191287,0.0,0.100879046334566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556436459289897,0.0,0.07401346205892158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922648826568788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686651269922528,0.0,0.0,0.10636735583798307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978350358017564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170479691501196,0.3706947349057934,0.1406881906306376,0.10387813159358536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252328417712328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,macaroniandmilk,2019/01/31,"Sitting here with no heat on the coldest day of the year... because I kept forgetting/procrastinating calling the oil company. Okay, so the title was a little dramatic. I have oil now, just waiting for the house to warm back up. As I know I don't need to tell any of you guys, I have to hype myself up to do the most basic things. For some reason, calling the oil company and talking to a person is one of those heart-pounding things that I have such a hard time dealing with. So I often forget to do it. And when I think of it, I have to gather my energy to just make the damn call. Why can't I just make the damn call?! So instead I finally remember last night that I will likely need fuel soon, so I called (and of course I finally remembered after-hours, so I had to leave a voicemail, which I actually don't mind because it's not a person). I thought I had it covered. Until I woke up this morning around 5:30 to a freezing house, and discovered I procrastinated too long. So, one drive to the nearest gas station, one very cold tank refill outside, and one very creepy basement trip to get the furnace fired back up later... and now I have heat. The worst part is... this isn't even the first time this has happened. Or the second. I don't know why it's so hard for me to remember to call the oil company. (I mean, I do, that's why I'm here. But you know what I mean.) So, shoutout to all of those people who end up making things harder for ourselves because we can't seem to get our thoughts together to get it done when it needs to be done! I hope you're all staying warm today! 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What are your best hacks or exercises to overcome this? I'm a man in my late twenties, first diagnosed at 18 after starting college. After ten years of steady struggle, I've managed to get my life on track, to the point where I almost never take medicine any more. It's been a very long road but I now have a great job, exercise religiously, meditate daily, have fought off depression without medical intervention and have finally overcome the constant ""dopamine hunting"" which had plagued me for most of my life since I discovered the internet. I've also learned to talk and read out-loud to myself when dealing with complicated material; this subjugates my wandering mind. However, without the medicine, I still struggle with taking on new challenges and forcing myself to try to learn new things. When I have difficult projects at work, or in general have new challenging tasks to take on, I nevertheless continuously put them off until the last minute, always needing that ""adrenaline push"" to actually complete them. I have a daily to-do list, but continuously copy and paste challenging problems from ""today"" to ""tomorrow."" I absolutely hate this! Does anyone have any mental hacks, strategies, or daily exercises to overcome this very common problem I'm dealing with? I'm a firm believer in neuronal plasticity and I think there has got to be a way to beat this. 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One of my goals for 2019 is to get a handle on my ADHD and find a routine or things I can do to keep on top of it. Other than medication, (I’m trying to come off mine) what are the things you guys do daily that have really improved your day to day functioning living with ADD?",4.316911764705882,3.9893986323529416,5.790000000000003,83.83000000000003,70.02941176470588,8.564705882352943,22.882352941176467,8.07648339933343,0.9391647058823523,249,4,55,3,4,85,51,68,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8049,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,0,13,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754134487577377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621792177505802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087804299612116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449845893523898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880303969231565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507420501868854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703906322209625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046167652516893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278561269948928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139050587280428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411656590011405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222050463339302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533628100661926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180873052111457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253374823792688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,simbimba,2019/01/31,"I can’t even read properly I can’t read anymore than maybe a sentence or two before forgetting what I just read/getting distracted and needing to start over a billion times. My concentration span is maybe 30 seconds max, it impacts my job and everything I do-it’s frustrating because I can’t even fix it. It’s hard for me to get medication because too many people my age (19f) in the past has abused the medication and now it’s RIDICULOUSLY hard to get prescribed with ADHD meds, though I have been officially diagnosed for 12 years now. It’s ruining my life, I’ve stopped going to a pshyc because I think I’ve just given up on getting help that I need (I live in Australia, it’s hard to get those meds down here)",9.342840375586851,6.592655443661973,9.262535211267608,70.80769953051643,61.46478873239437,12.846948356807516,41.97652582159624,11.20814326018867,4.512911737089201,571,26,112,12,6,188,88,142,0.15,0.8190000000000001,0.03,-0.9158,1,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,1,5,0,7,4,0,0,0,12,17,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,4,0,3,2,3,14,0,15,15,0,16,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,8,66,23,3,0.0,0.1535960374674498,0.0,0.0,0.15579583521154766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856288560327622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707250871168464,0.0,0.11030966495526663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157659107313585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124512279050172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650739744868492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386441571078225,0.0,0.07367444307924899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483819481359932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689147244526482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286425339340787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915648915102113,0.0,0.0,0.11446990156155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142933808020918,0.2604711571748025,0.0,0.2879900727778937,0.2611868412150715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224512008628925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375108307463288,0.08987244631763715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890096367393954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175617717726038,0.0,0.0,0.1083804957028541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830647440678827,0.12736553074076265,0.0,0.07559109314844571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663436087129548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348055960106641 adhd,zippo11,2019/01/31,"Driving test today, best time to take vyvanse My driving test is at 12:58, normally I take my vyvanse morning 50mg dose when I wake up (6am or whatever) and them 20MG at 11AM yestday I had my lesson a little later than usual and I'm not sure if I was dehydrated as I try not to drink much before a lesson because of the times I've needed a piss but I felt not as good, almost falling asleep after I had make a mistake I was thinking, would it be okay to take my first dose of 50MG at say 11AM and then 20MG an hour later? I have a hours lesson before the test, then after today I'm going to go for a couple days break or just have a couple 20MG days ",2.6269285714285715,3.379279264285717,4.620000000000001,86.87500000000001,74.21428571428571,6.457142857142857,23.285714285714285,6.2581,0.5388714285714289,507,13,109,3,10,175,84,140,0.086,0.875,0.039,-0.6188,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,5,2,6,1,0,10,1,9,6,3,1,1,23,20,12,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,5,2,14,4,16,13,2,28,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,17,67,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230337421100094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880469573869233,0.0,0.2758425160851649,0.0,0.17009680313959566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586849774813433,0.0,0.2090611058413204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878028252738485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562573330113091,0.0,0.0,0.13786827980321198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423176027589794,0.13594808538891964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192395149255651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245040988399476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819210275492946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915014090151355,0.12018298136251583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880757480197108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889543330982678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276193292843313,0.0,0.36560022601180187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385666573707188,0.0,0.0,0.18902457310654547,0.0,0.3072727186075392,0.0,0.0,0.11004416681272253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178512254305675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513958283222844,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NDBambi182,2019/01/31,"Not sure if ADHD or just think I am because of my previous work and knowledge about similar neurodevelpmental issues. I am 29 year old Male who has constantly thought for years (going back to when I was a teenager) that I have had either ADHD or Autism due to behaviours and internalized feelings and impulses which I work extremely hard (and usually fail) to hide from people. I know that when I was much younger it was mentioned that I may have ADHD or something similar but it was never followed up on. Since leaving school I have spent a large majority of my working life working in the care industry usually with people who have some for more LD or mental health issue. Due to this I became very aware of the signs and symptoms that are recognised in people who suffer from a wide range of mental health problems. I left one of my roles because I was finding it too difficult to work with people I felt who showed the same symptoms I felt and I also found it to cause me to become extremely overwhelmed very easily. Due to my age when I have gone to my doctors to discuss this they have either plamed me off saying if I did have these issues they would have been caught earlier, or they seem concerned that I know the signs and symptoms so well they treat me as if I'm just listing off the right things just to get the diagnosis I want. It's got to a point where I'm really not sure if I have just convinced myself that I have these issues or if I actually do have them. Has anyone been in a similar situation before? 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Sat down for 10 minutes and turned to my buddy: You know how to throw a knuckleball? Went outside threw baseball for 30 minutes Talked about MMA while that was going on Grabbed some gloves and hit mitts My phone died, so music stopped, started conversation about Mac Miller. Went inside, started to work. Back to square 1 lol ",5.23153153153153,7.385524945945949,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,69.81081081081078,7.095495495495496,29.90090090090089,7.793537801064563,1.94861981981982,322,13,58,4,6,96,60,74,0.076,0.8859999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.4549,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,12,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,12,6,1,15,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,8,29,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494461497168536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805199272068454,0.0,0.16350226486817449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311830153272103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440837593608782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496704660376421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933038036076975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588917513244473,0.0,0.0,0.21195775101367628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061879778701976,0.2037733099079756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757617465417024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700393187076318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691375662668826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,projecthelpme,2019/01/31,"I procrastinated for an entire week and now if I don't come up with a business pitch for my college class im toast. my business class requires me to pitch a unique idea and present it for 90 secs, I have to describe it, describe who im selling it to, and the possible competitors. I thought this would be an easy last minute thing, but I've come to realize hours before my class after pulling an all nighter that all my ideas have been invented. I cant concentrate enough to do this. my meds are wearing off. 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Hi all. I started up on Strattera in mid-December, after a couple of years on dex (got sicking of being so up-and-down and crashing, and wasn't going anywhere) It started having an effect within two weeks, and I felt incredible - like taking the perfect amount of dex, but longer-acting and more stable. I managed to lose my prescription (of course), so had a few days off at the start of Jan. It was around this time (either the days off, or maybe very shortly before) that I noticed the effectiveness dropping off A LOT. Barely enough to notice, whereas I was insanely productive for that week or so earlier on. I'm not surprised that it would taper off at some point, but I was only 3 weeks in - it should've still been building up in my system, surely? Just wondering if anyone else has had similar experiences with gaining tolerance. I'm on 80mg once a day, and will hopefully be able to push that to 120mg when I next see my psych, though she didn't seem to think there was much point if 80mg wasn't working (can hopefully convince her seeing as it USED to work so well). I can't afford to be chopping and changing meds, so really hoping that will work out - I've got a masters thesis due in four months, which is going exactly how you'd expect (I'm 30, so I'm on an ADHD schedule...). Thanks in advance - I don't post much, but this sub is a great resource and such a huge comfort. Cheers.",6.301584507042255,6.072414686619723,6.8719366197183085,77.40889084507046,65.86619718309859,9.494366197183098,32.186619718309856,9.017664075816787,2.6479760563380284,1137,41,215,17,16,374,175,284,0.019,0.8,0.18100000000000002,0.9934,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,10,16,14,0,0,13,0,24,1,0,4,4,41,47,24,0,7,10,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,1,1,2,13,3,15,13,39,27,10,50,0,1,2,0,4,25,0,11,19,143,28,5,0.1103803173415676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265569129805352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543609687108709,0.11309767925885295,0.0,0.09826188442024356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392552016315353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676773983960585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213372167125487,0.0,0.2135585194484763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220859144591699,0.0,0.0,0.11405237433255115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159462613647047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598241459317267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546335612124845,0.0,0.17656244642387856,0.12169468954583013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288976828098589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053926247527900685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234873409135054,0.0,0.09384139856629896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108918648926319,0.0,0.12260764910516865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810451621238499,0.0,0.1622844675362874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739071973015515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133744577838424,0.0,0.11755143554492005,0.0,0.08394920526585736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869015591867654,0.0,0.105713832075327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071245773856892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759176438667345,0.10048609531296948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343832702162111,0.0,0.08814986401304445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403214279702924,0.0,0.08299226164087274,0.0,0.0,0.10162336614478176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072725039060694,0.10844810135660823,0.0,0.06436365069686646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782553115530104,0.0,0.0,0.09533315404571037,0.0,0.09107532176878966,0.0,0.0,0.26562129759990305,0.0,0.0992451614332704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970274564783295,0.2410745569436877,0.0,0.0,0.07841101047342988,0.0,0.0,0.07108130540711015 adhd,PuzzleheadedCounter0,2019/01/31,"Any advice on addiction, contentment in life, self-control, and meaning when you can't get no satisfaction? I didn't look into ADHD until I got some genetic testing done. The running trend is bad genetics for dopamine systems in motor cortex, memory, etc. I have a blunted pleasure response. I have recessive genetics for not having enough d2/3 dopamine receptors in my brain, and research shows this mutation causes significantly less pleasure response for the same stimulus. Like how drug addicts burn out pleasure receptors, except my baseline ***is*** burnt-out. I'm very melancholy all of the time, was suspected for dysthymia, always tired, scatterbrained, and don't react much to stimulus. I have some ADHD friends who are VERY reactive, their mood swings like a feather on the breeze. Mine requires vodka and other assists just to budge, chronic sleep deprivation is one of my biggest struggles, and overstimulation seems made-up to me. Everyone that knows me describes me as an addict. I can and will be addicted to anything. Addiction is a major issue in my family tree. I was ""smart"" and only dipped into alcohol long enough to realize I have the same problem as everyone else in my family. I pick up and kick more common things like caffeine, nicotine, etc, like it's a sport. I was hoping some people here had some insights on my psychological struggles with this. I'm so tired I don't want to exist, I'm too sluggish to interact with other people meaningfully, I'm physiologically incapable of as much pleasure in life as other people, the only things that work for this problem are the only things I can't allow myself to use, and two of my immediate family members with the same problem died slow but deliberate deaths from melancholy.",6.211747572815536,8.597733889967643,6.796743042071196,68.34785242718448,67.70550161812298,9.47474433656958,34.69009708737864,9.888512548439397,4.078388116504852,1408,69,208,35,25,460,179,309,0.114,0.81,0.076,-0.8234,0,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,1,2,6,19,0,2,13,0,24,14,2,6,1,46,37,18,2,5,4,0,0,4,1,1,12,0,0,0,13,15,1,1,7,3,0,1,7,7,0,2,7,1,26,11,40,28,17,22,0,1,1,0,5,14,0,6,10,152,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883313288321226,0.21533941169525267,0.08754625894211569,0.0,0.09574440687247264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454601247190717,0.0,0.0,0.060924235857946124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737248924933567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480386323615063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001200957948377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203355384443636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048274309930827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298022014202843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168162033654112,0.0,0.0,0.10389589513003188,0.0,0.07484090445316245,0.0,0.0,0.18514072747950525,0.19983294498296755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712140665375911,0.0,0.0,0.2533722850593089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921697050542963,0.0,0.04680704940964179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165326449312782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898303172568825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935086280511843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923629167166033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656005754566574,0.1750764901823869,0.0,0.0,0.07928428350949601,0.07523299133909349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477217366688825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975897160398577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317178382042559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070846642197484,0.20441157439996305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863311656377837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571764385279149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155932262125808,0.09346185314478743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965464738765512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731772849768044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785587389027166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224061832553027,0.20594092880553105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751635989948424,0.0,0.0,0.07737694895099233,0.0,0.14784217712591102,0.05284247169995943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522254813567017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bojas,2019/01/31,Please help I had to stop taking meds. I had to quit my Vyvanse because I was getting a bunch of bad side effects. That was 2 weeks ago and I went through all the withdrawal symptoms I knew about but now my stomach really hurts. Is that normal?,1.9255102040816323,4.219501959183674,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,80.42857142857143,5.552653061224492,26.126530612244892,6.742157984588678,1.0682538775510206,192,8,39,2,5,61,40,49,0.172,0.735,0.09300000000000001,-0.7086,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,1,1,7,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,5,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506166904551495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606171620171598,0.17234518564568313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477109862507571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950312329741464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026605888379897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140412789323993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700830164561024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103447179569764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30071048296621433,0.0,0.0,0.18111945565178672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363689078137164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29385722631728795,0.2125723490941094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267831646142664,0.0,0.0,0.26208685424591416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheKyle19,2019/01/31,Sometimes laying in bed I try to count in my head and see how high I can get to before I forget what I'm doing and start think about something else. Just made it to 17 then I thought about making this post.,1.4113636363636353,3.157985590909096,2.3772727272727288,97.61090909090912,79.45454545454545,4.4,17.81818181818182,3.1291,-0.9012545454545458,162,3,37,0,4,51,35,44,0.048,0.9520000000000001,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,7,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647379893846847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598986629084675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254599867736405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192962059897376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287126107366837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943868028967636,0.2076732779061368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297964464877685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479202843576068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951337150369065,0.3077030602063143,0.0,0.22021049442388896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993514651884977,0.0,0.2469924605233517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112282898153263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,noonesgonnaseeit,2019/01/31,"How do you guys deal with comorbidities ? When I first got diagnosed with ADHD in May, I also got diagnosed with anxiety and depression but chose to just get medicated for the ADHD. I’ve put the other two diagnoses on the back burner but now I feel like it’s getting worse. I’m in bed and sleeping much more than I ever have, I have no desire to want to see my friends or boyfriend, I haven’t gone to the gym in a couple months now and I honestly wouldn’t even mind if I died tonight. I work 12 hour shifts 3 times a week so I basically just use the meds to focus at work but otherwise I don’t feel a need for them at home since I just sleep all day but my physiatrist told me to try and start using them everyday because maybe that’s making things harder on my brain. I’m also anemic so I don’t know if the sleeping part / no energy is because of that or depression. I use a psychiatrist just for my vyvanse script but I’m considering doing talk therapy.. has doing cognitive behavioral therapy helped you guys with dealing with the comorbidities or is there anything else I should try? 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Tonight is the second night that I’m probably gonna have no sleep after the same thing happened two days ago. My brain is constantly racing with thoughts and I can never actually rest and get myself calm enough to sleep. My sleeping pattern was bad before my medication but I’ve never had no sleep for two nights in the same week, kinda worried about how it’s gonna affect me. I’ve been trying to eat healthy too, stopped drinking energy drinks and I cut most of the sugar out of what I eat. I might be eating less though, I can’t really tell. Not sure how that would affect my sleep though Has anyone else gone through this, is it an adjustment to the meds or something? Any advice or help would be appreciated, cheers :)",3.572230576441103,5.365019777777782,4.285852130325818,86.09013157894738,73.44444444444444,6.9909774436090215,25.079782790309103,7.7094869923839395,1.2536028404344193,686,22,136,9,14,219,114,171,0.111,0.758,0.131,0.8225,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,8,0,17,15,8,4,3,29,26,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,8,6,1,2,2,0,1,6,4,0,3,6,1,11,3,16,13,6,18,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,13,87,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.09596607935514842,0.0,0.0,0.09609713550680064,0.08717286262608152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687486843681506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876191909188724,0.1007613975945433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211015603293155,0.0,0.0,0.08368046756974445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978044925051177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627107479044202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268428909055357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926723765620737,0.0,0.30188044896840943,0.08215081516438429,0.0,0.0,0.10161195801747017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137881874273905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696212241586436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591552104697218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923405467359404,0.0990676429159904,0.0,0.10432366154830236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516924128414604,0.0,0.0,0.18457167407037228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387707322061947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602762231170673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299940118820388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6888801911188097,0.0,0.0,0.07570727179434499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221700754447359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926846967300899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859538752337434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533301569403463,0.0,0.1932379573263643,0.07807132112332726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676670052827162,0.0,0.1921286322898912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888276562476355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986948589757763,0.0,0.13971644783303042,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilmixe,2019/01/31,Concerta ADD medication tomorrow I am going onto Concerta 18mg tomorrow. I have always had a hard time focusing and I feel there will be know way this will help me pay attention in class. I have been diagnosed with ADD I am nervous about some of the side effects like anxiety and depression. Though I am not taking this medication for weight loss I am I 6’2 200 high school lacrosse player and would love to get a little more in shape for the season. Would the 18mg dosage suppress my appetite? I would also like to know if workouts would be any problem on this medication. Basically I want to know what to expect.,4.108305084745766,6.207788305084747,5.312000000000001,77.99528813559323,72.72881355932203,9.126779661016947,28.749152542372883,9.642632912329526,2.933976949152543,492,20,90,13,10,163,78,118,0.127,0.763,0.11,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,5,0,16,6,0,1,0,23,25,6,0,8,2,0,3,2,0,6,4,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,6,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,12,3,13,15,2,14,0,2,0,1,2,8,0,2,6,60,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265419553050306,0.13802546861904152,0.0,0.0,0.11280410481672665,0.0,0.12689776458326169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428722218940071,0.16836473295371268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387392444121552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666546626991102,0.0,0.09427344053667183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859591964756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118588371141354,0.17526135315603844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734899697125623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208120193355488,0.16625536263043886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971319835156854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013200191638529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872478070269538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787944053962678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472113427674625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297628169099607,0.0,0.0967259761619994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978403361564638,0.13166784223813968,0.0,0.20199718130221106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713456398308687,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oldhagfattypants,2019/01/31,"Want to start medication- can I go to my GP or do I have to find another psych? Details are that I got diagnosed a few years ago by a psychiatrist but couldn't afford to keep her and get medicated. Now I'm with this health clinic where I can get low cost care, but I don't know if they'll be willing to medicate me considering it's been so long since I was diagnosed, and I've never tried meds. Does anyone have experience with this? Thanks",2.3728846153846166,4.212927978021977,4.40668956043956,83.72893543956044,76.91208791208791,8.506043956043957,23.46291208791209,9.188382445141503,1.7774494505494505,350,11,76,9,8,120,69,91,0.031,0.8490000000000001,0.121,0.8282,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,13,7,0,0,1,14,24,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,10,2,8,17,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356527846478508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348463641806105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902022607976754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812978403930636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745665305026546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147413448760384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049533956048971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864735124743171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928074986110064,0.0,0.10486660395225847,0.0,0.14757698753157256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613545006959876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400928440388135,0.0,0.0,0.10140701409112177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329382620177402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049594109024741,0.5576515252198128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231270489438502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263632050942455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060375199403687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988063478074505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527653257097765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883429865153342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882441747107915 adhd,q00y,2019/01/31,"Do you ever question your diagnosis? I (18F) was diagnosed with ADHD in 2016, and have since been prescribed medication which at first I was excited about, but now am reluctant to take. I fit the bill in most areas, leaning towards the inattentive type. In the past two years I’ve done a lot of research to better understand my situation, and was essentially left to my own devices after two therapy sessions because said therapist (who diagnosed me with ADHD) dropped off of the face of the earth. I often wonder how valid this diagnosis was and find myself feeling guilty for even taking my prescribed medication because of how widely it’s abused and compared to harder substances. I feel like I might just be dumb sometimes for not being able to function at a normal level. The psychiatrist who I see every few months to refill is eccentric to say the least, and adds to my skepticism. I’ll go a few weeks without the meds or halve my dosing, and quickly remember why I’m on them in the first place. Im wondering if anyone has questioned their situation in a similar way, and what you think about your diagnosis now. 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I really can't fucking stand it any more.,-3.515000000000001,-2.1124891666666645,1.8277777777777795,92.645,107.33333333333331,4.622222222222223,11.555555555555555,6.42735559955562,-0.6195777777777778,57,1,14,1,3,23,16,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8618566819116714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438381313999434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314897883158,0.18733666994205356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297074614742765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,burntout334,2019/01/31,"It's not fun anymore... I was always the kind of person that other people liked to be around. High energy, liked to make people laugh, and always enjoyed having a good time. My job for the last 6 years wasn't particularly difficult, so it didn't really take a lot to get decent at it. I had to memorize a few random facts, but other than that I just let things be, so I didn't really notice symptoms. Fast forward to now, I decided to move into an IT job, which comes with a fair amount of training, and the things that I used to love about myself (and those that I could shrug off) I'm starting to resent. My indecisiveness.. inability to pay attention no matter how hard I try. Hell, I even had a hearing test a year ago because I wasn't able to soak in what people were telling me, and would usually have to have them say it to me 5-10 times just for it to really stick. The playing music in my head incessantly because I heard the song on the radio that morning, and it's catchy instead of listening to the person on the phone. Coming back into my house 4 times when I'm already late because at 10 steps out the door I forgot my keys... now my lunchbox.. now my wallet isn't in my back pocket and I'm already almost to work, even though I set it on the counter and said immediately ""Don't forget this.. you're setting it here to remember it"". Following a paragraph long set of instructions and having to do the task 5 times just to figure out I keep skipping over this part, or that. It's not fun amyore.... The breaking point for me was when I was in a classroom last week. We all had computers and were learning vmware. My instructor was speaking for a solid 30 minutes on a fairly interesting topic, and I couldn't tell you anything except minor details. I had 5 tabs open, was looking at apartments in other cities, googling jobs in my area (i enjoy my current job??), then would get sidetracked and start reading up on other technologies, one paragraph generally before I stopped focusing on it. With all this going on I looked up from my monitor, and I saw 20 individuals, not a single one of them on their computer. Not a single one swiveling back and forth in their chair. All listening, taking notes, and following the instructors lead. No one even saw me, but I've never been so embarrassed before. I'm not saying I want to change who I am, but I need a change. I went to my dr a few weeks ago and gave him as much information as I could give him. I saw a dr about this a few years ago, but ended our sessions because my job wasn't particularly difficult, and there were little repercussions for small errors. He said from the short talk we had it seems like it's VERY likely, but he wanted to refer me to an expert as he's not comfortable making that diagnosis. I have my appointment in 2 weeks, and I'm extremely excited to think I could work towards achieving some piece of mind. I've never posted in the subreddit before, but I'm sure you guys can understand... It gets to a point where I wonder.. if I had been able to follow all these giant aspirations that I had over the last 10 years.. where might I be now? Thanks for listening.",5.897441943551272,5.81709019292605,6.7615166130760995,77.35947034655236,66.68488745980707,9.740693104680243,30.300285816362987,9.444778638647367,2.537686888174348,2468,81,482,44,36,823,296,622,0.067,0.8420000000000001,0.09,0.8974,6,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,3,2,4,4,28,24,2,2,35,0,43,5,1,5,8,94,91,36,0,10,18,0,1,4,0,3,3,11,1,3,38,29,0,3,12,4,1,11,18,6,0,4,31,17,65,18,79,49,15,97,1,0,5,1,36,44,1,10,43,339,103,18,0.1410824520942702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759162203027208,0.0,0.07063684822721479,0.0,0.15568799412343962,0.0,0.11739190202202965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699579412458779,0.0,0.0,0.058049418534803186,0.06279664679035632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272554574066544,0.0,0.1720051066333799,0.0,0.18007616327794287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924652745017594,0.12153004018517301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896428702049765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062478588532596774,0.0,0.0,0.13977544354195534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056463738367664,0.06766957181057649,0.040090204385779066,0.05916663360253581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984690426242421,0.0,0.0,0.06319108282938024,0.0,0.07239564906856792,0.0,0.07950508853527008,0.0,0.0,0.07453067830085833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139510381208999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500064108102048,0.06270028288424767,0.0,0.07345783175176429,0.0,0.1725015427213124,0.07957357554070336,0.0,0.0,0.07213318294748297,0.0,0.1378515194866853,0.0707008403442471,0.0,0.062426765248785536,0.11847372723566305,0.0,0.0,0.05997162780715906,0.06366621062088328,0.0,0.09417363229611994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483309329849433,0.07122652926450253,0.0,0.0,0.07497415961749856,0.051855917722140654,0.052305425289320966,0.10881148451238816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031165339876152,0.0,0.0,0.19120224156327206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638927361675141,0.0,0.14671321251719838,0.12318775536485894,0.0,0.0,0.1333685191075948,0.0,0.06755899515724854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056031550472454,0.0,0.13557154715136202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990945792121565,0.0,0.13420171949809884,0.11219442854035498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421808285014552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985888573972028,0.0,0.0,0.058975623602416816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664842707283057,0.07331934361602575,0.1060764460470909,0.056698365442535675,0.12331228159118482,0.06494488343158825,0.0,0.0,0.09372891223991447,0.045199969321136166,0.06930639643394304,0.0,0.1645326247423895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047892862038315664,0.0,0.0,0.07343590408502025,0.0,0.060924970423076534,0.07769119450156975,0.05820389916371766,0.08321408556549191,0.0,0.16975174966154888,0.0,0.0,0.06539242326799617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649895056087708,0.10270970540852348,0.0,0.0,0.10022092611446996,0.0,0.0,0.1817049471576449 adhd,TwistedKiller_,2019/01/31,"I need help I know the rules say don't ask anyone if you should get help or diagnosed, and I'm not doing that. I think I have ADHD but I don't think anyone will believe me. I'm 15, and I've brought it up to my parents before and they tell me it's human nature. I've done constant research about this topic and I can't help but think I have it. I'm scared to rly bring it up and scared to ask to go to the doctor. At this point i don't know what to do or if I'm just over reacting. I really think I have it, and I've been told on multiple occasions that I have ADHD or something that makes me need to fidget, not focus...etc. I get A's in school with an average of about 88 percent, but I don't study, I just go to class and hope for the best. I need advice or help or something, and please don't take this down. I'm scared to say anything anywhere else but here; with people who have ADHD themselves and where I'm annon. If anyone can help me or give me advice, please do. Thank you.",1.469910544863108,2.501421119815671,3.3633505014909204,93.68435348332882,77.43317972350229,6.211873136351316,20.137977771753864,6.522977012572876,-0.00705454052588772,761,16,183,6,17,257,102,217,0.054000000000000006,0.7929999999999999,0.154,0.9666,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,3,5,0,19,2,0,2,0,41,48,22,0,8,17,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,13,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,4,2,24,3,22,42,2,14,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,10,1,112,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815571739792872,0.20682947533193544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199399972102551,0.0,0.08708813499036197,0.0,0.1978713974478137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005256562385493,0.1192328856429922,0.11106085997567633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143634018118704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741406573015776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832032307722712,0.0,0.1082996672897594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840643328717103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180271540563212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058242337497458,0.10152068622438028,0.12028996050138528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35467427209137786,0.0,0.0,0.10511193732126084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632154813688662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064158616007585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354122773302361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751042558690784,0.0,0.0,0.07336840677630029,0.0,0.0,0.2323366180430573,0.10004248008568158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677966779408331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831871506225213,0.3178594540713545,0.1071044567618752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629444542905078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795701325337851,0.0,0.09249908867514414,0.09743299619500066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27124344251195504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112401140644693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heyminz,2019/01/31,"I’ve been following this sub for a while and finally took the step to work on myself. I was diagnosed when I was 7 and pretty much have struggled with it my whole life. Not believing it was an issue or that I was just like everyone else. So I took my meds in elementary middle school and high school (not on the weekends) and pretty much stopped when I went to college. I never finished college but I’ve always worked really hard. Work has never been an issue for me it’s just about everything else. Prioritizing is the hardest thing for me. Completing tasks. STARTING tasks. Staying on task. I forget a lot or lose things. I get distracted easily. Pretty much case study ADD. Anyways, I’ve been reading along for a while and it’s really nice to see other people articulate some of the things I’ve gone through my whole life and to see that I’m not the only one. I keep seeing how people have been finally getting help, and today I had my first therapy appointment. I connected really well with my therapist. She heard my concerns and it was like she already knew all about me. The last 3 times I’ve asked doctors to help put me on meds and they all said no. That they’d have to see me for at least 6 months to even consider it. I’m a flight attendant and have been moving around a lot for the last 10 years and couldn’t see someone that regularly- until now- I finally bought a home and can keep appointments and grow some roots and find structure. Anyway! She had a reference to a doctor she works well with and I’m happy to start taking the steps to feel a little bit more complete and like the best version of myself. Thanks everyone for sharing your stories and secondhand encouragement!",3.757431610942248,5.790305905775077,4.701922492401216,82.28017857142858,73.52887537993921,8.225835866261397,26.035714285714285,8.942964678507748,2.113581762917933,1349,47,255,29,28,438,174,329,0.049,0.778,0.17300000000000001,0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,7,15,14,0,2,20,0,21,5,0,2,4,50,48,27,0,1,8,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,15,23,0,3,4,2,1,11,7,3,2,2,20,9,32,11,34,26,16,45,0,1,5,0,14,10,0,6,26,177,47,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889119505159042,0.0,0.06702576212680725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717084064170236,0.07530529710839456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075458094750488,0.08453441139503633,0.0,0.0879419805734367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891459288104327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175863957865354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489688186205315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345818104254246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320387220721001,0.0,0.0,0.15394187986696928,0.07239499244177333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072953900815928,0.0,0.0,0.2647225146287778,0.07362311837114681,0.06851753629752788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417024749031758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574915973678271,0.0721588186800585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798468816025393,0.0851076680571285,0.08080027834669165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815083336415051,0.0,0.14319673413569756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313213509029069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379259641832065,0.1180609947720194,0.08073432026324284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011714442308112,0.0,0.13696495211418386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895034648975156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429588128712266,0.08561408583765366,0.1776450852014943,0.0,0.12425342041435652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458415674501669,0.061263467163367835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168930410199393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458511948433113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097706326907868,0.0,0.0,0.08057385290042629,0.0,0.15481112604897068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662344994120716,0.0,0.0,0.1630459589838072,0.3209477911183373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825149426684457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140303173652045,0.08585777216710194,0.0,0.06734512433598552,0.0,0.08421049695415173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060565120059773714,0.0,0.0,0.07416150915455792,0.09211829435383807,0.0935271436732214,0.16054561689488547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697055068591167,0.0,0.07635392883875543,0.0,0.17899259260021044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485194158384998,0.07467256141797078,0.0,0.17986698404996354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457141980830204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051872882011771586 adhd,eye_donut_no,2019/01/31,"NYC-based psych recs? So I just had the dreaded type of intake appt. with a new psych during which they do nothing but condescend to you and try to dismiss your ADHD diagnosis and make stimulant meds out to be the devil. Just another uniformed, ignorant psychiatrist ultimately shaming patients. I’m so frustrated. I’ve been treated for my ADHD for the past 11 years, and it’s been difficult to find MDs who specialize in it. I finally found a great one but she stopped taking my insurance last month 😩 Does anyone see a psych in NYC they’d recommend? Someone who takes insurance? If so, can you please PM me? Thank you in advance! ",3.0951583710407253,5.869870487394962,4.440504201680675,79.53040077569493,79.42016806722688,8.367420814479637,29.32191338073691,9.057496981413335,3.102161732385261,504,24,89,14,13,166,88,119,0.175,0.713,0.113,-0.8593,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,2,1,5,10,1,2,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,14,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,4,1,12,4,12,8,0,12,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,7,53,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711067507805475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552262185707248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704744535484395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152053049983682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470793099538432,0.17914004150040794,0.0,0.0,0.2149033943574148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160902001949189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976579620034048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083122423874546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771131952792835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564449740367747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929759057806725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806685817471105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281437028072393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187103752079448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151486527014185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618626836902785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166069786039096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638644034008561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947345442851295,0.0,0.0,0.18045005592817906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307083139933928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621728666109172 adhd,lilxanegod,2019/01/31,"Help me figure out what ADHD actually means for me and how can I not be fatigued all day “ So, after 10 years of being diagnosed you’re just now telling me that other people don’t have problems with their mind drifting constantly?” I’m just looking for someone older and more experienced than me to help me wrap my head around this because ADHD is still confusing for me; I want to know what is typical and what I should expect. I just want a couple people that have gone through what I’m going through to tell me what’s going on. I always struggle to pay attention in class and all I do is just make fun of the teachers and draw on my classwork. I never freak out before a test because I always find a way to cheat, and the teachers don’t care either, which is pretty much the only thing keeping my grade from tanking. This adderall I’m taking seems to make me focus well, but also make me super mellow and tired, like doped out throughout the day. I have no motivation to do simple things because I’m always fatigued, and I don’t know what to do because it’s is starting to catch up with me now. Again, my grades aren’t REALLY bad (B’s and C’s) because of cheating but It’s an absolute PAIN IN THE ASH to do school work. Like, I’d rather get shanked in the thigh with a piece of glass again rather than do my schoolwork; that bad. Anyone I’ve talked to say they wouldn’t even have guessed I have ADHD because I act so normal. I’d say I’ve gotten rid of all the visible signs of ADHD over the years, except how my brain actually works. I may not have karma cause I lost my other acc but I hope u guys r still my homies",5.423518255097203,5.0946047357357385,6.092710605342188,82.59714082503558,67.70870870870871,8.451967757230916,29.2380275011854,7.669130373188453,1.6890936936936942,1279,39,263,12,19,419,173,333,0.11800000000000001,0.77,0.11199999999999999,-0.852,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,5,20,19,2,2,13,0,26,8,3,7,4,61,52,17,0,10,13,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,1,18,16,0,1,8,0,1,6,9,12,1,0,3,4,35,7,41,44,7,33,1,3,1,0,10,11,0,5,17,175,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.1847342074947552,0.0,0.4550152386888182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569350247383554,0.2362751764145753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618316969191045,0.0,0.0,0.08426071726736807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580616266074491,0.3461954037202934,0.0,0.08054223410585737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566339912490902,0.0,0.0,0.09650444584927292,0.0972341039204892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022856352627213,0.0,0.0,0.10473109742675464,0.0,0.1220859551897528,0.0,0.0,0.09607020930904574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251702774581029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651059298872457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049451980461403366,0.0,0.1075862979823914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427030687467773,0.09372077257094663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714068551970824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688703783711458,0.0,0.0,0.0940112056152964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413141590714562,0.0,0.0,0.10403698436233212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248477826469274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948419019523607,0.0,0.1033242926597885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895436669915401,0.0,0.0,0.10310422877975378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557195727867797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958041623483954,0.0,0.07300177796554692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273927057375556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198742718462837,0.10071684357745056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124013410641105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962955347153412,0.0,0.09056957854013616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060636761079281364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054279974173027,0.0,0.09579329773154724,0.0,0.08616800416992178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019868448964322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699546686019188,0.0,0.15117908256255425,0.0,0.0,0.0989512559173792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116683681328162,0.0760780262045629,0.16546076623225922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576571803891656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087890276779179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116568940361521,0.07513068171210233,0.0,0.0,0.08510388882752072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781617156939208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190610455400636 adhd,NarcolepticFlarp,2019/01/31,"Dealing with Energy/Mood Crash from Stimulants Hello all, I'm looking to hear about other people's experiences with crashes in energy and mood while coming down from stimulants, and to see if anyone has found strategies to deal with them. I am a 22 year old college student, and currently prescribed short acting Focalin. I heavily rely on it (in addition to caffeine and sometimes nicotine) to get things done, though it kills my appetite and makes socializing difficult. I can usually schedule around these issues; the real problem is when I start coming down. My ability to focus my energy on *anything* (even things I am interested in) disappears, and my mood becomes totally numb. This can last well over an hour. I haven't been able to find anything that consistently helps. It's really frustrating, because I need stimulant to be productive on many essential things. I'm currently working on mindfulness practice to increase my focus, but it's not nearly enough yet. Thanks",7.106932126696832,9.399002199999998,7.27941176470588,66.16427601809957,65.23529411764707,10.877828054298645,37.1945701357466,10.891193690592663,5.016932126696832,794,41,112,24,13,256,117,170,0.079,0.8290000000000001,0.092,0.2748,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,2,0,3,0,10,1,0,4,2,28,23,11,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,13,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,5,1,0,3,3,13,3,27,19,4,30,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,1,12,82,24,3,0.14883542046119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406918658235842,0.0,0.24495773887972894,0.13249507915201747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072869087271353,0.16437702849427396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25641707187707924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068855663082108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231030968605738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378677555214584,0.0,0.09830439151433462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558960048910022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603287792054014,0.0,0.0,0.1631903563518228,0.0,0.0,0.07776036423553129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774833588863652,0.0,0.09976124501912076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657290854190708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534551030527252,0.0,0.0,0.16466434093818114,0.0,0.0,0.12132073247481814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498426802889667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934879888382488,0.15089575570467992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502813464567508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035957838520748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617773696144996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318374042066507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241539671876838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694072927051445,0.0953477814961912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860256032072153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171896787371789,0.0,0.0,0.14720203654796374,0.0,0.10534647665413527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702765849128554,0.0,0.0,0.296638919770325,0.0,0.1462300449244143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392118832818106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382091741003596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835395871704867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584513101606608 adhd,Desktop456,2019/01/31,"Dr. Phil says ADHD is fake First of all, I am not surprised, but happened to have this on today and heard him say this. I know he's not a true doctor, but still was surprised that he said this so brazenly. If I had more time, I would write him a letter. 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I feel like I might be bipolar, but I'm not sure if it's just symptoms of my ADHD. 19 year old male btw",2.0321904761904754,3.670585742857142,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,77.28571428571428,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.5116666666666667,131,5,27,2,3,46,31,35,0.126,0.8220000000000001,0.051,-0.3701,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,5,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391399506141977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047538274461587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601092374428401,0.0,0.0,0.13445117249687752,0.18996486687258746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299093120111658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820865726333543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27902591895382345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184347260705125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506153258822076,0.27638042791942224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123615874654788 adhd,ScramDiggyBooBoo,2019/01/31,"Need some conversation advice! Adhd-c here. How do you get yourself to shut the fuck up in a conversation? I'm a super smart dude, and can't help but come across as an over excited 10 year old that can't wait to blurt out whatever. I'm constantly cutting people off mid sentence. People don't say anything because of social cues, but I know it annoys people.",3.393004694835682,5.301081281690145,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,74.21126760563381,7.550234741784037,25.91784037558686,8.344100000000001,1.851984037558685,285,10,53,5,6,96,58,71,0.133,0.745,0.122,-0.1952,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,3,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,10,12,1,12,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,3,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072519347515895,0.2498266084082712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038523027075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584709924834406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202272316805542,0.0,0.2762761038274549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635224033887045,0.13357105768895106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136255912085646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405032711570719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956759984263655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682706764364107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317244130651637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330996657103564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606117295051019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463574534418546 adhd,B0LTROD_,2019/01/31,Motivation Have been feeling depressed or rather the lack of motivation to do anything at all ever since I stopped taking medication frequently which was about 4 years ago (still taking but hardly) I’m in college rn and I am always feeling too tired to do anything. My grades weren’t grade my previous sem and I know I need to work harder but its really difficult to stay focus and motivated. Coupled with a Super Low self esteem I’m starting to think it’s actual depression. People advice to try new things but I’m always too tired to start anything new. Dr advice was to take meds on a more freq basis but I don’t want to rely on medication my whole life and also the meds really affect my ability to socialise and communicate with others although it really helps me to focus a lot. 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I never thought at 35 yrs old I would have it. I was a union carpenter for 10 years so I was always on the move; 2 years ago I went back to school to earn my AA in construction management, got a job. I guess that’s when I started realizing something wasn’t right. I pushed through the 2 years thinking it’s just age and the transition from field to office work. The situation gradually became worse, I couldn’t concentrate on reading blueprints, calculations, estimating and etc. emails, correspondence and all I’ll forget. NOISE! I couldn’t do it (so I thought I was going deaf). It was impossible to focus. Long story shorter, my doc asked questions; symptoms, habits. Told him everything, I was worried at first I’m not the type to take meds besides Tylenol or DayQuil. The first time taking it that “fog” went away and things are clearer. I cleaned my desk full of notes and white board full of non sense! Just thought I’d share and knowing that people are out there to help if I need it.",2.76325,5.200860825000003,3.4730000000000025,87.97400000000002,78.25,6.8000000000000025,26.5,7.908726449838941,1.61015,815,33,164,14,20,257,129,200,0.045,0.927,0.027999999999999997,-0.4898,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,8,0,14,4,0,0,2,27,31,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,10,7,0,0,7,1,0,5,5,0,1,2,14,2,20,1,18,14,4,33,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,4,18,93,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35762070807104585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189672190197916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571906116251022,0.0,0.12634679352301714,0.10340551505658968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345476215455535,0.0,0.0,0.13649264798673208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997885688412424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086042857710465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287743536578701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642711931368476,0.0,0.10755458467182256,0.0,0.14814301326159235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013797260432173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334489665462266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390575906048268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900906740522235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937507996957092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292915514699633,0.0,0.09971395857383017,0.10371795850057304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111235854101425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323032371405067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064647747639212,0.0,0.13451469590920187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484373698441687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360992232742974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115924830742505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035279685657597,0.0,0.0,0.0951844358477309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397744488559099,0.2022218974091448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934140981135617,0.08616826731636114,0.0,0.3202822564164922,0.07841538060754362,0.0,0.0,0.12849978257578584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932547049258444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790180706480944,0.13656924561710726,0.1370448807524173,0.0955295289115016,0.0,0.0,0.2597988565237314 adhd,shogunmaeve7,2019/01/31,"ADHD & BPD Hey ADHD community :) Does anyone here have / know someone who has ADHD & Borderline Personality Disorder? I was diagnosed 2 and a half years ago with BPD & only recently diagnosed with ADHD too. I’m not really sure what my question is, just interested to hear from people. 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This happen to anyone else,0.4247517730496462,2.8155715106382995,2.77989361702128,89.0841666666667,89.2127659574468,4.835460992907802,18.471631205673766,6.42735559955562,0.13324397163120505,179,5,36,2,6,61,30,47,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.631,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317425180635095,0.3395876716435756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768659894690243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29308113401938585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457500382899183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754438900982369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25514985668004697,0.3277912678476208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27708907208569783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247320093443617,0.0,0.0,0.193258627602815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,azi6,2019/01/31,"what is your current hyperfocus? mine is true crime at the moment :-) for those who don't know what hyperfocus is it's where you can become extremely obsessed/focused on something and it is unique to adhd and/or autism. neurotypical folk do not experience this (we take ""hobbies"" to the next level basically)",4.613888888888886,7.806594462962966,5.401481481481483,72.36666666666669,76.5925925925926,8.044444444444443,29.37037037037037,8.841846274778883,3.0601703703703698,247,11,39,6,6,80,45,54,0.061,0.851,0.08900000000000001,0.1531,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821897861474386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431171761980854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924712184147117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050062053154765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42670318543059743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088796002005569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30166833025347844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dandover,2019/01/31,"Taking Vyvanse makes me feel normal (but not diagnosed) Since a young age I've went through extreme periods of depression. I can't remember the last time I concentrated in class and it shows in my grades. I've never been an overly hyperactive person but I've always been extremely impulsive, in periods of depression I would steal sleeping tablets, anti-depressants and sniff aerosols not because I wanted to but because I had an urge to feel something other than how I would feel normally. None of them, including the anti-depressants improved my every day life. Also things such as councillors would give me a momentary euphoria while I got things off my chest but it would never help in the long term. Last week I was having a conversation with my friend who has been diagnosed with ADHD about how I felt, and he suggested I take one of his 50mg Vyvanse just to see if it would help with my over thinking. 2 hours after taking it I felt really ""warm"" and relaxed, I found myself sitting in class actually listening and engaging with the teacher for once instead of zoning out and feeling extremely bored. I had lunch after that and for once had a decent, in depth conversation with my friends, and looking back on it I remember thinking to myself that what I felt in that moment was how normal people felt every day. Last period I was still extremely focused and by the end of class I noticed my hand writing had drastically changed since the day before. The day before my hand writing would look different every sentence and would be really uneven in size and just be a general mess, then when I took the vyvanse it was easily readable and really clean. Later on in the day I felt it wearing off and began feeling like my regular self again. I went out my back for a smoke and once I sat down again I felt a pretty bad comedown. Also that day I lost my appetite and didn't feel tired until the early hours of the morning. I have took 50mg of vyvanse a day since then and the effects are the same each day, but with less of a comedown without a smoke. I am now being refered for an examination by a councillor, but diagnosis takes time. Really what I'm asking is based on my experience with vyvanse what should I expect from the exam? What does the affects and side affects I felt from it say about my likelihood of having ADHD/ADD?",6.618776276276275,7.150963925675676,7.194504504504504,72.77091591591594,65.14864864864866,10.361561561561563,33.786786786786784,10.25414643259724,3.568002102102101,1869,77,324,42,27,616,213,444,0.077,0.789,0.133,0.9816,1,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,2,18,13,0,0,29,0,31,10,5,7,2,85,68,35,0,14,12,0,16,1,2,8,4,2,1,2,20,27,1,0,21,2,0,4,8,7,0,1,28,22,46,6,57,29,5,69,0,3,3,0,19,21,0,1,44,235,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.06202339467153024,0.0,0.15276861883610998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016545455586712,0.052885309175030835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059418107213169126,0.0,0.0,0.0977442867175598,0.05306823669772257,0.07748867756042829,0.0,0.10816627502659364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723588775332306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32791697803125186,0.0,0.21896949028277524,0.12901997066938747,0.0,0.06640453421551154,0.0,0.0,0.05561999377653345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629348216448277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065095220490178,0.0,0.0,0.06217187473959442,0.0,0.0,0.1928208671997912,0.04540581497310964,0.4271792208053867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696880159003863,0.09820943505779403,0.0,0.0,0.0609705808544223,0.0,0.0,0.05083310187177845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520311352402005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518356365388494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542464621238394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044892862478959315,0.031051205844390563,0.0,0.0,0.05624678915858346,0.10674534761010228,0.0,0.06938101469893393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242542777083002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803962455863163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186819900602627,0.0,0.07236115178633659,0.0,0.20306143982225375,0.04306851446250105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406308254878888,0.05549635381004445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466128862382152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286741107784616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399754379580812,0.0,0.0,0.05054383597907048,0.0,0.0,0.05064746039060075,0.0,0.06630480740329471,0.0,0.0,0.15772738879350792,0.0,0.06360385470465403,0.0,0.0,0.04893001808095181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050757464094046426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115068582281375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445016082143396,0.0814507410162453,0.0,0.0,0.07412230808942605,0.07305051826734471,0.0,0.0,0.14123045078985336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748812794619055,0.0,0.05098235687028774,0.0,0.0,0.11783772006977035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126759949880541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160482282384285,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,celesteydee,2019/01/31,"Avoidance coping at work anyone? What have you found that you just cannot bring yourself to do no matter the consequences? I have a few tasks that to most people seem easy and stress-free. Every single time they come up, I find myself avoiding them and putting them down low on the priority list. Instead of beating myself up again, I decided to ask myself why I do this. It took some digging but it seems that whenever I think a process to complete a task is obnoxious or that I know there’s a much more efficient way to do it, I almost protest the current process by not completing the task because “it’s ridiculous and I’d rather be having a appendectomy than do this thing”. Also, processes that have a lot of tiny steps that are in a procedure document that is hard to follow in outline form are very often avoided by me. Another reason is because I hate being interrupted when I’m doing something. My brain works in such a way that I like things to flow consistently and non-stop from start to finish. If I get in my zone and something forces me out, I am agitated and hyper focus on the agitation. Then I get anxious that there will be another interruption. There goes my productivity and my mood-right down the tubes. I’ve been doing this for my entire adult life in office jobs. I actually know now that office positions with email and admin tasks are the total opposite of what I am good at. Of course, my manager isn’t too keen on hearing that so I just apologize and get the tasks done. I know it’s a problem and I don’t have any real defense. I suck at some stuff. I’m great at others. Such is ADHD life. So what do you all avoid at work (or really anywhere)?",4.378695542046607,5.703232486322192,5.5015387537993945,80.03532738095241,70.64133738601824,8.522847011144885,28.29799898682877,8.959647251330699,2.245179229989869,1324,48,255,25,24,439,188,329,0.158,0.763,0.079,-0.9748,2,4,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,3,4,17,15,5,4,17,0,30,3,1,1,2,47,51,19,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,26,13,0,5,10,0,0,7,5,11,0,0,4,2,35,4,36,43,11,36,0,1,0,0,11,19,1,11,9,189,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.12032756106861806,0.0,0.14818823937097578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347180548371353,0.0,0.0,0.09860669190546772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385139697128784,0.258591373895158,0.0,0.13929916831514702,0.0,0.08621748511892863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527321202165836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503307523017402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764877965312647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621604629005993,0.2585651796938208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618347745444125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038894939806752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269822521883127,0.0,0.0,0.13519719508119069,0.0,0.0,0.1932647866238599,0.0,0.0,0.10342209850302804,0.0,0.13594382274994535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104567556909824,0.12173782372493885,0.0,0.0,0.13897331312143907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236084864545305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329504901698495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418745555897747,0.060240428426762076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482921235851947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064311258016704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548392561129288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798590678509435,0.0,0.12395524008983955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034769769517674,0.07899212247387997,0.12677772665211648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530150575696456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450386259321392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985190249274864,0.0,0.0,0.08727567286279868,0.0,0.0,0.10308821682268646,0.14124507121535146,0.0,0.14115433510700612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383627399485254,0.07900864718563334,0.0,0.0,0.07189993872804966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699601402150452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017392578561767,0.0,0.19574699920363284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126327667025317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693017826906256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Greenskies1,2019/01/31,"Does the pharmacist subtract your amount of medication if you pick up prescription late Hello I just got diagnosed with adhd a few weeks ago and was prescribed medication yesterday, but I didn't pick up the prescription until today. I was wondering if the pharmacist subtracts a days worth of medication if you pick them up late. &#x200B; The reason why i'm asking this question is because my roommate is a long time friend but has had a history of drug abuse in the past and i'm currently missing 3 pills ( 1 day worth). He has never stolen from me in the past and i triple counted my meds to make sure they were missing. I don't want to confront him unless i'm positive that he took them. &#x200B; &#x200B; Sorry if I'm in the wrong subreddit",4.996923076923078,6.799544076923084,5.653426573426576,77.68475524475527,69.76923076923077,9.116083916083916,31.88111888111888,9.573946990214177,3.195103496503496,605,27,107,14,11,196,90,143,0.121,0.75,0.13,0.3369,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,3,3,0,1,6,1,0,11,0,10,6,0,5,2,22,22,11,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,7,0,15,2,15,15,3,22,0,2,0,0,13,6,0,6,15,66,17,0,0.0,0.1323921497456654,0.0,0.0,0.13428826605926825,0.0,0.09904966192818113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632066740966944,0.40732444315404137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446064971943234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811490624248555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412450255393452,0.0,0.0,0.11341248143898493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778333507735412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958147788972654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632908279886949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936768769374692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520923590431354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888527951686957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458648478427993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411656403751956,0.3376951120995336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617981420126801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333456502843853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517297512097916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488604736323685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508238494369256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531245161019516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515576500903157,0.0,0.10591527185195287,0.0,0.1241458651379475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590641112102512,0.0,0.08963008706742973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008268440433833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117591034570993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216878452870635,0.40732444315404137,0.0 adhd,KaptainCoco,2019/01/31,I don’t know what to do with my hands. Does anyone else always need to have something to do with their hands? Right now I have a mini vape kind of thing that I use to keep my hands busy. And I want to find some healthier alternatives. I actually enjoyed fidget spinners back when they were popular because of this issue with my hands. Do any of you have this problem? What do you do about them? ,2.695135623869799,4.650371316455697,3.5987703435804725,89.36227848101265,76.34177215189874,6.53960216998192,22.678119349005428,7.447530270364453,0.7788068716094032,310,9,65,4,7,99,52,79,0.04,0.86,0.1,0.5879,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,10,4,4,1,0,12,15,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,13,3,12,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.2563059733456141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185436755852369,0.0,0.0,0.17860923737047738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836491677099344,0.26911329773678344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019596369949776,0.0,0.16010741616587507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298445081548402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194081990566758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240054963738222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741356458326976,0.0,0.2334530754802177,0.0,0.27350684800285224,0.1443441412532491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474971780646466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513180888156916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429944302125931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219879896082826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449126078281818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268430231019233,0.0,0.0,0.1549162404450544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aeonscourge,2019/07/17,"People with adhd who have blue collar jobs, how do you cope? I was diagnosed with adhd as a child, and in my teen years I basically stopped using my medication. It affected my emotions too much, I had trouble eating and I don't remember having significantly more success in any regards because of them. Now years later I have, I suppose, created rituals to overcome some of my adhd struggles. I pack my lunch every night before work, keep all necessities in the same location everyday, go to sleep early, finish assignments for my union classes same day so I can't procrastinate. And this has significantly made some aspects of my life easier, however in ""realtime"" I have a hit a wall in changes that I can make. Even without external distractions, I forget information that is taught to me, I often need people to repeat things numerous times, or mishear them. And in my tradework, things are often so chaotic that I can't create a ritual, I may or may not get a chance to organize my work area, I may get moved to numerous different locations in the same day, and I work with any number of people who teach me and reteach me the same thing in different ways. I do the work the way one person tells me and someone tells me that other person way is incorrect. I'm considering going back on medication though I worry that medication even with a prescription may create issues due to the random drug screens. I am so frustrated because no matter how much grind and exert myself and stay busy, I seem to just fuck up all the time.",8.14553613053613,7.667620709790209,8.844601398601402,65.61100466200469,62.18181818181818,12.242051282051284,36.8988344988345,11.602472056035307,4.514590023310023,1217,51,205,33,15,412,164,286,0.111,0.8370000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9502,4,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,5,14,6,2,2,13,0,21,10,1,6,2,47,35,18,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,13,13,2,2,3,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,4,2,38,1,29,26,11,35,2,0,2,1,11,12,1,12,16,153,51,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675885700385656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866514301561045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839673456866315,0.0,0.12430106128525813,0.0,0.08675578938996406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785436617726624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150446512315594,0.0,0.0,0.10348169426876136,0.0,0.21304155231464494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823487774661777,0.10432492954951074,0.0,0.11468511517221748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468000118481,0.0,0.08590108251614781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425531322997073,0.10653406003581724,0.0,0.1158862094232307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064140329321819,0.10117413179617668,0.0906218641753444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201349443492741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647183439995552,0.06805543549614408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30812536594695106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108361522420252,0.1498966102331342,0.07559798661440031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956774128302783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908702308790285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204728600677855,0.17804551305372868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549459920987233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281556819114388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202815289313034,0.0,0.08638573610698579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866995556409342,0.0,0.08523854607834883,0.0,0.10658500367593203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822549308331173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032021634572779,0.0,0.10016980076013766,0.0,0.11890100399821055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880559726462415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278026323827376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828052148861023,0.0,0.29689642677383377,0.1035397666461759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131073963180734 adhd,n00bcheese,2019/07/17,"Saving every single memes and photo is becoming a problem Currently at 18,506 saved images on my phone and really need the space but am i fuck going through that much stuff to organise it, which means saving it all in the first place to organise it in future was pointless. Plan is to do it properly when I start fresh with a new phone with a good folder layout (says that every new phone and laptop for last decade but still)... anyone got any techniques, tips, apps, etc for this problem - either current clean up or future organisation (I have the same problem with emails too... assuming this is an adhd thing - impulsivity maybe?)",8.67255072463768,8.271210530434782,8.199782608695653,70.41213768115942,61.08695652173913,10.797101449275363,32.210144927536234,10.125756701596842,3.1472318840579714,501,15,84,9,6,159,84,115,0.107,0.797,0.096,-0.3506,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,1,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,1,21,13,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,1,4,4,14,11,6,19,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,2,11,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128171822984286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042128384117642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238192877231852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955722654765606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974923398688268,0.0,0.0,0.29839708566923195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506251725894233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370870979057095,0.0,0.0,0.10063932301041116,0.14852730340971884,0.14162800698547354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434480728067456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779018600358705,0.19289333267333472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017505232502702,0.1313034610708086,0.0,0.3420522399728625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501215722511155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083283600543289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344274687398777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408220724592579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533898007494726,0.0,0.1414172697430362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027156000651214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764487633384672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BastionOfPoliteness,2019/07/17,"Finding my stuff - A modern solution So I'm trying to sort out the ridiculous amount of shit that has built up in my home over a couple of years, and I had an idea. I'm going to make an OpenOffice database and make columns for 'Item' and 'Location'. Then when I take something and put it away somewhere, I can enter it into the database as I go. Then, hopefully, if I can't find something, I can just search the database, and bingo! It was in a suitcase in the loft. Has anyone else done anything like this?",4.064681753889676,4.969400277227724,4.874766619519097,85.81178217821783,70.98019801980197,6.9595473833097605,29.28005657708628,6.868970318607317,1.5131007072135785,392,15,78,3,7,127,69,101,0.062,0.858,0.08,0.1759,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,9,0,8,1,1,2,0,16,16,11,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,14,13,2,17,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,3,6,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145244059174638,0.21283574670427954,0.1709375151739876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951616661926077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298404531376749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257173577927493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352508505523007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37970830789094623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361064104858775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836211265511656,0.2063148255822532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344928652886635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148248164572424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27731210933587874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088179932618155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322365822734546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31982910336618553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779200440326465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618110020263232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102960956434035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376616401130093 adhd,Jabobway,2019/07/17,"Some people are dumb This video is kind of old but I just came across it today: https://youtu.be/MaWTOedTnRs This lady is absolutely insane and it makes me so mad. How are there people like this? She also has a similar video about how depression is ""all in your head."" It just shocks me that people think/claim that serious mental disorders like ADHD and depression are fake. These are real problems that real people struggle with every day.",4.400256410256411,7.621522102564104,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102569,77.97435897435899,7.056410256410258,20.2051282051282,8.167268648758528,1.4594512820512824,356,9,56,7,9,111,56,78,0.35,0.589,0.061,-0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,12,2,1,1,0,8,1,1,3,1,15,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,5,9,2,6,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710419065648268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446440642200303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661356738426748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650322995059838,0.0,0.3111842885566993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070386399522744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220401162822386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539730643171035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811743962944572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651130094948014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058416485812945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205103045590676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895600368853097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009552326893674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285605733747672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112347032119464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885286033311952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157521573568282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712334967779751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,teambenefits3355,2019/07/17,"Issue with new doc in Denver So I was diagnosed with ADHD in 2012 and had no issues with my primary care doctor back in my home town who prescribed me Vyvanse. I recently moved to Denver and went in for an appt where I was told that particular medical group has a policy where a clean drug test is necessary before prescribing controlled meds. Obviously I was blind sighted by this and ended up not passing it due to an edible I had last weekend. Pretty wild this is a thing in CO considering it is legal here? Anyway, long story short I’m out of my meds and I’m pretty anxious about not being on them due to the crash and inability to focus.. which leads me to my next question, Does anyone have any recommendations for a good PCP or Psych in Denver who is taking new patients and won’t make me piss in a cup?",5.460000000000001,5.880880745341617,6.813223602484475,74.89101552795032,67.63354037267081,9.669813664596274,28.522360248447214,9.642632912329526,2.5329448447204976,644,20,121,13,10,220,109,161,0.08900000000000001,0.809,0.102,0.4696,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,7,3,1,0,8,0,13,6,1,3,1,18,20,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,9,10,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,7,2,13,2,23,11,0,29,0,0,2,0,6,14,1,2,11,82,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869869641571496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058054149678226,0.0,0.0,0.17577055172143946,0.0,0.10879099359088723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963783908153255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323942282485917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863269466774482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450556713614954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579189025528507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925127150012786,0.13615641565589962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804330927238484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780509913575534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050012813385625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606780333225978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32478763351569984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682527328744475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376907957731014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385643337453286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456471692135676,0.15673889629426296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536579556881226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005364005148311,0.16546997786356266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31657857877810985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429456272866148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362472765290164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698307777760875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336598782452597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867133828790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423196142582498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,the_highest_elf,2019/07/17,"Tips for hyperverbality? I talk a lot. obviously. But I also notice that some people find it extremely annoying and it can impede on my interactions socially and at work, but also there's so much in my brain I feel like I have to let out. Does anyone have tips or tricks to help me focus that into productive and efficient conversation rather than just talking people's ears off?",4.719765258215965,6.957377338028174,6.475704225352112,69.71149061032864,71.39436619718309,9.8037558685446,25.91784037558686,10.125756701596842,2.9881812206572778,305,10,52,9,6,105,56,71,0.051,0.802,0.14800000000000002,0.8448,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,15,5,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,10,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,1,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875793312636052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944141710817942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705182626872602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120629222660066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252835055603455,0.1731192176999081,0.0,0.0,0.2214834608120941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242739357954786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779686418232624,0.0,0.11838925185250475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601865470629646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781390100336831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758921075755107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33599953595416704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24702294466737934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895482380460839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764177170710219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LadyAranel,2019/07/17,People at work think that I share recaps and action points after a meeting because I want to remind them what do to I do it only because if don't I would 100% forget all of them.,5.422631578947367,4.304579684210527,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,67.94736842105263,7.6,26.894736842105264,3.1291,0.916273684210526,140,3,28,0,2,48,30,38,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.4881,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532999066604422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324934220761139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030840454323564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132743358037429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801258861466709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578587973511968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182706501304208,0.0,0.0,0.31055857072371834,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onlyifitsshiny,2019/07/17,"How to help students with ADHD Hello! I'm a elementary teacher and would like to know what I can do to help students, ages 5-12, who have ADHD. I know some from textbooks, presentations, and articles What did you want your teachers to do or say to you or/parents? What resources or tools do you think would have helped you? What should the other students do or not do? Thanks in advance!",2.348700000000001,4.8762155200000015,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,80.46666666666667,5.3500000000000005,25.375,6.6274283507984215,0.9693000000000004,304,12,59,3,8,96,48,75,0.031,0.8340000000000001,0.135,0.7856,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,16,18,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,8,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,4,3,43,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100334530326321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103477724828086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789622650728821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399322888689512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183091937818345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336637514436229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262396417785138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496970537075915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36058264072071655,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drm_ghl,2019/07/17,"Hyperfocusing on the wrong stuff I'm taking classes for grad school but over the past two weeks of this class I've been putting off doing the work required for the class because I've been hyperfocusing on personal projects instead. Researched a subject last night that has absolutely no relevance to that class whatsoever until 2am.. did the same thing on a different subject last week. I'm on rx'd adderall, and it helps me to focus for sure, but I'm focusing on the wrong things! Also found myself cleaning up after my coworkers at work today after lunch and had to check myself before I tried to start wiping down tables rather than just clocking back in on time.. Does anyone have any tips for dealing with this?",10.193182957393493,8.505886977443607,9.202368421052626,68.56741228070177,58.92481203007519,11.5734335839599,38.70802005012531,10.125756701596842,3.8520185463659153,580,22,99,9,6,182,94,133,0.07200000000000001,0.8809999999999999,0.047,-0.5238,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,0,1,11,13,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,5,1,26,8,1,27,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,14,66,13,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140806027612031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973611414289667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311478415617125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538976204981926,0.0,0.10733285769199652,0.0,0.14982570060573072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815241931711442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395948015756589,0.0,0.0,0.15408323034525667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930556599740844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180184505233944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870470363575959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652331851307948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808221410058438,0.0,0.15374071240983686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700264172210892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781959254705931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462582980431974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156219443695686,0.0,0.0,0.16594732350702385,0.0,0.1323854658840187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339510075247977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026699563915066,0.0,0.1668972245315089,0.0,0.0,0.11954244490142082,0.0,0.1719983633890543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824713094629269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563674162929895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850177732769155,0.0,0.0 adhd,artillery-queen,2019/07/17,"Energy!? So, I have ADHD and I also have a chronic pain disorder and CF (chronic fatigue). What is an alternative to ADHD medications for energy and focus? Something I can buy OTC, other prescriptions prescribed off label, vitamins or supplements, etc? I’m really struggling right now. Currently not taking any ADHD medications because I decided to switch doctors and I ‘left’ my original doctor without realizing that there would be a med- lapse due to the wait time for getting in to an appointment with the new doctor. (Decided to switch providers because I’m seeking therapy and I wanted to do therapy AND med management at the same provider). Please help! I’m seriously struggling.",5.966856702619418,8.94680338983051,7.293636363636362,61.87732665639447,70.18644067796609,11.070570107858243,37.845916795069336,10.832165505486646,5.664871186440678,552,32,74,20,11,187,81,118,0.12300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.077,-0.7657,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,0,7,10,0,1,0,18,14,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,13,12,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,51,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828166679670218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070911668994729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106627323442557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326575178389374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347731731926414,0.4112006878221909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493497728185732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996466169513307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975989023028239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549821026367166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974970568744629,0.26980901045067524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293352045096071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424941897604639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699761847010248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578888925412592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436202665226615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309372205450704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999247269667404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068684034687274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628520136597503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808646846979851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898608654577441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908854566999647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512883173540393,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dardarthechihuahua,2019/07/17,"Half my brain Hey guys, so I was recently ""officially"" diagnosed with ADHD even though it's been pretty obvious that I've had it for years. My parents were very anti-medication, but now that I'm in grad school I have found my self struggling to meet expectations and have started medications. I tried long and short release Adderall and found that even with low dosage I couldn't handle it. Now my Dr has me on a low doseage of Wellbutrin and I feel like I'm functioning with only half my brain. How do you guys deal with the changes in how you think/feel once starting medicine and how did you find adjusting to it?",7.920250000000002,6.876219858333336,7.353333333333335,77.96500000000003,62.91666666666666,11.0,35.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.276083333333333,493,19,99,9,6,154,81,120,0.077,0.877,0.046,-0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,10,5,2,3,1,21,17,11,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,7,1,14,1,11,9,0,13,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,8,61,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280722108537987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35818873081113306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971502097343752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539760434947565,0.0,0.16283437134408305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192669370672645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622377503761578,0.11461213792178215,0.0,0.0,0.14663128273830478,0.0,0.0,0.3518092338877988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177043787711399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837861932403523,0.0,0.0,0.14197663362101906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782029845569528,0.16161763557532405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085407644583847,0.0,0.12201521714789478,0.0,0.0,0.1781399497984693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321628704038327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840653364402854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236501957557786,0.0,0.0,0.1673648129756974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710817031717476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771760639327338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279788578526572,0.1576229172676292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089223075963917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323726070692513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331248386376007 adhd,_Acediaa,2019/07/17,Relationships Issues?? One of the main things I hate about my ADHD when it comes to people is how I almost never watch what I say. I blurt out things that I shouldn’t have said and sometimes even do things without thinking first. Right now I’m with a sensitive partner and I’m finding that I fuck up saying things that potentially hurts their feelings every now and then. And o f c that’s not my intentions but it’s so hard to stay aware if what I say and do. Has anyone else experienced this or overcome something similar???,2.8800970873786436,5.245650067961165,3.7784563106796116,86.31836407766991,77.44660194174756,6.4500970873786425,23.89223300970874,7.554174236665415,1.165703689320388,419,14,81,6,10,134,76,103,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.8364,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,21,14,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,13,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,1,8,10,0,8,12,1,11,0,1,1,1,7,3,1,3,6,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497954915336045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079084769907926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925926985725402,0.17475851264220288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692203223283082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248069809672625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265303727999505,0.0,0.14370385752825435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624008151913026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588842605727354,0.14507794734934365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767964392223482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278794105785834,0.1683923388790642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258762812824167,0.0,0.0,0.17801995713637955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154611329406682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557562992304453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824458274179465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311722912361011,0.0,0.14565700535247852,0.1622412806558633,0.406907627642531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313051479120732,0.1686878506186662,0.0,0.0,0.18179388844196046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532489989891723,0.10928773395292822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441341184666525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Renownedx,2019/07/17,"Diagnosed at 14. Hi all, I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 14 - I’m now 25 and haven’t taken any medication since I was 14. Is it too late for me to go back and try to get this back? Will my diagnosis still stand? (UK) I’ve been having issues with things I feel to be related to ADHD, struggling to hold down jobs due to losing interest so quickly, not wanting to go in, being extremely distracted (browsing the internet rather than answering the phones/dialling customers). It may not even be an ADHD thing but I just can’t understand how people in my job have been there so long, I’ve lost all interest and can’t seem to stick at it. I’m wondering if medicating could help with this.",2.308127090301003,4.4201010724637735,4.283333333333335,83.26038461538464,78.13043478260869,8.304124860646603,25.108138238573023,9.057496981413335,2.1598198439241925,540,20,109,14,13,184,91,138,0.065,0.863,0.07200000000000001,0.4621,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,2,3,0,17,4,0,1,2,24,29,9,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,7,1,8,2,18,16,2,17,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,4,9,76,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348792173025636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088603020974822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281506414672469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844885906917875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30115303982281705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798663436744194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501240569866129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750901319108465,0.0,0.16862636666302064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943877876812816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484337458807018,0.2944375578420613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735014364972864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128891168938672,0.0,0.1659705452721871,0.1619462736983328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989027552397873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285021136406128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350562082557769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272023303069045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847595784058272,0.0,0.0,0.1550921546238289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971200467102179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072285036141178,0.0,0.0,0.15444208726538275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750322628108204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088394015759352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DemigodJorgeErnandez,2019/07/17,Does anyone else not have the energy to reply to messages? Don’t know if this is the right sub. Not really sure what this would be a result of. Please redirect me if I’ve yondered too far off,1.3502500000000026,3.436905525,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,81.25,7.0,17.5,8.07648339933343,0.605,151,3,32,3,4,51,35,40,0.099,0.8440000000000001,0.057,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,6,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634920950993523,0.3861124312404115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297712249720308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147976479955041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709889768848674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136521414997391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414104264149743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32181539893846395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551629338969515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769307812780346,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,helloimcassie,2019/07/17,"Negative test/positive diagnosis? So I’ve been off my ADHD meds for about 8 years and I wanted to start up again. Easiest way was to get my original test so insurance would continue covering it and my primary care would prescribe. Slowly found my 504 from High school, then my diagnosis/plan/medication from my pediatrician, then great! Got my test from when I was 11. Low and behold, I had a 120 IQ and NEGATIVE for ADHD and denied special education. Just deemed a smart but chatty/distracted kid. What?? My mom is INCREDIBLE but she has little memory of those years because she was going through chemo. Do I have ADHD? Was I tested again? How did I get a 504? How did I get on meds from my pediatrician? game plan is just to be retested, which is a pain but the right thing to do anyway. Sigh.",2.279411764705884,4.892289228758173,4.424575163398696,79.37058823529416,81.54901960784316,8.305882352941179,23.37908496732026,9.007467420416297,2.2279045751633992,624,22,119,18,17,214,95,153,0.086,0.8190000000000001,0.095,-0.6391,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,5,0,18,1,0,3,0,17,27,15,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,10,0,18,4,16,14,0,19,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,10,84,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477391972385305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260973962974632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489376532164914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665737295055917,0.0,0.0,0.23811763454638096,0.0,0.0863403061115816,0.0,0.12150524378859337,0.16749363435466674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051306491923414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226493082768375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062505395662124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779282467841601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165484393733154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297398553716921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537523421603994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753059126068301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092967968467643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960704654162985,0.12058795922983452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21584089111251814,0.0,0.0,0.1956645145608797 adhd,thathispanicyouknow,2019/07/17,"Friends are hard to keep up with I live in Texas about to move California, and I feel like I'm losing handle on the relationships I have here already. In fact, it's felt this way for awhile, I just feel alone. No one I know personally has ADHD, no one I know is wanting to go into the same field as me, and now that we've all graduated from college and moved far apart, it feels hard to try to maintain all the relationships I have/had. I moved in with my parents in a heavily suburban area, I work a job that has very little social interaction. I just feel alone. I mean, it's not all bad, I still have my close friends who talk to me regularly, and my family loves and understands my struggles (for the most part) but I can't shake this feeling of depression. I want to say this is a growing up thing, but everyone else my age (from my perspective) seems to be killing it socially and being able to keep up with each other, and I'm just sipping away from all of it, with no idea how to get it back. Sorry, if this is long. I love this community and I wish I could meet you all face to face. Things are just hard, and while I'm not giving up, it sucks feeling like I'm losing control of everything.",5.2001045296167225,4.791875723577238,6.132775842044133,82.39024390243901,68.1869918699187,9.79279907084785,29.766550522648085,9.424239791934726,2.230259930313589,932,30,207,17,14,310,136,246,0.149,0.728,0.12300000000000001,-0.6679999999999999,2,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,4,10,14,2,2,7,0,13,4,2,2,6,54,40,15,1,5,9,1,10,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,18,16,0,3,13,0,0,6,6,8,0,2,1,11,26,6,36,36,9,29,0,3,0,2,17,16,1,3,8,138,44,4,0.10149219857954578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121973899769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102306185656252,0.11199916489592274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535526148436088,0.07804123596812798,0.08474174648195393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383213076377298,0.08103326207040586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741508191858738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478370871873694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969801450953749,0.09121464382855296,0.0,0.09567781224643523,0.0,0.3079050306070645,0.14501209388865532,0.09744842673848098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682524172054618,0.0,0.053025484821795296,0.09736056494684063,0.05768035534138996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727512244835637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457233852343728,0.0,0.0,0.10071534658705036,0.1804218587646792,0.1122860804080285,0.0,0.11155491617804547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916792331399378,0.10172184593395668,0.08961947076901391,0.08981740196966348,0.0,0.22708761902306684,0.0,0.0,0.18320134347606215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055475771068024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236104355975862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375474807924891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269507573065915,0.10990616071909713,0.0,0.0,0.08861907306306692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792927775885315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071066990902423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239468580641992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691703047579765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361220702111915,0.0,0.0,0.08105180088844277,0.0,0.0,0.10610168227417584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157558476208526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348538139575554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890654071262675,0.0,0.0,0.10565695803593207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374169295102296,0.11972545658881725,0.08055978315945407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167110195737445,0.0,0.0,0.07388752933216046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Thesideofthewalk,2019/07/17,"Adderall crash I take 20mg extended release adderall everyday and I noticed that when I crash at the end of the day and I feel like a sack of crash about to pass out I suddenly get intense craving for nicotine, caffine, alcohol, etc... any of your run of the mill addiction causing substances and kinda start going overboard if those things are available at the time, my impulse controll become almost insatiable and alot worse than when I wasnt taking adderall, and I feel alot of relief after using those things because it brings back my dopamine that went went a away from the crash, but of course i pay for it in the morning and will pay for it in the future over time, I was wondering if anybody had some healthy advice for getting back dopamine and other happy chemicals after medication crashing?",13.960337837837837,8.904109493243249,11.82021621621622,63.0382972972973,55.41891891891893,14.272432432432431,51.221621621621615,10.793553405168565,5.691011891891893,647,32,107,9,5,199,95,148,0.085,0.8240000000000001,0.091,0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,11,0,5,3,0,3,0,22,18,12,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,8,1,1,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,5,2,12,3,23,12,4,27,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,8,15,77,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901675555159067,0.0,0.16943117151108356,0.0,0.185297318446956,0.17362142182271373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790868941246754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290221891854492,0.2666468595115513,0.0,0.10569473272077938,0.19149164310672706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811558180345935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944675773206902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181987626705372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535688758311049,0.0,0.19337165507757714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753387347528091,0.12386727012625663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117446278764146,0.0,0.0985394799076047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457303397605396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470783102012261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466854458851264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740155176761853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227237777370306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260729970926146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303804234957436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220599418669047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975016942058167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214618372468081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880301414582051,0.0,0.0,0.1766955420354941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thubwumper26,2019/07/17,"How to stop smoking? Hey all, Newer member to this sub. I’m a smoker and whenever I take my medication (Adderall, 10mg XR), my urge to smoke increases soooooo much more. Does anyone have any tips or tricks to help curb my smoking, even with taking my medication? Thank you all!",2.182138364779877,4.812858943396229,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,82.20754716981132,6.552201257861638,23.927672955974842,7.793537801064563,1.49042389937107,216,8,41,4,6,71,43,53,0.068,0.825,0.107,0.4857,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494186595710165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107248408091787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373082979767115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990519762187988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200189091459012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6071969357026179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215415520709811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195873028884563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531853166955406,0.0,0.0,0.27746091297811204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheSwimmingToast,2019/07/17,"Anyone try ""Lions mane""? It's said to improve things like memory, focus, depression, anxiety, etc. Anyone have any experience with this stuff?",5.338985507246374,8.97230347826087,6.382608695652177,62.9576811594203,79.43478260869566,10.023188405797102,25.057971014492754,9.725611199111238,4.037301449275362,112,4,14,4,3,37,22,23,0.188,0.625,0.188,-0.0926,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229663326579137,0.0,0.2508235780744542,0.0,0.0,0.4585158306793208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239837022021985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656674413690789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32072479279782523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018322758123973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118843325950279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753385819958627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178256683158057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226056919203249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kittybutt414,2019/07/17,"What’s something that your thankful for because of your ADHD? I’m thankful that I have an incredible passion for learning (hyper-fixating on certain topics). Even if certain episodes are short-lived, I will forever hold pockets of very in-depth knowledge/information because of it!",9.138749999999998,10.524277041666664,8.349999999999998,63.69500000000001,59.83333333333334,9.733333333333334,49.33333333333334,9.725611199111238,5.692283333333335,230,16,30,4,3,72,38,48,0.0,0.7020000000000001,0.298,0.9312,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240828195903645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302142300757323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330682152558317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27165762430095075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497531048873346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911558401518409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mmn11b,2019/07/17,"ugh i’m having one of *those* days Anyone else having one of those days where everything is going wrong and your ADHD is definitely not helping? I’m currently parked in my car, sitting in the passenger seat trying to calm down and I feel like I just need to vent some of this stress away. I just moved to LA where I have a few casual friends but not many. I’m in graduate school, but right now am currently interning for free (one of the shittier things about working in entertainment and attempting to “pursue your dreams” or whatever). Money is really tight because I literally just moved across the country, and, oh yeah, I’m working for free, and my loan money doesn’t kick in until fall semester. My car is broken and will cost $850 to fix apparently (can’t confirm this because I can’t get my service rep to call me back). I was late to my psych appointment this morning because I was hyperfocusing on my money problems. And I’ve been late to basically everything this week so far because I can’t time manage effectively (but also like LA traffic has been particularly hellish this week). I texted one of my really close friends who has her MBA like hours ago to see if we could find a time to chat so I can ask her some questions and she hasn’t gotten back to me. Which is really frustrating because I’ve dropped multiple things to talk with her over the last few months when she’s been stressed and needing to talk to someone, and whenever I need to talk something out she’s never really available. I turn 26 on Friday and am feeling more scattered and disorganized and less like a semi-functional adult than I have in a while. And I woke up at 5:30 this morning and couldn’t get back to sleep because I had a nightmare that I gave everyone the wrong address for my birthday party and didn’t realize it until it was too late and everyone went to the wrong place and decided to bail on the party all together because “the valley is just too far.” Honestly, I know in my head that I’ve made a lot of progress this past year and I’ve generally been handling things better than I have in the past. But I’m just having one of those relentlessly rough days, you know?",7.4240523156089235,6.6549084292452845,7.678250428816469,74.3401629502573,63.76415094339622,11.29399656946827,35.31046312178388,10.637119530657019,3.593508490566037,1730,68,333,38,22,566,211,424,0.098,0.757,0.145,0.9621,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,3,0,6,18,22,2,2,15,1,34,2,2,2,2,59,57,32,0,7,13,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,19,23,0,1,9,4,7,7,10,9,0,5,14,5,40,15,52,40,8,62,1,0,1,0,23,25,0,6,32,219,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911225608882247,0.0,0.0731041940343799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595079165317694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766455894687662,0.08449970023954351,0.0,0.0,0.0770978058621124,0.0,0.07748276568615346,0.19024175613113944,0.0,0.3519082910486203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293752924171874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421053200309513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584514750468894,0.0,0.0,0.1595579236926244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889264561174112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576061927084435,0.14823645313107048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339806658712068,0.058916193598168486,0.0,0.0,0.07537558584984658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743138940372342,0.0,0.08617377063174839,0.0,0.046869290567086164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463745106750152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055277535867605934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121579885647663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064610905376852,0.06722361112850604,0.2790874048126954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116163588898194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011257968223153,0.0,0.07803459031985449,0.0,0.08361108110304998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582633046481169,0.17530395396947046,0.0,0.1834501629772044,0.06360552612268766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794171779056226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745284872741006,0.0,0.0,0.08616302550574714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891212863985596,0.0,0.0,0.09238466121913301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113281730011358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042846213319016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346348912375667,0.06571747656980435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252901130809814,0.0,0.06987609978100306,0.06348901390111562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889369592216338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885746695377446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436711995915046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617720232366617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599134505184603,0.0897030830072828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230404119999342,0.0,0.0,0.07645000902317149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007748777054185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705022012777778,0.0,0.053107623771741455 adhd,Narzerus,2019/07/17,"I'm thinking about building a Mobile app for tracking meds effects on well-being, performance and mood Hey guys! Have barely posted on this sub, but I've been lurking for a while. I'm a 28 y/o software developer who has suffered from ADD since I was a kid, since I started taking meds my career has grown tremendously, I've been able to lead development teams that I'm proud of and I've been able to almost battle the struggles that come with ADD by forcing myself to use calendars notes, and todo-lists. I feel like the conditions have finally met for me to build something that scratches my own itch and hopefully others' as well. So this is what this post is about: **The problem:** Medication has been a blessing and a curse for me, everyone reacts differently to meds, which has made it hard for me to find the sweet-spot in terms of my medication, here are some of the pros and cons, hopefully some people here can relate (I take Vyvanse ATM): Pros: - Energy and motivation to do what I have to do - More conscious of my commitments, arriving in time, remembering important dates, keeping my room cleaner, washing dishes, etc... Basically being more self-sufficient and reliable as a person - Better focus, less context switching - Less social anxiety, more willingness to talk to people while med levels are high Cons: - I'm too serious and it is very hard to genuinely laugh - I go through different emotional phases throughout the day, mostly in terms of irritability and motivation. I feel super motivated and then I'm suddenly hit by a wave of huge demotivation - I'm too aware of how the meds affect me at any given time, meaning I feel sad when it starts to wear off - Elevated anxiety (though I know how to handle it now) - I don't enjoy food on meds - After meds wear off, I feel depressed, I don't wanna see people or talk to anyone. Lasts about 3 hours, maybe more *Note: I left out a bunch of things to not make this post bigger than it has to be* *Note 2: I usually don't take meds on weekends, though I have before as well, it is just not worth it for me to use them if I don't need to be productive* **Important: The pros and the cons seem to widely vary depending on hours slept, what I ate, what day of the week it is, etc.** **Solution:** The goal is to be able to detect the optimal lifestyle that allows me to increase the positives and decrease the negatives effects when on medication. My idea is to build a mobile app that allows me (and anyone else) to track the different factors throughout the day that might have an effect on how the medication works. It would allow you to input at any point in the day information about effects and factors. After a certain amount of days have been logged, the app should be able to find a correlation between good effects and a certain lifestyle. Here's some of the things I'd log in the app: ** Indicators (things you want to control):** * Motivational level (willingness to do what I have to do) * Executive function (how easy it is to do tasks) * Peak time * Euphoria at peak time (if you get any) * Cravings start time (if you have some sort of stimulant craving, at what time does it start) * Cravings level (how strong cravings are) * Overall well-being (subjective score of today) ** Factors (things that might have an effect on indicators): ** Wake-up time Sleep time (last night) Time of meds intake Med type (Brand and/or compound) Dose Breakfast time Breakfast amount Lunch time Lunch amount Physical activity level (Other factors could be, coffee intake, other meds, gluten/carbs consumption, meditation, etc). Is this something someone here would benefit from? I'd probably only build something like this if more people can use it and not just me. Also, feel free to add your two cents, I'm open and tolerant to any form of criticism and feedback so don't hold back. TL;DR: Need to understand what affects me when on meds, I want to build an app to study my lifestyle and the effects it has on how I react to meds. Looking for feedback and any form of criticism",3.3527349326276976,6.036124817694372,4.385760593294105,80.87482208140386,77.63270777479893,7.414198669962746,26.44434385989345,8.418075326091056,2.175381692837993,3158,125,560,66,77,1024,331,746,0.061,0.7909999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9971,3,0,3,0,0,0,147.0,0,5,1,21,30,28,1,1,38,0,57,18,5,33,3,114,103,47,0,16,11,0,8,2,0,5,7,0,1,3,42,28,7,3,27,2,4,5,9,7,2,1,11,10,43,19,99,79,25,86,1,3,2,0,19,34,0,18,46,359,85,12,0.18268866648352705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045734077540013414,0.0,0.0,0.03652401514581983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552931973376367,0.0,0.06987816490951437,0.0,0.0,0.06387008166417625,0.04679653199003946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03511907695685907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03886364988034935,0.0,0.0,0.040393319866917535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039342527453881004,0.0,0.0,0.05122521844847306,0.03646550866875228,0.0,0.0,0.14727384553197778,0.0,0.03933737018648413,0.0,0.0,0.14315307988103454,0.0,0.0,0.039968020789233207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038153234687329486,0.05137504014292557,0.0,0.0,0.1528096160228832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364171244395438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546609869289395,0.032628204959688316,0.0,0.05003162609530836,0.08348706574084687,0.0,0.05522696516856018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023861822010250017,0.0,0.02595654480613991,0.03830764646032722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045222625522480166,0.0,0.0,0.08182658072908862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825515161091227,0.0,0.09072553351476263,0.08995576832839783,0.0,0.0,0.051558316879747684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059552020193562,0.0,0.0,0.0251002283444917,0.07445782315779019,0.0,0.0,0.04962294266854401,0.0,0.0,0.04462622724143394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038353117132444964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043216108363468224,0.030486525869624595,0.0,0.04588383012710648,0.04975037870458554,0.6595092538171391,0.18403961165965455,0.0,0.0969019025442252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677306656789238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042860234456280816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034735740781830136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665331869136034,0.0398791742357642,0.0,0.0,0.04317496000560162,0.0,0.1312239320096073,0.0,0.049242320350728314,0.04370209529535106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051737661524672685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036394803601496564,0.04157822516503529,0.04764603051500295,0.0,0.0,0.07556097638388118,0.0,0.04570515051340267,0.04655702223842293,0.038697878566090464,0.10548199561479303,0.0,0.0,0.12930797843044647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774646504267011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030193559829076,0.07341911499788292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137023232782995,0.02926488020940083,0.08974534362952108,0.0,0.29294988406717937,0.0,0.04329187365032432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461507036323265,0.04754633616780399,0.0,0.11833826358542802,0.05030143901780305,0.037684320638459834,0.05387725439605981,0.0,0.036635457160649205,0.0,0.16425905119552214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033249881252881065,0.0,0.0,0.06488839353799479,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jupiterlouis,2019/07/17,"Just got referred to a psychiatrist, what should I expect? I’ve revised this like 5 times bare with me, I’ve tried to make it as short as possible. So I went and saw a new doctor today, I wasn’t doctor shopping or anything, I’ve just been paying for health care with my employer for 3 years now and have never used it so I decided to find a doctor while at the same time bringing up some questions about ADHD. During the visit I brought up some troubles I was having at work/life and I asked for info about ADHD. Like most doctors, he told me ADHD meds are basically speed and that they get abused and yadda yadda yadda. We went over some other health stuff I was experiencing and then I got a referral to a psychiatrist. My question is, what should I expect during my first psychiatrist appointment. I assume they’ll ask me some questions about my symptoms, some history, and do some testing. 1. What is the testing like? 2. What questions will they ask? 3. Should I prepare in any way, or just go with the flow? 4. I have pretty good health insurance, but are psychiatrist appointments overly expensive? Other info if it matters: 25[m] I live in Florida, and my insurance is CareFirst Blue Cross Blue Shield. Thanks.",2.9973051948051936,5.611845099567101,4.203576839826841,82.06822240259744,78.52380952380952,6.793722943722942,24.77651515151515,7.937092434478242,1.688672294372294,962,35,172,17,24,314,130,231,0.019,0.899,0.08199999999999999,0.8906,1,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,1,0,3,1,9,7,0,0,9,0,18,8,0,2,1,46,35,18,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,10,1,3,8,2,1,0,1,11,4,26,6,23,19,8,29,0,0,3,0,14,9,0,15,14,117,38,8,0.0,0.11972059869386813,0.0,0.0,0.36430570032427656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871337434617185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315058966581307,0.0,0.2833874564704772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030210763367988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136911985844962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235237118664076,0.08594796152268523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279131141872158,0.0,0.057425624900995335,0.08475090012559489,0.16162820975618014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222150912013617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480949605650309,0.0,0.08922368944759508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744764421455009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122370879462524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793134994274784,0.09758890979023584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391191028713145,0.0,0.10279805811533776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527695501754455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567118759051645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502338885492468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302772515932084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783911976991875,0.0,0.09577788245979256,0.0965518572506925,0.0,0.06860223271455862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726956003898258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020401161607771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873375717329656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735612240801374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065069013104305 adhd,hurnadoquakemom,2019/07/17,"Child gets overstimulated when we arrive places. Need some ideas My daughter is 4. I'm pretty sure she is getting overstimulated in certain places and situations. It's usually right when we arrive somewhere or someone else shows up. She yells that she doesn't want people to look at her. I would like some ideas of things to try before she gets to that point. I am going to try the sunglasses trick from ""Big Daddy"" lol. I also considered a foam mask, but she doesn't like things on her face. Within about 15 minutes she is usually calmed down and back to herself. If we can do something before she gets to that point, I think we could improve that.",3.806041055718477,6.042285000000002,4.222492668621701,84.86737536656894,74.0,6.767155425219943,24.175953079178885,7.686295010490155,1.1913322580645158,516,16,98,7,11,162,83,124,0.017,0.8290000000000001,0.154,0.9454,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,1,10,1,1,0,2,20,20,8,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,19,5,15,18,2,18,0,0,1,0,16,12,0,4,7,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251480483447058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033408493757727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26632942269132376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494757828709314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073050265951644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32704623986263043,0.0,0.08893904219706525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533249401894853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290994765924554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314153917059342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603818185054035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849310780401616,0.0,0.3270054600170952,0.0,0.2958744793248819,0.0,0.0,0.15921047170594954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364486404103965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590560633996727,0.0,0.0,0.13259670269797594,0.1204765853735096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749356982184372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079350756253019,0.10027491853308153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124980574693673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447116587196336,0.0,0.09230410746078392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116871706303456,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bruises_easy,2019/07/17,"Does this fit the definition of irony? The difficulty of actually obtaining medication for a disorder that makes it nearly impossible for you to do tasks in the first place. I’ve been on adderall for over ten years now and every. single. time. I need a refill it never ceases to amaze me at the amount of hoops you have to jump through when the medication is for ppl who can’t jump through the first hoop to begin with without this freaking medication *screams into the void* I just got off the phone with three different pharmacies trying to find anyone with the Rx in stock, I’ve been told there’s a shortage and another pharmacy told me I physically had to come into the store to find out if they had any in stock because “due to the nature of this drug” they can’t give that information over the phone. WTH Besides feeling like I have to do heavy lifting to even find the drug that makes me function, I’m tired of the judgment I get from pharmacists. 9/10 times as soon as I mention adderall their tone completely changes from friendly or civil to annoyed or rude. I would love to know what other patients regularly have to go through the feeling of shame just to get their medication. Anyway like I said, I’ve been on this so long this isn’t new, but I thought things would get better when the system changed from bringing in a written script to having your doctor call in the Rx but I still always find roadblocks. And not to be a conspiracy theorist or anything, but here’s a funny story; I used to live in NYC and they would have several adderall shortages a year, I remember spending my lunch breaks calling every pharmacy in the city trying to find someone that had the Rx in stock...you know who I eventually realized always, ALWAYS, had the meds in stock? The pharmacies on Wall Street ;) thanks for takin’ my meds boys.",6.656662561576352,7.132785462643683,6.674006568144499,76.7287931034483,65.06321839080461,9.732019704433498,33.525451559934325,9.606745405546679,3.058903776683088,1463,59,270,27,21,466,185,348,0.059000000000000004,0.848,0.09300000000000001,0.9325,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,5,4,12,12,2,1,28,0,22,13,0,3,1,43,47,16,0,5,11,0,2,2,1,3,11,2,0,1,16,11,1,0,13,0,2,5,6,5,0,4,13,4,26,7,61,30,2,47,0,0,0,1,23,24,0,4,18,183,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.08978478438344352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296695999861857,0.0,0.0,0.06256737467673228,0.09647652849605723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433287804338826,0.0,0.07571326758022895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608612882095882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137201184207986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878972451801749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946607313814925,0.07925519913743245,0.09646675583591904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612690208585778,0.10544708239432002,0.09417224982979117,0.08051525033547986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339597637735008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060769230913670334,0.0,0.15503839243348014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304220382135107,0.06572925149784611,0.0,0.0,0.4204600243621366,0.15652086256744302,0.0,0.0,0.07108376603523213,0.0,0.14420833466440985,0.08826073588423526,0.05228924679386281,0.0,0.07358576735875141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112840859905033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898991690586788,0.0,0.08124316497082484,0.08142259648329933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303919250574612,0.0,0.12282971304464235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439630569677456,0.37074628945382604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682214354731858,0.0709608575816229,0.08886016647033844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612690208585778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422509514290276,0.0,0.08751897051298202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039408235394738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795655923598087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347627445529334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470695247833612,0.0,0.0,0.061124834593905226,0.0,0.0,0.07304264986847629,0.10729911648752544,0.10574759840971673,0.0,0.1758317441348302,0.0,0.12493234799642172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946382073050971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869069872462848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607570551702885,0.0,0.0,0.11849795942874015 adhd,Jmark417,2019/07/17,"A question about Medications and when to try others Hi just wondering what i should do, Just a little background,i am prescribed to concerta 18mg I’m scatter brained, can’t focus well or it takes a certain day to be able to focus, I’m impulsive and have mood swings, the Typical adhd stuff. As my girlfriend of a couple years kept mentioning that I have some adhd tendencies so I looked into the “symptoms” and I agreed that I might be in need of medication. So I booked an appointment and talked to my family doctor, surprisingly super on board with me try meds. (in Canada so it’s free for me so might as well) I’ve been on them for 1 month and a half and I’ve noticed Little. Basically no changes to anything except if I drink a couple of coffees I get loopy and that’s it. I’ve also tried taking two to see if 36 mg does anything, and yet again nothing. So I’m wondering if maybe I should try another medication or maybe up my dosage? Thanks in advance.",2.498020833333332,4.638550260416668,4.303333333333335,83.20833333333336,77.64583333333334,7.3916666666666675,25.77083333333333,8.344100000000001,1.8585708333333333,758,29,148,15,18,256,115,192,0.011000000000000001,0.883,0.106,0.9428,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,14,8,0,0,9,0,12,7,1,0,1,29,25,22,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,9,10,1,1,3,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,2,2,15,8,24,17,1,16,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,11,6,99,24,2,0.11578758437274485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278308350956586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259528938998203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141337792028435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056663239439908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292572374132386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224879113805696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25623351958677965,0.0,0.07467341305256099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851349894555067,0.10132649536335077,0.0,0.0,0.11342775189153627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915422971550864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060494233878451875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320991560626821,0.0,0.0,0.09723240902480752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326483828230728,0.0,0.12861390379571264,0.3499314293515452,0.0,0.24566465851850044,0.0,0.0,0.09242054516833403,0.0,0.0,0.08585502667323598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110131001406816,0.131824932243312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970859373101995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226771367599296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325490821699393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034763443751678,0.17411570701126589,0.09306567436306903,0.0,0.10660165113785268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144486771697622,0.0,0.11310764533813165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821388776192626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251133392169152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456340809097482 adhd,Peice0fGarbage,2019/07/17,"I feel really annoyed about something but don’t want to stop the cause of this issue I’m not asking for any advice to do with the medication, as the flair says I’m just venting. I’m currently taking a medication once a day that has a side affect for a loss of appetite. The first couple of months I didn’t notice anything, the first 4 months I started to eat slightly less but still quite a bit. About 6 months of medication and my appetite wasn’t what it used to be. I was given medication nearly 3 years ago. My appetite is still very low, meaning I eat a lot less than I used to and I can’t eat as much as I used to. This has resulted in a loss of weight but not anything drastic. This also means I can’t eat that much when I’m out at a restaurant/cafe and I hate that. Whenever we order take out I never have anything over the top, just a usual amount of food that I always used to get. Even if it’s not a lot, I can barely eat 7 maybe 10 spoon/fork fulls of food before I’m full and I haven’t even had 1/4 of what’s on the plate. It’s stupid. I don’t want to stop taking the medication because when I have forgotten it, I’m in the most horrible mood throughout the day :( TL:DR- the medication I take stops me from eating as a lot. I hate it but know I shouldn’t stop talking the medication",1.85040339036258,3.287792841155237,3.8037074242662072,89.242638518286,77.26714801444044,6.694647622037357,22.512792340291945,7.423996415210882,0.7013049442787631,1015,29,229,13,23,345,134,277,0.182,0.7979999999999999,0.02,-0.9924,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,6,11,8,4,0,23,0,18,16,0,7,1,41,44,16,0,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,14,8,9,4,4,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,5,3,23,0,35,37,12,35,0,3,0,0,4,13,0,5,21,147,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713723467382494,0.06474419601273307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584088373914651,0.060773857322866026,0.0,0.0,0.04966866361806796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031331048954766,0.0,0.06828110918698795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452357287549405,0.0,0.0621503577095071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973909151452546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503062718969583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081567690097971,0.0,0.09420754056036523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484195280877431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648244006319966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369304445628672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242529690951418,0.1766368136293868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815958557941541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422073417000042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623318580294591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401400325240488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628408377376904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337695929902434,0.15912060973134934,0.0,0.5150500154261657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489582774450987,0.0,0.10738335747895973,0.0,0.05633177008754961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831547812233908,0.0,0.07778358592736227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768540242427488,0.0,0.0,0.046790313594606205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058083122217855124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622858188869208,0.0,0.0,0.0516970043915574,0.0,0.11665723162221728,0.2442537226234039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966335620570565,0.058705554855014615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523271466678887,0.08044155497191595,0.06026438625632724,0.08615996293272317,0.0,0.0,0.08894117874697872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703437947255221 adhd,Ohiosucks123,2019/07/17,"36 Years later and finally getting the help I need! My story is probably the same as a lot of 80's kids with ADHD. I was a smart kid but lacked focus. I'd often get up in class and do things that were off task. I was compulsive and a distraction to the class. People liked me but I'm sure I frustrated my teachers. As a child I went to a psychologist and according to my parents I was never diagnosed and my Dr said no need for medication. &#x200B; Well fast forward 30 years, I now have two kids of my own and the oldest was having a super hard time in school. Luckily my wife is a pediatrician and saw the signs right away. We documented behavior and had specialist that worked with him but in the end we decided to medicate. He went from the worst kid in class to a class leader, he went from having trouble reading to reading 4 grades above his level, now he's doing divisions and fractions in 1st grade. I wont lie, I saw how his life changed and I was jealous. &#x200B; Well one day my parents visit and bring back all my old report cards and other school stuff (no idea why she kept them, like I said never got perfect scores). In the pile of documents was the initial report for the psychologist. I was scared to read it so I walked straight over to my wife and said you need to read this. She seriously was reading it for an hour. She came back and was like your smart... like really smart and you parents should have medicated you. I responded with well the dr. didnt recommend that. She starts to laugh. Under the diagnosis and treatment it said HIGHLY recommend this child be medicated and monitored for improvement. I honestly felt vindicated. &#x200B; Well about a year later (present day), I finally said enough is enough. With diagnosis in hand I went to a psychologist. We talked about how I have anxiety cause I never can get anything done. I move from task to task and he reviews the original findings. By the end, without even a second of hesitation he decided to start me on a low dose of aderall (15mg). &#x200B; It's only my second day on the medication and I think I've done about a weeks worth of work. My thoughts are clear and my meetings stay on track. Obviously, I'm wasting time doing this long post, so it's not perfect but Im to damn happy not write something. &#x200B; After being told no by my family, no by primary care (he said I graduated in computer science and that's hard so I must be able to focus) and avoiding going to a psychologist, I finally feel like I can make this work - life that is. Screw the stigma this could have been me 30 years ago and I seriously missed out on a better me.",3.1921258847320537,5.297480405038762,4.655325244354568,81.66562689585443,75.37596899224806,8.130367374452309,26.72126727334007,8.903607488879933,2.2136679811257154,2083,80,404,47,46,694,246,516,0.131,0.7070000000000001,0.161,0.9688,3,1,1,0,0,0,75.0,3,4,1,7,18,34,4,3,32,0,38,13,1,5,10,75,73,34,0,7,7,5,5,5,0,3,11,6,0,6,18,32,0,2,8,5,1,11,12,13,4,4,33,13,58,21,61,33,8,71,0,2,2,1,45,24,2,2,41,270,76,21,0.05433529178246449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530046177508035,0.0,0.04816495776124752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943613297262757,0.33011663404874003,0.0,0.0,0.041566349491351684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044713315470068064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104979523805615,0.08356097092662614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048055150070938565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621450987122458,0.05539845122959063,0.05581731200555619,0.05747953410326536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338230918536596,0.0,0.0,0.10512530445945976,0.0,0.0,0.055149177410294736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112077366076638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624988190045952,0.11228576230063632,0.0,0.035887947773976366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122247737537562,0.0,0.027473556118061432,0.038817143306097285,0.05217040102276968,0.17856496877882913,0.049661472322364834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851638420496157,0.0,0.03087999847726507,0.0,0.043456896461804236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784092846307867,0.09734749779625364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641980074299123,0.057408218982700834,0.0,0.0,0.05350931739468362,0.0,0.0,0.061337930707955735,0.05869143910794435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767572469428727,0.13272739491655985,0.0,0.0,0.048085023395562816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046193922025029636,0.0,0.0,0.03626922918525041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273685450541084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057749816203078286,0.0,0.12086679113014548,0.12572018006136942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701574854581175,0.0,0.03681899992020191,0.04132443784258452,0.0,0.0,0.1809987341285075,0.0,0.0,0.03766924987069766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203818986568761,0.0,0.0585826345071859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717499784204323,0.0,0.03480857925050938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640204229923425,0.3101118308504563,0.0,0.05439910594253732,0.1099804322132742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182996219631914,0.0,0.0,0.07691759837168076,0.05791419149949303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062200909486257575,0.0,0.0,0.05121036947320773,0.0,0.0,0.0436726493504729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03609795349747536,0.03481586101128052,0.0,0.04313615236428856,0.06336669118239367,0.0,0.0,0.05191969978591946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307768484477972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358449361361656,0.0,0.19541581087460047,0.2014774393773552,0.049029149519668885,0.0,0.0,0.05237728231888687,0.0,0.11867021864350798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33011663404874003,0.13996058582155732 adhd,OneRisk1,2019/07/17,"Why can't you drink alcohol while taking concerta? I've recently been prescribed Concerta 36mg for my ADHD. I was told by my psych not to drink while taking it. So I haven't. but I'm just wondering what would happen if I did have a drink? For reference, I never ever get drunk. I may only have 1-1.5 pints of beer every few days (on an evening). Would that really cause me any harm? &#x200B; Thanks :)",1.3285185185185178,3.705216913580248,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,83.56790123456791,7.05679012345679,20.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.1594296296296291,314,9,64,7,9,105,64,81,0.057999999999999996,0.8079999999999999,0.134,0.7347,0,0,5,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,1,2,12,18,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,6,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622565559112253,0.0,0.0,0.19227689889374736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949403412183152,0.21861923691928026,0.12234994733259034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848246483050352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603178731086937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287514355356262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188336931211304,0.16274551654036262,0.1515881020002266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399937396698092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910029202620446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138763328853811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683522936215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152596423370036,0.0,0.1776466482649518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27055086753825525,0.0,0.0,0.16564369574360313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191870959462116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234739709009555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951126589480888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561620431476395,0.0,0.21861923691928026,0.0 adhd,Happens2B,2019/07/17,"Drugged with a pretty vague diagnosis, do I have ADHD or is my doctor just a jerk? To make this story as short as possible, I'm in my twenties, and was never diagnosed with ADHD. Four years ago I had a seizure and then a brain surgery. We thought the seizures would be gone after that, but they stuck around. And the medication I take for the seizures makes me SUPER spaced out. In order to manage grad school and a job when I've been having so much trouble focusing, my neurologist started me on a low dose of stimulants to combat how spacey I was on the seizure meds. I've tried a couple of different stimulants, very low dose, with varying degrees of success. Well, this week I was discussing the side effects of the meds and the new treatment plan (strattera this time) and my doctor dropped a bombshell: he tells me, ""this is just you."" Meaning, he doesn't think my symptoms are a side effect of medication, he just thinks this is how my brain is. Is that an informal ADHD diagnosis? I always had certain symptoms as a child that had my mother jokingly refer to me every now and then as ""ADD child"" for being forgetful or easily distracted, and I tend to quickly jump on new projects and neglect old ones, and procrastinate terribly. But before the seizure meds, I never struggled with school work or concentration the way I do now. Does that mean I've always had ADHD, and I'm just not managing as well now with the other medications slowing me down? Or are all the difficulties with concentration really just from my other meds, and my doctor's just kind of a jerk?",7.012390446111332,7.076480345637587,7.2041887090406656,74.6339222266088,64.33557046979865,10.233241215949473,34.643505724437425,9.916854025145753,3.3430988551125163,1245,51,227,24,17,403,155,298,0.131,0.7909999999999999,0.078,-0.9318,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,1,6,17,16,2,2,23,0,23,14,2,8,4,57,37,29,0,1,13,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,2,11,22,0,1,9,1,0,2,4,9,2,2,11,0,26,7,34,23,2,38,0,3,0,0,12,14,0,4,19,160,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421411176324716,0.0,0.08152970008324477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530600321134797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187665936741591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782633863138243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053475550250017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176785419445887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335201572037108,0.0,0.09609360612668603,0.0,0.28241889274009496,0.08048736186274537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666103066917376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749234550235888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127033731590864,0.0,0.0,0.09577711829561887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278716789836315,0.0,0.0,0.2003740317650801,0.4086510158380562,0.27796340414584875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761172018778049,0.0,0.14187255702404525,0.17765877505395444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651159463284724,0.0,0.06232419087210935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368724524726967,0.0,0.0935709658092902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058921115236630114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616587806059007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650999089156492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615154650318726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191193104381292,0.06915325486167134,0.0,0.08038962422123161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786688241107325,0.0,0.07301734971799767,0.053630975376094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062444537274942674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588846012101043,0.0,0.07300494743077435,0.07377626510569202,0.0,0.16539194875977814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695841253702707,0.0,0.0,0.06533592992915642,0.0,0.0,0.05922845734688782 adhd,Flgr_A,2019/07/17,"First day of medication - experience from people with comorbid anxiety? Hey guys, I'm getting my medication on August 8th. Probably Methylphenidate. I'm pretty anxious about it, especially because I have a strong anxiety component with raised blood pressure (it's high-normal to slightly high, but has really bad peaks) and so I'm pretty nervous about the first time. I took mdma once and it made me calm, but that's long ago and my anxiety was not as bad back then. So - what was your first time medicating like? Especially how did it affect adhd-comorbid anxiety short and long-term? My concrete concern is is the ""I'm anxious because my heart races and my heart racing makes me anxious""-cycle. I'm super thankful for you sharing your experience! Thank you!!!",5.8775534759358266,8.17896827941177,6.584759358288768,69.87414438502674,68.41176470588235,9.945454545454542,33.68716577540107,10.230975488527342,4.0443323529411765,610,29,97,17,11,200,87,136,0.158,0.635,0.207,0.9204,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,5,6,11,0,2,3,0,7,6,3,4,0,14,18,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,5,0,13,7,10,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,12,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678504333418634,0.0,0.10089125950217508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482765519179349,0.3857399788664088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751768914448214,0.19006366914017134,0.13876268828983634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340208085886359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266831094536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29043619322483194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946430550208848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269600529750695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697456650729914,0.0,0.2405062845752757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556048823294036,0.0,0.0,0.2014476415662171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769571029541468,0.07597324660413413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343973765525358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121061710711267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890587349408269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158413642378586,0.12271319347322278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729136194715145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957346655633194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327343691562594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645406811016158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jbreez7,2019/07/17,"Anxiety about taking Adderall Hey everyone, I guess I'm just looking for some advice on taking adderall and how to determine if it is right for me. From what I've read on this page, some people it really helps and some people feel worse on it than they do without it. I was prescribed Adderall mainly as a stimulant for Narcolepsy, but a psychologist also suspects that I have ADHD and thinks it would help with my performance-based anxiety. I'm in school and have a hard time getting my work done and staying on schedule. It also affects other components of my life and since it was pointed out to me, I'm starting to notice it more and more. Yesterday I was cooking dinner and took my dogs for a quick walk while the food cooked on the stove. I thought the heat was on low, but I guess I was gone with the dogs too long and my husband ran in from the other room because he thought there was a fire in the kitchen. It wasn't actually that bad, but I did burn the chicken I was cooking. This made me realize the severity of it. He joked, ""please take your adderall before cooking so you don't burn the house down."" I took the Adderall (only 5 mg for my starting dose) last Saturday and Sunday for a final and it really helped me to focus. When I was focused on my studies, I was good. When I was done studying, or even taking a break, I felt my anxiety a bit more intense than usual. Is 2 days enough time to assess how well it works for me? Since stopping it, my anxiety and lack of focus feels even worse than it did before taking it. I also have stress-induced asthma, so my breathing has been horrible as well. I also have a lot of concerns about the long term effects of Adderall on my brain. I read that, after taking it for awhile and eventually getting off of it, our brains have a hard time feeling pleasure on their own because they don't have the stimulant to increase dopamine. If I'm only on it for about 4-5 years in college, is that enough time to cause permanent damage? Am I overthinking this? TLDR: I don't know if Adderall is right for me and need some guidance. It seemed to help when I tried it for two days, but I'm concerned about long-term damage and becoming dependent on it.",6.000366972477067,5.860250889908258,6.448755963302753,79.89073944954129,66.4770642201835,9.269577981651377,33.03633027522936,8.841846274778883,2.645830385321101,1732,68,337,25,25,563,197,436,0.099,0.805,0.096,0.3614,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,2,3,3,23,9,0,0,22,0,33,13,3,9,0,59,66,37,0,6,10,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,31,18,7,1,12,7,0,6,5,4,2,1,24,8,43,5,58,41,17,57,0,3,1,0,14,23,0,13,26,244,74,6,0.0,0.0,0.07720454970166712,0.0,0.0950805134760008,0.07730998415561098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530720369804997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209016264377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605748265484407,0.09645519226596927,0.08737598732559401,0.1346415912989048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637277858018183,0.0,0.0,0.17663637417272024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127260576836702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204489274776443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192364359658487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634932992106783,0.0,0.10450904661907724,0.0,0.0,0.07559750085946397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000833156652466,0.0,0.0759625335358161,0.08666630351862845,0.0,0.0,0.0956658277824791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266834681360644,0.0,0.0,0.06635766962462084,0.0,0.0,0.17430755675811027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174249039696415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211570400616697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128775931563046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043479378502442635,0.0644890522730234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055881063119201414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100421003470001,0.06643643530502158,0.0,0.0,0.06726050178233607,0.0,0.07486025653428625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058662558938882926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007262774222914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203406120683648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096963642400614,0.0,0.0,0.08684419970050365,0.07478897809801541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582722497387733,0.0,0.10136582494341564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512706918804548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006831562055781,0.0,0.07202306547171629,0.0,0.08937710918494211,0.0,0.1308890200964994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119956053865319,0.08432575996607433,0.0,0.06614344451646204,0.09062563907983276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569065197641273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506935150545121,0.0,0.12561649350359486,0.18452970686943504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757987194209322,0.05371369846500591,0.0,0.07728358103410657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713368166439622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226726070700293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626376233770657,0.0,0.11519290998582055,0.0,0.1612493077076733,0.056200823839777335,0.0,0.0,0.05094728277784515 adhd,Inertia77,2019/07/17,"How to stop being lazy So, a lot of people are lazy af, I was too and a lot of people want to know how to get rid of the laziness and start being productive. Sometimes some of you even plan out what you need and want to do but when you do it you get bored and start being lazy. For example you're doing something.. let's say you're studying history and you got bored. So that means you have no interest in it that's why you start being lazy. But even when you're doing lazy stuff we don't sleep all day now, do we? Ever got bored on reddit? youtube? porn? No, right? That's because if you're interested in something then you'll never feel lazy. Now some of you will say, ""well I have passions and I'm trying to pursue them but I still get lazy"" in this case, the harsh truth is you have goals..dreams..we all have them but reality is there's actually nothing of value in it. Like, there are dreams and there are visions. We know we have to do this, that and this and we plan it all out and take action on it so visions help us to stop laziness. I don't wanna make the post too long, I can prob add a lot more to this so if you got questions, let's discuss in comments.",0.4013615234667896,2.508542538461537,2.0231219073324347,96.85165392112762,85.15384615384616,4.7928624981256585,18.055030739241268,6.037888025583468,-0.4219883340830708,905,22,210,7,27,294,112,247,0.163,0.7090000000000001,0.127,-0.8337,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,6,11,2,2,20,9,0,0,6,0,28,3,1,3,6,49,47,25,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,15,18,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,4,3,24,6,25,35,9,27,0,0,0,2,25,10,0,8,16,146,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.13007830132759735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125640012581514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596531136493002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608235926648633,0.12057445056117025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673987909419606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892599274189705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198285216914513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893459341730797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651270476240508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726097098232009,0.0,0.06512200971589026,0.0,0.0,0.11796333992403105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33997213320055875,0.0,0.0,0.08897654839359165,0.0,0.0,0.14519912820957234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883777637181376,0.10280659332595317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790172991943388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848222258571435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766134331804924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932275345370627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383461007983915,0.0,0.21200569112854645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339291442663287,0.0,0.0,0.20523654564881,0.13183379442625118,0.0,0.2830441630926591,0.0,0.10645087622204442,0.2228839346879004,0.0,0.0,0.1525927723680461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022249121124817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049967497187372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033945658090876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724363456779453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984969589750598,0.0,0.12027949291813272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,edofalcone,2019/07/17,"Motivation, anyone? I've been diagnosed at age 24, now I'm 26, under pharmacological treatment (working really well on most symptoms), and I really struggle time to time with motivation. I'm entering the 5th year in medical school, and since I take my drugs I'm pretty good at it and I know exactly what I want to do (I wanna be an anesthesiologist), sometimes though, I just feel finished, like I'm not good enough even though I know otherwise. I struggle keeping my motivation up, can't feel motivated enough to keep my attention levels up. How do you cope with it? And also, reading YOUR OWN success stories might be groundbreaking. Thanks for reading and eventually sharing, helping and so on.",5.0810822510822495,7.562188666666668,6.5772727272727325,68.30863636363638,71.06349206349206,9.66118326118326,33.676767676767675,10.018931242160765,4.043850793650794,556,28,90,16,11,189,84,126,0.055,0.698,0.247,0.9741,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,6,9,9,0,2,2,0,7,4,0,5,1,27,20,11,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,9,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,13,7,15,16,4,16,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,7,60,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224329784789678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068843250840807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551512194185348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727082639897246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31589361369207697,0.0,0.10096358859781886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458274932257046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564259716466392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245985092790072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717406751433509,0.0,0.0,0.16801738129369334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468041460834418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153991893923095,0.0,0.16216191028626978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551511486337827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058057618173657,0.0,0.1958540007501583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470401347166535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644862434887358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511839464122266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196080893128927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888164310253602,0.11493283498759765,0.0,0.0,0.14073434487836894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003713235788918,0.0,0.17826955666669395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090161681705444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374408593862198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112850030637535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984378035196838 adhd,gunylcyclase,2019/07/17,"My emotions are all over the place when it comes.It is really hard, I mean it is ok about socially acceptable emotions ,people just laugh off.But what about socially not acceptable one like turned on,anger,.... I feel like I don't belong to this complex society, I would have done better if we are living in jungle as we evolved to be.on top of that my antipsychotics causing drowsiness. But man really glad for family, I mean ican fully express the emotions. I mean I feel like behind bar,you can't fully Express your emotions.",6.801818181818181,7.350849939393939,6.816717171717173,75.57840909090909,64.75757575757576,10.236363636363636,32.66161616161617,10.125756701596842,3.3278404040404035,420,16,73,9,6,134,69,99,0.079,0.74,0.18100000000000002,0.8852,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,2,4,9,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,1,1,17,15,4,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,12,9,10,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383212153671623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383424365383204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328422588520265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.629993299475527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199392852578234,0.0,0.1415918475016898,0.200053863134045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254261734757439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052131545646611,0.0,0.12363604206098885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575530035071136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487796555100296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706895351068992,0.0,0.14628614867167705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939472501517498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854558553350193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229639929758373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946282530617384,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pxs101220,2019/07/17,Feels ridiculous for wasting two days for few minutes of work I have been procrastinating a small edit on my journal paper due to my perfectionist approach. For last two days I had extreme guilt feeling and couldn’t focus. After multiple reminders from editor finally I got the edits done last night with one hour of work. Although I worked late night (3 -4 am) and slept only for four hours still I have great peace of mind today and I can focus on my work now.,9.37340909090909,7.576420431818184,8.812727272727274,71.06409090909091,60.59090909090909,11.072727272727272,36.77272727272727,9.516144504307137,3.366354545454545,370,13,66,5,4,118,65,88,0.079,0.794,0.126,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,2,3,1,1,2,0,8,1,1,0,0,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,5,2,9,1,13,6,1,19,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,15,43,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116799467762746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547339499720374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340081946601582,0.0,0.0,0.18783705915314008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371402636328677,0.1890463362403666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377269198582358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795419542483227,0.1934256859004876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313587059124094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218260537662924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619254403482512,0.1304107002945604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693620398675482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253355859782426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350026479241653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993289564352552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alphawave2000,2019/07/17,Sad to see addforums.com not working Or is it just not working for me? It had some great information on it and I found it very useful.,0.43611111111111,2.899754740740743,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,94.1851851851852,5.662962962962964,21.564814814814817,7.1686216300943375,0.94397037037037,106,4,22,2,4,36,22,27,0.09300000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.218,0.6361,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,3,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,17,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268094091355433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291664677561313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101941182315726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33620031518664223,0.0,0.32118471470806964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667796814882565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lettersfrommeme,2019/07/17,Two questions What is the highest dose of Adderall people have been on? I've asked 30mg because 25mg is no longer working. Is there a medication you found similar to adderall? I think I might need to switch to another medication because my body requires a higher does.,3.710588235294118,6.316671823529415,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,75.86274509803921,7.217254901960787,33.729411764705894,8.238735603445708,3.027498823529412,217,12,37,4,5,71,40,51,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619285935039214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352171295360946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045416551810084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774624963352701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218594580513438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738839321658798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032781322941517,0.0,0.26498973828740524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521753341322147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317425608820006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27982410260954904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005656739633414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440103962629936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818514827872868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mmmalexboyyes,2019/07/17,"Process of getting diagnosed in Canada? Over the past few months the necessity for me to be properly tested/diagnosed for ADHD has really become apparent. I was supposed to have been in high school but my mom was of the belief that ADHD/depression/anxiety are not “real” things, and so I was never allowed to seek out proper help. As I’ve begun university the need for a proper diagnosis/therapy/medication has only become more apparent, but in typical ADHD fashion the task ahead of me feels so daunting that I’ve been unable to start. Anyone familiar with how I would go about doing this in Canada? Have also been anxious as I am a university student and don’t want doctors thinking I’m just trying to get an adderall prescription lol!",6.636950527169503,7.792085233576647,8.089732360097326,64.17568532035689,65.27737226277371,11.052392538523925,34.930251419302515,10.980518767755715,4.479206650446066,595,27,90,17,9,206,94,137,0.019,0.909,0.07200000000000001,0.7815,3,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,1,16,2,0,2,1,18,25,10,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,1,7,0,22,17,2,14,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,70,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662154740624274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558944182520498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013958065286727,0.17741701356522768,0.0,0.1098100506407796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688941877819834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318796292120958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074299545235882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940705766701149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409986115903105,0.0,0.0892527275793534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526446614308316,0.16592747352145149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744424418896165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839301023368552,0.12535243161222834,0.0,0.0,0.11644744510022945,0.1211233758156417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944038131509582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991795314189607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875246268161732,0.10060753868097996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893869882503112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115780103713524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433422825633773,0.1006285852173288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066237659296552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926296613291452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156080585383957,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,horsk9234,2019/07/17,"Frustations at work. I work at a very layed back job. I have almost zero supervision. Now most people would be like thats amazing, I wish my boss didn't check on me. But with ADHD I have a hard time. I spend most of my day avoiding doing my work, until I get too far behind and then realize I have to get caught up on three weeks worth of work in 2 days. Any time I talk with my boss she is always telling me how great of a job I am doing. But I never feel like I'm doing a good job. I love my job, but sometimes I wish i didnt work in an office building by myself (job has multiple site locations and everyone else in my building is off for the summer) and I had someone on my ass checking in..",2.1871818181818203,3.0009307000000014,4.2028484848484835,89.21809090909092,75.33333333333334,7.054545454545455,22.96969696969697,7.348242739294969,0.7081333333333335,535,14,123,6,11,184,92,150,0.054000000000000006,0.807,0.139,0.8481,5,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,1,6,0,15,2,1,3,1,21,23,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,4,1,3,1,0,2,4,2,25,6,21,17,2,25,0,0,0,2,4,13,1,3,13,84,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982225670254287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483328376955236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373068012763836,0.0,0.0,0.08477599555285405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585914782351704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079631417112614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414102193889653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912207628849365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303401331876496,0.0890601972907464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026389766615235,0.0,0.0,0.10456249602808353,0.0,0.13744282539304178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167472179918282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185503840897459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218093550464737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251439349903998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614878965032772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864265254870466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056276526424727,0.0,0.12329617545934428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100200438159285,0.10896208867238616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538550593132712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286109931500928,0.0,0.0,0.09999817785241942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28671557386718144,0.0,0.0,0.453785457694355,0.0,0.0,0.08855793840809276,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Crazy__Diamond,2019/07/17,"Worse ADD when I'm on my period Right now on day 2 of my menstruation... Really trying to focus on writing, took my meds and everything and I just CAN'T. I hate how tiny fluctuations in my health always have such a huge effect on my concentration :( Can anyone relate? How do you cope?",1.1044090909090905,3.735714781818185,3.6112499999999983,81.416875,92.0909090909091,7.113636363636362,15.965909090909092,8.07648339933343,1.067409090909092,223,5,42,6,8,77,44,55,0.10800000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.09,-0.2644,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,7,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26831594608814074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254743819533315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207962654400914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898099219268587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183665184255991,0.0,0.34276423726183697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581848978483632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065787464040714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753825618615052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35826945716359243,0.21893194278883005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286184457470768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,milmess,2019/07/17,"Anyone prescribed ADHD medications ( methylphenidate based) in Spain? More specifically, Valencia area? Hello! As the title indicates, do any of you have a prescription for concerta or rubifen medications in Spain? I am moving there for University in early september (close to Valencia) , and would like to know what the law/process is for getting a prescription there. I am prescribed in England, but not Spain, and for us Europeans, we all know how hard the process is! Thanks!",6.987793851717902,10.009222860759492,6.2873779385171815,70.08632911392408,67.22784810126582,10.590235081374324,36.602169981916816,10.608840637214634,4.875389150090418,382,20,57,12,7,117,56,79,0.02,0.892,0.08800000000000001,0.7518,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,1,1,12,11,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,12,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,40,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33453121602572805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892924156014707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463379996917893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543012850563114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493533424542352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059556334040282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599124911030286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608311126093589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295849611388974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562738765324309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348293929691857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977369416028024,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,autisrdhd,2019/07/17,"Experiences with adhd and autism? Hi guys. I am diagnosed autistic (early 30s) but show a ton of traits of ADHD. Had the same problems as a lot of you - extremely bright as a child, huge drop off in school around 14-15, coasting, always thought I was lazy, addictions (gaming mainly). I spent a lot of years catching up, having dysfunctional relationships, losing jobs, being late. I eventually scraped to the end of university by age 33 (PhD with no publications :/), and got a job in a different field. However I am finding the job itself, staying on task, preventing distraction, exhaustion etc incredibly hard. When I did my PhD I could sleep it off and go with my hours when I needed them, working really weird hours sometimes when I got hyperfocus. I got told the other day that everything that is going on can be tracked back to autism, and they wont give me meds to manage all the shit in my head because I have a job. I am in the UK. They are willing to refer me for ADD diagnostics but said that it's unlikely they will help me in any way. I am really scared of losing this job. I dont know how much longer I can juggle it before it becomes obvious my inability to concentrate fucks my work ethic, and the constant relentless distractability, sudden passionate interests and emotional instability are causing me to lose days if not weeks of work in a highly competitive field. I feel very alone. Thanks for reading anyway.",6.935400943396227,7.485366377358493,7.6565448113207575,69.66859080188682,64.47169811320755,11.304245283018869,33.92099056603774,11.080906280650957,3.965985849056605,1130,46,198,31,16,377,173,265,0.16899999999999998,0.718,0.113,-0.9383,7,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,4,6,7,15,2,3,15,0,21,9,3,2,2,31,36,15,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,10,11,0,1,5,3,1,3,4,11,0,0,10,4,30,4,33,20,8,36,0,3,1,2,15,14,2,3,16,134,40,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048122312514115,0.2310951897160059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957721441514936,0.0,0.0,0.08000033416617215,0.0,0.0,0.06538189053762118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558942552614637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392956306976498,0.0,0.0586090938639711,0.10618458835273414,0.08181230555916974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876738966862864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389857866903857,0.0,0.07676395157848971,0.0,0.0,0.12401113007791252,0.0,0.0,0.0975851415891312,0.0,0.1004510517241736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268121289374225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815017362568564,0.08515592429707011,0.0,0.10722707926243752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864089180566436,0.09404824955156464,0.0,0.0,0.04861379606429995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787477956467298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888449451925172,0.0,0.09223103577812368,0.10928282760255817,0.0,0.2306877959048809,0.0,0.0,0.09519865655499772,0.0,0.0,0.08612702674710918,0.0,0.098672498151968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444396052749303,0.101582461260083,0.0,0.0,0.1893668975495261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770453386105686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528387724067781,0.0,0.10845573714034876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226849545242658,0.0,0.16347806560495753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679541018308417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067763065098442,0.07129029225651662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091997771307811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617100876667277,0.0,0.12318588578053274,0.0,0.0,0.1032237386104531,0.0,0.0,0.09145590301031216,0.0,0.09625790818656348,0.09730386338965387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869145117616172,0.0,0.0,0.09621442532913048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950898540915901,0.0,0.0,0.10247776744613968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851738982702834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632838301036299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187065868961357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932968633556679,0.0,0.07631541833096772,0.07712171205624199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998409464178425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061914221687669524 adhd,SSGam1ng,2019/07/17,"Summer Vacation tips Summer Vacation is often quite hard for teens with ADHD, with the holidays approaching I though I might give some advice to get through them: 1. Lots of Sports/Physical Activities - if you can’t concentrate for long periods of time try doing short sessions at the gym or other physical activity (30 minutes) 2. 20 Minute Timer - say your gaming, you don’t want to spend all day on your pc so try this, Set a timer for 20 minutes, every time it goes of think ‘Am I Enjoying this’ if you are try another 20 minutes and repeat, If your not enjoying it/getting annoyed/bored go for a run for 20 minutes, when the timer goes off after 20 minutes repeat this method. 3. Regular Schedule - try to keep to the same sort of schedule but don’t have a fixed one every day, try doing the same activities but don’t always follow the same schedule, you will find it easier to follow and not get bored. 4. Long walks - Every day try setting yourself a goal (15k steps/5k walk) and try and beat it, you will find yourself enjoying this more and be calmer. 5. Be social - try and go out with your friends at least once a week, being social and going out is always better than sitting at home on your own. Some of these tips and tricks aren’t my own idea if you know the original creator of some please comment them down below so I can credit them. Hope these help you 👍",5.01137009189641,5.981709669172938,5.65528822055138,80.83781119465333,68.84962406015039,8.617878028404345,28.687552213868003,8.841846274778883,2.201521136173768,1076,37,204,18,18,349,144,266,0.031,0.8270000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9851,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,12,3,4,5,9,1,0,12,0,19,0,0,1,1,42,32,19,0,6,9,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,10,13,0,1,5,3,2,9,7,2,0,1,0,2,20,7,32,26,12,42,0,0,0,0,23,11,0,13,19,128,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441377409967722,0.10929186608320997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861249791953723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727733139421015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891620840614304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638880555613385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282698121683399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044452899946589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640976739127915,0.0,0.17530034421726035,0.10729017443673193,0.1906891786072539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018952563477766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496612943848753,0.0,0.1121878338198215,0.11108551872527246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625734241081746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994113618261723,0.0,0.0,0.061466089594655215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795539867791145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508507644611977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864794498937276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910934199518584,0.0757878367674677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227702313929672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895899443396073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894218987094837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280200849882117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166459700047444,0.10988536152990466,0.0,0.1304333213350204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074734489822329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596800834580828,0.0,0.0897138568331705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Quartnsession,2019/07/17,Any good ADHD meds that aren't stimulants? Stimulants make me really anxious and super irritable. I don't even drink coffee because of this. Anything out there that doesn't effect mood a lot?,3.9381428571428567,7.025128457142862,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,78.71428571428572,8.071428571428571,25.892857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.780571428571429,156,6,24,4,4,51,31,35,0.139,0.67,0.191,0.4644,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397439272158295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488854934227745,0.0,0.0,0.37359887871284936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272139385743053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159273445526446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239618430375888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184254054997686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773769614147775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28115082571699346,0.0,0.0,0.22074600481047787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673351240687618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118560271416972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StrawHat1997,2019/07/17,"Anyone with adhd and cancer? I need some advice. ADHD always gave me some life problems, but now that I'm sick I'm also missing the actual time that I would normally use to try and fix the things that my ADHD makes me mess up on a daily basis, since I have to plan every single day according to my illness. Don't know if I'm terminal yet, so please don't ask that because cancer is unpredictable. The only real issue for me is that my life is a complete hot mess right now and I'd like to tie up and close at least part of all the loose ends before something bad happens to me. I gotta be smarter and faster than my cancer, but I don't know how to do that, because adhd is holding me back and it fucks hard with my life priorities. I hope y'all understand. If this kind of post is not allowed in here, mods can remove it",3.9668155543878068,4.205924115606937,5.413000525486076,84.26603783499738,70.84971098265895,7.90940620073568,25.55386232264845,7.686295010490155,1.241420809248555,644,17,136,7,11,218,107,173,0.23600000000000002,0.69,0.075,-0.9866,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,8,9,1,0,6,0,13,9,0,4,1,31,29,13,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,2,17,3,17,25,6,17,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,5,9,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1266396773800502,0.0,0.6238474596773794,0.12681262295493906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377937971585163,0.10798148871951893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074026268806347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132018842017568,0.0,0.0,0.0997873866885969,0.1083549910500556,0.15821676931468834,0.0,0.1104272206101714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606446705699954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369281568117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494031337149675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093393058418821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997299939190945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475778942967385,0.0,0.11625107149953877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288938189703573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544924175376652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351385554546161,0.14263963684812542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749874132709464,0.06340050736049355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662445056517863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622499667461816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714993573948696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869817482872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053145651889276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245172693705832,0.0,0.0,0.12428661173077292,0.0,0.0,0.12417518511936232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771002586028004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082538861641904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734952371112436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990555558572234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621538032348955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567164964785704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810731324491825,0.0,0.0,0.13509821566867886,0.0,0.11208216057768447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218697896775307,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bronbonbons,2019/07/17,"Help me flirt with my adhd boyfriend Hi there! So here's the sitch: Me: aspie, demisexual, completely absolutely in love with my boyfriend, he's my s.p. I am what the neurotypical call high functioning- ignoring all my disabilities because I do function ok until you get to know me. Boyfriend: mixed type. Relationship started really on fire as is typical. But we have been together 18 months and I just want to: 1: better understand him (will make separate post for this) 2: find novel ways to flirt with my gorgeous multifaceted intelligent loving boyfriend who has ADHD. So, please, help this lil aspie lady find ways to make him smile and flush his brain with dopamine. So far I have: -written him a love poem -bought him new slippers because his last pair was stolen along with his van. -get him his favorite drink when it's on special -learnt how he likes his coffee -insured My room is adhd friendly (organised, he knows where to put his things and had his tooth brush and spare Things and a key, but knows where the spare is if he forgets) -write ""remember I love you"" on his memory board He gets over whelmed easily with a lot of love and affection but he also secretly enjoys it. If you made it this far- tell me: what did your partner do that really revamped your interest? We are all good and I know he's super into me (moving in together once my lease is up, consider each other in our big decisions and talk about the future lots). But I am relatively new to dating another person who isn't neurotypical, and esp new to dating someone with mix type ADHD. All advice welcome- even bedroom advice, be candid, be honest, be blunt my aspie brain will thank you! I just want to give this beautiful man everything he deserves from a loving relationship I possibly can ♥️ he is such a good wee noodle and he doesn't even see how wonderful he is so it's my goal to build him up to know he's special and important",3.195869468369469,5.793382024725275,4.228624888624888,82.26772646272649,77.65384615384616,7.7812889812889825,25.77190377190377,8.685302888712808,2.1817271458271463,1523,58,280,35,37,493,204,364,0.013999999999999999,0.718,0.26899999999999996,0.9987,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,3,6,0,3,18,24,0,0,9,1,26,10,3,6,3,59,53,27,0,4,8,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,16,23,1,1,12,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,7,3,46,23,34,41,6,33,0,0,1,6,59,17,0,5,12,171,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152622634605743,0.16882491393288213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908044499151401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058009570369717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531653647674437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639873381803115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286396830131514,0.08820668983532537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905709203270082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462244274709417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141102989049878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763546039075311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790497373817775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673928292013204,0.0,0.13539463907749194,0.08286643422912437,0.0,0.14490790530514114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580139313110573,0.09126837049831613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373691578682511,0.07041366531450864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042202364989484285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687945610788505,0.4677841204434887,0.08173767272384765,0.11532263169373945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689500775757344,0.09181144642408208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502876868167576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199506391276026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542629393570402,0.0,0.09482258145659872,0.0,0.09738384067044452,0.08273102487562756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683876295784408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106783092683231,0.0,0.0,0.1854860042345164,0.09785508703453087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883605808760282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319202614773465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114232413430784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694313743257409,0.07550253975836506,0.0795298502326375,0.0,0.0,0.1147780388390502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992773787533406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190184988538377,0.1371335915386356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367866657993493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Diamond_and_gasoline,2019/07/17,"Help from other parents? So my five year old has ADHD too, and I am so concerned about kindergarten. My area is a rural one, and the closest hospital that has any type of behavioral therapy is over an hour away. The school is underfunded and doesn't have the best help. My question is what can I do to help him succeed in the new environment? He is overwhelmingly friendly, very loud conversationally, easily hurt, quick to yell or hit when mad then overwhelmed with guilt when he calms down, difficult to get to focus when engaged. Sticker charts don't work for him, rewards and consequences have no meaning in the middle of being upset. I have no idea how to help him and it's terrifying. Meds are not an option, I don't believe. He's only 38 lb and is small. Does anyone have anything that worked well for their kids? I am absolutely willing to put in work if I just could find a motivator for him. TIA for your help, guys!",4.296356340288924,6.052167977528093,5.1460995184590725,80.81314606741573,71.47191011235954,8.007062600321026,27.882825040128413,8.634040054169528,2.0594802568218293,732,27,140,13,14,238,118,178,0.13,0.682,0.188,0.9014,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,7,11,14,1,4,9,0,23,0,0,2,0,19,26,15,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,7,1,2,0,2,15,7,21,22,1,20,0,3,0,0,20,10,0,4,9,98,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832022171221634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036638393109848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658898773298008,0.0,0.12544441963081532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432215855296352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174670398037373,0.1599754676672064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171024538866605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340051450112753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932660792423615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777409773014305,0.0,0.07964315645970599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093871031551806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108836952979722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501218416672907,0.0,0.1631892470752981,0.1720852287092313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660509073195209,0.16932551428747267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722666670484666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995922939182955,0.0,0.10329670318159777,0.11593683150610765,0.0,0.0,0.16926561970756573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324343486880276,0.17076671878256092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427654318069972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432743632761522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257782512750851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706108976787598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33293251794674306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816580516897336 adhd,INUSEREZ,2019/07/17,"I stopped taking ritalin when I was 13, now I'm 23 and still trying to finish my high school exams. Hey guys, When I was around 8 I was diagnosed with ADD. I started using ritalin. It made me delusional and depressed. I then started using adderal and concerta. Was still depressed. Although I started getting A'S my parents and I decided that it was not worth it. now I'm 23 years old, still trying to pass the math exams of high school, in order to get accepted to engineering. I developed hatred towards those medicines. But I cannot learn for a long duration without them. I have recently tried one more drug. Still suffered from depression and had no sexual desires. I felt like I'm not a human. Yeah, I can study better. But it does not worth it, I feel like I'm damaging my body, my brain, and my happiness. Now I'm 23, still have no job besides some freelancing stuff that I do online. Still lives with my parents (which I don't feel very bad about since I was in the military with 200$ monthly salary for 3 years). So my situation isn't bad as it sounds as its pretty standard to live with the parents at 23 in my country. But I really don't know what to do anymore. Do I continue doing stuff online and trying my path as an entrepreneur, which I like more than learning. Do I take ADHD drugs and live depressed, but with a good salary. I feel very bad about the situation, as I wasted a lot of money trying to take the high school and SAT tests again and again.",3.2675114155251137,5.004858102739725,4.632397260273977,83.52076484018265,74.13698630136986,7.880365296803652,27.235159817351605,8.59863814320734,2.029437899543379,1154,44,227,22,24,383,146,292,0.10300000000000001,0.804,0.094,-0.1217,6,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,17,16,0,0,11,1,19,7,2,3,0,42,41,23,0,1,8,3,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,15,17,0,1,9,0,3,1,10,9,0,1,10,5,34,7,31,31,4,37,0,6,0,0,7,9,0,2,29,150,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769454789646484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061764275163406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236516036331744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362077361222308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189422605383004,0.0,0.09029464722373062,0.0,0.0907463058728137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800591576892441,0.08250744033814372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711372556405968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854073061909005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330770278349372,0.05807345251222451,0.07805096017623804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494113538145713,0.0,0.0,0.06818203116957951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048968672970329,0.0,0.08653450837109772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576614244340529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066758765329264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044674750591114185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914227698276862,0.0,0.21534115977407528,0.0719389188609557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910968475757409,0.0,0.07691837843699123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488474632925159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529997531023965,0.0,0.05508407526417795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27078812338912017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270095529611353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520763302487779,0.0,0.08026387497876232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680886575216876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672437662327434,0.18274629212990076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261202587094493,0.0,0.3895088568438495,0.06796191640237301,0.0,0.0,0.1861147552658754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335944882364394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595220595386866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041658209920124,0.0,0.13414520398880955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836047061679233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046959376968708 adhd,Mindfuldesigns,2019/07/17,"Is it ever so full in your head that you enter a state of complete blockage? Sometimes i'll have things to do and i'll have other things on my mind and at the same time i would have to interact with people. When it gets too much i feel like i just completely zone out. First i block the people out, i cant stop staring at one point and giving stupid answers. Then, i will start trying to sort my thoughts but its almost impossible if any distraction whatsoever is present. I feel completely blocked and i become completely useless for a while until it eventuelly loosens its grip on me. I dont know how to stop this or what to so when it happens. Is it related to adhd? Do you have this too? What do you do? Maybe its an anxiety thing i have no idea, im very lost. I get overwhelmed pretty hard but when i do im just completely useless. Please share.",1.66748708010336,3.972738319767444,2.9552713178294603,90.89425064599483,81.5,6.14780361757106,23.50904392764857,7.3871296695380915,0.9958284237726098,669,24,140,10,18,216,105,172,0.162,0.73,0.10800000000000001,-0.8986,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,11,8,1,2,5,0,17,1,1,1,1,30,27,17,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,4,6,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,2,5,19,2,17,23,3,24,0,4,1,0,7,9,0,4,14,102,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582861472139086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215057444994895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251621798518582,0.0,0.09282573201744476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340118887223022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361200141453757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221105338985293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976011687566216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227075742271766,0.08668622061613147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321281403906736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679160068039208,0.11640159363223004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730167576332098,0.0,0.1086979353922329,0.0,0.12453114004046165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697951318977233,0.2621387668159673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668598332253055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059281210607448516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245831949772727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190360536307746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252008241590395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891997880379014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222397832780774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824550322962892,0.0,0.0,0.13319626573229304,0.1147067119616986,0.0,0.0,0.12344768471367595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000960914224802,0.0,0.08588596859294348,0.0,0.0,0.2028934538552208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418412248421289,0.0,0.0,0.0963314067419902,0.07075506469184742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238275070623625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011924764695268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619734987889306,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kstew23,2019/07/17,"Thank you Hey all, I don't have ADHD, but my partner was diagnosed about a year or so into our relationship. I have loved him with and without the diagnosis and don't see his ADHD as an issue, I just see him! Thank you for all your posts helping me to understand what it's like to live with ADHD and understand the support and help I can provide! As I'm not always brilliant in knowing what can cause anxiety and stress when living with ADHD. I really appreciate all your posts on this thread and thank you for helping me be a better girlfriend!",6.49722222222222,6.183748351851853,7.272592592592595,74.98166666666667,65.48148148148148,10.162962962962963,32.814814814814824,9.725611199111238,3.006637037037037,434,16,82,8,6,145,70,108,0.075,0.633,0.292,0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,5,0,1,4,8,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,1,3,22,19,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,17,7,14,17,3,7,0,0,2,1,17,3,0,1,3,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178297859244948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693989215551128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831832773388123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366651273907055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320266235101638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044626158492606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25843505258000155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414268943187152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063186275039061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278894188379815,0.0,0.22697305958320124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599535539461073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461754697490149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233393946260327,0.0,0.0,0.13798361706791756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048294332248541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722054274059085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458442776220321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354975021816563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675900987351175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388980201183605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276340666801245 adhd,peterstellar,2019/07/17,"ADHD medication in Japan suggestions and my horrible concerta reaction... Hey everyone I’ve been diagnosed with ADD since middle school. I’ve gone off meds (adderall) for about 8 years where I basically have just attempted to find myself and live life without them. I’ve decided to try going back on medication. I live in japan and not a lot of options are available for ADD medications. I tried strattera and I got blurry vision and horrible headaches. I was also exhausted. I moved on to concerta who has worked like a charm for 5 days. No problems... until the 5th day on my way to work I was feeling extremely good and actually studying music on my phone...you could say I was in hyper focus. Then, I noticed my chest started to burn. I was still in a good mood but it only increased. My breath started running short and I could not fully take deep breaths. This lasted for hours. I could not perform at work. I regret not cancelling to go to the doctor.! (Thankfully I’m okay) Later I experienced a migraine and loss of vision. It was horrible!! Still feel a lot of pain in my chest today. I have tomorrow morning off to go to a doctor, but I’m curious if anyone has experienced this. It came out of nowhere. I’m sort of reluctant to knowing what medication to go to from here, or if I should. I’ve tried natural methods for years. The only other medication available here is vyvanse. Anyone attempting to battle ADHD out here too? Any suggestions? Of course, my doctor will be the best to talk to, I understand.",2.8627983307015548,5.560092031468532,4.635337243401762,78.26171554252203,79.73426573426573,7.886126776449357,28.10692533273179,8.748949900417786,2.7679744191292586,1195,54,208,30,31,403,159,286,0.111,0.7879999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.7091,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,8,11,14,1,0,10,1,18,17,4,0,0,41,36,16,0,8,11,0,2,1,0,2,13,1,0,0,8,14,0,0,6,0,0,9,6,6,0,0,9,5,26,7,45,21,4,44,0,2,0,0,7,18,0,7,17,139,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.09425569987457404,0.0,0.2321593837861813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724117962106966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568297434768446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350727851398247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427000893852663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101362872616763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047064163237028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313523494455509,0.0,0.0,0.12458220171911302,0.0,0.0,0.09803452147083272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965849295320133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229372335972087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767532549391934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827944319893387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195721507297489,0.16202642504057865,0.07725003797509469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511946635199467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053082095118686314,0.0787318983107877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822277617560976,0.04718789021968712,0.0,0.17057748541550555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423088260748506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728720338041747,0.48650992521088704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265748035328794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099657805167207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146918655152695,0.10277616375754473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242142133192201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681044644174786,0.0,0.0977519479843686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989837543749276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673059695802134,0.0,0.15427018554464658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262195889611732,0.07763356556679789,0.0,0.08892501268355378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155388243617198,0.0,0.0,0.19673020286633344,0.0,0.0,0.10055124217857056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666685107065639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310713321929384,0.0,0.21095107205322908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243986737437038 adhd,KaelinF,2019/07/17,"I finally got a referall! After a long time struggling with what I think is ADHD I finally had the courage to go to my GP and talk about it, and my GP thinks that I am probably right so I have been referred to the psychiatrist for a diagnosis and hopefully meds! I really hated the idea of any diagnosis when I was younger but that has kind of led me to have no idea what's up with my brain or really how to deal with it properly, so hopefully this is a first step to figuring everything out and sorting out getting some financial support as I can't work at the moment. I am very happy and it's all thanks to you guys posting that this has happened! Love to you all xxx",4.291666666666668,4.809019615942031,5.9523188405797125,79.69775362318842,70.23188405797102,10.191304347826087,31.27536231884058,10.25414643259724,3.0892405797101463,529,22,111,14,9,182,87,138,0.051,0.764,0.185,0.9706,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,5,10,1,1,8,0,12,2,1,2,2,26,24,12,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,4,0,15,8,21,20,3,17,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,5,8,82,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971288055405505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734785786934906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622010089054124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274315755001698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187127624967408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458482392744141,0.0,0.13427268920335755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247352497002193,0.0,0.08971350742978082,0.0,0.12625229261172494,0.0,0.0,0.1563027891850049,0.13959201379117858,0.1680412183063492,0.0,0.15585064853509134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31357431760802656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35640163041762785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643832910209652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969806724035413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247168721316578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534302570886873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118292627458654,0.0,0.17019604518393847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022538787046769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348086195546357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502592615247122,0.0,0.0,0.1791337267988721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687910444252293,0.0,0.14533309000372205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229618908882566,0.0,0.0,0.0920474158115274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024817458697338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492143854655368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cwissyyyy,2019/07/17,"Ritalin+Caffeine? First time on Ritalin (20mg) and I’m not quite sure what to expect can any fellow adhd people using it just give me a brief rundown of what to expect in terms of effects I can’t seem to find much info...thanks I stupidly drank a coffee and now my heart is racing so that was probably dumb of me I just did it without thinking like I normally would",2.3138223938223947,4.443058567567569,4.159884169884169,84.06716216216219,78.18918918918921,6.390733590733591,22.73359073359073,7.447530270364453,1.0413266409266404,290,9,56,4,7,98,59,74,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,2,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,1,16,12,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,7,2,9,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30236018725001484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108863832266866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994710393046355,0.2140008381693536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241346375771878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29813328933224564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291331145070858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849463129395369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465030691887429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441961564838762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125468729765523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26759507403945604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229036495136776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371189495779409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316286599982755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612075928482715,0.0,0.0,0.14670313264640647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729147107326904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252209646133144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872107541877486,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,candlesandfish,2019/07/17,"My ADHD husband has figured out how to hit snooze on me in the mornings So my husband is very very bad at waking up. To the point where he'll sleep through very loud alarms, or turn them off in his sleep, and generally not wake up. I'm not a morning person but I became one when I got married because at least I wake up when the alarm goes off! He's been working shifts that make him really tired in the morning, and this morning I was trying to make him get up and he went 'I'll get the train that's 15 minutes later...' and rolled over. Five minutes later I realised that this is not the first time he's done this and that he's somehow figured out how to hit the snooze button...on me!",3.3016666666666663,4.030635833333335,4.120444444444445,91.169,72.6111111111111,6.315555555555558,26.20555555555556,5.6839178017228535,0.6303188888888887,536,17,119,2,10,172,81,144,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,2,8,0,6,6,5,4,0,20,17,12,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,5,1,13,0,20,9,1,24,0,0,0,0,12,17,0,2,6,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964009245310505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649070005939612,0.12155241041074745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405546574810812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696095676827351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835657643307104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947842331807105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662021431056127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351186240504529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410841911343844,0.0,0.0,0.18849748461240115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774076818146726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990880781123981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627176378706007,0.2291810069987471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353795346235822,0.2168899786311907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493577734554144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848458299035698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516560013063015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Robindivan22,2019/07/17,"i ruin my own life up and regret about it later i fap and drink like there is no tommarrow..regret for 3 days or so then go back to doing the same things..there is no moderation in my life..this is ruining me... just mesaging people drunk and regretting it and doing it again... Doing anything and everything exept my work and studies..maybe because i hate em🤷‍♂️ is this even adhd? or something even worst?",0.9356097560975628,3.3933401219512227,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,86.8048780487805,5.719024390243902,20.39512195121951,7.1686216300943375,0.7851863414634144,318,10,62,5,10,108,59,82,0.29600000000000004,0.6759999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9711,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,12,9,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,9,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313225186559364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268671292100088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198648980542514,0.0,0.16805639804979589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177795479037343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27006856469101664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641776772367066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477699375745915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667942604784674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721840987074922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894521369512469,0.13468687229154475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769649128142588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112683744913686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223752563807974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070361250963425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdoverplanner,2019/07/17,"I just told my SO that I want to try ADHD medication, and it felt good. Now I gotta tell, you know, my psychiatrist. But it feels good to say it. I've been struggling for a while now and tried a few antidepressants. While I'm not sure what to do about that specifically, I've been struggling for a while now with symptoms specific to ADHD and I'm ready to focus on that.",2.7256277056277085,4.038587038961039,4.279935064935066,87.2351406926407,74.71428571428572,7.730735930735931,23.222943722943725,8.344100000000001,1.0719021645021645,290,8,66,5,6,97,47,77,0.098,0.765,0.13699999999999998,0.4611,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,11,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,6,3,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133025557691874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797968489137666,0.0,0.20504602458041465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35823914036605103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173640911930548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513391700576084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982728772502995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465075297726275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127279974697815,0.2219651265412069,0.0,0.0,0.1866562412970761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406069015771974,0.0,0.2899792785496713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259601090353871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meerkatherine,2019/07/17,"Been putting off getting my prescription and finally did it I havent been to a doctor in years and I've been struggling with college , I finally mustered up the guts to call and make an appointment. I was worried it would be dificult, but nope! Got my prescription and filled it withing an hour! So happy!",2.4461330049261067,5.26286553448276,3.5103940886699547,84.65258620689656,83.3103448275862,7.452216748768473,30.69950738916256,8.418075326091056,2.9384748768472915,243,13,44,6,7,78,43,58,0.059000000000000004,0.8320000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.7064,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,8,2,1,1,0,9,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,5,1,7,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26903314016458024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967352356632873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772387565784111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765261637362325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072166380046486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804695611941905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594656615698587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758688019839104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648609207552432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754368812612905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675673821643286,0.0,0.187162093886826,0.0,0.0,0.1696665541724113 adhd,thespecifics778,2019/07/17,"I HAVE AN ANSWER. You can thank me later. TRY IT. I have add. Never medicated. But I’m wondering if I’m the only person in the world that has discovered that , at the least, the cause is hearing. I use high density memory foam earplugs and it is like a miracle. Attention deficit? Never heard of it. Not when I have my earplugs in.",0.06772727272727153,2.433880924242427,2.717333333333336,87.33600000000001,95.8181818181818,6.882424242424243,21.75151515151515,7.908726449838941,1.669580606060606,255,10,52,7,10,88,48,66,0.040999999999999995,0.8270000000000001,0.132,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,2,12,14,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,4,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010195515651171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302628402747854,0.0,0.0,0.3095992213420177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431582405623975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951939770355598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520011308915784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222860315215772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558599626980187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697799858925511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894616730909911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530813328590453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177753921884848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,riplemme,2019/07/17,help with medication i have been prescribed with concerta 27mg(white cylindrical pill) and the extended release is being a pain in the ass. need help to convert it to standard ritalin which is what i prefer overall.,7.140990990990992,9.76924832432433,6.760540540540539,68.55990990990989,65.75675675675676,10.33873873873874,42.06306306306306,10.504223727775694,5.448484684684685,176,11,25,5,3,55,31,37,0.161,0.711,0.128,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6323675124344532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475207947373172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497741635210788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019429952733355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,erock278,2019/07/17,"New guy/girl syndrome? This may just be a result of moving around a lot as a kid and not a result of ADD, but does anybody else here feel like they constantly have new person syndrome no matter where they end up going to work/school? Like you’ll always (ALWAYS) have questions about small things that you should probably know, or that you never really know that you’re failing until it’s obvious? And I feel like I’m always starting at places over again from the last place and was never quite sure what was going on. I never stayed in the same school as a kid for more than a year until I was in high school, and even then I was super new kid and didn’t get what was occurring and the hierarchy, even amongst groups I was in. Im kinda ranting here, but does anyone else *always* feel like the new person wherever they are?",5.466402439024389,5.735233810975611,5.627951219512196,83.92314634146345,67.59756097560975,8.267317073170732,24.936585365853663,7.908726449838941,1.208116585365854,651,14,130,7,10,206,99,164,0.06,0.8170000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.8871,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,3,3,9,7,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,2,5,32,24,14,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,5,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,7,3,11,6,19,13,3,33,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,5,20,86,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35681250662694464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496021069364728,0.10984416510219927,0.0,0.0954351559310672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585049198942075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763159096127555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911199962723748,0.0,0.09495178713709668,0.0,0.0,0.1416157489458936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261816851593214,0.22976176525281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601017436700411,0.0,0.12185411490642648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614977933201443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132679413446474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579976874591465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783410048257825,0.08738636253895367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949974130731305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911418354920042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394192173642488,0.0,0.0,0.2480492555485957,0.4141569289902904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872144969984115,0.2240127615252574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558509437776453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009410626425215,0.11402568632458344,0.0,0.0,0.06867825169816336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254914722771472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588023261407928,0.11426623856357505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103941959037104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122222134509926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804649811971906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903648861749108 adhd,Saffer60,2019/07/17,Bad memory so distressing Hi there. I've just remembered that I had an appointment with the dental hygienist on Monday at midday. They sent me a reminder on Friday and yet I still managed to COMPLETELY forget until just now. I'm feeling so stupid.,4.798260869565219,7.190958608695652,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,71.6086956521739,9.817391304347826,28.89130434782609,10.125756701596842,3.623669565217391,200,8,31,6,4,67,40,46,0.26899999999999996,0.7020000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9229,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,6,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188878645613758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260094943098513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536681272084407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683138104464082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40064805367498224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,all5toes,2019/07/17,"How to treat adhd without medication? i’ll give some backstory, i’m 15 and i have autism, adhd and anxiety or as my mother likes to call it the triple a. it sucks because i’m unmedicated for anxiety and adhd since i’m too young to be taking the dosage i need (it will fuck up my hormones and shit). recently my adhd has been getting so much worse. is there anyway i can treat myself without medication?",2.351125,4.686373862500002,4.682500000000001,79.30250000000002,79.125,7.5,25.0,8.472884824447931,1.983125,319,12,60,7,8,111,55,80,0.152,0.753,0.095,-0.6044,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,3,0,7,4,1,1,0,10,16,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,8,13,3,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,2,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7388359994065298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514929705936316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368976587637518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693763573826827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420866103283653,0.08029819729141091,0.1474362352136612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508658806240194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096588567321802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298196630980956,0.1139613385982974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175319801116682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776355417053034,0.12713635586164018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555793417613837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963089438905052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566261963918099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,st-otherone,2019/07/17,"Thoughts on Strattera (ATOMOXETINE)? I have recently learned about this medication which has intrested me because it is a completely different solution compared to amphetamines and phenidates I have a few questions 1. How often is this prescribed? (Is this a last resort/for extreme cases only) 2. How effective has it been for you? 3. What is the safety profile compared to the stimulant medications?",5.429848484848485,9.118378651515153,6.2215151515151526,63.51893939393944,80.66666666666666,9.6,40.66666666666667,9.444778638647367,5.818557575757579,325,22,42,11,9,106,50,66,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.8569,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,4,0,9,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614145883075148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201587101382852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31903078645812805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890492645772005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152256950673551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223609388723515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34206727250358465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30150103798213673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424176117910493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MisterPyramid,2019/07/17,"List-o-Mania Throughout my life, one of the coping strategies that helped me the most is with creating running task lists. The lists would always worked well until I eventually got stuck on a loop of adding a large volume of tasks, several days out. Then adding more. Then adding more. Then thinking about what I need to do next month. Then adding the cherry of long term, five year plans. When I picked up the mutated lists a bit later, I found that the simple items to cover for the next day or two turned into a several page long document - sometimes longer. By letting it get away from me, this once helpful creature went from Gizmo to Stripe. ""No problem."" I would tell myself each & every time, ""I'll just stick with the plan and everything will be fine."" Except, it wasn't. After the change, it didn't feel like a helpful tool anymore. It became a nagging backseat driver during rush hour. And, without a fail, sooner or later something would come up that caused some items to not happen how or when it was planned and it would inevitably break the whole system, causing me to abandon the damned list. This cycle, though not ideal, did help me stay afloat. Using lists as a crutch is one of the things that carried me well for so long that I didn't get diagnosed until my mid 30s. But wanting to get ahead and obtain the success my family & I deserve, I knew I needed to find a way to break atleast this particular looping issue. I needed a way to complete my tasks and projects to keep my goals moving forward. After a bit of trial and error, I found the solution that works for me. I hope this or something similar may help any of you going through the same issue. When it comes to task lists (not grocery lists or detailed work breakdown lists but the general item lists), I *know* what I need to do. If I stop and think about it, I could easily come up with a dozen items to take on next - which is the start of the problem. I was writing down anything and everything that came to my mind and treating it as if everything had a high priority. Sometimes, it was legit, sometimes it was because I couldn't mentally handle something until another task was finished. Whatever the cause, the lists I were creating were raw and very unrefined. I shifted by first limiting the scope. Instead of every task I could think of, as I thought about it, I limited myself to only five items. Instead of writing down the first five that came to mind, I let the items stew for a couple of minutes to think about the impact of the item on my work or well being. If the task pertained to either work or health, it was added first. If it impacted anything else, I wouldn't add those to the list until I worked through all of the work & health tasks and couldn't think of more to add. One other change I made was to only create the lists when I was able to fully focus. If my ability to focus and filter hasn't kicked in yet or was starting to hit that end of day downturn, old items could still be worked on but new ones weren't added. To better restate all of that, when you are making task lists: 1) Whatever you do to achieve it, make sure your ability to focus is in full swing. Regular focus, not hyperfocus. 2) Limit yourself to five items at a time. 3) Think of tasks that affect your health & work. These are your priorities and need to be taken care of first. When these are complete, work on the remainder. 4) Do not add any new items until all of the items have been worked off, with one exception. If something can't be done (weather, timing, something unexpected), don't get hung up on it - set it aside for a later list. 5) As the day progresses and your focus begins to fade, continue to work on the current queue but do not add new items to the list. Tomorrow will be a new day. When I finally landed on this process, I found that it worked very well for me. I was excited and wanted to share it with this sub but then I worried that it may have been a temporary fix. Not wanting to lead anyone down a possible rabbit hole of even worse looping, I have tested this out for about two months now with extremely positive results. The first couple of weeks were challenging because this system allowed me to actually untie the Gordian Knot instead of cutting through it, making a bigger mess, and calling it a day. Once I was able to get back on track, the work & health tasks have become much easier to handle - further compounding the momentum for remaining items. I hope this late night essay makes sense. More importantly, I hope this can help with anyone else going through a similar struggle.",5.638582797491466,6.4027988450226285,5.68896403905692,81.8983476224498,67.33710407239819,8.511201079622133,29.535921251091533,8.532816995589336,2.1161549019607846,3625,124,686,51,57,1141,366,884,0.053,0.866,0.081,0.9798,2,0,5,0,0,0,122.0,0,7,0,36,28,27,3,1,60,0,65,6,0,15,4,140,120,59,0,30,31,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,0,0,53,36,0,6,14,0,0,13,19,9,4,17,35,1,61,18,127,62,32,122,0,2,0,0,18,31,1,21,73,482,114,22,0.08791084748961585,0.0,0.04289415292882896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036574433751260634,0.2381284163155866,0.0,0.05978239088435095,0.046091094340429364,0.0,0.0,0.04359196918015328,0.061469308593754476,0.04503752603821474,0.07234313699430261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04129756753231626,0.03379900765337192,0.0,0.05358963667068375,0.04854531212388534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887500030266028,0.0959758767487818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488340215444297,0.10054658981112713,0.04481548398325882,0.13546298479391886,0.09299802008162036,0.11359111643083852,0.09217285101899612,0.0,0.0,0.1052844875245396,0.0972716806562172,0.0,0.17008567184353535,0.0,0.0,0.044613829846579016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044981659488100914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343823260400842,0.0,0.038931458776925006,0.0,0.0,0.029032142829971155,0.0,0.07406868057376338,0.0,0.1185129017992464,0.0,0.04143726157407138,0.0,0.02222518295808398,0.031401763505999734,0.0,0.048151018188298325,0.04017446098311147,0.18694230491347494,0.0,0.14458456009228707,0.0,0.0,0.1148244735672532,0.0,0.049961760534624096,0.0,0.03515516777309942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03886963605251748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689023996980444,0.0,0.0,0.17677436397346685,0.04644131850661587,0.0,0.1309729611653195,0.043287238242784284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175608482393756,0.0,0.03906960025411076,0.0,0.0,0.024156751356506398,0.0,0.049583632547639166,0.0,0.0,0.0898947977002772,0.03104701570727262,0.021474399767499458,0.0,0.0,0.11669750045290544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041591684745020965,0.11736234667647365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429672870876741,0.0,0.08876489539893166,0.0,0.0701695997478038,0.0467176591699154,0.0323122940283111,0.16296194874811576,0.0,0.16980968862527046,0.14024127544804016,0.041249187562437326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612382312203532,0.09362218347675674,0.14892666352394793,0.06686016093035843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955313584849296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411880842827624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931423483537953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919516333230486,0.13041911406266976,0.0,0.062223750327798935,0.046850633256739375,0.035102858182139166,0.0367487024442469,0.0,0.04595175264375721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142746668840883,0.0,0.03304900833611539,0.0,0.0384189777666881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029202030397745524,0.16898916416071116,0.043185980655397666,0.0348956965849002,0.07689228319725509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781087891668079,0.0858761240516096,0.0,0.0,0.03796337321663238,0.0,0.07253565594768067,0.0777781433113421,0.0697795388241257,0.035258389577796735,0.0,0.15808481912303646,0.04074711818198325,0.0,0.04907466087240008,0.0,0.04237145993704065,0.0,0.4480010078990647,0.04463886645989567,0.04479433201286698,0.12489868754237575,0.0,0.0,0.028305851756480024 adhd,officergiraffe,2019/07/17,"Memory life hack that's worked every time for me! Hi guys! I just wanted to share a little memory tip that's worked for me: write what you need to remember on a Post It note and stick it...ON THE BACK OF YOUR PHONE. Now; I understand that you can make reminders on your calendar in your phone, but in my personal experience those get snoozed and promptly forgotten. If you are someone like me who needs to physically write things down to remember them, sticking the post it to your phone works because: A) you wrote it down B) it is on something (physically) that you most likely have at all time C) even if you forgot you even wrote it, when you pick up your phone you'll be like ""what the hell is this"" and be forced to read/remember. I know it sounds silly, but it has seriously helped me and has been 100% success rate thus far!",5.4089634146341465,5.663528310975611,5.699902439024393,83.40729268292688,67.71951219512195,9.730731707317073,27.985365853658532,9.642632912329526,2.151958048780488,649,19,138,13,10,207,98,164,0.09,0.8290000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.5229,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,14,1,4,6,8,1,0,6,0,11,1,0,3,1,26,21,9,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,17,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,23,6,18,14,2,18,1,0,0,0,29,11,1,3,8,90,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317542154592474,0.0,0.09764970254601374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116065931957286,0.0,0.13496610679505505,0.0,0.0,0.15669553968875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369211948756307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861225421692238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107371282535136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803566252694156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314619904542472,0.2347807016349104,0.16055142000136732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692737397610697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23755616660528786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987082016500024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068334846813272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602323083412943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443885905028548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357275850719714,0.12332128671185467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106422426395716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868149403198161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667623556173697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944835983320962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498584098357686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sometimescash,2019/07/17,Diagnosed as an and put on Concerta for a month. Was diagnosed and put on concert for a month. Stated that it was making me take naps and psychiatrist said it shouldn’t do that so he recommended not taking for a week to see if it was causing it. Anybody else have experience or similar thing happen when they started Concerta?,4.673548387096774,6.660237322580645,6.184709677419361,72.80706451612906,70.93548387096773,10.121290322580649,31.754838709677426,10.355215969177356,3.779247741935485,262,12,46,8,5,89,45,62,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.2682,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,9,13,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,7,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294997750769646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535053142681747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662726821991246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853419626541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975574230469052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491254172075015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566414999018507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491700047311646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125105183071784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780258693453117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812810480737458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359474172753811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484211960544547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920303077605593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cidatl,2019/07/17,"I think the nature of my distraction has changed in the recent years 10 years ago I felt like my inner fantasy world was my biggest distraction that hindered me, along with some Facebook and Youtube addiction &#x200B; Now I hardly even have a fantasy world anymore. My distraction is pretty entirely social media (Instagram, Facebook, Youtube, even this site Reddit) and I don't want to completely quit those things because they're not all bad. I enjoy being in touch with friends. But the dopamine circuits connected to likes, group chats, comments, memes, etc. are STRONG.",9.133197278911569,10.347021367346944,7.275918367346942,71.98931972789119,59.81632653061224,10.61496598639456,40.82312925170068,10.504223727775694,4.704402721088434,466,24,69,10,6,137,77,98,0.107,0.7240000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8331,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,3,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,12,10,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,10,5,8,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,7,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240447674554237,0.0,0.0,0.18217915376920926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226784801420871,0.24972665535908276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381846051024755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159880140796988,0.12528176004601246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741061071596104,0.0,0.2154815319066315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292067037543729,0.2714851734485253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732934381965705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878256365350976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841036055505523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081125873919364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908551547594095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859350714759826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292406071903807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949954358153647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653691244927182,0.13168752536277958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121973939396002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972665535908276,0.2646934853800407 adhd,Opheliagonemad,2019/07/17,"Switching from Ritalin-SR to Concerta I’m a 35 year old woman and was diagnosed with ADHD about 5 years ago. A couple of months ago, my psychiatrist bumped me up to 30 mg of Ritalin-SR, taken as 3 10 mg tabs once a day, with an option to take 5-10 mg IR Ritalin in the afternoon if I needed it because of an extra long work day. I was fairly happy with it-was making good progress in terms of organization and focus and such, but the last time I went to refill it my insurance refused to cover it. After 2 (unmedicated scattered hot mess) weeks of fighting with them, my psychiatrist finally just wrote me a prescription for 1 36 mg Concerta per day. I have been taking it for a week and I am honestly not sure if it’s doing what I need it to or not. It’s doing something-I am doing better with little things like actually picking up after myself as I go-but so far I can’t focus or motivate to save my life. I spent my entire work day struggling to make 1 phone call and write a 1 page memo today. Has anyone switched over like this? Did you notice any improvement after a couple weeks? Any tricks for making it more effective in terms of taking it with or without food or when you take it or anything?",6.9647006802721085,5.453447779591837,8.31454081632653,71.81575680272111,65.08163265306122,11.268707482993195,33.06972789115646,10.317481424215053,3.2111972789115644,946,31,185,19,12,331,143,245,0.055999999999999994,0.7959999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9739,0,0,1,0,2,0,23.0,0,2,1,6,5,12,2,1,11,0,12,4,0,6,1,37,26,17,0,4,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,11,1,1,2,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,8,1,20,8,37,18,5,34,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,8,27,114,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.11966350307603756,0.0,0.14737042519867152,0.0,0.2173978594332036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677728377926293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857416721830979,0.0,0.10090924526020564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475055706574099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845111514422323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521298976769066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27136262783251025,0.0,0.3163297858585231,0.0,0.0,0.12446095331309935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343287865516332,0.0,0.0,0.14827763546781195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969014279567523,0.10285133756920332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305357112304947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995506657138167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661307907754576,0.11981595285949324,0.12290163482211115,0.0,0.10851853342017873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555776091149284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787744414952924,0.0,0.0,0.1818485394748613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960843251529614,0.12867344085801413,0.1305907411092229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819340908676335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557183086762947,0.0,0.3687924661667124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146605109850724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150314078288747,0.0,0.11623337694274967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29508514249244994,0.0,0.0,0.11367383591884199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820532590829015,0.0,0.1785437152563083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793189269183142 adhd,chantoftheorchestra,2019/07/17,"Course Selection Problems Our course selection program changed this year and I honestly can't figure it out. I don't do change too well so that's the first hurdle. It's apparently not the system because all my other friends can work it just fine. I know exactly what I need to take and how many credits I need but managing the system is getting in my way. Some courses have absolutely no information on them, but I was told are mandatory for my degree and are offered every year. Others are so sparse with information that I have no idea what it's about. Trying to find a course is a nightmare because instead of going by department it just searches keywords. I try to search music and get education courses. You can't even search course codes anymore. It's such a nightmare to work with but all my other friends find it easy. It makes me feel so stupid that I can't figure it out. I don't know if it's ADHD or maybe I'm just dumb but I'm so defeated. I emailed my accessibility advisor to see if she can help me work the system cause I can't do it. I honestly feel like this is the most disability unfriendly platform they could have chosen.",3.2892477876106203,5.386444075221242,4.637353982300883,81.94160619469027,75.06194690265488,7.705840707964603,28.1141592920354,8.548686976883017,2.189758230088496,915,38,176,18,20,303,122,226,0.11900000000000001,0.759,0.12300000000000001,-0.6102,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,2,5,14,12,2,0,8,0,21,0,0,3,3,42,36,16,0,6,11,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,0,11,0,1,2,9,4,1,1,2,3,25,8,15,33,4,14,0,1,1,0,13,5,1,5,4,122,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718356915521409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446407636916748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898898785023257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000015004238965,0.3295298089586846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435525340512547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287268989194752,0.0,0.13122773010582575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750572512880145,0.1112692197104417,0.0,0.0,0.2847089097416016,0.13248252375774713,0.0,0.0,0.24066713070904394,0.0,0.162747924332968,0.0,0.08851741891797578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439724476184882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582498626207047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711943900006801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609253236440752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039656318631795,0.1579080246924173,0.15647376194544918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097618547737095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490335753754419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411413386842902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710607810484396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882765682224228,0.0,0.2114906919122719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236286432644374,0.0,0.0,0.14003970245592876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34016781006284263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059829044831828 adhd,gio_inblue,2019/07/17,"Scared to Start Adderall but Debilitated by ADHD I have been diagnosed with ADHD and have an appointment to start taking medication but I'm scared of all the terrible side effects. My memory is extremely important to me, and looking at all of the people who have taken CNS stimulants that have developed memory issues just scares me. My ADHD has skyrocketed this year, however, and it has affected my life immensely. I know I would be so much happier if I could focus...",6.598980392156861,8.258725388235295,8.259705882352943,61.07700980392158,65.70588235294117,13.196078431372552,34.166666666666664,12.45797560212912,5.498725490196078,378,17,58,16,6,132,61,85,0.156,0.764,0.08,-0.7425,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,3,0,11,3,0,3,2,16,18,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,0,8,13,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6392764203318634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415675916518266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996589794690726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850655531504288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744492827233033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523928296551504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889572703076798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862115148225494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303432372770256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292441512828528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325546676221229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510018337335182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331503889975713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595592293494515,0.0,0.0,0.11418181415997808 adhd,MeowMegaly,2019/07/17,"Mydayis 50 mg Not Enough? I’m currently taking 37.5mg but honestly I can’t feel it working past 5pm. I’m 26 yo, female, 130 lbs. I’ve have genomind testing and basically found out that I have the metabolism of a racehorse. Question: anyone out there that has Mydayis script of 50mg that has not had success? I am concerned my doc won’t move my dose up but that if they do... it still won’t last the 16 hours I need it to. How’s the tolerance on this med in general? Any input would help.",1.1424271844660223,3.076384650485437,3.3202038834951466,89.60380097087379,81.13592233009709,6.4500970873786425,24.863106796116504,7.554174236665415,1.196383300970874,381,15,84,6,10,130,75,103,0.04,0.8490000000000001,0.11,0.7841,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,1,0,15,17,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,8,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950201465997887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948493134175006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879358301250192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090158939581762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30554220644691943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678353061083586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744292670376081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714947817257045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095344172479721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961771987347749,0.0,0.2066268487683917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660176374402598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31216900185502033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225425329243627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952168588652784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287171597499654,0.0,0.0,0.19795589108717848,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WillowHaddock,2019/07/17,"Not quite sure if this belongs here or not. So personally I like playing video games, with Skyrim being one of my favorites. So I thought it might be fun to think up some special powers and such someone with ADHD would have in the world of Skyrim. For example if you play as a Khajiit (basically a cat person for those who don't play) you have the power to see in the dark. Or if you plays as a nord (basically the Skyrim universes equivalent to a human in a way) you are more resistant to cold than others are.",5.586764705882351,5.5746525784313725,6.426274509803921,79.26823529411767,67.33333333333334,9.937254901960783,30.72549019607843,9.725611199111238,2.636419607843137,401,14,82,8,6,133,71,102,0.043,0.813,0.14400000000000002,0.868,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,3,4,8,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,12,10,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,7,8,17,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,7,1,62,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34889629821812845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418308400881638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30797311566657143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967216222834468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069751250340249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30878050315722444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313395457660975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459787871811141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273613813040495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860189759140136,0.0,0.2304737741535661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043462726648334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622795016201467,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rmichellen,2019/07/17,"Wellbutrin I finally went to the doctor for the first time (24 yo) to talk about the fact that I think I may have adhd/add, honestly wasn’t sure which. I’ve thought that for a long time but never wanted to go to the doc for it. At this point it seemed to be affecting every aspect of my life so I went to get help. She started me on Wellbutrin (150 mg) she said she thinks I may need something stronger but wanted to try this first. My question is - has anyone been on this drug & hated it? She raved about how great it is. But ever since I started taking it I’ve just felt so gloomy, not wanting to talk or interact with anyone including my husband. Which is very abnormal for me. I just feel so glum all the time now. Ive never struggled with depression before, and I know Wellbutrin is an antidepressant so I’m confused on why I’m having the symptoms I’m having. I’ve noticed it helping with add/adhd symptoms a little bit, but not any extreme change. Just wanted to see if anyone went through a similar experience.",2.209852941176472,4.443189887254904,3.5429019607843166,87.82905882352941,79.04901960784314,6.04078431372549,24.415686274509802,7.1686216300943375,1.090096862745098,803,29,158,10,20,262,117,204,0.081,0.799,0.12,0.7409,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,12,7,1,2,10,0,14,5,0,2,6,39,40,12,0,6,11,1,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,13,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,8,4,18,3,24,29,2,23,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,7,13,102,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27758887601939725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513147448135564,0.0,0.07853597268149666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422562163735718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827199766742907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260832616916648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217125907012324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946986356429714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820712117457545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339297090352854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446573717196367,0.09730383459150503,0.0,0.0,0.11296967243971337,0.0,0.0,0.058394331033496914,0.0,0.11088683439386006,0.12651173675331678,0.0,0.1964684989612066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033784588301306,0.0,0.06563463592577452,0.0,0.0,0.12732620725882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402074078313132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481868394620407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346932387760727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157276888257169,0.0,0.11574956991955462,0.0,0.10220347019685587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563307666810407,0.1781433215403365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148414212860765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917372871628203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293732747152351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098557756791474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920291857724162,0.10513616860520822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955330767671928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890849983576413,0.0,0.0,0.16348636056854293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073339780867448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884631223259288,0.2400730302218984,0.0868327939863355,0.1856501671878432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480004193394086,0.0,0.09168477316322618,0.2020263881476273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840894331891317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528990409503156,0.2724718565877261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32117630423118154,0.10421018578880573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onimakesdubstep,2019/07/17,"Hello everyone! I need help My whole life I've struggled with ADHD, I've always been the wierd eccentric person who everyone loves to be around, but when I get by myself I cant seem to do what I need to do to make myself happy. I cant get to sleep so I can wake up and go to the gym, I cant stick to a diet, I keep my room clean for about a day and then it looks like a tornado has come through. I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder a few months ago, i struggle with depression and anxiety as well. I've had ADHD for my entire life, and nobody has really stressed to me how important it is to get the help i need. Sometimes It feels like Jurassic park in my head and i cant calm down and idk i need help. I dont know who to call or where to go. I'm scared that I won't make it through 2019. I just need support. I'm tired of being like this",0.2469892473118307,1.94700144086022,2.6507526881720445,94.46279569892474,82.9784946236559,6.2838709677419375,20.010752688172047,7.3871296695380915,0.3704752688172044,652,18,158,10,18,224,106,186,0.151,0.659,0.19,0.8298,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,4,7,0,17,10,3,3,0,26,39,13,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,2,1,9,11,1,1,3,1,0,3,6,5,1,0,3,2,23,8,26,33,2,14,0,1,1,1,9,6,0,2,8,99,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916078324494623,0.0,0.10754348859855373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009485488213706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281001043881942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800115263734356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388200852189073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045070484725072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824182079702485,0.0,0.10449334902743564,0.12313796601760027,0.0,0.0,0.13904404343188256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421869675872563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318542733763104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134339583126705,0.08667153886567791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015518962711234,0.0,0.13789870970612875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914815085135764,0.0,0.0,0.12451004862467747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439561420595771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078354206522088,0.0,0.0,0.06667468894426683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138480952014432,0.17781351105109014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187884029389624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949667669457834,0.0,0.1619650308714932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683703258526942,0.0,0.0,0.4497888429689726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593256368152948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777211528828724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146319443904464,0.0,0.0,0.11044581713304548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140832552628045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998928352277895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389724624440936,0.25366149353035355,0.0,0.0,0.13767330304051068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394403081833391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908188756722267,0.0,0.0,0.1354502391660112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rinntintin1,2019/02/28,"Fight or flight? Im not 100% if this is the case, but i think it is the ""fight or flight"" feeling. Does anyone else feel this often? It happens for me when i am in loud restaurants or if a bunch of things are going on at once. It sometimes happens if i am talking to my kids and they are playing loudly and not listening. It feeling like a rush to my head and i cant hardly focus at all. I can kind of calm it down if i close my eyes and take deep breaths. It does not happen in all stress. EX: If i am alone and working on a large project with a due date.",0.11612947658402464,1.86869570247934,1.8978719008264484,99.41529269972456,83.71074380165291,4.363911845730028,20.00068870523416,4.7782277997778095,-0.5534468319559229,424,12,104,1,12,139,75,121,0.09300000000000001,0.81,0.09699999999999999,-0.3181,0,1,0,0,2,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,2,1,6,0,9,3,3,0,2,26,19,15,0,5,12,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,8,12,4,13,19,3,14,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,9,4,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966060295494686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479535528812853,0.1975245683578851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374038937839509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104187410032672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29242412205849794,0.13772114784759729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095605826086893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114207257068474,0.0,0.17269185718885188,0.0,0.19784657154554391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823408613646732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074935928112192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941819393281252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530303290058488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066307201234967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082735921730512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494559716064953,0.15494822353781992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807360787522445,0.12352481232236368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403451957470733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,i-cando-anythingish,2019/02/28,"How do you manage feeling like a fucking idiot all the time? Some days I just can’t slow my mind down to focus. It gets frustrating especially when I miss details in my work and/or act too hastily. Anyone have any good ways they deal with this other than meds?",2.7870588235294136,5.163759862745098,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,77.82352941176471,5.648627450980393,21.964705882352945,6.742157984588678,0.5504399999999996,207,6,40,2,5,65,49,51,0.154,0.7240000000000001,0.122,-0.4275,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,4,6,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,7,2,8,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,1,5,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264341424579275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328235785322527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147410671634908,0.3432821860831505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836195975566587,0.23787711685545745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30782964715118183,0.17396548261631956,0.0,0.0,0.2792832920094497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267456768529173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36985971076095947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362094200766749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416016377447126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642997344371284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24240947051771936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ylliang2000,2019/02/28,"New study, check this out. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/19741558/ ADHD and co convergence insufficiency are related ",16.232,22.58915253333333,9.361666666666668,41.30250000000001,57.0,13.66666666666667,40.833333333333336,11.20814326018867,7.900333333333334,108,5,9,4,2,28,15,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7794869139207606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6264185110820789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Arteimyburakh,2019/02/28,"How to manage adderall comedown/relax and sleep without drinking? Hey guys. Long time lurker first time poster, just needed some help with something. For reference Im diagnosed with GAD and dysthymia along with adhd-pi. I also very likely have OCD. All are well controlled with meds but the adhd can be a struggle. I take adderall 15mg and paxil 30mg once a day. Ill try to make it brief, but in early 2016 after about 6 months of testing I was diagnosed with ADHD-PI and started on adderall. I was not told how severe my add case was but I have reason to believe its pretty severe (tests on areas impared by adhd showed a level of functioning thats ""borderline"" clinical mental disability). Graduated uni in 2017, stayed on adderall until early 2018 when I had to quit due to a move. Started therapy again in september 2018 because after stopping adderall and going through some personal troubles my mental health had deteriorated to a point where i was essentially non functional. Finally restarted on adderall at the beginning of this year after a lot of struggling with my psych. My meds are a godsend and I experience minimal side effects aside from a raise in heartrate to 100-120 bpm that hasnt seemed to cause any issues (my blood pressure is naturally very low and my ekg is clean). The problem comes during the comedown: I have a period lasting about 2-3 hours at the end of my dose and while its worn off where my motivation dries up but no matter what I do I cant relax. The best way I can describe the sensation is like how in some cartoons the lines jiggle even when the character is stationary- think ed edd and eddy. In addition i am irritable and feel a general sense of malaise. After this wears off I will also have a lot of issues sleeping. When I was first prescribed I solved this using cannabis but had to quit in 2018 after some very negative experiences. Since january ive tried a lot of things to minimize this: meditation, watching tv/youtube, showering before bed, melatonin, journaling, reading, Etc. The only thing ive found that helps is drinking. That would be fine but I am uncomfortable drinking every night and have issues controlling myself around alcohol (one drink usually becomes more). I have a family history of alcoholism and am concerned about it becoming an issue for me (i have been drinking more often since august last year, about 4x a week and for a while every night). Ideally id like to take at least a month off at behest of my therapist and because honestly I dont really enjoy drinking, let alone this often. Stopping hasnt been an issue at all except during aforementioned comedown and when i try to sleep. At one point i didnt get more than four hours for about a week. I dont think this is withdrawal related as ive had no other corresponding symptoms aside from some vivid dreams. I really dont want to continue using drinking to cope with this so I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions? In terms of other medications ive tried ritalin and wellbutrin. Ritalin was basically like taking sugar pills, and I had a extremely bad reaction to wellbutrin (psychosis). I really want to avoid resorting to sleeping pills or god forbid benzos, but behavioral changes and melatonin dont seem to be helping. Im planning on trying tea and progressive relaxation soon but I wanted to see if the community had any ideas? Thank you guys so much for reading, you're all awesome. Let me know what you think. 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Chose the wrong airport. (thankfully its just an hour and a half additional drive, but still...)",4.822948717948716,8.149201038461541,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,77.07692307692307,8.082051282051282,27.89743589743589,8.841846274778883,2.911374358974359,121,5,19,3,3,37,26,26,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391543177049752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947949242008429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695163660776802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201504830944183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690847414139892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383092023689639,0.0,0.0 adhd,visk1,2019/02/28,"How to make/stay in touch with friends? I'm a guy in my freshman year of high school, and I spend a lot of my time just at home doing nothing. I don't really know how to ask people to do stuff. Looking back on my life, I've had this problem for almost as long as I've been in school. I think it's almost a vicious cycle: no friends leads to no social skills, and no social skills leads to no friends. The funny thing, though, is that most people who do know me seem to really like me. It's just that basically everyone at school kind of forgets that I exist or doesn't talk to me. It's actually quite painful, especially when teachers ask things like ""how was your weekend"" or ""say in French the things you like to do with your friends"" and it's not at all applicable to me. Anyone else have this problem?",4.7169277108433745,4.696506114457833,5.38520481927711,86.01973493975906,69.18072289156626,8.326746987951807,28.045783132530122,7.908726449838941,1.4628693975903624,629,19,139,7,10,204,94,166,0.11,0.754,0.136,0.768,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,5,8,12,1,0,5,0,11,2,0,5,1,27,19,12,0,2,5,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,1,1,14,5,0,0,4,1,1,2,7,4,0,0,3,3,14,8,25,16,3,17,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,7,9,90,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.11931619452792075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486802243763886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549281756231936,0.12527829204945748,0.0,0.0,0.2286086556942861,0.0,0.0,0.09401675278939944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213945082101636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683257208580912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778566497332239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106481071405867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918314070131198,0.12264504438494675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273235885026446,0.134390887671702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636169530581016,0.17920230276704427,0.0,0.0,0.10820357177091144,0.10267455310893944,0.0,0.0,0.10394811116336937,0.0,0.0,0.08161501993953528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731970306939303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301020602896888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695308474079499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339884442184535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004735589933472,0.0,0.0,0.15665636978866512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723263613357626,0.0,0.3712260517944244,0.0,0.11130844132279044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492742081904568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032170796547773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996791721293622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827460433045784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436888178206145,0.07834457071404477,0.12012795490583725,0.0,0.07129561174209617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873675743308033 adhd,redditer4627289293,2019/02/28,"I've been fired from 3 jobs for poor performance, and now I'm afraid to work again. I don't believe im stupid...I'm just not cut out for working office/corporate jobs. But theres nothing elae that pays enough for me to afford a room and necessities. I got good grades in college. Graduated almost 4 years ago and have been through 3 jobs. I was fired from two and quit one before getting fired. I received bad performance reviews at two of them and was fired from one for absenteeism, but would've gotten a bad review most likely. I can't work fast enough or manage projects well. I don't contribute to meetings and stuff because by the time I figure out what I want to say, the conversations has moved on. No matter what system I put in place to check myself, I make mistakes that my colleagues view as careless. They think I'm not trying (not that trying even matters, it's all about performance). I've forgotten meetings several times even though they are on my calendar. I out every thing on my calendar. I even block of time to work on things so I can manage my time. I'm getting tested for ADHD currently, pretty sure I have it. Maybe I'll get diagnosed and meds will help. If I don't have it, I guess I'm just dumb and overly anxious. I hate working and being evaluated all the time and not meeting performance standards and being anxious and feeling judged by bosses and colleagues. I can't even look at job descriptions without getting upset. They all want the opposite of me. ""Pays attention to detail"" ""Can manage multiple assignments/multitask"" ""Thrives in fast paced environment"" ""Self motivated"" ""Team player"" They're basically saying don't apply if you're me. Sorry if I should've posted this else where.",4.199434706397895,6.385796861963192,4.877094653812446,80.83345092024541,72.71165644171779,7.847326906222611,27.90052585451359,8.634040054169528,2.2660415425065734,1371,53,245,26,28,440,183,326,0.151,0.7559999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9689,6,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,4,12,14,13,3,2,6,0,20,1,0,3,4,50,38,22,0,6,13,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,12,16,0,1,5,1,4,3,12,9,1,4,6,9,31,4,37,29,6,33,0,0,2,0,14,16,1,7,13,153,43,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545211299508246,0.0,0.08515630662778845,0.0,0.09619576357018614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705343674649616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042142964578646,0.05856066269175075,0.0,0.0817447005921065,0.10823296893428412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750450286078947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025043339310997,0.0,0.0,0.19852276943344907,0.0,0.25380153762673063,0.0,0.08093936232032764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485736244292472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007611227267974,0.0,0.0,0.08057521874369994,0.07683238960859014,0.0,0.10582702492353294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484483411184833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439070775825363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376727017756306,0.0,0.3813209087024462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046932771312491205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806708604677642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412449517681715,0.0,0.09651074892108613,0.0,0.10670716062039813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210246795325717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217747835131816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019299476915075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036804477311816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200423416799837,0.09773319229407748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657240308631176,0.0,0.10217752874780707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279034940862454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021731131384604,0.10852671837324808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075375091509487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997206199152436,0.0,0.0,0.0905406363481022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764335481842395,0.061554920290462174,0.0943839071615392,0.0,0.2800829500912517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044439407935948,0.0,0.18768415112664316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332389116539338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637445917239177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926037542810013,0.0,0.3496842931772811,0.0,0.0,0.06824220470795475,0.0,0.0,0.06186305934858944 adhd,Altmao,2019/02/28,"I managed to burn an empty pot. I pulled a pot out of the cupboard above the stove, set it down on the stove, grabbed the carton of eggs out of the fridge, set aside 4 eggs to boil, put the carton back in the fridge, turned on the stove, then walked back to my desk while I wait for the water to heat up. A couple minutes later I notice an odd smell, look over, and *oh shit that's a lot of smoke.* I rush over, grab the pot, lift it off the burner and nearly smack myself in the face with it because... huh, shouldn't the pot be heavier? Oh. >!I forgot the fucking water.!<",1.4337967914438536,3.2542734033613456,2.2139648586707423,98.45790679908329,79.67226890756302,4.327272727272727,17.54087089381207,3.1291,-0.9696453781512604,441,8,101,0,11,137,75,119,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.8065,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,19,1,2,7,2,0,0,9,7,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,5,4,2,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,22,4,1,23,0,0,1,1,0,12,2,1,5,61,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682393240283093,0.0,0.18560289925479734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368917400228822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814788421718228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556792375627508,0.0,0.0,0.25885064023740434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466426318732055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060777862977859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125354490631224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311773803351968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sp00kyp0ltergeist,2019/02/28,"Found this subreddit during a period of hyperfocus and just read through 400 of the all-time 'Top' posts I can safely say this is first time i've ever been able to relate to so many people and I finally understand so many of my different personality traits are perfectly normal for people like us so...... Thank you",5.9026271186440695,7.107901593220344,7.162500000000005,69.98239406779663,66.96610169491525,11.323728813559322,28.309322033898304,11.20814326018867,3.534928813559322,250,8,44,8,4,85,47,59,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9081,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,4,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,28,7,1,0.2219531486068392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318937999745556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076932997245325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431388253145981,0.0,0.1887932348201589,0.0,0.24336017127054765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843509712271818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500513115262825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746696051915185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077487334726113,0.193800928231456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256976284826715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201321228101376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650605231923205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043446388912116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942266585258766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106105529791898,0.2669823094036405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jcueicbeicn,2019/02/28,Is there anyone who thought they had ADHD PI but your doctor didn't think so? 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How do you cope with it? Is it an adhd thing or just a me thing? For example, it drives me crazy if I can see someone else bouncing their leg out of the corner of my eye; or I’ll get really overloaded if I can clearly hear multiple conversations happening around me. 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UNTIL we were giving examples of how we had ""stood against something"" in our lives, and one girl shared a story that FIRED me up. I've been anxiously typing on my computer ever since then. I just want to *talk* now. It's like the flood gates were opened, after I was doing so good! Does anyone know why this happens, how to fix it, or even just some confirmation that this is normal would be great. 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Hey guys. I’m 36 years old, have had multiple successful long term jobs (including six years in the Navy) and have never been fired before today, and it’s making me feel.... bad. I don’t know how else to describe it. Some background: This was a sales job, my first, and as it turns out I’m not a very good salesman. The product I was selling was a financial product that people would come to me to get an estimate for, I would present them with their options and try to get them to move forward. A lot of people simply couldn’t qualify. A tiny amount of people qualified and just said “Alright, sounds good, let’s do this!” But most of the clients I had qualified for the product, the product would significantly improve their qualify of life from any way you look at it, and they wouldn’t want to move forward. Going into this job I already knew that I don’t like people. I have absolutely no patience for dumbfuckery, but I thought i could put on a good act for the sake of sales. I was horribly mistaken. This is how most of my sales went: First call Client: “Hi! I’ve somehow got myself in a bind here and can barely afford to buy cat food for my cat. I need to figure out how to save money/lower monthly debt output or I might lose my house.” Second Call: Me: “Ok, here’s what I have for you. I can do x y and z, saving you $800/m and lowering your interest rate across the board. If you find yourself in a better financial situation, feel free to pay it off as fast as you want with no penalties.” Client: “Hmmmm.... sounds good, but let me think about it.” And this is about the time when I have to use every bit of self control to not tell the client to fuck off and stop wasting my time. They asked me for something that they admitted they didn’t even think was possible, I delivered, now they need to “think about it!?” It feels like I’m in charge of distributing food to a famine stricken country, and as the line of emaciated people shuffle past me they mutter “Store brand spaghetti-o’s? I’ll pass.” WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO CONVINCE YOU TO DO SOMETHING THAT IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST AND HAS ABSOLUTELY NO DOWN SIDE!?” Anyways. So I hate this job and I’ve wanted to quit for a while, but I refuse to because then I can’t file for unemployment if I have trouble finding another job right away. So the day finally comes when they call me in and explain that they’re letting me go because I haven’t met my sales goal for like the 9th month in a row, and now I’m free. This is what I’ve been waiting for - heck, I told someone a few weeks ago I wish I could ask them to fire me sooner so I can move on. But why am I so angry about being fired? It definitely feels like a huge rejection. Rejection and shame. But I *know* I’m not good at sales. I wasn’t even making enough money to cover my bills for the last few months. So why am I so upset about being fired? I feel like this might be an ADHD thing. Has anybody else experienced this? TL;DR Got fired today. Even though I’ve wanted them to fire me for months, now that it’s happened I feel angry, rejected and ashamed (even though I will readily admit I was bad at this job). 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Why does vyvanse affect me differently now than it did 4 years ago when I was 15? I’ve done some online research and couldn’t find anything ? Any cause for this? It actually made me work less efficient",2.3520000000000003,5.196160200000001,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,84.5,6.2,25.5,7.554174236665415,1.64935,168,7,31,3,5,54,36,40,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.5372,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,7,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,17,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.3036639032401721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27583967063707177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161105793478246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560721899413455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31966453776996945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32511377617297205,0.0,0.0,0.27231312471403496,0.318442150309878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28441017713867434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29444323922105703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807888781333569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265405912414299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038781143836115 adhd,Squeakylilturtle,2019/02/28,"Labels can help and hurt - an epiphany. (TL;DR) I’m 35, and I have labeled myself as a “bad”adult since I was 16+, and am just realizing I might just have ADHD, instead. The ironic part is that I am no stranger to ADHD- my older brother has it and it consumed my family’s daily life when we were kids. I was the quiet, well behaved one in the corner that got straight A’s. The golden child. Meanwhile, his psychologists, home work counselors, Dr. ‘S appointments,appointments with the principal, and ever present hyperactivity consumed every minute that we were out of school. I didn’t get my driver’s license till 21, didn’t go to a 4 year university and could never finish a community college class, dispute enrolling in a dozen. I’ve had over 25 jobs in my life and are great at obtaining them, but can never be stable and consistent. I procrastinate. I have so much trouble starting projects because they are so big in my head. I spend money impulsively and manage it badly. I can’t keep my house clean and hate doing the dishes or anything consistently. My belongings are a mess, despite being an amazing cleaner and organizer in random spurts. I have always felt like a failure- behind the curve in “normal” aged events. I do not have a focused career or husband or kid, despite being 35. I have had anxiety and depression since 16, and been medicated for it most of the time for the past 20 years. My depression has consumed for much or my life, stealing way too many days in bed, without hope. I’m just a bad adult. I just need to get organized. I just need to get a job and keep it. I just need to do a budget. I just need to wake up earlier. I just need to learn to go to the gym regularly. I just need do chores and my dishes daily. I need to control my anxiety and do things more consistently, less impulsively. The golden child crashed and burned at 14. I have realized in the past week that I likely have ADHD- though never formally tested, and in my 30’s, yet my psychiatrist is starting to medicate me for it. This seemed impossible- my older brother is the “ADHD” one. Not me. I’m just the bad one that need to put more effort and do things “right”. I started reading more and it all fits. ADHD in my mind was my brother. He’s a brilliant extrovert. I’m the quiet one. Yet I’ve realized we are so different yet so alike. I hyper focus on hobbies and have an exploding passion for a subject for months, and then move on to the next. I’m impulsive and have an addictive personality. I am unable to be consistent. My mind races in a million directions and I am great at starting things but never finishing. I hate tedious tasks and have so much trouble just completing one in a timely fashion. I’m either bored or consumed by a project or adventure. I seek out substances to numb the inconsistency and disappointment and boredom and lack of self control. I hate schedules and criticism and consistency, but benefit from regular habits and exterior accountability. Then I realized I could have ADHD and just exhibit the symptoms differently. I’ve stereotyped myself for most of my life. I’m now releasing myself from the imposed childhood character or “the good one”. Maybe I just do things differently and need to stop trying to “fix” myself. It unbelievable label to shed. Yet I’ve I’ve gained a new one, and realized that they all don’t matter anyway- only if they help to better yourself, connect more with people, and adapt to life’s challenges. And now I’ve just written a long, rambling post like everyone else on this forum (which I told myself I wasn’t gonna do!). But, I just had to share my new found wisdom. (And thank you all on here for your wisdom and hope. :)",3.742640756206118,5.937225731152207,5.130532051576196,78.47471607855736,74.049786628734,7.949424127013263,28.835153489652637,8.748949900417786,2.5042319735694947,2911,123,524,60,62,971,320,703,0.149,0.745,0.105,-0.9885,5,0,0,0,0,0,96.0,3,2,4,8,34,35,3,0,42,0,56,16,2,2,8,120,96,61,0,16,31,4,1,3,0,2,11,2,4,7,21,45,2,5,9,2,4,4,13,16,1,9,17,3,71,19,65,71,16,77,0,4,0,1,26,29,0,15,45,373,92,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437674644527558,0.4258231006661205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049137025008077234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035113148583963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048595783544144185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479209622347283,0.035998306018482085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052227790457452766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191619693127968,0.0,0.1324664565368024,0.09429841131903756,0.0,0.0,0.0380844534177892,0.0,0.10172493541089687,0.0,0.0,0.1850941958719526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933140314014811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341703499774386,0.049754900300306784,0.056427899965559185,0.0,0.0,0.05567013756326997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056700369651873965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064748827859312,0.0,0.0,0.0925586392000224,0.0,0.06712263253433892,0.04953105461100663,0.04723026936733907,0.1302128076323921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749085412814893,0.060605659461768414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916428182616131,0.0,0.059235213025545824,0.11730638058869765,0.0,0.06813950847817703,0.06321771307916338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720245410277776,0.10497846325102173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855524348095192,0.08655128816910522,0.0,0.0,0.05226025769013103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987071496896075,0.05932691527112025,0.0,0.0,0.11897984995167125,0.0,0.06264615384031952,0.11925387320333647,0.0,0.047135731492982634,0.06276424681139019,0.1302327749379914,0.3940850521385119,0.18218199189405326,0.11406797126840175,0.06280378898659393,0.0,0.0578596354458042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801120185646321,0.04491264884676245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394890249500827,0.11274599613885138,0.04094008001290176,0.05156300998442005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655667856781686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059364815209493375,0.0,0.0,0.059069219048564915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043114293524737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976502996635825,0.0,0.05375985035809746,0.06160540668767937,0.0,0.0,0.0976988980935435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671927443496252,0.0,0.0,0.049371151534372285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137892578246816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436828786922211,0.0,0.0,0.1569293903713488,0.0,0.05801950690185256,0.0,0.06886883641338586,0.0,0.0,0.056427899965559185,0.0,0.04009327251965794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046873711942771776,0.04736894581092492,0.0,0.05309595333364711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692521450132765,0.0,0.04299146087848358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760566987908676 adhd,Bcbp10,2019/02/28,"Despite ADHD, hard work is an idea inside your head I am currently in university and am in my (hopefully) final year until I graduate. I was diagnosed with ADD when I was young, and I have been doing my best to manage it since. But recently I seem to have lost any and all motivation to do anything, and I pretty much blew my entire reading week just fucking around. I was really disappointed and upset with myself because I really wanted to use that time to be productive. I couldn't figure out why I seemed to be doing worse than I was before. So I decided to schedule an appointment to see a therapist. &#x200B; In the first session, I got a lot off of my chest. I talked about my ADD, how I felt about myself, how I compare myself with everyone around me, how I can't seem to do anything right, etc. Saying all of this stuff really almost literally felt like taking a huge amount of weight off of my shoulders. But my therapist also gave me some much needed positive encouragement. She told me it was unfair for me to compare myself to everyone else all the time. She said that despite what I think, I've actually been doing quite well. But most importantly she told me to hold on to a sense of hope. &#x200B; When I was trying to figure out how to manage my ADD before the therapy session, my mindset was ""Ok, I don't have enough willpower to do X, so maybe I'll try doing smaller tasks every day to strengthen my willpower"". I tried writing in a journal every day (which did help a bit), adjusting what I ate, trying to refrain from bad habits, etc. but it either wasn't enough or I didn't have the willpower to even do those things. Pulling some cranks and levers in my brain by trying to adjust my diet, medication etc. are things that had helped me before, but for some reason weren't now. &#x200B; The problem wasn't some chemical imbalance in my brain, it was the ideas I had in my head. By constantly beating myself up I had lost any confidence I had in myself to do anything. If you think you're too stupid to do anything, you won't, because you have no hope. By shifting my view of myself to something that was more positive, I feel like my brain has been given a jump-start, like a dead car battery. While I was by no means perfect, my productivity and motivation changed dramatically after that first session. &#x200B; TL;DR: A positive self-image is just as necessary as medication. Take a moment to remind yourself that you're doing a good job. &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.7453722864678385,6.596974496855347,6.540108203151416,75.57936092513695,67.13417190775681,9.257564076553725,31.11036721444512,9.370254747372089,2.8180370460539663,1973,75,353,37,31,652,227,477,0.08,0.797,0.12300000000000001,0.9516,5,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,4,0,11,19,20,2,1,19,1,50,14,7,8,4,72,78,27,1,8,10,0,5,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,18,17,3,2,19,1,0,2,10,8,1,2,33,9,66,12,63,41,21,41,0,3,2,1,17,18,1,15,24,269,84,11,0.0,0.0,0.053834216493442576,0.0,0.06629900655536343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524094270851165,0.0,0.0,0.04411635998101851,0.0,0.35863508217852275,0.4021975518681696,0.07502976404974597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815882041185414,0.09821916052863212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046061441145558726,0.06725756088764145,0.0,0.14082702255920945,0.0,0.0578934837480323,0.0,0.060227161212563635,0.0,0.0,0.18475104468407286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058358484836410436,0.0,0.0,0.05961502320093021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115522167360888,0.0,0.0,0.055992493395251065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608424975147208,0.0,0.0,0.11400278479630566,0.1845745601109872,0.036436729849181386,0.0,0.09295974190253073,0.10542726415367497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02789366916644991,0.039410717298993536,0.10593633384456384,0.0604318341903042,0.0,0.09384861877275837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100022801897276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627075951321865,0.04412141943682853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941804559340045,0.0,0.11323279571246417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739534313408501,0.0,0.0,0.16437733967750714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455176455279153,0.0,0.0,0.054743903705853886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085420090251867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204407654762434,0.04690029834251687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055421824766902834,0.060092123151325776,0.0,0.1111482092854379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110695343517355,0.04090501026401252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612381955155407,0.0,0.05278656687325187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867600403771076,0.055181090947787385,0.0,0.10602256834850243,0.05672000265379357,0.05446992987792304,0.0,0.0,0.04711160109671977,0.05247565317701987,0.04387034638971978,0.0,0.0,0.043960288886964086,0.15066360651445018,0.05755033846838805,0.0,0.0,0.045634019443917234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246960683703304,0.0,0.0,0.03904689354442624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631520573312804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295617692285766,0.044340471519943234,0.0,0.0,0.06308731425535807,0.12810433249348815,0.07329989376821304,0.07069649845258445,0.0,0.0,0.06433566562765762,0.0,0.0,0.10542726415367497,0.0,0.1872710146618588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764585177743343,0.0,0.0,0.032538431772027115,0.0,0.044250967745898526,0.06717752370998535,0.04960100500828677,0.0,0.0497788808386175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016162310802519,0.0,0.05621903225973465,0.0,0.0,0.4021975518681696,0.03552519976366016 adhd,blchristopher,2019/02/28,"ADHDer vs Narcissist Hi all! I’m in a position where someone who I’m speculating is a narcissist, has been bullying me for over a year, and is making my life an absolute nightmare, but no one sees that she’s doing it to me or even that she’s capable of doing it to another person. It reached a point where I started to receive consequences with nothing on her end. Do you find yourself suspect able to narcissists, and how do you tell your boss?",4.850378787878785,5.834918431818185,6.355,75.62333333333336,69.22727272727272,10.412121212121212,35.12121212121212,10.504223727775694,3.976584848484848,354,18,66,10,6,121,66,88,0.096,0.847,0.057,-0.5175,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,3,1,12,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,10,0,10,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,3,50,16,1,0.2992275807016943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137662084991122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650268210503385,0.0,0.0,0.19763699497094386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734885877966546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113532894604855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997367336586246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28711693389575504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276435275412416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612739817228903,0.0,0.0,0.28286678266456106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384456406937779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535345580983441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117948217365649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615380945227763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269275141029205 adhd,rustajb,2019/02/28,"ADHD + No Stupid Questions = BS I've been working remotely for a large international company for the last 9 years. I've never told anyone about my ADHD. Lately my Dr. has been trying me on different medications and it's caused some upheaval in my life. I've had trouble focusing on more than one thing at a time. We have a slack channel where we all talk to each other. In addition to that I have to be subscribed to about 50 slack channels at work.... only about 3 of those channels have anything to do with me. But I get notifications all day long, 90% of which have nothing to do with me. The signal to noise ratio is so bad that I miss the important stuff. When I go into my team's chat and ask a question I often get told I should know better and to look at the right channel to see if there had been a recent conversation about that question I just asked. This morning I had a work meeting, several clients to call, a chat with my manager and a team meeting. After all that I asked my fellow team mates if they had seen some sluggishness behavior I had seen... I got told I should have looked at the conversation I missed that occurred an hour before I logged in on a channel I rarely frequent. I've stopped asking questions at work. It feels like every question I ask my fellow co-workers is a stupid question. ""You should have known better...."", or ""Why don't you know this already?"" Every question I ask at work makes me feel as if I am giving up the ghost, letting everyone know how little I know, unfurling a flag that says ""I'm a slacker who never knows what I am doing."" Do you find yourself not wanting to ask questions at work because it will show everyone just how little you know? Do you worry it will hurt your job if you ask the wrong question, let your ignorance show just a little too much? How do you deal with that? How do you handle this without looking like you never pay attention? I feel like I should know all the answers. My co-workers all work in an office together and can share info all day long. Since I'm several states away and not privy to those in-group conversations, I miss a lot, and asking questions about things I missed makes it look like I never pay attention. But the truth is that I'm drinking from a firehose every day and retaining what I can. If I missed a detail in a meeting 2 weeks ago and then ask about it, it looks like I'm not paying attention to anything.",4.701385983263599,5.516444606694564,5.467005753138079,82.4721822698745,69.4602510460251,8.150732217573221,29.372646443514647,8.278499904357787,1.995604393305439,1894,69,373,26,32,617,217,478,0.091,0.847,0.062,-0.9462,2,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,2,11,1,12,19,21,2,0,28,0,39,4,0,7,11,90,87,25,1,10,15,0,3,5,3,6,3,1,0,0,28,18,1,3,27,13,3,1,10,12,0,1,14,12,53,9,50,64,12,47,0,6,8,0,58,23,0,20,27,250,81,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970987816376955,0.0,0.044148395498501455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496014479117418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348242366701438,0.0,0.08196918370434378,0.0,0.4656017989428196,0.0,0.04679266120109735,0.0,0.041584405212602746,0.030360162383159167,0.0,0.04237968407226857,0.0,0.0,0.0880954897370883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050855630393291065,0.0,0.0,0.05116260618974789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963587166666374,0.051345916801755265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052034761857660906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878913015960567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588649463391366,0.0951800456952322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554746091107345,0.0711602241320103,0.0,0.0,0.04552011302477803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204125095283048,0.04777670218703279,0.028304859988153137,0.0,0.03983294787972985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904707939131698,0.0,0.053316398654702425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942295807528016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159750189686964,0.040597049323093916,0.05618127791923372,0.0,0.0,0.10185628510053628,0.03517816118730792,0.12165901926683853,0.14975060000182094,0.0,0.08815025400603686,0.20911481451997851,0.0,0.0,0.04234172796947396,0.0,0.0,0.06648934615217457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017246593495354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661179864682941,0.0,0.15364819817774494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477884484597948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033748597442853134,0.03787831881159751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579207342849888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917561369362433,0.0,0.0,0.04253249272052777,0.0,0.03960627839068934,0.0,0.0,0.039687478743049585,0.0,0.0,0.11252908151216452,0.0,0.04119852763700645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163851979194615,0.0,0.0,0.0570138640207678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04003070874783035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617536075056152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029041214544597387,0.0,0.0,0.1427700685428483,0.0,0.033813765112839456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029375792379458986,0.0,0.03994990447607146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044940520755341794,0.0,0.0,0.04800944675199882,0.0,0.3263222884490411,0.050578556546324815,0.0,0.0,0.05445304619873706,0.0,0.032072255350463465 adhd,Pollymath,2019/02/28,"Effort to Match Enthusiasm - Successful Unmedicated Adult/Former ADHD Kid I'm a successful 30-something with a family, house, good paying job, no debt, no drug addictions. I'm not medicated for anything. I was a loser kid. Only child. Divorced, low-income parents. Socially awkward. Diagnosed, right or wrongly with ADHD at 11 years old. Took medication for a few years, then stopped because it made me a zombie. Took it again in college with good success except for when things didn't go my way (rage issues), but man was I productive. Recent changes in handing out ADHD medications like candy have made getting a prescription more difficult. As I get older, my brain is still hyperactive. I'm hyper aware. In my cubicle I'll hear and eavesdrop on conversations from across the building. At home I notice every little action my wife takes. At work my boss tells me I need to slow down, shut up, and stop speaking over people. I've always got something to research, the next hobby, the next purchase, what I'm having for lunch or dinner or Reddit. This gives me an opinion on everything, and with every opinion I form, I develop a critique as ""better way of doing it."" Trouble is, as much as I sound like a know-it-all and criticize everything and anything, I rarely have the energy to actually lead by example. Any other ADHD/ADD sufferers struggle with this?",5.086045296167249,7.463530752032522,6.246864111498258,71.14012195121956,70.7479674796748,8.91335656213705,31.22648083623693,9.48565724429506,3.4396041811846683,1079,48,167,26,21,360,165,246,0.132,0.775,0.09300000000000001,-0.8299,4,0,3,0,1,0,48.0,0,0,0,8,3,16,1,2,13,0,9,10,2,4,0,26,25,15,0,1,6,2,1,2,0,0,6,3,1,4,8,11,2,2,0,0,3,5,4,8,0,0,8,4,17,8,34,17,4,37,0,2,0,0,13,16,0,5,16,101,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.09711530288784948,0.10848941054351303,0.47840563286154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280702541436644,0.0,0.0,0.0676757157056657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378982172036313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066530566017335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801566580466713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109510414270844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527694652441567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100876932402418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540939271195864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769657068084648,0.0,0.17888088963933282,0.0,0.09381680098185008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398819203096543,0.09546682277362116,0.056558425517585886,0.1669421092261806,0.07959370994043133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216412330854124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982476125946728,0.0,0.0,0.1148305175038035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387103324158337,0.09875635118242787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469254116443592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723902655057792,0.09974327329843384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883328512550688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007620258997974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315724888581808,0.0737914048011463,0.0,0.0,0.21167724134200264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133020082222202,0.10442749761894747,0.0,0.0,0.07568799400999601,0.0,0.0,0.11050306485087599,0.0,0.0,0.06899331503153226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826211066002538,0.0,0.0,0.08498790746953258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014461629719516,0.0,0.15322777965975362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947527744035437,0.1664031633649479,0.0,0.10403791825964034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482522058496636,0.0,0.08698319952008737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611539879859024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113652563005928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798565971272174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245035679266565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880741183407937,0.0,0.12817277783245742 adhd,aureuscity,2019/02/28,"How do I explain to my mom what ADHD is like. My mom constantly gets frustrated at me because she thinks that I don't care about school and is just lazy. I try to explain to her that having ADHD makes it harder for me to concentrate in school but she then she says something like, ""I know what ADD is I have a bit of ADD myself you just have to make yourself focus.""I then get sad because she acts like she knows what having ADHD is like just because she forgets things sometimes because she has a really busy life and I don't know how to explain it to her because I cant put it into words since I don't know what it is like not having adhd.",2.9737777777777765,4.046098266666668,4.1846296296296295,89.10583333333336,73.74074074074073,6.5851851851851855,24.61111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.780644444444444,506,15,108,4,10,166,70,135,0.073,0.82,0.10800000000000001,0.7037,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,1,0,2,0,16,1,0,4,0,24,29,7,0,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,23,6,13,29,1,8,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,0,8,76,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5954556680094935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775404972847956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352305501070941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629053794913475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338560911688338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943066322302055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722959881505528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749083947975203,0.30257550044370546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653642065126585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29014278213272043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452042517725767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935229417467607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985039134541345,0.0,0.2507197880050804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246396191941777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535877467533582,0.1225075101273546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229165012512031,0.07936889423234178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409747968182169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ash0123,2019/02/28,"Career option paralysis Recently I took one of those career aptitude screenings that ranks careers you might be interested to work in based on how highly you rank your interest in 300-odd circumstances the screening gives you. Having dealt with ADHD for as long as I can remember, this screening basically confirmed what I fear: my “top” career matches were rated (on a 5-tier scale from very little to very strong interest) at “little” interest. The thought of doing ANYTHING for longer than a few months feels like an impossibly steep slope to climb, not to mention picking SOMETHING from a seemingly endless list jobs. There’s that nagging voice saying either “you’ll end up hating this” or “what if you pick the wrong thing?” Has anyone else dealt this perceived option paralysis? And if so, were you able to move past it?",10.606755952380947,9.914404020833338,9.067579365079364,66.69250000000002,57.40277777777778,11.839682539682546,40.015873015873005,10.914260884657429,4.539820634920634,665,28,101,13,7,203,107,144,0.079,0.812,0.109,0.5528,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,0,6,3,10,2,1,7,0,9,0,0,3,0,18,15,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,4,6,11,6,21,8,2,18,0,0,3,0,10,10,0,7,6,68,21,6,0.17530347715889902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106807129164576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257626723836787,0.1796191287557794,0.14425982487749134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644356071538722,0.0,0.1552668479340834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972651490715013,0.08863870533167242,0.12523683910960842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816706911673607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730758905034373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521774844714933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739616513099346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564442401917648,0.3514002759782214,0.0,0.15513806080690995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859692862868116,0.0,0.0,0.13992556297550446,0.18631985314844973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187901730125183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734700495007165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309103492534786,0.0,0.19858466625050605,0.0,0.0,0.13940836120311967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958970166731284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495718126991973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646384069791492,0.0,0.0,0.1391713792757489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476861337497334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892874558428526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762301922601468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166683267237355,0.0,0.0 adhd,KittenTablecloth,2019/02/28,"I have to go through retesting, what do I expect?! I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child. I don’t really remember going through the testing process. I just remember all of my teachers recommending to my parents and school counselor that I get tested, the teachers then wrote letters to my therapist all agreeing I was one of the most ADHD kids in my class annddd I think that was about all that was needed. I was one of those SUPER obnoxious hyperactive ADHD kids and I constantly was at risk of failing out of school until I got medicated. I just switched doctors and health insurance, and they’re requiring that I go through retesting since it’s been twenty years since my last diagnosis. I am still very much ADHD so I don’t think I’ll have a problem being tested- I’m not looking for advice on how to “pass” for medication or anything. Maybe I’m not even ADHD after all maybe I have some other disorder and maybe my new doctor can find some other diagnosis that would give me better treatment which would be cool. So I’m not asking for advice on that stuff.... I just don’t even know what kinds of things they do for testing, or how long it will take. Is it like an paper quiz where they ask me to rank my feelings on a scale of 1-10? An oral Q&A? Do they put like electrode readers on my scalp? Do they make me do tasks and see how long it takes me to complete? Do they call up my boss and ask how my work performance is? WHAT GOES ON?! TL;DR- what exactly is the (re)testing process like and what goes on during it?",3.9534782608695664,5.45777794019934,4.881354903943379,83.37499494438829,71.9235880398671,7.759699552217247,28.3693485483172,8.321376580360154,1.96370391448794,1204,46,235,19,23,392,156,301,0.047,0.8809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.8165,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,7,14,10,0,1,9,1,29,7,1,6,5,46,52,19,0,5,8,1,1,3,0,3,6,0,0,3,22,10,0,1,7,0,0,5,6,3,0,2,9,4,36,7,35,38,8,26,0,1,2,0,16,11,0,5,13,168,58,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442129609134715,0.17699986610239854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812809678469754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452800529355498,0.0,0.2540006263436314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009816407524023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247789278539367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949566056170166,0.09786954579481233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192246521555902,0.0,0.0,0.10379634859301687,0.18539603845214028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119635823626821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579283182814592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277557665354908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731693608765605,0.08687904777353755,0.15441203581867227,0.0,0.07243381027548497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626729896216893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943104308679036,0.04977264099328694,0.0738232826074592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273774785360706,0.0,0.0,0.16029591366644255,0.07605253242349827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060453430399742776,0.0,0.2729568081576369,0.0,0.0,0.18247119894608732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657634491516534,0.06715345495677967,0.0,0.0874690945027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227395728591464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056269572379968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665931918771838,0.0,0.09104372724364006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058018823953676774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518698217060996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833150180881876,0.07216928343506504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498340691981187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723260314416117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367626875173168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618854644994066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515397094812902,0.060167948653847614,0.11606192233655176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472633860024583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659330417219989,0.0,0.0,0.1286708101564539,0.0,0.0,0.0583214595660032 adhd,Life_Beauty_Hope,2019/02/28,"Thank-you I had no idea that my daily coffee habit could be effecting my meds so badly..... until I read about it here, I’ve been off coffee for a week now and it’s like my meds are finally working at optimum. What a revelation!!! Thank you!! 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It would rather be looking at memes on Reddit. It's like this mental block that I can seem to get over. Idk, just a thought",1.6576616915422877,3.4015724029850745,3.0306716417910486,93.22322139303483,78.70149253731344,6.854726368159205,21.61442786069652,7.793537801064563,0.6716189054726374,249,7,58,4,6,81,50,67,0.096,0.79,0.114,0.2878,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,14,13,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,10,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,2,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410105743207158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087341578700144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225224734300574,0.17311091396083975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266003392484734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871461494479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735457671779002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236767146520418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348478159455907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419797922447806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44119157447254187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237218724859345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451695745875755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213464738086262,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jeepzeke,2019/02/28,"Older people here who have been diagnosed, what is the difference in your life since making whatever changes you made, if any? Full disclosure: My son has been diagnosed so I subscribed here to gain understanding. However, I am now thinking I had this in some form or another and might still have it. I'm 50 years old and wondering if this is something I should look in to or is it too late for me? Does the med cost alone make it not worth looking in to? I mean I've obviously adapted to function to get me this far in life. Am I over analyzing now? Just wondering if exploring this is a good or bad idea at this stage of life?",4.128364444444443,5.306082992000004,5.213866666666668,82.41937777777778,71.08,9.715555555555557,29.88888888888889,9.994966539143718,2.8403422222222234,494,20,103,13,9,163,85,125,0.065,0.885,0.05,0.2718,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,14,5,0,3,1,24,26,9,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,11,1,14,20,3,18,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,10,7,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891239200773175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090701411524023,0.1710144266558257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617360971338646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252793963751564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310664952227386,0.0,0.17039467840186115,0.0,0.0,0.14272144310971022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520796389916176,0.0,0.0,0.13679242747059667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410912634852272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397299116002414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455865606924651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739095965629031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154320009583295,0.2177281177098693,0.0,0.0,0.1776531763085401,0.1811565858255944,0.0,0.0,0.17301306266976713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113586212837378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306629688762593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491000278892154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555490063438296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024414481592386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450169544156243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978278079449985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537290026156581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502482265631828 adhd,TheDevitalizer,2019/02/28,"Help getting referral for testing (USA) PCP office has been dragging their feet getting the right order sent to the psych office that I've selected (per their recommendation) for testing. They filled it out in such a way that testing won't be covered by insurance (and I can't pay out of pocket). They've sent the paperwork over this way twice. How did y'all go about this? Or can you go straight to a psych and bypass a PCP? Tried to get this taken care of before this quarter started, pretty sure I just failed a class for the 2nd time because I haven't been able to finish a test in the allotted time all term.",6.130708382526564,6.104126793388431,6.169610389610393,81.61727272727275,66.19008264462809,8.897756788665879,31.33530106257379,8.418075326091056,2.2025268004722545,486,17,96,6,7,154,80,121,0.027999999999999997,0.846,0.126,0.8643,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,1,4,3,0,0,10,0,9,1,1,1,2,10,19,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,6,0,8,2,16,11,3,20,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,60,15,9,0.2596930647035977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830648185943202,0.0,0.22097967076475605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647743871008002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40703672361497145,0.0,0.29517910660015834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406678717595675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642012081455871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177645831807388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381208783007505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447576401419607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028582288499466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631454423327125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122645340890701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TXtaigan,2019/02/28,How does ADHD affect you when your driving? I'm currently 16 and working on getting my drivers license (I'm close!). I also have really rampant ADHD and I wanted to know if it will affect my driving in any way. Any behavior I need to check? 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Just got a refill on my adderall today and I did the same thing I always do, made an awkward joke about having ADHD to passively assure the pharmacist that I legitimately have ADHD and am not scamming a Doctor for drugs. I always come off nervous and every time I leave I think *holy shit they're judging me. They think I'm a fraud. I just made myself more suspicous by shoe-horning the fact I have ADHD.* Anyway, it's a fun time. Anyone else?",1.4461111111111151,4.153686203703707,3.4976296296296283,82.81033333333335,89.74074074074073,5.102222222222223,20.162962962962965,6.742157984588678,0.7840251851851852,442,14,76,6,15,149,75,108,0.175,0.728,0.09699999999999999,-0.7506,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,2,9,0,6,5,1,3,2,17,17,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,1,13,4,8,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6509355577649273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380104679320661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468029818561163,0.13874131635421308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664184963140073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859564449582246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31406017093453703,0.0,0.11311586091076176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140869309151668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846626382633395,0.09673537576130124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074499873231377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829800574202153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337733314313872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615342257324362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25625231217262445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640913598262736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899418438118932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995894077665814,0.2602915962275695,0.0,0.0,0.15791478094979586,0.0,0.1283507833222494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,westcoast0617,2019/02/28,"Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome and ADHD In the past year, I’ve been waking up in the early AM for no reason whatsoever. It’s been some time since I’ve consistently slept throughout the night. I’ll wake up for no reason on average ...twice a week. Sometimes I’ll be half asleep and fully wake myself up by combing my fingers through my hair...Once i start this I can’t stop. I’m on an SSRI and stimulant. I take the stimulant right when I wake up and I don’t drink caffeine everyday or late at night. I actually am able to fall asleep easily at a good time, meaning the stimulant is not affecting my sleep. It may be the manifestation of my anxiety that is causing this, but I think there’s more to it. Has anyone here with ADHD been diagnosed with this condition or can relate? It cost me my job. 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It involves letting him outside, leaving the door open while I eat breakfast (visual reminder that dog is outside) then when I'm done eating I call him in, close/lock the door, then give him his food. (So if I freak out in the middle of the day wondering if I left my dog outside, I know if I remember feeding him that means I let him in). The other day it had been raining a lot and when my dog got inside he had really muddy paws, so i had to immediately grab him before he got all the way inside and wipe his paws off with a towel. THERE WAS MY MISTAKE, I left the back door ajar because my mind was preoccupied by the dogs muddy paws. A few hours later I'm at work in the middle of a meeting, I get a phone call from our home security system (we have one because our neighborhood is a little sketchy) that our alarm has been activated by a glass break sensor and the fucking COPS are at our house. I rush home thinking the worst. When I get there, everything's fine, no robbery and no broken glass. Turns out it was an especially windy day and the door I had left ajar swung open so violently that it hit the wall and set off our glass break sensor. -_- So yeah, huge scare and embarrassment having to rush out of a meeting to meet the cops at my house because my routine was thrown off by my dogs muddy paws and didn't activate the ""close door"" step of the process. Anyone else got some ridiculous stories like this? 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I am wondering if anyone else has this issue and what they've done to deal with it or if they'd just like to commiserate here. For the third night this week, last night I struggled with insomnia. I typed up something much longer about my past struggles with insomnia, but I'll keep it to a short summary instead. Insomnia is something I've lived with as long as I remember. I've tried everything to deal with it - melatonin doesn't work, medication does about 60% of the time but tends to make me fuzzy, I've even (to my detriment) relied on alcohol for brief, desperate spurts of time. I've learned that meditation, loads of exercise, and staying away from sugar and caffeine after 2 p.m. are the best ways to cope. If I think it's going to be a bad night, I will strictly limit screen time and listen to a meditation/white noise app as well. Usually, my issue is limited to trouble falling asleep but lately it's changed a bit. For the past few months, I will be drifting off to sleep and will wake myself up with racing thoughts. It feels as though my body is waking me up - sometimes even with an anxious jolt. I realize that it's probably my anxious thoughts doing this. But it's so frustrating, because it comes at a time when I'm not in control of my thoughts. I can't do anything to prevent this, and I have a hell of a time getting back to sleep once this happens. I'm so tired of struggling with this, of waking up groggy, of disrupting my partner's sleep. I'm at the point of paying for a sleep study to try to figure out what I can do to fix this issue. My dad also struggles with insomnia and I'm feeling like this will be the rest of my life. I know that others here with ADHD struggle with insomnia. Has anyone else had an experience similar to this? What did you do to cope? 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At my current job I keep getting stuck doing extremely mundane, mindless, and repetitive tasks which do NOT work well for me. I'm an engineer, I need to exercise my creativity and utilize the skillset I've worked so hard for. I need to work for something that I am passionate about. But I'm afraid to quit this mind numbing job because I am scared that I won't be able to meet the expectations of the next place. What if my procrastination and disregard for deadlines comes back to bite me? What if my schedule can't be flexible? I never had trouble with it in school, but for some reason work has been different. Mostly because I'm just bitter about late-stage capitalism taking over everyone's lives with hardly any pay or benefits for the workers. Then what happens if I become unemployed? Here goes the spiral/anxiety/retreat back into the status quo. 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I have had a lot of jobs but Im definitely the best at being a mama. ,-1.360833333333332,0.34789458333333195,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,89.27777777777777,4.711111111111111,14.555555555555555,5.985473137389443,-0.7463111111111114,119,2,29,1,4,45,28,36,0.0,0.653,0.34700000000000003,0.9365,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,5,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,22,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297787150701454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988600152363446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626122927702558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028781404543547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108867504714594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808005602871696,0.0,0.4374447894478268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738425417850404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581409138634635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234927174501516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Darklighter_01,2019/02/28,"Adderall and sleeping I took my first dose of Adderall yesterday (20mg, extended release). The day was *amazing*. I forgot what it feels like to be a person! (I've got a LOT to say about how great my day was, but that's not the point of this post) But, last night I did not sleep well at all... I've never really had trouble sleeping through the night. Even when I have 240+mg of caffeine in a day (happens way more often than it should), I've slept just fine. (If it matters, I took the med at about 6:30 AM and went to bed at about 10:30 PM) Last night I woke up several times, and felt too restless to really get back to sleep. Every time I managed to, I would just wake back up after a little while and do it all over again. Even though I worked really hard yesterday and was *exhausted* by the time I went to bed, I just couldn't stay asleep. My Question: Are my nights going to get better as I continue to take Adderall? I'm hoping that as it becomes a more regular part of my day that I'll acclimate to it and be able to sleep normally. What's been your experience with Adderall (or any stimulant really) and sleep?",2.5537282633897505,4.206034537444939,3.832469278924184,88.8652492464642,75.87224669603525,7.422119174588452,24.28217018316717,8.20500826718156,1.3216748898678414,868,28,186,15,19,284,130,227,0.032,0.88,0.08800000000000001,0.9029,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,3,17,10,0,1,10,0,15,11,9,2,3,34,32,17,0,6,9,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,2,1,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,5,4,3,1,1,15,4,18,7,32,12,6,41,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,6,25,123,30,2,0.0945950333773299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432786649849724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454754833284484,0.0,0.0,0.10447278241093652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366161983839904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440238835060757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495825479743787,0.0,0.0797003954707359,0.0,0.0,0.09253209400681428,0.0,0.0,0.04783009113831044,0.06757871074574585,0.09082606652441433,0.0,0.0,0.08046248706686161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884400134726637,0.0,0.05376053741173621,0.0,0.0756562896126052,0.10429135824831026,0.0,0.0,0.08365007561067761,0.0,0.08473856954797866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395421222562687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421515526688864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621435512846546,0.09480907445102373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042131462700051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507375715843964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295752133942532,0.0,0.0,0.3550841231252974,0.0926830482824778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024372029289397,0.0,0.0,0.08259673444455565,0.0,0.0,0.08942288235845287,0.0,0.09059589349309788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596808647301337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242400002503126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522576730828143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686546231062573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679800926747988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082571931055034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711236926025942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293914000800896,0.0,0.1654773740262854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019712536975876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508513445854964,0.0,0.0,0.08505229541302729,0.17538108729574048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688663109201062,0.0,0.0,0.0671975976471579,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Prankmore,2019/02/28,"Inside an MRI today for 40 minutes I thought it would be hell on earth but honestly it flew by and I have my adhd to thank. It was basically one long jumbled train of thought and then it was over. If only this didn't also happy fairly regularly when trying to sleep. 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Here is a summary / questions I have about my diagnosis, and the progress I have made.. I am seeking advice on what you guys think.. Thanks in advance! I am a college basketball coach, who is making progress everyday with my disability. &#x200B; Beginning: When I was around 10 years old, my parents had me get a hearing test, because they thought I was just not listening to them. I was often forgetful, and could not remember simple tasks often. I don't have crazy ADHD, but there was definitely a noticeable trend that they realized (mom being a teacher / dad a hardo). Anyway, tests come back negative, and have no issue hearing (little did they know I just didn't want to hear them LOL Joke). Middle of teenager years: 8th grade, I went through a pretty bad depressive stage that my family even still talks about (not an issue), but I was very lethargic and had no interest in doing anything. Also, my grades started to drop, and school became an issue. I was not a D, or C student, more went from low A, to B-.... This later led to a testing center where I was diagnosed with a learning disability, but nothing had resulted. No medication, or further treatment. 9th Grade: Dad dies, watched him pass away between 8th grade summer and 9th grade on his death bed (Im good now). But this drove me into a slight depression, anxiety, and just was overwhelmed that whole year. Grades really did not suffer into that C range, but I never could study for tests. Question one: Now, I am a person who needs constant stimulation. Without medication currently, I cannot sit down and look at papers over and over again. I can only do constant busy work, which I excel at. I am a ""get things done"" kinda guy, and this works well with the position I hold in college basketball. What sort of ADHD would this be? ADD? Now, yes I am a little hyperactive, not crazy. But I cant stand sitting in lectures, or classes listening to someone ramble about the subject for hours. Thoughts? College: This one really nuked me. Freshman year, had huge anxiety. Hated school, pretty much everyone around me. I was close to home, so wasn't homesick. My grades really did not change again, but often, I could not organize my thoughts, and became very socially independent because I felt like I was stupid. I would avoid conversations because everytime I would talk, I could not get out what I really wanted to say. I can't even watch TV unless its basketball. I need that stimulation. Movies? Forget about it.. Junior year is when I got slapped in the face. This is when I started working in basketball, and with the long hours plus school, it was hard to handle. Side Note: I am very good with organizing, I don't forget things often, I don't lose things. Pretty much Im on top of my shit. But, I got very depressed out of nowhere.. This was the first time ever where I loved school because I felt apart of something (basketball), but I had issues socializing, and speaking. Like I could not correlate my thoughts into speaking terms, and this gave me anxiety. I would meet people, and forget their name right after. That exact sentence brought me back to the doctor where I was prescribed adderall, and diagnosed with ADHD. This worked wonders at first, but XR, really screwed with me, gave me anxiety, etc. Drove me into another depression, where I would lay in bed all day, and was very ruthless. Medication update at this point: Wellbutrin Xr Adderall Xr Through this time of junior year, I had to pretty much find myself. It took me until senior year where I defeated the depression, and managed my symptoms. (It aint over till its over I say)... Reason being, still had the same speaking and thought process issues. THEN: I cycled off the wellbutrin, and my doctor made a mistake by giving me IR.. Well, these IR has been working way better, as I feel I can talk, and correlate all my thoughts 100x better. What a difference really. It amazes me, and he has kept me on every since. I take breaks here and there, but I definitely notice a difference when Im off and on. Closing: I am in a way better spot then I was when I started. I want to say that there is hope for everyone out there, and sometimes It takes yourself to really figure things out. You know your body more then anyone else will, I had an honest mistake that I am grateful for, that helped boost my life. Question: Now, my life is pretty crazy still, I still work in basketball. I am expecting a job change shortly, coaching is a hard lifestyle, one year contracts unless ur the head coach. I don't have the symptoms that usually people have with ADHD. I am medically diagnosed by my regular doctor, but It literally was a 5 minute session. The major symptom is correlating my thoughts into words, and focusing. What ADHD do I have? And If I change doctors based on location, how do you suggest I move forward? Thank you all. &#x200B;",4.325017225799165,6.543314450440531,4.934581497797356,80.4180373884559,72.44713656387665,7.872269287247263,28.93177453970405,8.655713130327443,2.431566711849091,3843,157,677,73,78,1230,384,908,0.11,0.746,0.14400000000000002,0.9853,3,1,1,0,0,0,184.0,0,5,6,19,50,37,4,2,39,2,88,22,4,10,6,156,143,60,2,20,32,4,5,2,0,6,16,12,4,3,43,51,0,3,23,5,0,13,26,19,2,5,54,20,110,18,87,75,13,135,0,11,3,2,52,59,2,15,59,488,153,40,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489613544049588,0.04048610521916245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03313252883546433,0.0,0.08978141145221093,0.10068692574635846,0.0,0.043444242914048,0.12677906876286005,0.0,0.0,0.028969669873548633,0.042451177379307516,0.034094360979273916,0.07376513315718196,0.0,0.0,0.038925991697695415,0.06371609612483671,0.03459333516216888,0.10102434001679082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992763226394224,0.0,0.04602074148940583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148620029859526,0.03568932441084443,0.0,0.08954485257086227,0.0,0.1653972752781518,0.0,0.0,0.0267197070985578,0.0,0.1784232301420711,0.12615543776407948,0.04299906154139633,0.0865736060344166,0.0,0.16962642255665586,0.0,0.042398519051084965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346104650158886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620675820188284,0.054729855451240934,0.03747690727120801,0.03490758678241039,0.0791786056492122,0.0,0.0,0.03905766359593306,0.0,0.020948867911630625,0.0,0.07956093017054383,0.0,0.03786738125591183,0.0704827431137742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493830177198992,0.03974459808308768,0.0,0.06950107735407769,0.06627265723560669,0.0,0.0,0.0820468362066411,0.0,0.0,0.07422846405823666,0.040904748724356656,0.04252038099559508,0.0,0.14008797624314498,0.0,0.02777047106148941,0.0,0.041558888205651935,0.04115054633628898,0.08160280506285203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425847023213042,0.21621712908845653,0.04111408939632584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553902609449503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058528186906592373,0.0404823991828844,0.08304992653077385,0.0,0.036665322803955666,0.03479178710903884,0.04635093352552495,0.0,0.0,0.03739329043906739,0.07840643756128977,0.02765565870662693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669503671991288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04852373998020843,0.0,0.044034826302078216,0.09137013370789583,0.06144144406612353,0.03195430828847847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975436960076323,0.09433942909102698,0.043475092195426925,0.0,0.08422459356758437,0.03151030708098148,0.0,0.0,0.046004462826440516,0.0,0.0,0.057446377635305274,0.036176140137544166,0.0,0.0,0.03916589130862122,0.0,0.0,0.21075220966194175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392373332481481,0.04406719857589644,0.0,0.0,0.1857932872045436,0.0425981908816368,0.0,0.0,0.046933491717760976,0.03538203248168173,0.0,0.09884329877201543,0.0,0.167722411863914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252854831500858,0.03427233039521547,0.0,0.0,0.08446781525247762,0.03510453525833214,0.03189577457805358,0.04097653247374801,0.0,0.08797568476995689,0.0,0.13234809193970856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291886928984213,0.062302237200871774,0.09990252721516714,0.0,0.0762885953162784,0.0,0.0,0.11010023696228448,0.026547450589242117,0.0,0.2302423057097321,0.04831775099927331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460316059407271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045630631574016686,0.1709254630431224,0.07331161474414467,0.06577234232528141,0.0,0.0,0.07450327857566508,0.07681430548255505,0.0,0.04625647358507077,0.0,0.039938214192344966,0.04493038691497747,0.18097451416366486,0.0,0.0,0.14715773727239212,0.0,0.10068692574635846,0.2134427602026157 adhd,Jonnyjoh,2019/02/28,"A personal thank you note I only recently subbed to this community as I only recently got diagnosed, but one thing that still boggles my mind is how I go through the posts and always get the feeling of déjà vu because I still can't fathom anybody else fighting the same battles I do. And just the sincerity of all of you concerning questions, doubts, suggestions or just ramblings is just very appreciated. :) ",8.760405405405404,8.74138328378379,8.846621621621622,64.58722972972974,60.75675675675675,12.264864864864863,42.82432432432432,11.698219412168324,5.384416216216215,329,18,53,9,4,108,57,74,0.114,0.733,0.154,0.5199,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,2,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,14,9,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,8,2,6,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876445660821076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829084429262553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025661601419584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951117830067885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470648083392915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852421013899815,0.0,0.1289289212602342,0.0,0.18143947728051613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906242868745003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537251999894758,0.3450722445244042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980841037729253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172677465854774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541334542908468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479908276163618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623390040819537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088608399606096,0.0,0.0,0.15071471611496629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718203230162295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imthebaebae,2019/02/28,"How do I study? So after meltdown number 2 of being overwhelmed by exam time, I need tips on how to study. I'm in an undergrad medical degree program, but the amount of new stuff being thrown at me at one time is overwhelming and I don't know how to study, concentrate, or even cope. This somewhere I'm seriously feeling like an outlier. I am off my medication because I can't afford them at all. I just feel so lost and hopeless because of it all, so any advice is welcome.",3.8486616541353382,5.105232452631583,5.601804511278196,79.07263157894737,71.84210526315789,8.375939849624057,30.413533834586467,8.841846274778883,2.5604586466165413,373,16,71,7,7,128,67,95,0.107,0.777,0.11599999999999999,-0.2618,1,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,2,3,0,8,2,0,3,2,14,15,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,9,2,13,12,3,10,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,51,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500108619765448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398482706358048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31192408100859953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898462155283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587280004173195,0.18277724635175008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060689594399814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249939881819148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27928737372672585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154781496615686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897074108376408,0.0,0.24709875995375966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733686419366861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928837618683499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983730470170991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Relic_Alshain_2113,2019/02/28,"What is your experience with Lean manufacturing? # TL;DR I believe that lean tools and principles could seriously help us out and want to share them with you all. Do you know what lean is? If so, what is your experience with it? Positive or negative? &#x200B; Hi everyone, I am a manufacturing engineer (design engineers design the actual product, I problem solve and improve the way the product gets made) and I am really into lean manufacturing. The main idea behind lean is improvement by reducing waste. There’s a lot more to it (most of it is rooted in Japanese ideas and philosophies developed at Toyota, there are some stats involved, etc.) but it really just comes down to improvements that make life easier and they are often very counterintuitive. Sometimes it’s as big as changing the layout of the factory but most of the time it’s small stuff like improved methods of organizing your toolbox or desk area. &#x200B; I am also recovering from a pretty rough year. I have been at my current job for only 2 months, before this I was unemployed for 9 months after being laid off from a toxic job that I had for 6 months. I also had a baby, completely lost my previous belief system, money stress, relationship stress, etc. No fun. As I am trying to get back to being a “normal” productive member of society I have been doing a lot of research on help with ADHD because after a year of almost no real work (and other stuff constantly at the back of my mind) I am having trouble remembering how to stay organized and get stuff done. &#x200B; Between getting back into lean for my job and trying to work with my ADHD I realized that many lean techniques and ideas are perfect for us and I think they would be really helpful. [This article is a great example.](https://totallyadd.com/blog/adhd-friendly-house/) If you don’t want to read it [then just look at this picture](https://totallyadd.com/files/TV-Remotes.jpg). Rick Green was wasting too much time and energy searching for the remotes that were lost in his living room because they blended in (the two large, dark remotes) or slipped between cushions (the slim apple remote). His solution is the embodiment of lean thinking, simple additions of things he already had to increase visibility and ergonomics, now he doesn’t waste time or physical energy searching for the remotes, even when they are out of place they can be easily and quickly spotted. &#x200B; My questions for everyone are: * **Do you know what lean is?** * **If so, what is your experience with it?** * **Positive or negative?** I totally understand that many companies in the western world are TERRIBLE at lean and make it nothing more than a flavor of the month type business plan, so if your experience is that you hate it feel free to say that * **Does this sound interesting to you at all?** If there is enough interest then I will make a post that keeps it short, simple, and not too technical or factory oriented but easily applicable to homes and offices",4.739601007235071,7.655658780075189,5.603288409703506,72.76812668463613,73.9812030075188,8.7519364448858,29.398638104695703,9.357511181758683,3.276298155766777,2389,103,379,63,53,779,267,532,0.08199999999999999,0.7709999999999999,0.147,0.9885,6,0,1,0,0,0,116.0,2,11,6,6,21,17,1,2,26,0,47,1,0,6,4,85,69,43,0,11,17,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,34,29,0,1,13,1,2,2,7,9,0,1,12,7,43,9,67,50,16,51,1,2,2,0,32,24,0,19,22,292,77,10,0.0,0.0,0.06178712142066135,0.0,0.2282799881709678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340166267560257,0.0,0.06987059823439637,0.10126730055101006,0.0,0.2744107225432533,0.3077426785546121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605790630078072,0.0,0.07719349052899131,0.0,0.053877112048468116,0.07133526396662684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697975791943273,0.05454098537910218,0.06638544823403654,0.06842192413927099,0.0,0.05055254209265977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540811377847005,0.06479408186718587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542218281713884,0.14122778534517924,0.04181951179019082,0.0,0.0,0.12100198713033587,0.0,0.2477401434622697,0.0,0.0,0.03201438854162817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231964183342287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980593147607965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251127862294545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273178084319728,0.0,0.0635109448389408,0.0,0.0,0.07305797250098038,0.0,0.2144276122376096,0.0,0.0,0.1884935889645537,0.056278023225282206,0.0,0.0,0.0695934539921889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472184664509715,0.030932918714395387,0.0,0.05590904219598297,0.0,0.05316935479592131,0.0,0.1382334263448323,0.1076577172329539,0.0,0.05991097387316181,0.12679143430711054,0.12838463750343124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393094390983964,0.0,0.202152381321084,0.0,0.04654442384769747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203607495451958,0.06075325120169036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815454554451084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615157135763147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060639067698553685,0.0644149665231137,0.0,0.0605847029867102,0.0,0.0,0.07092822557142507,0.0,0.06333296904081065,0.0720672816899949,0.12168523534984912,0.0,0.0,0.06797751136783396,0.07172449823092765,0.0,0.0,0.050351293205470236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262097967474853,0.0,0.0,0.06748625553865344,0.0,0.0,0.14505614985873674,0.0,0.21744444825909268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206422728312415,0.08114046081524202,0.0,0.0,0.11075991746715637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597459144142762,0.0,0.061850370523885735,0.06591401705947751,0.1523223069670517,0.0,0.0,0.052242194743919126,0.07469063973397043,0.05025716261558676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218936375636316,0.0,0.0,0.0449777524763484,0.0,0.3077426785546121,0.08154664353879426 adhd,carbohydros,2019/02/28,"Do you prefer background noise or silence when you study? Curious. Before I got on meds I always needed background noise like TV to focus. Silence was really unsettling and my mind always seemed 10x louder/more distracting. Now that I'm on meds I almost always prefer a quiet environment and am actually annoyed with background noises. &#x200B; What is your preference? Did medication change your preference at all?",5.4706031746031725,9.122389171428573,5.986190476190476,65.9976984126984,78.71428571428572,8.253968253968255,29.20634920634921,8.841846274778883,3.730587301587304,342,15,42,9,9,110,54,70,0.076,0.855,0.068,-0.1381,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,14,9,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.20005910541766872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528679157129892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117514624598568,0.2221270485124978,0.24910824276515506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444746722412793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168722242168228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396433861659046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015698908883018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554373254797671,0.20652489036530391,0.0,0.0,0.2070005391581936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201149554235094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133394558006106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866323954143677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910824276515506,0.0 adhd,Transvaal_Kampioen,2019/02/28,"Hiding behind nihilism Hello. This is my first time posting. &#x200B; I've noticed that a lot of you have spoken about the frustrations of continuous failure, and how it basically seems like every task we set out to complete is bound to fail, which naturally takes its toll. I've reached a point where I don't see the point in trying to accomplish big goals anymore. Instead, I've started to basically deconstruct the meaning of life, and how pointless our modern day existence is. It gives me a weird sense of calm knowing that I could just do nothing, whilst others push for better jobs, nicer cars and new skills, and that at the end of the day, it won't matter, because if we don't all die from global warming or a nuclear winter, eventually our planet will be sucked up by the sun. This is obviously not a healthy approach to life, and my bleak outlook is starting to rub off on my amazingly intelligent, successful and optimistic fiance, who is basically the only reason I still keep trying. Everything I do takes so much more effort than others, and it almost always ends in failure, despite the fact that I know I'm an intelligent person. I am hiding behind some kind of nihilistic mask to hide the fact that I'm tired of trying. &#x200B; Can anyone else relate? &#x200B; Anyways, thanks for reading, have a great day. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",8.89740500463392,8.55888237349398,8.466345381526104,68.47818350324377,60.60642570281125,10.713747296879829,38.4309545875811,10.035473477838034,3.992944763670065,1097,48,176,19,13,350,159,249,0.111,0.745,0.145,0.8854,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,4,1,0,8,10,13,2,0,16,0,18,3,0,3,4,32,33,12,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,16,10,0,2,5,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,0,3,15,9,29,29,5,32,0,1,1,0,9,12,1,6,16,118,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053785000151985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861368806821085,0.4579456177183144,0.5135710795949924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985989451488088,0.04925493726281865,0.07217652419504254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429410099533796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062300544606878415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385747616391869,0.0,0.0,0.05624249397957391,0.0,0.0,0.13628848750071815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310805017199601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588455543482433,0.0,0.12478204837347293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059350728001699785,0.0,0.06330905266924884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059918236992927386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757473225146657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766295260851032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699031746883309,0.0626124078316102,0.0,0.07335487989038693,0.07742655967723859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951104678700308,0.03441457981235018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059887576990992286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673238292633186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178324115211928,0.0,0.0,0.06803367201616999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759134602346234,0.08019909584008436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053574590431319145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061507553267378876,0.0,0.0,0.13318160183868236,0.0,0.0674643105723873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046142454038007,0.0,0.0,0.07242648012707849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561334421806376,0.06412808058618202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997189325459381,0.0,0.056255361157016716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592777888242767,0.0,0.0,0.06485386254958328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041075507669535216,0.08096313244141651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347721918744785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135710795949924,0.0 adhd,Mala-Chai_Latte,2019/02/28,"Mixed Results from ADHD medication I'm currently on 40mg Vyvanse and it's the only medication I've been on (I'm about to switch to Adderall once my prescription gets filled) but I have noticed like mixed results and side effects no matter what dosage I'm on. I can regulate focus more, have legitimate motivation, better emotional regulation, and am better organized. On the other hand I tend to be a bit more hyperactive and anxious- not enough to be debilitating or unbearable but definitely noticeable. Have other people noticed this? Does it matter as long I find them an acceptable trade-off?",5.3571028037383135,8.195594476635518,6.8895420560747676,64.72590186915889,71.52336448598129,10.261308411214953,33.12990654205608,10.355215969177356,4.485722242990653,487,24,73,16,10,166,75,107,0.048,0.7,0.252,0.9723,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,4,0,16,13,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,11,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873223624653185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056115837679752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32193372458478736,0.19870013653679267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927205091525887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472887693307507,0.0,0.18805775042801734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634744381718028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508905507703276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889174719813533,0.0,0.0,0.16106692680834894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666977475974654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216348619835366,0.0,0.1938272539921376,0.0,0.13842148210334296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617796318695235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jWritesStuff,2019/02/28,"Alternatives to adderall? I’m new here and nervous to post, but lost my insurance so I’m medless right now and it’s really hard. Are there any good supplements or herbs to help? Adderall changed my life and I doubt there’s anything close to it, but searching for something to help me. Thanks! 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My attendance rate is dropping. And I have no motivation to get up and go. Some of my classes are at 3 in the afternoon. And even when I get up at 9, I put my head back on my pillow and sleep the day away. Sometimes I just sit in bed and don’t get up at all to go. Even though I promise myself I’d start taking my classes seriously. I’m useless. I have just one friend and he isn’t even in my faculty, and I guess that makes going to classes a drag. Only to sit alone in the back and fall into a deep pit of confusion. Any advice? 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Why giving adivise without understanding ADHD can be especially harmful, and why we should be cautious when taking advise So on my recent thread I received [this](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/avckpo/do_not_rely_on_willpower/ehfz2cu/) reply, and thought if I am going to put in the effort of going into depth and fully addressing this issue, I may as well share it. **Warning**: Long This person isn't fully wrong, but in this case, on this subreddit, they are certainly wrong and their advise is doing more harm than good. Hear me out. For us, we have to be careful when taking advise that is not specific for people with ADHD. In the above case, while an improvement in self-efficacy and high self-esteem can improve our performance, so in order to improve and be your best self, gaining confidence and belief in yourself should always be a priority. However, the most appropriate measure of willpower that science has is called ""executive functioning"", and in people with ADHD, weak executive functioning skills is considered a core symptom/trait of ADHD, as Executive functions is defined as “a set of cognitive processes that are necessary for the cognitive control of behavior: selecting and successfully monitoring behaviors that facilitate the attainment of chosen goals. Executive functions include basic cognitive processes such as attentional control, cognitive inhibition, inhibitory control, working memory, and cognitive flexibility"" Thus, it would not be a stretch at all to say that ADHD can be diagnosed by being significantly lacking in the ability to achieve the goals you set out to do and having less “willpower” than others, even when controlled for IQ and other mental illness, in addition to lacking the ability to plan, organise and focus as well as others, though many would put that under the umbrella term of “Willpower"" as well. Thus it is quite frustrating being told that the reason we are unable to achieve our goals as easily as others is because of a factor we have control of, especially seeing ADHD can be diagnosed through a brain scan showing a different brain metabolism compared to a Neurotypical brain. ADHD does exist, and it has high comorbidity with addiction, anxiety, depression and low self-esteem. By denying that we are different you are also denying us the ability to organise strategies and treatments for our specific needs to give us the greatest chance to thrive. As ADHDers struggle to perform as well as others even when mentally healthy, once they develop mental illness performance plummets further, leading to a downward spiral where even worse performance leads to lower self-esteem and self-efficacy, and eventually anxiety and depression, though it doesn't have to be in that order. So, by saying, “You can give yourself more willpower by understanding that your will is strong as steel if you believe it is.” you are encouraging us to rely on our executive functioning, which is scientifically proven to be weaker for us than Neurotypicals, to achieve our daily goals. People who are likely to follow your advice probably have initially high values of self-efficacy, so they may be able to stick with it for a while. However, by making them play to their weaknesses and encouraging them not to use compensating strategies you are dooming them to failure, especially seeing there is no conclusive evidence that executive functioning can be significantly improved. Lastly, ""willpower"" does not equal ""achievement"". We, as people who have ADHD, rely on our willpower a lot more than normal people, as we have weaknesses in planning, organisation and focus.Its because once you have good habits and a routine, its easier to stick to it, but people with ADHD are more likely to have the habit of doing things they enjoy rather than things they should do, and have more trouble sticking to a routine due to poor organisation. Thus, to do all the things people rely on habit and routine to do, we are already using our limited willpower reserves, and it takes even more willpower to avoid doing the bad habits we are more likely to have, so there is NOTHING to be ashamed of if we try taking some of that burden off ourselves by developing strategies to compensate for our weaknesses, because at the end of the day we still the ones still the work, we are just making it easier for ourselves. If we use effective therapies suich as medication and have good coping strategies, most people will not even know we have ADHD, as our ability to achieve our goals and organise will not be significantly different to NTs, but it doesn't change the fact we are neurologically different, so if you visit this subreddit be very careful and make sure you have a great understanding of ADHD before you start giving advise. TL;DR: If you have ADHD don't rely on willpower and be cautious when seeing advice meant for neurotypical people, and if you don't understand ADHD be careful in giving out advise, because even if given with good intentions it may do more harm than good.",16.07283183750591,11.182561463470323,14.348680522752323,45.9914383561644,51.374429223744286,17.33390017320107,53.3804125334593,14.50523813934752,7.58249949614234,4166,203,573,115,29,1348,325,876,0.111,0.727,0.162,0.9947,18,1,0,0,0,0,121.0,30,18,10,37,32,47,1,3,35,0,96,14,3,19,5,130,134,76,0,19,21,0,0,3,0,12,11,3,1,2,43,56,0,7,13,2,1,9,13,20,4,1,4,7,63,27,128,99,22,65,2,4,4,0,83,35,0,16,20,470,106,20,0.036941241106095625,0.0,0.0,0.0402714055376276,0.6215467025377395,0.07219710653403777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076557816272857,0.029541897166041862,0.03073807190139612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651989666707965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030844393286918008,0.0900761508082894,0.0,0.031434275330316085,0.08324025706019561,0.03876755344738668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371592682904932,0.037721137447684835,0.0,0.11299217193697185,0.0,0.03907893485648016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071637153898752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023824044440804937,0.0,0.06363487366829862,0.07498916423134132,0.0,0.1543829376539839,0.0,0.0,0.06465505806915017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032718974878732425,0.0,0.0,0.1463960480966019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262442754797706,0.04198911726365901,0.15492280187239968,0.0,0.04072784873350791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163546353419486,0.0,0.0,0.11709134833039984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03855705807901376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020301940014993358,0.030112041983239007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054142873290824726,0.0,0.0,0.032691835905830226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03140612215711931,0.0,0.0,0.0739756958752714,0.03745262032451893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03721441399871698,0.1116842470869258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02739146219940348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03619457291582763,0.035446117152080917,0.0,0.0,0.07868243229261368,0.025032341020324644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049364722238702,0.032255666843749135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039828905946146985,0.0,0.0,0.0742723011017677,0.0,0.039291557103580635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03798174841208436,0.03647501896773587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058754315280832775,0.0,0.0,0.08831215908884718,0.0,0.2697643974128576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02614720059041899,0.0,0.059002645732548875,0.0,0.0,0.03861900600744897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03481668256086432,0.03839609405782764,0.11110086367041462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042245528665906217,0.0,0.07362635737334294,0.0,0.07258916365162654,0.029327219061566327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03529893895898314,0.0,0.02508067782428693,0.0,0.0,0.19228567397142804,0.2221788229779184,0.09571611444391763,0.0,0.03048039271227119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328584488763441,0.0,0.06666744851151879,0.0,0.0,0.03561003817501315,0.0,0.05378732698659148,0.0,0.03764628066563183,0.052483995571568194,0.08077889603266676,0.0,0.0 adhd,philm162,2019/02/28,"Had my adhd assessment yesterday So, at 53 years old I had my first adhd assessment yesterday. In many ways I'm successful in my career and life in general. In other ways, I struggle daily with basic things that neuro-typical people take for granted. After reading and researching for the past 3-months, I'm convinced I've dealt with adhd my whole life. My appointment yesterday was...unsatisfying. The testing psychologist seemed impatient and left 20 minutes early without any sense of closure. When I asked for any closing thoughts, he declined, saying he was in a rush to be somewhere. I joked that this might feel like the longest week of my life, waiting for conclusions on my diagnosis, he shrugged it off. I'll admit, the wait until I get my test results next week, is hard. I said to a friend, I guess if I don't have adhd, my consolation prize options (from a popular book title) are lazy, crazy or stupid. I'm curious how others have dealt with this wait, and what, if anything, you did to mentally prepare for receiving your test results. Thanks for any thoughts..",6.6546350078492935,7.886124392857145,6.966530612244897,71.9696781789639,65.27551020408163,10.112401883830456,36.5054945054945,10.214889679676881,4.063922762951334,855,42,140,20,13,277,127,196,0.07,0.785,0.145,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,4,3,10,1,1,7,0,11,3,0,3,0,28,28,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,9,8,0,3,6,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,4,19,8,26,19,1,28,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,7,15,84,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6053821732863304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25691381354070203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036311358231348,0.0,0.11772922721733114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367489853265866,0.08996569831447868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711751907083558,0.0,0.0,0.09729459113637162,0.0,0.06579416436975966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387280680245407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128101512950782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682526192018707,0.0,0.2668480496152737,0.06152391315851548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767507265605565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269096281987428,0.13359373188263884,0.0,0.0,0.10051755597344844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339298908672805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132144233087883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021614620912792,0.08730524920074621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596587225777875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978997354355557,0.10014601658493544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464357497663465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165125310812362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468503617612314,0.0,0.0,0.11594107582458313,0.0,0.0,0.08366348776659792,0.0,0.0,0.19995155436610354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991759179943167,0.2020297770349337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059834996490386,0.0,0.12139375487976935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109594606593623 adhd,MatthewSaxophone,2019/02/28,If there was a surgery that could correct your brain would you get it? I would. 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It’s almost like a spring bouncing back the harder I push down ",1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,83.70588235294119,3.4000000000000004,17.323529411764707,3.1291,-0.7138,138,3,25,0,4,43,23,34,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439071925625509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6817503138078123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414896927599845,0.3166980868770901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331541011638728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NJBizness,2019/02/28,"ADHD a work in continual progress Today at Culinary school I made Vanilla Slice and Apple Strudel. Having recently been diagnosed with Adult ADHD and being through the rigors of a few jobs I found myself deciding to do something that I liked doing and Baking was calling. Thanks impart to Netflix (Chefs table) & Gordon Ramsey I decided to be passionate about sonething that would be creative and hands on. Everything has been reasonably good thus far, although I do find it incredibly challenging post lunch break when I start to struggle to keep pace, not sure whether the meds are loosing traction or whether I'm getting whelmed by needing to focus on many different things at once or impart in an environment not to familair to me. Just thought I would share. Remember too stay positive 😊 ADHD has a great knack at shifting your attention on a dime.",9.605855263157897,9.526815769736842,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,59.06578947368421,11.547368421052632,43.34210526315789,10.9516,5.088115789473685,695,37,106,15,8,216,114,152,0.027000000000000003,0.79,0.183,0.9757,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,4,9,0,1,7,0,15,5,1,3,1,27,24,10,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,5,2,1,8,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,10,8,21,13,1,17,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,2,6,72,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431476664480172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322668578164665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382811286506282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529042123270265,0.0,0.15739474976605305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539241054862824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768923971355826,0.0,0.0,0.1651773926873185,0.0,0.0,0.07870718899069186,0.0,0.0,0.12635611683158265,0.0,0.16608958625434514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949456557975171,0.1339025695245188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359884127717327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254646635720478,0.0,0.1527330906805952,0.0,0.0,0.167335598517028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170333727588992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043485024798348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427882347438067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548908934585993,0.14874639828414168,0.0,0.17065444129998322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246348312547522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597593512072095,0.0,0.0,0.10662919507946264,0.1605703702143257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574896521370676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198364463392965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386961329188006,0.0,0.0,0.10008361693385416,0.0,0.0,0.11959742120920412,0.0,0.0,0.14279637488258706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967329680710962,0.0,0.0,0.2140315626905404,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cr4nky-the-Dwarf,2019/02/28,"Constantly tiredness and medication Hi reddit, I am seeing a therapist since 2012 for anxiety and depression, (I'm taking Xanax and venlafaxine) and the diagnosis of my ADHD is now official. I am currently going through the process of getting prescribe Ritalin, which in my country can be quite difficult (I had to get a full check of my heart and I am waiting to get a 3 days visit in a clinic to check out any secondary effect of the treatment once I'll start) Anyway, do you guys feel constantly tired? By that I mean you would go to sleep anywhen during the day. If so, does medication helps to lower that feeling? I am already followed for sleeping apneas, but I feel tired anyway. I am morally tired of this situation, which doesn't help, and I feel like I want to dig a hole and lay in there forever... I could use more help than my therapist gives me... 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Mostly for not being able to compete tasks efficiently. The doctor I spoke to wasn’t the most helpful and tbf couldn’t really be too helpful in the 5-10mins we spoke for. Our GPs are over worked and just interested in churning through as many people as possible. In a day I will have a list of things to do and I am able to logically prioritise what makes sense to do first but I find it incredibly difficult to stay focused on that task and compete it. I find my self getting distracted by something else on my to do list or something new. It has all got to a bit of a melting point recently where I work and do Open Uni at the same time and have had to defer from my uni course because I have got too far behind. In the past friends have commented that I may have ADHD or ADD but I have never been diagnosed. Would anyone have any advice on how to help maintain focus and is this an issue others have had? 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What are your experiences? I feel like I can't feel any rhythm... Guess it's the lack in sense of time. Takes me way more time to practice the songs than my friends and still doesn't feel like right in time. :-/ It also seems very difficult to me to tap my toe (which should help due to my teacher) AND concentrate on my hands/voice at the same time. I recently started a youtube channel to stay motivated and track my improvement. But it takes me sooo long to record just one song because in the middle of the song I start thinking of something else and this leads me to making a mistake. https://youtu.be/L_apmoIMEq8 On the other hand it seems there are many successful ADHD musicians out there because of increased creativity. What are your experiences at playing together with others?",5.031830769230769,7.467110460000002,4.6433333333333335,82.32346153846156,71.06666666666666,8.082051282051282,28.871794871794872,8.841846274778883,2.3851641025641026,659,26,119,13,13,200,92,150,0.057999999999999996,0.757,0.185,0.9645,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,3,7,7,0,0,8,0,7,2,2,3,0,23,19,6,0,3,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,7,15,5,22,18,4,25,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,3,13,78,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650071012117385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144061811271915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653700638432107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514219601216644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685769581823256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970921115670213,0.0,0.0,0.23035158112293344,0.2169744680256784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732495022601686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728847396169552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178707419938447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483800890619951,0.0,0.0,0.13438936359873402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136625261312056,0.15395996190044156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029027671862248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499412452835536,0.0,0.0,0.1296857211231193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649125343491104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690754421970752,0.0,0.0,0.21497144775574886,0.16186019657152295,0.12127382557344682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835631512016105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730433873262337,0.0,0.0,0.3541979893117912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529857884521853,0.0,0.12053764363066005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnEmeraldSky,2019/02/28,"""Just do some working memory exercises!"" A freaking doctor said this to me. As an examiner and tutor. OH WHY THANK YOU SIR YOU'VE CURED ALL MY EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION. I SHALL NO LONGER NEED TO GO THROUGH THE HASSLE OF GETTING CONTROLLED DRUGS EVERY MONTH TO FUNCTION AS A NORMAL HUMAN! EVERYONE, THE CURE IS HERE. /s Context: I'm a medical student, and I was having a simulated patient type assessment, where we have a discussion on the case and feedback at the end. I explained that I needed to make some notes at the beginning, and had to ask him to repeat some of the ""examination"" and ""investigations"" results I asked for. He said I needed to organise my thoughts and structure better (I don't disagree on having a structure, but management is reasonably new to us). I explained my working memory is in the 23rd centile, and I have to use external sources as an extention of my memory. Plus, my thoughts are disorganised by nature, I'm actively trying to stay on task, etc. He came out with this gem. FYI, I looked at a study, and it showed no long-term benefit in ADHD to working memory exercises, only short-term. Also, I'd be reasonably certain I would have seen it somewhere in my research post-diagnosis. 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Sat down, started reading and 30 minutes later i called my mother, crying because i couldn't remember a single sentence. Anyway, i've almost always knew that something's not right. Kept telling people about it but everyone just kept saying ""just focus, it's easy"". I've hated myself for this, I always thought i was really stupid and it made me very self conscious. Also became very anxious along the line. About 2 months ago, I found myself crying over it again, and decided to google it to see if anyone else can relate to me. And so I stumbled across the term ""ADHD"". I started doing research, reading about it and watching youtubers talk about their ADHD and oh my god. Every single thing they said, i could relate to the fullest. But doing some more research, i guess ADD fits me more. I'm extremely fidgety but I think that's just due to my anxiety, and don't have difficulty with excessive energy. I didn't want to just self-diagnose though. So this morning I went to my doctor. The first thing i said is that i think i have a problem with my concentration and she rolled her eyes back. I began explaining how the slightest thing distracts me, even if i force myself to pay attention to something, important or not, I just cannot focus on what i'm being said. She then cut me off and said ""There's nothing wrong with you, you're just dumb, stop trying to scratch where it doesn't itch and read a book"" and sent me off. So I guess that's just it, barely waited til I got home to start crying as i'm writing this down. I guess I'm just dumb after all. 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Long story short I have class from 11am-7pm and I forgot to bring my Adderall from home and I can’t go back and get it. What is the best way to get through a full school day without meds? Would it be best to just have a few cups of coffee throughout the day? 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Throwaway account because reasons. My girlfriend recently mentioned some stuff about adhd and I’ve been researching for months. I can relate to almost every reddit post explaining the problems that adhd diagnosed people deal with. I’m not going to go into detail but there are problems that I’m currently dealing with that are really effecting my relationship with my girlfriend and my life in general. I want to seek out help but I don’t know how to do so without involving my father. I’m currently on his insurance and I don’t have the money to pay for a therapist or psychiatrist. He is diagnosed but has never sought out any kind of treatment and is of the mindset that you should deal with your problems yourself. We have a great relationship but talking about my problems with anybody other than my girlfriend or a medical professional seems unbearable and I’m not sure what to do. Sorry if this is too open ended I just need to vent and see if anybody can share some wisdom. 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What do you do to help you find consistencies in establishing routines in your lives? 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(ADHD+Anxiety) I’m not yet diagnosed with anxiety due to only having insurance in-state and going to college out of state, but I am certain that I have had it for years now and it’s been getting worse. I’ve noticed that when I am on my Vyvanse (20 mg) if I get anxious, one worry or a series of a few worries will continue to loop in my thoughts in a never ending spiral. I feel like it’s really hard to snap out of a worry without moving on to another worry when I’m in this state. Does this ever happen to anyone else and if so have you found ways to cope with it?",5.422631578947371,4.304579684210527,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,67.94736842105263,10.006015037593986,31.781954887218053,9.23628265651192,2.640296240601504,490,17,101,8,7,175,81,133,0.198,0.76,0.042,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,3,21,17,12,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,2,8,2,26,12,1,25,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,12,74,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32049500131585434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981751026362085,0.20400785649589115,0.15063505485309314,0.0,0.09323369089184537,0.13662150680533228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533622279395394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166858096538893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138757918193397,0.0,0.11809872850742426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061270989133815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674201771691718,0.0952573692190406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619927127608706,0.0,0.0,0.1393281911939497,0.0,0.07577959545441874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791118903742318,0.0,0.11944550461897192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514267350045923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432495949786408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171819706073702,0.0,0.0,0.10283921475926004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180727307522746,0.0,0.0,0.09035392022584998,0.1014102764414928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542034274673625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058562285238644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583824842248303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853398513116307,0.0,0.0,0.6770608572791292,0.1358837768030033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586590913313752 adhd,opzo,2019/02/28,"Not sure what to think Hello, I'm new to this sub but I have enjoyed relating to many of you so far. I have been struggling with a lot of the ""stereotypical"" symptoms of ADHD throughout my life. Recently, I'm going back into education for the Nth time (Really, replace ""N"" with the biggest acceptable number for someone in their early 20s and you're probably spot on). I'm about to have a QB? Test to look towards an official diagnosis but like the title suggests, I don't know what to think. I recently got told go get tested by a psychologist who has known me a long while; they think I have it for the many symptoms I display. I'm relieved there might be an answer, and a light at the end of the tunnel, so to speak. I'm worried about how I will feel if I get told I *don't* have it. I've felt like something was holding me back for such a long time, so much so that the frustration makes me want to just try the medicine, without a diagnosis (something that, naturally, my GP won't consider). I'm worried about being tested. I'm worried about the test being wrong, which is irrational given my respect for science. But I also feel like if I don't get this sorted, my life will just be on hold. Add all of this to my diagnosed severe depression and anxiety and the fact I also have a severely mentally ill adult dependant to prioritise (with whom I have absolutely 0 support), I guess I'm feeling like some sound advice. It's stressful and I'm not coping very well. Can anyone weigh in? Thank you",4.2681575583253455,5.337624681208053,5.704017257909879,79.44240492170023,70.64429530201343,8.89766698625759,30.297858740811762,9.23628265651192,2.6323120485778206,1177,48,229,24,21,398,162,298,0.16,0.728,0.11199999999999999,-0.9523,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,2,0,18,17,1,2,21,0,23,7,0,3,3,45,55,18,0,3,10,0,4,4,0,4,6,2,0,1,13,10,1,2,11,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,7,8,26,12,36,40,4,23,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,8,16,150,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922202731524965,0.10507045575452732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197257608245048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822549765094682,0.0,0.0,0.07518274233084955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653574534397843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092609600289974,0.1091338149226723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523366703646427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310092712805213,0.15362923373735332,0.10323916252280707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685293491723322,0.0,0.12221585876278758,0.0,0.08599614932227381,0.0,0.11844895992456075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059091955134538486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189367412529378,0.2101216755307519,0.0,0.0,0.19030934966671426,0.09029243263268937,0.0,0.0,0.09141240492720157,0.0,0.0,0.07177259083745142,0.21802335720161972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835812592657604,0.11406515508555892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904194570023165,0.0,0.0,0.1038466053813126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592822762205572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888213431334225,0.0,0.21233243549937594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429412888555727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911040837017351,0.16555327085271476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316749647751984,0.112406625605597,0.0,0.0,0.12201608699358045,0.10133937162166007,0.22351561138798026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899294381816916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668963221576345,0.0,0.0,0.1253953199757168,0.0,0.0,0.2054861078025628,0.0,0.07300121503866351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871792534636902,0.06341998677957754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667629663036258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364855657257582,0.0,0.0,0.32758517755670946,0.0,0.0,0.11755977253047398,0.0,0.0 adhd,xZerge,2019/02/28,"How do you manage appetite loss from meds? So I was prescribed Vyvanse (also a 10mg Adderall booster dose) about a year ago when I got diagnosed with ADHD. The only issue I had with the Vyvanse was appetite loss. After trying a few other medications (nothing helped my ADHD). I decided to stick with Vyvanse and just get used to eating being more of a task than an instinct. Fast forward, I'm now 22 years old, I'm way more successful than I feel like I would have been (I have my own place, I have a good job, I finally built a PC, etc.) but I only eat like 1,000 calories a day, and basically only eat when I get really grouchy or feel like my stomach is collapsing on itself. Even when I do eat its force fed, the best way to describe it is like a manual task, I have to tell myself to chew, I have to make myself eat another bite, if I'm honest, it really sucks. The only things that help are eating with other people in a good environment, and of course weed helps TREMENDOUSLY, but I don't feel like weed is a good idea in the long run. Not saying everyone should smoke weed, not everyone has the same situation as me, and it's illegal for most people; anyways, am I the only person with this issue? If not, what are some ways that you guys manage appetite loss? &#x200B; Also, I will add that I was also diagnosed with anxiety when I got my ADHD diagnosis, not sure if that matters but yeah. &#x200B; TL:DR: Vyvanse. Eating sucks. 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My dad has it and it is known to run in families. Through school I was always trouble and was slower than all my peers. I was given an IEP I’m high school to give me longer for tests because I never completed a full test before, and when I do it’s usually because I rushed it. I get anxious and I start to pay attention to the time and then i get distracted because I’m too busy looking at the time and then I try to look out the window because I want to try and hold off doing it as much as possible. I procrastinate all my assignments because I get nervous when I’m tasked to do something so I distract myself by doing other things until it’s too late or last minute. After high school it got worse. I think it’s because I’m college there’s hand helping, and that’s when I really start noticing. I could never focus in my classes and I ended up failing Math because I never did my assignments, and it wasn’t like it was deliberate, I would just forget or I would start it and I would find it difficult and then I’d put it up. I waited to the last minute for everything until I was grabbing my hair and crying. The only time I can really focus and feel confident in myself is when I play video games, and it helps me train my attention because I’m always hyper focused while playing. My emotions are another thing entirely. I’m very introverted and quiet but at the same time I’m not. I’m super quiet but I can never shut up, I don’t show emotion but when I show emotion I really SHOW it. My anger is the worst, especially while gaming and at work. I grit my teeth, clench my jaw and yell, I’ve said very impulsive things like “I wanna f***ing kill her!!”. My family and friends think I’m an asshole because I say things that pop into my mind and they aren’t always the nicest but I need people to know what I think. If you get me talking about something I’m passionate about I won’t stop talking about and then I’ll go on tangents about things that aren’t even related. I think I’m even doing it right now lol. I also am super OCD when it comes to organizing and cleaning. If there’s soemthing out of place and i can move it, i will just to put my mind at ease, and that is apparently apart of ADHD too. The amount of times I’ve tried “something new” and got bored is a little ridiculous, I’ve switched career paths 3 times now. And when I’m sad I get really sad and i get more sensitive about things then I’m proud of admitting and I’ll get even more sensitive when i say I’m not sensitive. which is where my therapist comes in. Because of that, she thinks I have depression. So she prescribed me Mirtazapine. It also helps with my anxiety. But every time I’ve asked to try a stimulant she always just asks if I want to up the dosage. Then she put me on Wellbutrin aswell. It’s helped my anxiety and “depression” but literally everything else is the same. She said to take the CPT test and then she’ll prescribe a stimulant and I finally took it and surprise, “you results came up negative, you do not meet the criteria”. A standardized test determined I don’t have adhd. The bane of all ADHDers. If you don’t know what that is, it tests your processing speed, it basically flashes letters and you need to press space when they pop up and when an x pops up you don’t press it. I don’t know if you know what the game For Honor is but that’s mostly what I play, and all you do is use your processing speed. I’ve been gaming since I was a little kid so my reflexes are highly skilled. And that test doesn’t take that into account. It’s said that 70% of people that get deemed “normal” by the CPT actually have ADHD. ADHD is a spectrum and not everyone’s is the same. Every ADHDer has their own super strength and I’d say mine is reaction time. My Doctor won’t listen to me, she just keeps asking if I want to up my Wellbutrin dosage. If she’s so confident I don’t have ADHD I don’t know what the harm would be for me try a stimulant. If it doesn’t change anything, then she’s right. But if she’s wrong and I’m right, then I could be being treated correctly and she isn’t doing it. So what do you guys think. You think my Psychiatrist is wrong? 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This counts as a win on my list. May be totally insignificant to most people. Not for me. I've conquered this ******! (Everything around it is still in chaos.) If you did one load of laundry, got up only 30 minutes later then you planned to, or actually ate breakfast and not just drank a gallon of coffee - I cheer for you!",-0.2269780219780237,1.8803836282051272,2.0136263736263764,90.5492307692308,103.74358974358977,5.305494505494505,20.95604395604396,6.868970318607317,0.9411582417582416,305,12,62,6,14,102,60,78,0.033,0.8370000000000001,0.131,0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,12,8,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,7,3,13,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,3,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.3719817296496061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33933560844730803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323669355719705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425846429482973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30486859446921416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583009296418594,0.2899084911268899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426579433446323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109820741158362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30441496126296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MentalAnd,2019/02/28,"ADHD+Anxiety+Depression I am 23 and someone with severe ADHD, severe anxiety, and severe depression. I have known since about 20, that I have essentially been depressed my whole life. I have vivid memories of being 5 years old and being told to stop crying all the time, so stop being so loud abruptly, to calm down. I have always been thought of as peculiar to my peers. &#x200B; I ended up in a hospital at the age of 20 after a severe mental break down after finally coming to terms with my friend's death from cancer as well as my rape when I was 17. I had suicidal thoughts swarming through my head. At every corner was a way to die and I ended up getting diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety. &#x200B; It wasn't until I was 21/22 that I finally found the right psychiatrist, after many trials in and out of therapists' offices and psychiatrists' offices, that I was finally diagnosed with severe ADHD, severe depression, and severe anxiety. &#x200B; I am just trying to overcome the ""making mountains out of mole hills"" out of every day tasks such as showering, doing laundry, general physical hygiene, etc. I am trying to start routines with running a few times a week and scheduled cleaning and what not. Does anyone have advice on how to start and follow routines for longer than a few weeks or even days? &#x200B; TL;DR: Life's a bitch. I have anxiety, depression, and ADHD and I'm trying to start a routine. Does anyone have advice on how to start and follow routines for longer than a few weeks or even days?",6.648509084098147,8.019757615658367,7.017040644315416,71.09557033152277,65.37010676156585,9.474508334894175,32.583067990260346,9.682069395223575,3.3928533807829195,1234,50,192,25,19,401,140,281,0.263,0.718,0.019,-0.9972,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,13,0,22,7,1,3,1,38,36,26,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,5,23,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,8,1,0,12,2,20,3,49,21,7,51,0,5,1,1,2,15,1,2,30,142,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726776434882038,0.11085712270045396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719765613794984,0.245835179543694,0.27569613874620225,0.0,0.0,0.17357020026517148,0.0,0.0,0.0793233686070547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048861403114625584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230699246063065,0.1097439417416362,0.0,0.2931299883167189,0.1151442679559332,0.058868989934882585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927646757142004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047858112027462,0.0,0.0632605709520297,0.07492934018094513,0.0,0.09558228953282526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864101476949161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062193283214373785,0.043823655545050286,0.0,0.029635160213309013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058213639812748665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012954521330758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037862702944704785,0.05750770253945396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571629292705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952071215337434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048440697061133374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767224208470559,0.0,0.04692143039304556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806078222897831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059388323319554,0.0,0.0,0.09484508404287297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062045198303050775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585918349278763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006264317361208,0.06615068085879007,0.0,0.0,0.0542007705741913,0.0,0.1155325433021353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045023672837755,0.13649808157700052,0.0,0.05100033116262465,0.0,0.0,0.0633286350977944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27569613874620225,0.03652742423792358 adhd,40two,2019/02/28,"I threw out my Adderall with my breakfast this morning I (27) prep breakfast on a tray for myself every morning. Literally have been doing the same routine since I had been diagnosed a month ago. Today I was excited to feed my cat a little bit of raw food with her wet food. After my cat and I finished our breakfasts I threw everything into the sink along with the left over raw chicken and the Adderall. Got dressed for the day, left the house, realized I forgot something, came back for it, left the house again and realized I didn't take my Adderall pill. I came back home for a second time and there it was in the sink covered in chicken juice. At the moment it was devastating and infuriating and I almost lost my mind as a thousand different thoughts and feelings hit me like a wall and I drifted into a storm of self-loathing. Ended up getting an emergency dose from my pharmacist after I explained the situation. In retrospect I find it hilarious that my own disorder bamboozled me. I'm still new to the ADHD community and learning new things about it everyday. It feels a little surreal that there are people who are like me out there. Growing up ADHD wasn't a thing in my family since it was just my mom and I. Do you have any stories about your ADHD bamboozling you in a light-hearted way when you thought you had it under control? \---------- TLDR; I threw out my ADHD medication because of ADHD. Does anyone else have similar stories?",5.863410381184102,6.826416273722629,6.62549878345499,74.67349553933497,66.91970802919708,9.446553122465527,34.20032441200324,9.586721724236666,3.357089862124898,1145,52,201,23,18,378,153,274,0.068,0.888,0.045,-0.7945,1,0,1,0,1,0,35.0,1,5,0,2,11,4,0,0,22,0,17,10,0,1,0,36,34,12,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,14,21,6,2,9,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,20,3,37,3,35,13,3,48,0,1,0,0,10,22,0,1,20,148,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646286413639594,0.0,0.08329287090114826,0.0,0.09409075655794424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389832357727743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570138317474701,0.09627659146242752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445040852784878,0.0,0.05727920703265898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025836795314905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493815939117872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538792554514437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060598609582440226,0.0,0.0,0.09537085731726852,0.0,0.09817173767796973,0.10769017920161833,0.0,0.08222799095253147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849435060153571,0.0,0.0832236688250144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916820401847201,0.0,0.08444823116224852,0.0,0.08858031634560794,0.0,0.09502142093762203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588083110986923,0.0,0.2272417949421939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909199018677249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515110227439914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113470630059122,0.0,0.0,0.09425293592348223,0.0,0.0,0.21684225981196306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30627447645990685,0.0,0.0,0.09181152675047546,0.1883519925995128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257213389600207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465822439808018,0.0,0.0,0.0948762323587303,0.1100487802390322,0.07500067701619645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150084447650572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514237969388494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802430264865927,0.0,0.0,0.15545496523890864,0.10561878104903012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723376039960152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503928021041248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064877122945692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485019483936913,0.0,0.0,0.1491928629050619,0.05479080511448725,0.0,0.08906630162171958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458376095199536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tahoegirl90,2019/02/28,I can't remember to eat! Any tips? I recently started taking Vyvanse and I can't remember to eat. I'll take it and set my breakfast on my desk and then two hours into work realize I totally forgot about it. Then all of a sudden it's 10 pm and I haven't eaten all day. Any tips? ,-0.9394672131147528,1.1393529836065568,2.6657172131147533,89.5316905737705,92.9344262295082,6.328688524590166,20.739754098360656,7.645422480735847,1.1138344262295081,216,8,48,5,8,79,40,61,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,12,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,6,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225656495292629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529541681707051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853655061451765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335633606076921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417544401760834,0.0,0.5373317273694423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786920147992224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35664263949763325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316793233257432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266161246889142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AnInnocentCivilian,2019/02/28,"How do you study? I feel like I've been kinda just pushing through the last 12 years. I'm a freshman in college right now majoring in physics and I have no idea whatsoever how to study. There's a lot on my mind right now and if I wasn't on my prozac I would probably be really depressed. I can't think of all of what I wanted to say but I desperately need and want to learn how to actually study. My grades have always been average, around Bs but it feels like no matter how much I try I can't get As. I'm really bad at following directions so please tell me EXACTLY what to do. I've heard countless of the old studying tips like ""link it to something in your mind, pace yourseslf, manage your time, know your learning style, etc."" These never seem to help. TLDR: EXACTLY What should I do to study (specifically for math/science)? Please do not be ambiguous, I am very bad at following directions. How do you do well for college? 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I am going to see a doctor and also get evaluated by a psychologist soon to see if I really do have ADHD. I'm not hyper active, but sometimes I have these uncontrollable bursts of energy here and there, I always talk to myself out loud and switch to 5 subjects in the span of twenty minutes, whenever people talk to me it's like, I can definitely hear what they're saying, but can't even process half of it. Even when it comes topics and subjects I am extremely interested in I have a hard time to focus. I also have words running through my head and it doesn't even make sense at times. Its like my brain is cluttered with so much information it overwhelms me to the point that I become incompentent. 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I am 23 years old, and I have been dealing with a lot for the longest time. I always just kept it to myself and never reached out no matter what. I've dealt with depression (short but reoccurring bursts or something), anxiety, worrying, stress, and only until recently have I actually realized my other attention and focus related problems. I've really just internalized everything and just kept pushing myself forward, happy or not. I don't think anyone really knew how I felt from just looking at me, but I hurt a lot tbh. I was normally the quiet one, diligent one, and the average kid in school who tried doing the right thing. No one really said anything or thought anything wrong or different about me. Until college, more so my university, all these problems have become more prominent and frustrating. After many breakdowns and more rough moments. I finally reached out to my family and they have some idea of how I've been feeling, but not totally everything. None the less, I managed to schedule a appointment with a psychiatrist for tomorrow. I just know I need help at this point. I have no idea what's going to happen or what they will say. I have no idea how my parent will react (especially with anything medicine related). I have like 4 pages of notes lol I just know I'm finally at least in the right direction to becoming the better version of myself, that I deserve. 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As the title says... HOW?!? I feel like I may know, but I think I’m scared of having structure in my life. It feels like with it I’ll always know what’s coming and I will miss up on all the random things that can pop up... so in turn I’ve been having trouble with this, and being in university and working at the same time means I REALLY need to implement it if I want to get by. Do you all have any tips or tricks for this? It feels like my brain just won’t let me. Thank you! 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After a long class or period of time when sitting down and doing nothing I have so much energy that when I get to my car or anywhere alone, I just have to let out a yell to expel all my built-up energy. Also, at the end of the day when I go to lay down to sleep or something, I will sometimes still have lots of energy and almost like it is uncontrollable I will basically flex or shake my arm muscles, move my fingers ect.. to try and get out all of my energy (I assume)...I think it is probably related to my ADHD but I’m not sure - it sounds strange I guess to some people but it just always feels good to me. Does anyone else experience this kind of thing?",3.9056352683461135,4.4474279096385585,5.720755750273828,80.92616100766706,71.10843373493975,9.168893756845565,25.331872946330773,9.339509955726095,1.891573493975904,627,17,132,13,11,217,99,166,0.069,0.856,0.075,0.254,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,0,11,4,3,0,3,28,19,16,0,1,11,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,4,18,5,23,14,6,23,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,10,14,94,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285523129618424,0.0,0.12116842550573098,0.0,0.13687640614884802,0.14157077070535265,0.0,0.10931183485469828,0.11373795733401924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115521092509424,0.2801124003615061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763089213158472,0.0,0.0,0.1387386038593831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961931541586925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283757726341449,0.0,0.1210677553461345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151681593784816,0.0,0.0,0.26742027783574385,0.0,0.0,0.06911513458332624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428309311833797,0.0,0.07768471039997576,0.11465002154952594,0.0,0.0,0.15058067327870506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28468552224543914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397759256495941,0.0,0.06678037399404281,0.0,0.0,0.12096733488541266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620989739994687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528102229962606,0.10048369701498554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115881091152354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476440775552288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737614056260234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678983115584448,0.0,0.0,0.1052314980408894,0.13519100739132428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916170058503398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882975771293634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27243450794349217,0.08758614680562239,0.0,0.0,0.07970568808695308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928042940831778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482356827876849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880245961229853 adhd,NasLily,2019/02/28,"Medication I was wondering about people's experiences about going on medication for their ADHD/ADD. If anyone could share their stories, why they chose to start medication and experiences afterwards it would help a lot. 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When I get quizzed on a topic, verbally or on paper, I got completely blank. The best I can do is a disconnected set of ideas. Obviously, this isn't compatible with being in college. Today in class I just COULDN'T explain a chemical concept to answer a question. They just looked at me like I was an idiot. This always happens, and now I'm just afraid to even speak. Does anyone have any real tips to help this? I feel like such a fuck up. 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I said that I would find a therapist since I stopped seeing last one 18 months ago. Never considered it at all when it's not front and center during arguments. Can't seem to pull it together. House is a mess. A million things to fix around the house. Laundry piled up everywhere. Lots of promises broken. Feeling like I might be clinically depressed.,3.1462962962962955,6.170981222222222,3.8850493827160513,81.63572222222226,82.45679012345678,8.178271604938272,27.853086419753083,8.841846274778883,2.9675916049382725,353,16,61,10,10,112,68,81,0.18899999999999997,0.733,0.078,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,2,14,11,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,2,0,2,1,3,5,2,9,6,2,16,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,3,9,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653573119725667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912089373291796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660610095764569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066746150189834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432071782413697,0.13326490406920907,0.0,0.0,0.17049506432731426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106015530361907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304864608054809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520557853639863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075077725426934,0.0,0.09113449390869016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859045934168806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197890487120493,0.0,0.0,0.2977904402464278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387189360575128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640498693058635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744317703101609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486489991270876,0.16981989033206474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430861553086622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595660113053122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165884402848808,0.24785905917915346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251335080691126,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vamale552,2019/02/28,I hope this never happens again I am a 63 year old MWM with ADD diagnosed at the age of 40 with an IQ of 143. I haven't had my med (Welbutrin) in almost a month due to financial problems and feel terrible. I absolutely cannot concentrate on anything. I had forgotten how bad it was. I should get back on the med tomorrow. I can't wait! ,1.1315714285714265,3.1639124428571463,3.649999999999999,86.70500000000001,81.71428571428572,8.0,25.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.1074285714285717,261,11,57,7,7,91,56,70,0.163,0.737,0.10099999999999999,-0.5255,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,13,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,8,1,9,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,9,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594653628425179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132288433153352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924276459568616,0.21634946751262066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299537811865736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101588489305271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353764334823684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913376112565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25735878734946943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756347498206749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068224189849908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998447837000345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718966819027285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793721930579546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686099828833575 adhd,aviator1505,2019/02/28,"How do you keep your work interesting? Like most of us with ADHD, my key issue is summoning motivation to continue with things. For example, college courses that I loved so much in economics and psychology are now boring and slow. There's no more excitement to be found in them and it's incredibly hard to keep engaged with them. Even the medication doesn't help so much. That leaves me quite depressed and feeling like I'm not doing anything that I should be. I know it's one of the fundamental questions of ADHD - how to keep things interesting and find a way to sustain engagement over periods of time. I'm on 30 mg Vyvanse with the optional Dexedrine 5 mg booster. I'm 21M, 180 cm and weigh about 85 kilograms. Any advice? 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This is the second time since December I’ve had an issue finding a pharmacy that has adderall because it’s on backorder and they don’t have it. Back in December I ended calling at least 20 different pharmacies to find it. I’m frustrated not just for myself but for others also. ,4.59051724137931,6.8913770172413775,6.227103448275868,71.07824137931038,71.93103448275863,10.157241379310344,34.01379310344828,10.355215969177356,4.4417613793103445,249,13,39,8,5,85,49,58,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,7,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531881569150688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24344898368281584,0.0,0.1929988998080505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232881494861328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33078386286475003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804172291012896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787407604771907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304523882208318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618981548025049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846143767434495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Russel_Westbrick,2019/02/28,"Anyone get toe pain while using adderall? Has anyone gotten pain in a couple of their toes after using adderall? I've been taking 10-20mg of adderall per day as prescribed, but a few days ago I've been noticing some pain in my big and pinkie toes. I know adderall can cause vasoconstriction, but most of the posts I've seen report coldness and not pain. Can't tell if its the adderall or if maybe my shoes just suck lol.",4.353928571428572,5.5352246309523805,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,70.54761904761905,6.076190476190478,24.714285714285715,5.46131890053228,0.5165142857142855,335,9,66,1,6,104,59,84,0.193,0.7659999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9288,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,4,1,5,8,4,3,0,15,13,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,4,0,7,9,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,5,5,34,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451694206516367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376580391044125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906629147581132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928727520720128,0.0,0.2248334520055618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107074977107717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579723684872757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511968743415085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984552022270705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7419204143974477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694257282463307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106082156770155,0.0,0.1523562443594109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010989517537786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,appletreess,2019/02/28,"Looking for a therapist Please reply or message if you’d like with any advice on who is a good counselor, psychologist, social worker for behavioral therapy to go to in Champaign Urbana. Appreciate your recommendations. 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Im 18 and ADHD ruined most of my life didnt even notice It. Ive had It since I was a kid,It annoys me nonstop and ruined me I didnt notice until many years later. I have problems reading, I try to read and I daze off, lack of discipline and no interest in learning, finding new hobbies, listening to new music or new movies or books. Always had social problems, never was good at talking to people, never had anything to talk about. Not interested in most music, movies, lack of social skills no humor. I spent most of my childhood addicted to video games one of the only things I was interested and good in life. I liked basketball but I was never good at It and never pushed myself in basketball. Im a huge maladaptive daydreamer, underachieved in everything academics, sports no friends. Everyone has friends and healthy habits me I jave no friends and for some reason I like to be sad not happy, like In my daydreams. I dont like to be bored or stay still. I also have ocd, Functioning schizophrenic (no delusions or hallucinations) but I have some symptoms and affects the way I think. I want to beat this and learn something new read books,make friends, learn how to play instruments. I like instrumental music, want to be better at social skills. I want to have knowledge in general and tired of being a underacheiver.",4.148103693181817,6.324351523437502,5.034900568181818,79.69049715909092,72.828125,7.779545454545455,28.04261363636364,8.575989854853784,2.2960296875,1074,42,189,20,22,349,130,256,0.171,0.6459999999999999,0.183,0.8815,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,6,28,1,0,5,0,20,6,0,3,4,46,26,20,0,7,8,0,0,5,4,0,6,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,7,8,1,1,14,9,0,1,10,1,27,19,31,12,7,30,0,4,0,0,11,12,0,9,20,127,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017065656621432,0.2242476646707192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460889094359932,0.07762986383095066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677477540958448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825128558502882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934238343402307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162122180589304,0.0,0.0,0.0891484616716782,0.08384855653957297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527098346377787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883214710996042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347571321762213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993154778515007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155168582809066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317956481898992,0.2278989117288689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458764444404352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28782294452832463,0.3604239807185399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212436551755142,0.09789860678849313,0.0,0.06321988025180787,0.07095591997456796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467979769038429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854361569394994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799641673821469,0.0,0.0,0.09592397228915372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771755326476214,0.0,0.0,0.28531100271784665,0.0,0.07182392804585562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099441273782923,0.07450641941005337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697041385390706,0.0,0.149975809674352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198181108644318,0.05978040057489618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723019065853907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334195620769907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508544507747966,0.07405413483560364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201593130556058 adhd,dump-truck-of-semen,2019/02/28,"Finally diagnosed with adhd. I'm a 17 y/o male, I was diagnosed with severe ADHD combine type, major depressive disorder, and social anxiety disorder. It's taken over a year for me to get diagnosed (mostly my fault for forgetting appointments and procrastination) but it's finally happened. This shit has really fucked my life up and I'm really surprised it wasn't caught earlier. Because my ADHD went undiagnosed for so long the consequences of my behaviour have lead me to develop depression and anxiety disorders. It lead me to multiple suicide attempts, drug abuse, social isolation, and dropping out of high school. I can finally see myself living past 18 and being an able adult. It's probably gonna take another month or two before I get any medication but I guess later is better than never. Can anyone else share thier experience with this trifecta of mental disorders.",6.724720430107527,8.993816993548391,8.3275,58.36458333333334,66.16129032258064,13.166666666666664,36.14247311827957,12.311054993355176,6.099569892473117,714,36,98,31,12,248,107,155,0.249,0.698,0.053,-0.9884,0,1,1,0,1,1,18.0,0,0,0,4,1,8,2,0,4,0,8,8,1,2,1,19,21,10,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,5,1,12,3,16,14,2,18,0,2,1,1,5,4,2,3,9,60,19,5,0.10205627489402704,0.12091999738385292,0.0,0.0,0.3679554296481353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940176658672498,0.10701490267691986,0.15614554190724467,0.0,0.0,0.071360120332488,0.10456871408152156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062212557923302436,0.0,0.08684237313499231,0.0,0.0,0.09026048162855717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580184004340196,0.3107549122491832,0.0,0.0,0.4678613310782414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835287815420145,0.0,0.08525492209879428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983061991014172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353929820253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943493816266235,0.10664038282944087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124264927219394,0.0,0.09024802684276438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782805770384836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720853651202683,0.0,0.0,0.09011756048905803,0.09031659175753294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281096009106452,0.1028487212011488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146034494675543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871209076805133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974242622945579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100339255601675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075972599477162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328639871723462,0.08132563782008617,0.0,0.0,0.11529454146653162,0.1047592995906408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080670400094143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116330003303721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767336176601867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996941512147278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460718928482853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572089498534595 adhd,illeniumismybae,2019/02/28,sweaty hands? when i realize that my hands are dry. theyll start to sweat. i have adhd and i know excessive sweat is related to hyperactivity so i was wondering if this happens to anyone else?,1.1298198198198186,3.7152371621621607,3.717702702702706,79.39204954954958,96.29729729729729,7.872072072072072,22.382882882882885,8.344100000000001,2.3112018018018032,153,6,29,5,6,53,30,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735047651904055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549008085820786,0.4036938750009647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32913180741742976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484079916957175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216529046339452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27887130018651235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272701752635293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Brobuscus48,2019/10/31,"I went in for a diagnosis and I got rejected. I went for a diagnosis and when I filled out a questionnaire I answered honestly. According to the doctor ""No dysfunction, no diagnosis"" because I'm able to hold down a job and maintain relationships with friends and family I can't get the treatment I feel I need. I understand they need to treat more extreme cases before more minor ones but I feel like im constantly on the verge of collapse. I can't manage my money even though I know theoretically how to. I'm only able to keep this job because a)it's really well suited to ADHD, not having to focus on a single thing for more than 5 minutes and b)my job doesn't really fire people unless they are drug addicts or objectively terrible. I know for a fact once I go to University I'll probably flunk out because studying is incredibly hard for me and I can't follow a schedule. I find it silly that I can only get treatment after my life is already ruined. Right now what I want to do is to make a 3-month plan with a bunch of goals I want to achieve and try to follow it to the best of my abilities. If I can't do it I'll go back in and see if I can get treatment. What do you guys think? I can't afford to flunk University once I'm in it. (In fact for the course I want I have to maintain a 3.5gpa for the two pre-professional years to get accepted into the main program) The only reason I'm not in uni right now is because I couldn't focus in high school on a single career I wanted to pursue and it put me into a depression because I wanted to but just couldnt. I'm just really tired and sorta angry.",4.508323982160839,4.864446873111785,6.563789382822616,76.07715005035249,69.69486404833836,9.446755862465832,29.054956121421377,9.48565724429506,2.5247711408430438,1269,44,251,26,21,449,161,331,0.129,0.773,0.099,-0.927,4,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,4,10,14,0,0,20,0,20,5,0,3,2,52,52,19,0,11,10,0,4,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,10,16,0,2,10,0,1,8,12,6,1,2,3,5,35,8,47,47,8,34,0,5,1,0,6,18,0,4,9,171,45,10,0.20441688629856736,0.0,0.0,0.11142228956555472,0.1228346865547567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278955858917802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859198383111762,0.0,0.31152659139666106,0.0,0.08697185711249414,0.0,0.10726145532533864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045101682972976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803198231697919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046146725058572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852934502007548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750771274931677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635302388264984,0.0,0.10335931975275656,0.07301773220806086,0.0,0.0,0.09341666537637444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896598963813113,0.0,0.21359877219031567,0.0,0.1161748272724692,0.0,0.0817454289054554,0.0,0.0,0.1012024279063318,0.0,0.0,0.09155868927756884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798883182014396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040265765812897,0.0,0.3042783264124953,0.09084756046537276,0.0,0.0,0.11234217474627396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072192846059106,0.049933882574860165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682249294637149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158180419633143,0.0,0.0,0.15157253103342644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769731246251947,0.06925908625325412,0.23320238011161365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085846523654638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019798867621712,0.0,0.0,0.10274771552645376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643203763458228,0.10508730234963187,0.0,0.10973361750027764,0.0,0.17457090398408556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344040111542978,0.0814468962182353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790274804492549,0.0654910433740092,0.10041927645356083,0.0,0.0,0.11747356993072232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939282375995046,0.0,0.09984279748920127,0.10640259389275067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014259394944848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189766513177014,0.18949650156391992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581888635269903 adhd,WombatCommander,2019/10/31,"Does Adderall stop working if you take it consistently? I've only ever used Adderall intermittently, because it made me depressed in regular doses. However, in college I'll need it all day pretty much. Is it possible for adderall to stop working if you take a regular dosage over an extended period?",6.789905660377357,8.924755867924526,8.279386792452833,59.3032311320755,65.79245283018868,11.337735849056607,41.55188679245283,11.20814326018867,5.895871698113207,243,15,33,8,4,84,40,53,0.141,0.8029999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.594,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,9,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,5,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,20,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284544740744274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617030345517173,0.0,0.21595729056513197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941948427094693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268037448544768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372510827922705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843187356491192,0.1859164832175132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906949150249552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826655185497104,0.0,0.2550871663009747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41925060259321495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770423372375077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655413713846594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650754604562623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bothh17,2019/10/31,Is there a cure for adhd? Does anyone know what reduces or cures adhd?,0.5735714285714302,3.07185635714286,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,92.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.1138857142857144,55,1,10,0,2,18,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8875456847866103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581917336870881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231376040466754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029329320817516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ResidentCedarHugger,2019/10/31,"Procrastination: unaffected by deadlines or repercussions When I was in school, I would have, say, a month to complete an important project. Like a true procrastinator I did nothing, and sometimes in these cases I would do it the day before like usual. But some other times I would not even do the project, disregarding repercussions, and just tell my teacher the day it's due that I was unable to do it - then turn it in a couple days later. I'm new to the ADHD community, so is this an ADHD thing? Procrastination to the point of not even doing a project, even the day it's due?",7.347393939393939,7.0669058000000025,7.865454545454547,71.32484848484852,63.72727272727274,10.606060606060607,33.78787878787879,10.125756701596842,3.2214242424242414,458,17,86,9,6,152,67,110,0.018000000000000002,0.8859999999999999,0.096,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,12,0,12,0,0,0,1,13,14,7,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,7,3,9,8,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,15,64,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070830073247372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411550246513175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757396164839892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873970209163065,0.0,0.436900688723936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355881407898075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654844869646245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518399047819452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357191299884966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250843800694992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601028486587249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468431480788393,0.0,0.17140447354898886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750441156843304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803079234484254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251730132196837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875697089094199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842183915386799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652949944455155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609320071972329,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlienHobbits,2019/10/31,"Got my first “big-girl” job and I’m terrified I’m going to screw it up. Hi all! So I landed an awesome gig at community mental health facility and as a someone hoping to get into youth trauma counseling after I finish my degree it’s a dream gig. The staff is extremely interconnected, I’m surrounded by clinical counselors, substance abuse specialists etc and everyone wants to get to know you and fuel you’re career. I’m still in my BA but when I reach the point of needing an internship during me MA they already want me to come on with them. I can’t believe it’s real!! The current job is an entry level gig, starting in the medical document scanning and upload department. I worked at company about 6 months ago that was data entry and I made 1-2 mistakes every day (uploading to the wrong person in the EMR type of thing) and they were much more chill there. Here it is a full on HIPPA violation if you mess up an upload and I’m terrified I’ll mess up and ruin my reputation there and future opportunities with the company. I try SO hard to grab all the details and I’m doing well on Concerta, but things still just slip through the cracks it seems when I’m faced with a time crunch and high volume of details. Any advice??",3.2926278659611974,5.282659156378603,5.190346854791301,78.46037037037038,74.7201646090535,8.249970605526162,26.386243386243386,8.976282227363876,2.297397178130511,977,36,181,22,21,335,151,243,0.163,0.779,0.057999999999999996,-0.9845,3,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,2,3,3,12,11,2,0,17,0,7,5,1,1,2,32,27,20,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,17,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,8,1,1,4,3,18,3,30,23,6,36,0,1,1,1,8,18,1,3,15,113,26,6,0.0,0.18764849054001545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476222793289185,0.14038989158366286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477076304884642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770043849296733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843440346558762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364260486243999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021387801543795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766300019764595,0.0,0.0,0.13343777755262082,0.15133411016641915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471370357880827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548881327734902,0.0,0.09000816859046344,0.0,0.1266669642497604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187290196850086,0.0,0.0,0.16834523090371012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733189467212764,0.0,0.15730212123851045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143255218037544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703876426402207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985826489828755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595461618380272,0.15960476103966248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641342291468524,0.0,0.11642385605804725,0.11743306400570758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382869509277699,0.0,0.0,0.14971557686489406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026543539190845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441786620020975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341906330015863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209864804412002,0.0,0.2529569769724596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043464018067096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234974262003046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752623656250668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868273698633701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239815509862158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529889435493293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315821256743896,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ilikegammon,2019/10/31,Do people with ADHD often have higher or lower levels of seretonin? I know they usually have lower dopamine levels but just wondering regarding seretonin?,8.935200000000002,11.937050720000002,8.637,55.40350000000001,61.8,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,5.0802,128,6,12,3,2,41,21,25,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.3736,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593706237424311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557946542745949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226787563717149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51261841232999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047518040237478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slinkys4every1,2019/10/31,"In a way I’m thankful I wear contacts If it wasn’t for my contacts going dry and forcing myself to blink, I don’t know how long it would take before I was able to blink when I zone out",1.8307142857142864,2.3853044523809537,3.6366666666666654,93.925,75.90476190476191,5.6000000000000005,23.523809523809533,3.1291,-0.02396190476190441,145,4,35,0,3,49,32,42,0.0,0.899,0.10099999999999999,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,6,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.4195950575730557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35704448935839506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23846554079066384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059847028339875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37132842206571787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31548326404571964,0.0,0.0,0.3863067546393941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330550261591869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29806829012956915,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1846506bmn,2019/10/31,"I dont know how im going to stay alive I can’t do anything except for numb myself with movies. I cant study. I cant write up a resume. I can’t keep my body healthy. I cant keep my space clean. I only rely on others. How can i live like this? I don’t understand. What is the point?",-2.8581818181818197,-1.2187537878787855,0.5718787878787914,102.7178181818182,102.03030303030305,3.246060606060606,11.145454545454543,4.935628992294339,-1.712843636363636,214,3,57,1,10,76,43,66,0.043,0.764,0.193,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,2,0,9,15,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,6,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870349506117185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087051383755818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257187678670566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794766066859586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001999988827129,0.0,0.0,0.4940540042913362,0.0,0.0,0.1527369061972476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357770891675524,0.0,0.2454073951962281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136977356027065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262723100600503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962244662541885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893232757732405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buffalobaby,2019/10/31,I’m finally going back to therapy! And I cleaned my house yesterday! It’s all stuff I’ve been to distressed/overwhelmed to do and I’m doing it :-),0.375,2.7936541666666663,3.068333333333332,86.4225,90.66666666666666,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.401,115,6,23,3,4,40,22,30,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.4374,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122581945657572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448518181415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307903430459445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685734138515908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648759697534329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643993819512918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jasjas8484,2019/10/31,"I love having adhd but also hate it!!! 36 and diagnosed at 5 years old On and off meds my whole life The journey continues!!!",0.6346666666666678,2.992156200000004,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,87.0,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.1375333333333335,95,3,19,2,3,33,24,25,0.209,0.7040000000000001,0.087,-0.6826,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,7,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920198238423444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608559097168741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310783756461015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220474203228039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039930811523926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944013372245063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36232617337117934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422840067832127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641821171347693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100571830089892 adhd,polttoanalyysi,2019/10/31,"Tips on staying in shape Hi guys! How do you stay / get in shape? I have ADD, and going to the gym is always such a hassle. And I don't like doing the same thing over and over again, it feels so mentally tiring! So what I'm asking is that do you have any tips or maybe tell a little how you like to exercise. Maybe share a lifehack! All answers are welcome!",0.4647000000000006,2.524275120000002,2.2262500000000003,95.79937500000004,84.46666666666667,4.816666666666666,17.375,5.985473137389443,-0.4571000000000001,274,6,62,2,8,90,53,75,0.057,0.858,0.085,0.485,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,2,1,11,14,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,7,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643207292811454,0.0,0.0,0.16053808304834138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069686556466955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936586057227927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333866612448988,0.0,0.13416601683704826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337498916970412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066718625939345,0.23660767714580416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743351452482567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790657439495136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032459051152898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633865431285245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683675115110304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713317735221362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,101rheaa,2019/10/31,Music preferences I need really upbeat or exciting music that starts straight away otherwise I get super bored and skip. I literally skip so many songs in my playlist because I just get bored. Can anyone recommend good songs that my annoyingly inattentive mind may like?,5.900869565217391,9.359859521739137,5.954521739130435,68.75786956521742,73.34782608695653,10.636521739130435,30.93913043478261,10.355215969177356,4.57324,222,10,32,8,5,70,36,46,0.076,0.614,0.31,0.9179999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25904496761065543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480737717259657,0.0,0.0,0.2258383250634861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38711614256434745,0.0,0.0,0.310737133192732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809955348284288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756038404140888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740744768343752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27470276598825505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373359856126297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222434832976005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-JoyV-,2019/10/31,"I’m trying An open letter to my teachers, therapist, parents, and friends: It may not look like it, but I really am trying. I try really hard to pay attention and keep on topic. I can’t help I get distracted and off topic so easily. Please be patient. Love, Me",1.97596153846154,4.08215082692308,4.804461538461538,79.14053846153845,79.19230769230771,8.775384615384615,23.861538461538462,9.3871,2.4529184615384607,201,7,38,6,5,72,41,52,0.134,0.5720000000000001,0.293,0.9224,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,4,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,1,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046929976168229,0.0,0.1384208985642726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373353725062791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775845742647313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354920081803565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943694055800187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224839718414362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391198747862753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941859692340751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29082599618794586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394563726794389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076172793453261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396332714987421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Akadianpigeon,2019/10/31,"My Journey to this Subreddit The more I dwell on this subreddit, the more angry, sad, depressed, furious, defeated, and hopeful I become because it feels like I finally may have the answer to figuring out what the hell has been wrong with me for all those years. I came to this subreddit, after I expressed to one my mental health coaches that I have an inability to focus on anything. She recommended meditating, and I agreed with her. It was a practice I've been doing on and off for the better part of the past five years now, and I quite enjoy it. But I knew the problem was more than that. Meditating helped me calm down and analyze my emotions, it helped me be grounded and present, but it didn't help me with what I needed more than anything, and that was to stay focused on one thing for more than 5 minutes. Short bio: I spent approximately 20-30 minutes tops on all my given HW in High School. Sloppy work mattered little to me. The faster I could finish it, the better. School wasn't easy, but nor was it particular hard. I knew what ADHD was but I always figured that it was for people who couldn't sit still, or to put it blunt, people that needed meds to function in life, and that just wasn't me. College came, and true struggle began. For the life of me I just could not sit down and study for the long hours needed to excel in school. I was bright. That's what everyone had told me for the longest and since I was unable to do well in school, that must mean I'm stupid right. Cue depression. I tried to set schedules, plan, force myself but nothing seemed to work, and my depression worsened. Never drank a sip in my life before college, but by the time freshman year finished, I'd become a party connoisseur. In all four years of college, I became a social butterfly, able to flit from conversation to conversation, but never staying in one for more than a minute tops. I bored easily. It just baffled me how sometimes my friends would ask me how I can speak to everyone in a place but never stay to continue a conversation. I just thought that was the natural way. All this partying btw? My grades went to shit. Sophomore, junior, and eventually senior.....I tried different classes, picked classes I was interested in, and did worse and worse in every one. Eventually I settled on English because writing is easy, expressing my thoughts and opinions on paper was easy. I didn't have to focus, I could just zone out and write, and that how I have a degree today. The few times I tried adderall on one of those nights where I had to study for an exam or write a paper, I've never felt more normal in my life, but I put it down to the effects of the drug and continued on my life. Past five months, I've done a total of 5 different jobs, because not one of them hold my interest for long. Moved back in with my parents and I re-enrolled into a graduate program because this time, it'll be different right? I'll just focus more, and for a time that worked. Now I'm drowning all over again and spiraling into the self-hate I had become used to in college because of my inability to focus on my studies for more than 5 minutes. Then I found this sub, and I'm usually a reserved person with my emotions, but I haven't been able to stop the varying degrees of emotions that have been racking me ever since. I booked a therapist session, but honestly I have no idea what comes next. I just don't want to fail again on a subject I truly think is interesting because I can't pay attention for more than a minute without my mind wandering. tldr: Thought there was something wrong with me, turns out I might just have ADHD.",5.497205673758863,6.146978351773052,6.035744680851064,79.69333333333334,67.60992907801419,8.819858156028369,31.411347517730498,8.841846274778883,2.503062411347518,2858,111,543,45,45,927,299,705,0.115,0.767,0.11800000000000001,0.3627,5,0,2,0,0,0,90.0,0,0,1,13,21,31,4,2,37,0,52,9,1,6,13,118,83,41,1,13,24,1,3,1,1,5,7,1,0,1,39,37,1,2,17,2,2,8,17,16,1,9,40,5,73,15,97,32,18,100,1,6,1,0,22,44,2,7,42,390,112,26,0.12213915484765885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678752889193392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081478059847312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051011750917584,0.0,0.05709181110430714,0.0,0.0,0.046958735438877734,0.0,0.2233646854214517,0.20233965081479405,0.051965712400765716,0.0,0.0,0.10802215692961592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396946549036045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260603348069355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627726488855786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779741264704766,0.0,0.0,0.19141413123277173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249538060898323,0.0,0.0,0.07082132150400551,0.0,0.0,0.20608516458421733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552409290791439,0.05145375288885296,0.11670919661542944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03087861328097896,0.04362811831386229,0.05863637131549335,0.06689873701044337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695963952108203,0.04718220402801388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470634608428645,0.0,0.0,0.06491410505934543,0.0,0.0,0.1228009513672476,0.06452336150074107,0.0,0.06065586990091276,0.06014123223288737,0.0,0.0,0.06894011949699122,0.0,0.0,0.0606021324027683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156762428820965,0.029835510785776037,0.061207760132319884,0.0,0.10808930854512032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652267297464733,0.06783453336713763,0.0,0.061543770325316875,0.06478517090138743,0.06166286421847422,0.0,0.04874515406194671,0.06490729608935293,0.0,0.13584695354989118,0.18840249171713908,0.0,0.0649481884094931,0.05730966144563409,0.05983521957633529,0.058597906593775576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482939569328383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781053863193008,0.06613240116313165,0.1165956436355327,0.08467591121756209,0.05332359944307733,0.06380471041092392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058435337968021424,0.0,0.12278358568283003,0.0,0.06495501279311354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430617088289658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472226908081999,0.0,0.05559544967373202,0.0637088880329964,0.0,0.06268704363215208,0.10103477104118362,0.0,0.0,0.06225274351036305,0.0,0.04701434429047071,0.06039937361721864,0.0,0.0,0.19527613190391635,0.04877024341745928,0.05105690124098273,0.0,0.06384318195021538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090648632633469,0.04057191364282532,0.039130919331730914,0.0,0.14544726880957987,0.14244064681746915,0.0,0.05788681871952935,0.05835459830771472,0.0,0.12438670307530687,0.06642616366651365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274450710298786,0.0672595116874368,0.0,0.03602041902276636,0.04847418800418707,0.0,0.0,0.05490888426542986,0.05661211010180485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058868893363619126,0.0,0.13337813909911364,0.0,0.12447023342968595,0.043382075630113606,0.13353999210016795,0.0,0.1573072224648029 adhd,redbullpig,2019/10/31,"Anyone diagnosed predominantly hyperactive/impulsive in adulthood? I’m 19F and in university, and got diagnosed this morning as ADHD predominantly hyperactive. I noticed while filling out all the questionaires that my symptoms fell under the hyperactivity portion but I guess I’m feeling confused about how they missed this in childhood? I read some articles that said this subtype is rarer in adults, and in kids is the obvious ‘off the walls’ kind of presentation. I have always been someone who prefers to be on the go, and I often skip class/dont do homework because i don’t like sitting there trying to focus on something so boring. I definitely have social impulsivity problems and have my whole life. But in elementary school I enjoyed school, was never super disruptive although I have a few memories of getting in really bad trouble for bad decisions or being too loud. Does anyone with predominantly hyperactive have a similar story? Or does it sound like the doctor is a bit off base? Does it even matter what subtype? TLDR: i got diagnosed with adhd-HI today at 19 but i was a pretty good kid with minimal school problems, is this inconsistent with that diagnosis?",7.3680162601626025,9.454456273170734,8.274634146341466,60.079430894308956,64.3170731707317,10.734959349593497,37.569105691056905,10.793553405168565,4.905334959349592,956,49,135,27,15,322,131,205,0.158,0.7190000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.899,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,7,14,0,1,10,0,16,6,0,1,3,29,26,15,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,6,3,1,3,11,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,8,0,0,6,4,14,6,25,18,6,24,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,6,7,99,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008685543609848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041544175737762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504850734769187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902936453014956,0.0763046317187749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665709238160592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381145542403305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812042821371233,0.32862064045493145,0.0,0.14670246346817178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082675946480514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329150581559084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539801134829876,0.0,0.07113901072036273,0.10498963142307198,0.20022543884165275,0.0,0.13789277292145988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034898575715528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841377724086856,0.12230694346447675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654155524798452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251091157148574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273464968105681,0.0,0.2395483566042957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520741956864007,0.0,0.0801893787101603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906870653736178,0.0,0.0,0.3800469332281767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759866649677848,0.10605913917776953,0.09636471100564202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010324221147154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864988528775637,0.0,0.0,0.084984621010841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397517937135319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hyaluronicacid2,2019/10/31,"Struggling with off-days, and imposter syndrome due to taking meds. 20mg Vyvanse, I take it about 4-5 times a week. Often skip weekends. I struggle a lot with my my successes because I often feel like more a fraud because I regularly take medication to get things done. I know it's pretty normal in the ADHD to be on medication, it's who we are, medication is here to help but I now find it very difficult to deal with because I know I won't be able to access this in a different country. Due to a lot of discussion with family and my partner, it seems like there's a chance I'll be traveling and living outside of the US for a while, and while I would think I would normally find this exciting, I've become more and more depressed thinking about how I will struggle off my medication. My off days are pretty bad. I lose interest in about pretty much everything. I can stay in bed for the entire day. No interest in responding to friends through text, catching up on social media, don't want to go out, don't want to talk, can't engage, don't want to work, don't want to check email, don't want to shower. I essentially become a very ghost-y/unaccountable type of person... the type of person I dislike the most. On meds, I am a perfectly functional and responsible human being. I also am starting to feel fraudulent because of it. I don't really think medication is really the answer long term, if I had to be honest. I can sorta see how it hurts my body especially if I take it consecutively for an entire week. This is why I have off days to begin with. Have taken other types of meds like Adderall and Ritalin, they suck and I hate them. Vyvanse is the softest/cleanest one for me. TL;DR: Meds give me imposter syndrome, feeling guilty that I'm not living my life honestly but also I have a very hard time liking myself off of medication. I actually don't like myself at all. I feel very irresponsible and the days I take accountability, I am on medication. Which leads me to feel like I am sincerely a bad person.",4.821171751096184,5.780420390428213,6.492051497341173,74.7067105140405,69.27707808564232,9.508685511708183,30.06894299841403,9.725611199111238,2.8681947756320554,1593,61,299,36,27,550,190,397,0.168,0.659,0.174,0.7616,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,2,5,12,27,2,3,20,0,34,10,1,3,2,55,65,19,0,11,5,0,6,6,2,4,9,0,2,5,16,16,0,0,14,2,2,4,11,11,0,1,3,7,45,16,53,53,9,39,0,3,1,0,19,16,1,9,24,203,61,6,0.0665491188065456,0.0,0.06494234012938982,0.0,0.07997910835172116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643861253212024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113146888983197,0.16227090055152554,0.14699654644621155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392106856915515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145933807949314,0.06860921932754778,0.05731865851269869,0.0,0.0,0.06952966489492952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810285389963512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981005687137101,0.0,0.06273658649091095,0.0,0.16824617022938526,0.09508540754507773,0.0,0.0,0.12164937790048365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514156841077103,0.0,0.03476916786283426,0.06383997878064977,0.03782139784280459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059614938871586,0.06570347711484187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460647154080874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124220808402049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731473105725306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047005610704322465,0.19507522753826956,0.0,0.11752818228511253,0.058893875965152526,0.0,0.0744514413391934,0.0,0.1131553619806315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956842742766206,0.4692886511264378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892125956256109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130408013429204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509540520804714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432437086810354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031131359990067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526613919010184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303103154535934,0.0605838183513751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783844589512439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710380881770768,0.07093250600576755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087147650182498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501832760124913,0.053489660860884455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044212277456692164,0.12792596458677533,0.0,0.0,0.07761065269986724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005039594739641,0.0,0.0,0.21963997041175656,0.19626197250157096,0.0,0.10676337785129082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060050228669635025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048448551087344825,0.0,0.0,0.09454916922534497,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DesolationRow65,2019/10/31,"Questions to ask prospective dating partners on apps and in person? Hi everyone! What are some good questions or banter topics to chat about during the initial stages of meeting people to date through apps, online, or text, and then later in person? I'd like to be efficient in getting to know people and finding out if they have open and understanding personalities about ADHD, neurodiversity, and all the quirks that come with us without overwhelming or dumping too much info right at the gate :)",7.80794573643411,9.688222430232557,7.288372093023257,68.33782945736439,63.069767441860456,8.524031007751939,34.10077519379845,8.841846274778883,3.230021705426356,403,17,58,6,6,126,67,86,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.9155,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,22,8,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,17,7,3,14,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,7,5,41,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410398699711373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750097952980968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276878445469152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916482264466056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331256021417813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478681087324047,0.0,0.0,0.16822420781250344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022514874512064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798581248166376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743817837936946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780927069709706,0.5253762457823618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493568728297516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128121207974215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879499199981616,0.2412547154870006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933372747511555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mrflamingoo,2019/10/31,School I have hade an awful thing where i can’t focus any tips will help,3.6437500000000007,3.664450875,3.9250000000000007,95.42,71.5,6.4,16.0,3.1291,-1.0610500000000005,58,0,14,0,1,18,15,16,0.18,0.659,0.162,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410472179221186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347202148610087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6563835626072452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308785270739054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stlounsbury2,2019/10/31,"I got called scatterbrained once and haven't stopped thinking about it for 4 years. Have you had similar experiences and how have you dealt with it? This girl and I were running for the same position in our sorority and she said in front of everyone that I was too ""scatterbrained"" to do that job well. I think about it a lot, and there are some days that it just replays in my head nonstop. People have called me similar things before but this one really stuck with me. It's not like I want to be all over the place, but I just skip around with my thoughts and can't keep up sometimes. Has this ever happened to you? What did you do about it? How did you get past it?",4.467802653399666,5.248720291044776,4.482338308457713,89.44516583747931,69.97014925373135,8.642122719734662,26.82918739635157,8.841846274778883,1.6319595356550578,525,16,116,9,9,162,86,134,0.061,0.9159999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.7197,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,5,0,0,12,2,0,0,3,0,15,1,1,2,2,28,25,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,15,10,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,9,1,17,2,18,15,4,14,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,6,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584210265302108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808207023215874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40339704396518816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273894393567106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867569387990434,0.0,0.1887467954924484,0.0,0.19322062100920576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320040591509318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798145950445447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746736603169477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272106562706124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960164001252216,0.17557226608154658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650237026738503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793153252817813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036123740205176,0.13385031648544912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856315305727034,0.1369412810747168,0.0,0.20637507542903305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265417137670036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878946865983028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536058083864827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514253848845142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122905322213882,0.2531363711764689,0.0,0.15681543926880553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165073337835582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760170148914314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720177590582404 adhd,Jennifer_2002,2019/10/31,"For years i've struggled with school. Now, i've started my last year of school medicated! I'm SO HAPPY about it! Long story short, i am 17 years old. I was diagnosed at 4, but the diagnosis was swept under the rug. Starting in grade 8, ADHD began to really kick me in the ass, and i was struggling with grades, since i legitimately couldn't force myself to do the work, it was difficult. As a result, i definitely battled with it. My parents were certainly frustrated with the lack of grades as well. At the end of Grade 11, i was basically failing. Near the end of the year, i remembered the diagnosis, made an appointment with my doctor, and started Ritalin. And WHAT A DIFFERENCE it made. I was able to simply focus on my work, instead of my head trailing off into 30 different things. I didn't realize how much this affected my life. The quality of my homework was really detailed, and good! As a result, i ended up getting an A in one of my classes, for the first time in years. Beforehand, i would constantly fall behind on my work, and struggle to do it. It was difficult trying to force my brain to do it. Now, i've started Grade 12, medicated. School is so much easier now. I'm able to understand what i need to do, and I'm even able to plan my day around what i need to do. Work doesn't feel like such a chore, to be dreaded. Bigger assignments would make me collapse, but now my head is able to articulate the steps i need to take, to complete my work, and do it well! Honestly, I'm finally managing my work, and i am even keeping up with the rest of the class, not falling behind. For once, i don't dread school, and my classes, and i don't have to worry about failing for once. For example, sometimes i need to wash a ton dishes at home. Usually, it would feel like a dreaded, chore. Now, it's so much easier to get in the moment, and simply do it, and even enjoy it. Plus, the dishes turn out clean, instead of them being sloppily done. It's really nice, not having to worry about failing, or stressing about failing my courses. Having that gloomy feeling gone, it really nice. I'm able to even keep good grades in my class, which helps. I just wish i knew about this earlier.",3.8438194444444456,5.132237409722221,5.38101851851852,80.52833333333334,71.89351851851852,8.91851851851852,28.083333333333336,9.354420925462401,2.432408333333333,1699,63,336,38,32,575,191,432,0.153,0.7020000000000001,0.145,-0.7256,2,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,1,12,25,27,2,7,25,0,34,13,4,7,1,55,64,23,0,10,6,1,3,2,0,3,7,0,6,0,22,22,2,2,7,0,0,4,7,15,2,2,16,3,41,12,69,42,6,53,0,4,0,1,3,21,1,1,30,235,63,28,0.3554860037294998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544501901655703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632915821457382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793679892884324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454406230122597,0.07683081626302128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585181275643863,0.0,0.0,0.07216216217276993,0.0,0.14856288502331724,0.0,0.0727709976097766,0.0,0.0727571207839166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889130512810071,0.0,0.0,0.1878361222359881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784664278695986,0.1015837088375267,0.0,0.07788350821341593,0.0,0.060475242634440665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429070592197479,0.0,0.0,0.1192659176036377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756842922410864,0.0,0.0,0.14593247901641027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765495499530524,0.0,0.07131628925955445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263889174840084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057953707824885375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021805548085079,0.0694690020522421,0.0,0.0,0.06291878536168896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454778080833454,0.047457933576699786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324589989323475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679386929100467,0.2108706939349011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460455234635475,0.1514323968655336,0.04817730323543939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894502764187661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218674938278093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053926887412599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878166514129773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881233915520875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031694948841083,0.0,0.20129185849292788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144160324206158,0.2229786932306655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053456246805111636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723382100534585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145734950347725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048270332363639284,0.07733333833640246,0.0,0.07401469335393533,0.0,0.0,0.07830352208474542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278498438022386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175827210393563,0.0,0.0,0.3105576534395356,0.1444053169954256,0.0,0.15151623459463234,0.0,0.0,0.22892133133534634 adhd,McBashed,2019/10/31,"Remember to eat and hydrate! Hey all, This is something I struggle with a lot.. eating. Vyvanse has all but murdered my appetite (common side effect), just like I'm sure a lot of you experience. We're not doing ourselves any favors by not eating. Stimulants keep you going and your head in the game, but burnout is real when you don't eat. The energy eventually has to come from somewhere. Get some real food! Eat at least 2 solid meals - chips and chocolate don't count! Same with hydration here: put down the sugary drinks that you might be tempted to reach for and get yourself some water. The sugar and caffeine in most canned soft drinks are going to mess with our already delicate brain chemistry. Hope this reminder gets you guys and gals to drink more water and eat some healthy food! I certainly need the reminder:)",5.16872807017544,7.162190697368422,4.953947368421055,82.10596491228073,69.65789473684211,7.171929824561403,29.114035087719287,7.793537801064563,1.9635245614035088,654,25,113,8,12,201,106,152,0.079,0.774,0.147,0.8590000000000001,0,0,4,0,0,0,22.0,1,6,0,2,3,8,1,1,7,0,11,17,2,2,4,36,21,10,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,11,15,1,2,4,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,2,10,5,16,19,11,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,8,3,72,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398529550092735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640448813740043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542408274648234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967829152750944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301920733500317,0.0,0.6897963830437235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990364928452304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717175045286564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761007881840795,0.0,0.12770659331694847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124800102357853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530749038530325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159274952200393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986528691777632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489042836937452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103849432209444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191897067991758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833089750730082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294667725399625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557666154884551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727503889382058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649550249494985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745666534329754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589219803136513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissLadybugM,2019/10/31,"While Waiting For Diagnosis - 12 Year Old I am in the process of having my son evaluated for ADHD. I have been reading this forum and it is very helpful. I strongly suspect he has ADHD and his counselor (cannot give a diagnosis) says it sounds likely as well. Reasons I think he has it: \- Forgetful. Forgetful is an understatement. He forgets what they talked about in class and homework. He has explained to me that sometimes near the end of class he realizes he wasn't paying attention most of the class. He says he just thinks about things but doesn't really know what those things are. \- Easily distracted. Oh, look there is a bird outside. \- Quick to anger (emotional regulation). Pencils get broken. In the past, the battle has been far worse. \- Handwriting issues \- Organization is not so good. Looking for something or missing something, forgetting to hand something in because it is missing. \- Not efficient at starting things or sustaining other than tech things (coding and making animation online) **Are there any suggestions on what I can do to help him in the meantime?** I have been working on making sure he knows he can talk to me. We recently started having him say ""I need to talk to you"" so that we can talk about how he is feeling. I encourage his tech things because he feels a sense of accomplishment and he's good at it. I've been trying to reassure him he is a smart kid and we will get this figured out. He does not believe it. His confidence is so, so low.",2.649650937297995,5.562929307692312,3.7934852402499466,82.1664657401422,83.76190476190476,6.874768368886016,27.077030812324928,8.027739517013583,2.2664553759965527,1163,52,204,25,34,376,153,273,0.14300000000000002,0.743,0.114,-0.8754,0,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,3,1,1,3,13,15,2,1,11,0,31,1,1,4,1,40,51,16,0,1,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,20,10,0,1,12,1,1,0,6,6,1,0,5,9,22,9,31,45,1,22,0,3,2,0,42,13,0,3,10,139,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27857989179336706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881635274883764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413038068580924,0.0,0.0,0.13058023795316764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014253579423732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037252615730507,0.10265349185932833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720560747197152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110651419590797,0.11118237466835634,0.0,0.1944237756809432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537139974698136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097006896773005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739182946788166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056623157491944465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465455414354169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547290427540542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593879399715773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161813736569488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064019550147744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593192073276225,0.0,0.07424886423075998,0.11916507518569325,0.11443781709393147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765063230618722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676777321079721,0.11462861384538588,0.0,0.1640700207082274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092349027766657,0.0,0.0,0.3726259079848423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849958984182201,0.14852879335865152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868886988068187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563009711505603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420851929743548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843769854253913,0.0,0.11811256862926335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463615837014062 adhd,RATTLECORPSE,2019/10/31,"Hyperfocus is a trap that's so hard to escape from sometimes you get the inexplicable urge to do something and it has to happen NOW and no- nothing else matters it's gotta be NOW. then before you know it it's 4 hours later and you still haven't done any studying and it's like: why am i this way : )",-0.5063194444444434,1.7204353125000011,1.9333333333333336,93.86722222222224,94.3125,4.094444444444443,18.04861111111111,5.82211442006289,-0.3707097222222222,236,7,53,2,9,80,49,64,0.12,0.807,0.073,-0.2031,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,11,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623088736229445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25805653880434004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31034581969815234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333934712550554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844366693525253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681766124097411,0.0,0.27166625201380473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865535393330306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666667456535838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481601673707348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909913529165227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233468539181918,0.29993725827147405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421881589132075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24071797729317865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736498747468675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hornyhashbrown77,2019/10/31,UGH BILLS My electric bill was overdue and just when I get the money to pay it off I loose my debit card! And the electric company says they only accept cash or check for overdue payments! I’m frustrated with my brain and the utility company! SOS lmao,1.3906122448979588,4.091830510204082,3.03387755102041,85.77897959183677,90.83673469387756,6.06530612244898,25.367346938775512,7.447530270364453,1.8547877551020409,201,9,36,4,7,66,38,49,0.198,0.69,0.11199999999999999,-0.6135,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6756349455597591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162068076890604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603033959694736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813018374871689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redseventab88,2019/10/31,"forgetting words/phrases. unscrambling words in sentences I know people have talked about this before and I want to know if someone has found any type of solution or if medication has helped. I forget words/ phrases that I should know. When I was younger I was told that I probably hadn't spent enough time with a subject matter or that everyone forgets things when they speak in public. I accepted that but as the years went on I realized how debilitating it is. The other day I was trying to remember the word ""classical"" and ""rock,"" but in my head I could only see pictures of the philharmonic and I had to use 20+ words to describe what I was trying to say. I am a professional but I sounded like a 7 year old describing something to his mom. This is one example of many, and in subject matters I know very well and with friends where I don't need to be nervous. ughhh",3.919501267962808,5.859047023668642,5.03738377007608,80.44758875739645,72.84615384615384,8.378867286559595,29.8229078613694,9.04235418022936,2.6477807269653417,693,30,130,15,14,228,108,169,0.026000000000000002,0.857,0.11699999999999999,0.8761,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,16,2,1,2,0,37,28,16,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,10,4,20,4,19,15,1,14,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,4,8,91,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751636038164813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704812456000768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797429416370927,0.0,0.0,0.11144780713541633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855836963250438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651268469952816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947665600836053,0.1335121620467739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773523640450864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158305400393997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379886244904826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442597442912378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520167144642604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408735298037492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239235388531826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813602677501654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133446120193075,0.0,0.11710016412674445,0.13142938331567694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980432254950428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186317828584056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575943380887614,0.0,0.0,0.1374250206353808,0.0,0.0,0.13770676788738545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464208967792237,0.13303716693067702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889770004274712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480692817174085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076658727435547,0.0,0.0,0.1651268469952816,0.0,0.23465256303830184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925189114163062,0.0,0.14258590462460435,0.10192749831493447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553764603599469,0.1601961030314366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256725612456266 adhd,checo43,2019/10/31,"Posts in this sub are too long for the subject Random rant really. I'm new to this sub, and have ADHD myself. But oh man, how are posts so long here? Even longer than in some other subs. I don't really care but I just found this funny because reading can get difficult if you have ADHD Hyperfocusing on posts are we?",2.1545833333333317,4.209811125000002,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,78.375,6.766666666666668,18.479166666666664,7.793537801064563,0.5253416666666664,248,5,51,4,6,83,49,64,0.107,0.826,0.067,-0.1704,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,11,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899965984254087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427024840038145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078473254449042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464661547330606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235203211389757,0.0,0.0,0.10650765139784274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608167118356183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196887807953714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857202689522127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039136652767203,0.0,0.2611939481763316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,catifie,2019/10/31,"Need help ASAP, vyvanse crash right now, I need to go out soon and stay out all night I just started taking medication yesterday, I've taken Vyvanse before getting prescribed though. I decided to take 15mg mixed in water at around 4-5pm to study. I then couldn't sleep until maybe 4am. I woke up for school at 6am and I drank most of another 15mg. I drank the rest of it at around 11am. I've been crashing for the past hour and half and I'm extremely tired and weak. My brain feels super used up from the intense tests I had in school today. I have to get ready and go out in about an hour and ten minutes, what do I do? How can I stop feeling super weak? Should I take a power nap (usually doesn't work out well for me) or drink a little bit of vyvanse to get me through the night of halloween partying?",2.0684285714285693,3.5180451705882376,3.5139495798319333,91.49705882352943,76.70588235294117,6.504201680672269,23.319327731092443,7.1686216300943375,0.6894621848739502,629,19,141,7,14,207,107,170,0.09699999999999999,0.79,0.113,0.40299999999999997,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,7,0,9,10,2,2,1,27,28,12,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,13,4,1,3,2,0,2,2,2,1,2,6,2,15,3,30,20,4,33,0,0,0,0,1,16,0,2,14,83,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313684735647887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600151177423101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427023625856058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594390781766532,0.0,0.0,0.1630301880610498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306469867601607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768555612863835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22890137194289964,0.0,0.1659970674625646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788828398677613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876421699301767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463715681186085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671793379927206,0.0,0.0,0.1471210635921455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165752792592259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740993951096926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941277346072792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471831809865028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956028193963466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461465886508384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336865605225544,0.15566040199870934,0.0,0.12209691519120648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294142404693155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348465841837238,0.0,0.0,0.16785278334973286,0.1384299051469634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613263739136282,0.16084366059629013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130850526468266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631967433799533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yee-hawlw,2019/10/31,"Planning/to do list strategies? College freshman here. I've been finding that my high school strategy of ""just do it when I remember"" isn't exactly working anymore, especially since my high school had a much more rigid and repetitive schedule. I keep completely forgetting assignments until the last minute and even just completely forgetting to do them, or doing them but forgetting to print them out to hand in. Are there any planner/to do list strategies that have worked any of you? I've tried planners and such before but once I close that book, it is completely out of my mind forever.",7.380862533692721,8.760118811320758,6.679865229110515,74.14235849056604,63.716981132075475,10.962803234501347,37.78436657681941,10.914260884657429,4.529527223719676,478,24,79,13,7,147,70,106,0.03,0.924,0.046,0.562,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,3,7,1,0,1,2,0,11,1,1,0,1,20,12,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,10,0,10,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,53,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049569745919425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753640307207075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046603367086658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55619657640069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679200740123866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161590179408022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736530814493345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717121084603292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441369166407638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854400863755504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998756948142431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831408362750124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200309562920376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579150174298459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627242232502352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005335177419425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25746309302142906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bookgrrrrrl,2019/10/31,"ADHD & Pharmacies Do you folks ever have really weird experiences at the pharmacy? Like pharmacy staff trying to trip you up on purpose? Asking questions about your doctor appointments? Asking why you need a specific medication? Recently diagnosed and we’re trying to find the right dose and this is the 3rd time I have had an odd experience. I [30/f] had a especially weird experience yesterday (Ontario, Canada) and it felt stigmatizing and a little gaslight-y.",5.151444444444444,8.5059267,6.756666666666671,62.452777777777825,75.75,11.055555555555555,31.38888888888889,10.504223727775694,4.991222222222222,376,18,53,15,9,128,62,80,0.09300000000000001,0.875,0.032,-0.5784,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,0,6,4,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,1,6,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490315330559135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027636236163044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498969821813364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994082989039493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154336929179006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927676670102593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491697489595924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968154252342133,0.0,0.1710404707637224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142602926634236,0.18756114180061575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852154844650948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876023597264242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096370564567848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988520483196087,0.0,0.18477590579957648,0.0,0.0,0.15981457633274715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912149986434314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541084333444357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886267005041078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Natdaprat,2019/10/31,"I'm 1 year into a 2 year waiting list for an assessment of adult ADHD in the UK. Mental health treatment in this country is a joke. I don't really have anything to say except fuck waiting lists and fuck ADHD. I don't know for sure if I have it because I can't self diagnose but after a year of fighting for a referral from an old fashioned doctor who called me lazy and another year of waiting... the symptoms don't go away. I've always been told to get help and not to be ashamed but when I overcame that only to be put on an eternal waiting list for a condition nobody takes seriously, it's hard not to lose hope. Ultimately what if I don't have it and it's all just my own fault and I am lazy and useless... what then? Thanks for listening. Sorry for ranting. Hope you guys are managing okay.",2.3768379790940766,4.081421335365857,4.232229965156797,85.58402439024394,76.5,7.124738675958188,26.958188153310104,7.957251820313856,1.6884456445993032,625,25,128,10,14,212,103,164,0.16,0.715,0.125,-0.4717,0,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,2,14,3,1,10,1,14,6,0,0,2,24,30,12,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,9,7,0,4,1,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,2,3,10,6,22,26,2,16,0,2,0,2,11,5,2,4,9,82,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643629346087037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613484755907287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895511050148575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474547957160065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424235962387165,0.0,0.0,0.09240772800713302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479012271756892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386044429274862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515857184351042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28028463339323845,0.0791994078046776,0.0,0.08615197013953091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009772343514352,0.0,0.0,0.1357946751434502,0.0,0.0,0.16113285641816202,0.0,0.0,0.1016074397933628,0.0,0.0,0.30112572812110017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330978329282646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959019806084447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276685241513555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906798278562662,0.0,0.0,0.11529086498072115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238960672916382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711230013166032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055028410954012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814120981251478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969235728244725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428715815817903,0.1575598328478092,0.11397665529984485,0.0,0.0,0.13956351043443993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485053906019812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904754146697089 adhd,Shoxie420,2019/10/31,concerta 18MG i take my concerta at 9 i'm 15 and around 12 I feel good 2 i feel weird 3 i feel extremely cold and at 4 i'm close to passing out from how cold i am and i feel like i'm dying till 6 then at 6 it starts going away and at 9 i feel ok again why do i feel this way and how do i stop it,-3.196133333333332,-1.790122613333331,0.8760000000000012,103.62466666666668,95.13333333333333,4.933333333333334,13.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-1.0243333333333329,224,4,69,3,9,84,43,75,0.062,0.816,0.122,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,17,15,9,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,10,15,0,16,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,6,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628230291240688,0.0,0.0,0.2282651102814989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214991569062306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7370749623425563,0.17356777742712126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807746387689196,0.203779921782324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869600376151568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196547011623528,0.0,0.0,0.2031220509434088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182672636266876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928471224439187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922995322363745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,glitteryslug,2019/10/31,"struggling to find a proper provider to get testing done. I'm not 100% sure that I have ADD, but many of the symptoms are currently impacting my life and I would really like to see a professional that specializes in diagnosing in adults to get a clear answer. I am currently seeing a therapist, but I originally was going for another issue, and when I started realizing ADD may be something I'm struggling with I found out my provider knows very little about ADD, she asked me if it was even in the DSM (I'm an MSW student so I was aware that it is a DSM diagnosis.) She's been using CBT to help me develop strategies, which is great, but at the same time I feel like I really want to either get the diagnosis, or rule it out as a cause for my disorganization, inability to focus, etc. But I'm having trouble finding a provider, I looked under the FAQ and the link didn't help me find any providers near me, and calling my insurance was not helpful either. does anyone else have any other suggestions in terms of connecting me with a provider that will provide appropriate testing. I work in the mental health field with children, so if I needed testing for a child I would know what to do, but it really seems like adult resources are lacking. Thank you everyone!",10.230123966942152,7.394970607438017,10.085190082644628,65.85960330578514,59.86776859504133,13.481652892561982,41.968595041322324,11.792908689023552,4.815082975206611,1005,43,185,23,10,333,140,242,0.069,0.8,0.131,0.955,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,5,10,0,2,17,0,21,4,0,3,2,47,43,16,0,7,12,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,0,4,11,12,0,0,11,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,4,25,7,28,30,6,19,0,0,3,0,13,11,0,5,10,125,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715543610382412,0.13226517243885402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819760972477632,0.1292418032790922,0.0,0.0,0.11792064859678375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287995221322517,0.0,0.0,0.12957698444240376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802594475695625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038294635585856,0.12908148599892974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537090340306472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067559776571126,0.0833120027334071,0.0,0.0,0.12052888055133648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377843048646248,0.0901119776920115,0.0,0.0,0.3458595691169103,0.0,0.0,0.13830221829373948,0.0,0.0,0.19770342640684505,0.0,0.07168630911269475,0.0,0.0,0.13906599347980192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407725597796433,0.0,0.0,0.2536400151515857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316537886030064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864270004664314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909397672149022,0.1848718431780293,0.1264219620003438,0.0,0.0,0.10592293507190836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788266544424592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271159764154925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935286547676292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424189146670011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102900139894955,0.1148299792518185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971060799237205,0.0,0.0,0.0892801004692077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637306219029339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188822071521297,0.1311041739728004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612958976622813,0.0,0.14645425842322884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355123762221208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894148157497792,0.0,0.10407586518801673,0.07439860624025801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918289118700654,0.0,0.0,0.17920757449545288,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whittlemethese,2019/10/31,"It doesn’t matter whether I got most or even just some stuff done on my to-do list, I will always feel like I didn’t do enough and I’m a failure I make to do lists everyday. Most days I wake up overly ambitious and make my lists super long with things on there that I could get done that day but I don’t have to. I can’t stop thinking about how for a person without ADHD, they would probably be able to complete everything on my lists including the not-time sensitive things, and that fact kills me. I always feel like I’m never doing enough and always comparing myself to people who don’t have adhd. I want to be like them SO badly that I have panic attacks. I finished most things on to-do list yesterday, and I should feel like I accomplished something. But the things I got done were every day things that anyone could do. But for me, they were unreasonably hard and I can’t even explain in words why. The things on my to do list that I have needed to get done for a while, still remain on my to do list because I always think to myself “get the basic things done first, then move onto the rest” and it turns into a cycle of getting the main things done but then losing the focus and motivation to continue even though I do still want to get those things done. I’m just frustrated that my productivity, motivation, and focus have conditions attached to them. Such as, I can be motivated to get something done because I do want to do the task, but the motivation is attached to the condition that I’m incapable of actually initiating the task because my willpower is a joke and unreliable.",6.7345154061624655,6.196490933333338,7.182502334267037,76.57050420168069,65.06349206349206,10.332399626517272,31.227824463118573,9.773937934552695,2.708482726423904,1264,40,248,23,17,415,139,315,0.11199999999999999,0.762,0.126,-0.3268,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,9,13,12,3,1,16,0,41,1,1,7,2,52,66,24,1,8,10,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,22,12,0,1,10,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,13,4,36,6,35,45,8,28,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,5,20,192,58,6,0.07136742790568926,0.0,0.06964431476071048,0.0,0.17153955909905616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753366857193126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990176496700848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119075217913382,0.0,0.0,0.059588821281795414,0.13051476492837355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482739033697816,0.0,0.0,0.11396216792446187,0.0,0.0,0.1380782607575027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5842692559139759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748326148516638,0.0,0.14141253914839447,0.0,0.06013013606246925,0.0,0.0641404424033171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825654770118127,0.15295471426713228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060705097718511826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237192129925755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415810326958532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393119741206127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895748501350737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394660814667721,0.0,0.0,0.06315792789454969,0.0,0.07984189674539949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527662460841486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585228144058855,0.0,0.05291804349867313,0.05504296006323999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373429967597076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494771885126053,0.062315285277227676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694615796774322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988426539772264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139882402290966,0.05966636535103838,0.0,0.0,0.08169863044448428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267201313060533,0.09145873222305756,0.07011813556511652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762726788857087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628307413521964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439800319157354,0.0,0.0,0.06879565374848061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069737315266247,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LadyCoolJ,2019/10/31,"I have never identified with so many strangers in my life before this sub From making up conversations and scenarios in my head, to procrastination, to healthy habits, to impulse buying, social awkwardness, talking 100 miles a minute and my stories are all over the place, getting distracted so easily. It makes me feel a hell of a lot better about myself to know I am not alone and its not me, its my ADHD. I pour through this sub cracking up and sympathizing because I get it. Sending love and focus fellow ADHD friends!",11.11942105263158,8.762867021052632,10.1925,64.28875000000002,57.73684210526318,12.86842105263158,42.69736842105263,11.20814326018867,4.8078947368421066,417,18,69,8,4,133,70,95,0.08199999999999999,0.747,0.171,0.8537,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,2,4,0,3,3,1,2,2,15,10,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,11,3,14,10,2,9,1,0,0,1,7,7,1,1,1,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341939491133134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301802364449975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547933794564446,0.0,0.18911531064937184,0.0,0.0,0.1965588733510607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123744537170649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170701140524355,0.0,0.23222913421779134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280889166124652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214080497722014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569791995066964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894593514957334,0.20058604615291895,0.0,0.296702385298575,0.2253229588681964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141011881748708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220017724759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265522088284601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863323160811898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,most_painful_truth,2019/10/31,"Shout out to professors with ADHD /r/professors is pretty great. If you're a college professor with ADHD you generally don't tell your colleagues. Sometimes I'll talk to my students about anxiety and ADHD and bam! students with ADHD and anxiety come out of the woodwork. I love this subreddit--so many moments of recognition. &#x200B; Right now I'm putting a course online. Step one is filling out this really boring document filled with learning objectives. It has taken me six weeks, working about four hours a week, off and on. I'm behind in my grading. That is all.",4.602692307692305,7.3612985,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,73.61538461538461,8.390769230769232,32.51538461538462,9.120678840339163,3.515033846153848,460,23,72,11,10,148,76,104,0.057,0.83,0.113,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,16,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,1,1,6,2,17,9,1,17,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,5,46,10,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.729008250253688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643111182469407,0.1842695619798416,0.0,0.0,0.2320214198216232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063178019973706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719303902996802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934325418910688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136868718537494,0.0,0.0,0.15374780663384507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102760968216308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542810730303554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244865765199267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714993111623922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950701551421284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998427321957214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188934358761636,0.1325474988752042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432866059729832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104019355285535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842695619798416,0.0 adhd,coopbk,2019/10/31,"ADHD and substance abuse So, I abuse alcohol when I am emotionally flooded and it has taken me a long time to come to terms with it. Recently had an episode in which my SO that became physical. We are currently not contacting each other while we deal with our emotions. I have never had an issue with frequency — but when I drink, I cannot stop. I am clearly trying to dampen emotions that I don’t know how to deal with. Is this common with ADHD? If so, any recommendations on lit that I can read to help understand why I am doing this. In addition, does anyone else have this issue? I am in therapy and working through this as we speak. I am fed up with it, ashamed of myself, and want to be a better person. I also have a ‘sponsor’ if you will, when I want to binge. It’s helping. We’re going on a week now.",1.6734146341463436,3.756453597560977,3.877012195121949,85.52271341463415,80.09756097560975,6.782926829268294,23.664634146341466,7.865858978985527,1.344287804878049,626,22,127,11,16,215,100,164,0.076,0.826,0.098,0.3726,1,0,2,0,2,0,20.0,4,1,0,2,9,2,0,1,6,0,19,3,0,1,2,28,27,17,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,13,16,3,1,2,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,2,21,1,22,21,2,22,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,2,14,101,34,2,0.0,0.3257186487929791,0.0,0.0,0.3303835813045177,0.0,0.0,0.14689545115489766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992111165705762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347275109804297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611033110850108,0.14083683837889654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156600542311552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840358558234405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834160077436592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028604353450224,0.0,0.0,0.13465160768780451,0.0,0.0,0.11482434100961253,0.4638483612541154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811770552815768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426369236577375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693043391558065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554057218126763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164157652710575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060122246250709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001865475248524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749019325347234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571825161095366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149168598289134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718948066864058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801499476388307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332156198577383,0.0,0.0,0.14309341691813787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621466772642818,0.0,0.1102565027718198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402994991380326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000674185242239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Grapeglitters,2019/10/31,"🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ -1 friend So I messed up the other day, one of my friends has stopped responding to me because I sent a meme that I thought was funny at the time, and now I realize that it was weird to send to her. Now she won't even open my snap messages I send and it's making me sad. She even asked me why I sent it to her, and I said ""because of that one thing that happened lol, idk"" So yep, I guess all I can do is formulate an apology any send it, and hope she eventually reads it.",-3.0084033613445382,-1.3997950336134437,0.7248739495798341,102.33336134453785,100.17647058823529,4.480672268907564,17.084033613445378,6.2272716619740125,-0.5239277310924364,377,12,107,5,17,137,69,119,0.099,0.731,0.17,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,1,1,12,16,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,2,1,0,5,1,3,0,2,6,1,19,3,8,9,1,13,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,2,5,62,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162717999763831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369366717812672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917246486174482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431523063040786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160831904022999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697328930515136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635929157987181,0.0,0.2115937263950866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376581459156216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972066369617247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242834345250157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934386193342716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760922760209876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000480498416916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896640817045607,0.0,0.0,0.18996088529295885,0.13952557304413582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591217893665648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thatAppleSheep,2019/10/31,"I know this is gonna sound stupid... I have had ADHD diagnosed almost since the day I was born, (and I am lucky that way...) but I have never been on meds or anything like that for one reason. Almost a year ago, I went off...(are I ready, this is gonna sound like some crazy health mom magazine talk, so get ready!), I went off gluten. Yup, that’s right...gluten. For some reason, (no celiacs) gluten made inflammation for my brain that triggered my ADHD. Just a suggestion, try going off gluten, (if you have meds, stay on them,) and if you are a dedicated health maniac, then you can also try going low sugar (30 and less grams of sugar...). I hope this helps someone struggle with ADHD because it sure helped me!!!! Please try it. Try it for 7 days before drawing any conclusions...gluten takes 2-4 days to travel through your body! Thx for reading this! Hope it helps!!",2.374917664670658,4.5670123413173656,3.036313622754492,91.8840512724551,78.28143712574852,5.851646706586827,19.41953592814372,6.9077264865688965,0.16362305389221546,659,15,137,7,16,206,107,167,0.069,0.703,0.228,0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,4,1,0,3,10,2,1,4,1,11,7,2,4,2,23,23,10,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,12,4,2,0,3,2,0,5,2,4,0,1,6,4,17,6,13,15,3,20,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,10,10,74,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41285775759116544,0.0,0.10150656373750368,0.0,0.2293312566688644,0.0,0.0,0.09157392848533052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787100126029069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423230534480627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980447926203145,0.0,0.09743991947800268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271952440129423,0.0,0.12783148141844794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154921157481453,0.0,0.0,0.11622564935316965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982695970233185,0.0,0.1301578026574537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343840881804296,0.0,0.0,0.2302617295182201,0.0,0.0,0.22746933722113494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293192318005637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188799822970424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083525127478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543904880258846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411320086235448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831748269317767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759521311483689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569803645833014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114541391863911,0.0,0.0,0.2354715334148625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779125910470987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472418927702707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702429347368044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205285427404927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971113684485532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792470033339514,0.0,0.08609757260366352,0.09203912493506164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31098018986877296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908930284542766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230458296260765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374094562616247 adhd,winniedom,2019/10/31,"Getting back on meds hello, first post here! I was diagnosed with Adult ADHD a little over a year ago, which caught me by surprise as i thought most of my issues related to my anxiety. i wasn’t quite sure at the time how to deal with it all, but i ended up being prescribed concerta. this was back when i was finishing up my bachelors, and i remember it helping immensely. however, unfortunately, around this time i was starting using other drugs (opiates) which made me forget to take my meds and ultimately i became an addict. and then obviously i stopped taking it, so it’s been awhile. i got help recently, and i am clean now and have a different psychiatrist. now that i am sober, a lot of the symptoms i forgot about while i was high are coming back full force. i brought this up to my new doctor, but she has yet to put me back on the concerta even though i believe that is the only thing at this point that will help me function. not sure if anyone has any advice on this, but would it be sufficient to straight up ask her what she thinks about going back on concerta? i’ve never gotten “high” from any stimulants at all. i’ve always just felt more productive and normal. plus, my drugs of choice were always downers. i’m concerned now that maybe docs think i’m going to abuse it, even though i just can’t see that happening. my life is better than when i was using however i can’t function for jack shit. i know that this is what i need again but i do not know how to “ask without asking”. unless i should ask? i’m not the type of person to ever ask for meds due to some strange social anxiety with anyone in authority. if anyone can help me please share your thoughts. thanks!",4.284106425702813,5.5266292981927725,5.194759036144582,82.45741967871487,70.77710843373494,8.424899598393575,26.785140562248998,8.841846274778883,1.9458851405622488,1325,43,261,24,24,433,184,332,0.071,0.8059999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.9504,3,0,2,0,1,0,35.0,0,1,0,3,26,7,1,0,10,0,27,8,1,6,7,56,61,24,0,6,13,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,24,12,0,2,8,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,18,2,39,6,42,38,7,55,0,0,1,0,19,20,1,5,28,191,63,2,0.0,0.09934016819001452,0.0,0.09140117512019108,0.10076291503613033,0.08193034597864969,0.0743217033186044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395280773148818,0.0,0.0,0.11403214215302375,0.0,0.12827923197803492,0.0,0.0,0.17587478934652176,0.0,0.0,0.0746379881197931,0.3919091325392711,0.0,0.0,0.3223502095137299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446227678221816,0.0,0.074152262817448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222326476938505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643838472660531,0.0,0.08509881441338656,0.0,0.08759802229212556,0.0,0.08581679697241905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944623730728044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425995474257613,0.0,0.0,0.11075493600108807,0.07584073504523102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050236618180054,0.0,0.0,0.07131675790466753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380447318608205,0.0,0.09529974454385597,0.0,0.06705685452879485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414203075871333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479260869786127,0.1771693288067052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751024133752955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215576907819732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922074470737874,0.0,0.08403264746428604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128026531000688,0.0,0.07933421258448675,0.0,0.0,0.08423149772947787,0.0,0.2793918001257681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062168474128535725,0.06466484042886736,0.08097602933670194,0.0,0.0,0.08214827501833885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637663303758937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320841710005377,0.0,0.09203436535932608,0.07925867425643933,0.0,0.08029835565529347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428530751477402,0.0,0.08917728208452609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278478368646272,0.0,0.09497770145107068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681196422425976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606356819349427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546731391218916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934446111732208,0.0,0.0,0.07009644811911457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804194849252495,0.0871449126262002,0.12607890587349813,0.0,0.0,0.07719131013779924,0.0,0.0,0.05570152066876126,0.1074463349760918,0.16475051640676808,0.13312385050627865,0.0977789795993274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482675273465914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082159765270533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059559615640458176,0.0,0.0,0.05399210141162609 adhd,diivingman,2019/10/31,"Question About how Focalin XR Works? I was able to find some information through the Focalin brand PDF online, but it didnt answer this question. I know there are two sets of beads, one IR and one XR. I have Focalin XR 30MG. Is this 15MG IR and 15MG XR or is it 30 and 30? Thanks. I'm sure it's a dumb question, I just want to know.",0.5576257545271659,2.3999149436619724,1.9938832997987923,98.8329577464789,82.66197183098592,4.620523138832998,21.410462776659962,5.288315135182226,-0.3006635814889336,255,8,62,1,7,82,48,71,0.062,0.8190000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,2,5,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,34,9,1,0.22506054299180686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057012589789956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24737477717323064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30501369708776355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7563579470273131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121168982876569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072055101492877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985144792706032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274653937416853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384675575616556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uneeknaymuh,2019/10/31,"I just found this sub, and now I am crying. Reading some of the things you folks are posting has made me finally realize how bad my ADHD is and how I am just so glad that I am not alone any more. I was diagnosed when i was in 2nd grade and I am now a super senior in college. My mother didn't want to put me on medication and now that I am trying to be an adult I cannot focus on anything long enough to get it done. All of this anxiety that I have has ruined parts of my life and for a significant portion of my late teens and throughout the entirety of my 20's I always thought something was wrong with me. I turn 29 in 2 weeks and have finally reached critical mass and just cant do it any more. I am quietly sobbing in my bed right now, and alsmot didnt post this because I didn't think I'd even be able to sit down long enough to write this out. Which is literally the explanation for everything I have never gotten finished. I shouldn't have to try so hard to accomplish things that other people seem to be able to do in their sleep. I hurt so badly for the person I could have been had I found a away to solve this problem earlier. I never knew that anxiety was so closely related to having ADHD, and the anxiety led me to addiction and near suicide. I am a fucking sobbing mess right now. I just wanted to say thank you for validating the thoughts in my head about the thoughts in my head.",5.451688144329896,4.7784391924398655,6.506561426116838,80.80767719072168,67.72852233676976,10.024140893470793,31.589561855670105,9.516144504307137,2.570898453608247,1099,39,237,20,16,370,153,291,0.158,0.767,0.075,-0.9746,0,1,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,2,1,2,18,13,1,0,12,0,37,8,3,4,3,42,53,18,1,5,5,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,16,14,0,0,9,1,0,2,9,10,0,0,18,3,37,3,37,30,8,38,0,4,0,1,8,17,3,2,16,177,53,5,0.2093935751713096,0.0,0.0,0.11413495229463301,0.2516503860173313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843429703966406,0.0,0.0,0.08711611435605034,0.0,0.0,0.1423948115281405,0.0,0.2402782678059495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615653543855427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836607834421966,0.0,0.17483488889256552,0.063822189951766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359186563200323,0.0,0.1150045049804383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062650355493744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714116364837092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635953758284632,0.0,0.06915124078140457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940947217941518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938042652307503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958924726455535,0.0,0.0967904930613787,0.05469975031295367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378775713189967,0.0,0.2148982181736631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112080076500909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810253666769699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395043732360254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530672479506974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906663187596597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547099883185514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149723387655726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337641832779427,0.0,0.07258356995694237,0.09141719657644118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054116328379287,0.0,0.0,0.10018068610945784,0.0,0.10524918897035176,0.0,0.0,0.10472512002327122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882096908924142,0.0,0.08325908770946666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953120232816357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477239835353616,0.0,0.0,0.08060070210568683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452129264246085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639073555184197,0.0,0.0,0.13911178704010274,0.06708547401389119,0.0,0.249352663795055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421644925860556,0.11388004045381235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350575583649985,0.0,0.0839814477883378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446950164785175,0.0,0.0 adhd,fortunate_folly,2019/10/31,"UK Health Insurance and ADHD🇬🇧 Hey I thought it might be useful to start a thread for people in the UK to share specific experience of obtaining diagnosis and treatment for ADHD via private medical insurance. Would be great to know: Who is your insurance company and what policy do you have What does your policy cover Have you accessed any treatment for ADHD Have you accessed any treatment for comorbid conditions Have you got any this for accessing treatment NOTE TO NON UK RESIDENTS: Our healthcare system is pretty specific so your experiences in your country probably won't be super useful.....sorry. Ok so for me: Insurance Company: AXA PPP Policy type: Business Health Select Options: Full Out-patient, Therapies cover, Mental Health Cover, Extra Care, Dental and Opticians Cover. My policy does not cover any diagnosis or treatment for any symptoms related to ADHD. Blood tests and ECG to assess suitability for medication is considered preventative so also not covered. If you have insurance, what does your policy cover or not....",6.683352272727273,9.739409721590912,7.807954545454546,58.67568181818183,68.26136363636364,11.672727272727276,35.43181818181819,11.20814326018867,5.681756818181817,845,43,106,32,16,285,101,176,0.017,0.8859999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,10,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,1,15,7,1,1,0,18,21,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,14,5,17,13,2,5,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,5,1,71,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577108010607944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277729691301756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944715010232029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828520722870615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045769954631679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269702137038283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927879370164646,0.12790714466776418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699561312130805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375890844432444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374617531142955,0.11691601359984514,0.12307377143351682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043031760291164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802914548406808,0.12508398536211646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298694948424475,0.08211614098400022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058419263601115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267346826965193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921030932852781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019986551316812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241385468503562,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Trops1130,2019/10/31,"That bad day becomes a good day in an instant I'm rushing to type this so lemme make list bc lists are amazing. 1. Aced a geography retake quiz, because I was productive last night. 2. Talked to my teacher afterwards because she was wondering why I was doing so well. 3. She explains plan that allows me to retake any test now bc of ADHD. Grades gonna go up. 4. Leave, find girlfriend, she is in the mood for kisses and such probably. Keep it strong everyone. I expected today and the next few days and honestly this whole year to be shit, but everything flipped in an instant. Remember what goes on in your head will change. :)",1.424803719008267,4.097795256198348,2.8651601239669446,87.99046745867771,88.17355371900827,6.330785123966942,24.917871900826448,7.645422480735847,1.6992847107438016,490,21,94,10,16,159,95,121,0.044000000000000004,0.826,0.13,0.8711,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,5,9,1,0,6,0,8,3,2,2,0,12,15,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,9,6,12,9,2,18,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,10,52,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218537498075933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553456956941764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413358315030862,0.22506132234991502,0.20387658546055965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528269527290285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571558662835712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639354720132153,0.16590689326975366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872137740206794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491263415304684,0.15483401694534868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894532183452084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408127472308448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047392515312186,0.0,0.19546511857141455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322216839896005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963245685873508,0.17323492517239644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903040171128875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911621311740225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948960854002586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483747703930022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497954893449627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597788605059302,0.0,0.16657310492353433,0.2060997005388929,0.0,0.0,0.20019120721001413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887657432167427 adhd,whateveriswhateveris,2019/10/31,"Any ADHD moms here? Hey guys. New mom here to a 3 month old. Also I’m new to the ADHD community, I just found out this year at age 25 that I have it, which has been a relief in way, cuz I finally know what has been going on with myself my entire life. Anyway, I know it is common for every single mother to feel overwhelmed from time to time, especially starting out, but I feel like my ADHD is a significant factor in my stress. My house has fallen to the wayside, my time management is so bad, and I pour so much time and attention into my son but then forget about my poor dog and cat (they’re clearly jealous and sad cuz of it). I cry sometimes just because I feel totally useless. I also work a couple of days a week and manage a social media page for a local business. I know so many moms who do way more work than me and yet I feel like I can’t handle it all. I’m just trying to balance it all. I also get insanely distracted, hell, I’m writing this out when there are a butt ton of dishes left to do. Any advice helps, really. Thanks, guys.",2.4606179168915294,3.712112050458721,4.567139773340529,85.15856718834324,75.28440366972478,6.964274150026982,21.997841338370208,7.510576382923642,0.8116170534268758,809,20,169,10,17,280,132,218,0.19,0.715,0.096,-0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,16,12,2,3,10,0,13,3,1,2,4,33,28,18,0,0,5,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,11,1,0,9,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,3,4,22,4,24,25,8,32,1,3,0,1,12,10,2,0,20,113,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39708658514368655,0.10762372675382716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642274091875524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979265572036918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195904695803299,0.06713794712158871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186350492459593,0.12097933931688133,0.07102867613840999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279441826198376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275249483432466,0.1573625102738391,0.0,0.12064871918585385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075855399338704,0.0,0.0,0.0575415689566693,0.0,0.06259288633524286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181041182677198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382190934810375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708227755912038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158376835083695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966319990855355,0.0,0.07779238779494446,0.10761387504214558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166072352554793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869702238163387,0.0879095879369579,0.0,0.08096270930818754,0.0,0.0,0.2127402722603939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556931489728678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055600880688233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226988887934164,0.0,0.0,0.10892742362845673,0.0,0.07795490170770368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616053571537306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139852786909168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568849931479196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477518550384674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484182684544494,0.08834453980769225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036079173600995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709240404123769 adhd,ollygpark,2019/10/31,"Difficulty visualizing the future Me and my boyfriend have started talking about the future and getting engaged, and I know I want to marry him but when I start trying to picture being engaged or married it’s really hard. It’s like an out of body experience like when I try to picture it the person I see in my head isn’t me. It’s not just with marriage though. I also have difficulty in picturing me in my future career. What I’m asking is this an ADHD thing or just a fear of the future thing. I’ve read that people with ADHD are a “now” or “not now” kind of person and that we struggle with seeing time as linear. TL;DR Is a symptom of ADHD having difficulty picturing your future? If so how do you deal with it?",4.250208333333333,5.214772493055556,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,70.5972222222222,7.982222222222222,27.594444444444445,8.238735603445708,1.9573327777777776,565,19,104,8,10,198,84,144,0.11699999999999999,0.79,0.09300000000000001,-0.5731,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,11,7,0,2,9,0,9,3,2,1,0,22,18,16,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,16,5,17,17,0,16,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,4,14,83,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625977335230536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478700876602247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458785305648878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733278706305805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087280827853753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526393578465619,0.0,0.17559102307689936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152568605829003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397832933477888,0.0,0.16014446655676104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624940922784008,0.0857567932207949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246881778299431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818011605984036,0.2725003176716509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608457458373598,0.0,0.09996472337845666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486910958680513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089515314095376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312934183273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218774640116054,0.0,0.12542092798747226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733520376880707,0.0,0.15331081396028384,0.0,0.09098954757487517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211885021867498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203781936033677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hapimaskshop,2019/10/31,"I hate having to pretend I don’t notice people. I am hyper aware and notice people from far distances off and just generally know when people are around. I then have to pretend I don’t notice them because if I just walk right up and say “hey I noticed you from over there”, their reaction can vary from “oh hey how’s it going” to “oh...ok?” And so I have to play pretend until they notice me. I’ve had enough of these instances blowing up in my face to just not want to engage first with people even if I want to talk to them.",5.283425076452602,4.579521944954131,6.109678899082568,83.61601681957188,68.08256880733944,8.000611620795109,27.340978593272173,6.42735559955562,1.1274207951070334,408,10,86,2,6,135,69,109,0.121,0.853,0.026000000000000002,-0.6924,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,4,1,9,3,1,0,0,0,9,1,1,1,0,17,14,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,16,2,20,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,4,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784600340439908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754514202660475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483906025538747,0.0,0.0948550214290554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215713075273744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161856832098346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417880893274313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892594015527765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8175216702341316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982526419404193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264470357476005,0.0,0.11420680901171605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543067650713244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941331759347386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lopith,2019/10/31,"What made you think you had ADD? Do meds help? Hi everyone. So I’m pretty sure I have ADD. I’m getting tested in a month or so. I am also a hypochondriac, so I’m worried I’m just making it up. Here’s why I think I may have it though.. - I have a lot of trouble focusing. Even when I watch tv I have to constantly check my phone or scroll or crack my knuckles or something. - I have a lot of trouble retaining information - I have a HORRIBLE memory. Honestly I watch a movie, a month later it’s new to me. I can barely remember anything that happened over a year ago. - I struggle with academics. My highest mark in high school was a 70% and I really killed my self for that. - I feel stupid all of the time because I just can’t remember anything, therefore I don’t have a lot of common knowledge. I’m getting tested because I’m going back to school. I have a dream of having a career as a firefighter and I cannot fuck that up. I want to be prepared for school. I’m wondering, if I am diagnosed, will medication help me focus and retain information? Does it help at all? Any advice is appreciated. I’m a 21(F).",0.7171907827854938,3.0087247533039667,3.409713656387666,86.16710182988821,85.6079295154185,6.664113859708572,23.70874279905117,7.882392219407189,1.512053337851576,857,34,177,18,26,300,122,227,0.106,0.757,0.138,0.5924,0,0,1,0,1,0,36.0,0,2,0,0,11,8,3,1,15,0,22,3,0,3,3,35,42,15,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,9,2,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,3,28,2,19,36,5,19,0,0,2,1,10,7,1,10,11,116,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470841746951875,0.11312709465327453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205736549531773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678571912944562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100401497918016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813161172272056,0.0,0.15559147392910405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379114735315186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295312298179632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168079110486502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429155663051162,0.0,0.0,0.12194601770785768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452831535400239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798228397620128,0.13335197023446754,0.0,0.07252917209949729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285361014226622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566222272837131,0.1348371373006203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119220317021786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32549291635854377,0.0,0.12075677191916065,0.0851870885754693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175663010432574,0.12856334276076553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372952921602225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325582604248946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983503551586476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175639765195945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289136307222284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874736118322569,0.0,0.0,0.1331350984073624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824781983995087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341573796075087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027998328871947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354700126934638,0.12538563051917342,0.0,0.07441602779752747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527335948457738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151568587680512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839803602071274,0.0,0.12960392080469388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218285230544843 adhd,confusedgirl88888,2019/10/31,Adhd and aphantasia I am working on getting health insurance so I can get tested for adhd I have suffered my entire life and relate to so many things I read on here. I am always overwhelmed with life. Does anyone else also have aphantasia (complete lack of visual memory?) this effected me greatly in school and work and I never knew that people could imagine things in their head until 6 months ago. I feel crippled in life most of the time. Aphantasia effects my long term memory and I believe adhd effects my short term memory.,3.8960204081632672,6.679439622448985,4.848326530612244,77.75738775510206,76.24489795918367,7.185306122448982,26.126530612244892,8.238735603445708,2.2584579591836738,425,16,66,8,10,138,67,98,0.059000000000000004,0.9279999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,5,4,3,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,3,1,16,10,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,13,1,11,8,4,14,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,47,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691038498225097,0.0,0.1399217409461206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623009810555627,0.1313412544184528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037021316372976,0.16173278870131436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783938783590386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549945733258073,0.0,0.0,0.12602789475221293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813287408756425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186081920068185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981212858268125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493696661255022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402674961473305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619964443768778,0.1677838590963403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344757720659484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968952740067395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003196786252993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599187885717633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174124982070053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943115632259877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788960210923578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597494761810993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973291507888292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204178888919744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982882663871826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ma590495405,2019/10/31,"How do you deal with worrying about getting addicted or dependent? I was diagnosed with ADD and I finally got the right drug and it helped me a lot. I got vyvance. I focus a lot more, my grades are better, I feel like I'm advancing in life. I'm way more focused and social. The feeling of euphoria from when I first took it is gone but the concentration is really helping me in life. The only side effect is I eat less during lunch, and more at supper because it cuts my appetite, and sometimes I can't orgasm with vyvance. Vyvance is made to be less addictive than adderall, but still I'm a bit concerned I might become dependent or addicted to it. On the days I don't take it I feel like shit. If it's noon I'll still take it, because even if I won't sleep as well, not taking the medication will just make my day unproductive and I feel like garbage I don't want to leave my bed. I hate driving without vyvance, I feel like I'm looking less far ahead and less focused. The other day I had a hard time finding my medication when I woke up and I wanted to scream. I went to work, the first hour was painful, I didn't want to talk to anyone, I was working slower. I felt so good when the medication kicked in and I could function. I'll stop taking it on weekends to see how I feel. I'll definitely keep the same dose the doctor gave me.",2.2485484848484845,4.024611010909092,4.025659090909091,86.6091553030303,77.07272727272728,7.0560606060606075,26.00378787878788,7.937092434478242,1.5075606060606055,1048,40,220,17,24,353,146,275,0.113,0.7559999999999999,0.131,0.6276,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,8,12,12,3,0,15,0,19,19,3,7,0,47,51,22,0,6,9,0,8,4,0,3,13,1,1,0,9,13,3,2,9,1,0,5,7,5,1,2,14,11,34,7,25,32,11,33,0,0,2,1,7,10,1,9,21,141,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090008404814473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606462317374089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519176752302444,0.1043489125121533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356242504199109,0.10315082886456768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754368877029671,0.0,0.0,0.1828009143857102,0.0974076955985782,0.0,0.09589812947566173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670722634595297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957013890047036,0.0966795690017844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062405047978143134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866402835529763,0.2699943396761202,0.09071837708217276,0.10350137149143343,0.08635563622809588,0.16073417075127638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049363402653365786,0.0,0.0,0.07924775300526607,0.15113317293927908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846380978481664,0.09328227840658357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665975926151204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304659994279003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398072070063171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004372258300337,0.0,0.0,0.1334720978838913,0.18463824122677908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793418190449718,0.0,0.0,0.1606519235051357,0.0,0.0894019810113829,0.0630680528652876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855446699739279,0.0,0.100231399578646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185848414843883,0.1005364407472036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052814922323864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068785917224648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529061879260987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698531363392128,0.0,0.0,0.09455110959911753,0.09631339275390463,0.0,0.0,0.09344597949031144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090829236103795,0.07899191432746241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28415745443580576,0.0759417561353331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055093724338299115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497395081926607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671853432735409,0.07499610851522863,0.0,0.0,0.08495145173890503,0.08758657189067913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107812006026902,0.0,0.13756931685749074,0.09595194607006148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,garamondi,2019/10/31,"Question about psychiatric doctor I was assigned (MFT) A month or so ago, my employer suggested that I consult with my doctor about the possibility of having ADHD. I never really thought I did, because I just thought it was something that kids had that made them energetic. I had no idea what else there was to the condition, and that it affected adults. After doing some research and seriously having my eyes opened, I did contact my health provider’s (kaiser) psychiatric department. I had to go through their “triage” and finally did some screening over the phone. The therapist then thought that an ADHD diagnosis was pretty conclusive and that treatment would likely include medication, but that I had to have an in person appointment to confirm. I couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t get in to see someone in person sooner… Eventually it was revealed to me that they are massively understaffed. So my appointment was scheduled over a month out. Well, the appointment is now next week, and I went to confirm the time. I went down a little rabbit hole of research into my doctor and his webpage and all that. I found out that he is an MFT. The only reason this makes me concerned is that I don’t think MFTs can prescribe medication, and I wouldn’t want to have another month long delay to start managing this. Does anyone else see an MFT for management? Am I wrong in thinking that they cannot prescribe? Thanks in advance! This sub has been a really cool support for me so far!",5.957767527675282,7.748117350553508,6.197083025830255,74.7666208487085,67.37638376383764,9.405239852398523,33.10719557195572,9.766711354998122,3.4658367527675282,1186,53,198,27,20,379,151,271,0.055,0.882,0.063,0.4574,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,2,9,7,0,0,15,1,32,7,1,4,2,42,50,14,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,19,14,0,1,12,0,0,5,7,2,1,0,21,5,31,5,30,25,3,36,0,0,4,0,15,15,0,4,17,150,50,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757555542105852,0.0,0.10169724883975287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202997078668686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021874911441056,0.11754984998677405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993561043006069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352279284514864,0.10039707320710516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167689669654875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567619633330246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579060799824945,0.0,0.0,0.059939347606207685,0.0,0.06520115526479964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194785995683853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951114445991213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604909268514607,0.11498510769060236,0.0,0.10152847250409862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855605830404566,0.07658017357685945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114777764751096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27471843980686644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884833914541253,0.0,0.12201188905508872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725392554629258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034779286671472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293357827963741,0.0,0.116717095541469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851883541127573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699220804239832,0.1179569391704362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284276726166934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720655840946853,0.08832130810792889,0.0,0.0,0.08120331155002744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130189157338623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562384236133672,0.0,0.13320516791612902,0.0,0.14702295799304935,0.0,0.2732377370323427,0.06689737166667405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676680824692748,0.0,0.09202588974644166,0.0,0.10315201792684804,0.2127034076259554,0.10352193484357104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149771576980927,0.12543434312450813,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ar73m15_,2019/10/31,"I just need to vent to someone I don’t know if this is the right place for this, but I just need to put it out there so at least I told someone what is currently plaguing me. I’m 19 going on 20, so it’s my 2nd year in college and I just don’t remember life being this hard. I have a ritual just to study in my dorm room; I have to clean off my desk, play music loudly, and turn off my discord and anything that could notify me while I’m on my computer and even then it doesn’t always work. I also have a 50/50 when it comes to studying in the library, sometimes I’m able to get a few hours of work out of myself, but other times I get maybe 30 minutes before I get so tired and I just stop. It feels like I have to constantly look at the time and count the hours or minutes until I have to go somewhere just so I am on time, but even that doesn’t work and I leave because I am running late and if I just rush through everything in the morning then I will be on time. I am jumping between being able to organize my life and cleaning up everything and everything around me falling apart and my space returning the chaos every two weeks or so. I’m trying my best, yet my best is not good enough. It feels like I’m in a cycle unable to break free; I start out feeling great with this positive outlook, but quickly I get overwhelmed and find myself giving up on things left and right. I don’t remember the basic things and when I leave my dorm - I have to check for my keys 2 times just to make sure I remembered them. I even tell myself as I put them into my backpack “my keys are in my backpack” and I still forget I put them in there a minute or 2 later. It is absolutely absurd, why can’t I just remember simple things? I am good at math and I took calculus in high school, yet I am missing math questions in my trig class because I forget the 2 is negative. It feels like some information is stored, but other just goes in one ear and out the other because I am too busy wondering how many ceiling tiles are on the ceiling or figuring out why turquoise is named turquoise (It comes from French, pierre turquoise, which means Turkish Stone). I just wish I could stick to a time table and complete things in a reasonable time like everyone else and not forget about my homework, tests, or assignments and then have to do them in some adrenaline/caffeine filled haze that leaves me feeling terrible the next day. Like, I either forget about the work or I find something else that helps me avoid the work till I have to do it. Why can't I just sit down and get everything done like a normal person? Not to mention what especially frustrates me, is when I explain this to someone they tell me how they too have problems concentrating and sometimes can't do things they need to do.",6.224452338661928,5.4318357584369465,6.421362344582594,82.45006601539373,66.19360568383661,9.567057430432213,31.910538780343398,8.745826893841286,2.3041188158673767,2184,74,458,29,30,701,240,563,0.10400000000000001,0.775,0.121,0.9312,1,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,7,7,37,20,1,2,21,0,44,4,1,4,1,101,79,53,0,10,29,0,6,6,0,1,3,2,6,1,30,32,0,2,19,1,3,13,12,6,0,2,3,9,75,15,65,70,8,89,1,2,1,0,18,41,0,12,39,322,105,18,0.1321358863447908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283451028527418,0.0549738213120117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054368287877294884,0.05881447664079473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082321481224255,0.0,0.05621895350576255,0.0,0.13866846058250648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138233659750663,0.06927098142103594,0.07139597550254845,0.0,0.10549975325138647,0.0,0.0,0.04260835768162642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761044416528758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038257773446897,0.0,0.0,0.06826584637152616,0.0,0.13091176009126532,0.0,0.055665091609766834,0.06313075098072789,0.23751042895112326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702968593770287,0.14159685541007555,0.0,0.0,0.12076980627572033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258886726891345,0.06337839126717404,0.07509586928244037,0.11082931232134527,0.0,0.0728401405878946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059183900015913886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428394965598492,0.06980440934342355,0.0,0.0,0.13012723130223622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036309213741566315,0.0,0.07452751761550952,0.20986923708496025,0.07178301356900034,0.0,0.09333148424773616,0.19366475887991533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548043262813086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044100865093560426,0.06698252460308697,0.06637412905179554,0.07196735859596602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469656281553889,0.0,0.0,0.07026400708831611,0.0,0.06473255675639539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476934814542368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768797961877065,0.06902693877025576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321809894535979,0.0,0.1992495929298216,0.07401121671219127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679288491816194,0.0,0.0,0.2993684017540669,0.11284332496023435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686428568961032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793746155417416,0.05086233044177297,0.13068577030086329,0.0,0.04676323022725877,0.0,0.05276194476091632,0.0552357588187865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226825455799183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549258879029213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946302873086374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696732427770408,0.07593538168960724,0.0,0.06313075098072789,0.07340391581942314,0.04485579660036712,0.0718629502840969,0.0645387804318176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052995718855996944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788481275056901,0.0,0.07597487409583502,0.0,0.07164786610069382,0.2404912474745467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042545589280418905 adhd,SecureSpecimen,2019/10/31,Are my meds right? I’m on 10mg twice a day adderall. It’s been going good but I can totally tell when it wears off. About 3-4 house after I take it it’s like the world around me is put on full blast. By the end of the day I’m good but start having conversations and running list in my head once again. I’m also super tired. I don’t think I have stayed up past 11pm since I started the meds. Today is my 30 day doctor appt so I guess we will see.,-0.90893048128342,0.8384966274509793,1.5616577540106962,100.38200534759359,87.62745098039215,4.493404634581107,14.174688057041,5.565023196281405,-1.194698039215686,344,5,90,2,11,117,76,102,0.039,0.816,0.145,0.8898,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,9,4,2,0,1,8,19,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,11,4,10,17,2,24,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,12,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335185853981186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957684645851966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468180492263941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834772637768633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876860690501604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187595543306292,0.3007047442319577,0.0,0.0,0.19747193342213645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396952649793194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683865536418788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757597691736392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39822851172320417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090298839277825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112120970556075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180202922329674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308460577678645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284472056635553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482833466483202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537582321935916,0.191064244918537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477904959028478,0.0,0.1566786288097484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486072796798474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602969603314655,0.16991479503739532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GodOfGibberish,2019/10/31,"I feel like I’m straining myself much more than my peers and yet I get the same (usually lesser) results There’s this huge piece of coursework I’ve got to complete by the 18th of next month and I can’t help but feel massively demotivated by seeing the progress my peers have made with seemingly no struggle. Confidently proclaiming how they’ve created a perfect 4000 word plan whilst I’m still learning the f***ing content either due to procrastination or being overwhelmed by the size of the task. This happens every time I get set something like this. I do nothing, get left in the dirt, and feel sorry for myself when the deadline approaches. And when I do apply myself, I work at most half as fast as everyone else. At a certain point it just doesn’t seem worth the hassle. Why can’t I just abandon education and become a reclusive gardener or something? Sorry, that was quite the rant",6.411088731627654,7.530171676646706,6.370430048992926,76.43024496461625,65.76646706586827,8.946978769733262,33.744692433315194,9.095868883498916,3.0138191616766465,718,31,125,12,11,227,113,167,0.115,0.716,0.16899999999999998,0.8623,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,8,8,0,3,13,0,8,0,0,3,2,27,22,13,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,6,1,1,1,4,4,0,1,3,4,13,4,16,18,6,19,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,5,13,79,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400768089362676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468743958301072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918129556882108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037613049482445,0.15920301721648505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252729101614412,0.11902623396392067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611405818591421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325325577980146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733269340097527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167518665583336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102227785260186,0.0,0.0,0.16279448321256182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765043254556824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298653107716385,0.0,0.1224775375494412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771916499709511,0.0,0.0,0.15986681089132793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750032517445434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721026825459155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276661752905866,0.30335101562665545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652907159187954,0.0,0.3730125611298699,0.0,0.0,0.1330549798577819,0.0,0.0,0.17417697130873055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715164445151707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834974022215443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033963153242902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129408130688064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dungeonslave1492,2019/10/31,"Took a drug test and a physical abilities test Monday I forgot how much my medication raises my pulse and I also forgot to tell them that I take adderall, so my drug test came back positive for Amphetamine. Luckily they called to ask what medication I take. But not luckily I was supposed to keep my pulse below 110 but my resting on medication is sadly 110. I did this for a job I applied for, so hopefully it all works out!",4.610401606425705,5.933968373493979,6.580903614457832,72.51946787148597,70.0843373493976,10.35261044176707,30.700803212851405,10.504223727775694,3.514318875502008,337,14,62,10,6,118,54,83,0.066,0.802,0.131,0.6628,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,1,1,13,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,14,1,9,6,3,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,46,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537317775419201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971554916419966,0.0,0.0,0.14781830816394612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196295365803436,0.2198677983383385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458675400355791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093461493731456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076545820882865,0.17086898732153086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809753498952622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131623878266197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28907644560702694,0.0,0.16802352166968235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358226652481271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995075096906998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,greenteaenergy,2019/10/31,"Is it possible I have ADHD? I am going to talk to my therapist today about it but wanted to post on here as well. For reference I am 27 and female. - constant feeling of guilt - always late. Somehow not fired but that’s because I always worked in jobs that are flexible even though technically there’s a specific time we need to be here - cannot focus. I’ll be in the middle of writing a note for work and suddenly think of something, get on my phone to look it up and end up in that rabbit hole for like half an hour. - struggled a lot in school but always told I was smart. Always procrastinated, easily bored, difficulty paying attention, hated group work, easily distracted at home with homework. - Poor sleep. In college I wouldn’t sleep well, ended up skipping class and then would be up until 3 or 4 am again studying. - Often say things without thinking - Piles of half-read books everywhere, still buying books even though I have plenty I have not read - History of paving back and forth when I should be doing work, daydreaming while doing this - Extremely emotional, overwhelmed, easily angry for as long as I can remember (since like age 9) - Easily lose my train of thought and feel like I can’t articulate myself - Feel like I bullshit my way through school. I knew how to cheat on certain things and get away with it - Extended family history of bipolar disorder, anxiety, depression, thyroid issues, epilepsy - Never knowing what I want to do with my life. Some days it feels like my desires change every hour So does it sound like I have undiagnosed ADHD or am I just an obnoxious person?",7.395690927218343,7.647969566101698,7.577647058823526,71.64210368893323,63.50847457627118,11.008973080757727,33.62412761714855,10.718039707386858,3.710276171485544,1262,48,216,30,17,410,183,295,0.168,0.6709999999999999,0.16,-0.8248,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,0,5,19,19,2,4,6,0,24,5,2,1,2,47,42,23,0,7,9,0,5,6,0,3,3,2,2,1,13,11,0,0,12,3,3,1,7,9,2,1,4,8,24,10,42,31,2,38,0,3,1,0,8,15,0,6,26,147,37,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260568811705229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130247073758445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194711241111547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836198996308389,0.07231775994294108,0.0,0.057331305698753374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949121229244852,0.0,0.0,0.10163339479647483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065372743217965,0.0,0.08100413622565765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077881294872197,0.0,0.08230278194329721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579229700937276,0.16659873088180982,0.0,0.0,0.12423675614023975,0.0,0.07924021196062278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886608851342295,0.0,0.1902156965475659,0.2015655505304762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827328423570184,0.0,0.05345012850265138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928537678447396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433866427922384,0.0,0.18523834403299527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816256417427192,0.0933289711099271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516867880713315,0.0,0.10609119866634424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642948372595986,0.2756851035210517,0.0,0.0,0.08323027222420575,0.07897734673536015,0.10521660577768877,0.0,0.07995696858913734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973603018326713,0.07253627062842406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211982771208487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602594666277876,0.09007280027601597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814860082145032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653901270658712,0.0,0.0,0.07479141993213084,0.0,0.19036491335660452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779818014431772,0.0,0.1882335408213906,0.0,0.0,0.07240339912258717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510753266372272,0.0,0.0,0.09832027764629103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559290268594444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919796303330473,0.12496375312604455,0.1205254104111088,0.18480503415762106,0.07466428110994436,0.05484064043883235,0.0,0.08914731244133177,0.08986770603047836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094489626208816,0.07465159908487465,0.0,0.0,0.16912242094809668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906597347349384,0.0,0.2738747300825648,0.0,0.0,0.06680960426050284,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dianacacerescastro,2019/10/31,"Please help! Everyone seems to be ignoring and avoiding me! Long story short, I've always been bullied. I changed school's thinking things would get better for me. At the beginning of this school year I made two friends. We got along for a few weeks but then after a while I noticed some behaviours and things they said that I didn't like, such as homophobic comments and how they were rude and violent to others. Then, a couple of weeks later something happened; I had an OCD/Tourettes episode in one of our classes where I couldn't control my movements or my speech. I said some pretty irrational stuff (that didn't make any sense) that I couldn't control and I had sudden, involuntary neck movements. After I left the class to go home because I was about to have a panic attack, I was told by my teacher and some other students that my friends had been mean to me behind my back. Then the teacher had a talk with my friends, telling them what they had said was wrong. This was the last strike in our friendship, they began to ignore me and avoid me and so did I. A couple weeks later I got a text message one of these friends saying ""(My name) seriously what's your problem?"". I then decided to block them on my social media and their phone numbers, because I was afraid of getting cyberbullied. For the three weeks, these ""friends"" avoided coming to school for some odd reason. It struck me as strange because they weren't the ones being insulted; I was, and even I had gone to school. Now, this week, one of those ""friends"" asked me if I had a problem with her as someone (I don't know who) had told her I do when I don't. So I told her that that wasn't true, that I simply didn't like the things she had said. So then the other friend chipped in, lying that they hadn't done anything. I talked to one of my teachers about what happened and they agreed that I had done the right thing. Then, yesterday, I was in school early and I tried to talk to people in my class that were in the library and at lunch, but they didn't want to speak to me! They would barely answer me and not talk back to me, ignoring me and making up excuses. One girl said ""Sorry, I need to go get lunch"". So I had to beg her, saying I was alone and had been so for three hours. So she accepted reluctantly but basically spoke to her friend instead of me. I felt like I was unwanted, so I left, sobbing, and had to call my grandparents to cheer me up. When I got home my parents where so worried and I had a depressive episode. I had a big fight with my parents this morning too, we can't seem to understand each other and our relationship is shattering. This means I have nobody to talk to, to socialize with, and I am going crazy! The same thing happened today I school, where everyone seemed to only talk to me during class and then they avoided me or wouldn't let me hang out with them! I asked one girl if I could hang out with her but she said ""No, I need to speak to my friend in private."" No–one even approached me, even when I was crying and pacing around the school, lost and looking for my tutor or someone from wellbeing to speak with! Everyone seems to either prefer being alone then being with me or to already have their own group of friends and not want to make any more! I need some advice on what to do in this situation, as I am feeling so worthless, stupid and alone!",5.508693693693694,5.6590708228228275,5.520617117117117,85.1379527027027,67.49849849849849,8.401741741741741,29.86321321321321,7.993328176185818,1.7942103303303305,2632,88,544,29,40,825,262,666,0.188,0.7340000000000001,0.078,-0.9974,3,8,1,0,1,0,85.0,5,1,15,4,28,40,6,6,23,0,62,3,1,8,1,107,112,61,0,17,13,2,2,3,10,3,0,13,2,2,35,41,2,10,16,0,0,10,16,23,0,10,58,16,109,17,85,43,11,69,0,4,1,0,82,25,1,15,37,407,144,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956279552064067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575912303513607,0.055970553717618984,0.0,0.04220293154350721,0.0,0.0,0.06898239811880866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173806871456876,0.045151369728345936,0.09483232112202873,0.05770108762740245,0.0,0.07800078141658537,0.0,0.0927549466617376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04485753594122138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179058031208405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365481666617813,0.043690611346019835,0.0,0.0,0.11377312314114812,0.04049562826508772,0.11224097433127683,0.05571331190286597,0.0,0.0,0.04368488410427848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380791724625092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049983642240523,0.0,0.0,0.14539480965721302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025645451719115458,0.0,0.04869895600143147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918598689621996,0.0,0.07949699667972597,0.0,0.08647568301299398,0.0,0.12169575739863545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455403853427214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03399640867605645,0.0,0.10175217729894064,0.0,0.049948780196897684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02787427225109193,0.04134340145115383,0.0,0.0,0.11021440879814697,0.05186442556108562,0.0,0.07433738792697916,0.0,0.0,0.0448854214796296,0.04259185270967456,0.0,0.055366646417198864,0.0,0.0,0.04799229527409301,0.10156756867907477,0.0,0.0,0.11049744899319773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282425336757886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774482144258576,0.0,0.0,0.2405833145586967,0.03857468872822311,0.0,0.059508749867994024,0.11263665752785668,0.0,0.0,0.03516271882325362,0.0,0.0,0.05567510275575907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160026441888548,0.0,0.09706398567271264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214839542570999,0.0,0.05445407721914116,0.0,0.04331442680152516,0.2894768318824774,0.08066883159219894,0.0,0.3593179740869299,0.0,0.1846935815979112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570111733395957,0.0,0.10340488502836548,0.08594943343833111,0.039046575234317434,0.0,0.05677665670062771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806202932958528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445998942875345,0.04433133537175209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847988654984894,0.032499195909962565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480764340398454,0.14539480965721302,0.0,0.034435410675028866,0.0,0.049545868696420976,0.05280109410535111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983169700950874,0.0,0.20342179619319145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150841263049778,0.0,0.07205977262796448,0.05545413242513563,0.0,0.032661884311967385 adhd,Understeps,2019/10/31,"My Reddit comment this morning is massively upvoted Fuck my workday. And I really really need to start on this tender...",5.3514285714285705,8.260678666666667,7.609761904761907,59.20607142857146,71.85714285714286,11.81904761904762,34.3095238095238,11.20814326018867,5.785838095238098,96,5,12,4,2,34,18,21,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908679394407419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937033005740401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6802986533064637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758192643488609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tryagenda,2019/10/31,"Is remembering names, faces, places also a hell for you? I really have difficulties to remember anything, if I don't write it down. After being introduced to someone, I forget the name right away. Yeah that can be normal, but even after remembering the name once successfully, I will forget it again. When I will see this person the next day, I probably won't recognize him by his face. I even forget names of people that I know for years or decades. I have the same difficulties with places or details. I can describe a path to a friend through a city by telling him take left and take right, but I never have specific buildings or name streets in my mind. Also, I am not able to name colors of places that I have been very often. It's just an information that is not saved in my brain. When I start to do something, I can be distracted very fast. Because of this finishing tasks is not my thing. I leave everything started, but do not finish a task very soon. The only thing that has helped so far, is to reduce the workload of a day by tackling only 1 or 2 things a day. I am currently suffering from depression and anxiety after having a drug induced psychosis so it could be caused by that, too. But I have most of these problems since my childhood. Do you face similar problems? Can this be adhd? P. S.: I am starting next week a therapy.",4.181730769230772,5.781877557692312,5.1376923076923084,81.38230769230772,71.5,8.430769230769231,28.384615384615394,8.982922981607832,2.316330769230769,1055,40,202,21,20,345,143,260,0.152,0.804,0.044000000000000004,-0.9804,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,1,13,9,1,1,16,1,32,5,4,2,1,44,39,17,0,5,14,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,17,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,2,28,3,27,29,2,35,1,2,2,0,17,12,1,7,23,151,45,1,0.10756082511497064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926720955206153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203270596757253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228373680602769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851339429336845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105693588136218,0.0,0.0,0.06556808064660168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007345332892375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110494596385971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587856655030714,0.0,0.0,0.20810350174232792,0.0,0.09264198106110323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473640883146266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208582111627288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666873405129492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310122666766334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209575378967954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059112616524597414,0.0,0.0,0.11389138323964805,0.1168651512061424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860577122158822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829575392432001,0.0,0.2287843155214548,0.0,0.1053867712871182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145487683418661,0.0,0.16360970875268946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456913296381433,0.09391796367596243,0.3371345072715123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596876170701338,0.20584236645659196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890621882098627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655363413765782,0.18371271389164248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571205166965863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897542603800128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113593807184414,0.08280557811996796,0.0,0.0,0.22839631688671455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174470875321773,0.0,0.09401290208575924,0.0,0.12300517753782846,0.0,0.21437589837715865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662468362022017,0.0,0.0,0.08627880593827435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926564485386551 adhd,pattersonhcp,2019/10/31,"Pharmacy just made me feel like a criminal I see my shrink every two weeks, and yesterday she increased my dose of focalin. When I filled the script this morning they quizzed me like I was a junkie despite literally handing them the remaining pills of the lower dose BEFORE I asked to pickup the new one. The pharmacist looked at me like I had 4 heads when I said I see the shrink every two weeks, and she grilled me with questions about how often I take it and why/what my symptoms are. I guess the list of anti depressants and mood stabilizers on my account aren’t proof enough for them. Sorry, just needed to vent. No part of the road to addressing my adhd has been easy, and after 29 years of failing school, actually abusing opiates in the past, being unable to see a doc due to insurance etc, it’s infuriating to have some pharmacist question me and my doctor.",10.004853700516351,7.391884132530122,9.510378657487092,69.11560240963857,60.08433734939759,12.618244406196215,39.97934595524957,10.914260884657429,4.213221342512909,690,27,127,13,7,223,109,166,0.138,0.79,0.073,-0.8807,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,7,6,0,0,12,0,8,7,2,2,1,19,19,9,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,2,0,3,5,7,25,3,18,13,5,16,0,2,4,0,9,4,0,5,13,86,28,3,0.0,0.1756247134388047,0.1446481343331249,0.0,0.17814000520544546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857220165886244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261302284663745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276676664225597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517165780078893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315807681138066,0.16531224627781466,0.0,0.0,0.2497752193705237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494800644352011,0.1058933723076292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328871149857555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212362798227858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172486213293284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447331738542874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025593679681553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990841522301067,0.0,0.14315852496311787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044242657939448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051535680693982,0.14149940884594728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320962448020729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099778587643466,0.0,0.0,0.15001360047385132,0.354353096586022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592795006486025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406457011781555,0.1114482294430868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28959241014587506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377974583380136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954533046515303 adhd,lazygrace98,2019/10/31,"Can Strattera make people feel manic or am I just having a really bad day Tldr: I feel like I’m going crazy. It also might just be stress making my adhd worse but I feel like I’m going insane a bit I keep pacing or shaking my hand and I picked a fight with my boyfriend and I have no idea why I was just so fucking angry and I keep resisting the urge to just scream and punch something I spent all night trying read a book for class and I can’t fucking read and it’s terrifying I missed a deadline today and I’ve never done that before for a paper I usually can at least turn in something halfassed I’ve never just not turned in anything at all. I hate this feeling so much and I just want it to go away I’m getting a little self destructive with my attitudes and I’m worried it’s going to get more extreme even though I have a pretty good kid on it. Sorry for the rant I’m just so tired and I usually like parts of my adhd but today I just want it to go away so I can function.",0.04511848341232039,2.234470042654032,2.46558104265403,92.41816303317538,87.90995260663506,4.703014218009479,18.39260663507109,6.152001189255117,-0.10364242654028466,773,21,166,7,25,264,114,211,0.254,0.636,0.11,-0.9878,0,0,2,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,15,14,5,2,10,0,12,4,1,3,4,43,41,20,0,2,13,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,8,12,0,2,5,3,1,6,5,10,0,0,3,6,23,4,17,36,7,22,0,1,0,2,3,8,2,4,11,109,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635848912150738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769668318251057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024250421565004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606216799388424,0.0,0.09156321176112278,0.0,0.0,0.09331430778532797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197225310091924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072293514896336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222232722093782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243073442970432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217936628262545,0.15668514766188252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027615533439301,0.11458776570077354,0.0,0.3116172848588383,0.09197930516912042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826854802886153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123795080107566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494529610531106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072598110030065,0.10991016006457488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640050880768898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633408064907158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061420754526674,0.0,0.16915623097814747,0.0,0.0,0.10291038340758014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187532884977502,0.0,0.07602584162054386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115657054281612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193834057295536,0.0,0.0702523024010078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440141031308992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688463716079726,0.0,0.12275766079872505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561748114761545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774238451005047,0.0,0.0,0.12604036782815695,0.20789355785404576,0.0,0.0,0.0744533177675334,0.23856158974871625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415544590898309,0.0,0.12936300925982785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895292231640278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113671112992024,0.11175497396046652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fluffyrabbit47,2019/10/31,"The never ending rabbit hole I was just recently diagnosed and medicated for adult ADHD though I know I've probably had it my entire life, I just never talked about it my symptoms because I didn't know they were symptoms, I thought that this was just how I was and that I had to live with it. Now that I know there's a reason behind my inability to stay on task or plan for any future events it makes a but easier to handle but not much. This morning's rabbit hole is a great example....I sat down, made my to do list, took my meds and prepared to be productive....now here I sit, 90 minutes later, with a newly created Reddit account and 3 new posts?! Ugh! Does it ever get better than this?!",3.703500000000002,4.723245207142857,5.294285714285714,82.04071428571429,71.92857142857143,8.171428571428573,25.42857142857143,8.548686976883017,1.6694428571428572,539,16,108,9,10,183,92,140,0.04,0.82,0.14,0.9407,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,10,3,0,0,5,0,10,5,0,4,3,24,19,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,11,0,15,2,14,7,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,10,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103208381823824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119411196927865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704159808788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553002564147005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822608773951334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536651084240198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552580022079265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883649603788438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174158224486048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359504046282056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895086547089917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402853923375327,0.0,0.0,0.15505434935536702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615303550696384,0.1172115909349592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195047399998727,0.17689434153575634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908315135371234,0.0,0.2708606836271976,0.16959156257164262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817228158830538,0.0,0.1893220216144246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054177545195416,0.17337971418881698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716180839398774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650226375263387,0.0,0.14113728981026313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252202744920872,0.13940348772251296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509344625774075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wowcool_,2019/10/31,"Cannot get to work on time... Thankfully, my employer is not too harsh on me for my lack of timeliness. I do not want to seem like I am taking their forgiving attitude about it for granted. I just cannot be on time! I also have a super difficult time waking up in the morning. Beyond tired every day. I guess... does anyone have tips on waking up and being on time?! Once I’m in a routine it becomes so dull. Probably sounds silly, and I know there are totally simple solutions. Still struggle. Thanks :)!",1.3491496598639436,3.915672316326532,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,86.04081632653063,6.940136054421767,22.452380952380953,8.07648339933343,1.6845482993197285,389,14,73,9,12,132,71,98,0.132,0.657,0.21,0.8247,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,1,3,0,10,3,2,0,1,12,19,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,10,6,16,17,2,16,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,2,7,53,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778062483242145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670022130548452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317126447275961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353065796636916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360137773900367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676938427578714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096142193166838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311233681510375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153030951898852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249990671327312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343500113060252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262047927550767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099818488633868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755018664055946,0.0,0.0,0.2193332717231504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774691297983906,0.0,0.0,0.3863196876192668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893548870606043,0.2411394696000749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374816091188727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274021297876614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WifiSoup,2019/10/31,"Told my doctor I didn’t really like Concerta he sends me straight to Vyvanse which is 20x more expensive. What are my other options I’ve been going back and forth with him for awhile, upping my Concerta dosage but it doesn’t really seem to do much, if anything, for me so he sends me a prescription for Vyvanse which is ~$300 a month vs. $15. That’s just....not worth it. He seems super adamant about not giving me other options but I’m really not sure what else I can do.",2.2036458333333333,4.27105957291667,3.565833333333334,88.49583333333338,78.27083333333334,7.183333333333334,22.125,8.167268648758528,1.1827375000000004,373,11,77,7,9,122,66,96,0.057,0.828,0.11599999999999999,0.684,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,13,15,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,10,3,8,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,3,48,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162322050747948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204913023896245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689498668905373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950542418434305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520669646379902,0.1493347136808768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837311201336946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097355452512147,0.0,0.19316161502139706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049996249034765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784205599591854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476517564728423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510820558373957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pacmangreg,2019/10/31,"Me: 1, Impostor syndrome: 0 I take my meds first thing, so they start to kick in when I’m getting ready. This morning when I was getting dressed, I sat down to put my socks on and managed to fall asleep. Don’t ask me how... Missed my first lecture and woke up 2 hours later! When my imposter syndrome tells me I dont have ADHD, I just remind myself I can fall asleep when on stimulant medication. Doh.",0.6459259259259262,3.049578839506175,2.136901234567901,94.16905555555556,87.76543209876543,4.721481481481481,22.91481481481481,6.2581,0.4530237037037033,310,12,66,3,10,100,57,81,0.03,0.932,0.038,0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,2,0,5,14,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,3,0,15,0,8,11,0,17,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,9,41,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191677622022233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482753913467516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112501874723106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517934007722727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775024060436516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615364214215567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949923113803583,0.2675373815804767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669747394303824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797430430750206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967823595675185,0.0,0.2321229620475704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643524601024846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JackRebel,2019/10/31,"Please stop being sad about you being you. I read so much negativity, I have Combined Type ADHD. Im a 27 yo male thats currently studying biotechnology. I space out, Become obsessed, be hyper active and start doing random shit all in 15 minutes, and then it starts all over again. At this moment I should be studying for a test for tomorrow ( spectrophotometry ), and instead I created an account and I'm writing this. "" Please read the rules! Please do not ask if you have ADHD. We are not qualified to determine this. Please direct all medication and medical concerns to your doctor(s) or 911 if it is an emergency. We cannot provide medical or medication advice."" Can you imagine dialing 911 because you forgot where your keys are? Why do you all feel so sorry for yourselves? The only reason why ADHD is bad is because normie's don't like it that we think differently. We are so much more creative then them, we can think much faster then them and we can HYPERFOCUS. I created applications in 1 week where it would normally take a team of 3 people ( Design, back-end and front-end ) 3-4 weeks. If you are ADHD you know you have this ability too on different topics. They just can't handle our energy. ADHD comes from the time we were hunter and gatherers, and we were so much better then them at it. Now please, if you feel like you should be sad because you forgot your groceries or your keys. Or you missed an appointment or deadline and people without ADHD are mad at you for you being you, you should definitely feel sorry for yourself. But for me, I flip them off. I recognize my weaknesses; planning and organisation goes out of the window. But I thrive in chaos. Where everyone else would have lost his mind, I get sh\*t done. Look at ADHD having benefits AND downsides like everything else in life and use these to your advantage as our incredible creative minds can. We live outside of the box, do whatever you want and stop trying to get into the box. Our world is a playground, start playing <3 Tell me about your hyperfocus interests! I am dying to know more about you, you beautiful people :)",4.339946115850921,6.595185689567432,5.28180886094896,77.78218343062417,72.51145038167941,8.389432719652746,27.589357880556804,9.088552180705676,2.520612393354288,1668,63,293,37,34,545,201,393,0.111,0.763,0.125,0.7081,3,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,12,26,5,5,15,17,2,1,13,0,40,7,1,2,4,71,63,34,1,11,15,0,3,3,0,5,6,0,1,1,12,27,0,4,9,4,1,1,7,9,0,0,6,4,58,8,34,46,10,38,0,4,1,0,50,19,1,10,21,211,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893022025624465,0.0684516766405992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654869374531062,0.0,0.0,0.05386383285239218,0.05848850561500471,0.1281047920927124,0.0773643003020919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619531951918206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034154386716049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270044477105611,0.1463738844178479,0.0,0.07169875296533927,0.0,0.0716850806076424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703493565624774,0.0,0.12408634062668288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693541254973695,0.06295608043519713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625757586542398,0.050043461574493166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319606912747241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566560873862051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699487693058635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049478117280028815,0.10266811601789536,0.0,0.06185509665420291,0.0,0.05882403723560154,0.0,0.07646743363469374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822704848658811,0.0,0.0,0.14146029191040874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597811893979248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863375335438833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327589155531885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456907565489087,0.0,0.0,0.38446722897038976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013715018349754,0.0,0.0,0.07202267474037469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190492692478585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682962610884785,0.14874444191431058,0.0,0.0,0.11712923564498412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052668595457306,0.0,0.061226454279589136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976993432833245,0.0,0.0,0.04084649597064485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047559092899262766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060500379491161375,0.0,0.0,0.041317080014661146,0.0,0.1123791575385796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641777065713272,0.0,0.0,0.06752533267150224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952247856298413,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lostinthesea123,2019/10/31,Wellbutrin making vyvanse less effective? I take vyvanse and wellbutrin together. I heard that taking wellbutrin and vyvanse makes vyvanse less effective? How true is that?,7.724999999999998,11.986487269230777,5.5526923076923085,66.8298076923077,80.15384615384616,7.2153846153846155,44.96153846153846,8.07648339933343,5.672184615384616,143,10,14,3,4,41,16,26,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.8267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,8,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6639047525314139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7478171431347386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wonder_wolfie,2019/10/31,"I invented an ADHD friendly cleaning strategy! 1. Get some paper and a pen, turn on some great music (optional). 2. Choose which room/section you want to tidy up. 3. Write down specific objects that need to be put away (super important - not ‘kitchen, bathroom...’ but more like ‘socks on sofa, dog toys on the floor, towel on the chair, papers next to computer, wrapper on the floor’). 4. Put away each thing on the list, every time you put it away, look at the list for the next one. 5. Enjoy being able to tidy up your house without your parents screaming at you for getting distracted again! Hope this helps someone :)",2.225112781954884,5.013471912280703,3.0085213032581457,87.99631578947371,84.26315789473685,5.713283208020051,24.809523809523807,7.1686216300943375,1.3694681704260656,474,19,86,7,14,149,86,114,0.023,0.7509999999999999,0.226,0.9783,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,0,1,1,8,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,9,2,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,2,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,6,6,21,7,4,23,0,0,1,0,9,16,0,4,5,51,11,4,0.16322330575946806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616269442742199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460061006231052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752267486580433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261059211368488,0.0,0.1705548809316307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995427082870238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094051412509509,0.0,0.0,0.16211757173679134,0.0,0.188337780065902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974266246644121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370664679979418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102801302564803,0.0,0.0,0.3471796748064507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060433623497076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124016486996186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922535146034676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829857729034975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084383115967917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517682219540023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754008591415513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627333470696353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734144211487813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wannadiethatsall,2019/10/31,"How does coffee affect you? I'm getting a kind of heavy head, sort of like a light headache I'm maybe a little more jittery than normal My focus is all over the place but I wouldn't say it's necessarily worse than usual It's harder to read now and I keep making mistakes in my writing, but at the same time I keep noticing when I make mistakes and correct them for the most part My eyes feel less able to concentrate, like they're mildly floating in their sockets lmao I have less impulse control. Like not big impulsive actions, just little ones like randomly deciding to make this post. Normally I get these urges to do random shit instead of the task in hand but can ignore them with a bit of effort. Now I'm not even able to try to resist them, I just let them rule me. it's like a buzzing sensation but at the same time my world and my mind is almost swaying it's weird &#x200B; What's it like for you if you drink coffee?",3.311269841269844,4.872638010582012,4.058391534391536,88.40790476190479,73.65608465608466,6.521481481481483,25.29841269841269,7.0316486544052195,0.9828311111111114,740,24,151,7,15,236,117,189,0.10300000000000001,0.768,0.129,0.6434,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,5,2,8,12,1,0,10,0,7,5,4,6,2,40,18,10,0,6,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,4,2,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,5,21,7,21,16,9,19,0,0,1,0,10,11,1,6,12,94,29,1,0.2681780921009157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427081049696155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528542537385936,0.16293286772877585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639050952865185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039226696860078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734222780889128,0.0,0.0,0.13135621689646587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885645502924154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779945060814921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011198448016482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761404593849186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383690102983139,0.0,0.13963310728321454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711513439741194,0.0,0.3930548088055192,0.2687849011978106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685164383715618,0.0,0.1347104695504411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539171202071906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627575906585461,0.0,0.1526612676646595,0.0,0.0,0.09086220785557783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520536999049796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400945137240811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284202404805079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412533245064145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663299135955014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764047885942646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637680213513222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910376604321119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768014026684406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664819347310486,0.0,0.0,0.16293286772877585,0.0 adhd,circestormborn,2019/10/31,"No, reminding me of how important it is that I get this done ASAP does not help. Thank you very much, loved person in my life, for your input. Please do me a favour and fuck off for a while so I can work, because you going ""wow you really need to have that done,"" surprisingly, does not make it any more done than it is. It does contribute to my feelings of overwhelming inadequacy and panic though, thanks\~\~",4.2318143459915625,5.769178784810129,4.929810126582279,83.16956751054853,71.27848101265823,8.810970464135021,24.55907172995781,9.2995712137729,1.8281122362869195,320,9,65,7,6,103,59,79,0.16699999999999998,0.655,0.17800000000000002,0.2756,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,1,3,9,1,2,2,0,8,3,0,2,0,8,17,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,10,6,9,14,2,4,0,1,0,2,7,2,1,0,1,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120829530770247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865253816258838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46793314997755603,0.5471996204244931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012274348352724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647786255701211,0.09312226222343536,0.0,0.10129704977320728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946951264616175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589512706341247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086720945784935,0.0,0.11897558598388774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102580939692926,0.13216159284088316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912448172558806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563098739239947,0.0,0.19565235422764304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418415021844798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32819613620220744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751184259779207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706543308802025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975975428862208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,EmEiEss,2019/10/31,Canceled my 30 birthday party Originally it was supposed to be proper party but i was too late when i tried to rent a venue and soundsystem so it changed to just a nice dinner with a relatively small group of people and some beers afterwards. Turns out making a list of who i want to invite and keeping track who is actually available to come so i can reserve a table is too hard. Cancelled the whole thing. Everyones kinda pissed and cant understand why. Fuck my life.,3.2473333333333336,5.805178844444447,4.305555555555556,82.00500000000002,77.22222222222223,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.8143333333333331,376,15,67,6,9,122,67,90,0.1,0.747,0.153,0.4704,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,6,0,7,5,1,2,0,16,14,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,7,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,9,11,2,7,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,2,4,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2567238227885412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27829908736900305,0.22661632300116905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513799962424045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432091400775338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356640517099665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338336683952626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967607197301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581806643371127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560499644444727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238348700001986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477572967428415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861105413259792,0.2861506934694806,0.0,0.2738709628443645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516879665326666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23738479754008826,0.2937144967547851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,danekreddit,2019/10/31,"NHS appreciation post 3 months ago I had no inkling at all I had ADHD. Not even a suspicion. Now I have a full diagnosis, prescribed medication, my university are aware, I have extra time in exams and extended deadlines, and I have weekly 1-on-1 sessions to build some personalised study skills. All in 3 months. All for free! The NHS has its flaws, no doubt, but we must give credit where credit is due :)",3.227899999999998,5.97378770666667,4.271583333333337,81.13537500000002,78.6,7.483333333333332,24.041666666666664,8.472884824447931,1.8283666666666667,318,11,59,7,8,103,58,75,0.062,0.726,0.212,0.9191,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,4,11,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,5,7,6,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,7,40,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39948151290468775,0.0,0.2946535089097364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219547783921852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188694126839225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348591261689245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306387548978924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183483585149685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382574772975725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666321029692416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cemeterytan,2019/10/31,REMINDER: Check your oven/stove I just wrecked an entire meal by forgetting about it...,2.7360000000000007,5.329054599999999,1.3066666666666684,94.60000000000002,103.0,4.666666666666667,25.0,6.42735559955562,1.2290000000000003,69,3,12,1,3,19,15,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,postpunkfaery,2019/10/31,"Can't stop thinking about two specific houseplants Since the beginning of this year, I'm obsessed with plants. And I mean, REALLY obsessed. I have 60+ houseplants now, and me an my partner keep hoping my interest won't suddenly stop like it usually does with like all my interests because that would mean the plants would die. Recently, two plants showed up on a plant store site for relatively cheap and they are also hard to find in my country. I've been wanting to buy them but my partner told me I have a plant stop and that I should wait until we have more room. But I even dream about those plants now. I'm so obsessed! I had this idea to only buy them as a reward if I finish two projects I really need to finish, but I don't think I can keep myself from buying them before that (and I have finished one of the projects already). I also don't want to make my partner upset. How do you guys deal with your uncontrollable obsessions?",5.245630630630629,5.958339972972976,5.53925675675676,82.80762387387391,68.18918918918922,8.761261261261259,29.47072072072072,8.841846274778883,2.1822882882882886,745,26,147,12,12,237,110,185,0.121,0.78,0.099,-0.2418,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,4,1,9,12,0,6,7,0,16,0,0,2,1,35,32,15,1,8,4,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,1,4,7,9,0,6,6,2,5,0,4,6,0,4,3,1,28,6,19,25,2,19,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,16,99,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643841350338314,0.2267347960128305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641708741803049,0.0,0.12062942276136332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615088433379084,0.0,0.0,0.1471270650022964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405729496748005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363277606406484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956833158187944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036713559650466,0.0,0.0,0.12699133033406854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080212192237054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003257601639112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520099982237045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851596668674016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462755116862244,0.0,0.0,0.30884178319689143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051150770610279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960619201784218,0.10781674836513966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163333978292176,0.0,0.13997333919908472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726738214931985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555593240318742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816713364652581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354601175298644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41544401009249604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613133536002705,0.0,0.16723035838818634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014079861386948,0.0,0.0,0.09129038439701503 adhd,lauf13,2019/10/31,"My determined fight against ADD. My insomnia kicked in hard and woke me up at a little after midnight. Well, fine then. Instead of tossing and turning/using my phone, I got up and cleaned the kitchen for a bit and tidied up my desk. Now I'm going to lay in bed and instead of using my phone (this will be the ONE POST I will allow myself) I'm going to read at least five pages from my book or until I fall asleep again. I'm not going down that easily anymore.",1.5970409356725168,3.553944821052632,3.1835087719298265,91.03900584795325,79.73684210526315,5.485380116959064,22.13450292397661,6.42735559955562,0.4211520467836256,358,11,75,3,9,118,65,95,0.043,0.846,0.111,0.6527,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,3,3,1,2,0,11,12,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,6,1,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,2,2,1,11,2,17,7,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,5,53,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760434414555595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303880643759842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474569625272926,0.0,0.22261791975784787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493424429432198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789748087902171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861377220078207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665775634954841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784203190550852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348147572052492,0.24040070657675586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502655783468852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bloblets,2019/10/31,"What’s your useful apps that help you manage your symptoms? Hey just looking for any help from people who have had positive experiences with managing day-to-day life using phone/tablet/computer apps. I’ve been putting off doing it but I was just going to write my own app that does exactly everything I want the way I want however I think I could use some help if at all possible so that I can see what applications seem to work for helping us and then see how they achieve that through their app. If you could help me by listing apps which you’ve found useful for anything related to your ADHD symptoms and I mean anything and maybe give a little explanation on that then I’d much appreciate it. Side note: This primarily a personal project but if I do get a finished app and I think the code is decent and people would benefit in anyway from it then I’d post it up but I don’t aim that high just now, instead I just plan on having it to work on over time and serve to keep me on my toes during my deferral year before my last year of Comp Sci at uni. Thank you!",4.2918759689922465,5.298845288372096,5.1479069767441885,83.68387596899228,70.53488372093022,8.710077519379848,27.82170542635659,9.029198982220553,2.049347286821705,847,29,175,16,15,276,133,215,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.9857,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,6,2,4,9,2,0,0,5,0,13,4,1,5,2,37,32,17,0,8,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,16,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,26,2,24,25,4,26,0,0,3,0,19,13,0,5,9,112,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401395287425087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148940282388101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722192253823367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196762236212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913511071978874,0.0,0.0,0.15456256847985902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486519055582996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769665840485113,0.11721801908096335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138885085483346,0.0,0.0,0.06260691579674724,0.11495311569589182,0.06810289735437812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016020197495985,0.12660836261228994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651157794723257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767851471791326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464040102857681,0.0,0.12010245761033103,0.0,0.0,0.10062812361194902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038666150330192,0.13053143088052216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808980387989097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615189014657952,0.10463208142068196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509180173660038,0.11476527453651734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046356836810468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098008555585347,0.10908992786751101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249101236018832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032457423944753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153566135082629,0.0,0.0,0.06987460294822104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414231650139891,0.4139831233699684,0.0,0.0,0.1413592276350528,0.09511651949658488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447724779413504,0.0,0.0,0.08512472745531285,0.0,0.0,0.15433487499815998 adhd,AshCostellogirl,2019/10/31,"Adult ADHD Adult adhd looks like: feeling helpless because every job you've ever worked has told you "" you're not working fast enough"" or ""I don't know how to help you, I've tried everything. You're just not getting it..."" Sh*t feels like a bullet being fired into your soul.",4.390471698113212,5.929360075471699,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,70.88679245283019,6.054716981132076,24.57075471698113,5.985473137389443,0.7058716981132069,216,6,40,1,4,67,42,53,0.11599999999999999,0.722,0.162,0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,9,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,2,7,1,3,1,1,1,0,7,1,0,1,4,18,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626679908810616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270076816538824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418803885945787,0.0,0.0,0.21175029523283367,0.19723323895298853,0.0,0.21038747010219785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23672865708902105,0.16723590800179403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230380051221412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690743645068392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230093414323755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865125382869158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287317871956536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657895297237526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368565528919065,0.0,0.15893361159500152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408446213420199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,atticthump,2019/10/31,"how to deal with self-injury impulses? i don't know if it's specifically related to adhd or not but it feels like an emotional dysregulation/impulse control thing so i figure it probably is. when i'm upset or frustrated with myself, i have really intense urges to hit my head. when i follow through on the impulse i'll hit myself 5-8 times fast and hard, and it feels really good. it feels solid and angry, but it doesn't really hurt that bad, and i usually feel slightly calmer afterwards, but embarrassed cause honestly it also feels insane and childish. thing is i've been doing it for a really long time (since my early teens at least), not regularly, but definitely when i feel overwhelmed or whatever. any kind of extreme negative emotion triggers the need. has anyone else dealt with self-injury urges like these, and is there like..a healthy way to dispatch them besides acting them out ?",5.830461847389561,7.45706230722892,6.651987951807232,72.00982931726911,67.49397590361447,10.11164658634538,31.303212851405625,10.317481424215053,3.574379116465863,717,29,119,19,12,237,110,166,0.18899999999999997,0.647,0.16399999999999998,-0.8387,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,7,11,1,3,4,0,9,1,1,4,0,33,21,20,0,2,10,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,7,12,5,13,18,1,16,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,4,12,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006412897138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316323913986193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622973354354243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894510907945593,0.1449908264292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815258289043452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453668517757908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871233275237726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588768698238247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821108943373344,0.3183530578608512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293016861403745,0.10109275625410596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868950716310928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676263666623264,0.0,0.14522718947345128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514863607946961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735795019971915,0.07776864430902912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073997781351616,0.0,0.0,0.12522939957915594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492577947311618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256867163710286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626124869596716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29524569649355903,0.0,0.0,0.1170561999554591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880221625489435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502794695159104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585016460881376,0.0,0.0,0.11232181129769134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrojoT,2019/10/31,"How to recognize/remember that I'm unwell and contagious so I don't pass it on to others... Hey everyone, just wondering if anyone can relate to this and has any helpful tips or advice... Several times now I have passed an illness onto my girlfriend, or other family members, because I haven't made the connection that my sore throat, cough, blocked nose etc. could mean I'm coming down with something. It's not until someone says ""are you getting sick?"" that the idea even occurs to me. Once I start having any of these symptoms, I seem to forget that they aren't usually there and I just go about my life as if nothing is different, including forgetting to buy or take medicine and dragging the illness out. Since my girlfriend has a pretty low immune system, when she picks up my sickness it always ends up being far more severe than what I had in the first place, so I definitely need to be more careful around her when I'm sick, but I'm having a lot of trouble with remembering ""sore throat = possibly sick"" or even being self aware enough to know that I'm feeling any different today than I did yesterday. Has anyone had any similar experiences to this or has any tips for how to be more self aware or remember things like this? Because it has happened way to many times and is obviously not sticking in my brain and I'm worried next time I start getting sick I'm going to completely forget that this is a thing and I'll probably just get her really sick again... Tl;dr Whenever I get sick I make other people sick too because 1. I don't know I'm sick until other people tell me 2. I forget I'm sick 3. I forget to take medicine. My girlfriend has a low immune system and keeps getting really sick because of this. Any tips/advice to help me recognise and deal with illness without spreading it (as much as possible)?",5.913067216070052,6.474278402266287,6.579342003605461,76.47067666752513,66.6770538243626,9.477671903167657,32.192763327324236,9.457814108942452,2.9643722379603403,1448,57,261,27,22,476,181,353,0.198,0.747,0.055,-0.9949,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,1,1,17,5,0,0,9,0,26,25,4,5,1,55,59,29,0,4,15,0,1,1,3,0,21,1,0,2,24,15,0,2,9,0,1,5,7,3,0,1,4,3,30,2,39,50,7,38,0,2,0,0,16,13,0,11,18,171,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747354351187596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743939837238486,0.0,0.0,0.3647999237393416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503123832730234,0.0,0.0,0.07959139665966661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800728811602693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980804561007732,0.0,0.0,0.0911566371389698,0.0,0.0,0.07701641830283816,0.09374178729768542,0.0,0.0,0.07138440387569339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217493582965004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682306730092527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918827480128561,0.09238157622396184,0.09971270335991507,0.1181052740747834,0.0,0.0,0.08543244673275825,0.0,0.08745743401349501,0.08428518631531982,0.0,0.04520698558145875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604975040004522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355795678907235,0.0,0.10162438673160692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906252469987281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985557311859048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092988826037458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946926055420903,0.0,0.0,0.09827175887173112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315097581302408,0.04367986002593162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601083594575804,0.0,0.08459928973915788,0.059680025177022186,0.09064490563284787,0.0,0.09739069208323063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572460676686574,0.06629433360595016,0.0,0.0,0.09508561120451764,0.0,0.0,0.08578865554562544,0.0,0.0,0.09521578982095584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396744188856434,0.0,0.09341153365046263,0.0,0.0,0.20158645281289594,0.0,0.090959302847658,0.09639612368015106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114553131274793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038429129902108,0.0,0.0,0.07110022366935799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139299096515122,0.1865424950603306,0.20200945885143187,0.0,0.07395859062910562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575446205310978,0.06883005933981713,0.0,0.0,0.12656580551882207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292835300667153,0.13444623120988508,0.0,0.07814586621080316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187963914294823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640223724499872,0.0,0.08474760687593011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846944056075543,0.0,0.0,0.0709673034290072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618538628238523,0.09695833502807392,0.0,0.09079738944021433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CoffeeonCloud9,2019/10/31,"Trying to make sense of a recent diagnosis Hi everyone! I was recently diagnosed with ADHD (I’m in grad school so it’s later in life). I’m still trying to find support and advice. Something I’m wondering tonight, though: do any of you ever feel like you have stronger emotions and form deeper connections with others? Or that you see the world in a much more nuanced way? If so, how do you handle relationships (friendships, colleague-ships) with people who don’t do the same? For instance, when I was in middle school, my therapist told my dad that talking to me was like trying to fit an 8-lane highway on a 2-lane country road. Meaning that sometimes he couldn’t see things the same way as me because I saw interactions/situations in so many perspectives all at once. Sorry if this is confusing. I’m still trying to figure out how this has impacted me or will impact me later.",4.3883907056798614,6.533856427710848,5.170430292598971,79.11204819277111,72.07228915662652,7.8753872633390705,28.72461273666093,8.634040054169528,2.40733356282272,701,28,122,13,14,227,110,166,0.02,0.895,0.085,0.8868,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,0,10,4,0,1,7,0,12,2,0,3,2,24,25,14,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,13,3,20,18,6,23,0,0,3,0,11,12,0,6,11,83,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191879669870097,0.13978720731438898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972791857842422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720220360343793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519315731576066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091245979920707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939728773275325,0.0,0.13669079926107605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233058665220356,0.10219524314316487,0.0,0.0,0.13074548528238647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104073672385208,0.1397744114067878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954872610272592,0.1450306654409306,0.0,0.15582383568023958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515851264550047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234402045880485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917314417498346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28249004886838963,0.1535826077077469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895493087267052,0.2279853156370637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012719621360577,0.14148051557257454,0.1601332248808137,0.0,0.0,0.2284804881266198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623319126749598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497850276830406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609255431135214,0.0950363375675224,0.0,0.14054630379631833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669079926107605,0.0,0.3884873595543435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709351769963304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513207003737556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kai7yak,2019/10/31,"Just got reminded that we had 15% homework due tonight. So. Our hw is due Sunday by 11pm (2300). This week was a weird one and she gave us extra time. Tonight. I didn't register anything. I acknowledged the extension.... but the due date didn't register. So I was able to get 30% of the assignment done. Im NOT trying to excuse anything. In hindsight I should have just done it on schedule. I just now want to nope the fuck out of everything. I KNOW that's BS. Am I alone in this though? Do you guys get this struggle?",-0.12171428571428675,2.203878352380954,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,94.04761904761904,5.466666666666668,21.285714285714285,7.0316486544052195,0.6976857142857145,397,15,88,7,15,129,75,105,0.09,0.858,0.052000000000000005,-0.4128,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,1,0,0,7,3,1,1,5,0,12,1,0,0,0,12,19,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,9,0,12,0,10,9,1,15,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,11,58,18,2,0.22048647836677684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283574963452687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628831700607412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512684372788645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981590297058624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383619637830616,0.2303901694056877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634317857303064,0.0,0.0,0.21831627841785686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381632323057679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121173602290823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494073439762385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050033993586586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662684552436204,0.0,0.12856743864095768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969584569848818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26521808569118915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004863754839785,0.0,0.17686095340647345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,transidiot3,2019/10/31,"22yo college student, got diagnosed with ADHD today, not sure where to go from here I probably should have known I have ADHD. My brother has it and I’ve always been a shit student even though I have no issue with content, just issues with attention and following through with homework and tasks. It’s really affected me in college, to the point where I almost dropped out last year and am still hardly getting by, despite it being my senior year. I’m too afraid to use medication because it’s what triggers my brothers bipolar manic episodes. Would y’all mind sharing any tips that could help me deal with staying on task and getting work done? or like stuff you wish people had told you when you first found out you have ADHD? It’s nice to know that the issues I’ve had with school and life in general are not just due to my own character flaws like everyone’s been telling me, but it feels like I have no way to actually treat this and it almost makes me feel more hopeless.",5.957857142857144,6.6800212539682615,5.848796296296296,81.18208333333331,66.6190476190476,8.628042328042326,32.152116402116405,8.59863814320734,2.485913227513228,783,31,146,11,12,245,123,189,0.073,0.833,0.094,0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,5,0,2,10,10,1,1,3,0,17,5,1,4,1,40,31,11,0,4,6,2,3,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,12,15,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,8,3,18,7,20,19,2,22,0,1,0,0,12,8,1,3,12,96,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.12084604525626658,0.0,0.4464803206123127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480076760609964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304144911453858,0.0,0.0,0.0842127075725811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548925921346004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887294713014473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766944965849444,0.0,0.12569090499678634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672719443184535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179249167452604,0.0,0.0,0.1183305782551072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523037673865758,0.08846844324141369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533481464183952,0.0,0.13577975162302952,0.0,0.0,0.1293983686052391,0.0,0.07037883676905576,0.0,0.0990429395528245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093270717488288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300464177611992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38775774395998014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680570116984578,0.10094284546227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746900938825734,0.18150000237516625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266147300646776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475171372743132,0.0,0.0,0.12503903019539028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858522706798205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706502099716976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351612288834694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933249475507456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253286150941183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711584583241015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199266940234794,0.09889556731756884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176256060514691,0.0,0.0,0.11671393820473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823809794300188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166821387935305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738202182988725,0.1183305782551072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695451954558374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829523059580234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240525647102745,0.0,0.0,0.09015406259824943,0.0,0.0,0.08796952158163474,0.0,0.0,0.15949261187446154 adhd,darealgeezer,2019/10/31,"Vyvanse and Dopamine Receptors Hi everyone, does anyone know if vyvanse damages your dopamine receptors over the long-term? I've been recently prescribed and my doctor said it would not really affect it and gave a vague answer, but I feel like there may be some long-term effects.",8.380933333333331,9.236079760000004,7.194000000000003,73.17033333333336,61.4,10.666666666666668,38.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.345666666666666,228,11,36,5,3,69,41,50,0.065,0.868,0.067,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,14,8,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163044473205776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166324447451301,0.27071393748229505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29559681917888697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564164629902971,0.2209994306246965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001046118031754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113259867452164,0.0,0.0,0.5475293587782063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981772881779494,0.0,0.3054454299286646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942623293506156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219753094657909,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,aurume,2019/10/31,"Having ADD feels like a curse I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 6 years old. It was always really obvious that I struggled with paying attention in class - I never transitioned at the same time as my classmates and I struggled with emotional management. Teachers always complained and insisted that I saw a specialist. I've always kind of tried to forget about it and blame my own laziness or lack of intelligence to explain my symptoms. I thinks it's because I've internalized what my mother said about me having only ""very minor"" ADD. I know that I cut people off and my closest friends know to cut me off. I don't really care when people cut me off and I don't notice it. I just feel like if I don't talk, I'll never get to talk. I don't know how to talk to people. Are you supposed to just wait? How do you have a conversation that way? I know that my views are wrong, but that's truly how I feel. I don't know what to do. My mom tells me all the time that nobody wants to be friends with me because nobody wants to talk to someone who cuts people off. My mom never fails to remind me that nobody will want to hang out around me because of it. She says it because I ""won't know unless someone tells me"", but instead of just reminding me, it's like she's just shoving it in my face all the time. I'm trying so hard, but sometimes it just comes out. I don't want to be like this either. If I could, I would literally do anything to get rid of this tendency. I've done everything that people suggest - explaining to my friends and asking them to remind me, reminding my self not to speak, pinching myself - none of it seems to work. And if it does work, it just makes me feel so much worse about myself. I've been trying to find a summer internship in a highly competitive field and I just feel like I'm constantly reminded of how I've fucked up so many opportunities or relationships because I have ADD. Because I don't fit in. Because there's something wrong with me and I feel like everyone knows. I don't think that I'm lazy - I try hard and I often push myself to work twice as hard as my peers because I know that I'm set back by my ADD, but I constantly feel like I'm just lazy and that I'm just not cut out to amount to anything in my life. It just feels like everything is such a cruel joke. I wish I could just be ***NORMAL*** like everyone else. I've started to realize that my diagnosis will never go away and that it's going to be a constant struggle forever. I don't know if I can do it anymore. I take medication every day and it makes me so depressed at the end of the day. I feel down, and I've tried to adjust my medication multiple times to no avail. I feel so hopeless and I don't know how to cope. I know this is long – I guess I'm just hoping that I'm not the only one that ever feels this way. Thanks for listening. &#x200B; tldr: I have ADD. People think I'm rude/stupid/lazy when I'm trying my best. I constantly feel like there's something inherently wrong with me as a person and it makes me way more sad than is probably healthy.",2.372945298239415,4.1035030445151035,4.035766649001946,86.87476873932758,76.58346581875993,7.139386445268798,23.88980156627216,7.984000788550335,1.234716634281341,2401,77,505,39,54,804,234,629,0.136,0.738,0.126,-0.6396,1,0,2,0,0,1,69.0,0,2,1,6,37,38,7,3,14,0,40,7,1,8,8,125,104,44,0,15,27,3,15,10,3,4,5,4,0,2,40,33,0,1,33,1,1,5,20,18,0,2,7,21,82,20,71,87,11,55,0,4,2,1,31,21,1,10,35,325,122,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955748383306304,0.056234761613019095,0.06306545169328355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514718913646834,0.0,0.0,0.08542027713780055,0.046202934564631266,0.04852047184586824,0.0,0.048762741156846826,0.03990870068243026,0.0,0.2531071671102323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446694569435112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291657537903168,0.0,0.0,0.04470815546137455,0.0,0.224346369991107,0.0,0.08287752394412344,0.0,0.0,0.06694376195486243,0.0,0.044702294833513116,0.05267846914039112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541895507407768,0.053112789674773966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335666410235085,0.058381691014558736,0.04596892167346425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046947467461266025,0.043728869694580515,0.09918734716940224,0.09329062701915397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149127394684093,0.25954682322617434,0.0,0.0,0.047436615740196635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029585808644358,0.047981680667184376,0.054232308754259724,0.0,0.05899312095764001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057174853499977064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394794283258966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483630462129969,0.0,0.051549449402417964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404695261861768,0.31375803282661724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036659243657428564,0.2535622943268533,0.0,0.0,0.0459307924434299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393305358844747,0.05261951441158677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456968707432608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157175549914788,0.0,0.0,0.03815324059107093,0.0,0.1601171449676296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085200540478026,0.0,0.059089684822632375,0.05446141703876399,0.0,0.03516949195173959,0.07894616840570443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588990190284948,0.04531799141511204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559581057953102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649827808769912,0.0,0.0,0.05572229993620452,0.0,0.0,0.049369779927356514,0.04127379490239184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724876297450638,0.054144110133219576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795117563233712,0.07991192167051937,0.05133146156018936,0.0,0.03673582746330512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277472648607413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539450593074212,0.03902312739662902,0.1668643790620567,0.09072760359949417,0.047783509994009515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976828373526334,0.0,0.0,0.1210556691044063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142441999393788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042823798433782326,0.122450326466428,0.12358990346328548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059683641458626674,0.0,0.0,0.11335373879082655,0.0,0.05289159986306777,0.03686901393582615,0.1702369385818497,0.06306545169328355,0.03342257195524218 adhd,rezakuchak,2019/10/31,"Two questions 1. ADHD is supposed to be about craving dopamine. When I browse the internet or play video games, which are two of my key pastimes, I don’t really get a feeling of “ecstasy.” Is this normal? 2. How does masturbation make you feel? Does it excite you?",1.4524285714285732,4.1643659,3.007714285714286,86.22100000000002,90.0,6.057142857142857,25.142857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.716685714285714,205,9,38,4,7,67,44,50,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.8938,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373538419452102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912951032073368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838665901092382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665720338094576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737331218544076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750321006162966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144547569490349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982733389023134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548417589009353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jajeiwowjsnsnan,2019/10/31,"Honestly fuck ADHD I’m tired. I’m tired of finding ways to get around doing my homework. I’m tired of staying up all night finishing my work in an adderall-fueled grind session. I’m tired of being sleep deprived. I’m tired of skipping school because I’m behind in my work. I’m tired of always feeling inadequate. I’m tired of my disability being invalidated. For context, I’m a junior in high school, and I’ve been diagnosed with severe ADHD since 3rd grade. I’m currently taking 5 AP classes on top of 2 classes at a community college. I’m able to do relatively well in my classes, but I’m sick of feeling invalidated. Teachers refuse to give me the accommodations I require because they don’t think I have anything legit wrong with me. In order to compensate for this lack of accommodations, I frequently have to stay up all night to catch up on my work. I skipped school 4 times in the past week alone because I’ve fallen so far behind. I’m drowning. I feel like a failure. It sucks knowing that I’m capable of so much more, but not being able to do it because I can’t fucking pay attention. This shit sucks. I’m so sick of not being normal.",2.85922932330827,5.0192446096491246,4.946917293233085,78.93342105263156,76.58771929824562,7.149874686716792,29.27819548872181,8.11559375814309,2.2636037593984963,913,42,169,16,21,315,118,228,0.263,0.677,0.06,-0.9935,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,5,10,5,0,6,0,12,14,2,0,2,21,39,6,1,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,10,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,7,0,1,2,4,7,1,0,1,3,15,3,37,34,5,30,0,1,0,2,3,16,5,0,9,89,20,16,0.1769781780608495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269337795689452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164800932258084,0.0,0.0,0.07363001078643829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281898051301601,0.0787740500134057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576850938766765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981456268519028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422822664024572,0.06321662288429146,0.0,0.0,0.0808774242587935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361347382888722,0.046231896765934456,0.08488679741114331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349358094875992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863128914151863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323129914372973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504966212244116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608203127953516,0.0867005192372483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447284822867017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686670469173543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996748318658273,0.09083277826735267,0.07319908886698219,0.0,0.08855299479224421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886351901169918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665327823478714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056700235217883976,0.0,0.0,0.051598699424044346,0.711936333987302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023852004429154,0.07098060964063832,0.0,0.07956231815072275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932633321423392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674892760485222,0.0,0.0 adhd,becks920,2019/10/31,"What to look for in a laptop (to support ten million tabs open at all times) Hey everyone! Can anyone more tech savy than myself, or other people that have figured out the same problem, give any input on what to look for in a laptop for ADHDers? I got a macbook pro just a year ago but it tends to sound like a plane getting ready for take off and runs way slower than I'm going to need when I go back to school in January(!). For reference it's the 2017 MBP 13"" w/ 8GB 2133 MHz LPDDR3. &#x200B; I'm guessing I need to go up to 16GB of RAM for my next one, idk what my hard drive is so I don't have any reference to compare that to. All I know is closing tabs is not an option",2.0412059369202207,2.9446507210884363,3.7497093382807702,91.98111317254177,75.80272108843538,6.433889919604205,23.567717996289424,6.574015621080383,0.4955224489795924,524,15,122,4,11,176,101,147,0.036000000000000004,0.899,0.064,0.7081,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,0,2,20,24,5,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,1,4,8,2,27,23,4,22,0,0,2,0,2,10,0,3,7,73,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657011791003615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359947845780407,0.2283301770143134,0.2555693224970593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139044222954266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444905324003414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955523926883818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817477180674657,0.18025957289697792,0.32037928983039266,0.0,0.15028810787146588,0.0,0.20700310661229315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832968344483154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032699510104126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091802915849046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155927087996708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786644978112345,0.0,0.0,0.19984350587847985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733209875192872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027254012445347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798036726304802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017408519665785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132370692020716,0.0,0.0,0.14128429031886786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957133269109272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915353164728712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283301770143134,0.12100732756072236 adhd,toastisyum,2019/10/31,"How do you wake up in the morning? Help! In high school it wasn’t as big of an issue as my mom would always barge into my room because I wouldn’t wake up early enough, but in college and in working life, I’ve really started to struggle with waking up early (or even on time). I’ll literally set dozens of alarms and I will go right ahead and snooze or turn off every single one as they go off. I also want to try and get my day started earlier since I’m so burnt out from my job by the end of the day that I have a really hard time doing things I’d like to do like learn, work on projects, and work out. Any advice? The only way I’ve found around this is taking medication at a certain time, but sometimes I won’t even take it, and I’m trying to wean off of medication since for some reason it ends up making me much less productive in the long-run. (Also, advice with getting to bed on time would be helpful too as it’s currently 1am where I live lol)",5.959064039408865,4.2625284778325145,6.9171477832512345,81.6265591133005,67.17733990147784,9.696354679802957,29.16699507389163,8.238735603445708,1.7577806896551724,743,18,166,8,10,251,128,203,0.04,0.875,0.085,0.8302,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,9,5,0,2,8,1,12,6,3,3,1,27,26,18,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,7,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,2,1,13,3,39,18,5,43,0,0,0,0,5,25,0,3,16,104,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386432397769307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529796656151047,0.10160286769369456,0.0,0.0,0.08303699782127298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870118441817088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443533919670013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749792264217205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630124923523106,0.12616924913256386,0.0,0.16130114204249751,0.0,0.10288047661603536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388410448597712,0.0,0.0,0.12759181317960547,0.0,0.13879252867909395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093839543877562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369159612588766,0.1290128282460637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744806125859184,0.12117242991026993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624783778317145,0.11931069736950065,0.0,0.10782278379956536,0.10806091835751017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150742033825926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460200622823243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430103297450487,0.0,0.0,0.08976274950326725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274291376864043,0.0928679324358944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644983718058522,0.1255464093866253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427877435496867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357887827729525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020164675249736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076701885035175,0.0,0.17285603148245415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765282645000955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361864707017667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112251446099615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848064681643919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580537639600373,0.13281743301694554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202191616569803,0.09692291204139697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666862133519796,0.0,0.0,0.1734827244597698,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blinktree,2019/10/31,do u delay things ? do most of you work pending for the last minute ?,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,94.71428571428572,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.581028571428571,52,1,12,0,2,16,13,14,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6373265335844811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194381608895179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692090008080551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bland12,2019/10/31,"I start a new job tomorrow. Im starting to get extremely anxious. Why? Because of it being hard? Nope. Should be easier than my last job. Because of the boss? Dudes legit. He's been texting me and calling me since I signed the offer. Super cool guy. Because I'm nervous about the business? Nah. The real reason? I don't know if they will have WIFI so I'm not sure I'll be able to relax and watch YouTube at lunch. I don't know where I can go to lunch. I'm nervous about having an easily viewable computer screen and thus feeling bad about taking mental breaks every now and then. TLDR; I'm a 31 year old with a ""senior"" role and my biggest concerns around a new job are related to WIFI and where to eat lunch.... Change sucks.",0.3480612244897969,2.773143040816329,2.2071122448979597,92.32985204081636,91.38095238095238,4.57265306122449,20.275170068027208,6.2581,0.2841921088435373,565,19,114,6,20,186,100,147,0.14,0.773,0.087,-0.7014,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,1,2,9,1,12,4,0,3,1,20,25,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,4,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,5,10,4,14,19,0,18,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,1,11,60,11,6,0.15984808959141109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805828422885286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422986894993548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346647794966549,0.29232573527579103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322277156065862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690980836874157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356450177132792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467890967233667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082399699511382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835140293249156,0.0,0.09084535301546913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827473997634234,0.0,0.0,0.14319249090935365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266336682861574,0.0,0.4758736918638805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756966593014993,0.13029752765731728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108927763622966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087645620077557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773368068327146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194212115543773,0.0,0.16435045876169754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222799153459505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628260109280546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065493271546915,0.0,0.120185870032539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442380380763872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293692887138817 adhd,stolenquarters,2019/10/31,"Sensory Overload makes me really bummed out Sensory overload makes me freak out! I've got ADHD, as well as depression+anxiety. I've been experiencing sensory overload a lot more lately, at least that's what it feels like. Whenever people talk directly to me and then there's more noise in the background, it makes my heart rate faster and I feel anxious and I get super antsy. Also, eating food has been way more difficult because if the texture, could barely eat a tuna sandwich, one of my favorite things ever. And there was something else I had today that just made me sick to my stomach because if the texture. I feel it's wasteful to not eat it though, so I still ate it. Foods really been not sitting well with me, too many flavors and textures and things happening. I also have been wanting more physical sensation lately, I was hugging some girl and it just made me feel really relaxed, which is opposite from usual. Typically I can't stand being touched and it makes me get really anxious and uncomfortable. But just kinda touching and being close was really comforting and made me feel safe. I'm just stressed and overwhelmed, everything feels like so much and I wish that I wasn't so easily overloaded. I want to be able to sit in a classroom without putting my head down and plugging my ears, I feel like others must think I'm really weird.",5.48074561403509,7.284434154761906,5.9246950710108575,76.20860902255642,68.56349206349206,9.114786967418548,31.517126148705092,9.549672527348893,3.1524015873015863,1085,46,185,24,19,349,141,252,0.113,0.7509999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.7572,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,17,15,0,2,6,0,18,13,4,7,2,53,43,26,0,7,10,0,9,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,15,18,7,1,8,1,0,1,5,5,2,1,14,12,25,10,17,24,8,20,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,5,11,127,40,1,0.09539243294652264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464316684256112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257058832599474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297495010351895,0.2155325937061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630068344729705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616309555488379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29283082095385543,0.07968813723717656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628791691998275,0.0,0.0,0.0857325677927503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33763296223769385,0.20444511947191535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23069781713719398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967721807416577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629404289192558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435521341626223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790015692070356,0.0,0.0,0.11304049233828654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521363873118796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981177283929502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109923522544975,0.0,0.2707878796396068,0.2547007589047411,0.09671295457338376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012441420970449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646403813401327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613310197767283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589574267802857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666650112503357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343775533484331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618052017452201,0.0,0.10927170964285368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667282420127683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674898746475174,0.06112361925450933,0.09372258103612208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042087248888572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506128794917977,0.0,0.11252985696914708,0.07571807312068002,0.0,0.0,0.17153850677914004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969659012838126,0.0919549012735398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joeyy_1995,2019/10/31,"Switched back to adderall for the first time in two years after vyvanse and I feel.. better? I was on vyvanse before adderall and once I got on adderall I was on it for about two years. I’m about to be 24, and haven’t taken adderall in a while, and I forgot why exactly I switched but I’m pretty sure it’s because I hated the comedowns and vyvanse lasted longer and I needed that at that point in my life. After two years and working full time, switching jobs and not being in college anymore, I was starting to hate vyvanse after being it’s biggest advocate?? I hated adderall because of my comedowns, but I feel my junior and senior year of college clouded my judgement on vyvanse because I only took it when I was studying or had a long day and otherwise I was going out a lot. Now that I’m working and living a different life it makes me feel like shit all day, and I’m no longer drinking 5 days a week which I now think used to help with sleep. I’ve been having the worst insomnia on vyvanse recently. I think going out a lot my senior year was because I knew I couldnt not drink and fall asleep which led to some weight gain ( 60 mg) On adderall again, I’m not as wired, but I’m productive, I’m talkative, I’m myself. So weird. I’m not sure I’ll ever have one med that will work through all parts of my life, but it’s crazy how they change in effectiveness cause it you handed me an adderall pill two years ago I’d spit in your face, and now vyvanse makes me feel like shit and a zombie all day. Go figure.",3.996948399938752,4.699806321543409,4.9451998162609145,85.98532690246519,70.9935691318328,7.081365793905988,28.95743377736947,6.868970318607317,1.4410880722707091,1190,44,243,9,21,389,151,311,0.146,0.7709999999999999,0.083,-0.9727,2,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,7,11,12,5,0,11,0,16,15,7,7,7,55,47,25,0,2,9,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,13,18,3,1,9,2,0,6,7,7,0,6,13,6,31,5,33,29,9,56,0,0,0,0,4,18,2,4,34,154,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176414817522805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147612370139004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092595868533799,0.0,0.22491171311581376,0.0,0.0784884417423944,0.0,0.0,0.08157774019983427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475467604867724,0.09757644067205624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237945631577126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636993441668576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807178549827883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343529307144144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655487456027486,0.1317908622593005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845829280441735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726434041497564,0.0,0.07377181018514971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27320021418515184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061825736445638824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153279573801172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518694889926776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545301826079267,0.0901264561564812,0.0,0.08144856757215978,0.08162845273140487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683629181082148,0.0,0.0,0.12314025661578032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245653478678447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839391595591969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823133249063196,0.06250341129876917,0.07015177872194953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988565298492147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719549871313859,0.0,0.0,0.0938400399549895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107470654940908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893636455584357,0.0,0.0,0.092305433340486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528711124091195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386799168271833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118205822277908,0.0,0.0,0.10757039491021357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248072244649424,0.0,0.0,0.3604156955734632,0.0,0.0,0.0796647247141977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398841729771556,0.1123220329512966,0.0,0.0,0.08323118782960988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014528776138841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35639265380025725 adhd,Un_Tame_Impala,2019/10/31,"Emailed my professor on the 26th with an apology for not submitting a project, which is 10% of my grade, and asked for a late penalty to still submit it. He gave me till the 30th to submit it. I still didn't do it. Guys, I seriously feel like the biggest piece of shit right now. I honestly feel, just, so down right now. The only grades we have in that class is first exam, one project, midterm (which is tomorrow) and the final. I think I'm going to fail this course... I put off the project till the last minute for this law class and by the time I finally started on it, I felt to ashamed to email him questions, because I honestly didn't understand in which direction I should take the assignment. Guys, I had 6 extra days to complete it. 6 fucking days. I *still* didn't do it. This happened last year, where my professor gave me an extension to finish my final essay over summer and I didn't even do it. I couldn't. I had to retake an equivalent course the following semester. Why? Why do I do this to myself? Fuck. I feel so ashamed right now, guys. I feel hopeless, like there is no reason to even continue doing this shit for the class. I'm probably going to fail anyways... Idk what I'm writing this for. Maybe pathetically fishing for sympathy? Maybe I just need to get it out. I feel worthless and ashamed. I just needed to rant just to get this out...to someone. Thanks if you read this. FUck.",1.84578986679945,4.19647675090253,3.087518984190215,89.93927797833936,81.12996389891697,6.708776297771692,24.714179011577244,7.873277556716777,1.4177883480642357,1088,42,226,20,29,351,137,277,0.177,0.762,0.061,-0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,1,52.0,1,1,0,3,17,18,5,3,16,0,19,5,2,1,0,30,47,10,0,5,6,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,21,8,0,0,10,1,0,4,7,13,0,2,9,6,30,5,34,36,2,41,0,4,0,3,15,13,5,2,26,149,51,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001801552054809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532375490202975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235524445867426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821869836675904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415563680089835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709166350815871,0.07655514126221287,0.10289042623538648,0.35216569909714723,0.0,0.09115026012981957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972031412757795,0.11197337745213924,0.0,0.12180302022547923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183158089204329,0.09476125371884724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469944108062094,0.12088117258933302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470594795786224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153132911462237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891559726438767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261440435730653,0.08150002568900183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553662836146275,0.0,0.0,0.10772542009499676,0.12004374957299126,0.0,0.10718902121121156,0.0,0.0,0.11017835028506696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454222030669645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199964456887923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079633905190823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584841525379893,0.0,0.25673439642913465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057100045556233,0.0,0.0,0.09865855102705796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866381528559025,0.0,0.0,0.06248587069550246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155736229816997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339050469769276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900754090930461 adhd,GrowingFakeTrees,2019/10/31,"""At this point it's a choice"" I had to make a fake account in case anyone I knew saw this, mainly to hide how ashamed I feel. A thing I struggle a LOT with is impulsivity and forgetfulness. This means I'm constantly asking questions or doing things without thinking and it drives my partner insane. They keep getting angrier and angrier with my 'lack of thinking' and even though they have done the reading, acknowledged that I have ADHD, they still treat me like everything I do is deliberately stupid. This led to this morning where they blew up a little bit. They didn't yell but I could hear the exasperation as they told me 'you're like a child, you don't think before you do anything and I'm constantly having to clean up after you. You make these stupid decisions so often and never learn; at this point it's a choice'. I don't like feeling like an idiot. I constantly try to think before I do things and I'm getting somewhat better, but my partner doesn't think so. They don't know all the times in my head where I go to do something and mentally pull the reins on myself. And if I mention being happy about stopping myself, they think I'm stupid for even thinking about doing it in the first place. I can't win, and as I get more and more responsibility in my life with work, organising and seeing doctors, paying rent and other bills, and all that adult stuff, as I pull away from my family, the worse my partner seems to see me and the more I get treated like a child. Bringing it up just leads to them saying they can't trust me to be an adult and take care of myself. I know I can, and I want to prove it to my partner and be equal again, but they no longer even want to give me a chance.",7.146794117647058,5.910656091176469,7.202941176470588,79.0432352941177,64.55882352941177,9.882352941176473,31.764705882352942,8.671277953709913,2.260617647058824,1341,40,275,16,17,432,167,340,0.138,0.754,0.10800000000000001,-0.8179,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,11,5,15,19,4,2,18,0,25,3,1,5,4,66,63,30,0,5,7,0,2,5,4,0,2,3,2,8,20,21,0,3,19,1,4,7,10,7,0,1,6,8,50,12,37,53,11,34,0,0,3,0,30,17,0,7,15,199,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916209604035342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932976790674901,0.0,0.08159409975811482,0.0,0.0926942490180854,0.0,0.09315708400272088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874303310778613,0.0,0.0,0.08769237234049762,0.1082489035888694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109263221820748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214460437284995,0.0,0.07916524252775889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148683569779772,0.0,0.10146748299971307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646797111773545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911191794915699,0.0,0.09347219916228272,0.0,0.10026901628924803,0.07083460105665744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433910781238738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721245862826945,0.09511616020048068,0.05635067875856992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554973250144542,0.0,0.0,0.10175912112905422,0.0,0.11175212928851726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813134163354404,0.0,0.0,0.10898329610284874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003437788467662,0.2422046360822011,0.09937690274317586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842959517160383,0.0,0.0,0.13237019322677154,0.0,0.0,0.10800619379186976,0.0,0.0,0.09992244880135527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764725586080538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359331051088018,0.0,0.18746241611589687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107354738231376,0.0,0.0991793814231712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885008692324746,0.0,0.0,0.15802348899257587,0.0902647570054152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763324766334855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918335397963153,0.08289597100145946,0.0,0.1036557728916352,0.11350594694917275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455037741302642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761764394602907,0.4447306500665385,0.09741687629680876,0.0,0.05781664888101413,0.0,0.0,0.09474450997890264,0.0,0.06731807245430158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696548510370135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557951929212403,0.0,0.07218423681716267,0.0,0.10104491861180503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,planetary-virgo,2019/10/31,"Medication Issue This was around 2.5 weeks ago, I am since doing much better and back on my old medication. For some background, I was only recently diagnosed with ADHD combined type, and Concerta (methylphenidate) has been very helpful. However, I also suffer from persistent depressive disorder, which is why my doctor and I decided to try to switch me to Adderall. She had brought up that it sometimes has antidepressant-like properties for those with ADHD. I also have an unspecified (restrictive) eating disorder that i am mid-recovery with. So anyways, i was prescribed 20mg Adderall daily, in the morning. The first 1-2 days were not bad. I could multitask like a pro, I wanted to talk all the time and had energy to do it, and i could get a lot more done just in general. A couple red flags popped up though; my base anxiety level (usually around 5 out of 10) went up (to 8/10, near panic level) and stayed there until the medication wore off by the end of the evening, and food didnt seem all that appetizing all of a sudden. Fast forward to day 5. I physically could not eat much, and had eaten around 500 calories a day for the last 5 days. This was not an ED excuse either, because i could *feel* awful hunger pangs, i *knew* i was hungry and i *wanted* to eat, but at this point, everything about food grossed me out to the point of nausea. The texture, flavor, smell, all of it. And finally, day 7, I was able to talk to my doctor and switch back to my old medication. by this point, i had dropped 12lbs in 7 days. this was the first time that i had experienced rapid weight loss that worried me instead of encouraging restrictive habits. tl;dr: Adderall had an adverse effect on me, made me eat so little that i dropped 12lbs in 1 week & caused a multitude of other issues.",5.4628525351567525,6.606566801186942,6.1961579151077295,76.73633724680691,67.93175074183976,9.54039478776932,30.379176880402532,9.761364909221204,2.9105704812282287,1400,53,256,31,23,459,186,337,0.08199999999999999,0.8759999999999999,0.043,-0.8243,1,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,0,6,16,10,0,1,19,1,29,16,0,3,4,47,40,18,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,17,19,9,2,5,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,23,6,30,3,47,13,10,54,0,3,1,0,6,24,0,3,27,181,47,3,0.0807527316463055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409818160964395,0.0,0.07158242426343046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915586064478424,0.0,0.08749555100063709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177561867947741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566115521557874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418773213472042,0.06742515788081083,0.04922611569183096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141922884002648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295529976444238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578979412399883,0.08935136162513359,0.0,0.3124729884303521,0.0,0.06955220943882613,0.08196232278935282,0.0,0.0,0.18509925311048026,0.16530768525243555,0.0,0.08263808122375722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305208176629071,0.0,0.0,0.07152295155802206,0.0,0.0,0.053336417655234176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257534823750429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083100746847414,0.0,0.0,0.08846067035618839,0.0,0.13737646457159075,0.19529304729141406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218996933910784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054126853827990866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856974324080545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658242542152582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945170570435475,0.08093545161339234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865308470067784,0.0,0.07641018720310128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253995260616221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872509857684815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947281558241545,0.0,0.0,0.06141609127446743,0.0,0.0947459314389269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22901229898593814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973358041859215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351425403030155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679949409352744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986651644019774,0.0,0.0,0.0860716674421286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981197367638306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933914883848216,0.0,0.09417513443845273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054825804039320435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893772524841145,0.06662946071841351,0.09526010671224763,0.0,0.12954994079396318,0.09833507223263266,0.0,0.07485859126312394,0.07286678002686582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200831881769803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Slouch_God,2019/10/31,"I need to pass my classes to stay in school with my girlfriend. It's still not enough. I've gotten into the worst slump over the past couple of years. I've gone straight from high school to community College, I did fine over the fall quarter of last year. I received an academic warning after winter quarter. I had to ubdergo an appeal process instead of summer quarter classes after spring quarter. Now. I've gone through my appeal. Taken my break. But. I can't get over this slump I have. I've tried to manage these symptoms for so many years with academics and all. I've completely lost it. After dating my girlfriend for three months, even the fact that we'd end up breaking up if I dropped out isn't enough to keep me going. She's very into school and is working towards her future. I'm... Not. How can I better inspire myself with this all in mind? Something very important to me is on the line, but it isn't helping. I love her very much. I wouldn't want anything to contest that. Thank you.",1.7910226264418796,4.396619464285717,2.603886424134874,91.57216947648628,83.94897959183675,4.42910381543922,24.338065661047025,5.7926816847441245,0.5756000887311443,789,31,151,5,23,247,118,196,0.087,0.8590000000000001,0.053,-0.748,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,3,6,7,0,0,7,0,11,2,0,1,3,23,24,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,5,7,0,23,5,33,15,6,41,0,1,0,1,10,14,0,1,17,105,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364737473071202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288867278338062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753990666511286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662547195006578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308166806708485,0.310507945611963,0.0,0.09924226105969687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850223422047642,0.0,0.08539359479970138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007130136234482,0.1587530580220242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335538851067409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224781886012068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402149615371714,0.0,0.13561134634974994,0.0,0.0,0.15233537128664715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171510028917518,0.0,0.11993241038751296,0.0,0.1104549925293448,0.11141246001147148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343576147202422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561993973816483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567393194365415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601522424199945,0.11999414015203208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617287104547412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833496598580922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201353965031557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371929272282202,0.08862451580476281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938770580031444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902786142227512 adhd,stugots013,2019/10/31,"An app for ADHD I had like a super weird idea. I think a lot of the daily duties that come alongside having a brain with suppressed congnitive functions make life ridiculously hard. What if there were a platform (app) where people with adhd could partner up with a stranger who wants to help, kind of like an alcohol sponsor. So this partnership is kinda mutually beneficial. The neurotypical partner could keep the adhd person in check, remind them to stay positive, remind them of random things like appointments or to call your mum. They could even be a study partner who can work around you. The adhd person provides an alternative insight into life, adds some perspective which could also possibly help the neurotypical person. This is not an idea I’ve developed so excuse lack of information, just curious to see if anyone thinks they could find this useful to them ?",8.803725490196076,9.590629241830063,8.238692810457515,66.27411764705884,60.50326797385621,10.983006535947714,34.64705882352941,10.746095033038511,4.014262745098038,706,27,106,16,9,223,102,153,0.048,0.77,0.182,0.9696,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,5,2,8,7,1,0,15,0,12,4,1,2,0,35,20,6,0,9,5,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,6,9,7,1,3,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,9,5,17,12,3,8,0,0,1,0,21,6,0,7,3,76,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536633207117676,0.0,0.0,0.12308514691126655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210398327918257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053179408330449,0.0,0.0,0.10252858489364004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857140478584958,0.11760473585112027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921153181834004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597822264727158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607082629258248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526623751965887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031725837531203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543963646725729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600330953120069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237125077735944,0.0,0.1199351864122163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627005042378652,0.16880345457289292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791615392082308,0.0,0.0,0.07687901939931263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984660982937637,0.3016944426017312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129840501662591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177814566603096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275932937653054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651597041208894,0.14759669914234086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947268399567144,0.0,0.0,0.06793214982267487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384747664580519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Great_Hovercraft,2019/10/31,"Focusing so much better since quitting Adderall. This post will probably be deleted but I wanted to ask anyway. &#x200B; Hello, has anyone ever experienced the opposite to stopping adderall? I've been taking it for a few years and noticed the first year it worked great, however slowly the medication started making me feel extremely cloudy or stuck in brain fog and over-focusing. Since quitting the medication just 2 days, I feel like I can concentrate a lot better, however I am still getting side-tracked. I took ritalin from when I was a child and was diagnosed with adhd, primarily hyper-active, due to being very impulsive and inattentive. Has anyone ever had issues on one med and tried another and it worked better?",9.448357705286838,9.791648188976383,9.417997750281213,59.854645669291365,59.23622047244094,12.611473565804276,40.19010123734533,12.031772070788634,5.496832170978628,588,28,82,17,7,193,93,127,0.037000000000000005,0.8109999999999999,0.152,0.9523,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,0,7,0,11,5,1,1,2,18,21,10,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,7,5,8,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,12,57,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266832687133198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665521100638446,0.16446903765570878,0.0,0.14192970479114544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892843063779189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653703568004002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35912690264803543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109901283057053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729166136252102,0.0,0.0,0.13738071942833305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244869562856059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687735998939493,0.09669640281069512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151314219331623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071649683919011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922745751683272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127364752576027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612677054393082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507250949186867,0.0,0.0,0.09034935845934616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034696925858765,0.2727083583689713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950022706534344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410059449701044,0.0,0.0,0.09171887841657733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296310171284955,0.0,0.1459337174646949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28792972625734714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239312465461167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580374084626447,0.0,0.10809329590480812,0.11316139406120727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176881377864172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503824627616462,0.09189598520183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168062271908416,0.07983486526231287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707758456271995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446903765570878,0.17432613571664274 adhd,crassulaovata99,2019/10/31,"ADHD Psych in Melbourne Does anyone have any recommendations for a psychologist or psychiatrist in Melbourne who’s experienced with ADHD? Preferably one that bulk bills / has a Medicare rebate. The psychologist I’m seeing at the moment doesn’t seem to take my symptoms seriously and keeps saying how it’s just anxiety left over from my parent’s divorce when I was 8 (I’m currently 20 so that’s some bullshit). Alternatively, does anyone have any tips about how to make my current psych take me seriously.",7.683666666666667,9.208693588888886,8.222222222222225,62.83000000000001,63.111111111111114,10.444444444444443,35.0,10.504223727775694,4.087999999999999,413,18,63,10,6,137,65,90,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.4767,3,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,3,0,11,13,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,10,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,4,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036324975250998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849773278694444,0.0,0.1602910901260992,0.0,0.0,0.2930187142049532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667250066331663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862413014374497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765668176620465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986396099919024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198402570304733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266003036854624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666279275323351,0.0,0.0,0.1669695462599322,0.1907496868540257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778354653992804,0.3150833529753169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,carrieellens,2019/10/31,Is therapy worth it?? I’ve been going for about a year and keep thinking they should have ideas for coping skills or something to help. Idk I’m on my second therapist and I don’t think I’ve made any progress. What do other people do in therapy?,1.8448,4.054289879999999,3.1780000000000013,90.089,80.2,6.4,22.0,7.554174236665415,0.8984000000000001,194,6,40,3,5,63,41,50,0.027999999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.161,0.7608,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,13,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,6,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237307993124344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241411413459846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975686337188002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027450399191355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383726453432903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25376046472120417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859237575216911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645974568714995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6133793942207577,0.3113801831215089,0.0,0.343680626653813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727005323320971 adhd,Sarah_Welch,2019/10/31,"Blinking less when on psychostimulants? I'm currently taking Dex. (I forgot the full name sorry!). My psychiatrist described it as being one of the more ""gentle"" stimulants in comparison to Ritalin. Not only do I feel a rush of energy and urgency, but I also find myself blinking a lot less, to the point where I need to occasionally use eye-drops. I told my psychiatrist and he just looked at me like 'What?' Anyone else experiencing similar physical symptoms?",5.637936507936505,8.210486197530866,7.715449735449737,60.356666666666676,69.74074074074075,11.048324514991183,31.32451499118166,10.914260884657429,4.506903350970017,366,16,55,13,7,129,65,81,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.684,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,13,10,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,9,1,9,7,5,9,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,3,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464393459114432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964190737301836,0.28782588741933485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346645822843484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203673182536053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25674700413708296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372386255105032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358939755683881,0.0,0.0,0.2388199651488625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829149218459087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035214790798988,0.21364500723742214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655511135002825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144561792107815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919734502358545,0.21120965091643987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684219124475767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426163811981391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,v3g4nn,2019/10/31,"if you were diagnosed as an adult... im 20 and a junior in college, i have an appointment with a psychiatrist on tuesday about getting evaluated for ADHD. i was wondering if you were diagnosed as an adult what prompted the evaluation or diagnosis? ADHD never crossed my mind as being a possible issue for my poor concentration or inability to pay attention to details until i was suggested to be evaluated. i’ve always equated my poor grades or inability to comprehend what i was reading to being dumb and not good enough. when i found this subreddit i felt a relief... without self diagnosing but it felt like i finally found people that knew exactly what i’ve been going through my entire life. i’ll see how it goes during my appointment!",6.766437908496734,8.00879655882353,8.437156862745102,61.486928104575185,65.02941176470588,12.220915032679741,37.905228758169926,11.855464076750405,5.359739542483659,596,31,93,21,9,209,88,136,0.102,0.873,0.025,-0.7091,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,8,0,10,4,0,1,2,22,19,14,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,7,1,3,2,3,1,0,0,11,3,14,3,17,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,6,6,69,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38491720925293466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325030869049018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876198471876622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546867008562635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075213347871649,0.17542685912754594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35117312446907323,0.0,0.0,0.08366716844950281,0.0,0.09101193553993912,0.1343188423718619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297997850521854,0.1671458088752921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131124668955396,0.07823690224222997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169696287340385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351076735791636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102174579425146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053514357323155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601845384622616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761180442570402,0.0,0.167062199162181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154370404055341,0.17366630237957156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Gabrialus,2019/10/31,"Opiates help me focus So, basically I cannot focus on my studies without my mind constantly wandering off. I am sure you all understand and I do not need to explain this to you. I have discovered that when I take opiates in low-medium doses I can study effectively and be super productive for hours on end. I stay concentrated and engaged in my task and actually enjoy studying. It also helps with my depression. Obviously I know that it is not good to take opiates, but it is literally the only thing that has ever worked for me. I have tried all other typical medications. What do I do? Can anyone relate?",3.579272727272727,6.0644825478260875,5.9307509881422975,71.16276679841899,75.69565217391305,9.051383399209488,29.58498023715415,9.573946990214177,3.4066521739130438,483,22,81,14,11,170,76,115,0.036000000000000004,0.8390000000000001,0.125,0.7879999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,1,5,20,19,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,18,5,12,18,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,67,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.21680845710153696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767138751960254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553482822871308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008970580709355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135697744350505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967790231023368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096788107800026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634787747304105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978352874946586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187953064646503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210027783692605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381557060192214,0.0,0.0,0.2243310416708012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473820444927156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897231141180644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23680648333299376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093950928286684,0.0,0.3340923653616782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760163617806726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084064520052054,0.0,0.0,0.2312895634469702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416650584828714,0.0,0.16174433488420886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,narwhal_overlords,2019/10/31,"Well, time to quit my internship because the coordinators think my ADHD makes me “not cut out” for the work I’m so angry, depressed, and sick of this whole mess. They’re wrong - I am capable of doing this job, but they refuse to tolerate the fact that I need a little extra time to complete some tasks. One supervisor even warned me that asking for accommodations won’t be tolerated. They don’t want me to just do my job, they want me to do it like a neurotypical. And that will probably never happen. Fuck them.",4.814458874458872,6.042317141414141,6.016623376623375,77.11636363636366,69.50505050505049,9.293506493506491,26.26406926406927,9.606745405546679,2.2115038961038955,403,12,79,9,7,135,70,99,0.151,0.713,0.136,-0.3875,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,2,4,7,2,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,2,15,17,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,13,2,10,14,3,5,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,1,4,55,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502034496649034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946291785650413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691045178846516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182828414630944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793134030323703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750727162345133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924679365050208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841013814888127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131921205754437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017109256824038,0.2086606791050069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896817897082134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436995527357958,0.16056865903027645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410746653672494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244636078477116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143527309911676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133399493530082,0.0,0.0,0.24279406755643884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455912478642916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871874588280016,0.0,0.0,0.23243626079999485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515645130727331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762265257755146,0.0,0.0 adhd,Insearchofmemes,2019/10/31,Does Intuniv actually do anything? I've tried pretty much everything else. could be intuniv or kapvay.,4.676274509803921,8.031292705882354,6.749411764705886,56.76568627450985,92.52941176470587,11.678431372549019,35.07843137254902,9.725611199111238,6.516584313725492,84,5,10,4,3,29,16,17,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.38058133613791184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209347411916749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113812971445361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412894708449725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257928969294991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505046370863621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28669306176485065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967676995298201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647827260143897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ebzinho,2019/10/31,"I bought a soda today 23M university student, in the middle of getting diagnosed. I bought a soda at a vending machine this afternoon and took it down to the basement of the building to practice (one of my majors is music). I set the soda down on a table behind the piano and started practicing. Completely forgot about the soda. By the time I stood up and saw it again, it had gotten warm. I berated myself for forgetting about something I had just bought. So I decided to put it in my backpack and just take it home. When I got home, I forgot that I had put the soda in my backpack, and thought that I had forgotten to bring it home. So I berated myself for leaving the soda back at the university. Later, I'm looking for something in my backpack and what do I find? The soda that I had forgotten to remember that I had remembered. So I berated myself for forgetting about that. And life goes on.",3.722475649350649,5.398474607954547,5.806038961038965,75.82727272727277,72.80681818181819,8.664935064935065,30.75324675324676,9.23628265651192,3.0403519480519483,705,32,124,16,14,246,82,176,0.024,0.9640000000000001,0.012,-0.2263,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,15,0,8,9,0,0,0,18,25,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,13,7,7,2,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,17,3,23,1,28,8,1,25,0,0,2,0,0,12,0,0,8,103,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587904117946994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527701682374464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935687594935648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615096897006861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232365359519197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133108695087962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531763453065753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711031840705,0.0,0.0,0.12481546112396825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839184949542628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197432330157348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552846076290969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003558436046791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720799001151008,0.0,0.0,0.12507620963079602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286388791937398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028795880262787,0.10304099084894243,0.0,0.1675003670994813,0.0,0.19633125252754088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GrowAPairLmfao,2019/10/31,"A bit of advice Ok so this may be a bit controversial but I have some advice for everyone on this sub. Here is a little secret: ADHD Is not a real illness. It’s all in your head. The first step to bettering yourself is realizing this. The diagnosis is BS and just a way for people to be prescribed meth. Many experts have proven that ADHD is a myth. Anyways, all people get distracted and hyper sometimes. Even I do. What helps me is just noticing it and redirecting my mind. Sometimes I am reading and I forget the last page even. Everything is about will power. Your “ADHD” is just your lack thereof. I find it funny when kids think they have ADHD because adults are under way more stress and have much more work, but we don’t complain about it. We just focus. Thats all you need to do it’s not so hard. If you really need that extra push: I recommend natural solutions such as crystal therapy. You all have so much potential in your life and you are wasting it on being lazy. It’s a shame that you let this fake illness impact you so heavily.",2.2461696717521957,4.61679207281554,3.93085991678225,84.35211974110031,79.72815533980581,6.8364308830328255,23.887193712436428,7.957251820313856,1.52369607027277,821,29,156,15,21,274,120,206,0.146,0.7440000000000001,0.111,-0.8733,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,10,1,4,17,7,0,3,10,1,25,4,1,0,4,33,29,15,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,16,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,1,21,2,14,23,14,13,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,3,3,123,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917582322495197,0.2405793673522291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750392377732118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088699447272362,0.26878169300163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260978832691572,0.0,0.0,0.11762516270584085,0.11063230840639923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125091012894101,0.10470687199824616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431348678212301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110271393271771,0.0,0.12633379160727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250981815712327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034108509038404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587577595755708,0.08694757190175763,0.0,0.12337627116306255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124801784114548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429362290113324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809820006422844,0.18255082407431875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014758918046938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068094242907875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313104874955708,0.14011217395004422,0.07885956226215905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434936185009081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100804154760152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407729900520678,0.0,0.0,0.07887605924305496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541850741425534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961661844371119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rizey_,2019/10/31,I Have a Huge Exam Tomorrow I am pretty sure I have ADHD but I have not gotten tested because of financial reasons. I recently have been struggling a lot on essays because I lose focus for 10 min and then write for 10 min. This essay counts for 80% of my grade and I don’t know what to do. I don’t take any medication and am wondering what strategies you guys use to stay focused.,3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,5.062051282051282,81.92461538461541,73.61538461538461,7.764102564102564,27.102564102564106,8.344100000000001,1.8946256410256408,300,11,59,5,6,103,53,78,0.095,0.789,0.11599999999999999,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,2,1,12,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,8,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,40,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973412732441176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682487169330926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30164024815251544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449768840794867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597122366237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679086224995525,0.0,0.21034092589378012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924166880342324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170705915249003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543808525004868,0.24428960771674202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370838691273124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586488532415923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318298291538445,0.0,0.1860231137031369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368462316961334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830787622804136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,commitballad,2019/10/31,"excessive daytime sleepiness. cannot stay awake--don't know how i will survive working full time Hi, ADHD-PI here. Searched this subreddit for others who have experienced the same type of symptoms and found that my adhd might actually be a sleeping disorder. &nbsp;<Enter> **TLDR**: Can't stay awake in meetings or when people are talking to me. Looking for ways to cope or advice on finding the correct doctor to help. Also looking to hear about other's experiences with similar symptoms. &nbsp;<Enter> To sum things up, I have had trouble staying awake in settings where I need to pay attention since I was in elementary school. That symptom has followed me into my college years and now my work life. I cannot stay awake during meetings or any time someone is trying to explain something to me. There have even been instances where I have dozed off mid-conversation and it's something that I am so self-conscious about. I know that if someone else fell asleep while I was in the middle of explaining something, I'd feel really strange about it. &nbsp;<Enter> On this subreddit, I always read about people being afraid to lose their jobs because of their adhd symptoms and I can't help but to spiral and think that might be my same fate if I don't fix my sleepiness soon. I've always been a hard worker(duh, we all have to work harder than most to live a normal life), but sleeping on the job is definitely not something that an employer would appreciate lol. &nbsp;<Enter> To make things worse, I'm unmedicated at the moment and just started working my first full time job in a new state so I don't have any doctors here. When it came to seeing doctors in college, I just went to the mayo clinic on campus which was clearly really convenient for a college student who didn't have a car. Now that I have to be an adult on my own, I really don't know what doctor's I need to be seeing. &nbsp;<Enter> * Has anyone else experienced symptoms to this extent? How did you over come it? * Does anyone have any advice on how to navigate finding the correct type of doctor? Do I just find a primary care doctor and go from there? * Any support or encouragement would be nice.",5.396558655865584,7.630471089108918,5.482565256525653,77.56042454245426,69.54455445544554,7.867266726672669,30.55925592559256,8.575989854853784,2.5886660066006604,1776,74,296,30,33,558,202,404,0.036000000000000004,0.877,0.087,0.9756,5,0,4,0,0,0,80.0,1,1,2,7,25,7,0,1,16,1,42,17,3,4,4,54,67,24,0,7,12,0,2,0,0,5,14,1,0,1,22,12,0,0,12,1,1,7,9,3,0,1,11,9,32,4,50,45,8,50,0,1,4,0,17,22,0,9,14,208,54,24,0.0,0.0,0.06236985299556772,0.0,0.2304329604080268,0.12491005686860462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111119035327336,0.10636144559129927,0.34624845825288475,0.0,0.17385208363327065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937888917151117,0.06548640517387633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896076193394222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309942728244069,0.0651635469430724,0.0,0.0,0.055055376624011054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324981702532235,0.3925058851661533,0.05593068315316053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678219428569004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042213923269589566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251916246285791,0.0,0.0,0.03231632516896374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752459289626476,0.05436435168892072,0.0,0.07007728825998884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363232217817028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057253480030940634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203457821893595,0.0,0.08567905212864882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027132457403848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537471390021347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028726170798124,0.0,0.0,0.056436335966290864,0.0,0.1073416196204889,0.07150228098312993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266241322897686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560315224814712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478133585391406,0.0,0.0617275583828063,0.0,0.0,0.06262115447963837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861843166288351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393027993576855,0.0,0.12283288274315456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468335213603447,0.10186074709034214,0.0,0.0666751813979822,0.0,0.0,0.05286948096775376,0.0,0.12791828273474434,0.0,0.1083065281712696,0.19681335089388408,0.0,0.0,0.04523793915708035,0.2724909489477932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725276970381659,0.0,0.33215031200969336,0.0,0.05137083569870246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492189348517866,0.040952859565868895,0.0,0.0,0.11180452514037537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339272089606307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073115193322979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592479766466087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611765471620004,0.0,0.06513279111287583,0.09080390040902007,0.0,0.0,0.041157866338921295 adhd,limonglow,2019/10/31,"How to help First of, I’m not well educated on ADHD yet so I apologize if I say anything that is hurtful/offensive. But I work with kids and one of my duties is helping them with homework. One of my kids told me he has ADHD which now makes sense because he has an extremely hard time focusing on homework. He’s told me he barely got through 2nd grade and he’s in 3rd now. He’ll scream in order to focus on his work which can be a distraction to the other kids so I try talking to him, giving him positive affirmation that he can get through his homework and that we can take a break from homework and go back to it later. And he’ll have breakdowns as well because he’s frustrated over the fact that he can’t focus. I want to better support him in any way I can so what’s something I can do or say that will make doing homework easy for him/get him to not get frustrated as much?",4.6985276679841865,4.6076553152173885,5.8118972332015835,83.1872529644269,69.21739130434783,8.864822134387351,30.857707509881426,8.575989854853784,2.1759304347826083,694,26,148,10,11,232,104,184,0.092,0.7879999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6304,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,4,10,8,2,1,5,0,15,0,0,3,1,19,30,14,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,5,3,10,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,3,3,4,19,4,25,23,1,18,0,0,0,0,30,7,0,2,7,98,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898912001321368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030875977967416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348548966283494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472992668492032,0.0,0.1977641332419136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434620799330873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797624016243287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25424500594618915,0.15560717327415688,0.09218801321688372,0.0,0.12973462250443646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453088221503437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745267084278086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165536492469529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924344366870053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983617996451613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25799273462441763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487763270633252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840746488108229,0.0,0.0,0.12196217205689902,0.13037872325356087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458629618349113,0.0,0.0,0.30999832941085625,0.0,0.11013033897499383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567600536683303,0.1287552115568169,0.0,0.0,0.2916935920343225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361824746162165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,peteq,2019/10/31,"A way to make grocery shopping less irritating to us ADDers too. Save-On-Foods dims the lights and music at Vancouver store to help grocery shoppers with autism https://globalnews.ca/news/5414672/sensory-friendly-shopping-vancouver/ This was designed for people with Autism, but I think it will also help some with ADHD too. I went in to a grocery store during one of these we’ll reduce our sensory irritations for a 2 hour shopping windows and wow, what a difference. I don’t have autism or Aspergers, but many of us ADDers because we don’t filter so well see, hear, feel, notice more than others do, so that even if we don’t have sensory processing disorder like some ADDers do, grocery stores and malls can be irritating experiences. I don’t hate grocery shopping but it’s not something I enjoy either, but it’s far less irritating with out florescent death lights and irritating canned music and canned constant ads. More relaxing, easier to focus and a far more pleasant experience.",8.71133155080214,10.265898229411768,7.859625668449197,66.23922459893049,60.82352941176471,10.41711229946524,34.278074866310156,10.436869588844218,3.8140588235294133,809,32,124,18,11,251,104,170,0.168,0.674,0.158,-0.2426,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,6,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,6,0,15,0,0,1,0,26,22,15,1,1,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,8,13,0,0,2,5,6,1,5,1,1,1,2,5,11,6,17,17,8,9,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,4,3,85,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216925147813202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434526861079616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003073119145232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950556786842696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885834081621192,0.2068678980303708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921812134187952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531260076960926,0.0,0.0,0.09126589705279986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826053597853876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782057437087155,0.0,0.0,0.20343589085695787,0.0,0.2419698251664015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775550539299387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818286725232137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204847207540542,0.182998015006806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054997114822945,0.0,0.0,0.12231103399443373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513552544787462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383461623595473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895722152335446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156566981429532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342369984178653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432719860782539,0.0,0.0,0.1622905968299995,0.16732471000165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Im-Working-On-It,2019/10/31,"Perfect ADHD moment yesterday! So I was wide awake yesterday morning and happy because I was leaving early to work and about to get a nice breakfast at McDonald’s. I order a McGriddle and coffee through drive-thru and I pull up to the cashier to hand her my card. I proceed to wait until the cashier hands me my card and she then turns around to grab my order. She comes to the window and asks me “I gave you your McGriddle right?” to which I reply “uh no”. Her face turned a bit red with worry which I thought was from embarrassment and I thought to myself “wow it’s okay I understand you guys are pretty busy right now we all forget things”. Finally she gives me my McGriddle and my coffee so I start driving toward work. I thought I was running late so I decided I should just start eating while driving so I reach over and I see TWO bags and not one. Apparently the cashier did give me my McGriddle when I handed her my card and I forgot within SECONDS! I was so sure that she did not give me my sandwich and that she was the one that forgot. Lol I felt so bad having to have put her through that and technically stealing a sandwich. TLDR; I went to McDonald’s drive thru and while handing cashier my card she gave me my sandwich. I forgot within seconds she gave me my food and when she asked me if she gave me my food I said no. She proceeded to go and get me another sandwich which made me feel bad later when I noticed that she did give me my food.",1.0454171406901764,3.541473525597272,2.565736632536975,91.16378886992796,86.7815699658703,5.4398558968524835,22.81465680697763,6.937597516519254,0.8455491846795598,1145,43,233,16,36,372,135,293,0.079,0.8190000000000001,0.102,0.777,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,0,3,13,10,0,1,9,2,13,14,5,1,3,41,45,30,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,10,20,9,4,7,0,0,9,4,4,1,5,23,10,70,6,26,21,2,40,0,0,2,0,31,10,0,1,19,169,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480942825965767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762254351512805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998572193080416,0.20973210657279345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873185396967704,0.06837925483717948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246321009332095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662659151053267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478037065453164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056717736626310765,0.0,0.10770309646785016,0.12287938295235715,0.0,0.0,0.4069179396238153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721090012756763,0.43042395529996497,0.06375016081383722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106831325254432,0.0,0.11940960728536595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653535483224712,0.11877437682334233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614023856008847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770902263627135,0.0,0.0,0.15202184466722918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411965908079096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276424578111804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158923604510827,0.10670164109380384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938688102411076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879240632796424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057211609533134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452235926140778,0.0,0.0,0.2671570711512353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440227235368965,0.10957613702513892,0.11677542598386513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398494004236183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332568858785526,0.11391651875011992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Certain_Onion,2019/10/31,"Out of curiosity, how many of you use nicotine regularly? Studies have found that people with ADHD are twice as likely to be smokers. I've been vaping for 3-4 years. I find it really helpful to keep me focused while I study, and there is some science to back it up in this regard. The problem is that studies will probably come out in 30 years showing vaping is linked to cancer. Smoking is even worse and smells like shit to boot. Nicotine gum/spray is really expensive for using long-term. I spend probably $20 a month which is why I don't really have any motivation to quit, even though I probably should. Anyone else similar to me?",4.702845528455286,6.127321073170734,6.048943089430896,76.03650406504067,69.97560975609754,9.694308943089432,29.11382113821137,9.994966539143718,3.012830894308943,504,19,92,13,9,170,89,123,0.111,0.805,0.085,-0.6489,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,1,0,2,0,14,2,1,4,0,17,19,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,8,2,18,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,7,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219946634186588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087548770287772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182368249690833,0.16386265365136285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297289776007828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377617245508004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359729910284246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125867176930915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461690808709158,0.0,0.0,0.17535014152149636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719474375526178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214920174132908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626311838207516,0.0,0.0,0.1415291038445637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213943464137315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765107047146448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087225918223732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172804655484927,0.1530271795941032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701005376860938,0.0,0.0,0.307357260923055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416130748435753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712606826417047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624870298408805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430795918922604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297782666704258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059736575558476 adhd,krysalydun,2019/10/31,"Ritalin makes you extrovert? (sorry for the bad english. I am brazilian) Hello. I was diagnosted with ADHD last week and my psych told me to take 40mg of Ritalin (long duration). I was a afraid because it seemed to me a big dose. But I accepted because honestly I was desesperated with the ADHD effects on my professional life. I am journalist and college professor. I work 70 hours/week (really) and seemed to me that I wasnt able to handle all of it because I was ever distracted and anxious. So I am taking Ritalin for a week and I am really choked. I am feeling like i literally have a superpower now. I am much more extroverted and talkative. I even dont recognize me. On social situations I am grateful for this change and I am feeling much more confident. But sometimes I think that this overconfidence is making me look like an asshole. Some students said that this week I am acting like an arrogant. So: is normal to feel more extroverted? And someone have any tips to balance this feelings and dont act like an asshole? Thanks!",3.1991326530612274,5.809461668367352,5.4503673469387754,73.44106122448981,77.72448979591837,9.022040816326534,30.718367346938766,9.516144504307137,3.5757028571428577,821,41,142,25,20,286,105,196,0.07400000000000001,0.778,0.14800000000000002,0.9073,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,5,10,0,2,9,0,20,5,0,3,2,28,35,13,0,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,6,27,7,15,28,7,12,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,11,103,36,6,0.12621733010297329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033774060785239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583211264669469,0.0,0.0,0.14258965668169654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053861985345822,0.2308227387716081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352119942821986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958515417261215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336535614902307,0.11417080115665935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552770980260033,0.09016968584497914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288397003656508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915103294163791,0.2466536480188389,0.0,0.0,0.11169836531338244,0.10599076863961457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685020958747305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855685207556402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236661850242852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617161072868274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006158440569162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980703386870294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187356733456874,0.0,0.12866267311679916,0.10694353420553177,0.0,0.12483216684061453,0.14128996748526354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979944859378672,0.0,0.0,0.11620395972571568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087496869756783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060606783824353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404975715586468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188771955611087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,goldenflairs,2019/10/31,Recently diagnosed with ADHD and trying to learn more about it. How many of you always have a song stuck in your head? Cause I do. Is that normal for people with ADHD?,1.3922727272727258,3.9540857272727297,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.66666666666667,5.724242424242425,14.31060606060606,7.1686216300943375,-0.014084848484848143,131,2,25,2,4,43,31,33,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,0,7,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,7,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6538699848648228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263561494062233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794564078427086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761113077789753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791879179851787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758022998002783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665379982489208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859584735909013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268603211988734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469491759324655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,W_Von_Urza,2019/10/31,"What is it you guys still struggle with? Open ended question, wonder what other still struggle with, even after finding some sort of medication regime. If you don't take it, still feel free to share what is still hard.",5.7251666666666665,7.557501850000005,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,68.0,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.9250833333333331,174,5,31,1,3,51,30,40,0.132,0.747,0.121,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,6,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597382566676954,0.0,0.0,0.1386852391103816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616869828953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919115912388561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790636123104067,0.0,0.0,0.1880946368638638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152578792396767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352179043217684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707390920414017,0.0,0.0,0.4390189067519761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787362477162736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277068485290263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,giwit,2019/10/31,"Ritalin vs Vyvanse Heyo! I am looking for some medication advice. I am newly medicated and still going through that Fun Transitional Stage where we try to hash out what dosages and medications work well. I am not looking for you guys to act as my doctor, but I'd benefit from hearing some hearing different experiences. A few years ago, I successfully took Vyvanse for a solid year- but then stopped because I was leaving school, and missed having a sense of humor. I've recently started meds again. For a month, I've was taking 30mg extended-release Vyvanse. It really gets the job done for focus, and mental clarity. I probably could go on a higher dosage. But, I've noticed that I get really cynical, tense, and kinda steamrolled emotionally. Not to mention that it gives me anxiety and I clench my jaw A LOT. Ouch. I told my doctor those feelings about Vyvanse, and she then prescribed me 20mg of short-acting Ritalin a day. This is my first time taking Ritalin, I am about two weeks in on 20mg short-acting a day. So far, its focusing effects aren't as tangible as Vyvanse. Honestly, I can't clearly tell that I am on it. I still get a little anxious- but holy hell it's so much easier to handle, and not nearly as dark in nature. Overall, I feel uplifted, it's easy to make jokes and talk with friends. I think I am more focused than I would be without any medication at all- but it's not easy to tell. Vyvanse's effects are VERY tangible, it's kinda like a cloud that makes me zone in and think clearly, but it's not great on my mental outlook. Is this discreetness just the nature of Ritalin? Or am I just on a low dose? What are some of your experiences? I've heard it's usually one kind of medication or the other for people... and I have no idea how I am supposed to know. I don't think I mentally can handle Vyvanse long term, but I also need to be able to get shit done and live my life.",3.8050724504768887,5.327137029255322,5.471870873074104,78.92500000000003,72.32446808510639,8.696845194424062,29.98679383712399,9.223106411051027,2.720174908290536,1497,64,285,33,29,510,201,376,0.113,0.758,0.129,0.7556,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,2,0,5,13,16,3,0,14,0,26,15,2,5,3,58,53,31,0,3,18,0,2,1,1,1,13,3,0,1,21,15,0,1,9,1,0,4,10,5,1,3,7,7,36,11,42,42,9,40,1,2,2,0,15,15,2,8,21,190,57,6,0.09039372899314403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833170579439578,0.08012858670690957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722878324174625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147083544838475,0.0,0.06915095526123871,0.10211918421024416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510317818996159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721720371963536,0.0,0.0,0.11659295422791778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944422074733497,0.0,0.18504362386948744,0.0,0.18500833758471355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168077845398812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684482430395,0.0,0.0,0.0914115708131875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688885970391045,0.0,0.0,0.06983797078876325,0.0,0.1889079701413593,0.08671390161605755,0.10274567862221172,0.0,0.0,0.09965940533283793,0.0,0.08950400338503997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376060438277568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204351727075077,0.0,0.0,0.08970182804449743,0.0,0.0,0.09413115858457108,0.04967802945439094,0.0,0.0,0.09571390717963313,0.0,0.0,0.06384776404801669,0.04416181002243375,0.09059826373580546,0.07981931879083244,0.0799956056341683,0.15181593222369472,0.0,0.0,0.07684951587963224,0.0,0.0,0.12067703204346544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004070551038852,0.4553108602899115,0.2732868539793876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215141207584871,0.0,0.06644979164572272,0.06702580467363514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291385958429623,0.0,0.0,0.06125313017384822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266763005192473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745972854158803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158170749134498,0.0,0.08925290220000898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148327963193127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278786381867232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398114663531715,0.0,0.14437709748052946,0.0755732050015176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359296691289366,0.07265505531109154,0.15801620680978398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376195480001055,0.0,0.0,0.0527093103030148,0.0,0.0,0.08637508179110273,0.10043075892801284,0.0613714083861371,0.0,0.08830153850376374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955592175610838,0.07458429321647794,0.0,0.0,0.0725083969326202,0.0,0.08127481821527137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713632904164938,0.0,0.06580771129112517,0.0,0.0,0.06421311155394381,0.0,0.0,0.11642119559352895 adhd,turdburglar929,2019/10/31,Need help when insurance runs out I will be running out of insurance (NC Medicaid) in the next six months (I think) what kind of resources are available? It’s a priority that I stay on my medication. Thank you an advice ❤️,2.802954545454547,4.895214295454547,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.5,8.945454545454545,29.181818181818183,9.516144504307137,2.9201090909090914,175,8,35,5,4,60,39,44,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,6,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34092371156421464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384842811919765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633071915670819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514621777300277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784744954065868,0.0,0.0,0.2586917788398868,0.0,0.0,0.37104024682988573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371862074246986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212039158182087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354966817524985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,read-ded-redemshin,2019/10/31,"A bit of advice... Ok so this may be a bit controversial but I have some advice for everyone on this sub. Here is a little secret: ADHD Is not a real illness. It’s all in your head. The first step to bettering yourself is realizing this. The diagnosis is BS and just a way for people to be prescribed meth. Many experts have proven that ADHD is a myth. Anyways, all people get distracted and hyper sometimes. Even I do. What helps me is just noticing it and redirecting my mind. Sometimes I am reading and I forget the last page even. Everything is about will power. Your “ADHD” is just your lack thereof. I find it funny when kids think they have ADHD because adults are under way more stress and have much more work, but we don’t complain about it. We just focus. Thats all you need to do it’s not so hard. If you really need that extra push: I recommend natural solutions such as crystal therapy. You all have so much potential in your life and you are wasting it on being lazy. It’s a shame that you let this fake illness impact you so heavily. /s",2.2248033126293976,4.5749664975845405,3.9306142167011733,84.43869565217392,79.67632850241546,6.8414078674948255,23.86680469289165,7.957251820313856,1.5121964113181503,823,29,157,15,21,275,121,207,0.145,0.745,0.11,-0.8733,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,10,1,4,17,7,0,3,10,1,25,4,1,0,4,33,29,15,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,16,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,1,21,2,14,23,14,13,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,3,3,123,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917582322495197,0.2405793673522291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750392377732118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088699447272362,0.26878169300163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260978832691572,0.0,0.0,0.11762516270584085,0.11063230840639923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125091012894101,0.10470687199824616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431348678212301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110271393271771,0.0,0.12633379160727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250981815712327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034108509038404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587577595755708,0.08694757190175763,0.0,0.12337627116306255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124801784114548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429362290113324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809820006422844,0.18255082407431875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014758918046938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068094242907875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313104874955708,0.14011217395004422,0.07885956226215905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434936185009081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100804154760152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407729900520678,0.0,0.0,0.07887605924305496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541850741425534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961661844371119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eiiaks,2019/10/31,"Everything is so overwhelming I'm overwhelmed by texts, if they are too frequent or too big I end up overwhelmed. No I don't remember what I said 2 texts ago nor do I remember to watch what you asked me to watch even though I said I'll watch it later. My mind just went somewhere else. People assume I'm lazy but everyday is just a struggle I have to keep a list of what I'm supposed to as simple as eating/go into the shower because if I don't I just forget about it. I'm tired of being thought as lazy and tired of thinking of myself as lazy too. My mind literally cannot calm down and everything is too overwhelming and time pass by so fast I can't wake up at 8, eat, brush my teeth, shower, answer texts, go to work, cook, exercise blabla and now it's 2am and I've done nothing all day because I'm too distracted. I guess I'm angry and venting because I can't maintain a freaking normal day and people expect too much of me even though I tell them I can't do it. Yeah you don't see me trying but my brain works really hard at it trust me. I was tired of struggling today but I can't accept the fact that I need medication for it. I'm too scared it will f me up more.",2.765238095238093,3.5519415555555547,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,73.92063492063492,7.504761904761906,24.714285714285715,7.793537801064563,1.103776190476191,920,27,206,12,18,312,131,252,0.195,0.757,0.047,-0.9892,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,2,18,12,0,8,5,1,19,10,3,0,2,34,37,22,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,11,8,2,1,7,2,0,3,10,9,0,0,6,8,30,3,26,29,3,22,0,4,4,0,8,8,0,5,11,126,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753105684863352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340537508921655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221842287378352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135418378766116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646555248866312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413885533174845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241270227974242,0.10133616941655864,0.0,0.10744171700114977,0.0,0.0,0.16024384247956988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804525279603745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788276897093665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133632989543733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866696251962048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078229551556961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220372282545908,0.0,0.0,0.24497034199862466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917437105401868,0.08994736970775212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885479525605752,0.11639703572494753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819756260849075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771216851804713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27483365310684604,0.0,0.23078087239214284,0.0,0.1214491536070291,0.0,0.09666572215614626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536321709159112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106027389323735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772842547056685,0.2383664038165719,0.09630395764299098,0.0707349034293775,0.4182725677300167,0.11498455317201264,0.0,0.0,0.08235927619925619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245251212923696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662542258003508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,_incarnation,2019/10/31,made three cups of tea to fend off my impending loss of focus form studying for the SAT this literally cannot be healthy for me.,10.228846153846153,6.35447957692308,9.52692307692308,73.06807692307696,60.92307692307693,13.476923076923079,41.384615384615394,11.20814326018867,4.189123076923076,103,4,22,2,1,33,24,26,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.5511,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yell0wz,2019/10/31,"Wondering if I really have ADHD I’ve come to realize maybe my inattentiveness is more than just me spacing out. Over the years I have had so much trouble trying to get focused on tasks throughout high school and college and I have struggled greatly. I feel like I don’t remember anything I have learned, like my brain feels like an empty pit. I have gone through therapy for other things for years and I also have felt like nothing has stuck because I felt like I would just sit there, unable to really listen. I feel like I have no memory of myself ? If that makes sense. I am unable to see someone at the moment for a proper diagnosis because I don’t have the funds for it.. I just wish I knew what was wrong with me so I can help myself in the best way I can 💔",3.3984848484848524,4.878565753246754,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,73.28571428571428,7.470995670995673,25.82034632034632,8.07648339933343,1.5167073593073597,602,20,121,9,12,198,97,154,0.079,0.726,0.195,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,6,0,18,1,1,1,0,24,33,8,0,4,5,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,10,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,7,7,24,8,17,25,3,14,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,9,86,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742412204693269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594273889063253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930853851492702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676040869581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215056438371685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184881785950786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488989421539345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992306724255206,0.3107273474458748,0.27841255940553183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574755918109415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984411240569527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717895338268737,0.153182349230085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249878053168901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677718329905312,0.0,0.1456547675410245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657908232223916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911496213501734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857594622317533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423731501090427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673039221828224,0.11553256656195188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228435048090034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515675619805615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580053311668058,0.0,0.09632016838578283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843384342709062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508064401475575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672313118793528,0.0,0.15722772457870313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299166232096724,0.1585159950620038,0.0,0.1867284137679447 adhd,Lessmeatfortheplanet,2019/10/31,Concerns about child Can anybody provide some insight into what kinds of symptoms to look for in a 5 yo with adhd?,3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,74.45454545454545,4.4,33.72727272727273,3.1291,1.6823818181818178,92,5,15,0,2,29,22,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786054013545348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013526746280372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042939915751435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004074874968488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jesusisnice,2019/10/31,"College First off let me apologize for the length and grammar of this post, I needed to vent a little. Ok so, let me give you all a little rundown of my life these past few excruciating years and why I felt like it was fitting too turn to you guys for some unbiased opinions. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 14. My parents were very confused how a usually very relaxed, go with the flow kid was causing so much trouble in school (granted I went to an all guys school with 1000 dudes, it was quite easy to wreak havoc) but soon realized other things were up. Fast forward a few years, and this troublemaker was headed to a private institution on a Division 1 lacrosse scholarship, accompanied by his 2.9 GPA and 31 ACT score. Now I didn’t particularly want to play sports in college, but my parents were adamant I “didn’t waste the opportunity”. Freshman year was great at first. 50 guys too hang out with instantly, naivety of how the world worked, and easy classes made me believe that this college thing was a piece of cake. Soon the season came with our first scrimmage, and about 5 minutes in I’m hurt and out for the season. Ok fine, no big deal, I’ll get surgery come back better than ever. I even got the highest GPA of my life that semester, while missing 2 weeks of school for surgery. Fast forward too Sophomore year. We get back to campus for fall ball and and I break my heel playing basketball. The first freaking day back. Not even a week after being cleared from surgery I’m in a boot. Than comes the meeting. The meeting where our coach explains to us all that they over recruited and cuts need to be made. Fuck. I got 3 weeks till the cuts, I’m in a boot with a broken heel and out of shape as hell from surgery. Three weeks later 10 kids were cut including myself, I was devastated. It was like I was hit by a train than the train happily came back to hit me again. What was I to do? My life long goal since I was 11 just evaporated. A few other schools reached out to play but I loved where I was and I loved my friends I so stuck it out. My biggest mistake yet. Three years later, I am still trying to graduate with my B.S. in Econ. Sure I switched majors going into junior year, but it’s damn embarrassing. A fifth year senior, with 20 credits left, and multiple failed classes along the way. Sure, I could blame the spiral of self pity, depression, anxiety, and self-depreciation that occurred along the way, but why? It was my fault for having poor attendance and poor study habits. I thought about dropping out multiple times, or transferring to a local state school and commuting, but big decisions are impossible. This semester has been no different for my academic success either, even while trying exponentially harder. It is hard to put into words how therapeutic sports were for my ADHD and mental health. Lifting four times a week, pick up basketball games, nothing helps anymore. Graduating college seems impossible. I get so overwhelmed so incredibly fast and just shut down. Sorry for the rant. Be good friends.",4.194773025732033,6.342541899130435,4.521487133984028,83.54654658385095,72.6173913043478,7.615616681455191,28.77817213842059,8.418075326091056,2.1177190771960963,2412,98,456,42,49,757,302,575,0.171,0.691,0.138,-0.9737,3,0,0,0,1,0,73.0,4,2,1,11,32,39,6,3,33,2,35,11,3,7,7,81,68,38,0,5,11,2,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,6,21,41,0,0,6,9,5,15,5,18,0,7,33,2,48,21,75,27,11,101,1,6,0,3,28,36,3,5,50,289,69,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678103820744101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340900201906423,0.0,0.06923865109866355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473658955130032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865865508534951,0.0,0.06174652425754145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970166941351718,0.0,0.07172020074131716,0.0,0.12028049854716903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574234608586345,0.0,0.0,0.04502550473990355,0.07197716720315889,0.06013236570923593,0.07086170817740436,0.0,0.07294279638760644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833830720586898,0.06315251360175954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703424976350714,0.0,0.0,0.23754160720735865,0.0,0.0,0.10787924212393853,0.06454371033900133,0.10942783928922024,0.06697381010857771,0.07935601375646897,0.05855829699576561,0.11167636798866228,0.07697231890047118,0.0,0.20738626730954726,0.0,0.0,0.06254136783689312,0.0,0.0716512950159924,0.07421107810900511,0.0,0.0,0.04679615206096085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473940635740299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585522168786425,0.14278305501253222,0.14793918664192476,0.0682170822295433,0.13994782378665493,0.0,0.061784908779509276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602322096529975,0.13212305857369794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035804533636154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132274807723644,0.10353526783888592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699027613920422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550446755578707,0.0,0.06664721333750058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686437037688918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701843016959256,0.0,0.07425784463260045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532872863515748,0.0,0.06355780849894987,0.1456665007314585,0.0,0.0,0.057752465959501675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815322747154796,0.0,0.0,0.05575509883929622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160139199429302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927652148828648,0.0,0.0,0.055426056820272185,0.0814204706142413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480087909198599,0.07593969316576925,0.0,0.0,0.08397997805917845,0.0,0.0768923929683187,0.1152109223058618,0.041179249520174516,0.1108332849682084,0.2800106740061289,0.0,0.0,0.06472007464078565,0.1259960510236207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082683488521255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31471422866962234 adhd,luisamacena,2019/08/01,What are some things that no one told you about ADHD? I want to start a channel or a blog that talks about ADHD but I don't want to talk about the basic things that everyone already knows about. I want to inform people about the unheard aspects of ADHD in order to bring awareness and maybe help some people out.,5.2359677419354815,5.904579532258066,5.109838709677419,86.03475806451617,68.19354838709678,6.845161290322581,25.177419354838708,5.985473137389443,0.7522451612903223,249,6,48,1,4,77,42,62,0.027000000000000003,0.847,0.126,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,12,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,1,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6793386090457707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207927972127814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004495770197088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629505777813388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035516091720148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929486933053905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767938394473186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612556901368695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336581107429835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30289236407223386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250357938793138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004495770197088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334079065284485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Codebreakerx29,2019/08/01,"Character in the new Fire Emblem game hits close to home with ADHD portrayal During a conversation with the character Linhardt who seemingly has ADHD. **Linhardt:** i completely lack the motivation to do anything that doesn’t interest me. i’m constantly starting projects and then abandoning them as soon as i get bored. i have plenty of energy for the things that interest me, but it’s impossible for me to do anything boring and it’s exhausting to even think about trying. i enioy talking about my interests but i find any other conversation dull and draining to take part in. Immediately became my favourite. Too relatable :(",4.756711362032462,8.12772369724771,5.75889908256881,68.70810162314751,78.08256880733944,9.959350741002119,32.237826393789696,9.851270322608157,4.566082004234298,509,26,75,18,13,167,76,109,0.174,0.742,0.084,-0.8901,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,12,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,11,3,16,11,2,8,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411857596627561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531133042720316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705672049159022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360710164803141,0.2433128586275797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871293212055398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578783743766926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763433545633488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258490935076159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745636246898534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438212158210003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497290125799314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936605873321022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928874186532905,0.18097127702273247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958315649505224,0.14427040542685038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286564851912451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,serenade4strings,2019/08/01,I can’t get off my couch I have been staring at my phone for hours. Help. I’m sure there are things I should do. But nothing seems pressing enough. I wish I had a plan but I’m just going with the flow of staring at my screen.,-1.4677714285714285,0.5188582800000034,0.17571428571428527,106.525,96.2,2.8571428571428577,15.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.5861142857142858,174,4,45,0,7,55,38,50,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,13,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,8,1,6,10,1,6,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776942249747964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097637230672185,0.0,0.20774133519913648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500966344301406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599772535400224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507396289643563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327683278150179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445113683615533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428444762729804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203459374547946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ilikefranzkafka18,2019/08/01,"Experiences with drinking alcohol while taking medication? I just got diagnosed with add and take 10mg of Dexedrine around 9am. I can feel the effects start to drop around 4pm. I know that your not supposed to drink while taking meds, but if you drink late into the night or don’t take your meds that day are you able to have some drinks/party?",6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,5.790000000000003,83.83000000000003,66.05882352941177,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.8904882352941181,276,8,57,4,4,85,53,68,0.031,0.9690000000000001,0.0,-0.2287,0,0,5,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,1,0,16,12,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,9,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,33,9,0,0.168553448470472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013237603800072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000966090899587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087030301845716,0.0,0.0,0.17107820217531206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953546315991337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487761547510835,0.0,0.0,0.08522568801113466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480759039238796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263256722587868,0.0,0.1901356315461414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744497671914423,0.16979986661185886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581759932657998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930299836723827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069248660572517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,neuroticpudding,2019/08/01,"Adderall/Ritalin - Spike in anxiety? How do you guys handle it? I’m an on-and-off medication user for my severe ADHD for a few years now, first Adderall, now Concerta with extended release. I find it works wonders initially, I’m focused and feeling clear, getting work done, get compliments on how “normal” I suddenly seem. But after about a week of taking it consistently, my anxiety seems to ratchet up to 11, I have paranoid thoughts, and my partner tells me I seem really irritable. So I generally take a “break” at this point, aka - stop taking it for weeks and get lost in my ADHD symptoms again. Anyone else experience this kind of thing? Is this normal and does it improve with time? Are there alternate medications or treatments anyone recommends asking my doctor about? Sorry if this gets asked all the time/edges on medical advice, I’m new here! Mods - feel free to delete.",5.241783653846152,7.409330418750002,6.2462500000000025,72.20144230769233,69.8125,9.423076923076923,31.68269230769231,9.851270322608157,3.5632211538461536,697,31,113,18,13,231,113,160,0.10400000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.113,0.5513,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,10,4,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,2,2,25,25,10,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,10,6,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,12,4,19,22,2,20,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,6,12,69,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835814610244585,0.11529007078910886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805109152031913,0.0,0.0,0.1649906935912285,0.12088589946224088,0.0,0.0,0.22059338865784914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075897495200393,0.103246329105336,0.12073594721675936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985583310650774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540846024272895,0.0,0.0,0.11930989416786132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783287357376883,0.10035492916655646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465616740258395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116820147345378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228594856068608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879064866581405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35656158233415003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139471833413486,0.0,0.0,0.2311934687676161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153056973611487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558191390778228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322217540491378,0.0,0.13328541400444752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207053196703308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863774367343403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262786182061855,0.2661220176030413,0.0,0.10312095473017734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838160798974247,0.0,0.0,0.093664062840569,0.13759182077213386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927514509058546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794580906137756,0.17178374684358047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597616145086497 adhd,Its402am,2019/08/01,"Extra fidgety/stimming with ADHD meds Hi all, just curious to know if those who have treated their ADHD with medications noticed an increase in restless behaviours? I'm a week into treatment and just upped my dose as per my doctor (Concerta) and I've been stimming like CRAZY. Exhausting and kind of embarrassing, I don't usually stim *noisily* in public but caught myself clapping my wrists together a lot :< I usually stim while doing passive stuff like watching a stream, sometimes while working at my desk, or when I'm anxious/talking to people. I am also taking antidepressants that have been upsetting my stomach and I have a phobia of throwing up so it could be anxiety from that perhaps? I'm just curious if others have had issues with Ritalin/Concerta/methylphenid increasing stimming behaviours. If it's not super common, I'll probs bring it up with my doctor.",6.415961538461537,8.571037647435901,6.9530769230769245,68.3669230769231,66.75641025641025,9.815384615384616,37.358974358974365,10.125756701596842,4.55257435897436,707,38,102,18,12,231,106,156,0.136,0.779,0.085,-0.8419,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,0,3,5,0,12,7,2,0,1,22,19,15,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,4,1,12,5,17,13,5,19,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,5,9,76,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330263006547224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440711192631517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781925933355446,0.20352560971043554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384033703393584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687957033962276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803662072601185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876053122813007,0.09900932241195504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603076993305256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153162647119785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011330160232066,0.18148875975644774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051094138827528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489786041736235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781794238022889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623613524331927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545529667690653,0.14480300195398482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968339510817157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451070882484987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311561061494553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Riamu01,2019/08/01,"I can't have a normal conversation! I can't tell a story, half way through i forget what I'm saying, I forget certain words way too often and pause THEN I get anxious and stutter because I can't for the life of me think of the word and then Completely change the subject mid way. Also when I'm angry it's like I'm vomiting words. Its like I have a selection of 5 sentences I wanted to say but they all come out in one long very confusing sentence. It makes me feel so stupid. Is there anyone else that has this issue? Is this my ADHD?",1.3654626623376631,3.395242348214288,3.3416233766233776,89.23974025974026,80.875,5.858441558441559,21.788961038961038,6.980632752743323,0.6274000000000002,421,13,88,5,11,142,77,112,0.165,0.76,0.075,-0.8891,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,1,6,0,8,2,0,1,2,20,17,9,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,3,12,3,8,17,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401138161720869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977535865214176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257105896913631,0.0,0.13970075803951265,0.2047127801402392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217926968307765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135578386668574,0.17210502211022652,0.20948042938171485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690242656974386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102195641506392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043842292409522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085332485087411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112056011026375,0.19521871936383026,0.0,0.0,0.17681158990882895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336418751963394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957559068188404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538572834186618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177687520741527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462894702722698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802006331179966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485114852607688,0.11784380235791725,0.4757620360009267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Lareek123,2019/08/01,WHATS YOUR THOUGHTS ON THE Election🤔 Politics,5.53125,9.165059625000003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,77.75,8.200000000000001,45.5,8.841846274778883,5.2926,39,3,6,1,1,11,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wonder1543,2019/08/01,"Boring job ? I’m a shift supervisor for a good delivery service that works inside of supermarkets . I manage shoppers in 3 supermarkets . Sounds exciting right? Nope . We literally go entire weeks without a single order. My job is to basically either talk to the shoppers occasionally , or sit around one of three supermarkets all day. Are jobs with a lot of downtime bad for someone with add?",4.499852941176472,7.782947808823532,6.2926470588235315,65.08691176470593,78.26470588235293,8.694117647058821,30.558823529411764,9.188382445141503,3.7562000000000006,313,15,46,9,8,107,55,68,0.084,0.821,0.096,0.212,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,3,2,12,4,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,31,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481996123033656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014864909829455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556270882279098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371438857335914,0.2024021119958617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7183985207200342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051559027262032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352010903105774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060802040381147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446394062991446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939584562031016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935669399822997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261736967590904,0.0,0.1756789260380276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GilleteFusion,2019/08/01,"How would ADHD affect expressing oneself No idea if this is an appropriate place to post such questions. I tried to post it on ELI5 but it got removed. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I had some things on my mind in regards to how ADHD would affect a person whilst expressing their opinion publically, either vocally or via an internet post or such. Could it affect a person whereas they'd be unsure of what their opinion on something, is exactly? Or if the expressed opinion isn't really in line with what the person really tried to say. Basically, does it affect the person's train of thought, possibly resulting in an expressed opinion that would cause many controversies, even if the person only had good intentions whilst trying to express themselves? I don't really know much about ADHD, and it seems that the answer I'm seeking is quite specific, and would require much investigation and research. I honestly wouldn't have a clue where to start, so I thought this subreddit might save me some time. Hopefully what I'm asking makes sense. Haha",7.48606306306306,8.755242070270274,7.452770270270271,69.08870495495498,63.43243243243244,10.490990990990992,35.416666666666664,10.504223727775694,4.1083963963963965,833,37,129,20,12,267,110,185,0.022000000000000002,0.871,0.107,0.9581,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,8,5,0,0,11,1,17,0,0,10,1,47,28,13,0,10,8,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,13,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,11,5,16,14,5,16,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,16,4,90,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009242450724469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395747485998166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423356522286655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878456643257494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973123240697037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344689443922474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932697199682006,0.08893721388551856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044720684747633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553185125549315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061112897427753776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422721031969398,0.11273987326347053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796617842401047,0.11228082509196992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634903536046647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457300604370327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854800225569687,0.11618087515867273,0.0,0.0,0.12536187766476492,0.3194980773443664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457003138730828,0.11827544053792435,0.0,0.0,0.21371370092486214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843111644856799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123277664509664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560759275451339,0.0,0.0,0.07870830011935198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387668408065554,0.0,0.0,0.17656158268886052,0.06484191723009397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264935602453095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159746345024337,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MrWeirdoFace,2019/08/01,"Obligation = Anxiety? So I'm curious, if this is just me, or is this something most of you struggle with? I find that almost any sort of obligation automatically translates to anxiety. This interferes with making any plans or promises, and as a person who gets paid for creative works, a MAJOR problem. Aniversariess, birthdays, family reunions, weddings, even funerals, are all things I can't seem to commit to. If you are in a similar boat, what do you do to keep these things from consuming your energy, while keeping family and friends happy?",7.96125,9.054314291666667,8.104166666666668,65.45750000000001,62.33333333333334,11.816666666666665,38.91666666666667,11.538034831475384,5.144679166666666,436,22,66,13,6,142,72,96,0.12300000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.7481,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,2,21,14,9,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,12,13,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,8,1,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292700834203698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28920330487516704,0.0,0.3253361476373192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404458993665539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009138080603321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434797966462147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428418298336656,0.0,0.11109497878879092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263579201952653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780062104072929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419380273381891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566796843651007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346658137744925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357834623026635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369971050256193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222962068393873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28253549498983993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548035540174551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Weatheronthe8s,2019/08/01,"I cannot read and comprehend anything I don't want to read. It's awful. I literally cannot read and comprehend anything I don’t want to read. If it is something I find interesting, I can read it no problem. But if not, it is a chore to read and even then I still can’t comprehend it. There is a problem with that though. I’m still in school and have to read stuff I don’t want to read. In the past, my English teacher has assigned mostly books I can’t comprehend. She has literally only assigned 1 book that I got any good reading out of. That book was Hangman's Curse by Frank Peretti. Most of what she gives us is awful Shakespeare and other stuff I just don’t get at all. I really wish she would assign better books. Now I am in the final thing I have to read for her. It is my summer reading project. It is a book called Seven Men by Eric Metaxas. I can tell that it won’t be interesting just by looking at it. I don’t like books like this. I like stories and especially fiction much more than this boring stuff. I’m glad this is my last thing I have to read for her since I’m taking a college class in place of English 12 but still. This counts as a test grade in my Bible class. I can’t afford to screw this up because Bible is one of my worst classes. I try to read this book, but all I can think about is how awful it is and stuff. That goes for most books she has assigned. I’m tempted to just not read the book and do the assignment but I worry I might mess something up. Even that would struggle to keep my attention. I just don’t know what to do. Reading has always been the biggest part of what keeps my English grade lower.",2.0879330451392377,3.6742334985422738,3.3685312154418448,91.97810495626824,76.98833819241982,6.130451392379611,23.78093897657585,6.8039241337230125,0.6033012767668637,1282,41,286,12,29,417,145,343,0.125,0.823,0.052000000000000005,-0.9723,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,14,15,1,1,10,3,41,1,0,1,2,43,58,18,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,32,10,0,2,4,24,0,0,15,7,0,2,3,1,38,8,37,50,9,21,0,0,1,1,11,12,1,6,12,200,70,38,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802483495332962,0.0,0.0,0.03924926732785623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499168839593446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03518350378055793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051045642594030584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893510191492021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624254019805843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322571436251137,0.05275192696555168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03015454144374949,0.055367022112914825,0.0,0.04840994590875071,0.046161237697945764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026023323645612,0.0,0.0,0.03171953405470985,0.04704673250136756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459224645033105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048467407877340565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122819194177277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242834210986555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039110262018157066,0.04389607526764304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250145358341297,0.05509702566778323,0.0,0.0,0.0603015628649922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045398320348508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8659832870924992,0.0,0.03697473201112796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841228075251492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047743768118779284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888661172358467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382776544445556,0.0,0.0,0.060337922154614476,0.26428679464924104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339570043674157,0.0,0.050446852543745584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668868913687586,0.036982466918983416,0.05670626666097527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918578292395451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942596359243297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212823856431892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637124183788992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861400914146266,0.0,0.08200043363492042,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,purpleaki,2019/08/01,"Will medication stifle the good parts of ADHD? Today I had my diagnosis of adult ADHD (innatentive type). I've somehow managed to get to my thirties struggling to focus on a single task but also been lucky enough to build a successful creative career and grow my passion into a big, growing business. I struggle so intensely with completing any focused task, but put me in a room where I need to lead a team, pitch to a client, or come up with ideas and I'm at my very best. So my question is, had anyone had a situation where the medication had fixed their focus and concentration, but dulled their creative spark and energy?",8.407948717948718,7.759212829059829,8.756880341880343,67.0117307692308,61.735042735042754,11.218803418803418,37.44871794871795,10.504223727775694,4.019502564102565,499,21,84,10,6,166,79,117,0.057999999999999996,0.6559999999999999,0.28600000000000003,0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,4,6,8,0,2,9,0,7,3,0,1,0,18,11,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,5,0,11,5,15,5,4,15,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,4,1,60,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44718017230946994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878021921417853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265170647319074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008707713657816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524288057334574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026140159177354,0.1950647738638264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922343470803004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720089906218936,0.0,0.0,0.15604582396519545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100223005892842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748417809145157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795010278854614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146874036649354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702673659301464,0.20841311838215226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091225154400936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889895186709007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634902477650896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153506712313614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TiberSeptim33,2019/08/01,"how do you manage side effects of adhd drugs? hi there everyone i am lion how you doin'? ok my issue is i been diagnosed with adhd , ocd and anxiety (like winning a really shitty lottery am i right?) my doctor said at the first meds for adhd and 2 others are exact opposite of each other so one can trigger the other. well my adhd med definitely triggers my anxiety but i don't want to be off adhd then its like i don't feel anything im not happy nor unhappy(classic antidepressants) but when i take him especially after hours i feel extremely down, anxious words just doesn't cut it. have you even been there if so what should i do? tl:dr; i am having anxiety side effects off my adhd med(with a already managing condition) what can i do besides being off of it.i am currently taking medikinet(40mg). tried concearte( not enough) ritalin(not long enough wears off 2-3 hours)",2.5662338480932867,5.3030171077844335,4.442685156003783,78.86578001890956,81.51497005988024,7.348124803025527,25.555940750078783,8.371475516178862,2.273402395209581,695,28,120,16,19,235,111,167,0.10099999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.078,-0.5766,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,4,10,7,1,0,4,1,21,4,1,6,1,22,27,12,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,3,3,19,6,13,21,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,10,88,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7294610210176741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163457282336683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216552315032654,0.11428405067478654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324755004087939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267710765599952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354339907283168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173155827885222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905438386151246,0.0,0.06681642138969784,0.0,0.0,0.09666444459769752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230090136215728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604818386168388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768862778391812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924801060432046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927211419561472,0.10558664692046024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988451009186151,0.0,0.0,0.08952501842585638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371038966578638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854986050774907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480684584770931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639163295529663,0.0962280470801956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212218267387992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868222851784905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059667856518373585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095661618658292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,obsessedwtacos,2019/08/01,Actavis Adderall XR Has anyone tried the generic Adderall XR version made by Actavis? I don’t feel it when I take it and it’s 30mg,0.8991666666666696,3.078571535714285,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,83.64285714285714,3.733333333333334,30.76190476190476,3.1291,1.0123190476190476,105,6,21,0,3,35,22,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282238175440313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096619405571863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794940736135221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604695526760418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157983337671105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adderalley,2019/08/01,"Stigma surrounding high ADHD medication doses I have adhd and possible narcolepsy (my doctor and I have scheduled a sleep study but I haven't actually done it yet, so we will see, but I do have a lot of the symptoms), and in order to manage my symptoms somewhat effectively (it's still not 'perfect,' ofc, but it's a whole lot better than nothing), I take a large dosage of stimulants ('large dosage' meaning \~100mg dailyof either Vyvanse or Adderall; currently in the process of seeing which works better for me, personally). I've been really, really happy with how much the meds have been helping me manage my severe symptoms (total lack of any concentration or focus abilities whatsoever, excessive daytime sleepiness, and more but I don't want to bore everyone as those two are my main problematic symptoms). However, whenever I talk to friends or family members or whoever else, and the issue of either my diagnoses or my meds comes up, oftentimes this leads to them asking me what my exact stimulant dosage is. And when I tell them, I literally \*never\* get a good, or even respectful, response. I've gotten responses like ""damn, can't believe they would trust someone with that dose..."", ""wow, how'd you manage to convince them to give you that much?"", ""how are you not awake for days at that dose?"" and others that are pretty similarly annoying to hear. My question is, is there a way to talk about this subject with my friends and family members without eliciting this sort of response? Like, should I immediately follow my dosage with a quick statement like ""but my doctor and I have worked for years on finding the right medication and dose for me and it happens to be working very well right now,"" or something along those lines? And has anyone else gotten responses like this? It's really annoying - if I were on a high dose of antidepressants to manage my symptoms, I doubt I'd get these same annoying responses. Or, on the other hand, do you think they're justified and I'm being an idiot? I mean, who knows, call me out if I am. Sighhhhh 🤷🏻‍♀️",6.734989006156553,7.629122810026388,7.412549472295518,70.044980760774,64.96306068601585,10.854925241864557,34.52517590149516,10.775791032727817,4.026422075637643,1631,71,274,43,24,541,207,379,0.073,0.7440000000000001,0.183,0.9936,2,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,4,4,8,12,23,5,1,15,0,27,17,2,7,4,69,46,33,0,6,20,0,1,4,2,3,15,1,0,1,21,21,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,7,1,1,6,4,41,16,38,35,13,28,0,0,2,0,22,13,1,16,14,198,62,10,0.0,0.0,0.0855738698196195,0.0,0.21077533679086205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059632959106703125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613156602046876,0.08984990090809399,0.0,0.0,0.08197934664033893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879784738097576,0.0,0.1551113141531078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954242363519241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553812308052175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565535088378714,0.0,0.0,0.08900462666276124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951112547397882,0.0,0.08973844709538799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650933349973305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057919148449876535,0.0,0.0,0.08379260966140509,0.0,0.0,0.16533474077479174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014808218608224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549986186989035,0.0,0.09162996709088964,0.0841212993338114,0.0,0.07355113920012933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775449553931762,0.093348812900386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988342496086448,0.0,0.058777499873588136,0.18530093603809647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152673175420556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048192738513254285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136577968633965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491036848415068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910426438308977,0.19481010034627105,0.17667912735823774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892610549227373,0.0,0.06763278689900289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414198120765026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656849131774747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885854613538406,0.0,0.08921338027961294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823410772388057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853150380486345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977545070190112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397569160834412,0.0,0.0,0.09906598945011397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775443542467702,0.0,0.07430038950870875,0.06750889756527564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003023049223205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557231770689501,0.06593279838664172,0.14096557857586178,0.07664589174809887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618891988537905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566146850363457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235434616982182,0.05172248629146826,0.06960511822341561,0.0,0.0,0.07884483553352069,0.0,0.0,0.09790398817071096,0.0,0.08453109687783565,0.0,0.19152050859750488,0.0,0.0,0.06229324569088994,0.0,0.0,0.05647019717026496 adhd,procrastionthrower,2019/08/01,"Hi all, I was diagnosed with a learning disability when I was 10 but it was never deemed ADHD but a friend of mine suggested I seek some advice here. So, to put it simply, unless someone tells me to do something or directs me I don't know what to do, I feel overwhelmed and have 0 idea on what to do, from what I've read so far schedules seems to be a thing that helps a lot of people but I have kids and need to be going all day long and just can't seem to get that motivation or cleaning/cooking makes me feel.......anxious? I guess is the best way to put it. Any advice is welcomed, I'm waiting for my medical coverage to go and see a psychologist to try and get a better grasp on what's going on with my brain. &#x200B; Thanks for your time",2.5815384615384644,3.78423587179487,4.23,87.89000000000001,74.8974358974359,6.9948717948717976,25.179487179487186,7.492282038375204,1.0844333333333336,580,19,127,7,12,195,97,156,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.9829,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,7,0,14,3,1,2,3,31,30,14,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,8,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,2,14,5,21,25,5,16,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,7,6,87,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618495194460885,0.30277404188575546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785685289090094,0.18824598777932625,0.10535160132717857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258004530629575,0.1370150465009886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294308599479147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991123710764807,0.0,0.0,0.15724156716206927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666543808548702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969159036751405,0.0,0.16187967035660314,0.0,0.26413554558047153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066296180017207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384028943810188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488696665849013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514053722587485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710022145011452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317083052488501,0.0,0.0,0.1034109791778045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606662210886835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487196816349272,0.11948463582497044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074027240591696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31147681512881803,0.0,0.0,0.15496293685465115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345198969242176,0.2820685436693529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312640716012311,0.11926576458512188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540779380683365,0.1426304545019789,0.0,0.0,0.10292263721465704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033568853861536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105181198563874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296908916230748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824598777932625,0.0 adhd,poppin_pomegranate,2019/08/01,Remember to eat (and drink water)! It's 2:46 PM here and I just finished lunch. I literally forgot to eat lunch today but I had no problem going through a ton of reviews on the iPad mini's capabilities as a travel drawing tablet. (And yeah I'm probably going to get it after I test it out at a store.),1.589086021505377,3.6224428548387095,4.617419354838713,80.36279569892473,80.12903225806451,6.713978494623658,24.849462365591396,7.793537801064563,1.5577333333333332,235,9,46,4,6,85,46,62,0.114,0.838,0.048,-0.5916,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,6,0,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,1,1,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,10,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29573610277396617,0.0,0.6178152369293064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772444282081488,0.0,0.34314073462984795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325487196123852,0.2888668194574794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419811711496967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861552922167227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LemonJaw,2019/08/01,I’m interviewing a couple ADHD coaches over the next few days. What do you guys think I should ask them? What makes a good coach? Just a lil background: I’m 20M and I’m studying music in college. I have a lot of problems with underachieving.,0.4293877551020415,2.8918609183673496,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,92.87755102040815,4.4326530612244905,21.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.3354000000000004,191,7,39,2,7,63,39,49,0.063,0.861,0.076,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947671306908148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070829058261748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36345503455575695,0.0,0.2118413544424902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755120463632401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252451990889177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926053748268065,0.0,0.0,0.21926184208536165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493404402339649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143094086360285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047565637887108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Snonin,2019/08/01,"Nervous About My Doc Appt gotta be there in about a half an hour and I'm a bit freaked out. I've been on Adderall for 12 years (half my life now) with no problems. now I have to ask my doctor about alternate meds/treatment because I recently realized that the meds have been giving me mild ED this entire time kind words and encouragement would be... really great rn",3.3642922374429216,5.1256769589041085,4.026232876712331,87.86665525114157,73.93150684931506,7.606392694063928,25.865296803652967,8.344100000000001,1.5736502283105025,290,10,60,5,6,92,58,73,0.11599999999999999,0.72,0.16399999999999998,0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,6,3,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960399460833417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927811382004007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031671121059521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842289378941684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638691614010834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306155773828722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734701146509467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28917288440168604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961416641416916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30845256953448985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657131884478255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789623605662236,0.0,0.2741867789421704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192410169319438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726401930746795,0.0,0.0,0.1788241717275099 adhd,-THE_BIG_BOSS-,2019/08/01,"How common is this - one going to get tested and them not having ADHD in the end? I've been reading about ADHD here and there for a few months and I think I should get tested. In UK with no money it seems to be a long term process - but I was thinking, what if when I finally go and get it done, it turns out I'm ok, I don't have it? To what will I be able to attribute my problems with academics, focus, tiredness, etc. to, then? A lot of the stuff on this subreddit that I've read, especially the 'does anyone else' kind of threads, I find myself thinking ""ok yeah that is relatable"" and some I'm like ""ok this literally sounds like a thing most people deal with""... Idk. What are other diagnosable health problems with similar effects to ADHD? And if I don't have them either, what are the ways to increase focus (esp. with regards to academics) and build habits without medication? I think if I don't have it in the end I'll feel a bit lost.",0.8631603998096153,3.2023968795811544,2.6231342217991447,91.71928962398859,85.43979057591622,5.1481199428843425,20.723702998572108,6.574015621080383,0.312359162303665,728,23,154,8,22,240,111,191,0.069,0.8170000000000001,0.113,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,5,9,0,0,10,4,18,3,0,3,0,36,33,14,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,17,13,0,0,8,2,1,3,6,3,0,1,4,2,14,6,23,25,9,18,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,7,11,107,31,6,0.12934757614110576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663519514343058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044283271880592,0.13253187734592434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121405241757934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335167136847112,0.0,0.1312850670381345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131929355390154,0.13236747891158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805330234744076,0.0,0.2291271201328118,0.0,0.1442567388849326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540202095675045,0.0,0.0,0.14169394720300862,0.11822134126405065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273630972819875,0.0,0.14702241667410462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749042487264868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346955960096721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638538420821305,0.0,0.0,0.11446853455403135,0.0,0.0,0.1411981589929868,0.10996668372207297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130304074906985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324400122797213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764926513479511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967332291755302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475363231906228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587651588643878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775317536364804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480720285451057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593278209025214,0.3315228158600313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406930197500154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267008530671924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468644762100738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mr_Believin,2019/08/01,"Crying over dumb stuff Here I am playing this game on my phone for the hundredth time and for the hundredth time I’m crying and angry(yelling, slapping my leg, stomping my feet) whenever I lose. I feel dumb for letting myself get so upset over something that is not very significant but this is almost a daily occurrence now. I’m open to hearing your stories, suggestions for dealing with our intense emotions, and whatever else",9.420584415584417,9.159704792207787,8.3149025974026,69.73521103896107,59.51948051948053,10.297402597402598,42.626623376623385,9.516144504307137,4.3812623376623385,347,18,53,5,4,107,57,77,0.17600000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.8397,0,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,3,5,2,1,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,9,1,9,8,0,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,2,1,3,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436157382868966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344763887599948,0.0,0.2508171338018298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032341950759784,0.2736639505407655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301268722678944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271068686322928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742009493229707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487763689881685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721747500865929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729341168111271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785042093194721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837239900622799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073638931814852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MostFabulousPenguin,2019/08/01,"Took too much ritalin, any way to make it process faster? I'm figuring out my dosage for my new ADHD meds. I've been taking 2.5mg of Ritalin in the morning and took the same in the afternoon the first day like my psych told me too. I was super amped up in a weird way so I just started not taking the second dose. I wanted to focus longer today because I was in the groove and could feel that the morning dose was wearing off and it had been 5.5 hours so I figured I was safe. I now feel completely awful, slightly nauseous, dizzy, oddly hungry, can't think straight, my writing is all weird. Is there any way to help my body process this faster.?",4.076556403731974,4.92285200763359,4.588956743002544,88.08706530958445,70.90839694656489,7.348939779474131,27.53265479219677,7.3871296695380915,1.3344140797285826,507,17,106,5,9,161,86,131,0.075,0.83,0.095,0.6852,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,8,1,11,6,2,1,1,18,23,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,10,2,13,3,12,12,3,23,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,11,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682151229001867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547754161612405,0.0,0.24537421830664136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997816424608786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039830660244493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915972524110802,0.0,0.0,0.14404519705546354,0.0,0.0,0.1163515380710882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244458993323687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534593088634506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092711230121753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767058308229897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814073807700154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204271594376424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039830660244493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262440279829354,0.0,0.0,0.1742441168333522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769733587878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712964291432096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156014434039682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710105438952751,0.17239246889250598,0.4008912321778349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641233332003484,0.42961061458441385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dreamforever09,2019/08/01,"Why can’t I understand things like a normal person? Hello Reddit, I am new here and I am sure this has been mentioned before but I have ADD and have been struggling big time in the work place. I often feel like no matter how many times someone explains things I either zone out half way thru it or I can’t catch certain things someone is saying to me. I try so hard to write things down just to remember things but even then I still struggle. I constantly worry about my job because it takes me so long to grasp things and even my manager has noticed it too but what would I even tell her? Does anyone have any suggestions on how they handle this? It just feels like I’m never going to grasp things.",3.6054220779220802,5.183890464285714,3.9550649350649363,89.37538961038963,72.92857142857143,6.5194805194805205,22.72727272727273,6.980632752743323,0.6250714285714287,555,14,112,5,11,173,93,140,0.11199999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.095,-0.664,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,14,7,0,2,2,0,13,0,0,2,3,29,20,12,0,2,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,14,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,4,17,5,11,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,11,82,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585742469544058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828011820200678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769636029413748,0.0,0.1074333245176663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643631777376322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104862091182447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25016982224014833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276761898571432,0.18039255410416508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175337134058979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309927951574288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528816129139125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504478997682586,0.0,0.0,0.1117313053678733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800229911711872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737529371523676,0.12193743289645495,0.0,0.0,0.1237026544109405,0.0,0.14374164406460885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102406047902802,0.13190913474769386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302179536605514,0.0,0.0,0.10040268709950748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395014410307195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082704817871938,0.0,0.0,0.2639773407435029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899342093572915,0.0,0.09492771040108333,0.0,0.11035204319145696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5871453992112904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472400889651035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571855312411171,0.0,0.0,0.1314354410578542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021498657463722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392509538457975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919148174145328,0.1282176259221363,0.0,0.0896876111978648,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheDomesticatedGod,2019/08/01,"“This semester will be different!” I exclaim, as I buy color-coded binders, folders, markers, notebooks, and a planner only to probably lose half of it in my car on the way home. Or inevitably forget my planner exists and shove all my papers into one of my five folders... But just like last semester, it will be different and organized, I swear!!! Ahh, the vicious cycle of academic ADHD.",5.8229999999999995,7.369178157142862,7.0642857142857185,69.35071428571429,67.42857142857143,9.6,38.285714285714285,9.888512548439397,4.448514285714285,301,17,45,7,5,102,53,70,0.132,0.8340000000000001,0.035,-0.7156,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,1,8,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498348335996445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082563121806359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29198802309618405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372780293895489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221236681198607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32565638863601937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725080589406455,0.22138783468413864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138453486782398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105449927980246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,worldsworstadult,2019/08/01,"Feeling physical disgust/anger/revulsion when thinking about tasks Does anyone else experience actual physical feelings like revulsion/anger/disgust when they think about doing a task your avoiding or just don't feel like doing? Sometimes even thinking about a hobby that has fallen by the wayside or a social event that I have scheduled feels the same way even though I don't \*actually\* have to do them and they are fun. I have anxiety issues too and that likely factors in, but I've only recently started to realize that this is why I'm so good at sticking my head in the sand- I'm avoiding having to overcome those physical feelings which usually doesn't happen until I'm up against the deadline and adrenaline kicks into gear.",13.188947368421054,9.700954661654135,11.729864661654133,58.34276691729326,55.01503759398496,14.549774436090225,49.15639097744361,12.340626583579946,6.176655338345865,602,30,90,13,5,191,89,133,0.062,0.843,0.095,0.6263,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,11,7,0,2,7,0,13,1,1,0,0,20,26,11,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,9,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,6,8,5,14,26,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,11,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.3266615176296303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280389890200834,0.0,0.0,0.11703027255367755,0.17149221515503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646821311388844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981768420900553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210950255297996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372176227914068,0.0,0.0,0.4231411217474131,0.2391409323349157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403835470170237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480063532632791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177178058022338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469270211532548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453082601914059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729381598181186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525948660615536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061449930496295,0.0,0.0,0.16553501591973527,0.0,0.11846664012931775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217353243884637,0.16444196956894186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843364205810149,0.0,0.0,0.13285196521776207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102704023404906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdfupped,2019/08/01,"I feel different on Strattera and now it's stopped working Is it possible? Any one have built tolerance to it?!! It feels like I have stopped it and having lots of withdrawal symptoms!",2.333823529411763,5.269834147058823,3.0267058823529425,85.47417647058826,89.88235294117645,7.425882352941178,33.270588235294106,8.238735603445708,3.471077647058824,147,9,26,4,5,46,26,34,0.10300000000000001,0.706,0.191,0.5,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130858542518929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273796152289326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168740511358593,0.2238542655356871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530849051472811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663953502601393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123311888229724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35325025068210303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239421533427345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256862109236109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281194370394687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dbnrdaily,2019/08/01,"I only have vyvanse withdrawls at work.. So ive been on vyvanse for about 16 months now, im at 40mg. I only take my vyvanse monday-friday, not on weekends, not on holidays. So only on days i have work. On the weekends i feel no withdrawl, im a little tired and lazy during the weekend but i always thought that was normal, ive always been like that. And i do go out on weekends/ also do chores & errands just fine. Sometimes, like today, i don't take my vyvanse (didnt have time to get my rx yet), and when im at work, im SUPER irritable, pissed off at everything, hate everyone, just in a generally shitty mood. Ive noticed this is a pattern when i don't take them on workdays. I don't like my job, and this job is the reason i sought out psychiatric help in the first place. So im wondering if its just work, or if my brain knows my pattern of taking it?",1.8820073664825048,3.317493591160222,4.110475138121547,87.08457090239409,77.17679558011051,6.5946224677716385,25.32633517495396,7.3011,1.152159926335175,664,24,142,8,15,230,99,181,0.141,0.743,0.11599999999999999,-0.552,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,6,12,8,2,0,7,0,17,4,2,1,0,22,28,14,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,2,0,1,5,1,20,5,20,23,0,32,0,0,0,0,2,18,1,4,16,90,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905094671131307,0.18531337967327186,0.12065362904535536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430955653110345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181508012236874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640494462947403,0.10007913595539927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630468260738815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471892459916292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817864853538175,0.0,0.06328589228520022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994049433961013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463923900664425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014152002279696,0.0,0.22100628672795145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611980661989989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632080058067783,0.11160745710955572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888289131159888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910473913879487,0.0,0.12677896568776964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540726085829664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634278831932995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449199199484585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013342892886324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349018864525598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840382210945398,0.0649322828754505,0.12798675698578665,0.10555198594887108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207602809539142,0.3242724976196027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vadis_,2019/08/01,"Advice? Well, I have been living with ADHD since I was diagnosed at about 9 years old. Was prescribed Focalin and straterra throughout my teenage years, barely passed my last class to graduate high school at 18, and now its starting to trickle over into my work-home life. I can’t focus at all for more than 10 min intervals and what makes it worse, my job is extremely fast paced, to the point when I get home after a shift, im so mentally drained I can’t even stay awake for more than a hour afterwards.. I still see my family doc that prescribed those same meds years ago, what do you think would work for me based on past experience?",8.047204301075269,6.666302645161295,7.220000000000002,80.10833333333333,62.87096774193547,10.847311827956991,33.56989247311828,9.725611199111238,2.812563440860216,504,16,102,8,6,155,94,124,0.054000000000000006,0.9279999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.6296,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,1,10,14,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,13,1,17,10,4,26,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,16,61,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987440023642445,0.1706489159951978,0.1548012272466369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724837187804915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534315853266636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082415252499827,0.16462803517085162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123830463127272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450888707549004,0.17517069581944902,0.0,0.1719778940300745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886331313279184,0.0,0.17329586903044175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234884386728172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334814125374312,0.0,0.0,0.1542037494309871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656858949191536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397740548145506,0.0,0.1759885459319004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183247494807908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670653810244754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508421493304154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673747337352008,0.13915954014585713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445785779869538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236058244234584,0.1861350727962532,0.1394617875767803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118974927562558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701564349301594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25426916631939284,0.0,0.1779654973793797,0.12405395979633,0.0,0.0,0.33737292824069554 adhd,curbyourbobs,2019/08/01,"High Caffeine consumption + Concerta causes anxiety? Hey. So i wanted to ask people who are experienced about this. Usually i feel alright in the morning. I dose my daily 36+18mg, and then take around 400mg of caffeine during 2 hours. Can this cause anxiety for the rest of they day? I feel absolutely terrible at the evening, so terrible that i need to get drunk to get past it. Is it possible, that the combination of these two stimulants are making me so anxious that i cannot stand it?",3.1339883040935703,5.4726330421052625,5.046666666666667,77.68111111111115,76.47368421052632,9.27485380116959,29.50292397660819,9.725611199111238,3.313257309941521,389,18,72,12,9,133,67,95,0.17,0.809,0.022000000000000002,-0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,1,5,2,0,4,0,10,14,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,9,1,11,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315420321604997,0.2448035730506717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290441543838208,0.2025804929149826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452107360524667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975029279887474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312494699022804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191349189313044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642829761126915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228950074003969,0.0,0.0,0.2134008404111324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464553775013014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067653299032425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685981494151545,0.15022896892462495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442909565116028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292760730368794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211679443963129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386588333301979,0.0,0.1278122746413578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brawlkin,2019/08/01,"Just started 18mg Concerta a week ago and have a few questions. Hello, so I’ve been on 18 for a week now and haven’t noticed any side effects other than I actually feel more tired than I did before the medication. I could never nap before but now I have to lay down and sleep otherwise I’m tired all day. Also I know this sounds crazy but I’m actually eating more now that I’m on the medication. I’ve read everywhere that it suppresses your appetite but I’m constantly hungry. I have an appointment to talk about this with my doctor but I won’t be able to see him for a few weeks. I DO notice that my focus and interest in things has most definitely increased. School always bored me to death but I’ve been spending my days studying science and math and actually enjoying it vs playing video games.",3.1242857142857154,5.1297130000000015,4.797142857142859,81.02500000000002,75.25,8.071428571428571,26.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.140232142857143,640,24,124,14,14,216,100,160,0.107,0.784,0.109,0.0954,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,12,7,1,1,2,23,20,13,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,9,7,1,1,4,5,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,14,3,14,14,7,18,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,12,80,23,4,0.14346328609555048,0.0,0.4199984172043231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717154704434613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472753805875405,0.1193729466357301,0.0,0.0,0.09755995411067724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441533797940161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503284600318298,0.0,0.11454376023346152,0.0,0.0,0.1850439022201844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684075237873628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679875732438552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253934803934599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788436701490545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890483352761653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064773046793597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32666780417608426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607117135424501,0.0,0.1435021092982225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519250466800016,0.11432166476388785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356689356503075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015440522999118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531035507091132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531063255914096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297798861297885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34523278360149945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alp17,2019/08/01,"It always surprises me how quickly things can go from feeling fine to feeling totally out of my depth and apathetic. Does anyone else deal with this? I feel like I’m always either on or off. I’ll go through a stretch of time where I’m getting things done and taking on extra things and feeling in control of my life. Like I feel like I finally have things together. And then suddenly one or two extra things gets put on my plate that I don’t know how to handle. Or I have to deal with a task I really don’t want to do. And I feel like my brain totally flips. I spent all day yesterday knowing I needed to get things done but when things get like that even doing something small feels like pulling teeth. And it all starts to feel pointless. And I’m suddenly no longer excited and energetic like I was the day before. Even with medication. It really sucks. Not sure how to avoid it or snap out of it. Doing slightly better today but still in that mood.",2.824708978328175,4.854690963157896,3.984613003095976,86.40140866873065,76.21052631578948,7.4179566563467505,24.3343653250774,8.313332769828598,1.5100743034055717,753,25,152,14,17,245,103,190,0.069,0.7559999999999999,0.175,0.9357,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,1,1,3,0,11,4,2,4,5,43,36,19,0,2,8,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,13,0,2,10,0,1,4,4,2,0,2,4,8,15,12,24,32,7,29,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,4,20,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772086863883331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704705772212923,0.10326520760165006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575983523536171,0.0,0.0,0.08913533512835804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250837278055408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303792380698985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999479736139485,0.20780793728514496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819683401124083,0.20627422569188705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419217264860898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331338783535263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076757022939128,0.2880006885594482,0.0,0.11040404140374832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062210372055504,0.0,0.11455583882147885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077659735103676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118678143428245,0.3446660999454161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015293649805419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473012373887797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829390590048129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131584453763072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912973415985693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758851430640494,0.0,0.0,0.07133549575859544,0.0,0.08048630234516252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498780959591442,0.0,0.07577709095214992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686952853933216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058768011817463814,0.0,0.0955315304329964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845140883948564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944506594420543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BeautifulTonight,2019/08/01,"ADHD diets and foods to avoid Hello guys, it has taken me 3 years to finally create an account here and post this. I believe I really need help. I am a 24 year old guy who has been in college ever since the age of 17. I am very socially awkward, and has to avoid certain foods to be socially adequate (for example: Ever since I quit drinking coffee, my social life has changed for the better. I could never interact and socialize with people freely by being myself before. I never knew that my intense social anxiety and really weird personality were induced by caffeinated drinks. It is really difficult to explain this even to other fellow people who has ADHD or even doctors because people rarely go through this issue). Also at times, I stutter a lot and have difficulty spitting out words after eating certain foods. If anyone is going through the same issue out there, please I would be so thankful to have your advice.",7.544647058823529,8.018825935294121,8.254117647058822,66.16352941176473,63.17647058823529,10.329411764705883,34.64705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.8476941176470585,739,30,110,15,10,248,115,170,0.094,0.767,0.139,0.8464,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,3,6,0,18,10,1,1,6,28,25,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,9,9,7,2,3,2,1,2,2,6,0,0,4,0,14,4,20,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,3,11,87,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241920432077156,0.09835277538506494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048875407633058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699600397508444,0.0,0.0,0.07037593314123076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613545324272946,0.0,0.08564465722728905,0.113396653947298,0.0,0.08901562372358683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647301219516124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035982210032076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301824136191884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971948786504176,0.0,0.10298877912766148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295507559727493,0.1820850794621474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025576549420213,0.0,0.0,0.36511453629240936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440198692458164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931613596329836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746272302220274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101022522816086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109117547067252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556795213887959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462975896122133,0.1552530127889075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561391258544653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093314723285581,0.08788258998947786,0.0,0.1104820827468692,0.0,0.0,0.09639366272923064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107052314860181,0.0,0.0,0.19343446363243108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651534125282766,0.0,0.0,0.5129935329554748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266382921952088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868908463061755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304574413007074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149797097931562,0.0,0.0,0.12962896614861405 adhd,ravenclawbookworm7,2019/08/01,"Studying math at university with ADHD Hey so I recently got diagnosed with ADHD-Primarily Inattentive. I'm currently studying math at university and was wondering if anyone else on r/ADHD also studies math and has any math-specific study advice? I tend go have issues keeping track of all the different variables and concepts while working on a proof (as well as outright forgetting what I'm trying to prove sometimes), I am TERRIBLE with computational maths like ODEs and vector calculus since I always make careless errors, and find that I always drift off in lectures and consequently cannot remember what happened (and get confused later in the lecture, since it is cumulative). *So, does anyone have advice? Specifically about writing mathematics proofs, note-taking in math classes, and independently reading and learning math?* (I am going to probably start medication soon, and I'm trying to implement life style changes such as exercise, eating well, schedules, and consistent and plentiful sleep). Edit: I live in Canada, where getting access to a psychiatrist is very hard (looking at 12 week waiting times), so what can I do in the meantime seeing how uni starts next month? Thanks a lot!",8.906805608184918,10.429248615763552,8.868472906403941,59.2927737779462,60.3793103448276,11.56635089048882,40.73853732474422,11.362043627235082,5.473921864342554,971,51,130,27,13,316,139,203,0.07,0.882,0.048,-0.6573,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,6,0,11,6,1,3,4,33,30,22,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,15,1,2,5,2,0,3,1,3,2,0,2,3,8,4,23,28,2,27,0,0,2,0,2,12,0,4,13,79,13,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506213451179231,0.2442668693975873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995008225727753,0.2079942799683293,0.0,0.0,0.0849937652578641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478417667461946,0.12806141939997204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221705875822448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685666548766358,0.0,0.130582230644391,0.0,0.0,0.10937480311503052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278903750407716,0.10440853586756446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142335947307728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059851515289753,0.0,0.1420631755917623,0.0,0.0999615449669074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105234057532843,0.0,0.1119615880407963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045137571685606,0.0,0.11109199159131387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828026868600533,0.06106112739529643,0.0,0.11036362845673507,0.0,0.10495552575220103,0.0,0.0,0.10625737661136007,0.0,0.0,0.0834281432707253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590876338855347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976145819829177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292246394040144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475446086484832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501835105277714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340714361268695,0.0,0.1415831064724016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959648738463993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067769870003871,0.0,0.12507479079606834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361289449736383,0.0,0.1769293850778148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506896160899882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287948364651804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971258125475547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312532542180708,0.0,0.0,0.10025504978356516,0.0,0.22475220225580547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554038963655726,0.09099022528059944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,anonamoususersorry,2019/08/01,"boredom how do I cope with boredom, adhd seems to make me only interested in certain things but with a small attention span it’s hard to stay interested in it, it’s hard to do the things I love doing bc after a little bit I get bored, I end up doing nothing all day sometimes bc it seems like nothing interests me.",4.89484375,5.226286296874999,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,68.84375,8.9,31.625,8.841846274778883,2.5836375000000005,249,10,48,4,4,86,42,64,0.151,0.626,0.223,0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,10,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,6,9,9,2,10,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053206769195136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366718244687834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980765318273666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920061517558999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326061745270526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883915089735892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059096419749169,0.2172743750977139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565589404790487,0.0,0.14470490738294522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160199134774069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487389131212338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39470376174599264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440477695319207,0.0,0.0,0.23106274672361585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28804312277418315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,knotyourproblem,2019/08/01,"Oops! And a question. Background: I normally take 54mg of concerta every am. Have just started taking an additional 5-10 of Ritalin in the afternoon instead of increasing the concerta to 72 mg. Oopsie: I think I may have accidentally taken 2 54mg pills this morning. Question: what can I expect out of this day?",2.7709605911330044,5.668372500000004,5.544876847290643,70.06637931034484,82.6206896551724,8.83152709359606,32.42364532019705,9.23628265651192,4.111233497536944,247,14,39,8,7,88,44,58,0.053,0.9470000000000001,0.0,-0.4003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,7,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116119291062592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628042206031476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056132422322042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6988386998549503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077704208078594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690467717366783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986434767303596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,-Querencia-,2019/08/01,"Learners Permit Panick All my friends are getting their learners permits so they can drive. Heck! I have a friend who is a few years younger than me and just got his. Which is sorta awkward cause I haven't even goten mine yet people asked and I said I would try this summer. Well its August now and I still haven't tried I have studied a bit through an app on my phone but I have this fear of failing so bad I have no idea how hard the test is and if I will even be able to remember any of the answers to some of the questions especially when I got to the section for fines! It's been a practice nightmare! How can I remember some of this...I really don't wanna fail. This and trying to getting a job has been terrifying this year! But let's not even get me started on that... I feel like I am a failure for being behind.",1.2825696594427285,3.3330005730994188,2.686157550739594,93.72003095975231,81.28070175438596,5.19312005503956,22.92432060543517,6.2272716619740125,0.3449639490884073,642,22,141,5,17,208,110,171,0.182,0.745,0.073,-0.9729,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,13,10,0,2,11,0,22,0,0,5,1,27,31,13,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,5,3,21,5,16,21,6,13,0,2,0,0,10,3,1,5,10,107,30,4,0.15925050666547125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829580546508437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887772649402056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296752116756122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386030775908187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359413791642174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315550373175735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920109427493794,0.08052184111240075,0.11376859378156845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460730928235622,0.0,0.2496054507313132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25473435598204325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265717398496028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977443798702405,0.0,0.0,0.15803155510918968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628444326173762,0.0,0.07780175350294785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040424981306228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839701365592125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201995241217793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36079956004205505,0.0,0.15148369983794507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271832827568007,0.0,0.12717766033531094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243619216441605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318533070925435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312699081490014,0.0,0.0,0.20510421011921748 adhd,yokoffing,2019/08/01,A day or weekly paper planner that works best for you? Looking for suggestions for a planner to take with me everywhere I go.,2.1950000000000003,5.000165166666669,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.83333333333334,6.533333333333335,28.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.4609333333333336,100,5,17,2,3,33,20,24,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070192045870462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115813867082608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745761202757523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40571078243885494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632565542442342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875408598035021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517272218714556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pitaoj,2019/08/01,"Some good (maybe ?) free info available on ADHD and parenting from reliable people. Hi, I just wanted to remind people that the ""adhd palooza"" is now running again. This time with a focus on Parenting. I try to remember to download all of the talks while they are free, but sometimes forgets... :O . The last Adhd Paloozas have been a bit ""scattered"", some stuff uninteresting, but some talks REALLY good. Sandra Kooij from last year was an eye opener. I watch some of them over and over because they are so inspiring and get me working when I feel so fed up with adhd that I just wanna do anything BUT write about it.",4.8175438596491205,6.723780754385968,5.083333333333336,81.17833333333336,70.40350877192982,7.522807017543862,27.578947368421048,8.167268648758528,1.9269894736842108,482,17,85,7,9,152,79,114,0.023,0.852,0.125,0.9067,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,8,5,0,0,6,0,7,2,1,0,1,24,11,10,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,9,7,16,8,6,15,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,4,8,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6947747364412383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893362285144518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810247801445258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778633886135418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307732668405854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550952972602748,0.0,0.0,0.242445222153421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561801813178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519706137437738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209608436192329,0.0,0.0,0.20039401284020175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258786545019364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637212149673346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294115856740508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544913818362791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233107865819602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427500925843708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812452449504354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524592423471428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521756870757076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930708187995564 adhd,North_Beyond,2019/08/01,"ADHD boyfriend (17M) can't initiate plans We've been together for 5 months and we see each other every two or three days. I'd like to hang out more. We are usually at his place as he has a PlayStation. If he happens to be in downtown, he comes over because I live here. I'm always the one who asks if I could come over or if we could hang out. He has asked like twice. I like to ask him to hang out the day before because I like to make plans. He usually replies with ""idk yet, maybe, I'll let you know tomorrow"". He also says he doesn't like to plan beforehand because he can't remember if he had made plans the next day/the same day?? It has always confused me but I have never said anything. He has said it's due to his ADHD. Now in the summer evenings he hangs out with his friends from 6 PM to 12 AM and then texts me if he could come to my place. He stays until 2 AM and then leaves. I'd prefer if he came a bit earlier but as long as I see him, it's fine.. He usually just naps when he's here and it makes me a bit sad because I would like to chat and do stuff. When we are together, he's the sweetest. I just wish he asked me first and treated me as a priority when it comes to seeing me. Of course friends are important too. I have never ""restricted"" him from seeing them. What to do? I've watched YT videos about ADHD etc and I try my hardest to understand him and his plan-making, I really do. But sometimes I just can't. When I'm alone, I break down and cry because it can be so frustrating. I'm almost like the opposite of an ADHD so it's difficult.",1.2686391625615772,2.7499971488095234,3.1869540229885054,92.85000000000002,79.0,6.7773399014778315,22.59811165845649,7.6298220110432995,0.7534042692939242,1206,37,285,18,29,406,163,336,0.06,0.843,0.09699999999999999,0.841,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,4,1,1,5,17,15,1,1,11,0,28,0,0,3,2,57,53,34,0,12,14,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,0,11,25,0,1,4,3,0,9,6,4,0,5,6,8,35,11,36,40,6,47,0,1,5,0,43,12,0,10,31,170,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38705238821922056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062390341006133,0.0833890110368912,0.0,0.06438762576303908,0.13398946311000612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625678849522948,0.0,0.3010817336117301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454052568044789,0.0,0.06851213192994486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580253305545912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208743789417234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277425351419777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285345677756344,0.0,0.0884416849366213,0.2077014416501116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979524230102051,0.053179240684577515,0.0,0.06783715922193209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848581508672084,0.0,0.0,0.12441101017467165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119893777957184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424880733291792,0.0,0.0,0.08525350712150745,0.0,0.08233179877889152,0.0,0.27534811892342737,0.0,0.07109600959238775,0.07125303036498619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618501419224173,0.1074884571519108,0.0,0.08088789994758051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426611455418768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419589544840702,0.0,0.08562836238258785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455888619916235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824157835891546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515798179798212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120752947904398,0.0,0.15317595195463735,0.06402857005091825,0.0,0.0,0.2566393628582937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963115798039053,0.0,0.0,0.08581802303662374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217013904506167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466423799923844,0.0,0.07865122283162385,0.08381870633208817,0.0,0.0,0.2660269045905799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925880023163586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719537655989863,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlexeiMarie,2019/08/01,"Any way to get adderall out of your system faster? I was diagnosed about a month and a half ago, and my meds just got upped. This is my first morning on the higher dose, and I feel like s h i t -- but I still need to get work done today. Any tips?",-0.7938888888888869,1.0556544259259262,1.2496296296296308,102.13333333333335,88.07407407407408,4.340740740740742,14.555555555555555,5.46131890053228,-1.1979777777777776,185,3,48,1,6,61,44,54,0.0,0.955,0.045,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,1,7,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315918738516995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730802953055909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784187880018709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807142798557616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869933434517873,0.19596705699840794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333278722731173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663121613621245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193906964958603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340139677964302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046964751306837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218951555868925,0.0,0.0,0.2033973250756569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190642512441052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600137237608557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21773444124336147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970088402729835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,little_montenegro,2019/08/01,"I was just diagnosed with adult ADHD, but I always succeeded academically in high school/college. Since a lot of people with ADHD struggle academically, is this (or can this be) normal? To be clear, I've always had massive focus issues that only got worse in college and early adulthood (I'm 25) and my diagnosis was like a giant light bulb going off in my head. But I can't really reconcile my diagnosis and symptoms with how I always managed to get good grades as a child. This obviously hasn't translated into me being a functioning adult, so I was wondering if anyone else went undiagnosed as a kid because they did fairly well in school, and if so, how you managed to succeed. I might be stereotyping here so please let me know if this is an insensitive question (I'm also not trying to sound like I'm bragging here, I'm just genuinely curious because this is the one thing I can't wrap my mind around when thinking about my past). Also, shoutout to this subreddit for explaining literally every one of my quirks and a lot of thing that have always frustrated me about myself -- you guys have been a great comfort for me to read over the past week :).",8.289339975093396,7.386972205479452,8.823860523038608,67.26014943960149,62.10502283105023,11.799252801992528,36.34744707347447,11.022393298168332,4.052293150684931,919,36,160,21,11,309,129,219,0.059000000000000004,0.7709999999999999,0.17,0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,2,16,10,1,1,10,0,21,3,1,2,2,34,33,21,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,5,10,10,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,2,1,2,8,2,21,8,26,19,2,17,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,9,7,117,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961107429285215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703655918845275,0.4100294500043329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861401811653989,0.1262269168443962,0.0,0.10966887026301964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019596338422547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503942124564796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291286506545698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379634502598427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436383412524481,0.0,0.07001404769716363,0.10332936862247544,0.0985295780985069,0.13582193337980172,0.0,0.12198153043747716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643269109278538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016133355781218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858263661297722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677042571592673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597431688886015,0.0,0.12037283182186638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947044167509465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068947499268935,0.12439092525547853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070406427431495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669590248505214,0.09369466660755596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352054218758901,0.08540727937875804,0.0,0.0,0.13523013050849714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800558956241116,0.0,0.12322744099122394,0.0,0.07892129689416709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493580183432972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190743498599064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878922467668755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804584311069486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368937581411913,0.07893780678960394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364070920760283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881887840658783,0.0,0.11076629353971018,0.1142021676333149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335987495053058,0.0,0.0,0.12554531563946816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dreamofmickeymantle,2019/08/01,"Feel like I just got ripped off on ADHD testing My primary care doctor referred me to a local Psychologist (I feel like this was my first mistake not seeing a psychiatrist— won’t do that again) and I feel like the testing was total BS. He did not even ask me about myself besides the typical : “do you drink” “are you in good health” “what is your occupation” . Never did I get a chance to explain why I think I have ADHD. In one of the rare chances I got to speak I mentioned that I always lose my keys and wallet and he laugh and says “haha you’re a blonde “ (I’m non-blonde make btw) but just felt like he was totally dismissing a symptom. The only thing he took stock in was his 4 tests: me drawing some shapes, me connecting numbers in order,me pressing a button in the right window to score a “point” for 6 mins (I figured out quickly that it was 8 seconds until I could press the button each time) and lastly me pressing a button each time a “1” came after a “9” on the screen. He then takes what the machine says and says yeah you’re probably mildly inattentive ( or something like that). I just feel like this guy in no way shape or form knows who I am or anything about me. No offense, but I am an adult, I could see those tests working on an 8 year old who thinks they are games but cmon. What was everyone else’s adult ADHD diagnoses like? Was it similar BS or did someone actually ask you about who you are and why you thin you have this? Not just set me on some outdated machine",4.613936842105264,4.982360786666668,5.435894736842109,84.21268421052633,69.46666666666667,8.315789473684209,28.456140350877188,8.20500826718156,1.7484666666666664,1156,38,241,15,19,378,164,300,0.045,0.847,0.10800000000000001,0.9445,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,1,3,10,14,1,0,20,2,23,5,0,1,3,45,45,16,0,3,14,0,9,7,0,1,4,4,1,3,17,11,1,0,11,2,0,2,7,3,0,3,15,17,35,11,23,27,7,35,0,1,4,0,29,18,0,6,20,156,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.10348597761460514,0.0,0.38234145243451023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823909027251066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726714184080638,0.0,0.19827811571838044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128881714582042,0.10812136050277824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933882398389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107634851875158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085429720049521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388508826158398,0.0,0.0,0.08858814985721251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004263933108602,0.0,0.0,0.10133186854781497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144809610668373,0.3030382439893754,0.1018211630715127,0.0,0.0,0.09020300372219854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540486098842279,0.0,0.0,0.08894667917715464,0.16962996850601178,0.0,0.0,0.1050025970157784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127223518202681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828032166222921,0.08644196029510799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626623610261467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863878290268265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078678766026081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178951221671764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127784560815818,0.0,0.0718597772205866,0.08065305694261282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024811417432944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433594268734125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056303618865168,0.0,0.252997033122114,0.0,0.0,0.16901048322091128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985276068106261,0.08163969067839277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022280189040023,0.07973368637284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045250827207826,0.13590048732642518,0.0,0.0,0.12367300365141333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178214393644601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417468698697167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913807419774652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720303369567115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829039720387349 adhd,Concerned_unicorn,2019/08/01,"Advice needed: ADHD partner in college Hi all. I was hoping somebody might be able to give me a little advice... my boyfriend was diagnosed with ADHD about 6 months ago and he's been finding it very difficult to deal with and accept. He has tried some medication recently which he was hoping would improve some of his symptoms, but so far it seems to be giving him huge mood swings. Some days he feels great and others he's not able to get out of bed. He has struggled his whole life with not being able to apply himself to college work, not attending lectures, not submitting assignments etc. He's very intelligent but cannot apply it and so has failed at several attempts at degrees in college. He is due to start into the 3rd year of an undergraduate course in September and I need some advice about how best to support him so he could be successful this time. I have watched him fail and hate himself in the past and it has been heartbreaking for him, I really don't want to see that again. In the past I have tried to help him by nagging him to go to classes, and pestering him about doing assignments. I have offered to sit down and help him with his work, I have even done work for him. I'm worried this approach is just going to make him feel even less capable of doing it on his own, but the alternative so far has been to just let him fail because he won't do it himself. Sorry if this is a long post but I'd really appreciate some advice on what has worked for other people with ADHD when it comes to college/school work, and advice from partners of people with ADHD would be great. Or even if you know any resources where I could find some techniques to apply. Thank you in advance.",5.951174698795183,6.2373104427710855,6.273759036144582,79.64925301204822,66.56024096385542,9.049638554216868,30.756626506024087,8.841846274778883,2.3710019277108443,1345,47,257,20,20,433,170,332,0.099,0.741,0.16,0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,12,16,18,2,1,7,0,37,4,0,2,1,58,59,23,0,11,13,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,15,19,0,0,7,0,0,6,7,8,0,0,7,4,30,9,49,40,12,39,0,4,2,0,39,18,0,13,13,184,45,16,0.2507746452272182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018431875518566,0.4084234682656046,0.07409886403922149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684511939450498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050956632041469295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772417286661775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200671725288241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334820989968887,0.0,0.0,0.05390963336759233,0.0861792159171806,0.0,0.08484366204693815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554317638819622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322667290402092,0.16563428806057018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453279704125821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528023217146142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367313392981274,0.16037726035681116,0.09501400665773012,0.0,0.0,0.1843199544501847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252934804223888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120593057287692,0.0,0.0,0.16605053773102166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593972889777589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547802174895583,0.05904318273710823,0.0,0.08378069179360792,0.0,0.07397588986940508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579800766206725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842096907452228,0.0,0.08867742299916824,0.0,0.0,0.0667219764302312,0.0,0.0,0.123964147921327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959518307463452,0.11590370901867855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005759653768887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710177278956076,0.0,0.08253656949441872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459910972976158,0.0666116414477746,0.07609860619262368,0.0,0.09443465631396934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357389470308958,0.05916652820728016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738803606815626,0.0,0.0,0.09485869852995016,0.0,0.0868836254292658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769598668963548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048742904102755606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350634855282606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794356370527786,0.04930446103401007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332697857243656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042782140617076,0.08489127503973304,0.0,0.11876207526222968,0.0,0.0,0.05383021651887332 adhd,chingslayer,2019/08/01,"I wish I could make the music stop You all probably know what I’m talking about. That never ending incessant repetition of a BIT of a song you heard that lasts for weeks and slowly drives you insane. I wish it would go away, I hate this song anyway!",2.127400000000001,4.40708094,3.414000000000001,88.397,79.6,6.4,18.0,7.554174236665415,0.3796000000000004,197,4,40,3,5,64,39,50,0.17,0.727,0.10300000000000001,-0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,10,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,5,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676829796160198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751257076509348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201206595630102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320286115064095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322103832981625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248804136044306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849612083050564,0.20541884183895776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682162214858276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436286285934967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271705510231566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068862526135548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255318960568397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214432442466432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795898207960102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790181082935785,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dilf314,2019/08/01,"Do you wear a wedding or engagement ring? Are you afraid you’ll lose it? I lose everything. Sophomore year of high school, my grandma died. She wore an opal ring every day and my family gave it to me to keep and to wear. One day, during rowing practice, I took it off and shoved it in my locker. I never found it ever again. Although this was about 6 years ago (and my family 100% forgave me), I still remember it. This fear, along with knowing that, in general, I lose everything, I’m afraid of losing a wedding or engagement ring. This is a fear my boyfriend has as well since I’m sure the ring will be expensive. He has jokingly said he’s not going to give me a ring. I’m pretty sure he will because he knows it’s important to me but I understand. I’m afraid I’ll lose it too. So, to my ADHD married or engaged peeps out there, do you have a wedding or engagement ring? Have you lost it? What have you done to ensure you won’t lose it?",1.3663566948459227,3.404447326424872,3.167433869648214,90.44598036542135,80.91709844559584,6.757458412871557,22.593127897463866,7.85451343220497,1.0795658031088085,726,24,157,13,19,242,106,193,0.11900000000000001,0.752,0.129,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,7,0,7,8,20,0,5,7,0,16,2,2,0,4,24,32,12,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,15,7,0,1,5,1,1,2,3,12,1,1,8,7,24,8,17,19,0,16,0,7,0,0,18,5,0,4,9,98,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918967677970097,0.0,0.09528899422971747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552875377408307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865245599909906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156419990645784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000604863432092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723656807383103,0.09057027875586496,0.0,0.19322150683170686,0.0,0.20267591119870548,0.24192647248685126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178641571571443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312025720548842,0.061092631105373586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357575510597205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554766085973583,0.0,0.0,0.11815432310913315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7215652567739291,0.11734492243094488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290778240209537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284228273034858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936239446443073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177236582866907,0.0,0.1022536086884164,0.0,0.0,0.1087920062392792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892205974753528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584669325971775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026280029320553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943235743046413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190745138099542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665209386837352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384482004619204 adhd,Scarda,2019/08/01,"ADHD and YouTube I can't be the only one here that uses YouTube like this: &#x200B; 1. Opens youtube 2. Opens multiple tabs from recommended videos 3. Watches 2 minutes of video whilst scrolling down recommended opening more tabs 4. Gets bored 5. Switches to the next tab for 2 minutes 6. Gets bored 7. Switch back to the other tab for another 2 minutes 8. Repeat steps 3 - 7 in a random order &#x200B; Basically just rotating between videos until you get bored of youtube altogether.",3.110530303030305,6.222997477272731,3.763181818181821,81.14393939393942,85.5909090909091,6.115151515151515,31.196969696969692,7.492282038375204,2.6072696969696967,390,21,64,7,12,123,64,88,0.073,0.856,0.071,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,11,5,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,6,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915451861574386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312241610312324,0.4836038371361359,0.0,0.20866465451168925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301563904596788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311901586837102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721939286654466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116345012589211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484483819055146,0.15134542345734225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186864989227155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836038371361359,0.0 adhd,HolyApe,2019/08/01,"How do you get over being a poor storyteller? I always seem to forget key details of events I've been to or things I've done. It could have happened a couple days prior to me talking about it, but with the way I fumble through it you'd think it was years ago. This leaves me with little to contribute in conversations. It also makes it hard for me to talk about relevant experiences I've had. What do you do to hang on to the interesting details of your stories?",4.906774193548387,5.493622204301079,5.807688172043015,81.03153225806457,68.89247311827957,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.0366,367,12,74,6,6,121,64,93,0.061,0.9,0.039,0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,10,16,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,1,18,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,5,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066244384602213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907014983197613,0.2071306573360749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875126667771506,0.275437581502032,0.0,0.16053999747471656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474299236462405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435024297580992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005625104139393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201289928567778,0.0,0.22299341434593428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26358214385538303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494944077483071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616347486695138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226617568750475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001628562688949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537879418637866,0.15950502881025702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758995919863206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030349835765031 adhd,allieExpress,2019/08/01,"Do people with adhd memorize songs quicker than neurotypicals? after a bit of searching i couldn’t find anything to support or deny my case. it usually takes me a few days to fully memorize a song, yet i can’t really memorize much else in that span.",6.195,6.8493701666666675,7.858333333333332,67.22,66.08333333333334,11.4,34.75,11.20814326018867,4.4026999999999985,200,9,33,6,3,70,41,48,0.054000000000000006,0.884,0.061,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,7,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38468808158352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634082375813037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494572891787652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643269893805316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26739558477856923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292558061566328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353042672970242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191131691168056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505897218075067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632363259042378,0.0,0.0,0.2406691609270845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525358416290662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,skatedog_j,2019/08/01,"My new medication changed my life. TL:DR; Intuniv made me so mentally organized, rested, anxiety-free, and focused in a way I never have been on anything else before. My girlfriend recently started pursuing an ADHD diagnosis because as we got to talking more about my ADHD, we realized she had a lot of symptoms too. Long story short, she got a prescription from her doctor for intuniv and it changed her life. It's a high blood pressure and ADHD medication. I watched her anxiety disappear literally over night, the first time she took it. She could stay on task, finish things, and was significantly happier. So the next night I tried it too. All the same things. Anxiety essentially gone/at healthy levels, staying on task, able to find my things. For reference I have tried numerous stimulants and they all made me feel run ragged. This new medication has given me a freedom I never thought I could have and I just had to share. Don't hesitate to explore other medication options and research things on your own. My doctor never would've thought to suggest intuniv but because I came in with the information myself I was able to get what I really needed.",5.537756302521007,7.759377509523812,6.534313725490197,70.21676470588237,69.14285714285714,10.274509803921571,35.210084033613455,10.46071229359064,4.399268907563028,927,48,150,28,17,308,128,210,0.028999999999999998,0.912,0.057999999999999996,0.6915,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,1,1,1,6,2,0,1,10,0,12,10,1,3,5,35,25,11,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,8,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,14,2,31,1,20,9,7,32,0,0,1,0,16,10,0,2,14,108,42,3,0.1979036203498734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567625397378725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139572788162364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142890853333251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064021009028945,0.0,0.08420070231367721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317450977711364,0.0,0.0,0.2093557892465646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580099372852227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256274132251667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266154018220627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003300839367609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904401618367021,0.0841683591852455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169823673105178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828160403357236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454802028118884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397851797584914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875692381729455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412529046051317,0.0,0.18726119068440386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39873415397133655,0.0997201509422003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337151343088151,0.22895320857752902,0.19113654974942265,0.1052363727048562,0.18571914133944809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633910634039742,0.0,0.0977029749124226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003860054399211,0.21093892737840148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028488187431864,0.0,0.07953371679066296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26295674321481377,0.0,0.0,0.15711336850889096,0.0576995962623839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993910201362857,0.13436356748274328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854334108922244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029252688214474,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CuriousUmpire,2019/08/01,"Constantly looking tired I always look like I'm on drugs and completely out of touch with reality. It's comical when I look in a mirror and see these three rings around my eyes and my generally worn-out face, like I'm twenty years older and sick. I definitely have ADHD fatigue and plans to fix that, but even in periods when I get more sleep it doesn't go away. Is this common in ADHD? Did any of you see improvements with meds? If I start treating it, it would be a nice extra to not look like a freaking zombie all the time.",3.5692757009345786,4.847044373831775,4.955221962616822,83.35844042056075,72.55140186915888,8.340654205607477,24.589953271028037,8.841846274778883,1.6343841121495333,416,12,86,8,8,139,77,107,0.052000000000000005,0.7759999999999999,0.172,0.9187,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,6,7,3,0,1,15,17,9,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,9,8,5,13,14,3,17,0,1,7,0,1,7,0,1,12,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40898633385049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158253755798833,0.0,0.0,0.1157111913236144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147396795807766,0.0,0.0,0.15986616350543487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840421303547974,0.18387703713931386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732570511282532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238573044132492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889893116035745,0.0,0.09670297133599262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493873205771056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715491664094641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900377518249006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118290787470944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702778198336828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043653946495933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921871151611572,0.19556806809971367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087318453223055,0.0,0.0,0.10957420001846374 adhd,Vladdy2015,2019/08/01,Mydayis Sleep Struggle Hey so I’ve been averaging less than 5 hours of sleep all summer I’m 17 btw. For some reason I’m acting really strange like paranoid I’m starting to see things and I struggle to feel emotion anymore. I see things that scare and hurt me but I can’t stop. I’ve been overthinking everything and can’t control my own thoughts. I’ve lost my appetite and can be really agitated easily. Is this normal on mydayis I honestly don’t know.,1.4216666666666669,4.100287722222227,3.3305555555555566,84.5425,88.44444444444444,6.555555555555558,26.38888888888889,7.793537801064563,2.0782222222222217,365,17,68,8,12,122,62,90,0.222,0.6779999999999999,0.1,-0.8206,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,3,0,0,8,2,2,2,1,14,18,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,3,7,2,6,13,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879843619534006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135190265361904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414351938019224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109459188227902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625809215684586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747863519718289,0.0,0.20379777506552427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462378656994707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300642229723692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781415011184085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865247000503058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243915088017432,0.1957347099087388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905961547374765,0.0,0.30340458357572986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810201123935938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474668588091998,0.0,0.0,0.1591599940119358,0.0,0.3980374918931773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25295015465065324,0.0,0.0,0.15113455687098792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pale_Refrigerator,2019/08/01,"""There's nobody that actually diagnoses Adult ADHD in your area. Sorry, there's nothing we can do to help you"" UK Why is this so hard? This has been such a dragged out, patronising and accusatory process that I feel humiliated. It's ironic that the thing I'm seeking treatment for is preventing me from putting my foot down with all these so-called professionals that just keep waving me off. &#x200B; I tried going private, but I was refused due to needing a Thyroid test first and due to them being overwhelmed(which I don't doubt as there's no NHS support at all in my area). So my GP talked me out of getting a thyroid test and said that he would be able to help with getting a referral for my ADHD. Only to refer me to a fucking stress management service who are just as confused as I am because they don't even treat ADHD. &#x200B; So now I have to go back to my GP, demand a Thyroid test after wasting another 2 weeks of my fucking life, and pay out thousands for privatised treatment, which isn't even covered by my insurance. &#x200B; And the government says ""Whilst we recognise the need to continue to improve support for people with ADHD, we believe the existing statutory framework provides the scope to achieve this."" Yeah fuck you. Can you imagine if I had broken my leg and the ambulance guys just said ""Sorry mate, the hospital's too far away. There's nothing we can do to help you. Hope it sets right""? That would be unacceptable but because you can't see ADHD I'm on my own?",5.031068524970962,6.537066787456446,5.528153310104532,79.77030197444833,69.2787456445993,8.114750290360048,33.527293844367016,8.563005593585519,2.8059551684088264,1196,57,216,19,21,384,163,287,0.14800000000000002,0.757,0.095,-0.8815,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,4,6,2,2,16,10,3,3,13,1,23,10,2,0,2,38,42,15,0,6,6,0,2,0,1,2,5,3,0,2,15,16,0,3,4,0,1,3,5,6,0,2,5,6,32,4,37,32,3,27,0,0,1,3,25,14,3,4,9,151,47,9,0.08686386248289517,0.0,0.08476659952050146,0.0,0.5219674124885003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823508761266355,0.3166473019207777,0.0,0.09108433361300763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161145818617956,0.06679294846310323,0.0,0.10590280865670064,0.0,0.0,0.09786582726811212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816499195019781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474552387470813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043920978838390405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388635705352592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091272347941264,0.09076556594720456,0.0,0.09873346965505156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600888057507143,0.0,0.0,0.07781295898328733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746690480319425,0.0,0.0,0.08627541509395434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720859212819295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135451494127325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881690676612353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666964375673285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606388165379604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060220465065360974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732217375511467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418126394431132,0.16525484969118093,0.06907762990654884,0.0,0.0,0.06921925209667973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944739648008693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950226099180016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714416352449526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981788231912046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577084904793056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058974860732201276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967695093636421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838112508129158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341119132376173,0.0,0.3166473019207777,0.0 adhd,MY_DOG_CALLED_ASPEN,2019/08/01,I hit myself in the head when emotional Is this normal,0.16000000000000014,2.3390945454545498,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,103.54545454545456,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.6046,44,1,8,1,2,15,11,11,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212380588928683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667962349297626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411148697388259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Throwaway31146,2019/08/01,"How to read and process large amounts of text? I feel like I should preface this by saying I don't have an ADHD diagnosis, but I'm on the waiting list (only...2 years to go? lol) I'm currently writing up my PhD thesis and the whole thing has been something of a nightmare and I flip flop between sitting at my desk all day and not achieving anything to getting into 'flow' and churning out thousands of words in a day - which is exhausting, annoying (I never get things done when I'm meant to), and ultimately not very productive as I kind of just have to wait until my brain plays ball. My current problem is that now my thesis chapters are written I have to review and edit them myself and also edit based on feedback from my supervisors. I'm finding it extraordinarily difficult to read through pages upon pages of text (for context it's about 5 chapters each around 40 pages long). My eyes wander away from the line I'm on, all the words seem to blur and I just can't concentrate from one sentence to the next. Even if I am reading it I'm not really processing what I've written if that makes sense. I've tried making the text bigger, changing the line spacing, colour etc but nothing seems to help. It's taking all the energy I have just to read the stupid thing without even doing the editing part. I'm looking for advice and tips, even just some commiseration would be appreciated!",5.812024928930684,6.460800996282528,6.285265689919092,78.18378307456813,66.9182156133829,8.559895036081349,32.55215394708069,8.4952907291091,2.5273855674611854,1104,45,205,15,17,358,165,269,0.092,0.86,0.048,-0.9329999999999999,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,13,8,2,0,13,1,17,3,2,3,4,48,39,19,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,14,0,2,5,6,0,2,7,5,0,2,5,5,19,3,39,31,12,27,0,0,3,0,4,13,0,6,12,139,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696243232933227,0.1276261845122425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444517237757757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747719943948293,0.11626658632543313,0.0,0.0,0.12270816794648612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579893352691206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816330293468634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845948751126422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365477331463446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565965819786678,0.2587911059487041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603806582380058,0.09330459638076258,0.0,0.0,0.11937106226940775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647196799987507,0.0,0.07422611631771478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754211462178428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600553171506666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380725090305367,0.0,0.0,0.11558175892809144,0.10967572743913123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436037286337874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073101434455048,0.0,0.1389004325516372,0.0,0.0,0.1253195011564971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850166792562887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143303073091942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497182629458707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225633808867457,0.0,0.08366922861751165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386273692820057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377966867650289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054649587614176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819908308641763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030547544629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867256236052742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776321686708942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581637825363636,0.0,0.1258990427952834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277840102357444,0.0,0.0,0.08410566090810337 adhd,69thLordBrommander,2019/08/01,"Possible signs of ADHD? Sorry if this breaks rules, just wanted some anecdotal thoughts from others. Obviously I shouldn’t be getting diagnosed online, but wanted to see if the potential meeting I’m scheduling with a specialist is worth going to. (In a really tight spot with money so need to make sure I am not wasting my limited funds, even on reduced rate which I’ve applied for) Apologies on wall potential wall of text but want to provide enough context. So I think I have ADHD. I have a very hard time doing things. I noticed it takes a lot for me to get any task started, like I sit there and know I need to start but, but don’t. I’m usually jumping around on websites when online, but if I’m filling something out or working on something, I typically go to other sites a lot as well and kind of jump back and forth. Even if it’s like critical stuff that I absolutely need to do. Same thing at work. I worked at an office (separated cuz it wasn’t what I wanted to do, but also had trouble making deadlines). I would jump/mess around a lot, pivot tasks, and even at times would need to bring work home because I didn’t get it done at work even though I had the time. My mind usually feels like it’s going in a bunch of directions so if I don’t write stuff down I’ll likely forget it. I have prob a few hundred tabs open on several windows on my comp cuz I either start reading/interacting with it but then jump to another. I plan on going back to it, but then I rarely do. Even when I’m just chilling, I’m usually simultaneously using tv, computer and phone. I’ll try to focus on one, but inevitably I use multiple. I have a huge procrastination problem. Like I mentioned, can’t get started on stuff. I mean, I can’t even focus on video games. I’ll be on my phone as I’m playing on console and if on my comp then I’m def watching tv and still using my phone. I’m conversations I can’t shut up. I feel like I need to say everything I’m thinking or I’m forgot, and I switch topics a lot. I think my mom went and got tested for ADHD and said she had it. Not 100% sure if she actually did or not but she says she has it. And I noticed she’s like me when talking. She cuts me off a lot and will begin to start another chain of topic and says its cuz she’ll forget, but it’s super irritating when she does it cuz it’s constant. I try being mindful of this kind of stuff cuz I don’t want to do that to my friends and co workers cuz I know how that comes off. So I have to actively fight my urges and let people speak. But I ramble when I talk. But anyway, sorry for all the text, just wondering if this seems like I have it or if I’m just lazy and self centered. Idk. Any thoughts/comments appreciated.",1.7654830053667254,3.693554327370308,3.737741502683367,87.41176431127016,79.07155635062611,6.661359570661897,23.809033989266553,7.680030821947732,1.1319348837209309,2115,73,449,33,52,717,249,559,0.066,0.816,0.11800000000000001,0.9839,0,0,2,0,1,0,61.0,0,0,0,9,30,20,2,0,15,0,36,1,0,12,4,115,95,65,0,23,34,1,4,8,1,5,1,5,2,1,31,24,0,3,11,5,3,11,12,4,1,1,12,11,58,16,61,74,12,71,0,0,2,0,28,33,0,21,33,295,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.06156279500711492,0.0,0.2274511871222481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050449818031666746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580122985888253,0.13230225561239042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231975571022976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701841568294377,0.0,0.03845661461524915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543429670322353,0.0,0.06817350918649126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403091968931983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520694720589785,0.06455883828130426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518465882669704,0.0,0.2500060827345388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056697591481920835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379631203881672,0.09013724237843533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048740054863546316,0.0,0.13183923766485586,0.0,0.14341281559242106,0.0,0.05045560383595941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056512627259827364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328035985376781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138863520700586,0.06934078564348742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450966652973275,0.0,0.2465649009049677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26816712870564346,0.0,0.0,0.0842207340238873,0.0,0.0,0.06871910283226641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739766812365902,0.0738855118597868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23388719346868125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436475632297428,0.0,0.0,0.042748677997351874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373586019756867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111993910363891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060364742114212916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404144802724226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000919284847098,0.15050545829029122,0.0,0.0,0.050271340970131376,0.05743108706096814,0.06581241300597387,0.0712691761346068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713330554590698,0.0,0.1412391307069147,0.2232628298057386,0.0,0.05038052776135934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888733161175848,0.0,0.0,0.11891553814498987,0.0,0.04743278947040975,0.1014122071985048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838230149526828,0.12126880426932787,0.06198163368981256,0.05008320409196948,0.11035778876332912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566244918086058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634580382313619,0.20844081093337172,0.05205252246411004,0.1860486634256393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056721852798656186,0.05848131534221682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684140306708716,0.22963664483289445,0.0,0.0,0.08962890945284481,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,livhawkins,2019/08/01,"Vyvanse to generic Concerta/ Focalin Hello! I (21 F) have been taking Vyvanse (40mg and then 50mg) for a little over a year now. Vyvanse worked really well for me for a long time, until I took a break from it and now whenever I take it I get migraines and feel depleted to the point of not even wanting to move if I take it more than 1 or 2 days in a row. I went to my doctor, and he ended up switching me to generic concerta (18mg, manufactured by Trigen Labs). However, my insurance doesn't want to cover my meds so he sent through another prescription for generic Focalin to see if it was covered as an alternative to the Concerta. It wasn't covered either. So I've been trying to weigh my options between the two. I've read some not so pleasant things about the generic version of Concerta, since it doesn't have the same delivery mechanism. So- has anyone switched from vyvanse to Focalin or Concerta? What was it like? Which did you prefer? &#x200B; tl;dr Switching from vyvanse to methylphenidate group; pros and cons of generic concerta vs generic focalin",4.2158591712547056,6.2835796847290695,5.226664734859462,78.85854824688495,72.34975369458128,8.126224282816576,34.1086641553173,8.841846274778883,3.2492001738626493,848,45,147,17,17,278,121,203,0.025,0.945,0.03,0.2742,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,11,0,11,3,0,0,0,20,22,16,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,1,1,9,2,13,3,31,13,5,19,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,6,10,101,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996073444494873,0.2238531288819296,0.0,0.19317562108738776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881416719796862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880966654773835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856174795727654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316836987039662,0.0,0.0,0.1216786518726252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314952450462266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624978237034347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000286436954494,0.18464150900943047,0.0,0.16303302877291967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046320691491073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580166092913026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415185238588982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427451593980898,0.0,0.11801903590248485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680320407011255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239254423897666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155420566387798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239067958404044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742288198342867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468037813071188,0.12507645276177576,0.0,0.1799607260105327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732095764124146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564009574726582,0.1707781074623207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341177481356979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238531288819296,0.11863464236884548 adhd,officialuknow,2019/08/01,Playing music and trying to complete a task tht requires concentrating ex. Homework It can’t be done for me I get so into the music I completely can’t or I gets stressed because I’m trying to do 2 things at once any1 else have this problem,1.204965986394555,3.7356768775510223,3.2480612244897955,86.32134353741499,86.3469387755102,4.899319727891157,26.534013605442176,6.42735559955562,1.26005850340136,193,9,36,2,6,65,41,49,0.122,0.838,0.04,-0.5754,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744930071676534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760173200295209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811046274729688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946937989119734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870297915570762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29253732864615073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628425293308242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31465801963430384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249273081141132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729947983339308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nrtrneiei,2019/08/01,"Splitting up your dose? Hi guys, I was recently (and bloody finally) diagnosed and treated for ADD just after the ripe old age of thirty. It's still fresh and I'm a week after week 4/4 of incremental augmentation landing at 40 mg biphentin. My question is moreso for those who've been on a form of treatment for some time- my doctor recommended that depending on the day I should open up the capsule and divide it out depending on what I may require. I have an irregular and demanding schedule between the hospitality industry and my studies with one days' hours opposite to the next but nonetheless I wanted to know is this something that is often reccomended? Objectively I see a logic but it still feels a bit weak and self-medication-y.",6.705709651257094,7.877922474452558,7.486812652068127,68.49831305758316,65.13138686131387,11.052392538523925,36.390105433901056,10.980518767755715,4.429863584752635,597,29,100,17,9,199,98,137,0.06,0.9159999999999999,0.024,-0.6767,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,10,0,8,4,0,2,0,26,13,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,10,1,19,9,3,25,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,6,16,71,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441117740671275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769444708223584,0.0,0.0,0.2179293534422872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197680332870228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856543293521308,0.0,0.0,0.2352077886487099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125998008893161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144922717894826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118000746012914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834989799810276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253053590296584,0.0,0.14549520453052836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405278959638875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200335760274036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109860185445466,0.0,0.22399266923634306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652966924264125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429404386001838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520097930398424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664339392868085,0.0,0.3444599161528705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slcslut,2019/08/01,"5 year old parenting help, until they will diagnose at 6? My son is 5. He hits every definition dead on the nose listed in the description of ADHDMy pediatrician said I’ll be hard pressed to find a doctor that will diagnose before 6, and medicate before 7. I’ve heard everything all over the books about how horrible to how wonderful the medications are for their children. My nephew from my side and a whole slew of people from my husbands side live with their ADHD. Some more functionally than others, some unmediated, some with counseling, some with meds. And some with meds and counseling. I see my son so frustrated and defeated with himself because he can’t for the life of himself stay tuned into a teachers instruction. Then he wanders around just trying to copy what the other kids are doing, and then he stares into space, or makes a big scene that turns into a class clown scenario because he is embarrassed he didn’t know. He has such a sweet heart, and such a brave personality. I see my little boy hurting, and I’m afraid to set him up for failure in kindergarten. He HATED preschool and was so very reluctant to go. He is already starting to hate this basketball summer camp, where I have developed a large amount of concern. I don’t want to send him in to “big kid” school and have him hate it. Any parenting skills, ideas, until we bridge the option of a true diagnosis and potentially medication?",6.524267501677477,7.527591509505707,6.819955267278013,73.72170655334378,65.46387832699621,10.446790427197495,32.2006262581078,10.46071229359064,3.454952314918362,1129,44,200,28,17,365,164,263,0.14300000000000002,0.797,0.06,-0.9764,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,2,10,11,4,2,16,0,16,9,2,3,2,39,32,20,1,1,2,6,2,0,0,2,7,2,0,5,7,21,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,9,19,3,38,24,9,30,0,2,3,0,33,18,0,8,8,126,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794902602615406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585010722317448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371603958245173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095900971395629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008808039848856,0.0,0.2095076221934001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498992154787605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600381325015306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372179002891464,0.0,0.1106393887485468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125163017441716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996375790016172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027845051575964,0.3646239241474376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588074635040152,0.08251509869181968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178710684834238,0.1389712547203593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765562644213706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695313644765593,0.0,0.12338416710435952,0.10870451332890167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217395385594202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273485171890734,0.37204786683944735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917863421180342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733884334898492,0.0,0.0,0.0853459329078181,0.10749107449884424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710163064273366,0.0,0.0,0.12458945454271525,0.19619847302609547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871347878255265,0.1312142057272859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835806316313807,0.13390355831045853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157502493003652,0.07261088120634038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744302264647856,0.0,0.0,0.1335027879916766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927597979962321 adhd,tomRyanXpress,2019/08/01,"Life Loops So, I had a thought earlier this week while driving to work, at the time it seemed super profound and wonderful. So I immediately thought, ""Wow I should post this on reddit - because it's deep, and I'm sure a lot of others on r/ADHD will relate and have stories to tell about their experiences with it."" It was something about ""time"" and how poorly I manage it, and how disconnected I often feel from it, and how much I seem to be at odds with it. Something along the lines of, ""My peers, coworkers, family, they all seem so ""connected"" to it, they all seem to have a handle on it, and understand at an innate level."" I then proceeded to arrive at my office, and completely forget about posting this esoteric thought all together. I only realized I had forgotten about this entire scenario a few moments ago while getting ready for bed. Standing in my bathroom thinking, ""Ugh look at the time, I have an early meeting tomorrow morning. Jeez I suck at ""time"".... Ah you know what, I should post something to r/ADHD about ""time""...."" I swear some weeks feel like life is just a constant, trolling loop...",7.501699604743083,6.998481400966184,7.653438735177867,73.70845849802375,63.49275362318841,10.619060166886252,36.209486166007906,10.018931242160765,3.55835652173913,858,36,156,16,11,279,121,207,0.054000000000000006,0.853,0.09300000000000001,0.8741,0,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,3,2,13,6,1,0,10,1,11,2,0,3,4,39,28,17,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,15,11,0,0,14,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,6,3,20,4,29,18,7,33,0,0,1,0,6,12,2,8,17,111,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950054415804774,0.0,0.1087965096020516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481766122964399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868452877349415,0.13263212495902849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005764993605415,0.11570293031783163,0.0,0.12411625177033085,0.0876813746076592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412358133360227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745153547154209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338166464180446,0.05996175629209473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306586080405268,0.0,0.0,0.10434427257395333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022379767263253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334492974802272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35263646143696065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44693061609992857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834604718001158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156755806105818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727514653629844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864315329816593,0.0,0.2923118611352433,0.3578366485780641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777068545148493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690002849954014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310006149262246,0.08935199767795922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jitterbugnowj,2019/08/01,"M 40. I have let my emotions ruin my life So ya. When my wife rejects me I get angry. Like angry enough to yell throw shit! I’ve even slapped her during arguments. And I really have damaged this relationship beyond repair. So now im going to loose my family and half of my income. Anyhow. Is it a normal behaviour for an ADHD person to have explosive rage over rejection?",1.0599999999999987,3.6655479452054816,3.9063150684931536,80.05837671232878,90.0958904109589,6.755616438356164,19.62876712328768,7.908726449838941,1.5155599999999994,292,9,51,7,10,103,57,73,0.363,0.609,0.027999999999999997,-0.9838,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,0,1,11,1,7,6,1,6,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334832773253029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121334925951182,0.0,0.2867163798776985,0.0,0.1832763523383249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26158834353572874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497456007862633,0.0,0.1577012293032295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997316241356955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28374740909048524,0.19599599737244947,0.13556524852789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187657254569264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228936661439074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776411945569465,0.0,0.0,0.29791525035105576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848345620924624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bubbell89,2019/08/01,"Relationships and Emotional Disregulation - NEED HELP!! Hi everyone! I'm El (Female) and nearly 19 years old and have been suffering from intense ADHD since I was around 12 years old. I have been with my amazing partner for nearly two years now and I genuinely believe he is my soulmate. However, I tend to sometimes bring a flaw or two into the relationship and I was wondering what I can do to solve them and if these issues are also experienced by others sharing this condition. 1. Emotionally intense and break down/get verbally aggressive during fights/conversations to solve a fight --- if you don't perceive your partner to be paying attention/ not putting enough effort in.... 2. Can't let past problems/issues go sometimes - they can haunt me and make me really emotional that I can't let it go. How do i solve? 3. Much higher sex drive - how can i lower (as a female) my sex drive safely?? I tend to hyper-focus on sex and sometimes my poor partner has more important things to do in his life and i get super frustrated, mad and upset.",3.733558767384782,6.3596056010362725,5.123910553586036,76.41903736024001,75.89119170984455,8.208235614944098,27.77447504772293,8.99025400887824,2.7583740932642478,823,34,139,20,19,274,125,193,0.11699999999999999,0.711,0.172,0.8603,2,0,0,0,2,0,35.0,0,2,2,2,5,10,4,1,4,0,21,4,0,3,0,26,31,18,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,7,14,0,1,3,0,2,6,4,6,0,2,4,1,22,4,18,24,3,21,0,1,0,3,15,7,0,4,7,96,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397138080250014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024548815310728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140510284662214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434365247066244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323421423260447,0.0,0.13237880250709005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242100055010605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387137955206516,0.0,0.14562335014108727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587392579649765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26744110545567457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620160190771821,0.0904926165690813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855188944533076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418051839637627,0.0949969123116663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268873857625212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230189023303127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879267312542295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207484090134662,0.0,0.0,0.2750987865213365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597946108710833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801320872005066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511504502517557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503028065406238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893709989295985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750886981969 adhd,D_M_E,2019/08/01,"I'm the dad of two 20 yr old twins with ADHD. I'm new to /r/ADHD and saw a post about a talk by Dr. Russell Barkely about 30 things parents should know. A lot of what he said was old news to me, but a lot was completely new. The talk is almost 3hrs, so I thought I'd share my notes. [30 Essential Ideas Every Parent Needs to Know (about ADHD)](https://youtu.be/SCAGc-rkIfo) *Sorry about the formatting here. I just did a quick copy/paste from Word.* *For the parts of this that sound like there’s not hope or you can’t change anything – most of this talk is using the baseline of no treatment/no meds. That is, if you do nothing, then don’t expect a change.* 1. Part 1 a. ADHD is a developmental disability. It’s age inappropriate behavior, not abnormal behavior. It’s a delay of a normal trait. By early 30s’, these traits level off for the normal personal, but the ADHD person will always be behind. **Without help/meds,** the ADHD person is 30% behind their age on average. (10 real age = 7 executive age, 18 = 12, 21 = 14, 30 = 20) b. First deficit is inappropriate inhibition. Not suppressing behaviors (motor and verbal), but it’s also not suppressing emotions, snap anger, impatience, quick decision making, not delaying to consider consequences. c. The real problem is not restlessness, it’s lack of inhibition in mind, thoughts and emotions. Emotion dysregulation is part of this disorder. It’s not a side effect. d. From 1700’s to 1976, emotions were a part of the ADHD definition, but the DSM removed it and that was a mistake, because quickness to anger, having low frustration tolerance, easily excitable, impulsive is a key part of ADHD. And to display emotions much quicker than most people do. e. The feeling your having is normal. It’s that you’re not moderating it that’s not normal. Inability to self-sooth and self-calm so you can be more socially acceptable. Because the emotional issues are the real social problem. You can’t be physically impulsive and not emotionally impulsive too. They are linked; they go together. f. The behaviors will be forgiven by friends in a social situation (restlessness, forgetful, arriving late, awkward), but they won’t forgive your anger, hostility and quickness to emote because that’s personally offensive. And that’s the biggest tragedy. Inability to make and keep close friendships is key problem and it’s due to the mood component of ADHD. Also explains job and marriage issues – distractibility doesn’t kill these – the emotion does. g. ADHD causes Oppositional Defiant Disorder. Because the ADHD emotional problems come first and that can lead to ODD (not always). Half the traits of ODD are found in ADHD and are mood related: Anger, Temper, Hostility, easily annoyed and irritability. When you treat ADHD, you get a reduction in mood problems too. There are still learned social conflict behaviors that need to be unlearned. 2. Part 2: Failing to Develop on Schedule a. Attention Deficit is the wrong name. Other things can cause attention problems, so need to be more precise. What is nature of inattentiveness? ADHD is distinct. b. It’s a failure of persistence to a goal. A problem with behavior, motivation and the future. It’s a problem with the motor part of the brain – can you sustain action going forward in time. c. Resist distraction is also a motor issue. It’s not that you perceive distractions more than others, it’s that you respond to then more that others. It’s an inhibitory failure not a perceptual difference. ADHD person is compelled to react. Distraction provokes response and response cannot be inhibited. d. Working memory disorder also exists. Once you get past distraction do you remember to go back to what you were doing. Holding in mind the what and when of what you were doing. It’s what you lose when you get old. You don’t have a bad memory – you have a bad working memory. Like walking into a room and forgetting what you were after. If you can’t hold the goal and steps in your mind, you won’t be able to get back to what you were doing. It’s gone… just forgotten. So anything else will be picked up. e. Three interacting executive function issues: persistence toward the future, resistance of distraction along the way and working memory. This is what sets ADHD apart from all other issues that also have attention issues, like autism, learning disabilities, depression… 3. ADHD is a disorder of self-regulation, not attention. Attention should not have been used as a name. It’s misleading. Should have been SRDD: Self Regulatory Development Disorder a. Knowing this explains the WHY. b. Self-control: Consciously inhibit behavior and then engage in series of self-directed actions. c. The ADHD person has to be able to ask, “why would I work to change my behavior for some future goal? They don’t stop and think about delayed reward and consequences. It’s about what’s happening now, and they don’t have the forward projection in time to see the connection between action today and reward or penalty in the future. This is what causes them to be so far behind other kids who have developed this ability to create self-motivation from an unseen future goal or penalty. 4. How normal Self control develops a. Self-control is not learned. It’s not about how good your parents were, how you were raised. It’s largely genetic and part of who you are. It’s neurogenetic, neurobiological. b. Inability to direct behavior toward yourself comes from inability in these 5 executive abilities. They can be enhanced by training, but they don’t originate in the beginning by training in the social environment. c. These are the 5 deficits that are present in ADHD i. Can you stop and wait? The waiting is the hard part. The ADHD brain is about EVENT-RESPONSE-EVENT-RESPONSE. Not EVENT --- wait--- RESPONSE. ii. Mental Imagery: They cannot visualize the relevant past. Do you have recent experiences that would tell you what to do in this instance? They are not looking forward either with visual imagery. Lack of hindsight and foresight are different sides of the same coin: applying the past to now, or extending now into the future. “They don’t have the mind’s eye” iii. Can’t talk to themselves. Internalizing speech and that voice tells you what to do. Younger kids talk out loud and that becomes private self-talk. “ They don’t have the mind’s voice” This is why they can’t do what you tell them to do. Can’t follow instructions, rules, can’t internalize rules of the situation because that all requires the voice in your head and they don’t have that. iv. The mind’s heart: Manage emotion to meet goals and not conflict with them. Our emotions are our motivations. If you can’t manage emotions, you can manage motivations. Self-motivation is the fuel tank for everything – they can’t motivate themselves internally. So all motivation has to come from the external world. The environment around you and its immediate consequences will determine how hard and how long you can work. If there are no consequences, you won’t get the work done. This is why they can play video games for hours and not do 5 minutes of homework. The video game has instant and continuous consequences for not interacting with it and moving it forward. When a problem is solved on a piece of paper, nothing happens. If you put this person in a work environment without immediate consequences, the work will not get done. It’s not a choice, or willful or the lack of knowing how to do something. They know what to do and know that they are not doing it. They cannot do it without internal self-control and motivation. v. The mind’s playground – the ability to plan and problem solve. The ability to plan and problem solve. The ability to internally simulate multiple future options is the highest executive function in humans. It originates in problem solving and thinking quickly in your mind about multiple possibilities. ADHD people have these 5 abilities, but they are weak and delayed. 5. ADHD people don’t have a subjective sense of time because they don’t look forward and backward. They live in the moment. · ADHD has all the skills and knowledge needed and all that every other kid has (Back of the brain), but lack the performance ability (front brain) to use them**.** **It’s a disorder of doing what you know, not a disorder of knowing what to do.** · Stop teaching skills. They already know what to do. The problem is at the point of performance. All treatment must be at the point of performance. If the intervention is not done at the natural points in the environment where the performance problem occurs, then it will not help. · Talking or helping in the kitchen will have no impact (at all), on performance later in the living room. · It’s not Information Deficit Disorder, it’s Performance Deficit Disorder. · ADHD person is disabled because of the delay to get to the consequence, not the consequence itself. Increase accountability, increase frequency, immediacy and intensity of consequences/rewards. The problem is with the delay and in this life anything that is important has a delayed consequence, so that causes problems throughout life. · Behavioral Treatment not teaching – introduce artificial consequences into the natural environment to increase your accountability. Improve motivation to show what you know. · Behavior Modification is instructional, but here more importantly it’s for motivational value, so you have to use it in life for as long as you have ADHD. The need for it will not go away. · “How long do I have to do this? When will he internalize it and not need it anymore?” Answer: Do it forever, he will not internalize it. If you put a wheelchair ramp on your building for the handicapped person, you don’t say “after 30 days of successfully using this ramp, we’re confident that it can be removed, and you’ll be fine.” The ramp is a prosthesis. No amount of ramp will take the need for the ramp away. This is like ADHD. · At point of performance – the caregivers and the compassion of the people helping are the most important thing. Need people who are invested. · ADHD is like diabetes – a chronic disorder that is managed, not cured and the goal is to prevent the secondary problems (amputation), or in ADHD lack of friends, lost jobs, etc) Managing and Accommodating ADHD Managing the Environment 1) Don’t make them stop and hold things in their mind. Use external, physical form of info. Signs, reminders, PostIt notes, lists… Need a substitute for working memory. Your working memory needs to be replaced with something external that is in your visual field. A paper journal in your pocket with a pen is welded to your body. This is your working memory Journal is better than electronic. 2) You have no internal clock. For anything that involves time, you need an external clock, beeping watches, vibrating things. Any stimulus that will create a sense of time. Be addicted to timers and calendars 3) You cannot see the future coming at you. If you have something due in weeks, you will break that down into the smallest possible steps so the EVENT is as close to the RESPONSE as possible. Accommodations for more time is wrong. You cannot organize into the future, so the accommodation needs to be to break assignment into small steps, each with a consequence. Break the future into pieces. ERO: EVENT coming at you, RESPONSE you take and OUTCOME. If these are kept close together, you don’t need the frontal lobe future visualization. Keep it like a video game. College Accommodations: More accountability, more hand-holding, more reporting to student services, more curriculum materials, study in groups with older and more competent students, substance free dorm, accountable to someone 4 times per day for what you do. Suited to executive level, not numeric age. 2nd Half of talk · Untreated ADHD – don’t go there. Long-term treatment is needed. These cross all parts of life. o Education/Job Problems o Driving (distraction). All forms of driving stats. ADHD drivers MUST be medicated. o Managing Money. Impulsive person without foresight and has credit card. o Social Problems – sustaining long-term relationships o Sexuality – issues related to impulsiveness. ADHD is best predictor or teen pregnancy. Every treatment plan needs these 4 components · Good evaluation from expert (young age) · Family needs to be expert (we are) · Like it or not, medication is the most effective tool. Should start with it first, not last. You can be there all the time as a parent. Meds will be there working when you can’t be there. · Make accommodations. Create external devices to help them show what they know What can you do as a parent? Three roles: · Become a scientific Parent expert · Be and experimenter. Try, revise, try, revise until you find what works (meds and behavioral mods) Become very skeptical. Don’t trust single sources and stuff too good to be true. · Become executive parent. Own it. Advocate for it. Don’t wait for silver bullet. Make it a part of who you are – just a part, not all of who you are. Find the other things that you are good at that can compensate for it. Dig in. **Read: 7 Habits of Highly Effective Families.** Photocopy the diagram in the back with the 7 principles and tape it to your bathroom mirror. · You do not get to design your children. You have some influence, but they are largely who they are at a very young age. Once you hit the minimum that everyone needs, not additional input will add. If some is good, then a ton must be better is a unique North American perspective. · You child is born with more than 400 psychological traits that will emerge as they mature, and they have nothing to do with you. They are not a blank slate. They are a genetic mosaic of your extended family. You are not an engineer, you are a Shepard. Free yourself from that guilt, you don’t get to design them. · Most powerful influence is where you live (out of home influence). Second is genetics, third is parenting · What they know can always increase, but their traits – who they are is influenced most by parents when kids are <7yrs old. By 15 it’s 6% influence, by 21 parent influence is 0. · No correlation between any trait of an adopted child and the parent that adopted them. · You didn’t cause the ADHD. You don’t get blame or credit. Be more consistent with rules and consequences This is not Information Deficit Disorder, so stop taking and nagging. Act, don’t yack. The more you talk the less influence you have. Stop thinking that one more sentence will make the diffence and they will finally listen or get it. They will not respond to what you say, they will respond to immediate consequences. Get their attention: touch is easy and powerful. Look in their eye and keep it short and sweet. Back it up with consequence/reward. Increase frequency of consequence. Break work into small pieces. Don’t try to extend it. Doing work and taking exams will be done in small chunks with frequent breaks. Not one chunk all at once. Giving someone who has no sense of time, more time to do a long activity is just stupid. It’s the wrong accommodation. The accommodation should be “Time off the Clock” You get the same amount of time as anyone else. Start a stopwatch start the test. You can stop work and the timer whenever you want to walk around and take a break. When you start the test, you start the clock. In the end you were doing the test for the same amount of time as everyone else. You will only get the same hour as everyone else, but you get to break it up as often as you like. This is how to ask for extra time. But it’s not the same as getting extra time added to the end like what is usually asked for. This is a more compelling way to ask for extra time. When you make a change in activities during the day: 1) Make a clean stop. Don’t let one activity blend into the next. Plan the transition. 2) Set down 2-3 key rules 3) Establish the incentive/reward. 4) What’s the punishment for not doing it. Make it obvious. 5) Distribute reward throughout the task 6) After, invite them to self-evaluate how it went. Medication: Only 1/5 to 1/3 respond enough to behavioral to not need meds at some point. Best book: Straight talk about Psychaiatric Medication for Children by Wellins. Amphetamines and Methylphenidate are the only two stimulants Delivery systems are where the improvements are being made. These drugs are studied and are safe down to age 2. Non-stimulant Stratera good alternative when a stimulant isn’t good. Antihypertensives (if you have ODD or other behaviors) 5 Ps of delivery systems 1) Pill (immediate release) 2) Pump (Conserta capsule pumps out meds during day best for afternoon problems) 3) Pellet (time release coatings. Best for morning problems) 4) Patch. Easy to take, but in about 15% can cause rash 5) Pro-drug. Vyvanse. Drug is combined with other element that is broken off in body. 12 hr drug Mythbusting Stimulants are not addictive, don’t cause aggression, don’t cause seizures or reduce threshold, don’t cause tics or turrets unless you already have it. Won’t lead to later abuse in adulthood. Don’t improve academic achievement except over long term. They improve productivity, not knowledge. They make you available for learning. Avoid treatments that don’t work well, or have low chance of helping: · Elimination diet. Removing things from diet. Doesn’t work. · No diet supplement, omega 3, vitamins, etc. Does not work. · Sensory integration training. Does not work. · Play therapy doesn’t work. ADHD does not come from environmental stress · Self control training. Talking yourself through tasks does work for adults, but only when you’re on meds too. · Social Skills training. Focus on performance, not knowledge 25-30% of ADHD kids have ADHD parents. So these parents need the same help Final thought: The most important thing families in this situation can do is lean forgiveness. Everyone will make mistakes and everyone will know how to push other’s buttons. It’s not that you made a mistake, it’s what you are going to do to improve for tomorrow. You’re not engineering kids, you’re a Shepard. Enjoy tending to them. You can’t turn a sheep into a dog. You can give the sheep a good pasture. You don’t have as much power to mold as you think. It’s easy to resent them if you have an idea that they are doing this intentionally. At the end of the day, write down the problems you had that day. Then burn that paper. Let it go. After your child falls asleep, go watch them sleep. It’s peaceful and renewing. Whatever it takes to let go of each day’s pains and start the next day without carrying it over. Forgive. 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I'm pretty proud of myself right now. Don't forget to brush your teeth too! :)",3.9053571428571416,4.975238821428572,4.620000000000001,86.875,71.5,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.9772285714285708,218,6,44,2,4,70,41,56,0.033,0.6859999999999999,0.28,0.9441,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,9,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,10,2,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188202541069916,0.0,0.5254230284726981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610614918549806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469243054322097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482675465141801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31409540621901405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977841252899542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34973759397382354,0.2636587745156877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275779988269115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931712764001332,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dustinmangini,2019/08/01,"Im afraid I'm going to die alone I know this too shall pass. I just blew it with a incredibly kind and wonderful woman because of my symptoms and I'll probably delete this when I'm not overwhelmed, I just don't want to cry to my friends/famy/peers right now so I'm over-sharing to y'all 🤷‍♂️",-0.8629477611940288,1.1142264925373162,1.7658022388059709,97.31944962686569,90.04477611940298,5.141044776119403,20.315298507462693,6.6274283507984215,0.10962835820895522,233,8,58,3,8,80,51,67,0.135,0.6990000000000001,0.166,0.6047,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,9,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108622402831058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296710072204075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296978819145338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31150566775057503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058071373321765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32421075345692585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125573830687535,0.16495318995066466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236097182441651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563242838211229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311968126780346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703474359753893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254971079954238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lea949,2019/08/01,"I’m finally making progress! I got some (spontaneous) feedback from some of the more senior grad students in my lab today, and I was called “motivated, detail oriented, organized, and focused!” Who have they been working with all year because that certainly doesn’t sound like me?! I feel so great, though! My therapist is proud of me. I’ve been working really hard to do better, since grad school just doesn’t seem to have enough structure for me, and it’s starting to pay off! I’m so happy.",4.18391304347826,6.4240215217391325,4.671086956521741,82.0559782608696,72.91304347826087,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.498017391304348,388,16,70,8,8,123,70,92,0.028999999999999998,0.682,0.289,0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,4,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,13,16,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,9,6,10,12,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,6,44,12,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214969942271213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623650210728306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381117888344651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409463170872247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179072400330238,0.0,0.0,0.2554468806879791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865023479375397,0.2570914233634882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482337636497563,0.20889131971036293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392424587581215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565530333900662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938668628340418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359994673456424,0.0,0.2122862827348054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289614615194867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650521995587482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707501152044096,0.0,0.0,0.22910676581608974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103567175783803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339528378834389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501659115105975 adhd,Buttapecan,2019/08/01,My 7 year old and ADHD Hey- I’ve joined this sub for awhile now since I found out my 7 year old has ADHD. He was diagnosed in March with ADHD (was told under the inattentive type) and Dyslexia (which they call SLD in reading here in Illinois). School starts in a couple of weeks here and to prepare him I let him know way in advance. He does not like surprises and likes routine. So this is my way to try and get him ready. But anything to do with school is horrible for him. And I understand it because of how he must feel not being able to pick up on reading like everyone else. And I think maybe I’ve always just thought it was because he was having a hard time with the learning part of it that I assumed he just hates school because of that. But tonight he was crying. Crying because he has to go to school soon. He cried before 1st grade too- but he didn’t know how to explain it as well on why he didn’t want to go- all he would say is he forgets. But tonight he told me it’s because he feels awkward and because everyone else is different. This just broke my heart. I feel so helpless. How can I help him? Is this what ADHD feels like? I just don’t know what to do but try and stay positive and tell him it will be alright. Is this how you felt when you were in school? Does anyone have tips on how I can help him? 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so i took some advice that was given to me on my big uh oh (basically i acted pretty poorly to my parents and therefore suffered consequences for it), however things are beginning to look up. after some thinking i decided i should probably apologize and try to start the situation anew, and so i did. we ended up coming to an agreement that i would stay with my aunt while my family goes to the wedding and therefore would be able to participate in the show. like many situations i look back on the way i acted and feel bad, but it’s always a reminder to me to think before i speak and do, and to remember my place as a teenage child in my family, not a twenty three year old adult who actually has a decent amount of life experience. this community has helped me through some tough situations and i’m beyond grateful to have found this space to be open and honest with a group of people who are willing to give advice and support, as well as bring people up and celebrate successes!",7.643030303030303,6.640039969696971,8.461292929292927,69.66527272727274,63.444444444444436,11.758383838383839,34.95151515151515,11.00357731598739,3.79677212121212,806,30,149,19,10,274,120,198,0.028999999999999998,0.815,0.156,0.9803,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,10,0,14,1,0,2,0,32,29,18,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,9,16,0,0,6,1,1,5,1,3,3,1,5,4,20,6,32,18,4,32,0,1,2,0,13,16,0,3,10,107,29,1,0.13774571537678545,0.0,0.13441994814941807,0.0,0.0,0.2692070377143889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461546977267698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591795258916356,0.11501191869724076,0.0,0.0,0.11721145833432088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865573695792042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220018187294306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474174096898411,0.259708802805008,0.0,0.06964837249016027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103106712515313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213824171499744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232804946199494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729387239538824,0.06729559872826142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313434175431847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965253534713334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454095696455524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295031581953664,0.0,0.0,0.19099107047845806,0.0,0.1439149548877005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401369130167638,0.1485131787118392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603904359947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644958662082257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749712631699492,0.14681860494104038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631220544899765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151213263112334,0.17652378497046312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304055810577136,0.09352029887460972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933613733079676,0.0,0.0,0.12384994071911624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570120817204428,0.0,0.0,0.08870372453197281 adhd,straydoqs,2019/08/01,"how are you guys with sleep? i have ALWAYS had problems with sleep as a child from night terrors to insomnia or even just difficulty falling asleep, and that certainly hasn’t changed as i’ve become an adult. sleep isn’t exactly something i would say i enjoy, its something i have to do. and its irritating. i feel like theres just not enough hours in the day for all the things my brain wants to do, and no matter what, no matter if i have had a really really busy day that day and i am exhausted... i still end up going to sleep at around 3am-5am and then waking up at 11am-3pm. i know that this is really unhealthy for me but no matter how many times ive tried to set it out straight it always reverts back to that same time window. and yes this may be a matter of self control but at this point i have tried everything! all the teas, all the sleep drops, electronics detox (i still found ways to stay up), melatonin, and full on sleeping tablets (can feel myself fighting them) has anyone has similar problems and know how to fix it or make it at least a little bit easier?",9.110657276995305,6.302803633802817,8.431549295774648,76.76544600938969,61.95774647887324,11.907981220657275,35.87323943661972,9.994966539143718,3.174977464788732,846,26,174,13,9,267,128,213,0.115,0.7909999999999999,0.095,-0.7481,0,0,2,0,2,0,25.0,0,1,1,1,11,8,1,1,9,1,20,13,9,5,5,45,28,19,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,1,4,15,12,1,1,5,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,3,17,3,27,22,8,33,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,4,13,122,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099593634525404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604830700241867,0.0,0.0,0.09682045941320397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363059123986581,0.0,0.0,0.12011811697197355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873897896029435,0.0,0.0,0.12141338429356545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505484840450506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198484916046125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042578296356554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963300742061841,0.11237931518611666,0.0,0.07183569691545351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977474856527269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099857848053312,0.07769896900269509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925095916701725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181145339748401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769061255539077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071077992736222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954453924196873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053135191645132494,0.10900721922115147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259889508081756,0.11026670940788104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206494756855967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281441725992777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813941507977732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902548383474331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649121147458498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346157266881535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6530380222985416,0.0,0.0,0.16745925430144598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592488748208395,0.1737135488762544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722560583024795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683897254259782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476833283994719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415012907455019,0.0863295181349002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726078226449112,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Snappythesnapple,2019/08/01,"Does medication help with symptoms of ADHD that aren’t just short term focus? Some of my biggest issues isn’t that I can’t focus in the short term. Sure it takes me significantly longer to accomplish things because I have to keep going back to the task at hand after getting distracted. But in the end, I usually manage to get the most important stuff done. My question is does medication help for the other symptoms? Things like how I can’t seem to maintain motivation after a year at a company. Or like the constant feelings of restlessness and dissatisfaction that make my life so uncomfortably fidgety. Or maybe how I struggle to maintain energy in my relationships after the year mark. Sometimes I feel this pressure to just quit it all and run away but I know it’s not rational and I know I couldn’t without being really hurt by it, so I don’t. Im in the process of getting diagnosed and I’m secretly crossing my fingers for medication to be this cure all but I know it won’t be and just want to know what to expect.",4.747424242424245,6.397722126262629,6.006484848484849,75.5097272727273,70.16161616161617,9.118383838383838,31.381818181818186,9.558583805096642,3.0862824242424245,823,36,149,19,15,276,111,198,0.067,0.8109999999999999,0.122,0.8206,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,4,10,0,13,9,2,4,3,38,29,14,0,3,10,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,10,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,1,4,17,3,29,23,6,24,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,6,13,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932583306413226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455579842714914,0.1019397179026768,0.0,0.08081468693906231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326328142932626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455783305118932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320293764775046,0.1356672280451942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741948065340603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340648165956691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779026231442754,0.0,0.07534374717526013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772049188237582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419211139788926,0.0,0.1432005559442235,0.13837076962040826,0.0,0.1178361231583989,0.0,0.0,0.2914325111532315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363955460992957,0.12953600749930955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849286815823362,0.0,0.13318643611269634,0.0,0.0,0.40065715818534337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851102872580033,0.14100668637283484,0.0,0.0,0.08492904546323862,0.0,0.0,0.1423327605071789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068860891259454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111714041047431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385930838466753,0.1517632716806692,0.0,0.0,0.12494758162574705,0.2755862272641051,0.0996776775607704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614994922104407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600937575530595,0.0,0.07819442579957114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779471863208924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074409832637172 adhd,bla_k-,2019/08/01,"Unexpectadly having no access to my ADHD meds (Vyvanse 40mg) &#x200B; TL;DR I ran out of my medication (Vyvanse 40mg). I tried to contact my psychiatrist's office, they did not respond to the two messages and refill forms I've sent. Vyvanse works on Dopamine and Norepinephrine production, so I've gotten B6 and Panax Ginseng in hopes that it helps to combat the dip in my brain chemistry. I am all ears to your stories and advice about times you've had to abruptly stop taking your prescribed stimulant medications. After trying to contact my Psychiatrist multiple times with no success, I am stuck now without my prescribed medication. I can't decide whether this is an emergency or not. Either way, I am not sure how to get help. So far I've been focused on foods that could help balance my dopamine and norepinephrine (so hard to spell jeez) levels. I also exercise everyday. I hope this community has solid access to meds they are prescribed; I do too, but I waited until I had three capsules to seek a refill. To be fair, refills are supposed to be processed within 24 to 48 hours at my institution...its been 72hours. And I've left multiple voicemails on their ""general mailbox"". I work from 8am to 5pm, and I ran out of meds today. I grabbed a Vitamin B6 supplement and some Panax Ginseng to help me fight the dip in brain chemistry. I am active, so this dose help a bit, and overall my day wasn't too bad. Results may vary, but I highly recommend B vitamin supplements on or off meds. I might get some caffeine, but I have to start slow on this because of my low tolerance; I didn't drink caffeine while on Vyvanse. Another plus is that my heart rate has been lower on average. My mind has definitely started to wander again, but the supplements do help a bit. Have any of you experienced this? Are any of you going through this right now? Is anyone just getting off for the first time? If so I'm all ears to your stories and advice.",5.051095095095093,6.544800545945951,5.987417417417419,76.54357857857862,69.21621621621621,8.616616616616616,32.89289289289289,9.049649993220411,2.9913133133133134,1542,71,275,29,27,509,199,370,0.057,0.8029999999999999,0.14,0.9861,1,0,1,0,1,0,53.0,0,5,3,4,14,7,1,0,10,0,32,14,5,3,3,46,48,28,0,4,14,0,2,0,0,2,7,2,1,0,10,14,2,2,1,2,0,4,9,3,0,3,13,5,40,4,49,30,8,46,0,1,0,0,20,22,1,9,19,187,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830106077511725,0.19238123143760225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871931201462648,0.0,0.10665547106768412,0.11961063345000846,0.1338798443288838,0.10321883156499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882880848188176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219003015980196,0.06000573169607582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493344860214605,0.0,0.0,0.2197744803027146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785932144428023,0.0,0.0,0.06348313980125217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642990103591076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372969468121494,0.11902932044486245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428639523034482,0.0,0.05594350295986046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817940899688241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664725009320115,0.3958778493133219,0.10400314206438664,0.0,0.19553851217968946,0.09693972809789853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069511085080171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373612562372628,0.2974920382270416,0.0,0.10442514426104683,0.0993923980128856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406388985485114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934715363860944,0.0,0.0,0.08229698561306815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927748574310706,0.0,0.07401169517998192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721966410553124,0.0,0.09330591108266204,0.0,0.0,0.13366329806725102,0.0,0.09615776443132323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813399277713312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488888578130554,0.0,0.14332530343912014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961063345000846,0.0 adhd,ManhattanExplorer,2019/08/01,"Hey, what happened to addforums.com? # Does anyone know what happened to addforums.com? &#x200B; I haven't been on there in probably a year or so and when I go tot the address it comes up as broken. Are they down or gone? Thanks",1.1928488372093042,3.581396976744188,2.1481104651162792,89.23518895348839,102.48837209302326,4.9406976744186055,21.65406976744186,6.6274283507984215,0.8995139534883722,182,7,34,3,8,57,37,43,0.084,0.85,0.067,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,7,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892361734280305,0.3464477648276635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936009171179234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456026257370085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495073775535659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203828203262527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042551728991602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669257637888548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074038186717657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249697399389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464477648276635,0.1836056832669698 adhd,throwaway235773,2019/09/16,Can ADD turn into ADHD? Like when you’re before the age of 12. This is probably a stupid question whoops.,0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,92.33333333333331,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.03936190476190449,83,2,16,1,3,27,21,21,0.14800000000000002,0.742,0.109,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903257418226158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471701809355319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932373096167255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398831637913597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570431481723787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437769096881848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,buzzkapow,2019/09/16,"Job hunting I’ve been off work for 3.5 years, dealing with a back injury. I’ve been cleared to work for some time now, and I’ve spent a lot of time applying for jobs, never really sure what I wanted to do. I just want to work and pay my own way. I started my meds for ADHD a couple weeks ago, and it’s like there’s been a fire lit under my ass, and today, I made some good progress looking for work. I just finished a survey/interview questionnaire for a Cannabis shop that’s opening up near me. I’ve smoke pot for 25 years, and I love to talk with people about it. I’ve always been a very open person, about almost everything, and now that cannabis is legal in Canada, it’s been even easier to talk about. The questionnaire I just finished was unlike any other I’ve done. It was like an informal interview where they want to find out about you as a person rather than just work stuff. I really laid it all out, including my past struggles at other jobs, my mental health and my recent experiences with ADHD. I understand my own past so much better now, but I don’t know if it came across that way. I feel really good about my answers, but now I’m worried I shared too much. Do you guys/gals/others find that being open about the struggles, and the triumphs, of living with ADHD has helped or hindered you in job searching? I’d like to think that if I had been treating my ADHD earlier in life (38, and just starting on this journey), I wouldn’t even be looking for a job, because I wouldn’t have struggled so much at some of my other jobs that I loved and miss working at. This job, maybe not this specific job but a cannabis retail job in general, is a job I think I would be perfect for. Not a perfect job for me, but a job I’m perfect for. I told them as much in the questionnaire, but I don’t know if maybe I overshared, or maybe didn’t convey things properly. I don’t know, I’m just... worried I guess. I’m still in the process of letting my friends know about my medication and how it’s helped. I explained it to a good friend of mine yesterday, and he was extremely supportive of me. Even though he also grew up in a time when ADHD was thought of as just an excuse for lazy kids. Being able to explain how it affects me personally, and how much the meds helped was... freeing. But that’s my friend and not my employer, or potential employer. It did feel nice writing everything down, but I am worried about the stigma attached to it, and how that might affect their perception of me. I don’t know, just needed a place to vent some feelings, and this seemed like the best place where people might understand. Thanks.",5.746856780735108,5.494548197718633,6.098950570342207,82.56490240811155,67.02281368821292,9.29470215462611,30.6512040557668,8.841846274778883,2.231896527249684,2056,69,423,30,30,662,219,526,0.055999999999999994,0.767,0.177,0.9968,14,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,3,3,13,39,29,0,3,26,0,36,6,1,7,7,104,74,41,0,11,25,0,4,4,3,5,3,0,0,4,29,26,0,0,21,1,5,3,11,4,0,0,20,7,52,26,67,44,14,56,0,1,3,3,31,27,1,16,28,288,81,23,0.05195218876246235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121821752607011,0.0,0.04605248072222391,0.0,0.05202261256748749,0.0,0.0,0.04154614658353232,0.04322838285343821,0.0,0.0,0.03532926987493748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039948026341102005,0.0,0.0316695720668146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452061691086886,0.04594748911055943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941946372325178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574841087192417,0.0,0.0,0.053560425401145306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053165126518673625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294179211453444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338255472646326,0.0508192094531255,0.0,0.0,0.07880576288074316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496671867126856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041439649470635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072509323715786,0.0,0.0,0.05723119306340305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055222747260627016,0.0,0.0,0.10446737106701852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186543719101302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275782138368426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053124632878096434,0.03669536733167965,0.10152486089168833,0.0,0.045874734485475216,0.0,0.08725350813475995,0.0,0.0,0.04416789305799427,0.0937777574139894,0.0491584171584147,0.0,0.0,0.15657886938201296,0.0,0.11541433986500635,0.052336364530718035,0.052355586987357934,0.11022612468131963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095418217931445,0.038521889683572286,0.04006873072445643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918848537292124,0.07203421259456358,0.13608794201413876,0.10855795959410484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984570729916696,0.0,0.05129651884417938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047295321461593764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354405320503787,0.0,0.041489085055080484,0.0,0.0,0.16293512317212802,0.059472826680757325,0.0,0.058954728146351686,0.04896432307972148,0.0,0.0,0.08351440282666636,0.0,0.04783059541578545,0.0,0.0,0.03451472574303284,0.06657772964309122,0.051042761683449484,0.04124423476159733,0.09088121716748028,0.0,0.049244600336827565,0.049642542724671085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816812138813107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042865996602388094,0.09192824090069183,0.08247445852860791,0.04167291211752908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269308729999267,0.1582799085226052,0.0,0.036905344315738574,0.0,0.0,0.06691101248721917 adhd,geninmel,2019/09/16,"Adhd tax - the irony, oh the irony Just received a call from psychiatrists office asking if I was going to appointment this morning.. Yes, I forgot to put it in my calendar 3 months ago.. And now I have to pay half the fee for no show.. No, they don't do text reminders. I'm stuck in an emotion between sobbing and laughing at the irony",2.4309452736318384,4.366921074626866,3.91126865671642,86.90978855721393,77.05970149253731,6.257711442786071,26.092039800995025,7.1686216300943375,1.2563950248756224,260,10,52,3,6,86,53,67,0.2,0.715,0.084,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,3,1,0,1,3,0,5,1,9,6,0,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,34,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423082133312287,0.0,0.3262420484242474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440643378359606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37580629705958063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139913957242013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209163558462958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937631304845801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699782183114239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mooshbabii,2019/09/16,Adderal and remembering I'm a person I forget to eat or drink when I'm taking adderall and I don't know how to combat this. I usually only remember once I've gotten hangry and a bit snitty at someone near me or have gotten so dehydrated I get dizzy. Does anyone else use this? How to I keep track of this?,1.7130208333333314,3.6585750937500015,4.42625,82.32708333333336,79.3125,6.766666666666668,21.604166666666664,7.793537801064563,1.0839354166666664,242,7,48,4,6,86,46,64,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.7026,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,13,11,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,6,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293558313242196,0.23876030935619624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544015184562705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392060270669973,0.0,0.0,0.2282745045749817,0.0,0.2384414107815305,0.1946613932593398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174526108435632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071221637524958,0.0,0.0,0.12806372672482627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816262632350256,0.0,0.1772250177972945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346729923121987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279408343176503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744021757498792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520481581406164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125765180167474,0.25664267479284136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,1998-X1-Alpha,2019/09/16,"So I think I have ADHD I'm 30 years old and for nearly my whole life I felt like something was wrong with me in my ability to focus, complete tasks, remembering and even procrastinating a whole lot. It's affecting my job and my daily life at home. I keep telling myself I should get diagnosed but even with that I procrastinated for many years My question is where do I go from here? How do I seek help and who do I need to talk to? I try looking up some information but I just get overwhelmed that I can't seem to get past making a quick Google search.",2.434778761061949,4.319745442477881,3.8541681415929183,87.55665044247787,76.87610619469027,6.99787610619469,22.804424778761053,7.908726449838941,0.9560414159292034,437,13,95,7,10,144,78,113,0.02,0.895,0.085,0.6767,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,3,0,23,20,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,19,1,13,17,4,11,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,4,6,64,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601788076589791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973440600444787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739913677055689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644737095116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459355975825052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268685301451253,0.0,0.09742399473763104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490164024920628,0.0,0.17195186971044105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011149355480082,0.152369191510776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421631473765465,0.08374892267828661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395266818406455,0.0,0.0,0.1457382331022579,0.0,0.0,0.11442659868922113,0.1737966465212831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710844347663042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988025454012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636432440116393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203368857413866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941895464809608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605762708140786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197027907529968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778381380528185,0.14983180127021706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984133507798977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638538667181407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827767037368836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742481992612345,0.0,0.2207823842121317 adhd,TheGoyBoy,2019/09/16,"Trying Adderall for my ADD for the first time, wondering what I should expect. I've known that I had ADD since I was around 13, however my parent's didn't want me to be ""all drugged up"", so I've never taken any medication for it. Fast forward to senior year, and I'm positive that I won't be able to juggle my APs, College Apps, dance, job and personal life with my easily-sidetracked brain. Because of this I recently decided to buy one 35 mg pill (I know it's kind of a high dose but it was the lowest I could get) so I can see how it effects my work habits. However I think it would be wise to ask some people with more experience with the drug what its effects are like, I.E. how long it lasts, if I should split the dose in half, if my parents would notice I'm acting different different, optimal pacing as to not build up a dependency, perhaps a better alternative, and any other bit or wisdom you can bestow upon me. I think it would be helpful for me to give some context to the severity of my ADD, as from my understanding it seems to have different effects depending on how bad your attention is. I haven't seen a shrink in a couple years and I don't talk much about it, so I really have no way of measuring my severity, but I remember my shrink saying that I have ""the most common type"" of ADD. Basically I can't sit down and work for more than 20 minutes, even when there's nothing else to do aside from stare at a wall or twirl a pencil. As an example, this took me around an hour to write excluding the 2 hour youtube break I took in the middle of it. Hope that gives you a general idea. **TL;DR:** Never tried any ADD drugs and I'm about to test out Adderall, but first I'd",3.751065217391304,4.603685559420292,5.270742753623189,82.87741847826089,71.66666666666666,8.996376811594203,26.83876811594203,9.2995712137729,2.0805289855072457,1318,43,278,28,24,446,193,345,0.039,0.875,0.087,0.9522,9,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,8,13,7,0,0,18,0,26,9,1,8,3,61,46,23,0,11,8,2,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,20,17,0,0,14,1,1,5,9,1,0,4,8,4,35,6,46,27,8,39,0,0,3,0,13,16,0,12,18,182,55,8,0.09863195422295927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012193333163188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756067008941168,0.09220756286334818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823535619166908,0.0601251238256149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723194826946541,0.10768054855929354,0.0,0.0,0.11010588045854147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874958969187308,0.1091343813379526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30914819826494233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343145259976872,0.0,0.08239434157734847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651454755441499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648097721821727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167792579751784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051531125197711164,0.18923351586342615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611091984328496,0.10421007490661433,0.0,0.09796378550158727,0.19426521403083746,0.0,0.0,0.1113434707949908,0.0,0.0,0.09787699540608263,0.0,0.0,0.10271000242916976,0.05420554259249491,0.08039820692328012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966666616109975,0.04818659074089173,0.0,0.0,0.0872861757207253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936131727176972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250583509198083,0.0,0.1521420871277014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464002019544514,0.11229313361103008,0.0,0.0,0.06683556479651577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903822571953685,0.0,0.0,0.06837897813698549,0.08612161801566343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318615549075772,0.0,0.09738715574755448,0.0,0.11173077698423316,0.0,0.0,0.07843608879486431,0.0,0.0,0.07859689759353701,0.08979082676744886,0.0,0.22285206760470486,0.0,0.08158937176772359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927662869239163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639874736462778,0.0,0.0,0.05751308568457244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916746056390976,0.13392924509175014,0.0,0.0,0.10267934278879057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058175682066517964,0.07828945432261185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696214699732014,0.14361047475043925,0.0,0.0,0.2101959311729267,0.0,0.0,0.12703148948788318 adhd,lilangiegreen,2019/09/16,"Adderall makes me even more introverted...Help?? Hi folks, I'm a college student studying physics & I also have ADD and dyslexia. I am on 5mg of adderall and take it after class to do homework, and have been doing this for the past 4ish years. I find it really difficult to balance school work & socializing simply because the adderall makes me anxious, subdued, and not want to be around people. This has lead to unhappiness and even isolation, but if I didn't take medication, I don't think I would be able to keep up with class work. I am already introverted, but the adderall just amplifies this, making it almost unbearable for me to interact with people and be in crowded spaces. Does anyone else have a similar experience with stimulants/their medication? Anyone who has switched to a better med alternative? (Sorry if this isn't proper reddit post formatting...I'm new here but still wanted to reach out)",6.9132256297918975,8.202031560240968,7.284611171960575,69.71411281489597,64.72289156626506,10.132749178532311,34.970427163198245,10.230975488527342,3.8837421686746985,733,33,118,17,11,239,108,166,0.061,0.907,0.032,-0.3648,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,6,0,17,2,0,4,0,30,27,12,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,10,1,20,21,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,5,80,18,9,0.14668086896664215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687970226246838,0.0,0.16186598635555655,0.11730063791828542,0.0,0.3178573204854741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570763088288246,0.0,0.20512534816310626,0.15029188419946554,0.0,0.13057707153042686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941529627946115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972730870661306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283614168976414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225330443436204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376266114448976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348203570141446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406365688751484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983170945683217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037669591637674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937318570925431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629293785870527,0.2955310877476424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166529727433094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400234867149377,0.2033800913953569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404797261328696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939675206383398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484488703120961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952267395409405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419722386853808,0.0,0.0,0.11713953143216314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057151760707655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398717811992273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730323537735929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357083913686686,0.0,0.0,0.10419788083417587,0.0,0.0,0.09445767049332282 adhd,InsrtOriginalUsrname,2019/09/16,"Gotta love forgetting your dinner money at home. So I'm going to IHOP to get dinner, cause my mom's busy and I had some cash to spend. I finish my meal, and reach into my pocket to pay. Oh, wait, what's this? I left 10 bucks at home? I can't pay for my food? Great. I call my mom and ask her to bring me the money I left at home, and then sit there awkwardly for the next ten minutes waiting. Now I'm super anxious when I go out to eat by myself. So that's fun.",-1.5790384615384596,0.2887460961538473,1.2588461538461573,100.28615384615387,92.84615384615385,3.969230769230769,12.807692307692307,5.369823440869387,-1.340092307692308,350,5,89,2,13,121,69,104,0.067,0.768,0.165,0.9234,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,11,13,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,6,5,2,0,0,7,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,16,4,14,11,1,16,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,5,49,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037335794747572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859414443590304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841479460640653,0.0,0.0,0.18525950366293373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453348611954348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180686050967488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942205356560928,0.0,0.2049834714520403,0.0,0.0,0.19882618073977884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426890665513922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918812433563039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276445913923476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224255314552343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179430544872372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dawgie1253,2019/09/16,"I mis-used (my doctor ramping my prescription too quickly) Adderall prior to going sober 2 years ago, when the appetite and sleep effects caused me massive issues. I started on a third of the dose in an XR form months ago with no issue, magically, but a recent tolerance break has brought them back. Could this just be some general day-to-day DA or NE depletion that supplementation would help with? I was supplementing with 1 gram of l-tyrosine (500mg 2x a day) and 500mg of NAC each morning along with the Adderall as a basic stimulant-tailored base, but did not resume this habit upon starting again recently. I'm not sure if this is placebo or whether supplementation is what makes or breaks Adderall's therapeutic value for me, or whether I should be cycling to another med occasionally. Thoughts?",9.736326530612242,8.589624129251701,9.296598639455784,65.81387755102043,59.40816326530612,12.20952380952381,42.768707482993186,11.20814326018867,4.87776462585034,645,32,109,14,7,208,110,147,0.03,0.899,0.07200000000000001,0.7761,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,8,0,10,3,1,3,1,30,17,13,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,9,1,15,8,3,21,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,14,71,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32611656281892465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288489947000653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144420493153978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188964662102218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468670400253349,0.0,0.0,0.355892588191943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827797003522928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454155293957093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329607238242485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839866128216934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227863254507226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432410603359502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682506877834803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632517542527759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840802559698819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603978490503439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336825826853094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460336974861167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126608700583647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306709633134873,0.0,0.0,0.1184561019561745 adhd,seed46,2019/09/16,"I run a project-heavy business and I have severe ADHD—here’s my story and thoughts on productivity I hope this is the right sub for this. I’m hoping to highlight my approach to productivity, how ADHD has impacted this, and some useful tricks I use. And yes, this is going to be pretty long, but hopefully, it can motivate others like me who struggle with ADHD and productivity. **Cool? Let’s start with a little backstory.** ## Phase 1: Getting Diagnosed I never let my ADHD define me when I was younger. I even fought it for years, telling myself that it didn’t really matter. But from an early age, it did impact me. You see, I attended a rural elementary school with no support services. Their solution for anything I did was a suspension. Frustrated over a playground argument? Suspended. Too hyper in a class with other hyper kids? Suspended. Raised my voice because I couldn’t handle my frustration? Suspended. Now look, some of them were deserved. But the problem was they didn’t make an effort to give me a voice–they just cast me out. My poor mother had to drive an hour from work just to get me every time this happened. I give a lot of props to that woman for the struggles she went through, and she never gave up on me. Thanks, mom–you’re the best. Anyways, fast forward to my diagnosis. I attend a psychologist, get diagnosed, and spend the next few years on Ritalin as a zombie. I get to grade 7 and tell my mother I want to stop taking it. I wasn’t eating, and I lost my personality. She was reluctant but gave me my chance. This was the year where everything changed for me. Rather than getting suspended when I did something wrong, my principal that year gave me a voice. He would sit with me, talk about my struggles, listen to my side of the story, and hand out punishments that were in-school and fair. That man changed my life forever. Finally, I wasn’t always wrong, and finally someone was willing to hear my side of the story. Just thinking about that is making me emotional, but it really was an important moment for me. From there? I was a 90s student who rarely got in trouble. Maybe part of it was maturing and growing into my body, but I still feel like I owe that man a lot of respect for being so patient with me. ## Phase 2: Overconfidence and Underestimation High school wasn’t much of a challenge. I did well, handed my assignments in on time, but thinking back. Now, it’s so obvious to me that the problems were already starting. My habits were bad. I spent all my free time hanging out with friends and gaming, always procrastinating until the very end. These habits would haunt me all the way into university. I attended a rural high school from grade 9 to 11 and eventually left when I had enough of the bullying. Long story short, I used to clash with the stereotypical “hick” type because I didn’t think like them. I was progressive, had different interests, and they victimized me because of that. Oh well, it made me stronger, right? I decided to move to Ottawa for my final year to attend a pretty prestigious high school there. This was an important moment for me. It’s this final year where I really excelled academically and decided to attend the University of Toronto. But this is where my problems started. Everything seemed too easy to me. I could finish an essay the night before it was due and still score a 95. **I became too confident in my abilities. Couple this with my bad habits, and it was a recipe for future disaster— a true productivity NIGHTMARE.** ## Phase 3: Blindsided and Reliaztion I started at the University of Toronto in 2009 with the goal to major in history. I was idealistic, figured I’d get into teaching, and ignored everyone telling me the degree had no potential. It was in that first year that I learned I wasn’t the smartest anymore. I was now surrounded by people that were incredibly intelligent. And they had something I didn’t have. Good habits. They were smart and could manage their time. This was something I struggled with immensely. I would leave everything until the last minute, always telling myself I had plenty of time. I would miss the lectures and get notes from my friends. I’d start studying for an exam the day before. You get the picture. Looking back, this was definitely a symptom of my ADHD. I always found it difficult to read for long periods of time. My friends would spend several hours in the library, but I would tap out after one hour at most. Fast forward—I graduated in 2014 with a reasonable average, and now it was time to figure things out. My girlfriend (now wife) gets pregnant, and my first kid is on the way. It’s time to get real. ## Phase 4: It’s Go-Time So, now university is finished, and it’s time for me to find a job. Like most history grads, I start working at Starbucks. Now, I’ve always been good at talking to people. I’m persuasive and a good closer. But I knew working at Starbucks in Toronto wasn’t going to cut it. The average house price there is nearly $900,000 USD. One day a customer comes in from a marketing agency and tells me they are looking for someone to help write some SEO articles. I had no idea what SEO was, but I knew how to write. You write enough 30-page essays on Bismarck-this and Cold War-that, and you’d like to think you can write about a box company. I met with one of their managers, he liked me, and I started writing for them. Side note, they are still a client to this day. **Back on track.** I have another aha moment. I can get paid to write. So, I do what any millennial does. I open Google and start searching for paid writing gigs. Early on, it’s tough. You don’t have a portfolio, and no one wants to read academic essays. Long story short, I work hard for the next 2-3 years, grabbing up projects, building my experience, and developing my own writing style and tone. And things start to click. I go from having a few clients to many. But this is where things start to get challenging. Those bad habits I have are still there. And this isn’t school anymore. People are paying me to deliver. ## Phase 5: I Needed Sustainable Habits By 2017, I’m doing quite well. I built a business up from the ground and was clearing around $90,000 after taxes. I was pretty happy with that considering my first year in business I did only $10,000. But now things are ramping up out of control. I have over 20 clients with fixed schedules, tons of emails each day, hours spent on the phone. I was doing everything. Sales, writing, marketing, you name it. It wasn’t sustainable. But my bad habits were still dominating. I was leaving work until too close to the deadline. So, I went back to the drawing board. I knew I needed a new approach to productivity. But how was I going to do that? I was terrible at being productive. ## Where Am I Today With My Productivity? I took all of the lessons I learned over the years and developed a set of processes that help me stay productive. **Here’s what I did:** * **I found a few reliable freelancers.** These were my go-to people for lower quality work. They would help me with the volume projects, allowing me to focus on the meatier, creative stuff copywriting projects. * **I found the right tools.** Early on, I was just leaving everything to memory. THIS WAS A BAD IDEA. I came across [Trello](https://trello.com/en) at the time, and to this day, I still use it for project management. Although [Asana](https://asana.com/?noredirect) is becoming a close second. I also like [Project Time Machines](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.ticcc.ptm&hl=en_CA) for project-specific time management and goal-setting. Seriously, check it out. * **I isolated myself to help with my ADHD.** I work from home. Early on in my career, we lived in a small apartment. My workstation was in the living room. I’d hear the baby crying, my wife cooking, and other noises. It was extremely distracting and a serious sink for my productivity. Now, I own a house and have a dedicated room for my office. This has helped me wonders. * **I set realistic expectations.** Look, I wish I could deliver every project to my clients in seconds, but that’s not realistic. I started putting my foot down and setting realistic deadlines. This is essential if you want to maintain your sanity and be productive. * **I started turning down projects I didn’t like.** When you first start out, you want to take everything on. Every project is money, and you sponge them all up. This is the wrong approach–and here’s why. You’ll take on projects you absolutely hate, and these are the ones that eat up your time. Other times you take on a project that doesn’t pay well. And guess what? These are the clients that will eat up 90% of your time. TRUST ME. My business is still growing, I still struggle with productivity some days, and I’m still go-go-go all the time. **But I made an important discovery.** My ADHD exists, and I have to live with that. Some days it’s a major problem for me. I lose focus easily. I get distracted by things like the release of World of Warcraft: Classic, or my youngest child screaming downstairs because she doesn’t like the color of the outfit mommy chose for her. You just have to accept that those kinds of days are going to happen. I mentioned at the beginning that I tried to overlook my ADHD. But in many ways, it’s made me who I am. It offered me a different perspective on life, it freed me from the 9-5, and it lets me realize that there are some things we can’t control. And to anyone that struggles with either productivity or ADHD. **You can change your habits.** It’s not easy, it may seem impossible, but you can do it. Learn from a guy like me who had the very worst habits. The best thing you can do is learn to accept help. Whether it’s from others (my freelancers reducing my workload), the tools you use ([Trello](https://trello.com/), [Asana](https://asana.com/?noredirect), [Project Time Machines](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.ticcc.ptm&hl=en_US)), your loved ones (my wife–the most patient woman I know), or something else. Big shout out to Robert from [Project Time Machines](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.ticcc.ptm&hl=en_US) too. I saw his [post](https://www.reddit.com/r/productivity/comments/c3s2n3/i_created_a_simple_system_to_help_motivate_you_to/) a few months ago, and I love his app. It’s so simple, but effective for someone like me that struggles to get started. Productivity doesn’t happen overnight, but you can achieve it. I promise. Happy to answer any questions if you made it to the end of this essay.",3.2120706265211325,6.142657144037173,3.8955167923519447,82.53551134163658,80.55394940629841,6.928210966885465,25.838854727487288,8.07648339933343,1.9634547551441848,8356,333,1490,168,224,2645,649,1937,0.102,0.7559999999999999,0.142,0.9977,5,0,4,0,0,0,466.0,2,26,14,28,69,89,8,9,104,2,143,16,4,20,10,250,261,102,0,29,36,4,5,12,4,11,6,7,3,9,110,98,4,4,36,4,17,25,26,41,4,12,91,22,238,49,224,147,34,258,0,3,8,2,113,99,0,25,140,1018,348,62,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940866010737225,0.0,0.02410169908590846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030004099956923738,0.021743296070739552,0.11311849645932602,0.0883788777736508,0.0,0.0369793513008163,0.028510381472547686,0.0,0.0,0.05392901549640814,0.019011410576603043,0.0,0.02237450056397524,0.02420426671774836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362766086427584,0.11350976743137295,0.06629744883780044,0.030028477022769087,0.0462722317009394,0.0,0.05706704534288973,0.0,0.0,0.03020121441886598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031097348330526832,0.0,0.0,0.08628811270357271,0.02342119887930334,0.0,0.0,0.06099028743508416,0.0651253988524489,0.030084474687249924,0.029866200497113308,0.1402789398303992,0.0,0.0,0.05519319192044391,0.0,0.056814122377010036,0.0,0.0,0.023793564478390386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346441222384123,0.02271319499104852,0.030584334827755324,0.04816334942341737,0.05618768873455119,0.0,0.017958294956818274,0.0,0.06872454544241373,0.025980568426403738,0.1466160909419459,0.02659638036462844,0.0,0.0,0.013747741369558412,0.01942406161707201,0.0,0.1191383208825915,0.02485055354994684,0.0925089152724309,0.0,0.08943508550318358,0.0630192229476609,0.0,0.1988742262203752,0.05216496257346498,0.15452321888490686,0.06841535593236456,0.021745789686388742,0.0,0.02995211054669676,0.026921709782063936,0.07213029983870263,0.05788709125738356,0.02435629768722829,0.026843832736995737,0.0,0.0,0.06128869825646161,0.0,0.10934660206211938,0.08618105464792311,0.027273113233030173,0.08101541390691244,0.10710404626798356,0.0627456688496046,0.0,0.0613868844566869,0.0,0.0,0.026981213020670358,0.0,0.0,0.028313501486200893,0.014942543807369828,0.022162931529282996,0.0,0.08636871873023441,0.029541284824129595,0.0834087911615595,0.038409253417187435,0.15939998944091788,0.02725084991518844,0.07202602523524677,0.09624680002117007,0.09132875207910393,0.030417903680261982,0.02968036374559485,0.04623078935370571,0.04907886078442175,0.10290879963996484,0.036298175625270726,0.055131422857777265,0.027315334837368727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031843812770485966,0.021702262500101408,0.028897953140384174,0.019987284792936696,0.04032108493673284,0.04194017240895805,0.026259622762929084,0.05783231834604944,0.025515342815503283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054515539529164,0.02067870942010151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029443393039241882,0.0,0.07539862733199962,0.023740672787560976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026039860749702208,0.08298396506343142,0.0,0.1040660609875194,0.0,0.02733278475031711,0.030458270339592124,0.028919197517401345,0.05439337236800049,0.030947408181570563,0.05225453992064572,0.02795515793608533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965861359277811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510231124972746,0.02166637449317581,0.049504286768575836,0.0,0.06143240383700725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911228907441172,0.08372669330496246,0.0,0.0,0.26942645183831204,0.02898020638248153,0.1954208947919257,0.022731495971177344,0.0,0.1989693261067896,0.031125275988797624,0.0,0.030854127621168674,0.0,0.028260122779757382,0.08177196470907495,0.04370750445363748,0.1188233570484804,0.025032280557576538,0.0,0.0,0.1264436713488179,0.06968729503887032,0.0,0.021585289644839373,0.2853776883738652,0.0,0.02577230412587271,0.0,0.030208344239318195,0.018459769205857297,0.02957418164959238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741424974601793,0.0,0.04486808679688608,0.0641478812849609,0.06474486989265996,0.0,0.0,0.09778588603098216,0.050409559586278414,0.024534139820461588,0.0,0.031266385786172884,0.0,0.029485666793400568,0.13855908411448234,0.0,0.0,0.13520163139688815,0.0891817869465435,0.0,0.17509036030302075 adhd,lorenzodimedici,2019/09/16,"Looking For Advice Hi Everyone, I'm 32 years old. After a long week of work on the road I was asking myself if there was something legitimately wrong with me/my brain. My boss has commented that I am always discombobulated. I spoke to a family member and explained everything that I'm experiencing. I struggle with remembering where I've placed things, listening to people talk (a lot of times it's just garbled) or remembering what they told me, I can look at something and immediately after I'll either forget or think it was something else. Ex: right after reading the time for a meeting, I told my boss the wrong time. Some times I feel like I'm in the zone and other times I can't even remember simple words. I had these problems as long as I remember. I was reprimanded constantly for uniform issues missed assignments (catholic school kid). In my neighborhood, any type of disability whether it was something like autism, deafness, etc was swept under the rug. it might be a cultural thing, I have no idea. As long as I've tried to work around whatever this challenge was, it's really beginning to affect my work and I'm at a standstill with managing it. I called my GP and the soonest appointment is in a month. &#x200B; tl;dr: who do i see if i think i might have adhd. &#x200B; thanks in advance for any advice.",4.7888554216867485,6.782557072289157,5.757066265060242,75.96210542168676,70.64658634538155,8.835421686746988,29.719076305220884,9.3871,2.8557163052208843,1057,43,187,24,20,348,146,249,0.076,0.884,0.04,-0.8034,0,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,5,5,9,0,1,13,0,19,2,1,3,0,35,38,14,0,3,7,1,1,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,15,9,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,11,8,24,4,30,24,4,31,0,1,3,0,16,13,0,8,19,120,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931822095833517,0.17777333380391727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568737556039692,0.19711380905968653,0.2210567102405004,0.12371407583600284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097514918300527,0.08503685930712794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154327882319712,0.09288200983219773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829722370384984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598678258962506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144627898082292,0.060079308749909875,0.0,0.0,0.08691775002812507,0.08175046143102474,0.0,0.08575054367979232,0.0,0.04599294088562768,0.0649830174788543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268462549859368,0.0,0.09494032497197076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887853035213762,0.0,0.0,0.2414945807174448,0.15276974532098345,0.0,0.0,0.07733233789766844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929918619349562,0.0,0.0,0.07260471734373337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544894520201508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306135161621677,0.0,0.0950355589951927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703800978169048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098626067518673,0.0,0.05827235909693111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121672482230195,0.0776807479625126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205804111458843,0.0724846543503542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28010687371898885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509286141406464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311152481547692,0.0,0.08374526178288483,0.0,0.0,0.1208617504167983,0.11656909869933815,0.0,0.0,0.26520233394118964,0.0,0.0,0.17383550005625015,0.0,0.0617569861859131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296394502724206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866348307808712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890455917311492,0.2210567102405004,0.058576317189757775 adhd,BokoblinsAreInnocent,2019/09/16,"How do you deal with over consumption? I feel like I never can do anything in moderation, I always binge eat, chain smoke or watch videos for hours. Do you guys have any tips for dealing with it?",3.867280701754384,5.537495026315792,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,72.42105263157895,7.171929824561403,23.19298245614036,7.793537801064563,0.8728666666666669,153,4,32,2,3,47,31,38,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.4329,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546087016758891,0.0,0.0,0.20808410910285755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518042016801629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309257701741341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31310478683290244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471804747412712,0.21859975443421145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30297881376858005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301339115817489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494915568961775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359988237853604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spasecofbojx,2019/09/16,"OMG i fuckn DID IT x.x Today was a weird day. Whenever i get exciting i start to become a goofball of energy. I thought about talking to my crush many times, searching excuses not to, never really been to keen to do so. Dont get me wrong, im super good with words, can connect with almost everyone, the overall super extrovert (even though i dont see me as one). Today I told 1 of my crushes classmates i have acrush on her, he didnt tell it to anyone but I tought if I can tell him, I can tell her. (I hate eng. grammar) So, at the second break in school i got my oppertunity. First she walked directly at me for no reason, which got me really scared and nervous since all her friends were looking at her, expecting something out of it. I tought shes gonna talk to me about my crush on her. She just walked to the toilet. Her friends were passing me by so i FINALLY got the chance ive been waiting for, to talk to her alone. My friend stayed at distance while i waited for her to come by my way. When i saw her, i couldnt get any sentense formed in my head, stuck, paralized again. Thinking if i ""will or will not, will or will not, will or will not"" i kinda went straight towards her and talked to her. I told her my name, and the fact she met me before when i was at her friends circle a week ago, told her when i first noticed her, that i like her smile and that she is very symphatic for me. I continued to ask her to be a normal friend, that i wanted to do something with her and get to know her better. She responded with ""im currently not looking for a boyfriend/relationship"". I got ""softly"" rejected, but i didnt even aim for that. I told her that im interested in friendship even though i have a crush on her(nervousity got me like hell and i fkn told her...) i just want to be friends x.x. She kinda said yes but we havent exchanged numbers or so. Now i question myself if i should talk to her again, asking for her number so we can chat xD. I was such a goofball, and i could not participate in classes for like 1 hour. Happy day xD TL;DR: Told my crush i have a crush on her and asked her to be (casual) friends. Thanks ADHD for making it easier and harder to talk to people i find interesting xD.",2.0735970695970707,3.7222767406593458,3.664615384615384,89.56871794871796,77.19780219780219,6.864468864468868,23.534798534798533,7.702957570686157,0.9830952380952382,1707,54,375,25,39,567,202,455,0.09,0.695,0.21600000000000005,0.9966,1,2,2,0,0,0,69.0,2,0,0,5,21,28,2,2,13,1,37,1,1,2,3,59,76,31,0,10,18,0,1,3,7,8,0,1,0,0,10,17,0,2,6,2,1,5,14,7,0,4,27,6,92,21,57,36,2,46,1,1,4,0,68,16,1,11,25,260,102,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847509360447218,0.0,0.06251143014700668,0.0,0.07061526025476278,0.07303710770250932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795579198551484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049308991039151435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977791084067097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788343208248427,0.0600070428522312,0.0,0.0,0.0623689150056797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074644913970952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630421610041935,0.0,0.0,0.0909587029222262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529704974188475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973272549181034,0.0,0.0,0.06738456415781145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725084855156662,0.06445369833947526,0.11996798595848765,0.0,0.0,0.38138324016337694,0.0,0.14737446228645526,0.0,0.0,0.059148551147155275,0.2820051001646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506949714729913,0.0,0.06962357172560267,0.07237352357292418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944766718394267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285200257546244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038755764898712665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033570420684094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843751939762892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047072425516040434,0.07149587414137959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438911482030847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909430120959735,0.0,0.08028710862072197,0.0,0.0,0.04778595162490043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888945805070019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789981665585255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035340926159696,0.07250596301701642,0.0,0.07571173143000019,0.0,0.0,0.06708035244233734,0.0,0.07060248922137663,0.07136966817158923,0.056195044624921135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833459751957847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085789703314548,0.0,0.0,0.04991418347672085,0.07516458240006473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400862240228104,0.1849118924975311,0.06492503503249332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045186155345611684,0.13857043014603435,0.05598473871185265,0.04112058510598545,0.0,0.13368879790170846,0.4043073849468687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058186110938403514,0.08318865374864427,0.05597522948134362,0.056566623426219376,0.0,0.0,0.06537243809216359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710218582823967,0.0,0.0 adhd,randouser22,2019/09/16,How can you tell if your adderall dosage is too high? A general question as opposed to advice. Hopefully this can help everyone who has the same question.,4.095238095238095,7.0684704285714295,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,76.85714285714286,8.019047619047619,34.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.6655333333333338,124,7,20,3,3,39,26,28,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059149476914219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913866589955423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983500774287184,0.3307611197476894,0.0,0.3109354965560133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7013893002998273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736249640255385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2b-_-not2b,2019/09/16,"Vyvanse withdrawal effects over weekends? I have been taking Vyvanse for over 2 years now; got it up to 40mg for about a year and half. I take from Monday-Friday and take a break on weekends. Last month or two I have been noticing that I am having very depressed moods by Sunday evenings. Sometimes Saturdays too. And this is making my Monday mornings extremely terrible. Seems like once I take my Monday dose, I start feeling better. I will be checking this with my doc soon but I wanted to hear about any similar experiences from others that may have faced this. Is it possible that I have developed some kind of dependency over the last 1.5 years?",4.861322314049588,7.022747404958679,5.024867768595044,80.58821074380167,70.81818181818181,7.815206611570248,29.45537190082645,8.548686976883017,2.40613652892562,520,21,90,9,10,163,84,121,0.04,0.902,0.057999999999999996,-0.1831,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,0,13,2,1,3,0,14,24,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,12,3,16,18,1,21,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,5,16,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139952250609735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788617364926205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537587621079706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791058285726445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746265287560716,0.0,0.0,0.09026492780931343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277851782582973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120468427985846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590080355598831,0.0,0.2910347759324693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721571149346266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916329069442208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249272700227894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032458697146503,0.0,0.19011766177173195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125414663740185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251763658107646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656055502480594,0.0,0.12635716749680515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368984106461601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438781387495145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472974544251635,0.1052955485133154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448825150549038 adhd,PoutinePige,2019/09/16,"Changed Ritalin to Vyvanse I'm wondering if I should up my dose for Vyvanse. I started with ritalin 5mg (didn't feel much) and worked up to 5mg X 4 a day. It was working, I could feel the focus. Now I just switched to Vyvanse 20 mg and I don't even know if it's working. I can't tell if it's started or stopped. I've lost focus and can't seem to get anything done. Perhaps I need a higher dose of Vyvanse?",-0.0705982905982907,1.6263118791208804,2.617069597069598,94.30848595848595,84.05494505494505,5.363125763125763,27.69352869352869,6.42735559955562,1.0388744810744814,315,16,75,3,9,110,55,91,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,0,8,4,0,0,0,18,19,7,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,8,0,9,13,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,6,5,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156047340983695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462534179906481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585818559403675,0.0,0.0,0.15012569803796674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821770369121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537508948512771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354040339393137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161944548968405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793138141799196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25411000857094285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112219895879266,0.17260555373725164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191678853545495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295298369786589,0.0,0.0,0.194616908525036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034624948455961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524431002872406,0.5084061207274337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,James_Starkk,2019/09/16,"I'm super into certain feelings like metal, is that a thing? I'm super into the feeling of metal, especially small heavy objects. It's really hard to explain, but a therapist told me I might have hypersensitivity. Wood is another thing that likes once warm it feels almost alive. I'm super sensitive to touch so that could just be me, but does anyone else have certain things you love to touch and maybe even carry daily because of it?",5.449552845528455,7.059492573170735,6.576585365853664,72.25357723577237,68.39024390243902,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.4110422764227644,349,12,58,6,6,117,58,82,0.013999999999999999,0.65,0.336,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,3,9,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,15,16,4,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,9,7,12,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142419675094757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243472690272791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960017449517793,0.2192190512073732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304231197726866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708232185637091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723078876693655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787293962387822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131324176871904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32454159561389045,0.15284731217657374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165891817359867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905222628279488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930999835017488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494348573448815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269692029791423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278518386680768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370630944469812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248414698358,0.4264204959897749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204440252048272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Potential_Gold,2019/09/16,"Earliest Signs of ADHD To those of you who have a child with ADHD, looking back, what were the very earliest signs?",3.5522727272727286,5.830645136363637,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,74.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.965109090909092,91,3,17,2,2,29,18,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8631472109734323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612905422467304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015571842437541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962986706564025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhdquestion123321,2019/09/16,"How do I know if my adderall dose is too high? Is it normal to feel this way? Hi All, I haven't lurked here as much as I'd like but I recently had a question and wanted to pose it to the group in case anyone had any insight. I've been on adderall for a couple of months now. The last 2 months I was on 20mg of the XR version and that in conjunction with Prozac, I felt ok for the most part. I started to taper off after 6-8 hours and wanted to focus more because of my work schedule. Today is the first day that I took 30mg of the XR version and I feel........... off? It's hard for me to explain it but while I don't feel bad per se, I just wanted to know if there are any signs to look out for to see if my dose is too high? I feel partly focused but like I am hyper aware now? I guess I'm being productive again but I just feel different..... It's super hard to describe and I'm not worried about my safety so to speak but wonder if my dose is too high? This is kinda a rant at this point, but I would welcome any feedback from anyone who has increased their dose and went through any growing pains so to speak.",1.8745362718089995,2.699452247933884,3.550027548209368,93.55665748393022,76.10743801652895,6.038934802571165,22.535353535353536,5.82211442006289,0.12882020202020206,852,22,203,4,18,285,133,242,0.039,0.8140000000000001,0.147,0.9799,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,14,7,0,0,9,1,18,6,0,1,1,44,39,22,0,9,13,0,8,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,11,8,0,0,12,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,7,12,22,5,35,30,9,32,0,0,2,0,9,12,0,9,17,133,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392458035602744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440925897831064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413301182853887,0.07602597974886363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799636054918496,0.0,0.08043178150663073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303021275479694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153018782100511,0.0,0.11974733346322655,0.0,0.0,0.10608373387485703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373892111854868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344285364666788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953092754098855,0.0,0.0,0.12282056391811565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708177950254846,0.1016605382655398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218602986152386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473039276431537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909493330566866,0.0,0.0916809280321013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219562416134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270707746961127,0.0,0.0,0.2701114859988934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789734073909446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971094723047384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314243130936757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938284970689858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827493292014571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182165954137284,0.0,0.13856454555311068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068294975125685,0.0989940991413767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561338251888865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352496511291812,0.0907950483126504,0.12665559120496106,0.0,0.08859497544373958,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,red_hat25,2019/09/16,PSA: Play-doh makes a great stress ball Title says it all. It costs about 50 cents and keeps my hands busy while studying.,0.41000000000000014,2.7873866666666665,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,99.0,2.4000000000000004,10.166666666666668,3.1291,-2.3288833333333336,96,1,22,0,4,26,23,24,0.10400000000000001,0.743,0.152,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258551202305736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239480233798008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183775529381749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37930136855777696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463613013336011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6sadsnakes,2019/09/16,"Is it possible my adhd is actually anxiety I have the capacity for focus but when I’m in a stressful situation, such as a classroom my attentiveness decreases. When I was in a Roman History lecture the words coming out of my professors started to sound like an adult from Charlie Brown. I’m not sure if taking medication is a good idea because I’m already being treated for ADHD(concerta). I’ll talk to my psychologist about it and get his opinion but for now I want to hear from people who experience ADHD I’m open to any opinions",4.8008823529411755,6.666232176470594,7.3138725490196075,65.33492647058824,70.37254901960785,10.198039215686274,35.299019607843135,10.411451182825502,4.371407843137255,430,23,71,13,8,155,72,102,0.08199999999999999,0.833,0.085,0.079,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,16,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,4,15,14,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,5,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.17717197072866145,0.0,0.6545832602688837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035100034679734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346396052424373,0.0,0.13888945462203994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067454293049717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639398054021225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775961091753262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485525126721152,0.0,0.0,0.15228013304637714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462623480231312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049540517250609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869884278483778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828980578222163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586771834873525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467653828319265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407598015127465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850591186631113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079712029454613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111390281234184,0.0,0.13650713530240075,0.14592742746025356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708613326196256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AprilFood,2019/09/16,"ADDA Virtual support group recommendation * Has anyone had experience with ADDA's virtual support groups? People call in on Zoom (Skype) or phone in and share with each other. Example https://add.org/virtual-peer-support-group-young-adult/ There's no ADHD support group in my midsize US city. I'm resting *Driven To Distraction* and the group therapy stories sound like the most beneficial thing for me. Neurotyps just don't get it. **TLDR** have you tried ADDA's virtual support groups for ADHD or any other virtual support groups for that matter?? Do you recommend one?",5.6366071428571445,9.236270593406598,5.689663461538463,64.40064903846158,90.31868131868131,7.549725274725275,28.76442307692308,8.07648339933343,3.5364994505494494,468,21,58,12,16,147,64,91,0.021,0.727,0.252,0.9672,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,0,1,2,8,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,5,7,10,11,3,5,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30980058559525875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764937081023648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012262879892907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161072685333264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607879385585388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733951394654487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296896461668676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733895156514229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893558433711543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8775745742736623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739652911406215,0.0,0.08562854555935122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750760082477997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550383597212361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,apithrow,2019/09/16,"How to Tell if Your Meds Are Working 43M, only diagnosed a few years ago, currently applying for a disability accommodation at my workplace that may or may not end up with me just having to leave. I seem to have an issue with medication only working for short periods and then all the symptoms come back. My doctor has not been very helpful, he says adults don't normally develop a tolerance to medication, but I've read online that it can happen in adults who have major metabolic shifts. Well my symptoms were aggravated by sleep apnea and insulin resistance, so fixing those may have triggered the metabolic shifts that are interfering with my medication. I just don't know. I am currently not on any medication, for now I will use mindfulness and get in touch with my symptoms so that I can understand myself better before I try medication again. It's just so hard to tell whether or not a good day is because of medication or just from other factors, or whether a bad day is actually a failure of the medication. Does anyone else have this problem?",11.264115384615385,8.585325533333336,11.222916666666665,58.01437500000002,57.769230769230774,14.878205128205128,44.88782051282051,13.22790407523584,5.960551282051282,849,40,142,25,8,286,123,195,0.135,0.833,0.032,-0.961,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,12,5,0,0,10,0,21,14,1,3,1,37,28,16,0,3,16,0,2,0,0,4,13,1,0,2,10,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,2,3,14,3,21,22,3,19,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,9,12,106,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.09863350710159736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895958782798279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873369064573666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067319286817636,0.10356211373842147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771955928205843,0.08439245108905175,0.061613686810649076,0.0,0.0860064102625297,0.0,0.0,0.08939161532783119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706618054096442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036855590002908,0.0,0.0,0.1025878401259792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345337838860956,0.08845041585037064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443424036248914,0.0,0.08952143948665242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280692008453675,0.0,0.0,0.0847759581975019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937928043441502,0.0,0.0905423254665079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774767768965052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549484983551223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554755004550088,0.0,0.0,0.10702262363269256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227027278577884,0.7127489617922003,0.0,0.0,0.1020557854963345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903092260801973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537424499064117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671403352171062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110121183867216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037799013397055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920138459084872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114685414953734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151633225180186,0.0,0.0,0.1766860169811119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862251615317455,0.0,0.0,0.10522145263036588,0.0,0.08729536279632802,0.0,0.08339651965974731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087753845785314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716594746092732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508825188533117 adhd,wayne2oo8,2019/09/16,"How to go about diagnosis Hello, 29/m here. I'm at a point in my life where im trying to better myself and i feel like i have several symptoms of adhd. How do i go about getting help? I called some sort of counseling place and they said i have to take 3, 3 hour tests. I work construction so its pretty hard to miss an hour. Also they said they don't take insurance. How have you gone about diagnosis? Do i need to see a psychologist, a psychiatrist, a general practioner at a clinic?",0.31375291375291425,2.7049453636363694,3.2325252525252526,85.45083916083918,90.31313131313131,7.086557886557888,19.736596736596734,8.139509932561175,1.3155650349650347,377,12,79,10,13,133,63,99,0.036000000000000004,0.8320000000000001,0.133,0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,2,10,3,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,3,0,10,19,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,5,13,2,13,16,1,11,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,2,3,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254735482336275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474052102808125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113352234977738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975833992522384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783855472342927,0.13823522456432455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010948756812138,0.0,0.21993908672718954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333647033895008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296978320788625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811136975232245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901136905187115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366735720918011,0.09453349566425437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347653803794572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216454004419676,0.0,0.18291843818266496,0.0,0.0,0.19685733553788515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681223889457198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541930932162265,0.0,0.0,0.21859800250198844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011188234309164,0.29097328168198355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137264450059669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086906734243598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sharmims,2019/09/16,"Should I tell my Employer I have ADHD This is my first full-time job and it's right out of college (Graduated may 2018, started may 2018) and although I have suspected I had add/adhd I was too afraid to seek help until recently. I started my job not on medication and finally saw a doctor/was prescribed adderall 2 months ago, this month my doctor took me off of adderall and put me on Vyvance. I work in an agency where everybody is quite open with each other, it's a very fast-paced yet casual environment (people drink at 2pm, vape, etc.) Agency life is crazy needless to say so it's not a corporate up-tight environment. I still like to keep things somewhat professional so I'm wondering if I should bring it up to HR or my manager that I was diagnosed with ADHD recently and I'm taking medication for it, but since it's early on my prescription could change and that can affect me or my work slightly. Has anyone had a similar experience or any advice on what I should do and how I should go about this situation if it is best to tell my manager?",3.511987053194485,5.255712622009573,5.408533633549116,78.18326484660854,73.49760765550239,9.128173374613004,27.60512243174782,9.627879704456738,2.6842606811145515,834,32,161,22,17,287,124,209,0.017,0.925,0.057999999999999996,0.8308,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,5,0,20,6,0,2,0,33,31,18,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,0,0,15,12,1,1,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,6,2,23,3,21,18,4,29,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,9,14,112,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526356676078881,0.1226793833693478,0.11128649128934473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537369589080142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778273971432513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131749865887531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280808223702578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002360470697492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274237274723259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569976144871248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298456256934548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400138781692572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280536078499288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752646298782634,0.0,0.10678700033715964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134910609887615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414897524119798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491645520175249,0.11158858390666196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886748903180273,0.061334076742919484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529431763120213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041480379187745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703586263672382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620561318882825,0.0,0.13353066981475908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479175717789999,0.0,0.0,0.10721322546858572,0.0,0.09983700891866887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385065040846547,0.14111584136838842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777202771280009,0.0,0.10025897910765423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439287875382234,0.0,0.21946061880554724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340533811683576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948313876426838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103586305942443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614626873682956,0.1827939213793721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FairtexBlues,2019/09/16,"First day on meds in 10 years It's been a long since I've taken medication for my ADD. Today was day one, I came into work and got started. No endless procrastination or distranctions. I'm so happy I could cry.",2.1277906976744205,4.145850558139537,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,78.30232558139534,7.090697674418602,22.377906976744185,8.07648339933343,1.1949581395348845,166,5,34,3,4,58,39,43,0.126,0.767,0.107,0.0458,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,1,4,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075296163605037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468056495305585,0.0,0.2953544811409822,0.3468135618106093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871106984168266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150496656059432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862301116062241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379522939692324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986675193375828,0.27087053799068483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220154372376768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242214205552124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031621164641532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548688948110577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574945071607489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731513271167006 adhd,ProfessorBrhulk,2019/09/16,Vyvanse and multivitamin? I currently take 50 MG per day of Vyvanse. I know about the whole issue with Vyvanse and Vitamin C. I wanted to see if a multvitamin would affect this issue to where it would decrease it's affect. I know there is the 100 percent daily value in the multi vitamin I take. I looked online and couldn't find anything. I didn't know if this mainly was for juices and foods with Vitamin C.,3.5952857142857155,5.7176981,5.092142857142857,78.91000000000003,74.25,7.571428571428572,26.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,2.061857142857143,328,12,58,6,7,110,52,80,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,2,0,18,14,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,8,9,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570564965465256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337426736005208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736323065018656,0.0,0.2875729662198521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964447198813157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920990640599383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970895782325984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895118008879753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35762218314480154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402724358578078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655176091789105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378811011253099,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kreed098,2019/09/16,"Staying awake with ADHD Hey everyone So I don't sleep well (whole other set of problems I need to work on😅) so trying to stay awake at work is becoming harder everyday. I try coffee but that just makes me more sleepy. Is there anything you guys do, drink, or take that helps you stay awake?",1.2280295566502453,3.7422144137931066,2.289704433497537,93.40431034482759,85.89655172413794,5.383251231527094,18.630541871921178,6.868970318607317,0.2031300492610839,228,6,47,3,7,72,46,58,0.06,0.88,0.06,0.2526,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,7,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,5,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405733777680024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602665478560541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509129716900394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078549060054456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609648966832384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928378010859776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053998965010488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000029395742954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440816388602334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635397353070698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489537861809747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6227478847801969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643131874450802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445135402089304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510789054733064,0.0,0.0,0.21743669992761144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835675245785157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,birdsatemyface_,2019/09/16,"I hate having ADHD. I'm always late to things. Always. Been written up at nearly every job I've ever had for being late. Currently on probation at my job for being late. They gave me a pay cut instead of firing me. I was doing better and they were going to bring my pay back up. Today, I woke up late. Then I realized I couldn't fine my phone. I looked for it for 20 MINUTES. And guess where I found it... BURIED IN MY FUCKING LAUNDRY BASKET. I was 30 minutes late to work today. HOW DO I NOT DO THINGS LIKE THIS EVERY SINGLE DAY?",-0.7677058823529421,1.3820650636363607,1.9517112299465216,92.59462566844921,98.36363636363636,3.679144385026738,14.652406417112301,5.5289334501034215,-0.6715721925133686,407,9,83,3,17,140,71,110,0.142,0.831,0.027000000000000003,-0.8535,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,5,6,3,0,1,0,12,1,0,1,1,9,23,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,9,2,17,3,16,11,1,23,0,0,1,1,4,9,1,1,13,61,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944430047893032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078516363549425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201551562243713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733637985382213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556157274919214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000816910426645,0.2235614346343756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454664843035849,0.0,0.1226518480930876,0.0,0.0,0.07539976934553468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615164264180894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098476794138858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633102329995523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7482911765719001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481616227999662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140990478765793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628092628044306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515124653261517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658578967107444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ideallynot-,2019/09/16,"Undiagnosed but wanting to seek help Hi everyone! Recently I have gotten close to a friend of mine that has ADHD and after finding a lot of similarities I begun to research it. I have never found anything that explains my mindset and actions like ADHD. I won’t get into my symptoms because it’s quite lengthy but I want to seek professional help but am absolutely TERRIFIED. At this point I am pretty certain that ADHD is something that I have and that has gone undiagnosed for 19 years. (I recently started college and have been noticing the symptoms) Anyway.. I’m scared to be called a hypochondriac or for them to think I’m a college kid seeking adderall. I’m just very worried no one will listen to me or take me seriously. Yet, a diagnosis would mean so much to me. I will be so embarrassed if they tell me I don’t have it and I won’t know what to do to help myself after that. Can someone share their story of gaining a diagnosis? Or offer me any reassurance/ advice ♥️",3.8185,5.815024678947368,5.623355263157897,75.89661184210529,73.26315789473685,7.907894736842106,31.34868421052632,8.660442795831766,2.788815789473684,779,37,138,15,16,267,114,190,0.114,0.723,0.163,0.8414,0,0,1,1,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,5,8,0,2,7,0,21,2,0,0,2,27,37,14,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,1,23,5,19,26,2,15,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,5,10,103,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120889651508935,0.1387932126669733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658745589112673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688123291991025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658212881054415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503179152611534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571882245842842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981578423862666,0.0,0.0,0.155732087814589,0.10973450863132392,0.0,0.07420649199095226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560560777837124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805773979943789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939025387406253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075155919283127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471580826069475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441075467316516,0.0,0.10954477053054916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170575526877795,0.0,0.0,0.09624538150010567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426729620601133,0.0,0.0,0.14449884026779472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106980605996326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28048132716975915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220002487985714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034428111348346,0.1093441070763786,0.0,0.0,0.10053183974848336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952537853098995,0.10679130050469816,0.0,0.1241432892036952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100914833503636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719227628305677,0.16754973887234265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424162304133245,0.0,0.10089631993136547,0.0,0.0,0.09146473292708186 adhd,ABeehner,2019/09/16,"Untreated, undiagnosed, and out of my mind I have spent my life being told in annoying-im too loud, to excitable, to quick to intterupt, and too hyper-but I was awesome in school. I have always thrived intellectually. I aced honors with almost no effort and I even graduated college Suma cuma laude with honors. I remember the only complaints my teachers had was that I often didn't pay attention and I have the remarks on my report cards as evidence. But despite all of this I was quite successful. I have always joked growing up (and had others joke) that I am all book smarts and no common sense. I never though much of it just kind of accepted that as fact and tried to get through it. Fastforward. I'm 27,engaged, have a job i'm in love with and a beautiful Victoria fixer-upper. I have been with my fiance for 2 years now and when we got together that was the first time I heard someone say I might have ADHD. Once one person connected the dots it seems like every single other person in my life agreed or has made the same conclusion on their own. I have even people working in mental health look at me and go ""oh yea you for sure have ADHD!"" I started doing research and everything started to make sense. I have read advice on how to manage symptoms and work through them and for three years now I have actively been searching for someone to diagnose and discuss treatment with. I finally found a psychiatrist in my area that was accepting patients, saved up the $250 for the appointment for her to look at me and say I don't believe in ADHD, all the problems you listed are because you are bored and proufoundly emotionally damaged and need extensive counseling. If I hadnt already had people advocating for me to get help I might have believed her and just shut down further. Its been a few months since then and I am giving up hope. Its at the point where my fiance stated he feels like he is a second hand citizen in my life, chores are piling up, even keeping up with personal hygeine is becoming a struggle. I cant sit down and spend time with the person I love and intend to marry without bringing up 20 different unrelated thoughts I have, getting up, and trying to get a chore done, getting distracted by everything or interrupting him almost everytime he talks because I connected with what he was trying to say and HAD to inject anythoughy I had on the subjects IN THAT MOMENT. Its maddening! I feel completely unable to stop any of it and cant see the right track let alone get myself on it. I forget requests seconds join hearing them. I forget my own thought and memories and the one thing I am completely sure of it I that I am so broken and unreliable that I cant even trust myself to do most things at any given time. I'M NOT GIVING UP YET, but I feel utterly out of options and out of mind. Hoping this last lead I have on a clinic that specializes in ADHD can take me in and that I can find the money to see them (I might as well not be paying for health insurance its so bad). I have 2 months before I can even look at a better option for insurance but I don't know how much more of my insaniry that my fiance and myself can take.",5.4651097560975614,6.2531392650406525,6.19714430894309,78.01669207317077,67.73170731707317,9.141869918699188,30.822154471544714,9.255337874911486,2.67939105691057,2508,95,464,46,40,823,295,615,0.05,0.847,0.10400000000000001,0.9801,2,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,3,4,12,22,29,0,2,23,1,59,11,1,6,7,101,103,46,0,5,11,0,4,2,0,3,8,6,2,5,28,42,0,2,14,4,5,4,13,6,1,6,26,15,73,23,84,71,12,69,0,1,5,2,34,41,0,15,24,349,101,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308842093101257,0.06726050387171205,0.0,0.0,0.1378478849029839,0.07128778382958159,0.07595632178289842,0.0,0.11454521120777054,0.0,0.0,0.09361438972541103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057470708555813675,0.0839170374138681,0.07601803309102402,0.058569804222345,0.1550971195678047,0.0,0.060875106784351575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443352309894528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986164977041913,0.0,0.07191336796098971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043764124390504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742520458964205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273099397033445,0.0,0.05799278204758392,0.0,0.12372108032041695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440851771125476,0.0491726222961309,0.0,0.07540060067310994,0.06290995712695388,0.058547306420686215,0.0,0.07546924301360641,0.0,0.0,0.215767008168028,0.1320572418006703,0.039118038379427546,0.0,0.05505014985331778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632750130597932,0.0775771326769713,0.0,0.04613572647305431,0.0,0.0,0.13672871056339606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434890157973029,0.0,0.0683037885233431,0.06117983457168402,0.0,0.07167651863492006,0.03782751914961978,0.05610615753538376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038399185539783,0.14585134779173184,0.06725434694784692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734012041081954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424467815503915,0.06512921493201831,0.04594498604996485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693650950315012,0.21905529247489994,0.13899864807826096,0.0,0.10987991882717632,0.0,0.10119687892510182,0.05103704671173321,0.0530864321159206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733023842078493,0.0932828447534405,0.05234880263108289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543699707440556,0.24040103641614,0.0,0.0,0.06506720193859802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586162579776635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320985716913825,0.06884926560657376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797169632166293,0.05878098967140971,0.0,0.16421066051572816,0.0,0.06966028141925483,0.10969821559287828,0.06266082870049787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056937415905072626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663995422015287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743736118938066,0.0,0.0,0.05754549628458279,0.0,0.07195672867751478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974412547024355,0.071541388762376,0.10350414898596284,0.05532346041664657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145603626714263,0.0,0.06762575340235745,0.10928767791030806,0.12040709746837455,0.0,0.0,0.06577062529226625,0.0,0.14019445727595434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188701074068675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635027982494225,0.0,0.10021905000652796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864934970456226 adhd,inbedwithabook,2019/09/16,I've been on hold for 15 minutes I zoned out so much I forgot why I called in the first place 🤦‍♀️ Then I went into scramble mode trying to remember so I don't sound like an idiot when someone finally answers lol,-1.3201785714285703,0.7088566250000028,1.8342857142857127,94.125,97.33333333333334,4.40952380952381,19.357142857142858,6.1826913282559595,0.11026428571428593,170,6,38,2,7,60,42,48,0.131,0.805,0.064,-0.4355,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,5,1,6,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408910288037389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657086882958521,0.0,0.2839666851884955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309882669981646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24541301740936586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34879488005630205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781790401063359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828640904710512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266574829158828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094758055560816,0.3012413814712099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chromavita,2019/09/16,"Subjects to discuss with therapist? So a few months ago I made an appointment with a psychiatrist for my ADHD. My sessions with her were relatively short and very focused on the pharmaceutical side of things, and after a few sessions I mentioned I was interested in seeking additional help in the form of coaching or therapy. I’m not sure exactly what I’m looking for, but I have always heard that pills don’t make the skills. She helped me book an appointment with their therapist and I had a preliminary session/interview. The therapist and I booked 3 bi-weekly sessions, and he mentioned that I should bring in some subjects to discuss. He said that the progress we make will be at least partially based on what I bring to the table to talk about. Well my appointment is in a few hours and I haven’t been able to come up with much in the way of specific subjects. I’m not even sure what type of subjects I should be thinking of? Or whether I’m even looking for help in he right place... Can anyone help me answer the following: * What types of subjects do you talk about with your therapist? * How can I come up with subjects to discuss? * Is a therapist the right person to help in this situation? Thank you in advance for any help!",4.126787234042556,6.2514006042553225,4.8095212765957465,81.50874999999998,72.74468085106382,8.274468085106383,30.89893617021277,8.982922981607832,2.7420255319148943,982,45,184,21,20,315,119,235,0.017,0.851,0.133,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,1,3,7,5,0,0,17,0,17,1,0,4,3,35,35,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,9,17,0,0,2,3,0,6,4,0,1,0,7,4,23,5,40,23,7,29,0,0,2,0,26,18,0,3,4,130,32,7,0.10786050620214964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296273679819894,0.0,0.09561183081766232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974858168518825,0.0,0.0,0.0733488429118208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541857381822717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858245509424728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248169417971704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337797422324565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106220871764688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115131969432216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206021892640928,0.1439954508809836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609322700130212,0.0,0.07928988264748582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417963364204872,0.11269127204273813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18422456591368488,0.10260004120563278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123972814927154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331450123773545,0.0,0.0,0.17338837840385776,0.0,0.0993034625949091,0.12334788897848332,0.6261718052424249,0.07165772759052165,0.0691126571579823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899621368279896,0.0,0.08561464932995654,0.0865191920299248,0.0,0.09697954860178136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BabylonWhore,2019/09/16,"Do you find that stopping Vyvanse for few days/week stops you from building tolerance? I went up from 30 to 40 and a month has passed and again Ive built up tolerance and its not working anymore. I dont know if my doctor is gonna want to up me to 50 or more, she's not a fan of stimulants. I was also told to start taking magnesium glucinate before I take my pill, any experience with this?",6.4537804878048775,4.7695025487804905,7.370853658536586,78.72993902439025,66.1951219512195,11.126829268292685,33.91463414634146,10.125756701596842,3.0365024390243907,307,11,67,6,4,104,64,82,0.071,0.85,0.079,0.1616,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,14,14,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,11,0,12,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502541685672048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584222969391574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418568163180469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075182448651522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496146908473852,0.0,0.0,0.2858177308311423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855491598956705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289580887051752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402640636687005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465736827784874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726148008071881,0.0,0.0,0.4077780538086503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667247930740695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330314213194449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384281076076755,0.0,0.19562047808727467,0.0,0.0,0.22607302360904774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775426914563018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caitj37,2019/09/16,"Post breakup emotions on adderall... So normally when I take my meds I get a sense of my emotions being numbed a little. I still feel them but they don’t control me or impact me as much as usual. That being said, my bf and I recently broke up and it’s been rather hard so far. Especially bc I feel like I’m shutting off all the sadness and crying during the day but then at night by the time the meds are out of my system it hits full force and is so much harder to deal with bc it feels like it comes out of no where. Each day is starting to give me whiplash and I’m just wondering if anyone else has been through this, experienced something similar with their meds, and/or has an advice. It would be much appreciated. I should probably also add that I’m on other meds besides adderall (which is all that I’m referring to above) for other reasons and those tend to make it almost impossible to cry. So sometimes I’m so sad and want to cry and just can’t. Occasionally I still cry and it hits like a waterfall. So that in addition just makes it a lot more difficult to keep putting up with day to day.",4.287916666666668,5.00232755357143,5.300071428571432,83.66159523809526,70.33928571428572,8.473333333333334,28.32619047619048,8.648137234880735,1.896808690476191,868,30,183,14,15,286,131,224,0.156,0.774,0.071,-0.9672,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,15,8,0,0,9,0,15,1,0,4,2,44,37,24,0,6,8,0,4,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,17,18,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,6,17,3,28,27,9,31,0,3,0,0,7,14,0,5,16,125,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013590299542659,0.0,0.0,0.10386576884454507,0.0,0.0,0.08294897630965258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725270465159097,0.10627868836211304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935004447634859,0.0,0.0,0.11633659154326235,0.0,0.0,0.4557488891168142,0.2675765996764811,0.10693608969972453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086649064939349,0.23335369732540004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733967878623625,0.14820255601265306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054192117179096826,0.0995026290085624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291737339526686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219569179523172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202462755505136,0.10395986407390996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818342532799447,0.0,0.0,0.13847470504143214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608610969014037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874979129976886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973390400356103,0.10162863794624867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934003498855147,0.0,0.11183327046321104,0.0,0.0,0.10427243907063133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664674416559457,0.10241608611808148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866638394661303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798526989289469,0.10258683960695626,0.0,0.0734172050680452,0.0,0.16567010018239006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798841469779172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048297736157762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423861414937332,0.0,0.06117978925215967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124855159200757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368338060404295,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jlkpgo,2019/09/16,"I'm drinking hot coffee for the first time in days Or, well, ""hot"". Or, well, ""sort of warm-ish"". I've been drinking cold coffee for some consecutive days in a row now. I've just forgotten about having brewed it. I forgot about it today, too - I was just lucky to find it before it had cooled off completely. Went into the kitchen, thought, ""What's that smell? Oh shit, my coffee!"" Thank God I've finally bought a timer that will cut the power to the coffee machine after 30 minutes. I really don't know how I used to manage before that. (I guess I got to drink hot coffee more often before, though - better cold than burned, amirite?)",2.343536585365854,4.5930177642276435,3.2774186991869914,89.82149390243902,78.67479674796748,5.726016260162603,19.193089430894307,6.816661863887847,0.20652357723577275,487,11,97,5,12,155,83,123,0.062,0.815,0.12300000000000001,0.7616,1,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,11,8,2,0,6,1,6,5,1,2,0,16,16,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,4,1,3,3,1,1,1,2,2,1,8,7,7,6,15,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,8,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404119512376691,0.0,0.0,0.15258217618371006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808866120133883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252554551344966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070192589482023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889900214387701,0.15768248581572925,0.1467475934787053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798204401700984,0.0,0.19005303994287764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481388200149554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052236366061824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709191906155272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588355855342249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950253010228933,0.13696363428725605,0.10059928669349692,0.0,0.1635312055161555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490040914616211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102369843808136,0.15993013291362893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pleasurealien,2019/09/16,"Just because you say you experience something the same in your opinion. Doesnt mean that you do. Normalizing my ADD symptoms as a commen occurance in anyone who experiences distress is insensitive. Yesterday i had an awfull day, i got called up from work and my colleague asked where i was. Apparently someone switched a shift without notifying me. And i was basically told by a colleague (this was after my shift) that all the symptomes i talked about were a commen occurrance in everyone and that there for implying that it wasnt so bad. When they called i was in the middle of frigging no where, atleast 2 hours away from work. I was helping my mom clean up her new home. My colleague told me i was scheduled for work. I looked in my agenda and saw nothing there on my planning it didnt say so, in the planningapp itdoesnt say i have to work. I decided to come anyway because they doubled down hard that i needed to come. While making my way over to work i got: - totally numb and depleted of any energy - i had problems with concentrating - i suffered from anxiety - and had continious brainfog",5.1010294117647055,7.040928563725494,5.809950980392159,76.11727941176474,69.73529411764707,9.02156862745098,33.82843137254902,9.516144504307137,3.451260784313725,873,43,152,20,16,284,122,204,0.098,0.8490000000000001,0.053,-0.7847,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,2,6,10,6,0,1,9,0,16,3,0,1,2,22,28,11,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,17,6,32,0,29,11,4,26,0,1,2,0,19,15,0,1,8,116,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863801983355078,0.0,0.09717247515809684,0.0,0.0,0.08881764327804692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874963658162364,0.0,0.11934256965789253,0.0,0.10605914791720987,0.15486444673303304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594099782709107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883864732964484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191951872190605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137620453566185,0.0,0.24850631826551225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031842701395397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378792493285338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514103899591856,0.0,0.12741472456516045,0.0,0.12509236146280908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106667578537989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478903765028367,0.0,0.0,0.13836560948723536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876815120402795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418616583090128,0.0,0.12267989257168813,0.0,0.0,0.12445586226875573,0.12188228010040855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215441411474752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030420743169793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762642804097093,0.0977887404625624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640516855845828,0.0,0.102096515234759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427524090713237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082518136567307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244592626638072,0.0,0.462372368284007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dipstickk01,2019/09/16,"feeling empty when working? not sure if it's just me, but I've noticed earlier today before my meds kicked in and I was trying to get started with my readings for class, was that the reason why I can't seem to just *do* any work is that I feel empty. like there's nothing fuelling me to do it, even though I have to, I want to get the good grade, I've slept and eaten enough, and taken care of my physical needs. there's a desolate emptiness in the work ahead of me that's made it almost impossible to start on anything without my meds. it isn't the same feeling as depression either. maybe it's a very acute awareness of the lack of motivation? I'm honestly not sure what it is, or why it is so. Was hoping to post here on an impulse (after years of lurking) to see if I'm the only one feeling like this?",1.8325000000000031,3.606915821428572,3.6684761904761913,88.70985714285717,78.28571428571428,6.146666666666667,24.29523809523809,7.0316486544052195,0.9135923809523812,630,22,133,7,15,212,100,168,0.105,0.7170000000000001,0.177,0.9222,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,9,9,0,0,9,0,11,2,1,3,2,30,31,11,0,6,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0,7,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,5,12,8,23,24,4,12,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,9,90,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475441764460306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830471085859546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189592965357677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300860339976735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738698569232056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450799096215925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936753351703302,0.0,0.09547950037752144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29237240627600897,0.1032725936933164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105165928014475,0.0,0.0,0.1212487788749741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357916979887916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124792459971844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678471143419652,0.0,0.0,0.14522840443304244,0.0,0.3211437244394849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718826741892827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870774245643056,0.16458076640704214,0.0,0.0,0.09795655463280813,0.10994322393249337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844704635157068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459758095167474,0.0,0.0,0.14863017447537405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519437767198905,0.13160059400334628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046384460047719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272489278141211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420279543414871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370245186100805,0.0,0.0,0.09814570620973266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927587002449352,0.08526432590193092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608830535284798,0.0,0.0,0.1393491981886487,0.0,0.3157208447006707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309090959275862 adhd,bl1nkyy,2019/09/16,"Hyperfocused on the wrong things hi everyone I'm 23yo and doing a degree in 2D animation and I recently have been diagnosed with ADHD and underlying autism and I've been prescribed Ritalin for working and Ativan for sleeping My doctor prescribed me to take 10mg Ritalin twice a day in the morning and afternoon before 6pm and it has been working sort of well at first; I managed to finish some projects that I've been holding off for months but the problem started right after all the previous work has been completed Aside from minor side effects that I now don't have much anymore, I've realised I've been doing a lot of OTHER things like chores (excessively) and talking to peers about work and talking so much more and teaching people and learning techniques on basically everything and playing games and I mean yeah that's better than not doing anything at all but I'm doing a lot of shit except for my university projects and it's driving me insane Like am I doing something wrong is there a habit I have to develop I'm working on my bachelor's degree for 2D animation and yes I love drawing but I haven't been drawing any more than I've been before being on medication and I feel like doing the other things stops me from the actual problem itself, I'm basically efficiently procrastinating on my work and I do a lot of other things and I really don't know what to do and right now I've been avoiding a lot of actual work and I'm scared and idk how to develop a wanting to do work because I feel like it's boring (even though I like it) I'm not sure if I'm being ridiculous and being actually lazy or whatever it's driving me crazy tldr: was prescribed 10mg Ritalin twice a day, ended up doing everything else except working which was the main problem also thank you so much everyone for your time I'm quite in a pinch on chasing deadlines ughh idk what else you can ask me for more info but idk sorry I'm rambling",5.201087044534415,6.297665549999998,6.474736842105262,74.6735425101215,68.5,9.109311740890687,32.24696356275304,9.367010060515213,3.0504028340080978,1559,67,277,31,26,527,172,380,0.14,0.753,0.107,-0.867,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,13,11,21,2,2,17,2,35,9,2,2,3,57,54,33,0,5,10,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,19,23,0,3,7,2,0,2,5,10,1,3,11,2,25,11,42,40,14,33,0,0,0,1,9,17,1,8,19,195,44,16,0.0,0.0,0.24232524499852615,0.0,0.0994777674445786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619400842798973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056288878275495294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208915738139537,0.0,0.0,0.06811561016716923,0.0,0.07738213117825926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045801097549875,0.0,0.14086845367091105,0.0,0.0,0.07320651207240671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678653219725548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067642331594195,0.0,0.0,0.08401344946192545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472227474760806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382934230185371,0.0,0.07331283047615389,0.0,0.0,0.05467117422568042,0.0,0.0,0.15818742105946396,0.14878312726699025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370562633390295,0.11826693562955512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040717167817143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045490199255103184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219497023638067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28148457806542004,0.0747063948775465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901647032539882,0.0,0.08338568169905464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606908824515201,0.0,0.18254433371995413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738478376088595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376094347309754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803989965319248,0.0,0.0,0.053026880019396254,0.0,0.08172893228186967,0.0,0.0,0.1413763837902368,0.0,0.0,0.08287080156927516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496589860598228,0.0,0.0,0.08283336610742187,0.0,0.0,0.06372315200332791,0.0,0.09265825500606448,0.05858757162827233,0.0,0.0,0.06920242593402487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801312711621229,0.0,0.06223543688495708,0.13306054927265096,0.0,0.07620679885925254,0.0,0.0,0.2199643754811808,0.0,0.08132462995741112,0.0,0.048265944817408084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882200679924285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442339633115612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423414211132502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099984895135526,0.0,0.0 adhd,peacefucker,2019/09/16,"Frowning while trying to fall asleep Ever since I can remember, when I close my eyes to go to sleep at night, I involuntarily clench my eyelids shut real tight and furrow my brow. Every twenty seconds or so I catch myself doing it (because it’s uncomfortable) and have to forcefully relax my whole face.. only for it to scrunch right back up again as soon as my mind wanders! Now that I think about it, I’m frowning most of the time at any time of the day. Seems to be my resting expression. What the heck? Linked to ADHD or am I just an angry looking chick?",6.4910303030303,5.99784198181818,7.007272727272728,77.47757575757578,65.54545454545455,9.151515151515152,31.06060606060606,8.344100000000001,2.1937878787878784,438,14,85,5,6,144,81,110,0.08,0.894,0.026000000000000002,-0.7052,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,4,0,1,15,10,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,13,1,16,9,3,20,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,4,11,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28629759977046865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199972273226407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317868480918206,0.0,0.14521845234942032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363404547606935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154862272542644,0.20071304507219484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538754864258135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000472154573994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24053719214414246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355602876348732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811792297418453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711497832351624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698600764716619,0.20344103201714572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686915666340376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706042237242968,0.0,0.2383949148303469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264359807752045,0.0,0.0,0.27781934610819226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617376934886608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659673304096564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bumblebeeji,2019/09/16,"I need to work on my thesis but I can't focus, even with my meds... I don't know what to do. There isn't really a point to this post other than that I just desperately needed to reach out to someone who'd understand. I've been having a horrible time focusing lately, despite taking my meds. I even tried taking a slightly higher dose today (my dose hasn't been adjusted in years) just to see if it'd help, but there's basically no difference. I'm just constantly tired and find myself drifting off to other things. I really don't know what to do anymore. My student loan debt is rising every day, but I feel like I'll never make it to graduation. All I need to do is my final thesis, and then I'm done. But I just can't bring myself to work and I hate it.",2.800928270042196,3.9828949367088633,5.004493670886077,82.63412447257386,74.31645569620251,8.051476793248945,22.66033755274261,8.59863814320734,1.3593147679324895,592,15,123,11,12,207,90,158,0.15,0.7979999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9528,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,1,0,3,0,17,3,0,1,2,26,32,9,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,6,0,2,3,8,1,0,0,3,2,18,1,17,27,1,18,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,10,84,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584459502794234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726513872063088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303650883028836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692252818737946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349712841103936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104921598435364,0.0,0.13461060259691324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078300430463096,0.11413758893514503,0.0,0.17501695787673294,0.14602415920065426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773685271293222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708846381414353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560754865315986,0.0,0.18022415424383476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805409440853613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066457245216813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549302781919733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553956563247566,0.123222172907325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510314724177752,0.0,0.1530126386937372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470168443781367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731362751874264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537007512045446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402498272086536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614210698621002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316143248001796,0.18362868347226746,0.1514404511384482,0.0,0.0,0.10847131722460997,0.0,0.0,0.1663230992816734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326245825213165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288472084133074 adhd,Spuriousantics,2019/09/16,"Making mistakes worse One of the ADHD-related struggles that has the biggest negative impact on my life is that once I feel like I’ve messed something up, it becomes so emotionally difficult for me that I hide from it, which turns minor mistakes into major ones. For instance, if I forget to return someone’s call that day, I may never end up calling them back even though I remember that I need to call them because I’m embarrassed about the delay. Often I rationalize it with something like, “Well I don’t have the information they need anyway, so since I’m already late, I’ll wait until I have the info to call them back.” ....But then I don’t try to get the info or I do but then it’s so late that I can’t bring myself to face them because of my emotions over having “messed up.” Often, though, there isn’t even any rationalization—once I’ve messed something up, I’m done with it, and it feels like I can’t make myself face it. There are so many ways this negatively impacts my life, particularly since I see mistakes everywhere I turn. Do others struggle with this? Do you have any strategies for combatting it?",6.125140021269058,6.406723626728108,6.689585253456223,76.83239985820632,66.1889400921659,9.073236440978377,31.438851471109533,8.841846274778883,2.5013916341722795,885,32,165,13,13,290,116,217,0.154,0.8059999999999999,0.04,-0.9578,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,5,0,17,14,0,3,6,0,17,4,2,2,1,29,32,14,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,18,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,8,10,1,2,1,3,27,4,23,30,1,22,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,5,15,119,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923503227138086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866649928438115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625368436231248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653740950795467,0.0,0.13110351879179916,0.1187629108105008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392171564032225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935056682627007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004466920020464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192266737956897,0.09524325139052336,0.0,0.0,0.1420504530181864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874489444674043,0.15364469504442868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618210334431346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260618676786916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190896076496074,0.15760711669469796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435596281189752,0.10902264957942276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947027251807794,0.08293688939677687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290405095709271,0.14573571192426402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181511727493667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569071616815095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790655643030506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111325245288787,0.24835489829942897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483587650604853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130331825871526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300856190992706,0.2339323366203937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853555243873901,0.0,0.0,0.0966860261712367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958638486212502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,black-cat-tarot,2019/09/16,"Is ADHD considered a disability? Like on job applications and stuff they ask if you have any disabilities to be accommodated or aware off. Idk what to put. My mother says to hide my ADHD and not mention it in case it turns potential employers away. I think it shows my strength- I have two degrees and have run various small libraries for ten years.",4.275897435897438,6.796651384615388,5.336538461538464,76.09762820512822,73.61538461538461,9.256410256410255,29.294871794871803,9.725611199111238,3.1466410256410264,280,12,51,8,6,92,53,65,0.046,0.868,0.085,0.5574,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,7,2,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617815037025516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479340514590094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402941152938743,0.0,0.24149393647305384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506873068083186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557488595887314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583923379165615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440547368122147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942449115416359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469839473606865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795815358081502,0.2510869826660265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552286186216625 adhd,mutedswan,2019/09/16,"I feel like I'm drowning in university bureaucracy hell The fucking struggle it was to apply for exchange, accept the invitation, move (coooontraaaacts), I had to sign an agreement with Erasmus, a learning agreement between the two unis, another thing with my own uni which I haven't even done yet. Then there's the enrolling so that I can get my timetable, but it's not showing up! I'm so certain my courses have started today! I know I could easily just go to campus and ask someone for help and just get along that way until my timetable problem is fixed, but I can't. I'm glued to my bed and the only active thing I can bring myself to do is to e-mail the university and fucking cry. In the meantime my friends are trying to be supportive and sending me messages like <yeah, you can do this, just go to the campus> etc. which makes me feel like even more of a failure. The only thing I can tell myself is that it's OK to miss the first day, it's not the end of the world - but all I can think about is that I'll be stuck in bed forever and not show up for my exchange at all and get kicked out of my course back home down the line. Waaah. I feel like such a fuck-up. I feel lost in this system.",4.293353658536585,4.7903470650406526,4.892428861788621,87.37083841463415,70.21951219512195,7.450813008130081,29.602642276422767,7.1686216300943375,1.4851715447154477,942,35,202,8,16,302,133,246,0.094,0.7440000000000001,0.161,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,12,18,3,1,17,1,21,2,0,1,3,35,45,14,1,2,9,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,15,11,0,0,8,2,2,5,5,7,0,2,5,4,25,11,30,37,5,26,1,2,0,2,7,10,3,0,13,140,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223067854261004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680536799556108,0.0,0.0,0.1042990161418063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829774034019847,0.0,0.14899449754063465,0.08747677059550729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880711756833564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013704334285315,0.0,0.15127478651913626,0.17917827438654402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27433523964642675,0.2907043667419661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537556769547234,0.0,0.0,0.10479535731811067,0.3761918078646586,0.21259937116888528,0.0,0.1541750137138702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091683218736343,0.0,0.13605827774835047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454436016302697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265067991457741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480674076210531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054095179351074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416417007983667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632111675099796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978944601077685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149275838364548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600690065223516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180068953170535,0.0,0.0,0.1539230021045018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855559853514636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703401594860839,0.0869128256730046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285711419525887,0.0,0.0,0.09209085828673208,0.0,0.1325008612754497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766495455761127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PM_ME_YOUR_SWISS_PIC,2019/09/16,"Just found out that I made a crucial mistake in two applications that I sent for two companies, and which I could’ve avoided if I just were a bit more attentive... FML basic shit like typing a company’s name wrong as “industrials” corporation instead of “industries” corporation... or saying that x bank advised y company even though they advised the opposite company on the deal... guess two applications will go straight to the trash...",19.13684210526316,10.344111631578947,16.929999999999996,41.36500000000002,51.105263157894726,21.51578947368421,63.0,17.122413403193686,9.409915789473684,348,19,55,12,2,114,59,76,0.154,0.7879999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.7964,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,1,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,13,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,3,4,1,5,1,7,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,3,1,36,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24637154805856665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017792982063352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326543084685073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905191210078106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474338559646153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282526057966225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859928847221124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025022731901264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353298566506196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946064427234096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164546637145375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217181497877317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6613359838090704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24673307239374825,0.0,0.0 adhd,PastelSpectre,2019/09/16,"Meaningful Connections, Oversharing, and Sensitivity Hey guys! So! I got my diagnosis officially! I have ADHD-C. I was diagnosed last Thursday and have been dealing with all these feelings surrounding it, being diagnosed as an adult woman. Something I feel that I’m pretty good about is being vulnerable. In my opinion, I feel like it creates the most meaningful connections. So, with people I love and care about, I share things about my life, up to and including mental health stuff. My Future-Brother-in-Law (FBIL) also has ADHD. So when I got my diagnosis I reached out to him and asked about the things that have helped him. Though, from what he told me, he grew out of a significant amount of his ADHD symptoms, but offered me some books that have helped him in general. I shared this with my Future-Sister-in-law (FSIL) (his wife) too. The reactions were kind of just “oh interesting” but in that like condescending way? Or (most likely) I’m just really looking into it too much. In general I guess I feel like maybe I overshared or something. It’s something that feels like a big deal to me, and is frankly quite life changing. It’s effects have sat with me my whole life and now I have a name for it. Now I have a way to tackle it. I can learn how to work with my brain. I think in general though I’m just more open about these things than some people. I feel like mental illness stuff should be taken just as seriously and just as normalized as regular health stuff, and have taken steps to make sure I don’t stigmatize it. But now I wonder how I look, telling people about these things when maybe it’s me oversharing. Maybe I look like an attention seeker. Or is all of this maybe an RSD thing? I don’t know. I guess I kind of wanted to vent and put it out there. I have massive appreciation for this community, as your resources and posts have helped me understand myself and seek a diagnosis. I’m really grateful. ❤️",3.5625351071692526,5.7737035338753415,4.536220744025624,82.45618625277164,74.63685636856368,8.049963045084997,25.544961813254496,8.841846274778883,2.000345257452574,1520,53,292,33,33,493,173,369,0.02,0.825,0.155,0.9922,0,0,3,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,3,27,17,0,0,11,0,24,11,1,4,3,68,54,33,0,3,11,1,6,7,0,1,9,0,0,3,30,22,0,0,15,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,9,47,16,42,41,10,26,0,0,3,1,26,13,0,11,14,202,77,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28053492582128536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622240584376647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274117955411556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686089699896364,0.0,0.0,0.07933175347640017,0.0,0.08231190815282076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043591592333378,0.0,0.15794957619330866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23605627948464225,0.22234787977412285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065262738021551,0.12446238912599206,0.0,0.17143140312541047,0.07704342696116442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541526640623014,0.0,0.0,0.15646177411504938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205279690075508,0.04276194906476847,0.06342495370257636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487700080539267,0.2660958101739409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960206120976533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022591909635895,0.0,0.051938303050726026,0.0,0.3126795469527908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682692004610052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057198778553156075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623658046002632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182948682075576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451978815569753,0.07916001748610775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821982417176344,0.0,0.08275975410714004,0.0,0.0,0.09969324292193048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797041708873447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672190525826076,0.0,0.0,0.07333433185066869,0.0808736414930946,0.0,0.0,0.0680087461320455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584651632223468,0.04985704909635121,0.15289445818638986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435010785617781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100221151454892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045893933246616815,0.1235227800677184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868712898363769,0.0,0.0,0.0843808522708334,0.056646087399333286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,live_love_laugh,2019/09/16,"Any tips for sleeping better with an ADHD mind? I feel like I have 2 challenges at the same time that seem to reinforce each other. The first challenge is that my mind just very easily becomes very active at night, which makes it hard to fall asleep. Now I believe that could probably be fixed if I would just spend more attention than most people on all the rules for sleep hygiene. But then the second challenge comes in, which is that because of my ADHD I find it incredibly hard to take on a new habit, especially if the benefits of that won't show up until after a few weeks of consistently working on it. And I've also noticed that my self-control decreases at night, so that makes it even harder to do ""the right thing"". (I've realized this, because I noticed I most often impulsively buy plane tickets around midnight.) So I haven't been able to solve my insomnia for many years, even though I've tried time and time again to take on the right habits to improve my sleep hygiene. I've started to lose hope a bit and by now I'm starting to believe that only drugs can help me fall asleep. But yeah the body has the annoying feature of building tolerance to any and all drugs over time, so that's not a long-term solution either...",8.716329686910605,6.807302232365147,8.181931346661639,75.42465861938894,61.94605809128632,11.25326291965296,36.84685024519049,9.800150414767053,3.3519759336099586,982,36,190,15,11,311,144,241,0.042,0.823,0.135,0.9606,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,7,14,9,1,0,14,1,12,9,6,2,2,34,23,15,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,18,8,0,0,5,2,2,3,3,2,0,2,1,3,14,7,33,18,10,34,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,7,19,125,32,4,0.1059743366854446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547211175223947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474763875987676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413236592190531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943396275141498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920194405043164,0.1170403288882934,0.0,0.2387935749680195,0.0,0.0937256888851518,0.11569652854794225,0.11771359785345464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912875074454578,0.0,0.0,0.11885922977347745,0.08461188463306901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457931718599069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999009982592645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358380880070138,0.07570808730275533,0.0,0.0,0.0968586238435117,0.0901417166476242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986438037818965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103236403710908,0.0,0.0,0.1052564279955154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177370793399834,0.0,0.0,0.0937839531487232,0.0,0.1185581755655084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147738528348971,0.10744134406918378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140077403295606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235067473869236,0.0,0.19889947216168688,0.0,0.0,0.2413049694191059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059825843578355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346926164430344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142582588502532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181003008990863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647505600069577,0.11055434530695817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31815261025202124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001836190575038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935902503705288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040464037466636,0.0,0.10411924773235308,0.0,0.24717795177729315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194961827125969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487985259173106,0.0,0.0,0.08500622061561541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077150579255262,0.0,0.0,0.07528112822908081,0.0,0.0,0.06824399832031708 adhd,Fhhdyh,2019/09/16,"Would you consider these to be symptoms of ADHD Please forgive me if you see posts like this everyday, I found this subreddit a few minutes ago and just want to see anyone’s thoughts. 1) I am unable to do homework outside of school This is weird because I have always cruised through all of middle school and high school with pretty high grades. When I got a dose of reality was when I was in calculus, and despite only being at 70% in the course I could never do any homework questions and I could only study the night before a test. This caused me to come pretty close to failing. 2) I day dream a lot and struggle to take notes 3) I have random conversations in my head with people that do not exist anywhere other then my mind 4) I procrastinate extremely hard 5) I have a weird thing that I do where I randomly tense and shake my hands (usually when I day dream or imagine stuff, have never done this is public, only private) I only notice I’m doing this once I stop I’m not a super hyperactive guy that’s bouncing around walls either, I’m very relaxed/calm/quiet for the most part. Not sure if I am actually diagnosed with this or I’m just weird. I understand you guys aren’t doctors and those are the only people who can sufficiently diagnose someone, I just want some insight from others. I’m 18 if that matters.",4.103223938223941,5.706293482625482,5.17864671814672,80.99963030888033,71.70270270270271,7.651042471042468,28.00791505791505,8.238735603445708,1.9766492664092663,1048,39,195,16,20,345,154,259,0.09699999999999999,0.818,0.085,-0.4704,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,2,8,10,0,2,10,0,24,7,2,1,4,50,39,16,0,8,12,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,2,2,18,13,0,1,7,3,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,4,27,4,21,28,7,28,0,1,2,0,10,11,0,11,14,132,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.10412865997344486,0.0,0.12823864002964633,0.0,0.09458751917654627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878708438712782,0.0,0.0,0.07256303980550594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461059720636097,0.0,0.0,0.0949900475546896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504636033075317,0.0,0.09079807169929292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096153991430816,0.0,0.09191688479046106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039047443306135,0.0,0.0,0.13763175849116005,0.0,0.0,0.21660660024761935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921705998181218,0.0,0.1091962331940521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169964938285812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853417135297749,0.0,0.0,0.21130939617159386,0.0,0.0,0.09558669562459766,0.0,0.10951008531926842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254793221592535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213065928202308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071675110858032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774160321932362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459490461066176,0.0,0.0,0.10013538751998732,0.0,0.0,0.12148431748294655,0.0,0.11363731235581273,0.0,0.405769696328933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555108599584887,0.0,0.1479515838951892,0.0,0.0,0.11713001599288413,0.0,0.0,0.10219386688207063,0.2171146346378648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195339888512266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239733841120827,0.17006009456467774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041077622591086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892101342491007,0.0,0.11155120452348964,0.12215166362221308,0.0,0.0,0.1005681729982191,0.11090732216985934,0.08022885909883512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089004179349019,0.0,0.0,0.08471182844558332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108363866219928,0.0,0.0,0.11752045113049055,0.08804277667703354,0.1258747138437968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580015035970451,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jr88fan,2019/09/16,Joyner Lucas - ADHD This song may hit home for some of us. 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Thoughts? I was reading about the UK's Access to Work scheme, so that I can have a PA on days I have to be in the office. And it lists things that can't be considered a disability. Below is a case study they use as an example. ""A young man has Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) which manifests itself in a number of ways, including exhibitionism and an inability to concentrate. The young man is not entitled to the protection of the Act in relation to any discrimination he experiences as a consequence of his exhibitionism, because that is an excluded condition under the Act. However, he would be protected in relation to any discrimination that he experiences in relation to the non-excluded effects of his condition, such as inability to concentrate."" Now I'm not super active on here, and ADHD represenaion in the media is obviously bollocks, but I have never heard of ADHD causing people to get naked in public. I for one hate being naked, even in my home but I was wondering if this is a legit thing. Are people with ADHD more prone to exhibitionism? I cut bits out of this because it was too long but if you're interested in the whole document you can find it here: https://www.gov.uk/government/publications/equality-act-guidance",7.616084801762117,9.518517048458154,9.020658039647582,55.65847604625552,63.53744493392071,12.37103524229075,34.89234581497797,11.93303328291395,5.11692973568282,1058,47,160,38,16,367,128,227,0.099,0.871,0.03,-0.9121,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,3,8,4,2,0,19,0,21,1,1,4,2,24,29,12,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,13,5,0,2,6,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,1,13,2,36,19,3,23,0,0,0,1,13,14,0,3,6,123,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7377637316853698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698361435201733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968607127796602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340394600570459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522492936708796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918028428824868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407117929436363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109230946468564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401967349745611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221492818147076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641453288458113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121576111546352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315421612554572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865278846167878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469232597436038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319611236935412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023466970336193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280910285469733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631336756559688,0.07866982512311607,0.0,0.0974703329003742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603893853912848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974537771767133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370748831612551,0.0,0.0,0.13314520237764682,0.08938230140741395,0.0,0.0,0.08721646108966766,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gaythrway69,2019/09/16,Question about ADHD and ADD I am diagnosed with ADD but I also have symptoms of ADHD is this normal?,0.7433333333333323,3.280508000000001,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,94.0,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0271666666666666,80,3,13,1,3,28,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7333585522532111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439939266612129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096771431944401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989400416608929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341789623582726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171229560839285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Simple_White_Noise,2019/09/16,"SLEEP STRUGGLES!!! Try playing this clip for your child if they struggle to sleep! It may help! Comment below! [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2aV2azmMlw](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2aV2azmMlw) Let me know if this helps at all! Cheers everyone. White Noise is scientifically proven to aid in relaxation, sleep, study, soothing children and much more. If this helps you at all please UpVote so more people can see! Cheers :)",9.086272727272725,13.465982233333335,3.253939393939397,81.44863636363641,85.0,4.848484848484849,22.12121212121212,6.574015621080383,0.9271666666666674,354,10,47,4,11,85,48,60,0.066,0.585,0.349,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,8,6,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,7,4,5,4,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,4,0,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919805472810853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191907979920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456738013832705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317045716521246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324638725007333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452397314024926,0.0,0.0,0.2288329038405513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612029349077426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6258492091723435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358675415799853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153462911918324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alexnothing,2019/09/16,Ever get stuck on a page for 10+ minutes when reading a book? This shit is so annoying,0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,84.78947368421052,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,68,3,15,1,2,24,18,19,0.39799999999999996,0.602,0.0,-0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100327335658401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29458727144699337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640005152328544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787817974071464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,not_wholsome,2019/09/16,"I was sick and tired of saying ""wtf is wrong with me"" I just started medication about 2 weeks ago and let me tell you it feels like my life has turned around (I landed 2 jobs and are actually doing good at them, I feel more confident than ever in myself and I actually feel happy) I know the lost feeling so many of you are feeling and I know that it's so hard to accept you need medication to live life normally but once you do it gets so much better (I would reccomend taking it every other day because mine kind of carrys through to the next day (I'm on 18mg of conserta XR) so you can be social half the week) but I just feel normal and happy, only downside is my sleep was already bad, but on meds it's near impossible to sleep on a schedule, i need to work that out still. Hope this helps anyone on the fence about taking care of your ADD ADHD :) Love you guys",3.815819366852885,4.421162011173188,5.191745810055868,84.4085498137803,71.3463687150838,7.754376163873371,24.41387337057728,7.793537801064563,1.0850443202979512,676,17,144,8,12,227,114,179,0.092,0.7040000000000001,0.204,0.977,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,1,3,11,13,0,0,5,0,13,9,2,0,1,32,33,13,0,6,5,0,7,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,9,10,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,8,24,10,24,27,2,20,0,1,0,1,14,10,0,1,11,95,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.22491582572964208,0.0,0.13849645054526688,0.0,0.10215357608912218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717054084071874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057869986577165,0.0,0.0,0.1025883027175682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622084005636614,0.0702494195557215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192068377968116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749517005607632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864092467701162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424145239091437,0.09709492619888356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496137610156764,0.08232769603863685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020830235114116,0.0,0.0,0.09665809926221293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410601878600594,0.0,0.2453508924935696,0.10323267667449608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077243146454977,0.0,0.0,0.11445962404880468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435821962009918,0.0,0.0,0.12000504271962938,0.12666611431421074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784101837320607,0.162795269225358,0.05630059140892137,0.0,0.10175929952821804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579840472787002,0.0,0.10400887343332886,0.0,0.0,0.11683558034081308,0.0,0.0,0.12800599842047325,0.2321849643047225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471488298947256,0.17089845008017376,0.0,0.0,0.12255937043101656,0.0,0.2258220597206192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272716247728027,0.0,0.08764544394325488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164371496417284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306470578762421,0.11747297713878135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156768014624867,0.0,0.09203105545184967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329273320297622,0.0,0.1007251049160574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324517766488834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534835841434544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487764099096432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389631364918672,0.0,0.0,0.08186340539161724,0.12599718144538194,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway1728492,2019/09/16,"Anyone think ADHD/ADD has had an effect on their puberty? Does anyone else think that them having ADHD/ADD and/or taking medication for it has had any effect on your puberty? As I kid, I was a late bloomer and I was curious if my *disease* had any relation with it. When I took my medication, I rarely ate and stayed skinny as a kid. Maybe this explains it.🤷🏻‍♂️",0.8209759759759763,3.246115121621628,3.403153153153152,85.30836336336337,86.97297297297297,6.5321321321321335,20.384384384384386,7.793537801064563,1.1273231231231224,285,9,57,6,9,99,51,74,0.0,0.958,0.042,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,1,2,0,9,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,10,0,6,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010186009628116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28349827069718386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914979215366678,0.21357561247446735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241083594121116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412829796795415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351340231496149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941011449645505,0.0,0.0,0.4199710011432057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221736754397756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567240214542525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671251244021696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158906392938525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Saint_Juvia,2019/09/16,"After months and months of putting it off I'm finally going to see a psychiatrist for an ADHD diagnosis. And I just wanna thank this community :) It's been on my mind since last year but I was scared to talk to people about it because of the stigma around it, my mother thinks it only exists in hyperactive young boys and I have some very pretentious friends who would definitely start treating me like an idiot if I talked to them about it (clearly not good friends, I know). But I'm so sick of feeling like I should hide the way I am cause I'm scared of judgement and to be treated differently. I'm sick of people calling me lazy and an idiot and just accepting it, and having people make fun of the way I go about certain tasks because it's the only way that works for me. I'm sick of people telling me how I'm meant to do things and then getting upset because I just couldn't do it that way. I got so upset last year when the idea that I might have ADHD occurred to me cause it's only every been represented as negative by the people in my life, including myself (which I'm not proud of at all). The last therapist I had completely shut me down when I brought it up with her which just made me feel so shit. But looking online I've found all these amazing resources and people who have gone through the same thing and have been so supportive and made me feel like it was okay and that I wasn't an idiot or lazy, I'm just on a different operating system. It's been an emotional rollercoaster but I'm getting a referral this week and hopefully I will get a diagnosis soon. I'm almost certain I have ADHD and honestly, I'm hoping I do cause for once in my life everything actually makes sense. I've never related so much to something. And I'm just really happy there are communities like this online that have given me the information I need to come to this conclusion without people who don't really get it tell me otherwise. Visiting communities like this online have made me feel confident enough to discuss these feelings with people and I'm looking forward to getting a diagnosis, I'm taking my first step :) So thank you so much everyone for making me feel like I don't need to be ashamed or alone 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adhd,meganmking,2019/09/16,"i cant seem to make friends in college i am a freshman in college, (although i went to a different school last year as a freshman, things didnt go well. was dealing with family deaths and things like that), and i live in the suites rather than the dormitories. i have no roommate because she is going through basic training for the national guard, and i feel like it is super difficult to meet people, especially people that like me. i joined a sorority, and a few nights ago i wanted to go out with some of the other new members. long story short they ditched me more than once and made me wait an hour before they left to come to the party outside the frat house. i was alone, after dark. i am 5'2 and a little over 100 pounds and i felt not safe. i feel so alone and like i have no support system. i have no friends. i was really looking forward to a fresh start after last year but i can feel myself slipping into a depression. i have already noticed a difference in my finishing homework and attendance. i try to invite people over and talk to people but no one wants me. its the worst feeling in the world. how do you make friends with adhd and all the little personality traits that seem to accompany it??",4.112573839662447,5.620321797468356,4.9795991561181445,82.81260548523207,71.53164556962025,7.6295358649789025,28.356540084388186,8.167268648758528,1.914694514767932,954,36,183,14,18,310,137,237,0.11,0.7759999999999999,0.114,-0.4253,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,1,4,14,0,0,19,0,15,0,0,4,1,39,36,17,1,3,4,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,9,17,0,3,7,0,0,7,7,3,1,1,7,6,28,11,30,29,5,36,0,1,1,0,11,16,0,3,18,130,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372756720934885,0.0,0.10125314229482113,0.0,0.0,0.2366043023368093,0.1260495947417528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963020529206401,0.0,0.09719665082561442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839430715604333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776046131422015,0.09838140900777544,0.0,0.0,0.2386806173660244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768070878606807,0.0,0.2310213911745597,0.08160201767711321,0.10967344899420836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647487351694338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474927573162246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248814034301598,0.13179975639408886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621645318913688,0.0,0.0,0.12410527179879477,0.0,0.0,0.22321731696349809,0.2289659475277932,0.10086234108890044,0.10108510299656118,0.09591982599351867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808199969838184,0.1524915039610956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031875017383083,0.0,0.10719197130420544,0.0,0.0,0.13004536953475845,0.0,0.12164538258465266,0.07740148878678581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167555911667954,0.09973644228838367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317515039467352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156013092312546,0.0,0.2079714203764529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084870095297654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129620628125563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180933991461113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517713869967293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775509490624683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474515901360193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270155848171186,0.1058872715076121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471136877364679 adhd,CucumberGod,2019/09/16,help... I want to do my work but I can't... it's interesting too... im freaking out halp me please i dont know what to do,-5.0661576354679765,-5.100254758620687,-0.5466995073891603,106.36103448275864,131.06896551724137,3.036453201970444,11.039408866995077,5.288315135182226,-1.6650729064039402,88,2,27,1,7,33,23,29,0.23,0.627,0.14300000000000002,-0.5403,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055411389718262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891260430045789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659340029692439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370596881095444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734947831411115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544224886729245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140292738100583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SewItAlly,2019/09/16,"This is fairly typical. I started writing a post on my phone. I got all excited and decided it would be better if used my laptop. Got up and got my laptop. Forgot my glasses on the dresser. Got up to get my glasses and decided I would grab a glass of wine while I was up. Went and got a wine glass and went back to my room. Forgot to pour wine in the wine glass. Went back for the wine, decided to clean up the kitchen a little, but not fully. Grabbed the wine, went back to my room. Got comfy in bed and settled down to write a post to r/ADHD. No longer feel like writing my original post. -\_-",0.6473545966228897,2.7271461056910624,2.6821138211382127,92.68519699812384,83.87804878048779,5.7358348968105055,21.65666041275797,7.010146845296331,0.5740424015009387,453,15,100,6,13,152,62,123,0.023,0.882,0.096,0.7845,0,0,6,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,10,0,5,7,0,2,1,23,21,9,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,2,6,7,2,4,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,3,12,3,18,5,1,25,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,1,7,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576306683886409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025653572803925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600171299384615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631920963774117,0.09370182197720367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852648500947525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294111357709525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407889747010809,0.13145830865961758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768494629571053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928368047682321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328144797088772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863522028936722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186346772897739,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,geezoohpleez,2019/09/16,"I am living the great big lie and I'm nearly 40. I'm reaching a milestone birthday and I'm really feeling the rush to fix myself before it really is too late. At nearly 40 I've had half as many jobs in a quarter many cities. I half-assed my way through college, sat out a semester then transferred, changed majors, and started and stopped graduate school. I'm not great at finishing things clearly! But I traveled the world, worked as a model, had lots of fun, worked as an editor, acted out sooo much sexually, all while mostly maintaining the look of an admirable life of ""everything's amazing"". I have never been diagnosed with ADHD, only BPD about 20 years ago, and after 6 months of medication I stopped treatment. I'm sure that ADHD is my main issue. I'm tired of the lie. Under the cover I'm a mess of unpaid bills, taxes avoided, projects started and stopped, and debilitating brain fuzziness and just a mass of confusion. From a young age I thought that I'd die young, so I was reckless and lived for the day. Well I'm still here and none of my grand schemes are far enough along to give me any real comfort. I still know that I can be great and fix things and win, and I know that I need treatment, but I'll drop that enthusiasm like a hot potato and spend the day obsessing over yet another ""great"" idea. Currently I'm obsessed with writing a book on a very divisive social issue, a subject that is sadly very negative and keeps me in an anxious and negative place. I have to finish it but this is not something I want to be known for. Just doing it to prove that I can finish something (started in a hyper period), and hoping that since it is so controversial I'll be able to push it and make money. Anyway this is a rambling mess and I just needed to vent and hopefully hear that I still have a chance. I'd like to live the next chapter focused on my mental health and happiness and focused on lucrative work that will help me to make up for all the lost and fuzzy years.",6.2950602968460085,6.028090147959187,6.741233766233767,78.4674025974026,65.88775510204081,9.678293135435993,32.869202226345074,9.218907990703514,2.7544551020408163,1566,59,304,25,22,511,211,392,0.128,0.728,0.14400000000000002,0.8247,2,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,5,16,25,0,4,27,0,22,6,1,2,6,65,51,33,1,5,8,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,19,28,0,5,7,2,4,4,6,8,1,2,7,4,24,17,45,40,9,56,0,2,1,0,5,20,0,5,32,194,43,11,0.08941079468923245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149088001315583,0.0,0.07925727475335417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060802406415471376,0.0937550141024623,0.0,0.10100874822795024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760820008643383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112609765937839,0.0998120167983472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458476533291364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532513160812405,0.0,0.0,0.09075007452712837,0.09279428874343862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923852519259517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035665702535925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520878428866477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577098146580132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39430286717084995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517945353365947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503949371740147,0.10077246379339026,0.0,0.059930170981528634,0.0,0.0,0.17761018691087688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093390408480928,0.0,0.18664328000364108,0.08872641741711641,0.07947242249765156,0.0,0.0,0.0982756689338279,0.0,0.1008592708695472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631534884803431,0.08736319594294406,0.0,0.23685410937686185,0.0,0.07508254885489195,0.0,0.0976024443662344,0.07601386028450996,0.0,0.0,0.11936479948252356,0.1812970244714804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007196915672487,0.09010505140340193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136684329220677,0.0,0.06572722183447717,0.13259394268400013,0.06895911686498718,0.0,0.095089394495349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680009383658763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341525033266433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176905887041884,0.11455768914433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904884976400148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739615333125914,0.0,0.0,0.091143045418792,0.0,0.13766559593595348,0.0,0.0,0.18985626202762035,0.0,0.2142107284063588,0.22425428373168868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426861586131035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880111813095474,0.0,0.0,0.07098218370056794,0.0,0.10276455563603422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754653894908595,0.052736803261520505,0.07097012709438608,0.0,0.0,0.08039104223039055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527637023355945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515524066362492 adhd,Bearded_Devildog,2019/09/16,"26 years old and diagnosed 2 years ago... Served 4 years in the military, went to university afterwards to only end up failing classes back to back. I'd struggle and would be the one of the last to leave during a test which gave me anxiety for some reason. I move back home and VA gave me a diagnosis of ADHD, this explains so much in my life. I need direction on methods people have used or could use to retain information and figure out what medicines helped them. I do have a hard time getting by some days. I've never read a chapter book in my life because each page leads my mind off to something else. Is this a learning disability or something to use at my advantage? I feel somewhat neglected not having this diagnosed as a kid. My family doesn't really understand and society sees this as a ""social experiment"" like its faked. I'm currently trying to finish perusing my degree in engineering but having this really does has me second guessing my decision. I just dont want to have a average job competing with average people when I know my work ethic is above average. I really wouldnt post this if it wasn't serious but I have no other place to turn to. Thanks, -Emmanuel.",5.682129221732744,6.64417592070485,6.998343612334804,71.84206754772396,67.32599118942731,10.987254038179149,32.31395007342144,10.93419730881044,3.864720646108664,942,39,167,28,15,321,148,227,0.064,0.8959999999999999,0.04,-0.2967,2,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,5,6,8,0,1,11,0,17,4,0,5,1,41,35,14,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,11,8,0,2,9,2,0,3,7,5,0,2,4,3,20,3,27,27,6,31,0,2,1,0,8,10,0,7,18,112,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809737111221466,0.0,0.10923511764343627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426988598647083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28426659901216983,0.0,0.07511928513258857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838836921643,0.0,0.0,0.07947254278967669,0.0,0.0,0.2501497836752697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078385721143316,0.0,0.1444235288826801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294205890057373,0.0,0.1091443620139824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205416567381502,0.11616938127140353,0.0,0.062308310317975416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438209255347667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575069158300815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038902418205396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259783468370496,0.0,0.1236087846708968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228581760854927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772346318291605,0.10044812294333716,0.0,0.13048177112025106,0.0,0.0,0.17408064471587775,0.0602034893089117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442621188518818,0.0,0.0,0.13097297828226492,0.09058753069429128,0.09137277917369244,0.09504184021941224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293081586576484,0.0,0.08350319349875736,0.0937212454677064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086301462414394,0.0,0.12874812932358354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801936628092308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326239756921707,0.0,0.23683105474388255,0.12669998720855824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098197598361543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561649791373206,0.0,0.189735486292143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882575899518733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134527529301492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185585005903664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366443600864076,0.13403782032903966,0.0,0.1282857869956175,0.0,0.3192910011440872,0.0,0.0,0.07268368646711705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423456396442218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971221607870282,0.0,0.0,0.08753838153295791,0.0,0.0,0.2380664040044528 adhd,murphyxox,2019/09/16,"Dexedrine and accidental alcohol recovery. Need some insight please? :) Ill keep this short and sweet but i recently started dexedrine for ADHD treatment, ive struggled with alcoholism for 10 years and substance abuse for 2, ive tried to quit for years with no luck, never making it past 60 days and it was constantly on my mind. This medication has switched something in my head and my craving/need for alcohol is completely gone. Habitually its strange to not even want too, especially on saturdays which was always my binge day. has anyone found ADHD meds to be useful for addiction treatment? Also small note** my left eye wont stop twitching lol how can i stop this",4.011464285714286,7.157677408333335,4.2728571428571405,79.69500000000002,79.08333333333334,7.761904761904763,30.23809523809524,8.634040054169528,3.012059523809525,539,26,90,13,14,168,87,120,0.155,0.715,0.13,-0.5388,0,0,4,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,10,9,2,3,1,23,18,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,7,3,3,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,2,9,2,14,12,1,19,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,2,12,52,16,0,0.0,0.17405392777515385,0.0,0.16014401649194152,0.3530934455952631,0.0,0.0,0.4709781955787907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747685494963607,0.12223358553771625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271675073684486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402313739029946,0.15874803443457575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947827198473155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970268723252116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106960865675288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076303578965194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057255669530698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960860860375153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805770705124993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317414222963764,0.14798752736802434,0.0,0.0,0.1483283583866528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089253954670408,0.1132992793415592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023383956199947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125342923160518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624753307680458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504723540516093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309173840064893,0.0,0.0,0.10397744172742468,0.0,0.0,0.2456320004387825,0.0,0.15357305394222484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099736287559391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268754906483149,0.0,0.0,0.08664614739782997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919914251710665 adhd,icarchris,2019/09/16,"Getting over avoidance So I've recently started taking medication (dexamphetamine) for my ADHD (mixed type, but predominately inattentive). It's working really well in a lot of ways: it makes me talk clearer, pay more attention while driving, spend less time scrolling through my phone and fiddling when I should be listening to people speak, etc. The only problem is that it hasn't made me more motivated with my work at university and getting assignments done. I think I avoid it because I feel guilty that I haven't done as much uni work as I should have. Have people had this problem at all? Is there anything that helps?",6.722946428571429,8.492649687500002,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,65.51785714285714,9.528571428571428,35.42857142857143,9.827888789773867,3.6930321428571418,503,24,84,11,8,156,84,112,0.145,0.765,0.091,-0.6685,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,2,2,0,12,1,0,3,1,18,21,8,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,4,1,0,4,3,11,1,11,14,7,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,59,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103955957867386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135285861910713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211768025909763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764339248651343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512262850822252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929969341612486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218422684884745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327962922991036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636465504323133,0.0,0.17403227569297688,0.12276995027966432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528295147149496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520447890201792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988163777498686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25501793325006794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35197871279082993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782570624987733,0.0,0.1816016549274123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301815607865563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828711593172144,0.14783024370198655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785035473091487,0.0,0.0,0.10724691013026837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459894208760418,0.0,0.0,0.16536875695921507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40169414045516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rmkira1,2019/09/16,"Found a notepad of some troubling thoughts I wrote out a while ago. -You ever just come up with the brightest thoughts/ideas that all makes sense in your head, then when you go to explain it to people you just can’t seem to articulate every little detail about it, and so you feel frustrated because they can’t understand what you’re feeling, then you realize or think that the thought/idea wasn’t so great after all. -Hyper-focused for an extended period of time researching about the financial future of a company. Came across a brilliant idea, which then led to me branching off to different information from a whole bunch of irrelevant and relevant sources, which seemed to all connect into one cohesive idea to support the brilliant idea that struck my mind. -You feel and seem so productive but you got so little done. -I write out all the things I find interesting in a disorganized fashion( ie: writing facts and figures all over a page of paper), then later to organize the thoughts/ideas in a coherent and cohesive fashion to prove or formulate an idea. -I feel like my family and peers don’t take me seriously and I question weather I am smart or not.",9.914766355140184,8.589043841121498,9.132635514018695,67.70185046728973,59.18691588785047,12.859065420560748,41.960747663551395,11.792908689023552,5.004622056074765,938,44,160,23,10,297,132,214,0.051,0.8370000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.9176,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,8,1,0,10,8,1,0,16,0,6,1,1,2,8,56,26,21,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,0,22,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,7,4,19,5,30,19,9,29,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,8,14,114,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719597671104877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996331196669341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250508319512456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473403907107148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277206752076816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066309265127382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897814058975421,0.0828780278451787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273119196834506,0.0,0.19894825373376407,0.07027305495596542,0.0,0.0,0.08990520879354673,0.0,0.0,0.10785380185423978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590395493354389,0.0,0.07867268462273419,0.10844942539950934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095241879957882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7773067222063751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805690848284787,0.19717817122281875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065660409774288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932213474790734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665569345000248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819495307625399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019300430743037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686475310796816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116251507375312,0.0,0.0,0.07395937424343255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535033889337012,0.06302928824235922,0.0,0.15618404382727466,0.057358303478486285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240300680355947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982269641552554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cubecumberr,2019/09/16,"Hi newcomer and will like some help I think I may have adhd but not sure how to talk to my doctor about it. I just want to confirm it or not and I don’t want them to think I just want pills. I’m nervous because I’m already going for anxiety and depression. And getting medicated for it. How did you bring it up for your doctor? Does medication really help? Did you feel judged? I was thinking about going back to school but I fear that I’ll fail because I can’t even read a sentence without forgetting what I just read and having to read it over and over again just to go in one ear and out the other. I’m scared I won’t be able to learn anything. Whenever I’m fighting with someone I keep getting side tracked and end up arguing about a million of different things. I keep messing up on task at work cause I’ll forget them and get scattered brained if I’m giving more than a few things at a time. I can’t count or read if someone interrupts me. I feel like a complete idiot. I just want to find out what’s wrong with me.",2.253977154724815,3.8561533177570086,3.713956386292837,89.61076843198339,76.57009345794394,6.811630321910696,25.907580477673932,7.594959193182576,1.251607268951194,806,30,175,11,18,266,119,214,0.207,0.7020000000000001,0.092,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,0,3,2,2,13,13,3,3,6,0,12,7,2,3,1,48,36,17,0,6,14,0,2,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,11,13,0,2,7,4,0,4,7,10,0,2,3,3,23,3,31,29,3,20,0,2,0,0,12,12,0,6,6,115,34,10,0.11498376898732693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818814559002351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268874483300601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796226855088939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462184462451012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841542082677045,0.0,0.14018607666783192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835991360540353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812000448687597,0.0,0.0,0.12055829412545985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903535174141748,0.0,0.0,0.1201335655440487,0.0,0.2353815196760024,0.10062307110275526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184149033199467,0.0,0.0,0.07594569497837678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938870750138273,0.1162784969513696,0.08214442753938972,0.0,0.0,0.10509308174780407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802228205474827,0.1103029086472004,0.1960437771524821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414239319675702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440571412198136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235052294538878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316681006974147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779159776691436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600595409128222,0.0,0.07366154674095861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511881183699656,0.11636971290562476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485074865305652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837084149354496,0.0,0.0,0.09241959800425577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278021373241307,0.22103086897793692,0.0,0.0,0.0670479603714862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712816243018156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084025009841816,0.0,0.08370955327285316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571670093318565,0.0,0.0 adhd,BadAccount888,2019/09/16,"Getting drug tested for stims prescription in a legal cannabis state like Michigan? I am wondering if other people on here take drug screens with their doc for their stimulant prescriptions, if they are in a legal state are they allowed to use cannabis? It should be just like drinking a glass of wine, right? I am always honest with my doc, they just always told me don’t cannabis for 30 days before any appointment so that I would be clear. Now cannabis is legal and I am unclear if I can do it before appointments now.",4.7365306122448985,6.803273826530613,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,70.93877551020408,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,1.939526530612245,417,16,76,6,8,126,64,98,0.02,0.8190000000000001,0.161,0.8988,1,0,4,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,13,4,0,3,1,16,18,5,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,12,3,10,13,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,5,5,52,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795357438543251,0.0,0.0,0.1550916300440339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38813205682791385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708268718781792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234163120163968,0.5289646559760351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915424934371442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284151670023145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811115669495718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476577330644831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147606505409002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179253321100076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697443836020168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473261409441106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620104244306675,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,alcides522,2019/09/16,Anyone one else having issues with ADHD and their relationships? We've been together 6 years and have a daughter together. Lived together for 2 years now. Our biggest issues are my ADHD and her impatience. To the point I don't know if I want to be with someone like this anymore. Anyone have similar situations?,4.060526315789474,6.9767209298245625,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,76.54385964912281,8.712280701754386,28.798245614035093,9.2995712137729,3.3553298245614047,251,11,39,7,6,84,45,57,0.081,0.872,0.046,-0.222,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173434425868038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134561740260259,0.30099588706861463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980197331876846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44930071245880665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828801998248555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105153387196896,0.0,0.1900572401887781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584941402810678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034674928766685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310828033895397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193416604642898,0.0,0.0,0.18236867690130196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695170850908127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772097215207677 adhd,smokeyhuskys,2019/09/16,"Getting Through College hi all, So, I am a computer science major with a bunch of other mental illnesses. Currently I am off medication, but I am afraid even with medication I won't be able to get through school and work. I can't sit down and work to save the life of me so I use a lot of chegg(homework answer site) to get through my classes, but I'm afraid since I'm cheating myself on a bunch of work, I won't be able to land or keep a job. Just doing tests gives me a heart attack. Just would like to know some suggestions on whether I should stay in school or some affirmations that it'll be fine in the future. Thanks!",5.780122767857144,5.135882570312504,6.291428571428572,82.525,67.046875,9.814285714285717,31.566964285714285,9.23628265651192,2.3808089285714287,491,17,107,8,7,160,78,128,0.08800000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.11,0.4102,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,2,2,8,0,13,5,1,1,1,22,23,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,12,4,20,15,7,12,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,3,73,15,10,0.3540552503539348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013944801765508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692507684209047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774688828275582,0.16982102900173698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977858818948933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567260217746394,0.1573502871853361,0.0,0.0,0.09728975312490187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503984699134413,0.08648675565072436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050255635767368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566734162300945,0.17840220883657767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583228154658728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464390808993895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868789416362536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298325285141502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528950293657711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866346585530168,0.0,0.0,0.12575534575501954,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Adona14,2019/09/16,"Tennis and Adhd plz Help I was diagnosed with a very severe adhd when I was 12 and I'm now 15. I play tennis competitively every single day but a lot of the time I do stupid things on the court and I can never focus. I tried using my ritalin a few weeks ago and felt extremely calm and couldn't move. But today i tried it again and won almost every single point. So my first question is that ritalin is banned in tennis but since I have adhd could I pass the drug test if i show my prescription. And second, if anyone else plays tennis on this reddit plz tell me what I can do to focus other than ritalin.",3.4501244444444485,4.4593844480000016,5.308266666666668,81.74257777777778,72.52000000000002,7.795555555555558,20.28888888888889,8.167268648758528,0.8757022222222224,476,8,95,7,9,164,81,125,0.083,0.782,0.135,0.5489,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,6,0,11,5,0,1,1,22,15,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,1,15,4,7,9,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,10,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5825738861697309,0.0,0.1432335283060173,0.0,0.16180197533077342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298254970552205,0.16556081858201824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901083068491756,0.0,0.0,0.10420762986105794,0.0,0.0,0.1640032843547214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873849129814444,0.0,0.13498181377480312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722811945016061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551449634539783,0.0,0.0,0.13744236751735672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830563968267104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737203862476022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173709514692334,0.0,0.0,0.12462272577724595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527481079643841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100987450254089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825427311686768,0.0,0.1336630789823766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123061295019068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107348526488898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422031261942247,0.0,0.15316173516923376,0.0,0.0,0.2194084214266544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955578156196313,0.0,0.13332284909357428,0.0,0.0,0.12961208915939645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,orangeflavored94,2019/09/16,How do you deal with the focus slump after a good focus day? I was super productive yesterday (supplemented by caffeine lol) and today it has been so so difficult to get it together. More so than usual. It feels like my limited spoons were all used yesterday. This is also making me feel like maybe I should go back on meds because if I have the potential to be as productive as I was yesterday on a regular basis that would be so amazing but self medicating with coffee is probably not the way to go.,4.824138438880709,6.189605670103092,6.601914580265095,72.41123711340208,69.61855670103093,10.903681885125184,30.3519882179676,10.914260884657429,3.7810895434462433,398,16,71,13,7,138,72,97,0.038,0.852,0.11,0.726,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,0,5,1,13,1,0,3,1,15,20,11,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,7,5,12,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,10,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196241438806476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496302114204168,0.0,0.13870532575934616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674347495598736,0.23458214835999386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010055180676595,0.3251070249483793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887944760039053,0.0,0.25863068686399665,0.1908484544105037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223275842336056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188368067950453,0.0,0.2285929539226925,0.0,0.25274392048148986,0.22922104776085456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24532493115326495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737222520316476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567984301139004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965201623327015,0.2506014537101352,0.0,0.0,0.18060942871128088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163678482221536,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imperiumzzs,2019/09/16,"Joyner Lucas - AHDH: Song I never felt the need to come on this sub but after listing it to this song I got in the feels so much. It haven't related to a song so much before and I just cant think about it with out just feeling sad. I just wanted share it with someone who would relate and I dont know anyone here who also has ADHD. I added the youtube link if you wana listen to it. https://youtu.be/siiKTqLO0Cc",2.7371428571428567,4.413014619047623,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,75.42857142857143,5.7523809523809515,19.142857142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.12860000000000005,324,6,68,2,7,104,59,84,0.052000000000000005,0.8909999999999999,0.057,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,21,15,7,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,7,7,1,11,12,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260541614931744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696136200367194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897017599765644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308593503975553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370399741053116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179657562864307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27435846730041497,0.0,0.2604939673907978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169862440751759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910134349912404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398878672058052,0.20116815493102352,0.2092460337869756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298746292495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384036896700802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160021871200616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927262676902716,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rfedobuns,2019/09/16,"I am exhausted and my confidence is at an time low. I can’t stick to a hobby. I’m not good at anything. It’s exhausting and depressing. I’m taking medication and it’s helped me in a bunch of ways in my life. Focus at home and work. But I just can’t find anything to make me happy. I don’t have a passion or hobby to keep me busy when I’m anxious",-0.8532051282051292,1.063226756410259,2.6156410256410254,91.7460256410257,89.12820512820512,6.030769230769232,20.2051282051282,7.3871296695380915,0.6279128205128206,269,9,64,5,9,98,50,78,0.18100000000000002,0.691,0.128,-0.2746,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,1,0,11,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,9,12,1,9,0,2,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055618193170324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451587547690729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329612894056111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721091409360724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686312458575014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28792760521804284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812949115632093,0.0,0.2713103045759022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404122259698956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910457774679274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180545378158642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27247694133269823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033649079720787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577172093147168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146919106767124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691034689238185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zjj3cwwmw1,2019/09/16,"Advice on staying focused on self-study goals? Hello, &#x200B; One ways in which my ADHD manifests itself is in making it difficult for me to complete long-term goals I set for myself. Even if it's something I am initially very excited about, I will enthusiastically pursue the goal for maybe a week before either 1) finding something else that excites me more in the moment, so i switch focus or 2) I hit some set-back or difficulty and fail to overcome said difficulty by inaction. &#x200B; As an example, I am a computer science student. CS is a huge field with many different areas of interest and I have found it difficult to narrow my interest to specialize in something. I do some self-study and a common practice for me is to buy a book and only read a few chapters in. I usually encounter some struggle in understanding the material (which is expected, of course) and fail to work through the struggle. Or I'll find small, negative things about the book (the author explains some things poorly, it is outdated, spends too long on knowledge i already know, etc..) and this will be enough of an excuse to make me stop reading. This has resulted in me having shallow knowledge in many different areas. The thing is I would like to have a deeper knowledge in *something*, but I can't get myself to stay focused long enough. &#x200B; Does anyone have any advice on methods for staying focused?",6.70566176470588,7.958763812500003,7.1071599264705885,70.92920036764707,65.171875,9.617279411764708,36.543198529411775,9.773937934552695,3.894163419117648,1120,55,178,23,17,365,147,256,0.08,0.826,0.094,0.6764,2,0,5,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,6,5,12,0,2,16,0,19,0,0,4,0,33,28,13,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,1,9,4,3,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,21,6,36,21,10,30,0,2,0,0,4,18,0,8,8,131,34,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862245865521178,0.1766418848736563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973957282116046,0.0,0.0,0.293788899790789,0.32947467253936863,0.06146334513020329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319769539364288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949872836221327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690903293148874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476455641887592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886139908304392,0.0,0.0,0.07909452242775124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550316020354868,0.0,0.0,0.18677900954330268,0.10080061811945656,0.059696930424874464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521632703527328,0.0,0.0,0.0990999811816614,0.0,0.0,0.04722123785186656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967197610820609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415642883628061,0.0,0.0,0.2399575741306304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120662327356916,0.1832677724961574,0.09080158485198728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124566638339759,0.06874012708312861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808143464418359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597465880376685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885777656609611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783241169025045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890078431621913,0.0,0.07556399628737982,0.0,0.18897527451149848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013877795334088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940915931817879,0.0,0.0,0.09954379071013572,0.07457520500279978,0.0,0.07174159170165183,0.07249956167017597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579969251778707,0.0,0.0,0.06420528708509689,0.0,0.32947467253936863,0.0 adhd,Treemurphy,2019/03/12,"Late due date for ""Evidence Card"" assignment, Im freaking out- need advice I would love some advice here because i am near-panicking The assignment was due online last night, i set my reminder for the due date being this thursday instead. I was planning to complete it during wednesday so i would be able to turn it in thursday. I fucked up and I'll have to email it to him (the turn-in page on the website is already locked) but he is adamantly anti any late work and this assignment is pretty much the pass/fail decider of this class i plan to still complete it and email but if there are any words i can type to him or things i can do to raise my chances of getting more than a zero i would love to hear some of that advice",5.128095238095233,5.347148068027213,5.3092517006802735,86.08931972789118,68.31972789115646,7.893877551020409,30.619047619047624,7.3871296695380915,1.7420557823129248,574,21,118,5,9,181,90,147,0.052000000000000005,0.847,0.102,0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,0,6,0,16,3,0,0,0,16,23,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,14,2,18,16,5,18,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,4,13,80,23,6,0.15093246151451872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424683636959689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655772445468436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527849904902887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200702763479138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164996285754472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953462857688945,0.07885598163371793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011185356403946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630329585761127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303010082162205,0.3405167814873167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272444878627169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095272572477367,0.11191450775474003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416398906860303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355257455964993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053485873290334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027282081825356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283423535608448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098806295795104,0.0,0.0,0.3216542705881137,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CStokan,2019/03/12,"Currently about to finish my second failed year at college (different courses one year at each) How long did it take you guys, or any success stories w/o even finishing school? I hate letting my family down and I know I’m capable, this is seriously been one of the most stressful/challenging parts of my life so far. ",4.667118644067799,6.905397745762715,5.412000000000003,77.27833898305086,71.54237288135593,9.465762711864409,32.13898305084746,9.888512548439397,3.593044745762712,253,12,44,7,5,82,51,59,0.134,0.769,0.09699999999999999,-0.34,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,6,1,7,5,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,31,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358120641446665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820494346292227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830520749274234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25449308258666964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26730160409397696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26652837463576856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483622682692877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760511108384133,0.1906798478547295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389049975171993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658620694498112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29233901758357866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732126661217073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297538226207054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476891664701824 adhd,Nosort7,2019/03/12,"Should i shift the day in preparation fortnight? Woke up 4pm, took medication 5. Regularly i'll take it half 9 am then 5 pm but i woke up 4 pm and can't possibly fall asleep untill next day. Should i take medication 3-4 am then the next doze 10--11 am during work to stay awake. I have a meeting during that time also. I don't feel good about taking medication in unfortunate circumstances, but i've done it before so the mental worrying is not an issue (Nor am i native to English) . Doing this would turn my day the right way around. Despite this; Should i?",2.4764601769911536,4.3717795221238935,4.48071681415929,83.0646150442478,76.787610619469,7.705840707964603,22.804424778761053,8.548686976883017,1.4432095575221235,438,13,90,9,10,150,76,113,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.8993,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,14,4,1,0,0,10,22,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,1,8,1,9,14,0,19,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,9,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308589425801285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566994526990393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924143081867346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165933365060958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745553584336467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273883097726277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137249371092366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079254662832347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945354901115563,0.1649057088255499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480556030281746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844740058650683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974349437320105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744132605575304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690997261770664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541695164612754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180463400732425,0.0,0.17798801643262854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988593793196854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912831281817138,0.16617940261762934,0.0,0.1162416909833784,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goblin-Queen-121,2019/03/12,"Writing Problems I'm a writer (screenplays and books/fanfic) but I can never get anywhere significant into a story because: 1. It's already all in my head so why write it down and be disappointed that it's not as good as I thought it was 2. I get bored because I cannot type as fast as I think, so my mind will be three sentences ahead of where my hands are and I'll just sort of stop and be like ""what's the point"" IDK if this is ADHD relevant but I feel like it's gonna be connected someway, lemme know if any of you feel similarly?",1.0631339712918688,2.9553143245614035,3.253572567783096,90.19485645933014,81.19298245614036,6.250717703349283,23.52153110047847,7.348242739294969,0.8864842105263167,419,15,94,6,11,143,77,114,0.171,0.7609999999999999,0.068,-0.8953,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,10,2,2,0,2,24,19,14,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,10,3,11,11,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834276066943033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739450006182212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881540238679738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30265621513280394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104069266465395,0.17734658194502045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593959782787095,0.0,0.0,0.20821648541471552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547714258958327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642919395764527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425603515776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506571134563836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146217638581506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467216759446116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753734641674576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754429184069853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906564527775627,0.0,0.1970791389706553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400288487017048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,calvinmines,2019/03/12,"any iphone apps that are good for inputting assignment due dates, appointments, deadlines etc? i keep forgetting my appointments and deadlines and my iphone doesn’t remind me of them. i want an app where i can give myself reminders!",4.824749999999998,8.283081975000002,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,79.25,7.2,28.0,8.238735603445708,2.5391,189,8,30,4,5,54,33,40,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,19,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32171902808642744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276230381409348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538333007190841,0.0,0.3968074261713988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205062271863073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27904213155228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FreeKebabman,2019/03/12,Missed a big assignment I just finished a scientific poster about an unknown subject in one streak and it was due yesterday. The assignment was given 6 months ago. I'm presenting it on an exhibition tomorrow. ADHD can suck big time... 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After years of battle with myself non medicate, . I’ve landed a temporary job that is going to escalate my value in my industry.😭😭 I’ve been trying to make those moves since I was 23, 5 and a half year laters I’m here- broke af rebuilding something beautiful. Thank you to this community for showing me I’m not the only one. Remember no matter how bad you are doing, you will get through it, and you will be fine. Make the choice for yourself, to love yourself so much you will do anything to make sure you’re your own friend and doing whatever it takes for that friend to be happy, and healthy. Also, pick up a copy of Haemin Sunim’s Love for Imperfect things. It will heal you or at least open a positive dialogue with yourself and others around you. 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Do you still take them at all? I’ve been taking any and all ADHD medications since I was probably in 3rd or 4th grades After I graduated high school, I stopped taking me medicine daily. When I started college it became more on a case by case basis, depending on if I needed to study, had a test or needed to be completely focused in class. How do you guys still feel on them? Do you feel like you’ve grown into enough maturity and are able to stick to your responsibilities too feel like you don’t need them at all? Just wondering I’ve never really gotten another perspective. I’m 25 now and I still take them on and off but I’ve been taking them daily with my new job. Still absolutely loathe the comedown but they’ve helped me tremendously ",3.34714285714286,5.492207904458604,4.56701091901729,82.29326433121021,75.05095541401273,7.797816196542312,23.3161965423112,8.634040054169528,1.5892005459508645,639,19,124,13,14,210,95,157,0.07400000000000001,0.89,0.036000000000000004,-0.7749,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,5,0,11,2,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,3,4,28,27,13,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,22,2,17,20,5,26,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,5,16,80,23,7,0.12585168046701173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512492632333293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558345835558054,0.1319664601798268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195309254124069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300384281971878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909031731920492,0.17981693134397592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461295003535842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435572857746923,0.13296921015012908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488837363064376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296954812451087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979284576838527,0.12678232780221346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799522792163089,0.09706457448615913,0.12154833722649895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206016811877566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568939738892646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806238091236227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736861953316844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410581059769353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907846718959538,0.0,0.4020212583607945,0.2104352802712749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677488076578536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648077899321162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,racoon_dude,2019/03/12,"Still feeling unmotivated on 20mg if Vyvanse I just started taking Vyvanse as of yesterday, but am still finding myself getting distracted and losing motivation. I was prescribed 20mg, anybody ever deal with this? I'm going to see my doctor soon, maybe they'll up my dosage. Anybody ever deal with this before?",5.365000000000002,8.016804071428574,6.477999999999998,68.56700000000002,70.78571428571428,7.337142857142857,34.41428571428571,8.238735603445708,3.3469257142857147,252,13,35,4,5,84,44,56,0.14800000000000002,0.777,0.075,-0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,11,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,7,8,0,10,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,7,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343173283993604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929432136126409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469920287917646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43250664359573626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088143349212027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850647720519076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249046812434811,0.0,0.13586950543007048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745919215771635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017885867200045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050855969050934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921561795612247,0.0,0.3818446691512318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975156878110438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ItsMrDrPepper,2019/03/12,"I need some help So I recently lost my job due to a failed drug test and I quit smoking weed the day I failed. Since then I have hardly eaten and can't find any motivation. I feel horrible all day long. I was self medicating with weed alongside my Vyvanse to help with anxiety and my appetite. But since quitting 4 days ago I've eaten maybe one meals worth of food. I feel hunger but I can't bring myself to eat much without gagging. My anxiety is through the roof, getting chills all day long and have that knot in my stomach constantly. I have to pass a drug test to return to my job at some point, so I can't relapse. I'm terrified I'm going to spiral out of control, my job was what gave my life structure. Even though I know I'll go back in a month or so, I don't know what to do with myself in the meantime. I have no motivation to do more than lay on the couch watching the time go by. 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The directions I was given were to take half a tablet (5mg) once in the morning and once in the afternoon for two days and if tolerated move up to 10mg. &#x200B; At 5mg I felt no change at all. It may have well been a sugar pill for all I know. I followed the course of the directions and after two days bumped up to 10mg. Still, I felt no change at all other than some side-effects (dry mouth and tiredness). &#x200B; So with this experience, I have a couple questions for the /r/adhd community. Is 20mg (2 x 10mg) a normal dose to not have any response? I'm 5'11"" and 190 lbs if that makes any difference Should I wait a week or so before contacting my psych or should I just do it sooner than later? &#x200B; Thanks!",2.040666666666666,3.847317677777777,3.809722222222224,87.78625000000004,77.7777777777778,7.166666666666668,24.027777777777786,8.07648339933343,1.282777777777778,682,23,147,12,16,229,106,180,0.027999999999999997,0.935,0.038,0.3703,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,12,0,13,5,1,1,4,32,26,13,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,9,1,1,5,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,7,4,11,2,23,16,5,20,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,7,9,92,16,2,0.09558403307292486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487343296094915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142610395997075,0.4645802495095198,0.19500126061723935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133497204836933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223046600132316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057619145578263,0.0,0.1232875877245485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997299410736194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349952548326887,0.0,0.0,0.04833015910051917,0.0,0.18355132265609744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993871219512446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253048483846028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380308429835811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106172312866224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159070027653393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365205799964284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358775139458865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707599247529304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943777013158428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676548705773345,0.0,0.0763335322829668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186729729115085,0.0,0.0,0.0880009355337012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674342281805972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667174579110451,0.0,0.08594152491345576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958631447742886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645802495095198,0.0 adhd,DrewlarTX,2019/03/12,"I have not been professionally diagnosed, but I am almost certain I have ADHD after living my life on Autopilot for years. So I created something that tells of my struggles. I hope this doesn't break the rules of advertising, I just want to share something with people who I feel get me. &#x200B; [https://soundcloud.com/drewlarbeats/in-the-night](https://soundcloud.com/drewlarbeats/in-the-night)",12.598214285714285,17.046575250000004,8.37442857142857,54.97057142857145,55.42857142857143,8.765714285714285,30.84285714285714,9.3871,3.282818571428572,338,11,40,6,5,93,46,56,0.055999999999999994,0.718,0.226,0.8402,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,10,3,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,30,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729172152102723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273971365922008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460511677580371,0.2759383624865945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304908650079201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482317618963328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864478941892345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555092008805305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039989238521907,0.0,0.0,0.20052401732788194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262158597383523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743513130398631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496488840857461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740304860425995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848606247470613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394315613335064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759383624865945,0.14623806740136466 adhd,peachy_clean,2019/03/12,Weird question I know for all my fellows who also are on adderall and workout. Do any of y’all feel weird in your stomach when working out and using pre-workout? I know it’s not always the best idea to use pre-workout as somebody with ADHD that’s using adderall but I get tired pretty easily and I’m trying to fight off my depression by taking care of myself. But since I’ve started working out again I realize my stomach gets all gassy and I feel nauseous if I push on my stomach and I feel the need to burp. Do any of you guys experience the same thing and is it something I should be concerned with?,3.7838211382113833,4.9800330731707305,4.897723577235773,84.29016260162601,71.92682926829268,6.767479674796747,29.92682926829269,6.937597516519254,1.6758390243902443,480,20,93,4,9,158,78,123,0.13699999999999998,0.772,0.091,-0.5919,0,0,1,0,1,0,7.0,0,3,0,3,4,6,1,0,3,0,6,5,3,3,2,30,21,12,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,16,2,17,19,4,10,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,3,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139235566246787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234796451426845,0.14811174596080326,0.0,0.0,0.2420946377956497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868018933048433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814846847385598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533126780567321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411990325822502,0.0,0.0,0.2700091551333981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599717359659507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624975423472328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009423507331368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565025364363126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198606938611282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810918098720569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940273872740333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724491737852113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703447178266812,0.0,0.0,0.12599058079691733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383519100323665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825647765938307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458686869181314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085152882561948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612091764359753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591748414183017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thandiondruid,2019/03/12,"So I saw my psychiatrist today... ...and she said it was ""without a doubt"" I have ADHD Predominantly Inattentive type. The diagnosis is so validating and relieving to hear from a doctor, but also angers me. I'm a 28 year old woman with a new baby of my own. Only now do I receive this information after struggling my whole childhood and early 20s wondering what was wrong with me. 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Is this a concerted effort? I've begun having issues with re-filling my concerta prescription within the last couple of months. I hopped on reddit in order to find out whether others had had similar issues. There are tons of posts! Does anyone know what the issues are? Is this a widespread effort to refuse to cover meds for adults with ADHD? Why would the insurance insist that you take the brand name and not the generic? What's the deal with requiring that you take some other drug as opposed to the one that you have been taking? I assume money is the answer, but does anyone have any additional information or know where I can find it? I've been taking Concerta for about 4 or 5 years now after I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. I've had health insurance all of this time and have not had any issues with coverage until my recent move to a red state in the SW, which involved signing up with a new provider BC/BS. I take the generic and as of the first of the year I was told that the insurance company wouldn't cover the generic, but was going to insist on the brand name ... and that that would require prior authorization. What. The. Hell. I tried other drugs, this one is the one that works. I just want to go back to living my best life. Why do we put up with this shite? Who do I have to protest against? 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Hi! I'm 33 (F), and after 2.5 weeks of my Dr. trying to get my Vyvanse to go through my insurance they refuse to pay for it. My pharmacist said it would $299.00/month, which I cannot afford. I was not a fan of Adderall XR in the past- it left me feeling depressed after being on it a few years and I could tell when I would be coming down from it daily. I did not enjoy that feeling. Concerta & Strattera were not very effective. My insurance approved Focalin - does anyone have any experience with this compared to the other meds? Has it worked well for you? Any terrible side effects? &#x200B; Any advice or information would be super helpful! Thank you so much in advance, everyone!",2.9725586854460104,5.62836813380282,4.056929577464788,82.83760093896716,78.92957746478874,6.603568075117372,27.776525821596245,7.793537801064563,2.050361877934272,593,26,104,10,15,192,101,142,0.105,0.754,0.141,0.5525,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,6,4,6,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,2,0,19,22,5,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,4,0,1,6,0,2,3,5,2,1,0,4,3,14,4,19,10,2,15,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,6,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424609141448212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34205393981993515,0.19180117065897972,0.3220237632215308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037017078757644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359710637957508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260278463643623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595323984849542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381328210520605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508294065201793,0.0,0.1544044841568979,0.0,0.0,0.15962419587833765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246845164286709,0.0,0.08970798873789074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580140012940316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715010381889404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35066447910021953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599183048315382,0.0,0.1160355791216898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506826560578069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682456994601514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014847798595318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796508321306544,0.14532414989461093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716763344520636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024016242062986,0.0,0.0,0.12661520255953293,0.0,0.14192325312168413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491436919848033,0.0,0.0,0.3363895688082485,0.0,0.19180117065897972,0.10164818066516998 adhd,losttexanian,2019/03/12,Learning a second language I'm having trouble learning a second language does anyone have any tips? In my normal everyday life I don't have many if any really noticeable problems with my ADD. But while trying to learn another language I'm noticing I'm having similar if not the same problems I had when I was younger. I space out frequently when hearing my target language or it takes me forever to translate. Additionally spelling is a huge mess. It's not a huge problem and I'm sure eventually I'll have figured out a way to function. 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Its always me making plans, initiating things, being taken for granted.. The list goes on. I have been meaning to get therapy for low self-esteem and rejection sensitivity and totally will when I manage to properly look into it. But is this an ADHD thing or is it just me being socially inept? The rejections kind of make a nasty downward spiral where I get more anxious and unlikeable due to anxiety and being too eager to please (in order to not getting abandoned again..) Are there any fixes to get out of the loop? Meds help me relax but I dislike them so don't want to take them daily. 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What should I be looking for as signs that the medication is working and that it's the right fit for me or that I really do have ADHD? I did search for this topic in the sub, but didn't find anything specific about how to know the meds are working for you. I know that it can sometimes take several tries to find the right medication, and I wanted to get some idea from others who have gone through it as to what their 'lightbulb' moments were with the right medication. Even hearing the small things to look for would be greatly appreciated. Sorry if this is not allowed, and thanks in advance for your help!",8.937888040712465,7.126491503816794,8.328053435114509,74.24210559796441,61.44274809160305,11.176081424936388,37.100508905852415,9.725611199111238,3.3413348600508908,541,20,104,8,6,171,84,131,0.038,0.883,0.079,0.7583,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,3,4,2,0,0,7,0,17,4,0,2,0,23,27,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,11,2,19,17,1,10,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,4,1,81,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35437097439902604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132457214709765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737792563894704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695016828147848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702751473804546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254510187824694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661673982879881,0.0,0.098821049085118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643360308435934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205034199845522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476127174111323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376452324443164,0.4455688848930549,0.0,0.1564028246284732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944491800757526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777202296131288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655701632717068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458147367381749,0.16503886725697708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108510623911939,0.0,0.0,0.13573624670773438,0.0,0.0,0.09794775264202432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009714381919127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695964216930388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466556218082544,0.0,0.0,0.10473197913028136,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JoshsFace,2019/03/12,"Saw psychiatrist, said he thinks I have ADHD with some anxiety, but now I need your help He made the diagnosis, but said I had to go see a regular doctor to talk about meds, so I made the appointment, missed it, rescheduled, missed it again, and happened a third time. Now I feel like it's been too long (was back in early December) and that they're thinking all these weird things about me for taking so long. I can tell myself that this is probably silly thinking and not true, but it's still holding me back from making another appointment. However, this isn't the reason for missing the first appointments lol. For those, each time was some ridiculous chain of events that I feel were due to ADHD, like losing my keys, then realizing I needed to get gas, then forgetting to let the dog out (it's a 45 min drive to the doctor), and so on and so forth. What I need help with though, is for the good folks on Reddit to tell me the doctor's office isn't thinking weird things about me for making so many appointments lol. Thank you for your understanding. Also, just found this sub, and the posts are really helping me, especially posts about how to organize. Now I need to learn to organize my organizing lol(I have lists upon lists, each with almost the same things in different order).",8.329639455782312,7.157404600000002,7.881071428571433,74.92351190476192,62.18367346938776,11.595238095238097,32.25340136054422,10.686352973137794,3.1298095238095245,1017,29,195,21,12,322,137,245,0.09,0.7859999999999999,0.124,0.8999,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,2,21,13,1,0,13,2,14,3,0,6,2,45,42,19,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,17,12,0,1,11,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,11,6,21,6,31,30,6,29,0,4,2,0,13,6,0,3,20,133,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612673655516699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884518729546484,0.0,0.0,0.08692562489865381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397916477508173,0.0831535515369798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716386181261755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356610963266466,0.0,0.3337705413300165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099217897420916,0.07765375997460315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245832879466426,0.0,0.11918157317602958,0.0,0.0,0.05679013605651807,0.0,0.0617754884964188,0.09117059265434446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612114261498954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185736165269184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111509078502722,0.0,0.10620855002780118,0.0,0.0,0.19238833912570216,0.0,0.12160508125868065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570505242561515,0.1451133070461117,0.11020255088908454,0.0,0.0,0.12073879818023685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32239228986389706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820497136934804,0.0,0.11719465811350288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963462089059566,0.11175948507663984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679307841082545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866181068399306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868062369547352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172724949797873,0.08736720792083451,0.19001340974967845,0.10007436880896747,0.0,0.0,0.21664204867134276,0.27859675226069,0.10679507778094577,0.0,0.12676517147745586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315828685666415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,memekitten69,2019/03/12,"I can't chew gum when I take my meds Odd thing I've noticed-- when I take my meds (20mg dexedrine XR w/ 5mg IR later in the day) I can't chew gum. Normally I'm a big chewer, but now I'll chew for like 5 minutes then unconsciously tuck it in my cheek and forget about it. I suppose I was chewing for fidget purposes/stimulation and the medication gets rid of that deficit I was filling. I suppose it makes sense, just a funny side effect! Anyone else noticed funny little on/off meds differences?",1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,3.774274509803924,86.17023529411766,79.98039215686275,6.432941176470589,24.90588235294117,7.554174236665415,1.311322352941176,392,15,80,6,10,133,69,102,0.08,0.802,0.11900000000000001,0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,4,6,1,2,0,8,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,11,1,6,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538925582826633,0.1983948501831563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487409334705868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230013228544594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175141528450587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116268025648416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094596899506231,0.1940662043902043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924824715208538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6452314406873613,0.195059920202821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971440756745306,0.0,0.4408937055772211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29116843815897137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863789278498192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dontforg3t987,2019/03/12,"Off days on generic Adderall? I was diagnosed last week and have been taking 20mg Amphetamine salts prescribed to me each morning. It doesn’t seem to help that much but I do notice myself staying a little more on task and completing tasks a little quicker than I did previously. I took my medicine this morning just like I have been but today I seem to be having more trouble focusing than when I wasn’t of medication. Is this normal? Or something other people have gone through. The side effects I was getting over the past week don’t seem to be as strong today either. Thanks in advance for the help TLDR: been taking medication for a week, helping a little, took it today and I’m more distracted than ever. 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I made a career change at 28, and I will turn 30 in a few weeks. I have been at my job/new career for a year now where I design websites. I enjoy the company and the people I work with. But there are just some days where I feel like so damn frustrated with myself and that for some damn reason I still seem to get things wrong. This of course, leads to coworkers getting frustrated at me, and sometimes it feels like my boss is babying me. I have only been in this career for a year, so I am still fairly new. And there is only one person with my title in the entire company; me. There are no senior people with my job title at this company to help me, and it often results in people who are not directly in my job role trying to tell me how to do my job (which I hate). These last two weeks, I basically sacrificed two weekends in a row to get a project done for a client. And even after that, an hour ago my coworkers basically tore my designs (who got to keep their weekends intact) up and made me feel like a complete idiot. I really just want to curl up cry right now; I just don't feel that supported or appreciated right now, and I feel so frustrated that I sacrificed two weekends just to get more if this shit shoved down my throat. I know I am not an idiot; there are plenty of intellectual things I am really passionate about, and I really do enjoy the field I am in. It has a creative flair I never previously got from a career. But it's shit like this that I struggle with. I worry that they must think I am incompetent, when I just feel like I need better support in my job.",7.734082861189799,5.494722994334282,8.391145538243627,74.19793643767706,64.09915014164307,11.771175637393767,32.82737252124646,10.411451182825502,3.0322352691218137,1359,38,281,26,16,460,161,353,0.154,0.728,0.11800000000000001,-0.9491,5,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,4,25,25,11,1,18,0,25,6,3,7,2,53,51,20,0,4,11,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,21,17,0,1,11,3,0,2,5,13,0,4,9,7,50,12,43,40,5,48,0,0,0,1,8,22,4,6,30,208,71,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144723849852433,0.0,0.07482645335811815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465586211504067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929707151295023,0.0,0.08850474087267682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272300058662933,0.054438981204870014,0.0,0.0,0.08567675636062094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638313935188753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575355974647216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987699362154622,0.3015209914111057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764078713688369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502453183106627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333971771402296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657981753282047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312915921374471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188311517873517,0.07502957342127793,0.0,0.0,0.046390818890752535,0.06880732999129763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962293776669201,0.2474376564214703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597460093778593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259068646183451,0.06510400663879262,0.16305194342260432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719999161793485,0.12839878885003356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556268080564288,0.07370560634322255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622301349039824,0.08678995260737941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417536795261776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684583131903545,0.0,0.0,0.17329612438125286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348597059656829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348236203157161,0.0,0.0,0.08824611402207591,0.0,0.0,0.19158026437236805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378011278251757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215962638611883,0.0540880241813344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731044332435877,0.09181639501513698,0.24737579522535855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978858990275107,0.0,0.13542098779293138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290638938987468,0.08572483687347092,0.0,0.0,0.09229165127270716,0.0,0.10871756909727638 adhd,oftentimesdead,2019/03/12,"How are other illnesses ""ruled out""? In the screening tests they always say ""can it be better explained by another mental disorder like depression/anxiety etc."" so how do doctors/psychiatrists rule out these illnesses? Do they see what treatment you respond to and base a diagnosis off that? I'm worried I'm going to be told I'm just depressed when I go for an ADHD evaluation, even though several types of meds for depression haven't worked, and I'm certain that it's depression caused by untreated ADHD.",7.1756884057971,8.40936316304348,7.833478260869569,66.2107971014493,64.1086956521739,11.785507246376813,38.15942028985507,11.538034831475384,5.108733333333333,409,21,64,13,6,136,70,92,0.221,0.706,0.07400000000000001,-0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,3,1,10,16,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,3,11,13,1,7,0,3,2,0,7,4,0,0,2,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431008413121428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339226843209475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933049070145196,0.14102568289127404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304078751507387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937613331612524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476335876954928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127873043254705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559670277437686,0.12176008728994625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953838507487346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900631002507552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476902249048612,0.0,0.18577938203963934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660089497500467,0.0,0.0,0.14690145450273592,0.0,0.0,0.20826071939489094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811209322404803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615237343232773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420750862056113,0.18721429928589775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,h_anorak,2019/03/12,make a guide to being diagnosis with ADHD hi I'm looking to make a guide to help with the diagnosis process with ADHD for an instance going through the anxiety and other symptoms of ADHD. I wonder if anybody has any stories or advice that would help that they would like to add into to the project? thanks,5.583305084745764,6.7092676271186455,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813562,67.64406779661017,7.933898305084746,33.39406779661017,8.07648339933343,2.6654372881355934,246,11,42,3,4,81,41,59,0.027000000000000003,0.8,0.17300000000000001,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,13,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,12,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7215120173757708,0.1955538542798017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608770134827133,0.0,0.15309039610240738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373217172967855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26827093502042204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776797678922683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680494586877333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26716181383473336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800014135630374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424257866905394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702038978419616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431742253231274,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,milgita,2019/03/12,"I took initiative! O.o Guyssssss I actually took initiative and called my old employer and asked them to resend my W2 because they had the wrong address for me in their database. I didn’t procrastinate till the day before taxes are due. Meds are great! Is it weird that being this functional feels surreal and makes me feel slightly nervous? Like, I don’t really know how to live this way. But I’m still so giddy about it! Haha I just had to share. This is crazy.",2.9895006242197217,5.519416764044949,3.9116104868913872,84.63148564294633,77.9887640449438,7.551061173533085,24.495630461922595,8.515128840125781,1.8403323345817733,368,13,70,8,9,118,68,89,0.14300000000000002,0.737,0.12,0.3558,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,9,0,0,2,0,10,17,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,5,2,12,4,7,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,44,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.22669304618275002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717082391089013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160902070803247,0.0,0.19767172137125028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372061099870252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981544270235678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491753923182315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561135538294417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766699368027865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349092512254196,0.0,0.20512674475119808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506325488808348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580349303341798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437616610002141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148818481061318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551651700019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161916930356389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439035552835173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539855501909216,0.0,0.0 adhd,darkyeti25,2019/03/12,"I am positive I have ADHD There are probably plenty of posts here asking if they have ADHD but I am about 90% sure I have it (moderately) through looking at symptoms and doing online tests. I am wondering what my next course of action is, I live in the UK which as far as I know doesn’t prescribe Adderall, however unsure about Ritalin or other alternatives. I have a psychiatrist whom I go to for anxiety and depression but I’m starting to think a lot of the anxiety/depression is because of ADHD, would it be apt to tell them about it and even ask for meds? Any advice would be appreciated, particularly from people with ADHD in the UK.",4.817723577235771,6.270732073170732,6.7204878048780525,71.22186991869921,69.73170731707317,10.019512195121953,30.739837398373986,10.25414643259724,3.434213008130081,507,21,90,14,9,177,82,123,0.078,0.8420000000000001,0.079,0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,16,2,0,0,1,15,25,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,1,20,21,1,9,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,4,2,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7013577591257996,0.14256853287586765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921473547594632,0.0,0.11161054968764177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27278737507754736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889372530586719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513211682341677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636337150675844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291643713187234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018099177165454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882942849137352,0.0,0.1225164539146007,0.0,0.0,0.1240361276015909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205830520093412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516275880527278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114637767900307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972867588162108,0.0,0.1573012814333773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326641069000674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750588051522636,0.15164249817705702,0.0,0.0,0.12752011620786505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348469213362218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821871008183716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728161022836314,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moh804,2019/03/12,"Is a psychiatrist the only place to get prescriptions? Hi! So when I was 18 I got diagnosed with dyslexia and ADHD. This was back when I lived in India. And I don’t know if the diagnosis/prescription is still valid or whatever (this was 6 years ago). For various reasons I decided against taking the medication. Now I’m back in school and I realize that I really need it. I was just wondering if there is any other place to get diagnosed and prescriptions? Also, I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder so I also don’t know if there are any effects I should worry about (I will tell all this to whoever I am getting the prescription from). I’m sorry if this list was all over the place. I’m not the best when it comes to putting whatever is in my head onto paper. Thank you! 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Hi guys, sorry if this has already been asked, but I couldn't find this specific question when I searched. Is there anything you guys do to avoid everything falling apart based on one small change or inconvenience? For example, if I decide to have a bowl of cereal only to find out I'm out of milk, I'd like to be logical and find something else to eat. Instead, I fall apart and feel as if the whole world is ending and everyone is out to get me. And this goes for any slight changes to what I'm expecting, even if they're not necessarily negative. I hope that makes sense and some of you can relate. Does anyone have any coping mechanisms, thought processes, etc. to work through these changes/inconveniences in a more reasonable way?",6.90830289193303,7.6264635136986305,6.577762557077628,76.79684170471846,64.54794520547945,10.59847792998478,34.71537290715373,10.504223727775694,3.6482459665144593,627,27,115,15,9,196,102,146,0.098,0.845,0.057,-0.6126,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,3,3,0,11,2,0,2,0,31,20,13,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,8,2,2,9,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,1,8,2,21,16,4,14,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,8,3,71,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677259620385094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786808951991535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200790591780298,0.0,0.13182193630659894,0.0,0.14975513457803472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389175418479473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018251411731505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391338584414766,0.1338173933701162,0.0,0.14187994860159198,0.0,0.17865313094812946,0.1058033544571876,0.0,0.0,0.15306749871453446,0.14396758597590106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099639507017199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43922965938992187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738433051044796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172246819104375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910386768714144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826027667549712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069274324501404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854824365691666,0.12183098828441435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794483931042229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647010192855375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332135415102174,0.0,0.17931852272501847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717220965829534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715060895274935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788453497751678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661953371948472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JanetYellensFuckboy,2019/03/12,"Whenever I cut back on meds for a few days then go back to FULL DOSAGE! https://media.giphy.com/media/10PGj92jvpYQzC/giphy.gif (from the movie *Limitless*)",11.227142857142859,16.37151933333333,6.8066666666666675,58.73000000000002,69.95238095238095,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.109685714285716,130,3,18,3,3,35,20,21,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7383920684427603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096489112269723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27287315712450017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333244276776383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mauijen,2019/03/12,"My Experience with Mydayis and Adderall What's yours? I've been diagnosed with ADD for quite a few years now, and have tried a few medications to help. I tend to self diagnose myself off of them! (LOL). With that said I'm now on a I need them to do a good job type of thing. Sooo I've tried Adderal XR and XL, I've tried generic and didn't really like the results so I paid for the ""Brand"" and had better results. Unfortunetly my insurance company won't pay for the ""Brand"", but they will pay for Mydayis and Vyvanse. I've tried Vyvanse before and hated the zombie like feelings it gave me. (Now I know how zombies are created). I couldn't laugh, cry, feel sad, happy or angry when needed. I got off of that stuff! So I opted to try Mydayis. So here are my pros and cons: Pro's: - I like the nice even flow of the medication throughout the day. - No crash - Not hungry Cons: - Can't go to sleep at night, it's midnight and i'm tired but awake. (I wake up at 6:00 a.m. and take it immediately) - First few days stomach was upset but that has subsided - Not thirsty, but dehydrated so I have to force myself to drink water. Stomach is kinda wacky when i drink water - Noticible aggitation, and irritability into the 1st week and 2nd week got worse. - Feel foggy at times, but that could be from lack of sleep or the medication - Feeling muscles tense. - Can't go #2!!! Well there you have my experience. I'm calling the DR today to get off of this and go back to try Adderall generic. Maybe a different manufacturer! I'll say that this is frustrating.",1.7366516651665158,4.166330339933996,3.4905790579057943,86.39070207020706,82.23432343234323,6.445004500450046,23.043204320432054,7.686295010490155,1.1766356435643566,1195,42,243,21,33,398,169,303,0.183,0.7490000000000001,0.068,-0.9917,2,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,3,3,16,13,2,1,15,1,20,16,5,3,0,41,42,27,0,5,9,0,4,3,0,2,7,2,0,1,13,18,4,0,5,2,3,4,8,4,1,1,9,6,23,9,32,28,4,28,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,3,18,147,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281611595079981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164638748096966,0.0,0.0,0.09525358157464438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099756855351905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599120636986061,0.0,0.11830548399018355,0.13891763593990858,0.0,0.0,0.2186303304212507,0.0,0.11252556624903363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101372628648454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113609167360295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070625650748606,0.0,0.0,0.21782927448768424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161118431996088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626979948321946,0.0,0.1836284216969638,0.09033524699290507,0.1722781023883918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465067926284445,0.0,0.10633333237044217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219031583261587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687752080687904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919014965918652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785312983367794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820103844816722,0.0,0.0,0.3254950116741892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971919390652112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107094075308737,0.0,0.0,0.12261933127584206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145542319396993,0.0,0.0,0.06899659741445713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244917396495024,0.085648876709004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123565745356291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155593695766224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232929123521638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097842796132003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155235917635604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280184619907843,0.12378749478372525,0.1020888115128094,0.0,0.0,0.43873513749238696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278394143752207,0.0,0.09683694596022037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975744116399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935649487676411 adhd,chroniclly2nice,2019/03/12,"My daughters step mom passed away earlier this week and knowing what my daughter is going through has really helped me focus on my procrastination. My daughters step mom got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer only 3 months ago. I don’t know all the details but they had to do a lot of chemo. This led to a stomach and kidney infection that her body just couldn’t fight. They expected her to be in the hospital 3 days but things went bad very fast and she passed. My daughter is 17 and her and my ex-husband were the only ones there with her when she passed. She only had a small amount of immediate family but they weren’t staying with her constantly so we’re not with her during her final time. Well, this has been the hardest thing I’ve ever seen my daughter go through. I’ve also been at the hospital to support her and my ex but my daughter has been there more than I have during this time. It’s now been 4 days. My daughter has been helping her dad clean and sort through things at his home. She’s been gathering pictures to make a slide show of her life. I’m really proud of everything she’s doing without being asked. Her step mom was pretty organized so it wasn’t that it was extremely difficult to do but more extremely emotional for my daughter doing all of this. But it made me think of this was my place it wouldn’t be so easy. Somehow this has jumped started my brain of who would do this for me if something happened. My house isn’t disgusting but it’s unorganized and not the cleanest it could be. I know how to tuck things away to make it looked picked up ... but it’s not. Why am I living with all this procrastination of things I know I need to do but think I’ll do it another day? I know you never know what can happen, but it’s now so real. She was a really sweet lady to my daughter. She was a year and a half younger than me and full of life. In the last few days... I’ve made a will, made my financial papers easier for loved ones to find, I’ve cleaned my house, I’ve organized closets. I’m even going to start gathering my own pictures that I think are important. I just don’t want anyone else having to deal with my mess. Somehow my brain just clicked into gear. I really hope I can maintain this but every time I think of what just happened I’m looking around to what else I can do. So I don’t think it’s just hyper focusing because I usually don’t maintain that feeling for too long. I just want to share in case my experience could help someone else but also I’m proud of myself for trying to get my things together so others won’t have as much work to do trying to go through my mess and I never thought of it that way. 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You can tell me how to do things, why things are the way they are, but the second I am sent off to do it I cant. I dont even know what it is. Everything is so confusing and overwhelming. I grab at these thoughts and they just fucking fly by. My boss the other day told me that i make things harder than they have to be. It's fucking embarrassing.",1.03777777777778,3.342263148148149,2.779259259259259,91.1666666666667,84.18518518518519,6.562962962962962,21.34567901234568,7.793537801064563,0.8788123456790125,309,10,69,6,9,102,58,81,0.114,0.86,0.025,-0.7921,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,4,6,2,4,3,0,12,2,0,3,0,10,19,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,3,1,12,0,8,15,0,7,0,1,0,2,7,2,2,1,2,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260127156351158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524111607829874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28211592362219023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898983869312694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633891844714034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450738614366263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600132639294033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229054513868074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067898153453253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039532333709726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479760601514025,0.0,0.0,0.1911006432976789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300132831764957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106818409345014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720764370499596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pgillesp,2019/03/12,"New vegetarian on a stimulant and having problems eatings due to the stimulant anyways...how do I manage keeping up with a meatless lifestyle without feeling weak and tired? tl;dr - I’ve started being a vegetarian within the past week, but I’m getting really weak, tired and nauseous. Is this due to the lack of protein I’m getting? Anyone else having this problem? Alright. So I’ve recently decided to dip my toes into becoming a vegetarian. And I’ve been doing really well so far; a whole week without meat! Go me! However.... I’m on 50 of Mydayis and it does a reeeally good job at suppressing my appetite. I usually have to force myself to eat, which I hate doing. Nothing ever tastes good. Usually at the end of the day, once my medicine wears off, I’m ready to eat anything and everything. Let me add that I do eat breakfast before I take my medicine and I try to eat a pretty well balanced one since I know it’s going to be hard for me to eat during my day. With all that being said, even though I’m eating (especially after meds wear off) I’m feeling really weak and tired. Is it from not eating meat? Before this newfound vegatarianism, I was eating majority of my meals with some form of meat in them. Is it because I’m not getting enough protein? Someone help! I’m starving, nauseous, tired and weak. I want to keep doing this meatless lifestyle, but I don’t know if I’m doing myself any favors. 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I have recently been prescribed antidepressants (SSRIs) to treat my generalized anxiety, and in the last three weeks I’ve noticed a pretty significant increase in my ADHD. I can barely focus on the vital things at work, and can’t force myself to put any time into the little things. My doctor and I have discussed my ADHD, but I am not on any medication for it at this time, because we wanted to focus on treating the more pressing anxiety first. I have an appointment with her tomorrow, so I will definitely bring it up, but I just wondered if anyone else has been in the same spot. I’m usually pretty good at doing my own research, but couldn’t find any specific articles citing a correlation. Has anyone else experienced something like this after starting antidepressants? Thanks!",8.983175675675678,9.019484344594595,9.40472972972973,60.58587837837838,60.28378378378378,11.994594594594595,38.09459459459461,11.45678717892309,4.816983783783783,665,29,98,17,8,223,97,148,0.036000000000000004,0.7809999999999999,0.182,0.9713,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,9,0,14,3,0,0,0,18,20,8,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,2,15,6,18,16,4,25,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,11,77,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497444488204349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814758811404813,0.0,0.21109551027339668,0.0,0.0,0.19294564328587635,0.28273603956985666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410609422351659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121959001144616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305148269228769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610337411274158,0.1173584154565867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572387722812985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124651183505821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674058643590997,0.13828360462226127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389916856865072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157081370901387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807330621621761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869938043773072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362301277120128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621713624847044,0.0,0.0,0.09765687795516184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340512891212354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702554225613755,0.0,0.0,0.18332415539546845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609044837130483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195602160845406,0.0,0.08137911551908332,0.0,0.11067234712646884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496241145348566,0.10044483364289243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GrandmasterMoeB,2019/03/12,"Any engineering student success stories with ADHD? I got my official diagnosis. For 3 years of my engineering major, I failed many classes, almost lost my financial aide, and made close to no good relationships with my professors (being constantly late, poor test scores, etc). I’m losing faith and wondering if I’m destined for failure as an engineer in the workplace, and if I should just call it quits and get an easier degree that is naturally better for ADHD. I have technical and analytical ability, and feel like I’m brighter than peers. Yet just being a diligent student is very difficult. None of the material is above my head yet keeping up with it all is difficult all semester all long. I do have meds but I hate the way they make me feel, and I don’t want to be on them my whole life. I feel like without ADHD, this would be a breeze. I really want to get my engineering degree. Any and all advice and story sharing would help out so much.",5.8258333333333345,6.889419027777778,7.042222222222224,71.29000000000002,67.05555555555556,10.666666666666666,32.77777777777778,10.686352973137794,3.761944444444444,755,32,134,21,12,256,114,180,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.15,0.7617,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,6,5,13,1,0,7,0,15,2,1,2,4,37,32,14,0,7,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,14,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,3,19,7,18,22,9,12,1,3,0,0,6,5,0,4,8,89,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498236101765056,0.13503862402163794,0.0,0.0,0.13837830249604288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794920717894836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221868978276315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411084388836257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933535362233866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541194692427338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096205314601634,0.19744732412562024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439816442573614,0.0,0.0,0.11590803564717687,0.11052394883267452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364349806874864,0.1418238111924698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926264993946934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228304904493329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588544199259416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760837432451576,0.13502626279210364,0.0,0.0,0.12229466662582035,0.0,0.15460035613509138,0.15085177642486694,0.0,0.0,0.13075964439404372,0.0922435506685222,0.1401039614307384,0.0,0.0,0.15349902327091344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101586269048732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469831150209228,0.0,0.0,0.08852867888075752,0.0,0.0,0.14836539349315922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402202911175492,0.16301723807485444,0.10968956581778454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428529148970135,0.0,0.1332111711220635,0.14986222045598588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633381129480384,0.0,0.0,0.08899045885345946 adhd,hangfishdays,2019/03/12,"Type 1 Diabetic Vegan appetite suppressed I recently have been diagnosed with ADHD, and have just finished being titrated up to 50mg of Biphentin every day. I have noticed such great changes in my daily life, but I'm struggling a lot with eating. I have lost close to 20 pounds, none of my clothes really fit anymore, and some days I'll go without eating until late at night when my meds wore off. But I also worry I have shrunken my stomach size. I really am worried I am not getting enough nutrients as I'm vegan (and have been for about 5 years) but additionally I'm a Type 1 Diabetic so remembering to eat is very important. I know that I'm not eating enough even when making myself eat three meals a day. I was wondering any suggestions, tips, or meal ideas to up my calories and get myself to eat. I'm also a university student, and pretty poor at the moment. I definitely used to struggle a bit with binge eating, but had it mostly under control when I started medication. I also have so many benefits and finally feel in control of my life since starting meds that I don't want to stop. Tldr: Vegan diabetic can't shove enough food in her face. Help? 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Hello all, I was diagnosed with ADHD 3.5 years ago the last time I was in the US and now have a short window of time to attempt to get some treatment. Because of the nature of ADHD, my work (and therefore income) has been erratic to cost is REALLY important to me. Just to travel to the US and try and stay for a month (all the time I can take off) will run me close to $5,000. TL;DR 1) is a month enough time to find a doctor and the right medication? 2) I have to pay for everything out of pocket. About how much will seeing a psychiatrist and buying medication cost (I have no recourse to public funds/programs because I'm not American). Appreciate any answers I can get PS No option to get treatment in my home country.",5.886666666666668,5.421545444444448,7.017654320987656,76.80944444444445,66.77777777777779,9.916049382716052,31.58024691358025,9.444778638647367,2.6866987654321,630,22,125,11,9,214,94,162,0.055,0.927,0.018000000000000002,-0.5562,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,12,0,15,4,0,4,2,23,23,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,2,1,5,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,13,0,24,17,7,21,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,11,87,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381363221243912,0.0,0.12470295944277685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566617127383477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151255693864234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427856672892546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399035644385902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535844639983814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264327214526945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857755631350612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939947390451584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111195734599913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467171429607292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834374800707303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457639610553065,0.0,0.3102445461650572,0.10431128945788656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012221848203124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013862915829428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210251236080757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994451172410686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577268808233058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101536826685848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551143437629864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33843771239882026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024155883614443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905923106162031 adhd,Funnybot9980,2019/03/12,"What if I don’t have ADHD?! So I have an appointment to get diagnosed for adhd in a couple of days and I’m freaking out about it. Like what if I don’t have adhd? It’s seems like a weird thing to be afraid of cause, wouldn’t that be a good thing? Has anyone else felt like this? Please tell me I’m not alone ",-0.32360248447204754,1.3935978405797125,1.7644306418219493,99.96913043478264,85.08695652173913,5.102277432712215,14.204968944099381,6.1826913282559595,-0.9929726708074536,237,3,61,2,7,79,46,69,0.065,0.705,0.23,0.8889,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,9,14,4,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,4,4,8,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6736611528087578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351708456540048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064772810589004,0.19144677534246626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194328151340664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067425903675716,0.0,0.12050082183604073,0.0,0.0,0.18964571572065853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608664657732044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940236837603368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761981675545098,0.0,0.0,0.15671835227768344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738519374541833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510183613933367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700984409272734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633124652349998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482656151386892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Finlandietis,2019/03/12,How do they diagnose adhd? Do they just ask questions or there is something more? Hello everyone! I have always noticed that I show adhd symptoms but I have never talked about this with my parents or my doctor. But recently I have found it to be a lot more harder to concentrate. So I got pretty worried because I'm gonna have my exams in about 2 months. Hoping to get some information! Thank you for reading. ,2.3354711673699042,5.01775365822785,3.9649789029535865,82.26985935302395,82.03797468354429,6.042756680731365,25.233473980309423,7.3871296695380915,1.6336571026722928,325,13,56,5,9,108,60,79,0.039,0.807,0.154,0.8864,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,1,14,16,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,11,2,8,12,4,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,6,3,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464690608349935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608661954303838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073761874819533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785228206591633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962260610733393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788162925545186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473527003504267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119765613525072,0.0,0.0,0.10100703858155577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462380437210238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920204890498604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643624037592349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543143035797916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491081516794507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010768900495326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146702835539042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966862944511482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657404501845,0.0,0.1933824958638541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089022722092888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488350162607897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094407971598754,0.0,0.1553914738369373,0.0,0.17799245314806833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963361802007632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vertexoflife,2019/03/12,"How do I get over the feeling that I'm doing something wrong when I take my medicine? So, tl;dr of my life and diag is that I was diagnosed young but my mom didn't really believe in ADHD or medication so I just kinda strugglebussed through highschool, got to college and someone offered me some Adderall. It was honestly the most calming and amazing experience ever, I knew then that I definitely had it. Got through college mostly by buying it from a friend and using ephedrine as a gapstop, finally got diagnosed after college when I had the time and money to go do it. (And then had to get independently diaged two more times) I'm now in grad school and things are going great, I'm happy and balanced and all the stuff I should have been years ago, but I still feel like I'm doing something wrong and illegal when I take it. I worry constantly about getting ""found out"", that I have tricked the 4 doctors I've seen, and take half doses in order to have a supply of stuff built up just in case I get ""found out"".. I feel guilty and like I'm a terrible person... despite being diag 4 times now, and being reassured by my partners that I'm definitely ADD. How do I get over that feeling?",7.2593821839080475,6.416321116379312,7.768103448275862,73.80390804597702,64.1293103448276,10.319540229885057,36.143678160919535,9.516144504307137,3.3364126436781607,937,39,174,15,12,311,126,232,0.096,0.713,0.191,0.9785,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,14,13,1,0,9,0,20,6,0,4,2,39,48,26,0,1,5,1,4,2,2,1,6,0,0,2,14,16,0,0,7,0,2,2,1,4,0,2,14,5,20,9,23,31,5,30,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,5,20,124,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430703049060228,0.0,0.10552720463788652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341242136206869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286465663586436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241658616583267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184875064898446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768403319145176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164499508255072,0.0,0.0,0.24077318559874394,0.08504657359871,0.0,0.13040920811410853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26105585712888185,0.0919747388266996,0.0,0.31098342742135204,0.0,0.13531330950942258,0.0,0.2856361773585089,0.1312487701688316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267268109031674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408579683317384,0.11631984426389427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992644398786695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942537970886604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394648221953848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626399433236945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204810313948959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008673931542078,0.18329504211618333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507038709281347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725586571281133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26852360562025074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908895393658763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082502538705752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629076346511145,0.0,0.0,0.10281762722360302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208971158902956,0.0,0.0,0.2603164932490225,0.0,0.07666179971776753 adhd,otisinthedark9,2019/03/12,"Any tips on reducing the frequency of ""losing your place""? What I mean is that feeling when you walk into a room and forget why you're there, or forget to do an important task. I experience this most often under stress, and it has been effecting (nearly eliminating) my productivity. Any ideas on how to mitigate this? 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Worried about tolerance. I'm at a crossroads right now, i'm prescribed 10mgx2 daily. I take 5mg x2-3 daily to avoid hitting the ceiling of my medication dosage out of fear of dependence. &#x200B; Alittle background about myself; I'm a highschool dropout who's studying to get his GED and make it to medical school to become either a neurosurgeon or a psychiatrist. I've taken adderall in the past a few years ago and went through the increase in dosage and found myself wanting to cut back out of the same fear of dependence, only to eventually get fired for unrelated reasons \*mostly attendance\* and going cold turkey off of all my medications. That was a dark time for sure, i was on 2 different anti-depressants adderall and a thyroid medication. &#x200B; Anyways i found the medication in the beginning to be extremely effective i could study for 12 hours straight and i loved it, i was flying through material on Khan Academy. Then it started becoming less effective, so i started taking it every other day. But once i started working out 3-4 times a week i found it was necessary to take it before working out as i would work out so much harder than usual. But that required me taking it on offdays and now i was taking it everyday and its effectiveness became non existent, i could barely tell if i had taken anything at all, it just felt normal. Unable to prevent myself from wondering tabs and getting work done. &#x200B; My question is will my tolerance creep up on every increase in dosage like everyone else i see on the forums complaining about, or are those people just confusing the novel feeling that adderall provides and not the cognitive enhancement it's suppose to be taken for. Or my third hypothesis, maybe those are the hyper metabolizers and we only hear from them so often because nobody complains about a medication working as intended. &#x200B; Any before the NMDA receptor antagonism theory pops up, i've tried it and still do with magnesium, tried dxm but basically went insane staying up for 3 days, didn't realize i wasn't supposed to take them together. Either way it doesn't really work in practicality, even people who take memantine daily did not see any effect at all. I still take the magnesium in case i'm wrong i guess.",6.461236044657098,8.197437404306223,7.261703349282299,67.81659011164275,66.10526315789474,10.26232854864434,35.94290271132377,10.4301,4.340227496012759,1857,92,286,49,30,617,224,418,0.064,0.88,0.055999999999999994,-0.7512,1,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,0,2,12,17,11,1,4,21,0,22,8,0,9,4,67,62,25,0,7,13,0,3,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,21,19,0,3,13,1,0,7,5,8,0,1,19,7,31,3,59,35,12,57,0,0,2,1,12,27,0,12,22,200,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056394291193594286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757240835049329,0.3092155700528393,0.08652602864118153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523529107063573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048918985356684826,0.0,0.038781473681842,0.14052409096023405,0.10826994808203924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158898462975424,0.0,0.0,0.08205781834017574,0.0,0.054794840948895314,0.0,0.0,0.06646818030997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510419372026342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314540388610934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201966473506374,0.0,0.10720328648511122,0.06079055820883378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431778354588581,0.03216761305025133,0.0,0.06108409357584495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926442724278285,0.0,0.0,0.09971470402856847,0.0,0.07231214173661217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008335960101361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170309205237825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265177355048279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03108096718529248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057418515529985725,0.0,0.042466090849266495,0.0,0.06391370755142091,0.0,0.0,0.3845359209848295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676719075964203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062332986672494636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775202203463826,0.0,0.09677003736444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607314116356897,0.08821063050787427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126769613468642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040755878246983984,0.06541079578627107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054330168799731085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438569458087383,0.10139200791798164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508929444056927,0.06780925244144549,0.10161222619318742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059960033651835325,0.0,0.3826677922447449,0.0,0.05560569795604391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419335136196567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638607562487721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006719913951172,0.0,0.0375240588198955,0.050497699117995815,0.051031221423580894,0.0,0.0,0.11795066281910113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899195252821523,0.27789177764312245,0.06460805231578427,0.0,0.045193021120733146,0.06955724911484168,0.3092155700528393,0.04096846752971445 adhd,michaelwesten14,2019/03/12,"I applied for my Master's!! I did it. After 3 and half years of putting it off, staring at degrees with indecision, and all the counseling from supervisors that I should get started, I have at long last applied for a Master's Program. And for the first time in forever, I actually feel confident.",5.251071428571431,6.655196250000002,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,68.64285714285714,9.885714285714286,37.214285714285715,10.125756701596842,4.155800000000001,234,13,41,6,4,80,42,56,0.036000000000000004,0.89,0.075,0.4559,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,6,0,11,4,1,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,7,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.4011308989083591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784202530287302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34964362130365545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475954718180207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350651173795713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637712062582091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413224338963242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909472177228133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396897834320058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470628242229216 adhd,bar-al-an-ne,2019/03/12,"Questions about methylphenidate Hi. I was recently diagnosed as an adult. I have been put on 20mg of Ritalin slow release capsules. I am health care professional and have a basic understanding of pharmakinetics. I have been thinking about splittinh my dose to 10mg x 2 and not 20 x 1. Have anyone tried this? Under I will include my theory and written form and I will include my sketch of calculations(it makes sense to me, Im sorry) Ok guys, long read here. I am sorry. I hope this can entice some mathheads though. From what I gather cMax in normal cases happens within the first 2 hours, then because the capsule is made how it is you have a periode where rule of half-life matters before reaching full concentration again after 5 to 7 hours after administration. Then half life sets in, taking you down to less than 10 percent of cMax within 8 hours. Half-life is two hours. My calculation goes like this, when I work morning shift I get up at 0530, take my meds and hit the shit, shower and shave. At 0730 I should be or have been at cMax. 5 to 7 hours later, I hit full serum concentration again. Thats between 1230 and 1430. Then half-life sets in. The calculation I made included giving an hour and taking an hour equally where absorbtion said 1-2 hours and 5-7 hours. This was done to not make an false premise to my thinking. If I split my dose to 10 +10, where I take one at 0530 and one at 0930 I made new calculations with the old percentile numbers of cMax added to the new ones. Assuming pharmakinetics and absorbtion is similar after earlier administration. This gives me a result I had hypthesized. I will experience a higher cMax percentile through out the day, without upping my dose and maybe without having more side effects. The only problem with this is at 1430 my calculations, only theoretically, gives an cMax number of 150% which from the theory of bio availability shouldn't be possible. Coudlnt upload the picture, will try in comments. 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My app only goes up to 99 and then it shows a sideways smiley face. I haven't seen an actual number of chrome tabs in a year probably ha",0.7977435897435932,2.4546075692307703,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,81.0,5.564102564102565,20.06410256410256,6.42735559955562,0.06264102564102593,232,6,53,2,6,79,41,65,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,1,1,0,0,5,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,8,1,5,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2856405105015516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35686381781696785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859585845923126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27468636605689745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6678522314702647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155884284102186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784320705069075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884941744698286 adhd,andreaioj,2019/03/12,"Help? I’m in the process of getting a ADHD screening with my therapist (I’m 13) and my mom is unsupportive. She’s saying that if I had it, I would’ve shown symptoms earlier, had worse grades and she wants me to “get this ADHD thing” out of my head. I’m also worried because the first forms that I asked for from my therapist were the teacher forms (because I was annoyed with my mom by then), so I’ve been stressing out thinking that those forms will show negative results because the teacher I gave them to doesn’t know me that well. I mostly show the symptoms (inattentive type) at home. Do you guys have any advice on how I could change my mom’s view on it and get correct results on the teacher screening? Thank you!",4.4282517482517525,5.485088083916086,4.840146853146852,85.83098951048953,70.25874125874124,7.398321678321679,31.782517482517484,7.554174236665415,2.011344615384615,568,25,113,6,10,180,88,143,0.106,0.8420000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8278,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,4,4,1,1,7,0,11,3,1,3,1,17,23,8,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,9,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,6,4,20,2,16,15,4,9,0,0,3,0,13,7,0,2,2,78,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33919606706988364,0.13790019433076184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285309219908758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596599632908204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192754135628634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580751355009065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928555920470649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126723169797042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003604594390888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118710568455915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973034200094953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448291647361355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458932478947428,0.0,0.14155421295050338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755550347545151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958318269962146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222377023070647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165173718447073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933540739403656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992373633357454,0.0,0.3277008813104808,0.0937534247291326,0.0904235805204114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832358481606877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688324226604428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331354873751267,0.1438126725251379,0.10024713643007163,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,GolfsellXFit,2019/03/12,"Melatonin I saw a post recently about the issue that a lot of us face regarding staying up too late and also with feeling less ADHD symptoms late into the night. Personally, I always wake up extremely tired and somewhat depressed. Once I take my medicine and get going I manage to make it through the day, mostly. Then, night comes along and I’m full of ideas and motivation, etc. I was reading an article that ADHD can throw off your circadian rhythm, which might be part of the cause for this cycle. Last night I tried taking melatonin for the first time. I usually don’t have trouble falling asleep, but have issues putting down whatever distraction has kept me up too late, and staying asleep. After taking the melatonin I felt very tired after around 30 minutes and it was much easier to drop what I was doing and go to bed. Once asleep I feel like I slept very deeply, only waking up one time to use the restroom. When my alarm went off, I didn’t end up sleeping in hours past and dreading the day. I woke up feeling motivated and ready to take on the world. A feeling I very seldom have unless I’m on my medication or late at night. Is this placebo? Do you think it helps everyone, or might help us with ADHD even more? Any thoughts or knowledge on the long term side effects? Thank you. 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Over the year I have been regularly seeing my doctor and psychiatrist. They have notified me that my symptoms of brain fog, and being slow at understanding/ interpreting things are due to adhd. I have tried concerta and straterra but short releasing ritalin has been the most helpful for me. I feel like the medication is helping me, although when I am driving I feel like I still cant focus as I used to. I have gotten my vision checked and have perfect eyesight as per the tests. Any tips you guys would recommend if you guys have overcome something similar?",7.7664901477832515,8.518267594827588,7.962512315270934,67.49086206896554,62.706896551724135,11.111330049261083,37.261083743842356,10.914260884657429,4.379794581280788,515,24,84,13,7,168,81,116,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.9757,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,16,6,1,1,1,15,22,10,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,18,3,9,16,1,11,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,2,9,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562612579507652,0.0,0.13832577591497552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061169472593029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419946260119998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838387721974562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972016917938814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780356274835602,0.22295925154693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635316018121401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091893123384556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524728411723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720039656380486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434882919873667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013219249525345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461890852009852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621920262562713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367033749375497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594530657402963,0.0,0.0,0.16244987333611707,0.0,0.1347740434539614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085093154211624,0.0,0.0,0.2009776145475851 adhd,depressionxo,2019/03/12,"My sleep schedule sucks pt. 2 Well, if you followed my last story, it was about how i am a 19 year old male whom, for the life of him can't sleep. i work third shift and sleep weird hours as i am new to third shift. I slept til 10P and called work to pick up hours, its not 7:50 AM and i have not slept, i have therapy at 9A. i think i will just try to power through the day. I will update after therapy.",0.3793539325842694,1.8218478764044967,1.8745926966292144,101.43750702247192,81.47191011235954,5.348876404494383,16.742977528089884,5.985473137389443,-0.8274842696629214,307,5,81,2,8,99,62,89,0.052000000000000005,0.922,0.026000000000000002,-0.2732,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,3,0,9,6,5,2,0,10,14,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,3,0,13,1,12,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,11,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965351354283924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241283300939541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790917275429643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689013242002706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594846076239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589037678217224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196668230657056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778321319812671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44021634867786813,0.0,0.0,0.1233281000326626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306756568427563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305518211726828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802433942587749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394547073845455 adhd,claireashley31,2019/03/12,"Doctors Appointment, Again I moved to a new country four years ago. Since then, I’ve just gotten my meds whenever I went back to visit my parents and sort of spaced them out as needed, because in my new country the only people who can prescribe ADHD meds are psychiatrists. Now I’m reaching the point where I won’t have health insurance in my home country through my parents, so I need a script here. I have an appointment set, but HOO BOY HERE COMES THE ANXIETY. What is they make me go through a million tests again? What if they just decide I’m a drug seeking millennial? *What if they don’t believe me?* I’ve asked (and five the release form to) my pediatrician to send the relevant records of my diagnosis. I’m really scared the $675 appointment will end in “I don’t think we should do meds, come back for CBT” or something similar. Genuinely worried this is going to be an expensive judgement of me. 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Struggling with procrastination and general fear of starting and failing. Hi guys 👋🏻 Firstly, amazing that this community exists and it’s very calming to read about everyone’s experiences! I decided upon medication a few months after my initial diagnoses and was on the highest dose after a month or so. This wasn’t right for me as I began feeling like a zombie with 0 personality. Fast forward to now and I’m back on meds with a different doctor and it seems to be levelling out. Anyway. I am currently supposed to be studying for an entry exam for a new job which will open a lot of doors and eventually enable me to work for myself ( something I think we all know suits the ADHD 🧠 brain!) I.cant.seem.to.start. Does anyone have any tips/ideas/similar experiences? Thanks! 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It would be very interesting to see if others here do this as well. I have always been called ""scatter-brained"", but didn't know until a few months ago that this was a symptom of my ADHD. As I wasn't diagnosed until the age of 40, I've seemingly found coping mechanisms on my own, and one of these is something which works well with the fact that I also need everything to be in its place. So: If I need to do something after I'm finished with my current task in a different room, I leave something out of place. That way, when I return I will immediately notice the item in an unusual spot, wonder why it's there for about half a second before remembering why I left it there and its associated task. An example: On my way outside with the trash I notice that a plant in the living-room needs watering. In my pocket I have a pack of chewing gum. I leave it on the shelf in the hallway, which is some place I'm bound to look on my way back in. Obviously I get distracted while I'm outside, end up checking if there's any post, talking to a neighbour, etc. By the time I'm back indoors, I've forgotten all about the plant, but then I spot the chewing gum and know what I have to do. It's simple and it works very well for me. Does anyone else here do something similar?",7.479297658862876,5.643274376811597,7.995797101449277,75.55098662207358,64.28985507246377,10.956075808249722,34.274247491638796,9.661875296680813,2.9636976588628765,1072,36,219,17,13,358,144,276,0.037000000000000005,0.922,0.040999999999999995,0.3064,2,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,1,19,0,18,5,0,0,4,30,33,18,0,7,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,19,9,3,1,6,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,5,2,23,5,41,24,7,40,0,0,2,0,3,20,0,6,16,154,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099582666765556,0.0,0.08924529356021825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051244992658775,0.0837724625771755,0.0,0.0,0.06846473874610226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039665178189755,0.1031568797555169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483089214963858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856698709729393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239034861754384,0.1028038643849078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218641843274463,0.0,0.10518746026637872,0.0,0.0,0.08810431327472078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410385290436874,0.0,0.08917114604275696,0.0,0.112282987044955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904832202225382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038862767675818,0.0,0.0,0.052600288935574016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066038986478167,0.0,0.0,0.3198115464816473,0.1093873351782448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454446780635343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080360508229682,0.0,0.0,0.22395518977845416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292459654532657,0.0,0.0,0.06822226384501999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207498410655149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642204097689998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404895836871595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022761985106812,0.09165379978820383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100284878752184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464336744631604,0.0,0.08092145395736931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058706362668737265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614038551392518,0.0,0.2397413933139219,0.0,0.0,0.2715658159755038,0.0,0.1816931248473434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918138922140748,0.1465900936000439,0.0,0.0,0.07151901994737905,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Flaming_S_Word,2019/03/12,"Guys/Gals, I had a job interview today and bombed it But you know what - that's totally okay. It was practice and the more interviews you bomb the better you get at interviewing. I'm glad to be interviewing at all. I also listened to a two.5 hour [Russell Barkley lecture](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCAGc-rkIfo) on ADHD and am feeling quite validated and understood. Also took my meds today and ate at least twice. It was a good day.",4.352874999999997,7.185310537500001,4.977500000000003,77.18750000000001,74.875,8.5,27.5,9.188382445141503,2.75025,353,14,61,9,8,113,60,80,0.044000000000000004,0.7709999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.8490000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,1,5,1,0,0,2,11,13,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,4,6,6,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,40,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928885479232561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897849239629328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215539105573102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571709037279289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232256210595105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732688945545512,0.0,0.0,0.2044099341641864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24000238047434894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184166999046844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339350364089104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707036234880627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921247562274297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620116274630294,0.0,0.27076753046228114,0.0,0.0,0.2380664028818289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,heatherlianne20,2019/03/12,I did it! I booked my appointment for referral! I’m a long time sufferer of anxiety and have many adhd related “symptoms” and I just came off the phone to my doctors and my appointment for referral has been booked and I feel good. I’m actually crying with relief because I’m currently in university and I’m finding it so so hard. 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I like to think there's balance in life, but it's easier to look back to find the silver lining after a difficult experience is behind you. Obviously we can't do that with ADHD because we're stuck with it *forever*. So what are some advantages or positive things you can think of about having ADHD? How have you made it work in your favor? 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Hi, So, as I said, i've been diagnosed few months ago. No, i'm on Concerta (54 morning+ 36 noon) and Ritalin (10mg end of the afternoon to avoid a big descent). When i started, it was good. Time when medication is on were great. But now... It's seems to fade. But, except this, i'm back on my ""instability"" problems. I'll go full on a project/game/ or anything i'm interested in, at a point that i'm ready to abandon everything to do only this (but never done it). And then suddenly... i lost all interest in it. Go for something else. And again... And again... I know how it tends to happen, often it's when i face an obstacle, a frustration... I move on something else. Not suddenly, but it's seems like i drift away. I found advantage in this : I have a lot of knowledge about a lot of subjet. I can talk about environement, politics, electronics, computer, beer, biology, space and geology. But there is more disavantage in it... I never get a full knowledge, it's often a partial and superficial knowledge. And it always left me with this frustration feelings. &#x200B; Beside this, i my general frustration and anger management seems to get worst. Like i'm back before the meds. &#x200B; And another source of frustration : i'm unable to make precise work. My last project is an arduino based CNC, and i'm unable to mesure/cut/solder precisely... like i'm always on the run... Is it the same for some of you? If so : How do you stay focus on a subject, even if sometimes you get stuck on it? How do you prevent this subject to occupied all your thoughts? How do you manage your anger and frustration? How do you focus on slow, precise task? More questions will come about relationships with other later (maybe, if i remember about it) ",2.4249474030243263,4.967400275147932,4.165749506903353,81.9188872452334,80.27218934911242,7.77922419460881,27.140368178829718,8.680891452615391,2.4379287310979625,1375,60,259,34,36,461,174,338,0.142,0.79,0.068,-0.9847,0,1,3,0,0,0,99.0,0,8,0,3,23,20,7,1,15,0,17,5,1,6,7,63,45,33,0,4,12,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,23,15,1,3,12,1,0,6,4,12,0,0,9,2,25,8,40,35,12,52,0,2,0,0,14,21,0,14,27,177,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265429408928697,0.0,0.09784446078904856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368859808397145,0.2391915361120732,0.26824550924433765,0.0,0.11574216789149502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083263944600453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370484934750143,0.16974951340875696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392453088362177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508186817909256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379606181514842,0.0,0.1120325186086098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129561981335533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844152405002026,0.0,0.0977631688399112,0.0,0.0,0.0729043907019779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920166700059352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581101716427129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102504593127406,0.0,0.0,0.17300565787629005,0.0,0.1254620346664406,0.09258079810103324,0.0,0.12169340778486375,0.0,0.0,0.09760792201294212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066149678649217,0.0899737432310391,0.0,0.0,0.11992727460125925,0.0,0.0,0.1617770386336102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049188633379256,0.187680820345572,0.0,0.0,0.073678942904015,0.0,0.11089069691345026,0.0,0.12260635772836832,0.1111953859348992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810358824313455,0.11731557318219275,0.0,0.0,0.17026241760496846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839483210628172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434397893481667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056179440655841,0.0,0.0,0.12364991477662585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071171295283912,0.0,0.0,0.11850590395632402,0.12503806520183708,0.0,0.10499585273964687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145511080065585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699505319287598,0.1091678064357349,0.0,0.07812693385066073,0.11764949254997174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871858350022843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762871940051585,0.06436297278055456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803573392676136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26824550924433765,0.0 adhd,AutismisFraud1,2019/03/12,The industry is predatory The diagnosis rate for ADHD is practically 100% how can anyone take it as a legit serious illness. Naïve Parents just need to accept not all kids are going to score above average in school subjects instead of being taken advantage by greedy child psychologists. ,13.504897959183669,11.31083428571429,12.989489795918367,45.57158163265307,53.08163265306123,16.33061224489796,48.98979591836735,14.554592549557764,7.554869387755103,236,12,30,8,2,79,46,49,0.11699999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.085,-0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,6,9,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,21,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065654485073863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947251361095741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395502245056511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125395982108039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680298956582366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265841730418979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169182703687582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daftjedi,2019/03/12,"I suck at falling asleep Even when I don't use my phone for an hour before bed, I'll still lay there for hours before I fall asleep. Once I'm asleep I usually sleep through the night, but I've just about given up trying to fall asleep on time. My doctor says that it probably isn't being caused by my medication (which makes sense because this has been happening for years). Anyone else struggle with this? Anything you've found that helps? Melatonin hasn't helped, I'd rather not become reliant on sleeping pills unless it's the only option. I figured Id reach out to this community to see if anyone can relate, or if it is a common Adhd thing TL;DR - I suck at falling asleep, any tips would be awesome",5.301646682653875,6.014382266187052,5.459232613908871,83.43083133493207,68.06474820143886,7.616626698641088,26.955235811350928,7.3871296695380915,1.355584492406074,561,16,108,5,9,177,100,139,0.10099999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.1692,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,4,0,10,10,7,3,0,17,19,6,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,3,2,9,0,17,13,0,19,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,4,9,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673922287573495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132367013199704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892992173467336,0.16773309391183544,0.13471364058769614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979184416965864,0.18079712883309595,0.2785984327438975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816810001757515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755698205023706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675287087966834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812430362248204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949191655260469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476204374067386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194533729376952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32242900692192383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927303988730963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491357453890532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362419874765113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433837817838102,0.0,0.1245035267121078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764995479917919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018321547239756,0.0,0.0,0.13045011565583498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276424973094541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073344666051695,0.0,0.0,0.17113794472344615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875701527133623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954565499274027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114360774307534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413868523673435,0.18029575346458288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628993158524265,0.0,0.0,0.10541938042723707 adhd,carolinesvenom,2019/03/12,"Caffeine and Focaline? i take 36 mg of concerta in the day and 5 mg of focaline when i just need to get stuff done or study (after concertas worn off). i stay up late to study a lot and while sometimes focaline helps with staying awake, i was wondering if caffeine would counteract the focusing part? i’ve read something similar about concerta but no conclusive answer. tldr: i want to stay up late to study, how do focaline and caffeine mesh together",5.7557142857142845,7.285180285714286,6.58666666666667,72.775,67.57142857142857,11.790476190476193,36.61904761904762,11.538034831475384,4.980561904761903,360,19,62,13,6,119,59,84,0.059000000000000004,0.9,0.040999999999999995,-0.3632,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,17,10,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,13,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,6,40,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546701101265906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908958721295406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016430131951734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040105513307385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43891599593116937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539728526543448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425446938552108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067593029550752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946000977242247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977213206270287,0.19241240303198606,0.0,0.0,0.6220850903611385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271028566255224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627547098779747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474912680905212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097841114316646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820092694017422,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DarkArcherPD2,2019/03/12,"Ritalin/concerta no sex drive Hi! So a few years ago ive tried Sertralin for my depression which worked but it resulted in me having erectile dysfunction (my D stopped working) so i stopped taking the med Now ive been on Concerta/Ritalin for 4 days and ive already noticed that i have no sex drive, nor does it ever stand up by itself, it seems to be smaller than before but i can still get it up somehow except its not exactly hard. Today it really hurts, should i stop taking the meds? Is it worth trying another adhd/add medicin or do i give up because they all have the same effect? 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For this reason, I'm impressed there is one.",3.479270833333332,5.863519218750002,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,75.5625,9.266666666666666,26.291666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.003466666666668,133,5,23,4,3,46,27,32,0.0,0.818,0.182,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3388685579665829,0.0,0.4173302819178142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916048227112021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771738040739966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530742660833096,0.2641013375118627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570336258073526,0.0,0.0,0.3933696331459719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765807565338852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,johnsonj2116,2019/03/12,"Sleep I was recently diagnosed with adhd and put on adderall. I’m currently on IR and am having even more trouble sleeping than I was before starting the med. I am tired, but I just can’t sleep. Melatonin worked at first but not after a couple weeks. Starting on medication has been life changing for me, so much so I can’t believe it took me until the latter half of my twenties to get diagnosed. (My parents were very anti-medication growing up) However, this whole sleep thing is really wearing on me. Any suggestions on how to remedy the situation? I know talking to a medical professional is ideal. I’ve talked to my PCP...her only suggestion was melatonin, even after telling her it no longer helped. Figured it’d be worth asking others with experience! Thanks in advance!",3.6818750000000016,6.47404510416667,5.198444444444443,74.89100000000002,77.125,8.006666666666666,30.43333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.1769950000000002,621,30,100,15,15,208,102,144,0.047,0.856,0.09699999999999999,0.8444,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,5,0,15,11,5,1,0,12,23,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,6,0,13,2,20,15,3,21,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,9,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557860621281624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815057789707946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118343429914695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030274522244872,0.14604486297647962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712782463548068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434294402753679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631366745291796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712343805722513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679975265335605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102603757913505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772458278734286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688602173726276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123942554627775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155914763831204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879720071409557,0.2611704569466804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952905144689212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858692061520777,0.0,0.0,0.1439350721958848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031060235087186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304216145347844,0.0,0.12799069429483478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457058036115351,0.5188811228955224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350084261199634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837800775278975,0.11329941951970735,0.119342818065253,0.0,0.0,0.08611819692220384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489867835946039,0.0,0.0,0.1440199953940797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695557496690106,0.0,0.0,0.10397869242184256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447235432378016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943697566184498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,honeybadgess,2019/03/12,"How do you deal with processing emotional issues while on stimulants? I'll explain: I've noticed that I get better doing boring tasks on stimulants, but I become emotionally more blunt. This is good in some occasions,but for example I had a break up on stimulants, thought I was done with the emotions but the topic ""ex bf"" popped up in my brain/mind/heart again and again,draining my energy and I couldn't just think about it,have a cry and get over with it. It was like being stuck in an energy draining time loop. Later,when I had been without stimulants for a while (I take breaks because it depends on the aspect of my work if I need medication for a couple of days or weeks or not. Also I take tolerance breaks cause medication worked better a couple of years ago and I'll speak about trying another medication with my doc this week,I'm on time released Ritalin which worked awesome when I started it). So on my break from stimulants, after some time I suddenly could overthink the whole matter and somehow come to an end with it. As if the stimulant had prevented that I work through my emotions in my own time or in my own unmedicated style if that makes sense and I had to catch up on all that happened unmedicated. Time and space sure ARE different for me on and off medication, which is good most if the time, but this aspect isn't good as I'm emotionally time-delayed sometimes lol. Anybody know what I mean? It's a bit difficult to describe but maybe somebody can relate.",6.0868771929824605,6.79895826666667,6.608157894736844,75.88627192982459,66.33333333333333,10.12280701754386,32.32456140350877,10.125756701596842,3.2201929824561404,1186,47,220,27,18,387,153,285,0.048,0.805,0.146,0.9804,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,6,9,9,0,0,14,1,18,5,0,10,2,54,34,27,0,7,14,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,16,14,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,10,1,24,7,41,21,9,43,0,0,0,0,6,19,0,12,19,150,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970872621093537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190905617269094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942890450529816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054814446681327636,0.09930966464263473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159054008477164,0.09816943919714488,0.0,0.0,0.10038054859063958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237269266456008,0.0,0.07745818758868171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179386769932294,0.19898971831806286,0.0987729864977515,0.05799101324893224,0.09270365498423372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394734598008893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201946230014192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057399402506139,0.07964250194371893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395906186476348,0.0,0.0,0.2262620927760616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951603053464575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655572876174774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385320244241413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941772482475815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393040946713682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002235221173196,0.0,0.09033680729940044,0.09794932902633333,0.0,0.36234008555735053,0.0,0.0,0.09079364833014616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667460058094002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237460803995377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893325921632886,0.0,0.06364589604544263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474861204560168,0.0,0.1352174202219786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761715699829693,0.0,0.07138650002854717,0.36703185585370696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061049832391568665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425692993278946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039255904363974,0.0,0.08667974913886614,0.0,0.2618515592223845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790558392510715 adhd,EfficientChance9,2019/03/12,"Can't remember what I'm doing long enough, but somehow champion crammer? What's the difference here? I am champion crammer, graduated in a difficult degree with honors. I can't remember what I'm doing to finish any tasks people ask of me, and at best can do it out-of-order missing steps, but somehow was in the upper half of my class for grades and considered ""gifted"" in primary school. I literally can't stay employed because no matter how much more work I produce as an attempt to compensate, a fixed percentage of it remains riddled with minor oversights. Eventually all of my coworkers are mocking the ADHD-isms on a daily basis. Why can I cram study like a champ, but not keep on top of what I'm actually doing?",8.089582898852974,7.3227252992700755,9.1830031282586,64.0838686131387,62.430656934306576,12.20813347236705,40.00938477580814,11.491704259439757,4.923109280500522,574,28,94,15,7,199,94,137,0.095,0.705,0.2,0.9626,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,7,4,7,1,0,8,0,12,0,0,2,1,17,18,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,8,4,17,17,5,12,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,3,68,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.22485123059428092,0.0,0.2769133495788428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668970291263445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540637363076426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045848827574234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418057122781881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407340216457298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807968353869036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480291825646893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256884410347108,0.0,0.0,0.20390950586085552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938110626977565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597403429357976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220292293982317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319168842331775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455911079390743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079131701588448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774443777041215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PinkahBoo,2019/03/12,"Driving So I am an ADD parent to an ADHD child. I'm laying here, freaking out. In 4 years my child will be driving. I have been reading that manual is safer for people with ADHD. Has anyone found this to be true? Mt kid has such a hard time focusing, I know what it's like but idk how to help. 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Since I was diagnosed I’ve lost almost 40 pounds, and currently weigh close to 110. I know it’s annoying for someone to complain about losing weight, but I’ve found that these meds make it so I’m never hungry or able to eat more than 300-500 calories a day. Is there anyone who has dealt with this same side effect and has found a way to making eating more tolerable? 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I’ve done a lot of research on ADHD and I’m nearly certain I have it (and I don’t say that about many things, because I know I personally hate when people say they know they have X mental illness/disorder/etc without ever getting checked or diagnosed). I’m not basing my opinion on this, but to let you know a basic understanding of where I’m at, friends I’ve known for 9+ YEARS thought I was ALREADY diagnosed. I really wanna go see a professional about it, but I’m on my moms insurance and she literally LAUGHS at the idea because she pictures a 7 year old boy running around screaming when she pictures ADHD, not an almost 19 year old college girl. She uses the example of me at 7 years old, sitting for hours cutting paper into squares (aka being hyper focused lmao). Anyways, I have no clue how to break this stereotype she has burned into her brain in order for me to get help. I’m also afraid that any professional I go to see would accuse me of just wanting the medication because I’m in college blah blah blah :/ ",3.652593206296604,5.329568962441319,5.251400165700082,79.72891466445733,72.9906103286385,7.453079259872964,30.839270919635464,8.124751697461798,2.3654106048053034,851,39,157,13,17,288,128,213,0.113,0.802,0.085,-0.1994,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,0,12,7,2,1,8,0,11,4,1,2,2,32,34,10,0,3,8,2,0,3,1,1,3,3,0,3,7,6,0,0,8,0,1,4,6,4,0,0,3,6,22,3,28,28,1,32,0,0,3,0,18,14,0,4,11,95,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845979396096984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856481185590236,0.0,0.1306620991362166,0.09468788301671703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051899028128079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540493805627613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653450307523614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321783673433059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403557622027289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116871706134348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205210314397955,0.0,0.10710347613811308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147887531033323,0.0,0.1237227288430182,0.0,0.20187569205982345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689974167906912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936391237287167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660439349496173,0.0,0.0,0.1336640524804709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952157348271273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107642794629438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066310921427113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004338489249153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927988441096847,0.1193236943398136,0.0,0.0,0.13867369549714545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727362131986098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147397278333525,0.0,0.0,0.08208663927040245,0.10338607542909994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758528321710607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831971761223887,0.0,0.0,0.18870580860709726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866256156728038,0.0,0.0,0.09399979534487324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652612255012646,0.0,0.10226330643041644,0.0,0.0,0.06983792911524794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413752847303155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411102382827078,0.0,0.0,0.30499397147128804 adhd,jeanskirtflirt,2019/03/12,"What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever accidentally left in your refrigerator? Idk what it is but I accidentally put stuff in my refrigerator, remote, keys, pots & pans, etc. Anyone else ever done this?",4.395833333333337,7.534379138888893,6.603333333333335,63.75000000000003,77.05555555555556,8.044444444444443,22.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.1286888888888886,163,5,27,4,4,57,31,36,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014675574417693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454841431896533,0.2850846861965205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847310544740638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242967962956435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103056257884444,0.0,0.5033590589756558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30230319293363234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797030715143248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185125619407205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484700214613606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blaster151,2019/03/12,"What are items ADHDers have to rebuy over and over? One of my biggest ones is umbrellas. I bought a nice quality umbrella a few months ago and now have no idea where it is. I bought a replacement last week, but I've already left it behind by mistake at my daughter's middle school band concert. (Not to mention the problem that I'm not clear on where an umbrella should be kept - in the car, at home, at work? - so the whole situation is rife with crippling ambiguity.) I'm thankful for Amazon's ""buy it again"" feature because it seems completely outside my capabilities to stay on top of this. What are other things we have to buy or replace more often than neurotypicals?",6.145937499999999,6.788121718750002,6.6906250000000025,75.591875,66.1875,9.525,34.75,9.516144504307137,3.2402,532,24,98,10,8,174,93,128,0.08800000000000001,0.843,0.069,-0.3434,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,17,17,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,1,2,2,4,1,3,2,0,2,3,1,6,2,19,12,4,22,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,4,6,71,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362701363767788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534943801819717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003111845474678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085006395301045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304212072538553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593183973022203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724702954252828,0.0,0.0,0.24958421339160225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833549944476889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311319405117752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980464058148672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248216142098035,0.0,0.2091223950854573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582074160295185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448438535073451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148917826544536,0.0,0.0,0.15261133427250184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426218329608504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564667378500404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723404561666624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chemist1397,2019/03/12,Bullet Journaling!? I’ve done some reading on how this can actually help people with ADHD. Does anyone bullet journal? I was thinking about taking it up as a hobby!,2.8870000000000005,5.9295747000000025,5.035,72.3225,85.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.8686666666666685,131,5,18,2,4,45,28,30,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.5638,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.3538653395114939,0.0,0.4357994226004229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355271371318305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173316792090153,0.3710867127498209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430569050137242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251395425042856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627186714091382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726455182547171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323526007873159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,number1plantfan,2019/03/12,"I continually let my ADHD get in the way and I’m so tired of it This is a venty rant. I’m so tired of having to be on top of myself 24/7 about getting things done, and the second I relax, I mess something up. I will regularly ignore a very important task just because it is a very important task. I wish I didn’t. I wish wasn’t like this. I wish this wasn’t a regular thing for me. I wish literally any motivation to live my life. 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I didn't hurt, and I take good care of my teeth anyway \[except for the fact that I got like 10 fillings as a teenager\]. I made an appointment with a dentist, and had to cancel because I'd scheduled a work thing that same day. So, naturally that was 19 months ago, because I spaced making another appointment. &#x200B; Well, last night when I was flossing, I lost a second filling. And this one is actually a little sensitive. So now I'm actively looking for a dentist. &#x200B; No real need to post, other than the fact that I fear so much judgement from the dentist for waiting so long on the first one. Figured /r/ADHD would understand at least. &#x200B; If you have a dental problem, I strongly recommend going ASAP. It'll just get more expensive and/or painful if you wait.",4.6510449927431035,6.704761622641512,5.284402515723271,78.9603918722787,71.1383647798742,7.659603289791969,33.61441702951137,8.384062270229773,2.937594678277697,674,34,114,11,13,217,110,159,0.11599999999999999,0.754,0.13,0.2937,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,5,10,11,0,1,14,0,8,6,1,2,2,21,23,12,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,4,2,6,1,4,8,1,13,5,14,13,4,21,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,2,11,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.11533981979470025,0.0,0.1420456350394683,0.0,0.10477141854541124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841878682823116,0.4308541683707321,0.0,0.12393620464277075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440993378914796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050616444665305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622503845937535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330005627146704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053534241136378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175123267379962,0.0,0.06717209763124272,0.09913511167509276,0.09453015012394696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126528600999224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634348877940424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057743380630278375,0.11846095132154767,0.0,0.10459754033036477,0.09925278374776897,0.0,0.2580443645475508,0.0,0.0,0.11183756050406912,0.07889508821171844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434093503847273,0.0,0.08688583212174691,0.08763899281651576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091660600043464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601819675700686,0.0,0.1257662318858187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113196714461778,0.0,0.0,0.11309523027020145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345300944937425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886681297112542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852251865898499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304361612552298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627016332611952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604628568350273,0.0,0.0,0.0839612810260797,0.0,0.4308541683707321,0.0 adhd,jaykaiguy,2019/03/12,Stimulants and Premature Ejaculation Im 18 years old and have been using concerta for about 7 months now. All my life I’ve always been able to control my ejaculation but it seems over the time I’ve been taking concerta that I just can’t control it anymore. I have climaxed under 2 minutes on 2 separate occasions now. I’ve read that high blood pressure can cause the condition so I’m just wondering if the increased blood pressure from concerta is contributing to my PE. Any thoughts or suggestions? Thank you,4.472619883040935,7.143748589473683,5.2950877192982455,75.90005847953219,73.63157894736842,9.695906432748536,33.71345029239766,9.994966539143718,4.1318888888888905,416,22,70,13,9,135,67,95,0.061,0.8740000000000001,0.064,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,2,3,0,8,3,2,5,1,16,15,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,8,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,40,10,1,0.2219766661255811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847023683964542,0.0,0.0,0.15095174486961985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201412058870777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228031182397798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979314122377465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345305351263401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977289080277975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678868391441647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717965712051362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292717060439594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203673616393024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207921998019476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689882758948452,0.0,0.0,0.20436629066279088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176224677869496,0.12943637910688893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917165688228552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407242255225701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294569519399852 adhd,Xrunner11,2019/10/23,"Question about ADHD medicine I’ve been experimenting with different medications as far as vyvanse, amphetamine salts and adderall. My cousin(who is unavailable for a while) has lots of medical knowledge/experience, informed me of a different way of absorbing the medicine(adderall). In studies it’s been proven that absorbing the medicine through the intestines(orally) you only get 40% of the medicine and is a slower onset. Absorbing it sublingually(under your tongue) you can arguably get 80-90% of the effect. The limiting factor being that the pressed powder not be coated to absorb under the tongue. Has anyone every heard of this method or had any experience with it? I have my adderall(20mg) and can tell it is coated due to the lack of powder as you roll in your fingers. Anyway any and all advice or experience is welcome. By the way this is all prescribed by a doctor just in case anyone thinks I’m “experimenting” on my own",8.622944785276076,9.727136233128837,8.430803680981597,63.65000920245402,60.90184049079754,11.182576687116564,37.77239263803681,11.00357731598739,4.6038569325153365,758,35,114,19,10,244,99,163,0.027999999999999997,0.953,0.019,-0.0772,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,14,0,15,4,1,1,2,19,20,10,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,10,1,24,14,5,10,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,2,86,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409786767703425,0.14155901035425597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970243991886036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258396185010386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30270320957499075,0.0,0.14827400892891932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205381110441987,0.0,0.0,0.7085218747221262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513704793807955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315783235802318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918696257772214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017527772049593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228035925145431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661715096950868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282273047749014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299719283405249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FR314,2019/10/23,"Should I disclose my ADHD to my manager? I don’t know whether I should disclose my ADHD to my manager. The counsellor I’ve been speaking to recommends that I do because “it’ll be helpful for me to take the load of self-imposed expectations off” (ie. I can stop comparing my focus and productivity to my colleagues, while also giving my manager the context he needs to better understands why some things take me longer, and why I need constant stimuli from different projects or tasks or what not). However, my apprehension is - I tell my manager, what happens next? If my manager were to ask me “why are you telling me this?”, I genuinely wouldn’t have an answer except for “my counsellor said I should”. What are the pros and cons I need to be aware of? Have any of you gone through this as well? I could definitely deal with the support at work, but I’m not sure if me disclosing my diagnosis is the right way to go about it. (Sorry my question is all over the place!)",4.994330024813895,6.1880775645161314,5.977096774193552,77.69333746898266,69.05376344086021,9.809098428453268,33.66253101736973,10.035473477838034,3.4549880893300253,761,36,145,19,13,252,111,186,0.034,0.89,0.076,0.6607,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,1,8,0,20,0,0,0,2,30,35,12,0,11,9,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,4,2,31,4,23,23,2,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,6,4,106,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350385373286323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657585884846472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913169612202972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627953066845408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886281560744372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892574752328667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753050643592886,0.0,0.11638912026605212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028716511346735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230338328820936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984023613566288,0.08284703889848022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890795742800235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770961132174004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080113883012848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242699559608432,0.0,0.0,0.1550328928616577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230338328820936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330086350868064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449067334520345,0.13866498370167726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207465296000802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318267941852851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187405520897565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654232373397258,0.1373907927772715,0.0,0.2192086467634281,0.0,0.2548267724289555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684613682098016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175645261701026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570905639472075,0.0,0.0,0.13106883163243552,0.0,0.39461658591783344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612561209902192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LordFruitSalad,2019/10/23,"Just started trying Vyvanse This is my second day on Vyvanse, the come down has been pretty tough, does it get better as you keep taking it? (I'm planning on not taking it on weekends) I'm not looking for a high, I just want to be able to focus, so if it helps, that is my attitude going into this.",3.7925806451612902,4.1026897096774215,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,71.25806451612904,6.845161290322581,26.79032258064516,5.985473137389443,1.0669225806451612,230,7,46,1,4,79,46,62,0.023,0.818,0.158,0.83,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,16,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,9,14,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,3,34,11,0,0.28905067510521776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556418326766059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899156230723865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641377287714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252950193662702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101704761581886,0.0,0.16427415983771704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374457459629466,0.30539790823195984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692152110979605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427297678156149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29406845217548905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045915555751332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346602697575184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624643461181265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048957722181285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bitchasshoenumber3,2019/10/23,"what is love baby don't hurt me??? on replay constantly I would like to say that when having ADHD the line between bad bitch and dumb bitch is dangerously thin also having a mental break down because I feel like I lost myself when my ADHD got worse I don't even know who I am? Anyone get this after diagnosis? (IK that for most people it prob doesn't come on like mine did but still) I've done so many things I regret I want to take them back",2.9575155279503065,4.1891654347826135,4.285714285714288,87.745,74.0,6.561490683229812,18.577639751552795,6.868970318607317,0.028137888198757288,348,5,74,3,7,115,72,92,0.205,0.679,0.115,-0.8679,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,7,12,4,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,0,9,20,6,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,3,12,4,8,15,1,12,0,3,0,1,4,4,3,1,9,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720031603568954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703901473316018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373082156414649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099832867839494,0.16396283233250086,0.11970685137775618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691575179728531,0.0,0.2122089064192197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009572432877713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970218209470852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992918347088638,0.1402885509417355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259652459531328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570570246495684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102208192830996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079211886496944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28781304831658017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436377743126092,0.0,0.17723384524445238,0.0,0.0,0.199090889859922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789728945716134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613996366889392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616329125993753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682332959881856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764767872508558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046116114700054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582558644094468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012035079773266,0.13949738751532778,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cadio_,2019/10/23,"I think I have ADHD but I don't know if I should talk about it to my new psychiatrist Tomorrow I'm seeing a psychiatrist who I never saw before, because of depression + recently finding out I was trans I think I may have ADHD (I've done some research for the past month), but I don't know if I should talk about it right now I'm afraid I won't be taken seriously... or I don't know I'm just a bit scared of his reaction I guess",0.5778605200945606,2.321159457446811,3.5471631205673795,88.23388888888887,82.08510638297872,7.1565011820330975,21.08274231678487,8.167268648758528,0.9786515366430256,335,10,78,7,9,120,57,94,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,19,24,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,2,15,0,7,15,2,9,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,6,7,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478192463583858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127654849792305,0.0,0.1692896680146913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171991413690958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135318890385834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359236402175546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183440935555314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916309909412424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32800902668283416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879799520174276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344057553738613,0.19214473373399213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991789865972986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643665352521686,0.0,0.0,0.1699000766550545,0.0,0.0,0.19918115263120745,0.0,0.1585353984539823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198129265313441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25495504773184946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jajajaimtommy,2019/10/23,"Just got diagnosed with Adult ADHD In a way, it's a huge weight off of my chest as it explains a large amount of issues I've had since childhood. But now that I'm diagnosed, I was essentially told I have a choice of which medication to take; I've gone down this rabbithole of researching medication options before I meet with my GP next week and it seems that the two predominant options are straterra and adderall. Does anybody with experience with these medications have any pros/cons/reviews? I'm not sure what will be best for me but I'm leaning towards adderall as I've read stimulants tend to be more effective.",6.9561985472155,7.35864125423729,7.184285714285719,73.57923728813563,64.42372881355932,10.810653753026635,36.34866828087167,10.608840637214634,3.8898702179176734,500,23,92,12,7,162,83,118,0.013999999999999999,0.905,0.08199999999999999,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,8,7,1,2,1,17,18,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,9,6,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,6,2,17,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,4,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883546557910175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382669214210147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494423747324446,0.0,0.19109106045830945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696327893194744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934721837934726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811787863527934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563312281921528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005349735238547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503062125135544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193653604722433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821381700288076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576689048819068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506258149270495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161662783866954,0.0,0.13690818718691114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399374164479092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787439107055092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453368866608254,0.1460607274848545,0.2217352180873143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mango_script,2019/10/23,"ADHD is Mistaking Raspberry Jam for Strawberry Jam...When You're Allergic to Raspberries I went to my favorite bakery to buy some strawberry jam. I grab the first jar of red that I see, pay and book it. I'm in no rush. I have nowhere else to be, but the thought of standing in line irks me so much that I rush through. I get home and dig into my ""strawberry jam."" My taste buds tell me it tastes very different. Not bad, but not like what I've had in the past. My brain interprets this as, ""It's artisanal. It's fancy. This is what fancy jam tastes like. Keep eating."" I start having a reaction almost immediately. I say to myself, ""Self, this is odd. What are we reacting to?"" Oh! It must be the change of seasons (I have year round allergies and often flare up between seasons). Yes, yes, winter is coming. Let's wait it out. Three weeks later, I've developed a noticeable rash on my face and my tongue is constantly itchy--especially in the mornings. (I have jam and toast almost every day for breakfast). So there I am, itching my face and eating my nth jam and toast. My taste buds are on alert. This jam tastes really, really off. Mind you, I've bought jam from this same bakery for years. You would think I would know what their strawberry jam tastes like. Lucky for me, the jar of ""strawberry jam"" is sitting in front of me (or I swear I probably wouldn't have made this discovery that day) that morning and I finally see it: ""Artisanal *raspberry* jam."" Oh. Well, damn. I ate raspberry jam for three weeks. *Three weeks.* Thankfully, my allergy is raw strawberries so the reaction wasn't as severe. I'm almost thirty and I can't seem to get things straight long enough to not harm myself with jam of all things. My entire family's laughing at me right now and mom keeps giving me these ""Oh sweet baby Jesus my daughter's a dumbass"" looks.",1.5063980137509532,4.1213989719888,2.9440660809778483,88.4063817799847,85.890756302521,7.0549783549783545,21.27890247007894,8.150884317080207,1.4123282913165265,1431,47,286,34,44,465,184,357,0.081,0.794,0.125,0.9662,1,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,1,2,1,1,7,12,1,0,10,2,25,16,5,2,2,45,47,18,0,5,6,2,2,3,2,4,2,1,1,1,24,15,10,3,5,1,3,5,7,4,1,4,7,14,41,8,37,33,5,39,1,0,5,0,12,14,1,8,21,170,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421248232857487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552591341182133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874166331033588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320166064914544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251027696421478,0.10187000583288104,0.0,0.12779640416682214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253506548058265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355590778596776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420177892087364,0.0987905579959919,0.0,0.0,0.12219357789115635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963864903128912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148444202904052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954739748563898,0.0,0.1005913893110277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357131606335316,0.11344519699900528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862382529806045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022878535741213,0.0,0.0,0.06499227612810067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092825372900465,0.0,0.17332671501774205,0.0,0.0,0.10465585184258902,0.09930811564079936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118999082156488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940828688240618,0.13850398561523453,0.0,0.0,0.08693426963037168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463911618418611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289198321328787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750364010633605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152000584150654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099288554178666,0.0,0.09404462528283698,0.0,0.0,0.18847486905955144,0.10765892061835904,0.12337035062545727,0.13359946622403598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370461539608208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336393229048273,0.10887737128879574,0.0,0.0,0.15713258749921136,0.07577585149111057,0.0,0.09388475770842432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757639408775116,0.0,0.0,0.2845816837024875,0.0,0.10632940729981426,0.10962765304095937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801617628533266,0.0,0.0,0.15231035881012514 adhd,Pregabs,2019/10/23,"Been diagnosed with Adult ADD (UK) via private doc Once i get the letter from him with the diagnoses can i take it to my GP i see regularly, and get the recommended treatment on the NHS instead of on private and having to pay 100GBP a month for a prescription. Thanks",4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,71.30769230769229,9.046153846153846,30.30769230769231,9.516144504307137,2.825715384615385,212,9,41,5,4,70,40,52,0.027999999999999997,0.878,0.094,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,9,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6754607549541709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476923002112508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655948333928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35436383151331885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651556317557258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501837232755633,0.0,0.0,0.3063479848749663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,uh_plshelp,2019/10/23,"How does medication work? I think I have ADHD but I'm not too sure. I just started thinking I have ADHD recently but looking back I can see signs of it during childhood. I'm 22 right now. I find it super hard to stay focused on things that don't interest me and hard to tear myself away from things that do. For example, I should be studying right now but I can't stop thinking about how I might have ADHD. A small part of me is saying ""put the phone down, do that later."" But the rest of me is saying ""I'll forget, this is important. I need to do this."" Anyways, back to the main concern. How does medication help? I have seen some posts on this Reddit about how medication can make them focus too much on ""unimportant"" things. This is the problem I'm having now. Could medication make it worse? I'm new to this all. Don't have time to do research but the question is eating away at my mind. Thanks",1.2353846153846175,3.562658087912088,2.871087912087912,90.68641208791209,83.50549450549453,5.618021978021978,20.63846153846153,6.961326702584282,0.458772747252747,700,21,147,9,20,230,99,182,0.1,0.7879999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.6496,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,15,5,0,0,6,0,24,5,0,6,2,31,39,10,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,14,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,7,17,4,20,34,6,25,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,3,12,107,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108598971524494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141313455883857,0.17525068474566274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098481391820287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994478106542028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660571986950395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041539720453272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041648805403508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638248990804918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569457146963592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213339862921935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591958382519649,0.0,0.12088960079228525,0.11506335377932295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377097505701138,0.08449713494101865,0.0,0.11005968175613556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340354227382355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913861227024856,0.0,0.0,0.10904076628692036,0.0,0.11455753261526701,0.12765710957395085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251807505771312,0.0,0.0,0.19463607462576307,0.0,0.18124520956605952,0.0,0.0,0.09080839824152133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065883889420955,0.12146222816977255,0.0,0.0952725496102898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074024417947294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491562870760243,0.0,0.0,0.2271224591408087,0.2190557414990207,0.0,0.0,0.06644882112208017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296152635841564,0.0,0.11613118110579106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brightspeeds,2019/10/23,"Ridiculous Vyvanse question Hello all. I have a question that seems a bit silly to me. I was prescribed Vyvanse about 8 months ago, and have been slowly upping my dose with my doctor. I was on 50mg for about 3 months, and then I went back to school. I noticed that I had problems focusing and listening for periods of time, and my doc and I decided to go to 60mg. I’ve been on it for less than 15 days, but I’m noticing it’s making me hyper, anxious, and I have a million thoughts about things I have to do. My school program is very intense with lots of work, and other students are also feeling the pressure. I’m keeping up fairly well, but I’m worried that the Vyvanse is too strong. My stimulant drug is stimulating me, haha. It’s only 10mg more, and I obviously haven’t yet adjusted to it. I just want to check in and see if anyone else has gone through something similar, or thoughts on whether I’ll adjust to it soon. I did a quick search before posting so I didn’t go over something that has already been said. u/Kerifromda6 mentioned “overly excited to talk to people,” in \[their post,\]( https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/deaimu/vyvanse\_is\_kinda\_weird/?utm\_source=share&utm\_medium=web2x) which is definitely part of the hyperness I mentioned above! So perhaps I’m not crazy… Yes, I will be speaking to my doctor about this, just wanted to calm my mind until then. And no other side effects besides dry mouth and slight loss of appetite. Great strides with curbing ADHD impulses and emotions, in general. I’ve loved the results since the beginning, but am getting stressed since I upped the dosage… seeming more obvious that it could be life stress getting in the way…",6.41241930707729,8.126483296416941,5.841849274504,78.03400281314778,66.1986970684039,7.927095054782352,33.824252294936336,8.296473431620573,2.70934006514658,1360,61,231,18,22,416,182,307,0.086,0.7809999999999999,0.133,0.9505,0,0,3,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,1,4,15,14,1,3,11,2,26,7,1,5,3,51,50,24,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,16,15,0,2,11,0,1,4,4,6,1,1,13,5,27,8,41,33,7,33,0,1,1,1,11,13,0,7,14,161,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681085761397148,0.0,0.09887708213822724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230916478273882,0.08920174730748746,0.0,0.12085794623526272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601304203677385,0.0,0.07799420275085085,0.11429007475701933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857704996526507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094915782458007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177722771874028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905885830795128,0.0,0.0,0.0719366931685711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834015110515865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935570080174078,0.0,0.09318075206011248,0.12547205805399428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640003004633375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655433876897695,0.0,0.12678612367938208,0.0,0.0,0.12297772383014186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991454888081632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878687082313802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483077396219887,0.10067287230942902,0.0,0.07445652856204868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126277065300481,0.0,0.17806681463901552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539873112825282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483428668476556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079135091647393,0.0,0.07733060894630601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365675847489785,0.0,0.0,0.10673260444614076,0.0,0.0,0.2499097584300177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610394775330262,0.0,0.0,0.22577709469723795,0.08888617697711941,0.203091052276588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845408040378991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174413931499982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555466958177353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965489305370171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410491940394741,0.0,0.0,0.17710705370461322,0.06504224045962224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203553425398664,0.13158315735745674,0.08853848568361312,0.0,0.0,0.10029150901956324,0.10340246440713613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120540673532475,0.11327841099533692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dingdongegg,2019/10/23,"S E N S O R Y My sensory issues have gotten so much worse over the years. I got off of adderall due to an OD (I’m much happier now, though, don’t worry) and suddenly they just spiked. I’m not depressed, I’m not anxious. I’m definitely not productive but that shit won’t ever change. However, I have now attuned myself to the slightest little noises, so that I have made my own life hell for me. It started with just chewing noises, which would simply anger me, but now I literally shutter when someone bites into a cracker. My family no longer has sympathy for it either, so now I just come home and shut myself in a room where I’ll either immediately go to sleep or play white noise on loop for 7 hours. The thing that frustrates me the most is that my noise issue is slowly and steadily creeping into my other senses. Tapping feet anger me, unusual gaits annoy me. If a person smells just a little bad i’ll spend the entire day avoiding them. 50% of my day is spent seething in silence because someone wants to eat their rice crispy in class. I’m sick of my life just being hurdle after hurdle of seemingly insignificant mental issues that make me feel like an asshat. TL;DR noise makes me unreasonably angry and I am disgruntled in general.",3.8103305785123993,5.710714537190086,5.1223884297520685,79.88903719008266,73.0495867768595,7.484628099173554,26.149586776859504,8.238735603445708,1.8444836363636363,986,34,178,16,20,328,154,242,0.20800000000000002,0.735,0.057,-0.9928,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,0,16,11,6,1,11,0,12,8,3,3,1,33,29,13,1,3,14,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,1,10,8,2,1,2,1,2,2,6,9,0,0,4,3,25,2,22,22,6,30,1,1,1,0,4,14,2,4,15,114,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523531974504765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212331957884598,0.08916043873246357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472663721685082,0.1259924419009214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886547980270399,0.0,0.12597592601455315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966334789405195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323030665315464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788354060019867,0.0,0.07395486092317846,0.10449016582714134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312451372804823,0.0,0.11697971388104643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146713503103647,0.0,0.1440393849639466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579810549686473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661946702903786,0.07145661078288243,0.2931874787779637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839738762464976,0.1952630950765572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473984901355826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503995854427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771102590818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315215003891095,0.0,0.0,0.15013665125813086,0.0,0.0,0.14636841843430418,0.0,0.2478559732921327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352555500419748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717049802526713,0.0,0.14370244776947144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862695826066851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853696219446194,0.14905427777157204,0.1039008889612334,0.0,0.0,0.09418844082906276 adhd,elainerenee,2019/10/23,"Meal replacement ideas? My Adderall has been really affecting my appetite lately. Like, haven't eaten a real meal in three days affecting it. Even when I'm hungry and I try to eat most things make me nauseous thinking about it. That being said I can almost always handle smoothies or shakes that don't have that weird protein taste... Has anyone found a meal replacement shake that could replace every meal if need be?",4.20513157894737,7.157242671052637,4.1071052631578935,82.53723684210526,76.23684210526315,6.43157894736842,23.97368421052632,7.645422480735847,1.5402421052631574,337,11,54,5,8,103,60,76,0.024,0.9159999999999999,0.061,0.3975,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,10,7,0,3,0,14,17,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,7,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,2,5,1,3,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,4,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264456619821919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975120905274825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466389630226948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086125885425008,0.0,0.0,0.17032176211922714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702388214300729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443464830288288,0.0,0.22251447855245726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895705062423529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29813519675336303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297914747653348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290252460142984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628788018169889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958257809842708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006020490819721,0.1691883391529155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512182664110064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545538860129314,0.16922373241048316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793056276733861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,waiveara,2019/10/23,"Shame in myself I worked with students with disabilities for 7 years, and decided to go back to uni to become a teacher. I already have anxiety and depression and after a month and a half I have come to realize I think I have adhd aswell. I've thought ive had it for awhile, once seeing students with it, their symptoms and the signs. I am waiting for a diagnosis, but while in the disability resource center I felt like a douche because I don't want to admit all of my issues. And asking for help for them makes me feel weak. And after working with so many children with disabilities, I think I shouldn't feel this way and now I just feel shamed for thinking I'm less. On the other hand, I'm worried I'm just lazy. I'm ranting now, and just looking for advice on how I should feel or if anyone has had similar experiences.",5.431636363636365,5.640347830303033,6.363787878787883,78.82568181818183,67.66666666666667,9.024242424242424,31.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.484951515151515,652,25,128,10,10,217,99,165,0.165,0.768,0.068,-0.9173,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,8,5,0,2,8,0,11,3,1,2,1,41,33,15,0,4,6,0,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,15,0,1,12,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,4,8,18,1,24,27,2,16,0,1,2,0,6,5,0,2,9,88,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129981783721773,0.1731888606100494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557969489495608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558183943222646,0.0,0.0,0.12392459315336812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568780545571388,0.0,0.0,0.136280311858177,0.0,0.10803885831125257,0.19573859514883185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266949975052302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264948686664095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336670536667392,0.0,0.0,0.3584548866872493,0.0,0.1701703185663612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072491441864656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879473749594716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498394957231906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658650358304314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883007232688542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830360057835655,0.179685224304832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146472930012408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874607935098656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123079575587602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421169769778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406889372116941,0.0,0.14070224965980874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453590565858152,0.14067835082316255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25805371775324976,0.17998749266661376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413146635385266 adhd,Benindetto,2019/10/23,"I CANNOT stop being a little bit late for work in the morning, and it’s putting my job in jeopardy. Any tips for managing mornings? I’ve always been a night owl and a late sleeper. I think this may have developed as a coping mechanism as a teenager where I would stay up all night hyper focused on something to the point where I was so exhausted I could fall asleep instantly. To this day, I WILL stay in bed until the last possible moment before I won’t have time to prepare for my day to the absolute minimum. This has been universally true for any job or activity starting before like 1 PM. I work in retail, so I start my day at different times every day of every week. The problem this poses me is that it takes me different amounts of time to get to work depending which day it is and what my shift is. I have been very frequently clocking into work literally no more than ONE OR TWO MINUTES LATE. Never more than this, but still happening very often. My manager knows about my ADHD and has been understanding about how this effects my time management ability, but it’s getting to the point where she can’t continue to give me leeway. I’ve been told that if I’m late more than a single time during the month of November, I’m going to be written up to the highest degree of severity before termination. I need help. I need some kind of trick or routine or way of structuring my morning so I give myself extra time to get to work consistently early. When I’m groggy, sleepy and unmedicated when I first wake up, my ED’s desire to stay in bed feeling comfy and warm feels practically insurmountable. And it doesn’t seem to matter how much sleep I get. I don’t have sleep apnea or anything else keeping me up or depriving me of sleep. I’ve got myself trained to get up with enough time to get to work, so long as all I need to do is put clothes on and drive. But if there’s ANY little change that I have to contend with, like traffic, missing keys, an extra spicy morning poo, or even a poorly timed phone distraction, I’m doomed. Has anyone struggled with this similarly? How did you overcome it?",5.229213523450813,5.997876525423733,6.146984126984128,78.23613577257646,68.24939467312349,9.217792126266703,30.550533584431893,9.348350401419415,2.6503857770603543,1667,63,317,32,27,552,211,413,0.071,0.863,0.066,-0.7396,4,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,8,18,13,1,2,16,0,31,6,5,5,4,52,62,33,0,9,12,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,18,12,0,2,7,0,2,5,7,8,0,3,10,3,36,5,56,45,13,67,1,3,0,0,7,21,0,14,39,209,54,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878600918099913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614717287061627,0.0,0.0,0.15071703934672387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165663927060022,0.0,0.060794621200570935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859210669218146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806547422984214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815225656734325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898491368853885,0.0,0.0,0.23822333444444305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437185017279967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171490093319736,0.0,0.0,0.07633487154239586,0.0,0.04879517807274435,0.0,0.1244894143493574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470904001061009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283988826457111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158665211742396,0.14173943818446136,0.04198610168723147,0.0,0.059086326548886514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532934285675113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951831388689133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466233957208058,0.06566542858359747,0.0,0.07693171039924049,0.04060096393859293,0.06021975879034156,0.3333466900910779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218531314048908,0.14808867739867426,0.0,0.0653789760839979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896805714686348,0.0,0.054308224862500816,0.16433696998838404,0.05697863260453119,0.0,0.0,0.1386574504164604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050061086492925184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967562128750996,0.08328541582173349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706904802129772,0.0,0.14853393402020518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725500650382553,0.0,0.08346018070956683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179158798886253,0.0,0.0,0.056874259486791624,0.0,0.0,0.10458129099807653,0.2362297202075705,0.0589984082777218,0.0617646272344102,0.0,0.07723246493166493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554644231164266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047337511425862164,0.0,0.0,0.34462700398462026,0.0,0.0,0.07059280771620073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216726629233687,0.07690874575588723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219128146798909,0.0,0.058640263701826366,0.059259814478134235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32270078451465,0.0,0.0,0.052480226273469474,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mentally_veryhealthy,2019/10/23,Can someone make me clean my room someone just fucking tell me to clean my room. it's been so long. you don't understand the filth i'm living in. idk why i cant get up from my bed and just do it,-1.1253333333333302,0.6418871333333342,1.2933333333333366,101.82000000000004,88.77777777777777,4.488888888888889,17.88888888888889,5.6839178017228535,-0.6939777777777776,151,4,40,1,5,51,35,45,0.032,0.845,0.12300000000000001,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,5,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,4,9,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31397714561999585,0.17743965265779407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998944341210978,0.3005567730626733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670182347036802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5755250482055405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29684656321963776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35356082075969913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064580596002957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,touey,2019/10/23,"BABY STEPS I’ve got a gp appointment tomorrow and I wanna talk to my doctor about adhd, should I just come right out and say that I think I have it?I’m unsure how to go about it and quite nervous. Interested in knowing what it was like on your first doctors appointment (especially in the uk) Thanks.",2.811781609195404,5.367484086206896,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,78.82758620689657,7.314942528735633,23.459770114942533,8.344100000000001,1.661266666666667,239,8,45,5,6,78,47,58,0.073,0.7859999999999999,0.14,0.6105,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,6,3,9,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33330745248021426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389028977720236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677362146307996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359043194396432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761808332231278,0.0,0.22181324693032892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524182017352069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354937734631953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29498404943966705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368458979954569,0.0,0.2205510180966528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229144955851255,0.0,0.25533638964707017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770756322589334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Smiley_Chap,2019/10/23,"Psychiatrist isn't taking me seriously So, recently I discovered I have ADHD. I hit almost every mark for inattentive type and I'm starting to connect a lot of dots. I saw a psychiatrist and he kept trying to tell me my anxiety was causing my inattention but I'm certain he is wrong about this. He finally prescribed me Strattera, but said he wouldn't prescribe me anything else for inattention and I didn't get a diagnosis. What should I do?",3.8375000000000017,6.3707265595238125,5.783571428571428,72.29892857142859,75.07142857142857,9.438095238095238,33.11904761904762,9.827888789773867,4.012504761904761,357,19,60,11,8,123,57,84,0.073,0.875,0.052000000000000005,-0.38,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,17,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,2,12,1,6,9,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242845612109676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019688224364075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064200625773924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220480145675164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771908810391439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540927060367544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734435008444545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955867946107465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097561946409273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294007626790929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664256710227507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566711787839326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909878503101232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287941577755084,0.0,0.23584428569854515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319761327476705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950179628284395,0.0,0.0 adhd,rrmotm,2019/10/23,"Could me smoking weed make me not realize I have ADHD Im a pretty daily user and advocate of weed. I use it all the time. It not really an addiction in my eyes. It literally improves my life in every way. I tried it for the first time in 8th grade and i started using it in my sophomore year of high school. One thing i found after i started smoking is that I was able to do my homework and actually enjoy my math homework. Since that year I always take an elective in math cause i love math problems that are challenging. Well these last two weeks I've always asked myself if have always had adhd and i just never knew. As a kid i got horrible grades but I was never a trouble maker or bad kid. When my family found out I smoked weed they were surprised that I was the one to be the stoner of the family. My cousins and aunts including. Well what makes me think I have ADHD? I dont know its still conflicting to me. Ive read some of the post from this sub and i feel like I can very much relate to A LOT of these things. Zoning out, feeling motivated to do something just to not end up doing anything at all(this is a big fucking problem for me), forgetfulness, fidgeting( I cant sit still in class if im sober, this was even before i had started smoking), getting a word stuck in my head and repeating it over and over again. Last week i got the word vagabond stuck in my head and i kept repeating it for hours and the word still keeps popping in my head even till today. I was just biking home from school and the word randomly came back and even as im typing it im subconsciously saying it. In my freshman year of high school i dealt with depression that ultimately stuck with me till my junior year. Also a lot of things are boring to me. Its hard to find enjoyment from a lot of things that arent music related, biking related, or gaming related. One of the reasons I still keep smoking is because of my anxiety. I get too much energy or energetic which then turns into anxiety. Like, I feel like i can jog a quick 3k and rest for 10 minutes then jog another 3k. So then I have no where to displace this energy so i sit in class for 3 hours feeling anxious about nothing. Some might say I dont exercise a lot but I beg to differ. See I live in a big Metropolitan City that is jam packed. Biking is my form of transportation and in a single day i bike 40+ miles for 5 days a week. So all im asking from what im sharing. is it a possibility i have adhd or some form of it. Ive talked to my close friend about it and they mentioned to me that they kinda believe i do even without talking to them about my experiences. I dont know i just have a lingering fear of being labeled or diagnosed and whats to come if i am diagnosed with adhd.",2.7831028368794293,4.242409118794328,4.612893617021276,84.31366666666669,74.83333333333334,7.779290780141842,25.476595744680854,8.447377352677275,1.6456974468085104,2149,73,447,39,45,732,253,564,0.085,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.8463,1,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,4,3,27,20,1,1,27,0,40,11,4,8,4,89,76,38,0,6,18,2,5,3,1,1,5,2,3,2,35,25,0,4,14,9,0,5,12,8,2,5,18,9,70,12,69,54,15,75,0,1,2,2,19,27,1,18,42,318,105,17,0.059203850630621786,0.0,0.05777441795736087,0.06454093600394717,0.3557576170309776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734529795954615,0.1477870393388015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062080399465037635,0.09058156736872087,0.06688349950650667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871972457400338,0.0,0.11069521681452384,0.0,0.0,0.04552410669934306,0.04943274233007628,0.03609011783415258,0.0,0.050378116317017496,0.06670246583341234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771343303566166,0.0,0.060818663048870326,0.0,0.05099887505108552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047269457267380535,0.0,0.0,0.07636317168878066,0.0,0.0509921897959024,0.12018132431763147,0.0,0.0618554230117276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081594160354512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052437039024871984,0.0,0.0,0.15641433990684878,0.0,0.049881797597438764,0.0,0.0,0.0579127262450015,0.11162424273355374,0.06662079160968681,0.11974098302206185,0.08459048544000981,0.0,0.0,0.054111246908200364,0.05035876510210578,0.0,0.1298279327847308,0.045740748135717074,0.054733005909870486,0.06186313681135591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094701455447981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303502134366173,0.0,0.1822806931750152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510423741641633,0.05938628936943576,0.0,0.1166077343272414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837019086770827,0.0,0.0,0.10524620538623287,0.0,0.0,0.06507377598427128,0.09651808019327893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041817430566280366,0.08677203274834584,0.0,0.052278084771664235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133198662568397,0.05343378666679074,0.0,0.07903806004274888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280592961215442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704328459173735,0.0,0.09132331881590927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680769141676297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035418418501988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674344604400781,0.05670092344825476,0.06023160025984499,0.0,0.1133001787976579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059219872033410975,0.0,0.03792750271521311,0.06087141883567765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416255658007396,0.0,0.1797523727427726,0.04717780380422467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048974037037361765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557801665389544,0.0,0.0,0.12571437059070298,0.0,0.18912108636138444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044513927664106966,0.09517162506978057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732963065639605,0.037935436937389516,0.0,0.0,0.06904448281494098,0.0,0.056118327873276384,0.0,0.0,0.040195528335370816,0.06439678867243924,0.05783355941016032,0.0,0.0,0.10226623637623504,0.0,0.04884937709908802,0.0,0.046993260918172776,0.14246927356399702,0.0,0.10646274362711196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707039931358285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250135492652292 adhd,MrShull,2019/10/23,"ADHD Medication Afternoon, I have been very hesitant to post or ask on how or if I should approach my doctor for medication on controlling my ADHD. A little bit of my past.. I used to be on riddlen during elementary middle school and then towards the end of middle school my parents or something was decided where I would no longer take anything to control my ADHD. Fast forward two years I drop out and start a job working in the Emergency Services business flooding,mold,fire and storms I was a laborer who worked myself now 11 years later into a cushiony office position in NC was originally in Florida. 9 months in I am having a really hard time focusing on tasks or keeping attention during staff meetings or starting and stopping tasks without finishing it's starting to show in my work and I am really not sure what to do or how to ask my doctor . Has anyone had similar experiences and if they decided to go the medication route or went back to what they did before. Sorry this seems strange I just really enjoy my new job just not sure if it's my job or me that's needs to change thanks for any help or tips",6.4678819320214656,6.914134865116278,7.489767441860469,70.82148479427548,65.46511627906976,10.70840787119857,34.67799642218248,10.560738912317856,3.865486583184259,896,39,155,22,13,303,132,215,0.095,0.862,0.043,-0.7161,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,5,7,4,0,0,8,0,15,5,0,6,2,42,28,21,0,6,17,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,8,0,4,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,7,1,22,4,26,18,1,41,0,0,0,0,8,17,0,13,20,108,29,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772413927181771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115323480703707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316101084445813,0.0,0.0861030838192973,0.0,0.1956332802600045,0.0,0.0,0.08045542147879338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903398387061179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423086285270878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068660623255908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234706996751532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419023058156048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267274817073766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235001050761554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946468226020101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372957109343304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701325124985438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114928495886403,0.0930015812206504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486858500754324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162166934881319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351613131080446,0.0,0.0,0.0775831788080746,0.0,0.1010540768655216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161812688384081,0.0,0.09988292448268883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020837365122788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108949551125965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178600320258648,0.0,0.09525289158659794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055069733217933,0.0,0.11712677134884353,0.2221768510168743,0.0,0.0,0.08747689796909416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972285297483925,0.0,0.07867011725336999,0.0,0.0,0.09633093462240126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061011663582423936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221009779924864,0.0,0.0,0.09036830975113493,0.0,0.0863322206285128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699475798220984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086135376718128,0.0,0.2285196629973982,0.0,0.0,0.07432745253518898,0.0,0.0,0.1347589406611851 adhd,MentalCaseChris,2019/10/23,"I feel like dating is hopeless but then again know that isn't true? Not really into jumping into a relationship, but just looking at the dating scene, where even when I try to meet people just to get to know them, they suddenly drop off the face of the Earth after one or two encounters. Part of me wonders if it's them or me; I have no clue. I think about the problems I have even with my best friends and get disheartened, thinking that there's little to no chance I'll find someone I like that also accepts all my issues (knows they're there, sees I'm working on them, accepts they won't be dealt with overnight, etc). I have no idea if that's reality or just me beating myself up for absolutely no reason. Then there's the fact that I'm gay and it severely reduces the number of fish in the sea. I'm fine being single for now, but I can't help but think that the future doesn't really hold much in ways of a relationship (but then again might all be in my head). It's even hard to meet other gay men who want to hang out, I feel like every time I try, I'm the one constantly trying to make plans until the point where I give up because I don't want to be the one to always make the plans. That's about the point where I never hear from someone again. Is that just normal? Do people not contact their friends to hang out? What's going on? It frustrates me to no end that I can't get the hang of this basic social crap!",5.5938851351351335,4.7883753479729725,6.135810810810809,84.02236486486487,67.47972972972974,8.886486486486488,27.959459459459467,7.865858978985527,1.4796864864864867,1117,28,243,11,16,364,147,296,0.158,0.726,0.11599999999999999,-0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,6,5,21,15,2,0,16,0,17,5,3,3,5,51,42,18,0,6,16,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,0,1,17,8,0,1,14,0,0,5,14,5,0,4,0,6,28,10,38,36,7,44,0,2,2,2,19,19,1,7,21,169,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181822215848016,0.09553601445102687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699906981228282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049218826286465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407518314296764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169279539929084,0.0,0.1280500625494799,0.2275044285698177,0.0,0.09673733550857302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610872308786148,0.16404898309565852,0.0,0.0,0.10493963928867288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741293665989286,0.0,0.17995968398019915,0.11014185951560516,0.06525251366701028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285248127644794,0.0,0.11783422291442648,0.0,0.1294058475312948,0.0,0.07695866784065668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296131593003075,0.0,0.11983795436624095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929942394026916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827972625366294,0.11507568049387595,0.0,0.0,0.0964164267065824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328099027238598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180151031948312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440288673309013,0.0,0.08855308907817516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249519007658376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334066464349848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243344152782172,0.0,0.15919775668534433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707624715688095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098632962066018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471079925697094,0.1180498528603984,0.0,0.2465385847787422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149339548663844,0.0,0.0,0.12970926958094695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170403361694495,0.19456625439768174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207081501127573,0.0,0.0,0.06695006616429358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338573486407059,0.0,0.11215843674011727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544276809863673,0.09113550567625517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451293011507482,0.08358733210002864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Leonardojak,2019/10/23,"ADD and coffee= Made me normal Last Monday i bought a french press, made 20 grams of coffee. Drank it all in the 2 cups in just 10 mins. 2 hours later i was studying like i was never able to for the whole day. And the next morning in classes, without taking coffee, my friends said that i was never that smart and attentive the whole semester. I was able to be really really focused on the teacher and the exercises, actually learning. Well, on the afternoon the effect wore off :( There i was again, unnable to study. And this morning once again. I used to drink coffee, but small quantities did nothing and big Quantities don't make me get super energetic, just attentive I'm now on a dilemma, should i take that much coffee on such a short period? Or would that be kind of a bad habit.",3.148439849624061,5.380288092105262,4.325864661654137,83.38605263157895,75.97368421052632,7.50075187969925,25.330827067669173,8.418075326091056,1.8281432330827068,618,22,117,12,14,202,97,152,0.07,0.8220000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,12,0,11,3,0,5,3,26,23,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,1,0,12,2,11,6,16,7,4,25,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,15,78,17,2,0.3393892543286882,0.0,0.16559747736814354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168792553291534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943899603476127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623613120177302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110564800144922,0.0,0.08865843880592197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167115025377297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671084087888514,0.0,0.138323769979121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290422322579348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32113831853467045,0.11327248133257485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474507627984364,0.0,0.2617579156221431,0.0,0.18047216113285167,0.0,0.1662647050402037,0.16282657145359164,0.0,0.0,0.18071923969651946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742144688149126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614184501119021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255178481741328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656167351038762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257584932618914,0.0,0.0,0.3789159821689689,0.0,0.1635795650195358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054619436084328,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,adhd_unicorn,2019/10/23,"ADHD in Croatia (disclaimer: this is a throwaway account but I’ve been following this sub for a while from my main account) Basically - I need help finding a psychiatrist in Croatia that can recognize ADHD and act accordingly. I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety and depression a while back, did therapy and meds for a while, but it didn’t help all that much. I recently started reading more about ADHD (meaning - I read every single thing I could find + took every single online test there is :)) and, oh boy - everything finally made sense. This subreddit feels like home, I can relate pretty much to every single post. I finally know why i started learning 7 different languages (and can speak 1.5), why my hobbies range from woodworking to programming, quilting, pottery, EU funding, writing and cryptocurrency, just to name a few (and not a single thing i followed through), why i read 5 books simultaneously and i rarely finish any, why i have this enormous hate towards bills, papers, contracts and alike (to the point that i usually pay the bills when i’m faced with a fine), why an interesting (work) project loses its sparkle as soon as i start (every single time), etc, etc... So, if anybody knows a way to get diagnosed in Zagreb (I would prefer a private psychiatrist) - please PM me :)",5.827879670063076,7.960582794759826,6.376033478893743,72.00928068898595,68.21397379912663,9.455701115963123,34.5562833575934,9.861636050157227,3.8832035904900537,1016,50,162,25,18,330,145,229,0.07200000000000001,0.805,0.124,0.9209,4,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,13,0,12,3,1,1,1,31,27,19,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,11,11,0,0,8,4,6,4,2,3,0,0,6,3,17,3,19,19,13,27,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,16,107,28,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494068349001437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590323078731343,0.0,0.0741371307304129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451906050634112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737604978112986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346984383125777,0.1967265264029228,0.0,0.1012520254488106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161641669635048,0.0,0.0,0.3266089079245779,0.0,0.08709792301726592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900143136163149,0.06923368693861512,0.0,0.2123239045722554,0.17715094593976666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063232613880169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568016970828892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991564387536636,0.0,0.0972102653215143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652019339937924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734612660889772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084193235300114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170012634278264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556517431977423,0.10764697237183424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424823958436058,0.07185874475093111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637986634505674,0.09161281376980797,0.0,0.0928145514883192,0.09859396679214597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908135632213874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956885418787531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057836488793831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082689340102513,0.0,0.12876755983103633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650995006333495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767238537591382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673446748980098,0.0,0.0,0.07692394003202102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372383565096243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055281993760301,0.0,0.0,0.06884324052931448,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Qwopflop500,2019/10/23,"I’m trying to figure out if I might have Inattentive ADHD and have a quick question for this sub! Hello all, I hope this is allowed here! I follow quite a few artists on twitter, and recently one of them has been posting things about their life with ADHD. To my surprise I really connected with a lot of what they were saying so I did some investigating through scientific journals. Turns out, there are SO many symptoms which fit me to a T for inattentive ADHD, and I feel like it can really explain the troubles I’ve had with school and social situations for years. On the other hand, I feel like a lot of people have issues with procrastination, difficulty concentrating, poor time management, etc.. So my question is this: how would someone’s ADD/ADHD experience with, say, procrastination, compare to someone who is Neurotypical? I’m not looking for a diagnoses here, just curious about people’s experiences and how they deal with things. Thanks!",7.358692185007975,8.531747070175443,7.724189261031366,67.37215311004786,63.678362573099406,10.662626262626262,34.84370015948964,10.637119530657019,4.0059543859649125,763,33,124,19,11,250,109,171,0.051,0.821,0.128,0.9003,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,1,12,6,0,0,8,0,15,4,1,3,1,32,25,11,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,10,13,0,0,6,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,4,6,14,5,24,19,6,11,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,8,6,95,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574539268279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321558555108104,0.0,0.12130606420761605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329175681857192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338188542421844,0.0,0.0,0.12086160189388365,0.17076428332607127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870619858773175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474348823412572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844175739628878,0.1167788071983268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036320674910627,0.0,0.0,0.20321619049657214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117030540075654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678742181297953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080987027878071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571447329020686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446313975150693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677701918594001,0.12711980984666355,0.0,0.0,0.15312981798890685,0.0,0.11800747583275305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008758972012704,0.0,0.1209564131155506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434081433117118,0.0,0.12183135030202714,0.20253077077767925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422272201171836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003413018610632,0.0,0.0,0.1588020300702027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969064880159691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114341173712965,0.1299989166505991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849006253361601,0.0,0.0,0.07696428399961991 adhd,GinoFollowingTheWay,2019/10/23,"A question by a friend that hurt a lot. (29 M) Today at work by a female friend (married) of mine I was asked out of the blue; ""Do you think you are mature enough for a girlfriend?"" I know this wasn't with bad intentions at all, but this hurt me pretty bad and I had to without myself from crying. Later I asked why she asked the question and her reply was: ""don't you want to ask people you are interested in all kinds of questions?"". I don't even know what to do with this... to me it felt the same as my boss who once told me: ""Gino, you are an adult, you should be capable of doing this..."". Do I look unstable and immature or something to other people?",2.6597777777777765,3.654108200000003,4.1846296296296295,89.10583333333336,74.4074074074074,6.881481481481483,22.38888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.5873111111111111,497,12,110,5,10,166,83,135,0.078,0.738,0.184,0.9386,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,1,1,8,0,0,9,0,15,0,0,2,2,24,26,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,3,20,4,21,18,5,6,0,2,2,0,21,4,0,5,2,85,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189752604885172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317568099658583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244713097479715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340042926644062,0.0,0.09166517661430433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325390055485473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444753767860025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971411616424183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452163306943486,0.15254353717466845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654316583819922,0.0,0.0,0.11798874785485065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779987191565905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242997476884013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119268805836951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664077636699424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684229972257407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889268472156076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155050716876315,0.1326135581954077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185808955636466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523050017444956,0.0,0.0,0.13378231780139702,0.0,0.1010360230062458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yamiaainferno,2019/10/23,"School is so difficult because of all the overlapping responsibilities Am I the only one who feels this way? Every semester I end up feeling overwhelmed because of overlapping due dates. If I JUST had to study for this test, or JUST work on that project, or JUST do that reading, I feel like it would be fine. It’s manageable. But in school there’s never just one due date looming, and that always makes me anxious and overwhelmed. I always have to pick between doing the project or the reading, one class or the other. It gets even worse when you add in my real-life responsibilities, which always get neglected because I don’t receive a grade on those, but always make me feel bad when I’m confronted with them. Not to mention that SOME professors want you to act as if their class is the only thing going on. “Treat this class like a job!”, they say, as if I don’t have an actual job and four other classes to balance. This is sort of a vent, but I’m definitely open to tips from others with ADHD, especially if you have it comorbid with anxiety and depression like I do.",6.535579710144926,6.628307062801932,6.9278381642512095,76.11755434782611,65.32850241545893,9.991787439613526,32.70893719806763,9.725611199111238,2.9665429951690827,850,32,161,16,12,277,119,207,0.109,0.79,0.10099999999999999,-0.5876,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,3,1,9,12,1,2,10,0,15,0,0,3,2,39,27,20,0,6,16,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,19,9,0,1,4,2,0,3,4,7,0,4,1,5,17,5,23,24,2,21,0,4,0,0,10,9,0,10,11,116,36,17,0.0,0.0,0.12983079289333244,0.0,0.15989185224180905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428097919480665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177754384026204,0.15030074000605706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108536197356733,0.24330536488381085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458975558101354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783662379086528,0.0,0.0,0.08787365796130049,0.0,0.11209447990977267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690821875359225,0.09504595791872557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901897045530925,0.0,0.07561141253121069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640493309704988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949942935123697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761449386948786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261097654216587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704601744720905,0.2023704191330496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615804063361753,0.15143208015433435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580114706371267,0.0,0.2692932720369495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838786878307528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847221844461051,0.10560335424153401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685690090118104,0.0,0.13558220049262265,0.09450994207688816,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DrArroz,2019/10/23,"If caffeine makes me sleepy and it’ a stimulant, does that mean that any stimulant will make me sleepy?? Sorry to post this again, but for some reason the past post was closed",6.5163636363636375,6.994495333333332,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,65.36363636363636,9.024242424242424,25.59090909090909,8.841846274778883,1.4610727272727282,138,3,28,2,2,40,28,33,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,11,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042271002038062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628110286416349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009302970370862,0.0,0.0,0.3271352432388949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866883014144825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752448394631736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30877777138833146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361823384935245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kovarr1,2019/10/23,"Is this the Vyvanse crash? Just started Vyvanse, 20 mg. Day 5. I take it at 5 am when I get up (work in a hospital work day starts at 8). So far, last 3 days, arounf 5 pm, when I get home, utter exhaustion hits. I don't want to eat, I want to crawl in bed and stay there forever. Is this the ""Vyvanse crash?"" I've heard about?",-1.498090766823161,0.4070631971830991,1.1148356807511741,101.12073552425665,93.08450704225352,4.845696400625979,17.74804381846635,6.42735559955562,-0.3611890453834117,241,7,63,3,9,82,50,71,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.7339,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,8,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,8,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034304291945993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662537935353015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27189184548447104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610059664832054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121011017141922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36834765673193337,0.2773429901864545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564112921177654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069502848753238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37886342342600615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,exquisuht,2019/10/23,"I don’t wanna self diagnose but what’s wrong with me? To be clear i am a 20 year old male and I’m talking about ADD here. I have always had trouble with remembering what I just had said a minute ago in a conversation, going on tangents, never able to read books, watch tv shows or movies without wondering what I had even just read or watched. Reading comprehension was always my weakest point in school. I could read something 3 times and still don’t know what I just read. Music however hits the hardest as I love listening to music but could never recite and retain lyrics, even if I thoroughly listen. It’s almost as if my brain just remembers beats and melody lol. always feel like doing everything, but I don’t know where to start or if the outcome is worth it in the end. I’ve never had hobbies as I always drop them faster than I pick them up. Putting my thoughts into words sucks, I misplace things all the time, etc. I have anger issues, and just pretty heavy emotions in general. If I’m sad I’m SAD. If I’m mad I’m MAD. If I’m excited I’m.. you get the idea. I have been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder a while back if that helps.",2.3949350649350656,4.569863103896103,3.727510822510823,87.03983766233766,78.13419913419914,6.970562770562773,23.91991341991342,8.00094639256281,1.3567471861471865,911,31,184,16,22,298,137,231,0.187,0.698,0.115,-0.9661,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,1,12,11,4,0,9,1,18,4,1,1,5,51,39,22,0,10,19,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,8,10,0,1,8,8,1,2,7,8,0,0,8,6,22,3,21,27,2,26,0,2,2,1,12,9,1,12,15,113,30,7,0.10682023394850186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946896922312397,0.0,0.1069650341485998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35553196734272224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171718659076622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821381662868592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924670865894048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057452953266694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168405778189388,0.0,0.0,0.12242524257604515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015838558164366,0.09461102135316833,0.0,0.11913279750620236,0.14110751415473088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600313846446686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401151987327205,0.07631239647650169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055809163395524684,0.0,0.06070840062619096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715993511417873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058704192429465,0.0,0.1114925714741784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741121397527678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218697060880695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640943167890327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471590490388665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208986643149156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097964843224544,0.0,0.0,0.10867458049293632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738383906483392,0.0,0.0,0.5342457051043054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201300340707335,0.0,0.10161050407246464,0.0,0.0,0.1081077796159986,0.0,0.0,0.11143680063566498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223543485800952,0.0,0.0,0.07560791138947644,0.0,0.08530677681659496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585805776925942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096661692919988,0.0,0.0,0.0848033338191918,0.12457547488187512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297089363741803,0.11584198707104328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679115690143045,0.0,0.06878872842389477 adhd,jacdiquadri,2019/10/23,"Long post on the ADHD sub, sorry. I have a question about speaking to my Dr about treatment. Hey y’all. So first and foremost: I am so happy that this sub exists. I’ve read several posts here and it comforted me to I am not alone. Im a 28 yo M in CA and I was diagnosed just last week with ADHD combined type. I hated the damn test I had to take btw! It was a 20min IVA plus test, and scored a 55 but idk what that means. While I was taking it I couldn’t concentrate or remember when I was supposed to click the mouse. This was after a 45min interview with the psychologist, for those wondering. I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist for more than a year now. I’ve been on Wellbutrin 300mg XL and Buspar 5mg (one in the AM, and two at bedtime) for a majority of that time. I told her that, although I didn’t have trouble with motivation—she gave me the Wellbutrin for that— I still have lots of trouble focusing. She referred me to the psych to rule out adhd because she can’t just give me medicine to focus and to meet with her in two months. I was diagnosed a week ago and my anxiety has gotten pretty bad because starting treatment is the only thing I can think of. I daydream a lot, wondering about what would have been different had I been diagnosed earlier in life. I had mixed feelings when I first received the diagnosis, but now I just want to talk to her about treatment options available. Well, it’s been about month since I’ve seen her and now that I know I have ADHD, I’m not sure if I can handle waiting a month to start treatment. If I ask to see her sooner, would that make me seem like I’m rushing or desperate for stimulants? Any ideas how to cope if I do end up waiting a month? I’m nervous to ask. What would y’all do? (Low key— it took me a week to write this post probably because of my adhd. Ugh...) tl;dr a psych test determined i have adhd-c but my follow up appointment with my psychiatrist isn’t until a month from now. I have major anxiety and even worsening symptoms now that I know but I’m worried if I ask to meet sooner that it may come off as desperate for stimulants. Should I make the call or tough it out?",2.9693956486704285,4.321076479452053,4.4669943593875905,85.98132957292509,74.15981735159819,7.801343002954607,26.809293580445875,8.405096225971981,1.7310070373354831,1670,61,353,29,34,558,206,438,0.106,0.843,0.05,-0.9685,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,0,2,22,14,2,1,25,0,39,6,0,5,1,66,74,31,0,10,16,0,1,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,23,19,0,2,12,1,0,5,6,9,1,5,20,6,49,5,54,48,5,50,0,1,4,0,25,13,1,15,30,240,72,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536024972349899,0.0,0.0680552637531779,0.0,0.0,0.07951441227267371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052208757092770265,0.0,0.11746335964470456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153191721231403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410284298687065,0.14040162741443274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839454414299228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613375519564718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377110593761255,0.0,0.08021218897246482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799872151261632,0.0,0.0,0.05070831294869956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038819095765028185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060736104008927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364834059951088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172704441673237,0.0,0.0757981464522785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666817633467717,0.08292878379223723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438564902244013,0.06258082243051638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422754351367783,0.03750775787282545,0.0,0.0,0.06794231951752465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054052960206314,0.0,0.0,0.10249409832609156,0.0,0.0,0.0836290797533709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064002237395441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202385441960526,0.05838986781156585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205839827018417,0.07810646612570488,0.08277504700627591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600412834124495,0.0,0.07679448842454009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696964997174904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223574176619198,0.0698919043205164,0.0,0.08673244220702378,0.0,0.06350800822816388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594188543916259,0.10868165753188774,0.0,0.061311585869443734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235831532693476,0.07979728327942018,0.11544855418814325,0.06170780186457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051005043093740834,0.049193494898547366,0.0,0.0,0.044767369079410535,0.0,0.0,0.07336057223244298,0.08529841931167324,0.0,0.0,0.14999352265292956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528312469273167,0.0,0.18474972342713505,0.0,0.06902878757070256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665156322307937,0.0,0.07796743159402013,0.0,0.16361352756165792,0.0,0.0,0.049439753639725116 adhd,bleueyedpheonix,2019/10/23,"New medication makes my face feel numb I just started Ritalin (today is my first day) and it’s definitely working. I’ve gotten more done this morning than I usually get done in a day. I’m on other meds for other stuff so I’m pretty it’s not placebo but I’ll find out soon. My issue is that my cheeks have felt numb/tingly all day. I’ve experience this before with caffeinated crystal light (weird, I know) and I’ve had a lot of Diet Coke today so it might be that but I’m wondering if anyone else has experience this on Ritalin. A little background: I was diagnosed in 2012. I tried Adderall for a week but it made me jittery so I stopped and haven’t tried anything until today. I was moved from the main office at work a few weeks ago and I’ve been struggling with focus ever since (I’m alone 80% of the time). My poor performance at work is triggering my anxiety which is making it harder to get stuff done. It’s a nasty cycle. I’m cautiously hopeful but I’m paranoid that there’ll be side effects.",1.7361134453781517,4.0099262107843145,3.700532212885154,85.83382352941179,81.00980392156862,6.630812324929973,23.439775910364148,7.793537801064563,1.3247187675070022,793,28,158,14,21,268,122,204,0.126,0.83,0.044000000000000004,-0.9451,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,1,8,0,17,9,2,5,2,30,35,13,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,17,7,2,1,6,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,10,3,14,1,17,22,5,28,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,5,18,95,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577588160544713,0.0,0.0,0.12358642953739635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128456593613696,0.0,0.0,0.08343597300486792,0.12226426139149132,0.09819567135911103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153819621953626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23086746620562976,0.0,0.0,0.12111404497239285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663377980937313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968211019858167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793779276862082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334487349256801,0.0,0.0,0.06033514310611125,0.0,0.1145723035665806,0.0,0.10906240264471052,0.10149919342228143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246865064342555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851829476265953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245460277908556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557880998425808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959665847633462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144725655592962,0.0,0.1129097679802156,0.15930294016811394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325450155743772,0.12020905305084333,0.0,0.12658672596210452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682535198542078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524642882954628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139810880016805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870824369593804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446002194238719,0.0,0.0,0.0997624282832308,0.0,0.12474613041281048,0.27320094705296805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958033325247327,0.0,0.3393231547951426,0.0,0.0,0.1620299344890805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142145425968446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143329302435427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940466930067648,0.2606136822448882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,luckymewmew,2019/10/23,"I did the thing. I finally got a private diagnosis! UK Yesterday I paid to have a 2 hour session with a psychotherapist who deals primarily with ADHD. I have ADHD-I and Quiet Borderline Personality Disorder and I am so relieved to finally have these diagnoses after so many years of suffering through it all. It feels like I can now give myself a break and realise that it's not me, it's US, because I am not alone. I am so incredibly grateful to this subreddit!",2.495056179775279,5.186975415730341,5.382123595505618,72.32734269662924,81.35955056179776,9.402696629213484,31.37191011235955,9.642632912329526,3.965888988764045,368,20,65,13,10,132,60,89,0.069,0.792,0.139,0.7151,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,9,12,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,11,2,8,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,51,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005791584932461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569587085864209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695413921221185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147082280839364,0.0,0.21138080856707772,0.0,0.0,0.23868546214955574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530315734799596,0.1487818952812758,0.0,0.4562800904101726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978319035333825,0.0,0.0,0.16656556531334973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509540319361533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101745938466988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111442432597165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184571086211232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835953601166026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505126692846939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341134319120416 adhd,snicknicky,2019/10/23,"I'm so sick of the ""SQUIRREL!!!"" joke/imitation. I went to a presentation on teaching students with learning disabilities and when the presenter got to ADHD, she must have yelled ""SQUIRREL!!"" at least 3 times. Not only is it not funny because it's been the stereotypical ADHD joke forever now- (it's getting old)- but it's also not even accurate. Not for me at least. For me, I focus my attention but zone out for just seconds at a time, several times in a few minutes, so if I'm listening to someone- it's just really hard to keep up with them. I dont just completely turn away in some huge motion at the slightest movement around me like the ""Squirrel!!!"" Imitation implies. It's just so much more nuanced then that. Even if I didn't have ADHD, I'd be so sick of hearing people try to get a laugh from that because I've literally heard it hundreds of times now. It's like someone yelling ""I volunteer as tribute!!"" In 2019. No one thinks that's funny anymore because everyone has heard it 500 times. /rant.",2.8314251012145766,5.197573805128208,4.448529014844804,81.44866396761138,77.61538461538461,7.387314439946017,29.750337381916328,8.371475516178862,2.4911025641025635,792,38,147,16,19,265,118,195,0.092,0.826,0.08199999999999999,0.3139,0,0,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,0,9,0,9,2,0,0,1,23,22,13,0,3,12,0,1,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,12,5,0,1,3,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,6,7,11,4,27,14,6,28,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,3,14,101,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126896027149587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371713417259713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410239981796956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658797621743914,0.0,0.0,0.13360139947875474,0.0,0.0,0.26005104723754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909379203083015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665711459399574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878432626287757,0.0,0.0,0.135878009296003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858706001017485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373017574754656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738309606028606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026951710124987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639372202588292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389432856866986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453321976344614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921477672001876,0.0,0.09635826928998356,0.10814936088766827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985834414530306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109683751029823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064530618886325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409708697976284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111589446097074,0.0,0.0,0.4145892546105059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654433461919243,0.1546725561639776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182064560047574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nate_michael,2019/10/23,ADHD is listening to the same song on repeat a million times and your friends getting sick of it by the 3rd repeat Who else listens to the same song ad nauseam?,13.410000000000005,6.793997500000002,12.3775,63.31750000000002,58.375,15.3,50.75,11.20814326018867,5.6641499999999985,128,6,24,2,1,42,26,32,0.09300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,5,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6564140295640857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562715137147756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219849043517117,0.0,0.285361640705788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184876796311665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nuttyscientist,2019/10/23,"Series of Unfortunate Exams Gosh dangit I am frustrated. I have been receiving poor grades on my exams. When I study, I read the material until I understand definitions, theorems, and mechanisms. I work out problems on my own and figure out how to solve it to get the correct answer. I even help explain the material to other students. Yes, I do have accommodations for a quiet testing environment and an extended time. When I walked out of my exam, after checking questions over and over for mistakes, I actually felt great!! But a big fat F showed up when the exam was returned. I try to get help, I take people's advice seriously and try to do all the things that are found to help create a successful student. Maybe I'm just unintelligent but something isn't working. I'm beginning to wonder if it is because I have been taking the advise from neurotypical people who have no idea what it is like to be ADHD. I'm thinking that I need to think out of the box and learn what works for us atypical people. I'm hoping that it's the preparation that is wrong and not my intelligence that lacks because that would be a real kick in the kahoot. IF YOU HAVE ANY SUCCESS WITH EXAMS, OR SCHOOL IN GENERAL WHILE HAVING ADHD, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LEAVE YOUR SUGGESTIONS DOWN BELOW. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU",3.849167550371156,6.314714093495938,5.32195475433015,75.95696182396607,74.73170731707316,8.0180982679392,26.54931071049841,8.841846274778883,2.399288653234359,1041,39,179,23,23,349,145,246,0.095,0.706,0.19899999999999998,0.9853,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,5,0,5,6,13,1,0,14,1,20,1,1,1,2,42,41,18,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,12,1,0,12,2,2,2,3,5,0,0,5,2,24,8,32,33,3,25,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,6,10,129,39,18,0.0,0.0,0.11721436689662065,0.0,0.28870843063940266,0.11737444078884425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816819382201378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644129574015602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933445491075784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532869902966003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169928391221802,0.0,0.0,0.1255096749037564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242659433655773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415305320410763,0.0,0.0,0.11930074128472225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559458258012091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718384899159899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058681848255841176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067109963603273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906333542682883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24981668700119836,0.0,0.0,0.39554875687533797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149332974400772,0.0,0.0,0.13455566247944975,0.0,0.12014694485054125,0.136716529319141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215622260632112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246996430899264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806222211734284,0.0,0.0,0.33175571589347835,0.0,0.0,0.07979869682581141,0.15392896651401966,0.0,0.0,0.07003969600205036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630996407227461,0.0,0.0,0.12504336828768564,0.14448288223219646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302589866331673,0.2623342290151807,0.0,0.0,0.0853258520502161,0.13132628445302585,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sir_Toaster717,2019/10/23,"Are there different types of ADHD or am I just confused Literally no idea, I've heard vauge things and looked it up but found nothing.",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.53846153846153,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.141292307692308,108,4,21,2,2,34,25,26,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.3071,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45167517426149195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926628360202841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120786973863055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242668395942003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156029284726378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606194595943853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496850557139165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jfkdlfjkwerjaesof,2019/10/23,"ADHD Sucks ADHD fucking sucks. I’m sick of not being able to function like a normal person. I’m sick of everyone telling me to stop making excuses for falling behind in my classes. I’m sick of being dependent on medication. I’m sick of people telling me I don’t need accommodations because I’m “smart.” I’m sick of trying to pretend like I’m not drowning.",2.547766599597587,4.884359028169017,5.151629778672035,76.1935211267606,78.43661971830986,6.874044265593561,29.86116700201207,7.957251820313856,2.4842659959758544,285,14,49,5,7,101,41,71,0.337,0.5710000000000001,0.092,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,0,7,15,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,12,13,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,1,3,22,4,1,0.23375988744522114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618679165569538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249785770577456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233675900138088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161072491864635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284065466754741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603654004495926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354884938136119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733299945798527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290350577727505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205967283978026,0.2041101171779844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543373297907934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086328900224646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870761917329693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,moonshine-the-fox,2019/10/23,Does anyone else hate group projects? I hate the fact that I’ll always be “the one who does no work” because I know the time doing that but I can’t do anything about it because I don’t know what’s even going on.,3.2336231884057973,3.4881835217391317,3.9856521739130457,93.79775362318844,72.47826086956522,6.133333333333334,24.02898550724637,3.1291,0.044168115942029296,166,4,39,0,3,53,33,46,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,23,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123693894200642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846071962329701,0.2615103208644,0.21003015298470026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111681371855531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467019027449333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320948841298692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685750895909512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450514401842772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039678343055023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805322740383778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294848536025825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882497197151082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580836539329187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,usersaurusrex,2019/10/23,"Kind of got diagnosed I think? So I'm in the UK where there doesn't seem to be much knowledge on ADHD, and I've been having appointments with a 'speciality doctor' and she has spoke to my parents, I've filled out forms, and she has seen my school reports etc, etc. In my last appointment she said she is going to trial me on medication and said that I don't have ADHD but ADD (which I believe is now under the same term as ADHD but she said it as a separate thing) So I'm a bit confused what to think, does this count as a diagnosis or not?",3.0889473684210533,3.8370822368421074,4.872763157894738,85.50809210526316,73.12280701754386,8.156140350877193,24.77631578947368,8.472884824447931,1.3647052631578953,421,12,94,7,8,144,74,114,0.036000000000000004,0.9640000000000001,0.0,-0.5727,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,10,3,0,0,0,17,22,12,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,5,12,2,15,14,7,12,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,3,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640417857434518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625754231283008,0.0,0.0,0.1707950959628419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878622020534094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601259067510115,0.13690421000406916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489503082636772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889100883893927,0.0,0.1251216546656352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629111752859821,0.0,0.12752181940400156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759973315033446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500351017975995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737112936451053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464389839884543,0.0,0.0,0.15832853677737382,0.0,0.1424197134906382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393369152850336,0.20048454873757607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DoctorFaustus,2019/10/23,"Multitasking too much? I like to work with background music, TV, even movies. I do a lot of work at home from my laptop (currently studying for a major board exam, on break from official duties but not without lots to do) and I catch myself bingeing shows while trying to work. I've been justifying to myself it but I want to see what other ADHD people think. Pros: \- When it's too silent or there's only music in the background, my mind jumps to all sorts of things once I start getting bored with my task. If there's something in the background that I can briefly turn my attention to intermittently while working, it at least keeps me between two thought processes rather than 1 + inf \- It helps me get over the anxiety and inertia of starting work when there's something that goes with it that I enjoy, and I can work for longer periods of time Cons: \- Depending on what it is that I'm watching, I can waste quite a bit of time just sitting and watching instead of working. I tend not to notice it in small bits but recently I did a task without TV in a much shorter time period and realized I'm probably underestimating the waste \- Kinda makes me feel like a slob and it gives me ammo to beat on myself when I'm feeling unproductive later",5.873291839557402,6.4138179336099626,6.441975103734442,77.49330843706778,66.75933609958507,9.248243430152144,31.83430152143845,9.21078282632365,2.7111806915629333,986,38,185,17,15,322,137,241,0.051,0.8809999999999999,0.067,0.4215,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,9,12,4,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,2,1,37,26,16,0,3,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,2,6,3,0,2,4,1,0,1,3,5,22,3,36,23,9,30,0,0,3,0,2,11,0,7,17,126,38,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442215847270061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918027933034773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202675077586424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926156354591157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135533788660648,0.08573093926139788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539435840583074,0.11511884913987808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043620574518558,0.0,0.12037387752081223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666514081963267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725586442243735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040463561238676,0.0,0.0,0.08010365574351802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116991223337142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643361438654814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662544130863244,0.0,0.1278004294827541,0.0,0.0912685109967259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319571966492273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938469585728968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763911146542314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848955233443766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956277153721855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477000845118385,0.0,0.0,0.16987901201630565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972537892211963,0.07689376938829286,0.0,0.09526983552476774,0.2099260335870812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147489355037024,0.13052997981011047,0.1172265496118738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078151602127865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313593029630414,0.0,0.6115508001628868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zcrased_,2019/10/23,"How do you get motivation for things that aren‘t fun? There are days where I sleep 8-9h hours stay up early and have zero energy. I go to work and I have zero motivation and have trouble focusing, the job isn’t the problem because it‘s not that bad. When I do other activities like skateboarding, going to the gym my energy level increases so much. So how do you get motivation without taking stimulant meds?",3.3235389610389627,6.019107506493512,5.327386363636363,74.01107954545458,77.83116883116884,9.044805194805196,25.209415584415584,9.516144504307137,2.8904038961038965,326,12,56,10,8,112,56,77,0.062,0.703,0.235,0.9187,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,4,7,5,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,6,0,12,14,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,3,0,2,0,0,7,2,5,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,43,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284772880719904,0.1668079062635535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647463557178578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859303583828364,0.0,0.31103090768222397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694794750553155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715446661267498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368628287202833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039514450188196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011562849943139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26183574256217634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738368021650869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916629604601718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057426109645537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179371430436772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377840778660416,0.0,0.19921258441076226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daaaabs,2019/10/23,"Working without adderall? Hey all, I take adderall (prescribed) 5 days a week to keep my ass studying all day. Works wonders, it’s insane. Recently though, I got a job at a warehouse (picking cases, physically intensive job) and 2 of the 3 shifts are on weekends. As I said, I take it 5 days a week, the 2 days I don’t are on the weekends. Will such a job become that much harder? Anyone got a similar experience? Without the adderall I feel like my mind just becomes so foggy, though it’s not *too terrible*. I really don’t want to take it on the weekends as those 2 days off help keep the meds effects good. What do you guys think?",2.57655844155844,4.435601230158731,4.236002886002886,85.09435064935066,76.38095238095238,6.8040404040404034,28.914862914862915,7.686295010490155,1.862422222222221,489,22,97,7,11,164,77,126,0.054000000000000006,0.852,0.09300000000000001,0.5328,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,12,0,6,1,1,2,2,16,18,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,2,10,2,12,14,3,16,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,12,58,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117006586528187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880057970416137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204461884981351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754412618942695,0.0,0.0,0.06592790582851403,0.09314895230231633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936296181036076,0.2085658052580835,0.0,0.0,0.12910425789538307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739608310475225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38816882497615,0.23178904139223855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370081219424166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448312683945779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316543417387276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958499141185653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352965757291557,0.0,0.12874205921237428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402849909417785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941058231221456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354713151172136,0.25621037821202597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690600518966273,0.0,0.2091781914357243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513780539682624,0.14139982789832595,0.18984750198233924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stubbornlovemyself,2019/10/23,"Finally getting treatment for my ADHD! Well. .. Kind of. So I finally found an affordable counselor and started therapy. Therapist was perfect. Was very excited to start the process of improving. Went to the doctor next and was prescribed adderall. Wow, things are really looking up. That was three weeks ago. I bailed on the second counseling session. Didn't cancel, and avoided their calls out of guilt. I've yet to fill my adderall prescription. I tried once and they treated me like a deviant. Writing all over my prescription, calling my insurance, and finally telling me they needed to speak to my doctor first. I asked for it back and said I would go somewhere else. They resisted irrationality hard in giving my prescription back but finally relented. Now it's become incredibly difficult to make myself go in another pharmacy and try again. ADHD is hard...",4.397294242317205,7.773547832214768,5.0496291063228576,72.82694101024377,80.74496644295303,9.042882373719534,34.0166019074532,9.276330184999452,4.4715020134228185,693,39,101,22,19,222,104,149,0.054000000000000006,0.8370000000000001,0.109,0.6583,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,7,10,0,2,5,0,8,2,0,1,2,17,21,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,3,1,3,8,5,18,7,17,12,1,25,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,0,16,71,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962883188403966,0.0,0.1092696282244719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925722675977608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523892294761677,0.0,0.0,0.1895709381183074,0.0,0.0,0.13613980112893762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25174078303184044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523400051904865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297458131957507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401361947025536,0.0,0.10485168227390428,0.0,0.13515697943567298,0.0,0.0,0.06440243274690753,0.1182498803596518,0.1401120694389089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084779863209253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836463396636874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022250935888505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035140588047104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228233498523117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140164651752976,0.0,0.0,0.13109689699691834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127637749301246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896862554264415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725607869318172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744994238270689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774164927370088,0.0,0.14096768000035506,0.14312362764806866,0.08189376969633709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738173612107826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170899458091627,0.0,0.0,0.09887813952041967,0.0,0.11083271944977953,0.11427065401734485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756603747799459,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SoozlesNoodles,2019/10/23,How do I get diagnosed? Can someone give me a step by step guide on how I go from where I am now to being diagnosed to being possibly medicated. Like who do I see about all of this?,1.9776923076923083,3.0304088205128217,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,76.1794871794872,9.302564102564103,25.82051282051281,9.725611199111238,2.262958974358975,140,5,32,4,3,51,30,39,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,1,3,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6581108917683539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938074349600196,0.31100149170363234,0.1842499225735026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838739276339986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265966681236377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654859775020047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583448527427796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746929987335749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zerubeus,2019/10/23,"Ritalin with Propranolol I'm not asking for a medical advice here, I'm rather looking for people with the same problem as me, my doctor prescribed me Ritalin for my ADHD, two months in with very low doses 30mg/day and now I'm struggling with persistent chest pain and high blood pressure especially when I take Ritalin, done every possible heart test found nothing, so my cardiologist prescribed me Propranolol to calm down my heart and lower the blood pressure. I'm looking for people with the same experience with ritalin because my doctor said that I'm the first one responding these badly to such a low dose of the drug, and if there's people here taking a beta blocker with they're medicine to counter the side effects.",10.582731829573936,8.992190443609026,9.823421052631584,64.1147807017544,58.09774436090226,12.776441102756893,42.46741854636593,11.538034831475384,5.044499749373434,591,27,94,13,6,189,82,133,0.17,0.813,0.017,-0.9583,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,3,9,0,1,16,5,1,0,20,13,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,2,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,3,3,9,1,18,10,2,10,0,2,2,0,3,6,0,1,4,58,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187559636627298,0.1525047773279911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589957915296167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030764128533942,0.095135691588307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064892533564873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31947799943846605,0.0,0.15970853881647007,0.0,0.0,0.180985693090256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149137760945512,0.0,0.0,0.1526613819439718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274869224694585,0.0,0.17111706630765586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36987522677659895,0.0,0.16489109570010338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621103569822024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572189300298432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245694842363788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497484445826492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057535897647959,0.0,0.16606401700365087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245871756055702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593968319977998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933299631393568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845342265337064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315287951374274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346827080530714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524526934709088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876985592942347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,radioactivenooger,2019/10/23,"Should I talk to my parents about my adhd I think I have adhd as I relate to 99% of symptoms and people say to me they think I have adhd and can see it but I don't know wether it's the right thing to speak to them about it and how to address it, I'm 16 nearly 17 anyone have advice on what to do",-0.11652173913043384,1.0554619130434837,2.576159420289855,97.0755434782609,82.04347826086956,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-1.1369826086956518,228,3,58,0,6,80,44,69,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,12,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,13,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7640863357232188,0.20709291647929198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818450406822262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646970826761407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353202000097907,0.0,0.0,0.14692371396638204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809847664508958,0.0,0.16853310459907428,0.0,0.0,0.16887862929954775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027362263056705,0.0,0.1703391456784574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079508916795436,0.2715889284906513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MissDaisy00,2019/10/23,"I just want a relaxing hobby I can be interested in for more than three weeks. I just want to enjoy something for longer.. get better at it, work at a skill or do something creative and relaxing.",2.283947368421053,4.758882394736844,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,80.3157894736842,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,1.7934,153,6,29,3,4,51,29,38,0.0,0.547,0.45299999999999996,0.9565,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613384699751002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345594480496166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290595083699436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819590153538204,0.0,0.32772250661449537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974368350596939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PrncssPumpkinMuffin,2019/10/23,"Impulse control Does anyone else feel like if they could 'just get control' of their impulsiveness, everything else would fall in line? Recently I've learned a lot about ADHD and that others experience some of the very same symptoms that I never understood. It's been very enlightening so I'm guessing I'm not alone on this? Can anyone point me in the direction for additional info?",5.549130434782609,8.128326159420292,5.99644927536232,72.55380434782613,70.01449275362319,9.237681159420287,31.78985507246377,9.725611199111238,3.5533072463768125,311,14,50,8,6,100,57,69,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.8112,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,19,10,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,7,6,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334633165497524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119524563636065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27166285402789403,0.1990427929286996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43575923748097495,0.15510116631162005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999863339049529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32455936662343243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745887710927336,0.19002400078504356,0.0,0.0,0.09822392299201273,0.13877970796658032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149307000567064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399979245328896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490584590644936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651532921398059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982563878060334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363892063473825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180876369411615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019109938895276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205704401811743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379970537262047,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tower-Junkie,2019/10/23,"Doctor said I’m “Turning Bipolar” This is a bit of a rant because I am beyond frustrated. I went to a local mental health clinic and saw a psychologist who quickly diagnosed me with ADHD because it’s obvious. He specifically said he didn’t think I had bipolar or anything like that, but that anxiety goes hand in hand with ADHD. Which I’ve learned through research is pretty common. He said that I just needed to treat my ADHD and things should fall in line. So he sent me over to their medical doctor. I saw her today and she said “I don’t like stimulants so I’m not prescribing those. But Wellbutrin will help your depression and as a bonus it’ll help you focus!” I told her I wasn’t depressed I was just interested in treating ADHD. She ignored me and said “ok here’s one for your anxiety!” And spent like 20 minutes talking about my anxiety and how to treat it. I was like “ok but I’m more concerned about adhd.” She then asked how I sleep. I said I have a hard time getting to sleep before midnight and can’t wake up in the mornings. I recently found out that’s also due to ADHD because our brains don’t process light the way it should and messes up our internal clock. Her solution was to give me sleeping pills too! She said they would make me groggy in the morning which, again, is half the problem with that particular ADHD symptom. So instead of addressing the issue which is ADHD she decided to try and treat several symptoms with a bag full of pills with lots of fun side effects including psychosis and hallucinations! She also told me that I am “turning bipolar” because “that’s what adhd does to people as they age”. So I walked out and down the street and booked an appointment with another medical doctor. I have the diagnosis and I’m just going to shop around for doctors till I find one who understands ADHD and will actually listen to me. It’s so frustrating because stimulants don’t effect me the way they do some idiot just trying to get high, but they’re treating me like that’s what I’m trying to do.",4.601914447839371,6.022711675949367,5.5848537756438255,79.28189873417723,70.21518987341773,8.48625054561327,30.32955041466609,8.939507131559953,2.5804299432562203,1612,66,297,30,29,531,192,395,0.08800000000000001,0.752,0.16,0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,3,4,3,22,23,3,0,16,2,26,23,7,7,1,56,58,33,0,5,10,0,3,5,0,6,16,8,1,0,23,24,0,1,8,2,3,5,7,8,0,3,21,14,47,15,44,31,5,36,0,2,2,0,40,18,0,3,16,202,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.056517675160065985,0.0,0.6960379401802083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263083091236032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072999044943395,0.13291677651724598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765994474221421,0.051557531351160035,0.05414365498509746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652532282925953,0.0,0.049282262181898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322928715121579,0.0,0.0,0.06465342557868776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976595595345364,0.05878353506826665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371179776850553,0.05068269412396308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293418754163582,0.0,0.0,0.06350191997819543,0.0,0.0,0.060517453819566726,0.055558317975015814,0.03291500542050661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518813726625583,0.0,0.0,0.06156201458696432,0.0,0.0,0.07763976670866059,0.061191448580815565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044927154341104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147419490142446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049238123990444346,0.0,0.0,0.038659389057581484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668858202445626,0.058365720101050476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294399051581306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849077990358838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040151671788237836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589214074016154,0.0,0.055417803651344084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718507676631673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856397435082288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542861066063871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387352070116782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203938283440396,0.0,0.0465506982183638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038476826218542884,0.03711024321291991,0.0,0.0,0.0337712935006074,0.0,0.054897609312285885,0.11068246659032667,0.0,0.117963515358424,0.12599198441865506,0.0,0.06029261307222626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194207225923688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368872519616439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114187464053093,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hidgehadge,2019/10/23,"Life in order but feel like a failure I’ve not been diagnosed and I may well not have ADHD, but I identify with 80/90% of the symptoms I’ve read about, doctors tests indicated further testing and it’s likely I have it. I feel like every task I undertake, be it cleaning the house, waking up for work, being productive at work, saying no to temptation, always fails or is done poorly. I feel like a total failure on a day to day basis who can’t do simple things that others manage with ease, yet I have no reason to if you look from the outside. I have a flat, a good job, education, a social and love life. I feel this compulsion inside me to delay starting a project, to delay cleaning or cooking, to just have one more cigarette. It’s so difficult to describe without sounding lazy or lacking in self control, although maybe that’s what I am and I’m finding an excuse. Is this a normal thing others feel?",10.177207062600324,6.621121022471911,10.23725521669342,66.95758426966293,60.68539325842697,12.418619582664526,41.7207062600321,9.957137785484203,4.2253650080256815,714,29,128,10,7,240,115,178,0.147,0.701,0.152,-0.0121,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,5,9,0,0,12,0,15,8,1,2,1,30,24,12,0,3,10,0,5,4,0,1,5,2,2,1,14,6,1,3,7,2,1,0,6,2,1,1,2,8,12,7,19,19,3,13,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,5,10,95,26,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781327503682475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333168486035438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624237293038385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118047159873924,0.0,0.0,0.15044112071487933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171039927744406,0.0,0.15168146936221585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488252357742625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747247707499579,0.3176671792476773,0.0,0.0,0.13547124188171275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432068113772672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710270490488293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708639902281254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938564807893115,0.2896530316999617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446824814984588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337751734029186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890784325571169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452250380189663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043833601337164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826103752612846,0.0,0.0,0.1523957989502813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787123017420698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462675247534596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109256901019205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049115349050751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540582957642649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969427953302547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326841384534388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287968419601604,0.0,0.2158132000820076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,oroirnfkfifj,2019/10/23,"How can i focus? I have ADD. Hasn’t really been too much of a problem until now. I have been doing online school for about a year and i cannot focus to save my life. I end up researching about something that is not a project for school, daydreaming about something, going out to do something, etc. But there is time when i just sit down and get through a lot of work. I am too often behind in school. assignments and it makes me very stressed as i have a pretty busy schedule. How can i focus longer?",2.3682398239824,4.267080851485154,3.2737953795379537,91.57909790979099,77.11881188118812,6.073047304730473,22.113311331133108,6.937597516519254,0.5254149614961494,390,11,82,4,9,124,67,101,0.091,0.875,0.035,-0.6347,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,3,0,15,17,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,11,1,17,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,66,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705978605692807,0.0,0.22295106148439373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444405302360503,0.0,0.11361273002864256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120143789972744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995524128208028,0.0,0.0,0.13344062004421994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469559078287692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337903234422006,0.0,0.19128564266004516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806664223057904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069548787063345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616984879987242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289947584096176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656837974610013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494562658422038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553592592857048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873465864402764 adhd,Alvity,2019/10/23,Jobs that work with ADHD Is there any jobs that someone with ADHD could do well or get into without losing track of stuff?,9.802499999999998,6.975784250000004,8.52,76.72500000000002,60.66666666666666,9.6,32.333333333333336,3.1291,1.7661333333333329,98,2,18,0,1,30,20,24,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.508,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,14,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589289442944259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672288982261213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957469833945019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809034749062756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865835281027607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742806796509272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773035313696472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806591125498813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043579632223104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363335471266891,0.0,0.1784854837100938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,teehalz,2019/10/23,"Tools To Help Finishing Projects At Work I am 25 years old. I own a successful service based company that basically runs itself and invest my money into cash flowing websites. **One big problem I've had for my entire (short) career is something I'm sure a lot of you have as well: FINISHING.** As someone with a naturally entrepreneurial mind - I have a lot of ideas. I've learned to channel these into nothing more than that, ideas. However, with ideas / projects that we as a company are actually working on.. I have trouble finishing them. In fact, I cannot remember the last time I actually completely finished something without passing it off. My employees are not aware of the fact that I have a tough time finishing ideas and projects - they see it as ""I start, instruct them, they finish"". I understand that I could continue to do this and probably be successful doing so - but from a personal standpoint, *I want to learn how to reign in my productivity and actually finish something I start*. Rather than living with a lifetime of wondering when I will ""finish"". Any tips for finishing or completing projects?",4.491482412060299,7.374686125628141,5.486479899497489,73.44931783919597,74.678391959799,9.206130653266332,34.573115577889446,9.642632912329526,4.160599798994976,885,49,143,26,20,290,119,199,0.027000000000000003,0.9109999999999999,0.062,0.6542,2,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,4,4,5,7,0,0,10,0,15,0,0,1,3,34,22,13,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,9,1,3,3,3,3,1,1,1,1,23,4,29,18,4,30,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,4,18,104,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.3640012039190001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455255852379291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26072728991936595,0.0,0.0,0.09927196131814403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333961742618196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614396097319053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135021298478802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097907255393986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114115788907339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554364089578698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930348412926613,0.0,0.1304694307529887,0.0,0.08425310695734001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856516161873052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405494396029274,0.11897249954995287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408481417392024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907947721582787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534925863790544,0.2871591531480661,0.0,0.0,0.1760109361078866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117184951951498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500232546494626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943787752272184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333643365458722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179275136788362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985520462022825,0.13483679293784825,0.18103578126677106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006813216405095 adhd,theadhdquestion,2019/10/23,"Was Just Put on Dexedrine, I don't really feel a different? So, I was recently diagnosed with ADD and after waiting a month for my college campus psychiatrist appointment I was put on Dexedrine starting Monday. Today is my second day running it, I was put on extended release 10mg. Between yesterday and today, I haven't noticed a real difference at all. If anything I feel SLIGHTLY more less tense/ more relaxed, but Im not sure if Im just thinking things.. Anyone else experience this? Maybe I've got to just give it a couple of more days for my body to adjust? From the research I've done some people claim that they have an extremely noticeable difference. Maybe the dose is too low for me? I'm currently 22, first time dealing with any of this. The Dr. said we'll meet in a couple of weeks again to see if we need to make any changes to the dosage and whatnot. Would love to get some opinions and thoughts from other people who've got more experience in this than me! &#x200B; Thanks!",4.897240089753184,6.381081973821987,5.422860882572926,80.48278795811521,69.57591623036649,8.59850411368736,31.44390426327599,9.04235418022936,2.7349338818249804,791,34,146,15,14,254,121,191,0.027999999999999997,0.9,0.073,0.8811,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,10,0,12,5,1,1,2,31,29,9,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,9,4,14,4,25,18,8,26,0,1,1,1,8,7,0,6,15,93,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207847132545562,0.13545611789841394,0.15161565033608904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794694273921574,0.11422082152957047,0.0917356398806653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382523229808405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792732848306375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24669319683962754,0.0,0.14378620732033762,0.11492735001626744,0.0,0.11314627478278608,0.0,0.3494075670389481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407913694315225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312428987098548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809076491182885,0.0,0.0,0.11273170972860967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482183203282796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824185676372909,0.10693839192845778,0.0,0.0,0.17831584002399026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082744325629785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061187032532154,0.0,0.07441141217798368,0.0,0.22398620364247804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897945818332294,0.0,0.0,0.08265839312876865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538334095454372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456750206888015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361939398318369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688463298061278,0.07141468391043174,0.0,0.11006956968073298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106039654849106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883231705407413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890362222673503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506525769252802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026325601349482,0.0,0.0,0.07406001607485721,0.07142962346427101,0.0,0.08849986849614982,0.06500282859396456,0.0,0.21133332593735388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941970347057783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918968887717344,0.0,0.13545611789841394,0.0 adhd,CommanderSmoothies,2019/10/23,"Threw up roughly an hour after taking 60mg Vyvanse, should I take another? Hey guys. I took my 60mg Vyvanse at 9:30am. While I was getting ready for work, I felt dehydrated so I chugged some water and some green tea I had made earlier, and threw up at around 10:20 from drinking too much of it. Not really sure why I decided to chug it but oh well. I didn't see any of the pill in my vomit, and my vomit was mainly just tea and water. Since I threw up just under an hour after taking it and it takes two hours to kick in, should I take another?",1.1870813397129183,3.110047245614034,3.1500637958532707,90.93696172248804,80.9298245614035,6.250717703349283,20.012759170653904,7.348242739294969,0.4600807017543866,422,11,93,6,11,142,72,114,0.015,0.9390000000000001,0.046,0.4889,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,1,1,18,19,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,6,5,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,4,13,2,17,7,4,19,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,2,6,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746329102300332,0.3314086714434714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067689490433907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480559557396792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517300129892511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825622102895917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647086448933506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668721687493525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952828937663595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616750034312208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123568303628837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259264873866044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307209738471162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893790105164972,0.0,0.594080488971429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755730143509173,0.0,0.0,0.1543687158437382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420846061225755,0.0,0.14259414050170846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504501571276095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bookbringer,2019/10/23,"Any good tricks/ tips for getting through a lecture-heavy class? My night class is killing me. I can't concentrate, especially when we have 4 solid hours of lecture with no lab. I try to follow along, but it moves so fast, every time I space, we've moved on to a new question, leaving me with a notebook full of half-explained problems. We do get breaks & can bring food/ drink. Does anyone have any tips?",4.2318143459915625,5.769178784810129,4.033607594936711,89.59488396624474,71.27848101265823,6.279324894514768,29.62236286919831,6.42735559955562,1.3015299578059059,320,13,64,2,6,97,64,79,0.11,0.846,0.044000000000000004,-0.7149,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,8,10,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,10,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,33,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193246259449565,0.0,0.2911344507330577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967478825832706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732417096902573,0.0,0.0,0.20969598831746006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803536485942856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588405745656207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367362394310306,0.0,0.0,0.17954224335492802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108046557378974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368241856499452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266572073650707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550209464950603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067391822899256,0.0,0.2008795464103568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048252229946875,0.0,0.0,0.2397946825368024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481932278658943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453317751490044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,carolmandm,2019/10/23,"Got diagnosed and put on bupropion. Is anyone here taking this to fight ADHD? I think my doctor may be worried about my past (difficult childhood, abusive parents, depression, etc) I am also diagnosed with depression and was taking Zoloft, and she maintained that, and added bupropion. Wondering if this is somehow common medication for it",7.215357142857144,10.326745535714286,7.320857142857148,62.524142857142884,66.85714285714286,10.90857142857143,37.98571428571428,10.793553405168565,5.596211428571428,274,15,34,9,5,88,45,56,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.9468,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,10,11,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,5,7,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,29,9,1,0.0,0.2468158589068377,0.0,0.0,0.2503507480783497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658716770543033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565671330315666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35883793488659904,0.42286493679411424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321633372783425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323231352465357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660627264549988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985259650114088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313060135591995,0.0,0.198857538015522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094112678337197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31324965530237275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347802775404188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259056632001971,0.0,0.2115511211325888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sunriseslut,2019/10/23,"😭 So I’m in my first semester of nursing school. Today is the very first day I’ll be at the hospital and I just realized I FORGOT TO TAKE MY VYVANSE. I just needed to tell people who might understand how fucked my day is about to be.",0.8085999999999984,2.760722659999999,3.414000000000001,88.397,82.4,7.2,22.0,8.238735603445708,1.2853999999999997,183,6,40,4,5,64,36,50,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,0,7,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,5,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635891465861372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47954792923553996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606011048096315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990388408865324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901653347677893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542578949165368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852859144751845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194485001947053,0.0,0.2463827173828957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671970596302952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934555644979716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325872922500845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,daydreamerr97,2019/10/23,"ADHD is submitting assignments that you can never be proud of I'm 21 and just submitted by thesis...fair to say it was a dog's breakfast. Everytime i reread it i hate it so much because I know i could've written it so much better given if I hadn't procrastinated. I can't help but feel an enormous sense of shame that I just cannot submit anything of good quality. I've been like this throughout my whole academic life, and it's chipped away at my self esteem. What iss worse is that this year my supervisor constantly berated me for not being a good listener, for being the most difficult student theyve ever had, and a 'disappointment'. I'm sick of disappointing people and feeling like i'll never be good enough...when I really do in fact..try.",4.348144712430424,5.824577741496601,5.836784168212741,77.01784786641933,70.90476190476191,9.42708719851577,29.00989486703773,9.800150414767053,2.871780952380952,596,23,112,15,11,202,101,147,0.16,0.6890000000000001,0.15,-0.5441,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,12,1,1,5,0,14,3,0,0,3,16,23,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,4,13,7,11,13,4,9,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,2,7,72,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237826972933208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226951629138422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384816012752696,0.0,0.0,0.1127967129033772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636500084971345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995904008345025,0.0,0.14773682438469588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119247289292116,0.0,0.0,0.16737637481321208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712032677164595,0.13219032346168758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656002544028704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826855269721805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240262634131038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169138351067512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069696063663164,0.18079926312857994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720466701544005,0.0,0.2854235672268644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282812154851305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853930914189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714868637474496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930337324172504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562783780533604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658697379386745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856830244262407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191576294380014 adhd,Sawyer_UK,2019/10/23,"Experience with Lisdexamfetamine? Just got my official diagnosis for ADD and will be starting a prescription for Lisdexamfetamine soon, starting on 20MG and increasing dose up to 40MG in two week intervals. A few of the potential side effects concern me; Insomina: I’ve suffered with this for years and have only in the last 3-4 years got over it. Will destroy my work life if I get hit with it again. Anxiety: Again, I suffer with anxiety and would hate to see it get worse. What’s peoples experience with this?",5.197661290322582,7.639201602150539,6.199663978494628,71.31949596774196,70.61290322580646,10.241397849462368,33.13037634408602,10.411451182825502,4.066334408602152,411,20,71,13,8,136,65,93,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,0,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,14,14,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,1,5,0,16,7,2,16,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,1,9,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339950270519301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42707502488038346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281035828042092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491859999005471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155242626414714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779421561228488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419046345680654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602560609768616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134047472953166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395538977264202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090251569272894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324560615161134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510563594901785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892367813192834,0.0,0.22246449959711034,0.15507276688750035,0.0,0.0,0.2811537470797205 adhd,worktillyouburk,2019/10/23,"Controversial but use your prescribed meds for weightloss when combined with intermitant fasting I'm a big guy and my impulsivity does not help that. im sure i can't be the only one on here that could lose a few pounds. I'm prescribed Vyvanse 30mg and a side effect is hunger-reduction. So i would wake up have breakfast usually a doughnut to save time and then have lunch then dinner then snacks at night as my meds ware off I could eat everything in the kitchen. &#x200B; So 3 months ago I was 30, 256 lbs and going regularly to train at the gym and not losing anything weight wise no matter how hard I trained. I tried multiple trendy diets and it just made me miserable to not eat sugar or carbs etc. Then i started intermittent fasting. its 16 hours fasting with 8 hours to eat. yes it sounds like a lot but hear me out. My new routine i get up 7 am drink water, have a black coffee and get ready for work. At 12 i have phone reminder go off that its time to have my regular lunch, I get home have my dinner and dessert and snacks, at 8pm a reminder goes off that its time to stop eating. i've gotten used to the pattern now and am not hungry in the morning. Well, i get to eat all the snacks i want in that 8 hour period and am **now 238lbs** which is the lowest i've been in 8 years. on weekends i don't take meds so i have cheat days where i end up eating more, but unlike keto it won't change anything, as long as you start again on weekdays. Have a nice dinner with friends its ok to take a cheat night. how it works is: In a **fasting** state, blood glucose levels drop, which leads to a decrease in insulin production, signaling your body to start burning stored energy. No need for fancy equipment or anything just 2 phone reminders and some discipline that its past 8pm so only water or black coffee from now till lunch tomorrow. For me its realy worked and i've used the hunger stopping of my meds to help. &#x200B; /r/intermittentfasting",2.9399864253393666,4.882894905128207,3.739426847662141,88.68312217194571,75.58974358974359,6.434389140271492,24.547511312217196,7.285733465282438,0.9824977375565612,1543,51,316,18,34,491,207,390,0.11,0.7829999999999999,0.106,-0.1363,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,0,7,16,13,2,1,19,2,23,29,3,8,2,51,44,34,0,5,12,0,2,1,1,2,1,2,2,1,18,17,25,3,1,3,1,3,9,5,1,1,4,7,27,8,45,35,6,68,0,3,2,0,10,24,0,5,40,184,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009801087212507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136229035032982,0.19217722160019227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195223744790952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783800051353312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365419993656026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627494021723853,0.0,0.0,0.05099886637821482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692018241347963,0.0,0.0,0.07746648406476404,0.0,0.4855001512256928,0.0,0.0,0.07003977145940317,0.0,0.08819304338240656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107034446163414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109558444534172,0.0,0.16526028336474088,0.0,0.08988387282391201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782998036060735,0.0,0.0,0.07083849209130103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912682507167527,0.0,0.10600883742482513,0.0,0.07932183457735616,0.0,0.23362815334037815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854179745590789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038633590910674864,0.0,0.0,0.06998167650175985,0.0,0.17693645043746406,0.0,0.06722941737824864,0.0,0.07482565990769953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513520020541325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311942686112411,0.0,0.0,0.05863544806937501,0.0,0.07637417243375741,0.0,0.14841897840578988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358540268011308,0.12028499672035912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548904442302204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679157700181956,0.0,0.0,0.13222575271955736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453022286228783,0.0,0.11891385853711706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833331992479805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368887470865751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489440165778766,0.08709341288110277,0.0,0.04664234317785118,0.0,0.0,0.09629588594411136,0.07110075598516462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270951046827251,0.0,0.0,0.056174850659798166,0.0,0.19217722160019227,0.05092373751899252 adhd,flute-drama,2019/10/23,"How to bring this up to a doctor So I’m 18F and I’ve always had trouble in school. I tried my best, but I kind of just wrote it off as being a bad student (even though I wanted/want to be a good one). I’m in my first semester of college and I’ve been getting better, but I still have a lot of trouble reading/writing because I cannot stay focused or remember things (even tho I write almost everything down!!). I’ve been wondering if I have ADD or ADHD because it’s more then just the school stuff, though that is a huge part, it’s also quite a bit of stuff that I see being talked about on here. Anyway, the question I’m trying to ask— how do I bring this up to my doctor without sounding like one of those people that are like “I looked this up online so that automatically means that I have it.” I’m having some pretty big struggles and I’m quite honestly so tired of it. I need help.",1.4743315508021408,3.2365932245989333,3.339572192513373,90.71171122994656,79.32085561497325,5.683422459893047,21.695187165775398,6.522977012572876,0.3317401069518717,691,20,151,6,17,232,108,187,0.14300000000000002,0.726,0.131,-0.2862,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,17,11,0,1,8,0,14,3,0,2,0,24,28,19,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,17,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,3,4,3,15,7,22,21,6,16,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,8,5,109,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692049406078432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074760049329687,0.0,0.0,0.1044172660204786,0.1086452035441402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206589037830914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902100162959512,0.15918925836390502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702579487454306,0.11547908983048745,0.14254928368288555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672890948976099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248130694441985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734844095517065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106329031073604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821775225505977,0.0,0.0,0.1095164289877979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751872453628559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596919285086564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758040491318887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964642354747847,0.0,0.0,0.11100645952153494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222966744144516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681644950185199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695604292056946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139524171136664,0.0,0.09052121746043716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283724674296354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462689606132319,0.2777558223416633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791104277913766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264288847135099,0.10404786752629186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917089245913128,0.10427385419324904,0.0,0.0,0.13650074675507198,0.29894420903891544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104947706750136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674530843162756,0.0,0.25656991386215305,0.0,0.0,0.1500717032757324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729774046893895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586540425013396,0.1415982518630617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,th3rd-kind,2019/10/23,"Just started atomoxetine at 40mg per day, what should I expect when it finally starts working? So far I don’t feel really any difference in my attention, although that is expected. I’m simply wondering how I might feel once the drug begins to operate? Thanks.",5.078125,7.335440562500002,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,70.45833333333334,11.466666666666667,32.83333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.742233333333335,209,10,34,8,4,72,44,48,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.504,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,12,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033548260303068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050654468262087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924265305069627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32458470855764193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830426058035029,0.0,0.0,0.30660691715814675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969201275733685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980747877559806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930534607612916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962165906319517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576860346641948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035298576949438,0.2037639865512248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,onewingedangel__,2019/10/23,"Cross tolerance problem So before I start I don't want a talking to from you. I'm a 30/f professional who knows the consequences of what she does. I'm just looking for advice from anyone who may have been in this situation or knows more about it :) I developed a cocaine habit over the last year, before I knew I had ADHD. Not really a surprise since the cocaine makes me feel calm and focused not hyper and talkative like it does my friends. I enjoyed feeling this way and thus the habit formed. Now I'm in a pickle. I've been prescribed Adderall and it does next to nothing for me because I have a cross tolerance to it from the weekend cocaine binges. Mind you when I say binge I mean I do half a gram every weekend. My question? How long after I quit cocaine until my tolerance decreases and the Adderall actually has a chance at working. I know cocaine can stay in your system for two weeks but does the same go for tolerance? Sorry for my ignorance I just don't know, but what I do know is I'd rather have my medication work than ever do cocaine again. tl;dr I have ADHD and a cocaine habit. Ive developed cross tolerance to Adderall. How long after I quit until the Adderall works? Thanks!",2.6990786308973185,5.0480094425531945,4.111378353376505,83.78434782608697,77.97872340425532,6.810360777058281,27.66419981498613,7.893859768569023,1.9507095282146167,949,41,177,16,23,313,125,235,0.040999999999999995,0.826,0.133,0.945,0,0,7,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,5,11,8,0,0,17,0,17,1,0,4,1,35,35,15,0,3,8,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,10,2,0,4,4,2,0,2,4,4,28,6,24,30,3,29,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,18,121,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.11921497963140013,0.0,0.2936361010117966,0.11937778566197647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542029474412972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447037658897199,0.0,0.20790607064303146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276280884194592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050483071358748,0.102928903393628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354013555406318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943840293008052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942892979337721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33569221260821025,0.09958041440413673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968342900084129,0.0,0.0,0.2162235672324495,0.1025874551729942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154578662355169,0.0,0.0,0.1330730101433817,0.0,0.12306793308345162,0.0,0.0,0.1233513716254648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992338624613964,0.0,0.0,0.11722018177932017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689497692183914,0.0,0.0,0.13685225613959806,0.25987407570275284,0.0,0.0,0.0782617397721084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715015452876456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105577925831201,0.13731807416790495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367532134338241,0.0864686981956027,0.13021115718703308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819123883303084,0.0,0.11247270552230644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933701542752118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205581753776273,0.09696853453907044,0.09799303420975056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668117449821373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866996572230299 adhd,WalkingMed,2019/10/23,"Support groups? Does anyone go to any support groups for ADHD? If so do they help? If not what do you do? I feel like I'm wearing my friends out talking about this but I just feel so alone and no one can see the chaos that's my thoughts. I've started meds and it's been great and for a few hours every day I get to see what my life could have been like (and obviously what it is going to be in the future). But then in the afternoon the meds wear off and my mind fractures into 10 different streams and everything becomes cumbersome irritating again and shit just seems to fall out my bag and I lose stuff and tonight I'm experiencing insomnia after I fell asleep in the afternoon from cognitive fatigue. And I'm just so sick of it. I don't want to be a different person but I want this shit fine tuned to maximum performance and I want like minded friends to talk about it to.",2.1221360499507083,4.218819938547487,3.4147946105816622,89.33423923759449,78.66480446927375,7.116792638843247,25.05455142951035,8.124751697461798,1.4527802168912256,695,26,149,13,17,226,103,179,0.201,0.6659999999999999,0.133,-0.9542,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,9,13,2,0,7,0,12,9,5,0,1,34,30,20,0,6,9,0,2,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,11,14,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,3,5,15,9,22,24,1,21,0,2,2,0,10,7,2,3,13,95,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126701872397015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897754013229865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125194322302103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382685728656504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819929414473149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713761400007904,0.0,0.0,0.08653968635535937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280394267992378,0.0,0.0,0.1174281818625326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305856012678135,0.0,0.12059886337992087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569822841884507,0.09586341055162807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734549965823454,0.0,0.07010730877486568,0.0,0.15252343267592916,0.0,0.0,0.14794193589101662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994289670681281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214742829718198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478043526378586,0.19667136218654685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012122830468996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810360717234186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709817749112814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092876509787516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716714593849638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385975746484734,0.12215904840392686,0.0,0.0,0.2754826030655284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497843843381762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361231700502676,0.0,0.30454824142040354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570928502119102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652970135146024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374413807292692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JewishBaconator,2019/10/23,"recently diagnosed and seeking wisdom so i was just recently diagnosed with ADHD and i never really knew anything about it. i know other people who have it, but i just figured it meant they moved around a lot. i never knew anything more than that. my whole life i’ve had problems with focusing, and being able to complete tasks, or even just finishing anything. my dad always said i was lazy and that i just needed to apply myself. but anyway i have a really hard time with getting stuff done and doing things i don’t enjoy and sometimes even things i like feel like chores and it’s weird too cause now that i know that i have it i’ve been doing a bunch of research and every description of the symptoms sounds exactly like me - i feel so understood like maybe i understand myself better now. it’s so strange. aaaanyway sorry for the long background thing that probably nobody cares about but as i said in the title i was wondering if anyone has any tips or tricks or advice - it would be greatly appreciated :) also i have a doctors appointment coming up to look into medications but i’ve heard from some people that meds are bad i was wondering if anyone could tell me their take on it anyway thank you for reading have a nice day :)",3.611856702619416,6.006877889830508,4.593636363636363,81.23495377503853,75.18644067796609,7.3417565485362095,24.710323574730353,8.296473431620573,1.8109728813559327,986,33,173,18,22,320,139,236,0.086,0.728,0.18600000000000005,0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,18,15,1,0,8,0,21,6,0,1,3,49,42,22,0,6,13,1,3,4,0,1,6,4,1,0,20,14,0,0,12,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,14,8,27,11,20,24,5,17,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,9,14,135,47,3,0.11120340804936572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336448863780612,0.10866668332596094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892932524039303,0.0925301438163556,0.0,0.0,0.07562213080091659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551201703228018,0.0,0.27453278904058553,0.0989946096555476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285020075176303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835037757056292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337928582496755,0.1142365324552434,0.0,0.0957918894118546,0.1165946576063842,0.0,0.0,0.0887868726237506,0.0,0.0,0.07171699856342657,0.0,0.0,0.2257382367135124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138214002303892,0.0,0.11379969543312082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468976044645731,0.0,0.09369366744525204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245556879662938,0.07944373692995843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058099190954386565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260214995694302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961641103687947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222896968713493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854625578074928,0.2173134722872532,0.0,0.0,0.09841151675651376,0.09338285546747847,0.0,0.0,0.0945411608520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171877013952558,0.0,0.12352191732901467,0.11202573441785328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181916239949104,0.0,0.08245591801533765,0.17153384752064094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418888265311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989608219628416,0.10640664315494136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123350127088616,0.0,0.14247950144485302,0.0,0.2195998995392814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115598127583112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099830140246038,0.124483110954153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730129703424647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558291998776088,0.08361112341823446,0.0,0.0971966801237624,0.1023811574827981,0.0,0.0,0.22163580911268504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484360150770369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576666957821112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415463378446825,0.0,0.0,0.2411907048194823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899571049662359,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Teletubbie10,2019/10/23,"At work I'm slow, have issues remembering how to do new tasks and second-guess myself Hi all, For background, I have worked in customer service for an internet/phone provider and in Fast Food. I have been fired from 3 jobs in 5 years for being too slow or simply because 'the job just isn't for you'. I now currently work at a cafe and have for 3 months. The issue I am having is that I have a terrible working memory and am hesitant when doing tasks I am not confident in. I only feel confident in certain tasks when I have done it like 100 times. I am usually told to 'speed' up during lunchtime rush and forget how to make certain drinks or how to work certain parts of the coffee machine. If I ask a question relating to a task my manager usually says, 'what do you think?'- which I 100% understand that she wants me to think for myself. I guess I am slow and hesitant because I don't want to make mistakes during busy hours and sometimes I generally don't remember things and need my memory jogged. Anyone else? How do you manage and overcome this? Thanks",4.456554487179488,5.726244495192312,5.362230769230768,81.31610256410258,70.39423076923076,8.815897435897437,29.251282051282054,9.21078282632365,2.4892758974358977,837,32,161,17,15,274,120,208,0.11,0.8290000000000001,0.061,-0.8378,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,5,9,7,0,0,8,0,23,2,0,6,4,38,37,18,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,2,0,7,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,3,24,5,23,33,2,26,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,17,109,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915522299773633,0.13064505747869642,0.0,0.0,0.11920098236778627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545305834879422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048299953962214,0.0,0.12490742641243555,0.0,0.0,0.10651497721637368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447091038192654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418087050459708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28092466724483783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556781479346885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661664622890694,0.2530602402083423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229303513618754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022261074434425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177414479350402,0.0,0.0,0.09454415032909697,0.0,0.12314617654655365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697412731296436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807667041046295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283600226874285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28887908895227105,0.0,0.0,0.1013979607214102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610678362291886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739047695909613,0.0,0.0,0.08470938071889111,0.16340150838007056,0.0,0.0,0.07434982662716877,0.0,0.0,0.12183753342924487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273833673970367,0.0,0.0,0.2808598890678813,0.0,0.15041279124841506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464129761620698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210974169786746 adhd,Secur777,2019/10/23,"Adderall... does the levo part dominate over time? I have been taking 40mg xr for a year now. Lately I've been getting less of a mind effect and more body effect. This month has been the worst yet. Less of the benefits and tons of jitters and some other effects that were never present before like feeling my heartbeat to hard. Is this due to levoaphetamine taking over? I read it is responsible for the body effects. I have been drinking less and not smoking. I made the change a month ago to stop partying. Its my tolerance for dex too high? Maybe the levo tolerance is still low and therefore I feel it more? Do they absorb at different rates, are they affected differently by the same foods? I don't have a family doctor but get my prescription from a clinic. I rarely get to see the same doctor. I am worried if I tell someone they may over react and change my dose when it could be as easy as don't eat pizza because one is more fat soluble or something.",3.9203921568627456,5.6911623582887705,4.605689839572194,84.24657397504457,72.475935828877,7.553511586452763,26.905169340463466,8.238735603445708,1.788250196078431,759,27,145,12,15,243,118,187,0.081,0.845,0.07400000000000001,0.3763,2,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,4,5,4,0,0,13,0,21,11,3,8,1,28,30,12,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,6,5,1,6,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,4,16,2,18,21,12,20,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,4,15,105,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623112034868367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680717086817409,0.0,0.12117393939372745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31635389010505305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012856783947329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369671533663765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975603625999247,0.0,0.29150974595202256,0.12461728488477852,0.0,0.0,0.13950012206205367,0.0,0.14571318847281065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424429308502508,0.0,0.1440058469867742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721935266203168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319810282841784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756456437556554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045593593854314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063609049181313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957061124949103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347445778198891,0.0,0.0,0.14306233377697636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378581234542914,0.0,0.2273284468223013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982949650000108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649554003729706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542079036404186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244091898007008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347626225102035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065707689498972,0.10962831148650602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372272691093648,0.11905476843833675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214137739450382,0.0,0.1244659592699912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830359746228025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461653218356585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170246572461474 adhd,MrE761,2019/10/23,"Over explaining? Do you/people with ADHD over explain things or is that just me? I’ve recently gotten feedback that I tend to over explain or add personal experiences/stories to my explanations/responses. This is seen as a “waste of time” and not needed because “everyone got it already”. I guess I never took this to be bad or an issue as things can away be misinterpreted, but my manager feels differently. I mean at least I’m focused enough to respond... Thanks for your input!",4.46215909090909,6.966525443181819,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,72.97727272727272,8.945454545454545,31.45454545454545,9.516144504307137,3.4749954545454536,381,18,63,10,8,128,68,88,0.067,0.8420000000000001,0.091,0.6251,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,20,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,8,1,14,14,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,3,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713161682438277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491285785199365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121062310604825,0.0,0.1884977522998885,0.13761943544525548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358681241557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326743753113685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572058786973589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414957523055012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055857969881825,0.0,0.2486969025860964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356317634645413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24591566966300135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739603236043518,0.17411779640324934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565115507259277,0.1971223957113628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229079050626063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784681031507526,0.0,0.0,0.29996597751829124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164078307067867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508244496781051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jessurah,2019/10/23,"Why is no one talking about food? Food is so important. How are we not talking about how to manage your food intake if you’re on medication with widely known side effects of appetite suppression? Even though I can get through the day without coffee and don’t eat as much now that I’m on dexies, I feel like I’m cheating. It’s fake energy. Yes, my brain needs it. I’m not saying the mental stimulation is fake cognition or anything. But how do you ensure you eat enough, and eat well? Before I was medicated I would feel flat and get hangry if I didn’t eat enough. I used to eat very healthy and cook a lot but my enjoyment of food has gone away with the dexies side effects. I’m forcing myself to eat portion sizes that used to not be an issue. If anyone has recipes or other tips, please share!",3.2105961538461543,4.873644675000001,4.181250000000002,87.00644230769232,74.125,6.9230769230769225,24.80769230769231,7.61054688173877,1.1555961538461532,628,20,128,8,13,203,101,160,0.049,0.805,0.145,0.9282,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,2,10,7,1,0,5,1,13,14,1,8,0,33,25,17,0,5,11,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,7,11,1,5,1,0,1,7,3,1,1,3,3,13,4,16,20,5,9,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,6,3,80,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225866088537979,0.0,0.08504110950724134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709258151675088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793586055636407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536310153934155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666466087676842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344638799503234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135584379625059,0.0,0.06825597396551628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450496322302114,0.07382706694747086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998429867462597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798315955265413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078614998141804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048735396625177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785710341988053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821103624564286,0.1041437547070021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759677683069838,0.0766262869142287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002675984197679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343774774674165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821811735967894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612369343852934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153233223443196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785074583776572,0.0,0.08526742019926638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291626664968468,0.0,0.09324947679489816,0.0,0.0,0.09961735457425193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341071597046167,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,monike14,2019/10/23,"ADHD and Autism let’s talk about it On September 16th 2018 it was my sons birthday although he didn’t understand the day nor take heed to the fact that we made the day all about him. It was on this very same day he threw a tantrum and injured himself but smashing his head in to our living room wall, I didn’t have a clue what was going on. We made an appointment with the doctor this very day, it was on this very same day my son got diagnosed with autism. My world crumbled in that very moment, I became speechless and overwhelmed, I mean I had heard of the condition before but never really understood it and never in a million thought it would happen to me so it was very hard to swallow at the time. After his diagnosis it’s like overnight he became someone different, he became harder to cope with, at first I thought it was maybe me? Was I treating him differently because he had now been diagnosed with a disability and I subconsciously started to treat him like he was different. I asked myself this question a million and one times. Tantrums got worse, he now began to do things I’ve never seen before like smear or sit in a corner and cover his ears, he didn’t sleep during the nights and became very aggressive and I just would wonder what was happening to my boy. I had a breakdown as the days and nights became longer. 3 months in to his diagnosis I went to a mothers autistic group where I sat with other mothers like me and just talked as no one else knew what I was going through except them, I cried and screamed, asked questions compared notes and realised with their help that the support I should have been getting just wasn’t there. I found out a lot from these mothers, ways to control my sons behaviour, but more importantly ways to try help myself help him. It was only through support how I managed with an autistic son today and so I’ve embarked on a journey to help others with autistic kids get the help and support they need in order to cope. So I came up with an idea I want to be able to start a local outreach service where we can drop in on parents of autistic or ADHD children and give the physical help and support they may need, we want to be able to then take this nationally being able to employ these very same parents who cannot work due to the strains and commitments of having an autistic or a child or teenager with ADHD I want to also provide a call centre where parents/guardians of autistic or ADHD children can call up 24/7 in order to get advice support or just have someone to talk to, god knows I’ve needed a service like this 3am in the morning when my son is running around like a canon ball and had I not had the support of the other mothers I honestly do not no how I would have coped. So we are asking you for this pledge if you can help us fund this cause we would be so grateful. With just a small donation you are already helping others out there who need the advice and support, you are already helping the families of autistic and children with ADHD but you are also bringing autism and ADHD to the forefront of the conversation. Lets get [Please help us fund ADHD and Autism Outreach Service ](gf.me/u/v5z4vw)talking about it! [Please find ADHD and Autism outreach ](gf.me/u/v5z4vw) Thank you",8.536666666666669,7.1291230700637005,7.774955414012741,76.6045456475584,61.92993630573248,10.029384288747345,37.49384288747346,8.447377352677275,3.069496008492569,2600,104,481,26,30,809,261,628,0.053,0.775,0.171,0.9976,7,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,9,6,4,3,26,23,3,2,39,0,50,8,3,6,6,107,102,50,0,13,19,11,1,6,0,6,4,3,1,6,34,46,1,1,13,1,3,8,13,6,0,5,38,5,62,17,77,52,6,72,0,1,1,0,79,32,0,12,32,340,96,8,0.1446433594276972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635552255130948,0.0942292111956088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641169594229767,0.07711416151741537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292108535455277,0.1352220156466357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029391083125333374,0.0,0.08205389692410472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984646947151746,0.05514448991822078,0.0,0.049529524659778966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407660895755236,0.0,0.0,0.05296131280080508,0.1865660015685917,0.0,0.0,0.09787331006687736,0.0,0.15112152483220334,0.0,0.049349535812725685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027698885711516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545229544636789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406713669383891,0.04101118921270162,0.0,0.05286465926768584,0.0,0.0,0.1007602471552931,0.046251696802922716,0.0548027696468576,0.0,0.07712300530445249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527176336658826,0.0,0.043190679732010136,0.0,0.04948193879434084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32317131624408224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054428248914549913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02649740253027285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860508993483214,0.0,0.14133087839615616,0.0,0.042574245454615516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099020389664882,0.0,0.0912433626804042,0.0,0.0,0.048437898644671545,0.0525196740235318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038484316505681584,0.0,0.0,0.1430016243283801,0.11155787577090086,0.0,0.0,0.0904919962753384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534272249851489,0.03666926424138898,0.0,0.0,0.10707288883795664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584998204398756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802244383128252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030887413284759375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04824927304400834,0.0,0.08170389937176341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825287618547292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829923304134485,0.0,0.0,0.07250253680096164,0.1550118044198767,0.0,0.04438939063760257,0.0,0.0,0.03203154028167439,0.0,0.0,0.07655378037703929,0.05622847071558283,0.0,0.04570166401112022,0.0,0.0,0.03273444880397732,0.0,0.0,0.05019294609542668,0.11599210128293867,0.0,0.0,0.278473812880427,0.08531440097067487,0.07654077741300494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044695281103094384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228651774223956,0.035100696119153334,0.0,0.04913464682824309,0.13700065668895192,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MidnightColors,2019/10/23,"I ugly cried in front of my professor today when she asked me how I was doing lately. I’m a third year in vet med school with diagnosed ADHD, and today, I broke down in front of my professor. It was the combination of lack of sleep, feeling like I’m falling behind in class, and the stress of learning such a large amount of information in such a short amount of time. I’m the only one in my year who has a learning disability and often, I feel ashamed that I’m not as efficient and focused as they are. I’m embarrassed that I feel so stressed and out of control when they seem to be doing just fine. Imposter syndrome feels so real. I’ve only been getting less than five hours of sleep every night lately and I came into my tutorial room like a dead zombie today. I think people knew something was up so when the professor pulled me aside, asked me how I was dealing with schoolwork lately. I smiled and said I was okay, then the tears just came pouring out. I’m better now, thanks to reading the posts on this subreddit. I really want to thank all of you for making me feel like I’m not alone in my struggles.",5.691228009658502,5.624642358744396,6.286547085201793,80.5440255260435,67.11659192825114,9.014004829251467,29.70989996550535,8.617729084823388,2.0967553639185934,878,28,175,12,13,287,124,223,0.147,0.7240000000000001,0.129,-0.7544,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,14,14,0,5,11,1,11,3,2,4,1,38,36,18,1,2,4,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,14,0,1,11,1,0,6,2,6,0,3,10,6,24,8,33,25,5,38,0,1,0,0,10,15,0,2,19,114,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361295574072313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731444642216532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178592039459432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001788675373712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910336780972354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704289695498333,0.0,0.0,0.12442271685406107,0.0,0.1167772791369678,0.0,0.11496753481001032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543558176331553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863657417642994,0.16184144474422718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917934733369029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154897677739094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833233789072189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601525656623606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560917614174863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258183862607682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629702545774153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675526370054989,0.17229518079029688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852774962637953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848216937713694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330150900070747,0.12892703261383312,0.07256421101075049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107746523104805,0.0,0.0,0.114636153816315,0.0,0.10311753341815426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670531831218774,0.0,0.0,0.08720143909180086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595027663749217,0.11841529274262112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856917212002246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257939103925218,0.0,0.0,0.06604914720765266,0.0,0.3221025820716781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681008579144555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458854354504445 adhd,Marimowee,2019/10/23,"Finally asked for help In my mind I know that I had a lot on my plate between work, two modules for a second degree, extra work, and still struggling with my health and doing everything to help family financially. Since my classes started i September, I had been in and out of the hospital (thanks for great insurance and a supportive company) for one thing or another. But for the last week, I had been dealing with another health crisis which has caused chronic pain. And for the last 2 nights I had woken up in the middle of the night in pain, with my entire body tensing up and not able to get back to sleep and all the while freaking out. Last night was so bad that I was bawling my eyes out and even typed out text messages to my mom (in another country) freaking out but something clicked and I didnt send it because I didnt want to freak her out. And then I immediately went to an email that I got months ago with the number of a mental health company that we can call for free in times of need. After 30 minutes on the phone, I realised that I had been having panic attacks. I had never had them before, so it was a surprise. Right then and there I sent an email to my course tutor and asked to defer one module for next term before any feelings of failure or guilt set in. I also made sure that I set up a face to face meeting with a therapist for the first time in the morning. I am so proud that I was able to make these decisions quickly and stay on course to focusing on getting myself all the professional help I need instead of brushing things off or rug sweeping. Wish me luck 🤞.",7.1253301886792455,5.952580361635222,7.263765723270443,78.38451650943398,64.56603773584905,10.214150943396227,34.340408805031444,9.188382445141503,2.838508805031447,1257,46,251,18,16,407,170,318,0.10800000000000001,0.775,0.11699999999999999,0.728,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,4,10,18,1,3,20,0,21,11,5,3,4,48,40,25,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,13,25,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,10,0,5,21,4,33,9,55,19,5,54,0,0,2,0,18,24,0,5,24,184,46,6,0.1969714364676033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730164692606031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875899328966122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697366561816667,0.3098125880883097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414170390778653,0.11204172235086474,0.0,0.07572943816120724,0.08223146097402552,0.060035979723937774,0.0,0.16760818480212972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939543094186374,0.0,0.0,0.10056492968012888,0.0,0.0,0.101171961765769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153445100567378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504888805249574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851261315276994,0.0,0.09284357014636632,0.0,0.04979733830374234,0.0,0.0,0.10788629038125383,0.0,0.08377190161821921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290944585808832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876802571315134,0.10858085203789453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140571392481664,0.0,0.0,0.19803870282682484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412517511725538,0.2408370152227776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837290357597657,0.0,0.09318956787786828,0.06573998167519791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925043989153068,0.0,0.09944250029377416,0.11534528289310228,0.07861036068566107,0.0,0.0,0.14605182432471886,0.07595825735384958,0.0,0.10474067863776128,0.2772665248707084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347294301129084,0.0,0.2095914959203853,0.11555177041395046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410626525484448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146840384633137,0.0,0.0985568434416779,0.0,0.0,0.07581911747323658,0.0,0.0,0.06970869826909466,0.10497267169545686,0.07865082180070253,0.0,0.0,0.10295865623993654,0.0,0.0,0.11176042594315473,0.09282162390475812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067241737614028,0.0,0.11434950965551342,0.13085907005717315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148556286065919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962062361798621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058089428291268966,0.0,0.07899930260020913,0.0,0.0,0.09129724748892316,0.0,0.0,0.1132537155504682,0.0,0.0,0.14339755166690127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Smashyland,2019/10/23,"I accidentally took to much medicine yesterday Im being put Ritalin, I was taking 20mg IR two times daily for one month, my consultant now would like to change it to a long lasting tablet and one immediate when it finishes, so right now I'm taking 18mg or something of long acting and then 20mg immediate later after. Then I'm switching to 28 mg LA. Yesterday I had taken my 18mg, I was doing an extended job so I had to take my 20mg add, I took the two tablets thinking they were 10mil and cracked on. About half an hour later I didn't even rember taking the tablets and was thinking shit need to get that sorted, so I went to my cabnet I got the two tablets, took the first then remembers fuck I have taken it already! So I put the other down. I wasn't to stressed it was just 10mil more than my normal amount. Later on I realised I felt almost lightheaded and couldn't walk properly. Also the effects of the medicine seemed to be going on for far more time than previous. I finally got to sleep. When I woke up to go take my other medicine I looked at the packet of the Ritalin and notice that I had got the tablets the wrong way round and rather than taking 20mgs (10mg x 2) I had taken 40... (20mg x 2) plus the 10mg I didnt mean to use... So 50mg immediate release... I'm really scared of the psychological issues with this because I know stimulant psychotic disorder is a thing and I just hope I will be alright. Should I leave the Ritalin today and not use anything...",2.8830940594059413,4.327158831683171,4.677644389438946,84.0127042079208,74.54455445544555,7.9542904290429055,26.48638613861386,8.59863814320734,1.837781188118812,1158,42,241,22,24,394,155,303,0.07200000000000001,0.894,0.034,-0.8897,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,15,8,2,2,18,1,22,6,2,4,0,36,57,22,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,8,0,0,10,5,5,0,7,24,3,31,3,31,26,4,43,0,0,2,1,2,8,2,5,25,150,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064571463533063,0.0,0.1109146983617659,0.08037738604187443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271072902074529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061269639403917386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632569111624933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519255919978655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638555634352514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650485222431096,0.11010321041950308,0.0,0.0854933029814822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291938449745953,0.05251204917430529,0.0,0.11424369494245472,0.0,0.2411598122090277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982858130543863,0.09898158086888996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856747402559297,0.10490577245046627,0.09974013911160927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523737560971058,0.08192863205068886,0.0,0.10642501524357592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910384962135897,0.0,0.0,0.1778954344232859,0.08440263999881112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948427709557512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022569923518569,0.0,0.07388602447872185,0.07452649770860502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847793943377398,0.0,0.1144306966225756,0.0,0.0,0.13621563479242607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207955448228165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438893952995511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385763522081975,0.0858345373469413,0.0,0.0,0.10062751248218207,0.0,0.0,0.091500045700986,0.0,0.0,0.10317152556303047,0.0,0.0,0.10058205573102748,0.0,0.0,0.07737709968038085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513325714721427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534236727569173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677402510963037,0.12880481867445695,0.0,0.0,0.11721575929292714,0.0,0.0952712243430996,0.0,0.3350091548277749,0.0,0.0,0.2945494398318935,0.0,0.0,0.17361582067316705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977973815718513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931732847192325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139904301618652,0.10989132610476864,0.0,0.0 adhd,bootsmegamix,2019/10/23,"I'm at a breaking point and don't know where to start I believe that I've gone my whole life (34) with undiagnosed ADHD. Every list of symptoms I've seen matches up to my daily experience (inability to sit still, inability to pay full attention to conversation, constantly losing things, very easily distracted, impulsivity, mood swings and anger/frustration issues, etc.) Living like this has caused me to develop related anxiety and depression issues that are coming to a head. Today, I was supposed to go on a long group trip that I bailed on after sitting in the seat for less than 30 seconds because I didn't want to be crammed in seats for 2-3 hours, even next to my wife and friends. I had used the bathroom right before leaving and when I got to the bus not 15 minutes later, I felt a huge wave of anxiety and had a desperate urge to pee. I panicked and ran out, basically saying fuck the money I'd spent on the tickets. I've spent the morning isolated, not even making eye contact or conversation with my wife because I'm just so thoroughly embarrassed and humiliated, although she keeps reassuring me that it's not my fault and she's not upset, I can't accept it. I feel hopeless, like there's no solution. I feel like I've lost control of my body and my life, and for the first time ever I just genuinely wished I were dead. Every time I've begun to research how to get started with treatment, I feel completely overwhelmed. I just recently got health insurance (NY Essentials Plan). I find myself quickly flipping through pages without reading them, desperate to find a solution to just jump out at me. In the end, much like a lot of things in my life, it gets to be too much and I put it on the back burner and save it for another day, for when I'm feeling more up to it. I feel like I'm running out of ""other days"". I'm at a loss and don't know where else to turn. I've been subbed to r/ADHD for several weeks and this seems like a pretty supportive community. I live in Buffalo NY but I'm overseas for work until December. I told myself after this morning's incident that I'd be looking for a doctor and setting up an appointment for when I get home. But the idea that I might be wasting money and time on shitty doctors who don't believe me causes me to freeze up and not send any emails or make any calls. I don't really know what I'm asking for here other than some direction. There's too much information that gets pulled up from Google searches and I just don't know what's relevant and what's not, and I hate the idea of opening up to a stranger who won't listen to me. Thanks for listening",6.3310504285429525,6.031373269749519,7.213932629061192,75.21797687861273,65.82080924855491,10.626828782140725,34.274201049764144,10.245366335075165,3.3926984386419505,2073,85,401,45,29,696,262,519,0.08900000000000001,0.823,0.08800000000000001,-0.3856,0,0,0,1,0,1,53.0,0,0,1,7,23,25,2,4,23,0,20,12,4,7,1,78,70,32,1,2,16,2,7,6,1,2,7,3,1,0,25,29,0,2,18,2,5,10,16,12,0,2,16,13,44,12,73,48,11,71,0,6,3,1,22,29,1,6,34,253,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731304233411648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164836231674018,0.08607877879040064,0.1255976244871151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674329710699662,0.0,0.0,0.06312233078349072,0.0,0.10008290205397537,0.0,0.06985275171709936,0.18497518864974904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118375556167944,0.0,0.0,0.08382331772981935,0.0,0.0,0.16865858750989424,0.0,0.07071347674806737,0.08607005937788301,0.08871039105821182,0.09207118932348722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588283290982768,0.0,0.07070420717817053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680456871253244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857586557164334,0.0,0.0727075908264345,0.0,0.09155232203609827,0.10843966437483044,0.07425532577766554,0.13832914279089412,0.0,0.0,0.08030001086574823,0.0,0.0,0.20753647041821047,0.1172905739445824,0.07881950805378451,0.0,0.15005799230744066,0.06982591991572461,0.0,0.0,0.06342271915790794,0.07589110812508165,0.17155505811021662,0.0,0.04665377763949632,0.0,0.13131013500044647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104712110847419,0.08424827374813948,0.08725809104045583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234320832122376,0.0,0.08084235487287174,0.0,0.0,0.1853397876442671,0.0,0.17136177479094727,0.0,0.0729655810049411,0.0,0.0,0.1804586058168264,0.0,0.0,0.08692171588033394,0.0,0.0,0.17394830186257096,0.24063088113164524,0.0,0.14497437946352848,0.0726472830281451,0.06893513030499299,0.09183798556614016,0.08961119891488373,0.06979019017888356,0.0,0.0,0.10959175110130806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708477665087841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810373250847486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873039061690389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760181483087902,0.0,0.0,0.08351529048840811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825233690581671,0.0,0.0,0.08211245914470415,0.0,0.0525891125770508,0.0,0.08105421286338661,0.0,0.0,0.07010462014889025,0.0,0.06528145717521969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473187537023877,0.0,0.09273861006630313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162077949465721,0.0,0.06555737518518236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315503648489197,0.0,0.08532319568191737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557766783337007,0.0,0.0,0.10907422142212804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360244491352006,0.0,0.07781195309175518,0.07844074638491436,0.0,0.0,0.08929061305523471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089961416658082,0.0,0.06773304878183599,0.04841895300767792,0.0,0.06584784241737449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165082621490007,0.09439972973545772,0.07913206616462536,0.0,0.05976267558325531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Evi588,2019/10/23,"So, I had a rough Monday morning Before you go on and read the post, please know that English is not my first language. 🙃 It is my first post on Reddit, so kind of nervous! I don't know if this is the place to tell the story, but I thought it (maybe) would be relatable to someone and I just wanted to tell somebody. So, let's begin! I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 18 and failing at school. That was also the year I switched studies. I always feared people would think I was stupid or dumb, because I wasn't a very good student in high school. This year, I'm in my last year of Social Work. I got into a minor at a University, what means I have to take tests en visit lectures that are more difficult then what I normally do at school now. At monday, I had to take my first ever test at the Uni. I really prepared myself for that exam en was so nervous I slept really bad the night before. I decided that I could take the car and drive, so I wasn't depending on the trains and bus. It took me one hour and a half (normally a 36 min drive) to get there, so my stress level was already through the roof. I ran into the building, only to see I mixed up the dates and had studied for the exam that was taking place this Thursday 😭. I really had to hold back some tears because I had made myself so nervous and couldn't believe my mistake... it sucks. One positive thing; I am going to kick some ass at that test tomorrow!",2.6382341593708283,3.9712386996587057,4.158465647722217,87.93822970767178,74.9726962457338,6.870396201216797,24.34322599792254,7.423996415210882,1.0181907998219328,1101,34,233,13,23,367,157,293,0.179,0.79,0.031,-0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,5,14,14,3,5,18,0,28,3,2,2,1,36,50,21,0,9,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,6,1,0,8,5,12,0,6,20,2,34,2,29,24,3,49,0,1,1,1,5,18,3,5,21,162,51,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676145112892326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163952017134956,0.08434898349570309,0.08776434041889868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110440297409259,0.08806791268923123,0.1285941744902305,0.0,0.1795043260853291,0.1188351416546694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421386796010659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705574764806924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954089272384638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118689633271663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269153062470381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055106768050673625,0.0,0.11988869026132527,0.08846812230640479,0.08435865700355373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144100588506442,0.0,0.0,0.10387244649557276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983684634543517,0.11593351595738895,0.08597687948036595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078561828313094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998037810614558,0.0,0.0,0.10596464859241794,0.11489410064868898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898192173947112,0.20668783838436305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429463048845265,0.08021912197276428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312366018167814,0.0,0.22039958684784075,0.1157807880259764,0.0,0.0,0.20203337869853435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550437369793067,0.0,0.20271155352906844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202415144741215,0.08405058085907993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751932624930112,0.08936932885002008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208222074036789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172187914480429,0.0,0.184381049680393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007345497624906,0.06758465321874653,0.0,0.08373602760497205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718752857823278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702860643578574,0.06221237757819682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678766077158244,0.0,0.0,0.14985400739068047,0.0,0.0,0.20376892992775056 adhd,lliW_james,2019/10/23,How do we stay awake for a longer duration? I can’t sleep so now I’m moving on to staying up for the rest of the night since I have two classes tomorrow and work which I can sleep after school before work. But if I drink coffee or anything would that help or maybe go on a quick run or something. Idk I just need help ASAP,2.740000000000002,3.6146438695652208,3.8151884057971017,92.2888695652174,74.07246376811594,6.679420289855073,22.495652173913044,6.742157984588678,0.3723600000000005,253,6,58,2,5,82,55,69,0.022000000000000002,0.893,0.085,0.6124,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,2,1,0,11,8,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,8,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,5,38,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356078432666489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946869481169211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661129742757614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986489258011145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827367693726868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118872296149652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416372594057948,0.0,0.1563869349063601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792454802556209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345196475420766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446675559375366,0.0,0.4221242077913956,0.0,0.0,0.16236865843705775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496035417917256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602821586939413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708967425705275,0.0,0.0,0.14982426164995444,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,desmind_dkw,2019/10/23,"What if AD(H)D is actually a coping mechanism regid enough to change brain structures from a young age? It is known that repeated (coping) behavior can lead to changes in brain structures and neural pathways. What if AD(H)D is actually a deeply rooted coping mechanism, regid enough to have made observable changes to the brain from a very young age? Would this mean that psychological approaches focussing on changing coping mechanisms and dewiring and rewiring pathways (such as Schema Therapy) could be used to treat AD(H)D and could AD(H)D be prevented by focussing on recognizing early child coping styles and preventing these styles from ingraining into the childs behavioural make up? A coping style is a defence mechanism, so I think best would be not to focus on the childs behaviour, because that would certainly hinder the child from developing properly, but to focus on finding out what types of parental behaviour causes the child to create such coping styles",15.482770833333333,12.525677068750005,12.141250000000005,55.51208333333335,50.1875,15.91666666666667,49.79166666666667,13.816669648895859,6.833666666666668,801,37,112,21,6,235,91,160,0.006999999999999999,0.92,0.07400000000000001,0.8262,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,11,0,14,4,4,6,1,30,19,10,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,9,7,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,23,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,6,73,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.264224224250846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252686677768294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207377601906834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533891699448125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907335315711258,0.5728596565061386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618107319488544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797690700941949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237355800634563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810056717139293,0.09036772173325876,0.0,0.0,0.14746935738518074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032433467916764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548197201980432,0.0,0.0,0.08674653722860719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692552659512193,0.0,0.11170332151740096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885118650138884,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bleedslove,2019/10/23,"DAE find it difficult to do chores without getting completely distracted or sidetracked by an idea, finding nostalgic items or the sudden urge to dance to Earth Wind & Fire? I cannot for the life of me do chores for more than 15 min at a time without breaking out into song or dance, or finding old birthday cards from ex-friends and sobbing for my past. Anyone else?",10.153238095238095,7.7945396571428605,8.681428571428572,74.38023809523811,59.57142857142857,11.61904761904762,43.33333333333333,9.725611199111238,4.2034761904761915,296,14,54,4,3,90,57,70,0.109,0.86,0.031,-0.6815,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,4,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,15,4,2,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,33,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379129775096528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353424067645166,0.2249838991332266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302236517041797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342947948210173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020717170312659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964563648592365,0.0,0.11472058992388105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478771539485249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509463473517227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041047059560296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961231658753976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803786241348994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233312576056668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thedoughnutsayshello,2019/10/23,"I'll be going to therapy in a few hours. For the first time in almost twenty years I'm going to try get help. Not sure what to expect but anything new will surely be better than infinite procrastination followed by regret at all that I've fucked up and then torturing myself over either my many failures or, on the worst days, imagined bullshit that can leave me in tears. Wish me luck.",7.350200000000001,6.846193853333336,7.455833333333333,75.00375000000003,63.8,9.633333333333333,30.75,8.841846274778883,2.4068,309,9,56,4,4,100,64,75,0.32299999999999995,0.521,0.156,-0.9647,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,3,14,11,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,0,0,4,4,13,8,4,18,0,1,0,1,1,7,1,3,8,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236541117538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943896801352918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891819702782996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234294373063065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092938385431927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838242323192367,0.12341567488398784,0.0,0.2684995717032977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833389545358964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263001151353724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012383419330503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949092459257046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281436251398627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452708208663646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27013919540033604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377423112184905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037849073044816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716423865901452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521185200838741 adhd,ShadowMercure,2019/10/23,"I love video games but stopped playing because I feel like I should focus on my work. But I don't do my work anyway, I just distract myself in other ways. Thanks brain.",1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,85.47058823529412,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.5246823529411762,132,4,27,0,4,41,26,34,0.132,0.563,0.305,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,18,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920169261776826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014194703978244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181865098617864,0.25688995631737616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756766818895632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32454248373922745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063192354846985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33106059822772965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854244583580691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523569136160787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PoisonedPancake,2019/10/23,"I thought I could study but I cant I dont understand anything. During first quarter I actually understood stuff but now I cant even process words from math class. Im supposed to be writing my math reviewer but I dont remember what that lesson was about. I started at 1:55 pm and Im still not done, its 3:57 pm already. I hate myself so much. This happens every time its exam week. I keep failing and I dont know how to get myself together. When I started writing this I was so motivated, I used so many colorful markers, and I doodled on the pages to try to force myself to like what Im doing but its still no use. I dont undestand most of the lessons and the exam is tomorrow. I have to finish this paper by at least 7 or something but now I feel like I have no time left. Its already 4:01 pm and Im still writing this post on reddit. I wish I can stop getting distracted but I feel like Im stuck. The paper is sitting right next to me and even though Im already halfway through I feel like I cant write anymore. I feel like everyone is gonna get mad at me if I dont finish this, but I dont know how to keep going. Theres so many things to do with so little time and I cant do any of them anymore. I want to give up so badly but I feel like Im not allowed to.",-0.03782608695652101,1.9461343478260889,2.576985507246377,92.97308695652175,85.95652173913044,5.419130434782609,22.96811594202899,6.742157984588678,0.6245081159420294,984,38,225,12,30,341,131,276,0.12300000000000001,0.767,0.11,-0.6692,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,5,19,11,2,1,4,0,24,0,0,6,0,51,51,27,0,4,12,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,3,14,0,0,1,14,5,0,2,6,6,37,6,24,42,4,30,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,3,24,147,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.06886058690006291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336084101760797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798615011020064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996166735617407,0.0,0.0,0.058068414124938086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891825083276232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633985914460531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221178786835587,0.4962050701247882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321412163356343,0.0,0.05945347403975278,0.06742722154946122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783971751341356,0.2520557834896441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002196548397415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060081760026044,0.06769171541654469,0.04010332315785565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239978571459976,0.0,0.0,0.06966764650748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335509409480296,0.0,0.0,0.1254416007660913,0.0,0.0,0.07756059800355332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766683285754438,0.0,0.0,0.20684494324018696,0.07072397587633804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308226834600246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187288660458567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504594352668316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758110257906816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993560680175375,0.06026153462671704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432385279665479,0.0,0.0,0.09989156269864108,0.0,0.1690582457918539,0.058994922275894986,0.0,0.0,0.08077925184084538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687979163963718,0.0,0.0693290756602577,0.05602017951280594,0.12343984873262735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790853408466219,0.0,0.0,0.07345993461573691,0.0,0.12188981396792925,0.0,0.0,0.04162065791191305,0.0,0.05660243258577921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811454732958291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ceraunophile,2019/10/23,"I would like to make a ""guide"" book of sorts, with advice/tips/tricks from this community! Would you be interested? Like the title said, I want to make a guide book. A lot of the time when I struggle with something, I find myself thinking ""I should ask r/ADHD what they think about this."" So, to make things a bit easier (god knows we need it!) I decided I wanted to gather as many tips and advice on as many topics as possible and combine it in a book (digital, physical, suggestions welcome!) Would any of you be interested in helping me? I was thinking of having a bunch of categories (Work, study, home-life, organising, you name it) which would make it a whole lot easier to just find what you need help with at that moment. Of course it wouldn't be quite the same as getting actual help from the community or otherwise, but I think it would be helpful! Let me know what you think! I'd love all suggestions on how to tackle this!",3.06625,5.103149834254144,4.337897099447513,84.11082354972376,75.51933701657457,8.060911602209945,23.467196132596683,8.841846274778883,1.6837980662983432,724,22,145,16,16,238,101,181,0.009000000000000001,0.83,0.161,0.9713,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,5,1,2,5,7,0,1,11,0,14,1,0,5,1,41,33,11,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,0,10,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,19,6,27,19,7,8,0,0,0,1,19,5,0,4,5,100,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.11674981645710672,0.0,0.14378210273702113,0.11690925593565775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813582118604333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184575027058953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306141423671667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218694653036922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250612402116365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207643798983937,0.0,0.12000706591396992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315002672626076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233836566687775,0.0,0.11689855424080728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034245719519058,0.10797832339150724,0.0,0.31943823336920485,0.2425891111254385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742070941373286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487431549900927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725016073510828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380351152004076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210348224967764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250720277876225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948243423220151,0.38329726687416094,0.0,0.0,0.06976211081840245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113165137822653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335719966088134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709817717979748,0.0,0.0,0.4249384196518737,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,punctualplatitude,2019/10/23,wwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy is how I'm feeling.,23.96,32.18664166666667,22.149999999999995,-53.05499999999998,49.0,9.066666666666668,39.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,5.496533333333336,54,2,4,1,1,18,6,6,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tabchomper808,2019/10/23,"question about someone about to go to a psychologist tomorrow i talked to a school counselor and after hearing about my history she basically said it was forsure adhd PI. i was often referred to psychologists in grade school but my parents where to rootsy to consider it. im 18 now so i can handle my own stuff now. she referred me to a psychologist, i'm wondering if my previous weed smoking would be a problem for treatment plans? legal state btw...",4.117857142857143,6.720717690476192,5.783571428571428,72.29892857142859,74.47619047619048,8.485714285714286,34.3095238095238,9.188382445141503,3.7840523809523816,362,20,58,9,8,123,59,84,0.045,0.932,0.022000000000000002,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,10,0,13,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,4,44,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917830596027521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798157304399308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736388439314095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26225186177687715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695864776073962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323145818986138,0.0,0.0,0.2719772526086446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094624541406605,0.0,0.0,0.4914272600116346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057128249500884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277933282347784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514317207021686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632923851680023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246907628769428,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Serenawww,2019/10/23,"Did you try any effective exercises to help 2 year olds focus better? Hi, Can anyone please recommend exercises or methods you used to help a 2-3 year old toddler focus better? My kid is exactly 2 and initially seems to jump from one activity to the other in under a minute. She takes all toys out and drops them on the floor. She won’t put them back if I ask her too most of the times. She can sit still for more than 15 seconds. She will however hold focus for more than 10 minutes if we do something she enjoys. Like sorting stickers by color, plastiline, painting and even reading books with many images and activities, she’ll talk about what she sees. What worked for you in terms of patience & focus practice? I tried the glass-hour method and it did not work. Also, could this be just her temperament? I recently joined a counseling group for kids funded by my insurance, where I will go for a play hour under the supervision of a specialist. The waiting list is very large, so that will take some time. Any stories are appreciated, really. I understand how you might say I should lower my expectation, which I do. I’m ok with her development, although I see she can’t focus on everything. But this behavior has been brought to my attention by her kindergarten teachers, who sent me to a specialist. They do an assessment 6 weeks after a kids starts kindergarten and their message was that she doesn’t sit still and can’t focus long. If there is anything to improve the situation, however, I would like to learn.",5.963711718320191,7.009584637630668,6.459240784889055,75.65716486337799,66.73519163763065,9.94454428754814,31.83000183385293,10.064110947511567,3.2009832752613234,1209,48,220,28,19,393,184,287,0.008,0.856,0.13699999999999998,0.9872,3,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,1,4,4,5,12,7,0,0,15,1,27,2,0,3,2,37,41,16,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,3,10,11,0,2,5,6,1,5,5,0,0,2,6,4,36,7,33,25,6,33,0,0,3,0,35,9,0,9,18,152,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097248959196281,0.0,0.14866441490223015,0.0,0.18661179332961286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593876843770237,0.0,0.11291019253238455,0.0,0.12827061680076846,0.0,0.0,0.10550420178340653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426980057121695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954913164285757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062434870132577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331337489349165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797826076667881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393477068972816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702437636660901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340654394048029,0.0,0.0,0.12142443906114908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910700602360104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555561770289033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879526636755496,0.0,0.09297544425268096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506127802511094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793156990388789,0.0,0.0,0.13724476506181865,0.0,0.0878987242085584,0.0,0.13547598644076894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911301824631868,0.0,0.0,0.2186734410905293,0.12490867749731775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422713020796772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562914057156968,0.0,0.0,0.09711627006376723,0.0,0.21914838866301672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632613122812465,0.110282299460933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001375040805788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630995486823215,0.0,0.0,0.14283798663819766,0.0,0.11850334274020526,0.0,0.11321066819594006,0.0,0.0,0.11005968834125557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977758443296006,0.0,0.0,0.09746836703087962,0.0,0.0,0.17671443647067706 adhd,seanyp6978,2019/10/23,"Sometimes it be like that ADHD be like ""hey bud I know ur trying to focus on this important task rn but what if we spent the next 6 hours hyper focusing on plot holes in anime that honestly aren't even that big of a deal? Also remember how you're friend responded to a thing you said and they seemed ever so slightly uninterested / annoyed? They definitely hate you. In fact all your friends hate you. Me: Okay.jpg",1.5762386363636374,4.311832237500003,3.0288636363636385,86.30068181818184,89.125,6.40909090909091,22.272727272727273,7.686295010490155,1.4045000000000003,329,12,63,7,11,107,67,80,0.136,0.648,0.21600000000000005,0.7079,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,4,2,0,5,8,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,3,11,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,5,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,2,5,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761291655050372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374051587795592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368744397043548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175557417418056,0.20783280110365213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502696239366405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536846354104212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626919867474365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627113657297975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245001263495098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435439716108945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26027545385985384,0.0,0.21855619071761245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916661299730474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724040332102094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264360319579445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599325446506968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fajri117,2019/10/23,"Who provide professional business website for your own business in Dubai? 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I was near the breaking point where I was about to stop trying at all... and then this happened. For all of you guys who are trying your best... Don't give up hope yet! 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I’m 28/f and was just diagnosed with adhd this year. I deal with adhd symptoms, but I also do deal with a lot of anger/emotional regulation. Depression is also a big hurdle for me, but I’m also not sure if the anger and depression has to do with unresolved issues after being in an abusive relationship in my early 20s and now just coming out of a 2nd abusive relationship this month. I’ve been on Wellbutrin since January, which used to help my depression and does still keep it at bay but doesn’t seem like it helps all the time anymore. I have been getting depressive episodes since I switched to a different Wellbutrin pill in August though ( it’s a different manufacturer I guess and get it from a different pharmacy than I originally did). Anyway, I do have mood swings here or there and mainly worse during PMS. I met with a new psychiatrist today and he prescribed me lamotrigine along with Ritalin. He said the lamotrigine will help along with my Wellbutrin and give me more energy. I’ve been reading a lot on google and there seems to be pretty bad side effects and some seem life threatening... allergic reactions and stuff. Has anyone with adhd had experience with this medication? I’m scared to try it, but I’m also nervous to go back to him and say I didn’t try it with the Ritalin.",6.330295275590551,7.081732374015747,7.186289370078742,71.81557578740158,65.81102362204724,10.916929133858268,32.41043307086614,10.820120047756994,3.661386614173228,1069,42,192,29,16,357,140,254,0.19699999999999998,0.722,0.081,-0.99,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,14,11,1,2,13,0,19,9,0,3,3,51,36,23,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,11,27,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,9,2,16,2,34,24,7,24,0,4,0,0,15,10,0,10,13,133,27,1,0.0,0.2135829541618754,0.0,0.0,0.4332837653790492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883135594412153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938655370110729,0.0630222694331407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930581181516705,0.07525631112461449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764058854397589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584391288301474,0.3105216436977635,0.09148190761726163,0.0,0.2825057283590943,0.0,0.0,0.15774993920518016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138617448619584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816622220282422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418031959330322,0.08646266180586666,0.05122399463733444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929036950515556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416538562105523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407421088988542,0.0,0.08011330955851502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636627752535837,0.044033858165108165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325371313276906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079833382216268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194236477504562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704988061299637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169647150913612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015621841790213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935357036059593,0.0,0.0,0.08573600790035094,0.0716764468271027,0.09023768291724066,0.0,0.0,0.24615789182925324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911595815187714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719793938418522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317937859702804,0.0,0.0,0.08494818071972375,0.09368147959685688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885540628604177,0.0,0.052556593415998734,0.0,0.08543443359918278,0.0,0.0,0.12238718888085835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784496003563554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185203236462937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580419417996406 adhd,adhocwerkspace,2019/10/23,"I Love This Place Hey all, I just want to say I love this Reddit group so much. I have been having the absolute shittiest day and I got on here to zone out and just cried with laughter (literally) at the squirrel thread. Its just so damn good to find my people. Thinking of how we're all out here together, obsessively researching stuff that has absolutely no relevance to any of our lives whatsoever - for no apparent reason - just made me feel absurdly joyful. Thanks for making life weirder and better everyone.",5.777796352583586,7.579494925531918,6.342887537993921,73.50500000000002,67.82978723404256,10.477811550151976,30.44984802431611,10.608840637214634,3.578235866261398,409,16,71,12,7,133,72,94,0.157,0.623,0.22,0.8556,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,9,8,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,4,2,20,13,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,8,6,13,10,3,6,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,1,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679250726131927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391652716031472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532654734918665,0.14869573098408104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031530139687375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658088974998565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073277171532387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933874773257442,0.1844043644557369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285529446762562,0.0,0.0,0.203593639647434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41618889273208304,0.21816673558639002,0.1539043213333023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949223746720535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984514881396925,0.0,0.2408919675977709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370598266058945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335501096088067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639424375936194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122738173075827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773711989321156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359935584098315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MyOtherAccount765,2019/10/23,"I've been suspecting that I may have Inattentive ADHD, but I'm lacking the courage to tell others and seek professional help... So here's my story: I'm currently college student, and am in the process of trying to find out if I have ADHD. Throughout middle school and high school I never thought that I could have ADHD, since I never saw myself as being hyper active, and I could usually JUST manage to get good grades. I've had a couple friends before who have actually been diagnosed with ADHD and they had pretty noticeable symptoms. So I always thought, nah, there's no way I could have ADHD. But ever since I started college, my responsibilities and study load have increased (STEM major), and I've just been feeling like I can barely, or almost can't keep up at all with stuff. First I thought, that I was just being lazy or procrastinating too much. I just needed to force myself to have more willpower and motivation. After all, throughout my life, my parents have always been yelling at me at how I have stop playing video games and study more or be more productive. In addition, everyone else in college, my friends, comments online, etc., all talked about having the same problems that I was having. Such as staying up late, not wanting to study, browsing random youtube videos instead of studying, and the like. However, as the semesters went by, I just felt like something didn't feel right. Like sure, I admit that there are many times when I would be lazy and put off work, but the problem was, even during the times when I seriously tried to study and get work done, I just couldn't get work done or muster up the willpower to do so. Say for example, If I went to sit down and study for 5 hours, I usually end up getting less than an hour of actual studying done, but I would still have gone through the mental exhaustion of going through 5 hours of studying. As for what would go on in the remaining time? Like maybe just sitting there thinking about how much I don't want to study, pacing back and forth in my room daydreaming, thinking about other big responsibilities that I'm worried about, reading the same powerpoint slide over and over again and not processing the information, and browsing random ass youtube videos that I would not otherwise watch during my normal free time. I've always been used to getting A's and high B's in classes, but for one my semesters I got a sub 3.0 GPA for the first time, and that just destroyed me. So sometime last year (that same semester), for the first time in my life, I started to question if something was possibly wrong with my brain-- like maybe I had a problem focusing or something? After searching the internet, about ""problems with focusing"", I eventually somehow came across an article which went into detail about ADHD diagnoses. I gave it a read. I always thought that the symptoms for ADHD were supposed to be noticeable as I had saw in some of my friends. But then I read a part of the article that talked about Inattentive ADHD, and how it can easily go undiagnosed in many people that may have it. I looked through some common symptoms of it and many seemed to align with what I was (and am still currently) experiencing, such as: \-Lacking motivation to do things. \-Huge difficulty in starting assignments (can be large assignments such as big projects, or simple tasks like writing emails). \-Problems with focusing on the task at hand (this feels so hard for me to do). \-Problems with getting organized \-Being late to class or turning in assignments \-Daydreaming frequently (this is something I do A LOT and everyday) \-difficulty learning new information quickly etc... So, at first, after reading through, I was like yeah, Great! I should tell my parents about this and go see a doctor or something. But then I immediately thought more about it, and the more I realized that most of these symptoms are things that many people (especially college students) complain about all the time. Like, I'm sure everyone has problems to some extent with focusing on something that they don't want to do. Or lacking motivation for something they don't want to do. Or being disorganized (have you seen some college students dorm rooms?!!). Now, its been like 8 months since I first suspected that I could have inattentive ADHD. I feel like everyday is a huge struggle for me, and I've been wanting to go to the doctor to get an official diagnosis. But I'm having doubts. I'm lacking the courage to go seek professional help. What if I'm just trying to subconciously create excuses for myself for being lazy? What if it turns out that, yeah, I don't have ADHD and I've just been crying over everyday problems that everyone has. I'm afraid to tell my parents about this because I'm feel that they'll just get mad and say I'm making excuses for myself and that I should be more responsible. I had to go the doctor's the other day for a regular checkup, and when she asked if I have any problems/issues in my life, I didn't say anything direct about ADHD, but I tried to hint at the fact that I was struggling with classes and responsibilities, and stuff, and she just told me to get more sleep, and drink more coffee. I feel like I have a problem but, maybe I'm just not forcing myself to work harder. I don't know... What should I do? Thanks for reading through all this if you did.",8.112752251825164,7.7854067718593,7.658733289086946,73.59106760216177,62.18592964824121,10.524509339148574,37.065042192092534,9.92485373802822,3.607058974115864,4258,182,757,75,53,1343,353,995,0.102,0.7759999999999999,0.121,0.9798,9,0,8,0,1,0,151.0,0,2,4,12,55,43,2,4,39,2,95,19,4,8,11,187,168,82,0,39,44,3,9,12,3,10,14,4,3,0,48,48,1,2,28,11,1,15,16,19,0,6,44,20,86,25,126,99,35,116,0,0,6,1,39,44,1,32,65,544,134,40,0.0,0.0,0.07169517269927637,0.0,0.4856252155069306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03678430917667387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226423254123747,0.0,0.0,0.02498072899318472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030229374788096182,0.0,0.034341811510582194,0.0,0.0,0.028246573545738736,0.0,0.022393018591432983,0.0,0.031258365530211496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410078661174217,0.0,0.04201449748170178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731808028553685,0.04064604070260834,0.040351138374784684,0.02369072236319295,0.0,0.0,0.07456951629127177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279799402633475,0.0,0.11277648438414388,0.0,0.03598583844630307,0.0,0.0,0.03068697252286406,0.0,0.03253587575301488,0.0,0.0819373862015935,0.024262799844520275,0.03322847072830518,0.0,0.1053042061775524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114444432389224,0.0787294317722041,0.03527089388883066,0.0,0.033574680015987346,0.15623179291838132,0.0,0.0,0.08514298247205072,0.0,0.17273040520348645,0.0,0.14613949476302726,0.03081116723070522,0.029379946364093038,0.040499931033668585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03290690887747134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924474039974338,0.07762406116839538,0.0,0.0,0.10852828915775033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834128837196537,0.0,0.032651323621634636,0.0,0.0,0.020188328036595732,0.02994353155217765,0.08287626298294877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784002017559458,0.21535953431677293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030847739680651038,0.0,0.0,0.031230369905391995,0.0,0.0,0.024520573140013283,0.14897212470986762,0.11071426938449447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037019749755375066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02932113836415628,0.0,0.054008188587227265,0.027238176443984054,0.05666384314602602,0.035478422234492546,0.0,0.0,0.03599202394596625,0.0,0.08364497463440687,0.0,0.0,0.0248922571768524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236799066721725,0.03977989858015095,0.0,0.050934172979860665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041412644729727714,0.0,0.03737220672452644,0.0,0.31634971652059,0.0,0.036928332404881935,0.0411510624275181,0.0,0.1837222728837333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03137107398210364,0.0,0.08763827911857389,0.0,0.07435457804414994,0.029272651381903894,0.033441721616663256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911615079990708,0.0,0.036761042922107336,0.0,0.0,0.19796016330205515,0.03633137334407087,0.0,0.07800263359583483,0.03915410391697987,0.0586724601784876,0.030711698312193836,0.0,0.07680577926541528,0.08410445905221375,0.0,0.0,0.06924368884605638,0.15272490049540952,0.0,0.059051621259815334,0.0963227523276642,0.03382020477338025,0.0,0.0,0.048809557237549615,0.047075986203027234,0.0,0.14581550294670145,0.14994133242942995,0.0,0.0,0.035101402059184134,0.0,0.09976129393012438,0.07991320463940918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0317268253732578,0.08091575404548683,0.0,0.10833483968059904,0.02915814712073005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215978666960714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697265390548956,0.037305681793650576,0.0,0.104380578258782,0.0401634240456126,0.0,0.023655822431651347 adhd,inquisitivelillady,2019/10/23,"Can I have your ATTENTION please? ADHDers of Reddit unite... I’ve been browsing through posts to figure out what predicts whether a medication will work or won’t work for us. This is where you ALL come in. Please take 1 minute & answer 3 questions as a comment: 1. What meds worked ? 2. What meds didn’t work ? 3. inattentive, combined, hyperactive? 4. Comorbid diagnoses (e.g. depression, anxiety, bipolar, etc.)?",2.699583333333333,5.645647569444449,3.1388888888888893,83.245,94.13888888888887,6.844444444444445,29.61111111111111,7.793537801064563,2.8880611111111105,323,17,54,8,12,100,61,72,0.09,0.846,0.065,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,9,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,7,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,29,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136978091980345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421757181640139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009441868961746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007343250038758,0.18863513395841136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072733013577132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128777430246269,0.18722560897399115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080177839846114,0.0,0.0,0.17799414927329132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819596423892628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397370307842741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355620289815376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412077723698655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,malctucker,2019/10/23,"Your most productive day / period ever I still lust and talk about (to this day) a time where I nearly lost my place in the school football team for being so far behind in one of the courses I was taking at school. Miles behind, just didn't interest me, it nagged and nagged at me but I never took any action. Ever. Until I got a kicking from the teacher and the head in a room, wasn't even expecting it when I was summoned either. I then did 4 of the modules in one evening, IM set to busy (got to sign in though, you know!) and did it. Expected praise, got short shrift but got a great grade. Not normal, 'if you can do this all the time, why not do it all the time?' etc etc etc. Still think about it, even to this day. Wow. Without meds too. It's a tiny chasm of time in my life (must be 15+ years since) but are things that bad for us? Clutch on to those wins!",1.6738305709023962,3.0576106740331497,2.8066077348066294,96.43263720073664,77.61878453038673,5.9316390423572765,18.696500920810312,6.42735559955562,-0.29944228360957625,656,12,157,5,15,210,111,181,0.063,0.8220000000000001,0.115,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,0,4,15,9,2,0,12,0,13,3,1,0,6,26,22,13,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,4,0,2,12,0,15,5,27,7,7,36,1,1,0,1,7,16,0,2,17,113,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414315886164107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331247095851692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393940003788948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139873483525609,0.24517482523860476,0.2238484306830252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958445720194672,0.1364168408288326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698647315036948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365362857487334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800080548480557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739677139680085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350699497890733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374402466927552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543105721310133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123275463512945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769031445224394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927538089744547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504502200142392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235379508907697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976277849597056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303234338770454,0.09945246093614196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220317208769161,0.07928355867297594,0.12156773180625985,0.0,0.288600461533545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747269321189962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883640591004296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165041850808473,0.0,0.0,0.11927487114321285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968044589140119 adhd,Rogwump,2019/10/23,"Adult ADHD Living with ADHD as an adult means... ...people will roll their eyes at you if you ever try to explain your behavior and start using the words, ""attention deficit..."" ...you struggle to pay attention, even when you REALLY WANT TO. ...you will have to ask someone to repeat themselves to the point that they give up in frustration. ...you can't always sleep when you try to. ...which means some days you aren't hyper because you are exhausted. ...which means everyone might as well sound like the adults on Charlie Brown. ...people will regularly try to explain how what you have isn't real and was invented by quacks. ...ignoring people who think anyone with ADHD just needed a good spanking as a kid. ...you won't SEE the email or sentence your supervisor is asking you about until they literally have to point it out or the 8th time you look at it. ...getting used to laughing along when people diminish you because of the quirks in your behavior. ...wanting to change a song as soon as you hear your favorite part. ...others will abuse ritalin and adderall as a performance enhancer, while you struggle with just being as productive as they are normally. ...you have to sit with your back to any television in a restaurant if you want to be able to have a conversation with anyone. ...people used to your hyperactivity will judge you when you are medicated for being productive because, ""you are too calm, it's weird."" ...if your phone buzzes or rings or dings you have to immediately look or it will earwig your brain. ...when you want to eat, you aren't hungry, so when you shouldn't eat you're starving. ...computers and phones are the light, we are the moth, and we must go into the light. ...you will lose jobs that rely on your ability to retain information the first time you hear it. ...some bosses will see your frustration as a bad attitude. ...you will appear fickle when you try to move on from an emotional subject too soon. ...you will forget things. All the time. Someone's name you met once? Forget about it. ...faces stick in your mind and drive you nuts because you can't remember their name. ...you will interrupt people talking. ...it will drive you crazy when people interrupt you. ...if you don't complete a thought, it is gone until later at random when you will want to blurt it out like you never left the subject. ...getting excited about something andsuddenlynothavingenoughtimetocompleteasentencebecauseitisthemostamazingthingeverandletmefinishsoicantellyouallaboutitforthenextHOUR. ...saying half a sentence at random, out of context, and assuming everyone is on the same page. ...lazy, lethargic, listless, lack of energy: Depression.",5.108572923603845,8.149990886214443,4.938832175815815,77.34856983160499,73.39824945295405,7.3874797830843875,25.470887641518413,8.389252357687651,1.9838418228522507,2093,71,345,39,46,645,216,457,0.096,0.8240000000000001,0.08,-0.8959,1,0,1,0,1,0,140.0,2,50,5,3,24,17,2,2,24,0,42,9,4,5,4,76,74,39,0,14,11,0,0,2,0,17,3,6,0,4,17,19,2,2,12,1,1,6,9,10,1,2,4,14,57,7,64,50,7,52,0,2,6,0,79,20,0,16,27,251,74,4,0.08115634675172285,0.09615700011676333,0.0,0.0,0.2926024731816949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752858179682175,0.0,0.0,0.055189098760884014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134928092557101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517404578226889,0.0,0.0,0.06240422116975253,0.06776215963482013,0.19788862285549366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059732299025147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585265391576591,0.0,0.08509088550506964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523391297578083,0.0,0.06989984253769907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608640686238052,0.0,0.09128996675004804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360300162577762,0.0734105619254703,0.0,0.155096734400211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903154708827651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480168314617853,0.07785256285069624,0.04612302210774892,0.0680700932185534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829382021056282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053515152134945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817660820601267,0.0,0.0,0.07929778331495042,0.0,0.0716625410349696,0.0,0.13630178304644014,0.09079319302564284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520916023280106,0.0,0.08175648127165082,0.0,0.08609405887244688,0.08194477514537707,0.0,0.0,0.0862563530051353,0.0,0.06017640278806673,0.06259277774500586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951598869272218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642886063395737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788441490385879,0.0,0.3938451461043168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343795945972674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237368998889846,0.051990833856179836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193432038540203,0.0,0.0,0.06453878431421334,0.0,0.0,0.12934220202697636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081214956894764,0.0,0.13752701848087048,0.0624781206698428,0.0,0.0,0.057442879940293776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968446911385607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523039737125752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391667063825602,0.05200171004884797,0.0,0.06442907406896725,0.1419687552989458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039932880762994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102790794502133,0.0,0.0,0.23934058001302885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296930221522425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,8InchMale,2019/10/23,"I have question regarding diagnosis. I have been wanting to get diagnosed for a while now. I have always blamed my failures on myself. I am 22 years old and since I was a child teachers have complained to my parents about attention issues and my defining characteristic within my family is forgetful and leaving it for later. I have good motivation but lack the focus so I am trying to get diagnosed here in Australia. I have had a friend who’s been diagnosed as a child with ADD and I have tried his medication. Namely Ritalin, Dexamphatamine and vyvanse. Out of these three they all increased focus but I was too jittery on Ritalin and too relaxed on Dexies to do any work. The come down on those two was also horrible. For me Vyvanse has worked quite well, I feel normal, clear headed focused and don’t have the need to go to toilet every 3 minutes. So my question is if I am going to be diagnosed, is it possible for me to tell the psychiatrist that I have tried these medications and their effects on me. Would it help me get prescribed to vyvanse instead of Ritalin of Dexies? Also any other Australians know a bulk billing psychiatrist in Sydney? TL:Dr getting diagnosed sometime soon and was wondering if it is okay to tell the psychiatrist my experience with Ritalin, Dexies and Vyvanse So I can get prescribed to the one that helped me most?",5.5164583770182425,7.352981513944229,6.486408052002517,72.08767037114703,68.52191235059762,9.427636821136508,33.92765778989306,9.811843763644266,3.7062302788844623,1084,52,178,26,19,360,137,251,0.059000000000000004,0.82,0.121,0.9523,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,5,13,6,0,0,11,1,29,12,1,2,2,37,42,21,0,7,4,1,1,0,1,1,11,0,0,2,11,15,0,0,8,1,1,4,1,1,1,3,7,1,29,5,32,33,4,20,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,6,6,145,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863489164273644,0.09293397970602016,0.0,0.0,0.15190434769293293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962099607698767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5668086054000636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410258138386844,0.0,0.0,0.10925302008185386,0.10529020496633297,0.0,0.056473183318059436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629044423654363,0.0,0.2917637869345209,0.0,0.12695057075057947,0.09367921690986374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462487046303885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497252175821546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657402795248695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138121113772708,0.0,0.0,0.11826225013219782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250293126011663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281578624461347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943125240964813,0.0,0.0,0.11719854560535885,0.0,0.07568318142529179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401712940316115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259122739297304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502339021662943,0.11879472408665435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239008071035426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046302071739317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524176501966312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274879710815217,0.0,0.10910367094294217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658769131941248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042159143272968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211216752859538,0.16262146730113947,0.0,0.0,0.07934047709605091,0.0,0.0,0.0719238873413224 adhd,FakeLordOrganicKing3,2019/10/23,Just lost my job because of ADHD All the stress. All the work. All the sleepless nights. Just to drown in my shortcomings.,1.1041304347826078,3.5955688695652204,1.0177173913043518,98.00744565217391,99.43478260869566,4.039130434782609,18.793478260869566,5.985473137389443,-0.08186086956521699,96,3,19,1,4,28,17,23,0.306,0.6940000000000001,0.0,-0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637744477480921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523986088315085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38294425554560935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212532916949382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621391652031496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420448962623249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093836612827194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kavantoine,2019/10/23,"Adderall and Concerta aren't as effective for me anymore? Sorry for the long post but it's really hard for me to put this concisely. A few years ago, I was on 54mg of Concerta XR to treat my inattentive ADHD. At the time it helped me so much, I was able to focus on anything I'd put my mind to. I eventually stopped because it kept me up too late. A few weeks ago I decided to ask my doctor to be put back on it again, I just started a new job and my inattention has been really bad lately. I'm back on 54mg XR, and honestly, it doesn't help my attention as much at all as before. It perks me up a bit, and wakes me up in the morning, and gives me more energy, but I still mostly can't pay attention as well as I used to on it. I tried a friend's Adderall too, 30mg XR, and it was pretty much the same, maybe a bit better (less restlessness). Has anyone experienced this? Is it just over for me? I've tried Strattera and a few other nonstimulants before and it didn't work at all even after months. I'm afraid if I tell my doctor it's not helping as much he'll put me on something like that again, and I feel like I need to be put on a stimulant to really help me. Any thoughts?",2.9520842982862447,3.3308509291338595,5.056743862899491,85.42009958314037,73.1732283464567,8.968596572487261,25.57109773043076,9.168548406835145,1.7328891153311718,912,27,211,19,17,319,129,254,0.081,0.799,0.11900000000000001,0.9141,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,12,10,0,2,12,0,13,3,1,3,2,31,24,19,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,15,9,0,2,6,0,1,5,5,3,1,0,7,3,27,7,36,14,15,39,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,2,20,141,42,5,0.10113090541117843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153969559087165,0.0,0.1792928915146867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877248360611624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029468348296433,0.07071308047416806,0.0,0.08322211824181233,0.0,0.09454374489071916,0.0,0.0,0.15552684764589966,0.0844400817775929,0.06164846127552692,0.0,0.17210990372354207,0.0,0.0,0.08944206752033095,0.22081751206829106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702353394344605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679600923579868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113482441960582,0.07224793903265622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813348665461893,0.0,0.0,0.09701397961835244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059342711420784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27114365659647177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035681886589616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816013251198544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881490412911087,0.0,0.0,0.08949766888489133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159958740309476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211338528482353,0.0,0.08072172385408549,0.0,0.2973714069933232,0.07498728493733926,0.0,0.09767285863267544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685545221962362,0.10288648801994857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083224624086883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436114283369946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785551179453416,0.0,0.11320776889863925,0.07158097536794562,0.0,0.0807632716974832,0.08454996526592838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839286885446175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802866424647215,0.058970244218456126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373224927344235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734463187410434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112111219866988,0.0,0.09092882929813348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362450360260815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512498737782169 adhd,SpecialCarbine,2019/10/23,"Sleep I’m not on meds yet but the sleeplessness due to add is by far the worst part. random songs I can’t get out of my head, racing thought due to anxiety it’s a never ending loop 😑😑😑",-1.2474418604651163,0.5862191395348866,1.7593488372093056,97.7664651162791,90.16279069767441,5.300465116279073,15.576744186046513,6.742157984588678,-0.44591720930232537,145,3,37,2,5,51,37,43,0.252,0.748,0.0,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257807370879656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32716496101960874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929881160322381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790949869674156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103028238849613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848920400179023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000073355066552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696511895345849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932499724289219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joshisbeast,2019/10/23,"The adhd medication paradox Ran out of medication because I forgot to make an appointment now I'm stuck in the cycle of forgetting to make the appointment to get more medication, to remember to get things done. Feel like I'm at a point where my therapist is gonna give me to much shit for it. Sigh.",5.0244915254237315,6.011658186440684,6.762500000000002,72.85019067796613,68.83050847457628,11.323728813559322,31.69915254237288,11.20814326018867,3.8637423728813567,239,10,46,8,4,83,43,59,0.11699999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.06,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,5,0,2,4,1,2,0,7,14,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,3,1,12,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541760628444542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892547649764818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643296142482968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069382993106166,0.15109217283020698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099496675778965,0.20288541336545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332584411942528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823493012488357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391773202089984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554732654722799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993127195207944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395827691586032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170967256150122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556216267977846,0.1405079757067184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YesDaddyOwO,2019/10/23,"Okay so um I accidentally took my ADD meds before at night instead of in the morning (I thought it was my antidepressants) and now I am really jittery and I can't sleep Don't make my same mistake Whatever at least I can work on homework I guess ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯",1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,3.4583333333333366,85.40750000000003,83.70588235294119,6.537254901960785,28.10784313725491,7.793537801064563,1.9781607843137257,207,10,41,4,6,68,41,51,0.106,0.855,0.04,-0.4902,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,0,8,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,9,1,5,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,28,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952865553729627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382279186646825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316370499694621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854585026918482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256526608807274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230846346453875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472683728743017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549333981325563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385549500685434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526330628222261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,chadbrosky,2019/10/23,"Am done with life Tommorow is my birthday, and I turn 17, and I not looking forward to it. Life have been constantly kicking me in the nuts lately. But today has done it for me, I rarely take my rytalin beacuse the side effects hit me too hard, but it really works for me, but today my parents asked me why don't I take it more often, they said they like me better when am on my meds, they don't understand that Everytime I take those I feel like less of a person, I feel like I am not good enough, that I can't do what normal people do. It am not enough and I will never be.",3.336311475409836,3.657848491803282,4.768975409836067,88.03329918032789,72.27868852459017,7.739344262295082,25.08606557377049,7.645422480735847,1.0632426229508192,444,12,100,5,8,149,73,122,0.049,0.838,0.113,0.8638,1,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,17,2,0,1,1,17,28,7,0,1,6,1,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,5,23,5,7,21,4,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,10,76,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627328124363173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838022507502296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690826491647746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202352213890781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233395179693609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822640751788047,0.22355668516434832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123508433423087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401615501736043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649888562213092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210311505096583,0.2293221028971343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313908586519323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737968998586082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067514642158125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330208889981173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373542364015426,0.0,0.0,0.1084728539567458,0.1366188549179092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023523023269552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488336660696627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529257242278399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966202946125158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701885565020101,0.0,0.16288516819292345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118496635122926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390809338402084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,visno_,2019/10/23,"The Quarter Ends on the 31st, I Don’t Want to Spend Another Halloween Miserable I have an unruly amount of late work for practically all my classes. I am also starting to pile up some tests I haven’t took. I’m scared and don’t know where to start and how to compel myself to start. I’m ruining everything.",3.3061290322580628,4.9531838064516185,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,73.83870967741936,8.185806451612903,26.916129032258066,8.841846274778883,2.057150967741936,244,9,49,5,5,81,45,62,0.139,0.8390000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,13,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,9,12,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,31,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259245315622722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29623818568680965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502215423446952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539033300025333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526106065270245,0.0,0.31868554122807663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28284353024331715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998897780856359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138809313609138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663274030380376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567190700604213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Vokslap,2019/10/23,"That inability to get started on something and the constant feeling of wanting to quit when you are doing something. Is this normal ADHD or something else? I never saw a psychiatrist or anything for ADHD. My dad had it, and I've always been a mental mess (primarily with learning) so I went to the doctor, filled out a sheet, and had adderall. It helps tremendously, but I'm afraid of the inevitable time when I build a tolerance and it doesnt help, so i take it maybe once a week at 10-20mg. Usually during that time I'll pile up a ton of work and get it all done in one big marathon. I can already tell it's weakening after 2 years of doing this. 10mg doesn't take me out of that ""funk"" at all. The constant nagging need to just not do what I need to do and the constant nagging when I'm doing something to do something else. I hate it and wish I could just function normally. Is this actual ADHD though? Maybe its depression or anxiety? I really want something I can take every day that isn't as damaging as adderall potentially is. Especially something that doesn't weaken so much over time. Unfortunately I've never had insurance that covers any form of psychiatry, so all i can really do is go to the general practitioner and request a specific medication.",5.480426829268294,6.272260731707316,6.811128048780488,73.61474085365855,67.69918699186992,9.889837398373984,33.26117886178862,9.978442167317967,3.3921227642276426,1004,44,183,23,16,342,133,246,0.131,0.797,0.07200000000000001,-0.9476,0,0,7,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,10,7,3,1,13,0,25,2,0,0,5,34,43,22,0,8,7,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,18,11,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,7,0,1,7,2,14,0,26,35,6,29,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,3,17,128,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.09518109302971857,0.0,0.3516580525413215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076334316550037,0.0,0.08115778826927998,0.0,0.0,0.06632784330469994,0.0,0.07461479401543224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026383996603588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162053860269927,0.0,0.07787458132336975,0.0,0.0,0.06290266873755815,0.0,0.08400763750376272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983225702906652,0.0,0.09981321984541497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295767073470607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217830980340506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931714609788098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019170973612842,0.0,0.05543197210660483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629663414013022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075268642904386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597609857135706,0.0,0.0,0.09825728632432612,0.09829337493007584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170020279955819,0.14464345692835756,0.150451594517401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911291960421457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387268598044144,0.06609293643820405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374157111779957,0.0,0.0,0.12496815344763385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256159936587018,0.0,0.0,0.06903650222951146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000486235495093,0.0,0.08525078704748447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582865173165343,0.0,0.17062212587363032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742215442701683,0.0,0.11505855209805856,0.0,0.07823751792116228,0.0,0.0,0.09041687459844114,0.0,0.0,0.11216161799375828,0.0,0.0,0.07100738961688179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281000382008245 adhd,jcrscholla,2019/10/23,"Poor ""vision"" This probably sounds really dumb, but do you all ever feel like you can't see???? Not in a way that you're like completely blind, but in a way that everything is super blurry. But not like BLURRY, it's just that everything is one big scene that you're living in, and you're so used to it that it's just one big desktop background. And then once every few months or so, you get a moment of pure clarity. Like you feel like you're present, you can see everything, everything is so bright, it's like you've got a brand new pair of glasses. This is nothing related to poor vision (I don't think so anyway, I do actually wear glasses). I think about this, and then I think back to the time whenever I had certain chores that I had to do everyway, and one of them was to sweep the kitchen. And my stepmom would always be like, this is a really poor job, you missed a lot. And I'm like, what do you mean? I swept. And then I would exclaim that I can't even see it clearly, while wearing glasses. But that's not what I meant, I guess I really just did not care to sweep at ALL so my subconscious was like really not tryna focus on the task at hand. I really hope this doesn't sound as stupid as I think it does, someone has to relate",3.798708639705879,4.3297932734375015,4.894659926470592,86.79170036764708,71.34375,8.679779411764706,25.215073529411764,8.841846274778883,1.5243196691176468,962,26,213,17,17,317,118,256,0.057,0.685,0.259,0.996,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,7,1,1,13,17,2,0,9,0,23,5,3,1,6,40,42,23,0,3,13,0,3,9,0,2,1,2,4,0,21,7,1,0,8,0,3,0,9,3,0,3,7,10,24,14,19,32,4,21,0,1,5,0,8,8,1,4,20,136,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.10461141379033168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919871269281301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242992888089203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929720763959287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239681401543933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381115327187008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708043707459463,0.09696823844916247,0.0903203451209568,0.0,0.3853766030437653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840674787781272,0.15316693076199914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600740286225702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573736865447032,0.0,0.11809252186086287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064734600583267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637913089658743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471351093314246,0.0,0.09465927224486784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911373255965686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167718668532797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855657535293804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353410890209247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286097417127364,0.0,0.0,0.1141641495041494,0.2179238114085197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557937497693455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433742667475528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627277244706714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082993217511724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747568789842685,0.0,0.0,0.06250898942005692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258609561614084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018021598750374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523031391486383,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Identitools,2019/10/23,"ADHD is not being able to orgasm with a woman in almost 10 years Yeah, I know I might deeply regret posting this but hey... I'm bored so the most reasonable course of action is obviously to embarrass myself online. Here is the thing, I'm sure it's ADHD related but maybe you folks don't have that shit symptom. It's now almost a decade since i managed to orgasm with a woman. Not for a lack of trying and the ladies likes it at first ""oh yeah OP you don't nut in the first 5 minutes so cool..."" but then ""hey OP, my ass is sore, it's been HOURS and the sun is about to come up"". In my head, I try to focus as best I can but I always have random thoughts like ""did i check the mail box?"" or ""hey this new upcoming Stellaris update is gonna be neat"" and finally ""is she enjoying this?"" So I always start to focus on getting sure she got what she wanted and then, pound like an idiot until I give up. It's ridiculous, i can't finish unless i try alone so i can focus and not think too much. ADHD is a goddamn curse, i can't stop wanting women but i can't enjoy to the fullest when i'm with one... PS: i take any advice, i'm just a poor man who wants to nut!",-0.2315495391705085,1.7938112943548423,2.233640552995393,94.82403225806452,87.26612903225808,4.6718894009216605,16.11520737327189,5.985473137389443,-0.5700131336405532,883,18,202,7,28,302,143,248,0.154,0.684,0.161,0.2246,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,3,10,16,3,1,14,3,22,7,5,1,3,38,39,21,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,12,9,0,1,4,0,2,2,8,6,0,3,4,1,23,10,25,31,4,25,0,1,0,3,15,7,2,6,18,128,35,1,0.13033537669383238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699133843512196,0.1273622216602497,0.0,0.0,0.26102410570543266,0.13498814316182475,0.0,0.0,0.21689894871721027,0.0,0.0,0.08863252554231359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677893678644354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227238633878554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277603442521106,0.0,0.22172640966783155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809485492823493,0.12502956961293168,0.0,0.0,0.10424110710530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376169824495854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835409198109213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162891446636116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102584467530667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093940415425775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382652379433668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581149845061518,0.0,0.0,0.12587871898204195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883186243538019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482526284690793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400647456759462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378739120652847,0.10781477044975793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225205045639688,0.0,0.0,0.10896621094788646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456791001562236,0.13546836090932038,0.09799598283599777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658903288503693,0.08351364667355687,0.0,0.1034717304920506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26546749600887304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306255461415743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393170937764831 adhd,carawins,2019/10/23,"Need help wading through the no-man's land between diagnosis and starting treatment You can check my post history but tdlr; 19F sophomore in college recently diagnosed with severe ADHD-C. Basically, because I got diagnosed off-campus, I have to wait two weeks until I have my follow-up appointment with a school psychiatrist to get medication and therapy. This is frustrating because I think getting diagnosed left me in that Research Everything About ADHD phase and coming to terms with it has made me more ADHD than ever. I'm also nervous because I have a really heavy week with four exams and an essay the week before my appointment. I'm trying to remind myself that I've dealt with this my whole life and that many others don't have access to medical care at all, but it's still rough. Any tips or similar experiences?",12.020816777041945,9.074008178807947,11.573344370860925,56.912025386313495,56.615894039735096,14.834878587196467,44.3719646799117,13.023866798666859,5.899886534216338,669,29,103,18,6,222,107,151,0.068,0.889,0.042,-0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,5,0,8,6,0,1,2,20,20,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,13,1,18,18,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,9,68,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729629890446523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490557132239277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892077255150869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399005557248295,0.0,0.11162555316260467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374799284084307,0.0,0.0,0.11300100230871447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39943851976374056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866092045694328,0.0,0.0,0.1178972186437048,0.12832040129434324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370735424779836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491760234903597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792800413952145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252877539773293,0.0,0.09265717259902917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412683874157635,0.0,0.1329971636750755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643025490218731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726920973400544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256353434279547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403804628224533,0.0,0.12952562532794587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276239437932855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819743522928538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285074012010806,0.0,0.10476148883255863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001715345511785,0.0,0.0,0.08405562657313558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906343494195476,0.0,0.12814498699985732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567697708625103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645914330592671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fcgyk,2019/10/23,"What are some legal, non prescribtion substances and 'living techniques' that help you be more productive throught the day? In my country there is no adderal or ritalin even with a diagnoses adhd if you are over 18 years of age. What are some things I could do to help myself do more useful things instead of just procrastinating and gaming most of the time?",7.5639230769230785,8.430703200000004,6.7228846153846185,75.8058653846154,63.153846153846146,9.576923076923078,33.17307692307692,9.516144504307137,3.060307692307692,288,11,49,5,4,88,52,65,0.031,0.821,0.14800000000000002,0.8049,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,11,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,7,5,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,4,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38376379638958796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549531690367966,0.0,0.0,0.2059367057001383,0.0,0.0,0.32410578907750115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090961239769096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280705102828641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819677684962068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242875869331907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619961721374906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27579226160884696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563333052986474 adhd,lilafrances08,2019/10/23,Help! I want to drive! Hello! I’m new here this is my very first post...Anyways I’m 22 & have ADHD I don’t have my drivers license it’s been challenging to focus I’ve gotten through a drivers manual twice and highlighted the first time & I went to drivers ed I’ve take the permit test twice so far and haven’t past I’ve tried taking online practice tests but can’t focus what should I do? I really want to be more independent and drive,1.139673913043481,3.4160970978260887,3.0045217391304355,89.9078695652174,83.45652173913044,5.853913043478261,20.069565217391304,7.1686216300943375,0.529979130434783,351,10,73,5,10,117,60,92,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.5612,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,9,18,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,0,7,1,5,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782939281087436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017971910520234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939350244115846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521191020999173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364515038771232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210532455491364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177350474598534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834529478328246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482133675331572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502634530474056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721619070608145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106386466191624,0.27316391188378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466137644915004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Cynical_Muffin,2019/10/23,"Best Stimulant Medication for those with Anxiety? Hi, which ADD medication has given you the least amount of anxiety? Ritalin gives me a bit of anxiety, Evekeo makes me very irritable. Thanks!",5.384062499999999,8.981314281250004,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,78.0625,13.2,33.0,11.20814326018867,6.192287500000001,155,8,23,8,4,52,27,32,0.22,0.602,0.17800000000000002,0.3689,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6024075122969011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754648281075145,0.0,0.2865687731460156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518022855782009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521269323044394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288578330944169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166356675730874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657998487137736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TR1PXD,2019/10/23,"Straterra Side effects? Hi everybody, was just wondering about side effects w this medication. Ive been taking it for around a year and half maybe two, but i get some side effects from it. If i stop taking the medication, will the side effects stay for a little while? or will they go away once the medication is out of my system? Thank you :)",3.478820512820516,5.80159967692308,4.428846153846155,82.60532051282053,75.30769230769229,7.410256410256411,26.21794871794872,8.344100000000001,1.8544871794871791,269,10,51,5,6,87,48,65,0.040999999999999995,0.843,0.115,0.7176,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,4,0,14,12,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,1,8,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961443239227935,0.0,0.0,0.20011974506539532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128328253021506,0.0,0.1210523449520772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348113946731184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398630957056924,0.0,0.0,0.6437228083088595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268371796374347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270287899197524,0.0,0.178076855467867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202977568938957,0.0,0.0,0.19610103147345895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080692529767563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098852933391545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716449117573354 adhd,dlight076,2019/10/23,Panic attacks My son who is diagnosed with ADHD had a breakdown while trying to do homework tonight! I know that he is overly sensitive sometimes but I have no idea what to do? It was so extreme it almost seemed like a panic attack!! Any suggestions?,1.8694832826747718,4.688119170212765,3.3477203647416403,83.02000000000002,91.34042553191489,5.238905775075988,25.863221884498486,6.868970318607317,1.7399689969604863,199,9,32,3,7,65,40,47,0.29100000000000004,0.659,0.05,-0.9261,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778716155519293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152518857439705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157231931775427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260735329945564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346750789625593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610099444493704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127067941747255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295839156695778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425543880437643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048651114699432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286743519975337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569776142774799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sceerdycat,2019/10/23,"Aptensio/methylphenidate/Ritalin's cousin with a longer half life Hi everyone, looking for some info based on experience. I have severe generalized anxiety. I also have constant racing thoughts, can't focus to the point that I could read 5 sentences of a book and have no clue what I just read. But that's a tiny problem compared to what my anxiety usually causes. To keep things short I'm a wreck. I take klonopin 1 mg only 3 days a week to keep me functional at work, so I can keep my job. My psych recently prescribed Aptensio because she felt I MAY have adhd. Day 1 I felt like my adrenaline was going crazier than normal. Day 2 I felt a little better but still way too hyped up. Today however, I was pretty level headed at work on Aptensio (still had some physical symptoms of anxiety but mentally felt better) and didn't have to dose klonopin until 1 o'clock... which is very new for me. However it did make my weird OCD things VERY intense and uncontrollable... but that's more tolerable than my racing thoughts and lack of focus that Aptensio helps with. Next is my whole point but I explained things in detail in case anyone had any info on those points as well. But the main purpose of this post is: I got home from work, got a lot done. Suddenly anxiety hit forcefully. Then anger. Then came a wave of deep depression. Crying my eyes out feeling hopeless. Is this a common issue when coming down from methylphenidate of any kind? (Oh disclaimer I'm on Lamictal 100 mg 2 x day as well at least for now.. ""to help my anxiety and depression"" until we know if Aptensio is helping but I've been on lamictal for a few months now.)",3.4686372679045085,5.816555689102567,4.339195402298852,83.11500000000002,75.44230769230771,7.508576480990275,27.745800176834656,8.433251757073789,2.193617020335985,1293,53,237,25,29,416,181,312,0.141,0.755,0.10400000000000001,-0.8767,3,0,2,0,0,1,41.0,1,0,0,5,11,13,1,1,12,0,22,5,2,2,0,45,45,22,0,5,9,1,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,14,11,0,3,11,3,0,3,3,7,2,1,17,7,25,6,39,25,9,49,0,3,2,0,8,20,0,5,25,149,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628606125986534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707243499280681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028261828396,0.0,0.3382765947049339,0.0,0.0,0.06183835467591625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053911375208341515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643358363633916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115024594283596,0.0,0.09085084671556692,0.0,0.07618205905331195,0.0,0.09557075342676873,0.0,0.070611059192078,0.0,0.0971456953034002,0.22814243056402714,0.0,0.15234414525409973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905034358437244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450691223359671,0.0,0.08650996176514847,0.0,0.0,0.04471723459856088,0.0,0.3396598607928307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026171822741456,0.0,0.1414649218075079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076356107742596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783567225793445,0.0,0.08871116861239724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923069650012724,0.08776170572066969,0.2358249851346573,0.0,0.09209523617229756,0.0486035646853962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246682817350367,0.0432066531950538,0.08863875278930973,0.0,0.0,0.0742661853051407,0.0,0.0,0.07518737069726797,0.0,0.0,0.059033480166027164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089125349984949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059088016344878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854145913858814,0.09405549891218297,0.0,0.08665109170234601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672615723177408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508093073044289,0.0,0.08469977218488316,0.08997389301773083,0.0,0.08462383634215334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692514918651575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732248950051799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999104922215024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125442722979073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192161142373433,0.06649485233948649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626411173033615,0.0,0.0,0.14042080585884242,0.0,0.0,0.08382949160609111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740266947040846,0.14594228312496926,0.0,0.07019847741327252,0.07094014394803044,0.0,0.15903392013753095,0.0,0.0,0.0987385852892486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315315367767905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,surnie,2019/10/23,So I wasted time making a favorites songs playlist... Just to listen to the same 4 songs.,1.937058823529412,4.583617117647059,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,83.70588235294119,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.4285058823529409,69,2,13,0,2,21,15,17,0.191,0.6559999999999999,0.153,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7531139106622158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6578901409559685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vaderthepug,2019/10/23,"Why is my vyvanse and adderall all of a sudden making me sleepy? I have been taking 40 mgs of vyvanse for over 10 years and I started taking 5 mgs of Adderall to help with homework 5 years ago. This weekend I took my vyvanse for work, I need it for work because it's high intensity you have to be on the go all the time. Three nights in a row I would get back from work, take my Adderall to do homework, and within 30 minutes I was completely knocked. I fall asleep right after taking it, I don't think it's the crash. I've never had this problem before to my knowledge. Yesterday I took my vyvanse in the morning and was fine, although I wasn't nearly as focused as I usually am on it. When I took my Adderall for my quiz in my night class I literally fell asleep in class shortly after taking it. Today my vyvanse made me extremely sleepy and I drank an energy drink to combat it and it worked just enough to stay awake. I have a lot of tests coming up soon and I don't have time to fall asleep every time I try to do my homework so I took a little bit more Adderall than usual and I at least lasted 2 hours this time but still got sleepy. I didn't knock for the entire night but for three hours I was too sleepy to keep my eyes open but I couldn't fall asleep either so I just kinda laid down for three hours not doing anything with my eyes closed. Why is this all of a sudden happening? Typically I have problems not being able to sleep during the school year. The first few nights it was kinda nice sporadically sleeping for an extended amount of time but now it's beginning to affect my grades. Why is this happening all of a sudden? Any tips or remedies? In the past years I used to drink coffee with my meds because I liked the little extra kick of energy but this year I've almost completely stayed clear of it until today. I don't know what to do.",3.7777212475633526,4.7807881210526375,4.742046783625736,86.13192007797272,71.73684210526315,7.208576998050683,25.12670565302145,7.3871296695380915,1.0767378167641328,1466,42,302,15,27,478,178,380,0.031,0.9159999999999999,0.054000000000000006,0.8417,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,5,10,5,0,0,17,0,28,11,8,4,6,48,53,21,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,18,14,3,1,3,3,0,10,9,2,0,4,15,2,44,3,53,34,13,73,0,0,2,0,2,20,0,5,42,203,62,13,0.08064846812372402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149000094156296,0.0,0.08075779117882552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484372387794456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636681757099859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062013693854298224,0.0,0.09832511523240864,0.0,0.06862590633293704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804723942099284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947151418519243,0.16911676885281626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158009591137537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333142626624708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794981273414585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859954578675062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213549595187722,0.0,0.0458343829793896,0.0,0.06450194733631427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142634348032306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405696818658523,0.0852095344808714,0.0,0.0,0.2382674871152576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168406404164128,0.0,0.0,0.04432228894114705,0.06573926552848731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394007678137754,0.16166190434551106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856444358227792,0.0,0.07631153053704817,0.053833478718204035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958226718976113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979981722071232,0.0622010704373689,0.0,0.0,0.3027324962282219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698808838847622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433938436174954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887335112191698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162055535743118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141342296578792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708340083335925,0.1719210727995197,0.06440597082147925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031880560167193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516762819312665,0.0,0.0,0.23513385160372036,0.0,0.15289063560685806,0.0,0.3584136621097498,0.05475501595152499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965438241491792,0.17764578741705495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183180952446687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348521812507625,0.0,0.0,0.057290357837501686,0.0,0.0,0.259674846538931 adhd,spehktre,2019/10/23,"How does dex make you feel? I've been diagnosed ADHD as an adult, and been on dexamphetamine for about a year. The thing is, I don't feel like it does anything at all. After I take it I feel no different from any day in which I don't take it. The only exception, is that I feel a little more awake during the day when I'm on dex where I'd otherwise be extremely tired during the morning and mid-afternoon. I have no baseline for comparison, and I don't know what I'm \*supposed\* to feel to know if it's doing anything. I certainly don't \*feel\* more focused or able to concentrate, but neither do I feel any kind of high or... anything at all. Anyone able to share their experiences with me for comparison?",4.065944055944058,5.0327918531468585,5.417769230769231,81.68973076923079,71.02797202797203,9.356363636363636,28.985314685314684,9.642632912329526,2.5500159440559447,557,21,115,13,10,187,85,143,0.069,0.8959999999999999,0.035,-0.3425,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,2,3,23,26,10,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,12,4,19,23,5,13,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,6,75,20,0,0.2986889853674486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948305817250867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311875253160547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442514171687316,0.0,0.3686933775097373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926296856387652,0.0,0.0,0.15158151639710593,0.0,0.15603320849954325,0.0,0.0,0.2613847439246069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608757080603962,0.0,0.0,0.5285914396056877,0.10669173541369326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779065610198026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551930738038486,0.1641516549661501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296217544355989,0.14968241587506964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968860854537714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358321640655332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457694469344472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992178448877119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164952487756086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617295683678974 adhd,_itskghost_,2019/10/23,Starting Medication Today was my first day on Vyvanse! YAY! But my friends noticed that I was a lot more active and rapid than usual. Has anyone experienced a ramp up in restlessness after starting Vyvanse?,4.919166666666668,8.18769591666667,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,75.94444444444446,6.933333333333335,34.0,8.07648339933343,3.395633333333333,167,9,23,3,4,54,31,36,0.052000000000000005,0.69,0.257,0.8628,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,2,5,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837139191730305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063466474955805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778119706110171,0.0,0.0,0.25233596080127874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766981496719306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290224561135082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718445330623725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623486028316248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095854956383385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597117568860768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Digital_Moonshine,2019/10/23,"Can’t sleep bc I took my meds at midday today... help I could only choose one flair, but this is also a rant/vent I guess.. I woke up a lil late today. But I really wanted to be productive so I took my meds, taking the risk of being unable to sleep. And I was indeed so productive today! I’m so proud of myself. I finally practised drawing again, I studied my french exam, I did a workout, and I went to the movie Joker with my father and brother (was kind of a special moment bc last time we went to the movie with the 3 of us was 3 years ago and we all went through a lot so I really liked this moment) okay it doesn’t sound like I’ve done a lot but I procrastinated a lil in between all those things. Now it’s 2:17am. Tomorrow, or actually today I have an appointment with my therapist at 8:30am. So I really need to sleep rn. I tried the 4-7-8 breathing method several times, and now I’m listening to some Sleep music on Spotify. I used to have meds to fall asleep. But those are 3 years old and I don’t know where those are.. I read once in this sub more people were having issues with this.. So I thought I’d reach out, ask you guys for some advice. I’d really appreciate it. Thanks guys",-0.027261935483871014,2.2152637680000002,2.5175612903225826,91.37671612903229,89.32,5.785806451612903,16.86451612903226,7.233258080335977,0.19790709677419333,922,22,203,16,31,317,141,250,0.011000000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.14,0.9831,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,3,1,0,1,11,8,0,1,13,1,18,6,6,1,2,32,36,18,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,11,13,0,0,3,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,13,2,30,7,26,20,7,33,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,6,21,128,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.09852158577642993,0.0,0.0,0.09865613185743367,0.0894942121247728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073701127503549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438319488117952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060768162494619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331628254732583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059583520700574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121790730587773,0.19993090092194105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767080310527393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537514281364016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513343889031562,0.05548451917907845,0.0822951978828801,0.11388634052885073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864710102570172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166375094008346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33642863268606715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485994484386235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593966510060987,0.10751822043538564,0.06841254601351895,0.07678399770541931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999237610090182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098649036178743,0.0,0.2587081164400769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405512451066692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041283235258013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759087308476529,0.0,0.0,0.0929496388699162,0.0,0.1172213770736947,0.06707278606133192,0.0,0.0,0.08015030323647837,0.11774020711142065,0.0,0.38278995089330187,0.0,0.22433870389431085,0.06854464887287724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214414499855611,0.08719630708014962,0.0,0.0,0.05954833386028316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28077048443662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002879000446044 adhd,fancyrainbowsquirrel,2019/10/23,"I'm thinking of handing control of my bank account over to my mother. I've been thinking about this for ages. Ever since becoming independent over a decade ago (I'm almost 30), I've been through financial hell. Late on bills, too many impulse buys, lots of text notifications from my bank such as ""your account balance has fallen below $25"" because I just CAN'T CALCULATE OR PLAN to save my life. The numbers just do not make sense to me, especially when I try to think ""long-term"" (like knowing how much to set aside for bills) If I had someone trustworthy to hold me accountable for my purchases and bills and balances, I probably wouldn't be as stressed about money as I always am, and I wouldn't make as many stupid mistakes. Anyone have thoughts on this? Has anyone else with ADHD tried this before, or maybe found a better solution?",6.323544303797469,7.111271734177219,6.255544303797468,78.35496202531645,65.83544303797468,9.10481012658228,33.52151898734177,9.120678840339163,2.908152405063292,666,28,121,11,10,210,108,158,0.081,0.8290000000000001,0.09,0.1017,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,3,9,7,2,1,3,0,12,2,1,5,1,29,22,12,0,4,6,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,0,11,1,4,4,0,0,5,1,14,3,26,14,2,12,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,6,74,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224267565801732,0.0,0.14917214466479325,0.0,0.1685104595030594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002439129248176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353338558170712,0.17242514844410825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102583355157742,0.185854628030059,0.1431958804367254,0.0,0.0,0.14883205823213674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874295849401448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405783051612868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222101478424374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451290460526448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248357547523353,0.0,0.1898298142569044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886279649398886,0.08221425316562507,0.0,0.0,0.14892457918740376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430676313080072,0.0,0.0,0.22465954313597564,0.3412237683659657,0.1690622335547115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370688589053022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143682950723505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920489420397197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258508424620964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927668568528441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234855938926637,0.0,0.13359738407048802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285053309013252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,YourUncleYonkers,2019/10/23,"My insurance ran out how can I afford my meds? I recently got on Adderall a few months ago wanting to give it a try and its help me so much. Great timing too because I just got kicked off of my fokes insurance and can't afford to play it monthy by myself. The way I got the meds was I saw a neurologist specialist and he proscribed them to me. Im down to a few pills left, before I was covered for the pill so I was already out 280 bucks for only 30 pills but now ill have to pay for the neurologist visit just to re up my pills which will most likely cost even more. &#x200B; Does anyone know of an affordable way for me to stay on these things? Also how much do you pay on average to treat your issues?",4.391073573573575,4.369953317567571,5.573333333333334,84.39388888888892,69.87837837837839,8.739939939939939,26.579579579579573,8.515128840125781,1.5615381381381377,553,15,121,8,9,185,96,148,0.062,0.882,0.055999999999999994,0.2985,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,0,10,4,0,0,9,0,8,5,0,2,0,13,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,8,1,18,4,23,7,6,19,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,6,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690607860878496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288273582482734,0.13253100332871198,0.0,0.17956402602286714,0.20137520075082732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587945591202126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102501690661098,0.0,0.14102059949035936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502791862044606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946044431151987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897945752966233,0.0,0.0,0.3976386076797188,0.1827134738752129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108262852398644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790124930658938,0.1729748622403648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107866243604887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006175809884853,0.0,0.0,0.08096534085134993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681683987244472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228089312144906,0.0,0.2436553224319417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260420728335199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363440821209532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176641840135362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010097466301663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663614948199027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251705933218784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774947460182626,0.26309113206954204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137520075082732,0.0 adhd,Caden-sama,2019/10/23,"I'm so, so tired of this. I hate that no matter how hard I try, getting myself to do whatever task I need to is nearly impossible. That if I open my computer all ready to do what I need to do, without fail I suddenly find myself on Reddit, or Discord, or something else, until hours have gone by and I haven't done a thing. And that writing this right now is my way of getting out of what I should be doing, right this instant. I hate that I constantly get berated for every little mistake, but I can't even keep myself from making them. That I make a mess wherever I go, that I can't even think in the right order sometimes, but it doesn't matter, because if I stumble over my words or forget to do something that's automatically proof of my own lack of intelligence. I hate that nobody believes me when I tell them I have ADHD, that I'm ""not energetic enough for that, you're faking it for attention""; or that ""ADHD is like saying 'oh look a butterfly' and you don't have that!"" That no matter who I tell, I'm never believed, even though I desperately need help. And that when I express my thoughts like this, I get laughed at, being told ""You sound like an edgy r/notliketheothergirls person! Ooooooh we live in a society!!"" That's not it. I'm trying to be honest, and instead I've found I have to close off instead. I hate that I get pitying looks from all my teachers, that look that means ""Oh poor dude, they're *that kid*"", even though I try as hard as I can. That even when I try my best and get the best grades I can, there's always something turned in late or incomplete or not turned in at all, and that always comes in to bite me in the ass. That all the adults around me look at me like I'm five years old and too stupid to understand the world; and that I can never tell my peers. So I am trapped in an echo chamber of my own thoughts. I hate that I am constantly thought of - and called - stupid and inattentive, and yet nobody will ever let me help me fix the problem. That I fear going home because I know I haven't done something, and that the instant my parents learn of it I will be punished for it. And that I can't tell them why I didn't do it, because they don't believe me - they just think I'm too stupid to understand it properly. I hate that sitting in class and just listening to the goddamn teacher is so hard, because my brain will inevitably latch on to something and run away with it. That time goes so fast when I'm off in my own head, and when I come back from zoning out I have no idea what just happened and I know for sure that I'm in trouble the instant I need to do something related to this. I hate that even the things I enjoy - the things I know I love - are lackluster to me, for there will always something that grabs my attention in the moment. And that there's nothing I can do about it, because I feel as if I am not actually in control. And finally, I hate that I cannot cry - I am not allowed to cry - because I am expected to pretend that I have the basic human ability of actually focusing. I need help. I really, really do need help and there's nobody. The rest of the week is looking hard - I'm procrastinating right this second and I was just screamed at for not doing something - and it's not like there's an end in sight. After all, I'm expected to work eight hours a day for the next fifty years. I'm going to try to do what I need to be working on. Wish me luck. I suspect I won't be doing it for long, but it's worth a shot. Rant over.",4.291374999999999,4.4729303875,5.301666666666666,85.55000000000003,70.125,8.344444444444445,28.5,8.167268648758528,1.6734083333333332,2709,90,592,35,45,894,266,720,0.17300000000000001,0.706,0.121,-0.991,2,1,8,0,0,0,89.0,1,2,5,6,38,34,12,1,25,0,59,5,3,5,10,113,125,52,0,17,24,1,6,5,0,6,1,4,1,4,61,32,0,2,19,1,2,7,24,21,0,3,10,16,95,13,81,102,13,78,0,2,6,2,29,37,1,11,36,420,156,8,0.0,0.0,0.10023368571070787,0.0,0.123441822299242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281989518625184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045718453376189,0.0,0.0,0.04825141799068895,0.039490220451293336,0.0,0.1878398254528832,0.0,0.0,0.1735846305213273,0.10779161716610253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733118994386521,0.05244104986337315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847869687311816,0.0,0.110996943735337,0.057601034665028986,0.0,0.0,0.11282609887536467,0.03312089684994772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511170432383399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290202873450824,0.0,0.04548689433010112,0.05306531814580348,0.0,0.20352415058220533,0.04645517914572252,0.043270331401320535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057790694602342874,0.025967548621135445,0.0,0.0,0.05625888022249185,0.046939198245268016,0.0,0.0,0.05631009654142975,0.0,0.0,0.16099089609533526,0.0,0.08756178396779939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541466164679898,0.0,0.18402247392417007,0.4056337768000677,0.05270690834225484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769356140160596,0.0,0.05151507254105348,0.0,0.101152234909753,0.0,0.0,0.05797559264384983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045648296624614594,0.0,0.0,0.08467308681712257,0.0,0.057932723947498786,0.0,0.0,0.052515822579989366,0.0,0.12545172769194504,0.05147302026693934,0.0453490082966134,0.04544916492087589,0.21563394909482625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635153038707282,0.0,0.06856214523317057,0.0,0.0,0.055942626994235335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665629916158445,0.07921908311571647,0.0,0.05461855508314162,0.0,0.0,0.049278248823043616,0.0,0.05389033790061355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702566507527445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044842789687224015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914153579596794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580098114972592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754337566418208,0.0,0.04084100037550175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162958802960583,0.05079320294662941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840319008894525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955247882770212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235755704951532,0.06581474634823603,0.10091561941563716,0.12231472282308335,0.029946571662732926,0.0590271036259027,0.0,0.049073637311162606,0.0,0.17433953021893206,0.11172293386557207,0.0,0.10692851063394286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076464906033117,0.04119533897161237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634153724162148,0.0,0.0590578023898119,0.04950613671611594,0.0,0.07477674554308861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614420975838968 adhd,Illustriousworry,2019/10/23,"I hate how ADHD makes you just want to do everything--and then you just end up doing nothing. I have way, way to many interests; and honestly think I am pretty much just crappy at everything. Sometimes I just get hyperfocused on school work, or chores or a hobby and then I feel so drained like I don't want to do anything. I always worry that I am secretly an asshole or secretly a bum or a narcissist and I honestly don't understand how anyone puts up with me. I hate having ADHD with a passion and get so mad when people act like it isn't a disability, it is one. I used to be on medication for it but it just turned me into a zombie. All I know is that I really want to be an X-ray tech so badly and I am scared that I am just going to burn out eventually. Also I hate thinking 5000 different things at a time. I am so jealous of people that actually get shit done and actually accomplish things.",3.1260617760617784,4.367158351351353,5.5733011583011605,78.64087837837842,73.5945945945946,9.177606177606178,26.72779922779923,9.606745405546679,2.442212355212355,705,25,143,18,14,251,99,185,0.198,0.6940000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9761,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,14,14,6,1,9,0,18,3,1,4,1,36,36,21,0,3,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,10,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,8,0,1,1,1,21,6,18,33,2,18,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,4,7,106,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.25989077672376515,0.0,0.32006596235660284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064883619425269,0.11080015977490616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310888118953116,0.0,0.10957970247878923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118341174142847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912432612440356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626937035081835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794063257656814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967602418717478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732992339757958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871251383706185,0.0,0.07567815113038008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944051215310467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318149962749143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011093713663507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888563286959295,0.1350037936425386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341451419013716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788825072123546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777104095693864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902329656033478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846333759881187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547204738954935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386302913410816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530599258588975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331683820864967,0.13476548220279955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668728603086142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316990877117585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693176910553526,0.1706476762481595,0.0,0.0,0.07764692792106037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484032914834488,0.0,0.13862472224545785,0.0,0.11500787261955295,0.0,0.0,0.2356244464234588,0.21139313060358472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694239188289444,0.13523089843480254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KnightoftheRepublic9,2019/04/02,"Problems With My Spouse I have a terrible memory and my spouse just can't seem to get it. I had three arguments with her: once for neglecting to text her in the morning because the morning got busy, once for forgetting to comment on a photo of me and her on Instagram, and once again this morning when, during our time together in the morning, I had to cut it short to work on a class project with my classmates and I forgot to tell her earlier. We currently live long distance and are getting our things in order to move in together next year as I finish up college. This morning, we were talking for hours during our usual time to voice and vid chat when a friend called to remind me on the project. I just started keeping a journal to keep track of these things yesterday after fighting all night before that over me not commenting on Instagram. I'm at the end of my rope. How do I convince her not to give me the silent treatment or fight with me every time I forget something? I have been open about having memory problems, but she says she can't stop herself from being hurt.",8.358571428571429,6.869667714285715,7.996190476190481,75.13714285714288,62.33333333333334,11.066666666666668,38.14285714285714,9.888512548439397,3.658199999999999,860,36,160,14,10,274,123,210,0.1,0.872,0.028999999999999998,-0.8926,1,0,1,0,3,0,15.0,5,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,11,0,12,0,0,1,1,31,22,12,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,5,1,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,6,2,31,2,37,15,1,35,0,2,0,0,26,14,0,2,19,117,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364093780856814,0.0,0.1307131796751978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685584493168844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605534713845838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942541024848456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186808691281358,0.0,0.16051269694977827,0.14735939622892374,0.0,0.0,0.12285818988921984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127766620648442,0.0,0.1644456807441589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273076231517143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564291774691598,0.1359424951193204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632660972782861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336895673970545,0.14415520787813815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907778595882097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29397340970860397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215906505390225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984332488856382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825863918034835,0.0,0.0,0.10872793130633013,0.0,0.0,0.1284271801010288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346815082806645,0.13426435897772251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041070387667038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687185790446638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918279823171334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118319487687749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892160755764558 adhd,lux95plz,2019/04/02,"Struggling to make decisions Hi I’m F23 and got diagnosed with ADD when I was 12. While being on Ritalin for most of my teens, I stopped taking medication daily because I felt that I don’t need to be hyper focused for my art education anymore. Now I take it when I really have to study for a test. I noticed that I have been having more and more issues making decisions, let it be decisions about what food I want to eat, wich activity to pick or even wich guy I like more and want to date. I read somewhere that this kind of “decision-making difficulty” is common among people that have ADHD. Can anyone relate or does anyone have tips? 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I’ve had symptoms my whole life but being in college now has really triggered my inability to focus. So I finally found a doctor accepting new patients, and after “tests” and meeting me, going through my history, she prescribed me Vivance. After going through everything, she tells me about having to sign about not taking other drugs and such. I smoke weed pretty regularly, but live in a state where it isn’t legal (NC). I just got the prescription and assume she won’t test me until my next appt which is in about 3 weeks. Even if I stop smoking now, which I was planning on, it will still be in my urine. I’m just nervous about already losing the prescription. Has anyone been through this? Failed a drug test for weed and had issues getting another? Just any advice would help.. thanks! 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And TBH I feel I little scared about taking my medicine, what if I'm not the same person? What if I become a zombie or maybe lose my edge? Sometimes I feel that my ADHD is the root of alot of problems, but at the same time i have learned so much about alot of stuff because the way I behave, doing alot of projects (some finished some not) and overall better creativity. Do you guys have any advice? Do you feel you are not the same person medicated?",3.084197292069636,4.4929489219858185,4.221856866537717,87.62454545454548,73.9645390070922,6.545712443584787,24.8749194068343,6.980632752743323,0.9206822695035464,542,17,112,5,11,177,82,141,0.07400000000000001,0.872,0.054000000000000006,0.5087,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,9,5,0,2,13,0,8,4,0,2,0,31,19,10,0,3,10,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,5,22,1,12,15,10,12,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,8,7,83,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003931762426869,0.13562326324858187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438145933162173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460464760961085,0.1532818388218972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274782610083793,0.15152193102656694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28173636450495443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420566934988099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807040896780661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725116625276988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200490735753856,0.0,0.0,0.13742319254137386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782066090992473,0.0,0.12282413187973193,0.0,0.15526968636080213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264291195159306,0.0,0.13943247100853484,0.0,0.0,0.1398155828865579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202607890487546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423708652947693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328025824871462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277904532039482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726613169178922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588805031232313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435225457140457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092913640223746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016445826746804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,laylaophelia,2019/04/02,"Does my boyfriend have ADHD? So my boyfriend has these strange behaviors and I just realized that he might have ADHD, which makes sense because he was officially diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. Now it all makes sense. He gets suddenly, irrationally angry. Like, he'll be in traffic and someone will cut him off and his reaction goes beyond road rage, like he'll suddenly lose his temper and drive recklessly and won't listen to reason. And he's not an angry person. And sometimes he's totally fine and shrugs it off, other times it's like he starts seeing red. Or he'll be suddenly struck with anxiety over something weird, like he threw away the box with all our sex toys because all of a sudden he had this paranoid fantasy that someone was going to break into our room and find them. In fact, he's super impulsive. He throws so many things away that we need, like batteries, or old keys, because he gets anxious and doesn't stop to think. He gets so distracted. So easily. If you have a hole in your clothes, or a speck on your shirt, or something's crooked - he can't stop staring at it and he won't even hear a word you're saying. When he does get distracted, it takes him forever to get back on track. He can't multitask at all. People thought he had bad hearing because he never hears us talking to him, until we realized that he just cannot focus on 2 sounds at the same time. He stutters when he talks and backtracks and goes off on a million tangents and then forgets what he was saying. He has sensory overload and can't be in crowds. Or gets overwhelmed when people touch him. Or freaks out at the tags in his clothes and rips them out. He can't stand certain textures, sensations, or sounds. Are these things ADHD symptoms, or just my boyfriend's personality? 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New amazing wife (to be in 3 weeks); corrections to PhD text finished, 3 years after viva (two weeks ago); and, shhiitttttt ... shower left on this evening for >4.5hrs. Twas an April fool that came up yesterday ... &#x200B; [https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/b87g6n/guys\_i\_just\_got\_my\_phd\_in\_mathematics\_i\_cleaned/](https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/b87g6n/guys_i_just_got_my_phd_in_mathematics_i_cleaned/) &#x200B; I ain't no fool. &#x200B; My name is Doctor David William Roberts, Ph.D., Bs. Hons(Genetics), and I have ADHD. &#x200B; [https://imgur.com/acON1u6](https://imgur.com/acON1u6) [https://imgur.com/AeyYKQ2](https://imgur.com/AeyYKQ2) &#x200B; [https://imgur.com/SaAbUHE](https://imgur.com/SaAbUHE) P.S. Dundee, Scotland has some exceptional light &#x200B;",25.716025641025638,34.231617012820514,9.574615384615383,41.85371794871799,32.717948717948715,7.56923076923077,36.87179487179487,8.515128840125781,3.9111179487179495,709,22,55,8,9,144,67,78,0.113,0.82,0.067,-0.6098,1,0,0,0,0,0,137.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,1,4,1,8,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,9,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755495717119801,0.0,0.067747522359799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968487886901743,0.557199717456478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874116091916768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822580904547093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047901331745688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303766664027594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381323507318896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465763094100017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122609531612824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.557199717456478,0.049216190349623434 adhd,mickey__,2019/04/02,"People with ADHD/Depression combo, can you tell us how does it plays out in your every day life? How does it feel, what is it doing to you, can you tell more please? Sorry for my bad english",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.38461538461539,6.225641025641028,18.128205128205128,6.42735559955562,-0.13934871794871784,147,2,31,1,3,48,31,39,0.124,0.772,0.10400000000000001,-0.2132,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307566105575174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136825090808771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504722739106908,0.0,0.2204235198274081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479146308527143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562363659521325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294008408491496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807638634946103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742270372565602,0.0,0.0,0.28092330717606545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28648148600121953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473707178879223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078402477684231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Goingnowherefast42,2019/04/02,"How to combat oversleeping while on adderall? I've been taking adderall for about 2 years now and the past 6 months or so I've been finding it harder to get up on time and will sleep for 10+ hours. I use the alarmy app and it will go off full blast literally inches from my pillow but I will sleep right through it. I'm starting a new job next week and will have to start getting up 2 hours earlier than I'm used to and am afraid I will sleep through my alarm and be late to work. I've googled this a bunch but wanted to get opinions from this sub to see if anyone else has had this problem while taking adderall daily. I'm also very brain fogged in the morning but I'm more worried about the oversleeping at this point.",4.062200000000002,4.687741486666667,4.341333333333335,90.654,70.8,7.066666666666667,26.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.8721333333333336,573,17,126,4,10,179,92,150,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.9048,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,0,12,4,4,3,0,18,28,16,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,23,19,3,27,0,0,1,0,0,11,0,3,15,73,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502969551767454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932063234667293,0.16019476836372393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453364143793554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306068704912676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289724675077015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450527135524934,0.0,0.08885493231907116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079382778496435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514910148382074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763648945517416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247937416482061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099976690637726,0.16627555294200266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492497757896909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477973350393259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960183447650066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351847575383366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458737612919532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693761923051536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132475176425265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510519785489745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911665047593898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700651795830788,0.0,0.12900167510078095,0.09221681523202707,0.0,0.12541118591861666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382161880201574,0.15877676909905264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006815818795132 adhd,PattonDr,2019/04/02,"LD-50 & LD-70 I call it an LD-70 when I take my 70mg Vyvanse with an energy drink with a protein bar prior to an exam. I wouldn't recommend this to anyone due to the danger of mixing stimulants. I have been drinking coffee with my Aderoll or Vyvanse for ~8 years. Recently I found out that coffee actually breaks down the Aderoll due to it's acidity. If I take aderal after taking a tumms or antiacid tablet it works for longer and releases slower if I drink water along with. However, I have found that late in the day, caffeine and Vyvanse come together to do something beautiful. Perfect for late nights (3am+) where engineering work has got to get done. To reiterate, never mix ADHD meds with other stimulants. It's simply not safe and it could end you up in the hospital. 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As child I was always a day dreamer, and it not infrequent to totally loose time during classes. The thing is I'm 30 and was never diagnosed with ADHD.",5.888901098901101,5.317560307692316,7.587120879120878,73.08287912087914,66.80219780219781,9.917362637362636,32.48571428571429,9.3871,2.9969410989010985,352,13,64,6,5,124,60,91,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.5251,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,0,2,17,15,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,10,0,9,9,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,4,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082975797315043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211598667267592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347073357179663,0.0,0.0,0.108808943447166,0.0,0.0,0.17124488980601016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476459753611361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407135138028874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012547295632698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208619254208692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696759310100847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560887717179615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626558141973617,0.216214948702577,0.0,0.0,0.09838063375062124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bsmosh,2019/04/02,"Am I the only one (unlikely), if soAny tips? So I have been clinically diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety, and depression for 7 year now? But as a student I try to get my work done early so I'm not sitting here freaking out. But for some reason I often get into this head space where my brain stops processing, it stresses me out so I take a break, my breaks go too long, I sit back down I get tense and nervous and can't relax so ""I need another break."" Then before I know it I've wasted days of time I could be spending things I actually want to do, guilt free. Instead I'm coming up to a deadline, have a ton of work to get done and am stressing and basically experiencing constant anxiety attacks. Does anyone have any tips for how the got themselves to buckle down? My ADHD meds don't really help, I just get more sucked into my breaks. 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I did the 11 day slow increase from 25 - 75mg. I had nausea on increase days but it subsided and was working well. After two weeks on 75mg, my doc bumped me to the official dose of 80mg (so I'm taking one 80mg pill a day instead of three 25mg pills a day) and the nausea won't go away. It's been about two weeks now on this dose. Has anyone experienced this and had it eventually go away? I'm loving the mild boost this gives me to not be a complete piece of shit and I'm actually getting things done, passed all my classes this quarter, and being productive. I don't want to stop it but nausea sucks.",4.1847916666666665,5.133107895833334,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,70.7361111111111,8.26,29.677777777777766,8.548686976883017,2.1802494444444456,563,22,112,9,10,190,90,144,0.075,0.8059999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,2,0,7,0,11,6,1,2,1,16,22,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,6,3,2,1,5,6,1,8,2,17,13,4,23,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,11,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.1779157992458971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748079191231962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34258700698039635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911566651639832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703193975571706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865743312966444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525348604787083,0.17489577409700174,0.2072307284398084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454886431868604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354320838950462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423757656095534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871465239936656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524257811423888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708023893513946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112379480807987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378176713396832,0.0,0.3561958496332299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753571746759703,0.0,0.2924885623579173,0.0,0.16392552960298054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272947466686275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,koryisma,2019/04/02,"An organizational tool at work Hi, all. I am in a new position where I need to be organized... and need to create systems that work for me. I have found this INCREDIBLY useful and wanted to share in case others find it useful. &#x200B; \- I have initiated weekly check-ins with my supervisor. They are about an hour (but could go longer). It sounds like a lot, but she is rarely in the office, so I can't always just stop by her desk to ask her questions. Having this on the calendar is helpful. She finds them helpful too so it's not a problem for either of us. \- Before each meeting, I send her an agenda of what I want to cover. This is a dated document that I have saved in a folder literally titled ""Weekly check-ins."" Whenever something comes up I want to discuss with her, I add it to this list. Sometimes I add notes in the agenda doc if needed. \- At the meeting, I take the agenda and type my notes in it, including action items. She sometimes also adds agenda items that I type into my document. \- If there are big projects or tasks I need to do, I generally ask for a due date even if she doesn't provide one. I note that. \- At the end of the meeting, I take the action items and paste them on a running monthly action-item list. Anything that I can accomplish in under 5 minutes, I do immediately. \- I look at the agenda from the meeting and decide what needs to stay and be re-visited at the next meeting. I then keep that information in a new document saved in the check-ins folder with the new date. \- Throughout the week, I continue to fill out the next week's agenda as needed. I check off my to-do list as I go. I also keep a clipboard with hard-copy documents she needs to sign or approve... and have started also adding anything to be discussed if it needs a hard-copy paper version and not just to be sent over email. If I have documents specifically for discussion at the next meeting that don't need to ""live"" somewhere else on shared files, I save them in the ""check-in"" folder too so they are easy to pull up at the meeting. &#x200B; I have also instituted an action-items policy at work with our weekly staff meetings (I am not our executive director, but right under her). Our admin takes notes during the meeting, but keeps a separate section for action-items for each person. At the beginning of each meeting, I take us through them to see what was done and what wasn't. It's not a punitive thing -- just a check-in. Some of the items get a different month added to them or timeframe if they stay on too long and aren't urgent. If we start talking about an item for more than 30 seconds, we stop and add it as an agenda item. The action items are done quickly (usually 5 minutes or less) and have made all of us a bit more productive at least. As with my other system -- if there is an action item assigned to me that I can complete in under 5 minutes, I do it immediately following the meeting. If not, they get added to my running to-do list. I also check the action item list an hour or two before each staff meeting to see if there is anything else I can either get done or at least make progress on before the meeting. The accountability matters to me, even if I know I won't be penalized for it. &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.0457127160123845,5.339947602503916,5.168678453700932,82.2212346418939,71.41001564945226,7.691818999100986,27.680251723104586,8.128838120801504,1.7820113275397065,2534,90,495,36,47,837,242,639,0.008,0.9009999999999999,0.091,0.9931,1,0,1,0,0,0,119.0,8,0,9,7,23,7,0,0,49,0,41,0,0,4,2,103,82,46,0,25,31,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,29,31,0,5,7,0,3,15,11,1,0,3,8,4,72,6,87,67,27,90,0,0,3,0,58,40,0,20,32,366,101,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360813585811118,0.049128095828503436,0.2558901277499871,0.2869724353320428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576085815688744,0.0,0.1103935482519626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072247495040722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445912604151073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050859892014856585,0.06190494552074281,0.0,0.0,0.04714063770645231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061686853518993036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126295211176285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864487727636513,0.0,0.05229413667874706,0.0,0.0,0.07799403839073578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792756396228526,0.0,0.0,0.0647370617031181,0.0,0.0,0.09254181944525727,0.0,0.06711043501038899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578097873109207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914989609385173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628995286738875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574390798489766,0.0,0.0,0.032448217889548915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0288451866900316,0.0,0.05213561561048135,0.052250760956753066,0.04958083585443043,0.0,0.0,0.05019582828376959,0.0,0.055867447947895214,0.03941133206184707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425433197688307,0.0,0.0,0.39401343900773494,0.0,0.17107086425712073,0.18837712884851948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000873094458569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636275396891712,0.0,0.0515536399548865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564957055733151,0.0,0.0,0.06614112063237998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050421978588579934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409846803787036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045453806636841024,0.11678909876617515,0.0,0.08358118104309993,0.12586291374552472,0.0,0.0987243596186581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757047008474586,0.047456130836992134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039225218291120204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767595037124136,0.0,0.21306259952812803,0.1019875386202348,0.06502698027309853,0.0,0.10447440154370087,0.0,0.2368016896334043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289509454122411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869724353320428,0.0 adhd,haydenaitor,2019/04/02,"I need some help with my life. So to all of the people with ADHD who are super successful, and are in school, how do you do it? What always happens is that I will do all my work. Put it in some place so I wont lose it. Loose it. and then I start to spiral into an almost inescapable hole that I want to climb out of and I could, but I cant. does this happen to anyone else? To the people on this sub with 3.0 GPA or above, how do you do it? I can barely maintain all C's and 2 b's. What methods have you done that have helped you prevent yourself from falling into the abyss, and what can i do to prevent it next year? 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First time since i got out of my relationship and since i got my diagnosis. How early should i tell the date that i have ADHD? First? Second? Third? Getting the feeling that people judge you because of the diagnosis and shy away, but i'd also want them to get to know me first and not judge me because of it. And at the same time i dont want to withhold anything. How do you guys deal with it? Any advice? :)",0.5961363636363615,2.8584280833333366,2.9323863636363647,89.5830681818182,85.875,5.5742424242424224,20.185606060606066,6.980632752743323,0.4553458333333338,360,11,77,5,11,123,59,96,0.016,0.885,0.098,0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,17,15,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,1,12,0,12,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,10,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992431674771573,0.17882050508163294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463409609029334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444281182858707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058921617048066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192973882038792,0.0,0.0,0.22310399345095214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865971369485016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446866796677225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252772329093152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669661228802991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121457199781106,0.0,0.20800044537739154,0.0,0.2927154878401091,0.0,0.0,0.18119372821119556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056921508084406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686562721021385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646804603719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027505559461081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994561442400046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341160359404335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158702746029706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mwute2,2019/04/02,"Shout-out to all my forgetful homies. Shout-out to all my homies that forget to do their laundry for weeks on end, I feel your pain. 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So often I see things on here about how hard it is to live with ADHD and believe me it is hard, but I just wanted to take a moment and focus on the success some of us have had and maybe provide a little inspiration to others out there having a hard time. I know it helps me to learn that there are other people like me living successful lives out there so please share your success stories! I’ll start: So next month I’ll be graduating college and I literally cannot believe it. Three years ago I was asked to leave the college because of poor grades and I turned to drinking gained 60 lbs and worked as a dishwasher until I got the help I so desperately needed. It took awhile but I got properly medicated and treated for my ADHD and today life couldn’t be better. I lost the 60 lbs, Im moving to a new city and have lined up a new apartment with the girl I love and I’ll have a college degree which is something three years ago me would of never believed. I am happy. 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I am sorry if the title seems weird but I have had battle with doctors on this point and finally been diagnosed today!! I am actually so happy! Some of you know this struggle but I am finally able to get help after 30 years! I haven't been this excited in so long that I actually cried when my doctor said the verdict and said it would be life changing. After the almost 2 hour talk they told me yes I was un-diagnosed with ADHD as a kid and have ADHD/ADD (the hyper-activeness is genuinely low I am just ultra excited right now) . I have no idea about how different it will be on medication as I've had to deal with this for 30 years. Is it like being those hyperfocused days constantly? Or is it like a constant? 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I’m a 24 y/o living in SoCal, going through my “Quarter Life Crisis” and planning to make a career switch. Looking for a kind accountability bud (preferably with ADHD too so we can relate) who is non judgmental, career oriented, and wants to get their shit together, together! (ha, not funny but couldn’t help but put it there). And most importantly, someone who understand ADHD struggles! Interests: Productivity and self improvement, dogs, fitness, shows like Black Mirror and Silicon Valley, Inception-like movies, travel, tech, food, politics and other relevant news, societal issues, Harry Potter, stand up comedy, books, “adulting” type topics like post grad life and work/career life, etc. Please shoot me a pm if you’re down. Since the internet is full of all sorts of wackiness, I would highly appreciate it if you can tell me more about yourself! Thanks",7.008024282560707,9.494870503311262,7.212864238410598,65.76225441501106,65.82119205298014,10.331346578366448,32.450883002207505,10.504223727775694,4.181449889624725,710,30,101,20,12,229,122,151,0.073,0.6990000000000001,0.228,0.9821,0,0,0,1,0,1,37.0,1,1,1,1,4,8,1,1,6,1,6,5,1,1,1,25,15,12,0,7,5,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,4,5,9,1,0,2,3,2,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,7,6,11,13,5,11,0,0,2,0,12,6,1,4,2,56,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210293827109137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535564996934007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118106168408121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151665718930344,0.0,0.0995504958431886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740963086977499,0.18507179232569634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182827099027514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824077399078481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37117336639508497,0.17115386823151785,0.0,0.15467419885774392,0.0,0.14709476381323444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692422044321632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988287544594845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227893526866285,0.0,0.0,0.1677599695390272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608954138444932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273564521600955,0.0,0.17980469787626088,0.1448985741667648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841701883305125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312083928184986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310222240113922,0.16126870509011634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235328994605576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331705220890283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752244916158773,0.0,0.0,0.12443242734000805,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NotDownWithRobsAlien,2019/04/02,"Just a small rant about my conversation with the pharmacy technician. Okay so I’ll just get right to it. I was filling my prescription today and the pharmacy tech was working with me to get the best rate for my Rx. Sometimes it’s cheaper to use GoodRx and other times it’s cheaper with my insurance. I casually mentioned that my Rx used to only be $4 to fill and the pharmacy tech replied with, “Well the cost has gone up because EVERYBODY is on this medication.” I know that I can definitely be sensitive at times but this just rubbed me the wrong way. The way she said it felt like she harbored negative feelings towards this specific medication and the people who are prescribed it. She could’ve definitely just been staring a fact but in my opinion she would’ve been better off not saying anything at all. This small comment now has me all up in my head perpetuating the stereotype that “ADD isn’t a real disorder” and that “People only take these medications to get ahead in life.” I’m pretty much over it now but I thought I’d share. Happy Tuesday everyone! 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But obviously I don't always have time for this, and there are work deadlines, and I'm not always motivated to work so hard. (Back in high school and college I pulled all-nighters REGULARLY to write papers, but that's not really so appealing anymore.) What this means is that I keep letting things slip...today I submitted my timesheet to my supervisor, and I had to resubmit it twice because he pointed out dumb, sloppy errors, which I'm sure doesn't reflect well on me and my abilities as an editor. He did not seem pleased. I wish the fear of reproach would be enough to kick me into gear to be more on top of things and more attentive, but...I just can't. I feel like I keep plodding along, trying to do my work and sometimes doing it poorly and sometimes having bursts of excellence, but always with the underlying anxiety of missing something or doing something wrong. When I first started getting treated for ADHD I felt really on top of my game, but now the effect seems to be wearing off... Anyone else deal with sloppiness in a line of work that is super anti-sloppy???",8.753608923884514,7.269885555118113,8.92484251968504,68.77603018372707,61.559055118110244,12.088713910761154,38.48950131233596,11.038039088145766,4.242688713910762,1057,44,188,23,12,350,147,254,0.132,0.7829999999999999,0.085,-0.8936,2,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,13,9,10,1,1,9,0,19,1,1,2,2,41,34,22,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,15,0,2,9,1,2,1,6,4,1,3,4,3,18,6,43,25,3,25,0,1,0,0,6,17,1,3,8,134,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339489759274807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37096273093642174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526386791241743,0.0,0.11053483455098342,0.07793293103248272,0.1142002892469968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570311892801148,0.0,0.0679428084397966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490669072845655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405863012973495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310754989128213,0.0,0.0,0.1151642918178142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016985726888412,0.0,0.0,0.12541947641304624,0.05635572256404571,0.07962449962744685,0.1070156565629798,0.0,0.0,0.09480478690372296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469416170268276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984307372759628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775984324643578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106033139960908,0.19813520156494144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139717564688291,0.0,0.05445198439126543,0.0,0.0,0.09863543788510463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214087325834443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459431423557593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731946020326908,0.0,0.12234569618789752,0.1053623572344354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280369287910902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279986286905287,0.0,0.2029315053190029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160921828030318,0.22046652883281306,0.0,0.07888943854773542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504637120991712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809340616056293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499114371526286,0.0,0.105647668377729,0.0,0.0,0.07567160335625546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021272068814084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816940001851224,0.0,0.0,0.4868496739009029,0.0,0.0,0.07917545377496374,0.12186011524419288,0.0,0.0 adhd,Donkeydckhonkey,2019/04/02,"Doc said he won’t put me on stimulants cus I had a bad reaction to Strattera Got diagnosed with ADHD four months ago (primary inattentive) by my therapist, so I go to a psychiatrist to go get meds They put me on Strattera for a month and that drug was not for me. Mood swings, elevated BP, facial tics, loss of appetite, sleep disturbances, so on. Doc takes me off it, we wait a month till I get back to baseline, and I go in for another visit Doc says he’s not willing to try stimulants (Amphetamine or Methylphendiate based) because I had such a bad reaction on Strattera, he’s worried I’ll have an even worse reaction on Strattera, he’s specifically worried about the tics which he says can become permanent, and the weight loss. We’re not gonna do Wellbutrin, because i was on it before for smoking, and it did not agree with me either, I do not do well on Norepinephrine reuptake drugs. Have you ever heard of this? I kinda suspect that the doc thinks I’m full of shit regarding ADHD, cus I’m very smart and did well in school, the first time I went to see him he didn’t beleive I had ADHD, so I did testing with my therapist which showed I had it. And even with subsequent visits he talks to me like I’m exaggerating symptoms, because, as he put it “You did way too well in school to have ADHD” (that was my first visit) Am I bad candidate for stimulant medication? Should I get a second opinion?",3.3929347826086937,5.23168952536232,4.8660869565217375,81.54847826086956,74.03623188405797,8.568115942028985,28.30434782608696,9.20300075937882,2.486073913043477,1103,45,218,26,23,369,140,276,0.14800000000000002,0.8320000000000001,0.02,-0.9831,1,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,1,4,13,13,1,1,11,0,23,9,3,3,1,28,41,12,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,11,11,1,1,2,1,0,10,7,7,3,4,16,6,28,5,35,21,2,33,0,2,1,0,21,12,1,3,11,138,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635522476333577,0.0,0.08547785812102915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111346647389244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414740040598958,0.2415407750615237,0.17634536590172387,0.1064974668131822,0.08205336980969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787268132852904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236523975256484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737994802300026,0.08722490605739461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404370302694574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113939980688232,0.0,0.1644072527812527,0.0,0.07712250986610529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047109990162099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071100884621015,0.09714135420653502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309044156941117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29081118579389625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172538262667322,0.1533672880635601,0.0,0.19518114865615996,0.07684085998765013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898225071479916,0.0,0.0,0.09649792618115499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022591174342986,0.07250207104451377,0.07750540431186062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239213464282425,0.0,0.06178735259429875,0.0,0.0,0.05622810950376949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546847703561964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956343541830609,0.0,0.07654028571489094,0.0,0.1174236754219046,0.2601018312838284,0.08938998796103041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958552120237281,0.09826866237433844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Mirror-Disappoints,2019/04/02,"My boss just said something about me being late by telling me to ""make more of an effort"". Fuuuuuuuck you, dude. It's annoying to know he's not asking for all that much from me but to hear it phrased like that and feel like he's telling me I'm a piece of shit and then still have no drive to do anything differently. Like, I have no clue why the idea of getting up a half our earlier to catch an earlier bus (and probably get to work 15 minutes earlier every day) is so damn unappealing to me. UHG!",3.715395284327325,4.39483754368932,5.385464632454924,82.65922330097091,71.62135922330097,8.992510402219137,29.277392510402212,9.23628265651192,2.2149373092926488,389,15,87,8,7,133,74,103,0.151,0.764,0.085,-0.8238,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,2,4,6,3,0,5,0,5,1,1,2,1,12,14,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,3,9,3,15,12,4,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,2,0,7,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693570813307308,0.0,0.20100623254008293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386642881931587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246407008279908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811560155157957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871600675501243,0.15360387988148547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466871507912967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233298963600675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272121382934875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816440605263348,0.0,0.2425417393032749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31513049785727043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352149201793993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805780238016362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318181913342729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452466942313927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207056708457454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552594914013738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170803832962828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37585812942743146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940139575476605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565305468796462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ocdhaaalpp,2019/04/02,"I have trained myself to need constant intense stimulation By constantly choosing high stimulation activities such as checking my phone and surfing the internet, I feel like I've made it even harder to attend to lower stimulation activities such as sitting in a meeting, talking with my girlfriend, or even watching a full tv episode start to finish. Often lower stimulation activities are more rewarding overall but in the moment I have so much trouble not trying to escape them for a more stimulating activity. How do I undo this? Does anyone else struggle with this? &#x200B; It has begun affecting my relationship because I find myself trying to control my girlfriends mood (wanting her to be more expressive, silly, emotional, have bigger reactions to things). 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And then, in college I learned I could study for an exam for 2-3 hours right before the exam and get an A for most classes. And that I could write a 6 page research paper in 3 hours. BUT!!!! Now I start studying right before the exam, can't find motivation to start assignments until the literal last second, and keep pushing the time I give myself to actually submit things on time Obviously this backfires, because whenever I forget about an assignment last minute, I add it to the list of things I need to do within the next few hours and don't have time to finish everything and once the deadline passes, I feel chill for 24 hours because any late grade I get will give me 24 extra hours and don't mind a lower grade because at this point I just need credit and now I'm rambling.... 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Long story short, I couldn't find my wallet while at work, so I went walking to look for it at all the places it coild have been with no luck. I cancelled all my credit cards and was ready to go to the police to report it stolen. Then I found it in my other bag.",3.4841095890410965,4.16170179452055,4.3286575342465765,90.03243835616442,72.15068493150685,6.935890410958903,20.07945205479452,6.742157984588678,0.07447616438356164,273,4,61,2,5,88,55,73,0.13,0.701,0.16899999999999998,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,4,1,10,4,11,3,2,15,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,4,41,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373474785794809,0.0,0.0,0.4046952184304402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976602459996327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266387531692902,0.3099480678948714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38562724353541417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710438884004211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34215611713746913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687066195030655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,upfnothing,2019/04/02,"Fatherhood, Change, and ADHD I was in charge of my ADHD about four years ago. I worked out religiously, proper sleep cycle, great dietary habits, and I was on a medication cycle that worked. My school leadership was supportive and guided me through positive reinforcement. The valued my contributions as an educator and athletic coach. Then things changed and I am so confused as to how to succeed. My school leadership changed with the hiring of administrators who were mostly critical and disruptive of any controls I put in place for my ADHD. I was micromanaged, at the same time my son was born, and my marriage was strained with a rough pregnancy and first year of life: kid not sleeping through the night, becoming an emotional punching bag. My whole world became unhinged and I now find myself unemployed. I resigned, without properly lining up a new job, because it was a non-ending shitshow and I was getting no traction on an application every other day. My non-ADHD colleagues felt the same, with our staff turnover reflecting it, but with my ODD I couldn’t keep from being obvious about my hatred and disdain for a leadership team I despised. It came down to my family or my job and I chose my family. How do I rebuild myself when I feel so useless with my crazy ADHD work history, and lack of future direction? 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Like it’s something I need to function half the time and I hate having to just through 8 hoops to get my Rx every month. That if I’m living in a shared living space I have to lock my medication up because I could be fined if someone STEALS my medication because it wasn’t “properly hidden”, I’m tired of people telling me they were on vyvance to lose weight. I’m tired of people not believe ADHD is real and that we are somehow getting an advantage by being diagnosed with a “fake” disorder and being “drugged up” LIKE JUST STOP, LITERALLY JUST STOP TALKING BECAUSE YOU MAKE MY LIFE SO MUCH HARDER THEN IT NEEDS TO BE ",2.3732643678160907,4.820049682758622,3.886206896551727,84.41781609195405,79.75862068965517,6.073563218390802,24.83908045977012,7.3011,1.3411287356321837,584,22,108,8,15,193,96,145,0.226,0.711,0.063,-0.9785,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,1,2,6,9,1,0,4,0,14,11,0,3,0,23,24,8,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,12,5,17,17,1,11,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,7,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248274048860777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766909187376355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238969258368907,0.1207310773427316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154847903113309,0.0,0.0,0.13275440966427896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407791475586798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959528454543655,0.0,0.0,0.13504374382964252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664575118548564,0.0,0.09843210451774086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927711832392183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312294762659662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633303683898592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322703275120473,0.11513187545065633,0.0,0.2080926453176184,0.0,0.0,0.13182197728880166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865264702649884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088291169129285,0.2374032823002501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405102943567938,0.0,0.08661883572696681,0.17473936398315468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267548034947315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341166893465267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983723945946968,0.0907115294608146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702283084007832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470754000671447,0.1029888846967974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687078014444375,0.4062858241114579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176755588482388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348557415439034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Groooby,2019/04/02,"What are the signs that I Haven't ADD/ADHD? Hey, I'm 23 yo, some time ago I realised, that many sympthoms of ADD/ADHD are similar to ""my"" sympthoms, and I became very anxious abuit it, I don't know what to do that then but not every sympthom suit to me, for ex. I never, literally never have headaches, I've had headache maybe 3 times in my life, realli, I know that it's wired, lol. Ofc this isn't the only thing I haven't, but I'm not certain about It, what are the reasons, that would tell me that I haven't ADD/ADHD?",0.1255405405405412,2.13625175675676,1.8373198198198213,98.36516891891894,85.48648648648648,4.781081081081081,19.15990990990991,5.985473137389443,-0.34821981981981986,399,11,96,3,12,130,66,111,0.045,0.9159999999999999,0.039,0.2943,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,12,1,0,1,3,14,16,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,12,1,7,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,57,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6851473711361874,0.0,0.16845258207958327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468293610366246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011080229593813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088740779823621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422576331262007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266339897886667,0.1909134566539095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29312997021369885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452848255524564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173985664714593,0.19538533445259915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609701444562125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624932642068926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161926935399645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679693466767533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499382541453722,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hesperus_LVX,2019/04/02,"Got my first prescription I got my first ever prescription for ADHD. Do you guys have any tips or experiences regarding Ritalin? I would appreciate your feedback. I got 20mg extended release. Will I be able to focus and function tomorrow like a normal person? I’m so excited and curious to try it out tomorrow.",3.9778947368421065,6.873565649122809,6.539561403508773,65.09776315789476,76.71929824561403,11.519298245614035,34.06140350877193,10.864195022040775,5.453224561403509,250,14,38,11,6,89,45,57,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,8,2,4,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,26,9,1,0.2408414802322286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894446566464188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378046536418034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785490730501145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558918152387595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097192801032129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778687990889213,0.0,0.0,0.23847093047348866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176629818684005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597351513950215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102934908498321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351555582771596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710868774773305,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imthatusername,2019/04/02,"Reaching the level cap with ADD is so difficult I’m a big mmorpg guy, I love them. In my youth mmo’s were a positive distraction to the otherwise unstable life I felt a prison of. These games made me believe that I could be anything! Therein lies the problem though, I wanted to be *everything*. Today as an adult that does not change. It’s not rare for me to start a new character only to see a high level character of a different race or class and go “oh wow that’s cool!”. Immediately I log out re roll and start a character under that pretense. At some point I have every combination of race and class available, leaving me with a heaping pile of virtual characters to choose from and reach max level with. Maybe one day I’ll reach a level cap..",3.127927786499213,5.18203579591837,4.553333333333335,82.55769230769229,75.39455782312925,8.332600732600731,26.953950811093673,9.057496981413335,2.3296597592883312,590,23,115,14,13,196,99,147,0.12,0.775,0.105,-0.4811,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,13,1,6,2,0,1,0,19,15,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,3,11,3,19,9,1,18,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,2,6,66,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686628245328605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309172802009849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681819996505086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636421438454907,0.0,0.0,0.13218083989528567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413730165871495,0.0,0.0,0.1793599718195033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268580537193187,0.0,0.18420287527408566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967916514578912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164822538877149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294046788278824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165491926337925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702074065182148,0.0,0.0,0.14476777148652215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498243706238324,0.1939360474989628,0.0,0.0,0.20590768109252136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794954232382295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888472500263396,0.15587965990642572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937513906617805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611695615257896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332484870252234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29014040361950555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013700201619536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942760508177928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088943409467852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SirDrCapt,2019/04/02,"""Mundane Tasks"" ADHD Testing? My college counseling office wants to test me for ADHD sometime soon (thank goodness) and they mentioned that they test me by putting me in a room, giving me a bunch of mundane tasks to do, and monitoring how I respond. Has anyone had any experience with this sort of testing? What sort of tasks can I be expecting? Is this sort of testing even considered to be accurate?",6.387534246575343,7.786267479452058,6.591671232876718,73.80778082191785,65.986301369863,9.127671232876713,37.88767123287671,9.3871,3.84762684931507,318,17,52,6,5,102,50,73,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,11,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,39,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6684482856626021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911866013724196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944551415366116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836835185644747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27203677956070305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26678044586967364,0.0,0.2332584715812412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795689728437992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27504964525459324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560386373853943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640315599450073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zeus-man,2019/04/02,"Seeing my doctor tomorrow, how do I bring it up? At this point in life I am pretty certain I have ADHD. I am 22 years old. I have had trouble being able to sit still as far as I can remember. I zone out all the time every time. I have sat through countless lectures in college zoned out and getting absolutely nothing out of them if they didn't interest me. I keep zoning out during conversations with other people if I don't have the slightest of interest in them. Now that I am working full time I have found it very difficult to stay seated and be focused on doing my work. I keep getting up and pacing back and forth procrastinating on things that need to be done until the point where my anxiety builds up so much that I am eventually forced to do it. I had to get a new primary care doctor because I moved states and I seeing them for the first time tomorrow so I wanted to bring up my issues. I am guessing my primary care provider would have to refer me to a Psychiatrist? Should I just ask for a referral to a Psychiatrist? Or just give him the rundown of my issues?",4.847594684385385,5.491156832558144,6.205797342192692,77.9228488372093,69.04651162790697,9.119601328903654,30.24086378737541,9.23628265651192,2.5535980066445183,849,32,165,16,14,288,120,215,0.077,0.8540000000000001,0.069,0.2748,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,3,9,7,0,0,9,0,25,3,0,1,2,28,43,14,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,6,2,33,5,33,32,3,39,0,0,2,0,8,19,0,4,14,130,42,7,0.1344539192983451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615874826402394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285688024667336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569626459900154,0.0,0.0,0.1033867645952886,0.0,0.08196186124811107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416946321729463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752385674044758,0.0,0.13759304084591273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328322595884464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436643506935586,0.0,0.14742178263216318,0.0,0.0,0.21073987035754668,0.12898045096484873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481161505760222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28066991904513416,0.0,0.23901764251358446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496877947521028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290323788725529,0.09883910115051772,0.09969587750029754,0.0,0.12985643309374373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290121618090185,0.0,0.1410867707199345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321341831421846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420482616860635,0.0,0.0,0.13678797298293782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231008033989202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142847317463331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330998830882788,0.10737507363286634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932520958599746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136046463705684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093856457468444,0.07930440518309244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957681091752909,0.0,0.0,0.09551220659814158,0.0,0.0,0.08658391578323107 adhd,glitteringgoldgator,2019/04/02,Having ADHD and depression is like wanting to do everything and nothing all at once. At least that’s how it feels for me sometimes. Like they’re in a constant tug of war battle on who gets to run my life that day.,2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818183,3.45,89.92000000000002,77.86363636363637,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.0112454545454548,169,6,35,2,4,55,39,44,0.19899999999999998,0.703,0.098,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,6,6,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,8,6,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811748226591489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427464011464486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454740132539845,0.0,0.27317670756663365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850505374593594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603698901424094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657074161897282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402544481254547,0.3099049522411637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043316666298503,0.0,0.0,0.3377740310929332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31368769133264024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707416000196286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,trainticketyboo,2019/04/02,"Afraid of My Own Feelings After several years of being severely ill, I am finally better enough to start being more social again. I feel terrified. I used to have social anxiety and worked through it, but my illness has brought back some of the feelings of nervousness. I'm not nervous to interact with other people in general. I love meeting new people and getting to know them. However, I'm nervous about navigating the social life, being socially acceptable. I am also nervous about dating and falling in love. I've never done that before. My ADHD always tends to exacerbate whatever feelings I have. Nervousness, excitement, happiness, sadness - whatever the emotion, my ADHD magnifies it and I experience it to an at times overwhelming degree. I have to ""ride out the storm,"" and I'm not in control of it. This can make life fun, but it can also make it scary. I do not deal well with uncertainty and change, and getting back into social life - and getting into dating people for the first time - might be challenging. Probably when I reach new milestones, dating people will have benefits that make the hard parts worthwhile, but it's hard to see that when you've never been there before and you feel afraid. Can I navigate this and come out okay? \- Thanks for listening, friends.",5.992421154779232,8.165992436681227,6.530618631732168,70.9009837457545,67.8646288209607,9.805046094129064,33.246239689471125,10.125756701596842,3.967963415817565,1024,47,156,27,18,333,124,229,0.129,0.664,0.207,0.9782,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,5,11,22,0,8,7,1,19,7,0,5,2,40,44,17,0,0,6,0,7,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,13,17,0,1,7,0,0,4,5,9,1,1,3,9,17,13,29,35,5,31,0,2,1,2,14,8,0,2,19,118,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233311124484978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552487448927369,0.08076744456005815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425592007271006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927692362343714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519358131318534,0.0,0.0,0.0858477933813298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026839196229327,0.08361454763034336,0.0,0.0,0.1088687927550032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007172148601587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993331493149742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918720832252217,0.0,0.10029606511914352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094950063156592,0.0,0.0,0.24539972985122774,0.0,0.0,0.10633205474848101,0.0,0.08256506362184299,0.0,0.0,0.07499365348373598,0.0,0.15214036175192455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332953009932562,0.17390577003017604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053345434934327335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568368633780684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521335111194308,0.0,0.1943787474557352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029726516077672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972796916098538,0.1874956520868835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511400387168564,0.0,0.26917589269458936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465454577673387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734975956492933,0.0,0.0,0.21931595744294025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947374514823595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687044581345867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893661689038123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320099102498585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383464423373246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727480889479651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066586616686799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250790724512381 adhd,JakeSnowy,2019/04/02,"Anyone else over the excessive addy monitoring? Scripted going on 4 years with a moderate dose (for this sub). Back in the day I used to balance it, tweak it, send a probe occasionally to see if I was still properly""addied"" during the day, like many others get stuck doing. Now I just take it around the same time and barely notice it kicking in.. Not that it doesn't work it's just not *notable*. People act so intense about it and it's such a turn off sometimes. Just take it, feel it and get over it >_< IMHO Addy is just a hot date with a terrible personality! Use it but don't get over involved or you'll trade your perks for baggage! Sometime I feel like people would get more out of it if they took it like any other medication that deserves respect instead of micromanaging *how perfectly* its fixing your adhd. :( Took me 3 years too long to realize smh Anyway, those are my two cents. Anyone feel similar? 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I got diagnosed with ADHD at age 27 couple of years back. Since then I am using Concerta 18mg + Ritalin 5mg (afternoon), it did wonders for me, with overall quality of life. But as a person I have changed, more aloof, irritable, feeling suffocated in boring conversations, and I prefer to lock in the room and rather than speaking with my flatmates. 1. Did anyone had similar issues after starting medication? How did you overcome? 2. As part of the treatment, did you guys had anything other than medication ? I find my psychiatrist is more focussed on prescribing medication than addressing my other issues. 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I feel like exercise really helps me feel normal around others, be still and confident. However if I workout to muscle failure say in a crossfit group and need pain killers, I’ll have feel socially sensitive and vulnerable toward the end of the day. 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I’m a staff software engineer. As such I have the responsibility to ensure that my individual tasks are done as well as influence and mentor other members on the team. I find it extremely difficult to be mindful of what other team members are working on because like many on this sub, I have ADHD (inattentive.) If I spread my attention thin, then nothing gets done. I have time-boxed an hour out of the day to help other ppl but I still continuously receive feedback that I’m not participating in discussions throughout the day. There are about 20 slack channels that my team uses and a mountain of email every day. As a programmer, I’m constantly juggling a all sorts of of information in my head and breaking from that to check my email is a huge distraction. It seems physically impossible for me to sift through all this noise contribute to team discussions in a meaningful way while delivering on my assigned tasks with any sort of efficiency. I am certain my performance review is going to be mediocre and believe my manager is working on building a case to let me go. Stress is through the roof and I feel increasingly demotivated by it all. I’m currently prescribed a Wellbutrin/ Adderall combo which helps me focus on the task in front of me but I’m still struggling staying on top of peripheral team responsibilities. Anyone have any luck dealing w/ a situation where work seems to ask more than you feel you’re physically capable of delivering? I don’t know how to solve this problem. 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Once upon a time... You remember more than two years later that once upon a time, you made a blog and had grand dreams of sharing in the struggles of having an ADHD with those who are like you, but you forgot and abandoned it for other pursuits that had fates similar to this one.. Sincerely yours, Koala Poelho",5.961557377049183,6.93514249180328,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,66.70491803278689,8.067213114754097,28.364754098360656,8.07648339933343,1.968734426229508,256,8,44,3,4,81,48,61,0.084,0.746,0.17,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,5,4,9,2,1,7,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827504247666011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844777764696668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294100268216544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163981154929237,0.16428894421055346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746461624503457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534591438440913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827465932000945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683632969902604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612847256545007 adhd,magnmdong,2019/04/02,Odd socks Does anyone else have issues with matching their socks/often wearing odd socks / whatever sock is clean ? 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Refusing to succumb to the adhd infused ruckus permeating every aspect of my life and use Ingenuity and trial and error to atleast mitigate the MIA essentials needed to conduct a (somewhat) normal life. My ADHD Starter /Survival Pack THe following is a list of some of the adhd godsends that have drastically aided my own personal ADHD plight: - Carabiners - Tile Mate - Phone Timers - Lighter Buddy(I smoke cigs...so having this retractable lighter case connected to my wallet has saved me oodles of lighters ) - Apple Watch - Fanny Pack - Air Pods (w strap on holder that attaches to the - Apple Watch[lost far too many AirPods over the years) - Moleskine notebook or index cards and pen - Google Keep Other useful tools I know would help but haven’t quite integrated into an efficient workflow - Todoist App(and GTD in general) - A planner(using Passion Planner but can’t quite figure it out) - Trello app - MindMeister app I thrill we all adhd hacks/tricks/tools and systems to help us with our executive dysfunction. Mine are fairly simply and primarily tech based. I’d be happy to expound on how I’m using these if you’d like.. but I’d really love to here what are some products, organizational systems, Workflows, etc that you use in your lives that have helped your ADHD? What’s in your ADHD Survival Kit? 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Is better to follow the urge or to fight it? For that exact moment, its better to check it but. I really don't know what is better for me in long term :/",1.1116363636363644,2.7838132545454566,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,80.0909090909091,6.581818181818183,16.454545454545453,7.554174236665415,0.11110909090909082,199,3,44,3,5,69,38,55,0.11,0.759,0.131,0.3071,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,8,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,9,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8071551067631019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671875247023156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692189573525261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488665598964144,0.3127816600873041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350476721936481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,theGabro,2019/04/02,"What are the steps to follow to get diagnosed? First and foremost: I obviously don't have a diagnosis for ADD. Here in Italy I can't seem to find someone that can visit an adult. I was recently working for a day with a doctor specialized in autism and other child development issues. During lunch break she started asking me questions, she later said because I am very talkative and while we were chatting she noticed something was off with me. She asked if I often switch off a topic randomly and many other questions, and she concluded I could have ADD. Even her, though, couldn't tell me who to contact to get some informations or a proper visit bc I'm an adult. What could I do in this situation? Is my base doctor good enough for the moment? Who should I try to find?",4.2768018018018035,6.193663256756762,5.2456756756756775,79.42072072072072,71.83783783783784,7.906306306306307,27.1981981981982,8.59863814320734,2.100781981981982,614,22,111,11,12,201,96,148,0.0,0.971,0.028999999999999998,0.594,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,9,0,16,4,0,1,1,27,25,9,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,8,10,1,0,7,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,1,19,2,16,17,2,17,0,0,0,0,23,5,0,8,7,83,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30723259667489183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016747729098537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26239106833321985,0.0,0.0,0.10597230938887513,0.0,0.0,0.16678055928920973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363753888730359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978568961592153,0.0,0.10853130150892196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003695981693285,0.13976985287074198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170003102169468,0.0,0.0,0.13782317382932693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150658436800756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659390802915644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707853215471376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36815028705288666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224541574450646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630521620371798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495900553527925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470169892886454,0.0,0.0,0.13922715011907605,0.12650097096183185,0.0,0.0,0.11630599655342315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362224945230262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161442808921111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156197079307638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558057343390698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962635628023285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,cosmickitten86,2019/04/02,"Advice for starting own business? Hello everyone.. &#x200B; I am currently in the process of setting up my own business because i really don't want to work for a corporate organisation any more. I am 32 years old. I am finding it really difficult to stay focused and motivated on pushing myself to start my business and find myself constantly procrastinating and doing other things. Partly this is because i do not have the confidence in myself succeeding. I'm beginning to wonder whether I will be able to work self employed because of my lack of motivation and drive. &#x200B; I just wondered if anyone has any advice out there or succeeded in their own business despite the set backs of ADHD. &#x200B; :)",6.068538181818184,8.830985192000004,6.87221818181818,66.0321090909091,69.08,9.345454545454547,37.763636363636365,9.800150414767053,4.678279999999999,579,33,80,15,11,191,83,125,0.07,0.7929999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.8339,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,18,18,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,14,2,17,16,6,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,8,67,18,8,0.11844895749302585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423526287856924,0.2314939007709353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850181878687253,0.4317853447154866,0.16109870576616558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282226515456301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107993689433147,0.0,0.21661615525281935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800124328689405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318305490314418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165204025296601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429225562961703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282686781983028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176287045786427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356809542297205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767756353400426,0.1262508285522869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869222413539316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986426403605353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569056834138884,0.1724645035503958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317853447154866,0.07627724512389054 adhd,my_other_life_,2019/04/02,"Availability of Medicine (Concerta) in the UK (or Netherlands) for Adults NOT diagnosed as a child ? Hi, I have a quick question for **UK (and Netherlands) residents**. I am currently living in Portugal \~30yo and I have been using Concerta for about 2 years now. It has been fantastic, 27mg literally changed my life. The thing is: * I am about to move to the UK (or Netherlands in case of no-deal brexit) * I am not sure if I will continue to have access to my meds given I was **not diagnosed as a child**. Hence my questions: * Are any of you in a similar situation? * Were you able to get access to Concerta (or equivalent) ? * Do I have to go through the whole process again? (what if they have a different opinion?) Thanks a lot, this community has been such a great support 2 years ago when I first discovered ADHD was a thing. You _literally_ changed my life (yes... in the _literal_ sense of the word \^\_\^)",0.9460305010893252,3.503666788235293,2.760849673202614,86.48308278867106,95.82352941176471,7.2244008714596974,25.119825708061004,8.045849151850463,2.2796230936819177,694,32,136,20,27,229,97,170,0.012,0.899,0.08900000000000001,0.9231,2,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,1,1,7,4,0,0,14,1,20,4,0,1,1,17,26,10,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,0,17,4,24,18,2,17,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,9,10,98,22,0,0.16315998121030795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960865906251565,0.0,0.14463147883300054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095438221716784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34520325175810285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682107762970943,0.0,0.33120789287567903,0.0,0.17046745353298198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878379666717294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852443560025036,0.0,0.09272757734506053,0.0,0.0,0.17988445528969813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304894398854747,0.0,0.0,0.14407325263812898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138712781368861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812339573398372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341323875312073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655530397428395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339865501561825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515201314420324,0.15377635137165213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021578946364136,0.0,0.0,0.21679248316025185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091783750434905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216229224246372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013935697865152 adhd,aquaait,2019/04/02,"Should I consult a specialist? First off, let me tell you that I am definitely not Hyperactive. Because of that I never really though about ADHD much. But recently I've stumbled upon some articles about ADHD and they described some problems I always had, that I just always considered part of my personality. Since I was a child I was always a bit of a daydreamer, but I was always really good in School. When I started an apprenticeship I had huge problems with tasks I considered boring. To the point I was regularly reprimanded by my superiors because I would be really really slow to finish such tasks and the quality of my work would be lacking. I also got worse grades as I did not deem the subjects we had in school interesting enough, but I still got by. I also always had huge difficulties with procrastination, especially when getting out of Bed. Once I started uni, I started to have better grades again, but the subjects also interested me a lot more, but the procrastination for stuff I did not want to do go worse. It ended up with me having several panic attacks because I procrastinated for way too long. After a few bad experiences I got my s\*\*\* together a little, but a lot of problems still persist. I contrast, I could spend hours on end programming for projects or subjects I was very interested in without being distracted at all. It was almost as if I was consumed by them and if I worked on them to late I could not go to sleep for hours even though I normaly fall asleep within minutes. I could not think of doing everything else. I also started to have increasingly better grades with the options to choose my own subjects approaching the end of my undergrad. For those lectures I never had problems getting up or procrastinating excercises. But my current work situation does not state office ours and I can basically come in whatever time I want (its the dream). The problem is I cant seem to stick to any schedule if my office ours are not fixed. I always come in way too late and end up having to stay unit late evening to get my hours in, which means I sometimes miss training sessions. I cannot stick to a schedule no matter what I try. My girlfriend also recently told me she's annoyed by the fact that I always get addicted to things that interest me (sports, TV shows, video games, school or work projects etc.), and can't seem to let them rest for our time together. Do you think there's the possibility of me having some form of ADHD or would it have to be way worse/with hyperactivity than what I am experiencing and its just part of my personality? Should I consult a specialist? I would appreciate any opinion. &#x200B;",7.338639460511677,7.707606602822581,7.97147385984427,68.37419354838714,63.61693548387096,10.873637374860957,35.450222469410456,10.630303351738835,3.888748971078977,2129,91,368,50,29,710,229,496,0.10800000000000001,0.804,0.08800000000000001,-0.8837,2,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,4,2,4,8,22,20,2,2,22,0,46,3,2,0,4,75,70,32,0,20,24,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,16,15,0,0,6,6,1,7,14,12,0,1,18,1,71,8,64,37,19,65,0,1,0,0,20,20,0,17,33,288,87,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626880164683127,0.21916909561956208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087123615488072,0.0,0.0,0.2430640422691892,0.3540682560869365,0.0658646760607334,0.07386508677650898,0.08267698308872902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915607424600816,0.0,0.0,0.05075613709925749,0.11116892664909407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752556714618508,0.0663656623756921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472839547183603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456048121496332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053196718135967984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050781270414672494,0.0,0.2153634547769108,0.06281111522903747,0.06779561852630472,0.0803009028670818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054633084162454534,0.059463143951344825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051706951004347405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270386268445754,0.0,0.06909539029302228,0.05098678971242185,0.14585515074567573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959426904218825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571735701651292,0.0,0.0,0.1243214023274544,0.0,0.0,0.060926381300306726,0.0,0.05379620502914898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336098539107008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621686090141456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044686787320110735,0.0,0.09376819232946527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473812409921435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132259881707513,0.0,0.13165676642502205,0.0,0.0,0.10615692993667523,0.0,0.0,0.05746509665968734,0.06853027645657074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908335213341702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577153416184722,0.0,0.12004327958103307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845646355997932,0.0,0.11067974250523938,0.0,0.06867407937764587,0.0,0.0502851515211216,0.06832919618057137,0.06083273480178052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060121711027279076,0.0,0.1721065978615915,0.06479280865425598,0.09709208244632027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958867113769622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313212014633888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04038540007577635,0.07790206034929513,0.11944944119828195,0.0,0.07089291571773222,0.0,0.0,0.05808633577566119,0.0,0.04127162788874598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050157154233907424,0.07170965835814212,0.14475404042794135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058598266560404115,0.0,0.17701998008772096,0.0,0.12389803002235432,0.17273057375242118,0.0,0.07386508677650898,0.0 adhd,Happy_teddy24,2019/04/02,"School Very hard to sit still for an hour and a half. We cant move. Qnd if we do we get in trouble. Chewing gum helps me to focus and they dont allow that. Although I still chew it, I dont know what to do. 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HALP. First of all, I'm looking for some help... I'm not really seeing what my alternatives are- the less criminal ones. &#x200B; bio: I'm a late college student with adult ADHD, I'm returning to school for the 3rd time... I'm currently majoring in IT. I actually do like the subject and enjoy it... &#x200B; I'm also enrolled in the university through tuition waiver by my partner because they work for the university... Their policy is that if I fail (D or F) in any coursework, I would have to pay it back. Even if I LOA... Only way to waive it is to take a medical LOA- which I already did two years ago. I can't take out any school loans because it would be for this semester. &#x200B; I've been missing a lot of classes - due to procrastination- not finishing homework and didn't want to show up to class and get called out. And not only that, the teacher is someone that I know outside of the school and he's 10 years younger than me. It's more of embarrassment on my part. He's a good teacher and good kid. &#x200B; I did meet with the teachers before the spring break, promised to improve, and they asked for doctor's note.... &#x200B; Now it;s after spring break, and I don't have doctor's note. I do have an old one. I'm desperate enough to ""update"" it to cover my arse. But I know this has criminal consequences? I don't know what to do now. And Can the university professor call the doctor to verify the note? Does that ever happen? &#x200B; I don't want to give up, and I am actually still catching up on the coursework and doing well. But I'm afraid the teachers wont accept it. &#x200B; TLDR: Missed lot of university classes, teacher asks for doctor's note, don't have one... If I don't pass, I would have to pay more than $10k to remain in school. &#x200B; Also, I've been brutal to myself- beating myself up- which I deserve, but I need to take action... I hope you all can give me some hope or action that I can take to pull myself out of this dang hole that I'm digging?",2.8471502966381017,4.919458490243908,4.215524060646016,84.57599538562955,76.29268292682926,6.871456822676334,26.44693473961767,7.824948511530503,1.6143421226104158,1631,63,318,25,37,538,188,410,0.07,0.87,0.06,0.6542,1,0,0,0,0,0,109.0,0,1,3,4,9,17,1,2,19,0,34,6,0,0,3,46,67,21,0,11,11,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,3,22,16,0,0,4,1,4,5,11,7,1,5,5,2,33,10,51,57,13,41,0,4,2,1,18,13,1,11,21,207,55,21,0.0,0.0,0.10002543680120048,0.0,0.1231853553769778,0.0,0.04543013385550519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655577527536058,0.08196939538848654,0.0,0.4442358173388448,0.4981959854582755,0.06970366999843866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582387677058064,0.0,0.0,0.039408174228141135,0.0,0.062483187684073876,0.0,0.04361007231219838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046641931144126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098266535574292,0.044849320178628575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295506783865205,0.0,0.033850216982498946,0.04635866228784713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359332083470529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02677606932368896,0.0983275587265762,0.0,0.08597232824957629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045320306603416766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03435187114554347,0.0,0.0,0.10180585429630808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449716713633601,0.0,0.057812360952749914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025038216984395564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303718813579184,0.0,0.0,0.08714202849758752,0.04625522887337845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162909812573101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800131018451642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377837350440071,0.0,0.1041852109427003,0.0779560423160015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055498879235243326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032832135398298386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747140614977874,0.04083970552781379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043424055326547896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040928407287409305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413483045819446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029884353648419376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050063914499656484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045729022952374,0.04067995504101946,0.0,0.0,0.04608000742740214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03731069341851321,0.0,0.0,0.10921983176283576,0.0,0.4981959854582755,0.06600678630184664 adhd,DominicWayfinder,2019/04/02,"Greatness = intrinsic endeavours + concientiousness. And i’m missing the latter... So i feel like i could’ve been formidable and succesful at some of my intrinsic endeavours, if only i’d had the ability not to lose myself into “all the rest” and just keep going. i cant rely on me to stir me into the right direction, simply because my focus on my interests and my overall attention never stops shifting around.. I feel like that’s the one reason i’m not succesfull.. and i love me for being able to shift gears so quickly and make connections faster than most others, but i hate to sometimes forget what i really want and keep at it. Do i make sense? Does anyone else feel this? Any advice?",5.456969696969699,6.592171969696974,6.757272727272731,72.73924242424245,67.93939393939394,10.10909090909091,29.81818181818182,10.25414643259724,3.241281818181818,548,20,95,14,9,186,91,132,0.09,0.815,0.095,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,3,2,31,19,11,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,3,16,5,14,16,4,13,0,2,0,1,1,8,0,3,6,66,21,0,0.1893387636200904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185019648485051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875685196452008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323900658686976,0.19399993834868828,0.0,0.1685516417708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541915292393976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117159611522604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656916279753532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816824158509005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28720610363887045,0.27052730112373274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760558267881726,0.0,0.0,0.2087466553157038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693283014953274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365859853924529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500271206882304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182164551080526,0.0,0.0,0.17088562644601035,0.0,0.25277018991200995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602972686834173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283008463546902,0.14400066166453074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129526027115868,0.1946717833280035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169426960212885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726087859991916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829568441501338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167690838134033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DovesBeCryin,2019/04/02,"All my favourite snacks are stims I realized that my fave snacks involves a tactile experience with more than one step to get them in my gob. &#x200B; pomegranates: I can entertain myself for 30-45 minutes prepping the pom & eating the seeds one at a time pistachios : I would never buy them without shells, that would be boring. Any nuts that need crackin' are like an amusement park for me. (There must be a squirrel joke in there somewhere.) kit kats: snap them, eat the chocolate parts first. Way more fun than just a slab of chocolate. (don't @ me) tangerines: I take the skin off each segment because I like the feeling of all the little juice pods. A regular citrus sliced is boring. Palmellos are also highly entertaining & handsy. &#x200B; When a snack is almost an activity I find it sooo soothing. Anyone else have stim snacks? or am I reading into it too much? &#x200B;",3.9590829375228327,6.8587677142857135,3.5681256850566316,86.34906101571062,76.82608695652173,5.775812933869201,28.10412860796493,7.048011613610866,1.6088550237486303,706,30,122,8,17,211,115,161,0.042,0.802,0.156,0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,3,1,7,9,0,0,14,0,14,7,1,0,4,17,18,3,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,6,0,3,5,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,3,16,7,14,13,8,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,6,82,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117585921086216,0.0,0.0,0.08878693928207898,0.0,0.6014796491125642,0.4047238896464317,0.07550105117353009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763151230797348,0.11375860041189995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768002819544823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272133190301706,0.0927474407749098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860410495606264,0.0,0.0,0.05613775732407581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147516650589104,0.09443811343761167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058006167545528474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730438723728147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848276435803994,0.11127657687837336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161641342465202,0.08232389671782367,0.08562960116624646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504673128992307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022964418681348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105540379142964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347725250555815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473977953091199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812676197272575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702448388831842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577384587693383,0.0,0.4047238896464317,0.0 adhd,cursed_p0tato,2019/04/02,"im about to fucking lose it (Im not officially diagnosed but I might have ADHD) So i really need to rant. I've been trying to do this creative writing homework for 8 HOURS IN TOTAL (counting yesterday and today) AND I STILL CAN'T GET STARTED ON WRITING! We have to do historical fiction, specifically select one famous historical figure and write about them but i just can't, im not getting any ideas and its been 8 fucking hours!! I have not written ONE WORD. what the fuck is wrong with me!! Now my mom and dad are calling me lazy and telling me to stop ""making up excuses"" but i just can't. 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Boy, that's a title, but I wrote it that way for a while. First off, I've been fighting with myself to remember to eat for several years now, and I'm pretty sure it started when I was in middle school. I used to be medicated, but haven't been for several years, and yet this issue has gotten more extreme. I just made two sandwiches and some ramen because I haven't eaten in the last \~26 hours. &#x200B; Secondly, I've noticed that my OCD-like quirks have started getting more extreme over the last year and a half or so. I know it isn't actually OCD, but it's growing into actual interference in my life. The subject is always making sure that my hands and arms are clean whenever I deal with things, and nothing vaguely unclean goes near my mouth- as in, dirty hands or dirty food are not allowed at all, in the slightest, ever. &#x200B; I haven't actually been keeping an eye on my ADHD, but I found some connections when Googling my eating issue. So, is this something that's somewhat common with this, or are these issues all my own?... Now that I've written this, I'll be eating for the first time today. Have a good day!",5.938222083593267,6.346266144104806,6.4023861509669375,78.29450873362447,66.59825327510917,8.988271990018715,32.0776668746101,8.841846274778883,2.5972068621335,933,36,174,14,14,303,129,229,0.049,0.86,0.091,0.8602,1,0,1,0,3,0,46.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,1,0,10,0,18,15,5,4,5,38,32,19,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,16,10,7,2,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,5,10,3,17,3,23,20,8,35,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,6,21,121,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.2985029157044141,0.0,0.12253945572262995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084841206936401,0.22095327444813045,0.247791893421228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062155568632245924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575756250907007,0.10511915632992076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173335449671093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223117841235992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173458989240376,0.12329380689218508,0.11179693321682144,0.0,0.0,0.053271347901302,0.0,0.0,0.08552154822844515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041280645485784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192679769083233,0.0,0.09062921008222652,0.0,0.0,0.05603608123332611,0.16622656055805113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201933192711751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647965451178726,0.06806095214377131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271678097475727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783604417474932,0.11608530891901182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373281076511348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550396132771118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319178407936792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303778537407525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849593496123215,0.0,0.0,0.14433957101899852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219744032488312,0.1059783766515854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773954508189227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059455321121463386,0.0,0.09664879997575136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960282722500836,0.0,0.0,0.08806311055916527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093331442349704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247791893421228,0.19698207573478874 adhd,spookyg95,2019/04/02,"My 1st time turning in an assignment on time I just recently got diagnosed with ADHD last month and just got put on medication. I’m supposed to be a sophomore in college but I barely have any credits to show after 2 years. I’ve never been great in school, I would hardly ever turn in assignments because I couldn’t sit down long enough to start them, and I would leave halfway through all of my lectures. This Friday I finally got put on medication and I was able to do all of my homework over the weekend. It’s the 1st time I’ve ever been able to turn in an assignment on time and not feel anxious about it all weekend...Just wanted to share because I feel really good about it:) ",5.771470588235296,5.805234970588237,6.4841176470588255,78.85352941176474,66.94117647058823,9.447058823529412,33.17647058823529,9.188382445141503,2.821370588235294,540,22,105,9,8,178,81,136,0.044000000000000004,0.865,0.091,0.7440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,0,6,21,20,5,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,6,3,12,4,24,10,4,30,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,16,69,16,8,0.2616588500202757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723154485180074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896849533903996,0.0,0.0,0.1478000111461704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950480634271927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327891124475284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518176894522746,0.0,0.0,0.2366854100952125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230257653901945,0.0,0.0,0.1433172402068328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973351453847656,0.3139087280280949,0.14423990294212066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171974672911369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664344295401143,0.0,0.13852947080803427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577992417206028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263593763488254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442679885757064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090371794603516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630394149296924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381267974038295,0.0,0.12917827381807515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240636275991005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926017403975306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30515075930311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42691453738772295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771665845444989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587493969524116,0.0,0.0,0.08424986029533871 adhd,mousemorris,2019/04/02,"Medication for my 10yr old? My son was diagnosed with ADHD a year ago and it has come to our attention that he is VERY far behind in school. We’ve tried lots of other things including: a weekly one on one tutor, removing things from his diet, reward systems, and every thing we can think of. We are now considering medication as his main struggle is focussing. His high energy is tolerable and no other behaviour problems. What do you out there suggest? What are your experiences? Any advice welcome. 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It worked a little bit (Not sure if it was placebo or not) but eventually, even after upping the dosage, it stopped working. Now I'm on Concerta and not even feeling a thing. I'm worried that no medication is going to work. I get that ADHD meds don't really solve all your issues, but it would be at least nice if they would help some. I don't really know where I am heading with this post. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else experienced this when starting medication, and then eventually found a medication that worked?",3.2684070796460176,5.360427035398232,4.898415929203542,80.06992477876106,75.10619469026548,8.059823008849557,26.34424778761063,8.841846274778883,2.1314396460176988,457,17,88,10,10,154,75,113,0.105,0.816,0.079,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,5,7,2,0,0,5,0,9,4,1,0,2,25,20,12,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,2,7,2,8,14,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,7,7,64,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925673703215913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847535990907227,0.14430247183479894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375573959823804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764987360701633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604085710529575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121059081066916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441870550912618,0.0,0.0,0.07358066403924958,0.0,0.08003998195024244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514602949831766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453771272814273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439897467114833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699552807077906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739943196002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141154031807028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31287267692267146,0.42563043267272427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488134659849302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044547877653316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996839943152514,0.0,0.0,0.1177446690772216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273566225459915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356475676337248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272994278565094,0.5126491054962717,0.1430251467321002,0.0,0.20009080123533204,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,marc_01,2019/04/02,"ADHD sucks Having adhd ruins my life and I hate it. I have many goals but I never manage to do them and I give up so easily in everything. I am the most fidgety person ever, I get uncomfortable in the same position whether I’m sitting on a chair, laying on the couch or in bed, and sometimes I even pace. Also I do so poorly in school. I procrastinate everything, I never pay attention or do any work, and some people will just be like “Then do your homework.” But it’s not that easy. Having adhd legit makes it super difficult to do any of them. I wish I just didn’t have adhd or there was a cure or something. 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So, ADHD was annoying in high school. In college, though, it's absolutely devastated me. At first, I would procrastinate until a little while before I had to do something, then at the last second get my butt in gear. The time before that adrenaline response kicked in got longer and longer, and now I don't even get that nervous 'crap I've got to get this done' feeling even when something is overdue. I'm trying to build up some habits from when I was more on top of things, as well as some things I never really did as well as I wanted. These include giving myself a set amount of time each day to browse reddit and youtube, keeping a planner, and establishing healthy eating and sleeping routines. I don't really function at all right now, and I'm starting from zero. What are some things to look out for in the early stages of habit building? People who have had success, what made the success different than the previous failures? tl;dr I don't have any inbuilt good work/function habits, how do I start? 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I'm an outgoing person, but shit man, that was a bit scary. He stopped clicking his monstrous distracting machine though. Thanks, guy. Just a reminder to self-advocate, fellow ADHDers!",3.950909090909093,7.02906863636364,3.9329090909090887,82.53936363636366,78.54545454545455,6.247272727272727,33.8,7.554174236665415,2.854314545454545,196,11,31,3,5,60,39,44,0.303,0.596,0.102,-0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,3,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,0,2,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876919724691027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359684222159613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047073968844185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687035356945249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210361575067147,0.0,0.31588697016182005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145627837709409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833223115666032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023494293388082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WithoutBlueGlue,2019/04/02,"For Russell Barkley fans I just found this old great series from 1992 and can't help but share it: [The World Of Abnormal Psychology](http://www.learner.org/resources/series60.html) \-> Go to 11. Behavior Disorders of Childhood \-> ADHD part goes from 5:00 - 23:00 min. Barkley appears in it at 12:00 Min. and it's a really high quality episode about ADHD. So nice, but 27 years old :\]. Amazing how long he's in this business... Thoughts on this?",6.029610389610388,8.92329403896104,4.17792207792208,84.70116883116887,69.64935064935065,7.5168831168831165,31.779220779220786,8.418075326091056,2.576537662337662,359,16,61,6,7,101,62,77,0.048,0.8059999999999999,0.145,0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,11,3,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483648583683007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614705734856908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501460002736534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965839391553036,0.0,0.0,0.2515274337044318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291881813195302,0.24104461910282104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189854962102816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787934422849376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24705562571378026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615364969740188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811193170675509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691601088047634 adhd,AndrogynousRex,2019/04/02,"I think I found my ADHD help routine with object placement So I have my high energy more at night than in the morning. So 1) I attempt to write my Must Do’s the next day the night before (sometimes is happens) and put notebooks near my keys. 2) I take a shower and leave my glasses in my bathroom upstairs. So I don’t try to skip brushing my teeth and other hygiene since there’s a toilet only bathroom downstairs. 3)Have my clean clothes accessible and right next to my dirty clothes basket. So I’m not tempted to just leave them on the floor while changing. 4) Meds right next to my laptop. So when I go to grab my laptop for class I see it too. 5) Applesauce as a reward because it’s delicious and it just makes the meds hit different. Also anyone else an adamant applesauce with meds user? My friend tried to call me childish but I’m like it makes me eat something while also entertaining to open the capsule.",2.225342105263156,4.693495738888891,3.2480701754385986,88.6492105263158,80.5,5.345029239766082,25.584795321637426,6.5966054737557815,1.044111111111111,723,29,138,7,19,231,113,180,0.033,0.858,0.109,0.9246,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,0,10,0,5,2,1,2,1,18,16,17,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,8,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,23,4,18,13,1,21,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,10,83,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773839993647776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099230258787208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177386955223214,0.1344823338392433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000949478170229,0.0,0.11168507825607786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402211896037966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884633419243728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464614627783182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712953688373605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430271342957512,0.10964351044988868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391013293990007,0.10140432807932244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459306438937763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160649758467894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797489235209488,0.1386740669112675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27795207494656965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412269173221903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522234983012142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373713830272625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187613237645814,0.24634066301343174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982242891353107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194367730198428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417556345242126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459018905486264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857232383629584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010435627389193,0.12981076285519658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868454515779128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410044981375525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822185726161574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jfcray,2019/04/02,"I feel the best I have in 10 years. For the first time in my life I feel consistently, and genuinely GOOD, and a teensy weensy 10mg Lexapro added to my established Adderall regimen made all of the difference in my world. I no longer suffer from daily anxiety or stress in all of its various debilating forms. I feel hopeful, excited, and optimistic about each day and the future. Just four short months ago I had very little hope for myself. Suicidal thoughts were becoming more frequent, things like laundry and renewing my ID were highly daunting, and I spent many days without leaving my bed. Now, I feel like anything is possible, and I welcome challenging days. So if you're feeling the way I was, I'm just here to remind you *IT CAN AND WILL GET BETTER.* Tl;Dr added SSRI to my Adderall and life went from dismal to incredible. 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Later in the day I tried reading the book i've been wanting to read for ages, but I started zoning out, so I put it down. Then I tried to listen to an album, but I also started zoning out and I had to stop. Music is my biggest hobby and passion, and I can't even indulge in that, like ever. Because of that I started only doing things that dont require paying attention, like mindlessly watching YouTube videos, browsing Reddit a little, noodle around on my bass, and maybe play a video game without a story or an unimportant one. It really really sucks",4.574176804541769,5.216968007299276,5.936447688564477,79.61364152473644,69.65693430656935,7.548742903487429,29.820762368207625,7.3871296695380915,1.9306665044606648,535,20,98,5,9,181,87,137,0.073,0.807,0.12,0.7463,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,8,0,8,2,0,0,1,18,18,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,1,8,1,3,4,1,0,1,3,3,15,5,20,15,0,26,0,0,2,2,3,13,1,1,12,74,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923979017831947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499936202104675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613895468631247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228984145777178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406161161757444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500138772027035,0.15749708484037628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701276952366621,0.17450908142109733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714568425092976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749220301757312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758066259784229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798490434624798,0.1324223867184567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750337759850905,0.0,0.0,0.3483244550858928,0.0,0.22308519526337092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929582827395876,0.0,0.0,0.14556802791851942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134868408840698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364254602983336,0.18938724074710572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269760276273864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140645091110514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678407522665923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,packrat1050,2019/04/02,"Do ""non-acidic"" forms of Vitamin C affect Adderall absorption? First off, my doctor said she didn't know and advised me to see what I could find online about this. So I know about normal vitamin C affecting absorption and excretion, but there's this type of vitamin C called 'ester-C' which is supposedly non-acidic and is in the form 'calcium ascorbate'. I am wondering if anyone knows if this would basically be okay to take with my adderall where normal ascorbic acid vitamin C would reduce its effectiveness and cause me to excrete it much faster. Thanks!",9.56188118811881,8.815402415841586,9.111762376237623,65.71417821782181,59.4950495049505,13.228514851485148,39.011881188118814,12.340626583579946,5.037093465346534,448,19,74,13,5,144,72,101,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,4,0,22,17,8,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,8,2,10,11,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,2,49,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008949926042434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337869593912786,0.0,0.0,0.23519814901778316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280061246051352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234343445808706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092592055768539,0.19474759465395075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774803052345975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683070491368275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486513250133509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177870568103876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824461698633784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721444186251956,0.0,0.0,0.21078947528179295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24829013151314785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252837685077639,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wolframite,2019/04/02,"A question for anyone who has been switched by their physician from Concerta to Vyvanse? **Q:** Were you first titrated down to zero for Concerta, forced to go without for two weeks, and then titrated upward on Vyvanse? Or, simultaneously titrated downward on Concerta & upward on Vyvanse? Vyvanse seems to have finally been approved where I am [ Japan ], but given the past extreme ""verging on paranoid"" practices of my current physician, I'm afraid she might advocate the first scenario.* If that's the case, rather than go through a month+ of pain & frustration, I'll switch to a more reasonable physician I've recommended to others. * Once after missing an appointment (and a week of meds), she tried to get me to start on the lowest possible dose & titrate back up at half the rate used in the US ...""because 'rules'"". 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ADHD makes it much harder to do everything unless I’m hyper focused. Most of the days I’m not. I am very lucky to have my daily schedule completely decided by myself. That same luck has come to be a curse. Because I have no daily structure, I wake up late, do random things. I know I made a list the night before but not much I can do from home. After a few hours I get motivated to go to work, get there do random things until I get focused do a little work and then go to the store down the street 5 times. I then get back and take an hour to figure out where I left off. I forgot half things I was supposed to do today because The running list on my phone is now overwhelming. I decide to leave early because my brain is tired. I then spend hours on instagram or reading news articles or watching documentaries. Alternative I decide to stay at work until midnight because I become hyper focused when no one else is around and get a lot done. The problem? I get stuff done that requires other people’s feedback/approval. The cycle starts again and I’m lost, behind schedule and wondering to myself how did I get here? After a few good days I finally catch up. Then I have to travel for work, spend 2 days away from the office and my little system I’ve built is out the window and I’m back to my old ways. Why am I like this? 🥺 ",2.61784262485482,4.281499940766552,4.12183362369338,86.81018365272939,75.72473867595818,6.316434378629501,22.75972706155633,6.996647511020387,0.7376040650406508,1101,31,222,11,24,366,155,287,0.087,0.8340000000000001,0.078,0.3951,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,7,11,7,0,1,17,0,24,3,2,5,0,40,47,20,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,10,12,0,2,7,2,3,6,5,3,0,2,7,1,30,4,37,39,9,55,0,2,1,0,2,16,0,9,31,158,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984168923271522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877018468550697,0.0,0.0,0.09368836804531684,0.15335401370154186,0.0,0.2431487326651381,0.11013072538905196,0.08485269563838861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131829586797427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589824985473299,0.10455245315957623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929296321198893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409232413568015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330161527574154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962013201058171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923622342289124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646898705223882,0.0,0.11334410448017285,0.08363874920982901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000253106973717,0.0,0.29460650714948977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548024192973731,0.0,0.11248627686150844,0.10558699150222588,0.1083439271375332,0.0,0.0,0.04871719060439572,0.19988731805161228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885400503777712,0.08477669984680701,0.0,0.09435560738455342,0.13312511350073242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991266867793016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357861241817264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046372940230161,0.0,0.06757151521369582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913192363298708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541668377192944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974501122222254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058093212522636,0.10628614792575346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415328256513167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497554557187401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649929024932152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116292765869595,0.11461120189710855,0.09452102902779454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227781485576552,0.0,0.07915152763260694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998000841584795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813994562810622,0.2903836425708268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,yayayaeli,2019/04/02,"Just Failed Comprehensive Exam We had 3 days to write 2 papers. Upper and lower limits on word count. Strictly enforced, they said. I took 60-ish hours (yes, inside of 3 days) to not finish. The first paper, Word said I was within limits with about 250 words to spare, but then Turnitin said I was almost 100 words over! No idea why but too late for that one. Second paper was a few hundred words short and I had to turn it in unfinished. I'm super slow at doing stuff. It was obviously dumb to not request accommodations at school. But I didn't think I needed them. Even being slow, I would just work late and not get paid or stay up all night, but I could always suck it up and make it happen. So, now that I'm feeling super low...my advisor is amazing. She's fast and prolific and productive...everything I'm not. And she knows my writing pretty well by now. That could be a problem, because she's one of the exam readers. Even without my name on it, she's going to know it's me. One paper looks ok (but too long) and the other one...well...And it's a small world and I'm sure the faculty talk. At some point in the next 2 weeks she's going to know I failed and won't graduate next month. She doesn't know I have ADHD, and now is obviously not the time to tell her. I don't want to disappoint her but it feels inevitable and I'm just so sad. &#x200B; TL;DR - ran out of time on the comp exam for my master's degree because I'm slow AF at everything. I'm not going to graduate next month, and my advisor, who I admire a lot, is going to be disappointed.",1.3355312500000025,3.418530990625001,3.318125000000002,89.08437500000002,81.28125,6.0,19.6875,7.1686216300943375,0.4151874999999996,1207,31,255,16,32,407,165,320,0.102,0.779,0.11900000000000001,0.7476,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,1,0,2,9,14,15,2,0,11,2,21,0,0,1,4,65,53,23,0,6,17,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,14,16,0,2,8,0,1,6,12,8,1,5,13,6,28,7,34,33,4,51,0,5,1,0,21,19,2,4,25,158,42,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654947082170506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544218428999587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876175740977568,0.11409190530854495,0.12795035199660074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837912936119375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814607802748274,0.0,0.0,0.1358188624059838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909858142555556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892727039066872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648512717433424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956765463086512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501461424904745,0.0,0.2393764062332709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311595198290408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369874295302467,0.0,0.0,0.11887025698419205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314792859224331,0.0,0.23756472230436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318669577126884,0.08842501395675627,0.0,0.0,0.0895218231010651,0.0,0.0,0.07028819759826167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680980257172465,0.0,0.0,0.07807820466426629,0.0,0.0,0.33596146495935997,0.0988163965108428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854145180249896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954201187595467,0.0,0.0,0.10712739200414853,0.0,0.10075734843366466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30049165827378305,0.0,0.0,0.1065686606112452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223519846722728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054267253464587,0.0,0.0,0.09924348130554184,0.0,0.0,0.08463570569715817,0.0920363567109728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747163293201935,0.0,0.0,0.12280190704431596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699155852512187,0.0,0.11453555931038226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062108341226495674,0.0,0.08446486369166832,0.0,0.18935369508988945,0.0,0.09501637136845067,0.0,0.0,0.10150490793410666,0.0,0.07665925050350837,0.0,0.0,0.07480170496200435,0.0,0.12795035199660074,0.0 adhd,Naps666,2019/04/02,"A different point of view on ADHD In my opinion, the fact that ADHD is usually seen as an illness comes from our definition of illness, which is invented by us. An illness is usually defined as a difference in our body (including our mind) which causes someone not to function properly in the surrounding environment. ADHD is a difference in our ability to concentrate on tasks that are required by our modern society, which is completely not natural. Humans did not evolve to stay 8-10 hours a day in an office. Some people manage to get through it, while some have problems functioning properly in this kind of environment, for example by having a tendency to use imagination more than usual, which makes focusing on boring tasks a hard thing to do. Medication is a way for society to make some individuals able to function, but it is nothing else than a drug. I personally take Ritalin, which helps me to do what I must do, but I still think that this is society getting us ""high"" to make us function ""properly"". I think that the main problem here is that it's society that should adapt to people, and not the other way around. &#x200B;",9.598894230769233,8.529347254807693,9.938346153846158,60.85665384615388,59.625,14.281538461538466,43.39615384615385,13.187427743715654,6.090644615384615,911,47,148,31,10,307,116,208,0.076,0.9,0.025,-0.7539,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,8,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,15,0,18,7,1,5,2,28,29,6,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,19,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,3,14,1,35,25,5,25,0,0,2,0,11,13,0,4,8,116,33,2,0.10696688501482933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856602269152364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589857522327505,0.1299764734020259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095223205959768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881609529339715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098844562947955,0.0,0.09214249994498744,0.11215274380789657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898479168495668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33527288429868823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240476268788006,0.0,0.08935710673899665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177156504976243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582131853586333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169764826027479,0.11301638690768018,0.0,0.0,0.1053408349014578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138955023519567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420367907661966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077578831653862,0.0,0.0,0.10800606103373564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102637611084571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831473936481845,0.09339935808985664,0.0,0.0,0.1011182810917386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047057255316468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063269455240287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401246702888496,0.08542389254760098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042578533806008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710640453812976,0.13708012156797902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386003976563,0.09238504447629713,0.3534267350284449,0.0,0.0,0.1698106688522083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299764734020259,0.0 adhd,an_othergreenworld,2019/04/02,"Hyperfocusing on a crush is messing with my current relationship Like many of us, I have a serious tendency to hyperfocus when it comes to relationships—especially romantic ones. I'm 26 and have been together with my partner for nearly 4 years now, and everything is objectively great. It started out in that all-too-familiar way: we bonded super quickly, I got obsessed, and we were A Thing before I hardly realized. As I said, things are good between us, but that hyperfocus is *long* gone and my attention is starting to wander. Over the past 2 months I've become *very fast* friends with another woman who I can't help but find completely captivating. One of those rare people who is totally on the same wavelength as me, and who I could see as a lifelong friend. Trouble is, my heart wants more than that, and now I'm hyperfocused on her/the relationship between us, and the emotional rollercoaster of attention seeking and rejection sensitivity that comes with it. It doesn't matter if I'm having a really intimate moment with my partner, my mind is constantly being tugged in this other direction. I honestly don't want anything more than friendship with this person, and want to get my current relationship back on track. Does anybody have any advice as to how I can **stop** my mind from hyperfocusing on this new person, and to shift that level of attention back to my current partner? 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Sexual abuse) Hi, I’m not sure if this is the right place to post about this kind of stuff... it’s still very fresh and confusing. My ex partner of 5 years would never take no for an answer, when I’d try to say no to sex for any reason at all (usually they’d ask me after keeping me up all night when I had to work, and was the only one in our relationship with a job) they would have a meltdown... I’m taking screaming, crying, threatening me with various consequences etc. Eventually they found out they had RSD as a side affect to their ADHD, and told me that they couldn’t contain their anger or outbursts when I’d say no because of that. Now that I’m away from them and have been for a few months my current therapist seems to agree that they are probably also a narcissist, and what they did to me under the guise of RSD was sexual abuse. I’m still having a hard time coming to grips with the idea that they sexually abused me. I don’t know if their argument that they only did it because of their RSD is valid or not, I guess I’m just very confused and I’d like to know more about their actions from other (hopefully much nicer) people who may also have RSD. Two of my ADHD friends who also have RSD have told me that their actions weren’t justified in the least, and that sexual abuse is never a valid side affect of RSD. I’m inclined to believe them, but I’d just like some more opinions from people who have no idea who I am and wouldn’t potentially be biased to the situation. Thank you. 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That’s fine. I was expecting that and have known for a while that was what I had. I just feel a bit weird because the psychiatrist I saw literally saw me for 45 minutes. Had a chat with me. Filled in a basic questionnaire and then handed me out a script for dex. I just though it would be harder than that? I thought he would have taken a more thorough life/medical history. I thought I would have to see him a few times before I was diagnosed?,2.4228155339805824,4.674790747572821,3.7784563106796116,86.31836407766991,78.41747572815535,8.003495145631069,24.863106796116504,8.841846274778883,1.9160920388349518,409,15,85,10,10,134,62,103,0.02,0.955,0.025,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,9,0,14,4,1,0,0,16,21,5,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,11,5,14,1,9,6,3,9,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,5,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098780782711074,0.0,0.16888661554568912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668202386735688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604340294943125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035433459566813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954567482540659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018793943612165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204596882872365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946573356979732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581579502344868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949995354687263,0.3151321109603039,0.1157316894436856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388009770510545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229703542989846,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,johndonneboi,2019/04/02,"Can you take 10 mg of adderall at 8 pm if i took 20 mg at 4 pm and still get to bed before 12? I dont wanna be awake all night but i have a research paper due tomorrow and i REALLY need to finish it tonight. I took a 60 mg vyvanse at 7 am, 20 mg addy at 4 pm, and i might need to take 10 mg at 8... so i dont know if its healthy for my body to take addy/vyv three times a day... could i take tylenol pm or benadryl to make me crash or should i just not take the addy?",2.4959226190476187,0.8312015089285723,5.0703571428571435,91.95797619047623,74.08928571428572,8.180952380952384,25.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,0.6275845238095239,347,8,99,2,6,127,69,112,0.036000000000000004,0.9279999999999999,0.036000000000000004,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,9,2,1,1,1,19,21,9,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,12,0,13,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,8,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552644106115278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996599422772648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654650848250266,0.0,0.0,0.11029452286464468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008711348446394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935151600730594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398877645414074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415797599516025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814264621662061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25362009891768683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049180667981755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956055708295163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657774764046882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6429332758143299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972383440994384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38002168176460827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,shimbio,2019/04/02,"Failed trial of Concerta, the crushing disappointment I recently tried an ADHD med for the first time, Concerta 18mg. I had so many side effects that stuck around for 3 weeks. I finally gave up and stopped. I was just so tired all the time on it. I couldn't handle that lack of energy. My focus was a little better but not great. I couldn't sleep properly, had no appetite, stomach aches, and this crazy fatigue. I was so disappointed. That's the lowest dose already! I'd really had my hopes up. &#x200B; Anyone else experience this? Did it finally go away? I'm afraid I gave up too early. My psychiatrist said maybe I don't have ADHD and it's actually anxiety but my psychologist says it's definitely ADHD. I don't know who to believe now.",2.335208333333334,4.961944326388891,4.472777777777782,79.02500000000003,81.43055555555556,8.044444444444443,24.972222222222207,8.841846274778883,2.376188888888888,589,23,109,16,16,202,95,144,0.245,0.674,0.08199999999999999,-0.9717,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,7,8,0,1,6,0,12,5,2,1,1,16,20,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,11,2,14,3,11,7,2,19,0,4,0,0,5,8,0,1,10,69,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1410938325772738,0.0,0.5212882181781987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595528366217317,0.0,0.0,0.1566574864376975,0.17568626344173138,0.0,0.0,0.1106069169778717,0.0,0.0,0.10109699974444454,0.1481441344482091,0.0,0.12871105677924394,0.0,0.0,0.13584210624047785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289747053335288,0.0,0.1278734375113061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078198295456742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143160225233686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167709925386562,0.0,0.12298369110976914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217082976127846,0.0,0.0,0.15940516700124344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143605253031969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794599822768617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491187572910552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658621516024994,0.14525478727346006,0.0,0.16060103242121254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262467554625664,0.0,0.1427599706522645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753318067967776,0.11497957454943365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446891398720388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120879302097508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861702883558988,0.1661788692586168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816353579695916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597714318518335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568626344173138,0.0 adhd,SteelTalons310,2019/04/02,"is it normal to think and accidentally mind yourself into talking with yourself or a some glorified persona or another person stuck in your head, like there’s cameras in your head to display yourself talking to this other person conjured in your head talking about endless topics zip-zap for hours? I have severe case of ADHD that still persists through adulthood and had past cases of bipolar and ODD and no longer taking medicine. For years and years, there’s always a thing called brainstorming but i have been circling and going around topics like a goddamn highway endlessly topic to topic then conjure up your own world and walking around in circles endlessly for hours, up until now I never dared to try question it, how it ends up on “you’re in your own world status” how everyone said to me, I really need to know, how the hell what I have been doing for what it seems a decade since i was young doing this in a constant revolving matter. I do really think as right now I am probably at my most unstable state, I’m not crazy I can sense for shit but I’m easily phased out of reality and can pass time without realising it and its scary. All the therapists are expensive and i dont think i have any money for it. Please answer.",8.243879432624112,7.508833582978728,8.065372340425531,72.11791666666669,62.1063829787234,10.72695035460993,36.1790780141844,9.928628108626363,3.5582269503546096,992,39,172,17,12,319,144,235,0.131,0.799,0.069,-0.9528,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,1,11,4,2,0,7,0,17,5,4,3,2,39,29,20,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,14,15,0,0,7,0,2,3,5,2,0,0,6,1,18,2,37,23,5,37,1,0,0,0,13,18,2,6,17,124,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412110122773304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670702073400287,0.0,0.0,0.08720847008882028,0.1344721668935629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832386137936286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094868827987416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385832684803772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502978287016881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358371279695148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225400416612805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288247650712659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948376622142941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525836632279399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047805539234175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253044264102572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948713845035167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508928647907963,0.0989075833508698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256492292352331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242081552237424,0.0,0.22395068381167388,0.0,0.14077041870899407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382657931909881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365958646813182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430929951887688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109517355068735,0.12198682718621552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674604772827445,0.0,0.14487614747275765,0.13163783422515435,0.10608251458898127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241365433949287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642148506642424,0.30922645698637896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889801387486135,0.08519781015119098,0.2465155081628201,0.0,0.0,0.07477852346455459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706741324583457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362002060731644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516636352125175 adhd,sp00kybananas,2019/09/11,What is the difference between ADHD and anxiety? Can you provide examples so i can understand a clear difference between the two?,4.93030303030303,8.494758090909091,6.579090909090907,60.95530303030304,81.72727272727272,12.024242424242425,43.6969696969697,10.504223727775694,7.532951515151515,106,8,13,5,3,36,18,22,0.07400000000000001,0.785,0.141,0.3661,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138286844081426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26341846991684564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7195221438146602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363692674395053,0.35846914811495284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,westofsmallville,2019/09/11,"I don't know how to handle this anymore! I'm having a hard time even writing this - that's how depressed I am. I hate my brain. I keep losing things. I'm unable to follow a task sequentially without error. I'm unable to think in the long term, even a little bit. I'm always making mistakes. I suck at my job. I know I'm not an idiot, but the things that I get wrong make me feel like an idiot. Earlier today, one of my coworkers called me the ""patrick star"" of our group. It was a joke but, I still felt really awful about it. I just want to die. I hate trying 2x harder than everybody and being only half as competent. I just want to die. I'm not going to kill myself, but I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.",0.3134068627450972,2.2802510392156883,2.947218137254904,90.96435661764707,84.359477124183,5.393627450980394,16.75204248366013,6.6274283507984215,-0.17092124183006607,551,11,121,6,16,192,95,153,0.212,0.638,0.151,-0.9238,1,0,0,0,0,3,23.0,1,0,0,2,9,12,6,0,9,1,5,3,3,4,1,27,29,8,3,4,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,1,0,3,5,10,0,2,2,3,19,2,17,26,2,13,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,7,76,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841314431012568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305177018360905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848605497285873,0.0,0.0,0.17228093352029766,0.1575860022108814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292236158691362,0.0,0.32033591150392177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386419498449615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803280416930622,0.11025185560253263,0.1481789495669851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062993835970285,0.0,0.17541616116748476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824745146321152,0.3047336266825455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314659006855708,0.13717369487359796,0.17074091396578098,0.0,0.16962911410214032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539679807680387,0.15467706132351822,0.0,0.13657530164563286,0.0,0.17265340228021356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060300928079516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902716135109713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457655347332397,0.1173732934942898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886638032566547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443931595138008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324643011829392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050571483412302,0.09888706262139084,0.0,0.0,0.08998981752933577,0.0,0.1462847682964977,0.0,0.0,0.10477848809702484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730797148942534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876655197261587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687332905383752,0.0,0.0 adhd,WellThatWasTerrible,2019/09/11,"courtesy reminder boop. what are you distracted from and with right now? I'll start. Just sat down to do an essay assignment, immediately started watching [this](https://youtu.be/ZXVhOPiM4mk) on loop. Now I'm here.",6.212647058823527,10.11206438235294,4.0678823529411785,78.00947058823533,81.64705882352942,7.425882352941178,33.270588235294106,8.238735603445708,3.5672541176470585,175,9,25,4,5,49,32,34,0.071,0.855,0.07400000000000001,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516552758351466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8562553636850937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iamjacksliver66,2019/09/11,"Workers comp and ADA compliance any ideas? So a year ago I hurt my neck at work. So I've been dealing with workers comp a lot. Now I'm at a point that the paper work is out of control. I do have a lawyer, but I still have to do my own millage renembrsments. The workers comp lady keeps bouncing back my paper work for bs reason. Like I have to put the address down for each of my pt appointments. I had given here paperwork already with that info. I've asked 4 times for reasonable acomidations with this paperwork. I explained I am currently being treated for it and medicated. As i understand it I shouldn't have even had to say that. So has anyone else dealt with this issue with workers comp? I see a judge tomorrow and will mention this. However if someone has had success with issues like this any pointers would be much appreciated. Also now I've found a solution that works for me. After every appointment I summit a renbursment form right after my appointments. Guess who's getting 5 forms this week lol. I also turned off my spell check, so she's getting some great paperwork lol. I say within a week she taps out and realizes I'm not a fun person to deal with.",3.150328550634228,5.364822855895199,4.533599500935747,81.98151382823873,75.8995633187773,7.680682054481182,27.061967144936578,8.563005593585519,2.164695404449991,930,37,174,19,21,308,134,229,0.026000000000000002,0.83,0.14400000000000002,0.9826,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,10,12,7,0,0,12,2,19,2,1,3,0,32,32,13,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,1,1,12,14,0,2,8,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,6,3,22,6,28,21,7,23,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,4,15,119,34,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538764375632622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364557389578006,0.20819343002798552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703980947689255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101772713612977,0.1333743082397079,0.0,0.0,0.12169115978527985,0.0,0.0,0.10009251532004804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599646137126615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26839862646713875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108740136653992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597590292544602,0.0,0.10967364221306564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272442990532486,0.0,0.0,0.13601666057790487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351262679291973,0.14339667295626587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934942696950098,0.1469458217396037,0.0,0.27172683352528426,0.0,0.11570086915236992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271887452886707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066568032205773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113234490878245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568975569411337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365921897797765,0.0,0.0,0.1230525036609516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085656817788033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676723988282476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116426911305036,0.0,0.20703244545382704,0.0,0.0,0.10372845053780533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029242049806397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395374344733804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590303747815222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158732645381125,0.0,0.13551131731435198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882866947862988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790605604790846,0.0,0.0,0.0924688671668882,0.0,0.0,0.08382506165975659 adhd,FueledByFat,2019/09/11,"Here we are again with the doc claiming there's ""something new""... Have spent years cycling through the same old meds/no meds/""new"" meds... Anyone have any direct experience with Jornay/Jornay PM? I'd never heard of it, but apparently it's to be taken at night, gets digested slowly in the gut while you sleep, so by the time you wake up, the meds are getting to work-- Dr. suggested it, as I am having terrible time sticking to regular sleep/wake schedule which leads to difficulty remembering to take meds on time. This was proposed as a possibility of keeping things more ""regular"". Wondering if anyone else has heard of it (looks like only 1 or two comments mentioning the drug exists on all of reddit/outside of this sub) or better yet if anyone has been trying it.",7.678098591549298,7.790821845070425,7.786021126760563,70.85536971830989,62.94366197183098,10.480281690140846,34.651408450704224,10.125756701596842,3.525194366197184,610,24,104,12,8,198,101,142,0.051,0.899,0.05,-0.0387,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,0,11,6,3,1,2,15,21,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,3,4,2,21,14,3,18,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,5,13,68,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107530627006046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117822372314467,0.1522917257278845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145351009601866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723666989431827,0.0,0.12416351608856672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453912627705019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530886150820206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211153830138256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261441040940023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248140010970674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952921384070781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463467102953205,0.2871007002484349,0.0,0.13948168363925034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596497495138387,0.0,0.0,0.1130418362887943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756099274174144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683718306389595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974800033395777,0.0,0.0,0.11442468392613055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117532634637087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874493550683257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600066995982662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009118202738981,0.0,0.14519251256768104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611857805441885,0.10820634737049067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571456053190634 adhd,part-time-goth,2019/09/11,"Concertta no effect? I started taking 18mg Concertta for about a week now and I have felt zero effect from it. It feels no different from me taking no medication. I tried to take to of my 18mg pills today, and I do not feel any different. I feel zero affect, it hasn’t even affected my appetite. I was previously on 50mg Vyvanse and I felt very little affect from that medication too. The other medication I take is seroquel to sleep. I have inattentive type adhd and I’m an other wise healthy weight 24/F. Has anyone experienced no affect from medication at this volume?",2.1884199584199564,4.889082630630632,4.8553153153153215,75.46035343035345,83.05405405405406,7.739708939708938,23.85377685377685,8.617729084823388,2.3036217602217604,456,17,79,12,13,161,69,111,0.10300000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.055,-0.4515,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,7,7,1,6,0,16,18,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,7,12,1,12,15,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887084011961132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121295647429708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406894677799494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110019561182929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830416499366304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257664615376246,0.0,0.2858100297196056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917184803578126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997427293597455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894256441595852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534623390654006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476218221131783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107825064398685,0.0,0.0,0.10104924783343948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280452621022503,0.0,0.0,0.11938652157940023,0.18124102799528471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dreeabo,2019/09/11,"Do you think it would be worth it tell a boss who fired me how I feel now? I’ll give you a tldr post but I always knew I had ADHD, but I never understood it, I was too young to understand and was always good academically but put it in the back of my mind and never knew what It meant besides not being able to pay attention. I didn’t disclose it because I didn’t really put two and two together as to that is why I was failing at that job. I couldn’t remember anything, and it was just go over all fast pace for someone like me who couldn’t multitask and focus. The other employees were kinda jerks to me because of me essentially sucking, and the boss emails me coldly telling me never come back. That was fine and all, considering I felt terrible about myself working there. But very recently I realized I had issues beyond my control and got checked out and retested for adhd and it all made sense! It explains why I couldn’t multitask, remember the menu, slow, etc. and it made me want to reach out out and tell the boss that I think it’s bad she fires employees without explanation, wanting them, etc. I want to do it to explain to her Incase there’s other employees in my shoes? Idk I don’t want her to feel like I’m blaming her! But it’s something I want to get of my chest? Had anyone had experiences like this? Or is it just my fault I got fired for not putting two and two together and realizing ADHD made that job in particular not the right fit and keep it to myself?",4.034757142857142,5.0007067900000015,5.400095238095242,81.79100000000003,71.1,8.780952380952384,28.285714285714285,9.107695989026183,2.2077714285714283,1167,42,239,23,21,392,145,300,0.12300000000000001,0.799,0.078,-0.9629,5,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,3,11,11,2,0,8,0,23,2,2,8,6,74,52,23,0,9,12,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,26,19,0,2,17,0,3,5,13,6,0,4,22,7,39,5,29,24,5,27,0,1,0,0,16,11,1,2,13,170,65,9,0.09202415367189884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317854491309804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314293551253755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434542791553917,0.0,0.07572803750592104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415217877233627,0.07683632446456873,0.11219413988215156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927066001290889,0.0,0.0,0.10321291331564736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526251366120934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900172803417644,0.0,0.0,0.09306035422590483,0.06574207377049986,0.08835761883942511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048078822136692234,0.08827795353382564,0.052299447229193684,0.07718549404359007,0.14720024451568273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604930780774472,0.1826395459190131,0.08179529603803748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487505949362524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612264377659025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929181620712528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292410126267114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813370139208407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775290750461604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058953029255345166,0.0,0.0908627498743805,0.0,0.20849085414723195,0.07858812442436842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797176677653389,0.07084468939000138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412994993140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117930723800973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595769060197421,0.095800389378534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592956432833631,0.2713911504964681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660749704948348,0.0,0.0,0.08870800025012868,0.0,0.06699467987552288,0.0,0.0,0.0653713184665619,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tkyance,2019/09/11,"What classes do/did you ""excel"" in? I'm a Junior in college, and I have been a Theatre major since 7th grade (public magnet school). I have always been able to succeed in this work far beyond all of my gen-eds, and I never get bored of these classes. Many of us love learning, but are hindered by the traditional learning systems in our public schools. I'm curious as to what courses in college/high school others with ADHD found as an exception to these difficulties, and how they relate to your current major/passion/hobby/career! Also, how do you think your ADHD might've been an asset to your success in said class?",7.961807909604524,7.1110884576271225,8.080000000000002,72.16146892655367,62.72881355932204,9.222598870056501,35.76836158192091,7.793537801064563,2.88521581920904,490,19,82,4,6,160,80,118,0.024,0.823,0.153,0.935,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,5,1,4,4,5,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,2,14,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,12,4,20,9,2,11,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,2,59,18,15,0.19083744110918652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586990377560223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261263270734804,0.15879203867150762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092434040457385,0.0,0.0,0.09970468645463756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163023423443074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722382413921954,0.0,0.0,0.19347921216392835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244836722609907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718559933846925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815301078291234,0.0,0.0,0.5794130361816828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786270334522134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228092658462775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295539444599792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893192999044174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dopamine_Devotee,2019/09/11,"Medication making me Focused but Sleepy Hi friends! **Problem**: Difficulty studying because I am exhausted, I medicated or not. **I currently take Daytrana. ** When I take medication, it helps alleviate my ADHD symptoms. I can focus, sustain focus, and feel slightly less ‘scrambled’. This is great, however, I’m *incredibly* tired all the time. No matter how much I sleep, 7 hours, 12 hours, the latter feels better, but I still can fall asleep easily and can’t focus *not* because of ADHD this time- because I’m tired. I tried caffeine, more water, and idk what else to do. My thyroid/other blood work look great. I’ve always been able to fall asleep on medicine, but now it’s getting to the point where I feel too sleepy to study. *Any advice or reassurance, anything, would be appreciated!*",2.2443095238095268,5.040434192857145,3.6264285714285727,79.45273809523812,96.35714285714286,5.761904761904763,25.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.0171904761904758,617,28,100,12,24,201,99,140,0.11599999999999999,0.6829999999999999,0.201,0.9407,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,9,12,4,2,1,19,19,10,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,4,12,5,6,16,4,13,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,8,56,17,1,0.1380070652525512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33171534719258244,0.13485890693104302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483293380561616,0.0,0.0,0.09384953683565264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135680557388129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523834781280601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205603419068185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528719433868027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934155652009773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662391627279397,0.0,0.07210299556289716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30430655329735484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925032267747018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718183197349025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589117684458745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212078769850232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170827974869201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145107225707256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046128448929528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205412318541512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810673230459194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021262058168108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344218275891502,0.20752827575746607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609460591443651,0.31723763969675445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936977382847983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047078716007156,0.0,0.0,0.09803625953927188,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allor0,2019/09/11,"Traveling to Netherlands with Adderall Anyone have experience traveling to The Netherlands with Adderall or other controlled substance under their Opium Act? &#x200B; I have a work trip coming up and will be in Amsterdam for a short time. The Netherlands travel site says that it is covered under the Opium Act as an illegal substance ( [https://www.netherlandsandyou.nl/travel-and-residence/visiting-the-netherlands/taking-medicines-with-you](https://www.netherlandsandyou.nl/travel-and-residence/visiting-the-netherlands/taking-medicines-with-you) ) It seems that I need to have my doctor fill out a ""Medical Certificate"" but I was curious to know if any of you had already done something like this and what the process looked like.",19.928387096774195,22.629403344086022,12.980129032258064,35.130193548387126,37.064516129032256,11.310967741935485,42.25591397849463,10.793553405168565,4.960511397849462,633,22,63,9,5,168,68,93,0.024,0.8759999999999999,0.1,0.7992,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,8,0,9,2,0,1,0,13,14,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,2,14,9,0,16,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,3,3,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157348746513404,0.0,0.0,0.2568268037890164,0.2880228869708025,0.16119160211171016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574004796987926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041842508280321,0.0,0.0,0.2658543700494255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261487561141604,0.0,0.2425686109662897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186524428038044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026797340715854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316061871534601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904929844143826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387873419765613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575809340092013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849936446730844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578732495094166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248075423979615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821673500891848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256395389693827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880228869708025,0.0 adhd,wakeboardsun,2019/09/11,"How do you handle a fast-paced desk job? I was diagnosed with ADD the inattentive type about 2 years ago, I was given medicine which I admit don’t take super regularly. Anyway, I’ve been at my job nearly 2 months now, and I feel like I’ve been struggling getting adjusted. I work the front desk in an office, so I handle front desk duties (greeting people, intake, helping interns with phone calls, etc). I also write letters to groups/people on behalf of my boss and handle scheduling requests. Now, I don’t find my work hard at all - it just takes me time to do it. It’s also not helpful being at the front desk because I feel like I’m constantly being dragged in different directions, starting one thing, and falling behind on another. My perception of my work performance has really started to affect my self-esteem because I don’t want to come across as a bad worker. I’m even afraid of being fired. In terms of letter writing, it can take me anywhere from 30 mins - 2 hours (the lower end of the scale is when I telework) to write a simple letter that is roughly like 15-20 sentences total. I’ve never struggled with writing heck I’ve even thought that I was great at writing. I take my time because I want to make sure I mirror the desired voice/style as well as state things in line with my boss. Scheduling wise, it’s super tedious. We go through 100+ scheduling requests a week in different forms from physical to those in our system which undergoes a review process. There’s only 2 people on the scheduling team including myself which I think is insane. Anyway, I had a tough day at work because I fell behind on some deadlines and submitted stuff last minute which I definitely can’t do at a job. I told my boss about such, and that I’m working to address it but I didn’t disclose my disability. I just feel incompetent because I’ve even had to take stuff home to work on to make sure I meet deadlines. I’ve talked to my boss about alternative work stations near my current one which she seemed responsive to. I guess I’m afraid to act on it because that’s not the nature of my job exactly? I also just feel insecure since someone else previously held my position, and she seemed fine! It’s just frustrating because I just feel like I can’t keep up with the pace simply because it just takes me time to get things done. I’d really appreciate your guy’s experience/thoughts if you can relate. Like how to handle a fast-paced work environment, a front desk job, handling work deadlines, and struggling with negative thoughts about one’s self esteem as a result of not super great interactions relating to my ADD.",6.2042547494581175,6.69611815810277,6.586873645288794,76.91026839219687,66.03557312252964,9.453933443835268,32.725742700497264,9.370254747372089,2.9343528751753154,2092,83,381,37,31,678,234,506,0.075,0.8029999999999999,0.122,0.958,9,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,3,0,15,27,24,1,6,20,0,26,1,0,10,6,71,62,20,0,4,11,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,24,17,0,3,14,1,0,9,11,9,1,3,14,8,53,15,65,45,6,58,0,0,0,0,29,22,1,5,30,233,77,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843687792329014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815611176707234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912615063855793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504306064767362,0.3214890295120525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731488724444329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056786939993254015,0.0,0.07123948482618557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251496571288625,0.0,0.0,0.06691059014045715,0.0,0.1377512814275127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746225088041198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055070316752722746,0.0,0.0583883269100843,0.0,0.07352171688898143,0.13062481856919306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666357862785688,0.1412864935511892,0.0,0.0,0.060252547297525536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888422998315051,0.0,0.037465634460479284,0.0,0.0,0.14536096897964004,0.07262176086936385,0.06527426396010938,0.0,0.0,0.05905417661794798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837377001588825,0.0,0.06612627528481897,0.0,0.06492100468252797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270926763070093,0.05859550768324723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373615028478109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610335591336442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088008403486054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261921410010089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084398254264495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401365870140486,0.05013751162050547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710839530271335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446409135987175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002788485008473,0.1375444055516732,0.0,0.0,0.05453229506890595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585645483948263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332146263844557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675150942804826,0.15093242570184734,0.0,0.0,0.12426354131343945,0.0,0.29739594098029665,0.0529865154523939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138919661898618,0.04224088038850882,0.0,0.15700680662615518,0.11532092321300692,0.0,0.0,0.06299237659966889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777663411680105,0.0,0.0528795591448965,0.0,0.059272811682748186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319354195871639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245233489183629 adhd,brokentrojan9,2019/09/11,Clammy hands while on comedown? Any one else get this? Any tips?,0.19500000000000028,1.3017551666666662,-0.26333333333333186,104.07500000000002,122.33333333333334,1.6,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.850366666666666,50,1,10,0,3,14,11,12,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.327,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7509983076896385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612728563501241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28848958382135803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741692850415124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fromatoiletseat,2019/09/11,"Diagnosis Question Hello! I (F27, Ontario, Canada) was recently diagnosed with ADHD in the spring time and am currently taking 54mg of Concerta. I've found that I can't concentrate, lose focus and the loss of sleep and appetite is clearly catching up to me. However, I'm wondering if any other people experienced a diagnosis like I did. Originally, I was referred to an eating disorder clinic for potential atypical anorexia, but during my assessment, the doctor had me fill out a single sheet questionnaire after what felt like half an hour of discussing my issues with eating, etc. I've also experienced strange smells that aren't present to anyone else in the room and a few instances where the smell is followed by sudden vision loss and nausea that lasts for about a minute (which has happened before I started the medication, it just happens more frequently. Unfortunately, every doctor I've mentioned this to has brushed it off or told me to mark it down). I have an appointment booked with my family doctor, I just have a two week wait until I see them. I'm wondering if anyone else has had similar experiences, or if I should seek a second opinion from another doctor. Thank you for your input! TL;DR: Got diagnosed as an adult in an eating disorder clinic in 30 minutes of less. Medication has had me lose 45lbs in just over 2 months and now I'm questioning my diagnosis",7.261598605577692,8.3391082749004,8.016571215139443,65.52892056772912,63.86055776892431,11.215239043824704,35.20941235059761,11.080906280650957,4.428985856573705,1111,49,172,31,16,372,157,251,0.07200000000000001,0.858,0.069,-0.1988,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,4,7,7,0,0,17,0,18,14,1,1,1,31,35,15,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,1,10,0,1,1,10,10,3,1,7,1,0,3,2,4,0,3,10,7,20,3,31,24,5,31,0,4,1,0,10,12,0,10,18,122,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701396245348348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451700834362116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187006358798312,0.1108209234219004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477961336771804,0.21657547062469454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899309511313951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453800964099096,0.0,0.0,0.2422504877662825,0.43269615312834825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32442930461728714,0.17657408373811925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786776034735133,0.0,0.0,0.08904496297266447,0.0,0.0,0.10338112923975692,0.09963129878835164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147507653947352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587917862273985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452670112129126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691545610080007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407936246897256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030866369392717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614814712936962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032656241393623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364710677512957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293493242864392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435750931363466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326932396293598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678488119267185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435211608459176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421801128302797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057622655084738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480505256795146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946267439290906,0.0,0.0,0.09730141455377804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616263217430527,0.0,0.0,0.10098744511055632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323980698962497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477488650021378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292237881770524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KingShabba,2019/09/11,"Experience with Vyvanse Hello guys I started taking vyvanse about two months ago, it’s been a game changer. However on two occasions, separated by about a month, I got this chest and ear pain, and started feeling light headed, have you guys experience anything related to that?",8.55,9.789295666666668,8.595833333333335,61.93250000000001,61.08333333333334,11.4,43.08333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.551658333333332,224,13,32,6,3,73,39,48,0.07200000000000001,0.895,0.033,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,3,0,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923973266109702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860956928473826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246233812349612,0.0,0.0,0.10974449050310088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359074087651202,0.0,0.0,0.42981741423316505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275082205127586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464865503088357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309512186501426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072511839292931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319085374100306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240429200605085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,settche,2019/09/11,"The laundry problem Hey guys, so I feel like it's a community wide thing that we struggle getting laundry done. I know for me it can take 2-3 days just to get my laundry basket from my room through the washer and dryer and then back to my room. Then I still have to fold it which is often the most difficult part, I literally stopped folding my laundry to post this. I've found that for folding my laundry, dumping it on my bed and then sorting the laundry and attacking it section by section greatly relieves the irritation of doing laundry. While you're sorting you pull out things that hang up because you don't want those left in a pile. Then there are some items like underwear or gym shorts that I can just throw in the drawer unfolded since they don't wrinkle and then I feel super motivated because I'm 3/5 of the way done and I pair all my socks and put them away. At which point I'm ready to do something else, so I do. I take my time, get a snack, watch Netflix or youtube on the couch or at my desk which quickly becomes annoying cause we'd all rather watch stuff in bed. So I now I have motivation again to go back to my room and fold my T shirts which is the only thing I have left. Honestly don't know if this will help anyone or is just me getting it out of my mind since I'm on my break between sorting and putting away right now.",8.261521739130433,5.6226518188405805,7.9589855072463775,78.96608695652175,63.42028985507246,10.794202898550727,38.94202898550725,8.59863814320734,3.120020289855073,1066,44,227,11,12,341,146,276,0.08,0.826,0.09300000000000001,0.6843,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,2,3,16,12,3,1,12,0,19,2,1,3,2,41,35,23,0,4,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,21,12,1,1,7,2,0,6,3,6,0,0,3,4,33,6,29,30,8,49,0,0,2,0,9,24,0,11,18,157,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134982717231233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862723161109334,0.24549003351550885,0.2009154538006234,0.0,0.15927961970248553,0.144286831070472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420811710499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425503763771648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673898187024226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913690115749662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211579362389478,0.09333261540769484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324519426439086,0.0,0.0,0.2730259000592973,0.0,0.0742484061472929,0.0,0.0,0.1440362670776227,0.0,0.1293588145848206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756840319665023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359784496977995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838917451452437,0.0,0.0,0.12765282397137834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191392646450978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936119805846964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414755025495744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350149027272488,0.0,0.12512153001439247,0.0,0.0,0.12500935487412704,0.0,0.2626680595865199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156987864600908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161413279516821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057668961884228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043330436457328,0.10922483736639158,0.0,0.13657822930835986,0.14955695006483966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645714381939172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038364422264243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761799879391889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705764184671868,0.10369969920883733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,E_Snap,2019/09/11,"If a sneeze can kickstart my executive function, why can't a friggin alarm?!?! I've discovered over the last few weeks that any number of sudden and surprising experiences can sort of wrap me up in their momentum and make me start doing stuff I was putting off. For example, if I've been laying in bed for hours, procrastinating getting up and starting my day, simply sneezing often gives me enough of a jolt that suddenly I'm taking a shower and leaving the house. Even so, alarms have never, ever worked for me. They just make me extremely angry, tense, and anxious all of the sudden. I really don't know what to do with this information, because from the most objective perspective I can muster, it seems like only alarms whose existence I have no knowledge of will do any good. It's incredibly frustrating.",8.366258389261745,8.182049744966445,8.304622483221475,68.69572567114096,61.61744966442953,11.74530201342282,36.0746644295302,11.20814326018867,4.166079865771812,648,26,110,16,8,210,106,149,0.13,0.7979999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8761,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,1,3,8,0,13,0,0,2,3,21,23,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,13,3,17,20,4,18,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,12,77,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27316623341304425,0.0,0.0,0.22690038866763296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243470847145566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295299548014223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075290500764284,0.0,0.13265781089475812,0.1816779685133107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646729299077295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493447479770447,0.19267112376321344,0.0,0.1684612667181847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779422754284254,0.23175092882511314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103804762897104,0.1637174345757599,0.0,0.21266839240748547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812389254624686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26813439302007164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490589373042696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527534952731113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019071075151284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866798494055112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284392611928474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843216414472289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299222162291859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151012246109015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110766623249342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812335351766036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621929645013546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blueinkedwings,2019/09/11,"Others’ Experiences with Vyvanse? Hi! I’ve just been prescribed Vyvanse and I’ve taken it a couple of times, and I just wanted to get other perspectives on how you feel on Vyvanse. I’m currently on 20mg as a starting dose, and I was wondering if anybody else experiences rises and dips of anxiety/jitteriness levels throughout the day when they take it as well as any other experiences. Thanks!!!!",4.301819960861057,6.9756570684931525,5.934677103718201,71.08835616438357,74.2054794520548,8.554990215264189,30.976516634050878,9.23628265651192,3.414547553816046,318,15,50,8,7,108,52,73,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.5053,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,11,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,2,10,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672751801572918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217275296747184,0.0,0.1586370779027561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054851505192018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7218484089947039,0.0,0.0,0.12437513549881947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285146627178894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410626929056985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494672901717826,0.0,0.0,0.22646580281812875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343321206861975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450856764814792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211660173486043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667553675997058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,stupid-bi,2019/09/11,"Finally got put on meds, hoping itll help me keep up grades and relationships I got put on adhd meds for the first time today! ive had so many problems with focusing on school and getting work done on time, and im really hoping itll help with my concentration and memory problems. As a student at a high pressure university, it's been killing my grades. i also heard that im starting behavioral therapy next week!!!",8.000185185185185,6.83822577777778,8.769228395061731,68.25902777777779,62.82716049382717,12.544444444444444,37.533950617283956,11.698219412168324,4.439935802469137,332,14,61,9,4,113,56,81,0.156,0.718,0.125,-0.5754,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,14,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,6,1,6,2,10,6,0,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,8,33,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810684236981025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048566299995116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541812188092959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504465943823815,0.0,0.1281544200306936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871553644399487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099896163837986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197333166329787,0.15918441364651947,0.0,0.29928599068061484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32548518264549664,0.0,0.0,0.13391677083777356,0.16668700124507893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274928910361896,0.0,0.0,0.3347066912782912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023249639977433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28832952265107425,0.0,0.3029171549302185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651898937206953,0.0,0.0,0.16175637114202707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524796529547135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664050385872506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229700927759095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570636677701126,0.0,0.14281151944671716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085328865636273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968492843486084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,lilprincessofmars,2019/09/11,"I think I have ADHD, can't get meds right now, and afraid of failing at my job So I've thought for a few years that I may have ADHD inattentive type. Note that I also have depression--possibly bipolar type 2. I don't intend to self diagnose, just consider that my symptoms are ruining my life and always have. I constantly forget things, lose things, am so disorganized, space out while people are talking or get distracted , can't seem to focus on anything, get a ton of ideas and never see them through... Since I was a kid. I'll make 'stupid' statements without processing them, I fail to notice obvious things (I've insulted people by not noticing their decorations, can't remember details to save my life). I finally decided I want to be assessed. I got an appt. With a psychiatrist (my gp won't do anything psych related anymore).ironically enough I waited 3 months to get in and turns out I had it marked down for THE WRONG DAY and missed my appt. Now I have to wait until Christmas to get in. But my inability to focus has been so, so bad. I can't get myself to do anything I need to. I have a deadline based job and I'm missing all the deadlines. My house is a wreck. Please help if you have any advice at all for getting by. Even if I don't have ADHD, my symptoms seem so similar I was hoping someone here could help me.",3.8701145038167937,5.3478181106870215,5.1472442748091645,81.49193511450383,72.09160305343511,8.446106870229007,29.130534351145037,8.982922981607832,2.3993276335877867,1043,42,204,21,20,347,152,262,0.14300000000000002,0.787,0.07,-0.9585,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,3,3,11,14,2,2,9,0,29,6,0,2,4,39,52,18,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,7,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,6,1,34,2,30,42,5,20,0,6,1,0,10,10,0,7,10,138,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813963212277239,0.1033711411980196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845956235591953,0.08802096713324871,0.0,0.0,0.07193691499047625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26115426394559593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832542706198479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431518972436662,0.0,0.08446011293994872,0.0,0.0,0.06822208756073285,0.0,0.0,0.1073687832686878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930340435473038,0.0,0.06986949701597482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588147114481533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38687531831030425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460532535279983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180990093727391,0.0,0.0,0.10506762536621632,0.0,0.12206081738256293,0.0,0.1194175379867573,0.0,0.0,0.20994908338103255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943708316802626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183455130640541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061180584330144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750245030453788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443597616793959,0.0,0.0,0.07843767825514814,0.08158733214994318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240872131125456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146674953831895,0.0,0.0,0.11611933604074125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983292966833616,0.09033916835758547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429634838040037,0.19260400973321493,0.11035603959326548,0.0,0.0,0.08750582169588816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963064861972361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990067197127408,0.0,0.08502537015184945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108350583370681,0.06778227365790472,0.0,0.0839808753590191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506288327954885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062394289251817274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019722385278889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565846705610268,0.0,0.06812158635401601 adhd,Kahtoorrein,2019/09/11,"My new employer wants me to take a drug test - what do I do about my meds? * I take **72mg Concerta ER** * The drug test is a 9 Panel Urine Test that tests for amphetamines * Company is LABCORP This is my very first job so I don't know what happens here. I don't know if my medicine will show up on the test or not? I don't know if I should take my meds the day of or not? Honestly I'll probably have to in order to drive there. Obviously my meds are legally prescribed. My psychiatrist offered to provide me with documentation if I was drug tested (they didn't tell me I would be until I filled out the background check). Is there like a form I fill out to say that I take these meds, so don't freak out if they show up in my pee? Like, I disclose to the company what meds I'm on? They're not legally allowed to share that with my employer right? Cause I said 'no' on the disability disclosure. Has anybody been through this before and can tell me what goes on? **TL;DR:** I'm being drug tested as part of the hiring process and I don't know what happens or how I explain that these medications are legally prescribed to me",0.00031521739130369037,2.349444960869569,2.0400815217391326,93.23794836956525,92.86956521739133,5.309782608695652,21.100543478260867,6.9077264865688965,0.5793586956521741,871,32,192,14,32,289,114,230,0.012,0.9159999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.8613,4,0,4,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,1,7,5,0,0,10,0,24,7,2,3,1,29,39,14,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,13,7,0,0,5,2,1,3,10,1,1,1,4,2,31,4,28,30,2,20,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,7,6,128,44,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209810606043473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118485742263874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980117558433625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020625545485592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206272938552844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141974241053447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740431256815447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379275749271284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057541178507987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6011109787570892,0.1090331178758018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453187293657804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720553062722118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166932199185022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243018468259548,0.10295413871700253,0.08607103398091831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32551025968317915,0.0,0.1892004035705186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930336110122201,0.0638384853827416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688544653618816,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JustJacq88,2019/09/11,"Jittery Side Effects I just started taking adderal XR 30 mg instead of my usual Adderal XR 25 + 5mg IR x2 rest of day. I am feeling more jittery than usual. Is this because my body needs to get used to it or have I taken too much? Not asking for medical advice per-say. But if you have been through this exact same thing then fill me in. Thanks!",2.167083333333334,3.7013659861111137,3.84,88.90500000000002,76.6388888888889,5.355555555555556,27.277777777777786,5.46131890053228,0.8837611111111117,269,11,55,1,6,90,60,72,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,2,1,11,14,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,8,12,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251726586009582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408239505928507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703234528633694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861387648440565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661325684623385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302517733334476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458689030745924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595078344816406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936778183544467,0.1910092965295109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048561765006719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823326682830648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936853321211996,0.0,0.0,0.2371661530107368,0.0,0.0,0.17113992948526455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248620821307127,0.5674264314341414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,galacticcannibalism1,2019/09/11,"Doctor gave me different surveys to fill out. Is this a common thing? I finally went to see my Doctor today. I told them I was having trouble focusing on things, impulsive, etc. She left the room and came back with a stack of papers. She told me to fill them out at home and come back any day to turn them in. I looked at the papers and they are all survey questions. One is for ptsd, another for bipolar disorder, and another for depression. There is one for adhd too. I was wondering if this was a common thing for doctors to do? Has anyone else have the same experience?",2.458855519480519,4.760207758928576,4.079123376623375,83.95224025974026,78.55357142857143,7.6441558441558435,23.574675324675326,8.575989854853784,1.7812392857142862,447,15,86,10,11,149,73,112,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.8638,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,11,4,0,0,1,14,21,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,8,2,14,0,18,13,3,20,0,1,2,0,10,8,0,3,7,68,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155442752324912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707300974419608,0.2993658288899487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981218054048237,0.14626140371065452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952761344904853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326480002050514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229640968299614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206015258548654,0.0,0.12294797791822368,0.0,0.0,0.1491404705898586,0.16360068981074713,0.4383235083424291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119246991692859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920089224240094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963417958816005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637261035035607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318710812896593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509528040452678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987171933305953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345843142871166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668638700918561,0.0,0.1599095640923975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375105881054375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845047452352093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530768072105148,0.2728021864418558,0.0,0.0,0.1552679926748273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323281100610171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480327908763009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brettanicus,2019/09/11,"Thank You I just wanted to give a shout out to this community. Recently I have been diagnosed with ADHD and am now taking Adderall once daily. I honestly had no idea that I had ADHD (25 male btw) but I always knew that there was something about me that wasn’t “right”. I’ve struggled heavily with depression and anxiety in the past but since taking the medication I feel wonderful. I’m able to focus on my work, my depression and anxiety are nearly gone and I’m no longer lazy. It’s given me a new purpose on life. But all of this wouldn’t have been possible without this community. If I hadn’t been depressed and scrolling through Reddit one night, stumbling upon this sub will all of your stories about having ADHD then I don’t think I would be where I am now. I don’t think I would’ve had the courage to go to my doctor and discuss the possibility of myself having ADHD. So thank you, r/ADHD for your stories and sharing your experiences with others. I am forever grateful.",4.121902268760909,5.82597546596859,5.500607329842937,78.30543106457245,71.82722513089007,8.44411867364747,28.96369982547993,9.029198982220553,2.5318143804537523,778,31,143,16,15,261,110,191,0.145,0.7340000000000001,0.121,-0.6008,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,1,8,9,0,1,6,0,23,4,0,0,2,28,39,13,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,9,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,12,2,24,5,22,23,2,17,0,3,0,0,9,8,0,2,7,107,33,2,0.1118653650302469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6722021501567172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308094505271684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711533961183403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28904842494787963,0.11354099075826565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449894124984004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094257922801906,0.0,0.0,0.056562489737430034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073114514195218,0.06357566488503807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628238082011892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901381557273933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269258643468462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804026662342353,0.0,0.10497806711323596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913296286665008,0.07580286644289744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067881487512639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522227819832977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045355242917566,0.0,0.0,0.09553241051386063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925361859378059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611942324754049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169459681043504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821766537258873,0.0,0.0,0.20598119706813656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335761797183025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598109062650755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783421996429772,0.12131321651831248,0.08143931805208703,0.0,0.0,0.1589318914867359,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ParadoxDuck,2019/09/11,"Have you ever felt nothing from medication? Hi guys. I apologize in advance if this is not the right place to ask this question. I have been diagnosed recently with ADHD and my doctor started me on adderall 10mg last week. I've been taking it daily but I honestly feel no change at all. I'm still the same hopeless procrastinating piece of cookie dough. I just feel little sleepy sometimes after taking it. Have you ever had a similar situation? If yes, would you mind telling me how you dealt with it?",3.2011578947368413,5.903906010526318,4.510789473684214,79.64302631578948,78.36842105263158,7.1684210526315795,26.342105263157894,8.238735603445708,2.1178210526315784,401,16,70,8,10,132,74,95,0.069,0.836,0.095,0.3591,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,1,8,3,0,1,3,19,16,5,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,11,1,9,11,3,15,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,3,8,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273575963405891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685776225529878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001273552629368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201371744281048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363374589055402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422482808958918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913101840977922,0.0,0.18164246705507966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873179424963033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420694923758535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960805902415165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057894690771648,0.0,0.0,0.19101787049647376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815233118824342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976528347297788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192489549120969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679242681477512,0.0,0.0,0.16155868604399712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264624594425716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710385697953688,0.0,0.13390257746040746,0.0,0.15107939209879687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844796319992487,0.0,0.16535165814508376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174878456211996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438804391604234,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wow717,2019/09/11,Helpful PSA about the relation between ADHD and PTSD symptoms Twitter thread starts [here](https://twitter.com/blkgirllostkeys/status/1171777447462920193) but I also copied all the tweets to [Imgur](https://imgur.com/a/rDFVeKa) if you prefer.,16.226,22.007434933333336,7.583333333333332,58.50500000000002,49.66666666666667,10.666666666666668,43.33333333333334,10.504223727775694,6.492333333333335,208,10,17,5,3,49,29,30,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133451432868186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415876091120212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28630621166637543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993095109136046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023353471326952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439670849416509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ngyesveemo,2019/09/11,"Recently got diegnosed Hi, I'm an 18 year old guy who recently got diegnosed with ADHD. I've had it all my life apparently without me or my parents knowing. I'm taking Methylphenidate to help with my consintration. But anyways, I've lived all my life without knowing and i dont really know how to cope with this. I could use some advice, thanks.",2.7581023454157787,5.329463402985073,3.99360341151386,83.4782089552239,79.14925373134328,6.8136460554371014,28.974413646055442,7.957251820313856,2.19683539445629,276,13,51,5,7,90,47,67,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.6808,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,17,13,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,7,9,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320328727696108,0.188665974357904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415085213840438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627684779618104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088317679104671,0.0,0.0,0.19116986200716007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941089178205376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183190140019224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27274239767838554,0.0,0.0,0.17048453232986235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025947071210919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438161949582385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368572014611025,0.0,0.3812670797285511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451647697716339,0.0,0.0,0.17775310924362664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667506715087964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722255847493601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243308849581778 adhd,HikerOut,2019/09/11,"Any success with changing your sleep cycle? I know ADHD and sleep have a very complicated interrelationship. Has anyone had any success changing your circadian rhythms to sleep and wake at different times? If so, how? Did it help your focus? (Feel free to stop reading here & answer. I'll write a few more things in case anyone wants the context.) ... I haven't found the right meds yet - still looking. But in the meantime, I'm really struggling with my day-to-day life and want to try some non-med-based tactics. So... Sleep. I tend to fall asleep late, stay asleep, and wake up late. But the quality of my sleep varies based on my level of stress and other factors. Luckily, I have a job that doesn't mind if I show up to work around 9:30 - 10:00 a.m., and work later until 6 or 7. I generally can't get myself to fall asleep until around midnight to 2 a.m. I've tried to change my sleep patterns before, but it never stuck. The only times I seem to be able to will myself out of bed early is if I have an important scheduled event. If I'm trying to get myself out of bed early just because I want to, I can set 5 alarms and have a smart lightbulb that automatically turns on, and I'll still find myself rolling out of bed at 9 a.m. I've been reading some authors who have ADHD, and they said they discovered they have a good period of focus in the early mornings. I have no idea if I do because I'm rarely conscious then. But I'd like to try. To me, it sounds really, really nice to wake up early, accomplish a few important things right off the bat, then I wouldn't feel so guilty about my focus drifting later in the day. I've tried melatonin before and didn't notice any effect. Try it again? Try something different? What about the mornings? Have you found anything that kicks your brain into wake-up mode? Thanks!",3.337197392923649,5.189946500000001,4.160089385474862,86.49138175046556,74.22346368715084,6.672774674115456,23.385847299813786,7.42949916751922,0.9304209310986972,1429,41,284,17,30,458,182,358,0.045,0.831,0.124,0.9777,3,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,5,3,6,14,11,0,3,16,0,22,14,13,2,1,52,42,28,0,9,11,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,12,18,0,1,11,3,1,3,7,3,0,0,8,5,31,9,45,31,5,51,0,0,1,0,12,21,0,9,26,165,43,8,0.07965331551618643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145561253070445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630433408298427,0.0,0.16250095793874594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139090048150213,0.0,0.06554789176749255,0.14181667658592992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711184364664392,0.0,0.13555820952075087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889194430491187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252787938490194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410939686067707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644152274081805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055021927865473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728016873403135,0.0,0.0,0.17467149826852055,0.0,0.0,0.08323113957569599,0.0,0.0,0.0668094219290194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338993837066944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991889778288724,0.0,0.0,0.0790436249416038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043775379093533434,0.0,0.1797048187129477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626149237747925,0.038914586516832335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688872383345919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695375396776647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042714206352697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143354739722365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906858276537988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057993576592365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934974166919072,0.0,0.15308386067814242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604699246500265,0.07576854348160958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251338687662325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782650411282678,0.0,0.0,0.061321013793264524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489983612939242,0.1272224813272174,0.06659373841090108,0.09124260380333046,0.08327093996647672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333407116686115,0.0,0.0,0.10583624694368443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928929776649672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785556085817781,0.08663993425626801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572232727089365,0.14094476771306955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159771247243858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,6Z6Q837bDp,2019/09/11,how do you plan for your regular psychiatrist appointments? I'm going to my pDoc tomorrow and I'm wondering what I should bring up and what I should have prepared before hand. How do you plan your sessions?,3.6134615384615394,6.342426692307698,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,76.94871794871796,9.028205128205126,27.698717948717945,9.516144504307137,3.0485333333333333,167,7,30,5,4,54,27,39,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,7,10,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707041871413611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811661758530961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7273301019240472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,MundaneFinality,2019/09/11,"My brain's JVM has a serious garbage-collection bug It's constantly deallocating memory for objects that are still referenced by very important threads. At the same time, it has some pretty bad memory leaks, with giagabtic hashmaps worth of useless minutia being kept around years after their last reference was cleaned up",15.44555555555555,12.284853555555555,12.421481481481482,54.09666666666668,50.48148148148147,17.46666666666667,54.77777777777778,15.247664890283005,8.166066666666666,268,15,38,9,2,80,50,54,0.129,0.748,0.122,-0.1045,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,8,3,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32130387702513696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013611507526352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40291681461434337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39003668897818733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29420580716785794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671951728831306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288238855113945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046095981581212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29780473027031984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242683718171375 adhd,iamhellen,2019/09/11,Anyone here with a history of drug abuse? I'm curious as to if a psychiatrist would prescribe someone adderall or anything similar to someone with a history of any substance abuse.,8.353750000000002,9.544301875000002,9.087500000000002,58.4075,61.5,12.65,50.375,12.161744961471696,7.238325,148,11,20,5,2,50,24,32,0.235,0.7,0.064,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,2,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,14,0,0,0.0,0.6850643959012215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659560176090948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214306477293392,0.0,0.2379018694347632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352602742724912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899012225906002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536593027905087,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mandymandy136,2019/09/11,"Job - fired I just wanted to write on here to share what happened to me. I swear I started getting help with adhd and felt motivated after being unemployed for a while I finally got a job, I was confident, I tried my absolute best to learn, keep myself busy, finish every task I was assigned unlike any other job I had before, I was full on convinced that I was doing a great job and felt proud of myself, making it on time, really focused and driven. In previous jobs I would always come late and leave things unfinished and surprisingly never got in trouble or fired from those but I wanted this one to be different since the medication I started taking helped. I didn’t wanna make excuses anymore knowing theres people that are undiagnosed and struggle with getting help from a doctor which affects their school/work life. After 2 months, my boss fired me, said there wasn’t enough work. There was like 4 other receptionists that had been there for years, one of them for 15 years or so apparently but honestly why would they have hired me in the first place if they didn’t need another. I think I just didn’t do enough despite thinking I was doing a good job and enjoying my job, I probably didn’t do enough. That shit really hurt my confidence and motivation to do better. Now I’m starting school, hella broke and have to find a new job, wish me luck - what a joke 😞",8.223825680023396,7.1280279429657805,8.272623574144486,71.78517987715709,62.34600760456274,11.43831529687043,33.918982158525885,10.560738912317856,3.4273184556887983,1091,36,199,22,13,356,155,263,0.1,0.68,0.22,0.9846,12,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,8,9,18,1,1,9,0,26,4,1,6,1,43,51,16,0,8,7,0,5,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,13,12,0,1,9,1,0,2,6,5,0,3,20,6,32,13,25,27,5,27,0,2,0,0,11,8,1,4,18,138,45,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006528444169494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968783035274037,0.0,0.0,0.056953788298722025,0.08782059033401399,0.0,0.0,0.08305883212378383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126622819764125,0.0,0.0878918722195315,0.07407126093814494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214437007415336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875023326373626,0.0,0.08572305307888949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25961259053601704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056412248758097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082885525071722,0.09174550752141702,0.07654721438872207,0.07123885345244194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875132447842385,0.0,0.0,0.07024665677982644,0.13396720695419856,0.09233615635611353,0.0,0.0,0.07406104005662799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841028860593005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965754975244775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6648823152884502,0.07444204585570678,0.0,0.0,0.046027550333503815,0.0,0.0944751680026597,0.08868058432896403,0.0,0.0,0.05915605360514178,0.040916677975167536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180934967595636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437067158078465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684952659008839,0.0,0.0,0.0621005630082748,0.06459420234716154,0.080887573363741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135041612208016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806263912187867,0.0,0.0875023326373626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029811790453512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730651564897802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966671039774563,0.0,0.0,0.16952167000901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596955473391364,0.06927998016641575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783890461211044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755509283964973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297059038334749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564067386944893,0.10732896357397133,0.0,0.0,0.04883608427430988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686166741223805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879742943015248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755725644865474,0.0,0.09630991644207416,0.0,0.0,0.12194395699877045,0.0,0.0,0.11898910872998834,0.0,0.0,0.10786624386918413 adhd,MisterLemming,2019/09/11,"Anyone try Desoxyn? I've been reading about this drug and it looks like it's rare to be prescribed, for good reason - it's legal methamphetamine. It looks like many people have great experiences with it long term. I've tried all of the stimulants and some other meds for my adhd, but they either give me incredible anxiety and Impulsiveness, or put me to sleep. I am also terrified about tolerance. I'd love to hear about some experiences with this drug.",5.036071428571429,7.282941892857147,5.385238095238098,77.8264285714286,70.54761904761905,8.609523809523811,26.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.3356857142857144,365,12,64,8,7,116,60,84,0.08,0.731,0.18899999999999997,0.8074,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,1,13,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,5,11,7,5,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,4,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176004838522617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479464740778358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385113905081448,0.0,0.0,0.12660226316231254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199472241997805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542253671835956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736904869043662,0.0,0.15186561882914815,0.0,0.19962071033896125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040692318509316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691480010522853,0.0,0.0,0.1602335431097174,0.30409176263948456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634148824386205,0.0,0.0,0.18356772836579796,0.0,0.0,0.2011182747472855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552510005899525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201660492131636,0.0,0.0,0.18111028676888705,0.0,0.0,0.1861611608201177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811920493101984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458574601288825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,VladVortexhead,2019/09/11,"Just Saw a Psychiatrist (PA) for the First Time I’ve been trying to schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist for several months, but failing primarily due to bad time management. I finally got in this morning and spoke to a young (30-ish) PA (I’m 38). It was my first time ever seeking help. My work life has finally gotten so stressful and overwhelming that I decided I couldn’t wait anymore. I’ve got deadlines crashing down on me and I honestly can’t begin to remember all of the important/urgent tasks I have to deal with the next few weeks. She asked me how I did in school. I began telling the story of how I had substantial academic/behavioral issues from kindergarten all the way through high school (but consistently scored in the 99th percentile on standardized tests), almost failed out of community college, and finally got found strategies that allowed me to maintain a 3.6 GPA across my last five semesters on the way to a bachelor’s. She cut me off basically mid-sentence during the high school part of my story and started asking other unrelated questions. Eventually I asked her if she wanted me to finish telling her about my academic experiences and she replied, “oh, I thought you were done.” After that, she asked what I do for work, despite the fact that I had already talked in some detail about it at the beginning of the session. She seemed to have no recollection. I was hoping to receive a prescription for Adderall XR or Vyvanse. I really need to gain control of my situation before I lose my job or have a total meltdown. Fortunately, the PA suggested prescribing me Adderall or Ritalin. Despite not enjoying the talk session, I was relieved at attaining the desired outcome. She said, “I just need to take your blood pressure before I send the prescription.” She took my blood pressure and it was super high (168/89). I told her I’ve never been above 130/80. She said I’d have to get a note from my primary care doctor authorizing the prescription. I informed her that I haven’t had a physical in 3+ years and am searching for a new primary care doctor. She said the only other option is to get my bp taken three separate times at least a day apart and have the results faxed to the office. I told her I didn’t have time for that and she literally just shrugged. Concerned that my blood pressure may be a new issue, I drove straight to a pharmacy with one of those DIY screening machines. I took my blood pressure: 134/82. High normal range. I should try to get it down a bit for sure, but her machine was waaay off. I’m not in the danger zone for stimulants. What I need to do is find time to exercise more, eat healthier, and reduce my work stress. What do I honestly believe would really help me do that? Adderall XR or Vyvanse. My issues are focus, motivation, time management/time sense, and extreme procrastination. Now I can’t get a prescription because of a faulty machine in the psychiatrist’s office. I won’t have time to reschedule anytime soon. I’ve got major work deadlines encroaching this week and then my wife and I are moving on Friday (haven’t started packing, obviously). Starting Sunday I’m basically on the road for 6 weeks for work and have family and professional obligations taking up all conceivable free time otherwise. Not sure if I can make it without completely falling apart. Just trying to breathe deeply and trudge on.",6.0860052447552455,7.611113445512822,6.4684731934731925,73.94622377622379,66.78846153846155,9.83939393939394,34.53438228438228,10.072549414572508,3.740975641025641,2706,127,460,65,44,874,303,624,0.07200000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.111,0.9764,2,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,2,0,15,12,24,2,7,39,0,43,11,5,8,10,81,90,30,0,12,17,4,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,21,21,1,2,10,1,1,7,13,13,0,5,33,7,73,12,72,51,11,81,0,4,2,0,45,31,0,13,41,304,94,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583928550023843,0.0,0.07255693417322757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520648899679643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458700878987169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548986354222299,0.04008068595694684,0.0,0.11189708321174448,0.07407791235009559,0.0,0.0,0.07178214323507333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407333590109669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893778956090271,0.0,0.0737443928827543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042403412441037534,0.06778552566781518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459614527278665,0.0,0.06728523945194674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727882602962862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947478204659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431627084741663,0.06198339721063181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607825226046226,0.060094453114087884,0.11185410136439636,0.0,0.07209165437332217,0.0,0.0,0.1374069749642764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034563050854854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814188971149252,0.2778746068280017,0.0,0.06530474237742936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058782471170817,0.06524688625438531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359515420774545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644128095551474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355760839968313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388874092594259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052481148706032016,0.06988201235024966,0.0,0.14625872679472954,0.05071057510572604,0.1270038243412773,0.06992603879709365,0.0,0.06442119461665972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044554008589385616,0.05000595786361451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120101364986166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365522442709323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424246950067625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448211162141279,0.0,0.18763037026163693,0.0,0.0,0.1996280099451853,0.0,0.059856474307126775,0.0,0.07427896333674712,0.0,0.0,0.07390593225161116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961490042997282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506331673505118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393749131263185,0.0,0.09887187199632554,0.10569497262279393,0.11493707203996995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052198280972239414,0.34505501214130324,0.0,0.0,0.12565418698137704,0.1461016892758767,0.13392012368762482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878114663018649,0.10437882977327068,0.15822243192648178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338080587148016,0.0,0.2393344899918604,0.0,0.0,0.04670702567535172,0.0,0.0,0.042340945954425814 adhd,ThawneInHisSide,2019/09/11,"Just sharing my suffering I talked to a classmate today about Star Wars. I was shooting out geekdom with her, bringing up everyone from Quinlan Vos to Naga Sadow. She was a KOTOR fan so we clicked on that level but was amazed at my recollection. Lecturer asked us to report on our partners sleep cycles. Psych is weird. I realised I don't know her name but was able to recall niche Star Wars lore. Had to play it cool and just kept saying stuff like ""Well she is certainly more healthy than I am!"" etc Partner's turn she says ""Yeah my name is Natasha.""",2.1764641744548285,4.785063523364485,2.8856308411214973,90.25561137071651,81.99065420560748,5.43582554517134,24.804517133956388,6.816661863887847,1.0136236760124615,435,17,84,5,12,136,82,107,0.09,0.67,0.239,0.9564,0,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,2,2,10,1,1,0,1,14,15,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,6,4,16,7,14,9,2,8,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,0,2,54,19,3,0.2635590535952566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463921372545632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939380134481572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25184197028537825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484516319123875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287616407046217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191854758095394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637493927917493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017120604154543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183878384035545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498231656570493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28667656742420194,0.0,0.0,0.3170290903047421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369712413520203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,almighty_uterus,2019/09/11,"Stood up to my boss today. It did not go well... I work in manufacturing, and our jobs depend on how many plates we can move. I got an ""M"" on my review last year for not moving enough plates. If I get another one, I'm fired. Anyway, I went around the corner to unload a plate real fast and get another move, then my boss starts yelling at me for not being in my area. (Even though everyone else can move around) I explain to her I got an ""M"" and I'm trying to get my moves up. She said she doesn't care what my review was, and other people have more moves on the same tools, so what does that say about you? Is it just me, or does that come across as really rude, insensitive and unprofessional? Especially since I have Attention Deficit Disorder, which I have to take medication for just to barely keep up with everyone else at work.",3.69144710578842,4.7475593772455085,4.887799401197603,84.8065893213573,71.9940119760479,8.440918163672654,22.299900199600806,8.841846274778883,1.1882738522954082,644,14,140,12,12,213,105,167,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.9626,1,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,2,1,0,2,11,3,1,0,5,0,10,1,0,4,0,26,27,12,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,9,4,1,1,1,7,4,22,2,25,19,3,30,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,3,6,93,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797837639194615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354526818180792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083444016603317,0.0,0.0,0.09364180024735573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458809937645765,0.0,0.19026115815334252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816221688130997,0.0,0.0,0.1123238044293902,0.0,0.07180021303757841,0.0,0.0,0.2077491601890553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038539068247127,0.0,0.06178092108335863,0.0,0.17388647818820735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787532154665344,0.09662413270584504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861104070103315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021224219146464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951126978837657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6932325803152376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736629482061958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536402423219953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373282128067613,0.06964074461606054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340563198156362,0.08644848837566599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992388535953827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694365785705755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173443665908514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680446942735622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304190521185053,0.0,0.0,0.07380518945657809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977410086254762,0.10077284970896133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582805650796308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000400205482864 adhd,TheRealDuffy22,2019/09/11,"Thank you all Today I've finally decided to get remedicated as a first step to controlling my ADHD better! I was diagnosed at a young age but would get bullied when I took my meds because people thought I was boring when ever I took the pill. so in about 7th grade I convinced my mom I didn't need them anymore, and my grades and mental stability has suffered greatly since. I can't focus like I used to and can't even read a book anymore I've tried to read the Hobbit a book I'm extremely interested in and already know alot of the lore around 3 times but can't make myself sit down to do it. I'm a senior this year and turning 18 in 3 days I've finally decided that enough is enough and it's time to see if the meds can get me on the right track towards controlling my ADHD! This is only possible because of this subreddit I happened to come across and over the summer I've been silently reading alot of the posts on here and relating to them, realizing that alot of the issues that I had mentally weren't my fault but we're due to my ADHD. Like I said I was diagnosed at a young age and all I was told is that I needed the pills because I was hyper so that's all I knew until I found this subreddit and finally started looking into ADHD as a whole and realizing it effects me much more then that. So thank you guys so much for being the reason that I'm heading back to the doctor to finally confront my ADHD ❤️",7.08354479418886,5.238146189830509,8.107857142857146,74.46377118644071,65.0677966101695,11.276029055690074,35.3087167070218,10.125756701596842,3.333769975786925,1126,42,229,21,14,387,151,295,0.063,0.86,0.077,0.4651,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,5,12,12,1,0,21,0,20,6,1,6,4,42,46,25,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,14,14,0,2,10,5,0,4,5,4,0,1,16,3,32,8,33,28,12,44,0,1,2,0,8,14,0,4,26,156,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025985818886226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922994534992272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589794945411093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744578438815053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431443874564703,0.0,0.1529595531504159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397329091267041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204894864235256,0.0,0.0,0.1876200321656381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053941250955642416,0.0,0.0,0.16978684441288752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560967186210547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728461433947136,0.0,0.055243810434972285,0.07565768788935133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664966429276689,0.0,0.07114462969819345,0.0,0.0917075724923345,0.0,0.0,0.13109624366747696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221402834754644,0.0,0.08281731842370747,0.07396308354975717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583935944929276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872990289754971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596667219775195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172511942424415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702370169224364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055830732767212086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581164506693065,0.0,0.16858005266840118,0.0,0.0,0.0979588296355254,0.0,0.0,0.1229708917094687,0.12403685194688086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361242567798656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798584282920264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429218019851188,0.08010454970634333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509896256222087,0.0,0.0,0.0859964406094389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142859337399322,0.07956133957580626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665070866650848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918834730724993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059201228923986125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401000654048833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640127318271573,0.097542982887141,0.0,0.07928148451875176,0.07992215299905979,0.18585551097407207,0.05678645957947881,0.0909769267487842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223860139206359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338171413226387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941586415595883,0.0,0.0,0.05386178752954845 adhd,Erikacoleman,2019/09/11,"Fav martial arts for adhd-H ? Best martial arts practical in real life in fights and for people not to fuck with you and suitable for a very attentive fast and restless during fights adhd brain. Tjui jitsu/boxing/aikido /tkd/ maybe systema?",5.194767441860467,7.974590744186045,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209303,71.7906976744186,6.16046511627907,27.02906976744186,7.1686216300943375,1.8044930232558145,194,7,28,2,4,60,34,43,0.147,0.648,0.204,0.6007,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6680644361013299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29168293450802746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31027514311980264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25695285904535164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631862280011295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792300521101277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268995569975636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31635879445239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293312216190849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FilmRedditSucks,2019/09/11,"This is just a funny meme if you’re bored on Reddit instead of doing what you’re supposed to be doing Important conversation I’m having: *begins* My attention span: https://i.imgur.com/DfcgZ0l.jpg",5.375416666666666,8.785817375,4.927499999999998,69.23416666666668,94.0,7.133333333333333,24.08333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.823608333333333,164,6,20,4,6,50,29,32,0.066,0.7859999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BlondeBxrbie,2019/09/11,"I cold turkey’d off Methadone with the help of stimulants. I was on Methadone for about 9 months, highest I ever got to was 80 mg. I went down to 49 mg. and decided I didn’t want to be dependent on it anymore since was on it to begin with from getting mentally dependent on pain pills after having multiple surgeries in a row. Luckily I don’t have a addictive personality or it in my family. I have adult ADD and used my Dexedrine (dextroamphetamine) prescription to help me with withdrawals. It took about 75% away with the help of Imodium and Magnesium also. I didn’t feel the normal ADD help from the Dexedrine but dealt with it. I am 1 month and a half off Methadone and any kind of opiate. I def. upped my stimulant tolerance doing it this way. But alway wondered when was on Adderall in the past years and got prescribed pain pills for surgeries a while ago, I would never get dependent off them and was always able to cold turkey off and stop the pain pills very easily. I thought I had a different special brain or something lol. My doc switched my script and I am now back on Adderall. Only thing is now even this far out I noticed the days that I ran out my script or don’t take stimulants or when they are running out my system at night I still am having some withdrawals this far out. I sneeze couple times threw out the day which I can deal with but I get runny nose still sometimes and still goosebumps easily. I now don’t take any more naps during the day unlike when on Methadone. That stuff made me a lazy f\*ck! The one thing annoys me is how much I yawn over and over again and easily eye water if I don’t take any stimulant that day. Not sure if it’s withdrawal from methadone still or from a possible withdrawal symptom from stimulants. Did I f up my brain doing it this way?? Will I ever be able to take days off stimulant and feel like lazy but normal? Does anyone suggest any ideas or supplements I can take to get my brain chemistry more quickly back to normal?",4.598587954461991,5.891230282776347,4.873972640470072,84.86331298200516,70.07969151670953,8.539147998531034,28.288744032317297,8.942964678507748,2.126446125596768,1576,56,313,29,28,496,185,389,0.068,0.833,0.098,0.7702,1,0,6,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,0,21,8,1,0,17,1,31,16,6,12,4,68,54,31,0,7,13,0,2,1,0,2,9,0,0,2,19,26,1,1,6,1,0,5,8,4,0,2,17,6,40,4,55,33,4,70,0,0,1,0,10,29,0,13,34,215,59,0,0.16755491650886198,0.0,0.0,0.09132979551461648,0.0,0.0,0.0742636618999734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699680309810647,0.1394191130798791,0.0,0.0,0.2278861778578753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308472691382293,0.058579146734426574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871167981532308,0.12883938824755528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805700508426792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269816408580488,0.0,0.2701476491895532,0.08637088080447106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752961275283784,0.0,0.0,0.07331421828478102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533422105302502,0.15156301468227065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897793163943191,0.0,0.08472080024881617,0.05985063291649316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508105660346612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400897316505778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246170572596676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457455294198597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872413307493737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040929434340242425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927225665453938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442797325199197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374073579022558,0.0,0.061586071374900415,0.0,0.06461434052229298,0.0,0.0,0.07861946933111946,0.2462523643521295,0.0,0.09538119149592426,0.0,0.0,0.0567697738908637,0.06371653215934794,0.26743536699812565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799750635208492,0.0,0.07315124510056392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444649638745982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930157920043116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449598036054942,0.08285804839769295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676191455269727,0.07004170640696104,0.0,0.0,0.09590514612004587,0.0,0.0,0.07895926293930823,0.08707685694220146,0.3149511118700453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131604130562983,0.0,0.0,0.06650994382112152,0.04885130962863138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307983869313068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723568252536636,0.0,0.06912517694511355,0.049414115477560375,0.1329972936853366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766254313229543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085307976982553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059513102651243315,0.0,0.0,0.053949936363990335 adhd,DunkelSteiger,2019/09/11,"Who is in this community at? New person here Hi I am new here. Mods if you can answer my question(s), feel free to delete my post. Most of the posts made me feel like the community mostly comprised of non-medicated ADHD people. Is this true? I ""get"" all the memes and have been diagnosed twice, but when I'm on the med (1 a day), a lot of the symptoms seem to disappear. Are most people here on meds? I also had a cross issue with all kinds of addictions. I was originally diagnosed 6 years ago with ADHD in the US, but discontinued my medication because there was a much more potent issue with my substance abuse. 6 years later I am rediagnosed in the Netherlands and have been sober for 4+, so i'm restarting the treatment. Are there other addicts here? How many have felt help in the emotional struggles of addiction (post sobriety) from their treatment of ADHD? I read the rules/sidebar but couldn't find amything there that answered these questions. I would really appreciate your inputs.",3.640215053763441,6.1830231290322635,4.680860215053766,79.90795698924731,75.7741935483871,7.574193548387097,26.46236559139785,8.515128840125781,2.147894623655916,786,30,140,16,18,256,120,186,0.061,0.85,0.08800000000000001,0.4633,0,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,1,2,1,0,11,5,0,1,14,0,17,7,0,3,3,29,25,10,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,8,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,7,3,16,5,20,16,8,21,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,7,10,99,22,1,0.0,0.12820445805768846,0.0,0.3538761309435105,0.3901217951376042,0.0,0.09591662536407662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865309775864175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596036590722429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978285260212748,0.0,0.0,0.21965027001668974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171532700773133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094227385252784,0.0773012074597981,0.1038931422882043,0.0,0.0988968133094726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653230558843264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725270932659348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258744527936733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267817696657605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286317856590924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199146680321668,0.0,0.1023855698570273,0.0,0.1097022250005946,0.0,0.0,0.3605719113780059,0.1090044964111591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954264554942074,0.0,0.0,0.20900886611985586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500305406890869,0.09447986258308988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108895633240497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424272658111901,0.0,0.10823362911290717,0.0,0.06931847572620821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850517407450088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311867766846027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246574773616737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015650716825486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686526391523367,0.0,0.0,0.13936010431617266 adhd,erc44,2019/09/11,"Do you ever get really tired and spaced out? I started a new job recently and on my senior day I forgot to take my medication. I got a solid 8-9 hours of sleep the night before, but the entire day I was very tired and felt very spaced out. Not sure if anyone else has this problem with ADHD, or if it’s something else.",2.6337313432835785,3.6676556567164202,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,74.52238805970148,7.151044776119402,20.86268656716418,7.554174236665415,0.6130919402985073,247,5,53,3,5,85,52,67,0.191,0.79,0.019,-0.9139,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,0,2,16,9,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,7,1,6,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,9,31,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214404891493923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288364188616265,0.1887925438530277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678869805750287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376603800206221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307845300774667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667054004782966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769151213875602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626640878520944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736674363134064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814555226078146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828461306497636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561902440946368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795606190298496,0.0,0.1729122297964462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630857227353705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803942278965147,0.0,0.18193105059618125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184389553363643,0.0,0.0,0.1418496445210184,0.0,0.0,0.13041768882346108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736595570292852,0.0,0.1385379461185535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235514497932691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040617949305429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,strugglingoptimist88,2019/09/11,"Prescription in Ontario Q Hey everyone, sorry if I am overlooking something that has already been stated. I'm looking for info from others in Ontario about the best way to get help. I first talked to my dr about believing I may need an ADHD diagnosis and to try medication months ago. She referred me to a psychiatrist who could not take me because of my age (30). That person gave me the name and number of someone else who also can't see me due to a long waitlist. I was seeing a gambling counselor at the same time who said he would possibly make a referral if the one from my dr didn't work out but now I can't reach that counselor-Im not sure if he switched jobs or is just away right now. I'll keep trying. I do have medical coverage at my work and EAP. I know I'll still have to pay though. Does anyone have a tip if I should see my dr again, wait out the gambling counselor, call my EAP or try reaching psychiatrists on my own? I talked to my dr about how I've had my own rules in place at work and life to manage this and stay organized but it's getting so hard again. My gambling counselor had asked if my family dr has started me on medication and I said no. Has anyone else had their family dr start them? Thanks in advance if anyone has any tips.",3.1752334630350205,4.592451221789887,4.481422178988328,85.82026556420236,73.74708171206225,7.630272373540857,26.468677042801556,8.238735603445708,1.610718443579766,992,35,207,16,20,328,149,257,0.047,0.904,0.049,0.3832,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,6,13,3,0,0,11,0,22,10,0,2,1,36,42,20,0,10,13,0,1,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,9,8,0,2,3,0,4,1,6,0,0,2,9,7,29,3,28,29,4,32,0,0,4,0,19,14,0,9,14,134,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347867479489341,0.0,0.09941733711006882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237642088829213,0.08968913717010958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626824609503133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526106696815444,0.1149145448544814,0.0,0.0,0.1048484106429734,0.0,0.10537193300863308,0.0,0.0,0.06836775072528781,0.0,0.0,0.12635862198668935,0.11769821008276445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452129332597134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895454674386712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814630961770357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737976565245826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716750384910187,0.0,0.0,0.21145673275926044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953977350574348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719118058962875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004675334005853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517414685372525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114505770342962,0.0,0.1112950726400398,0.0996872103285191,0.0,0.0,0.0616366468473508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921735479128887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925234450653853,0.09418071834818048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486335195197717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389486460273305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951987738844767,0.0,0.0,0.08316042117011169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599813427153937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792813615869699,0.11717656786011214,0.0,0.0,0.12643625334371444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577850155554997,0.2133673792629241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681155277804182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502732175116736,0.08634126647815381,0.0,0.12554669433899834,0.1587656911259005,0.11954074014354645,0.08956595368202931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570337444675054,0.0,0.08432549664504628,0.1802895177231579,0.0,0.10325590183313853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019027348213063,0.0,0.0653976250748246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284346541176984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902225154781031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449473160609625,0.0,0.0,0.07967064964711773,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,howstudyad,2019/09/11,"How do you guys read curriculum-books when studying? I can't read more than a few paragraphs at a time without meds, and a maximum of 8 pages at a time if I use meds and the pomadoro teqnique, but after having read 20 pages I get too restless to read anymore. Any teqniques you guys use to read more effectively and for longer durations of time or pages?",9.143952380952378,6.534571585714289,8.175714285714289,78.00595238095241,61.71428571428571,11.61904761904762,40.476190476190474,9.725611199111238,3.646047619047618,281,12,58,4,3,87,47,70,0.040999999999999995,0.888,0.071,0.4587,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,4,0,11,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,10,6,6,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,35,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423585043379924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201285570419273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008262283152667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035431629330308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34051968553753664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7666088272640534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681369015958999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647699052536383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477567255281927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,confusedasleep,2019/09/11,"Having a hard time starting I have a test on friday and yesterday I worked super hard and got half of my notes done (I was at college from 8am till 6pm). But now today I can't bring myself to do anything. Its like I do one day of work and I am out of order for the entirety of the next day. I just want to be able to have some consistency. I am just sitting in bed staring at my desk hoping that I will finally have the motivation to start my work.",2.2472448979591846,2.905291275510205,4.5597959183673495,87.30663265306124,75.0204081632653,7.6408163265306115,24.20408163265306,7.957251820313856,1.0737591836734697,347,10,81,5,7,122,67,98,0.03,0.8320000000000001,0.138,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,11,19,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,3,13,3,16,14,1,19,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,12,59,15,7,0.2202546763499273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812508317213153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840920900619074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539700469625396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412782319778192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615778532463885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394609855164315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187625910857515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076053093711386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342433470329716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925026893053792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117947871301525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843227302083027,0.0,0.208775679476404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991191471307684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810440828098453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CoMoMn,2019/09/11,"Tips for managing time as a PhD student? I just started a PhD program and I’m not quite sure how to manage time between classes, research, and TA responsibilities. During my masters, although I wrote a thesis, I didn’t really have to work on research on a weekly basis, so I’m struggling with how to add that to my time management. Any advice on how to time manage all of the responsibilities of being a PhD student? Also, if anyone has tips on being a researcher with ADHD, that would be helpful as well. Thank you!",5.052337662337664,6.339279313131312,6.612582972582973,72.84363636363638,69.0,7.6773448773448765,31.31457431457432,7.957251820313856,2.415039249639249,408,17,69,5,7,140,63,99,0.055,0.86,0.084,0.4205,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,3,2,15,12,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,6,3,17,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,52,8,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894649414495196,0.2353640006657701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926143425423375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637919433943163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841376473471742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144228085223453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561825124647166,0.0,0.0,0.15430003220183605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704807860761015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25179745261296005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700615276241815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175001647617945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617857838782122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320204710691655,0.0,0.21656059052063653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534775384265114,0.0,0.0,0.17109886755399306,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,augbesian,2019/09/11,"Yesterday, I gave a skeptical father a new perspective on his ADHD son So I was riding in a van with my mom to a post-surgical follow-up (she's doing great) and she and the driver were talking about something I can't recall because I wasn't really paying attention. Then I caught the driver saying something about taking pills for things ""like ADHD. My kid's doctor said he has ADHD, and wants to put him on pills. Like how long has ADHD been around?"" I perked up at that and said ""A long time actually. I have it. And I'm medicated for it."" That put him off his guard I think, feeling perhaps like he may have offended me, but I didn't press him on any offense. Instead I started telling him about ADHD and how it affects me, and asking him about how it affects his son. I get a feeling that so many doctors don't talk to parents about the emotional dysregulation that underlies the responses their ADHD kids have. I explained to him the [""wall of awful""](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uo08uS904Rg) and how it affects me as an outwardly successful lawyer. I talked about rejection sensitivity and how we are really susceptible to criticism and become people pleasers because of that. How rewards and consequences don't play the same role to us that they do other people in helping us get work done. How routines can work for us, but our working memory is bad and so we can forget small things along the way. How teaching responsibility requires patience and understanding. At the end of the drive, he shook my hand and thanked me warmly for talking to him about it. I sincerely hope that it gives him better understanding of his son.",6.409393442622952,7.494210291803277,6.722745901639347,74.02575819672134,65.75409836065573,9.640983606557377,32.95491803278689,9.766711354998122,3.2396196721311483,1309,54,228,27,20,423,161,305,0.081,0.768,0.151,0.9699,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,6,0,2,7,20,18,3,1,16,0,21,6,1,11,0,46,41,29,0,2,2,6,5,3,0,1,5,3,0,2,17,19,0,2,7,1,1,6,5,6,0,0,10,8,43,12,36,30,1,29,0,1,0,0,47,14,0,2,11,163,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.08340978591044113,0.0,0.6163350712309216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812489680297031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760895178347618,0.07990616489311543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136678482439546,0.10420767905445354,0.09439874236302732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559434634117512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497145537403355,0.0,0.08746904488413894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614615957914473,0.0757041326157535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643591845396909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893127300908811,0.08199394958684764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423481246290442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057291071341534036,0.0,0.0,0.08489445068019642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252740733778554,0.0,0.0,0.15128267863160538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665669222105805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610553793382078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010550569375436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255081874010536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490818344358316,0.0,0.0,0.1185130965956494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185996593221725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184890887092574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951299877839944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626097037202701,0.06797194123980874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316033201452471,0.0,0.0,0.06049856844122721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426541898243347,0.2748013793121313,0.07470758813525165,0.07869249583726569,0.0,0.0,0.1135695630902226,0.05476795414368272,0.0,0.0,0.04984027302656385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796181226820246,0.3084422138799718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041447251854897,0.06784486925183975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866771323214621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheEnderGuyHD,2019/09/11,Hi Just wanted to say hi :)),-3.515000000000001,-2.1124891666666628,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,107.33333333333331,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.5968,19,0,5,0,1,7,5,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8031903142533302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957225185349608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,3287487,2019/09/11,"Issues with food and ADHD? I am posting on a throwaway because I do not want this struggle associated with my regular account. I was wondering if anyone else here that grew up with ADHD or is diagnosed with ADHD has massive struggles surrounding their body image and food. I have never been treated for an eating disorder, and hesitate to describe my behavior as being one, but there are elements of how I treated food as a child and now that make me wonder if my ADHD is influencing it. As a kid, and even now, I feel like food gives me a sense of control when I feel like I can't do anything else. When I see someone who has their life together in ways I cannot, my sense of pride comes from knowing I'm smaller or more controlled (even though I also go through impulsive periods where I have to eat ALL the chocolate, because duh). As a kid, this would manifest in hiding food so people didn't know I didn't eat it, flushing food down the toilet, and setting up 'dirty' dishes to convince those that I had been eating, all balanced with the fact that when I was not on my meds, my ability to restrict myself decreased immensely. I'm not quite sure where this post needs to go, but I've been wondering if body image issues and ADHD are something others have struggled with. Part of me feels like because my mind focuses on everything, coupled with a lingering fear of appearing different, that I place way too much importance on my body and that this is how it manifests. Other people's opinions and experiences are very much welcomed.",12.911979522184305,7.772386017064849,11.986488054607511,61.31188225255974,57.43003412969284,15.132969283276452,48.412627986348134,12.161744961471696,5.765564095563139,1225,56,214,25,10,401,161,293,0.083,0.8320000000000001,0.085,0.5612,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,4,17,13,0,4,10,1,26,16,3,6,5,53,45,28,0,6,10,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,17,17,11,3,8,0,1,5,8,4,0,1,8,4,30,9,33,35,6,30,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,10,10,160,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229530364802589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628786729058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921571007730676,0.07211904200012886,0.05792189529778175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287204337515789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454980473422665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060631531209226985,0.0,0.0,0.15788835298895784,0.0,0.07788105874994601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144057304040084,0.0,0.07353866153005803,0.08066875279723464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28809086677918405,0.11759737817503038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297892279126732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325863262830174,0.06885126907638499,0.0,0.079204111887173,0.10676822491456793,0.15085187622733007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106680753238894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752091497536691,0.08000426807057727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692993859320894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736489629507247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497158975355701,0.10316151496281707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698337560777903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818326824474221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107005848834537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103484000793959,0.05219052048381153,0.05428622346444417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047695551893810924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622146129939833,0.0,0.0975939414923108,0.0,0.07353866153005803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482116247470732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486445232193313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056088736876515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963805032000642,0.05418678228563215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207490066894019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633821776811626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915414381466403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807603656292042,0.041515640234495374,0.11173867514251737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289926919140841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000038015513199,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,XxQueenOfSwordsXx,2019/09/11,"Fighting my sleep This whole ADHD thing is very new to me. I’ve spent the past month realizing that I’m not broken. My childhood, hardships in school, how my life is now... everything makes sense now. I’m now second guessing all of my habits and wondering if they are connected to ADHD. Since my early 20’s, I’ve essentially fought my sleep. I’ll watch tv, go on YouTube, Facebook, Reddit, read a book, etc. I don’t even know why. It’s like my eyes will be closing but my mind is like, no, you must watch Gilmore girls for the 100th time, and force my eyes to open. Does anyone else experience this? Is this an ADHD thing, or just a self destructive habit I have?",2.0230594405594395,4.22562497727273,2.9412121212121214,92.06066433566434,79.53030303030303,6.1827505827505815,21.51748251748252,7.321109707123232,0.5729503496503492,515,15,111,7,13,163,96,132,0.091,0.857,0.051,-0.7417,0,0,0,0,2,0,25.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,3,0,5,0,10,5,4,2,2,18,19,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,3,0,1,2,4,14,2,7,14,3,14,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,4,11,60,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664613701800479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985773896150766,0.1609818262859396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749149148604967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124855918788314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522360465125122,0.10377229357130699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120390296971974,0.15368760774722007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929148826358786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307874807747034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634572749857683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109742414590923,0.1535158965007596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048747931289079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864031873415538,0.0,0.1254068696798541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174164857960729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998305952688182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715648449026315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900772274043265,0.0,0.0,0.16390413309288293,0.0,0.0,0.1299662972548373,0.0,0.3144548660950936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875907707265096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161441776269508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963547726176433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417709179011897,0.17541213353723684,0.0,0.0,0.17038339541632158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,holyheckles,2019/09/11,"I'm still caught up with homework!! School started almost a month ago and usually by now I'd be pretty behind on my homework for school. But right now I don't even have any late assignments! I always got so distracted and procrastinated all the time, but now it really feels like that I can just do it! I hope that I'll keep this up for a long time!",3.759583333333332,4.602288013888892,4.939888888888888,85.294,71.6388888888889,8.537777777777778,24.12222222222222,8.841846274778883,1.4124022222222232,275,7,60,5,5,91,53,72,0.028999999999999998,0.8190000000000001,0.152,0.8666,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,2,8,9,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,13,38,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085878368732907,0.0,0.226897628980498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885414263149925,0.0,0.0,0.15408929257130927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966087118039598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457095203516,0.16187628004010324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122510164780245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505546793285466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014040246682627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556039244787529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070066016492024,0.0,0.0,0.2005254392765266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808623547035375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230523973002633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515965995025978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350702689354507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586433139476054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038190389026638,0.0,0.18095544539128527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425345539131084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955739486515235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Infinite-Warrior,2019/09/11,"Sitting still at the Cinema. Anyone have this Problem? Just want to know if this is common. I always find it hard to keep my neck still and i think it annoys people behind me. It's like I get neck twitches. I have had an injury to my neck before in the past though so I could put it down to that. Also if it's a long film with more story telling than action I find my eyes drifting away and counting the roof tiles. No joke. And often I need to get up and just go to the bathroom to take my mind off of it. This normally works. Anyone have this problem?",0.4504177718832878,2.6286911637931034,2.131379310344826,95.67462864721485,85.63793103448276,4.2588859416445635,16.681697612732094,5.369823440869387,-0.6929753315649867,429,9,94,2,13,140,75,116,0.133,0.816,0.051,-0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,6,0,6,5,4,0,0,22,15,9,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,4,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,2,12,2,17,13,1,16,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,6,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131085074800887,0.1574375465330642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645995068003191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776864993425365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100343576934026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151068471459094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458682977013351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977084159205164,0.0,0.1075321774294397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949463927347072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681781883450969,0.0,0.0,0.10398464926737386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243825442817112,0.0,0.0,0.1674445441205983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104776091564507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029652277673876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538523743322946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806219750850732,0.1311741146526284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36209607252706094,0.0,0.19020791054067715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022060659136577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226207364343552,0.0,0.16537753232303254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123787332373295,0.18589747377225854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160072579763633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774684408484344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,97neonsoul,2019/09/11,"People cant tolerate my adhd anymore. Especially my relationship with my friend of over 12 years have recently been damaged because he cant take it anymore. Me losing track of what we are talking about mid sentence. Being unable to stick to plans we made precisely at a specific time. Forgetting something he told me a few days ago and now he has to explain it all over again. I have told him many times I am trying my best to overcome these problems and he simply doesnt believe me. He is starting to think I am doing these because I dont care enough but that is simply not the case. If I ever open up the possibility that this is ADHD, he is all like ""everyone has adhd, you are making it an excuse for being a fucking idiot, then stop having adhd"" and all that crap. Anyone had similar problems? I am honestly sick of his demeaning behaviour as well. Its like he is constantly on the look out for something I will do, say, remember wrong and he will bash me to hell for it if god forbid he catches me. Its especially annoying since he is always doing this in front of other people as well and I have realized people pick up on it and think he is the weird one. At least theres that. But I would really rather have him as a friend and fix these problems. Is it really just me? Any similar experiences? Thanks in advance for any input.",3.1811175400892746,5.198189783269967,4.931922631839974,80.06976029095718,75.1216730038023,7.919920648040999,26.26367994709869,8.716276077567194,2.141876640767069,1055,39,196,22,23,358,147,263,0.16699999999999998,0.721,0.11199999999999999,-0.9619,0,0,2,0,0,1,24.0,2,1,0,4,9,23,5,0,9,0,34,3,1,3,5,39,47,15,0,7,7,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,19,12,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,13,2,1,5,2,25,10,30,37,7,29,1,2,1,1,26,13,3,2,15,146,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074272925790424,0.0,0.09356830506863474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783037202385305,0.0,0.0,0.14356229456777211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936476536499946,0.07380664152664289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869092539941346,0.0,0.0,0.11892455012160467,0.1107736572632562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762054875403178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406765874622912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807436370964003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370989386118347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906672558387832,0.0,0.0,0.095480710431529,0.0,0.10086250532434836,0.0,0.10325322803212647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631033523663513,0.0975840701435353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031378658324908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863977292239524,0.11808925507526395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998788708281258,0.07045890744536683,0.10701639279532073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152692698149392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195360295598925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189976141837508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30300617729470963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524271228315732,0.0,0.10422301359012144,0.11332676867345713,0.11957345092045145,0.0,0.0,0.08394172194138033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731634205027558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252308091687911,0.0,0.0,0.07471250515015232,0.0,0.0,0.08824886337333476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936436465213591,0.08484126152122096,0.0,0.09718103505592293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527100430478214,0.0,0.0,0.1231001576111547,0.0,0.0,0.20172501064869675,0.0,0.07166504363006157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898135808380252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498337682233931,0.11540802742905652,0.0,0.06797408012196456 adhd,rafasr,2019/09/11,"Vyvanse 30mg and the use of Ginko Biloba Powder pills Hello everyone Sorry if this isnt the correct subreddit and my broken english too... I'm 25 years old and after a long time with fear and lack of motivation (And prejudice because my mother always told me to stop being foolish and that there was nothing wrong with me) I went to a psychiatrist for the first time to get a treatment for my ADHD. I'd love to share my story but I'll leave for another time. Anyway, The psychiatrist prescribed me Vyvanse 30mg and to take on 11pm at work (i work night shifts from 6pm to 6am, 12 hours work x 36 hours rest) I took my first dose yesterday and it felt fantastic, i really felt alive, motivated and not some piece of meat that exists. My question is if two doses of 120mg of Ginko Biloba pills could help with memory loss when I don't take Vyvanse, at home, on my days off. I just want to see reddit’s opinion on this matter, knowledge is power!",2.845781249999998,4.54863618229167,4.51604166666667,84.058125,75.19791666666666,7.300000000000002,23.979166666666664,8.07648339933343,1.3568166666666666,745,23,149,12,16,251,122,192,0.084,0.7759999999999999,0.139,0.9296,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,9,5,6,1,1,7,0,7,5,0,3,1,32,20,13,0,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,6,3,16,2,26,12,4,24,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,5,16,86,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778549159027422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313932386737465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518015212449393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902131755587168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815777013041695,0.0,0.0,0.09544114327137608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141054424586366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652960782682585,0.0,0.0,0.28418672806561845,0.0,0.0,0.2517600046612939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773185342234393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919440724094884,0.0,0.14844578156505378,0.0,0.291480179053692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566997729611898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096626822726154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356652365309188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388783515026252,0.0,0.14200015257407048,0.0,0.1552903438520097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578238454290686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480602076930207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792866724967158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566240452651573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237260541820946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225397428528177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258882032950198,0.0,0.0,0.14141054424586366,0.16442205303356752,0.0,0.0,0.1445644780720838,0.0,0.0,0.12781562501865892,0.0,0.0,0.08728818646156368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371879771699947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232148928701074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180355541044433,0.0,0.09530054437720313 adhd,imabananagirl96,2019/09/11,"Book about ADHD Hi! Does anybody can suggest me a book about ADHD for adults? Maybe not too difficult or specific for med school, but still not too basic and simplistic? thank you all!",2.195294117647056,5.096897352941177,2.6796470588235297,87.96241176470592,90.1764705882353,6.249411764705883,21.50588235294117,7.554174236665415,1.3760776470588234,146,5,26,3,5,45,28,34,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.6955,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,17,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7151606541662233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037566770581266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989147991402113,0.0,0.3304953058622437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011222115015142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376125509405774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739310778886354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NyanShadow777,2019/09/11,"Can sit still but cannot stand still No clue why! If I am standing, it is extremely difficult for me to not pace around in circles and move. Standing still without moving is pretty much impossible and feels awful. The weird thing, is that although I cannot stand still, I can sit still just fine (also, I am not hyperactive). Anyone else? Why does this happen to me? (Diagnosed with ADHD as a child, has become inattentive type)",4.0662857142857165,6.3056832000000025,4.649642857142863,82.08250000000002,73.25,7.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.7771071428571434,336,11,61,6,7,107,57,80,0.162,0.785,0.053,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077034449321055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359561856751598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681031006334965,0.17116988953881188,0.0,0.14871636635083302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845016022154929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695595872709039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619292098470338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955489198149545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446916264199662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772817014588774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551108270397022,0.12280629701726092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995727645226294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6670606587532172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098541054963476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014863592596988,0.0,0.0,0.1610372228453988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,brimfulofbreakfast,2019/09/11,"I think most of us need to hear this ""How to Stop Beating Yourself Up Over Mistakes"" - How to ADHD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MlvckEtPb3E&feature=share",19.572857142857146,20.86931295238096,11.142857142857142,52.57714285714289,38.52380952380953,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.5366761904761916,136,4,16,1,1,33,18,21,0.312,0.688,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544066763247266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096747552572091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261498859923517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803587975873686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31611127963650404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422733202103784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45481170158796796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,asian_pete_rose,2019/09/11,Psych evaluation yesterday. Worried about diagnosis. Hey guys. I went through four hours of testing yesterday and I have a results appointment in two weeks. It was pretty grueling and I'm not sure how it went. There was a section of math where I got a piece of paper and was able to read the problems on a screen and I didn't pretty well. The lady mentioned how good I did a few times..I guess I'm worried she will tell me I don't have adhd because I'm good at math. I did calculus in college so most of the math I did yesterday was middle School level..maybe 1 or 2 geometry or algebra questions. I guess her mentioning it a couple of times has me stressed out.. I also have to get a questionnaire from my mom this weekend because I forgot to before the testing appointment but she said I could just email it to her. Maybe I'm worried over nothing. 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Im not sure what Im seeking, maybe advice or just alot of support. Im scared. I have for the first time in 2 years medication again. I asked for it. Im going back to work and I know I cant focus on school or work without medication and my doctor told me I can have days when I dont take it (days Im not working and stuff) but Im like, feeling scared? Im not fond of taking medication. I dont like it. But I know I need this. Why am I so scared? I hope I just dont stop taking it beacuse Im afraid. Im starting Elvanse. Had 3 diffrent kinds before this. I think Im just afraid of the side-effects about not being hungry, feeling numb and all that. 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Here is what I posted on my own profile: “Do me and yourself a favor: Do not share articles from literal fake news pages or sites like Natural News. *Especially* if those articles have headlines like ""ADHD is a FAKE disease invented by Big Pharma to drug children for profit"". Miss me and those like me with ALL of that bullshit. Not only are articles like that out-and-out EASILY DISPROVABLE LIES, they completely invalidate a person's lived experiences. You have no idea what I or others also diagnosed with ADHD have gone through. ~ 2nd generation ADHD (inattentive type) patient” ————— In a comment on my post I continued: “Is ""Big Pharma"" completely innocent and blameless in all circumstances? Of course not, as evidenced by the Rx opioid epidemic. Hell no, as evidenced by the unnecessarily exorbitant cost of insulin and EpiPens and other life-saving medications. But in this instance? Regarding ADHD? Nah fam. The human brain is a tricky bitch, and every single one of the ADHD meds available today is formulated to address specific things happening in the ADHD brain. I need to stop. I'm going to bed.” ————— To my friend, I commented on her post and told her that while I adore her as a person the article was complete crap. I then gave her several basic facts I got from the CDC’s page on ADHD, and linked that page. Then I listed several links that showed NN is considered too extreme by even other quacks. I concluded by telling her she was brilliant and asked her to not fall for the bullshit.",5.113114186851213,7.559916325259515,6.31217162629758,70.39710173010383,70.86851211072664,10.021923875432527,31.975224913494806,10.264317810270406,4.042641688581316,1274,59,201,39,25,426,167,289,0.154,0.7240000000000001,0.122,-0.8809999999999999,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,1,1,5,16,3,0,17,0,14,8,3,1,4,32,25,21,0,2,8,0,0,4,2,0,5,0,2,4,14,11,0,1,4,1,2,3,6,6,0,1,7,0,26,10,34,18,7,27,1,1,0,0,22,12,3,3,12,137,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7228340077340188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871209464199422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032582475956335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918355801642339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27026393576733865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872094050159871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964267992791467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675092031434473,0.0,0.07239330926497918,0.0,0.0,0.08404857289360675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276683220295613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048831667498165886,0.0,0.13743994968700468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598087510050294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969959062517969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606895166064939,0.16790933513121678,0.08611679537248378,0.07587103394305524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954403921420593,0.08655775634022367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371035456692009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822322701997532,0.06534784027801653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500482125742422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32915954793178354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941356606100833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183495535562205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509994555224721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708301002186737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144436770202115,0.08210251429957838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlexisNovakin,2019/09/11,"Do you ever feel like you don't have ADHD Pretty much what the title says. Like IDK how to explain how my brain works and I feel like a liar when I try my best to explain it. Then I go online and see some other peoples symptoms and I don't have them, but I know that ADHD is different for each person, but still. I hope you guys understand what I'm trying to say...",2.158846153846156,3.2565569358974362,3.8517948717948727,90.60153846153848,75.7948717948718,6.225641025641028,20.69230769230769,6.42735559955562,0.15129230769230784,283,6,63,2,6,95,53,78,0.07200000000000001,0.777,0.151,0.7327,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,2,5,6,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,1,17,16,9,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,12,5,4,16,4,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,2,7,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44635812941313735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488396925980084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073060995351985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402023728959927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797910528872856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779415617952824,0.2653326945060481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553936359644987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838752866935568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444510123765556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205757913420753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217549511775185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651316172999947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287431623883029,0.162148802971608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892683625381973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29535715191855433,0.0,0.0,0.14798134493660106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483027528780527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301664790937476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521604595325728,0.0,0.0,0.19332349886976916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519408431651184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ragingavaholic,2019/09/11,"I'm trying to get away from instant gratification. How do I avoid getting bored and giving up? Hey ADHDers! So over the past few years, I've rediscovered my love videogames, and I've also developed a Reddit addiction. Part of me has really enjoyed video gaming again, and it has increased my hand-eye; I'm really sad to give it up. That being said, I graduated from college in May, and I'm starting to realize that the sort of instant gratification I get from Reddit and videogames is really not good for me: my attention span becomes (more) awful and I can't get myself to focus enough on more productive interests or sometimes even my job. I think that when I spend so much time on these sorts of things, nothing else can really compete in the dopamine department. In short: this stuff exascerbates my ADHD symptoms. I'm sure I'd be happier if I wasn't so addicted to instant gratification. The problem is that right now I am living in semi-rural Indiana and a good distance away from my college friends. I plan on moving within the year, but for now, I have a very hard time thinking of stuff to do with my free time, so I just wind up falling back into instant gratification, particularly on weekends. What can I possibly do to entertain myself enough in semi-rural Indiana without winding up spending 8 hours on Reddit and videogames? It's really depressing when I think to myself: ""I'm going to really stop these things this time,"" but then I get bored and depressed staring at the cornfields, so I get back on my screens. I have read some, and it does work, but I don't know if I can spend all my free time reading; it might be the best answer, though, I don't know. Any help / advice is immensely appreciated.",6.793061323032353,6.970445975535173,7.541065507806213,71.65071945919847,64.77981651376146,10.553935296957992,34.947529373893445,10.307518312809881,3.63831865443425,1362,58,244,30,19,455,170,327,0.1,0.76,0.14,0.9366,1,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,4,17,18,0,1,10,1,23,4,0,1,2,40,45,27,0,3,9,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,18,12,0,2,8,6,5,5,6,7,0,0,2,4,33,13,42,38,11,49,0,3,2,1,8,24,0,8,20,171,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119369768290212,0.11682228133913483,0.09498821986936873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773530985049375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610316398413098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826557846450415,0.149490263762374,0.0,0.0,0.10735598494860543,0.0,0.0,0.10201131506348532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744613909185144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506530477982255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120283348851927,0.0,0.0,0.20087880785660814,0.0,0.06420340404293387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510083117781788,0.0,0.3047155883861926,0.1864970019170505,0.05524420152323916,0.16306294668577925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870771543269133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515488701086934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095727968241295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646159199968288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684334785686997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583435511564481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773187923703113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031198156788604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331420471415244,0.07145732511732061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327142682566897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526422827104936,0.0927937760552912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095847461590332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301266318439604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944638770995674,0.0,0.3736345068025584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301307973690676,0.0924648171580295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613885689993333,0.0,0.06880264758201253,0.0,0.0,0.08126826203974967,0.0,0.0,0.2225543878259872,0.0,0.0,0.09161515902730004,0.10103387239682274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915820699014904,0.1868563345294516,0.09550404120175576,0.0,0.28340693249372345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599624428225488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020482769050928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370276173408826,0.0,0.07076685877403185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251944816987167 adhd,Kickashi,2019/09/11,"24M and Full time Gardner - struggling to manage performance anxiety while taking ADHD medication My productivity, quality of work, and organising skills have increased significantly which is fantastic. However I am experiencing increased anxiety while working on site. Alone or with co workers. Less so with administrative tasks. Mindfulness training is helping, but I was wondering if anyone here has found another solution to manage this. Note: I have trialed all methylphenidates. I am limited to Ritalin as other types may conflict with my other medications. I am open to all suggestions ~",8.294243498817966,11.954106840425535,8.819503546099295,50.4338888888889,65.70212765957447,12.68841607565012,43.42316784869976,11.645159339076185,7.282800472813236,489,31,57,20,9,162,73,94,0.11699999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.102,-0.1154,1,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,17,13,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,10,10,6,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,44,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796334335785119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409839720793057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398290337691475,0.3559956764050555,0.0,0.0,0.16269368946313512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25511913786959994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595898796376229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687966986750524,0.0,0.0,0.2349381936716427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324529902618205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749447072793928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567626436451913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523290892892882,0.33878433935220603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FortyTillFive,2019/09/11,"Memory loss, forgetfulness and scattered thoughts. I (M27) was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 16, been on medication since. These last few months my memory has been extremely bad. If I don’t write that thought down then and there then it’s gone. I could not tell a story to save my life as I always forget where I’m going with it. I constantly lose thought mid sentence which makes me look intelligent. This negatively effected my social skills immensely. My vocabulary feels dumbed down due to forgetting words I’ve always known. I often forget my task at work (making list has saved me) and I’m constantly not knowingly what to be doing so I constantly seek direction from my GM. I’ve explained to him my situation and he’s surprisingly understandable which is great. My work ethnic is unmatchable but sometimes I just need a little bit more help With someone showing me the way. I just haven’t experience my ADHD this bad. I also have anxiety and depression which I’m on mediation for.",3.873002588438311,6.7030379453551925,5.253747483462757,74.55075064710958,76.65027322404372,9.31711245326431,27.117917745182627,9.682069395223575,3.2166568306010936,796,32,136,25,19,265,120,183,0.125,0.794,0.08199999999999999,-0.8356,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,8,10,1,0,3,0,14,3,0,3,0,36,30,13,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,9,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,8,2,24,4,15,20,3,20,0,3,1,0,7,8,1,2,9,88,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294297175793076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096037539946991,0.2280833930208542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484757995206326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887232156648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962981905535966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443270256282044,0.0,0.10942818377072436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804626154885575,0.13910910769345908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406721414960854,0.0,0.0,0.06929970774208279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789216875872823,0.0,0.0,0.151104889717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186584862434148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532247595717312,0.11171905525426952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680681229196636,0.0,0.1373662686896022,0.0,0.0,0.11509264790115725,0.15333077474359622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829720893624036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806965253608866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939691169410608,0.0,0.0,0.10162539892358463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337426394816875,0.15405685552898005,0.0,0.13971148549175486,0.11612723150893635,0.0,0.13555203730785598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979311648422927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264218224008434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426802861591103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087887927854006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955701971122547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leeringlucifer,2019/09/11,"ADHD is partly to blame for my confidence issues I don’t mean ADHD itself, rather how my teachers handled my ADHD when I was young. They treated me as if I was stupid, when really I just had a trouble focusing, and I personally believe that has inflicted lasting self doubt in me. Has anyone else struggled with this?",5.930499999999999,7.020082383333335,6.97666666666667,71.76000000000003,66.83333333333334,9.333333333333334,33.33333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.3888333333333334,253,11,41,5,4,85,48,60,0.21,0.738,0.052000000000000005,-0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,8,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,11,1,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7363811621957495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428114497321492,0.20927108285452128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301119121573789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061881293082956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131766209061277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664852994078468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224804954808864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211752583021079,0.0,0.0,0.17833710364346728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084329138519027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130699856501444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351912240167464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NerdEmoji,2019/09/11,"The Dot is my savor So a few weeks ago I bought a Dot after being shamed by my kids OT for being late. In my defense, I don't usually take her and thought her appointment was at 4 but it's 3:30. Her SPT appointment is at 4. So I got chastised for all the times hubs is late and jokingly said he needs Alexa, which the earnest, young and perfect OT agreed he/we did need. So fast forward a few weeks. Alexa plays pop songs that get my kid in the homework zone. Me in the cooking and cleaning zone. She sets timers for cooking! Seriously I've wandered off to grab my phone to time baked goods before and gotten lost, so this is important. I can set reminders for hubs to get the kids where they need to be and me too. She told me to leave for soccer on Saturday which helped get my kid to her game five minutes before it started. It wasn't the 15 the coach requested, but two people with ADHD it might has well have been an hour because usually she barely makes it before the game starts. I like my Dot. I see hope for my distracted family. Anyone else see success too?",2.7215104966717867,4.370184686635945,3.63056067588326,90.50552355350746,75.40552995391704,6.849871991807476,24.037122375832052,7.594959193182576,0.9782004096262162,835,26,179,11,18,267,130,217,0.07,0.7879999999999999,0.142,0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,8,13,1,2,13,0,16,3,0,1,2,19,36,12,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,4,9,7,3,1,1,9,1,1,2,5,1,2,11,6,25,8,22,21,3,27,0,1,2,0,20,9,0,2,18,106,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679636787876613,0.0,0.1238883045283258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772304494517148,0.1432000548546586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519605300224138,0.0,0.3567749504965131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167510725211678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175275492261634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190556057568886,0.0,0.0,0.11722358134656935,0.11177838563470342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367780176771777,0.0,0.0,0.13881265153150107,0.13763488886165073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153094552613938,0.1479850596097408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682793993184153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152563930414997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329050660821264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826267214424546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31088954548903913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689159331287482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329432251301909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227403463687498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978448916719537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508170014951806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109533783207625,0.16298969830039006,0.0,0.0,0.1335461272483973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365246579536968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30785054021314395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242131735807732,0.0,0.12566051447241613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ghostlysapphire90,2019/09/11,"Those feels when your Hyperactivity grabs you and pulls you around the store overwhelming you, forcing you to leave only to not actually buy anything you thought about getting leading to an anxiety ridden walk of shame back to your car. I have to ask if I am the only one who has suffered from an experience like this due to my ADHD.",14.356190476190474,8.272616761904764,12.990238095238096,58.0339285714286,55.98412698412699,15.774603174603175,48.96031746031746,12.161744961471696,5.648784126984128,268,11,49,5,2,87,49,63,0.136,0.8270000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,7,0,1,4,4,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,3,0,1,1,2,10,1,10,6,0,9,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2797854643114128,0.0,0.34456707166411965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933068977879813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593609841507696,0.2552307363489523,0.2680330994970945,0.0,0.0,0.22046060835503767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804552529452716,0.0,0.0,0.1449680832641958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979299721634365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035821732877785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007095372014286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942806320084375,0.4361084178739793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276139754449985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,redpandapant,2019/09/11,"My 2yo cousin was watching Baby Shark on TV, then pulled up a slightly different Baby Shark video on my phone. Just in case y'all needed another metaphor to explain ADHD. She also kept pushing the buttons on the remote, and got confused and upset every time she paused or exited the video. So that can be another part of the metaphor if you're so inclined. It was intense for a second there, but she's teething and sick (and I was just babysitting and very tired) so I let her.",5.463870967741934,6.1890884516129026,5.5539247311827955,82.85088709677422,67.70967741935483,7.920430107526883,31.62903225806452,7.793537801064563,2.14434193548387,378,15,71,4,6,119,69,93,0.087,0.9009999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.775,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,14,10,13,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,1,9,0,8,3,1,10,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,2,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208173547547173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134767117316973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559832554105379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890187360526114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491361519080366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350119416837027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27297048875442115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793716182091772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28907662885112506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565842638843724,0.3068152898486654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025850174531147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NiikolaSlav,2019/09/11,What are some natural remedies for ADHD? I’m asking this because I’m not sure if I want to take these medications that have all of these side effects. I want to see first if there are any natural remedies out there and if they have worked for any of you.,2.0665384615384603,4.195224884615389,3.216000000000001,90.529,79.0,6.467692307692308,23.861538461538462,7.554174236665415,1.022149230769231,202,7,43,3,5,65,35,52,0.084,0.821,0.095,0.3806,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,12,11,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,7,11,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,1,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746826864747715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424023752697586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914595445778018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004993369001985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651883823806644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31407189802423224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843749543396845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938361887191033,0.0,0.2344095699471554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677758585971725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269696881013793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,WhatchYouLookinAt,2019/09/11,"Daughter Diagnosed with ADHD -Inattentive Note to self: never let daughter use the webster’s dictionary (book version) to look up definitions. It took her 20 minutes to look up 3 words in the hardcopy version rather than 10 minutes for 4 words by using the computer. 😂 Live and learn, I guess. On a good note, she enjoyed getting tested for accommodations. We are very fortunate to live in a good school district where they are very proactive about behavioral issues. Last year was hell with homework. Hoping for this is the year where we can figure out what works for her.",6.04245145631068,8.160683572815532,5.813774271844661,76.31250606796117,67.64077669902913,8.256796116504855,33.2633495145631,8.841846274778883,3.04391359223301,460,21,75,8,8,143,76,103,0.040999999999999995,0.7959999999999999,0.163,0.9116,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,2,1,16,14,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,4,19,11,2,13,1,0,2,0,9,8,1,2,4,46,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257607274351171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906650898194379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814453787741226,0.0,0.0,0.31512147374203875,0.0,0.0,0.20693935787947595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657870209289104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606792573735413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312386124664654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209065593298116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33175223472271986,0.0,0.3154955187835325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488248389263267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011551913383706,0.0,0.0,0.19596984859661395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087096783961386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244863751482248,0.0,0.3099939503946636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367579654496238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419401242226593 adhd,MtRushmost,2019/09/11,"I'm starting my first medicine (strattera) and I'm scared because all the stories I find about it online are about awful experiences people have had. I've had ADHD for forever but since I also have Schizoaffective Disorder all of my mental health care has been focused on that. Since I've got the SZA well managed I'm starting to have a lot of trouble with the ADHD symptoms. The only medicine I can take (because of my other meds) is strattera but all I can find online is horror stories. Medication wise this is my only shot, has it helped anyone here? Thank you very much for listening, this is my first post on the sub so I'm sorry if I messed up.",3.4489630681818184,5.451561140625002,4.435681818181821,83.98659090909092,74.3125,6.529545454545455,27.26136363636364,7.348242739294969,1.5516937500000003,518,20,96,6,11,168,77,128,0.14800000000000002,0.728,0.124,-0.3221,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,1,6,1,15,3,0,0,3,11,26,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,1,11,4,12,22,5,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830515901328631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744415579961554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143173342314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429488453160496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248326778671116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826461295216273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588957772860124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29131349801082795,0.2711116238420452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745877164903724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939757316399898,0.0,0.0,0.10681901940430537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354864483738891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770186205078262,0.16054350026969968,0.16060246578059106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715163280098186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24240857103692634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048364490731144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262764484227834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955219508912394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26365679699211697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839610211790907,0.22559877498995665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564128450177354,0.11982266828956392,0.0,0.0,0.14672190697401305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149283865632733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328829968776746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DysonDad,2019/09/11,"I'm new to ADHD, College and Reddit! Any advice for staying focused on homework and other basic task I have a brand new ADHD diagnosis and I'm really struggling. I got the diagnosis a week before I left home for college and I feel like I'm drowning. In high school I never really had to manage my symptoms. because I was smart enough to do something as it was being collected and still pass with good grades . I was also friendly with a lot of the teachers so I got away with turning assignments in later waaaay more than I should have. In short it was a small school with low expectations so I pretty much got away with what ever I needed to. I ended up making it into my first choice school but now I can't stay motivated or focused long enough to do basic every day stuff. I'm not turning in home work and I'm constantly late to events. I haven't even done laundry yet because I can't even get through the stupid online portal to put money on my account. I feel stupid, worthless, and frustrated. I want to do this and I want to be successful but I'm scared I can't. This transition period is rough. I'm trying to get in therapy but its a mess right now. I'm trying to be gentle with my self and forgive my self but it's hard. I guess I'm just looking for some advice on how to manage symptoms and what has helped you. I have read stuff about getting on a schedule but I can't seem to get everything under control enough to get on a schedule. I know I can do this. I'm just struggling at the moment. This is my first Reddit rodeo so if formatting is a mess and there are a bunch of typos that is just how it is right now. TL;DR: What things have you done to manage your symptoms when you feel overwhelmed? 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Literally happens so often to me and I lose all brain cells",3.4926923076923084,6.191661282051285,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,77.2051282051282,6.976923076923077,27.698717948717945,8.07648339933343,2.1400717948717944,166,7,29,3,4,53,36,39,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,2,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6736719111275349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128794729153683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447311652306473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452704474898491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478461621430333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135559135806158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430732081605034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228858442208333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449726099844832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,blockbot2000,2019/09/11,I handed something in on time I spent all of last year at least 2 months behind until (literally) the last second. This year just started last week and I handed my first assignment in a day early. I really dont want to repeat last year,5.042907801418437,5.57984378723404,6.337021276595745,77.53333333333335,68.57446808510639,8.819858156028369,24.177304964539005,8.841846274778883,1.6482964539007097,186,4,35,3,3,63,37,47,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.1281,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,5,0,8,3,2,20,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,16,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296649468717662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259809551197487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856252206928054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7228013867944794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769443880982676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420151100462751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066156713232866,0.0,0.0,0.15690759910991742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926450626973346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075373594935874,0.0,0.17781985907277015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42826765180236537 adhd,GJTobi,2019/09/11,"My hidden ability is skipping time, as proven when I blink my eyes and the clock jumps 15 minutes forward. Yup, I've missed my bus numerous times.",2.7495238095238115,5.388513,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,79.71428571428572,6.590476190476192,27.190476190476193,7.793537801064563,1.8144619047619053,116,5,22,2,3,36,25,28,0.077,0.8420000000000001,0.081,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,i_have_glasses,2019/09/11,"Would like more info on non-ADHDer's thought processes Hi folks. I've recently been diagnosed with the inattentive type of ADHD and am still wrapping my head around it all. I 100% believe ADHD is real and that I have it, but the whole thing has been blowing my mind. I'm still in the denial/""isn't this how everyone thinks/feels all the time?"" phase. I understand that non-ADHD folks *do* experience ADHD symptoms, and they can experience them frequently, but difference is that it's not chronic, nor does it impede significantly on their life. Does anyone have resources to share that really target this aspect of ADHD? I've done a lot of googling, but haven't found something that really hits home. I've been mostly finding general statements and lists about what's different for folks with ADHD, but when I look at them, I can't help but think ""yeah, ok, but doesn't everyone feel like this?"" *even though I know frequency is a big difference.* Maybe I'm looking for folks *without* ADHD to explain how they perceive the differences. To confirm their brains don't work the way someone with ADHD does. Or some sort of Buzzfeed-esque video that lists specific situations and for folks with and without ADHD to explain how their thought process in these situations. I want to know more about how the brains of non-ADHDers work compared to those who have it. Does such a thing exist? Are there folks without ADHD in the group that could explain how they perceive the differences?",4.659111111111116,7.287422985185182,4.6612592592592605,80.8796666666667,72.85185185185185,7.875555555555558,28.94814814814815,8.726425361277474,2.5460192592592588,1186,49,203,24,25,367,142,270,0.011000000000000001,0.937,0.051,0.8451,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,8,2,15,4,0,0,12,2,21,7,3,5,2,55,38,21,0,3,11,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,21,11,0,0,16,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,7,3,17,4,30,28,8,15,0,0,2,0,16,8,0,5,8,136,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8135861050020732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039446083462681115,0.0,0.0,0.05022055156056146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355942545042123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595369125517125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504210613099977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725917196657119,0.0,0.2947038837692279,0.0,0.0,0.1974736017630048,0.05773125922674885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03726101221473243,0.0,0.0,0.10781227057576248,0.0,0.11036772210469026,0.0,0.0,0.057049375826362526,0.040302278078946666,0.0,0.0,0.05156150857272065,0.0,0.0,0.061855200644471066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057897190576848924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037813213753246575,0.0,0.05658798943626245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062007479960026986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039846980578554285,0.05512220553109201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474735087485947,0.0,0.0,0.04796129061659954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056675593505511074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056962206873076425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421165021738312,0.07228069461086406,0.0,0.05570216457178874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682373037431038,0.0,0.0,0.04779952390769784,0.04343036671127401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010482175958674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586358996006234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749581054156356,0.03614790766465755,0.0554266132586249,0.08957306281569123,0.03289554294138925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872911685571991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03327452569767257,0.04477892423737995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298438075720117,0.0,0.1631436744628008,0.0,0.082140342197873,0.0,0.0,0.040074991616844566,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,visor841,2019/09/11,"Just cut a square out of my birth certificate I was looking for a blank piece of paper so I could cut it up and use tape to write myself a note (because of course I can't find my post-it notes). I found some ""scrap"" paper, grabbed one and cut a square out of it. I turned it over, and it was my birth certificate, for some reason not filed into my folder of important documents like 6 inches away. Now I gotta order new ones. (although I always mean to have two on hand, I've been meaning to get a second for who knows how long, so at least I'll finally have two on me)",4.26227863046045,3.771623917355373,5.291924439197167,87.90983471074381,70.15702479338843,8.567178276269184,25.550177095631643,7.957251820313856,1.1301301062573792,438,10,102,5,7,145,79,121,0.057,0.875,0.068,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,5,0,7,1,1,3,0,20,16,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,4,5,13,1,20,10,4,17,0,0,3,0,2,10,0,2,7,69,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215904817006522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439125063303275,0.0,0.0,0.12612554583550514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651944204392328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266510403440276,0.18910469019522425,0.0,0.0,0.22685737633798905,0.0,0.0,0.10809776146041232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370793458350477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108187181076317,0.0,0.0,0.18310176938014328,0.17374558008459673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507538919252138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982725202665697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28040431536187743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815493405014112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272972733733286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504997513970532,0.40422640245934016,0.0,0.0,0.1786969073191764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kholeyxn,2019/09/11,"Mydayis Hey guys I’m 18 and just started my first year out in community college. Recently I got diagnosed with Add after a process of many doctor visits and test. I’ve just been prescribed 25mg of mydayis a day, an extended release medication. I am coming here for a little advice from you guys. I am just worried about dependency down the road, personality change, sleep problems, and eating habits. Unfortunately I desperately need help for my ADD and a healthy lifestyle wasn’t enough for me. If you guys can fill me in on how to get the most out of my medication and avoid these things it would be much appreciated. Also if you guys would like to tell me about your experiences with meds I would be happy to hear. Thanks!",5.360145985401458,6.932340379562043,6.2040948905109525,74.9835145985402,68.56204379562044,8.983649635036498,30.48832116788321,9.3871,2.734034160583942,580,23,107,12,10,191,94,137,0.085,0.789,0.126,0.7901,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,0,10,6,1,2,0,26,18,9,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,5,3,12,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,1,15,3,21,10,3,17,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,4,7,73,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813072626478948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304175213341118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953512439823555,0.12176504195904485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116245010792844,0.0,0.0,0.14347261565643582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446831006255882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446417226390553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605777252483418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827257040712287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023671383969232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385229029078895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305471625261446,0.0,0.0,0.5598557337932054,0.0,0.15047530513203233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593176539183904,0.0,0.09474745263032258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905904099446765,0.1416751081121964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331204931339472,0.0,0.0,0.15701383007242162,0.2848011107335903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391238228244393,0.10481313583597228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342596265077707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525789550695633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139571268224163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414573473077653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000519821564576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355072967258066,0.13014093378103594,0.0,0.0,0.09391015517051747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355313034015768,0.0,0.3012441678183107,0.0,0.0,0.09102815436045583 adhd,dawnoftruth,2019/09/11,"Using ADHD as an Entrepreneurial Superpower Was watching this [video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DBiMr8gZXPU) of two Entrepreneurs who apparently either have ADHD/Bipolar or is on he cusp of having it. I personally don't think either of them had Bipolar or ADHD, but was heinously misdiagnosed. I think their manners of paying attention was just confused with uncontrollable symptoms. What do you guys think about how they are talking about the disorder? Have you gone without medication and channeled your ADHD toward attaining success? How did that work for you and do you recommend that freely?",10.00745535714286,12.727262572916667,8.564821428571431,58.08375000000004,58.6875,10.902380952380954,40.79761904761904,10.914260884657429,5.4732369047619045,501,26,61,13,7,153,72,96,0.092,0.784,0.124,0.6553,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,3,3,5,3,0,2,2,0,13,3,0,3,0,18,18,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,6,1,10,1,12,12,2,3,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,3,0,54,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8038711149893015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165035672623684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655756017344943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845809531990846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601138687710732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738071939794268,0.0,0.13440632873632632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32144640615463904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633511331213374,0.0,0.0,0.1444257085547609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119558420129254,0.0,0.1217392628676445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mydisappointinglife,2019/09/11,"dr dx me adhd without telling me? first day of res anorexia program, i filled out an adhd screening during intake. i didn't think my answers were severe enough to count as adhd. [some were?] so next day therapist asks me how long i've struggled w adhd and i'm like ???? they haven't updated any of my medications but i feel like this came out of the blue? why has nobody caught on until now? also, why dx without telling me?? how do i move forward knowing this information now? a little overwhelmed",1.6553125000000009,4.326432239583337,3.140416666666667,86.79625000000001,85.97916666666666,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0120791666666675,389,16,71,4,12,127,70,96,0.138,0.8109999999999999,0.051,-0.8224,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,3,0,6,4,0,2,0,15,13,8,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,5,3,11,2,11,8,2,18,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,1,12,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6725410985501069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118797503432045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951383032712451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078968509161895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001086294533787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045070898605325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455638573681664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073876321258338,0.09994616995044776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900075213445087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688659829779301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669831048414086,0.14021877250037926,0.0,0.12380905731435622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409367625898807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486939133909258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878759221404153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804968073622702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462561705611342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445614037223248,0.0,0.0,0.16243725392825836,0.0,0.08964369000997628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524799762711554,0.0,0.0,0.2697214845979541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bhadday,2018/11/30,"I stopped taking adderall for my ADHD, are these symptoms normal? so i stopped taking adderall for my adhd 21 days ago. i feel extremely hungry all of the time and no matter what i eat in like an hour my stomach is growling again. i haven’t gained any weight but i really need to because i’m 107 pounds at the age of 15. does anyone know how long the hunger thing lasts for? it gives me extreme anxiety and i’m scared i’m gonna feel like this forever. 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Just had it happen again where you see yourself and have the mental breakdown to tell yourself that is how you look and question it but say that is how all other beings see you?,10.044489795918366,6.990943755102041,8.654795918367348,76.64913265306124,60.42857142857143,9.8,36.74489795918368,3.1291,2.340379591836735,200,6,37,0,2,61,33,49,0.028999999999999998,0.93,0.042,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,11,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,2,8,1,3,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210884623230394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204485348835285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819836905771576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407100818143005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264443636913691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879097877810586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867586820651876,0.0,0.0,0.41820738631077853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293545032168118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,spicychickenwing23,2018/11/30,"First days on vyvanse after recently being diagnosed- first days were amazing but now... Hey! I was recently diagnosed with ADHD (24F) after suspecting I had ADD (turned out that I was the only one surprised by my hyperactive Side) . I started taking Vyvanse sunday (20mg for 2 weeks, and the 30 and maybe 40) . I was amazed to realize All the things that were influenced by my ADHD that I had absolutely no idea were influenced by that. I felt like a normal person and realized that all this time I wasn't a shitty lazy person. But after a few day, it seemed to not work anymore. I felt hyperactive yesterday and could only focus on stupid things(O left my job 40 min later cause I was on Google Earth) and today was the same. Has anybody experienced this? Also, usually I drink 2 cups of coffee, when I did this week I felt like i had four it was hellish.",3.3074593495934934,5.550237591463418,4.791073170731707,80.18644715447158,75.52439024390246,8.031869918699186,25.567479674796747,8.841846274778883,2.1684191869918705,671,24,123,15,15,224,100,164,0.092,0.7759999999999999,0.132,0.6911,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,2,0,7,0,17,3,0,3,2,27,24,9,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,11,8,1,0,8,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,17,4,17,5,15,5,4,28,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,24,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262797191743222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855572574515117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346231821727424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944814777089673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838183431909894,0.0,0.0,0.2626340908222884,0.0,0.0,0.2755579000360553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297903173418715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910112577814183,0.0,0.0,0.2309303153170435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532402854596904,0.0,0.0,0.13470658502806152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748801667853725,0.0,0.0,0.13263690933542782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637472385029786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300188910785174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198474733319058,0.20648132659087334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370556842667493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680648526637086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357771701620515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608145070519457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020638148158486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018336019193876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915436446380307,0.0,0.12867097837451774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765225758990627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950462584144528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177739015933376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882443033538447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wildwild94,2018/11/30,"What jobs have you found work best for you? I’m a 24 year old female and have recently been diagnosed with ADD (as well as depression and anxiety, which were the main reasons I started therapy). My psychiatrist and I are still figuring out medication, and I have been working with my therapist for about 2 months now learning about the diagnosis and things I can do day to day to help myself, such as putting things in my way so I don’t forget them. My past with work and school has been awful for me, I end up doing a fine job but at a complete expense of myself which ultimately ends in some type of breakdown or depressive episode. I have a liberal arts degree from a local college. I’m currently unemployed and simply CANNOT FIND THE MOTIVATION to get a job. I can’t even bare the idea of having to be somewhere for 8 hours 5 days a week so I can have insurance and survive. I’ve worked retail, grocery, and as a nanny since I was 16, bouncing back and forth when I got bored. I’m only 24 and I literally cannot imagine applying for any of the jobs I’ve come across because they seem so awful. TLDR: fellow people with ADD, what job have you found works best for you? What are some of the things that make it work?",3.966172839506172,5.2849804526748985,5.165534979423871,82.07324074074077,71.63374485596708,8.527572016460908,27.90329218106996,8.998388855275968,2.1795662551440333,962,35,192,19,18,319,144,243,0.091,0.852,0.057,-0.7933,8,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,2,10,12,7,0,0,14,2,24,2,0,3,0,35,35,21,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,19,0,0,10,1,2,2,4,3,1,0,8,0,25,4,32,26,5,28,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,4,18,133,35,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031485978007261,0.0,0.07909994532179146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950744186360588,0.0,0.06303106537598417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702172429724365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890690754244277,0.10841187512001596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005138619185348,0.0,0.17811479937306146,0.10494779962824767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316163167369973,0.0,0.0,0.06829405856830094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450480480890022,0.0,0.0,0.2267433139616789,0.0,0.0,0.05402170531333187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269761901267428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930616430486708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182717828051016,0.0,0.0,0.11672487539856265,0.0,0.0,0.5130377206489357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901962959277275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416360559963923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825320883642041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849984777693944,0.0,0.0,0.07863959221346359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870603702657303,0.07168384141371448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394454524003666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631138412437392,0.10209402975217044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464529939473027,0.0,0.09413055827639882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553271409124234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318633822714385,0.0,0.08257456801056101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824575785219725,0.12005419836489432,0.20608108598564495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207330645955982,0.08294043388227622,0.0,0.09296811088985883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516541828134099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658556032202502 adhd,almsfurr,2018/11/30,"Meds improve my Dyslexia Methylphenidate improves my dyslexia quite dramatically. I don't have to keep re-reading sentences to get the comprehension - it just goes in smoother. It's not perfect but it's a big improvement. Not having to re-read over and over also stops me getting bored as quickly - so the overall affect on my reading is quite dramatic. I know some people see a slight improvement in dyslexia on meds but does anyone get anything dramatic like this?",5.948932874354561,8.481999831325304,5.525851979345958,76.56385542168678,68.75903614457832,7.634423407917385,37.15834767641997,8.418075326091056,3.463417900172118,378,21,59,6,7,116,59,83,0.075,0.741,0.185,0.8642,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,10,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,3,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494217223672482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547482600796548,0.0,0.1594401193276045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955233252319815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30367985455871005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221431044904262,0.0,0.0,0.10648018537410066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465668766032204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304261645540872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343221729640225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41215492518808894,0.5814086725324427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543940310404303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198405947773034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,seabrooksr,2018/11/30,"Good coping techniques for compulsive behavior? OK so like everyone else I have ADHD with other comorbid conditions, mostly OCD like behaviors & depression. My parents were of the opinion that ""labelling"" me was not an option, and actively fought my diagnosis as a child. As a result, I received no treatment and picked up several unhealthy coping techniques. I often feel an overwhelming urge to move/jump, etc, particularly I'm reading/watching/seeing something that really resonates with me. It feels like an adrenaline spike that is impossible to ignore. As a kid, I would run/jump seemingly at random. Eventually, I learned to hide my ""outbursts"" by getting away to ""run/jump"" in private. I still jump/run when there's no one around (I'm a middle aged woman). In public though, I am more limited and try desperately to behave more acceptably. I pinch myself, stand abruptly, etc. In short, I'm that weird lady in the office. Exercise helps. Limiting my caffeine helps. Medication helps. The compulsion still happens though. DAE have a better method for dealing with this?",4.720599508599509,8.077636010810817,5.421437346437347,71.17112407862409,78.08108108108108,8.552825552825553,31.652334152334145,9.095868883498916,3.88181081081081,862,43,123,24,22,278,127,185,0.124,0.715,0.161,0.8488,1,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,3,9,12,1,1,11,1,7,2,0,2,0,24,16,10,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,7,0,3,5,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,2,15,7,23,12,5,17,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,6,8,83,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968530298023834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747476216282687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581469873581204,0.0,0.0,0.1538933506782276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486577325679004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886825791567314,0.14107873699732354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683197774873934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653555135545806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565157417185175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564209851729014,0.1170171245403747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557754866942438,0.0,0.0,0.1373857569619599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484578364292952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293704788375409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400698780700479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500897141405074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740910551178525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109935748012027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818779849077564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493301428986283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911529329657466,0.0,0.18504480145109034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609948798259396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616181429961837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218608582785704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120790052734564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163572013422358,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jakester0226,2018/11/30,"Successful life on Adderall I am posting this so I can be a resource to those with questions. I have been taking amphetamines for almost 20yrs (since I was 8). I have been taking Adderall for 13yrs. I also have plenty of experience working in the medical field. So ask away! Want to know how to sleep properly? Have cold fingers and toes? Have neck pains? Diet problems? Anxiety problems? Maybe stomach problems? I can help with all! Stay strong my expectational minded friends!",2.7332142857142863,5.585077321428571,3.45114285714286,80.29385714285716,97.21428571428572,5.573333333333334,28.219047619047622,7.0316486544052195,2.3107247619047624,381,19,59,7,15,120,63,84,0.133,0.695,0.172,0.6907,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,2,0,12,9,5,1,1,14,17,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,8,3,11,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151788930028305,0.0,0.0,0.15294945619880393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463123273880225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880099973239685,0.0,0.179693777427244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708763843310466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147765942025797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819662719777122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511074043827273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509162557618284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921449993446964,0.0,0.0,0.19267294689535827,0.0,0.0,0.19311669318884947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035126655759636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831728974393746,0.0,0.0,0.5490260326105405,0.0,0.0,0.21425343563554405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582111139975254,0.0,0.1913967533032713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385625032694935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28760537256795504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112809294493805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923855950664846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Deyooya,2018/11/30,"First day on medication and I feel no different Hello, I was diagnosed with ADHD last week and started the medication today. I am taking Lisdexamphetamin (Elvanse in the UK and Vyvanse in the USA) 20mg daily for 1 week the go up to 30, 40 and then 50mg over 3 weeks. I took it and waited 2 hours and nothing... now 8 hours after taking I still feel nothing. I don’t know if I had the wrong expectations or what I should even feel. 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F*ck this I'm so sad. Because that was fire. I was finally going in, finally in that mood. I was explaining myself completely, with a understandable language! Hyperfocus was crazy. But poof, gone. Damn man. I wanna kill ADHD and Reddit's mobile app right now. I really wanted to share my feelings with you guys..",1.794810606060608,4.586619263888891,3.679393939393944,80.34136363636365,92.47222222222223,7.062626262626264,23.21212121212121,8.00094639256281,2.1694,305,12,52,8,11,102,55,72,0.22,0.747,0.033,-0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,2,7,1,8,6,0,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31075268850597404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762278316143208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711072926061852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307415168963686,0.0,0.0,0.5665048670164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469521391888916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602643225051464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546408369636212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860710482699681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476400161065608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564752057077994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081864361574385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691820449384392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525121668977352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JaneArgh,2018/11/30,"Tips for Ritalin disruption?? (Pharmacy is OUT.) Long story short, I ran out of my Ritalin a couple days early (my fault), then find out my pharmacy is OUT and won't have it in for another few days. I'm already feeling pretty wound up, can't get ANYTHING done, my moods are all over the place. (Withdrawal maybe?) Anyone have any tips or ""home remedies"" that help with concentration? (Not looking for anything illegal:). Right now I'm using a steady stream of strong coffee and getting away from my desk every 30 minutes for a short burst of activity. But I just spent 30 minutes writing what should have been a 1 minute email, so I know it's bad. I have a TON of stuff I need to finish this weekend and am pretty desperate. Thanks in advance for any help!!",3.7440114942528737,5.6349537862069,4.665948275862071,83.13179597701152,73.20689655172414,7.8678160919540225,27.94540229885057,8.59863814320734,2.1447816091954026,589,23,112,11,12,191,100,145,0.057999999999999996,0.8009999999999999,0.142,0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,6,0,13,3,0,1,1,20,25,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,3,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,10,2,21,19,3,23,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,1,8,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887252113800608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245105730010218,0.18897188884825944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260110170672303,0.0,0.2966043535883295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693185951233732,0.0,0.15047259311410682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940525917309812,0.0,0.2324484526005629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844232444170792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183951122033676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112247959587397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471389720898855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831054429512809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415895878806375,0.0,0.1807710544799533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904184306321773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594852353441338,0.15133581080948305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105090679724845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362766801703935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882870635943188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36668833859119626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539032346030786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063038756668332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591841619866232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556485140233625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Chimera_Cage,2018/11/30,"So... is there anyone out there with ADHD with high hyperactive symptoms as an adult? Hello, I have ADHD combined type but I'm considered to be in the high 90th percentile for hyperactive symptoms. I don't hear it discuss too often on the board (the hyperactive side of adult ADHD) and was interested to hearing what people experienced. Also if you have questions lay them down.",6.35720588235294,8.223585014705883,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,66.5,8.969411764705884,32.71764705882353,9.3871,3.3256847058823524,303,13,47,6,5,100,53,68,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,8,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,11,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,0,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6612308371899172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666432756505485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282370317365512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41340860593891343,0.0,0.0,0.3875427898224502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714595962128855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544915194170896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812441214905493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SFW_accounts,2018/11/30,Sent an email to this sub’s mods... But apparently the force is strong. No response yet. ,0.2433333333333323,2.497315294117648,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,101.94117647058823,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,-0.14870980392156818,68,2,15,1,3,21,17,17,0.113,0.718,0.16899999999999998,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,saturnsrevengebody,2018/11/30,Have you ever misdiagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder? Or correctly diagnosed? What was your experience with figuring out what’s what? I’m curious to hear your experience. Mine is in the comments. ,5.7263636363636365,9.288009363636368,8.009545454545453,47.43431818181818,91.72727272727272,14.321212121212122,38.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,8.150660606060608,171,11,21,10,6,60,28,33,0.094,0.84,0.067,-0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33791240557935104,0.0,0.0,0.3815615014367837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011502028165605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513301047469284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752312693297364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29069773182461905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,2018yearofthefubar,2018/11/30,"Advice, suggestions for my son Im really worried about my son. Hes 9 and was diagnosed with ADHD but on top of that has dyslexia. Hes really struggling with school,and im worried hell get held back. I try and keep him focused as best i can when doing the homework, but its a nightly battle. Hes on a mild dose of concerta, maybe i need to get him on a higher dose? Maybe a younger adult here who had these difficulties could dm me? Hes very sharp but it doesnt come out in traditional school. Does traditional tutoring help you? 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Have methylphenidat for approx. 8 weeks now, slightly higher dose this week. So this week I visited my therapist and I was in the best mood ever, although I'm not in cleaning mode at the moment I do get shit done at work and other stuff which really altered my mood in a positive way. The other stuff is a personal side project, something I'm quite proud of. A day or two later, my mood and tiredness go back to a level of a small depression. So what I think what happened is that I figured out that this side project needs more input from me, and this would take a lot of time time. So without actually having feelings or thoughts about anything in general I think that this is the thing what is dragging me down now. So currently I'm working around the clock to finish something which actually doesn't have to be finished this week or the next week, just working hard to be happy again. In general I would see this working, but I already know that I will find something else to stress myself about if I have this thing finished.. I sometimes have the feeling I have something else going on than just ADHD, I can be happy and depressed in the same week and it happens quite a lot. Meds do help getting shit done, but I have zero zen, sometimes I wish I was more of a stoner. Also I really have hard times to figure out why I have depressions as things are going quite well, I do stress myself out about silly stuff, but nothing is material for getting depressed, don't get it.",6.026936842105265,6.746316086666671,6.025894736842107,79.98268421052636,66.46666666666667,8.582456140350876,33.122807017543856,8.532816995589336,2.624433333333333,1246,52,228,17,19,393,147,300,0.12,0.79,0.08900000000000001,-0.8913,1,0,5,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,9,18,19,2,3,17,0,31,3,2,0,1,41,54,20,0,5,11,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,27,11,0,0,9,0,0,4,4,10,1,2,5,5,26,6,35,43,6,48,1,5,1,0,4,20,2,6,23,172,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.1473168398503388,0.0,0.09071331178510536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329499330666308,0.060362007301575926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062114306957779065,0.06719395806379799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058040113367359376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921249373737914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867890292915858,0.0,0.3250577211926697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448622888079827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610912691721962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827674885847387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633076992831814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898812810853999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577425120059906,0.0,0.12869251703488185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349493015727915,0.1607015336486807,0.13523202867244272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050593221703849285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148230035916065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283422364045971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384220678121147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596809277306015,0.0,0.0,0.08027473872668846,0.0,0.0,0.14485181979482842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181393101440106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408495206092812,0.0,0.0,0.09670992873600157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014846374261205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496001266092285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324353794460866,0.14930497847940535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593891709150796,0.0,0.25922253880740154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675220438951493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763908283301801,0.1504383654299214,0.09673015991407352,0.0,0.059923362442817936,0.1320404693419618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210148833290985,0.07373382122074802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991318422140517,0.363277102552747,0.0,0.06786634771689945,0.0,0.06810972550631401,0.0,0.08679925071979509,0.07276084444571028,0.0,0.21980382681914892,0.0,0.0,0.10723885829338373,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,summerfall07,2018/11/30,"How to ease the ""come down"" of ADD meds I have been taking Vyvanse for about a week and it has helped me A LOT. I get so much more done but there's one problem. I am motivated and feel great till about 3 pm when my body starts to crash. Has anyone found a way to cope with this? It's just uncomfortable, like my body is tired but my brain feels wired. Heart is a little fast, I sometimes get a headache. Any thoughts?",1.4399137931034467,3.2407337241379324,2.078836206896554,99.52790948275863,79.57471264367817,5.269540229885059,18.92097701149425,5.985473137389443,-0.5376195402298851,322,7,79,2,8,99,67,87,0.149,0.695,0.156,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,6,0,8,5,4,2,0,16,17,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,8,2,10,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416267233269893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794842570507165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382852042121632,0.0,0.22023876510872933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994622784600255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189422181383004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199509580973968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163162170117293,0.0,0.0,0.206149777485873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175108251744527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337873467244269,0.13223805382465165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638499956021608,0.19773450422199684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677272863249586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191426021060816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502945271708473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133687521455056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887780660029456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512297414088076,0.0,0.13964153161237006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833609732659736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662471297937872,0.0,0.2267536470678976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565981096490176,0.15825261244755076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jennamyballs,2018/11/30,"Fumbling in the last quarter, need encouragement? Advice? Hey guys. I’ve done so well this semester. My grades were up, I was submitting things on time. I was so happy to have started stimulant medication and was doing really well. Usually I start the semester with As and they slowly slide to Bs. This semester, I’ve kept my As up.Until the last two weeks. My psych made my prescription way too high, I isolated myself, couldn’t pull myself away from nonsense, got obsessed with journaling, and got behind. I stopped taking the meds, and promptly missed my follow up psych appointment because I was late :)(: Now I’m still way behind. Finals are the next two weeks and I have turned in every assignment late for the last two weeks. I don’t have the medication to lean on, and I can’t get myself to do anything. All I’m ever thinking about is the work I need to do, and yet I’m not doing it. Today I left my stats homework until there wasn’t enough time left to complete it. I skipped class and told myself I’d do it to bring to his office. I’ll still get the late penalty though. I’ve been in this position so many times. I feel like my stress response is the only thing that can get me to do things. But I’m not really stressed? I think I disabled my stress response because I feel like I’m going to be able to coast and work it out once that fire lights under my ass. But that’s unrealistic. When that fire lights, I’m not gonna have time to do anything, and I’ll be fucked. Instead of a medium amount of stress over two weeks like I should’ve had, I’ll have a mental breakdown in a week when I realize I can’t get all As this semester like I so desperately wanted. The thing is, I’m fumbling. I’m blowing my lead. I know it, and I still can’t get myself to do anything. I’m going to get Bs, not because I don’t understand the material, but because I was unable to put in the time and effort required to check the boxes. Any tips on how to get the ball rolling? I probably need to spend about ~4 hours a day on studying/homework to get at least three As. ~6 if I want that 4.0, which I really should get because my classes are so easy this semester. I miss the beginning of the semester. I was so focused and determined. I took great notes every day. I was going to office hours, putting in 110%. Now I’ve been late to every class for the past month. I skip at least 3 a week. I stopped taking notes a few weeks ago, now my notebooks are filled with useless doodles. I’d say I’m putting in about 60%. Luckily, I’ve removed self hatred from the equation. I just feel so sad and disappointed. I really could’ve done it this semester, and I’m just fucking up. Not to mention the increase in impulsivity. You can tell how impulsive I’ve been if you look through my Postmates account! Spending a lot of money on food that I don’t have!!! Anyways. I’m just sad.i don’t know how to jumpstart myself. Everything I’m doing makes it look like I don’t care. Any tricks you have to start doing things will help. Thanks. 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I thought I'd share this experience and encourage others to try it if they're having issues with their ADHD at work. I started like this: &#x200B; ""You know how everyone has a different learning style? Like it's easier for some people to learn with visual cues? And other people are helpless with visuals, but things click for them when they write it down? What are your learning styles?"" &#x200B; It sparked a good conversation, and I framed it in the guise of improving our communication with each other. (Which, actually, it did!) It really set a tone of being open to how other people's brains work differently. &#x200B; Then I said this: &#x200B; ""I am *awful* with audio. If I'm working on something and someone starts talking to me I literally process ZERO of the information being said. Actually, sometimes I think that problem can make me come off as rude. If I can't drop what I'm working on, I know sometimes I wave you off. I'm sorry about that. I just know I need to really *process* whatever it is you're saying, so I need you to come back."" &#x200B; They were SO receptive. It clearly made a ton of sense of my behavior to them too... From then on they worked with me. We even got to a point where if someone started talking and I couldn't afford to break focus I'd just tap my ear, and they'd be like, ""Right! I'll come back."" Or if it's important they knew to really *insist*. One time another coworker even stepped in for me and said, ""Hold on she's texting a client something timely"". Amazing. &#x200B; I didn't even bring up the ADHD. Probably the best part was learning the best ways to communicate & work with them too. Anyway, maybe this conversation intro can help someone else lead into talking about their needs at work. It really made a difference for me. &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.367736516357205,6.061524854111402,4.424562334217509,80.55808134394343,77.64721485411141,7.474093722369585,27.17329796640141,8.463088693708992,2.3109748894783384,1598,66,282,34,39,519,192,377,0.028999999999999998,0.8220000000000001,0.149,0.9929,3,0,2,0,0,0,93.0,2,4,10,10,20,15,1,0,15,1,18,2,2,6,1,62,46,23,0,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,26,23,0,1,13,1,0,7,4,3,0,3,13,7,44,12,51,28,7,42,0,1,1,0,33,18,0,8,16,197,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.09394572897932854,0.0,0.11569795024708088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693887516259295,0.4679148277200118,0.0,0.05047379609583602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740257633258878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102952895254448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373463416354631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439224824391755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208624928745045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508726442847992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040210657081772905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537823814305432,0.0,0.04055585502868445,0.04599510232688009,0.0,0.047085314544253055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277759698220743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02735625775326419,0.08074679109383932,0.03849799609417988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03226390885936437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024048552361315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936129265886871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054906098385813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910930948871424,0.03213051913957857,0.0,0.04835812674756306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035384799677951884,0.10707458727371827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523511021388262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212556759590254,0.0,0.1001123471162346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550318015056938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189772436756231,0.04605874133812067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334618043494075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110706904180343,0.13736236391539325,0.03827892315159729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235401303967935,0.07411342513467319,0.09521358900815736,0.0538832467447842,0.1022107067961931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160673877570678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03197878785419358,0.03084299594210228,0.0,0.03821385235593012,0.05613586860223777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0326805387633901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382073615811395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640046975992785,0.0,0.2453002239045532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679148277200118,0.0 adhd,Brantastix,2018/11/30,"Anxiety is totally kicking my @ss I’m mostly wondering if this happens to anyone else. I have had a lot of life stresses in the last month and I have been able to keep the self medicating at bay (I used to drink a lot), especially when I get like this. It’s like this crippling fear that I’m going to fail at life, everyone is going to turn their back on me and I’m going to end up just suffering alone. For example, I need to do the dishes, I look at the dishes and my head says “see, you can’t even do something simple like load the dishwasher, you are failing at everything.” I’m not like this all the time and I’ve had therapy to try to cope with it. I’m not sure if this is part of my ADHD or if it’s depression or what. But I’m really having a hard time right now. Just racing thoughts and feeling like the world is ending when clearly it’s not. I know it will pass but I really want to drink and I’m trying to just get through it. Does this ever happen to y’all? I’m I just totally insane? 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Kept trying to say something and stopping because I was interrupting people. But because I was passionate about it, I knew my ADHD was shining bright. I also ran out of meds this am, so that didn't help either. At one point after trying to say something multiple times and not being heard and others interrupting, I finally said ""let me finish"" as three others tried to interrupt me at once. Now hours after the exchange a coworker is encouraging me to ""work on this"" and if I am interrupting others, I should not also be telling someone to not interrupt me. I know she went well but I don't know how to change/improve in this because I have been fighting this my whole life. Her argument was to keep trying. I guess what I heard was to ""just try harder... We can all improve"" I'm honestly not sure if it's even possible to improve. And it's hard to get correction from someone else when you are already beating yourself up about it. I'm pretty sure she thinks I don't care to improve and am using ADHD as an excuse. What's your take? 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I was diagnosed with severe ADHD (mixed) about 2 years ago. I take Adderall for school and it's dramatically changed my work ethic, organization, and grades. I've made an effort with friends & family to be a better listener in general without meds, and they've noticed improvement. I used to just black out mid-conversation embarrassingly enough, and miss a lot of information, repeat myself, or genuinely not hear people. It's definitely improved, but I still have some problems with my SO. His pet peeve is when people aren't listening to him, which I understand, it's frustrating to not be heard. But there are some times where I genuinely am not listening, or am paying attention to something else, that it goes right over my head. Usually I'll notice it later that his mood has shifted, and I'll ask what is wrong, and he'll say that he was trying to tell me something and that I was completely not listening or ignored what he said. And it's always a shock to me because I am not consciously ignoring him. &#x200B; Are they any ways I can be a better listener? My SO has ADHD as well but it's milder, and he puts a lot of effort into trying to listen because it's such a big pet peeve of his, as his family members are notorious for dismissing him or not listening to him. I have a lot of thoughts in my head, and I jump from stimuli to stimuli and have trouble sometimes focusing on a conversation, especially if I've started to pick up my phone and get preoccupied with something else. Any advice would be great.",7.1602436125965525,7.292090585858588,7.950128738364032,69.18114081996437,64.01683501683502,11.567359873242225,35.652406417112296,11.20814326018867,4.175173262032086,1252,54,222,34,17,421,158,297,0.098,0.8109999999999999,0.092,-0.4238,0,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,5,10,15,1,1,10,0,23,3,2,3,1,53,43,25,0,3,16,0,0,0,1,2,1,11,2,0,15,18,0,2,5,0,1,2,8,9,1,0,7,12,29,5,34,30,7,23,0,1,1,0,32,11,0,10,9,153,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37653011728627706,0.10205223740495097,0.0925749308246184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689791493438381,0.22630959106770204,0.12689941393743445,0.1420381557503499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976322102813736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732466947934915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472775230639246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104779105136552,0.0,0.10949764282860958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599887389292728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448333809227212,0.0,0.0,0.1079088113094373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969032059862502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068587729307816,0.0,0.054562744042967744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513946437688155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143599633712162,0.0,0.11770533233360593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663595693688514,0.0,0.09881850003558752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600324631389372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779886363799235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480354029505035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999297639014046,0.0,0.10498557170121668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212362736321076,0.0,0.08918653842210629,0.09934117604471032,0.08305054896871845,0.0,0.1056933440560105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179813198092338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411964654417055,0.1032884442058742,0.0,0.0739193147822424,0.0,0.08340156965957485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852178750295785,0.0,0.0912804032603943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290937035508329,0.0608966282278653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180841368729974,0.0,0.0,0.108720053707148,0.0,0.09019792346853434,0.11501990673396112,0.0,0.0,0.0828952878688164,0.0,0.0,0.09389920605467736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067118321764043,0.0,0.07602959905914627,0.0,0.0,0.07418731072698742,0.11418279029435945,0.12689941393743445,0.06725242869946277 adhd,25ReasonsForSuicide,2018/11/30,"(NSFW/18+?) :/ Strange side effect of treatment I’m not sure if this post is allowed, nicotine may be considered a drug but it’s not used as a medication for ADHD. I also don’t know if I tagged this right but, mainly didn’t want the younger guys to think smoking is the cool stuff. So, I’m a college kid that was recently diagnosed with ADHD. I also tend to smoke or vape when I’m highly stressed. After taking adhd meds, I started to vape A LOT more. Its not like a craving for nicotine because I can go a day without any withdrawal effects or cravings but when I pick it up I literally can’t put it down. Is this happening to anyone else? Is it related to the medication or am I just huffing up the stuff like it’s air? 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Hey guys, My girlfriend (25) has ADHD. She's very kind and sweet, and has a very active social life. She's well liked by many friends. But at the same time, I struggle to understand her behavior sometimes. She says she sometimes doesn't even understand herself. I wonder if these things can be related to ADHD. Here's a fictional example to demonstrate one thing that happens between us: * Let's say she and I have been wanting to go to Disney Land for a long time. It's a huge desire of mine, and it's a desire we share and have talked about plenty. Then one day a friend of hers proposes that she and her go together, the two of them. She then tells me about this proposal, and shares with me her doubts: She has a lot of work and doesn't know whether she can make time for it. What's missing in her words is an acknowledgement that this is actually *our* plan. When asked, she confesses that she had not considered this, and also wasn't aware that her going with her friend could affect me. She had, caught up in her thoughts and feelings about her friend's proposal, effectively forgotten about our plans, my point of view, how I might feel, and so on. In this example, my point is not that she shouldn't go to Disney Land with her friend. My point is that, having a shared desire to do this, I would expect her to at least be *reminded* of this when telling me about her friend's proposal, and to frame this in a ""Hey, guess what, you know how we want to go to Disney Land? Well, my friend just proposed we go together!"". But that often doesn't happen. Our shared ""connection"", so to speak, is forgotten in the moment. It's confusing because she *is* caring and compassionate, and when I make clear to her how I feel, this matters to her. But this automatic awareness of ""I say/do this""->""You think/feel this"", and a broader situational awareness, doesn't always automatically happen in her mind. Similarly, let's say that one day we have a conversation about how to improve some recurring issue that leads to arguments. It feels good, we're in this together, yay. Then the next day that exact situation comes up. Instead of recognizing this and having a shared awareness of being in that exact situation that we talked about before, it's as if the conversation never happened. She doesn't recall our conversation or recognize the pattern. Can such things be related to ADHD? And, if you've experienced the same, is it possible to improve on this?",4.765448717948718,6.510577040598289,5.288974358974362,80.29769230769233,70.26068376068376,8.704273504273505,27.95726495726496,9.225670689056813,2.3624675213675213,1957,70,368,41,36,627,198,468,0.031,0.799,0.17,0.9962,0,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,10,1,1,5,25,25,0,3,20,1,38,1,0,9,4,84,68,40,0,12,11,0,4,1,8,3,1,4,0,1,39,27,0,0,13,0,0,9,10,4,2,4,6,11,61,21,56,52,5,47,1,1,1,0,75,21,0,12,18,273,100,2,0.0,0.0,0.07131701091716673,0.0,0.3513190890319431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844325656295549,0.060809670153779076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832134589279515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044549809735507116,0.0,0.06218698168484589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451146933231759,0.0,0.0,0.06295324916065376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834963845891621,0.0,0.0,0.14139458279832975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048269647627479616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184761034713476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952381494510731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920343530741915,0.061297302650476275,0.0,0.0,0.08050752174773955,0.07236218403997825,0.2585029491831363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627810851006682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610314582343718,0.08032737250103715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946158931322182,0.05161963127736387,0.03570393394175304,0.0,0.0,0.06467483596668644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062131285765421575,0.0,0.0,0.09756494985549632,0.07409317980758824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752793236478031,0.07379149117049133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563649652843998,0.0,0.07772301420475769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856576614557107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725694488642554,0.08238842100811475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246939780736897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464400352582212,0.0,0.14899479066713658,0.0,0.0,0.14455896272307406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640066119023946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748029775246364,0.12775292060712495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565632225923356,0.04682768024089813,0.0,0.058018555079912784,0.12784324729114604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139001540226718,0.15216085702458854,0.08790805736796026,0.0,0.0,0.12059979773205468,0.08621073529307527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141810714786986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925377935940116,0.05320420914819203,0.0,0.0,0.051915007377455316,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drewiepoodle,2018/11/30,"Study of more than 50,000 people finds 12 regions of DNA that seem to play a role in increasing ADHD risk, with correlations to risk of depression and anorexia. Some of the genes are involved in other neurological conditions, including speech and learning disabilities, depression, and schizophrenia. Link to article:- [Large genetic study finds first genes connected with ADHD](https://arstechnica.com/science/2018/11/adhd-risk-is-linked-to-many-different-genetic-variants/) Link to abstract:- [Discovery of the first genome-wide significant risk loci for attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder](https://www.nature.com/articles/s41588-018-0269-7)",13.485274725274728,17.396198626373625,10.09758241758242,45.82241758241762,51.74725274725274,14.430769230769231,44.86813186813187,13.023866798666859,7.777171428571428,549,29,59,21,7,159,67,91,0.163,0.787,0.05,-0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,2,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,28,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7435621383224692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552593101525906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769895806602233,0.3508462810072942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429771817915289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877483359903744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wertbew234,2018/11/30,"I can't focus This has been going on all my life where I'll try to multi-task been end up not hearing what another said. I feel like it's honestly running my life and I feel like I cant do anything right. Every five minutes I fuck up something whether it be forgetting about something or lo king my keys in my car for the 7th time. It just runs my life at this point. For a while I was so impulsive that I would say things I didn't mean all the time whether it be called my Fiance a bitch for the 3rd time or staying really mean shit about anybody, but the thing is my mind automatically said it at that point. I just need some fucking help because I'm tired of this shit happening all the time its fucking draining.",3.943288590604027,4.588475979865773,4.7136174496644285,87.80680201342281,71.08053691275168,7.839194630872482,28.322818791946307,7.908726449838941,1.522991409395973,567,20,125,7,10,183,94,149,0.11,0.826,0.064,-0.8302,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,6,0,7,0,12,9,2,0,3,21,26,8,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,14,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,6,6,16,3,13,17,4,21,0,0,0,3,6,10,6,3,8,79,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398661196147576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976473868701886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131044228774792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620130709164044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813978704545708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238287010849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488723331737185,0.1905809733309784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699376880995979,0.0,0.0,0.07580594120294121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795218237495335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033492992061726,0.0,0.08940535653778132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826419512100175,0.1303306423732105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29059139504667564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346811315192432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890351158907038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252184449360901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545004022473429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391031941992763,0.2537599349634445,0.10607334613944576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27383619217107186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053730447629389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421709848482892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723053596591234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31111216987488033,0.15330678330482472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055986466871138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475309179307627,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Erk-zul,2018/11/30,I feel like a lot of people on here aren't medicated. I read all these posts where people have the most extreme problems but it really feels like they aren't on a medication and it can really help limit their problems. I don't even feel like I'm alive if I'm not on my medication. I feel like I'm trapped on my head while my body is just let lose by my lack of attention & hyperactivity. Only with my medication do I feel like I can tame my body and take back control. Even if it's not the same control as a normal person I still have my body at least. If you aren't medicated I really think everyone should. I can't imagine the hell of going more than a few days locked inside my head. God... this disorder is horrifying. ,3.3489818181818194,4.451293946666667,5.3828484848484885,80.75809090909092,72.86666666666667,8.921212121212124,24.96969696969697,9.339509955726095,1.8705333333333327,572,17,123,13,11,199,85,150,0.158,0.679,0.163,-0.0409,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,4,7,9,1,0,7,0,14,10,5,2,1,30,25,8,0,8,7,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,3,8,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,5,20,5,12,23,8,12,1,1,0,0,5,6,1,5,9,82,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064539334480264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852285238220326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34029202449051443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906924754410235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585800900560555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703669177470027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348966625976923,0.0,0.0,0.09757863932906967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581710058595436,0.3647675200423349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803631851339116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960616253767447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844790350850041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442312392924176,0.0,0.2494497974959858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142445232008928,0.0,0.08681752928197732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143684185016215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005448549961173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766574984726103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415922727629584,0.08916596855565934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780133130928996,0.0,0.0,0.19542729906513706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214617280649683,0.0,0.1962592511656205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155199642243174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678043182714853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543343583569985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,hellowams,2018/11/30,"Oh my god everything makes sense now Rambling about realizing I might have ADHD: Came across something online where the person talked about ADHD and hyperfocusing and I realized how often that's something I do to the detriment of work and my life in general. Started looking into other symptoms and realized ADHD explains SO MANY ISSUES I have had. Procrastination in school and also work? Check. Inability to start things? Check. Inability to finish things? Check. Bad at focusing in conversations? Check. Like fuck, there are so many things that now make sense in this context. I have a list of ""hobbies"" a mile long I've started and abandoned. That pile of laundry waiting to be hung up that I just...can't seem to hang up. The dishes piling up in the sink. The mail that I inexplicable tossed on the floor when I got home a week ago and still haven't picked up. The fact that I've gone through 3 different changes in career direction by the age of 28. It all seems so obvious ESPECIALLY when I add in that my mom was diagnosed a few years ago. Like duh, of course I fucking have it. I've just been able to cope with it by virtue of being intelligent and the fact that I wasn't a hyperactive kid and finding ways to hide it when I assumed I was just lazy for no apparent reason. The good news is I called to start the process of getting an evaluation and potential diagnosis, though I worry they'll assume I'm just looking to get pills. Of course I have to fill out a form and mail it back and they're already scheduling into February so who knows how long that'll take, but it's a start. 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I’ve never been able to. This will turn out very scrambled. I think I get worse off every year. I don’t find much of anything really enjoyable anymore. As time goes I get more and more afraid of being social, I can barely talk to a stranger in any fashion without so much anxiety. My memory is so vague, I can hardly describe a specific detail from a time in the past or remember how I met this or that person. I can’t motivate myself to find a job again. I can barely clean up after myself. I find it impossible most of the time to reply to a text and I’ve lost a few best friends over my flakiness and lack of communication. Even if I were to be better with replying my ability to hold a good conversation is next to nothing. If I’m able to start a task of any sort there’s a high chance I won’t be finishing it. I have a constant jumble of thoughts running through my head. It’s all just so damn painful. Man, I just look at how far my good friends from high school have gotten in the past 4 years and I have nothing to show for that time. I wish I could explain myself better to the people close to me. To all of my other ADHD family out there,I’m proud of you all. I will figure myself out someday",2.7868633540372656,3.976127355072464,4.499482401656317,86.21239130434782,74.3623188405797,7.5759834368530035,25.099378881987576,8.11559375814309,1.364768322981366,1034,33,222,16,21,350,150,276,0.073,0.773,0.154,0.9637,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,7,14,14,2,1,15,0,21,3,2,6,4,44,37,18,0,5,8,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,9,9,0,1,12,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,3,33,9,40,24,11,31,0,1,1,0,11,14,2,7,16,153,42,4,0.21728193672006707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611306636579658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775916788473925,0.0,0.08311004343201872,0.0,0.10774264791411543,0.0,0.0,0.08940226014988616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401199367875248,0.19216821579960244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127925041523265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740229138610354,0.0,0.08674097303943408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351266996885384,0.0,0.0915347014898721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241703617126156,0.0,0.05493213789869038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978876306519398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787148531877552,0.0,0.11352084395501688,0.0,0.0,0.18224577964912891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973209683896864,0.0,0.1114969764575251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295702957508841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078093975209116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059706235003897726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123105149536627,0.0,0.11859445055945775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972722426931465,0.0,0.08379061230251145,0.0,0.11554090235580973,0.0,0.0,0.20848787840914387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560165009287422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742019456291425,0.07531796828722287,0.09486110309448416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959818624242209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306903886084072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995046004483967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273337082464016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074578576329937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689663657722715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732149512105486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696127457950736,0.0,0.08624879356394062,0.3167471115912998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817017653631562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896401766996626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493175201875872,0.10472601663707556,0.0,0.0790919188737927,0.0,0.1107144282164623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992244337959725 adhd,finessseee,2018/11/30,"I can't eat nor sleep when on my medication.. Any alternatives? I'm basically on auto-pilot just going through the motions without Adderall. Yet whenever I take it I have no appetite, mad anxiety, and can't ever fall asleep at night. I even take instant release, but still have these negative side effects. Is there any solution/alternative to this? I have a difficult time concentrating without enhancers like coffee and nicotine (although I rarely use nicotine cus I'm afraid of getting addicted). I'm not sure what to do anymore. Do I go about my life without medication since it messes with my sleep and eating schedule or just take the medication and deal with it? Any suggestion/advice is appreciated! Thanks. 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This is more of a rant than anything, I apologize if it makes no sense, I'm so tired and my thoughts are all jumbled today. So I work in a large retail establishment, that is very loud and busy constantly. I've been working overtime due to the holiday season, and I find that due to my increasing exhaustion, and the fact that I feel like I'm always at work, I am just emotionally burnt out. I ended up going on leave from my job in the summer due to being overwhelmed and over stimulated, and while I was on leave, I was diagnosed with ADHD. I've been on medication (Concerta) since August, and it worked for a bit, but now I feel like I'm having another meltdown. I also ended up leaving work early today because I felt like I was full of rage, sadness, and my thoughts were racing out of control. My manager was very understanding and kind, but now I can't help but feel like this is how my life is now. I feel like I'm over reacting, like I'm lazy, and like I'm not trying hard enough. Will it ever change ? Or am I going to be a total emotional disaster forever ? I'm in therapy, but when my emotions get so strong I cannot clear my head enough to use any of the skills I've been working on. Also, being female and dealing with PMS seem to exacerbate my ADHD symptoms and it's quite scary to be honest. I hate this disorder, it makes me feel like a total over reacting failure all the time. I literally feel like I'm an alien trying to blend into my surroundings and act like a typical person, Except I'm so God awful at acting normal ! 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I’m on the spectrum of ADHD and one of the medications I’m prescribed is Adderall. Although, I don’t feel much of a difference except maybe better at organization and more motivation to do my work which is useless at that point. When people talk to me I still zone out, same with easily getting distracted by the smallest noise when I do my homework or talk, and I can’t sit on a chair to do online classes for a long period of time before I zone out of what I’m doing an have an overwhelming amount of thoughts. I’m only on 10mg of the medication to start off but I’m not sure if that’s too low or if someone should at least be feeling at least a little relaxed and concentrated. 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Little did I know that ADHD had a huge roll in providing me with this lifestyle of inconsistency and bore all at the same time. I've recently been diagnosed with ADHD and my psychiatrist recommended starting me out on Strattera. I started last week with an 18mg dose taken in the morning along with my other medications. Today I started my upped dose of 25mg. I have already noticed a difference in my focus and my ability to direct my thoughts along with less time anxiety and over stimulation. I am excited to see how the effects will change for my with the upcoming increases. The goal is to be on 40mg within the next 3 weeks and keep me there at a steady dosage. I start my new job on Dec 10th and I'm feeling hopeful.",6.30697996918336,6.942866395480231,7.285454545454545,71.48916795069339,65.8361581920904,10.504160246533127,34.17000513610683,10.436869588844218,3.7078858757062143,740,32,131,18,11,249,115,177,0.047,0.8740000000000001,0.079,0.5542,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,12,0,10,6,0,3,1,27,23,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,3,16,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,2,19,2,33,15,4,35,1,0,1,0,1,15,1,1,19,90,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466338191213519,0.0,0.10981085711573492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670305655680254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476674904280652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104707654433126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514682342574253,0.0,0.12942671494362346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182061167207805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263671527121938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537102841487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303934823562608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929701794487053,0.2458606853617484,0.11010894405199832,0.0,0.0,0.06808040948183837,0.10097754929032536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415884770832128,0.0,0.10962861546917622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495892059367943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887867398859697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964267219729148,0.13174623963093834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103654631244686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588178641643551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231511990220467,0.1329991987464193,0.14033024456550222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871516299351617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438409364249142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834572859541887,0.21670373010039065,0.0,0.11742237739430313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873579561268764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SoberDelusion,2018/11/30,"My past troubles shouldn't be my multi diagnosis nephew's future troubles, right? My nephew aged 10 has been diagnosed with ADD. He also got a mild OCD diagnose and tourette syndrome diagnose (i’ve only seen his tics). I’ve spend hours reading about the disease, but nothing beats personal experience and reddit users, so I hope some of you will take your time to help my nephew out. I myself has a schizophrenia diagnosis, am doing okay and really not that plagued like many other with the disease. The reason I bring this up, is that I know how it’s like to have a mental illness and live a life in that stigma. And I know how it is like being a kid and a teen with such a disease. So I am wondering if there is anything I could do to help him in his youth dealing with diagnoses. I was in my mid 20s before I couraged up to talk about my mental issues with close ones. And I learned, it helped doing so. Good advice for dealing with kids with ADD is given hugs as well.",4.156432272390823,5.3895791398963775,4.887982975573654,84.5720336787565,71.07253886010362,7.5868245743893405,27.257216876387854,7.957251820313856,1.6044792005921544,766,26,152,10,14,247,121,193,0.078,0.789,0.133,0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,11,11,0,0,10,1,19,7,0,3,0,32,28,16,0,4,3,3,0,3,0,2,6,0,0,3,8,18,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,2,1,1,5,1,22,9,22,18,1,16,0,0,1,1,18,9,0,4,9,102,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331671924818308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089797554236896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121434207240821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596071904808394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880518476008463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809888541104414,0.0,0.553268514301949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330393965398654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143017251919366,0.10899225369546432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740285076920256,0.0,0.0,0.1353526770489003,0.13420427070024465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223659149886975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978729666716478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625566955887084,0.19973250384042496,0.0,0.12033408042553365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816233195862976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746680274414449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076036235051305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923440490888041,0.10364393180079433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009072760880014,0.0,0.11899082391027015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631273745362632,0.0,0.08730180499163702,0.14011428004261975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637883921855728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246248643164503,0.10953337364400856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946354944219193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252836355714902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477853562401455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bicycle_dreams,2018/11/30,"Any tips for how to not miss important details when reading something? I just noticed that when reviewing details on a job application I completely missed the start date ><. I was thinking I could either read out loud, try to highlight important details in a Word doc, or possibly print out the document and mark it up if it's something I'll be holding onto. Can you think of anything that works for you when there's a situation when you can't do any of the above? I'm applying for a legal assistant position at a law firm so there will probably be situations when none of the above are feasible so I'm seeing if anyone has any other suggestions that I wouldn't have thought of. Thank you! :)",6.593432835820893,6.961423380597018,7.145485074626865,73.66658582089553,65.19402985074626,11.177611940298505,36.89925373134328,10.9516,4.215898507462686,559,27,102,15,8,184,89,134,0.045,0.865,0.09,0.7021,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,11,3,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,1,0,18,22,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,9,1,16,15,2,14,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,3,7,70,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824614104452325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310845223601043,0.0,0.15427317755601475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656043685550387,0.0,0.0,0.1496808415431446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603666504701616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134376928715649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134609426223624,0.0,0.0,0.2021261246233515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750447242031344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939061677035076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421451932883812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886496390272848,0.0,0.0,0.1326933843534828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259868894275154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402485009707841,0.0,0.14883153313097555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272809305483914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648157913687908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,scojacar,2018/11/30,"How can I best avoid getting frustrated with my boyfriend? My boyfriend and I have been together for over 2 years now. He has ADHD and takes medication for it. Some days are harder for him than others, though, and I'm looking for ways to better react to him on the harder days. In the mornings before he takes his medication and at night when it starts to wear off, it almost seems like he is going out of his way to make me angry. He knows exactly how to push my buttons (calling me certain names in a ""joking"" manner, poking my face, purposely doing things that I have told him upset me, etc.), but then he'll get angry when I get mad. So I've been trying to avoid getting mad, but then he'll just keep it up until I finally do lose my temper. I've asked him before why he does this, and he said because it's funny and that he does it when he's bored. For a while I started thinking that I was in some sort of emotionally abusive relationship, but I realized it only happens either in the morning or at night and has a lot to do with his medication. I brought it up to my therapist (I have some anxiety issues, which make me on-edge and snappy sometimes, so I'm sure I'm no fun during those times, either), and she mentioned that this could just be his way of trying to interact with me, and that when I get angry or snap at him, he gets angry as well because he thinks I'm shutting him down. I guess my question is: how can I better react to him when it seems like he is going out of his way to pick on me? After about 5 minutes of constant picking, I get frustrated and flustered and start losing my temper. Sometimes I try to divert attention and suggest we go for a walk or something, but that doesn't always work. Sitting down and just talking about it definitely doesn't work during those times, either. I love him a lot and I don't want to argue as much as we do. I know it's not fair of me to try to make him change, because he can't help it sometimes, so I'm trying to change the way I handle it. Any advice?",7.3663538363982255,5.159694807228917,7.941433100824351,77.02960050729234,64.78313253012048,10.375396322130626,33.649334178820546,8.532816995589336,2.540204819277108,1575,49,325,17,19,528,186,415,0.166,0.745,0.09,-0.9875,0,2,1,0,0,0,47.0,2,0,0,7,20,24,7,3,9,0,24,6,2,10,3,72,65,41,0,2,14,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,26,22,0,3,9,1,0,6,6,13,1,0,6,2,51,11,56,55,11,53,0,2,1,1,45,18,0,14,25,221,77,2,0.0,0.09792338486000288,0.0,0.0,0.09932584057866108,0.08076186045542601,0.0,0.0,0.0827592049105403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876906825619201,0.0,0.0,0.05620291139985975,0.0,0.06322486075573891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726394974968546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114284777835113,0.0,0.14065331311013402,0.0,0.08673310862506692,0.14618941566968127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439200364168639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748594997855089,0.0,0.0,0.0893122325385697,0.0,0.06598704218848597,0.0,0.0,0.1066011780793481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465019522787628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296694506969527,0.0,0.0,0.09217344414329597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053593772404198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022581555056288,0.0,0.14091087822870238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910451782456034,0.0,0.07308462170509432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539665760656863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626217569206822,0.0,0.07346060433606777,0.0,0.0,0.09084144920363607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075446763798627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940280968704186,0.1849220914238692,0.0,0.14052734115617355,0.07459229995232547,0.0,0.16550288825093093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497749941442213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075518130121379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551175454573345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285689891892479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258374790643144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873213343605245,0.0,0.0,0.07861638707013373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047776368679022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362583117457442,0.2452205006886456,0.0,0.17549428225807465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789398200260894,0.0,0.1242807763216535,0.0664286666451755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595973731566156,0.05490710902865964,0.10591394199711278,0.08120042736954929,0.0,0.09638446184436553,0.0,0.0,0.07897291510113266,0.0,0.2805600251607861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874744366145485,0.32800739315044786,0.0,0.0,0.07430973361388785,0.0,0.07457621824592338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033625182232152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322206940316429 adhd,randomevenings,2018/11/30,"I'm thankful every day I have a job that lets me bullshit through most of the day. It's like I've weaved a very complicated web of insider knowledge, reputation, and performance expectations that matches the chaos in my head. I feel like I have the undeserved reputation of a hard worker, but I used fake it til you make it to end up in a lead type role where I am relied on for my ADHD laser focus and attention to detail, but also my social ability. Spending so much time bullshitting my way through life has really put me in a good position in the corporate world. I get to come into projects after other people have done most of the work, and I am relied on to make sure we send a good product to the client, and handle some of the obscure issues that crop up when pushing a project over the finish line. But, I might only do a couple hours of work on an average day, sometimes less. I split my time up so that it would be hard for any one manager to see all the bullshit. I even code bullshitting as official work necessary to get a job done. (I mean, truthfully, it is). Knowing ""the procedure"" is more important to the reputation of someone than working hard. The hardest workers are just given the most tedious work. I am unmedicated. I haven't found a doctor willing to prescribe stimulant meds. I gave up years ago and forced myself to find ways to cope. I recommend everyone here play to their strengths. People with ADHD can serve a powerful role in a company. Knowing how to get things done with the least amount of work is something lots of companies look for. They also need people that can fit into a company culture and master ""the procedure"" and workflow. It's all bullshit and it isn't hard work, but to corporate, these things matter. Social skills matter, and I've noticed people with ADHD tend to have sharp social skills from years of practicing the bullshitting arts to get from A to B. You might have to work hard for maybe a year or two at the most. After that, it's pretty easy to coast on reputation and spin a complicated web of buzzwords and bullshit to earn an undeserved reputation of being hard working, reliable, and accountable. You even get credit for other people's work by coming in at the end and polishing the turds. The problem with ADHD is the hyper awareness of how much time you're wasting. Impostor syndrome. I rarely go home feeling deserving or satisfied.",6.477,7.073814507692312,7.008159340659343,73.76059065934066,65.46153846153845,10.368131868131867,33.83241758241759,10.290406445055957,3.571692307692308,1911,80,337,44,28,627,224,455,0.096,0.78,0.124,0.9323,3,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,3,2,20,13,12,0,0,39,0,29,3,1,7,4,64,54,28,0,4,7,0,9,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,19,22,0,0,9,2,3,7,2,2,0,2,6,11,30,10,71,41,14,49,0,0,2,0,14,22,0,11,20,234,49,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32516518049726395,0.0,0.059959634121821176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818491031333316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04599817560903013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653340376475813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484344106052486,0.0,0.13086847960252426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923339372235313,0.0,0.2076605744646668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981963591927736,0.0,0.0,0.08935243869940494,0.0,0.056990430221367634,0.06463384060897588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840260842872244,0.04832271880783248,0.0,0.0,0.06182261645821944,0.0,0.0,0.07416482665545031,0.0,0.0,0.17669806179476605,0.0,0.038441919113836084,0.11346806423334015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36355811082436496,0.0,0.06941914436023068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784940285689613,0.0,0.06661272514755613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059959363440853,0.1342464408933046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434741064068916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916746937998418,0.04777681385818491,0.06609191750225066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680137466602159,0.0,0.0,0.057505929456066314,0.0,0.0,0.09030173856304306,0.0,0.06795444076062035,0.07368084035560836,0.07513386339009709,0.0,0.0,0.14351274899657585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944778407542318,0.05015491836454999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700968680889984,0.0,0.0,0.04583526834778831,0.051444001790963714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344686411941317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881517862351971,0.0,0.06472326825455006,0.0,0.06799785223929301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043332534132111335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053901091484323184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685433632682493,0.05731197001855232,0.05207331938405387,0.06689864381674936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375080887805361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622747125884006,0.0,0.0,0.08987530291146993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832597168382775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660753940468917,0.0,0.0,0.05842007594871609,0.0,0.05581087994041728,0.0,0.1073804989485448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924342801456218,0.0,0.0,0.04805020071901695,0.0,0.0,0.13067569101173912 adhd,twicecod,2018/11/30,"Would a walk-in clinic be able to help? Also, guilt about seeking diagnosis. Have been suspecting for a while I may have ADHD. 25F in Ontario, Canada. I have a GP who is great but I just found out she's on maternity leave and will be for some time, so I think I'll try the clinic at the university I go to. Would a walk-in clinic be able to help me? Or at least give me a referral to someone else? Should I say I think I have ADHD or just say I have a mental health concern? I'm also feeling guilty about seeking a diagnosis. I didn't suspect I had ADHD until I was already an adult but have now been wondering about it for the last 6 years. I don't seem to have typical hyperactive symptoms and I've always done well in school, so I keep second guessing myself. My younger cousin has ADHD and has all the symptoms you'd expect from a young boy, and he struggles immensely because of it in school and with friends. Because of good grades and always having been a ""good kid"" I feel like maybe I'm just looking for an excuse for my laziness, but then I think of how much anxiety and depression I've struggled with over the years because of the laziness and forgetfulness I can't seem to control.",3.2529251848629817,4.739615301652896,4.639351892127014,84.48644410613312,73.66942148760329,7.243497172683776,27.199652022618533,7.85451343220497,1.6025338842975212,941,35,190,13,19,313,132,242,0.09,0.775,0.136,0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,3,17,0,29,6,0,2,1,42,45,21,0,4,8,1,2,1,1,5,6,2,0,3,3,11,0,2,11,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,8,5,24,6,30,28,4,18,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,8,10,132,27,3,0.21120645307741345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076582259297984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653578647604294,0.16890172421921776,0.17574068835660014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807861792533687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931242401728528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844299818777462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909559042758644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806876540622562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821794506302999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679232871979688,0.07544296613977446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578848715818675,0.08158879086367506,0.0,0.0,0.10130423756619436,0.060016747269257625,0.17714995221904012,0.0,0.11642793007106395,0.11633385984541834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225129158114296,0.0,0.0,0.14156723345683364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386499992276666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608072430393576,0.0,0.11181856900230512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159240226179978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868011344027944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609263509651326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642321420705576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763052236892838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795984869345826,0.0,0.2137522062887224,0.0,0.19227442252205587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894772711508232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207988425939136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195243742539659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299885048381827,0.0,0.0,0.06157809063337168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169765884193448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494998309595663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452219444918085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003500445701698,0.0,0.0,0.13601003110628396 adhd,bi-racial_angel,2018/11/30,"I have trouble recalling what i read and would like some tips on reading more efficiently. I am a senior in high school. In english class, I find it difficult to read because i am constantly skipping words and unable to remember them. It is even worse on phone or laptop. I am just wondering if anyone else shares this experience and has tips or tricks to help.",5.318235294117649,6.926559058823532,5.852235294117651,77.32805882352943,68.70588235294117,9.55764705882353,31.24705882352941,9.888512548439397,3.1790670588235312,288,12,52,7,5,93,51,68,0.134,0.7240000000000001,0.142,0.1513,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,8,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,7,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,3,36,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961890376114068,0.21924649644216668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043944815803882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123499055366076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787517723517033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133093354814427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931225792721056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557268331137806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342543271244956,0.2260802772357142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453919933852043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421099091606096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423961892263634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655789925109195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320508057263328,0.0,0.0,0.21806260730118854,0.1520043509420097,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fletchish,2018/11/30,"Dealing with 'Did you take your pill?' I could really use some help in dealing with this question. Since I started medication again I've been getting it semi-frequently from my mother and usually it's in response to me getting a little excitable about something. I know it comes from a place of concern on her part, but it's incredibly frustrating to have what is sometimes just part of my personality treated like a negative symptom. Has anyone dealt with something similar? Any recommendations on how to explain this in a way she'll understand?",8.07585034013605,9.027054816326533,8.239183673469388,65.08319727891158,62.06122448979593,11.02312925170068,41.84353741496599,10.864195022040775,5.067565986394558,444,25,68,11,6,145,73,98,0.10099999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.07,-0.7222,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,7,3,0,2,0,15,16,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,10,3,16,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,4,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268357757215298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041478139670415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066511843430242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489160877094139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845750635536685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489151853953285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501626454758089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025031034018629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911212185519336,0.18693582047706786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789302516572676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40395252643858015,0.0,0.0,0.16285665071116806,0.1948672172479922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893813491925434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948551236773483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428613774189828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717486165581024,0.18446691136919716,0.0,0.1320154233442525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385924677792168,0.14023516112788234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941674372718477,0.0,0.16108803343955766,0.20541859357370645,0.0,0.0,0.14804596814085216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,boogiemenbite,2018/11/30,"I think I broke my brain? For the second time this week, I sat down for a test that I had studied for and was confident that I knew the material. Until I was handed the test. I forgot *everything*. It was like my brain decided ""oh, we don't need these files, they're just taking up memory on the hard drive. Delete them and empty the trash."" Does this happen to anyone else? Am I losing my mind? Am I actually an idiot?",-0.10115686274509628,2.2272526000000004,2.44308823529412,90.1630637254902,93.58823529411764,5.656862745098039,14.142156862745097,7.1686216300943375,-0.025254901960784167,321,6,68,6,12,110,61,85,0.152,0.7809999999999999,0.067,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,7,0,7,3,3,0,0,10,14,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,7,2,14,1,8,7,0,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,46,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.2413342609930109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292158896154325,0.2533934655714106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521489211475564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164185008831345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659181244968194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222620226841816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869122598984725,0.0,0.22153693858356666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082085888855094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27667132936171196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497078152908978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337371779487954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594277911448687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846322580849884,0.0,0.0,0.1442056867460442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837336353697654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,edenavi,2018/11/30,I feel like I’m being a person wrong I just got almost officially diagnosed (psychiatrist said I have it but said the neuropsych testing is required) last month & over the past week my symptoms have been so bad. I feel like I’m bad at being a person but I can’t even dwell on that feeling,2.007344632768362,4.311090101694916,3.645,86.44399717514126,80.18644067796609,5.967231638418079,23.39265536723164,7.1686216300943375,0.96218418079096,232,8,46,3,6,77,42,59,0.223,0.6459999999999999,0.131,-0.8757,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,15,3,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,6,2,3,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036827683721491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203914427472872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33967276399476176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645386381226166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434843147537126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30854613321093605,0.2906280598920441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268319139342424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580388589311615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987488104157619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623575586304976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417503556927526,0.0,0.3552143629279094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869733493735355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141779761893864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316085808294006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223936667567621,0.0,0.0 adhd,terjek,2018/11/30,"What are the advantages to getting a diagnose as an adult? I have suspected for many years that I have ADHD. I'm an adult male in my fifties, and I have issues that are common for people with the ADHD diagnose. With prokrastination issues and being easily distracted, I have never managed to keep my focus long enough to actually do anything with it. I have never had a diagnose, as when I was a kid, there was no such thing as ADHD. It would be nice to either get a confimation that my feelings are correct, or even to be told that I do not have ADHD. What are the advantages and / or disadvantages to get an ADHD diagnose at my age?",6.343110599078339,6.143186629032257,7.686313364055297,71.50661290322583,65.7741935483871,11.27926267281106,32.23041474654378,10.914260884657429,3.5720705069124428,498,18,92,13,7,172,66,124,0.07400000000000001,0.84,0.085,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,10,0,19,4,0,0,3,17,26,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,11,3,16,18,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,7,80,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.11619844665758257,0.0,0.7155153430729789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979872496727278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834279148693945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303463643408805,0.0,0.07864684740554499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020708092067782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866327863696605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856335420851985,0.0,0.10583789516937092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537619819612984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072172250127662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367346942128468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255049202368626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910706564355452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377972159683865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458631591393825,0.0,0.0,0.076679355596091 adhd,fero_luna,2018/11/30,"I have an exam in less than a week, yet I spent all of yesterday and today just scrolling like my life depended on it Why am I like this?? Oh, wait, I know why I'm like this. It still sucks, though. 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Everything I start I just want to quit. I disappoint my parents. Nothing makes me happy for longer than a year let alone a month. I am afraid my ADHD will render me unable to be self-fulfilling. I haven't felt like this in a long time. I'm so lost and hurting. I just want to disappear forever.,0.14893939393939706,2.525818439393941,2.2881818181818185,91.7189393939394,91.87878787878788,5.963636363636365,20.96969696969697,7.3871296695380915,0.9597696969696972,251,9,53,5,9,84,49,66,0.27399999999999997,0.5820000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.8736,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,13,2,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,11,3,6,8,0,8,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730654985979769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353238225052257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420411451614806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488556276183715,0.1623207907401591,0.2181598135769305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24187213291909465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432358833776024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323403690902212,0.0,0.22200928621507532,0.0,0.0,0.20107608019420609,0.0,0.0,0.24802949082524245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166623454130254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135900098107186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801670348449168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522928028219279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416686633896209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370323883394812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082231104786165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248954641257638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680318622272342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631752254320662 adhd,ChattyMattyYoutube,2018/11/30,"Always having a song on loop in my head makes my thoughts less coherent I’m just a poor boy Nobody loves me He’s just a poor boy from a poor family Spare him his life from this monstrosity ",-0.31641666666666524,1.957541525,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,96.25,5.666666666666668,14.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.11583333333333368,151,3,34,3,6,50,31,40,0.21600000000000005,0.698,0.086,-0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37124122195788173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206003495766061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578893222056421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151363088134254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026772106288757,0.0,0.2978155539490539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35420154770826273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OwenWilsonSayingWhoa,2018/11/30,"First and second day on vyvanse is completley different. Greetings! &#x200B; I recently started with ADHD medication after 4 years off, im studying currently and its been rough. Anyway so yesterday i started with Vyvanse for the first time ever(used concerta ritalin previously). The first day felt great, it was exactly what i wanted through the medicin, i had all of the pros of overall being calmer in the head, being more socially active, being able to focus easily without any problems. I was happy and neither during nor after did i suffer any side effects except being a little bit tired in the head afterwards. &#x200B; Well, i started of my day the same as yesterday, took my pill in the morning and waited while doing different chores around the house but nothing came out of it. I felt nothing really, except that weird feeling you get in your throat when you swallow different pills sometimes. And now about 6-7 hours later i still feel nothing. &#x200B; Have i missed something? Is it something wrong with the medication? Maybe i took it the wrong way or time? &#x200B; Do anyone relate? Or anybody know why its like this? &#x200B; Thanks beforehand!",6.809558823529412,9.173815691176474,6.50406862745098,71.14080882352944,66.10784313725489,8.825490196078432,35.78921568627451,9.354420925462401,3.8992509803921567,947,47,134,19,16,296,133,204,0.059000000000000004,0.8009999999999999,0.14,0.9102,4,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,0,4,8,11,0,0,12,0,14,10,3,1,2,29,30,13,0,2,6,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,9,11,1,1,6,0,0,3,3,6,1,4,10,5,16,5,25,16,5,39,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,2,26,100,25,0,0.07206849204897925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661232241235231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904309051258553,0.43785553064528543,0.09801809185440358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050391965316550096,0.0,0.0,0.06415623733119329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868012774169217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242715563868416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394346458820003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588870558368204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065190077057338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287998999172354,0.0,0.13839410843156422,0.0,0.0,0.18390426756196654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037652812578276164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945576690812675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767182498943027,0.0,0.0,0.14792612920542442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097294757602847,0.08315736372355956,0.0,0.0,0.07784633842822415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039606958476226535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03520902489498681,0.07223156210526993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724024869269109,0.0,0.0,0.14520284749888415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745498545692406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895981382842344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616892142578307,0.0,0.07115894149070377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734647518447233,0.0,0.11096369225452216,0.07127758142301055,0.0,0.1530313488202812,0.0,0.05755399084498115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635098477142773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404743454644106,0.08283212990684129,0.0,0.0,0.16014149282026868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866895223755411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250786384073128,0.05720461447629615,0.0,0.0,0.06479822942998373,0.0,0.0650306045373408,0.0,0.0,0.06947145456507986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575911651082819,0.43785553064528543,0.04640974602121607 adhd,____Daddy____,2018/11/30,"Rediscovering myself and ADHD Hello everyone, I'm new to this sub and honestly I guess Reddit is the last place I ever expected to find a solid ADHD community. I would like to share my (summarised) story. I was diagnosed with ADHD as a young child and took Ritalin growing up. I stopped taking it during highschool because taking medication was never my own choice, and also I wanted to overcome it. To be honest, I have no idea if that was a wise choice or not but it has been quite the rollercoaster of a life for me up to this point. I spent some time in the military, then job-hopped in a foreign country after I served my time. I'm now 34 I have recently found myself in a very demanding management position at work. Within a couple months I realized I wasn't able to keep up mentally and decided to (re)seek medication, for the first time on my own. Now I've been taking medication for about 3 months and, after over 10 years of being unmedicated, I can say with full confidence that it is a world of difference. I am far less impulsive, I can remember things that people say to me, I can focus, I can even write things down. However, the sense or pressure of failure, rejection, disapproval is major. I didn't know it was an official part of the package. I always thought I was just weak or broken, constantly questioning myself. I know I'm not clinically depressed but whenever I have breakdowns they are usually accompanied with suicidal thoughts. Learning about myself is one of my current goals and ADHD tops the list. I found this subreddit today by a post that made the front page about a user who commented on detail about the effects of RSD. Reading about this over the past few hours has literally connected a number of dots to my past experiences. I'm feeling emotional right now, but also oddly comfortable knowing that I'm not broken as I have been thinking. For those of you who may have missed the post, I'll link it here: https://www.reddit.com/r/ADHD/comments/a1g78b/rejection_sensitive_dysphoria_is_one_of_the_worst/ One user perfectly illustrates the effects of RSD and it was exactly spot-on for me. There is hope for all of us. The more we know, the more prepared we can be! Peace and love to you.",7.355307125307124,8.154901611793616,7.661902702702704,69.12701621621623,63.59459459459461,11.032884520884524,33.72471744471744,10.878246069084,3.8782199312039314,1784,71,301,46,25,583,219,407,0.095,0.77,0.135,0.9306,3,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,3,2,1,8,15,14,0,1,26,0,35,9,0,3,5,61,62,21,1,5,11,0,1,1,0,2,8,2,0,1,21,14,0,2,20,1,1,3,7,5,0,3,18,3,43,9,54,39,12,52,0,3,0,1,17,20,0,9,28,224,64,6,0.08801356895917384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288760313017913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076883859644934,0.07323433999403885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365225472510009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511140065166347,0.0,0.0,0.09738534000848954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580595797699048,0.08933191982248945,0.0,0.09195544682909046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900341877655393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581321322217961,0.07961331199548999,0.0,0.08410073687912678,0.0,0.08609415892184956,0.0,0.0,0.0445023049776113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044280752844261,0.07486429679492072,0.0,0.1930046710351259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695686894603273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741733304051909,0.08667563644141887,0.0,0.0,0.09935660630647347,0.0,0.0,0.0873398864755002,0.07823050407013107,0.0,0.0,0.1934798229851334,0.0717428057162927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621665866263288,0.04299898405636311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943568226481046,0.08328056702823892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659932336878787,0.08869697649850178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050318208957002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788149024573198,0.08500405334803231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928054427160835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531011832310224,0.16803782102888712,0.0610175267744669,0.0,0.09195544682909046,0.0,0.08320127116599721,0.0,0.1685853397306092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859534008578746,0.09361326439242673,0.08803738668089614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690278131110944,0.0,0.09970221641086363,0.07516310699316385,0.0,0.1399838452846493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735832846366072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627255926104464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985257513004813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694460875097168,0.056395541156885325,0.0,0.1397458850850599,0.1539642595394005,0.0,0.0834265722167988,0.0,0.09778631355282666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586948663296747,0.0,0.09693451174516696,0.07262041191792859,0.051912683325061534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407492643882569,0.0,0.0,0.06252231415593894,0.0,0.0,0.056677852771499726 adhd,Mr12i,2018/11/30,"RIP everything in my freezer I was simply reorganizing some of the electrical plugs. Fast forward one and half day to the *oh shit* moment after I saw the little light wasn't on. Yup everything had melted. It's weird because I remember getting distracted, but for some reason my brain didn't alert my about not having any memory of reconnecting the freezer. Not even the one and a half day later; nope, it was only when I saw the light wasn't on that I remembered the whole project (and the fact that I didn't finish it). God damnit brain!",3.7312393162393183,5.836606653846161,4.80128205128205,81.22149572649573,73.80769230769229,8.083760683760685,25.017094017094017,8.841846274778883,1.9621850427350431,428,14,80,9,9,140,66,104,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,9,1,8,3,3,1,1,12,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,3,0,4,9,4,9,0,9,2,3,13,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,9,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078281096450193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619936368319642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622125051067675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670255530957338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367368087981958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721180368565768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816102813678936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074915387792268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056842837249896,0.15745040066269375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285423225430244,0.0,0.0,0.4690336439101762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250624294430906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23113390423314945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,allopic,2018/11/30,"Have you been creating a ""fake"" social network of interactions on the internet too? I watched a long conference by dr. Barkley out of personal research and at the very end someone asked a quite common question whose answer struck me deeply. Here the transcription of the [Q&A](https://youtu.be/hzhL-FA2v10?list=PLlMifZe5pv3y2lHcpJlxSdlKeqZYgOPpy&t=4420) (from that minute to the end): >Q: ""can ADHD contribute to substance abuse and addiction?"" > >A: ""Yes and not just substances. There's now a growing liturature particularly out of Asia on the risk of internet addiction in ADHD individuals. 16% of ADHD youth have a severe internet gaming addiction and it is predicted: > >\- first of all by the risk-taking impulsive dimension of ADHD; > >\- second by social rejection (which we have talked about) that's the emotional thing operating there; > >\- third the development of social anxiety as a result of the peer rejection. > >Those are three factors that are known to predict that and then, later, depression. > > > >**What happens is the individual creates a false social group on the internet as a substitute for real world social groups.** You know you can create your own persona on the internet: it's fake, it's fault. You have a whole new identity, you can be whatever you want to be, you can put up your own picture (it doesn't have to be you) so what we find is that **these people start to develop alternate social networks**, sort of pseudo buddies/virtual friends but these are not real friendships, and what we find is that they start to become addicted to gaming. So there is a risk one in four ADHD youth will develop a substance use problem."" I admit that I came to this conference out of nowhere browsing ted talks: now that I've done some research I see that that was probably the best approach at ADHD I could have done and I'm currently searching a professional who can help me understand if it's ADHD that is going on inside me. Back to the reason for this post though: **TL;DR**: struck by the sentences in bold, I would like to know if you too have experience of building alternate social interactions or networks in place of real, in person relationships. &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.488464090689156,8.407592511508952,5.6126812746250065,73.6444687910417,71.45524296675191,9.035211170249534,31.283680099536877,9.567723090172098,3.5546850210824648,1796,81,281,47,37,566,203,391,0.07,0.847,0.083,0.7153,1,0,0,0,1,0,122.0,3,11,1,3,14,13,0,2,28,1,32,5,0,3,1,43,46,17,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,26,14,0,0,10,2,0,5,3,9,0,6,5,2,24,4,51,35,6,40,0,3,2,0,40,18,0,6,17,200,50,4,0.0,0.07692013616178438,0.0,0.2830915615984994,0.5461524879712835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813651905097319,0.15777094381916035,0.0,0.0,0.04966397868184508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069187195315765,0.0,0.0,0.04991983093917933,0.0,0.0,0.07169955399185468,0.0,0.0,0.06813002363748956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074251717925537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518337093566396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055915902109655816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287235294233332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302678602797105,0.1150005266598908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350467286421607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867225931111053,0.05522131508929183,0.0,0.0,0.05015739087527288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03689579683655857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740895355001715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351481979607789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135718043108198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03171686035601635,0.0,0.0,0.057452569351324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270059046513528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399178781634934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500767677297871,0.11337209336617328,0.0678280691988059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062175860612177,0.0,0.0699952424712337,0.062120118120181485,0.0,0.06526299933450252,0.07272577950111125,0.06905090665196909,0.0,0.22168110911585595,0.0,0.06674905138443615,0.0,0.06970028451921484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051733206003197696,0.0,0.0,0.07334164753712077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632476751652879,0.055006900041740164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190207974805856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436122261700446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043130272802278574,0.0,0.06378402808063054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758449449539408,0.0,0.05607043828892391,0.0,0.05356618334931285,0.038291772790929934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248138168054674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611763628227974,0.0,0.15777094381916035,0.0 adhd,ajspies,2018/11/30,"Dexamfetamine experiences and ways to deal with anxious/energized feelings? Hey guys &#x200B; I have been diagnosed with adhd around 2 - 3 years ago (im 22 now) and after some testing i went with dexamfetamine or dextrofetamine or however it's called. I still don't really know for certain if this is the right stuff for me because i forget to take them alot and when i take some, i feel like my body needs to adjust to it again. I get this weird feeling in my gut and i get kinda energized and anxious at the same time? (don't really know how to explain it). Not sure if this is because of the wrong type of medicine or maybe it is because i sometimes drink coffee in the morning or things with sugar. About the ""my body needs to adjust"" thing: My psychiatrist said that when you start a medicine, it takes a few days before it starts to actually work when i said i felt those things and that its completely normal. &#x200B; TLDR (-ish) : So my question is: What was your experience with dexamfetamine? And did you also had those things when trying a new med and how do did you dealt with it? (not dexamfetamine per se, just meds in general) &#x200B;",6.671844046364592,7.0093741963470375,6.659452054794523,77.32245521601688,65.02739726027397,9.843484369511767,31.914646996838776,9.661875296680813,2.8149645943097994,915,33,173,17,13,291,127,219,0.055,0.9,0.045,-0.2875,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,1,1,14,6,0,0,9,0,13,6,3,2,2,48,32,22,0,5,9,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,21,15,2,0,10,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,7,22,4,24,23,5,23,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,11,16,121,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.09163734302560543,0.0,0.11285507994178275,0.0,0.0832407614093245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750954741416942,0.0,0.3052367823595297,0.3423130995980184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121709366783774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359500231739789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173011644584113,0.0,0.07990589761256442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861368111450013,0.0,0.0,0.09588709505948917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984571857671414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060560698021505835,0.09681151855185792,0.0,0.09531119162372437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199075746981712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837134340108064,0.0,0.0,0.1424429607864773,0.06708546451034426,0.09016314154559883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812255474050884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298031697732452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014330813653298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321502392707907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458770439185137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943397916432627,0.0,0.20861368111450013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925814105554274,0.0,0.09069364717053742,0.0,0.0,0.0920065694898759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519464230474304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031538176580628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019401472503021,0.17864955576203145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928740498523288,0.0,0.1329323174323799,0.0,0.07499233431076606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749829973181003,0.0,0.0,0.08850397353472585,0.0,0.2118137163294284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954417270274046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054756527018652135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375505887194358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453710003324608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705050435062227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836366669631896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266993795491053,0.3423130995980184,0.060471483172643926 adhd,andhrudu,2018/11/30,"A book that is helping me a lot to deal with ADHD Hi everyone. I've been diagonised with ADHD recently. I live in India and the awareness and medications here are not so mature for adults. So My doctor advised me to figure it out myself involving myself in psychology studies and Budhhist Philosophy. I've been reading a book called ""**Mind full to Mindful**"" which talks about zen and the practice of it. So far it's been a great help in developing my will power over the last week, so felt like sharing it with you guys! 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After being at my job for a while not sure whether or not to tell them, I started by telling one trusted person about it but also telling them I take medication so it doesn't effect my performance and we had a little chat about it as she had questions I've told some other people at work, only sort of mentioning it in conversation when the topic was based around mental health I just wanted to share that in my experience, I don't regret telling them as there are sometimes that even with my medication I have one of my 'moments' and make and absent minded mistake that I don't even remember doing and I never use it as in excuse at work but it helps me feel less anxious about standing out as weird now that they already know I've been diagnosed Just thought I'd share incase anyone was in the same boat of not being sure if you want to tell anyone at work or not. One rule I will always have though is I will never use it as an excuse or reason for a mistake and I will always fix my screw ups and take responsibility, but it makes me feel better that they know Thanks for reading, Have a good day :)",6.738380566801619,5.9471291538461575,6.916356275303644,79.31680161943322,65.15384615384616,9.219433198380568,29.931174089068822,8.139509932561175,1.9213951417004047,979,27,195,10,13,316,130,247,0.062,0.805,0.133,0.9590000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,6,8,17,13,1,0,7,0,21,5,0,6,4,55,38,25,0,8,14,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,16,11,0,0,10,3,0,0,11,5,0,3,7,2,30,8,36,24,3,24,0,1,0,1,28,14,1,8,9,148,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309684177791224,0.07471196129707769,0.15547421516880136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554368948766338,0.0,0.19597485587019034,0.0,0.0,0.08316808235316707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262684533748521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025141432850505,0.0,0.0,0.0948244370404264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234127000258133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138760443585732,0.0,0.0,0.09447700273068547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836048113274485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930643622409052,0.0,0.0,0.0626208270866064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270992476900806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268790444503488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936364218907857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472386355991498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823177419773632,0.09415045462328653,0.0,0.09433264599902366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411028243448198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992165089879945,0.07105394383822101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953830248997614,0.0815751310519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465741290483824,0.0,0.18690062067656724,0.0,0.0,0.0960564889048794,0.0,0.0,0.10583234482846962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239974176043614,0.0,0.06612671581511867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610396687522262,0.0,0.1404879886346186,0.0,0.5716031476441256,0.08601321391709484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178961586058138,0.07416903671296048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927161808561684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725874916557127,0.0,0.16137845622320196,0.0,0.0,0.1102090043813795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400726660773481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Schools_Back,2018/11/30,"Wife’s leaving me because of my ADHD She has made it very clear that just she doesn’t want to be married to the ADHD anymore. She said it exactly like that. I think there are other issues, too, but my ADHD symptoms are her main complaints. I don’t blame my mistakes on ADHD, but the more they line up with ADHD, the more damned I feel. As much as I don’t want it to define who I am as a person, I feel like it controls so much of my life. I’m obviously pretty bummed about it, and sad I can’t just up and quit the ADHD ride, too. Dunno if anyone else here has gone through something similar and has any advice to offer. Currently feeling a bit fearful about future relationships and am looking to avoid what went wrong in this one. Also, I mourn the thought of having children with the same tendencies as me. All of my birth mother’s kids deal with the Exact. Same. Shit.",3.5258279009126454,4.681816011299438,4.653333333333336,85.95097783572363,72.50282485875707,6.802086049543678,25.479791395045627,7.010146845296331,1.0467465449804432,682,21,138,6,13,224,110,177,0.192,0.728,0.079,-0.9801,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,10,10,2,2,9,0,13,3,1,2,5,31,26,13,1,4,5,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,11,7,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,5,5,20,2,23,20,9,10,0,2,1,0,15,4,2,2,5,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7775582252405692,0.10537212424111568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623316384655484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733294172440099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694030965349824,0.07539860000400457,0.11048656601516801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573335005924172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177245507809452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209426903889646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111699957545245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007974958210728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213409121086114,0.16356920728820326,0.07703515982770576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254853024776834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114178455269623,0.0,0.0,0.07616488853328472,0.10536247863769148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905516718384878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203318935333268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853776711586126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306971358460357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415469115890852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970384975473912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469254200079206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577114910277922,0.0,0.0,0.10257286866631622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068793732034077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301429597664836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120786742756103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909435339931097,0.0,0.08560651579976701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088972643973792,0.12720414465356716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996128915077508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178972991777914,0.0,0.0 adhd,rololoca,2018/11/30,"ADHD Entrepreneurs: How Did You Get Your Start? TLDR: I recently found out I have ADHD PI. I started my own business out of desperation. Pays the bills, but I got complacent. I'm curious how you entrepreneurs, who supposedly have an advantage due to ADHD, started your successful business and how you grew it, after the initial fun/novelty/excitement of it wore off? &#x200B; Hi, I literally was diagnosed with ADHD PI last week. I'm already in my 30s. The ADHD explains so much. I'm smart, but haven't made much of myself. I am self-employed and a web developer/project lead managing projects, but I've been doing it for 5+ years and have not made it lucrative... and now I know a lot of the reason is because of ADHD and my mind not focusing on my business. I seriously am disappointed at how underemployed and underperforming I am. Even worse is I have been applying to jobs for years, while I kept working, but never had any job offers. I am finishing up a grad school degree in IT right now, but have not had luck with offers, though I am now using the ""recent graduate"" job section (should be easier to get a response). I recently read an article about the ADHD Advantage and how ADHD, despite it being a negative issue, can mean you can respond to events and chaos much better and you can become creative (and that ADHD drugs actually can kill your creativity). That definitely describes me. I am thinking that I might not even be able to get any other job than a simple help desk, which would be fine, but man, I can do so much more, and my intelligence score (tested at 125) and what I do for my clients now is a testament to that. For that reason, I am now considering revisiting the entrepreneur route, now that I know my own weakness, and see what I can do with that. Successful ADHD Entrepreneurs: How did you get your start? How did you continue to grow after the initial excitement wore off? I was working like a fiend at first, making cold calls, setting up the business, making cards, posting on craigslist... but then I grew complacent and I have stagnating since then, thinking about how I'm going nowhere, unsure of what to do, and thinking I need a job to teach me the necessary skills. I am currently wanting an IT consultant job, where I can learn, and then become independent again, make big $$, while having freedom. Any insights would be greatly appreciate. Again, I only recently learned of my diagnosis. 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TL;DR- I’m bad at remembering to reply to texts. Boyfriend getting frustrated as well as others around me. I’m not even sure if this is an ADHD thing but I always assumed it was. I tend to just open my messages mindlessly or while I’m busy. This is usually because a notification pops up and my brain just goes “ok click.” And then I click right back to the thing I was doing before without any hesitation. It’s rare that I’m acting with intent when opening a message and even if I am, I usually am not able to gather my thoughts so I’ll make a note to “come back to this” when I can conjure up a “thoughtful” reply and then I inevitably forget. Anyways, my boyfriend knows I do this and he hears all my friends make jokes about it and I’m pretty well known for never replying but I try my hardest to do it with him. Even in doing that, I’ll forget and leave him on read about once a day. Understandably, this gets frustrating when he sees me tweeting or interacting with people 30 minutes later and I still haven’t replied to HIM. Very often, I don’t even remember having had opened his texts. You’d think by a year in, I’d have this down but I don’t. He doesn’t freak out (obviously) and is rather patient with me in general but this particular habit is something I know really bugs him and I get it. I think he even takes it personal despite knowing I never mean to purposely ignore him. I feel really bad and this is one of those ADHD things I beat myself up for a ridiculous amount. Even outside of him, I think it’s a let down to friends and family. ESPECIALLY when the text is urgent or important or they require emotional support. It all makes me feel like an asshole and sometimes I think they’d be a lot better off if maybe they just found some body more reliable in my place. I just don’t know how to stop it. Help. Do any of you guys deal with this? Tips? 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I’ve decided to make a book with encouraging messages to those who have ADHD and I need your help! Sorry about format, on mobile. This account is a throwaway because some friends know my main account and I’d rather publish anonymously. I apologize for the long post. Well this started as some support messages I wanted to send to my SO who is diagnosed with ADHD. Though after doing some research and seeing what a supportive community this subreddit is I’ve decided to make a short book or anthology of support messages. I plan on publishing it and donating all proceeds to CHADD. The idea is simple, it’ll be composed of a good morning message, a good night message and something you’d just say to comfort either yourself or someone else. So, what would help: Start your day? End your day? Words received from a loved one? Things people should know? I appreciate all of your help and if you got this far, kudos to you! 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I'm from San Diego and was looking to get myself checked for ADHD. I pretty much fit the bill for ADHD but just wanted to be sure. Any recommendations? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated :)",5.0817391304347845,8.337276739130438,6.211043478260873,66.9187391304348,75.08695652173913,8.027826086956521,26.591304347826085,8.841846274778883,2.676283478260869,214,8,33,5,5,71,33,46,0.0,0.708,0.292,0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,8,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7572179015635586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42846705735413054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972797301192508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315503052743237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636581983657273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543905413602988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136681632530516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794351350000672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387658230348035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491938019625196,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rut-Roh-Raggy,2018/11/30,"I’m looking for some help on an assignment, please. I’m interviewing a person with ADHD about their school experience and I’m supposed to have 20 questions. I would really appreciate question suggestions if anybody has some. I’m just not entirely sure what to ask and I want to be respectful. Thanks for any help.",3.339408866995072,6.378009689655173,4.731083743842365,75.90086206896555,81.41379310344827,8.83152709359606,28.975369458128082,9.23628265651192,3.4384748768472897,254,12,43,8,7,84,44,58,0.035,0.682,0.284,0.9289,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,12,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,8,10,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,5,0,25,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893609824947363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373311886395372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250891840506214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355210761902416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227686003677269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021877195495097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023269812470435,0.0,0.2642951960461351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394391650989061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424461661336994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436739730114229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22692462536828065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167037678019205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201347916924445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103741880186976,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,NyxSelene,2018/11/30,"ADHD and Antidepressants Hi all! I am curious if any of you are/we’re on antidepressants and if that has affected your ADHD at all. I am currently undiagnosed, for financial reasons, it’s hard for me to see a psych right now. I have believed for a really long time that I have ADHD but only for the last six months have I been on Paxil for my anxiety issues and I have slowly felt myself “getting worse”. My organization skills and attentiveness have always been a struggle but since being on these meds I’m almost hopeless. Just wondering if this could be from the medication or just in my head? It’s rough, man. 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Has anyone seen improvements in anxiety and focus by taking Digest Gold with Vyvanse? For the past 2 years I had a strict morning routine where I take Digest Gold Plus Probiotics, wait 30 minutes, take Vyvanse 40mg, wait 1 hour, then eat breakfast (usually two eggs and some light carb item). I’ll also tied my best to get 15-30 mins of cardio and some lifting within the hour before breakfast 3 days a week. I feel it minimized my stim anxiety to an acceptable level, but of course still not where I wanted it to be. Hence, though difficult, I was able to tapper off and take a Vyvanse holiday for the past two weeks. Those 7 days completely off were phenomenal! Day one of 20mg today, and so far provided focus with anxiety less than what I’m used to. Maybe less is for the best? It’s a tough life, but try your absolute best to enjoy that you have one. 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I have a very small tolerance to the medication if you do think that's a reason do you think you could tell me how this is happening with this my meds won't work properly :(,4.760284552845526,6.199026573170732,6.0009756097561,76.38040650406505,69.85365853658537,9.369105691056909,35.61788617886179,9.725611199111238,3.672505691056912,337,18,62,8,6,113,57,82,0.022000000000000002,0.9129999999999999,0.065,0.4913,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,2,6,0,10,3,0,2,0,10,16,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,13,0,5,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,43,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653231317677696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940377165795125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874898671315046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380744691466182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437132594880926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490845236291625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699488120007718,0.2448246802959069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471751400873986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498727888712345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317313913292285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201614474979982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124167831684514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671667067683935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052317366418185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692694467683498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RiskyDriver,2018/11/30,"I was diagnosed as a kid but stopped taking my meds when I graduated high school- 8 years ago. How do I go about getting started back on meds? How do I bring it up without sounding like I just want drugs lol. I stopped taking it because I hated how it made me motion sick all the time, but I started school again and I think I could really use the help tldr; the title basically",2.2371428571428567,4.1888685584415635,3.8714285714285737,86.89857142857143,77.70129870129871,6.477922077922077,26.584415584415584,7.447530270364453,1.4001740259740263,297,12,61,4,7,99,56,77,0.21,0.6809999999999999,0.109,-0.8597,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,4,1,4,3,0,5,1,16,16,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,12,1,5,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,11,39,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653977980411828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347360857198938,0.0,0.11374148368580513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148974249054038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938151160975986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638126463695806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974838181287804,0.0,0.10604148719432888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421567748643888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506509146855238,0.19713902908982464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115680726955497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176552789897114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145113873710759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953217917297596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776712813880804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26413396777704456,0.0,0.0,0.31198957105998865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28057986402066376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195571846386379,0.0,0.0,0.1088001700601106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611509487146754,0.0,0.0,0.1100536343487816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798628622466144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201556784404828 adhd,sausagecod,2018/11/30,Is it okay to take adhd medication after a night of binge drinking? I take dexamfetermine for my adhd i don’t usually drink that much but had quite a few last night and feel really tired. I was planning on doing stuff today but i know its going to be useless without my medication. Im just not sure what the medication will do when I’m hungover or if there is any health risks?,3.5574122807017545,5.150662723684217,5.3421052631578965,79.32307017543863,73.07894736842105,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.9385245614035087,301,10,59,6,6,103,60,76,0.175,0.8059999999999999,0.019,-0.9184,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,1,9,7,0,0,1,11,15,6,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,6,2,7,11,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926116130735452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107842418234247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200267076742425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825908185881691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283124256936193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736253187921584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643780729412334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976870393946695,0.13314584615115002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936508102276558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007544861578448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30657152953959943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737347344316417,0.0,0.0,0.1046413155194262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869879534095463,0.0,0.0,0.15394826635545322,0.0,0.2456262931247705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773804483739606,0.15482948343589956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989856207460553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745623185986532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rjd55,2018/11/30,"Stopped Taking My Medication While On Vacation. Your Experiences? I have been taking Methylphenidate for well over 20 years and hardly ever stop taking my medication unless I am sick because of my career. I recently went on vacation and didn't take it for a few days. My mind was literally all over the place, like a million miles a minute instead of a thousand. The kicker is, my mind was so much sharper on memories and I could formulate my thoughts a lot better, less the person on the other end keeping up. Anyone else experience this?",4.072727272727274,6.868113494949495,5.196252525252528,75.44104545454549,75.66666666666667,8.000404040404039,29.091919191919192,8.841846274778883,2.8788658585858578,432,19,71,10,10,142,70,99,0.073,0.847,0.08,0.1873,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,0,8,3,0,0,2,14,15,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,1,11,3,12,8,5,18,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,9,58,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270710050644656,0.16515718461380316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982593216765153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425585765168424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869630485701894,0.0,0.0,0.10395357374126248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346527308094166,0.0,0.14276561547917885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458046837580139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31534755433170714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443936882188923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327219431370522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874880613695688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703712833894016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247619302814557,0.0,0.0,0.3255098915554777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849246571850122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407440222900282,0.16840820346102314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915469698680468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695224523990212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847762877951625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796606541419334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492827400415725,0.14942382302154142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380043478030318 adhd,FelipeArenasPenaloza,2018/11/30,"During stress days it's harder to focus. I just want to say the typical ""i'm just relaxing"" like everyone else typically says. I have not been able to focus in a work for my university, but what a coincidence! this effect increases during seasons when i'm reaching incredible levels of stress. Any advice, then?",3.895263157894736,6.770410368421054,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052629,76.89473684210526,9.4140350877193,27.043859649122812,9.725611199111238,3.467259649122808,249,10,39,8,6,87,46,57,0.098,0.7709999999999999,0.131,-0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,6,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,23,6,1,0.2738028531231241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755697919677945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619532922362755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658018911952933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872715016963385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163035972264026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376624371963722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43547803689067377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272804863385251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614960167593288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993317380498764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Wareve,2018/11/30,"It's like everyone else has a lighter, while I've got a flint and steel. That's what it feels like, as I'm trying to find a productive spark to get things going. Like all the other people have to do to start a fire is muster up the effort to flick a lighter on, meanwhile i'm over here furiously striking steel against flint on a windy day where even if the spark catches it can easily go out in a random gust and send me starting all over again. And I've got so much to do...",8.589356435643563,4.742119792079208,8.277301980198022,80.6913985148515,63.95049504950496,11.684158415841589,35.1509900990099,8.841846274778883,2.580562376237624,373,10,87,4,4,120,67,101,0.054000000000000006,0.8079999999999999,0.138,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,10,0,6,0,0,0,2,10,16,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,3,15,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,8,52,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076201147017028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211907713745147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488552868212404,0.0,0.0,0.2530098461818963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388136364735956,0.1891597890124891,0.0,0.0,0.24200527979276945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833728280452665,0.0,0.30096259019390115,0.0,0.4235395325735499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880762551836229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946446962998439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183565990459701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748270851515516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590890740000736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976909860758414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fetalpositioning,2018/11/30,"I've been shopping for so many things I don't need just to kill time I just love the feeling of googling, ""what is the best hand soap"" ""what is the best pair of hiking shoes"" etc. and reading all the forums and then purchasing it. All day long I can just think about the thing that's coming home in a box. I track the package in class. I talk to all my friends about what I bought and what the best one for my ""budget"" is. I love applying for more credit cards with sign-up bonus so it feels like I'm getting a better deal. It's SOOOOO much more entertaining than paying attention at school or work. However man, I should really be saving money. I feel that everyone is judging me for buying all this fancy stuff. I talk to them about it and they probably get mad at me for having so much fun, or that they think I'm trying to say I have nicer stuff. Really I'm poor and just looking for some mental massaging so that I can relax! &#x200B; I don't know if this has to do with ADHD but if I were more productive and on task I would feel more satisfied without the need to buy some new toy. 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I teach fifth grade. I have a student who has a rough background. Not super-rough, as far as rough-backgrounds go, but rough-enough. I'm a firm believer that parents are the greatest factors in a child's success and while she lives a fine suburban life and hasn't see the same hardships as some other kids I've taught, her parents are pieces of work, and as I teach upper elementary, some serious issues exist that have kind of isolated her and destroyed a lot of usual developmental paths for her. Please understand that this post is to try to find ways to make her successful but I am human. This student has not been diagnosed for ADHD. However, due to academic struggles in kinder and in 1st, the student was held back a year (which my district and campus in particular are not big on doing, I've only known 4 cases on my campus in 7 years), and then also given some small services as part of a 504 referral. From that point, since our 504 and SPED departments are housed in close quarters, the sped and content mastery rooms overserviced her, turning her designated support of 30 minutes of therapy twice a week into hours of CM time and 1 on 1 support. Parents were a bitch to deal with and we also took on several transfers and new students who were in need of heavy SPED support. For several years we took on undiagnosed autistic students that required aides/minders for violence/self-harm/running-risk students which meant our sped team was understaffed and stretched thin. With their hands full now, this student stopped being overserviced and at the end of the year before last, was fully tested. I'm fuzzy on the details here as I'm only getting this info second hand, but I believe at this point the parents were told (by the SPED team's formal testing) that she did not qualify for any SPED services but they suspected ADHD. I have tried pretty much everything to help her be successful but nothing has made any difference. No one can offer any suggestions, either. Previous teachers feel pity and disdain and have no new information to give me on what to try or any successful strategies that work. SPED and CM teachers that worked with her also have nothing to help. My VPs and principal are pretty okay with just passing her on (since we can't hold back again in elementary school) and also have no info to share. The guidance counselor has worked with her for years and has no suggestions. The electives teachers (art/pe/music/french/library) who have worked with her for most of her time at school also have no suggestions. Her parents are a huge part of the problem. I don't want to give too many details that could be identifiable, but they are not supportive of homework, discipline, studying, tutoring times, diagnosing, or medicating. And please don't get me wrong--I am not advocating for or against medicating and that's something that could get me fired. I mention it because one of her first communications with me mentioned the possibility of a learning disability. However, since the student has been tested and found to not have anything, a diagnosis of ADHD from her physician could help me to get her 504 services that could do something to make her successful. And I've phrased it as such. Medicate or not, a quiet place to work and more 1 on 1 time is a short Dr's note away, but parents are dragging their feet. Last year the student failed her standardized testing. A raw score of 7 correct questions out of 34. Normally, this would be the pass/fail year as a kind of ""gate"" to middle school. But it doesn't really matter since we can't hold her back again. Here are my issues: * The student doesn't know her times tables. Not a few gaps, as would be expected and common, but can't do 3x2, 4x6, 4x8, etc. * The student hasn't reached automaticity in her common addition facts like doubles, either. 6+6, 7+5, etc. They are a struggle. * The student can't utilize strategies that students who struggle with things like that would normally utilize. For example, writing out a table and doing 7/14/21/28/35/42/49/56 to arrive at 7x8. * Without prompting, the student does nothing. With prompting to utilize strategies like that, she still loses focus before finishing them effectively, and her lack of grounding in kinder/1st grade math skills makes her addition scaffolding awful as well. She might do 7/14/20/25/32/39/53 and write that as her answer. That's an actual example. * Special seating, fidget toys, alternative incentives or punishments, none of it works. In a math lesson, I lose her before I finish writing the example problem. * In one day, she receives anywhere from 50-75 redirections. It's difficult to say what an ""average"" amount is because it varies so much. The ""teachers pet"" kind of kids would have 0, the 'average' student would have 2-3, and the kid with serious behavior issues (the kind of kid where every teacher knows their name) would be anywhere from 15-30. * This student is incredibly disrespectful. I just roll with it and try to ""kill"" her attitude with kindness, but she gets in trouble almost every day with either lunch/recess minders, carpool minders, or PE/french/art/music teachers. For disrespect, not just talking out of turn or misbehaving. * Unlike other students with similar struggles, including my other diagnosed and unmedicated students with ADHD, she consistently scores below 20% on assessments. * Using models, manipulatives, pictures, and multiple strategies to communicate a relatively simple concept, she will still be unsuccessful in making any conceptual links. If I ask her to copy down a pie model of 1/8th, she will lose focus before finishing the first fraction line and need reminders. * She struggles in all subjects, but can be borderline passing anywhere else. I've been teaching a relatively long time. I've had students come to me with similar scores. I've helped kids pass standardized testing who have never passed before in years and years of previous testing. I have kids who are in the 8th-20th percentile of the nation on various assessments that I can still help to gain some measure of success. But nothing I've tried has helped this student gain any measure of achievement. More to the point--I need her, at the very least, to not be a detriment to all of the peers she sits next to as she immediately tries to distract them if I'm not sitting/standing right next to her. I've talked to other teachers, I've read articles, and I've used another throwaway on teaching subreddits. Did anyone here have such severe struggles in math? Was there anything that worked for you? What do I do? What can I do? 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Does anyone else experience intense social anxiety? I’m 23 now. Kids used to make fun of me in high school asking if “I was on speed,” when I would talk. I get really carried away sometimes and the friends in my life are good. I met all of them about a year ago since I moved to a new state. I just always feel like they are doing me a favor by agreeing to hang out. It really hurts thinking people don’t actually like you. 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When my routine is stable, I'm alright. When new things are thrown in (papers after the halfway mark of the semester), everything gets thrown off and I can't even stick to my old routine. Any advice?",3.663,5.872599688888887,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,74.33333333333333,6.277777777777778,29.027777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.7011111111111108,186,8,34,2,4,58,35,45,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824440605976601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661462914792074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41401954310447503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584974282088843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517397998498307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447564815596114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779893896539108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106789404431794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600100791906437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,irrevocablyillogical,2018/11/30,"I finally returned a jar of almond butter I had accidentally bought the wrong kind of months ago All the way back in August I accidentally bought vanilla almond butter instead of plain almond butter at Target. I meant to return it the next day as it was $6.99 and that's far too much to let slide for me, however it took me all the way until today to actually return it because I saw that today was the last day to return it on the receipt. I felt so accomplished! And then I left without grabbing my prescription... Of course",6.313430420711974,6.394670650485437,7.487524271844663,71.95646440129453,65.79611650485437,9.585113268608417,30.758899676375407,9.2995712137729,2.6921598705501624,419,14,75,7,6,143,66,103,0.081,0.882,0.037000000000000005,-0.5347,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,10,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,9,6,10,1,15,0,3,26,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,17,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.20691264074667529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879535699344168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303951589345902,0.0,0.12925273589834196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348619109548744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358396587298774,0.2322706860422898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079869401349667,0.0,0.1728343751323443,0.0,0.0,0.23037338253015044,0.21681708008565528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924191518650072,0.0,0.15586791274498782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254984317076404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019630772608405,0.0,0.2355753476694615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366022560730208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439127641503435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182370075496295,0.0,0.0 adhd,Tain101,2018/11/30,"How/Where do you guys keep important dates, contacts, addresses, etc.? I moved to a new place last April, and my dad asked me my address so I texted it to him. To this day, whenever someone needs my address I scroll through my phone to find that text. anyone have a good solution for stuff like that?",3.2912068965517283,5.269349155172417,3.3788275862068997,91.49893103448278,74.6896551724138,7.398620689655173,27.11724137931035,8.238735603445708,1.6490027586206897,233,9,49,4,5,71,47,58,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,28,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417433312306748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596120617573589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909355991120296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097089645409337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538128164586826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329216281281299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496671130223305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468325656585499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263626064152719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567021817766234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951512070630567,0.0,0.20591106974524148,0.0,0.2682044405653016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901374487726055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352943527881107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179001202485259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zahn1138,2018/11/30,"Pro-tip: run your dishwasher even if it’s mostly empty God made dishwashers for man, not man for dishwashers. If I just run the dishwasher with what I need to wash instead of waiting for it to fill up, the dishes get clean and stay clean.",5.243333333333332,5.83005021276596,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,68.14893617021275,9.670921985815603,28.43262411347518,9.725611199111238,2.403190070921985,188,6,38,4,3,60,35,47,0.037000000000000005,0.807,0.155,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,4,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,8,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641166146127863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880221335012296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216364335933638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087686770926874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875933469264386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,19Cyber,2018/11/30,"I feel lost. I'm tired of looking for solutions to my problems and I'm running out of time I'm a 16-year-old high school junior. I'm always told that I'm gifted with intelligence, and that means that I'm capable of so much more. I don't do most of my homework until the last possible moment when I'm trying to finish days' worth of late work into a single school night at the ends of quarters. I can't convince myself to go to sleep earlier. I can't get out of bed in the morning. I put off or disregard a lot of what my mom asks me to do around the house. I'm lazy. I don't do a lot of things even when I know I would enjoy doing them. I've been taking Vyvanse for 8 months. It helps me put more focus into work, and not feel completely drained of energy during and afterward. But it makes it incredibly easy to get distracted by conversation, games, and hobbies. I'll find myself working on homework online when I think of a cool graphic design idea and make that in Illustrator, spending 3 hours on that instead of the essay that's due tomorrow. I don't even like making art when I'm not on Vyvanse. But it's a fun hobby when I'm on it. Vyvanse also makes me put massive attention to detail into things that don't need much detail, like spending 45 minutes on a paragraph for a one-page paper. It's increased my activity level and attention at school, which I needed. But it hasn't remotely been a solution. I tend to try and justify the things I know I'm doing wrong, which is, I guess, my response to anxiety. Putting off homework gives me anxiety, so rather than doing the homework that's due tomorrow, I'll put it off and tell myself that it'll be fine, that I'll probably have some time tomorrow in class to do it. No matter how many times before I tell myself not to do so before I go to bed, I always find myself pressing the snooze button repeatedly in the morning, telling myself that I'll just be quick when I wake up, that it can wait 5 more minutes, which always turns into 30 and me missing part of my first class (my favorite class too). I've tried meditation. It gets me motivated for a short period of time but does nothing for me for the rest of the day. And I can't do it consistently because of my wonky sleep schedule. For the past couple years I've had carying amounts of routine workout. None seemed to really help. I have occasional little spurts of motivation, some coming from the things I mentioned. I can never ever maintain this motivation or anything that seems to be causing it. I've heard people say take baby steps, do one thing at a time. I've heard people tell me I need a drastic lifestyle change. My parents tell me to just do my damn work. These are just thoughts and I'm not trying to make any certain claim about what I can and can't do or anything of that nature. I really need to find a way out of this fast. I don't want to fuck up my whole career by being a lazy high schooler. I would sincerely appreciate hearing your thoughts and experiences whether or not you've been in similar situations or found solutions. Thank you.",4.462288488210817,5.327241100323626,5.710060101710589,80.33203883495145,70.03559870550161,8.539435968562183,29.43920480813685,8.77342768361299,2.2548564031437817,2432,91,477,41,42,815,275,618,0.055999999999999994,0.847,0.09699999999999999,0.9754,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,2,1,9,23,17,2,1,27,1,40,5,3,10,3,90,96,36,0,9,19,2,3,2,0,3,1,4,6,0,41,24,0,2,20,3,3,11,18,7,0,3,11,9,56,10,78,78,17,81,0,2,1,1,22,31,2,13,40,311,97,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534174983860077,0.16674124518338884,0.0,0.0,0.04542421792906625,0.0,0.10219897090636194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993640006330684,0.05946344906142127,0.062446133199763276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071880195587543,0.0,0.11367857265799693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861886977727068,0.07066231826243337,0.0575396595467045,0.07003533331294423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390955689614552,0.0,0.08615701613962283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058454462837039325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059162273091436936,0.0,0.0,0.08823751364561742,0.06042166728696845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534023639189973,0.0,0.0,0.06754909191600404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831536120135993,0.056817453252941,0.0,0.07323941013015384,0.0,0.061752705777667526,0.10469595144160504,0.06407772296823258,0.07592449432258018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358437338940578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528501956519824,0.0,0.08954517782041158,0.14114929440267068,0.0,0.0,0.06578154250442847,0.07707471428430783,0.0,0.07540562826166726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341971586241462,0.054448431155194495,0.07534987133304101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526723341137751,0.06694809409879893,0.0,0.0,0.05609261644267003,0.0,0.072916763738043,0.113576759827538,0.0,0.0,0.22293742075370332,0.06772162513775347,0.0,0.07276146293186568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823178287862541,0.05331668981097823,0.0,0.09820689096021287,0.1981163741249417,0.05151792728838561,0.0,0.0,0.06268441450787,0.0,0.06409347697337521,0.0,0.07009216467337627,0.0,0.09052668679574476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417011031618401,0.07233458970688607,0.06376524892225144,0.09261719200048807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530352696013648,0.0,0.0,0.07201841192313033,0.06391566194418655,0.0,0.3357469310391218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558367577731978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311961726839532,0.0,0.2028062446469848,0.0,0.12161887277612365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508257273715932,0.13369038393148022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044598985031253,0.0,0.2919174012397712,0.06149765895345949,0.0,0.0,0.22188463410981416,0.04280078970264287,0.0,0.10605863720141102,0.19474919940736185,0.07677327010213668,0.0,0.06382735016208517,0.0,0.18140298297955665,0.07265590255474394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393985729424033,0.05302031136005541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457641145785779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451590643248312,0.0,0.0,0.09490127641355917,0.07303198105720374,0.0,0.08603009413534604 adhd,LordofLaugh,2019/03/07,"I was just prescribed Adderall and Im curious as to some advice while taking it. I've already talked to my doctor in length about not telling people about it etc, but he's a doctor who doesn't take it personally. I'm curious if you guys have any tales of caution or anecdotes. Thanks in advance.",3.3898305084745743,5.310861881355937,4.412000000000003,84.44783050847458,74.25423728813557,6.753898305084746,28.749152542372883,7.554174236665415,1.7860955932203395,237,10,45,3,5,77,49,59,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444607779927419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27606604838896753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012247326632468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121140574260392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790028825298909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477051484990123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27022382047201315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343464002737294,0.21843660472958315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761896407265361,0.2010751540086527,0.2186574147118565,0.23032061570303686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Grilnid,2019/03/07,"Thanks for being there, friends Just a friendly heads up from your usual lurker. Thanks to everyone for sharing your stories, issues, solutions, happy moments, tips, and everything else. Thanks for comforting me and probably tens or hundreds of other people. Keep up the good work, one thought at a time.",7.386764705882353,9.894385666666665,6.272696078431372,72.7996323529412,64.88235294117646,9.02156862745098,36.27941176470589,9.516144504307137,4.0256235294117655,243,12,34,5,4,73,43,51,0.0,0.575,0.425,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,2,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,9,9,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802165537116005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203630700153584,0.19152478859256575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292883686851987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874213529017932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685394578618695,0.0,0.0,0.2187069318015029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224259698461529,0.0,0.18941727395402105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440527899082295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773998611430195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976294028523955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885946064828852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918135012510074,0.1242630807293896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347047508523461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514278016113073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ManicCNS,2019/03/07,"Adderall Brand Name? 1 month of fighting with my insurance company , I got them to bow down and cover Brand name Adderall. 30mg XR 30mg IR Reasons: allergic to half of all these Generics out there. So now tomorrow I'll get my two scripts for 100% brand name . My question? Who makes these 2 medications ? Can't get a straight answer from Google. TEVA , BARR, SHIRE? Just would like some insight on these 2 pills prior to taking them tomorrow as I never had name brand in the past . Thanks!",2.515806451612903,5.106189881720431,3.135924731182797,89.1438870967742,80.29032258064517,6.300645161290323,25.429032258064517,7.554174236665415,1.4183470967741951,381,15,74,6,10,119,71,93,0.084,0.857,0.059000000000000004,0.3151,0,0,0,0,3,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,2,17,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,7,2,13,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,8,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185827186680052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438467291954112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489528418278908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351506037794195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071425130484112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335863645836564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514836690932814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29105002741472075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415442578251362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134755704513387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292377791489377,0.0,0.0,0.2806998424199605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29783120508939864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658363739422173,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuperManagement,2019/03/07,Experienced this? So sometimes my medication doesnt always work to fully keep me to attention. But if I get caffeine ot helps tremendously? Anyone experience this?,5.320555555555553,8.997378000000003,6.709166666666667,58.983750000000036,83.81481481481481,10.107407407407408,32.675925925925924,9.516144504307137,5.1406370370370364,134,7,17,5,4,45,25,27,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33488973640330205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28141844507908675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936957742713196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027550527291455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697691350764714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35773645108123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054491555102267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980560394312258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930051015262232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ificouldonlysigh,2019/03/07,"Im new here Hey everybody I am a 37 year old man that has been living in denial of my condition/blessing. I have never really been one to post my problems online but I feel compelled to seek people that may understand what it is like. My relationships have been strained. My professional life hanging in a thread. I was diagnosed as a child but told ""I out grew it"". So they stopped my treatment. Well fast forward to from 13 to current age. I am looking to talk with or just get some sort of better understanding as I was under the impression that adhd only affected children. I now know otherwise and have a woman that has been by my side for the better part of 3 years and dealt with my symptoms but is at the end of her rope. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope to welcome and be welcomed into this community.",3.6419720279720273,5.244939127272732,4.950303030303033,82.17776223776225,72.87878787878788,7.986013986013986,27.843822843822842,8.617729084823388,2.082850815850816,656,25,128,12,13,218,111,165,0.057,0.77,0.17300000000000001,0.9661,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,5,11,0,1,8,0,17,3,0,2,1,26,27,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,9,8,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,7,2,19,9,25,18,2,23,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,5,14,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085644659984405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30696863209151143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614207348868668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537072225471073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774834672039528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066883937530304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236694712489178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745577479055028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537446767780584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257826196766565,0.08478414238320252,0.0,0.15324128440058035,0.0,0.14573206586362425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384674220753898,0.16760851262815832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821037528021976,0.0,0.11759694875364585,0.13198695808631256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879297108944127,0.0,0.12031257927247965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662058274296061,0.0,0.0,0.1660568190055347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358955080459829,0.0,0.11117582550262067,0.0,0.0,0.186319792706275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450893740530273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037719690669046,0.13048242832070228,0.1394869583295119,0.0,0.15977469858665158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119407848956027,0.0,0.0,0.16582737956658672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613279082402821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603562798336404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235114733433758 adhd,pfeilberg,2019/03/07,"New to this diagnosis, worried about invalidation So I spoke with my psychiatrist yesterday and we talked a lot about my symptoms and he decided that ADHD fits what's going on with me. I agree. It feels like so many of my symptoms make sense now and it's such a relief. I've told two people, my boyfriend and my mom. BF is supportive like he always is, but my mom is a tad old school when it comes to ADHD and especially medicating it. I talked about my symptoms and her response was basically ""but isn't that just normal? That's just a part of who you are."" But the symptoms had been ruling my life. I'm not hyperactive, I'm inattentive, and I was really good at school so my grades never suffered due to being inattentive. It kind of brought me down, so I guess I'm just looking for some validation? Is it a common occurrence that others will put down ADHD symptoms? Like I said, I'm new to all of this and now I'm scared to tell anyone. TL;DR I'm newly diagnosed and my mom invalidates my symptoms and I just need some support and validation as I'm scared to tell anyone",2.565930232558141,4.692813441860473,4.518779069767444,81.81212209302326,77.37209302325581,7.648837209302326,24.703488372093023,8.548686976883017,1.7817953488372091,850,30,169,18,20,290,112,215,0.044000000000000004,0.843,0.113,0.9131,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,0,15,11,0,2,6,0,12,9,0,1,2,34,32,20,0,2,8,3,1,3,1,1,9,2,0,0,15,15,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,8,4,23,8,21,22,5,19,0,1,1,0,17,5,0,4,13,111,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406471936287163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861663515239771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212809362000796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813879208422829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589729283720663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777296380564612,0.06749799604506436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053696326869129216,0.07924706162871882,0.0,0.0,0.10408263107265724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838851672802676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673546672052807,0.13847747279860895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793411268477697,0.0,0.0,0.08032526096946696,0.0,0.0,0.06306750264435416,0.09578997007357012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518072627107532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319687083188987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005724356846822,0.072870382291752,0.1825027070382875,0.0,0.0,0.09257234944821748,0.0,0.0,0.09914301883330713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231485392165887,0.0,0.06550195769799236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498055727726844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052762116103835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898740665827747,0.0,0.18918603096625408,0.1912417593439957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443422340847004,0.0,0.5892181645298861,0.0,0.1518821872022029,0.16516295391218155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028164857923608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229523495541114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959511089620974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,horseofcourse55,2019/03/07,"Only you guys will get how good I feel right now! For context, I'm 55 and JUST figured out I have ADD! I started Vyvanse two days ago and today I untangled a huge mess of wire, not once but twice! Never before in my life have I had the patience to untangle anything. In less than a minute I would have said ""fuck it"" and thrown it on the floor, walking away pissed off. I am so happy and also upset I went so long undiagnosed.",1.6789772727272734,3.492068034090913,3.315909090909092,90.88136363636366,78.88636363636364,5.763636363636365,22.363636363636363,6.6274283507984215,0.4594272727272726,329,10,71,3,8,109,70,88,0.171,0.723,0.106,-0.8108,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,1,4,0,7,3,1,1,1,14,14,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,3,2,10,2,10,9,1,18,0,0,0,1,3,9,2,0,7,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133248377025884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924505442075562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980373534858852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261019170387545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047784324780395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520162067073578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216816576285649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248031435920307,0.12573153891548636,0.0,0.0,0.20184876660375603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382848341714123,0.0,0.25618016189522963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699807080466306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297080467984447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560684125358048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628815964625706,0.0,0.18302785688338816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055168031418285,0.22891661995481105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033581001407572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811141136883525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350835344083254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223088237038216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709533658783733,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,meadwill,2019/03/07,"Let me holla at ya. Throw some knowledge at ya. I won’t get into my whole ADHD backstory because it’s looong. And like tons of people here, we grew up in a household that either didn’t know about it, or didn’t believe in it, in one way or another. So we share similar stories. Anyways I can see it effect others in my family and I talk to a cousin who has it. One day she told me to ask my Pschiatrist to order me a blood panel and have them specifically look at my folate levels. So I ask. She gives me the order. I get tested. It turns out I have a gene mutation for the MTHFR gene. It’s related to how you process folate that is in LOTS of food, natural and processed. Turns out my cousin has the same mutation. Her psychiatrist prescribed her Deplin, which isn’t a supplement, nor a drug. It’s considered a “medical food”. It’s dietary pill you take that increases your levels of L-methylfolate, the levels I lack because my body does not metabolize the folate found in MOST foods. It’s not cheap, most insurances do not cover it. I have no clue if this is related to ADHD and I AM NO expert in such things. But it’s helped me a lot. No joke, straight shooting. My wife and I would fight constantly because I was a grumpy piece of shit. Adderall crashes, Wellbutrin side effects, Prozac weirdness. Call it whatever, but I am not the easiest person to live with. You can ask my father who couldn’t handle me as a hyperactive child and would beat me constantly. Look into it. It could help a dozen of you or more. I dunno. Disclaimer: if someone has posted a similar post about this, I apologize for the redundancy - I didn’t check. 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Going on ""Spring Break"" thus becomes ""all of this time w/o classes, with which to progress in X/Y/Z thing. I cannot sit down and do nothing without feeling guilty. From asking around this is not uncommon for some people in a similar position -- overcorrection becoming OCD. A feeling of high alert at all times, and leisure activities become ""must complete"". If you find, or have found yourself in a similar position what do you do to remedy it? I am doing my best to think of activities as a ""plus"" and not a necessity, but it's still pretty tricky. TL;DR scheduling is good, don't go overboard and schedule literally everything -- what do I do? 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I’m worried about taking it again and want to know if anyone has experienced what I did. After about two hours I started to get extremely anxious, I ended up having a mild anxiety attack. My pupils where huge and everything felt off, a little spacey. It looks like all of these are possible side effects of the drugs, and I’ve read that the first day or two can be pretty bad, Any help is appreciated!",6.872162162162162,6.3841457207207215,7.145720720720721,76.78182432432435,64.76576576576576,9.562162162162162,32.013513513513516,8.841846274778883,2.5127945945945958,449,15,85,6,6,146,84,111,0.106,0.741,0.153,0.6807,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,4,4,4,1,0,6,0,8,3,0,2,1,14,19,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,3,9,2,14,16,1,22,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,3,13,54,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948601549455168,0.0,0.13441450814094202,0.19849761822550333,0.0,0.12285762831535288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989079064563448,0.0,0.0,0.146707060594528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331574911756473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984240125874648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376302403320468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562324684016074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579131046362553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870518770117887,0.0,0.0,0.14945532161595607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179906407123624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777193964263835,0.0,0.0,0.1745155726256195,0.17303488679130732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656334998261563,0.1432237336220735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584101188991768,0.1761034393880258,0.0,0.0,0.14754867652019893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488805453624727,0.17215444481469214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808196595049707,0.0,0.17875603522101488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575341656737928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730965533067717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321089459191349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34327820407492793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363587336628463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791596459746804,0.17843783798491436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tiger___lilies,2019/03/07,"Advice for waiting on treatment Hey guys! So I'm 21 and just got diagnosed last week and am s h o o k. Anyway, the specialist clinic I went to - the psychiatrist who saw me gave me a list of resources to check out and everything and that he thought medication would help.... but told me that specific clinic doesn't prescribe medication. So when the report is sent back to my family doctor then I should make an appointment to discuss medication. Except specialist reports take weeks to get to family doctors (love Canada) and now I'm just super impatient because it's like... I know I have something and now have to wait for a while to get treatment. (and impatience I learned, was a part of ADHD) And my school deadlines are ramping up. So I was wondering if any of you have suggestions for non-medication things that help your symptoms and help you focus. I already have a bad caffeine habit and am a runner lol. So idk, dietary changes, habit changes, that sort of thing? Thanks so much!",5.0404377880184335,6.7244724139784955,5.641966205837175,78.27580645161294,69.48387096774194,8.970199692780337,32.10291858678956,9.424239791934726,3.0766402457757294,783,35,141,17,14,253,119,186,0.07,0.8240000000000001,0.106,0.8340000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,1,12,5,0,0,9,1,13,10,0,1,0,26,32,20,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,4,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,9,1,15,4,19,21,2,15,0,0,1,1,16,3,0,3,10,92,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410367577417515,0.13343273095786634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068366820946671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285704803699137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499667312882074,0.1140115394810622,0.08323814743777991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28889850306487497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385929361437557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795245020708346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272017509486555,0.0,0.2574498431117203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426809667546796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920958678183937,0.0,0.0,0.13520358851810724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27457492690359503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504298800856242,0.11130451591289824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671025836466603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323953701587136,0.0,0.09114658097359618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167359726000432,0.4126720138157659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003781947957416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786774054398014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381934575868364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051210108981241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192523590500508,0.10266679901037258,0.0,0.0,0.1257146811095639,0.0,0.0,0.18143231137521795,0.0,0.0,0.1084035391069165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047708007499084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906049097741587,0.0,0.0,0.12658098996786088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808004367437771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699949481207064,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,nollie523,2019/03/07,Presents from past me I have FedEx set up to send me package updates. I got a text this morning saying my package was out for delivery. And for the life of me I can't remember what it was I ordered 🤔😂 I always thank past me for sending presents to future me. ,0.5375151515151515,2.6734882363636423,2.5740909090909128,92.93446969696971,84.81818181818181,5.121212121212121,27.34848484848485,6.42735559955562,1.1034848484848478,203,10,44,2,6,68,40,55,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,11,1,9,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,30,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898802838213629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27863151843061523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607127990656302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6651367549231981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946469210093603,0.0,0.0,0.277045965081565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32074173631433656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DeepInternetDiving,2019/03/07,"Do Vyvance side effects go away/lessen? Diagnosed, prescribed and started taking it 2 days ago at 30mg (17 year old male). The first day was general pretty good, then there was the come down which was rough. Mostly just a really intense migraine. Second day, I’ve felt some pains in my lower abdominal, dizziness (not A LOT, but definitely noticeable), feeling as if I’m going to throw up, headache again and now I just feel super drowsy and tired. I don’t even think I’ve reached the comedown yet either, which is weird. Also, side note, it wasn’t like the side effects lasted all day long; the morning was fine, lunch was where the headaches and pains and such came in and now I’m in the drowsy stage. I assume the side effects go away overtime, right? I read online usually within a week or two? I definitely noticed that the level in which it helped my focus was remarkable, but I think it would be counterproductive if this pill was giving me side effects that take up over half the day.",4.3828571428571435,6.210381888888893,4.620296296296296,84.37933333333334,71.38095238095238,7.156402116402117,26.885714285714286,7.793537801064563,1.5477517460317465,783,27,148,10,15,245,122,189,0.075,0.752,0.17300000000000001,0.963,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,6,11,7,0,0,13,0,13,7,0,4,1,33,29,14,0,3,9,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,10,8,1,0,10,1,0,6,3,3,0,4,10,4,9,4,13,17,5,45,0,0,0,0,3,19,0,7,20,91,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248796642448133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050225586076833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596487527754747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580407648698514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902957595327862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455723746581692,0.0,0.0,0.14024948645143342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126638839324706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397356159235652,0.0,0.13267418110288873,0.0,0.0,0.11753558190509204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255455894328833,0.2355921229343134,0.11589857614729987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261893995021883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263489778669145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675076215066419,0.0,0.0,0.12228468589948464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747543926155797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31463700772568504,0.14499635042065848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940658855713927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405784310092176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821709300613866,0.0,0.08852145386807994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800470847187045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780430259592683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077878748723808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707994412569714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588172376547757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498148823017234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521854172472127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083942016176726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815889403865784,0.0,0.0,0.08898319615394187 adhd,jackeduponwheat,2019/03/07,"Moved states and need help finding doctor So I just moved across the country and of course one of the first things I need to do is find a doctor/psych/whatever to continue receiving my Adderall prescriptions. If I'm already diagnosed, what type of doctors should I be looking for? Do I have to get a new psych? Family doctor, general practitioner, etc? I'm not sure what to search for.",3.592093933463797,6.089652123287674,4.479882583170255,81.51849315068493,75.7123287671233,8.554990215264189,28.23679060665361,9.23628265651192,2.790437964774952,307,13,56,8,7,99,51,73,0.03,0.9209999999999999,0.049,0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,0,1,12,12,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,10,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,37,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373097310476624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898855281211686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6816572676039109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568553215941275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695632699501152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30434616552263744,0.14162025396755762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698657650451043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159784624665818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981356311327695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35391490221945565,0.0,0.24690732875512686,0.0,0.16080155880442207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282107557497137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691922586384285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061163932934266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,michellebelleee,2019/03/07,"In true ADHD fashion.. I mindlessly walked across the street to CVS after work to pick up a few things & I remembered I needed to refill my prescription for Adderall. It wasn't until 2 hours after I had gotten home after picking it up that I realized I made the GRAVE mistake of filling at CVS where the only carry the Aurobindo generic that has given me terrible side effects in the past to the point where I literally had to leave work from feeling so bad. & I KNOW that this is the case with CVS, but I completely forgot when I dropped off/picked up my prescription. Now I'm stuck with this garbage I can't even take until my next refill. &#x200B; Ugh. &#x200B; I hate this disease sometimes.",5.712444444444442,6.74786705925926,5.905925925925927,79.4366666666667,67.2962962962963,8.37037037037037,32.03703703703704,8.515128840125781,2.5671481481481475,563,23,100,8,9,179,89,135,0.16,0.816,0.024,-0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,0,8,0,6,0,0,4,1,15,17,5,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,8,1,16,1,22,9,1,25,0,1,0,0,0,12,0,0,10,69,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125056726486634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175704529636529,0.34629256398911856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189768645873633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940265801613098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411620143566414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204944562576747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406837105223704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293349257207655,0.0,0.140328271940219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831119080721564,0.0,0.0,0.15088098562624985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483163824442104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056577854728147,0.0,0.0,0.15154440151573798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837340548707937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360270198968816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347032578623755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141836751325506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409305963861031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713804847362933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946669417872706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074752276652534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34629256398911856,0.0 adhd,wumbologyz,2019/03/07,"Getting my life together There are times where everything feels so easy. I'm going to the gym multiple times a week, I remember to log all my calories, I'm turning in all my assignments, and I'm showing up to class time. And that will last for like a week and then it's back to being a dumpster fire and I can't remember what is due what day, and forget going to the gym bc I forgot about doing laundry for the week so I don't have clean gym clothes, or work clothes for that matter. Or I remember to do laundry I underestimate how long it will take and then I'm late to class. It's so frustrating. It feels great having everything together but I know it can only last so long before the rubber band snaps back into place. 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Hey Reddit, &#x200B; Yesterday, I went through easily the most embarrassing experience of my life. It was an in-class debate, and it was my turn to speak for my group. I knew what I was going to say beforehand, but I made the mistake of not practicing my speech out loud or having my arguments written down so I could look at them while I spoke. The topic we were debating was pretty intellectually demanding, so basically everyone (even the really smart students) had notes they could refer to throughout the debate. As the teacher called on me to stand up to speak in front of my university class of roughly 40 people, I felt the weight of the room crush on me. I felt all the blank stares of my class. To make matters worse virtually everyone in the class is a stranger to me, which made me all the more uncomfortable. I spoke for no more than 2 minutes. I couldn't for the life of me gather a coherent sentence. It was basically just 2 minutes of me muttering the same sentence, and stumbling on my words. After the speech, I could feel my professor sympathize with me. I was probably visibly devastated of the humiliation I just put myself through. To make matters worse, I realized after that my fly was completely undone. &#x200B; &#x200B; Does anybody else struggle with public speaking? Is having the inability to think on the spot correlated to ADHD? Am I just stupid? &#x200B;",5.6273891625615775,7.838640540229889,6.392008757525996,71.37172413793105,68.88505747126436,9.722386425834703,32.73508483853311,10.07000556051586,3.7546280240831966,1155,53,190,31,21,379,143,261,0.182,0.754,0.064,-0.99,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,2,1,6,5,1,2,20,0,18,3,0,4,2,35,34,8,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,1,0,6,6,1,0,7,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,18,17,36,1,41,12,6,20,0,0,2,0,16,11,0,2,4,140,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667314466028596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40871875304808974,0.4583647558403786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629619411322188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098877250026107,0.0,0.0,0.2258851816287851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252715113460406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877992713022873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228772168067352,0.0,0.0,0.18022539658032696,0.0,0.09224862058724176,0.0,0.0,0.047683562956505283,0.0,0.1810956390898332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359584122127673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133221160058065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791926503132001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846779680029248,0.12589896013511329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537937935718832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594233254063772,0.1016769990996872,0.0,0.0,0.09480281359557008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041435164001206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499531207296302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858831282886556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060426989985651484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257702081143807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483837647791605,0.0,0.08742190238843647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221019279422685,0.0,0.0,0.4583647558403786,0.0 adhd,DiscreteYeti,2019/03/07,"Forgetting that I forgot Sometimes I doubt I have ADHD (I have some great self-talk at times that tries to argue that all my ADHD traits are just me being a shitty person) - and then other times I'll not only forget why I went into a room to get something, I'll also forget that I was going into that room to get something in the first place. A couple of days ago I went into my office to get something (wow, I still don't remember what it was) but I didn't even remember that I was supposed to be getting something and started cleaning my office and then after a bit realized I was working on something else in the living room - go back to the living room and then I finally realized why I went into my office. Just a story I found a little funny to help me convince myself that yes in fact I do have ADHD.",4.9178181818181805,4.998909539393938,6.435303030303032,78.31295454545456,68.75757575757576,8.054545454545455,27.40909090909091,7.554174236665415,1.6638000000000002,634,18,118,6,10,218,86,165,0.037000000000000005,0.846,0.11599999999999999,0.9018,0,0,5,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,9,1,13,0,0,0,2,25,25,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,10,0,22,3,18,13,3,33,0,0,0,0,3,15,0,2,13,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42160544152476415,0.0,0.10365729802899948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351420880759323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899170773684646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766455192458126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938819572788687,0.0,0.07541447504054508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768557867998752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772355644220933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809840076401266,0.0,0.09946626757053366,0.0,0.12821501752785538,0.0,0.0,0.2443783244626685,0.0,0.13291560313038706,0.0,0.0,0.12892308606122013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838018167661398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172012587632782,0.206514435269818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893560315288229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021045854807795,0.12217392629661147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649328921652556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199044460594813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501177888932221,0.11565335181598413,0.0,0.08276837340552136,0.0,0.093385771777319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398926190028296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637341956292054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939231965753223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252043801717212,0.21103430377998775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513128487916154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DarthFluffy-90,2019/03/07,"Starting Straterra tomorrow. Any Advice? I'm a 28 year old Male and didn't know I had ADHD till 6 months ago when I started therapy. I've been in therapy before when I was about 16, but no one ever caught it I guess. I tried to go 6 months without needing medication, saying I would change my diet and lifestyle to try to help my ADHD, but you can probably guess, I kept saying I would, and never did! My work life has been suffering now lately since I work in a Commissions only position and if I can't focus on selling, I don't get paid. So I took the dive. What should I Expect? 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Hello long story short, I cannot take stimulants. I have tried vyvanse, adderall, Ritalin, and concerta. I abused all of them. What is the best way to manage my symptoms without stimulants? Strattera? Wellbutrin? Anyone who has seen real help without stimulants help me out please ",4.014558823529408,7.343232294117647,4.017818627450982,77.61143382352941,88.80392156862746,6.471568627450981,29.90441176470589,7.645422480735847,3.0238411764705893,241,12,33,5,8,74,43,51,0.057999999999999996,0.723,0.21899999999999997,0.8458,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,1,9,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,5,7,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,23,9,1,0.0,0.29415434461491496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359320114282026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605396122743877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33281462922086663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970739688287136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725212662468942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825808022853322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580431977027862,0.3733299288969019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855616346249058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970618150076352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786386921106824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,JayJ2121,2019/03/07,Hard time losing weight/working out on Meds. I take 40mg of Vyvanse and I'm having a hard time losing weight/working out because of how it kills my appetite and sleep schedule. Any tips on how anyone over came this? ,2.785,4.966294883720934,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,76.90697674418605,4.3,24.703488372093023,3.1291,0.22263255813953486,172,6,33,0,4,53,32,43,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,7,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,7,3,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799895323556324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189295738375066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370388094940445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209717677874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635697725673277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451131865890314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540521907320401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254088203085544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307595684987592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257765667753428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366595343800769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942266883200519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29547004548616584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SwordPromisedCreator,2019/03/07,"Hyperfocus I asked a question about hyperfocus yesterday and due to the response (and a noisy work environment) I wrote this just now from the answers provided and my own (constant) thinking of this subject.                                                     Sensory overload and a misattribution of attention given to the things meant to be focused on. I think it implies a sense of sensitivity to the environment, a hyper awareness and focus. In the most common representation of normal brain process, the ability to switch between tasks requires no great strain or effort. In the A individual, task switching becomes infuriating and depleting. And, this embodies a paradox. A normal conversation will be highly attuned too and respected by the A individual. While in the “normal” population conversations and attention given to the person will be nominal. So greater appreciation and respect is given to someone talking to an A person than a “normal person”. However, heightened sensory awareness and sensitivity has the disadvantage of inundated information as well. Imperceptibles ignored by the average are noticed   by the A person, and those imperceptibles factor into decision making process and social behavior which diversifies (by addition) the set of options available during a response. These options will confound the average in their existence and in their representation. Someone who can swim at the surface knows the basic mechanics of breath inhalation, hand technique and the adaptability of those mechanics to the nature and flow of the water swum in. Someone who can swim 10 feet underwater with ease has special skills and knowledge which surface level swimmers must obtain through practice. Swimmers who dive deep know how to swim at the surface and under the surface. Swimmers who swim at the surface, can approximate (in estimation, not application) deeper water swimming but cannot replicate the deep sea swimmers ability. This is to say the A individual understands the surface level encounters and responses, but due to the knowledge gained through sensory overload and the analysis of human behavior (as well as our own behaviors) we have two levels of information to access choices from. Choice is the issue with the misconstruction of interaction between the A individual and the “normal” population. Having more options is a burden in the realm of human interactions. Surface level reactions and interactions are the norm and the most socially gracious. The ability to see beyond is seen as a threat. And threats are dealt with by increasing the width of the water while depleting the depth. You are made to breathe through suffocation. Increase the surface area and drain the basin so only the shallow part remains. This enables people who can’t even swim to enjoy the social aspects of humans gathering around a body of water, but to those who enjoy deep swimming, it atrophies their capabilities. The atrophy of ability and the normalization of the average. That’s who you fight against. That’s my opinion anyway. 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It's the same cycle over and over again. I am disciplined and am getting everything done, but I'm kinda emotionally distant and unavailable. I see this and the effect it has on the people around me and I try to be more available. However god forbid I have even a little bit of fun it seems like everything I've worked so hard for just falls apart. Then I push everyone away because I'm mad at myself and I need to focus.. rinse and repeat. anyone feel the same?\\ &#x200B; TL;DR: I can't focus on my responsibilities without completely focusing on that and cutting off everything else. 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However I ran out of wellbutrin pills one day and could not get a refill due to my psychartrist being in the ER cause he was super sick. So i went 3 days cold turkey without wellbutrin, and when i started taking it back again I had the most shitty week ever. I was a little more depressed, sort of jittery, and more mad than usual. I went to my psychatrist two days ago, and he said since wellbutrin worked well on me a couple weeks ago, he will still make me take it and up me to 150 XL. Knowing wellbutrin takes time to be in ones system, I have felt a little better, but I'm still not at that stage to where I first felt welllbutrin was amazing for me. I don't know if I should quit the drug and go to concerta. I have tried a ""trial"" of concerta before and it was amazing, like I felt focused, but not all over the place like adderal was to me. Should i continue on Wellbutrin XL or start concerta? 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I also posted this on The Mighty because I'd like to talk about it. I always feel like ADHD gets downplayed, but it feels like such a serious issue to me, and I usually can't put why into words very well. \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_ I'm writing a poem about my problems It's taking more time than it would take to solve them I know this, but all never understand why I fall into the same trap every single time I need to take the dog out, but I can't I really hope that someday you will understand I truly don't believe I have a choice I need to finish this poem I'm just a passenger Watching my life pass me by A certified master Of wasting precious time Sometimes I wonder What people think of me Do they take one look And write me off as lazy? I could do the dishes or the laundry Or some of my responsibilities (I've put off) It's been two hours, and the dog still hasn't been taken out, But I need to finish this poem I'm a passenger Carried to a destination I don't choose for myself I have to write this poem Lest it take a toll On my mental health It must seem so silly to learn that I haven't eaten in over twelve hours I'm hungry, and it would be so easy to grab a quick snack at least This probably all seems like mindless rambling Could this disjointed mess be considered poetry? Regardless of your answer, this is where my driver took me I am just a passenger.",2.0698202792956906,3.865593363934426,4.020145719489985,86.36007893139046,77.65573770491805,6.879174256223438,21.460230722525804,7.793537801064563,0.9115768063145112,1156,31,239,18,27,393,162,305,0.10300000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.1095,0,0,0,0,0,0,92.0,0,2,2,1,14,12,0,0,18,0,24,5,0,2,4,55,56,17,0,11,8,0,4,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,20,9,3,0,14,0,0,5,7,4,1,2,8,6,37,8,32,40,7,32,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,7,18,164,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092408241178233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681141200647384,0.09032647460380554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063890916248543,0.06617413394123757,0.0,0.0,0.1223043362882579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334470399435276,0.0,0.0,0.07000900876429275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146228811475206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466604276210647,0.15510345905172782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671551863853722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538891230099915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781963097447983,0.21380966017941253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330323966134345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059659001223462876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667562250940528,0.2121380020177784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115887833866176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246132023951109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939792992984433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414765203216739,0.08372432529942475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355969244588355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525838401806495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396570385552946,0.0,0.11704067428115432,0.10387249553709342,0.0,0.21825556075071545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954312690988464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764883027724406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736369266711723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669218092817894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40809933414897936,0.08725241482604848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955767494443066,0.0,0.0,0.18989791920445234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206086238839338,0.07370173431205962,0.0,0.10604248299474504,0.22601921294701574,0.0,0.0,0.11955802037807425,0.08956926208874974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976040018614914,0.0,0.1959080457028505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177232908920436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422874630227454,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,takenbysirens,2019/03/07,"Loving someone with ADHD. I love my boyfriend and I cannot stress that enough. He is a wonderful person with so many good qualities. We've been dating for a while now and he clearly wants us to have a future together. I remember him saying early in the relationship that he has ADHD, but as far as I know, he doesn't take any medication. He also has many insecurities that stem from this very issue. We don't really discuss any of that and I don't know how to address it without making him uncomfortable. Our relationship has ups and downs like any other, but I love this man and I have tried my best to always be patient. However, his ""quirks"" have started to really frustrate me. He is forgetful and careless. I have to constantly remind him things and keep repeating myself until he actually does them. When we talk, I know he makes an effort to look me in the eye and listen, but sometimes, grabbing his attention can be difficult. He lacks organization and focus. Sometimes, he forgets to answer my text messages. We can stay a whole day without talking if I don't take the initiative to text or call first. I have tried not to take it personally, but I feel like I'm the parent in the relationship. He wants us to get married and have children, but knowing how he is now, I cannot consider that a possibility. As a person with generalized anxiety disorder, this is frustrating. He relies too much on me and I cannot rely on him whenever I forget to do/I need something, because it's a safe bet he forgot about that already. I need constant organization and cleanliness. Meanwhile, he can have a mess in front of him and ignore it until I say something. We have talked about this before and he always tries to make an effort, but then everything goes back to normal. I love this person and, whilst it has taken me some time to embrace it, I know it's just the way he is. I am not expecting him to change. But, I get tired. Some days, I resent him. It makes me feel horrible and guilty, but I can't help it. We should be a team, but the relationship feels heavily lopsided. If anyone please can offer me some insight or tips about how to handle a relationship with someone with ADHD, I'll greatly appreciate it.",3.4806692961912944,5.65011581030445,5.152087390607669,78.13873875261926,74.7377049180328,8.14813262664859,26.9277086158018,8.916525866297963,2.35565011709602,1749,67,320,39,38,592,204,427,0.11599999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.1516,2,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,8,0,1,5,14,19,3,2,19,0,35,7,1,7,1,85,68,42,0,10,18,1,4,2,0,1,2,3,1,6,23,26,0,4,13,1,1,1,12,9,0,1,3,9,51,10,43,61,8,32,0,0,2,4,63,9,0,9,22,224,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.07269710286972328,0.0,0.26858823330155435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220790919896277,0.05957422191086405,0.12397285836271955,0.0,0.0,0.15197898745530666,0.0,0.056989042502899774,0.0,0.0,0.052089158370669006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057282631046441386,0.0,0.045411915888207616,0.0,0.06339039377227505,0.0,0.0781786903879247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606848674640045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880662247569785,0.0,0.0,0.1610068746796699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960871877898398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537857999852408,0.0,0.06519173016245776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697402055420884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695197383339056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130018639941256,0.0532197764966729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336604428835417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784190615192378,0.0,0.0,0.06248349810389482,0.0,0.082131823991018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499329288688511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777542051994422,0.0,0.06621524275032692,0.0,0.0,0.204704571422133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278971805568604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255766519369488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689412804747865,0.0,0.19890595819733456,0.15105398964836858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750466276888532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476294558912057,0.11047530484305354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299001505343637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271871099615251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260187251161551,0.0,0.08177395948376312,0.0,0.08398276147969178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954477661207928,0.0,0.0,0.3999027647760511,0.08438915920153935,0.0,0.0,0.11848401600912413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262400092635924,0.11470093104984876,0.1473563971438149,0.0,0.05272847310944055,0.07940255426020472,0.0,0.0,0.0853346264213591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803459175934687,0.1796305786174107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949166408186369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343906911783181,0.08562190233688373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173316642268478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921842229138754,0.0,0.0,0.06146679304870186,0.08787904332326102,0.05913125642690952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317184105854887,0.0,0.1436224833204788,0.08078745977725603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,palpoutin3,2019/03/07,"ScatterBrained: How ADHD and Addiction Go Hand in Hand; From a Former Heroin Addict [repost from here ](http://sinkorswim.cc/2019/02/27/scatterbrained/) Repost, updated and now includes citations - cheers. I was diagnosed with ADHD at 9 years old. As a child, I would be the kid in the back of the baseball field more interested in picking flowers and playing with bugs than the game going on, and during school, the smallest distraction would completely derail my focus. Luckily, this was picked up on and I was medicated shortly thereafter. As time went on, however, I was prescribed a different drug to manage my ADD, specifically Vyvanse. At the age of 14, the drug made me near suicidally depressed. Being a 14 year old, I decided that enough was enough, and in my own words the drug made me feel “like I can’t even smile if I wanted to” and I flushed my prescription and did not resume my treatment. Now, just to cover some basic information about ADD and how it expresses itself in the brain. ADD is a shortage of dopamine, which is the grease that keeps the reward/learning center of the brain going. When your brain gets dopamine, it knows it has done something worthwhile and should keep note of it and do it better next time, leading to a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment for completing the task. (WebMD, 2018) A lack of dopamine leads to intense insecurity and lack of focus because if nothing is rewarded, there is no incentive to do anything better, and a sense of what is worthwhile is clouded. Thus, children and adults with ADD are constantly looking for stimulation, something to keep them engaged, because at any given moment whatever they are currently engaged in is not giving any benefits. Disrupting this, and searching for something that will give them a reward seems easier than being mind-numbingly bored. This constant search for stimulation, if not mitigated by low dose stimulants (Adderall, Ritalin, Vyvanse, etc.) may lead to drug addiction as time goes on, as recreational drugs are discovered in the teenage years. At this point, the search for drugs becomes an exercise in self-medication as the narcotics provide the brain with the dopamine it is not producing on its own. The rates of ADHD/ADD among drug addicts is around 1/4, but the really amazing statistic is the rate of ADHD/ADD patients with substance abuse problems, which is estimated to be 85%. The rate at which people are undiagnosed/misdiagnosed means that this number may me much higher than we currently assume. (Committee On Substance Abuse, 2014) During periods of sobriety which I enjoyed, but remaining untreated for my ADD, I was plagued by a constant sense of inadequacy, not by anyone else’s standard, but by my own. At work, I would be constantly worried that I was about to be fired, even though I was steadily being promoted and praised. My own sense of what was sufficient was warped, my brain not letting me recognize my accomplishments. It ends up feeling like a lack of reward from normal life and the constant tug towards the thing that you know will reward you. When all this work seems unfulfilling, and the alternative seems easier, is what eventually would lead me to relapse time after time. There is a common misconception about ADHD/ADD and medication, many believe it to be the cause of their addiction, the thing that led them down to road to where they ended up. The way that doctors handle these stimulants, by revoking them when patients display signs of drug abuse does a complete disservice to them in the long run. All in all it may do more harm than good. Without the drugs, the physiological cravings are impossible to stop, no matter how much willpower you think you have, that constant search for stimulation in one form or another must be satisified for the brain to be content. Otherwise, the sense of unrest, displeasure with life how it is, and feelings of inadequacy will always lead back to the one thing that is the easiest to get. Sources: https://www.webmd.com/add-adhd/adhd-and-substance-abuse-is-there-a-link https://pediatrics.aappublications.org/content/134/1/e293",10.491501415332117,10.720249758967007,9.04197913839234,63.78833921439378,57.14921090387375,12.068851060529685,40.502113304121906,11.476622904949028,4.92257744774904,3330,151,502,79,37,1021,327,697,0.096,0.795,0.109,0.6418,6,0,12,0,4,0,133.0,1,5,8,18,23,25,0,2,49,0,61,31,8,22,4,111,87,41,1,15,15,0,6,2,0,12,23,0,0,4,39,34,0,4,13,3,0,11,10,7,0,2,16,8,42,18,105,48,19,86,1,2,1,0,24,37,0,12,39,372,81,14,0.0,0.16682721928120886,0.0,0.25582474444728204,0.394838531747296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390528181671212,0.0,0.0,0.06383341042762833,0.04921435390201703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032817319164754166,0.04808939290842101,0.038622653653253916,0.041781178878054284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217864309769532,0.0,0.057221018123627634,0.051834876245347036,0.0,0.052878505743370934,0.0,0.08301855489501575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314362957463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821410997556982,0.0,0.0,0.14762810609470908,0.3043136514022222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040424154748999096,0.0476369858952986,0.0,0.04903600339383358,0.0,0.04803890130708747,0.04107222851288374,0.04802974068692505,0.0,0.0,0.489856483217963,0.0,0.03920730480619186,0.0,0.08313912340713263,0.0969906628917328,0.05234377671884954,0.06199888165878584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119366779778005,0.0670592670643592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904211852305485,0.09004667060831745,0.08002096065536528,0.03936598255656349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515119208373066,0.0,0.0,0.05158735879001743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047993158453725454,0.06630169409012833,0.04585912854163166,0.0,0.0,0.041535081552130926,0.03941270945969694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882010382761145,0.0,0.04758367330610719,0.0,0.0511248463748721,0.05213305392325048,0.09456206282228484,0.0,0.0,0.047389924656298064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900372822349961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991480357421983,0.0,0.045985320069936636,0.045034404640319006,0.0,0.09849860095210476,0.0,0.06360733785125318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03253810136507914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044367766738711865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0449094653430027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030067099395799258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749967763911373,0.0,0.12818075537019044,0.04896236076746639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839617630135086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039238895786960784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051338139342977776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354252134071067,0.030073389265411758,0.046112381708327294,0.0,0.13683786031974182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02768286820944921,0.03725399633002149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350825519316051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524266682159297,0.0,0.06833697010147997,0.04766371905852472,0.0,0.13336216678231871,0.0,0.0,0.09067180281416126 adhd,mssc2004,2019/03/07,Spite Does anyone else just get incredibly spiteful when someone acts like you are incompetent doing something you are very good at? I was just checking if this is and ADHD thing. ,5.392708333333331,8.252208687500001,5.16375,77.03958333333338,71.5,6.766666666666668,29.416666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.199404166666667,146,6,23,2,3,45,29,32,0.23399999999999999,0.628,0.138,-0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224111270492298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457632617475441,0.36013319666055954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075828587914579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936167657426643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363399750489484,0.0,0.0,0.29480507613762114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171556510618036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978081947387605,0.2705867768077065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350795394923515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900081326197136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gr4tto,2019/03/07,"Trouble Reading Long Texts for University Has anyone figured out a way to make reading long academic papers easier? I have to read 20-30page papers each week and then write a paper on them. I've tried many different text-to-speech software and voices. My problem with the text-to-speech stuff is that it doesn't allow me enough time to think about what I'm hearing and write notes. I stop, pause, and resume the TTS so much that it becomes pointless. TL;DR: I have trouble reading long texts for school. Text-to-speech hasn't helped. Any tips or suggestions would be helpful!",4.074722222222221,6.557885916666668,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,74.0925925925926,6.171851851851853,25.61481481481481,7.1686216300943375,1.2652970370370369,461,16,82,5,10,140,76,108,0.11900000000000001,0.826,0.054000000000000006,-0.6866,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,12,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,9,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,43,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832792794726953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138468592188366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593184200702633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664322368766982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459715172520367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954013402504865,0.0,0.2135478388665432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229204698468474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633248057179584,0.1615029088635178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171021703056758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242642663884834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6373634058377533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612178206471435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318004621919852,0.0,0.0,0.18235780434465965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207156169941,0.0,0.0,0.09288779511463914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081527110731762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644313387459888,0.12777904092558248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131605463134858,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rabidhyena,2019/03/07,"The rush of deadlines At work, everybody looks at me weird when I'm not getting stressed over deadlines. The only time I can focus on my work at 100% is when a client needs something that should take an entire work day and I don't start it until 2 hours before deadline. This is how I got everything done during college as well. Ten page research paper and a presentation due tomorrow, assigned 3 months ago? Lets wait until midnight to start and do the presentation on a coffee overload. Maybe I should start giving myself fake deadlines for everything I do in life.",6.3588814016172535,7.4843020849056625,6.123261455525607,78.13292452830191,65.88679245283018,8.321293800539085,32.123989218328845,8.418075326091056,2.5483951482479785,455,18,78,6,7,142,78,106,0.07200000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.064,-0.1935,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,0,9,21,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,1,8,1,13,16,1,24,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,16,50,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708218966807915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397828125380853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427917675423192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720474568944155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34638275430783233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068072795199658,0.18486078129428926,0.0,0.0,0.15412428085712712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977620893521524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705454312970044,0.13611367180858286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618241788269164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359868732733154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381577992977433,0.0,0.0,0.14288876855879096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465613005731187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483541938494159,0.0,0.0,0.4091940692789331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207436259550482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448906367257512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236819128772876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326548701902925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208759390736608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mindofgearsandcode,2019/03/07,"Does anyone else get “body tingles” when not on their meds? I don’t really know how to describe it. Sometimes I get these little bursts of “energy” in my muscles. It happens a lot when I’m thinking about something new that excites me. Usually I giggle or laugh too. It’s not involuntary, I can stifle the feeling but its weird. Idk how to describe it properly. It only happens when I’m off my medicine like adderall. Is this the hyperactivity part of adhd? 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The biggest thing thats helped me manage my ADHD is having a to-do list! I get anxious when i know there's a lot to do that day, and creating a list is the easiest way for me to tackle things. I use this check list app called ""Todoist"" - it's pretty simple and intuitive and it works for me. What's especially nice is, as a college student, i'm always taking notes on my laptop, and Todoist syncs the app on my phone's list to the website i go to on my laptop. Super convenient and helpful for me, hope it is for all of you! This app is free btw, with the option for premium (couple more features) Referral link (you don't need to pay anything, i just get free premium if u download the app:) ) [https://todoist.com/r/caleb\_sbvciu](https://todoist.com/r/caleb_sbvciu) &#x200B;",5.602792207792209,7.094276032467537,6.114155844155848,76.16266233766234,67.8961038961039,7.937662337662338,28.285714285714285,8.296473431620573,1.9226831168831169,655,22,119,9,11,212,89,154,0.013000000000000001,0.772,0.215,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,0,2,3,7,0,0,11,0,8,0,0,1,1,17,18,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,16,9,18,18,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,2,75,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658149804964034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125542961373115,0.2099800113782148,0.235485736656206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189365352045419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594792104637736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788938760237407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144337593870107,0.0,0.12498365329362547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025028733588498,0.0,0.11013984815269323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597973783280874,0.0,0.0,0.19248510461462412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650629192396607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476009741904374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369873357321625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716219946644054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457119493302991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575015099020848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737921629267785,0.0,0.0,0.11430705940226644,0.15382780206330038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108722480740726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235485736656206,0.0 adhd,wormspoor,2019/03/07,"I fail. But I'm not a failure sounds fake when I say it and I don't believe it yet, but I'm getting there. &#x200B; I've come to realize it's OK to fail and mess up. This last semester I decided to ditch a degree and focus on trade learning and getting a certificate. And guess what? I've messed this up a lot too. And it's only the start. Why is due to a number of things, but mainly because I didn't take the time to double check and review the things I know I'm weakest at. And after a lot of crying I realize this isn't the biggest hurdle or challenge I need to face. the biggest challenge is being OK with messing up, or even failing. &#x200B; Yeah, I struggle with reading. writing. math. most academics, really. Yeah, I'm slow as a snail and will be EVEN SLOWER if I do the responsible thing and reread my work and shit, and then reread that because I was inevitably not paying enough attention that first review. And yeah, I will probably continue to mess up and just get by when people around me zoom past (working on not feeling bad about that too, but that will be a bridge to cross when I get there). And maybe I will find no amount of school atm is the right fit, drop out, and just get a job to get by until I figure out what to do... and that's still not failing, either. &#x200B; I am progressing, if at a snail's pace. And I wanted to share this so that others may share their wisdom, or you know, commiserate with me. Fun stuff. &#x200B; tl;dr: you mess up, you fail, and you get up and keep going because failure, in the real world, doesn't exist. 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My program requored 6 training days with Monday only as rest day. - Days after, our family went on a 4 day travel (feb28-mar3) . Which should be great except work piled up the day before the vacation (orders from 3 clients from my virtually one man business). I said to myself not to work during the 4 days so I didn't. - Being the forgetful ADHDer that I am, come Monday, I'm resumed my usual activities (which is training and a new online venture), forgetting about the 3 orders that I have. - So now I have a lot on my plate (7 projects now) and turned into flight mode, with social media and reddit to the rescue! (all or nothing baby) - it's really frustrating and I'm getting distressed, depressed and avoidant. All I want is training and working on my online venture. If only I can drop my business for a while (but really can't since I committed with the 7 projects thanks to my difficulty saying no) - I spent the day doing almost nothing. Just ranting. Thanks! 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I’ve been noticing things are getting harder and harder to do. My brain seems scattered and I can’t focus on the tasks that need to get done. I’ve been prescribed adderall before for my ADD, but don’t fully want to be reliant on meds. Have any of you found any alternatives that help? 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Now I'm sitting at my desk blatantly ignoring emails and surfing reddit. Unplugged my VOIP phone. I took my meds today too lol Sometimes your brain just days ""fuck it""",2.14248120300752,4.910316631578951,2.905012531328321,88.73842105263161,84.43859649122807,5.3624060150375925,25.686716791979947,6.868970318607317,1.3135032581453636,236,10,43,3,7,74,50,57,0.10300000000000001,0.85,0.047,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,1,9,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,5,3,2,10,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,5,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245781188014854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666875014387275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406847886762826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444507597306725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888745956643076,0.0,0.0,0.2208559644105401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352649301317341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595617458844061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310126099289644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653601557636763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627474673332335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528918964899831,0.0,0.26542280126658635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347838993994921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drwhobbit,2019/03/07,"Common phrases What are some common phrases you hear from non-ADHDers that kind of tick you off when you hear them? Some of mine include: ""You didn't take your meds today, did you?"" -It almost implies that they don't like the way I'm acting and instead of just straight up telling me to stop, they skirt around it by blaming the lack of drugs. ""Just remember, it's not that hard!"" -Maybe not for you, but for an ADHDer who wasn't even really paying attention when you first told me, I'm surprised I even remembered enough to come back and ask what I forgot! ""Just ignore the background noise, it's not that loud."" -In an otherwise completely silent room... Yeah actually, it's REALLY loud!",4.509545454545453,6.10075995454546,4.4867878787878785,86.40518181818184,70.66666666666666,7.704242424242422,26.078787878787878,8.238735603445708,1.54923696969697,542,17,106,8,10,167,87,132,0.087,0.86,0.053,-0.526,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,8,3,1,10,4,0,0,5,1,5,1,0,0,0,21,14,5,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,12,4,0,3,3,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,5,5,16,3,14,9,4,17,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,3,9,72,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.16968538266535138,0.0,0.2089743852601592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741193819256258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479333521460842,0.16255776248805448,0.0,0.0,0.1337058119993076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497853883172411,0.1823137237663336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016498572642012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966831713277695,0.0,0.22969705329641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479053641563627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576561754384144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391959075840245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107308838400213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495077984411803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746895219461301,0.0,0.19314556238961667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278866804064892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393952611772766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537453734203878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073888265211694,0.0,0.1519819951863559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482139113447056,0.16615330199387685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138020766690855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OpiumTraitor,2019/03/07,"I feel like my medicine is wasted at work I’m still pretty new to Adderall and wondered if this applied to others on stimulants. As someone with depression, the energetic effect of the medicine is great. I can actually do things now. But one of my main issues with it is that it gets me excited to do things once my workday is done…which is also when the Adderall’s efficacy fizzles out. So while I’m at work, I’ll write down all these great ideas that I’m excited to put into motion (such as creating a website for my favorite local coffee place as a fun side project), but when I get home the energy and motivation is gone. Hell, I even got pumped yesterday to start running again after a few years off but that also went nowhere. Maybe this is also an issue with the 40 hour grind, but I really wish I had time to do fulfilling activities on more than just the weekend. 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I (26F, dx for 20yrs) in PA school right now. Any other PAs, Doctors, lawyers, etc. who have tips with staying focused or avoiding problems in the workplace? I'm thinking specifically disclosures to employers, disclosure to medical/professional boards, disclosure to clients/patients about your strengths/weaknesses. Are there any liabilities I should be worried about with being openly ADHD/ND in the workplace? &#x200B; Not trying to put down any other jobs/careers! I'm just curious about how many of us are in careers with lots of requirements and liability and what their coping mechanisms are. This is not specific to medical people, it's just what career path I'm in, so that's what im thinking about.",6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,6.432424242424244,70.31863636363639,67.33333333333334,9.345454545454547,37.75757575757576,9.800150414767053,4.4167030303030295,616,34,91,15,11,194,88,132,0.12,0.8420000000000001,0.038,-0.8699,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,1,1,10,2,0,1,2,0,9,3,0,1,0,19,14,5,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,22,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,1,61,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187329599836668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720082586101192,0.2211542967461258,0.4950747599444806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628839798217367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298212581836156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922967973599944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965951212718819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473295323074304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845230850230546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833494804600594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617838068223858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415286622613949,0.0,0.1829638889389968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554300809748957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419736112396645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399162253059635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332411173326027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235684981853451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189279227324836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848334916846853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211542967461258,0.0 adhd,insidli,2019/03/07,"Felt ADHD free for once...then a migraine aura appeared. I was having a great morning, I wasn't all over the place bouncing from idea to idea and was actually able to sit down and learn some concepts I was having a lot of trouble with before. I almost even texted my bf to tell him I feel like I'm suddenly a genius! Something definitely felt different... I'm thinking its connected to the migraine. Afterwards I will feel slow and stupid for a day. Anyone else with experiences like this? Wish me luck on not puking and feeling like theres some kind of ice spear lodged in my head for the next 3 hours!",4.984576271186441,5.961828940677968,5.5625,81.4535805084746,68.91525423728814,8.272881355932205,29.15677966101695,8.472884824447931,2.0581491525423727,477,17,92,7,8,154,82,118,0.061,0.723,0.21600000000000005,0.9594,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,8,0,7,3,1,0,1,24,17,4,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,6,5,10,8,16,10,4,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,9,54,12,1,0.16691198638674068,0.0,0.16288202136996047,0.0,0.20059577172212115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713824397984042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670874177859597,0.17102105479920282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420298067664277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764442293533497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438750036875988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394335469478263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102437928240073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327195058533994,0.0,0.0,0.25318714638354883,0.23848391285055875,0.3205233644521848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402105424245704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129985214203433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437468473165745,0.0,0.0,0.3768466320676408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738131487133108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446342964954137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190260199688925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751279109749912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438750036875988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849700170236605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458884330456125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695046126600427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919405469870416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dorkylemon,2019/03/07,"Just suck it up! Yesterday around noon when I had to take my second dose of Ritalin it hit me, *I forgot my Ritalin at home!* I started to panic because yesterday I had a bunch of deadlines to meet, and I knew from experience a sans-ritalin day was going to be **tough.** During a smoke break I started telling my coworker about how I'm struggling today because I forgot my meds. Her reply? '' Just suck it up, I'm sure you'll be fine honestly these drugs make you addicted you'd be better off without them'' Gee, how did I not think about this! Thanks dude all cured! I shall go and flush down all my meds now. 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Why am I so emotional? I have been on my effective dose of adderall for 2 weeks now. Life feels so much different. Is it normal to be so emotional with happiness and hope? I can’t believe I struggled this long, it hurts too...",1.6507878787878774,4.063271200000003,4.0759090909090885,82.16719696969697,82.45454545454545,8.757575757575756,29.166666666666664,9.2995712137729,3.2173030303030306,216,11,42,7,6,75,45,55,0.092,0.667,0.24100000000000002,0.8384,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,7,9,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,3,6,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705916174005628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253671703013701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285267930441656,0.0,0.2352382374469573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065363833749945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384473836245275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396808530800845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236289426659597,0.0,0.0,0.24103224842000495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903308363289725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992543988152101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655142576995393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206033300635267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231262866743626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353800761456444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060513356114768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203166662343023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rcfan6387,2019/03/07,"Might need to Job hunt soon. 31 and looking to venture into something new but not sure where to start. So I’ve only been tested for ADHD for past 5 years. I’ve been working in a flexible schedule role which I find to be a detriment but I have bills to pay and most 9-5 do not pay where I need to be making. I’ve asked my Psychiatrist for a nuero psych test to confirm and identify anything else I should be addressing. I have ambitions to go into Grad school within the next year ideally. I need to find a job that pays well but isn’t draining me. Any adults out there who went though a similar journey or found a good job that works well for them? My BA is in psych and I’ve been in the behavioral health field for over 7 years, so I can just about apply to any job and I’m ok with that just need something that pays well while I set up for grad school. Any suggestions welcome! 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The thing is get really nervous. There is this certain gut feeling that something is gonna happen Does anyone experience the same thing? Is there a way to reduce this? 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My internal monologue today: Ok, so before I walk out the door I need that notebook, those sunglasses, my meds and my shoes. I covered the first two, and started again: Ok I need my shoes, my backpack and my meds. Once again, covered the first two, then walked out the door. Halfway down the hall I realize and go back. This happen far too often for anyone else?",1.70226666666667,4.324922426666667,2.2920000000000016,93.47266666666668,84.73333333333333,4.933333333333334,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.4056666666666673,302,10,60,3,9,93,45,75,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,15,6,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,12,2,6,6,0,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,8,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935781383499246,0.20421024126696796,0.0,0.3548451790753105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325227903554647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959280914812974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664927063884384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33905533049920666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265378245741336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624364512181964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44276306585632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955624058297597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225198581630045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106821782565973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891664803095945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893816013954929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Feefers75878,2019/03/07,"Help with how to focus I'm currently going through the process of getting g a diagnosis but I've struggled with ADD symptoms all of my life but I can hide it relatively well. Now and again it gets pretty bad and it lets me down, particularly at work. This week I have had real difficulty focusing. No amount of coffee or fresh air is making a difference and I'm procrastinating all of the time. Does anyone have any advice on how I can try and snap out of this? It's been nearly a whole week already...",3.5657999999999994,5.234020579999998,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,73.2,8.200000000000001,26.5,8.841846274778883,1.9955000000000005,398,14,79,8,8,136,73,100,0.147,0.7440000000000001,0.109,-0.6187,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,3,2,17,14,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,14,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,54,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185269103647437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24677930384740926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207485949996613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563660524390679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672022441474065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336438951514804,0.0,0.0,0.19569856407809555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336730321633029,0.0,0.12709307207823298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989328332744836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286750082728137,0.15795522667236284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927357468805272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751029757324515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545378750868761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337847725292577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243534837716465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039941461998988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182888339745326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587621412874661,0.0,0.20106862824974767,0.0,0.0,0.24967292364120885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280400901685102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Rickfour,2019/03/07,"Left keys in car (Sorry for any mistakes) I was checking the oil in the the car one morning and so I unlocked the doors and through the keys on the seat then flipped the cars hood open. When I was done I closed the hood and walked inside, the next morning I wake up and check my phone, my dad sent me a video and it was my car with the door OPEN and keys still on The seat?!?!I’m mean just WTF?!?!???",0.5456894243641237,2.6684596867469916,0.8018473895582332,105.7395046854083,84.66265060240964,3.6888888888888887,18.86077643908969,3.1291,-1.0771408299866136,306,8,76,0,9,90,51,83,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,12,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,6,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,1,0,1,5,1,9,0,8,1,0,19,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070095177726315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772664384735937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005493856226203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015780313094263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39207332586497307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498130686187681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126838805766968,0.0,0.0,0.2944117766513822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,reg42751,2019/03/07,"Are there US pharmacies with full mobile integration for C2 escripts? I don't know if this is a class 2 issue, but my current pharmacy at a major retailer does everything over the phone or in person. Because I forget to mention I have escript, every interaction has to be repeated twice, with pharmacist playing dumb every step of the way until I confirm the exact medication, and they need another 30 minutes, or days to prepare the prescription. It has become a huge hassle every 30 days. &#x200B; I've seen that c2 medication has a whole different process than picking up regular medications, so are there US pharmacies that notify you when c2 prescription was received, and ready for pickup without you having to call in? &#x200B;",11.105564102564099,9.926173453846154,10.923076923076923,55.34025641025642,56.769230769230774,14.205128205128204,46.282051282051285,13.023866798666859,6.506589743589744,599,32,84,18,6,199,95,130,0.052000000000000005,0.88,0.068,0.2406,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,8,0,11,3,0,1,1,14,14,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,10,1,17,11,3,16,0,0,1,0,11,7,1,3,6,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022878005011925,0.3390059125913204,0.0,0.1462737600412684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503549077365356,0.15406241570855994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244105267025392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992681019853213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574367080166964,0.0,0.0,0.12207392399816655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35259428845834273,0.0,0.12537004532472473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559762277210758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766633750372629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42158275146147994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343454555875192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218025608633026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355931190559056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072546295345193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574234613604107,0.0,0.1344692039128348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390059125913204,0.0 adhd,TriciaC823,2019/03/07,"I got diagnosed at 29 years old... I feel hopeful for the first time in a long time I don’t have time to share bits of my life story unfortunately, but I needed to share this with people who understand. I finally understand what is “wrong” with me! 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About an hour after taking a 36mg, I feel as if I'm the king of the world, ideas rush into my mind. I'm gonna follow the most interesting one today. Two hours later. the depression kicks in. Or perhaps punchs me in the face. Nothing is worth following. Nothings interesting. Hey, let's compare my mood, how good it was in the morning, how bad it is right now. Just imagine, if I could stay as a good as I was in the morning, imagine the things I could accomplish. Probably this depressed mood is real me. I'll acconplish nothing. This is true life. Maybe I should commit suicide, a life like this is not worth living. I guess I'll go back to Ritalin. It doesn't make me that productive, but at least it doesnt remind you everyday how much you suck.",1.6612222222222215,3.9978440764705887,3.225098039215688,88.76183006535948,81.76470588235293,6.130718954248366,23.562091503267972,7.3871296695380915,1.0958758169934644,663,24,134,10,18,218,105,170,0.12,0.8009999999999999,0.079,-0.7899,0,0,0,0,0,2,28.0,0,2,0,3,7,12,1,0,14,0,16,4,1,4,2,24,27,11,2,5,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,4,0,2,4,3,4,0,2,2,1,14,6,15,18,3,25,0,2,0,0,3,10,1,5,11,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146536827136845,0.12449768629642705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380987897851721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568503930608589,0.0,0.15474898993479672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539271866390226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847406512478244,0.25012688961989,0.0,0.0,0.16425760298615094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367970385040154,0.0,0.0,0.16832307158994547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049429651556706,0.21063663907619426,0.07284589662099362,0.0,0.13166375748732675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952973617137713,0.0,0.14979750485880558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055504376867682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961042244989302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292150796330791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103841273919123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076200922118294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971582281701308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273361229781531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589276731270393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309829297770884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121095197418574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990597227633239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133551265264027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565536924442782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,giannipapari,2019/03/07,"Headache-like reaction to unpleasant tasks Hi everyone! As many others here I have been struggling with the classic combo of ADHD+Depression. I have been recently trying to force myself to do 'boring but necessary tasks' such as upgrading my CV, applying for jobs etc but I notice that the more 'unnecessary' (aka the less probable of providing instant/long term gratification) my brain deems a task, the more vehemently it resists it and the most extreme reaction is a constant headache/brain-fog like feeling which makes these tasks almost unbearable. Of course, the minute I stop it and switch to ""cat videos and r/aww"" my brain clears up immediately and it's go-time! Does anyone have experience with this headache-like reaction? Any tips or techniques? Thanks in advance!",6.819740259740263,9.471425300751882,6.337484620642518,71.1612235133288,66.66917293233082,10.249897470950105,34.6473000683527,10.436869588844218,4.281487218045113,627,30,98,18,11,194,94,133,0.064,0.848,0.08800000000000001,0.6293,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,8,0,7,2,2,1,1,15,10,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,2,14,8,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586445776339186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986025377550385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221455657800004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559222482108826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015351685344562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941019228858984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470366442641711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571838495215441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003201827868697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163152505917795,0.0,0.17569967092775485,0.0,0.0,0.0908196379174862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208035205002174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782419330740258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877516830821079,0.0,0.0,0.15895519295981891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989559152793038,0.18210321707484892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449488792262205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936572619624341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734989539683574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501676659408552,0.0,0.18777445138025084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536699341188255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194799932944712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,emcom90,2019/03/07,"Have you ever been diagnosed by one doctor, and the. After a change of insurance your new doctor was trying to un-diagnose you? So I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. I recently (due to changes in health care provided by my work) had to change to a different health care provider. Even though I’ve been diagnosed before seeing this new provider and have been receiving treatment since my diagnosis, my new provider is trying to in-diagnose me (I know they are completely wrong , and my life has changed in vet positive ways ever since my treatment began). If anyone else has experienced this, what did you do? How did you feel? Was it difficult to start getting treatment again ( if you did get to continue treatment)? 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Took 18mg Concerta today, feeling weird. So for the past month or so I have been going to a psichiatrist, and after many different tests I finally was diagnosed with combined type of ADHD and prescribed Concerta. I'm on titration so I took 18mg today, and the effects are, well, weird. It's about 2.5h from when I took the pill, and I feel a bit agitated, like I'm full of adrenaline, my vision is a bit blurry. Had a hearty keto breakfast, and feeling a bit nauseated. Almost no noticeable effects on focus tho. Has anyone also experienced this? Does this go away? Thanks for the answers",3.707344497607657,6.2562833070175445,5.427256778309413,74.61064593301434,75.57894736842105,8.706858054226478,29.661881977671452,9.339509955726095,3.27262456140351,483,22,80,13,11,164,78,114,0.08800000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4859,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,9,0,7,4,0,2,0,14,18,12,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,6,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,6,4,6,3,12,12,4,17,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,9,52,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637966492270366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469611608253176,0.0,0.0,0.1173656921173268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261955469816636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788793423046042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806789904934826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979211223925086,0.0,0.15333528028875085,0.0,0.0,0.1284326053354222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262216027029644,0.0,0.0,0.16077083532540434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668167004084531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170060610621884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879385305854315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714420162194272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708975708142149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010114286359024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511893152523066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27822684300949285,0.0,0.4891746703670928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195685874848487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kctmo,2019/03/07,"Feeling down about impulsivity/loudness I was wondering what other people do to avoid feeling bad about lack of self-control? For example, I just know I can be loud and obnoxious at times and I realise when I’m doing it but it’s like I can’t stop. It makes me feel so shit. 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Woohoo! 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So long story short, 32 M, went to GP with a major depressive episode last year. Mentioned off the cuff that I had always been told I’m eccentric / off the wall as a child, GP noted this in referral letter to the psych. I was also trialled on reboxetine for 6 months which did nothing for depression but definitely made me complete tasks and people noted how I was less of a fidgety irritating asshole. Had my first psych appointment yesterday (took 10 months after first referral) and was surprised how the whole appointment was geared towards ADHD, not the depression I was seeking help for. The psych guy was nice and said I needed to come back in 2 weeks for an hour long adhd questionnaire and he’s asked me to get family members to contact him to corroborate my history (they are all more than willing to back up what an erratic asshole I’ve been over the years) Does anybody know which specific questionnaire this is? Googling brings up so many things, and it looks like the NHS basically piggy backs off american tests, but I just want a heads up as to what sort of questions I’ll be asked as I’m not good with surprises. 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But recently I decided I need to grab my shit by the horns and get it all together. I’ve started taking all my meds regularly and slowly starting to get stuff done. Over the past 2 days I made 75 notecards, ordered into 5 color coded categories, and they look so nice that I actually am studying cuz I can’t stop looking at them. It was fucking awesome. I felt so god damn smart and organized. I hope I actually ace this exam tomorrow! 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Do you guys have any strategy or system to read efficiently? I used to read much more than today, and I really enjoy it up until the present day. However, due to the work I have from University, plus the housework and other such a things, I have, to some extent, lost the habit. Normally I spent one hour or so reading before going to bed, but now I get more tired. I always think about reading at other times of the day, but well, you know, my brain always finds something else to do. So, back to my original question, do you know/have any system to get to actually read? Thanks in advance, you are amazing. =]",5.4391917293233085,5.585238736842109,6.153900375939852,80.55310620300754,67.64661654135338,9.056015037593985,28.655075187969928,8.841846274778883,2.047331578947368,524,16,105,8,8,172,84,133,0.042,0.8,0.158,0.9483,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,4,8,5,0,0,7,0,8,2,1,2,0,15,18,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,4,6,1,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,14,4,21,15,5,21,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,12,73,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.11830911583489866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175658563316698,0.0,0.0,0.16488964870711478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322321198887404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316314053207436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533977811806086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637473546710393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127735104448728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080775894891444,0.10312351356208524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002284949871312,0.0,0.0689013689606352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200429729674957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939330966474075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325657225001108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323437155968306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912261173287911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878580857923632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215283754405522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460746688068227,0.0,0.1161108386264689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581237419951211,0.0,0.7276144994103966,0.0,0.07766706218268156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333360754599583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161807339182883,0.0,0.0,0.08054399401880034,0.07768330969920731,0.0,0.0,0.07069384689554267,0.13934326350985324,0.11491781289290134,0.0,0.0,0.08231147255146777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470921588828933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900597109586588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826145210051793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iammaxhailme,2019/03/07,"Too bored to sleep I hate this... I want to go to sleep but when I stop reading things on my laptop, or playing games, or reading a book, what is there to do? Stare out the window? I can't take doing NOTHING and being so bored for more than like 5 minutes, so I end up just picking up the phone again I'm not on any meds anymore... maybe I should start again",-0.28896198830409503,1.8164828815789456,1.2112280701754408,101.41915204678362,88.60526315789473,3.3777777777777787,17.654970760233926,3.1291,-1.0651941520467836,273,7,65,0,9,87,58,76,0.128,0.779,0.09300000000000001,-0.4004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,11,12,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,11,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,7,44,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625910995592756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711551499056865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176498953452894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358817782473162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360543453339091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680851899441715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402005535418643,0.0,0.2655778691434467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941570313772935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478314405794084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785303416310884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169230902860176,0.0,0.0,0.1998920367485939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797678053762572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884243375002596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102295180458502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ShaSeng,2019/03/07,"Every time I try to work I get nervous, sad, or lonely. Is it really just reward withdrawal? This feels like something I should already *know,* but I'm uncertain, so I want to ask. Whenever I'm at home and trying to get work done, it's...not just that I'm avoiding my work. Like yeah, I do that. That's not surprising to me, or you. It's that when I actually begin working, I get this creeping feeling that something's *wrong.* That's...unexpected and troubling. Maybe some of you have felt that way? I guess it could be a kind of anxiety stemming from learned helplessness, or something? Like this feeling that no matter what I do things are gonna go wrong? Rationally I know that's not true, but emotions aren't rational. I'm not sure that's it, though. My irrelevant origin story is, back in high school I graduated I think fourth or fifth in my class, took 11 Advanced Placement exams, and started college at my state's university in the honor's program with I think 37 credit hours already completed. I ended up having to drop out because I didn't have the ADHD-management skills I needed to succeed, badly compounded by a depression that formed in high school because I was so burnt out from all the work I'd done (see above). That was eight years ago. I've accomplished some things since then, but now? (Excuse my rambling, we're all awful storytellers.) Last spring I enrolled in a tech school to get IT certifications. I'd been going to school for computer science, so getting some hardware skills to get a better job than cashier seemed wise, and relevant to my education. But the teacher was garbage. Read from the book (slowly and incorrectly), admitted he only worked there to go home every day at 4 PM, shouted angrily at us over absurd things like not mopping properly... He *passed out the answers to the tests with the tests.* I left because I'm not wasting my Pell Grant money on such awful instruction. I figured I could do a better job at home alone studying online. There are tons of excellent free resources for IT training online. You can see where this is going. That was nine months ago and *I haven't studied at all.* Thinking about it makes me sick. My $380 exam vouchers expire May 11th. **Rambling aside: why do I feel ""unsafe"" or ""alone"" whenever I try to get my life back on track? How can I work through such a distracting feeling?**",2.9467212098082243,5.589422118834083,3.853003530197501,84.34006917278887,78.93273542600897,6.6656998378017365,26.75393569315905,7.8428983058341695,1.8536840568648032,1859,77,339,32,47,595,240,446,0.147,0.713,0.14,-0.7678,2,5,3,0,0,0,86.0,1,3,0,17,17,29,0,4,14,3,29,2,0,3,5,64,69,22,0,5,16,0,6,4,0,3,2,1,4,0,27,11,0,1,16,2,3,7,9,12,0,2,10,9,40,18,45,53,8,50,0,4,2,0,9,22,0,12,22,203,67,31,0.0,0.0,0.0738515195169785,0.0,0.0909511217122685,0.0,0.13416924831858448,0.0,0.0,0.15676067267640986,0.16702671140931274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789401803534129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074939267278606,0.0,0.0,0.11638453742211,0.06318857487515846,0.13839914632628816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386336586891262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934770407122227,0.0,0.0,0.12084660890968495,0.0,0.0,0.04880651734574375,0.0,0.06518197557100203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489122301137176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851283803589394,0.06702888835359534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752518083446554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132718808094287,0.05406489677692755,0.07266344470186473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767730746577167,0.0,0.1720398553783088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336864847746431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991745755074369,0.2277357970950725,0.0,0.07452830051749336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501989157197419,0.0,0.0,0.07880774708310384,0.08318209697400515,0.061688262168178826,0.0,0.0,0.08222515692962144,0.0,0.05345412206306923,0.14789121083018264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051613707419012,0.0,0.07602945189957477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040603685392532,0.0,0.0,0.05611481620101029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057557081125363216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569920545969268,0.0,0.04848172956186308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063636428989124,0.12061229248513698,0.06889506960290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260222395938725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478354116580813,0.0,0.0,0.05356579158210336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132630337179915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083274786422365,0.14547561500841322,0.0743539637797209,0.0,0.04412887356053101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408184885828336,0.15414266124908793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103218896751122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044637273198848144,0.06007024992317954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828827889107111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856650955828431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548561266263215,0.0,0.0487346181403064 adhd,Nadeem26987,2019/03/07,"Reclaim Your Focus, Confidence, Memory and Joy. If you are feeling low it means you are not eating what you need like vitamin B12 and many more, you are not doing what you use to be like exercise, walk and many more and you are not getting what you deserve like proper sleep, rest and many more.",7.405789473684213,6.780306421052632,6.93228070175439,79.20263157894739,63.73684210526316,10.40701754385965,31.280701754385966,9.725611199111238,2.670922807017543,234,7,45,4,3,73,35,57,0.03,0.706,0.264,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,8,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,0,13,11,6,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,10,3,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522245094899766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463458009741245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878274230589087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612729941860062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7497175230471329,0.0,0.2685038132285519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277189521798587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667163379607399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128913444204211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,LolaAmor,2019/03/07,Back on it... I’ve been unmedicated for the last 5 years. I finally found a dr who would prescribe me Adderall (20 mg) and I started back on it today. I feel human again for the first time in years. I’m so excited! I just had to share my excitement!,0.11294871794871494,2.2693500384615426,2.9938461538461536,89.03448717948721,87.07692307692307,6.5435897435897425,22.128205128205128,7.793537801064563,1.104451282051282,190,7,43,4,6,67,41,52,0.0,0.818,0.182,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,3,6,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,11,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788641988665202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744314953020455,0.0,0.0,0.3411017120061273,0.0,0.26485977930100885,0.0,0.3414122402996745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538163651026459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203964585053371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156825771282545,0.0,0.2951519542848383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119551024559733,0.0,0.0,0.4010371891273272 adhd,sampson158,2019/03/07,"My son (12 ADHD diagnosis) was denied for a 504 plan, we are planning to appeal, any advice, thoughts, reccomendations My son is 12, and is on vyvanse and intuniv, I was diagnosed with ADD when I was a kid, and due my experinces, plus my wife is a Sped teacher, we are very well informed about ADHD and how to help him with the coping techniques. During his evaluation he WAS on his medication, as my wife and I discussed this and we did not want to take him off his medication during the evaluation. He scored almost no distractions observed during the evaluation period. because of this and he has great test scores, they have denied our request for a 504 plan. My understanding is that based on the [DOE's dear colleague letter](https://www2.ed.gov/about/offices/list/ocr/letters/colleague-201607-504-adhd.pdf), The School district >must interpret the term disability broadly and cannot consider the positive effects of mitigating measures in evaluating for disability. and >if a student requires medication to address an impairment, the ameliorative effects of the medication cannot be considered when evaluating the student for a disability and in the [know your rights letter,](https://www2.ed.gov/about/offices/list/ocr/docs/dcl-know-rights-201607-504.pdf) it VERY clearly states, >When conducting the disability evaluation, your school district cannot consider the positive effects of mitigating measures in determining if a student has a disability. For example, if your daughter uses medication to address ADHD, the school district cannot consider the positive effects of that medication as a basis to determine she does not have a disability. We are understandably upset about this, and according to what I am reading if they deny our appeal this could constitute a denial of F.A.P.E. under the ADA according to these guidelines. I have already contacted CHADD and they sent me an email recommending I contact this website https://familiestogetherinc.org/ I am reaching out to them, but... Has anyone dealt with this before, and what help or advice can you offer? Anything you might have is helpful here I am wanting to speak to an advocate for kids with ADHD, or something along those lines, does anyone out there know what to do next?",12.792566844919785,11.844814941176471,11.352566844919787,52.85473262032085,53.33155080213904,14.36149732620321,48.73796791443849,13.120403394923596,6.7583732620320855,1844,100,252,52,17,582,186,374,0.068,0.8690000000000001,0.063,0.1917,0,0,1,0,0,0,92.0,6,5,4,8,8,5,0,2,30,0,32,7,0,6,1,54,42,25,0,6,8,5,0,0,0,1,7,1,2,2,14,26,0,1,11,1,0,1,7,2,1,0,7,1,36,3,44,32,1,21,0,0,0,0,43,12,0,7,7,184,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387410490481203,0.17522018105802625,0.0,0.0,0.08977680050255024,0.0,0.09893681796293087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096865683837771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537809633592234,0.0,0.07377864666787608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465301939142631,0.0,0.07629002988103259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158243640345283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099821007238663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537378833567166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988452497860796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802821094219908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781657227132264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419095034576743,0.0,0.09511007153712804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953493949292255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967953026567863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656510924032878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722077538873825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902100567958946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740960400835196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117626842113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666859227802307,0.0,0.07743336590701655,0.0,0.14794997157527245,0.10576200023512687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061085334571645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sageicedragonx,2019/03/07,"Issue with adderall xr dosage and side effects So I started taking adderall XR a month ago, yay. I Started off with 15 mg and while that was great and my symptoms significantly improved, I had one major nasty side effect. Dry eyes. Major dry eyes. I started drinking 3.5 liters of water a day to counter the effect, carry eye drops wherever I went and stopped drinking coffee. It helped, but I still woke up with dry eyes and it was a constant daily distraction of feeling bad about my eyes. I was afraid to cry because I would lose water and I'm very much a crier (augh) so this is a problem. I asked my psychiatrist to put me on a lower dosage. 10 mg. While the symptoms definitely alleviated to manageable and getting back to business (minus the coffee), my focus level has gone noticeably down and distraction has gone up. I couldn't concentrate for thr life of me today when I was being taught a new task. It's not as bad without the meds ...but it certainly is noticeable compared to before on 15mg. I dont know what to do. I'm seeing my psych on Friday. Any suggestions what I should discuss with him other then the symptoms I'm having? I've also been noticing a pain in my neck that hasn't particularly gone away but has appeared consistently after starting this medication. Not sure if it's related but I do believe since I'm naturally prone to stress, that it collects in my neck area. I'm wondering if the medication makes that worse? I've been using advil, gentle stretches so far. What do you think?",3.6050198255352894,5.822672876288659,4.873281786941579,80.05831284694689,74.53264604810997,7.226063970393866,28.030795664816278,8.139509932561175,2.0717490351572825,1201,49,217,20,26,397,165,291,0.16399999999999998,0.773,0.063,-0.9869,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,4,8,13,0,4,14,1,22,19,7,5,2,38,48,23,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,16,12,4,1,7,2,0,6,6,9,0,1,13,7,25,4,30,31,3,41,0,1,6,0,6,16,0,4,18,135,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015723289752517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163325845333073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792145321849905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712112764164744,0.0,0.1076559979921962,0.08810847992977539,0.19134669963885906,0.06984970498936881,0.0,0.09750304997158526,0.1290975990141625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382523923148996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586579607191514,0.07389758380708672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429229083015326,0.22449855869194849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793741362707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986572107976099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263299194452419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680363804360175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959654616277073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297269623686656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093448743755488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819085112366602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648610628383197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727765272775762,0.2308638471637181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914603297597548,0.0,0.08423286088976117,0.0,0.0,0.1106665149429943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913659593190207,0.0,0.0,0.0776454863922557,0.0,0.1219260868702217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964198150622316,0.0,0.11518916548469167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913090861303028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947855602721521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244142616929926,0.0,0.0915074048131175,0.09579785137363916,0.1312562653287604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799462382715723,0.3572918005865552,0.08615335448734987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342118113596016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086127971224195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896429923114998,0.0,0.09454429035021868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622106664647264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110455459691154,0.1242621043818849,0.0,0.0,0.11677149055971302,0.08139760801146509,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pavonismonsbyballoon,2019/03/07,"Telling your boss you have ADHD Have you ever done it? Why did you do it? What was the reaction like? What is your work environment like? &#x200B; Thanks in advance. 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The problem is I need to get focused and stay on track, lose weight, study asvab, etc. But i cant do that unlesssss, you get the point. I dont want to lie and then get kicked out, is there any way around this problem? Ive been struggling with this all my life without knowing it, and finally i figure out the problem and i cant fix it without ruining my future, WHYYY P.S. ive considered taking other over the counter stimulants or having my wife get them for me but im 90 percent sure that is illegal *cough* ",1.6983154819863664,3.0513487341772176,3.1905063291139264,93.83555501460566,77.48101265822784,6.380525803310612,23.54625121713729,7.010146845296331,0.5962370009737095,572,18,134,6,13,188,94,158,0.153,0.763,0.084,-0.9082,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,3,1,5,7,0,1,6,0,16,4,0,1,2,35,30,15,1,8,9,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,24,1,16,27,3,14,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,4,4,87,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808186773789031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835208950063035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797924743514056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31162861326521657,0.0,0.154177710052143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827239233989722,0.08781103583070225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563826060584525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472997505456821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872137518100356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219194570446558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359485475819529,0.09390524924991904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487350350567785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767548521965165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197158819510755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567902680125748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816404326847969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170509768061512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389863304791595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253021102526281,0.0,0.19992100976961813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306209368328224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568325922789981,0.10552809725105072,0.0,0.16189509777447555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563146515585214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,BrilliantStill,2019/03/07,"Happy/sad on meds I don’t know if this happens to anyone else but I just started medication and when I started meds I had this moment where I was so happy/relieved to organize my thoughts, return calls and program software and complete paperwork...but a part of me thought “why can’t it be like this all the time?” and for a nano second I was really sad...sad that it took so long to get straightened out and sad for my overall mental chemistry to not be able to do all this important stuff on my own. Then my phone rang...or a bird flew by - who knows...I moved along but that little sad feeling stayed with me. 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After twenty years convinced I had undiagnosed ADHD and the last five years slowly becoming more and more anxious and depressed, I finally decided to do something about it. A week or two ago, I met with a counselor who said I clearly had Inattentive ADHD and generalized anxiety disorder. She referred me to a psychiatrist, who I met with this morning. The psychiatrist reached the same conclusion and put me on 10mg Adderall XR and 5mg Lexapro. She said the low dose Lexapro will help with the anxiety and the symptoms of depression I’ve been dealing with, but she thinks once I have better tools to manage my ADHD, the anxiety and depression will likely dissipate significantly. Obviously, it’s only the first day, and it will take a couple weeks for the Lexapro to take effect, but the Adderall kicked in so fast, it was like a switch being turned on that made everything come to life and at the same time turned off static I didn’t even fully realize was there. I had such a productive day, it was incredible. My anxiety was improved. I felt like I had energy. I kept asking myself, “Is this what it’s normally like for people without ADHD? This is amazing!” I can’t believe I waited this long to get help with a problem that I now know has been causing me a great deal of difficulty since I was a kid. I hope this first day is a sign of things to come.",5.722668318876496,6.787974750929369,6.6442812887236675,74.04408405617514,67.28996282527879,10.141346551011976,33.531805039239984,10.25414643259724,3.6052352746798846,1124,50,201,28,18,374,149,269,0.1,0.7390000000000001,0.161,0.9697,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,7,14,0,0,21,0,24,4,0,3,2,43,44,16,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,3,4,2,0,1,17,18,0,2,8,0,0,3,3,5,0,4,20,3,27,9,25,20,4,29,0,4,0,0,15,6,0,2,24,142,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638578503491886,0.0,0.08553421048630958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952640302656995,0.10900833467684318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020686216089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656767662287113,0.0,0.10871328164627432,0.0,0.08533920742739569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912371848282917,0.0,0.16623838407768746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676640601549084,0.0,0.18668779828781296,0.1989577381349203,0.2493248887479076,0.09793720513867632,0.0,0.0,0.11058802938935118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373196243703033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672066049927347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926473160083839,0.10570211439278873,0.0,0.1641518509248708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041301345958714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638261453255288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935291744932614,0.0,0.0,0.09583818746622257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302940189672097,0.07865374319305607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815505319142695,0.18856419208949007,0.0,0.0,0.08539225826259006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130292949392728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718070215040527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454153407093607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276068004277156,0.0,0.07338640640312044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668953051567711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232967697899648,0.0,0.09700096892245696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952740693057958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357170750391025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981906238810793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742841467622552,0.0,0.0,0.06829743401662602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029198695066226,0.1450997379142131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410490315144211,0.061828086692457526,0.0,0.0,0.05626517860020493,0.0,0.0914629992666548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991086720982025,0.0942585248417293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547998970191451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301470817792516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427518639993725 adhd,CoffeeBrainBrian,2019/03/07,"How do I convince my religious parents I NEED professional help, not prayer? I’m losing it. My severe ADHD/ADD is crippling, my depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts nearly unbearable. I don’t know if I can make it or if it’s worth it to live with this. I’ll listen to any and all advice. Thank you for you time.",1.6857142857142868,4.151131539682538,3.8406349206349217,83.55714285714289,82.80952380952381,7.409523809523812,24.87301587301588,8.418075326091056,2.03995873015873,249,10,48,6,7,85,48,63,0.182,0.654,0.16399999999999998,-0.4966,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,11,6,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,2,5,10,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,31,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272075748163109,0.2660525432588239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514837860546604,0.0,0.20828067736915548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449997918438684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249234924943647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496287880049751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24041347978627095,0.0,0.0,0.3045929876467803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173786523959307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018797852596341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023161716834496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075800295070894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978118573423362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506634646092409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216146646108589,0.15875891825498226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,0Dark_Hurt_Me,2019/03/07,"New here & just had some questions I've been researching ADD, & feel some symptoms apply to me.. but not completely sure, when I try to sit & study I find my brain is not all there, that even if there isn't a distraction from say.. a phone, or tv etc.. my brain will stay focused for a certain amount of time & then drift, maybe it's normal for some studying.. but just wondering if anyone has some similar experience.",11.300080321285146,6.720021819277111,9.9855421686747,72.7485140562249,59.722891566265055,13.958232931726911,40.91967871485944,11.20814326018867,4.1501437751004016,333,11,69,6,3,104,63,83,0.034,0.86,0.107,0.7234,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,6,3,2,0,3,22,8,7,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,6,5,7,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,4,43,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.694390945855795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202918365418604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577158483401219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798707340245264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868706903663467,0.10582345353739216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567253922795421,0.0,0.0,0.08101178166211084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464376994193885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096199967598346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547409693428164,0.0,0.0,0.15698106971042247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948248226580082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741295890322912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707726446744987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100496101675626,0.16652938361552025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342526552912626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877850784633317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737511883746941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smxlxk5,2019/03/07,"Effects of taking Concerta and smoking weed ?? My doctor thinks I have mild adhd and just prescribed me Concerta (18mg) because I have a lot of trouble focusing and remembering things (mostly in terms of school) and I do have a history with anxiety and depression which I was on antidepressants for a couple of years ago. The antidepressants I took were Sertraline and I smoked weed almost daily with it and was fine. I eventually found just smoking weed did more for me than those pills ever did which is why I stopped them. Now, my concern is that concentra apparently causes insomnia and obviously it's an ""upper"" whereas smoking weed (I also eat sativa edibles sometimes or smoke sativa distillate from a vape often) usually helps me sleep as I already have sleeping problems. Does anyone know if there is actually any danger in combining concentra (taken early morning) and smoking weed (usually late evening or night time) and has anyone done it who can share their experience with me?",11.073103448275866,9.838866741379313,10.660316091954028,57.37254310344832,56.8735632183908,13.987356321839082,44.73850574712644,12.815532586354998,6.102174712643678,799,40,117,23,8,262,117,174,0.096,0.867,0.038,-0.8762,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,8,6,1,0,6,0,16,6,2,2,2,32,22,15,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,13,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,9,0,18,2,15,13,4,17,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,7,12,88,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.1517276935037802,0.0,0.18685876755469472,0.0,0.13782513020490145,0.0,0.15569244562438986,0.0,0.17157790280693067,0.12433864522794258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057328757147183,0.0,0.11894306145114746,0.0,0.0,0.217432814903173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947801904520606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972251720820638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203752424826166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339161452071977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591420902423062,0.13606306802619614,0.1591117431652312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909657712267858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269418483150106,0.1406420832100041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209091996660076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704776395006614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042160942883244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544866644058689,0.0,0.17539011003376034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218496628470566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590902629871094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487749717809516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761304367977163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735576334276066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31118793878969797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537753595334106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998964848131658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690287521812336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329512102101253,0.09962638399604824,0.0,0.0,0.09066261934827224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274587004087066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424822137171531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402980347222653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012510578765008 adhd,rosale1030,2019/03/07,"What is the consensus on aurobindo and epic adderall? Recently, my local (Raleigh, North Carolina) pharmacies have been trying to give me Aurobindo or Epic adderall. I've been on adderall long enough to be weary of manufacturers I am not familiar with, but a couple months ago, I gave in and let them fill my Rx using Epic. It was trash. Literally felt like I took melatonin or something. I literally blew through my 30 day supply in like 12 days and it totally screwed me as I am used to taking 30mg IR 2x daily. But that stuff did NOTHING for me and really screwed me over. Yesterday, CVS here tried to give me Aurobindo and I didn't take it because I did not want the same thing happening again. I usually get TEVA, Barr, Corepharma, etc and all of those are great for me. But I've never gotten Aurobindo. I wanted to see what the general thoughts on Aurobindo are before I let them fill my Rx with that stuff. From what I've read so far, it's not very good. Of course, there are a few people who like it, but most of the posts I've come across are from a year or so ago and it seems like these manufacturers just do whatever they want and change stuff up pretty frequently. 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Some of it treads way to close to home. https://youtu.be/0Qe_xp-PLIw",5.8516260162601625,7.5614310731707315,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,67.53658536585365,9.369105691056909,28.300813008130078,9.725611199111238,2.484213008130081,178,6,34,4,3,54,34,41,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,8,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277293348198927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5993442819507954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967316316679062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tiller921,2019/03/07,"I got diagnosed! Honestly it feels like a huge weight has been lifted. What’s my next step? Sorry if this is a stupid question, obviously new to this. Just received my diagnosis in the mail, do I need to set up an appointment with my primary physician now? 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I had ADHD growing up and i was taken off of Ritalin around 12 years old because it was giving me bad chest pains. throughout the years i always knew it was still there and effecting everything in my life. I couldn't sit still, i would talk for hours and never shut up, when online and gaming with my friends while everyone was quiet i would become a human jukebox and start singing the most random songs to break up the silence. i couldn't get anything finished that i set my mind too. Someone could be talking to me about something and i would feel like i'm paying attention when at that moment im thinking about tomorrows weather and just something not important at all. i could hold conversations for hours but never pay attention to the other person and think of what i was going to say after they were done speaking. The last few years it has gotten so much worse to where it takes a toll on my moods and patience. someone would literally be asking me a question and i would out of no where give them a attitude for no reason because i was concentrated in something else and if i broke concentrating so hard i knew i would not get something done or get distracted after the disruption. i am a father and realized it was getting worse when my daughter was crying because she got a boo boo and the sound of the crying was just getting under my skin. instead of being there for her more i said stop crying you'll be fine and acted like i did not care. THIS was my wake up call. This was a person I DID NOT want to be and knew i was not. After one week of being on my meds (Adderall XR) I HAVE NOTICE SUCH A WORLD OF DIFFERENCE. its the little things. I am finishing cleaning without being distracted, I actually proof read whatever i text now instead of just clicking send and having my texts look finally professional and not like a 13 year old sent it, im playing with my daughter now more than i ever have and more patience with her tantrums. My depression has literally vanished along with the anxiety (Never took a depression or anxiety med in my life btw). i feel so much happier. I have stopped over eating, i no longer interrupt someone when they are speaking, the list goes on for miles. For years i never went for help because when i was a kid so many other kids picked on me for my ADHD and having to take my meds before lunch at the nurses office. I thought later on in life that i did not need the meds and that i could take care of it on my own. I was wrong. Basically what i am saying is sometimes we cant fix things on our own and that ITS OKAY TO ASK FOR HELP! Go to a doctor (do your reviews first) and tell them whats going on. Don't be afraid to ask for help if you feel like you failed yourself. Your actually winning by asking for help. Don't be ashamed of whatever meds you have to take and don't be ashamed that you have ADHD. Take it head on and come out as the victor. &#x200B; TLDR - If you have hit every dead end with dealing with your ADHD on your own, Don't ever hesitate to ask a professional for help!",4.689089026915114,5.575502536231884,5.529729698642742,81.75213768115945,69.53140096618358,8.297538532321141,28.79537612146308,8.491030156203081,2.034321187025535,2469,87,481,37,42,808,272,621,0.149,0.7490000000000001,0.102,-0.9889,0,0,4,0,0,0,47.0,2,10,4,6,31,27,1,5,27,1,66,12,4,3,9,99,112,42,1,16,17,3,5,4,1,7,6,8,1,5,25,37,2,3,16,5,2,10,22,13,0,2,32,15,76,13,80,57,11,92,0,4,2,0,56,33,0,8,50,360,101,8,0.0,0.0,0.1081411672998226,0.0,0.26636040892650165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610420872226947,0.060034953832409636,0.06732724336738005,0.0,0.0,0.08477451420047552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045596373552797685,0.04932520320077809,0.2589967667364532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046263680772613634,0.13510573047932045,0.061194199693390613,0.047148448201669885,0.0,0.0,0.04900420715249931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056578148418297086,0.0,0.11298506719779212,0.0,0.0,0.04772941099183784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271724235187216,0.0,0.1825905026003204,0.0,0.05712360419125749,0.09544630863737537,0.0,0.0,0.057889961377449825,0.0,0.05671282218795451,0.0,0.11340401504600067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056696602861837024,0.04628658952311298,0.0,0.04907537635499045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036014881584253,0.046683947756787775,0.05294507914029866,0.049797476911459165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404842144314639,0.07916751186219284,0.0,0.1213943383425086,0.0,0.047130337565135495,0.0,0.0,0.042808374981936216,0.0,0.1736915419696488,0.1063055290582464,0.0944695733973309,0.0,0.04431514110923213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049635022892895016,0.0,0.05686498059491483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283440473219188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913218126785873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970111157194566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045165222890442135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740972686875888,0.10827893777380768,0.05553375052155343,0.0,0.0,0.04652908211294857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056175398059339736,0.0,0.0,0.3077310821873586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559466660853185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146306561070131,0.041084609812240484,0.1709374260721225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308280498653507,0.1162835429113956,0.0,0.03754615054939918,0.0,0.05895842020232433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676091600089287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062070063562097995,0.0,0.05542337175742375,0.0,0.0,0.05696904028479186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527060553586287,0.08812593137692891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084201525372214,0.17062430391944894,0.054800302100020425,0.0,0.03921833475407322,0.0,0.08849840363266251,0.09264776916491488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083010209747635,0.0890703099463753,0.048429364126261205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362172788391086,0.07100690197287286,0.0,0.04398806253025783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061560746100637775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032681296609575965,0.0,0.04444525821947422,0.0,0.0,0.05136412102151509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053411698622327086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293174061100394,0.23616312963667144,0.0605803626036059,0.06732724336738005,0.2140870707091768 adhd,Finn697,2019/03/07,"I sometimes feel like my meds suppress my ability to feel excitement and think creatively So to start off, I was diagnosed with ADHD at 18 and have been medicated for the past three years. I currently take Adderall XR 30mg. Like many people in this sub, since being diagnosed, a lot of questions and behaviors I’ve had my entire life have been answered and dealt with. My medication usually causes no issues for me and brings out the productive side of me to it’s full extent; however, sometimes I feel as if my medication suppresses my personality. I sometimes feel as if my sense of humor, creative thinking, ability to feel excitement and general emotions are locked behind the productive, logical thinking parts of my brain. I recently had to go a week without my medication due to a conflict in my school schedule and prescription renewal, and I expected to be utterly spaced out and lethargic, but to my surprise found my inner child again, and loved it. I know that coming back to my medication can cause increased mood swings side effects, but even when I’m used to it, I feel like I don’t have the same level of excitement about things as when I’m off of it. Does anyone else feel the same way, what are some options to bring out the creative side when I feel like this? (Adjusting medication is something I plan to do once I’m done with college, but the dosage has been very helpful during school)",10.757258848022204,8.271760305343513,10.228098542678698,64.15496530187372,58.54198473282442,14.107425399028456,44.0471894517696,12.563389971838223,5.512972519083967,1128,53,195,30,11,367,147,262,0.018000000000000002,0.813,0.16899999999999998,0.9897,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,10,0,19,11,1,4,0,54,43,22,0,3,6,0,8,4,0,0,9,0,0,2,9,17,0,3,18,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,8,8,27,10,37,33,8,35,0,0,0,1,5,15,0,6,18,132,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043965632748384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425496022067849,0.09415705203872388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066140621879317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258495534677554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888024858461264,0.0,0.07915920790024493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654251545463565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041773296657181,0.09404025544421672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676628910589277,0.10336924815835896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069562926075892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717180569072705,0.19694892730342248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007578727204374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052225915813107315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159512763363521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591426543174658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050296263234195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490799408289663,0.1795805724047232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781256477241287,0.08293861822279143,0.0,0.0,0.0931668738719347,0.0,0.0,0.10207437387568942,0.5554458809868535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786493150312224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995130814136744,0.08772395658945925,0.06370826326103488,0.08023896908808137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294317410985382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907349996394978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600482762615486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601630380418163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707450839331747,0.2726588334186802,0.0,0.06504359156726193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909343099999429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105080224575129,0.1766473752394777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936757681785052,0.101209106953269,0.07582280969356138,0.0,0.07294179150433858,0.07371244191924099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885832795270205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917721933868773 adhd,kidrudyy,2019/03/07,how do i get prescribed adderall? Hey I could use adderall since im struggling in school how do i get it prescribed? ,1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,87.69565217391305,3.066666666666667,29.40579710144928,3.1291,0.6673014492753628,93,5,18,0,3,28,15,23,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31453646491544884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41164450548181536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255328525490387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986977296485815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258789369049944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118413502236325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402457139293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,pastawife,2019/03/07,"Crashing and dissociation? every day at around the same time (~6:30 pm) I start to crash from my meds. I get really moody and kind of sad, and very quiet. Something that worries me though is the dissociation, for lack of a better word. This usually only happens when I’m out of my home and there is a lot of stimuli. But basically when I am crashing outside it feels like i am not in my body. I’m not really there. Like I know I’m there but it doesn’t really feel like it, It feels like I am watching myself from a distance somehow? It’s like my brain and body are disconnected. Almost out of body, but really really unpleasant. When I talk it doesn’t feel like it’s me who’s talking. It’s like there’s a voice saying these words but I don’t really understand the words, and that voice isn’t mine. Sometimes I don’t truly hear myself. And I can’t think about anything. I know that sounds super weird but like I can’t form a proper thought and talk with someone. It’s so difficult to put into words. Basically everything feels like a really weird dream that’s not mine but is. And I also have an especially hard time processing things. Like I’ll be walking and there’s a table or something in my way and I see it and I know it’s there but my brain just doesn’t process it and I don’t realize that I have to go around the table or else I’ll crash into it. It takes me so long to actually understand what that table in front of me means, and I’ll end up walking into it. Does anyone else experience these kinds of things? Should I be worried?",1.1808111762054985,3.505895895899055,3.204115367282558,88.22244164037855,83.73186119873816,6.525065344749888,20.413609734114466,7.760100539840176,0.8651587021180713,1217,36,257,23,35,410,136,317,0.113,0.762,0.124,0.8198,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,18,19,0,0,12,0,21,5,5,0,0,59,44,30,0,2,13,0,6,10,0,1,0,6,1,0,28,22,0,0,14,1,0,5,12,5,0,0,1,14,32,14,28,40,4,28,0,1,2,0,6,12,0,5,20,166,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.08230719754952306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445794293087149,0.0,0.0,0.06744955518328866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058975013844583576,0.08641999665827951,0.069407605248924,0.15016739121229994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459506975129772,0.0,0.28106021349112986,0.0,0.18831072779576905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439465147303861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738096623010176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091652838220453,0.0,0.07470340476848206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106312991344693,0.0,0.07580259899092114,0.08250423575355956,0.0,0.0,0.21323331962523176,0.3012754624832132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044066055553543766,0.0,0.04793441778729557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745847765909003,0.0,0.07555530861423042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506137941809596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460351871429861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566178326528925,0.13905912836327658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120602793704041,0.0,0.0,0.07464144152894818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170592185138072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187491847288057,0.09368673783037662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414711677625093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847886248401142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37822873829581743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707342471129864,0.0,0.0,0.0672109379021832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146406783040812,0.12986366469035687,0.08341798786422612,0.0,0.05969884192607795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341589872283664,0.20337659874415615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206829465929433,0.054043980234254906,0.08286716949677128,0.06695940580076656,0.09836287560608753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560934701783615,0.0,0.0,0.09289257145701416,0.06959231218968125,0.0,0.06694803247940867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131006205892768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,jawa-80,2019/03/07,"Finally after close to 18 months of waiting and not knowing, Im going to see the ADHD specialist. Did you guys get that feeling you need to go in there and justify it? I kind of feel like im building up a case against myself. I have never felt quite right, my organisation of literally anything is child like and im close to 40 years old. I cant manage my finances, I dither and worry about the craziest things. I seem to be doing all of the right things but due to my lack of organisation and focus, im just a busy fool and just constantly fighting fires of unpaid fines and late charges when 99 times out of 100 I have the money to pay for them. I obsess over things which just over take my brain and my daily activities .. people try to steer me right but I just end up in a mess again, whilst rarely missing work and living pretty frugally in terms of luxuries. &#x200B; I heard about ADHD about 8 years ago and more I read up on it more I was convinced this was me...ive always had that feeling that I found things harder than everyone else, unless it was something physical or manual, I get overcome with anxiety at the thought of phoning people, my parents, the energy company etc etc, whilst I m actually a really outgoing person day to day. &#x200B; I have had in excess of 40 jobs, as I could just never settle although have made some changes and that area has improved somewhat and have found something I quite like doing after almost a year when I realised what I actually needed from a job. I put myself into the process about 18 months ago expecting id be with the specialist "" the following Tuesday"", its been a longer and tougher road than I expected, I have really had to battle to get that appointment.....speaking with doctors saying Id like to be checked for ADHD and one saying in return ""I can tell you now you are not autistic!!"" they pretty much had no clue what it was. &#x200B; Now I have the appointment, I kind of feel like im building a case to tell people how shit I am at stuff and its a weird old feeling just wondered how you prepared for your first encounter? 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Like facial tics. Anyone else have this problem. It gets very annoying. Any tips to try to stop These tics?,1.1099999999999994,3.72031891891892,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,89.54054054054055,6.203243243243244,20.913513513513514,7.554174236665415,1.1209286486486496,148,5,29,3,5,48,31,37,0.209,0.728,0.063,-0.7020000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368550289447187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435385177944884,0.35687313188982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29095883339160045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819716716445548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016112949851844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965403270160324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332747738981789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29119327120760585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618772421192651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364719236959487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873828670092439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429291428158585 adhd,zerotozeneth,2019/04/10,"Anyone ever work weird hours on vyvanse or Adderall xr, ir? I'm talking like one day 8pm-1am', day off, 7am to 12pm, 8pm-4am. Like could be going in and getting off at literally any hour of the day sort of work? Any life experience ya could share?",2.9063999999999983,4.410841439999999,4.625,84.1675,74.6,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.5135999999999994,192,8,39,2,4,65,42,50,0.032,0.82,0.14800000000000002,0.7219,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,17,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075139348884398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809562549199854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610477551716555,0.0,0.0,0.4374508399800455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452200948127292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117093166899301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812885087338552,0.0,0.12849885517022694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453294277989957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597023776642863,0.22092382302494296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321242135882546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173205053485314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292095852858312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,balkis-underwood,2019/04/10,"I'm lost First time i post something on reddit. But i have to talk to someone. I don't know, I feel sad. First i don't think i have ADHD, I mean i don't know. I'm kind of lost, I wake up in the morning and it's like all the day i'm on a dream. I go to school, but i want to do something else everytime. I'm in my head and i imagine myself somewhere else doing amazing things. And i feel loooonely, I don't really like to talk to people, but not really 'cause i like to be alone, more because i don't understand them and they don't understant me. When someone talk to me, in my head it's like ""omg i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care, i want to fly to iceland and eat some waffles!"" I am in college, i'm going to be a midwife, but i don't know if i want to be a midwife. When i was young, i was like ""when i grow up, i'm going to change the world, to save people"". But no, i'm just bored AF everyday, i just can't save the world. I don't really know why i'm writing all of this but i feel better.",-0.9486660499537471,0.4942524978723419,2.1530804810360777,97.82434782608698,85.72340425531915,5.278445883441258,18.728029602220168,6.280692351149826,-0.3111628122109158,767,20,203,7,23,274,93,235,0.113,0.705,0.182,0.9359999999999999,0,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,5,5,18,0,0,7,0,23,4,3,1,2,36,53,15,0,4,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,11,1,0,4,15,4,0,2,4,3,37,14,24,46,4,24,0,3,0,0,6,10,0,2,14,120,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294519765188248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145702121131517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743366296389597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783547084822956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511427850966088,0.11363845484791488,0.11702257249906454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134152908808687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319311460791588,0.18481965296816466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780022295537286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818868970052754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860574900022367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705855168580905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519496753001053,0.2431780964349658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702196779523432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415122368117576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049892758201484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533816372296821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594454080537803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260033953723867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119545704653266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745798477643116,0.1703232240872948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667394154062014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349181662880237,0.07088160478110894,0.0,0.0,0.06450411723584445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516058104189415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957417675452855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998184361398118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,imnotsurewhattohave,2019/04/10,"Parents don't understand adhd I'm 21 years old and was recently diagnosed with adhd a couple of days ago. When telling my mom about my diagnosis, She kept saying things like ""just concetrate"", or ""but that's what dumb kids have"". This just made me so sad and mad cause I feel like I can't tell her anything about me anymore. Like I expected this kind of response since the Mexican stereotype is just to brush mental health issues aside. I'm just so sad right now and I don't know how to get her to understand it and why I need to take medication.",2.7303669724770643,4.842339880733949,3.816963302752296,87.11094954128441,76.79816513761469,7.662752293577981,24.661467889908266,8.548686976883017,1.6600488073394493,433,15,89,9,10,140,78,109,0.192,0.74,0.069,-0.9573,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,2,0,2,0,6,3,0,3,0,21,17,10,0,2,6,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,12,4,9,14,0,8,0,2,0,0,9,1,1,1,10,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38702035099557824,0.0,0.1427311411874183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968479851731093,0.0,0.0,0.1325026085344284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654079856159905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816135654293971,0.0,0.10384212486009144,0.0,0.0,0.16342804796669005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141462589140906,0.11503000146244327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412431588335348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115268520616286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805907364834766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767358864337895,0.08849028951306799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359931380467141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235741636392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220687611004714,0.16226645255695316,0.0,0.0,0.18858022085037696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939146792973444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689594101989682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787894289156531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898406684611854,0.0,0.0,0.13750695025264398,0.0,0.1280465405154205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319425991531042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106413948723935,0.0,0.2814705019890577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697200489129148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352470738536489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529207099235394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368915007978748 adhd,sfurob,2019/04/10,You're most dangerous ADHD caused situation? I now use multiple timers when cooking as I've almost burned down the house a few times...,5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,5.805,75.70750000000002,69.4,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,3.127,109,4,19,3,2,35,24,25,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484106884947512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736199143849604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832910001853809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305236216062003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193959255570544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756585518951685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222508195744514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zqhc,2019/04/10,"It feels like I'm running out of time I'm 16 and a junior in high school, and I feel this growing dread of the future. I was diagnosed when I was 6, and for as long as I can remember I've always gotten just barely above average grades in school, but only because I somehow manage to grind and complete about 75% of the massive stack of missing work I never turned in. Sure, I've gotten better over the years, and my gut feeling is that eventually, I'll grow out of it. I kept telling myself that, and basically my mindset during freshman year was ""Don't worry, by senior year you'll be that cool guy in honors classes, after school clubs, and with plenty of friends"". And yeah, I did get myself into APUSH and Honors German but I still haven't found a sport, and I'm only on the debate team. But as my junior year is coming to a close, it feels like I'm not improving *fast enough*. And that really scares me, because I have big plans. I wanna go to college. I wanna be successful. I wanna do great things. And what really frustrates me is, I'm gifted with so much intelligence yet so held back by ADHD and chronic depression. I've scored in the 99th percentile in SATs, I've always aced tests. And when I actually do complete an assignment, its one of the best in the class. If only I didn't have all these problems holding me back!! I find myself constantly daydreaming about how unstoppable I would be if ADD and depression and ocd didn't cancel out my gifts. I feel like such a disappointment to my father's legacy, he went from living in a tailer park as a kid to graduating from West Point AND ranger training, then getting out of the army and going to dental school, rejoining as an endodontist, and retiring as Colonel. He's a total badass, how can I ever live up to that? Even when he tells me he's proud of me for being honest and moral, I still feel like a failure. Where's being a good person going to get me if I can't also be a successful person? In 16 months its all over, I'm going to officially be an adult and I feel like I'm probably going to be a completely unprepared. I wanna be a productive, useful member of society who does his small part of making the world a better place, but its starting to feel like an unattainable fantasy. This is the kind of stuff that keeps me up all night, feeling like a waste of space. Sorry for the text block.",5.268524254821744,5.551932737288136,6.2825862068965534,79.00864406779661,68.02542372881356,9.052717708942136,28.140268848626533,8.939507131559953,2.120942781998831,1860,56,360,30,29,621,234,472,0.10300000000000001,0.71,0.187,0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,0,12,21,30,1,2,29,2,30,3,1,4,7,75,68,43,0,9,9,1,9,7,1,2,2,0,0,5,19,31,0,5,12,4,0,10,7,8,0,1,13,10,40,22,65,44,8,64,1,4,0,0,17,29,0,4,32,241,59,19,0.0,0.0,0.07433457809763391,0.0,0.09154602781644483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091610912163651,0.12676530092904875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714580204909493,0.0,0.09286960483706004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993963633772593,0.134738958516719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561692864087768,0.2396001386455237,0.08231674735085243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312166543174995,0.0773147385488099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666014965913235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870783176366071,0.0,0.050312034186032605,0.0689035051991185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34664156696736514,0.38092972530061,0.0,0.0,0.06962141465841451,0.0,0.0,0.08352056974389101,0.05885163944097276,0.0,0.11939289924293707,0.0,0.2164564478355868,0.06389091567982881,0.0,0.0839818128062452,0.0,0.07542397461221048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048173426376079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770671648770618,0.0,0.07932322406583353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605024779218565,0.0,0.13452560882991602,0.06741135927165005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084656024807813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080114929868642,0.0,0.05599646058861515,0.0,0.058749881129623975,0.0,0.0,0.07148389104248147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051617294874241895,0.17380067613916342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248873296185065,0.0,0.0,0.13302393615421546,0.07958534131872858,0.0,0.07200880200392012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212817095578434,0.07288797782027114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759769158429156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628999365355819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626319830567725,0.30836755002866545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527026096493583,0.05391616237233992,0.0,0.12166488786105185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720070326072507,0.0,0.0,0.071792844657551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315840543430935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050606445424214525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441751800776099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285515087908167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657896505359064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061381638140311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545538699936093,0.07735812642246659,0.0,0.054111636490499264,0.0,0.0,0.1962135540014783 adhd,fistafury,2019/04/10,"Feeling like Time is Speeding Past Me Ok, I'm a sophomore in college, so this week has been ok for the most part, keeping track of assignments due and getting started on research papers for this semester. However, I am considering applying for a study abroad program which has a deadline due the end of next month. The only problem is, I know I'm making ok time by starting paperwork for it now, but it feels like the 31st is going to come in a week instead of time actually flows. Does this happen to anyone else? Or are there anything that can help avoid this?",4.7705555555555526,6.289152537037038,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,69.92592592592592,7.992592592592592,32.94444444444444,8.472884824447931,2.7058111111111107,446,21,81,7,8,144,77,108,0.042,0.823,0.135,0.8079,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,8,3,9,0,0,1,0,12,22,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,5,13,21,2,21,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,17,50,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.18947391729180108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357624512576568,0.19894171818128514,0.15977862505212714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725320609090005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991230738653446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219727702229533,0.0,0.17196973239190702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634808896132303,0.2774184701222365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144153140804447,0.0,0.11034663044864304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169664636569315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014256773875332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257993693111984,0.0,0.0,0.10670625239192136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971530465652894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960451512031373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497810343841115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064932864643788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766880492143913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025831808974305,0.1853494164450905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578662897562434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748574553449499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396519365021111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114897828517601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,desertrosexxx,2019/04/10,"is it possible to have a long term relationship with someone with ADHD? I’ve been with my partner for 3 years. It seems he’s not bored of me yet, but I’m scared that one day he may. So I’m questioning if I should be getting married to someone with ADHD., who may get bored or act impulsively and fall in love with someone else. Just wanted to ask what other ADHD people thought.",3.2149783549783564,4.64948064935065,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,73.67532467532467,7.2112554112554115,27.119047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.5382658008658012,298,11,61,4,6,99,59,77,0.073,0.81,0.11699999999999999,0.5515,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,18,16,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,11,10,1,8,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,6,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6375545811156168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165314433219713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404227580801918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772078835395652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477527202098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649111872279692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959815449667342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198262178301999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259332818080773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993519733085336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809276978583165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985183122115332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770400915985241,0.0,0.0,0.16098158518069358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494885827838058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038518158457325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430033729716368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387427469950373 adhd,polarizedpolitics,2019/04/10,"Kind of smart but stupid when it comes to obvious things? Idk if its anxiety, depression, adhd or ptsd but a lot of my daily routine is interrupt ed by simple mistakes and putting off tasks till they're forgotten it ends up burdening people idk what to do i jist started on 10 mg of adderall and it helps a bit but i dont know what more i can do",2.428750000000001,4.028024375000001,4.167777777777779,86.555,76.08333333333334,8.133333333333335,27.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.0912611111111112,273,11,58,6,6,92,57,72,0.311,0.628,0.061,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,8,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,8,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305127455403655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103845504155336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30024347939277346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689975148355866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686869716540165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32231373651781137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435803044887247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433573068839545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863842069005937,0.15114020989020327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23380661607505634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065971141358007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214760273562523,0.2764644947541783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465594826694524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827067281688352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SaltActive,2019/04/10,"One of my worse days Scraped a car in a large multistorey today. Left a note etc.. but I completely forgot which level I parked on.. left in a hurry I came back to find the car a few hours ago and realised how fucked I was.. then proceeded to spend half an hour going up and down stairs and from side to side trying to find the car. And of course I continually forgot which floors I had already checked... Found it eventually but I just feel like I'm the most stupid person right now :( What a shit day.",2.321606160616064,4.2088645049504985,3.2737953795379537,91.57909790979099,77.21782178217822,6.469086908690867,20.133113311331133,7.3871296695380915,0.33066248624862515,389,9,86,5,9,124,71,101,0.205,0.765,0.03,-0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,10,0,2,3,1,1,0,16,10,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,2,6,1,8,1,12,4,3,29,0,0,0,1,1,13,2,1,12,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564029776615286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620488345471066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368396391547772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371829508143927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959193704090732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410187481078135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839852351037466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944821344731298,0.13349296821820456,0.0,0.0,0.3415736853235853,0.0,0.0,0.20488257059782694,0.0,0.17274924905342393,0.0,0.0,0.10619696103850687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680393247910287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40604832026340254,0.0,0.0,0.0912904577833696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266213112957631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315912399717766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957759459693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180931579671556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771216259199469,0.0,0.0,0.12686581377743594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042651342198816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,CaramelKatana,2019/04/10,"Do you ever just get really comfy staring at a wall? Sometimes my eyes will just focus on something completely mundane like a wall and its like the most relaxing thing ever and its almost soul crushing to look away, Or am i just weird? Im probably just weird.",4.319400000000002,6.1747967400000014,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,71.6,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.4838000000000005,207,8,36,4,4,68,39,50,0.102,0.727,0.171,0.6992,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,11,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,3,4,4,1,7,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,3,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783441044614492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611594339203449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914434315787315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028746840437414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452264446014142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30025238968979623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716015698828156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342252901450616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299695769475954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807297385313942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139928122563044,0.27491677303872586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466912662669804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,flamingospacemarine,2019/04/10,"Tomorrow I’ll be taking a plane all by myself. I’ve travelled by plane many times, most of the time with my family or school, so I never had to worry about what to do exactly. I know it’ll be easy (especially thanks to Schengen) and I know what to do, but this is quite stressful. I’ll be in a unknown place, trying not to do anything wrong while hoping no unexpected thing happen (if it does I will go on full panic mode). Anyway, wish me luck, I’ll keep you updated on my adventure !",3.52991341991342,4.438721414141416,5.301471861471863,82.24363636363638,72.23232323232324,8.485425685425685,25.25396825396825,8.841846274778883,1.7226150072150066,376,11,78,7,7,129,73,99,0.14400000000000002,0.679,0.177,0.2036,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,2,3,0,10,0,0,0,3,16,19,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,13,13,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870712630634009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004131602222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047225001727425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341906946959393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203704036405736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156924391738726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930249717509335,0.0,0.0,0.23869485317773956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016978926350145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748994388873462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547946756166024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688972463500465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309802030504871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978114107776708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876015204638025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632799890191821,0.0,0.0,0.19993505153546015,0.0,0.0,0.1442738358194913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253259664726214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743981871794326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497274045450081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054016118346306,0.0,0.0,0.2374342884736327,0.0,0.0 adhd,Alysazombie,2019/04/10,"Difficulty ""soaking in"" content So I know this is pretty common, but I'm also struggling to know or find any solutions to the following- Why is it that some days, despite me having my medication, water and food, I can't seem to ""absorb"" information? I mean, even the article following the picture of the blackhole, which I've been EAGERLY AWAITING, I just couldn't soak up the information. I'm reading the words and my mind is elsewhere; visualizing other events or memories, etc. So I catch myself, but end up rereading paragraphs 3-4 times before I still realize ""I need to read this later"" And into the archives bookmarks it goes, where deep down I know I'll probably never actually read these again, because I'll have forgotten. Sometimes I feel like I'm an information hoarder. How do I streamline my focus to where I can actually absorb information when I want and need? This happens in conversations, too; but mostly if I'm watching a movie with friends or etc. I want and need to be able to be present and not constantly apologizing to others and myself for getting distracted. It's so hard. Help! Haha",6.247818815331018,7.591030468292687,7.331445993031359,68.58030487804879,66.26829268292683,10.149825783972128,36.10627177700349,10.290406445055957,4.120749128919861,886,44,145,22,14,299,131,205,0.062,0.797,0.141,0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,9,1,12,3,0,1,1,42,31,20,0,7,9,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,11,9,2,0,12,3,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,3,19,4,17,27,4,24,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,7,13,101,30,3,0.1417614500393464,0.0,0.27667745180677666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133665803794641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640264723401347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641646416177731,0.0,0.1206285527593267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319376581476166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142440764322476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255585677072636,0.0,0.3162029794816777,0.09363210076691092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167884859487715,0.10127440823338613,0.0,0.0,0.12956739711075474,0.0,0.17141850809389994,0.0,0.10952454464591778,0.0,0.07406450665748003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253591820954157,0.0,0.12699041444876052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501971175825584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372515667826774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925748384179589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544197778859939,0.0,0.14280974685369074,0.0,0.0,0.14313865289297584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31534295685409264,0.10933516958652643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422235885125945,0.15284281987685766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253994381030368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905429992810905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020569891980514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321087712215225,0.0,0.0,0.14819984729183408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826622415333255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167229152291456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791765907747066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Xannana,2019/04/10,"Getting full use from medication To start off I am on Foquest 70mg (Methylphenidate 70mg XR), I’ve been on methylphenidate for 2 years, with increases to my dosage around every 2-3 months roughly. Now I do fine the medication useful in some areas especially motivation, organization, and some focus. However, the problem is that I feel motivated to do pretty much everything I can think of, this is especially true for when I need to focus. Now I’ll give you an example, as of this past 2 weeks I have been studying for my exams, however I will get an idea like cleaning my room up and it will cause me to completely lose focus on studying. I can’t seem to find common ground. Anyways anyone has tips on how to make full use of their medication, I would be really happy to hear them. Also I wanted to add that I have tried Adderall and it has the reverse effect, it made me more calm and more goal orientated, not to mention I could eat and sleep on it. The reason I brought that it more then likely is a problem with my current medication. Which I have brought up to the doctor but he keeps increase the dosage of the Foquest. Again I’m happy with any comments and thank you for reading.",6.64123876123876,6.4862312857142905,7.226580086580089,74.90052947052948,65.14718614718615,10.051415251415252,33.786546786546786,9.661875296680813,3.0635911421911417,941,37,179,17,13,311,136,231,0.025,0.847,0.128,0.9656,3,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,5,8,11,0,0,10,0,20,7,1,11,1,39,40,12,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,3,5,1,2,0,11,11,1,1,9,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,5,3,24,8,34,30,10,31,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,3,14,123,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154429399369584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634942255234926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878599907506002,0.0,0.0,0.11303737793445175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044142643721182,0.0,0.0,0.13313406076198692,0.0,0.0,0.10138163392239306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996740610058044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299302366622971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698447656821773,0.0,0.11411967620102882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642039130975349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605562962359345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268157182392287,0.12180890786973267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703409728661128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431134813690961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334275314899014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286391766498212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407011443680994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205594882815706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014969316498275,0.08475882877038725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116680725884661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135266136601444,0.0,0.09334347085863223,0.0941526089154044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121490857457247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291823177398184,0.0,0.2430016741091804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270124036639894,0.0,0.08134538490920537,0.13055457493043726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559604011328525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706974362566084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987571139871324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690432066975813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136240191034412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620975519060713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290047761793645,0.0,0.0,0.07489493882482942,0.0,0.10185412577620673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020155757649352,0.0,0.0,0.08176969565344902 adhd,chekit,2019/04/10,"Kaiser ADHD Testing Hi, frequent lurker of the sub but finally have to ask how everyone’s experience is with getting tested for ADHD is with Kaiser. I recently switched providers and told my physician that I suffer from ADHD. He referred me to their mental health department which I met with a couple of days ago. The counselor that I saw recommended I take their ADHD test which involves a group appointment. That is scheduled for early next month. I am curious to see what everyone’s experience was like from this point on? I am a little worried as I have read stories of being denied medication with kaiser due to marijuana usage. Thank you for taking the time to read.",7.050426829268293,8.232211065040651,7.386737804878049,69.48791158536586,64.36585365853658,10.052439024390246,34.887195121951216,10.125756701596842,3.8278951219512174,543,24,86,12,8,177,83,123,0.087,0.82,0.09300000000000001,-0.0799,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,1,0,8,18,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,13,2,19,13,0,15,0,1,2,0,10,3,0,0,12,57,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.657643550574777,0.0,0.12126780184377955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278925452550629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513701628231125,0.0,0.08822676057802463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614426819031981,0.0,0.2676396026955027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986124253411898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147403701754533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541542750897105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683514394746379,0.13711276768540265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781485348024133,0.13786547105884298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919502641881007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549177832560992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932326325901866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736804852813956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507667741055518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901445575875376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057179947639957,0.0,0.0,0.12595002649124087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977105874247377,0.0,0.0,0.13072134095159907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893031226949826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wheresmy3rdimpact,2019/04/10,"I need advice. Let’s start at the beginning. // Beginning When I was a little kid I always had strange spikes in activity / energy. I couldn’t be quiet, ever. I got bored VERY easily. Sitting quiet at a restaurant table? Impossible. Sitting quiet in the back seat? Impossible (unless I was asleep). Quiet at home? Impossible. My parents / grandparents life was a living hell with me, I would have a tantrum over the smallest things, such has wanting to be home playing Age of Empire or Starcraft or with my friends. Or wanting a certain toy or game. Or wanting to do / not to do something. I would scream, I would cry, I would even physically make it impossible to leave the house. Yeh, I was fun. Lol. I always needed to be engaged in some type of activity THAT I LIKED. My threshold for doing something that I don’t find amusing was always very low. It usually was playing with my friends, reading comics or watching cartoons / anime or playing videogames. Since I was 4 I can remember having a passion for gadgets / sci-fi / electronics. If something was electronic / digital it had my interest. Am I digressing? I hope not. Continuing.... When I got into school my grades were good for a kid that did not study at all. Studying was boring. Actually, it was more than boring, it was like there was this inner inability to study. I just couldn’t. There were some subjects that I really liked such as History or Science, because I just had to listen and everything would stay in my head, somehow. Math / Physics was always complicated, I couldn’t see a real world application to it, therefore it wasn’t palpable, it was abstract, it had no meaning in the real world and I couldn’t focus. Actually, school had no meaning in the real world. I went school because that’s what people did and what my parents told me to do. How was it going to help me in the future? Yeh, I had some notion (in the back of my mind) it was teaching me how to do stuff but I could never project it into the future. My understanding at the time was that life would just move on, like school year after school year. I guess not. My passion for the future / electronics led me to think I had to pursue an IT career. My parents were uneducated so anything was good for them as long as I graduated high school and maybe went into university. Big mistake. I started failing big time at math, physics and programming. Gawd, was that shit boring. Why was I doing that? What was going to be my future if that wasn’t it? l got lost. Since I had always “surfed” through life, when things got complex my lack of motivation for anything that wasn’t fun to me / was a chore started to be a real problem. And I still couldn’t see the future not understand its effect on the present time as if only the present time was important and there was never a future. I got lost. I dropped out of school at 16 or 17. There was some other details that influenced this such as I being gay, all of my school colleagues were hateful pricks and fucking hated everyone. Everyone was mean and there was no one that would share my geeky / newest interests. I got lost. I stayed home, sinking into what I think it was a depression (never diagnosed). Sick of my hometown, sick of my parents (they were really nice people but their life fell apart too, other story, other day), sick of all the inertia, I came to Lisbon, Portugal’s capital, alone. Rented a room with my parents / grandparents help (money) at the beginning. In Lisbon I found new friends and boyfriends. The boyfriends did not stay, got sick of them or I was just too intolerable to maintain. The friends on the other hand are very close to me till today, there’s a connection with them I never felt with anyone. I worked at a call center for a while. I worked at an hostel for a while. I worked distributing flyers for a while. I worked at a museum shop for a while. At the same time I was finishing high school at night, not in the IT path this time but arts and culture. It took me 3 years, I had to start it all over again. I was between 20 and 23 when this happened. This time I had motivation for the first time in my life. That was... so strange and empowering at the same time. I knew where it came from, I wanted to be better than my ex-boyfriend and prove to him I could do something with my life. That he shouldn’t have left me because he didn’t see any future in me. I guess I turned hate and despair into a good thing. When I was almost finishing high school and the entrance exams into university came along I lost all my motivation and interest once again. I just couldn’t study. I just couldn’t focus anymore. I just didn’t like or think of him anymore. After 3 years my fixation in this person and therefore all the drive that came along with it just disappeared. I still wanted to be somebody but I couldn’t find the motivation. Motivation as always been a problem. A real big problem. I found a new boyfriend. He convinced to keep going. I did, for him, but not with the same rage as before. I got into communication science while doing a parallel digital marketing course at night. GAWD, UNIVERSITY WAS INSUFFERABLE. The teachers were pricks, the students were all so full of themselves, no one was nice, things got very difficult with certain classes that involved math such as statistics. I was lost again. And failing again. On the other hand I really liked the digital marketing course: it mixed two of things I loved the most, writing / communication and the digital world. Of course I never managed to finish the final project. Did I mention I have a BIG PROBLEM with BIG ASSIGNMENTS? I never know where to start, where’s the middle, where to finish. That and the lack of motivation, of course. Before entering the ‘now’ phase, let’s resume things: - Never had a clear sense of direction. Of anything. Life or big projects. - Lot’s of energy when I was a kid but I hated sports and was bullied constantly. - High school made me realize I was lost and my life got chaotic. - I get bored easily. Very easily. - I need instant gratification. - I have no motivation for life. - At certain point around 16 or 17 I started to be a very introspective person. I’m tired of writing now and you must be tired of reading. But let’s continue. I need to continue. // Now. I never finished university. I changed course from communications to business and marketing around 24. I never finished that too. Why? I found my colleagues insufferable and I was just to tired from my day time job. Once again, energy and motivation was not my reality. Luckily enough, when I was doing the (very practical by the way, not just theory) digital marketing 1 year course, one of the teachers liked me and invited me to work in one of the biggest marketing and advertising agencies in Portugal. That was nice. I felt some sense of accomplishment. But did I really deserve it? Everyone had a university degree, I did not. I couldn’t even manage to finish the last project of the digital marketing course. Sometimes I’m not even sure how I managed to finish high school at night. Ok, I’m really tired of writing. And you are really tired of reading. Let’s cut to the chase. I worked from 09h30 to 18h30 and I was happy. I was managing social media accounts for big brands, I liked the creativity aspect of it and I liked the results analysis, and I liked thinking about strategies. I still do. That’s how I’ve managed to be the head of digital at 2 different a agencies now. I’m also digital marketing teacher when I feel like it. I guess I’m not that dumb. I mean, I never felt I was dumb, I just felt I couldn’t focus my mental energy on something / never had any direction or orientation. But do I like my life? No. I fucking hate it. I feel like I never had control over it. Things just happened. Because someone told me it was the best thing to do, because something happened that pushed me in that direction. I don’t feel like I had any real choice. Ok, I lost focus of what I really wanted to say and why I need advice. Right now, I’m 30. I’m the head of digital of a certain agency. This is not my real reddit account nor will I get into more detail into who I am. I’ll probably get fired if this post is found. I work from 08h30 to 20h30, with 30 minutes or 1 hour lunch time, sometimes less. Sometimes I wake up at 6 or 5 and work till 21h. Or 22h. I’m trying, trying so hard to be ‘someone’ but where has that led me? I barely see my friends anymore, maybe once a week, maybe twice. Is this the normal adult life? I can’t be with persons I love because of work? My anxiety levels are through the roof, I wake up, sweaty and with my heart racing and my stomach fucked up almost every single night, more than once. When I get home, all I want is to sleep. I don’t have energy for anything else. I don’t even feel like having sex anymore and I’m just 30, and I’m gay, I can get all the sex I want, lol. I don’t feel like playing videogames anymore, because I’ll start thinking about work. And I don’t know a why out. It’s like my motivation and anxiety systems are always fighting with me. I always thought ADHD was a made up pathology. That’s what everyone around me always told me. Maybe it’s not. Even if it’s not, what should I do? In Portugal, even in the medical community, there’s still the stigma that ADHD is just for kids. What kind of help should I seek? Honestly, I just want to end it all. Disappear. The anxiety, the frustration, the unending in-satisfaction with everything, the lack of energy, the lack of focus, the lack of motivation, the lack of my personal life due to my job and all the reasons above, the pain of it all. I’m just... so tired. What did you do to overcome something similar?",2.497509275290625,5.0048071382636685,3.9701886387995735,83.64216646054912,79.7073954983923,7.043126391293595,25.485629483057128,8.139509932561175,1.8335927479594352,7584,297,1433,150,195,2503,521,1866,0.131,0.7290000000000001,0.14,0.9153,12,1,7,0,2,0,299.0,0,3,5,35,84,102,19,0,100,4,168,52,14,26,33,313,293,110,0,55,65,5,13,17,5,12,26,7,7,9,92,79,1,2,46,15,5,19,58,44,0,7,123,25,204,58,208,129,36,240,1,12,5,11,55,98,9,36,131,1007,296,69,0.0,0.0,0.04821569891107007,0.0,0.05937957578644878,0.04828154471816115,0.0,0.0,0.049475609281351786,0.025586221665773998,0.0,0.01975603313699445,0.18500373461945702,0.0,0.0,0.05039934750278897,0.0,0.05669620396305451,0.0,0.12250021957644808,0.0172738326383651,0.0,0.08131819078901244,0.06597623843829085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037992189266725394,0.0,0.10541665512827438,0.0,0.04204310790012394,0.0,0.025925656238055074,0.02184896054330356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025225869455608542,0.11302062798423755,0.0,0.0,0.02613389138970153,0.0,0.0,0.0266965899799306,0.0277079918261297,0.039448773347673945,0.0,0.02713653186607332,0.03186448106459459,0.0,0.02127779177135028,0.025074361425454682,0.0,0.025810752902360942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020637286611482387,0.0,0.021880691963675043,0.02552616302789385,0.0,0.09790180911759666,0.0223464688010639,0.0208144523054829,0.0944241331360441,0.04440529380706653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624562240177847,0.08824384392169217,0.09488007273244632,0.027062371403866685,0.04515859580885579,0.021013479162078515,0.0,0.10834803254989236,0.09543246899114098,0.06851622811836328,0.06453492920499956,0.0,0.04212009746995226,0.062162426270686924,0.19758298844697467,0.0,0.08164377009239736,0.0,0.06553783700312213,0.026298204498629036,0.02213021533800128,0.12195199093795588,0.07606126837932015,0.0,0.0,0.029274734232336463,0.049676348211623735,0.1305073347562915,0.09912177565494916,0.024536960672768324,0.02432877564068993,0.02850546460303768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903044476591533,0.021958331774888592,0.0,0.02572574423702363,0.0271536927657122,0.02013731534910573,0.0,0.026158304360157484,0.02684131237491101,0.1010473503645069,0.2093926737165649,0.20517778167181028,0.024760215387041536,0.02181436424732354,0.021862542877143933,0.0,0.0,0.18877375970866486,0.021002726620880603,0.044593220679535854,0.04675164356777112,0.016490323227266387,0.0,0.09927522643107728,0.1076409728056204,0.0,0.0248870000460769,0.024896140713060025,0.0,0.02494431745469348,0.0,0.0,0.026256779007899717,0.0,0.0915896890170258,0.22864190411250385,0.04771916601619042,0.0,0.09273331081449247,0.02420498513976308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052371640815964,0.06696113738592901,0.01878874606704969,0.026287134749212973,0.0,0.13715610066502956,0.0,0.0,0.03425372526797901,0.08628342579886404,0.0,0.0,0.023353564419291328,0.0,0.023659906491644456,0.0,0.0266354317483308,0.09455477875190384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413300610719313,0.196832446049144,0.11078352506299567,0.02540015206242972,0.0,0.0,0.027985174998730097,0.021097351476960454,0.0,0.019645864195949908,0.0,0.30002504877201397,0.07874456771468757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02535862607867868,0.040871332117889035,0.0,0.02472215785885317,0.025182939784410312,0.04186377473729469,0.1331301295582832,0.07329960270258523,0.0,0.12240089757282804,0.07899454375452973,0.07891559690367436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028280532161831923,0.0,0.0,0.02328352612314003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129960231044044,0.07914764311355649,0.0,0.019612467958293568,0.15845814306021772,0.17036386734694428,0.02341680362861941,0.07081809985203308,0.027447404839822283,0.033545218806357566,0.02687120254298076,0.024132527735145275,0.051436129851748745,0.0,0.0,0.027208314641933826,0.14268553964133934,0.13114121449084332,0.01960913670261644,0.019816312712748446,0.0,0.0,0.045802298159753625,0.08916721323276508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985036782250632,0.0,0.0,0.12284466445945708,0.0,0.0,0.0795438499494507 adhd,TEC52,2019/04/10,"[Advice] I (21M) have suffered from depression for years. I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD, but I’m about to fail out of college. Please excuse any grammar mistakes. To give some background, I have always had issues in school. I come from a family where my two older brothers are in med school and my older sister is working on her masters. In high school I was on student government, an active volunteer, socially adapted, varsity football captain, and involved in my church. I finished with a 3.5 GPA and 32 ACT at a competitive high school. I was also diagnosed with depression in high school after reporting feelings of focus issues, severe insomnia, an over active mind, and feelings of worthlessness. I am a third year student in a midwestern state school. I struggled through my first two semesters of college without picking a major. 2.4 GPA. In the first semester of my second year of college I took a medical leave late in the semester to “sort out” my mental illness and issues. My parents, my therapist, and I didn’t come up with a sound plans. I didn’t return for the spring semester because I was taking a few community college courses. I returned to the same school in Fall 2018 feeling reinvigorated. I declare as a CS major feeling ready to take on the world. I took 15 credits, and failed 8 of them. I am placed on academic probation with a 1.7 GPA. I feel defeated. I come home for winter break to my parents angry, disappointed, and exhausted. I explain to them that I still feel unfocused, unmotivated, stubborn, and fatigued. I see my internal medicine doctor and my therapist, and they agree to send me to see a new psychiatrist. My new psychiatrist sends me to see a neurofeedback specialist to test for ADD/ADHD. After 7 hours of testing (yikes) my psychiatrist concludes that I have SAD and ADHD. I am immediately treated with 300mg Wellbutrin before being sent back to college. It takes another few weeks for the Wellbutrin to kick in. At this point, I’m still struggling in school. Failing to turn stuff in, procrastination, not being able to study, and hyper focusing and being productive with random nonsense for hours at a time. I felt no different and at the end of my rope. It isn’t until 4 weeks into the semester that I am prescribed 30mg Vyvanse. I notice an immediate change in the way that I am able to structure my thoughts. It felt like the things I had to accomplish automatically turned into a list. It was a relief, but it may have been to late. At this point I am weeks behind in school. I’m failing most of my classes, and I have avoided my professors. I haven’t applied for student accommodation services because I forgot to. I know that my parents know, and I am worried that this is my last shot before they cut me off. I feel that I’ve abused our relationship and wasted time/money/resources/energy/love. I am worried. Has anyone else experienced this or something similar before? What can I do? What should I say? Who do I talk to first?",5.0742451591729605,7.0774730884476575,6.083270429931082,73.8743608467345,69.92057761732852,8.790876271742697,33.16852641942895,9.339509955726095,3.377961732851986,2377,114,396,52,44,787,271,554,0.184,0.7440000000000001,0.071,-0.997,4,1,1,0,1,0,82.0,1,0,4,13,6,23,2,3,29,0,38,8,0,2,0,64,70,24,0,2,5,5,9,1,0,2,8,2,1,0,21,32,0,3,14,0,1,10,7,19,0,7,17,15,68,4,84,48,7,83,1,12,3,0,24,38,0,6,33,280,89,37,0.11949543124296418,0.07079127299269704,0.0,0.0,0.2154154303086729,0.05838477621123767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047780226596244126,0.049714885686778974,0.0,0.0,0.04063049545907741,0.06265068932841679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041776991966123264,0.061218595312579616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594230530653223,0.0,0.07284330576921735,0.0,0.1525227161000708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320516086315589,0.15440209975084287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029212398311944,0.12128534735254165,0.0,0.062423646171413986,0.0,0.06115431866607238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049911549742332285,0.0,0.052918741979092535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056324828877415314,0.0,0.2114716816534628,0.0,0.11473435337925555,0.0,0.0,0.15246412915649402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057315453094963435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938022579393632,0.0599318302993095,0.0,0.1176789292527168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708327649493234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567156393562837,0.048702362652883975,0.13479605129668867,0.06326420395405294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029189715878967813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663662428971419,0.06018953771015971,0.060211644533764735,0.0,0.060328160618545165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540943211761788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802317024025015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990283025966628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062423646171413986,0.06558504985012267,0.11296180686134245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589936611580937,0.06414668661909882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047513781559911435,0.0,0.5442109018851683,0.1428335813625078,0.0,0.0,0.06749791214116388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060905271868852,0.0,0.0459967104946991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954292057491724,0.0,0.0,0.12492256997486904,0.06839683987087447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476853935720204,0.04802295061330408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874340578263986,0.039693727397644936,0.0,0.0,0.047433012318858984,0.06967874691457507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276382091805608,0.0,0.12997671521546333,0.11672967295911367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742495563308611,0.1437780406347098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759466575690472,0.0,0.04349704856429761,0.12135341087349655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542670986329184 adhd,scooter8484,2019/04/10,"Why did Ritalin not show up in my moms urine test when she has been on it for years? My mom went to her family doctor and took a urine test this time because her idiot psychiatrist at the psych office gave her a blood test which Ritalin is supposed to metabolize in the urine. My mom has been on Ritalin for years. Urine test results says there is no Ritalin in my moms system at all. My mom's family doctor is giving her one month supply of Ritalin and told her to take it for a month, like she already freaking knows that. We are just shocked that it's not in her system. The Ritalin has helped her all these years, so we are confused.",5.078828125000001,5.455967976562501,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,68.453125,9.525,27.71875,9.516144504307137,2.174965625,503,15,104,10,8,164,70,128,0.098,0.865,0.037000000000000005,-0.8055,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,6,0,11,13,5,1,2,12,18,4,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,7,1,16,1,16,11,2,20,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,1,8,69,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453572263559956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029580366830341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964372982396395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483493769775033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635863571194111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828970490711607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239033084346945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435215070487983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7713493001894477,0.21027664133857987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925745258382123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474970171618816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903768152399328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680748317260554,0.0,0.0,0.1258649108300529,0.1463467038750864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210654166944696,0.11885757348003842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447171391767776 adhd,Teemoishell_,2019/04/10,"How can you difference between ADHD and just being unconcentrated? My whole life ive been a very compulsive person doing without thinking most of the time.In school i rarely dont go a lesson without spacing out or talking with friends ,when im watching anime i get through about 6 minutes of an episode that I actually enjoy without opening another tab and doing something else like listening to music.I also have a tendency to speak over people or raise my voice when i feel like im not being listend to.I often missplace things like books,phones keys and wallets. New names also pose a big challange to me I usually forget them in a day. &#x200B; Am i just stupid,inattentive or just am going crazy?",4.801168831168829,6.951489157894741,5.716431989063565,75.61385509227615,70.95488721804512,7.843882433356117,33.14354066985646,8.575989854853784,3.0700586466165416,570,28,92,10,11,187,97,133,0.035,0.85,0.115,0.8708,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,10,5,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,1,0,24,17,11,0,0,10,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,5,12,5,15,14,2,13,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,5,8,64,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1521506675889528,0.0,0.1873796771819208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937053271776105,0.0,0.1689339690397086,0.1894539384223491,0.0,0.1634905994166041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055235485221786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289811715935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827313612407426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024707744890454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883537017201131,0.1113857939760628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045963613175288,0.0,0.08145921584135406,0.0,0.1772203132645003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368301728483585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101274612962778,0.2285167584112236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058379594461233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809191372594627,0.13613907019550536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779442690186152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003107787928938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531866872790984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358307873201247,0.09990411430128568,0.0,0.0,0.0909153612017377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171847884548835,0.12864630401670354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740736651409374,0.0,0.4508898399394482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894539384223491,0.0 adhd,parachute--account,2019/04/10,"The reward for good work is more work Feeling kind of burnt out here. I am sick of the never-ending battle against my brain, constantly having to fight the compulsion to do anything except what I am supposed to be doing. I find it depressing that this is not going to change and I am stuck with this battle forever. Despite my distraction and procrastination I've managed to work my way through a few jobs into a decent career. My employers have all liked me and I think I've been a good contributor to the teams. It just requires so much effort to get started on work especially when the novelty has worn off at a new workplace. I am constantly terrified they will realise I am not putting in enough effort. Taking vacation doesn't allow me to relax as I still feel on edge. The only thing that helps is completing tasks, but that is also the problem and completing things well just leads to being given even more. Superficially I have nothing to complain about, I have a great job living in a beautiful place. I am unable to relax and unable to appreciate what I have managed to achieve despite my stupid brain. Basically fuck ADHD. (and sorry for moaning)",5.493554147465439,7.162814654377879,6.284628456221199,74.16122839861751,68.35483870967742,8.927304147465438,31.07402073732719,9.354420925462401,3.0073504608294934,928,38,156,19,16,305,134,217,0.11,0.711,0.179,0.9597,3,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,1,11,10,18,5,1,13,0,23,4,2,2,1,24,34,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,4,3,0,3,3,9,1,0,4,2,20,9,31,27,6,19,0,1,0,1,5,9,1,0,7,122,31,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998589409431735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645702948589704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954746044583093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297214720645508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082464971396289,0.0,0.2791502323704364,0.2877135958376657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465715259181945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179059304768486,0.13754985483567192,0.0,0.08792534165540683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462022534045248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167042675593633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306846667175805,0.06955036786592578,0.0,0.07565588407372838,0.22331160648580087,0.0,0.14676666732508056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922837949712441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26420463399494865,0.0,0.0,0.13862531479860213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503632706205087,0.0,0.11754851805470895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785944870649556,0.0,0.1026713281247288,0.12856934963617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277334464205376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124472257122552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908339106976533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737907453159994,0.0,0.13382364212994946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901836011371372,0.0942239182738598,0.0,0.10631081614684056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009062597768367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687970982994106,0.08529873298198959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566546581835748,0.0,0.0,0.1196920066607772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876554726865128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AlwaysInWonderland13,2019/04/10,"Wondered if I could tell a difference... I didn't have to go to work today so I decided not to take my Adderall and wondered if I would notice... My objective for the day was to mow. Have I mowed? Hahahaha, no. I've done 5 other things, finishing a few. Then I'm in the middle of what had to be the 7th random ass text to my husband in a row and there it hit me, it's obvious I have not taken my Adderall today. Sometimes, in the day to day, it's hard to notice and appreciate the little changes and how they affect your life overall.",0.5206845238095248,2.6060835089285703,3.3267857142857125,87.83488095238096,84.44642857142857,6.2333333333333325,22.72619047619048,7.492282038375204,1.0626761904761906,411,15,88,7,12,145,71,112,0.069,0.905,0.026000000000000002,-0.5267,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,8,0,10,2,1,2,1,17,17,9,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,13,0,13,8,1,13,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,5,7,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160326694488512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215877087086588,0.0,0.0,0.3687156680763492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911049716360552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502457143591967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083082643830276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071792500419578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346088828553965,0.0,0.19100639234513925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339422022221803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884837221553439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328881505223362,0.0,0.16657110385037086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660967888224667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36128596714049693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133412981706165,0.1387409979385799,0.0,0.0,0.13537913723094314,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SuckinLemonz,2019/04/10,"I’m so tired of fighting guys. I‘d really appreciate having someone to listen to me and offer a pick-me-up. I’m so tired of fighting for even the smallest accomplishments. I’m tired of being an adult who congratulates themselves on doing their breakfast dishes or responding to a single email. I’m so tired of coming up with ridiculous convoluted reward systems and ways to trick my brain into productive behavior. I’m tired of being so heavily medicated and feeling the functionality drain out of me in the evening every single day. I’m really tired of my cycles of hyper-productivity that make me feel like I’ve got a shot at the whole “successful living” thing because they’re just prepping me for a harder let down when I’m a total slug the next day. And I’m really fucking tired of reading the SAME PAGE IN MY BOOK OVER AND OVER. I thought I’d be one of the lucky kids where my ADHD would go away by my 20’s. Nope... still full force. Destroying my life as always. I’m pretty sure I’m depressed but I definitely don’t want to add more medications and Adderall has worked really well for me for over 13 years. I wish I had a therapist to discuss this with. My insurance doesn’t cover therapy, only prescriptions received by a neurologist. And if I even say a word about “its really tough even with the medication sometimes...” the neurologist brushes me off hard core and goes into some whole tirade about how I should be grateful that I don’t have a life threatening neurological disorder or something like that. Is it ok to say I don’t care? Is it ok to say that my problem feels like a really big deal and I want someone else to agree? I think about switching doctors sometimes. This is my 8th one in 5 years and I just finished all of her additional “clinic-specific required testing.” 🙄 I move all the time. I’m so tired of switching. Its so much scheduling and complicated insurance calls. So many pre-authorizations for medications and co-pays I can’t afford. Only to find out the next doctor is just as bad. I’ve been diagnosed for over 17 years now. I’ve realized its never ever going to get better. And that thought makes me tired too. I’ve got a lot of things to do today. Things that will take me no more than two hours total and will keep me from losing my boyfriend/job/home. And I can probably get them done if I use the same stupid tricks I always use. But god damn it why does this have to be so hard... Ugh. Shitty rant, I know. It just helps to get the woe-is-me off my chest sometimes I think. Big thank you if you read all this. I know a wall of text is a lot to ask of us ADHD kids. Hope your days are all going a bit better than mine.",3.172031085906319,5.057228236294897,4.653645872715816,82.63619239655536,74.765595463138,7.802411258139047,24.988069733249322,8.582038596145509,1.728827565637472,2103,70,417,41,45,702,268,529,0.14800000000000002,0.722,0.13,-0.8896,2,0,1,0,4,0,57.0,1,3,2,8,27,30,9,0,28,2,31,24,2,5,9,77,75,34,0,10,11,0,5,3,0,4,19,4,0,4,21,25,2,2,11,3,0,6,8,15,1,3,7,10,47,15,67,58,21,49,0,2,0,1,27,23,2,10,21,265,68,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153060474432427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798988623000457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504717337049832,0.0,0.05532203138931878,0.0,0.04916441406465273,0.035894215315681995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415354295725154,0.06428442137613351,0.0,0.0,0.06573232501215913,0.060125598944888885,0.0,0.060034616075372076,0.0,0.0,0.050722045584704015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392299158102118,0.06070525480079855,0.05071539661807868,0.059764481122013005,0.0,0.0,0.06748442724500872,0.12053743352276293,0.05152845797155063,0.060257224016815984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918875919405974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555652996445399,0.05326257726543951,0.04961103179334568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893182583897948,0.08413131572456307,0.0,0.0,0.05381752302523568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054435907026722415,0.09229100177842804,0.0,0.10039281668584556,0.0,0.0941874018859964,0.0,0.0,0.058302915995931126,0.0,0.0,0.10549427874573096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946768739229943,0.0,0.0,0.058483591986137534,0.0579873851153654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843177899720555,0.05233745667791938,0.0,0.0,0.06472054586570276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021132862389035,0.08318087868775137,0.08630102127018084,0.0,0.051994311564975054,0.0,0.0,0.06587443729982434,0.0,0.10011956335367828,0.0,0.0,0.07860902971681429,0.05969759613400603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372716288483233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258276120042942,0.0432854003591447,0.0,0.04541380114058431,0.0,0.12524437807535005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980058920159132,0.08956556385045608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990465419010256,0.06348527609097092,0.0563425843018433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779683554941765,0.0,0.2263297595926964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047714236174474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978187410361476,0.04533061241181388,0.17470884492885028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047023627255708966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055496043700944055,0.0,0.044272299455064,0.0,0.0,0.054211079546934944,0.06733725135685115,0.06836710152297389,0.1173567165449933,0.07545903550564607,0.0,0.09349222906706714,0.03433484955505118,0.6090907737092023,0.055813709256810416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057519630262224786,0.0,0.07082837744723247,0.10171112006011004,0.0,0.0,0.06946082853113858,0.046738174520081166,0.0,0.0,0.05294242402325392,0.0,0.05313228262856412,0.1314803796653938,0.06771194990008023,0.0,0.0,0.042867149157400176,0.0,0.0,0.04182842674267121,0.0,0.0,0.11375516619578226 adhd,TheUnexaminedLives,2019/04/10,"Anyone here on Bupropion/Wellbutrin? I've been on Adderall for a month and it's been incredible. I really would prefer to stay on it but my insurance is shit and the copay is $130. It's a tier 3 but I'm being charged as if it were a tier 5 medication. Troubleshooting that shit so that I don't have to pay so much for the Adderall. If the price stays the same, one option my psych mentioned may be to switch to Bupropion. I'm not sure that I want to do that. It's an SSRI and the side effects include agitation. On Adderall XR 10mg I feel no agitation and I can function well. The question is - Is anyone here on Bupropion for ADHD (or a comorbid condition) and how does it make you feel, personally? Any feedback is appreciated.",1.4621621621621617,3.8048581216216237,4.0431756756756805,82.55030405405408,82.64864864864866,7.483783783783783,25.466216216216218,8.472884824447931,2.0422756756756764,574,24,116,14,16,201,88,148,0.16,0.769,0.071,-0.9238,0,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,2,0,11,0,16,3,2,3,1,24,22,14,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,5,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,3,2,8,2,14,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,6,1,80,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534535057101443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341509563294258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949238610251635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455468822902885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326860249261947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077332742407067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245343452676585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833351275334899,0.0,0.15503129498967708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290717634829794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841444340395066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362494527301347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510404367764725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329591509881134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495697110526928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876502123985604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243906965037842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896189590050456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498129880165741,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,more_like_loser_name,2019/04/10,"I'm working on time management and mindfulness. Thought I'd share this tool I found I've scheduled my day in 30 minute blocks, and every so often I've written ""CHECK IN"", meaning check in with myself and how I'm feeling. If the answer is anything less than great, I can use this tool to help get myself back to a healthy baseline. This link is the only thing on the home screen of my phone, so I dont get distracted before I even begin 😅 I didnt make it, but I think it's perfect because: * it displays one question at a time (no getting sidetracked) *it's interactive (like a choose your own adventure book, lol), which holds my interest *it addresses a comprehensive variety of things like diet, medication, sensory issues, emotional problems, cognitive state, hygiene, etc. And gives great advice. TL;DR this thing will walk you through self care step by step. http://philome.la/jace_harr/you-feel-like-shit-an-interactive-self-care-guide/play",5.845092592592592,9.00666318518519,4.966157407407408,77.49145833333336,71.46913580246914,7.50679012345679,29.878086419753085,8.472884824447931,2.6096901234567897,764,32,121,14,16,228,115,162,0.028999999999999998,0.738,0.233,0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,2,6,11,0,1,7,1,6,2,0,3,1,25,22,9,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,13,5,1,2,9,1,2,3,3,2,0,1,4,2,13,9,14,17,3,16,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,3,8,70,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028770000076854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813977805191395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039076900573913,0.0,0.08751442148072583,0.0,0.12216118897235576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29274325394478096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258599297856657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825428458303418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614885891233713,0.0,0.0,0.1601102352904444,0.09482173576670792,0.0,0.12095767265762418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517911668873346,0.1025611419457706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574089683207189,0.0,0.0,0.22501658157121096,0.13771831650262825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165565213951792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622697693603544,0.0,0.1440049816943243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984204371544302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104122874182461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582914263935173,0.0,0.0,0.15638174574668914,0.0,0.14462420441448212,0.0,0.0,0.14495728934255403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728172543093842,0.1091858177707979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737000869191884,0.0,0.0,0.16082295501863478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995341793910574,0.0,0.14736493409744536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861298140936244,0.09198910994002174,0.0,0.11397265921248935,0.16742499976731806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399198243969264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045152742870758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,threewholefish,2019/04/10,"Found myself in a classic ADHD situation at work today I work for a tech company, and was happily coding for most of the day. At around 3pm, I could feel my concentration starting to slip away. Tried to walk it off for a bit, but still couldn't focus when I got back. After a bit of redditing, I got back into the swing of it, but my commute deadline was rapidly approaching. I did think about going home, but I told myself ""you can just finish this next bit and go home after that, it won't take long"". Predictably, I just kept going and ended up leaving later than I wanted to :( Anyone else had a run in with ADHD today?",5.6980114285714265,5.262052583999999,6.855885714285716,77.71480000000003,67.16,9.062857142857146,28.25714285714286,8.418075326091056,1.929354285714286,483,13,94,6,7,164,83,125,0.034,0.946,0.02,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,19,21,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,1,13,0,23,9,4,30,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,15,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419224286414599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946704282457693,0.14575565053976425,0.0,0.12663588661404493,0.0,0.0,0.13365196428141118,0.2187685151238371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659123485082122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135779450367967,0.0,0.0,0.09174182038778073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118834650893183,0.0,0.12599448947701686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192770752265819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597375838965527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425380415874876,0.0,0.2275464395737389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853839709556224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062605007711596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588998250366526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128834502818106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989903575913478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068784862157708,0.0,0.1136039294387848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695702303091104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115037955798512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967960823812226,0.13592943573878136,0.0,0.09658087424562344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390487424864672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712466784569109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Dankriel,2019/04/10,"I habe to guide others Anyone else having the feeling, that you have to guide others? I just saw the picture of a black hole and thought to myself that many people habe problems finding their true potential. I want to build a future where this kind of stuff is the best thing you can do, that you can help mankind find itself",8.433333333333334,6.962998682539682,7.022222222222222,82.12000000000002,62.17460317460318,9.034920634920637,32.111111111111114,6.42735559955562,1.7892158730158731,259,7,50,1,3,77,46,63,0.04,0.774,0.18600000000000005,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,8,3,6,8,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894447439096653,0.2776059396738153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284330606272055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263322540487851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699337735083858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495261173211093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160268313234285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821381410193955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746865689577169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783290156846427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592491518978973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101568878888002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999783296424618,0.0,0.0,0.21509291235943664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980506671783784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Reck142,2019/04/10,I don’t know where else to ask this so I’m asking here. I accidentally drank a lot of coffee with my new meds and I feel extremely hyper and nauseous. Any ideas on what to do? I recently got a prescription for ADHD and have been taking the pills for three days. Today I forgot that I shouldn’t mix it with caffeine and drank a lot of coffee before class like I did before the meds. Now I’m sick to my stomach and way too hyper. Also I have to sit still for the next 2 hours so any ideas are appreciated.,0.5380817610062927,2.7604581226415132,2.883301886792456,90.12388364779876,85.69811320754721,5.420125786163523,16.38050314465409,6.816661863887847,-0.15948176100628908,395,8,86,5,12,135,68,106,0.057999999999999996,0.882,0.059000000000000004,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,0,8,5,1,0,0,15,19,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,10,1,12,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068204036178115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019101065073053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842625401428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277722390233869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983425744705332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305695261113988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644448341883334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886392638214993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020708836484055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263970055691416,0.0,0.0,0.39579506918749546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634281349215608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564496364280211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980753728225619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894477413622625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931025739910938,0.18643841142645332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309212552771808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999846539681976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318072285150001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616824562611945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914861719787286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,communr,2019/04/10,"Holy cow, I’ve found something that motivates me and I’ve been working nonstop because of it! My team and I recently won a State’s competition and qualified for nationals! Up to this point I’ve been sort of focused on it and sort of not focused on it, but now that we’ve qualified for nationals, I’ve found myself to be nonstop preparing for it whenever I have time, and not even being distracted by my favorite games! Whenever I have free time my mind doesn’t go to, “Hmm, I wonder what video I can watch on YouTube,” instead it goes to, “Alright I will do this, this and this, and continue it until I can’t do this anymore,” and none of “this” have been distractions so far! I can’t believe how focused I’ve been because of this huge motivational force!",4.151116534472236,5.494842073825506,5.373264185478952,80.66488712629653,71.21476510067114,9.176571079926788,33.00854179377669,9.573946990214177,3.164565100671142,595,29,117,14,11,198,80,149,0.017,0.804,0.179,0.9727,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,1,1,16,0,0,3,0,20,21,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,5,3,1,1,6,2,0,0,7,1,13,4,18,11,1,17,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,3,6,81,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907039382726465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061938279380177,0.0,0.0,0.2829567284913373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588026153226615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507395666497108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273265932579002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535869320754796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374151453480987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24797741869793696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933452732574966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928917354642362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27235826847166955,0.18283804754968136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dangbrist,2019/04/10,"How do I really know? Hey all. Total newbie here but I’ve been reading your threads here for a bit trying to connect some of my life to yours in an attempt to figure out if ADHD is actually something I have, or if it’s anxiety, or depression, or low self-esteem, or if I’m just an unmotivated procrastinating slacker with no social skills. I have felt for a long time that I just have something off in my brain, like my wires are crossed. I get regular sleep, I drink enough water, I exercise on a semi-regular basis. My general physical health is great. But I have a terrible time making friends and socializing. I’m married and something my wife always challenges me with is asking questions. She has said that sometimes she feels like I don’t have an interest to learn more about her because I don’t ask her questions. But it kind of dawned on me that I don’t really ask anyone questions. I am a genuinely curious person but I just don’t ever think of questions to ask people. And I think it’s because I am not often present in conversations. I am so consumed by my own thoughts that I feel overwhelmed by myself that even thinking of the other person doesn’t even enter my brain. This has lead to some pretty bad social anxiety. On top of that, I have a hard time planning things and envisioning the future. I often take up hobbies or books and never finish them, only sticking with them for days or weeks if I’m lucky. In school, I did everything last minute but when I did I actually felt hyper-focused for the most part. I finished high school with a B+ average and in college I finished with a 3.8 GPA. Mind you, I dropped out of college in my freshman year because I couldn’t bring myself to go to class. I returned 4 years later and finished, in a different major. In my current job, which is in the medical insurance field, I often have to do very tedious and monotonous work and I zone out after doing one or two tasks. Caveat: the subject matter disinterests me and I do not like my job in general. I have a hard time staying on task and don’t meet my work quotas and requirements and I never have. Ironic: I’m at work now not focusing on work. Being at work makes me feel depressed and I feel even worse on the days where I know my work is easy and I could get a lot done but I cannot get myself to focus enough to do anything. I often feel guilty and shameful for not being a good worker. I’m seeing a therapist for the first time today but for whatever reason I felt compelled to get these thoughts out there. I would add a TL;DR but I honestly don’t know how to sum this up.",3.53267301976695,5.14475957446809,4.962234278435631,81.94518847006653,73.17794970986459,7.674463367457659,27.69679671651649,8.331364938255728,1.9706432891446903,2048,78,394,34,41,685,244,517,0.09699999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.1,-0.0526,4,0,4,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,2,15,21,18,0,2,24,0,42,9,3,7,5,103,78,39,0,7,26,1,10,3,1,1,4,1,0,2,15,26,2,1,23,4,0,5,16,7,0,3,10,12,68,11,60,63,13,65,0,4,1,0,28,29,0,24,32,285,83,22,0.0,0.0,0.13896341426816838,0.0,0.08556952170598797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924476696664384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893682979731187,0.0,0.0,0.0497852528354206,0.0,0.05859218931469753,0.0,0.2662525355608804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059449691521736986,0.13021003515627932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773282959172162,0.0,0.0,0.15896727416869375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056848042825168615,0.0,0.0,0.09183724767293212,0.0,0.1226502844265563,0.0,0.0,0.07438967865548485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286313582513385,0.0,0.06974967473439765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471389131604021,0.0,0.14108236492749612,0.06440519730224159,0.0,0.0,0.06399068538229108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000631179933513,0.050865863676986985,0.2050917929847592,0.0,0.0,0.060563361642881834,0.0,0.0,0.055009559220576834,0.0,0.14879791112719545,0.0,0.04046505381665744,0.05971985051107239,0.0,0.07849913016697065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756385788498342,0.0,0.0,0.07568311782113085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522755133436093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131160932303966,0.0,0.0,0.07414467350893618,0.11739028807832605,0.05803815268275701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502912286515905,0.10435533892006232,0.0,0.0,0.06301046487774993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053237153238531,0.0,0.0,0.09505416989902804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172731237752282,0.0,0.0,0.07189250800837024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982888823151134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482475028081164,0.054151414627640816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710352479554085,0.0,0.049361667694806766,0.12433957937516713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243680780238099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31904475129317444,0.0,0.07122006504990089,0.0,0.09122610764960093,0.07320627789791291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677282628634447,0.0,0.0,0.14411801579478378,0.05673781689282741,0.0,0.07427795969529953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125221746716402,0.21774073835614646,0.0,0.16444155649835826,0.07041940893455112,0.0,0.0,0.07589057614431416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053534138372937606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266961323755953,0.047302645821759366,0.1368677874642991,0.0,0.11305095938716285,0.2075887868620589,0.0,0.06749003036297516,0.0,0.0,0.048340667489877975,0.0,0.06955283288918791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874811436068885,0.0,0.0,0.05711298467016495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110101697303809,0.0,0.07255969510224633,0.050579003411315084,0.0,0.0,0.09170195784902477 adhd,nikisadawg,2019/04/10,Everybody always thinks I’m always high Is it just me or does everybody tell you that you are always high. I tend to zone out and get impulsive or too emotional at times. Also people also just always tell me my face just looks like I’m baked as fuck.,3.323235294117648,4.821573039215687,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,73.50980392156862,8.237254901960785,20.59313725490196,8.841846274778883,1.2269960784313718,199,4,40,4,4,66,36,51,0.067,0.856,0.078,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,9,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,2,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107494184480529,0.6466638153864424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002565527349175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855159931652068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961920707457238,0.10150920268749253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41055892240614783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492093152574298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315578663784125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469714710555514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396383784751981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449404138230477,0.0,0.0,0.11329283902765815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Yaseenfadhil,2019/04/10,"Lose soon have nothing to! Hi guys I'm an Iraqi man in pharmacy college with adhd and I'm about to depart every thing and and live the rest of my life in my room. Because in Iraq there is no Adderall or Vyvanse.... Now I'm really nothing, I have friend who told me about some pills called (captagon) He suggested me to take them but I was afraid because I'm don't like these things, but I write it in Google and says it used to treat adhd should I take it (is it safe) Or I lose every thing..!",0.979615384615382,2.838336192307697,2.4217692307692325,96.22323076923077,81.30769230769229,5.313846153846153,20.015384615384615,6.2581,-0.09775461538461536,380,10,88,3,10,123,67,104,0.11800000000000001,0.848,0.034,-0.768,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,1,0,14,15,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,2,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,10,4,12,12,2,8,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,3,3,54,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258011017865528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159786776406616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089053122156445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985139791712991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686608536503686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540690872679865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512668145805575,0.08654681675512631,0.0,0.15642719248599496,0.0,0.0,0.3963723327898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33996148553443256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348718671808505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087723782785122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663903531062448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35307288693623884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927495435957315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300120798528555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,dylanisA1,2019/04/10,"I just got rediagnosed with ADHD-C and I also found out I have Dyslexia. I have heard it is pretty common for people with ADHD to have Dyslexia, but I was wondering like how common it is? I have been asking to be tested for Dyslexia for over two years, I thought I was kind of insane. Finding out has been relieving and stressful at the same time. All my life I have been trying to use strategies to counter my ADHD, but I had no idea that my inability to read anything quickly was more than just a low attention span. Right now im in my second year of college, I have been feeling like somehow school just isnt right for me and I barely have motivation to go to classes anymore. In the past years most of the work ive done has been like stuff I could easily cheat my way through, but this semester ive pretty much stoped doing all my homework because I know I cant just cheat my way through if I want to improve on my exams. I think Ive just given up sometimes &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; if anyone has any experience dealing with this or something similar I'd really appreciate any advice you got!",6.6210273972602725,6.204773716894982,7.153070776255706,76.28385273972603,65.25570776255708,9.491780821917807,34.688356164383556,8.841846274778883,2.9050301369863014,880,36,165,12,12,290,125,219,0.109,0.736,0.154,0.8262,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,10,9,2,1,4,0,30,1,0,3,2,38,44,11,0,4,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,16,2,30,5,29,26,6,24,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,6,12,124,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599806617848447,0.09756678223359012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984552251294,0.0,0.3245440641559728,0.3639655866458215,0.13579521785460458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901880577144456,0.06981351890064537,0.0,0.08216342557653034,0.0,0.0933410265343651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060864213347726286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971762090592338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293518181214174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217547607730848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976669719373612,0.0,0.0,0.050484323510746235,0.0713288520789528,0.0,0.0,0.09125596351518628,0.0,0.0,0.10947422000415953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056743867682739674,0.0,0.15970935908864295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271216307176304,0.10784907445195337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397256758964424,0.05487186552077149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052304532049143,0.14633677667889006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339711480333484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531276776709736,0.06921952836055441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031552784247788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987140918824346,0.0,0.06396287281779672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053312683128316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104785299447444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686508928390842,0.0987486546041366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437141126668103,0.0,0.1142979388497322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397625349428862,0.0,0.0792652928368432,0.05822006666538587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778778676952556,0.0,0.09753346095388422,0.0,0.0,0.08623349551912497,0.0,0.0,0.05889080802919796,0.15850365862326896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827698174655982,0.07268790497239032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639655866458215,0.19288954066426567 adhd,dinknoodles11,2019/04/10,"How to approach diagnosis with my therapist? Hi y’all, How can I bring up the fact that I want to see if and ADHD diagnosis fits me with my therapist? I’ve been seeing her for a while and while we’ve discussed a few strategies to deal with my inattention and focus issues, that’s as far as it has gone. I’m not sure if that’s something I should bring up or if I’m supposed to wait for her to? Haha I also have anxiety if you can’t tell so sorry if this is a dumb question. Thanks!!",0.84375,2.6687251057692367,3.3294615384615405,89.71553846153847,81.59615384615384,6.467692307692308,21.93846153846154,7.554174236665415,0.8041684615384619,377,12,85,6,10,131,68,104,0.099,0.828,0.073,-0.3874,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,1,7,0,0,2,2,21,17,17,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,2,12,3,14,14,1,10,0,0,2,0,9,4,1,7,2,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778996945682456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849186526490421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768942441441007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23839326905025415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413494025115578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25903627007117724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36852892643625496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801610282937455,0.0,0.2588488003589112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793637668826304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021096987058016,0.2128902434286,0.0,0.5369636246823878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638847278390356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,th7777ow7777aw7777ay,2019/04/10,"I need help - adderall no longer working before big test I am a medical student and I am only weeks from taking the biggest test of my life. This test will determine what specialty and region I can get a residency in. I have had increasing tolerance over the past two years but it was manageable with tolerance breaks and IR doses of up to 40mg. About 12 weeks ago it stopped working, every time I took 20mg I felt EXHAUSTED, 40mg I would only focus for 1-2 hours and then crash, my heart rate would get into the 170s while sitting in a chair. I thought it was a change in brand, stuck it out for 2 months and switched brands but it still didn’t work, I struggled through increasing doses for another 2 weeks and then stopped taking it for a week and when I tried again, I felt okay for 2 days and then again felt horrible taking it. I am lost. Last week, I missed a very important exam because I just forgot to schedule it, I have turned in all of my assignments late and today, I tried taking 70mg and locking myself in the library and I sat there for 10 hours and didn’t finish what should have only taken me 2-3 hours. My plan is to stop taking it and to try my best to study without it, but I am terrified. This is the exact time I am supposed to hunkering down. Imposter syndrome is something real in medicine and I have never felt it until this afternoon. I have never truly doubted myself before now but I feel like I don’t deserve to be here, that I have taken away this spot from someone who can keep their shit together without relying on adderall. I am truly at my lowest and I could really use some help. Please, if you’ve been though something similar I would really appreciate your thoughts, How did you study when adderall stopped working? How were you able to reduce your tolerance? I have considered increasing the dose, using magnesium or trying an NMDA receptor antagonist but I am concerned about my heart rate. Is there another medication that I should consider switching to? God I should probably have already learned the answers to these questions in school. Thank you.",5.4923922433599826,6.5096063101737025,5.983964709126003,78.74523481297676,67.78411910669975,9.245804613546547,32.04751401525595,9.444778638647367,2.9509622093557586,1665,69,305,33,27,538,211,403,0.142,0.759,0.099,-0.9646,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,1,7,15,10,1,2,14,1,39,10,3,4,4,63,67,32,0,9,10,0,5,1,0,7,7,0,0,0,21,18,0,6,10,0,0,4,8,6,0,1,21,5,48,4,43,37,6,61,0,2,0,0,10,17,1,5,39,211,69,13,0.0791306965040812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014458797784884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732269130167335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595086963411676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434589418882635,0.0,0.0,0.048237338124316916,0.0,0.13466878894756595,0.0,0.08304278400502099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370978454539872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317942223513172,0.0,0.0,0.0510327529259433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667102468364358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040010857763862664,0.056530985393576386,0.30391151197692146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268504584865455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875405127135704,0.10607927572638258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378338917464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703349988887093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450207908419885,0.08926287234713727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589235111354896,0.0386592612660237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638050282457753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943170351273264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316136699867661,0.0,0.0,0.05867440879636152,0.12206094279329598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054738137130905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553920363808865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868617422592994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531627455240254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864448999522033,0.0,0.0,0.09006805653580549,0.10138630087560316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800844894483931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122652282277526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704718235909198,0.12183735228978228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319387644544698,0.2646272220618034,0.0,0.08272458510227138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974821791719055,0.0,0.0,0.07285291379659338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774550754676902,0.12564186807933625,0.0922834909674686,0.0,0.07500664777638494,0.0,0.08791711541195389,0.21489819460373288,0.08607147484492472,0.07729919234457877,0.0,0.0,0.13668703010200628,0.0,0.06529111185281616,0.0,0.0,0.3173693582277039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255833528888893,0.0,0.23043235798807166,0.0,0.0,0.16863652927770775,0.0,0.0,0.05095757414683347 adhd,gacksel,2019/04/10,"Procrastination as a musician Any musicians in here? How do you deal with the procrastination when trying to learn songs? I never properly learn songs because I take so long to start learning them and then I don't have time to learn them as well as I want to (e.g. before a gig).",3.3333333333333286,5.632353814814818,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,75.66666666666666,8.023703703703704,23.76296296296297,8.841846274778883,1.7392785185185184,222,7,44,5,5,73,39,54,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,9,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,30,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566150550053306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300327464079893,0.0,0.3211022061085709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890375192886187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339482307383581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29104025006031525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670945553832953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837247880717963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003934815655093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561999885618442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257437604174907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392884087995285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,StickySarah,2019/04/10,I am (at least) 3 hours late for school How do yall deal with mornings,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,0.06750000000000256,108.8275,92.75,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.7923999999999998,54,1,15,0,2,17,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954783206362736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732949773348475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542138634744761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863936666180501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,z3ldafitzgerald,2019/04/10,"Frustrated and need advice on how to talk to my Dr I got sober about a year and a half ago, from a pretty heavy drug abuse problem with cocaine / Xanax / heavy drinking. I've had mental health issues my entire life, and first went to see a psychiatrist and therapist at age 14. I go to a 12 step program. As soon as I got sober, I went to see a new psychiatrist, and was finally diagnosed with ADHD (at age 23). I was always labeled anxious / depressed and a lot of my ADHD symptoms were written off as quirks that went along with my creative personality. After graduating from art school, I've been working in an office setting for about 3 years now and have been struggling more and more.. It's near impossible for me to get anywhere on time. Just this morning I was running late for work and found myself just standing in the shower daydreaming for 10 minutes straight and then getting distracted 10 more times. I've been reprimanded at work more times than I can count, for being disorganized, late, spending too much time on one project and not enough for another. I've never been prescribed meds specifically for ADHD, since I only found out about my diagnosis after getting sober, I've been scared to go on any controlled substance. I tried strattera and it was disastrous, and have been on Wellbutrin ever since. My first doctor really helped me a lot, gave me books and information about my diagnosis, explained that my addiction came from self medicating for a problem I never knew I had and that all the SSRI's I've been given since age 14 were actually making it worse. Unfortunately, my insurance changed and I've been seeing a new psychiatrist who is more 'strict'. I've only ever taken ADHD meds (adderall) without prescription in an abusive way. I've given this about six months of thought, and I'm nearing a breaking point of exhaustion for beating myself up every day for something I can't control. I want to talk to my psychiatrist about starting an ADHD med to see if it helps, but I'm scared she'll assume I'm trying to get high. I know that's not what I want. I've even talked to my AA sponsor about it extensively, not to get medical advice of course, but to stay honest to myself. Also, I'm seeing my psych today and was supposed to bring my urine toxicology, which is clean, and taped to my fridge, but of course I forgot to bring it with me.. I'm afraid that won't help my case either. Has anyone else gone through this? How did you talk to your psych about it? Any advice is much appreciated. Sorry for the length of this post. TL/DR - Sober for a year and a half and want to go on ADHD meds, but afraid to ask my psychiatrist and need advice.",7.517028356481483,6.939250992187502,7.707899305555558,73.57587384259261,63.4921875,10.241435185185184,34.00202546296296,9.53975657930432,3.027541001157408,2116,77,392,34,27,690,245,512,0.08900000000000001,0.871,0.04,-0.9249,1,0,4,0,1,0,59.0,0,2,0,8,19,12,1,6,19,0,29,14,1,5,5,69,76,34,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,2,2,19,29,1,3,8,3,1,12,8,11,1,6,35,5,42,1,80,38,12,69,0,1,5,0,17,20,0,4,31,250,61,11,0.0,0.14600322406100866,0.060125632530654415,0.06716752394150942,0.4442828332921819,0.24083097259179306,0.054616418010618735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927208421677103,0.05126714979996917,0.0,0.0,0.08379822937826599,0.06460685226367607,0.0,0.06960542149745827,0.0,0.04308140863107586,0.06313004350864583,0.0,0.0,0.057600060410848364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046913038736298,0.0,0.0,0.06517863624424043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820897112975414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03973544141304432,0.0,0.0530673916587885,0.06253613968298463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306375993141126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035751689462775,0.07145179524177117,0.0,0.05146995436156153,0.0,0.0,0.06366294517325127,0.0,0.0406949626507049,0.11146540250043076,0.051911810423179966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674942906640474,0.0,0.10481637763833103,0.0,0.13511147069608312,0.0,0.0,0.16095186947007947,0.0,0.10504866920231444,0.0,0.09855546990686716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549199089346057,0.0,0.0,0.12389416416200333,0.06509776881247525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430821291341725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033861024312698634,0.0,0.13900483243209896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043519252162089316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476274337767008,0.0,0.0,0.04112731484005069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737536711000617,0.12413771060920956,0.062091652376783525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917909879535105,0.0,0.0905856385690716,0.09137087064678437,0.09503985505587567,0.11901289851053125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041750724672961925,0.0937192878877745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379830294109233,0.0,0.0,0.05824442512572979,0.0,0.05900845058992375,0.06268281346649737,0.0,0.11791109554877813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947101799871546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337119962978654,0.06235588629106609,0.2454888682071716,0.0,0.06427604464507382,0.0,0.0,0.15290132165196013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047432880809472805,0.0,0.0689709756586878,0.04361016702085233,0.06567151387036547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644115340890939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403974563241713,0.0,0.19808954754036726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153771822820572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891402875459935,0.1437086983745654,0.0,0.05840214543456955,0.0,0.0,0.08366268848789317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902325245619444,0.048905720512295185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134826687623952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593929628168415,0.0,0.13456551335460945,0.0,0.06278915334988755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903071572490148 adhd,Crystal_witch_,2019/04/10,"Going from highly motivated to no motivation whatsoever Hi.. hello! I’m new here and am in need of some advice or support. So as a child I struggled a lot in school. I daydreamed during class, doodled, and everything else. Yet outside of school I was always “go go go”. Never sat down much, never bored, and always playing. If my sister was sitting watching tv after a certain time in the morning I’d get all upset and have her come play with me. Nothing stood in my way of my motivation towards playing/adventures. Fast forward to my teenage years... it’s when everything started to really hit me badly. Not only did school cause me trouble with focus, but the things I used to love did too. It was an uneventful time in my life because I just couldn’t get myself to do much of anything. And now.. I’m 20 years old and I want to really actually do things with my life. I want to get shit done now! It’s to the point where something as simple as hanging a picture frame is extremely difficult to do. It’s frustrating knowing that I went from “I can and will do everything I want!” to, I can’t physically/mentally get up and do simple things, much less make my dreams come true.",2.9271469979296043,5.068281834782611,4.585776397515527,81.6922463768116,76.30434782608695,7.337474120082816,27.474120082815727,8.269060116576782,2.06971635610766,922,38,173,17,21,310,136,230,0.092,0.775,0.133,0.6704,0,0,1,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,9,14,2,2,8,0,18,4,1,6,5,37,44,16,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,13,0,0,4,4,0,9,6,8,0,0,9,1,23,6,31,32,7,37,0,0,1,1,6,12,1,4,16,119,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.11316791574049767,0.0,0.0,0.1133224635935215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298912109940464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543167859449822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682833019556304,0.07069293916789082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119130950664772,0.0,0.1997921086423024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867539753642913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687627744101936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126733405187481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423537095355,0.0,0.2636288594303579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252642518327972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373291032493884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382307693005455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859173880011164,0.10466553331036496,0.0,0.07740945591015337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557491908544325,0.08598870860293521,0.17888314611025333,0.11200249464157787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127430206928376,0.0,0.12168877509633608,0.0,0.0,0.08819879333107845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962712436533223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858397828223832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35209703692249616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903935540412995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892777345176158,0.0,0.0,0.08208265758083548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123480046208898,0.0,0.0,0.13159896830045095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311317060616732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352435989803333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015900835093633,0.0,0.0,0.20520256882831556,0.09204989993813398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750338034971596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935901645407793 adhd,doooop314,2019/04/10,"Asking my doctor for help What seems like forever now I’ve been feeling like I have many indicators that I might have adhd . I’ve been putting off asking my doctor about getting “tested” . Is that even how to go about it? Do you ask to get tested or do you just say “I think I have adhd”. Advice on how I should go About this would be great....",2.0994761904761887,3.754583614285714,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,77.14285714285714,5.80952380952381,18.80952380952381,6.42735559955562,-0.10776190476190496,263,5,57,2,6,86,46,70,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,0,10,22,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,3,8,16,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,40,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349804828960541,0.1768413579780575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075463239491823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704600226608235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952868654008378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150364623965553,0.1292846886603104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909825001248767,0.0,0.2056983409357161,0.0,0.0,0.19951957698368009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130008030211133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682517019006008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347472789375546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919801030504126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192439029117435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391425640354275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474788920049802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595798577421365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285555819971086,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,bridgebut,2019/04/10,"An overview of how I'm feeling on my first day of medication. Today is my first day taking 10mg of instant release Adderall. I took it about 2 hours ago. I ate a big dinner kinda late last night and then ate a scone shortly after taking the pill. I went to a 1 hour class about 45 minutes after taking it. Class was weird. I think was able to focus better but I also kinda kept letting my mind wander, but only for a few seconds at a time. Then I would kinda clock back in. I never played any of my puzzles though and took notes most of the time which I usually do the opposite. I play my puzzles and don't take notes. I have been feeling like reaching out to my friends and family and telling them updates on how I feel. I've reached out to 3 people so far. This is unusual for me because I'm not much of a texter. I'm actually notorious for not communicating with people outside of in person contact. I feel a little overwhelmed at the moment. I thinks it's a combination of the Adderall, that I've been anticipating this new step for so long, that I ate after I took it and I really only ate a scone, and that I had some coffee. I'm gonna eat some more and not drink anymore coffee though. I've got about half an hour before I go work. I'm gonna relax, maybe go for a walk, and probably tell my manager once I get there that I'm having a weird day. I don't feel uncomfortable going to work but I'm definitely not going to show up early. I'm not really sure where I'm going with this but I figured if anyone would be curious to hear about this, it would be you guys. Have a lovely day and take of yourselves out there.",2.748257317903338,3.975070162241892,4.810634218289085,83.79565180394827,74.51622418879056,7.2212843203993655,24.5428863172226,7.748469712250963,1.2113139550714769,1271,39,265,17,26,440,169,339,0.043,0.838,0.11800000000000001,0.9746,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,5,15,11,0,1,19,0,19,10,0,2,2,50,60,24,0,4,10,0,5,1,1,5,2,1,0,2,14,15,7,1,8,5,0,11,8,3,0,4,15,6,31,8,40,37,6,56,0,1,0,1,10,15,0,9,31,167,45,5,0.09360664659517892,0.0,0.09134658415578874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297664430475837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485720146301465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365572959340764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283264056614933,0.06545194376228979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197773323822516,0.0,0.057061742938939036,0.0,0.07965236179720338,0.0,0.0,0.08278747204998639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414741726769197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916988772407272,0.0,0.09578296839180918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824401563172865,0.0,0.2366516654177749,0.06687260703108819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924353154976326,0.0,0.0,0.07232026295810871,0.0,0.04890560937411935,0.0,0.2659940721302874,0.0,0.07486578641206819,0.0,0.0,0.09268529694524033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550149383661993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27655107381957034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630191048776477,0.1055923745778998,0.0,0.0,0.09571913818791147,0.0,0.04573147927205128,0.09381845123678406,0.0,0.08283893660734848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448365319963537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404045809330074,0.0,0.0,0.09429884852595737,0.0,0.0,0.0945160288057431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881165576625578,0.0,0.07219521652091816,0.09040588258155878,0.0,0.08784349674143252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996880236334082,0.0,0.14238414562535345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979012514624438,0.08173371323023684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092379713139654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993362948809115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822315662679726,0.0,0.3519027437433471,0.0,0.16363267000829249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995871893492152,0.18393611002571889,0.0,0.10916557678872056,0.0,0.08872815583432922,0.0,0.31200128580733066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309449657717004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677429919859286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629350714214106,0.0,0.0,0.19948642810596,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,manwhoknows3chords,2019/04/10,Do Atomoxetine Damage The Brain? I've been using Atomoxetine for 6 months. I feel like I'm getting bad. I have difficulty with making sentences and understand what the people say,4.059374999999998,7.327606187500002,6.336250000000002,63.88375000000002,80.875,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,3.065100000000001,146,6,22,4,4,51,27,32,0.261,0.632,0.106,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,6,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101721030551405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146969688464937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878325517419533,0.2653869432550112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940841064232389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148742861030487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479672394175673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29651353152410137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575389692915241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954175393352603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867260498742808,0.0,0.32084133019109795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,wtfisreality,2019/04/10,"Want to Try Meds Finally My daughter has been really struggling, is in high school now, and wants to try meds. Dx was back in early middle school. We've worked with some supports from Executive Skills classes, but she is tired of her inability to track time, along with all of the other things that make her feel like she's fighting everyday just to get stuff done. I have tried to steer her away from meds, because i am afraid of side effects, but i see that it is cruel at this point for her to keep trying to overcome this on her own. My primary fears are side effects such as an increase in anxiety or depression. Dx type is ADD - inattentive, if that matters. I can't really help her, because I'm ADHD, and have been fine just using coffee to self-medicate (mine exhibits very different from hers). Also, those on meds - what all do they help with? I have heard a lot about focus and productivity, but what about other ADD/ADHD symptoms (all other executive skills, emotional regulation, etc)?",6.8671122994652425,7.17300779679145,6.94160427807487,75.57358288770057,64.6149732620321,10.222459893048127,31.973262032085557,10.018931242160765,3.0469721925133686,786,28,144,16,11,252,124,187,0.203,0.73,0.067,-0.9874,1,0,0,0,2,0,30.0,0,0,1,5,8,9,2,3,3,0,16,4,0,4,3,29,27,10,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,5,3,18,3,29,22,8,19,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,4,7,101,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745379682266296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898389728559414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512250671221301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454337681765052,0.08556102948204157,0.0,0.13566032855567678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583810800056897,0.0,0.0,0.11625518995646653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386952933893606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251656280633368,0.0,0.0,0.124097301662516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521154017758282,0.056262288935298964,0.07949248808365231,0.0,0.12189265226514133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813484389188879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916608127195533,0.11756460611745286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989033540119352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543617070199061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459917663583024,0.0,0.0,0.07427468956374488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179885866901984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518767422227923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256693489576544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522569804294085,0.0886690976464452,0.0,0.11608059706706544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632528691450365,0.12737941628362945,0.0,0.12626974834663618,0.0,0.11565384818064885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392393911149972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488339319557397,0.12789039149083753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021845816909597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610297818024782,0.0,0.09181076350949573,0.13126180273631574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100708551215224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,KarlTheNotSoGreat,2019/04/10,"I probably won’t get into college because of my adhd A little context: I’m 18, diagnosed with adhd at 6 but never medicated. My parents don’t believe adhd is a real illness and so I never received any help dealing with the symptoms. In fact, I didn’t even know I had it until last year when my mom accidentally told me. I did manage it on my own to some extend (mostly by drinking ungodly amounts of coffee) but it all stopped working in high school. I had the hardest time getting all the mandatory essays done. Thankfully, it’s all finished now, and I am definitely getting a high school diploma... Except, well, I didn’t have time to work on my applications, so I’m probably not getting into a college. I really don’t know what to do, r/adhd. I’ve been following you guys for a bit more than a year (on my main) and I learned so much. Your advise helped me cope in healthier ways and your stories made me feel valid and understood. I have no one else to share this with. I know I can’t stay behind - all adhd medication is banned in my country and if I ever want to really get better I *need* to get out but I just...can’t. I already messed up a few applications because I misread their requirements or deadlines and now one of my last chances is to write an application essay that I physically cannot look at. Most colleges don’t take applications anymore and I don’t have money to go the rest. My grades are not good enough to get any kind of scholarship and finals are coming as well. I don’t know if I can do it. I’m just...so tired. Sorry for the rant tl;dr: unmediated, need to get into college to get proper help, messed up a bunch of applications because adhd, have no money and shit grades, now can’t get myself together",3.7579197324414717,5.130929997101454,5.5919565217391325,78.604991638796,72.21739130434783,8.20624303232999,29.211259754738016,8.730908602173464,2.3586008918617627,1359,55,259,25,26,468,177,345,0.14400000000000002,0.779,0.077,-0.9746,1,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,1,4,11,10,1,0,14,0,29,8,1,1,8,54,59,22,0,5,9,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,8,18,1,3,7,1,3,4,17,3,2,2,10,2,39,7,42,48,17,41,0,0,1,0,16,18,1,6,17,182,47,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622705918088083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604824043942598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605244338590343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733104640297031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259998199343993,0.0,0.0,0.08785203076432853,0.0,0.06896326339139552,0.08512938412753424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716925205019676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803896316381194,0.0,0.0791438012772951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979632172112648,0.0,0.07638660376088334,0.0,0.0,0.065138779918186,0.0,0.0,0.08056985140210146,0.0,0.05150228417266161,0.07053358033857111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03942691020777726,0.0,0.0,0.08541868357635116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073914007843713,0.0,0.04431544725944772,0.06540240617636578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720830685450754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679661644548426,0.16477143951025372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119980226250559,0.17141385399451167,0.127121377665868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815224216181632,0.0,0.0,0.06548003797162724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378259260788961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571048412850281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132432106667923,0.0,0.0,0.057321189106258226,0.11563614360689632,0.12027949662540101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567684776996318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658290427274516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814221359071954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875353781676547,0.09990659546747968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783135633594356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004104387674492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872875303641036,0.0,0.083111833728194,0.0,0.0651912649832492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104671839153492,0.05862810158105606,0.0,0.0,0.07178964539039479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093663858715913,0.08962171780009433,0.0,0.07450922380333777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045992150409550285,0.06189356498768931,0.0,0.0,0.14021922745318974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353463028687885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042772450172018 adhd,pemberley-law,2019/04/10,"What motivates you? I know motivation is a tough nut to crack for all of us. Deadlines are good motivators (usually), but otherwise motivation can be extremely hard to find. I'm finding that even deadlines (unless I KNOW they're hard deadlines) aren't quite cutting it anymore. I used to be motivated by ""what must other people think of me?"" which got me moving, but brought with it a lot of anxiety and depression. I've gotten past worry about what other people think, but now actually motivating myself to work is... I feel like a cat trying to catch a laser pointer. So I thought I'd open this question up for discussion. What do you all find motivating? What do you do when you can pin down that elusive feeling? How do you cope?",4.047391304347826,6.253591057971017,5.397898550724636,76.8451086956522,73.20289855072464,8.657971014492754,30.34057971014493,9.2995712137729,2.9901188405797106,578,26,104,14,12,193,90,138,0.107,0.715,0.17800000000000002,0.8981,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,5,0,9,6,5,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,9,3,31,25,8,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,18,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,4,14,2,16,18,3,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,2,5,72,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.16854345953588507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321253530046332,0.0,0.1712853802194269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487578824914299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407563633258268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746582677964885,0.1233865572683169,0.0,0.0,0.4735710237932351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486388753629895,0.13813476179081627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943473910606123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898376429780181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437909088160134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683483945337605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356711486949207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487457649647072,0.23947558529868945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934786447674204,0.18370206453105795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213356709245192,0.0,0.13711522489072772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172611277281236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775307208379687,0.1491690083774284,0.19021951693992892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573748333510942,0.17539894062937966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,smurf5663092,2019/04/10,"Why do some ADHD'ers enjoy being busy and schedule plenty of activities, while others are fine with chilling out at home for days. I used to think it was simply a difference between ADHD-PI (me) and ADHD-C/H, but then I noticed some of my PI friends dread the boredom of staying at home so they're constantly planning activities. Whereas I'm perfectly fine with staying at home during a week long break. I'm curious to know what causes this difference.",5.767803921568627,7.221104623529412,6.593823529411764,73.02053921568628,67.47058823529412,8.960784313725489,35.34313725490196,9.2995712137729,3.5640196078431368,363,18,59,7,6,120,64,85,0.086,0.713,0.201,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,13,7,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,7,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758785392324051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408251553848233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260697286913984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030100028269602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337591751829773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340384744547606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48065435475308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778118692371714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135241047948244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818490154385904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404931511452319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234591832011587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795190882264366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812249629436204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412779653557742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Ryllor,2019/04/10,"What much does Vyvanse cost for you? Hello, it's my first time using Vyvanse, and here in Brazil the prices are so expensive! (Like 300USD for 30 days). So I have the curiosity to know how much is it there, and if it's expensive like it is in Brazil too. If it is, is there a reason for it? &#x200B; Thanks!",1.5385714285714298,3.50079928571429,2.7399206349206366,94.12035714285715,79.95238095238095,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.2344095238095241,237,6,54,3,6,76,41,63,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.7464,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,8,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071827976601456,0.3444954923105531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284039527633228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810137513280725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411533285815518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580959590807225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277017178408081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168247129850891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29149533825823715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101777372135515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531687003498946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448614779734304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444954923105531,0.0 adhd,Terminal_318,2019/04/10,"I often find myself daydreaming about being more productive. How do you, personally, combat it? This seems to be my main daydream. Spending 15 minutes wondering what life would be like to actually get stuff done at a steady pace, only to realise I've not done a thing within those 15 minutes. Short bursts of productivity, encapsulated in an overwhelming pod of procrastination pretty much sums up my average day.",7.893239436619716,9.858543676056343,8.395887323943665,60.16002816901411,62.94366197183098,11.31380281690141,35.32676056338028,11.20814326018867,4.707972394366197,335,15,49,10,5,111,61,71,0.033,0.888,0.079,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,7,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,10,4,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,2,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.25556285356898745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688947353720322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360003856992557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239358961266244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368245698806256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497775074651374,0.1279442186996742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251626395180066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917602226339864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866865990615076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266432102332783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384110807700283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29979669124190195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398535019070965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284004079093282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603622414640325,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,illnevertell89,2019/04/10,"Vyvanse sucks! I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD for almost 20 years. I went several years without meds because I wasn’t in school and have always had jobs that don’t require sustained focus (serving, retail, CNA). I’m an LPN now, and even that doesn’t require much focus; I have to pay attention to what I’m doing but there’s enough variety in the day that it’s not like trying to finish business reports all day or something like that. Anyway, I went back to the doctor last August to get back on meds because I was back in school and struggling to get my work done. I was sent for an updated evaluation because mine was so old. Of course, was again diagnosed with severe ADHD. My primary doctor put me on Vyvanse even though I’m the past Adderall is what worked really well. I was open to Vyvanse because I had never tried it (wasn’t even out yet when I was younger). I’m now on the highest dose and it doesn’t help hardly at all. Im still all over the place and losing things and forgetting things (I make lists but I lose them lol). My doctor doesn’t want to put me back on Adderall because I have a connective tissue disorder that increases my risk for cardiac issues, which I get where she’s coming from, but I’ve had the connective tissue disorder my whole life and Adderall was never a problem. I’ve got to figure out what to do before I fail out of the RN program I worked so hard to get in. I’m pulling As and Bs right now, but it’s only by luck because I don’t think I’ve studied all semester. I’m so frustrated and people just don’t understand why my anxiety is sky high lately and I’m so moody because I’m so stressed. ADHD sucks and so does Vyvanse.",3.1815373657681363,4.746258742603555,4.478612754766601,85.25000547885162,74.0,7.2559281174665795,27.015559938636866,7.921354282810032,1.6610252903791367,1317,49,261,19,27,435,163,338,0.171,0.7859999999999999,0.043,-0.9924,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,8,26,15,3,3,11,1,27,7,0,1,6,44,50,25,0,2,8,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,15,18,0,2,4,0,2,8,12,11,1,0,18,2,27,4,35,32,8,51,0,3,0,0,4,19,2,3,26,167,42,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998391241111065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327623965707827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919870019639647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361985548642872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557904150694641,0.0,0.3548699152500823,0.0,0.07076601946443907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163799777306311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726716457775012,0.0,0.0,0.16881841874366998,0.0,0.0,0.19062516871962573,0.2553641211055119,0.07277694570205813,0.08510514176166029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593013408882914,0.0,0.16478613679268986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737980005514762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651345395062684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489963351978182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055742745958379455,0.08786681149790608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983085885650934,0.08680109510523773,0.08252694869507114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778935816741381,0.09381205862672057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874084467121299,0.08125897787043895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607738462384574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055512286924544164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847518175676648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061134746810559824,0.0,0.1282816474561352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726611134542396,0.0,0.0,0.06324959482309449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938897790285394,0.057655104727312625,0.0,0.08688816471985493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957624504720821,0.0,0.16720458958274068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053276672325195715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102118087051762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833181863130087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879021834855084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402333095155001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664144843882579,0.0,0.0952635166775965,0.08694055460488777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105002778915203,0.05328781750810485,0.08170772371717823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292512497548113,0.0,0.0,0.0865761440593581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905199132119999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477398063421499,0.15418680896707027,0.07504213011808578,0.09284908600483782,0.0,0.0801666533789013,0.0,0.18163207144793145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710914420829776 adhd,SodaSeven7,2019/04/10,"Fuck this auto mod ive had to repost this twice , even though I didn't even break any rules. Also fuck these Nazi ass rules. have to wait 7 more minutes now. Cock suckers. Watch me get banned for this. LOL god damn commie mods going to ban someone looking for a help. For one example my whole life ive always gone over the top with needing things to keep me occupied. Whether it be video games, food, exercise. Right now im in a stage of constantly vaping, chewing gum , and drinking caffeinated drinks. This helps pretty good until I can go to the doctors to get diagnosed ( I say to get diagnosed because I am 99% sure I am). My doctors apoinment isn't until like next month because shitty insurance. The wait can be hell sometimes.",2.8465653495440715,5.2812687375886584,3.5690628166160074,87.41250000000002,77.93617021276594,6.58176291793313,25.674265450861203,7.7094869923839395,1.5398648429584598,576,22,109,9,14,182,102,141,0.213,0.659,0.128,-0.9446,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,5,0,5,1,12,14,2,0,1,10,25,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,2,4,5,0,5,0,3,2,5,0,2,3,3,11,3,16,20,2,16,1,0,2,4,4,4,6,0,8,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155163091752448,0.12647335240099716,0.0,0.0,0.10336290427777398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853114404938443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425433332162764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30854671120916705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111499338136428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977976163702388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078464952116812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837948993302863,0.0,0.0,0.2810368260454407,0.2382358596471173,0.0,0.1727663479260824,0.12748754169755147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376024212548755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418241724770394,0.0,0.0,0.13510156725075542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735969790399948,0.0742578640551404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763886773147082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132224079115135,0.0,0.0,0.11270355742015167,0.0,0.0,0.1616501148637646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299683394070204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463519208627938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298042710438033,0.0,0.12087380180235943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878623103120024,0.0,0.15032852989469592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325500236577438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097979114143914,0.0,0.14933589368350775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696987825070717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Zahidistryn,2019/04/10,"people with the experience of the comedown of Elvanse, how do you motivate yourself to study/work despite feeling less attentive, feeling low and the feeling of anxiousness? A question to the People that have been using Elvanse for a while Quick background: I have been on elvanse for 6 months when the medication wears off I cannot get myself to study or do the actual work. instead, I would just sit there and daydream until it has completly gone out of my system. &#x200B; my question: people with the experience of the comedown, how do you motivate yourself to study/work despite feeling less attentive, feeling low and the feeling of anxiousness?",9.967368421052633,9.978120122807015,9.105964912280703,63.6184210526316,58.29824561403509,11.459649122807019,46.192982456140356,10.864195022040775,5.544519298245613,530,31,75,11,6,167,61,114,0.171,0.784,0.045,-0.7686,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,7,2,0,0,11,0,10,2,1,5,0,24,19,9,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,12,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,6,8,0,18,15,2,13,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,3,5,63,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.15128972800075485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797806168785515,0.18838191949326716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35028605413371583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254902600426208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033038120039481,0.0,0.0,0.4703356968127452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809982815263575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617931722488376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374576643792574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32244083747681496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473446151090244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389863223235016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33859735119329193,0.0,0.0,0.11013091048382412,0.0,0.18838191949326716,0.0 adhd,Bayesian2,2019/04/10,"Coffee with ADHD Hello I found that coffee helped me a lot with ADHD especially dissertation before I was medicated, gave focus+energy. Though I read online that coffee is not *really* an ADHD treatment. This does seem to conflict with what I have personally experienced. In addition now that I am medicated with actual stimulants I find coffee makes me really jittery and thirsty. Would you guys say coffee is no longer worth it with medication? And what might be the real truth about whether coffee is an ADHD treatment or not?",5.132934782608693,8.401188163043479,6.467565217391307,65.07960869565218,74.97826086956522,9.332173913043476,26.591304347826085,9.642632912329526,3.484979130434783,429,16,61,13,10,144,63,92,0.054000000000000006,0.899,0.047,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,2,1,23,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,7,8,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,9,1,8,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.14073930961665812,0.0,0.6933045203329904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272181288745293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620914360537705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181577247523554,0.0,0.0,0.15813135186031704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280188826153753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966685831859554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261190074801474,0.0,0.0,0.09626892314229883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358637477857356,0.0,0.1529961440714238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592858812116273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426045644839278,0.1641555592458372,0.18478387965976675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146906682348556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129377154758326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416968208381159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245076459434213,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,15-Yemen-Rd-Yemen,2019/04/10,"For the first hour on meds, I’m overly happy, chatty & self-inspiring. Then it’s back to the same ‘ol mundane feeling. I currently take Mydayis but felt this when I was taking Vyvanse, also. No other way to describe it except that it’s basically a high I get ... once the med kicks in, I become very happy and chatty. This is usually the time I’ll go and order flowers or cookies for a friend’s birthday and text a few people whatever is on my mind (sometimes it’s randomness and other times it’s just simply wishing them a great day). I feel great about myself and that it’s going to be a great, productive day. Then like clockwork, an hour or so later, I’m over it. Now I’ve engaged in text message conversations that I have no interest in continuing, don’t care to talk to any coworkers and I’m back to feeling very mundane about my day. The struggles are too real.",2.9122413793103448,4.7962576954023,4.735149425287356,81.77479310344829,75.4942528735632,7.168735632183907,27.11724137931035,8.021203637495839,1.8760717241379317,685,27,129,11,15,233,107,174,0.047,0.7170000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.9898,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,0,1,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,21,14,0,1,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,4,10,10,18,18,2,30,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,19,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355281792615396,0.0,0.1403019702998414,0.0,0.08805739525006774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913907971667424,0.0,0.0,0.14301113334528318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320233175040151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053031520390523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642155738110895,0.0,0.12433036060874393,0.0,0.0,0.1101438212102933,0.0,0.0,0.10004337426603832,0.0,0.06765299215183669,0.0,0.14718389243740582,0.0,0.0,0.4282883540674743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275688258199145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368129136080389,0.0,0.0,0.2550424224151596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326209708617253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876675962734285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307476225498489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790223998460338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977181176431144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738755864273814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508593464124544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806856450864373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353706864221078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472018744154265,0.10407886725106212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101290024302105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261454375259858,0.21368502768195,0.0,0.10278284858981676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890669491832595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,tryhardNEET,2019/04/10,"Small victory So I was left alone for 3 days at home (it has never happened this long) and I’m glad to say I ate all my meals on time, locked the house, woke up on time (best part) to go to school the next day.",0.2786170212765953,1.4474372340425532,1.7967553191489394,103.10875,80.91489361702128,5.5510638297872354,16.00531914893617,5.985473137389443,-1.0080595744680854,158,2,44,1,4,51,40,47,0.049,0.8859999999999999,0.065,0.1868,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,8,4,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660085422016105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695374921546275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33128080678445954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459679597835977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271225597899015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257631230070195,0.0,0.0,0.2963586098363571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27905716087729904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729511357859697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809066377486345,0.0,0.2731520084633995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27813244132882275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042492933626885,0.0,0.25993555858024303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29953066989109806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Noah-7,2019/04/10,"Just got diagnosed! My experience in Uk Am a 20 Int student in Uk and am studying in health care. after fighting my parent for diagnose I just bit the bullet and did it myself. I went private as the NHS waiting’s can be upward of 2 years. I was also unable find a family member who’s willing to fill in the informant report (a report that’s filed by someone who knew since childhood) so I just made on of my uni friends fill it up and explained my situation to the psychiatrist. In short she was amazing it didn’t feel like she was interrogating me for pills. she was pretty sure of my adhd (I have moderate to severe mixed type ADHD) in the end of the 1 hour session. I mention to her how I wished I knew earlier and how it’s weird finding out you have a “disorder” when you are 20. She explained to me that intelligent people creat coping mechanism as kids and she actually pointed them out for me and that university is a common time to find out. She also said that it’s not healthy to think of it as a disorder and that we need people with ADHD. In my psychiatric report she wrote that I was well presented young man with a sense of humor and infectious laugh which made me, well, laugh lol. It took 2 weeks from deciding to be go for it to getting the diagnoses, and now am getting some accommodation in my university. I wrote this cuz I know a lot of people hear horror stories about being diagnosed but it’s not all like that. And I know the feeling of approaching it and then being like “what if I don’t have it, what if am just lazy”. Look after yourself, do it, you deserve it x",2.1712741429871585,4.3641115799373065,4.292191323692993,82.61790878754175,78.96865203761755,7.250925270502579,25.02386490039438,8.259297600419973,1.7614980483365352,1250,47,245,25,31,429,165,319,0.05,0.8420000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.9314,1,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,1,3,1,0,14,14,1,0,16,1,24,6,0,5,2,54,50,25,0,4,9,1,2,3,1,1,6,2,0,2,26,17,0,1,14,0,0,6,4,2,2,0,17,5,38,12,44,28,4,35,0,0,1,0,28,15,0,4,17,182,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.10357051180608694,0.0,0.3826537742224137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974906592398226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586976309338005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082096811816054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308911005662341,0.0,0.0,0.2432752579857447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400234846865824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381845303413244,0.10005276001580288,0.0,0.10732808165122198,0.07582144641779932,0.0,0.0,0.29101095614069195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199810335269603,0.0,0.11090023868714344,0.0,0.0603178377002798,0.0,0.0848842667421376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128144308931309,0.1196196203059992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451963993591294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166558577677014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555368898451538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912500148892759,0.0,0.0,0.09023049316198968,0.0,0.20085124809745686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869628508465543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178481520668599,0.0,0.0,0.22073780557322695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033000346478828,0.0,0.0,0.10797543075926376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009568005427306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990009627415882,0.0,0.08779432594047573,0.11929795455042087,0.0,0.0,0.08992615835919894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002910967532792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800574991673082,0.0,0.0,0.06188701397050531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791768370930253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513350199711019,0.0,0.1908526513218705,0.09838636729190983,0.0,0.0,0.12204772829184962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834618131730284 adhd,supermcdupeface,2019/04/10,"Thinking out loud... unconsciously? So, my job requires the ability to brain a lot. Sometimes I work from home. Thinking out loud helps me process things. I'm sure my housemates think I'm nuts when all of a sudden ""Maybe I should try that!"" comes out of an otherwise quiet room. I know it happens sometimes. It's normal to do so every so often. If I'm honest, I'm just worried it happens more than I'm conscious of. And/or I think things about other people out loud. Hawkward. Pretty sure I don't do the last one, but maybe some of you know my struggle. I've tried chewing gum or eating lollipops, but I end up forgetting why I'm doing it and thinking out loud anyway. Haha. Oh, ADHD, you sly devil.",1.6367146282973586,4.018115021582737,3.1347913669064766,89.09264268585133,82.23741007194245,4.8577458033573135,23.655155875299762,6.079149491110277,0.6272643645083931,544,20,105,4,15,178,87,139,0.08900000000000001,0.799,0.111,-0.1511,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,8,6,0,1,5,1,5,3,1,0,3,30,21,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,8,7,2,1,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,5,12,4,15,20,4,12,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,4,62,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735612626620698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647421849950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712254762780312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510057729158034,0.0,0.0,0.13070739274587925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433806009424656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609996617140416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891621902173148,0.0,0.1480294691057878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644513096667286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220640511374254,0.12029308719088165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546274321338666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296517268114849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144591885134322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000004444277111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230972423184727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013653664048746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29191032820074625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427713137040255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27817484004057536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960841630952473,0.4727995846990917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003870854060779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316322421863053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074361482785522,0.14986928395199706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,8sandbar,2019/04/10,"Been actively procrastinating assignment for 18 hours now I can’t seem to get out of this slump of having absolutely zero motivation. I finally woke up early this morning with the intention to finish my already week late essay (I have an extension until midday tomorrow), took my meds and felt great. The anxiety of working on my essay which I already roughly started and know what I want to say was too much apparently as I spent the entire day actively avoiding it. I researched classes for next semester, FaceTimed an old friend for a few hours, researched other random things that interest me, and finally got to the library at 8 pm- even though I told myself I’d go first thing after waking up. This didn’t stop me as I’m walking back from the library now at 4 am without a sentence progress on my paper. I listened to podcasts, researched more random things for hours on end. I don’t know if it’s an insecurity thing, where I don’t think the paper I’m imagining in my head will be as good as in writing so I don’t even want to try? I’m more than capable of writing this essay well, yet nothing can get me to finish it. Feeling hopeless as the hours whittle away and I’m choosing between sleeping for a few hours or skipping my other classes tomorrow in order to finish this assignment- which I had months of notice about. I don’t understand why I do this with every paper, or studying for any exam. I wait until the extreme last minute and it’s getting to the point where I’m performing significantly worse than my capabilities would allow if I had just started earlier. Sorry for the rant I’m just really disappointed in myself and don’t really know where to go from here. This behavior is severely impacting my GPA which I know will in turn impact my career and life, but I don’t know how to break this habit. Has anyone had luck with CBT or other types of therapy? I’m on medication (20 mg adderall) which helps but only once I start my work, my problem is just complete avoidance. Any advice or similar stories are welcome, I feel like I’m the only one of my peers like this.",5.211994708994709,6.384449034567902,6.4836640211640235,74.34041666666668,68.53086419753086,9.14373897707231,32.488977072310405,9.424239791934726,3.131897707231041,1669,73,294,34,28,564,214,405,0.069,0.8290000000000001,0.102,0.9179999999999999,1,2,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,0,6,19,15,0,3,17,0,26,5,3,4,0,53,63,25,0,6,12,0,4,2,1,3,2,2,0,0,26,11,0,4,14,0,1,4,9,6,1,3,12,6,38,9,58,47,5,58,0,2,0,0,8,19,0,10,35,206,64,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118097263166663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059387277531627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690733218061462,0.0,0.07138151926789406,0.0,0.0,0.06524417850493103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766735561335562,0.07174925305244714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783324528564513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017691423986641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826445295712058,0.0,0.0,0.1232601018305091,0.0,0.07861728604948617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943601831480053,0.06666033213730467,0.08959176187929163,0.2044320131618147,0.0,0.07936902100205016,0.0,0.0,0.07209069547421068,0.0,0.14625110231191596,0.0,0.1060598889857314,0.07826358941899478,0.0746281386282566,0.1028740634907811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576247640665493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254339724996986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594553547954904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564023304734673,0.07605970399001688,0.10525719084433527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590726595732377,0.0911726260646009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364582978578066,0.09399951403096077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447876015365547,0.0,0.06859322571593547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923572178719013,0.0,0.0,0.08953299081089876,0.10623349486782192,0.09791263373376206,0.0993715821849922,0.06322893841748857,0.14193217312523798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820764665246057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928459874159346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955292205658904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420346701966797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494547286941424,0.0,0.10541318609102596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337689638069586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044523563764982,0.1981348529782712,0.0,0.0,0.07801092795570012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670755596777942,0.0,0.24796276744463175,0.0597889659307733,0.09167611919674484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916123489321524,0.10367029821101496,0.06335103186446375,0.101493951693301,0.0,0.09713848998967524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110072732383673,0.0,0.07484726007293663,0.0,0.08389645494427342,0.0,0.0841973188397232,0.0,0.0,0.08994703727406808,0.0,0.13586086826298788,0.0,0.09509036170137056,0.06628439827509569,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Jennychelsea97,2019/04/10,Buying Ritalin Concerta Medikinet Where can i buy Ritalin online on serious site shipping to germany ?,7.591875000000003,11.737494437500004,8.180000000000003,50.66500000000002,73.375,13.2,51.75,11.20814326018867,9.339475000000002,85,7,8,4,2,28,15,16,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Hyperfocus-pocus,2019/04/10,"Just banged out my essay I did an outline of it yesterday and then worked on it before and after work today. I ended up finishing it way earlier than I expected and had time to log on and play some games before bed. I can’t believe how easy it was with the outline. I plowed out six quality pages in two hours once my research was done. I am taking online classes and working part time and it’s been a struggle to keep track of all my stuff for school with no classroom or peers to help keep me on task. I’m glad I’m finally creating systems to mitigate that.",3.1026280193236744,4.533878373913048,4.579420289855072,84.98903381642515,73.95652173913044,7.893719806763285,27.560386473429947,8.515128840125781,1.9657053140096616,443,17,90,8,9,148,83,115,0.039,0.846,0.115,0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,18,13,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,10,2,18,7,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,10,62,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294226275230511,0.2180837947456836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808631054157388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144296410768178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204325608003316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974392213897892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062456598150895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441025990034089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614260479499275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961426630270052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590020185154824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235832220749347,0.22158797666985414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553834168991894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257410221706217,0.0,0.18347894256191236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908689419844307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536445248381736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227573818031367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Pockycroc,2019/04/10,"I haven't slept in 2 days I'm all over the place and procrastinate my homework A LOT because, well, you know why. Part of it /is/ my fault tho bc when I do notice myself procrastinating [right now] I just continue doing it. I typically get 2 hours of sleep or less during weekdays because I goof off until I'm like ""shit, it's 4:30 am"" then I do the bare minimum for homework, making plans for what I'm gonna complete in school before class, and go to bed to wake up at 6 am. And usually I end up feeling like hot garbage on and off throughout the day, but I survive. This time, however, I've been trying to my meds (adderall) somewhat consistently. Yesterday i went to bed at 5:50 and got up at 6:10. I guess instead of saying 'went to bed' i should say 'took a nap'. Today i took a 25 minute nap from 5:50 to 6:15. But i felt ok-ish all day, like not nearly as bad as I think I'm supposed to feel. I think it's because of the adderall. The thing is tho, I can't stop being dumb and not doing my homework until 4am, but I don't want to keep replacing sleep with adderall. Hm :/",2.5148464341488825,3.56774719469027,4.318599687662676,87.77863872982824,74.84070796460176,7.087558563248308,25.683498178032274,7.510576382923642,1.1341039042165533,830,28,185,10,17,282,135,226,0.031,0.8759999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.8985,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,2,7,8,2,0,8,1,14,5,5,1,2,30,37,18,0,2,7,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,6,0,7,7,0,2,6,2,0,5,5,4,2,0,8,6,23,4,33,26,6,36,0,0,0,0,3,15,2,4,19,111,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170867773645873,0.2564500001047761,0.0,0.11932599753157995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470292213320796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131160221728146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420277784645185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180971113138874,0.10018084036024297,0.13464346346092362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326475313204678,0.0,0.07969633863524178,0.0,0.1121553014002392,0.0,0.15447992620110385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809899253612368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246434896959768,0.0,0.0,0.07706712557101666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552891061632853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921912675310375,0.0,0.0,0.09360508140293518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576469535715765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965358180848507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518561831134066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465112352983906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975625190426213,0.0,0.22303416275700805,0.0,0.14192095532926402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394479875545785,0.0,0.0,0.2806639465996421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723914462032572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316304623823288,0.1797083410528891,0.0,0.0,0.08176964908830696,0.0,0.13292230720069553,0.0,0.31160293572447856,0.09520744056297352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444430480803134,0.0,0.08271170032749826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608424065830662,0.25999052829942376,0.12653639558934013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,iguanaland,2019/04/10,"I've never been able to be hypnotized and I think it might be related to my ADHD! I've tried numerous times to be hypnotized, in person with ""professionals"" twice and through YouTube to try to help me sleep countless times. I've never been able to get into the state where I take suggestions, and I think it was because I could never just focus on what the person was saying. My mind would always wander, then freak out because if my minds wandering I won't get hypnotized, then try to focus again, and the cycle repeats itself. It's not that big of a deal obviously, but I just thought it was an interesting possible explanation. Anyone else have similar experiences?",7.657371428571429,7.708070600000003,8.083085714285716,68.91640000000001,63.0,11.622857142857145,34.65714285714286,11.20814326018867,4.050154285714285,535,21,92,14,7,177,80,125,0.017,0.935,0.048,0.5778,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,13,1,1,0,4,24,19,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,1,10,1,14,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,9,66,17,1,0.3185430500637577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914134219402405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252666780237304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136635354970156,0.16319249923319692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418088670916975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271653526960102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420194871867164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305092188842668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579811329069676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664255962787692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675634592921047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896191858842974,0.32163767414830163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685200566479501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781395045374596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955471348706087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665910939627212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938654902246155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975236523811553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410952427623333,0.0,0.12644380007332512,0.1857450141475284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244047319174873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314192165934972,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mysadadhdthrowaway,2019/04/10,"The effects of my [24F] ADHD makes dating feel impossible. (I was diagnosed about 1 year ago) When it comes to dating, I feel inadequate. Not just with feeling overwhelmed by consistent communication, but how going undiagnosed for 23 years has contributed to my lack of milestones compared to others my age. I’m still not finished with college. **I still live with my folks.** My mental health before being diagnosed was a shitshow rollercoaster that stunted my life experience and progression. I went on some dates, had some casual sex encounters, but I was never in a place to give actual dating and relationships a shot. So I never did. So now that I am 24 and finally learning how to correctly cope with ADHD, I find that I am more like an 18 year old in terms of my life situation. Men my age generally live away from home, have graduated and are beginning their careers, and have lived more life than I have. I wouldn’t want to date a loser like me if I were them. And yet, as I work and save money and try to catch up, I feel like a weirdo for being my age and never having an actual relationship and experiencing all the life stuff that comes with that. Added up with all the other adult shit I’m failing at, it’s making me sad to the point that I want to cry all the time.",3.745801393728225,5.790402418699192,5.19157955865273,78.70597560975612,73.59349593495935,8.588153310104529,25.12891986062717,9.23628265651192,2.1724090592334493,1009,33,191,24,21,338,143,246,0.12300000000000001,0.794,0.083,-0.9241,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,5,11,10,1,1,12,0,17,9,1,5,7,50,33,19,0,5,6,0,4,3,0,1,7,0,1,2,11,18,0,0,7,1,1,5,6,5,0,0,7,5,28,5,32,23,9,40,0,4,0,1,7,9,1,3,29,136,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.2213622807065085,0.0,0.2726165672246512,0.0,0.10053960637076567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065614205245265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651170119847087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540183517047824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245860730012079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023695425987406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109461039744831,0.0,0.0,0.2293933719537009,0.08102696420451587,0.0,0.12424559615605033,0.1036634331505726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880238743309756,0.06445895597010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055970026423375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376907740738308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32044638892838906,0.16623322008098604,0.0,0.3004546774810749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141688875683193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430025102815253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624284958140588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901476056816115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184993115988402,0.0,0.10721815506637372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354034638850264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642355977693895,0.0,0.12748834992891547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115403186556386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983827343213236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613586396230149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700444367165737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379560318383002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514107864476838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825707985287626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911545540546745 adhd,wrinklyrocket03,2019/04/10,"I need a schedule I need a schedule because I lose too much time during the day getting caught up in and sidetracked by random things 😩 But every time I go to do this I get so overwhelmed I don’t even want to mess with it because I don’t know where to start. Or how long things will take. Or when we will be hungry etc etc etc 😰 Suggestions?",1.9448401826484023,3.3536670684931518,3.0563698630137,94.82007990867581,76.94520547945207,5.414611872146119,23.125570776255714,5.46131890053228,0.11323926940639285,268,8,61,1,6,86,52,73,0.081,0.873,0.045,-0.5079,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,16,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,7,12,4,13,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,3,8,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24251213414299946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282830096404513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6655247364054464,0.1313807548221777,0.0,0.16759353967523646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784860556350326,0.0,0.11304735323407615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931787728713886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603254187557987,0.0,0.2225337736812157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622460368626794,0.2949842725590057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079228208903574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955849751609934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642991127775322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197658920367656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732457178878508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,drowsheezy,2019/04/10,"Forgetting to play music in the car. Get in the car > plug in the aux > start thinking about how kangaroos are just Australian jumpy deers > start driving > ""maybe seals were a product of God smoking a joint and being like ""lol dude what if dogs were fish"" and bam seals were made"" > get to the destination > realize you never played music > repeat on the drive home. Every. Damn. Time.",5.3198684210526315,6.158900723684213,5.243263157894738,84.54384210526318,68.07894736842105,8.185263157894736,27.042105263157893,8.238735603445708,1.5961768421052636,309,9,61,4,5,96,54,76,0.081,0.802,0.11699999999999999,0.4703,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,7,1,5,0,0,2,1,10,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,8,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,6,28,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924404199892859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362683034339895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481621000301477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957187406008312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32842733691692944,0.0,0.0,0.348701091024962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676991507490425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913477474746766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224028732881288,0.0,0.0,0.20239244097912307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,sugarspunsister13,2019/04/10,"Ritalin makes me exhausted, any solutions? I started Ritalin almost two weeks ago, I now find that I am exhausted all the fucking time,although I am more focus I literally can't get over how tired I am. Nothing has changed in my sleeping pattern but I have cut back on caffeine a bit. Is this Ritalin's fault? Is there something wrong with my dose? Have other people experienced this?",2.652916666666666,5.5718173472222245,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,83.8611111111111,7.6444444444444475,31.61111111111111,8.515128840125781,3.3132944444444448,307,17,52,8,9,102,57,72,0.23199999999999998,0.7490000000000001,0.019,-0.9372,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,9,9,1,2,1,7,13,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,10,0,4,13,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250668612998518,0.0,0.2542439830289607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266057676086044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523328087246306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277192832026926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685923320794095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320598257041764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347262821952336,0.1326521709092355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694800941164131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362371451530626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602215863955487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540831724724066,0.0,0.0,0.19546447744197412,0.0,0.0,0.1797115916726218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805102047502494,0.29182048035152003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802322037306546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036631118329884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27759958335476925,0.0,0.0 adhd,indoordinosaur,2019/04/10,"I've discovered it's much easier to focus while in a small room. Since changing apartments about a year ago into a 1.5 bedroom apartment I've found this weird thing that helps me concentrate so much better. My ""office"" is a very tiny room, just large enough to comfortably fit my computer desk and chair, a bookshelf, a window with a curtain but not much else. I've found that my symptoms of distraction and brain fog are greatly mitigated while in the space and now that I think about it I've always had an easier time concentrating when boxed into tiny quarters. In college I always gravitated towards cozy cubby holes in the backcorners of the room vs. working at a table in the open spaces. I did a few google searches along the lines of ""are small spaces are easier to concentrate in"" and it didn't turn up much. I think this has more to it than just being in a room without distracting objects as my last apartment's office had the same stuff in it but was significantly larger. I rarely felt like I was able to ""get in the zone"" in that room.",10.734504950495053,7.420071732673263,9.8545297029703,69.3834777227723,59.39603960396039,12.872277227722776,39.11138613861386,10.686352973137794,3.960364356435643,838,28,156,14,8,267,117,202,0.039,0.863,0.098,0.8647,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,18,0,12,2,1,0,0,22,19,11,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,13,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,9,1,11,4,30,9,8,38,0,0,0,0,1,30,0,0,9,107,24,4,0.16684605529654614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789896110546694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776585675310891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475617773089278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862553770143634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650100350630962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393784699820615,0.0,0.0,0.17239657588323584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019837804013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658761756491846,0.0,0.0,0.08717017757546562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394836498276035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183339390137154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600180371304305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815125548981102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906041927845289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138016781080865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099881574554925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341693566669614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108451054140773,0.21381643057117672,0.0,0.0,0.09728927658385053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148059711177866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766546915211475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083364339050268,0.0,0.12146591538281355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744338934817704 adhd,JGraham626,2019/04/10,"One positive of ADHD: When I’m interested in something, or really want to do something, I POUR myself into it. A few months ago, it was worldbuilding. Absolutely obsessed. Now it’s with DMing a D&D game. And I’ve only played one game of D&D, lol. Those are two silly examples but they’re true. I invest myself *heavily* into things I want and enjoy. Now sometimes it’s a fault. Sometimes when I’m writing I like to be alone, so I kinda push people out when I’m obsessed w that. Or a lot of the times I’m obsessed with something that’s not really productive or conducive to any societal needs (which is dumb that that qualifies worth but that’s the way it is). But I think overall it’s a positive. I think I’m gonna make a dedicated list tomorrow about finding positive things about a heavily negative disorder. I think that’s important, and self-love and positivity is important, I think especially for us (am I the only one who gets set off by one comment that I know is in all reality made in jest?) as ADHDers.",4.265066666666666,5.734748040000002,6.189,74.43866666666669,71.1,9.933333333333335,31.833333333333336,10.203070172399654,3.5428833333333336,808,37,149,23,15,281,112,200,0.11900000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.225,0.9621,0,1,3,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,0,9,11,1,3,10,1,9,0,0,2,2,32,26,15,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,9,0,0,6,3,2,1,2,5,0,5,2,0,14,6,20,22,3,19,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,5,10,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014914988358013,0.0,0.12550028582465908,0.0,0.0,0.14663202986902465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067992393930627,0.0,0.09627784209986114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226056472890213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293996561114965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396862100543074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780752353135262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916782147452764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036448669259825,0.0,0.1339644533218741,0.0945043625274654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300614687355952,0.0,0.0,0.10497823548213944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837474569514712,0.215352779358625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815230502240166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139688471206405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476966499902458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32698080444886274,0.2800483706497006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881161613002968,0.36286966385863495,0.0,0.0,0.08255522505151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383010580420469,0.0,0.17030080853608778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670126534982719,0.11237796483761764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,ClementineCalamity,2019/04/10,"Keeping relationships is incredibly difficult for me to do when I’m not seeing that person every day. Is it hard for you to keep long-term friends? TLDR: I can’t seem to keep a relationship going with anyone unless I see them basically on a daily basis, and it makes me feel like a black hole for friendship. Also, sorry for the wall of text.. I just replied to a question on a sub regarding making friends at work: a> I’ve made less than a handful of, what I would consider, good friends at work. The issue I have is that once I’m not at work, I have an incredibly difficult time nursing those friendships. So, we might hang out on occasion, go out and enjoy dinner or just chill at the others house, but I’m terrible at texting back or calling people, or initiating texts. Usually there comes a point when someone gets a promotion, moves to a new company or leaves the state entirely, and then I unintentionally become an awful friend by not continuing the daily banter. I’ve been this way as long as I can remember, it’s hard for me to make conversation over distance with my own loved ones. Instead I just think about them often and hope that they don’t think my behavior is malicious, if they think about me at all I’ve always had a tough time communicating through distance, my mom likes to joke that talking to me on the phone is like pulling teeth. I just never feel like I have anything to talk about, and I feel bad about it on a consistent basis. There’s always an anxiety to reaching out to another person though, I feel like I’m being a nuisance on most occasions or just overcome with anxiety.",9.047207165824533,7.048416286173638,9.198973357831877,68.67656752411578,61.37942122186496,12.487000459347724,38.61299954065228,11.20814326018867,4.2058202112999545,1279,51,238,28,14,425,173,311,0.083,0.768,0.149,0.9689,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,4,4,19,19,0,0,21,1,17,4,2,4,2,53,44,21,0,3,16,1,7,5,4,2,0,0,0,2,12,13,1,3,10,1,0,6,6,5,0,1,3,10,27,14,47,38,4,38,0,0,3,1,22,18,0,12,17,161,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880135591802845,0.16398417004309146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033264096881968,0.15076365842991246,0.0,0.0,0.06890054417125506,0.0,0.08108894698824619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577017126242254,0.08227569136189407,0.0,0.10882824286847337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061902121386836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488235743607464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354930405569258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302309745025645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929649252938286,0.2111881824927768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304522994184497,0.0,0.05148239922624066,0.0,0.11200361830454343,0.08264957921658668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654262506038249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787115448297128,0.0,0.11370041982701724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284879267432462,0.0,0.2627571495087692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433824633736563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407051362022508,0.0,0.0,0.17440728212881218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893501620320447,0.09323969237625024,0.1973260250412054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453397964374046,0.0,0.1154073244346332,0.0,0.10473103449032267,0.0,0.0,0.0759991135315799,0.09516928219541804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494049039466552,0.06677236749952305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683143214440625,0.17208036904612814,0.0,0.0,0.09315091390047907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038588601604284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115873549930459,0.11162512839552448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704515840978192,0.08970592380352957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349151345996382,0.0,0.0,0.11030599754990657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840333514912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941884390906533,0.09681376400021913,0.0,0.11491740677448507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852644714458676,0.0,0.0,0.07821542664122264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152120228057952,0.0,0.0,0.06999905916315778,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,RenaeLeFaye,2019/04/10,"So tired and frustrated with my constant memory problems I've been feeling really overwhelmed with work lately so I planned a weekend vacation for myself. Long train ride across beautiful country with a visit to my sick grandmother and time with old friends. Really relaxing, right? Well, because I've done this route before, I'm pretty sure i over planned to compensate for any problems. Itinerary for every hour, packed days in advanced, snacks from home, emergency kits in every bag, pet sitter, Airbnb. I've even planned exactly which menu item to order at restaurants! I just forgot to tell my dad who is supposed to drive me to the station. I have a memory if telling him, but it's an old memory from another trip. I honestly thought he knew. He's angry that I didn't tell him and he's worried about me, (27F) traveling alone on a train. Actually he's furious. But he can't be angrier at me than I am. I've been trying so hard to keep things together and make up for my ADHD. But I just can't! I dropped the ball here and at work. I'm on meds and keep multiple planners with reminders everywhere, but my brain still can't focus! Today I looked at the clock and couldn't remember anything from the past half hour. I'm so upset. Why can't I be normal? I'm almost 30 and still have the same problems I did as a child! It really makes me think that I'll never be independent because everytime I try somehow it gets ruined because of my ADHD. TL;DR Keep forgetting crucial parts of plans and frustrated beyond belief.",3.880853242320821,5.9566625870307215,5.009468941979523,80.02179385665531,73.30034129692834,8.647044368600683,29.12614334470989,9.281916038205594,2.81321881228669,1210,51,219,29,25,398,169,293,0.159,0.762,0.079,-0.9822,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,8,14,14,3,2,11,0,17,4,1,3,3,46,33,19,0,6,7,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,9,14,1,4,6,4,0,6,7,9,1,1,8,3,26,5,36,21,3,37,1,2,1,0,15,13,0,3,16,130,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.10525033844643854,0.0,0.25924006452159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800060435316966,0.11170463358232156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334469203944015,0.11309474479531015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875498329062458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197241127695296,0.0,0.0917761524931916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040118254344995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655229289265265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955716690230762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037249978710152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123681551072487,0.0,0.18174397129614964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545344264579284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332804366165245,0.0,0.0563494736680768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661635968456013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818675940317107,0.0,0.21242972127339066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875978450863756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121664463585558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544775204288768,0.09057053409479887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398730205795826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980192690507944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318396405585811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567441458226662,0.0,0.0,0.22635010427144564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167958073408238,0.10295923096186396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972670148227076,0.0,0.30960629079715835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728287562241726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217801283070867,0.092107070245693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226532997341773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016514977500134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828085044191952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165367241977172,0.06910874601489726,0.0,0.08562434796133983,0.06289076931501986,0.12396276940409005,0.1022333622827613,0.0,0.0,0.14645211880640607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697406044799732,0.0,0.09732182238386633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570385788076935,0.10953138089857738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rydog876,2019/04/10,"ADHD meds I have ADHD but I know longer take meds. When I did I lost my appetite and was depressed ect. Now I'm not here to say to take medication for ADHD or not to but don't you think it's weird that people with ADHD take medication that almost changes there personality. Keep in mind the last time I took meds for my ADHD was 4 years ago but I want to know why you take meds or don't take meds for ADHD?",1.9294642857142847,3.1601222386363648,3.7946753246753246,90.2477272727273,76.61363636363636,6.392207792207793,19.38961038961039,6.868970318607317,-0.016011688311688754,319,6,75,3,7,108,52,88,0.113,0.87,0.017,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,19,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,1,10,0,9,14,0,8,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,6,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724302389943729,0.0,0.08266295310974646,0.0,0.09337917775268674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986490646561138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031847323810402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288734573432091,0.0,0.0,0.10249856607089793,0.07601345296235931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017964131008836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179140197679587,0.18788470802397306,0.0,0.0,0.09415871324698226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464972836010957,0.08142472090606202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415834474827622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505723839398416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597526089510348,0.0,0.0,0.05437643948423055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036072574998592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500289921311614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414611942244883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060051725781272526 adhd,thebasketballfreak,2019/04/10,"Everything seems unreachable Almost everything seems unreachable to me especially school related stuff and the weird part is that I'm doing really well. I finished in top 10 out of 280 people in one of my courses and I'm doing well with the other ones too. Graduating university has become this huge thing in my head that I feel like will never happen and it's not only that. I'm going on a 2 week trip next week and I've been very excited for it but it feels unreal and it feels like it just will not happen. Other things too: losing weight, adopting a dog, moving out, etc. I don't know if that makes sense but everything that I'm excited for seems like it will never happen even when I'm in the right path. Does anyone else ever get this feeling? How do you cope with it?",2.455118279569895,4.7035767483871,4.1225806451612925,83.91053763440861,78.29032258064517,7.488172043010754,20.010752688172047,8.447377352677275,1.1991849462365596,616,15,120,13,15,206,95,155,0.03,0.825,0.14400000000000002,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,9,9,0,0,5,0,10,2,1,2,3,29,29,10,0,1,6,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,19,9,1,0,8,0,0,3,5,2,2,2,1,5,7,7,14,25,2,21,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,5,11,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582245473269746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785888872398748,0.12874545294616307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877290223488986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995902305253606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496622874163017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013533619387886,0.08299204479994787,0.11365954255028335,0.0,0.0,0.3387840888320903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541339632485097,0.1795318092054101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564805023338592,0.0,0.07141099940258716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33334128267976065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895533289471778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905512288713041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416184688749096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405725894926533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838737704468178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354832557436014,0.0,0.0,0.19382133303029736,0.0,0.1336324625083044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029026625381244,0.0955641046505134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606900878123065,0.0,0.08711136375193697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049597003358351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730622986749952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271666607247512,0.0,0.3431669316463065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384162335479864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695537971225555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367616409266442,0.0,0.0,0.2015811140467188,0.15301043975036965,0.2259527046916181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,madmagick,2019/04/10,Adderal and the Lifeless Noodle Any other men on adderal experiencing an issue with erectile dysfunction?,8.769375,13.2074571875,8.917500000000004,45.37750000000002,70.875,8.200000000000001,45.5,8.841846274778883,6.3144750000000025,89,6,7,2,2,29,15,16,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458927298615849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8378550754660777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,charlsdai,2019/04/10,"How my body reacts to a hyperactivity trigger. Rectum contracts. Pulses increase. Zillion of thoughts and ideas all at once. Can't have my feet on the ground. Have to jog or punch or kick until i feel balanced. These things trigger and could be right after an melancholic episode of depression. How would you describe it ?",3.4514473684210536,6.66065771929825,3.1291008771929825,85.31891447368422,85.84210526315789,4.253508771929825,28.177631578947373,5.985473137389443,1.3163,258,12,42,2,8,77,49,57,0.086,0.875,0.039,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,5,1,15,8,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,8,4,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033750793041238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899437813159488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31277846587858216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361832038562226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099493987645902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867403052037379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101260365725524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412591061048424,0.0,0.0,0.2882986028816949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579696111855627,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,gw300,2019/04/10,"I am 19 and am worried I have ADHD I shouldn’t be worried though, I have an appointment on Monday to get checked out but it’s pretty expensive. Lately it has been getting worse and worse but am unsure if it’s ADHD or not. Always when I was younger I could never listen to someone talk at me for more than a minute or two, and it really sucks because I used to take college classes but my mind went crazy whenever I had to listen to anyone speak. It’s so frustrating! But some things on this sub I can’t relate to. I always have to be moving or doing something, and I feel like I can never speak correctly and always lose everything. Does anyone have any experience with ADHD coming up later in life? I feel like I will always be stuck",3.7085661989017673,4.942372852348996,5.214874923733984,81.8004575960952,72.15436241610739,7.565832824893228,24.954850518608907,8.00094639256281,1.4724845637583883,581,17,111,8,11,196,93,149,0.203,0.7290000000000001,0.068,-0.9659,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,2,0,20,1,0,1,3,27,32,16,0,3,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,5,3,0,1,5,6,16,2,16,21,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,5,8,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668146553113386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309373231520445,0.0,0.0,0.0880480600005305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810651361108667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892731413360267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153203350885912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103375980089954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133052430140148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636460094794145,0.1266522863038997,0.0,0.0,0.1309338227306258,0.18499523464341625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529164007825348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605446818091702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145266562254292,0.12651078093292614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485042674455695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307337615711152,0.0,0.0,0.13761240381417386,0.0,0.0,0.1997196103661784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172354981838466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294558457423178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970451997560207,0.09967688259040143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734977226205373,0.10406783351341202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601804265647274,0.0,0.12720942604266292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647915232658252,0.0,0.0,0.11182561665246354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200254674817668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629781468606604,0.26389403129643113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,caboose31391,2019/04/10,"Does anyone else hate rebate programs? They always sound like such a good idea, then I immediately forget upon leaving the place.",6.5495454545454574,9.572368500000003,6.400000000000002,68.77000000000002,68.54545454545455,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.5314727272727278,105,3,14,1,2,33,22,22,0.207,0.593,0.2,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758496649480673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318052043607113,0.3396795300297216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901137742599081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769408816547396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780617022850821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32730554675842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742436480242557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35102986203934244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161963026443886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463659152252777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,butteer,2019/04/10,"im sorry if this is a post you see all the time but do you think this is worth me looking into getting diagnosed? since a teenager people have considered me very dopey. i could never focus in class, i thought it was just because i was stupid however the two classes i was interested i did very well in, i failed all the others. i find it very hard to listen to people and understand and follow instructions, even when throughout the day i am trying remind myself before i go to work and during social situations to try and listen and focus on people, i start to fall into a train of thought. i make stupid remarks that just come out or ask stupid questions, which after reflecting on i know i am smarter than that but just impulsively said it. i can be extremely focused on things often and when i get used to a new work environment i flourish and can work with my eyes closed, but since starting a new internship i have started to become very aware that i cant listen and follow very simple instructions, and maybe im beginning to realize the last few years that im not very self aware even though i always feel i am in ways. but just because i consider myself dopey i dont feel relaxed, like i am very anxious in general and especially in social situations. if this is a tall relevant i have just started to notice this inability to concentrate as 'a thing' during the begining of a high level kitchen internship as i am struggling to listen, follow simple tasks they give me and keep half finishing them, but maybe this is just how it is for everyone when you start a new challenging job? to take into consideration though i have 8 years industry experience and feel like i am in general pretty good at my job. i have reflected on how it was at the begnining of every job i ever had, and realized i struggled alot during the first 3 - 4 month. people would really tell me how really bad i was when i started and how much i improved after time and became one of the most diligent and fast employees. i took ritalin at a party a while back for fun and found myself very concentrated and could listen easily to whatever anyone said to me, without even trying and felt very whole and confident. i have read that ritalin can help anyone but have started to become suspicious that if i reacted so well on it that maybe it was treating me for something. i have never suspected this of myself as no-one in my family has it and just always considered myself stupid / dopey, but i feel like i have so much more to give under the surface that people dont see, in my work and social life. so yes, what do you think? thankyou in advance <3",8.117445972495089,6.923844611001967,8.578297838899804,69.82382396856583,62.614931237721024,11.916102161100195,35.29123772102161,11.044913438933486,3.8685436699410607,2093,76,377,48,25,700,224,509,0.113,0.775,0.11199999999999999,-0.1478,5,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,2,8,28,19,4,2,22,1,41,6,1,7,5,90,87,50,0,6,20,0,6,3,0,1,4,7,1,1,27,29,1,1,20,2,1,8,7,8,2,4,15,17,60,11,54,68,9,70,0,1,4,0,23,27,0,8,36,281,87,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193926562105628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920148261001284,0.0,0.08566279137630448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572657918464378,0.0,0.0,0.04710183679585249,0.05114593410871435,0.07468178788851976,0.13530417178593404,0.05212407194540016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052766344330331866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781535204374744,0.0,0.0,0.03950484601327185,0.0,0.0,0.062173225729657035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435824013912065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137639667726367,0.05540926947072156,0.05161055229563048,0.058532427248922485,0.0,0.059919809036786814,0.057746403443127224,0.0,0.1238908492445276,0.0875221399947816,0.05881505892760431,0.0,0.05598658173619716,0.05210405007495265,0.0,0.06716369133781971,0.0,0.0,0.06400712908025122,0.11752405977657628,0.034813014554593805,0.051378358087943464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054873057395539326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105839105771393,0.06471998903981413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984999376278354,0.0,0.18236043133856944,0.05444686287009173,0.0,0.0,0.03366451972736065,0.049931554847823405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326669829598775,0.08977929324236324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514393435227178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088864202631426,0.0,0.18461869150522914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048893699324654816,0.0,0.09005994586762793,0.0,0.09448831334420532,0.17748335221871678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973999762561316,0.0,0.0,0.04150843404513989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233487834766446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058666008760417075,0.062319048325953974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862038056751504,0.0,0.06127225660924929,0.0,0.07848391423755273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165363580884134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762569224473794,0.0,0.06390303355765052,0.0,0.0,0.10134266291055576,0.1377079015575456,0.0,0.18732735480510185,0.0,0.04715761510903868,0.0,0.06857071863022324,0.3034995988604751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807547344033965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605664796070355,0.0,0.05354016423170031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139110378673564,0.07850033263497558,0.12036678908213155,0.09726033511256532,0.07143735917063743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805731431577654,0.1247657572775407,0.0,0.059837898514984375,0.06376932312793157,0.0,0.052905239935098027,0.0,0.4548811605698461,0.0,0.04862190752893189,0.0,0.0,0.11015242557709047,0.0,0.0,0.0683897791003042,0.0,0.059048289559986075,0.0,0.17837945822762288,0.0,0.0,0.04351427752680079,0.0,0.0,0.07889329908585678 adhd,Emilita2k,2019/04/10,"Dating a guy with ADHD Trying to find answers I found this amazing forum. I don’t have ADHD but the guy I’m dating has ADHD. He is very important for me, so I want to learn and understand as much as possible. We started dating since December last year, before we were good friends. He has many good qualities, he makes me feel happy and we have fun when we are together. But lately I feel he has become distant, but he insists he has not changed and everything is the same. Do you have any advice?",4.195974025974024,5.270215494949497,5.539855699855703,80.5345454545455,70.81818181818181,8.485425685425685,28.284271284271284,8.841846274778883,2.247766522366522,390,14,74,7,7,131,65,99,0.0,0.7440000000000001,0.256,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,0,22,21,10,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,11,6,6,19,2,8,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,0,8,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757951392579331,0.1560597135540451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860337050811718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637917925435787,0.13589530770226452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689443711106134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353056581487822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150105365152406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459654525879748,0.0,0.0,0.17510586107573636,0.12338597583362468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679022386782029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31626173194757484,0.0,0.1700065847105339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017908534093836,0.18015169808537035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660284936131274,0.16191355804369378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739992290079156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004089474453186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210779439893888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303845348586535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842770811470656,0.0,0.0,0.16625623181383367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177152337675035,0.09419684058042872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028433577306638 adhd,uo813a,2019/04/10,"51 AND JUST DIAGNOSED WITH ADHD I was angy when my doctor told me that I have ADHD at first. But then I started researching and it all makes sence now. The lack of time management, the forgetfulness, the temper flare ups. The inability to see a clear path on my work. I would say these stupid inapropriet things to my bosses and wonder why the fuck cant I keep my mouth shut. All of it. I have been researching for six days staight now and some of the things I have heard really made me laugh. At first I thought that everthing would be perfect now that I know what is wrong. Not lickley, I realised that its probably gonna take some time before I get my medication figured out with the doctor. But at least I finally have an answer. I do have one ?, Does the memory ever get better? Anways just wanted to say hi",2.684458333333332,4.871294362500001,3.91,86.02833333333336,77.25,7.5166666666666675,21.916666666666664,8.447377352677275,1.3033416666666668,638,18,129,13,15,208,103,160,0.109,0.812,0.079,-0.6244,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,7,7,3,0,10,0,13,6,1,3,5,33,29,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,4,20,3,15,19,6,20,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,3,13,94,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375350591153724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288159434655933,0.0,0.0,0.1381118027100316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071099065624968,0.0,0.0,0.1585002294003323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196750060572051,0.13665763101769676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125665540021906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106685202660474,0.0,0.26566110388018793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436842066336758,0.16317545894417373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880316090663258,0.0,0.0,0.08582205662997226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776340869865087,0.10423874690399837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731587933421282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581880288487208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836807808000925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004079943494297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483711492381003,0.0,0.0,0.12444017850577882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105316303825616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741371275995605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749299187785636,0.0,0.0,0.1239744700872209,0.18211758652404766,0.0,0.0,0.14921862324873866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210786281274573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409111035030609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935005163362046,0.11368714071682275,0.0,0.0,0.22186473001022766,0.17073764834056024,0.0,0.0 adhd,shizzle_z,2019/05/30,"school hey guys, I was wondering what you guys have went through in school/college/uni/etc. I feel like quite a few users describe themselves as “super smart, but lazy” and I’d just like to know if that’s actually a common experience or just something that happens~ idk just curious",3.1596855345911976,6.033205377358493,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,80.13207547169812,7.306918238993711,27.701257861635213,8.344100000000001,2.283254088050316,227,10,42,5,6,71,44,53,0.09,0.684,0.226,0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,5,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.23171862291131146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648214319145809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23227334257933055,0.0,0.0,0.12006272271057915,0.16963555402691066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702290637523758,0.20997776909355345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304972537312543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320138294945838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255912947508075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806276289705054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280193254156166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201201205301757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575062580091507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TheStormWraith,2019/05/30,"GF took Vyvanse yesterday with great results, but today feels nothing Hey all, My girlfriend was recently prescribed Vyvanse and took her first dose (30mg) yesterday with great results. She felt focused and did not feel anxious at all. Today however, she took one dose in the morning and felt nothing, forgot that she took the pill, and took a second dose 3 hours later. Still did not feel anything. Has anyone experienced anything similar? Any input would be appreciated",7.416296296296295,9.592031802469137,6.865123456790126,69.88805555555558,64.30864197530863,8.85679012345679,38.19135802469136,9.2995712137729,4.076891358024692,380,20,54,7,6,118,56,81,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9593,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,2,2,20,17,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,11,6,5,2,4,4,2,16,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,9,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914423139293537,0.0,0.0,0.14809195483506327,0.0,0.09165967081252664,0.0,0.2157482579238585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884586311027452,0.0,0.251729781554365,0.0,0.0,0.11150325599103997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289049628971857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909512400535295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515646499853689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882851794562031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943343470399665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468692422808852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851190317934915,0.0,0.7282171087754542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312104566451852,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Kuotez,2019/05/30,"Switch from Concerta 36mg to Dexedrin 5mg - Dex makes me extremely sleepy. Where in the world does that come from? I have pretty much tried all the ADHD meds except the amphetamines. At first DEX had powerful calming effects but then just suddenly fell a sleep. I woke up and my mood was up to no good. I tried taking the second dose as prescribed and the exact same thing happened. Lucky I had the day off. I have not found a great deal of info on this but some users have reported extreme sleepiness but on the comedown or one case whereas some guy had the similar experience and another user recommended upping the dose. I don't find much sense in the latter. Or what? Does anyone connect or knows whats going on? I frequently took Concerta-free days. Thanks",3.4656059113300515,5.9567659103448305,4.155492610837438,83.71698275862072,76.10344827586206,7.453201970443351,25.529556650246306,8.418075326091056,1.900162561576355,607,22,112,12,14,193,104,145,0.063,0.804,0.133,0.8607,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,12,0,8,3,1,2,2,25,18,11,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,7,0,9,5,17,11,6,22,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,6,6,74,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371769199261907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951958724342465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301613195628028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035286490654882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401043815452945,0.19191381991749928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258045200939841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209169434879527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701389188821111,0.1583402035670336,0.0,0.2041052959116528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579407557429683,0.15613488139371492,0.0,0.20523246915792825,0.0,0.18431905702109044,0.1646129828125516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230388806529926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425744050055115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067721332575176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736852536684346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126140940809815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938279814794845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628573963379574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399626133327915,0.0,0.0,0.1713831099439985,0.0,0.0,0.1236706544270397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682094745962876,0.2527690314169735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,slicklex,2019/05/30,"Please help me So I’m 19 years old, in college, and have really bad adhd. I struggle the most with taking in what people just said to me and being able to understand it. My boss will give me directions at work, and it just seems like I’m hearing a bunch of words and cant seem to comprehend what he just said to me. Note taking wont help because its just simple instructions like go over there and get that thing for me (I work on a farm). It can be a very simple instruction and I just cant seem to remember what they just said a few seconds later. Anyone else like me and what you did to help? I’m also on medication",3.32791452991453,4.0419834153846175,4.74794871794872,86.74927350427353,72.53846153846153,8.23931623931624,23.67521367521368,8.515128840125781,1.2366495726495723,484,12,107,8,9,162,79,130,0.048,0.818,0.134,0.8606,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,9,5,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,22,25,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,4,12,3,15,17,3,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,6,71,22,6,0.14980604294865096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003775189814075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979983842260357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474786839368806,0.15349399426000834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508178845952928,0.09132037333207753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251437261920222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826747442426384,0.14370760687088666,0.08513822648933284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688422979746987,0.0,0.3012354984378658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956299676759594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091382787571694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719624198576354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038566478407019,0.0,0.0,0.16444204924722394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596958711586796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970104371804046,0.0,0.4274995562484592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091333855368807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660980246902087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527100141061604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952447837496313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559533739034062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360567439064173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812116689595665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647018007488266 adhd,BigFeetBigDick,2019/05/30,"Have any of you guys experienced this? My energy levels are a little weird, sometimes they’re normal sometimes they get really high throughout the day. I can’t help but move around a lot, pace back and forth, jump on the spot, do dance moves, talk to a shit ton of people too eagerly. This is what happened today in PE class when we were doing the steal the flag game outside which was kinda appropriate, but it happens when I need to concentrate too. Anyways, I don’t like it. At all. It’s not a “smooth” thing. Is this a sign of adhd, or just good health? Cuz my health is pretty amazing, I’m young, great sleep, great diet, lots of exercise. Anyone experience the same? How do I get it I under control? Perhaps a doctor would be good? Ps. It’s not from coffee or a sugar rush or anything, and I feel that way about 1-3 hours out of the day if I had to estimate. I read about other symptoms of adhd, I’m quite uninhibited and aggressive, no depression or low self esteem, no real disabilities but I’ve been told I’m very smart but very lazy. Thoughts?",1.5929040981901397,4.012451406698563,3.310850842521326,87.51030372373623,82.77990430622009,6.122820886207615,20.57021011025588,7.423996415210882,0.7557266902433954,820,24,165,13,23,272,143,209,0.125,0.691,0.183,0.9502,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,2,11,14,2,0,13,0,16,9,2,3,1,33,27,16,0,4,12,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,13,6,2,1,2,4,0,5,6,6,0,0,6,4,13,8,18,19,5,24,0,2,0,0,9,10,1,8,9,103,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29657497789148324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839075567281501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627522957133428,0.0,0.10153718814934086,0.10984080635497324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948771740332939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838928544732307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914912900762745,0.0,0.10627325204987274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262920721164485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206964003264847,0.0,0.0,0.062388297699786564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892948424578715,0.0,0.0,0.20698273160693115,0.0,0.27206974317049193,0.0,0.12217277000786428,0.21822186391898896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26230974004602503,0.0,0.0,0.08270386844558847,0.13036539721746074,0.0,0.0,0.12151158040794058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028077465754561,0.12366643300735802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979884415644634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622822258540466,0.0,0.09149007764218907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089330106543415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554117875973602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255291851831014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123752152841936,0.1234206338687895,0.14044169604062398,0.07904502771520454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287198047579855,0.0,0.12665523235952206,0.0,0.0,0.1234763523199907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406627770638056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824659015771514,0.0,0.09917399252237573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197300194687919,0.0,0.0,0.09795568887266716,0.0,0.0,0.11695667957317928,0.1179017988354996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203614796136793,0.0,0.09793905070936422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765075764957983,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,beaupommier,2019/05/30,"Laziness does not exist. Friends, This is a must-read for every teacher, coach, parent, manager -absolutely anyone in a leadership position. Worth sharing widely. A life changer. https://medium.com/@devonprice/laziness-does-not-exist-3af27e312d01",15.57689655172414,21.676172206896553,9.051310344827588,40.499724137931054,68.31034482758622,9.216551724137933,40.282758620689656,8.841846274778883,6.212001379310345,210,10,15,5,5,55,27,29,0.087,0.752,0.161,0.2837,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038980780287593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803409791872581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661881056326023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357881775875747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30698664480919496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825967259801646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347400013674199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,joeyda3rd,2019/05/30,"What is your recommended reading? Doesn't have to be ADHD related, but that's fine if it is specific. Any book that has helped you, let us know what it is.",1.7130208333333314,3.6585750937500015,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,79.3125,8.016666666666666,23.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.5847166666666666,121,4,27,3,3,41,27,32,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,20,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845680342382989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741898194552026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702564541452675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158816986352853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122993073174841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033091015529101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849999431556878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Geek_X,2019/05/30,Can’t hold a conversation This has been plaguing me for years now. I can’t hold or start a conversation and it’s killing me. Unless it’s about something I have a lot of experience with or knowledge about I can’t talk about anything. It’s driving my girlfriend crazy and it’s probably the biggest reason I hate social events. I don’t know what happens I just can’t think of anything to say. My mind goes totally blank and I sit there in silence like an idiot desperately trying to think of something to say in response or to keep the conversation going. Does anyone else struggle with this? Is this even an ADHD thing? Btw I’m not diagnosed but the only reason I wasn’t diagnosed when I was younger was because it didn’t affect my school performance.,2.8867346938775498,5.419471551020411,4.045605442176875,83.51248979591841,78.38775510204081,6.64108843537415,27.48707482993197,7.793537801064563,1.8824715646258503,606,26,112,10,15,197,88,147,0.09699999999999999,0.889,0.013000000000000001,-0.8385,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,1,8,0,13,2,0,3,1,25,22,9,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,10,5,0,3,6,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,5,2,14,1,16,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,6,76,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612329217124932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410660586849405,0.16720797258021405,0.26858378625518103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947942623904517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312698850889555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280912366826634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632473920937832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778579929411902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963164224805632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274493317466193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430883778468465,0.0,0.0,0.1611168529435577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505123222057487,0.18054613155988167,0.0,0.08968524192511086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797266449416842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873874425353785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477590469063946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241137440150034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594698155716365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33557406755815355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955130279245137,0.0,0.16515751844434576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635218395063106,0.0,0.2512640699417448,0.0,0.0,0.11550708990787527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060216383889773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116635833230722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841653011512443,0.20913179158909784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107956508912812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508934439118953 adhd,requisitsor,2019/05/30,"friend of ADHD friend So this friend of mine with ADHD is a rather very likable person, but has self-admitted issues with maintaining any kind of relationships. I thought, how bad could it be, but I didn't expect vanishing from the face of the earth for weeks/months (very minimal social media activity only), totally unannounced. Is that something of a symptom of ADHD or not? I think I'm not disliked by this buddy of mine, I already asked about it, because I was a bit puzzled by the behaviour, but got told that its just a result of ADHD and not to take it personally. Maybe I'm an oblivious idiot, but I don't want to cut someone off just because I don't understand their symptoms.. Besides, I'd miss the pal..",7.710838509316773,6.771694949275362,8.173933747412008,71.57282608695655,63.27536231884058,11.074120082815735,37.10559006211179,10.290406445055957,3.802315527950311,565,24,102,11,7,188,90,138,0.107,0.8079999999999999,0.085,-0.6218,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,9,0,9,3,1,2,1,24,20,8,0,4,11,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,10,4,18,13,2,1,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,2,0,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273235819965143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400563857511814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874179038553076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199619312002187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895875275002877,0.1590983643817912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246789080390254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419047910863938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024627786240751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436961397290644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620397454151187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589155707625347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110082428054126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416070384843397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924812806337358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278882385996537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401039232615761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361358425595457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302429144638725,0.1105688815399396,0.1004622364316405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27127072853062545,0.09811679080840936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361660103996409,0.0,0.10359928888374086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246945701474198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585099251416613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153458194082042,0.07696995261434253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Bethinked,2019/05/30,"Antisocial on medication I'm taking adderall(10mg), it works really great for me calms me down, helps me focus, but there's a problem it makes me very anti social. Every time i'm on it i don't feel like socializing, id rather do work, and whenever i socialize i don't feel like myself, like i talk in a different tone. Every time my friends invite me to a party, or to hangout i always make an excuse. I'm starting to get further away from friends not sure what to do.",2.6740625000000016,4.334266614583335,5.069166666666664,80.0925,75.5625,8.133333333333335,25.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.013691666666666,369,13,73,8,8,130,64,96,0.166,0.63,0.204,0.4532,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,11,14,3,0,2,4,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,12,8,11,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,41,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400869875628397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817748180655616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758978306806713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836970328754605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702532949549019,0.24054936755184056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601452865097424,0.0,0.0879598831791674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856148185642379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128465323427662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675301826474266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475997456346355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696025426617552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109546015441273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078541722926442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148580316501998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191643566864951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867502010305365,0.0,0.1265839425220358,0.13531943988932585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634130940005687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891262953941055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451326365160464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,DustyPisswater,2019/05/30,"How do you all manage romantic relationships? I'm on the verge of a complete break up with my girlfriend, and I know that with ADHD comes an emotional sensitivity. She's the complete polar opposite of me and my condition. She's a single mom, grad student, with a full time job, and plans every detail of her life, but also is an extreme introvert that doesn't emote well at all. When she gets stressed she turns incredibly cold to me, and I internalize it to the point of getting extremely depressed. That sentiment has been persistent for the last 6 months. I got her to watch a lecture about ADHD so that she could emphasize with me, but all it did was freak her out. It's massively hard to deal with for me, because I can only see her 2 days a week if I'm lucky. We live an hour away from each other and attend the respective colleges in those areas. Any sort of advice would be immensely appreciated.",6.644457142857148,6.63268296,7.350428571428572,73.53307142857145,65.11428571428571,10.885714285714288,33.5,10.577609850970193,3.4833428571428566,718,28,135,17,10,239,120,175,0.08800000000000001,0.828,0.084,-0.1681,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,1,1,0,2,6,6,0,1,13,0,11,1,0,1,3,26,20,12,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,4,4,21,3,24,13,6,20,0,1,2,0,15,10,0,3,7,97,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817130380086508,0.15518547303537425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699880940278988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799497859966004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492054719088852,0.0,0.0,0.0968079660214627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679914778239555,0.3330146193892631,0.0,0.0,0.12679537467908095,0.0,0.0,0.10241811018891876,0.1637242155148164,0.1367812152846524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572755571983613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338027043605999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594139353979928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270133741779521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226089722894109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639402501352906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759257100304205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727679864226093,0.1294498271070435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217088334176677,0.0,0.0,0.14023049405101098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185994170135932,0.12675913945580325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078074399553645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012502034163744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050050634125294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265495238512251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191418383205327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260230150860103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727376496341992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738630796077355,0.0,0.142787586825943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128127437589262,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,kissed_by_the_light,2019/05/30,"Forgetting to take my meds before my nursing clinical shift was an ugly reminder ...of how absolutely non-functional my brain is off medication. We had to do patient research before the start of our shifts, and I felt so frantic, messy and disorganized while clicking around trying to find the information I needed. It was like there was constantly an alarm bell going off in the back of my head, so much so that I was in a haze while trying to actually find the relevant information. It was like there was a cloud between my eyes and what was on the screen in front of me, and even though I could physically see the information there, and pass my eyes over it, it was like none of it actually sunk in. I completed my medication research on my patients, but later with my teacher I had to explain why I didn't pay attention to the patient orders. Or why I had heard and read that one patient still had a saline lock in, and had even looked for it physically on the patient while I was giving her care, but didn't find it, or remember to clarify with anybody about whether she still had it and if it needed to be taken out that day. Furthermore it's just impossible to explain to somebody you haven't disclosed your diagnosis to what your brain is like off meds, or *why* you just can't find, understand, remember, or pay attention to stuff a NT person can. I literally had the patient orders pulled up onscreen and stared at them for several minutes, but my mind got too caught up with everything else, like giving my other patient her 15+ medications. Trying to explain these things to someone in a way that makes sense (other than saying ""I have ADHD and forgot to take my medication"") is just straight up impossible. There are few words in the English language to describe a fundamental difference in perception, because we didn't evolve to understand things like how our brains have evolved to work, or why some people's brains work differently. I was cranky and hungry all day. I was so easily irritated, I didn't snap at my teacher but I was blunt and stubborn with her when I was clearly in the wrong. That's the fucked up thing about taking medication for so long is that I was able to understand which of the ugly parts of my personality that I had just lived with for so long weren't ""me"" but the result of my condition. I'm not ""me"" when I don't take my meds. Even if you do decide to disclose, a lot of people will gaslight you and dismiss you immediately and decide you're making an excuse anyways. That very same day I came home and my landlady was showing the other suite in the basement to a potential tenant, and ironically I disclosed to her about my ADHD without thinking *because I'd forgotten to take my fucking medication that day.* That's another thing my meds do, magically give me a filter between my brain and my mouth that otherwise doesn't exist. My landlady immediately chimed in with ""REALLY? THEY TRIED TO DIAGNOSE MY SON WITH THAT IN THE 3RD GRADE. DON'T BELIEVE THOSE DIAGNOSES. DOCTORS JUST WANT TO SELL YOU MEDICATION AND THOSE MEDS RUIN YOUR BRAIN."" The lady who my landlady was showing the suite to immediately chimed in with how ADHD can be fixed with diet and I should just eat lots of nuts and legumes. Fuck man. Not only am I a different person when I'm on my meds - more in control, warmer, kinder, more pleasant to be around - this incident has made me realize I wouldn't actually be safe to do the job I'm training for without being medicated. I would miss stuff all the time. Somebody would probably die.",7.955088091700276,7.341876943536405,8.267835279133942,70.03449331352158,62.6255572065379,11.614162598174484,36.91059223094884,10.973918162328555,4.033553547017618,2825,119,514,66,35,933,287,673,0.085,0.836,0.079,-0.8496,3,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,4,9,2,3,36,18,4,2,34,0,60,27,10,8,3,110,100,49,1,10,23,1,1,6,0,5,12,2,2,4,39,35,2,4,23,3,3,6,16,9,0,1,37,10,76,9,91,52,12,60,0,2,7,3,38,32,3,10,25,382,115,10,0.051718007582742316,0.0,0.15140794496541685,0.0,0.1864649843472508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542308403266568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207998320597208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039767955469038864,0.0,0.0630536347864968,0.0,0.08801643048332992,0.058268484178219074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34640640380623194,0.0,0.0591516228402302,0.05272995555512588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422534697423437,0.05588879303814734,0.0580061431754913,0.04129262072224145,0.0,0.0,0.13341534546740794,0.0,0.0,0.10498537808195266,0.05367512665052163,0.16210293092150502,0.0,0.05293557224055952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292043317189283,0.043203759025596214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247776873276512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648081041898891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965739774606452,0.0,0.18907728791967984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434373939121213,0.0,0.14883787640783952,0.029392535551224914,0.0,0.041363615193824574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053077596425442485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187737843407825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051322142306387535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151600836764755,0.0,0.04566794821338433,0.09153761847987864,0.04343010085645238,0.0,0.0,0.08793760118678909,0.0,0.048936829263899584,0.06904434331678197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34468228460521305,0.4168036130340781,0.0,0.0,0.05222044451187372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038018686323536784,0.0766964946122177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03504546041062269,0.03933387526935283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056005562329062716,0.0,0.0717095091068486,0.13547450809411174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576075946715457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173200321008939,0.0,0.03313187997277519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717284153640264,0.0,0.0,0.041128235438623886,0.0,0.0,0.041212556090431375,0.0,0.0,0.0584266276229122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382049999357943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036606271958189184,0.0,0.08260413532490381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840949051466855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442752658381848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743658469182385,0.03313881097740262,0.05081267986337735,0.0,0.03015718612669685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045252915801493,0.0,0.0,0.16152080948140238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042672772603681915,0.03050462083967326,0.04105134714407888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866698304877406,0.0,0.0,0.09970862749671833,0.0,0.07530265095746777,0.0,0.0,0.07347797744930351,0.05654552246288299,0.0,0.0 adhd,hudeanie05,2019/05/30,"You can’t smile and blink at the same time. Just wanted to make you all smile. However you feel right now, frustrated, angry, sad, even happy make sure to smile. It may change your outlook of your day.",2.285,4.684007179487182,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,79.76923076923076,5.951282051282053,17.442307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.02172307692307696,156,3,33,2,4,47,32,39,0.184,0.563,0.253,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,10,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38762784365622094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363130675816731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201949486718696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852749066559908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900649983511821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891815258938647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129239629079581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453501389916482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136646916668862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161262784512301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,whataretheoddsbro,2019/05/30,"Addiction to adderall then for ADHD (Throwaway cuz I know too many people on this site) I’ve just been recently diagnosed and my doctor has recommended starting me on adderall- however I’m reluctant on using it daily, because I’m afraid that down the line I’ll become dependent and unable to function without medication. My question to y’all is are there any downsides to starting stimulant treatment, or should I trust my doctor? 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Exercise on meds, & differences between Adderall & Vyvanse? Hi! I recently read that you *shouldn't* exercise while on meds?! Getting back into a good exercise routine, rebuilding muscle that has greatly deteriorated, and being able to run another 15k (last was 4 years ago) is one of my number one life goals, and a big personal priority. I don't have to explain the numerous benefits of exercise, but they (the benefits) are why this is so important to me. So is exercise while on meds always a bad idea, or is it only certain exercise, ie, cardio? Can I still do light, slow lifting, restorative/healing yoga, and long treadmill walks with 12% incline? Also, I'm considering asking my doc about switching from Adderall to Vyvanse. Can anyone speak to the differences, personal experience, anecdotal and evidence related info? Disclaimer: I have an appointment next week, I plan on asking doc about all of this, but I'm definitely looking for people's personal experiences/advice as well. Doc has never mentioned anything about the exercise aspect, and I've only recently read that it's a bad idea, hence my inquiry. Thank you, humans of Reddit!",7.235770862800567,8.928111841584158,8.204469589816124,61.93950495049506,64.24752475247524,11.712022630834513,39.676096181046674,11.491704259439757,5.565179915134372,920,51,131,30,14,311,128,202,0.046,0.845,0.10800000000000001,0.865,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,1,2,9,9,0,0,9,0,16,9,0,0,3,18,24,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,4,7,7,0,0,4,10,0,2,3,2,1,2,1,3,12,7,22,21,1,22,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,1,14,86,19,3,0.11989581205863625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716079992171664,0.1062804032906356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588063758612758,0.0997629202860355,0.25981412454718233,0.0,0.0,0.12572121285191212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383393950788205,0.0,0.09866403753900363,0.0,0.22417279905978896,0.0,0.0,0.09219247874628343,0.20021599003509175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505312101569852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728111039592737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264061328348543,0.0,0.0,0.10056291873650992,0.0,0.1321855560640456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706955560915973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773108910865627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468595779742381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610402077071596,0.10068228559737427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995316558633048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247104160197918,0.0,0.1275105563126916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624890103578733,0.18237233556560392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312065979085323,0.3140651954776357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398565151362608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367653001387241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574895038576108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038395523322464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617318842954016,0.0,0.1078007339488902,0.0,0.10818732178230643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720897202715334 adhd,JRS_004,2019/05/30,"I'm always last to finish. So finals are this week but this applies to every interim or test usually. So when it comes to those big tests I'm not 100% sure I have ADHD but a ton of stuff I read on here also applies to me and also I used pills to help me focus during elementary school so think I have ADHD. Okay so back to it, during tests or finals I am always the last to or second to last to finish it because during it I always lose focus, get tired, or spend the whole time overthinking every question like ""is that the right one, I'm not sure maybe it's that one or I need to change my answer"" thats what I think for a solid 7 minutes. Also when I'm the last one anxiety kicks in when I think everyone's looking at me waiting for me to finish and I think people are annoyed with me so a rush the rest of the test ending up with a worse score than I would usually get because I'm not that smart anyway.",2.7362002945508124,3.58307378350516,4.6555228276877765,86.36587628865982,74.05154639175258,6.986156111929308,22.104565537555228,7.1686216300943375,0.6477390279823267,710,16,152,7,14,244,98,194,0.128,0.815,0.057,-0.929,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,14,7,1,0,10,1,7,2,0,1,2,27,23,20,0,2,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,6,1,1,2,3,2,0,4,0,1,17,5,22,22,3,26,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,6,19,103,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716350507559391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711250961039129,0.2821031652596335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864532741951542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689865263530025,0.0,0.1377811819109165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955088631185262,0.09734915958096796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009439766803352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043365445353094,0.10798706397481672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475965357618139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808739646894928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574903878489025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684769117660833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521157381558033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490096243894544,0.12643064835186674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353496051990646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379638788372144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297379828619441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834775070817268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659843055555034,0.0,0.1130418027293784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651096464329878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437338831275093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293708095324136,0.0,0.0,0.21302347537753008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28965210707039496,0.0,0.0,0.06589775136220406,0.12988977309918254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760540947974493,0.2489317860850033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065078418346352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261729915884205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115168088292323,0.08027992844241852,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eroi1,2019/05/30,"Craving Hobbies ?! Hello fellow ADHDers. I'm in this weird situation. I haven't been able to sustain any hobbies till now. But now, I literally crave them. I really want to play some instruments, learn a new language or ride a horse. And I dont know if its accurate but I believe I can sustain this time. I have been treated with concerta for ADHD and sertraline for anxiety for 6 months. Can it be a sign of improvement? Have you ever experienced something like this?",2.3734090909090924,5.222886795454548,4.291363636363638,78.54454545454546,84.45454545454545,7.745454545454546,29.59090909090909,8.575989854853784,3.083622727272726,370,19,64,10,11,125,65,88,0.042,0.8240000000000001,0.134,0.8282,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,9,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,8,45,14,1,0.28845644912127505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466685962602715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961602769955882,0.0,0.22066839403775415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32499163883755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380688100586014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609253726735685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852812064919444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409252505426096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024318565355065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278593036047234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479258765660775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32423713466375864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206786724059632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820127518793113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013908734061906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,justanotherpotterfan,2019/05/30,"Advice? I’m having panic attacks and want medication to help, but I’m nervous my dr will change my ADHD prescription. I have a history of anxiety and panic attacks, the panic attacks in particular became very intense middle school and high school. I was previously prescribed Lexapro for daily maintenance and Xanax for the panic attacks. The panic attacks lessened through my first year of college and when I transferred to a new school out of state my sophomore I didn’t end up pursuing the prescriptions with a new doctor. I was diagnosed with ADHD 4 years ago in my junior year of college and have always taken Vyvanse (currently 60 mg) for treatment, it works very well for me and I do not want to change it. In the last couple months the panic attacks have been happening more and more often, after having two very bad ones last week I decided it was time to talk to my doctor and get back on medication. The issue is that I moved recently and have only been with my new doctor for four months and only seen him twice. Although I am confident the panic attacks are not being caused by my Vyvanse, I know anxiety is a pretty common side effect. I am concerned if I approach him about getting back on Xanax or a similar as-needed medication he might want to change my Vyvanse. Have any of you been in a similar situation or do you have any advice on how to approach this issue with my doctor? Thanks!",6.341627081021088,7.2405875622641505,7.053940066592678,72.25369589345175,65.83018867924528,9.405105438401776,33.32408435072142,9.478462496947786,3.2822586015538286,1124,47,185,21,17,372,135,265,0.218,0.705,0.077,-0.9936,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,3,7,18,7,8,14,0,25,11,0,3,0,32,37,18,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,0,5,16,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,16,1,5,9,1,27,2,34,25,2,38,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,5,22,136,32,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527792690799253,0.12422485365370005,0.05634421902998722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052888996067281716,0.0,0.0,0.08644920268290293,0.0,0.09725010085660486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061797224726555,0.0,0.09775110094742603,0.0530719363427412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529607830024048,0.2017217252827164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033056985478597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645144826396872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602351770296709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629740665705745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406613207804794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641744528134304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620800700017431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260452672383782,0.06715714940552221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268523150369033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034932224410679565,0.10362365441386157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920972468870052,0.0,0.06742964563984774,0.0,0.0,0.10146977832504138,0.06755675587253894,0.0,0.04713070296629589,0.0,0.18416684209592246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307151697822243,0.09668411581031426,0.0,0.5220373433406615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466579647690356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276018681090363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298558068984226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144678372497755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108903723782982,0.0,0.058519704089277924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037063737758106924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209121401752979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733687286501136,0.11247222427803848,0.0,0.050985911098473384,0.0,0.057150217510934374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046274173191296106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279627559603146 adhd,PsychologicalRevenue,2019/05/30,"Do you always accept tasks/more work without realizing youre triple booking your time? Then rush/struggle/or fail one or more of those tasks? Basically anything that comes at me at work I say yes to. I love to help people. And I can't say no, to my own detriment. Ive gone entire weeks without doing my scheduled work because I was doing other projects. This week I realized I had to be in two places at once and had to postpone one. Not that big of a deal as its with a vendor. But now im realizing im so swamped in work but have no idea what to do or when to start on something. Never worked at the same place for this long so would usually quit before it got this bad. Im thinking of sticking it out though. Maybe work from home some days to catch up. It also takes me like 10x longer to catch on what others do really quick. So im thinking the quiet time at home will allow me to read/learn what I need to do for this project without being distracted at work every 10 seconds.",1.7776225045372025,3.732826295566504,3.16698988851439,91.38658542909,79.14778325123153,5.652994555353903,22.506870624837962,6.5966054737557815,0.4541586206896549,770,24,165,7,19,251,127,203,0.047,0.852,0.102,0.7907,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,9,8,6,0,1,4,1,16,1,0,1,1,26,25,14,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,16,5,0,0,7,1,0,4,8,3,0,4,5,3,16,3,34,16,5,33,0,1,0,1,8,15,0,3,15,113,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253793767718788,0.0858799639256302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493400113301129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861770182360773,0.06291657302701674,0.0,0.08782510627393189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890728650963038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656266807177354,0.1064061872702212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695986462776854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254740348643659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918027359523278,0.0,0.20705844348226887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165128512944547,0.4459431114231907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042376568014125,0.0,0.0,0.0913386401483368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315211317347898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368949570034414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652977691968342,0.07960281930575196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991653068785344,0.13987712376337508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155363178870643,0.0,0.21566741659965274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097777868911837,0.10323910330696692,0.0,0.0661197202314458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415533456292822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945700333839685,0.0,0.0,0.07305339940204279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776019572301817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226710421679058,0.101404453340325,0.0,0.12036652983792726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082231875115466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367252538223376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557955459324825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29847566272250875,0.0,0.5259727417610606,0.0,0.0,0.07331825595336852,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwaway12453445,2019/05/30,"RSD - Need Help/Advice/Vent Posting from a throwaway for reasons I don’t even know. I’m not even sure what the point of this is, I’ve been a long time lurker here, and I know this is a supportive community. I guess I just want to express myself as best I can. Any advice or support would be greatly appreciated❤️ Was diagnosed with ADHD when I was in 8th grade (I’m in college currently), and was prescribed vyvanse. Worked like a charm through 8th and 9th. Around 10th I started feeling some of the more intense side effects such as anxiety and depression, and this was, as far as I can recall, my first dabble with these sort of loops, which I deal with to this day. I don’t have a bad life by any means. Parents who I’m very close to, and support me through everything, and lots of friends who I know do care and support me. But I still can’t shake the feelings of inadequacy. I feel them the strongest in regards to relationships with others more so than in “drive to succeed” if that makes sense. I constantly feel as though I’m way too needy from my friends, without contributing anything in return. As far as romantic relationships go, I’ve often found that I can develop intense feelings for a person very quickly, sometimes without even knowing all that much about the person. I don’t consider myself to be an unattractive person by any means, but this aspect of my ADHD/RSD can have significant damage on my self esteem. I go through ups and downs, and these downs can last a week or more, depending on what triggers them. I know the feelings aren’t necessarily reality, but I’m having a hard time coping. Right now I’m experiencing quite a down, and I guess I just needed to get this out. What do you guys do about this sort of thing, if there’s anyone who feels like they relate. Any kind of support or advice is appreciated, and apologies in advance if this seems like a ramble.",5.773274493543424,6.3449980653951,6.227048927852149,78.8380405165265,66.98365122615803,8.780428859139915,32.57777514512499,8.716276077567194,2.5603691268807016,1498,61,286,22,23,485,190,367,0.057,0.809,0.133,0.9681,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,3,7,19,21,0,1,17,0,27,2,0,5,2,67,65,31,0,7,14,1,8,3,2,1,2,0,0,5,22,19,0,0,18,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,6,9,32,17,54,56,8,42,0,2,0,0,20,20,0,15,18,199,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855404082036887,0.16144432953372498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224701147240203,0.0,0.06319378477051668,0.0,0.0,0.057760420571830486,0.0,0.06797815224980466,0.07353734325060837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897301890808212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669047797677934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422288332900396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926833421146613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327439098565647,0.08516372597646245,0.07114890061070707,0.08384390956108173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368254190491746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424144078527489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29237847668020456,0.059014135941915874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026508936895244,0.0,0.09057381849226484,0.12764323148283518,0.0,0.043158513000469606,0.0,0.093894412252497,0.0,0.0,0.0910740131812928,0.18200085629840615,0.08179347204454647,0.0,0.0,0.07399924336589551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055369429302819684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602201015619351,0.2269919981079329,0.06733536373211099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058347449345948835,0.12107216337465825,0.0,0.0,0.0731041974175934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022913491027441,0.0,0.0,0.055140513684083084,0.0,0.0,0.17996550013471865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060725319201183486,0.12250342048392746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172479812973612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638655995710213,0.0,0.0,0.07808989070055461,0.0,0.07911424049648022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786223433944701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493329166892087,0.0,0.17737704047304495,0.0,0.07054554248456002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520190078321794,0.08617664763902831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169999035508621,0.0,0.05846934137885216,0.0,0.0659696976672904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687046709645225,0.07785569592013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054880121345517695,0.0,0.08116051611864558,0.0,0.096337087408485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631811028430282,0.048723483547968835,0.0655692345008642,0.06626199179035193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925953307075905,0.0,0.06013855235782566,0.0,0.0,0.05868132313798515,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Sfisco,2019/05/30,Just got diagnosed So I (19 m) got diagnosed yesterday and had gotten my first prescription (50mg vyvanse). I’ve been having a tough time focusing in school and I hope this helps out a lot. Does anyone have any insight as to what the change will be like or just the change in general? My apologies if this breaks rules but I am very curious as to what actual people have to say instead of a medical article. Thanks in advance!,2.3048460508701467,4.8645486144578305,3.929558232931728,83.31540829986615,80.92771084337348,8.508165997322624,26.08969210174029,9.150863307647796,2.6645459170013384,337,14,64,10,9,112,63,83,0.015,0.8270000000000001,0.158,0.8997,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,8,3,0,0,0,12,13,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,3,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,4,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.20821166228831672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509426264057065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918847964260926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451419856287743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43311822423989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671553567824314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181486591529745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412920139584873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301282599031506,0.0,0.0,0.2119177564387509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423846065112102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813937253252845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149409327663352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479191474703637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967494545184736,0.0,0.21593490482623653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643612783620054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441377210710948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760469489291339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Valkyrian,2019/05/30,"Loss of identity from taking medication? I do not have ADHD but am asking for my boyfriend. He says that when he is taking his medicine, he feels like a completely different person and it causes him to ""lose his true self"". Like he loses his own free will because the medicine is influencing him? Does anyone else struggle with this? He seems to have this misconception that because he needs medication to focus, it makes him an inherently bad person or something...which isn't true obviously. Any advice or support I could pass on? Thanks",5.560438144329896,7.884943845360826,5.804729381443297,75.0415270618557,69.30927835051547,8.561340206185568,29.650773195876287,9.188382445141503,2.793537113402062,431,17,72,9,8,137,71,97,0.129,0.653,0.218,0.9163,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,1,12,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,3,3,16,18,5,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,9,8,8,16,1,3,0,3,0,0,17,1,0,3,3,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120903253824754,0.1636031038202594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113852884231499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706554340815065,0.17154389987584906,0.0,0.0,0.15651722138617266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139790601575244,0.20411812273210966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198878908708376,0.0,0.0,0.17553906394700566,0.0,0.0,0.13367305870712387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492063733311494,0.0,0.0,0.14651235604303786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398598227863573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846537297996556,0.11960650259136295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358812784184212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746053886237109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175566476709234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373206450688879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241414912351084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923733354295387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314090833053704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241494596745875,0.1746579402483714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502610707239766,0.0,0.0,0.1899888070799808,0.0,0.0,0.2517614210068368,0.0,0.0,0.1541399316168779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,mavvv,2019/05/30,Meds without food versus now When I was in elementary and high school I could easily take Ritalin and Concerta without food and be fine. Nowadays I will throw up without eating before or soon after. Did this change for anyone else over the years?,5.023666666666667,7.571223311111113,5.317500000000003,76.97625000000005,71.44444444444444,8.055555555555555,26.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.4182222222222225,199,7,32,4,4,63,38,45,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,8,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175591445333796,0.2077243370494596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251120036921072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446506688639447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186613176805842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744689145899656,0.1693577503436549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902920895648654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141989790980975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519111616138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051770349115832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243029426031413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862833196768812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055366952762945 adhd,phiomar,2019/05/30,(Hopefully) getting diagnosed in a few minutes! I was diagnosed as a kid but have to get retested as an adult. Hoping for the best!!,1.9534666666666685,4.638514480000001,4.18,79.93666666666667,84.2,8.133333333333335,32.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.5987333333333336,102,6,18,3,3,35,22,25,0.0,0.6579999999999999,0.342,0.9077,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32763141623528136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6337466230041566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262200201673863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6201639874811188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Neicke,2019/05/30,"Sure Vyvanse is great but I see so many post about how Vyvanse works miracles in here and yeah sure it does but I feel out of me? I mean I've noticed my creativity doesn't flows as much as when I'm not in it and I hate it, I love being creative and in some way I love to be a mess . I've been taking in for almost a year now and honestly I didnt see any improvements until my exam weeks. Holy damn I have never been more dedicated and concentrated in my life but now that I'm summer break it just feels like it is limiting me. It just feels like I was finally learning to live with it and now with meds like my whole body is confused now, really feels uncomfortable. Sometimes I dont take my pills for 4 days and in all of those four days I dream in my sleep which I love since I rarely get dreams since I was a kid but then I take the pills again they are gone. Lately I've been also feeling slight headaches and I get like super hot or warm (specially in my shoulders/back and it spreads through my body) and start sweating. You know when you get up fast and go blind for a few secs and feel dizzy?, well I also get that, which its normal for some people I guess but not for me, I did gymnastics and other similar sports for some time and I'm a very active person and I never got this before starting medication. All of this started when I began summer break. Maybe my brain is trying so hard to concentrate but I just want to chill and thats why I get this headaches? I'm telling my psychologist if I can stop taking it during vacations and then return to it when going back to school. Is anyone else having this problems or similar? I would love to hear your thoughts, opinions and stories!!",1.7561815415821511,3.8648096925287376,3.0500405679513207,91.42548681541584,79.94827586206897,6.163083164300202,21.154834347532123,7.285733465282438,0.5472607167004728,1335,38,288,18,34,432,183,348,0.10300000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,1,3,21,21,2,1,6,1,21,14,5,1,6,65,61,41,0,5,14,0,9,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,22,21,0,2,10,3,0,4,7,5,1,1,11,13,42,16,33,47,9,49,0,0,3,4,12,10,1,10,35,187,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347699644747454,0.0,0.0,0.1493046506096559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348151066629328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527280878901008,0.09564857300903952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435614757535104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943436179778351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738262276914846,0.0,0.10420998086345892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040664183991814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169161243186726,0.0,0.10940603826818036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798232685915273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832047701290418,0.1333791677086207,0.0,0.1022608607483273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438587997463037,0.0,0.1061064299158287,0.0,0.07466088675779364,0.1029192064250566,0.10283605083716832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362367197009571,0.09216424811541628,0.0,0.0,0.10521274752607444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130296885809151,0.0,0.10530337953648056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593618721574822,0.18242526840787304,0.0,0.08243016221003124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337009721888444,0.0,0.0,0.09464270964960532,0.09378307941240263,0.10168601234736288,0.1036913113845742,0.09404076265806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862332562037364,0.0,0.1439952518619048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914636259274375,0.0,0.10628011197920982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471745172412678,0.08151001679444075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940393164195512,0.0,0.0,0.08932377838159249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980269198252978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447564441544512,0.14877645335634468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444092241335927,0.0,0.09341787179231203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232598716762612,0.0,0.1982217980093332,0.0,0.0,0.0780451605122258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759633985562896,0.0,0.2807516988416349,0.0,0.08159241244138722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410983408968845,0.0544334011374124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337883140276039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702390199878442,0.05506051710973996,0.07409724623965004,0.07488010435678741,0.0,0.08393327017274776,0.0,0.08423426609252513,0.10422244950499236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796024319141875,0.0,0.0,0.06631348502576237,0.0,0.0,0.060114632540327916 adhd,Nazmanito,2019/05/30,"Tidying my room is funny Like seriously, a ruler on the bathroom ? But the sponge is under my old sheets from school lol wtf ? Freaking coins everywhere ! &#x200B; When you finally get to it, tidying your room can be a funny experience of wonder and discovery !",4.467391304347828,7.570339652173914,5.184956521739132,74.27526086956524,76.3913043478261,8.027826086956521,30.93913043478261,8.841846274778883,3.3112834782608696,208,10,32,5,5,67,39,46,0.145,0.645,0.21,0.5781,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409851299651133,0.3824037059128266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307844038429448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447463651950293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442152788105854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375004606630632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302322768760141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185004973881518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412865441470878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824037059128266,0.0 adhd,blue-citrus,2019/05/30,"Distracted driving But not like that though. I got so distracted on my drive to work this morning. There were 2 Yorkies out of an suv window and they looked sooooo happy and cute. One was missing an eye. Then an old man crossed the street at the slowest little jog ever. The music was great. There was a rainbow. I missed every single possible turn I can take to get here. I didn’t even leave my house late, but I got here 10 minutes late. :(",2.026781609195403,4.387508919540231,2.557011494252876,93.94747126436785,80.49425287356323,5.2459770114942526,22.310344827586206,6.42735559955562,0.37977241379310334,344,11,71,3,9,106,68,87,0.149,0.775,0.076,-0.5519,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,2,7,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,14,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,1,7,2,8,4,6,7,1,14,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,6,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859677334391254,0.1898115162144348,0.1767985262659777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963229018634917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356550598590673,0.2313483933382561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337766714016108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421261947409733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473415381153236,0.2221893515437108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251680472583458,0.21031394562824976,0.0,0.0,0.17621202878845832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019087934494688,0.0,0.14219243236834303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365621021464405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777291894806414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061658902542913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282447281758237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276539354839114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,eeveeish,2019/05/30,"Recently started medication and my appetite has disappeared. I know this is mostly normal. I’m currently prescribed 10mg of adderall XR a day and for the most part it’s been great. It really helps cut a lot of my anxiety and executive disfunction. It’s the first time in most of my life I can think about doing something and then just actually get up and do it, so overall I’m really excited about it. The biggest noticeable problem at the moment is I have absolutely no appetite. Yesterday I ate nothing but two fries and half a bowl of soup and woke up feeling awful. I know this is a typical side effect of the drug so I’m not worried in that regard but I was wondering if anyone had any tips or suggestions on how to make sure I’m still eating throughout the day even when my body isn’t getting particularly hungry. Thank you!",4.083770646531384,5.863896159509202,5.877914110429453,75.25324681453517,72.06748466257669,9.432562529495042,30.94336951392167,9.851270322608157,3.317933836715431,666,30,121,18,13,229,111,163,0.075,0.816,0.11,0.768,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,9,6,1,0,10,1,12,6,1,3,1,28,28,16,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,5,1,11,4,15,23,5,21,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,12,85,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1749818750561408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193777167764268,0.0,0.13717258489216413,0.0,0.0,0.12537856726051164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917433154723385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23128179287238335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794407611692325,0.18348013297418653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843336311396735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066513550049707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252202366766587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873654129080923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769124210470707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018852437867072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708950330083425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665281052105234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244397855526798,0.0,0.0,0.11969162508298332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063717962968132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568691447462706,0.17205394209340286,0.204147001109038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417656673468564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157661151032225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297427053684167,0.0,0.17704818765917135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380425298498835,0.0,0.0,0.12691739738338115,0.0,0.14319816397195365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899869341146334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508567099353536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489538313094627,0.0,0.0,0.10455780856292113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516099728134482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445535839550335,0.0,0.1820992377794104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,thuthi,2019/05/30,"On my way to wreckage again Right now I feel things starting to get really bad again, after a couple of years with a job and no depression. A year ago I decided to study pre-school teacher because that's my job (I worked 85% until this semester). So I sent an application and got in (this is the second time I started university and the same program).. Happy and excited! In december I started dating and in January this year I met my girlfriend. Two months ago she got pregnant and we decided to keep it. So now I'm standing here with school 75% (aprox 30 h/week) and ca 65% work (4 days/week), with a relationship that is dear to me and a soon to be born child. On top of this I have a couple of bands that I rehears with almost every week and gig with occasionally. I feel how the walls are moving closer and my stress level makes it really hard to take any decisions about anything. I'm crying alot and have not the energy to read any school related literature. I feel disappointment and guilt because I can't accomplish the things I have in front of me. Especially when there are colleagues that has families to take care of and do hell of a job (eulogy to them!), while I almost can't get out of bed and are always ten minutes late. How do you cope? I guess there are a lot of you people who managed to take control over a runaway train. &#x200B; txh",3.587141086918038,5.1246559739776965,5.022071163037705,81.87199504337052,72.90334572490707,8.39518498849354,26.564170649672512,8.976282227363876,2.0561575854133483,1063,37,212,22,21,356,153,269,0.12,0.8290000000000001,0.051,-0.9539,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,2,1,5,14,10,1,2,16,0,15,0,0,4,0,39,36,21,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,13,21,0,2,6,2,0,3,4,6,0,3,4,4,26,4,35,31,3,41,1,2,0,0,12,13,1,5,23,140,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600023392894088,0.0,0.21011285288867848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729702718521701,0.1136745026542369,0.12748224852862372,0.14269052086277548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633545552346167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087598983043478,0.12790945722092922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696702921532876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767020750159075,0.0,0.2321711556314897,0.11524333324449387,0.0,0.0,0.09036245530249087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839474680039458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890378002059913,0.0,0.15914333061859684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962668905498216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678189555939931,0.0,0.11557483039874873,0.0,0.0,0.11168312736958076,0.09398252486929648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123334945584051,0.0932525703253331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183477985712868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919430953662923,0.0,0.0,0.07003104981757817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374152144664017,0.1115072017333758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727343032522574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494260123083282,0.0,0.13442145875892345,0.0,0.0,0.11263859844533974,0.0,0.08959616206060839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31853634473235937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277645339122146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017887303606582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366472874563277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940067856321406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117631952285815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024859384957127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327601650827536,0.2524675526964629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527575887398248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748224852862372,0.20268393439182006 adhd,damnilovelesclaypool,2019/05/30,"Dexedrine ER to Vyvanse Hi, I'm currently taking dexedrine ER for idiopathic hypersomnia and ADHD and it's working great, but giving me some undesirable side effects: rapid heart rate, the feeling of rubber bands around my calves, pins and needles in my feet, and blue toes. An ultrasound says my circulation is fine but the rapid heart rate and other effects are uncomfortable. My doctor prescribed me Vyvanse to see if the cardiovascular effects would be different (methylphenidate gives me panic attacks). I was wondering if anyone else had been in my same boat and what their experiences were between Vyvanse and dexedrine. I'm doing so great on dexedrine I'm afraid to switch even for a week. I went from sleeping 15-18 hours per day to 8-10 hours. It's literally changed my life. Thanks!",6.424622823984528,8.663056014184399,5.811927788523537,76.22454545454549,66.87234042553192,8.531528046421665,34.8039974210187,9.095868883498916,3.2850794326241135,642,31,107,12,11,196,98,141,0.076,0.797,0.127,0.7712,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,3,7,1,2,5,0,9,7,5,3,0,20,20,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,5,4,12,4,13,13,2,11,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,4,5,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393889109142545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283569821487105,0.16534562735943084,0.0,0.14365611241057602,0.0,0.18358499377286305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071115274552495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407218376055666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860035558762082,0.0,0.165172022225451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348063682691452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658529213476453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785368141617184,0.0,0.0,0.08159499738649932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096072198647587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558284293917796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824553758641845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178396414508753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398246620831892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933635262636309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283302235232465,0.0,0.0,0.12859332472315646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148946222776292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213323532093076,0.0,0.0,0.14857050418451262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944362306840226,0.0,0.0,0.14959431415420518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750020487200937,0.11748140816405744,0.0,0.0,0.11463469280340086,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,OoMythoO,2019/05/30,"How to Persevere In Maths For clarification, I'm a teen in my junior year, taking Pre-Calc after dropping AP Calc halfway through the year. I just find it far too difficult. I have a hard time staying motivated, especially with all the concepts going on. We have this ""Teach the Class Project"", and I just CAN'T motivate myself to do it. Not only do I not understand the topic I've been assigned, but I can't switch to a new one because the leftovers are ALL concepts I do not understand. I'm not officially diagnosed with ADHD, but I have symptoms ranging back to elementary years. I've managed an average ""C"" in all my math classes until I started taking Trig. I only passed that class due to pity points. I have no career track I feel would require me to know math (I wish to be an author; if that fails, a technical editor). I considered just failing it and retaking it next year (I have all my Math credits, but I can't just NOT take Math - standard guidelines). Tutoring doesn't help, either. I'll hold on to the information for the duration of the session, then down the brain's Trash bin it goes. I've been stressed over this for months, now. I'm not sure what to do. I'm always fine in the first months of school, but then my ability to hold concepts go down the drain, and I get a bad case of brain fog that tends to last the entire day (or at least until I get to a class where I understand the concept). Coupled with social problems, home issues, and personal issues, academia in the math department is often taking a toll. Any advice?",3.5708305647840533,5.436994215946847,4.7866631229235885,82.1891508305648,73.61794019933555,7.872478405315615,28.31906976744186,8.608573733854374,2.2076561063122933,1213,49,232,23,25,400,167,301,0.11800000000000001,0.835,0.047,-0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,0,7,10,10,0,1,23,0,19,4,2,3,5,49,39,15,0,4,17,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,11,8,0,3,10,0,1,4,11,7,0,2,2,3,25,3,36,35,6,41,0,3,0,0,5,14,0,3,21,151,36,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448313282391875,0.11747926363680825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003409349622104,0.0,0.0,0.08175488539103726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244307416134256,0.1003801062017044,0.07328603857002873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841437617576897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302303548258218,0.0,0.07753305726835003,0.0,0.0,0.12202250502219622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060787708843830314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988046495747426,0.10226052512689444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562176303369355,0.0,0.1366495366284141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769503822666457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058207806086808,0.0,0.12059217742816075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096046135802696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607070775712104,0.09799673944339524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191964391033872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611087668526784,0.1278571524907978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146534207120222,0.18286805573440576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497296002108722,0.0,0.0,0.11364837505876725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503594019162165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167078887002968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122550893487456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509354512921218,0.128140346872774,0.0,0.0,0.13771356264003573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330753892743542,0.12495638878038973,0.3615670566315636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010224590947589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754651199283854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824903339957156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540205346814614,0.0,0.0,0.3096753585146399 adhd,shini1409,2019/05/30,Hey everybody Click this link to add as friend in Wiz Khalifa's Weed Farm! https://dn9uvhfl9a5dl.cloudfront.net/n/index.html?url=https%3a%2f%2fweedfarm.page.link%2fwwoT28YFCmWScnRs7,35.43625,43.35344512500001,16.462500000000002,5.532499999999999,4.0,13.9,34.75,13.023866798666859,5.203325000000001,166,3,13,3,1,35,16,16,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,doctorhelppse111222,2019/05/30,"My doctor diagnosed me with ADHD and wants to discuss medication today. I don't know what to tell him, I read a little bit about stimulants and I think I'd like to see if they will help me. I don't know how to tell him that without coming off awkwardly... And I don't know what he means by discuss. Also, I know that I want stimulant medication because I might be self medicating with coffee (\~>4 cups/day avg i'd guess) and I think it helps. I'm 18 if that helps... thank you.",0.8633333333333333,3.124490888888893,3.0573737373737413,89.1727272727273,84.55555555555556,6.428282828282829,21.12121212121212,7.686295010490155,0.8946484848484855,374,12,81,7,11,127,62,99,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,3,0,24,20,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,16,2,10,17,1,4,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,4,2,47,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873475183258261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466386737048295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950280990290979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018971739133015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134284021210399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053509765144612,0.0,0.0,0.15822340676727495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955834483042775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172860657884825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134660506975606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426886693386638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615917981443328,0.1562410928181065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980812727457148,0.0,0.4711233755500769,0.0,0.16537291804435314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593054835515258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422284217760805,0.0,0.16262556033717213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27250660020292805,0.14352106015839666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977393670834467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776394033944032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838939905566455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502708188020704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,AHail,2019/05/30,"I scare myself when I’m driving and I’m not on my meds but it’s not always avoidable is there anything that could make me a better driver? I’m a good (well I’m 18 so like good for a 18 year old) driver when I’m on my ADHD medication but if I haven’t taken it or it’s worn off I zone out and am very reckless. It’s terrifying and I try to avoid it but obviously there’s situations where I can’t. It doesn’t need to be a huge thing like if you’ve found listening to a curtain type of music helps feel free to let me know, I just want to have some tools to work with the next time it happens.",-0.4053304904051167,1.380309746268658,2.4085287846481904,94.8423880597015,85.86567164179105,5.321108742004265,17.78038379530917,6.5431188927421005,-0.29428400852878456,462,11,115,5,14,162,84,134,0.11800000000000001,0.659,0.223,0.9468,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,3,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,25,24,12,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,3,2,11,8,13,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,8,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463190449448433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705410305709622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866253106815945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126822304757187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364185911651766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363265312806616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472528260662386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34381719679769523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812432103637443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737866918911318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263926325156283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958289535029406,0.0,0.20026373024112565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368107001228863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276615404510786,0.2064730844470234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197336408467613,0.0,0.0,0.2179745903577668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506838308422369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519817865564632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303807792444748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616463326993913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951234669000795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391526657004761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691113743904762,0.12088922375323705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842813763995564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921147633098622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198588835493866 adhd,idkimtryinghard,2019/05/30,"Any ideas I struggle responding to texts. I have 100 unopened and I can never bring myself to answer cause I get exhausted by conversation frequently. Can’t tell if it’s my adhd, bipolar, or anxiety...any ideas?",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692309,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,69.0,10.328205128205127,33.51282051282051,10.504223727775694,4.176035897435898,168,8,27,5,3,57,33,39,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,8,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34447798502001603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38984146639966266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29445174882737474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975426874653436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471490767814851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106956636367445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996517598122051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053047241143866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,elnishi,2019/05/30,"What is the best time of day to work out for someone who is ""all or nothing""? OK so this is a bit of a weird one but I'll try to be succinct. &#x200B; I used to be a massive night owl and roll out of bed at the last minute. I have actually managed to start going to bed at a reasonable hour and waking up early (the things having a baby and running a business will do to you). I feel like I'm more naturally a night person but I've been able to force myself to be a morning person and I like it. &#x200B; I find I tend to swing between being sober, eating clean and working out regularly, to being a complete slob, eating shit and being sedentary. It's coming into winter here in Australia and I'm starting to get fat, drink more and get very depressed. &#x200B; I work out with a strength trainer once a week and I never miss the appointment. I have a full gym in my home but I find it so hard to motivate myself to work on. It's like I need that person there kicking my ass. &#x200B; Anyway, I need to get a routine sorted and wanted to ask what others found about themselves. &#x200B; Should I start forcing myself to workout in the AM? I feel like this is the best option but I'm usually a zombie and very avoidant of this. &#x200B; The other option is working out at night. I feel like this is easier for me to do. I also find that at night, I'm often seeking some kind of stimulation which I'll usually get from drinking alcohol or binge eating. Putting my workout in the PM helps me avoid this. &#x200B; Can anyone relate? What has/hasn't worked for you?",2.500554343081621,4.556740683544305,3.8950982103884786,86.54462025316458,77.29113924050633,5.751025752946313,25.13705805325186,6.647476241863616,0.9942768659973816,1240,45,239,11,29,408,159,316,0.065,0.7879999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9798,0,2,3,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,0,10,8,16,1,2,22,1,22,10,4,4,2,49,46,20,0,4,6,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,4,3,19,19,7,2,9,5,0,4,1,6,0,1,2,4,26,10,45,36,8,38,0,2,0,1,8,17,2,7,22,167,45,8,0.05549839485865932,0.0,0.054158427642346685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931090596426925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438204631745207,0.0,0.4209274134966105,0.4720563704871033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038805768087128635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188350746023788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648428285059555,0.0,0.06058987322740901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780695300701674,0.05818901110815556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579187341618217,0.0,0.04780068616916865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087345970037926,0.0,0.17036613938962195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418496794216815,0.11894419312838955,0.0,0.0,0.15217358238785414,0.0,0.0,0.06085112539659481,0.0,0.0,0.11598248280749825,0.0,0.0315410167591875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049715660797670834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037199404217804016,0.0,0.0556694151057609,0.0,0.05465473963546245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779303792219737,0.0,0.04523859908189624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355685619786754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823027131401761,0.04280378348251481,0.0,0.0,0.20832593604191624,0.0,0.053252206666870174,0.0,0.0,0.05910397925280655,0.03760714866597573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537717315309964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579121559246932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706159315931289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696830478904966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047023609864643504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784614858888927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03687066749936835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236156034835321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037679767098713284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047932794122868314,0.12224728236529235,0.09158397604099433,0.03273439120146604,0.0,0.04451746474404402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242095463877966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720563704871033,0.0 adhd,bloknayrb,2019/05/30,TFW you miss your train... Because you were too spaced out to realize it had arrived until you noticed it pulling away.,4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,73.54545454545455,6.218181818181819,33.72727272727273,7.1686216300943375,2.2646545454545466,94,5,17,1,2,28,19,22,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,4,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882983217957445,0.0,0.0,0.38170157714902464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7128877825957306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,SleepyNatty,2019/05/30,"I'm glad I found this Reddit It's 5am my time and I got curious since my S/O says there's a sub for everything so I got curious and scrolls down reading some of the titles and posts got my teared up bc I felt at home and that these are my people and I can relate to it. Tho rn it's people being diagnosed or about medication but it's like, I forget too, I'm lazy too, we're the same and it just gives me this joy that I found this Reddit. I hope I can he active on this sub whether that means posting or making comments <3 I should note that at first I was typing all that into the title and when it stopped I got confused l Ike ""there's a limit??"" And on a second note, had to type this all over since I posted a bit too fast on Reddit and then kept hitting submit when it got to seconds and I broke it bc it kept loading and saying ""submitting..."" So oops",0.04483957219251522,2.007297695187169,2.31746256684492,95.10089973262032,85.41711229946523,5.023422459893048,17.90614973262032,6.2581,-0.29151957219251345,667,16,155,6,20,226,106,187,0.08,0.797,0.12300000000000001,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,12,6,0,1,7,0,7,2,0,1,2,34,24,21,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,20,12,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,12,3,19,4,15,9,5,19,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,5,8,102,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634936268233335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535618948475462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870884708141914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750505542709632,0.0,0.0,0.12181523616853746,0.0,0.31404702361900594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738107763767696,0.0,0.0,0.5726947502341377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365234830606327,0.1422408748288277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996567953054525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955944802348608,0.0,0.0,0.1559988046552352,0.0,0.14427005469947093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856900425613927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114697630185433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324979341717162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777433173307374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369313018592452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973084073198915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350750820818742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Isaacpastor,2019/05/30,"I finished my essay It’s 2:30 AM. I started trying to work on it at ~3:30 PM. I felt blocked and just couldn’t come up with anything to write for hours and hours and kept getting distracted, but then I figured out one thing to say, started writing it, and the rest of the essay flowed out with it! The amount of time I actually spent physically writing ended up being pretty short. I feel so liberated! :D",3.1242857142857154,5.1297130000000015,4.35464285714286,84.19750000000002,75.25,6.571428571428572,27.67857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.5767321428571428,320,13,62,4,7,105,57,80,0.04,0.828,0.132,0.8909999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,20,11,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,3,3,7,0,14,6,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,8,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2572613948889088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169421128874337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270908508864665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334947937223483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332974584891514,0.0,0.25312274227664555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377339437676251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192379161656162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864011096287194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682028836824426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964634096334728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731923283602136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514170488871406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372270795929274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789850604031341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192320153914966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,TimReddition,2019/05/30,"To those of you who take Vyvanse Vyvanse has handled our add symptoms and anxiety symptoms. But after the effects that usually last 6-8 hours, how do you cope with the come down? Night time is when social activity usually happens for me so does your psychiatrist prescribe you something else to take later in the day?",6.60896551724138,8.111139724137935,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,65.55172413793103,9.248275862068963,38.63793103448275,9.516144504307137,4.0366413793103435,256,14,41,5,4,82,49,58,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,10,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144461287664944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193052132884537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445333171916055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612140245895254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721632313703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198180977003242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070459201460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826807083937499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031337367472847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284533563436261,0.0,0.1725319101424802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658751250374364,0.3370077739956317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068116363333787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936541050105012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,zero_ice_zero,2019/05/30,Why can't I do work tho? C'mon brain. WORK FOR FUCK SAKE! Please!,-3.1950000000000003,-3.6748340714285694,-1.5821428571428573,112.63964285714287,139.71428571428572,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.3262285714285715,49,0,13,0,4,15,13,14,0.281,0.584,0.134,-0.5449,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468885012232459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37008855079141023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394301505095558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612257157503061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828741349136904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,rememberpoptropica,2019/05/30,"Why am i either focused/serious/awkward or unproductive/social/easygoing? p much exactly the title; i just notice that i seem to have two modes and now starting a new job a few months ago it's becoming a more obvious problem. I went into it with the mindset of do great work, focus, use time well and i suppose I have, the person who i report to is really impressed but whenever people nearby are making small talk, or when I pass by someone on my way to the washroom after being silently focused on a task for an hour i get so awkward and forget how to act like a human, like I'll ignore them and tense up and if they say something to me even the way i talk is off? it's crazy compared to how i am around friends in social situations - i can't take anything seriously even when I know i should, i help everyone else lighten up. idk if it's me or what I can do to fix this :(",3.4172435897435878,4.438436527777778,5.412222222222222,80.92115384615384,72.6111111111111,7.982905982905983,28.84615384615385,8.384062270229773,2.0974102564102557,685,27,136,11,13,238,122,180,0.126,0.731,0.14300000000000002,0.461,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,11,10,0,1,11,0,13,0,0,4,2,28,21,16,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,1,1,1,1,21,6,20,18,4,24,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,6,12,99,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430249799643235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277538996183522,0.1436336396872999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819583213748408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478527994816014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131372371082387,0.0,0.0,0.15417461920021594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465681454419747,0.0,0.08429750153773491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788638283515892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814794642593824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889496023677252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601126724692516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867246334158355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765264940339185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770082688031696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287861759535571,0.0,0.11860910705346844,0.0,0.0,0.1558305912853471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836953989833184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185816324669157,0.14088256755996598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543879358323775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336345304337134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831014829252493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688486479700827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136154847299846,0.0,0.3289472741897041,0.13670936261827848,0.12421332402476493,0.0,0.0,0.11420271580581352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213133726845505,0.25937030109329545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408312763080257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761323510565187,0.0,0.0,0.13935258802786024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561405508157595,0.0,0.0,0.14507093815796512,0.14957091249332727,0.1455911819227315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746303005865374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,vedoodle,2019/05/30,"I'm going to try and apply for a withdrawal without academic penalty. Hi guys. I'm a 19 year old female currently in my 2nd year of uni. I've failed 2 of my coding classes, retook them, and I think I'm going to fail them again. I can't even begin to explain how upset I am, and why this has happened. I don't understand how my brain works anymore. I literally FORGOT to submit an assignment worth 50% of my grade, even though I knew the date of when I was supposed to submit it, and I've done this countless times to the point that it's just embarrassing... whether it be a small report, attending classes or quizzes. I've changed majors so I'll be doing Information Systems next semester. I actually really love computer science, and I kept pushing myself to stay in it, but I know I am unable to code in my current state, even though I desperately want to. I'm glad that I'm still going to be under the discipline of information tech though. I'm really scared to try and do this, and get rejected. Will it come off as an excuse for laziness? I know I'm not lazy, because I try, I really do. I've tried schedules, I've tried ignoring my phone, etc, I've tried timers... everything and anything and I still can't seem to get a solid 1 hour of studying done, unless it is a last minute report I need to get done -- which btw, I hate doing to myself. The sheer amount of pressure I put myself under kills my motivation and mental ability for the next 3 days. If I don't do something for a whole day, and waste it away, I have a panic attack or a crying fit. Sounds so dramatic but.. I have no other reason to not be honest. I am going to a psychologist tomorrow as my doctor strongly believes I have ADD, so I'm kinda happy that I'm finally going to get something under control. I really, really am convinced I have it, and so do many of my friends from high school, and my partner especially. Even if it isn't ADD, I'm really glad that I'm doing something. I'm kinda embarrassed to go in there and ask for documentation to show my university that I've been struggling mentally. Is there anything I should say? Has anyone ever gone through this? I'm currently in a confused rut with myself.",4.0722169152766545,5.106937428246013,5.9798280549636305,77.41299875082667,71.07289293849658,8.944698361378501,28.96766845469909,9.285337120503966,2.549305327356897,1717,65,329,36,31,597,211,439,0.149,0.745,0.106,-0.976,3,1,3,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,2,6,22,23,3,8,17,0,35,3,1,5,1,55,76,34,1,5,12,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,20,18,0,5,11,1,1,11,9,15,0,0,9,2,44,8,49,61,4,51,0,3,0,1,14,14,0,8,23,212,64,14,0.0,0.0,0.08198861476621458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332243263883612,0.058746741899776335,0.0,0.13827790467961326,0.0,0.07854468992285432,0.09558163255487376,0.07893687423567562,0.0,0.0,0.05121607231344909,0.0,0.0,0.09465855249651138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379092094772863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887900007191983,0.07237333179470018,0.0,0.0,0.09423237323461844,0.0,0.0,0.09228888961506973,0.10836821706344957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599510892612043,0.0,0.25793613111564234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370132659295204,0.22197012989380488,0.0759983185267074,0.0,0.0,0.07550919326593562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920366765930016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491143849835962,0.0,0.17558196418349792,0.0,0.2864932810990696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319018358448327,0.07429608463653663,0.08943781408864677,0.0,0.08294953743946921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876872749047551,0.0,0.0,0.08273996473294816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295252374761936,0.0,0.09234725228205623,0.06848518751657219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758287544109379,0.0,0.0,0.08518019891641246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933904401994682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062297649097441364,0.0,0.0,0.1787063756080388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816186140269855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857601819244173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942335960421561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446043730732633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229412102211557,0.08638361900719786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668138066102486,0.08411581994197967,0.08502983709847142,0.0,0.07648605415173979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404151082935692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955109867802848,0.13419240246864314,0.0,0.0,0.08783296295867075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053834794620399716,0.2476392577653772,0.0,0.048991073414401086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422527621597579,0.0,0.0,0.08746481189162594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049555489453040405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581240613147673,0.09380214295700932,0.0,0.08098953047573243,0.0,0.06116548284474181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820857468113557 adhd,danlawrence2,2019/05/30,"How do you manage this symptom? With dexies, I need to urinate a lot. Or then again it may be that normally without dexies, when I'm amped up, happy and somewhat nervous, I have to pee too. Possibly, as dexies make me feel this way along with being able to focus, it's exacerbating it. Just hope it's not a bad sign of something else, will see my Dr for a follow up soon in any case.",4.117594936708862,4.357417468354433,5.658075949367093,82.63850632911394,70.51898734177216,7.838987341772152,27.19240506329114,7.554174236665415,1.4128359493670888,296,9,62,3,5,101,64,79,0.023,0.856,0.121,0.8245,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,6,4,2,2,0,18,13,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,13,9,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,4,46,12,1,0.26515698232298457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872974795655367,0.0,0.18031584059998992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213950046251413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215046345300269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407133733838433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822645382568686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633607125112649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542698426758215,0.0,0.0,0.17699434467830366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661054260056965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597975445185152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989246570004763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129578492118856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413079939031528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275599631428818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104692705263734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556018688103772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Arizeria,2019/05/30,"So I have an issue with my head, and I really don’t understand it. So I don’t really know what it is, but I’m thinking it’s my ADHD because that’s the only thing I’ve ever been diagnosed with, but every time I do anything or say anything, my brain immediately tries to argue every single thing about that decision. I don’t understand it, but it’s weird and it’s been happening for a very long time (4-5 years). I feel like it could be something more, but having ADHD is all I’ve known in terms of my mental health. Does anybody have any advice or another place I can go for this? Any help would be appreciated. Thank you!",2.251310782241013,3.919406914728686,4.625496828752644,82.78763213530655,76.75193798449612,7.79168428470754,22.579985905567302,8.575989854853784,1.4331643410852712,488,14,101,10,11,171,81,129,0.042,0.8390000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.892,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,16,4,2,0,2,21,25,10,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,13,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,12,2,8,19,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650725450648373,0.14842027899720525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657403738306168,0.15926468153013293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997685212655024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925876955169782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955390834773024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126782563684048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416009326822067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329156003319832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373886918248777,0.2559393520971384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679762731654875,0.10850668520319212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631975432672648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431141732875382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587784441776048,0.16144666868851218,0.0,0.0,0.10180532408632956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585284948975259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347203221473258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420334641569942,0.0,0.0,0.13441345890466147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306437157948416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115515398256519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586875138009146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460285994369464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078506030099295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169285051273848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983531559597573,0.0,0.0,0.201811310314264,0.09732178488868104,0.0,0.0,0.17713074757399427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311995532299342,0.0,0.0,0.3162353146609838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532104422126247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789475700037564,0.0,0.0,0.09780897003958944 adhd,throwaway921204,2019/05/30,"Advice on Medication. *posting to a throwaway because I don’t want this linked to my main account. Hi reddit, my name is jay, I’m 18, and I’ve had ADHD for as long as I can remember. Here’s some backstory- I was diagnosed at the tender age of 11, my stepmom found it concerning that I wasn’t outgrowing common childish habits, like lack of attentiveness and focus. But my dad is a bit of an old guy, he likes the “walking it off” approach. Acknowledging my addictive behavior (previously observed with video games) he restricted me from receiving any treatment. At all. No meds, no therapy, no nuthin. Because my dad denied I get any sort of help, as he worried about dependency later on in life, I did not receive any sort of IEP/504 plan during high school. Which means, I was expected to compete with my classmates on the same level they were on. It was like running a race with a ball and chain around my ankle. Nevertheless, I put all my effort into high school and scraped by. I even managed to get myself into an elite university, ranked top 20 in the world. Please don’t ask me what university it is. Here’s the issue. I’m 18, and I haven’t noted any significant improvement. I’ve been told that ADHD usually gets better with age, but for me that just hasn’t been the case. I have a hard time studying and completing assignments. Of course I study, for tests I do review questions, but sometimes I just find it impossibly difficult to study. All of a sudden I forget how to do everything, I zone out, and I basically have an internal adult version tantrum due to how frustrated I get. I noticed myself still having tendencies that most people with ADHD grow out of- I cannot hold eye contact, I cannot sit still in class, I am not a great reader because I lose focus while reading, I am unbelievably clumsy (trip everyday, I have to carry bandaids with me I am honestly that clumsy.) And worryingly inattentive. Focusing in class is still a struggle, and I literally got into a car accident yesterday because I wasn’t paying attention to the pedal my foot was on. So I’m here to ask for advice. I am 18, I can ask my doctor to make me a prescription for ADHD. But should I do it? Or should I just keep doing what I’m doing and buckle down some more. Obviously it worked a bit, considering the University I got into. I’ve heard that it can take years to perfect someone’s prescription, and I don’t have years. I can’t deal with medications causing issues while I’m studying at university, I will fall behind if I can’t study because of medication complications, and my professors sure as hell will not take that as an excuse when doing my grades. On the pro side, if I get medications, I could possibly take control of my studying and school habits, I would be better at focusing and understanding material the first time around, it would possibly help with my attentiveness and focus, and would let me demonstrate my foremost academic ability. I’m at a loss here, I don’t know what to do. TL;DR: I’m 18, still suffering from ADHD pretty bad since I was never put on medication. Now that I’m going into (an elite) university, should I try to work out a prescription, or just leave everything as is, because obviously it worked enough to get me into a world renown university.",4.936648145575774,6.4461572140575125,6.305250729267957,74.09565634115849,69.5111821086262,9.724628420613977,30.861091818308097,10.023610245241436,3.264351548826225,2600,108,468,67,46,880,283,626,0.10400000000000001,0.823,0.073,-0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,0,0,1,17,21,19,3,1,29,0,57,14,2,6,8,97,89,36,0,12,15,2,1,3,0,8,12,1,0,2,23,35,0,4,12,4,2,12,19,9,0,1,17,3,69,10,78,61,14,75,1,3,1,0,24,36,1,11,28,319,92,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720921729276285,0.3973809683477436,0.12924421732097524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798844467938941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177406032127425,0.18546970047891612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521633290426425,0.24187579328435185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169743769044715,0.14439509058705838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793439706976331,0.0,0.0,0.06933673139237206,0.0,0.07417115044699635,0.05279994525190545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817779936746927,0.0,0.06712122066875678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768752545353364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833064229833544,0.0,0.043678672556886136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886793342060333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060442218705923464,0.056250699586086,0.0,0.07250884756754174,0.0,0.0,0.20730322023422734,0.0,0.03758357403271929,0.0,0.10578144857143716,0.07290927829978386,0.0,0.06547974343164635,0.0,0.0,0.059240075627256174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865196534830427,0.13974133125760366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804644071912006,0.0,0.05877996283023367,0.0,0.0,0.036343677375742865,0.0,0.0,0.07002281292381089,0.0,0.06762307309373744,0.046710035869157666,0.09692428987693977,0.0,0.0,0.05852354681891265,0.0,0.07398328504525573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044142724333263925,0.0,0.0,0.07203566788894486,0.07345624729930783,0.33309837756831273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051004036352980994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529018665400324,0.06939299586041325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584666810507415,0.0,0.0,0.07259159823759613,0.0,0.14910474969548576,0.06333488529106265,0.06727864841276829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295914317563606,0.07408146597497853,0.0,0.0661485488082106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491313835161713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007832538891437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470395946606108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056032287612248315,0.0,0.06540490668870821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124809936738545,0.0,0.0,0.06913411693020706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062327357747644266,0.0,0.14916606279086894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562616495110823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712263104596104,0.0,0.0,0.06319067282653201,0.0,0.0448983723987784,0.0,0.0,0.06884434190657462,0.0,0.0,0.07283357131688513,0.0,0.03900557247501953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443170880176406,0.13431777618560906,0.0,0.14093195534768813,0.0,0.0,0.08517194459643541 adhd,narsmews,2019/05/30,ADHD meds and general anesthesia? I will be having surgery soon and will be put under general anesthesia. I take Vyvanse and occasionally Ritalin for my ADHD and Wellbutrin for mild depression. Just as a disclaimer I do plan on asking my surgeon but I’m curious what other people’s experiences have been like - is it possible to take ADHD meds (stimulants) in the days immediately following surgery? If so is there any change in effectiveness due to the anesthesia leaving your system? Anything else I should prepare for?,5.759333333333334,8.941099377777782,6.927777777777783,63.20500000000001,71.8888888888889,10.666666666666668,36.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,5.3370000000000015,424,24,59,15,9,142,66,90,0.026000000000000002,0.894,0.08,0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,2,0,12,16,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,10,10,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6553926687233916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361662677702005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958944320248774,0.0,0.16993975225897515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229912637101934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117233055338289,0.0,0.15656683911786368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185385623896255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781571117400116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247876256911925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880852110631765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038331792961765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602335690774644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049296259048617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273909803182456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733518595292999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,throwadhd221,2019/05/30,I haven’t taken my medicine for two weeks and my brain feels like an absolute smoothie right now. The words keep flying around in some jumbled mess and I can’t focus.,3.1954545454545453,5.385201878787882,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,75.66666666666666,5.612121212121212,23.12121212121212,6.42735559955562,0.4472303030303033,134,4,27,1,3,40,29,33,0.078,0.8440000000000001,0.078,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586647448379802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497675466682259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037173944540763,0.28783049636846963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581143597845961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683566953535456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34407279181210154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935729184007835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231805682311797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,leo_apologist,2019/05/30,"Can anyone share experiences with lethargy/fatigue as symptoms of ADHD? So I know I have a massive problem with getting anything done. I was never good in school, dropped out of college 4 times now, change jobs every few months because I get bored, can’t stick to a hobby for more than a month, and have too little self esteem in my ability to focus to actually pursue anything I’m interested in anymore. I just feel very trapped and it tends to be that I end up not getting out of bed all day doing absolutely nothing and feeling the daunting passage of time. I feel like my whole life is going to pass by without me. How do you manage the issue of not getting out of bed or achieving any real work? (I am not prescribed anything yet but have a dr appt on Friday and think i want to inquire about medication) also if you’re on medication to manage adhd how has your experience with that worked to your advantage?",8.978093220338986,7.012492254237287,9.172083333333337,68.71032838983054,61.485875706214685,10.883898305084749,40.76906779661017,9.188382445141503,3.86158813559322,727,33,128,9,8,242,124,177,0.052000000000000005,0.8809999999999999,0.067,0.3764,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,4,9,7,0,0,6,0,13,5,0,2,2,31,26,12,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,3,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,2,3,15,5,32,23,4,22,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,10,92,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.12968792605611693,0.0,0.3194318119515424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627737531538646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037425568621957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179773208382106,0.09292440348285368,0.0,0.3280877728283231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101254324165465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058699762321808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570732266566597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599937826615854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770695543273554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119711302524446,0.0,0.0,0.2599967814305949,0.0,0.0,0.20158956551729407,0.0949413685906058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777319857488377,0.0,0.07552820913142398,0.1114673757542586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870953884542042,0.13187938449318298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303650427312756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386880967176606,0.06492657341358055,0.1331973218171445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26775871715037386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215362099770788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249806260737833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751788671091618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716411285094914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126544308879325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449846978917754,0.0,0.0,0.13864015352952958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813046859831604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515478501356058,0.0,0.0,0.15498617032360892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965362575853957,0.07838586699124091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483743250743007,0.0,0.1281075948118663,0.0,0.19350063759399716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,turtletalkwithcrush,2019/05/30,"Today I have been diagnosed with ADHD and I could not stop crying in the doctors office. (F/20) I made a doctors appointment almost a month ago because I came across this subreddit. I felt as though I was reading a biography with what some of you have experienced. I started doing my own research about ADHD, and my little sister was diagnosed when we were really young. I never though I would have this, and I’m unsure when I’m so upset. I guess I feel like a hypochondriac. I am too terrified to drop off my prescription and I also feel as though it was “too easy” ?? To get diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Adderall. I have had the same doctor my entire life. He gave me a questionnaire and I explained why I feel as though I have this. He also gave me a test for anxiety and depression which I scored very high on (no bueno). I was crying the entire doctors appointment. I felt like someone out there could actually use these pills to help them and I’m just a super lazy, forgetful asshole who would abuse it. So I guess I feel guilty for getting diagnosed? Is this normal? I feel crazy. I have NOT been doing good in college. I cannot retain any information, remember assignments, I can barely sit still to study. I’ll zone out for longggg periods of time. I came home to watch some videos on people who live with ADHD and this calmed me down because it gave me the same sense of security as when I come on to this subreddit. I feel like I’m not being crazy, that this is real. Sorry for the rant. Going through a lot and I’m scared to take medication. I don’t want to be dependent on this and I’m terrified of what harm these pills could cause with my dopamine levels/receptors ? I don’t want any permanent damage.",2.5334086134453777,4.952143282738098,3.962331932773112,84.25619747899161,78.97023809523809,7.405322128851541,23.57282913165266,8.405096225971981,1.6927163165266106,1357,46,260,29,34,447,168,336,0.159,0.747,0.094,-0.9726,0,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,1,1,1,1,17,12,0,2,13,0,30,12,0,4,1,62,62,26,0,8,4,1,8,3,0,2,12,0,1,0,19,22,0,3,11,2,0,4,8,5,0,0,16,10,43,7,38,39,6,32,0,2,1,0,14,13,0,7,16,181,62,9,0.0,0.09634779030263003,0.07935402621596686,0.0,0.3909107216171864,0.0,0.07208294506385747,0.0,0.08142760313823667,0.0,0.0,0.1300589481752075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059720473700184,0.0,0.06220756803613148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914063206529616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860108238303909,0.0,0.08353534233026777,0.0,0.07004771680738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477591729155616,0.0,0.17864663250718898,0.0,0.0,0.07003853450951213,0.33014168892569096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329271093371519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24669904367200265,0.11618629553623515,0.15615486136310558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496994264751097,0.0,0.04621453723353265,0.06820515468803938,0.0,0.0,0.17916050909012074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450532125880715,0.08591626957624768,0.0815679556818588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743686563644905,0.11918268335661668,0.08150137093564633,0.0718047304700304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913312288406921,0.0,0.07694446483414279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819186986270039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490675159374387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627169713833825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796737605683385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056375227867653185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133937898454878,0.09255697350919108,0.05209399161736978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211673212924346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141287665228332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889994655329754,0.0,0.0,0.09102814191218546,0.057556855394261974,0.0,0.0649401593980116,0.0679849652702571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061140544686061164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31957562577601634,0.0,0.04741681433647954,0.0,0.07707936174344142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023210176169399,0.0,0.06709534925675181,0.09592618732283036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337628133865945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155310578346479,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,FinalGoodbyes,2019/05/30,"I'm afraid to go get diagnosed I realized that there's a 99% chance that I have ADHD yesterday and I'm nervous about getting diagnosed. I've been seeing a therapist for a few years but the only thing he's been doing is checking up on my depression meds (wellbutrin and some unrelated stuff) and not much else. They stopped working but I didn't care enough about life to make an appointment and I've been putting it off for a few months now. Going over my files now I realised that the only thing that's been written down for the past year was an Adjustment Disorder, meaning basically a jack shit diagnosis that you can pin on anyone who walks through the door. If I go back in without saying anything I'm confident it will be the same thing as always. Just asking about school and work, working out and relationship and maybe adjusting my meds. The reason I'm nervous about it is that my finals are about to happen, which is prime time for students begging for ADHD meds. The fact that my usual shrink is on vacation and I'd have to see his substitute who I've never met certainly doesn't help. I'm honestly considering hitting up a dealer or something at this point. I'm not sure I can pass my exams without any meds. Anyone who isn't thick as fuck like me, help pls.",5.102061176470585,6.130014232000001,5.768494117647059,79.89812941176471,68.68,9.08235294117647,30.70588235294117,9.325443323948027,2.6695035294117657,1018,40,194,20,17,331,148,250,0.146,0.7979999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,10,11,2,3,15,0,20,5,1,2,4,31,42,14,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,19,9,0,1,5,0,1,6,8,6,0,0,8,4,16,5,30,31,6,32,0,1,2,1,13,13,2,3,14,126,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582361774238163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939597796513267,0.0,0.0,0.07306067039269175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024453950404126,0.0,0.08841128648298409,0.0,0.1004388531714632,0.0,0.0,0.08261222481182072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953892125605563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253511057092108,0.21809206819326304,0.0,0.0,0.12313181702903415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974961401063311,0.0,0.0,0.11101087667461558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769170208442267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932353903647677,0.11226252937980016,0.0,0.1831763332644301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500595830670414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402517027829312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588574989092778,0.05248816650137923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171486118404141,0.0,0.1079346502854934,0.11703011087293742,0.4773520128390287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575498441805184,0.0,0.0789783690050492,0.0,0.08286184058928878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342097088706214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256052930380788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156245013516807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800360240571487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046286686477844,0.0,0.11534685646601485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543801138618624,0.0,0.10873172116300904,0.17122635089768046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028227427607086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271005476627738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982192906376524,0.0,0.0,0.12298936838564326,0.0,0.0,0.10125786018766772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474234099919468,0.21412859734710304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264722967541621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183263954688088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713037553187716,0.0,0.2346456885871714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837148195462534 adhd,BThereAsap,2019/05/30,"I get very upset and have panic attacks when I experience some minor uncomfortable sensation for to long I'm actually a really patient and super compassionate person (almost overly compassionate, I truly feel other peoples emotions like they were my own). I don't get angry with my family / friends / people in general ever really! But I will have a full blown, crying, insane, panic attack, if I experience an uncomfortable body sensation for to long. Some examples: * I bike to and from work almost everyday, the bike home is completely uphill for 25mins. This is usually fine, but say one day I bike through 2 swarms of little bugs, and my tire is a bit flat, making biking a lot harder, by the time I get home I want to scream and cry and honestly (this is super over the top I know) literally kill myself, its fucked up man. * Another example, there was a day where I had a lot I need to do after work, at my final appointment I had to sit in the waiting area for 40mins longer then expected, its was almost 7 by that time, and I hadn't been able to poop after work, so I had very bad gas pains that I just wanted to go home and let out. Once I was finally done the appointment I started to walk to my car and it started raining. Once I got home I had a full on tantrum, I was hitting myself, crying, banging my hands on the ground, it was crazy. * A few more quick examples of times I got this way: 1. Had to walk a long distance on a very windy day 2. My eyes wouldn't stop watering while biking 3. My shoe wasn't sitting right on my foot which made walking very uncomfortable 4. The toes on my right foot we're freezing during a winter drive but I had to keep my foot on the gas pedal and even the heater vents couldn't get them warm Also just to note, I never act this way in front of anyone, if I feel something like this coming on I always make sure I'm alone. Or if my roommates home, I will go in my room and make the attack as quit as I can, she hasn't noticed anything in the past 3 years we've lived together. Has anyone else experienced this? How do I deal with this insane, almost painful, anger anytime I feel uncomfortable for to long? It scares me sometimes, because I used to be a cutter. Have some very bad scaring that I go covered with tattoos. I haven't cut in probably 4 years, but sometimes when I have these attacks I get so close to relapsing. Also one more thing, I have no idea if this has to do with ADHD, but I am diagnosed ADHD and nothing else, so I didn't know where else to put this and I'm a little desperate. TL;DR I get very angry and have panic attacks when I'm physically uncomfortable for an extended period (even if its just a minor / mild uncomfortable sensation / annoyance), but I never get angry at people",4.720178389398576,5.440549339449543,6.054717125382265,78.61728465851175,69.36697247706422,9.138124362895004,27.982925586136595,9.2995712137729,2.299286442405708,2150,70,419,42,36,727,253,545,0.213,0.7070000000000001,0.08,-0.9979,0,1,1,0,0,1,68.0,0,0,2,7,19,33,11,6,27,0,43,15,9,6,4,71,79,39,1,11,15,0,6,2,1,3,4,2,6,2,22,21,1,3,6,5,0,12,11,22,0,2,20,10,60,11,58,52,12,81,0,0,1,1,10,32,1,15,35,273,82,3,0.059124126667327824,0.0,0.057696618869505924,0.0,0.14211142139006042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368170895797053,0.06123476432369709,0.0,0.09456308546980688,0.049196009722253034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619968019382635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268192814042644,0.06057965473671534,0.04865411854513437,0.0,0.0,0.3363111476007151,0.0,0.0,0.09873235230159597,0.03604151884609965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645482333061696,0.06567357614714323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050930199915949916,0.0619905219271101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483523066685998,0.11439051145039394,0.06095437846232499,0.0,0.06000974401424861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050450903900637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481718635649699,0.06650668461085459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810185610170227,0.05348115749073043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566948182214165,0.05573696470943435,0.0,0.08968480477271086,0.0,0.0,0.12953518159915514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567915359944,0.05465930239046004,0.2162294114773947,0.0,0.1008048111032284,0.0,0.09457393037524332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29653159866978634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674394239398086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052552240371445916,0.06541208618925304,0.0,0.06498614757374208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060458425299480915,0.0,0.057770123629325563,0.11851581477210672,0.05220768705146495,0.2092919662912853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053043638756874,0.0,0.055944678214202286,0.11839744097042695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383979076473482,0.0912003427452718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056731194123815235,0.06731321008282573,0.0,0.12593053059590653,0.08012807674841249,0.0,0.12582447866982716,0.20810827091811535,0.0,0.0,0.05644066893834403,0.12296767502795215,0.05162490688203393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374580846967022,0.0,0.0,0.059436077494026386,0.0,0.06288578644330707,0.0,0.0,0.07575285900575647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098336225031652,0.0,0.047017878594540034,0.11838713016257148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045516641251991286,0.11695054614798304,0.0,0.08369672233068906,0.0,0.0,0.04943041729702901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055723789678658465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927944260538281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342726117005197,0.06795448609370483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051064262281042,0.06511687253036291,0.2927015788800097,0.06974588352338135,0.09385995949391013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291292051362941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614799822624445 adhd,electrcboogaloo,2019/05/30,"Recent ADHD diagnosee questions Hi all, I read the rules and I don't think this is against any of them, but I just have a few general questions. For a bit of background, I was actually diagnosed as a child at around 5 or 6 but my parents didn't end up seeing the doctor and getting treatment for me, so now I'm 22 and only started getting treatment around 3 months ago. I am a full time uni student doing commerce and was wondering if people had similar experiences during university and what they found worked for them? I always thought I was more of a math-brained person, but it turns out that I was just slightly good at math so I was able to to it quicker before my poor concentration set in, whereas with English type subjects I struggled because I couldn't dedicate the time to actually doing essays and things, and as such I developed horrible self-confidence writing essays and stuff. I'm getting help with writing and studying, and it is going well, however I am still struggling with being able to sit through lectures. 2 hours, even with medication which helps vastly, is nearly impossibble, and I've found if I do anything not related to the lecture for 5 minutes just to refocus myself it is nearly impossible to get back into the lecture content. So any advice for sitting somewhere for 2 hours and still learning/taking notes would be much appreciated! And if there's any general advice for a newly-diagnosed ADHD person, I would love to hear it!",10.184659367396591,8.118092222627741,10.067554744525546,63.55186739659372,59.25547445255474,12.490997566909973,44.366180048661796,11.038039088145766,5.068426763990266,1175,59,192,23,12,389,163,274,0.059000000000000004,0.851,0.09,0.846,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,16,5,0,2,11,0,23,4,0,0,1,47,40,25,0,6,11,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,11,21,0,0,7,1,1,1,4,2,1,0,10,2,22,3,36,25,6,29,0,0,1,1,16,12,0,7,13,143,33,10,0.21096717526357464,0.0,0.20587353067635356,0.0,0.25354154753139124,0.20615468202523424,0.09350483592009608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777079502367015,0.0,0.0,0.2151973703278908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680400483681268,0.18780551362310693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111036777555894,0.0,0.06430181595707438,0.0,0.08975876384131536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516075768423906,0.0,0.0,0.1177545693140094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412724206837613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796692166345416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342714945420508,0.0,0.0,0.06967091479138715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103183189417424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313146185438938,0.0,0.0,0.2204432834523343,0.0,0.059948753721375626,0.08847462867062557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188876695746596,0.0,0.14140685058197733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776017153333196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095203056191912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626361710277063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419599327556486,0.0,0.07754257400651357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802250216664779,0.0,0.0,0.11712704092412515,0.0,0.0,0.07312903804156592,0.18420840005686312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363315184014249,0.0,0.10551213298867028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415231715155876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405676233640509,0.0,0.11004238701560193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466182624682505,0.0,0.1684786586829006,0.0,0.0,0.22054869747010605,0.12075347111116455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007860850961678,0.06758962371385947,0.0,0.08374218594856289,0.12301665644927275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473585296868373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484241335058098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439245115808085,0.07679330809940649,0.0,0.0,0.14986502836328178,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,fishintrovert,2019/05/30,"Pooor memory Heck these days, even before opening my browser I forget what word I had to google 😣",7.405789473684213,6.780306421052632,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,63.73684210526316,9.705263157894738,29.52631578947368,8.841846274778883,2.276010526315789,78,2,14,1,1,25,18,19,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6777672200963467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136799306622926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260841417469763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,crabapplelilwayne,2019/05/30,Has anyone here worked with an ADHD coach? Was it helpful? Just wondering who here has engaged with an ADHD coach and whether you've seen any benefits from it - especially when it comes to staying on/completing a task.,5.842916666666667,7.7044981250000015,5.835000000000001,76.97666666666667,67.75,9.333333333333334,33.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.4308333333333336,175,8,30,4,3,55,32,40,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6979036228105555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974522201370105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302385489404995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501162164457342,0.3044330245216537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461968713268615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30948115036963475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148789887208514,0.2113828224683664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,idkanymorexx,2019/05/30,"Please Help—I’m desperate and don’t know where to turn I have severe adult ADD and have never really taken meds for it, i’ve just let myself fail for all these years. Long story short, been seeing a crappy psychiatrist that takes my insurance and he is clueless. We tried Adderall but for some reason I experienced terrible nausea that never went away even after 2 months, and it also didn’t help with concentration. Was on 20mg IR two to three times a day. Had to stop. Ritalin also had no effect. He basically told me last week that he doesn’t think any other stimulants will work for me since Adderall and Ritalin haven’t. Then when I complain he tells me to go home and research what other meds I could try. I know this is irresponsible of him but I am just desperate at this point and I need to try something else. Problem is I don’t know what stimulant would help me. All I know is he’ll prescribe it. Can anyone recommend meds that have given them relief? Or suggest where to go for recommendations? Has anyone had bad luck with Adderall and tried something else that worked?",3.9576816239316273,6.119291798076923,4.744551282051283,81.62822649572652,73.32692307692307,7.699145299145299,24.055555555555557,8.515128840125781,1.6356946581196583,866,26,161,16,18,279,129,208,0.16899999999999998,0.742,0.08900000000000001,-0.9454,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,4,8,7,0,0,2,0,24,2,0,4,4,37,40,15,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,15,12,0,1,7,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,10,2,18,2,18,25,3,23,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,3,13,105,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963235044686056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347303712294316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716568977006656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532604623930018,0.0,0.10248968353759612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800451053228626,0.0,0.0,0.07916248352206452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508086831978448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107407885016979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952134834827967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682674660649065,0.0,0.12312652944286265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698369701074237,0.1000562282041031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255184289987798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862836189008904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090369901575288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797650308067103,0.0,0.0,0.09101629156179784,0.18934207579559745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474074679604406,0.11603679688214268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745352293210612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863568896699548,0.12620567176499276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781448396302887,0.0,0.0,0.13867061334645275,0.0,0.1015386426268286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899524011585705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026230553168321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229142758956316,0.0,0.10728740386272363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786521391148458,0.0,0.0,0.07157550704419291,0.0,0.0,0.1172912382962484,0.0,0.33335208888155365,0.13351487659344607,0.11990722995340948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846126321097112,0.0,0.0,0.113788881921348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872441418800855,0.0,0.0,0.08719685368556168,0.0,0.0,0.07904586549694784 adhd,godsmania,2019/05/30,"i have ADHD, and it makes me feel horrible. I have problems remembering things.... when i wake up and take my medicine and sit down to scroll through social media in the morning i'll just blank out and totally forget what i did in the past 2 hours or so..... i take the 50's vyvanse and it works well but if i decide to pull an all nighter and stay up past my bed time the moment my medicine wears off i get really depressive and almost suicidal, but im not sure if thats my depression or a side effect of my vyvanse. I dont remember basic math....... i dont remember how to divide or multiply and i a have really bad time counting money and it scares me to death because im 16, turning 17 soon and i need to get a job but im slow and im afraid that i wont be able to work as fast as im expected to be. When i get excited or happy i get loud and rowdy and it's so embarassing when i realize im doing it but i dont know WHY i do it and its so frustrating... having ADHD is so frustrating and i wish i didnt have anything wrong with me. i feel so stupid and stuck and horrible that i dont know what to do...... i looked it up online and it says its supposed to get better as you get older, but im almost seventeen and it's just gotten worse.",0.15172885062183994,1.9285002177121804,3.1288724887248875,90.50718600519342,83.72324723247232,6.819242859095257,21.107147738144047,7.921354282810032,0.9168826294929612,953,30,222,19,27,340,132,271,0.20800000000000002,0.72,0.073,-0.9916,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,4,13,15,3,2,8,0,18,2,2,3,3,57,37,42,2,6,14,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,17,21,0,0,10,0,1,1,7,10,1,0,4,5,31,5,23,30,2,25,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,8,13,143,48,4,0.08206946476733074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726309627253866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643614281097155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753617673192612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852457503688769,0.050028783980932974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725837722823912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137261949307442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847392059433277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299357459573609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572674482921288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736447132031991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082189116106225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205437359770503,0.0,0.08144128025541908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902064630684012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891768068168191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054782005012031294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060853468226563616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566891809478411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852939405901782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515160127740268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789061152861002,0.0,0.0,0.06526493241009823,0.08216585136598419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365948407889033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747512975222503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977067404231791,0.0,0.07734949929098887,0.0,0.12341204766824362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452330567386207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571072978196687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926801082678988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379030497232092,0.0,0.07405492686385551,0.0,0.09437583423083963,0.0,0.0,0.11949509558644933,0.0,0.08363579598843808,0.0,0.08973007624265897,0.0,0.0 adhd,Amagee44,2019/05/30,"Request from an r/ADHD newbie Hello everyone, I’ve just recently come across this sub reddit and am amazed by how much I’ve learned about myself already! I was wondering if anybody would share any advice, life hacks, knowledge etc. you’ve learned on here that has always stuck with you. Responses are much appreciated as it would save me from hours of hyper focused induced browsing! Thanks!",4.899571428571427,7.867793242857143,4.661428571428573,79.45357142857145,73.71428571428572,6.857142857142858,30.0,7.957251820313856,2.4374285714285717,317,14,50,5,7,97,61,70,0.026000000000000002,0.741,0.233,0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,14,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,9,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29750838405708263,0.2419041254275513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731788573370081,0.0,0.20598239341159272,0.0,0.0,0.16834327555107473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324340195162098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760849770843933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23654573894502526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437880241172349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485270304289818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36395716777658815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444269025984752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279118456836151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684586697819674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517064784777221,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,banammockHana,2019/05/30,"Any good tips for breaking your brain's executive system failure? I know a lot of you get that feeling like a lock on your brain preventing you from doing what you need to do. Does anyone have any good tips on how to shake this feeling? How to stop not doing important work? I have a whole bunch of things I need to do, and just can't stop wasting time no matter what I do.",4.192467532467531,4.6519225324675375,4.821194805194806,87.92607792207794,70.42857142857143,7.718441558441559,25.78961038961039,7.554174236665415,1.083386493506493,293,8,64,3,5,94,51,77,0.171,0.647,0.182,0.2278,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,8,2,2,2,0,15,14,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,10,14,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931444035711425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070812273554904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48122000194616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861743168802692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217963447300416,0.15397930892151704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260891818247425,0.0,0.0,0.3615635573981835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184532161371474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530024006684148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832414130452313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31963514716546704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603963073632129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319286427626496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568105849478545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406387897688041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691312909694424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,PuzzleheadedString6,2019/05/30,"Tried my daughters ADHD medications, completely blew my mind So I'm 36M who has a 6year old daughter recently started diagnosed with ADHD, she hits every marker on the questioner for inattentive Adhd, she started on meds and been doing really well. I had been reading alot about how, ADHD runs in families and parents often found they have it too after their children are diagnosed, but whenever I took any of the internet tesst I was borderline at best so didn't think much of it. Anyways, my daughter had an old prescription for Concerta XR 36mg from when they were trying different doses, so I thought what the heck why not try it. And it was mind blowing, how clear everything felt to me. It just felt like a cloud had been lifted, and I had one of the most productive days I've ever had. I just felt fucking great, but not high or anything. What I wanted to ask the community was is this just the feeling any normal Joe feels when they take a stimulant? I mean I read on the internet about how people can abuse these drugs for Euphoria feeling. But I really wouldn't describe my feeling as euphoric. Honestly I'm quite the square, never done drugs, rarely drink, and don't really like the feeling of being drunk that much or the rare occasions had opioid pain meds. And I'll be honest, I don't really think I have any clear cut ADHD, I'm borderline on all the tests I have taken. I finished college, have a good job, pay all my bills. I would say I was a bit of an underachiever in school, but I got through, never really liked school but got by. So is this what it feels like when you lifted the cloud of ADHD or was this just me getting a little high on some stimulants? &#x200B; Sorry for the long post, just can't stop thinking about that day and how everything just felt so much more sharp and right that day.",5.4914996315401625,6.277945307909608,6.045942028985508,79.12977523949894,67.67231638418079,9.6593465978875,29.79808400884304,9.761364909221204,2.7396972733972,1445,51,273,31,23,469,186,354,0.059000000000000004,0.773,0.168,0.992,3,0,4,0,1,0,39.0,0,1,4,2,26,13,2,0,22,0,34,10,0,6,7,66,65,29,0,4,16,4,11,4,0,2,7,1,0,1,17,9,2,1,17,4,2,2,9,3,1,1,27,13,31,10,29,33,11,33,0,0,1,1,16,12,2,8,22,186,48,8,0.0,0.08403683179084433,0.0,0.0,0.5114424283306733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684931529805518,0.08618400154237299,0.14469826441002384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836683238548949,0.0,0.0663071191615095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443345295551465,0.0,0.07743385404599908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436555241366061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722603569771696,0.0,0.0,0.14397871239313834,0.0,0.07410356151696093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258289006654259,0.0,0.06948140395129074,0.16450547682090946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415748241636977,0.0597590102348434,0.0,0.1274891295793888,0.0,0.0668636114300098,0.0,0.215176767115336,0.05067022369538138,0.2724039602044865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776773430123589,0.0,0.06557081777100265,0.037056401372142576,0.0,0.0,0.05949015637809413,0.11345351446719006,0.07819720728054434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987642314987004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038404872688966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386052907169172,0.07108743208877888,0.0,0.06276811440341361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726023607506992,0.15756769316785094,0.07145143521630384,0.0,0.0,0.14323199094540165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641839664953566,0.0,0.10940646501640924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949334690494399,0.0,0.0,0.14885179520782002,0.0,0.04806193355047364,0.0,0.07547127022454128,0.0,0.07875597880856715,0.0,0.0,0.04917181314281961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792840731231607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945441081823412,0.07543953660081779,0.1418922777206583,0.0,0.2271880858456521,0.0,0.07003180151853218,0.0,0.0,0.06057122351029445,0.0,0.05640395348038329,0.0,0.14356370994168402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939690807728489,0.10040491349069394,0.0,0.0,0.0592981019365115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332823568910503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634136739617725,0.0,0.05630807173059615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788024456598728,0.14446421970837506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183454982758264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377184155817958,0.0,0.06400053590150963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038446674995299,0.0,0.08618400154237299,0.0 adhd,EagleFist,2019/05/30,"For you people with two monitors, what do you guys put on there that doesn't hinder your ability to focus? I've recently gotten a second monitor for my PC setup, but having anything else other than Spotify makes it more difficult for me to focus. I know some other people watch livestreams on their 2nd monitors but I usually play games that require me to focus a lot so I can't do that either. I feel like I'm underutilizing this whole 2 monitor setup right now. What do you guys put on there?",4.678468335787926,6.007754608247424,6.236966126656848,75.0277319587629,69.9278350515464,9.666568483063331,27.259204712812963,9.957137785484203,2.7815019145802657,395,13,71,10,7,135,65,97,0.055,0.873,0.071,0.3694,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,11,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,2,12,2,11,10,5,9,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,4,53,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951635757231267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238516503308425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644603470612652,0.16452556768371618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560642024546872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265662429934622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251240115033244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957918743472172,0.0,0.0,0.15372629237805913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193204956029204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630279718089788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739236301812665,0.0,0.0,0.1966739873350276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249685444794972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364168270784737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571204778793657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 adhd,Numba9Xan,2019/05/30,How effective is Shire Adderall 30Mg IR I have been switched to this adderall from Shire Inc. How effective is it compared to other brands..? 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